Sharda Shiromani

Author(s): Shardabai Mahasati
Publisher: Saurashtra Sthanakvasi Jain Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023372/1

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'sArA zikSAmaIi vAjInI 2ne jhaLakyA - gurU9nA phesaravADI sI AtminA bokSa vADI zrI saMghanA yA . T : AnaMda puNya prakAra sa anairI pragaTyA, cha jinavallpNI, viSayakaSIthanI kADhe che. nI kADhe che kaNI, cA karI pAtha'prakAza prAdhyA . anaMta bhAva bharelI chejika , jamAM lIdhI che vArasI, ranI thaI che kaeNSTi STi aMemAM bhaNI, jAge mAtrAmAM laI 'pravacanakAra praH2 vyAkhyAtA 'bA..pU.zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI

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zrI mahAvIrAya namaH jAva. AcArya, gacchAdhipati bA. bra. pU. zrI ratnacaMdrajI gurUdevAya namaH zrI upAsakadazAMgasUra AnaMda zrAvaka ne adhikAra tathA puNyasAra caritra zArada samANA (saMvata 2041 nA kAMdAvADI cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAne) F. : pravacanakAra : khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA AtmajJAnanA divya jayotirdhara, zAsana ziromaNi, AcArya sva. bA.bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA suziSyA, zAsanaratnA, prakhara vyAkhyAtA, bA, bra. viduSI, 5. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI - saMpAdaka : bA. bra. viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI nA suziSyAe, bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI nI pAchaLa bA. bra. pU. sAdhanAbAI mahAsatIjI H prakAzaka : zrI manaharalAla cunIlAla zAha vekarIvALA, zrI maNilAla zAmajIbhAI virANI, zrI gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha, zrI hiMmatalAla tathA rasIkalAla nyAlacaMda dozI, zrI nagInadAsa jayasukhalAla dozI sIMgApuravALA zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha-kAMdAvADI meghajI thelaNa jaina dharmasthAnaka 170, kAMdAvADI, 2 phena : 358817 muMbaI-400 004. vijayalIlacaMdrasUri graMtha saMgraha vecANa kiMmata rUA. 15-00

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pustaka : saMvata 2041 - I. sa. 1985 uddaghATana tA. 6-4-86 ne ravivAra zAradA ziremaNi prata : 12000 (bAra hajAra ) pravacanakAra : prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA.. viduSI pU zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI saMpAdaka : bA. bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI bA. bra. pU. sAdhanAbAI mahAsatIjI S prakAzaka : zrI manaharalAla cunIlAla zAha vekarIvALA, zrI maNilAla zAmajIbhAI virANI, zrI gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha, zrI hiMmatalAla tathA rasIkalAla nyAlacaMda dozI ---- - zrI nagInadAsa jayasukhalAla dezI sI'gApuravALI zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jana zrAvaka saMgha-kAMdAvADI mekajI thobhaNa jaina dharmasthAnaka 170, kAMdAvADI, muMbaI-400 004 phona naM. : 358817 mudraka H nItina je. badANI nItina TeDarsa 401, khajUravAlA cembarsa, 313/315, narazInAtha TrITa, muMbaI-400 009. phona : ophisa 332754 ghara : 51315ra

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"zAradA zirAmaNi' pustakanA sahayogI prakAzanAnurAgI udAra diladAtAo." mukhya sahAyaka dAtAo pramukhazrI manaharalAla cunIlAla zAha vekarIvALA zeThazrI maNilAla zAmajI virANI zeThazrI gIrajAzakara khImaca zeTha zeThazrI hi'matalAla nyAlaca'da dezI, rasIkalAla nyAlacaMda deAzI vAMkAneravALA zeThazrI nagInadAsa jayasukhalAla dezI si'gApuravALA upasahAyaka dAtAo zeThazrI chaganalAla zAmajI virANI zeThazrI dhIrajalAla maiArArajI ajamerA cerITI TrasTa a. sau. velamAI hIrajI seAjapAla kaccha kAyAvAlA samaratabena tArAcaMda mahetA rIlIjIyasa TrasTa mAnadna sahAyaka dAtAo zrImatI samaratabena catrabhUja zeTha vekarIvALA zeThazrI bhAnubhAI kezavalAla bhaNuzALI pAlanapuravALA zeThazrI prItamalAla mAhanalAla daphtarI meArakhIvALA zrImatI subhadrAbena rasIkalAla jhaverI pAlanapuravALA zrI dhAnerA sthAnakavAsI jaina saMdha zrI sva. jayasukhalAla rAmajIbhAI zeThuM vekarIvALA, sva. cunIlAla mULajI mATANI zrI prANalA ganalAla gADA zrI kAntIlAla kezavalAla zeTha zrI dalapatabhAI harIlAla jhaverI pAlanapuravALA zrI cheTAlAla zAmajI verA vALo >> cAMpazI nI che... paridhAra kArazI hIrajI zAhe jayatIlAla enDa pravasa mULIvALA kherAja hIrajI nisara , "" "" aMbAlAla bApulAla kApaDIyA parivAra khabhAtavALA ,, sva. kAntAbena cImanalAla kApaDIyA ha. cImanalAla sva. meAtIbena ThAkeAralAla zAhU hai. ThAkoralAla zrI jeThAlAla nemacaMdgha zAhe 33 karasanabhAI laghubhAI nisara ,epa cAbhaNa coTa khela TrasTa "" ,, pravINacaMdra khImacaMda mahetA kezavajI gAMgajI gAlA hai. dAmajIbhAIchabhacAu "" ..... muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI siMgApura muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI dhAnerA muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbai muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI khaMbhAtavALA khaMbhAta khaMbhAta dAdara. mu`baI mu"baI mukhaI muMbaI

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zrI manasukhalAla DI. turakhIyA gIradharalAla amulakha TuvAvALA "" a. sau. jasubena gIradharalAla machAM jhaverI dhAnerAvALA hAla samaratabena nAgaradAsabhAI lAkhANI zrI ramaNIkalAla revacaMda zAha dhAnerAvALA .. jeThAbhAI peThAbhAI gaDA lAkaDIyAvALA kaccha a. sau. dhanalakSmIbena ca'pakalAla zAha savitAbena jayakIzanadAsa ha. kusumabena nemacaMda zAhe zrI satISabhAI nemacaMda zAhe navasArIvALA zrI AnaMdajI premajI enDa kaMpanI "" vADIlAla mAhanalAla zAhe haiM. ca'drakAMtabhAI dhIrajalAla vrajalAla mahetA "" sva. pAnAcaMda sukhalAla zAha tathA cInubhAI jeThAlAla zAhe zrI vamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina che. beMka sadha zrI vinayacaMdra mAhanalAla desAI sva. caMdulAla lakSmIcaMda chaeN. raMjanabena caMdulAla sahAyaka dAtAo a. sau. lIlAbena ratIlAla zAha dhAnerAvALA zrI zIvubhAI vasanajI lAThIyA sva. gulAmamena meAhanalAla dhAnerAvALA huM. naTavarabhAI pAnamAI bhavAnajI meghajI zeTha zrI ramezaca`dra pI. daphtarI cerITebala TrasTa sva. nAgaradAsa mANekacaMdma parivAra lakhataravALA surajabena mANekacaMda zAha hai. kizArabhAI amRtalAla saubhAgyacaMdgu che. guNava`tabhAI jhaverI pratApabhAI bhUrAlAla gAMdhI lIlAva'tIbena rAyacaMdna nAgaradAsa gAMdhI sva. amubena bhIkhAlAla gAMdhI ha. vADIbhAI dhAnerAvALA amIcaM6 edhaDadAsa saMghavI a. sau. caiAtsanAbena dhIrajalAla zAhe sva. maNIbena talakacaMda zAhe ca'drakAMtabhAI ghanazyAmabhAI parIkha . dhIrUbhAI harakIzanadAsa zAmaLajI pArekha vineAdacaMdra ratIlAla pArekha navInacaMdra bacubhAI koThArI cunIlAla vIrapALa kAmada ri muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI dhAnerA muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI hAla muMbaI muMbaI aMdherI muMbai muMbaI khaMbhAtavALA vAlakezvara cI'capeAkalI mukhaI mATuMgA muMbaI muMbaI dhAnerA muMbaI mu`baI. lakhatara zAMtAkrujha muMbaI muMbaI muMbaI dhA muMbaI malADa muMbaI malADa muMbaI OM OM OM OM che. 9 - muMbaI '

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zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha, kAMdAvADI (su`baI) namra-nivedana khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA khamIrava'tA, jaina zAsananA zaNagAra gacchAdhipati sva. khA. bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnaca`drajI mahArAja sAhebanA ziSyAratnA saMpradAyanI zAna baDhAvanAra prakhara vyAkhyAtA, mahAna viduSI bA.bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI jemanI vANI kharekhara sacATa ane hRdayaspazI che. jemaneA saMyama prabhAva mahAna tejasvI ane ejasvI che. pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInu' zrI kAMdAvADI dharmasthAnakamAM saM. 2041 nI sAlanuM A trIju cAturmAsa che. prathama cAturmAMsa saM. 2018 mAM kareluM', khIjuM cAturmAMsa sa. 2029 mAM thayeluM. tyAra pachI pU. mahAsatIjI muMbainA kSetrAne lAbha ApIne dezamAM padhAryA chatAM temanI vANInA dignya nei amArA aMtaramAM guMjyA karatA hatA ane manamAM eka ja bhAvanA hatI ke have te vina phrIne amene pratyakSa sAMbhaLavA kayAre maLaze ? kharekhara ! mAnavInA mananI zuddha bhAvanA kayAre paNa sAkAra banyA vinA rahetI nathI. te rIte ApaNA saMghanA upapramukha temaja jaina samAjanA agragaNya dAnavIra zeTha zrI maNilAla zAmajI virANI tathA udA delavA dharmAnurAgI zrI gIrajAza kara khImacaMda zeThanA ananya bhaktibhAva ane prakhaLa prayAseAthI temaja bRhada muMbainA sarve saMdheAnI AMtarika bhAvanA ane muMbaI nagarInA mahAna bhAgyeAce pU. mahAsatIjIe amArI bhAvanAne hRdayaMgama karI ane mukhaI padhAryAM, jethI bRhada mu`baImAM anahada ha ane ullAsa jAgela che, temaja AgAmI cAturmAMsa mATe joradAra vinaMtie cAlI rahI che. 1 zrI kAMdAvADI saMghamAM cAturmAsa daramyAna pU. mahAsatIjIe vyAkhyAnamAM " AnaMda zrAvaka 'nA adhikAra, ane puNyasAra * ciratra khUba ja asarakAraka rasaprada ane saceTa mAM pharamAvyuM. je sAMbhaLatA ghaNA jIvA vratadhArI banyA. kaIka jIve paccakkhANumAM AvyA, paNa jIvanamAM kaMIka ne kaMIka pAmyA te kharA. amane te haju paNa AzA che ke A pustakanA vAMcanathI kaIka jIvA sAcA zrAvaka banI jaze ane temanu jIvana dhanya banAvaze. pU. mahAsatIjInA pravacaneAnA 13 pustakanuM prakAzana atyAra sudhImAM thayela che. jenI dazadaza hajAra kopIe chapAyelI che. A pustaka mAtra bhAratamAM ja nahi paNa paradezamAM jainajainetara samAjamAM khUba lekapriya, prazaMzanIya ane mAdaka banyA che. A pustakAnA vAMcanathI paradezamAM leAkeA paryuSaNa parva ujave che tapatyAga ane dhama ArAdhanAmAM pravRtta thAya che. A pustakAnA vAMcanathI kAMIka jIveAnA jIvananI dizA ane dazA paNa badalAI gaI che. sArAye bhAratamAM temaja dezavidezamAM pU. mahA,nA pravacananA puratakAnI khUba mAMga hovA chatAM pustakanI eka paNa prata maLavI muzkela che tethI cAlu varSe zrI kAMdAvADI saghe khAra hajAra pustakA chapAvavAnuM nakkI karela che. purataka taiyAra thatAM pahelA agAuthI grAhake paNa noMdhAI gayA che. A pU. mahAsatIjInI amRtamaya ane amUlya vANInA sacATa purAvA che pU. mahAsatIjInuM aneAkhu vakatRtva e kharekhara emanI pUrvanI mahAna puNyavAnInI phalazruti che, temaja pU. zrI ratnacaMdrajI gurUdevanI ataHkaraNanI AzISa che. Aje sArAye bhAratabharamAM jainajainetara samA OM vakhata mahumAna che, jyAM jyAM //

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emanA punita pagalA thAya che tyAM mAnavamedanI emanA darzanArthe ane emanI amUlya vANI sAMbhaLavA umaTe che. emanI camatkArI vANInA prabhAvathI kaMIkanA jIvana pAvana bane che. vrata-paccakakhANa ane tapatyAgathI vAtAvaraNa guMjI uThe che. pU. mahAsatIjInA A cAlu cAturmAsamAM tapa, tyAga ane ghatapazcakakhANanA vikrama sarjAyA. seLa bheLa mA khamaNa ane kula maTI tapasyA 200 uparAMta thaI che. pU. mahAsatIjIe pAMce pAMca mahinA dehanI darakAra karyA vinA aviratapaNe vItavANune dhodha varasAvyo. temane jeTaluM upakAra mAnIe teTale ochA che. A samaye Aja pU. mahAsatIjInA kAMdAvADImAM prathama cAturmAsamAM thayela vikama yAda Ave che ke 51 bhAgyavAna daMpatioe eka sAthe sajoDe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karela. pU. mahAsatIjInA A varSanA pravacananA pustakanuM nAma "zAradA ziremaNi" rAkhela che eTale atyAra sudhInA bahAra paDelA badhA pustakamAM A pustaka mugaTa rana banI rahe. meMghavArInA hisAbe 1000 pAnAnA pustakanI paDatara kiMmata aMdAje 50 rUA. thAya che. paraMtu pU. mahA.nA pravacanapremI tathA samAjanA udAradila dAtAonI sahAyatAthI dharmanA pracArArthe sau koI lAbha laI zake e uddezathI vecANa kiMmata phakta rUA. 15-00 rAkhela che vizeSatA e che ke A pustaka prakAzananI vAta janatA samakSa mUkI ke tarata ja badhAe te vAtane saharSa vadhAvI lIdhI, ane udAra dile dAtAoe meTI evI mAtabara rakama lakhAvI. mAtra pAMca miniTamAM aNadhArI aNakalapI rakama bhegI thaI kharekhara, AvA sahRdayI dilAvara dilanA dAtAothI jaina samAja jhaLakI rahyo che. A uparAMta bIjA dAtAoe paNa sArI evI rakama ApI che. sarva dAtAonI yAdI A pustakamAM ApI che. A sarve dAtAono ame aMtaHkaraNa pUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A vyAkhyAna saMgrahanA pAMca ke tethI vadhu pustakonA agAuthI grAhako thanAra sauno temaja A kAryamAM pratyakSa ke parokSa sahakAra ApanAra saune aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra. A pustaka prakAzananuM kArya khUba khaMtathI kALajIpUrvaka karI ApavA mATe zrI nItinabhAI adANuM tathA presa menejara praphullabhAI ane presanA sau kAryakarone AbhAra. hRdayanA umaLakAthI vyAkhyAna saMgraha karavAmAM bA.bra. pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI tathA bA. bra. pU. sAdhanAbAI mahAsatIjIe khUba jahemata uThAvI che te badala temane aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka AbhAra mAnIe chIe. pU. mahAsatIjIe dararoja vyAkhyAna vistArapUrvaka pharamAvyA che paNa pustaka ghaNuM moTuM thavAthI keTalAka babbe traNa traNa vyAkhyAnane sAra bhego karyo che. presanI kaI bhUla dekhAya te zuddhipatrakamAM jevA vinaMtI. chatAM kaI bhUla rahI javA pAmI hoya te sudhArIne vAMcavA vAMcake ne namra vinaMtI che. kSati kSazya karaze. aMtamAM muMbaI cheDatA pahelA pU. mahAsatIjI eka cAturmAsa zrI kesaravADI saMghamAM kare evI amArA zrI sakala saMdhanI temaja murabbI zrI maNibhAI tathA gIjubhAInI AMtarika bhAvanA pUrNa karaze e ja abhyarthanA. li. mAnadmaMtrIo zrI ramaNIkalAla kasturacaMda koThArI-zrI kAntIlAla catrabhUja zeTha vekarIvALA da harilAla mehanalAla vorA

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA pU. mahArAja sAheba tathA pU. mahAsatIjIonI yAdI (1) mahAna vairAgI pU. AcArya zrI kAntiRSijI mahArAja sAheba (2) sva. bA bra. 5. sUryamuni mahArAja sAheba (8) bA.bra.pU. mahendramuni mahArAja sAheba (3) bA.bra.pU. araviMdamuni mahArAja sAheba ma (9) sevAbhAvI pU. darzanamuni mahArAja sAheba ja (4) bA.bra.pU. navInamuni mahArAja sAheba (5) bA.bra.pU. kamalezamuni mahArAja sAheba (10) bA.bra pU. mRgendramuni mahArAja sAheba ? (6) bA bra pU. prakAzamuni mahArAja sAheba (11) bA.bra.pU. maneharamuni mahArAja sAheba (7) bA.bra.pU cetanamuni mahArAja sAheba (12) bA.bra.pU. te dramuni mahArAja sAheba (1) mahAna vidhI bA.bra. pU. zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI (2) pU. subhadrAbAI mahAsatIjI (19) bA.bra.pU. bhAvanAbAI mahAsatIjI (3) pU IndubAI mahAsatIjI (20) bA.bra.pU. praphulAbAI mahAsatIjI (4) bA bra.pU. vasumatIbAI mahAsatIjI (21) bA.bra.pU. sujAtAbAI mahAsatIjI (5) bA.bra.pU. kAntAbAI mahAsatIjI (22) bA.bra.pU. pUvIzAbAI mahAsatIjI (6) pU. saddaguNAbAI mahAsatIjI (23) bA.bra.pU. manISAbAI mahAsatIjI (7) bA.bra.pU. IndIrAbAI mahAsatIjI (24) bA.bra.pU. uvI zAbAI mahAsatIjI (8) pU. zAntAbAI mahAsatIjI (25) bA.bra.pU. surekhAbAI mahAsatIjI (9) pU. kamaLAbAI mahAsatIjI (26) bA.bra.pU. zvetAbAI mahAsatIjI. (10) sva. pU, tArAbAI mahAsatIjI (27) bA.bra.pU. namratAbAI mahAsatIjI (11) bA.bra.pU. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjI (28) nadI. bA.bra.pU. viratibAI mahAsatIjI (12) bA.bra.pU. raMjanabAI mahAsatIjI (2) na.dI. bA.bra.pU. rakSitAbAI mahAsatIjI (13) bA.bra.pU. nirmaLAbAI mahAsatIjI (30) na.dI. bA.bra.pU hetalabAI mahAsatIjI (14) bA.bra.pU. zobhanAbAI mahAsatIjI (31) na.dI. bA.bra.pU. rozanIbAI mahAsatIjI (15) pU. maMdAkinIbAI mahAsatIjI (32) na.dI. bA.bra 5. cAMdanIbAI mahAsatIjI (16) bA.bra.pU. saMgItAbAI mahAsatIjI (33) na.dI. bA bra.pU. arpitAbAI mahAsatIjI (17) bA.bra.pU. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjI (34) nadI. bA.bra.pU. pUrNitAbAI mahAsatIjI (18) bA.bra.pu. sAdhanAbAI mahAsatIjI (35) na.dI. bA. bra. pU. sujJAbAI mahAsatIjI 33

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khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA sva. AcArya, pU. gurUdeva bA. bra. zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI janma zatAbdI prasaMge gavAyela gIta suMdara svapnAnA bhAva, suMdara svane tAraka ratnagurUjI janamIyA, lAvyA che jJAnane mAla, suMdara svane tAraka ratnagurUjI janamIyA he...kArataka suda agiyArase, ugyuM suvarNa prabhAta, he bhavya jIvonA tAraNahAra, janma dharyo sAkSAta . saune che AnaMda apAra, lAvyA che saMyamane mAlasuMdara svapna.(1) he jetAbhAInA kuLamAM, khIlyuM phula mahAna, hemAtA jenA jayAbene, karAvyuM amRtapAna, banyA guNa guNabhaMDAra, kSatriya kuLa ujajavaLa thAyasuMdara svane....(2) he...bAlapaNumAM ravAbhAIne vairAgya bhAvanA jAgI, he cauda varSe saMyama laIne AtmasAdhanA sAdhI, ratnacaMdrajI zubha nAma, vinaya vivekanI khANuM suMdara svapna (3) he...gurUjI ApanA chaganalAlajI, mahApratApI saMta, he jJAna dhyAnamAM masta banIne teDayA karmanAtaMta, AcArya padavI sahAya, banyA zAsana ziratAja.suMdara svapna........ (4) he.Agama ratanAkara banIne saMyama saurabha phelAve he.dezadezamAM khyAti vadhArI, vANIthI saune jagADe, ApyA che jJAnanA dAna, baje jagatamAM mahAna suMdara svane (5) he...sANaMda zaheramAM Apa padhAryA cAturmAsa karavAne, he...bAlakumArI zAradAbenane saMyama mUlya samajAve AvyA che viratinA bhAva, ApyA saMyamanA sAja suMdara svapna....(2) he gurUjI ApanuM nAma dIpAvyuM, saMyama laI aNamUla, he bhAratabharamAM jainazAsanamAM, zAradAbAI svAmInA mUla, saMbhALyuM saMghanuM sukAna, baDhAvI zAsananI zAna. suMdara svane....(7) he. 2042 sAle, muMbaI zahera majhAra he janma zatAbdI ujave Aje, sAro jaina samAja, tapa tyAganI bharatI apAra, vatye che jayajayakAra suMdara svane (8) he...kesaravADI saMghamAM Aje, utsava thAya mahAna, he janma zatAbdI ujavatA, AnaMda anere thAya, suvarNa akSare lakhAya, ziSyA maMDaLa guNa gAya suMdara svapna...(9)

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utkRSTa vairAgI bAlakumArI zAradAbena (u. varSa-16 ) janma : 1981 mAgazara vada noma tA. 1-1-1924 maMgaLavAra sANaMda dIkSA : 1996 vaizAkha suda 6 tA. 13-5-1940, somavAra sANaMda jemaNe mAtra soLa varSanI kumaLI vayamAM saMyama laIne ratnatrayanI rozanI jhaLakAvI, vIravANIne nAda dezadezamAM gajAvI, zAsananI zAna baDhAvI che evA che pustaka pravacanakartA, pravacana prabhAvikA, zAsanadIpikA mahAna viduSI bA. bra. pUjaya zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA caraNa kamaLamAM ApaNA saunA koTI koTI vaMdana he.

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sva. zeThazrI cunIlAla narabherAma vekarIvAlA "pArabdhathI pAmI zakayA dhana saMpati parivArane " purUSArthathI sAdhI zakayA hari dhamanA zubhaphrAyane ?" jemaNe jIvanamAM AtmavizvAsanA daDha baLathI AgaLa vadhI sAhasika pravRtiomAM prabaLa purUSAtha' karI jIvananuM eka anokhu ane addabhUta sarjana karela che emanA jIvana vRtAMta ne paricaya kharekhara preraNA dAyaka che emanA dharmapatni sva zrI prabhA kuMvarabahena sabhAge eka kuzaLa gRhiNI maLelA jemanA sAtha ane sahakArathI dhArmika pravRtionA zubha kAryomAM sadA e saMpati ane zakitane khubaja sadavaya karela che. ghaNA dharmasthAnakamAM emanuM zubha nAma joDAyeluM che. zaikSaNika temaja sAmAjIka kSetre paNa jemaNe suMdara phALo ApI paramArthanA pAvana kAryo karelA che. kuTuMba pratyenI jemanI ananya lAgaNI thI saune AgaLa lAvI dilanI vizALatA varSAvI che. putra parivAramAM udyoga dhaMdhAnI vikAsa yojanAo uparAMta dhArmika saMskAronuM suMdara siMcana karI samAga batAvela che upakArI mAvitranuM sAcuM kartavya bajAvI Atma unnatine sAce vAraso Apela che. emanA suputra zrI manaharabhAinI dhamabhAvanA ane samAja upayogI satkAryomAM udAra sakhAvatA e jene saceTa ane pratyakSa purAve che. emanA satakAryonI suvAsa Aje samAja mAM cAre dize phelAyelI che.

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sva. mAtuzrI prabhAkuMvara cunIlAla narabherAma vekarIvAlA svarga vAsa tA. 3-9-1985 "sukhamAM je chalake nahi du:khamAM ane na dIna" " sukhaduHkha samaje. jIvanamAM ri karmone Adhina " ApanI cira vidAyathI ApanA parivAre temaja samasta kuTuMbe eka vAtsalyabharI zItala chatrachAyA gumAvI che. samasta kuTuMbanI unnatimAM mApanuM udAra dila Apane uca Adaza' ane AMtarIka lAgaNIne agra hissA sadA rahayA che. ApanA jIvanamAM Ape aneka parivata'nA nihALyA che. anubhavyA che. paraMtu samayane oLakhavAnI ApanI kAThAsujhathI Ape vikaTa praznone hala karI sadA samabhAvaja rAkhyA che. A ApanA jIvananI virala vizeSatA che. ApanAmAM rahelI dhama' pratyenI aDaga ane sapUNa' zradhdhAnuM ja A phaLa che. sa'tasatIjIenI mahAna sevAnA lAbha temaja dayAdAnamAM paNa Ape aneka du:khIyAenA AMsu guptarIte luchayA che. AMgaNe AvelA krAi nirAza thane na jAya e anukaMpAnA avizta pravAha Ape nitya vahevaLAvyeA che. Apane A dhane amulya vArasA Ape ApanA piravArane temaja samasta kuTuMbane ApIne dhama'nA susa'smarInuM sudara siMcana karela che. ApanA A mahAna upakAra ame jIvanabhara kadI nahi bhulIe eja. ApanA pRSNa' parivAra tathA kuTuMbIjana

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dAnezvarI zeTha zrI zAmajI velajI vIrANI vahetA jaLa nImaLa bhalA ane dhana dolata detA bhalA" e saMskAra Ape ane gaLathuthImAM pAyA, saMpattI ane samRddhi saMpa ane sadAcAra e te punyanI prasAdI che. eTale maLelI lamI samAja kakSANunA, janatA janArdananA, sva dhama vAtasalyatAnA kAryomAM vAparI. punyAnuM badhI punya upArjana karavA mATe Ape amArUM je cAritra ghaDatara kayu" te mATe ame samasta vIrANI parivAra ApanA janmajanmanA RNI chIe. maNilAla zAmajI vIrANI ane parivAra

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sva. pU. mAtuzrI kaDavIbAi zAmajIbhAI vIrANI jemaNe pitAnA saMtAnomAM, lakSamI e te saMdhyAnA raMga jevI, savAranA jhAkaLanA buMda jevI tathA vIjaLInA camakArA jevI caMcaLa che. evA sarakAranuM nAnapaNathI siMcana kayu . temanA suputroe AMbA jema phaLa Ave ane name tevI rIte lakhalUTa lamI maLavA chatAM niSkAma ane niHsvArtha bhAve vinaya ane vivekathI saMpattino saduga svadharmIe aneka janakalyANanA kAryo mATe karyo.

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jaina samAjanA udAradila dAnavIra zeThazrI maNIlAla zAmajIbhAi vIrANI "janama maLe-jaina kuLamAM-e-pUrvanI-punavAnI che " "hAva jAge bhakitanA e dharmanI kamANI che." amirAta jenA hRdayamAM satkAryanA je rAgI che." kRpA male satI "zaradanI" hari e ja kharA sadbhAgI che " bhArata bharanA jaina samAjamAM udAradila dAnavIranuM prazaMzaniya birUda dharAvanAra vIrANI kuTuMbanA pratiDIta dhamanuM rAgI suzrAvaka zrI maNIlAlabhAI vIrANInA Adarza jIvananI khAsa vizeSatAo e che ke pUrvanA mahAna punyodaye aDhaLaka dhana saMpati ane AdhunIka sukha suvidhAo hovA chatAM jenA jIvanamAM sAdAI, saralatA, nirAbhimAna, ane namratAnA mahAna saguNo sadAya vaselA che. mAtApitAnA dharmanA susaMskArane aNamola vAraso jenA aNu e aNumAM vaNA ele che. AMgaNe Avele ke dIna duHkhIyo khAlI hAthe na jAya e vIrANI kuTuMbanI vArasAgata praNAlI pra che. saMtAnamAM paNa dharmanA susa mATenuM suMdara siMcana karela che, jethI paradezamAM vasavATa chatA, trataniyamonuM barAbara pAlana kare che kha". sa. nA mahAnaviduSI khA. bra. 5 zrI zAradAbAI ma. sa. nA samAgama pachI te sArA parivAramAM dhamane raMga etapreta thayela che. nAdurasta tabIyata chatAM murabbI zrI maNIbhAI zaradavANI ne anero AnaMda utsAha pUrvaka le che, temaja bIjA pazu lAbha laI zake e mATe pravacananA pustakonuM prakAzana karAvI tadana najIvI kiMmate ApavA mATe saMpUrNa sAtha ane sahakAra Ape che.

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vAtsalyamUrti' - dhama parAyaNu sva. mAtRzrI navalabahena maNilAla vIrANI 66 mAtA taNA upakAra jagamAM ajoDa sadA gaNAya che. " " saMskAra taNuM siMcana sadA vAtsalya bhAve thAya che, " " sA zikSakAnuM kAma ekaja mAvaDI karI jAya che, " 66 jIvana taNuM ghaDatara hae janetAthI thAya che, " vAtsalyamUrti jIvanazilpI pUjaya mAtuzrI Ape amArA jIlananA caNatara ane paDatamAM dhama'rUpI zitalajalanuM siMcana karI amArI jIvana imAratanA muLa pAyeA ati majabuta karela che jethI AjanA vaibhava vilAsI yuganI aneka jha MjhAvAtAmAM paNa ame Daga ane aTala rahI zakIe chIce, ApanA A mahAna upakAranuM RNa ame kadI paNa cukavI zakIe tema nathI chatAM Ape Apela AziSa maLathI ApanI AjJAonuM pAlana karI Apane sadA yAda karI aMta:karazunA aheAbhAvathI vaMdana karIe chIe ane ApanI A zubhAziSa sadAkALa TakI rahe evI prabhune prAyana karIe chIe. eja, amaiA chIe ApanA sadAnA RNI saMtAne anIla maNIlAla vIrANI arUNa maNIlAla vIrANI atula maNIlAla vIrANI a. sau. AratI anila vIrANI a.sau. sudhA arUNa vIrANI a. sau. avina atula vIrANI bena vAsa tI - kizArakumAra mahetA

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sva. chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI virANI jeSanA dAna:vaDe; jaina tathA jainettara samAjanI, janakalyANanI tathA mAnavatAnI anekanidha-pravRtione navajIvana maLyuM che teA rAjakoTanI aneka sasthAomAM TrasTI tathA Trejharara hatA. temaNe saurASTranA ghaNAM sthaLAe upAzraya virANI hAiskUla. virANI kanyA nidyAlaya, muMgA-baherAnI zALA jevI aneka sasthAomAM meTuM dAna Apyu che. peAte ghaNAM dayALu, dhArmi ka vRttivALA ane premALa hatA.

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mAtuzrI vrajakuM varjIna chaganalAla virANI Ape amArAmAM dAna, dayA, tapa ane anukampAnA maMskAra reDI amArU ane samagra piravAranu jIvana khuzneAthI mahetu karyu" ane amane sukhI jIvana jIvavAnA matra ApyA ke : sat kama' vagara sa'pati vadhatI nathI sayama vagara sapati TakatI nathI dAna vagara sa'pati zaiAbhatI nathI lI. jya'tIlAla chaganalAla zazIkAnta chaganalAla bhupatabhAi chaganalAla capakalAla chaganalAla tathA parivAra

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zrI gIrAzakara khImaca'da ze doDha saukAthI ane cha-cha peDhIthI cAlyA AvatA sAdhanasaMpana sukhI kuTuMbamAM ucharelA ne vArasAgata dharma'nA dusaMskArA pAmelA evA sarala svabhAvI nikhAlasa hRdayI bhadrikabhAvI udAradila dAnavIra zeThazrI girajAza'karabhAi emanI pUtra'nI punyAnInA sadupayoga karI bhaviSyanu nAzru khAMdhI rahayA che. punnAnuMkha'dhI punyathI sapatinA sadavaya karI punya kamAi rahayA che, sadbhAgye ane puSa'nA punyeye kha'. sa. nA mahAviduSI khA. bra. pU. zrI zAradAmAi mahAsatIjInA samAgama thayA pachI kharekhara emanu jIvana dha`matha khanI gayu' che. emanI ananya bhakti bhAvathIja mahAsatIjIe muMbaI padhAravA mahera karela che ane tethIja dehanI darakAra cheADI dhatrA ne zAlIbhadranI joDI mahAsatIjInI amulya vANIneA niyamita lAbha le che. (zrI gIjubhAi ane zrI maNIbhAI vIrANI)

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"sarala svabhAvane zotamUrtivAsayarvibhUti. parama pUjaye mAtuzrI dayAhema gIrajAzakara zeThanA suputro ane sahuparivAranA ataMraga no abhAva "jananI taNo upakAra jagamAM mahAna sadA gaNAya che. ? mAtR hRdayane prema hari A vizvamAM vakhaNAya che ? Apane mAyALu ane premALa svabhAva kuTuMba pratyene vAtsalyabhAva temaja deva, gurU, ane dhama pratyenI ApanI aDaga zraddhAthI jIvanamAM sAdAI sAthe vrata paccakhANa ane tapa tyAganA mahAna guNone grahaNa karI Ape ApanuM jIvana dhanya banAvyuM che temaja kaMIka duHkhIyAonA AMsu luchI karUNAno dhodha varSAvyuM che. amane paNa AvA zubha kAmanI preraNA ApI mAnavatAne sAce mA ' batALe che. temaja saMta samAgama 'zAradAguraNI' saMga karAvI amArA jIvanamAM dhamanA susaMskAronuM suMdara sicana karI mahAna upakAra karela che, ApanA A parama upakAranA ame sadAnA RNI chIe. lI, AzirvAdAbhilASI snehAdhina ApanA putra parivAra zrI manaharalAla zrI caMdulAla zrI hasamukharAya tathA sahaparivAranA vaMdana

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zAntIlAla menalAla zAhe pAMjarA pALa, keATana cAla, 2.na. rUma na. 48, amadAvAda-1. zrI pATalAla khImacaMda roDa khuba sukhI kuTuMbamAM janmyA ane ucharelA hatA, chatAM peAtAnu jIvana atyaMta sAdAithI vItAvatA hatA, ane cAlI AvatI prANaTTIkA e jevIke bhAtsalyatA udAratA dhama pratyenI ucca bhAvanA temaja mAnava ane jIvadayAnA kArya karavAnI tatparatA temanA jIvanamAM vaNAelA hatA. te khuba lAgaNIvALA ane premALa hatA.

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sva. zrI jesukhalAla revAzaMkara dozI (sIgApuravAlA) ApanAM jIvanamAM sAdAya, saumyatA, sabhyatA ane sadAcAra mahAmaMtro hatAM Apa mAnavatAnA guNorUpI khulmothI kartavyaparAyaNa, dhamaparAya Na, ane sevAbhAvI jIvana jIvI gayA. aApe amArA jIvanamAM paNa dhama'nuM bIja vAvI saMskArapI jaLanuM siMcana karI amane sAce mArge caDAvyA kula te kharI gayu paNa pherama rahI gaI tema amane Apano prema ane sadaguNa sadAya sAMbhare che. .je ame je kaMi chIe te ApanI dhamazraddhA sevAvRtti ane saMskAronA siMcananuM phaLa che. ame Apa bannenA bhavobhavanA RNI chIe Apa bannene amArA keTI keTI vaMdana nagInadAsa jesukhalAla dozI

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mAtuzrI navalabena jesukhalAla dozI (sI gApuravAlA) parama pUjaya mAtuzrI navala plena ghaNAja dhAmika tathA mAyALu svabhAvanA che deva, guru, dhama pratyenI akhUTa zradadhA, kuTuMba pratyenI bhAvanA anupama che. teo Aje sakaLa parivArane jIvananA hareka kAryamAM preraNA ane mAgadazana ApI rahayA che ane parivArane maLelI saMpattino dhArmika ane sAmAjika kSetre sadupayoga karI AtmasaMtoSa meLave che kuTuMbanA sukha, zAMti, ane saMpa emane ja AbhArI che vIra prabhu pAse mAgIe chIe ke tamArI mIThI zILI chayAmAM ame saha haMmeza saMpathI ane AnaMdathI jIvIe ane tamArI khUba khUba sevA karI dhanya banIe. Apane mApanA sakaLa parivAranA keTI keTI vaMdana. lI. nagInadAsa jesukhalAla dozI

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zrI nagInadAsa jesukhalAla dozI zrI nagInadAsa jesukhalAla dozI dhamapremI lAgaNIzIla AtmA che. teozrIe nAnI vayamAM vyavasAya zarU karyo ane Apa baLe kuneha ane dIghadRSTithI zUnyamAMthI sarjana karyudhaMdhAkIya tathA sAmAjIka ane dhArmika kSetre temaNe mahatvano phALo Apyo. akhUTa lamI maLavA chatAM niSkAma ane nisvArtha bhAve vinaya ane vivekathI svadharmIonA mATe ane aneka janakalyANanAM kAryo mATe temaNe saMpatine sadupayoga karyo che ane karatA Ave che. temanA dAnathI samAjanI, mAnavatAnI anekavividha pravRtione navajIvana maLyuM che temanuM samasta jIvana dAna, dayA, nikhAlasatA, saMte pratyenI apUrva bhaktibhAvanA Adi guNonI suvAsathI madhamadhI rahyuM che. mAtApitAnA Adeza ane saMskArone apanAvIne temaNe pitAnA jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvyuM che.

