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________________ dcvajharaNuM A para jana jJAna bhaMDAra To che ke to pANivaryazrI 4jI beDAvAlA bhavana meghadarzana vijayajI ma. sAheba (baramatI, amadAvAda-5
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________________ saM lid at 2 zrI rAmaja pArthanAna saMvedajI iColor foe I tattvajharaNuM prakAzaka / prAptisthAna zrI mahAvIranagara zve. mU. jaina saMgha mahAvIranagara, zaMkaragalI, kAMdIvalI (ve.), muMbai - 400 067. pravacanakAra pUjyapAda paM. zrI candrazekharavi. ma. sAhebanA ziSyaratna pU. gaNivaryazrI meghadarzana vijayajI ma. sAheba Page #3
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________________ A pustakaG[[ prakAzanamAM sukRta sahabhAgI , dhorabI tilAla zAha rili ( upArIvALA) ApanI anumodanA karatAM ane atyaMta AnaMda ane gaurava anubhavIe chIe. li. zrI mahAvIranagara gva. mUrti. jaina saMgha fets leis mesilo 1426) all koI prANa pradi015 JSLICE
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________________ rayadA & Re . Rips-2 . ' zrI 10: 2 p;) : nA , che ne ! zALAnuM e los bili (1: ka ' A tvadIyaM tubhyaM samarpayAmi o We also blohusus Dues che - jemanA romaromamAM jainazAsana dhabakI rahyuM che...... jemanA aNu aNue jIva mAtra pratye karuNA ubharAI rahI che..... jemanA pradeza pradeze vAtsalya vahI rahyuM che,..... ( gItArthatA ane dIrdhadaSTinA jeo svAmI che, sii bhAvi jaina peDhInA jeo ghaDavaiyA che..... yuvAnonA tAraNahAra che...... - te bhavodadhitAraka, pravacanaprabhAvaka prAtaH smaraNIya, paramArAdhdhapAda, vAtsalyavAridhi gurudevazrI a | pUjyapAda paM. zrI candrazekhara vijayajI ma. sAhebanA caraNomAM samarpita Apano caraNakiMkara meghadarzanavijaya. 2 T/
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________________ prakAzakIya amArA saMghanA cAturmAsa daramyAna anekonuM jIvana parivartana karavAmAM siMhaphALo ApanArI vahelI savAranI tattvajJAna pravacanamALAne 'tattvajharaNuM" pustaka rupe prakAzita karatAM amAro saMgha atyaMta AnaMda anubhavI rahyo che. amAro mahAvIranagara saMgha eTalo puNyazALI che ke dara varSe amane pUjya gurubhagavaMto tathA sAdhvIjI ma.sAhebono lAbha maLato rahe che. teo amArA saMghane dharmamaya banAvavA kozISa karatA hoya che ane anekone AtmakalyANamAM AgaLa vadhAre che. paNa paryuSaNa parva pUrA thatAM ArAdhanAmAM oTa Ave che. paraMtu Azcarya sAthe AnaMdanI vAta che ke saM. 2018nA cAturmAsa mATe pa.pU. paMnyAsapravara zrI candrazekhara vijayajI ma. sAhebanA ziSya pU. gaNivarya zrI meghadarzana vijayajI ma. sAheba padhAryA te ja divasathI ArAdhanAnA pUra umaTyA. pahelI ja vAra amAruM cAturmAsa aSADha suda chaTha thI kA. vada trIja sudhI niraMtara gAjatuM rahyuM. 3 lAi roja savAre 6.30 thI 7.15 tattvajJAna upara atyaMta saraLa bhASAmAM pravacana, savAre 9 thI 10.15 prArthanAsUtra tathA bhaviSyadattacaritra upara pravacana, dara guruvAre rAtre 8.30 thI 10 yuvAno mATe vividha viSayo upara pravacana tathA DibeTa, dara zanivAre bALakone saMskArita karatI TInI-mInI zibIro ane TIna ejarsa zibIro, rajAnA divasomAM vividha viSayo upara jAhera pravacano vagere dvArA pAyAnI samaja ApavAmAM Avela; eTaluM ja nahi paNa dharmArAdhanAmAM rucI pedA karela. pravacanothI samajaNa pAmIne dharma-ArAdhanA karavAthI lokonA utsAhamAM khUba vadhAro thayo. 2 nI paryuSaNa mahAparva pUrvanI zibIromAM 2000thI vadhAre bhAi-baheno AvatA ane traNa traNa kalAka sudhI pUjyapAda gurubhagavaMtanA mukhethI bhagavAnanI vANInuM maMtramugdha banIne zravaNa karatAM. bALakone roja sAMje pratikramaNa karavAmAM, dara ravivArIya aSTaprakArI pUjA dvArA paramAtmabhaktimAM ane jAtajAtanI preraNA dvArA pauSadha vagere vividha ArAdhanAomAM joDAvA protsAhita karyA. ane ghaNAnA jIvana palaTavAmAM kAmiyAba banyA. zatruMjayanI bhAvayAtrA, duSkRtagahavidhAna, sukRta anumodanA vidhAna. zaMkhezvaranI bhAvayAtrA, pratikramaNanI bhAvayAtrA, saMcama-abhilASA, namaskAra mahAmaMtranI viziSTa ArAdhanA, vagere vividha anuSThAnonuM Ayojana karIne AkhAya cAturmAsa daramyAna dharmamaya vAtAvaraNanuM sarjana karyuM. vipula saMkhyAmAM sAmudAyika vIsa sthAnaka tapanI ArAdhanA sAthe 9 mAsakSamaNa sahita 200
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________________ thI vadhAre aThThAI vagere moTI tapazcaryA thaI, jemAM nAnA pa0 bhUlakAo paNa joDAyA hatA. - pUjyazrInA pravezathI zaru thayelo ArAdhanAono yajJa paryuSaNa pachI paNa satata cAlu rahyo. pravacano, zibIro tathA vividha kAryakramomAM paryuSaNa pachI paNa vizALa saMkhyAmAM lokoe lAbha lIdho ane phalazruti tarIke potAnA jIvanamAM ghaNuM parivartana lAvyA. | sAmAyika patraka, navakArajApa patraka, ArAdhanA patraka, pratikramaNa patraka, bIyAsaNA patraka, ukALeluM pANI patraka, vagere vividha patrakonA Ayojana vaDe samagra mahAvIranagara jaina saMgha vividha ArAdhanAomAM mazagula raho. chelle vizALa saMkhyAmAM bAravratadhArI zrAvaka-zrAvikA banIne saue saMghanuM nAma rozana karyuM. pUjyapAda gurubhagavaMtazrIe saMghamAM je utsAha jagAvyo tenA pariNAma rupe cArtumAsa pUrNa thayA pachI kAMdIvalIthI thANA mahAtIrthano cAra divasano pauSadhadhArI cha' rI pAlita saMgha nIkaLyo. muMbaImAM sau prathamavAra nIkaLelA A pauSadhadhArI cha' rI pAlita saMghathI khUba zAsanaprabhAvanA thaI. temAM joDAyelA moTI saMkhyAnA ArAdhakone joIne aneka AtmAo Arthaya pAmyA. pUjya gurubhagavaMta je bodha ApatA te svayaM potAnA jIvanamAM paNa pALatA hatA, teno eka ja dAkhalo ApuM chuM. eka ravivAre savAre 'zramaNa huM kayAre banuM' nI bhAvayAtrA cAlI rahI hatI. sAheba bilakula dhyAnamagna hatA. tapovanamAMthI eka yuvAna Avyo. lagabhaga daseka miniTa te sAhebanA sAme Ubho rahyo, paNa sAheba baMdha cakSue dhyAnamagna hovAthI temane jANa na thaI. te bhAInI dhIraja khUTI. sAhebanA hAthane sparza karyo. sAheba ekadama camakI gayA. sAme yuvAna Ubho hato; paraMtu temanA mukha upara leza mAtra raMja nahi. ucATa nahi ke akALamaNa nahi. hasatA hasatA be miniTa tenI sAthe jarura pUratI vAta karIne pAchA dhyAnamAM magna thaI gayA. kahevAno sAra e che ke kaSAya na karavAno upadeza ApanAra temaNe kharekhara potAnuM jIvana paNa tevuM ja banAveluM hatuM. AvA to aneka prasaMgo cAturmAsa daramyAna amane jANavA - anubhavavA maLyA che. pote je upadeza Apyo, teno amala temanA jIvanamAM jaNAto hovAthI temanA upadezanI khUba ja asara thaI. ghaNA loko dharma pAmyA. ghaNAnuM mULathI jIvana parivartana thayuM. pUjyazrInI savAranI tattvajJAnanI pravacanamALAthI jainadharmanI tathA tenA sUkSma siddhAntonI sAcI samajaNa amane saune maLI. sAMbhaLeluM te bhUlI
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________________ na javAya, vAraMvAra vicArI zakAya tathA bIjA paNa aneka AtmAo A tattvajJAnane pAmI zake te mATe te pravacanone pustaka rupe pragaTa karavAnI bhAvanA jijJAsuo taraphathI vAraMvAra karAtAM, dIkSA, zibIro, pravacano, ziSyone adhyApana vagere aneka kAryomAM vyasta hovA chatAM pUjya gurubhagavaMte potAno kiMmatI samaya kADhIne A pustakanuM lakhANa karI ApyuM che, te badala ame temano AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A pustikAnuM vAraMvAra vAMcana - manana karIne sau koI AcAra saMpana jIvananA svAmI bane tevI zubhabhAvanA. fistor Febr Elo spiegi (is w 1591,330, 1/2 --- >> binism li. bAbulAla nemacaMda zAha mAnad pramukha ane TrasTI zrI mahAvIranagara zve. mU. jaina saMgha zaMkaragalI, kAMdIvalI (ve.), muMbai - 60. SA an fels navA pa The 16,0 Al feins
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________________ mArA mananI vAta ka st Tobleronoke, pUjyapAda paramArAdhyapAda bhavodadhitAraka gurudevazrI paM. caMdrazekhara vijayajI ma. sAhebanI asIma kRpA ane ArzIvAdathI saM. 2058-59 zrI mahAvIranagara saMghanuM cAturmAsa aneka rIte yAdagAra ane yazasvI banI rahyuM. nAnA bALakathI mAMDIne vaDilo sudhI sauno ullAsa-umaMga viziSTa hato. adanA kAryakarathI mAMDIne TrasTI-pramukha sudhInA sauno sahakAra anumodanIya hato. PSIP flap elbse sla forsis & Blois su Diss Clep Dis vividha viSayaka pravacano, jIvanaparivartaka zibIro ane navalA anuSThAnonA Ayojano vacce paNa vahelI savAranI tattvajJAna pravacanamALAe lokonA hRdayamAM aneruM AkarSaNa pedA karyuM hatuM. vahelI savAranA khuzanumA vAtAvaraNamAM, gharanA badhA kAryoM choDIne ghaNI moTI saMkhyAmAM hAjara rahetAM zrotAonI jijJAsA mArAmAM paNa navo ullAsa ane joma pedA karatI. pravacanamALA dvArA temanAmAM pedA thato jainazAsana pratyeno ahobhAva joine AnaMda thato. aSADha vada bIjathI kArataka vada trIja sudhI (paryuSaNa parva sivAya) satata cAlelI A pravacanamALAthI thayelA anekonA samajapUrvakanA jIvanaparivartana jANIne mahenata saphaLa thatI jaNAtI. zrotAonI vAraMvAra mAMgaNI thavA lAgI ke A comAsAnA tattvajJAnanI pravacanamALAnA tamAma pravacanonuM pustaka bahAra paDe to ame tene vAraMvAra vAgoLI zakIe. thayelA jIvanaparivartanane TakAvavA pUrvaka AgaLa vadhArI zakIe. samayanI pratikULatA vagere kAraNosara icchA na hovA chatAM ya thanArA saMbhavita lAbha ane zrotAonA dabANa sAme jhUkI javAyuM; pariNAma svarupe A pustaka prakAzita thai rahyuM che. pUjyapAda nemIsUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebanA samudAyanA sAdhvIjI rAjendraprabhAzrIjI Adi ThANA cAturmAsa birAjamAna hatA. temanA ziSyA harSarekhAzrIjIe tattvajJAna pravacanonI je noMdha karI hatI, tenA AdhAre jarurI sudhArA-vadhArA karIne A pustakanuM sarjana thai zakyuM che.
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________________ A pustakamAM tattvajJAnanA gahanapadArtho nathI. jaina dharmanA tattvajJAnanA pAyAnA siddhAnto, viSayo, zabdo vagerenuM sthUlathI sAmAnya jJAna che. lekhana paddhatinuM ke pravacana paddhatinuM A pustaka nathI. paNa bhaNAvavA rupe thayelI rajUAtanuM A pustaka che mATe tenI ghaNI maryAdA che. fosis pf citrapaTomAM hAthathI je samajAvyuM hoya, abhinaya dvArA je batADyuM; hoya te badhuM te rIte rajU na thai zake te sahaja che. vaLI zikhavavAnuM hovAthI keTalIka vAtonI vAraMvAra rajUAta paNa thai che. bALa jIvone najaramAM laine sthUla rIte vyAkhyAo vagere karAi che. pUrvApara saMbaMdha na sacavAyo hoya ke dUrAnvaya thayo hoya te zakya che. tethI A badhI maryAdAo dhyAnamAM laine, abhyAsa karavAnI dRSTie A pustaka sujJajanone vAMcavA-vicAravA bhalAmaNa che. ghara A pustakamAM je kAMi sAruM che, te badhuM mArA bhavodadhitAraka gurudevazrInA agaNita AzIrvAdanA prabhAve che. je kAMi viparIta rajUAta thai hoya, temAM mAro a5kSayopazama kAraNa che. vidvAno te tarapha dhyAna doraze to yogya sudhAro thai zakaze. prAnte paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa pratipAdana thayuM hoya to trividhe trividhe micchA mi dukkaDam. be ver follute meghadarzanavijaya. Total POD INsiatis fols bus fa rap mic A yuga Silas EPS 101951 bellied ma ghara sI. esa. pArakI ma Taforale }}* *'' pes Chefare faktop iutaplent S 10) 027 vAra
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________________ bit. kh yLk, &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&8*AX8*AX8*XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX GPS**********YXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX bApaS namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhAM. namo AyariyANAM namo uvajjhAyANa namo loe savva sAhUNAM eso paMca namukkAro sagya pAtra praNAmo maMgalANaM ca sanvesi paDhamaM havaI maMgalam ahaMnto bhagavaMta indumahitA: siddhAcca siddhisthitA, AcAryA jinazAsanonnatikarAra, pUjyA upAdhyAyakAra, ( zrIsiddhAntasupAThakA munivarA, ratnAkayArAdhakAra, paMcate parameSThinaH pratidina, kuryanta vo maMgalama 1 zivamastu sarvajagataH, parahitaniratA bhavantu bhUtagaNAH, | doSA: prayAju nAza, sarvatra sukhI bhavatu lokaH | cattAri maMgalama arihaMtA maMgalama, siddhA maMgalama, sAt maMgalama,. kevali-patnatto dhammo maMgalama | - cattAri loguttamA, arihaMtA loguttamA, siddhA loguttamA, sAhU lAguttamAM kevali patnano dhammo lAguttamo | - cattAri saraNe pavanajAmi arihaMte sara pavajAmi siddha saraNe pavAmi. sAhu saraNe pavajAmi kevali-pannAM dharmo saraNe pavajAmi | : maMgalazloka :) cadIya samyakatva balAta pratImo, bhavAdezAnAM parama svabhAvama, kuvAsanApAsa vinAzanAya namostu tarasaiM tava zAsanAya. namostu tamma jina zAsanAya. BYR DER BYXRDUR BURSA RESA DESA PER DER HERRER HEXA RESA artha jenA samyakatvanA prabhAvathI ame ApanA parama svabhAvane jANI-samajI svIkArI zakIe chIe te kuvAsanAonA pAsano nAza karanAra ApanA 2 jinazAsanane namaskAra thAo. KDXB XXR 1888 8888 8888 8888 XXR BYXR **
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________________ saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : bIja. zukravAra. tA. 26-07-02 taraNa tAraNahAra devAdhideva paramapitA paramAtmA mahAvIradeva vaizAkha sudadazamanA kevaLajJAna pAmyA. samavasaraNa maMDAyuM. adhUrIdezanA choDIne paramAtmAe vihAra AdaryAM, kAraNake te vakhate viratino pariNAma koine jAge tema nahoto. viratinA pariNAma vinA jainazAsananI sthApanA thai zake nahi. jo ApaNA hRdayamAM haju sudhI viratino pariNAma jAgyo nathI to ApaNA hRdayamAM jaina zAsana haju sthapAyuM nathI. yAda rahe ke jagatamAM jaina zAsananI sthApanA thAya to ApaNuM kalyANa, ema nahi paNa ApaNA hRdayamAM jaina zAsana sthapAya to ja ApaNuM kalyANa. apApApurI nagarInI bahAra mahAsena udhAnamAM prabhu padhAryA. samavasaraNa maMDAyuM. indrabhUti vagere agiyAre brAhmaNo vAdavivAda karavA jhaghaDavA prabhu pAse AvyA. prabhue temane ke temanA vedane khoTA na kahetAM temaNe vedanI paMktionA arthanI karelI gerasamaja dUra karI dIdhI. temaNe te paMktionuM yogya arthaghaTana karI batADyuM. sAmenI vyaktine potAnI banAvavAno upAya tene khoTI sAbIta karavI te nathI, paNa tene sAcI samajaNa ApavI te che. agiyAre paMDito potAnA kula 4400 ziSyo sAthe kramazaH tyAM AvyA, ane paramAtmAnA A syAdvAda dRSTinA AtmiyatApUrvakanA samAdhAnathI saue paramAtmAnA caraNe potAnuM jIvana samarpita karyuM. temaNe paramAtmAne traNa pradakSiNA ApI. pradakSiNA utkRSTa vinaya che. pUjya vyakti potAnI jamaNI bAju rahe te rIte temanI cAre bAju pharavuM te pradakSiNA kahevAya. dareka vakhate temaNe bhagavAnane savAla karyo, "bhaMte ! kiM tatta?'' 'bhagavAna tattva zuM che ?'' jIvananA vikAsanI zaruAta tattvanI jijJAsAthI thAya. jayAM sudhI tattvajJAna prApta thAya nahi, tyAM sudhI Atmika pariNati ghaDAvI muzkela che. AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhavA paramAtmAe batADelA tattvajJAnane avazya jANavuM joie. nA, mAtra jANavAthI nahi cAle, zakti pramANe tene jIvanamAM AtmasAt paNa karavuM ja rahyuM. anyathA mokSa dUra samajavo. paramAtmAe-traNe vakhata pUchAyelA eka sarakhA savAla, "ciM tatta ?" no javAba-judA judA traNa padothI Apyo. (1)''upangei vA.'' (2)'vigamei vA.'' (3)''dhruvei vA.' A traNa padone tripadI kahevAya. ''utpanna paNa thAya tatvajharaNuM 1
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________________ che, nAza paNa pAme che, sthira paNa rahe che.jagatanA tamAma padArtho A traNa svarupe rahyA che. | paramAtmA pratyenA samarpaNabhAva, vinaya, bahumAna vagerethI te 11 brAhmaNone jabaradasta kSayopazama thayo. janma-vicAra-AcArathI brAhmaNa hovA chatAMya mAtra aMtarmuharta (48 miniTathI paNa ochA) kALamAM temaNe paramAtmAnA prabhAvathI dvAdazAMgI(bAra aMgasUtro)nI racanA karI. paramAtmAe temanI upara vAsakSepa karavApUrvaka temaNe racelI te dvAdazAMgIne sarTIphAiDa karI. temane gaNadhara pade sthApyA. | (vAsa = sugaMdhIcUrNa, kSepa = nAMkhavuM. "vAsakSepa karo'. ema bolAya paNa 'vAsakSepa nAMkho'. ema na bolAya.) ne paramAtmAnA prabhAvanI tAkAta kevI ajabagajabanI che ! brAhamaNone kSaNavAramAM jainazAstronuM saMpUrNa jJAna thavA lAge. jaina zAsananA zrutajJAnane teo sUtramAM gUMthI de. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe ApelA arthanA AdhAre gaNadhara bhagavaMto sUtro gUMthe (race) che. paramAtmAnA anugrahathI gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe gUMthelA AgamazAstro gurudevonA AzIrvAdathI ApaNane maLyA. | jIvananA utthAnamAM cAra mahattvanA paribaLo che. jenI pAse te cAra AvyA te moTI mUDI kamAi gayo. tenuM jIvana saphaLa banI gayuM. (1) paramAtmAno anugraha (2) gurudevonI kRpA (3) mAtA-pitAnA AzIrvAda ane (4) dIna-anAtha mAnava tathA abola pazuonI duA. gaNadharabhagavaMtoe tripadI uparathI je dvAdazAMgInI racanA karI, te AcArAMgasUtra vagere bAra aMgomAM chellA aMganuM nAma deSTivAda che. cauda pUrvo to A daSTivAdano eka nAnakaDo bhAga gaNAya ! mahAvidehakSetranA eka hAthInA vajana jeTalI sUkI zAhImAM pANI nAMkhIne bhInI zAhI banAvIne jeTaluM lakhAya te eka pUrva kahevAya. be hAthInA vajananI sUkI zAhI dvArA je lakhAya te bIjuM pUrva. benA Dabala cAra hAthInA vajananI sUkI zAhIthI jeTaluM lakhAya te trIjuM pUrva. A rIte Dabala Dabala karatAM javAnuM. kalpanA karI juo ke cauda pUrvemAM keTaluM badhuM jJAna Ave ? to daSTivAdamAM keTaluM thAya ? bAre aMgomAM maLIne keTaluM jJAna thAya ? ATaluM badhuM jJAna-mAtrA aMtarmuhUrtamAM-racavAnI tAkAta gaNadhara bhagavaMtomAM jenA prabhAvathI prApta thai te bhagavAna keTalA badhA mahAna ? temanA caraNomAM jeTalIvAra vaMdanA karIe teTalI ochI. tatvajharaNuM
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________________ paramAtmAnI tripadI uparathI racAyelI dvAdazAMgImAM aDhaLaka tattvo samAyelA che. temAMnA keTalAka tattvonI vicAraNA A pravacanamALAmAM karavI che. dharmanI tamAma kriyAo karavI jarUrI che. temAM haju paNa vadhAro karavo joie. sAthe sAthe jo tattvajJAnanI samajaNa paNa meLavIzuM to te kriyAo mAtra uparachallI na banatAM sAcI banavA lAgaze. dharmanI imArata khokhalI caNAvAnA badale tattvajJAnanA pAyA dvArA majabUta sarjAze. tattvajJAna AMtarika parivartana lAvaze. aMdara AveluM parivartana bAhuparivartana paNa karyA vinA nahi rahe. tattvajJAnane sAcA arthamAM samajIne pachI AtmasAta karyA pachI dharma karavAnuM kahevuM nahi paDe, aMdarathI dharmArAdhanA karavAnuM mana thaze. je ArAdhanA thAya che, te vadhu saMgIna thaze. idharmanuM prANatattva che. AtmA. jeNe AtmAne jANyo teNe badhuM jANI lIdhuM. AcArAMgasUtramAM kahyuM che ke, "jo ega jANai so sadhuM jANai, jo savva jANai, so ega jANai " ThANAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che ke, "ege AcA' vijJAnano pAyo padArtho che. dharmano pAyo AtmA che. je padArthone kendramAM rAkhIne jIve te sAco dharmI na banI zake. je AtmAne kendramAM rAkhIne jIve te pAkko saMsArI na banI zake. mATe ApaNe AtmAne vicArIe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukakaDam. . | tuqjJALanA cha pAyA 1) AtmA che. | 2) AtmA-zarIrathI judo-nitya che. | 3) AtmA karmano kartA (bAMdhanAra) che. 4) AtmA (potAnA) karmano bhokatA (bhogavanAro) che. 5) AtmAno mokSa (karmothI chUTakAro) che. | 6) AtmAnA mokSanA upAyo che. | tatvajharaNuM - 3
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________________ saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : trIja. zanivAra, tA. 20-00-02 mahAna tattvaciMtaka menyuala kAnTa savAre pharavA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM koine athaDAyA. athaDAyelI vyaktie gussAmAM pUchyuM. "Who are you?" (tame koNa cho?) kAnTe kahyuM, "If you could answer the same question to me, I would give you my half kingdom." (jo tame te ja savAlano javAba mane Apazo to huM tamane mArI aDadhI milkata bheTa ApuM) A sAMbhaLIne pelAno gusso ogaLI gayo. teNe kahyuM, "tame to mahAna tattvaciMtaka lAgo cho. pharatAM pharatAM ya kevI tattvanI vicAraNA ane vAta karo cho !'' aDadhI milkata ApavAnI taiyArI chatAM ""huM koNa chuM ?" no javAba kAnTa na meLavI zakayo, ApaNe keTalA badhA puNyazALI chIe ke gaLathUthIthI jainazAsana maLavAthI ApaNe jANIe chIe ke huM eTale AtmA. vidhArthIoe vaijJAnikane pUchayuM, "Which will be our furhter research now?" Asiras : To know my self is our last and further research. To know myself means who am I? (yel ed yeloil zodha zI ? potAnI jAtane oLakhavI te ApaNI have pachInI chellI zodha haze. potAnI jAtane oLakhavI eTale huM koNa chuM ? te jANavuM.) potAnI jAtane jANavI, potAnI jAtane oLakhavI, te ja sauthI mahattvanuM rIsarca che. jeNe potAnI jAtane oLakhI, teno mokSa nizcita. jeNe potAnI jAtane nathI oLakhI, teNe jagatanA padArthone jANyA to ya zuM ane na jANyA to ya zuM? jANavA jevI to potAnI jAta che ke huM eTale koNa ? - jAtane pUchIe ke huM eTale koNa? huM eTale mANasa? huM eTale ramaNabhAi? huM eTale puruSa? huM eTale jADo? huM eTale DokaTara? huM eTale UMco? huM eTale goro? huM eTale sAdhu? huM eTale zrImaMta? bolo to kharA... huM eTale koNa? | zabdothI javAba ApIe ke ""huM eTale AtmA." te na cAle. ApaNe ApaNane AtmA tarIke anubhavIe chIe kharA? ApaNe ApaNane AtmA tarIke jANI laie, oLakhI laie to pachI kAMi kahevAnI jarura nahi rahe. ane jo ApaNe ApaNI jAtane jANyA vinA game teTaluM karIe to tenAthI aMdaranuM parivartana kadAca na paNa Ave. - jAtane pUchIe ke sAmAyika ghaNA karyo, samatA keTalI AvI? pUjA ghaNI karI, prasannatA keTalI pedA thai? AyaMbIla ghaNA karyA, khAvAnI Asakita tatvajharaNuM
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________________ keTalI tUTI? pratikramaNa ghaNA karyAM, pApano bhaya keTalo pedA thayo? jIvananA vartana-vyavahAra,bolI-cAlI,vicAradhArAmAM koi pharaka paDayo? ke dharmasthAnomAM dharmI ane saMsAramAM pakA saMsArI banIne rahyA? vyavahAradharmo badhA sevavAnA che, te eke ya choDavAnA nathI, paNa sAthe sAthe nizcayane paNa vicAravAno to kharo. yAda rahe ke jamavAnuM bhale rasoDAmAM hoya, paNa pacAvavAnuM to covIseya kalAka-jayAM jAo tyAM-cAlu hoya tema dharmakriyAo bhale derAsara ke upAzrayamAM karavAnI hoya paNa te dharmane pacAvavAnuM to badhe ja cAlu joie. sAcI dharmakriyA karanArAnA vicAro, vArtAlApa ane vartanamAM pojhITIvalI pharaka paDyA vinA na rahevo joie, paNa te to tyAre ja zakya bane ke jayAre jAtane oLakhIe. jo AtmA tarIke jAtane nahi oLakhIe to dharmakriyA karavAM chatAM ya kadAca ApaNA khoTA vyavahAro, vArtAlApo te dharmakriyAnI niMdA karAvanArA banaze. derAsaramAM caityavaMdanamAM Aja mArA prabhujI ! sAmuM juo ne, sevaka kahIne bolAvo re'' bolIe tyAre kadAca bhagavAna kahe ke mAre ya tane sevaka kahIne bolAvavo to che, paNa zI rIte bolAvuM? tuM to derAsaramAM paNa sevaka tarIke kyAM varte che? ahIM paNa zrImaMta, TrasTI, pitA, pati ke sAsu tarIke varte che. zI rIte tane sevaka kahuM?" sAcuM bolo zarIranA saMbaMdho mukhya karIne derAsaramAM jaie chIe ke AtmAne mukhya banAvIne?' mahopAdhyAyajI yazovijayajI ma. sAheba yogazataka graMthamAM jaNAve che ke,''saue roja potAnA AtmAnuM bArIkAithI nirIkSaNa karavuM joie.'' tenA mATe temaNe tyAM 'AtmasaMprekSaNa' zabdano prayoga karyo che. dharmArAdhanA ke sAMsArika vyavahAro karavAthI mArA AtmAmAM zuM pharaka paDyo? rAga-dveSa keTalA ochA thayA? krodha nabaLo paDyo? kAmavikAro ghaTyA? khAvAnI lAlasA maMda paDI? ahaMkAra nAza pAmyo? mArI ArAdhanAonuM mane zuM pariNAma maLyuM? te roja cakAsavuM joie. ane jo pariNAma na maLyuM hoya to khAmI kayAM che? te tapAsavuM joie. ta svIca ona karavA chatAM prakAza na thAya to tapAsa na karIe ke khAmI kAM che? balba ke phayujha uDI to nathI gayo ne? tapAsa karyA pachI khAmI dUra na karIe? sAmAyika karyAM pachI samatA, prabhudarzana karyAM pachI nirvikAritA, upavAsa karyA pachI AsaktimAM ghaTADo na jaNAya to vAMka ArAdhanAno nathI, tatvajharaNuM 5
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________________ paNa mArI koi bhUlano che. te bhUla kai? zuM huM zarIra, dhana ke strIne ja mukhya banAvIne mArA AtmAne bhUlI to gayo nathI ne? AtmA' zabda bolavAmAM to che, paNa jIvavAnA staramAM che ke nahi ? badhI sagavaDo joie che zarIra mATe. zarIra na hoya to paMkhA, TI.vI., phrIjha, gADI, strI, makAna vagere koinI jarUra nathI. zarIrane mukhya karyuM, mATe A badhAnI jarura paDI. te mATe paisA jarUrI banyA. tenI pAchaLa pAgala thatAM AtmA bhUlAyo. have te bhUla sudhArIe. zarIrane gauNa karIne AtmAne mukhya banAvIe. Aja sudhI zarIrane kendramAM rAkhIne jIvanapaddhati goThavI che, have AtmAne kendramAM rAkhIne jIvIe. AMtarika pariNati khUba mahattvanI che. mAruM zarIra ane mAruM kapaDuM juduM che. zarIra e kapaDuM nathI, kapaDuM e zarIra nathI. tema huM AtmA, ane mAruM, zarIra judA che. huM e zarIra nathI ane zarIra e huM nathI. duniyA mATe bhale huM eTale meghadarzana vijaya nAmano sAdhu, paNa mArI AMtara pariNati mATe huM eTale meghadarzana vijaya nahi paNa AtmA. A be vaccenuM bhedajJAna khUba jarUrI che. bAhya paristhiti zarIrane asara karI zake, AtmAne nahi, mane nahi, tethI koi game te saMbhaLAvI jAya, kahI jAya, mAre kadI akaLAvAnuM nahi. jaina zAsananuM tattvajJAna meLavavuM joie. AtmasAt karavuM joie. tattvajJAnI bananAra pAse jIvana jIvavAnI AgavI kalA AvyA vinA na rahe. tattvajJAnI haMmezA prasanna, svastha ane samAdhimaya rahI zake. bAhaparisthiti tenI prazAntavAhitAne jarA ya khalela pahoMcADI na zake. tattvajJAnanI sparzanA karavA jainazAsananA AtmA vagere padArthone pUrNa zraddhAthI kAyama mATe svIkAravA joie. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. SE DO S ila cabinas Follos S TICS tatvajharaNuM
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________________ la caTakA bharyA karyuM che. mane to AtmA pote rama saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 4. ravivAra, tA. 28-07-02 ) ramaNamaharSinI vAta jANo cho ? ramaNa nAmanA nAnA chokarAnA bApA mRtyu pAmyA. ravajano kahe, "ramaNa ! bApA gayA.' bApAnuM zarIra gharamAM hatuM. ramaNa. vicAre che, "bApA gayA eTale koNa gayuM?' hAtha, paga, AMkha, kAna, nAka, zarIra badhuM to ahIM hAjara che. zarIra ahIM che paNa bApA gayA che. tethI bApA ane bApAnuM zarIra judA lAge che. to bApA eTale koNa ? tenI tapAsa karavA te gharethI nIkaLyo. tiruvanAmalai pahoMcyo tyAM maMdiramAM puSkaLa kIDIoe tene caTakA bharyA. lohI nIkaLyuM. zarIra ane AtmA judA che, tenuM bhAna thayuM. lohI zarIrane nIkaLyuM che, mane nahi. pIDA zarIrane thAya che, mane nahi. huM ane zarIra judA che. huM eTale zarIrathI judo AtmA. zarIra ane AtmA judA che tevo sAkSAtkAra thavo tenuM ja nAma AtmasAkSAtkAra, ramaNa pote ramaNa maharSi banyA. 45 AgamamAM rAyapAseNIya (rAjapraznIca) sUtra nAmanuM Agama che. temAM AtmA, svarga, naraka saMbaMdhita kezIgaNadhAra ane pradezIrAjAno vArtAlApa gautamasvAmInA savAlanA javAba rupe paramAtmA mahAvIradeve kaho che. mahAnAstika pradezI-potAnA citra nAmanA maMtrI sAthe-udhAnamAM padhArelA kezIgaNadhAra pAse jhaghaDavA gayo, paNa temanA jJAnathI te prabhAvita thai gayo. teNe savAla karyo. "huM AtmAne mAnato nathI. meM eka jIvatA mANasane peka paTArAmAM pUryo. cAre bAju sazastra cokI goThavI. thoDA divasa pachI kholatA aMdara maDaduM hatuM. jo AtmA nIkaLyo hoya to te paTArAne chidra na paData ? sainiko na pakaData ? | kezI gaNadhAra : peka rUmamAM karAto zaMkha vagere vAjIMtrono avAja chidra pADyA vinA jema bahAra nIkaLe che, pakaDI zakAto nathI, tema AtmA paNa arupI hovAthI chidra pADayA vinA ke pakaDAyA vinA nIkaLI zake che. - pradezI : peka paTArAmAM ekavAra meM maDaduM mUkayuM. thoDA divasa pachI kholatA temAM kIDA khadabadatA hatA. chidro pADyA vinA aMdara AtmAo kevI rIte pravezyA? sainikoe joyA to nahi! kezI gaNadhAra : dhagadhagatuM tapAveluM lokhaMDa joyuM che ne ? chidro pADyA vinA jema lokhaMDamAM Aga praveze tema AtmA kema na pravezI zake ? - pradezI : mArA dAdImA dharmI hatA, temano AtmA je svargamAM gayo hoya to mane pApIyAne dharma karavAnuM kahevA kema na Avyo ? kezI gaNadhAra : zaNagAra sajI banI ThanIne, tame kayAMka jatA ho ane tatvajharaNuM
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________________ rastAmAM navA saMDAzamAM besIne lADavo khAvAnuM koi kahe to tame svIkAro? te rIte devalokamAM gayelA tamArA dAdImA saMDAza jevA gaMdhAtA mAnavalokamAM zI rIte Ave ? chatAM rAgathI AvavAnuM mana kare ane huM hamaNAM nATaka joi ne jAu chuM evuM vicAre to te nATaka jovAmAM hajAro varSo vItI jAya. ahIMnI peDhIo palaTAi jAya. tethI tene kahevA zI rIte Ave ? pradezI H mArA bApA bhayAnaka pApI hatA. narakamAM gayA haze ne? teo mane kahevA kema na AvyA ke beTA ! pApa na kara, nahi to tAre paNa mArI jema narakamAM duHkho bhogavavA AvavuM paDaze ! kezI gaNadhAra : tArI patnI sUryakAntAnI cheDatI karanArane tArI sAme hAjara karAya to huM zuM kare ? pradezIH huM choDuM ja nahi. jelamAM pUruM, phAMsInI sajA karuM. kezI : te vakhate te tArA pagamAM paDIne kahe ke, "mArA ghare jaine mArI patnI-dIkarAone maLIne AvuM, to tuM tene javA de ? pradezI : nA, jarAya nahi. kezI : basa, te ja rIte tArA bApAne ahIM AvavAnuM mana hoya to ya tyAMnA paramAdhAmI devo temane ahIM AvavA detAM nathI. pradezI : meM phAMsInI sajAvALA eka jIvatA coranA be TUkaDA karAvyA. kayAMya AtmA na maLyo. be nA cAra TUkaDA karyA, cAranA ATha, AThanA soLa, A rIte nAnA rAi rAi jeTalA TUkaDAo karyA, paNa kayAMya mane teno AtmA nA dekhAyo, mATe huM AtmAne zI rIte mAnuM ?" kezI gaNadhAra : tuM to pelA kaThIyArA jevo lAge che ! jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kApavA janArA kaThIyArAoe eka kaThIyArAne kahyuM ke, "tAre rasoi banAvIne taiyAra rAkhavI. jo A dIvo olavAi jAya to lAkaDAmAMthI agni peTAvIne paNa rasoi karavI.'' jayAre badhA jamavA pahoMcyA tyAre rasoi taiyAra nahotI. kAraNa pUchatAM teNe kahyuM, 'agni na hato. lAkaDAmAM paNa na hato. meM lAkaDAnA be TUkaDA karyA. benA cAra, ATha, soLa, are rAi-rAi jeTalA TUkaDA karyA to ca na dekhAyo. huM agni vinA kevI rIte rasoi karuM? tyAre badhAe kahyuM "agni to lAkaDAmAM che ja. te dekhAya nahi. be lAkaDA ghasavAnI prakriyA karIe to maLe.' ema kahIne pragaTa karyo. pradezI ! tuM Avo kaThIyAro na bana. zarIramAM AtmA che ja. te dekhAya nahi paNa sAdhanA karavAthI pragaTa thAya. jema dUdhamAM ghI che, tema zarIramAM AtmA che, ema svIkAravuM joie. tatvajharaNuM
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________________ AvA aneka savAlonA yuktisaMgata javAbo ApIne kezIgaNadhAre AtmA, devaloka, naraka vagerenI siddhi karI batADI. paNa varasothI svIkArelI. ane manamAM ghara karI gayelI mAnyatA kevI rIte chUTe? vAraMvAra pote jeno pracAra-prasAra karyo hoya te choDavuM saheluM thoDuM che ? kezI gaNadhAre kahyuM, "kUvo bApano hoya ethI temAM DUbI na marAya. sAcI vAta, lAbhanI vAta jANavA maLe to khoTI vAta choDI devAmAM DahApaNa che. - cAra mANaso dhana kamAvA nIkaLyA. pahelA rAphaDAmAM lokhaMDa nIkaLyuM. badhAe bhAro banAvIne uMcakayo. AgaLa bIjA rAphaDAmAM tAMbu maLyuM. lokhaMDa mUkIne tAMbAno bhAro lIdho, paNa eka jaNe lokhaMDano bhAro na choDyo. ATaluM ucakIne lAvavAnI mahenata thoDI nakAmI javA devAya? AgaLa cAMdInI khANa AvI. badhAe tAMbu mUkI cAMdI lIdhI, paNa pelAe lokhaMDa na choDyuM. pachI sonAnI khANa AvI. badhAe cAMdI choDIne sona lIdhuM paNa pelAe lokhaMDa na choDyuM. sau sAta peDhI sukhI thayA paNa, pelo lokhaMDa rAkhanAro tevo sukhI na thayo. pradezI ! bola, tAre zuM karavuM che? lokhaMDanA bhArA uMcakanArA jevuM banavuM che? A sAMbhaLIne pradezI rAjAe AtmAne svIkAryo. potAnI khoTI mAnyatA choDIne dharmI banyo. chele mRtyu pAmI sUryAbhadeva banIne prabhunI bhakti karavA Avyo. | DAlo mANasa te ja kahevAya ke, je paristhiti palaTAya tema potAnA vicAro paNa palaTe. je paristhiti badalAvA chatAM ya potAnA vicAro na badale, te kAM to mUrkha hoya athavA to jIddI ke abhimAnI hoya. Aje ravivAra che. koi pUche, Aje kayo vAra che? to ravivAra kaho. pachI kAle koi pUche ke, "Aje kayo vAra? to somavAra ja kahevo paDe. je ravivAra ja kahe, potAnuM pakaDAi gayeluM choDe ja nahi to cAle? paramAtmA mahAvIradeve kahyuM che ke, "hamaNAM mare to sAtamI narake jAya, kSaNa pachI pUchayuM to sAtamI naraka na kahI, paNa sarvArthasiddhavimAna kahyuM kAraNake prasanacaMdra rAjarSinI Atmikasthiti palaTAi gai hatI. - jIvanano vikAsa teno ja thAya ke je jema jema navuM navuM jANato jAya tema tema potAnAmAM ghara karI gayelI khoTI mAnyatAone choDato jAya. navI navI AtmavikAsanI vAto svIkArato jAya. jo tevA khulA dIlanA na banatAM kadAgrahI banIzuM to sAco AtmavikAsa kadI sAdhI nahIM zakIe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDama. tatvajharaNuM
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________________ saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 5. somavAra, tA. 29-00-02 ja samagra vizvanA tamAma vyavahAronA mULamAM AtmA che. jo AtmA ja nA hoya to A jagatanA koipaNa padArthanuM kAMipaNa mUlya gaNAya kharuM? jo AtmA ja na hoya to TI.vI., vIDIyo, gADI, bhojana, dhana vagere duniyAnI tamAme tamAma bhautika sAmagrIo nakAmI banI jAya. maDadAne A badhuM zuM kAmamAM Ave ? AtmAnuM ATaluM badhuM mahattva hovA chatAM ya ApaNI najara tenA tarapha na jatI hoya to ApaNI keTalI kaMgALIcata ! ApaNo AtmA subject che, bAkInA badhA padArtho object che. subject vinA object nI koi AvazyakatA nathI. AjanuM vijJAna object eTale ke dunyavI padArthone kendramAM rAkhIne potAnI mUrkhatA batADe che jyAre dharma subject eTale ke AtmAne kendramAM rAkhe che, mATe ja vijJAna karatA dharmanI velyu vadhAre che, paNa zikSita, zaherI, zrImaMta banelA jamAnAvAdI lokone haju A vAta samajAtI nathI, e kevuM Azvarya ApaNane A dharmanuM mahAmUlya kayAre samajAze? zarIramAM AtmA kayAM rahe che? magajamAM? hRdayamAM? hAtha ke pagamAM? AkhA zarIramAM? bhAnamAM rahelA prANInA zarIrane soya ke TAMcaNI aDADatA jayAM jyAM pIDAno anubhava thAya tyAM tyAM AtmA che. pIDA na thAya tyAM AtmA nathI. vALa nAnA karAvo to pIDA na thAya, mULathI loca karAvo to thAya, to AtmA vALanA mULamAM che, paNa uparanA vALamAM nathI. nakha samAro to pIDA na thAya, kAco ukhaDe to thAya. dAMta upara lAza ghaso to na thAya, dAMta tUTe to thAya. kAraNa ke vALa-nakha-dAMtanA mULamAM AtmA che, bahAranA bhAgamAM nahi. bane tyAM sudhI ApaNA vyavahAramAM hiMsaka zabdono prayoga na thAya tenI kALajI levI. zAka kApo,nakha kApo,na bolatAM nakha samAro, zAka sudhAro vagere bolAya. "sAbunA TUkaDA karo'nA badale sAbuno bhAga joie che, evuM bolAya. ApaNI bhASA paNa ahiMsaka banavI joie. samajaNa maLe tema jIvanamAM sudhArA karatA rahevuM joie. dorI bAMdhatAM paNa dAMta kacakacAvavA nahi ema zAstromAM jaNAvyuM che, kAraNake tenAthI kaThora-hiMsaka pariNAma pedA thAya che. kaThoratA AtmAnA komaLatA nAmanA guNanI katala kare che, mATe kaThora bhASAno prayoga kadI na karavo. ApaNA tamAma vyavahAromAM AtmA ane tenA guNo kendramAM rahevA joie. badhI dharmArAdhanAo karavA chatAM savArathI sAMja sudhImAM ApaNe ApaNA AtmAne ja yAda na karIe, bhUlI jaie to ApaNe kevA? zuM ApaNI najara ApaNA AtmA tarapha roja jAya che kharI? tatvajharaNuM | 10
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________________ ApaNe pote ja potAnA sAcA nyAyAdhIza chIe. (Yoy are the best judge of yourself) potAnI jAtane chetaravA jevuM bhayAnaka pApa apekSAe bIjuM koi nathI. AtmA saMkoca-vikAsazIla che. (sthitisthApaka-ilAsTIka jevo che.) hAthInA bhAvamAM hAthI jeTalo vistarI zake che to kIDInA bhavamAM kIDI jeTalo saMkocAi zake che. phuggAne jeTalo phUlAvo teTalo kule ne ? kevalI samudaghAtamAM AtmA cauda rAjaloka jeTalo vistarI zake che. to bIjA bhavamAM jatAM aMgulanA asaMkhyAtamA bhAga jeTalo atizaya sUkSma paNa banI zake che. AtmA apI che. tene koi kalara, gaMdha, svAda, sparza, vagere na hoya. te bhAre ke halako, cIkaNo ke lukho, komaLa ke kharabacaDo, ThaMDo ke garama na hoya. are ! teno koi AkAra paNa na hoya. pANIno AkAra zuM ? je vAsaNamAM bharo teno AkAra te le. AtmA jevuM zarIra dhAraNa kare tevA AkAravALo thAya. mokSamAM to zarIra ja dhAraNa karavAnuM nathI. tyAM kevo AkAra hoya? mokSamAM jatAM pahelA AtmAno mAnava tarIkeno bhava hoya. chelle te zarIranA moDhA, bagala, peTa vagere 1/3 bhAga jeTalA polANone pUrIne 2/3 bhAga jeTalo nakakara-solIDa banIne mokSe pahoMce. ahIM chelle UbhA, beThA, sUtA je avasthAmAM AyuSya pUrNa thayuM hoya te ja AkAre, te zarIranA 2/3 bhAga rupe thayelo AtmA mokSamAM pahoMcIne kAyama rahe, mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAna padmAsanamAM-pArzvaprabhu kAusagnamudrAmAM mokSe gayA, to temanA AtmAo atyAre mokSamAM paNa te ja AkAre che, sadA raheze. | vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. ke adhyAtma eTale najara uThAvavI 1) zarIra uparathI AtmA tarapha 2) A-loka uparathI paraloka tarapha 3) jAta uparathI jagata tarapha | tatvajharaNuM 11
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 6. maMgaLavAra. tA. 30-07-02 patinA barthaDenI pArTImAM, patinA moDhe yuvAna patnIe kophIno glAsa aDADyo, tarata ja pati DhaLI paDyo. mRtyu pAmyo. AnaMda killolanA badale marazImAM gavAvA lAgyA. bharayuvAna patnI bhagavAnane gALo devA lAgI, "o bhagavAna ! teM A zuM karyuM ? tane koi Doso na maLyo ke mArA yuvAna patine upADyo ! tuM keTalo badho krUra, nirdaya, niSThura che ! tane bhagavAna zI rIte manAya? tane mArI paNa dayA na AvI ? AjathI tArA darzana, vaMdana, pUjana baMdha... vagere" te nAstika banI gai. cha mahInA sudhI tenI rokakaLa to cAlI, paNa jeTalI apAya teTalI bhagavAnane gALo paNa te ApavA lAgI, kAraNake te mAnatI hatI ke "badhuM bhagavAna ja kare che. sukhI paNa bhagavAna kare ane duHkhI paNa bhagavAna kare. nA izanI icchA vinA ye, pAMdaDuM hAlI zake. bhagavAnanI icchA vinA to kAMi ja na thAya. mATe mArA patine paNa bhagavAne ja mAryA." ema vicArIne te bhagavAnane gALo ApatI hatI. ajenonI sAthe rahevAnA kAraNe ApaNAmAMnA ghaNAonI vicAradhArA AvI thai gai che paNa A vicAradhArA jainadharmane mAnya nathI. pelI patnIne koi mArA gurudevazrI pAse lAvyA. teno ubharo ThalavAi gayA pachI mArA gurudeve jainazAsananI mAnyatA samajAvI. bhagavAna koine mAratA nathI. bhagavAna to upAsya tattva che. bhagavAna to karuNAnA mahAsAgara che. teo badhAne sukhI karavAnuM icche, koine duHkhI na kare. duHkhI karavAnuM, mAravAnuM kArya karmo kare che. karmavijJAna vistArathI badhAe bhaNavuM-jANavuM joie. AyuSyakarma pUrNa thayuM, mATe mota thayuM - vagere. tene sAcuM samajAi gayuM. te dharmacusta zrAvikA banI gai. eka khoTI mAnyatA keTaluM nukazAna kare? bhagavAnane gALo apAvaDAve. bhagavAne duniyA banAvI che, te khoTI mAnyatA che. sAcI mAnyatA jaina dharmanI che. te kahe che, bhagavAne duniyA banAvI nathI, paNa batAvI che. mAtra "na' ane 'ta', eka akSarano pharaka che. paNa arthamAM AsamAna jamInanuM aMtara che, tenAthI ghaNA anartho sarjAtA aTakI jAya che. duniyA hatI, che ane kAyama raheze. tene koie banAvI nathI. bhagavAne to potAnA jJAnamAM A duniyA jevI dekhAi tevI ApaNane saune batADI che. AvuM na mAno paNa, bhagavAne duniyA banAvI che e pramANe jo mAnazo to - tatvajharaNuM a 12
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________________ savAla thaze ke, bhagavAne A duniyA kyAM rahIne banAvI? jayAM rahIne banAvI te jagyA koNe banAvI? bhagavAne? to te jagyA bhagavAne kacAM rahIne banAvI? javAba nahi ApI zakAya. vaLI jo A duniyA bhagavAne banAvI hoya to bhagavAnane koNe banAvyA? bIjA bhagavAne? temane koNe banAvyA? trIjA bhagavAne? temane koNe banAvyA? A rIte savAlo-javAbo cAlyA karaze, paNa saMtoSakAraka javAba nahi maLe ! chatAM mAno ke bhagavAne ja A duniyA banAvI che, to zA mATe banAvI? koi kahe che ke eka moTA dariyAmAM ThaMDu taratuM hatuM. te phATyuM. temAMthI brahmAjI nIkaLyA. ghaNA varSo pasAra thayA. ekalA ekalA kaMTALI gayA 'egohaM bahu syAm ! huM ekalo chuM, ame ghaNA thaie.' e vicAre temaNe duniyA banAvI. vagere jAta jAtanI kalpanAo che. bhagavAnane kaMTALo Ave? jo Ave to temane bhagavAna kahevAya? temanAmAM ane ApaNAmAM zo taphAvata? iMDu koNe banAvyuM? dariyo koNe banAvyo? vagere ghaNA savAlonA javAbo nahi maLe. A kalpanAonA mULamAM koika kAraNo to hovA joie. ame ghaNA ekalA, jaina zAsana virATa che. duniyAnI tamAma vAto, tamAma dharmo, tamAma darzanonuM mULa jainadharma che. 'jayai suyANaM pabhavo' naMdIsUtranuM vacana che. paramAtmAmAMthI badhA zrutajJAno, badhA mato utpanna thayA che. paramAtmAe to sAta nayayukta dezanA syAdvAda zailIthI ApI, paNa sAMbhaLanAre koi naya ekAMte svIkArI lIdho, tenA kAraNe judA judA mithyAdarzano pedA thayA. strI, dhana, vagerenI Asaktino nAza karavA bhagavAne 'pANInA parapoTAnI jema badhuM nazvara che, nAzavaMta che, kSaNika che' ema kahyuM. tene ekAMte svIkAravAthI bauddhadarzana nIkaLyuM. sAMbhaLyuM che ke, gautamabuddhe to pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI paraMparAmAM caMdrakIrtivijaya nAme dIkSA lIdhI hatI, paNa zarIra sukomaLa hatuM. saMyamanA kaSTo sahana na thayA. taMbUrAnA tArane phITa karatA mAnavane sAMbhaLyo. ''tAra kheMcIza to tUTI jaze, DhIlo bAMdhIza to vAgaze nahi. madhyama bAMdhavo.'' temaNe vicAryuM, "dharma paNa madhyama joie. bahu kaDaka tapatyAgano nahi. bahu DhIlo nahi.'' teNe bauddha dharma sthApyo. 'bhippu' zabda jaina dharmanA bhikSu zabdane maLato che. Asto LIVICH bharata cakravartI cha khaMDa jItavA nIkaLyA. sainya sahita tamisAguphAmAMthI bahAra anArya khaMDamAM nIkaLyA. yuddha khelAyuM. anAryo hAravA lAgyA. temaNe meghakumAradevone sAdhyA. mUzaLadhAra varasAda zaru thayo. bacavA mATe cakravartIe tatvajharaNuM 13
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________________ carmaratna phelAvyuM. samagra sainya tenI upara caDI gayuM. vacce hAthInA gaMDasthaLa upara maNiratna ane chatraratna sthApana karyuM. upara chatra phelAyuM. carmaratna ane chatraratnanA iMDA jevA AkAranA saMpuTamAM samagra sainya samAyuM. maNiratne prakAza karyAM. vArSikIratne imArato-nagaro banAvyA. daMDaratna vaDe anAja vagere taiyAra thavA lAgyuM. bAra varSe paNa varasAda na aTakyo. cAre bAju jaLabaMbAkAra... jANe ke dariyo, temAM bharatarAjAnI chAvaNI iMDAnI jema taravA lAgI. bharate tapAsa karAvI. sevakadevo vaDe pakaDIne lavAyelA meghakumAradevoe mAphI mAMgI. varasAda baMdha thayo. chatraratna dUra karAyuM. anArya mlecchoe daMDAmAMthI bharatacakrI sahita AkhI nagarI bahAra nIkaLatA joi. tethI to mAnyatA nahi thai hoya ne ke iMDAmAMthI brahmAe duniyA banAvIne bahAra kADhI !!! kharekhara to bhagavAne duniyA banAvI ja nathI. te to hatI ja. chatAM mAnI laie ke A duniyA bhagavAne banAvI che to temaNe koine rAjA ane koine prajA, koine zeTha to koine nokara, koine cora to koine polIsa, koine hoziyAra to koine mUrkha banAvavA vaDe bhedabhAva kema karyo ? zuM bhagavAna karuNAsAgara nathI? zuM teo pakSapAtI che? zuM bhagavAna saune rAjA, zeTha, sukhI ke hoMziyAra banAvavA na icche ? zuM teo koine nokara, du:khI ke mUrkha banAve kharA? tethI bhagavAne A duniyA banAvI che,ema kadI na manAya, paNa bhagavAne duniyA batADI che, ema ja mAnavuM joie, ane hakIkata paNa tevI ja che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. $# #_ } | paramAtmA karUNAnA mahAsAgara che. paramAtmAnI anarAdhAra karuNA sarva jIvo upara satata varasI rahI che. paramAtmAnI karuNAne jhIlavA ApaNe temanI sanmukha thaIe. 10191 tatvajharaNuM Kure * * (6 14
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________________ saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 7. budhavAra. tA. 31-07-02 karuNAnA sAgara paramapitA paramAtmAnA pradeze pradeze vizvanA sarva jIvone tArI devAnI bhAvanA hatI. cAra ghAtIkarmono nAza thatAM kevaLajJAnanA svAmI banyA. A vizvanI ekapaNa vastu temanA jJAnanI bahAra na rahI zakI. vItarAgI banyA. anaMta zaktinA svAmI banyA. jo A duniyA bhagavAne banAvI che, evuM mAnazo to temane anaMtajJAnI, vItarAgI, anaMta karuNAnA svAmI ke anaMta zaktimAna mAnI nahi zakAya. 'AtmA che' te vAta to ApaNe aneka yuktiothI svIkArI che, paNa te AtmA koNe utpanna karyo ? te savAlanA javAbamAM AtmA sahita A duniyA bhagavAne banAvI che, tevI mAnyatA AvI, paNa te mAnyatA barobara nathI, tenI ApaNe vicAraNA karIe chIe. AtmA, duniyA vagerene bhagavAne pedA nathI karyAM. jema zarIra vinAno kuMbhAra ghaDo na banAvI zake, tema zarIra vinAnA bhagavAna duniyA na banAvI zake. bolo ! bhagavAnanuM zarIra koNe banAvyuM ? chatAM mAnI lo ke bhagavAne duniyA banAvI, to badhuM sarakhuM kema na banAvyuM? zeTha,nokara,rAjA,prajA,cora-polIsa,sukhI-duHkhI AvA bhedabhAva kema? AkhuM jagata aneka vicitratAothI ubharAyeluM jaNAya che, tevuM kema banAvyuM? badhuM sarakhuM banAve to majA na Ave. kaMTALo Ave. kAMika cenja maLe to ja AnaMda Ave, ema kahezo to prazna thaze ke bhagavAnane vaLI kaMTALo Ave ? koine mUrkha ke duHkhI pedA karIne AnaMda Ave ? to to bhagavAnane koine du:khI, mUrkha, cora banAvavAnA kAraNe krUra, nirdaya ke niSThura mAnavA paDaze. karuNAsAgara nahi manAya. karuNAsAgara koine duHkhI banAve kharA? vaLI koine sukhI to koine duHkhI banAvavA vaDe temaNe pakSapAta karyo na kahevAya ? jo bhagavAne duniyA banAvI hoya to svarga, naraka vagere paNa temaNe ja banAvyA ne?karuNAsAgara bhagavAna naraka zA mATe banAve?temAM koi jIvone zA mATe mokale? tyAM temane bhayAnaka duHkho kema Ape? zuM bhagavAnamAM dayA nathI? koi kahe ke bhagavAna kAMi pakSapAtI nathI. teo to nyAyAdhIza jevA che. jeo sArA kAryo kare temane svarge mokale. jeo kharAba kArya kare temane narakamAM mokale. AmAM pakSapAta kacAM Avyo? tene pUchavAnuM ke, bhagavAne koine kharAba kAma karavAnI buddhi ja kema ApI? ane koine sAruM kAma karavAnI buddhi kema ApI? zuM A pakSapAta na kahevAya? kharAba buddhi ApIne kharAba kAma tatvajharaNuM (15
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________________ karAvIne jene narakamAM mokalyo, tenA pratyenI krUratA na kahevAya? karuNAsAgara bhagavAna AvuM kare kharA? sula gaDha 3 vaLI bhagavAn to sarvazaktimAna che ne? to kharAba kAma karatAM tene bhagavAne rokayo kema nahi? zuM bhagavAna zaktihIna che? bhagavAna paNa jo koinA sArA ke kharAba karmonA AdhAre svarga ke narakamAM mokalatA hoya to svarga-narakamAM mokalanAra tarIke karmone ja mAnone? vacce bhagavAnane zuM karavA lAvo cho? vacce bhagavAnane lAvavAthI to pUrve jaNAvyA pramANe tene krUra, nirdaya, pakSapAtI, zaktihIna vagere mAnavo paDe che, je jarAya ucita nathI. tethI bhagavAne duniyA banAvI che tevuM na manAya. mAM jo bhagavAne AtmAne pedA karyo hoya to teo zuddha AtmAne pedA kare ke azuddha AtmAne? karuNAsAgara prabhu to zuddhAtmA ja pedA karene? to teo badhA mokSe ja pahoMcI jAya. saMsAramAM koNa rahe? paNa saMsAra che. te batADe che ke bhagavAne zuddha AtmAo pedA na karatAM azuddha AtmAo pedA karyAM haze ! kemake jo zuddha AtmAo pedA karIne temane mokSe pahoMcADyA pachI paNa teo pharI A saMsAramAM AvatA hoya, janma, jIvana, maraNa karatAM hoya, duHkho bhogavatA hoya to mokSamAM javAnI jarura ja zI? te mATe dharma karavAnI, tapatyAga karavAnI ke sAdhanAnA kaSTo sahana karavAnI zI jarura? 15/1 ( jo bhagavAne azuddha AtmAo pedA karyAM hoya to bhagavAnane karuNAsAgara nahi manAya. AvA karuNAhIna bhagavAnane zI rIte manAya? vaLI koine ochA azuddha ane koine vadhAre azuddha, AvA jAtajAtanA bhedavALA AtmAone pedA karanArA bhagavAnane koinA rAgI ke koinA dveSI mAnavA paDaze. pakSapAtI mAnavA paDaze. tenA karatAM bhagavAnane AtmA ke duniyAnA sarjanahAra na mAnavA te ja yuktisaMgata che. A badhI vicAraNAno sAra eka ja che ke A duniyAne ke AtmAne bhagavAne banAvela nathI, te nakkara hakIkata che. to have savAla thAya ke, jo AtmAne ke A duniyAne bhagavAne banAvI nathI to koNe banAvI che? lokone sukhI-duHkhI vagere koNa kare che?naraka ke svargamAM koNa mokale che? teno javAba ApatA jainazAsana kahe che ke, 'samagra sRSTinuM saMcAlana, sukhI-du:khI karavAnuM ke svarga-narakamAM mokalavAnuM kArya karmasattA vagere kare che,paNa AtmA ke duniyAne to koie utpanna karela nathI.' Da traNa anAdine barobara oLakhI lo. Adi-zarUAta. jenI kadIya zaruAta thai na hoya te anAdi kahevAya. (1) AtmA (2) duniyA tathA - 16 tatvajharaNuM
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________________ (3) AtmA ane karmano saMyoga, A traNe anAdi che. temAMthI koine kadAca koie pedA karela nathI. a AtmAo anaMtA che. mAro, tamAro, teno, badhAno AtmA judo judo che. ApaNo AtmA koie pedA karyo nathI; te hato, che ane kAyama raheze. - A duniyA-saMsAra anAdi che; tenI zarUAta ja nathI. koie tene banAvI nathI. bolo, pahelAM zuM? maraghI ke iMDu? mA ke dIkarI? bApa ke beTo? kerI ke goTalI? kahI zakazo? eka ja javAba Apavo paDaze ke sadA maraghI paNa hoya ne ThaMDu paNa hoya; mA paNa hoya ne dIkarI paNa hoya; bApa paNa hoya ne dIkaro paNa hoya; kerI paNa hoya ne goTalI paNa hoya; Ama, samagra duniyA pahelethI ja hatI, che ane raheze; to bhagavAne zuM karyuM? - ibhagavAne kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM joine A duniyAnuM svarUpa jevuM hatuM, tevuM ApaNane batADyuM. sAta naraka dekhAi mATe temaNe sAta kahI; jo ATha naraka dekhAta to ATha kaheta; jo naraka hota ja nahi to na kaheta. mokSa, mokSa javAno mArga, narakAdi durgati, temAM lai janArA pApakAryo, sukha ApanArI dharmanI keDIo, vagere je kAMi jevuM che, tevuM temane dekhAyuM, ane te pramANe ApaNane temaNe jaNAvyuM. paNa jo bhagavAne ApaNane samagra jagatanuM svarUpa, sukha-duHkhanA kAraNo, mokSa, tenA upAyo vagere na batADyA hota to ApaNuM zuM thAta? ApaNe khoTA mArgathI zI rIte pAchA pharata? duHkho ane durgatimAM paTakAi jatAM ApaNane koNa bacAvata? bhagavAne A badhuM batADayuM, samajAvyuM ane te rIte ApaNA upara khUba moTo upakAra karyo. tethI ApaNe temanA darzana-vaMdana-pUjanasatkAra-sanmAna avazya roja karavA joie; temAM koipaNa divasa khADo nA paDavo joie. krikeTa meca ramanArA rame. komenTeTara krikeTa na rame. te to dUra beTho beTho, je rIte ramata ramAtI dekhAya, te rIte tenuM varNana kare. AuTa thayelA krikeTarane te noTaAuTa na kahI zake. sencarI mAranArA beTsamenane zUnya rane AuTa jAhera na karI zake. te krikeTanI ramatane jaNAvanAra che, paNa ramanAro ke pedA karanAro nathI. basa te ja rIte bhagavAna paNa A duniyAne banAvanArA nathI paNa te jevI che, tevI jaNAvanArA che. Ama, paramAtmA jagatunA sarjanahAra nathI paNa upAsya che. upAsanAne yogya che. ApaNI upara temaNe ghaNo upakAra karyo che, temanI upAsanA karavAthI AMzika RNamukti thAya. !! tatvajharaNuM | 10.
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________________ vaLI, paramAtmA ApaNA mATe AlaMbana rupa che; temanA AlaMbane ApaNe bhakti karI zakIe chIe. darzana thatAM ja mAthuM jhukI jAya che; ahaMkArano nAza thAya che; namratA pedA thAya che; jeTalA ucA dravyothI pUjA karIe teTalI dhanAdinI mUccha dUra thAya che; prabhubhaktinA A tAtkAlika lAbho che. vaLI puSkaLa pApa nAza pAme, tethI vighno nAza pAme, upasargo dUra thAya; mAnasika prasannatA pedA thAya; puNya baMdhAya, pariNAme sukha, sadgati ane paraMparAe siddhigati = mokSa maLe. jaina zAsana nizcaya ane vyavahAra sApekSa che. ekalo nizcaya na cAle. ekalo vyavahAra paNa na cAle. baMneno samanvaya karavo joie. paramAtmA vItarAga che, rAga-dveSa vinAnA che, mokSe gayA che, pharI A duniyAmAM AvavAnA nathI, teo svarupamAM ramaNa kare che, vagere nizcayanayanI vAto che. logassasUtramAM "tirthIyarA me pasIyaMtu'' tIrthaMkara paramAtmA mArI upara prasanna thAo' vinaMtI karIe chIe, te khabara che ne ? paramAtmA karuNAnA mahAsAgara che, bhaktonA duHkho dUra kare che, ApaNI upara prasanna thAya che, paramAtmAnI amIdaSTithI saghaLA kAryo siddha thAya che vagere vAto vyavahAra nayanI che. A nizcaya ane vyavahAra, baMnenI vAtono yogya samanvaya karIe, tyAre jaina zAsanane barobara samajayA kahevAie. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. posla afis ule folkl o traNa anAdeine barobara oLakhI lo. | _ | 1) AtmA aAThe che. 1) nAnA baUs : | 2) A saMsAra anAdi che. 2 | jI 3) AtmA anne karmano saMyoga anAdi che. D E SODIO taste isopos so tolor tatvajharaNuM . 18
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 8 guruvAra, tA. 1-08-02 taraNatAraNahAra devAdhideva paramAtmAnI karuNA vizvanA sarva jIvo upara satata varasI rahI che. paramAtmA kahe che ke, "mAtra tuM mArI sanmukha thA. pachI bAkInuM badhuM huM saMbhALI laiza.'' paNa ApaNe ja paramAtmAnI sanmukha na thatAM hoie to guno kono ? AvA karuNAsAgara paramAtmA, akALe chokarAne mAre ? yuvAnavaye koine vidhavA banAve? dhaMdhAmAM moTuM nukazAna karAve ? chokarInI sagAi na thavA de ? dIkarAne seTa na thavA de? nA, paramAtmA AvuM kadI na kare. jo paramAtmA A badhuM kare che, ema mAnazo to evA bhagavAna upara zraddhA UThI jaze. tene mAnavAnI jarUra ja nahi rahe. AvA krUra bhagavAna banavAnuM mana ja nahi thAya. mATe AvuM na manAya. bhagavAna A badhuM karatAM nathI; bhagavAna to mahAzaktizALI karuNAsAgara che; tevA ApaNe banavuM joie. te mATe dharmArAdhanA karavI joie. zuM ApaNe bhagavAna na banI zakIe ? mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA putra devadAsa gAMdhIe banaDazone pUchAvela ke, "zuM tame punarjanmamAM mAno cho ? jo kharekhara punarjanma hoya to tame AvatA bhave. kayAM janma levA iccho cho ?' javAbamAM barnADazoe jaNAvyuM, "huM punarjanmamAM mAnuM chuM; je kharekhara punarjanma hoya to huM AvatA bhave bhAratamAM jaina kuLamAM janma levA icchuM chuM, kAraNake vizvanA judA judA dharmo ema mAne che ke bhagavAna to eka ja hoya; bIjuM koi bhagavAna na banI zake. eka mAtra jaina dharma ja ema mAne che ke sau koi bhagavAna banI zake. bhagavAna banavAnI monopolI koi eka vyaktine ApavAmAM nathI AvI. je AtmA rAga-dveSane khatama karavAnI sAdhanA kare te tamAma bhagavAna banI zake. atyAra sudhImAM anaMtA AtmAo bhagavAna banyA che ane bhaviSyamAM haju anaMtA AtmAo bhagavAna banaze. mAre paNa bhagavAna banavuM che, mATe huM jainadharmamAM janma levA icchuM chuM.' ApaNane maLelo jainadharma keTalo badho mahAna che te A vAtathI samajAya che. - jaina dharma kahe che ke duniyA bhale bhagavAne banAvI nathI, paNa A duniyAnuM jevuM svarUpa che, tevuM svarUpa batADIne bhagavAne ApaNI upara joradAra upakAra karyo che. durgatinA rastA ane sadgatinA upAyo batADavApUrvaka TheTha mokSano mArga batADIne temaNe akalpanIya upakAranI helI varasAvI che. mArgopadezakatA bhagavAnano mahattvano guNa che. dhodhamAra varasatA varasAdamAM koi sAdhana na maLatuM hoya tyAre, tamArA tatvajharaNuM 19
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________________ gharanI dizAmAM janAro sAmethI lIphTa ApIne, tamArA ghare pahoMcADe to teno upakAra mAno ke nahi? are ! te to te tarapha javAno ja hato, gADImAM jagyA hatI ja. tamArA mATe teNe vizeSa to kAMi nathI karyuM chatAM tame upakAra mAnyA vinA raho kharA ? na mAno to kevA kahevAo ? bhagavAna mArga batADIne TheTha mokSa sudhI pahoMcADe to temano upakAra na mAnIe ? temanI roja darzana-pUjA vagere na karIe to kevA gaNAie ? temanI bhakti karavAthI duHkho-pApodurgati jAya; sukha-puNya-sadgati-mokSa maLe. Star tivaiyarA me pasIyaMtu= tIrthaMkara paramAtmAo mArI upara prasanna thAo.' bhagavAna to vItarAga che. rAga-dveSa vinAnA che. bhakti karavAthI teo prasanna zI rIte thAya ? temanI AzAtanA karIe to DheSa vinAnA bhagavAna nukazAna zI rIte kare ? ( agnimAM kyAM rAga ke dveSa che ? chatAM je vidhi sahita tApe tenI te ThaMDI UDADe ne ? je vacce hAtha nAMkhe tene na bALe ? recakacUrNa je le tenI kabajiyAta dUra thAya, na le tenI dUra na thAya, temAM zuM recakacUrNane koi pratye rAga ke dveSa che ? jenA daravAjA khullA hoya tyAM sUrya prakAza Ape ane bhoMyarA vageremAM na Ape temAM kAMi tenA rAga-dveSa thoDA che ? agni, recakacUrNa, sUrya vagerenI jema tevI zakti che, tema rAga-dveSa vinAnA vItarAga paramAtmAnI paNa tevI zakti ja che ke jenAthI bhagavAnanI sanmukha thanArAne puSkaLa lAbha thAya che, temanI AzAtanA karanArAne teno paraco anubhavavo paDe che ! vItarAgoDaNaya devo, dhyAyamAno mumukSubhiH vina - svagapavargaphaladaH zaktistasya hi tAdezI ! __ - mumukSuo vaDe dhyAna dharAto vItarAgI deva paNa svarga ane apavarga mokSa rUpI phaLa ApanAro che, kAraNake tenI zakti ja tevI che. je A paramAtmAnA guNo gAya, bhakti, vaMdanA, pUjanAdi kare tenA duHkho ane doSo jAya, te eka dina bhagavAna jevo bane. AnuM nAma paramAtmAnI prasannatA... 2 A saMsAramAM vaDApradhAna, mukhyapradhAna ke koi vaDila nAnI vyakti upara prasanna thayA, eTale zuM ? prasanna thayA eTale temanA thakI nAnAne kAMi lAbha thayo. te ja rIte paramAtmAnI bhaktithI ApaNane mokSa sudhInA tamAma padArthono je lAbha thAya te ja ApaNI upara bhagavAnanI prasannatA. bhagavAnanI bhaktithI je maLyuM, te bhagavAne ja ApyuM gaNAya. vepArIe tenA gharAkanI thApaNa tene nahotI ApavI to ya rAjAnI prasanna najara gharAka tatvajharaNuM 20
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________________ upara paDatAM ApI dIdhI. gharAkane tenI rakama bhale vepArIe ApI jaNAtI hoya, chatAM te zuM kahe ? rAjAe mane apAvI. rAjAnI prasanna najara vinA mane te na maLata. rAjA mArI upara prasanna che. te ja rIte bhaktithI duHkho, pApo, doSo jAya, te bhagavAnanI ApaNI upara prasannatA. vyavahAra naya kahe che ke bhagavAna badhuM ja kare. bhagavAna prasanna paNa thAya. "tuM hi trAtA, tuM hi vidhAtA" , "munisuvrata svAmIe potAnA hAthe mArA lalATe tilaka karyuM,' 'kabaje AvelA tamane have huM kadi nahi choDuM." "bhale sAta rAja dUra cho, to ya mArA hRdayamAM peThA cho,' vagere bhAvavALI stavananI paMktio vyavahAranayanA AdhAre che. nizcayanaya ane vyavahAranaya, baMne naya potapotAnA sthAne baLavAna che. magaranuM baLa pANImAM vadhAre, hAthInuM baLa jamIna upara vadhAre. hAthI pANImAM nirbaLa, magara jamIna upara nirbaLa. te ja rIte vyavahAranayanA sthAne vyavahAranaya baLavAna. nizcayanayanA sthAne nizcayanaya baLavAna. sthAna badalAya to baMne nirbaLa, paNa potapotAnA sthAne hoya to baMne baLavAna. tethI ApaNe ApaNI jIvanazailimAM yogya sthAne yogya nayane mahattva ApavuM joie. te jainazAsana cAvAdamAM mAne che. judI judI, paraspara virodhI lAgatI aneka vAto paNa sAcI hoi zake che. apekSA badalAtAM satya paNa asatya bane ane asatya paNa satya bane. ApaNe te satyane svIkAravuM ke jenAthI ApaNA rAga-dveSa ochA thAya, nAza pAme. rAga-dveSane vadhAranAruM satya paNa satya nathI. je satya svIkAravAthI rAgadveSa rupI moTA asatyo pedA thAya, te satyane svIkArAya nahi. saMdara svAdiSTa badAma pIstAvALo dUdhapAka pIvo sAro che, paNa temAM jheranuM eka TIpuM hoya to? te moTAduHkha-motane lAvanAra hovAthI have te pIvo sAro na gaNAya. jheranA TIpAM jevA rAga-dveSa che. tene lAvanAra dUdhapAka jevuM satya paNa svIkArAya nahi. chevaTe to AtmAnA pariNAma ja mukhya che. ApaNA AtmAnA pariNAma jenAthI nirmaLa bane, te karAya. je pravRttithI AtmAnA pariNAma malina thAya tevI kahevAtI sArI pravRtti paNa na karAya.' vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. ass is flags less to tatvajharaNuM and 21
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________________ saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 9(1) zukravAra. tA. 2-08-02 AtmA anAdi che,teno saMsAra (duniyA) anAdi che. ane AtmA-karmano saMyoga anAdi che. A traNa anAdi che, e vAta gharanA dareka sabhyone gaLathUthI thI Apo. badhAne gokhAvI do. A traNane anAdi nahi mAno to hajAro prazno pedA thaze, jenA ukela nahi maLe. are ! A traNa vAta bhUlI jazo to jainadharmanA ke vizvanA aneka padArtho nahi samajAya. mana mUMjhavaNamAM paDI jaze. gaNita,vijJAna,bhASA vagerenA keTalAka bejha(pAyA)hoya che. tene svIkArI ne ja calAya. temAM prazno na karAya. jema ke 5 X 1=5 ja kema? ane 6 kema nahi? 50 + 1=51 5Na 50 + 0 = 50 ja, Ama kema? ka ne ka ja kema kahevAya? gha ane Ta bhegA lakhIe ke bolIe to teno artha ghaDo ja kema thAya? ane kapaDuM kema na thAya? jema A badhuM svIkArIne AgaLa vadhIe chIe tema jaina zAsananI pAyAnI A traNe vAta paNa svIkArIne AgaLa vadhavuM. AtmAne koie utpanna karyo nathI. duniyA paNa koie utpanna karI nathI. bhagavAne to mAtra tene batAvI che. tema AtmA ane karmano saMyoga paNa anAdithI che. AtmA ane karmano sau prathama saMyoga thayo nathI. jo thayo hoya to te pahelAM te AtmA zuddha hoya. mokSe ja pahoMcI jAya. karma kadI koine coTe ja nahi. paNa hakIkatamAM pahelethI ja AtmA ane karmano saMyoga che ja. khANa ke kUvA vageremAM sonuM vagere dhAtuo, khanija tela vagere pahelethI azuddhiyukta ja hoya. pachI tene bahAra kADhIne rIphAinDa karavA paDe. te ja rIte AtmA pahelethI azuddha hato, karmathI yukta hato. ArAdhanA, sAdhanA vaDe tene karmathI mukta karavo paDe. tyAre teno mokSa thayo gaNAya. bhale melA AtmAo cokkhA thAya, saMsArI AtmAo mukta bane, paNa AtmAnI kula saMkhyA to teTalI ja rahe. temAM vadha-ghaTa kadI na thAya, kAraNake AtmAne utpanna karI zakAto nathI ke teno nAza paNa karI zakAto nathI, mAtra tenuM svarupa badalI zakAya che. apavitrane pavitra, karmayuktane karmamukta, saMsArIne siddha banAvI zakAya che. Ama AtmA jema anAdi che, tema aMta vinAno eTale ke anaMta paNa che. A duniyA paNa anAdi anaMta che; paNa dareka AtmAno potAnA karma sAtheno saMyoga vyaktigata che, mATe teno aMta AvI zake che. A duniyAmAM tamAma saMsArI AtmAo kAyama mATe karmanA saMyogavALA hovA chatAM, vyaktigata rIte koi AtmA sAdhanA karIne potAnA karmone chUTA pADI,karmasaMyoga vinAno banIne mokSe pahoMcI zake che. jo tema na hoya to tatvajharaNuM 19 22
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________________ ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karavAnI jarUra ja na hota ! mA-dIkarI, pitA-putra, maraghI-iMDAnI vaMzaparaMparA paNa anAdithI che. te vaMzaparaMparAno samaSTigata aMta na Avato hovA chatAMya vyaktigata koi vaMzaparaMparAno aMta na Ave? dIkarA-dIkarIo brahmacArI avasthAmAM dIkSA le ke mota pAme, to temanI paraMparA aTakI jAya ne? te ja rIte samagra vizvanA tamAma AtmAonA saMsArano aMta na Ave paNa vyaktigata rIte koi AtmAno saMsAra aTakI zake che; te aTakAvavA mokSa pAmavo joie. te mATe vadhune vadhu dhamarAdhanA-sAdhanA karavI jarUrI che. AtmA che. te anAdikALathI che. tene koie utpanna karyo nathI. to. savAla pedA thAya ke sau prathama A AtmA kayAM hato? teno pahelo bhava kayo hato? te nAza nathI pAmavAno, to chelle kayAM javAno? ApaNA sauno pahelo bhava hato ja nahi. koipaNa AtmAno kadI paNa pahelo bhava hoya ja nahi. jo AtmAno pahelo bhava mAno to te pahelAM AtmA kyAM hato? nahoto to tene koNe utpanna karyo? zA mATe? kevo utpanna karyo? vagere aneka gaMbhIra savAlo pedA thAya. jenA javAbo na maLe. AtmA anAdi che, mATe teno koi prathama bhava che ja nahi. kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMta paNa AtmAno. pahelo bhava kahI na zake. - je AtmAno pahelo bhava hota to kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMta cokkasa te pahelo bhava kaheta. paNa pahelo bhava hoya ja nahi to sarvajJa kevalibhagavaMta paNa zI rIte teno pahelo bhava kahe? pahelo bhava na hovAnA kAraNe na kahe tethI kAMi teo sarvajJa maTI jatA nathI. koi pezanTa na AvavAthI DokTara koinI davA na kare to tethI kAMi DokTara, DokaTara tarIke maTI na jAya. - tamAme tamAma AtmAono pahelo bhava bhale nathI, paNa badhAnuM paheluM sthAna to hatuM ja. RSabhadeva, mahAvIra svAmI, sImaMdhara svAmI, tame ane huM, ApaNe sahu sauthI pahelAM avyavahArarAzInI nigodamAM hatA. ApaNA sahunuM A prathama sthAna hatuM. anaMtA AtmAo ekI sAthe eka ja zarIramAM rahe tene nigoda kahevAya. teo eka zvAsozvAsamAM sADAsattaravAra (101/2) janma-maraNa kare. eTale ke 10 vAra janma, 10 vAra mare ane aDhAramI vAra janme tyAre taMdurasta mAnavano eka zvAsozvAsa pUro thAya. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM in 23
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________________ saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 9(2) zanivAra. tA. 3-8-02 AtmAno nigodathI mokSa sudhIno vikAsakrama A citrapaTamAM dorelo che. ApaNe tenA AdhAre have vicAraNA karIzuM. Dig AtmAno vikAsa krama 90s - -- e che ke je ld 350 yukta he jaLe che ? ~ ~ Ex adhunaka mA samaya kha B AvakAra mArga patita @ vanaspati nijha Darsa bhUmi vilendriya manuSya parivAraka manuSya ka . mananya satkRtta dharma ORS sika > vara anas devaloka \0IF Dblh DIcOM =P b IE ? enei | kr) ki hA jyotiSa manuSya vAmana tirthaMg deva beMndriya Indriya caturiya 7 divyacaka ga manuSya aMDAlama args 2012 isa 16 sA vAga Juinz 523 . 3+ devaloka paripa deila thI trika faie ghoDo maMjUne manuSya zeLao samuSThima siya paMcAya manuSya bhavyAtmAno --- carAvatA jaMgalI phI prANI Guo prabaMdha 4] saMnyAsI sanu baLada Ques ekeniya vi << fara si paMceniya tiryaMca paMcendriya vanapati a pugala sa 125 sUtA Dendriya stha jayotiSa devaloka do anebI sayAvaraNane ta | guNanA guNa gussA kheMka 13 14 ka eka mugala rAvata karI pAtika [] meDo nendriya mAkho-macchara pataMgIyuM devaloka jalacara magaramaccha naraka UMDa :007/ RIL - zi te Indriya sanma vyasA no s bana devalAka A citramAM sauthI leka manuSya pkutpu vA uMTa para sarpa ara vikSepi 2-3-8 Indriya ephendriya beIniya e-ais aLasIya 4 wede nagati vaLata 413 NISI catuSTa lacara veka u. rANI pRthvI tAsa ekendriya mahAvideha mukhya aint kheMcara saphA] zuddha apU yathAvattaharaNa apUrva Azaro aM gAma UMTa thI vacce 0 bhilADa vANa caine scu jyAtiSa mes The ciMtA dara manuSya tiryaMca paMcendriya vAdha manamya --- nA | devaloka ra vidhA hAthI bhuvanapati kyotiSa fa ekendriya was vArti **** " I ekendriya nigoda sApasa manuSya valoka -- """1"," Step kAtara vikalendriya jIsaka eNndriya dara va inse (I: 1: batADela avyavahAra rAzInI oie pb 2h buch ne PIJ& 3 ApaNo AtmA nigodamAM anAdikALathI hato. yAtriko yAtrA karavA jAya tyAre teo dharmazALAmAM utare, jenI pAse paisA ghaNA hoya te phemIlIrumamAM utare. tene separeTa rUma, badhI anukULatA maLe. bAkInA komana holamAM utare. badhA vacce eka ja hola. te rIte eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM gayelo AtmA puNyazALI hoya to tyAM rahevA tene separeTa zarIra tatvajharaNuM 1 24
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________________ maLe; nahi to anaMtA AtmAone rahevA komana eka ja zarIra maLe. tene nigoda kahevAya. soyanA agrabhAgamAM rahelI kaNIyA jeTalI nigodamAM anaMtA AtmAo ekI sAthe janme, zvAsa le, jIve ane mare. nigodanA eka zarIramAM anaMtA AtmA rahe. AvA asaMkhyAtA zarIro bhegA thavA chatAM ya je joi ke anubhavI na zakAya te sUkSmanigoda kahevAya, paNa jenA asaMkhyAtA zarIro bhegA thayA pachI joi ke anubhavI zakAya te bAdara nigoda kahevAya. baTATA, kAMdA, zakkarIyA, gAjara, Adu, bITa, suraNa, lasaNa, mULA, lIla, phuga, sevALa vagere bAdara nigoda che. dUra rahelo eka vALA na dekhAya, paNa dUra vALano jaththo hoya to dekhAya. tema bAdara nigodanuM eka zarIra na dekhAya. ghaNA zarIro bhegA thAya tyAre baTATA vagereno nAnakaDo aMza bane, je ApaNane dekhAya, temAM asaMkhyAtA zarIro che. dareka zarIramAM anaMtaanaMta AtmA hoya. sUkSma nigodamAM paNa jeno kadI ca koi nAma | saMjJAthI vyavahAra thayo na hoya, te sUkSmanigodane avyavahArarAzInI nigoda kahevAya. baTATA, kAMdA, kUtarA, mANasa tarIkenA bhavo karIne je AtmAo kayAreka paNa vyAvahArika duniyAnA sabhya banyA hoya, lokonA upayogamAM AvyA hoya, lokavyavahAramAM AvyA hoya, pachI te AtmAo koi karmonA udaye pAchA sUkSmanigodanA bhavamAM pahoMce, to teo vyavahArarAzInI sUkSma nigoda kahevAya. AvA avyavahArarAzInI sUkSma nigodanA jIvo cauda rAjalokamAM ThAMsI ThAMsInA bharelA che. A vizvamAM koi evI jagyA nathI ke jayAM A avyavahArarAzInA jIvo na hoya. ApaNe badhA paNa sauthI pahelAM A jIvo tarIke hatA. [ A jIvo eTalA badhA sUkSma che ke ApaNe Ama tema hAtha halAvIe to tenAthI temanI hiMsA na thAya, paNa jo ApaNe temane mAravAnI buddhi karIe to temane mAravAnuM pApa lAge. bhale ApaNe nigodanA jIvone mAravAnI buddhi nathI karatAM, paNa A saMsAramAM jeo rahyA che, teo Dagalene pagale keTalA badhA jIvonI hiMsA kare che. keTalAya ne mAravAnA vicAro paNa kare che. jaldIthI A hiMsAnA pApothI aTakI javuM jarUrI che. | mokSa dharma karavAthI nathI maLato, paNa pApono saMpUrNa tyAga karavAthI maLe che. dharmathI to puNya baMdhAya. puSya sadgati ke sukha Ape paNa mokSa na Ape. mokSamAM javA mATe to puNya paNa sonAnI beDI jevuM che, aTakAve che. puNya ane pApa baMne khalAsa thAya tyAre mokSa maLe. go - tatvajharaNuM 25.
