Vandaniya Sangharsh

Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008946/1

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mahArAja sAheba, ApaNI bhUla na hovA chatAM sAmI vyakti ApaNAM para jAtajAtanA AkSepo karatI ja rahe ane parivAra vacce ke samAja vacce badanAma karatI ja rahe tyAre ApaNe enuM spaSTIkaraNa karI devuM jarUrI kharuM ke nahIM? kAraNa ke spaSTIkaraNa jo nathI thatuM to parivAra vacce ke samAja vacce ApaNA mATenI gerasamajaNa UbhI ja rahe che. darzana, pahelI vAta to tuM e samajI rAkha ke badanAma thato mANasa beImAna hoya ja che evo koI kAyado nathI. pUrve evA ghaNA ya sajjano-saMto thaI gayA che ke jeo pavitra-saraLa ane nirdoSa ja hatA ane chatAM koka ne koka kAraNasara samAja vacce badanAma thayA hatA. teoe koInI ya samakSa potAnI jAtanI nirdoSatAnuM spaSTIkaraNa karyuM nathI. keTalAka samaya pasAra thayo che ane teonI nirdoSatAnI lokone pratIti thaI gaI che. eka mahattvanI vAta tane jaNAvuM? bhUla nahovA chatAM ApaNane koI doSita cItare che to ApaNe akaLAI jaIe chIe; paraMtu ApaNe karela bhUlanI koIne ya khabara nathI hotI tyAre sAme caDIne javAbadAra suyogya vyakti pAse enI kabUlAta karI daIe chIe kharA? jo nA, to Ano artha to e ja nIkaLe che ne ke spaSTIkaraNa karavA dvArA ApaNe ApaNA ahaMne ja sAcavavA mAgIe chIe!

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zuM kahuM tane? mana ane aMtaHkaraNa ahIM ja judAM paDe che. manane spaSTIkaraNamAM rasa che jyAre aMtaHkaraNane zuddhIkaraNamAM rasa che. bhUlano bacAva karavA dvArA mana potAno ahaM puSTa karatuM rahe che jyAre AkSeponI vaNajhAra vacce ca ravasthatA TakAvI rAkhavA dvArA ane mauna rahevA dvArA aMtaHkaraNa potAne vadhu ne vadhu zuddha karatuM rahe che. tane huM eTaluM ja kahevA mAguM chuM ke kama se kama tuM tArA upakArIo samakSa to A spaSTIkaraNanA zastrano upayoga na ja karato. spaSTIkaraNa karavA dvArA tuM kadAca nirdoSa puravAra thaI paNa jaIza to ya emanAM hRdayanA zubhAziSa pAmatA rahevAthI tArI jAta vaMcita rahI jAya evI pUrI zakyatA che. huM nathI icchato ke A apAyanA zikAra banavAnuM durbhAgya tArA lamaNe jhIMkAtuM rahe.

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mahArAja sAheba, aneka sthaLe mane sAMbhaLavA paNa maLyuM che ane vAMcavA paNa maLyuM che ke mana e ApaNuM duzmana che paNa ATalAM varasonA anubhava parathI huM Apane spaSTa jaNAvI zakuM tema chuM ke mane potAne mana kAyama mATe mitra ja lAgyuM che kAraNa ke eNe haMmezAM mArA sukhanI ja ciMtA karI che. huM duHkhI na thAuM e mATe eNe mane haMmezAM mArgadarzana ApyA ja karyuM che. jANavuM to mAre e che ke Apa manane mitra mAnI rahyA cho ke duzmana ? namana, mana e ApaNuM mitra che ke jene ApaNAM sukhanI ciMtA che paNa aMtaHkaraNa e to ApaNuM kalyANamitra che ke jene ApaNAM hitanI ciMtA che. ane sukha tathA hita vacceno taphAvata tArA khyAlamAM na hoya to tane jaNAvuM ke sukha kyAreka AtmAnuM ahita paNa notarI besatuM hoya che to hitane akabaMdha rAkhavA kyAreka duHkhane paNa AvakAravuM paDatuM hoya che. 'mana e ApaNuM duzmana che' evuM tane je sAMbhaLavA-vAMcavA maLyuM che e A saMdarbhamAM ekadama sAcuM ja che. jIbhane svAdiSTa lAgato ane tRptino anubhava karAvato viSayukta modaka jo sukhanuM kAraNa na ja manAto hoya to Indriyone 3

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bahelAvatuM ane AtmAnuM ahita nizcita karI detuM mana sukhanuM kAraNa zuM mAnI zakAya? tuM pote spaSTa thaI jaje. sukhanA mArge jaIne ahitane notaravuM hoya to mananAM zaraNe javAmAM koI ja vAMdho nathI; paraMtu duHkha veThI laIne paNa hitane tuM jo akabaMdha karI devA mAge che to tAre manane choDI daIne aMtaHkaraNanA zaraNe ja javuM paDaze. zuM kahuM tane? amAre tyAM "paMcasUtra' nAmanA graMthamAM spaSTa lakhI dIdhuM che ke "akalyANa mitrano tyAga ja karI devo'. mArI tane spaSTa salAha che ke mana mitra bhale haze paNa kalyANamitra to nathI ja. tAre eno jIvanavyavahAramAM kyAMka upayoga karavo paDe to karI leje paNa enA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne nizcitatAthI sUI to na ja jato. kadAca e tAruM mAthuM kApI nAkhaze. sAvadhAna!

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mahArAja sAheba, je vAtAvaraNamAM huM atyAre jIvI rahyo chuM e vAtAvaraNamAM eka ja cIjanI bolabAlA che, saMpattinI. jo e tamArI pAse vipula mAtrAmAM che to tame zrImaMta to cho ja; paraMtu game teTalAdurguNo laIne beThA ho toya tame sajjana paNa cho. tame AgevAna to cho ja paraMtu tame AdaraNIya paNa cho. mana mAruM ema kahe che ke samAjamAM jo vaTathI rahevuM hoya to eka vAra cikkAra paisA banAvI ja levA joIe. Apa A aMge zuM kaho cho? vaMdana, patramAM te bhale lakhyuM nathI paNa e hakIkata che ke mananA tArA A avAjanI sAthe tAruM aMtaHkaraNa saMmata to nathI ja. jo e paNa saMmata hota to te A bAbatamAM mAro abhiprAya jANavAnI jijJAsA vyakta na karI hota. ane e hakIkata ja che ke manane bhale saMpattinuM AkarSaNa che; paraMtu aMtaHkaraNa to saMtoSanuM ja pakSapAtI che. kAraNa?

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aMtaHkaraNane barAbara khyAla che ke saMpatti vadhumAM vadhu sagavaDo ApI zake che, sAmagrIo ApI zake che; paraMtu sukhanI anubhUti karAvavAnI to enAmAM koI ja tAkAta nathI. kAraNa ke sukhano saMbaMdha sagavaDo ke sAmagrIo sAthe eTalo nathI ke jeTalo samyaka abhigama sAthe che ane samyaka abhigama saMtoSane ja baMdhAyelo che. eka vAta tane pUchuM? bhojana peTamAM padharAvatI vakhate tRptino anubhava tane kyAre thAya? peTamAM bhojananAM dravyo satata padharAvato rahe tyAre ke pachI bhojananAM dravyo padharAvatA padharAvatA vacce kyAMka aTakI jAya tyAre ? javAba tAro A ja haze ke vacce kyAMka aTakI jAuM tyAre ja tRpti anubhavAya. vaMdana, saMdeza spaSTa che. jo sagavaDo ja joIe che tAre ane sAmagrIo ja vadhAravI che tAre to mananA avAjane tuM khuzIthI anusarI zake che, paraMtu sukhanI anubhUti jo karatA rahevuM che tAre to aMtaHkaraNanA avAjane anusaravA sivAya tArI pAse anya koI vikalpa ja nathI.

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mahArAja sAheba, prazna manamAM e uddabhave che ke vastuono jema ApaNe yathAyogya upayoga karatA rahIe chIe ane upayoga thaI gayA bAda vastuono ApaNe jema tyAga karI daIe chIe, basa, e ja rIte vyaktiono ApaNe jyAM, jyAre jarUra paDe tyAM ane tyAre upayoga karatA rahIe ane upayoga thaI gayA bAda e vyaktione rAma rAma karI daIe to emAM koI aparAdha to nathI ne? mana mAruM ema kahe che ke vyakti marI gayA bAda enA zabano jema agnisaMskAra karI devAmAM Ave che tema vyaktinI upayogitA pUrI thaI gayA bAda enI sAthenA saMbaMdha para pUrNavirAma mUkI devAmAM koI ja vAMdho nathI. Apa A aMge zuM kaho cho? pUjana, pahelI vAta to e che ke vastuo jaDa che jyAre vyaktio jIvaMta che. je vyavahAra tuM jaDa sAthe kare e ja vyavahAra tuM jIvaMta sAthe paNa kare e ucita to nathI ja ne?

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gADI jUnI thaI jAya ane ene tuM kADhI nAkhe e vAta to samajAya che paraMtu gADIno DrAivara gharaDo thAya eTalA mAtrathI tuM enI sAthenA saMbaMdha para kAyamI pUrNavirAma mUkI de e to na ja cAle ne? tane khyAla na hoya to huM yAda karAvavA mAguM chuM ke Aje A dezamAM ane duniyAmAM karoDonI saMkhyAmAM pazuo roja jo katalakhAnAMmAM kapAI rahyAM che to enI pAchaLa manano A tarka ja kAma karI rahyo che, 'pazuo upayogI nathI rahyA, patAvI do." are, mA-bApo vRddhAzramomAM dhakelAI rahyAM che enI pAchaLa paNa Avo ja koka tarka kAma karI rahyo che. "mA-bApo nakAmAM banI gayA che, emane have gharamAM rAkhavA jarUrI nathI." pUjana, A tarkanA AdhAre AvatI kAle bImAra vyaktionI hatyA karI devAno silasilo cAlu thaI jAya to ya emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. yAda rAkhaje, manane vyaktiono upayoga karI levAmAM rasa che jyAre aMtaHkaraNane vyaktionI upAsanA karatA rahevAmAM rasa che. icchuM chuM, tuM aMtaHkaraNanA avAjane mAna Apato thaI jAya.

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mahArAja sAheba, je saMsAramAM ame atyAre jIvI rahyA chIe e saMsAramAM jo amAre sahI-salAmata rahevuM che to eka ja raste ame sahI-salAmata rahI zakIe chIe ane e rasto che, AkramaNano. koI amArA para humalo kare ane ame eno bacAva karIe e jamAnA gayA. have to sAmo humalo kare e pahelAM ame enA para humalo karI daIe e jamAno Avyo che. alabatta, Apa sAdhu banI gayA cho eTale Apane amAro rasto pasaMda na Ave e huM samajI zakuM chuM; paraMtu amAre to TakI rahevA have A ja rasto apanAvavo paDe tema che. Apa A aMge kaMIka sUcana karazo to AnaMda thaze. kaLaza, tuM pazuonAM jagatamAM jIvato hota ane A abhigama apanAvI beTho hota to to huM samAdhAna karI leta ke cAlo, pazu potAnAM astitvane TakAvI rAkhavA A ja abhigama apanAve, AkramaNano; paraMtu tuM to mAnavajagatamAM jIvI rahyo che ane chatAM A abhigama para tane bharoso besI gayo che ? bhAre Azcarya thAya che. eka vAtano tuM javAba ApIza ? A jagata Aje thoDuM-ghaNuM paNa jIvavAlAyaka jo lAgI rahyuM che to eno yaza konA e

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phALe jAya che? krodhanA phALe ? hiMsAnA phALe? AkramaNanA phALe? are, tuM pote tArA jIvanamAM thoDI-ghaNI paNa prasannatA jo anubhavI rahyo che to enAM kendramAM zuM che? AkramakavRtti? hiMsakavRtti? haragija nahIM. yAda rAkhaje. AkramaNano rasto to mananI pasaMdagI che. bAkI, aMtaHkaraNanI pasaMdagI to pratikramaNano rasto. ja che. e to ema ja kahI rahyuM che ke jANatA ke ajANatA koInA ya pratye jo durbhAva thaI gayo che to tyAMthI pAchA pharI javAmAM ja majA che. pagamAM ghUsI gayela kAMTAne pagamAM ja rahevA daIne prasannatApUrvaka cAlavuM jo sarvathA asaMbhavita che to vyakti pratyenA durbhAvane manamAM sthira rahevA daIne prasannatApUrvaka jIvavuM paNa asaMbhavita ja che ne? nA. AkramaNano manano rasto nahIM, pratikramaNano aMtaHkaraNano rasto ja upAdeya che, prazasya che, anumodanIya che.

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mahArAja sAheba, koNa jANe kema, chellA keTalAka samayathI mAruM mana bhAre zaMkAzIla banI gayuM che. rastAmAM maLI jatI koka vyakti mArI sAme jo TagaraTagara joyA kare che to enI dAnata pratye to mane zaMkA jAge ja che; paraMtu jANItI vyakti AMkha sAme AvI javA chatAM ya mArI sAme jo najara paNa nathI nAkhatI to enA pratye ya mArA manamAM zaMkA jAgI jAya che. are, hamaNAM hamaNAM to mane mitronI dAnata pratye ane patnInI vaphAdArI pratyeya zaMkA jAgavA lAgI che ane mAruM mana mane ema kahI rahyuM che ke A kALamAM koInA ya pratye vizvAsa mUkavA jevo nathI. alabA, kabUlAta karuM chuM ApanI samakSa ke mArA A zaMkAzIla mAnase mArI prasannatAnuM bAramuM karI nAkhyuM che. saMbaMdhonI AtmIyatAmAM eka jAtanI dIvAla UbhI karI dIdhI che. mArA cittanI ravasthatA harI lIdhI che. koI samAdhAna ? prakSAla, jhaverAtanI kharIdI mATe je vyakti kolasAnI dukAnamAM pahoMcI jAya che ane saravALe jema pastAvAnuM ja Ave che tema 11

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prasannatAnI anubhUti mATe je vyakti mana pAse pahoMcI jAya che ene ya saravALe to rovAnuM ja Ave che. tane eka hakIkata yAda karAvuM? khArAza jema sAgaranA pANImAM nathI hotI paNa sAgara khuda ja khAro hoya che tema zaMkA manamAM nathI pedA thatI, mana khuda ja zaMkAnuM paryAyavAcI che. tuM mana sAme paramAtmAne khudane hAjara karI de ne? e paramAtmAnAM acinya sAmarthya aMgeya zaMkA karavA lAgaze! tuM mana sAme upakArI gurudevane lAvI de ne? emanI tArakatA aMge ya e zaMkA karavA lAgaze! eka ja vikalpa che prasannatAnI anubhUti mATe. mana bhale zaMkAne jIvananuM cAlakabaLa banAvI beThuM che. te aMtaHkaraNa pAse cAlyo jA. e zraddhAne jIvananuM cAlakabaLa banAvI beThuM che ane jyAM zraddhA Ave che tyAM prasanatA. anubhUtino viSaya banIne ja rahe che!

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mahArAja sAheba, chellA eka varasamAM ochAmAM ochA ekAda hajAra prasaMgomAM mAre hAjara rahevAnuM banyuM che. AMkhe UDIne vaLage evI eka vAta khAsa jovA maLI che ke dareka prasaMgamAM saphaLa vyaktionI ja bolabAlA ane bahumAna thaI rahyAM hatAM. Apane e jANIne kadAca duHkha paNa thaze ke e saphaLa vyaktionAM AMtarika jIvana karatAM je vyaktionAM AMtarika jIvana anekagaNAM sArAM hatAM e sahu eka khUNAmAM beThA hatA!mane potAne A badhuM joyA pachI ema lAgavA mAMDyuM che ke jIvanamAM lakSyasthAne saphaLatA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja goThavavA jevuM nathI. Akhare ApaNe ya samAjamAM vaTathI rahevuM che ane saphaLa banyA rahevA sivAya vaTa paDe tema nathI. Apane zuM lAge che? snAtra, te kyAreya evaM caM khare ke jeno eNksa-re ekadama sAro hato ene A jagate InAma ApyuM! nA. A jagate InAma ene ja ApyuM che ke jeno phoTo sAro hato ! Ano artha? A ja ke jagata saphaLatAnuM pUjArI che, sarasatA sAthe ene kazI ja levA-devA nathI.