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sva. nyAlacaMdabhAI rAjapALa dozI vizALa vRkSanI chAyAmAM aneka jIva keipaNa jJAtI ke jAtInA bhedabhAva vagara zAMti ane zItaLatA meLave che, abola ane muMgA jI mAtA ane sukha anubhave che. tema ApanI chatrachAyA nIce samAjanA khAnadAna kuTuMbanA pharajaMde jarApaNa saMkoca vagara pitAnI jarUriyAta A panI pAse raju karatA ane Apa "jamaNo hAtha Ape paNa labo hAtha jANe nahi" tevA gauravathI temanuM svamAna ghavAyA vagara hastA hastA mokalatA ane zAMtvana ApanA ke pharIthI jayAre jarUra paDe tyAre A ghara tamAruM mAnI vinA saMkoce Avazo, AvI ApanI vizALa-hIla bhAvanAone yAda karIne kahe che. "lAkho maro paNa lAkhane pAlaNahAra na maraze."

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pU. mAtuzrI jeThIbena nyAlacaMda dozI amArAmAM Ape bALapaNamAM saMskAra ane cAritranuM hADatara karyuM ane gaLathuthImAM ghUMTI ghUMTIne pAyuM ke "je de te deva ane rAkhe te rAkSasa" jenAmAM devAnI vRtti che te daivI vRtti che ane jenAmAM rAkhavAnI - saMgharavAnI vRtti che te rAkSasI vRtti che. ApanA saMskArane jIvanamAM ame vANI ane pUNyanA yoge jayAre saMpatti maLI tyAre teno sadaupayoga karatA ja rahyA chIe kAraNa Ape dIdhelI zIkhAmaNa : vahetA jaLa nimaLa bhalA, sAdhu vicaratA bhalA dhana dolata detA bhalA ame barAbara AcaraNamAM mUkI rahyA chIe. li. ApanA janamejanmanA RNI nagInadAsa, lIlAvatI hiMmatalAla, nimaLA rasIkalAla, gulAba

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cunIlAla muLajI mATANInA smarNArthe janma tA. 10-6-1905 svargavAsa tA. 6-4-1985 ApanAM dhAmi'ka bhAvanA, saraLatA, nirmaLatA ane kAipaNa du:khI pratyenI karUNA tathA hamadardInA sastAro amArAmAM vikasita ane tevI bhAvanA sAthe meATANI piravAra

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khaMbhAta sa`pradAyanA jaina zAsananA sitArA khA. bra. pU. zrI zAradAmAi mahAsatIjInA sa'sArI mAtuzrI sva. sakarIbena vADIlAla zAha sANaMda haiyu sukAmaLa ane snehabhInu che dila yAbhInuM ane dilAvara che evA parama upakArI pU. bA. sa'skArI, sadAcArI ane cAritrazIla mAtA se| zikSakAnu' kAma kare che. Ape amene khAlyAvasthAmAM dhama bhAvanA, saccAi, zubhaniSThA, dayA, dAna, ane saraLatAnA je sa'skAronuM si'thana kayu" che. tene ame AcaraNamAM mUkI ApanuM RNa ya icita adA karI jIvanamAM saMtoSa anubhavIe chIe. sAdhu saMtAnI sevA e to ApanA jIvananA prAza hato. ApanA haiyAmAM yA ane dAnano dvIpaka sadAya jhaLahaLatA hatA. Ape amArA mATe ghaNuM ja karyu che. mApanA zubha AzIrvAda niraMtara amArA para varasI rahayA che tevA anahada upArI vahAlA amArA pU. mAtuzrInA caraNeAmAM lAkha lAkha vaMdana. vizeSamAM Ape Apanu' putrIratna jaina zAsanane apa'Nu karI mahAna upakAra karyA che. ke jee Aje zAsana ratnA manI jaina zAsananA DaMkA deze dezamAM vagADI rahayA che. evA che khaMbhAta sa. nA prakhara vyAkhyAtA, AdhyAtmavettA mahAna viduSI mA. pra. pu. zrI zAradAkhAi mahAsatIjI. ApanA bhaveAbhavanA RNI ApanA putrA tathA piravAra, 24. so. ga'gAbena pasAttamadAsa zAhu a. sau. zAntAbena kAMtIlAla sa MghavI a. sau. hasumatIbena vinayacaMdra saghavI naTavaralAla vADIlAla zAha a. sau. nArgIbena naTavAla prANalAla vADIlAla zAhu a. sau. indirAbena prANalAla

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he vAtsalya mUrti - mA-jamadAtri ne vaMdana sadA mAtuzrI samaratabahena catrabhuja narabherAma vekarIvAlA sAdAI ne vaLI - saraLatA -samatAnI -suvAsa " bhagavAna paNa bhAMkhI gayA hari dhama kare tyAM vAsa " jemanA svabhAvamAM saraLatA ane jIvanamAM sAdAI A be mahAmulA guNothI je e saMsAranA ghaNA kamabaMdhananA kAraNothI alipta rahI anarthadaMDathI ugarI zake che. kharekhara AjanA A yugamAM ane saMpUrNa suvidhAomAM alipta rahevuM eja emanA jIvananI mahAna vizeSatA ane namratA che. saMtasatIjIonA sadAnA samAgamathI jemanAmAM zAMtI ane samatAnA sadguNonuM siMcana thayeluM che temaja dharma pratyenI saMpUrNa zraddhA ane AtmavizvAsanI aDaga bhAvanA jAgelI che. jenA phalasvarUpe AMjJAkita putra parivAra paNa dhamanA susaMskArothI sukhI ane samRdhivAna che. A emanI aMtaHkaraNanI zubhAziSa che.

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ci. satISa ena. zAha a, sau. sArIkA esa. zAha ci. sidhdhAtha esa. zAha nAnapaNathI ja dhamanA rANI ane saMtonI sevA karanAra bALakane mAtA - pitAnA AzISa.

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sva. mohanabhAI vadha mAna desAI sva. lIlAvatIbena mehanalAla desAI vavANIyA (merabI) nivAsI mahAna vibhUti zaradUgurUNI ad bhUta che jemanI vANI, dezavidezamAM suvAsa prasarAvI ghaNI 'vinaya' che bhave bhavanA RNI. mA bApane bhUlazo nahi bhUlo bhale bIjuM badhuM, mAbApane bhUlazo nahi agaNita che upakAra enA, ene visarazo nahi khUba laDAvyA lADa tamane, keDa sau pUrA karyA, e keDanA pUranAranA, koDa pUravA bhUlazo nahiM. pupe bIchAvyA premathI, jeNe tamArI rAha para e rAhabaranA rAha para, kaTaka kadI banaze nahi, dhana kharacatAM maLaze badhuM, (paNa) mAtA pitA maLaze nahi. enA punita caraNe taNI, (kaDI) cAhanA bhUlazo nahi. lI. Apano parivAra vina-nilA- mayurI-vipula- rAjala a, sau. milana cIcapokalI muMbaI

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dharmAnuMrAgI adaza dukhata sAjapAla kucha kapAyAvAlA a. sI. velabAi hIrajI saMsAra rathanA caka be sadbhAgyathI sarakhA maLe ?" saMtAna sukhane saMpati hari sava zubha AzA phaLe" kaccha kapAyA nivAsI zrI hIrajI sejapAla tathA kareNA mUti ane jIvana sAthI emanA dhamapani e, sau velabAI kharekhara Aje jemane punyAnubaMdhI punyane zubha udaya pravarte che. banI zake teTale satkAryomAM sarapatine mahAna sadavaya karIne bhaviSyanuM sAcuM bhAthu bAMdhI rahayA che. sava" rIte anu kuLa saMjogomAM paNa jIvanamAM sadI sAdAI ane nirAbhimAnI prakRti e emanA jIvananI khAsa vizeSatA che. sAdhu saMtonI ananya bhakita ane dharma pratyenA saMpUNa anurArAthI emanA saMtAnamAM paNa dhama'nA rUDA susaMskAro utaryA che. deDha zradadhAnA parama paribaLa thI emanA hareka zubha ane satkAryomAM sadA saphaLatA ja sAMpaDe che. A dhamane pratyakSa prabhAva che.

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sva. zrI jayasukhalAla rAmajI zeTha janma 1927 maraNa 14 12-81 jemaNe muMbaImAM 16 varSanI nAnI umare kuTuMba khAtara abhyAsa choDI nekarInI zarUAta kuTuMba mATe thaIne karIne kuTuMbajane gAma ane gujarAtI bhAIo mATe utkaSa' karavAne eka prayAgaja Adaza". jayAre mArakeTamAM ApaNA bhAIone 70 thI 100 paNa maLatA nahotA tyAre gujarAtI bhAione tyAMthI samajAvIne pite nokarI karatA karatA mIlamAM nokarI rakhAvatA jayAM abhaNane rUA. 400 jevI rakama maLatI hatI. je ghaNI ja te TAImamAM sArI gaNAI ane tema karatA karatA pitAnA kuTuMbIo gAmanA tathA gujarAtI chokarAone potAne tyAM rAkhI sArI jagyAe geDavatA gayA. Ama karatA temaNe 110/115 jaNAne kAme lagADela hatA nokarI karatA ATalA uddhAra karo te ghaNAja sAro prayatna gaNAya temaja sAdhanA mIlanA nAnAmAM nAnAthI meTA mANaso sudhI abhI prAya cAhanA meLavela. potAnA vyavasAImAM joDAvA mATe mIlanI nokarI choDavAnI taiyArI karI tyAre temane mIla choDavA taiyAra nahotI tyAMnI sahakArI sosAyaTIomAM chevaTa sudhI ceramena hatA chele vAlakezvara saMghanA pitAnI anIcchA hovA chatA zrI nagInabhAInA AgrahathI maMtrI tarIke joDANA hatA tyAM paNa atIzaya cAhanA meLavela hatI.

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sva, choTAlAla zAmajI verA - sva. zAmajI patama verA tathA sva, namadAbena choTAlAla verA zrIma | narmadAbena choTAlAlabhAi vekarAe tapa mAMja mekSa rahelA che tevuM aMta jJAna thayuM. temaNe aDamanA varasItapanI ArAdhanA karI. temane naitika himmata ApI temanA pati zrImAna zeThazrI choTAlAlabhAi zAmajIbhAI ve rA e dRDha manobaLa, pUrA AtmavizvAsa ane acala zradadhA. A traNe vastuja temane be rAka hate. Akho divasa bhagavAnanuM nAma levuM, sAmAyika karavI, rAja pratikramaNa karavuM, dhama dhyAna karavuM teja temanI rojanIzI. paNa pelI kahevata che ne ke bhagavAna sArA mA zu mane pitAnI pAse ja bolAvI le che tema amano varasItapa karatAM karatAMja saMvata 2018 phAgaNa vada AThama ne ravivAre a. sa. namaMda bena svargavAsa pAmyA. chelle sudhI temanI dhIraja akhUTa hatI. hiMmata atuTa hatI paraMtu bhagavAnane bIjuja kaMi maMjUra hatuM. A sau. narmadAbena pitAnI suvAsa phelAvI bhagavAnane dhAma gayA. temanA pati zrI choTAlAla zAmajI bhAI vorAne paNa bhagavAnamAM atuTa zraddhA hatI. ane temane A vAraso temanA pitAzrI zAmajIbhAI paraSotamabhAI vorA taraphathI maLyA hatA. ane A bApadAdAne vAraso teo paNa temanA saMtAnone soMpIne 16-1-1974 ne divase svargavAsa pAmyA. lI, Apane parivAra

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mAtuzrI lakSmIbena vIracaMda zAha che jemAM ( rI che. ja karI che ? Apa amArA mahAna upakArI parama pUjaya mAtuzrI ! Apa khUbaja sAttvikane saraLa svabhAvI, ekadama nikhAlasa hRdaya, nirmaLa gaMgAnA nIra jevuM pavitra jIvana, amArA kuTuMbamAM zItaLa vaDalAnI chAMya samAna, amArA badhAmAM khUbaja AyavanA susaMsakAra reDI, amArA jIvana khUba unnata banAvyA. ane khaM'. sa" nA viduSI pU. bA. bra. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA sAnidhyamAM AvyA pachI dhama'nA roga anokhe caDhI gayo tethI Apa amArAmAM paNa dhama'nA anupama saMskAra daDhavata karI rahyA che tethI ApanA ame khUba AbhArI chIe Apa dIrdhAyu jIvI amane preraNA ApatA rahe ! ApaNA suputro

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zrI hiMmatalAla nyAlacaMda dozI sva. vimaLAbena himatalAla dozI kamayeva mAdhikArarate.. " bhagavAna zrI kRSNane upadeza hoya ke jaina darzanane 6 kamaMga " hAya, Ape e upadezane akSaraza: ApanA jIvanamAM utArI jatana vAMkAnerathI mehamayI : muMbaI nagarImAM AvI atha'- upaja'namAM kAryarata thayA. ApanI Arthika pragatinI sAthe vArasAgata maLela dAna, dayA, anukaMpA Adi dhArmika saMskAronuM je deha sIMcana ApanAmAM thayela, ane Apano laghubaMdhu zrI rasikalAla dozI tathA anya kuTuMbIjanenA yogya sahakArathI mAdare vatana vAMkAneramAM garIba tathA jarUriyAtavALA baMdhuonI pIDAne jANI mAnavatAnA temaja samAja kalyANanA kAryo sAva janika davAkhAnuM anya Arthika sahAya, muMgA pazuonI sArasaMbhALa tathA ghAsacArA ane gharaAMgaNe ucca keLavaNI ApI zakAya mATe ATasa ane komarsa kolejanI sthApanA ane vikAsa mATe bhAre jahemata uThAvavI-te kharekhara prazasanIya che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA, AvA aneka sevAnA kAryo karavA, Apane saMpUrNa taMdurastIbhayu" dIrdhAyu bakSe evI prArthanA.

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zrI rasikalAla nyAlacaMda dozI tathA a, sau. gulAbabena rasikalAla dozI hiMmatabhAI ane rasikabhAI eTale jANe rAma lakSmaNanI joDI. puruSArtha puruSane paNa lakSmI strInI. bannenA pagale lakSmI aDhaLaka AvI paNa teno sadupayoga karavAmAM haMmeza bannee presAhana tathA preraNA ApI eTaluM ja nahi paNa sahayoga AvyA. rasikabhAIe paNa saMtanI vANIne gaLathuthImAM gUthI rAkhI ane kamANI mAM bhagavAnane bhAga rAkhIne saMpattine saduupaga vatananA vikAsa mAM, mAnavatAnA ane dhama utthAnanA ane jJAnapracAranA kAmamAM karIne bIjAne Adarza pUrA pADaye ke : maLI je saMpatti tamane vAparo sat kArya mAM nahitara pachI pastAvuM paDaze jyAre pUchyuM tamAruM khuTI jaze

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ga'. svasamastabena vRjalAla mahetA lIlIyA moTA nIvAsI sva. vRjalAla DAhyAlAla mahetAnA dhamapatnI, ga'. sva. samaratabena vRjalAla mahetA te lIlIyA moTAnIvAsI nagarazeTha pAnAcaMda jAdavajI zeThanA pautrI u. va. 78 tA. 4-4-78 nA roja muMbaI mukAme rathagavAsI thayela che. svargastha svabhAve dhamanISTha, mAyALu svabhAvanA, bhadrIka, kuTuMba vAtsalya temaja AtithyanI bhAvanA dharAvatA hatA. teo nIyamIta sAmAyika pratIkramaNa karatA hatA. temaja temanA jIvana dazmIyAna varSItapa vagere nAnI moTI tapasyA karela hatI.

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indumatIbena pAnAlAla zAha kha bhAtavALA . hAla dAdara a, sau, dhamIThAbena cInubhAI zA hu. khaMbhAta parama pUjaya mA ! puNyAnu baMdhI puNya upArjana karavA mATe tamee amArAmAM dharmanA saMskAra, sadAcAra, thAritranuM ghaDatara karI ane niSkAma, ni svAtha bhAve yathAzakita dhamakAya", satkAryo karavAnI je preraNA ApI che tethI ame sevAnA kSetre ke mAnavatAnA kSetre je kAMi karI zakIe chIe te mATe ame sau ApanA janma janma RNI chIe. parama pUjaya bA ! Ape amArAmAM dAna, dayA, dhama', anukaMpAnA susaMskAra reDI e mAruM tathA samagra parivAranuM jIvana sadAcAra rUpI khuthI mahekatuM banAvI rahayA che. A panI sAdAI saraLatAnA guNo tathA dhamabhAvanA joI amane navI preraNA maLe che ApanuM svArathya sAruM rahe ane Apa mane mAgadazana ApatA raho eja aMtaranI zubha bhAvanA. lI. Apano AjJAMkita parivAra bakulabhAi - a, sau. nalinI himAMzu - a, sau. nUtana mRdulAbena, anasuyAbena, jayetikAbena lI. Apane AjJAMkita parivAra dilIpakumAra - a. sau. kanakalattA ravindrakumAra - a sau. zobhanA hemendrakumAra, rAjendrakumAra

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sva. mAtuzrI aMjavALIbena prANalAla gADA susaMskArI, sadAcArI, cAritrazIla, mAtuzrI Ape ane nAnapaNamAMthI ja dhama bhAvanA, satya, dayA, dAna, saraLatA, zubhaniSThA vi. je ucca saMskAronuM siMcana karyu che. tene ame AcaraNamAM mUkI ApanuM RNa adA karI jIvanamAM saMtoSa anubhavie chIe. lI. Apane bhavobhavane RNI parivAra aravIdabhAI, lalItabhAi, madhubhAI

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zAntIlAla mohanalAla zAha pAMjarA poLa, koTana cAla, rUma naM. 48, Te.naM. | ma ma dAvA 6-1 zubhecchaka : zrI bhAnubhAi bhaNasALI taraphathI zrI vardhamAna sthA. jaina zrAvaka saMgha kAMdAvADIne saprema - sahAya che e TA

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zrI ramaNIklAla revacaMda zAha dhAnerAvALA a, sau. maMjulAbena ramaNIkalAla Ape amArAmAM dAna, dayA, dhama" ane anukaMpAnA saMskAra reDI amAruM jIvana sadAcAra rUpI khudhdhathI maheMkatuM banAvI rahayA cho te mATe ame ApanA RNI chIe. Apa sAdAI, saraLatA temaja dhamamaya jIvanathI sadAya AtmAne jAgRta rAkhe che ApanAmAM rahela deva-gurUdhama pratyenI akhUTa zradadhAe amArA jIvanamAM susaMskAronuM siMcana karyu che te RNamAMthI mukata thavA yatakicita kula nahine kulanI pAMkhaDI rUpe A jJAna pracAramAM ApIne amAruM jIvana sadabhAgI bane che. li. Apane parivAra, navIna ramaNIkalAla zAha a. sau. jayetsanA navInabhAI zAha araviMda ramaNIklAla zAhu a, sau, raMjana araviMdabhAI zAha parAga, vikI, rAhula, vetA, pInkI

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(panA vi24 mAMgaSTa \\ . pAka kaccha vAgyA svargastha : saMvata 2038 mahAsuda 8 tA. 1-2-82 bhUlazo nahi kadI mA-bApane re, enA anaMta che upakAra, aDasaddha tIratha gharanA AMgaNe re, sevA karo sadA amApa (patR prema e snehanI saravANI ane vAtsalyanuM vaheNa che. jagatamAM badhu maLaze paNa mA-bApanI joDa maLavI muzkela che. evA he pitAzrI ! Ape amArA jIvanamAM paropakAratA, karUNI anukaMpA, mAnavatA Adi mahAna sadguNonA saMskAra reDIne Ape sArA kuTuMbane guNonI parimalathI mahekatuM karyu che. sAdhu-saMtonI sevA e to ApanA jIvanane prabhu hatAM ApanI sahanazakita tathA kSamA ajoDa hatI. Apa amane ApanA akhUTa saMskArane amUlya vArase ApatA gayA. Aje dhArmika kSetramAM je kaMI pragati karI rahayA chIe te Apane AbhArI che. te mATe ame ApanA bhavobhavanA RNI chIe. ti. Apane putra dAmajIbhAI tathA pAtra nikuMjakumAra dAmajIbhAI tathA Apane samagra parivAra janatA Timbara enDa hArDaveara mATa', gIragAma, muMbaI na'.-4.

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sthAnakavAsI jaina samAjanA sakriya kAryakara zrI karazanabhAI ladhubhAI nIsara S. E. M. bAravrata dhArI zrAvaka jemanuM nAma dAdara dharmasthAnAmAM joDAyuM che. jeo aneka dhArmika sAmAjIka zaikSaNika, aidhika saMsthAomAM sakriyapaNe sevA ApI rahyA che, dAdara saMghanA prANasamA ane mahAsa ghanA AgevAna kAyakara, pragatikAraka vicAro dharAvanAra eka jAgRta ane jaina samAjamAM ugatA sitArA pragaTa karatA anekagaNuM chupu dAna ApanAra dAtA, 30 jeTalI saMsthAomAM joDAyela, strI zikSaNanA himAyatI Atma nirikSaNa sAthe, nikhAlasapaNuM ane khelavilInI sAthe vinadIpaNuM, mAnavatAvAdI evA lokasevakanAM saguNA mATe gaurava laIe chIe. hAla teo dAdara saMghanA pramukha che, mahAsaMdha muMbaInA maMtrI, TrasTI temaja kenAphansanA maMtrI, TrasTI che.

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cImanalAla cheTAlAla kApaDIyA khaMbhAta parama upakArI pU. pitAzrI! Ape kuTuMbanA sukAnI khanI amArA jIvana khAganA mALI khanI amArAmAM sa`skAra, sadAcAra, tapa, tyAganA sumanA khIlavIne amArA jIvana khAgane sadaguNarUpI saurabhathI madhamadhatA banAvyeA che. Ape niSkAma ane nisvAtha' bhAve amane dhama'kAya', satkAryo karavAnI preraNA dhAmi'ka kSetre AgaLa vadhArI. amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. e guNAne amArA jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI jema vaNIe e ja aMtaranI abhyarthanA. sva. a. sau. kAntAbena cImanalAla kApaDIyA janma : tA. 22-5-31 je 6 7 raNa : tA. 21-4-85 vaizAkha suda 1 jAnAra teA jAtA rahayA, sadguNa enA sAMbhaLe he mAtuzrI! ApanA jIvanamAM dharma'nA sA sAthe svabhAvanI saraLatA ane nikhAlasatAnA suMdara sumeLa hatA. Ape amArA jIvanamAM padmapakAratA, karUNA, anukaMpA, udAratA, mAnavatA Adi mahAna sadguNAnA sa'skAra reDIne sArA kuTuMbane guNAnI piramalathI hetu kayu' che. ApanA haiyAmAM yA ane dAnane dIpaka sadAya jhaLahaLatA hatA Ape amArA mATe ghaNuM ja karyu" che, paNa RNa cUkyavAnI takra ApyA vinA Ape cIra vidAya lIdhI. jemanA niraMtara zubha AzIrvAda amArA upara varasI rahayA che tevA anahada upakArI vahAlA amArA pU. mAtuzrInA caraNAmAM lAkha lAkha vaMdana. li. ApanA parivAra rajanI, kanaka, zobhanA, nUtana belA.

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sva. zrI morArajI viThThaladAsa ajamerA amArAmAM saoNMskAra, sadAcAra ane cAritranuM siMcana karanAra pitAzrI mA ApanA RNI chIe. amArA kuTuMbanA sukAnI banI amArA kuTuMbamAM satya, niti ane sadAcAranuM sIcana karI amAne niSkAma ane nisthAya' bhAve yathAzakita dhama kAya' satkAya' karavAnI je preraNA ApI tethI ame sevAnA kSetre, sAmAjIka kSetre ke mAnavatAnA kSetre je kai karI rahyA chIe te Apane ja AbhArI che. lI. ApanA samasta parivAra

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pU. pitAzrI rAjapALa parasottama zAha pU. mAtuzrI DAhIbane rAjapALa zAha gAma maLI amArAmAM sadAcAra ane cAritranuM siMcana karanArA evA amArA mAtApitAnA ame sadA RNI chIe. samAja sevAnA kSetre ame je kAMI karI zakyA chIe tenI pAchaLa teonI preraNA rahela che. jayaMtilAla rAjapALa zAha anupacaMda rAjapAchI rA' ha punamacaMda rAjapALa zAha

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saMpatti malI sadbhAgyathI ka2NI kare satkAya'nI " 8 e saMpati hoya che - punyAnu baMdhI punyanI ?" zrI prItamalAla mohanalAla daphatarI a. sau, kusumabena prItamalAla daphatarI bhAizrI prItamalAla mehanalAla daphatarI ke jeoe Apa baLe AgaLa vadhIne zUnyamAMthI sajana karela che. A ja thI 20 varSa pahelAM jayAre TekSaTAIla ekasasarIjha sapUNu paNe paradezathI AyAta thatI hatI tyAre teozrIe sAhasa karI Heald & Reeds bhAratamAM banAvIne jhaDapI pragati karI che. dezanuM mahAmUlu huMDIyAmaNu bacAvIne temane dezanI temaja kuTuMbanI sevA karI che. temanA mAtuzrIe bhaNatara tthA gaNatara ApIne temane sArA saMskAra ApyA che. ane eTaleja Aje lo tIka samRddhi pAmI lakSamIne sadupayoga karI rahyA che. 1975 mAM pU zrI zAdAbAI ma. sa. nA vAlakezvara upAzrayamAM bheTo thatAM vrata paccakhANa laI jIvananuM jAgara karI rahyA che. mahAsatI ane upakAra bhavabhava bhUlAya tema nathI. jainanAja deva-gurU ane dhuma maLe tevI temanI zAsana devane harahaMmeza prArthanA che. zrImatI kusumabena daphatarI khubaja mAyALu ane lAgaNIzIla che. zrI prItamabhAInA dareka kAya" mAM saMpUNa sAtha ane sahakAra ApI rahyA che. sadbhAvanAthI kuTuMbamAM badhAne prema saMpAdana karI zakayA che. lI. Apano parivAra

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sva. harIlAla jazakaraNa jhaverI saralatA saujanyatA ane sevAnI mUti' samAM pU. sva. pitAzrI Ape amArA jIvanamAM jaina dhamamAM susaMskAra reDI je deva gurU dhamanI zraddhA jagADI che, ane amane A sanmAge vALyA che te mATe Apano amArA upara asIma upakAra che. ApanA parama upakAramAMthI yatakicita RNamukata thavA ApanA caraNe kaTiza namana karIe chIe. ame chIe Apane mahekato parivAra zrI dalapatabhAI harilAla jhaverI a, sau. subhadrAbena dalapatabhAi jhaverI

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lAkaDIyA nivAsI pitAzrI jeThAbhAi pethAbhAI gaDA sthA a. sau. mAtuzrI lAkhaibena jeThAbhAI gaDA parama upakArI pU. mAtuzrI tathA pU. pitAzrI Apa kuTuMbanA sukAnI banI amArA jIvanamAM saMskAra sadAcAra tapa tyAga dIna dayA tathA dharmabhAvanA Adi saddaguNonuM siMcana karo cho. ApanuM jIvana saraLatA, kSamA, namratA, saMto pratyenI apUrva lAgaNI, dharma pratyenI daDha zradadhA nikhAlasatA Adi saguNothI zuzobhita che. eja lI. bhavabhavanA RNI ApanA AjJAMkita putro motIlAla jeThAlAla gaDA maganabhAI jeThAbhAI gaDA

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sva, rasIkalAla harIlAla jhaverI (pAlanapuvALA). janma tArIkha : -4-1921 svargastha : 27-9-1978 saMvata 2034 bhAdaravA vada 11 budhavAra manoramya lIlAchama udyAnamAM khIlelA gulAbanA phula sArAe udyAnane suga thI mAmadhAyamAna banAvI de che tema Ape jhaverI kuTuMba rUpI udyAnamAM janmIne AkhA kuTuMbamAM dAna, dayA, kSamA, saraLatA, namratA, mAtRbhakita, satya nIti, sadAcAra, vinaya, viveka, saMpa ane samarpaNutA, Adi aneka guNa 35 puSpanI parimala prasarAvI che temaja mAyALu svabhAva, kuTuMba ane dhama pratyenI lAgaNI A badhA saMskArothI kuTuMbane amUlya vArase maLe che. bhale Aje amArA jhaverI kuTuMbamAM Apa deha rUpe. amArI samakSa nathI paNa ApanA guNonI suvAsa te amArA jIvanamAM maheMkI rahI che. Ape jhaverI kuTuMbanA sukAnI banI amArA jIvanabAganA mALI banIne amArAmAM sa skAra, sadAcAra tapa-tyAga ane dAnadayAnA sucane khIlavIne amArA jIvana bAgane sadguNarUpI saurabhathI maghamaghato banAvyuM che. Ape niSkAma ane niHravAtha' bhAve amane dharmakArya satkAryo karavAnI preraNA ApI dhArmika kSetre, sAmAjIka kSetre temaja vahepAranA kSetre khUba AgaLa vadhArI amArA upara mahAna upakAra karyo che. Ape ApelA A saMskAranA amUlya vArasA badala ame ApanA RNI chIe e guNone amArA jIvanamAM tANAvANAnI jema vaNIne yataki ciMta RNamAMthI mukata thaIe e ja aMtaranI Arajhu. eja li. ApanA bhavobhavanA RNI zrImatI subhadrA rasIkalAla jhaverI narendra, caMdrA, satendra, lA. mukeza. mInA, rAjena vibhA, mAyA. belA.

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zrI kArasI hIrajI zAhanA dharmapatni sva. dezIbena keArasIbhAi hIrajIbhAi zAha purUSAtha' purUSanA ane lakSmI strInI e kahevata pramANe dezarIbAinA pagalAMthI, kerasIbhAine lakSmI ane saMpatti maLI jenA sadupayoga samAja ane sahami'nA kalyANa mATe karavAnI jemaNe preraNA ApI.

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sva, motIbena ThAkoralAla zAha zo. ThAkoralAla gADIbhAI janmasthaLa : khaMbhAta saM. 197ra janmasthaLa : khaMbhAta sa. 1973 : dehavilaya saM 2039 nA phAgaNa suda 15 dikSA dina bA. bra. uvizAkhAI mahAsatIjI saM' 2037 nA vaizAkha suda 5 tA. 8-pa-81 zrI , sthA. jaina khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA AcAya gacchAdhIpatI mahAna vairAgI pujaya kAMtISIjI mahArAja sAheba thA kSitIje suryodayanA sahAmaNA tejanI jema jhaLahaLatA madhura vyAkhyAtA bA. bra. pujayazrI zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA zazidhyA, tapazcanA teja thI jhaLahaLatA khA. bra urvizAkhAI mahAsatIjInA saMsArI pitAzrI zA. ThAkoralAla gADAbhAI kApayA thA saMsArI mAtuzrI sva. metIbenanI smRtImAM Apane sarala, udAra ane sevAbhAvI svabhAva nItimaya ane pramANika jIvana samAja pratyenI sevAo, Izvara pratyenI akhUTa zradadhA, garIbA pratyenI hamadardI, sAdhu saM tene samAgama ane sevA A badhAya ApanA sadguNone ame anusarIye eja Izvara pratye prArthanA ApanuM amArA uparanuM RNu hame kadIye visarI zakIye tema nathI. Apanu mAgadazana amene maLatu rahe eja abhyarthanA. li ApanA suputronA saMbhALaNA rajanIkAMta nareza putravadhuo : dhamiThA parezA putrIo : padamA, zAradA, kokIlA pautra : hetula tejasa pautrI : nimizA mitA

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velambAI zaga tathA zrI velajIbhAi zaga Ape amArAmAM dAna, dayA, tapa ane anukampAnA sa'skAra reDI amArU ane samagra pariSAranu' jIvana khuzbAthI mahekatu kayu' ane amane sukhI jIvana jIvavAnA matra ApyA ke :-- sat kama' vagara sa`pati vadhatI nathI sayama vagara sapati TakatI nathI vagara sa'pati zaiAlatI nathI dAna lI. ApanA parivAra

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gIradharalAla amulakha zAha (TuvAvALA) (janma saMvata 1964 poSa suda 15 tA. 8-1-1908) huM TuvAthI vidAya thatI vakhate mArI uMmara 13 hatI te vakhate kuvAmAM comAsu pu. mahArAja zrI popaTalAlajInuM hatuM. temaNe mane mAMgalIka kahI ane dhama" upara zradadhA khAsa rAkhaze, te zradhdhA upara saMpuNa" vizvAsa rAkhIne jAta mahenatathI AgaLa vadhIne hAla 30 varasathI zera bajAranuM #ADa' calAvI rahela chuM. kahevata mujaba vahetA jaLa nirmaLA bhAlA ane dhana dolata detA bhalA A ukAMta sAtha'ka karanAra janmagata udAra zIlatAthI paMcaLa lamI aparigraha bhAvanAthI meLavI sadupayoga karI sadAsava'dA tatpara saraLa svabhAvI zAha sodAgara ane mAdare vatana TuvA, surendranagara, ane muMbaI ane anya saMsthAone haMmezA madadarUpa thavA tatpara chuM. lI. gIradhara bApA.

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e. sI. jasavaMtIbena gIradharalAla velANI dhAnerAvALA (hAla muMbaI) mamatAnI mIThI vIraDI samAM pU mA amArA jIvanamAM apAra upakAra che. sukha dukhanA taDakAchAyA veThI Ape ane jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA ApI, amArA aMtaraghaTamAM susaMskAranI vasata vahAvI amArA jIvanabAgane haryo bharyo suvAsIta banAvI vikasAgyA che, sAthe tame paNa sAdhu saMtanA samAgamathI Atma utkarSanA lakSe dhamamAge Agekadama baDhAvI dayA, dAna, sevAne mAge saMpattine sadupaga karI jIvananI vasaMtane khIlavI rahyA che. mA tArA athAga upakArano badalo amovALI zakavA asamartha chIe. tArA RNamAMthI yatakicita mukata thavA ame valANI parivAra tavacaraNe kroTinamana karIbe chIe. ame chIe Apano valANI parivAra

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zrI jeDAlAla nemacaMda zAhu (khaMbhAta) a. sau. lIlAva'tIbena jeThAlAla zAhu atyaMta hetamaNI karUNA lAvI mAtAtulya meghAvI pUjaya zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA mukhAraviMde prabhupravacana prasAdavAridhAre vAcana-pRcchA - punarAvana, dhama'kathAnA caura'gI vaijJAnika abhigamathI varaselu vItarAga vyAkhyAna amRta graMthaghdha karavAmAM dharmArANI vizALa janasamudAyamAM A sugama surUcikara sugra Mthasta zrI upAsaka dazAMgajI sUtra sidhdhAMtanA Anada zrAvakanA adhikrAra sujJa vAMcakane bedhaprada ane rasaprada thAe e abhyatha nA. TI. dIpaka jeAlAla zAhu a. sau, ilA dIpakakumAra zAhu a, sau, caMdrikA vinAdacaMda zAhu

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mahAna upakArI mAvitra dAtAya nama: pitAzrI caMpakalAla cimanalAla zAha | mAtuzrI dhanalakSamIbahena caMpakalAla zAha "dhana dolatanA vArasA Ape sau mAvitra" sadabhAgI je sAMpaDe hari saMskAro pavitra Ape amArA jIvanamAM dhama'nA susaMskAronuM je siMcana kareluM che e Apane mahAna upakAra ane jIvanabhara kadI paNa nahi bhulIe saurASTramAM muLI jevA nAnA gAmamAMthI puruSArtha karAne muMbaI jevI mahAna nagarImAM Ape vasavATa ye amene paNa sArI kelavaNI ApI preraNAnA piyuSa pAIne amArA jIvanane sAco vikAsa karyo che ane yogya pAtra zodhIne pariNita karyo che. ApanI chatrachAyA ane vAtsalya bhAva dIrdhakALa TakI rahe eja prabhune prArthanA. ApanA saMtAne narendrakumAra caMpakalAla zAha a, sau. jyazrI narendrakumAra zAha virendrakumAra caMpaklAla zAha a. sau. zreyAM virendrakumAra zAha. * AzISa Ape Apa sarIkhe udAratAne zreta vahe" "dAna punyanI bhalI bhAvanA ama aMtaramAM sadA rahe "

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zubherachaka : zrI dhAnerA sthAnakavAsI jaina saMgha dhA ne rA jIllo : banAsakAMThA u. gujarAta sthA. jaina saMghanA pramukha zrI gIradharalAla maMchAcaMda zAha

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vADIlAla mehanalAla zAhu (hArIjavALA) sva, mAtuzrI kAntAbena vADIlAla zAhu * samarpaNa jemaNe ame saune samasta parivArane nAnapaNathIja sneha vAtsalya pUrNAMka, dhama' saMskAranA amRta pAna karAvyA. jemaNe amane saune ArAdhanA pratye vALI sava doSothI mukata thai sidhdha thavAnI kaLA zikhavI. jemaNe annapune, pANaputte, layalapunne, sayalapune, vanyapune, manapunne, vacanapunne, kAyaputte ane namaskAra punnenA pAThA, zradhdhA ane vinayapUrvaka mAcaraNamAM mukavAnI kaLA zikhavI evA mArA pU. pitAzrI tathA pU. mAtuzrIne sahaSa' samapaNu karI kRtA'tA anubhavuM chuM. samaka zrI caMdrakAMnta vI. zAhu a. sau. zIlAbena sI, zAhu citalakumAra sI. zAhu bebI kRti sI. zAha zrIpALakumAra sI. zAhu

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sva, jekIzana maganalAla zAha (navasArIvALA) savItAbena jekIzana zAha amane dhamane mArga batAvanAra amArA tapasvI mAtA pitAne koTI koTI vaMdana pha putra : jazava talAla, zAMtIbhAi, pratApabhAI tathA bharatabhAI putrI : gaM. sva. rasavaMtabena a, sau. lIlAbena a, sau. kusumabena a. sau gunadAbena

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a. sau. samartabena nAgaradAsa lAkhANI (calAlAvALA) teo Adaza' gRhiNI che tenAmAM kuTama vAtsalyatA ane tyAganI bhAvanA che. sevA saMskAra ane sakhAvatanA sumeLa che. tee mAyALu ane premALa svabhAvanAM sadAya hasamukhA caherAvALA che. dharma pratye aDaga zradhdhA che.