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________________ saMsAramAM rahIne game teTalo dharma thai zakato hoya, to ya pApathI to aTakI zakAtuM nathI ja. tethI jenI icchA mokSe javAnI hoya temaNe jaladIthI saMsAra tyAgIne dIkSAjIvana svIkAravuM joie. je mRtyu pAmIne ahIMthI nigodamAM cAlyA gayA, to ApaNI hAlata bagaDI jaze. tyAM eka zvAsozvAsa jeTalA samayamAM 1olii vAra janma maraNa karavAnA. janma-maraNanI pIDA bhayaMkara hoya che. asahya hoya che. jeTalA vadhAre janma-maraNa, teTalI pIDA vadhAre. tethI nigodamAM na javuM paDe te mATenI jAgRti AjathI ja keLavavI joie, te mATe nigoda rupa kaMdamULano tyAga karavo joie. ApaNA eka zarIramAM eka ja AtmA hoya. aMdara karamIyA hoya to teno AtmA tenA zarIramAM hoya. karamIyAnuM zarIra ApaNA zarIra karatAM juduM che. teno AtmA ApaNA zarIramAM nathI. jayAre nigodamAM to eka ja zarIramAM anaMtA AtmAoe sadA sAthe rahevuM paDe. keTalo badho trAsa ! keTalI pIDA ! eka nAnA rUmamAM hajAro mANasone bharo to zuM thAya ? - jhADanA eka pAMdaDAmAM, eka phaLamAM eka jIva hoya. kAcA pANInA eka TIpAmAM asaMkhyAtA jIvo hoya. A badhAne ovaraTeka karIne baTATA vagere kaMdamULanA eka nAnAzA kaNIyAmAM paNa nigodanA asaMkhyAtA zarIro ane te dareka zarIramAM anaMtA-anaMtA jIvo hoya ! mokSamAM jeTalA AtmAo pahoMcyA che, tene anaMtathI guNIe teTalA jIvo nigodanA eka zarIramAM hoya. A badhAno kaccaraghANa kaMdamULa khAvAmAM ke lIla vagere upara cAlavA vageremAM thAya che; A badhuM jANIne tenI virAdhanAothI aTakavuM. sAtamI nAraka karatAMya nigodano bhava bhayAnaka che;tenA duHkho bhayaMkara che. 0mI narakamAMthI to 33 sAgaropame paNa bahAra nIkaLAya; nigodamAMthI to anaMtakALe mAMDa bahAra nIkaLAya. anaMtakALa sudhI mAnava bhava, munijIvana ke mokSa vagere na maLe! are, beindriyAdithI mAMDIne svarganA sukha sudhInuM kAMi paNa na maLe ! A kALamAM ahIMthI bhale bIjI tarapha sudhI ja javAya; tethI nIcenI narakomAM nahi, chatAMya nigodamAM to javAya ja che. je nigodamAM pahoMcI gayA to ApaNA bAra vAgI jaze. ame sAmAyika-pratikramaNAdi dhamarAdhanA karIe chIe ke ghaNuM jJAna meLavyuM che mATe ame to nigodamAM nahi ja jaie, tevuM na mAnavuM. pramAda karIzuM to hAlata bagaDaze. anaMtakALanI apekSAe, cauda pUrvanuM jJAna meLavanArA anaMtA sAdhumahAtmAo paNa pachIthI pramAda karIne nigodamAM gayA che, tema tatvajharaNuM - 26
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________________ zAstro kahe che. rasagArava = khAvA-pIvAnI Asakti, RddhigArava = aizvaryamAna-sanmAnanI Asakti ane zAtAgArava = zarIranI sukhazIlatA vagere rUpa pramAde temanI ArAdhanAo upara pANI pheravI dIdhuM. tethI ArAdhanA sAthe AmAMno koipaNa pramAda ApaNA jIvanamAM ghara na karI jAya, te mATe satata sAvadha rahevuM jarUrI che. jo ke nigodamAM gayelA caudapUrvIo karatAM ghaNA vadhAre codapUrvIo to apramatta sAdhanA karIne mokSe pahoMcyA che. - nigodanA jIvane ApaNA jevuM zarIra nathI. sparzanendriya sivAya koi indriya nathI. mana nathI, 48 miniTathI vadhAre tenuM AyuSya nathI. to te kevA pApo kare ke jenA kAraNe anaMtakALa sudhI tyAM ne tyAM ja janma, maraNa karyA kare? - pApo bAMdhavAnA cAra kAraNo che. (1)mithyAtva, (2) avirati, (3) kaSAya ane (4)coga. A cAreya kAraNo hAjara hovA chatAM ya temAMnuM aviratikAraNa temane satata nigodamAM dhakelyA karavAmAM mahattvano bhAga bhajave che. - pApa karavAnI vRtti te avirati. pApa karo cho ke nathI karatAM, te mahattvanuM nathI paNa pApa karavAnI vRtti che ke nahi? te mahattvanuM che. jo pApa karavAnI vRtti aMdara paDI hoya to pApa pravRtti na karavA chatAM ya tenuM pApa lAgyA kare, tene aviratinuM pApa kahevAya. pApa karavAnI vRttine toDavA bAdhA levI joie. jayAM sudhI pApatyAgano niyama na lo, tyAM sudhI pApanI vRtti UbhI rahevAthI pApa lAgyA kare. thoDA vrata-niyama levA te dezavirati. badhI bAdhA levI te sarvavirati. koipaNa niyama levA nahi te avirati, apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAya mohanIca nAmanuM karma che. teno udaya dUra thAya tyAre bAdhA-niyama levAnuM mana thAya. devo ane nArakone A apratyAkhyAnIyA kaSAyono nikAcita udaya hoya tethI teo kadI ya nAnuM paNa vrata, paccakhANa na karI zake. bhagavAnanI bhakti karI zake paNa vrata-niyama nahi. jayAre ApaNane sAmAnyataH te kaSAyono nikAcita udaya na hoya, tethI ApaNe jo thoDoka prayatna karIe to nAnA niyamathI mAMDIne dIkSA sudhInuM badhuM ja karI zakIe. mAtra prayatna karavo jarUrI che, kayAre karIzuM? pApapravRtti na karavA chatAMya pApa kema lAge? ema na pUchavuM. tenI icchAthI, tenA vicArathI paNa pApa lAge. koine mArIe nahi paNa mAravAno vicAra karIe to pApa lAge ke nahi? koi strI pasAra thai gai. aDyA paNa nathI, paNa tenA mATe badhA ja kharAba vicAro AvyA, to tenuM pApa lAge ke nahi? AmAM pApanI pravRtti kayAM koi karI che? hA , tatvajharaNuM 20
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________________ jenI bAdhA nathI lIdhI, te pApa pravRtti karavAnA vicAra na AvatA hoya to ya, avasara Ave to te karavAnI taiyArI to che ja. jo tema na hoya to bAdhA zA mATe nathI levAtI? pApa karavAnI icchA manamAM paDelI ja che, te icchA azubhapravRtti na karavA chatAMya tenuM pApa lagADyA kare che, mATe je na karavAnuM hoya, tenI bAdhA badhAe lai levI joie. kharAba vicAro Ave tyAre tene dUra karavAnA prayatno karazo to vadhAre jorathI Avaze; tenA karatAM te vakhate sArA vicAro zaru karavA; sArA vicAro zaru karavAthI kharAba vicAro enI jAte aTakI jaze. prazna : upavAsa karyo hoya ane rAtre maganA meruzikhara,rAbaDInA sarovara dekhAya, khAvAnI icchA thAya to upavAsa tUTI jAya? jenI bAdhA lIdhI hoya te karavAnuM mana thAya to zuM bAdhA tUTI jAya? jayAM sudhI atikrama, vyatikrama ke aticAra kakSAno doSa hoya tyAM sudhI bAdhA tUTe nahi. jayAre te anAcAranI kakSAe pahoMce tyAre bAdhA tUTe. pApa karavAnI icchA karavI te atikrama. te mATe pagalAM bharavA te vyatikrama. pApa karavAnI pravRttimAM TheTha sudhI AgaLa vadhavuM paNa pApa karavuM nahi te aticAra. ane pApa karavuM te anAcAra. dA.ta. rAtribhojana tyAganI bAdhA che; rAtrinA samaye bhAvatI vastu joine lalacAi gayA; khAvAnuM mana thayuM te atikrama. bAdhA tUTI nathI. khAvA mATe ubhA thayA. bhANA sudhI pahoMcyA, te vyatikrama. hAthamAM koLIyo lIdho; moDhAmAM mUkayo tyAM sudhI aticAra. haju paNa bAdhA tUTI na gaNAya. je kogaLo karIne kADhI de to bacI jAya. paNa jayAre koLIyo gaLAmAM utArI de tyAre anAcAra kahevAya. have bAdhA tUTI gaNAya. tethI jayAre khAvAnA vicAra Ave tyAre ja suMdara vicAro vaDe manane bIje lai javuM joie, jethI anAcAra sudhI na pahoMcAya. paNa kadAca vicAro AvatAM hoya to teTalA mAtrathI bAdhA na levAno vicAra na karAya. te to atikrama rupa sAmAnya doSa che, tenA kAraNe karoDonI kamANI karAvanArA niyamo letAM. aTakavuM na joie. nahi to aviratinuM pApa cAlyA karaze. jaina zAsanamAM pravRtti karatAM ya pariNatinuM mahattva vadhAre che. jo niyamabAdhA-vrata-paccakakhANa na lo, to pApanI pravRtti na karavA chatAM ya aMdara pApa karavAnI pariNati paDelI hovAthI tenuM pApa lAgyA kare che. tethI tenAthI chUTavA roja navA navA vrata-niyama-paccakkhANo karatAM rahevuM joie. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM [ 28
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 12 maMgaLavAra, tA. -8-02 dharmanA kendra sthAne AtmA che. vijJAnanA kendra sthAne padArtha che. vaijJAniko padArtho upara prayogo karIne padArthomAM parivartana lAve, paNa potAnA AtmAne to tevo ne tevo ja rAkhe. dharma tenuM sevana karanArA AtmAmAM parivartana lAve. vijJAna ane dharmamAM A to pAyAno taphAvata che. padArthamAM parivartana lAve te vijJAna, AtmAmAM parivartana lAve te dharma. karmayukta,duHkhI, pApI AtmAne pheravIne kamarahita, sukhI, guNI banAvavA mATe dharmanI jIvanamAM atyaMta AvazyaktA che. ApaNo AtmA sauthI pahelA avyavahAra rAzInI nigodamAM hato. tyAMthI mokSa sudhInI yAtrA ApaNe AraMbhI che. pravAse jaie tyAre ApaNane khyAla hovo ja joie ke ApaNe kayAM javuM che? tyAM javAnA upAyo kayA? tema nigodathI ApaNI musApharI zaru thai che; ApaNane satata khyAla hovo ja joie ke ApaNe mokSe pahoMcavAnuM che. te mATe mokSe javAnA upAyo jANavA joie. jANIne AdaravA joie. ApaNe sau prathama nigodamAM hatA, tyAM pApanI ghaNI pravRtti karatAM na hovA chatAMya pApo karavAnI vRtti rupa avirati hatI, te pApo baMdhAvIne tyAM ja janma-maraNa karAvatI hatI. A pApavRtti khUba kharAba che; tene dUra karavA bAdhA to levAnI ja. e ghaNA kahe che ke 'bAdhA laine tUTI jAya, tenA karatAM bAdhA na levI sArI,' paNa A vAta barobara nathI. jaina zAsanane mAnya nathI. A usUtra vacana che. AvuM mAnanArAne prAyazcitta Ave. bAdhA to levAnI ja; tUTI na jAya tenI kALajI levAnI. kayA kayA saMyogonI zakayatA che? temAM mArAthI bAdhAnuM pAlana thaze ke nahi? mArI makkamatA-dhIratA kevI che? te badhuM vicArIne bAdhA to levAnI ja, jarura jaNAya to temAM thoDI chUTachATa rAkhavAnI. jethI bAdhA tUTavAno savAla ja na Ave. chatAMya koivAra bAdhA tUTI ja jAya, to tenuM prAyazcitta levAnuM paNa bAdhA lIdhA vinA to nahi ja rahevAnuM. pALavAnA bhAvathI lIdhelI bAdhA kayAreka tUTe, to je doSa lAge tenA karatAM bAdhA levI ja nahi te ghaNo moTo bhayAnaka doSa che. - annattha sUtranuM bIjuM nAma AgArasUtra che. AgAra eTale chUTa. tassA uttarI sUtra, arihaMta ceiANaM sUtra, vaiyAvaccagarANaM sUtra vagere pachI chUTo jaNAvanAruM A sUtra bolAya che. pUrve bolAtA sUtromAM karemi kAussagga' ke 'ThAmi kAussagga" pado vaDe kAyotsarganI pratijJA karAya che-niyama levAya tatvajharaNuM 29 29
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________________ che ane tyArapachInA annattha sUtramAM temAM rakhAtI chUTo jaNAvAya che. Ama A sUtro kahe che ke pratijJA to levAnI ja; jarura paDe to temAM chUTa rAkhavAnI paNa pratijJA levAnuM baMdha na karavuM. [6] jo ApaNuM sattva hoya, sahana thAya to, te chUTano upayoga na karavo. paNa jo teTaluM sattva na hovAthI chUTano upayoga karIe, to te bAdhA, pratijJA ke niyamano bhaMga thato nathI. fasts fon Hol ApaNane maLelA paramAtmA karuNAnA mahAsAgara che. temaNe AtmAnI sAthe ApaNA zarIranI paNa ciMtA karI che. tethI jenAthI tabiyata bagaDavAnI zakayatA hoya, tenI chUTa annattha sUtra dvArA ApI. khAMsI, chIMka, bagAsuM, oDakAra, vAchUTa vagerenI kAussaggamAM chUTa ApI dIdhI. Sur A badhuM jANyA pachI rAtribhojana, kaMdamULa vagereno tyAga karavAnI bAdhA lai levI joie. koi saMyoga vizeSamAM karavuM ja paDaze tema lAgatuM hoya to varSanA 5-10-15 divasanI chUTa rAkhIne paNa bAdhA to levAnI ja. mAtra 48 miniTathI paNa ochA AyuSyavALo, cokhAnA dANA jeTalo nAno, jaLacara jIvanI AMkhanI pAMpaNamAM raheto taMdulIyo matsya "mAruM cAle to ekeyane na choDuM' evA mananA vicAronA pApe marIne sAtamI narake jAya 1. chevuM nAnapa thIma upara rola mUkavAnI jarura nathI lAgatI kasoTa nA ya khAnadAnI aTakAve che, bAkI ekeya strIne na choDuM.' AvI mAnasika hAlata kharI ? jAtane gaMbhIratAthI cakAsavA jevI che. pApapravRtti karatAMya pApanI vRtti bhayaMkara che, te na bhUlavuM. sI jI . sAdhujIvana jo brahmacaryanA pAlana mATe che, to gRhasthajIvana kAMi bephAma jIvana jIvavA mATe nathI. te paNa brahmacaryanI neTa prekaTIsa mATe che. maryAdA lAvatAM lAvatAM, saMyamita banatAM banatAM eka divasa saMyamajIvana svIkAravAnuM sAmarthya pAmavAnuM che. 619 19 foste tamAro koi mitra kahe ke mArI sAthe bhAgIdArImAM dhaMdho karo. tamAre muDI nahi rokavAnI. kAma nahi karavAnuM. mAtra savAre ane sAMje 10-10 miniTa samaya ApavAno. nukazAnamAM tamAro bhAga nahi, kAraNake nukazAna thavAnuM ja nathI; naphAmAM pUrepUro bhAga, to koNa AvI bhAgIdArImAM joDAvA na icche ? bolo, tamAre joDAvuM che ? paramAtmA ApaNane kahe che ke roja 14 niyama dhAro. savAre ane sAMje tatvajharaNuM 30
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________________ dasa-dasa miniTa 14 niyamo dhAravA ane saMkSepavA mATe Apo. aDhaLaka pApo baMdhAtA aTakI jaze. tapa, tyAga dAna karyA vinA anaMtAnaMta saMbhavita pApomAMthI mukti maLaze. kevuM addabhUta anuSThAna. amuka dravyothI vadhAre nahi vAparavA vagere rupe A niyamo che. sahaja paLAya tevA che. jeTalI chUTa rAkho teTalAnuM pApa lAge. duniyAmAM to aDhaLaka padArtho che. bAkInA tamAma padArthonI icchA niyama levAthI aTakI jAya. tethI tenA kAraNe baMdhAtuM pApa paNa baMdha thai jAya.che ne lakhalUTa kamANI..to roja 14 niyamo dhAravAnuM nakakI karI lezo ne? - tamAma AtmAo sau prathama je avyavahAra rAzInI nigodamAM hatA to ApaNe temAMthI bahAra kevI rIte nIkaLyA? A savAla thAya te sahaja che. zAstro kahe che ke eka AtmA A saMsAramAMthI mokSe jAya, siddha bhagavaMta bane tyAre eka AtmA avyavahAra rAzInI nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe. | koi eka AtmAe mokSe pahoMcavA dvArA ApaNane te nigodamAMthI bahAra kADhyA. Ama siddha bhagavaMtano ApaNI upara asIma upakAra thayo. jenA zAsana batADIne arihaMta paramAtmA bahAra nIkaLelA ApaNane mokSa sudhI pahoMcADavAno upakAra karI rahyA che. Ama nigodamAMthI nikAsa karavAmAM siddha bhagavAnano upakAra che, to nIkaLyA pachI mokSa sudhIno vikAsa sAdhavAmAM arihaMta bhagavaMtano upakAra che. nigodamAMthI ApaNane bahAra kADhavA dvArA siddha bhagavaMtano ApaNI upara je upakAra thayo che, temAMthI ApaNe tyAre ja mukta thai zakIe ke jayAre ApaNe mokSe pahoMcIne anya eka AtmAne nigodamAMthI bahAra kADhIe. A mATe paNa ApaNe jaladIthI jaldI mokSe javuM joie. te mATe saMyama jIvana svIkArIne ghora sAdhanA karavI joie. jo traNamuktinI bhAvanA ApaNAmAM pedA na thAya to ApaNAmAM pAyAnI paNa lAyakAta nathI tema samajavuM. kRtajJatA to pAyAno guNa che; koinA upakArane zI rIte visarI javAya? tethI siddha bhagavaMtanA upakArane satata dhyAnamAM rAkhIne, siddha banavAno puruSArtha AjathI ja ullAsapUrvaka AraMbhI devo joie. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. | tatvajharaNuM 31
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________________ saMvata 20pa8 aSADha vada : 14 budhavAra, tA. 9-08-02 paramAtmAe bhale A duniyA banAvI nathI, paNa A duniyA jevI che tevI batADIne ApaNI upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. tenAthI ApaNe duHkhI maTIne sukhI banI zakIe chIe. doSita maTIne guNI banI, chelle mokSa pAmIne siddha banI zakIe chIe. mokSamArga batADIne upakAranI helI varasAvanArA paramAtmA ApaNA mATe upAsya tattva che, ArAdhya tatva che. AvA mahAna paramAtmAne pAmIne ApaNI jIvanapaddhati avazya badalAvI joie. sAthe-sAthe mananI vRttio paNa palaTAvI joie. mananI kAtila vRttio pApapravRtti na karavA chatAMya narakamAM mokalavA samartha che. pApapravRttine aTakAvavA niyamo laine viratimAM AvavuM joie. ApaNo AtmA sauthI pahelA avyavahArarAzInI nigodamAM hato. eka AtmA saMsAramAMthI mokSe gayo, tyAre avyavahArarAzInI nigodamAMthI eka AtmA bahAra nIkaLyo. ekavAra bahAra nIkaLelo AtmA pharI pAcho kadI ya avyavahAra rAzInI nigodamAM na jAya, kemake te bahAra nIkaLyo eTale je je navA bhava pAmyo, te te bhavanA jIva tarIke teno vyavahAra zaru thayo. have pachI, te pAcho sUkSmanigodamAM janma to lai zake, paNa tyAre te vyavahArarAzInI nigodano jIva kahevAya, paNa avyavahArarAzInI nigodano nahi. je AtmA eka paNa vAra duniyAnA vyavahArane yogya banyo nathI, te ja avyavahArarAzImAM gaNAya. prazna : tyAM teNe kayo dharma karyo ke jethI te bahAra nIkaLyo ? sahana karavuM te dharma. jemAM kAMi sahana karavAnuM nathI te dharma zI rIte? dAnamAM dhananI mUcchamAM ghasAro pahoMce che, mATe dAna dharma. zIlamAM kAmavAsanAne ghasarako pahoMcADavA manathI sahevuM paDe che, mATe zIla dharma. tapamAM zarIrane sahevuM paDe mATe tapa dharma. zubha bhAvo mATe durbhAvone dUra karavA manane keLavavA sahevuM paDe, mATe bhAva dharma. pANI, pavana, kIDI, maMkoDA,jhADa-pAna vagere jIvo paNa ThaMDI, garamI, bhUkha, tarasa vagere sahana kare che. tenAthI pApa khapatA-puNya baMdhAtA teo ekendriyamAMthI beindriya, te indriya, caurindriya, paMcendriya,mAnava, deva sudhIno vikAsa sAdhI zake che. puNya vinA to A vikAsa na thAya. puSya dharma vinA nA baMdhAya. te te bhavomAM sahana karavuM, te ja temano dharma. icchApUrvaka sahana karIe to ghaNA karmo nAza pAme. tene sakAma nirjarA tatvajharaNuM 32
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________________ kahevAya. icchA vinA paNa, parANe ke ajANatA je sahana karIe temAM akAmanirjarA thAya. nigodamAM paNa eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIvone je ekI sAthe rahevAnuM che temAM sahana karavAnuM to che ja. temAM na akaLAya te vadhAre karmo khapAvI zake. eka AtmA mokSe gayo tyAre bIjo koi nahi paNa ApaNo ja AtmA bahAra nIkaLyo temAM mukhyatve ApaNI niyati-bhavitavyatA kAraNa che. jenI niyati pAke te bahAra nIkaLe. bAkInA cAra gauNapaNe kAraNa bane. vizvamAM koipaNa kArya kAraNa vinA thatuM nathI.dareka kAryamAM mukhya-gauNapaNe pAMca kAraNo bhAga bhajave che. (1)niyati (2) svabhAva (3)kALa (4) karma ane (5)puruSArtha kAMTA tIkSNa ja kema ? agni garama ja kema ? barapha ThaMDo ja kema ? dUdhamAMthI ja dahIM thAya paNa pANImAMthI kema nahi ? koraDuM maga kema na sIjha? badhAno javAba eka ja che ke tevo temano svabhAva che. ahIM svabhAva mukhya kAraNa che. bAkInA cAra gaNa kAraNa che. nava mahIne ja janma kema? kerI unALAmAM ja kema? vAsanA bALapaNamAM nahi, paNa yuvAnavaye ja kema jAge? AmAM mukhya kAraNa kALa che. bAkInA cAra gauNapaNe kAraNa che. eka hoMziyAra, bIje ThoTha; kema? eka zrImaMta, bIjo garIba; kema ? jagatamAM je vicitratAo dekhAya che, temAM kayAMka mukhyapaNe karma kAraNa che, to gauNapaNe bAkInA cAra kAraNo che, to kyAMka mukhyapaNe puruSArtha kAraNa che, to gauNapaNe bAkInA cAra kAraNo che. | koinA ghare eka kapa cA pIdhA pachI jayAM sudhI bIjAne cAra kapa cA nA pIvaDAve tyAM sudhI jene cena na paDe te sajjana kahevAya. koie mArI upara upakAra karyo, jayAM sudhI huM tenI ke bIjAnI upara vaLato upakAra na karuM tyAM sudhI mArA sukha-cena harAma. siddhoe ApaNane avyavahAra rAzInI nigodamAMthI bahAra kADhyA, temano upakAra caDyo. teo mokSe pahoMcI gayA che. ApaNe temanI upara vaLato upakAra karI zakatA nathI to zuM karavuM ? huM jaldI mokSe pahoMcIne koika AtmAne temAMthI bahAra kADhe, AvI vRtti satata. pedA karavI joie. | bahAra nIkaLelA ApaNane sAdhanA mArga samajAvanArA arihaMtano upakAra najara samakSa taravaravo joie. hadaya bole ke, "prabhu! teM mane je ApyuM che. teno badalo ze vALuM?' bhagavAnane kendramAM rAkhIne jIvIe, jAtane kendramAM rAkhIne nahi. je jAtane kendramAM rAkhIne jIve che, te mAMgaNIyo bane che. je bhagavAnane tatvajharaNuM
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________________ kendramAM rAkhIne jIve che, te udAra, saMtoSI ane prasanna bane che. zrIpALanA jIvanane tapAso. te sadA navapadajI bhagavAnane kendramAM rAkhIne jIvyo che. tenI najara paDatAM suvarNasiddhirasa siddha thayo. sAdhaka zrIpALane Ape che, tyAre zrIpALa kahe che, mAre tenI jarura nathI ! ApaNI niyati pAkI, tyAre ApaNe bahAra nIkaLyA. have saMsArayAtrA zaru thai. pahoMcavuM che ApaNe mokSe. mokSa sudhInA vikAsanI yAtrAmAM ApaNe Aja sudhImAM keTalo vikAsa sAdhyo ? te kevI rIte khabara paDe ? gADI yArDamAM paDI hatI, tyAM sudhI to musApharI ja zaru nahotI thai; paNa gADI yArDamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI. have kayAM javuM? Treka (pATA) be jAtanA che. (1)eka yArDamAMthI bIjA yArDamAM javAnA ane (2)eka yArDamAMthI sTezananA pleTaphorma sudhI javAnA. kacA pATA upara te gADI jAya che? tenA upara AdhAra che ke te kayAM pahoMcaze? avyavahArarAzInI nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA AtmAonI paNa be jAtanI musApharI zaru thAya che. eka mArga baMgaDI jevo goLa che. cakkara-cakkara pharyA karavAnuM paNa aMta na Ave. bIjA mArge kuMDALA moTAM-moTAM thatAM jAya; chelle cheDo Ave; te cheDAnuM nAma che mokSa. pahelo mArga mokSe kadI na pahoMcADe; bIjo mArga mokSe pahoMcADe. pahelA mArge ghAMcInA baLadanI jema gati ghaNI thAya, paNa pragati jarA ya na thAya. bIjA mArge gati bhale kadAca dhImI thAya, paNa mokSa sudhInI pragati thai zake. avyavahArarAzInI nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA AtmAo be prakAranA hoya (1) bhavya ane (2) abhavya. jenAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA hoya te bhavya kahevAya. jenAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA hoya ja nahi te abhavya. jenAmAM jenI yogyatA hoya, te vyakti te vastu meLave ja tevo niyama nathI. meLave ke na paNa meLave. paNa jenAmAM jenI yogyatA na hoya, te to te cIja na ja meLave, tevo niyama che. abhavya AtmAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA ja nathI, mATe te kadI paNa mokSe na ja jAya. 500 ziSyonA guru bane to ya na jAya. teo baMgaDI jevA goLa mArge saMsAramAM yAtrA kare. kAyama saMsAramAM rahe paNa kadI ya mokSe na ja jAya. paNa je AtmAo kayAreka paNa mokSe javAnA ja hoya tevA bhavya AtmAo bIjA mArga upara AgaLa vadhe. AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM teo ekavAra TheTha mokSe pahoMce. ApaNe kayA raste chIe? vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. To folks pus tatvajharaNuM [5] 34
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________________ saMvata 2058 aSADha vada : 30 guruvAra tA. 8-8-02 avyavahArarAzInI nigodamAM rahelA AtmAo ekendriya ja hoya. teone sparzanendriya sivAyanI anya indriyo na hoya. ApaNe paMcendriya mAnava chIe; tethI nakkI thAya che ke ApaNe bhale sauthI pahelAM avyavahAra rAzInI nigodamAM hatA, paNa hAla to tyAMthI nIkaLIne vyavahArarAzImAM AvI gayA chIe, paNa have savAla e che ke ApaNe bhavya chIe ke abhavya? mokSe javAnI jenI yogyatA ja nathI; tethI je mokSe javAno paNa nathI te abhavya. jenAmAM yogyatA hoya te bhavya. je mokSe jAya te bhavya hoya ja paNa je bhavya hoya te mokSe jAya ke na paNa jAya. jo anukULa saMyogo maLe to. bhavyajIvonI yogyatA khIle, nahi to na khIle.. dUdhamAM dahIM banavAnI yogyatA to che ja, je temAM meLavaNa nAMkho to dahIM thAya, paNa jo meLavaNa na naMkhAya to? pANImAM game teTaluM meLavaNa nAMkho to ya dahIM na thAya, kemake tenAmAM tevI yogyatA ja nathI. tema abhavyane sAkSAta tIrthaMkara paramAtmA maLe, temanI dezanA sAMbhaLe to ya mokSe na jAya. ghuvaDa sUryane joi na zake temAM vAMka sUryano nathI, paNa ghuvaDamAM sUryane javAnI yogyatA nathI. tema abhavyone bhagavAna mokSe na pahoMcADI zake, temAM vAMka bhagavAnano nathI, paNa abhavyomAM tenI yogyatA ja nathI mATe teo na jAya. abhavyano upadeza sAMbhaLIne aneko tarI jAya, tenA pa00 ziSyo mokSe jAya tevuM bane, paNa teno to mokSa na ja thAya kAraNa ke te mokSanI vAto karato hovA chatAMya hRdayathI kadI ya mokSane mAnato ja nathI. cheApaNe bhavya chIe ke abhavya? te kevI rIte khabara paDe? jeNe zatruMjayanI yAtrA karI hoya te avazya bhavya hoya, jenAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA na hoya te zatruMjayanI yAtrA kadI ya karI na zake. atyAra sudhI jeNe zatruMjayanI yAtrA nA karI hoya te abhavya ja hoya, ema nahi. bhaviSyamAM kadAca kare paNa kharo. tethI yAtrA na kare te abhavya evuM na kahevAya. paNa jeNe zatruMjayanI yAtrA karI hoya te avazya bhavya ja hoya, tema cokakasa kahevAya. tethI je zatruMjayanI yAtrA nA karI hoya to jaladIthI karavI jarUrI che. jeo atyAra sudhI zatruMjayanI yAtrA game te kAraNasara karI zakayA na hoya te badhAne zatruMjayanI yAtrA karAvavAno lAbha choDavA jevo nathI. i el - sAdhuone to saMyamayAtrA e ja moTI tIrthayAtrA che. spezyala tIrthayAtrA ja tatvajharaNuM - 35
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________________ mATe amAre vihAra na karAya. vihAra karatAM najIkamAM tIrtha Ave to yAtrA avazya karIe. bhavya-abhavyanI vAto jANatA-vAMcatA ke sAMbhaLatA jenA manamAM savAla thAya ke, huM bhavya hoiza ke abhavya ?' tenA A savAlamAM ja teno javAba che ke te bhavya ja hoya. abhavyane Avo savAla kadI na thAya. nAno chokaro mammIne pUche ke, "bolato chuM ke bobaDo?' temAM ja javAba che ke, "te bolato che." nahi to savAla pUche ja kevI rIte ? bhavya AtmAo kAyama bhavya rahe. abhavya AtmAo kAyama abhavya rahe. jema ghI kadI pANI na bane ane pANI kadI ghI na bane. tema bhavya kadIya abhavya na bane ane abhavya kadIya bhavya na bane. koine bhavya to koine abhavya koNe banAvyA ? evuM na pUchatAM, kAraNake AtmAne koie pedA karyo ja nathI; te pahelethI ja che. keTalAka AtmAo pahelethI ja bhavya che to keTalAka AtmAo pahelethI ja abhavya che. A AtmA bhavya che ane A AtmA abhavya che, temAM kAraNa teno svabhAva che. AtmAne avyavahArarAzImAMthI bahAra kADhavAmAM mukhya kAraNa jema niyati che, tema AtmA bhavya ke abhavya hoya, temAM mukhya kAraNa svabhAva che. game teTalo tApa ApavA chatAM ya je magano na ja sIjhavAno svabhAva hoya, tene jema koraDuM maga kahevAya tema game teTalA anukULa saMyoga maLavA chatAM ya jeno svabhAva mokSe na ja javAno hoya te abhavya kahevAya. koraDuM magane koraDuM koNe banAvyo ? tenA svabhAve. abhavyane abhavya koNe banAvyo ? tenA svabhAve; bIjuM koi kAraNa nathI. A duniyAmAM bhale dharmI karatAM pApI vadhAre dekhAtA hoya paNa hakIkatamAM to abhavya karatAM bhavya AtmAo anaMtagaNA vadhAre che. abhavya AtmAo cothA anaMtA jeTalA che, jayAre bhavya AtmAo AThamA anaMtA jeTalA che. ] - so, hajAra, lAkha, karoDa, abaja vagere saMkhyAo che. te badhI saMkhyAone oLaMgI jaie pachI "asaMkhyAta' saMjJAnI saMkhyA Ave. jema gaNI zakAya tevI saMkhyAtI saMkhyA saMkhyAnA prakAranI che, tema gaNI na zakAya tevI asaMkhyAta saMkhyAnA asaMkhyAtA prakAro che. chatAM tene navagupamAM goThavIne zAstromAM asaMkhyAtAnA navA prakAro jaNAvyA che. pUrva pUrvanA asaMkhyAtA karatAM pachIpachInuM asaMkhyAtuM moTuM moTuM hoya che. nave asaMkhyAtAne oLaMgI gayA pachI "anaMta' saMjJAvAcI saMkhyA Ave. tatvajharaNuM eii 36
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________________ anaMtAnA anaMtA prakAro che, chatAM tene paNa nava gupamAM goThavIne anaMtAnA nava prakAro jaNAvyA che. paNa navamA anaMtAnA pramANa jeTalI koi vastu A vizvamAM nathI, tethI ATha anaMtAno vyavahAra thAya che. vizvamAM sarva AtmAo AThamA anaMtA jeTalA che. temAMnA cothA anaMtA jeTalA abhavya AtmAo che. pAMcamA anaMtA jeTalA AtmAo mokSe gayA che. bhavya AtmAo paNa AThamA anaMtA jeTalA che. are ! soyanA agra bhAge rahe teTalA baTATA vagere kaMdamULanA kaNIyAmAM paNa AThamAM anaMtA jeTalA jIvo che. A jANIne kayo DAhyo mANasa have kaMdamULa khAvAnI krUratA Acare ? ajenone A jANakArI nathI, tethI teo kaMdamULa khAya to temane pApa nA lAge tevuM nathI, temane paNa kaMdamULamAM thatI jIvahiMsAnuM pApa to lAge ja. ajJAnatA mAphIne pAtra nathI. "Ignoransa Ijha noTa ena esakayujha' amadAvAda thI muMbai AvIne koi vyakti muMbainA rastAonuM jJAna na hovAnA kAraNe vanave upara roMga sAiDa gADI calAve, to te guno kahevAya ke nahi? TrAphIka polIsane te vyakti ema kahe ke, "mane khabara nathI ke A vanave che,' to tene mAphI maLI jAya? TrAphIka polIsa zuM kahe? jo tamAre muMbaimAM gADI calAvavI hoya to pahelAM e jANI levuM joie ke vanave kayA che ane kayA nathI, barobara ne? tema mAnavajIvana jIvIe chIe to sau prathama jJAna meLavI levuM joie ke pApanA rastA kayA che? ane puNyanA upAyo kayA che? duHkha zenAthI Ave? ane sukha kevI rIte maLe? - je jaina jANe che ke, "kaMdamULabhakSaNa mahApApanuM kAraNa che,' te jANI joine, niSpharatAthI kaMdamULa khAya to pelA ajJAnI ajena karatAM tene vadhAre pApa lAge. vanave jANavA chatAMya, polIsanI nA hovA chatAM ya jANI joine kAyadAno bhaMga karanAra vAhanacAlakane to vadhAre ja sajA thAya ne? Ama, ajJAnatAnA kAraNe pApa seve to ochuM pApa lAge. tenA karatAM jANI joine pApa kare to vadhAre pApa lAge kAraNake te kaThora-naThora banIne pApa kare che. hA, jANyA pachI paNa, paristhitivaza pApa karavuM paDe, to te vakhate ya jo te raDatAM raDatAM pApa kare to ochuM pApa lAge. | - tethI, pApa kone kahevAya? tenI jANakArI meLavavI joie. pApa na thai jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI joie. chatAMya koivAra kAraNasara pApa karavuM ja paDe to niSpharatAthI na karavuM paNa raDatAM raDatAM karavuM ane tenuM prAyazcitta karavAnuM kadI bhUlavuM nahi. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukakaDam. tatvajharaNuM
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : 1 zukravAra tA. -08-02 A brahmAMDamAM evA paNa anaMtA AtmAo che, ke jemanAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA che, chatAM ya kayAreya mokSe javAnA nathI. are ! mokSe javAnI vAta to dUra raho, teo avyavahArarAzImAMthI nIkaLIne vyavahArarAzImAM paNa AvavAnA nathI. game teTalo kALa bhalene pasAra thAya, teo ekendriyapaNuM ke nigodapaNuM paNa nahi choDe ! teomAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA che, mATe teo jAtithIkvolITIthI bhavya che; paNa temanI niyati evI che ke, teo kadI avyavahArarAzImAMthI bahAra ja nahi nIkaLe, tethI mAnavabhava, saMyama ke mokSa paNa kadI nahi meLave. teo jAtibhavya kahevAya. bhavya : bhaviSyamAM mAtA banavAnI yogyatA dharAvanArI strI jevo A bhavya AtmA che. jo te strIne purUSano saMyoga prApta thAya to putranI prApti paNa thAya tema A bhavya AtmAne, je mAnavabhava-jainazAsana-saMyama jIvana vagere sAmagrIno saMyoga thAya to mokSarUpI phaLanI prApti thAya.' abhavya : vadhyA strI jevo A abhavya AtmA che. vadhyA strIne game teTalI vAra purUSano saMyoga thAya, to paNa putranI prApti to na ja thAya. tema abhavya AtmAne game teTalI vAra mAnavabhava-saMcamAdi maLe, to ya mokSanI prApti to na ja thAya; kAraNake tenAmAM tenI yogyatA ja nathI. jAtibhavya : mAtA banavAnI yogyatAvALI, bALabrahmacAriNI sAdhvIjI jevo jAtibhavya AtmA che. putraprAptinI yogyatA hovA chatAMya puruSano saMyoga na thavAthI jema tene putra na thAya tema mokSe javAnI yogyatA hovA chatAMya jAtibhavya AtmAne mAnavabhava-saMyama vagere na maLavAthI teno kadI ya mokSa na thAya. bhArekarmI bhavya : puSkaLa karmo bAMdhavAnA kAraNe karmothI bhAre banelo AtmA, jaladI bodha na pAme. chatAM kayAreka A bhArekarmI AtmAo te ja bhavamAM-daDhaprahArI, caMdrazekhara rAjA vagerenI jema mokSe jAya tevuM paNa bane. tethI Aje je pApI dekhAya, tenI pApI pravRtti joine tene kayAreya dhikkAravo nahi, kadAca te bhArekarmI bhavya najIkamAM mokSe janAro paNa hoi zake. Ajano vAliyo kAlano vAlmIkI hoi zake. mATe badhA pratye ApaNA hRdayamAM sadA suMdara bhAva joie; badhA mATe sAruM ja bolavuM. kadI ya koinuM ghasAtuM na bolavuM ke koi pratye tiraskAra na karavo. - durbhavya : ghaNA bhavo pachI mokSe janAro AtmA durbhavya kahevAya. tatvajharaNuM | 38
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________________ AsanabhavI : Asanna eTale najIka. najIkanA kALe mokSe janAro AsanabhavI kahevAya. ApaNe ekendriyathI paMcendriya sudhIno bhautikavikAsa ke samakitathI saMyamajIvana sudhIno AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhI zakayA temAM siddha bhagavaMtano upakAra che. jo nigodamAMthI bahAra ja nIkaLyA na hota to ApaNuM zuM thAta ? jAtibhavya jIvono Avo bhautika ke AdhyAtmika, koi vikAsa thato nathI. jainazAsananA pAyAnA cha siddhAnto : (1) AtmA che (2) te pariNAmI nitya (zarIrathI judo) che. (3) AtmA karmano kartA che. (4) AtmA karmano bhoktA che. (5) teno mokSa che ane (6) mokSanA upAyo paNa che. A cha vAtomAMthI pahelI cAra vAtane kadAca mAne to ya chellI be vAtane to abhavya AtmA na ja mAne. abhavya AtmA mokSanI vAto kare, mokSane samajAve, mokSanA upAyo batADe paNa pote aMtarathI kadI ya mokSane mAne nahi. Aje jema te mokSane nathI mAnato tema bhaviSyamAM paNa kayAreya te mokSane mAnaze nahi. Rddhi-samRddhi-svarganA sukha vagere meLavavA te dIkSA le, zarIranI badhI sukhazIlatA bhogave, kayAreka svarga mATe bhayAnaka kaSTo paNa veThe, paNa mokSane kadI ya mAne nahi ke icche nahi. abhavya AtmAnI pariNati atyaMta niSphara hoya. tenI AMkhamAM karuNAnA-anumodanAnA-pazcAttApanA AMsu na Ave. te nirdaya-kaThora-naThora hoya. tenI pariNati komaLa na hoya. vadhyA ke mAtA banavA pAchaLa jema te strInuM zArIrika baMdhAraNa kAraNa che te rIte bhavya-abhavya AtmAomAM paNa te te AtmAonuM tevuM baMdhAraNa - tevo svabhAva kAraNa che. abhavya AtmA kayAreya bhavya na thAya. bhavya kayAreya abhavya na thAya. abhavya AtmAo to cothA anaMtA jeTalA che. paNa temAMnA sAta abhavyo pracalita che. (1) kapilA (2) kAlasaurika (3-4) be pAlaka (pa-6) be sAdhuH vinayaratna tathA aMgAramardaka AcArya ane (7) saMgamadeva. | paramAtmA mahAvIra deve, naraka toDavAnA upAya batAvatA, zreNika rAjAne kahyuM ke "tArI kapilAdAsI sAdhune vahorAve to tArI naraka TaLe" sAMbhaLIne zreNike kapilA nA hAthe sAdhune gocarI vahorAvI. chatAM bhagavAna kahe che ke, "teNe nathI vahorAvyuM." (sagI AMkhe joyelI ane sagA kAne sAMbhaLelI vAto paNa khoTI hoi zake tatvajharaNuM 39
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________________ che. mATe sAmenI vyakita pAsethI khulAso meLavyA vinA kadI ya koinA upara koipaNa prakArano AkSepa karavA jevo nathI.) kapilAne pUchatAM teNe kahyuM, "nA, meM kyAM vahorAvyuM che, mArA camacAe vahorAvyuM che !" kapilA abhavya hatI, mATe tene vahorAvavAno bhAva ja na thayo. gurubhagavaMtane gocarI-pANI vahorAvavAno lAbha keTalo badho? tenAthI naraka aTakI jAya ! have kadI ya gurujIne gocarI vahoravA padhAravAnI vinaMtI karyA vinAno divasa nahi jAya ne? | nayasAra ane dhanAsArthavAhe gurumahArAjane uchaLatA bhAve vahorAvyuM, to teo satsaMga pAmIne samakita pAmyA. are...! chelle teo bhagavAna mahAvIradeva ane bhagavAna RSabhadeva banyA. A prabhAva che supAtradAnano ! jeNe potAnA gharanA daravAjA supAtradAna mATe baMdha karyA teNe hakIkatamAM to potAnI sadgatinA daravAjA baMdha karyA, ema samajavuM. je bhavya che, tenAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA che, paNa te mokSe jAya ja, evuM nahi. te mokSe na paNa jAya. paraMtu je samakitI ane teno avazya mokSa thAya ja. te mokSe na jAya tevuM kadIpaNa na bane. gurunI vANI, paramAtmAnI bhakti vagerethI samakita pAmI zakAya. abhavyanI nizAnI che niSpharatA. 'kAlasIrika kasAi 500 pADA mAravAnuM baMdha kare to tArI naraka TaLe' evuM bhagavAna pAsethI sAMbhaLIne zreNike tene kuvAmAM utAryo to tyAM ja teNe kalpanAnA pa00 pADA mAryA ! kevI kaThoratA ! kalpanAthI mAryA to ya tenuM pApa to lAgyuM ja. je dhabadhaba cAle, tene jIvo marI jAya to vAMdho nathI jaNAto, nahi to te dhaba dhaba kema cAle? tethI koi jIva na mare to ya tene chakAyanA jIvonI hiMsAnuM pApa lAge. tenA badale je jayaNApUrvaka nIce joine cAle teno Azaya jIvone bacAvavAno hovAthI kadAca sahasAtkArathI ekAeka koi jIva marI jAya to ya tene mAryAnuM pApa tene na lAge. jIvonuM jJAna meLavyA pachI tenuM rakSaNa karavAnI pravRtti zaru thavI joie. jJAna AcAramAM vaNAvuM joie. je jJAna parivartana lAve, AcAramAM utare te jJAnane jJAna kahevAya; paNa te jJAnane jJAna na kahevAya ke je hote chate rAgadveSa vadhatA hoya. bhaNavA dvArA ahaMkAra vadhato hoya, dhyAna dvArA daMbha poSAto hoya to gaMbhIratAthI vicAravuM jarUrI che. phAyadAne badale nukazAna thAya to kema cAle? tatvajharaNuM 40.
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________________ che. jema jema jJAna vadhatuM jAya tema tema AcAramAM custatA AvavI joie. pApakriyAo ghaTavI joie. jIvavirAdhanA TALavAno, ochI karavAno prayatna karavo joie. kAcApANI, lAiTa-paMkhA vagerenI avirati ghaTavI joie. | AcAraH prathamo dharmaH | pahelo dharma jJAna nahi, paNa AcAra che. kriyA pratye sacI pedA thavI joie. bIjI kriyA kare, tenA pratye Adara joie. yAda rahe ke navapUrvanuM jJAna meLavanAra AtmA paNa abhavya hoi zake che. teno kadI ya mokSa na thAya tevuM saMbhavI zake che, jayAre kriyArUcIvALo AtmA avazya zukalapAkSika hoya. bhavya hoya. Avo kriyAmAM atyaMta AnaMda mAnanAro zukUlapAkSika AtmA eka pudagalaparAvartakALathI vadhAre saMsAramAM na ja rahe. te pahelAM ja te mokSe pahoMcI jAya.' | A vAta jANyA pachI have kriyAno aNagamo dUra thavo joie. hadayamAM kriyA pratye ahobhAva pragaTavo joie. jeo sAmAyika, pratikramaNa-pauSadhAdi kriyA karatA hoya temanA pratye bahumAnabhAva pedA thavo joie. kayAre ja temanI TIkA-niMdA na thai jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI joie. muhapatti paDilehaNa, vAMdaNA, pratikramaNa, sAmAyika karatA AnaMda Avavo joie. roja navI navI kriyA, varasItapa vagere navA-navA tapa karavAnA manoratho sevavA joie. a 'varasItapa karanArA gusso kare che', ema na kahevAya, 'roja gusso karanAro paNa have to varasItapa karIne kamAla karI rahyo che', ema bolAya. 'aDhAi karanAro rAtribhojana kare che', ema kahIne aThThAinI niMdA na karAya, paNa "roja rAtre khAnArAe paNa aDhAi karIne kamAla karI." ema bolIne tenI aThThAinuM bahumAna karAya. gusso ke rAtribhojana to kharAba che ja. teno koi bacAva nathI. paNa gussA ke rAtribhojanane kAraNe varasItapa ke a8Aine kadI cA kharAba ke na karavA jevI na kahI zakAya. A mAkhIne uDAvavA jatAM, rAjAne ja uDAvI de te kevo kahevAya? tevA na banavA, doSone AgaLa karIne ArAdhanAnA-kriyAnA yogone uDADavAnI bhUla kadI paNa karavA jevI nathI. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 41
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : 2 zanivAra. tA. 10-08-02 samagra caudarAjalokamAM nigodanA asaMkhyAtA goLAo che. dareka goLAmAM asaMkhyAtI asaMkhyAtI nigodo (zarIro) che. dareka zarIra (nigoda)mAM anaMtAanaMtA AtmAo che. jAtibhavya AtmA to nigodamAMthI bahAra ja nIkaLI zakato na hovAthI teno bhautika ke AdhyAtmika vikAsa zakya nathI. abhavya AtmAo vadhumAM vadhu navamAtraiveyaka (devaloka) sudhIno bhautika vikAsa sAdhI zake. ApaNI upara vaimAnika devaloka Avelo che. tenA bAra devalokanI upara navagaiveyaka che. tenI upara pAMca anuttaravimAno che, jemAM sauthI vacce sarvArthasiddha vimAna che. tenI upara siddhazIlA eTale ke mokSa che. jema jema upara jaie, tema-tema sukha-samRddhi vadhatAM jAya che. abhavya AtmAo navagaiveyaka sudhI jai zake paNa tenI thoDe upara rahelAM sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM kadI ya na jai zake, jayAre bhavya AtmAo sarvArthasiddha vimAna sudhIno bhautikavikAsa sAdhI zake che. abhavya AtmAo mithyAtva choDIne kadIya samakita pAmI na zake to mokSa to zI rIte pAmI zake ? bhavya AtmAo samakitI, sarvaviratidhara ane siddha banavA sudhIno TocakakSAno AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhI zake che. sAco sAdhu mokSa sudhI jai zake. vezano sAdhu navamA traiveyaka sudhI jai zake. zrAvaka-zrAvikA bAramA devaloka sudhI jai zake. tiryaMco vadhumAM vadhu AThamA devaloka sudhI jai zake. bAra vratadhArI custa zrAvaka bAramA devalokathI upara na jai zake, jayAre mithyAtvI abhavya AtmA, vezadhArI sAdhu banIne, bAra devalokanI upara navamA traiveyaka sudhI jai zake, temAM sAdhuvezano prabhAva kAraNa che. vezanA sAdhupaNAnI tAkAta paNa ajaba gajabanI che. sAdhuveza paheratAMnI sAthe ja jIvadayAnuM pAlana, gurusevA ane brahmacarya sahaja rIte zakya bane che. A lAbha paNa ocho nathI. tame amane pANI vahorAvI zako paNa pANI bharelI pAtarI amArA moDhe lagADI zako? nA, sAdhuveza Ave pachI ja tame pANI vaparAvI zako. gurunI uccakakSAnI sevA sAdhuveza svIkAryA vinA zakaya nathI. garbhathI traNa-traNa jJAnanA svAmI paramAtmA paNa jayAM sudhI sAdhu-veza dhAraNa na kare tyAM sudhI cothuM mana:paryavajJAna na pAmI zake. jyAre dIkSA le - 42 tatvajharaNuM
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________________ tyAre tarata ja mana:paryavajJAna thAya. Ama mana:paryavajJAnano saMbaMdha paNa sAdhuveza sAthe che. sAdhuveza vinA haju kevaLajJAna thai zake paNa mana:paryavajJAna to sAdhuveza vinA na ja thAya. te to sAdhuvezanA prabhAve ja thAya. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke 'dhamAM ravavarDa veo'' veza dharmanI rakSA kare che. vezanuM ghaNuM mahattva che. ja sAdhuveza vinA kevaLajJAna pAmelAne paNa teo jayAM sudhI sAdhuveza dhAraNa na kare, tyAM sudhI devo ke indro vaMdana na kare. sAdhuveza pahere pachI ja vaMdana kare, A tAkAta sAdhuvezanI che. A badhuM jANyA pachI, "mane paNa kayAre A sAdhuveza maLe ? kayAre huM saMsAranA vAghA choDIne saMyamajIvanano zaNagAra sajuM?'' tevI bhAvanA roja bhAvavI joie. (marudevA mAtA sivAya)sAdhuveza vinA paNa kevaLajJAna pAmanArAoe pUrvanA bhavomAM to sAdhuveza svIkAryo che. sAdhuveza pratye bahumAna dhAraNa karyuM che. sAdhuveza meLavavA talasyA che. mAtra marudevA mAtAnI AzcaryakArI ghaTanA ghaTI che. avyavahAra rAzInI nigodamAMthI keLanA jhADamAM AvyA. tyAMthI marudevA mAtA banyA ane sIdhA mokSamAM pahoMcyA. bAkI to nigodathI mokSa sudhI pahoMcavA ghaNI moTI musApharI karavI paDe. "sAdhuveza vinA mane paNa kevaLajJAna thaze'' tevuM mAnanArAne to sAdhuveza vinA kevaLajJAna na ja thAya. hA ! je evuM mAne ke 'mane jyAre paNa kevaLajJAna thaze tyAre sAdhuvezathI ja thaze,mATe huM kayAre dIkSA lauM?kyAre sAdhuveza svIkAruM?'tene kadAca sAdhuveza vinA paNa kevaLajJAna thAya tevuM banI zake kharA! bArasAsUtramAM Ave che ke bhagavAna agAra (ghara) choDIne aNagAra banyA. dIkSA levA mATe sau prathama ghara choDavuM joie. gharanI sAthe Akho saMsAra joDAyelo che. tethI jenI bhAvanA dIkSA levAnI hoya, sAdhuveza svIkAravAnI hoya, are ! jemaNe tevI bhAvanA karavI hoya temaNe paNa ghara choDIne thoDo samaya gurumahArAjanI sAthe rahevuM joie. 'sasanehi pyArA re, saMyama kaba hi mile?' 'kayAre banIza huM sAco re saMta' vagere bhAvanAo hRdayamAM roja uchALavI joie. stefos gharanA zokezamAM have ramakaDA ke TI.vI. nahi, saMpUrNa sAdhuveza rAkhavo joie. gharanA badhA sabhyoe roja te vezanA darzana karIne saMyama svIkAravAnI tatvajharaNuM 43
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________________ bhAvanA bhAvavI joie. abhavya AtmA vezano sAdhu banI zake. te zrAvaka-zrAvikA-sAdhusAdhvI-AcArya sudhIno bAhya vikAsa sAdhI zake, paNa aMdarathI to te samakitA paNa pAmI na zake. mithyAtva paNa tyAgI na zake. je AtmA bhagavAnanI tamAme tamAma vAto aMtarathI mAne tene ja samakitA hoya, "esa ake, esa paramake, sese aNake ! A ja artha che. A ja paramArtha che. bAkInuM badhuM anartha che." AvI, paramAtmAnA vacano pratyenI akATya zraddhA joie. "sAcA che vItarAga, sAcI che enI vANI, AdhAra che AjJA, bAkI dhULadhANI'' evo pokAra samakitInA romaromamAM pragaTato hoya. bhagavAnanI 99 vAto mAne paNa eka vAta na mAne to ya te samakitI nahi. ahIM 35 ke 99 mArke nahi, pUrepUrA 100 mArka Ave to ja pAsa thavAya che. bhagavAnanI eka vAta paNa na mAnI eTale samakita gayuM. mithyAtvI banI gayA. "bhagavAne je kahyuM che, te ja sAcuM ane zaMkA vinAnuM che," tevI zraddhA te samakita. samakitIno avazya mokSa thAya. abhavya AtmAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA nathI. tethI tenAmAM samakita paNa na Ave. te AtmAmAM komaLatA na hoya,niSpharatA-jUratA hoya. jene bhagavAna nA vacanamAM zaMkA paDe tenA samakitamAM ApaNane zaMkA paDe. te ja rIte jenAmAM karuNA ke komaLatA nahi, tenA bhavyatvamAM paNa zaMkA paDyA vinA na rahe. . . jenuM hRdaya komaLa nathI, jenI AMkhamAM kaNAnA, anumodanAnA ke pazcAtApanA AMsu nathI te abajopati hoya to ya AdhyAtmika jagatano bhikhArI che. tenAthI ulaTuM, bhautika rIte garIba hovA chatAMya jenI pAse karuNA, anumodanA ke pazcAtApanA AMsunI mUDI che, te AdhyAtmika jagatano zrImaMta che. A avasarpiNIkALamAM sauthI prathama mokSe javAnuM sadbhAgya marudevA mAtAne eka hajAra varSa sudhI kaSabhane yAda karI-karIne pADelAM AMsunA prabhAve maLyuM che. caMdanabALAne tyAM prabhu mahAvIradeva AMsunA prabhAve padhAryA hatA. AdhyAtmika vikAsa mATe rupiyAnuM nahi, AMsunuM mUlya cUkavavAnuM che. hasatA hasatA kevaLajJAna koine ya nathI maLyuM. raDatAM raDatAM kevaLajJAna kone nathI maLyuM? te savAla che. cAlo... raDavAnI to sAdhanA karIe. ahIM vArthathI raDavAnI vAta nathI. tevuM to ghaNIvAra ghaNuM raDyA. ahIM to karuNA-anumodanA-pazcAtApa-prabhuviraha vagere kAraNe raDavAnI vAta che. tatvajharaNuM
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________________ gaMgAnadI pasAra karatAM arNikAputra AcAryane devIe trizuLamAM vIMdhyA tyAre lohInA TIpAM nadInA pANImAM paDavA lAgyA. teone karuNAnA AMsu AvyA, "are ! maratAM maratAM paNa huM keTalA badhA jIvone mArI rahyo chuM." lohInA garama TIpAM ThaMDA kAcApANIne aDatAM pANInA jIvonI je hiMsA thatI hatI te temanAthI sahana na thai. temanA A karuNAnA AMsue temane mokSa ApI dIdho. , pANI jarura pUratuM garama karAya. pahelAM ghaNuM garama karo temAM teukAyanI hiMsA thAya, 'pachI tene ThaMDu karavA temAM navuM ThaMDu pANI umero eTale navA. ThaMDApANInA jIvonI hiMsA thAya." tattvajJAna jANyA pachI have A badhI virAdhanAothI aTakavAnuM lakSa pedA karavuM na joie ? te mATe sakriya prayatna nA karIe to kema cAle ? to tattvajJAnano je abhyAsa karyo, sAMbhaLyuM-jANyuM. te pacyuM ke nahi? tenI parIkSA ApaNA vyavahAro-vacano tathA vicAronA AdhAre thAya. ApaNe A parIkSAmAM pAsa thaizuM ke nApAsa? ApaNe keTaluM jANyuM te mahattvanuM nathI, keTaluM pacAvyuM? AtmAmAM keTaluM pariNAma pAmyuM? te mahattvanuM che. khAvAthI zakti nA Ave. paNa pacAvavAthI zakti Ave, te kadI na bhUlavuM. dhodhamAra varasAda varase to puSkaLa dhAnya uge. jinavANIno varasAda varase to guNo kema na pragaTe? dhodhamAra varasAdamAM ca chatrI oDhIne ubho rahe te na palaDe. tame niSpharatAnI chatrI oDhIne to nathI AvatA ne? guNo na pragaTe to na cAle. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. zuM tamane jainazAsananA tattvajJAnane jANavAno rasa che? zuM tame tamArI pariNati sudhAravA iccho cho? 'ghera gheThAM tacvajJAna' | mAsika dara mahIne ghera beThAM meLavo. AjIvana lavAjama - rUA.1,000/- tri-vArSika - rUA.200/ saMparka : vardhamAna saMskAra dhAma, bhavAnI kRpA bilDIMga, giragAma carca sAme, operA hAusa. tatvajharaNuM 45.
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : pa maMgaLavAra, tA. 13-8-02 bhavya AtmAnuM lakSaNa komaLatA che. te krUra-kaThora-naThora na banI zake. duHkhIone joine tene AMsu Ave. abhavya AtmA niSphara hoya. kapilAkAlasaurikanI vAta karI. have be pAlakanI vAta karIe. temAM pahelo pAlaka zrIkRSNa mahArAjAno putra hato. zAMba ane pAlakane zrIkRSNe kahyuM ke, "kAle savAre tamArA bemAMthI je sau prathama nemInAtha bhagavAnane vaMdana karaze tene huM mAro zreSTha azva bheTa ApIza." | vahelI savAre aMdhArAmAM ja pAlake doDatA jaine bhagavAnane vaMdanA karI, jayAre zAMbe vicAryuM, 'ATalA aMdhArAmAM na javAya. keTalA badhA jIvono kaccaraghANa bolAya. doDatAM-doDatAM javAmAM jIvonI hiMsA thAya. jayaNA na paLAya.' teNe potAnA sthAne beThAM beThAM bhAvathI vaMdanA karI. kRSNa nemInAtha bhagavAnane pUchyuM, "bhagavAna ! Apane pahelI vaMdanA koNe karI ? bhagavAne kahyuM, "zAMbe-tenI bhAvavaMdanA hatI. pAlakanI dravyavaMdanA hatI." a jayaNA to zrAvakajIvanano prANa che. jayaNA eTale koipaNa doSa sevavo ja paDe to ochAmAM ocho kevI rIte sevAya tenI kALajI. | chokarAne premathI samajAvavAthI kAma thatuM hoya chatAM AMkha lAla karIe to jayaNA na kahevAya. saMpUrNa brahmacarya na paLAya to mahInAmAM 29,28, 20 divasa brahmacarya pALavuM te jayaNA che. jUTha bolavAnA prasaMgamAM mana rAkhavuM te jayaNA. jo izArAthI kAma pate to jUTha bolavuM nahi, eka zabdathI pate to eka jUThuM vAkaya na bolavuM te paNa jayaNA che. je pApane mAne, jene pApa khaTake, je pApane aTakAvavA jhaMkhe te ja AvI jayaNA sevI zake. tamAma prakAranA pApomAM jayaNA joie. sAmAyikamAM paisAvALA kavarane paNa aDAya nahi. lAiTanI prajAno paNa upayoga na karavo. corI na ja karavI paNa pAsa thavA mATe karavI paDI to 35 mArka Ave teTalI ja corI karI paNa vadhAre nahi, kAraNa ke pApathI zakayataH bacavAnI vRtti hatI. to te ja tenI jayaNA kahevAya. kuMjIdevIe zAMtanune jinadAsa zeThano hAra coravAnI vAta karI temAMya jayaNA hatI. jayAM jayAM jayaNA che. tyAM tyAM AtmAmAM pApa na sevavAnI, nA chUTake pApa sevatI vakhate ochAmAM ochuM sevavAnI vRtti che. A pariNati to vRtti karatAM ya caDiyAtI che. pApa baMdhAze paNa cIkaNuM nahi baMdhAya. tatvajharaNuM | 46.
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________________ jayaNAmAM mokSanuM lakSa che, mATe jayaNA dharma che. eka pApamAM bIjuM pApa, bIjAmAM trIjuM, A rIte pAponI paraMparA cAle to mokSa zI rIte maLe ? A pAponI paraMparA aTakAvavAno akasIra ilAja che jayaNA. te pApano anubaMdha paDavA detI nathI. navuM pApa bAMdhavA detI nathI. zAMbanI bhAvavaMdanA jayaNApUrvakanI hatI. pAlaka kaThora hato, mATe te abhavya hato. jIvahiMsA na thAya teno upayoga paNa joie. pAlaka doDato doDato gayo teno matalaba ke jIvo mare temAM tene vAMdho na hato. zAMba na gayo temAM jIvahiMsA na karavAno teno upayoga te dharma hato. upayoga e dharma che. bolatI vakhate muhapatti to joie ja. amAro upayoga na raheto hoya to te amArI nabaLAi che. muhapattinA upayoga vinA kalpasUtranA vacano bolAya to te sAvadha che. muhapattinA upayoga sahita bolAya to te niravadha vacana kahevAya. muhapatti moDhe bAMdhI rAkhavAmAM upayoga na rahe. te ja rIte kamare ke sAthaLa upara paDI rAkhavAmAM ya upayoga na rahe. be ya khoTuM. jayAre bolavuM hoya tyAre muhapatti moDhA pAse lAvavAno upayoga rAkhavo te dharma. roja 14 niyamo dhAravAthI puSkaLa pApakarmo baMdhAtA aTakI jAya che tenuM kAraNa A upayoga dharma che. dhAryAM karatAM dravyo vagere vadhI na jAya teno upayoga rAkhavo paDe. dhAravA-saMkSepavAno upayoga rAkhavo paDe. te upayoga pote dharma che. upayoga vinAnI kriyA A apekSAe dharma na bane. bIjo pAlaka munisuvratasvAmI bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM thayo. skaMdakasUrijIe vihAranI rajA mAMgI. bhagavAna mauna rahyA. temaNe pUchyuM, 'bhagavAna ! tyAM jaizuM to ArAdhaka thaizuM ke virAdhaka ? bhagavAne kahyuM, 'tArA 500 ziSyo ArAdhaka thaze paNa tuM virAdhaka thaiza.' chatAM gayA. chokaro kapa-rakAbI phoDe tyAre lApho mAravo te yogya che ? gusso karavAthI ApaNI jAta kaThora ane naThora bane tenuM zuM ? gusso karavAthI chokaro to sudharaze ke nahi ? te khabara nathI paNa ApaNA kSamA nAmanA guNanI hiMsA thaze te nakkI che. mATe gusso, ahaMkAra vagere doSo na sevAya. potAnA AtmAnA kalyANanI vAta Ave tyAre to svArthI ja banavAnuM hoya. namucIe AcAryane pakaDyA. potAnA sevaka pAlaka pAse badhA sAdhuone ghANImAM pIlavAnuM zaru karAvyuM. skaMdakasUrijI to jJAnanA dariyA hatA. badhA sAdhuone nirdhAmaNA karAve che. zarIra ane AtmA judo che. zarIra pIlAya che, tatvajharaNuM 47
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________________ kariyA jala ala sAyanI pahelo bhAva paNa AtmA pIlAto nathI. zarIra nAza pAme paNa AtmA kadI nAza na pAme. A pAlaka upara paNa jarAya durbhAva karatAM nahi. teno upakAra mAnajo. mokSe pahoMcADavA te tamArA karmo khapAvavA dvArA upakAra karI rahyo che.' vagere samajaNa apAvA lAgI. guru jema jJAnanA sAgara hatA, tema ziSyo gurupratyenA samarpaNabhAvanA svAmI hatA. uchaLatAM bahumAnathI gurudevanI vAto temaNe svIkArI. pariNAme saue vArApharatI kSapakazreNI mAMDI. karmo khapAvIne 499 mokSe gayA. koie pAlaka pratye durbhAva na karyo. potAnuM kharAba karanArane paNa upakArI mAnIne moTI kSamA ApI. ApaNuM koi game teTaluM kharAba kare, ApaNe kadI tenA pratye durbhAva na karavo. pArzvanAtha bhagavAnano pahelo bhava marubhUtino hato. potAnI patnIno potAnA bhAi kamaTha sAtheno ADo vyavahAra jANIne tene duHkha thayuM. rAjAne phariyAda karatAM rAjAe kamaThane dezanikAla karyo. te tApasa banyo. bhAinuM apamAna thayeluM jANI du:khI banelo marabhUti mAphI mAMgavA kamaThanA pagamAM paDayo tyAre kamaThe tenA mAthA upara zIlAno prahAra karyo. mAphI mAMgatAM mAphInA badale mota maLe te kevI rIte sahana thAya? dubhava na thAya ? karmasattA kahe che ke tenA gunAnI sajA tene huM karIza. tane sajA karavAno adhikAra nathI. tuM durbhAva zA mATe kare ? tuM dubhava karIza to tArA te gunAnI sajA mAre tane paNa karavI paDaze. marubhUtine kSaNa mATe durbhAva Avyo to marIne te hAthI banyo. samakita hArI gayo. ghANImAM pIlatA jyAre chelA bALasAdhuno vAro Avyo tyAre skaMdakasUrie kahyuM, "tene pIlatAM pahelAM mane pIla. mAro A lADako ziSya che. huM mArI AMkhe tene pIlAto joi nahi zakuM.' pAlaka kahe, "tamane jemAM vadhAre duHkha thAya te ja karIza, mane temAM majA Avaze.' AnuM nAma niSpharatA. bIjAne trAsa ApavAmAM AnaMda, bIjAnA AnaMdamAM trAsa te kaThoratA. bALasAdhune nirdhAmaNA karAvyA. bALamuni paNa mokSe gayA paNa chele skaMdakasUrijIne pAlaka upara gusso Avyo. teo jIvana hArI gayA. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM | 48
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 zrAvaNasada : 6 budhavAra, tA. 14-8-02 badhA AtmAo sau pahelAM avyavahArarAzImAM hatA. temAMthI je AtmA bahAra nIkaLe te bhavya paNa hoya ane abhavya paNa hoya. jenuM hRdaya komaLa hoya, saMvedanazIla hoya te bhavya hoi zake. bhavyanuM lakSaNa komaLatA to abhavyanuM lakSaNa niSpharatA che. vinayarana ane aMgAramardaka sAdhu banyA, chatAM abhavya hatA. abhavya AtmAo paNa khAnapAna ane mAnapAna mATe, svarganA sukho meLavavA mATe dIkSA le tevuM bane. navakAra gaNe tevuM paNa bane. paraMtu A abhavya AtmAo zatruMjayanI sparzanA kadIpaNa na karI zake. A apekSAe navakAra karatAM zatruMjayano prabhAva vadhAre gaNAya. AtmAmAM jAmeluM 00 koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI sthitivALuM mohanIyakarma paNa ghaTIne aMtaH koDAkoDI sAgaropama thAya tyAre ja navakArano 'nA' ke karemibhaMteno 'ka' vAMcavA-lakhavA-sAMbhaLavA ke bolavA maLI zake. te vakhate navuM mohanIyakarma paNa aMtaH koDAkoDI sAgaropamathI vadhAre na baMdhAya. mukhya ane prathamamAM pharaka che. navakAra prathama che, paNa karemibhaMte mukhya che. roga nivAravA, AMtaraDA sApha karavA pahelAM maganuM pANI ApavuM paDe paNa mukhya to tene pachIthI dUdha ApavuM te che. amadAvAda javuM mukhya hovA chatAM ya prathama to sTezane javuM te che, paNa je sTezane gayA pachI amadAvAda na jAya te kevo kahevAya? navakAra gaNIne aTakI jaie ane karemibhaMte sudhI na pahoMcIe to kema cAle? karemibhaMte sudhI pahoMcavuM eTale sarvaviratijIvana = dIkSA svIkAravI. maravAnA divasa sudhI navakAra ja gaNyA karIe ane dIkSA na laie ke sAmAyika paNa na karIe to na cAle. samagra dvAdazAMgIno sAra karemibhaMte sUtra che, te na bhUlavuM. "je udAyI rAjAnuM khUna kare tene aDadhuM rAjapATa maLaze." tevI jAherAta sAMbhaLIne eka abhavya AtmA taiyAra thayo. teNe tapAsa karI ke, "udAyI ekalo kayAM maLe?'' parvatithie pauSadha kare tyAre te ekalo hoya. gurumahArAja ne pauSadhazALAmAM lai jAya, tevA samAcAra jANyA. bolo! moTA rAjakArabhAravALA udAyIne pauSadhano samaya maLe ane tamane na maLe? caudaze pratikramaNamAM 'parvatithie pauSadha karyo nahi' tenA aticAranuM micchAmi dukkaDaM mAMgo cho, te sAcuM tyAre bane ke jyAre anukULatA maLe tyAre pauSadha karyA vinA na raho. koipaNa bhUlano karelo ekarAra sAco tyAre gaNAya tatvajharaNuM i 49
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________________ ke have pharI tevI bhUla na karavAnI taiyArI hoya. Hope felsusme udAyIrAjAnuM khUna karavA teNe dIkSA lIdhI. guruno evo vinaya karyo ke tenuM vinayaratna nAma paDyuM. roja be vAra oghAnuM paDilehaNa 500 sAdhu vacce kare chatAMya temAM chUpAvelI charI koine na dekhAya tenI joradAra kALajI le. 1212 varSa sudhI gaMdha na AvavA dIdhI. guruno vizvAsapAtra banyo. pauSadha karAvavA guru tene sAthe lai gayA. aDadhI rAte, teNe charIthI udAyIrAjAnI dhorInasa kApI dIdhI. kevI niSThuratA ! HIPS niSThuratA jevuM koi pApa nathI. vaMdittAsUtranI 'sammadIThI jIvo... gAthAmAM Ave che ke,"samakitI jIva jo kAMipaNa pApa kare to paNa teno ghaNo ocho karmabaMdha thAya kAraNake te AtmA nirdhvasapaNe(niSThuratAthI) pApa karato nathI.'' samakitI khAya,pIe,dhaMdho kare,saMsAramAM rahe, paNa kayAMya niSThura na bane. badhe tenA pariNAmo komaLa hoya. te game tevI hiMsA na kare. niSkAraNa game tevuM jUTha na bole. lAiTa-pANI-paMkhA vagereno bephAma upayoga na kare. satata bIjA jIvono vicAra karato rahe. pApathI Darato rahe. pravacano sAMbhaLavA vAMcavA dvArA AtmAne komaLa banAvavAno che. nirdhvasa (kaThora)pariNAmo dUra karavAnA che. Dagale ne pagale satata bIjAno vicAra karavAno che. khUna karIne vinayaratna bhAgI gayo. lohI aDatAM AcArya jAgyA, vAta samajAi gai. dIrghadRSTA hatA. vicAravA lAgyA, savAre khabara paDatA, loko jainasAdhunI, jaina dharmanI niMdA karaze. nA, zAsanahIlanA to na ja thavA devAya. jaina-zAsananI hIlanA jevuM koi pApa nathI. jainazAsananI prabhAvanA jevo koi dharma nathI. jeo jainazAsananI niMdA karaze teo navA bhavamAM jainadharma nahi pAme. to zuM karavuM?'' temaNe tarata ja te charI potAnI nasa upara pheravI dIdhI. jaina zAsananI hIlanA aTakAvavA potAnA prANonI AhUti ApI dIdhI. ''pahelAM loko ema bolatA ke badhA jainasAdhuo kharAba, joyuM ne? sAdhue rAjAne mArI nAMkhyA.'' paNa have loko bolyA ke, A vinayaratna kharAba nIkaLyo, teNe rAjAne to mAryAM paNa sAthe potAnA gurune ya choDyA nahi.'' Ama, tamAma sAdhuonI ke jainadharmanI niMdA aTakI gai. A vinayaratna abhavya hato. ajainonA hRdayamAM jaina dharma pratye bahumAna vadhe tevuM kArya karIe to te zAsanaprabhAvanA kahevAya. tenAthI temane AvatA bhave jainakULamAM janma maLe. chaThThA abhavya tarIke aMgAramardaka AcAryanuM nAma saMbhaLAya che. sthAnika tatvajharaNuM 50
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________________ AcAryane svapnamAM 500 hAthInA ToLAnI vacce eka UMTa AvatuM dekhAyuM. savAre temaNe ziSyone kahyuM ke Aje 500 uttamasAdhuo Avaze paNa tenA guru UMTa jevA haze. badhA AvyA. divasanI raheNIkaraNI dvArA svapnanI vAta sAcI jaNAvA lAgI. sthAnika AcArye AvelA gItArthaziSyone jaNAvyuM ke,'A gurunI nizrAmAM rahezo to tamAruM AtmakalyANa jokhamamAM che. AmanI sAthe na rahevAya. khAtarI karavI che ? rAtre mAjhuM karavA UThe to temane jAte paraThavavA javA devA. pachI, zuM thAya che te jojo !'' - rAtre jyAM mAthuM vagere paraThavavAnA hoya te jagyAe kIDInA nagarA, vanaspati vagere nathI ne? te sAMje pratikramaNa pahelAM jovAnuM hoya. te rIte vasati jovAi gai. pratikramaNa zaru thayuM. sUcanA mujaba pIDha zrAvakoe rastAmAM kolasI pAtharI. rAtre koi ziSya na UThatAM AcArya jAte mAjhuM paraThavavA javA lAgyA. kolasI upara paga paDatAM kIcUDa kIcUDa avAja AvavA lAgyo. te sAMbhaLIne teo bolyA, 'are! arihaMtanA jIvaDA! tame ahIMyA ya bharAyA cho! lo maromaro.' vagere.... ziSyoe potAnA kAne jyAre A zabdo sAMbhaLyA tyAre temane samajAi gayuM ke temanA gurune bhagavAnanA vacano upara jarA ya zraddhA nathI. teo hRdayanA niSThura che. temaNe te gurune choDI dIdhA. kolasI = aMgArAnuM mardana karatAM cAlyA mATe teo aMgAramardaka tarIke oLakhAyA. temanuM jIvana samAjanI hAjarImAM juduM ane ekAMtamAM ApaNe AvA na banavuM. 36 hatuM. Ike o sAtamA abhavya tarIke paramAtmA mahAvIradeva upara bhayAnaka upasarga karanArA saMgamadevanuM nAma Ave che. te niSThura hato. teNe bhagavAnane paNa choDayA nahi. eka rAtamAM bhayAnaka 20-20 upasargo karyA pachI paNa te na aTakayo. cha-cha mahInA sudhI gocarI doSita karI. bhagavAna vAparavAnI icchAthI vahorAvA jatA hatA tyAre temanA mukha upara jeTalI prasannatA hatI, tenA karatAM anaMtagaNI vadhAre prasannatA gocarI vAparyA vinA pAchA pharatI vakhate hatI. saMgama jyAre pAcho pharyo tyAre karuNAnA mahAsAgara paramAtmAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. 'vizva titArayiSavo vayamasya saMsArakAraNam / samagra vizvane tAravAnI bhAvanAvALA ame AnA saMsAramAM nimitta banI gayA. ' bhagavAna kAMi pharIthI te ja ghare pAchA jAya ? paNa lAge che ke bhagavAnanI karuNA evI hatI ke temanAthI caMdanabALAnA AMsu jovAyA nahi. teo pAchA pharyA nahi. paNa ubharAtI karuNAthI temanAthI pAchA pharAi gayuM ! je bhagavAna sAdhuone jaNAvavAnA che ke vahorelI vastu gRhasthane pAchI tatvajharaNuM 51
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________________ apAya nahi te bhagavAna pote brAhmaNane vastra ApIne pote banAvanArA kAyadAno pote bhaMga kare kharA? paNa lAge che ke, bhagavAnanI karuNA eTalI badhI chalakAi gai ke bhagavAne brAhmaNane vastra ApyuM ema nahi paNa bhagavAnathI vastra apAi gayuM! bhagavAne caMDakoziyAne paNa bujha bujha kahyuM. saMgamane ekapaNa zabda na kaho. koi upadeza na Apyo; kAraNake te abhavya hato. tene upadeza ApavAno koi artha nahoto. chatAM ya ubharAtI karuNAe bhagavAnanI AMkhamAM AMsu lAvI dIdhA. AvA mahAna karuNAsAgara paramAtmAnA caraNomAM anaMtazaH vaMdanA. tamAma AtmAo sau prathama avyavahArarAzInI nigodamAM hatA. jAtibhavya AtmAo to kadI ya temAMthI bahAra na nIkaLe. bhavya ane abhavya AtmAo temAMthI bahAra to nIkaLe paNa temanI vikAsayAtrAnA mArga judA judA hoya. abhavya AtmA baMgaDI jevA goLa rAunDamAM pharyA kare. goLa-goLa satata pharavAnuM cAlu paNa teno aMta kadI na Ave. te mokSe kadI na jAya. gati ghaNI kare paNa pragati na kare. abhavya AtmAno anAdikALathI cAlato saMsAra anaMtakALa sudhI cAlyA kare. bhavyanI vikAsa yAtrAnA kuMDALA dhIme dhIme moTA moTA thatAM jAya. chelle te TheTha mokSa sudhI pahoMce. nigodamAMthI nIkaLelo AtmA vanaspati-vAyuani-pANI-pRthvI vagerenA bhavo karatAM karatAM sahana karI-karIne AgaLano vikAsa sAdhato jAya. bhautika vikAsa mATe puNya to joie ja. dharma vinA puNya pedA na thAya. jyAM kAMikane kAMika sahana karavAnuM hoya te dharma. beThAM beThAM khamAsamaNa devAnA badale UbhA UbhA dIdhA, thoDuM kaSTa vadhAre sahana karyuM te dharma. ekendriyapaNAmAM parANe-ajJAnatAthI paNa sahana karavA rupa dharma karavAthI AtmAno vikAsa vadhato gayo AtmA beindriya-teindriya-caurindriyapaMcendriya tiryaca-mAnava-deva vagere sudhI vikAsa pAmato gayo. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. e r bo do tatvajharaNuM
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : 8 guruvAra. tA. 15-8-02 T indra eTale AtmA. AtmAnA cihnane indriya kahevAya. maDadAnA AMkhakAna-nAka-jIbha jovA vagere kAryo na kare kAraNake aMdara AtmA nathI. potapotAnuM kArya karatI AMkha vagere indriyo aMdara rahelA AtmAne jaNAve che; mATe tene AtmAnI oLakha karAvatuM cihna kahevAya. A indriyo pAMca che. (1) komaLa,kharabacaDo, cIkaNo,luko,ThaMDo,garama, bhAre,halako,ema ATha prakAranA sparzano anubhava karAve te sparzanendriya. (2)khATo-tIkho-turo-kaDavo-mITho, e pAMca rasano anubhava karAve te rasanendriya jIbha (3)sugaMdha-durgaMdha,A be gaMdhano anubhava karAve te ghrANendriya = nAka, (4)lAla-lIlo-pILo-kALo-sapheda, e pAMca varNano anubhava karAve te cakSurindriya = AMkha ane (5)sacitta, acitta tathA mizra, e traNa zabdano anubhava karAve te zrotrendriya kAna. Ama pAMca indriyonA 8+5+2+5+3=23 viSayo thayA. = A 23 viSayo sArA maLe, managamatA maLe to rAga na karavo. kharAba, aNagamatA maLe to dveSa na karavo, tenuM nAma sAdhanA. mAnavajIvana pAmIne ApaNe A sAdhanA karavAnI che. pAMce indriyonA koipaNa viSayamAM rAga-dveSa na thai jAya tenI paLe paLe sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. indriyo maLI che, eTale teno bephAma upayoga nahi karavAno, paNa tene saMyamita banAvIne ArAdhanAsAdhanAmAM joDavI. 509 ApaNA moDhAmAM nIcethI upara pAMce indriyo vicAravI. (1) sparza-hoTha (2) jIbha (3) nAka (4) AMkha ane (5) kAna. jene upara uparanI indriyo hoya tene tenI nIcenI badhI indriyo hoya ja, paNa tenI uparanI indriya hoya ke na paNa hoya. dA.ta. jene nAka hoya tene rasanendriya ane sparzanendriya hoya ja, tene AMkha ke kAna hoya ke na paNa hoya. jo te caurindriya hoya to tene AMkha hoya, paNa kAna na hoya. jo te paMcendriya hoya to tene AMkha ane kAna paNa hoya, paNa jo te teindriya hoya to tene AMkha-kAna na hoya. avyavahAra rAzImAMthI nIkaLIne AtmA have vyavahAra rAzImAM Avyo gaNAya; kAraNake teno pRthvI-pANI-beindriya vagere rupe vyavahAra zaru thayo che; paNa ekavAra je AtmA vyavahArarAzImAM Ave te pachI kayAreya pAcho avyavahArarAzImAM na jAya. avyavahArarAzImAM pAchA javAnA daravAjA tenA mATe baMdha thai jAya. ApaNe vyavahArarAzImAM AvI gayA, mATe pAchA avyavahArarAzI tatvajharaNuM 9 53
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________________ mAM javAnA daravAjA to baMdha thai gayA, paNa haju ApaNe bIjA ghaNA daravAjA baMdha karavAnA bAkI che, te mATe paramAtmAnA pAMce kalyANakonI ArAdhanA karavI joie. te paramAtmA garbhamAM AvyA, cyavana kalyANaka thayuM eTale have pachI mokSa sivAyanI tamAma gatimAM javAnA daravAjA temaNe potAnA mATe baMdha karyA. bhagavAnanuM janma kalyANaka eTale garbhavAsanA daravAjA kAyama mATe baMdha. bhagavAnanuM dIkSA-kalyANaka eTale gRhasthAvAsanA daravAjA kAyama mATe baMdha. bhagavAnanuM kevaLajJAna kalyANaka eTale chadmasthAvasthAnA daravAjA kAyama mATe baMdha ane bhagavAnanuM mokSa kalyANaka eTale saMsAravAsanA daravAjA kAyama mATe baMdha. jo ApaNe paNa A badhA daravAjA baMdha karavA hoya to A pAMce kalyANakonI bhAva-vibhora banIne ArAdhanA karavI joie. mahAvIraprabhunuM mokSa kalyANaka divALI dine che. tenI ArAdhanA mIThAi khAine ke phaTAkaDA phoDIne nahi paNa cha8, pauSadha, jApa, devavaMdana,pravacana zravaNa vagere karIne karavI. | bhavya ane abhavya; baMne prakAranA AtmAo avyavahAra rAzImAMthI nIkaLyA pachI ekendriyathI paMcendriya ane narakathI devagati sudhInA bhavomAM utthAna ane patana pAmatAM saMsAracakramAM bhamyA kare che. AvA aneka bhavonA paribhramaNa bAda jayAre mokSe jatAM pahelAM eka ja kuMDALuM pharavAnuM bAkI hoya tyAre te AtmA zaramAvartakALamAM pravezyo kahevAya. - carama = cheluM. Avarta = kuMDALuM. caramAvartakALa eTale chelA kuMDALAno kALa. mokSe javAno eka kuMDALA jeTalo kALa bAkI rahe tyAre bhavya AtmA caramAvartI kahevAya. eka kuMDALA karatAM vadhAre kALa bhamavAno jemane bAkI hoya te badhA AtmAo caramAvartI na kahevAya paNa acaramAvartI kahevAya. - avyavahArarAzInI nigodamAM rahelA AtmAo acaramAvartI kahevAya. jAtibhavya jIvo kayAreya avyavahArarAzImAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnA nathI mATe temano caramAvartamAM kayAre ya praveza nahi thAya mATe teo sadA acaramAvartI raheze. abhavya AtmAo bahAra nIkaLatAM hovA chatAMya kayAre paNa mokSe to jaze ja nahi. tethI temane chelluM kuMDALuM kayAre ya Avaze nahi. mATe teo paNa sadA acaramAvartI raheze. mokSe janArA bhavya jIvo chellA kuMDALAmAM jyAre praveza pAmaze. tyAre teo caramAvartI kahevAze. te pahelAM teo paNa acaramAvartI kahevAya. eka kuMDALuM eTale eka pudgala parAvartakALa. temAM paNa anaMtAbhavo pasAra thAya. anaMtakALa pasAra thAya. ApaNA AtmAe atyAra sudhImAM AvA anaMtA tatvajharaNuM pa4
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________________ pudgalaparAvartakALa saMsAramAM pasAra karI dIdhA che. ApaNe avyavahAra rAzImAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne mAnavabhava sudhI AvI gayA chIe tethI nakkI thAya che ke ApaNe jAtibhavya to nathI ja. vaLI zatruMjaya mahAtIrthanI yAtrA karI che, mATe abhavya paNa nathI ja. to have prazna e pedA thAya ke ApaNo caramAvartakALamAM praveza thayo haze ke nahi? mokSe javAnI have keTalIvAra che? tenI ApaNane kevI rIte khabara paDe? sAmAyika,pratikramaNa, vIsasthAnaka vagere tapa-japa, sAdhupaNuM ke upadhAnAdi ArAdhanAo AnuM beromITara nathI. AnuM beromITara to AtmAnI AMtarikasthiti che. aMdaranI rAga-dveSanI pariNati upara moTo AdhAra che. AtmAnuM valaNa kevuM che.tenA AdhAre ApaNe ApaNI jAta mATe nakkI karI zakIe. paNa te vakhate jAtane chetaravAnI nahi. kayAreka kharAba pravRtti karavA chatAM aMdarathI AtmA raDato hoya tevuM bane to kayAreka mAnapAna ke khAnapAna mATe bAhu sArI pravRtti thatI hoya paNa aMdara AtmAne kAMi sparzatuM na hoya, tevuM paNa bane. A tattvajJAnanI pravacanamALAmAM ApaNe mAtra bAhya pravRttionA AdhAre ja nahi,paNa sAthe sAthe AMtarika pariNatinA AdhAre badhI vicAraNA karavAnI che. mana-vacana ane kAyAnI pravRtti judI hoya ane AtmAnuM valaNa te karatAM sAva juduM hoya tevuM paNa bane. bhAvamana ane AtmA eka che paNa dravya mana ane AtmA judA che. mana ane AtmA vacce kayAreka yuddha thatuM anubhavyuM haze. khoTuM kAma karavA mana jhaMkhatuM hoya paNa AtmA tene aTakAvato hoya. kayAreka temAM mananI jIta thAya to kayAreka AtmAnI jIta thAya. ApaNe ahIM mana-vacana ke kAyAnI pravRttio dvArA nahi, paNa AtmAnA valaNa dvArA jAtano nirNaya karavAno che ke ApaNA AtmAno caramAvartakALamAM praveza thayo haze ke nahi? skUla rIte ema kahI zakAya ke, jene saMsAra ja game, mokSa na ja game te AtmA acaramAvartakALamAM hoya. tene gharavALI ja game, gurudeva na ja game; tene paisA gaNavA ja game, navakAra gaNavA na ja game. tene hoTala, sInemA, bagIcA ja game, AyaMbIlakhAtA, derAsara, upAzraya na ja game. e derAsara jAya, gurudevane vAMde, AyaMbIla kare,navakAra gaNe paNa aMdarathI game to nahi ja. ahIM, vyakti zuM kare che? zuM bole che? zuM vicAre che? tenI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI paNa tenA AtmAno jhoka, valaNa, TrenDa zuM che? te mahattvanuM che. tenA AdhAre nakkI karavAnuM che.(bALajIvone samajAvavA jADIbhASAmAM rajU kareluM A lakSaNa che.) vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM . aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM - 55
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : 9 zukravAra. tA. 16-8-02 mokSa pratyeno tIvra dveSa ane saMsAra pratyeno tIvra rAga acaramAvartakALamAM rahelA AtmAne jaNAve che; paNa vikAsayAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM jyAre AtmAne mokSa paNa game-saMsAra paNa game, dharma paNa game ne pApa paNa game, gharavALI paNa game ne guru mahArAja paNa game, dhana paNa game ne navakAra paNa game, hoTala paNa game ne AyaMbIlanuM bhojana paNa game tyAre teno caramAvartakALamAM praveza thai gayo haze, tevuM anumAna karI zakAya. (A paNa bALajIvone samajAvavA mATe jADI bhASAmAM rajU kareluM lakSaNa che.) caramAvartakALamAM praveza thavAthI mokSa pratyeno tIvra dveSa dUra thai gayo che. have tene mokSa ane mokSa saMbaMdhita padArtho aMdarathI gamavA lAgyA che. pUrve paNa A AtmA dharmArAdhanA karato hato, paNa aMdarathI nahi. tenA AtmAno jhoka viparIta hato. have to AtmAno jhoka palaTAi gayo che. caramAvartakALamAM pravezyA pachI paNa kayAreka saMsAra vadhAre game ne mokSa ocho game tevuM bane to kayAreka mokSa vadhAre game ne saMsAra ocho game tevuM paNa bane. paraMtu mokSa ane mokSa saMbaMdhita padArtho na ja game tevuM na bane. caramAvartakALamAM praveza thayA pahelAM AtmAmAM dharma sAcA arthamAM pariNAma pAme nahi. caramAvartamAM praveza thAya eTale dharmanI zaruAta thAya, ahIM dharma eTale jainadharma nahi samajavo. anya dharmIono paNa caramAvartamAM praveza thai zake. te vakhate nAmathI bhale te rAgI devane bhagavAna mAnato hoya paNa aMdarathI to te bhagavAna tarIke vItarAgane ja mAnato hoya. svarga zabdathI mokSane mAnato hoya. Hans is ne maLatA si ma sa ama ajaino temanI kakSAmAM rahIne 'OM namaH zivAya' no ke anya jApa japatAM hoya to temane dhikkArazo nahi. tenI kakSA pramANe temane te ucita che. te jApa temane ToLAmAMthI lAinamAM lAvavAnuM kAma karaze eTale ke jainazAsana sudhI pahoMcADaze. jainazAsana temane TheTha mokSe pahoMcADaze. haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che ke'tattattantrotamakhila mithyArdazAmapi, apekSAbhedato nyAyya, paramAnandakAraNam' mithyAtvIonA te te zAstramAM kaheluM badhuM ja apekSAnA bhedathI mokSanA kAraNa tarIke ucita che.'' AtmAne avyavahArarAzImAMthI bahAra kADhavAmAM mukhya kAraNa niyati che. AtmA bhavya che ke abhavya, temAM mukhya kAraNa svabhAva che. acaramAvartakALamAMthI bhavyaAtmAono caramAvartakALamAM praveza karAvavAmAM mukhya kAraNa kALa tatvajharaNuM 256
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________________ che. jyAre AtmAno kALa pAke tyAre bhavya AtmAono caramAvartakALamAM praveza thai jAya. nadInA pravAhamAM athaDAto-kuTAto dasakoNIyo paththara paNa vagara icchAe ane vagara puruSArthe, samaya pasAra thatAM lIsolasa goLa banI jAya che, tema mokSe janAro bhavya AtmA paNa saMsAranA anekabhavomAM jAtajAtanuM sahana karatAM, kALa pAkatAM, vagara icchAe ane vagara prayatne caramAvartamAM pravezI jAya che. caramAvartakALamAM praveza thatAM have tene dharma, mokSa tathA tenI sAthe saMbaMdha dharAvatAM padArtho paNa hRdayathI gamavA lAge che. jo ApaNane paNa hRdayathI A badhuM gamatuM hoya to ApaNo paNa caramAvartakALamAM praveza thai gayo haze, ema mAnavuM. ApaNA mATe A keTalI badhI AnaMdanI vAta che ! pApI, pApI karIne jAtane eTalI badhI na dhikkAro ke jethI hatAza ane nirAza thai javAya. nA, vAraMvAra raDa raDa karavAnI jarura nathI paNa je vikAsa sAdhyo che, tenA AlaMbane vadhu vikAsa sAdhavAno ullAsa pedA karavAno che. anaMtA kuMDALA bhamavAnI zakayatA hatI, tenA badale jayAre khabara paDe ke have vadhumAM vadhu mAtra eka ja kuMDALuM bhamavAnuM bAkI che, tenAthI vadhAre to nahi ja, tyAre ApaNo ullAsa vadhI jAya, "zuM vAta che ? mAro ATalo badho saMsAra kapAi gayo ! basa ! have vadhumAM vadhu paNa mAtra eka ja pudgala parAvartakALa bAkI. to to have vadhu sAdhanA karuM. thoDo puruSArtha vadhArI dauM. jethI jaldIthI mokSe pahoMcI jAuM.'' AvA bhAvo ubharAya. = = jayAre aDadhA pudgala parAvartakALathI vadhAre saMsAramAM bhamavAnuM bAkI na hoya tyAre te jIva chellA aDadhA kuMDALAmAM AgaLa vadhato hovAthI ardhacaramAvartakALamAM che, tema kahevAya. ardha- aDadhuM, carama chelluM, Avarta kuMDALuM. ahIM tattvajJAna jevA zuSka viSayanI lagabhaga vArtA vinAnI pravacanamALAmAM, pANI bharavuM,rasoi karavI,chokarAone skUla-Tayuzana mokalavA vagere kAryone eDajasTa karIne, vahelA uThIne paNa tame badhA vahelI savAre sADA cha vAge, doDatA doDatA Avo che, tenA uparathI anumAna karI zakAya ke ApaNA badhAno caramAvartakALamAM to praveza thai gayo che, paNa ardhacaramAvartakALamAM praveza thayo che ke nahi? te to vyaktigata rIte potAnI jAtane tapAsIe to khabara paDe. mane to mArI jAta mATe paNa zaMkA che. bahArathI tatvajharaNuM SIM - 50
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________________ huM sAdhu chuM, aMdarathI mArI hAlata kevI che ? te huM jANuM ane mArA prAyazcittadAtA gurudeva ane kevalI bhagavAna jANe. | bAhya vyavahArathI sAdhu mahAna. pachI zrAvaka-zrAvikAno naMbara Ave. pachI anya dharmIono. paNa aMdaranI bhUmikAmAM to huM kayAMya pAchaLa hou ane tamArAmAMthI koika AtmA mokSanI ghaNI najIka pahoMcI gayo hoya. - saMbhaLAya che ke tejapALanA patnI anupamAdevI mahAvidehamAM janmI, dIkSA laine, kevaLajJAnI tarIke vicarI rahyA che. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM mokSe jaze. anupamAnA bhavamAM dIkSA na lenArIno bIjA ja bhavamAM mokSa ane A bhavamAM dIkSA lenArA mArA haju keTalA bhavo haze te kone khabara? guru hemacandrAcAryanA ghaNA bhavo, jyAre saMsArI ziSya kumArapALanA mAtra traNa ja bhava ! badhA mATe badhuM zakya che. mArA karatAM paNa tame ghaNAM AgaLa hoi zako. mATe bahAranI bhUmikAmAM koi nIcenI kakSAmAM dekhAya to tene dhikkAratA ke tiraskAratA nahi, kadAca aMdaranI bhUmikAmAM teo ApaNAthI ghaNI UMcI kakSA paNa pAmI gayA hoya.. bahAranI bhUmikAmAM jeo ApaNAthI AgaLa hoya temanA mATe aMdaranI bhUmikAmAM teo nIcI kakSAmAM haze to? evI zaMkA nahi karavAnI. temanI bahAranI UMcI kakSAne dhyAnamAM laine aMdarathI paNa temanI tevI UMcI kakSA ja haze, tema mAnIne UMcuM bahumAna dAkhavavuM. - bAhya rIte gRhasthapaNAmAM rahelA kumaputra AMtarIkapaNe UMcI kakSAne sparzIne kevaLajJAna pAmyA. kevalI banelA temaNe cha mahInA sudhI mAtApitAnI sevA karI, kAraNake tyAM sudhI koine temanA kevaLajJAnanI khabara na paDI. kevaLajJAnI paNa jayAM sudhI ajJAta hoya tyAM sudhI badhuM aucitya barobara sAcave. jo ajJAta kevaLajJAnI paNa mAtA-pitAnI sevA karatA hoya to kevaLajJAnanI apekSAe ghaNuM ochuM jJAna dharAvanArA AjanA gRhastha to mAtA-pitAnI keTalI sevA karavI joie ! saMsAra ja game, mokSa na ja game' to acaramAvartamAM, "saMsAra paNa game ane mokSa paNa game' to caramAvartamAM paNa jo tethI ya AgaLa vikAsa sAdhIne "saMsAra na ja game, mokSa ja game' evI bhUmikA pAmIe to ardhacaramAvartakALamAM praveza thai gayo gaNAya. have tene navakAra gaNavA ja game, paisA gaNe kharA paNa gaNavA jevA mAne nahi. gurumahArAja ja game. gharavALI sAthe rahe to paNa tenI sAthe rahevuM to sAruM na ja mAne. tatvajharaNuM | paTa
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________________ TUMkamAM je AtmA saMsAramAM rahe to paNa rame to nahi ja, te ardhacaramAvartI. saMsAra sAthe eTecamenTa hovA chatAM ya tenuM temAM inavolTamenTa na hoya. jema hoDI pANImAM hoya chatAM hoDImAM pANI na javuM joie, tema te saMsAramAM hovA chatAM tenAmAM saMsAra na hoya. saMsAranuM sukha bhogave to paNa temAM tene trAsa hoya. aMdarathI te aLago raheto hoya. kadAca rAtre khAto hoya, hoTalamAM jamato hoya toya te vakhate aMdarathI raDato hoya. jo ApaNI aMdarathI AvI sthiti hoya to ardhacaramAvartamAM praveza thayo haze tema mAnI zakAya. rahevuM ane gamavuM, e judI cIja che. je saMsAramAM rahe tene saMsAra gamato ja hoya, tevuM na kahI zakAya. rahevuM paDatuM hoya mATe rahe, paNa aMdara to aNagamo hoya. ( peMDA gRhastha khAya ke sAdhu khAya; baMnene gaLyA ja lAge. koine kaDavA nA lAge; paNa sAdhune te peMDA khAvA game nahi. te peMDAnA svAdane sAro ke gamADavA jevo to na ja mAne. tamAma samakitI AtmAono saMsAra ardhacaramAvartakALathI vadhAre na ja hoya. samakitI AtmA paisA kamAya paNa tene sArA na mAne. gharavALI sAthe rahe chatAM tene game to guja. kayAre anukULatA Ave ane kyAre A saMsAra choDIne saMyama svIkAruM? tevI vicAradhArA tenI cAlatI hoya. saMyama levA te talasato hoya. keTalAka AtmAo, duHkhothI trAsI-kaMTALIne dIkSA le, tevuM bane che. teo duHkhagarbhitavairAgyavALA kahevAya. bhale te rIte dIkSA lIdhI. pachIthI gurunA upadeza vagere dvArA te duHkhagarbhitavairAgya paNa jJAnagarbhita vairAgyamAM TrAnsaphara thai jaze. bhAva jAge to dIkSA laizuM tevuM ghaNA bole che ne? zuM A vAta barobara che? bhAva jAge to ja dukAne jAo? bhAva jAge to ja bhojana karo? bhAva jAgyA vinA saMsAramAM tame kayAreya kAMi na karo? - mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajIe adhyAtmasAragraMthamAM kahyuM che ke, jo bhAva hoya to ja dIkSA apAya ane bhAva na hoya to dIkSA na apAya evuM kahezo to koi bhavya jIvane kadI ya dIkSA nahi apAya. jene bhAva hoya tene dIkSAno veza ApavAnI zI jarura? dIkSAveza vinA paNa te aMdarathI to sAdhu ja che ne? ane jene bhAva nathI tene to dIkSA ApavAnI tame ja nA pADo cho. Ama tatvajharaNuM - 59
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________________ koine paNa dIkSA nahi apAya. pariNAme mokSanA mArgano uccheda thai jaze. mATe bhAva thAya to ja dIkSA apAya te vAta barobara nathI. mokSa mArgamAM praveza karAvavA mATe dhIrabuddhivALA mahApuruSo to mithyAtvI jIvone paNa dravya samakitanuM AropaNa karIne mahAvato = dIkSA Ape che. atyArasudhImAM dravyathI sAdhuveza svIkArIne, gurupArata-5 guNa keLavIne dhIme dhIme vIllAsa vadhAratA anaMtA AtmAo mokSa pAmI gayA che. temaNe kAMi bhAvathI dIkSA nahotI lIdhI. tethI bhAva hoya to ja dIkSA apAya, nahi to nA apAya te vAta barobara nathI. sAmenAmAM dIkSA levAnI yogyatA che ke nahi? te nakkI karavAnuM beromITara bhAvane gaNI zakAya nahi kAraNake sAmenAnA AMtarikabhAvo ApaNA jevA chaprasthajIvo kadI jANI zake nahi. hakIkatamAM to saMsAranI naguNatA (asAratA) ne jANIne je pAMca mahAvratonuM pAlana karavAne samartha banyo hoya tevo dhIra AtmA dIkSA mATe yogya che. Ama, dIkSA mATenI lAyakAta bhAva nahi paNa vairAgya che. vaya ke jJAna ochuM hoya to haja cAle paNa vairAgya ocho hoya to na cAle. saMsAranA jaDapadArtho pratyeno vairAgya joradAra joie. pApo pratye tiraskAra joie. jIvA mAtra pratye satkAra joie. paramAtmA tathA paramAtmAnA vacano pratye uchaLato. bahumAnabhAva joie. guru pratye samarpaNabhAva joie. tevA AtmAnI dIkSA saphaLa thayA vinA prAyaH na rahe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMpaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukukaDam. no ce bhAvAparijJAnAtu, sidbhayasiddhiparAhate: | dIkSAdAnena bhavyAnAM, mArgoccheda: prasayate || ato mArgapravezAya, vrata mithyAdezAmapi . dravya samyakatvamAroya, dadate dhIrabuddhaya: ILL gurvAjJApAratacaeNNa, dravyadIkSAgrahAdapi || vIrSollAsakramAtmAptA bahava: parama padam || yo buddhuvA bhavanaiguNya, dhIra: syAd vratapAlane | sa yogyo bhAvabhedastu, durlakSyo nopayujyate || tatvajharaNuM 60.