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paNa, huM tane pUchuM chuM, jeno phoTo sAro hovA chatAM eNksa-re bagaDelo hoya ene sAro phoTo hovA badala je InAma maLe eno AnaMda vadhu hoya ke eNksa-re bagaDelo hovA badala vyathA vadhu hoya? yAda rAkhaje, manane bhale saphaLatAnuM AkarSaNa che; paraMtu aMtaHkaraNane to sarasatA ja game che. sarasatAnAM balidAna para maLI jatI saphaLatA pAchaLa mana bhale pAgala pAgala banI jatuM haze; paraMtu mananAM e pAgalapana vakhate paNa, aMtaHkaraNa to raDatuM ja haze. mArI tane eka ja salAha che. jIvananAM lakSyasthAne tuM saphaLatAne nahIM paraMtu sarasatAne goThavI deje. samaju kheDUta lakSyasthAne pAkane goThave che, ghAsane nahIM e tArA khyAlamAM haze ja. sarasatAno pAkamaLyA pachI saphaLatAnuM ghAsa maLe to ThIka che, nahitara sarasatAnA pAkathI jIvanane samRddha banAvato raheje.

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mahArAja sAheba, eka vAta mane e samajAtI nathI ke hamaNAM chellA keTalAka samayathI mArA duzmanonI saMkhyAmAM satata ne satata vadhAro ja kema thaI rahyo che ? alabatta, mArI samakSa to sahu mIThI mIThI vAto ja karI rahyA che; paraMtu mArI pITha pAchaLa sahu mArA avarNavAda ja karI rahyA che eno mane barAbara khyAla AvI gayo che. huM kyAMya paNa jaIne Ubho rahuM chuM, mAruM Agamana koIne ya gamatuM na hoya evuM huM spaSTa anubhavI rahyo chuM. ane eka vAta Apane jaNAvuM ? mAruM mana mane ema kahI rahyuM che ke thAya tevA thaIe to gAma vacce rahIe'. jo koIne ya tArA mitra banavAmAM rasa na hoya to tAre paNa koInA yamitra banavAnI jarUra nathI, teo tArA tarapha jo iMTa pheMkI rahyA che to tAre eno javAba paththarathI ApatA rahevA jevuM che. Apa A aMge zuM kaho cho ? abhiSeka, e jagAe meM vAMcyuM hatuM ke 'mitra sahune na banAvI zako to ya vAMdho nathI; paraMtu duzmana to ekane paNa na banAvazo' ane tuM mane patramAM lakhI rahyo che ke 'mArA duzmanonI saMkhyAmAM satata vadhAro thaI rahyo che ane mAruM mana paNa e sahu sAthe evo ja vyavahAra karavAnI preraNA karI rahyuM che !' 15

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tane mAre spaSTa jaNAvavuM che ke jo tArA duzmano satata vadhI ja rahyA che to eno eka ja artha che ke tuM tArA mananI AjJAmAM che, aMtaHkaraNanI AjJAmAM nahIM. kAraNa ke manane rasa hoya che duzmanavRddhimAM jyAre aMtaHkaraNane rasa hoya che mitravRddhimAM! kAraNa? A ja ke manane potAnA astitvane TakAvavAmAM rasa che ane enuM astitva tyAre ja Take che ke jyAre ene koI paDakAra pheMkanAra hoya che ane paDakAra duzmana sivAya koI pheMkatuM nathI. sAce ja jo tuM thoDuM-ghaNuM paNa DahApaNa dharAvato hoya to mAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tuM duzmano ghaTADavAnA prayAso karavAne badale aMtaHkaraNanA avAjane sAMbhaLato jA. Aja sudhImAM puSpa taraphathI koIne ya kyAre paNa durgadha anubhavavA maLI nathI. aMtaHkaraNe AjasudhImAM kyAreya koIne ya duzmana banAvyA nathI.

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mahArAja sAheba, samasyA mArA jIvanamAM e sarjAI che ke jyAre paNa zubhanA sevananI koI taka Ave che, mana enA sevanane vilaMbamAM mUkatuM rahe che paNa azubhanA sevana mATenuM koI paNa pralobhana AMkha sAme AvI jAya che, enA sevana mATe mana turta ja lAlAyita thaI jAya che. pariNAma AnuM e Ave che ke zubhanuM sevana thatuM ja nathI ane azubhanuM sevana aTakatuM ja nathI. jo Ama ja cAlatuM rahyuM mAruM jIvana, to mane nathI lAgatuM ke mArA jIvanamAM huM kyAreya paNa kaMIka sAruM karIza ane galatathI bacI jaIza. Apa A aMge koI samAdhAna ApI zakazo? utsava, mananI eka badamAsI tuM barAbara samajI leje. ene je karavuM ja nathI hotuM ene e vilaMbamAM mUkatuM rahe che ane ene je karavuM ja che ene e turta patAvatuM rahe che. tuM jo ema mAnI beTho hoya ke zubhanA sevana mATe mana nA to nathI ja pADatuM to mAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tArI A mAnyatA e tAro bhrama che. kAraNa ke jo zubhanA sevana mATe mana sAcosAca gaMbhIra ja che to pachI zubhanA sevana

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mATenI tamAma sAmagrIo hAjara hovA chatAM, zubhanA sevana mATenA saMyogo anukULa hovA chatAM ane zubhanA sevana mATenuM sattva hovA chatAM ya mana zA mATe ene vilaMbamAM mUkatuM rahe che? eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke A galata ane khataranAka jIvana vyavasthAmAMthI tArI jAtane tuM bahAra kADhI devA mAge che to eka kAma kara. suvAsa anubhavavAnuM tane jyAre paNa mana thAya che tyAre tuM jema gaTara pAse na jatAM bagIcA pAse ja pahoMcI jAya che tema zubhanA sevana mATe tAruM mana jevuM taiyAra thAya, tuM e vakhate mana pAse na jatAM aMtaHkaraNa pAse pahoMcI jA.. kAraNa? aMtaHkaraNa A bAbatamAM ekadama spaSTa hoya che. e azubhane vilaMbamAM mUkatuM rahe che ane zubhanehAjaramAM ja patAvatuM rahe che. mananI cAlabAjImAM atyAra sudhI khUba phasANo, have aMtaHkaraNanA sAMnidhyamAM AvI jA. tAruM kAma thaI jaze.

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10 mahArAja sAheba, popaTane piMjaramAM purAI rahevuM jo gamatuM nathI, kedIne jelamAM baMdha thavuM jo gamatuM nathI, pANIne khAbociyAmAM goThavAI javuM jo gamatuM nathI to mAruM mana paNa ema kahI rahyuM che ke jIvanane koI paNa prakAranAM niyaMtraNa heThaLa keda karI devAnI jarUra nathI. zarIra jo sazakta maLyuM che, sAmagrIo jo bharapUra maLI che to tamAma prakAranA jalasAo karI ja levA joIe. alabatta, AjanA samAje vyakti para eTaeTalAM niyaMtraNo mUkI dIdhA che ke enI pAse svataMtratAnAM nAme kazuM ja bacyuM nathI. A khavAya ane A na khavAya, A jovAya ane A na jovAya, A vaMcAya ane A na vaMcAya ! A te zuM kAMI jIvana che ? jIvana to hovuM joIe svataMtra, niyaMtraNa mukta ! Apa zuM kaho cho ? ullAsa, mane ema lAge che ke svataMtratA ane svacchaMdatA vaccenI bhedarekhA tArA khyAlamAM ja nathI. koI paNa ziSTa * puruSanA koI paNa prakAranA samyak niyaMtraNane svIkAravAnI taiyAra na dAkhavavI e svataMtratA nathI; paraMtu svacchaMdatA ja che ane manane svacchaMdatA ja to game che ! 19

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huM tane ja pUchuM chuM, lAla signala AgaLa paNa gADI UbhI na rAkhavAnI svataMtratA vyakti bhogavavA lAge to e rastA para avarajavara karatA lokonA jAnanuM thAya zuM? zarIra paranAM tamAma vastro utArI daIne rastA para cAlavAnI svataMtratA koI vyaktine ApI devAmAM Ave to zIla-sadAcAra-zaramanuM thAya zuM? nAnAM bALakanA hAthamAM khullI charI ApI devAnI svataMtratA bApa taraphathI maLavA lAge to parivAranI salAmatInuM thAya zuM? yAda rAkhaje, jIvanane sarasa rAkhe, samAjane svastha rAkhe, parivArane surakSita rAkhe evAM je paNa samyaku niyaMtraNo che ene svIkArI levA e ja sAcI svataMtratA che, bAkI koI paNa prakAranAM niyaMtraNone svIkAravAno inakAra karI devo e to svacchaMdatA che. ane ati mahattvanI vAta. manane svacchaMdatA game che, aMtaHkaraNane svataMtratA ! tuM ravataMtra banavA mAge che ne ? aMtaHkaraNanA zaraNe cAlyo jA !

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mahArAja sAheba, meM joyuM che ke A jagatamAM sAmAnya mANasanI koI ja kiMmata nathI. tame jo kArakuna cho to mUlyahIna cho; paraMtu tame jo maeNnejara cho to tamAro vaTa paDe che. tame jo khelADI cho to tamArI khAsa koI kiMmata nathI; paraMtu tame jo kaeNpTana cho to tamArI bolabAlA che. are, AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to ApanA saMyamajIvanamAM paNa Apa jo sAmAnya sAdhu ja cho to samAjamAM ApanI pratiSThA nathI; paraMtu Apa jo prabhAvaka pravacanakAra cho ke mahAna lekhaka cho to ApanI pAchaLa loko pAgala che. A badhuM joyA bAda meM nirNaya karI lIdho che ke jIvananA koI paNa kSetramAM javuM paNa sAmAnya banyA rahIne besI na rahetAM viziSTa banIne ja rahevuM. Akhare ApaNe paNa kaMIka chIe evuM jagatane lAgavuM to joIe ne ? maga eka vAstavikatA tArA khyAlamAM che kharI ? je sAmAnya hoya che ane sAmAnya banyA rahevAmAM jene koI takalIpha nathI e svastha hoya che, prasanna ane masta paNa hoya che; paraMtu je viziSTa hoya che ane viziSTa banyA rahevAnA jenA manamAM dhakhArA hoya che e lagabhaga to tanAvamAM ja hoya che, trasta ane udvigna ja hoya che. 21

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javAba Apa. skUla-kaoNlejamAM kAyama prathama naMbara ja lAvato vidyArthI vadhu svastha hoya che ke pachI kAyama paMdara-vIsamA naMbare raheto vidyArthI vadhu prasanna hoya che? tAre kahevuM ja paDaze ke prathama naMbare rahetA vidyArthI karatAM paMdara-vIsamA naMbaramAM raheto vidyArthI vadhu prasanna hoya che. bhUlIza nahIM tuM A vAta ke viziSTa banyA rahevAnA tArA A dhakhArA to mananI dena che, bAkI aMtaHkaraNa to vizuddha banyA rahevAnI jhaMkhanAmAM ja ramatuM hoya che. tane eTaluM ja kahIza ke vizuddha banyA rahevAnA prayatnomAM koI paNa jAtanI bAMdhachoDa karyA vinA tuM viziSTa banI jato hoya to khuzIthI banI jaje. kAraNa ke e viziSTatA tArI vizuddhimAM leza bAdhaka nahIM bane !

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mahArAja sAheba, eka vicitra anubhava hamaNAM evo thaI rahyo che ke loko hAlatA ne cAlatA mane salAha ApatA rahe che, hitazikSA ApatA rahe che, sUcano karatA rahe che. ane emAMya kamAlanI karuNatA to e sarjAI rahI che ke jeono mArA para koI upakAra paNa nathI ane adhikAra paNa nathI teo paNa mane jAtajAtanI salAho ApavA lAgyA che. alabatta, huM kabUla karuM chuM ke mArA jIvanamAM ghaNI badhI kamajorIo che. keTalAMka vyasanono praveza paNa mArA jIvanamAM thaI cUkyo che paNa eno artha evo to nathI ne ke sahue mArA jIvanamAM hastakSepa karatA ja rahevuM ! Apa nahIM mAno paNa AvI anadhikAra ceSTAo karanArAo sAme meM eka navuM zastra ajamAvAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM che. mane jeo paNa salAha Ape che emane huM saMbhaLAvI dauM chuM. 'tame tamAruM saMbhALo. mArA jIvanamAM mAthuM mAravAnI tamAre jarUra paNa nathI ane tamane koIe enI sattA paNa ApI nathI.' pariNAma AnuM e AvI rahyuM che ke mane salAha ApanArAonI saMkhyA have rojeroja ghaTI rahI che. jANavuM to mAre e che ke mArI A saMbhaLAvI devAnI ceSTAbarAbara to che ne?

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satkAra, tArA praznano javAba huM ApuM e pahelAM mArA eka praznano javAba tuM Apa. tArA gharane kadAca Aga lAgI jAya ane e vakhate e Agane ThAravA te jene adhikAra Apyo hoya, AmaMtraNa ApyuM hoya evA loko Ave to ja tuM emane Aga ThAravA saMmati Ape ke pachI koI paNa vyaktine Aga ThAravA saMmati ApI de ? eka bAju tuM pote kabUla kare che ke mArA jIvanamAM kamajorIo che ja, vyasanoe paNa mArA jIvanamAM praveza karI ja dIdho che to pachI ene dUra karavA koI paNa vyakti tane salAha ApatI hoya, emAM tuM akaLAI zeno jAya che ? yAda rAkhaje A vAta ke manane saMbhaLAvatA rahevAmAM rasa che, jyAre aMtaHkaraNane sAMbhaLatA rahevAmAM rasa che. tuM jo tArA jIvanane bacAvI levAmAM rasa dharAve che to aMtaHkaraNane kAme lagADato jA. phAvI jaIza. 24

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mahArAja sAheba, huM vijJAnano vidyArthI hato. meM e abhyAsamAM eka vAta satata anubhavI ke jenI pAse buddhi joradAra hatI, tarkazakti joradAra hatI, dalIla karatA rahevAnI tAkAta joradAra hatI, zaMkA uThAvatA rahevAnI kSamatA joradAra hatI evidyArthI ja e kSetramAM AgaLa vadhato hato. muzkelI mArA jIvanamAM e sarjAI che ke atyAre to huM dhaMdhAmAM goThavAI gayo chuM paraMtu vidyArthI avasthAmAM tarka karatA rahevAnA je saMskAro hatA e ja saMskAro Aje paNa mArA jIvanamAM jIvaMta che. mane koInI paNa koI paNa vAta sIdhesIdhI svIkArI levAnuM mana thatu nathI. pariNAma AnuM e AvyuM che ke loko mArI sAthe cAlu vAto karavAnuM paNa TALI rahyA che. are, mane maLavAnuM paNa loko pasaMda karatA nathI. A duHkhada sthitimAMthI huM bahAra nIkaLI javA mAguM chuM. Apa mane koI nakkara mArgadarzana ApI zakazo? sanmAna, eka vAta tuM khAsa samajI rAkha ke manane buddhinA jaMgalamAM bhaTakatA rahevAnuM phAve che jyAre aMtaHkaraNane lAgaNInA sarovaramAM snAna karatA rahevAnuM phAve che. jaMgalamAM bhaTakatA rahenAranuM jema koI ujjavaLa bhAvihotuM nathI

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tema potAnuM jIvana jeNe buddhinA hAthamAM ja sopIdIdhuM hoya che enuM ujjavaLa bhAvi to nathI ja hotuM; paraMtuprasannatAsabhara vartamAna paNa nathI hoto. pANI karatAM dUdha vadhu kImatI hovA chatAM mAchalI jema pANImAM taratI rahe che to ja jIvaMta rahe che tema saMsAra jagatamAM lAgaNI karatAM buddhinI vadhu bolabAlA hovA chatAM prasannatA anubhavatA rahevA mANasa lAgaNIne prAdhAnya Apato rahe che to ja emAM e saphaLa banato rahe che. tuM sAce ja je paristhitimAMthI atyAre pasAra thaI rahyo che e paristhitimAMthI bahAra AvI javA mAge che to eno eka mAtra vikalpa A ja che. kAM to buddhinA jaMgalamAMthI kAyama mATe bahAra nIkaLI jA ane e saMbhavita na ja hoya to chevaTe baddhinA jaMgalamAM rahIne ja vAraMvAra lAgaNInA sarovaramAM snAna karato jA. TUMkamAM, jIvanavyavahAranuM sukAna kAM to aMtaHkaraNanA hAthamAM ja soMpI de ane kAM to manane aMtaHkaraNanI AjJAmAM goThavI de. phAvI jaIza.