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cAMpazI punazI cheDA harakhubena cAMpazI cheDA (lAkaDIyAvALA) karacha vAgaDa Ape kaTuMbanA sukAnI banI amArA jIvananAganA mALI banIne amArA jIvanabAgamAM saMskAra sadAcAra ane saMyamanA sutrane khIlavIne amArA jIvanabAgane saguNa rUpI suvAsathI maghamaghate banAvyA che. Aje ame sevAnA kSetre sAmAjIka kSetre ke mAnavatAnA kSetre je kAMI yatuM kicita sevA karI rahyA chIe te paNa ApanI preraNA tathA saMskAnuja baLa che. pU. saMta satIjIenA daza"na karI temanA vyAkhyAna vANIne lAbha laI rahyA che, ane maLelI lakSmIne samAge savyaya Apa karI rahyA cho, amane paNa teja mArge dorI rahyA cho, ane Aje amArI thoDI ghaNI pazu pragati dareka kSetre thaI che te ApanA saMskAra ne ja AbhArI che.

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zubhecchaka :- zrI vardhamAna sthAnakavAsI jaina zrAvaka saMgha vAlakezvara taraphathI ! saprema sahAya

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sva. pU. caMdulAla lakSmIcaMda zAhu ApanA jIvanamAM sahAnubhuti atyaMtA samatA ane anukapAnA susa skArenI suvAsa amArA haiyAmAM prasarI che. ApanA dhama jApa jIvanathI amAsamAM dhama' pratyenI dhagaza ane anerI zradhA pragaTI che. Aje ame| je ka'i chIe te Apane ja AbhArI che. ApanI preraNAe ame muti maMta khanAvIe eja aMtaranI mahecchA. paramakRpALu paramAtmA Apane parama zAMntI mApe evI prA'nA. lI. rajanaena cadulAla zAhu ane parIvAra

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pujanIya mAtApitAne ama vadana ho ! zrI khemacaMda mAI ujamacaMdabhAi mahetA dehavilaya 27-4-64 umra varSa 74 zrImatI suMdabena khemacaMdabhAI mahetA dehavilaya pa-6-82 umra varSa 90 Ape amane dhamano amulya vArase Aye tathA nItimaya jIvana jIvavA saMskAra siMcana kayu". Apa saraLa, sAduM, svaccha, nirAbhimAnI jIvana jIvI gayAM. svabaLe kuTuMbanI ronaka vadhArI. Apane vAtsalya bhAva, samAna bhAva, samatA bhAva, lAgaNIzIla, sahanazIla, zAMta ane saumya svabhAva niraMtara yAda karIe chIe. ApanI nirdoSa, premALa ane kAryarata prakRti kadi nahi visarAya. ApanAM pravINa - saMyukatA kamaLAbena - suzIlAbena

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pitR devo bhava sva. zrI bApulAla mohanalAla kApaDIyA (khaMbhAtavALA) amArAmAM saMskAra, sadAcAra ane cAritranuM siMcana karanArA, ane Aje ame je kaMi chIe te ApanA ja sIcela dharmazraddhA, saMtasatIonI sevA ane udAra dila, muMgA prANIo pratye dayA, karUNA jevA guNone AbhArI chIe. sAhityamAM dhArmika ane sarvAcana pratye Apane anurAga amane hajI preraNA Ape che, ane ApatA rahe eja zAsanadevane prArthanA. ApanA samasta parivAra vatI aMbAlAla bApulAla kApaDIyA

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zrI kherAjabhAI hIrajI nIzara je enuM jIvana paropakAramaya hovAnI sAthe dhaMdhAnI UMDI sUjha, dhAmike mATe pitAnA aMtaramAM khUbaja karuNAnA bhAve che. akhUTa lakSmI hovA chatAM jeo haMmezA nispRhI rahyA che. dhArmika bhAvanA khUbaja prasaMzanIya che. udAratA, vizALatA. Adi guNothI alaMkRtajIvana jIvI rahyA che. Aje teo amArA samasta parivAramAM paNa dharmanA anupama saMskAronuM sIMcana kare che.

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sva. kezavalAla talakacaMda zAhu Ape amane dhamano amulya vArase Ape tathA nItimaya jIvana jIvavA saMskAra siMcana kayu". Apa saraLa, sAduM, svaracha, nirAbhimAnI jIvana jIvI gayAM. svabaLe kuTuMbanI ronaka vadhArI. Apane vAtsalya bhAva, samAna bhAva, samatA bhAva, lAgaNIzIla, sahanazIla, zAMta ane saumya svabhAva niraMtara yAda karIe chIe. ApanI nirdoSa, premALa ane kAryarata prakRti kadi nahi visarAya. lI. Apano parivAra

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zrI mahAvIrAya nama: la gayuM ane pherama rahI gaI sva, kusumabena manasukhalAla turakhIyA janma : saMvata 1988 zrAvaNa suda 15 svaga vAsa : 2040 phAgaNa vada-12 tA. 29-3-84 jemaNe mArA jIvanamAM dayA, dAna, tapa ane tyAganA dhamanuM bIja vAvI, mArA jIvanarUpI phulavADIne, dhama saMskAra rUpI jaLanuM siMcana karI mAnavatAnA guNorUpI khuthI mahekate karyo te puNyAtamA sva. kusumabenanA AtmAne aMtaranA bhAvabhInA vaMdana. jema pArasamaNIne sparza thatAM kathIra paNa kaMcana banI jAya che, tema jaina zAsananA zaNagAra parama pUjaya bALa brahmacArI, viduSI, prakhara vakatA zrI zAradAbAI mahAsatInA sacoTa upadezathI jemano AtmA jAgRta thavAthI mAsakhamaNa, AyaMbIla tapa, varasItapa, brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karI AgAra dhama apanAvyuM. upadAna hatuM ane temAM uttama nimitta maLatAM jema sApa kAMcaLI utAre tema asAra saMsAranI mAyA utArI dhAmIkakSetre pravRtI vadhArI dIdhI. deva, guru, dharma pratye atUTa zraddhAthI jemanuM mRtyu paNa dhanya banI gayu kemake keIpaNa bImArI vagara eka ja mInITamAM deharUpI jINuM vastrane phagAvI dIdhuM. manasukhalAla DuMgarazI turakhIyA parivAra, ane snehie

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prakhara vyAkhyAtA, bAla brahmacArI, viduSI 'pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInI jIvanarekhA' preraNAdAyI vairAgyamaya jIvana 66 A sRSTinA sauMdarya bhAgamAM aneka puSpa khIle che ne karamAya che paNa te puSpanI ki Mmata che, tenI vizeSatA che ke je puSpa dUra sudUra sudhI peAtAnI saurabha prasarAvI aneka mAnavIonA manane tAjagIthI bharI de che ane hRdayane praphullita banAve che, te pramANe A vizvamAM aneka jIvA janme che paNa te jIvananI ki`mata che ke jemanu' seAhAmaNuM vyaktitva sadAye aneka jIvAne jIvananA navA rAha cIdhe che, satya, ahiMsA, prema, sadAcAra, cAritra jevA uccatama sa'kAzanA khajAnA jagata samakSa dharI tene amUlya vAraso mumukSu jIvane ApavA e pracaMDa purUSArtha kheDe che, pramAdanI gherI nidrAmAMthI jAgRta karI kanyanA pathe dorI javA mAga daza na Ape che ane jagatanA jIvAne divya jIvana jIvavAnI kaLAnA apUrva edhapATha Ape che. je peAtAnA jIvananI ujjavaLatA sAthe bIjAnA jIvanane paNa ujjavaLa banAve che. AvA eka zAsanaratnA jemanu nAma Aje dezivadezamAM gAjI rahyuM che, jemaNe jainazAsanamAM eka mahAna sAghvIratna tarIke rahIne paNu jainazAsanane DaMkA dezavidezamAM vagADayA che evA che kha'bhAta saMpradAyanA gauravavaMtI gujarAtanI bhUmimAM janmelA khamIravaMtA khaMbhAta saoNMpradAyanA prakhara vyAkhyAtA, apratima udAratAnI mUrti samA, tapa, tyAga ane saMyama mAganA aThaMga upAsaka, AvatA ane mA vatAthI mumukSuonA mana haranAra khA. zra viduSI pU. zrI zAradAbAi mahAsatIjI. 46 sumaneAhara bhUmi sANaMdanI, helI caDhe jyAM sadA AnaMdanI, mastI mANavA nijAna'danI, janmyA virala vibhUti zarada gurUNI. ' pU. zAradAbAI mahuAsatIjInA janma amadAvAda pAse AvelA sANuMH zaheramAM sa'. 1981 nA mAgasara vada nAma tA. 1-1-1924 nA rAja thayA che. dhanya che te bhUmine ! kAne khabara hatI ke sANaMda zaheramAM khIlelu. puSpa tenA sadguNAnI saurabha jagatanA khUNe khUNe phelAvI AtmAnA apUrva AnaMda prApta karaze ! zAsanapremI, dharmAnurAgI pitA vADIbhAI ane sadguNeAthI zAbhatA ratnakukSI mAtA zakarIenane paNa dhanya che ke jemaNe jainazAsanane ujjavaLa karanAra ane saMpradAyanI zAna vadhAranAra, mahAna prabhAvazALI evA zAradAbenanA jIvanamAM evA suMdara sa'skAronA bIjanI vAvaNI karI ke je sa'skAra Aje moTA vizALa vaTavRkSa rUpe phAlyA phUlyA ane tenI mheka Aje caudizAmAM prasarI rahI che. kharekhara, jyAre zAradAbahenanA janma thayA tyAre zuM khabara hatI ke A nAnakaDI khaLA bhaviSyamAM jainazAsanamAM dharmanI dhurAne vahana karI mAtApitAnA nAmane duniyAmAM rozana karaze ! A gauravava'tI Adyaza mAtA zakarIbene pAMca putrIo ane be putrAne janma ApyA. temAM atyAre cAra putrIe ane be putra

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10 mAda che. ApaNe te atyAre mukhya vAta jainazAsananI zAna baDhAvanAra, pravajaryAMnI pazmila prasarAvanAra, ratnatrayInI rezanI relAvanAra, mahAna viduSI bA.bra. pU. zAradAbAI mahe satIjInA tejasvI jIvananu' Alekhana karavuM che. jemanuM jIvana sAkara jevuM mIThuM ane guNapuSpanI suvAsathI maghamaghatu` hatu` evA mAtApitAe peAtAnI lADIlI dIkarI zAradAbahenane bAlyavayanA prAMgaNamAM paga mUkatA skUmAM bhaNavA mATe mUkayA. sAthe sAthe dhArmika jJAna mATe jainazALAmAM mekalatA, eka khAM saMskArI mAtApitAnA susa`skAronu siMcana ane bIjI bAju pUrvanA saMskAronA kirA purUSArtha dvArA prakAza pAmatA gayA. e prakAze temanA aMtara AbhamAM evA a vALA pAtharyAM ke khalyavayamAM skUlamAM bhaNuvA chatAM, sakhIe sAthe ramavA chatAM, garA gAvA chatAM temanuM citta kayAMya cAMTatuM na hatuM. dila kayAMya Tharatu na hatuM. te samaye koIne kalpanA paNa kayAMthI hoya ke A sa'sArathI virakta khAlikAnA hRdaya udbhamAM AdhyAtmika jJAnanA akhUTa khajAne bharyAM che. te peAtAnA bhAvi jIvananI serI kSaNu kSaNu AtmasAdhanAnI mastImAM, pravacana prabhAvanAmAM ane jainazAsananI ajeDa sevA karavAmAM sadupayAga karavAnA che ane peAtAnI utkRSTa prajJAnI tejasvItAthI jaina jainetara samAjane dAna, dayA, zIla, tapa ahiM`sA, satya, nIti, sadAcAra ane sad zeSanA pATha paDhAvI zreSThattama jIvana jIvI preraNAnA pAna karAvavAnA che. bAlyavayamAM paNa vairAgyasabhara vicAradhArA : zAradAbena jainazALAmAM ahvAsa karavA jatAM tyAM mahAna vIra purUSAnI tathA caMdanabALA, rAjematI, mRgAvatI, damatI Adi mahAna satIenI kathA sAMbhaLatAM temanuM mana koI agamya pradezamAM khAvAI jatu' ane manamAM thatu ke zu' ApaNe paNa A satIe jevuM jIvana na jIvI zI me ! A vicArane sakhIe samakSa rajU karatA kahetA ke huM sakhIe ! A saMsAra duHkhanA dAvAnaLa che ane sayama sukhane sAgara che. cAle, ApaNe dIkSA laie. A uparathI ApaNe kalpI zakIe ke AvI zizuvayamAM jenA vicAre ATalA uttama hoya tenuM bhAvi jIvana kevuM ujajavaLa banaze ! zAradAbenanI vicAradhArA vairAgyarasathI bharapUra tA hatI. temAM temanA vairAgyanI jyeAtane vadhu vadhu tejasvI banAvanAra eka prasaMga anya!, temanA meTA ena vimaLAbena prasUti bAda acAnaka nAnI umaramAM svargavAsa thayAnI aghaTita ghaTanA banI gaI. A ghaTanAe khAlakumArI zAradAbena upara jIvananI kSaNikatA ane saMsAranI asAratAe gherI asara karI. temanA aMtaramAM aNuaNuATI pedA thaI kezu jIvana AvuM kSaNika che? AvA kSaNika jIvanamAM nazvarano neha cheDI avinAzInI Ara dhanA karavA mATe pravayA paMthe prayANa karavu e ja zreyakara che, e ja hitAvaha che. A prasaMge zAradAbenanA jIvanamAM sayamI jIvananA AnaMda lUTavAnI mastI pedA karI, temanA vairAgya vadhu dRDha banyA. zAradAbenanA vairAgyasabhara vicAra, vANI ane vana parathI mAtApitAne lAgyuM

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11 ke amArI vahAlaseAyI lADIlI dIkarI sa'sArane bhaDabhaDatA dAvAnaLa mAnI Atmika AnaMdanI anubhUti karavA mahAvIra meDIkala kolejamAM abhyAsa karI pAMsa mahAvrata zI dvivya alakArAthI sajja banavAnA seAnerI seAlA sevI rahI che. vairAgya jhulaNe jhulA sayamanA sumadhura svapnA sevatA zAradAbena jJAnaghyAnamAM khUba AgaLa vadhavA lAgyuM. ratna jevA ratnagurUdevanA samAgama : je AtmA AdhyAtma bhAvamAM ramA hAya che ane ucca bhAvanAe sevatA hAya che tenI bhAvanAne sAkAra banAvavA mA koI ne koI sahAyaka maLI jAya che. te anusAra zAradAbahenanA dRDha vairAgyanA lAuMcu bakA AkarSAI ne khaMbhAta sa'pradAyanA gacchAdhipati, kohInUra ratna samA tejasvI, adhyAA yeAgI, mahAyazasvI khA. bra. pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanuM sANuMdanI vei bhUmimAM punita padArpaNa thayu. pU. gurUdeve kumArI zAradAbenane bolAvIne kahyuM-bahena ! tArI saMyamanI bhAvanA khUba zreSDa ane besTa che paNa tane khabara che ke Atma kalyANanI keDI kaparI che. ATalI cheTI uMmaramAM mAtApitAnI zItaLa chAyA ane saMsAranA raMgarAga cheDI kaSTonA kaTakAthI bharapUra evA sayama mArgane svIkAravA e sAmAnya kAma natha. A sayama mArganA sa'TAne tame sahu sAmane karI zakaze ? tamArA mAtApi tamane rajA Apaze ? tyAre zAradAbene kahyuM-gurUdeva ! mArI sa pUrNa taiyArI che. viSamaya viSama saMsAramAM jyAM chakAya jIveAnI hiMsAnu tAMDava nRtya karI rahyuM hoya, ja rAga-dveSanI heALI satata jalyA karatI hoya, jayAM puNyane vecIne pApanI kamANI thatI hoya evA saMsAramAM rahevA jevu zu che ? mATe A saMsArano tyAga karI AtmaprakAza pAmavA mATe saMyama levAnI mArI utkRSTa bhAvanA che. juo ! zAradAbenanI 6'mara nAnI hAlA chatAM temanA javAbamAM keTale vairAgya nItarI rahyo che ! gurUdeve bhAkhelu zAradAbenanu ujajavaLa bhAvi haju khAdhyavayanA prAMgaNamAM ramatI bALAnI saMyama pathe prayANa karavAnI keTalI tIvra utkaMThA che ! tenuM aMtara saMyo jIvananI moja mANavA jhaMkhI rahyuM che jethI have saMsAramAM vyatIta thatI kSaNA te yugA jevI vasamI lAge che. pU. gurUdevane khAtrI thai ke A kanyAratna dIkSA laIne jaita zAsanane ajavALaze, sa`pradAyanI zAna vadhAraze ane kha`bhAta sapradAyamAM bhaviSyamAM evA prasaMga Avaze ke saMpradAyanuM sukAna te calAvaze ane zAsanane rezana karaze. e cAturmAsamAM vairAgI zAradAbene pU. gurUdevanI sAnidhyamAM TUMka samayamAM dazavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane thAkaDA kaMThastha karyAM. temaNe mAtra 15 varSoMnI uMmaramAM TreInano musApharI na karavI ane basamAM amadAvAdathI AgaLa na javuM tevI manathI dRDha pratijJA karI. A batAvI Ape che ke zAradAbahenanA vairAgya keTalI ucca koTIne haze ! vairAgyanI kaparI kasoTImAM paNa zAradAbenanI dRDhatA : zAradAbenanA mAta! - pitAe temanA bhAIjI hIrAcaMdabhAI, sakaracaMdabhAI, nyAlacaMdabhAI, khImacaMdabhA, cImanabhAI, temanA mAmA narisaMhabhAI saMghavI temaja kezavalAlabhAI Adi badhAe baheta

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zAradAne samajAvavA ghaNA prayatno karyA ane ghaNI AkarI kasoTI karI chatAM zAradAbena pitAnA nizcayamAM aDaga rahyA. ekanA be na thayA tethI mAtApitAne ghaNuM duHkha thayuM ne kahyuM ke ame annajaLane tyAga karIzuM paNa jenI rageragamAM vairAgyane strota vahI rahyo che, jenA cittaDAmAM cAritranI caTapaTI lAgI che ne saMsArarUpI javALAmukhIthI surakSita rahevA mATe jemaNe merU parvata jevI aDola, aDaga daDha zraddhAne dhAraNa karI che te zuM vairAgya bhAvathI calita thAya kharA? vividha prakAranI AkarI kasoTI karyA bAda temane bhAvanAmAM aDaga, niSkapana joIne mAtApitAe kahyuM ke atyAre soLa varSanI uMmare nahi paNa 21 varSanI uMmare dIkSA mATe rajA ApIzuM, paraMtu zAradAbena te 16 varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAmAM makkama hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke sattara varSanA vimaLAbahenanA mRtyune kaI rokI zakyuM nahi to mArI A jiMdagIne ze bharose? mAruM mana vairAgyanA raMge raMgAyeluM che temAM pIchehaTha thanAra nathI. aMte zAradAbenane vijaya thaya ne mAtApitAe rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSAnI saMmati ApI. bhAgyavAna zAradAbena bhAgavatI dIkSAnA paMthe saMvata 196nA vaizAkha suda chaThTha tA. 13-5-1947 ne somavAre sANaMdamAM temanA mAtApitAnA gherathI bhavya rIte khUba dhAmadhUmathI zAradAbenane dIkSA mahotsava ujavAya. sANaMda gAmamAM bAlakumArI tarIke sau prathama dIkSA zAradAbenanI thaI tethI AkhuM gAma harSanA hiloLe caDyuM hatuM. dIkSA vidhi pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebe karAvI. gurUdeva pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba, gurUNa, pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA ziSya banyA.sAthe sANaMdanA bIjA bahena jIvIbena paNa temanI sAthe dIkSita thayA hatA ane te paNa pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA ziSya banyA. jIvIbenanuM nAma pU. jazubAI mahAsatIjI ane zAradAbenanuM nAma pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. A rIte virAgI vijetA banyA. temanA pU. pitAzrI vADIbhAI ane mAtuzrI sakarIbena, bhAI zrI naTavarabhAI tathA prANalAlabhAI, bhAbhI a. sau. nAraMgIbena a.sau. indIrAbena, bahene asau gaMgAbena, a. sau. zAntAbena, a.sau. hasumatIbena badhA dharmapremI che ane saMskArI che. sANaMdamAM temane kApaDane sAro vepAra che. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInA saMsArI pitA zrIyuta vADIlAla chaganalAla zAha saMvata 2021 nA vaizAkha suda 4 ne maMgaLavAra tA. 4-1-65 nA roja sANaMda mukAme pahelI vakhatanA hArTa phelanA humalAthI avasAna pAmyA che. mRtyunI aMtima ghaDI sudhI vizuddha bhAvo ane mana dharmadhyAnamAM rahetuM hatuM. teozrI ane temanA dharmapatnI tathA putre, putravadhUo ane putrIo badhA mahAsatIjInI sAnidhyamAM jeTalA divasa rahe teTalA divasa dharmadhyAnamAM vyatIta karatA ane jyAre pU. mahAsatIjInA darzana karavA Ave tyAre zubha khAtAmAM sArI rakama bheTa Ape. Adarza mAtAnuM samAdhimaya sutyu : pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI muMbaIthI vihAra karI saMvata 2023 mAM dezamAM padhAryA tyAre vihAra karatAM karatAM saM. 2025mAM sANaMda padhAryA. te vakhate temanA saMsArI mAtuzrI sakarIbenanI tabiyata hATanI drabala

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13 ane DAyAbITIzanA kAraNe narama hatI. asahya dardamAM paNa temanI samatA gajaba hatI. sakarIbenanA putra, putravadhuoe tathA putrIoe premathI ane lAgaNIthI temanI je sevA karI che te AjanA saMtAne bhAgye karI zake. pU. mahAsatIjI jyAre sANaMdathI vihAra karavAnA hatA tyAre zakarIbene kahyuM ke mahAsatIjI ! Apa bhAvanagara cAturmAsa padhAraze pachI huM ApanA darzana nahi karI zakuM. mArA mATe ApanA chellA darzana che, tyAre mahAsatIjIe kahyuM-tame Ama kema bele che? tyAre temaNe kahyuM, have A nazvara dehane bharoso nathI mATe mane dharmArAdhanA karAve. pU. mahAsatIjI pAse eka mahinA sudhI satata zAstravacana sAMbhaLyuM. ghaNuM paccakakhANa lIdhA ane pitAnI AtmasAdhanAmAM joDAvA lAgyA, pachI pU. mahAsatIjIe bhAvanagara tarapha vihAra karyo. zakarIbenanI tabiyata vadhu bagaDatA vI. esa. hospitAlamAM dAkhala karyA. 10 divaso bAda aSADa suda 11nA tabiyata vadhu bagaDatA sAMjanA pAMca vAge temaNe kahyuM ke mane saMthAre karAve. have mArI jIvanayAtrA pUrNa thAya che AthI temane parivAra vicAramAM paDI gayA ne bAjunA rUmamAM dAkhala thayelA zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka jaina sAdhvIjI mahArAjane bolAvyA. temaNe tarata saMthAre karAvyuM. badhA vrata paccakkhANa lIdhA ane aDadhA kalAka bAda samAdhipUrvaka nazvara dehane tyAga karyo. kharekhara je mAtAe jainazAsanane AvuM aNameluM ratna arpaNa karyuM che te mAtAnA jIvanamAM dharma otaprota hoya e te sahaja che. te temanI aMtima bhAvanA uparathI jaNAI Ave che. gurU caraNa ane zaraNumAM samarpaNatA : A virATa saMsAra sAgaramAM jIvananaiyAnA kuzaLa sukAnI mAtra gurUdeva che. te pramANe 5 zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe pitAnI jIvananaiyAne pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA zaraNe haMmezane mATe taratI mUkI ane pitAnuM jIvana temanI AjJAmAM arpaNa karI dIdhuM. pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUNIdeva pAse saMyamI jIvananI badhI kaLA zIkhI lIdhI. cheTI uMmaramAM dIkSA levA chatAM saMyama laIne pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUdevanI AjJAmAM evA samAI gayA ke pitAnA jIvanamAM kayAre paNa gurU AjJAnuM ullaMghana te zuM paNa sAme dalIla ke apIla paNa karI nathI. kharekhara muktinagaranA pathika bananAra AtmAnA upavanamAM jyAre gurUdevanI AjJA rUpI sarca lAITa prakAze che tyAre temanuM jIvana hajAro TayubalAITanA prakAza karatAM paNa vadhu prakAzita bane che. te Aje paNa Apa pratyakSa nihALI zake che. A rIte pU. gurUdeva ane pU. gurUNInI zItaLa chatrachAyA meLavyA pachI pU. mahAsatIjInA dhArmika abhyAsane purUSArtha khUba prabaLa banyA ane ghaNuM AtmajJAna prApta karyuM. zAstronuM vAMcana karyuM. saMskRta, prAkRta bhASAnuM jJAna meLavyuM. A jJAnane lAbha bIjAne ApatA alpa samayamAM pratibhAzALI ane prakhara vyAkhyAtA tathA viduSI tarIke pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjI khyAtI pAmyA, kharekhara khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM A zAsanaratna pitAnA jJAna, darzana cAritra ane tapanI maghamaghatI suvAsathI sArA jainazAsananuM kahInUra rana banIne prakAzI rahyuM che.

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14 jAdui vIravANInI vINA vagADavAnI aneAkhI zakti pU. mahAsatIjI jayAre vyAkhyAna Ape che tyAre mAtra vidvatA nahi paNa AtmAnA caitanyanI vizuddhinA raNakAra temanA aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI Ave che. dharmanA tattvanA zabdArtha, bhAvA, gUDhAne evI gaMbhIra ane prabhAvaka zailImAM vividha nyAya, dRSTAMta ApIne samajAve che ke zreAtAvRMda temAM tanmaya, cinmaya banI jAya che ane apUrva zAMtithI zAradA sudhAnuM rasapAna kare che. temanI vANImAM AtmAnA aMtaradhvani Ave che ane te dhvanie aneka jIvAne pratibeAdha pamADayA che. suSupta AtmAone DhaMDhoLIne saMyama mArge doryAM che. temAM pU. mahAsatIjInA pravacaneAnA pustakoe te lekamAM evuM jAdu' kahyu` che ke je pustakonuM vAMcana karI jaina jainettara ghaNA bhAIenoe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karyuM. kaMika jIvAe vyasanane tyAga karyAM. nAstikamAMthI Astika manyA, pApImAMthI punita anyA ne bhAgImAMthI tyAgI banyA. AvA tA kaMika dAkhalA che, paNa atyAre lakhavA mATe jagyA nathI. are ! vadhu zu lakhu ! A pustako mIsAnA kAyadAmAM pakaDAyelA jaina bhAI e pAse gayA. te pustakanuM vAMcana karatAM teo Ata dhyAna cheDIne dharma dhyAnamAM joDAvA lAgyA ane kamanI phileAseAphI samajatA zIkhyA. pU. mahAsatIjInI aMtaravANIno nAda temanA dila sudhI paheAMcatA eka vakhatanI jela dharmAM sthAnaka jevI anI gaI, ane tyAM rahelA bhAIoe tapa tyAganI ane dharmArAdhanAnI ma`gala zarUAta karI. ghaNAM bhAIe mIsAmAMthI mukta thayA pachI pU. marhAsatIjI pAse AvIne raDI paDayA ne kahevA lAgyA ke mahAsatIjI ! ApanA vyAkhyAnA je pustaka rUpe pragaTa thayA che te vANIe amArA baLatAM dilamAM zAMtinuM zItaLa jaLa chAMTayuM che, pachI temaNe ghaNAM vrata niyama aMgIkAra karyAM. hU~kamAM pU. mahAsatIjInA bahAra pADelA vyAkhyAnanA pustakoe mAnavAnA keTaleA jIvanapalTo karyAM che te vAMcako A uparathI vicArI zakazo. guNa gulAmathI mhekatA jIvana mAgaH pU. mahAsatIjImAM mAtra vidvatA ja che ema nathI, sAthe temanA jIvanamAM aneka ajoDa mahAna guNA rahelA che. je guNAnu varNana karavA ApaNI zakti nathI, chatAM temanA jIvanamAM mukhya guNA gurUbhakti, saraLatA, nirAbhimAnatA, namratA, latA, apUrva kSamA, bIjA pratye apUrva lAgaNI, guNAnurAga, karUNA e guNNA teA jIvanamAM AtaprAta vaNAI gayA che. te guNeAnA prabhAve jema bhramara puSpanI suga'dhathI AkarSAya che tema jagatanA jIve temanI vANI tathA guNeAthI AkarSAI ne dharmAMnA mArge vaLe che, temaja pU. mahAsatIjInA a'taramAM satata eka mIThu sa'gIta guMjatu hoya che ke sajavA zAsanarasI kema ane 'prabhu mahAvIranA zAsanane pAmelA mArA vIranA sa`tAnA vIranA mAne pAmyA vinA na rahevA joie. pU. mahAsatIjInI takhiyata game tevI nAdurasta heAya chatAM te pravacananI prabhAvanA karavAnuM teA kayAre paNa cUkatA nathI. atyAra sudhInA 46 varSInA saMyamI jIvanamAM pU. mahAsatIjInA vihAra gujarAta, saurASTra ane mahArASTramAM thayA che. temanA upadezathI atyAra sudhImAM lagabhaga eka hajAra AtmAoe AjIvana brahmaca` vrata a`gIkAra karela che. pU. mahAsatIjInA pratikhAdhathI 34 benA vairAgya pAmIne temanI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra

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karI temanA suziSyAo thayela che ane jainazAsananI abhivRddhi karI rahela che. jainazAsanamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe eka jaina sAdhvI tarIke rahI temaNe pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba ane pU. gurUdeva zrI gulAbacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanA kALadharma bAda khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna calAvela che je jainazAsanamAM virala che eTaluM ja nahi paNa khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA saMghapati zrI kAMtIbhAInI dIkSA paNa pU. mahAsatIjInA hastaka thaI che. je Aje mahAna vairAgI 5. kAMtiSijI mahArAja tarIke prasiddhi pAmyA che. Aje khaMbhAta saMpradAyamAM pU. kAMtiRSijI Adi ThANuM 11 birAjamAna che temAM pahelA cAra saMtAne dikSAnI preraNA ApanAra pU. viduSI mahAsatIjInI addabhUta vANuM che. pU. mahAsatIjI A agAu be vakhata te muMbaI nagarIne pAvana karI cUkayA che. pU. mahAsatIjInI vANI muMbaInI janatAmAM evuM AkarSaNa pedA karI gaI hatI ke pU. mahAsatIjI dezamAM padhAravA chatAM muMbaInI janatA temanA cAturmAsa mATe jhaMkhI rahI hatI eTale kAMdAvADI Adi saMghanI vinaMtI avAranavAra cAlu rahI hatI tethI kAMdAvADI muMbaI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI cha varSamAM pU. mahAsatIjIne A trIjI vAra muMbaI AvavAnuM banyuM ane janatAnA dila AnaMdathI chalakAI gayA. vAcaka! Apa A uparathI samajI zakaze ke 5 zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIe, muMbaI nagarInI janatAnA dilano prema keTale saMpAdana karyo haze ! saM. 2041 mAM kAMdAvADI zrI saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pU. mahAsatIjI kAMdAvADI cAturmAsa padhAryA. pU. mahAsatIjInA AtmapazI, ojasvI ne prabhAvazALI pravacanothI janatAnA dilamAM evuM anokhuM AkarSaNa pedA thayuM ke cAturmAsamAM vyAkhyAna hola haMmezA cikkAra bharAyele rahyo che. pU. mahAsatIjInI divya tejasvI vANInA prabhAve pU. mahAsatIjI kAMdAvADI cAturmAsa padhAryA tyArathI tapane eka dhAro pravAha vahI rahyo che. kAMdAvADI zrI saMghamAM soLa seLa mA khamaNa, be siddhitapa (upavAsanA) thayA. cha upavAsathI laIne 31 upavAsa sudhInI saMkhyAne AMka sTa0 (ba) upara pahoMcyo hato. zrI saMghamAM dAna-zIla-tapa-bhAvanI bharatI AvI hatI. A cAturmAsa zrI saMghanA itihAsamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAze tevuM suMdara bhavya cAturmAsa thayuM che. A badhA prabhAva ane yaza 5. mahAsatIjInA phALe jAya che. vizeSa AnaMdanI vAta e che ke Aja sudhImAM pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanA pustaka ghaNuM bahAra paDayA che. daza daza hajAra kepIomAM bahAra paDavA chatAM temanA eka paNa pustaka Aje maLatA nathI. A uparathI vAMcakane khyAla AvatuM haze ke pU. mahAsatIjInA vyAkhyAnanuM keTaluM AkarSaNa che. pU. mahAsatIjInA saMvata 2041 nA kAMdAvADI cAturmAsanA vyAkhyAne "zAradA ziramaNi" nAmathI 12000 (bArahajAra) nakalo prakAzita thatAM teonA vyAkhyAnanA pustakamAM eka vadhu vyAkhyAna saMgrahane ume thAya che e ApaNuM samAja mATe sabhAgyane viSaya che. A badho prabhAva prakhara vyAkhyAtA bA-bra-viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjIne che. pU. mahAsatIjInA caraNakamaLamAM amArA keTI keTI vaMdana he.

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cocopean co zAradA ziromaNi BBC WHEE 1

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sva. AcArya gacchAdhipati bA.bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI gurave namaH saMvata 2041nA zrI kAMdAvADI (muMbaI) sthA. jaina saMghanA upAzraye cAturmAsamAM ApelA pravacana adhikAra: AnaMda zrAvaka tathA puNasAra caritra aSADa suda pUnama ne maMgaLavAra tA. 2-7-85 vyAkhyAna naM. 1 viSaya : bhAvanI bhavyatA sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne baheno! anaMta anaMta guNonA sAgara, jJAnadivAkara, samatAnA sudhAkara evA karUNAsAgara bhagavAne bhavya jIvonA zreya mATe, hita mATe, zreyakArI, pAvanakArI, maMgalakArI zratajJAnanI gaMgA vahAvI. A dvAdazAMgI vANImAM 14 pUno samAveza thaI jAya che. dvAdazAMgI amApa ane agAdha jJAnano amUlya khajAno che. AtmAnA parama aizvaryane tathA tejane pragaTAvavA mATe zAstro parama avalaMbanabhUta che. zAstra e mahApuruSonA, kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vicArone akSayakaSa che. saMsAra rUpI rogone nAza karavAvALI te eka auSadhi che. satyanA sauMdaryathI bharelI te eka sTImara che. yuvAnImAM mArgadarzaka che ane vRddhAvasthAmAM AnaMdadAyaka che. jaDanI duniyAmAM ajabagajabanuM parivartana lAvanAra Aje mahAna buddhizALI vyaktio maLI raheze paNa AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM ajaba pheraphAra karI hRdayapaTo karAvanAra je kaI zakti hoya to te che Agama vacananI alaukika zakti. Ajano aSADa suda pUnamane maMgalakArI divasa che. cAturmAsane maMgala prAraMbha AjathI thAya che. cAturmAsa eTale AtmagharamAM praveza karavAnA divaso. cAturmAsa eTale jIvana parivartana mATenI taka temaja dareka daSTie AnaMda, prakuTilatA ane utsAhanuM amI siMcana karatI dhanya ghaDIo. dharmanA bIja ropavAnI sIjhana eTale comAsuM. jainazAsanamAM cAturmAsanuM khUba mahatva che. tAraka tIrthakara bhagavaMtee jaina munie mATe vihAranI AcArasaMhitA goThavI che. munine navakalpI vihAra karavAnuM kahyuM che. zA mATe? eka rathAne sthira rahevAthI aprIti utpanna thAya. rAga-mohagrasta thaI javAya. kyAreka rAganA pApe khatarA paNa sarjAI jAya mATe ATha mahinAmAM vicaraNa karavAnuM kahyuM che. cAturmAsa kalpamAM cAra mahinA eka sthaLe rahevAnuM. A divasomAM jIvanI -utpatti khUba thAya che. jaina saMta-satIjIe Aje jyAM cAturmAsa haze tyAM sthira thaI jaze. khAsa ahiMsApAlana mATe cAturmAsa kalpanuM Ayojana karavAmAM AvyuM che. gRhastha mATe paNa cAturmAsane samaya khUba lAbhadAyaka che.