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : 10 zanivAra. tA. 10-8-02, niyati pAkI eTale ApaNe avyavahArarAzImAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne vyavahArarAzImAM AvyA. svabhAvathI ApaNo AtmA bhavya che. acaramAvartakALanA anaMtA pudagala parAvartakALa ApaNA pasAra thai gayA pachI kALa pADyo eTale ApaNo caramAvartamAM praveza thayo. atyAre ApaNane saMsAra ane mokSa baMne game che. paraMtu tethI saMtoSa mAnIne sI javAnuM nathI. basa ! have to eka pugala parAvartakALathI vadhAre saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM nathI, tethI khAi-pIne ArAma karo evuM nahi vicAravAnuM paNa bAkInA aDadhIyAmAM pahoMcavAno puruSArtha karavo. ardhacaramAvartakALamAM ApaNo praveza thai javo joie. jene mokSa ja game, saMsAra na ja game; mokSa saMbaMdhita padArtho ja game - saMsAra saMbaMdhita padArtho na ja game teno chellA ardhacaramAvartakALamAM praveza thayo hoya tema mAnI zakAya. "pahelAM bhagavAna, pachI ja AkhI duniyA', evI manaHsthiti thavI joie. zrIpALa ane mayaNAno prasaMga jANIe chIe ne ? lagna pachI rAtrie zrIpALe pUchayuM : "kAle savAre zuM karIzuM ?' tyAre mayaNAe ema na kahyuM ke, pahelA vaidarAja pAse davA laine koDha maTADIye, mAmAne tyAM Azaro laie ke bahenapaNInA ghare vasIe.' nA, teno javAba hato ke, "kAle savAre sau prathama bhagavAna gaDhaSabhadevanA darzanAdi karIzuM." mayaNA-zrIpALane mana pahelAM bhagavAna hatA, pachI badhuM hatuM; ApaNI zI hAlata? mAMdA paDIe to pahelAM DokTara ke pahelAM bhagavAna?' "jhaghaDo thayo to pahelAM vakIla ke pahelAM bhagavAna?' jAtane tapAsIe paNa te vakhate jAtane jarAya na chetarIe. ApaNe bhagavAna ane guruno naMbara sauthI chelo nathI rAkhyo ne? mAMdA paDIe to pahelA DokTara pAse jaie, pachI jyAre DokTara badhI AzA mUkI de tyAre gurumahArAjane bolAvIe, barobara ne? DokTara jIvADanArA ane gurumahArAja mAranArA, kema? jyAre dardI bhAnamAM na hoya, sAMbhaLavAnA ke samajavAnA hoMzakoza na hoya tyAre mahArAjane bolAvIne kaho ke puNya-prakAzanuM stavana saMbhaLAvo to sAMbhaLaze koNa? ane bhUlecUke je sajAga avasthAmAM lai jAo to dardI kahe ke, 'are ! mahArAjane hamaNAM kema lAvyA? haju to huM ghaNuM jIvavAno chuM !' to zuM tatvajharaNuM 61
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________________ puNya-prakAzanuM stavana maratI vakhate ja saMbhaLAya? jIvatAM jIvatAM na saMbhaLAya? ApaNe keTalI badhI gerasamajonA bhoga banyA chIe ! cAlo, have badhe sudhArA karIe. jIvanamAM prathama naMbara deva-guru ane dharmano lagADIe. guNo tarapha AkarSaNa pedA karIe. saMsAranA padArtho pratye aNagamo pedA karIe. to ardha caramAvartakALamAM pahoMcAya. Avo samakitI AtmA saMsAramAM rahe to paNa rame to nahi ja. kamaLanI pAMdaDIo pANIthI nirlepa rahe tema saMsAramAM te paNa anAsakta rahe. A badhuM AtmAnI aMdaranI sthitinA AdhAre vicAravAnuM che, paNa bahAranI pravRttinA AdhAre nahi. bahAranI pravRtti koi AtmAnI sAva vicitra jaNAya to teTalA mAtrathI tene dhikkArazo ke tiraskArazo nahi. jANavA pramANe satyakI vidhAdhara samakitI hato, tIrthaMkarano AtmA hato. chatAM vedamohanIyakarmano tIvrakakSAno nikAcita udaya hato. te kAraNe te mahAkAmI hato. vidhAdharonA mahelomAM adRzyapaNe pahoMcIne aneka strIone zIlabhraSTa karato hato. ekavAra kayAMka acAnaka pragaTa thavAthI badhAne zaMkA paDI. mAravA talavAra ugAmI paNa vRddhe aTakAvyo. bhagavAna mahAvIradevane pUchIne khAtarI karIe. bhagavAnane pUchayuM, bhagavAna kahe che, "satyakI to samakitI che. nikAcita vedamohanIyanA udaye pApa karI bese che, paNa teno tene bhayaMkara trAsa che. satata raDe che. mokSe janAro che.'' A sAMbhaLIne badhAe tene choDI mUkyo. je pApa kare che, te pApI nathI, jo thai gayelA te pApa badala dhrUsake dhrUsake raDato hoya to. je pApa karyAM pachI teno bacAva karato hoya te sAco dharmI na kahevAya. ApaNAthI je je doSa sevAya te badala rudana joie. sevAi gayelA tamAme tamAma pAponI jaldIthI jaldI bhavAlocanA karavI joie. kAra satyakInuM samakita joradAra hatuM, paNa sAthe cAritra mohanIya karma evuM prabaLa hatuM ke je tene AvA bhayAnaka pApa karavA mATe majabUra karatuM hatuM. A cAritra mohanIya karma dIkSA letAM paNa aTakAve. pa koi pUche ke, 'dIkSA kema nathI letA?' to zuM javAba Apo? 'nasIbamAM haze to dIkSA laizuM' ervo? koNe kahyuM ke tamArA nasIbamAM dIkSA nathI? nasIba eTale karmo ne? kaho to kharA ke kayA karmanA udaye dIkSA maLe? ATha karmonA 158 peTA bhedo che. A 158 prakAranA karmomAM koi karma dIkSA tatvajharaNuM 62
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________________ ApanAruM nathI. tethI nasIbamAM hoya to dIkSA maLe, te vAta kevI rIte barobara gaNAya? hakIkatamAM to dIkSA karmanA udayathI nahi paNa puruSArthathI maLe. dIkSA apAvanAruM koi karma nathI paNa dIkSA letAM aTakAvanAruM karma che. jo samyak puruSArtha karIe to te karma dUra thai jAya. pariNAme dIkSA maLI jAya. dIkSA letAM aTakAvanArA A karmanuM nAma cAritra-mohanIya karma che. tene dUra karavAno puruSArtha karavAno che. karma to jaDa che. AtmA cetana che. jaDa karatAM cetana (AtmA) nI zakti vadhAre che. te puruSArtha kare to karmoe dUra haTI javuM paDe. nikAcita karmonI vAta javA do. nikAcita eTale pheraphAra na thai zake tevA karmo. puruSArtha karavA chatAMya te karmo dUra na thAya paNa anikAcita karmo to puruSArthathI dUra thai zake. sAmAnyathI eka lAkha karmomAM mAMDa ekAda karma nikAcita hoya, bAkInA badhA anikAcita hoya. mATe jo puruSArtha karo to dIkSA aTakAvanAruM karma paNa dUra thai zake kharuM. puruSArtha karI to juo. yo pheraphAra bhANAmAM pIrasyuM paNa adaba vALIne beso to peTa bharAya? koNa aTakAve che? karma? jarA koLIyo moDhAmAM mUkavAno puruSArtha karo. karma dUra thai jaze. peTa bharAze. barobara ne? tyAM koLIyo mUkavAno puruSArtha karavAnA badale bolo ke, 'nasIbamAM haze to peTa bharAze' to cAlaze? koLIyo moDhAmAM na mUkyo tyAM sudhI bhogAntarAya karmano udaya hato. moDhAmAM mUkavAnA puruSArthe te karmanA udayane dUra karyo. peTa bharAyuM. kayAreka ja koine evuM bane ke koLIyo jyAM mUkavA jAya tyAM ja koi jheranI zaMkA kare. koLIyo aTakI jAya. ahIM karma dUra na thayuM. paNa AvuM kyAreka ja bane. 22 varSano dIkaro Akho divasa nokarI-dhaMdhAnA badale ghare besI rahe to zuM karo? kAMi kaho to te javAba Ape ke, "zuM karuM? mArA karmano udaya che. nasIbamAM haze to maLaze,'' to calAvI lo ke tene kamAvA mATe mahenata karavAnI kaho? to dIkSA mATe evuM kevI rIte bolAya ke nasIbamAM haze to maLaze? nA have tevuM nahi bolavAnuM paNa dIkSA levAno puruSArtha karavAno. dIkSA levA ane pALavA, jJAna nahi paNa vairAgyanI jarura che. zArIrika baLanI nahi paNa mAnasikabaLa - dhIratAnI jarura che. dharmArAdhanA paNa vIlapAvarathI thAya. ekAsaNuM paNa nahi karI zakanArA, manobaLathI mAsakSamaNa karI de che. te ja rIte dIkSApAlana mATe vratapAlananI dhIratA joie. tevA tatvajharaNuM 1993
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________________ dhIra AtmAmAM dIkSA lIdhA pachI gurupAratanaya joie. bhAva vinA mAtra vezathI paNa dIkSA lenArA aneka AtmAo saMsAra samudrane tarI gayA che. khAvA mATe bhikhArIe dIkSA lIdhI, paNa pachI tenI anumodanA karavAnA prabhAve saMprati rAjA banyA. savAlAkha derAsaro ane savA karoDa jinamaMdiro teNe banAvyA. dIkSA letI vakhate tene kayAM dIkSAnA bhAva hatA? tethI bhAva na hoya to dIkSA na ja apAya ema nahi. bhAvathI dIkSA laine mokSe janArA karatAM bhAva vinA dIkSA laine mokSe janArA kadAca vadhAre haze. bhAva satata sarakhA na rahe. temAM vadha-ghaTa thayA kare. tethI bhAvanA vizvAse na rahevAya. - upavAsa karo tyAre covIseya kalAka upavAsanA sarakhA ja bhAva rahyA kare? ke temAM vadha-ghaTa thayA kare? hA ! paccakakhANa levAthI mInImama bhAva TakI jAya che, tema dIkSA levAthI tenA mInImama bhAva TakelA rahe. bAkI to caDa-utara thayA kare. paccakakhANanA prabhAve upavAsa Take tema dIkSAnA prabhAve saMyamajIvana Take. gurunI AjJAnuM pAlana, svAdhyAya, tapa, japa, vAcanA tathA saMyamanuM vAtAvaraNa vagere saMyamajIvana jIvavAnI zakti Ape. tethI dIkSA lIdhA pachI bhAvo satata vadhyA kare; paNa saMsAramAM raho to? saMsAranuM vAtAvaraNa ja evuM che ke temAM satata nimitto maLyA kare. bhAva khatama thavA mAMDe. ge tethI have dIkSAnA bhAva jAgyA che ke nahi ? tenI ciMtA karavAnA badale mArAmAM saMyamanA mahAvrato pALavAnI dhIratA che ke nahi ? te cakAsavA puruSArtha karavo. te mATe ghara choDIne guru mahArAja pAse rahevuM. vihAra karavo. eka mahInAnA pauSadha karavA. melA kapaDAM, ThaMDI, garamI, ekAsaNuM, hAtha-paga-moTuM dhovAnuM nahi, vagere phAve che ke nahi te khabara paDe. guru tathA gurubhAio sAthe svabhAva meca thAya che ke nahi? te jaNAya. je jAmI javAya to dIkSA lai levI. | dIkSAmAM vaya naDatI nathI. ATha varSanI uMmare paNa dIkSA levAya. vairAgya joie. haribhadrasUrijI to kahe che ke bALadIkSA karatAM to bhuphatabhogInI dIkSA vadhu jokhamI che, kAraNake bALakane to moTA thatAM kutUhala thAya, jene yogya samajAvaTathI zAMta karI zakAya paNa bhaktabhogIne to A bhavamAM jAte anubhavelAnuM smaraNa thAya. mATe bALadIkSA na ja apAya te vAta barobara nathI. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 14
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : 13 maMgaLavAra. tA. 20-8-02 ApaNA AtmAnI jyAre niyati pAkI tyAre te avyavahArarAzImAMthI bahAra nIkaLyo. svabhAvathI bhavya che.jyAre kALa pAkayo tyAre caramAvartakALamAM praveza maLyo. have ApaNI kharI sAdhanA zaru thAya che. duHkhI ke sukhInA AdhAre nahi, pApI ke puNyazALInA AdhAre nahi paNa doSI chIe ke guNI? tenA AdhAre AtmAno vikAsa nakkI thAya che mATe ApaNe duHkha dUra karavAno ane sukha meLavavAno ke pApa dUra karavAno ane puNya pedA karavAno nahi paNa doSano nAza ane guNanI prApti karavAno puruSArtha karavAno che. AtmavikAsanI Aja sAcI sAdhanA che. doSanAza ane guNaprAptinI sAcI sAdhanA caramAvartakALamAM ja thai zake. acaramAvartakALamAM na thAya kAraNake acaramAvartamAM karmo baLavAna che, puruSArtha mAyakAMgalo che jyAre caramAvartakALamAM karmo mAyakAMgalA che, puruSArtha baLavAna che. karmo ane puruSArtha vacce anAdikALathI yuddha cAlyuM Ave che. AdhyAtmika vikAsanI daSTie vicArIe to acaramAvartakALamAM karmo baLavAna hovAthI puruSArtha hAre che. AdhyAtmika vikAsa thai zakato nathI. jItelA karmo tene aTakAve che. caramAvartakALamAM karmo nabaLA bane che ane puruSArtha baLavAna bane che. tethI temAM jo samyapha puruSArtha AdaravAmAM Ave to AdhyAtmika vikAsa vegavaMto banyA vinA na rahe.' - jo ApaNo caramAvartakALamAM praveza thai gayo hoya to ApaNe dharmArAdhanAmAM vadhu joradAra puruSArtha karavAnI jarUra che, kAraNake ApaNo puruSArtha niSphaLa javAno nathI. karmo nabaLA paDelA che. thoDIka mahenata karIzuM, to te khatama thai jaze. mokSa ApaNane maLI zakaze. Ama, caramAvartakALamAM ApaNo thayelo praveza ApaNA mATe ghaNo lAbhadAyI che. AdhyAtmika vikAsa have jhaDapathI thai zakaze. kadAca koino praveza caramAvartakALamAM na thayo hoya to teNe acaramAvartakALamAM puruSArtha mAyakAMgalo che ema jANIne dharmArAdhanAmAM puruSArtha baMdha karavAnI jarUra nathI. bhale te dharmArAdhanA te kALamAM teno viziSTa AdhyAtmika vikAsa na karI zake, paNa bhautikavikAsa to tyAre paNa tenAthI thAya ja che. dharmArAdhanA kayAreya nakAmI nathI, niSphaLa nathI. - acaramAvartakALamAM karelI dharmArAdhanA bhale doSanAza ke guNaprApti tatvajharaNuM | 65
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________________ vAstavika kakSAnI na karAvI zake, paNa te dhamarAdhanA cAlu hoya teTalo samaya virAdhanA to dUra thAya ja. dharmasthAnomAM jaie teTalo samaya virAdhanAnA sthAnomAM javAnuM aTake che. dharmanI sAmagrIono upayoga karAya tyAre virAdhanAnI sAmagrIo dUra thAya ja. A dharmArAdhanA, dharmArAdhanAnA sthAno ane dhamarAdhanAnI sAmagrI puNya baMdhAve. pApono nAza kare. virAdhanA, virAdhanAnA sthAno ane virAdhanAnI sAmagrIo dUra thatAM pApo baMdhAtA aTake, pariNAme duHkho dUra thAya. sukhanI sAmagrIo prApta thAya. A phAyado paNa zuM nAno suno che? kevaLajJAnInI daSTie jeTalA bhavo saMsAramAM karavAnA che, temAM vadha-ghaTa thavAnI nathI, paNa te bhavo narakanA, kUtarAnA, vAgha-siMhanA,garIba ke musalamAna tarIkenA paNa thai zake che. tenA badale te bhavo devaloka vagerenA ke sukhasamRddhivALA mAnavanA thAya to sAruM ne? te badho kALa bhautika rIte sukhI pasAra thAya tevuM iccho ne? te kArya acaramAvartakAlina ArAdhanAo vagere paNa karI zake che. A tethI acaramAvartakALamAM hoie ke caramAvartakALamAM, dharmanI ArAdhanA dina-pratidina vadhAravI joie. vAraMvAra dharmanA sthAnomAM javuM joie. dharmanI sAmagrI kaTAsaNuM, caravaLo, dhUpa-dIpa vagereno upayoga karavo joie. te badhuM acaramAvartakALamAM bhautikavikAsa sAdhavAmAM ane caramAvartakALamAM bhautika vikAsa sAthe AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhavAmAM upayogI banaze. acaramAvartakALamAM karmonI tAkAta vadhAre hovAthI te vakhatanI ArAdhanAo vagere doSanAza ke guNaprApti karAvI na zake. te vakhate je doSanAza ke guNaprApti jaNAya te AbhAsika hoya. rAkhathI DhAMkelo agni olavAyelo jaNAya tevI kSamA hoya ! A acaramAvartakALamAM virAdhakabhAva hoya. ArAdhakabhAva na hoya. ArAdhakabhAva vinA doSanAza-guNaprAti vAstavika na thAya. te to caramAvartakALamAM ArAdhakabhAva AvavAthI thAya. ArAdhakabhAva pedA thAya tyAre AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM AgekUca thAya. ArAdhakabhAva doSono nAza karIne guNone pragaTa kare. chelle mokSe pahoMcADe. a AdhyAtmika vikAsanuM beromITara sukha-duHkha, puNya-pApa nahi paNa guNaprApti ane doSanAza che. indriya parAjaya zataka graMthamAM kahyuM che ke, 2 "jaha jaha dosA viramaI, jaha jaha visayahiM hoI verajhma, | taha taha vinAyabaM, AsanaM se a paramapayuM. tatvajharaNuM - 66
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________________ jema jema doSo virAma pAme (aTake), jema jema viSayothI vairAgya pedA thAya tema tema jANavuM ke paramapada (mokSa) najIka che." jaDa padArtho pratye vairAgya jAge, jagatanA jIvo pratye satkAra jAge tyAre mokSa tarapha ApaNe AgaLa vadhI rahyA chIe, ema samajavuM. - Ama, jo ApaNAmAM doSo joradAra jAmelA hoya to ApaNe mokSathI dUra chIe ema samajavuM ane jo doSo pAtaLA paDatA hoya, guNo pedA thatAM hoya to mokSanI najIka jai rahyA chIe, tema jANavuM. A doSanAza ane guNaprApti mATe eTale ke AtmAne nirmaLa banAvavA mATe bAhya ArAdhanAo, ArAdhanAnA sthAno ane ArAdhanAnI sAmagrIonI paNa teTalI ja jarUra che. tenA vinA nA cAle. - jo ApaNo caramAvartakALamAM praveza thai gayo che, to have kALa phevara kare che. je iccho te thAya. puruSArtha saphaLa thAya. karmo pheila thAya. have jo ApaNe mokSa meLavavA samyak puruSArtha na karIe to kema cAle ? niyatimAM je hoya te ja thAya ne ? mATe mokSa jyAre thavAno haze tyAre thaze ja, to puruSArtha karavAnI zI jarUra ? ema na kahevuM. | gaNitanI copaDImAM dAkhalAno pAchaLa je javAba Apyo che, tenA jevI niyati che. paNa te javAba lAvavA je saravALA-bAdabAkI-guNAkArabhAgAkAra-vargamULa-varga vagere rIta karavI paDe tenA jevo puruSArtha che. dAkhalAno. javAba nakakI ja che, chatAM te na jANo tyAM sudhI rIta to karavI paDe; tema niyati na jANo tyAM sudhI puruSArtha karavo ja joie. niyatimAM dIkSA nathI ja, tevuM jANo cho? jo nA, to dIkSA meLavavA puruSArtha karavAno. te mATe ghara choDIne mahArAja sAheba pAse rahevA javAnuM. saMyama maLe tevo udhama karavAno. chatAM ya saMyama na maLe to nikAcita cAritra mohanIsakarmano udaya samajavo, paNa tevo puruSArtha karyA vinA karmanuM bahAnuM zI rIte kaDhAya ? - caramAvartakALamAM AvI gayA chIe to have mAtra mokSa meLavavA ja puruSArtha karavAno. mokSathI ochuM ApaNane kAMi na khape. je mokSane ja icche, tene mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI mokSanI nIcenuM badhuM ja maLyA kare. svAmI vivekAnaMdane temanA guru rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa jyAre aNimAdi ATha siddhio ApatA hatA tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke, "gurudeva ! A ATha siddhiothI mane mokSa maLaze? jo tenAthI mokSa na maLavAno hoya to A ATha mahAsiddhio . | tatvajharaNuM | go
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________________ mAre mana ATha kAMkarAthI vizeSa jarA ya nathI ! patnI maitreyIne tenA pati yAjJavalkaya jAtajAtanI bheTa Apato tyAre te pUchatI ke, "zuM mane AnAthI mokSa maLaze? jo nA, to mAre tenuM zuM kAma che?'' "cenAhaM nADamRtA cAM, tenADahaM kiM kuryAma" vivekAnaMda, maitreyI vagerene jainazAsana nahotuM maLyuM, chatAM ya temane jo. mokSathI ochuM khapatuM nahotuM to ApaNane to jainazAsana maLyuM che, ApaNane mokSathI ochuM zI rIte cAle ? mokSa meLavavA satsaMga karavo. sArA pustakonuM vAMcana karavuM. tenAthI jJAna vadhe. tapa-japa-dhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhAya. satsaMga, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, satsAhityavAMcana vagerethI choDavA jevA (heya), jANavA jevA (oNya) ane AdaravA jevA (upAdeya) tattvo samajAya. heyapadArtho chUTatA jAya. upAdeya padArtho AcarAtA jAya, pariNAme mokSa najIka Avato jAya. - A kALe ahIMthI kyAM mokSe javAya che ke teno puruSArtha karIe? evuM na vicAravuM. kAMdIvalIthI amerikA javAya ke nahi? bolo ke javAya, vAyA sahArA eraporTa. te ja rIte ahIMthI paNa mokSe javAya, bolo vAyA mahAvidehakSetra. - jeNe ahIM dIkSA levI nathI, ahIM dIkSA gamADavI nathI tene kadAca mahAvidehakSetramAM janma maLe to tyAM paNa dIkSA levI gamaze? te lai zakaze kharo? ahIM gamAryuM haze to tyAM gamaze. mahAvidehakSetramAM javAnI tathA tyAM gayA pachI saMyama game ane maLe te mATenI bhUmikA to ahIM banAvavI paDaze ne? te mATe ahIM saMcamadhara mahAtmAo gamADavA paDaze. saMyama gamADavuM paDaze. ane tethI AgaLa vadhIne saMyamajIvana svIkAravAnI bhUmikA pedA karavI paDaze, barobara ne? go AMzika mokSanA daravAjA to ahIM paNa khullA che. mokSa eTale chUTakAro. tamAma duHkhomAMthI chUTakAro, tamAma pApomAMthI chUTakAro, tamAma vAsanAomAMthI chUTakAro. duHkho-pApo-vAsanAmAMthI thoDo thoDo chUTakAro thato to ahIM paNa anubhavAya che, ane te mATe mahenata paNa karo cho, to A badhAthI saMpUrNapaNe chUTakAro pamADanArA mokSa mATe kema puruSArtha nA karavo ? cAlo, haju moDuM nathI thayuM. Aje ja te mATeno samyak puruSArtha AraMbhIe. te mATe mokSanA svarUpane samajIe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 68
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : 14 budhavAra, tA. 21-8-02 caramAvartakALamAM rahelo AtmA samyapha puruSArtha vaDe vikAsa sAdhatAM sAdhatAM jyAre samyagadarzana pAme tyAre te ardhacaramAvartakALathI vadhAre to nahi ja bhame tema nakkI thAya. samakitI AtmA saMsAramAM rakhaDe to ya vadhumAM vadhu dezona ardhapudgala parAvartakALa eTale ke ardhacaramAvartakALa, rakhaDe, paNa tenAthI vadhAre to nahi. samakitI AtmAne tAraka padArtho ja game, mAraka padArtho na ja game. tene mokSa ja game. saMsAra na ja game. gurumahArAja ja game. gharavALI na ja game. tenI AMtarika sthiti ghaNI badhI palaTAi gai hoya, te saMsAramAM rahe kharo, paNa temAM rame to nahi ja. te kAyapAtI hoya paNa cittapAtI na hoya, eTale ke tenuM zarIra bhale saMsAramAM hoya, paNa tenuM mana to tyAMthI UThI gayuM hoya ! te mokSa meLavavA jhUrato hoya; kAraNake sAcuM sukha tyAM mokSamAM ja che. A duniyAmAM rahelI dareka vyaktine sukha joie che. sukha meLavavA te badhe phAMphAM mAre che, paNa sukha eTale zuM? potAne kayuM sukha joie che? te mATenA spaSTa vicAro keTalA pAse che? pAMca miniTa mATe AMkha mIMcIne vicAro ke mAre kayuM sukha joie che? sukha mATenI mArI kalpanA zuM che? nAstika hoya ke Astika, bhAratIya hoya ke paradezI, jaina hoya ke ajena, badhAne kharekhara kayuM sukha joie che? te vicArIe. | huM samajuM chuM tyAM sudhI darekanI icchA te ja sukhane meLavavAnI che ke (1) je sukha moTA duHkhane lAvanAruM na hoya ! barobara ne? jheranA TIpAvALo dUdhapAka khAvA koNa icche? breina hemareja karavAnI zakayatAvALI mAthAno duHkhAvo dUra karavAnI goLI koNa le? koi ja nahi ne? zA mATe? bolo ke dUdhapAka ke goLI sukha ApavAnuM ke duHkha dUra karavAnuM kArya to tAtkAlika kare che, paNa pachI motanuM moTuM duHkha lAve che, mATe tevA sukhane na icchAya. barobara ne? tethI nakakI thayuM ke je sukha moTA du:khane lAvanAruM hoya te sukha meLavavA koi icche nahi. | (2) je sukha kAyama TakavAnuM na hoya tene koNa icche? cAra rAmavALo bhADAno phaleTa maLato hoya ane bIjI bAju mAtra vana ruma kIcanA onarazIpathI maLe tema hoya to, bemAM zuM iccho? nAno paNa onarazIpano phaleTane? kema? tamAro kabajo temAM kAyama rahevAno che, mATe ja ne? Ama, je sukha kAyama TakavAnuM hoya, tene ja badhA icche che. (3) je sukha svAdhIna hoya tene badhA icche. jemAM bIjAnI dADhImAM vAraMvAra hAtha nAMkhavo paDato hoya tevA parAdhIna sukhane koNa icche? jenI cAvI pappA tatvajharaNuM SC
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________________ rAkhavAnA hoya tevuM hIro honDA kayo kolejIyana icche? | (4) duHkhanI bheLaseLavALA sukhane paNa koNa icche? koi mAjI premabharyA zabdo sAthe roTalo ane maracuM khavaDAve ane bIjI koi vyakti kaDavA zabdo bolavApUrvaka gulAbajAMbu khavaDAve to tamane kyAM vadhu majA Ave? roTalo ane maracuM khAvAmAMne? kema? gulAbajAMbu paNa sukha na ApI zake, jo te kaDavAza bharyA apamAnajanaka zabdonA duHkhanI bheLaseLavALA hoya to. barobara ne? Ama, ApaNe sau (1) moTA duHkhane nahi lAvanArA (2) kAyamI TakanArA (3) svAdhIna ane (4) duHkhanI bheLaseLa vinAnA sukhane icchIe chIe, evuM nakkI thayuM. to AvuM ApaNuM iccheluM sukha kyAM maLe? jarA tapAsa to karo. paisA, patnI, parivAra, prabhutva, putra, pappA vageremAM maLe ? bhojana, veza, makAna, pharnicara, TI.vI., gADI, paMkhA vageremAM maLe ? bolo to kharA ? saune jevuM joie che tevuM sukha kayAM maLe ? | sugaMdhI padArthane pAmavA haraNIyAe jaMgalamAM eka cheDethI bIjA cheDe doTa mUkI. sugaMdha Ave che, paNa te sugaMdha ApanAra sugaMdhI padArtha tene na maLyo. kAraNa jANo cho ? te sugaMdhI padArtha-kasturI- tenI nAbhImAM ja hatI ane te haraNa tene bahAra jaMgalamAM zodhatuM hatuM. pachI te zI rIte maLe ? te ja rIte sukha paNa ApaNA AtmAmAM ja che ane ApaNe tene zodhIe chIe TI.vI. vagere bahAranA padArthomAM. zI rIte maLe ? vaDadAdA, dAdA, bApA ane ApaNe, koine ya bahAranA padArthomAMthI Aja sudhI sukha maLyuM nathI, te hakIkata che, to haju ya tyAM ja sukhanI zodha karavAmAM mUkhai nathI. - vijJAne zodhelA sAdhanomAM sukha che ja nahi. ApaNe sukhanA kahevAtA sAdhano pAchaLa pAgala banyA chIe, navA navA sAdhano vasAvatAM jaie chIe, paNa ApaNI dhAraNA pramANenuM sukha ApavAnI temanI paNa tAkAta kyAM che? abajonA abajo rupIyAno kharca ane karoDo mAnava kalAkono upayoga karyA pachI vijJAna koi eka vyaktinA eka duHkhane kAyama mATe dUra karavAnI geraMTI ApI zakahyuM che kharuM? vijJAna koi eka duHkhane TempararI dUra karI zake, paNa kAyama mATe dUra karI na zake. koine thayelA melerIyAne maTADI zake paNa vizvamAM koine kyAreya koi roga nahi thAya tenI geraMTI na ApI zake. sarabata vagere ApIne tarasa TempararI dUra karI zake paNa kAyama mATe tarasanuM duHkha dUra na karI zake? have tenI pAchaLa pAgala zI rIte thavAya? | bhalA bhAi! kaho to kharA ke vijJAne koi evI TebleTa zodhI che ke je lenArane kayAre ya koi paNa roga nahi thAya tenI geraMTI ApI zakAya? evuM | tatvajharaNuM 00
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________________ koi iMjekazana zodhyuM che kharuM ke je lenArane jIvato rahevA chatAM kadI ya ghaDapaNa nahi Ave tenI khAtarI ApI zakAya. evo koi selAinano bATalo zodhyo che ke je lenArane kayAre ya motanA duHkhano anubhava karavo nahi paDe ! | zuM haju sudhI AvI koi TebleTa, iMjekazana ke bATalA vijJAne nathI zodhyA? eno matalaba to e thayo ke vijJAna koi eka vyaktinA, mAtra eka ja duHkhane kAyama mATe dUra karavA asamartha che. jo vAstaviktA A ja hoya to duHkhone dUra karavA, sukhane meLavavA tenA zaraNe zI rIte javAya ? e koinuM paNa khaMDana tyAre ja karI zakAya, jayAre ApaNI pAse teno opzana (vikalpa) hoya. vijJAnanI sAme dharma che. je geraMTI ApavA taiyAra che. Aja sudhImAM A dharme mAtra eka ja vyakitanA nahi, anaMta vyakitaonA, mAtra eka ja duHkhane nahi paNa tamAme tamAma duHkhone, thoDA samaya mATe nahi paNa kAyama mATe dUra karavAnI geraMTI ApI che. anaMtA AtmAone mokSe pahoMcADyA che, jyAM temaNe kadIya bhUkha, tarasa, ThaMDI, garamI, roga, ghaDapaNa ke motanuM duHkha sahana karavAnuM nathI ! - Ama sukha meLavavA vijJAnanA nahi, dharmanA zaraNe javuM jarUrI che. sukha vijJAne zodhelA sAdhanomAM nahi paNa dharme batADelI sAdhanAmAM che. sAdhanA pAchaLa pAgala banavAnuM choDIne have dharmasAdhanAmAM lIna banavuM jarurI che. pelI DosImAnI vAta to khabara che ne? jhuMpaDImAM soya paDI gai. zodhI paNa na maLI. aMdhAruM khUba hatuM. tene thayuM ke khovAyelI vastu ajavALAmAM maLe, aMdhArAmAM na maLe. mATe bahAra roDa upara sTrITa lAiTanA ajavALAmAM zodhavA lAgyA. na maLI. keTalAka yuvAniyAo zodhavAmAM madada karavA lAgyA. to ya nA maLI. DosImAne pUchyuM ke, 'tame kai jagyAe beThA hatA tyAre soya paDI gai? DosImA kahe, 'huM jhuMpaDImAM hatItyAre soca paDI gai hatI. yuvAniyAo kahe, to DosImA, jhUMpaDImAM zodho, ahIM na zodhAya. kAraNa ke soya jyAM paDI hoya tyAM zodho to maLe. jyAM paDI ja na hoya tyAM zodho to kevI rIte maLe? hA! jo tyAM aMdhAruM hoya to vadhAre vAra lAge. ajavALuM hoya to jaladI maLe; te vAta judI." basa, A ja vAta sukha mATe che. tame DosImA jevA na bano. sukha AtmAmAM paDyuM che, tethI tyAM zodhazo to maLaze. paNa sTrITa lAiTanA ajavALA jevI sAdhanasAmagrImAM sukha che ja nahi, pachI tyAM game teTaluM zodho to zI rIte maLe? DosImAne haju paNa soya maLI nathI, tamane tyAM sukha maLaze ? ne vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam.' tatvajharaNuM | 01
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________________ kendramAM rAkhe to ApavAnI mA kAyama mATe 'saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa suda : 15 guruvAra, tA. 22-8-02 ApaNI icchA to (1) kAyama TakanArA (2) moTA duHkhane nahi lAvanArA (3) duHkhanI bheLaseLa vinAnA ane (4) svAdhIna sukhane meLavavAnI che. AvuM sukha peMDA ke kerI vagere bhojanasAmagrI, strI-putra-parivAra-paisA vagere padArthomAM zodhavAno ApaNe Aja sudhI prayatna karyo paNa kayAMyathI tevuM sukha ApaNane maLyuM kharuM? bahu bhAvatAM peMDA paNa amuka khAdhA pachI vomITa karAvavA lAgyA. kerIno rasa amuka pIvAyA pachI akaLAmaNa karavA lAgyo. strI bevaphA nIkaLI ke putra sAme paDyo. paisAnA kAraNe dIkarAnuM apaharaNa thayuM. bhAi-bhAinA saMbaMdho bagaDyA. sukha to kayAMya na maLyuM paNa navA navA duHkho pedA thayA. have zI rIte kahI zakAya ke duniyAnA padArthomAM sukha ApavAnI tAkAta che? vijJAna padArthane kendramAM rAkhe che, mATe te koi eka vyaktinA eka duHkhane paNa kAyama mATe dUra karI zakatuM nathI. jayAre dharma AtmAne kendramAM rAkhe che, mATe teNe Aja sudhImAM aneka AtmAone tamAme tamAma duHkhomAMthI kAyama mATe mukti apAvI che. pelI DosI ajavALAmAM soya zodhatI hatI tema loko TI.vI., vIDIyo, phrIjha, mArutI, phaleTa, pharnIcara vagere padArthonI jhAkajhamALamAM sukha zodhavA doTa lagAve che, paNa DosI jevA temane koNa samajAve ke soya ajavALAmAM nahi, jyAM paDI hoya tyAM zodho to maLe. sukha sAmagrIomAM nahi paNa AtmAmAM paDyuM che, mATe tyAM zodhazo to maLaze. nAbhImAM paDelI kasturIne zodhavA haraNiyuM jema jaMgalamAM doDadhAma kare tema AtmAmAM rahelA sukhane meLavavA loko duniyAnA padArtho pAchaLa doDadhAma kare che. pachI tene zI rIte sukha maLe? cha mahInA dhaMdho karavA chatAMya napho na thAya to tapAsa karIe ke bhUla phakyAM thai che? svIca ona karavA chatAMya prakAza na thAya to tapAsa karIe ke garabaDa kayAM haze? tema aneka peDhIothI ApaNA vaDilo ane ApaNe paNa sAdhanomAM sukhane meLavavAno prayatna karatAM hovA chatAMya Aja sudhI temAMthI sukha maLyuM nathI to tapAsa na karIe ke bhUla kyAM thAya che ? cAlo, te bhUlane zodhIne have sudhArIe. AtmAmAM sukha hovA chatAM sAdhanomAM sukha zodhavAno prayatna karIe chIe te ApaNI bhUla che. have te sudhAravAnI che. junuM khoTuM bhUlAya nahi tyAM sudhI navuM sAcuM samajAya nahi. sAdhana-sAmagrIonA DhagalA vacce zrImaMtone sukha nathI. zAMti nathI. prasannatA nathI. DanalopanI gAdI che tatvajharaNuM 72
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________________ paNa AMkhamAM uMgha nathI. gulAbajAMbunA bhojana che paNa peTamAM bhUkha nathI. A badhuM jaNAve che ke sAdhanomAM sukha che ja nahi, nahi to sAdhanasaMpanna loko duHkhI na hota ! je padArthomAM tame sukha mAno cho te padArtho maryAdA karatAM vadhAre vAparo to duHkha kema Ape che ? jo tenAmAM kharekhara sukha ApavAnI tAkAta hota to jema vadhAre vadhAre pramANamAM teno upayoga karatA jAo tema tema vadhAre ne vadhAre sukha maLavuM joie ne ? padArthomAM sukha ApavAnI zakti na hovA chatAMya teno maryAdita upayoga karatAM sukhano anubhava thAya che tenuM kAraNa AtmAmAM raheluM sukha che. maDadAne TI.vI., phrIjha, kerI, peMDA vagere padArtho kayAreya sukha ApI zakatA nathI kAraNake maDadAmAM AtmA na hovAthI temAM sukha che ja nahi. AtmAmAM sukha che mATe padArtho TempararI maryAdita sukha paNa ApI zake che. dUdhamAM ghI che mATe prakriyA karatAM temAMthI ghI maLe che. pANImAM ghI che ja nahi to game teTalI prakriyA karavA chatAM ya temAMthI ghI maLI zakaze nahi. je cIja jyAM hoya tyAM puruSArtha karo to maLe. sukha AtmAmAM che, mATe tene meLavavA AtmAmAM prayatna karAya. bAhya sAdhanomAM che ja nahi to tyAM game teTalo prayatna karavAthI zuM maLe? AtmAmAM sukha che mATe jema jema AtmAnI najIka jaie tema tema sukhI thaie chIe. jema jema AtmAthI dUra dUra jaie chIe tema tema ApaNe duHkhI thaie chIe. tRpti,kSamA, nirvikAritA, nirabhimAnitA vagere AtmAnA guNa che. bhUkha, tarasa, vagere zarIra ke karmo thakI pedA thAya che, mATe te AtmAnA guNa nathI. sudhAvedanIya karmanA udayathI bhUkha lAgI. atRpta thayA. duHkhI thayA. pachI jema jema bhojana karyuM tema tema AtmAmAM rahelo tRpti nAmano guNa pragaTyo. AtmAnI najIka AvyA. sukhI thayAno anubhava thayo. krodha karyo. AtmAthI dUra gayA. duHkhI thayA. jema jema kSamA dhAraNa karI, tema tema AtmAnI najIka AvyA. sukhano-prasannatAno anubhava thavA lAgyo. "mokSamAM koipaNa padArthono saMyoga nathI, chatAM tyAM bharapUra sukha che. magajamAM nathI besatuM ne? strI, paisA, TI.vI., bhojana vagere padArtho mokSamAM che ja nahi to sukha kevI rIte? evo savAla thAya che ne ! mokSamAM ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnI pAse saMpUrNapaNe chIe, jarAya dUra nathI mATe tyAM saMpUrNa sukhI thavAya che. padArthonA saMyogamAM ja sukha maLe, te ApaNI moTI bhramaNA che. rAtre ghasaghasATa UMghatA hoie tyAre koipaNa padArthano saMyoga anubhavAto nathI tatvajharaNuM
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________________ chatAMya sukhano anubhava thAya che ne? koi UThADe to uThavuM gamatuM nathI ne? padArthonA saMyoga vinA UMghathI maLatuM sukha to sAmAnya che. mokSamAM to asAmAnya koTinuM sukha che. UMgha to darzanAvaraNIya karmanA udayathI che, jyAre mokSa to sarva karmanA kSayathI prApta thAya che. ApaNe krodhI karatAM kSamAzIla, kAmI karatAM nirvikArI, khAnArA karatAM upavAsI hoie tyAre je mastI, prasannatA vagerene anubhavIe chIe te AtmAnuM sukha che. bhojana, paMkho, TI.vI., patnI vagerethI jIvone ja sukhano anubhava thAya paNa thAMbhalA, makAna vagere jaDa-padArthone tenA vaDe sukhano anubhava kema na thAya? AtmAmAM sukha paDeluM che, mATe AtmAne sukhano anubhava thAya, thAMbhalA vagere ekapaNa jaDapadArthamAM sukha che ja nahi mATe tene sukhano anubhava na thAya. vijJAne aNu zodhyo. aNu eTale padArthano nAnAmAM nAno bhAga, jainadharmI to kahe che ke A aNunA to haju anaMtA nAnA TUkaDA thai zake. jo ke have to vijJAna paNa ilekaTrona, proTona, nyuTrona vagare ghaNA nAnA bhAgo svIkAravA lAgyuM che. vijJAna parivartanazIla che. aMtima satya rupa nathI. te satyAnvezI che. caDiyAtuM bIjuM satya maLe to pUrvanuM svIkAreluM satya choDI de che. jo temAM rAjakAraNa na praveze to A satyAnvezI vijJAne aMtamAM jainadharmanI tamAma vAto svIkArI levI paDaze. jo ke have to vijJAnamAM ya rAjakAraNa ghUsavA lAgyuM che. 'We never went to the moon' "ame kayAre ya caMdra upara gayA nathI' pustaka bahAra paDI gayuM che. razIyA karatAM ame jarA ya pAchaLa nathI, tevuM vizvane batADIne potAno ahaM sAcavavA amerikAe epAlo-11 caMdra upara gayuM che tevo sTaMTa karyo hato, tema have jAhera thayuM che ! have AvA vijJAnanI vAto zI rIte svIkArAya? vaLI je parivartanazIla hoya, aMtima satyarupa na hoya tenI upara AMdhaLIzraddhA mUkavI te aMdhazraddhA na kahevAya? G sarvajJa bhagavaMtoe batADelI tamAma vAto Aje paNa saMpUrNa satya pUravAra thai rahI che tyAre tevA dekhatA bhagavAna upara zraddhA mUkavI te aMdhazraddhA nathI paNa sAcI zraddhA che. bhagavAne prayogo karIne nahi paNa yoga dvArA jANIne satya jaNAvyuM che. sAdhano vaDe nahi, sAdhanA vaDe joine jaNAvyuM che. ekSaperImenTa vaDe nahi espIrIyansa vaDe jaNAvyuM che. temAM zaMkA zI rIte karAya? | tatvajharaNuM 04
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________________ jagadIzacaMdra bojhe sAbIta karyuM ke vanaspatimAM jIva che. mATe badhAe mAnyuM, to zuM te pahelAM vanaspatimAM jIva nahoto? nAnakaDI jaina chokarI sAta lAkha sUtramAM dasalAkha pratyekavanaspatikAya, caudalAkha sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya bolIne vanaspatimAM jIva che, tevuM hajAro varSothI bole che, paNa kamanazIbI che ke bhagavAne kaheluM mAnavA ApaNe taiyAra nathI paNa jyAre te ja vAta vijJAna kahe tyAre tarata mAnavA taiyAra thai jaie chIe ! ApaNI A menTAlITImAM have sudhAro karIe. bhagavAne kahelI tamAma vAtone pUrNa zraddhApUrvaka svIkArIe. AtmAnA TUkaDA thatAM nathI, paNa kalpanAthI ApaNe AtmAnA TUkaDA karIe to jenA pharI be TUkaDA na thai zake tevA asaMkhyAtA TUkaDA thAya. te darekane pradeza kahevAya. AtmA AvA asaMkhyAtA pradezovALo che. ApaNI nAbhI (ghUMTI) pAse AtmAnA je ATha pradezo AvelA che. te rucaka pradezo kahevAya. te sadAnA zuddha che. pavitra che. tyAM koi karmo coMTatA nathI. jevo bhagavAnano AtmA saMpUrNa zuddha tevA ja zuddha A ATha pradezo che. temAM sukha che, mATe ApaNane AMzika paNa sukhano anubhava thAya che. jyAre ApaNA AtmAnA tamAme tamAma pradezo saMpUrNa zuddha banI jAya tyAre AtmAno mokSa thayo kahevAya. tyAre ApaNo AtmA saMpUrNa sukhI banI jAya. Ama nizcayanayathI to mokSa ahIM ja che. ApaNo AtmA jyAre saMpUrNa karmarahita bane, pavitra bane, tyAre teno mokSa thayo kahevAya, paNa mokSa ahIM ja AtmAno svabhAva sadA upara javAno che. karmo tene nIce ke AjubAju lai jAya che. ahIM rahelo AtmA saMpUrNa zuddha banatA teno mokSa thAya che. teno svabhAva upara javAno hovAthI te tarata upara jAya che. mATe vyavahAranayathI kahevAya ke mokSa upara che. gati karavAmAM sahAya karanArA dharmAstikAya jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI AtmA upara jAya che. aloka zaru thAya tyAM lokanA cheDe ja te aTakI jAya che. sadA tyAM rahe che. tene mokSamAM rahelo kahevAya che.fa Ama, AtmAmAM sukha paDayuM che, mATe padArthonA saMyAgo dvArA thoDA samaya mATe AMzika sukhanI anubhUti thAya che. padArthonA saMyoga vinA kAyamI, saMpUrNa svAdhIna, duHkhanI bheLaseLa vinAnA, moTA duHkhane nahi lAvanArA sukhanI icchA karavI hoya to mokSanI icchA karavI jarurI che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. Sirs tatvajharaNuM 5
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa vada : 1(1) zukravAra tA. 23-8-02 mokSamAM patnI, parivAra, paiso, phrIjha, TI.vI., gADI kAMi nathI to tyAM javAnI zI jarura? mokSa eTale jyAM janma nathI,kha nathI,ghaDapaNa nathI,roga nathI, mota nathI, pApo nathI, vAsanA nathI, to mokSamAM che zuM? te to kaho. tevuM vicAranArAne pUchavuM ke mAMdA paDo tyAre DokaTara pAse jAo cho ne? zenA mATe? nirogI banavA ? Arogya meLavavA ? Arogya eTale zuM? "paheluM sukha te jAte naryA' kahevata che ne? zarIrathI nirogI hovuM te paheluM sukha che. to nirogI kAyAnuM sukha eTale zuM? samajAvo to kharA ! ArogyanI vyAkhyA zuM ? tamAre negeTIva javAba Apavo paDaze. pojhITIva javAba nahi ApI zako. Arogya eTale melerIyA nahi, TAiphoiDa nahi, kensara nahi, hAi-lo bI.pI. nahi. TUMkamAM je kAyAmAM koi roga nahi te nirogI kAyA. ArogyanuM sukha eTale zarIra saMbaMdhita tamAma duHkhono abhAva. barobara ne ? basa te ja rIte mAtra zarIranA ja nahi, tamAme tamAma prakAranA badhA ja duHkhono abhAva te mokSa, nA teTaluM ja nahi, te sivAya paNa mokSanuM sukha che. ArogyanA sukhathI zArIrika-mAnasika prasannatA Ave, mokSanA sukhathI Atmika prasannatAno anubhava thAya. mokSa eTale AtmAnuM Arogya. nAnA bhAine TAiphoiDa thayo. sUi rahevAnuM. skUle nahi javAnuM. bhaNavAnuM nahi. lezana karavAnuM nahi. kalAke kalAke phUTa-jyusa maLe. mammI-pappA khUba kALajI le. koi vaDhe nahi. mAre nahi. kAma karAve nahi. moTA bhAine badhu ja karavuM paDe; chatAM tene khAvAnuM sAdu maLe. be bhAimAM sukhI koNa? duHkhI koNa? nAnAbhAine badhuM maLe chatAM te sukhI to nahi ja kahevAya. jo te sukhI hoya to davA kema kare? moTAbhAine koi vizeSa sagavaDa maLatI nathI chatAM te sukhIne? badhuM maLe chatAM nAno bhAi duHkhI kema? rogI che mATe. tethI teNe nirogI thavAnI mahenata karavAnI. kazuM maLatuM nathI chatAM moTo bhAi sukhI kema? nirogI che mATe. basa, A ja vAta ApaNI che. je saMsArI che, te mAMdo che, rogI che. tene bhUkha lAge che, mATe bhojananI jarUra che. tarasa lAge mATe pANI joie vagere. jyAre mokSamAM gayelo AtmA nirogI che. tene bhUkha lAgatI ja nathI mATe bhojananI jarUra nathI. tarasa lAgatI nathI mATe pANInI jarUra nathI, vagere. jema rogIe nirogI thavuM jarUrI che tema saMsArIe mokSe javuM jarUrI che. jAtajAtanI sagavaDo na maLe to ca nirogI banavuM ja joie, tema saMsAranI tatvajharaNuM
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________________ sAmagrIo tyAM na hoya to ya mokSe javuM ja joie. mokSamAM kAmavAsanA nathI mATe strInI jarUra nathI. ThaMDI ke garamI nathI mATe tene dUra karavA sveTara vagere sAmagrInI jarUra nathI. kaMTALo nathI mATe manoraMjananI jarUra nathI. are ! koi icchA ja nathI mATe tene pUrNa karavA koi padArthonI AvazyaktA ja nathI. icchA e ja moTuM duHkha che. icchA thAya che mATe ja padArthonI apekSA rahe che. mokSamAM icchA nathI mATe koi duHkha nathI. tene dUra karavA koi sAdhanonI jarUra nathI. mATe ema kahevAya ke sukha sAdhanomAM nathI paNa sAdhanAmAM che. mIThI khaMjavALanuM sukha dAdaranA daradIne maLe, nirogIne na maLe. tethI kAMi dAdaranA rogI banavAnuM na icchAya. tema khAvA-pIvA, paheravA, oDhavAnuM ke kAmavAsanAdinuM kahevAtuM sukha saMsArIne maLe, mokSe gayelAne na maLe. tethI kAMi saMsAramAM rahevAnuM na icchAca. dAdara thai jAya to tene maTADavAno jema prayatna karAya tema saMsArI banyA chIe to have saMsArI maTIne mokSe javAno prayatna karavo joie. saMsAranA bhojana vagerenA kahevAtA sukho to duHkhonA pratikAra rupa che. bhUkhanuM duHkha pedA thAya to bhojana sukha Ape, bhojana bhUkhanA duHkhano pratikAra kare che, mATe sukha ApI zake che, paNa jene bhUkha ja nathI tene bhojana sukha to na Ape paNa kadAca vomITa karAvIne duHkhI kare ! A rIte duniyAnA kahevAtA tamAme tamAma sukho pUrve pedA thayelA koine koi duHkhanA pratikAra rUpa che. paNa saMsAramAM koi svataMtra sukha nathI. jyAre mokSamAM svataMtra sukha che. Atmika sukhA che. AtmaramaNatAno AnaMda che. Avo AnaMda meLavavAnI icchA kayo DAhyo mANasa na kare? eka rastAmAM kAdava che, bIjo cophakho che, to kayA raste jaie? cokhA raste ja ne? hAthe karIne kAdavanA raste jaine, paga kharaDIne pachI paga dhoine cokhA karavAnI vagara phogaTanI mahenata kayo zANo mANasa kare? mokSamAM sahaja sukha maLatuM hoya to tene choDIne, hAthe karIne kAdavamAM paga kharaDavA jevuM bhUkha-tarasa vagerenuM duHkha pedA karIne, pachI paga dhovA rupa bhojana-pANIno upayoga karIne sukhI thavAnI mahenata karanArA kevA kahevAya? nA, ApaNe tevA mUrkha ziromaNI have nathI banavuM. dharmArAdhanA ghaNI karIe chIe, paNa zenA mATe? te kadAca vicAryuM ja nathI. lakSa pahelAM nakkI joie. jo dizA nakkI thAya to tene anukULa tatvajharaNuM oo.
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________________ prayatna karI zakAya. ApaNe sAdhanArUpI prayatna karIe chIe, paNa te zuM pAmavA? te to nakkI karavuM ja joie ne? have nakkI karIe ke mAre mAtra mokSa ja joie. mokSathI ochuM mane have kAMi na khape. mokSanA sukhanI AMzika anubhUti to ApaNane paNa thAya ja che ne ? mokSa eTale AtmAnA sarvaguNo pragaTa thayA. sAcuM kaho? jyAre krodhathI dhamadhamatA hoie tyAre sukhano anubhava thAya che ke kSamAzIla hoie tyAre? mAsakSamaNa karanAro paNa 20-22 mA upavAse khAnArA karatAM ya vadhAre prasanna nathI dekhAto? thoDA ghaNA guNo AMzika khIle tyAre je AnaMdanI anubhUti thAya che, te mokSanA sukhanI AMzika anubhUti che. jyAre tamAma guNo saMpUrNapaNe pragaTI jAya tyAre mokSanA sukhanI saMpUrNa anubhUti thAya. Ama mokSanuM sukha mAtra kalpanAno viSaya nathI, AMzikapaNe to ApaNI anubhUtino viSaya paNa bane che. nAstika paNa gussAne nathI icchato. eTale ke te gussAne badale kSamAne icche che. kSamAthI pragaTelA sukhane paNa icche che. to jyAM badhA guNo saMpUrNa pragaTavAthI pUrNa sukha maLe che, tevA mokSane kema na icchAya? saMsAramAM cAre bAju juo to mAnavo ochA-vattA bhautika sukhavALA jevA maLe che. sau potAnI pAse je sukha che, tethI vadhu sukha meLavavAnA prayatno karatAM dekhAya che. jo ochA-vadhAre sukhavALA jIvo che to saMpUrNa sukhavALo jIva paNa koika hovo to joie ja. saMsAramAM to saMpUrNa sukhavALo jIva koi che ja nahi. kAraNa ke saMsArano dareka jIva vadhune vadhu sukha meLavavA icche ja che, mATe te saMpUrNa sukhI to nathI ja, ema nakkI thAya che. to saMpUrNa sukhI koNa? kahevuM ja paDaze ke saMpUrNa sukhI jIva eTale mokSano jIva. kAraNa ke tene vadhAre sukha meLavavAnI koi icchA nathI ke prayatna nathI. jeTalA sukhI chIe tenA karatAM vadhAre sukhI banavAnI icchA ApaNane thAya che to saMpUrNa sukhI banavAnI icchA kema na thAya? have karavI che tethI icchA? saMpUrNa sukhI banavAnI icchA karavI eTale mokSanI icchA karavI. to cAlo... AjathI mokSanI icchA zaru karIe. nA. eTalethI aTakI na jaie. te mokSa meLavavAno samyaka puruSArtha paNa zaru karIe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa vada : 1(2) zanivAra tA. 24-8-02 mAnava janma pAmyA pachI ApaNA saunuM lakSa mokSanuM joie. mokSa eTale AtmAnI sarva duHkharahita, sarva pAparahita, sarvadoSarahita guNabharapUra avasthA. AvI avasthA pAmavAnI icchA kone na thAya ? je vyakti bhayaMkara krodhI ke atikAmAMdha hoya, te ApaNane game? ke je vyakti kSamAzIla ke nirvikArI hoya, te game ? koine ya krodhI ke kAmAMdhA vyakti gamatI nathI. badhAne kSamAzIla ke nirvikArI vyakti game che to saMpUrNa nirvikArI ke kSamAzIla banavuM kema na game? tevA banavAnuM gamavuM eTale mokSe javAnuM gamavuM. | guNa pratye Adara pedA thaze to guNI banavAnuM mana thaze. te mATe guNanA ane guNInA anurAgI banaze. sAthe sAthe te guNa ane guNInI prazaMsA karavA vaDe guNAnuvAdI paNa banIzuM. guNavAna banavA mATe guNAnurAgI ane guNAnuvAdI banavuM ati jarUrI che paNa doSAnuvAdI kadI nahi. kayAre ya bIjAnA doSo jovA nahi. paNa potAnA doSo jovA. jo potAnA doSo kharAba lAgaze to tenA pratye tiraskAra thaze. kADhavAno prayatna thaze. pariNAme eka divasa te doSo dUra thaine raheze. krodha doSane dUra karavA kSamA guNane keLavIe. kSamA pAMca prakAranI che. (1)upakAra kSamA : sAmenAe karelA upakArane najaramAM laine tenI bhUlanI kSamA ApavI te. (2)apakArakSamA : sAmenI vyakti mArAthI zaktizALI che, te bhaviSyamAM mane herAna na kare, trAsa na Ape, koi moTo apakAra na kare te mATe tenI bhUlanI kSamA ApavI te. (3)vipAkakSamA : paralokamAM krodhanA bhayAnaka vipAko anubhavavA na paDe te mATe krodha na karatAM tenI bhUlanI kSamA ApavI te (4)vacanakSamA : duHkha ke durgatithI gabharAine nahi paNa bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke krodha na karAya, kSamA ja rakhAya ema vicArIne kSamA ApavI te (5)svabhAvakSamAM : huM gusso karI zakuM ja nahi. iTa ijha sIplI noTa Dana. mAro ravabhAva ja kSamAno che. jema huM mAMsa khAi zakuM ja nahi, jema huM dAru pI zakuM ja nahi tema huM gusso karI zakuM ja nahi. mArAthI gusso thai zake ja nahi. A che svabhAvakSamA. draupadIe vanavAsamAM kauravo virUddha yudhiSThirane uzkeravAnA ghaNA prayatno karyA hatA paNa yudhiSThira gusse thai zakato ja nahi. te kaheto ke mAro svabhAva kSamAno che. mane gusso Ave ja nahi. tatvajharaNuM loc
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________________ varSothI satribhojana tyAga karIne tene svabhAva banAvI denArA kahe che ke, mArAthI rAtribhojana thAya ja nahi." keTalAka kahe che ke, "pUjA vinA mane cAle ja nahi. pUjA karavI te mAro svabhAva thai gayo che.' tema ahIM "kSamAM rAkhavI te mAro svabhAva banyo che." svabhAvakSamAM sauthI zreSTha kSamA che. temAM bAhya ke AMtarika paristhitino vicAra nathI. A kSamA dhAraNa karavI paDatI nathI, paNa svAbhAvikapaNe thai jAya che. kayAMka ephasIDanTa thayo. tyAM pahoMcyA. kone thayo che ? tapAsa karI. sagA-saMbaMdhI snehIne thayo che, to doDAdoDa karI. ajANyAne thayo che to mAre zuM? kahIne AgaLa vadhyA. sagAnI kALajI lIdhI, te ravabhAvakaruNA nathI. paNa ajANI vyakti hovA chatAMya, polIsakesa,laphA,doDAdoDa vagerenI saMbhAvanA hovA chatAMya satata tene ugAravAnA prayatno karyA. koie pUchayuM, kema? to javAba maLyo, "mArAthI tenuM du:kha jovAyuM nahi. mArAthI rahevAyuM nahi." A svabhAva karuNA. A svabhAvakSamA, ravabhAva karuNA ahIM AMzikapaNe kyAreka anubhavAya che. te kAyama mATenA pUrNa rUpane dhAraNa kare tenuM nAma mokSa. AtmA saMpUrNapaNe vAbhAvika nirvikArI, nirabhimAnI, nimacAvI, nirlobhI, kSamAzIla bane eTale teNe mokSe javuM na paDe, te paLe te mokSe pahoMcI ja jAya. AtmA jayAre sarvadoSamukta ane sarvaguNayukta bane tyAre teno mokSa thayo gaNAya. e apekSAe AMzika doSamukti ane AMzika guNa-prAptine AMzika mokSanI anubhUti tarIke vicArI zakAya. saMpUrNa mokSa bhale A zarIrathI, A bhavamAM, A bharatakSetramAMthI na maLI zakato hoya paNa AMzika doSanAza ane AMzika guNaprApti to A bhavamAM paNa thai zake che. tethI te mATenI sAdhanA zaru karavI jarurI che. jema jema doSone nabaLA pADIzuM, guNone khIlavatA jaizuM, tema tema A jIvanamAM paNa zAMti, samAdhi, prasannatA vadhatI jaze. jema jema doSonuM jAgaraNa thaze tema tema jIvanamAM trAsa, asamAdhi, saMkleza vadhaze. zuM joie che? prasannatA ke saMkaleza? jIvanamAM prasannatA, samAdhi ane zAMti joie che? to ekabIjAnI bhUlone mApha karatA raho. leTa go karavAnuM zIkhI lo. nAnAonuM svamAna sAcavo, moTAonuM sanmAna karo. je gharamAM moTAone Adara apAya che ane nAnAonI vAraMvAra kadara thAya che, tyAM zAMti-samAdhi-prasannatA sAmethI Ave tatvajharaNuM ( 80
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________________ che. ekavAra A prayoga karI to juo. mokSamAM du:khanA abhAva rupa ke duHkhanA pratikAra rupa sukha nahi, paNa potAnuM viziSTa koTinuM sukha che. tene AtmaramaNatA kaho, AtmalInatA kaho ke AtmAnaMdanI anubhUti kaho. saMsAranA tamAme tamAma prakAranA sukhothI caDiyAtuM viziSTa koTinuM sukha mokSamAM che. tene samajAvavA upAdhyAya vinayavijayajI ma. sAhebe lokaprakAza graMthamAM eka rUpaka jaNAvyuM che. ekalo paDI gayelo eka rAjA jaMgalamAM bhUlo paDayo. AdivAsIe jhuMpaDAmAM lai jaine sArI sarabharA karIne mArga batADyo. upakArano badalo vALavA rAjA te AdivAsIne potAnA nagaramAM lai gayo. moTo mahela, apsarAo jevI kanyAo, rAjazAhI ThAThamATha, sagavaDo-mojazokha-viziSTa bhojanasAmagrI vagerethI sarabharA karI. ekavAra jharukhethI meghADaMbara AkAza, koyalanA TahukA,moranI kaLA vagere jotAM AdivAsIne potAnuM ghara yAda AvyuM. .. rajA laine ghare pahoMcyo. tyAre vIMTaLAi vaLelA tyAMnA loko tene pUche cheH 'nagaramAM sukha kevuM hatuM?' javAba : "ghaNuM badhuM.'' prazna : "are ! ghaNuM badhuM eTale keTaluM? sarapaMcane che teTaluM?'' "nA, tethI ya vadhAre.'' "tyAM makAna kevuM hatuM?'' '"moTo mahela hato.'' "kevo? pelA dhoLA makAna jevo?'"nA tenAthI caDiyAto." "paNa caDiyAto eTale kevo?'' 'zuM kahuM? ahIM tenA jevuM koi makAna ja nathI ke jethI huM kahuM ke AnA jevo.'' C "tyAM jamavAnuM kevuM hatuM?'' "bahu joradAra.'' "ApaNI rAba jevuM miSTAnna hatuM?'' 'are ! rAba to kucha nahi, tenAthI ya caDiyAtI vastuo hatI.'' 'heM! tenAthI ya caDiyAtI ? konA jevI? kahe to kharo." "zuM kahuM? konA jevI kahuM? tenA jevI ahIM koi vastu ja nathI ne?'' Ama, je je pUchAtuM gayuM te badhAmAM teno eka ja javAba AvyA karato hato ke, 'bahu joradAra'. 'atizaya suMdara' paNa tenA jevI koi vastu ahIM nathI ke tenA jevuM hatuM - tema kahI zakAya. basa, A ja vAta mokSanA sukha mATe che. tame pUcho ke mokSamAM sukha kevuM? to amAro javAba che, ''viziSTa koTinuM, bahu joradAra, jenAthI caDiyAtuM sukha kyAMya na hoya tevuM.' paNa tame kaho ke konA jevuM? bhArata-pAkistAnanI inTaresTIMga mecamAM chelle chelle bhArata jItatAM amane AnaMda Ave teTaluM? yuvAna patnInI sAthe je sukha mANIe tevuM? abajo rupIyAnI loTarI lAgatAM sukha maLe tevuM?' "nA, te badhA karatAM ya joradAra, ghaNuM badhuM vadhAre,'' tevo je tatvajharaNuM - 81
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________________ amAro javAba che. tame pUcho ke, "mokSanuM sukha konA jevuM te to kaho"to amAre kahevuM paDe ke "A saMsAramAM koi sukha evuM nathI ke jenI sAthe mokSanA sukhanI sarakhAmaNI karI zakAya. saMsAramAM prApta thatAM tamAme tamAma prakAranA sukho karatAM caDiyAtuM, viziSTa koTinuM sukha mokSamAM che. te to je anubhave tene ja khabara paDe. bAkInA ApaNe badhAe to mAtra tenI kalpanA ja karavI paDe. prasatinI pIDA kevI bhayaMkara hoya che ? te to koi mAtA ja kahI zake, bicArI vadhyAne ke puruSane zuM khabara paDe? goLanI mIThAza anubhavavA chatAMya vAcA na hovAthI jema mUMgo mANasa bIjAnI sAme te mIThAzane varNavI na zake tema jeo mokSanA sukhano satata anubhava karI rahyA che, tevA siddhabhagavaMto paNa anubhavavA chatAMya mokSanA sukhane varNavI na zake. | mokSanA sukhanI vAta to dUra raho, sAdhu bhagavaMto je samatAnA sukhane anubhavI rahyA che, tene paNa saMsArI jIvo zI rIte samajI zake? mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI vairAgya kalpalatA' nAmanA graMthamAM kahe che ke jema anubhava nA karyo hovAthI kumArikA kanyA prANathI priya viSayasukhane jANI zaktI nathI tema saMsArI jIvo paNa tevo anubhava na karavAnA kAraNe sAdhuonA samatAsukhane samajI zaktA nathI. sAdhuoe TI.vI., vIDIyo choDacA, kAmavAsanAnA sukha choDayA, chatAM kevA mastIthI jIve che. tenuM kAraNa A baMdhA sukho karatAM caDiyAtA samatAnA sukhamAM teo lIna che. tame anubhava karo to khabara paDe. jemaNe saMsArasukha sevyuM ja nathI, tevA yuvAno-mATIpagA mAnavInA zabdo upara vizvAsa mUkIne-lagna jIvananA kUvAmAM bhUsako mAravA taiyAra thAya che. paNa samatAnA saravarIyAmAM snAna karatAM mahAtmAnA zabdo upara vizvAsa mUkIne saMyamajIvana svIkAravA talapApaDa banatA nathI, te kevI kamanasIbI gaNAya! muMbaimAM kamANI karIne koi dIkaro dezamAM Avyo. muMbai jaine meLavelI samRddhinI teNe tyAM badhAne vAta karI. badhA potAnA dIkarAne muMbai mokalavA icche ne ? tamArAmAMthI ame dIkSA laine sAdhu banyA. ahIM samatA vagerenA ghaNA sukhane pAmyA. ame tamane kahIe chIe ke ahIM majA che. sAcA sukhanI puSkaLa kamANI che. tame Avazo ne? tamArA dIkarAone mokalazone? kema nA? saMsAramAM judo niyama ane dharmamAM judo niyama, evuM kema? nyAya to samAna ja hoya ne ? tatvajharaNuM - 82
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________________ dhaMdho karuM to karoDono ja karuM, be-pAMca hajArano kadI nahi ! evuM bhUkhe maranAro kadI na vicAre. tema meLavuM to saMpUrNa guNonI khIlavaNI rUpa mokSasukhane ja meLavuM, bAkI AMzika guNonI khIlavaNI rUpa saMyamanI ArAdhanA nA karuM evuM na vicArAya. jinapUjAthI mAMDIne saMyamajIvana sudhInI tamAme tamAma dharmakriyAo uttarottara vadhune vadhu guNo khIlavavApUrvaka TheTha mokSa sudhI pahoMcADe che, mATe koipaNa dharmakriyAnI upekSA ke avajJA na karAya. - durgatimAM paDatA dhArI rAkhe te dharma. bhagavAne mAtra dharma batADayo che. anya dharmathI judo pADavA tene vizeSaNa lAgyuM jaina. zivano dharma zaiva, viSNuno dharma vaiSNava. buddhano dharma bauddha, tema jinano dharma jaina. | jina eTale jItelA. kone jItelA? rAga-dveSa-viSaya-kaSAyane jItelA. jenadharmanI A to mahAna vizeSatA che. te vyaktipUjAmAM nahi paNa guNapUjAmAM mAne che. mahAvIra ke nahaSabhadevanA nAma uparathI dharmanuM nAma na paDayuM, paNa doSone jItavA rUpa guNa uparathI nAma paDyuM. vyakti mahAna nathI, guNa mahAnA che. game te jJAtimAM janmelI vyakti guNaprApti vaDe mahAna banI zake che, tevuM jainadharma jaNAve che. ahIM koi bhedabhAva nathI. koinI monopolI nathI. je pALe teno dharma. je guNaprApti ane doSanAzano udhama karavA icche te badhA mATeno dharma te jainadharma. bhagavAne batADelA A dharmanuM hArda rAga-dveSano nAza karavo te che. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke, "jaha jaha dosA lahu vilinkaMti, taha taha paDhicavuM, esA ANA jibiMdANa." jinezvaroe batADelA dharmanI AjJA e. che ke, jema jema rAga-dveSa vagere doSo jaldIthI vilaya (nAza) pAme tema tema prayatna karavo." saMsAramAM to Dagale ne pagale rAga-dveSa karavA ja paDe, tethI bhagavAnanI A AjJA pALavA saMyamajIvana svIkAravuM jarUrI che. saMyama svIkAryA pachI paNa kayAM ya rAga-dveSa na sevAi jAya tenI kALajI levApUrvaka anAdikALanA rAgadveSanA saMskArone khatama karavAno puruSArtha karavAno che. A puruSArtha saMsAranA vAtAvaraNamAM atimuzkela che. saMyamajIvananuM vAtAvaraNa A rAga-dveSanA nAzanI sAdhanA mATe anukULa che, mATe saue saMyamajIvana svIkAravA zakaca puruSArtha Adaravo joie. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. 1 tatvajharaNuM 83
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa vada : 4 maMgaLavAra. tA. 20-8-02 142Ajoka 101 cAre bAju alokAkAza Holby laoNkAkAza ___| | | | | | || He a ismo ac eg fe madhya bhAge cAMda che.cheDe viSama prattaro thI niSkuTa AkAra che. Ppb 14 13 12) 3 |11 | 10 | 14 4 3 2 adho loka 1 2 vyaMtara bhavanapati bila dhdhi vinA dhanura .9 avadhaka sla \_bunc O - ---- (c) E " ****iiArSika *AirSika kAMtika kvitrika para-sthira jyotika dIpa sAba raka1 varakara napha naraka 1b8 naraka pa naraka 9 16 naraza PIS gasanADI avyavahArarAzInI nigodathI zaru thayelI ApaNI yAtrA jyAre mokSe pahoMcIzuM tyAre pUrNa thaze. niyati pAkI eTale nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. svabhAvathI mokSe javAnI yogyatA che mATe bhavya chIe. bhavya kadI abhavya na bane, abhavya kI bhavya na bane. abhavya AtmAe to baMgaDI jevA goLa kuMDALAmAM saMsArayAtrA zaru karI, pariNAme tenI yAtrAno kadI ya aMta nahi Ave. te kadI ya mokSe nahi pahoMce. te sadA acaramAvartakALamAM raheze. te kayAre ya caramAvartamAM na Ave. kALa pAke tyAre mokSe janArA bhavya jIvo caramAvartakALamAM praveze. have mokSe javA mATe vadhumAM vadhu(carama) chello eka ja pudgalaparAvarta(Avarta) kALa bAkI che, vadhAre nahi. acaramAvartamAM rahelo AtmA caramAvartamAM Ave. 3 84 tatvajharaNuM
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________________ caramAvartamAM Avelo pAcho acaramAvartamAM na jAya. SUOS PRIE ApaNo jo caramAvartakALamAM praveza thai gayo che to have puruSArtha baLavAna che. karmo nabaLA che. karmo to acaramAvartakALamAM baLavAna hoya, atyAre nahi. tethI have jo puruSArtha karIzuM to mokSa maLI zakaze. AtmA jema jema doSanAza ane guNaprAptinI sAdhanAno puruSArtha kare tema tema mokSanI najIka pahoMcato jAya. jyAre te mokSa pAme tyAre AtmAno svabhAva upara javAno hovAthI sIdhI lAinamAM upara jAya. karmo AtmAne Aju bAju ke nIce lai jAya te vAta judI, bAkI karmarahita banelo AtmA to upara ja jAya. w // 'wt' taravAnI zakti to mAchalImAM ja che, chatAM pANI vinA tarI zake? cAlavAnI zakti hovA chatAM pATA vinA gADI doDI zake? tema A vizvamAM jIvo ane jaDapadArthone gati karavAmAM dharmAstikAya nAmanuM dravya sahAya kare che. vaijJAniko paNa mAne che ke sUryanA kiraNane dharatI upara AvavAmAM ithara nAmanuM arupI dravya sahAya kare che. koinI sahAya vinA gati thaI zake nahi. jIva ane jaDano dharma (svabhAva) che gati karavAno. je dravya jIva ane jaDane teno dharma pALavAmAM sahAya kare che tene dharmAstikAya kahevAya che. te rupa-rasa-gaMdha-sparza-zabda vinAnuM akhaMDa eka dravya che. tenA TUkaDA thai zaktA nathI. khAlI jagyA rupa AkAzanA jeTalA bhAgamAM A dharmAstikAya dravya che, tene lokAkAza kahevAya che. teno cauda rAjalokanA mApano vistAra che. A cauda rAjalokamAM dharmAstikAya che, tenI bahAra kayAM ya nathI. doSanAza ane guNaprAptinI sAdhanA vaDe AtmA jyAre tamAma duHkho, tamAma pApo ane tamAma doSothI mukta thaine sarvaguNasaMpanna bane tyAre te mokSe gayo, siddha thayo kahevAya, kAraNa ke tenA tamAma prayojano siddha thai gayA che. have teNe kAMipaNa siddha karavAnuM bAkI nathI. Avo siddha AtmA tarata upara jAya che. dharmAstikAya tene madada kare che, paNa gesano phuggo upara jAya to paNa sIlIMga Ave to tene coMTIne sthira rahI jAya. AgaLa na jAya. pATA na hovAthI gADI carcageTathI AgaLa na jAya. tyAM UbhI rahI jAya. tema AgaLa have dharmAstikAya na hovAthI siddha AtmA cauda rAjalokanA uparanA cheDe aTakI jAya che. AgaLa jato nathI. tene siddhazIlA pahoMcelo ke mokSe gayelo kahevAya che. F tatvajharaNuM Tano 1 85
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________________ mokSe pahoMcelo AtmA phI nIce kadI na Ave; kAraNa ke tene have koi karmo coTelA nathI. je mokSe gayelo AtmA pharI saMsAramAM Avato hoya, teNe pharI mAtAnA garbhamAM uMdhA mAthe laTakavAnuM hoya, ekaDo ghUMTavAno hoya, saMsAranI Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi sahavAnI hoya to evA mokSamAM javAnI zI jarura? te mATe dhamarAdhanA karavAnI paNa zI jarura? ajeno bhagavAnanA 24 avatAra mAne che. potAnA dharma upara humalA thAya tyAre tenI rakSA karavA bhagavAna janma le che evuM mAne che. lAge che ke A avatAro bhagavAnanA nahi paNa ApaNI duniyAnA devonA hovA joie. bAkI, mokSamAM gayA pachI thoDuM A saMsAramAM pAchuM AvavAnuM hoya? - karma nathI mATe pavitra banelo, karma rahita AtmA nIce na Ave. dhamastikAya AgaLa na hovAthI te cada rAjaloka bahAra upara na jAya. tethI te. alokanI borDara pAse aTakI jAya. te vakhate te mokSamAM rahelo kahevAya. AtmAno gati karavAno dharma che, sthira rahevAno nahi mATe sthira rahevuM te adharma kahevAya. UbhA rahevAnI zakti potAnAmAM hovA chatAM ya garamImAM jhADa, zelTara vagere ApaNane UbhA rahevAmAM madada kare che, tema sthira rahevAnI zakti jIva ane jaDamAM hovA chatAM temane sthira rahevAmAM je eka dravya sahAya kare che, te adhamattikAya kahevAya che. te paNa rupa-gaMdha-rasa-sparza-AkAra vinAnuM akhaMDa apI dravya che. A dhamastikAya ane adhamastikAya(gatimAM ane sthira rahevAmAM sahAya karavA rupa) paraspara viruddha dharmavALA hovA chatAM ya code rAjalokamAM sarvatra sAthe rahe che. arupI hovAthI sAthe rahevAmAM temane vAMdho Avato nathI. kebala upara keTalI cenalo Ave che? eka sAthe eka ja cenala juo, paNa tyAM taraMgo to tamAma cenalonA hoya ne? rImoTa kaMTrolathI cenala badalo eTale tarata bIjA drazyo Ave ne? jo taddana judA drazyovALI aneka cenalonA taraMgo eka ja jagyAe ekI sAthe rahI zake to dhamastikAya vagere aneka dravyo ekI sAthe kema na rahI zake? AkAzano svabhAva badhAne jagyA ApavAno che. A AkAza anaMta che. temAM badhe ja dhamastikAya, adhamastikAya, jIvo ane jaDa pudgalo; A cAra dravyo rahyA nathI. paNa AkAzanA anaMtA bhAgo karIe to temAMnA eka nAnakaDA anaMtamA bhAgamAM ja A cAra padArtho rahyA che. te nAnA bhAgane lokAkAza ke cauda rAjaloka kahevAya che. te sivAyanA, tenI AsapAsanA anaMtAbhAgomAM kayAM ya A cAramAMnA koi paNa dravyo nathI. te aloka ke alokAkAza kahevAya che. tatvajharaNuM
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________________ senTImITara, mITara, kilomITara, mAila, yojana jevuM 'rAja' e laMbAi mApavAnuM eka moTuM mApa che. eka rAja eTale asaMkhyAtA yojana. eka rAjalokanA mApane nIcenA draSTAMtathI kalpI zakAya. dhAro ke krikeTanI pIca eka rAjaloka lAMbI che. devo krikeTa rame che. capaTImAM samagra jaMbudvIpane 21 vAra pradakSiNA devAya teTalI jhaDape lokhaMDanA moTA vajanadAra goLA rupI bolane laine koi deva phAsTa bolIMga kare to te bola (lokhaMDano moTo vajanadAra goLo) cha mahIne pIcanA bIjA cheDe pahoMce. pIcanuM ATaluM moTuM mApa eka rAjalokanuM che. AvA cauda rAja jeTaluM lokAkAza che; mATe te cauda rAjaloka tarIke oLakhAya che. A cauda rAjalokamAM saMpUrNa vizva AvI jAya. sacarAcara sRSTi temAM samAi jAya. devaloka, naraka, mokSa vagere paNa A cauda rAjalokamAM AvI jAya. TUMkamAM cauda rAjaloka eTale AkhI duniyA. AjanI zodhAyelI duniyA to A cauda rAjaloka samAna dariyAnI sAme pANInuM eka biMdu gaNAya. AjanI duniyAnA nakazAmAM svarga-naraka-mokSa mahAvidehakSetra vagere nathI dekhAtA eTale te nathI, ema na manAya. kolaMbase amerikA deza ane vAskodIgAmAe bhArata deza zodhyo nahoto tyAM sudhI temanuM astitva paNa duniyAnA nakazAmAM nahotuM; eTale zuM hakIkatamAM A be dezo duniyAmAM nahotA? haju nahi zodhAyelA vistAro bAkI che, mATe skUlakaoNlejamAM bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che, tenA karatAM ghaNI moTI-vizALa-judA prakAranI pRthvI-duniyA-vizva che, tema mAnavuM ja rahyuM. sarva karmano nAza karanAro AtmA dharmAstikAyanI sahAyathI upara jAya. lokAkAzanI bahAra dharmAstikAya na hovAthI lokAkAzanA uparanA cheDe te aTakI jAya. AgaLa alokamAM na jAya. te jyAM sthira thayo te ja teno mokSa. A mokSamAM haMmeza mATe sthira thavAmAM adharmAstikAya sahAya kare che. lokAkAzano sauthI Tocano bhAga temane kAyama tyAM rahevA mATe avakAza Ape che. mokSamAM rahelo AtmA haMmezA potAnA svarupamAM lIna bane che. AtmaramaNatAnI mastI anubhave che. mokSamAM gayelo AtmA atyaMta pavitra hovAthI rAga-dveSAdi karato nathI. pariNAme karmo coMTatA nathI. tethI tene kadI ya saMsAramAM janma-jIvana-maraNAdi karavA paDatA nathI. sadA nijAnaMdamAM te masta rahe che. . vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam tatvajharaNuM Hous : 80
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa vada : 5 budhavAra. tA. 28-8-02 ApaNA saunuM lakSa che mokSa. vyavahArathI bhale kahevAya ke cauda rAjalokanA uparanA cheDe siddhazIlA upara pahoMcavuM, te mokSa, paNa hakIkatamAM to AtmAnA mULabhUta svabhAvane pragaTa karavo tenuM nAma mokSa. AtmAnI sarva duHkharahita, sarva pAparahita, sarva doSarahita avasthA prApta thavI te mokSa. sarvaguNonuM pragaTIkaraNa te mokSa. krodha, kAmavikAro, Asakti, dhananI mUrchA vagere AtmAno mULabhUta svabhAva nathI; paNa vibhAva che. kSamA, nirvikAritA, anAsakti, niHspRhatA vagere AtmAno svabhAva che. mokSe javAnI sAdhanA karavI eTale vibhAvamAMthI svabhAvamAM javAnI sAdhanA karavI. dararoja ApaNe ApaNI jAtane tapAsatA rahevuM ke vibhAvamAMthI svabhAva tarapha AgekUca cAlu che ke nahi? jayAre vibhAva saMpUrNapaNe dUra thAya tyAre mULabhUta svabhAva pragaTa thatAM AtmA cauda rAjalokanA uparanA cheDe mokSamAM pahoMce. vaijJAnikoe zodhelI che, teTalI ja duniyA nathI. ghaNI moTI che. pRthvI thALI jevI goLa ke daDA jevI goLa ? e aMge be vidvAno jhaghaDatA hatA. pAse beThelA bhAie eka rUpIyAno sikko batADIne kahyuM, "juo ! A thALI jevo goLa che ne?'' baMnee hA pADI. pachI te sikkAne jamIna upara Ubho rAkhIne hAthathI goLa goLa pheravyo, pachI pUchayuM, '"have daDA jevo goLa lAge che ne ?'' baMnee hA pADI. pachI kahe, "jhaghaDo na karo.'' AMkhe dekheluM paNa khoTuM, taddana juduM ke paraspara virodhI hoi zake che; tethI koi vAtano kadAgraha na rAkhavo. jainazAsana kahe che ke, AkAza eTale khAlI jagyA. te badhAne avakAza (rahevAnI jagyA) Ape. AkAza zaruAta ane aMta vinAnuM anaMta che. tenA jeTalA bhAgamAM jIvo, jaDa padArtho ane temane gati karavAmAM ane sthira rahevAmAM sahAya karanArA dharmAstikAya - adharmAstikAya che, teTalA bhAgane lokAkAza kahevAya. bAkInuM alokAkAza che. potAnA be paga zakayataH vadhu pahoLA karIne, be hAtha kamare rAkhIne goLa goLa kuMdaDI pharatAM mANasanA jevo cauda rAjalokamaya A lokAkAzano AkAra che. ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karIne svabhAvane pragaTa karanArA siddha bhagavAna upara jAya che, paNa alokAkAzamAM dharmAstikAya na hovAthI uparanA cheDe aTakI jAya tatvajharaNuM ..
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________________ che. ApaNI upara bAra devaloka che, tenI upara 9 traiveyaka che, tenI upara pAMca anuttara vimAno che. vaccenA sarvArthasiddha vimAnathI bAra yojana upara siddhazIlA che, tenI upara eka gAu jaie eTale aloka zaru thAya. te eka gAunA uparanA chaThThA bhAgamAM upara alokane aDIne siddha bhagavAna rahe che, tene ja mokSa kahevAya che. temaNe rahevA mATe nIce koi AdhAranI jarura nathI. AtmA to arupI che, nirAkAra che. pANIne jevA pAtramAM bharAya tevo AkAra jema te dhAraNa kare che, tema AtmA paNa je zarIrane dhAraNa kare tevo AkAra pAme che. mokSamAM jAya tyAre chellA bhavanI chellI kSaNe zarIramAM AtmA je AkAre hoya te AkAre mokSamAM rahe che. dissy 20 zarIra hoya to badhA pApo karavA paDe. zarIra hoya to badhA duHkho Ave. zarIra hoya to karmo baMdhAya. mokSamAM have koi zarIra nathI. eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM jatI vakhate AtmA sAthe je taijasa ane kArmaNa zarIra hoya che, te paNa chUTI gayA hovAthI have nathI. mATe mokSamAM gayelA AtmAne koi duHkho, pApo ke karmo nathI. tyAM to che satata sukha-sukha ne sukha. AtmaguNomAM ramaNatA, zarIra nathI mATe bhUkha, tarasa asalAmatI, vAsanA, kaMTALo vagere nathI. tethI te badhAnA duHkhane dUra karavA bhojana, pANI, makAna, patnI, parivAra vagere koi sAdhana-sAmagrInI jarura nathI. ApaNe ApaNA zarIra vaDe zarIra vinAnA banavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. deva karatAM mAnavanA janma, zarIra ane maraNa anukrame duHkhamaya, azucImaya ane rIbAmaNamaya hovA chatAM ya mAnavajIvananA zAstrakAroe Thera Thera vakhANa karyAM che kAraNake, mAnavanA janma vaDe ja ajanmA banavAnI, zarIra vaDe ja azarIrI banavAnI ane mota vaDe ja tamAma motanuM paNa mota karavAnI sAdhanA thai zake che. ApaNe te sAdhanA karIne mokSe pahoMcavAnuM che. DIVIS lokAkAzanA sauthI uparanA 1/6 gAunI UMcAivALA 45 lAkha yojananA lAMbA pahoLA goLAkAra vistAramAM anaMtAnaMta siddha bhagavaMto sadA rahe che. haju paNa anaMtAnaMta AtmAo siddhabhagavaMta banIne tyAM birAjaze. ATalI nAnI jagyAmAM anaMtAnaMta AtmAo zI rIte rahI zake? tevo savAla na karavo. AjanA kampyuTaranA jamAnAmAM to nAnakaDI phlopI ke sI.DI. mAM keTalo badho DeTA sTora thAya che, te tame kayAM nathI jANatA? Tolic jyotamAM jyota maLI jAya tema badhA siddha bhagavaMto ekabIjAmAM maLI jatA nathI, paNa tyAM potapotAnuM svataMtra astitva TakAvI rAkhe che. aneka tatvajharaNuM 89
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________________ cenalonA taraMgo gharamAM TI.vI. pAse svataMtra rIte, eka bIjAne DisTarba karyAM vinA sAthe rahI zake che ke nahi ? aneka lAiTono prakAza paNa sAthe rahI zake che ke nahi ? nAnI jagyAmAM badhuM sAthe samAya che ne ? te rIte ahIM paNa samajavuM. yoo hAi Sad (fap wallp siddhazIlA akSatapUjA karatAM siddhazIlA bIjanA caMdra jevI nahi paNa AThamanA caMdra jevI karavAnI. vacce TapakuM nahi karavAnuM paNa siddhazIlAnI upara birAjamAna siddhone batADavA sIdhI lITI karavAnI. 45 lAkha yojana lAMbI - pahoLI goLAkAra nagArA jevI sphaTIkanI siddhazIlA che. vacce ATha yojana jADI che. cAre bAjU ghaTatI ghaTatI cheDe mAkhInI pAMkha jeTalI pAtaLI thatI jAya che. A siddhazIlAthI upara kAyama rahenArA siddha bhagavaMto kevaLajJAnathI traNe kALanA, traNe lokanA tamAme tamAma padArthone ekI sAthe (krama vinA-akramathI) jANe che. te mATe temaNe upayoga mUkavAnI jarura nahi. bAkInA mati-zruta-avadhi ane mana:paryavajJAnathI jANavA upayoga mUkavo paDe, kevaLajJAnamAM nahi. A badhuM jANyA pachI ApaNane mokSe javAnI tAlAvelI lAgavI joie. mokSanuM lakSa baMdhAvuM joie. tenI tAkAta ghaNI che. mokSanA lakSa vinAnA tAmalI tApasanA 60,000 varSanA tapa karatAM mokSanA lakSavALI kuragaDumuninI navakArazI caDI gai. teNe kevaLajJAna ane mokSanI prApti karAvI. 3/9/ vishalle dalbes) mokSanA lakSa sahitanI saMsAranI kriyA durgati na apAvI zake ane mokSanA lakSa vinAnI dharmakriyA sadgatinI geraMTI na ApI zake. have mokSanuM lakSa pedA karIe, tene tIvra kakSAnuM banAvIe. te lakSa samakitanI nizAnI che. samakitanI hAjarImAM parabhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya to vaimAnika devalokanuM ja baMdhAya. A saMsAramAM kAMi majA nathI. janma-roga-ghaDapaNa-mota vagere duHkho ane DhagalAbaMdha pAponI raphatAra cAlyA kare che. mokSamAM temAMnuM kAMi nathI. mokSamAM tatvajharaNuM Co
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________________ na kema janma-maraNa vagere na hoya ? AtmAnA to janma ke maraNa kadI na hoya ? te to zAzvata che. zarIra paNa maratuM nathI. te to pAchaLathI bALavAmAM ke dATavAmAM Ave che. to janma eTale zuM ? mota eTale zuM ? jJAna-darzana-cAritra vagere bhAvaprANo che. pAMca indriyo, manabaLa, vacanabaLa, kAyabaLa, AyuSya ane zvAsozvAsa, A dasa dravyaprANo che. AtmA ane A dravyaprANono saMyoga thAya tene utpatti (janma) kahevAya. jyAM sudhI teo joDAyelA rahe tyAM sudhI jIvana kahevAya. jyAre teo chUTA paDe tyAre mota thayuM gaNAya. kIDI marI gai eTale kIDInA AtmAno tenA dravyaprANothI viyoga thayo. ekendriyane cAra (Ayu. zvAso, kAyabaLa ane sparzanendriya), beindriyane cha (rasanendriya vacanabaLa vadhyA), teindriyane sAta (ghANendriya vadhI), caurindriyane ATha (cakSurindriya vadhI) asaMjJI paMcendriyane nava (karmendriya vadhI) ane saMjJI paMcendriyane dasa (manobaLa vadhyuM) dravya prANo hoya. mokSamAM je AtmA jAya, tenI sAthe dravyaprANo joDAtA nathI mATe tyAM janma nathI. dravyaprANo joDAyA na hovAthI chUTA paNa paDatA nathI tethI mota nathI. AvA janma maraNanA duHkho vinAnA mokSamAM javAne koNa na icche ? cAlo ! ApaNe sau te mATe vizeSa prayatna AdarIe. te mATe zakayataH jIva vizeSa prayatna AdarIe. te hiMsAno tyAga karIe. - jo AtmA marato ja na hoya to tenI hiMsA zI rIte thAya ? tema na kahevuM. mota to zarIranuM ke AtmAnuM, koinuM ya thatuM nathI, paNa pramAdathI AtmAne tenA dravya prANothI viyoga karAvavo tenuM nAma hiMsA pramattayo Ata prAAvyaparopAM hiMsA jIvo marI na jAya teno pUrNa upayoga rAkhavA pUrvaka kriyA karavA chatAM ya koi jIva marI jAya to tenI hiMsAnuM pApa na lAge kAraNa ke pramAda nathI. jema tema nIce joyA vinA doDadhAma karatAM kadAca koi jIva na maryo hoya to ca jIvonI hiMsAnuM pApa lAge, kAraNake jIva na mare tenI kALajI nathI. upayoga nathI, pramAda che. ApaNe upayogapradhAna jIvananA svAmI banIe e ja zubhabhAvanA. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM U 91
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa vada : 6 guruvAra, tA. 29-8-02 cauda rAjalokanI A duniyA pAMca astikAyamaya che. (1)dhamastikAya (2) adhamastikAya(3) AkAzAstikAya(4)jIvAstikAya (5) pudagalAstikAya. A pAMca astikAcamAM jIvAstikAya cetana che. bAkInA cAre jaDa che. mAtra pudagalAstikAya rupI che. bAkInA cAre arupI che. rupavALA te rupI ane rupa vinAnA te arupI ema nahi. paraMtu varNa (raMga), gaMdha, rasa, sparza, AkAra vagere jene hoya te rupI ane jene na hoya te apI. arupI padArtho na dekhAya. rupI padArtho ja dekhAi zake. ApaNI AMkhe ApaNane je kAMi dekhAya che, te badhuM pugala che. ApaNane kIDI, maMkoDA, mANasa vagerenuM zarIra dekhAya che paNa aMdara rahelo AtmA dekhAto nathI. zarIra pudgala che. mATe dekhAya che. jemAM pUraNa (pura) ane galana (gala) thAya te pugala kahevAya. te parivartanazIla che. rupI che. cauda rAjalokamAM anaMtA pugalo che. cauda rAjalokanI bahAra eka paNa pudagala nathI. ApaNo AtmA khAvA - pIvA - paheravA - oDhavA - zvAsa levA - bolavA - vicAravA satata pulono upayoga karI rahyo che. karmo paNa pudgala dravya che. ati eTale pradezo. kAya eTale samUha, jaththo, pradezonA samUhane astikAya kahevAya. vastune skaMdha kahevAya. vastumAM rahelA tenA nAnA bhAgane deza kahevAya. ane jenA pharI be bhAga na thai zake tevA vastumAM rahelA tenA nAnAmAM nAnA bhAgane pradeza kahevAya. A pradeza jyAre te vastuthI chUTo paDe tyAre te paramANu kahevAya. dhamastikAya, adhamastikAya, lokAkAza ane jIvAstikAyanA asaMkhyAtA pradezo che. A cAre akhaMDa dravyo che. temanA TUkaDA thai zakatA nathI. temAMthI koi aMza chUTo paDI zakto nathI, tethI temanA skaMdha, deza ane pradeza, ema traNa prakAro hovA chatAMya paramANu nAmano koi prakAra nathI. dhamastikAya ane adhamastikAya samagra lokAkAzamAM vyApta che, tethI temano AkAra paNa lokAkAza jevo che. dharmAstikAya, adhamastikAya ane lokAkAzanA jeTalA asaMkhyAtA pradezo che teTalA ja asaMkhyAtApradezo dareka AtmAnA che, paNa AtmA saMkoca - vikAsazIla hovAthI nAno - moTo thai zake che, paNa temanA AtmapradezonI saMkhyAmAM jarA ya pheraphAra thato nathI. jyAre hAtha ke paga kapAi jAya tyAre tenA Atmapradezo be vibhAgamAM tatvajharaNuM 92
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________________ vaheMcAi jatA nathI paNa te hAtha ke pagamAM rahelA Atmapradezo saMkocAine bAkInA zarIramAM AvI jAya che. AtmAnA asaMkhyAtA pradezomAMthI nAbhisthAne rahelA ATha rucaka pradezo sadAnA zuddha, pavitra ane karmarahita che. tamAma Atmapradezo jyAre tevA zuddha bane tyAre mokSa thayo gaNAya. lokAkAzanA pradezo asaMkhyAtA hovA chatAM aloka anaMta hovAthI, tenA pradezo anaMtA che. pudagalanA TukaDA thai zake che, mATe tenA paramANu sahita cAre prakAra che. eka pradezavALA pudgalathI zaru karIne anaMtApradezovALA anaMtA pugalo lokAkAzamAM che. Ama, jIva, dharma, adharma, AkAza ane pudagala, A pAMce dravyo pradezonA jaththArUpa hovAthI astikAya tarIke oLakhAya che. A paMcAstikAyamaya jagata che. temAM kALa dravya umeratAM cha dravyamaya (SaDu dravyamaya) jagata gaNAya che. kALa to eka samaya rupa che kAraNake bhUtakALa to nAza pAmI gayo che. bhaviSyakALA to have Avaze. vartamAnakALa mAtra eka samayano ja che, tethI kALa pradezonA samUha rupa banato nathI, mATe te astikAya nathI. jIvAstikAya ane pugalAstikAya gatizIla che jyAre dhamastikAya - adhamastikAya ane AkAzAstikAya sthira che, niSkriya che. pATA sthira rahe to ja gADI cAlI zake. koi DAyanemika (gatizIla) bane to koie sTeTIka (niSkriya) banavuM ja joie. eka jaNa bolavAnuM cAlu kare to bIjAe mauna rahevuM. tema karavAthI phaleza - kajIyA - kaMkAsa dUra thayA vinA na rahe. badhA AtmAone mokSa na maLe. jene mokSe javAnI tIvra icchA hoya tene ja mokSa maLe. jene mokSe javAnI icchA hoya ja nahi tene mokSa na maLe. abhavya jIvo mokSane mAnatA na hovAthI temane mokSanI icchA thatI ja nathI, mATe teo kadI paNa mokSe jAya nahi. ( TI.vI.,bhojana, patnI, paisA vagere dunyavI padArthonI icchA jene thAya tene te badhuM maLe ja, tevo niyama nathI; paNa mokSanI icchA jene thAya tene mokSa maLe ja, evo niyama che, to bolo ! have zenI icchA karavI joie? icchavA chatAM je maLavAnI geraMTI na hoya tene meLavavA koNa icche? icchA karavAthI je maLavAnI geraMTI hoya tene meLavavA koNa na icche? mATe saMsAranA padArthonI icchA baMdha karIne have mAtra mokSa meLavavAnI ja icchA karavI joie, ema nathI lAgatuM? e abhavyone mokSanI icchA na hovA chatAM teo khAnapAna ane mAnapAna meLavavA dIkSA le. paralokamAM svagatinA sukha meLavavA dIkSA le, pariNAme te mokSe na jAya. tatvajharaNuM 93
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________________ ApaNe to mokSa meLavavA ja dIkSA levI joie. saMsAramAM rahIne paNa dharma karI zakAya che to dIkSA levAnI zI jarUra ? evuM kadI na bolatA. mokSe javA puNya ke pApa, ekenI jarura nathI. pApa jo lokhaMDanI beDI jevuM che,to puNya sonAnI beDI jevuM che. baMne mokSamAM jatA aTakAve. dharmakriyAo karavAthI puNya baMdhAya, te to devalokAdi Ape paNa mokSa nahi; mokSa to pApakarma khalAsa thavAthI maLe. bolo, saMsAramAM rahIne dharma thai zakto hoya to ya pApa baMdhAtA aTakI zake? nahi ja ne? mokSe javA navA pApa karmo bAMdhatAM aTakavuM hoya to dIkSA ja levI joie. Tafi vaLI, saMsAramAM rahIne paNa icchA pramANeno dharma koNa karI zake che? jAtane ja pUcho. saMyogo, paristhiti, lAcArI vagerenA kAraNe dhAryo dharma thAya che kharo? to saMsAramAM rahIne dharma karaje ne? ema kahIne dIkSA letAM bIjAne kema aTakAvo cho? saMsAramAM ghaNA loko dharma karatAM aTakAve. moTA moTA pApo karavA mATe paNa dharma karatAM aTakAve. lagnamAM javA rAtre khavaDAve ! hoTalamAM abhakSya khavaDAve ! jayAre dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa kyAreka gurujI annamAdi tapasyA karatAM aTakAve to tenuM kAraNa te tapa karatAM paNa vadhAre moTI karma nirjarAnI ArAdhanA haze. moTA dharmane meLavavA aTakAvaze. Ama, saMsAramAM pUrato dharma thai zakyo na hovAthI, je karI zakAya tene paNa aTakAvanArA ghaNAM hovAthI, pAparahita jIvana bilakula jIvI zakAtuM na hovAthI jenI mokSe javAnI icchA hoya teNe jaldIthI jaldI dIkSA jIvana svIkAravuM joie. vizvamAM garbhaja manuSyo saMkhyAtA che. nArako tenAthI asaMkhyAtaguNA che. devo tenAthI ya asaMkhyAtaguNA che. tenAthI anaMtaguNa AtmAo Aja sudhImAM mokSe gayA che. ApaNo haju paNa mokSa thayo nathI. ApaNane teno trAsa che kharo? mokSamAM jeTalA gayA che, tenA karatAM ya anaMtagaNA jIvo baTATA vagere nigodamAM che. kaMdamULa vagere khAine te badhAnI hiMsA zI rIte karAya? lIla-kuga vagerenI virAdhanA zI rIte karAya? mokSanA badale svargamAM javAnI icchA na karavI. svargamAM mAtra sukhanI relamachela ja che evuM nahi, tyAM paNa irSyA - atRptinA kAraNe duHkho che. devI vagerenA virahanI bhayAnaka vedanAo che. pApakarmo baMdhAya che. tyAMno bhava pUrNa thayA pachI pazu - paMkhI vagere tiryaMconA bhavomAM paNa javAnuM thai zake che. pachI to bhavo ane duHkhonI mahAparaMparA paNa cAlI zake che, mATe svargamAM javAnI tatvajharaNuM 4 94
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________________ icchA na karAya, paNa jyAM pahoMcyA pachI koi janma ke bhava levAno nathI, koi duHkha, pApa ke doSa anubhavavAno nathI tevA kAyamI sukhavALA mokSe ja javAnI icchA karavI joie. Lista Sis 0 motanI pIDA jema bhayaMkara che tema janmanI pIDA paNa bhayaMkara che. jo nigodamAM pahoMcI gayA to zuM thaze? nigodano jIva eka zvAsozvAsamAM sADA maraNa kare che. tyAM kevI bhayAnaka pIDA bhogavavI paDaze ? tenA karatAM mokSe jaie to A badhAmAMthI kAyamI chUTakAro thAya. have koNa mokSe javA na icche? sattaravAra janma 6000 - ghaNA bhayAnaka pApakarmo baMdhAyA che, have mokSamAM zI rIte pahoMcAya ? tevo savAla karavAnI jarura nathI. kAraNake je karma je rIte bAMdhyuM hoya te rIte ja bhogavavuM paDe tevo niyama nathI. puruSArtha vaDe karmomAM pheraphAra paNa thai zake che. jaina zAsanano karmavAda DozImAno rodaNAvAda nathI paNa maradano puruSArthavAda che. samagra vizvane jaina dharmanI adbhUta dena karmavAda che. Avo karmavAda vizvamAM koi anya dharma pAse nathI. duniyAnA tamAme tamAma praznonA javAbo jainazAsananA karmavAdamAM maLe che. te mATe samaya kADhIne karmavijJAnane barobara samajavuM joie. ApaNA jIvanamAM karmavijJAna kai kai rIte upayogI che te 'karmanuM kampyuTara' bhAga 1,2,3 pustakomAM saraLa bhASAmAM samajAvAyuM che, anukULatAe te traNe bhAgonuM vAMcana-manana karazo to ghaNo lAbha thai zake tema che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. An tatvajharaNuM bhavyaktitva (va BLOT ' pAMca ajIva dravyo Histoh Tips 333 3 fous for in 95
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa vada : 7 zukravAra tA. 30-8-02 cAra gatimAMthI mAtra mAnavagatimAMthI ja mokSe jai zakAya che. ApaNo puNyodaya che ke mokSe pahoMcADanAro mAnavabhava ApaNane maLyo che, have te mATeno puruSArtha na karIe to kema cAle ? mAnavagatinA tamAma mAnavo mokSe na jai zake. vadhumAM vadhu 500 dhanuSanI (1 dhanuSa = 4 hAtha) UMcAinA zarIravALA ane ochAmAM ochI be hAthanI (1 hAtha = 24 AMgaLa) kAyAvALA mokSe jai zake. a che. ApaNA zarIrano 1/3 bhAga polANavALo che. te polANomAM Atmapradezo nathI, tethI Atmapradezo to ApaNA zarIranA mAtra 2/3 bhAgamAM che. mokSe jatAM pahelA te Atmapradezo zarIranA polANanA bhAgane pUrIne ghana banIne 2/3 bhAga jeTalA saMkucita thaine mokSe pahoMce che. mATe mokSamAM pahoMcelA siddhabhagavAnanI avagAhanA (UMcAI) vadhumAM vadhu (500 dhanuSano 2/3 bhAga) 333 2/3 dhanuSa ane ochAmAM ochI (2 hAthano 2/3 bhAga) 1 hAtha 8 aMgulA hoya che. '' 1 gAunA 2000 dhanuSa thAya. siddhanI utkRSTa avagAhanA 333 2/3 dhanuSa che, te 1 gAuno chaThTho bhAga thayo. siddhabhagavaMto upara alokane aDIne rahyA hovAthI sauthI uparanA 1 gAunA cha bhAga karIe to temAMnA sauthI uparanA 1/6 gAumAM rahyA che, ema kahevAya. cauda rAjalokanA samagra vizvamAM ATha pRthvIo AvelI che, temAMnI nIcenI che pRthvIomAM naraka che, ane upara je eka pRthvI che, tenI upara siddhabhagavaMto rahelA hovAthI te siddhazIlA kahevAya che. tene mokSa paNa kahevAya che. iSat prAgabhArA pRthvI evuM paNa tenuM nAma che. eka samaye vadhumAM vadhu 108 AtmAo mokSe jai zake. dareka samaye mokSa javAnuM cAluM che. hAla bharatakSetrathI bhale mokSe na javAya, mahAvidehakSetramAMthI to Aje paNa mokSe javAnuM cAlu che. kayAreka mokSe javAnuM baMdha thAya to vadhumAM vadhu satata cha mahInA sudhI mokSe javAnuM baMdha rahe. cha mahInA thatAM ja koine koi AtmA avazya mokSe jAya ja. tethI vadhAre aMtara kadI na paDe. anaMtakALathI mokSe javAnuM satata cAlu che. kayAre ya cha mahInAthI vadhAre aMtara nathI paDyuM. A anaMtakALamAM keTalA badhA AtmAo mokSe pahoMcI gayA haze. chatAM haju sudhI ApaNo naMbara temAM nathI lAgyo, tenuM duHkha che? kayAre mokSa maLe? teno talasATa che? tatvajharaNuM GG
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________________ vanarAsanamAM zatruMjaya girirAjanA prabhAve caitra suda puname puMDarikasvAmI pAMca karoDa sAthe, kA.suda puname drAviDa - vArikhIlajI 10 karoDa sAthe, Aso suda puname pAMDavo 20 karoDa sAthe mokSe gayA, evuM jANyA pachI ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM mAro naMbara kema na lAgyo, teno vasavaso nathI thato? | jainazAsanamAM batAvela samaya ghaNuM sUkSma mApa che. AMkhanA eka palakArAmAM asaMkhyAtA samaya pasAra thai jAya. jIrNa kapaDuM cararara karatAM phADatAM keTalo samaya lAge? sekaMDathI paNa ocho. A kapaDAmAM keTalA badhA tAMtaNA hatA? bolo ! eka tAMtaNo tUTyA vinA bIja tAMtaNo tUTe kharo? dareka tAMtaNAne tUTatA judo judo samaya lAgyo ne? tethI te kapaDAnA jeTalA tAMtaNA hoya teTalA bhAga eka sekaMDanA thai gayA ne? | vaijJAnikoe plAnTasamaya zodhyo che. eka sekaMDanA abaja abaja abaja abaja karoDamA bhAgane plAnkasamaya kahevAya che. dazAMza poinTa pachI 42 mIMDA mUkIne ekaDo mUkIe tene plAnkasamaya kahevAya. jainazAsane batADela samaya to AnAthI paNa ghaNo sUkSma che. AvA eka samayamAM 100 thI vadhAre AtmAo mokSe na jai zake, paNa eka sekaMDamAM to ghaNA samaya vItI jAya, tethI judA judA samayomAM 100, 108 vagere maLIne 5, 10, 20 karoDa mokSe gayA hovA chatAM samaya sUkSma hovAthI vyavahAramAM ekI sAthe gayA hoya tema lAge. ahIMthI pAMcamA ArAmAM paNa mokSe javAya. jaMbUsvAmI, gautamasvAmI vagere cothA ArAmAM janmyA hatA, paNa mokSe pAMcamA ArAmAM gayA. mahAvIrasvAmInA mokSa pachI traNa varSa sADA ATha mahInA pasAra thayA tyAre cotho Aro pUro thaine pAMcamo Aro zaru thayo. mahAvIradevanA mokSa pachI 12 varSe gautamasvAmI, 20 varSe sudharmAravAnI ane 64 varSe jaMbUsvAmI A bharatakSetrathI pAMcamA ArAmAM mokSe gayA. bharatakSetramAM cothA ArAmAM janmelAno mokSa thAya, pAMcamA ArAmAM janmelAno te bhavamAM mokSa na thAya. | mahAvideha kSetramAM janmelAne koi deva upADIne ahIM lAve to teno ahIM pAMcamA-chaThThA ArAmAM ke akarmabhUmi - lavaNa samudra vageremAM paNa mokSa thAya. mokSa mAtra 15 karmabhUmimAMthI ja thAya,tenI bahArathI na ja thAya tevo niyama che. manuSyakSetra aDhIdvIpa pramANa 45 lAkha yojanAnuM che. tene pharato goLAkAra mAnuSottara parvata che. tenI bahAra koi paNa manuSyanA janma ke maraNa na thAya. 45 lAkha yojanamAM ja mAnavanuM janma ke maraNa thai zake. te mokSe pahoMcI zake. mokSe jato AtmA sIdhI lITImAM upara jAya che. mATe siddhazIlA (mokSa) paNa tatvajharaNuM GO
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________________ 45 lAkha yojana pramANa che. 45 lAkha yojana pramANa siddhazIlAnA uparanA 1/6 gAunA vistAramAM badhe anaMtA anaMtA siddha bhagavaMto che. koi pradeza khAlI nathI, tethI nakkI thAya che ke nIce manuSyakSetranA 45 lAkha yojananA dareke dareka AkAzapradezathI AtmAo mokSe gayA che. eTale ke karmabhUmi ke akarmabhUmi, aDhI dvIpa - be samudra, badhethI AtmAo mokSe gayA che. parvata, nadI, khINa, vageremAMthI paNa mokSe gayA che. manuSyalokanA judA judA vistAromAMthI mokSe javAnuM satata cAlu che paNa kyAreka eka-be-traNa samayathI mAMDIne vadhumAM vadhu cha mahInAnuM AMtaruM paDI zake che. teTalA kALa sudhI mokSe koi na jAya tevuM bane, paNa tyArapachI to koi avazya mokSe jAya ja. loTarInI TIkITano Dro roja thato hoya, vadhumAM vadhu cha mahInAnA aMtare avazya Dro thato hoya. TIkITa hovA chatAM kayAre ya naMbara na lAgato hoya to trAsa thAya ke nahi? bhavya chIe mATe mokSe javAnI yogyatA to che ja. jIvo satata mokSe jai rahyA che. cha mahInAthI vadhAre aMtara paDatuM nathI. haju ApaNo naMbara na lAgyo tenuM duHkha, vedanA, AghAta che kharo? mokSanI tIvra lagana pedA thai che kharI? 24 phaleTanA epArTamenTamAM, be-traNa ghare ja TI.vI. hoya ane potAnA ghare na hota to teno trAsa na thAya, paNa 18-20 phaleTamAM TI.vI. AvyuM hoya ane potAne tyAM na hoya to trAsa thAya ne? mAtra 2-4 AtmAo mokSe gayA hota to vAMdho nahoto, pAMcamAM anaMtA jeTalA AtmAo mokSe gayA che, chatAM ApaNo naMbara haju nathI lAgyo, teno trAsa keTalo? abhavyo karatAM ya anaMtagaNA AtmAo mokSe gayA che, ApaNe na gayA tenI akaLAmaNa kema nahi? arNikAputra AcArye gocarI lAvanArane pUchayuM, "varasAdamAM kema lAvyA? javAba : 'acitta pANI hatuM tyAMthI jaine lAvyA.'' 'kevI rIte khabara paDI ? koi jJAna thayuM che?'' navo savAla pUchAyo. ''hAjI ! ApanI kRpAthI.'' vinayapUrvaka javAba apAyo. kayuM jJAna? pratipAtI ke apratipAtI? (pratipAtI eTale AvIne cAlyuM jAya tevuM jJAna. apratipAtI eTale AvyA pachI kadI ya pAchuM na jAya tevuM jJAna - kevaLajJAna.) "ApanI kRpAthI apratipAtI jJAna thayuM che.'' tatvajharaNuM 98
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________________ "bhagavan! kaho ! mane kevaLajJAna kayAre thaze?' temaNe pUchI lIdhuM. (deva prasanna thAya, "mAMga, mAMga, mAMge te ApuM' kahe to zuM mAMgIe ? gautamasvAmI, arNikAputra vagerene mokSathI ochuM kAMi khapatuM nahotuM.) "gaMgA nadI pAra karo tyAre." kevalIe javAba Apyo. A sAMbhaLatA ja AcArya UbhA thayA. have gocarI paNa nahi. vAparavAnuM choDIne gaMgAnadI pAra karavA cAlyA. mokSanI kevI tIvra laganA jeTalI paisA meLavavAnI tIvra icchA che, teTalI ke tethI paNa vadhAre mokSa meLavavAnI tamannA kharI? gADI cUkI na javAya te mATe bhojana choDIne paNa kayAreka doDyA, paNa vyAkhyAna cUkI na javAya te mATe bhojana choDIne kayAre ya doDyA kharA? gAMdharva devonA sumadhura saMgItamaya, gIto sAMbhaLavA karatAM ya vadhAre AnaMda jinavANI sAMbhaLavAmAM jene Ave te samakitI. te have ardhapudgala parAvartakALathI vadhAre to saMsAramAM na ja bhame; kAraNake ardhacaramAvartakALamAM teno praveza thai gayo che. zuM ApaNe temAM praveza nathI karavo? - gaMgAnadI pAra karatI vakhate pUrvanA vairIe temane trizULathI UMcakayA. mAMsanA locA ne lohInI zero uDavA lAgI. samatAmAM lIna che. "maratAM maratAM paNa pANInA keTalA badhA jIvone mArI rahyo chuM' nA vicAre trAsa che. kSapakazreNI mAMDI. kevaLajJAna pAmyA. AyuSya vagere cAra aghAtIka khapatAM mokSe gayA. - jyAM saMtoSa, tRpti vagere Atmika guNonI khIlavaNI che. tyAM zAMti, samAdhi, prasannatA che. jyAM icchAo, asaMtoSa, atRpti vagere doSo che, tyAM saMkaleza-azAMti-asamAdhi che. TUMkamAM doSanA jAgaraNamAM duHkha che. guNaprApti mAM AnaMda che. mokSamAM gayelA AtmAmAM doSanuM jAgaraNa nathI, mATe tyAM koi duHkha nathI. saMpUrNa svabhAva pragaTa thavAthI AnaMdamAM masta rahevAnuM che. tyAM mota thatuM nathI, mATe tyAMthI pAchA AvavAnuM nathI. tyAM zarIra ja nathI mATe roga-ghaDapaNa-bhUkha -tarasa-ThaMDI-garamI vagere duHkho nathI. tene dUra karavA davA,bhojana, sarabata vagere koi padArthonI jarUra nathI. tyAM to che sadA pUra bahAra AnaMda, AnaMda ne AnaMda. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM | 99
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________________ saMvata 2058 zrAvaNa vada : 8 zanivAra. tA. 31-8-02 anaMtakALathI ApaNo AtmA du:khayukta, karmayukta ane doSayukta che, have tenI duHkhamukta, karmamukta ane doSamukta avasthA pedA karavI tenuM nAma mokSa. A meLavyA pachI kAMi ja meLavavAnuM bAkI rahetuM nathI, tethI tyAM gayelAne koi icchA thatI nathI. icchA hoya to ja duHkha Ave. icchA ja na hoya to koi duHkha na Ave; kAraNake sarva duHkhonuM mULa icchA che, mATe icchA karavI ja hoya to eka ja karo ke huM sadA mATe icchA vinAno banI jAuM. Desire to be desireless. icchA AkAza samAna anaMta che. teno cheDo kadI na Ave. eka icchA pUrI thatAM navI icchA UbhI thAya. puNya pUratuM na hoya to icchA pUrI na thAya. pariNAme du:khI thayA vinA na rahIe. sarva icchA rahita avasthA eTale mokSa. tyAM hoya AtmAmAM ramaNatA. icchA karIe eTale AtmAthI dUra jaie. mATe duHkhI thaie. pelo kapila ! be mAsA sonuM levA rAjA pAse gayo. rAjAe jeTaluM joie teTaluM mAMgavA kahyuM. vicAravA lAgyo. jema jema vadhune vadhu mAMgavAnI icchA karavA lAgyo tema tema duHkhI - duHkhI - mahAduHkhI thavA lAgyo. jema jema icchA ochI karato gayo tema tema sukha zAMti - prasannatAne anubhavavA lAgyo; kAraNake saMtoSa * tRpti vagere guNo khIlavavA dvArA AtmAnI najIka Avato hato. AlocatA (vicAratA) AlocatA teNe loca karI dIdho ! bhAvanI dhArAmAM kevaLajJAnI banyA, pachI mokSe gayA. AThe karmono nAza thavAthI mokSe pahoMcelA AtmAmAM (1)anaMtajJAna (2)anaMta darzana (3)avyAbAdha sukha (4)vItarAgatA (5)akSayasthiti (6)arupIpaNuM (7)agurulaghupaNuM ane (8)anaMtavIrya guNo pragaTa thAya. badhA karmonI pIDA dUra thAya. AThe karmo, tenA vipAko vagere vigatathI samajavA jevA che. te mATe ''karmanuM kampyuTara'' pustakanA traNe bhAga vAMcavA jarurI che. satata mokSe javAnuM cAlu che, paNa je bhavya AtmA hoya te ja mokSe jAya. abhavya ke jAtibhavya kadI paNa mokSe jAya nahi. je je AtmAo mokSe gayA che, jAya che ane jaze, te badhA bhavya ja hoya; paNa je je bhavya hoya te tamAma mokSe jAya ja; evo niyama nathI. avyavahArarAzImAM sadAkALa rahenArA jAtibhavya AtmAo mokSe javAnI yogyatAvALA hovA chatAM anukULa saMyoga na maLavAthI jema mokSe javAnA nathI, tema badhA ja bhavya jIvo paNa mokSe javAnA nathI. tatvajharaNuM 100
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________________ bhavya AtmAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA che, te sAcI vAta; paNa jenI yogyatA hoya te khIle ja, evuM zI rIte kahevAya? dUdhamAM dahIM banavAnI yogyatA hovA chatAM tenI cA banAvIe to dahIM zI rIte bane? mokSe jAya ke na jAya, mokSe javAnI yogyatA hoya te badhA bhavya ja kahevAya. davAkhAnuM ravivAre baMdha hovAthI DaoNkaTara pezanTane na jue, davA na Ape, roga na maTADe tethI kAMi te DaoNkaTara tarIke maTI na jAya. navakAra gaNatAM gaNatAM TI.vI. na ja jovAya paNa TI.vI. jotA jotAM navakAra gaNAya. navakAra gaNatAM gaNatAM na ja khavAya paNa khAtAM khAtAM manamAM navakAra gaNAya. A badhA vAkayo jema sAcA che, tema 'badhA bhavyo mokSe na jAya paNa je mokSe jAya te bhavya ja hoya' A vAkaya paNa sAcuM che. zatruMjaya girirAjanI yAtrA karI che, mATe bhavya chIe te vAta sAcI, paNa have teTalAthI saMtoSa mAnIne besI nahi rahevAnuM. haju mokSanI koi geraMTI nathI, te mATe sakriya puruSArtha karavo jarurI che. jo badhA ja bhavya AtmAo mokSe jatA hoya to eka divasa A samagra saMsAra bhavya AtmAo vinAno banI jAya. mAtra jAtibhavyo ane abhavya AtmAo ja A saMsAramAM rahe. teo to kadI mokSe jAya ja nahi, tethI mokSano mArga baMdha thAya. dharmano nAza thAya.te ucita nathI. mokSano mArga sadA cAlu raheze. bhavya jIvo AThamA anaMtA jeTalA che. mokSe janArA AtmAo pAMcamAM anaMtA jeTalA che. Ama mokSe janArA karatAM javAnI yogyatAvALA bhavya AtmAo ghaNA vadhAre che, tethI badhA bhavyo mokSe jAya, tema na kahevAya. 02 kALa anaMta hovA chatAM ya kALanA samayo pAMcamA anaMtAthI vadhAre nathI. koi paNa samaye 108thI vadhAre AtmAo mokSe jatA nathI. kayAreka vacce vacce 1 samayathI cha mahInA sudhInuM aMtara paNa paDe che, chatAM mAnI laie ke dareka samaye 108-108 AtmA mokSe jAya to paNa 108 4 pAMcamAM anaMtA jeTalA AtmAo vadhumAM vadhu mokSe jai zake, tema nakakI thayuM. A saMkhyA to pAMcamA anaMtAthI thoDIka ja vadhAre che. chaThThA anaMtA karatAM ca ghaNI nAnI che. kula bhavya AtmAo AThamA anaMte che, tethI badhA bhavya jIvo mokSe jAya che, tema mAnI zakAya nahi. dhAro ke eka koThImAM 15 abaja dANA bharyAM che. kALa mAtra 1000 samayano ja hoya, ane dara samaye 108-108 dANA kADho to te koThI khAlI thAya kharI? na ja thAya ne? temAM vaLI jeTalA dANA kADho teTalA ja dANA tatvajharaNuM 6 101
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________________ bajAramAMthI lAvIne koThImAM nAMkhatA hoya to ? 15 abaja jevA AThamA anaMtA jeTalA vyavahAra rAzImAM rahelA bhavya jIvo che. 1000 samaya jevo pAMcamA anaMtA jeTalo kALa che. dareka samaye 108 mokSe jAya to paNa badhA bhavya AtmAo saMsAramAMthI khAlI na thAya. vaLI dukAna jevI avyavahArarAzImAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne vyavahArarAzImAM navA umerAya te bhavya jIvo judA. Ama tamAma bhavya AtmAo mokSe jai zake nahi, te vAta yuktisaMgata che. kALa pAMcamA anaMte che. bhavya jIvo AThamA anaMte che. baMne saMkhyA sarakhI nathI. anaMta eTale aMta vinAnuM; evo artha nathI. A pAribhASika zabdo che. asaMkhyAtA asaMkhyAta prakAranA che, chatAM tenA nava gupa pADIne nava prakAranA jaNAvyA che. eka asaMkhyAtA ke anaMtA pachI bIjA asaMkhyAtA ke anaMtAnI zaruAta thAya. tamAme tamAma bhavyo mokSe jAya che, tevuM mAnI zakAya nahi, kAraNa ke koi chello bhavya AtmA mokSe jaze, tevuM mAnIe to te chelA bhavamAM pANI pIze ke nahi? zAstromAM kahyuM che ke jayAM pANI hoya tyAM nigoda hoya, tethI chello AtmA mokSe jAya tyAre nigoda paNa haze. nigodamAM AThamA anaMtA jeTalA jIvo hoya. abhavya AtmAo to badhuM maLIne mAtra cothA anaMtA jeTalA ja hoya. nigodanA jIvonI AThamA anaMtAnI saMkhyAmAMthI abhavyonI cothA anaMtAnI saMkhyA bAda karatAM je Ave teTalA bhavya jIvo tyAM hoya ne? kAraNa ke jAtibhavyo to avyavahAra rAzImAMthI bahAra ja nIkaLyA nathI. tethI mokSe jatA je AtmAne ApaNe chelo bhavya AtmA mAnyo, te chello nathI, tenA pachI paNa ghaNA bhavya AtmAo che ke jeno mokSa haju thayo nathI, nigodanA jIvA tarIke jIve che. Ama, tamAme tamAma bhavyono mokSa thAya ja, tevuM manAya nahi. ApaNe; mokSe javAnI yogyatAvALA chIe tethI saMtoSa mAnIne besI na rahevAya. have te pAtratA jaldI khIle, mokSa jaladI maLe tevo puruSArtha karavo joie. jJAnasya phalaM viratiH 1 e sUtra na bhUlavuM. jema jema jJAna maLe tema tema virati vadhAravI. AcAra pradhAna jIvana jIvavuM. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to | tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 102