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mahArAja sAheba, Ama huM nAstika to nathI; paraMtu mane eka Adata paDI gaI che ke koI paNa kSetramAM samaya-saMpatti ke smita ApatA pahelAM jANI levuM ke vaLatara keTaluM maLaze ? huM dAna jarUra karuM chuM paNa mane jo zaMkA paDI jAya che ke ahIM dAnanI rakamanI sAme vaLataramAM khAsa kAMI maLe tema nathI to huM kAM to dAna mulatavI rAkhI dauM chuM ane kAM to dAnanI rakamamAM kApa mUkI dauM chuM. e ja rIte koka kSetramAM thaI rahela satkAryamAM mAre samaya ApavAno hoya che to ya pahelAM huM jANI lauM chuM ke jeTalo samaya ApIza huM, enI sAme mane vaLataramAM maLaze zuM ? mane potAne to ema lAge ja che ke mAro A abhigama samyak ja che; paraMtu Apa A aMge kAMI jaNAvI zako? arihaMta, eka vAta satata AMkha sAme rAkhaje ke satkAryonuM AkhuM ya jagata e vepAranuM jagata nathI paNa jugAranuM jagata che. e jagatamAM je gaNI gaNIne Ape che ene vaLataramAM gaNI gaNIne ja maLe che ane e jagatamAM je saghaLuM ya nyocchAvara karI devA taiyAra rahe che ene vaLataramAM sarvasva ja maLe che. 27

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huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. kheDUta jamInane je biyAraNa Ape e vepArInI buddhithI Ape ke jugArInI buddhithI ? eka mitra bIjA mitrane je lAgaNI Ape ke eka pati potAnI patnIne je prema Ape, eka ziSya potAnA gurune je hRdaya Ape ke eka bhakta bhagavAnane potAnuM dila Ape e vepArInI buddhithI Ape ke jugAranI buddhithI ? kotarI rAkha tArA dilanI dIvAla para A vAkya ke satkAryanA koI paNa kSetramAM vivekapUrvaka je dila daIne Ape che, vaLataramAM ene dila daIne ja maLe che. tuM jo jugArI buddhino mAlika banavA mAge che to enuM zreSThatama saranAmuM aMtaHkaraNa che jyAre mana pAse to vepArI buddhi sivAya bIjA kazAyanI AzA rAkhI zakAya tema nathI. tuM vaLataramAM amApa meLavavA jo mAge che to mApI mApIne ApavAnuM, choDavAnuM ke pheMkavAnuM tAre baMdha karavuM ja paDaze. 28

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mahArAja sAheba, na jANe Aja sudhImAM huM keTakeTalIya vyaktione maLI cUkyo chuM paNa jene AtmIya saMbaMdha kahI zakAya evo saMbaMdha banAvavAmAM mane hajI sudhI to saphaLatA nathI ja maLI. alabatta, eka vAta huM Apane jaNAvI dauM ke huM lAgaNIzIla banI javAmAM mAnato nathI. jenI paNa sAthe saMparkamAM AvuM chuM enI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhatAM pahelAM lAkha vAra vicArI lauM chuM. pratyeka kadama sAcavI sAcavIne bharuM chuM. kAraNa ke saMbaMdhamAM chetarAI javAnI pUrepUrI zakyatA che. paNa AmAM muzkelI e sarjAI che ke saMbaMdhanA kSetre meM mAra bhale kyAMya khAdho nathI paNa sAthosAtha mane saphaLatA paNa kyAMya maLI nathI. kAraNa zuM haze AnI pAchaLa? vadhamAna, pahelI vAta to e che ke saMbaMdhano saMbaMdha' mana sAthe nathI hoto paNa aMtaHkraNa sAthe hoya che ane teM saMbaMdha bAMdhavA mATe manane nirNAyaka banAvyuM che ! anubhUti tAre suvAsanI karavI che ane e mATe tuM mAdhyama kAnane banAve to emAM tane saphaLatA jo na ja maLe to 29

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saMbaMdhamAM tAre AtmIyatA UbhI karavI che ane e mATe tuM mAdhyama manane banAve to emAM tane saphaLatA koI kALe na ja maLe. eka vAta tane jaNAvuM? mananuM pota tela'nuM che jyAre aMtaHkaraNanuM pota "dUdhanuM che. pANIne tuM telamAM nAkha ke telamAM tuM pANI nAkha. varaso sudhI e kadAca sAthe rahe to paNa ekarUpa to kyAreya na ja thAya jyAre dUdhane tuM pANImAM nAkha ke pANIne tuM dUdhamAM nAkha. baMnene ekarUpa thatAM paLanI ya vAra na lAge. tane mAre eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke jo tuM saMbaMdhanA kSetre AtmIyatA anubhavavA mAge ja che to tAre tela sAthenI dostI toDI nAkhIne dUdha sAthenI dostI jamAvavI ja paDaze. bAkI, A jagatamAM tela-pANInA saMbaMdhono koI ja toTo nathI. baMne potapotAnA astitvane svataMtra UbhuM rAkhavAmAM saphaLa to bane che; paraMtu e saMbaMdho koInAya stutipAtra banatA nathI. tAre e ja saMbaMdha para pasaMdagI utAravI hoya to tuM svataMtra che ! 30

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mahArAja sAheba, eka vikaTa samasyA mArA jIvanamAM sarjAI che. ApaNe jUThano Agraha rAkhatA hoIe ane enA kAraNe apriya banatA hoIe e vAta to magajamAM bese che paNa mArI bAbatamAM hamaNAM hamaNAM sAva viparIta banavA lAgyuM che. huM sAcAno Agraha rAkhuM chuM, je hoya te ane sAmI vyakti jevI hoya tevI, huM rajU karI dauM chuM, sahune moDhAmoDha saMbhaLAvI dauM chuM ane mAra khAI rahyo chuM! jANavuM to mAre e che ke jUTha bolanAranI jema zuM satya bolanAra paNa apriya ane tiraskRta banato haze! jo hA, to kAraNa zuM haze enI pAchaLa? zreyasa, tane khyAla na hoya to jaNAvuM ke sAcuM paNa je sAruM na hoya, sArI asara upajAvanAruM na hoya, sAruM pariNAma lAvanAruM na hoya to enA uccAraNanI ApaNe tyAM manAI che. tArA gharamAM saMDAsa che e vAta sAcI paNa tAruM ghara bahArathI koI jovA Ave to ene tuM saMDAsakholIne dekhADato to

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na ja rahe ne? are, tArI AMkha sAme ja te galImAM dAkhala thaI gayelA chokarAne joyo che ane enI pAchaLa hAthamAM khullo charo laIne Avela guMDo tane e chokaro kaI bAju gayo che e pUchI rahyo che, tuM e guMDAne sAco javAba to nahIM ja Ape ne? bAkI eka vAta tane kahuM? sAcuM bolavA chatAM paNa tuM jo apriya banI rahyo che ane sahuthI tiraskRta thaI rahyo che to enI pAchaLa eka ja kAraNa haze, tArA satyoccAraNamAM DaMkha haze, tArI sAcI rajUAtamAM sAmAne utArI pADavAnI ceSTA haze, sAmA pratyenA tiraskArano bhAva haze, tArA khudanA ahaMne puSTa karavAnI bAlizatA haze. e sivAya A duHkhada sthiti tArA mATe sarjAya ja nahIM. hA, eka vAta to nizcita che ke "sAcA' no Agraha haMmezAM manano hoya che jyAre aMtaHkaraNa to haMmezAM sArA"nuM ja AgrahazIla hoya che. tuM satyoccAraNa jarUra kara paNa e satyoccAraNa karatA pahelAM aMtaHkaraNanI saMmati laI le. khAtarI sAthe tane kahuM chuM ke tuM priya ane sanmAnanIya banIne ja rahIza.

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mahArAja sAheba, varasothI manamAM eka aramAna laIne huM beTho chuM, mAlika banavAnA. karoDonI saMpattino huM mAlika banuM, bepAMca phaeNkTarIono huM mAlika banuM, lAkho kiMmatanI gADIno huM mAlika banuM, AkarSakamAM AkarSaka pharnicarano huM mAlika banuM, seMkaDo alaga alaga prakAranA evaoNrDono huM mAlika banuM. A lakSyanI dizAmAM chellAM pAMceka varasathI huM doDI to rahyo chuM, keTalAka kSetromAM lakSyane AMbavAmAM huM saphaLa paNa banyo chuM; paraMtu zabdo coryA vinA kabUla karuM chuM ke A tamAmanA mAlika banI gayA bAda prasannatA vadhavAnI vAta to dUra rahI paNa je prasannatA pUrve hatI e ya gAyaba thaI gaI che. evuM to nathI banI rahyuM ne ke huM galata dizAmAM teja gatithI AgaLa vadhI rahyo chuM! ApanI pAsethI mArgadarzananI apekSA che. priyaMka, tArA praznano javAba to huM pachI ApuM chuM. pahelAM huM tane pUchuM eno javAba Apa. tArA zarIranA lohInuM je grupa hoya 33

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enA karatAM viparIta grupanuM lohI tArA zarIramAM dAkhala thAya to tAruM svAthya kathaLeluM hoya to sudharI jAya ke pachI sudhareluM hoya to ya kathaLI jAya? tAro spaSTa javAba A ja haze ke svAthya kathaLI ja jAya. basa, teM puchAyela praznano javAba A ja che. te pote che caitanya svarUpa ane tuM je padArtho pAchaLa bhAgI rahyo che e padArtho che jaDasvarUpa. zarIramAM lohI jo samAna grupanuM hoya to ja svAthya jaLavAya. jJAnasvarUpa AtmA jo jJAnAdi guNo sAthe athavA to e guNonA dhAraka pratye dostI keLave to ja enI svasthatA jaLavAya. bAkI, yAda rAkhaje A vAta ke padArthonA - vipula padArthonA mAlika banyA rahevAnA aramAnamAM jo mana ramatuM hoya che to prabhunA sevaka banyA rahevAnA aramAnamAM aMtaHkaraNa ramatuM hoya che. tuM sAce ja jo prasannatA anubhavavA mAge che to mAlika banavAnA dhakhArA choDI daIne sevaka banI javA tatpara banI jA. tAruM kAma thaI jaze.

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mahArAja sAheba, hamaNAM hamaNAM koNa jANe kema paNa mArA svabhAvamAM eka prakAranuM gajabanAka parivartana AvI gayuM che. vAta cAhe dharmanI hoya che ke saMsAranI hoya che, padArthanI hoya che ke paramAtmAnI hoya che, sAmAnya hoya che ke viziSTa hoya che, nAnI hoya che ke moTI hoya che ane jarUrI hoya che ke bijanarUrI hoya che, mane 'nA' pADI devAnI eka Adata paDI gaI che. mArI A AdatathI huM be prakAranI nukasAnI veThI rahyo chuM. eka nukasAnI Ake keTalIka vAto mArA sukha mATenI ane hita mATenI hoya che ane chatAM vagara vicAryuM emAM "nA" ja pADI devAnI AdatathI huM sukha ane hitathI vaMcita rahI jAuM chuM. ane bIjI nukasAnI A ke mArI sAthe vAta karI rahela koNa che e joyA-jANyA vinA sIdhI huM 'nA' ja pADI deto. hovAthI e sahumAM huM apica banI rahyo chuM. huM A nukasAnImAMthI bahAra AvI javA mAguM chuM. koI upAya? zreyasa, tArI 'nA' pADI devAnI paDI gayela AdatanAM mULamAM jaIza to tyAM tane tAro ahaMkAra saLavaLato dekhAze. kAraNa ke

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ahaMkAra ema mAnato hoya che ke 'nA' pADatA rahevAthI ApaNo vaTa paDato rahe che, ApaNI noMdha levAya che, ApaNI sAthe vATAghATa karavAnI sAmAne pharaja paDe che. tuM sAce ja A AdatathI anubhavI rahela nukasAnImAMthI jo UgarI javA mAge che to mArI tane eka ja salAha che, jo vAta karanArA tArA upakArI che ke hitasvI che ane vAta jo tArA sukha mATenI che ke hita mATenI che to e vAtano javAba ApavA tuM mana sAthe nahIM paNa aMtaHkaraNa sAthe vicAra-vimarza karato jA. kAraNa? manane jo 'nA' pADatA rahevAnI kuTeva che to aMtaHkaraNane 'hA' pADI devAnI Adata che. sAcuM kahuM to samasyAnAM tALAne kholavAnI cAvI ja tuM galata lagAvIne beTho che. mana nahIM paNa aMtaHkaraNa. lagADI jo e cAvI. koI samasyA UbhI nahIM rahe.

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mahArAja sAheba, na jANe keTakeTalI vyaktio sAthe mAre koka ne koka kAraNasara aNabanAvo thaI cUkyA che. muzkelI jIvanamAM e sarjAI che ke e sahu sAthenA vyavahAro sahaja karavA dhAruM paNa chuM to ya mana e bAbatamAM koI paNa hisAbe saMmata thatuM nathI. e ema ja samajAvatuM rahe che ke "e sahune thoDAka jhUkavA to de. e pachI tAre je vicAravuM hoya e vicAraje." TUMkamAM jaNAvuM to lobhI ane kRpaNa vepArI je rIte potAnA copaDAmAM purAMta kheMcato ja rahe che, mana e rIte sahu sAthenA hisAbo AgaLa kheMcatuM ja rahe che. koI samAdhAna ? sudharma, teje paNa pustaka vAMcyuM haze e pustakamAM ekavAta tane khAsa jovA maLI haze ke keTalAMka vAkyo AgaLa alpavirAma cihna mukAyuM che to keTalAMka vAkyo AgaLa pUrNavirAmacihna. alpavirAma cihna eTaluM ja sUcave che ke vAkya hajI adhUruM che, AgaLa vAMco. jyAre pUrNavirAma cihna eTaluM ja sUcave che ke vAkya pUrNa thaI cUkyuM che. AgaLa vAMcavAnI jarUra nathI. ane majAnI vAta to e che ke vAkya bhale game teTaluM

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lAMbu thaI gayuM che, tame jo ene have AgaLa laMbAvavA nathI ja mAgatA to turta ja vAkya AgaLa pUrNavirAma cihna mUkI do. vAkya pUruM thaI jaze. teM je saMdarbhamAM mArI pAse samAdhAna mAgyuM che e saMdarbha aMge mAro javAba A che ke mana alpavirAma cihanuM himAyatI che jyAre aMtaHkaraNa pUrNavirAma cihanuM. tuM jeonI sAthe paNa thaI cUkelA aNabanAvo para pUrNavirAma mUkI devA mAge che, e sahunA jhUkavAnI rAha joyA vinA tArA ja khudanA aMtaHkaraNa pAse pahoMcI jA. tAruM aMtaHkaraNa tane vilaMba vinA -paLanA vilaMba vinApUrNavirAma mUkAvI devAmAM saphaLatA ApI deze. yAda rAkhaje. pustakanA keTalAMka vAkyo AgaLa alpavirAma cihno mUkavAM kadAca jarUrI haze; paraMtu jIvananA pustakamAM kyAMya paNa, kyAreya paNa dubhavanAM dveSanAM ke kalezanAM alpavirAma mUkavA jevAM nathI. 38

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mahArAja sAheba, huM samajyo chuM tyAM sudhI ApaNe tyAM 'rAga'ne ja badhAM duHkhonuM ane pAponuM mULa jaNAvyuM che. paNa mAro potAno anubhava e rahyo che ke rAganA ja kAraNe huM vyaktio sAthenA saMbaMdhomAM sArI evI prasannatA anubhavI rahyo chuM. rAga ja mane vyaktio sAthenuM naikaTya jALavavA prerita karI rahyo che. TUMkamAM kahuM to huM atyAre je paNa prasannatA anubhavI rahyo chuM e tamAmano yaza 'rAga' nA phALe ja jAya che. sAcuM kahuM to mane ema lAgI rahyuM che ke jo mArA jIvanamAM rAga hoya ja nahIM to mAruM jIvana sAva nirasa ja banI jAya. sAhasa karIne huM to Apane ya pUchI rahyo chuM ke zuM Apane paNa rAgajanya prasannatAno anubhava nathI ? zuM Apa paNa rAganA kAraNe ja prasannatA anabhuvI rahyA ho evuM nathI lAgatuM ? AnaMda, rAgane upamA ApavI hoya to sarovaranI ApI zakAya jyAre premane upamA ApavI hoya to nadInI ApI zakAya. sarovara ane nadI, baMne pANIthI labAlaba hoya che, kacaro paNa kadAca baMnemAM paDato hoya che; paraMtu e baMne 39

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vacceno mahattvano koI taphAvata hoya to te A che ke sarovara baMdhiyAra hoya che ane enA kAraNe gaMdhAtuM rahe che jyAre nadI khullI hoya che ane enA kAraNe nirmaLa rahetI hoya che. basa, rAga A sarovaranuM pratinidhitva dharAvI rahyo che. sarovaranuM pANI zarUAtamAM bhale nirmaLa hoya che, paraMtu jema jema samaya pasAra thato rahe che tema tema e jema gaMdhAtuM rahe che tema rAga zarUAtamAM kadAca nirmaLa [2] dekhAto paNa hoya che toya samaya pasAra thatAM ja e gaMdhAvA lAge che jyAre prema? e to nadInuM pratinidhitva dharAvI rahyo hovAnA kAraNe game teTalA samaya bAda paNa emAM koI saDAMdha pedA thatI nathI. yAda rAkhaje, mananI pasaMdagI rAga che jyAre aMtaHkaraNanI pasaMdagI to prema ja che. huM saMyamajIvanamAM Aje mastI anubhavI rahyo chuM premanA kAraNe. tuM saMsArI jIvanamAM AvatI kAle sustI anubhavavAno che rAganA kAraNe! sAvadhAna!