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| [ zAradA ziremaNi cAturmAsamAM muzaLadhAra varasAda varase che tyAre kheDUte khUba AnaMdabhera ALasapramAdane dUra pheMkI de che. navI cetanA, utsAha sAthe khetaramAM pahoMcI jAya che. satata parizrama karavAmAM parovAI jAya che. kheDUtane A cAra mahinA bahu kiMmatI hoya che. je A cAra mahinA sakhata mahenata kare te ATha mahinA enA sukhethI pasAra thaI zake. varasAda varasavA chatAM pramAdane dUra na kare, khetaramAM vAvaNI na kare ne kaI pAka utpana na thAya te vAMka kono? kheDUtane ne! cAra mahinA bekAra jAya to AkhuM varSa enA mATe bekAra. cAra mahinA nakAmA kADhe te AkhuM varSa nakAmuM. khetarane lIluMchama rAkhavA mATe kheDUta khabaradAra thaIne rahe che. A rIte jIvana paNa eka khetara che. dharmanA bIja vAvavAne samaya eTale cAturmAsa. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIenA cAturmAsa maMgala praveza thatAM zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA haiyA thanaganI UThe che. hRdayarUpI kSetramAM maMgala dharmanI sthApanA karavA saMte jinavANIne varasAda varasAve che. e jinavANI rUpI varasAda phaLadAyI kyAre nIvaDe ? zrAvako ene barAbara jhIle che. tene saMpUrNa lAbha uThAvavA ALasa, pramAda, vikathAonAM vAdaLAone vikherI nAMkhavA paDaze. je dharmanA bIja ropavA haya, jIvana rUpI khetarane lIluM chama, hariyALuM ane suzobhanIya banAvavuM hoya te khUba sajAga rahIne jAgRta banIne e vANIne lAbha levo paDaze. comAsAnA cAra mahinA je jinavANInA zravaNa vinAnA, vrataniyama vinAnA jAya to samajavuM ke AkhuM varSa nakAmuM. A cAra mahinAnI kiMmata na aMkAya te AkhuM varSa aphaLa nIvaDavAnuM. mAsAmAM saMta-satIjIe zAzvata bhAvasaMpattiothI dharmopadezanA hATa mAMDaze. A zAzvata bhAvasaMpattimAM mukhya dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanuM Atma-upadezI jinavANI dvArA vecANa karaze. dehanA dadIne jema DokaTara tapAsIne dardanuM nidAna karI devA Ape che tyAre te dIne je zAtA vedanIyane udaya thaye heya te tenuM darda zamI jAya che tema AtmAnA dadIne gurune upadeza sAMbhaLavAthI tenA bhAva darda zamI jAya che ane zAzvatA sukhane pAme che. AvI bhAvasaMpattine grahaNa karavA bAla, yuvAna, prauDha, vRddha Adi zrAvaka-zrAvikAo sahu utsAhI banI potAnI zakti anusAra tana-mana-dhanathI dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, sadAcAranA bhAva pragaTAvI lakhalUTa zAzvata bhAvasaMpatti grahaNa karI Atmika lAbha meLave che. AvI mahAna zAzvatI sAcI bhAvasaMpatti lezamAtra laya na thAya, temAM cAraDAkune bhaya nahIM, ajape nahi, kaleza-jhaghaDA aMza mAtra nahIM', taMdurastI bagADe nahi, sarakArI TekSa lAge nahi, ane paralokamAM sAthe AvanArI AvI zAzvata bhAvasaMpattino akhUTa khajAne meLavI Atmika lAbha meLavavA mATe A cAturmAsanA maMgalakArI divasa che. dharma ArAdhanAthI saMvara ane nirjarA karIne bhAvasaMpatti meLavI A bhavamAM ekAvatArI banavAne suavasara maLe che. A suavasara pudgalAnaMdamAM veDaphI nahIM nAMkhatA AtmAnaMdI banI dharmArAdhanA karavA mATe gurU bhagavaMte upadezane dhadha vahAve che. A amUlya taka cUkyA te pachI pastA thaze.

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zAradA ziramaNi]. A maMgalakArI divaso dharmArAdhanA karavA mATenI amUlya taka che. jinezvara bhagavAnanA jainazAsanane ApaNe pAmyA chIe. A zAsanane pAmIne AtmAnA pradezepradeze ArAdhanAne ArAdhaka bhAva lAvavAno che. ArAdhaka bhAva zuM kare che? jIvane durgatimAM jatA aTakAve ane sadgatinI paraMparA ubhI kare. jyAre virAdhaka bhAva AtmAnI kharAbIo UbhI kare che, pariNAme jIvane durgatinAM bAraNuM khakhaDAvavAno prasaMga Ave che. jIvanamAM ArAdhaka bhAva jeTalo vadhu ne vadhu Avaze teTale karmane bhAra ocho thaze ane nirjarA vadhu thaze. virAdhaka bhAvamAM karmane bhAra vadhato jAya che. eka nyAyathI samajIe. pANIthI bhareluM eka moTuM tapeluM che. e tapelAmAM koI e eka nepakIna nAMkhe. 15 thI 20 miniTa nepakIna pANImAM rahyA pachI tene bahAra kADhayo. e nepakIna kore hatA, pANIthI bhIMjAye na hato tyAre halake hatuM, paNa 15-20 miniTa pANImAM rahyA pachI bahAra kADho to e vajanamAM thoDo bhAre thaI gaye. te nepakIna tapelAmAM nAMkhIne tarata bahAra kADhI lIdhe heta te te ATalo badho bhAre na thAta. tenA cheDethI pANI TapakI rahyuM hatuM. nepakInanA tAMtaNe tAMtaNe pANI bharAI gayuM hatuM eTale e bhAre thaI gayA hatA. je DI vAra rahyo hota to pANI nepakInanA tAMtaNA sudhI na pahoMcI zakta ane bhAre na thaI jAta. A te sAmAnya vAta che. A vAtathI jJAnIo ApaNane samajAve che ke pANInA tapelA samAna jinazAsana maLyuM che. ApaNo A AtmA nepakIna samAna che. A jinazAsana rUpa tapelAmAM ApaNe A AtmA jeTalo samaya vadhu raheze ane enAthI bhAvitA thaze teTalA Atmapradeza rUpI tAMtaNAmAM tapa, tyAga, saMyama ane nirjarAnA bhAve vadhu thaze, paNa anAdikALathI jIva pApanI pravRttiomAM gaLADUba khUcele rahyo che, tethI ApaNA jIvananI badhI paLo e pApamaya pravRttiothI kharaDAI rahI che, eTale jIva karmanA bhArathI bhAre banI gayela che. anAdikALathI jIvane A abhyAsa che. tenA mATe mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. e pApa-pravRttiothI AtmAnI bhAre kharAbI thaI che. tenA kAraNe durgationAM jAlIma duHkho veThayAM che. azubha karmonA DhageDhaga AtmA para khaDakAyA che. A badhuM virAdhanAthI virAdhaka thayelA jIvananA kAraNe banyuM che. e virAdhanAothI vIMTaLAyelA jIvananuM parivartana karavA mATe A ArAdhanAnA divaso AvyA che. nepakInanA tAMtaNe tAMtaNe pANI pahoMcI gayuM tema AtmAnA pradeza pradeze jo ArAdhanA bhAvane pahoMcADI daIe te durgati aTake ane sadgatinI prApti thAya. anAdikALathI A UMdhA rAhe cAlelA jIvane rAha badale muzkela che chatAM zakya te jarUra che. kaMIka AtmAo A vinAzaka rastethI pAchA vaLyA ane jIvanane ArAdhanAnA adbhuta rAhe laI gayA te adbhuta sAdhanA sAdhI gayA. ArAdhanA karavA mATe bhagavAne dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAva Adi aneka mArgo batAvyA che. e mArganI tAkAta kAIkama na samajatA. have A bhavamAM virAdhanAthI, pApamaya pravRttiothI AtmAne mukta karavA

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[ zAradA ziremaNi aDIkhama purUSArtha karavAno che. je zubha dharmamaya pravRttiomAM AtmAne joDIzuM te AtmA ArAdhanA bhAvathI tarabaLa banI jaze. enA Atma pradeza pradeze nirjarAnuM , pANI bharAI jaze, mATe pANInA tapelA samAna jayavaMtu jinazAsana maLyuM che, emAM nepakIna samAna AtmAne baLI daIe to sAcI ArAdhanA karI kahevAya. jIvane A badhuM rUce kayAre? game kayAre? pApanI bhIti jAge tyAre. pApane Dara lAge tyAre. jene pApanI bhIti lAge ene AtmAnI prIti jAge. jene bhavanI bhIti nathI ne AtmAnI prIti nathI tenA aMtaramAM haju ArAdhanAno raNakAra thayo nathI. A badhuM samajavA mATe jJAnIoe eka zabda Ave ke "bhAva tUTayA". A zabdane UMDANathI samaje che. A zabdanA gahana bhAva sahelAIthI samajAya mATe eka nyAyathI samajIe, jethI badhAnA magajamAM e vAta ThasI jAya. eka mANasa madhyama sukhI hatA, paNa vepArInI lAInamAM Ave te hato. te bhale saMpattimAna nahote paNa tenI buddhi evI tIvra hatI ke bhalabhalAne pANI pIvaDAve. vepAramAM paNa khUba kAbela. eka vAra e bhAI bajAramAMthI jaI rahyA che. tenI AgaLa be vepArIo dhaMdhAnI vAta karatA cAlatA hatA. be saMto bhegA thAya te AtmAnI vAta kare. tame sAthe cAlatA he tyAre vepAradhaMdhAnI vAto karo. be bahena sAthe cAlatI hoya tyAre A sADI kyAMthI lAvyA ? dAgIno kyAM ghaDAvyo? e vAto kare. jene jene rasa hoya te vAto kare. baMne vepArI rastAmAM vAto kare che ke hamaNAM kapAsanA bhAva khUba vadhaze evuM lAge che. A baMnenI pAchaLa pelo vepArI hatA. teNe A vepArIo je vAta karatA hatA te sAMbhaLI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke A baMne vepArIo khUba hoMziyAra che. teo je vAta kare che te barAbara haze ema samajIne teNe sAMbhaLavA kAna vadhu laMbAvyA. A baMne to vAta karatA jAya che ne pele vepArI sAMbhaLe che. te vepArI vAta sAMbhaLIne ghera jAya che. ghera jaIne potAnI pAse je mUDI hatI temAMthI poNA bhAga jeTalI mUDI laIne nIkaLyo ne gaye bajAramAM kapAsa kharIdavA. gAmamAMthI jeTaluM maLe teTale kapAsa kharIdavA mAMDayo ne goDAuna bharI dIdhAM. badhA lekene thayuM ke A bhAIne to kapAsano dhaMdhe nathI ne ekAeka ATale badhe kapAsa kharIde che mATe kaMIka lAge che. pitAnI piNA bhAga uparanI mUDI khacI nAkhI. bIjA lokonA manamAM thayuM ATalo badho kapAsa zA mATe lete haze ! ghaNI vAra vagara kAraNe bIjA mANaso ciMtA kare che. kapAsa lenAre lIdhe, rokanAre paisA kiyA, bIjAne ciMtA karavAnI zI jarUra ! kudarate tene pudaya jAgyo. tenuM bhAgya tenI tarapheNamAM AvyuM. aThavADiyAmAM eNe sAMbhaLelI vAta sAcI paDI. aThavADiyAmAM bajAra bhAre UMcakAya. kapAsanA bhAve vadhavA lAgyA. te vepArI khUba khuzI thaye. te harakhAvA lAgyo ke pelA vepArIonI

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ pa vAta sAcI paDI. teNe rU. 100 nA bhAve mAlanA sAdA karelA che temAM bhAva ekadhArA vadhavA lAgyA. 100 rUA. nA 150 thayA, 200 thayA. chelle 1000 rUA thayA. te vepArInA mitro, sagAMvahAlAM kahevA lAgyA. bhAI! have tu mAlanuM vecANa karI de. te je bhAve lIdheA che tenA karatAM dazagaNA bhAva vadhyA che. have mAla kADhI nAMkha. nA ... nA ... haju tA bhAvA vadhu UMcakAze. vANiyA leAlamAM lapaTAyeA. jema lAbha maLatA jAya tema leAbha vadhatA jAya che. tamArA dAkhaleA leA. tame vepAra kare che. temAM je bhAva vadhatA jAya teA zuM karo ? ( zrotA--khIjo navA mAla bharI daI e. ) Aje cAmAsI pAkhIne divasa che. ame kahIe zrAvakajI ! Aje upavAsa karo te kahezeA ke mArAthI na thAya, paNa jo dhaMdhAmAM lAbha thatA hoya to bhUkha bhUlI jAva ne! A kapAsanA bhAva vadhatA hAvAthI te vepArI tAnamAM AvI gayA, ane haju paNa vadhaze te AzAmAM mAla kADhatA nathI. eka vakhatanA madhyama kakSAnA gaNAtA vepArI zrImaMta gaNAvA lAgyA. karoDa.patimAM enI gaNanA thavA lAgI. badhA karoDapati zeTha kahIne khelAvavA lAgyA. cAra jaNAmAM temanA bhAva pUchAvA lAgyA. lAke temane mAna-sanmAna devA lAgyA. badhe AvakAra maLavA lAgyA. kapAsanA vadhI gayelA bhAve A vepArInuM bhAgya palTI nAMkhyuM. have enI gaNatarI vANiyAmAM nahi paNa karoDapati zeDamAM thavA lAgI. maskAnA che mahimA meTA, lagADatA rahevAnuM, paisA hAya teA maganAne paNa maganalAla kahevAnu philama utArI jANe tA khIjAnA kAma kaDhAve, bAkI je satavAdI thAya tenI kADInI kiMmata thAya. are vAha vAha. "" kavie paNa khele che are vAha vAha duniyAdArI, tArI kevI che alihArI. dhana vadhe te gAMDA mANasane paNa gAMDAlAlabhAI kahevAnA. kadAca buddhinA AchA hoya te paNa kahezeA ke gAMDAbhAI ! AgaLa AveA. nANAM vinAne nAthIyA, nANe nAthAlAla nANAM na heAya te nAthIyA kahe ane nANAM vadhe eTale kahe nAthAlAlabhAI ! Aje duniyAmAM badhe dhananI pUjA thAya che, guNanI pUjA thatI nathI. A zeThanA teA bahu mAna vadhyA. leAkeA karoDapati kahIne khelAvavA lAgyA. zeTha teA khUba harakhAya che. meM mArI mUDInA mAla lIdhA te sAru thayu.. haju zeThane saMtASa thatA nathI. lAbha vadhatA jAya che. 20 gaNuA bhAva vadhyA chatAM haju bhAva vadhaze e gaNatarIthI zeThe kapAsa rAkhI mUkayA ne vecyA nahi. koI paNa vastu mApamAM sArI. ati sAruM nahi. tamane tamAruM zarTa ke khamIsa mApasara ane kharAkhara phITI'ga hoya tevu game che. jo nAnu hAya teA sAruM na lAge ane mATuM hAya to gAMDA jevuM lAge. darajIne paNa kaheA ke huM sAro dekhAuM tevuM kapaDAnuM phITI ga karo. paheravAnA bUTa jo nAnA hAya tA 'kha pADe ane meTA hAya tA cAlatA pADI nAMkhe. A rIte parigrahanuM paNa mApa rAkheA. ati parigraha tamane 66

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6 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi pADacA vagara niha rahe. parigraha meLavatAM pApa, bhAgavatAM pApa ane cheDatA na AvaDe tA paNa pApa. ati leAbha vinAzane nAtare che. rUnA bhAva vadhyA teA zeThanA paNa bhAva vadhavA lAgyA. emanA mUlya thayA, chatAM haju bhAva vadhaze e AzAmAM zeThe kapAsa rAkhI mUkayo. eka divasa zeTha geAthuM khAI gayA. emanu nasIba vAMkuM paDayuM. pApane joradAra udbhaya thayA. e divase peparamAM AvyuM ke kapAsanA bhAva ghaTayA. be hajAranA sIdhA 1200 thayA. eka hajAra, 900, 700 ane 500 thayA. ATalA badhA bhAva ghaTavA chatAM zeThe kapAsa vecavA na kADhayo. temane AzA hatI ke Aje besI gayelA bhAvo pharI vAra DhUMka samayamAM UMcakAze, paNa zeThanI e AzA ThagArI nIvaDI kapAsanA bhAva vadhavAnI te vAta bAjumAM rahI paNa bhAva te ethIya vadhu tUTavA lAgyA. 500, 400, 250, 150 thatAM cheka 50 rU. sudhI AvI gayA. ApaNe zarUAtamAM kahyuM hatuM ke " bhAva tUTayA " e zabdane samajavA che. ahI zu thayuM ? kapAsanA bhAva tUTayA eTale have zeThanA bhAva paNa tUTyA. kapAsanA bhAva vadhyA tyAre badhA emane Ave! zeTha sAheba ! ema kahIne khelAvatA hatA, are ! temanI gaNanA karoDapatimAM thatI te zeTha Aje devAdAra banyA. karajadAra banyA. eka vakhatanA karoDapati gaNAtA zeThanI gaNanA have garImamAM thavA lAgI ne leAka tene mUkha ane evamuk kahevA lAgyA. kapAsanA bhAva tUTayA teA zeThanA mUlya ghaTayA. have keI temanA sAmuM jovA paNa taiyAra nathI. kapAsa tA ene e ja hatA. jeTaleA hatA teTaleA ja hatA. vakhAra enI e hatI. zeTha paNa enA e ja hatA, chatAM pahelAM zeTha karoDapati gaNAtA hatA ane have zeThanI gaNanA garImamAM thavA lAgI. mAna sanmAnane badale emanA tiraskAra thavA lAgyA enu` zu` kAraNa ? kapAsanA bhAva tUTayA. kapAsanA sToka eTalA ne eTalA hAvA chatAM bhAva tUTavAne kAraNe karoDapati roDapati banI gayA. A tA tamArA vepAranI vAta thaI. vepAra sAthe ApaNe nisbata nathI. A vAta ApaNA AtmA sAthe ghaTAvavI che. zAstramAM vAta Ave che ke iriyAvahiyAnI ma`gala kriyA dvArA AtmAnu kAma kADhI gayA, e koNa ? khabara che? atimukta muni. rUnA bhAva vadhyA teA zeThanA mAna sanmAna vadhyA. rUnA bhAva tUTayA tA bhikhArI jevA thaI gayA. A nyAyathI jJAnI samajAve che. atimukta nAnA bAluDA hatA. geDIdaDe bALaka sAthe ramatA hatA. e samaye gautamasvAmI gaucarI mATe nIkaLelA. gautamasvAmIe dIkSA lIdhI tyAre paccakhANa karyAM hatA ke mAre jAvajIva sudhI chaThThanA pAraNe chaThThuM karavA. Aje chaThThanA pAraNAneA divasa hatA. pahelA prahare svAdhyAya, bIjA prahare dhyAna karI trIjA prahara gaucarI mATe nIkaLyA. gautamasvAmI gaucarI karatAM eka gharamAMthI nIkaLe che ne bIjA gharamAM jAya che. geDIdaDe ramatA A nAneA bAluDA tenA sAthIone pUche che A kANu che ? chekarAo kahe A jainanA sAdhu che. bhagavAna gautamasvAmI che.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA paTTaziSya che. teo A zuM kare che? eka gharamAMthI nIkaLe che ne bIjA gharamAM jAya che! "mahukAra samA buddhA" sAdhu zuM kare? eka gharanI gaucarI na le. te gharagharamAM gaucarI jAya che. nA bAluDo gautama svAmIne gaucarI karatAM jaIne temanI pAse gayo. jaIne pUche che he bhadanta! Apa ke che ane zA mATe pharI rahyA che? atimuktano A jAtane prazna sAMbhaLI gautama svAmIe kahyuM- he devAnupriya! huM zramaNa nigraMtha chuM. ame loko pAMca samiti ane traNa guptithI yukta evA gupta brahmacArI chIe. ame gaucarIne mATe ucca, nIca ane madhyama kuLomAM jaIe chIe. A sAMbhaLIne bAluDo kahe bhagavAna! te Apa mArA ghera padhArene! huM paNa Apane bhikSA ApIza. ema kahIne gautama svAmInI AMgaLI pakaDI lIdhI. atimuktanI mAtA zrIdevI jaI rahI che ke mAro putra gautama svAmInI AMgaLI pakaDIne AvI rahyo che. e joIne te khUba harakhAI gaI. huM baDI bhAgyavAna chuM, puNyavAna chuM ke mArA dIkarAne deva, gurU, dharma game che. gautamasvAmI zrIdevInA mahelamAM AvyA, tyAre teNe khUba hRSTatuSTa thaIne gautama svAmIne traNa vAra vidhi sahita vaMdana karyA, pachI khUba utkRSTa bhAvathI AhArapANI vaherAvyA. gautama svAmI gaucarI vaherI pAchA vaLyA, tyAre rANuM mahelanA daravAjA sudhI gayAM ane atimukta kumAra gautama svAmInI sAthe cAlyA. cAlatAM cAlatAM pUche che he bhagavAna! Apa kyAM rahe che? gautama svAmIe kahyuM-mArA dharmAcArya, dharmopadezaka tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhu A nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM birAje che. teo tapa, saMyamathI AtmAne bhAvita karatAM vicare che. huM tyAM temanI pAse rahuM chuM. bhagavaMta! huM paNa ApanI sAthe bhagavAnanAM darzana karavA mATe AvuM chuM. atimukta gautama svAmInI sAthe bhagavAnane vaMdana karavA jAya che. ahIM graMthakAra e vAta batAve che ke A atimukta kumAre gautamasvAmIne kahyuM, prabhu ! ApanI jhoLI mane pakTavA mATe Apa ne ! kumAra ! tane A jheLI na apAya. kema prabhu ? je dIkSA le, amArA jevA ane temane apAya. sAdhu pitAne bhAra pote jAte le, tane na apAya. tame kaI divasa bhAra mAMge che kharo? tane ke AvuM kahenAra maLyuM che kharuM? kaI divasa mAM ja nahi hoya. kadAca mAM haze ne keIe AvuM kahyuM paNa haze chatAM haju UbhA thatA nathI. jAgatA nathI. A atimukta kumAra gautama svAmInI sAthe jyAM bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhu hatA tyAM gayo. bhagavAna jotAM ja tenuM manaDuM TharI gayuM. aho ke mArA bhagavAna ! tamane eka vAra nihALyA pachI have mArI AMkhaDI, mAruM dila bIje kyAMya karaze nahi. jyAM sudhI tamane nahAtA joyA tyAM sudhI huM bhaTakyo, rakhaDyo, basa have Apa ja mArA uddhAraka che. haju mAtra bhagavAnane joyA, darzana karyA chatAM AtmAmAM ke raMga Avye! kevA bhaktibhAva AvyA! ke vega UpaDyo !

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8 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi tame mArA jIvananA sarvasva che A vAta bhUlAInA jAye....(2) - bhakta prabhunI prArthanA karatAM kahe che prabhu! tame mArA sarvasva che. mArA jIvananA AdhAra che. A rIte ahIMyAM atimuktakumAra paNa prabhune kahe che, he prabhu! tane joyA pachI mArI AMkhaDI bIje kyAMya karatI nathI. jeNe Aje bhagavAnanA prathama vAra darzana karyA che, pahelA keI vAra joyA nathI. geDIdaDe ramata ne khelate AvyuM che, chatAM enI bhavya bhAvanA to juo. prabhue A kumArane uddezIne dharmakathA kahI. dharmakathA sAMbhaLIne enuM haiyuM harakhAI gayuM. AtmAmAM apUrva AnaMda AvyuM ane dilamAM dIkSAnI bhAvanA jAgI. geDIdaDe ramato Avele kumAra kahe, prabhu! mAre dIkSA levI che. tame keTalA vakhatathI bhagavAna mahAvIranI nizALamAM Avo che. chatAM bhAva thAya che ! - atimukta kumAra bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne, AtmAmAM vairAgyarasanAM jharaNuM vahAvIne ghera AvyuM. ghera AvIne mAtApitAne kahe che te mArA mAtApitA ! mane dIkSAnI AjJA Apo. mAtApitA kahe, beTA ! tuM haju bALaka che. haju te tane jANyAM nathI. tuM dIkSAmAM zuM samaje ? he mAtApitA ! " veva nAkhaifma te vera na kALarfma, veva jJAnAmi saM je jJAnA i.huM je jANuM chuM te nathI jANato, je nathI jANato te jANuM chuM. putra ! A tuM zuM kahe che? he mAtApitA ! huM eTaluM jANuM chuM ke jeNe janma lIdho te avazya maravAne che, paNa te nathI jANatA ke te kyA kALamAM, kayA sthAnakamAM, kayA prakAre ane keTalA samaya pachI maraze. tevI rIte e nathI jANata ke kayA karmo dvArA jIva naraka, tiryaMca, manuSya ane deva gatimAM utpanna thAya che. eTalA mATe meM kahyuM ke je nathI jANato te jANuM chuM, je jANuM chuM te nathI jANato, tethI mArI icchA che ke Apa baMnenI AjJA laIne bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karuM. mAtApitAe putrane aneka yuktiprayuktithI samajAvyuM paNa te saMyamanA bhAvathI jarA paNa Dagyo nahi, chevaTe mAtApitAe dIkSAnI AjJA ApI, ane bhagavAna mahAvIrasavAmI pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. eka divasa te atimukta bAlazramaNa muzaLadhAra varasAda paDI gayA pachI eTale baMdha thayA bAda sthavira munio sAthe bahAra ThaMDIla javA mATe gayA. jatAM jatAM rastAmAM temaNe eka sthAne varasAdanA pANInA pravAhane vahetA je. vahetA pANInI dhArAne joIne temaNe pANI rokavA mATe mATI vaDe pALa bAMdhI. "vaMpittA naviSA e vicAra che " pANInA pravAha ADI pALa bAMdhIne pANI rekaryuM. e pANImAM pitAnA pAtrane taratuM mUkayuM. khela khelata, ramate dIkSA levA Avyo che. eTale pANI joIne ramavAnuM mana thaI gayuM, tethI paNa rekIne pAtrane taratuM mUkIne belavA lAgyA. nAva tIre merI nAva tIre, ema mukhathI zabda uccAre, sAdhake mana zaMkA upanI, kriyA lAge tyAMya ho...ayavatA munivara nAva,

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zAradA zirAmaNI ] [9 A mArI nAva tIre, nAva tIre e rIte khelatAM nAvika nAvaDIne jalapravAhamAM tarAve che evI rIte A khAlamuni te pAtrane pANImAM tarAvavA lAgyA. A pramANe ramatA munine sthavira munie joI gayA, pachI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse jaI ne atimukta muninI ThekaDI uDAvatA heAya tema prabhune prazna karyAM-he prabhu ! ApanA atimukta nAmanA khAla muni je ziSya che. te atyAre khALako jevI ramata rame che. ThaMDIla gayA hatA teA teNe A rIte pANInA pravAhamAM pAtra taravA mUkayuM. te| ame ApanI pAse e jANavAnI IcchA rAkhIe chIe ke A khAlamuni keTalA bhava karIne mekSe jaze ? tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM, huM mArA zramaNeA ! tame te khAlamuninI ghRNA karaze| nahi, niMdA karaze| nahi, tenA anAdara apamAna karaze nahi, tene krodhita karazeA nahi, A te caramazarIrI jIva che. A ja bhavamAM mekSe javAnA che. tame enI avahelanA, niMdA karIne karmAM AMdhyA have ApaNI mULa vAta para AvuM. " bhAva tUTA '', kapAsanA bhAva vadhyA teA zeThane karoDapati kahevA lAgyA. mAna-sanmAna maLavA lAgyA ane kapAsanA bhAva tUTayA teA zeThanA bhAva ghaTacA, pachI koI emane lAvatu' : nathI. ahI` e ja vAta lAvavI che. atimukta muni bhagavAna pAse AvyA ne vaMdana kayA, tyAre bhagavAne kahyu... he aNugAra ! tame pANImAM nAva tarAvI tethI tamane pApa lAgyuM che. apakAyanA jIveAnI jabarajasta khUba hiMsA thaI tenuM prAyazcita karaze. te mATe iriyAvahiyAnA kAusagga karo. ahe bhagavAna ! mane ATaluM badhu' pApa lAgyuM. iriyAvahiyA paDikkamatA peAtAnA pApAnI niMdA karI pApanA evA atarathI pazcAtApa karyAM, ke temanA pApa dheAvAI gayA. temanA AtmAmAM pariNAmeAnI dhArA vizuddha banatI gaI. e piraNAmeA dhIme dhIme evA vizuddha nirmaLa banatA rahyA ke e bhavamAM meAkSamAnA pathika banI gayA. e atimukta muni zramaNamAMthI moTA karoDapati eTale te ja bhavamAM siddha dazAne pAmI gayA. A atimukta muninA teA bhAva vadhyA te AkhI jiMdagI vadhatA rahyA. pelA vepArIne te pahelAM kapAsanA bhAva vadhatAM emanA bhAva vadhyA ane bhAva tUTatA emanA bhAva tUTayA, paNa ahIM te A muninA bhAva vadhyA te vadhyA. kAre paNa e bhAva tUTavAnA nathI. atimukta munie iriyAvahiyA kriyA karIne pApAnA kacarA sApha karyAM ne evI vizuddhi karI ke jIvanamAM pAmI gayA. te ja iriyAvahiyA kriyA ApaNe keTalI vAra karIe chIe ! chatAM haju ApaNA ThekANA nathI, kAraNa ke ApaNA bhAva tUTyA che. A pATha ApaNe ghaNIvAra khelI gayA paNa emAM bhAva vadhyA nathI. e zabdonA bhAva ApaNAmAM AvyA nathI. mAtra khelavA pUratA bolI jaI e chIe. bhAvanI kaMmata che. bhAva UMcakAyA teA karoDapati anyA ne bhAva tUTayA tA roDapati jevI dazA thaI tema AtmAnA bhAva UMcakAya te AtmA pAmI jAya.

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10] [ zAradA zirAmaNi bhAvanAthI baMdhana badhe, bhAvanAthI tUTe, bhAvane vagaranI kriyA jiMdagIne lUMTa... bhAvanAthI karmanA baMdha baMdhAya che ane bhAvanAthI tUTe che. kuragaDu munie ekAsaNuM karyuM" ne karmanA baMdha teDayA. ekAsaNAmAM bhAvanA keTalI UMcI che! dhanya che dhanya che AvA saMtane! ke mAsakhamaNa jevI ugra tapazcaryA kare che. huM ke abhAgIya ke AvA moTA divase paNa huM khAdhA vinA rahI zakato nathI. kuragaDu muni mAtra rAMdhelA cokhA lAvyA. lAvIne gurUne batAvyA. gurUne svabhAva cheDe kodhI hate. te bolyA ke ke khAudhare che ke Aje paNa tane khAvA joIe che ! ema kahIne gurU e bhAtanA pAtramAM ghUMkyA. muni zuM vicAre che ! huM lakhe bhAta lAvyo hato to gurUe temAM ghI pIrayuM. kevI temanI karUNA che! jarAya kaSAya na AvI. uparathI gurUne upakAra mAnavA lAgyA. temanA AtmAnA bhAva vadhyA te evA vadhyA ke kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. cha khaMDanA mAlika cakravatI bharata mahArAjA ke je anyatva bhAvanA bhAvatA arIsAbhUvanamAM kevaLajJAna pAmyA. e bhAvanA ApaNu pAse hovA chatAM ApaNI daridratA TaLatI nathI, kAraNa ke ApaNuM dilanA bhAva tUTayA che. kriyAo enI e hovA chatAM ApaNe daridrI chIe. kapAsa ene e hevA chatAM bhAve tUTavyA te zeTha bhikhArI banI gayA. A ja dazA ApaNe che. chatAM je UMDANathI vicAra karIzuM te samajAze ke A zeThanA rUnA bajAramAM bhAva tUTyA to zeThanI e tAkAta nahotI ke bhAvone UMcakAvI zake. jyAre AdhyAtmika duniyAmAM AtmAnA tUTelA bhAvane UMcakAvA hoya te kaI aTakAvanAra nathI. A bhAvane vadhAravA ke ghaTADavA e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. karoDapati banavuM ke raDapati banavuM ene nirNaya AtmAe potAne karavAno che. anaMtakALe durlabha e mAnava janma pAmIne dilanI daridratA rAkhavI che ke pachI dilane zubha bhAvanI mUDIthI zrImaMta banAvI levuM che? AvI suMdara anupama kriyAo vAraMvAra nathI maLavAnI. tela masAlAthI svAdiSTa zAka banAvyuM hoya paNa je emAM mIThuM na hoya to svAda na lAge. temAM je thoDuM mIThuM nAMkhaze to zAkano svAda A badalAI jaze. A ja rIte badhI kriyAo to ApaNe karIe chIe. je temAM zubha bhAvanuM mIThuM bheLavI daIe to AtmA zrImaMta banI jAya. AjathI maMgala cAturmAsano prAraMbha thAya che. A divasomAM dharma ArAdhanA karavAnI ne temAM bhAva vadhAravAnuM che. cAturmAsamAM jIvanamAM kaMIka ArAdhanA karo jethI jIvananI unnati thAya. roja eka sAmAyika karavI, cAra mahinA cauvihAra kare. kaMdamULane tyAga kare. je bane te karaje. ArAdhanA karavAnuM cUkazo nahi. kALa kyAre Avaze te khabara nathI. dhaMdhAmAM bhAva ghaTe te gamatuM nathI paNa bhAva vadhe te game che. to pachI AtmAnA bhAva ghaTe te kema game? dhodhamAra varasAda varase to badhA kIcaDa-kAdava sApha thaI jAya che tema jinavANI rUpI varasAdamAM e zakti che ke jIvanA bhavabhavanA kacarA sApha thaI jAya, mATe

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [11 jinavANI suNI sau ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thaje. Aje bA. bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIne 12mo upavAsa che. A joI Apa badhA paNa tapanA bhAva karajo. vadhu avasare. aSADa vada ekama ne budhavAra vyAkhyAna -2 tA. 3-7-85 anaMtanA ArAdhaka, satyanA sAdhaka, parama paMthanA prakAzaka evA vItarAga bhagavaMte bhavya jenA kalyANa mATe AgamanA jJAnanI gaMgA vahAvI. je AtmAoe A gaMgA nadImAM nAna karyuM temano AtmA nimaLa, vizuddha banI gayo. jJAnarUpa bhagavaMta taNI che vANInI amIdhArA, jyAM varasI tyAM vikAsa pAmyA amRtanA jharaNAM, bhAMkhyuM bhagavaMte jagAmAM te na bhAkhe kaI parama jJAna ane aTala satyanA emAM ajavALA, jinezvara bhagavaMtanI vANInI amIdhArA jyAM varasI che, je jIvoe ene jhIlI che temanA jIvanamAM prakAza thayela che. temanA jIvanamAMthI viSayenA viSa nIkaLI gayA che ane tyAga vairAgyanA amRta jharaNuM vahevA lAgyA che. bhagavAnanI vANImAM satyanA ane jJAnanA aTala ajavALA che. evA karUNAsAgara bhagavaMte mokSane mArga batAvyo. AtmA anAdikALathI caturgatirUpI bhavavanamAM rakhaDI rahyo che. have je thAka lAge che, to jJAnIe visAmo batAvyo che. visAmAnI jarUra kene hoya? jene thAka lAge te visAme che. jIvane saMsAramAM kAma karatAM thAka lAge che, paNa haju A paribhramaNane thAka nathI lAge. thAka lAgaze tyAre visAmo dhaze. tamane rega khaTake to DokaTara ke vaidane zodhe. koI mUMjhavaNamAM AvI jAva to sArI ane sAcA salAhakAra che. A rIte ApaNo AtmA anaMtakALathI bhavanI bhUlavaNImAM bhUlo paDayo che. tene tIrthakara bhagavAna miyA maLI gayA che. ApaNe namoLuNemAM bhagavAnanI stuti karatAM bolIe chIe ke "bhagavAna kevA che?" "mammadayANa" 84 lAkha jIvAnImAM bhUlA paDelA jene mArga batAvanAra che. have zraddhAthI temanA batAvelA mArge cAlyA jA. cAra kadama cAlo ne kahe haju mArga dekhAtuM nathI to ema nahi dekhAya. kUvAmAMthI pANI meLavavuM che te mATe kaI cAra keza eka jagyAe mAre, cAra keza bIjI jagyAe mAre to ema pANI na maLe. eka ja jagAe kezathI khoda jAya te pANI maLe, tema ApaNe mArga ghaNo dUra che. cAra kadama cAle kyAMthI dekhAze ? e mATe te AgaLa AgaLa gati karavI paDaze. tyAM vizvAsa rAkhavo paDaze ke bhagavAna ! tamAro mArga satya che. tenA para mane zraddhA che.