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA suda : 11 maMgaLavAra, tA. 10-9-02 lokhaMDanI karayane lohacuMbaka ja kheMce paNa lAkaDuM na kheMce tenuM zuM kAraNa? lohacuMbaka lokhaMDanI karIne ja kheMce paNa kAgaLane na kheMce tenuM zuM kAraNa? A baMne savAlono javAba ApatA kahevuM ja paDe ke lokhaMDanI karIne kheMcavAnI yogyatA lohacuMbakamAM ja che, paNa lAkaDAmAM nahi, mATe lohacuMbaka kheMce, lAkaDuM nahi. kheMcAvAnI yogyatA lokhaMDanI karacomAM ja che, kAgaLamAM nahi mATe lokhaMDanI karaca kheMcAya paNa kAgaLa nahi. basa, te ja rIte karmone kheMcIne coTADavAnI yogyatA saMsArI AtmAmAM che ane kheMcAine codavAnI yogyatA karmonI rajakaNomAM che mATe saMsArI AtmAne karmo coMTe che. mokSamAM pahoMcelA siddha bhagavaMtomAM karmone kheMcavAnI ke coMTADavAnI yogyatA nathI mATe tyAM rahelI karmanI rajakaNomAM kheMcavAnI yogyatA hovA chatAM te kheMcAIne temane coMTatI nathI. saMsArI AtmAomAM rahelA karmone kheMcavAnI ane coMTADavAnI A yogyatAne sahajamaLa kahevAya che. A sahajamaLa saMpUrNa dUra thAya tyAre mokSa thAya. ApaNe zatruMjayanI yAtrA karI hovAthI bhavya chIe ane kALa pAkavAthI caramAvartakALamAM pravezyA chIe to have puruSArtha baLavAna che. mokSa pAmavAnA lakSapUrvaka dhamarAdhanAmAM vizeSa puruSArtha karavo jarUrI che. | caramAvartakALa eTale eka pudagala parAvartakALa. temAM anaMtAbhavo pasAra thaI zake. samakita pAmyA pachI ardhapudgala parAvatakALathI vadhAre saMsAra bAkI na rahe. samakitanI tAkAta to evI che ke te ja bhavamAM kevaLajJAna - mokSa apAve. ardhapugala parAvartakALa to utkRSTa limiTa che. bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI sAme tejalezyA choDanArA gozALA jevAno samakita pAmyA pachI ghaNo kALA bAkI rahe. gozALo paNa chelle chelle samakita pAmI gayo to te paNa avazya mokSe javAno. A kamAla che samakitanI. eka yojana (prAyaH 13 ki.mI.) lAMbA, pahoLA ane UMDA khADAneyugalika bALakanA pAtaLA vALanA atizaya nAnA nAnA TukaDA karInebharavAmAM Ave. upara rolara pheravIne, dabAvI dabAvIne bharAya. pachI dara 100100 varSe temAMthI ekeka TukaDo kADhatAM, Akho khADo khAlI karavA mATe jeTalo samaya jAya tene eka palyopama kahevAya. AvA dasa kroDa palyopamane eka karoDa palyopama sAthe guNIe to dasa koDAkoDI palyopama thAya, tene eka sAgaropama kahevAya. deva-nArakanuM 33 tatvajharaNuM 103
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________________ sAgaropama AyuSya eTale keTaluM badhuM ? te samajAI gayuM ne! AvA dasa kroDa sAgaropamane eka karoDa sAgaropama sAthe guNatAM dasakoDAkoDI sAgaropama thAya tene avasarpiNIkALa ke utsarpiNIkALa kahevAya. te darekamAM 24-24 bhagavAna thAya. 1 utsarpiNI ane 1 avasarpiNI bhegI thAya tene eka kALacakra kahevAya. mokSa ja game, saMsAra na ja game tevI sthiti samakitInI hoya. samakita AvyA pachI pAchuM jAya paNa kharuM. pharI pAchuM Ave. A rIte samakitanuM Avana jAvana ghaNIvAra cAle, paNa kSAyika samakita AvyA pachI kadI ya pAchuM na jAya. te kAyama mATe Take. te zuddha samakita che, tenI hAjarImAM kayAre paNa bhagavAnanA koi paNa vacanamAM thoDI paNa zaMkA na thAya. A kSAyika samakita kevaLajJAnInA kALamAM navuM pAmI zakAya. je kSAyika samakita pAme te marudevA mAtA vagerenI jema te ja bhavamAM aMtarmuhUrtamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI zake, tevo teno acintya prabhAva che; paNa jo te pahelAM AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAi gayuM hoya to te pramANe cAre gatimAM jAya; paNa to ya te AtmAnA traNa-cAra ke pAMca bhavo thAya, paNa tethI vadhAre nahi. je devanA bhavamAM jAya te tyAMthI mokSa thato na hovAthI pachInA bhave mAnava banIne dIkSA lai mokSe jAya, mATe traNa bhava thayA. je manuSya ke tiryaMcamAM jAya te yugalika ja bane. yugalika mokSe na jAya paNa marIne deva ja bane. tyArapachI mAnava banIne mokSe javAya. mATe mAnava-yugalika-deva ane mAnavabhava maLIne cAra bhava thayA, paNa je kSAyika samakita pAmIne bIjA bhave deva thai trIjA bhave mAnava banyo, paNa te kALamAM mokSamArga baMdha hoya to cotho bhava devano karIne pAMcamo mAnavabhava meLavI dIkSA lai mokSe jAya tyAre pAMca bhava thAya. pAMcamA ArAnA aMte je duppasahasUrijI thavAnA che, te temano kSAyika samakitI tarIkeno trIjo bhava thaze, pachI deva thaine pAMcamAM bhave mokSe jaze. () zrIkRSNa mahArAjAe 18000 sAdhuone bhAvapUrvaka vaMdanA karavAno puruSArtha Adaryo to tenA prabhAve teo kSAyika samakita pAmyA. cAra naraka tUTI gai. AvatI covIsImAM tIrthaMkara banavAnuM nakkI thayuM. ApaNe paNa caramAvartakALamAM AvyA chIe to have puruSArtha AdaravAno. te puruSArtha sadgati mATe ja nahi, siddhigati (mokSa) mATe AdaravAno. mAre have siddhigati ja joie. sAmAnya rIte deva - manuSyagati sadgati ane naraka - tiryaMcagati dugati tatvajharaNuM 104
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________________ gaNAya che; paNa hakIkatamAM to cAre gatimAMnI koipaNa gati jo samakitA sahitanI hoya to sadgati ane jo te samakita vinAnI hoya to durgati. zreNika mahArAjA 1lI narakamAM che, paNa samakitI che. jJAnathI AvanAra duHkhone jANIne pratikAra na karatAM sAmethI svIkAre che. hAya-voya karavAnA badale prasannatAthI sahana kare che, tethI pUrve bAMdhelA anaMtA pApakarmo khape che. navA karmo ghaNA baMdhAtA nathI. mokSa najIka Ave che. have 1lI narakane temanA mATe durgati zI rIte kahevAya? jyAM vadhu navA karmo baMdhAyA kare te durgati. jyAM puSkaLa karmo nAza pAme te sadgati. samakitI to, durgati ke sadgati eke ya nahi, mokSagatine ja Icche. hA ! mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI sagati meLave te judI vAta. e kahevAtI sadagati evI devagatimAM cothA guNaThANAthI vadhAre vikAsa na hoya. kahevAtI durgati evI tiryaMcagatimAM pAMcamA guNaThANA sudhI vikAsa thaI zake. AdhyAtmika vikAsa guNaThANAnA AdhAre gaNAya che. ApaNA sAtalAkha sUtrano krama paNa A rIte goThavAyo lAge che. pahelA sauthI ochA vikAsavALA ekendriyo; pachI bIjA guNaThANA sudhI pahoMcanArA beiM-teiM-cauridriyo, pachI paMcendriya-tiryaMco nahi, paNa cothA guNaThANA sudhI pahoMcanArA devo ane nArako; tyAra pachI pAMcamA guNaThANA sudhI vikAsa karanArA paMcendriya-tiryaMco. ane pachI chelle caude guNaThANAno vikAsa sAdhanArA manuSyo. A - kumArapALa mahArAjA prArthanA karatA hatA ke jenazAsana vinAnA cakravartI paNa mAre nathI banavuM. tenA karatAM jenazAsanathI vAsita dAsa-nokara-bhikhArI. ke daridra banavuM mane maMjUra che. ApaNI paNa bhAvanA AvI joIe. | jaina zAsana sahita eTale samakita sahita. A samakita pAmatAM pahelAM vikAsanI cha avasthA pasAra karavAnI hoya che. (1)dvibaMdhaka (2)sakRbaMdhaka (3) apunarvadhaka (4)mAgabhimukha (pa)mArgapatita ane (6)mArgAnusArI. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 105
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA suda - 12 budhavAra, tA. 18-9-02 jAtibhavya AtmA kAyama avyavahArarAzImAM acaramAvartakALamAM ja rahe. abhavya AtmA vyavahArarAzImAM AvavA chatAM sadA acaramAvartakALamAM rahe. jyAre bhavya AtmA zaramAvartakALamAM AvyA pachI dvibaMdhaka-sakRbaMdhakaapunarbalaka-mAgabhimukha-mArgapatita-mAganusArI avasthA pAmato pAmato samakitI paNa banI zake. caramAvartakALamAM praveza pAmyA pachI je AtmA mohanIya karmanI 70 koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI je utkRSTa sthiti che, te dvi: =be vArathI vadhAre vAra bAMdhavAno na hoya te dvibaMdhaka kahevAya. pachI jyAre ekavAra utkRSTa sthiti bAMdhI de tyAre nakakI thAya ke have pachI te ekathI vadhAre vAra nahi bAMdhe mATe te (sakRta = ekavAra, baMdhaka = bAMdhanAro) sakRbaMdhaka kahevAya. te ekavAra paNa bAMdhI dIdhA pachI mokSe jatAM sudhI te have ekapaNa vAra pharIthI, bAMdhavAno nathI mATe (a nahi, punara - pharIthI, baMdhaka bAMdhanAro eTale ke pharIthI kadI nahi bAMdhanAro) apunardhadhaka kahevAya. - Aja sudhI mokSamArga vAstavika rIte jovA nahoto maLyo. apunarbalaka bane eTale mokSamArga tarapha najara paDe, tenI abhimukha thAya. te mAgabhimukha kahevAya. pachI mArga upara jaIne Ubho rahe te mArgapatita kahevAya. mArga upara AvIne, mArgane anusAre cAlavA lAge, AgaLa vadhe te mArgAnusArI banyo kahevAya. tyArapachI samakita pamAya. eka aMtarmuhUrta mATe paNa jene samakitanI sparzanA thaI jAya teno saMsAra svayaMbhUramaNa samudranA badale nAnA khAbocIyA jeTalo sImita thaI jAya. eka muhUrta eTale 48 miniTa. aMtara = aMdara. 48 miniTathI ochA kALane aMtarmuharta kahevAya. nAnAmAM nAnuM aMtarmuharta 2 thI 9 samayanuM gaNAya. porisI eTale prahara. sADhaporisI eTale doDhaprahara. purimuTa eTale divasano pahelo ardha bhAga. ahorAtra eTale 24 kalAka. judA judA paccakakhANamAM A zabdo Ave che. tyAM sudhI bhojanapANInA ke pApavyApAranA tyAganA paccakkhANa che. navakArazImAM ke sAmAyikanA paccakakhANamAM koI samaya maryAdA batADI nathI to tyAM eka muhUrta = 48 miniTa samajavI. eka ahorAtra = 24 kalAkamAM AvA 30 muhUrta thAya tethI eka ahorAtranA pauSadhavALAne 30 sAmAyikano lAbha maLe. AtmAnA AdhyAtmika vikAsanI pArAzIzI jJAna - ajJAna nahi, sukhatatvajharaNuM 106
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________________ duHkha nahi paNa guNa-doSa che. mohanIya karma jeTaluM tagaDuM teTalA doSo majabUta. mohanIya karma jeTaluM nabaLuM teTalA doSo nabaLA. mohanIya karma nabaLuM paDe tema guNo pragaTe. tagaDA thAya. mATe ApaNI sAdhanA mohanIya karmano nAza karavAnI joIe. | vedanIya karmanA udaye sukha-duHkha Ave. jJAnAvaraNIya karma tagaDuM-nabaLuM paDe tema ajJAna-jJAna Ave; paNa mohanIya karma tagaDuM bane to doSo jAge, saMkleza pedA thAya, azAMti-aprasannatA Ave. mohanIya karma nabaLuM paDe to zAMti-samAdhi-prasannatA pamAya. guNo pragaTe. jema jema mohanIyakarma zAMta ke nAza pAme tema tema saMkuleza ghaTe; kaSAyo maTe, vizuddhi vadhe, AtmA upara-uparanA guNaThANAno vikAsa sAdhe. AtmAnA vikAsanuM gaNita 14 guNasthAnakanuM che ane teno AdhAra mohanIya karma che. karmo to anaMtakALathI lAgelA che. anaMtakALa sudhI coMTelA rahI zake che; paNa koI eka niyata karma vadhumAM vadhu 70 koDAkoDI sAgaropama sudhI ja AtmA upara coMTeluM rahI zake. A moTI sthiti paNa ATha karmomAMthI mAtra mohanIsakarmanI ja che. mohanIyanA 28 bhedomAMthI, are ! ATha karmonA 158 bhedo che, temAMthI paNa mAtra eka mithyAtva mohanIya karma ja 80 koDAkoDI sAgaropama sthitivALuM baMdhAI zake che, bAkInA koI nahi.' mithyAtva jevo koI doSa nathI. samakita jevo koI viziSTa guNa nathI. mithyAtva tyAgIne jaladI samakitI banavuM joIe. jenA pharI TukaDA na thaI zake tevA nAnAmAM nAnA bhAgane paramANu kahevAya. sarakhuM bhaNanArA vidhArthIonA samUhane skUlamAM jema dho. 5 no, dho. 6 no varga kahevAya che tema sarakhe sarakhA paramANuonA jaththAonA samUhane vargaNA kahevAya. amuka saMkhyAnA paramANuono jaththo dArika vargaNA tarIke oLakhAya che, temAMthI manuSya-tiryaMco vagerenA zarIro banyA che. ApaNane ApaNI AMkhe sAmAnyataH je je dekhAya che, te badhuM dArika vargaNAnuM baneluM che. tenAthI ghaNA vadhAre paramANuonA jaththAvALI bIjI vekiya vargaNA che, temAMthI deva-nArakanA zarIro bane che. A rIte AgaLa vadhatAM AThamAM naMbarano je jaththo Ave te kAmaNavargaNA kahevAya. A kArmaNavargaNA AtmAne coMTe tyAre te karma kahevAya. | A kAmaNavargaNA samagra brahmAMDamAM badhe ja ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelI che. code rAjalokamAM koI jagyA evI nathI ke jyAM A kAmaNa vargaNA na hoya. tatvajharaNuM - 100
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________________ atizaya sUkSma hovAthI ApaNane te dekhAtI nathI. SPOY OPP saMsArI AtmA lohacuMbaka jevo che. temAM pedA thatAM rAga-dveSa vagere cuMbakIya zakti jevA che. A rAga-dveSanA kAraNe AtmA kAryaNavargaNAne kheMcIne potAnI upara coMTADe che. tene karma banAve che. mokSamAM kArpaNavargaNA hovA chatAM tyAM pahoMcelA siddhabhagavaMtone rAga-dveSa na hovAthI te AtmAo kArmaNavargaNAne kheMcIne potAnI upara coMTADI zakatA nathI. mATe siddhabhagavaMtone karmo coMTatA nathI. pariNAme koI duHkho temaNe anubhavavA paDatA nathI. sArA vicAro-uccAro-AcAro hoya tyAre ApaNA AtmA upara coMTatI kArmaNavargaNA zubhakarmo rupe bane, te puNya kahevAya. kharAba vicAro -uccAroAcAro vakhate je kArmaNavargaNA coMTe te azubhakarmo ke pApakarmo bane. jyAre AtmA upara karmo coMTe tyAre temAM cAra vastu nakkI thAya che. (1)prakRti (2)sthiti (3)rasa ane (4)pradeza. foto mAtra karmomAM ja nahi, duniyAnA tamAme tamAma padArthomAM A cAre vastu nakkI thatI hoya che. lADavo banAvo to temAM ya A cAre vAta nakkI thAya. - methIno lADavo vAyu dUra kare. buMdIno lADavo pitta dUra kare. sUMThano lADavo kapha dUra kare. te te lADavAno vAyu, pitta ke kapha ne karavAno svabhAva prakRti dUra kahevAya. A lADavA ziyALAmAM 20, unALAmAM 30 ke comAsAmAM 15 divasa sudhI sArI avasthAmAM rahe, tethI A 20-30 ke 15 divasa te temano kALa ke sthiti kahevAya. temAM rahelI kaDavAza-mIThAza ke tIkhAzanuM ochA-vattApaNuM te rasa ke pAvara kahevAya, ane te lADavAonuM je 100-150-200 grAmanuM pramANa te pradeza ke jaththo kahevAya. INS lADavAnI jema dareka padArthamAM prakRti, sthiti, rasa, pradeza nakkI thAya che. AtmA upara kArmaNavargaNA coMTIne karma bane tyAre temAM paNa A prakRti sthiti-rasa ane-pradeza nakkI thAya che, te prakRtibaMdha, sthitibaMdha, rasabaMdha ane pradezabaMdha tarIke oLakhAya che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. borasiat fe igu spell este 6 fields beh tab tatvajharaNuM 42 108
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA suda 14 zukravAra. tA. 20-9-02 samagra vizvanuM saMcAlana pAMca padArtho mukhya - gauNa bhAve bhegA thaIne kare che. (1)niyati (2)svabhAva (3)kALa (4)karma ane (5)puruSArtha. A pAMce padArthono samavAya (samUha) koI paNa kAryanuM kAraNa che. - caramAvartakALamAM mukhyapaNe puruSArtha kAraNa bane che. bAkInA karma vagere gauNa che. ApaNe puruSArtha vaDe karmono khurado bolAvavAno che. pApamukta - karmarahita avasthA prApta karavAnI che. jagatamAM jema AtmA che, tema dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pudgalAstikAya vagere jaDapadArtho paNa che. A pudgalAstikAyanA aneka vibhAgo che. temAMnI kArmaNavargaNA AtmA upara coTe tyAre te karma bane che. AtmAmAM rAga-dveSa-viSaya-kaSAya vagere doSonI tIvra-maMdatAne pariNati kahevAya. mana-vacana-kAyAnA vicAra-uccAra-AcAranI pravRtti ane pariNati AtmAmAM cuMbakIya zakti pedA kare che, je kAryaNavargaNAne kheMcIne, potAnI upara coMTADIne karma banAve che. te vakhate temAM (1)prakRti = svabhAva = Nature (2)sthiti = kALa = Time (3) rasa = baLa = Power ane (4)pradeza = jaththo = Quantity nakkI thAya che. aDadhI rAte, mAMkaDa karaDyA. sahana na thayuM. ghasIne mAMkaDa mArI nAMkhyA. te vakhate karmanI je rajakaNo coMTI, tene pUchIe ke,"tAro svabhAva-kALa-baLajaththo zuM nakkI thayo?" to te zuM javAba Ape? kharekhara kArmaNa rajakaNo kAMI na bole, paNa ApaNe kalpanA karIe. kalpanA na karI zakAya ema nahi. duniyAmAM ane zAstromAM paNa aneka jagyAe AvI kalpanAo karelI che. sAMbhaLI che A paMktio? "pIpaLa pAna kharaMtA,hasaMtI kuMpaLIyA,muja vItI tuja vItaze,dhIrI bApuDIyA." pIpaLAnuM pAna kharatuM hatuM tyAre navI kuMpaLo hasatI hatI. kharatA pAne kahyuM,"haso nahi, dhIraja dharo. Aje mane je vItI rahyuM che, te kAle tamane paNa vItavAnuM che." vagere. yazovijayajI mahopAdhyAyajIe vairAgya kalpalatA graMthamAM kahyuM che ke, "kathA yathArthaiva matA munIndraiH, vairAgyahetuH kila kalpitA'pi / yatpuNDarikAdhyayanaM dvitIye, prasiddhamaGge parikalpitArtham || kAlpanika vAto paNa jo vairAgyanuM kAraNa banatI hoya to tene tIrthaMkara paramAtmAe paNa satya tarIke svIkArela che, kAraNake bIjA naMbaranA prasiddha tatvajharaNuM - 109
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________________ aMga (sUyagaDAMgasUtronuM puMDarIkaadhyayana kAlpanika arthane jaNAvanAruM adhyayanane paramAtmAe vAsakSepa karIne mAnya karyuM che. ' te siddharSi gaNIe racelI upamiti bhava prapaMcA kathA saMpUrNa kAlpanika che. chatAM te jaina dharmano zreSTha graMtha kahevAya che. temAM ThAMsI ThAMsIne vairAgya bharyo che. te vAMcanArane prAyaH vairAgya thayA vinA na rahe. tenI pariNati ghaDAyA vinA prAyaH na rahe. paramAtmAnI pratimA paththaranI hovA chatAM, haiyAmAM namrabhAva, pUjyabhAva, bhagavadbhAva pedA karAvavA samartha che, tethI te bhagavAna tarIke mAnya che. mAMkaDa mArI nAMkhatA coMTelI karmonI rajakaNone pUchIe ke, "tArAmAM zuM nakkI thayuM?" to kadAca te javAba Ape ke, " mAMkaDane mArIne tene duHkha ApyuM tyAre huM baMdhAI, mATe mArAmAM tane duHkha ApavAno svabhAva pedA thayo che. je karo te pAmo. je Apo te maLe. duHkha Apo to duHkha maLe. sukha Apo to sukha maLe. jIvana Apo to jIvana maLe, mota Apo to mota maLe. duniyAno A sanAtana niyama che. jevuM karatI vakhate tame mane bAMdho tevo paraco batADavAno mArAmAM svabhAva utpanna thAya. have mArAmAM nakkI thayelo kALa jaNAvuM. jyAre jyAre koI pravRtti karIne tame amane coMTADo tyAre amArAmAM be jAtano kALa nakkI thAya. amuka kALa sudhI ame svabhAva batADyA vinA zAMta besI rahIe, ane tyArapachI amuka samaya ame amAro svabhAva batADIe. te mAMkaDa mAryA tyAre coMTatI vakhate mArAmAM 1 varSa zAMta rahIne pachI pAMca varSa sudhI rogo vagere dvArA tane zArIrika du:khI karavAno svabhAva pedA thayo che." karma baMdhAya tyAre dareka vakhate temAM sarakho pAvara pedA na thAya. jevA rasathI pravRtti karI hoya tevo pAvara temAM pedA thAya. tIvra bhAvathI pApa ke puNya pravRtti karo to ghaNo rasa (pAvara) pedA thAya. veTha vALIne, raDatA dIle, nAchUTake karo to ocho rasa pedA thAya. mATe to kahevAyuM che ke jene pApamAM majA nahi, tene pApanI sajA nahi. (1)dUra uDatA maccharane joIne koI krUratAthI pakaDIne mAre. (2)moDhA pAse Ave tyAre koI mAre. (3)hAtha upara bese tyAre koI mAre. (4)hAtha upara beThAM pachI DaMkha mAre tyAre koI mAre. (5) sahana na thAya tyAre jorathI khaseDatA koI mArI nAMkhe ane (6)koI jayaNApUrvaka tene dUra karavA jAya tyAre bhUlamAM macchara marI jAya tevuM bane. A rIte cha vyakti vaDe judA judA bhAvathI macchara mAravAnI tatvajharaNuM 110
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________________ " pravRtti thaI, tethI te vakhate coMTatI kArmaNa rajakaNamAM juduM juduM baLa pedA thAya, ane prAyazcitta paNa dareka jaNane juduM juduM Ave. tIvra bhAvathI mAMkaDa mAratAM coMTelI kAmaNavargaNA kahe che ke, "ame melerIyA ke TAIphoiDathI nahi, paNa eka varSa pachI, pAMca varSa sudhI lakavAnA rogathI pIDA ApIzuM; kAraNa ke tIvratAe amArAmAM ghaNuM baLa pedA karyuM che. ochI ochI tIvratAthI baMdhAyelA amArAmAM ochuM ochuM baLa pedA thavAthI ame kramazaH TAiphoiDa, melerIyA, sAmAnya tAva, mAthAno duHkhAvo pedA karIzuM. vaLI ame jyAre paNa coMTIe tyAre ochAmAM ochI paNa anaMtA paramANuonA jaththA rupe coMTIe chIe.' Ama, jyAre jyAre kAmaNa vargaNA coMTIne karma bane tyAre temAM (1)prakRti (2)sthiti (3)rasa ane (4)pradeza nakkI thAya che. e "karmo to jaDa che, te cetana AtmA upara zI rIte asara karI zake?' tevuM na pUchavuM. jaDa davA cetananA mAthAno duHkhAvo na maTADe? jaDa dAsa cetanane nazo pedA na kare? jaDa brAhmI vagere buddhi na vadhAre? jaDa cazmA dekhatA na kare? jaDa rAbaDI-maga zakti na Ape? kUtaro-gadheDo evA kaDavA jaDa zabdo ApaNane gusso na karAve? ApaNA jIvanamAM banatI DhagalAbaMdha ghaTanAomAM jaDa padArthonI ApaNA AtmA upara asara anubhavAya che, pachI jaDakarmo AtmA upara asara kare che, tevuM kema na manAya? sUrya jevo tejasvI AtmA che, tenA prakAza jevA anaMtA guNo che. tene DhAMkanArA vAdaLa jevA karmo che. AtmAnA guNo anaMtA hovA chatAM mukhyatve ATha gaNAya che. (1) anaMta jJAna (2) anaMta darzana (3) avyAbAdha sukha (4) samyagra darzana-vItarAgatA (5) akSarasthiti (6) apIpaNuM (7) agurulaghu ane (8)anaMtavIrya. A guNone DhAMkanArA karmo kramazaH (1)jJAnAvaraNIya (2)darzanAvaraNIya (3)vedanIya (4)mohanIya (5)AyuSya (6)nAma (9)gotra ane (8)aMtarAyakarma tarIke oLakhAya che. (1) je jJAna aTakAve, mUrkha-ajJAnI-jaDa banAve te jJAnAvaraNIya. (2)baherA-mUMgA-bobaDA-AMdhaLA banAve, UMdha lAve te darzanAvaraNIya. (3)suHkha-duHkhanI sthiti pedA kare te vedanIya. (4)kAma-krodhAdi doSo pedA kare-mithyAtvI banAve te mohanIya. (5) janma-maraNa karAve te AyuSya. (6)gati-zarIra-rupa vagere Ape te nAma. () ucca-nIcanA vyavahAro karAve te gotra. ane (8)dAna detA - bhogavatA - khAtA - pItA - paheratA aTakAve te aMtarAyakarma. tatvajharaNuM 111
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________________ aSTa karma ajJAna jJAnAvaraNa aMdhatvAdi uca kala nIca kula gotra-karma anaMta jJAna dazanAvaraNa nidrA anata aguru laghutA zarIra,indriyAdi yaza saumAzya,dImogyAdi arupitA /PGD PIP dAnavAMtara samyaga darzana gati,zarIra indita apayazasaumArI mohanIya rAgaSakAmakrodhAdi/ (mithyAtva avirati akSaya sthiti Adi anata anata ta aNtraay| susva janma,jIvana AyuSya paNatA,daridratA mRtyu vedanIya zAtA. azAtA tA parAdhInatA. A AThe karmo tathA tenA svabhAvo dareka jainane moDhe AvaDavA joIe. duniyAmAM aneka dharmo che, paNa karmaphIlosophI to mAtra jainadharma pAse ja che. samagra vizvane jaina dharmanI A mahAna bheTa che. duniyAnA tamAma praznonA samAdhAno AmAM maLe che. jainakuLamAM janmyA chatAM ApaNe tene na jANIe to kema cAle? A AThe karmone yAda rAkhavAno sAmAnya TucakoH - jJAnacaMda zeTha darzana karavA gayA. rastAmAM peTamAM vedanA upaDI. sAme mohanabhAI vaida maLyA. "vaidarAja ! khUba peTa duHkhe che. mAruM AyuSya hamaNAM pUruM thAya vama lAge che." 5, "bhagavAnanuM nAma lo, gotravitAne yA ze. tamArA badhA aMtarAyo dUra thaI jaze." AmAM AThe karmonA nAma AvI gayA che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaH karaNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM - 112
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA suda - 15 zanivAra. tA. 21-09-02 karmonI vargaNA eTalI badhI sUkSma che ke te narI AMkhe ke dUrabInathI paNa joI zakAtI nathI. 100 kuTa dUra UbhelA mAnavanA hAthamAM rahelo eka vALA dekhAya? paDadA pAchaLa rahelI vastu dekhAya? pITha pAchaLanuM-pharyA vinA -dekhAya? AMkhanI ghaNI najIka rahelAM pIyAM dekhAya? nA, A badhuM nathI mATe nathI dekhAtuM ema nahi, A badhuM che ja; paNa AMkhanI maryAdA che ke te atidUranI, pAchaLanI, ati sUkSma, DhaMkAyelI ke atinajIkanI vastune joI zakatI nathI. kAmaNa rajakaNo atizaya sUkSma hovAthI narI AMkhe dekhI zakAtI nathI. A kArmaNavargaNA cauda rAjalokamAM che. mokSamAM paNa che, paNa je AtmAmAM rAgAdi pariNati hoya tene ja te coTe. mokSamAM gayelA siddhabhagavaMtomAM rAgAdi pariNati na hovAthI temane te na coTe. ApaNe so ghaNIvAra mokSamAM jaI AvyA, paNa siddha bhagavaMta tarIke nahi. mokSa eTale siddhazIlA. te sphaTikanI banelI che. temAM pRthvIkAyanA jIvo che. vaLI sUkSma pRthvI-pANI-agni-vAyu-vanaspati ane bAdara vAyukAya, A cha paryAptA ane aparyAptA maLIne 12 prakAranA jIvabhedo to code rAjalokamAM badhe hoya. mokSamAM paNa hoya. A badhA jIvo rAgAdipariNati yukta hoya, karmasahita hoya. A bAramAMnA koI paNa jIvo rupe ApaNe mokSamAM ghaNIvAra jaI AvyA. have ApaNe A rAgAdi pariNatino nAza karIne, karmahitA banIne mokSe javAnuM che. te mATe roja bhagavAnane prArthanA karavAnI che. kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtonA AtmAnA pradezono ghaNIvAra ApaNane saMyoga thayo chatAM ApaNo uddhAra na thayo, kAraNa ke ApaNe temanI sanmukha na thayA. temano prabhAva jhIlIne rAgAdi pariNati dUra na karI. keTalAka kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMto mokSe javAnA cha mahInA pUrve kevalI samudyAta nAmanI eka prakriyA kare che. sama = ekI sAthe. uta = prabaLatA pUrvaka ghAta = karmono nAza jemAM thAya te samuddAta kahevAya. temAM AtmA ghaNo phelAto jAya. pariNAme karmo khapatA jAya. bhInI sADI bhegI karIne sUkavavAnA badale pahoLI karIne sUkavo to pANI jaladI sUkAya. tema AtmA pahoLo thAya to karmo jaladI dUra thAya. je karyo ApaNA AtmAnA guNono sarvathA ghAta kare te ghAtI karmo kahevAya. te sivAyanA karmo aghAtI kahevAya. 1,2,4,8(Dabala-Dabala)naMbaranA jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya,mohanIya ane aMtarAya karma ghAtI che. te sivAyanA tatvajharaNuM 113
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________________ bAkInA cAra aghAtIka che. cAra ghAtakarmono saMpUrNa nAza thAya tyAre kevaLajJAna pragaTe. bAkInA cAra aghAtI karmo paNa nAza pAme tyAre mokSa maLe. kevalI banIne tIrthakara tarIke vicare te arihaMta kahevAya. teo mokSe jAya tyAre siddha kahevAya. arihaMta eTale zarIraghArI bhagavAna ane siddha eTale zarIrarahita bhagavAna. sImaMdharasavAmI vagere viharamAna tIrthakaro arihaMta kahevAya. mahAvIrasvAmI vagere atyAre siddha gaNAya. - derAsaramAM arihaMta ke siddha bhagavAna hoya. parikaravALA te arihaMta. parikaravinAnA te siddha. derAsaranI dhajAno varNa arihaMtanA sapheda ane siddhanA lAlavarNanA AdhAre lAla-sapheda che. jo mULanAyaka arihaMta hoya to be bAju lAla, vacce sapheda hoya. paNa mULanAyaka siddhabhagavAna hoya to be bAju sapheda ane vacce lAla hoya. dUrathI dhajA jotAM jANI zakAya ke aMdara mULanAyaka koNa che? vizvamAM vicaratAM, arihaMta paramAtmAnA cAra ghAtakarmo nAza pAmavA chatAM, cAra aghAtI karmo khapavAnA bAkI hoya che, te ApaNA lAbhanI vAta che. jo teo tarata ja aghAtI karmo khapAvIne mokSe gayA hota to ApaNane mokSamArga koNa batAData? jinazAsananI sthApanA na karI hota to ApaNuM zuM thAta? - je kevalI bhagavaMtone bAkI rahelA cAra aghAtI karmomAMthI bAkInA traNa karmonI sthiti AyuSya karma karatAM vadhAre hoya temanuM AyuSyakarma pUrNa thatAM zuM thAya? bAkInA traNa karmo kayAre khatama thAya? mokSe kayAre jAya? AvA prazno na sarjAya te mATe je kevalIAtmA upara AyuSyakarma karatAM bAkInA traNa aghAtI karmo vadhAre sthitivALA hoya teo cha mahInA pUrve kevalI samuddaghAta karIne bAkInA cha mahInA mATe cAre ya karmo sarakhI sthitivALA kare. vadhArAnI sthitine kevalI samuddAta vaDe khalAsa kare. | kevalI samuddaghAta karato AtmA pahelA samaye potAnA Atma pradezane vistArIne zarIra pramANa jADAIvALo banIne upara-nIce TheTha lokanA cheDA sudhI phelAIne daMDa(lAkaDI) jevo bane. bIjA samaye uttara - dakSiNa ke pUrva - pazcima dizAmAM lokanA cheDA sudhI phelAIne kapATa (bAraNA) jevo bane. trIjA samaye bAkInI pUrva-pazcima ke uttara-dakSiNa dizAmAM lokanA cheDA sudhI phelAIne maMthAna (dahI' valovavAnA ravaiyA) jevo bane. rahI gayelA khUNA-khAMcarAmAM phelAIne cothA samaye caude rAjaloka vyApI bane. AtmAnI acinya zakti che. tatvajharaNuM 114
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________________ saMkoca ane vikAsa pAmavAno teno svabhAva che. - jyAre te cauda rAjaloka vyApI bane, tyAre ApaNo AtmA kyAM che tyAM temanA Atmapradezo paNa Ave, chatAM temanI pavitratA ApaNe pAmatA nathI, kAraNa ke ApaNe tenI sanmukha thatA nathI. zatruMjaya girirAja upara pANI-lIlagadheDA-pakSIo-pazuo paNa hoya, paNa teo zraddhAthI zatruMjayanI sanmukha na thAya mATe te bhavamAM kAMI na sAdhe. jarura che bhagavAnanI sanmukha thavAnI. pAMcamAM samaye AMtarA saMharI laIne pharI maMthAna bane. chaThThA samaye kapATa bane. sAtamA samaye daMDa bane. AThamA samaye mULa zarIra rUpe thAya, paNa A ATha samaya daramyAna, vadhune vadhu vistarato te AtmA traNe aghAtI karmone AyuSya karmanI risthati jeTalA karI de. - pAMce parameSThibhagavaMtonI anarAdhAra karuNA satata varasI rahI che. ApaNe te karuNAne jhIlavAnI yogyatA khIlavavAnI che. varasAda to badhe varase. vATakI, loTo, Dola, TAMkI, taLAva, nadI, darIyo, je sanmukha thAya te potAnI pAtratA mujaba bharAya. UMdho ghaDo khAlI rahe. kANI Dola bharAIne khAlI thAya. temAM vAMka varasAdano nathI. ApaNe jeTalI pAtratA keLavIzuM, jeTalA temanI sanmukha thaIzuM teTalo lAbha thaze. siddhabhagavaMtomAM rAgAdi pariNati nathI, mATe temane karmo baMdhAtA nathI. karmonuM mULa rAgAdi pariNati che. mULa baLI jAya pachI aMkuro-pAMdaDA-kUla ke phaLa kevI rIte Ave? rAgAdi pariNati nAza pAme pachI karmono aMkuro pedA na thAya ke durgati-duHkhanA phUla-phaLAdi paNa na Ave. | ApaNA AtmAne rAgAdi pariNatithI rahita banAvavAno prayatna karavo. joIe. duHkho ane doSone karmo pedA kare che mATe navA karmo na baMdhAya, ochA baMdhAya tenI kALajI levI joIe. pUrve baMdhAyelA jUnA karmo khape tevA prayatno karavA joIe. A badhA mATe saMsAranuM vAtAvaraNa khUba pratikULa che. saMyamajIvanA ghaNuM anukULa che. temAM A badhuM sahaja zakya bane che. mATe saMyama svIkAravAno puruSArtha Adaravo jarUrI che. chevaTe bAra vratadhArI zrAvaka - zrAvikA banavuM. te mATe sau prathama bhavaAlocanA karavI joIe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. a tatvajharaNuM 115.
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada - 3 maMgaLavAra tA. 24-09-02 AtmA upara karma coTe pachI te udayamAM Ave, baMdhAyA vinA kadI koI karma udayamAM AvatuM nathI. vaLI, jeNe je karma bAMdhyuM hoya tene ja te karma udayamAM Ave che. mahAbhAratamAM bhale jANavA maLe ke bhIma khAya ane zakunI saMDAsa jAya, paNa ahIM bhIma karmo bAMdhe to zakunIe bhogavavA paDe evuM nathI paNa je bAMdhe ene ja bhogavavA paDe. bAMdhavA ane bhogavavAmAM adalAbadalI karI zakAtI nathI. cauda rAjalokamAM badhe ja kAmaNavargaNA ThAMsI-ThAMsIne bharelI hovA chatAM game tyAM rahelI kAmaNa vargaNA game tyAM rahelA AtmAne coMTatI nathI; paNa je AtmA jyAM rahyo hoya, te ja AkAzapradezamAM rahelI kAmaNa vargaNA te AtmAne coMTe. ApaNo AtmA kyAM che, tyAM ja kAmaNavargaNA paNa che. paraMtu tene karma na kahevAya. jyAre te coMTe tyAre ja tene karma kahevAya; kAraNake tyAre temAM prakRtisthiti vagere pedA thAya che, te pUrve nahi. sUMTha-pIparAmULa-goLa-ghI bAjubAjumAM paDayA hoya to sUMThanI goLI na kahevAya, paNa badhA ekameka thAya pachI kahevAya. tema kAmaNavargaNA rAgAdi pariNatinA kAraNe coMTIne AtmA sAthe ekarasa thAya tyAre te karma kahevAya. bAjubAjumAM rahevuM te judI cIja che ane ekameka thavuM te judI cIja che. sAthe rahevAthI kuTuMbamAM rahyA na kahevAya,snehasaMbaMdhathI baMdhAyA ho, to kuTuMbamAM rahyA cho, ema kahevAya. | ekalo loTa tRpti na kare, roTalI bane to ja kAma Ave. tema ekalI kArmaNavargaNA sukha-duHkha na ApI zake, teo karma bane to ja ApI zake. dUdha ane pANI, lokhaMDa ane Aga nI jema AtmA ane kArmaNavaNA ekameka thAya, tene karmabaMdha thayo kahevAya. cAra kAraNe kAmaNavargaNA AtmAne cauTe che. (1)mithyAtva (2)avirati (3)kaSAya ane (4)yoga. hiMsA vagere sattara pApomAMnA koI paNa pApane sAruM mAnavuM, karavA jevuM mAnavuM te aDhAramuM pApa. tenuM nAma mithyAtva. te zalya kAMTA jevuM che. AtmAmAM jyAM sudhI hoya tyAM sudhI te Icchita mokSanagara sudhI pahoMcavA na de. - hiMsA ke jUTha teTalA kharAba nathI jeTaluM te karavA badala duHkha na hovuM te kharAba che. saMsAra karatAM ya saMsArano pakSapAta vadhAre kharAba che. saMsAra to tatvajharaNuM ( 116
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________________ kharAba che ja, paNa tenA karatAM ya vadhAre to saMsArano rAga kharAba che; paNa saMsAra ke saMsAranA rAga karatAM ya saMsAranA rAga upara je rAga che te vadhAre bhayaMkara che. te dUra thayA vinA samakita zI rIte maLe? tva=paNuM, samyak - sAcuM, mithyA : khoTuM. sAcApaNuM eTale samyaktva, khoTApaNuM eTale mithyAtva. paramAtmA yathAsthitavAdI che. je padArtho jevA che, te rIte temaNe jaNAvyA che.duHkha-durgati ApanArA rastAo ane sukha-sadgati pamADanArA mArgo temane kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM jevA jaNAyA tevA ApaNane batADyA. ApaNe tene tevA ja mAnavA-hRdayathI svIkAravA te samyaktva. tenAthI viparIta mAnavuM te mithyAtva.TUMkamAM satyano pakSapAta te samakita.asatyano pakSapAta te mithyAtva. samakitane, zuM karo cho? tenI sAthe nisbata nathI, paNa zuM mAno cho? AtmAnuM valaNa, jhoka kaI tarapha che? tenI sAthe nisbata che. vicAronI bAbatamAM ApaNI paramAtmA sAthe ekatA te samyaktva ane judApaNuM te mithyAtva. viratine uccAra-AcAra sAthe paNa saMbaMdha che. jyAre AcAromAM paramAtmA sAthe ekatA thAya tyAre sarvavirati. ziLa samakita eTale hRdaya parivartana. virati eTale jIvanaparivartana. hRdaya parivartana vinA jIvanaparivartana thAya nahi. thatuM jaNAya to te AbhAsI hoya. lAMbu na Take. samakita vinA vAstavika virati na pAmI zakAya. sau prathama mithyAtva tyAgIne samakita pAmavuM joIe. bhagavAnanI badhI vAto mAnIe paNa eka vAta na mAnIe to mithyAtva. ahIM 35 ke 99 mArke nahi, pUrA 100 mArke pAsa thavAya che. ''bhagavAne je kahyuM che, te ja sAcuM che. zaMkA vinAnuM che. te ja artha che. te ja paramArtha che. bAkInuM badhuM anartha che.'' AvI zraddhA te samakita. ekAda vacanamAM paNa zaMkA paDe to mithyAtva. zodhava mithyAtva pAMca prakAranA che. (1)Abhigrahika (2)anAbhigrahika (3)Abhinivezika (4)sAMzayika ane (5)anAbhogika, (1) Abhigrahika mithyAtva : mAruM te ja sAcuM, potAnA vicAronI tIvra pakkaDa, bIjAnI vAta vicAravAnI taiyArI na hovI, bAkInA badhA khoTA ja che tevI mAnyatA, Abhigrahika mithyAtvane jaNAve che. AvI koI pakaDa ke kadAgraha na joIe. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che ke 5 me ro vore, na ca devo vivivu. yuvitAmay vacanaM yasya, tasya AryaH pavRi:' mane mahAvIramAM rAga nathI ke kapila vageremAM dveSa nathI, paNa jenuM vacana yuktisaMgata tatvajharaNuM 117
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________________ hoya tene grahaNa karavuM joIe. jainadharma pratye AMdhaLo rAga nathI, paNa tenI vAta yuktithI mAnya bane che, mATe meM te svIkAryo che. mAruM te sAcuM' nahi, paNa "sAcuM te mAruM" evI ApaNI mAnyatA joIe. bhautika duniyAnuM zreSTha vAkaya "AI lava yu' gaNAya che tema AdhyAtmika duniyAnuM zreSTha vAkaya ''kadAca tame paNa sAcA ho; kadAca huM khoTo. paNa hou" che. paraspara virodhI vAto paNa sAcI hoI zake che, mATe kyAre ya kadAgraha na rAkhavo. sAmenAnI vAtano jaldIthI virodha na karavo. eka gAmamAM vacce zivAjInuM putaLuM hatuM. sAmasAmenA rastethI tyAM AvelA be mANasomAMno eka bolyo, "A cAMdInuM putaLuM che" bIjo kahe, "A sonAnuM che" moTo jhaghaDo thayo. dareka potAnI vAta sAcI mAnIne sAmenAne khoTo sAbita karavAno prayatna karato hato. tyAM koI DAho mANasa Avyo. teNe baMnenI jagyAnI adalAbadalI karI dIdhI. te putaLuM eka bAju cAMdInuM ane bIjI bAju sonAnuM hatuM. have te baMne bolavA lAgyA, "A putaLuM cAMdInuM paNa che. A putaLuM sonAnuM paNa che." jyAM sAmenAnI vAtano svIkAra thayo, jhaghaDo aTakI gayo. | (2) anAbhigrahika mithyAtva : 'badhA dharma sArA' evI vicAraNA anAbhigrahika mithyAtvane jaNAve che. jeTalI strI eTalI badhI patnI nA kahevAya. viveka to joIe ja. tema dharma zabda jene lAgyo te badhA dharma ja hoya evuM nahi. je kahe che ke badhA dharma sArA, tenAmAM goLa ane khoLane pArakhavAno viveka na hovAthI te anAbhigrahika mithyAtvI che. - jo ke Abhigrahika mithyAtva karatAM anAbhigrahika mithyAtva ochuM kharAba che, kAraNake temAM pakkaDa nathI. tethI tene sudhAravAnA, sAcuM svIkAravAnA - cAnsa UbhA che. - - ApaNA mATe je satya hoya te bIjA mATe asatya paNa hoi zake che. je bIjA mATe satya hoya te ApaNA mATe asatya paNa hoI zake che. mATe satyanA nAme paNa jhaghaDA na karavA. kaSAyo na poSavA. rAga-dveSa na vadhAravA. - jenAthI rAga-dveSa vadhe te asatya. jenAthI rAga-dveSa ghaTe te satya. mATe rAga-dveSa ghaTe tevuM karavuM, vadhe tevuM na karavuM. dharmanA nAme paNa jhaghaDA na karavA. dharma jAte karavAnI cIja che, paNa bIjA upara baLAtkAre ThokI besADavAnI cIja nathI. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMpaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaH karaNathI micchA mi dukkaDama tatvajharaNuM ( 118
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada - 4 budhavAra tA. 25-09-02. sarva dharma samabhAva nahi paNa sarvadharma sahiSNubhAva joIe. badhA dharmo ne sarakhA mAnanArAmAM vivekabuddhi nathI. potAnA dharmane mAnavA chatAM bIja dharmone tiraskArAya to nahi ja. tenA pratye sahiSNutA to joIe ja. potAnA dharmanuM gaurava sAruM che, paNa bIjA dharmo pratyenI aruci ke tiraskAra to sAro nathI ja. judA judA jIvonI kakSA pramANe te te dharma paNa tenA mATe upayogI banI zake che. haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che ke, sa- "tattattantroktamakhilaM mithyAdRzAmapi / apekSAbhedato nyAyyaM, paramAnandakAraNam" "micchAdeSTionA te te zAstromAM paNa kaheluM badhuM apekSAnA bhedathI mokSanA kAraNa tarIke ucita che." - anya dharmonA anuSThAno jIvone ToLAmAMthI lAInamAM lAvavAnuM kAma kare che. jainazAsana lAInamAM AvelA temane TheTha mokSe pahoMcADe che. akabara bAdazAha tenA mAnelA dharmanA rojhA vagere karavAmAM custa hato mATe caMpAzrAvikAnA tapanI kadara karI zakayo; paNa jo te potAnA dharmane paNa mAnato na hota to? . | 'badhA dharmo sArA' mAnanAro anAbhigrahika mithyAtvI Abhigrahika mithyAtvI karatAM ocho kharAba che kAraNa ke Ane koI pakkaDa na hovAthI badhA dharmone mAnatA cAri-saMjIvanI-cAra cAce jaina dharmane mAnato thaI jaze; paNa potAnI mAnyatAnI pakakaDavALo Abhigrahika mithyAtvI te pakakaDa choDIne sAcI vAta svIkArI nahi zake. te eka strIe potAnA patine sadA vazamAM rAkhavA baLadIyo banAvI dIdho. pachI pastAI. roja carAvavA laI jAya. ekavAra carAvatI vakhate uparathI vArtAlApa saMbhaLAyo. "jo A strI nIce ugelI saMjIvanI auSadhi khavaDAve to baLada pAcho mAnava thAya.'' te strIne saMjIvanI auSadhi kone kahevAya? te khabara nahotI, teNe nIce rahelI badhI vanaspati vArApharatI khavaDAvavAnuM zaru karyuM. jyAM saMjIvanI auSadhino cAro caryo tyAM baLada mAnava banI gayo. badhuM khavaDAvatAM khavaDAvatAM sAcI auSadhi jema khavAI gaI tema badhA dharmo sevatAM sevatAM sAco dharma hAthamAM AvI jaze. Ane cAri-saMjIvanI-cAra nyAya kahevAya che. che jyAM pakkaDa che, kadAgraha che tyAM sudharavAnA cAnsa nathI. jyAre jIvanamAMthI pakakaDa ke kadAgraha dUra karAya tyAre sudharI zakAya. mATe kyAre paNa tatvajharaNuM 119
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________________ karAgraha karavo nahi. (3)Abhinivezika mithyAtvaH bhagavAnanI badhI vAto mAne paNa ekAda vAta na mAne, viparIta mAne tene Abhinivezika mithyAtvI kahevAya. bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM sau prathama baLavAkhora bhagavAnano saMsArIpaNAno jamAI jamAlI banyo, tene bhagavAnanA badhA vacanomAM zraddhA hatI. bhagavAnano ziSya banyo, paNa pachI eka vAta na beThI. te kadAgrahI banyo. bhagavAnanI sAme paDyo. te Abhinivezika mithyAtvI banyo. A - "karAtuM hoya te karyuM kahevAya - kamANe ko' AvuM vyavahArabhASAnuM bhagavAnanuM vAkya tene khoTuM lAgyuM. te to kahe ke, "karyuM hoya te ja karyuM kahevAya. bhagavAnanI vAta khoTI che." | gharethI koI amadAvAda javA nIkaLyA. haju borIvalI sTezana paNa pahoMcyA nathI. koI ghare pUche ke, "bhAI kyAM gayA?' to zuM javAba Apo? amadAvAda gayA, emaja ne? are bhAI amadAvAda jaI rahyA hoya to paNa vyavahAramAM to amadAvAda gayA, ema ja kahevAya, barobara ne? Ge - paNa eka vAtanI pakkaDa pakaDAI javAnA kAraNe jamAlI mithyAtvI banI gayo. ApaNe paNa jena, zrAvaka ke sAdhu tarIke duniyAne jaNAtA hovA chatAM koI vAtamAM bhagavAnathI viparIta karAgraha karI daIe to aMdarathI mithyAtvI banI jaIe. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke sAdhue niSkAraNa, doSita gocarI na vaparAya. amArA mATe ja spezyala banAvo te AdhAkarmI kahevAya. amArA ane tamArA mATe bhegI banAvo to mizra doSavALI gocarI kahevAya. kAraNa vinA te amArAthI nA vahorAya, na vaparAya. ghaNA ziSyaparivAravALA gurunI sAthe vicaratA kayAreka mizraduSavALI gocarI vAparavAno avasara Ave. tevA samaye koi sAdhu nirdoSa gocarI vAparavAnA nimitte gurunI icchA na hoya to ya judA paDIne vicare to tene bhagavAnanI AjJA pALI kahevAya ke nahi? ) bhagavAnanI AjJA jema nirdoSa gocarInI che, tema gurunI AjJA pALavAnI, samudAyamAM sAthe rahevAnI paNa che. jo te sAdhuoe bhagavAnanI AjJA ja pALavI hota to judA paDavAnI zI jarUra hatI ? paNa kaho ke temane bhagavAnanI nahi, potAnA manubhAi (mana)nI AjJA pALavI hatI. temanA manane nirdoSa gocarInI AjJA gamI mATe pALI, paNa samudAyamAM - guvAmAM tatvajharaNuM 120
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________________ rahevuM joie te AjJA temanA manane na gamI mATe na pALI. A kema cAle ? bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM utsarga Ave ane apavAda paNa Ave. utsarganA sthAne utsarga ane apavAdanA sthAne apavAda sevAya. ra mosaMbIno rasa azaktinA kAraNe pIvAya paNa AsaktithI/ rasathI, rAgathI to na ja pIvAya. roja ekAsaNuM karavuM joie. kAraNe bIyAsaNuM ke navakArazI paNa thai zake paNa Asakti poSavA na thAya. badhAmAM apavAda paNa maithunamAM apavAde paNa rajA nahi, kAraNake tenuM sevana rAga vinA thai zakatuM nathI. rAga-dveSa vinA hiMsAdi doSonuM sevana zakya che, paNa maithunanuM nahi mATe temAM apavAda nathI. rAga-dveSa vadhe tevuM na karAya. rAga-dveSa ghaTe tevuM karAya. utsarga jema mokSano mArga che, tema apavAda paNa mokSano mArga che. bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM temAM pAlana che. apavAdanA sthAne apavAdanuM sevana karanAro paNa mokSe pahoMce che. bhagavAnanA siddhAnto sAme baLavo karanArA nirnava kahevAya. nirnavA eTale bhagavAnanA siddhAntane chUpAvanAra. mahAvIradevanA zAsanamAM ATha nihanava saMbhaLAya che, temAMno pahelo jamAlI, AThamo nihanava digaMbara.. | digaMbaro strImakti-kevalIbhakti-savastramakti mAnatA nathI. teonA mate strIno mokSa na thAya. kevaLajJAnI gocarI na vApare. vastravALAno mokSa na thAya. bhagavAne je karyuM hatuM, te pramANe karavAnuM teo mAne che. paNa temanI A badhI mAnyatAo barobara nathI. ja bhagavAne je karyuM te ApaNe karavAnuM nathI, paNa bhagavAne je kahyuM che te karavAnuM che. bhagavAne je karyuM te karavAnuM hoya to bhagavAne 12aaaa varSanA sAdhanAkALamAM 1 muhUrtathI vadhAre pramAda nathI karyo. palAMThIvALIne teo beThAM nathI. prAyaH mauna rahyA che. 11aaaa varSathI vadhAre covihAra upavAsa karyA che; te badhuM karo ne? e hAthamAM vAparavA, chatAM eke TIpuM nIce na paDe tevI tathA vastro na paheravA chatAM nagnatA na dekhAya tevI bhagavAnanI pAse ladhi hatI. AvI labdhi atyAre koinI pAse che kharI? to pachI tenuM anukaraNa zI rIte karAya? dharmanA nAme paNa kadAgraha ke pakkaDa na joie. bIjAnA daSTikoNane samajavAnI taiyArI joie. 0 (4)sAMzayika mithyAtva : bhagavAnanA vacanomAM zaMkA pedA karAvanAruM mithyAtva sAMsacika mithyAtva kahevAya. zaMkA paDe eTale samakita jAya. tatvajharaNuM 121
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________________ cAlyo jAya sabhA eka kSaNa mATe ja karavAnA kAraNe mithyAtva Ave. kSAyopathamika samakita ghaNIvAra Ave ane jAya. bhagavAnanI sAme tejalezyA choDanAro gozALo pachIthI tIvra pazcAttApa karavAnA kAraNe samakita pAmyo hato. jo koi AtmA eka kSaNa mATe paNa samakitanI sparzanA karIne mithyAtve cAlyo jAya to paNa te dezonA ardhapudagala parAvartakALathI vadhAre to saMsAramAM na ja rakhaDe. te pUrve ja teno mokSa thai jAya. ATalo badho kALa paNa bhagavAnanI bhayAnaka AzAtanA vagerenuM pApa karanArA gozALA vagerene thAya. bAkI to bahu jaladI mokSe pahoMcI javAya. AtmA pahelIvAra samakita pAme tyArathI temanA bhavanI gaNatrI zaru thAya. kSAyika samakita AvyA pachI kadI ya pAchuM na jAya. bAkInA samakita Ave ane jAya. mahAvIra bhagavAne nayasAranA bhavamAM gocarI vahorAvIne samakita meLavyuM. te trIjA maricinA bhavamAM ziSyanI AsaktinA kAraNe gumAvyuM. pachI TheTha soLamA vizvabhUtinA bhavamAM meLavyuM. pAchuM gumAvavAnuM-meLavavAnuM cAlu rahyuM. rAcI mAcIne tIvra bhAvathI pApo karIe to samakita kevI rIte Take? pApa karIe ja nahi, karavuM ja paDe to raDatA raDatA karIe to samakita Take. samakitanI hAjarImAM manuSya ke tiryaMca AvatAbhavanuM devanuM AyuSya bAMdhe ane deva ke nAraka manuSyanuM AyuSya bAMdhe. apunarjadhaka avasthAne pAmelo AtmA 70 koDAkoDI sAgaropamanuM mohanIyakarma ekapaNa vAra na bAMdhe. A apunabaMdhaka AtmA (1) tIvra bhAve pApa na kare. (2)sarvatra aucityanuM pAlana kare ane (3)saMsArane ghaNo sAro na mAne. saMsAranuM bahumAna na kare. te bhavAbhinaMdI na hoya. acaramAvartakALamAM AtmA bhavAbhinaMdI hoya. saMsAra pratye tene tIvra rAga hoya. paNa caramAvartakALamAM praveza thayo hovAthI have te bhavAbhinaMdI na hoya. (5) anAbhogika mithyAtvaHanAbhoga eTale ajJAnatA, anupayogadazA, samajaNano abhAva. sAcI samajaNa na hovAnA kAraNe je mithyAtva hoya te anAbhogika mithyAtva kahevAya. kIDI-maMkoDA,pazu-paMkhI vagerene tathA keTalAka ajJAnI mAnava vagerene A mithyAtva hoya che. | samyagadarzana prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI A mithyAtva nAmanuM bAkoruM khulluM rahe che. tenA dvArA karmo AtmAmAM praveze che. samyagadarzana AvyA pachI mithyAtvanuM bAkoruM baMdha thavA chatAMya avirati vagere traNa bAkorA khullA che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDama tatvajharaNuM 12
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada : 4(2) guruvAra, tA. 26-9-02 karmone pravezavAnA cAra daravAjA che. (1)mithyAtva (2) avirati (3)kaSAya ane (4)yoga. prakRti ane pradezamAM mahattvanuM kAraNa mana-vacana ane kAyAnA cogo che jyAre sthiti ane rasa (pAvara) nakkI thavAmAM mukhya kAraNa kaSAya che. tIvra-maMda vezyA che. bahArathI eka sarakhI pravRtti thatI dekhAtI hoya chatAMya jo bhAvamAM, saMkaleza-vizuddhimAM, kaSAyamAM, aMdaranA pariNAmomAM taphAvata hoya to baMdhAtA karmono (rasa) pAvara judo judo nakkI thAya. jyAM sudhI mithyAtva hoya tyAM sudhI jainazAsanamAM praveza na gaNAya. samyagadarzana pAmyA pachI ja jainazAsanamAM praveza maLe. AvuM kiMmatI samyagadarzana paNa Asakita vagerenA kAraNe gumAvI devAya che. paramAtmA mahAvIradeve maricinA bhavamAM zarIra pratyenI AsakitanA kAraNe cAritrajIvana gumAvyuM to ziSyanI AsakitanA kAraNe utsutravacana bolIne samyagadarzana gumAvyuM. mithyAtvI banyA. Asakita khUba bhayAnakadoSa che. usUtravacana moTuM pApa che. sasUtraprarUpaNA moTo dharma che. paramAtmAnA vacana viruddha kAMipaNa bolAi na jAya, vicArAi na jAya tenI paLe paLe sAvadhAnI rAkhavI jarUrI che. keTalAka bole che ke A kALamAM sAcA sAdhu nathI. dIkSA levAnI koi jarUra nathI. zrAvakajIvana ja paLAya. temanI te vAto zuM bhagavAnanA vacanA viruddha na gaNAya ? paramAtmAe kahyuM che ke jenazAsana 21000 varSa sudhI sAdhu-sAdhvI-zrAvaka-zrAvikA rupa caturvidha saMgha vaDe cAlavAnuM che. haju to 2530 varSa thayA che. tethI atyAre paNa jainazAsana che, ane tene calAvanArA sAcA sAdhu-sAdhvI vagere paNa che ja. bhagavAnanA vacananuM pAlana ochuM-vadhAre hoya te bane, paNa prarupaNAmAM phazka na cAle. paristhitine vaza rAtribhojana karavuM paDe te judI vAta paNa "jamAno badalAyo che, dhaMdhethI moDA avAya che, rAtre phUlaDalAiTamAM badhuM dekhAya che. mATe have rAtre khAvAmAM vAMdho nahi'' tevI rajUAta to na karAya. - kharAba to sApanuM jhera che. te mAre, sApa nahi. chatAM sApathI kema Daro ? te jhera rAkhe che mATe. sApanA daramAM hAtha nAMkho ? nA. kema ? te sApane rAkhe che mATe. mAtra sApanuM jhera ja kharAba hovA chatAM tene rAkhanAra sApa ane sApane rAkhanAra dara kharAba ja kahevAya, koi tenI pAse na jAya. tema kharAba to tatvajharaNuM 123
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________________ Asakti che; paNa te karAvanAra bhojana, strI, paiso vagere paNa kharAba ane tene rAkhanAra saMsAra paNa kharAba che. temAM na rahevAya. paNa krodha, kAmavAsanA, Asati vagere doSo bhayAnaka che. saMsAramAM rahevAthI tenA saMskAro jAgrata thAya che. vadhune vadhu majabUta thAya che. mATe saMsAra choDavAno che. doSanAzanI sAdhanA mATe saMyamanuM vAtAvaraNa anukULa che. mATe saMyamajIvanano svIkAra karavo jarUrI che. - pAMca prakAranA mithyAtva jAya, samyagadarzana Ave eTale paheluM dvAra baMdha thAya. haju avirati, kaSAya, ane coga, traNa daravAjA karmone pravezavA mATe khullA che. temAMnA aviratinA daravAjAne thoDo ghaNo baMdha karAya to dezavirati ane saMpUrNa baMdha karAya to sarvavirati jIvananI prApti thAya. virati eTale virAma, aTakavuM-sarva pApothI aTakavuM te sarvavirati = sAdhujIvana. thoDA pApothI aTakavuM te dezavirati = zrAvaka jIvana.. - avirati bAra prakAranI che. (1)pRthvIkAya, (2) apakAya, (3)teukAya, (4)vAyukAya, (5)vanaspatikAya ane (6)trasakAya, e chakAcanI hiMsAthI na aTakavuM te cha prakAranI avirati tathA pAMca indriya ane mananI avirati maLIne kula bAra prakAranI avirati che. je dIkSA na lo ane saMsAramAM raho to A bAramAMthI keTalI aviratine choDI zako ? trasakAcanI aviratine paNa pUrepUrI na aTakAvI zako. kadAca AMzika aTakAvI zako, paNa te sivAyanI bAkInI 11 prakAranI aviratine to na aTakAvI zako. gRhastha jIvanamAM tame je vrata - paccakakhANo - niyamo - sAmAjika vagere karo cho. temAM je te pApa na karavAnI, bIjA pAse na karAvavAnI pratijJA hoya che paNa te pAponI anumodanA to cAlu ja hoya che. tethI tamAre (1)mana, (2)vacana ane (3)kAyAthI, (1)karavuM nahi ane (2)karAvavuM nahi e rIte 3x 236 koTinuM paccakkhANa hoya che jyAre sAdhuo to pAponI anumodanAthI paNa aTake che mATe temane 3*3=nava koTinuM paccakakhANa hoya che. sAmAyikamAM jema lAiTa karAya nahi. tema bIjA pAse karAvAya paNa nahi. pANI bharAya nahi tema bIjA pAse bharAvAya paNa nahi. pApa jAte na karavAnI sAthe bIjA pAse na karAvavAno paNa temAM niyama che, te na bhUlavuM. anumodanAnuM pApa to sAmAyikamAM paNa cAlu rahe che. jo badhA pApothI aTakavuM hoya to dIkSAjIvana ja svIkAravuM joie. te vinA uddhAra nathI. tatvajharaNuM 14
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________________ izrAvako vadhumAM vadhu mAtra savAlasAnI ja dayA pALI zake. sAdhuo pUrepUrI vIsavasAnI dayA pALI zake. saMsAramAM rahenArAe keTalA badhA krUra, nirdaya, niSphara banavuM paDe! I. . pUrepUrI dayA pALavI eTale vIsavasAnI dayA pALavI. tenA soLamAM bhAganI dayA eTale savAvasAnI dayA. jIvo be prakAranA che. (1) potAnI icchA pramANe hAlI-cAlI zake te trasa ane (2) potAnI icchA pramANe hAlI-cAlI na zake te sthAvara. baMnenA dasa-dasa vasA gaNIe to tame haju trasa jIvonI kAMika dayA pALI zako paNa pRthvI-pANI-agni-vAyu-vanaspati vagere sthAvara jIvonI dayA zI rIte pALI zako? mATe tenA dasa vasA gayA ! trasa jIvomAM paNa kadAca niraparAdhI jIvo pratye dayA batAvI zako, paNa aparAdhI jIvo pratye batADI zako ? tethI tenA pAMca vasA kensala thayA. - niraparAdhI jIvonI jANI joine hiMsA na karo paNa ajANatA thatI hiMsAne zI rIte rokI zako? tethI pAMcanA aDadhA aDhIvasA ochA thayA. aDhI vasAnI dayA rahI. niraparAdhI jIvone jANI joine bhale krUratApUrvaka na mAro, mAravAnI buddhithI na mAro paNa sApekSapaNe to tenI hiMsA zI rIte choDI zako? mATe teno savAvaso ocho thatAM, bAkInI savAvasAnI dayA pALI zako. Ama, tame hiMsAno tyAga karavA mATe vadhumAM vadhu evo niyama lai zako ke, niraparAdhI trasa jIvonI jANI joine, mAravAnI buddhithI (nirapekSapaNe) hiMsA karIza nahi ke karAvIza nahi. A niyamane zrAvakanuM prathama skUla prANAtipAta viramaNa vrata kahevAya che. * niyama levAno puruSArtha karavAno. hiMsA, jUTha, corI,maithuna ane parigraha, A pAMca avato che. teno pratijJApUrvaka saMpUrNa tyAga karavo te pAMca mahAvratavALuM sarvaviratijIvana kahevAya. A pAMceno AMzika tyAga karavA rupa zrAvakanuM bAra vratanuM dezaviratijIvana kahevAya. sAdhune sarvathA prANAtipAta viramaNa mahAvata hoya jyAre zrAvakane skUla, prANAtipAta viramaNa vrata hoya. viramaNa eTale aTakavuM. have kayAMka to aTakavAno puruSArtha karIe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. DA Eii . tatvajharaNuM | 125
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada - 5 zukravAra tA. 20-09-02 ja anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha; e cAra kaSAyo samyaga darzanane pedA thavA detAM nathI. anaMtAnubaMdhI eTale tIvra kakSAnA kapAya. anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAranuM paribhramaNa karAvavAnI tAkAta dharAvatA hovAthI teo anaMtAnubaMdhI kahevAya. sAmAnyathI ema kahevAya ke je krodha-vera vagere eka varSathI vadhAre kALa sudhI rahe te anaMtAnubaMdhI thAya, mATe saMvatsarI pratikramaNa pUrve badhAnI sAthe hArdika kSamApanA karI levI. | kaSa eTale saMsAra, Aya eTale lAbha. jenAthI saMsArano lAbha thAya, saMsAranuM paribhramaNa ghaNo kALa cAlyA kare te kaSAya kahevAya. cAre kaSAyamAM lobha kaSAya vadhAre kharAba che. te badhA pApono bApa che. badhA pApone kheMcI lAve che. lobha eTale Asakita. khAvAnI,dhananI, zarIranI, potAnA vicAronI, nAmanAnI vagere Asakitao choDI devAno prayatna karavo jarUrI che. 11mAM guNasthAnake pahoMcanAro AtmA vItarAga kahevAya. temanuM tyAMthI patana karAvavAnI tAkAta A lobha = AsakitamAM che. vItarAgapaNAthI patanA pAmelo AtmA gabaDato gabaDato kayAreka TheTha pahelA guNaThANe mithyAtvI banIne nigoda sudhInA bhavomAM pahoMcI jAya che. - 10mA guNaThANe lobhane saMpUrNa dUra karIne jeo bAramA guNaThANe pahoMcIne vItarAga bane temanuM kayAreya patana na thAya. teo mokSe ja jAya; kemake temaNe Asakita sahita tamAma doSono nAza karI dIdho che. ( rAga Aga jevo che. dveSa tenA dhUmADA jevo che. Aga vinA dhUmADo na hoya tema rAga vinA dveSa na hoya. krodhAdi dveSanuM mULa paNa lobhAdi rAga che, te na bhUlavuM. mATe lobha = Asakita dUra karavA vadhu prayatnazIla banavuM. - krodha-mAna-mAyA navamA guNaThANe saMpUrNa nAza pAme, paNa lobha to dasamAM guNaThANAnA aMte ja khatama thAya. jene khatama karavA mATe ATalI badhI sAdhanA karavI paDe te doSa keTalo badho bhayaMkara gaNAya? tene khatama karavA ApaNe keTalo badho puruSArtha karavo joie? AThamA-navamA-dasamA guNaThANA sudhI pahoMcelAne paNa ziSyonI, zarIranI, vicAronI Asakita naDI zake che. mATe dhananI mamatA ghaTADavAnI sAthe zarIranI ane vicAronI mamatA paNa choDavI jarurI che. sukhazIlatA tathA vicAronI pakkaDano tyAga karavA prayatna karavo. kAmavAsanA karatAM ya dhananI mamatA vadhAre bhayAnaka che. kAmapuruSArtha tatvajharaNuM 126.
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________________ adhama hoya to (dhana) arthapuruSArtha adhamAdhama che. kAmanI icchA ArtadhyAna che. tiryaMcagatinuM kAraNa che, jyAre dhananI legyA rodradhyAna banIne narakagatinuM kAraNa bane che. kAmavAsanAne pedA karanAra veda mohanIya karma navamAM guNaThANe nAza pAme jyAre arthanI vezyAne pedA karanAra lobha mohanIyakarma dazamA guNaThANe nAza pAme. muzkelIthI ghaNA samaye je dUra thAya te bhayaMkara kahevAya. mATe Asakita choDavA vadhu udhama karavo jarUrI che. kAmavAsanA sevanamAM samaya, zarIra, vyakti, samAja, Abaru vagerenI maryAdA naDe. kayAMka aTakAya. kayAreka aTakAya. dhananI legyAmAM koi maryAdA na naDe. aTakavuM muzkela che. nItithI dhana kamAnAro mammaNazeTha sAtamI narake gayo te vAta kadI na bhUlavI. jyAM sudhI koi pApano pratijJApUrvaka tyAga na karIe tyAM sudhI tenI avirati gaNAya. aviratinA daravAjA vaDe AtmAmAM karmo pravezyA kare. bAdhA levAthI pApo aTake che. mana makkama bane che. thoDI DhIlAsa hoya to dUra thai jAya che. mATe zakayataH vadhu bAdhAo levI joie. | 'bAdhA tUTI jAya tenA karatAM na levI sArI." evuM na bolAya, na vicArAya. A utsutravacana che. prAyazcitta Ave. mAthu hoya to duHkhe, na hoya to na duHkhe, mATe mAthu kApI na devAya. bAdhA hoya to kayAreka tUTe, na hoya to na ja Te. mATe bAdhA levAnuM baMdha na karAya. bAdhA letAM pahelA te bAdhA pALavAnI bhAvanA, zakti ane ullAsa joie, chatAM ya kayAreka tUTI jAya to tenuM prAyazcitta karavuM, paNa bAdhA to levI ja. je saMyogomAM bAdhA pALI zakAya tema na hoya, te saMyogone vicArIne pahelethI chUTa rAkhIne paNa bAdhA to levI ja, paNa bAdhA vinAnA to na ja rahevAya. bhagavAnanuM mana to keTaluM badhuM makkama hoya! temaNe paNa be hAtha joDIne bAdhAo lIdhI hatI, te vAta na bhUlavI. jo mana makkama ja che, to be hAtha joDIne bAdhA levAmAM zuM vAMdho che? hAtha na joDavAnI jIda karavAnuM zuM kAraNa? - zuM manamAM UMDe UMDe paNa amuka saMjogomAM te pApa karavAnI icchA paDelI nathI ne? A je icchA che, te pApa na karo to ya tenuM pApa baMdhAvyA kare che. pApanI A icchAne dUra karavA bAdhA levI jarUrI che. - ApaNo saMsAra pApa karavAthI jeTalo nathI cAlyo teTalo pApa na karavA chatAM pApanI avirati dUra na karavAthI cAlyo che. have je saMsArane sImitA karavo hoya to badhI avirati dUra karIne saMyamajIvana svIkAravuM. chelle jeTalI zakaya hoya teTalI avirati to choDavI ja. bAdhAo laine jIvana saMyamita tatvajharaNuM
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________________ banAvavuM. gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe gUMthelA tassa-uttarI, vecAvaccagarANa, arihaMta ceiANa vagere sUtromAM paNa kAmi kAusagga pado vaDe kAyotsarganI bAdhA sUcavAi che. te na tUTe te mATe tarata bolAtA annattha sUtramAM jarUrI 16 chUTa rakhAi che. ApaNe paNa jarUrI chUTa rAkhIne ya bAdhAo levI joie. Atmika daSTie je UMghe che, te mithyAtvI che. je jAgyo che, te samakitI che. jAgyA pachI pApothI je saMpUrNapaNe bhAgI chUTayo che, te sarvaviratidhara sAdhu che; paNa saMpUrNa bhAgI chUTavAnI icchA chatAM thoDo ghaNo je bhAgyo che te dezaviratidhara zrAvaka che. lAgelI Aga jAgIne joyA pachI na lAge te kevo gaNAya? samakita pAmIne, saLagelo saMsAra jANyA chatAMya saMsArathI na bhAgo, dIkSAjIvana na svIkAro to kema cAle? hA ! jAgIne, lAgelI Aga jovA chatAMya pagamAM beDI hoya to bhAgI nA zake. tema saLagelA saMsArane jANanArA je samakitIne cAritra mohanIya karmano nikAcita udaya hoya te dIkSA na lai zake; paNa te vakhate samakitI raDato hoya. ie jaMbUsvAmIne pUrvabhavamAM cAritra mohanIya karmano nikAcita udaya hato, tethI temaNe bAra varSa sudhI cha8nA pAraNe cha8no puruSArtha karyo, to ya saMyamajIvana na maLyuM. saMyamajIvana meLavavA mATe koipaNa prakArano puruSArtha na karanAro zI rIte kahI zake ke mane nikAcita cAritra mohanIsakarmano udaya che ! sAmAnyathI eka lAkhe ekAda karma nikAcita hoya ema kahevAya, bAkI to badhA karmo anikAcita hoya che. puruSArtha karavAthI te karmo dUra karI zakAya. zuM ApaNe puruSArtha karyo kharo? jo nA, to haju bagaDyuM nathI. have te mATe puruSArtha zaru karIe. devo ane nArakone nikAcita cAritra mohanIsakarmano udaya hoya che. tethI teo saMyama na lai zake ! are ! nAnuM vrata-paccakakhANa paNa na karI zake. jyAre mAnavane cAritra mohanIyano prAyaH anikAcita udaya hovAthI jo ApaNe samyak puruSArtha karIe to cokkasa vrata, niyama, paccakakhANa levA sahita saMyama jIvananA svIkAra sudhI paNa kadAca pahoMcI zakIe. kayAre karIzuM te puruSArtha? saMsAranI vAto karmo upara choDI devI paNa dharmanA kAryamAM puruSArthane mahattva ApavuM. tema karavAthI mokSa tarapha AgekUca thaze. paNa AnAthI viparIta na karavuM. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi daphakaDama. tatvajharaNuM 128
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada - 6 zanivAra, tA. 28-09-02 jaina zAsanano pAyAno siddhAnta anekAntavAdano che. khoTI pakkaDa nA joie. anya mithyAtva karatAM Abhigrahika ane Abhinivezika mithyAtva vadhAre kharAba che, kAraNake temAM kadAgraha che. khoTI pakkaDa che. jaina zAsananA tamAma padArtho rAga-dveSane dUra karIne mokSe javA mATe che. viSaya-kaSAyothI dUra thavA mATe che. satyano evo Agraha kai rIte rakhAya ke jemAM rAga-dveSane khatama karavAno mukhya hetu ja khatama thai jAya ! kadAgraha khUba kharAba che. kadAgrahI vyakti pravacana sAMbhaLavA mATe ayogya che. kadAgrahIne upadeza ApavAnI zAstrakAroe 'nA' pADI che. haDakAyI kUtarIne kasturIno lepa karavAnI karuNA thoDI karAya ? kAcA ghaDAmAM pANI nAMkho to ghaDo phUTe ane pANI paNa jAya ! bhagavAna mahAvIradeve caMDakauzikane upadeza Apyo, kAraNake te kadAgrahI nahoto; paraMtu saMgamane upadeza na Apyo. mAtra AMsunuM dAna karyuM, kAraNake te kadAgrahI hato. sarvatra anekAMtavAda che. are ! anekAMtavAda paNa ekAMtathI nathI. temAM ya anekAMta che. paraspara virodhI jaNAtI vAto paNa judI judI apekSAe vicAratAM sAcI hoi zake che. te jANavA mATe anekAMtadeSTi joie. judA judA aneka satyomAMthI te satyane satya rupe svIkAravuM ke jenAthI rAga-dveSa ghaTe. jenAthI rAga-dveSa vadhe te satya hoya to paNa ApaNA mATe to asatya che. ApaNe satyagrAhI cokkasa banavuM paNa satyAgrahI kadI na banavuM. potAnA mATe satyane grahaNa karavuM paNa satyane bIjA upara ThokI besADavAno Agraha na rAkhavo. lokone takalIpha na paDe te mATe kUtarA vagere pazuone basamAM na caDAvatA upara besADavAno kAyado ghaDAyo. eka vyakti basamAM kUtarAne laine caDhI. samajAvavA chatAM utaratI nathI. DrAivare basa adhavacce UbhI rAkhI. AgaLa calAvato nathI. loko kahe che ke A jIdI mANasa na mAnato hoya to kUtaro bhale basamAM rahe, amane jaldI AgaLa lai jAo. DrAivara-kaMDakTara mAnatA nathI. chevaTe loko rIkSA karIne potAnA sthAne gayA. lokone takalIpha na paDe te mATe banAvelA kAyadAnuM parANe pAlana karAtAM lokone vadhAre takalIpha paDI. A te kevI jaDatA? prajAnI salAmatI, samAdhi ane vyavasthA mATe kAyadA ghaDavA paDe, paNa je tatvajharaNuM 129
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________________ ghaDelo te kAyado ja asalAmatI, asamAdhi ane avyavasthA pedA kare to tenuM pAlana zenA mATe? Atmika samAdhi ane rAga-dveSanA nAza mATe ArAdhanA karavAnI che, paNa te ArAdhanA ja asamAdhi ke rAga-dveSa pedA kare to? mithyAtva jAya, samakita Ave tyAre AtmA cothA guNaThANe gaNAya. vRtti nirmaLa banI; paNa avirati hovAthI pravRtti suMdara na banI. ahIM mAnyatA ane AcaraNA judI judI che. sAmAyika game che paNa thatuM nathI ! pApanI jANakArI che, paNa chUTatuM nathI. dharma game che, paNa thato nathI. beghAghaMTu jIvana jIvAya che. jyAre virati Ave tyAre vRtti ane pravRtti samAna bane. vRtti ane pravRtti vacce lAMbA samaya sudhI aMtara na rahe. jo vRtti baLavattara bane to tene anurupa pravRtti thayA vinA na rahe. khoTI pravRtti baLavAna bane to vRtti palaTAyA vinA na rahe. mATe sArI vRtti jAge to tarata ja tene anurupa pravRttimAM joDAi javuM joie. paramAtmAnA vacana pramANenI vRtti te samyagdarzana ane paramAtmAnA vacana pramANenI pravRtti te virati. samyagdarzana AvyA pachI virati Ave ja, paNa jo viratine nahi lAvo to AveluM samyagdarzana prAyaH gayA vinA nahi rahe. samyagdarzana to kiMmatI ratna che. tene virati nAmanI dAbaDImAM mUko to ja Take. nahi to te corAyA vinA na rahe. maricinA jIvanamAMthI virati jatAM, thoDA samayamAM samyagdarzana paNa gayuM. te vAta kadI na bhUlavI. AvelA samyagdarzanane TakAvavA jaldIthI virati dharmamAM joDAvuM jarurI che. sarva pApono tyAga karIne sarvavirati saMyamajIvana svIkAravuM joie. chelle bAra vrato ke bAra vratamAMnuM ekAda vrata ke tenA ekAda bhAMgAne paNa svIkArIne dezavirati zrAvakajIvana svIkAravuM joie. zI mithyAtva ane aviratinA daravAjAne saMpUrNapaNe baMdha karanArA sarvaviratidhara sAdhuone paNa haju kaSAya ane yoga nAmanA be daravAjA khullA che. saMyamajIvanamAM aprazasta krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane prazastamAM pheravavAno prayatna karavo; paNa aprazasta ane prazasta vaccenI lakSmaNarekhA ghaNI pAtaLI che. tethI prazastanA nAme aprazasta kaSAyo sevAi na jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. dharmanA nAme, satyanA nAme, prazastanA nAme ApaNA aMgata rAga-dveSakaSAyo poSavAnA, vadhu majabUta karavAnA prayatna to thatA nathI ne? te cakAsavuM jarurI che. kaSAyo pedA ja na thAya tevA prayatno karavA. kaSAya pedA thavAnI zakyatA tatvajharaNuM 130
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________________ thAya tyAre teno nigraha karavA prayatna karavo. krodhane aTakAvavA kSamA, abhimAnane aTakAvavA mArdava (namratA), mAyAne dUra karavA Arjava (saraLatA) ane lobhane dUra karavA mukti (nirlobhitA) nAmanA prathama cAra yatidharmonuM sevana karavuM. zAstromAM AvA dasayatidharmo batADayA che. dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa prazasta kaSAyo tathA mana-vacana-kAyAnI zubhapravRttio cAlu che. haju bhagavAna banyA nathI, sAdhaka avasthAmAM che. ziSyonuM kalyANa karavA kyAreka Thapako vagere paNa ApavA paDe. tIrthakaro vItarAga che. temane rAga-dveSa nathI. kaSAyano daravAjo temaNe baMdha karyo che. tethI teo potAnA ziSyo sthavira sAdhuone soMpe che. sthaviro vItarAga na hovAthI ziSyone protsAhita karI zake che. to bhUla badale temane ThapakArI paNa zake che. gacchAcAra pagannA, saMbodhasittarI vagere graMthomAM kahyuM che ke je gacchamAM sAraNA, vAraNA, coyaNA, paDicoyaNA na hoya te gaccha gaccha nathI. saMyamanI icchAvALAe tevA gacchane choDI devo joie. tyAM rahevAthI saMyamanuM pAlana nA thAya. para sAraNA eTale smAraNA. bhUla yAda karAvavI. vAraNA eTale nivAraNA. bhUla karatAM aTakAvavA. coyaNA eTale kaDaka zabdomAM Thapako Apavo ane paDicoyaNA eTale jarura paDe tamAco mAravo ke cAra jaNAnI vacce kahevuM. guru jeTalA, kaDaka, teTaluM ApaNuM hita jaladI thAya. gurunI gALa dhInI nALa lAgavI joie. guruno Thapako maLe te dina ziSya mATe sonAno divasa gaNAya. ziSyone sAcA mArge lAvavA, TakAvavA ane AgaLa vadhAravA gurue paNa prazasta rAga-krodhAdi karavA paDe che. sAco ziSya te che ke je tene preme svIkAre che. koi sAruM kahe te game, ke sAcuM kahe te game? sAruM sAMbhaLavAnI nahi paNa sAcuM sAMbhaLavAnI taiyArI rAkho to jIvanano vikAsa thaze. gurunI kaDavI paNa sAcI vAta sAMbhaLavAnI ane svIkAravAnI taiyArI rAkhavI. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM | 131
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada - 9 ravivAra. tA. 1-10-02 | jIvanamAM sevAi gayelA pApo badala AMkhamAM AMsu joie, pazcAttApa joie. tyArapachI gurubhagavaMta pAse pAponI AlocanA (kathana) karIne prAyazcitta levAnuM. bhaviSyamAM te pApo pharI na karavAnuM paccakakhANa levuM. Ama pastAvo - prAyazcitta ane paccakhANa, A tripuTI ApaNA jIvanamAM AvavI joie. te mAtra bhUlano ekarAra na cAle. tenI sAthe pharI te bhUla na karavAnI taiyArI paNa joie. tene akaraNaniyama kahevAya. Avo akaraNaniyama paramAtmAnA prabhAve Ave. jema duSkRtagaha karavAnI che, potAnA pApo badala pazcAttApa karIne akaraNaniyamanI mAMgaNI paramAtmA pAse karavAnI che tema sukRtAnumodanA ane cAra zaraNano svIkAra paNa karavAno che. tenAthI tathAbhavyatvano paripAka thAya sAuvALa nA kAma thatuM nahi paNa mAna sarakAre avaLA sAba ciraMtanAcArye paMcasUtra graMthanI racanA karI che. tenI upara pU. haribhadrasUrijInI TIkA che. temAM AtmAnA vikAsanI prakriyA sarasa rIte samajAvI che. temAM pAMca sUtro che. prathama sUtramAM tathAbhavyatvanA paripAkanA A traNa upAyo jaNAvyA che. roja teno trikALa pATha karavo joie. paMcasUtramAM (1) prathama sUtranuM nAma pApa pratighAta - guNabIjAdhAna sUtra che. mokSano prathama upAya dharmArAdhanA nahi paNa pApo sAme vaLatA humalA karavAno che. jema jema pApo sAme vaLatA humalA thAya, pAponA saMskAro nAbUda thAya tema tema guNonA bIjanuM vAvetara thAya. doSanAza ane guNaprApti ApaNI sAdhanA che, te kadI na bhUlavuM. (2) bIjuM sUtra sAdhudharma paribhAvanA nAmanuM che. temAM saMsAranA bihAmaNA svarupanA varNanapUrvaka sAdhujIvana levAnA bhAvo pedA karavAnI vAta che. (3) pravajyA grahaNavidhi (aparopatApa) sUtra che. koine trAsa-pIDA na thAya te rIte saMyamajIvana svIkAravAno prayatna karavAnI vAta che. mAtA-pitAnI rajA na maLatI hoya to kevI rIte meLavavI ? chevaTe mA-bApane choDavA paDe to ya tarachoDavA to nahi vagere upAyo temAM sArI rIte batADyA che. (4) pravajyA paripAlana sUtramAM saMyama pAlana mATenI vAto jaNAvela che ane (5) pravajyAphaLa sUtramAM dIkSAnA prabhAve prApta thanArA mokSarUpI phaLanuM varNana karyuM che.Ama, A pAMca sUtramAM mokSa prApti sudhIno AtmAno vikAsakrama tatvajharaNuM 132
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________________ samajAvyo che. sau prathama pApo sAme vaLatA humalA karIne guNonuM bIjAdhAna karavAnuM che. te mATenI prakriyA prathama sUtramAM jaNAvI che. temAM jaNAvyuM che ke A saMsAra duHkha rupa che. duHkha rUpI phaLane ApanAro che. duHkhonI paraMparA calAvanAro che. A saMsArano nAza zuddha dharmanA sevanathI thAya. te zuddha dharmanI prApti pApakarmonA nAzathI thAya. pApakarmono nAza tathAbhavyatvanA paripAkathI thAya. tathAbhavyatvano paripAka karavA roja dukRtagaha, sukRtAnumodanA ane cAra zaraNa; e rupI traNa upAyo vAraMvAra ajamAvavA joie. mArA dAdAgurudeva pU. premasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe moTI uMmare A paMcasUtra gokhyuM hatuM. roja trikALa traNa-traNavAra teno pATha karatA hatA. mArA gurudevanI arthasahita paMcasUtranI pustikA roja traNavAra - chevaTe roja ekavAra avazya vAMcavI joie. kAMi na phAve to khAmemi', "micchAmi', 'vaMdAmi' A traNa padono satata jApa karavo. teno bhAvaH sarva jIvone khamAvuM chuM (khAmemi savya jIve), mArA pApo nAza pAmo (micchA mi dukkaDama) ane sarva guNavaMtone vaMdanA karuM chuM. (vaMdAmi jiNe cauvvIsa) paMcasUtramAM AgaLa jaNAvyuM che ke mArI duSkatagaha sAcI thAo. mane akaraNanicamanI prApti thAo. vItarAga-stotramAM paNa, "pharIthI na thAya te rIte mAruM pApa nAza pAmo''tevI bhagavAnane prArthanA karAi che. pApano pastAvo karIe paNa pharIthI pApa karavAnuM baMdha na thAya to zo artha? paMcasUtra, vItarAga stotra, saMthArA porisInI keTalIka cUMTelI gAthAo vagereno roja bhAvavibhora banIne pATha karavo joie. tenAthI AtmA bhAvita banaze. mAtA-pitAnA kuLanI khAnadAnI judI che ane AtmAnI potAnI khAnadAnI judI che. koNikanA pitA zreNikanI khAnadAnI mATe kAMi pUchavAnuM hoya? mahAvIrabhagavAnanA paramabhakta hatA. AvatI covIsInA pahelA bhagavAna banavAnA che. chatAM dIkaro koNika kevo pAyo? tenA AtmAnI khAnadAnI kevI? sagA bApane jelamAM pUrIne roja 100-100 iMTaranA phaTakA marAvyA. marIne zrI narake gayo ! ApaNe khAnadAna kuLamAM janmyA chIe paNa ApaNo AtmA UMcI khAnadAnIvALo na bane to na cAle. AtmAnI khAnadAnI, kavolITI UMcI lAvavA dukRtagahIdi traNa upAyo roja vAraMvAra karavA joie. tatvajharaNuM - 133
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________________ UMcI khAnadAnI pedA karIne saMyamajIvana svIkAravuM joie. te zakya na bane to aviratino zakayataH tyAga karIne bAra vratadhArI zrAvaka-zrAvikA to avazya banavuM joie. hasavA-hasavAmAM paNa jUTha na bolAya. bIjAne moTuM nukazAna thAya tevuM jUTha na bolavuM. moTA jUThANAno tyAga karavA rupa bIjuM sthUla mRSAvAda viramaNavrata levuM joie. - trIjuM adattAdAna viramaNa vrata che. datta = ApeluM, adatta = mAlike nahi ApeluM. AdAna = levuM. mAlike nahi ApeluM levuM te adattAdAna = corI kahevAya. tenuM viramaNa = tyAga karavAnuM vrata te adattAdAna viramaNa vrata. adattAdAna (corI) cAra prakAre che. (1)svAmI adatta (2)jIva-adatta (3)tIrthakara-adatta ane (4)guru-adatta. phUTa vagere tenA mAlikanI rajAthI laie to svAmI-adatta na gaNAya. paNa jIva-adatta to gaNAya ja. kAraNake temAM rahelA jIvanuM te zarIra che. te zarIranA mAlika jIve ApaNane tenuM potAnuM zarIra khAvA mATe thoDuM ApyuM che? to te kevI rIte levAya? chatAM laie to jIva-adattanuM pApa lAge. gRhastho kerI vagere phUTane potAnA upayoga mATe acitta kare. 48 miniTa pachI tene sAdhu sAdhvIjI vahore to temane svAmI-adatta ke jIva-adattano doSa na lAge; kAraNake kerInA mAlika gRhasthe sAmethI Apela che ane te vakhate kerI acitta hovAthI temAM jIva nathI. che koi padArtha tenA mAlikanI rajAthI vahore to svAmI-adatta na lAge. te acitta hoya to jIva-adatta paNa na lAge. paraMtu jo te akaNa hoya, paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha hoya to tIrthaMkara-adattano doSa lAge. mAlikanI rajAthI kapya acitta padArtha lAvyA mATe svAmI-adatta, jIvaadatta ke tIrthaMkara-adattano doSa na lAgyo paNa jo te padArtha gurune batADyA vinA vApare to guruadattano doSa lAge. - sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto to A cAre prakAranA adattano tyAga kare che, paNa gRhastho mATe traNa adattano to tyAga karavo ghaNo muzkela che. svAmI adattano paNa pUrepUro tyAga karI zakatA nathI, mATe saMyamajIvana svIkAravuM joie. a zrAvaka-trIjA vratamAM, jeno corI tarIke duniyAmAM vyavahAra thAya che, tevI moTI corIno(svAmI adattano) tyAga kare che. te sivAyanI aviratine te tyAgI nathI zakato. te tyAgavA to sAdhu banavuM jarurI che. cothA vratamAM sthUlathI (kAyAthI) maithunano tyAga athavA svastrImAM maryAdA tatvajharaNuM 134
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________________ lAvavI; ane pAMcamA vratamAM parigrahanI lImITa nakkI karavI. A pAMca aNuvrato gaNAya. sAdhuone A pAMca vrato saMpUrNa hoya, mATe mahAvata gaNAya. - pAMca mahAvrato svIkArIne dIkSA jIvana jIvavAthI aviratino daravAjo baMdha thayo paNa kaSAya ane yoga nAmanA karmone AvavAnA be daravAjA haju khullA che. sAdhune paNa kaSAyo hoya. kaSAyo be prakAranA che. (1) aprazasta (kharAba) ane (2)prazasta (sArA). aprazastane prazastamAM TrAnsaphara karavA. vyakti upara krodha nahi karavAno, paNa vyaktimAM rahelAM doSo upara krodha karavo. potAnAmAM rahelAM doSo joine, te doSo pratye tiraskAra karavo. ahaMkArane mArA bhagavAna, mArA guru, mArA dharmanA gauravamAM-khumArImAM TrAnsaphara karavo. | mAyA kharAba che, mRSAvAda (7) paNa kharAba che. paNa mAyA sahitano mRSAvAda to vadhAre bhayAnaka che. tethI aDhAra pApasthAnakamAM baMne pApane judA jaNAvyA pachI pAchA bhegA sattaramA pApa tarIke paNa jaNAvyA. krodha-mAna-mAyA navamA guNaThANe jAya. lobha to TheTha dasamA guNaThANe jAya. vAsanAne pedA karato veda paNa navame guNaThANe jAya. | hAla bharatakSetramAM vadhumAM vadhu sAtamAM guNaThANA sudhIno vikAsa thai zake. tene sAco sAdhu ja kahevAya. tene paNa sUkSma kaSAya-kAmavAsanAdi hoi zake. tethI koimAM tevuM dekhAya teTalA mAtrathI tiraskAra ke dhikkAra na karavo. A pAnA lIsA che. A citra sarasa che. A saMgIta majAnuM che, saMthAro suMdara patharAyo che. muhapatti khUba sukomaLa che vagere vicAradhArA paNa cothA vratanA atikramAdi doSa rupa che. atikrama eTale doSa sevananI icchA. vyatikrama eTale icchApUrtino sAmAnya prayatna. aticAra eTale te mATeno ghaNo prayatna. anAcAra eTale. icchAnI pUrti karavA dvArA vratano bhaMga. | kaSAya nAmanuM karmonuM pravezadvAra dazamA guNaThANA sudhI khulluM rahe che. mATe koi sAdhu-sAdhvIjImAM sAmAnya kaSAyAdine joine bhaDako nahi. navamA-dazamAM guNaThANA sudhI paNa vAsanA ane kaSAyonA sUkSma sUkSma doSo AtmAne satAve che, chatAM temanuM sAcuM sAdhupaNuM jatuM rahetuM nathI. mATe sUkSmadoSone najaramAM lAvIne dIkSA letAM aTakavuM nahi. tevA saMyamIne tiraskAravA nahi. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam tatvajharaNuM 135
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada 10 budhavAra. tA. 02-10-02 nigodanA jIvonI svakAyasthiti anaMtakALa che eTale ke nigodanA jIvo marIne pharI-pharI nigodamAM anaMtakALa sudhI utpanna thai zake. nigodamAMthI bIjA bhavomAM na jAya. narakamAM janAro 33 sAgaropame paNa bahAra nIkaLe. narakano jIva marIne pharI taratanA bhavamAM narakamAM na jAya. narakamAMthI chUTakAro jaldI che paNa nigodamAMthI chUTakAro jaldI nathI. A apekSAe nigoda to naraka karatAMya bhayaMkara gaNAya. atyAre bIjI narakathI nIce na javAya te sAcI vAta, paNa atyAre nigodamAM to javAya ja che. tyAM pahoMcyA pachI mAnava kyAre banAze? nigodanA jIvomAM rahelo avirati nAmano doSa tene anaMtakALa tyAM janmamaraNa karAve che. rasa nAmano lekha hIro saMpUrNapaNe avirati to saMyamajIvana svIkArIe tyAre dUra thAya kAraNake zrAvakajIvanamAM ya anumodanAnuM pApa to khulluM che. agyAramI pratimA vahana karanAra zrAvaka sAdhu jevo gaNAya paNa sAdhu na gaNAya. avirati haju cAlu che. UMcI kakSAno zrAvaka sAvadhavarjana,uddiSTavarjana,vagere kare to ya saMvAsAnuMmatino doSa teno Ubho rahe che. te to saMyamajIvana svIkAryA pachI ja dUra thAya. samyaktva AvatAM mithyAtvanuM pravezadvAra baMdha thAya. saMyama svIkAratA avirati dUra thAya. paNa kaSAya ane yoga cAlu rahe. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano udaya dUra thAya tyAre samyaktva maLe. apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyo dUra thAya tyAre dezavirati Ave. pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyo dUra thAya tyAre sarvavirati prApta thAya ane saMjvalana kaSAyano udaya dUra thAya tyAre yathAkhyAta cAritra maLe. saMjvalana kaSAyono udaca cAritrane malina kare, aticAra lagADe paNa cAritrano bhaMga na thavA de. saMyamajIvanamAM paNa saMjvalana kakSAnA kaSAyo hoya, chatAM saMyamajIvana cAlyuM na jAya. kaSAyono udaya thAya to tene aprazasta na banavA devA, paNa prazastamAM badalavAno prayatna karavo. abhimAnane dharmanA gauravamAM-khUmArImAM pheravavuM. potAnI mA ne mA kahevI te mAnuM gaurava che. bIjAnI mA ne DAkaNa na kahevAya. mAsI kahevAya. tema potAnA dharmanI khumArI hovI te gaurava rupa che. hovI ja joie paNa bIjAnA dharmane tiraskArAya nahi. jo tiraskAro to dharmanuM gaurava che ema na kahevAya paNa jhanUna che, ema kahevAya. dharmanuM gaurava sAruM, paNa dharmanuM jhanUna kharAba. viSNukumAra munino krodha prazasta hato. namucimaMtrIe sAdhuone tatvajharaNuM 136
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________________ dezanikAla karyA. viSNumuni pAse vAta AvI. saMsArI saMbaMdhanA nAte temaNe maMtrI pAse traNa DagalAM jamIna mAMgI. vaikriya labdhi vaDe moTuM zarIra banAvyuM. be cheDe be paga mUkIne gussAmAM namucine pUchayuM, bola ! trIjo paga kacAM mUkuM? namucinA mAthA upara mUkIne tene khatama karyo. saMyamIonI rakSA karavA mATe gussAmAM che. deva-devIo AkAzamAM rAsaDA le che. dhIme dhIme zAMta paDyA. zAstro kahe che ke temane mAtra iriyAvahIyAnuM prAyazcitta AvyuM kAraNake temano A prazastakaSAya saMjvalana kakSAno hato. dekhAvano hato paNa aMdarano nahoto. gaLAno hato, hRdayano nahoto. dharmarakSA mATe hato. temanuM saMyama TakeluM hatuM. pulAka labdhivALA sAdhumAM cakravartInI chAvaNIne khatama karavAnI zakti hoya che. zAsana upara AvelA AkramaNane khALavA pulAka labdhino upayoga karIne AkhI chAvaNI khatama karavI paDe to tenuM prAyazcitta temane mAtra iriyAvahIyA Ave, kAraNake te saMjvalana kaSAya kahevAya. ApaNe krodha karavo ja nahi. karavo ja paDe tema hoya to hRdayathI na karAya. gaLAthI karIne bhUlI javAya. sAmevALA pratye sadbhAva TakAvI rAkhavo. sAmAnyathI je kaSAya 1 varSathI vadhAre Take te anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya kahevAya, te samakita na rahevA de. jainapaNuM jAya. je kaSAya cAra mahinAthI vadhAre Take te apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAya kahevAya, te dezavirati-zrAvaka jIvana na AvavA de. nAnuM paNa paccakkhANa na karavA de. je 15 divasathI vadhAre Take te pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAya kahevAya. te sAdhujIvana prApta thavA na de. je 15 divasathI ocho kALa rahe te saMjvalana kaSAya kahevAya. A saMjvalana kaSAyonI hAjarImAM sAdhupaNuM to rahe paNa yathAkhyAta cAritra na Ave. yathAkhyAta cAritra eTale 11-12-13-14 mA guNaThANAnuM bhagavAne kaheluM cAritra. te to badhA kaSAyo dUra thayA pachI ja prApta thAya. AtmAno vikAsa thato aTakAvavAnuM kArya kaSAyo kare che. A kaSAyone vadhAre bhayAnaka banatA aTakAvavA pratikramaNanI ArAdhanA goThavAyelI che. temAM kaSAyonuM pratikramaNa (pAchA haTavAnuM) karavAnuM che. ApaNA kaSAyone anaMtAnubaMdhI banatA aTakAvavA varSe saMvatsarI pratikramaNa che,apratyAkhyAnIya banatA aTakAvavA cAra mahIne caumAsI pratikramaNa che;pratyAkhyAnIya banatA aTakAvavA 15 divase pakhi pratikramaNa che. kaSAya thAya to tarata tenI kSamApanA karavI. chevaTe bAra kalAkathI vadhAre to na rahevA devA. te mATe roja rAi ane devasi pratikramaNa karavAnuM che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. fio3 tatvajharaNuM 130
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada - 11 guruvAra. tA. 3-10-02 cAritra pAMca prakAranAM che. (1)pulAka (2)bakuza (3)kuzIla (4)nigraMtha ane (5)snAtaka. A pAMca cAritramAMthI bakuza ane kuzIla cAritra atyAre che. te pAMcamA ArAnA aMta sudhI raheze. bAkInA traNa cAritrono viccheda thayo che. bakuza ane kuzIla cAritra eTale kAbaracItaruM cAritra. aneka aticArothI malina banatuM cAritra. chatAM A sAcuM cAritra che. chaThThA ane sAtamA guNaThANAnuM cAritra che. AvuM cAritra jIvanAro sAco sAdhu gaNAya. hA, teNe potAnA jIvanamAM lAgatAM aticAronuM prAyazcitta karatA rahevuM joie. je doSo seve ja nahi te bhagavAna kahevAya. ApaNe bhagavAna nathI. doSo to sevAtA raheze. je sAdhu ke sAdhvI potAnA jIvanamAM sevAtA doSonuM zuddhamAM zuddha prAyazcitta karatA hoya te sAcA sAdhu-sAdhvI kahevAya. zuddhi karavAthI cAritra Take, paNa cAlyuM na jAya. zAstromAM dasa prakAranA prAyazcitto batADayA che. prAyazcitto to doSonI zuddhi mATe ja hoya ne? sAdhunA jIvanamAM paNa tevA moTA gaMbhIra doSonI saMbhAvanA haze tyAre ja tevA moTA gaMbhIra prAyazcitto zAstromAM batADyA haze ne? dasa prakAranA prAyazcittomAM chellA cAra prAyazcitto to mAtra sAdhuone ja Ave. gRhasthone nahi. A prAyazcitto vahana karyA pachI te sAco sAdhu ja gaNAya. tenA pratye dubhava na karAya. (1)potAnI bhUlanI rajUAta karavI te AlocanA prAyazcitta. (2)gurunA Asanane bhUlathI paga aDI gayo, vageremAM micchA mi dukkaDam kahevuM te pratikramaNa prAyazcitta. (3)gurunI pAse bhUlanI kabUlAta karavA pUrvaka micchA mi dukkaDam kahevuM te ubhaya(AlocanA...tikramaNa) prAyazcitta. (4)doSita gocarI vahoravI ja nahi. bhUlamAM vahorAi gayA pachI khabara paDatAM teno tyAga karavo, paraThavI devI te viveka prAyazcitta. (5)pratikramaNamAM be logassano, eka logassano, savAre kusumiNa kusumiNano cAra logassano kAyotsarga karavo te kAyotsarga prAyazcitta. (6)moTA doSo sevAtA ekAsaNuM, upavAsa vagere prAyazcitta Ave te tapa prAyazcitta. gRhasthone A cha prakAranA ja prAyazcitta Ave paNa have pachInA cAra prAyazcitta na Ave. (9) cheda prAyazcitta: paga saDI jaine dhIme dhIme AkhA zarIrane khatama kare tema hoya to zarIra bacAvavA potAno paga kapAvI devo paDe tema bhayAnaka doSa sevAi javAnA kAraNe samagra saMyama jIvanane bagaDatuM aTakAvI devA mATe amuka tatvajharaNuM 138
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________________ amuka dIkSA paryAcane kApI nAMkhanAruM cheda prAyazcitta apAya che. sevelo je doSa 180 upavAsanA tapa prAyazcittathI paNa zuddha thAya tema na hoya tyAre te doSanI zuddhi mATe A cheda prAyazcitta apAya che. temAM 1 mahIno, cAra mahInA, cha mahInA, amuka varSano dIkSA paryAya chedI (kApI) naMkhAya che. jeTalA paryAyano cheda karavAmAM Ave teTalA samayamAM dIkSita sAdhuo have moTA bane che. atyAra sudhI teo vaMdana karatA hatA, have temane vaMdana karavAnuM thAya che. tenAthI ahaMkAranuM vilopana thAya che. lokomAM ughADA paDavuM paDe che; paraMtu tenAthI te gaMbhIrabhUlanI zuddhi thAya che. cAritrajIvana akhaMDa bane che. nirmaLa bane che. gItArtha gurudeva ja AvuM prAyazcitta yogya jIvane Ape. bhUla to ghaNAnI thAya; paNa tenI zuddhi karanAra dhanya che. temanA pratye durbhAva nahi karavAno. temanI zuddhine vaMdanA karavI. (8) mULa prAyazcitta : gaMbhIrabhUlanA kAraNe tamAma dIkSA paryAya kensala karIne navesarathI khAnagImAM vaDIdIkSA apAya. badhAthI te nAno thAya. bhUlano pArAvAra pazcAttApa hoya to ghare mokalavAnA badale pharIthI vaDIdIkSA ApIne cAritramAM rakhAya. sAdhune ATha prAyazcitta ja hoya tyAra pachInuM muM-10muM prAyazcitta na hoya. (9)anavasthApya prAyazcitta : gaMbhIra bhUla karavAnA kAraNe badho dIkSA paryAya kensala karAya. amuka tapAdi vahana karyAM pachI ja temane pharI vaDIdIkSA apAya. tyArapachI dIkSAparyAya zaru thAya. upAdhyAyane 1 thI 9 prAyazcitta AvI zake. (10)pArAMcita prAyazcitta : AcAryane ja Ave. AmAM bAra varSa sudhI guptavAsamAM rahIne koi rAjAne pratibodha karIne jaina zAsananI prabhAvanA karavAnI hoya che. je potAnA pApono ekarAra kare che, prAyazcitta mAMge che. maLelA te prAyazcittane vidhipUrvaka vahana kare che,te mahAna che. puNyazALI che. puruSottama che. temanI kadIya niMdA na karavI. teo pApI na gaNAya. nahi to rahanemI te ja bhavamAM mokSe na jAta. zAstromAM temane puruSottama kahyA che. paga to temanoya lapasyo,paNa tarata pAchA haTI gayA. prAyazcitta karI lIdhuM. pApI maTIne mokSe gayA. naMdISeNa, ArdrakumAra vagerene paNa karmIe pachADyA paNa teo zuddhi karIne pharI utthAna pAmyA. patananA bhayathI utthAnanA mArge jatAM na aTakAya. paDavAnA bhayathI cAlavAnuM baMdha na karAya. cAlato hoya ke Ubho thAya te paDe, sUtelo na paDe. tethI paDavAnA bhaye kAMi cAlavAnuM ke UbhA rahevAnuM baMdha na karAya. kAyama sUtelA na rahevAya. tema doSo sevAvAnA ke patana pAmavAnA bhaye dIkSA letAM na aTakAya. dIkSA to levAnI ja, patana na thAya, doSo na sevAya tatvajharaNuM 156 139
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________________ tenI kALajI levAnI. chatAMya bhUla thAya to prAyazcitta karIne UbhA thavAnuM, saMyamamArge pharI doDavAnuM. 1 thI 10 guNaThANA sudhI kaSAyono daravAjo khullo hoya che. tyAra pachI mAtra coganA daravAje karmo praveze che. mana-vacana-kAyAnI zubha ke azubha pravRttio yoga kahevAya. jayAre te azubha hoya tyAre AtmA daMDAya che, mATe te traNa daMDa kahevAya. jayAre te zubha bane tyAre te traNa guti kahevAya. 11-12-13 guNaThANe zubhayoga hoya. tyAre zAtAvedanIya karma baMdhAya. te be samaya sudhI AtmA upara rahe. pahelA samaye baMdhAya, bIjA samaye bhogavAi jAya. trIjA samaye na hoya. - teramA guNaThANe rahelA kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMto vihAra kare te kAyayoga. dezanA Ape te vacanayoga. potAnA mATe temaNe kAMi vicAravAnuM nathI. kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM je dekhAya te bolavAnuM che. paNa je pa anuttaranA vimAno che, temAM rahelA devo kayAre ya A dharatI upara AvatA nathI. sadA tyAM ja svAdhyAyamAM lIna hoya che. teo kalpAtIta hoya che. temane jayAre koi savAla muMjhave tyAre teo tyAM rahyA ja bhagavAnane savAla pUche che, teno je javAba hoya tene anurupa manovaNAnA pudgalone grahaNa karIne bhagavAna goThave che, te manayoga che. bhagavAne goThavelA manovargaNAnA pudgalone te devo avadhijJAnathI jANIne tenA AdhAre potAnA savAlano javAba meLavI le che. A rIte bhagavAnane traNe yoga hoya che. AtmA A traNe yoga saMdhIne zailezIkaraNa karIne ayogI bane tyAre 14mu guNaThANuM prApta thAya. zaila parvata. zeleza= parvatono rAjA meruparvata. tenA jevo AtmAne nizcala karavo te zelezIkaraNa kahevAya. - nAbhi pAse rahelA AtmAnA ATha rucaka pradezo sadAnA sthira che, mATe tyAM kadI ya koi karmo coMTatA nathI. bAkInA badhA pradezo satata calAyamAna che, mATe karmo coMTe che. paNa 14mAM guNaThANe pahoMcelA AtmAe zelezIkaraNa vaDe tamAma Atmapradezo sthira karyA hovAthI temane koipaNa karma coMTe nahi. ayogI hovAthI yogano daravAjo paNa baMdha thai jAya. karmone pravezavAno cAramAMthI ekapaNa daravAjo have khullo nathI. , , 3, 2, 7 e pAMca hRsva bolatAM jeTalo samaya lAge teTalo kALa AtmA A caudamA ayogI guNaThANe rahe. pachI tarata te mokSe jAya. tyAM paNa karmo na baMdhAya. ApaNe saue mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yoga, A cAre daravAjA baMdha karIne jaldIthI mokSe pahoMcavAnuM che. AjathI ja te mATeno puruSArtha AraMbhIe. tatvajharaNuM 140
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada - 13 zukravAra. tA. 4-12-02 jJAna na pragaTavA de te jJAnAvaraNIya. darzana thatuM aTakAve te darzanAvaraNIya. jJAna eTale jANavuM. darzana eTale jovuM. pahelAM dekhAya, pachI jaNAya. pahelAM darzana thAya pachI jJAna thAya. koipaNa padArthano sAmAnyathI bodha thAya te darzana. vizeSathI bodha thAya te jJAna. rastAmAM pasAra thatAM ghaNA borDa upara najara gai. te darzana thayuM. paNa temAMnA keTalAka borDa upara zuM lakheluM che, te barobara jaNAyuM, tenuM jJAna thayuM. kAMika sAMbhaLyuM, joyuM, sUMThuM, cAkhyuM, aDyA te darzana,paNa zaMkhano avAja sAMbhaLyo, gulAba joyuM, attara sUMThuM,khAMDa cAkhI, rU ne aDyA tevo vizeSa bodha thayo te jJAna. ge jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA udaye mUrkha, maMdabuddhi, bhUlakaNA vagere banAya. darzanAvaraNIyaM karmanA udaye UMgha Ave, indriyomAM khoDa-khAMpaNa Ave. baherAza, jhAmara, motIyo, AMkhanA naMbara (cazmA) vageremAM darzanAvaraNIya karmano udaya kAraNa che. G UMgha sArI nathI. pAMca jaNane gabaDAvI denArA pahelavAnane UMghamAM nAnakaDo chokaro mArI zake ! UMghamAM pAMca indriyo ane mana nakAmA thai jAya. badhI zakti khatama thai jAya. AtmAnA sarva guNono teTalA samaya mATe ghAta thAya. mATe UMghane sarvaghAtI kahI che. UMghamAM ghaNo badho kiMmatI samaya veDaphAi jAya che, mATe jarUra karatAM vadhAre UMghavuM na joie. - 1,2,4 ane 8 naMbaranA cAra ghAtI karmo che. te sivAyanA 3,5,6,7 naMbaranA cAra aghAtI karmo che. cAre ghAtI karmono udaya duHkhano/pratikULatAno anubhava karAvatA hovAthI pApakarmo che. jyAre cAra aghAtI karmonA peTAbhedomAM keTalAka anukULatA pedA kare che to keTalAka pratikULatA lAve che, mATe te puNya ane pApa, baMne prakAranA che. je anukULatA Ape te puNyakarma ane je pratikULatA pedA kare te pApakarma kahevAya. | te matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna ane kevaLajJAna; ema jJAna pAMca prakAranA che, mATe te te jJAnane pragaTa thatAM aTakAvanArA te te nAmanA jJAnAvaraNIya karmo paNa kula pAMca prakAranA che. mati eTale buddhi. maMdabuddhi, jaDatA, mUrkhatA vagere matijJAnAvaraNIya karmanA udaye thAya. pUrvabhava yAda na AvavAmAM A karma kAraNa che. te nabaLuM paDe to jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya; tenAthI pUrvabhava yAda Ave. tatvajharaNuM 141
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________________ zrutajJAnAvaraNIya karmanA udaye jJAna na caDe. na samajAya. gokhIe to yAda na rahe. bhUlI javAya. zrutajJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thAya eTale jJAna vadhe. vidvAna banAya. A bhava ke pUrvabhavomAM jJAnanI ane jJAnInI ArAdhanA karavAthI ane virAdhanAthI aTakavAthI jJAnalavidha prApta thAya. sthUlabhadrajInI rakSA, cakSadinA vagere sAta baheno pAse viziSTa jJAnalabdhi hatI, jenAthI teone kramazaH 1, 2, 3,..... o vAra sAMbhaLatAM yAda rahI jatuM hatuM. avadhi eTale maryAdA. maryAdAvALuM jJAna te avadhijJAna. avadhijJAnathI arUpI padArtho na jaNAya paNa mAtra rUpI padArtho ja jaNAya. rupI padArtho paNa badhA na jaNAya. amuka kSetra ke amuka kALamAM rahelA dravyonA amuka paryAco (avasthAo) jaNAya. maryAdAvALuM (lImITeDa) jJAna hovAthI te avadhijJAna kahevAya. amaryAdita jJAna te kevaLajJAna. temAM koi lImITezana na hoya. jene za06-rupa-gaMdha-rasa-sparza hoya te rupI kahevAya, jene zabda-sapagaMdha-rasa-sparza na hoya te asapI padArtha kahevAya. | kSetranI maryAdA vadhatAM vadhatAM code rAjalokanA tamAma rupI dravyonuM jJAna thAya tene lokAvadhijJAna kahevAya. mahAmahInAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM kaTapUtanAe potAnI jaTAmAM ThaMDuM pANI laine jyAre paramAtmA mahAvIradeva upara zIta upasarga karyo hato tyAre tene samatAthI sahana karatAM bhagavAnane lokAvadhijJAna thayuM hatuM. pachI paramAvadhi jJAna thayuM, jemAM alokanuM paNa jaNAya.jene paramAvadhijJAna thAya tene te ja bhavamAM kevaLajJAna thayA vinA na rahe. aDhI dvIpamAM rahelA saMjJI paMcendriya jIvonA manamAM rahelA bhAvone jANe te mana:paryavajJAna. atyAre koine na thAya. bhagavAnane janmathI pahelAM traNa jJAna hoya. jyAre teo dIkSA le tyAre temane A cothuM mana:paryavajJAna thAya. mana:paryavajJAnano saMbaMdha sAdhuveza sAthe che. sAdhuveza lIdhA vinA haju kevaLajJAna koine thai zake, paNa mana:paryavajJAna to koine ya na thAya. sAdhuvezanA A mahattvane jANIne jaladIthI saMsArI vAghA utArIne saMcamadharano veza dhAraNa karavAnI bhAvanA bhAvavI joie. avadhijJAna janarala phIjhIzIyana jevuM che to mana:paryavajJAna spezyAlIsTa DoTara jevuM che. janarala phIjhIzIyana DokTarane badhA rogo ane tenI davAnuM sAmAnya jJAna hoya jyAre spezyAlIsTa DokaTarane eka avayavanA rogonuM, tenI davAnuM vizeSa jJAna hoya. avadhijJAnIne judA judA aneka rupI padArthono bodha tatvajharaNuM 142
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________________ thAya, jyAre mana:paryavajJAnI rupI padArthomAMnA eka manovargaNAnA pudgalone vizeSa rupe jANe. | bhale AMkhanA rogonA niSNAta Ai spezyAlIsTa hoya paNa janarala phIjhIzIyana AMkhanA sAmAnya upacAro na jANe ema nahi. te ja rIte mana:paryavajJAnI ghaNA kSetra - kALanA saMjJI jIvonA vicArone bhale vizada rIte jANe paNa viziSTa avadhijJAnI paNa amuka jIvonA mananA vicArone sAmAnyathI jANI zake kharA. tethI janmathI mati-zruta ane avadhijJAnane dhAraNa karanArA paramAtmA mahAvIradeve meruparvata upara janmAbhiSeka karatAM pahelA indranA manamAM paDelI zaMkAne avadhijJAnanA upayogathI jANI hatI. e kevaLajJAna eTale saMpUrNa jJAna. amaryAdita jJAna. rupI-apI; tamAme tamAma padArthonuM jJAna. tamAma kSetro ane tamAma kALamAM rahelA tamAma dravyonA tamAme tamAma paryAyonuM ekI sAthe jJAna te kevaLajJAna. kevaLajJAnIne sarvajJa kahevAya che kAraNake te badhuM ja jANe che. tenA jJAnanI bahAra kAMi ja rahetuM nathI. - cazmAvALI vyakti cazmAno upayoga kare to dekhI zake, na kare to na dekhI zake. tema pahelA cAra jJAnano upayoga mUko to jaNAya, upayoga na mUko to na jaNAya. naMbara vinAnI tejasvI AMkhavALAne jovA mATe cazmAno upayoga karavAnI jarUra nahi tema kevaLajJAnIne jANavA mATe upayoga mUkavAnI jarUra nahi. vagara upayoge te badhuM ja jANe. jJAna to AtmAmAM ja rahyuM che. te bahAra nathI. pustaka, pAThazALA ke skUla-kolejamAM nathI. badhA AtmAmAM sarakhuM che, paNa ochA-vattA jJAnAvaraNIya karmathI DhaMkAyeluM hovAthI ochuM-vatuM pragaTa thayeluM jaNAya che. ApaNe saMpUrNa jJAnane pragaTa karavAnuM che. te mATe jJAnAvaraNIya karmane dUra karavuM jarUrI che. te dUra thAya, temAM pheraphAra thAya, tyAre aMdara raheluM jJAna pragaTa thAya, | bAMdheluM jJAnAvaraNIya karma nikAcita hoya to dUra na thAya. anikAcita hoya to samyapha puruSArtha vaDe te dUra thai zake che. te mATe jJAna-jJAnInI ArAdhanA karavAnI. temanI jarApaNa virAdhanA na thai jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. virAdhanA karavAthI navuM jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya. navuM jJAnAvaraNIya karma na baMdhAya ane junuM baMdhAyeluM nAza pAme te mATe ApaNe samyak prayatno karavA joie. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDama. tatvajharaNuM 143.