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mahArAja sAheba, varasothI manamAM eka AkAMkSA laIne huM beTho chuM ke jIvanamAM eka ekathI caDiyAtI evI saphaLatAo huM hAMsala karato rahuM ke anekanI jIbhe mAruM nAma ramatuM thaI ja jAya. pachI e kSetra cAhe saMsAranuM hoya ke bajAranuM hoya, samAjanuM hoya ke saMsthAnuM hoya. are, dharmanuM hoya ke adhyAtmanuM hoya ! sarakAramAM rASTrapati jema naMbara eka para ja hoya che, mIThAImAM sAkara ane pharasANamAM mIThuM jema naMbara eka para ja hoya che tema huM sarvakSetromAM naMbara eka para ja rahevA mAguM chuM ane Apane jaNAvatAM mane AnaMda thAya che ke e dizAnA prayAsomAM mane ThIkaThIka pramANamAM saphaLatA maLI rahI che. jANavuM to mAre e che ke 'moTA' banyA rahevAnA mArA mananA koDane pUrNa karavAnI dizAmAM huM AgaLa vadhato rahuM to e khoTuM to nathI ne? prathama, e vAta yAda rAkhaje ke badhAyanI jIbha para mAruM nAma ramatuM thaI jAya e gaNatarImAM mana ramatuM hoya che jyAre mArA hRdayamAM A jagatanA sarva jIvone huM praveza ApI dauM e bhAvanAmAM aMtaHkaraNa ramatuM hoya che. TUMkamAM, mana kahe che,

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'moTA' banI javuM e ja jIvananI saphaLatA che jyAre aMtaHkaraNa kahe che, 'mahAna' banyA rahevuM e ja jIvananI sArthakatA che. tuM je dizAmAM doDI rahyo che e dizAnI doTa tane Aje game teTalI saphaLa banAvI rahI hoya ane enA kAraNe tuM prasannatAmAM jhUmI rahyo hoya to ya mAre tane kahevuM che ke kAM to e dizAnI doTane tuM sthagita karI de ane kAM to e dizAnI doTane tuM dhImI karI de. kAraNa? A dizAnI doTa InAma [?] mAM be khataranAka paribaLonI bheTa lamaNe jhIMkIne ja rahe che, kalezanI ane saMkalezanI. kalezo apriya banAvatA rahe che ane saMkalezo apAtra banAvatA rahe che. tuM A apAyothI tArI jAtane jo ugArI levA mAge che to nakkI karI de, 'moTA' nahIM, 'mahAna' ja banavuM che. 42

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mahArAja sAheba, mArA mananI A mUMjhavaNa jANIne Apane kadAca hasavuM Avaze paNa enI paravA karyA vinA huM ApanI pAse e jANavA mAguM chuM ke dharma zuM che ane adharma zuM che ? jiMdagInAM 25/25 varasa vItI gayA pachI paNa mArI pAse A bAbatanI koI spaSTa samaja nathI. icchuM chuM ke Apa mane enuM sarasa samAdhAna Apo. viveka, tane zIrAnI jema gaLe UtarI jAya evo tArA praznano javAba A che ke tArA manane je paNa gamI rahyuM che e badhuM ja adharma che ane tArA aMtaHkaraNane je paNa gamI rahyuM che e badhuM ja dharma che. bIjI rIte jaNAvuM to tArA manane je paNa nathI gamI rahyuM e badhuM ja dharma che ane tArA aMtaHkaraNane je paNa nathI gamI rahyuM e badhuM ja adharma che. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. tArA manane kSamA game che ? pavitratA jAme che ? saraLatA phAve che ? upAsanA pasaMda che ? saMtoSa pratye AkarSaNa che ? namratA pratye prema che ? 43

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tAro spaSTa javAba haze, nA... have bIjo prazna. tArA aMtaHkaraNane cAlabAjImAM rasa che? vAsanA pratye AkarSaNa che? duzmanAvaTa phAve che? krodha jAme che? kAvAdAvA pratye lagAva che? tAro spaSTa javAba haze nA... basa, saMdeza spaSTa che. tArA manane kSamA vagere je saguNo nathI ja gamatA e badhA ja dharmarUpa che jyAre tArA aMtaHkaraNane krodha vagere je durguNo nathI ja gamatA e badhA ja adharmarUpa che. tuM sAce ja jo tArA jIvanane dharmayukta ane adharmamukta banAvavA mAge che to tArI pAse eka ja vikalpa vadhe che. mananI pasaMdagI para cokaDI ane aMtaHkaraNanI pasaMdagI para saMmati !

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mahArAja sAheba, hamaNAM hamaNAM huM mAnasika stare bhAre hatAzA anubhavI rahyo chuM. kAraNa ke kSetra cAhe saMpatti prAptinuM che ke sAmagrI prAptinuM, saphaLatA prAptinuM che ke pratiSThA prAptinuM che, pracaMDa puruSArtha chatAM huM badhe mAra ja khAI rahyo chuM. alabatta, saphaLatAmAM prasanna rahI zakato huM, niSphaLatAmAM yasvastha rahI ja zaku chuM; paraMtu niSphaLatAonA sAtatya mArI svasthatAne khaMDita karI nAkhI che. kyAreka kyAreka to jIvana TUMkAvI devAnA vicAro paNa manane gherI vaLe che. Apa koI evuM samAdhAna ApI zako kharA ke "prAptinA mArA puruSArthane saphaLatA maLIne ja rahe ! vinaya, pahelI vAta to e che ke mAthAnA duHkhAvAnA IlAja mATe tuM koka vakIla pAse pahoMcI jAya ane tuM jevo hAsyAspada bane, evI ja hAsyAspada sthiti teM prAptinA puraSArthane saphaLa banAvavAnuM mArgadarzana mArI pAse mAgIne tArI potAnI karI che. saMpatti, sAmagrI, saphaLatA ane pratiSThA e tamAmanuM mUlya tAre mana kadAca karoDonuM haze, mAre mana enuM mUlya

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koDInuM paNa nathI kAraNa ke je paNa cIjonI prAptine mRtyu mUlyahIna banAvI de e cIjone vajana ApavAnuM amArA A jIvanamAM ame samajyA ja nathI. te pote ja cakAsI joje saMpatti vagerene, mRtyu pAse enuM koI mUlya che kharuM? bAkI, eka vAta tuM khAsa samajI rAkhaje ke manane kAyama mATe AkarSaNa prAptinuM hoya che jyAre aMtaHkaraNane rasa pAtratA vikasita karatA rahevAno hoya che. ane mArI potAnI vAta karuM to saMyamajIvananAM ATalAM varasomAM meM eka ja kAma tarapha mAruM dhyAna kendrita karyuM che, pAtratA vikasita karavA tarapha! mArI to tane paNa A ja salAha che. "prApti'nA AkarSaNathI mukta thaI jaIne 'pAtratA" vikasita karatA rahevAnA prayatnomAM tuM lAgI jA. tAruM mana Aje hatAzAthI grasta che ne? tAruM aMtaHkaraNa prasannatAthI tarabatara banI jaze. tAro paraloka sadhdhara banI jaze. tAruM Atmadravya vadhu ne vadhu nirmaLa thatuM jaze.

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mahArAja sAheba, eka bAbatanuM mAre ApanI pAse spaSTa ane zIghra mArgadarzana joIe che. samAjamAM ke saMsthAmAM, jyAM kyAMya paNa khoTuM thAya che ke kharAba thAya che, huM ene sahana karI zakato nathI. je paNa vyakti dvArA kAryamAM kacAza rahI gaI hoya, huM sahunI vacce koInI ya zehamAM taNAyA vinA kaDaka zabdomAM AlocanA karavA lAguM chuM. mArA ghaNA mitronuM kahevuM ema che ke mAre A AlocanA karatA rahevAno rasto choDI devo joIe paNa meM kyAMka sAMbhaLyuM che ane vAMcyuM paNa che ke 'anyAya karavA karatAM paNa anyAya sahI levo e moTo aparAdha che' jo huM galata kAryanI paNa AlocanA nathI karato to anyAyamAM huM sahabhAgI nathI banato ? saMvega, kArya so TakA galata hoya ane enI tuM AlocanA karato raheto hoya to e to samajAya che paNa kArya sAruM hoya ane emAM thoDIka kacAza rahI jatI hoya eTalA mAtrathI tuM jo e satkArya karanAranI sahu vacce AlocanA karato raheto hoya to mAre tane kahevuM che ke tuM bahu moTuM ane bhayaMkara jokhama uThAvI rahyo che. 47

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kAraNa? raNapradezamAM jema kAyama mATe pANInI achata ja hoya che tema A kALamAM satkAryo karanAranI achata ja che. raNapradezamAM pANIno durvyaya karavAnuM jo paravaDe nahIM to A kALamAM satkAryo karanArAonI saMkhyAmAM kaDAko bolAto rahe e paNa ze paravaDe? ane satkAryo karanArAonI satata AlocanA ja karatA rahIne te pote ja duSkArya to karI rahyo che! ane eka spaSTa vAta tane jaNAvuM? saMpUrNa sapheda kAgaLamAM mAtra eka ja kALuM TapakuM hovA mAtrathI e kAgaLanI AlocanA karatA rahevuM e to mananI badamAsI che. bAkI aMtaHkaraNane jo teM bolatuM rAkhyuM hota ne to e aMtaHkaraNa to kAgaLane abhinaMdana ja ApatuM rahyuM hota ! huM zuM kahevA mAguM chuM e tuM samajI gayo hoIza.

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mahArAja sAheba, Apa saMyamajIvana aMgIkAra karavA mAgatA hatA to Ape e dizAmAM puruSArtha Adaryo, vighnonI Ape noMdha paNa na lIdhI ane saMyamajIvana pAmavAmAM Apane saphaLatA maLI ja gaI. prazna mAro e che ke 'sukha joIe' e mArA jIvananuM lakSya varasothI rahyuM che. e dizAnA puruSArthamAM meM koI kacAza nathI rAkhI ane chatAM kahevA do mane ke mArA pracaMDa puruSArthanI sAme vaLataramAM mane kazuM ja maLyuM nathI. zuM mArA mananuM lakSya nakkI karavAmAM huM kyAMka thApa khAI gayo chuM ke pachI mArA puruSArthamAM huM TUMko paDyo chuM ? upazama, tArA praznano javAba ApatA pahelAM eka prazna huM tane pUchuM chuM. koI kheDUta eka lakSya nakkI kare ke jamIna pAsethI mAre pAka meLavo che ane pAka meLavavA e jamIna kheDavA lAge to eTalA mAtrathI ene pAka meLavavAmAM saphaLatA maLI jAya ? nA. jamIna pAsethI pAka ene tyAre ja maLe ke e pote pAka meLavatA pahelAM jamInane biyAraNa ApavA tatpara rahe. TUMkamAM, jamInane pahelAM pote Ape to ja pachI jamIna ene Ape. -

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'sukha joIe' nuM lakSya tArA mananuM khoTuM che ema to nahIM kahuM paNa aMtaHkaraNa pAsethI jo teM AnuM samAdhAna mAgyuM hota to tAruM aMtaHkaraNa tane spaSTa kahI deta ke 'sukha ApavuM joIe' e lakSya tuM nakkI karI de ane e dizAmAM puruSArtha AdarI de. pachI 'sukha joIe' nuM tAruM lakSya saphaLa thaIne ja raheze. saMdeza spaSTa che. karoDanI laoNTarI ene ja lAge che ke je pahelAM laoNTarInI TikiTa kharIde che. beMka be-gaNA paisA ene ja Ape che ke je pahelA beMkamAM paisA jamA karAve che. jamIna e kheDUtane pAka pachI ja Ape che ke je kheDUta pahelAM jamInane biyAraNa Ape che. 'sukha joIe'nA lakSyane AMbavAmAM ene ja saphaLatA maLe che ke je 'sukha ApavuM joIe' nA lakSyane AMbavAno puruSArtha kare che. ChO

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mahArAja sAheba, ramata cAhe krikeTanI hoya che ke phUTabaoNlanI hoya che, Tebala TenisanI hoya che ke kustInI hoya che, bAskeTa baoNlanI hoya che ke vaoNlIbaoNlanI hoya che, dareka khelADInuM eka ja lakSya hoya che, jItavuM che. are, ramatanI vAta choDo, yuddhanA kSetre paNa dareka yoddhAnuM A ja lakSya hoya che ne ke 'mAre jItavuM che'. basa, huM pote paNa A ja lakSya sAthe jIvana medAnamAM Utaryo chuM. mAruM potAnuM mana ema kahe che ke, saMgharSo game tevA jAlima bhale Avaze, huM jItIne ja rahIza. jANavuM to mAre e che ke jItatA ja rahevAnA mArA lakSyamAM huM kyAMya thApa to nathI khAI rahyo ne? saMvara, 'jItavuM che' e lakSyamAM manane rasa che jyAre "jatuM karavuM che' e lakSyamAM aMtaHkaraNane rasa che. mananA rasane saphaLa banAvavA jatA jIta maLI paNa jAya che to ya e jItanA svAdamAM eka jAtanI kaDavAza UbhI thaIne ja rahe che jyAre aMtaHkaraNanA rasane saphaLa banAvavA jatAM ekavAra mAra paNa khAvo paDe che to ya eniSphaLatA paNa AnaMdano anubhava ja karAvIne rahe che. 5 1