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12 ] [ zAradA zirema he paramAtmA! tame je dIdhI che te AjJA haMmezA ame pALavAnA. jyAre jinavacanamAM anukta banazuM, temAM purA zraddhAvAna banazuM, tyAre AtmAmAMthI A uddagAra nIkaLaze he prabhu! tamArI je AjJA che te amArA jIva sATe paNa pALazuM. kadAca saMkaTa Ave, duHkha Ave ke kasoTI Ave to paNa tArA mArgathI, tArI AjJAthI calita nahi thaIe. seMkaDo, lAkhe mANasene ramajhama karatI TreIna jyAM javuM hoya tyAM pahoMcADI de che, te gADI je be pATA para cAle che te pATA keTalA nAnA hoya che. game teTalA DabbA hoya chatAM gADI be pATA para dhamadhokAra cAlI jAya che. e gADI kadAca vicAra kare ke A pATAnI zI jarUra che? ema mAnIne gADI pATo cUke to gADI gabaDI jAya, tema tame zuM cUkI rahyA che ? A jaina dharma - ane vItarAga zAsana Aje ja ApaNane maLyuM che? nA. nA.....he vItarAga bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM jaI AvyA chIe. temanI vANI paNa sAMbhaLI che. te thayuM zuM? jIve mAnyuM ke mane A AjJAnuM baMdhana zuM ? gADI jarA pATo chaDe te gabaDI jAya. kadAca pATo na choDe ne sIdhI cAle paNa rastAmAM pATA para jarA kAMkare ke lAkaDAno nAno TukaDo AvI jAya to paNa gADI gabaDayA vinA nahi rahe. A rIte ApaNe AtmA eka pravAsI che. tene jinazAsana maLyuM. jinezvara bhagavAnane mArga maLyo. have jo jinezvaranI AjJA pramANe cAlazuM to makSa dUra nathI, ane AjJAne cheDI daIzuM to ApaNuM gADI paNa A bhavasAgaramAM gabaDI paDaze. traNe lekamAM urvaleka, aleka ane trichalakamAM vinA keTe, vinA kacerIe ane vinA vakIla ke berIsTare ekadhAryuM ane dhamakAra keInuM rAjya cAlatuM hoya to te ekamAtra karma sattAnuM che. dharmasattA ane rAjyasattAne pANI pAnArA mahArathIo karma sattAnI garjanA AgaLa bakarI jevA banI jaI tenI AjJAne cUpacApa vadhAvI le che. bakarI jevA banIne vadhAvavI tenAM karatAM siMha jevAM zUravIra thaIne jinezvaranI AjJAne hasatA mukhe vadhAvavI e DahApaNa che. sugaMdha vagaranuM puSpa, chAyA vagaranuM vRkSa, caMdra vinAnI rAta ane dharma vinAne manuSya jema zebhAne pAmato nathI, tema jinAjJA vagarano dharma paNa zebhAne pAmato nathI. rUpaka-eka vizALa rAjamahela saMpUrNa rIte khUba suMdara taiyAra thaI gayo. pUnamanI rAtre caMdranA zItala prakAzamAM nIrava zAMtimAM rAjamahelanA staMbhe nIce pramANe carcA karI rahyA hatA. ame ja A mahelanA AdhArastaMbha chIe, tethI mahelanA kArIgaroe amArA para suMdara kataraNI karI che. ame sIdhA ane saraLa chIe tethI A mahela TakI rahyo che. amArA vinA badhuM caNatara nakAmuM che. tyAM zikharanA kuMbha samAna AkRtine eka Arasa paththara bolya, amAruM nAma zikharane kaLaza che. amArA vinA game tevI AkarSaka

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[1] zAradA ziramaNa ] kataraNIvALo mahela hoya to paNa adhuro gaNAya. mAthA vinAnuM ghaDa ane zikhara vinAne mahela nakAmo che. mATe thAMbhalAbhAI! baDAI na hAMko. baTuM abhimAna na karaze. pachI cAre bAjunI divAle mIThA ane jhINA svare belI ke tame badhA ke bakavATa karo cho ! amArA vinA tamArI hAjarI asaMbhavita che. tamArA badhAnuM rakSaNa ame karIe chIe. ame na hoIe to pheka dharIne bolatAM zikharanA paththaranuM sthAna kyAM hota ! tame badhA samajyA vagara nakAmI baDAI hAMkI rahyAM cho. tamArAmAM dekhAva haze, uparano ADaMbara haze, paNa AkhA rAjamahelane AdhAra te pAyAmAM rahela paththara para che. AkhA mahelamAM emaNe prANa pUryA che. A vAta mAtra paththarAonI nathI. A rUpaka dvArA jJAnI purUSo ApaNane e samajAve che ke mahelanI AkhI ImArata ubhI rAkhavA mATe jeTalI jarUra pAyAnA paththaranI che enA karatAM paNa vadhu A saMsAra samudrane pAra pAmavA mATe vItarAga paramAtmAnI AjJAnI jarUra che. jinezvara devanI AjJAnI ArAdhanA karavI e mokSamArganI sAdhanA che paNa virAdhanA kare che? saMsAranA duHkharUpa phaLane pAme che. jinezvara devenI AjJA mokSanA phaLane ApanArI che. temanI AjJAne bhaMga kare e doSanuM kAraNa che. ratno ANabhaMge Ikkuccia niggaho havaI loo / savva nANAbhaMge aNaMtaso niggahaM lahai / kadAca rAjAnI AjJAne bhaMga karavAmAM Ave te AlekamAM eka vAra duHkha pA che, paNa sarvajJa vItarAga devanI AjJAno bhaMga karavAthI jIva A saMsAramAM anaMtIvAra paribhramaNa kare che. jinezvara devanI AjJA e ja eka mokSanI suvarNa cAvI che. je emanI AjJA pramANe cAle che tene mATe mokSa dUra nathI, mATe jJAnIo kahe che ke, tArA svagharamAM Ava. tRNuM ane mehane cheDa. svagharamAM jatAM jIvane anaMtakALathI. rokyo che keNe? bhagavAna belyA che. jahAya aNDappabhavA balAgA, aMDaM balAgappabhavaM jahAya / meva mohAya, huM tAM, moTuM 2 tAcaLa vacana || utta. a. 32. gA. 1 jevI rIte pakSI IDAmAMthI utpanna thAya che ane je rIte IMDuM pakSImAMthI utpanna thAya che, A rIte tRSNA mohamAMthI utpanna thAya che, ane tRSNAmAMthI moha utpanna thAya che. keI tamane pUche ke IMDuM paheluM ke paMkhI paheluM ? tame e nahi kahI zako ke IDuM paheluM che ke paMkhI paheluM che, kAraNa ke IMDAMmAMthI paMkhI banyuM che ane paMkhImAMthI IDuM thAya che, mATe tenuM paheluM e ApaNe nahi kahI zakIe. e pramANe mehamAMthI tRSNA utpanna thAya che ane tRSNAmAMthI moha utpanna thAya che. keI kahe che saMsAra kyArane ? te kaheze ke anAdikALane. kamene kAraNe rakhaDato jIva kyArane ?

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14 ] | [ zAradA ziromaNi anAdine. karmo kathAranA? anAdikALanA. ene aMta che ke nahi? anAdinA karmone aMta thaI zake che. jyAre jIva mekSamAM jAya tyAre enA karmono saMpUrNa aMta thaI jAya che. karmone aMta karavA mATe tRSNanA baMdhanane toDo. mAchalI jALamAM phasAI gaI che. ene jALamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM che to e pitAnA dAMtathI dhIme dhIme mahenata karI jALane katarI nAMkhe che ne bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. A saMsAra paNa eka mAyAvI jALa che. e mehanuM piMjara che. AtmA temAM pUrAI gayo che. have e jALamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnI aMdarathI jijJAsA jAgI haze te bahAra nIkaLI zakaze, ane jijJAsA nahi jAgI hoya te ame piMjaramAMthI uDADIzuM te paNa tame pAchA aMdara jaIne besavAnA. ahIM tame be ghaDI mATe ghara saMsAra badhuM choDIne Avo che. sAmAyika kare, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLo chatAM manamAM te ghara UbhuM ne UbhuM che. saMsAranI Asakti cheDe to kAma thaI jAya. jyAM sudhI Asakti chUTatI nathI tyAM sudhI mohanuM baMdhana tUTavAnuM nathI. e baMdhana tUTaze nahi tyAM sudhI karmabaMdhana aTakavAnuM nathI. Asakti gaI eTale samajavuM ke karmabaMdhana gayA. he AtmA! tuM vicAra kara ke huM koIno nathI, ne koI mAruM nathI. karmonA kAraNe huM A saMsAranA piMjaramAM pUrAyo chuM. lAkhe ke karoDanI saMpatti hoya chatAM maratI vakhate zuM sAthe laI javAnA? are ! eka rAtI pAI paNa sAthe laI javAnI nathI, chatAM mamatA chUTatI nathI. jyAre jIva mAne ke mAruM kAMI nathI, huM to ekale Avyo chuM ane eka javAno chuM tyAre ene Asakti chUTI jAya che. suvrata nAmanA zeTha pitAnA makAnamAM banAvelI pauSadhazALAmAM eka vAra pauSadha laIne beThA hatA. pauSadhamAM pitAnI AtmasamAdhimAM, dayAnamAM masta hatA. bhagavAne sAdhakane paNa kahyuM che ke mAre sAdhaka pahelA prahare svAdhyAya, bIjA prahare dhyAna, trIjA prahare gaucarI ane cothA prahare svAdhyAya kare. je A rIte sAdhupaNAmAM rahIe te pachI pramAda Ave kharo? satata navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavuM e svAdhyAya che. enA para ciMtana karavuM e dhyAna che. arihaMta bhagavAna, siddha bhagavAnanA guNonuM ciMtana karo e paNa dhyAna che. jayAre e laganI lAgaze tyAre navakAramaMtranA ciMtanamAM divaso ane mahinAo kyAM pasAra thaI jaze e paNa khyAla nahi Ave. A Tha zramaNopAsaka hatAM. jinAjJAnuM jenA hRdayamAM sthAna hatuM. 32 siddhAMtamAM zramaNopAsakonuM eka AkhuM siddhAMta racAyuM che. te keTalAmuM aMga che? dvAdazAMgI peTInuM te sAtamuM aMga che. tenuM nAma che upAsakadazAMga. jemAM zrAvakane adhikAra Ape che. tame badhA kathA to karo che paNa kaI kathA? strIkathA, bhattakathA, dezakathA, rAjakathA. A kathAo jIvane saMsAra vadhAre che, jayAre dharmakathA jIvane saMsAra ghaTADe che. jJAtAjI sUtramAM jene samajAvavA mATe kAcabAne nyAya Ape che. be kAcabA samudra kinAre ramavA nIkaLyA. temAM sAme eka ziyALa joyuM.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 15 kAcabAnA manamAM thayuM ke ApaNane pakaDavA mATe AvatuM lAge che, tethI pitAnA aMgo saMkecIne besI gayA. ziyALa tyAMthI jatuM rahyuM. aDadho kalAka thayo chatAM ziyALa na dekhAyuM. tyAre eka kAcabAnA manamAM thayuM ke have ziyALa jatuM rahyuM che. ziyALa to khUba luccuM prANI che. te to aMdara eka jagyAe lapAIne beThuM hatuM. jevA eka kAcabAe pitAnA aMgopAMga bahAra kADhavyA ke lAga joIne ziyALe tene jhaDapI lIdhe. bIjo kAcabo te aMge pAMgane gopavIne besI rahyo. mAre bahAra javuM nathI ema vicArI besI rahyo, to ziyALanA paMjAmAMthI bacI gayo. A nyAya ApIne bhagavAne jene samajAvyuM che ke je AtmA bIjA kAcabAnI jema pitAnI inidrAnuM gopana kare che te ziyALa rUpI karmanI durgatinA paMjAmAMthI bacI jAya che, ane jenA IdriyonA ghoDA chUTA che, je InidrAne gopavatA nathI te karmanA cakkaramAM phasAI jAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 32 mAM adhyayanamAM bhagavAne e ja vAta batAvI che ke jenI ekeka Indriyo chUTI hatI te paNa maraNane zaraNa thayA che to jenA pAMce IndriyonA ghaDA chUTA hoya tenI zI dazA thAya? mATe gurUbhagavaMto paNa pikArI-pokArIne kahe che ke tame tamArI indriyo para breka rAkhaje. Indriyadamana ane kaSAyamana karavAne mAga ja batAvanAra koI hoya to te gurUdeva che. nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. vAIpara vinA na cAle ? varSAkALanA divasomAM gharanI gADImAM besIne tame bahAra jaI rahyA che. tevAmAM acAnaka vAdaLamAM gaDagaDATa zarU thayA. vijaLI jhabakavA lAgI ane varasAda zarU tha. varasAda paDe eTale meTaranI AgaLane kAca bhIMjAI jAya. e kAca AgaLa tame vAIpara rAkhe che e vAIpara zuM kare? kAcane sApha kare. je vAIpara na hoya to varasAdamAM gADI calAvI zako nahi. vAIpara vinA maTara calAvavAmAM honArata thavAno saMbhava rahe. tame gADImAM jaI rahyA che. dIkaro gADI calAve che. tame aDadhe pahoMcyA ane dhodhamAra varasAda Avyo. tamArA dIkarAe moTaranI jhaDapa ghaTADI dIdhI. dhIme dhIme teNe breka mArI moTarane aTakAvI dIdhI. tame dIkarAne kahyuM, "kema beTA ! gADIne rekI dIdhI? atyAre varasAda Ave che tenuM jora vadhyA pahelAM ghera pahoMcI jaIe. dIkaro kahe, bApujI ! meTaranA kAca upara paDatAM pANIne paLe paLe sApha karatuM vAIpara ApaNuM meTaramAM nathI. vAIpara vinA varasatA varasAdamAM gADI calAvAya kevI rIte? AMkhanuM teja game teTaluM sAruM hoya chatAM kAca para varasAda paDe ane kAcamAM je dhUMdhaLAza AvI jAya te vAIpara vinA dUra thAya nahi. e dUra karyA vinA je gADI calAvIe te akasmAtane bhaya rahe. gADI ubhI rahI che. varasAda dhIme thavAne badale vadhatuM jAya che. jhADa, thAMbhalA badhuM tUTavA lAgyuM. A rIte rastAmAM ubhuM rahevuM e jokhama hatuM.

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16 ] ( zAradA ziramaNa te samaye rastA parathI bIjI je gADIo nIkaLe tene ubhI rAkhavA hAtha kare ne kahe, bhAI! mane madada Apa ne ! paNa keI tenI vAta sAMbhaLe nahi. te te sIdhA cAlyA jAya. bahu ratnA vasuMdharA, keI eka ratna je dayALu, haLukamI mANasa tyAMthI nIkaLe. teNe potAnI gADI ubhI rAkhI. pilA bhAInA sadbhAgye A bhAI maLe. bhAIe joyuM ke zuM che ! vAta badhI jANI. cAre bAju pANI che. tenA gharanAM mANaso paNa badhA ubhA rahyAM che. tenuM nAma sAco mAnava che ke je sAmAnA duHkhamAM bhAga paDAve pitAnuM sukha jatuM kare paNa bIjAnuM bhaluM kare. keI che evA hoya che ke keI e tenuM apamAna karyuM hoya chatAM te bhUlI jaIne sAmA para upakAra kare. jene kaI divasa joyA nathI ke oLakhatAM nathI chatAM evI bhAvanA jenAmAM che ke pitAnuM je thavuM hoya te thAya paNa bIjAnuM kema sAruM thAya te sAce mAnava che. A bhAIe utarIne joyuM te gADImAM vAIpara nathI. bIjAne sahAya karavAnI bhAvanAthI AvA dhodhamAra varasAdamAM teNe pitAnI pAse sTokamAM raheluM vAIpara mahenata karIne besADI ApyuM. vAIpara kAma karatuM thaI gayuM, pachI gADI sTArTa karI. rasto kApatAM teo ghera pahoMcI gayA. varasAda, vIjaLI, vAToLIyA vagere badhuM tophAna hevAM chatAM A vAIpare e tamAmanI tAkAta teDI nAMkhI, ane alpa samayamAM gADI sahIsalAmata rIte ghera pahoMcI gaI. rastAmAM vidane AvyA, mUMjhavaNa ne muzkelIo AvI, chatAM jo vAIpara maLI gayuM te sahIsalAmata rIte ghera pahoMcI gayA. jIvanagADInA vAIpara keNI: - je vAta gADInI bAbatamAM che, te ja vAta AdhyAtmika jIvananI che. A saMsAramAM jIvana e eka gADI che. A gADIne mekSamArganA raste laI javI che. A jIvananI pratyeka paLa jokhamothI bharelI che. kaI paLe honArata sarjI de e kahI zakAya nahi. A mArgamAM paNa vAsanAonA vAvAjhoDA thaI rahyA che. bhayanA gaDagaDATa thAya che. AzravarUpI pANIne varasAda varasI rahyo che. kaSAye rUpI dhuMdhaLAza AtmA para lAgI rahI che. A kAraNathI jIvana rUpI gADIne sAco mArga sUjhatuM nathI. AvA kaparA saMjogomAM jIvana rUpI gADImAM upakArI gurUbhagavaMte rUpI vAIpara ja na hoya te gADI khADAmAM paDI honArata thayA vinA na rahe. vicAra kare, A jIvana rUpI gADIne kAca te sAmAnya bAbatomAM paNa dhUMdhaLe banI jAya che. keImAna, sanmAna Ape te AnaMda thAya che, kaI gALa de te krodha Ave, moTarano kAca te varasAdanI sIjhanamAM dhUMdhaLo bane. bAkI bAre mAsa e dhUMdhaLe raheto nathI. jyAre jIvanarUpI gADIne kAca to anukULatA ke pratikULatAnA sAmAnya nimittomAM paNa kaSAyarUpI varasAdathI dhaMdhaLo bane che, ane A kAraNathI haju jIvana gADI AgaLa vadhI zakatI nathI. AvA dhaMdhaLA kAcathI AgaLa zI rIte vadhAya? meTaramAM piDAM, breka, tathA tenA mazIne ane badhA sAdhane barAbara vyavasthita hovA chatAM varasatA varasAde vAIpara vinA musApharI karI zakAtI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] nathI. te rIte pAMce Indriyo anukULa sAmagrIe badhuM maLyuM che chatAM gurUdeva rUpI vAIpara vinA ApaNI jIvana gADI mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhI zake nahi. A jIvanarUpI gADImAM gurUdeva rUpI vAIpara te sAthe ja rAkhaje. jIvanamAM badhuM jAya te bhale jAya, paNa A vAIpara na javA deze. gurUdevanA vacanAmRta jIvanamAM vaNI leze te jIvana gADI saMsAranA pATA parathI gabaDI paDaze nahi, ane mokSamArgamAM sArI rIte AgaLa vadhI zakaze. gADInA mAlikane jeTalI vAIparanI kiMmata samajAI che, teTalI haju jIvana gADInA vAIparanI kiMmata samajAI nathI. gurUvinA ke nahi mukitadAtA, gurU vinA ke nahi mArgAtA, gurUvinA ke nahi jADaya hartA, gurUM vinA ke nahi saukhyakartA. mokSane mArga batAvanAra A kALamAM gurU bhagavaMte che. ajJAnanA aMdhakAra gurU vinA keNa dUra kare? jenuM vAIpara salAmata tenI jIvanagADI salAmata. sidhdhAMtamAM daSTi kare. jyAM jyAM vAta cAle che tyAM Dagale ne pagale belyA che. ApaNuM gurUbhagavaMta ApaNane A rIte kahI gayA che. sudharmAsvAmI ja busvAmIne kahe che tyAre e paNa ema ja bole che ke ApaNuM gurUbhagavaMta mahAvIra prabhu pAsethI jevuM sAMbhaLyuM che tevuM kahuM chuM dareka vAtamAM gurUne AgaLa karyA che. vAIpara moTaragADInI apekSAe te keTaluM nAnuM che! chatAM enI tAkAta keTalI che e miTara calAvanAra sahune khabara che. are ! e vAIparanA rakSaNamAM te moTaranuM rakSaNa che. enI upekSAmAM moTarane nAza che. A ja rIte AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM vAIpara samAna gurUbhagavaMtanI jeNe upekSA karI temaNe A kSetramAM mAra khAdho che, eTale ke saMsAra vadhArI dIdho che. eka vakhatanA mahAvairAgI jamAlikumAra, gozAlaka jemaNe gurUbhagavaMta evA mahAvIra prabhunI upekSA karI to saMsAra paribhramaNa keTaluM vadhAryuM ! jeNe e gurUbhagavAna rUpI vAIparanI kiMmata karI, temanA caraNe jIvana arpaNa karyuM te nyAla thaI gayA. saMsAra sAgarathI tarI gayA. gajasukumAla, ayavaMtAmuni. bIjI vAta e che ke moTarane vAIparanI jarUra khAsa varasAda varasatA hoya tyAre paDe che, eTale ke bAre mAsa joIe ja evuM nathI kAraNa ke varasAda bAre mAsa Avato nathI. cAturmAsamAM be traNa mahinA Ave che. bAkInA mahinAmAM to bahAra jAva te vAIpara na hoya to paNa cAle. jyAre ApaNuM jIvanamAM te eka paLa paNa vAIpara vinA cAle tema nathI, kAraNa ke ahIM te samaye samaye Azravane varasAda cAlu ja che. jIvananI eka paLa paNa A varasAda vinAnI nathI te pachI vAIpara vinA cAle kevI rIte? A vAIpara sAthe haze to kaSAyothI dUdhaLA banelA jIvanane svaccha banAvI deze. IdrabhUtinA jIvanagADIne kAca mithyAjJAnathI, abhimAnathI dhUMdhaLo banI gayela hatA. vAIpara jevA vibhu maLI gayA. indrabhUtie emane keTalA bahumAna sAthe svIkAryA. to e prabhue emanI badhI dhaMdhaLAza dUra karI ane mokSanA sukhanuM keTaluM UMcuM InAma

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18 [ zAradA ziramaNi ApyuM ! ApaNe paNa e sthAnane pAmavuM che, to e gurUdeva rUpI vAIparane jIvanarUpI gADImAM goThavI daIe to eka divasa jarUra e padane pAmI jaIzuM. sAtamuM aMga che upAsakadazAMga. jemaNe AtmAnI upAsanA karI evA 10 zrAvake adhikAra temAM Ave che. tame zAnI upAsanA karI rahyA che? dhananI, vaibhavanI, saMsAranA sukhanI. jemaNe dhananI upAsanA karI temanA nAma zAstranA pAne AvyA nathI, paNa jeNe dharmanI, AtmAnI upAsanA karI temanA nAma sidhAMtamAM suvarNAkSare lakhAyA. AvA eka zrAvakanI vAta che. suvrata nAmanA zeTha. jeonI pAse 99 lAkha rUpiyAnI milakta hatI. zeTha temanA baMgalAmAM banAvelI pauSadhazALAmAM pauSadha karIne beThA che. teo dhyAnamAM masta che te samaye rAtanA temanA gharamAM cera cerI karavA AvyA. zeThane khabara paDI ke cAro AvyA che, chatAM dilamAM hAya na lAgI. kabATo teDavA mAMDyAM chatAM zeTha dhyAna detA nathI. zeTha pitAnI najara sAme badhuM jue che chatAM kAMI bolatAM nathI. mAnI le ke tame gharamAM pauSadha karyo heya ne AvuM bane te zAMta besI rahe kharA? manamAM ukaLATa thAya ke nahi? pauSadha che eTale bIju na kare paNa tyAM tame zuM kahe ? pauSadha che eTale uThAya nahi paNa bUma te paDAyane! A zeThanI daDhatA keTalI che! ghara toDIne aMdara AvyA. kabATo toDavA chatAM te bAju daSTi paNa karatAM nathI. eTale carone te phAvatuM maLI gayuM. zeTha zuM vicAre che! meM pauSadha lIdhuM che. mAre badhA pApanA paccakhANa che. huM e badhI pApa kriyAothI 24 kalAka mATe nivRtta thayo chuM, tethI mAre e tarapha daSTi karavAnI zI jarUra ! saMpatti mArI che kyAM? huM ekale Avyo chuM, ne ekale javAnuM . jyAre ahIMthI jaIza tyAre A badhI saMpatti, mAlamilkata mArI sAthe AvavAnA nathI, pachI enI mamatA zI! pauSadhamAM to mAre ne ene kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. e badhI milakta bhegI karIne pioTalA bAMdhyA chatAM zeThane jarApaNuM utpAta nathI. are, temanuM rUMvADuM paNa pharakatuM nathI. A cora mArI badhI mikta corI jAya che eTalA bhAva paNa AvatA nathI. meM pauSadha lIdhe tyAre badhA paccakhANuM lIdhA che, pachI mArI milkata che ja kyAM! zeThane ciMtA nathI, phikara nathI. e to AtmasvarUpamAM masta che. pauSadhanA bhAvane barAbara samajelA che, nahi to AvA prasaMge jIvane keTale utpAta vadhI jAya! haju A zeTha AgaLa zuM vicAraNA karaze ane pauSadhane camatkAra ke sarjAze tenA bhAva avasare. apADa vada bIja ne gurUvAra vyAkhyAna naM. 3 tA. 4-7-85 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! anaMta karUNAsAgara, guNonA ratnAkara, darzananA divAkara bhagavate jagatanA jInA Atmazreya mATe dvAdazAMgI rUpa vANInI prarUpaNA karI. temAM paheluM aMga AcArAMga sUtra. tenuM sthAna maDutvapUrNa che. jeTalA tIrthakaro

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zAradA ziremaNi ) [ 19 thayA te badhAe sauthI prathama AcArAMgano upadeza Apyo che. vartamAnakALe mahAvideha kSetramAM je tIrthakara vidyamAna che teo paNa sarvaprathama AcArAMgano upadeza Ape che. AcArAMganA sUtrane sarvaprathama sthAna ApavAnuM kAraNa darzAvatA kahe che ke mokSanA avyAbAdha sukha prApta karavA mATe AcAranI jarUra che. A sUtramAM eTalA gahana bhAva bharyA che ke jANe gAgaramAM sAgara bharI dIdhuM na hoya! AcAraMga adhyAtmanI amUlya nidhi che. jAgRtinuM jIvanasUtra che. AtyaMta guNaratnane ranAkara che. AtmAnA maulika guNone vikasita ane pallavita karavAnI emAM vipula sAmagrI che. A sUtramAM sAdhunA AcAra zuM che? temane karavA jevuM zuM che AvA bharapUra bhAvothI bhareluM saMtane satata jAgRta karatu evuM A paheluM AcArAMga sUtra che. A sUtra mAtA samAna, che. zarIranA jamaNA paganI samAna che. bIju aMga che sUyagaDAyaMga sUtra. jemAM sAdhune zikSA ApI che. A aMga DAbA aMga samAna che. tene pitAnI upamA ApI che. A sUtramAM sAdhakane zikSA ApatAM nyAya ApIne samajAvyuM che. tameva aviyANaMtA visamaMsi akoviyA / maMchAM verAjhiyA vera, rasamacAra me | sU. a. 1. u. 3 gAthA 2. vaizAlika mAchalI pANImAM pUra Ave tyAre taNAIne kinAre Ave che. pANInA joza ghaTI javAthI te samudranA pANImAM pAchI jaI zakatI nathI. tenA marAya kAdavamAM , bharAI jAya che ane kheMcAya che, pachI te tyAM taraphaDiyA mAre che. cIsa pADe che. te samaye mAMsanA athI DhaMka ane kaMkha nAmanA pakSIo te mAchalInA zarIra para cAMca mAre che. tenI cAMca talavAranI dhAra jevI hoya che. te tINuM cAMthI mAchalIne vIdhI nAMkhe che. tyAM mAchalI mRtyune zaraNa thAya che. A rIte je sAdhaka AdhAkamI AhArane bhogave che tenI dazA vaizAlika mAchalI jevI thAya che. mAchalIne DaMka ane kaMkha nAmanA pakSIo vIMdhI nAkhe che tema AdhAkamI deSita AhArathI bAMdhelA karmo jIvane vIdhI nAMkhaze. A rIte sUyagaDAcaMga sUtramAM sAdhakane AtmalakSI suMdara zikhAmaNo ApI che. trIju aMga che ThAkuMgasUtra. te jamaNuM pIMDI samAna che. temAM 1thI10 belenuM varNana Ave che. zuM samavAyaMga sUtra paNa bhAvathI bharapura che te DAbI pIMDI samAna che. paMcama aMga che maiyA bhagavatI. tene vivAhu pannatti paNa kahevAya che. te jamaNI jAMgha samAna che. temAM 36000 prIne gautama svAmIe pUchelA che. e sUtra vAMcatA manamAM thAya ke bhagavAne gautama svAmIne he gomA ! he mArA aMtevAsI ! A zabdothI saMbodhyA che. te keTalA bhAgyavAna ke prabhunA mukhethI vAraMvAra temanuM nAma bolAya. temanAmAM vinaya viveka keTale haze ! gurUbhaktimAM kevA tarabaLa haze! guNothI gurUnA hRdayamAM kevuM sthAna jamAvyuM haze ! mArA bhagavaMtanI AjJA e ja mAruM jIvana ane prANa che. AvA guNanA prabhAve aMtevAsI zabda vAparyo haze. apaNutA vagara tarpaNatA na maLe. ApaNe gurUne

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20 | zAradA ziremaNi arpaNa te thaIe chIe, paNa arpaNatAmAM bheda rAkhIe chIe. pArasamaNI leDhAne senuM banAve paNa je pArasamaNane kAgaLa vIMTele hoya te lAkhaMDane sonuM na banAve, tema ApaNe paNa gurU pAse jaIe chIe. bhaktithI mastaka namAvIe chIe, chatAM bhaktimAM bheda haze tyAM sudhI kalyANuM dUra che. chaThuM aMga jJAtAjasUtra. te DAbI jAMdha samAna che. sAtamuM aMga che upAsakadazAMga sUtra. te jamaNA paDakhA samAna che. (8) aMtagaDasUtra DAbA paDakhA samAna (9) anuttarapapAtika sUtra jamaNuM bhUjA samAna (10) praznavyAkaraNa sUtra DAbI bhUjA samAna (11) vipAka sUtra garadana samAna (12) daSTivAda sUtra mastaka samAna che. A rIte 12 aMgane zarIranA aMgo sAthe sarakhAvyA che. ApaNe sAtamuM aMga upAsakadazAMga sUtrano adhikAra le che. A sUtramAM dhamakathAnuyeganuM varNana karela che. samasta sUtrone cAra anuyAgamAM vibhakta karelA che. arthAta ema kahIe ke cAra zailIomAM bhagavAne mokSamArgane upadeza Apyo che. (1) caraNa karaNAnuga jenA vaDe saMsArarUpI samudrane sAme kinAre arthAta caudamuM guNathAna prApta thAya tene caraNa (mULaguNa) kahe che. vrata Adine paNa caraNa kahe che. te 70 prakAra che. 5 vrata, 10 zramaNadharma, 17 saMyama, 10 vaiyAvacca, 9 brahmacaryavADa, 3 ratnatraya, jJAna, darzana, cAritra, 12 tapa, 4 kodha, mAna, mAyA lebhane nigraDu A 70 caraNanA bheda. caraNanI je puSTi kare te karaNa kahevAya. arthAt uttaraguNa kahevAya che. piMDavizuddhi Adi karaNa kahevAya che. tenA paNa 70 prakAra. 4 piMDavizuddhi, pa samiti, 12 bhAvanA, 12 paDiyA, pa inidrayanigraha, 25 paDilehaNa, 3 gupti 4 abhigraha A 70 karaNanabheda. jemAM caraNa-karaNanuM pratipAdana karavAmAM Ave che te caraNa-karaNAnuyoga che. A anuyogamAM ATha sUtra che. AcAraMgasUtra, praznavyAkaraNa, dazavaikAlika, bRhakalpa Adi cAra cheda sUtra ane Avazyaka sUtra. (2) dharmakathAnuga : dharmanuM kathana evA dharmakathAnA anuyegane dharmakathAnuga kahe che. jJAtAdharmakathA, upAsakadazAMga, anuttaravavAI, vipAsUtra, aupapAtika, rAyaprakSIya, nirayAvalikA Adi pAMca sUtra, uttarAdhyayana A dharmakathAnuga che. (3) gaNitAnuyoga : gaNitanA viSayamAM bhagavAne je arthAgamanuM pratipAdana karyuM tene gaNitAnuga kahe che. jaMbudvIpapannati, caMdrapannati, sUrya pannati A gaNitAnuga che. (4) dravyAnuyoga : jemAM jIva Adi cha dravyanuM, nava padArthonuM, tene jJAnAdi guNonuM vivecana athagamane anusAra che te dravyAnuyogamAM sUtrakRtAMga, sthAnAMga samavAyAMga bhagavatI sUtra, jIvAbhigama, prajJApanA, naMdIsUtra, anuga dvAra, Adi sUtro che. A cAra anugamAM bhagavAne kayA bhAvo batAvyA che te samajIe. dravyAnuyogamAM AtmAnuM eTale cetananuM tathA acetana dravyanuM kavarUpa batAvyuM che. enA mege samyakatva evuM nirmaLa bane ke pariNAme AtmAmAM sArA bhAva pragaTyA vinA na rahe. gaNitAnuga evo che

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zAradA zimaNi ] ke urvileka, adholeka, trichaleka e traNeya leka jANe AMkha sAme khaDA thaI jAya. naraka kyAM che? dvipo keTalA? sAgare, nadIo, parvate keTalA? temanI laMbAI, pahoLAI keTalI? A badhuM jJAna thAya. je AtmA gaNitAnuyogane jJAtA heya enI AMkha sAme AkhA lekano nakaze khaDe thaI jAya. caraNakaraNanuyoga je zIkhe, jANe e aviratImAM phasAyela na rahe. aviratI upara tene napharata Ave, ane AtmAne kevA AcAra vicAra rAkhavA zreyakArI che e vAta A yugathI samajAI jAya. cothe dharmakathAnuyoga eTale jagatanA chanA caritronA varNanane khajAne. emAM zuM na Ave? pApInuM caritra Ave ane puNyazALInA paNuM caritro Ave. saMsArane kheDatA nuM caritra Ave ane saMsArane tyAga karI mokSamArganI sAdhanAmAM joDAI gayelA jInuM caritra paNa Ave. A badhuM vAMcavAmAM, sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave tyAre jene haya, upAdeyane viveka hoya te AtmAmAM apUrva AnaMda pragaTayA vinA na rahe, kAraNa ke e vAMcavA, sAMbhaLavAthI saMveganA rasarUpI amRta pragaTe ke je amRtathI mehanuM mahAviSa maTe ane saMveganA rasarUpI amRtamAM AtmA tarabaLa bane. dharmakathAnuyoga e suMdara, mIThe ane saraLa che ke jene e vAMcatA, sAMbhaLatA AvaDe tene saMsAra bhayaMkara dekhAyA vinA na rahe. je A zarIra upara cAmaDI na hoya te A zarIra kevuM bihAmaNuM lAge. tema A saMsAra upara paNa puNyane ochADa na hoya te A saMsAra ethIya vadhu bihAmaNo lAge eve che. puNyano ochADa khasI gayA pachI saMsAra ke che enI kalpanA karaze te lAgaze ke saMsAramAM vastutaH kAMI sAruM nathI. A saMsAramAM AcaravA lAyaka je kAMI hoya to te dharma che. saMsAra te e che, patnI dumina bane ane pati paNa duzmana bane, putro paNa duzamana bane, nehIo, svajane, saMbaMdhIo e badhA kyAre pharI jAya, viparIta karanArA bane e kahevAya nahi. puNyano ga heya tyAM sudhI badhu anukULa ane pApane yoga pragaTe eTale saMsAramAM badhA pharI jAya. deva, gurU, dharma ane svadhamI evA che ke enA sahavAsamAM, enI chAyAmAM je keI rahe tene e dhakko te na mAre paNa enA kAraNe evI sthiti ubhI thAya ke pratikULa vartanArA ene anukULa banI jAya. A Akhe citAra dharmakathAnugamAM jovA maLe che. dharmakathAnA zravaNathI deva, gurU, dharma sivAya koIno rAga karavA jevo nathI ema lAge. mokSa prApti mATe dharma zarU karyo. eTale e bhavamAM kevaLajJAna ane mokSa maLe evuM to alpajIne mATe bane, kAraNa ke kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe ghaNe puruSArtha kare paDe. te eka bhavamAM pUro thaI zake nahi, paNa eTaluM to jarUra bane ke mokSane mATe dharma karavAnuM zarU karyo tyArathI mAMDIne je bhavamAM kevaLajJAna ane mokSanI prApti thAya tyAM sudhI moTA bhAge evuM bane ke devabhava maLe ane manuSyabhava maLe. ema cAlyA kare. emAM devabhavamAM paNa je dharmanA bhAva jaLavAI jAya ane manuSyabhava maLe tyAre tyAM e