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________________ saMvata 2058 bhAdaravA vada - 14 zanivAra, tA. pa-10-02 (1) jJAnAvaraNIya karma AMkhe bAMdhelA pATA jevuM che. jovAnI zakti che paNa pATA bAMdhelA che, tethI na dekhAya. AtmAmAM jANavAnI zakti che paNa A karmanA kAraNe na jaNAya. A karmanA pAMca peTA prakAra che. (2) darzanAvaraNIya karmanA nava prakAro che. A karma dvArapALa jevuM che. rAjAnI icchA hovA chatAM dvArapALa dUtane aTakAve tema AtmAnI jovAnI zakti hovA chatAM A karma aTakAve. (3) AtmAno svabhAva che avyAbAdha sukhano. duHkhanI bheLaseLa vinAnA sukhano. paNa tene DhAMkIne bhautika sukha-duHkha prApta karAvanAruM vedanIya karma che. te madha lIdhelI talavAranI dhAra cATavA jevuM che. ghaDIka sukha-ghaDIka duHkha Ape che. tenA be prakAro che. (4) vItarAgI AtmAne kAma, krodhI, ahaMkArI banAvavAnuM kArya mohanIya karmanuM che. te dAru jevuM che. dArUno nazo bhAna bhUlAve che. mAtAbahena-dIkarI-patnI vacceno viveka visarAve che, tema mohanIya karma muMjhAve che. sAcAne khoTuM to khoTAne sAcuM manAve che. bihAmaNA saMsArane sohAmaNo manAve che. tenA 28 bheda che. (5) AtmAnA janma-maraNa na hoya. te to zAzvata che. paNa AyuSyakama janma-maraNa karAve che. te jelanI beDI jevuM che. jelamAMthI chaTakI na zakAya. sajA pUrI thayA pachI rahI na zakAya te rIte AyuSyakarma pUrNa na thAya to ApaghAta karavA chatAMya na marAya. pUrNa thai jAya to lAkha puruSArthe paNa na bacAya. maravuM ja paDe. A karma cAra prakAranuM che. (6) rupa-raMga vinAnA AtmAne jAtabhAtanA zarIra ApavAnuM kAma nAmakarmanuM che. te citrakAra jevuM che. tene jevI icchA thAya tevuM citra dore tema nAmakarma pramANe zarIranA AkAra-raMga-rUpa maLe. tenA 103 prakAro che. () samAna AtmAomAM paNa ucca-nIcano vyavahAra karAvanAruM gotrakama kuMbhAranA ghaDA jevuM che. keTalAka ghaDA ghI bharavA, to keTalAka dAru bharavA kAma lAge tema A karmanA kAraNe koi sanmAnane pAtra thAya to koi dhikakArane pAtra bane. tenA be prakAra che. . (8) AtmA anaMtI zaktino mAlika che. aMtarAyakarma te zaktine kuMThita, kare che. rAjabhaMDArI (khajAnacI) jevuM A karma che. rAjAnI icchA hoya to ya rAjabhaMDArI tene dAna karatAM aTakAve che, tema A karma dAna detAM,lAbha meLavatAM, tatvajharaNuM 144
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________________ bhoga bhogavatAM aTakAve che. tenA pAMca prakAro che. PSI 0 5 AThe karmonA anukrame 5, 9, 2, 28, 4, 103, 2 ane 5 bhedo maLIne kula 158 karmo thAya che. cAra ghAtIkarmomAM sauthI vadhu 28 peTAbhedo mohanIyakarmanA che,to cAra aghAtIkarmomAM sauthI vadhu 103 peTAbhedo nAmakarmanAM che. bhale sauthI vadhu bhedo nAmakarmanA hoya paNa tenI tAkAta ghaNI nathI. bhayAnaka to mohanIya karma che. te badhAno rAjA che. jyAM sudhI te khatama na thAya tyAM sudhI bAkInA karmo AtmAne parezAna karI zake; paNa mohanIya karma khatama thatAM bAkInA karmo nakAmA banI jAya. AtmAne herAna karavAnI temanI tAkAta khatama thai jAya. mATe ApaNe mohanIya karmane khatama karavA badhI sAdhanA karavAnI che. hanIya kabuta mAM mohanIya karma khatama thatAM, tenA gADha traNa mitro jJAnAvaraNIyadarzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya aMtarmuhUrtamAM khatama thAya ja. bAkInA cAra aghAtI karmo AtmAne salAma bharavA mAMDe. sahAyaka bane. AtmAne mokSe jatAM na aTakAvI zake. cAre ghAtIkAM pApakamAM che. cAra aghAtI karmo pApa ane puNya; ema be vibhAgamAM vaheMcAyelA che. tethI ghAtIkarmonI ciMtA karavAnI che, je AtmAnA guNono ghAta kare che. aghAtI karmonI bahu ciMtA karavAnI jarura nathI. are ! aghAtI karmomAMnA puNya karmo to AtmAne phevara karanArA che. tIrthaMkara nAmakarma to bhagavAna banAve. jaina zAsananI sthApanA karAve. AhArakazarIra nAmakarmanA udaye AhAraka zarIra banAvIne sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAnanI RRddhi jovA jai zakAya. satAvatA savAlano javAba bhagavAna pAsethI meLavI zakAya. Adeya nAmakarmathI sarva mAnya banAya. yazanAmakarmathI yaza maLe. tethI cAra aghAtIkarmothI gabharAvAnI jarAya jarura nathI. ApaNe to cAra ghAtI karmone khatama karavAnI jarura che. temAM ya mohanIya karmane khatama karavA sauthI vadhu puruSArtha karavo jarurI che. jJAnAvaraNIya-darzanAvaraNIya ke aMtarAya karmane nabaLuM pADIe to mohanIya nabaLuM paDe ja ema nahi paNa mohanIyane khatama karIe to bAkInA traNene khatama thavuM ja paDe. mATe e traNane khatama karavAno prayatna na karatAM mohanIyane khatama karavA mATe badhuM baLa vAparavuM joie. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thavAthI vidvAn banAya. mohanIyanA kSayopazamathI vairAgI banAya. vairAgya pedA na kare tevI vidvatA zuM kAmanI? Blogge Prof po tatvajharaNuM 164 145
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________________ jJAna vinAno vairAgya cAle paNa vairAgya vinAnuM jJAna na cAle. saMyamajIvananI pAtratA jJAna nahi paNa vairAgya che. bhagavAna ane gurune samarpita rahevAthI, temanI AjJA pALavAthI mohanIya karma nabaLuM paDe, nAza pAme. tethI bhagavAnanI badhI AjJA mAnavI. zakti pramANe pALavAno prayatna karavo. je AjJA na pALI zako te mATe hRdayamAM bhArobhAra duHkha joie. - AtmAno vikAsa jJAnAvaraNIya karma nabaLuM paDavAthI pedA thatAM jJAnanA AdhAre nahi paNa mohanIya karma nabaLuM paDatAM prApta thatAM vairAgya tathA AcAranA AdhAre che. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo pedA karanAruM mohanIyakarma nabaLuM paDe eTale samakita Ave. apratyAkhyAnIca kaSAyo dUra thAya eTale zrAvakajIvana Ave. pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyo dUra thAya eTale saMyamajIvana maLe ane saMjavalana kaSAyo jAya eTale yathAkhyAta cAritra Ave. - have tame evuM kahI zako kharA ke pAMca pratikramaNa AvaDe eTale samakita Ave, cAra prakaraNa bhaNe eTale zrAvaka banAya. cha karmagraMtha bhaNIe eTale sAdhu jIvana maLe? nA, jJAnanA AdhAre nahi, vairAgya ane AcAranA AdhAre ja jIvana unnata banI zake. mATe vairAgI, AcAra saMpana banavAno prayatna satata karavo joie. - cha karmagraMtha, tattvArtha vagerenuM jJAna meLavIne paMDita banI gayA pachI paNa rAtri bhojana na choDe, kaMdamULa na choDe, sAmAyika-pratikramaNa pratye ruci na hoya to kevuM gaNAya? AvuM kema? kAraNake temaNe jJAnAvaraNIya karma nabaLuM pAyuM, paNa mohanIya karmane nabaLuM na pADyuM. te temaNe jJAna meLavyuM, paNa vairAgya na meLavyo. jJAna ochuM hoya to haju cAle, paNa vairAgya ocho hoya to na cAle. jenA cothA vratanA ThekANA na hoya tevo jJAnI caDe ke cothA vratamAM majabUta hoya tevo alpa jJAnI caDe? cho bhaNIne dIkSA leje. haju to tuM ghaNuM ochuM bhaNyo che. utAvaLa zuM che? AvuM na bolAya. dIkSA lIdhA pachI AkhI jIMdagI bhaNavAnuM ja che ne? dIkSA mATe vairAgya joie. vairAgya joradAra hoya to dIkSA apAya. vahelI dIkSA thaze to vadhAre bhaNaze. bhaNavA mATe saMsAramAM rAkhavA mAMgatA hoya tene pUchavAnuM mana thAya che ke vadhu samaya saMsAramAM bhaNI zakAya ke saMyamamAM bhaNI zakAya? ApaNuM AkarSaNa jJAna upara nahi, vairAgya upara joie. jJAnI karatAM tatvajharaNuM | 146
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________________ saMyamIne vadhAre pUjavA joie. saMyamI pratye jeTalo Adara vadhArazo teTalA saMyamIo vadhaze. pravacano sAMbhaLIne mAtra jJAnI bano to na cAle. jIvananuM nakkara parivartana thavuM joie. amAruM comAsuM saphaLa ke niSphaLa? tenuM beromITara tame kone gaNo cho? vyAkhyAnamAM keTalA AvyA te? zibiromAM 2500 Ave che te ? keTalo tapa thayo te? keTalA mahotsavo thayA te? keTalA benDavAjA vAgyA te? keTalA lAkha rUpIyA kharcAyA te? to ApaNe bhUlIe chIe. comAsAnI saphaLatAnuM beromITara to te gaNAya ke keTalA loko pAmyA? keTalAnA jIvanamAM nakkara parivartanA AvyuM? krodha keTalAe ocho karyo? kaDavA zabdo bolavAnA keTalAe ochA kaya? Atmika vikAsa keTalAe sAdhyo? | A rAga-dveSa jeTalA ghaTe teTaluM parivartana gaNAya. ArAdhanAo karIne ke pravacano sAMbhaLIne rAga-dveSa vadhAravAnuM na karAya. tattvajJAnI banIne ke viziSTa pravacanakAra banIne ke jAta-jAtanI zAsana prabhAvanAo karI-karAvIne tame phe ame potAnA anAdikALanA ahaMkAra vagere kaSAyone poSavAnuM kAma karIe to kema cAle? kI | jaina zAsananI tamAma ArAdhanAo ApaNA anAdinA doSo/kaSAyone nAza karavA mATe che. have te ArAdhanAo ApaNA aMgata rAga-dveSane poSavA mATe zI rIte karAya? guNavAnone pUje. guNavAnonA guNo gAo. guNavAnone badhe AgaLa karo to guNavAno vadhaze. paisAdArone mukhya karIzuM to paisAnuM mahattva vadhaze. pravacanakArone pUjazo, bIradAvazo, temanA ja guNagAna gAzo to badhA zAstro bhaNavAnuM choDIne, pustako vAMcIne pravacanakAra banavA lAgaze. vaktA banaze, paNa jJAnI nahi bane. temanI pariNati nahi ghaDAya. vairAgya nabaLo paDaze. kadAca jIvana jokhamamAM mUkAze. je zAstronA jJAnIone AgaLa karazo, bIradAvazo, temanA guNa gAzo to badhA zAstro bhaNavA lAgaze. zAstrIya jJAnathI temanI pariNati ghaDAze. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. | tatvajharaNuM | 140
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso suda- 2 magaLavAra, tA. 8-10-02, pAMca prakAranA jJAnamAM pahelA cAra jJAna ochA-vattA pramANamAM thAya paraMtu pAMcama kevaLajJAna to kyAre thAya tyAre saMpUrNa ja thAya. - pahelA cAra jJAna te te jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA copazamathI thAya che. kSayopazama ocho-vadhAre thato hovAthI, tenAthI pragaTa thatuM jJAna paNa ochA vadhAre pramANamAM hoya. kevaLajJAna to jJAnAvaraNIya karmano saMpUrNa nAza thavAthI ja thAya. mATe te ekI sAthe saMpUrNa ja thAya, ochA-vadhAre pramANamAM nahi. A badhA kevaLajJAnIonuM kevaLajJAna eka sarakhuM ja hoya, kAraNake badhAne jJAnAvaraNIya karmano saMpUrNa kSaya thayo che. AdinAtha, nemInAtha, mahAvIra svAmI, sImaMdharasvAmI, gautamasvAmI, caMdanabALAjI, mRgAvatIjI vagerenA kevaLajJAnamAM koi pharaka nahi. tamAme tamAma arihaMta bhagavaMto, siddhabhagavaMto, kevaLajJAnIo vagerenuM kevaLajJAna sarakhuM ja hoya. jyAre judA judA AtmAonA matijJAna vagere cAre jJAno judA judA prakAranA hoya. prAyaH eka sarakhA na hoya. - cauda pUrvadharone zrutakevalI kahevAya che. te tamAmane 14 pUrvonuM sUtrathI (zabdathI) jJAna eka sarakhuM hoya paNa arthathI badhAnuM jJAna samAna na hoya. zruta jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama badhAno judo judo hovAthI temanA arthabodhamAM judApaNuM hoya che. I eka caudapUrvI karatAM bIjA cauda pUrvIno bodha (1) anaMtaguNa vadhAre (2)asaMkhyAtaguNa vadhAre (3)saMkhyAtaguNa vadhAre (4)saMkhyAta bhAga vadhAre (5) asaMkhyAta bhAga vadhAre ke (6)anaMta bhAga vadhAre ema cha prakAre vadhAre hoi zake che. e ja rIte eka caudapUrvI karatAM bIjA caudapUrvIno bodha uparanA cha prakAre ocho paNa hoi zake che. Ama, badhA jIvonuM zrutajJAna sarakhuM nathI paNa ochuM-vadhAre che. ' | rAjAnA maMtrImaMDaLamAM rahelA juvAniyAone gharaDAmaMtrIo sahana thatA nahotA. temaNe rAjAne kahyuM ke "sAThe buddhi nAThI' kahevata to Apa jANo cho ne? gharaDAone badale yuvAnamaMtrIo lo to kevuM? rAjA kahe che, "tamArI vAta vicAraNIya che. paNa pahelA tame mane javAba Apo ke rAjAnA moDhA upara koi lAta mAre to tene zuM karavuM joie? juvAniyAo bolyA "emAM pUchavAnuM zuM? tene phAMsIe caDAvI devo. pachI rAjAe vRddhamaMtrIone bolAvIne e ja savAla pUchayo. che. yuvAnavayamAM lohI garama hoya. utAvaLIyo svabhAva hoya. jaladIthI tatvajharaNuM 148
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________________ Apa ApanA rAjakI to pAchaLa mAre. monA talavArathI mastaka AvezamAM AvI jAya. sArAsArano vicAra barobara na karI zake. vRddho pIDhaanubhavI hoya. dIrghadRSTA hoya. sArA-khoTAnA vicAra karIne gaMbhIratAthI nirNaya le. tethI to kahevata che ne ke, "gharaDAM gADA vALe.'' ja vRddhamaMtrIoe paraspara vicAraNA karIne kahyuM ke, "rAjana ! ApanA moDhe lAta mAranArane rAjya ApavuM joie." juvAniyA bolyA ! "joyuM ne rAjana ! gharaDAonI buddhi keTalI che? te jANI lIdhuM ne?'' - rAjAe vRddhone temanA javAba pAchaLanuM rahasya pUchyuM. teo kahe, "rAjana! ApanA moDhe lAta koNa mAre? duzmano to talavArathI mastaka uDADe. tIrathI vIMdhI de. lAta mAre to pAchaLa mAre. moDhA upara kevI rIte mAre? A to Apa ApanA rAjakuMvarane khoLAmAM ramADatA ho tyAre tenI lAta ApanA moDhe vAge tema bane ! rAjakuMvarane phAMsI apAya ke rAjya apAya? rAjAe yuvAnA maMtrIone kahyuM, "sAMbhaLI AmanI vAta ! AmanI pAse anubhavono nicoDa che? have samajAi gayuM ne ke temanI salAha huM vAraMvAra kema lau chuM?" yuvAnonI buddhi judI, vaDilonI buddhi judI, kAraNake buddhi pedA karanAro matijJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama judo judo che. te ja rIte avadhijJAna ane mana:paryavajJAna paNa judA judA jIvonuM judA judA prakAranuM hoya che. mAtra kevaLajJAna evuM che ke je badhAne sarakhuM ja hoya. thoDuM AvyA pachI dhIme dhIme vadhatuM jAya tevuM cAra jJAnamAM bane paNa kevaLajJAnamAM nahi. te to ekI sAthe pUrepUruM ja thAya. kevaLajJAna eTale saMpUrNa jJAna. - jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAi na jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. je bAMdheluM che teno nAza thAya te mATe prayatna karavo. pelA mAlatuSa muni ! jJAnAvaraNIya karmano evo udaya thayo ke kAMi yAda na rahe. gurue kahyuM ke, vadhu na bhaNAya to kAMi nahi. "mA ruSa mA tuSa" A eka vAkaya gokhI do. emAM badhA Agamono sAra AvI jAya che. koinA upara roSa na karIza ke kayAMya toSa na karIza. gusso na karIza ke sukhamAM lIna nA banIza. badhe samabhAva rAkhaje." jJAnasAramAM pU. yazovijaya ma. sAheba jaNAve che ke eka mAtra nivaNa-mokSa padane vAraMvAra bhAvita karavAmAM Ave to te eka padanuM jJAna paNa mokSa apAvavA samartha che. te utkRSTa jJAna che. vadhAre padonA jJAnano Agraha nathI. eka pada paNa vairAgyanI pariNati pedA kare to paryApta che. vairAgya pedA nA kare tevA DhagalAbaMdha pado meLavavAno zo artha? AtmAnA kalyANano AdhAra tatvajharaNuM 149.
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________________ jJAna nahi paNa nirmaLa pariNati che. rAga-dveSanI maMdatA che. vairAgya che, te na bhUlavuM. JOVING 'mA ruSa mA tuSa' ATalA zabdo paNa te munine yAda nathI rahetA. bhUlamAM mApatuSa mApatuSa gokhAya che. munio bhUlo kADhe to sudhAre che, paNa pAchuM mASatuSa mASatuSa thai jAya che. badhAe temanuM nAma mApatuSamuni pADI dIdhuM. muni vadhune vadhu gokhavAno udhama kare che, paNa dIna nathI banatA. ArtadhyAna nathI karatA. dharma mATe paNa ArtadhyAna na karAya. jJAna na caDe to dIna na banAya. hAya-voya na karAya. ArtadhyAna na karAya. nahi to ajJAna pariSaha hArI gayA gaNAya. karmonA kAraNe jJAna na caDe to jJAna meLavavAno udyama karavo. tapa na zake . 22 pariSahone sahevAnA che. temAM ajJAnapariSaha ane prajJApariSaha Ave che. jJAna na caDe, na AvaDe, na yAda rahe to dIna banI jaie, hAyavoya karIe to ajJAna pariSaha hArI gayA kahevAie. tevA samaye jJAna meLavavAno udyama karavA sAthe meM pUrve kevA jJAnAvaraNIya karmo bAMdhyA haze ke jethI A sthiti nirmANa thai? teno vicAra karIne te pApono pazcAttApa karavo. tevI virAdhanA na karavAno, jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAno saMkalpa karavo. paraMtu laghutAgraMthIthI pIDAvAnI jarura nathI. AtmavizvAsa keLavIne navuM jIvana jIvavAno prayatna karavo. jJAnAvaraNIya karmano vizeSa kSayopazama thavAnA kAraNe bIjAnI apekSAe vadhAre jJAna prApta thayuM hoya to teno ahaMkAra na thai jAya tenI jAgRti rAkhavAnI che. nahi to prajJA pariSaha hArI javAze. maLelA jJAnane pacAvavAnuM che, paNa gurutAgraMthIno bhoga banavAnuM nathI. jema jema AMbA upara kerI AvatI jAya tema tema DALIo jhukatI jAya che, tema jJAna vadhatAM namra banavuM joie.sI jJAnasAramAM pU. yazovijayajI ma. sAheba jaNAve che ke jo tuM guNo vaDe pUrNa che, to tAre jAta prazaMsA karavAnI zI jarura che? tAre haju zuM meLavavAnuM bAkI che ke jenA mATe tAre jAta prazaMsA karavI paDe ! ane jo tuM guNo vaDe pUrNa nathI to paNa tAre jAta prazaMsA karavAnI zI jarura che? tArI adhUrI jAta tane jyAre dekhAya che tyAre tuM jAtaprazaMsA karI zake ja zI rIte? Ama koipaNa kAraNe jAtaprazaMsA karAya nahi. duniyAmAM zeranA mAthe savAzera paNa hoya che. tethI ApaNA karatAM caDiyAtAne najaramAM lAvIne ahaMkArane dUra karavo. A kALamAM potAnAthI caDiyAtA koi na ja jaNAtA hoya to pUrvanA kALamAM thayelI tevI caDiyAtI 2 150 tatvajharaNuM
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________________ vyakitaone najaramAM lAvIne tenI apekSAe potAnI halakAi vicArIne paNa ahaMkAra kAbUmAM levo. caudapUrvadharanI sAme ApaNuM jJAna keTaluM? tIrthakaronI apekSAe ApaNuM puNya ke rupa keTaluM? zI rIte ahaMkAra ke AtmaprazaMsA karI zakAya? - je ahaMkArI hoya tene potAnA sivAyanA badhA tuccha lAge. halakA lAge. lam everything enuM sUtra bane. paNa ApaNe to am nothing ne ApaNuM sUtra banAvavAnuM che. namra banavA mATe A vAta che, paNa lAcAra, dIna ke hatAzanirAza banavAnI vAta nathI. A bhavamAM ke bhUtakALamAM thayelA tamAma pApo badala vAraMvAra pazcAttApA karavAno che. caudhAra AMsue raDavAnuM che. siMha-vAgha-kUtarA-bilADAnA bhavomAM zuM ApaNe pApo nathI karyA? A bhavamAM paNa pApo nathI karyA? to raDatA kema nathI? jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazame maLelA jJAnanA abhimAnathI akkaDa kema banIe chIe? ke mApatuSa muni game teTaluM gokhe to ya "mA ruSa mA tuSa yAda rAkhI zakatA nathI. vAraMvAra bhUlI jAya che. khoTuM bolAya che. bIjA munio yAda karAve to. temanI upara gusse nathI thatAM, paNa temano vAraMvAra upakAra mAne che. potAnA maMda kSayopazamane najaramAM lAvIne pUrva bhavomAM bAMdhelA jJAnAvaraNIya karmo badalA pazcAttApa kare che. ( 12 varSa vItI gayA. roja bhaNavAno udhama cAlu che. paNa yAda rahetuM nathI. aDadhI rAte jAgI jAya che. pazcAttApamAM lIna banyA. jJAnanI kevI kevI virAdhanAo karI haze? te yAda karI karIne mAphI mAMgavA lAgyA. pazcAttApanI tIvratAe temane dhyAnamAM lIna karI dIdhA. kSapakazreNI maMDAi. ghAtakarmo nAza pAmyA. teo kevaLajJAna pAmyA.. hasatA hasatA kevaLajJAna koine maLyuM nathI. raDatAM raDatAM kevaLajJAna kone nathI maLyuM? te savAla che ! pApo badala raDI to juo. ApaNe pazcAttApathI raDavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. eThAM moDhe bolIe, vAMcIe, bhaNIe, jJAna ke jJAnanA upakaraNone ghUMka lagADIe, paga aDADIe, nIce jamIna upara mUkIe, te badhuM laine saMDAzabAtharumamAM jaie, khAie, bagalamAM rAkhIe, to jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya. jemAM akSaro ke AMkaDA hoya te jJAna kahevAya. ghaDiyALa, paisA vageremAM akSaro-AMkaDAo hoya che. akSara-AMkaDAvALI ghaDiyALa, paisA-kapaDA sAthe tatvajharaNuM - 151
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________________ saMDAsa-bAtharuma na javuM. pustaka-chApuM jamIna upara rAkhIne na vaMcAya. saMDAzamAM chApuM na vaMcAya. akSarovALA kapaDA chokarAone na paherAvAya. kapaDA-cazmA vagere upara rahelA akSaro dUra karavA joie, goLI gaLatAM pahelA, sAbuno upayoga karatAM pahelA tenI uparanA akSaro paNa dUra karavA joie. rupIyA gaNatAM, copaDI-noTanA pAnA pheravatAM cUMka na aDADavuM. kavaraaMtardezIya TIkITa vagere coMTADavA ghUMka na lagADavuM ema.sI pIrIyaDamAM vaMcAya-lakhAya-bhaNAya nahi. jJAnane aDAya nahi. skUla-kolejanA pustako, navalakathA ke chApuM vagere paNa na vaMcAya. zAstromAM je a, ba, ka, Da akSaro Ave che, te ja chApA-pustako vageremAM Ave che, tenI AzAtanA na karAya. a, A, i vagere svaro tathA ka, kha, ga, gha vagere vyaMjano mAtRkApado kahevAya. tenuM dhyAna dharavAthI kSayopazama vadhe. dhAraNAzakti, smaraNazakti vadhe. A mAtRkApadonI AzAtanA na karAya. TUMkamAM je je rIte jJAnanI AzatanA thatI hoya te baMdha karavI. sAthe sAthe jJAna ane jJAnIno vinaya karavo-jJAnanA AThe AcAronuM barobara sevana karavuM. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. A~kha para paTTI jaisA | dhaTADA nAnA raNIyA. b loose invois de A tatvajharaNuM 152 | 15ra
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso suda - 4 budhavAra. tA. 9-10-02 jJAnAcAra, darzanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra ane vIryAcAra ema pAMca prakAranA AcAro zAstromAM jaNAvyA che. te AcAro AcaravAmAM na Ave to paNa karmabaMdha thAya. valasADa, jJAnAvaraNIya karma na bAMdhavA ATha prakAranA jJAnAcAranuM sevana karavuM joie. temAM koi aticAra na lAge tenI kALajI rAkhavI joie. chatAM koi aticAra sevAi jAya to tenI AlocanA karIne prAyazcitta levuM joie. (1)kALa : davAno, jamavAno, ophIsano jema niyata samaya hoya che, tema jJAna meLavavAno paNa kALa hoya che. yogya kALe jJAna bhaNAya. akALe na bhaNAya. jJAna bhaNavuM te sArI vAta che, paNa te akALe bhaNavuM te doSarUpa che. lohI,mAMsa vagere azucinA kAraNe asajajhAya thAya, temAM svAdhyAya karIe to doSa. svAdhyAyanA kALamAM svAdhyAya na karIe to doSa. yogya kALe na bhaNIe to doSa. akALe bhaNIe to doSa. savAra-sAMja pratikramaNano tathA madhyAhanlR pUjAnA samaye akALa hoya, tethI sahaja rIte akALamAM svAdhyAya aTakI jAya. 1 pUrva ke tethI vadhAre pUrvonA jJAnIe racelA zAstro ke temAMthI uddharelA graMthono pATha asvAdhyAyamAM ke akALamAM na karAya.vAcanA,pRcchanA,parAvartanA, anuprekSA ane dharmakathA,A pAMca prakAranA svAdhyAyamAMthI anuprekSA svAdhyAya no kyAMya niSedha nathI. akALa ane asajajhAyamAM paNa anuprekSA manana - ciMtana rupa svAdhyAya to thai zake che. bAkInA cAra prakAranA svAdhyAyano niSedha che. = = (1)sUryodaya pahelAMnI 48 miniTa (2)sUryAsta pachInI 48 miniTa (3)purimuThThanI AgaLa-pAchaLanI 24-24 miniTa maLIne 48 miniTa ane (4)madhyarAtrinI AgaLa-pAchaLanI 24-24 miniTa maLIne 48 miniTa, A cAra saMdhyA kahevAya che. traNa rAtre Ave. eka divase Ave. A cAre saMdhyA svAdhyAya mATe akALa che. temAM devavaMdana-pUjA-pratikramaNAdi thai zake, jApa karAya, paNa pUrvadhara racita sUtronA cAra prakAranA svAdhyAya na thAya. caitrI-Aso oLImAM suda pAMcamanA purimuz thI vada bIjanA sUryodaya sudhI asajjhAya gaNAya. asajhAyamAM ke akALe bhaNavAmAM Ave to deva-devI nukazAna kare tevI saMbhAvanA che. tevA samaye deva-devIo bahAra nIkaLyA hoya. maMtrAkSaro sAMbhaLatAM temanuM dhyAna ApaNI tarapha kheMcAya. temAM koi mithyAtvI deva-devI hoya to tene ApaNI upara gusso Ave. te ApaNane herAna kare. tatvajharaNuM - 153
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________________ "kayAreka gAMDo banAvI de, to kayAreka kevalIprajJapta dharmathI bhraSTa karI de. AvuM na thavA devA akALa ane asajajhAyamAM svAdhyAya na karavo. Avazyaka niryuktimAM dRSTAMta Ave che. khyAla na rahevAthI sAdhu sUryAsta pachI akALamAM svAdhyAya karI rahyo che. samakitI devatAnuM dhyAna gayuM. koi mithyAtvI deva-devI nukazAna na kare te mATe mahIyArInuM rupa laine chAza vecavA tyAM AMTApherA karavA lAgI. sAdhunuM dhyAna jatAM te kahe che, "are ! A kAMi chAza vecavAno samaya che?' tarata teNe kahyuM "to zuM? A kAMi savAdhyAyano kALa che? akALa thai gayo. nukazAna thaze. mATe bhaNavAnuM mUkI do." ane sAdhu aTakI gayA. divasa ane rAtrino pahelo ane chello prahara maLIne kula cAra prahara svAdhyAya karavAno kALa che. tyAre svAdhyAya na karIe to amane doSa lAge. baMne pratikramaNamAM vaMdittAnI jagyAe bolAtA pagAmasajhAya sUtramAM cAra prahara svAdhyAya na karyo hoya to ame tenI kSamA mAMgIe chIe. | bhaNavAnA samaye na bhaNIe to na cAle. dhArmika jJAna meLavavA puruSArtha karavo. temAM upekSA na cAle. skUla-kolejanuM zikSaNa meLavavA yuzana-lezana vagere mATe keTalA sirIyasa cho. to dhArmika abhyAsa mATe sariyAma upekSA kema? jyAre anukULatA maLe tyAre svAdhyAyamAM lIna banavuM joie. tenAthI pariNati ghaDAya. vairAgya puSTa thAya. sAcA-khoTAno viveka Ave. samatA sadhAya. dIkarA-dIkarIone artha sahita cha karmagraMtha sudhIno abhyAsa karAvavo. te pahelAM temanA nokarI-dhaMdhA ke lagna aMge vicAraNA na karavI. A to pAyAnuM jJAna kahevAya. tenA vinA na cAle. paMcendriya jIvonA kalevara, lohI, cAmaDI vagere azuddhi 100 DagalAmAM hoya to svAdhyAya na thAya. vasati azuddha gaNAya. rAjA vagerenuM mota thatAM rASTriya zoka hoya to svAdhyAya na thAya. dhummasa to saMyamaghAtI che. temAM svAdhyAya to na thAya, paDilehaNAdi kriyA paNa na thAya. vihAra na thAya. bolAya nahi, navakAravALI gaNavA AMgaLI paNa na halAvAya. na vaMcAya, na lakhAya, kAmaLI. oDhIne besI javAnuM. manamAM anapekSA svAdhyAya thAya. . vihAra karatA hoie to skUla-maMdira-upAzraya ke chevaTe jhADa nIce paNa kAmaLI oDhIne besI javuM paDe. dhummasa vikharAya pachI AgaLa vihAra karAya. zarama na rakhAya. je zaramAya te dharama na karI zake. kAcA pANIno garbha akALe phATavAthI dhummasa thAya che. apakAyanI bhayAnaka virAdhanA thAya. saMsAramAM to tatvajharaNuM are 154
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________________ dhummasamAM tamArI gADIo doDe che. badhA AraMbha-samAraMbha thAya che. saMsAramAM koNa AvI jayaNA pALI zake? mATe saMsAramAM na rahevAya. jaldIthI jaldI dIkSA jIvana svIkAravuM joie. vividha prakAranI asajajhAyanuM varNana pravacanasAroddhAra graMthamAM vistArathI karavAmAM AvyuM che. temAMthI jANIne te kALe svAdhyAya na karavA dhyAna rAkhavuM. (2)vinaya : vinaya pAyAno guNa che. vinaya vinA vidhA na Ave. jJAna tathA jJAnadAtA guruno vinaya karavo. vyAkhyAna, pAThazALA vageremAM pAMca miniTa vahelA pahoMcavuM. muhapatti ane pustaka aDADIne na rAkhavA. jJAnane nAbhithI upara sthApavuM. jJAna ke jJAnI upara thUMka na uDe te rIte gAthA gokhavIApavI-levI. UbhaDaka page besIne, be hAtha joDIne ullAsa pUrvaka jJAna prApta karavuM vagere vinaya kahevAya. zreNika mahArAjAe siMhAsana upara besIne caMDALa pAsethI vidhA meLavavA prayatna karyo to na maLI. te caMDALane siMhAsane besADIne, pote sAme vinayapUrvaka UbhA rahIne grahaNa karI to AvaDI. (3)bahumAna : bahumAna eTale aMtaraMga prIti. hRdayamAM uchaLato bahumAnabhAva. jJAna ane jJAnI pratye hRdayamAM uchaLato ahobhAva joie. jJAna letI vakhate vAto karavI,DAphoLIyA mAravA, mALA gaNavI, navasmaraNAdi gaNavA vagere jJAna ane jJAnI pratyenA upekSAbhAvane jaNAve che. teno tyAga karavo. (4)upadhAna : sUtro bhaNavA mATe tapAdi anuSThAna karAya te upadhAna kahevAya. paheluM aDhArIyuM karyA vinA navakAra bhaNavAno adhikAra nathI. pachInA aDhArIyA, chakIyA, cokIyA, pAMtrIzu, aThThAvIzuM vagere paNa judA judA sUtro bhaNavAno adhikAra meLavavA mATe che. anukULatAe te upadhAno avazya karavA joie. nAnapaNamAM zakti-samajaNa nahotI. tethI upadhAna na karI zakavA chatAM navakAra gaNavAthI vaMcita na raho te mATe mahApuruSoe karuNA karIne evI AzAe bhaNavA dIdhA ke jyAre zakti Avaze tyAre upadhAna karI leze. have chatI zakti-anukULatAe te na karIe to temano vizvAsaghAta na gaNAya? By amAre paNa uttarAdhyayana, AcArAMga, kalpasUtra vagere AgamagraMtho bhaNavA-bhaNAvavAno adhikAra meLavavA je joga karavAnA hoya che, te amArA mATe eka prakAranA upadhAna che. te te yoga karyAM pachI ja te te sUtro bhaNavA bhaNAvavA joie. joga bhaNavA mATe karavAnA che, to joga karavA chatAM te te sUtro na bhaNIe to paNa kema cAle? jenA jenA joga karyAM hoya te tamAma tatvajharaNuM 155
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________________ Agamo anukULatAe tarata vAMcavA joie. | (5) anilana : nilava eTale chUpAvavuM, bhUlI javuM. je vidyAguru pAsethI jJAna meLavyuM hoya te vidyAgurunA upakArane kadI bhUlavo nahi. koi pUche to temanA badale bIjAnuM nAma na kahevuM. zrI dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke jenI pAse eka pada paNa zIkhyA hoie te vidyAguruno mAtra bhaNatA hoie tyAre ja nahi, paNa kAyama mATe vinaya sAcavavo. mAtra kAyAthI nahi, mana ane vacanathI paNa be hAtha joDIne satkAra karavA pUrvaka vinaya karavo paNa temano upakAra kadI bhUlavo nahi. eka parivrAjaka pAse vidhA hatI. te cAle tyAre te vidhAnA baLe tenuM trizULa AkAzamAM cAlatuM hatuM. rAjae pUchayuM, "A vidhA Ape konI pAsethI meLavI?' temaNe koi caMDAlAdi halakI vyakti pAsethI te vidhA meLavI hatI. tenuM nAma detA temane zarama AvI. "rAjAne zuM lAgaze? AvI halakI vyakti pAse huM bhaNyo?' A ahaMkAre temane bhUlAvyA. temaNe kahyuM, "himAlaya upara vasatAM amuka mahAtapasvI mahaSi pAsethI meLavI che." A rIte temaNe potAnA vidyAgurunuM khoTuM nAma jaNAvyuM. tarata ja AkAzamAMthI trizULa nIce paDI gayuM. vidhA cAlI gai! (6-7-8) sUtra-artha-tadubhaya sUtra zuddha bolavA-gokhavA. joDAkSaro bolavAmAM bhUla na karavI. mIMDA bhUlavA nahi. na hoya tyAM mIMDu umeravuM nahi. spaSTa uccArapUrvaka bolavA. ekAda akSara ke zabda ocho-vadhAre na bolAya tenI kALajI levI. sabaskUNuM eTale sarvajJa bhagavaMta. eka'na' ocho bolAya to savanUrNa thAya. teno artha 'badhAthI halakA bhagavAna' thAya. kevo anartha thayo ! sUtrono artha paNa potAnI buddhi-kalpanAthI na karatA zAstra sApekSa karavo. sUtra ane artha; baMne vicArAtA, bolAtA, samajAvAtA hoya tyAre te baMnemAM kayAMya zAstraviruddha na thAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. jJAnanI ArAdhanA mATe jJAnapaMcamI tapa karavo. pAMca jJAnanA 28+14+6+2+1 = pa1 bheda hovAthI pa1 sAthIyA, pa1 logassano kAussagga, 51 khamAsamaNA, upavAsa vagere dara suda pAMcame karavuM. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM rIyA nI Di21 tae Do saber tatvajharaNuM le 156
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 Aso suda- pa guruvAra, tA. 10-10-02 pAMca jJAna che. temAM zrutajJAna vAcALa che, bAkInA cAra jJAna mUMgA che. bAkInA cAra jJAnathI je jaNAya tene teo pote rajU na karI zake. tene rajU karavA zrutajJAnanI jarura paDe. Ama, zrutajJAna jANe che ane pAMce jJAnathI thayelo bodha bIjAne jaNAve paNa che jyAre bAkInA cAra jJAna bodha kare che, paNa potAnAthI thayelo bodha pote jaNAvI zakatA nathI. A, apekSAe zrutajJAna mukhya che. ne kevaLajJAna prApta thayA pachI mokSa thAya; paNa ApaNane A bhavamAM kevaLajJAna zakaya nathI. tethI ApaNA mATe zrutajJAna mukhya che. kevaLajJAnI bhagavAnano atyAre viraha che. temanA darzana ApaNane derAsaramAM bhagavAnanI pratimAmAM thAya. te rIte kevaLajJAnano paNa hAla viraha che. te kevaLajJAnanA darzana zrutajJAnamAM thAya kAraNake kevaLajJAnamAM jANeluM zrutajJAnamAM rajU thayuM che. mATe kevaLajJAna meLavavAnI icchAvALAe zrutajJAna meLavavA vizeSa udhama karavo jarurI che; paNa aphasosanI vAta che ke 500 rupIyAnI noTa mUkIne jJAnapUjana karanArA 20 miniTa mATe paNa te zrutajJAna gokhavA-meLavavA udhama karavA taiyAra nathI ! A to kevuM kahevAya? have nathI lAgatuM ke ochAmAM ochI 20 miniTa to roja gokhavuM ja che. TIpe TIpe sarovara bharAya te nyAye roja thoDuM thoDuM gokhatAM ghaNuM AvaDI jaze. prayatna karI to juo. | zabda ane arthanI paraspara vicAraNA vinAnuM jJAna te matijJAna, paNa zabda ane tenI sAthe saMbaMdha dharAvatA artha (padArtha) nI vicAraNA pUrvakanuM jJAna te zrutajJAna. koi paiDo zabda bolyuM. tenAthI peMDo zabda saMbhaLAyo. paNa peMDo zabdano artha dUdhanA mAvAno banelo eka gaLyo padArtha evo bodha na thayo to te matijJAna kahevAya. paNa peMDo zabda sAMbhaLyA pachI A peMDo zabda bolIne. sAmevALI vyakti dUdhanA mAvAnI banelI gaLI mIThAi vize kahe che, tevo je bodha thAya te zrutajJAna kahevAya. koi kannaDa ke telugumAM kAMi bole to ApaNane te kayA zabdo bolyo? te saMbhaLAya che tyAre matijJAna thayuM gaNAya. ApaNe te bhASA na jANatA hovAthI teno artha na samajAya. tethI zrutajJAna na thayuM gaNAya. bIjAne jJAna ApIe, apAvIe, te mATe anukULatA karIe to ApaNane paNa jJAnanI prApti thAya, jJAnAvaraNIya karma nabaLuM paDe. tethI tatvajharaNuM 1pa0
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________________ jJAnanA pustako vagerenI bhakti karavI joie. dhArmika adhyApako - paMDitajI vagerenuM yathAyogya sanmAna karavuM joie. darzanAvaraNIya karmanA udaye indriyomAM khoDakhAMpaNa vagere Ave. indriyo pAMca che. tenA 23 viSayo che. je indriya jene grahaNa kare che teno viSaya kahevAya. zrotrendriya traNa prakAranA zabdone grahaNa kare. (1)sacitta H jIvathI pedA thayelo zabda. (2)acitta : ajIvathI pedA thayelo zabda ane (3)mizra : leMDa, vAjIMtra vageremAM jIvanI sahAyathI ajIva vAjIMtrano avAja. cakSurindriya (AMkha) pAMca prakAranA rupane grahaNa kare. (1)lAla (2)lIluM (3) pILuM (4)kALuM ane (5)sapheda. in dhrANendriya (nAka) be prakAranI gaMdhane grahaNa kare. (1)sugaMdha ane (2)durgadha. rasanendriya (jIbha) pAMca prakAranA rasa(vAda)ne grahaNa kare. (1)khATo (2)tIkho (3)tUro (4) kaDavo ane (5)gaLyo. ahIM khAro rasa judo gayo nathI kAraNake pAMce raso bhegA thAya eTale khAro rasa bane. mATe khArA mIThAne sabarasa kahevAya che. - - sparzanendriya ATha prakAranA sparzane grahaNa kare. (1)guru= bhAre (2)laghutra halakuM (3)zIta(4) uSNa(pa)mR6(6) karkaza ()nigdha(cIkaNuM) ane (8)kSa. pAMce indriyo dvArA A 23 viSayo parakhAya che. temAM Asakti na thai jAya tenI satata sAvadhAnI rAkhavI jarUrI che. judI judI indriyo dvArA potAnA viSayono sAmAnya bodha thAya tene darzana kahevAya. viSayano anubhava karavo te darzana. A darzanane je aTakAve te darzanAvaraNIya karma kahevAya. tenA nava peTAbhedo che. ' (1) AMkhathI je sAmAnya bodha thAya te cakSudarzana kahevAya. (2) AMkha sivAyanI bAkInI indriyo ane manathI je sAmAnya bodha thAya te acakSudarzana kahevAya. ApaNA jevA chaghastha jIvone pahelA darzana thAya, pachI jJAna thAya. matijJAna ke zrutajJAna thatAM pUrve A cakSudarzana ke acakSudarzana thAya che. (3) avadhijJAna thatAM pUrve rupI padArthono je sAmAnya bodha thAya te avadhidarzana (4) kevaLajJAnanI sAthe kevaladarzana hoya. mana:paryavajJAna sIdhuM ja vizeSa bodha rupe thatuM hovAthI tenI pUrve koi darzana thatuM nathI. Ama cAra darzana thayA. tene aTakAve te darzanAvaraNIya karma tatvajharaNuM - 158
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________________ paNa cAra prakAranuM thayuM. temAM pAMca prakAranI nidrA (uMgha) ne lAvanArA pAMca karmo umerIe to darzanAvaraNIya karmanA nava prakAro thAya. [ (1)nidrA : kUtarA ke strI jevI sAmAnya nidrA. jarAka khakhaDATa thAya to jAgI javAya tevI nidrA. (2)nidrA-nidrA : ghasaghasATa UMgha, daMDhoLIne uThADIe. tyAre mAMDa UThe; tevI UMghane nidrA-nidrA kahevAya. (3)pracalA H beThAM beThAM ke UbhA UbhA je UMgha Ave te pracalA. ghoDA-gadheDA-gAya-bheMsa vagere pazuone pracalA UMgha hoya. keTalAka mANasone paNa A UMgha hoya che. (4)pracalA pracalA : cAlatAM cAlatAM UMgha Ave che. keTalAka thAkelA ghoDA-baLado UMghatA-UMghatA ghoDAgADI-baLadagADA vagere calAvatA jovA maLe che. temane A pracalA-pracalA nAmanI UMgha hoya che. (5)viNaddhi nidrA : A bhayAnaka UMgha che. thisaddhi nidrAmAM divase vicAreluM kArya rAtre uMghamAM karI de. jAte te kArya karavA chatAM tene ema lAge ke meM svapnamAM amuka kArya karyuM che. | viNaddhinidrAvALo AtmA dIkSA mATe ayogya che; kAraNake A UMghamAM teno potAnI upara kaMTrola raheto nathI. A UMghamAM te viSaya ke kaSAya saMbaMdhita evA kAtila kAryo kayAreka karI bese che ke jenAthI khUba zAsanahIlanA thAya. AvI zAsanahIlanA na thavA devA thiNaddhinidrAvALAne dIkSA apAtI nathI. jo koi saMyogamAM dIkSA apAi gai hoya, pachI khabara paDe to tene pAchA ghare mokalI devA paDe, paNa dIkSA jIvanamAM na rakhAya. A pAMce nidrA lAvanArA pAMca darzanAvaraNIya karmo che. 2 vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDama. rAjAkA dvArapAla jaisA - T He is tanAvarakaravaE TIE. tatvajharaNuM 159
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso suda - 6 zukravAra tA. 11-10-02 dara ApaNe ATha karmonI vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. cakSudarzana ane samyaga darzana judI cIja che. AMkha vaDe dekhAya te cakSudarzana. paramAtmAnI vAtomAM pUrNa zraddhA te samyagadarzana. cakSudarzanane aTakAvavAnuM kAma cakSudarzanAvaraNIya karmI kare to samyagadarzanane aTakAvavAnuM kAma darzanamohanIya karma kare. cakSudarzanAvaraNIya karmanA udaye AMkhanA naMbara Ave. motIyo-jhAmara vagere thAya. AMkhonuM teja ochuM thAya. kANA-AMdhaLA banavuM paDe. atisUkSma vastu na dekhAya. pAchaLanI vastu na dekhAya. AMkhanA pIyAM vagere khUba najIkanI vastu na dekhAya. | koinI kIkI kALI hoya to koinI bhUrI ke mAMjarI hoya. tenI pAchaLa A cakSudarzanAvaraNIya karma kAraNa nathI, paNa nAmakarma kAraNa che. kIkIonA kalara badalAvAthI jovAmAM pharaka paDato nathI. acakSudarzanAvaraNIya karmanA udayathI AMkha sivAyanI bAkInI indriyo mAM khoDakhAMpaNa Ave. baherAza, muMgApaNuM vagere Ave. bIjAne AMdhaLA,baherA, bobaDA, muMgA, totaDA, kahevAthI ke temanI tevI mazkarI karavAthI A darzanAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya. ghaNuM UMgha-UMgha karavAthI paNa A karma baMdhAya. tethI thAka utAravA jarurI UMgha sivAya bahu UMghavuM nahi. UMgha sArI cIja nathI. UMghavAnA samaya daramyAna badhA guNono ghAta thAya che. AhAra ane UMgha, vadhArIe eTalA vadhe ane ghaTADIe teTalA ghaTe. temAM vadhAro-ghaTADo karavo te ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. jarUra karatAM vadhAre khAvuM nahi ke UMghavuM nahi. sAmAnya rIte taMdurasta yuvAnanI UMgha cha thI sADA cha kalAkanI gaNAya. tenAthI nAnI nAnI uMmaravALAnI UMgha vadhAre hoya. moTA-moTAnI UMgha ochI-ochI hoya. pAMca nidrAo uttarottara caDiyAtI che. sauthI bhayAnaka, kAtila nidrA viNaddhi nidrA kahevAya. thisaddhi prAkRta zabda che. tenuM saMskRta 'syAnaddhi che. sthAna = thIjelI. addhi = samRddhi. je kAtila nidrAmAM AtmAnI guNasamRddhi sAva thIjelA jevI thAya te sthAnaddhi = thiNaddhi nidrA kahevAya. thiNaddhi nidrAmAM pahelA saMghayaNavALAnuM baLa prativAsudeva jeTaluM thAya. chaThThA saMghayaNavALAnuM baLa paNa hoya tenA karatAM sAta-ATha gaNuM thAya. AvA baLa vaDe te bhacAnaka virAdhanAo UMdhamAM karI bese. ApaNane chelluM chaThThuM saMghayaNa che. bhagavAnane paheluM saMghayaNa hoya. tatvajharaNuM a ,.. 10.
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________________ saMghayaNa eTale zArIrika baLa. dhRti eTale mananuM baLa. jeTaluM zArIrika baLa vadhAre teTalI mAnasika vRti vadhe. jeTaluM saMghacaNa joradAra teTaluM manobaLa majabUta thAya. dharmanI ArAdhanA mATe jema zArIrika baLa(saMghayaNa)nI jarUra che. tema mAnasika sthiratA, dhIratAnI paNa jarUra che. chellA saMghayaNavALA ApaNe ahIMthI vadhumAM vadhu cothA devaloka sudhI upara ke bIjI naraka sudhI nIce jai zakIe. tethI AgaLa nahi. ahIMthI mokSanA daravAjA jema baMdha che, tema chamI narakanA daravAjA paNa ApaNA mATe baMdha che. 'mahAvideha kSetramAM jo mokSanA daravAjA khullA che, to tyAMthI 7mI narakanA daravAjA paNa khullA che. jo ahIM A bhavamAM ArAdhanA karI haze to mahAvidehamAM pahoMcyA pachI ArAdhanA karavI gamaze, paNa ahIM A bhavamAM ArAdhanA karavI nahi gamADI hoya, virAdhanAonuM AkarSaNa majabUta karyuM haze, to mahAvidehamAM sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavaMta maLavA chatAMya AtmakalyANa nahi thai zake. kAlasIrika kasAine bhagavAna mahAvIradeva maLyA hatA, chatAM te sAtamI narake gayo, te vAta bhUlavI nahi. eka kALacakramAM 1 utsarpiNI ane 1 avasarpiNI Ave. te darekamAM 63 uttamapuruSo thAya che. teo tresaTha zalAkA puruSo kahevAya che. 24 tIrthakaro + 12 cakravartIo + 9 vAsudevo + 9 prativAsudevo + 9 baladevo maLIne 63 zalAkA puruSo thAya. A avasarpiNIkALamAM thayelA 63 zalAkA puruSonuM vistArathI jIvana caritra "SiSThizalAkApuruSacaritra' nAmanA graMthamAM kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrAcAryajIe lakhyuM che. jainazAsananI sthApanA kare te tIrthakara kahevAya. cha khaMDa jIte te cakravartI gaNAya. traNa khaMDane sAdhe te vAsudeva kahevAya. traNa khaMDa jItavAno prayatna karIne, moTo bhAga jItI le te prativAsudeva hoya. vAsudevanA hAthe prativAsudeva marAya. tethI vAsudeva traNa khaMDano adhipati bane. prativAsudeve taiyAra kareluM bhANuM vAsudevane sIdhuM jamavA maLI jAya. vAsudeva ane baladeva; baMne bhAi hoya. baMnenA pitA eka hoya. mAtA judI hoya. baladeva moTo hoya. vAsudeva nAno hoya. jyAre rAvaNa nAmano prativAsudeva A vizvamAM thayo tyAre lakSmaNa vAsudeva thayA. tenA hAthe rAvaNa haNAyo. te vakhate rAmacaMdrajI baladeva thayA. jarAsaMdha prativAsudeva hatA tyAre tene haNanArA zrIkRSNa vAsudeva hatA. moTAbhAi balarAma baladeva hatA. jyAre azvagrIva prativAsudeva hato tyAre bhagavAna mahAvIradevano AtmA aDhAramA bhAvamAM tripRSThavAsudeva tarIke janmyo hato. tenA moTAbhAi tatvajharaNuM 161
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________________ acalakumAra tyAre baladeva hatA. Bei Shi Dora tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM baLa sarvotkRSTa hoya. temanA karatAM ghaNuM ochuM baLa cakravartInuM hoya. cakravartI karatAM aDadhuM baLa vAsudevanuM hoya. tenAthI aDadhuM prativAsudevanuM hoya. prativAsudeva jeTaluM baLa A thiNaddhi nidrAmAM pahelA saMghayaNavALAne hoya. game te kAma karavAnI tAkAta AvI jAya. zAstromAM thiNaddhinidrAvALAnA dRSTAMto jaNAvyA che. CID (1)eka sAdhu vahoravA gayA. sAme lADavA paDyA hovA chatAM koie vinaMti na karI. lADavA joine temane khAvAnI icchA thai. te icchA sAMja sudhI adhUrI rahI gai. rAtre UMdhamAM thiNaddhinidrAno udaya thayo. UMdhamAM UbhA thaine cAlavA mAMDayA. pelA gharamAM pahoMcIne lAta mArIne daravAjo kholyo. lADavA khAdhAM. bAkInA laine upAzrayanA daravAjA pAse mUkyA. AvIne UMghI gayA. savAre gurune kahe ke mane svapna AvyuM. svapnamAM banelI vAta karI. gurue sAdhuone dizAvaloka karavA, eTale ke upAzrayanI cAre bAju jovA kahyuM. daravAjA pAsethI lADavA laine ziSyo AvyA. pelA sAdhune thiNaddhinidrAno udaya thayo hato,evuM jANIne gurue te sAdhune saMsAramAM tenA ghare mokalI dIdho. (2)jaina dharma vyApaka che. game te dharmamAM janmelA ahIM dIkSA lai zake che. ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karIne mokSa sudhI pahoMcI zake che. eka kuMbhAre dIkSA lIdhI. joine tene paNa tevuM karavAnI icchA thai. tevI icchAmAM ja rAtre eka maMdiranI parazALamAM sUvAnuM thayuM. aDadhI rAtre thiNaddhinidrAno udaya thayo. tyAM rahelI talavAra laine sUtelA sAdhuonA mastakane mATIno piMDa samajIne dhaDathI karavA lAgyo. judA (3)eka sAdhu vahoravA gayo tyAre sAme hAthI Avyo. gabharAine bIje gayo. paNa tene hAthI pratye dveSa pedA thai gayo. rAtre thiNaddhinidrAno udaya thatAM te hastizALAmAM pahoMcyo. hAthInA dAMta pakaDIne,hAthIne goLa goLa bhamAvIne nIce pheMkayo. dAMta kheMcI kADhyA. upAzrayanA daravAjA pAse dAMta mUkIne aMdara jai sUi gayo. AvuM svapna AvyuM tema teNe savAre gurune kahyuM. upAzraya pAse paDelA dAMta dekhAtA thiNaddhinidrAno udaya jANIne,sAdhuveza laine tene ghare ravAnA karyo. (4)eka sAdhu gocarI vahorIne Avato hato. rastAmAM vaDanI DALI tene athaDAi. gusso caDayo. rAtre thiNaddhinidrAno udaya thayo. UThIne teNe te vaDanI tatvajharaNuM 162
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________________ DALIo toDI dIdhI. kuka darzanAvaraNIya karma baMdhAi na jAya tenI paLe paLe kALajI levI joie. koine paNa baherA-AMdhaLA-kANA vagere na kahevA. kANAne paNa je kANo nA kahevAya to dekhatAne AMdhaLo zI rIte kahevAya? paNa kayAreka AvezamAM AvuM bolAi jAya che ne? have sAvadha rahevuM. koi bahu bolabola karatuM hoya to 'tArI jIbha lAMbI thai gai lAge che ke "tArI jIbha kheMcI kADhIza' evuM bolatAM dasavAra vicAra karajo. enI jIbhane to kAMi nahi thAya, paNa bhAvimAM tamArI jIbha jokhamamAM che, te na bhUlatA. pazu-paMkhInA aMgonA chedana-bhedana na karavA. kAmaNa-sumaNa na karavA. jevuM bIjAnuM karo, vicAro ke kaho, tevuM tamAruM thAya. koinI hAMsI-mazkarI na karavI. koinA cALA na pADavA, mImIkI na karavI, nahi to darzanAvaraNIya karma baMdhAze.. karmasattA kahe che ke khoTuM karanAra ke guno karanArane sajA karavAno adhikAra mAro che; tamAro nahi. tethI tamAruM koi bagADe to paNa tamAre tene kAMi sajA na karavI. jo tame tene kAMipaNa karazo to tenI sajA huM tamane karIza. tamAre jo sajA na pAmavI hoya to tame mAro adhikAra tamArA hAthamAM na lo. ApaNe ApaNI jAte ja karma bAMdhIe chIe. ApaNe bAMdhelA karmo jema ApaNe pote ja bhogavavA paDe tema ApaNe bAMdhelA karmone ApaNe pote ja khatama paNa karI zakIe chIe. te mATeno sakriya prayatna karavo jarUrI che. ( karmanA udaye UMgha Ave te bane, paNa te vakhate UMghavuM ja paDe tevuM jarUrI nathI. UMdhavAnA badale te karmane dUra karavAno prayatna karavo. UbhA UbhA vAMcavuM. pa1 khamAsamaNa devA. AMkho dhovI. zarIra upara pANI chAMTavuM. gamatI pravRttimAM . joDAi javuM. AvuM badhuM karavAthI UMgha dUra thai zake. ( je pravRttimAM rasa na hoya, kaMTALo hoya temAM UMgha Ave. jemAM rasa paDe temAM kaMTALo na Ave. UMgha na Ave. tethI sArI pravRttimAM rasa pedA karavo. temAM tallIna banavuM. tethI UMgha Ave nahi. AvatI hoya to dUra thai jAya. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM - 163
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 Aso suda - 7 zanivAra tA. 12-10-02 | vedanIya karmano bhautikajIvana sAthe saMbaMdha che, to mohanIsakarmano vizeSataH AdhyAtmika jIvana sAthe saMbaMdha che. vedanIya karma sukhI ke duHkhI kare. mohanIsakarma sArA ke kharAba banAve. - ApaNI AryasaMskRti to sArA banavAnI vAto kare che. kharAba to banAya ja nahi. lAbha na thAya to cAle paNa vizvAsaghAta, anIti, corI, jUTha vagere to na ja thAya. pazcimI zailIe ApaNI vicAradhArA palaTI nAMkhI. sArA banavAnA badale sukhI banavAnuM lakSa pedA karAvyuM. duHkhI to na ja banAya. game te rIte sukhI to banavuM ja. vizvAsaghAta, kAvAdAvA, prapaMco, anIti vagere karIne paNa sukhI banavA lAgyA. hakIkatamAM ApaNe sArA banavuM jarUrI che. bhautika rIte sukhI banIne sArA thavAya to sArI vAta. chevaTe duHkhI banIne paNa sArA to rahevuM ja. je sAro banaze, te moDA-vahelA sukhI banyA vinA nahi rahe. A keTalAka lokoe hAla A vicAradhArAne palaTI dIdhI che. teo kahe che, sArA rahIne bhautika rIte sukhI banAya to sArI vAta. chevaTe kharAba banIne paNa sukhI to thavuM ja. A vicAradhArA khUba bhayAnaka che. AdhyAtmika jIvananA mULIyA ukheDI nAMkhavA samartha che. tame Ano bhoga na banatA. sukhIpaNuM ke duHkhIpaNuM to gauNa che. hakIkatamAM to sArApaNuM ke kharAbapaNuM ja mahattvanuM che. jIvanamAM AnAthI viparIta na karAya. ApaNI A bhUlabharelI vicAradhArA jaladIthI palaTavI jarUrI che. jyAM sudhI vicAro nirmaLa nahi thAya, tyAM sudhI AcAro nirmaLa banavA muzkela che. suMdara, AcAra pradhAna, svastha, prasanna jIvana jIvavA mATe ApaNe tyAM badhA loko potapotAnI vicAradhArA nirmaLa banAvatA. "sukhamAM kadI chakavuM nahi, duHkhamAM hiMmata na hAravI, sukha-du:kha kAyama TakatA nathI. e nIti uramAM avadhAravI" AvA subhASito ApaNA hadayamAM gUMjyA karatA hatA. ApaNe tyAM sukha-duHkhanI jarA ya ciMtA nahotI. kharAba na thai javAya tenI satata kALajI levAtI hatI. ja ApaNe sukha-duHkhane lAvanArA vedanIyakarmanI jarA ca ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. ciMtA to sArA ke kharAba banAvanArA mohanIsakarmanI karavAnI che. karmo jaDa che. AtmA jIvaMta che, cetana che. jaDa karmo karatAM cetanA AtmAnI tAkAta vadhAre che. pUrepUrI tAkAtathI ApaNe badhA karmone khatama karI tatvajharaNuM 164
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________________ devAnA che. sIdhuM mokSe pahoMcI javAnuM che. paNa jo ApaNe karmonI sAme humalA nahi karIe, zAMta besI rahezuM, khAi-pIne jalasA karIzuM paNa karmono khUrado bolAvavA koi samyak puruSArtha nahi karIe to A karmo zAMta besI rahe tema nathI. teo ApaNA AtmA upara be prakAranA humalA karIne tene bhayAnaka trAsa ApavAnuM cAlu karaze. A duniyAmAM be prakAranA jIvo che. (1)bhautikarIte sukhI ane (2)dharmI. karmo A baMne prakAranA jIvo upara avAranAra humalA kare che. vedanIya karma sukhIo upara humalo karIne temane du:khI banAve che. temanI pAse rahelI sukhanI sAmagrIo AMcakI le che. koine rogI banAve che. to koine garIba banAve che. koine bhUkhyA UMghADe che to koine tarasyA. mohanIyakarma kahe che ke huM koinI sAmagrIo AMcakI leto nathI ke koine duHkhI banAvato nathI. humalA karavAnA lakSamAM meM dharmIone rAkhyA che; kAraNake samagra saMsAra upara mAruM Adhipatya che. je sukhI che, te to pApo karI karIne mArA tAbAmAM ja rahevAnA che, paNa je dharmIo che, teo dharma karIne jo mokSe pahoMcI jAya to temanI upara mAruM Adhipatya rahe nahi, mATe mAre dharmIo upara vAraMvAra humalA karIne temane A saMsAramAM TakAvI rAkhavAM che. mokSe javA devA nathI. saMgama kI honArata tha 'dharmInA ghare ja dhADa' evuM tame bolo cho ne? te vAta barobara ja che ne? inkamaTekSanI reDa kAM paDe? garIbonA jhuMpaDAmAM ke zrImaMtonI ophIsomAM? jyAM rupIyA chalakAtA hoya tyAM ja reDa paDe ne? tema moharAjA paNa kAM tUTI paDe? jyAM dharmanuM nAma nizAna na hoya te pApIone tyAM ke jyAM puSkaLa dharma thato hoya tevA dharmIne tyAM? maga na hoya to vADIo ta sals je peDhI UThavAnI hoya tene tyAM badhA ekI sAthe ugharANI karavA Ave. dharmI AtmAnI peDhI A saMsAramAMthI UThavAnI taiyArImAM che. te mokSanI najIka pahoMcyo che. mATe badhA karmo ugharANI vasUla karavA AvIne UbhA rahe. ApaNe tevA samaye, samatA-prasannatA rAkhavI. hisAba cUkte karavo. ekI sAthe cAre bAjuthI takalIpha Ave, badhA karmo ekI sAthe humalA kare to mokSe javAnuM have najIkamAM haze ema samajIne AnaMdita banavAnuM. devuM cUkate karavAnuM paNa dharmInA ghare dhADa kema? bolIne rodaNA nahi rovAnA ke dharma karavAnuM choDI nahi devAnuM. The bobl paramAtmA mahAvIradeva siddhArtha rAjAnA dIkarA hatA. rAjakumAra hatA. pANI tatvajharaNuM - 165
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________________ mAMge to dUdha maLatuM hatuM. jo dIkSA na le to naMdIvardhana temane rAjapATa ApIne temanA chatradhara ke caparAzI banavA taiyAra hatA. chatAM paramAtmA mahAvIradeve badhuM choDIne dIkSA lIdhI. have zuM thayuM? teo dharmI banyA tyAM dhADa paDavI zaru thai. sADA bAra varSanA sAdhanAkALamAM bhayAnaka upasargonI jhaDI varasI. paramAtmA sAvadhAna banI gayA. dIna na banyA. raDAroLa na karI. balka, moharAjane AhavAna karyuM. AvI jA, letI-detI cUkta kara. tamAma hisAba cUkavavA taiyAra chuM. AvelA upasargo ochA jaNAtA hoya tema sAme cAlIne anAryadezamAM gayA. karmonI sAme vaLato humalo temaNe karyo. - jenA mAthe devuM hoya, te khAnadAna sajjana zuM kare? jyAre tenI pAse paisA Ave tyAre leNadArone sAmethI bolAvIne premathI cUkavI de ne? koi khUMkhAra leNadAro pAchaLathI herAna parezAna kare tenA karatAM Aje anukULatA hoya to mudata thayA pahelAM ja cukavI devAno prayatna kare ne? | tema jo ApaNAmAM zakti, anukULatA, prasannatA, sahiSNutA hoya to dIkSAjIvana sAmethI svIkAravuM. bhaviSyamAM humalA karanArA karmonI letI-detI atyAre ja cUkavI devI, jethI bhAvimAM te ApaNane herAna-parezAna na kare. dharma pAmyA pachI ApaNI samatA-prasannatA-samAdhi-sahiSNutA samajaNa vadhavA joie. karmonA udaye sahaja AvatA duHkhone samatAthI sahana karavA. arIsAme cAlIne duHkhone svIkAravA. bhagavAna paNa sAme cAlIne anAryadezamAM gayA hatA te na bhUlavuM. jaina zAsananuM karmavijJAna jANIne, samajIne jeNe pacAvyuM che, te game te sthitimAM prasannatA TakAvI zake. samAdhi sAcavI zake. | eka vAta sadA yAda rahe ke karmasattA karatAM dharmasattAnI tAkAta haMmezA vadhAre che. dharmasattA sAme karmasattA kadI TakI zake nahi. tene phalIna bolDa thavuM ja paDe. tethI karmasattA gerIlAyuddha ajamAve che. trAsavAdInI jema humalA kare che; kAraNa ke medAnamAM sAme AvIne laDavAnI tenI tAkAta nathI. mohanIya karmI dharmI AtmAne sIdhe sIdhuM pANI banAvI zakyuM na hovAthI te dharmIonI buddhi upara humalA kare che. tene buddhi bhraSTa kare che. buddhibhraSTa thayelo te dharmI pachI pApI banyA vinA na rahe. aDhAi karI, have azakti lAge che. paryuSaNa to pUrA thai gayA, have rAtre khAie to zuM vAMdho? A thayo mohanIyakarmano buddhi upara humalo. AvA to jAtajAtanA humalA dharmIo upara satata thayA kare che. jo jarAka jAgrata na rahIe to ApaNe paNa buddhibhraSTa thavAnA. pachI zraddhA hacamacaze. pApI banIzuM. tatvajharaNuM 16
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________________ I , vedanIya karmanA be peTAvibhAga che. (1)zAtA vedanIya karma ane (2) azAtAvedanIya karma. je anukULatAo pedA kare te zAtAvedanIya karma ane je pratikULatAo lAve te azAtAvejanIya karma. I azAtA vedanIyakarmanA udaye bhUkha lAge, tarasa lAge. ThaMDI-garamI lAge. lakavo-bI.pI., hArTaeTeka-DAyAbITIsa vagere rogo Ave. pesA DUbI jAya. dhaMdhAmAM nukazAnI thAya. ekSIDanTa thAya. azAtAvedanIyakarma AvI jAtajAtanI hajAro rIte ApaNA jIvanamAM takalIpho lAvI zake. zAtAvedanIya karmanA udaye zarIra sAruM rahe, takalIpho dUra thAya, anukULatAo maLe vagere. [ puruSArtha vaDe karmomAM pheraphAra karI zakAya che. zarIra ane mana sAruM hoya tyAre karmo sAmethI bhogavIne khatama karavA. udayamAM AvelA karmone samatAthI sahana karavA. udayamAM na AvyA hoya te karmono tapa-japa-sAdhanAthI khUrado bolAvavo. ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna na karavuM. tapa vagere ArAdhanA paNa e rIte karavI ke jethI bIjAne trAsa-saMkaleza na thAya. jenAthI durgAna na thAya, pratikramaNavyAkhyAnAdi yogone bAdhA na pahoMce, sAMsArika-kauTumbika javAbadArI nA aTavAya. AMkha-kAna vagere zarIranA avayavo kSINa na thAya teTalo tapa karavo. zarIrane kacaDI nAMkhavA tapa nathI karavAno paNa AhAranI Asaktine khatama karavA tapa karavAno che. tapa karavAthI thoDI-ghaNI azakti to Ave, paNa zarIrane khatama na karAya. mAtra navakArazI karavAthI narakanI 100 varSanI azAtA dUra thAya. porasI . karavAthI 1000 varSanI narakanI azAtA (duHkho) dUra thAya. jema jema moTuM moTuM paccakakhANa karatA jAo tema tema dasa dasa gaNA varSonI narakanI azAtA dUra thatI jAya. AyuSya karma to AkhA bhavamAM eka ja vAra baMdhAya. je AyuSya baMdhAyuM hoya te A bhavamAM udayamAM na ja Ave. AvatA bhavamAM ja udayamAM Ave; paNa AyuSyakarma sivAyanA bAkInA sAtakarmo to dareka samaye baMdhAyA kare che. te karmo A bhavamAM paNa udayamAM Ave, AvatAbhAve udayamAM Ave ke pAMca-pacIsa bhavo pachI paNa udayamAM AvI zake che. | navakArazI vagere tapa karavAmAM 100 vagere varSonuM narakanuM AyuSyakama ochuM thatuM nathI paNa 100 vagere varSo sudhI narakamAM je duHkha bhogavavuM paDe, tene lAvanAruM azAtA vedanIya karma nAza pAme che. A azAtA vedanIya karma to ApaNA AtmAmAM A bhavamAM ane pUrvanA ghaNA bhavomAM bAMdheluM puSkaLa tatvajharaNuM 16o
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________________ pramANamAM jamA che. azAtA vedanIya vagere pApakarmone khatama karavA jema tapa-japa karavAnA che tema unALAmAM sAmethI AtApanA levI, garamI sahana karavI, ziyALAmAM ochA vastrothI calAvavuM. ThaMDI sahana karavI. comAsAmAM eka sthAne rahevuM. muzkelIone sAmethI vadhAvavI. pratikULatAne potAnA jIvanano maMtra banAvavo. tenAthI pApakarmo khapaze. azAtA vedanIya karmanA udaye duHkhanI paristhiti pedA thai zake, paNa te AtmAne duHkhI kare ja, tevo niyama nathI. te ja rIte zAtA-vedanIya karma sukhanI sthiti nirmANa karI zake paNa tenAthI AtmA sukhI bane ja, tevI koi geraMTI nathI. duHkhanI paristhitimAM prasanna ane sukhanI paristhitimAM ya saMtapta banAvavAnI tAkAta AtmAnA savaLA-avaLA puruSArthamAM ke mohanIya karmanI tIvra-maMdatAmAM paDelI che. te vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. fi gig - zahada lipaTI asidhArA jaisA HONEY og suhe inte 168. tatvajharaNuM
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 Aso suda - 10 maMgaLavAra, tA. 15-10-02 AtmAnA vikAsanuM gaNita cauda guNasthAnakanA AdhAre che. A cauda guNasthAnakanI vyavasthA mohanIya karmanA AdhAre goThavAi che. jema jema mohanIya karma nabaLuM paDatuM jAya ke nAza pAmatuM jAya tema tema AtmAno vikAsa thato jAya. jema jema mohanIya karma majabUta thatuM jAya tema tema AtmA mokSathI dUra thato jAya. dhyAnanI dhArAmAM mohanIya karma vadhAre jhaDapI nAza pAme ke zAMta paDe. AtmA jyAre dhyAnanI dhArAmAM AgaLa vadhe tyAre te upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNI mAMDe. upazama zreNImAM mohanIya karma zAMta paDavAthI doSo zAMta thAya. kSapakazreNImAM mohanIya karmano nAza thavAthI doSono nAza thAya. ApaNI badhI sAdhanA mokSa mATe che. eTale guNasthAnakomAM upara-upara vadhavA mATe che. te tyAre ja thAya ke jyAre mohanIsakarma zAMta paDe ke nAza pAme. Ama, ApaNI sAdhanA mohanIyakarmanI sAme humalo karavAnI che. mokSe pahoMcatA aTakAvavAnuM kAma A mohanIsakarma kare che. kAra ApaNe ApaNI jAtane pUchavAnuM ke sAmAyika to ghaNA karyA, niMdA karatA keTalA aTaphayA? bhakti ghaNI karI, vikAro keTalA zAMta paDayA? pratikramaNo ghaNA karyA, pApano bhaya keTalo pedA thayo? pUjA ghaNI karI, krodha keTalo zAMta paDyo? AyaMbilanI oLIo ghaNI karI, khAvAnI lAlasA keTalI ghaTI? ApaNI badhI dharmArAdhanA doSanAza ane guNaprApti mATe che. vyavahAradharmo nizvayadharmane pAmavA mATe che. sAmAyikathI samatA AvavI joie. AyaMbilAdi tapathI lAlasA ghaTavI joie. prabhubhaktithI prasannatA pedA thavI joie. pratikramaNathI pApabhIrutA pragaTavI joie. prazAntavAhitAnuM jharaNuM AtmAnI aMdara satata vahevuM joie. saMyamajIvana apramattatA, samatA ane nirvikAritA pedA karanAruM banavuM joie. ApaNI tamAma dharmakriyAo AtmAbhimukha banavI joie. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje caudamA anaMtanAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM nizcayanI apekSA vinAnA vyavahArane saMsArarUpI phaLa ApanAro jaNAvyo che. vyavahAra dharma jyAre nizcayane sApekSa bane tyAre te mokSa apAvI zake. mAtra bhautika sukha ke sadgati ApIne aTakI jAya tevI dharmArAdhanA have ApaNI banAvI na joie, paNa nizcayanI sApekSa banIne, mokSa apAvanArI banavI joie. tatvajharaNuM 19
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________________ ekalo nizcaya nahi ke ekalo vyavahAra nahi. bemAMthI ekAMte koinuM khaMDana nahi ke ekAMte koinuM khaMDana nahi. baMnenuM belensa joie. 2) : zAstromAM judA judA nayo batADyA che. jJAnanaya ane kriyAnaya. nizcayanaya ane vyavahAranaya. utsarga ane apavAda. A dareka joDakAmAMthI koi ekanI upekSA ke khaMDana karIe to na cAle. dareka joDakAmAM rahelA baMnenI jIvanamAM yogya sthAne AvazyakatA che. gADInA baMne paiDA sAbUta hoya to yogya nagare pahoMce. eka paiDAnuM paMkacara AkhI gADIne sthAne pahoMcatA aTakAvI de. . sApe DaMkha mAryo hoya to (1)gADika maMtra bhaNIne AkhA zarIramAM phelAyeluM jhera DaMkha bhAge lAvI de. (2) tyArapachI DaMkha bhAge AvelA te jherane cUsIne bahAra kADhe. A baMne prakriyA kare to ja vyakti jheramukta banIne nirogI thAya. bemAMthI koipaNa eka prakriyA kare paNa bIjI na kare to te nirogI na banI zake. lottolle De | sAmAyika-pratikramaNAdi vyavahAradharmo AtmAmAM phelAyelA mohanIsakarmanA jherane DaMkha bhAge lAvavAnuM kAma kare che. nizcayadharma DaMkha bhAge AvelA te jherane cUsavAnuM kAma kare che. baMne joie. bemAMthI koipaNa eka na hoya to na cAle. ApaNe je mohanIsakarmane khatama karavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che, te mohanIyakarma madirA jevuM che. teno nazo caDavAthI viveka cakSu baMdha thai jAya che. na mAnavAnuM manAya che. na karavAnuM karAya che. ja A mohanIsakarmanA mukhya be peTAbhedo che. (1)darzanamohanIya karma ane (2) cAritra mohanIya karma. | samyagadarzana ane mithyAtva sAthe darzanAvaraNIyakarmano saMbaMdha nathI paNa A darzanamohanIsakarmano saMbaMdha che. ahIM darzana eTale mata, mAnyatA, vicAro. temAM je muMjhAro pedA kare te darzanamohanIyakarma kahevAya. cAritra eTale AcAra. AcaraNamAM viparItapaNuM pedA karAve te cAritra mohanIya karma kahevAya. 219 darzana mohanIsakarmanA traNa peTAbhedo che. (1)mithyAtva mohanIya (2)mizra mohanIya ane (3)samakita mohanIya. muhapattinA pa0 bolamAM "samakita mohanIya, mizra mohanIya, mithyAtva mohanIya pariharsa'' bolo cho ne? pariharuM eTale tyAga karuM, choDI dauM. muhapattinA 50 bolamAM jainazAsananuM samagra tattvajJAna chUpAyeluM che. kayAreka tenI upara zAMtithI ciMtana-manana karavA jevuM che. ghaNA rahasyo prApta thaze. tatvajharaNuM 100
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________________ traNe darzanamohanIyamAM, are ! samagra mohanIyakarmanA 28 bhedomAM, enAthI AgaLa vadhIne kaho to karmonA 158 prakAromAM sauthI bhayAnaka mithyAtva mohanIya karma che. te mAnyatA upara humalo karIne sAcAne khoTuM, to khoTAne sAcuM manAve che. AtmA upara sauthI vadhAre 00 koDAkoDI sAgaropama kALa sudhI A eka ja karma coMTIne rahI zake che. cAritra mohanIya karma 40 koDAkoDI. jJAnA. darzanA. vedanIya. aMtarAya karmo 30 koDAkoDI. ane nAma-gotra karma 20 koDAkoDI sAgaropama sudhI AtmA upara coMTIne rahI zake che. AyuSyakarma to eka ja bhavamAM, ekavAra mAtra AvatA bhavanuM ja baMdhAtuM hovAthI mAtra 33 sAgaropamathI vadhAre baMdhAi zakatuM nathI, jayAre bAkInA cha karmo pratyeka samaye baMdhAtA hovAthI, ghaNA -bhavomAM potAno paraco batADI zaktA hovAthI, ghaNI moTI sthitinA baMdhAi zake che. ' - krodhAdi doSothI mukta banavA sAkSIbhAvathI jIvavuM joie. kayAM ya kartA, vakratA ke zrotAnI bhUmikA apanAvavI nathI. sAthe rahevA chatAM alipta rahevuM che. eTecamenTa bhale hoya, involvamenTa na joie. sAMbhaLyuM che ke ravIndranAtha TAgora potAnI bahenane patra lakhI rahyA hatA. te vakhate DAbA hAtha upara vIMchI DaMkha mArato hato. jamaNA hAthe patramAM teo te vakhate lakhI rahyA hatA ke, "vIMchI Ave che. mArA DAbA hAtha upara bese che. have te DaMkha mArI rahyo che. hAthane pIDA thai rahI che. vagere.." jANe ke hAthane badhuM thai rahyuM che. pote tenAthI alaga che. pote mAtra joi rahyA che, ane sAkSI hovAnA nAte tenI rajUAta karI rahyA che! ( AtmA ane zarIranuM bhedajJAna joie. AtmAnuM nAma na hoya, cahero na hoya, phoTo na hoya. loko ApaNane amuka nAma, caherA ke phoTAthI oLakhe te judI vAta. huM ane mAruM nAma, zarIra, cahero ke phoTo eka nathI. huM eTale ramaNabhAi nahi ane ramaNabhAi eTale huM nahi. zarIra vaLageluM hovA chatAM, zarIra sadA sAthe rahetuM hovA chatAM huM ane mAruM zarIra judA che, tevI anubhUti satata thavI joie. tenAthI krodhAdi thatAM aTakI jaze. A anubhUti karavA bAra bhAvanAnuM roja ciMtana karavuM joie. tenAthI kartutvabhAvanA dUra thaze. sAkSIbhAva pedA thaze. [ gRhastho pratikramaNanA kAussagnamAM nANAmasUtra dvArA pAMca AcAranA aticAronuM ciMtana kare tyAre amAre eka gAthAnuM ciMtana karavAnuM hoya che. temAM bAra bhAvanA na bhAvI hoya, viparIta bhAvI hoya to te yAda karIne kSamA mAMgavAnI che. A kAussagna jaNAve che ke roja 12 bhAvanAnuM ciMtana avazya tatvajharaNuM 101
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________________ avazya karavuM joie, paNa jene bAra bhAvanAnA nAma paNa na AvaDatA hoya te tenuM ciMtana zI rIte karaze? krodhAdine khatama karavA anyatva bhAvanA bhAvavI. huM ane mArI patnI judA che. huM ane mAro dIkaro judo che. huM ane mAruM zarIra juduM che. A bhAvanA bhAvavAthI mamatA dUra thAya. krodhAdi aTake. bAjuvALAno chokaro nApAsa thAya to tamane kAMi thAya? nA. tamAro chokaro nApAsa thAya to tenI upara gusso Ave? hA, kema? kAraNa ke pelo chokaro tamAro nathI, A tamAro che. tame tene potAno mAnyo mATe gusso Avyo. tame tene tamArAthI judo mAnyo hota to gusso na Avata. koinA ghare gayA. athANAnI baraNI paDI. TI gai. tenA mAlikane jeTaluM duHkha thAya teTaluM tamane thAya? tene sahAnubhUti batADo te judI vAta paNa bAkI kAMi lAge vaLage? nA. kema? kAraNa ke tamArI baraNI phUTI nathI. jo tamArI baraNI patnIe phoDI hota to? gusso Avata ne? jyAM anyatva bhAva che, judAno bhAva che, potAnuM nathI tevo bhAva che, tyAM mamatA nathI. krodhAdi thatAM nathI. jyAM potAnApaNAno bhAva che, tyAM krodhAdi jAge che. te dUra karavA anyatva bhAvanA bhAvavI. nami rAjarSi bolyA hatA ke mihilAe DajhamANie, na me Dajhai kiMcaNa ! mithIlA nagarI baLatI hoya temAM mAruM kAMi baLatuM nathI. A anyatva bhAvanA che. madirA jaisA mohanIya karma tatvajharaNuM 102
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso suda - 11 budhavAra. tA. 16-10-02 AtmAnA kalyANa mATe hadayaparivartana atyaMta jarUrI che. hadayaparivartana thayA pachI ja sAcuM jIvana parivartana thai zake. hRdayaparivartana vinA jaNAtuM jIvanaparivartana AbhAsika hoya, TempararI hoya, lAMbu Take nahi. hRdayaparivartana tyAre ja sAcuM thAya jyAre mithyAtva mohanIyakarma zAMta paDe, nabaLuM paDe, ke nAza pAme. hRdayaparivartana eTale vicAromAM parivartana, jIvanaparivartana eTale AcAramAM parivartana. jIvanaparivartana karIne sAdhuveza dhAraNa karyA vinA mokSe gayAnA daSTAMto haju maLaze. paNa samyagadarzana vinA koi mokSe jAya tevuM kayAreya banyuM nathI, banatuM nathI ke banaze paNa nahi. samyagadarzanano mahimA anero che. samyaga darzanane kSaNa mATe paNa pAmelo AtmA A saMsAramAM dezona ardha pudagalA parAvartakALathI vadhAre saMsAramAM na rakhaDe. te pahelAM ja te mokSe pahoMcI jAya. jaina zAsanamAM samyaga darzananuM ghaNuM mahattva che. jyAM sudhI samyagadarzana na pamAya tyAM sudhI aMdhArAno kALa gaNAya. AtmAmAM prakAza pragaTyo na gaNAya. aMdhArAnI zI kiMmata? tene mahattva thoDuM apAya? tethI tIrthakaronA bhavonI gaNatarI je bhavamAM samyagadarzana pAme tyArathI karAya che. te pahelAMnA samyagradarzana vinAnA bhavo aMdhakArabharyA hovAthI gaNAtA nathI. - bASabhadeva bhagavAna pahelAMno 18 koDAkoDI sAgaropamano kALa aMdhakArano hato. tyArapachI ajavALAno kALa zaru thayo. pUrve yugaliko hatA. teo marIne deva ja bane; narakamAM ke pazu-paMkhInI tiryaMcanI duniyAmAM koi nA jAya. chatAM te aMdhArAno kALa gaNAya. kAraNake tyAre jema narakamAM javAnuM nahotuM tema mokSamAM paNa javAtuM nahotuM. paramAtmAe jainazAsana sthApyuM eTale ajavALAno kALa zaru thayo; kAraNake have 9mI narakanA daravAjA khulyA, chatAM sAthe mokSanA daravAjA paNa khulyA. mokSamAM pahoMcADanAra samyagadarzana prApta thAya eTale AtmakalyANa naphakI thAya. paNa samyagadarzanane AvatuM aTakAvavAnuM kArya mithyAtva mohanIsakarma kare che. mithyAtva mohanIya karma udayamAM hoya tyAM sudhI AtmA mithyAtvI kahevAya. te udayamAM na hoya tyAre ja jIva samyagadarzana pAmI zake. ApaNe mithyAtvI chIe ke samyaktvI? teno AdhAra AtmAmAM rahelI karmonI paristhiti upara che. jenazAsananuM karmavijJAna adabhuta che. tene samaya kADhIne, buddhipUrvaka | tatvajharaNuM 103
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________________ samajavuM jarUrI che. jema jema samajatA jaie tema tema paramAtmA ane paramAtmA nA zAsana upara ApaNI zraddhA vadhatI jaze. je karma je rIte bAMdhyuM hoya te rIte bhogavAtuM nathI. udayamAM AvatA pahelAM temAM ghaNA pheraphAro thai jAya che. judA judA ATha karaNo temAM lAge che. zAtAvedanIya karma azAtAvedanIyamAM pheravAi zake ane azAtAvedanIya karma zAtAvedanIyamAM pheravAi zake. ApaNA karmavijJAna tathA tenA ATha karaNonI vicAraNA-beMkanI sIsTama, dhaMdhAnI ekAunTanI sIsTama ke korTanI cukAdAnI vyavasthA dvArA-karI zakAya. paMcasaMgraha, kammapacaDI vagere graMthomAM ATha karaNanI vAto vistArathI samajAvAi che. pU. premasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe karma sAhityano uddhAra karyo che. karma viSayaka 'baMdhavihANa' graMthanA 16 volyumo saMskRtabhASAmAM potAnA ziSyapraziSyo dvArA taiyAra karAvyA che. jainazAsana to dariyo che. temAM aDhaLaka jJAna bharyuM che. ApaNe to tenA eka TIpAne paNa pUrepUrA sparzayA nathI. baMdhanakaraNa, saMkramaNakaraNa, udIraNAkaraNa vagere ATha karaNo che. karmo baMdhAya che. baMdhAyA pachI udayamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI temAM jAtajAtanA ghaNA pheraphAra thAya che. te pheraphAra ApaNA puruSArtha dvArA thAya che. Ama karmo karatAM paNa puruSArtha baLavAna che.ApaNe samakita pAmavA samyak puruSArtha karavAno che. mithyAtva mohanIya karmano udaya hoya tyAM sudhI AtmA mithyAtvI gaNAya ApaNe te mithyAtva mohanIya karmane khatama karavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. jo samakita mohanIya karmano udaya thAya to jIva samakitI to bane paNa tene avAranavAra bhagavAnanA vacanamAM zaMkA paDyA kare. tenuM samakita malina hoya. jo mizra mohanIya karmano udaya thAya to jIvane jainadharma pratye ruci paNa na thAya ke aruci paNa na thAya. paNa jo mithyAtva mohanIya karmano udaya thAya to jIvane jainadharma pratye aruci pedA thAya. ApaNe A traNe darzana mohanIya karmane khatama karavA joie. tenAthI jainazAsana pratye vAstavika rucI pedA thaze. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. Xiang Gang tatvajharaNuM RISK 18 che. 11 104
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 Aso suda - 12 guruvAra, tA. 17-10-02 mithyA eTale khoTuM. mithyAtva eTale khoTApaNuM. sAcAne khoTuM mAnavuM. khoTAne sAcuM mAnavuM te mithyAtva. je jevuM hoya tevuM mAnavuM te samyaktva. bhagavAne je kahyuM che, te mAnavuM te samyaktva, kAraNa ke bhagavAne je jevuM che, te tevuM ja kahyuM che. - bhagavAna yathAsthitavastuvAdI che. paMcasUtramAM bhagavAna mATe "jahariya valluvANa' vizeSaNa vAparyuM che. je padArtho je rIte rahyA che, te rIte padArthone kahenArA bhagavAna che. bhagavAna paNa svataMtra nathI. teo jagatanI sthitine parAdhIna che. sAta naraka che to bhagavAne naraka sAta ja kahevI paDe paNa teo cha ke ATha naraka na jaNAvI zake. mana phAve tevuM teo bolI ke karI na zake. indra mahArAje bhagavAnane eka kSaNa AyuSya vadhAravA vinaMti karI hatI, chatAM bhagavAne eka kSaNa paNa AyuSya na vadhAryuM kAraNa ke bhavitavyatA tevI hatI. temAM bhagavAna paNa pheraphAra na kare. jagasthiti jevI che, te pramANe bhagavAne kahyuM che. ApaNane tenI upara zraddhA hovI joie. darzanamohanIya karma traNa prakAranuM hovA chatAM mAtra mithyAtvamohanIya karmI ja baMdhAya che. mizramohanIya karma ke samakita mohanIya karma baMdhAtuM nathI. | mithyAtvamohanIya karma baMdhAya tyAre temAM ghaNo rasa (pAvara) pedA thayo. hoya che. vizuddhi ane zubhabhAva vaDe jyAre te rasa (pAvara)khUba ocho thAya tyAre te mithyAtvamohanIya karma pote ja samakitamohanIya karma tarIke oLakhAya. jo pAvara thoDoka ja ocho thAya to te mithyAtvamohanIya karma mizra mohanIya karma tarIke oLakhAya che. Ama,mithyAtvamohanIya karma ja mAtra baMdhAya che paNa teno thoDo pAvara ghaTatAM te mizra mohanIya karma bane ane ghaNo rasa ghaTatAM te samakitamohanIya karma bane. baMdhAya bhale mAtra mithyAtva mohanIya karma, paNa rasa tUTavA dvArA baneluM mizra ane samakita mohanIya karma paNa sattAmAM to Ave ja. sattAmAM AvelA A traNe ya darzanamohanIya karmo udayamAM AvI zake. temanI udIraNA paNa thai zake. A baMdha, udaya, udIraNA ane sattAnuM vigatathI varNana bIjA karmagraMthamAM sArI rIte samajAvyuM che. | beMkamAM paisA bharo eTale teTalI belensa tamArA khAtAmAM pAsabuka batADyA kare. A paisA bharavA jevo karmano baMdha che. sArA ke kharAba vicArouccAro ke AcAro evo eTale karma baMdhAya. paisA bharAya eTale pAsabuka jema tatvajharaNuM 105
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________________ + 2 : belensa batADe tema je karma baMdhAya te sattAmAM AvyuM kahevAya. A khAtAmAM bharelA paisA upADyA, eTale beMka belensa teTalI ochI thAya tema kamI udayamAM AvIne bhogavAya eTale sattAmAMthI keTalA karmo ochA thAya. beMkamAMthI paisA upADavA jevo karmano udaya che. upADelI rakama pramANenA paisAno upabhoga karI zakAya tema udayamAM AvelA karmone te rIte bhogavavA paDe. traNa varSe pAke tevI phIkSaDIpojhITa jarura paDatAM vaTAva ApIne vahelI upADI lIdhI to vahelA paisA maLI jAya tema je karma moDA udaramAM AvavAnuM hoya tene vahelA udayamAM lAvI devuM te, udIraNA kahevAya. | karma jyAre bAMdhIe tyAre te tarata udayamAM na Ave. thoDo samaya potAno paraco batADyA vinA paDI rahe. te jeTalo kALa AtmAne koi bAdhA ke pIDA na pahoMcADe. teTalA kALane te karmono abAdhAkALa kahevAya. teTalo samaya pasAra thayA pachI te karma potAno svabhAva batADe. paraco batADe. tene vipAka kALa kahevAya. abAdhAkALa pUrNa thayA pachI jyAre paraco batADavAnuM zaru kare tyAre karmano udaya thayo gaNAya. abAdhAkALa cAlu hoya, haju vipAkakALa zaru thavAnI vAra hoya tyAre te karmano vahelo vipAkakALa zaru karAvavo te udIraNA kahevAya. baMdhAyA pachI te karma jyAM sudhI AtmAthI chUTuM na paDe tyAM sudhI tenI sattA che, ema kahevAya. AtmAnI aMdara rahelA mithyAtvamohanIya karmane khatama karavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. mithyAtva mohanIyane zAMta karIne samakitamohanIya karmana udadhyamAM lAvIe to samakita Ave to kharuM paNa te Take tenI koi geraMTI nahi, kAraNake sattAmAM raheluM mithyAtva mohanIya karma udayamAM Ave to pAchA mithyAtvI banI javuM paDe. ne bhagavAnanA jamAi jamAlIe dIkSA lIdhI. bhagavAnanA ziSya banyA. samakitI hatA; paNa utsutra vacana vaDe mithyAtvamohanIya karmana udayamAM lAvIne mithyAtvI banyA. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM pahelA nilava banyA. 'DemANe kaDe' je karAtuM hoya te karyuM kahevAya tevA bhagavAnanA vacanane teNe na svIkAryuM. mithyAtva mohanIya karma sattAmAM paDyuM hatuM. avasaranI rAha jotuM hatuM. tene taka maLI gai. tarata udayamAM AvI gayuM. jo mithyAtvamohanIya karmane pahelAM khatama ja karI dIdhuM hota to udayamAM na AvI zakata, tene mithyAtvI na banAvata. | teNe jAherAta karI. bhagavAna mahAvIradeva badhuM jANatA nathI. temanI eka vAta khoTI che. tethI bhagavAna sarvajJa na kahevAya. sarvajJa to huM chuM, kAraNake tatvajharaNuM 106
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________________ temanA karatAM eka vadhAre vAta huM sAcI jANuM chuM, vagere kahIne te bhagavAnanI sAme paDayo. pahelo baLavAkhora pADyo. bhagavAnanI dIkarI priyadarzanA paNa potAnA pitAne choDIne patinA pakSamAM gai. che ne saMsAranI kamAla! bhagavAnane choDIne, pitAne choDIne, temanI sAme paDI. jamAlIe navo mata sthApyo. A to sAruM thayuM ke TaMka kuMbhAre priyadarzanA sAdhvIjIne satyanuM bhAnA karAvIne pAchI pitA bhagavAnanA zaraNe mokalI. - paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA anuyAyI TaMka kuMbhArane tyAM priyadarzanA sAdhvIjIno utAro hato. TaMke agnino kaNIyo priyadarzanA sAdhvInA vastro upara pheMkyo. kapaDA baLavA lAgyA. priyadarzanA sAdhvIjI bolyA, "are ! kapaDuM baLyuM, kapaDuM baLyuM." TaMka doDato Avyo, bolyo, "are ! AvuM viparIta kema bolo cho ? kapaDuM kayAM baLyuM che ? te to baLI rahyuM che." priyadarzanA kahe, "are ! juone ! badhuM baLI gayuM? jaladI olavo' vagere... TaMka kahe, kema! tame to kaho cho ne ke je karAtuM hoya te karyuM na kahevAya. karyuM hoya te ja karyuM kahevAya. to pachI baLatuM hoya te baLeluM zI rIte kahevAya? - priyadarzanAjIne potAnI bhUla samajAi gai. kapaDuM to baLatuM aTakAvI dIdhuM hatuM. te patine choDIne bhagavAna pAse gai. potAnI bhUlanuM prAyazcitta karI dIdhuM. jamAlIne ghaNo samajAvyo. paNa ahaMkArI ane kadAgrahI teNe sAcI vAta na svIkArI. te mithyAtvI rahyo. Ama, sattAmAM raheluM mithyAtva mohanIya karma paNa kharAba che. sattAmAM che, mATe kyAreka paNa udayamAM AvavAnI saMbhAvanA che. jo khatama karI devAya to te kadIya pharI udayamAM na AvI zake. mATe mithyAtva mohanIya karmane dabAvIne zAMta karavAnA badale khatama karavAnI mahenata karavI joie. jo samakitamohanIya karmano udaya thAya ane bAkInA mithyAtva ane mizra mohanIya karmo zAMta paDI rahe to kSAyopathamika samakita Ave. A malinA samakita che. te bhagavAnanI vAtomAM zaMkA karAve. azraddhA pedA karAve. samakita mohanIyakarma mULamAM to mohanIyakarma ja che ne? ochA pAvaravALuM mithyAtva mohanIya karma che ne? tethI te sAtvika zraddhA na thavA de. jo mizramohanIya karmano udaya thAya ane mithyAtvamohanIya tathA samyakatvamohanIya karma zAMta paDayA rahe to mizra guNasthAnaka prApta thAya. AtmA trIjA guNaThANe pahoMcyo kahevAya. ahIM mithyAtva mohanIya karmano udaya na hovAthI jainadharma pratye arucI na hoya. te ja rIte samakita mohanIyano udaya na hovAthI jainadharma pratye rucI paNa na hoya. jenazAsana game tevuM paNa nahi ane na game tevuM paNa nahi. tatvajharaNuM - 1eo
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________________ jena mAtra pratye tiraskAra ke lAgaNI nahi taTastha avasthA gaNI zakAya. jeNe koi divasa gulAbajAMbu vize kAMi jANyuM nathI, joyA ke cAkhyA nathI, tene pUcho ke tane gulAbajAMbu bhAve ke nahi ? to te zuM javAba Ape ? "bhAve che ema paNa nahi ane nathI bhAvatA ema paNa nahi." basa ! A ja avasthA che mizraguNaThANe rahelA AtmAnI. tene jainadharma game che, ema paNa nahi ane nathI gamato ema paNa nahi. A mizraguNaThANuM eka aMtarmuhUrta sudhI ja rahe. tethI vadhAre na rahe. te daramyAna koinA janma ke maraNa na thAya. anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha-mAna-mAyAlobhano udaya ke baMdha na thAya. melAM kapaDAMne lonDrImAM ApIe to te dhovAine cokkhuM thAya. ghare dhovAmAM kadAca thoDuM ghaNuM meluM paNa rahI jAya. dhoie ja nahi to khUba meluM rahe. mithyAtva mohanIya karma jyAre vizuddhi vaDe zuddha karAya tyAre te samakita mohanIya karma kahevAya. tenA udaye AtmA kSAyopathamika samakita pAme. cothA guNaThANe pahoMcyo kahevAya. jyAre mithyAtva mohanIya karma pUrNa zuddha na thAya, ochuM vajuM zuddha thAya, ardhazuddha rahe tyAre te mizra mohanIya karma kahevAya. tenA udaye AtmA trIjuM mizraguNasthAnaka pAme. paNa jo mithyAtva mohanIya karmane jarA ya zuddha na karAya, tevuM ne tevuM malina rahe to tenA udaye AtmA mithyAtvI bane. te pahelA guNaThANe rahyo kahevAya. | abhavya AtmA kAyama mATe mithyAtvI hoya. tene sadA mithyAtva mohanIya karmano ja udaya hoya. tenA AtmAmAM tevI vizuddhi kadI ya pedA thatI na hovAthI sattAmAM rahelA mithyAtva mohanIya karmanA daliko kayAre ya zuddha ke ardhazuddha banatA nathI. sadA malina ja rahe che. pariNAme samakita mohanIya karma ke mizra mohanIya karma abhavya AtmAne kayAreya sattAmAM AvatuM nathI. tethI te trIjA naMbaranA guNaThANe ke samakitanA cothA guNaThANe pahoMcato ja nathI. te to haMmezA mithyAtvI hovAthI pahelA guNaThANe ja rahe. anAdi kALathI mithyAtvI hato ane anaMtakALa sudhI mithyAtvI raheze. te kadI ya samakita pAmaze nahi. bhavya AtmA zaramAvartakALamAM pravezyA pachI puruSArtha karIne samakita pAmI zake che. pahelA guNaThANAthI AgaLa vadhIne TheTha cadamAM guNaThANe pahoMcavA dvArA mokSamAM paNa jai zake che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM | 108
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso suda aaiN bhagavAna che. anaMta aMtaramanA gAmI ATha varSanA narAka samaya Adi anaMta va koSa yogathI mukta vItarAga sarvA bhagavAna samaya pAMca vAyara yogaputa vItarAga rAvata bhagavAna A sarve karAyo A thAtI sanAzaka, zamaya 1 aMtaryuM. A dezonapUra ema zItapAya thama tasama sthAna A motanIyano puchAya che prAMtijJana samaya 4. huM aMtaryuM upazAMta chANa vItarAga saMsthAna samaya 1 samayathI anna pachI avazya patana sAgalobha DilIvedana samaya - 1 samayathI Aryu motathaya ke 35. karanAra 97 upazAmaka samaya 1 aAryu govarmA (1) apUrva sthiti dhana (2) rAta (3) meDala (4) kuLa saMkrama (5) apUrva sthitinuM nivRtti ke samaye DelA cInI aAnI bhinnatI samaya 1 mAryu aprayata bhavanuM sarvaviratipaNa samaya 1 antarya AmavAvanuM sarvavirati aMtaryuM. te dezonapUrva koDa 12mIthI ekada prazna ahInA eka vagere bhAMgAno thaya 7 gohinI pradhdhA 2 mukhamaya saMsAranI ga 0 nizvata - zAha racI che dharma sarge A jinavANI thavAno atipremI jaya 1 aMtaryu. thI 66 sAgaropama sana dharma pratye na rAga, saMsAra pratye na kema samaya : aMtarmu mosa ' calata wars 13(1) zukravAra. tA. 18-10-02 cauda guNasthAna zreNInAM guNasthAno inf 7.4 na mithyAtva guNasthAna ', ' :: c na .. AvAnuM che ne rama kala bhaNa kAryavAhI. sanakA .basa huM A cihna zo A gamakhAna ronA varSA ane pAya na ra phizie (a) cAM -1, 04 jagane (4) eka A bahAra rAtamAM vie vizvanano vira A atigata zilpana kaniSka . agata muLA ho ApaNA AtmAnA ATha rucaka pradezo sadAnA zuddha che. tenI upara koi karmo kadI ya lAgyA nathI. te pUrNa prakAzita che. tene jaNAvavA cauda guNaThANAnA citramAM pahelA guNaThANAnA kALA bolamAM paNa sapheda TapakuM karela che. te sapheda prakAzita bhAga dhIme dhIme vadhato jAya tema tema AtmA vikAsa-yAtrAmAM AgaLa vadhato jAya. upara-uparanA guNaThANAne prApta karato jAya. anaMtakALathI AtmA avyavahArarAzInI sUkSma nigodamAM hato. te A citrapaTamAM 1e thI batADela che. niyati pAkI tyAre AtmA vyavahArarAzImAM pravezyo, te sthiti 1bI thI batADI che. 1bI mAM Avelo AtmA pAcho 1e mAM na jAya. vyavahArarAzImAM Avelo AtmA pAcho avyavahArarAzImAM na jAya. tatvajharaNuM 109