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huM to tane yuddhanA kSetranI ke ramatanA kSetranI vAta eTalA mATe nathI karato ke cAhe yuddha hoya ke ramata hoya, e alpakAlIna hoya che. tyAM covIse ya kalAkano ke jIvanabharano saMgharSa nathI hoto; paraMtu 'jItatA ja rahevuM che' nA lakSya sAthe tuM jo jIvana jIvavA lAge che to tAre satata tanAvamAM ja rahevuM paDe che e to ThIka che; paraMtu tAre satata duzmano ja pedA karatA rahevuM paDe che. paraMtu; tuM jo 'jatuM karatA rahevA' nA lakSya sAthe jIvavA taiyAra thaI jAya che to tane satata haLavAzanI ja anubhUti thatI rahe che e to ThIka che, paNa tArA mitronI saMkhyAmAM satata vadhAro paNa thato rahe che. yAda rAkhaje, mananA 'vijaya'nA Agrahane vajana ApavAne badale aMtaHkaraNanA 'jatuM karavA rahevA'nA lakSyane ja jemaNe jIvanamAM sthAna ApyuM che teo ja sajjana, saMta yAvat paramAtmA banI zakyA che. tAro naMbara tuM zemAM lagAvavA mAge che e nakkI karI deje. para

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mahArAja sAheba, eka kalpanA paNa na karI zakAya evI mUMjhavaNamAMthI huM pasAra thaI rahyo chuM. atyAra sudhI huM ema samajato hato ke koI paNa vyaktinA jIvanamAM ApaNe DokiyuM karIe ane jo e vyakti aMge mithyAdarzana karIe to e vyaktine to ApaNe anyAya karI ja besIe paNa sAthosAtha ApaNe apriya paNa banyA rahIe. paNa, duHkha sAthe kahevA do mane ke vyakti aMgenA satyadarzanamAM ya mArI hAlata kaphoDI thaI gaI che. vyaktio sAthe mAre kleza paNa thato rahe che to mAruM mana saMklezanuM zikAra paNa banatuM rahe che. huM Apane ja pUchuM chuM, kSamAvAnamAM ApaNe kodhInAM darzana na karIe e to barAbara che paNa krodhImAM krodhInAM darzana karatA rahIe e paNa zuM guno che? AyuSya, mananI eka nabaLI kaDI tArA khyAlamAM che? ene satyadarzanamAM rasa jarUra che; paraMtu hakIkata e che ke vyaktio sAthenA saMbaMdhamAM tame jo AtmIyatA jALavI rAkhavA mAgo cho to tamAre aMtaHkaraNane ke jene snehadarzanamAM rasa che ene kAme lagADavuM paDe che. pahe

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huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. bAbAnuM zarIra ane kapaDAM, baMne viSTAthI saMpUrNa kharaDAI gayA hovA chatAM ya mammI e bAbA pratyenA dveSabhAvathI mukta rahI zake che eno yaza konA phALe jAya che? satyadarzananA phALe ke snehadarzananA phALe? kahevuM ja paDaze tAre ke snehadarzana ja mammIne bAbA pratye AtmIyatA dAkhavavA prerita karatuM hoya che. bAkI, kevaLa satyadarzana ja mammI karatI rahe to to bAbA pratye ene dveSa thayA vinA na ja rahe! tArI bAbatamAM A ja to banI rahyuM che. mithyAdarzanathI tuM dUra rahe che e to sAruM che ja; paraMtu snehadarzanano tuM svAmI nathI banI zakyo e to bhAre karaNatA che. hA. eka vAta che. jaDanAM kSetre tuM bhale kevaLa sadarzana ja karato rahe, tAro vairAgya puSTa thato raheze; paraMtu tAre jo vAtsalyabhAvane puSTa karatA rahevuM che to jIvakSetre snehadarzana dAkhavyA vinA ane e mATe manane choDIne aMtaHkaraNanA zaraNe gayA vinA tAre cAlavAnuM nathI ja e nizcita vAta che.

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mahArAja sAheba, gulAba sahune game che to kAMTA koIneya gamatA nathI. dUdhapAka sahune pasaMda che to viSTA koIneya pasaMda paDatI nathI. baMgalo sahune AkarSe che to jhUMpaDuM koIne ya AkarSatuM nathI. rUpa para sahu mohI paDe che to kurUpa koIne ya gamatuM nathI. anukULatA sahune game che to pratikULatAthI sahu bhAgatA phare che. mAre Apane eTaluM ja pUchavuM che ke priya saMyogo, priya sAmagrIo ane priya saMbaMdho jyAre sahune ja gamatA hoya che tyAre e sahumAM huM paNa apavAda to na ja hoI zakuM ne? to pachI jIvanabhara huM priyanI ja pasaMdagI karato rahuM to emAM kAMI khoTuM to nathI ne? jJAna, eka vAta tArA dhyAna para huM e lAvavA mAguM chuM ke mana presapemI che jyAre aMtaHkaraNa zrecapemI che. zarIrane je paNa uttejita karatuM rahe che ane manane je bahelAvatuM rahe che eno samAveza jo preyamAM thAya che to AtmAne mATe je hitakara che ane kalyANakara che eno samAveza zreyamAM thAya che. kSamA ane namratA, paropakAra ane prema, sahiSNutA ane papa

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samAdhi, kRtajJatA ane komaLatA, zIla ane sadAcAra, pavitratA ane saraLatA vagere tamAma prakAranAM satkAryo ane sadguNo AtmA mATe hitakara paNa che ane kalyANakara paNa che. zuM kahuM tane? preyanA mArga para pasaMdagI konI nathI hotI e prazna che. durjanane, DAkune, vyabhicArIne ane khUnIne to preyamArga jAme ja che paraMtu gadheDAne, ghoDAne, kUtarAne ane Dukkarane paNa preyamArga ja pasaMda che. tuM paNa jo e ja mArga para pasaMdagI utArI beTho hoya to mAre tane eTaluM ja yAda karAvavuM che ke dorA vinAnA pataMganuM bhAvi jema dhUMdhaLuM ja hoya che tema zreyanA baMdhana vinAnuM zreya AtmA mATe jokhamI ane khataranAka puravAra thaIne ja rahe che. uttama evuM mAnavajIvana tArA hAthamAM che. huM ema to nahIM kahuM ke manane tuM khatama karI nAkha, paNa eTaluM to jarUra kahIza ke premapremI manane zreyapremI aMtaHkaraNanI AjJAmAM goThavI de. prApta mAnavajIvana sArthaka banIne ja raheze.

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mahArAja sAheba, skUla ane kaoNlejamAM haMmezahuM naMbara ekapara ja rahyo chuM. viSaya cAhe gaNitano raheto hato ke vijJAnano, ItihAsano raheto hato ke bhUgoLano-mane paDakAravAnI hiMmata koI paNa vidyArthIe kyAreya paNa karI nathI. mArI A hoziyArI badala mane kaoNleja taraphathI suvarNacandrako paNa ochA nathI maLyA. mane potAne ema lAge che ke mArI A hoziyArIne caritArtha karavA mATe mArI AjubAju jeTalAM paNa kSetro che e tamAmamAM AmUlacUla parivartana karI devuM joIe. DaoNkTaro dardIone lUMTI rahyA che to vepArIo gharAkone lUMTI rahyA che, netAo prajAjanonI hAlata kaphoDI karI rahyA che to vakIlo asIlonI pathArI pheravI rahyA che. huM A tamAmamAM dharamULathI pheraphAra karI devA mAguM chuM. mArI hoziyArI para mane garva paNa che ane zraddhA paNa che. huM saphaLa banIne ja rahIza. Apa A aMge koI sUcana Apazo? dhyAna, tArI hoziyArI badala tane garva hoya eno mane koI vAMdho nathI, paNa eka vAta tane huM khAsa yAda karAvavA mAguM chuM pa

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ke hoziyArI e manano nazo che ke je jagatane badalI nAkhavAnI vAto karyA kare che jyAre DahApaNa e aMtaHkaraNanI mUDI che ke je jAtane badalI nAkhavA tatpara rahe che. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. tuM pote sanmArga para che kharo? pralobhanonI vaNajhAra vacce paNa patananA mArga para eka kadama mAMDavAnuM paNa tane mana na thAya eTaluM sattva teM vikasAvyuM che kharuM ? tArA khudanA aMtaHkaraNanI adAlatamAM tuM haMmezAM nirdoSa ja puravAra thAya eTalI pavitratA te AtmasAta karI lIdhI che kharI? jo nA, to mAre tane kahevuM che ke hoziyArInA A nazAmAMthI tuM vahelI take bahAra AvI jA ane DahApaNanI mUDIno svAmI banI javA prayatnazIla banato jA. kAraNa? jagata kyAreya badalAyuM nathI ane ene badalI nAkhavAnA prayAsomAM koIne paNa kyAreya saphaLatA maLI nathI jyAre jAtane ghaNAMe badalI nAkhI che ane e dizAnA prayAso jeNe paNa karyA che emAM ene saphaLatA acUka maLI ja che. pa8

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mahArAja sAheba, kamAlanI karuNatA mArA jIvanamAM e sarjAI che ke sAmI vyakti potAnAM jIvananI koka samasyAnI mArI pAse rajUAta kare che ane huM ene e samasyAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI javAnA rastAo batAvatI salAha ApuM paNa chuM to ya e salAhane anusaravAnuM to ene gamatuM nathI, e salAhane svIkAravAnuM to ene gamatuM nathI, paNa e salAhane sAMbhaLavAnuM paNa ene gamatuM nathI. prazna to mArA manamAM e che UThe ke sAmI vyakti jo ApaNI salAha sAMbhaLavA paNa na mAgatI hoya to pachI zA mATe vagara bolAvye ApaNI pAse AvIne potAnI samasyAnI rajUAta karatI haze ? Akhare ApaNe kAMI navarA-dhUpa to nathI beThA ne ? tyAga, tArI vedanA huM samajuM chuM paNa teM je mUMjhavaNa rajU karI che enA saMdarbhamAM eka vAta tane jaNAvuM ? je paNa vyakti potAnI samasyAnI rajUAta tArI pAse karavA AvatI haze e vyaktine tArI pAse AzA haze ke tuM ene kaMIka sahAya 59

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karIza paNa tuM ene sahAya karavAne badale salAha ja Apato raheto hoya to e vyakti tArAthI akaLAI jaIne dUra na thaI jAya to bIjuM zuM thAya? tane khyAla che kharo? aMtaHkaraNa sAmAne sahAya karavA sadAya tatpara hoya che jyAre mananA to sAmAne salAha ApatA rahIne pIeca.DI. banI javAnA abharakhA hoya che. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. tuM pote ja koka muzkelImAM AvI gayo hoya ane e muzkelImAMthI bahAra nIkaLI javA sahAya maLavAnI AzAe kokanI pAse pahoMcI gayo hoya tyAre e vyakti tane sahAya karavAne badale salAha ja ApavA lAge to tArA manamAM paNa e vyakti pratye Akroza pedA na thaI jAya? eTaluM ja sUcana che mAruM tane ke tArI pAse koI bhUkhyo mANasa bhojananI AzAe Avyo hoya tyAre enA hAthamAM bhojananAM dravyonAM kAgaLa pakaDAvI devAnI krUratA tuM kyAreya Acarato nahIM. bhUkhyo mANasa AvezamAM AvIne kyAMka tAruM gaLuM dAbI de e saMbhAvanA paNa ochI to nathI ja.

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mahArAja sAheba, mArA vAMcavAmAM AvyuM hatuM kyAMka ke "meghadhanuSyanI suMdaratA ke puSpanI suMdaratA, kamaLothI vyApta sarovaranI suMdaratA kehariyALIthI labAlaba bagIcAnI suMdaratA karatAM anekagaNI mahattvanI suMdaratA tamArA jIvananI che ane e suMdaratAnuM mULa che tamArI potAnI prasannatA. basa, meM nakkI karI dIdhuM che ke jIvananI pratyeka paLamAM prasanna ja rahevuM ane prasanna banyA rahevA mATe svAsthane sAcavI rAkhavuM, vipula saMpattinA svAmI banyA rahevuM ane sattAnI taka jyAM paNa maLe tyAM jhaDapatA rahevuM. Apane eTaluM ja puchAvavAnuM ke prasanna banyA rahevA mATe ATalI cIjo paryApta to che ne? ke pachI anya cIjonI paNa jarUra paDe che? virAga, jIvananI suMdaratA tuM keTalo prasanna rahe che e nathI, paNa tArA kAraNe keTalA loko prasanna rahe che e che ! AnuM kAraNa che khudanI prasannatA e ja jo jIvananI suMdaratA hoya to rasalaMpaTa mIThAI pAmIne prasanna rahe che, vAsanAlaMpaTa strI pAmIne prasanna rahe che, dhanalaMpaTa saMpatti pAmIne prasanna rahe che ane bhogalaMpaTa bhoga pAmIne prasanna rahe che.

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are, dArUDiyAne peTamAM dArU ThalavAyA pachI prasannatA ja anubhavAya che, corane kokane tyAM dhADa pADyA pachI prasannatA ja anubhavAya che ane khUnIne potAnA hAtha lohIthI kharaDyA bAda prasannatA ja anubhavAya che. zuM tuM Ane jIvananI suMdaratA kahI zakIza kharo? haragija nahIM. ane eTale ja tane kahuM chuM ke 'mAre prasanna rahevuM joIe' nA nakkI karelA mananA lakSyane AMbavAnI tAre jarUra nathI paNa "vadhu ne vadhu loko mArAthI prasanna rahevA joIe'nA aMtaHkaraNanA lakSyane AMbavA tAre prayatnazIla banavAnI jarUra che. e mATe AMkha sAme tuM rAkhaje paramAtmAne, saMtone ane sajjanone. e sahunA jIvana parathI tane badhuM ja samajAI jaze.

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mahArAja sAheba, attara jo mane priya ja che, puSpa jo mane game ja che, saMpatti jo mane jAme ja che, meghadhanuSya mane jo AkarSe ja che to kahevA do ke satkAryo paNa mane game ja che. satkAryo AcaranAra lokone jouM chuM tyAre e satkAryo AcarI levAnI mane icchA paNa thAya che. paNa, jyAM e satkAryo AcaravAnI zarUAta karuM chuM tyAM enA sevanamAM paDatI muzkelIo anubhavatAM mana pAchuM paDI jAya che ane satkArya sevananA prayAso para huM pUrNavirAma mUkI dauM chuM. alabatta, kabUla karuM chuM huM ApanI pAse ke satkAryasevana zakya jarUra che; paraMtu kaThina bhAre che ane eTale ja mane ema lAge che ke satkArya sevanamAM ApaNA jevAnuM kAma nahIM. Apa A aMge zuM kaho cho ? prakAza, eka vAta tane yAda karAvuM? tALuM je dhAtunuM banyuM hoya che enI cAvI paNa e ja dhAtunI banI hoya che. je dhAtunuM 63

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banela tALuM lAkhonI saMpattinAM darzanamAM pratibaMdhaka bane che, e ja dhAtunI banela cAvI lAkhonI saMpattinAM darzana sulabha paNa karAvI zake che. satkAryasevana aMge teje paNa lakhyuM che ne enA saMdarbhamAM mAre tane A ja vAta karavI che. 'sakAryasevana zakya jarUra che paNa kaThina bhAre che' ema tAruM mana kahe che ne ? tArA aMtaHkaraNane tuM pUchI je. e tane saheja judo paNa alaga javAba Apaze. e tane kaheze ke "satkAryasevana kaThina jarUra che paNa zakya che? zuM kahuM tane? huM pote saMyamajIvana aMgIkAra karavAmAM jo saphaLa banyo chuM to eno yaza aMtaHkaraNanA avAjane anusaryone, enA phALe jAya che. bAkI mAruM potAnuM paNa mana mane A ja bhaya batAvI rahyuM hatuM ke "saMyamajIvana zakya che paNa bhAre kaThina che." e avAjanI paravA meM nathI karI. icchuM chuM huM ke e avAja sAMbhaLavA tuM ya badhira banI jA. phAvI jaIza.