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22 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi dharmanuM AcaraNa mokSanA lakSyathI kare te alpabhavamAM mekSa maLI jAya. kaI vAra evuM paNuM banI jAya che tevA prakAranA karmanA udayathI dharmanA bhAva khasI jAya, paNa e pAchA AvyA vinA na rahe. dharmakathAmAM jyAM sArApaNuM che tyAM sArApaNuM TAMkIne te batAvyuM che ane jyAM kharAbI che te evI rItanA batAvI che ke saMsAra bhUMDo lAgyA vinA rahe nahi. saMsAra pratye udvega AvI jAya. sAdhuonA virAgane paNa puSTa banAvI de. evI vAta dharmakathAmAM che. dharmakathA sArI rIte vAMcavAmAM Ave to vAMcanAramAM virAga na hoya to pidA thAya, ane hoya to te e daDha bane ke game tevA saMgamAM e Dage nahi. dharmakathAmAM AvelA mahAna purUSonA caritro te ArAdhanA tathA saddaguNonI preraNAnI khANa che. e vAMcavA, sAMbhaLavAthI koI ne koI preraNA maLe che. kadAca jIvanamAM ArAdhanA na karI zake te paNa aMtaramAM khaTake te kharuM ke mane mahAna purUSo je mAnavabhava maLyo chatAM huM ArAdhanA nathI karI zakato ? huM saddaguNane keLavI zakatA nathI! huM te pApamAM zera chuM. dharmakathAnI e eka vizeSatA che ke te saraLa bhASAmAM vAtavAtamAM manane pramodamAM lAvI AtmAne mATe kaMIka avanavI preraNA pIrasI jAya che. jenAthI jIvanamAM vartananuM parivartana paNa thaI zake che. dharmakathA eTale dUdhamAMthI prakriyA karIne pIrasAtuM, pRSTi ApatuM navanIta. dharmakathA eTale zArIrika, mAnasika tathA AdhyAtmika bhavanA thAkane utAranAra tathA tana, mana ane jIvanane haLavuM phula banAvIne ucca Adarza dvArA uttama jIvana jIvavAnI preraNA ApatuM preraka baLa. A rIte dharmakathA eTale jIvanamAM dharmane yoga karAvanAra kathA. dharmakathA mAtra bALaka mATe nathI, paNa je maMdabuddhivALA che. jemane kSe pazama tIvra nathI tevA che paNa dharmathI vimukha na rahI jAya ane AgamanuM amRtapAna temane maLI rahe te mATe dharmakathA mahattvanuM sthAna dharAve che. bAraNAne sAkha sAthe phITa karavA mATe mijAgarA, khIlInI jarUra che tema bAlajIne siddhAMtanA bhAvane samajAvavA mATe dharmakathArUpa mijAgarAnI jarUra che ApaNe je adhikAra le che tenuM nAma che upAsakadazAMga. je AtmAe sarva viratirUpa cAritradharmanI sAdhanA karavAmAM samartha nathI ane saMsArarUpI vikaTa vanamAM bhramaNa karatAM vividha duHkhathI taraphaDI rahyA che evA bhavya jInA upakAra mATe zrAvakadharma samajAvavAnA uddezathI aneka zrAvakenA caritronuM citraNa karatAM upAsakadazAMga nAmanA sAtamA aMgane prAraMbha karIe chIe. temAM je temAM samag i caMpA nAma nA rasthA, vajo pujama re vAgo / keIpaNa vAta cAlu karatA pahelAM AgaLanI pUrvabhUmikA pahelA batAve che te kALa ane te samaye caMpA nAmanI nagarI hatI. te kALa ane te samaya eTalA mATe kahyuM ke aupapAtika sUtramAM caMpA nAmanI nagarInI vAta Ave che ke caMpAnagarImAM koNika rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. keNi ke pitAnA pitA zreNika rAjAne rAjyanA lebhe jelamAM pUryA ane te rAjagRhInA rAjA banyA. jelamAM zreNika rAjAnuM mRtyu thayuM, tethI nagarInI janatA tene phiTakAra ApavA

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zAradA zirAmaNi ] [ 23 lAgI ane zreNika rAjA mRtyu pAmyA tyAre keNikane pitAnI bhUla samajAI hatI. tethI pitAnA zekathI ane lekonA phiTakArathI temaNe rAjagRhI nagarIne tyAga karyo ane caMpAnagarImAM jaIne teNe pitAnI rAjadhAnI banAvI te caMpAnagarInI vAta che. te caMpAnagarImAM bAramA tIrthaMkara zrI vAsupUjya svAmInA pAMce kalyANaka thayA hatA. jaMbudvipanA dakSiNa bhAratamAM aMga nAmanA dezamAM A caMpA nAmanI nagarI hatI. te khUba suMdara ane samRddha hatI. te caMpAnagarImAM pUrNabhadra nAmanuM caitya hatuM. pUrgabhadra dakSiNa kSanikAyane svAmI che. te A cityane svAmI hatA, tethI te maityanuM nAma pUrNabhadra paDayuM hatuM. te kALa ane te samaye Arya sudharavAmI parivAra sahita padhAryA. jaMbusvAmIe temanI parya pAsanA karI, pachI vinayapUrvaka vaMdana karIne pUchyuM, he bhagavaMta! mukti prApta thayelA zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe chaThThA aMga jJAtA dharmakathAno e artha batAvyo che paraMtu he bhagavAna! temaNe sAtamA aMga upAsakadazAMga sUtramAM zuM artha prarU che eTale ke zuM bhAva prarUdhyA che? kahevAnI majA kyAre Ave ? kahevAne raMga kyAre jAme? sAme sAMbhaLanAra sAMbhaLavAmAM ekatAra banI jAya. jaMbusvAmIe sudharmAsvAmIne pUchayuM, ke zramaNa mahAvIra mahAvIrasavAmIe upAsakadazAMgamAM kayA bhAvanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che? tyAre sudharmAsvAmI kahe che ke he AyuSyamAna priya jaMbu ! zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrasavAmIe upAsakadazAMgamAM 10 adhyayananI prarUpaNa karI che. jema cAtaka pakSI pANI mATe talase ne meghanI rAha jue che ke kyAre varasAda varase ane huM tenuM pANI pI lauM tema jaMbusavAmI paNa sAMbhaLavA mATe talasI rahyA che, adhIrA banyA che. sudharmAsvAmIe jaMbusvAmIne kevA suMdara saMbodhanathI saMbodhyA che! he AyuSyamAna jaMbu! A saMbaMdhana sAMbhaLIe chIe tyAre hRdayamAM prasannatA thAya che. AyuSya badhAne priya che tethI lekamAM ciraMjIvI, dIrdhAyuSI saMbodhanathI kahevAmAM Ave che. A saMbodhana eTaluM madhura ane priya che ke ene sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI hRdayakamaLanI ekeka kaLI khIlI uThe che. A sAMbhaLatAM ziSyanA manamAM ulalAsa ane prasannatAnI lahera uThavA lAge che. A saMbodhanathI e vAta paNa spaSTa thAya che ke gurUnA hRdayamAM zikhya pratye keTale vAtsalyabhAva che ! keTale sadbhAva che ! ApaNe gaIkAle suvrata zeThanI vAta karI hatI. zeTha pauSadhamAM masta che. temane piauSadha tamArA jevuM na hatuM. A samaye care AvyA. khAtara pADayuM. corI kare che. piTalA bAMdhe che chatAM zeTha eka zabda uccAratAM nathI. are ! mArI badhI milakata cirAI jaze e manamAM bhAva paNa AvatA nathI. jenA manamAM thayuM ke zeTha kAMI belatA nathI mATe temanuM dhyAna nathI. caroe avAja karyA vinA sAvadhAnIthI kAma karyuM. gharanA badhAM upara sUtA che. tame pauSadha karyo hoya ne kadAca Avo prasaMga bane to ? are, upAzrayanI sAme tamAruM ghara che. upAzrayamAM pauSadha karyo che. rAtre khabara paDI ke re AvyA che. mane to lAge che ke bhaluM hoya to rAtre guccho laIne ghera

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24 [ zAradA ziremaNi pahoMcI jAva. A zeThe te najaronajara sagI AMkhe milakatanA poTalA bAMdhatA joyA chatAM rUvADuM ya pharakatuM nathI. pauSadhane camatkAra : cAre pioTalA bAMdhIne jAya che. jyAM gharanA pagathiyAM utaravA jAya che tyAM badhAnA paga cATI jAya che. have hAlI cAlI zakatAM nathI. mAthe hAthathI piTalA pakaDelA hatA te hAtha temane tema rahI gayA. A to bhAra mAthe ne mAthe rahyo. hAtha chUTA heta te mAthethI piTalAne bhAra te utarata! nathI cAlI zakatA, nathI mAthethI piTalA utaratA. badhAM cere khUba mUMjhavaNamAM paDayA. have karavuM zuM ? zeTha atyAra sudhI koI bolyA nahi, paNa nakakI maMtrajanna karavAvALA haze. najare lUMTAvA dIdhuM, poTaluM bAMdhavA dIdhuM ane cAlavA gayA tyAM cITakAvI dIdhAM, sajajaDa karI dIdhA. temanI muMjhavaNane te pAra na rahyo. zeThanA baMgalAnA daravAje keTavALa cokI kare che. savAra paDavAne TAIma thaye. keTavAle baMgalAnA pagathiyAmAM cerane joyAM. teNe bUma pADI, care AvyA che doDe....De.....divasa Uge. zeThe pauSadha pALe. AvIne jue che te re hAlI cAlI zaktA nathI. poTalA mAthe paDayA che. zeTha pUche che, "bhAIo A zuM !" e zuM bole ? AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu paDe che. zeTha sAheba ! Ape amane corI karatAM joyA chatAM kyA nahi ! ame Apano bhayaMkara guno karyo che. amArA gunAnuM pratyakSa phaLa atyAre ja maLI gayuM che. ame ApanI milakatanA badhA poTalAM pAchA ApI daIe chIe. Apa amane cheDAcheDA zeThajI! bacAve bacAve. ame tamArA zaraNe chIe. have zuM vahAluM lAge ? poTalA ke chUTavuM ? bele te kharA? (tA-chUTavuM vahAluM lAge.) A corone jiMdagInI zikSA maLI paNa tame rAta-divasa 18 pApanA poTalA bAMdhI anarthadaMDe daMDAI rahyA che. A pApane sarAvIne bahAra nIkaLI jAva. saMsArathI chUTake lIdhA vinA karmathI chUTakAro thavAnuM nathI. tamane haju cAra jevI zikSA maLI nathI. temanI jema cITakI gayA nathI. je cITakI gayA heta to te kaheta ke mahAsatIjI! have amane jaldI choDAve. caro zeThane karagare che zeThajI! tame amane choDAve. ame have A jiMdagImAM kyAre paNa cerI nahi karIe. barAbara kabUla che? belo che tevuM pALazo ne? hA. Apa amane dha zIkhavADe. zeTha to karUNAvaMta hatA. emaNe maMtrajaMtra kayAM na hatA. temaNe eTaluM kahyuM ke, cAle cAlavA maMDe. tarata badhA cAlavA lAgyA. bhAIe ! maMtrajaMtra kAMI jANato nathI. A to mArA pauSadhavratane prabhAva che. zeTha pauSadhamAM aDaga rahyA che ke prabhAva paDyo ! temanI cerAyelI milakata pAchI AvI gaI. tamArI sAmAyika kevI ? bAraNAmAM tapelI mUkI rAkho, dUdhavALo Ave eTale kaho e tapelImAM nAMkha. AvI ghaNI sAmAyike karI. vrata-niyamo karyA chatAM kalyANa thatuM

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zAradA ziromaNi ] nathI. puNIyA zrAvakanI eka sAmAyika levA zreNika rAjA gayA. jo tenI eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa maLe te narake jatAM aTakI jAya. kyAM samarasanA vAdathI bharapura enI sAmAyika ane kyAM ApaNI sAmAyika ! ApaNA jevA bhAva vadhavA joIe tevA haju vadhyA nathI. AtmAne vega upaDyo nathI tethI AtmA pAmI zakAto nathI. zeThanA kahevAthI cora chUTI gayA, paNa keTavALe cora-ceranI bUma pADI eTale piolIsa tyAM AvI pahoMcI. ene joyA eTale pakaDIne laI gayA. A zeTha khUba sajajana hatA. teo paNa sAthe gayA. nyAyAdhIze pUchyuM-zeThajI! A care che ne ? A ce che e vAta sAcI. e cerI karavA AvyA hatA e paNa sAcuM che, paNa temaNe mAre tyAMthI koI vastu lIdhI nathI, ane have jiMdagImAM kyAre paNa corI na karavI tevI pratijJA lIdhI che. have zuM kahuM! gune emane nathI paNa mAre che. temane corI karavAnI vRtti thaI zA mATe ? huM meTo koThAdhipati zeTha kahevAuM chatAM meM temanI khabara na lIdhI, tyAre temane AvI pApavRtti thaIne ! zeThanA vacana sAMbhaLI nyAyAdhIza te sajajaDa thaI gayA. zeTha kahe temane cheDI mUke. tarata corone choDI mUkyA. zeThe temane dhaMdhe zIkhavADyo. temanuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. jeNe jIvana jIvI jANyuM che ne mRtyune amara banAvyuM che evA amArA lADIlA mahAna vairAgI 5. tArAbAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithine divasa che. pU. tArAbAI mahAsatIjI eka mahAna pavitra satI hatA. temane janma amadAvAdamAM thayo hato. mAtAnuM nAma samaratabena ane pitAnuM nAma ugaracaMdabhAI hatuM. cauda varSe temanA lagna thayA hatA. temanuM saMsArI jIvana sukhethI chalakatuM hatuM. vaibhavanI cheLo uDatI hatI. AvI sukhazasyAmAM rahetAM tArAbenane 26 mA varSe e joradAra phaTako vAge ke temanA sukhanA bhaMDAra lUMTAI gayA. pati vargavAsa thayA, tyAre cAre dIkarAo nAnA hatA. temanuM kalpAMta, rUdana bhalabhalAne pIgaLAvI de evuM hatuM. temane khUba jhUrApo karatAM joIne emanA pADozI bahene kahyuM, tArAbahena ! ApaNA upAzraye pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatIjInuM cAturmAsa che. tame tyAM cAle. tamArA manane zAMti maLaze. A rIte kyAM sudhI jhUryA karaze? pADezInA kahevAthI teo upAzraye AvyA. huM paNa gaucarI jAuM tyAre hRdayane zAMta karavA AzvAsana ApuM. teo ja upAzraye AvavA lAgyA. bapore mahAbaLa-malayAsuMdarIne rAsa sAMbhaLatAM manamAM thayuM ke rAjAnI eka dIkarIne keTalA duHkho paDayA ? to mArI vAta kyAM? karmanA svarUpane samajatAM AtmAmAM TharyA. cAra mahinAnA paricayamAM temano AtmA vairAgya raMgamAM raMgAI gaye. cAre dIkarA nAnA, e javAbadArInA kAraNe 12 varSo sudhI saMsAramAM rokAvuM paDayuM, paNa daDha vairAgyathI rakta.

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[ zAradA ziremaNi tArAbahene mAMgelI dIkSAnI AjJA dIkarAomAM susaMskAronuM siMcana karatAM saMsAramAM rahIne pitAnI pharaja adA karavA lAgyA. sauthI moTA putranA lagna karyA. putravadhUnA jIvananuM ghaDatara karyuM, pachI kahyuM, "meM mArI pharaja barAbara bajAvI che. have Apa A badhI javAbadArI saMbhALa ane mane saMyamanA mArge javAnI AjJA Apo." tArAne dIkSAnI AjJA mAMgI, tyAre dIkarAo kahe che, bA ! te amane bhaNAvyA, gaNAvyA, moTA karyA. have tArI sevA karavAno samaya Avyo tyAre tuM amane choDIne javAnI vAta kare che. ame dIkSAnI AjJA nahi ApIe." tArAbenanA manamAM thayuM ke A dIkarAo mane dIkSAnI AjJA nahi Ape, tethI jeTha mahinAmAM sakhata garamImAM cauvihArA upavAsa para utaryA. keTale daDha vairAgya ! saMyamanI kevI tIvra tamanA ! chevaTe badhAM sagAMsaMbaMdhIoe putrone samajAvyA ne dIkSAnI AjJA apAvI. temanA manamAM to koI alaukika AnaMda thaye, paNa dIkarAonA dilamAM khUba AghAta lAgyuM. aSADa suda bIjanI dIkSA nakakI thaI. teo kahe, "mAre sAdAIthI dIkSA levI che." dikSA vakhate temanA bALakane je kalpAMta ke bhalabhalAnA hRdaya kaMpI jAya. maMDapamAM dIkSAnI AjJA ApanAM be bALake bebhAna thaI gayA. te samayanuM dazya to badhAnA hRdaya dhrujAvI de evuM hatuM, chatAM A daDha vairAgIne mukha para apUrva AnaMda hate. saMta satIjIo, janatA badhA bolI uThavA-dhanya che tArAbena tamane ! mahAbhiniSkramaNa bAda temanI maMgala bhAvanA : dIkSA lIdhA pachI teo eka ja vAta kahetA mahAsatIjI! mAre kaI vidvAna, paMDita ke vyAkhyAtA nathI banavuM. mAre te paMDita bharaNe maravuM che ne jaladI bhavane aMta lAvavo che. dIkSA bAda navadIkSita nAnA mahAsatIjIene tathA vairAgI benene bhaNAvavA vagere badhI javAbadArI teo saMbhALatA. dIkSAmAM AThame naMbara AvyA paNa guNamAM meTA ane gaMbhIra hatA. temanA guNanI gauravagAthA gAI zakAya tema nathI. dIkSA pachI dezamAM traNa cAturmAsa karIne muMbaI AvavAnuM thayuM. muMbaImAM anukrame kAMdAvADI, mATuMgA, dAdara cAturmAsa karIne saMvata 2021 nuM cAturmAsa vilepAla karyuM. te cAturmAsamAM temane garbhAzayanuM kensara thayuM. bhayaMkara rogamAM apUrva samAdhi : kesara nAma paDatAM mANasa gabharAya paNa tArAbAI mahAsatIjIne to jarA paNa nahotA gabharATa ke nahato hAyakAre. e to samatAbhAve sahana karatA. te kahetAM mahAsatIjI ! A darda AvyuM emAM ApaNe gabharAvAnI zI jarUra che ! A kensara to kamene kena eTale nAza karavA mATe AvyuM che. karmo khapAvavAnI uttama ghaDI AvI che. emAM aphasosa ke duHkha zA mATe ? AtmAnI kevI apUrva jAgRti ! te zUravIra ne dhIra thaIne karmo khapAvatA hatA. TrITamenTa ApavAthI darda zAMta thayuM. saM. 2022 mAM ghATakopara cAturmAsa karyuM. cAturmAsa pUrNa thatAM kArataka

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ ra7 suda pUnamanA divase baporanA AcanA karatAM mAthAmAM joradAra jhATake AvyuM. comAsA bAda mATuMgA padhAryA. mAthAnA dukhAvA mATe mATuMgA saMghe moTA moTA DokaTarane bolAvyA. mahAsatIjInI ajabagajabanI samatA joIne DekaTaranA zIra jhukI gayAM. dhanya che sa nIjI Apane ! mATuMgAmAM maMdAkinIbAInI dIkSA thaI. dIkSA patyA bAda temaNe kahyuM ke huM vaDI dIkSA jevAnI chuM. mane aMtima AlecanA karo. aMtima samayanA udgAre : traNa divasa bAkI hatA tyAre mane khullA zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM. mahAsatIjI huM aDhI divasa chuM. mAre rAga na rAkhaze. mArI mamatA na rAkhazo. mAre to be hAthamAM lADavA che. ahIM tame cho ane have jyAM ApaNuM gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba birAje che tyAM huM jAuM chuM. "mahA vada ekamanA divase temaNe 10ne 10 miniTe dhUna zarU karI "deha mare che huM nathI maratI, ajara amara pada mA!' meM kahyuM, tArAbAI ! A zuM bole che? mahAsatIjI je satya che te boluM chuM. mAro deha mare che. huM to ajara amara chuM. pachI pUche che navA sIvelA kapaDAM tauyAra che ne ! meM kahyuM nA. to kahe, tarata sIvaDAvI le. huM have khaMbhAta AvavAnI nathI, paNa caMdrikAnI dIkSA sArI rIte karo. chekarAone bhalAmaNa karI ke Apa saMpIne raheje. mane jema gaNe che tema mahAsatIjIne mAnajo. meM temane AlecanA karAvI tyAre temane saMtoSa thayo. tA. 25 mahA vada bIjanA zanivAre gaucarI patyA bAda kahe che mahAsatIjI! kAMI vadhyuM to nathI ne? DuM vadhyuM che to Apa badhA vAparI le. bIjA kALanuM pANI lAvatA nahi, pachI kahe che je kapaDA sIvaDAvyAM che te paheravA mATe mane Apone ! tema kahIne maraNa pachI je kapaDAM paheravAnA hoya te paherI lIdhA. mane kahe tame koI divasa koInuM maraNa joyuM nathI, paNa maraNa pahelA nakha kALA thaI jAya. Apa mArI ciMtA karaze nahi. mArI pAchaLa raDazo nahi. huM te sukhamAM jAuM chuM. Apane meLe mAthuM mUkIne deha choDavAnI chuM. ATaluM badhuM kahevA chatAM mahadazAe mane na samajavA dIdhuM ke tArAbAI have jaze. huM to vyAkhyAnamAM javA taiyAra thaI. dAdare pahoMcI tyAM avAja AvyuM ke jA mA. mane thayuM ke bhramaNA che. mane ahIM keNuM kahe? pagathiyuM utaravA gaI tyAM pharI avAja Avya-jA mA, tethI pAchI AvI. pATe beDI. tyAM mArA meLAmAM mAthuM mUkI dIdhuM ne belyA-gurUdeva ! A deha to nazvara che. tame mAre rAga na rAkhaze. khUba hiMmata rAkhajo ema kahIne mastake hAtha mUkIne traNa vAra belyA he Adezvara dAdA ! bhavabhava mane tamAruM zaraNuM heje. tyAM mane thayuM ke have tArAbAI cAlyA. meM tarata saMthArAnAM paccakhANa ApyA temaNe te traNa divasa agAu mArI pAse saMthArAnA paccakhANa mAMgelA, paNa meM ApyA nahi. saMthArAnA paccakhANa karAvyA tyAre temanA mukha upara apUrva AnaMda dekhAye. te te temanI dhUnamAM masta hatA. huM te vyAkhyAnamAM

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28 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi na gaI eTale badhAne thayuM ke tArAkhAI mahAsatIjInI takhiyata ThIka nahi hoya eTale vyAkhyAna pUruM thatAM badhA upara AvyAM. sakaLa saMghanI hAjarImAM dazane dasa miniTa deha mare che. huM nathI maratI ajara amara pada mAruM. e dhUna khelatAM sADA ATha varSanI dIkSA pALI hasatA mukhe A nazvara dehane tyAga karyAM. pAte sAdhI gayA. camakatA tejasvI tAze kharI paDayA. dhanya che temanA AtmAne ! temanA jIvanamAMthI kaIka guNA apanAvIe, temanI puNyatithie aThThama karAvyA che. 70 thayA. temanI puNyatithie je ane te paccakhkhANu lejo teA ja zraddhAMjali ApI kahevAya. aSADa vadatrIja ne zukravAra tA. 5-7-85 vyAkhyAna na. 4 viSaya : bahAramAMthI aMdara AvA syAdvAdanA sarjaka, bhavAbhavanA bhedaka, rAgadveSanA vinAzaka, evA jinezvara bhagava'te bhavya jIvAne bhavabaMdhanamAMthI mukta karavA mATe dvAdazAMgInI prarUpaNA karI DhAdazAMgImAM ApaNuM sAtamAM aMga upAsakadazAMga sUtranA adhikAra zarU karyAM che. ja busvAmI jijJAsu banIne sudharmAsvAmIne vinayapUrNAMka prazna pUchI rahyA che he bhagavAna ! zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIe sAtamAM aMgamAM ze| artha prarUpyA che? jANavAnI jijJAsA tamannA keTalI che! jijJAsA jAge, gurU bhagavaMtA pratye vinaya bhAva pragaTe te kAMIka pAmI zake. A jIvanamAM jo kAMIka pAmavuM che te bahAramAMthI aMdara AvA, je gharamAM hoya te bahAra na hoya. AkhA divasa kAmakAja karo paNa rAta paDe eTale ghera AvA che. tame zAMti meLavavA mAtherAna, mahAbaLezvara jAva tyAM 8 divasa 10 divasa raheA paNa aMte dhara vagara ThekANu na paDe. koI ne tyAM mahemAna thaIne gayA. rAja sAruM sAruM jamavAnuM maLe. mAna sanmAna maLe chatAM ghera AveA tyAre kahezeA ke hAza ! zAMti vaLI. A tA dravya dhara che. tamAre adbhUta apUrva zAMti meLavavI hAya ! AtmAnA gharamAM Ave. cAra divAlanuM banAvelu` ghara e sAcuM ghara nathI. mekSa e ApaNu` sAcuM ghara che. tamAre eka bleka levA hoya teA onarazIpa Ape. pAghaDI bhara ke bhADe leA, paNa paisA te bharavA paDe che. tenA mUlya cUkavavA paDe che, teA pachI zAzvata meAkSanu ghara levA mATe bhagavAnanA kAyadA anusAra 'mata cUkavavI paDe, paisA bharapAI karavA paDe. bhagavAne kahyu tema karavu' paDaze. te mATe zuM karavAnu che? anaMtAnubaMdhI, apratyAkhyAnI, pratyAkhyAnI, sa'jvalananI e badhI cokaDIe eTale 16 kaSAyA cheADavI paDaze. sa'valananA krodha to keTalA alpa ! pANImAM dorelI lITI jevA. ATalI kaSAya paNa jIvane yathAkhyAta cAritra ane kevalajJAna pAmavA na de. teA pachI bIjI ceAkaDIAne eTale apratyAkhyAna Adine rAkhavAnI vAta ja kayAM ? mAnuM ghara levu' che, te kaSAyAnA tyAga karo ane samyak jJAna, darzIna cAritrane mArga apanAve. e zAzvata ghara meLavavA mATe cAritra teA levu

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zAradA zimaNi ! ja paDaze. beThA beThA nahi maLe. have AvatA bhAmAM gAya, baLada Dukakara thaI kasAI vADe javuM paDe evA duHkha bhogavavA na hoya te jJAnI je mArga batAve che te mArge cAle. A uttama mAnavajanma bahAramAMthI aMdaramAM AvavA mATe che. Aja dina sudhI jIva bAhatha padArthomAM gUMthAyele rahyo che, have e cheDIne AtmAnI mastImAM gUMthAyelA rahevAnuM che. koI kahe che ke A badhuM ame jIvananA chelalA bhAgamAM karIzuM. te tane khabara che ke kALa AvIne kathAre koLI karI jaze? bhaviSyanA bharose nahi rahetA jAgyA tyArathI AtmAnuM karo. kAraNa ke "ghoga mudatA vArI" kALa bhayaMkara che ane zarIra durbaLa che. kyAre rega Ave, kyAre akasmAta thAya, kayAre mRtyu Ave, e bharoso nathI. temaja e ApattimAMthI kSemakuzaLa pAra utAraze evuM nizcita nathI. to pachI zarIranI aMdara rahenAra AtmAnuM hita sAdhavAne vAyado rakhAya kharo? kALa e pahelAM upADI le, apaMga, azakta, parAdhIna karI nAMkhe to pachI A bhavamAM Atmahita karavAnuM rahI jAya. je A bhavamAM Atmahita sAdhyA vinA ahIMthI vidAya laIzuM. te durgatinI jele taiyAra che, mATe A bhavamAM AvyA tyArathI Atmahita sAdhavAnuM lakSya rAkhavAnuM. e mATe yAda rAkhavuM ke je bahAranAnuM ghaNuM karyuM. have aMdaravALA mArA AtmAnuM sAdhI lauM. graMthakAranI vAta pramANe bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe pitAnA aMtima samaye devazarmA brAhmaNane pratibodhavA mokalyA hatA, tyAre gautama svAmIe temane upadeza ApatAM kahyuM hatuM ke, "he devazarmA ! atyAra sudhI bahAranI mohamAyAnuM te ghaNuM karyuM paNa tArA aMdaravALA AtmAnuM bhaluM kyAre karIza?" tame dhaMdho kare, nokarI kare, baheno gharakAma kare, bhajana karo, raMgarAgAdinI ramatA rame, putra parivAra mATe kare, A badhuM bahAranuM karyuM. tiyae paNa potAnA saMtAne mATe rahevAnuM sthAna bAMdhe che. khAvAnuM lAvIne khavaDAve che. bahAranuM te manuSya ane tiyae badhA kare che, paNa aMdaravALA AtmAnI sAdhanA mAnava karI zake che. bahAranuM je kare che temAM eka bAju puNaya jogavAIne pUruM thaI rahyuM che. te bIjI bAju rAga, meha, Asakti AdithI pApa ekaThuM thaI rahyuM che. AtmAno vicAra, AtmAnI rakSA karavAne badale saMsAranI pravRttiomAM eTale mAtra bahAranuM karavAmAM masta rahIe ane AtmahitanA ke dharmanA vicAra na karIe te AtmAnuM hita kayAMthI sAdhI zakAya? saMsAramAM svajananI, parivAranI ane zarIranI sarabharA vakhate te AtmAne vicAra nathI Avate, paNa jyAre AtmahitanI ke dharmanI pravRttio karIe tyAre paNuM bAhyanA vicAra nathI chUTatAM. mana paNa bAhya pravRttimAM ramatuM hoya che. jIva tyAre paNa aMdaramAM Tharato nathI. eTale AtmAnI pravRtti karavA chatAM Atmahita sAdhI zakatA nathI. e vAta te spaSTa che ke je bahAramAM hiya e gharamAM na hoya. keI tamArA gharamAM jaIne bUma pADe, harIbhAI! tyAre gherathI kahyuM ke, "harIbhAI ghera nathI e to upAzraya gayA che.'

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30 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi te jarUra samajAze ke e upAzraye gayA che, bahAra gayA che, mATe gharamAM nathI. anaMtakALathI bhaTaktA jIve mATe A eka moTuM Azcarya che ke saMsAranA ke bAhya pravRttinA kAma vakhate mana AtmahitamAM jatuM nathI, paNa dharma karatI vakhate mana bahAra bhaTake che. ApaNA AtmAnuM hita karavAnuM keNa bhUlAve che? pramAda bhUlAve che. pramAda eTale zuM? potAnA AtmAne bhUlI bAhyamAM AnaMda mAno, emAM masta rahevuM, e pramAda che. AtmA pramAdamAM lIna raheto hoya tyAre enuM dhyAna bAhya padArthomAM hoya che. pachI e vepAramAM masta hoya ke mojazokhano zokhIna hoya athavA mitro sAthe haravApharavAmAM raheto hoya ke vADIyA mANaso sAthe gappA mAratA hoya e badhe jJAnInI draSTimAM pramAda gaNAya che. pramAdamAM tatpara jIva ArtadhyAnamAM vartate hoya che. pramAda azubha dhyAnane sulabha karI Ape che. pramAda sevananI pAchaLa ISTa aniSTanA saMga viyoga ubhA che. pramAdathI patana : naMdamaNiyAranI vAta to ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLI. temane pauSadhamAM rAtanA tarasa lAgI. enuM duHkha thayuM, ane pANInA rAgamAM paDyo. te vAvaDI banAvavAnuM mana thayuM. e ArtadhyAnamAM caDyA. vAvaDI banAvI. vAvaDInA vicAramAM ramatA hovAthI tyAMthI marIne e ja vAvamAM deDakArUpe utpanna thayA. ArtadhyAnathI tiryaMca gatimAM gayA. Aje kaMIka mANase evA heya che ke jene saMpatti aDhaLaka che. peDhI be peDhI sudhI khUTe evI nathI. sAthe sAmAyika, pratikramaNa Adi kriyAo kare che chatAM vepAra dhaMdhAno rasa bahu hoya che. A vepAranI lInatArUpa pramAda emane azubha dhyAna karAve che. A te vepAranI lInatA para vAta karI paNa A duniyAmAM koIne vAtacItamAM rasa hoya, rAcaracIluM vasAvavAne zekha hoya, saMsAranA padArthono zokha haiya, A rIte padArthonI lInatA, A badhA pramAda che. pramAda lInatAnA kAraNe te caudapUrvamAM uNu munio paNa sAdhanAthI cUkyA ane nigodamAM phekAI gayA. nigoda eTale tiryaMcagati. tiryaMcagati Ata dhyAna vinA na maLe, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke durgati aTakAvavI hoya, sadgati meLavavI hiya to pramAdane khaMkherI nAkho. pramAdane haThAvavA mATe bAhya saMsAranA mohamAyAnA vicAre cheDIne AtmAnA hitAhitane vicAra karo. eTale ke bahArathI aMdara Ave. je AtmAo bahAramAMthI aMdara AvyA temanI vAto zAstramAM Ave che. ApaNA A tIrthakara RSabhadeva bhagavAnanuM zAsana 50 lAkha kroDa sAgaropama sudhI cAlyuM. keTale badho kALa ! bhagavAna mahAvIracavAmInuM zAsana ekavIsa hajAra varSo sudhI cAlavAnuM. mAre kahevuM che zuM? RSabhadeva bhagavAnanuM zAsana ATale badho lAMbo samaya cAhuM ene prabhAva juo. bhagavAna RSabhadeve je rAjagAdI choDI ane emanI rAjagAdIe jeTalA rAjA AvyA te mekSamAM gayA. je mokSe na gayA te anuttaravimAnamAM gayA. mA kyAre maLe? teo bAhAne cheDIne aMdaramAM AvyA tyAre te rAjAe rAjagAdI upara bese, rAjasukha bhogave ne chevaTe sukha, vabhava, rAjya Adi bahAranAne

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zAradA ziramaNi ] choDI de. bahAranuM sukha DAMgaranA petarA jevuM lAge ane AtmAnuM sukha DAMgara jevuM lAge tyAre te bhautika sukhene cheDI zake. sAdhanA karatAM ceDA karmo bAkI rahI gayA te anuttaravimAnamAM gayA. bhagavAna RSabhadevanuM kuTuMba keTaluM ujajavaLa! bhAgyazALI ! emano parivAra paNa puNyazALI ke temanA kuTuMbanA 108 ja to mokSe gayA. tamArA parivArane te upAzraye AvavuM paNa gamatuM nathI. sAmAyika karavI gamatI nathI. eTaluM to ThIka paNa huM jaina chuM. mArA jaina dharmanI saMskRti A che. eTaluM paNa mAnavA taiyAra che ! pahelAM to badhA mAnatA hatA ke jainakuLamAM janmyA eTale baTeTA Adi kaMdamULa na khavAya, ane Aje to ? jainakuLa kone kahevuM te samajAtuM nathI. saba sarakhA thaI gayA che. bahenanA kAnamAMthI hIrAnI buTTI khavAI jAya to AghAta lAge. tame 50 hajAra rUpiyA laIne jatAM he, rastAmAM guMDA maLe ne te laI le to agara khIsuM kapAI jAya ne paisA jAya to AghAta lAge paNa tamArA saMtAna upAzraye nathI AvatA tene AghAta lAge che? (zrotA-nathI mAnatA) dikara na kare, beTho beThe khAto hoya, corI karato hoya, te tene tame dhamakI ke nahi? tyAM kahezo ke mAnatA nathI? eTalI tamArA puNyamAM khAmI. bhagavAna kaSabhadevanuM kuTuMba keTaluM bhAgyavAna ! puNyavAna ! A jaina zAsana, jaina dharma, Arya saMskRti, mAnavabhava baDA bhAge maLyA che. tame pAMca rUpiyAnI TikiTa lIdhI. leTarImAM tamAro naMbara lAgyo ne 25 lAkha rU. maLyA te chAtI kevI gajagaja uchaLe ! e 25 lAkha bhogavaze ke nahi te khabara nathI. ahIM paNa jainazAsana ane dharma maLavo e leTarI lAgavA samAna che, emAM chAtI gajagaja uchaLavI joIe. A maLelA avasarane oLakhIne sAvadhAna bane. pApabhIrU ane bhavabhIra banaze to bhavakaTI thaze. je A leTarInI kiMmata nahi samaje te AtmA kyAMya rajhaLate thaI jaze, te khabara nahi paDe. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka sAva nAnakaDA gAmaDAmAM eka gAmaDIye rahetA hatA. nAnuM gAma eTale vepAra paNa nAno ja hoya ne ! moTuM gAma hoya te vepAra meTo heya. muMbaI jevA moTA zaheramAM cAra mALAmAM vastuo laIne phare to paNa bhUkhyo na rahe. nAnA gAmaDAmAM zuM dhaMdho cAle? jema tema karIne pitAnI AjIvikA calAve che. A vaNikanuM nAma te jIvarAjabhAI, paNa pAse dhana nathI. eTale badhA tene ja kahIne bolAve. A jIvAbhAI nAnI hATaDI calAve. emAM babbe paisA bhegA karatAM karatAM bAra varSe pAMca hajAra rU. bhegA thayA. garIbane mana te pAMca hajAra rU. pAMca lAkha jeTalA che. tene khUba AnaMda thayo. tene vicAra thayo ke have huM A gAmaDuM choDI dauM. gAmaDAmAM huM AgaLa nahi vadhI zakuM. ATalA varSe gAmaDAmAM rahyo tyAre mAMDa pAMca hajAra kamAye. have moTA gAmamAM jAuM. A vicAra karIne jIvAbhAIe pAMca hajAramAMthI DuM sonuM, cAMdI lIdhA. te samaye senAnA bhAva 2500 rU. na hatA. senuM, cAMdI ane rokaDa rUpiyAnI eka pioTalI bAMdhI ane pitAnA gAmanI bAjumAM sTezanethI