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________________ kALa pAkatAM bhavyaAtmA zaramAvartakALamAM praveza kare, te ahIM 1sI dvArA batADela che. - 1sI mAM Avelo AtmA pAcho 1bI ke 1e mAM na jAya. caramAvartakALamAM mAtra bhavya AtmA ja pahoMce. abhavya AtmA to sadA mATe acaramAryakALamAM ja hoya. tethI teno vikAsa 1bI thI vadhAre na thAya. jAtibhavya AtmA to sadA 1e mAM rahe. te to avyavahAra rAzImAMthI ja bahAra na nIkaLe. - ApaNe bhavya chIe mATe ApaNo vikAsa TheTha 14 mAM guNaThANA sudhI thai zake. "mokSa paNa game, saMsAra paNa game' te sthitimAM AvyA mATe ApaNe nasI (caramAvartakALa) mAM AvI gayA chIe. jyAre AtmA dvirtadhaka, sakRbaMdhaka, apunarvadhaka, mAgiibhamukha, mArgapatita avasthA prApta kare tyAre 1DI mAM che, tema kahevAya. 00 koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI sthiti mAtra mithyAtva mohanIya karmanI ja baMdhAi zake che. je AtmA AvI moTI sthiti mokSe pahoMcavA sudhImAM bethI vadhAre vAra bAMdhavAno na hoya te dvibaMdhaka kahevAya. eka ja vAra bAMdhavAno hoya te samRddhadhaka kahevAya. ekapaNa vAra bAMdhavAno na hoya tyAre apunarvadhaka kahevAya. tyArapachI tenI najare mokSamArga Ave. te tyAM jaine Ubho rahe. mokSamArga upara pahoMcyA pachI jyAre te mArga pramANe AgaLa vadhe tyAre te mAganusArI kahevAya. teno 1i mAM praveza thayo gaNAya. ahIM sudhI haju paheluM guNaThANuM ja kahevAya. mithyAtva mohanIya karmano ja udaya hoya. | 1i pachI upara AgaLa vadhavAnuM. 10mA guNaThANe pahoMcyA pachI be lAina zaru thAya che. je 11 me guNaThANe jAya te pAcho nIce Ave. je 10 me thI 11 me na jatAM sIdho 12me guNaThANe jAya te 13-14 thaine mokSe jAya. AtmAmAM guNono prakAza vadhato jAya. judA judA karmo ApaNe ja bAMdhIe chIe, ane ApaNe bAMdhelA te karmone ApaNe ja bhogavIe chIe. ApaNA sArA ke kharAba vicAro-uccAro-AcAro vaDe mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya ane yoganA daravAje, karmonI rajakaNo AtmAmAM pravezIne karma bane. te vakhate temAM prakRti-sthiti-rasa-pradeza nakkI thAya. temAM sthiti be prakAranI nakkI thAya. abAdhAkALa ane vipAkakALa. get lea jyAM sudhI baMdhAyeluM karma potAno paraco na batADe tyAM sudhI abAdhAkALa kahevAya. te ApaNA mATe golDana pIrIyaDa kahevAya. te daramyAna jo ApaNe pazcAttApa karIe, dharmArAdhanA karIe to tenA dvArA te karmono pAvara ghaTI zake tatvajharaNuM [ 180
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________________ che. temAM ghaNA pheraphAro thai zake che. te pheraphAro karavA dvArA ApaNe badhA karmone khatama karIne, caude guNaThANA vaTAvI TheTha mokSe pahoMcI zakIe chIe. muLa sauthI mahattvanuM mohanIya karma che. temAM paNa darzana mohanIya karmanA traNa peTAbhedo mukhya che. mithyAtva mohanIya karmano udaya hoya tyAM sudhI jIva mithyAtvI kahevAya. mizra mohanIyano udaya thAya,bAkInA be zAMta rahe to trIjuM mizra guNaThANuM Ave. jo samakita mohanIya karmano udaya thAya ane bAkInA be zAMta rahe to kSAyopazamika samakita prApta thAya. AtmA cothA guNaThANe pahoMce. jyAre A traNe darzana mohanIya karmo zAMta paDyA rahe, ekeyano udaya na hoya tyAre AtmA upazamasamakita pAmyo kahevAya. upazama eTale zAMta. pelA cilAtIputranI vAta to jANo cho ne? potAnI preyasI suzImAne laine doDayo. tenA bhAi-pitA vagere tenI pAchaLa paDyA, ghaNA najIka AvI gayA. have zuM karavuM? gussAmAM teNe talavArathI suzImAnuM mastaka ane dhaDa judA karI nAMkhyA. hAthamAM mastaka pakaDIne doDI rahyo che. cAraNamunine joyA. kaSAyathI dhamadhamato hato. zAMti nahotI. prazAnta munine joine zAMtino upAya pUchyo. muni to 'upazama-viveka-saMvara' traNa zabdo bolIne jatA rahyA; paNa A traNa zabdoe cilAtIputranA jIvananuM parivartana karI dIdhuM. nA jIvanaparivartana mATe traNa zabdo kAphI che. are ! eka zabda paNa parivartana karI zake; jarura che parivartana pAmavAnI tIvra icchAnI. jo te hoya to vadhAre tattvajJAnanI paNa jarura nathI. rahetA'upazama' zabda upara tenuM ciMtana cAlyuM. te zAMta thai gayo. teNe talavAra pheMkI dIdhI. 'viveka' zabde tene sAcA-khoTAnuM bhAna karAvyuM. suzImAnuM mastaka choDI dIdhuM. saMvara zabdane vicArato te pApone aTakAvavA kAussaggamAM lIna banyo. teNe AtmakalyANa sAdhI lIdhuM. flist} bArasAsUtramAM jaNAvyuM che ke sAdhanAkALamAM bhagavAna 'sanDe-pasarnouvasa' hatA. eTale ke bhagavAna zAMta, prazAnta, upazAMta hatA. hA ApaNe paNa AvA banavAnuM che. derAsara-upAzraya-AyaMbilazALApAThazALAmAM ke ghare-dukAne sadA upazAMta rahevAnuM che. kaSAyone zAMta karavAnA che. anAdikALathI tamAma AtmAo mithyAtvI ja hoya. jyAre sauthI pahelAM samakita pAme tyAre upazama samakita pamAya. A samakita AtmAnA gharanuM che. koipaNa karmanI sahAya vinA prApta thAya che. eka aMtarmuhUrta sudhI Take che. paramAtmAnI samRddhi jotAM, jaina zAsananI mahAnatA samajAtAM, pravacanano koi 14 181 tatvajharaNuM VIS
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________________ padArtha jANatAM, khUba bhAva uchaLI jAya ke pApo pratye pazcAttApano bhAva ubharAya vagere kAraNe ekAeka A samakita prApta thAya. ' upazama samakita prApta thAya tyAre paNa AtmA cothA guNaThANe pahoMcyo kahevAya. paNa A samakita aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre TakatuM nathI. jo tyArapachI be karmo zAMta rahe ane samakita mohanIsakarmano udaya thAya to te AtmA kSAyopathamika samakita pAme. samakita mohanIyakarmanA udayathI AveluM A samakita che, tethI AtmAnA gharanuM nathI. karmanI maherabAnIthI maLyuM che. je bIjAnI maherabAnIthI maLe te ghaNo samaya na Take. te zAMtithI anubhavI nA zakAya. A samakita ochAmAM ochuM aMtarmuhUrta Take paNa 66 sAdhika sAgaropamathI vadhAre na Take. tyAM sudhImAM mokSe pahoMcIe athavA to nIce paDIe eTale ke trIjA-pahelA guNaThANe jaie. A samakita malina che. bhagavAnanA vacanamAM zaMkA karAvI zake. trIjethI cothA guNaThANe, cothethI trIjA guNaThANe, A rIte anekavAra avarajavara cAle. kyAreka pahelethI trIje thaine cothe to cothethI trIje thaine pahele AvavA-javAnuM thAya. kayAreka DAyareTa pahelethI cothe to cothethI pahele paNa avara-javara cAle. Ama A samakita ghaNIvAra Ave ane jAya. paNa A samakita kAyama to na ja Take. jyAre AtmA anaMtAnubaMdhI cAra kaSAyone khatama karIne, mithyAtva mohanIya, mizra mohanIya ane samyaktva mohanIya, e traNa darzana mohanIya karmone paNa khatama kare tyAre te kSAyika samakita pAme. A AtmAnA gharanuM samakita che. karmonI sahAya vinA-udaya vinA prApta thAya che. kAyama Take che. AveluM kayAre ya pAchuM jatuM nathI. kRSNa mahArAjAe 18000 sAdhuone vaMdanA karatAM A kSAyika samakita prApta karyuM hatuM. cAra nArakI toDI hatI. tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM hatuM. kSAyika samakitIe jo AvatAbhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM na hoya to aMtarmuhUrtamAM ja marudevA mAtAnI jema te kevaLajJAna pAme. paNa jo AvatAbhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhI dIdhuM hoya to traNa, cAra ke pAMca bhava kare, paNa tethI vadhAre bhavo to te na ja kare. te pahelAM ja te mokSe pahoMcI jAya. kSAyika samakitano Avo viziSTa prabhAva che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 182
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________________ arati paNa sukhanI sthitimAM konIcakamane , 'saMvata 2058 Aso suda - 13(2) zanivAra. tA. 19-10-02 Atmika vikAsa sAdhavA mohanIsakarmane kaMTrolamAM levuM paDe. rati- arati aTakAvavI. sukhanI sthitimAM ratiH AnaMda na mANavo. ane duHkhanI sthitimAM arati pedA na karavI. badhI sthitimAM samabhAva keLavavo. 1lA guNaThANethI upara javA ke uparanA guNaThANAthI nIce jatAM vacce cothuM guNaThANuM to Ave ja. te jaMkazana che. bIjuM guNaThANuM paDatAM ja Ave paNa caDatAM na Ave. pahelethI sIdhuM trIje ke cothe javAya paNa bIje na javAya. cothethI jema trIje thaIne pahele javAya, tema cothethI bIje thaIne paNa pahele javAya. kyAreka cothethI sIdhuM pahele javAya. pAMcamA ke tethI uparanA guNaThANe javuM hoya to cothA guNaThANAne sparzIne ja upara javAya, paNa te vinA nahi. A badhI AMtarika sthitinI apekSAe vAta che. AMtarika sthiti ApaNe nirmaLa karavAnI che. te mATe bAhya ArAdhanA-sAdhanAnI paNa jarUra che. jeTalI kriyA vadhAre karIe, ArAdhanA vadhAre karIe teTalI AMtarika bhUmikA paNa UMcI thavAnI zakayatA vadhAre. tethI bAhya kriyAdharmane paNa jarA ya gauNa na karavo. bharata mahArAjA,pRthvIcaMdra, guNasAgara, vagerene bAhya dIkSAjIvana svIkAryA. vinA kevaLajJAna thayuM hatuM, teno dAkhalo laIne ApaNe bAhya ArAdhanA choDI daIe to na cAle. dIkSA laIne mokSe javuM te rAjamArga che. koI roDa choDIne kAMTALI keDIe AgaLa vadhyo, rastAmAM Thokara lAgI. paNa te vakhate dasa hajAra sonAmahorono caru maLyo. tene phAyado thayo. paNa eno artha evo thoDo thAya ke badhAe roDa choDIne kAMTALI keDIe cAlavAnuM ane sAmethI Thokara khAvAnI? nA, evo artha koI karatuM nathI. are kayAreka Thokara khAzo to caru to nahi nIkaLe, paNa eru (sApa) nIkaLaze ! e rIte koIne dIkSAjIvana vagere bAhya sAdhanA vinA kevaLajJAna thayuM. tenAthI ApaNane paNa bAhya ArAdhanA-sAdhanA vinA kevaLajJAna thaze, evuM na manAya. vyavahArathI badhA jaino cothA guNaThANe kahevAya. zrAvaka-zrAvikAo pAMcamA guNaThANe gaNAya. AMtarika bhUmikAmAM nizcayanayathI to AnA karatAM judI sthiti paNa hoya. pApo pratye tiraskAra pedA karIe, saMsAra pratye aNagamo rAkhIe, dharmArAdhanA-sAdhanA karavAno, ullAsa vadhArIe to ApaNe jaldI upara, uparanA guNaThANe AgaLa vadhIe. nigodathI mokSa sudhInI ApaNe yAtrA zaru karI che. koI jaladI mokSe pahoMce to koI moDA mokSe pahoMce. marudevA mAtA to pahelethI cothe thaI sIdhA tatvajharaNuM | 183
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________________ kSapakazreNI mAMDI 6-7-8-9-10 thaIne 12-13-14 thaI sIdhA mokSe jaladI pahoMcI gayA; paNa teo cothe guNaThANe to pahoMcyA ja. | cothA guNaThANe pahoMcatA aTakAvavAnuM kAma eka gAMTha kare che. te gAMTha bhedIe tyAre ja prathamavAra samakita pamAya. kapaDAmAM gAMTha hoya to paheravA kAma na lAge. rUmAlamAM gAMTha hoya to te maracA-lIMbu vagere bharavA kAma na lAge tema AtmAmAM jyAM sudhI gAMTha hoya tyAM sudhI te samakita pAmavA yogya na bane. A gAMTha choDyA pachI ja te samakita pAme. AtmAmAM rahelo tIvra rAga te gAMTha che. A gAMTha dUra karyA pachI ja ApaNe cothA guNaThANe pahoMcI zakIe. prathamavAra upazama samakita pAmIe. te vakhatano AnaMda avarNanIya hoya. aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre te na Take. duzmananA ghare rahIe to game tyAre mota che. tyAM to kevI rIte rahevAya? rahevA koI sthAna na hoya to mitre be-cAra mahInA rahevA makAna ApyuM hoya temAM rahevA jaIe. duzmananA makAnamAMthI tyAM pahoMcatA kevo AnaMda hoya? mithyAtva eTale duzmananuM ghara. tyAMthI upazama samakita maLe tyAre AnaMda viziSTa hoya; paNa tyAM vadhAre samaya na rahI zakAya. choDI devuM paDe. DAhyo mANasa te samaya daramyAna anya vyavasthA karyA vinA na rahe. chevaTe kAkA-mAmAnA ghare rahevA jAya; paNa tyAMya kAyama rahevAnI majA Ave? eDajasTamenTa karavuM paDe. badhAnA samaya sAcavavA paDe. TenzanamAM rahevuM paDe. DAho mANasa kAkA-mAmAnA ghare kAyama na rahe. potAnuM gharanuM ghara thAya tevA prayatno karyA vinA na rahe tyAM kAcama zAMtithI jIvI to zakAya. kAgins 0 upazama samakitanuM aMtarmuhUrta pUrNa thatAM, jo samakita mohanIya karmano udaya thAya to kSAyopathamika samakita Ave. te kAkA-mAmAnA ghara jevuM che. zAMti nahi. paramAtmAnA vacanomAM jAtajAtanI zaMkAo thayA kare. sAdhika 66 sAgaropamathI vadhAre na Take. bAramA ayyata devalokamAM uparA uparI vadhumAM vadhu traNavAra jaI zakAya. tyAM 33 x 2 = 6 sAgaropama pasAra thAya. vaccenA mAnavabhavono thoDo TAIma temAM umeravo. teTalo kALa A kSAyopathamika samakita Take athavA be vAra anuttaravimAnamAM deva bane to tyAM 33 sAgaropamanuM AyuSya hovAthI 33 x 2466 sAgaropama pasAra thAya. vaccenA mAnavabhavono kALa umeratA sAdhika 6 sAgaropama sudhI A kSAyopathamika samakita Take. tyArapachI te AtmA je sattvazALI hoya to traNe darzanamohanIya karmone khatama karIne kSAyika samakita pAme. kSapakazreNI mAMDIne mokSe jAya. nahi to tatvajharaNuM 184
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________________ trIjA guNaThANe thaIne pahelA guNaThANe paNa jaI zake. upazama samakita to aMtarmuharta ja Take. tyArapachI je tene samakita mohanIyano udaya thAya to te kSAyopathamika samakitI bane; paNa je tene mizra mohanIya karmano udaya thAya to te trIjA mizraguNaThANe jAya. paNa je tene mithyAtva mohanIya karmano udaya thavAno hoya to tarata na thAya te pahelAM samakitanI vomITa thAya. paramAtmAnA darzanamAM lIna banelo jIva samakita pAmyo. khUba ullAsa che. prabhu bhaktimAM gAMDo che. paNa acAnaka koI strI tarapha najara gaI. te tenAmAM Asata banyo. A Asakti samakitanI vomITa karAve. athavA acAnaka pAchaLathI dhakko Avyo. pAchaLavALA upara gusso Avyo. tarata samakitanI vomITa thai. samakitanI vomITa karAvavA anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha, A cAramAMthI koIne koI kaSAyano udaya thAya. A kaSAyo mithyAtvanI pAIloTakAra che. te samakitanI vomITa karAvIne AtmAne mithyAtve pahoMcADyA vinA na rahe. dUdhapAka khAdhA pachI vomITa thAya to te vomITa vakhate dUdhapAkano thoDoka to svAda Ave ne? tema samakitanI vomITa thatAM, thoDIvAra samakitano paNa svAda Ave. te vakhate AtmA svAda sahitanI avasthA anubhave. tene sAravAdana(sa= sahita, AsvAdana =ravAda)guNaThANuM kahevAya. te bIjuM guNaThANuM che. vomITano svAda vadhu samaya na rahe; tema A sAravAdana guNaThANuM vadhAre kALA na rahe. te 1 samayathI cha AvalikA sudhI ja rahe. tethI vadhAre nahi. teTalo kALa pasAra thayA pachI te AtmA tarata pahele guNaThANe jAya. 8 Ama, upazama samakitathI paDIne pahele guNaThANe jatAM A bIjuM sAravAdana guNaThANuM Ave; paNa pahelethI cothe guNaThANe jatAM A bIjuM guNaThANuM na Ave. dUdhapAka khAya tene dUdhapAkanA svAdavALI vomITa thAya. dUdhapAka khAya nahi, tene dUdhapAkanA svAdavALI vomITa kevI rIte thAya? tema je AtmA samakita pAmyo hoya tene samakitanA svAdavALI vomITa thAya. je cothe pahoMcyo hoya tene pahele guNaThANe jatAM vomITa thavA rupa bIjuM guNaThANuM Ave. paNa jeNe dUdhapAka pIdho ja na hoya tene jema tenA svAdavALI vomITa na thAya tema che samakita pAmyo nathI tene samakitanA svAdavALuM bIjuM guNaThANuM na Ave. pahele guNaThANe rahelo AtmA mithyAtvI che, samakitI nathI, mATe tene samakitanA ravAdavALuM sAravAdana guNaThANuM na Ave. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM I 185
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso vada - 1 maMgaLavAra, tA. 22-10-02 je AtmA zaramAvartakALamAM Ave teno mokSa avazya thAya ja. 1sI mAM Avyo eTale have eka pudagala parAvartakALathI vadhAre saMsAramAM rakhaDaze nahi. 1DI mAM Avyo eTale have vAraMvAra kaSAyo-bhayaMkara virAdhanAo nahi kare. 1I mAM gayA pachI cothe tyAre ja javAya ke jyAre anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyone zAMta karAya ke khatama karAya. pachInA upara-uparanA guNaThANA paNa tyAre ja prApta thAya ke jyAre kaSAyo nabaLA paDe, Ama, ApaNe mokSe javA mATe kaSAyone kaMTrolamAM levAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. kaSAyone maMda pADavAnA che. kaSAyonuM Adhipatya na cAle. kaSAyo ApaNA mAlika na banavA joIe paNa ApaNe kaSAyonA mAlika banavAnuM che. jyAre IcchIe tyAre tene rokI zakIe, e sthitI nirmANa thavI joIe. sAcuM bolo, kaSAyo ApaNA bosa che ke ApaNe kaSAyonA? | adhyAtma eTale zuM? sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA vagere karavuM tenuM nAma adhyAtma, ema nahi. yazovijayajI mahArAja kahe che ke je AtmA uparathI mohanIyakarmano adhikAra UThI gayo hoya tenI tamAma zuddha kricAo AdhyAtmika kahevAya. AvI AdhyAtmika kriyAo apunarvadhaka avasthA AvyA pachI prApta thAya. caudamA guNaThANA sudhI rahe. mohanIsakarmanA DerAtaMbU UThavA lAge eTale AtmAno uddhAra zaru thAya. apunarvadhaka avasthA (1DI)thI sAcAdharmanI zarUAta thAya. mATe tene AdidhArmika avasthA kahe che. krodha vagere kaSAyo samAdhine khatama kare che. samAdhi to jinazAsanano sAra che. asamAdhi thAya tevuM koI vartana-vyavahAra na karAya. temAM ca sakala saMghanI samAdhi jokhamamAM mUkAya tevuM vartana karanAra to vadhAre gunegAra gaNAya. yazovijayajI mahArAja vairAgya kalpatAgraMthamAM jaNAve che ke ghaNA ziSyonA samUhathI yukta hoya, bahuzruta hoya, anekone mAnya hoya te samAdhimArgathI pratikULa vartana kare to zAsanano zatru thayo gaNAya. saMmatitarka graMthamAM paNa AvI vAta jaNAvI che. samAdhinuM mahattva A badhA zlokothI samajAya che. nakkI karIe ke badhAne samAdhi ApIzuM. koIne asamAdhi thAya tevuM vartana kadI nahi karIe. te mATe nAnI nAnI bAbatomAM leTa go karIzuM paNa kaSAyone AdhIna nahi thaIe. moTI vAtamAM paNa kaSAyo na karatAM bhagavAnanI upara badhuM choDI daIzuM. | 1I mAMthI sIdhA cothA guNaThANe javAya. paramAtmAnA zAsananA padArtho tatvajharaNuM " sudhAo ane zuddha uparathI 187
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________________ sAMbhaLIne ahobhAva jAge, samarpita thavAnuM mana thAya, jainazAsana sAme bAkInuM badhuM nabaLuM jaNAya, puSkaLa zraddhA pedA thAya to tarata cothe guNaThANe pahoMcI javAya. anAdikALathI AtmAmAM jAma thaI gayelI rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha chUTI jAya eTale prathamavAra samakita pamAya. have ardhapudgala parAvartakALathI vadhAre saMsAra bhamavAno nahi. AtmA ardhacaramAvartamAM pravezI gayo gaNAya. A cauda guNasthAnakano cauda svapno sAtheno saMbaMdha vicArI zakAya. paheluM svapna hAthInuM. hAthI derAsaranI bahAra hoya. pahelA guNaThANAvALo jIva jainazAsana rupI maMdiranI bahAra hoya. jaina zAsanamAM teno praveza nahi. bIjuM svapna baLada. baLada khAdhA kare. pachI jhADa nIce besIne pAchuM moDhAmAM lAvIne vAgoLe. khAdhelAne pAchuM moDhAmAM lAvIne teno svAda mANe. bIjuM guNaThANuM sAsvAdana. temAM pUrve meLavelA samakitanI vomITa thAya. samakitano AsvAda mANavAno. badhuM khA zA trIjuM svapna siMha. tenI sAme game teTaluM ghAsa dharo, tene temAM rucI paNa na hoya ke arucI paNa na hoya. trIjA mizraguNaThANAne pAmelA AtmAne paNa jainadharma pratye saMcI ke arucI na hoya. cothuM svapna lakSmIjI samRddhi. cothuM guNaThANuM Ave eTale guNonI samRddhi prApta thAya. A cothuM guNaThANuM pAmavA darzana mohanIyakarmanA traNa bhedomAM ghaNI uthalapAthala karavI paDe. mithyAtva mohanIya karmane zAMta ke khatama karavuM paDe. deva-gurunI AzAtanA karavAthI, caturvidha saMghanI niMdA karavAthI, kudevakuguru-kudharma pratyenuM AkarSaNa pedA karavAthI, paramAtmAnA vacanano virodha karavAthI, utsUtra vacana bolavAthI mithyAtva mohanIya karma baMdhAya che. A mithyAtva mohanIya karma nabaLuM paDe. eka koDAkoDI sAgaropamathI ochuM sattAmAM rahe, tyAre rAga-dveSanI gAMTha pAse pahoMcAya. te gAMTha jyAre bhedIe tyAre cothuM guNaThANuM ane samakita pamAya. mohanIya karmanI sthiti aMtaHkoDAkoDI sAgaropamanI thAya tyAre ja navakArano 'na' ke karemibhaMteno 'ka' sAMbhaLI, bolI, lakhI ke vAMcI zakIe. te samaye je navuM mohanIya karma baMdhAtuM hoya te paNa aMtaHkoDAkoDI sAgaropamathI vadhAre na baMdhAya. darzana mohanIya karma nAza pAme ke nabaLuM paDe tyAre samakita pamAya. cothuM guNaThANuM Ave. Ama, 1 thI 4 guNaThANAno saMbaMdha darzana mohanIya karmanA traNe tatvajharaNuM 187
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________________ peTA bhedo sAthe che, paNa pAMcamA vagere guNaThANAno saMbaMdha rAtri mohanIya karma sAthe che. mithyAtva mohanIya karmanA udaye paheluM mithyAtva guNaThANuM hoya. mizra mohanIya karmanA udaye trIjuM mizraguNaThANuM hoya. samakita mohanIya karmanA udaye kSAropathamika samakitavALuM cothuM guNaThANuM Ave. traNe darzana mohanIsakarmo zAMta hoya tyAre upazama samakitavALuM cothuM guNaThANuM Ave. jo traNe darzana mohanIya karmo nAza pAme to kSAcika samakitavALuM cothuM guNaThANuM Ave upazama samakitathI paDIne pahelA guNaThANe jatAM bIjuM guNaThANuM Ave. te vakhate A traNe darzana mohanIya karmo zAMta paDelA hoya. Ama 1 thI 4 guNaThANAno saMbaMdha traNa darzana mohanIya karmonI sAthe goThavAyelo che. cAritra mohanIya karmanA 25 peTAbhedo che. 16 kaSAya mohanIya ane 9 nokaSAya mohanIya. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, A cAra kaSAyo che. te atizaya tIvra kakSAnA hoya tyAre te cAra anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo kahevAya. ochA tIvra hoya to te cAra apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyo kahevAya. jyAre te cAra maMda kakSAnA hoya tyAre te cAra pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyo kahevAya ane jyAre te atizaya maMda thAya tyAre te cAra saMjavalana kaSAyo kahevAya. . anaMtAnubaMdhI cAra kaSAyo zAMta paDe ke nAza pAme tyAre cothuM guNaThANuM Ave. apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyo zAMta thAya tyAre pAMcamuM guNaThANuM Ave. pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyo jyAre zAMta thAya tyAre chavuM guNaThANuM Ave. saMjavalanA kaSAyonI hAjarImAM 6, 7, 8, 9, 10 guNaThANA paNa Ave. jyAre saMjavalanA kaSAyo zAMta paDe ke nAza pAme tyAre 11-12-13-14 guNaThANA Ave. Ama, cAritra mohanIya karma nabaLuM paDatuM jAya, kaSAyo maMda maMda thatAM jAya tema tema upara-uparanA guNaThANAnI prApti thavA rupa AtmAno vikAsa thAya. have ApaNuM lakSa kaSAyone nabaLA pADavA ke, nAza karavA tarapha javuM joie. pAMca tithI lIlotarIno tyAga karavo jema jarurI che, tema pAMca tithi krodhAdino tyAga paNa ati Avazyaka che. TI.vI. vagere jovAnuM baMdha karavuM, dhaMdhA vageremAM anIti baMdha karavI, khAvA-pIvAnI Asakti choDavI paNa khUba jarurI che, te na bhUlavuM. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. stes lo tatvajharaNuM - 188
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso vada - 2 budhavAra tA23-10-02 vicAromAM maMjhavaNa pedA karAvavAnuM kAma darzana mohanIya karma kare che, to AcAromAM vicitratA pedA karavAnuM kArya cAritra mohanIsakarmanuM che. karmo game teTalA baLavAna hoya, paNa caramAvartakALamAM puruSArtha tenAthI paNa baLavAna che. ApaNe karmono vAMka kADhIne besI nahi rahevAnuM paNa te karmono khUrado bolAvavAno ghora puruSArtha karavAno. bIjAnA jIvanamAM doSo dekhAya to temanA pratye tiraskAra ke dubhava nahi karavAno. temanA karmo tevA haze, tema vicArIne karmone dhikkAravAnA, temanA doSone dhikkAravAnA paNa te doSo ke kavALI vyaktine kadIya dhikkAravI nahi. ApaNA jIvanamAM doSo jAmelA dekhAya to karmone najaramAM lAvIne jAtano bacAva nahi karavAno, paNa ApaNA avaLA puruSArthane najaramAM lAvIne, have doSone khatama karavAno savaLo puruSArtha zaru karavo. karmo karatAM dharmanI tAkAta vadhAre che. have huM dharma vadhArIza. karmone kaMTrolamAM lAvIza. jIvanane AbAda banAvIza evuM nakkI karavuM. jainazAsana adabhUta che. te ApaNane maLyuM che. tenA prabhAve TheTha mokSe jaI zakIzuM. doSo ke duHkho dekhAya to raDavAnuM nahi. laghutAgraMthIthI pIDAvAnuM nahi paNa ullAsa-thanaganATa pedA karavo. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pUjA, vAdhyAyakAussaggathI mAMDIne krodhAdi doSonA nAzanI sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhavuM. "UThA Ubho thA ! uThAva talavAra, laDI le yuddha'' zabdone yAda karIne UbhA thavuM. harino mAraga che zUrAno, nahi kAyaranuM kAma ja ne' zabdo sAMbhaLIne kAyaratA khaMkherIne zUravIra banavuM. potAnA doSano Topalo bIjAne ke karmone oTADavAnA badale te karmone khatama karavA dhamarAdhanAmAM sattva phoravavuM, paNa doSono bacAva na karavo. potAne satAvatA krodhano, doSa tarIke svIkAra karavo, paNa 'kaDakAI' nuM lebala ApI, teno bacAva na karavo. abhimAnane sTeTasa,mAyAne selsamenazIpa ke lobhane "InavesTamenTa' jevA rUpALA zabdo ApIne te te doSono bacAva karatA rahIzuM to tene khatama kevI rIte karIzuM? rogano roga tarIke svIkAra karo, to roga maTaze paNa je rogane roga tarIke svIkAre nahi te davA na kare, mATe teno te roga maTe nahi. je doSano doSa tarIke svIkAra karIzuM, bacAva nahi karIe to te doSone dUra karavAno upAya jANI zakIzuM. teno amala karIne doSamukta banI zakIzuM. - kaSAyo 16 prakAranA che. krodha-mAna-mAyA ane lobha, A cAre kaSAyo tatvajharaNuM 189,
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________________ anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnIya,pratyAkhyAnIya ane saMjavalana, ema cAra-cAra prakAranA hovAthI kula 16 prakAranA kaSAyo thayA. eka varSathI vadhAre Take tevA tIvra kakSAnA kaSAyo anaMtAnubaMdhI kahevAya. te udayamAM hoya to samakita nA AvavA de. sattAmAM to te 11mA guNaThANA sudhI TakI zake che. - A kaSAyo bahu kharAba che. 11mA guNaThANAthI patana pAmelA AtmAne A kaSAyono udaya bIje guNaThANe thaI 1lA guNaThANe mokalI zake che. TheTha nigodamAM pahoMcADe che. anaMtokALa tyAM phasAvI de che. khIlelA AtmikaguNo cAlyA jAya che. gumAvelA paisA to thoDA varSo pachI pAchA meLavI zakAya paNa gumAvelA guNo pAchA meLavavA muzkela bane che. je kaSAyo ApaNI AvI kharAba hAlata kare che, te krodhAdi kaSAyono tyAga karI devo joIe. krodha na karIe, kSamA dhAraNa karIe to navuM kaSAyamohanIya karma na baMdhAya, je baMdhAya temAM ocho rasa paDe. bIjA khoTA kAryo kare to paNa ApaNe temanI upara gusse thavAnI zI jarura? bheMsanA zIMgaDA bheMsane bhAre. tenA doSe te maraze. tenuM phaLa te bhogavaze. paNa kaSAyo karI karIne ApaNA AtmAne vadhu bhAre karmI ke duSTa banAvavAnI zI jarura? che mAyA-kapaTa na karavA. saraLa banavuM. saraLatAnA lAbha ghaNA che. mAyAvIpaNuM saMsAramAM ghaNo kALa rakhaDAve che. strI-tiryaMcanA avatAro levaDAve che. ahaMkAralobha vagere doSo to pApono bApa che. badhA pApone teo kheMcI lAve che. - anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyono udaya aTake eTale samakita maLe. samakitI saMyamajIvana levA talasato hoya. dIkSA lIdhA vinA tene cena na paDe. karmo aTakAve te judI vAta, bAkI te saMyama lIdhA vinA rahI na zake. 1 kapaDAM TIpaTopa joIe. pharnIcara UMcAmAM UMcu joIe. bhojana TesTI joIe. badhI vastu apaTuDeTa joIe. to dharma paNa kema pharsTakalAsa na joIe? pharsTakalAsa dharma eTale saMyama jIvana. je te levAnI sAcI IcchA hoya to tarata laI levAya. aTakAya zI rIte? karmonA nikAcita udaye je laI zakato na hoya te dhUsake dhrusake raDato hoya. tenI sthiti koI judI ja hoya. bAkI, saMsAramAM mastIthI raheto hoya ane bolato hoya ke ""dIkSA levI che, paNa zuM karuM? karmo naDe che,' te zI rIte sAcuM manAya? TET 1 2 | dIkSA levI sahelI che, paNa dIkSA na maLavAnA kAraNe saMsAramAM taraphaDatA rahevuM muzkela che. rAtribhojana choDavuM saheluM che paNa raDatAM raDatAM cAlu rAkhavuM muzkela che. zuM evI rIte raDatAM raDatAM rAtribhojana karo cho, ke je jonArAnuM tatvajharaNuM 10
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________________ niSkAraNa thatuM rAtribhojana kAyama mATe chUTI jatuM hoya ! dIkSA levAnA bhAva chatAM saMsAramAM besI rahe tenA te bhAvo lAMbA samaya sudhI TakavA muzkela che. dhIme dhIme te niSphara banavA lAge. - cAra mahInAthI vadhAre Take te apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAya kahevAya. A kaSAyonA udaye nAnuM paccakakhANa paNa karI nA zakAya. zrAvakanA bAra vratamAMnA eke vrata na laI zako. are ! nAnuM navakArazInuM paccakhANa paNa na karI zakAya. zrAvaka banavuM joIe. roja pratikramaNa karavA joIe, rAtribhojana - kaMdamULa choDavuM joIe vagere badhuM mAne kharA, kAraNake anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano udaya nathI paNa temAnuM kAMIpaNa karI zake nahi, kAraNake apratyAkhyAnIyA kaSAyo aTakAve che. devo vagerene A apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyono nikAcita udaya hoya che. tethI teo vrata-niyama karI zakatA nathI. zreNika-kRSNa vagerene paNa A kaSAyono nikAcita utha hato. | 15 divasathI vadhAre Take tevA kaSAyo pratyAkhyAnIya hoya che. te kaSAyo bhagavAnanI vAto mAnavA de, saMyamajIvana levuM joIe, tevuM manAve, bAra vratapaccaphakhANa vagere levA de paNa dIkSA levA na de. maMda kakSAnA kaSAyo hovAthI zrAvakajIvana UMcuM jIvavA de kharA, paNa sAdhu na banavA de. badhA tiryaMcone A pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyono nikAcita udaya hovAthI teo dIkSA laI zakatA nathI. paNa pAMcamu dezaviratiguNaThANuM teo pAmI zake che. je manuSyone A pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyono udaya na hoya teo dIkSA laIne chaThThA sarvavirati guNaThANAne pAmI zake. saMjavalana kaSAyono udaya hoya to paNa dIkSA maLe. saM = thoDuM, javalana = bALavuM te. cAritrajIvanane je thoDuM thoDuM bALavAnuM kAma kare te saMjavalana kaSAya kahevAya. teo pAMca mahAvratomAM aticAro lagADe. khAvAmAM lAlasA karAve. thoDo thoDo gusso karAve; paNa pachI pastAvo thAya. prAyazcitta le. A kaSAyonI hAjarImAM paNa sAdhupaNuM Take che. cAlI jatuM nathI; A kaSAyonA udaye AtmA dasamA guNaThANA sudhI vikAsa sAdhI zake paNa 11 thI 14 guNaThANA ke mokSanI prAti tene na thaI zake. ApaghAta na karAya. ApaghAta karIe to mAnavabhava hArI jaIe. A mAnavabhavamAM atyAre paNa sAtamA guNaThANA sudhIno vikAsa sAdhI zakAya, paNa ApaghAta karIne je bhavamAM jaIe tyAM teTalo vikAsa na sAdhI zakAya. A bhavamAM to jeTaluM vadhAre jIvAya teTaluM sAruM, teTalI vadhAre sAdhanA thAya. tethI manamAM paNa ApaghAtano vicAra na karAya ke koIne ApaghAtanI dhamakI paNa na apAya. tatvajharaNuM ( 191
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso vada - 3 guruvAra, tA. 24-10-02 bAhrakriyAo pahelA jANavAnI. jANavAthI hRdayamAM Adara - bahumAna pedA thAya. jenA pratye Adara pedA thAya, te karavAnuM mana thAya. pachI tenuM pAlana paNa zaru thAya. Ama jANavuM, AdaravuM ane pALavuM, e traNa bhUmikAmAMthI ApaNe pasAra thavAnuM che. cothuM guNasthAnaka jANavAnI ane jAgavAnI bhUmikA rupe che. jANelA pratye Adara ane pAlana thAya tyAre pAMcamuM ke chachuM guNasthAnaka prApta thAya. jAgelo cothA guNaThANe che. jAgyA pachI je thoDo bhAgyo, te pAMcamAM guNaThANe che. je pUrepUro bhAgyo, te chaThThA sarvavirati guNaThANe che. cothA guNaThANAnuM nAma avirata samyagRSTi che. samakita pAmelo che, mATe te samyagradaSTi kahevAya, paNa haju jarA ya virati pAmyo nathI, pApothI aTakayo nathI mATe avirata che. samakita pAmyA vinA uparanI koI bhUmikA pedA na thaI zake. mATe cothA guNaThANe pahoMcyA pachI ja uparanA guNaThANA Ave. A samakita jenazAsananuM pravezadvAra che. temAM pravezyA pachI ja viratidharmanI ArAdhanA thaI zake che. badhA guNo khIlI zake che. mATe cothA svapna lakSmIjI sAthe teno saMbaMdha vicArI zakAya. dIkSA jIvana svIkAravuM ja joIe, huM kayAre saMyama svIkAruM? tevI bhAvanA sAthe saMyogavaza je AtmA saMyama na svIkArI zake te saMyamanA bhAva sAthe zakayataH pApono tyAga kare tyAre dezavirati nAmanA pAMcamAM guNaThANe Ave che. Avo zrAvaka potAnA suMdara AcAro vaDe Thera-Thera sanmAna pAme che; mATe pAMcamA svapna kulanI mALA sAthe teno saMbaMdha sAro jAme che. A pAMcamuM guNaThANuM dezonA pUrva kroDa varSa sudhI TakI zake che. ATha varSanI uMmare AvI zake che. eka pUrva eTale 00560 abaja varSa. vadhumAM vadhu AvA eka karoDa pUrvanA AyuSyavALA jIvo pAMcama guNaThANuM pAme tethI vadhu AyuSyavALA na pAme.dezona = 8 varSa ochA pUrNa kroDa varSa sudhI A pAMcamuM guNaThANuM Take. | chaThThuM svapna caMdra che. caMdra zItaLa che. saumya che. AhalAdaka che; paNa temAM ca kalaMka to che ja. te na bhUlavuM. tema chavuM guNasthAnaka pramattasarvavirati saMyama, AtmA mATe AhalAdaka che. lAbhadAyaka che, paNa temAM pramAda nAmanuM kalaMka che. sAtamuM svapna sUrya che. te tejasvI che. temAM koI kalaMka nathI, sAtamuM guNaThANuM apramatta sarvavirati che. saMyamajIvana to che, paNa temAM jarAya pramAda nathI. koI kalaMka nathI. AtmAnuM teja vistarI rahyuM che. tatvajharaNuM 192
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________________ chaThThA-sAtamA guNaThANAno bhego kALa dezonapUrvakroDavarSa che. ATha varSa pachI prApta thAya. vadhumAM vadhu pUrvakroDavarSanA AyuSyavALA manuSyone ja A be guNaThANA Ave. vArApharatI badalAyA kare. chaThThuM ke sAtamuM guNaThANuM saLaMga eka aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre na rahe. AtmA hIMDoLAnI jema chaDhethI sAtame ane sAtamethI chaae satata Ava-jA karyA kare. hIMDoLA be cheDe to ghaNo ocho samaya rahe tema sAtamA guNaThANe AtmA ghaNo ocho samaya rahe. samagra bhavacakramAM sAtamuM guNaThANuM ghaNIvAra AvI zake, paNa te badhAno bhego samaya paNa 48 miniTathI ocho hoya. aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre na thAya. dara aMtarmuhUrta chaThThA guNaThANe pasAra karIne tarata sAtamA guNaThANe javuM ja paDe. je chaTTethI sAtame na jAya te aMtarmuhUrta pachI pAMcamA-cothA-pahelA vagere guNaThANe jAya. te to poSAya tevI cIja nathI. tethI saMyamajIvanamAM satata jAgRti joIe. UMghamAM paNa paDakhuM pheravatAM pUMjavuM-pramArjavuM joIe. svapnomAM paNa paramAtmA dekhAya. paramAtmAnA zAsananA padArtho dekhAya. UMghamAM paNa zAstronA pATha cAlyA kare. AtmA chaThThA-sAtamA guNaThANe vAraMvAra Avana-jAvana karyAM kare. tyArapachI AgaLa vadhavA mATenI be lAIna Ave che. aMdherI sudhI eka ja lAIna, pachI aMdherIthI upaDelI be gADIo bAMdarA sudhI sAthe jAya. pachI temanI lAIna judI paDe. eka lAIna vI.TI. jAya to bIjI lAIna carcageTa jAya. tema mA guNaThANA sudhI eka ja lAIna che. tyArapachI be lAIna AgaLa jAya. 89-10 guNaThANA sudhI baMne lAIna sAthe cAle. pachI judI paDe. eka 10 me thI 11 me jAya, bIjI 10 me thI 12 me jAya. je lAInamAM dasamA guNaThANA pachI 11 muM guNaThANuM Ave te upazamazreNI kahevAya. jemAM dasamA pachI bAramuM guNaThANuM Ave te kSapakazreNI kahevAya. bArame pahoMcanAro terame-caudame thaIne mokSe jAya ja. paNa je 11 me guNaThANe pahoMcyo teNe pAchA pharavuM ja paDe. vI.TI. pahoMcelI gADI AgaLa pATA na hovAthI pAchI phare; tema 11 me pahoMcelo AtmA pAcho phare paNa AgaLa vikAsa na sAdhe. ApaNA A bharatakSetramAMthI hAla vadhumAM vadhu sAtamA guNaThANA sudhIno ja vikAsa sAdhI zakAya che. pUrve to ApaNA bharatakSetramAMthI paNa upazamazreNI - kSapakazreNI mAMDI zakAtI hatI, paNa jaMbusvAmIjInA mokSa pachI te baMdha thayela che. paraMtu mahAvidehakSetramAMthI to Aje paNa baMne zreNI mAMDI zakAya che. TheTha mokSa sudhI pahoMcI zakAya che. IPM 11 mA guNaThANe pahoMcelo AtmA AgaLa na vadhatA rITarna thAya. jo tenuM tatvajharaNuM 193 .
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________________ 11 mA guNaThANe AyuSya pUrNa thAya to marIne vaimAnika devalokamAM pahoMce, jyAM tene cothuM guNaThANuM hoya. jo AyuSya pUrNa na thAya to saMjavalana kaSAyano udaya thavAthI te nIce paTakAya. 11 me thI 10 me-9 me-8 me-9 me thaI chake Ave. koI tyAMthI pAMcame-cothe-bIje thaIne pahele guNaThANe paNa jAya. upazamazreNInA 11 mA guNaThANAthI paNa AtmAnuM patana karanArA A kaSAyo keTalA badhA bhayAnaka kahevAya, te have samajAI gayuM haze! koI chaDe-cothe sthira paNa rahe. koI tyAMthI pharI upara caDhe. upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNI paNa mAMDe. A kaSAyonA bhAI samAna nokaSAyo che. corano bhAI ghaMTIcora jevA che. kaSAyone pedA kare che, mATe nokaSAya kahevAya che. dArUnA pIThAmAM dAru pItA mitranI sAthe besIne dUdha pInArAne paNa loko to dAruDIyo ja samaje. coronI sAthe besIne nAsto karanAro paNa cora gaNAya; tema kaSAyone uttejita karanArane nokaSAya kahevAya che. te nava prakAranA che. (1) hAsya (2)rati (3)arati (4)zoka. (5)bhaya (6)jugupsA ane(7-8-9)traNa veda. temane pedA karanArA te te nAmanA nava nokaSAya mohanIya karmo che. hAsya mohanIsakarma hasAve. hasavuM sAruM nathI. jarura paDe smAIla ApIe te vAta judI, bAkI gaMbhIra rahevuM joIe. khaDakhaDATa hasavuM, aTTahAsya karavuM, majAka-mazkarI ke ThaThThI karavA zobhatuM nathI. hasavAmAMthI kayAreka khasavuM thAya che. hAMsI-mazkarI aneka jAtanA jhaghaDA pedA kare che. dIvelIyuM moTuM rAkhavuM, raDavuM, AkraMda karavuM, zoka karavo te zoka mohanIya karmanA kAraNe bane. rati eTale rAga. khAvA-pIvA-oDhavA-pharavA vageremAM AnaMda mANavo te rati. arati eTale aNagamo-aruci-kaMTALo-becenI-gamagInI vagere. A badhAmAM rati-arati mohanIyakarma kAraNa che bhacamohanIya karmanA udayathI bhaya pedA thAya. koI smazAnamAM jatA Dare to koi nAnA uMdaraDAthI Dare. koI bilADIthI gabharAya to koI vAMdAthI gabharAya. jugupsA eTale durgachA-cItarI. lohI, mAMsa,kalevara, gaMdakI, viSThA vagere joIne cItarI caDe temAM A jugupsA mohanIya karma kAraNa che. [ kAmavAsanA pedA karanArA traNa veda mohanIyakarmo che : (1)puruSaveda (2)strIveda ane (3)napuMsakaveda. A nava nokaSAyone pedA karanArA navA nokaSAya mohanIsakarmo ane 16 kaSAyone pedA karanArA soLa kaSAya mohanIya karmo maLIne 25 cAritramohanIya karmo che. temAM mithyAtva mohanIya, samyakatvA mohanIya ane mizra mohanIya ema traNa darzana mohanIya karmo umeratAM mohanIyakarmanA 28 peTAbhedo thAya che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 194
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso vada - 4 zukravAratA. 25-10-02 ApaNuM yuddha mohanIyakarma sAme che. temAMya kaSAyone khatama karavA vadhu jarUrI che. kaSa eTale saMsAra. Aya eTale Avaka, lAbha. jenAthI saMsArano lAbha thAya, saMsAra vadhe tene kaSAya kahevAya. ApaNe to mokSe javuM che, saMsAra ghaTADavo che, khatama karavo che, to te mATe kaSAyothI dUra rahevAnuM che. tattvajJAna mAtra sAMbhaLavAnuM nathI, yAda rAkhavAnuM nathI. paNa tenI upara ciMtana paNa karavAnuM che. zakayataH amalamAM mUkavAno prayatna paNa karavAno che. jANyuM ke eka varSa sudhI kaSAya rahe to te anaMtAnubaMdhI gaNAya. tenI upara ciMtana karo to savAla thAya ke bAhubalIjIne 1 varSa sudhI abhimAna rahyuM to temano te kaSAya jo anaMtAnubaMdhI hoya to temane samakita paNa na rahe to saMyama ke kevaLajJAna kevI rIte? viSNukumAra munie namucimaMtrIne mArI nAMkhavA sudhIno krodha karelo, to temanuM saMyama Taske ke nahi? te kayo kaSAya kahevAya ! A badhAnA javAba meLavavA 16 kaSAyonA 64 peTAbhedo vicAravA. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya paNa atitIvra-tIvra-maMdamaMdatara ema cAra prakAranA samajavA. te ja rIte apratyAkhyAnIya,pratyAkhyAnIya, saMjavalana kaSAyo paNa A rIte cAra-cAra prakAranA jANavA. A rIte krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha soLa-soLa prakAranA gaNatAM cosaTha kaSAyo samajavA. | bAhubalIjIne saMjavalananA gharano atitIvra anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya hato. ghara saMjavalananuM hatuM. mATe teo chaThThA guNaThANe rahyA, paNa pahele guNaThANe na gayA. dekhAvamAM anaMtAnubaMdhI jaNAto hato paNa mULamAM te anaMtAnubaMdhI nahi paNa saMjavalana hato. mATe brAhmI-suMdarIe samajAvatAM mAnI gayA. vaMdana karavA paga upADyo ane kevaLajJAna pAmyA. bilADI potAnA baccAne moDhAmAM laine jatI hoya, tyAre dekhAvamAM krUratA jaNAtI hoya to paNa temAM krUratA na hoya. viSNukumAra muninA dekhAtA tIvra krodhamAM paNa tevuM samajavuM. te paNa saMjavalananA gharano anaMtAnubaMdhI hato, tethI mAtra iriyAvahI pratikramaNanA prAyazcittathI zuddhi maLI gai. 0 pahelA karmagraMthamAM jaNAvyuM che ke anaMtAnubaMdhInA udaye narakAyuSya baMdhAya. apratyAkhyAnIyanA udaye tiryaMcAyu, pratyAkhyAnIyanA udaye manuSya Ayu ane saMjavalananA udaye devanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. I| devo ane nArakone to sadA apratyAkhyAnIca kaSAyono ja nikAcita udaya hoya; to pachI temane sadA tiryaMca AyuSya ja baMdhAvuM joie ne? paNa tatvajharaNuM a 195
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________________ nA guNakArakAyuSya ja che tevuM kema karI samakitI devo, nArako to manuSyanuM AyuSya bAMdhe che, tevuM bIjA karmagraMthamAM jaNAvyuM che tenuM zuM? pahelA guNaThANe anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyono udaya hoya. ane anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyonA udaye jo narakAyuSya ja baMdhAtu hoya to bIjA karmagraMtha mAM pahelA guNaThANe cAre gatinA AyuSya baMdhAya che, tevuM kema kahyuM? che dekhItI rIte A badhA virodhAbhAsa jaNAya che, paNa je ApaNe samanvayadaSTi keLavIe to badhA virodhAbhAso dUra thai jAya. 16nA badale 64 kaSAyo vicArazo to A badhA virodhAbhAso dUra thai jaze. 1lA guNaThANe anaMtAnubaMdhInA gharano (1)anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya hoya to narakanuM (2)apratyAkhyAnIyano udaya hoya to tiryaMcanuM (3)pratyAkhyAnIcano udaya hoya to manuSyanuM ane (4) saMjavalanano udaya hoya to devanuM AyuSya baMdhAi zake. Ama pahelA guNaThANe cAre gatinA AyuSya baMdhAya temAM pahelA karmagraMtha sAthe koi virodha na Avyo. , deva-nArakone bhale apratyAkhyAnIca kaSAyono nikAcita udaya hoya paNa cothA guNaThANe apratyAkhyAnIyanA gharanA pratyAkhyAnIcano udaya hovAthI manuSya AyuSya baMdhAya temAM koi vAMdho nathI. te pahelA-bIjA karmagraMthamAM bALa-jIvone anulakSIne keTalIka vAto skUla daSTie jaNAvI che. jema AgaLa AgaLano abhyAsa thato jAya tema tema AgaLa pAchaLano samanvaya karatA rahevuM. te mATe anuprekSA svAdhyAya karavo. bhagavAnanA vacano upara pUrNa zraddhA hoya tene kayAMya virodhAbhAsa na jaNAya.te game te rIte bhagavAnanA tamAma vacanono paraspara samanvaya sAdhavAno ja prayatna kare. vinayavijayajI mahArAje racelo lokaprakAza graMtha vAMcavA jevo che. gujarAtI bhASAMtara paNa maLe che. judA judA aneka graMthonI sAkSIo tathA matAMtaro temAM mUkyA che. te badhAnuM ciMtana karavAthI ghaNuM jANavA-samajavA maLaze. rAmadAsa rAmAyaNanI kathA kahI rahyA hatA. ema kahevAya che ke te vakhate hanumAnajI adazya rupe te kathA sAMbhaLatA hatA. rAmadAse kahyuM, "hanumAnajI jyAre sItAjI pAse azokavATikAmAM gayA tyAre tyAM sapheda phUlo hatA." tarata hanumAnajIe pratyakSa thaine kahyuM, "khoTI vAta che. huM pote ja hanumAna chuM. huM azokavATikAmAM gayo tyAre tyAM phUlo sapheda nahi, paNa lAla hatA." baMne jaNe potAnI vAta majabUtAithI pakaDI rAkhI. have zuM thAya? chevaTe badhA rAmacaMdrajI pAse gayA. rAmacaMdrajI samanvaya daSTivALA hatA. temaNe kahyuM, "baMne sAcA cho. kharekhara to phUlo sapheda ja hatA, paNa te vakhate rAvaNa upara pedA thayelA bhayAnaka tatvajharaNuM 16
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________________ gussAnA kAraNe hanumAnanI AMkho lAlacoLa thai hatI, mATe tene phUlo lAla dekhAyA hatA. baMnene saMtoSa thai gayo. ApaNe AvI samanvayadaSTi keLavavI jarurI che. | veda ane liMga judA che. puruSa-strI-napuMsakane jaNAvanAro zarIrano AkAra liMga kahevAya, temAM kAraNa tevuM tevuM nAmakarma che, paNa vedamohanIya karmI nahi. vedamohanIya karma to puruSaveda, strIveda ke napuMsakavedanI prApti karAve. te kAmavAsanA pedA karAve. veda mohanIyakarmano udaya navamA guNaThANA sudhI hoya, jyAre tevA prakAranA liMgavALuM zarIra to tyArapachI paNa jIve tyAM sudhI hoya. tenA AdhAre ApaNe tyAM puruSaliMga siddha, strIliMga siddha,napuMsakaliMga siddha jaNAvyA che. puruSa-strI-napuMsakaliMga hoya to mokSe jai zakAya paNa puruSaveda strIveda-napuMsakavedano udaya hoya to mokSe na jai zakAya. teno udaya baMdha thayA pachI ja mokSa thAya, mATe te te liMgamAM mokSa che paNa te te vedamAM mokSa nathI. puruSavedano udaya hoya to strInI icchA thAya, strI sAthe kAmasukha bhogavavAnuM mana thAya. A vedodaya ghAsanA agni jevo che. jaldI pragaTe ane jaldI zAMta thAya. strI saMbaMdhita kAmavAsanA puruSavedIne jAge jaladI ane jAgyA pachI zAMta paNa jaldI thAya. strIne paNa jo A puruSavedano udaya thAya to tene strInI icchA thAya. tene sajAtIcamAM kAmavAsanA jAge. A strIvedano udaya hoya to puruSanI icchA thAya. eTale ke puruSa sAthe kAmasukha bhogavavAnuM mana thAya. A vedoya bakarInI lIMDIthI pedA thatA agni jevo che. A agni jaladI pragaTe nahi. ane pragaTyA pachI jaladI bujhAya nahi. tema strIvedIne puruSa saMbaMdhita kAmavAsanA jaladI jAge nahi. paNa jo jAgI to jaldI zAMta na paDe. puruSane jo A strIvedano udaya thAya to tene puruSanI icchA thatAM te sajAtIya kAmavAsanAno bhoga bane. puruSa ane strI; baMnenI icchA karAve, baMne sAthe kAmasukho bhogavavAnuM mana karAve te napuMsakaveda. A vedodaya nagaranA dAha jevo che. satata saLagyA ja kare; jaladI olavAya nahi. te rIte napuMsakavedanI kAmavAsanA satata bhaDake baLatI hoya, te zAMta na thAya. traNa prakAranA veda mohanIya karmo upara kaMTrola meLavIne ApaNe nirvikArI banavAnuM che. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavAnuM che. te mATe nirvikArI paramAtmAnuM satata dhyAna dharavuM. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDama - tatvajharaNuM : 197
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 Aso vada - 5 zanivAra tA. 26-10-02 saMsArI jIvone sAmAnyathI 3-4 doSo vadhu satAvatA hoya che. jemAM kAma, krodha, ahaMkAra, Asaktino samAveza thAya. A badhA doSone pedA karanAra mohanIyakarma che. AtmAnA vikAsano AdhAra mohanIya karmano nAza che to AtmAnA patanano AdhAra mohanIya karmanuM baLavAnapaNuM che. 11mA guNaThANe mohanIyakarmanA koi peTAkarmo udayamAM na hovA chatAM paNa sattAmAM to che ja. teno udaya to kharAba che ja, paNa udaya na hovA chatAM, mAtra tenuM astitva paNa kharAba che. mohanIya karmano nAza karIne vikAsa sAdhavAno hato, tenA badale tene dabAvI-dabAvIne, zAMta karIne AgaLa vadhyA. dabAvelA te karmo taka joine tUTI paDayA. udayamAM AvIne temaNe 11me pahoMcelA te AtmAnuM patana karI dIdhuM. koine to TheTha nigoda sudhI mokalI dIdhA. mohanIyakarmane dabAvato dabAvato AtmA TheTha 11mA guNaThANA sudhI pahoMce. jo traNe darzana mohanIya karmono teNe nAza karyo hoya to te kSAyika samakitI hoya, jo teNe te traNa karmone zAMta karyA hoya to te upazama samakitI hoya. sAyopathamika samakitI to cothAthI sAtamA guNaThANA sudhI ja hoya. tyArapachI te AtmA upazamasamakitI ke kSAyika samakitI banIne AgaLa vadhe. 4 thI 7 guNaThANA daramyAna AtmA kSAyika, upazama ke kSAropathamika samakitI hoya. da8A guNaThANAthI saMyamajIvana hoya. tyAM saMjavalana kaSAyono ane nokaSAyono paNa udaya hoya. anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnIya ke pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyono udaya na hoya. sAdhujIvanamAM paNa maMda kakSAnA (saMjavalana) krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha hoya. mArA bhagavAna, mArA guru, mAro dharma evo prazasta rAga hoya. maLelA mahAna jainazAsananuM gaurava hoya.' zAsana upara AvatA AkramaNone khALavA kyAreka mAyA paNa karavI paDe. ziSyone sAdhanAmAM joDavA krodha paNa karavo paDe. chatAM saMyamajIvana to rahe ja. navamA guNaThANA sudhI nokaSAyo tathA saMjavalana krodha-mAna-mAyA hoya. saMjavalana lobha to dazamA guNaThANA sudhI hoya. - 0mAM guNaThANA pachI AtmA dhyAnanI dhArAmAM lIna bane to te upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNI mAMDe. mohanIsakarmane zAMta pADato pADato je AtmA AgaLa vadhe, paNa khatama na kare teNe upazamazreNI mAMDI kahevAya, paNa je AtmA mohanIya karmane dabAvavAnA badale nAza pamADato pamADato AgaLa vadhe tatvajharaNuM 198
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________________ teNe kSapakazreNI mAMDI kahevAya. kSapakazreNI to kSAyika samakitI AtmA ja mAMDI zake; bIjA nahi. je AtmA A upazamaNI jema upazama samakitI mAMDI zake, tema sAyika samakitI paNa mAMDI zake. kSAyopathamika samakitI to 4 thI 0 guNaThANe ja hoya tyArapachI te upazama samakitI ke kSAyika samakitI bane. upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNI AThamA guNaThANAthI zaru thAya, mATe koipaNa zreNImAM kSAyopathamika samakitI na hoya. je AtmA mohanIya karmanI darzana saptaka sivAyanI bAkI rahelI cAritra mohanIcanI 21 prakRtine dabAvato dabAvato upazamazreNImAM AgaLa vadhe te upazAmaka kahevAya. ane je AtmA kSaya karato karato saMpakakSeNImAM AgaLa vadhe te kSepaka kahevAya. AThamA guNaThANAnuM nAma apUrvakaraNa che. upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNInA tamAma guNarathAnake AtmA aMtarmuhUrvakALathI vadhAre na rahe. AThamA guNaThANe pUrve na AvelA hoya tevA adhyavasAyo AtmAne Ave. tenA dvArA upazAmaka cAritra mohanIya karmanI prakRtione dabAvavAno ane kSapaka kSaya karavAno prayatna kare. - pachI navamA guNaThANe AtmA pahoMce. tenuM nAma anivRttikaraNa che. kSapakaAtmA A guNaThANe mohanIyakarma uparano humalo vadhu tIkSNa banAve. pariNAme sau prathama apratyAkhyAnIya ane pratyAkhyAnIya; ATha kaSAyone khatama kare. pachI napuMsakavedane khatama kare. pachI strIveda mohanIyakarmano kSaya kare. pachI hAsya, rati, arati, zoka, bhaya, jugupsA; e cha nokaSAya mohanIyakarmono nAza kare. pachI bAkI raheluM puruSaveda mohanIsakarma khapAvIne te avedI bane. have tenI sattAmAM mAtra cAra saMjavalanakaSAya mohanIsakarmo hoya. kSapaka AtmA have bAkI rahelA A cAra saMjavalana kaSAyamohanIyane khatama karavA udhamI bane. sau prathama saMjavalanakrodha mohanIyakarmano nAza kare. pachI saMjavalanamAnane khatama kare, pachI saMjavalanamAyAno nAza kare. mAtra saMjavalanalobha mohanIsakarmano nAza karavAno bAkI rahe. A rIte mohanIsakarmanA 28 peTA karmomAMthI 20 peTAkarmono kSaya thai gayo. saMjavalana lobha mohanIyakarma paNa ghaNuM badhuM khalAsa karI de. sUkSma sUkSma bAkI rahe tyAre te kSapaka dazamAM guNaThANe pahoMce. saMparAya eTale kaSAya. sUkSmalobha khatama karavAno bAkI che, mATe A tatvajharaNuM 199
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________________ guNaThANAnuM nAma sUmasaMharAya guNasthAnaka che. te lobha paNa khatama thatAM mohanIyakarmano saMpUrNa nAza thai jAya. AtmA tarata ja bAramA guNaThANe jAya. kSapakazreNImAM dazamA pachI sIdhuM bAramuM guNaThANuM Ave paNa agiyAramuM na Ave. te to upazamazreNImAM ja Ave. bAramA guNaThANe pahoMcelo AtmA aMtarmuhUrtamAM bAkI rahelA traNa ghAtI karmone khatama kare. jJAnAvaraNIya-darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya, A traNa ane pUrve mohanIya karma, ema cAra ghAtakarmo khatama thayA hovAthI AtmA kevaLajJAna-kevaladarzana pAme. vItarAgatA pragaTa thAya. anaMtalabdhino svAmI bane. 13 me guNaThANe pahoMce. kane khatama karavA AtmA zukaladhyAnamAM AgaLa vadhe. zreNInA dhyAnAgnithI nikAcita karmo paNa khatama thai zake che. dhyAna jainazAsanano viziSTa yoga che. bAra prakAranA tapamAM chellA be tapamAM dhyAna ane kAyotsargano samAveza thAya che. UMcI sAdhanAnuM prathama pagathIyuM kAyotsarga che. AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM chele nirAlaMbana dhyAne pahoMcAya, paNa pahelAM to sAlaMbana dhyAna hoya. hAla 1 thI 8 guNaThANA ja hoya. temAM sAlaMbana dhyAna ja hoya. nirAlaMbana dhyAna na hoya. jemAM koi AlaMbana levAnuM na hoya te nirAlaMbana. atyAranI ApaNI kakSAmAM A dhyAna na hoya. ApaNe to paMcaparameSThInA AlaMbanavALuM dhyAna dharavAnuM hoya. | 'cittavRttinirodha dhyAnama' mananI vRttine aTakAvavI te dhyAna. dhyAnanI A saMkucita vyAkhyA che. ApaNe tyAM to dhyAnanI viziSTa samajaNa che. mananI vRttine rokavI te UMcI kakSAnuM dhyAna che, uparanA guNaThANe te dhyAna Ave. ApaNe to manane azubha vicArothI aTakAvIne zubhamAM joDavuM, mauna rahevuM chatAM bolavuM paDe to hita-mita-satya niravadha bolavuM, kAyAnI pravRtti jayaNApUrvaka AcaravI te dhyAna che. khAlI mananuM ekalAnuM nahi, paNa mana-vacana-kAyA, traNenuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che. kAyotsarga karavA bolAtA annatya sUtramAM chelle ThANeNaM, moNeNaM, jhANeNaM vaDe A vAta jaNAvI che. kAyAne eka sthAne rAkhavI, vacananuM mauna rAkhavuM, manamAM logassa vagere sUtra-arthanuM ciMtana karavuM. A sAlaMbana dhyAna che. temAM sUtranuM ane arthanuM AlaMbana che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 200
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso vada 8 maMgaLavAra. tA. 29-10-02 - ApaNe mohanIyakarmano nAza karavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. kSapakazreNImAM karmo nAza pAme che. kaSAya-veda vagere parAvartamAna prakRtio che. teno udaya vArApharatI badalAyA kare che. traNe vedano udaya vArApharatI badalAto hoya che. te ja rIte cAre kaSAyono udaya paNa palaTAto jAya che. karmonA udaye A badhA doSo AtmAne satAvyA kare che, ApaNe tenAthI sAvadha rahevAnuM che. te mATe kSamA,namratA,saraLatA,nirlobhitA,nirvikAratA pedA thAya tevA vAtAvaraNamAM rahevuM. kaSAyo ke vikAro pedA thAya tevA nimittothI dUra rahevuM. sAmAyikapratikramaNAdi ArAdhanAo,derAsara,upAzraya vagere ArAdhanAnA sthAno ane ogho-caravaLo-muhapatti vagere . ArAdhanAnI sAmagrIo jarAya nakAmI nathI. A badhA bAhya saMyogo AMtarika pariNatine pragaTAvavA samartha banI zake che. mATe nizcayane zuddha karavA vyavahAradharmanuM-kriyAmArganuM paNa vAraMvAra sevana karavuM. adhyAtmasAra graMthamAM yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke vyavahAradharmamAM sthira banIne nizcayadharmanuM sevana karavuM; paNa vyavahAradharmanI upekSA karIne nahi. ekalI nizcayanI vAto to badhAne sAMbhaLavI game kemake temAM teNe choDavAnuM kAMI nathI. zarIrathI ghasAvAnuM nathI. tapa-tyAga karavAnA nathI. sAmAyika-pratikramaNAdi karavAnA nathI. mAtra sAMbhaLavAnuM, AtmAnuM ciMtana karavAnuM, badhAnA AtmAne jovAnI vAta karavAnI, paNa jIvanamAM karavAnuM zuM? choDavAnuM zuM? to kAMI nahi. AvuM kone na game? tethI nizcayanA mato ghaNA cAle; paNa AvI vAtothI ApaNe lalacAvAnuM nathI. ApaNe nizcaya ane vyavahAra, baMneno samanvaya karavAno. koI eka nayane ekAMte nahi svIkAravAno, paNa baMnene yathAyogya apanAvavA. paramAtmAnA vacana virUddha je koi vAta rajU karAya, te game teTalI sArI jaNAtI hoya to ya na svIkArAya. vaphAdArI to joIe ja. duniyAmAM patinI vaphAdArI na hoya te patnInI kiMmata keTalI? tema paramAtmAnI vaphAdArI na hoya to na cAle. jainazAsanamAM praveza samakitathI che. samakita eTale paramAtmAnI vaphAdArI. paramAtmAne mAthe rAkhavAnA. temanI badhI vAto svIkAravAnI. temane mAthe rAkhyA vinA na cAle. te ja rIte jainazAsanamAM gurune paNa mAthe rAkhavAnA. nagurA na rahevAya. svayaMsaMbuddha ane pratyeka buddhanA mAthe guru na hoya. bAkInA tamAmanA mAthe guru joIe. je sAdhumAM potAnA guru pratye vaphAdArI na hoya. je potAnA mAthe gurune na rAkhato hoya tene guru zI rIte banAvAya? tenA - 201 tatvajharaNuM
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________________ pravacano zI rIte saMbhaLAya? temanA pustako zI rIte vaMcAya? jo temAM kAMI zAstra-viruddha hoya jo temanA mAthe guru hoya to te temane sAcI vAta samajAve? temane unmArgathI sanmArge lAvI zake; paNa je mAthe gurune ja na rAkhato hoya tenI vAto so TakA barobara che, tevuM zI rIte mAnI zakAya? bhagavAna to kahe che ke, " je gurune mAne che, te mane mAne che. jo tAre mArI sevA karavI hoya to pahelA tane maLelA tArA gurunI sevA kara.'' paramAtmA pratye, guru pratye, dharma pratye, zAstro pratye vaphAdArI rahe tyAre samyagdarzana prakAzita bane. jemaNe AvatAbhavanuM AyuSya na bAMdhyuM hoya te ja AtmA kSapakazreNI mAMDI zake, kAraNake kSapakazreNI mAMDanAro te ja bhavamAM mokSe jAya. jeNe AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya te athavA to mAtra vaimAnikadevanuM ja AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya te AtmA ja upazamazreNI mAMDI zake. upazamazreNI daramyAna jo tenuM maraNa thAya to marIne te vaimAnika deva ja bane. anuttaravimAnamAM deva tarIke utpanna thAya. te sivAyano anya bhava na hoya. cha prakAranA saMghayaNa che. temAMnA mAtra pahelA saMghayaNavALo AtmA ja kSapakazreNI mAMDI zake. upazamazreNI to pahelA traNa saMghayaNavALo AtmA mAMDI zake paNa cothA-pAMcamA-chaThThA saMghayaNavALo koIpaNa zreNI mAMDI na zake. na AThamA apUrvakaraNa guNaThANe AtmA pUrve kadI na karyAM hoya tevA sthitighAta, rasaghAta, guNazreNI, guNasaMkrama, sthitibaMdha vagere pAMce ya apUrvaapUrva kare che. adhyavasAyanI vizuddhi vaDe AtmA A rIte karmone nabaLA ane zAMta pADavAnuM kArya kare che. ekI samaye A guNaThANe pravezelA AtmAnA adhyavasAyomAM pheraphAra hoya che. pheraphAra mATe nivRtti zabda che. tethI A apUrvakaraNa guNaThANAne nivRttikaraNa paNa kahevAya che. jo koI jIva ahIM mare to te apekSAe jaghanya kALa eka samayano paNa saMbhavI zake che.jaMbUsvAmI sudhI A upazamazreNI, kSapakazreNI, vItarAgatA, kevaLajJAna vagere cAlu hatA, tyArapachI A badhuM baMdha thayuM che. navamA guNaThANe ekI sAthe pravezelA tamAma AtmAonA adhyavasAyonI vizuddhi sarakhI hoya che. temAM taphAvata hoto nathI, mATe navamA guNaThANAnuM nAma anivRttikaraNa che. (nivRtti pheraphAra, taphAvata). vaLI A navamA guNaThANe traNe veda ane lobha sivAyanA traNe kaSAyone zAMta paDAya che ke khatama karAya che, paNa lobha kaSAya bAdara svarUpe ahIM udayamAM hoya che. tethI A guNaThANuM bAdara saMparAya (saMparAya eTale kaSAya) tarIke paNa oLakhAya che. aMtarmuhUrtakALa sudhI A guNaThANuM Take che. AtmAnI vizuddhi vadhAre hoya che. navamA tatvajharaNuM 6 202
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________________ guNaThANAnA aMta sudhImAM mohanIsakarmanI saMjavalana lobha sivAyanI 20 prakRtione zAMta karIne ke kSaya karIne dazamA guNaThANe pahoMce. ahIM sUkSma lobhano udaya hovAthI A sUkSmasaMparAya guNaThANA tarIke oLakhAya che. ahIM AtmA sUkSma lobhane paNa zAMta ke kSaya kare che. vadhumAM vadhu aMtarmuhurta sudhI A guNaThANuM Take che. mohanIya karmane zAMta karato karato upazamazreNImAM AgaLa vadhelo AtmA 11 mA guNaThANe pahoMce che. mohanIsakarma upazAMta thayuM hovAthI te upazAMtamoha kahevAya. chadma eTale DhAMkaNa. jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya, A traNa dhAtakarmo rupI chadma haju hovAthI tene chaghastha kahevAya. mohanIsakarmano udaya na hovAthI tene rAga na hoya mATe vItarAga kahevAya. tethI 11 mA guNaThANAnuM nAma upazAnta moha chadmastha vItarAga guNasthAnaka che. jo 11 mA guNaThANe pahoMcelo AtmA AyuSyapUrNa thatAM mRtyu pAme to pUrve bAMdhelA AyuSya pramANe anuttara vimAnamAM deva tarIke utpanna thAya. tyAM tene sIdhuM cothuM guNaThANuM AvI jAya. paNa je AtmAnuM A bhavanuM AyuSya vadhAre hoya te 11mA guNaThANe aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre to na ja Take. jo mohanIyakarmano nAza karIne AgaLa vadhyo hota to 10 me thI 12 me-13 me-14 me thaIne mokSe jAta. paNa, mohanIya karmane nAza karavAnA badale zAMta karavAnI bhUla karI. sattAmAM mohanIya karmane TakAvI rAkhyuM, pariNAme saMjavalana lobhano udaya thatAM te AtmA 11 me thI paDIne 10 me gaNaThANe jAya. pachI 9 me, 8 me, 8 me thaIne chake Ave 6-7 Ava jA karIne pharI upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNI mAMDI zake. koI 5 me ke 4 the aTake. koI tyAMthI bIje thaIne pahele guNaThANe paNa jAya. A temanuM patana thayuM gaNAya. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. | tArA 002
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________________ 'saMvata 2058 Aso vada - 9 budhavAra tA. 30-10-02 zreNI eTale dhyAnanI dhArA. upazamazreNImAM 7 thI 11 guNaThANA Ave jayAre kSapakazreNImAM 8 thI 10 ane 12 muM guNaThANuM Ave. A 8 thI 12 guNaThANAne zreNInA guNaThANA kahevAya. A dareka guNaThANAno utkRSTa kALA ekeka aMtarmuhUrtano che. badhA guNaThANAno bhego kALa paNa eka aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre na thAya. aMtarmuhUrtanA nAnA-moTA asaMkhyAtA prakAra hovAthI koI virodha nathI. kSapakazreNInA dareka guNaThANAno jaghanyakALa paNa eka aMtarmuhUrta che. jyAre upazamazreNImAM jenuM maraNa hoya tenA mATe jaghanyathI 1 samaya, bAkInA badhA mATe jaghanyathI eka aMtarmuhUrtano kALa hoya. nigodathI nIkaLIne mokSe pahoMcIe tyAM sudhImAM kSapakaznaNI to mAtra chelA bhavamAM eka ja vAra mAMDavAnI hoya. mAMDelI te saMpakakSeNInA aMte cAre ghAtI karmono nAza karIne AtmA vItarAga-sarvajJa bane. pachI bAkInA cAra aghAtI karmone khalAsa karIne mokSe jAya. Ama, kSapakazreNI eka bhavamAM eka ja vAra, are ! samagra saMsAracakramAM paNa eka ja vAra mAMDI zakAya. mohanIya karmano nAza karatAM karatAM AgaLa vadhavAnA badale je AtmA mohanIya karmane zAMta karato karato upazamazreNImAM AgaLa vadhe, te AtmA 11mA guNaThANAthI AgaLa na vadhe. jo AyuSya pUrNa thAya to marIne anuttara vimAnamAM cothA guNaThANA sAthe jAya. paNa jo vadhu jIve to aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre samaya 11 mA guNaThANe na rahe. je krame caDyo hato, te ja krame te AtmA nIce paDe. dAdara upara caDyA pachI nIce utare to vArApharatI pagathIyA utarAya, hA ! koI paDI jAya to sIdho TheTha nIce AvI jAya. tema 11mA guNaThANAno aMtarmuhUrta kALa pUro thatAM AtmA kramazaH nIce utare; paNa je mRtyu pAme te sIdho cothA guNaThANe devalokamAM pahoMce. - A upazamaznaNI eka bhavamAM be vAra mAMDI zakAya che ane samRga bhavacakramAM cAra vAra mAMDI zakAya che, paNa tethI vadhAre vAra nahIM. upazamazreNImAM upazamasamakita paNa hoI zake che. upazamazreNI cAra vAra mAMDI zakAtI hovAthI upazamasamakita paNa cAra vAra Ave tathA dareka AtmA sau prathamavAra to upazamasamakita ja pAme, te umeratAM samraga saMsAra cakramAM pAMcavAra upazamA samakita AvI zake. ki bIjuM sAsvAdana guNasthAnaka to upazama samakitanI vomITa thAya tyAre ja Ave paNa te sivAya na Ave. tethI sArasvAdana guNasthAnaka paNa samagra tatvajharaNuM 204
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________________ bhavacakramAM pAMca vArathI vadhAre vAra Ave nahi. 11 mAM guNaThANe pahoMcelA vItarAga bhagavAna paNa kaSAyono udaya thatAM pachaDATa pAmIne nIce jatAM jatAM TheTha pahelA mithyAtva nAmanA guNaThANe paNa pahoMcI zake, pachI nigoda sudhInA bhAvomAM paNa jaI zake. tyAM anaMtakALa pasAra kare, tevuM paNa banI zake. A jANIne ApaNe satata sAvadha rahevAnuM che. kayA samaye, kayo kaSAya, kayA jIvanI hAlata kaphoDI karI de? te na kahevAya, mATe koIpaNa kaSAya jAgavAnI zakayatA thAya te pahelAM ja tene kaMTrolamAM levAno prayatna karavo joIe. kSapakazreNI mAMDanAro AtmA AThamA apUrvakaraNa guNaThANe vizuddha adhyavasAyo vaDe karmonA sthiti-rasa vagere toDavAnuM kAma kare. bhA guNaThANe 9 nokaSAya ane saMjavalana traNa kaSAyone khatama karIne dazame guNaThANe pahoMce. tyAM sUkSma lobhane paNa khatama karI sIdho bArame jAya. mohanIya karma saMpUrNa nAza pAmyuM hovAthI te kSINamoha kahevAya. jJAnAvaraNIyAdi traNa karmo khalAsa karavAnA bAkI hovAthI te chadmastha kahevAya. rAga-dveSa na hovAthI vItarAga kahevAya.kSINamoha chadmastha vItarAga nAmanA A bAramA guNaThANe rahelo AtmA jJAnAvaraNIya-darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAyane khatama karIne kevaLajJAnI bane. je AtmA dazamAnA aMte vItarAga bane, te bAramAnA aMte kevalI paNa bane ja. tethI sAdhanA kevaLajJAna meLavavA mATe nahi, paNa vItarAga banavA mATe karavAnI che. je vItarAga bane tene dharmasattA taraphathI aMtarmuhUrtamAM kevaLajJAnanI bheTa maLe che. tethI ApaNe jJAnavaraNIyakarmane khatama karavAnI nahi paNa mohanIsakarmane khatama karavAnI sAdhanA karavAnI che. je mohanIyane khapAve tenA jJAnAvaraNIya vagere traNa ghAtakarmo aMtarmuhUrtamAM khatama thAya ja. tene kevaLajJAna paNa prApta thAya ja. - 11-12 mA guNaThANe rahelA AtmAo chadmastha vItarAga kahevAya. 6 thI 9 mA guNaThANe rahelA sAdhu-sAdhvI virAgI kahevAya. 1 thI 5 mA guNaThANe rahelA jIvo rAgI che. saue rAgI maTIne virAgI banIne vItarAgI banavAnuM che. virAgInA be artha thAya. (1) saMsAranA jaDapadArthomAM rAga vinAnA ane (2)deva-guru dharma pratye vizeSa rAgavALA. AvA virAgI thaIne jaladIthI vItarAgI banavAnuM lakSa rAkhavuM. kevaLajJAna pAmatAM pahelA pratibhajJAna thAya. jema sUryodaya pahelAM ho phATe, Acho prakAza thAya, te arUNodaya thayo kahevAya. arUNodaya thayA pachI TUMka samayamAM sUryodaya thAya. tema prAtijajJAna thayA pachI tarata kevaLajJAna thAya. tatvajharaNuM 205
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________________ 12 mAM guNaThANAnA aMte kevaLajJAna thatAM AtmA 13 mA guNaThANe pahoMce. mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogo cAlu hovAthI teo sayogI kahevAya. anuttaravAsI devonA savAlonA javAbo teo manathI ciMtave te manoyoga. dezanA Ape te vacanayoga. vihAra kare te kAyayoga. kevaLajJAnI hovAthI kevalI kehavAya. A sayogI kevalI nAmanA teramA guNaThANe AtmA ochAmAM ochuM aMtarmuhUrta rahe. vadhumAM vadhu dezona pUrvakroDa varSa sudhI rahe. pUrvakoDavarSathI vadhAre AyuSyavALA AtmAo kSapakazreNI mAMDI zakatA nathI. vahelAmAM vahelA 9 varSanI uMmare kevaLajJAna pAmI zakAya. tethI 13muM guNasthAnaka 9 varSa jUnA pUrvakroDa varSa sudhI TakI zake, paNa tethI vadhAre nahi. jyAre AyuSya pUrNa thavAnuM eka nAnuM aMtarmuhUrta bAkI rahe tyAre 14mA guNaThANe AtmA pahoMce. ahIM koI yoga na hoya mATe te ayogI kevalI kahevAya. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM te AtmA aghAtI karmone khalAsa karIne mokSe pahoMce. upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNInA dareka guNaThANAno kALa aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre nathI, kAraNake eka adhyavasAya satata aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre samaya Takato nathI. aMtarmuhUrta pUrNa thatAM te adhyavasAya palaTAya che. tethI sAmAyikano samaya paNa aMtarmuhUrta = 48 miniTathI vadhAre nathI. eka sAmAyika patyA pachI bIjuM sAmAyika levAnI vidhi karIe eTale navo suMdara adhyavasAya cAlu thaI jAya. 48 miniTa pasAra thatAM adhyavasAya badalAtAM trIjuM sAmAyika levAnI vidhi karavAnI. traNa sAmAyika patyA pachI cothuM sAmAyika letAM pahelAM pAravuM paDe kAraNa ke Thalle, mAguM vagere javAnI kadAca zaMkA thAya to, te badhuM patAvIne cothuM vagere sAmAyika karI zakAya. tapAgacchanI paraMparAmAM traNa sAmAyika ekI sAthe uccArAtA nathI, paNa dareka sAmAyika juduM juduM uccaravAnuM che, tenI pAchaLa koI adhyavasAya saLaMga aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre nathI raheto, te kAraNa jaNAya che. ApaNA zarIranA koI ThekANAM nathI. kALajI rAkhavA chatAM ya kayAreka cAlu sAmAyikamAM Thalle, mAtre javAnI zaMkA thAya tevuM bane. sAmAcikamAM saMDAsa, bAtharumano upayoga na karAya. vastraparivartana karIne kuMDI vagere vaDe zaMkA TALIne pAchuM sAmAyikamAM besI zakAya. sAmAyikano kALa pUrNa thayA pachI pArIne te phaMDInI yogya jayaNA karI zakAya. jo tevI vyavasthA na thaI zake tema hoya to sAmAyikamAM ja saMDAza ke bAtharUmamAM javA karatAM, vaheluM sAmAyika pArIne javAmAM doSa ocho che. pachI gurubhagavaMta pAse tenuM prAyazcitta karI levuM joie. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDama. SPSS tatvajharaNuM 206
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________________ (saMvata 2058 Aso vada - 10 guruvAra. tA. 31-10-02 sAkat AtmAno vikAsa krama haoNkautakAra | * j. * : , gAla * * * 24) che nA , kAraka prAma' NNNAAAAAA mAM * harta kALa - pravee tu] . naba . 60 BLa sAdhu hAthI ? * * ka ko . padAla parAvatakALa ni : ca ra mA va te = 1paga NNNN nAtaka | jeka: ma paNi karNa madha sAM9 : ti ra ' nAmanI reka cha mAsa viTe & thanagana ( - - " lakiyiridraya, + = kaMpane nava ! aMka .zi Sla narI : . che * * ) pAka khaEniA kaar . zuM ma . . - * dj , nati nahiM. priya kamAna saMma ja . ke mA t-pakAsa 1 Mnika mukI nA kIma vmaye vala valoka evai<
> SAta pa paradLa | 6 phri bane ' ja kaDakaw tN) sAmAla S T de zo na ardha 56 " Aje ApaNe atyAra sudhImAM A pravacanamALAmAM je jANyuM tenuM punarAvartana karavuM che. eka AtmA mokSe gayo tyAre niyati pAkavAthI ApaNe bahAra nIkaLyA. abhavya AtmA to kadI mokSe na jAya. te to sadA saMsAramAM rakhaDyA karavAno. paNa jenAmAM mokSe javAnI yogyatA hoya te bhavya AtmA mokSa tarapha AgaLa vadhe. huM bhavya hoiza ke abhavya? mAro kyAreka to mokSa thaze ne? tevA vicAro ApaNane Ave che. ApaNe zatruMjayanI yAtrA karI che, mATe ApaNe bhavya chIe. mokSe javAno eka pugala parAvarta kALathI vadhAre kALa bAkI na hoya tyAre AtmA zaramAvartakALamAM praveze. ApaNane mokSa paNa game che, tAraka padArtho paNa game che, kriyAo pratye Adara che, mATe ApaNo caramAvartakALamAM tatvajharaNuM 200
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________________ praveza thai gayo jaNAya che. te pahelAM ApaNe acaramAvartakALamAM hatA. abhavya AtmAo sadA acaramAvartakALamAM hoya. betes and acaramAvartakALamAM karma baLavAna hoya. caramAvartakALamAM puruSArtha baLavAna bane. have ApaNe karmo khatama karavAno puruSArtha karavAno che. jo karIzuM to saphaLatA maLavAnI pUrI zakyatA che, kAraNake ApaNo caramAvartakALamAM praveza thai gayo jaNAya che. op yAra pachI pharI eka vAra je AtmA mokSe pahoMcavA sudhImAM 70 koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI sthitivALuM mithyAtva mohanIya karma be vAra ja bAMdhavAno hoya te dvibaMdhaka kahevAya. ekavAra bAMdhI dIdhA pachI te have mAtra eka ja vAra bAMdhavAno hovAthI samRbaMdhaka kahevAya. tyAra pachI pharI eka vAra bAMdhI de to have nakkI thayuM ke te ekapaNa vAra AvI sthiti bAMdhavAno nathI mATe te apunabaMdhaka kahevAya. tenI upara mohanIyakarmano adhikAra UThI gayo kahevAya. sAcA dharmanI zaruAta have thAya. have pachInI tenI zuddhakriyAo AdhyAtmika kriyAo bane. A apunabaMdhaka AtmAne have mokSano mArga dekhAya, mATe te mAbhimukha banyo kahevAya. pachI te mokSamArga upara jaine Ubho rahe eTale mArgapatita kahevAya. te mArga upara cAlavA lAge tyAre mArgAnusArI banyo kahevAya. haju to AtmA pahelA mithyAtva nAmanA guNaThANe rahyo kahevAya. teno haju jainazAsanamAM vAstavika praveza thayo na gaNAya. te to samyagdarzana-cothuM guNaThANuM prApta thAya tyAre ja thAya. pahelA svapna hAthI ne maMdiramAM praveza na maLe tema pahelA mithyAtva guNaThANe rahelAne jaina zAsanamAM praveza na maLe. AtmAmAM rahelo saMsAra pratyeno tIvra rAga ane mokSa pratyeno tIvra dveSa gAMTha che. A gAMThane bhedhA vinA samyagdarzana pAmI zakAya nahi. jyAre bhavya AtmA A gAMThane bhede tyAre upazamasamakita pAme. A samakita aMtarmuhUrtakALathI vadhAre Take nahi. mohanIyakarmanA darzana mohanIyanA traNa peTA bhedo (1)mithyAtva mohanIya karma (2)mizra mohanIya karma ane (3)samyaktva mohanIya karma jyAre saMpUrNa zAMta thAya tyAre A upazama samakita Ave. cothuM guNaThANuM prApta thAya. cothuM svapna lakSmIjI. jyAM lakSmIjI padhAre tyAM kai kai samRddhi na Ave ? te savAla. cothuM guNaThANuM jene prApta thAya te AtmAone guNo rupI lakSmI prApta thayA vinA na rahe. THIC trIjuM svapna siMha che. tene ghAsamAM ruci ke aruci na hoya. mizraguNaThANe rahelA AtmAne jaina zAsana pratye ruci ke aruci na hoya. na tatvajharaNuM 208
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________________ jo upazama samakitIne anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyono udaya thAya to tarata upazama samakitanI vomITa thAya. 1 samayathI 6 AvalikA sudhI tene vaselA samakitano rasAsvAda mANavA maLe. te vakhate AtmA sAsvAdana nAmanA bIjA guNaThANe kahevAya. vadhumAM vadhu 6 AvalikA pUrNa thatAM mithyAtva mohanIya karmano udaya thAya. AtmA pahelA guNaThANe pahoMce. bIjuM svapna vRSabha che. pUrve khAdheluM vAgoLatI vakhate teno svAda jema baLada mANe tema AtmAe pahelA meLavelA samakitanI vomITa karIne bIjA guNaThANe teno svAda mANavAno thAya che. upazamasamakitI AtmAne jo aMtarmuhUrta pachI samyaktvamohanIya karmano udaya thAya to te kSAyopazamika samyaktvI bane. pachI te AtmA jo anaMtAnubaMdhI cAra kaSAyono nAza karIne kramazaH mithyAtva mohanIya, mizramohanIya ane samyaktva mohanIya karmono nAza kare to te kSAyika samakitI bane. A kSAyika samakita ekavAra AveluM kAyama mATe rahe. AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM na hoya to aMtarmuhUrtamAM kevaLajJAna pAme. nahi to 3, 4 ke 5 bhavathI vadhAre bhava to na ja kare. tyAM sudhImAM mokSe pahoMcI jAya. A sAta karmo sivAyanA mohanIya karmanA 21 peTAkarmo sattAmAM rahyA che. tene khatama karavA te kSapakazreNI mAMDe. samakitI AtmA jyAre apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyono kSayopazama kare tyAre nAnuM paNa paccakkhANa, vrata, niyama vagere lai zake. tyAre te pAMcamA dezavirati guNaThANe Avyo kahevAya. A guNaThANuM dezona pUrvakroDa varSa sudhI manuSyo ke tiryaMcone hoi zake che. devo ane nArakone apratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyono nikAcita udaya hovAthI teo kadI paNa cothA guNaThANAthI vadhAre AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhI zake nahi. pAMcamuM svapna phUlanI mALA che. vrata-niyama lenAro pAMcamAM guNaThANAvALo dezaviratidhara Thera Thera phUlanI mALA jevuM sanmAna pAme temAM navAi nathI. jyAre AtmA pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyono paNa kSacopazama kare tyAre sarvavirati jIvana pAmI zake. mAnavo ja sarvavirati pAmI zake; paNa A jIvanamAM jyAM sudhI pramAda hoya tyAM sudhI te pramatta sarvavirati guNaThANuM kahevAya. chaThThA svapna caMdramAM jema kalaMka hoya che, tema A chaThThA guNaThANAmAM pramAda rupa kalaMka che. aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre kALa A chaThThuM guNaThANuM na Take. pramAda rahita sarvavirati jIvanane sAtamuM apramatta sarvavirati guNaThANuM kahevAya. te paNa aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre na rahe. samagra bhavacakramAM AvatA tamAma sAtamA guNaThANAno kALa paNa aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre na hoya. sAtamA guNaThANe K 209 tatvajharaNuM
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________________ " IS : galA AtmA sAtamA ravapna sUrya samAna tejavI bane che. chaThuM-sAtamuM guNaThANuM vArApharatI badalAyA kare che. jo chaThThAvALo sAtame nA jAya to aMtarmuharta pachI pAMcame, cothe nIce utare. chaThThA - sAtamAno bhego kALa dezonA pUrvakroDa varSa saMbhavI zake che. vAraMvAra cha-sAtame jato AtmA vizuddhi vadhatA upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNI mAMDavAnuM sattva phorave che. je te mohanIya karmane zAMta karato karato AgaLa vadhe to teNe upazamaNI mAMDI kahevAya. 89-10 guNaThANe thai 11 me pahoMcIne chaghastha vItarAga bane che. AyuSya pUrNa thAya to marIne cothA guNaThANAvALo anuttara deva bane che, nahi to aMtarmuhUtI pachI je krame upazamazreNI caDayo hato, te krame nIce paDe che. 3 ( vizeSa vizuddhinA prabhAve je AtmA mohanIya karmano nAza karato karato. AgaLa vadhe te kSapakazreNI mAMDI 8, 9, 10 guNaThANe thaine sIdho 12mAM guNaThANe jAya che. 10 mAnA aMte mohanIyakarmano kSaya karIne vItarAga banelo te AtmA 12mAnA aMte bAkInA traNa ghAtakarmo khapAvIne kevalI bhagavaMta bane che. AThathI bAramA naMbara sudhInA dareka guNaThANA aMtarmuhUrta thI vadhAre na Take. badhAno bhego kALa paNa aMtarmuhUrtathI vadhAre nathI. zreNInA zukladhyAnanI dhArA, AThamA guNaThANAthI zaru thAya che. have mohanIcakarma sAme yuddha zaru thavAnuM che. AThamA svapnanI sapheda dhajA zukaladhyAnanI dhArAne ke yuddhamAM prApta thanArA vijayane sUcavatI jaNAya che. navamA guNaThANe pahoMcelo have vItarAga banavAno che. tenA maMgalane sUcavato pUrNa kaLaza to navamA svapnamAM nahi hoyane navamA guNaThANe AtmA sUkSma lobhA sivAyanA mohanIyakarmanA tamAma peTA kane zAMta kare ke saMpUrNa nAza kare. isii dasamA guNaThANe pahoMcelA AtmAmAM ghaNA karmo zAMta thai gayA hovA chatAM sUkSmalobha uchALA mArI rahyo che. te vAtane dasamAM padmasarovaranA zAMta pANIne uchALatA magaramaccho vagere jaNAvatAM lAge che. ahIM sUkSma lobhane zAMta karIne AtmA 11 mA guNaThANe jAya che. to kSapaka AtmA sUkSma lobhano nAza karIne sIdho bAramA gaNaThANe jAya che. E 11mA ravapnamAM ratnAkara che, dariyo che. jemAM paDanAranA cAnsa DUbavAnA che, tema 11 mA guNaThANe pahoMcelo AtmA avazya patana pAmyA vinA na rahe. 12mA svapnamAM vimAna dekhAya. jANe ke 12 mA guNaThANe pahoMcelA AtmAne mokSe pahoMcADanAruM vimAna AvyuM. tyAMthI terame guNaThANe pahoMce eTale guNorUpI ratnono Dhagalo prApta thAya, tevuM teramuM svapna ranono Dhagalo tatvajharaNuM | 210
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________________ jaNAve che. 11, 12, 13 mA guNaThANe kaSAyono udaya na hovA chatAMya yoga cAlu che. te karmonuM pravezadvAra che. mana, vacana, kAyAnI mAtra zubhapravRttio ahIM cAlu rahe. tenA dvArA eka mAtra zAtA vedanIya karma baMdhAya. pahelA samaye baMdhAyeluM karma bIjA samaye udayamAM AvIne bhogavAya. zAtAno anubhava karAve. trIjA samaye te karma AtmAthI chUTuM paDI gayuM hoya. be samaya sudhI AtmA sAthe coMTeluM rahetuM hovAthI tene be sAmayika karma kahe che. . [ A 13 muM sayogI kevalI guNasthAnaka dezona pUrvakroDa varSa sudhI rahI zake che. ApaNe paNa ahIMthI marIne mahAvidehamAM janma laine AThamA varSe dIkSA laine bhA varSe kSapakazreNI mAMDIne kevaLajJAnI banI zakIe. sAMbhaLavA pramANe anupamAdevI mahAvidehakSetramAM nava varSe kevaLajJAnI banIne hAla vicarI rahyA che. ! potAnA AyuSyanA cha mahInA bAkI hoya tyAre keTalAka kevalI bhagavaMto kevalI samughAta kare che. bAkI rahelA cAra aghAtI karmomAMthI jo AyuSya kamI karatAM nAma-gotra ane vedanIya karmanI sthiti vadhAre bAkI hoya to A cAre karmone sarakhA karavA A samughAta kare che. tenA prabhAvathI puNya prakRtiono rasa paNa pApaprakRtimAM TrAnsaphara thaine, vizuddhinA baLe nAza pAme che. tamAme tamAma kevaLajJAnI mahAtmAo AyojikAkaraNa kare che. AyojikA karaNa eTale mana-vacana kAyAno viziSTa prakArano prazasta vyApAra. tyAra pachI te AtmAo mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogane saMdhavAno, aTakAvavAno prayatna kare che. tene yoganirodhanI prakriyA kahevAya che. - zela eTale parvata, zaileza eTale parvatono rAjA meruparvata, te jevo niprakaMpa che, sthira che. AtmAnA pradezone tevA sthira ane niSpakaMpa karavAnI kriyA te zelezIkaraNa. badhA rogone saMdhIne, zarIranA polANone pUrIne zelezIkaraNa karIne AtmA caudamA guNaThANe AvIne mokSe sIdhAve. caeNramuM ravapna dhUmADA vinAno agni jaNAve che ke 14mA guNaThANe zarIra vagere che, chatAM karmabaMdha nathI, koi yoga nathI. avyavahArarAzInI nigodathI zaru karelI yAtrA mokSe pahoMcIe tyAre pUrNa thAya. ApaNe A yAtrAmAM kayAM sudhI pahoMcyA chIe? te sUkSmabuddhithI vicArIne, bAkInI adhUrI yAtrA pUrNa karavAnA puruSArthamAM lAgI javA jevuM che. ivItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. - tatvajharaNuM 211
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso vada - 11 zukravAra tA. 1-11-02 | ATha karmomAMthI jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, vedanIya ane mohanIya, e cAra karmonI vistArathI vicAraNA karI. have ApaNe bAkI rahelA karmonI vicAraNA samayanI anukULatA mujaba karavI che. AtmA akSaya sthitivALo che. tene koie pedA karyo nathI ke teno koi nAza karatuM nathI. te to adAlu, aDedha, abhedha che. zAzvata che. nitya che. paNa AyuSya karmanA kAraNe te deva-manuSya-naraka-tiryaMca tarIke janma-maraNa pAme che. janma-maraNa vacce te pApamaya jIvana pasAra kare che, paNa jainazAsanane pAmyA pachI samaju banelA AtmAo janma-maraNa vaccenA jIvanane sAdhanAmaya banAvIne mokSe pahoMce che, jyAM pahoMcyA pachI kayAreya janma-maraNa karavA paDatA nathI. ( AyuSya karma cAra prakAranuM che. (1)deva-AyuSya karma (2)manuSya AyuSya karma (3)tiryaMca AyuSya karma ane (4)naraka AyuSya karma. eka bhavamAM pachInA eka ja bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. teno udaya A bhavamAM na ja thAya. AvatA bhavamAM avazya teno udaya thAya. AvatA bhavamAM te AyuSya karmI pUrepUruM bhogavI levuM paDe. pachInA bhAvomAM te na bhogavAya. sAmAnya rIte mAyA karavAthI tiryaMcanuM AyuSya baMdhAya che. tIvra krodha - lobha vagere karavAthI narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. saraLatA, maMda kaSAya vagerethI devanuM AyuSya baMdhAya to sadAcArothI manuSyanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. A jIvanamAM satAvatA badhA prazno sAmAnya che. tenI pAchaLa raDavAnI ke samaya barabAda karavAnI koi jarUra nathI. gaMbhIra savAla to maryA pachI janma kayAM levo? te che. maravAnuM badhAne che. koie eka bhavamAM be vAra maravAnuM nathI. ekavAra karavAmAMthI koi saMsArI jIva chaTakI zake tema nathI. tethI maravAnI ciMtA na karo. maravAnI sAthe marI janArA A bhavanA duHkho, rogo ke kauTumbika praznonI ciMtA na karo. ciMtA to AvatA bhavano janma kayAM thaze? tenI karavI joie kAraNa ke je khoTo bhava maLI gayo to A bhavanI badhI ArAdhanA sAdhanA pheila jaze. kIDIne paNa nahi mAranAro huM jo bilADI banuM to uMdara ane kabUtarane phADyA vinA nahi rahI zakuM. mArI jIvarakSAnI badhI sAdhanA nakAmI thaI jaze. pUrvakroDa varSa sudhI UMcuM saMyama pALanAro mAsakSamaNAdi tapa karanAro sAdhu AyuSya bAMdhatI vakhate thApa khAi gayo to mokSe javAnA badale pachInA bhavamAM deva ke mAnava maTIne caMDakoziye nAga banyo! nA, ApaNe tevI bhUla nathI karavI. ApaNe to Avato bhava sudharI jAya tenI tatvajharaNuM G 212
