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ABUNDANT JOY OF SENTIMENTS
Even from restlessness I get mental peace. Though I have cravings, I swing. You are knower of everything. You know all the three tenses. To talk to you more is like to talk with maternal family's history. It is like introducing the fragrance to flower, knowing all such things I remain silent. I go on smiling within my mind. Knowing that you do look at me. In my depth of the heart I get withered. Knowing that I just cannot see you. How long this simultaneous smiting and withering will continue in my heart ? how long ? Oh Supreme Being ! At least once give 'Darshan.' Kindly appear personally. Will you please not hear my requests which I have been making for years. I feel that there is an urgent need to transform your hard-heartedness into delicate sentiments. Only you do this. Thereafter for the remaining things I shall take care. Because in the end, I am your devotee and you are my Bhagwan. Isn't it?
But the question is if you will show innocence in becoming
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