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mahArAja sAheba, eka samasyAnuM samAdhAna joIe che mAre ApanI pAsethI. vANI mArI eTalI badhI madhura ane asarakAraka che ke koI paNa vyakti sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhatA mane muzkelI nathI paDatI paNa koNa jANe zuM thAya che, e saMbaMdhanuM AyuSya pANInA parapoTA jeTaluM ke megha dhanuSyanA raMgo jeTaluM ja hoya che. samajAtuM to mane e nathI ke saMbaMdho bAMdhavAmAM saphaLa banI zakato huM, saMbaMdho TakAvavAnI bAbatamAM niSphaLa kema jaI rahyo chuM? Apa A aMge kaMIka samAdhAna ApI zakazo? upazAMta, mananA eka vicitra svabhAvano tane kadAca khyAla na hoya to jaNAvavA mAguM chuM ke manane sauthI vadhu vahAlI koIcIja hoya to e che ahaM ane manane ema lAge che ke ahaM puSTa karavo hoya to vadhumAM vadhu vyaktio sAthe ApaNo saMbaMdha hovo joIe. A saMdarbhamAM tane mahattvanI vAta jaNAvuM? ahaMkArI kyAreya tane ekalo jovA nahIM maLe. krodhI tane ekalo jovA maLaze, lobhI ane kRpaNa tane ekalo jovA maLaze paNa ahaMkArI? ene to ToLA vinA cena ja nathI paDatuM. ToLuM jeTaluM

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moTuM, eTalo e rAjI ! kAraNa? ToLuM hoya to ja ene potAnA ahaMne puSTa karavAnI tako maLatI rahe. je samasyA rajU karI che ne tArI, enuM samAdhAna A che. kabUla, tArI vANI mohaka ane asarakAraka haze paNa eno lAbha uThAvavAnuM kAma te manane soMpI dIdhuM che ane mana saMbaMdho bAMdhatA rahIne e lAbha uThAvI paNa rahyuM che, paraMtu e saMbaMdho lAMbA TakatA eTalA mATe nathI ke sahune khyAla AvI jAya che ke tuM tAro ahaM puSTa karavA ja saMbaMdho bAMdhato rahe che ane e ja paLe e sahu tArI sAthenA saMbaMdho para pUrNavirAma mUkI de che. yAda rAkhaje. hoziyAra mana saMbaMdho bAMdhI zake che jyAre premALa aMtaHkaraNa baMdhAyela e saMbaMdhone TakAvI zake che. tuM jo saMbaMdhone dIrghajIvI banAvavA mAge che to tAre tArA mananI hoziyArInuM bAramuM karI devA tatpara banavuM ja rahyuM! vAMcI to che ne te "ratnAkara paccIsI' nI A paMkti ? "cAlAka thaI cUkyo ghaNuM!" sAvadhAna !

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mahArAja sAheba, puSpane rahevA mATenI suMdara jagA jo phUladAnI hoya che, pustakane rahevA mATenI suMdara jagA jo alamArI hoya che, pharavA javA mATenI suMdara jagA jo udyAna hoya che to mArA vAMcavAmAM kyAMka AvyuM hatuM ke 'kokanA vicAromAM rahevuM e mANasane rahevA mATenI suMdara jagA che.' A vAkya mArA manane eTaluM badhuM gamI gayuM hatuM ke meM nirdhAra karI lIdho ke jIvanamAM parAkramo evAM karI batADuM ke lokone mArA mATe vicAro karavA ja paDe. ane edivasathI mAMDIne meM aneka kSetromAM evAM saMkhyAbaMdha parAkramo karI batAvyAM che ke Aje ghaNAMya lokonA vicAromAM huM raheto thaI gayo chuM. jANavuM to mAre e che ke hajI ya huM evuM zuM karI batADuM ke mAruM nAma sarvatra gAjatuM thaI jAya? prakarSa, eka vAstavikatAnI tane jANa karuM ? suMdara jagA hovI e alaga vAta che ane salAmata jagA hovI e alaga vAta che. banI zake ke jagA suMdara hoya paNa salAmata na hoya, salAmata hoya paNa suMdara na hoya. 67

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kokanAvicAromAM rahevuM e suMdara jagA bhale gaNAtI haze; paraMtu e jagA salAmata to nathI ja. puSpane rahevA mATe phUladAnI suMdara jagA jarUra che; paraMtu puSpa mATe e salAmata jagA nathI e to tuM ya jANe ja che ne? mAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tuM suMdara jagAmAM bhale raheto thaI gayo che, salAmata jagAmAM raheto thaI jA to huM mAnuM ke tuM mardano bacyo che. ane salAmata jagA kaI che e tAre jANavuM che? vicAronuM udgamasthAna mana e kadAca suMdara jagA che paNa lAgaNIonuM udgamasthAna aMtaHkaraNa e suMdara jagA paNa che ane salAmata jagA paNa che. sattva ane saMpattinAM parAkramo karavA dvArA lokonAM manamAM tuM raheto thaI gayo che e to jANyuM. have sadguNo ane satkAryonAM parAkramo karavA dvArA te lokonAM aMtaHkaraNamAM ramato thaI jA. tAruM jIvana sArthaka banI jaze.

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mahArAja sAheba, jIvananAM ATalAM varasonA anubhavoe eka vAta mane samajAvI dIdhI che ke bhayabhIta manodazA e motanuM ja bIjuM nAma che. saMpatti ApaNI pAse vipula hoya paNa mana jo bhayagrasta ja rahyA kare che to e vipula saMpattinuM karavAnuM zuM? rahevAnI jagA bhale AlIzAna che paNa mana jo koka ajJAta bhayanuM zikAra baneluM che to e AlIzAna jagAnuM karavAnuM zuM? paNa, hamaNAM hamaNAM ApanAM pustakomAM eka jagAe mArA vAMcavAmAM AvyuM ke 'sakArAtmaka bhaya e ApaNA jIvana vikAsanuM mULa che' huM Apane eTaluM ja pUchavA mAguM chuM ke zuM Apa khuda bhayanA himAyatI cho? nirbhaya, tane eka mahattvanA siddhAMtanI kadAca khabara nathI lAgatI. jenAthI ApaNane bhaya hoya che enA para to prema karavAno prazna ja nathI; paraMtu jenA para ApaNane prema hoya che enAthI to ApaNe bhayabhIta rahevAnuM ja che. 69

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tuM sApathI Dare che ne ? Agano tane bhaya lAge che ne ? DAkuthI tuM dhrUje che ne ? khUnIthI tuM kAMpI UThe che ne ? durjanano tane Dara lAgyA kare che ne ? basa, A tamAma para tAre prema karatA rahevAnI koI ja jarUra nathI. paNa, tane jo tArA mammI-pappA para prema che, tane jo mArA para prema che, tane jo paramAtmA para prema che to tAre e sahuthI DaratA rahevAnI khAsa jarUra che. e sahuthI DaratA rahevuM eTale ? eTale A ja ke e sahunI icchA-AjJAnuM ullaMghana jo huM karato rahIza to emanAM dilane coTa to nahIM pahoMce ne ? mArA parano e sahuno prema ocho to nahIM thaI jAya ne ? huM A 'bhaya' ne sakArAtmaka bhaya kahuM chuM. huM yAda rAkhaje. 'bhaya koInAthI ya na rAkhavo' A gaNita mananuM che; paraMtu 'sakArAtmaka bhaya to Ubho ja rAkhavo' A gaNita aMtaHkaraNanuM che. huM icchuM chuM ke tArA aMtaHkaraNamAM tuM DokiyuM karI jo. tyAM tane A bhaya vidhamAna hovAnuM jaNAI jaze. an

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mahArAja sAheba, mAre eka mUMjhavaNanuM ApanI pAse samAdhAna joIe che. huM saMkalpa karuM chuM ke "mAre khamaNa DhokaLAM na ja joIe' to pachI jamaNavAramAM koI mane game teTalo Agraha kare che to paNa huM khamaNa DhokaLAM nathI ja khAto. huM saMkalpa karuM chuM ke mAre nareza sAthe saMbaMdha nathI ja rAkhavo" to pachI narezanA lAkha prayAso chatAM yahuM enI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI ja bAMdhato paNa, huM saMkalpa karuM chuM ke "mAre duHkha na ja joIe' to pachI duHkhane dUra rAkhavAnA game teTalA prayAso bhale ne huM karuM chuM, duHkho mArA lamaNe jhIMkAIne ja rahe che. samajAtuM to mane e nathI ke mArA A saMkalpane haM saphaLa kema nathI. karI zakato ? niHzaMka, mAre duHkha na ja joIe' e saMkalpa karIne teM tArI buddhinuM pradarzana ja karyuM che ke bIjuM kAMI? kAraNa ke duHkha to A jagatamAM kone joIe che e prazna che. ghoDAne ke gadheDAne, kIDIne maMkoDAne, durjanane ke DAkune koIne ya duHkha nathI joItuM ane duHkhane dUra ja rAkhavAnA e sahu jabaradasta prayAso paNa kare che chatAM ya duHkho e sahune lamaNe jhIMkAtA ja rahe che.

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kAraNa? A ja ke "da:kha na ja joIe' e saMkalpa karanAra Akhare che koNa? mana ! ane mana che svArthI ! potAnA para AvatA rAI jeTalA duHkhathI bacavA e sAmAne meru jeTaluM duHkha ApavuM paDe to ya ApavA taiyAra ane tatpara hoya che. tAre sAce ja jo duHkha aMgeno koI saMkalpa karavo ja hato to aMtaHkaraNa pAse javAnI jarUra hatI kAraNa ke aMtaHkaraNa paramArthanA ravabhAvavALuM che. enI pAse tuM gayo hota to e tane A saMkalpa karAvata ke "mAre duHkha koIne paNa ApavuM nathI.' "duHkha joItuM nathI e saMkalpa ane duHkha ApavuM nathI" e saMkalpavacceno taphAvata jhera ane amRta vaccenA taphAvata jeTalo che e tuM kAyama AMkha sAme rAkhaje. prathama saMkalpamAM du:kho lamaNe jhIMkAvAnAM nizcita che jyAre bIjA saMkalpamAM duHkhonI kAyamI vidAya nizcita che.

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mahArAja sAheba, ApanA ja koka pustakamAM meM vAMcyuM hatuM ke makAnanA thAMbhalAo eka-bIjA vacce salAmata aMtara rAkhe che to ja makAnaTakI zake che. bhUlecUke thAMbhalAo jo ekadama najIka AvI jAya to makAnanuM TakavuM sarvathA asaMbhavita ja banI jAya. ApanI A vAta mArA haiyAsoMsaravI UtarI gaI che ane meM e ja abhigama sAthe jIvana jIvavAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM che. duzmanothI to huM salAmata aMtara rAkhato ja hato paNa have mitrothI paNa huM salAmata aMtara rAkhavA lAgyo chuM. paricito ane svajano sAthe paNa evo ja vyavahAra meM zarU karI dIdho che. paNa, mArA AvA vyavahAranA kAraNe huM ekalo paDI jato houM evuM mane lAgyA kare che. jANavuM to mAre e che ke huM koI galata raste to nathI caDI gayo ne? nirmaLa, dUdhapAkanuM viSTAmAM rUpAMtaraNa karI devAmAM zarIrano jema koI joTo nathI tema arthano anartha karatA rahevAmAM manano ya koI joTo nathI, thAMbhalAo vaccenA salAmata aMtaranI vAta meM jaDa padArtho pratyenI AsaktinA saMdarbhamAM 73

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lakhI hatI ane e vAta teM jIvo sAthenA saMbaMdhamAM joDI dIdhI! tuM ekalo na paDI jAya to bIjuM thAya paNa zuM? yAda rAkhaje. sarva jIvo pratye maitrIbhAva keLavyA vinA, sarvajIvonAM sukhanI ane kalyANanI kAmanA karatA rahyA vinA, sarva jIvo sAthe kSamApanA karatA rahyA vinA ane sarva jIvo pratye upazamabhAva keLavatA rahyA vinA jIvanane svastha rAkhavAmAM ane manane prasanna rAkhavAmAM, samAdhiTakAvI rAkhavAmAM ane sadgaNone ughADa karavAmAM saphaLatA maLe evI koI saMbhAvanA nathI. ane e saMbhAvanAne tuM jo vAstavikatAnA stara para anubhavavA mAge che to eno eka ja vikalpa che, tuM aMtaHkaraNanA zaraNe cAlyo jA. kAraNa? manane dIvAla UbhI karatA rahevAmAM rasa che jyAre aMtaHkaraNane to pulanuM sarjana karatA rahyA vinA cena nathI paDatuM.

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mahArAja sAheba, atyAranA kALamAM eka vAta khAsa anubhavAI rahI che ke cAreya bAju vizvAsaghAtanuM vAtAvaraNa che. vakIla asIla sAthe chetarapIMDI karI rahyo che to DaoNkTara dardI sAthe vizvAsaghAta karI rahyo che. vepArI gharAka sAthe ane netA prajAjana sAthe chetarapIMDI karI rahyo che e to ThIka che paNa bApadIkarA sAthe ane dIkaro bApa sAthe paNa kAvAdAvA ramI rahyo che. A badhuM jotAM mane meksAvalInuM vAkya yAda Ave che. eNe kahyuM che ke "je vAta tame tamArA duzmanane karavA taiyAra na ho e vAta tame tamArA mitrane paNa na karazo kAraNa ke Ajano tamAro mitra AvatI kAle tamAro duzmana banI jAya evI pUrI saMbhAvanA che." mane potAne mekvAvalInI vAtamAM vajUda lAge che. vizvAsaghAtanA zikAra banIne duHkhI thavuM enA karatAM koInA ca para paNa vizvAsa mUkyo ja nahIM. Apa A aMge zuM kaho cho ? kamala, te mekvAvalInI je vAta lakhI e meM vAMcI. huM tane paramAtmA mahAvIradeve je vAta karI che e jaNAvuM? emaNe jaNAvyuM che ke je vAta tame tamArA mitrane karI zako cho, e vAta tame tamArA duzmanane paNa karavA icchatA ho to bahu ciMtA

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na karazo kAraNa ke Ajano tamAro duzmana AvatI kAle tamAro mitra banI jAya evI pUrI saMbhAvanA che." - jo tane meksAvalInI vAta jAmI rahI che to eno artha eTalo ja che ke tuM manano nacAvyo nAcI rahyo che ane jo tane mahAvIranI vAta jAmI rahI che to eno artha eTalo ja che ke aMtaHkaraNanA avAjane anusaravAnuM te nakkI karI dIdhuM che. huM tane e salAha to nahIM ApuM ke tuM AgaLa-pAchaLano vicAra karyA vinA ke baLAbaLanI vicAraNA karyA vinA kALA corano paNa vizvAsa karavA lAga paNa eTaluM to jarUra kahIza ke "A jagatamAM koI paNa vyaktivizvAsa karavAlAyaka nathI" AvuM mAnasika valaNa to kyAreya na banAvI deto. kAraNa? meksAvalIno artha che rAjanIti jyAre mahAvIrano artha che dharmanIti: rAjanIti rAjakAraNamAM cAlI jAya paNa jIvanavyavahAra to dharmanItithI maghamaghato ja hovo joIe.

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mahArAja sAheba, mArA hAthamAM jo paththara ja nathI, to huM pratimAnuM sarjana karI ja zakuM zI rIte ? mArI pAse jo koro kAgaLa ja nathI to huM suMdara citranuM sarjana karI zakuM ja zI rIte ? mArI pAse jo svastha jIbha ja nathI to huM prabhunI stutio bolI zakuM ja zI rIte ? TUMkamAM, mAruM mana ema kahI rahyuM che ke sAruM pariNAma jo ApaNe meLavavuM hoya to ApaNI pAse sArI sAmagrIo hovI ja joIe. Apa A aMge zuM kaho cho ? premala, paththara to guMDAnA hAthamAM paNa hoya che paNa enA dvArA pratimAnuM sarjana nathI ja thatuM e tArA khyAlamAM haze ja. koro kAgaLa to vAsanAlaMpaTanA hAthamAM paNa hoya che paNa enA dvArA koI suMdara citranuM sarjana nathI ja thatuM e tArI jANamAM haze ja. jIbha to guMDA pAse ya svastha hoya che paNa enA mukhamAMthI stutionA zabdo nathI ja nIkaLatA e tArA khyAlamAM haze ja. 37

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are, guMDo paththarano upayoga kokanuM mAthuM phoDavAmAM kare che. vAsanAlaMpaTa korA kAgaLa para vAsanAne uttejita karatA zabdo cItare che. labADa jIbhano upayoga gALo bolavAmAM kare che. Ano artha ? A ja ke sAmagrI hAthamAM AvI javA mAtrathI sAruM pariNAma maLI jAya che e mananI mAnyatAmAM jhAjho dama nathI. to pachI sAruM pariNAma meLavavA mATeno vikalpa kayo che? eno javAba meLavavA tAre javuM paDaze aMtaHkaraNa pAse. enI pAse spaSTa samaja che. pariNAmano AdhAra tamArI pAse zuM che enA para nathI; tame zuM cho, enA para che.' sarpane tame dUdha Apo cho. enuM rUpAMtaraNa e jheramAM karI de che. gAyane tame ghAsa Apo cho. enuM rUpAMtaraNa e dUdhamAM karI de che. lAyakane tame avaLuM Apo cho, e savaLuM karI de che. nAlAyakane tame savaLuM Apo cho, e avaLuM karI de che. eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke mananI cAlabAjImAM tuM phasAto nahIM. kAraNa ke e tane ema ja samajAvyA karaze ke "sAro banI nathI zakato kAraNa ke mArI pAse sArI sAmagrI ja nathI. jyAre hakIkata e che ke te tArI pAtratA vikasita karI nathI ane eTale tuM sAro banI zakyo nathI. sAvadhAna!