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________________ kALajI levI che. mota paNa mahotsava banI jAya, samAdhi bharapUra bane tevA prayatano AjathI zaru karavAnA che. A bhavamAM jeo viziSTa ArAdhanA-sAdhanA-upAsanA karavA vaDe AvatA bhavane salAmata banAvI de che, teo motathI jarA ya na Dare. mastIthI maravA taiyAra hoya. muMbaithI bhAvanagara jatAM, vacce amadAvAda utarIne bIjI gADI pakaDavAnI hoya to badhA mastIthI utare che. A gADI choDavAno trAsa nathI hoto, kAraNa ke sAmenI bIjI gADInuM rIjharvezana taiyAra che. A bhavanuM jIrNa, gharaDuM, zithIla indriyovALuM zarIra choDIne, mokSanI sAdhanA mATe anukULa zarIra AvatA bhavanuM meLavavAmAM AnaMda hoya ke trAsa hoya ? mota eTale eka gADImAMthI utarIne bIjI gADImAM besavuM. eka zarIrane choDIne bIjuM zarIra dhAraNa karavuM. kapaDuM meluM thAya to badalavAnuM ke nahi ? te badalatAM trAsa hoya ke navuM paheravAno AnaMda hoya? gharaDuM, takalAdI, mAMduM zarIra choDIne bIja bhavanuM navuM zarIra meLavatAM AnaMda hoya ke trAsa thAya? mota eTale jUnAM kapaDAM kADhIne navA kapaDAM paheravAnI kriyA, emAM rudana kema? eno Dara kema? motano trAsa kema? hA ! jeNe A bhavamAM koi ArAdhanA sAdhanA na karI hoya, paralokamAM sArA bhavanI zakyatA na hoya tene motano Dara lAge, te gabharAya, motathI bacavA valakhAM mAre. A trAsa motano nathI, paNa A bhavamAM maLelA lADIvADI-gADI-bAga-baMgalA-bagIcA choDavAno trAsa che. tene maratI vakhate potAno bhUtakALa dekhAya. krodha-kAmavAsanA-svArtha-vizvAsaghAta-prapaMco-dagAphaTakA vagere potAnA pApo najaramAM Ave. tenAthI samajAya ke mane A bhavamAM maLelI koi anukULatA A pAponA kAraNe AvatA bhavamAM maLe tema nathI. tethI A badhu choDavAno trAsa anabhave. bAkI jeNe A bhavamAM ArAdhanAsAdhanA karI che te to mastIthI motane vadhAve. 50 hajAra choDIne 50 lAkha maLatAM hoya to pa0 hajAra choDavAmAM AnaMda ja hoya ne? jo AvuM mojanuM maraNa meLavavuM hoya, nizcita motane mahotsava banAvavuM hoya to AjathI ja jIvanane ArAdhanA-sAdhanAthI bharI daie. po 39 | bhagavAna pAse bhakata traNa prArthanA kare, "anAyAsenA maraNa, vinA daityena jIvana, dehAnta tava sAnnidhya, dehi me paramezvara." he bhagavaMta ! koipaNa jAtanI pIDA, asamAdhi, vedanA vinAnuM mota Apa. koipaNa prakAranI dInatA vinAnuM mane jIvana Apa ane jyAre A deha choDavAno hoya tyAre mane tAruM sAnidhya Apa. mArI A traNa prArthanAno tuM svIkAra kara. tatvajharaNuM | 213
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________________ - sAdhu kALadharma pAmIne sAmAnya rIte vaimAnikadevamAM jAya. hakIkatamAM samakitanI hAjarImAM vaimAnika devanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. devalokamAM parIkSA che. AkhuM varSa bhaNyA pachI jema tenI parIkSA ApavI paDe, tema ahIM sAdhu- sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA, tarIke kevI sAdhanA karI che? te devalokamAM gayA pachI khabara paDe tyAM devIo, apsarAonI hAjarImAM kevuM bahAcarya pALo cho? AbhUSaNonA DhagalA vacce kevI anAsakti dAkhavo cho? te tyAM khabara paDe ! | devalokano bhava to visAmA jevo che. muMbaithI bhAvanagara jatAM amadAvAda rAta rokAyA. amadAvAdanuM A rokANa musApharIno eka bhAga che. bhAvanagara tarapha AgaLa vadhavA mATeno A eka mukAma che. tema mokSa taraphanI ApaNI yAtrAmAM vacce devalokano bhava visAmo che. tyAM anAsakitanuM jIvana jIvIne, mAnava banIne, dIkSA laine mokSe javAnuM. Avato bhava suMdara joito hoya to maratI vakhate samAdhi joie. jevo bhAva tevo bhava, jevI mati tevI gati, jenuM mota bagaDe teno navo bhava bagaDyA vinA na rahe. mATe bIjuM kAMi nahi, maratI vakhate samAdhi to joie ja. paNa maraNa vakhate samAdhi tene maLe ke jenuM jIvana samAdhi bharapUra hoya. je satata aMkalezamAM hoya, kAma-krodhAdine vaza raheto hoya, phaleza-kajIyA-kaMkAsamAM jeno samaya pasAra thato hoya tevo jIva maratI vakhate samAdhi kevI rIte pAmI zake? mATe samagra jIvana samAdhimaya banAvavuM jarUrI che. kSamA, namratA, nirvikAritA, parArtha vagere guNo keLavavA joie. saMkaleza ane asamAdhi pedA karanArA doSothI sadA dUra rahevuM joie. paNa A bhavamAM AvatA bhavanuM jevuM AyuSya baMdhAyuM hoya tevo Avato bhava maLaze. jo sAruM bAMdhyuM haze to maratI vakhate samAdhi AvI jaze. kharAba baMdhAyuM haze to aMta samaye samAdhi nahi maLe. tethI AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhavAnI paLe jAgrati joie. chevaTe to AkhuM jIvana kevuM jIvyA? tenA AdhAre nahi paNa AyuSya baMdhAtI vakhate kevuM jIvIe chIe? tenA AdhAre AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. A vAta jANIne ApaNane manamAM thAya ke AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya kakyAre baMdhAya? te jaNAvo. ame te paLa sAcavI laizuM, jethI amAro Avato bhava sudharI jAya. e zAstro kahe che ke A bhavanuM jeTaluM AyuSya hoya tenA traNa bhAga karIe to temAMnA pahelA be bhAga kyAM sudhI pUrA na thAya tyAM sudhI AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya na baMdhAya. jyAre A AyuSyanA 3 bhAga pasAra thAya tyAre baMdhAya. je tyAre na baMdhAya to bAkI rahelA 1/3 AyuSyanA pAchA traNa bhAga karavA. tatvajharaNuM 214
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________________ temAMnA be bhAga pasAra thAya tyAre baMdhAya. jo tyAre paNa na baMdhAya to bAkI rahelAno 2/3 bhAga pasAra thAya tyAre baMdhAya. A rIte 2/3, 2/3 karatAM karatAM chelle traNa DacakAM letAM, tenA 2 DacakA levAyA pachI baMdhAya, paNa AvatAbhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAyA pahelAM maraNa na thAya. jo A bhavanuM AyuSya 81 varSanuM hoya to AvatAbhavanuM AyuSya vahelAmAM vahelA 54 varSe baMdhAya. 81 nA 20-20-20 varSanA traNa vibhAga thAya. tenA be bhAga eTale ke 54 varSa thAya tyAre baMdhAya. jo tyAre na baMdhAya to bAkI rahelA 20 varSanA 2/3 karavA, 9-9-9 ema traNa bhAgamAMnA be bhAga - 18 varSa pasAra thAya tyAre (50+18) 05 varSanI uMmare AyuSya baMdhAya. jo tyAre na baMdhAya to bAkI rahelA 9 varSanA 2/3-6 varSa pasAra thayA pachI (75+6) 81 varSanI umare baMdhAya. ema karatAM karatAM chelle maratI vakhate paNa baMdhAi zake. jo ApaNe ApaNuM A bhavanuM AyuSya jANatAM hoie to teno 2/3 gaNIne, te samaye sAvadha rahI zakIe paNa ApaNe ApaNuM AyuSya jANIe chIe kharA ? nA, tethI game te ghaDIe ApaNA AyuSyano 2/3 AvI zake. koi garbhamAM mare che to koi pAMca varSanI uMmare mare che. koi 50 varSa jIve che to koi 00 varSa jIve che. koi 90 varSa jIve che to koi 100 varSa paNa jIve. tethI koipaNa kSaNe ApaNA AyuSyano 2/3 hovAnI zakayatA che. game te kSaNe AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAi zake che. mATe Avato bhava sudhAravA ApaNI dareka kSaNa dharmamaya pasAra karavI joie. A bhavamAM jevuM AyuSya bAMdhIe tevo parabhava maLe. AyuSya bAMdhyA vinA maraNa na Ave. hA ! je AtmA mokSe javAno hoya te AtmA AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya na bAMdhe. bAkInA badhA AtmAo cAra gatimAMnI koipaNa gatinuM AyuSya bAMdhe. fes A bhavamAMthI nIkaLelo AtmA 1, 2 ke 3 samayamAM bIjo bhava lai le che. kayAreka ja koine 4 ke 5 samaya lAge. AMkhanA eka palakArAmAM asaMkhyAtA samayo vItI jAya. tethI be bhava vacce rakhaDavAnI koi avagati nathI. paNa bhUta-preta, cuDela, DAkINI, zAkINI vagere halakI devayoni che. jeNe A bhavamAM te bhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya teo marIne tarata ja te bhavamAM tevA halakA deva tarIke avatare che te temano navo bhava gaNAya. temanuM ochAmAM ochuM paNa 10,000 varSanuM AyuSya hoya. te puruM thayA pachI teo navo bhava le. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. kAra ane ha tatvajharaNuM 215
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso vada 12 zanivAra. tA. 02-11-02 samyagdarzananI hAjarImAM manuSyo ane tiryaMco jo AyuSya bAMdhe to vaimAnika devalokanuM ja bAMdhe. caMDakoziyA nAgano AtmA sAdhu tarIkenA bhavamAM kALadharma pAmIne jyotiSa devalokamAM gayo tenuM kAraNa AyuSya baMdhAtI vakhatano teno tevo bhAva haze. mATe ApaNe satata sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI jarura che. jo AyuSya baMdhAtI vakhate ApaNI sthiti kaSAyabharapUra, saMklezayukta ke pApAcAramAM lIna haze to AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya kevuM baMdhAze ? te gaMbhIratAthI vicArI levAnI jarura che. -- AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya to A bhavanA 2/3 bhAga pasAra thAya tyAre ke pachI bAkI rahetA 2/3, 2/3 bhAge baMdhAi zake. chevaTe maratI vakhate paNa baMdhAya. ApaNane ApaNuM A bhavanuM AyuSya ke maravAno samaya khabara nathI. tethI ApaNe pratyeka paLe AyuSya bAMdhavAnI zakyatA samajIne jAgrata rahevuM jarurI che. AyuSyakarma ghoLanA pariNAme baMdhAya che. ghoLa eTale caDa-utara pariNAma. satata vadhatAM jatAM adhyavasAyo hoya tyAre ke satata paDatA pariNAma hoya tyAre AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAi na zake. upazamazreNI ke kSapakazreNImAM upara uparanA guNaThANe AtmA satata caDatA pariNAme jai rahyo hoya tyAre ane upazamazreNImAM satata nIce paDI rahyo hoya tyAre AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAtu nathI. 1 thI 7 guNaThANe jyAre AtmA hoya ane tenA pariNAmo jyAre satata caDatA jatAM na hoya ke satata paDatA jatAM na hoya paNa caDa-utara thatA hoya tevA samaye AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. temAM paNa trIjA guNaThANe AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya na baMdhAya. AkhA bhavamAM mAtra AvatA eka ja bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya; paNa ekathI vadhAre bhavanuM nahi. te AyuSya baMdhAtA eka aMtarmuhUrtano samaya lAge. AyuSya ekavAramAM, be TUkaDe, traNa TukaDe ke vadhumAM vadhu ATha TukaDe baMdhAya. tene AkarSa kahevAya. vadhumAM vadhu ATha AkarSamAM AvatAbhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya. AkarSa eTale eka prakArano adhyavasAya; pariNAma. jIvanamAM atizaya pApa karanArI vyakti prasanna, zAMta, pIDA vinA, samAdhiyukta maraNa pAmatI kayAreka dekhAya che to kyAreka dharmI vyakti bhayAnaka trAsa pAmatI, rIbAtI, asamAdhi-saMklezavALI jaNAya che,tenuM kAraNa zuM? tevo ApaNane savAla thAya te sahaja che. tatvajharaNuM 216
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________________ pUrve zatruMjayanI yAtrA karatA, koi tapa karatA, paryuSaNamAM pravacanAdi sAMbhaLatA, mAnavatAnA kAma karatA ke kSamA, namratAnA bhAvomAM koi vyaktie sArI gatinuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya. kusaMga vagerenA kAraNe teno bAkIno ghaNo kALa bhayAnaka pApo vageremAM pasAra thayo hoya tevuM bane. have evo niyama che ke, navA je bhavamAM javAnuM hoya tevo bhAva chelle maratA Ave. deva-narakamAM javAnuM hoya to tyAMnI legyA levA ke mUkavA Ave che. tethI jeNe AyuSya baMdhAtI vakhate zubhabhAvamAM sAruM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya tene sArA bhavamAM javAnuM hovAthI maratI vakhate sAro bhAva AvI jAya. samAdhi maraNa tene prApta thAya. | te ja rIte jIvanamAM dharmI jaNAtI vyaktie parabhavanuM AyuSya bAMdhavAnA samaye dIkarA upara krodha karyo hoya, TI.vI. jotA vikArI banyo hoya, krUra ke hiMsaka banyo hoya ke anya koi pApamAM lIna hoya to kharAba AyuSya bAMdhyuM hoya; tethI kharAba bhavamAM javAnuM hovAthI dharmI AtmAne maratI vakhate asamAdhi-pIDA vagere paNa thai zake. Ama AyuSya baMdhAvAnI paLa dharmamaya hovI khUba jarUrI che. game te paLe AyuSya baMdhAvAnI zakyatA hovAthI dareka kSaNa dharmamaya pasAra karavI joie. zrIkRSNa pUrve azubha adhyavasAyamAM narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hatuM to chelle teo pANI-pANInI legyAmAM asamAdhithI maraNa pAmyA. zreNika mahArAjA AvatI covIsImAM pahelA bhagavAna banavAnA hovA chatAM ane A bhavamAM paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA paramabhakta banyA hovA chatAM pUrve temaNe azubhabhAvanAmAM narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhyuM hatuM mATe maratI vakhate chelle teo samAdhi cUkI gayA. samAdhimaraNa temane na maLyuM. manamAM savAla thAya ke parabhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAvAnI paLe ame dharma cUkI jaie, kharAba bhAvamAM rahIe to navo bhava jo kharAba maLato hoya to bAkInA AkhA jIvanamAM ame karelI ArAdhanAnuM zuM? zuM te badhI ArAdhanA nakAmI gai? nA, jIvanamAM karelI amarAdhanA kayAre paNa nakAmI jatI nathI. caMDakauzikanA AtmAe pUrve sAdhujIvanamAM krodha karIne pachIno bhava bhale sApano meLavyo, paNa sAdhujIvanamAM temaNe karelI ArAdhanAnA prabhAve paramAtmA mahAvIradeva pAchalA bAraNethI tenI pAse sAmethI AvyA. mATe game te paLe, game te bhAvamAM AyuSya baMdhAvAnuM hoya, ApaNe koi kSaNe ArAdhanA mUkavI nahi. ApaNuM AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya haju baMdhAyuM haze ke nahi? te ApaNe jANatA nathI; kAraNa ke A bhavanuM AyuSya khabara nathI. teno 2/3 bhAga kyAre tatvajharaNuM 21
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________________ haze? te khabara nathI. vaLI AyuSya to A bhavanA motanI chellI kSaNomAM paNa baMdhAi zake che. tethI AvatA bhavanuM ApaNuM AyuSya prAyaH baMdhAyuM nahi hoya tema mAnIne ApaNe jIvavAnuM. have pachInI game te paLe parabhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAi zake che, mATe AvanArI pratyeka paLa dhariAdhanAmAM vItAvavA prayatna karavo. | paramAtmA mahAvIradeve gautamasvAmIne vAraMvAra kahyuM hatuM ke, "samaya goyama mA pamAyae'' he gautama ! tuM eka samayano paNa pramAda na karIza. nA, A vAta mAtra gautamane ja nathI karI, temanA nAmathI ApaNane saune karI che. eka kSaNa paNa jo pramAdamAM pasAra thAya to, temAM kevA bhacAnaka karmo baMdhAi jAya! ane je te ja vakhate AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya baMdhAya, to Avato bhava kevo bagaDI jAya ! nA, te to na cAle. mATe pramAda na thAya tenI kALajI levI jarUrI che. | dharatIkaMpa, duSkALa, pUra, mArI, marakIno upadrava, yuddha, ekasIDanTa vageremAM ghaNA lokonA ekI sAthe mota thatAM jovA maLe che. te ja rIte prabhAvanA vagere ghaNAne ekI sAthe sarakhI maLe che. ekI sAthe sarakhuM nukazAna ke lAbha ghaNAne thAya che. A badhAnuM kAraNa sAmudAyika ArAdhanA ke sAmudAyika virAdhanA paNa hoi zake che. sAmUhika pApa ke sAmUhika puNya sAthe udayamAM AvI zake che. badhA sAthe TI.vI. juo, sAthe hoTalamAM jAo, sAthe pIkanIka karo, sAthe jAtajAtanI azubha pravRttio karo tyAre kevuM sAmudAyika pApakarmI baMdhAtuM haze ? te gaMbhIratAthI vicAravuM joie. te A saMsAra asAra che, tenuM kAraNa te duHkhamaya, pApamaya, svArthamaya, rAgAdi pariNatimaya che, te to che ja, paNa tethI vadhu to asAra eTalA mATe che ke te ajJAnamaya che. ajJAnatAnA kAraNe rAgAdimAM phasAie chIe. svArtho poSIe chIe, pApo karIe chIe, duHkho pAmIe chIe. navo bhava khoTo meLavIe chIe. have jJAnI banIe. duHkhamAM dIna na banIe. sukhamAM lIna nA thaie. rAga-dveSa baMdha karIe. jethI parabhavanuM AyuSya kharAba na baMdhAya. | chellI kSaNomAM pezanTane hospITalamAM na rAkhavo. tyAM tene koNa samAdhi Ape? koNa ArAdhanA karAve? koi mahAtmAne lai jAo to ya narso, DokTaro vagere vadhu samaya ArAdhanA karAvavA na de. tenA karatAM ghare mota thAya te sAruM. chele samAdhi maLe tevI ArAdhanA-niyamiNA to karAvAya. AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya tevA samaye baMdhAya to sadgati to thAya. DokTara A bhava bacAvavA prayatna kare jyAre gurumahArAja Avato bhava, are bhAvinA badhA bhavo bacAvavAnA-sudhAravAnA prayatno kare. to bolo..., have konuM zaraNuM levuM? tatvajharaNuM 218
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________________ DokTaranuM ke gurumahArAjanuM ? puNya-prakAzanuM stavana aMta samaye ja saMbhaLAya, evuM nathI. jyAre AMkhakAna-moM kAma karatAM baMdha thai jAya tyAre samAdhinI sAdhanA zuM thAya? te to sArI avasthAmAM karAvI zakAya. sArI avasthAmAM vAraMvAra puNya-prakAza nuM stavana sAMbhaLavA vagerethI AtmAne bhAvita karyo haze, to aMta samaye te sAMbhaLavuM gamaze. jo atyAre kaDavA zabdo sAMbhaLavA, kAMTo vAgavo, AMgaLI chuMdAi javI vagere sAmAnya prasaMgomAM samAdhi nathI rahetI to jyAre maratI vakhate bhayAnaka pIDA-vedanA haze, tyAre samAdhi zI rIte raheze? - zarIra ane AtmA ekarasa thai gayA che. jyAre AtmAno dareka pradeza zarIrathI chUTo paDavAno prayatna karato hoya tyAre thatI vedanAnI kalpanA karatAM ca dhUjArI chUTe che. tevA samaye samAdhi sacavAi rahe te mATe samAdhi aMgenA pado vAraMvAra gAvA joie. zarIra ane AtmAnuM bhedajJAna karavuM joie. zarIranA duHkhone mastIthI sahana karavAnI Teva pADavI joie. - ApaNuM jeTaluM AyuSya hoya teTaluM badhuM bhogavavuM ja paDe? AyuSya pUruM thayA pahelAM koi mare ke na mare? koi ApaghAta kare, jhera khAya, phAMso khAya, TrenanI nIce AvI jAya chatAM AyuSya pUruM thayuM na hoya, to na ja mare ne? ke pachI AyuSya pUruM thayA pahelAM paNa marI jAya? Avo savAla thAya te sahaja che. | AyuSya be prakAranuM che. dravya AyuSya ane kALa AyuSya. AtmA upara coMTelA AyuSya karmanA pudgalone dravya AyuSya kahevAya. AyuSya karmanA pugalone AtmA uparathI chUTA paDatAM je samaya lAge tene kALa AyuSya kahevAya. dravya AyuSya to badhAe pUruM karavuM ja paDe che. dravyaAyuSya pUrNa thayA vinA kyAre paNa koinuM mota na thAya. kALa AyuSya badhAnuM pUrNa thAya ja, evuM nahi. pUruM thAya paNa kharuM ane na paNa thAya. kALa AyuSya pUruM thayA pahelAM paNa mota thai zake. | vaikI naisA fLJ\\[ti! AyuSyaka tatvajharaNuM is 219
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________________ saMvata 2058 Aso vada 14 ravivAra. tA. 03-11-02 AyuSyakarma bhale pAMcamA naMbaranuM che, paNa paralokano ane paramapadano AdhAra tenA upara ghaNo che. AyuSyakarma jevuM baMdhAya tevo paraloka thAya ane jo AvatA bhavanuM AyuSya na baMdhAya to ja kSapakazreNI mAMDIne paramapada (mokSa) maLI zake. paNa jyAM sudhI mokSe na pahoMcIe tyAM sudhI paralokamAM javuM ja paDaze. te mATe paralokanuM AyuSya sAruM baMdhAya te jarUrI che. paMcAzakagraMthamAM jaNAvyuM che ke, "jattha Asatti tatva uppatti'' je jIvane jemAM Asakita hoya temAM te AvatA bhavamAM utpanna thAya. -- fost jo te vakhate AyuSya baMdhAya to rUpiyAnI noTomAM Asakta bananAro kadAca rupIyAnI noTonI thappImAM udhai tarIke pedA thAya. khAuM-khAuM karanAro viSThA khAnAro bhUMDa bane. AvuM na bane te mATe Asakti na karavI. vastuno upayoga karavo paDe to bhale karavo paNa temAM Asita na thai jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI. anazanI zrAvakane chelle bora joine temAM Asakti thai to te marIne bora banyo. rANInA lAMbA, lIsAlacaka vALamAM Asakta banelo rAjA marIne te vALamAM jU tarIke utpanna thayo. A badhuM jANIne jaldI cetavA jevuM che. je kArmaNavargaNA AyuSyakarma rupe bane te dravya AyuSya kahevAya. dareka jIve A dravyaAyuSya to pUrepUruM bhogavavuM ja paDe. dravya AyuSyakarma rupe goThavAyelI kArmaNavargaNAne AtmAthI kramazaH dUra thatAM jeTalo kALa lAge tene kALaAyuSya kahevAya. sAmAyika karavAnI ghaDI Ave che, temAM eTalI retI bharavAmAM Ave che ke phIkSa mApamAM te satata khAlI thatI jAya to eka bhAga khAlI thatAM 1 ghaDI-24 miniTa thAya paNa te ghaDImAM moTuM kANuM pADavAmAM Ave to 24 miniTanA badale 4 miniTamAM paNa ghaDI khAlI thai jAya ne? chatAM retIno eka paNa kaNIyo paDyA vinAno rahe kharo? pAna-bIDInA gallA pAse lagADelI dorI kramazaH baLe to dhAro ke 12 kalAkamAM pUrI baLe che, paNa jo tenuM gUMcaLuM vALIne, upara peTrola nAMkhIne bALavAmAM Ave to 10-15 miniTamAM pUrepUrI baLI jAya ne? bAra kalAkanA badale 15 miniTamAM te baLI gai, chatAM teno koi tAMtaNo baLyA vinAno rahe kharo? te ja rIte baMdhAyelA je dravyaAyuSyane niyata mApamAM kramazaH bhogavatA 70 varSa lAgavAnA hoya tenuM kALaAyuSya 00 varSanuM gaNAya paNa 00 varSa pahelAM ja koine akasmAta thAya, hArTa eTeka vagere Ave, ApaghAta kare to te 70 varSanuM 4 220 tatvajharaNuM
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________________ pUrepUruM kALa AyuSya bhogavyA pahelAM ja mRtyu pAme. te AtmA upara coMTelI karmavargaNA je kramazaH niyata pramANamAM chUTI paData to cokkasa 70 varSa lAgata. teTalo samaya te jIvata. paNa akasmAta vagere thatAM, tenA AtmA upara evo AghAta lAgyo ke jenA kAraNe ekI sAthe badhI AyuSyakarmanI rajakaNo AtmA uparathI chUTI paDI gai. jo badhI chUTI paDI jAya to te tarata marI jAya; paNa ghaNI chUTI paDavAM chatAM jo thoDI-ghaNI bAkI rahI jAya to tyArapachI paNa teTalo kALa te jIve. - 00 varSanA kALa AyuSyavALAne 50 varSe eTeka Avyo. 10 varSa bhogavAya teTalI kAmaNa rajakaNono jaththo ekI sAthe bhogavAine dUra thai gayo. tethI have te bAkInA 20nA badale 10 varSa jIvaze. 60 varSanI vaye te mota pAmaze. paNa bAvanamAM varSe pharI bIjo eTeka Avyo ane pAMca varSa sudhI bhogavAya teTalI karmanI rajakaNo ekI sAthe bhogavAine dUra thai gai, tethI have te bAkInA 8 varSanA badale 3 varSa jIvIne papa varSanI vaye maraNa pAmaze, paNa pa3mA varSe tene trIjo eTeka evo Avyo ke jemAM bAkInI badhI ja kAmaNa rajakaNo ekI sAthe bhogavAine chUTI paDI gai, tethI te tarata pa3 varSanI vaye ja mRtyu pAmyo. Ama 70 varSanuM tenuM kALaAyuSya hovA chatAM te pa3 varSe mRtyu pAmyo, paNa baMdhAyelA AyuSyakarmanA tamAme tamAma daliko to teNe bhogavyA ja. temAMnA koipaNa daliko bhogavAyA vinAnA to bAkI na ja rahyA. Ama, dravyaAyuSya to pUrepUruM bhogavAyuM ja. AyuSyakarma be prakAranuM che (1) apavartanIya ane (2)anAvartanIya. apavartanIya eTale ghaTI zake tevuM, pheraphAra thai zake tevuM. anapavartanIya eTale kadI na ghaTe, kadI pheraphAra na pAme tevuM. baMdhAtI vakhate ja je karmanA daliko DhIlA DhIlA zithIla goThavAyA hoya, te apavartanIya prakAranuM kahevAya, tene jo" upakrama lAge to teno kALa ghaTI zake. paNa jo baMdhAtI vakhate jenA daliko gADha, majabUta baMdhAyA hoya, te anapavartanIya hoya. upakrama lAge to paNa teno kALa na ghaTe. teNe dravyaAyuSya ane kALaAyuSya, baMne pUrepUrA bhogavavA paDe. tIrthakaro, cakravartIo, vAsudevo, prativAsudevo, baladevo, yugaliko, caramazarIrIo, devo, narako vagerene anapavartanIya AyuSya hoya. dravyaAyuSya pUrepUruM bhogavavAM chatAM je kAraNe apavartanIya AyuSyamAM pheraphAra thavAthI kALaAyuSya pUrepUruM bhogavAtuM nathI, te kAraNone upakramAM kahevAya che. upakramo sAta che. tatvajharaNuM 221
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________________ (1) adhyavasAya : kAmarAga, sneharAga ke bhayanA kAraNe upakrama lAgatA akALe mota thAya. patinuM mota thatAM kAmarAgathI patnIne AghAta lAgatA te marI jAya. dIkarAne marelo mAnatA nAgaketunA pitAne sneharAgathI AghAta lAgatA te kharekhara marI gayo. gajasukumAlanA mAthe kheranA aMgArA mUkyA pachI pAchA pharatAM somIla sasarAne zrIkRSNano bhaya lAgatAM evo AghAta lAgyo ke te tyAM ja mRtyu pAmyo. a (2)nimitta H jhera, sApano DaMkha, dhaMdhAmAM nukazAna thayAno AghAta vagere nimittathI akALe mota thai zake. . (3)AhAra : vadhu paDato AhAra levAnAM kAraNe, paNa akALe mota thAya. saMmatie bhikhArInA bhavamAM khAvA mATe dIkSA laine akarAMtIyA banIne khAdhuM. temAM akALe mota thayuM. bilakula na khAvAnA kAraNe paNa akALe mota thai zake. anazana ke bhUkhamarAthI vaheluM mota thAya che. (4)vedanA : roga, zULa vagerenI vedanAnA kAraNe AyuSya tUTe, vaheluM maraNa thAya. (5)parAghAta : phAMso khAvo, ApaghAta karavo, nadImAM bhUsako mAravo vagerethI vaheluM mota thAya. (6)zatraH talavAra, bombamAro, tIra, cAku vagere zastrothI vahelA maraNa Ave. (8)zvAsozvAsa : vadhu paDatA jhaDapI zvAsozvAsathI jIvana jaldI pUruM thai zake. I apavartanIya AyuSyavALAne koi upakrama lAge to tenuM kALa AyuSya jaladI pUruM thatAM akALe mota thai zake. tenuM te AyuSya sopakrama kahevAya, paNa jo tene koi upakrama lAge ja nahi to AyuSya apavartanIya (pheraphAra pAme tevuM) hovA chatAM ya temAM pheraphAra na thAya. mATe tene nirupakrama= upakrama vinAnuM AyuSya kahevAya. anAvartanIya AyuSyamAM to jarAya pheraphAra na thAya. te jyAre puruM thavAnuM hoya tyAre dekhItI rIte koi upakrama Avyo jaNAya to te sopakrama kahevAya. ane jemAM koi upakrama na Ave te nirupakrama kahevAya. sAmAnya rIte ApaNA badhAnuM AyuSya apavartanIya sopakrama hoya. tethI game tyAre mota AvavAnI zakyatA che. jo jIvana samAdhi bharapUra jIvyA hoizuM, to motamAM samAdhi maLavAnI tathA paralokamAM sadgati thavAnI zakyatA pedA thaze. te mATe puNya prakAzanuM stavana, saMthArAporisInI keTalIka gAthAo, vItarAga stotranA 1, 9, 15, 16, 10, 19, 20mAM prakAzanA zloko, paMcasUtra, ratnAkara paccIsI, AtmaniMdA batrIsI, amRtavelanI sajajhAya, arihaMta tatvajharaNuM - 222
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________________ vaMdanAvalI vagereno vAraMvAra pATha karIne hRdayane bhAvita banAvavuM jarurI che. 2 "khAmemi', "micchAmi', 'vaMdAmi' A traNa padono ajapAjapa karavo. khAmemi' eTale "khAmemi savya jIve'. sarva jIvone khamAvuM chuM. "micchAmi' eTale "micchAmi dukkaDama" = mArA sarva pApo nAza pAmo. 'vaMdAmi' eTale 'vaMdAmi jiNe caucvIsa" 24 bhagavAnane vaMdanA karuM chuM. dukRtagaha ane sukRta anumodanA roja karavI. tathA cAranuM zaraNa vAraMvAra svIkAravuM. kazuM na bane to vAraMvAra "he arihaMta ! micchAmi dukkaDama, he arihaMta ! micchAmi dukkaDam' rasyA karavuM. 'vIra-vIra' "mahAvIra-mahAvIra' ke "arihaMta-arihaMta' no jApa japyA karavo. potAne je pada vadhAre game te padano vAraMvAra jApa karIne hRdayanemanane-jIvanane te padathI khUba bhAvita banAvI devuM. najIkanA badhAne te padanI jANa karIne kahevuM ke mAruM mota najIka jaNAya tyAre mane A pada vAraMvAra saMbhaLAvajo. mane ghaNuM game che. mAruM mana temAM vadhAre Thare che. bhAvo uchaLe che. chellI vakhate te pada sAMbhaLatA lInatA Avaze, samAdhi maLaze. mRtyuM mahotsava banaze. | smaraNazakti khUba ochI thai jAya, je cIja vAraMvAra karatA hoie te chUTI jAya, gamatI cIjo ke ArAdhanAo pratye aNagamo thAya to jaNAya ke have AyuSya ochuM bAkI haze. tevA samaye sAvadha banI javuM. samAdhi meLavavA, thAya teTalI ArAdhanA karavI. potAnI samAdhi jema jarUrI che, tema bIjA jIvonI samAdhi paNa jarUrI che. tethI keTalAka yuvAno ane bahenonA evA grupa taiyAra thavA joie ke jeo samAdhi mATenA stotro, zloko, kathAo, preraNAvAkayo taiyAra kare. anukuLatAnA divase hospITalo, davAkhAnAo vageremAM jaine rIbAtA-pIDAtA-motanA bIchAne pahoMcelAne AzvAsana ApaNA sAthe samAdhimAM lIna kare. nircAmaNA karAvAnuM zIkhI le. jyAM koi bolAve tyAM jaine, tyAM motanA bichAne poDhelAne aMta samayanI suMdara ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karAve. je bIjAne samAdhi Ape tene potAne samAdhi maLe. bIjAno paraloka sudhAravAthI puSkaLa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. paralokamAM potAnI paNa sadgati thAya. mokSa ghaNo najIka Ave. bIjAne samAdhi ApavAno avasara maLe te mahApuNyodaya gaNAya. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDama. tatvajharaNuM 223.
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 2 budhavAratA. 6-11-02 chaThThA nAmakarmanA 103 peTAbhedo che. tenI vicAraNA ApaNe samayanI anukULatA pramANe pachI karIzuM. te pahelAM sAtamA gotrakarma ane AThamA aMtarAyakarmanI keTalIka vicAraNA karIe. AtmAno guNa agurulaghu che. badhA AtmAo sarakhA che. koi moTo nathI. koi nAno nathI. koi mahAna nathI, koi adhama nathI, koi UMco nathI, koi nIco nathI. moTA-nAnA, mahAna-adhama ke UMca-nIcanA bhedo to karmonA kAraNe pedA thAya che. - gotra karma AtmAnA agurulaghu guNane DhAMke che. pariNAme AtmAno ucca ke nIca tarIke duniyAmAM vyavahAra thAya che. uccakuLamAM janma thatAM tene mAna, caza, vAhavAha prApta thAya che jyAre nIcakuLamAM janmelAne Thera Thera apayaza ane apamAna maLe che. A uccakuLa ke nIcakuLamAM mokalavAnuM kArya gotrakarma kare che. tenA be prakAra che. ucca tarIkeno vyavahAra karAvanAruM uccagotra karma ane nIca tarIkeno vyavahAra karAvanAruM nIcagotra karma. - pAMDu ane kuMtIno dIkaro karNa hato; paNa lagna pahelAM janmyo hovAthI mAtAe peTImAM tarata mUkI dIdho. rAdhAne tyAM ucherAyo. nIcagotra karmano udaya thavAthI rAjaputra hovA chatAM sArathIputra tarIke prasiddhi pAmyo. tethI tene vidhA ApavA koi taiyAra na thayuM. parIkSAmAM utaryo to arjune apamAna karyuM. draupadInA svayaMvaramAM rAdhAvedha sAdhavA te Ubho thayo tyAre huM sUtaputrane nahi vasaM' kahIne dropadIe bharasabhAmAM apamAna karIne tene besADI dIdho. A badhA apamAno nIcagotrakarmanA udaye thayA. vAgharI, caMDALa, harijana vagere sAthe aNagamAbharyo vyavahAra thAya che, temAM temanuM nIcagotrakarma kAraNa che. koi pazu banavA taiyAra nathI. kAgaDAkUtarA-gadheDA vagere pratye badhAne aNagamo thAya che, harhat karavAnuM mana thAya che. temAM temano nIcagotrakarmano udaya kAraNa che. mAnavamAM bhaMgI, caMDALa vagere paNa nIcagotrakarmanA udayavALA che. | 1 thI 4 guNaThANA sudhI nIcagotrano udaya hoi zake che, paNa pAMcamAM guNaThANAthI nIcagotrano udaya na hoya. jenA jIvanamAM dharma pariNAma pAme tene yaza maLe. uccagotrano udaya thAya. pU. haribhadrasUrijI ma. sAheba jaNAve che ke jenA jIvanamAM dharma pariNAma pAme tenAmAM prAyaH pAMca guNo pedA thayA vinA na rahe. (1)audArya : te udAra tatvajharaNuM 224.
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________________ bane. mAtra paisA kharcavAmAM nahi paNa badhI bAbatamAM udAratA joie. bIjAnI bhUlone mAphI ApavAnI, bIjAnA vicAro sahana karavAnI udAratA pedA thAya. (2)dAkSiNya : dAkSiNya eTale lajajA. nA na pADI zakavI. aDadhI rAte koi kAma soMpe to potAnuM game tevuM kArya choDIne paNa tenuM kAma karavA jAya anukULatA na hoya to paNa nA na pADI zake. nA pADatA saMkoca thAya. A dAkSiNya guNanA prabhAve bhavadeva dIkSA laine trIjA bhave jaMbUvAmI banIne TheTha mokSa sudhI pahoMcyA. (3)pApa jugupsA : jenA jIvanamAM dharma pariNAma pAmyo hoya tene pApa na game. pApo pratye cItarI caDe. te pApo karI na zake. kadAca karavA paDe to karatI vakhate tene trAsa hoya. pApa karatAM pahelAM jhajhUmato hoya, chatAM pApa karavuM ja paDe to te vakhate duHkhI hoya. ane karyA pachI pazcAttApathI raDato hoya. (4)nirmaLa bodha : sAcA dharmIno bodha nirmaLa hoya. tenI samajaNa sAcI hoya. game teTaluM nukazAna thayuM hoya to ya te pojhITIva thIMkIMga karIne prasanna raheto hoya. ArtadhyAnathI dUra raheto hoya. tIrthayAtrA karavA jatA rastAmAM eksIDanTa thatAM be mahInAno khATalo thAya tyAre evuM na vicAre ke yAtrA karavA na gayo hota to sAruM. tenA badale ema vicAre ke yAtrA karavA gayo mATe be mahInAnA khATalAthI patI gayuM, nahi to kadAca mota ja thAta. dharmanA prabhAve zULInI sajA soyamAM patI gai. w 'w w'1 (5)lokapriyatA : sAco dharmI prAyaH lokapriya banyA vinA na rahe. lokomAM te AdaranuM sthAna meLave. badhA tenI salAha le. tenA vacanane TaMkazALI mAne. dharma pariNAma pAmyo hovAthI yazanAmakarmano udaya thAya. anAdeya-apayaza nAmakarmano nikAcita udaya hoya to judI vAta, bAkI sAmAnya rIte dharmI mANasa saune priya banyA vinA na rahe. ApaNe ApaNI jAtanI tapAsa karavAnI ke dharma to ghaNo karIe chIe paNa te pariNAma pAme che ke nahi ? dharma pariNAma pAme te dizAmAM have prayatno zaru karavA joie. uccagotrano uya thAya to mAna maLe. yaza maLe. sArA kAryo karI zakAya. ApaNI halakI jJAti-kuLa vagerene najaramAM lAvIne koi apamAna na kare. kAryo karatAM aTakAve nahi. nIcagotrakarmanA udayavALAne badhe sahana karavuM paDe. nIcagotrakarma ATha prakAranA mada karavAthI baMdhAya che. mada eTale ahaMkAra, abhimAna. (1)jAtino mada (2)kuLano mada (3)baLano mada (4)rupano mada tatvajharaNuM 225
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________________ (5)jJAnano mada (6)lAbhano mada (7)tapano mada ane (8)aizvaryano mada. mAtAnA kuLane jAti kahevAya ane pitAnA kuLane kuLa kahevAya. sArI jAti ke sAruM kuLa hoya teno ahaMkAra na karavo. amArI jJAti UMcI ne tamArI nIcI, evI DaMphAsa na hAMkavI. nIcI jJAtivALAne ToTa na mAravA. temanuM apamAna na karavuM. manomana potAnI jAti ke kuLanI prazaMsA na karavI. paramAtmA mahAvIradevane 82 divasa sudhI devAnaMdA brAhmaNInI kukSImAM rahevuM paDyuM, be mAtA pAmyAnuM kalaMka caDyuM. tenuM kAraNa temano nIcagotra karmano udaya hato. tIrthaMkaro to kSatriyakuLamAM Ave. zauryathI yukta kuLamAM janme; kAraNake temaNe zaurya vaDe karmo sAme saMgrAma mAMDavAno hoya che. zUrAtana dAkhavavAnuM hoya che. brAhmaNakuLamAM zaurya na hoya, paNa jJAna hoya. ucca-nIca zabdo sApekSa che. dIkarI tarIke strI nIcI gaNAya paNa mAtA tarIke UMcI gaNAya. vidhAnI apekSAe brAhmaNa UMcA kahevAya,bAkInA badhA nIcA kahevAya. zauryanI apekSAe kSatriya UMcA gaNAya,bAkInA badhA nIcA gaNAya. buddhi-vepAra vagerenI apekSAe vaizya UMcA gaNAya,bAkInA badhA nIcA gaNAya. ele ahIM bhagavAna mahAvIre karmo sAme yuddhe caDavAnuM hovAthI zauryanI apekSAe brAhmaNakuLane nIcakuLa jaNAvyuM, kAraNake brAhmaNomAM sAmAnyataH yAcakapaNuM hoya che. bhagavAna yAcaka nathI paNa saune denArA che, chatAM teo brAhmaNakuLamAM 82 divasa rahyA, kAraNake temaNe maricInA bhavamAM potAnA kuLano mada karyo hato, potAnA dAdA prathama tIrthaMkara, potAnA pitA prathama cakravartI, pote prathama vAsudeva, A traNa vizeSatAthI potAnA kuLano ahaMkAra karyo. vaLI potAne tIrthaMkara, cakravartI ane vAsudeva, traNe padavI judA judA bhavomAM maLavAnI che, te jANIne paNa potAnA kuLano ahaMkAra karyo, tenAthI nIcagotra karma baMdhAyuM. mATe ApaNe paNa AvA koipaNa ahaMkArathI dUra rahevuM. baLanuM paNa abhimAna na karavuM. koinuM baLa kadI kAyama rahyuM nathI ke rahevAnuM nathI. pachI ahaMkAra zA mATe? rupano mada na karavo. rupano ahaMkAra chAkaTA banAvaze. zIlane jokhamamAM mUkaze. nIcagotra baMdhAvaze. ghaNuM jJAna bhaNI lIdhuM teno ke jaldI AvaDI jAya che teno ahaMkAra na joie paNa jJAna jema jema vadhe tema namratA AvavI joie. je iccho te maLatuM hoya to bIjAne lAbha karAvavA bhale meLavo paNa tenI DaMphAsa hAMkavI sArI nathI. tapa ghaNo thai zake tevuM anukULa zarIra maLyuM che ane karo paNa cho, te sArI vAta che, paNa teno tatvajharaNuM . 226
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________________ nazo na karavo. addhi-samRddhi-parivAra, mAna-sanmAna-yaza ghaNo maLe to paNa te aizvaryano mada na karavo. A ATha prakAranA mada na karIe to uccagotra kamI baMdhAya paNa jo koi mada karIe to nIcagotrakarma baMdhAya. | chatI zaktie bhaNIe nahi, navuM navuM jJAna meLavavAno udhama na karIe, pAtra vyaktine bhaNAvIe nahi to paNa nIcagotrakarma baMdhAya. zakita hoya ane sAmenI vyakti pAtra hoya to avazya bhaNAvavuM joie. tenAthI uccagotrakama baMdhAya. pAtrane na bhaNAvavAthI ane apAtrane bhaNAvavAthI prAyazcitta Ave. je guru pAsethI jJAna meLavavAnuM hoya, temanA pratye dubhava na karavo, temanI niMdA na karavI. uchaLatA bahumAna pUrvaka jJAna meLavavuM. kAyama mATe temano vinaya sAcavavo. je gurunI niMdA karavAnuM mana thatuM hoya, temanI pAse bhaNavAnuM choDI devuM. nahi bhaNAya to jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAze paNa bhaNAvanAra gurunI niMdA karIzuM to mohanIyakarma baMdhAze, je vadhAre kharAba che. bhaNAvanAra tarapha anAdara na karavo. gotrakarma kuMbhAranA ghaDA jevuM che. koi ghaDA lagnanI corImAM kAma lAge to koi ghaDA dAru vagere bharavA paNa kAma lAge. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. kumhAra ke ghar3e jaisA thI 4--- TakA tatvajharaNuM 22.
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________________ 'saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 3 guruvAra, tA. 7-11-02 ) Aje aMtarAya karmanI vAta karavI che. aMtarAya karma lAvavAnuM nathI paNa choDavAnuM che; mATe pUjA aMtarAyakarmanI na hoya paNa aMtarAya karma nivAraNanI hoya. ApaNI icchAne adhUrI rAkhe, pUrI na thavA de, pUrI karavAnA prayatnomAM kAvaTa pedA kare, aMtarAya kare te aMtarAyakarma kahevAya. tenA pAMca prakAro che. (1)dAnAMtarAya (2)lAbhAMtarAya (3)bhogavaMtarAya (4) upabhogavaMtarAya ane (5)vIrcAtarAya. jJAnAvaraNIyanA pa, darzanAvaraNIyanA 9, vedanIyanA 2, mohanIyanA 28, AyuSyanA 4, gotranA 2 ane aMtarAyanA 5 maLIne papa bhedo thayA. temAM nAmakarmanA 103 bhedo umeratA kula 158 bhedo thAya.' A karmo tamAma saMsArI jIvone nacAve. jAtajAtanA khela temanI pAse karAve. tethI karmonA udaye koinA jIvanamAM doSo vagere dekhAya to dubhava nahi karavAno paNa bIcArAne karyo kevA herAna karI rahyA che, ema vicArIne tenI bhAvayA ciMtavavI. potAnA jIvanamAM thatI karmonI uthalapAthalane joine te karmono nAza karavA prayatna karavo. dAnAMtarAya karmano udaya thAya to dAna dai na zakIe. dAna karavAnuM mana na thAya. mana thAya to saMyoga anukULa na bane. dAna devAnI anukULatA thAya to dAna lenAra na maLe. dAnanI icchA, vastu ane lenAra, badhuM anukULa thAya to acAnaka evI koi ghaTanA bane ke jethI dAna na karI zakAya. mammaNa zeThe pUrvabhavamAM sAdhune lADavAnuM dAna karyA pachI pastAvo karIne dAnAMtarAyakarma bAMdhyuM hatuM, jethI saMpattino Dhagalo hovA chatAM te dAna na thai zakayo. dAnAMtarAya karmanA udaye dAna na daie to zuM vAMdho? paisA bace, te phAyado thAya ne? evuM na vicAravuM. dAna na devAthI kaMjUsa tarIke oLakhAie. Abaru jAya. je dAna na kare tene jyAre jarUra hoya tyAre na maLe. dAna dvArA thatAM sukRtothI te sadA vaMcita rahe. khAvA karatAM khavaDAvavAmAM, bhogavavA karatAM devAmAM je AnaMda che, teno anubhava na thAya. dAna na karavAnA kAraNe te dhana hoTalo, hIlasTezano vagere pApomAM vaparAze, te pApakarmonA udaye duHkho ane durgatio prApta thAya. A badhuM na thavA devA dAna karavuM ja joie. tema karatAM aTakAvanAra dAnAMtarAya karmane dUra karavuM joie. yAda rahe ke karma karatAM AtmAnI tAkAta vadhAre che. dharmanI tAkAta vadhAre che. jo samyak puruSArtha karIe to navuM dAnAMtarAya karma baMdhAtuM aTakI zake che. jUnuM baMdhAyeluM nAza paNa pAmI zake che. tatvajharaNuM 228
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________________ bIjAne dAna detAM aTakAvIe, gocarI vahorAvatA aMtarAya karIe, caDAvA bolatAM aTakAvIe to A karma baMdhAi zake che. kadAca gharanI paristhitinA kAraNe aTakAvavAnI jarUra lAge to paNa zabdo ane bhAva aTakAvavAnA na joie. "dasa hajAra rupIyAthI vadhAre na bolatAM'' evuM kahevAnA badale, "jo dasa hajAra rupIyA sudhImAM lAbha maLe to avazya lejo'' e pramANe bolavuM. pahelA vAkayamAM aTakAvavAnA bhAva che, bIjAmAM lAbha levAnI vRtti jaNAya che. A rIte dareka bAbatamAM negeTIvanA badale pojhITIva vicAraNA karIzuM, pojhITIva bolIzuM ane pojhITIva pravRtti karIzuM to ghaNA pApakarmo bAMdhatA aTakI jaizuM. lAbhAntarAya karma : lAbha eTale prApti, dhana, vastu, khAvA-pIvAnA padArtha, pharnicara vagere jenI jarUra hoya, icchA hoya tenI prApti thatI aTakAve te lAbhAntarAya karma. dhaMdho karavA chatAM kamANI thavA na de. yogyatA hovA chatAM prApti thavA na de. maLavuM ane bhogavavuM, bemAM pharaka che. keTalIka vAra vastu maLe kharI, paNa teno bhogavaTo na karI zakAya, temAM bhogAntarAya karma kAraNa che. lAbhAntarAya karma to vastu maLavA ja na de, pachI bhogavavAnI vAta kayAM rahI? lAbhAntarAya karma nabaLuM paDavAthI pa0 joDI kapaDA maLyA; paNa jyAre ne tyAre temAMnI be ja joDI paherAya. bAkInA paDyA rahe. te paheravA mATe nahi paNa jovA, batADavA ke gaNavA mATe hoya ! AvuM kema bane? upabhogAntarAya karmano udaya che, tethI teno upabhoga nathI karI zakatA. hIrAnA dAgInA banAvyA che, paNa seipha DIpojhITa volTamAM paDyA rahe che. bhITezana paherIne phare che. kema? corIno Dara lAge che. hakIkatamAM upabhogAntarAya karmano udaya che te maLelA dAgInAno upabhoga karavA detuM nathI. pelA DhaMDhaNamuni zrIkRSNanA dIkarA hatA. paramAtmA nemInAtha bhagavAnanA ziSya hatA. paNa temane lAbhAntarAya karmano evo joradAra udaya ke potAnI labdhithI gocarI paNa meLavI zake nahi. gocarI vahoravA jAya kharApaNa gocarI koine koi rIte doSita thai jAya. vahorI zake nahi. are! e munivara koi bIjA sAthe vahoravA jAya to tenA kAraNe bIjAne paNa gocarI na maLe. ekanA karmanI asara bIjA upara thatI hoya che. A DhaMDhaNa munino lAbhAntarAya karmano udaya sAthenA muninA lAbhAntarAya karmanI udIraNA karI deto hato. udIraNA eTale je karma moDA udayamAM AvavAnuM hoya te vahelA udayamAM Ave. lAbhAntarAya karmanI udIraNA thavAnA kAraNe sAthenA munine paNa tatvajharaNuM 229
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________________ gocarI maLatI nahotI. Siper kAra 33 bi DhaMDhaNamunie pratijJA karelI ke mArI labdhithI mane gocarI maLe to ja vAparavI. nahi to upavAsa karavo.lAbhAntarAyakarmano kSayopazama thAya, karma nabaLuM paDe to lAbhalabdhi pedA thAya. ekavAra DhaMDhaNamunine zrIkRSNa vaMdana karatA hatA te joine eka zeThe DhaMDhaNamunine vinaMtI karIne lADavA vahorAvyA. DhaMDhaNamunine lAgyuM ke A sahajarIte maLelA lADavA potAnI labdhino prabhAva che, paNa bhagavAne kahyuM ke zrIkRSNanI labdhithI maLyA che, tamArI labdhithI nahi. zrIkRSNe vaMdana na karyAM hota to te na vaheArAvata. ane DhaMDhaNamuni te lADavA paraThavavA gayA. paraThavatA paraThavatA pote bAMdhelA lAbhAntarAya karma aMge pastAvo karatA gayA. dhyAnanI dhArAmAM caDyA. kevaLajJAna pAmyA. eka karmanI asara bIjA karma upara paNa paDI zake. eka vyaktinA karmanI asara bIjI vyaktinA karma upara paNa paDI zake. ekanuM tIvra dAnAntarAya karma bIjAne lAbhAntarAya karmano udaya karAvI de, to ekanA tIvra lAbhAntarAya karmano udaya bIjAnA dAnAntarAya karmano udaya karAvI de. eka dAnavIra che, te je Ave te badhAne dAna de che. tene mana koi pakSapAta nathI. Aje ghaNAne dAna ApyuM. pachI koi vyakti dAna levA AvI. dAtAne tene dAna devAnuM mana ja na thayuM. nA pADIne kADhI mUkyo. pachI pAchA jeTalA AvyA e badhAne dAna dIdhuM. teNe kema pelI vyaktine dAna na ApyuM? dAna to ApavAnI icchA ghaNI hatI, paNa te vyaktinuM lAbhantarAyakarma khUba joradAra udayamAM hatuM, mATe badhAne ApavA chatAM tene ApavAnuM mana na thayuM. pelAnA lAbhAntarAya karme tenA dAnAntarAya karmane udacamAM lAvI dIdhuM. jo ApaNe A karmavijJAna barobara samajI laie to ghaNA badhA ArtadhyAnathI bacI jaie. ApaNane kAMi na maLe to lAbhAntarAya karmano udaya najaramAM lAvavo, paNa hAya-voya nahi karavI. koi na Ape to tenA dAnAntarAyo ke ApaNA lAbhAntarAyano udaya najaramAM lAvavo paNa koi pratye durbhAva-tiraskAra na karavo. samatA-samAdhi TakAvavI. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. 38 fosiles tatvajharaNuM oles forc Jus karyuM hoya bhAthI Rkbg-blably Sus 30 se slisspiel 195 230
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 4 zukravAra, tA. 8-11-02 dAna-lAbha-bhoga-upabhoga ane vIrya, A pAMca prakAranI labdhi che. A pAMce ladhio saMpUrNa pragaTa thai zake athavA AMzika paNa pragaTa thai zake. A labdhione pragaTa thatAM aTakAvanAruM aMtarAya karma che. jo aMtarAya karmano saMpUrNa nAza thAya to saMpUrNa labdhio pragaTe ane jo temano kSayopazama thAya to AMzika labdhio pragaTe. karmo be prakAranA che, ghAtI ane aghAtI, jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, mohanIya ane aMtarAya; e cAra karmo ghAtI che, kAraNake teo AtmAnA guNono ghAta kare che. vedanIya, nAma, gotra ane AyuSya karma aghAtI che. kAraNake teo Atmika guNono ghAta karI zakatA nathI. - cAra aghAtI karmonA keTalAka peTAkarmo AtmAnA guNono saMpUrNa ghAta kare che, teo sarvaghAtI che. keTalAka peTAkarmo AtmAnA guNone saMpUrNa na DhAMke, thoDA thoDA pragaTavA de, teo dezaghAtI kahevAya. jJAnA-pa, darzanA-9, mohanIya-28 ane aMtarAya-pa maLIne 40 karmo ghAtI che. temAM kevaLajJAnAvaraNIya, kevaLadarzanAvaraNIya, pAMca nidrA, 12 kaSAya mohanIya, mithyAtva mohanIya ane mizra mohanIya, e 21 sarvaghAtI che. temano udaya hoya tyAre te te guNo jarA ya pragaTa na thai zake. je karmano udaya ane tenAthI TaMkAto guNa paraspara virodhI hoya, ekanI hAjarImAM bIjo na rahe te sarvaghAtI karma kahevAya. kevaLajJAnAvaraNIyakarma no udaya hoya to kevaLajJAna na ja hoya. kevaLadarzanAvaraNIyanA ucamAM kevaladarzana na ja hoya. pAMca nidrAno udaya hoya to pAMce indriyo kAma na kare. anaMtAnubaMdhIno udaya samakita pragaTavA na de. apratyAkhyAnIyano udaya dezavirati pedA thavA na de. pratyAkhyAnIya kaSAyono udaya sarvaviratiguNa saMpUrNa DhAMke. mithyAtva ane mizramohanIyano udaya samakita AvavA na de. A 21 sivAyanA 26 karmo dezaghAtI che. je karmonA udayanI hAjarImAM, tenAthI DhaMkAtA guNo thoDA pragaTe, thoDA na pragaTe te dezaghAtI karyo. je karmono udaya ane guNo, baMne paraspara virodhI na hoya paNa sAthe rahI zake tevA hoya te dezaghAtI karmo. mati-zruti-avadhi-mana:paryavajJAnAvaraNIyano udaya hoya tyAre paNa matijJAna-zrutajJAna-avadhijJAna-mana:paryavajJAna paNa hoi zake. cA-acakSu -avadhidarzanAvaraNIya karmanA udayanI sAthe te traNe darzana paNa hoi zake che. tatvajharaNuM 231
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________________ saMjavalana kaSAyo-nava nokaSAyo udayanI sAthe cAritra paNa hoya che. samakita mohanIsakarmanA udayanI sAthe kSAyopathamika samakita rahI zake che. pAMce aMtarAyonA udaya sAthe pAMce labdhio AMzika rIte hoya che. mATe A 26 karmo dezaghAtI kahevAya che. temanA kSayopazamathI AMzika guNo pedA thAya che. temanA kSayathI saMpUrNa guNo pragaTe. je ghAtI karmano udaya tIvra rasa sAthe hoya te sarvaghAtI kahevAya. jyAre te tIvra rasane puruSArtha dvArA AtmA ocho kare, nabaLo pADe tyAre te dezaghAtI rasa bane. te dezaghAtI rasano udaya guNane saMpUrNa DhAMkI na zake. dezaghAtI karmono kSayopazama paNa thAya ane kSaya paNa thAya. | karmono kSaya thavAthI je guNo pragaTe te kSAyika bhAvanA guNo kahevAya. karmono kSayopazama thavAthI pragaTatA guNo kSAyopathamika bhAvanA kahevAya. jJAnasAramAM "dharmasaMnyAsavAn bhaveta' kahyuM che. saMnyAsa eTale tyAga. chelle to kSAropathamika bhAvanA guNono paNa tyAga karavAno che. kSAyopathamika bhAvanA zratadharma ane dezavirati ke sarvavirati cAritra dharmano paNa tyAga karIne kSAyika bhAvanuM cayAkhyAtacAritra, kevaLajJAna vagere kSAyikaguNo prApta karavAnA che. dasamA guNaThANAnA aMte mohanIsakarmano ane bAramAnA aMte bAkInA traNa ghAtI karmono nAza thatAM AtmA kSAyikaguNono svAmI bane. badhA kSAyopathamika guNono tyAga karI de. | ApaNane jJAna, darzana, cAritra, labdhi vagere kSAyopathamika bhAve che. keTalAka viSayanuM keTaluMka jJAna che, to keTaluMka ajJAna che. keTaluMka dekhAya che, to keTaluMka nathI dekhI zakAtuM. keTalAka niyamo lai zakIe chIe to keTalAka nathI lai zakatA. labdhio paNa AMzika khIlI che. amuka dAna karI zakIe, amuka nahi. keTaluMka bhogavI zakIe, keTaluMka nahi. kayAreka thoDo ghaNo muDa Ave, kayAreka na Ave. Ama, karmanA udaya-kSayopazama sAthe hovAthI keTalAka aMzamAM guNa pragaTa na thAya, paNa AMzika guNo pragaTa thAya. dAnAMtarAya karmano kSayopazama thavAthI AMzika dAnalavidha pragaTa thAya. dAna karavAnuM mana thAya. puSyanA udaye saMpatti maLI che. to tenuM dAna karatA rahevuM. dAna karavAmAM jarAya kasara na rAkhavI. khAvA-pIvA ke mojazokhamAM upayogI karavAnA badale saMpattino dAnadharmamAM upayoga karavo. hAla sAdhAraNa khAtA, sAdharmika ane saMskAro mATe tamArI saMpatti vAparavAno avasara Avyo che. AmAM kharcelo eka rupIyo anekagaNuM vaLatara ApI zake che. sAthe garIbo, tatvajharaNuM 232
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________________ anAtho ane abola pazuonuM paNa dhyAna rAkhavuM. anukaMpAdAnano kacAreya niSedha karAyo nathI. S lAbhAntarAya karmano udaya icchita padArthanI prApti thatI aTakAve che. Arthika takalIpho pedA kare che. dhaMdhA vageremAM pUratI kamANI thavA de nahi. karmavijJAna kahe che ke AvA karmonI ciMtA karavI nahi. karma karatAM dharmanI tAkAta vadhAre che. AtmA puruSArtha kare to karmomAM ghaNo pheraphAra thai zake che. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva ane bhavane anusarIne karmono udaya-udIraNA vagere thAya che. ApaNe uttama dravyothI bhagavAnanI bhakti karIe,tIrthayAtrA, upAzraya,derAsara vagere pavitra kSetramAM ArAdhanA karIe,sarva jIvo pratye zubhabhAvo pedA karIe to pApakarmo dUra thAya. puNyamAM TrAnsaphara thAya. ApaNI ArAdhanA jeTalI vadhAre tIvra bhAvavALI-ullAsavALI bane teTalI tenI tAkAta vadhI jAya. tenAthI AsapAsanI aneka vyaktione paNa lAbha thAya.' bIjAne lAbha meLavatAM aTakAvIe, bIjAnuM AMcakI laie, paDAvI laie, to lAbhAMtarAya karma baMdhAya. devAnaMdAe pUrva bhavamAM trizalAno hAra corI lIdho hato to A bhavamAM tene tyAM AvelA bhagavAna mahAvIradeva tenI pAsethI jhuMTavAi gayA. A vAta jANyA pachI koinI rakama pacAvI pADavI nahi. koinA dAgInA paDAvI levA nahi. devuM koinuM rAkhavuM nahi. koine kAMi meLavatAM vacce vAMdhAvacakA UbhA karavA nahi. je vastuno eka ja vAra upayoga karI zakAya te bhoganI vastu kahevAya. khAvA-pIvAnA padArthono samAveza bhogamAM thAya. jeno vAraMvAra upayoga karI zakAya te upabhoganA padArtho kahevAya. dAgInA, vastro, makAna, patnI vagere upabhoganA padArtho kahevAya. A bhoga-upabhoganA padArtho lAbhAntarAya karmanA kSayopazame maLI jAya to paNa teno bhoga ke upabhoga karatAM aTakAvavAnuM kArya bhogAntarAya ane upabhogAntarAya karma kare che. JOKE LOTS bhojana karavA beso tyAM ja cora, coranI bUma paDatAM khAvAnuM choDIne nAzI javuM paDe. suMdara vastro ane dAgInAthI kAyA sajAvIne koinA lagnamAM javAnI taiyArI karatAM ja koinA motanA samAcAra maLatAM zokanA vastro paherIne tyAM javuM paDe. AvI paristhiti pedA karanAra kramazaH bhogAntarAya ane upabhogAntarAya karmo che. vidhavApaNuM ke vidhUrapaNuM prApta thAya, potAnuM makAna hovA chatAM bhUtiyuM ghara jAhera thatAM temAM rahevA jai na zakAya vagere pAchaLa tatvajharaNuM 233
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________________ upabhogAntarAya karma kAraNa che. DAyAbITIsa vagere roganA kAraNe icchA hovA chatAM, maLavA chatAM, amuka padArtho vAparI na zakAya temAM bhogAntarAya karma kAraNa che. A badhuM jANIne, AmAMnI koipaNa paristhiti pedA thAya to ArtaraudradhyAna nahi karavAnuM. prasanna rahevAnuM. karmone najaramAM lAvIne tene khatama karavAno prayatna karavo. samatAthI sahana karavuM. maitrI bhAvanAthI hRdayane bhAvita banAvIne koinA pratye durbhAva-tiraskAra na karavo. bhojana eThuM mUkIe, koine bhojana karatAM aTakAvIe, to bhogAntarAya karma baMdhAya. je eThuM mUke tene evuM karma baMdhAya ke bhUkha na lAge. kadAca bhUkha lAge to bhojana na maLe. kadAca bhojana maLe to te khAvAmAM ruci na jAge. ruci jAge, khAya to te pace nahi. jo AvI sthiti nirmANa na karavI hoya to Aje nakkI karo eThuM mUkavuM nathI. thALI dhoine pIvI che. lUchavI paNa che. jethI saMmUrchima manuSyonI virAdhanA paNa na thAya. hAthInA eka koLIyAmAM keTalI kIDIonuM peTa bharAi jAya ? eThuM mUkavAnuM baMdha thAya to te vadhelA bhojanamAMthI keTalA garIbonuM peTa bharAya ? jarA gaMbhIratAthI vicAravAnI jarura che. vIryAntarAya karma : vIrya eTale ullAsa, thanaganATa, muDa, kAMika karavAno taravarATa. A badhAmAM oTa lAvavAnuM kArya vIryAntarAya karma kare che. te dharma karavAno ullAsa pedA thavA na de. pratikramaNAdimAM UbhA thavAnuM mana thavA na de. becenI, kaMTALo, udvignatA vagere pedA kare. ApaNe koine dharma, tapa, japa vagere karavAmAM aMtarAya karIe to A vIryAntarAya karma baMdhAya, mATe ApaNe koine dharma karatAM aTakAvavA nahi. koi jo ApaNane aTakAve to ApaNA vIryAntarAya karmane najaramAM lAvIne teno pastAvo karavo, paNa aTakAvanAra upara durbhAva na karavo. gusse na thavuM. aNagamo ke arucibhAva na batADavo. karmanuM tattvajJAna jANavA pAchaLanuM rahasya rAga ane dveSa ochA karavA te che. karmavijJAna jANavAthI ApaNA jIvanamAM AvatI takalIpho pAchaLa ApaNA tevA karmo dekhAya. te badala pazcAttApa thAya. te karmone khatama karavA mATe dharmamAM sattva phoravavAnuM mana thAya. karma karatAM dharmanI tAkAta vadhAre che, jANIne dharmArAdhanAmAM puruSArtha vadhe. udayamAM AvelA karmone samatAthI bhogavavAnuM baLa maLe. tevA karmo navA na baMdhAya tenI kALajI zaru thAya. ApaNA karmonA udaye ja prazno pedA thAya che, bIjAo to mAtra nimitta che, te jANIne bIjAo pratye tatvajharaNuM 234
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________________ dubhava na thAya. vizvanA sarvajIvo pratye maitrIbhAva pedA thAya. AvA karmonA udaye herAna-parezAna thatAM jIvo pratye bhAva-karuNA ubharAya. temano tiraskAra karavAnuM kadIya mana na thAya. teo karmamukta bane che tevI bhAvanA bhAvIe. karmanAzanA temanA puruSArthamAM sahAyaka banIe. jeo bephAma banIne navA navA karmo bAMdhatA hoya, dharma tarapha sUga dharAvatA hoya tevA loko pratye paNa tiraskAra ke dubhava na karatAM mAdhyastha bhAvane dhAraNa karIe. je AtmAo karmone khatama karavAno puruSArtha karatA hoya, doSamukta thavA talasatA hoya, dhamarAdhanAmAM lIna banyA hoya, karmono jaladI nAza. karavAnI taiyArImAM hoya tevA guNIo pratye IrSyA na karatAM pramoda bhAva dhAraNa karIe. vAraMvAra temanA caraNomAM vaMdanA karIe. temanA guNonI anumodanA karIe. - anitya vagere bAra bhAvanAnI sAthe maitrI vagere A cAra bhAvanAthI paNa bhAvita banIe. A soLa bhAvanAnI tAkAta kevaLajJAna apAvavAnI che. bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe, bhAve kevaLajJAna'' paMkti to yAda che ne? kayAre ApaNe badhA AvI bhAvanAothI bhAvita banIzuM? | vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDama. rAjAkA bhaNDArIjaisA | 0 | aMtarAyakarma tatvajharaNuM | 235
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda 5 zanivAra. tA. 9-11-02 Aje jJAnapaMcamI che. jJAna-jJAnInI ArAdhanAnuM A parva che. jJAnajJAnInI AzAtanAthI aTakIe to jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAtA aTake. jJAnajJAnInI ArAdhanA karIe to jJAnAvaraNIya karma tUTe. jJAnanI prApti thAya. darzanAvaraNIya karmano saMbaMdha pAMca indriyo ane mana sAthe che. vedanIya karmano DIpArTamenTa sukha-du:khanI sAmagrIo devAno che. mohanIya karma doSo pedA kare che. AyuSya karma judA judA bhavomAM janma-maraNa karAve che. gotra karma ucca-nIcano vyavahAra karAve che. aMtarAya karma ghaNuM aTakAve che. zarIra saMbaMdhita tamAma vAtono saMbaMdha nAmakarma sAthe che. ApaNe have nAmakarmanI vicAraNA karavI che. tenI sAthe sAthe cauda rAjaloka vagere ghaNA citrapaTonI paNa vicAraNA karIzuM. koinI AMkha mAMjarI, koinI bhUrI, to koinI kALI kema? koinI cAmaDI gorI, koinI kALI, koinI pILI to koinI lAla kema? popaTa lIlo kema? tenI cAMca lAla kema? hAthInA kAna sUpaDA jevA kema? to gadheDAne kAna UMcA kema? hAthInI malapaMtI cAla, to kAgaDAnI beDoLa cAla kema? badhAne koyala game paNa kAgaDo koine na game, tenuM zuM kAraNa ? vagere savAlonA javAbo nAmakarma pAse che. koIne na gAma, tenuM zuM kAraNa nAmakarmanA 103 peTAbhedo che. tenA cAra vibhAga paDe che. 05 nAmakarmonA pahelA vibhAgamAM 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 8 vagere prakRtionA 14 grupa Ave che. bIjA vibhAgamAM 8 sIMgala sIMgala karmo Ave. trIjA-cothA vibhAgamAM 10-10 karmo Ave. badhuM maLIne 75+8+10+10 = 103 karmo thAya. pahelo vibhAga : 14 grupanA 75 karmo (1) gati nAmakarma : cAra prakAranA AyuSya karmo to AtmAne te te gatimAM rAkhe. jyAM sudhI AyuSyakarma pUrNa na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmA bIjI gatimAM jai na zake; paNa AtmAne te te gatimAM lai javAnuM kArya gatinAma karma kare. gati cAra hovAthI A gatinAmakarma paNa cAra prakAranA che. (1) deva (2) manuSya (3) tiryaMca ane (4) naraka skUlamAM batADatA pRthvInA goLA upara AphrIkA-ezIyA-amerikAosTrelIyA vagere khaMDo dekhAya che, paNa devaloka ke narako temAM dekhAtI nathI, mATe deva-narakagati nathI evuM na manAya. manuSyo-tiryaMco to ApaNI najara tatvajharaNuM 195 236
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________________ sAme dekhAya che. devo-narakone yuktithI sAbIta karI zakAya che. paramAtmAe to kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM A badhuM joyuM che, mATe jaNAvyuM che. i.sa. 1492 pahelAMnA pRthvInA nakazAmAM amerikA ke bhAratanuM nAma-nizAna nahotuM. kolaMbasa ane vAsko-dI-gAmAe tenI zodha karI. tethI zuM te pahelAM kharekhara bhArata-amerikA nahotA? tethI pRthvInA nakazAmAM ke goLAmAM devaloka-naraka na dekhAya tethI na mAnavA, te vAta barobara nathI. fl-issa 14Ajaloka BIS 115 afe the forefe laoNkAkAza lalphAkaelo pe Me led rik Vnd she to $p keg lose che.cheDe viSama prattaro thI niSkuTa AkAra che. -- 4 13 12 11 10 cha 4 3 KHvb Urdhva adhA loka ra vyaMtara bhavanapati badhdha vira bA 008 ( (c) 2 100 *+v [0]oN --- www27777,644 WWW. gasanADI .....5 ara .........suvAka n **-* iiAdhika Breas para-zivara jyotiSTha dIpa muda -- varakara * iiArSika lokAMtika naraka 3 GRO naraka naraka pa 01265 ka sta pipe on THE 13115 jaina zAstronI dRSTie 14 rAjalokamaya samagra vizva che, tenI sAme AjanI zodhAyelI duniyA khUba nAnI che. ahIM citramAM samagra brahmAMDa = cauda rAjaloka = samagra vizva batADeluM che. be paga pahoLA karIne, be hAtha kamare rAkhIne goLa goLa cUMdaDI pharatAM mAnava jevo teno AkAra che. uparanA bhAgane urdhvaloka, vaccenA 1800 yojananA vistArane madhyaloka ke titiloka ane tatvajharaNuM - 230
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________________ tenI nIcenA bhAgane adholoka kahevAya che. A adholokamAM sAta nArakapRthvIo AvelI che. temAM narakanA jIvo vase che. te narakagati kahevAya che. tyAM lai janAruM karma narakagati nAmakarma kahevAya. jema jema nIcenI narakomAM jaie tema tema duHkho vadhatAM jAya. vadhune vadhu pApI jIvo nIce-nIcenI narakamAM jAya. A narakapRthvI kramazaH (1)ratnaprabhA (2)zarkarA prabhA (3)vAlukAprabhA (4) paMkaprabhA (5)dhUmaprabhA (6)tama prabhA ane (6)tamastamaHprabhA (mahAtamaH prabhA)nAme oLakhAya che. - atyAre vadhumAM vadhu bIjI naraka ane cothA devaloka sudhI ahIMthI jai zakAya che. zarIra ane mana nabaLuM hovAthI vadhAre bhayAnaka pApa ke vadhu puNya thai zakatuM nathI, paNa jyAre ahIMthI mokSanA daravAjA khullA hatA tyAre pAMca anuttara devo sudhI ane nIce 7mI naraka sudhI jai zakAtuM hatuM, kAraNake te vakhate zArIrika baLa ane mAnasikadhRti vadhAre hatI. - mamA kaMpanI. eTale ke manuSya ane mAchalA (ke matsya ane mANasa) 0mI narake jai zake. manuSyamAM paNa puruSa ja 7mI narakamAM jai zake. strI to vadhumAM vadhu chakI narakamAM jai zake. mammaNazeTha, kAlasaurika kasAi, kaMDarika muni, tripRSTha vAsudeva vagere marIne 0mI narake gayA. | taMdulIyA malcanuM AyuSya 48 miniTathI ochuM hoya che. moTuM phADIne beThelA magaramacchanI pAMpaNamAM rahelo cokhAnA dANA jeTalo nAno taMdalIyo maca mananA pApe 0mI narake pahoMcI jAya che. magaramacchanA moDhAmAM jaLacara prANIovALA pANInA pravAho praveze che ne pAchA bahAra nIkaLe che. te joine taMdulIyo vicAre che ke, "A to mUrakhano jAma che. je AnI jagyAe huM houM to ekene na choDuM. badhAne khAi jAuM." na khAvA chatAM khAvAnI vezyAnA kAraNe taMdalIyo matsya chamI narake javuM paDe tevA karmo bAMdhe. have jAtane vicArIe ke ApaNI vezyA kevI che? peTa nA pADe che mATe khAtAM aTakIe chIe, paNa jo peTa nA na pADatuM hoya to jarA ya choDIe? mAtra bhojana mATe ja A vAta nathI, bIjI paNa ghaNI ghaNI bAbatomAM zarIra, paisA ke paristhiti nA pADe che mATe aTakIe chIe bAkI, ApaNI vezyA kevI che? te tapAsavA jevI che. have vezyAne saMyamita banAvIe. pratijJAo laine aTakIe, bAkI A mana to koine choDe ema nathI. bhojana-kAmavAsanA vageremAM zarIra-saMyogo vagere aTakAve che, paNa paisAnI legyA evI che ke tene aTakAvanAra koi nathI. mATe te ghaNI kharAba che.kAmanI vezyA karatAM artha tatvajharaNuM | 238
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________________ (paisA)nI vezyA bhayAnaka che. te jIvane 7mI naraka sudhI pahoMcADI zake che. nItithI kamAnAra mammaNa A dhananI tIvra vezyAnA pApe marIne sAtamI narake gayo. manuSya puruSa ane mAchalA sAtamI naraka sudhI, strI chakI naraka sudhI, ajagara-sApa vagere uraparisarpo pAMcamI sudhI, vAgha-siMha vagere catuSpado cothI sudhI, vAMdarA-noLIyA-uMdara vagere bhujaparisarpo trIjI sudhI, pakSIo bIjI sudhI ane asaMjJI jIvo pahelI naraka sudhI jai zake. tethI vadhAre nIce na jAya. 0 pahelA saMghayaNavALA nIce 0mI naraka ane upara pAMca anuttara tathA mokSa sudhI jai zake. bIjA saMghayaNavALA chaThThI nAraka-9 raiveyaka sudhI, trIjA saMghayaNavALA pAMcamI nAraka-bAramA devaloka sudhI, cothA saMghayaNavALA cothI nAraka-AThamA devaloka sudhI, pAMcamA saMghayaNavALA trIjI naraka-chaThThA devaloka sudhI ane chaThThA saMghayaNavALA bIjI naraka-cothA devaloka sudhI jai zake. tIvra kaSAyo, AraMbha-samAraMbha, raudradhyAna vagere karanArA narakamAM jAya. (1)hiMsAnubaMdhI (2)mRSAnubaMdhI (3)steyAnubaMdhI ane (4) saMrakSaNAnu-baMdhI; ema cAra prakAranA raudradhyAna che. koine mAravA mATenA tIvra kakSAnA vicAro, jUTha aMgenI satata vicAraNA, koi cIja coravA-paDAvI levA mATenI krUratAbharI satata vicAraNA tathA badhuM bheguM karavAnI, jarAya ochuM na thai jAya te mATenI vicAraNA rodradhyAna rupe banI zake che. tenAthI narakamAM javuM paDe che. brahmadatta cakravartI brAhmaNonI AMkho phoDI nAMkhavAnA tIvra raudradhyAnamAM 9mI narakamAM cAlyo gayo. tenI patnI mumatI chakI narakamAM che. baMne eka bIjAnA virahamAM taraphaDe che. cIsAcIsa kare che. koNa temane bacAve? lakSmaNa, rAvaNa, paNa narakamAM jhaghaDI rahyA che. ayyatendra banelA sItAnI icchA temane tyAMthI bahAra kADhIne sukhI karavAnI che, chatAM karI zakatA nathI. rAma ane bharata to zatrujya girirAja upara mokSe gayA che. 0 rAtrIbhojana, kaMdamULabhakSaNa, vidaLa sevana, mAMsAhAra vagere narakamAM lai janArA pApo che, tenAthI pAchA haTavuM. jo narakanuM AyuSya baMdhAi gayuM to narakagati nAmakarma ApaNane narakagatimAM lai jaze. tyAM mammI-pappA ke prasutigRha na hoya. kerosInanI garaNI jevI kuMbhI hoya. ahIM hajI to jIve che ke maryo che? tenA TesTa cAlatA hoya, ane AtmA AMkhanA palakArA karatAMya ochA kALamAM narakanI kuMbhImAM pahoMcI gayo hoya. phADI khAdhelA kabUtaranA jevuM atyaMta gaMdu,bibhatsa, cItarI caDe tevuM zarIra maLe. paramAdhAmI devo bhAlA - tatvajharaNuM 239
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________________ -barachI vagere zastro vaDe rAirAi jevA TukaDA karIne nIcenA nALacAmAMthI bahAra kADhe. cIsa pADe to paNa koi na bacAve. bhayaMkara pIDA hoya. "mArI nAMkho-mArI nAMkho' bUma pADe to paNa marI na zake. bahAra nIkaLelA zarIranA TukaDA pAchA akhaMDa zarIra rupe banI jAya. pachI tene AkAzamAM uchALe. nIce paDatA tene bhAlA-barachI upara jhIle. te vIMdhAi jAya. lohInI zero uDe, mAMsanA locA paDe. vedanA bhayAnaka thAya. maravA mAMge chatAM marI na zake. ochAmAM ochA 10,000 varSa to jIvavuM ja paDe. vadhatA vadhatA 0mI narakamAM 33 sAgaropamanuM AyuSya hoya. pahelI traNa nArakamAM paramAdhAmI devo bhayAnaka pIDA Ape. pachInI narakomAM paraspara pIDA hoya. kSetranA kAraNe sAte narakamAM je bhayAnaka vedanA hoya te kSetrakRta vedanA kahevAya. khUba bhUkha lAge. tarasa paNa bhayAnaka lAge. bhayAnaka ThaMDI ke garamI sahana karavI paDe. vAraMvAra khaMjavALa AvyA kare. peTamAM khUba dAha hoya. AkhA zarIre tAva hoya. aneka rogothI gherAyeluM zarIra hoya. AvI vedanA ane pIDA vacce teNe AyuSya pUrNa karavuM paDe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. / 1ratna prabhA paramAdhAmIkA5. dhUma jhI 45 ba tatvajharaNuM 240
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 6 ravivAra, tA. 10-11-02 phAsTa spIDe pheMkAyelo eka bhAra vajanano lokhaMDano goLo cha mahInAmAM jeTaluM aMtara pasAra kare te eka rAja kahevAya. tevA cauda rAjalokamAM jIvo ane pugalonuM samagra vizva AvI jAya che. A cauda rAjalokamaya vizvanA nIcenA adholokamAM sAta nArako AvelI che. A sAte nAraka pRthvIo sthira che. goLAkAra che. temAMnI pahelI traNa nArakamAM paramAdhAmI devo narakanA jIvone bhayAnaka trAsa Ape che. ApaNe je pRthvI upara rahIe chIe te ratnaprabhA nAmanI prathama narakapRthvI che. te 1,80,000 cojana jaDAivALI che. eka 25 mALanA goLa makAnanI kalpanA karIe. te makAnanI eka rAja lAMbI-pahoLI goLAkAra Teresa (agAsI) mAM bharata-airAvata-mahAvidehakSetra vagere AvelA che. A makAna 1,80,000 yojana UMcuM che. nIce 1000 yojana jADI plIntha (pAyo) che. upara 1000 yojanA jADAinI chata che. vaccenA 1,08,000 yojanamAM 25 mALa che. 1, 3, 5, 0.... 23, 25 vagere ekI saMkhyAnA 13 mALa 3000-3000 yojana UMcAivALA che. temAM pahelI narakanA jIvo rahe che. 2, 4, 6. 22, 24 vagere bekI saMkhyAnA 12 mALa dareka 11583 1/3 yojanA UMcAivALA che. temAMno bIjo ane covIsamo mALa khAlI che. bAkInA 10 mALamAM asurakumAra, nAgakumAra vagere bhavanapati devo rahe che. te paramAtmA pArzvanAtha bhagavAne baLatA sApane navakAra saMbhaLAvyo to te dharaNendra banyo. te pahelAM paNa koi dharaNendra haze. dharaNendra, mANibhadra, padmAvatI, cakrakesarI vagere nAmo zAzvatA che. temanA sthAna nakkI che. AtmA badalAto jAya che. eka AtmA dharaNendra tarIkenuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne potAnA bAMdhelA karma pramANenA bIjA bhavamAM cAlyo jAya. te sthAne, te nAme bIjo koi AtmA utpanna thAya. koipaNa sthAna vadhumAM vadhu cha mahinA khAlI rahe. teTalA samayamAM koine koi AtmA te deva, devI ke indrAdi rupe tyAM utpanna thai jAya. dharaNendra, padmAvatI, vagere deva-devIo ApaNI upara nahi paNa nIce rahe che. devo mAtra udgalokamAM ja nahi traNe lokamAM vase che. A bhavanapati devo adholokamAM vase che. devo bhautikasamRddhimAM ApaNA karatAM AgaLa hoi zake, paNa AdhyAtmika samRddhimAM to ApaNe temanA karatAM paNa AgaLa jai zakIe chIe. teo cothA guNaThANAthI vadhAre AdhyAtmika vikAsa te ja bhavamAM kadI tatvajharaNuM 241
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________________ sAdhI zake nahi, jyAre ApaNe A kALamAM paNa 7mA guNaThANA sudhI vikAsa sAdhI zakIe chIe. pUrve to caudamA guNaThANA sudhI vikAsa sAdhIne TheTha mokSa pahoMcI zakAtuM hatuM. | sAmAnya rIte samakitI zrAvaka ke sAdhu marIne vaimAnika deva bane. ApaNe sau ja vaimAnika deva banavAnA hoie to tyAM jaine devIomAM lapaTAi nA jaie, bhogasukhamAM lalacAi na jaie, ApaNuM bhAvi barabAda na thai jAya mATenI kALajI ApaNe Aja bhavamAM levI joie. deva banyA pachI naMdIzvarAdi dvIpamAM prabhubhakti paNa karI zakAya che. sImaMdharasvAmI vagere bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA paNa jai zakAya che. bhagavAnanI sevAmAM ochAmAM ochA eka karoDa devo hAjara hoya che, temAM paNa ApaNo naMbara lagADI zakAya che. te mATe A bhavamAM bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI bhakti gamADavI paDaze. A bhavamAM gurubhagavaMtonA mukhe pravacanavANI sAMbhaLavAno tIvrarasa pedA karavo paDaze. sImaMdharasvAmI gamADavA paDaze. temanI roja mALA japavI. temanI roja aSTaprakArI pUjA vagere bhakti karavI. hRdayamAM UMDe UMDe temanA pratyenuM AkarSaNa pedA karavuM. jethI devalokamAM deva banyA pachI bhogasukhomAM jIvanane barabAda karavAnA badale prabhubhaktimAM lIna banAvI AbAda karI zakAya. asurakumAra nAmanA bhavanapati devomAMnA keTalAka devo vicitra svabhAvavALA hoya che. temane bIjAne trAsa ApavAmAM majA Ave che. bIjAnA duHkho joine sukhI bane che. bIjAnI herAnagatimAM AnaMda anubhave che. AvA devo 1-3-5-7 vagere ekI naMbaravA mALamAM jaine narakanA jIvone trAsa Ape che. are nIce bIjI-trIjI narakamAM paNa jaine tyAMnA jIvone herAnA parezAna kare che. parama = atyaMta adhArmika jIvana jIvatA hovAthI teo paramAdhAmI devI tarIke prasiddhi pAme che. judA judA 15 prakAranI pIDA ApatA hovAthI teo paMdara prakAranA che. narakamAM utpanna thatAM te te jIvonA karmo anusAre teo te jIvone trAsa Ape che. narakanA jIvone trAsa ApavAnuM A kArya temane koie soMpyuM nathI, paNa potAnA tevA aTakacALA tophAnI svabhAvanA kAraNe teo potAnI rIte ja narakanA jIvone trAsa Ape che. | bhale narakamAM utpanna thayelA jIvone pApakarmono udaya hovAthI trAsa sahana karavAno hoya, paNa temane trAsa ApatAM A paramAdhAmI devo paNa bIjAne duHkha ApavAnA kAraNe pApakarma bAMdhe. marIne teo te karmane bhogavavA tatvajharaNuM 242
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________________ aMDagolika manuSya tarIke utpanna thAya. UMcI kadAvara kAyAvALA mAMsAhArI te jaLacara manuSyo jamIna upara cAlI zake ane pANImAM tarI zake tevA hoya che. ratnadvIpanA vepArIone dariyAmAMthI ratno levA hoya che. jaLacara prANIo potAne gaLI na jAya, dUra rahe, dariyAmAM DUbI na javAya te mATe temane A jaLacara manuSyonA aMDakozamAM rahelI goLIonI jarura paDe che. camarIgAyanI pUMchaDInA suMvALAvALanA be cheDe A goLIo lagADIne kAna upara laTakAvI teo dariyAmAM DUbakI lagAve che. aMDagolika manuSyonI goLI meLavavA teo moTA vahANamAM, moTI ghaMTInAM paDa upara puSkaLa mAMsanA TukaDA goThavIne, ghaMTInA bIjA paDanI pAchaLa chupAi jAya che. vacce dariyAmAM Thera Thera mAMsanA pekeTa pheMke che, tenI sugaMdhathI mAMsa khAvA kheMcAine AvelA aMDagolika manuSyo TheTha ghaMTInA paDa upara besIne mAMsa khAvA lAge che. taka joine te vepArIo ghaMTInuM bIjuM paDa temanI upara goThave che. lagAtAra cha mahInA sudhI temane pIlavAnuM cAle che. bhayAnaka pIDA teo sahana kare che. chevaTe cha mahInA bAda teo mRtyu pAme che. aMDagolika banelA pUrvabhavanA A paramAdhAmI devo marIne potAnA karmo pramANe duHkho bhogavavA narakanA jIva tarIke narakamAM pahoMcI jAya che. vepArIo tenuM zarIra pIlAyA bAda rahI gayelI goLIo meLavI le che. vepArIone paNa pApakarma baMdhAya. je jIvo A bhavamAM bIjAne trAsa ApatA hoya, herAna karavAnA svabhAvavALA hoya, temAM ja jene AnaMda Avato hoya teo paramAdhAmI banI zake. ApaNe paramAdhAmI na banavuM hoya to ApaNo svabhAva premALa, bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI, karuNAddha banAvavo joie. asurakumAra vagere dasa kumAro tathA paMdara prakAranA paramAdhAmI maLIne bhavanapatinA 25 prakAro che. asurakumAro vagere dasa prakAranA kumAromAM uttaradakSiNa dizAno ekeka indra hovAthI bhavanapatidevonA kula 20 indro che. ApaNI ratnaprabhA pRthvInI uparanI je 1000 yojananI chata vicArI che, temAM upara-nIcenA 100-100 yojana choDIne vaccenA je 800 cojanano gALo Ave temAM vyaMtaradevonA nagaro AvelA che. tIrthakara bhagavaMto tathA cakravartI vagerenI sahAyamAM A vyaMtaradevo hAjara thAya che. ATha prakAranA che. uttara ane dakSiNa vibhAgamAM ekeka indra hovAthI ATha prakAranA vyaMtaranA 16 indro che. 1 upara nIcenA 100-100 yojanamAMnA nIcenA 100 yojana khAlI che, paNa uparanA 100 yojananA polANamAM upara-nIce 10-10 yojana choDIne vaccenA 80 yojanamAM vANavyaMtaro vase che. bhUta, preta, cuDela, DAkaNa vagereno samAveza tatvajharaNuM 243
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________________ A vANavyaMtaromAM thAya. ATha prakAranA vANavyaMtaromAM uttara-dakSiNa vibhAganA ekeka indro hovAthI vANavyaMtaronA 16 indro che. pAMcadivya pragaTa thAya vagere prasaMgoe AkAzamAMthI vastra, sugaMdhIjaLa, puSpa, sonaiyA vagerenI vRSTi karanArA dIrdha vaitADhya parvata upara rahenArA dasa prakAranA tiryagajalaMka devo paNa vyaMtarakakSAnA devo che. 8 vyaMtara, 8 vANavyaMtara ane 10 tiryagurjabhaka maLIne 26 prakAranA devo vyaMtaranikAyanA gaNAya che. temanA 19 + 164 32 indro che. ApaNe eka rAja lAMbI pahoLI goLAkAra ratanaprabhA nAmanI pahelI narakapRthvInI uparanI sapATI upara rahIe chIe. ahIMthI nIce mAtra dasa yojana jaie eTale vANavyaMtaronA nagaro 80 yojana sudhI Ave. pachInA dasa yojana khAlI che, te pasAra thAya eTale nIce 800 yojana sudhI vyaMtara-devonA nagaro Ave. Ama, ApaNI dharatIthI 900 yojana sudhImAM vyaMtara ane vANavyaMtaro AvI jAya. teo ticchalioka = madhyalokamAM gaNAya. pachInA nIcenA 100 cojana khAlI che. pachInA 1,08,000 yojanamAM ApaNe kapelA 25 mALanA rAunDa bilDIMganA 1, 3, 5, 7..... vagere mALamAM pahelI narakanA nArako tathA 4, 6, 8....mALamAM asurakumAra vagere 25 prakAranA bhavanapati devo rahe che. teo adholokamAM gaNAya che. paMcendriya tiryaMco ane manuSyo ja koipaNa narakamAM jai zake paNa ekendriyathI caurindriyo nahi. narakamAMthI nIkaLIne paNa paMcendriya tiryaMcA ane manuSyo ja banAya paNa ekendriyathI caurindriya na banAya. 1thI 3 narakamAMthI nIkaLelo AtmA pachInA bhavamAM tIrthakara bhagavAna banI zake. zreNikarAjA hAla pahelI narakamAM che. tyAM 84 hajAra varSanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne, padmanAbhasvAmI nAmanA AvatI covIsInA prathama tIrthakara bhagavAna thaze. 1 thI 4 narakamAMthI nIkaLelo AtmA bIjA bhavamAM dIkSA laine kevaLajJAna pAmI siddha banI zake. 1 thI pa narakamAMthI nIkaLelo jIva navA bhavamAM dIkSA sudhIno badho AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhI zake; paNa pAMcamImAMthI nIkaLelo kevaLajJAna ke mokSa na pAmI zake. chakI narakamAMthI Avelo samakitI ke zrAvaka banI zake paNa dIkSA meLavI na zake. 9mInarakamAMthI nIkaLelo AtmA to manuSya paNa na banI zake. samakita pAmI zake paNa dezavirati zrAvakajIvana na pAme. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 244
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 7 somavAra, tA. 11-11-02 pApone bhogavavA mATe narakagati che, to puNyane bhogavavA devagati che. samagra vizva cauda rAjalokamaya vaizAkha saMsthAna sthita che. temAM deva-narakamanuSya-tiryaMca, cAre gati AvI jAya. bhautikadRSTie narakagatimAM puSkaLa duHkho hovAthI bhale te kharAba gati gaNAtI hoya paNa AdhyAtmikadaSTie to narakagati ke devagati; baMne jo sAdhanAnuM maMdira bane to sadgati kahevAya. narakagatimAM pApakSayanI sAdhanA thAya to devagatimAM puNyakSayanI sAdhanA thAya. pApa ane puNya; baMneno saMpUrNa kSaya thAya tyAre mokSa maLe. narakagatimAM pahoMcelo AtmA jo samakitI hoya to tenA prabhAve Akramaka na bane. duHkhone samatAthI bhogavavA sAmethI taiyAra rahe. mahArAjA zreNika pahelI narakamAM hAla samatAthI duHkho sahIne pApakSayanI sAdhanA karI rahyA che. tyAMthI nIkaLIne, prathama tIrthakara banIne mokSe pahoMcavAnA che. - narakamAM rahelo jIva samakitI hoya ke mithyAtvI, baMne prakAranA jIvone paramAdhAmI devo trAsa Ape. rAirAi jevA TUkaDA kare, bhajIyAnI jema taLe karavatathI vadhere vagere. jJAnathI khabara paDe ke paramAdhAmI mane have Avo trAsa Apaze tyAre mithyAtvIo teno pratikAra karavAno prayatna kare. cIsAcIsa kare. nA chUTake parANe sahana kare. sAme Akramaka bane. jyAre samakitI jIva AvanArA duHkhane AvakAre. mArA karmono nAza thAya che, samajIne samatAthI te duHkhone sahana kare. apUrva vIllAsa ane UMcA adhyavasAya pUrvaka mastIthI sahIne anaMtAnaMta karmonI nirjarA kare. 7mI narakamAM gayelo AtmA paNa mastIthI karmone sahe, samatAbhAvane dhAraNa kare, ucca adhyavasAyo pAme to navuM samyagadarzana pAmI zake. | narakamAM sahana karavA rupa dharma che. sahana karavuM, sahiSNutA dAkhavavI te moTo guNa che. moTo dharma che. ekaja sparzanendriyavALo ekendriya AtmA vikAsa sAdhatA sAdhatA beindriya, indriya, caurindriya, paMcendriya banyo temAM kAraNa zuM? teNe kayo dharma karIne puNya bAMdhyuM? ekendriyAdimAM bhale sAmAyika-pUjAdi dharmo nahotA paNa tyAMya icchA-anicchAe teNe ThaMDI-garamI-bhUkha-tarasa vagere sahana karavA rUpI dharma karyo to, puca baMdhAyuM. manuSyabhava prApta karyA pachI, have icchApUrvaka sahana karavAnuM zaru karavuM. koinA kaDavA zabdo, apamAna vagere prasannatApUrvaka sahavuM. sahana karavAthI tatvajharaNuM 245
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________________ samAjamAM bhale teno prabhAva na jaNAya.koi bAyalA, kAcara ke nabaLA gaNe tenI ciMtA na karavI. samaya jatAM, sahana karyAnuM mUlya samajAze. viziSTa lAbha anubhavAze. - | saMyamajIvana zreSThadharma che, kAraNake temAM jAtajAtanA kaSTo sahana karavAnA che. zarIranI sukhazIlatA, zAtA choDavAmAM ghaNuM sahana karavuM paDe. dIkSA pariNAma pAme tyAre mahAtmAo zarIra sAthe yuddha caDe. zArIrika ke mAnasika kAMika sahana karavuM paDe tyAre dharma thAya. dhananI mUccha tyAgo tyAre dAnadharma thAya. kAmavAsanA choDo tyAre zIladharma paLAya. zarIrane kaSTa Apo tyAre tapadharma thAya. dubhavo dUra karIe tyAre bhAvadharma ArAdhAya. A badhAmAM zArIrika ke mAnasika sahana karavuM paDe che mATe te dharma che. karmanA udaye duHkho to AvavAnA. parANe sahana karIzuM. dhamapachADA ke pratikAra karIzuM, akaLAizuM to navA pApakarmo baMdhAze. paNa jo tene samatAthI sahana karIzuM to jUnA pApakarmo nAza pAmaze ane navA baMdhAtA aTakaze. | jIvana sArI rIte jIvavA mATe cha prakAranI zaktinI jarUra rahe che. jIvA game te kSetra ke kALamAM jIvato hoya, kapaDA hoya ke na hoya te bane paNa bhojana na kare tevuM na bane. bhojananI tene badhe ja jarura paDe. jIvana jIvavA bhojananI sAthe zarIra ane indriyonI paNa jarUra paDe. zarIra ane indriya vinAno koi AtmA saMsAramAM jovA na maLe. tyAra pachI zvAsozvAsa karavAnI, vacano bolavAnI ane vicAravAnI zakti koi jIvo meLave ane koi jIvo na paNa meLave. A cha prakAranI zaktione cha pati kahevAya che. (1)AhAra pati (2)zarIra paryAti (3) indriya paryApti (4)zvAsozvAsa pati (5)bhASA pati ane (6)mana payati. ekendriyane pahelI cAra, beindriya-te indriya-caurindriya jIvone pahelI pAMca ane paMcendriya jIvone cha e cha patio jIvana jIvavA mATe jarurI che, pUratI che, paryApta che. je jIvone potAnI jarUrI patio pUrepUrI maLI jAya, te paryApta kahevAya. paryApta eTale ApaNI jADI bhASAmAM pUrepUrA. jemane jarUrI pUrI payaktio na maLe te adhUrA eTale aparyApta kahevAya. 1 thI 7 narakamAM utpanna thayelA jIvo jyAM sudhI potAne jarurI cha e cha zaktio (patio) pUrepUrI na meLave, adhUrI meLave tyAM sudhI teo aparyAptA kahevAya. pUrepUrI meLavI le tyAre teo pUrepUrA thavA mATe paryApta kahevAya. Ama, sAte narakamAM paryApta ane aparyApta jIvo hovAthI narakanA jIvonA 14 prakAra thAya. tatvajharaNuM 246
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________________ pahelI ratnaprabhA narakamRthvImAM vyaMtara-vANavyaMtara-bhavanapati vagere devo paNa che, paraMtu bIjI-trIjI vagere bAkInI narakamRthvImAM nArakanA jIvo ja che. tyAM koi devo vasatA nathI. pahelI narakamAM asaMkhyAtA nArako che. pachI jema jema nIce-nIcenI narakamAM jaie tema ochA ochA jIvo hoya. 1lI narakamRthvImAM 25 mALamAMthI 13 mALamAM, bIjI narakamAM 11 mALamAM, trIjImAM 9 mALamAM, cothImAM mALamAM, pAMcamImAM 5 mALamAM, chaThThImAM traNa mALamAM narakanA jIvo hoya. sAtamImAM to mAtra pAMca ja narakAvAsano eka ja mALa hoya. te ja rIte devalokamAM paNa jema jema upara jAo tema tema vimAno ochA ochA thatA jAya. sakalatIrtha sUtramAM dareka devalokanA vimAno tathA temAM rahelA jinAlayo ane bhagavAnanI saMkhyA ApI che. 1-2 devalokamAM 32 lAkha vimAno che, je ghaTatAMghaTatAM chelle anuttaramAM mAtra pAMca ja vimAno rahe che. | A duniyAmAM sAmAnya rIte vadhu dharma karanArA jIvo ghaNA ochA hoya. tIvra kakSAnuM pApa karanArA jIvo paNa ochA hoya. madhyama kakSAno dharma ke madhyama kakSAnuM pApa karanArA jIvo vadhAre hoya. vadhumAM vadhu dharma karanArA ochA mATe tevo dharma karIne upara-uparanA devalokamAM janArA ochA thavAthI uparaupara vimAno ochA-ochA thatAM jAya. vadhu vadhu pApa karanArA ochA hovAthI nIce nIcenI narakomAM nArakAvAso ochA-ochA thatAM jAya. 2 A vimAno, nArakAvAso vagere sthAno koie banAvyA nathI. anAdikALathI hatA, che ane kAyama rahevAnA che. samagra vizvanuM saMcAlana karma vagere pAMca kAraNo kare che. devagatimAM janArA devo cAra prakAranA che. temAMnA bhavanapati devo pUrve jaNAvyA pramANe prathama narakapRthvInA 1,08,000 yojananA 25 mALamAM 4, 6, 8.22 sudhInA 10 mALamAM vase che. sAta kroDa ne bottera lAkha, bhavanapatimAM devaLa bhAkha. devaLa eTale derAsara. bhavanapati devalokamAM 7, 72,00,000 bhavano che, ane darekamAM ekeka derAsara che. jo devalokamAM dareka vimAnamAM, dareka bhavanamAM derAsara hoya to tamArA darekanA gharamAM gharaderAsara kema na hoya? vyaMtara ane jyotiSamAM to asaMkhyAtA derAsaro che. temAM 180-180 bhagavAna che. ratnaprabhA pRthvInA uparanA 10 yojana choDIne nIcenA 80 yojanamAM vANavyaMtaro ane tenI nIcenA 10 cojana choDIne pachInA nIcenA 800 yojanamAM vyaMtaro rahe che. | vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 24.