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32] [ zAradA ziremaNi moTA zaheramAM javA nIkaLyo. rastAmAM ene khUba kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI paNa nAnA sTezanamAM khAvApIvAnuM kAMI maLe nahi. AgaLa jatAM moTuM jaMkazana AvyuM. jaMkazanathI. badhI dizAnI gADI maLe. jIvAbhAIne khabara paDI ke A jaMkazanamAM eka kalAka gADI rokAvAnI che. jIvarAjabhAI nIce utaryA. | nATakanA AnaMdamAM gumAvela jidagIne AnaMda chavAbhAIne khUba bhUkha lAgI che. sAme pheMTanI, mevA mIThAInI ghaNI dukAne joI. pAse milakta paNa che, tethI levA javA mATe paga upADyo. rastAmAM eka nATaka cAlatuM hatuM. tenA para daSTi gaI. manamAM vicAra karyo. gADI upaDavAnI kalAkanI vAra che. te A nATaka joto jAuM. pA kalAka nATaka jovAmAM jato rahyo, khAdhuM nahi. AgaLa vadhyo te bIjuM sarasa dazya joyuM. manamAM thayuM ke haju gADI upaDavAnI poNA kalAkanI vAra che, mATe je jAuM. tame paNa kahe che ne 75 varSanI jiMdagI gaI paNa 25 to bAkI che ne! 50 gayA te 50 bAkI che ne! zuM so varSa jIvavAnuM nakkI che? pahelAM karatAM bIjo bela vadhu sAro Avyo. jIvAbhAIne khUba majhA AvI. gADI ane dukAna kyAM cAlyA javAnA che ! AvuM jovA kyAM maLavAnuM che? bIje khela joIne AgaLa gayo te tenAthI adhika caDhiyAtuM trIju dazya joyuM. e jovAmAM jIvAbhAI lalacAyA. chevaTe dukAna pAse jatA cothe khela jo. jIvAbhAI vicAra kare che haju pa kalAkanI vAra che. dukAna sAme che. gADI sAme che. dukAnethI khAvAnuM laIne gADImAM besIne khAI laIzuM. AvuM suMdara jovAnuM jatuM kema karAya? jIvyA karatAM joyuM bhaluM. kalAka pUro thaze. A khela evo suMdara Avyo ke harSamAM AvIne badhA tALIo pADavA lAgyA. A jIvAbhAI paNa piTalI bhaya mUkI tALIo pADavA lAgyA. emAM jIvAbhAIne TAImane khyAla na rahyo ne gADI upaDavAnI sITI vAgI. jIvAbhAI te camakyA. haju mAre khAvAnuM levAnuM bAkI che. meM te haju khAdhuM paNa nathI. ema aphasosa karatAM nIce mUkelI poTalI levA gayA to poTalI gUma. hajAro mANasonI bhIDa jAmI hoya tyAM poTalI rahe kharI ? jIvAbhAI paTalI zodhavA lAgyA. zodha karavA jatAM gADI upaDI gaI. jIvAbhAInI 12 varSanI mahenata eka miniTamAM dhULa thaI gaI. tene kevo AghAta lAgyo haze ! temanA paisA gayA. have khAvAnuM lAvavuM kyAMthI? paisA vagara koNa Ape? paisA vinA bIjI gADImAM besavAnuM paNa na maLe. jIvAbhAI poka mUkIne raDavA lAgyA. A te eka kalpita vAta che. A vAtane AtmA sAthe ghaTAvavI che. jIvAbhAI te ApaNo AtmA, nigada te gAmaDuM. ApaNe AtmA gAmaDA samAna nigodamAM anaMta kALa rahyo. jIvo mATe anaMtA zabda cAra jagAe vaparAya (1) abhAvI che anaMtA (2) paDivAI samyaka daSTi anaMtA (3) siddhanA ja anaMtA ane (4) nigodamAM che anaMtA. nArakI, de asaMkhyAtA, manuSyamAM garbhaja manuSyanI apekSAe saMkhyAtA ane samucchika manuSyanI apekSAe asaMkhyAtA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [3] vanaspati vajIne ra3 daMDaka karatAM siddhanA che anaMtA che. ApaNo AtmA, anaMtA kALa nigedamAM rahI AvyA. te jIvane jJAna nathI. ekendriya jIvane mati ajJAna, zrata ajJAna ane acakSudana ema traNe upayoga hoya che. jJAna vinA uddhAra nathI. jJAna ane kriyA baMne haze te mekSamAM javAze. tamArA vaibhava, saMpatti badhuM ahIM rahI jaze, paNa jJAna to parabhavamAM sAthe Avaze. cAritra A bhAva pUratuM che. AyuSya pUruM thAya eTale bIjA janmamAM cAtri maLe kharuM ane na paNa maLe. jJAna to jIvanI sAthe jAya che. jJAna vinA jIvanamAM aMdhAruM che. ajJAna jevuM kaI duHkha nathI, ne jJAna jevuM sukha nathI. huM tamane pUchuM ke tame duHkha kone mAne che! kaI kahezo pisAnuM, koI kaheze putranuM, kaI kaheze ke patnI sArI nathI, putra che te AjJAmAM rahetA nathI. koI divasa tame kahyuM ke amane jJAna nathI. ajJAna moTAmAM moTuM duHkha che. nigodamAM rahele AtmA ekendriyapaNAmAM zuM vahepAra karI zake? tyAM enI pAse manabaLa ke vacanabaLa nathI. mAtra eka kAyabaLa che. te paNa ati sUkSma. tenAthI zuM banI zake ? tyAM kaMI vepAra ke vakare na thAya pachI mUDI kyAMthI bhegI thAya ? nigodamAM akAma nirjarA karIne kaMIka puNyarUpI mUDI bhegI karI tenAthI bAdarapaNuM pAmyuM. tyAM akAma nirja karatAM trasapaNAmAM beIndriya, teIdriya, caurendriyapaNuM prApta karIne AgaLa vadhyuM. asaMjJI paMcendriya thaye. have kaMIka mUDI thaI eTale vepAra vadhAryo. ekendriyame phirate kirate, kucha zubha karma udaya AyA, taba de indriya, teIndriya meM, kAla anaMta kaSTa pAyA. phira cauindriya meM du:kha pAyA, paMcendriya gati phira pAI vahAM naraka tiryaMca yonimeM, kaSTa sahA ati he bhAI! vigalendriyamAM ne asaMjJI paMcendriyamAM vacanabaLa maLavAthI zakti vadhI. vepAra vadhe tethI mUDI paNa vadhI eTale saMjJI tithI paMcendriyamAM Avyo. tyAM manabaLa vadhyuM, tethI vicAra karavAnI zakti maLI. tyAM parAdhInapaNe kaSTa sahana karatAM kAma nirjarA karI pitAnI puNyarUpI mUDI gharthI bhegI karIne saMjJI manuSya gati rUpI jaMkazanamAM Avyo. saMsI manuSyamAM Avyo eTale pa000 rU. nI mUDI bhegI thaI gaI. A mUDI ekaThI karIne manuSya gati rUpI zaheranA jaMkazanamAM Avyo. tamAre paradezamAM game tyAM javuM hoya paNa muMbaI AvavuM paDe. muMbaIthI badhA dezanA lene maLe, tema manuSya bhavarUpI jaMkazanamAMthI pAMce gatimAM javAnI TikiTa maLe che. A jaMkazanamAM AvyuM tyAre anaMtI lakSmIrUpI mokSalakSmI meLavavAnI kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hatI, tethI samyapha jJAna, darzana, cAritra rUpa bajAramAM javA taiyAra thaye. tyAM sAme paheluM nATaka joyuM, manamAM thayuM ke A nATaka joIne pachI jaIza. A bhavamAM janma thaye. bAlapaNumAM mAtApitAnA lADakoDa, prema ane vahAla maLyA. emAM paNa jiMdagI to cAlI gaI.

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34] [ zAradA ziremaNi mAtApitAnA lADakoDamAM uchaLatA jIvAbhAIe bAlapaNane nATakanuM drazya joIne yuvAnImAM praveza karyo. yuvAnInA pagale paga mUkatA lagnanuM mana thayuM. sArI kanyA sAthe lagna karyA. A khela AgaLa pahele khela jhAMkha lAge. patnInA premamAM paDyo ane manamAM bole ke haju mArI aDadhI jiMdagI bAkI che. puNyarUpI mUDI mArI pAse che. samyaka jJAna, darzana, cAritrarUpI dukAne cAlI javAnI nathI. A khelanI majhA te ora che e kema jatI karAya? A rIte majazekhamAM, patnInA nATakanA khelanI majhA pUrI thaI. AgaLa gaye tyAM ekaekathI caDhe eve trIjo khela je. patnI ane bALakanI mamatAmAM, bALakane ramADavA, khelAvavAmAM evI majhA AvI ke A khela AgaLa pahelAnA be khela sAva jhAMkhA dekhAyA. trIjA khelamAM 75 varSa vItI gayA. ATalI uMmara thaI chatAM manamAM mAne che ke mAruM AyuSya kyAM pUruM thayuM che? cAritranI dukAne cAlI javAnI nathI. A jIvaDe mehamAM e muMjhAI gayo che ke ene khabara nathI ke gADI kyAre UpaDI jaze. jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke sarva gatiomAM zreSTha mAnavagati pAmyA che. naraka nigodamAM ghaNuM rakhaDaDyA. have puNyanI mUDI laIne mAnavabhavamAM AvyA che. ahIM mAtA-pitA, patnI, paisA ane parivAranA meDamAM paDI gayA ne vicAravA lAgyA ke A saMsAranA badhA khela joI levA de. haju AyuSya ghaNuM bAkI che, paNa A pAmara AtmAne khabara nathI paDatI ke mArI puNyarUpI mUDI have khalAsa thaI javAnI taiyArImAM che. cothA khelamAM dIkarAnA dIkarA moTA thayAM. temane paraNAvyA. temane tyAM dIkarA thayA. dIkarAo dAdA-dAdA kahIne khoLAmAM ramavA lAgyA. A khelamAM to jIva harakhaghelo banI gayo. harakhamAM ne harakhamAM na rahI piTalInI khabara ke na rahI samayanI khabara. mRtyarUpI gADInI sITI vAgI gaI ane jIvAbhAI rUpI AtmA gabharAI gaye. Avaze e kALa kayAre kaMIe kahevAya nA, dIpaka bUjhAze kayAre samajI zakAya nA. jIvanarUpI dIpaka kyAre bujhAI jaze enI khabara nathI. sITI vAgI gaI jIvAbhAI mUMjhAyA. a 222.... A zuM thaI gayuM ? A manuSyabhava pAmIne meM dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanAmAMthI kAMI na karyuM. mekSanI anaMtI lakSmI meLavavA Avele AtmA manuSya gatinA jaMkazanamAM AvIne pAse je mUDI hatI te paNa gumAvI dIdhI. A saMsAranA cAra khela jovAmAM evA evAI gayA ke mULagI mUDI kheAI nAMkhI ane uparathI mAthe karaja vadhArI A evAI lAkha jIvAyanInA cakarAvAmAM cakkara lagAvavA AtmA cAlyA gayA. saMte tamane kahe che ke A bhavamAM kaMIka karI le. jIvAbhAI A khela joI lauM, A khela joI lauM, emAM rahI gayA, tema tame kahe che ke A karI lauM, A karI lauM. have nivRtta thavAne TAIma AvyuM che. ame to evA kaMIka jevA, sAMbhaLyA ke nivRtti lIdhA pahelAM sadAyanI nivRtti laIne cAlyA gayA, mATe kAlanI rAha jotAM AtmasAdhanA karavAmAM jAgRta bane. AtmAne jagADavA mATe te

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zAradA ziremaNi] [35 zrAvakeno adhikAra lIdhe che. tamane zramaNopAsaka kahyA che. je maNanI najIka rahenArA evA zrAvake bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM rahIne gRhastha jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhI gayA. te saMsAramAM rahyA paNa ramyA nahi. eTale siddhAMtamAM tevA zrAvakenI vAta cAlI. jaMbusvAmI sudharmAsvAmIne pUche che ke mArA bhagavAna! te sudharmAsvAmI kevA hatA? jina nahIM paNa jina sarIkhA evA zrI sudharmAravAmIne jANIe." te kevaLajJAna pAmyA na hatA, paNa jinezvara samAna hatA. "devatAne vallabha lAge evA ja busvAmIne jANIe." ane jenA mAtApitA ke jemaNe dIkarAnI sAthe dIkSA lIdhI che evA Adarza jIvana jIvanArA, gurUbhaktimAM tarabaLa, zAstranA rahasyane jANavAmAM cAtaka pakSInI jema adhIrA banelA ane devane paNa je priya hatA evA jaMbusvAmI sudharmAsvAmIne pUchI rahyA che ke kAzyapa gotranA dhaNI trizalAnaMdana bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe sAtamA aMgamAM kayA bhAvo varNavyA che ? dIkaro dIkarI paradeza rahetA hoya, emanI TapAla Ave agara to dezamAM AvavAnA samAcAra Ave to keTale AnaMda thAya? teTale AnaMda zAsana pitA prabhu mahAvIranuM nAma sAMbhaLatA Ave che? sudharmAsvAmIe kahyuM- he mArA vahAlA jaMbu ! sAtamA aMga upAsakadazAMgamAM bhagavAne 10 adhyayananuM nirUpaNa karyuM che, tyAre jaMbusvAmI kahe che-temAM keNu bhAgyazALI AtmAonA nAma AvyA che ? prabhunA zrImukhe jenA nAma Ave te keTalA bhAgyazALI ! pArlAmenTanI cUMTaNI thatI hoya tyAre tame bole ne ke keNu bhAgyazALI khurazI para AvyA ? e sattA para AvelA che te pApa karavAnA che. temane voTa Ape to paNa tame pApanA bhAgIdAra bane che, kAraNa ke temAM tamArI anumodanA che. jyAM bhUlyA che? keIe moTI phekaTarI karI. tenuM udghATana che. temAM tamane AmaMtraNa maLyuM. tyAM tame phUlyAphAlyA cAle che. kaMIka samaje. A AmaMtraNa eTale narakagatimAM javAnuM AmaMtraNa. phekaTarI cAle temAM je pApa thAya temAM . anumodanAnuM pApa tamane AvyuM. saMsAramAM rahe che. tamArA parivAranuM karavuM paDe to paNa AtmA raDato hoya, te pachI bIjAnI te vAta ja kyAM ! haju pApane bhaya nathI lAgyo. amArI to e ja bhAvanA ke A jI bhavathI, pApathI bhaya kema pAme? ahIM Ave che. roja ekeka zabda laI jAva to paNa kaMIka pAmI jazo. jaMbusvAmI pUche che ke keNu bhAgyavAna AtmAo che ke jemanA nAma bhagavAnanA mukhe bolAyA. "jananI jaNa je bhaktajana kAM dAtA kAM zUra, nahi to raheje vAMjhaNI, mata gumAvIza nUra " guNa kenA gavAya? jemaNe parigrahanI mamatA choDI, mAyA mamatAnA baMdhana teDyA ane saMsAramAM rahyA te paNa nAvaDInI jema rahyA. temanA nAma tIrthakara bhagavAnanA mukhe bolAyA. te daza adhyayanenA nAma A pramANe che: (1) AnaMda (2) kAmadeva (3) gAthApati culanI pitA (4) surAdeva (5) zudrazataka (6) gAthApati kuMDakaulika (7) zakuDAlaputra (8) mahAzataka (9) naMdinI

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36 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi pitA ( 10 ) zAleAyikA pitA. A dasamAMthI ApaNe ekanI vAta levAnI che. pahelA adhyayana' nAma che Ana zrAvaka. jemane dravya . Anada ane bhAva AnaMda ane hatA. dravyathI AnaMda temaNe sa'sAranA sukhA meLavyA ane bhAvamana AtmAthI meLavyeA. e jIvA kevuM jIvana jIvI gayA e vAta levAnI che. temanA jIvana sAthe ApaNA jIvanane ghaTAvavuM che. temanI sAthe ApaNA AtmAnI vAta karavAnI che. te zrAvakAmAM jaina dharmAMnI ane vItarAga mAnI khumArI keTalI phUlapAvara hatI tevI ApaNAmAM lAvavAnI che. jyAre rAmaca`drajI, lakSamaNa ane hanumAnajI rAvaNane harAvIne sItAjIne laIne pAchA vaLe che tyAre rastAmAM hanumAnajI rAmane kahe che bhagavAna! mArI mAtA ajanI ahI gUMpaDImAM beThI che. Apa kRpA karIne A jhUMpaDIe padhAro ne ajanA evI mAtAne darzana detA jAva. hanumAnane mAtA pratye prema che, eTale AvinaMtI karI. rAmanA manamAM thayuM ke hanumAne sItAjIne lAvavA mATe mane keTale badhe sAtha sahakAra ApyA che! mAre tenI vinatI svIkAravI joIe, ne tenI mAtAne darzIna ApavA joIe. rAme hA pADI eTale hanumAna utarIne mAtAne khabara ApavA gayA. mAtA ! bhagavAna rAma ApaNI tU'paDIe padhAre che. aMjanA dhyAnamAM che. hanumAne pharI vAra kahyu,huM mArI maiyA! bhagavAna rAmacaMdrajI ApaNI grU'paDIe padhAre che. Aja ApaNI jhU'paDI pAvana thaze. prabhu tane dana devA mATe Ave che. mAtA ! tuM UMcuM te . chatAM mAtAe sAmu' na joyuM. hanumAna mAtAne laLIlaLIne page lAge che he mAtA ! tuM mArI vAta tA sAMbhaLa. mArA sAmu`tA je. ApaNI jhUMpaDIe khuda rAmaca`drajI peAte Ave che. hanumAnajI ATaluM badhu melyA tyAre aMjanAe dhyAna pALyuM, chatAM paNa dIkarAnA sAmu' na joyuM. nIcu' joIne besI rahI. na putrane AvakAra ApyA ke na teA tenI vAtanA svIkAra karyAM. AthI hanumAnanA dvilamAM khUba AghAta lAgyuM. mane AvakAranI jarUra nathI, paNa mArA bhagavAna rAma ahI padhAre che chatAM mArI mAtA AvuM kema kare che? te koI UMDA vicAramA haze ema mAnIne tyAMthI UThIne rAma pAse AvyA ne kahyu padhAro bhagavAna mArI jhU'paDIe ! rAmaca`drajI AvyA eTale aMtaranA umaLakAthI svAgata karyuM. rAmaca`drajI jhUMpaDImAM AvyA chatAM ajanAjIe Adara na dIdhA. satkAra na karyAM. A zvetA hanumAnanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. te raDI paDaDyA. mArI mAtA teA guNIyala che. bhagavAnanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne gAMDI banI jAya. te mAje Ama kema kare che ? hanumAna kahe che huM mArI mAtA! Aje ApaNe ghera rAmaca`drajI, lakSmaNajI ane sItAjI AvyA che. chatAM tu` kema kAMI khelatI nathI ? chevaTe rAma kahe che ajanAjI! zu che ? tArA putra hanumAnanA Agrahane vaza thaIne tane dana devA AvyeA chuM. tuM UMcuM te jo, tyAre aMjanAe UMcuM joyuM. tenI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsunI dhArA vahI. rAmacaMdrajI kahe kema ? zuM che? ATaluM badhuM raDo che zA mATe ? tArI AMkhamAM AMsu kema che ? bhagavAna !

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[ 7 zAradA ziromaNi ] mArA dilamAM bhayaMkara AghAta che. mAruM dila tUTI jAya che. zene AghAta che? huM Aje tArI jhUMpaDIe Avyo chuM. tArA dilanI varALa kADhI nAMkha ne haiyAne zAMta banAva. aMjanA kahe che huM mArA putranuM mukha jovA mAMgatI nathI. rAmane A zabda jhATakA jevA lAgyA. jeNe sItAne lAvavA mATe AkAzapAtALa eka karyA che. jenA sahAre rAvaNa para vijaya meLavyo che. evA hanumAna mATe aMjanAnA mukhe A zabdo! rAmane khUba lAgI AvyuM. mAtA ! tuM tenA mATe A zabdo bole che? hanumAna mATe. bhagavAna ! eka rAvaNa sAthe yuddha karavuM, rAvaNanA paMjAmAMthI eka sItAne choDAvIne tene ahIM lAvavI eTalI tAkAta, baLa, zakti zuM hanumAnamAM nahatI ke bhagavAna tamAre tyAM sudhI pahoMcavuM paDyuM ! yuddha karavuM paDayuM ! sAthe laphamaNune javuM paDyuM ! mArA haiyAmAM A baLatarA che. A duHkha che. meM kyAM AvA putrane janma Apyo ! A dIkarAne meM aisA dUdha pIlAyA ke te eka ja sItAne laI AvavAmAM basa hate. aisA dUdha pIlAyA, A zabda bolI tyAM dUdhanI dhArA chUTI ne sAmA paDelA paththara para chaMTAtA paththaranA cUrecUrA thaI gayA. rAme pratyakSa joyuM ke paththaranA TukaDA thaI gayA. meMne esA dUdha pIlAyA chatAM mArA dIkare namAla nIkaLyo ke te ekale rAvaNanI sAme jhajhUmyo nahi ! rAma samajI gayA ke aMjanAne duHkha kevuM che ! ekale hanumAna rAvaNa sAme jIta meLavIne kema na Avyo ! mArA bhagavAnane tyAM sudhI javuM paDyuM! e ja ene manamAM duHkha che. 12 varSa akhaMDa brahmacarya pALyA pachI A putrane janma Apyo che. e putra e hoya ke rAvaNane ekalA hAthe harAvI na zake ane rAmacaMdrajIne javuM paDe ! rAma to A sAMbhaLIne chaThTha thaI gayA. pitAnA saMtAna mATe keTaluM gaurava che, ane mAre javuM paDayuM tene tenA dilamAM AghAta che, pachI rAma bolyA ke mAtA ! hanumAna ekale sItAne laI Avata paNa hanumAnanA bhAva e ke mArA rAmanI oLakhANa karAvuM, pachI aMjanAjIe rAma, lakSmaNa, sItAnI AgatAsvAgatA karI. tame kahe ke mAre traNa dIkarA che, cAra dIkarA che. paNa emAMthI eka to hanumAna batAve. kyAM che zakti ! kyAM che aMjanA jevuM jhanUna! are, jainazAsana mATe zIra devA paDe te daI de e eka suputra pAke to samajaje ke huM bhAgyavAna chuM. Aje bA. bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIne 15 mo upavAsa che. vadhu bhAva avasare. aSADha vada ceAtha ne zanivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. pa : tA. 6-7-85 kSamAnA sAgara, jJAna divAkara, karUNAnA bhaMDAra, evA vIra bhagavaMte ApaNA kalyANa mATe AgamarUpI vANI prakAzI. AcAraMga, sUyagaDAyaMga Adi dvAdazAMga rUpI Agama e lokottara Ama che. jokettara AgamanA praNetA sarvajJa, sarvadazI tIrthakara artharUpI AgamanuM pravacana kare che, ane cauda pUrva dhArI gaNadhara bhagavaMte te vANIne sUtrarUpamAM gUthaNI kare che eTale artharUpa AgamanA praNetA zrI tIrthakara bhagavAna ane sUtrarUpa AgamanA praNetA gaNadharadeva che. Agama eTale AtmAnuM darzana.

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38 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi AgamamAM jJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke ApaNo AtmA A saMsAramAM mAnavadehane mUlyavAna poSAka dhAraNa karIne AvyA che, te A pRthvInA paTa para vicarI rahyo che. AvA deha eka be vAra nahi paNa aneka vAra laI cUkyo che, paraMtu haju nAvikane kinAre dekhAto nathI. madhadariye te jholA khAya che. keI vamaLamAM sapaDAya te maMjhIla dUra rahI jAya che. keI DUbe che, keI vamaLamAM ghasaDAya che paNuM haju ugaravAne Are dekhAto nathI. zA mATe Ama bane che? jJAnI bhagavaMta samajAve che ke A kiMmatI mAnavajIvanamAM AvIne AtmAe svanI salAmatIne vicAra karyo nathI. basa paLe paLe para vastunA vicAra bahu Ave che. sva eTale ratnatrayI. ratnatrayI eTale samyaka darzana, samyapha jJAna, ane samyaka cAritra. ratnatrayI e AtmAnA guNa che. enI salAmatImAM AtmAnI salAmatI che. bAkInuM badhuM pArakuM ane pIDAkArI che. kaMcana, kAminI ane kAyAnI salAmatInA vicAra jIva anaMtIvAra anaMtakALathI karato Avyo che. enI salAmatI jALavatAM AtmAnI salAmatI khavAI jAya che. paranI salAmatImAM pApa che. svanI salAmatImAM sAdhanA che. AtmAnI siddhi che. A mAnavajIvanamAM AvIne ratnatrayInI salAmatIne vicAra karavAnuM che. ratnatrayI zAzvata sukhane Ape che. tamArI mAnelI ratnatrayI nAzavaMta sukha Ape che. AtmAne sukha zAMti ratnatrayIthI maLe che. A mAnavajIvanamAM mahattvanuM keI kArya karavA jevuM hoya te te eka che ke ratnatrayIne prApta karavI. samyapha daSTi AtmAne jyAM sudhI ratnatrayInI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI tene cena na paDe. nirdhana manuSya dhananI IcchA kare, mayura jema medhane cAhe che tema samyapha daSTi AtmA mAtra ratnatrayIne cAhe. te sivAya tenI bIjI kaI cAhanA na hoya. cAhanA hoya pachI cAnsa lAgatA vAra nathI lAgatI, mATe sauthI prathama ratnatrayInI cAhanA jagaDo. jyAM ratnatrayInuM darzana thAya tyAM jhUkI jAva. ratnatrayI jemaNe prApta karI che temane joIne khuza thAva. temanI khUba prazaMsA karo. sevAbhakti karo ratnatrayIne pAmavA mATe ratnatrayInA ArAdhakenuM aMtarathI bahumAna karo. A ratnatrayInI salAmatImAM AtmAnI salAmatI che. ratnatrayI salAmata te saba salAmata. ema samakatI AtmA mAne. atyAra sudhI A mAe para evA zarIrane zuM anukULa che? zuM pratikULa che? tene vicAra karyo che. have mahAna bhAgyodaye vItarAganuM zAsana pAmyA che te AtmAne zuM anukULa ane zuM pratikULa che. tene vicAra karavAnuM che. AtmAne anukULa ratnatrayI che, ane pratikULa mithyAtva, ajJAna ane asaMyama che A mithyAtva, ajJAna ane asaMyame AtmAne cAra gatimAM rakhaDAvyo che ane AtmAnI salAmatI gumAvI dIdhI che. jyAre ratnatrayIe AtmAnI salAmatI vadhArI che ane saMsArane aMta karAvyo che. ApaNo AtmA kAMI je te nathI. te asaMkhyAta pradezavALe che. cauda rAjalekanA jeTalA AkAza pradeza che teTalA AtmAnA pradeza che. AtmAmAM saMkeca, vistArane

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zAradA ziremaNi] [ 39 eka viziSTa guNa che. rabarane jema kheMcIe tema lAMbu thAya che. lAMbu thAya eTalI jagyA vadhAre rokaze paNa enA pradeza vadhI jaze nahi, paNuM che eTalA ja raheze. rabarane tame cheDI mUkaze eTale pAchuM hatuM evuM ne evuM ja. A ja pramANe AtmA paNa saMkecavistAra dhAre eTale karI zake che. keTale saMkeca ane vikAsa kare tene AdhAra jIvane maLelA zarIra upara che. je kIDI jeTaluM nAnuM zarIra maLe te AtmA saMkecAIne teTalA nAnA kIDInA zarIramAM rahe ane kIDI karatAM moTuM maMkoDAnuM, vAMdAnu, bakarInuM ke ghaDAnuM ke hAthI jeTaluM zarIra maLe te AtmA eTalA zarIramAM raheze. je samaye jIvane jeTaluM zarIra maLyuM te samaye jIva teTalA vistAramAM vikAsIne rahe che. eka nAnAmAM nAnuM zarIra je sUkama jIvANuone maLe che. te jIva teTalA nAnA zarIramAM rahe che. vijJAne sUkSmadarzaka yaMtramAM jaIne mApIne kahyuM che ke eka sTempa athavA pisTejanI TikiTa upara 25 karoDa sUkSmajIve rahI zake che, ane eka nAnI kesulamAM 1 karoDa jIvANuo paNa rahI zake che vicAra kare ke eka kesula ane eka TikiTa upara 25 karoDa ane eka karoDa jIvANuo rahI zake che te te keTalA sUkSama haze ! keTalA nAnAmAM nAnA haze ! temanuM zarIra keTaluM haze ! ane te dareka zarIramAM ekamAM eka jIva ema keTalA che! A praznanA javAba ApatAM kahe che ke jaina darzananuM sUmamAM sUkSma vijJAna jIvenuM svarUpa jaNAvatAM kahe che ke je be prakAranA che: sUkSma che ane bAdara che. pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu, vanaspatinA sarva sUkSma jI cauda rAjalokamAM sarvatra ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharelA che. eka paNa khUNe khAlI nathI. temAM paNa vanaspati vijJAnanI ajAyabI te jainadarzanamAM sarvajJa bhagavaMtee adbhUta batAvI che. vanaspatinA traNa bheda. sUkSma, pratyeka ane sAdhAraNa sUkSma sAdhAraNane nigada kahevAmAM Ave che. anaMtA jIve vacce zarIra eka maLe te sAdhAraNa jIva kahevAya che. eTale ke eka zarIramAM anaMtA ja hoya te sAdhAraNuM. tene anaMtakAya che paNa kahe che. anaMtA nigodanA jIvane eka ja zarIramAM sAthe rahevAnuM ane ekasAthe janmavAnuM ane ekasAthe maravAnuM. ekasAthe zvAsozvAsa levAnA. eka zvAsozvAsa le teTalA samayamAM A jI 1 vAra janmamaraNa kare che. te jene mAtra sparzendriya hoya che. sUkSama cha sthUla AkAra dhAraNa kare che, tyAre te dekhAya teTalA thAya che. dA.ta., baTeTA, gAjara, zakkariyA, DuMgaLI, lasaNa A badhAnI jAti e nigadanI che, paNa zarIrane AkAra sthala thayo che. keTalAya sUkama geLAe ekatra thayA haze tyAre sthUla AkAra pAmyA. temAM paNa anaMtA jIve che. te jenI hiMsA karavI e bhayaMkara pApa che. hiMsA karavAmAM AtmAnI salAmatI nathI, paNa barabAdI che. hiMsA karavI e AtmAne anukULa nathI paNa pratikULa che. jenI dayA pALavI, emanI rakSA karavI e AtmAne anukULa che. tapa, tyAga, ahiMsA anukULa che. ane khAnapAna, hiMsA, sega pratikuLa che.

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[ zAradA ziremaNi ratnatrayInI salAmatI che kaSAyothI bacavAmAM. kaSAyathI bacavA mATe nokapAthI dUra rahevuM joIe. kaSAyane uttejita karanAra nekaSAyo che. e nokaSAyonI zakti kama nathI. vAte vAte hasavuM, raDavuM, AnaMda mAna, dugacchA karavI e badhA kaSAyanA bheda che. ApaNe krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebane kharAba mAnIe chIe paNa hAsyAdi kaSAcane eTalI kharAba nathI mAnatA. tene kharAba mAnIe to tenAthI bacavA prayatna karIe. maharAjA A hAsyAdi dvArA jIvane pitAne vaza kare che, mATe mehuvI bacavA mATe pahelA nekaSAyathI bacavAnI jarUra che. managamatuM maLe temAM AnaMda thAya te rati ane aniSTamAM udvega te arati. A rati aratinI pajavaNI jIvane ghaNuM che. kharI rIte ISTa aniSTa jevuM che nahi chatAM mahane vaza thayele jIva pitAne anukULa vatumAM ISTanI ane pratikULa varatumAM aniSTanI kalpanA karyA kare che. A bramaNA jIvane anAdikALathI bhavamAM bhamAve che. have A bhavamAM tene bhagADavAnI che. te mATe padArthanuM yathArtha jJAna ane AtmajJAnanI jarUra che. ratnatrayI e jIvanane sAro prakAza che, AmAnI salAmatI mATe, bhavasAgarathI taravA mATe ane ratnatrayInA prakAzanI prApti mATe saddagurUnuM zaraNa jarUrI che. e Atama tAre taravuM che te saddagurU zaraNa svIkArI le, vItarAgI padane varavuM che te vIrane mAruM vicArI le. mahApurUSe kahe che te Atama! tAre saMsAra sAgarathI taravuM che te gurUdevanuM zaraNa svIkArI le. gurUbhagavaMtonA zaraNe javAthI ane vIranA batAvelA mArge cAlavAthI AtmAnI salAmatI jaLavAI raheze. dehanI salAmatI mATe AtmA keTale TAIma vyaya kare che. keTalI zakti gumAve che. tene sAthe rAkhavA, tenI ALapaMpALamAM tana, mana, dhana ApI de che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke A dehane zobhAvanAra dehI e AtmA che. hIrAnA mUlya vadhAre che tene pArakhanAra jhaverInA mUlya vadhAre? je jhaverI haro nahi to hIrAnuM mUlya samajAvaze keNa hIrAne hIrA tarIke oLakhAvaze keNa? mATe mUlya jhaverInA vadhAre tema AtmA jhaverI che. dehanuM mUlyAMkana karAvanAra haMsale deha rUpI devaLamAthI UDI jAya pachI tame A deha keIne maphatamAM devA taiyAra thAva to paNa kaI leze nahi. mATe A bhavamAM te AtmAnI salAmatI mATe vIrano mArga svIkArI le. vIrano mArga tane vItarAgI banAvaze. A mArga pharIpharIne nahi maLe. jJAnI te kahe che ke huM mArA sAdhaka ! vIrane mArga svIkAryA pachI tuM khUba sAvadhAna raheje. je e mArgamAM sAvadhAnI nahi rahe te AtmAnI salAmatI paNa gumAvI daIza. sAdhaka e mArgane barAbara vaphAdAra na rahe. jAgRta na rahe ane pramAdamAM paDI jAya te veza sAdhune rahe paNa AcAra sAdhune na rahe. te AtmA pitAnuM gumAvI bese che. A vAta samajAvavA mATe eka nyAya AyeA che. savAramAM eka AtmaciMtaka mAnava cAlyo jato hato. Dagale Dagale tenuM Atmanu - ciMtana te cAluM hatuM. tattvaciMtaka pagale pagale AtmAnuM ciMtana karyA kare. vaijJAnikone

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zArada ziromaNi ] (41 pagale pagale vijJAna dekhAya. A tatvaciMtaka mANasa rastAmAM cAlyA jAya che. rastAmAM teNe eka bhUMDaNa joI che. sAta baccA tene gherI vaLyA hatA. A tattvaciMtaka vicAra kare che. A bhUMDaNIe evuM zuM karma karyuM haze ke teno ahIM janma thayo ! A tatvaciMtaka eTalethI aTakI na gaye. e enI jIvanacaryA jevA Ubho rahyo. A bhuMDaNI viSTAnA DhagalA pAse gaI. temAMthI asahya durgadha AvatI hatI. najare jevI paNa na game evI viSTA hatI. emAM A bhUMDaNI kUdI paDI. temAM ALoTavA lAgI. temAM mazagUla banI gaI, ane viSTA ArogavA lAgI. baccAo paNa viSTA ArogavA lAgyA. ArogatA jAya, cAre bAju uDADatA jAya ane potAnuM zarIra tenAthI kharaDatA jAya. A dazya joIne tatvaciMtakanA manamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. zuM A bhUMDaNIne avatAra che ! zuM tenI A dazA ! ApaNane je padArtho sAmuM jovuM paNa na game tevA gaMdhAtA padArthomAM kAdavamAM paDyA rahe. temAM racyApacyA rahe. te gaMdhAtA padArtho khAya ne temAM AnaMda mAne. tattvaciMtakane khUba karUNa AvI. te tyAMthI cAlyo gaye. cAlatAM cAlatAM paNa A vicAraNA kare che. cAlatA cAlatA te tatvaciMtaka eka udyAnamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM matijJAna, zratajJAna ane avadhijJAna e traNa jJAnanA dhAraka mahAtmA birAje che. nIce parSadA beDI che. mahAtmA jorazorathI AtmAnA raNakArathI upadeza ApI rahyA che. he devAnupriye ! haju sudhI AtmAe cetana evA AtmAne oLakhyA nathI. paravastunI pIchANamAM pAvara banyo che paNa AtmAnI pichANa karI nathI. jyAM sudhI AtmAne nahi pIchANo, viSayathI virakata nahi bane, mamatAnA baMdhanathI mukti nahi maLe tyAM sudhI A saMsAranA cakakaramAMthI mukta thaI zakaze nahi. tattvaciMtaka A badhuM sAMbhaLe che. temanA manamAM thayuM ke ahIM mArA praznanuM samAdhAna thaze. je vicAraka che te sAMbhaLIne ke joIne besI na rahe. tene saMtoSa kyAre thAya ? mananuM samAdhAna thAya tyAre. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayu. sau pitApitAnA ghera gayA. tattvaciMtakane pelI bhUMDaNInuM dRzya AMkha sAmethI khasatuM na hatuM, tethI te traNa jJAnanA dhAraka maharSine pUche che ke gurudeva! Apane zAtA hoya . to mAre eka prazna pUche che. bolavAmAM keTale vinaya viveka ! bola bhAI ! tAre zuM pUchavuM che? gurUbhagavaMta ! ahIM AvatA rastAmAM meM bhUMDaNIne joI. te bhUMDaNI ane tene parivAra viSTAmAM e banyo hato ke te khAvAmAM mazagUla hatA. bAtA jAya ne uDADatA jAya.- te e jIvIe evA zuM karmo ryA haze ke temane AvA avatAramAM AvavuM paDyuM ? - avadhijJAnI gurU bhagavaMta praznano uttara Ape che. zAstranI kaI vAta gopavIne kahevAya nahi, temaja viparIta paNa na kahevAya. jemanA mati-zrutajJAna khUba nirmaLa hatA. avadhijJAnanA dhaNI hatA tevA gurUdeva bolyA ! devAnupriya! karmo kaIne cheDatA nathI. ahIM tamArI pAse paisA haze to badhe tamArI zarama paDaze. paisAnA baLe vakIla,

