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Parameshthis, these are friendly, in a spirit of sympathy towards all the Jivas in the world. Therefore, unless and until our inner conscious is not incensed with love and compassion towards all the Jivas in the world, even if a spirit of dislike or enmity towards even one Jiva lurks in the heart, we do not come to deserve the favour of the revered Bhagavantas. How will Sadhana be a success if you do not become qualified for it? I therefore recommend to you to reconcile yourself to your younger brother."
Just with these last words, the gentleman was hot and excited. He said :
"No no! These is impossible! Why should I seek pardon when he is at fault? He will grow strong and proud if I go and seek reconciliation! Our eyes get hot even when we happen to meet on the way. He will certainly not reconcile himself to me even if I approach him and seek forgivance. He will reproach me in harsh words. It would be better therefore for you not to insist upon this."
I said : "Well, I had my own doubts. But still, I showed the Vidhi only when you assured me. Now, if you feel that getting forgivance from your brother is simply impos-ible, then I explain another Vidhi. Do promise to abide by what I tell you."
When he agreed, I told him : "You might not seek the forgivance of your younger brother. Still, do your level best, your utmost to erase your dislike towards him from your heart. At the time of your daily chanting, keep the photos of your brother and bhabhi on the two sides of Shri Prabhuji and pray that they too win the reward of your Japa. Concentrate yourself to your best and with a