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 8 maMgaLavAra. tA. 12-11-02 nAmakarmanA 103 peTAbhedo che. deva-naraka-manuSya-tiryaMca gatimAM laI janArA cAra gatinAmakarma che. devo-nArako ane manuSyo to paMcendriya ja hoya jyAre tiryaMco to ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya, caurindriya ane paMcendriya; ema pAMca prakAranA hoya. ekendriya jAti, beIndriya jAti, te indriya jAti, cauridriya jAti, paMcendriya jAti ApanAra te te nAmanA pAMca jAtinAmakarmo che. te manuSya ane tiryaMcone dArikazarIra hoya che. devo ane nArakone vaikriya zarIra hoya che. keTalAka labdhidhArI manuSyo, paMce. tiryaMco, vAyukAya vagere paNa A ukriyazarIra banAvI zake che. trIjuM AhArakazarIra che. AmarSa-auSadhivALA, labdhidhArI cauda pUrvadhara mahAtmA tIrthakaranI addhi jovA ke koI savAlano javAba meLavavA A AhArakazarIra banAve che. eka bhavamAM be vAra ane samagra bhavacakramAM cAra vAra A zarIra banAvI zakAya che. cothuM tejasa zarIra tamAma saMsArI jIvone sadA sAthe hoya tenA kAraNe jIvaMta jIvanuM zarIra garama hoya che. tejasa zarIranI garamIthI khAdheluM pace che. mRtyu pAme tyAre AtmA A tejasa zarIrane potAnI sAthe laI jAya che. mATe ahIM paDeluM dArika zarIra ThaMDu thaI jAya che. tejalezyA - zItalezyA vagere A tejasa zarIrane AbhArI che. AtmA upara coMTelA karmo pote ja kAmaNazarIra rupe che. AtmA upara navA - navA karmo coMTatA jaIne kAmaNazarIra rUpe goThavatA jAya che. A tejasa ane kArmaNazarIra sarva saMsArI jIvone anAdikALathI che. eka bhavamAMthI bIjA | bhavamAM jatAM jIva A baMne zarIrane sAthe laIne jAya che. jyAre A be zarIro AtmAthI chUTA paDe tyAre teno mokSa thAya. je jIvanuM jevuM zarIra hoya, tevo AkAra, teno AtmA jema dhAraNa kare tema te AtmA sAthe joDAyelA A baMne zarIro paNa tevo AkAra dhAraNa kare. A pAMca prakAranA zarIro ApanArA te te nAmanA pAMca zarIra nAmakarmo che. dArika-vaikriya ane AhAraka zarIra viziSTa AkAra dharAve che. A traNe zarIro judA judA avayavo dvArA baneluM che. te avayavo aMgopAMga kahevAya. mAthuM, be hAtha, be paga, pITha, peTa, chAtI, e ATha aMga kahevAya. te AThe aMgo jamInane aDADIne-sUIne je praNAma karAya te sASTAMga daMDavata praNAma kahevAya. ApaNe pAMca aMgo aDADIne paMcAMga praNipAta praNAma karIe. AMgaLI, AMkha, nAka vagere upAMga kahevAya. judA judA jIvonA zarIromAM judA judA aMgopAMga pedA karavAnuM kAma aMgopAMga nAmakarma kare che. traNa zarIramAM tatvajharaNuM thI 248
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________________ ja aMgopAMga hovAthI aMgopAMga nAmakarma paNa, dArika aMgopAMga, vaikriyA aMgopAMga ane AhAraka aMgopAMga nAmakarmaema traNa prakAre che. cAra gatinAmakarma, pAMca jAtinAmakarma, pAMca zarIra nAmakarma ane traNa aMgopAMga nAmakarma maLIne 10 nAmaka vicAryA. ApaNe ATha karmomAM nAmakarmanI vicAraNA karavA sAthe jIvonA pa63 bhedo upara paNa vicAraNA karI rahyAM chIe. a & narakanA paryApta ane aparyApta maLIne 14 prakAro vicAryA. have devonA bhedo vicArIe. A dharatI upara badhA mApo sI-levala(dariyAI sapATIthI mapAya che, paNa zAstromAM je UMcAI vagere mApo jaNAvyA che, te samabhUtalAthI gaNAya che. meruparvatanI taLeTI samabhUtalA gaNAya. - ratnaprabhA nAmanI prathama narakapRthvInI upalI sapATI (Teresa) upara barobara madhyabhAge meruparvata Avelo che. te eka lAkha yojanano che. samabhUtalAthI 1000 yojanA jamInanI aMdara che. 99,000 codana bahAra che. A samabhUtalAthI 10 yojana nIce vANavyaMtaro ane 100 yojanA nIce vyaMtaronA nagaro che. 1,000 yojanA nIce jatAM 1,08,000 yojanamAM bhavanapati devo che. A dharatI upara jema hoTala, hospITala, hAusa vagere mobAIla che, tema keTalAka devonA vimAno paNa mobAIla (haratA-pharatA) che. te vimAno tejasvI hovAthI temAM rahenArA devo jyotiSka devo kahevAya che. ApaNane AkAzamAM pharatA je sUrya, candra, maMgaLa, budha, guru, zukra, zani vagere graho nakSatro, tArA vagere dekhAya che te jyotiSka devonA (pharatA gharo) vimAno che. A badhA vimAno meruparvatanI AsapAsa phare che. - samabhUtalAthI cha90 cojana upara tArAnA vimAno che. 800 yojane sUrya che. 880 yojane caMdra che. 884 yojane nakSatranA vimAno che. 880 thI 900 yojanA sudhImAM grahonA vimAno che. A rIte cha90 thI 900 yojana sudhInA kula 110 yojanamAM jayotiSka devonA badhA vimAno AvI jAya che. samabhUtalAthI nIce 900 yojana ane upara 900 yojana maLIne 1,800 yojana madhyaloka ke ticchaloka kahevAya che. tethI nIcenA 900 yojana sudhImAM rahelA vyaMtara-vANavyaMtara vagere ane uparanA 900 yojana sudhImAM rahelA jyotiSka devo madhyalokamAM gaNAya che. mes Nes 13 tatvajharaNuM 249
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________________ paMDapvana.... Jalk abhiSeka > nAga 884 cInanI PO lA caMdra 880 yojana * sUrya 800 yojanAmA tArA 790 yojana zanigraha900 yojana maMgaLa yAha 890 yojana graha94 yojana zukra graha 891 yojana 888yojana ET somjasa *vana 7thDIXAll MAN..mekhalA MUSKURAT) ' Tilm : All riK) tAjA?' IlliAnA --- MILAN ) KS rapI. naMdanavatra 500yojanA adrazAlavanA kaMda vibhAga 1000 yojana uMcAI bhUmisthAne 20660 yojana vistAra pahalA kAMDa _30080. vanane 20 mI pRthvI sthira che. tenI upara rahelo meruparvata paNa sthira che. merunI cAre bAju sUrya, caMdra vagerenA vimAno pradakSiNA ApyA kare che, tenA kAraNe rAtadivasa-ziyALo-unALo-comAsuM vagere thAya che ! 1,000 yojana UMDe gayelo meruparvata jamInamAMthI bahAra Ave tyAM samabhUtalAe cAre bAju bhadrazAlavana AveluM che. A meruparvata goLAkAra che. upara jatAM sAMkaDo-sAMkaDo thato jAya che. samabhUtalAe 10,000 yojanA vistAravALo TheTha upara pahoMcatA mAtra 1,000 yojana vistAravALo thAya che. 500 yojanA upara jatAM cAre bAju naMdanavana Ave che. pachI ka2,500 yojanA upara jatAM cAre bAju somanasa vana Ave che. pachI 36,000 yojana upara jatAM 1,000 yojana pahoLAIvALuM pAMDukavana Ave che. tenI barobara madhyamAM 12 yojana pahoLI, 40 yojana UMcI cUlikA che. tenI upara derAsara che. A | tatvajharaNuM 250
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________________ cUlikAnI cAre bAju ekeka siMhAsana airavata-bharata kSetranA ane pUrva-pazcima zIlA upara be-be siMhAsana mahAvidehakSetranA bhagavAnano janmAbhiSeka karavA mATe che. sUryanuM vimAna meruparvatanI AsapAsa satata phare che. jyAre teo pUrvadizAmAM 47,263 yojana dUra hoya tyAre dekhAvAnA zaru thAya che, tene udaya thayo kahevAya che. barobara mAthA upara Ave tyAre madhyAhna thAya. pazcimadizAmAM 40,263 yojana dUra jAya tyAM sudhI dekhAya che. pachI dekhAvAnuM baMdha thAya tene sUryAsta kahIe chIe. sUrya nathI jamInamAM DUbato ke nathI pUrvadizAmAMthI bahAra ugato. te to satata 800 yojana upara AkAzamAM phare che. paNa ApaNI AMkhanI maryAdAnA kAraNe dUra dUra dharatI ane AkAza aDatA dekhAya che. tethI jyAre dekhAvAnuM zaru thAya tyAre jANe ke te nIcethI upara Avato hoya tevuM lAge che, tene udaya kahevAya che. jyAre dekhAvAnuM baMdha thAya tyAre te dharatIne aDato hoya,DUbato hoya tevuM lAge che, tene asta kahevAya che. judA judA 27 nakSatranA vimAno paNa AkAzamAM phare che. sUrya jyAre koI nakSatranI najIkamAM phare tyAre sUryano te nakSatra sAthe yoga thayo kahevAya. jyAM sudhI sUrya te nakSatranI sAthe phare tyAM sudhI sUrya te nakSatramAM che tema kahevAya che. sUrya AdrAnakSetranI sAthe Ave tyAre vAtAvaraNa badalAya che. varasAda zaru thAya che. jIvotpatti thavAnA kAraNe kerI khAvAnuM baMdha thAya che. AdrAthI svAti sudhInA nava nakSatro sAthe sUrya phare te samayane varasAdano kALa comAsuM kahevAya. sUrya ane caMdranA vimAnanI jhaDapamAM pharaka che. caMdra jyAre je nakSatranI sAthe phare tyAre caMdrano te nakSatra sAthe yoga thayo kahevAya. caMdra rohiNI nakSatra sAthe hoya tyAre rohiNI tapa karAya che. paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA kalyANako uttarAphAlgunI nakSatramAM thayA eTale te vakhate caMdra uttarAphAlgunI nakSatranI sAthe pradakSiNA karato hato, tema kahevAya. 20 nakSatro che. savA be nakSatronI sAthe caMdranuM vimAna hoya tyAre te eka rAzImAM rahyuM kahevAya. kula 12 rAzI che. jyAre caMdranuM vimAna vRzvika rAzImAM hoya tyAre jADI bhASAmAM viMchuDo kahevAya che. sUryanuM vimAna jyAM sudhI dekhAya tyAM sudhI divasa kahevAya. pachI rAta - kahevAya. sUrya ane caMdra amAsanA sAthe uge ane sAthe Athame tethI rAtre caMdra na dekhAya. pachI roja be-be ghaDIno pharaka paDe. pUnamanA sUrya asta thAya tyAre caMdra uge. tethI divase sUrya hoya, rAtre caMdra hoya. tatvajharaNuM 2 251
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________________ 'saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 9 budhavAra tA. 13-11-02 | koI vyaktine makAna banAvavuM hoya to te pahelAM sthAna nakkI kare. teno erIyA pasaMda kare. erIcA pramANe makAna zemAMthI banAvavuM? te nakkI thAya. kyAMka kAgaLanA makAna, kayAMka lAkaDAnA, kayAMka kapaDAnA to kyAMka sImenTanA makAna bane. te makAna banAvavA mATe jarUrI maTIrIyala iMTa-sImenTa-retIkapacI-lAkaDuM-kAgaLa vagereno orDara Apavo paDe. jevI jaruriyAta hoya tevuM makAna banAvAya. yogya jagyAe bArI-bAraNAM vagere goThavAya. ArkITeka makAnanI DIjhAIna taiyAra kare. jevI majabUtAi joie tevuM maTIrIyala vaparAya. paraspara joDANa karavA sImenTa, phevIkola, guMdara vagere cIkAsavALA padArthono paNa upayoga thAya. raMgarogAna karyA pachI te makAna vizeSa AkarSaka bane. mAnavone rahevA jema ghara joIe tema AtmAne rahevA zarIra joIe. AtmA navA bhavamAM AvatAnI sAthe AhAra karIne tarata potAne rahevA mATe zarIra banAvavAnuM zaru kare che. temAM A nAmakarma mahattvano bhAga bhajave che. deva-manuSya-naraka-tiryaMcagatinA nAmakarma AtmAne rahevAnA makAna= zarIranI jagyA nakakI kare che. ekendriyathI paMcendriya jAti sudhInA nAmakarmo tenA judA judA erIyAnA makAna nakkI kare che. jenI pAse jevA paisA te pramANenA erIyAmAM teTalAM beDarUma-hola-kIcana bAlkanIvALuM ghara te banAve. ahIM jenuM jevuM jAti nAmakarma te pramANenI Indriyo te taiyAra kare. jApAnamAM kAgaLanA makAna banAve to bhAratamAM iMTa-sImenTanA makAna banAve tema jIva deva-nArakabhavamAM vaikriyazarIra to manuSya-tiryaMcamAM dArika zarIra banAve. temAM te-te nAmakarma kAraNa bane. gAmamAM rahenAro zrImaMta kayAreka mAtherAna-sImalA vagere sthaLe baMgalA rAkhe. teno te kayAreka upayoga kare. tema labdhidhArI tiryaMca - mAnava kyAreka ukriya to labdhidhArI sAdhu kyAreka AhAraka zarIra banAvIne teno paNa upayoga kare. taijasa-kAzmaNa zarIra to sadA tenI sAthe ja hoya. je bhavamAM utpanna thAya te bhavane anurupa odArika ke vaikriya nAmanuM trIjuM zarIra ahIM mUkIne bAkInA be zarIrane sAthe laine navA bhavamAM jAya. A pAMca zarIrane ApanAra pAMca zarIra nAmakarma che. jarUriyAta pramANe gharanA bArI, bAraNAM, grIla vagere bhAgo suthAra-luhAra vagere taiyAra kare tema aMgopAMga nAmakarma dArika vagere traNa zarIranA AMkha, kAna, nAka, jIbha, hAtha, paga, AMgaLIo vagere aMgopAMga taiyAra kare. taMbU vageremAM bArI-bAraNA na hoya tema taijasa-kAmaNa zarIramAM koI aMgopAMga na - tatvajharaNuM 252
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________________ hoya, mATe aMgopAMga nAmakarma traNa prakAranA hoya. makAnane anurupa majabUta-DhIluM. jADuM-pAtaLuM, nAnuM-moTuM maTIrIyala maMgAvavu paDe tema ahIM pAMca prakAranA zarIrane anurupa pugaladravyo nakkI karavAnuM kArya te te nAmanA pAMca prakAranA saMghAtana nAmakarma kare che. zarIra banAvavA mATe jarurI maTIrIyala saMghAtana nAmakarmathI bheguM thayuM. zarIranAmakarmanA prabhAve AtmAe grahaNa karyuM. zarIra banavA lAgyuM. lokhaMDaiMTa-lAkaDuM vagerene joiMTa karavAnuM kAma jema velDIMga-sImenTa-phevIkola-khIlI vagere kare tema zarIranA judA judA tattvone bhegA karIne joinTa karavAnuM kAma baMdhananAmakarma kare che. hAthamAM roTalI hoya to lohI na bane; paNa moDhAmAM jAya, cavAya, pachI lohI banIne zarIra rupe thAya. jUnA lohI sAthe te ekarasa thai jAya. A ekarasa karavAnuM kArya A baMdhana nAmakarmanuM che. iMTane iMTa sAthe joiMTa karavI paDe. daravAjo mUkavAno hoya tyAM ghaMTane lAkaDA sAthe joiMTa karavI paDe. kyAMka uparanI chata sAthe to kayAMka lokhaMDanI grIla sAthe joiMTa karavI paDe. dareka jagyAe joiMTa karavAnuM kArya judA judA dravyo kare, tema ahIM paNa dArika zarIrane kayAreka dArika pudagalo sAthe, kayAreka taijasa pudgalo sAthe, kyAreka kArmaNapugalo sAthe joghaMTa karavA paDe. A dArika, vaikriya ane AhAraka zarIrane, dArikathI kAmaNa sudhInA judA judA pugalo sAthe joiMTa karavA judA judA paMdara prakAranA baMdhana nAmakarmo che. - lokhaMDa, paththara, sImenTa, iMTa, cuno, lAkaDuM, kAgaLa vagerenA banelA makAnonI majabUtAmAM pharaka hoya che, tema judA judA zarIronI majabUtAimAM paNa pharaka hoya che. majabUtAinA AdhAre tenA cha vibhAga karavAmAM AvyA che, te cha saMghayaNa tarIke oLakhAya che. saMghayaNa eTale hADakAnI viziSTa racanA dvArA pedA thayelI zArIrika majabUtAi. (1)vajamaDhaSabha nArAya saMghayaNaH vajaHkhIlo. kaDhaSabha= pATo. nArAcA = markaTabaMdha. bacce potAnI mA vAMdarIne be hAthe vaLagIne je rIte rahe tene markaTabaMdha = nArAja kahevAya. be hADakA nArAca rUpe goThavAyA pachI upara, hADakAno gaDhaSabha = pATo lagAvIne, hADakAno vaja = khIlo ThokatA je majabUtAi Ave tene vaja RSabha nArAja saMghapaNa kahevAya.. (2)SabhanArAca = khIlA sivAyanI upara jaNAvelI majabUtAi (3)nArAyaHkhIlA ane pATA sivAyanI mAtra markaTabaMdhanI majabUtAi. (4) ardha tatvajharaNuM 253
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________________ nArAja : eka bAju aDadho markaTabaMdha hoya tevI majabUtAi. (5) kIlIkAH be hADakAnA cheDA aDADIne kIlIkA = khIlI lagADIne karelI majabUtAi ane (6) cheda-spaSTa : jenA be cheDA mAtra sparzelA hoya tevI majabUtAi. jarA hAtha kheMco ne utarI jAya. paDo to tarata phekacara thai jAya tevuM nabaLuM saMghacaNa ApaNane A saMghayaNa che. cheluM hovAthI chevaTuM kahevAya. vAraMvAra sevA karavI paDe tethI sevAta paNa kahevAya. vAraMvAra sevA karavI paDe tethI sevArta paNa kahevAya. A cha prakAranA saMghacaNane ApanArA te te nAmanA cha saMghayaNa nAmakarmo che. saMghayaNa manuSya ane tiryaMcone ja hoya. nAraka ane devone na hoya. cha prakAranA saMghayaNa _| | ( 5 6 vrajava8Sabha kASabhanArAja nArAja ardhanArAca kilikA. chevaTTu nArAya saMghayaNa saMghayaNa saMghayaNa saMghayaNa saMghayaNa saMghayaNa - sAta nArakanA 14 bheda vicAryA. devomAM bhavanapatinA asurakumAra vagere 10 ane paramAdhAmI-15 maLIne 25 prakAra thayA. 8 vyaMtara, 8 vANavyaMtara ane 10 tiryagajaMbhaka maLIne 26 prakAranA vyaMtara thayA. sUrya, caMdra, graha, nakSatra ane tArA, A pAMca prakAranA jyotiSka devonA vimAno aDhIdvIpamAM meruparvatanI AsapAsa phare che, mATe cara (cAlatA, pharatA) kahevAya. aDhIdvIpanI bahAra paNa sUrya vagerenA vimAno AvelA che, paNa te sthira eTale ke acara che. A cara ane acara maLIne 10 prakAranA jyotiSka devo thayA. vaimAnikadevo 38 prakAranA tatvajharaNuM 254
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________________ che. Ama bhavanapati-25, vyaMtara-26, jyotiSTha-10 ane vaimAnika 38 maLIne 99 prakAra thayA. te dareka paryAptA (pUrepUrA) ane aparyAptA (adhUrA vikAsavALA) gaNIe to kula 9942=198 prakAranA devo thayA. A badhA devo potAnA vimAna sAthe ke potAnA mULa rupe A dharatI upara AvatA nathI. pAlakadeve banAvelA pAlaka vimAnamAM saudharmendra vagere bhagavAnano meru upara janmAbhiSeka karavA AvyA hatA. paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA samavasaraNamAM sUrya-caMdra mULavimAne AvyA, te Azcarya banI gayuM. sUryanuM vimAna bhayAnaka garamI A dharatI upara choDe che, chatAM temAM rahelA sUrya nAmanA devo pote baLatA nathI kAraNake sUryanA vimAno je pRthvIkAyanA jIvonA banelA che, temane Atapa nAmakarmano udaya che. Atapa nAmakarmanA udayathI pote ThaMDA rahIne bIjAne garama prakAza Ape. tethI sUryanuM vimAna pote ThaMDu hoIne ApaNane garamI Ape che. caMdranA vimAnanA pRthvIkAyanA jIvone udyota nAmakarmano udaya hoya che. tenA prabhAve pote ThaMDA rahIne bIjAne ThaMDo prakAza Ape che. caMdra upara ApaNA A mAnavazarIrathI jaI na zakAya. hA ! mRtyu pAmIne tyAM deva tarIke utpanna thaI zakAya. epolo-11 caMdra upara utaryuM vagere vAta sAcI nathI, tevuM to have vaijJAniko paNa kahevA lAgyA che. te aMge 'We never went to Moon' pustaka paNa prakAzita thayuM che. potAne sarvotkRSTa jAhera karavA amerikAno A sTaMTa hato ane koI sTuDIyomAM tevo seTa Ubho karIne tenI muvI utAravAmAM AvI hatI, vagere vAto jAhera thaI gaI che. vaijJAniko je kahe te badhuM ja sAcuM hoya, tevuM nathI, teno A jvalaMta purAvo che. vaijJAniko rAga-dveSathI bharelA che, tethI temanI vAto khoTI hoI zake paNa paramapitA paramAtmAnI koIpaNa vAta khoTI na hoya, teo rAga-dveSaajJAna vinAnA che. vaLI, kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM badhuM ja jANe che. aDhIdvIpamAM rahelA sUrya-caMdra vagere pharatA hovAthI aDhIdvIpamAM ja rAta divasa vagere vyavahAra thAya che. aDhIdvIpa bahAra sUrya-caMdra vagere sthira hovAthI sadA prakAza-prakAza hoya che. madhyaloka sivAya kyAMya sUrya-caMdranA vimAno nathI, mATe devaloka-naraka vageremAM paNa rAta-dinano vyavahAra nathI. ApaNI duniyAnA rAta-dina, mahInA-varSanI gaNatarInA AdhAre devanarakanuM ochAmAM ochuM 10,000 varSanuM AyuSya vagere gaNAya che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukkaDam. tatvajharaNuM 1 255
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda 10 guruvAra. tA. 14-11-02 mAnavane makAna banAvavA je prakriyAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe tevI prakriyAomAM zarIra banAvavA AtmA pasAra thAya. makAna banAvavA paisA upara AdhAra rAkhavo paDe. darekanI IcchA sArAmAM sAruM, viziSTa, majabUta ane AkarSaka makAna banAvavAnI ja hoya paNa paisA pramANe ja te banAvI zake, tema ApaNe game tevuM suMdara-AkarSaka-majabUta zarIra IcchIe paNa ApaNA nAmakarmanA udaya pramANenuM ja zarIra meLavI zakIe. d=1 gati nAmakarma pramANenI gatimAM, jAti nAmakarma pramANe Indriyo maLe. zarIra nAmakarma pramANe zarIra bane. aMgopAMga nAmakarma pramANe aMgopAMga bane. saMghAtana nAmakarma pramANeno kAco mAla laIne, baMdhana nAmakarma pramANe phITIMga karIne, saMghayaNa nAmakarma pramANe majabUtAIvALuM zarIra taiyAra thAya. pahelA saMghayaNavALo kSapakazreNI mAMDIne mokSe jaI zake paNa te sivAyanA saMghayaNavALA nahi kAraNake temanI pAse jarurI zArIrika baLa ke mAnasika dhRti nathI. zarIranI mana upara asara thAya che ane mananI zarIra upara asara thAya che, te saune anubhavasiddha che. manamAM gusso AvatA AMkho lAla thAya che, zarIra dhrUje che, avAja moTo thAya che vagere.... padmAsanamAM besIe to mananA vikAro zAMta paDe che te zarIranI mana upara asara che. -- bilADI potAnA baccAne moMmAM upADIne bIjA sthAne laI jAya, jyAre vAMdarInuM baccuM potAnI mA vAMdarIne vaLagIne bIje jAya. prabhubhakti A vAMdarIbhakti jevI che. ApaNe bhagavAnane vAMdarInA baccAnI jema vaLagI paDavAnuM. bhagavAna bhale bole nahi, hAtha pakaDe nahi, ApaNe temane kadI choDavAnA nahi. gurunI bhakti mArjorIbhakti samAna che. bilADI tenA baccAne sAcave tema (ApaNe jo gurudevane samarpita rahIe to) guru ApaNane hAtha pakaDIne TheTha mokSe pahoMcADe. vAMdarIne tenuM baccuM vaLagIne je rIte rahe tene markaTabaMdha ke nArAca kahevAya. tenA AdhAre ApaNe cha saMghayaNa vicAryAM hatA. A saMghayaNonA AdhAre devaloka ane narakamAM amuka hada sudhI AtmA jaI zake. nIce sAtamI naraka ke upara pAMca anuttara ke mokSa sudhI mAtra pahelA saMghayaNavALo ja jaI zake. A pAMca anuttaranA vimAno vaimAnika devalokamAM gaNAya. vimAnamAM rahe che mATe te devo vaimAnika kahevAya. sakalatIrtha sUtramAM dareka devalokanA derAsaronI saMkhyA jaNAvI che. jeTalA vimAna che teTalA derAsara che. tatvajharaNuM 3 256
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________________ pahelA devalokamAM 32 lAkha, bIjAmAM 28 lAkha, trIjAmAM 12 lAkha, cothAmAM 8 lAkha, pAMcamAmAM 4 lAkha, chaThThAmAM 50,000, sAtamAmAM 40,000, AThamAmAM 6,000, navamA-dasamAmAM 400, agiAra-bAramAM 300, 9 vecakamAM 318, pAMca anuttaramAM pAMca maLIne 84,97,023 jinacaityo che. te dareka 100 yojanA lAMbA, 50 yojana pahoLA ane 2 yojana UMcA che. kalpopapanna devaloka sabhAvALA hoya, tenA dareka derAsaramAM 180-180 bhagavAna hoya. badhA maLIne urdhvalokamAM 1,52,94,44,060 bhagavAna che. nIce bhavanapatimAM ,72,00,000 derAsaramAM darekamAM 180-180 bhagavAna hovAthI 13,89,60,00,000 bhagavAna che. vyaMtara ane jyotiSImAM to asaMkhyAtA derAsaro ane asaMkhyAtA bhagavAno che. jenI koI gaNatarI paNa thaI zake tema nathI. caMdranA vimAnanA je bhAgamAM derAsara che, te bhAga ApaNane bIjanA caMdramAM dekhAya che, tethI ApaNe bIjanA caMdranA darzana karIe chIe. A zAzvata jinAlayomAM kahaSabha, caMdrAnana, vAripeNa ane vardhamAna nAmanA cAra-cAra bhagavAna hoya che. A cAra bhagavAna nAmathI zAzvata che. eTale ke koI kALa evo hoto nathI ke jemAM A cAra nAmavALA bhagavAna nA hoya. mATe temane zAzvatA jina kahevAya che. sidhaghazilA nAmautIta : - bir istab loka I 1.vijaya 2.jayata |5. anuttara 3.kayata .aparAjita 5. savadhi sidhdha 12. devu loka 1. saudharma 2.izAna 3.sanakumAra ja. mAhendra patraloka 6.lAka che.mahAra 8.amAra 9.Anata 7.prANata 11.AraNa 12. aMgTana 9.lokAMtika 1. sparata 2,Aditya che.vani 1.aruNa 5.gaItoya tuSita che.avyAbAdha basanADI 8.masta 9.aSTi devA hAMtika ga | bAra ja IV. Revaline Rcara,sthira jyotiSka mahIpa-samudro Set 2pa0 tatvajharaNuM
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________________ urdhvalokamAM vaimAnika devalokamAM eka sapATIe sAthe 1-2 devaloka. tenI upara sAthe 3-4 devaloka, tenI upara-upara pa mo, chako, 7 mo, 8 mo devaloka, pachI upara eka sapATIe sAthe 9-10mo, pachI tenI upara eka sapATIe 11-12mo devaloka che. tenI upara uparA-uparI 9 jhaveyaka ane chelle tenI upara eka sapATIe pAMca anuttara vimAno che. jenI uttara= upara koI devaloka nathI, te anuttara kahevAya. temAM janArA badhA samakitI ja hoya. bhavya ja hoya. cAre bAju vijaya, vaijayanta, jayaMta ane aparAjita vimAno che. vacce sarvArthasiddha vimAna che. sarva artha= prayojano temanA siddha thaI gayA che. have kAMI karavAnuM prAyaH bAkI nathI. pachInA bhave mAnava banI, dIkSA laIne mokSe ja jAya. RSabhadeva, bharata, bAhubalI, brAhmI, suMdarI, zreyAMsakumAra vagere pUrvabhavamAM sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM hatA. vijayAdi cAra anuttaravAsI devo paNa thoDA bhavomAM mokSe jAya. have pachI(uttara)bhavo bahu karavAnA na hovAthI paNa teo anuttara devo kahevAya. tenAthI mAtra bAra yojana upara siddhazIlA che. chatAM teo tyAMthI siddhazIlA(mokSa) jaI zakatA nathI. teo mAnava banI dIkSA laIne ja mokSe jaI zake. navavecaka ane pAMca anuttaramAM Indra, sAmAnika vagere vyavasthA nathI. koI koInA mAlika nathI ke koI koInA sevaka nathI. badhA sarakhA che. teo sadA devalokamAM ja rahe. badhI vyavasthAthI para che. mATe teo kalpAtIta devo kahevAya. te sivAyanA 12 devaloka sudhInA badhA devo kalpopapana kahevAya. ka95= AcAra, niyata maryAdA,Indra vagere vividha vyavasthA. kalpavALA devo kalpopapanna kahevAya. teo paramAtmAnA kalyANakonI ujavaNI karavA, dezanA sAMbhaLavA, naMdIzvara dvIpanI yAtrA karavA jAya paNa nava vecaka-pAMca anuttaranA kalpAtIta devo to AvA kAraNe paNa tyAMthI ahIM na Ave. bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSka ane bAra devaloka sudhInA vaimAnikadevo kalpopapannA che. temanAmAM Indra, sAmAnika(salAhakAra jevA),trAyazi (maMtrI jevA),lokapAla(koTavALa daMDanAyaka jevA) pAriSada(sabhAjano) anika(sainya), Abhiyogika(sevaka jevA) AtmarakSaka (boDIgArDa jevA), kilTISika (nokara jevA devo) ane prakIrNa (prajAjano) ema dasa prakAranI vyavasthA che. jo ke vyaMtara ane jyotiSkamAM lokapAla ane trAyazciMza sivAyanI bAkInI ATha vyavasthA che. 1-2, 3-4, ane cha8A devalokanI nIce killISika devonA vimAno AvelA che. tatvajharaNuM 258
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda 11 zukravAra. tA. 15-11-02 makAna banAvavA mATe sauthI pahelA koi ArkITeka teno skeca banAve che. moDela taiyAra kare che. UMcA ghATanuM ke beThA ghATanuM, amuka prakAranA dekhAvavALuM, jevuM moDela taiyAra kare te pramANe te makAna bane. tevo teno dekhAva taiyAra thAya. AvA ArkITeka jevuM saMsthAna nAmakarma che, je AtmAne rahevAnA zarIrano dekhAva nakkI kare che. - A vizvamAM baghI vyakitao eka sarakhI jovA maLatI nathI. darekanA caherAmAM kAMIka to pheraphAra hoya che. DuplIkeTa vyaktine koIka to oLakhI zake che. tenuM kAraNa temAM raheluM thoDuM-ghaNuM judApaNuM che. A judApaNuM karanAra saMsthAna nAmakarma che. mora, kAgaDo, gAya, kUtarA, vAgha, siMha, vagere pazu-pakSIonI koI eka jAti bhale sarakhI jaNAtI hoya chatAMya temane janma ApanArA temane judA judA oLakhI zake che te batADe che ke temanAmAM paNa paraspara kAMIka to pheraphAra che ja, temAM kAraNa temanuM tevuM nAmakarma che. saMsthAna eTale AkRti, cahero, dekhAva, zarIrano bAhya AkAra. koInI kamara pAtaLI to koInI kamara jADI, koI ThIMgujI to koI TubA, koI UMcA to koi pAtaLA, zarIro asaMkhya hovAthI saMsthAno paNa asaMkhyAtA thAya, paNa keTalIka samAnatAne najaramAM lAvIne te asaMkhyAtA saMsthAnone cha grupamAM goThavI dIdhA che, te cha saMsthAna tarIke oLakhAya che. te cha saMsthAnane ApanArA cha prakAranA te te nAmanA saMsthAna nAmakarma che. cha (1)samacaturasa : sama = sarakhA. catur = cAra. asa = cheDA. padmAsana avasthAmAM (1)eka DhIMcaNathI bIjo DhIMcaNa (2)DAbA DhIMcaNathI jamaNo khabho (3)jamaNA DhIMcaNathI DAbo khabho ane (4)vaccethI upara lalATa sudhInA cAra cheDA jenA zarIramAM sarakhA hoya te prathama saMsthAna kahevAya. zarIranA lakSaNo jaNAvatuM sAmudrika zAstra che. tenA pramANe je zarIranA badhA ja avacavo pramANasara hoya te prathama samacaturasa saMsthAna kahevAya. tamAma devo, tIrthaMkaro, cakravartI vagerene A saMsthAna ja hoya che. retImAM paDelA pagalAnA AdhAre koI cakravartI ahIMthI pasAra thayo haze ema vicArIne puSpakasAmudrika te tarapha AgaLa vadhyo, paNa jyAre nagna paramAtmA mahAvIradevane joyA tyAre camakyo! are ! A zuM? mAruM zAstra khoTuM? cakravartInA badale A nagna sAdhu kema?'' (1)badhA zAstro mapANImAM padharAvAnuM nakkI kare che tyAM Indre AvIne tatvajharaNuM 259
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________________ tene samajAvyuM ke A koI sAmAnya mANasa nathI, paNa cakravartInA ya cakravartI sAkSAta paramAtmA che. tArA zAstro khoTA nathI. pachI Indra tene saMpatti ApIne khuza karyo. (2)jagodha parimaMDaLa saMsthAna : carodhaH vaDanuM jhADa. te jema upara parimaMDaLAkAra = goLa ghaTAdAra hoya tema je zarIrano nAbhithI uparano bhAga pramANasara suMdara hoya paNa nIcenA avayavo pramANa vinAnA nAnA-moTA hoya te. (3)zAcI saMsthAna : zAcI = zAlmalIvRkSa. tenI jema jenA nAbhithI nIcenA avayavo pramANasara hoya ane uparanA avayavo pramANa vinAnA hoya te zAcI. A saMsthAnanuM bIjuM nAma sAdi paNa che. (4)vAmana saMsthAna : hAtha, paga, mAthuM, peTa pramANasara hoya paNa bAkInA avayavo beDoLa hoya te.(5)kunja saMsthAna: jenA chAtI, pITha,kamara vagere pramANasara hoya paNa hAtha, paga, mAthuM vagere bAkInA avayavo beDoLa hoya che. huMDaka saMsthAna : UMTanA aDhAre vAMkA jevuM. badhI rIte beDoLa zarIra haMDakaH muMDaka bhuMDu zarIra. jenA ekeya avayavonA ThekANA na hoya tevuM A phaMDaka saMsthAna hAla ApaNane badhAne che. sAva kadarUpuM zarIra maLyuM che. pachI sapano ahaMkAra zI rIte karI zakAya? game teTalo pAvaDara, lIpasTIka-AIbro vagere karAvo, byuTI-pArlaromAM AMTA-pherA karo, chevaTe je bhuMDa che. te bhuMDu ja rahevAnuM che. temAM pAgala zuM thavAnuM? ' upazamazreNI mAtra pahelA traNa saMghayaNavALA ja mAMDI zake. kSapakazreNI mAMDIne mokSe mAtra pahelA saMghayaNavALA ja joI zake paNa upazamazreNI, kSapakazreNI ke mokSa, chae cha saMsthAnavALA pAmI zake che. mokSa meLavavA zArIrika-mAnasika baLanI jarUra che, paNa zarIranI AkarSakatAnI jarA ya jarUra nathI. mokSa mATe zarIranuM rupa nahi paNa AtmAnA guNa jarUrI che. sAcuM kaho, phoTogrApha khUba sarasa Avyo hoya, paNa ephasare kharAba Ave to zuM thAya? badho maDa AuTa thAya ne? phoTogrApha kharAba Ave to cAle paNa ephasare to kharAba na ja Avavo joI ne? rupa na hoya to cAle, dekhAva barobara na hoya to cAle paNa guNo na hoya to na cAle. svabhAva sAro na hoya to na cAle. saMsthAna nAmakarmane jANyA pachI koInuM rupa sAruM na hoya to tene meNAMToNAM na mAravA ke tenA pratye dubhava na karavo. potAne rupa vagere sArA na maLyA hoya to laghutAgraMthIthI pIDAvuM nahi paNa saMsthAnakarmane najaramAM lAvavuM, samAdhi, prasannatA ane svasthatA dhAraNa karavI. | ekendriyo, devo tathA nArakone saMghayaNa hotuM nathI paNa saMsthAna hoya che. ekendriyo ane nArakone chelluM huMDaka saMsthAna hoya jyAre devone sadA paheluM samacaturastra saMsthAna hoya. manuSya ane paMce. tiryaMcone cha mAMthI koIpaNa eka tatvajharaNuM 20.
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________________ saMghayaNa ane koIpaNa eka saMsthAna hoya che. devone bhale prathama saMsthAna hoya, bhautika sukhanI relamachela jaNAtI hoya chatAMya tyAM javA jevuM nathI. tyAM badhuM sAruM ja che, evuM nahi. tyAnAM devo paNa IrSyAatRptithI pIDAtA hoya che. temane paNa paraspara verajhera hoya che. yuddha paNa thAya che. temanAmAM paNa ucca-nIcanA bhedabhAva che. teo ApaNA jevA saMsArI che. jema garIba karatAM karoDapati vadhAre caDiyAto jaNAya che, tema devo bhautika rIte mAnava karatAM caDiyAtA che eTaluM ja, bAkI teo bhagavAna nathI. teo paNa rAga-dveSane vaza thaIne pAponA poTalA bAMdhe to tyAMthI pharI kUtarA-bilADAnA avatAro dhAraNa kare che. pharI saMsAramAM anaMtakALa rakhaDI zake che, mATe devalokamAM javA jevuM nathI. mAtra mokSamAM ja javA jevuM che. deva banavAmAM majA nathI, majA to bhagavAna banavAmAM che. ame devalokane DiskrAIba jarUra karIe paNa priskrAIba kadI na karIe; eTale ke devalokanuM varNana karIe paNa tyAM javA jevuM che, tevuM to kadI na kahIe. devalokamAM nAnuM paNa paccakkhANa ke saMyamajIvana nathI. deva karatAM mAnavanI tAkAta vadhAre che. dazArNabhadra joradAra sAmaiyuM karyuM. ahaMkAra jAgyo. tene dUra karavA Indra tenAthI paNa caDiyAtuM sAmaiyuM karyuM. dazArNabhadra vicAryuM, "evuM huM zuM karuM ke je Indra paNa na karI zake?"tarata dIkSA lIdhI. Indra dazArNabhadra munine namIne kahayuM, "tame jItyA huM hAryo.''jenA manamAM dharma che, tevA mAnavone to devo paNa namaskAra kare che. have deva banavAnI zI jarUra? | ApaNe tyAM jema vAgharI-caMDALa-bhaMgI vagere hoya che, tema devomAM paNa tevuM halakuM kAma karanArA kilbIpika devo hoya che. kumAranaMdI sonI hAsA-mahAsA nAmanI devIomAM kAmAsakata banyo. temanI pAchaLa baLI maryo to temanA pati tarIke kibISika deva banyo. parANe Dhola vagADavo paDyo. halako devabhava tene maLyo. bIjA, cothA ane chakA devalokanIcekisbIpika devonA traNa vimAno AvyA che. pAMcamA devalokanA ariSTapratara upara nava lokAntika devonA vimAno AvyA che. teo tamAma tIrthakarone dIkSAnA eka varSa pahelAM zAsana sthApavA saMcama grahaNa karavAnI vinaMti kare che. pachI varasIdAna zaru thAya chebahu ochA bhavo bhamavAnA bAkI hovAthI lokanA aMte pahoMcyA kahevAya mATe lokAntika kahevAya. 12 devaloka, 9 lokAntika ane 3 kilTISika maLIne 24 prakAranA kalpopapanna devo che. 9 vecaka ane 5 anuttara : 14 kalpAtIta devo temAM umeratAM 38 prakAranA vaimAnika devo thAya. temAM 25 bhavanapati, 26 vyaMtara, 10 jayotiSa umeratA 99 prakAra thAya. te dareka paryApta ane aparyApta maLIne 198 prakAranA devo che. tatvajharaNuM 21
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 12 zanIvAra, tA. 16-11-02 mAnava mAtra makAna banAvIne aTakI na jAya. tyArapachI tene jAtajAtanA raMgarogAna paNa karAve. tema AtmA potAne rahevAnA zarIramAM jAtajAtanA ruparaMga-gaMdha-rasa-sparza pedA kare che, temAM te te nAmanA nAmakarmo kAraNa bane che. varNanAmakarmo lAla, lIlo, pILo, kALo, sapheda raMga Ape che. tenAthI popaTa lIlo, tenI cAMca lAla, bhamaro kALo, maracuM lAla, caMpo pILo, aDada kALA bane che. gaMdha nAmakarmo sugaMdha ke durgadha pedA kare. tenAthI gulAba sugaMdha Ape to lasaNa vAsa mAre. rasanAmaka khATo, tIkho, turo, kaDavo, mITho svAda pedA kare. A karmacI lIMbu khATuM che, cA turI che, maracuM tIkhuM che, kArelA kaDavA che to zeraDI mIThI che. sparzanAmakarmo ThaMDo, garama, cIkaNo, lukhkho, komaLa, kharabacaDo, bhAre, halako sparza pedA kare che. tenAthI barapha ThaMDo, agni garama, guMdA cIkaNA, ghau lukhA, gulAba komaLa, anenAsa kharabacaDuM, lokhaMDa bhAre to 3 halakuM che. pAMca varNa, be gaMdha, pAMca rasa ane ATha sparza maLIne A 20 nAmakarmano udaya badhA jIvone hoya. mAnava-vAgha-hAthI vageremAM cAlavAnI zakita che. paMkhImAM uDavAnI zakti che. sApa vagere sarakIne cAle che. mAchalI tare che. eka jagyAthI bIjI jagyAe javAnI jAtajAtanI zakti ApanAra be prakAranuM vihAyogati nAmakarma che. zubhavihAyogati nAmakarmathI haMsa, hAthI vagere jevI sArI cAla maLe to azubhavihAyogati nAmakarmathI kAgaDA, gadheDA jevI vicitra cAla maLe. A to avatAra dhAraNa karyA pachI cAlavAnI vAta vicArI. paNa AtmA eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM jAya tyAre tene tyAM pahoMcADavAmAM gati nAmakarma kAraNa bane che, ane vacce jyAre vaLAMka levAno Ave tyAre AnupUrvI nAmakarma tene vALavAnuM kAma kare che. A AnupUrvI nAmakarma paNa deva-AnupUrvI, manuSyaAnupUrvI, tiryaMca-AnupUrvI ane naraka-AnupUrvI ema cAra prakAranuM che. A karma TrAphIka-polIsa jevuM kAma kare che. (1)gatinAmakarmanA cAra (2) jAti nAmakarmanA pAMca, (3)zarIra nAmakarmanA pAMca (4) aMgopAMga nAmakarmanA traNa (5)saMghAtana nAmakarmanA pAMca (6)baMdhana nAmakarmanA paMdara (6) saMghayaNa nAmakarmanA cha (8)saMsthAna nAmakarmanA cha (9)varNa nAmakarmanA pAMca (10)gaMdha nAmakarmanA be (11)rasa nAmakarmanA pAMca (12) sparzanAmakarmanA ATha (13)vihAyogati nAmakarmanA be ane (14) AnupUrvI nAmakarmanA cAra peTAbhedo maLIne 14 piMDaprakRtinA 75 peTAbhedo che. have bAkInA tatvajharaNuM 22
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________________ 23 peTAkarmo vicArIzuM eTale nAmakarmanA 103 bheda pUrA thaze. - sUrya ane caMdranA vimAno paNa meruparvatanI AsapAsa gati kare che. caMdranA vimAnanI nIce nityarAhunuM kALuM vimAna phare che. caMdranA vimAnanA 16 bhAga vicArIe to te dareka bhAgane kaLA kahevAya. amAse caMdranI barobara nIce nityarAhunuM vimAna hoya che. suda ekamathI roja te ekeka kaLA sAIDamAM khase che, tethI caMdranI ekeka kaLA vadhatI jAya che. ApaNane caMdra moTo moTo thato dekhAya che. pUnamanA saMpUrNa khasI javAthI soLe kaLAe khIlelo caMdra dekhAya che. vada - 1ma thI te nityarAhunuM vimAna pAchuM caMdranA vimAnane ekeka kaLA DhAMkatuM jAya che, tethI caMdra nAno-nAno thato jaNAya che. amAse te pUrNa DhaMkAI jAya che. A rIte nityarAhunA vimAnanA AgaLa-pAchaLa khasavAnA kAraNe caMdranI kaLAmAM vadha-ghaTa tathA tithi vagere thAya che. nitya rAhunI jema parvarAhunuM paNa eka vimAna che. te vimAna caMdranI nIce AvIne caMdrane DhAMke tyAre caMdragrahaNa thAya che. te pUname thAya che. jo thoDuM DhAMke to khaMDagrAsa ane pUrepuruM DhAMke te khagrAsa caMdragrahaNa kahevAya che. jyAre A parvarAhunuM vimAna sUryanA vimAnanI nIce Ave tyAre sUrya TaMkAtA sUryagrahaNa thayuM gaNAya che. te amAse ja thAya che. parvarAhu caMdranA ke sUryanA vimAnanI nIce kayAre Ave? tenI gaNatrI paNa zAstromAM jaNAvI hovAthI kyAre caMdragrahaNa ke sUryagrahaNa thaze? te pahelethI jANI zakAya che. caMdra ane sUrya, baMne jyotiSanA indro che. dasa bhavanapatimAM uttara-dakSiNa dizAnA ekeka maLIne 20 indro che. 8 vyaMtara ane 8 vANavyaMtara paNa uttaradakSiNa dizAmAM ekeka indra hovAthI 32 indro che. vaimAnika devalokamAM 1 thI 8 devalokamAM ekeka indra hovAthI ATha tathA 9-10 no eka ane 11-12 no eka indra maLIne kula dasa indro che. Ama bhavanapatinA 20, vyaMtaravANavyaMtaranA 32, jyotiSanA 2, ane vaimAnika 10 maLIne kula 64 indro thAya che. teo paramAtmAnA kalyANakonI ujavaNI karavA A dharatI upara doDI Ave che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukakaDam. tatvajharaNuM 263 * * *.* *** . 3 ka. * * * * * * * *
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 13 (1) ravivAra. tA. 17-11-02 AtmAno eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM javAno spezyala mArga che. basano, Treinano mArga dekhAya paNa vimAnano ke rokeTano mArga dekhAya che? chatAM temano nakkI karAyelo mArga che. tema AtmAno paNa mArga che. cAra dizA ane uparanIce, ema cha bAju samazreNImAM te gati kare che, paNa trAMsI gati karI zakato nathI. pANIno svabhAva nIce vahevAno che. paNa moTara tene upara caDAve che, tema karmarahita zuddha AtmAno svabhAva to upara gati karavAno che, paNa coTelA karmo tene cha dizAmAM rahelA samazreNI mArgomAM gati karAve che. taijasa-kArpaNa zarIra yukta AtmA eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM jatAM samazreNInA mArge gati kare paNa pachI jyAre vaLAMka levAno avasara Ave tyAre AnupUrvI nAmakarma udayamAM Ave che. baLada-UMTa vagerene jema nAtha kheMcIne, ghoDAne cAbUka mArIne, gADIne sTIyarIMga vALIne vaLAMka Apavo paDe tema AnupUrvI nAmakarma AtmAnI gatine vaLAMka Ape che. AnupUrvI nAmakarma mAtra ekabhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM jatAM vaLavAnI jarUra paDe to ja udayamAM Ave che, paNa bhavamAM pahoMcyA pachI udayamAM AvatuM nathI. AtmA eka bhavamAMthI nIkaLIne traNa samayamAM to bIjA bhavamAM pahoMcI jAya che. koIka AtmAne cAra ke pAMca samaya lAge paNa tethI vadhAre kALa to koIne na lAge. jo ke cauda rAjalokanA eka cheDethI bIjA cheDe pahoMcatA AtmAne eka samayathI vadhAre lAgato nathI paNa jo teNe vacce vaLAMka levAno hoya to tenA kAraNe vadhAre samaya lAge. AtmA jyAre sIdhI lAInamAM gati kare tyAre teNe vacce vaLAMka levAno na hovAthI te eka ja samayamAM yogya sthAne pahoMcI jAya che. tenI A gatine ajugati kahevAya che. paNa jo tene vacce vaLavAnuM hoya to vacce jeTalI vAra vaLavAnuM hoya teTalA samaya vadhe che. eka vaLAMka le to be samaya lAge. be vaLAMka le to traNa samaya lAge traNa vaLAMka le to cAra samaya lAge.koI AtmA cAra vaLAMka laIne pAMcamA samaye utpattisthAne pahoMce che. Ane vigrahagati kahevAya che. temAM pahelA ane chellA samaye jIvA AhArI hoya che. vaccenA bIjA, trIjA, cothA samaye te aNAhArI hoya che. hajugatimAM AnupUrvI nAmakarmano udaya thato nathI. paNa vigrahagatimAM vaLavAnuM hoya tyAre AnupUrvI nAmakarmano udaya thAya che. 14 rAjalokamAM vacce eka rAjaloka pahoLI trasanADI che. trasanADImAM ja trasajIvo rahe paNa tenI bahAra nahi. A trasanADInI eka bAjuthI bIjI bAju utpanna thavAnuM hoya tyAre jIvane 3-4 ke pa samaya lAge che. tatvajharaNuM 24
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________________ 14 piMDaprakRtinA 75 bheda vicAryAM. have ATha pratyeka prakRtio vicArIe. aMgopAMga nAmakarma to zarIranA avayavo taiyAra kare, paNa tene yogya sthAne goThave koNa? AMkho AgaLa che paNa pAchaLa kema nahi? peTa AgaLa ane pITha pAchaLa, enuM zuM kAraNa? nirmANanAmakarma zarIranA aMgopAMgane yogya sthAne goThavavAnuM kAma kare che. koIne cha AMgaLI hoya che. koIne paDajIbhI hoya che. koIne rasoLI thAya che. A vadhArAnA potAnA avayavo vaDe te jIva pote duHkhI thAya che. potAne duHkhI karanArA AvA vadhArAnA avayavo ApavAnuM kArya upaghAta nAmakarma kare che. sUryanA vimAnamAM rahelA pRthvIkAyanA jIvone Atapa nAmakarmano udaya hovAthI pote ThaMDA hoIne garama prakAza Ape che.to caMdranA vimAnanA pRthvIkAyanA jIvone udyota nAmakarmano udaya hovAthI pote ThaMDA hoIne ThaMDo prakAza Ape che. Ama 14 piMDaprakRtinA 75 bhedomAM A (1)nirmANa (2)upaghAta (3)Atapa ane (4)udyota nAmakarma umeratAM nAmakarmanA 79 bhedo thAya. A caMdra-sUrya vagere devo kAyapravicArI che. pravicAra eTale kAmavAsanAnuM sevana. A karavA jevuM nathI. game teTaluM bhogavavA chatAM koI dharAyuM nathI ke dharAvAnuM nathI. dariyAmAM game teTalI nadIo ThalavAya, dariyo kadI dharAya? AgamAM game teTalAM lAkaDA nAMkho, Aga nA pADe kharI? game teTalA bhogasukho bhogavIe, bhogavavAthI tRpti na maLe. manane samajAvIne, saMyamita banIe to tenAthI aTakI zakIe. devalokanA devone paNa kAmasevanathI mukta thavuM muzkela che. bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSka ane vaimAnikanA pahelA be devalokamAM deva ane devIo hoya che. tyArapachInA uparanA devalokamAM mAtra devo ja hoya che. devIo upara AThamA devaloka sudhI Avana-jAvana kare che. jema jema upara-uparanA devalokamAM jaie tema tema bhautika sukha vadhAre che. jeTalo krodha-kAma vadhAre teTaluM duHkha vadhAre, jeTalA krodha-kAma vagere doSo ochA teTaluM sukha vadhAre. upara-uparanA devalokamAM kAmavAsanA ochI-ochI che, mATe teo vadhu-vadhu sukhI che. bhavanapatithI bIjA devaloka sudhInA devo kAyapravicArI che. teo mAnavanI jema saMpUrNa kAyAthI kAma-sukha bhogave che. trIjA-cothA devalokanA devo sparza pravicArI che, mAtra devInA aMgopAMgano sparza karatAM ja saMtoSa pAme che. 5-6 devalokanA devo rupa pravicArI che. devInuM rupa jotAM zAMta thAya che. 7-8 devalokanA devo zabdapravicArI che. devIonA zabdo, AbhUSaNonA jhaMkAra vagere sAMbhaLIne tRpta thAya che. 9 thI 12 devalokanA devo manaHpravicArI che. potAnA sthAne rahyA manathI vicArIne saMtoSa pAme che. nava jhaiveyaka ane tatvajharaNuM 265
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________________ pAMca anuttaranA devo apravicArI che. temanI kAmavAsanA lagabhaga zAMta paDelI hoya che. teo vItarAga prAyaH kahevAya che. khUba sukhI che. devIo paNa khAnadAna kuLavadhu ane vezyA jevI, ema be prakAranI che. je eka devane vaLagIne rahI hoya te parigRhitA devI kahevAya. je koI eka devanA tAbAmAM na hoya paNa upara uparanA tene yogya devo pAse paNa jatI hoya te vezyA jevI aparigRhitAdevI kahevAya. viratimAM to ApaNe manuSyo devothI caDIe chIe, paNa apekSAe to bhaktimAM paNa ApaNe devothI caDIe. devo eka rupe bhagavAnano abhiSeka karatA hoya tyAre bIjA anya rupo vaDe kAmasukha paNa bhogavatA hoya. jyAre ApaNe abhiSeka karIe tyAre ApaNA tamAme tamAma Atmapradezo prabhunI bhaktimAM joDAyelA hoya. sAdhu kALadharma pAmIne devalokamAM ja jAya. ahIMnI sAdhanA vaDe te anAsaktinA saMskAra keLave. pariNAme devalokamAM apsarAo maLavA chatAM Asakta na bane.tyAM gayA pachI sImaMdharasvAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLavA ke naMdIzvara dvIpanI yAtrA karavA jAya. sAdhujIvana brahmacarya vagere guNonA abhyAsa mATe che. tenI parIkSA ApavA devalokamAM javAnuM. pAsa thAo to najIkanA bhavomAM mokSe javAnuM sadbhAgya maLe. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi kakaDam. tatvajharaNuM RRjugati 1 samayanI che. ekavaka gati 2 samayanI che. divakragati 3 samayanI che. PJe #bj caturvaka gati Ple- V eka vadhu gati * vikra gati trivakragati 4 samayanI che. caturvakra gati 5 samayanI che. * AvuM ci. 'AtmA' sUcaka che. 206
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda - 13 (2) somavAra. tA. 18-11-03 mahAvIrasvAmI, zAMtinAtha, AdinAtha vagere arihaMta bhagavAna banyA to gautamasvAmI, caMdanabALAjI vagere siddha bhagavAna banyA. A taphAvata pedA karanAruM jinanAma karma che. jeo pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM "savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI' nI bhAvanAmAM lIna bane, jemanI karuNA parAkASThAe pahoMce, vIsasthAnaka ke tenA koIpaNa padanI. ArAdhanA kare, teo jinanAmakarma bAMdhe che. tenA prabhAve teo pachInA trIjA bhavamAM jainazAsana rUpI tIrthanI sthApanA karIne tIrthaMkara paramAtmA (arihaMta paramAtmA) bane che. prabhu mahAvIradeve naMdanarAjarSi tarIkenA 25mA bhavamAM bharatakSetranA bhagavAna banAvanAruM tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM hatuM. koIpaNa kSetramAM rahelo AtmA koIpaNa kSetramAM bhagavAna banI zake che. badhA karmo temano abAdhAkALa pUro thAya pachI ja potAno paraco batADe che paNa A jinanAmakarma viziSTa koTinuM che. te abAdhAkALa pachI to potAno viziSTa paraco batADe che ja, paNa abAdhAkALamAM ya potAno thoDo-ghaNo paraco batADyA vinA nathI rahetuM. jinanAmakarmano vipAkaudaya 13mA guNaThANe kevaLajJAnI banelAne hoya che. nava kamaLo racAya che. jainazAsananI sthApanA karAya che vagere. paNa jyAM sudhI jinanAmakarmano vipAka udaya thayo nathI, abAdhAkALa cAlu che te daramyAna paramAtmAnA cyavana, janma, dIkSA kalyANaka thAya che. tenI ujavaNI karavA devo doDatA Ave che. merUparvata upara janmAbhiSeka vagere kare che. A badho jinanAmakarmano prabhAva che. sUryodaya thayAM pahelAM jema Acho prakAza pragaTe tema jinanAmakarmano vipAka udaya thayA pahelAM teno paraco anubhavavA maLe. - paramAtmA mahAvIradevanuM nIcagotrakama evuM joradAra hatuM ke jenA kAraNe temanA cyavana kalyANakanI te vakhate ujavaNI na thaI zakI. 82 divasa pachI Indrane khabara paDatAM gabhapihAranuM kArya tathA cyavana kalyANakanI ujavaNI thaI. jo ke anaMtakALe bananAruM A Azcarya banyuM. paramAtmA mahAvIradeve chelI dezanA 16 prahara sudhI ApI temAM temanuM tevA prakAranuM jinanAmakarma kAraNa hatuM ema nizcayanaya kahe che. aglAnapaNe dezanA ApavAthI jinanAmakarma bhogavAya che. - ApaNe ApaNA mATe vyavahAranayane najaramAM levAno che. vyavahAranaya kahe che ke paramAtmAnI karuNA anarAdhAra varasI rahI hatI. mokSe jatAM pahelAM, tatvajharaNuM 20
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________________ ApaNane saune tArI devA, temaNe lagAtAra soLa prahara sudhI dezanA vahAvI. eka utsarpiNI kALa ke eka avasarpiNIkALamAM 24 vAra ja tevA prakAre graho uccasthAnamAM Ave che.mATe 24 tIrthaMkara paramAtmA thAya che, tevuM sAMbhaLavA maLyuM che. paNa mahAvidehakSetramAM utsarpiNI-avasarpiNIkALa nathI. mATe tyAM covIsI nathI. mahAvidehakSetramAM koIne koI vijayamAM tIrthaMkarabhagavaMta haMmezA hoya che. | hAthInuM zarIra ghaNuM vajanadAra hovA chatAM tene cAlavAmAM koI takalIpha paDatI nathI. zarIra bhAre hoya ke halakuM, sau potapotAnuM zarIra ArAmathI ucakI zake che. koIne potAnuM zarIra bhAre ke halakuM lAgatuM nathI. temAM temanuM tevA prakAranuM agurulaghu nAmakarma kAraNa che. guru=bhAre. laghu halakuM. bhAre ke halakuM nahi te agurulaghu. | parAghAta nAmakarma AtmAmAM eka prakArano pAvara pedA kare che. skUlamAM koI TIcara Ave to badhA mastI-tophAna kare; bIjA koI TIcara AvI rahyA che, tevA samAcAra maLatAM ja badhA zAMta thaI jAya. AmAM kAraNa temanuM tevuM parAghAta nAmakarma che. parAghAta nAmakarmathI prabhAva paDe. tenI vAta badhA mAnavA taiyAra thAya. te dhAre te karAvI zake. tene bolavAnI paNa jarUra na paDe. tenA astitva mAtrathI kAryo thayA kare. tenI gerahAjarImAM bhale loko game tevuM bole paNa tenI hAjarI mAtrathI motIyAM marI jAya. teno virodha karavAnI tAkAta na rahe. A badho parAghAta nAmakarmano prabhAva che.. sajajana-saMtone parAghAta nAmakarmano joradAra udaya hoya to tenI javAbadArI ghaNI vadhI jAya che. jo te bolavAmAM, pravRtti karavAmAM dhyAna na rAkhe to mAtra tene ja nahi, paNa tene anusaranArA hajArone nukazAna thAya. te to DUbe paNa sAthe anekone DUbADe, mATe ghaNI gaMbhIratA dhAraNa karIne, AgaLapAchaLano pUrepUro vicAra karIne, teNe badhI pravRtti karavI joIe. parAghAta nAmakarmanA udaye netRtva zakita paNa prApta thAya. - zvAsozvAsa nAmakarmanA prabhAve zvAsozvAsa karavAnI zakita Ave che. devonuM jeTalA sAgaropamanuM AyuSya hoya teTalA pakhavADIce teo zvAsozvAsa kare che. 33 sAgaropamanA AyuSyavALA anuttaravAsI devo to sADA soLa mahIne ekavAra zvAsozvAsa kare che ! nirmANa, upaghAta, Atapa, udhota, jinanAma, agurulaghu, parAghAta ane zvAsozvAsa, A ATha pratyeka karmo 14 piMDaprakRtinA 75 bhedamAM umeratAM 83 peTAkarmo thAya. tatvajharaNuM 28
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________________ badhA devo manobhakSI hoya. manamAM jenI IcchA kare te prApta thaI jAya. ApaNe manobhakSI nathI. ApaNo AhAra traNa prakArano che.(1)ojAhAra (2)lomAhAra ane (3)kavalAhAra. navakArazIthI upavAsa sudhInA ApaNA badhA paccakkhANo kavalAhAranI apekSAe che. kavalAhAranA tyAga samaye paNa lomAhAra cAlu hovA chatAM paccakkhANano bhaMga thato nathI. koLIyA moDhAmAM mUkIne khAIe te kavalAhAra kahevAya. kUragaDu, 500 tApaso vagerene kavaLa (koLIo) paNa kevaLajJAna mATe thayo hato; ApaNe kavalAhAra karavo paDe tyAre Asakti na thaI jAya tenI kALajI levI joIe. ziyALAmAM pANI ghaNuM ochuM vAparIe to paNa ghaNIvAra pezAba karavA javuM paDe che kAraNake chidro vATe vAtAvaraNamAMthI bheja vagere levAnuM satata cAluM che. te lomAhAra che. loma=rUMvADA, chidro. tenA vaDe levAto AhAra te lomAhAra. A lomAhArano tyAga karavo azakya che, mATe tenuM paccakkhANa nathI. paramAtmA ApaNane dharma tarIke te ja jaNAve, jenuM pAlana karavuM zakya hoya. pAlana na karI zakAya tevuM karavAnuM paramAtmA kadI na jaNAve. jIva utpanna thAya tyAre sau prathama mAtA-pitAnA lohI-vIryanA mizraNano AhAra kare che, te ojAhAra che. te to mAtra utpattinA prathama samaye ja hoya. tyArapachI to lomAhAra ane kavalAhAra hoya. devo bhale manobhakSI hoya, paNa ApaNane ane paMce. tiryaMcone-A traNe prakAranA AhAra hoya che. manuSyo ane paMce. tiryaMco ratnaprabhA nAmanI prathama naraka-pRthvInI uparanI sapATI upara rahe che. 1,80,000 yojana jADI ratnaprabhA pRthvInA uparanA 1 rAja lAMbApahoLA goLAkAra vistAranI barobara madhyamAM eka lAkha yojana UMco meruparvata Avelo che. tenI pharate cAre bAju jaMbudvIpa Avelo che. dvIpa eTale beTa, TApu, AIlenDa. jenI cAre bAju pANI hoya tevA jamInanA bhAgane dvIpa kahevAya che. jaMbudvIpanI cAre bAju lavaNasamudra che. tene pharato cAre bAju dhAtakIkhaMDa che. pachI kAlodadhi samudra che. pachI puSkaravara dvIpa che. pachI puSkaravara samudra che. A rIte vArApharatI eka bIjAne vIMTaLAyelA asaMkhyAtA dvIpasamudro che. temAMnA jaMbudvIpa, dhAtakIkhaMDa ane aDadho puSkarAvartadvIpa maLIne aDhIdvIpamAM manuSyo rahe che. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukakaDam. tatvajharaNuM 269
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka suda 14 maMgaLavAra. tA. 19-11-02 ApaNe je vizvamAM rahIe chIe te vaijJAnikoe zodhelI AjanI duniyA jeTaluM nAnuM nathI paNa cauda rAjaloka pramANa che. temAM devaloka, nArako, mokSa vagere badhuM AveluM che. vaijJAniko to cauda rAjalokamAMthI vacalo eka rAjaloka paNa nahi, are ! pahelI nArakanI upalI sapATI upara AvelA asaMkhyAtA dvIpa-samudromAMno eka dvIpa paNa nahi, are ! eka lAkha yojana jaMbUdvIpanA mAtra 10 yojana jeTalI duniyA paNa Aja sudhI zodhI zakyA nathI ! paramAtmAe prayoga karavAnA na hoya, teo yoga-sAdhanAthI maLelA kevaLajJAnathI jANe. prayoga karanAruM vijJAna parivartanazIla che paNa paramAtmAnI vAto aparivartanazIla che. traNe kALamAM kayAre paNa paramAtmAnI vAtamAM koi pharaka na paDe. svayaMbhU mA dvIpa naMdIzvara dvIpa ivara dvIpa tuvara lA zIvara dvIpa vArasIvara na tuvara Bidal s jaMbu paNa codo ma jarUra sama kSaNa sA sIvara samudra dhRvara sarva svara samA naMdIzvara sa asaMkhya dvIpo ane amu svayaMbhUramaNa samudra paramAtmAe kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM joine kahyuM che ke ratnaprabhA nAmanI prathama narakapRthvI sthira che. te pharatI nathI. tenA madhyabhAgamAM eka lAkha yojanano jaMbudvIpa Avelo che. temAM jAMbunuM vRkSa hovAthI tenuM nAma jaMbudvIpa che.tene pharato be lAkha yojananA vistAravALo lavaNasamudra Avelo che. lavaNa = mIThuM. tatvajharaNuM 200
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________________ reyA. eTalAnTika ta cAra-cAra lA. sane pharato Dabala AvavAranI cAre bA vagere mahAsana lavaNasamudramAdevAya. atyAre samudra mIThA jevuM khAruM pANI temAM hovAthI te lavaNasamudra kahevAya. atyAre badhA dariyAnuM pANI khAruM che, kAraNake te badhuM lavaNasamudramAMthI AveluM che. AjanA pesiphIka, eTalAnTika vagere mahAsAgaro to lavaNasamudranI khADI jevA che. lavaNasamudranI cAre bAju pharato cAra-cAra lAkha yojana pramANano dhAtakIkhaMDa Avelo che. temAM dhAtakI-dhAvaDI vRkSa AveluM che. tene pharato Dabala pramANano eTale ke ATha-ATha lAkha yojanano kALA raMganA pANIvALo kAlodadhi samudra Ave che. tenI cAre bAju vIMTaLAyelo soLa-soLa lAkha yojanAno puSparAvartadvIpa Avelo che. tyArapachI puSkaravara samudra Avelo che. A rIte vArApharatI eka-bIjAne vIMTaLAyelA pUrva-pUrva karatAM Dabala-Dabala pramANavALA asaMkhyAtA dvIpa-samudro AvelA che. | have pachI je nAmano dvIpa hoya te ja nAmano tene pharato samudra che. jemAM dUdha jevuM pANI che te kSIravara samudra. jemAM vANI-dAsa jevA svAdavALuM pANI che. te vANIvara samudra, jemAM ghI jevuM cIkaNuM pANI che te dhRtavara samudra AThamA naMbarano naMdIzvara dvIpa che. temAM judA judA parvato upara ane vAvaDIomAM maLIne bAvana derAsaro che. paramAtmAnA kalyANakonI ujavaNI karIne devo A naMdIzvara dvIpamAM aDhAi mahotsava karavA Ave che. naMdIzvara dvIpanA bAvana jinAlayonA AdhAre ApaNe tyAM paNa bAvana jinAlayo banAvAya che. zatruMjaya girirAja upara cothI ujamaphoinI TUMkamAM naMdIzvaradvIpanI pratikRti che. teramA sacadvIpathI dikakumArikAo paramAtmAnA janmakalyANaka -nI ujavaNI karavA Ave che. trIjA naMbaranA soLa lAkha yojanAnA vistAravALA puSkaravaradvIpanI barobara madhyamAM goLAkAre mAnuSottara parvata Avelo che. tenI bahAranA bhAgamAM koipaNa manuSyanA janma-maraNa thatAM nathI. tenI aMdara rahelA jaMbUdvIpa, lavaNasamudra, dhAtakIkhaMDa, kAlodadhisamudra ane aDadho puSkaravara dvIpa maLIne be samudra ane aDhIdvIpanA vistAramAM ja manuSyonA janma-maraNa thai zake che. have pachI uttara-bahAra koi manuSyonA janma-maraNa na thatAM hovAthI te parvata mAnuSottara parvata kahevAya che. vidhA vaDe cAraNamunio naMdIzvarAdidvIpa jAya ke koi deva, manuSyane aDhI dvIpa bahAra lai jAya to paNa tyAM temanuM maraNa na ja thAya.te pahelAM teo pAchA AvI jAya.garbhavatI strI paNa bahAra bALakane janma na Ape.lai janAro devA tene pAchI mAnuSottara parvatanI sarahadanI aMdara mUke pachI ja janma Ape. tatvajharaNuM 201
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________________ chellA dvIpa-samudranuM nAma svayaMbhUramaNa dvIpa ane svayaMbhUramaNa samudra che. tyAM sudhI badhe paMcendriya tiryaMco hoya che. paNa manuSyonA janma-maraNa to mAtra aDhIdvIpamAM ja thAya che. aDhIdvIpanuM mApa 45 lAkha yojana thAya che. manuSyono ja mokSa thAya che. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM kevalI bhagavaMto nirvANa pAmIne sIdhI lITImAM ja upara gati kare che. tethI mokSa siddhazIlA paNa 4pa lAkha yojananI jaMbUdvIpanI madhyamAM mahAvidehakSetra AveluM che tenI madhyamAM meruparvata che. upara uttaramAM airAvatakSetra che. nIce dakSiNamAM bharatakSetra AveluM che. asi = zastro, masi = vepAra-vANijya, kRSi = khetI vagere karmo = kAryo A traNa kSetromAM hovAthI teo karmabhUmi kahevAya che. dharma paNa ahIM che. dharma eTale sarvaviratidharma. tenI ArAdhanA A karmabhUmimAM hoya. tIrthakaro paNa ahIM thAya. tIrthanI sthApanA paNa ahIM thAya. mokSamArganuM pravartana paNa ahIM hoya. aDhIdvIpamAM pAMca bharata, pAMca airAvata ane pAMca mahAvidehakSetro che. mATe kula paMdara karmabhUmi che. temAM mokSamArga che. mahAvidehakSetranA pUrva-pazcima be vibhAga che. te darekanA uttara-dakSiNa be be vibhAga thatAM cAra vibhAga thAya. te darekamAM ATha-ATha moTA dezo-vijayo. che. kula 32 vijayo che. eka vijayamAMthI bIjI vijayamAM jai na zakAya kAraNake vacce moTo 500 yojana UMco parvata ke 500 yojana UMDI moTI nadI che. temAMnI 8, 9, 24, 25 naMbaranI cAra cheDe rahelI cAra vijayamAM atyAre sImaMdharasvAmI, yugamaMdhara svAmI, bAhuvAmI ane subAhuvAmI nAmanA cAra tIrthakaro jaMbUdvIpanA mahAvidehakSetramAM vicare che. dareka mahAvidehakSetramAM A rIte cAra-cAra bhagavAna vicaratA hovAthI hAla 20 bhagavAna vicarI rahyA che, teo viharamAna bhagavAna tarIke oLakhAya che. ApaNuM bharatakSetra pa26 6/19 yojana jeTaluM che. hAla to pUrI 10 yojanA jeTalI paNa duniyA zodhAi nathI ! pUruM bharatakSetra zodhI zakAyuM nathI to mahAvidehakSetra ke airAvatakSetra ke anya dvIpa samudronI to zI vAta karavI? vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukakaDam. tatvajharaNuM 272
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka vada - 1, guruvAra tA. 21-11-02 meruparvata traNe lokamAM Avelo che. te 1000 yojana jamInamAM che. 99000 yojanA jamInanI bahAra che. meruparvatanI AsapAsanI jamIna samabhUtalA kahevAya che. tenAthI 900 cojana nIce ne 900 rojana upara maLIne 1800 yojanano madhyalokamAM che. merunA nIcenA 100 yojana apolokamAM ane uparanA 98100 cojana uthvalokamAM che. | meruparvatanI jema devo paNa traNalokamAM che. bhavanapati devo adholokamAM, vyaMtara-jyotiSka devo madhyalokamAM ane vaimAnikadevo urdhvalokamAM che. tiryaMco paNa traNa lokamAM che. paNa temAMnA paMce tiryaco mAtra madhyalokamAM che. 1800 yojana UMcA ane 4palAkha yojana lAMbA-pahoLA mAtra aDhIdvIpanA vistAramAM ja manuSyo vase che. A aDhIdvIpamAM karmabhUmio AvelI che. | jaMbUdvIpamAM vacce eka mahAvidehakSetra, uttaramAM eka airAvatakSetra ane dakSiNamAM eka bharatakSetra AveluM che. dhAtakIkhaMDa tathA puSkaravaradvIpa aDadhAmAM upara ane nIce uttara-dakSiNa ekeka ISakAra (ISa bANa, tenA jevo) parvata Avelo che te temanA pUrva-pazcima be vibhAgo kare che. A dareka vibhAgamAM. jaMbUdvIpanI jema 1-1 bharata-airAvata-mahAvideha kSetro AvelA che. tethI jaMbUdvIpamAM 1, pUrva dhAtakIkhaMDamAM 1,pazcima dhAtakIkhaMDamAM 1,pUrva puSkaravarArdhamAM 1 ane pazcima puSkaravarArdhamAM 1 maLIne pAMca bharatakSetra che. te ja rIte pAMca airAvata kSetro ane pAMca mahAvidehakSetro che. A paMdara-karmabhUmimAM ekI sAthe vadhumAM vadhu 100 tIrthakara bhagavaMto vicaratA hoya che. A in nA mAma == : S rakama ETii nAme PERO htJ1 A * P))) ) w DARS ES) HA C Pph nISi KG Ppa meka mA OR kSetra bAd - ela wa AAne tatvajharaNuM 203
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________________ ApaNe jaMbUdvIpanA bharatakSetramAM rahIe chIe. temAM jyAre bIjA ajitanAtha bhagavAna vicaratA hatA tyAre bAkInA 4 bharata ane pAMce airAvatakSetramAM paNa bIjA naMbaranA 1-1 bhagavAna vicaratA hatA. vaLI eka mahAvideha kSetramAM 32 vijaya che. pAMca mahAvidehamAM 32 x 5 = 160 vijaya che. te dareka vijayamAM paNa te vakhate 1-1 bhagavAna vicaratA hatA. tethI pAMca bharatanA pAMca, pAMca airAvatanA pAMca ane pAMca mahAvidehanA 160 maLIne kula 100 bhagavAna vicaratA hatA. varakanakasUtramAM ApaNe A 170 bhagavAnanI stavanA karIe chIe. zatruMjaya vagere aneka sthaLe 100 tIrthakara bhagavaMtano paTa hoya che. jagaciMtAmaNI sUtramAM bIjI gAthAmAM jaNAvyuM che ke karmabhUmine vize utkRSTapaNe 100 jinezvaro vicaratA pAmIe. nava karoDa kevaLajJAnIo ane nava hajAra karoDa sAdhuo hoya. atyAre dareka mahAvidehamAM 8,9,24,25 mI vijayamAM 1-1 bhagavAna hovAthI pAMca mahAvidehamAM pa44 = 20 bhagavAna vicaratA maLe. be karoDa kevaLajJAnI ane be hajAra karoDa sAdhuo vicaratA maLe, roja savAre temanI stavanA karIe. - pAMca mahAvidehakSetramAM 1-1 meru hovAthI pAMca meruparvata che. dareka meruparvatanI uttaramAM uttarakurukSetra ane dakSiNamAM devakurukSetra Avela che. mahAvidehakSetranI uttaramAM ramyakakSetra ane dakSiNamAM harivarSakSetra AvelA che. bharatakSetranI upara himavaMtakSetra ane airAvatakSetranI nIce hiraNyavaMtakSetra AvelA che. te badhA paNa pAMca pAMca che. Ama, pAMca uttarakuru, pAMca devakuru, pAMca ramyakSetra, pAMca harivardhakSetra, pAMca himavaMtakSetra ane pAMca hiraNyavaMtakSetra maLIne 30 kSetro akarmabhUmi che. temAM asimasi, kRSinA vyavahAro nathI. tyAM dharma nathI. mokSamArga nathI. ka . 30 akarmabhUmimAM kalpavRkSo hoya. yugalika manuSyo-tiryaMco hoya. bALaka-bAlikAnuM yugala sAthe janme. yuvAna banatAM baMne vacce pati-patnIno vyavahAra cAle. mRtyunA cha mahInA pahelAM eka yugalane janma Ape. kalpavRkSo temanI badhI jarUriyAto pUrI pADe. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM, koIpaNa pIDA vinA mRtyu pAmIne svargamAM jAya che. - bharatakSetranI upara laghuhimavaMtaparvata ane airAvatakSetranI nIce zikharI parvata AvelA che. A baMne parvatanA pUrva-pazcima cheDA lavaNasamudramAM dADhanA AkAre uttara-dakSiNa be vibhAgamAM AgaLa vadhe che. te ja rIte pazcima dizAmAM tatvajharaNuM 204
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________________ paNa uttara-dakSiNa be dADhA che. tethI laghuhimavaMtanI uttara-dakSiNa, be dADhAnA, pazcimamAM paNa be dADhA maLIne 4 dADhA thAya. te ja rIte zikharI parvatanI paNa 4 dADhA che. A dareka dADhA upara - dvIpa AvyA che. samudranI aMdara hovAthI te aMtadvIpa kahevAya che. ATha dADhAnA kula 840 = 56 aMtarhIpa che. temAM paNa yugalika manuSyo rahe che. FIX P SIPH 6 jaMbuDIpa 1 yogA todA nada ravAnA lI 7-s khaMDa-3 [RY: 2 * 2 {} F5 V/ khaMDa-pa sapaNa samudra 2jJAna yojA idiotel 14 nA nadI of Pics else che. mahAkSetra kulagiri . 15 karmabhUmi, 30 akarmabhUmi ane 56 aMtadvIpa maLIne kula 101 kSetromAM manuSyo vase che. A manuSyo be prakAranA che. (1) garbhaja : mAtApitAnA saMyogathI utpanna thanArA ane (2) saMmumi : mAtA-pitAnA saMyoga vinA, tevA prakAranuM anukULa vAtAvaraNa pedA thatAM sahaja rIte pedA thanArA. garbhaja manuSyo paryApta ane aparyApta ema be prakAranA hoya jyAre saMmurcchima manuSyo to aparyApta ja hoya. 101 kSetranA garbhaja paryApta 101 prakAranA, garbhaja aparyApta 101 prakAranA ane saMmurcchima (aparyApta) 101 prakAranA maLIne manuSyonA 303 prakAra che. mi che. 199 iii devo ane nArakomAM garbhaja-saMmurcchima vibhAgo nathI. tiryaMcomAM ekendriyathI caurindriya sudhInA badhA jIvo saMmurcchima che. paMcetiryaMco garbhaja ane saMmurcchima baMne prakAranA che. aa teeth 1. vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaHkaraNathI micchA mi dukakaDam. i frans tatvajharaNuM 205
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________________ 0 saMvata 2059 kArataka vada - 2. zukravAra, tA. 22-11-02 A saMsAra asAra che kAraNake temAM satata pApo karavA paDe che. pApa vinAnuM jIvana saMsAramAM rahIne jIvavuM muzkela che. satata jIvonI hiMsA saMsArIo na icche, to ja temane karavI paDe che. tenAthI bacavA jaldIthI saMyamajIvana svIkAravuM joIe. jayAM sudhI saMyama na svIkArI zako tyAM sudhI jIvahiMsAdi pApo ochAmAM ochA thAya tenI kALajI levI joIe. te mATe saMmusDima manuSyonI virAdhanAthI aTakavAno prayatna karavo joIe. garbhaja manuSyonA maLa, mUtra, cUMka, lohI, seDA, mela, chArI, vomITa, carabI, cAmaDI vagere gaMdI cIjomAM-zarIrathI chUTI paDyA pachI 48 miniTa pachI-saMmusDima manuSyo pedA thaI zake che. pANI pIne glAsa lUchavo joIe. evuM na mUkavuM. thALI dhoIne pIvI tathA lUchavI. braza karyA pachI vozabesInanA badale bahAra khullAmAM kogaLA karavA joIe. khullAmAM snAna karavuM, jethI pANI jamInamAM vahIne sUkAI jAya. te zakaya na bane to bAtharumamAM parAtamAM besIne snAna karyA pachI, te pANI DolamAM laIne upara Teresa ke nIce jamIna upara jayAM trasajIvo, lIlotarI vagere na hoya tyAM paraThavavuM joIe. yAda rahe ke garbhaja manuSyonA zarIranI azucimAM -chUTI paDayA pachI-48 miniTamAM pAMca IndriyavALA, ati sUkSma, AMkhe nA dekhAya tevA asaMkhyAtA saMmusDima manuSyo satata utpanna thAya che - mare che. te badhAnuM pApa na lagADavA AvI aneka prakAranI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI joIe. bharatakSetra ane airAvatakSetramAM utsarpiNIkALa ane avasarpiNIkALa hoya che. avasarpiNInA pahelA traNa ArAmAM yugaliko hoya che. trIjA ArAnA aMte pahelA bhagavAna thAya che. cothA ArAmAM bIjAthI covIsamA (23) bhagavAna thAya che. pAMcamA ArAnA aMte jainazAsanano viccheda thAya che. chaThThA ArAmAM bhayAnaka duHkho hoya che. pachI utsarpiNI kALa zaru thAya che. temAM cha ArA ulaTAkrame hoya che. temAM paNa 24 bhagavAna thAya che. A rIte vArApharatI avasarpiNI - utsarpiNIkALa pasAra thAya che. hAla avasarpiNIkALano pAMcamo Aro cAlI rahayo che. devakuru ane uttarakurumAM haMmezA avasarpiNInA pahelA ArA jevo kALa hoya. harivarSa ane ramyakrakSetramAM bIjA ArA jevo, himavaMta-hiraNyavaMtakSetramAM trIjA ArA jevo tathA mahAvideha kSetramAM haMmezA cothA ArA jevo kALa hoya. avasarpiNIkALanA trIjA ArAnA aMte ke cothA ArA jevA kALamAM tatvajharaNuM 206
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________________ janmelo AtmA ja te bhavamAM mokSe jaI zake. mahAvidehakSetramAM kAyama cothA ArA jevo kALa hovAthI tyAM mokSamAM javAnuM kAma cAlu hoya che. ApaNe tyAM trIjA-cothA ArAmAM janmelA jIvo AyuSya pUrNa thatAM trIjA-cothA ke pAMcamAM ArAmAM mokSe jAya che. gautamasvAmI, sudharavAmI, jaMbuvAmI vagere cothA ArAmAM janmyA hatA, paNa temano mokSa thayo tyAre pAMcamo Aro cAlato hato. jaMbUdvIpa, lavaNasamudra, dhAtakIkhaMDa, kAlodadhisamudra ane ardhapuSkaravaradvIpanA tamAme tamAma pradezothI anaMtA-anaMtA AtmAo Aja sudhInA anaMtakALamAM mokSe gayA che. aDhIdvIpano eka paNa pradeza evo nathI ke jayAMthI anaMtA AtmAo mokSe gayA na hoya. karmabhUmimAM cothA ArA jevA kALamAM janmelA AtmAone devo upADIne akarmabhUmimAM parvato upara ke samudromAM lAvyA hoya tevuM anaMtIvAra banyuM che. Ama aDhIdvIpanA pratyeka kAMkare kAMkare anaMtA AtmAo mokSe gayA che. paNa tenA karatAMya anaMtagaNA anaMtA AtmAo zatruMjayanA kAMkare kAMkare mokSe gayA che. vaLI, anya sthAne to judA judA rogonI ArAdhanA karI, joradAra puruSArtha karIne mokSa pAmI zakayA che, jayAre zatruMjaye to potAnA puruSArthathI nahi, paNa zatruMjayanA prabhAva thI mokSe gayA che, mATe zatruMjaya girirAjano mahimA aparaMpAra che. jaMbudvIpanI cArebAju pharatA be lAkha yojana vistAravALA lavaNasamudramAM cAra dizAmAM cAra mahApAtALakaLazo AvelA che. te dareka ekalAkha yojana peTavALA, ekalAkha yojana UMDA ane 10,000 yojanA moDhAvALA che. be mahApAtALakaLazanI vacce 1901-1901 laghupAtALakaLazo hovAthI kula 0884 (19714) laghupAtALakaLazo AvelA che, te mahApAtALa kaLazanA 100mAM bhAganA mApanA che. A pAtALakaLazonA moDhAnA 10,000 yojananI pahoLAInA bhAgamAM, lavaNasamudranuM pANI 1000 yojana UMDu che. ane uparanI sapATIthI 16000 yojana UMcAIvALI pANInI divAla che. pAtALakaLazonA nIcenA 1/3 bhAgamAM vAyu, vaccenA 1/3 bhAgamAM vAyu-pANI tathA uparanA 1/3 bhAgamAM pANI che. roja be vAra vAyu kSobha pAme che. tenAthI uparanuM pANI uchaLe che. pariNAme te pANI 16,000 yojana UMcI divAla uparathI uchaLIne jaMbUdvIpanI divAla tarapha ghasamasatuM Ave che. je te pANI jaMbUDhIpa sudhI Ave to Akhone Akho jaMbUdvIpa DUbI jAya. paNa velaMdhara ane anuvelaMdhara devo hAthamAM pAvaDA-kaDachA laIne te pANI tatvajharaNuM 200
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________________ ne jaMbUdvIpa tarapha AvatuM aTakAvavAno prayatna kare che. moTA bhAganuM pANI aTakI jAya che, paNa vacce-vacce je pANI nIkaLI jAya, te vahIne jaMbUdvIpanA samudromAM praveza kare che, tene bharatI kahevAya che. pelo vAyu zAMta thatAM te pANI pAchuM phare che, tenAthI oTa Ave che. Ama bharatI ane oTa AvavAnuM kAraNa A pAtALakaLazo che. devone pANI aTakAvavAnuM kAma koIe soMpyuM nathI, paNa jaMbUdvIpanA jIvonI dharmArAdhanA-sAdhanAnA prabhAve te devone A pANI aTakAvavAnuM mana thAya che. dharmanA prabhAve sUrya Aga okato nathI, caMdra ThaMDI okato nathI, samudro mAjhA mUkatA nathI. ApaNe sau sahIsalAmata chIe. mATe have nakkI karIe ke mane badhA vinA cAlaze paNa dharma vinA to nahi ja cAle. 0 0 009 0 0 0. deg 0 0 0deg0% deg 000 0 0 0. 00000000000000000000000000 0000000 0000000 00000000 0007 9 0 0 0 || 0 0 0 000 0 000000000 00000000000000000 00000000 000000000 000000000 [0 0 0 0 0 0 70 007 08 00000000000000000 000000000A 0 0 0 0 06 0000000 00000000 000 0 0 0 0 0 00. 0000 OO 0 0 0 0 00 lavaNasamudramAM pAtALa kaLazo vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA viruddha kAMipaNa rajUAta thai hoya to tenuM aMtaH karaNathI micchA mi dukakaDam. tatvajharaNuM 28
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________________ saMvata 2059 kArataka vada 3 zanivAra. tA. 23-11-02 A varSanA A kAMdIvalI-zaMkaragalI comAsAnI savAranI pravacanamALAnuM Aje A chelluM pravacana che. AvatIkAle savAre vihAra che. haju nAmakarmanA 20 bhedo tathA tiryaMcagatinA jIvonA bhedo vicAravAnA bAkI che. samayanI anukULatA mujaba TUMkANamAM ApaNe Aje vicAraNA karIe. dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke, "pahelA jJAna pachI dayA. kAraNa ke je jIvane jANato nathI, ajIvane jANato nathI te zI rIte jIvonI dayA pALI zakaze? saMyamanI ArAdhanA te zI rIte karI zakaze?'' mATe ApaNe jIvonI jANakArI meLavavI joIe. 1 je prANone dhAraNa kare te prANI kahevAya. je jIve te jIva kahevAya. prANo be prakAranA che. dravyaprANa ane bhAvaprANa. zarIra sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve te dravyaprANa kahevAya. te dasa prakAranA che. pAMca Indriya, mana-vacana ane kAyAnA traNa baLa, AyuSya ane zvAsozvAsa bhAvaprANo AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che. temAM jJAna, darzana, cAritra vagereno samAveza thAya che. AtmAno dravyaprANo sAthe saMyoga thAya tene jIvanI utpatti (janma) kahevAya che. jyAM sudhI AtmA ane dravyaprANo joDAyelA rahe tyAM sudhI jIvana kahevAya. AtmA amara che. te kadI marato nathI. AtmA cAlyo jAya tyAre zarIra paDyuM rahe che. te paNa maratuM nathI; paNa te vakhate AtmA ane dravyaprANo m chUTA paDyA, teno mota tarIke vyavahAra thAya che. AtmA ke zarIra maratuM na hovAthI jIvahiMsA zI rIte thAya? tema na kahevuM. pramAdanA yogathI AtmAne tenA dravya prANothI vikhUTo pADavo tenuM nAma hiMsA. tevuM karavAthI hiMsAnuM pApa lAge. pApathI satata dhrUjatA rahevuM joIe. zakita hoya to pApathI bhAgI chUTavA saMyamajIvana jIvavuM joIe. zrAvaka pAse sadA kheza ke caravaLo hoya. tenA vaDe pUMjavA-pramArjavAnuM cAlu hoya. rasoDAmAM paNa pUMjaNI vinA tene na cAle; eka zrAvakane eksIDanTa thatAM embyulansamAM mUkavA gayA to pahelAM caravaLAthI temaNe sITa pUMjAvI, pachI ja temAM praveza karyo. zrAvaka te jIvo ho prakAranA che. saMsArI ane mukta saMsArI AtmAne bhAvaprANa ane dravyaprANa; baMne hoya mATe temane janma-jIvana-maraNanI ghaTamALa cAle; paNa mokSe pahoMcelA mukta jIvone mAtra bhAva prANo ja hoya, temane dravya prANo na hovAthI tenA saMyoga-viyoga rupa janma-maraNa paNa na hoya. tatvajharaNuM 16 209
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________________ saMsArI jIvonA mukhya be bheda che. trasa ane sthAvara. jeo potAnI IcchAthI hAlI-cAlI zake te trasa kahevAya ane jeo potAnI IcchA hovA chatAMya hAlI-cAlI na zake, sthira ja rahe teo sthAvara kahevAya. A janarala vyAkhyA che. hakIkatamAM to trasanAmakarmano udaya jene hoya te trasa jIvo kahevAya. saMmusDima manuSyo potAnI IcchA pramANe halana-calana na karatAM hovA chatAM ya temane trasa nAmakarmano udaya hovAthI teo trasa che. - AtmAno ravabhAva gati karavAno che. trasanAmakarma te gatine maryAdita karavAnuM kArya kare che. trasanAmakarmanA udayanA kAraNe jIva tenI IcchA pramANe maryAdita gati karI zake. bAkI AtmAnI zakti to eka samayamAM caida rAjalokanA eka cheDAthI bIjA cheDA sudhI gati karavAnI che. sthAvara nAmakarmI to A gatine saMpUrNa niyaMtrita karIne jIvane sthira rAkhe che. chesaMsArI jIvonA kula pa63 bhedo che. temAM 22 bhedo sthAvarajIvonA ane bAkInA pa41 bhedo trasajIvonA che. pRthvI-pANI-agni-vAyu-vanaspatinA jIvo sthAvara che. khanIja tela, sonu-cAMdI vagere dhAtuo, kAcuM mIThuM vagere pRthvIkAyanA jIvonA zarIro che. kAcA mIThAno upayoga na karavo. jarura paDe to balavaNa (pAkA mIThA)no upayoga karavo. jeTalA yAMtrika vAhanono upayoga karo teTalo peTrola-DIjhala vagereno vadhAre upayoga karavo paDe. teTaluM khanIjatela vadhAre nIkaLe tevuM Iccho. jeTalA dAgInA vadhAre vAparo, teTalA vadhAre sonAnI IcchA karo. te badhAnI hiMsAnI anumodanAno doSa lAgyA kare. - kAcApANInA eka TIpAmAM asaMkhyAtA jIvo che. vaijJAnikoe je 36,450 jIvo joyAM che, te to temAM rahelA hAlatA cAlatA trasa jIvonI saMkhyA che. paNa pANI pote ja apakAyanuM zarIra che. pANInA eka TIpAmAM pANInA potAnA to asaMkhyAtA AtmAo che. ApaNA zarIramAM rahelo ApaNo AtmA na dekhAya tema pANInA TIpAmAM rahelA asaMkhyAtA AtmAo paNa na dekhAya, paNa hakIkatamAM temAM asaMkhyAtA AtmAo che ja. AvA asaMkhyAtA jIvono kaccaraghANa zI rIte bolAvI zakAya? A badhA jIvonI rakSA karavA zuM jaladIthI dIkSA levI na joIe? jethI kAcApANInA jIvonI hiMsAthI bacI javAya. te nA ja bane to ukALeluM pANI pIvuM joIe. bAkInA upayogamAM paNa nA chUTake ochAmAM ochuM kAcuM pANI vAparavuM joIe. jJAnamAM aDadhI DolathI vadhAre nahi. svImIMgano tyAga karavo. voTarapArka vageremAM na javuM. tatvajharaNuM 280
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________________ agnikAyamAM vIjaLI, dIvA, agni vagere Ave. lAITa baMdha-cAlu karatAM agnikAyanA asaMkhyAtA jIvonI hiMsA thAya, tethI viveka sAcavavo. paMkhA, e.sI., phIjha vagerethI vAyukAyanA asaMkhyAtA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. paMkho to traNa charAnuM katalakhAnuM che. duniyAnA katalakhAnA baMdha karAvavA sAthe gharanuM A katalakhAnuM sau prathama baMdha karavuM jarUrI che. vanaspatinA be prakAra che. eka zarIramAM eka jIva hoya te pratyeka vanaspatikAya ane eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIvo rahe te sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya. kAMdA-baTATA vagere kaMdamULa, phaNagA phUTelA maga vageremAM anaMtAjIvo che. te na vaparAya.. [ pratyeka nAmakarmanA udaye eka zarIramAM eka jIva rupa pratyekazarIra maLe. sAdhAraNa nAmakarmanA udaye eka zarIramAM anaMtA AtmAo rahe tevuM sAdhAraNazarIra maLe. mAtra sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyanA jIvone ja A sAdhAraNa nAmakarmanA udaye sAdhAraNa zarIra hoya. bAkInA pRthvIkAya vagere sthAvara jIvo tathA tamAma trasa jIvone to pratyeka nAmakarmanA udaye pratyeka zarIra ja hoya. jIvo bhale anaMtA che, paNa sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAyanA anaMtA-anaMtA jIvo ekeka zarIramAM rahetA hovAthI samagra vizvamAM zarIro asaMkhyAtA ja che. paNa anaMtA nathI. eka,be saMkhyAtA ke asaMkhyAtA zarIro bhegA thavA chatAM je joI ke anubhavI na zakAya te sUkSmajIvo kahevAya, temane sUkSmanAmakarmanA udaye tevuM zarIra maLe; paNa je jIvone bAdara nAmakarmanA udaye bAdara zarIra maLe teonA eka, be saMkhyAtA ke asaMkhyAtA zarIro bhegA thAya to ApaNe joI ke anubhavI zakIe. pratyeka vanaspatikAya mAtra bAdara che. te sivAyanA pRthvIkAyathI sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya sudhInA pAMce prakAranA jIvo dareka sUkSma ane bAdara be, be prakAranA che. tethI 1+ (pax2) =1+10-11 prakAranA sthAvara jIvo thayA. temAM je jIvo pUrepUrA vikasita thavAnA hoya, eTale ke jeo potAnuM jIvana jIvavA mATe jarurI cAra paryAtio pUrNa karavAnA hoya teo paryApta kahevAya tathA jeo pUrI karavAnA na hoya teo apayapti nAmakarmanA udaye aparyApta kahevAya. pUrve jaNAvelA 11 sthAvara jIvo paryApta-aparyApta hovAthI 11 x 2 = 22 prakAranA sthAvarajIvo thayA. temane mAtra eka sparzanendriya ja hovAthI A badhA sthAvarajIvo ekendriya che. tatvajharaNuM 281
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________________ A 22 prakAranA sthAvara jIvomAM pa41 prakAranA trasa jIvo umerIe to pa63 prakAranA kula saMsArI jIvo thAya. trasajIvonA mukhya be bheda che. (1)pUrepUrI pAMca IndriyovALA paMcendriya kahevAya ane (2)pAMcathI ochI =vikasendriyovALA te vikalendriya trasa jIvo. temAM beIndriya, teIndriya ane caurindriya jIvono samAveza thAya. (ekendriya paNa vikala-ochI IndriyavALA hovA chatAM teo trasa nathI) A traNe prakAranA vikasendriya jIvo paNa paryApta ane aparyApta, ema be-be prakAranA hovAthI kula cha prakAranA vikalendriya jIvo thayA. a paMcendriya tiryacomAM (1)mAchalI vagere pANImAM taranArA jaLacara jIvo (2) jamIna upara peTe sarakIne cAlanArA sApa vagere uraparisarpa sthaLacara jIvo (3)hAthano paNa cAlavAmAM paga tarIke upayoga karanArA vAMdarA-khIsakolIudara vagere bhujaparisarpa sthaLacaro, (4)cAra page cAlanArA hAthI-ghoDA vagere catuSpada sthaLacaro ane (5) AkAzamAM uDanArA pakSIo vagere khecarano samAveza thAya che. - A pAMca prakAranA paMcendriya tiryaMco dareka garbhaja ane samucchima, ema be-be prakAranA hovAthI (5 x 2): 10 prakAranA thayA. te dareka paryApta ane aparyApta hovAthI (10X2 )= 20 prakAranA thayA. lo. ekendriya (sthAvara) nA 22, vikasendriyanA 6 ane paMcendriya tiryaMconA 20 prakAro maLIne tiryaMcagatinA jIvonA kula 48 prakAro thayA. temAM pUrve vicArelA nArakanA 14, devonA 198 ane manuSyonA 303 prakAro umeratAM saMsArI jIvonA pa63 prakAro thayA. . ke A sAthe ApaNe (1-2)basa-sthAvara, (3-4)sukSma-bAdara, (5-6) pratyeka-sAdhAraNa, (7-8)paryApta-aparyApta nAmakarma paNa vicAryA have(9-10) sthira-asthira, (11-12) zubha-azubha, (13-14) subhaga-durlaga (15-16) susvara-du:svara (17-18) Adeya-anAdeya ane (19-20) yaza-apayaza nAmakarma vicAravAnA che. A 20 nAmakarmo pUrve vicArelA 83 nAmakarmomAM umeratAM nAmakarmanA 103 bhedo pUrNa thAya. _ karmanuM kamyuTara bhAga-3 pustakamAM A badhA karmo upara vistArathI meM varNana karela che. ApaNI jIvanazailIne suMdara banAvavA A karmo jANavA khUba jarUrI che paNa Aje samaya na hovAthI TUMkamAM vicArIe. anukULatAe karmanuM kamyuTara pustakanA traNe bhAga mananapUrvaka dareka jaNe vAMcavA jarUrI che. tenAthI paramAtmAe jaNAvelA karmavijJAnanuM rahasya pakaDAze. je karmathI dAMta, hADakA vagere sthira avayavo sthira ane pAMpaNa-jIbha vagere asthira avayavo asthira maLe te sthira nAmakarma. paNa tenAthI viparIta tatvajharaNuM 282
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________________ eTale ke sthira avayavo asthira ane asthira avayavo sthira thAya te asthira nAmakarma. nAbhithI uparanA avayavo zubha kahevAya che. te ApanAra zubha nAmakarma. nAbhithI nIcenA avayavo azubha kahevAya. te ApanAra azubha nAmapharma. jenAthI saubhAgya maLe te subhaga nAmakarma ane jenAthI durbhAgya pedA thAya te durbhaga nAmakarma. jenAthI bIjAne game, tevo kaMTha maLe te suravara nAmakarma ane jenAthI bIjAne game nahi tevo avAja maLe te du:svara nAmakarma. jenAthI potAnI kaDavI paNa vAta bIjAne game te Adeya nAmakarma ane jenAthI potAnI sAcI-sArI-mIThI paNa vAta bIjAne na game te anAdeya nAmakarma. kAma karavA ke na karavA chatAM jenAthI yaza maLe te yazanAmakarma ane game teTaluM karavA chatAM jenA kAraNe jasanA badale juttA maLe, apayaza maLe te apayaza nAmakarma. - Ama, jJAnAvaraNIyanA pa, darzanAvaraNIcanA 9, vedanIyanA 2, mohanIyanA 28, AyuSyanA 4, nAmakarmanA 103, gotrakarmanA 2, ane aMtarAyakarmanA 5 maLIne ApaNe 158 prakAranA karmo vicAryA. A karmavijJAnA jANIne, navA karmo bAMdhatA aTakavuM. pUrve baMdhAyelA karmono nAza karavA dharmArAdhanAmAM vizeSa udhama karavo. je karmo udayamAM AvI jAya tene samatAthI sahana karavA. A rIte karavAthI jaladI mokSe pahoMcI zakIzuM. mArA bhavodadhinAraka paramopakArI prAtaHramaraNIya gurudevazrI paM. candrazekharavijayajI ma. sAhebanI kRpAnA prabhAve ApaNI A vahelI savAranI pravacanamALAmAM ApaNe ghaNA padArtho sparzI zakyA chIe. gRhasthapaNAmAM meM navADIsAnA comAsAmAM mArA gurudevazrIne vahelI savAre AvA tattvajJAnanA pravacano karatAM sAMbhaLyA hatA. tenA AlaMbane A comAsAmAM A pravacanamALA yojAI che. je kAMI sAruM, tamAruM parivartana thAya tevuM tamane jANavA - sAMbhaLavA maLyuM temAM teozrInI kRpA kAraNa che. temano upakAra mAnIe. je kAMI viparIta rajUAta thaI hoya te badhAmAM mAruM chadmasthapaNuM kAraNa che. te aMge aMtaHkaraNathI kSamA yAcuM chuM. tame badhAe paNa sAMsArika badhA kAryakramo eDajasTa karIne, vahelA UThIne, vahelI savAre ATalI moTI saMkhyAmAM niyamita. upasthita rahIne, bhAvavibhora banIne mane sAMbhaLyo, protsAhita karyo, mAro u9lAsa vadhAryo te badala tamane saune dhanyavAda che. ApaNe sau, paramapitA paramAtmAnA tattvajJAnane pAmIe, hadayathI sparzIe, AMtarika bhUmikAnuM vAstavika parivartana pAmIne jaladI mokSasukhane pAmIe e ja zubhAbhilASA. | vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJA virUddha kAMIpaNa jaNAvAyuM hoya ! aMtaH karaNathI trividha trividha 'micchA mi dukkaDam'. gAMDI - tatvajharaNuM e 283
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________________ zrI AzApUraNa pArzvanAtha, jaina jJAna bhaMDAra :25 - 1 yuvAna hRdayanA badale mastakane Ape che. zraddhAnA badale tarkanA AdhAre potAnuM jIvana goThavavAno prayatna kare che, paNa, tenA hAthamAM Ave che mAtra azAMti-ajaMpo ane saMkaleza; kAraNake... tarkanA chIcharA khAbocIyAmAM chabachabIyA karato yuvAna sAcI samajaNanA samudranA uMDANamAM DUbakI mAravAnI kadIya paravA karato nathI; pariNAme zAMti-samAdhi ke svasthatAnA mULa samAna zraddhAne te sparzI zakato nathI. tarkanA jyAre sImADA Ave tyAre sAcI zraddhAnI zaruAta thAya che. A pustaka vAMcIne Apa tarkanI UMDAImAM DUbakI lagAvIne sAcI zraddhA pedA karI zakazo. amane vizvAsa che ke A pustakanuM vAMcana ApanA hRdayane zraddhAthI bharapUra banAvIne jainazAsananA mahArAgI banAvyA vinA nahi rahe. zrI AzApUraNa nAma : lekhaka : | zA. vimaLAbena ra hIrAjena sosAyaTI, Deseigned by Param Graphics: 9892115512 Printed by Shah Art Printers : 2875 5912