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mahArAja sAheba, Apa saMyamajIvana aMgIkAra karI beThA cho eTale amArA saMsAranI nagna vAstavikatAno Apane kadAca khyAla nahIM hoya paNa hakIkata e che ke Akho yuga atyAre pratispardhAno cAlI rahyo che, AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to IrSyAno yuga cAlI rahyo che. tame tamArI rIte bhale AgaLa vadhI rahyA cho, tamAro harIpha tamArA paga kheMcIne tamane pachADI devA jANe ke taiyAra thaIne ja beTho che. guMDAonI duniyA mATe jema ema kahevAya che ke tamAre jo maravuM nathI to sAmAne patAvI devA tame enA para humalAo karatA ja raho. basa, e ja rIte bajAranA jagata mATe kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke tamAre jo paDavuM nathI to bIjAne pachADI devA tatpara ja raho. A mAholamAM karavuM zuM? vimala, paDI gayelAne hAtha ApIne Ubho karavAnA pakSamAM aMtaHkaraNa hoya che jyAre sIdhA raste cAlI rahelAnI TAMgamAM TAMga bhiDAvI daIne ene pachADI devAnA pakSamAM mana hoya che. 39

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teM patramAM je kAMI lakhyuM che e to mananI mAga che, aMtaHkaraNanI nahIM, ane yAda karAvI dauM tane A vAta ke mananI mAgane AdhIna banI javA mATe tAre vadhu ne vadhu pazutA tarapha dhakelAtA ja rahevuM paDaze. duniyA cAhe kUtarAnI hoya ke gadheDAnI, DukkaranI hoya ke ziyALanI tyAM tane bhasavAnI, karaDavAnI, lAto mAravAnI ke AkramaNo karavAnI ceSTAo sivAya bIjuM kazuM ya lagabhaga jovA nahIM maLe. mAnavanA khoLiye paNa tuM jo e ja ceSTAo karavA mAgato hoya ane tArI jAtane 'pazu' puravAra karavA mAgato hoya to mAre tane kazuM ja kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. paNa, mAnavanA khoLiye tuM jo deva banI javA mAgato hoya to mAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke hAtha tuM bhale kokane ja ApI zake paNa paga to koInA ya kheMcIza nahIM. kAraNa ke hAtha ApavA mATe protsAhita karatuM aMtaHkaraNa prabhunI prazaMsAno viSaya banatuM hoya che jyAre paga kheMcavA mATe protsAhita karatuM mana to sajjanonA jagatamAM thU thU ja thatuM hoya che. sAvadhAna! 80

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41 mahArAja sAheba, sonAne kasoTInA paththara sAthe cakAsIne jo kharIdavAmAM Ave che to thApa khAvAnI zakyatA ochI rahe che evuM meM kyAMka vAMcyuM hatuM. mArI pAse sonuM kharIdI zakuM evI saMpattinI zrImaMtAI bhale nathI, paNa buddhinI zrImaMtAI mArI pAse sArI evI che ane eTale ja huM koI paNa vAtano svIkAra karatA pahelAM ene tarkanI eraNa para caDAvI dauM chuM. jo tyAM e vAta sAcI puravAra thAya che to ja huM eno svIkAra karuM chuM anyathA e vAtane nakArI dauM chuM. Apa nahIM mAno paNa mArI A paDI gayela AdatanA kAraNe huM jo paricito vacce jAuM chuM to tyAM mane "A tarkazAstrI Avyo' ema kahIne AvakAra maLe che. pUchavuM to mAre Apane e che ke mArI A Adata mArA jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavAmAM mArA mATe jokhamI to nahIM banI rahe ne ? zyAmala, suvarNanI parIkSA mATe kasoTIno paththara barAbara che paNa tuM jo puSpanI suvAsa anubhavavA mAge che ane e mATe puSpanI parIkSA karavA mAge che to tyAM to kasoTIno paththara mAtra nakAmo ja nathI, puSpa mATe ghAtaka paNa che. 81

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tarkano mArgakhoTo ja che ke kharAba ja che evuM to huM tane nahIM kahuM paNa tathya sudhI pahoMcavA mATe e ja mArga sAco che ke sAro che e paNa huM tane nahIM kahuM. doraDuM khAlI ghaDAne kUvAnA pANI sudhI laI jAya che jarUra paraMtu e khAlI ghaDo pANIthI bharAI jAya che jyAre ? pANI sAme jhUkI jAya che tyAre ! hAthamAM pakaDela doraDA paranI pakaDa DhIlI karavAmAM Ave che tyAre ! gujarAtImAM eka kahevata che ne ke tamAre jo roTalA sAthe ja nisbata che to TapaTapanI carcAmAM paDavAnI lAMbI jarUra nathI. mAre tane A ja vAta kahevI che. tuM je aMtaHkaraNane priya evA tathya sudhI pahoMcavA mAge che to manane priya evA tarkanA rukSa rastA para ja cAlatA rahevAnI tAre jarUra nathI. bAkI, tane tArI buddhino bahu phAMko hoya to rAtanA sUI gayA pachI tane savAre uThADe che koNa? eno tarkabaddha javAba zodhI lAva!

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mahArAja sAheba, apekSA hoya che gADInI ane kharIdI zakuM chuM skUTara. mana kahe che rahevuM joIe to baMgalAmAM ja ane majabUrIthI rahevuM paDe che phalaeNTamAM. icchA che, varasadA'De eka karoDanuM Tarnaovara to thavuM ja joIe ane mAtra pacIsa lAkhanA TarnaovaramAM ja saMtoSa mAnavo paDe che. Apa kaho cho, covIseya kalAka prasanna ja rahevuM joIe paNa mana mAruM ema kahe che ke ApaNe je icchatA hoIe ane ApaNe jene cAhatA hoIe e maLe to ja prasannatA TakI rahe. A sivAya anya koI vikalpa prasannatA TakAvavAno che kharo? ApanI pAse e aMgenuM samAdhAna icchuM chuM. yaza, gaeNsanA cUlA para satata UkaLI rahela pANImAM tane spaSTa pratibiMba nihALavAmAM jo saphaLatA maLe to mananA mAdhyame prasannatA anubhavatA rahevAmAM tane saphaLatA maLe. eka prazna pUchuM tane? tAruM mana ema kahe che ke "mIThAInI AkhI dukAna ja mane maLI javI joIe.' eTalA paisA tArI

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pAse che kharA? tAruM mana ema kahe che ke "jeTalI mIThAI huM kharIdI zakuM tema chuM e badhI ja mIThAI mAre peTamAM padharAvI devI che." tArI hojarI eTalI majabUta che kharI? jo nA, to Ano artha to A ja ne ke tAre prasannatAnA nAmanuM nAhI ja nAkhavAnuM rahe ! nA. prasannatA anubhavI zakAya che, paraMtu eka alaga rIte. "je cAhatA hoIe e maLI jAya to ja prasannatA' A gaNitamAM bhale manane rasa che; paraMtu aMtaHkaraNane to "je maLI jAya ene cAhavA lAgIe eTale prasannatA ja prasannatA.' A gaNitamAM rasa che. | mana kahe che, mIThAI maLe to ja prasannatA paNa aMtaHkaraNa kahe che, roTalo maLI gayo che ne? basa, prasannatA ja prasanatA che. vAMcI che te aMgrejInI A paMkti? WHEN WE HAVE NOT WHAT WE LIKE, THAN WE MUST LIKE WHAT WE HAVE. eTaluM ja kahIza ke mananI salAhanA mArge prasannatA kyAreya nathI ane aMtaHkaraNanI salAhanA mArge prasannatA atyAre ja che. kayA mArge kadama mAMDavA eno nirNaya tAre karavAno che.

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mahArAja sAheba, nadI jo kinArAnAM baMdhanamAM hoya che ane khetara jo vADanA baMdhanamAM hoya che, jhaverAta jo tijorInA baMdhanamAM hoya che ane siMha jo piMjaranA baMdhanamAM hoya che, hAthI jo sAMkaLanA baMdhanamAM hoya che ane kUtaro jo paTTAnA baMdhanamAM hoya che to mane ema lAge che ke ApaNe vyaktio para jAtajAtanAM baMdhano mUkI ja devA joIe. pachI e vyakti tarIke putra hoya ke patnI hoya, nokara hoya ke gharAka hoya, bhaiyo hoya ke pheriyo hoya, dalAla hoya ke vepArI hoya. TUMkamAM ApaNane jenAthI paNa nukasAna thavAnI saMbhAvanA dekhAtI hoya, e tamAma para cokkasa prakAranA baMdhano ApaNe ThokI ja devA joIe ema mAruM mana kahe che. Apa A aMge zuM kaho cho? taijasa, dareka prakAranI svataMtratA jema nukasAnakArI hotI nathI tema dareka prakAranAM baMdhano lAbhakArI paNa hotA nathI e tAre satata yAda rAkhavAnI jarUra che. nadIne kinArAnuM baMdhana to barAbara che paNa naLa para tALAnuM baMdhana ? pALelA kUtarAne to svataMtratA barAbara che paNa haDakAyA kUtarAne svataMtratA ?

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teM pote patramAM mane je-je vyaktio para baMdhano ThokI besADavAnI vAta lakhI che e parathI to mane ema lAge che ke vyaktionI bhUla hoya ke na hoya, tuM e sahunA svataMtratAnA daravAjA para tALuM lagAvI devAnA khyAlamAM rAcI rahyo che. huM tane yAda karAvavA mAguM chuM ke svacchaMdatAnA daravAjA para tALuM lagADI devAnI vAta to zobhAspada bane che; paraMtu svataMtratAnA daravAjA para tALuM lagAvI devAnI vAta to hAsyAspada bane che, paNa mane ema lAge che ke tArA mana para mAlikIbhAvano nazo chavAI gayo che ane e hisAbe ja tuM badhAyanI svataMtratA para tALAMo lagAvI devAno bakavAsa karavA lAgyo che. bhalato nahIM A vAta ke jeoe 'tALAM' banI jaIne anyonAM jIvanone vikasavA nathI dIdhAM ke kacaDI nAkhyAM che teonAM nAma itihAsamAM kALA akSare lakhAyA che, jeoe 'cAvI' banI jaIne anyonAM jIvanone vikasavAnAM medAno ApI dIdhA che teonAM nAma itihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAyA che. eTaluM ja kahIza ke "tALuM banI javA utsuka manane vajana ApavAne badale "cAvI' banI javA taiyAra aMtaHkaraNane tuM kAme lagADI de. phAvI jaIza.

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sy mahArAja sAheba, huM mArI mAnyatAmAM sAco chuM ke nahIM enI mane khabara nathI paNa hamaNAM hamaNAM chellA keTalAka samayathI mArA manano kabajo eka vicAre laI lIdho che ane e vicAra A che ke mArI sAthe je paNa vyakti jANI joIne galata vyavahAra Acare, e vyakti vAraMvAra evo vyavahAra AcaravA na lAge e khyAle ene enA e galata vyavahAra badala sajA karatA ja rahevuM joIe. meM kyAMka vAMcyuM hatuM ke roga, devuM, Aga ane duzmana A cAra nAnAM hoya to ya ene nAnAM na mAnatA, UgatAM ja DAmI devA. jo e bAbatamAM tame UNAM UtaryA to zakya che ke tamAre saMpattithI yAvat kyAreka jAnathI paNa hAtha dhoI nAkhavA paDe. jANavuM to mAre e che ke 'thAya tevA thaIe, to gAma vacce rahIe' no mAro abhigama barAbara to che ne ? aMkura, mane barAbara khyAla che ke kUtaro tArI sAme bhasato hoya che to tuM paNa enI sAme bhasavA nathI ja lAgato. dArUDiyo 87

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tane gALo ApavA lAge che to tuM paNa ene gALo nathI ja ApavA lAgato. are, tAro jigarajAna mitra kyAreka tAruM apamAna karI paNa bese che to tuM paNa enuM apamAna nathI ja karavA lAgato. A vAstavikatA eTaluM ja kahe che ke "thAya tevA thaIe, to gAma vacce rahIe" nA abhigamano tArA khudanA jIvanamAM paNa amala nathI. vAta rahI have galata vyavahAra AcaranAra pratyenA vyavahAranI. tane eTaluM ja kahIza ke mana haMmezAM sajAnuM himAyatI ja jo rahe che to aMtaHkaraNa haMmezAM kSamAnA pakSamAM ja hoya che. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. galata vyavahAra AcaranArane sajA ja karavI joIe evo jo tAro nirNaya hoya to e galata vyavahAra AcaranAra tArIkhudanI patnI, putrI ke putrahaze to zuM tuM emane paNa sajA ja karato rahIza? haragija nahIM. hA, kadAca tAre bhAvinI surakSA khAtara kokane sajA karavI paNa paDe to ya tyAM hAtha mAre tyAre haiyuM raDe' e abhigamane ja apanAvaje. tArA hRdayanI komaLatA surakSita rahI jaze.

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mahArAja sAheba, kSetra cAhe adhyAtmanuM hoya che ke saMsAranuM hoya che, saphaLatAnA zikhare birAjamAna koI paNa vyaktine huM jouM chuM ane mArA manamAM galagaliyAM thavA mAMDe che, huM paNa zA mATe A jagAe pahoMcI zakuM?' paNa duHkha sAthe kahevAdo mane ke Aja sudhImAM eka paNa kSetramAM e jagAe pahoMcavAmAM saphaLa nathI banI zakyo. vAMcyuM to meM e che ke "nizAna cUka mApha, nahIM mApha nIcuM nizAna jANavuM to mAre e che ke haMmezAM UMcA pariNAmanI ja apekSA meM rAkhI che chatAM e apekSAne huM phaLIbhUta kema nathI banAvI zakyo ? puSpa, vyavahArano eka sAmAnya kAyado A che ke kArya tame karI zakatA nathI mAtra kAraNane hAjara karo cho ane kArya saMpanna thaI jAya che. Aja sudhImAM eka paNa mALIne vRkSa para phaLo UgADavAmAM saphaLatA maLI nathI. hA, vRkSane eNe khAtara ApyuM che, pANI pAyuM che, taDakA khavaDAvyA che ane vRkSa para phaLo UgI gayA che.

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Ano artha? A ja ke tame jo suMdara pariNAmane jhaMkho cho to tame e pariNAma tarapha laI jatI prakriyAne AraMbhI do. tame jo kAryane saMpanna thaI gayeluM jovA iccho cho to e kArya mATe jarUrI kAraNone hAjara karI do. tamane saphaLatA maLI ja samajo. tuM Aja sudhImAM eka paNa kSetramAM jo saphaLa nathI banI zakyo to enI pAchaLanuM kAraNa A ja rahyuM haze. pariNAmanuM bhAre AkarSaNa paNa prakriyAnI dharAra upekSA! hA, manano A ja to svabhAva che. laoNTarInI TikiTa levA e eka rUpiyo kharacavA taiyAra nathI ane eka karoDanA InAmanI apekSA rAkhIne bese che. prakriyAnA mArga para kadama mAMDavA e gallAM-tallAM karatuM rahe che ane suMdara pariNAma na maLatAM e hatAza thaI jAya che. yAda rAkhaje tuM A vAta ke mana pariNAmapremI che jyAre aMtaHkaraNa prakriyApremI che. tuM jo suMdara pariNAmane jhaMkhI rahyo che to e pariNAma tarapha dorI jatI prakriyAne prAraMbhI de. mALI pANI mULane pAya che ane phaLa vRkSa para Ave che e tArA khyAlamAM haze ja.

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mahArAja sAheba, mAro potAno vizvAsa krAntimAM che. taMdurastI TakAvI rAkhavAnA tame lAkha prayAso karo paNa vAtAvaraNa jo pradUSaNathI ja vyApta che to tamane taMdurastI TakAvI rAkhavAmAM saphaLatA na ja maLe. pavitratA TakAvI rAkhavAnA tamArA mananA aramAno bhale ne AsamAnane AMbI rahyA che, paNa vAtAvaraNamAMvilAsa sivAya jo bIjuM kAMI ja nathI to pavitratA TakAvI rAkhavAnA tamArA aramAnonI smazAnayAtrA nIkaLIne ja rahevAnI che. buddhi bhale ne tamArI joradAra che ane puruSArtha paNa bhale ne tamAro pracaMDa che paNa bajAramAM jo mAhola ja maMdIno che to paisA kamAvAmAM tamane saphaLatA nathI ja maLavAnI. TUMkamAM, paristhitimAM AmUlacUla parivartana karI dIdhA vinA jIvananuM, samAjanuM ke rASTranuM ThekANuM paDavAnuM nathI. ane e mATe krAnti e ja eka mAtra vikalpa che ema huM mAnuM chuM. Apa zuM kaho cho ? snehala, AkhA rastA para kAMTAo ja verAyelA hoya tyAre rastA paranA e kAMTAo dUra karI devAnA prayAsomAM lAgI javAne

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badale ApaNA potAnA pagamAM bUTa paherI levAnA prayAsomAM lAgI javAmAM saphaLatA maLavAnI to saMbhAvanA che ja paNa sAthosAtha pagane salAmata rAkhI devAnI paNa saMbhAvanA che. hA, 'krAnti' zabda Ama to bahu sarasa che. manane game tevo che paNa duniyAmAM koI eka jagAe paNa krAnti saphaLa thaI hoya evuM te sAMbhaLyuM che kharuM? zuM kahuM tane? anaMta tIrthakara bhagavaMto A jagatamAM padhArIne mokSamAM padhArIgayA. jagatane sudhAravAmAM ke jagatanA jIvone sudhArI devAmAM emane saphaLatA maLI nathI. tane maLI jaze? bAkI, sAcuM kahuM ne to krAnti e to mananI eka jAtanI caLa che ke jenA dvArA mana potAno ahaM puSTa karavA mAge che. bAkI tuM jo sAce ja tArA jIvanane salAmata ane manane svastha rAkhavA mAge che to tAre aMtaHkaraNane priya evA saMkrAntinA mArga para kadama mUkI devAnI jarUra che. paristhiti badalI nAkhavAnI krAntimAM saphaLatA che ja nahIM. manaHsthiti badalI nAkhavAnI saMkrAntimAM niSphaLatA nathI.

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mahArAja sAheba, AvatI kAlano vicAra karuM chuM ane mana thatharI jAya che. eka bAju moghavArI mAjhA mUkI rahI che, bIjI bAju jarUriyAto vadhI gaI che to trIjI bAju Avaka vadhavAnuM nAma nathI letI. jiMdagI jo Ama ja cAlI to AvatIkAla Avaze kevI? AciMtAmAM neciMtAmAM mArI rAtanI UMgha UDI jAya che. bhUkha lagabhaga marI paravArI che ane zAMtinA nAmanuM to kyAranuM ya nAhI nAkhyuM che. Apa sAdhu banI gayA cho eTale Apa bhale covIseya kalAka nizciMta rahI zakatA hazo; paraMtu ama saMsArIonI hAlata to evI kaphoDI che ke kyAreka to ApaghAta karI daIne jIvana TUMkAvI devAnA vicAro AvI jAya che. Apa A aMge kaMIka mArgadarzana ApI zakazo? kAzyapa, eka vAta to huM tane khAsa yAda karAvavA mAguM chuM ke ciMtA AvatI kAlanAM duHkhone ochI to nathI karatI; paraMtu AjanI zaktine, zAMtine ane mastIne paNa khatama karI nAkhe che. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. Avo khoTano sodo karavAnI koI jarUra kharI?

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tuM kadAca kahIza ke paristhiti ja evI che ke huM ciMtA karavA na paNa mAguM toya ciMtA thaI ja jAya che to mArI tane khAsa salAha che ke mananA ciMtA karatA rahevAnA svabhAva pratye AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karatA rahIne aMtaHkaraNanA ciMtanA karatA rahevAnA svabhAvane tuM amalI banAvato jA. ciMtA che, sUryanI ADe AvI jatA vAdaLa jevI. sUryane jovA ja nathI detI jyAre ciMtana che, vAdaLavihIna AkAza jevI, sUryadarzana sIdhuM ja thaI zake che. kabUla, AjanI paristhiti te jaNAvyA mujabanI viSama che ja; paraMtu kevaLa ciMtA karatA ja rahevAthI to e paristhitimAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno rasto haze to ya tuM joI nahIM zake jyAre ciMtananA mArge kadama mAMDavAthI kamase kama e rastAnAM darzana to tuM karI ja zakIza. ane rasto dekhAze to tuM A paristhitimAMthI alpAMza bahAra paNa AvI zakIza. saMdeza spaSTa che. ciMtA kahe che, "zuM thaze?" ciMtana kare che "zuM thaI zake tema che?" baMne vacce AsamAna-jamIna jeTalo taphAvata che.

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mahArAja sAheba, hamaNAM hamaNAM koNa jANe kema paNa mArA mananI ruci bilakula ja badalAI gaI che. sAmAnya garama cA mane phAvatI nathI, cA garamAgarama ja joIe. pharasANa mAtra svAdiSTa hoya eTaluM ja paryApta nathI, tIkhuM tamatuM hoya to ja jAme che. sugama saMgIta sAMbhaLatA to mane UMgha ja AvI jAya che, popa saMgIta sAMbhaLavA maLe che to ja majA Ave che. Apa khoTuM na lagADazo paNa hakIkata e che ke AMgI vinAnA prabhu pratimAnAM darzana paNa mane jAmatA nathI. lAkheNI AMgI racI hoya to ja mana e darzanamAM prasannatA anubhave che ane muni bhagavaMtonAM ThaMDAM pravacano paNa manane jAmatA nathI. pravacano Aga jharatAM hoya to ja majA Ave che. jANavuM to mAre e che ke mananI A badalAyelI rUci mArA jIvana mATe jokhamI to nathI ne? kayavana, manane masta rAkhavA mATe jene satata viziSTa ja joItuM hoya che enA mananI mastI jokhamamAM AvIne ja rahe che

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kAraNa ke koI paNa vyaktine rojeroja ekaekathI caDiyAtuM viziSTa to nathI ja maLatuM. jyAM paNa AjanuM maLela viziSTa, gaIkAle maLela viziSTa karatAM nabaLuM hovAnuM anubhavAya che tyAM mananI mastInuM bASpIbhavana thaIne ja rahe che. eka vAta tane kahuM? manane bhale uttejanA ja phAve che paraMtu aMtaHkaraNanI pasaMdagI to kAyama mATe prazAMtatA ja rahI che. manane bhale hiMmezAM viziSTanuM AkarSaNa ja rahyuM che; paraMtu aMtaHkaraNane to sAmAnya ja pasaMda rahyuM che. tuM jo tArA jIvanamAM svasthatA anubhavavA mAge che ane mananI prasannatAne sadA hAthavagI ja rAkhavA mAge che to uttejita ja banyA rahevAnI mananI mAganI upekSA karavAnI tAkAta keLavIne ja rahe. jo emAM tuM nabaLo paDyo to yAda rAkhaje ke svasthatA ane prasannatA tArA zabdakozanA viSaya ja banyA raheze e to ThIka paNa mota samaye paNa tAruM mana kadAca viziSTa rIte - zIrSAsana karatAM karatAM - maravAnI vAta karIne tArI aMtima vidAya paNa bagADI nAkhaze. sAvadhAna!

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mahArAja sAheba, kyAMka mArA vAMcavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ke "tame lAkha prayAsa karo. tamArI AjubAjuvALAnAM dilane ThAratA rahevAnA prayAsomAM tamane saphaLatA to nahIM ja maLe paNa evA prayAsomAM maLatI niSphaLatA tamArA dilane bALatI raheze. ane sAcuM kahuM to ATalAM varasono mAro anubhava A ja rahyo che. svajano-paricito ane mitro, A badhA najIkavALA ja gaNAya ne? e sahunAM dilane prasanna rAkhavA meM mArI jAta ghasI nAkhI che paNa kahevA do mane ke badalAmAM mane hatAzA ane udvignatA sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja maLyuM nathI. vAraMvAranA AvA kaTu anubhavo pachI meM nakkI karI dIdhuM che ke e sahune TharavuM hoya to kare ane baLavuM hoya to baLe, ApaNe ApaNI rIte ja jIvo. Akhare ApaNI jiMdagI ApaNA mATe che. bIjAo mATe nathI. Apa A aMge zuM kaho cho? kartavya, kAMTo pagamAM vAge che paNa AMsu AMkhamAM Ave che ane mana hAthane pagamAM pesI gayelA kAMTAne kADhI nAkhavA protsAhita kare che e to tArA khyAlamAM haze ja. kAraNa? paga, hAtha, AMkha ane mana e badhA bhale alaga alaga

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avayavo che; paraMtu Akhare to eka zarIrane ja baMdhAyelA che. jo ATalI sIdhI-sAdI vAta tuM jIvonI bAbatamAM ane emAMya khAsa karIne paricitonI bAbatamAM samajI gayo hota ne, to paricitonI upekSA karatA rahevAno vyavahAra dAkhavavAnuM zarU karI dIdhuM che e na karyuM hota. eka vAta tuM khAsa samajI rAkhaje ke AjubAjuvALAnAM dilane ThAratA rahevAnA prayAsomAM bhale saphaLatA nahIM maLatI hoya paNa reDhiyALa vyavahAra dvArA AjubAjuvALAnAM dilane bALatA rahyA bAda khudanA dilane ThAratA rahevAmAM saphaLatA nathI maLatI e paNa eka nagna satya che. huM to spaSTa mAnuM chuM ke manane ramazAna ja jANe che ke jyAM sahune bALatA ja rahevAnuM hoya che jyAre aMtaHkaraNane maMdira ja jAmatuM hoya che ke jyAM sahune ThAravAnuM ja hoya che. tArI pAse jIvana mAnavanuM che, ane te pasaMdagIsmazAna para utArI beTho hoya e zuM cAle?

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mahArAja sAheba, mArA puNyano mane khyAla che ane eTale ja huM manamAM koI moTA aramAno saMgharIne nathI beTho paNa eTalo Agraha to mAro cokkasa hoya ja che ke cIja bhale nAnI hoya paNa e ekadama vyavasthita to hovI ja joIe. cA AkhA divasamAM huM eka ja vAra lauM chuM ane e ThaMDI hoya to zeM cAle ? navAM kapaDAM mAre kyAreka ja paheravAnAM hoya che ane e istrI karyA vinAnAM hoya e zuM cAle ? satkArya ApaNe kyAreka to karatA hoIe ane kadaranA be zabdo paNa sAMbhaLavA na maLe e zuM cAle ? TUMkamAM, mana mAruM ema kahe che ke jagatanI dRSTie je cIjonI ke prasaMgonI gaNanA bhale 'tuccha' mAM thatI hoya paNa ApaNI pAse e cIjo apa-Tu-DeTa ja hovI joIe ane e prasaMgo sArI rIte ja UjavAvA joIe. A aMge Apa zuM kaho cho ? vaibhava, tane eka vAtano kadAca khyAla nahIM hoya ke mANasanI kakSA enI pAse zuM che enA AdhAre nakkI nathI thatI paNa enI pasaMdagI zuM che enA AdhAre nakkI thAya che.

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te tArA patramAM lakhyuM bhale nathI paNa huM anumAna karI zakuM chuM ke tArA AnaMdanI kakSA tuccha ja haze to tArI pIDAnI kakSA paNa tuccha ja haze. cA garama to AnaMda ane cA ThaMDI to pIDA!prazaMsAnA be zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLyA to AnaMda ane niMdAnA be zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLyA to pIDA! rAtanA ghasaghasATa UMgha AvI gaI to AnaMda ane UMgha thoDIka bagaDI to pIDA! tane eTaluM ja kahIza ke mananI pasaMdagI kAyama tuccha'nI ja rahI che ane aMtaHkaraNanI pasaMdagI kAyama 'uttama"nI ja rahI che. te pote jo tArI kakSA UMcakavA mAge che to tAre mananI pasaMdagI para cokaDI lagAvI devAnuM sattva dAkhavavuM ja rahyuM. zuM kahuM tane? nitya maLatA bhogomAM je pAgala bane che enI kakSA "adhama' che, kavacit maLatA bhogomAM je pAgala bane che enI kakSA "madhyama' che; paraMtu bhogonA tyAganuM sattva je dAkhavI zake che enI kakSA to "uttama' che. icchuM chuM, tuM kama se kama "adhama' kakSAmAMthI to bahAra nIkaLI ja jA. 100

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lAbha ane hAni vacceno saMgharSa zakya eTalo vahelo samApta thaI javo joIe, jaya ane parAjaya vacceno saMgharSa paNa jeTalo vahelo samApta thaI jAya eTaluM jagatanA hitamAM che, paNa patanapremI mana ane utthAnapremI aMtaHkaraNa vacceno saMgharSa to jIvanabhara cAlu rahevo joIe. kAraNa ke e saMgharSamAM ja AtmakalyANanAM bIja dharabAyelAM che. kevo che e saMgharSa? A pustaka hAthamAM lo. saMkhyAbaMdha yuktio jANavA maLaze. vaMdanIya saMgharSa

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to bacavAnI saMbhAvanA che... 'saMgharSa' A zabda kAne paDatAM ja ApaNI AMkha sAme yuddhanuM, hiMsAnuM, AkrozanuM ke bolAcAlInuM koka dazya AvI jAya ane ApaNe manomana prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgIe ke "he prabhu ! vahelI take A saMgharSa para pUrNavirAma mukAI jAya evuM kAMka Apa karo' paNa eka masta saMgharSa che mana ane aMtaHkaraNa vacceno, prema ane zreya vacceno, patana ane utthAna vacceno, sukha ane hita vacceno. e ApaNI aMdara ja utpanna thAya che ane jyAM sudhI e saMgharSa cAlu rahe che tyAM sudhI ApaNAM vikAsanI, utthAnanI ane hitanI tamAma saMbhAvanAo khullI rahe che. hA, A saMgharSamAM aMtaHkaraNa jo vijetA bane che to AtmA nyAla thaI jAya che, paNa mana jo vijetA bane che to AtmA behAla thaI jAya che. prazna e che ke jyAM paNa zubhanI taka Ave che ke azubhanuM pralobhana Ave che tyAM ApaNAM mana ane aMtaHkaraNa vacce koI saMgharSa thAya che kharo ke nahIM ? jo saMgharSa thato hoya to ApaNAM Atmahitane akabaMdha rAkhavAmAM ApaNane saphaLatA maLe evI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. paNa saMgharSa jo thato ja nathI ane mananI zaraNAgati ApaNe svIkArI laIe chIe to ApaNAM Atmahita para pUrNavirAma ja mukAI jAya che. ahIM mana ane aMtaHkaraNanI alaga alaga pa0 vizeSatAo para mArA maMda kSayopazamAnusAra meM prakAza pAtharyo che. eka ja icchA che. sahu potAnAM manane aMtaHkaraNanI AjJAmAM goThavI daIne prApta mAnavajIvanane sArthaka karIne ja rahe. pustakanA A lakhANamAM kyAMya paNa zrI jinAjJA viruddha kAMI lakhANa thaI gayuM hoya to huM enuM trividhe trividha aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka micchAmi dukkaDuM mAguM chuM. da. AcArya vijaya ratnasuMdarasUri