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42] [ zAradA ziramaNi beriTa badhAne tamArA hAthamAM laI zakazo paNa karmane keI hAthamAM laI zakatA nathI. karmarAjane kAyade aTala che. e te rAjAne raMka banAve ane nagarazeThane nokara banAve. karma to pUrepUre badale vALe. kadI karamane zarama Ave nA, dharma vinA bhava duHkha jAye nA. karma keInI zarama nahi dhare. tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM zayyApAlakanA kAnamAM dhagadhagatuM sIsuM reDAvyuM hatuM te te karmane badale mahAvIra prabhunA bhavamAM maLI gayo. gevALIyAoe AvIne kAnamAM khIlA nAMkhyA. tIrthakara thanAra AtmAne paNa karmo bhogavavA paDyA che te mArI ne tamArI te vAta ja kyAM ! jyAre karmo udayamAM Ave tyAre tIrthakaranA jIvanane sAme rAkhaje, ane AtmAne kaheje ke karmo bhegavavAmAM to tIrthakara thanAra paNa bAkAta nathI te tuM kyAM ! avadhijJAnI saMta kahe che ke te bhaMDaNI keNa hatI? kayA kameM tene A avatAra maLyo che te tuM sAMbhaLa. sAMbhaLatA tane Azcarya lAgaze. A bhUMDaNIne AtmA pUrvabhavamAM A nagarInA rAjAne putra hato. keI saMta pAsethI upadeza sAMbhaLatAM tene vairAgya AvyuM. aDhaLaka saMpatti, chalakatA vaibhava choDIne utkRSTa vairAgye dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne jJAna-dhyAnamAM, gurUbhakti, svAdhyAya, tapa AdimAM masta rahIne vizuddha saMyama pALatA hatA. temanI vyAkhyAna zelI evI suMdara hatI ke te sAMbhaLavA hajAre loko umaTe. bahAra badhA bole ke vAha.... vAha..... zuM A mahAtmAnuM vyAkhyAna che! temanA vyAkhyAnanA ane saMyamanA prabhAve ziSya parivAra ghaNe vadhyo. chevaTe AcAryapade temane ArUDha kya. A muninuM vizuddha cAritra sAthe tapazcaryA khUba, Atmakaza prabhAvaka dezanA ane vizALa parivAra, svAdhyAya paNa athAga. A badhAnA kAraNe cAre bAju temanA yogAna gavAvA lAgyA. temanI kIrti khUba vadhI. divaso jatAM bhaktajanono samUha paga vadhavA lAge. have A munine mAna AvI gayuM. mAruM keTaluM mAna che! keTaluM varcasva che! jagata mArA keTalA guNa gAya che ! saMyamanA bhAva ochA thavA lAgyA. A pahele doSa AvyA. bhaktajane rAganA kAraNe managamatA AhAra banAvatA ne A kItidhara muninA ziSyo laI AvatA. AraMbha samAraMbha karIne banAvelA AdhAkamI AhAra AvavA lAgyA. A rIte AvatI gaucarInI anukULatA temaNe svIkArI lIdhI. svAdanI Asaktie doSita nirdoSanI bhedarekhA bhUMsI nAMkhI. AdhAkamI AhAra vAparavAmAM sUga UDI gaI. je AhAra te eDakAra. bhagavAna uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 32 mAM adhyayanamAM belyA che. rasA pagAma Na niseviyavvA, pAyaM rasA dittikarA narANa / ditaM ca kAmA samabhivaMti, dubhaM jahA sAu phalaM va pakkhI // 10 / dvadha, ghI Adi rasanuM adhika pramANamAM sevana na karavuM joIe. kAraNa ke prAyaH karIne te raso manuSyamAM kAmAgnine dIpta kare che. jevI rIte sArA svAdiSTa phaLavALuM vRkSa hoya

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zAradA ziramaNi [43 te pakSIo doDAdoDIne tyAM Ave che tevI rIte kAmavAsanAo dipta manuSyonI tarapha doDI jAya che. A muni sArA sArA AhArapANI vAparavA lAgyA. zarIramAM gayelA AdhAkamI ne khUba ja rasavALA AhAre saMyamI jIvanane doSita banAvyuM. kriyAomAM have zithilatA AvI gaI vicAramAM parivartana AvyuM. pramAda vaLe. svAdhyAya dhyAna cUkavA lAgyA. svAdhyAyane badale vikathA ane niMdA karavA lAgyA. pariSaha Ave evA nimitto dUra karyA. sAdhu AhAra kare te jIbhanA svAda mATe nahi paNa je cha kAraNo batAvyA che. veyaNa veyAvacce iriyaTTAe ya saMjAmadvAe ! / ta2 vArANa, 46 puLa dhapatA / u. a. ra6 gA. 33 sudhA vedanIya zamAvavAne mATe, sevA karavAne mATe, IsamitinA pAlana mATe, saMyama pALavAne mATe, jIvananirvAha mATe, dharma jAjhikA karavAne mATe A che kAraNe sAdhu AhAra kare. A muni AjJA bhUlI gayA. have jANe khAvA mATe ja jiMdagI na heya evI rIte khAvAnuM cAluM rAkhyuM. aSTa pravacana mAtA ane pAMca mahAvratanuM pAlana cUkyA ane pramAdamAM AgaLa vadhyA. pahelA jinAjJA e ja mAruM sarvasva mAnatA hatA. tenA badale jinAjJAne neve mUkI dIdhI ane svachaMda rIte vartavA lAgyA. eka bhUle aneka bhUlene AmaMtraNa ApyuM. sAruM sAruM svAdiSTa khAvAnI vRttie saMyamI jIvanane te malina karyuM. chevaTe pariNAma e AvyuM ke anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya AvI. mAna kaSAya to evI AvI ke huM je karuM te ja satya che, te ja sAcuM che. A kaSAyamAM samakti gayuM ne mithyAtva AvyuM. keTaluM badhuM gumAvyuM. veza saMyamI hovA chatAM bhegI banAvI dIdhA. saMyamI jIvanathI bhraSTa karyA. tyAga, vairAgyanI svAdhyAyanI, jIvadayAnI AcAra pAlananI vAto karanAra munine te duzamananI daSTithI jovA lAgyA. natthi caritta sammanavihuNaM, dasaNe u bhaiyavvaM / / sattatArUM, guvaM puSya ra samaje che. utta. a. 28. gA. 29 samyakatva vinA cAritra hetuM nathI. eTale cAritra hoya tyAM samakti avazya hAya. paNa samyakatva hoya tyAM cAritranI bhajanA. samyakatva cAritra sAthe paNa heI zake che. athavA pahelAM samyakatva heya ane pachI cAritra hoya che. samakti hoya tyAM cAritranI bhajanA eTale heya paNa kharuM ane na paNa hoya. badhA samakatI jIva dIkSA le evuM hotuM nathI. eTale samakita haiya tyAM cAritranI bhajanA paNa jyAM samyAritra hoya tyAM samyakatva te heya. samakti gayuM tenA mahAvrata gayA. mahAvrata le eTale sAdhu che, sAtame guNasthAne hoya ane mithyAtvI te pahelA guNasthAne che eTale badhuM ya gayuM. A muni rasanA, kItinA, kAmanA kIDA banyA te marIne tiryaMca gatimAM gayA. tame bhUMDaNa mATe je prazna kare che te bhUMDaNIno jIva A sAdhu hatA. te sAdhu marIne atyAre bhUMDaNInA khoLiyAmAM AvyA che. jema kuMDarika munie keTalA badhA varSo sudhI cAritra

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44] [ zAradA ziramaNi pALyuM paNa rasanAnI tIvra AsaktinA kAraNe sAdhupaNuM choDayuM ane marIne narakamAM cAlyA gayA. tyAMnA duHkho kevI rIte sahana thaze! saMyamI jIvana lIdhA pachI javAbadArI vadhe che. nAne bAbo pahelA bIjA dhoraNamAM hoya tyAre bhaNe na bhaNe te nabhI zake. atyAre tenI javAbadArI ochI che, paNa e bALaka AThamA, navamA dheraNamAM jAya pachI tenI javAbadArI vadhe che, tema tamArA karatAM dIkSA lIdhA pachI javAbadArI vadhe che. A sthAne AvIne besI rahevAnuM nathI, paNa AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. amAruM lakSa teramAM guNasthAne pahoMcavAnuM che. te sAdhaka besI rahe kharo? nA te satata sAvadhAna rahe. have ApaNI mULa vAta karIe. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIre sAtamA aMgamAM 10 adhyayane kahyA che te temanA prathama adhyayanane kevo artha prarUkhe che? sudharmAravAmI teno uttara ApatAM kahe che, temAM jIruMnuM tevi samagi aiLayAne nAme nayere hothA | te kALa ane te samaye vANijya grAma nAme nagara hatuM. te kALa ane te samaye e zabda ahIM kema vAparyo che ! AnaMdazrAvaka bhagavAna mahAvIranI hayAtImAM thayA che. jaMbusvAmI jyAre A vAta pUche che tyAre bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI mekSe gayA hatA. temanI pATAnupAtre sudharmAsvAmI AvyA che, tethI sudharmAsvAmIe kahyuM te kALa ane te samaye eTale bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI vicaratA hatA te samayanI vAta che. tamane kahIe ke rAjagRhI nagarI AvI hatI ke jemAM bhagavAnanA 14-14 cAturmAsa thayA che. atyAre tame kaheze ke rAjagRhImAM kAMkarA UDe che. bhale, atyAre AvI che paNa bhagavAna vicaratA hatA te samaye AvI hatI ema kahevAya ne! mATe bhUtakALa vAparyo che A nagarI hatI. kALa be prakAranA utsarpiNakALa ane avasarpiNIkALa. atyAre avasarpiNI kALa cAle che eTale utarato kALa. A kALamAM pahelA ArA karatAM bIjA ArAmAM, bIjA karatA trIjA ArAmAM varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza avagAhana, AyuSya badhuM ochuM thatuM jAya. pahele Ara 4 koDAkoDI sAgaropamana, bIje Are 3 kroDAkoDI sAgaropamane, trIjo Are 2 kroDAkoDI sAgaropamana. A traNa ArAmAM tIrthakara nathI. badhA jugalIyA hoya che. e jugalIyA marIne devagatimAM jAya, kAraNa ke teo khUba saraLa ane bhadrika hoya che. tiryaMca jugalIyA paNa marIne deva thAya. te naraka tiryaMcamA jAya nahi. temanI gati mAtra devanI che. trIjo Are utaratAM bhagavAna RSabhadeva thayA. RSabhadevathI dharmanI zarUAta thaI. cothA ArAmAM 23 tIrthakara thayA. bIjA ajItanAtha bhagavAna tIrthakara thayA. tyAre jagatamAM puNyano sitAra eTale badhe camakatA hatA ke te samaye pAMca mahAvideha kSetranI 32-3ra vijayamAM tIrthakara deva birAjamAna hatA eTale 32 45 = 160 tIrthakara mahAvideha kSetramAM thayA. pa bharata, ane Ivata kSetramAM, 10 kula utkRSTa 170 tIrthakara ajItanAthanA vArAmAM hatA. te vakhate nava koDa kevaLI bhagavAna ane nava hajAra koDa sAdhu-sAdhvI birAjamAna hatA. e kALa badhI rIte utkRSTa hato. cothA ArAmAM bIjAthI laIne covIsamAM kula 23 tIrthakaro thayA. tame

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zAradA ziromaNi badhA kahe che ke mahAvideha kSetramAM sadA cothe Are hoya che, paNa tyAM te eke kALa nathI. utsarpiNI, no avasarpiNI. chatAM je bolIe chIe ke tyAM sadAya cotho Are che. te e dRSTithI ke aDI cothA ArAmAM tIrthakaro thAya che, ane emanuM zAsana pravarte che, tema tyAM te sadAya tIrthakara bhagavAnano vega che, mATe tene cothA ArAnI upamA apAya che. bAkI te kSetramAMthI paNa je naraka tiryaMcamAM janArA hoya che. bharata-Ivita kSetranA cothA ArAmAM janmelA pAMcamAM ArAmAM mokSe jAya, paNa pAMcamA ArAnA janmelA pAMcamA ArAmAM mekSa jAya nahi, paNa kaDavI lIbaDImAM mIThI eka DALa che. jainazAsana ane jaina dharma maLe che. ahIM sAdhanA karIe to ekAvatArI thavAnI bArI khullI che. haju hAthamAM bAjI che. te kALa ane te samayamAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI vicaratA hatA tyAre vANijya nAmanuM nagara hatuM. tamane kaI pUche phalANA mahAsatIjInuM cAturmAsa kyAM che? tyAM mAtra muMbaImAM che ema kahevAthI khabara na paDe, paNa sAthe kahevuM paDe ke muMbaImAM kAMdAvADI Adi kSetramAM che, tema A nagara jaMbudvipanA bharata kSetramAM che. bharatakSetramAM paNa dakSiNa bharatamAM AveluM che, tene nagara zA mATe kahe che? je nagaramAM aDhAra prakAranA kara athavA Tekasa prajA pAsethI levAtA na hoya tene nagara kahevAya che. je nagaramAM cora-DAkune bhaya na haya, cora ke DAku hoya chatAM pramANika heya. vANijya nagarane artha e che ke jemAM vepArIone samUha rahe tene vANijya kahe che. te nagara kevuM hatuM? dhana-dhAnya, Rddhi-samRddhithI bharapUra hatuM. te devaleka jevuM zabhAyamAna hatuM. tyAMnA zrAvake jIva, ajIva Adi nava tattvanA jJAtA hatA. dAna devAne mATe sadA pitAnA bAraNAM khulA rAkhatA hatA. cerI, laMpaTatA, cADIyApaNuM Adi durguNene temanAmAM abhAva hA. zUravIratA, udAratA, sahiSNutA Adi guNothI yukta hatA. nigraMtha pravacanamAM zaMkA, kAMkSA rahita hatA. deve temane DagAvavA Ave to paNa nirgathe pravacanathI calAyamAna thAya tevA na hatA. emanI hADahADanI mijajAmAM jinezvara bhagavAna pratye ane dharma pratye prema hato. pitAnA putra parivArane paNa dharmanuM siMcana karatA hatA. temane kahetA hatA ke devAnupriyo ! e nigraMtha pravacana ja paramArtha che. bAkI badhA anartha che. dhana-mAlamita Adi badhuM kSaNabhaMgura che. e zrAvake abhayadAna, supAtradAnamAM khUba tatapara rahetA hatA. zIlavata, guNavrata ane zikSAvratathI yukta hatA. AThama, caudasa. pANInA pauSadha karatA hatA. evuM e vANijyanagara badhI rIte khUba suzobhita hatuM. te nagara khUba bhAgyavAna ane puNyavAna hatuM, kAraNa ke jyAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM Agamana thatuM hatuM. emanI caraNarajathI e nagara dhanya banyuM hatuM. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI A pRthvI paTa para vicaratA hatA tyAre vANijyanagara dhanadhAnyathI, dharmathI zebhI rahyuM hatuM. e nagaranI bahAra uttara-pUrva dizAnA bhAgamAM izAna khUNAmAM ghuti palAzaka nAmanuM udyAna hatuM. te nagaramAM kaiNa rAjA rAjya kare che te vAta avasare.

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46 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi have tapanA divaso Avaze ghaDIe AvI kevI sarasa tapa karavA jagADe che are ! jAge tame...ghaDIe mAnavajIvananI ghaDI paLa sarasa AvI che. deva, nArakI, tiya" ApaNI jema tapa karI zaktA nathI. A jIvana sAdhanA mATe maLyuM che jo A bhavamAM cUkyA to DUkhyA, mATe sUtelA cetanadevane jagADe. vadhu bhAva avasare. aSADha vada 5 ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 6 : tA 7-7-85 anaMta jJAnI bhagavaMta AtmakalyANano mArga batAvatA kahe che ke he AtmA! je tAre A saMsArathI taravuM che te saMsAramAM jaLakamaLavata rahetA zIkha. temAM masta banavAnuM nathI. ApaNo AtmA eka pravAsI che, paNa nivAsI nathI. A jIvanamAM game teTalI saMpatti, samRddhi haze teya chevaTe tene tyAga karIne javAnuM e nizcita che. paralokamAM jatI vakhate zubhAzubha karmonuM bhAtu laIne javAnuM che. zarIranI sagAI khoTI che. AtmAnuM sagapaNa sAcuM che, mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke jiMdagIne amara banAvI de. pramAda tyajI do, ane purUSArtha prAraMbhe, kAraNa ke pramAdI AtmAne badhe bhaya bhayane bhaya che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavAna bolyA che ke "saravo vmattarasa ma" pramAdIne badhA prakArane Dara rahe che. sarvajJatA prApta karavAne mATe Atmadarzana karavuM jarUrI che. pramAdI prANa Atmadarzana ke sarvajJatA prApta karI zakatA nathI. jyAM sudhI sarvajJatA prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI sAdhake pitAnI sAdhanAmAM satata sAvadhAna rahevuM joIe. yuddhanA medAnamAM gayele laDavaiye pramAda kare, sAvadhAnI na rAkhe te e na cAle, kAraNa ke cAre bAjuthI duzmanano bhaya che. e kyAre zAstranA ghA kare enI khabara nathI. yuddhamAM UbhelA laDavaiyAne maraNano bhaya jhajhUmI rahyo che. emAM e thoDe paNa pramAdano bhega banI jAya te mRtyu AvIne ene bharakhI jAya. A rIte jinezvara bhagavAnane je anuyAyI che te eka laDavaiye che. yuddhabhUmimAM saMgrAma thAya te mahinA, be mahinA, varSa sudhI cAle jyAre ahIM to karmazatruo sAme maraNanI aMtima ghaDI sudhI laDavAnuM che. peluM bAhya yuddha che A AtyaMtara yuddha che. pramAda je bAhya yuddhamAM maraNane tare che te AtyaMtara yuddhamAM pramAda karavAthI zI dazA thAya? bAhya yuddha karatAM AtyaMtara yuddhamAM sAvadhAnInI vadhu jarUra che, mATe AgamakAra bole che ke te sAdhaka! tuM paLane paNa pramAda karIza nahi, kAraNa ke je pramAdI che ene badhethI bhaya che, kAmaNa nathi martha jyAre apramADIne keI bhaya nathI. khUba vicAravA jevI ane vartanamAM mUkavA jevI vAta che. UMghamAM paDele laDavaiye haju zatruonA ghAmAMthI bacI zake paNa AdhyAtmika AbAdI meLavavA mATe jeNe karmanA jaMgamAM jhaMpalAvyuM che e sAdhaka je paLane paNa pramAda kare te keTalAya AMtara zatruo tene gherI le che. jJAnI prasAdanI vyAkhyA karatAM kahe che ke moharAjAne gIrave mukAyelI buddhine pUchIne je koI kriyA kare te pramAda ane mokSanA lakSe je koI kriyA thAya e apramAddha gaNAya. pRthvIcaMdra lagnanI cerImAM beThA che. lagnanI cerI e pApanuM sthAna che.

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zAradA ziremaNi] [ 47 chatAM sAme mekSanuM lakSa hatuM. te kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. te rIte guNasAgara rAjagAdIe kevaLajJAna pAmyA. arIsAbhuvana e AzravanuM sthAna che, chatAM tyAM bharata cakravartI kevalya lakSmIne pAmyA. TUMkamAM mohane AdhIna banelI buddhi je kaMI karAve e pramAda ane mANAdhIna buddhithI je kAMI thAya e apramAda, mokSane mArga ApaNe jANIe chIe. enI vigatavAra mAhitI ApaNu pAse che chatAM e mArga dvArA mokSane pAmI zaktA nathI. saMsAra dUra thato nathI. ane mokSa najIka Avato nathI. enuM mULa kAraNa ApaNe pramAda che, mATe zAstrakAra pramAdane mRtyu sAthe sarakhAve che. kharekhara mRtyu keI hoya te e pramAda che. pramAda jhera che ane apramAda amRta che. ApaNuM jaina zAsanamAM apramAdanuM ghaNuM mUlya aMkAyuM che. ApaNuM Tana baMdha vicArene kazuM jeTalA paNa AcAramAM AvatA rokanArI kaI totIMga dIvAla hoya to e pramAdanI che. eka bAju saMsArane saMgrAma che. bIjI bAju sAdhanAne saMgrAma che A be saMgrAmamAM sAdhanAne saMgrAma khUba kaThina che, muzkela che, kAraNa ke paLe paLe purUSAthI bananAra ahIM vijaya prApta karI zake che. sAdhakane saMgrAma para5 varSane nathI paNa jIvanabharano che. karmanI sAme satata yuddha khelatA rahe ane dharma karato rahe to vijaya prApta karI zake che. A saMgrAmanI sAme saMsArane saMgrAma te kaI hisAbamAM nathI, kAraNa ke e saMgrAma to theDA purUSArthamAM, thoDI jAgRtimAM ane thoDA samayamAM jItI zakAya che. sUra saMgrAma hai palaka de cAra kA, heta ghamasANa paNa eka lAge, sAdha saMgrAma hai hainI dina sujhanA, deha parjananA khela bhAI ! jaina eTale rAgadveSane jItavA nIkaLelA zUravIra, rAgadveSane jItavA jatAM vacce krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, zabda, rUpa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza Adi aneka zatruo ene pakaDavA mATe tAkIne beThA che. je zatraone jItIne mukti maMjhIla prApta karavI che te e mArge satata sAvadhAnIthI AgaLa vadhatA rahevuM joIe. te samaye je AMkhamAM jarAka jhekuM AvyuM eTale pramAda Ave to e vijayayAtrA parAjyamAM pheravAI jaze te samaye AtmAnI jarAsI asAvadhAnI theDe pramAda sArA kAryo para pANI pheravI de che, mATe he sAdhaka ! tuM jAgate raheje. je sadA jAgRta che tene keInA taraphathI bhaya nathI. pramAdI dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ane bhAvathI karmone ekatrita kare che. dravyathI te badhA AtmapradezathI karmonA pudgalanuM grahaNa kare che. kSetrathI pUrva, pazcima, uttara, dakSiNa, UMcI ane nIcI dizAmAM rahelA karma pudgalene grahaNa kare che. kALathI pratisamaya te karmanA pudgalene grahaNa kare che ane bhAvathI hiMsAdi dvArA kamene ekatrita kare che. pramAdIne A loka ane paraloka baMnemAM bhaya che. enAthI viparIta apramAdIne koI prakAranA karmone bhaya nathI. te aleka ane paraloka baMnemAM bhayathI mukta hoya che. jyAre aMtaranI AMkha khullI rAkhavAnI kaLA AvaDaze tyAre AtmA "baro maa'' jene kyAMyathI bhaya na hoya evuM banI zakaze.

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48] [ zAradA ziromaNi aMtaranI AMkha khullI rAkhavAnI kaLA jene AvaDI emanA nAma siddhAMtanA pAne aMkti thayA. ApaNe upAsakadazAMga sUtrane adhikAra lIdhe che. upAsakadazAMga eTale aNuvrata Adi pratipAdana karavAne mATe racelA zAstrane upAsakadazAMga kahe che, ane je vinaya AdinA kamathI bhaNAya che athavA jenAthI jIvAdi padArthonuM jJAna thAya che athavA tIrthakara gaNadhara mahArAja Adi dvArA prarUpita arthanI jenAthI prApti thAya che athavA je bhavya jIve muktinI kAmanAthI bhaNe che tene adhyayana kahevAya che. upAsaka dazAMganA 10 adhyayanamAM puNyAtmAonuM bhagavAne varNana karyuM che. bhagavAne be prakArano dharma batAtre AgAra dharma ane aNagAra dharma. aNagAra kone kahevAya ? saMkoviM mulAsa, anArasa miskuLA je AtmAo saMyegathI vizeSa prakAre mukAyA che tene aNagAra kahevAya che. mUkavA mUkavAmAM phera che. kaMIka che evA che ke svecchAe mUke che, tyAge che. jyAre kaMIka ne mUkavuM paDe mATe mUke che evA che paNa che. vecchAe vigaya tyAga karI AyaMbIla kare te ghaNo lAbha jyAre kaMIka che roganA kAraNe ene tyAga kare. e tyAgamAM AtmAne lAbha na thAya. bhagavAna kahe che sAco tyAgI keNa che? je ya kaMte pie bhoe ladhdhe vipidi kuvvaI / sAthe vaca moNa che du vArUtti gurU | daza. a. 2 gA. 3 jene iSTa priya kAmabhogo hajurAhajura che. maMgAvA nathI paDatA pANu badhuM tenI pAse che chatAM je tene choDI de te sAco tyAgI che. evA munie bAhya ane AtyaMtara parigrahano tyAga kare che. khetara, vADI, baMgalA, dhana, dhAnya, dAsadAsI nokaracAkara putrapatnI Adi saceta ane aceta bAhya parigraha che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, mithyAtva, nava nekaSAya Adi 14 prakArane AtyaMtara parigraha che. ene chAe tyAga kare te aNagAra ane je vecchAe saMpUrNa cheDavA samartha nathI cheDe AgAra-chUTa rAkhe che tene AgAra kahevAya che. AgAra dharma pALanArA zramaNopAsaka kahevAya che. dhAthA AromAM AnaMda zrAvaka vANijya nagarImAM thayA te nagarI evI puNyavaMtI hatI ke te nagarInA mANase nItivAna, pramANika, satyavAdI ane nirlobhI hatA. lAlacu na hatA. kura svabhAvanA ke jhaghaDAkhora na hatA. e vANijya nagaramAM jitazatra nAme rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. e rAjAnA nAma evA guNa hatA. jeNe pitAnA parAkramathI zatruone jItyA che. bhagavAna bolyA che ke : ___jo sahassaM sahassANaM saMgAme dujjae jie / gi vizeSajJa mags, paNa re pAmo zo | utta. a. 8 gAthA 34 je purUSa durjaya evA saMgrAmamAM pitAnI eka bhUjAbaLathI daza lAkha subhaTone jItato hoya paNa pAMca Indriya ane manane jIta nathI ane eka mahAtmA pitAnA AtmAne ane manane jIte che. A baMnemAM te mahAtmAno vijaya zreSTha che, paNa rAjAno

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zAradA ziramaNi ] nahi. rastAmAMthI jatA he, vacce kaMInI dukAne AvI. manabhAvatI mIThAI e joIne je jIbha labakArA mAre te samajavuM ke rasendriya jItI nathI. kAna reDiyAnA sUra sAMbhaLavAmAM masta banatA hoya, temaja niMdA, vikathA sAMbhaLavAmAM AnaMda Avato hoya te zrotendriya jItI nathI. A rIte puNyadaye maLelI pAMca indriyonA viSayamAM je jIva Asakta bane te tenA AtmAnuM adhaHpatana thAya che. A jagatamAM kaMIka ja evA che ke manuSya tarIke janmayA hovA chatAM pAMca IndriyonI pUrNatA pAmI zakatA nathI. tamane kyAre e prazna thayo che ke jene indriyenI apUrNatA ane indriyAmAM khAmI kema? jema ke baherA, AMdhaLA, mUgA, lUlA, laMgaDA kayA karmanA udayathI thatA haze? pannavaNA sUtramAM jJAnIe kahyuM che ke jJAnAvaraNIya karma cha prakAre bAMdhe che: (1) nANa paDiNIyA-jJAnInuM kharAba bele. (2) nANu ninjavaNayAe-jJAnInA upakAra eLave. (3) nANu AsAyaNue-jJAnInI azAtanA kare. (4) nANu aMtarANuM-jJAnamAM aMtarAya pADe. (5) nAga pauseNuM-jJAna ane jJAnI upara dveSa kare. (6) nANa visaMvAyaNa gaNuM--jJAnI sAthe beTA tarkavitarka karI jhaghaDA UbhA kare. ajJAna dazAmAM bAMdhelA jJAnAvaraNIya karmo jIva 10 prakAre bhegave che. (1) sayAvaraNa-kAnamAM baherAza hoya agara kAna na hoya. (2) seya vinANAvaraNe-sAMbhaLavA chatAM samajavAnI zakti na hoya (3) nettAvaraNe AMkha na hoya athavA AMkhanI takalIpha hoya. (4) nettavinAnuM varaNe-AMkhathI joI zake paNa padArthane nirNaya karI zake nahi. (5) ghANAvaraNe-nAka na hoya. athavA suMghavAnI zaktimAM khAmI hoya. (6) ghANa vinANAvaraNe-sUMghavAnI zakti hoya chatAM padArthanI jANakArI na thaI zake. (7) rasAvaraNe-jIbha na hoya athavA jIbhamAM khAmI hoya. sarakhuM belI na zake athavA svAda mANuM na zake. (8) ravinANuvaraNe-rasa ke che te barAbara samajI zake nahi. (9) phAsAvaraNe-parzendriya eTale cAmaDI vageremAM khAmI. (10) phAsavinnANAvaraNe sparza kevo che te nirNaya thaI zake nahi. bhaNeluM yAda na rahe athavA te jJAna caDhe nahi. sArI vAto game teTalI vAra sAMbhaLe chatAM bhUlI javAya. e jJAnAvaraNIya.-karmanA udaye. darzanAvaraNIya karma nava prakAre bheLave temAM cakSudarzanAvaraNaya te cakSu hoya athavA AMkhamAM khAmI hoya, ane acakSudarzanAvaraNIya te AMkha sivAyanI cAra Indriya ane mananI zaktinI khAmI hoya. A rIte Indriya maLavI ane maLe temAM paNa te apUrNa hoya athavA maLe nahi te jJAnAvaraNIya ane darzanAvaraNIya karmanA udayathI.. mahAna puNyodaye manuSyabhava maLavA chatAM A pAMca indriyanI pUrNatA maLavI bahu durlabha che. bhagavAna utta. sUtramAM bolyA che. ladhdhuNa'vi AriyattaNaM, ahINa paMcendiyayA hu dullahA / viDhiriyA Tu hINa, samartha no ma ma mAra | a. 10. gA. 17

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50 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi manuSya bhava ane AryadezamAM janma thavA chatAM paNa pAMca Indriyo paripUrNa maLavI te nizcayathI durlabha che kAraNa ke manuSyamAM paNa ghaNuMne indriyanI vikalatA jevAmAM Ave che, mATe he gautama ! samaya mAtrane pramAda na kara. pramAdathI jIvane keTaluM nukasAna thAya che ane apramAdathI jIvane keTale lAbha thAya che. te viSaya para eka daSTAMta yAda Ave che. ethensa nAmanA dezamAM 100 mANasee sarakAranA kAyadA viruddha pravRttio karI tethI temane gunegAra gaNIne pakaDI lIdhA. badhAnA hAthapagamAM lekhaMDanI beDIo nAMkhI dIdhI, pachI temanA mANasane bolAvIne kahe che. A 100 mANasane dUra gADha jaMgalamAM mUkI Ave. jaMgalanAM vAgha, siMha temane phADI khAze. rAjAnA mANaso 100 mANasane laIne jAya che. jyAM gADha jaMgala hatuM, hiMsaka pazuo hatA tyAM mUkI AvyA. jaMgala khUba bhayaMkara hatuM. aMdhArI ghamaghora rAta hatI. hRdayane dhrujAvI de tevI vAgha, siMhanI garjanAo thatI hatI. AkAzamAM vijaLInA jhabakArA thatA hatA. medha garjanA sAthe mUzaLadhAra varasAda varasI rahyo hato. AvI sthitimAM A mANasane tyAM mUkI dIdhA ane teo cAlyA gayA. temanA dila keTalA nirdaya banI gayA haze ke A sthitimAM mUkIne jatAM jarA paNa dayA na AvI! AvI bhayaMkara sthitimAM paNa A 100 AtmAomAMthI keTalAka to khUba masta hatAM. duHkhamAM mastI : A samaye eka mANasa tyAMthI nIkaLe. pAchalI rAtre caMdranA AchA prakAzamAM A 100 mANasone hasatA vAta karatAM joyA. temanA hAthapagamAM beDIo hatI. tyAMthI khasI zake evI sthiti na hatI. chatAM A sthitimAM hasatA joIne te mANasane khUba Azcarya thayuM ! A sthitimAM duHkha thavAne badale A badhA ATalI badhI mastImAM kema haze ! temane pUche che bhAIo ! badhAnA hAthapagamAM beDIo che chatAM tamane kAMI duHkha nathI thatuM? vAgha-varUnI ciciyArIo saMbhaLAya che chatAM Apa badhA AnaMdathI beThA che. sukhI hoya evA dekhAva cho te A zuM ! bhAI ! amane jarAya duHkha nathI. ame badhA svastha chIe amane badhAne AnaMda che, tethI to mastI anubhavI rahyA chIe. bhAIe ! kevI rIte ? sAMbhaLa amArI mastInuM, AnaMdanuM kAraNa divasa ugaze eTale Apane pratyakSa batAvI daIza. baMdhana teDavAnI kaLA : ame badhA najIka gAmanA pratiSThita luhAra chIe. amArI banAvelI ekeka cIja khUba prazaMsanIya che. dezaparadezamAM amArA nAma gavAya che. ame beDIo banAvIe chIe. A gAmamAM jeTalI beDIo che te badhI amArI banAvelI che. sauthI AnaMdanI vAta te e che ke amane gunegAra gaNIne hAthapagamAM je beDIo nAMkhI che te amArI pitAnI banAvelI che. ame je beDIo banAvI che te ja amane paherAvI che. basa, A ja amArI mastInuM kAraNa che. pele bhAI kahe! bhale

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zAradA ziramaNi 1 51 tamArI banAvelI beDIo paherI hoya chatAM beDI e beDI. baMdhana e baMdhana. emAM AnaMda kevI rIte Ave? bhAI ! A rAta pUrI thaI jaze ane divasa ugaze, ajavALuM thaze ke tarata ame beDIo toDI nAMkhIzuM, kAraNa ke amArI banAvaTanI beDI kevI rIte toDavI tenI kaLA amane AvaDe che, je bIjAnI banAvaTanI beDI amArA hAtha-page nAMkhI hota te toDavI muzkela thAta, kAraNa ke ene teDavAnI kaLA ame jANatA nathI, paNa tevuM te che nahi, tethI ame bhAre mastI anubhavIe chIe. pele mANasa A sAMbhaLI stabdha thaI gaye. pramAdathI bhakSaNa: savAra paDI ajavALuM thayuM. pelA 100 mANasomAMthI 10 mANasee pramAda khaMkherIne pitAnI beDIo kaLAthI kholI nAMkhI. eTale 10 mANasa te chUTA thaI gayA. have je 90 mANaso rahyA te pramAdI hatA. beDI kholavAnI mahenata kyAM karavI? te badhA pitAnI AjubAju rahelA mANasene kahevA lAgyA ke tame beDIo teDI Apone ! chUTA thayelA mANasee temanI beDIo toDavA ghaNuM prayatna karyA chatAM tUTatI nahotI, kAraNa ke e beDIo temanI pitAnI banAvelI hatI. eTale tene teDavAnI kaLA bIjAne kayAMthI AvaDe? daza jaNAe mahenata karI chatAM chUTI nahi, eTale e to tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. e 90 jaNa hamaNuM leka Avaze ne amArI beDIo kholI deze e bramaNAmAM rahyA. bhUkhyA-tarasyA jaMgalI pazuo AvIne temanuM bhakSaNa karI gayA. pramAdane vaza thaIne beDI belI nahi to dazA kevI thaI? A ja dazA saMsAranI kedamAM phasAyelA jIvanI che. karmonI beDImAM cha jakaDAyA che. A beDI teDavAnI kaLA mAnavabhava sivAya ke bhavamAM nathI. mAnavajIvanane jJAnIoe zreSTha zA mATe kahyuM? sAruM sAruM khAvApIvAnuM banAvI zake che mATe? kapaDAnA, dAgInAnA ThaThArA karI zake che mATe? eraMDA Adi bajAramAM jaI zake che mATe ? nA. mAnavabhava kiMmatI eTalA mATe ke bIjAne sukha ApavAnI bhAvanA ApaNA dilamAM sadA jIvatI jAgatI rAkhI zakAya che. mATe. pazunA dilathI, nArakanA hRdayathI e muzkela. are, devanA hadayathI paNuM muzkela. e badhAnI pAse mAnava jevuM sukhadAna karavAnuM dila nathI. mAnavane A anerI bakSIsa maLI che. ApaNe sukhI thavuM che to bIjAne sukha ApavuM paDaze. sukha joItuM hoya te sukhanI prabhAvanA karavI joIe. sukhanA dAna mATe yogya hadaya ahIM maLyuM che. narakamAM evA dila kema nahi? tyAM paramAdhAmInA mAra khAdhA pachI paNa bIjAne mAravAnI vAta hoya che. tyAM bIjAnuM sukha vicAravAnI vAta kayAM ! tiryaMcane evA dila kema nahi? ene khAvAnuM jIvahiMsA para athavA jIvavAnuM melI leNyA para. dA. ta., mAchalAne eka ja vezyA nAnA zikArane kema jhaDapuM? -dharatI para cAlatA kUtarAo, kAgaDAo, bilADI vagere zikAra zodhatA pharatA hoya che. devene dAnanuM dila kema nahi? ene koIne mAra kha na paDe. gulAmI nathI. nekarI nathI. bhejana banAvavAnI khaTapaTa nathI chatAM ene dAnanA dila kema nahi? bhoga

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para ] [ zAradA ziremaNi vilAsanI aMjAmaNu, gaLAbUDa magnatA, sAmagrI, samRddhi eTalI badhI che ke e emAM ja eTale masta che ke emAMthI UMcA na Ave devakanA nATaka ceTakagIta, vAtronA sUra, sarovaramAM devAMganAo sAthe krIDA vageremAM masta rahe che. ekAMta sukhamAM DUbelAone zA mATe vicAravAnuM hoya ke mane sukha kema maLyuM ? bIjAone duHkha kema maLyuM ? vizvamAM apAra duHkhI jenI karUNAbharI dazA che. devene e kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. e jovAnI phurasada nathI. devatAI raMgarAgamA ene sukhane e bhAre nazo caDhaLyo che tethI tyAM dAna devA mATenuM ane bIjAne sukhI karavA mATenuM dila banAvavAnI vAta kyAM ! kadAca deve saMtane supAtradAna devA mATe Ave te saMte le nahi. tene devene AhAra kalpata nathI. vAsvAmI mahArAja jyAre bALamuni hatA tyAranI vAta che. eka vakhata teo gurUdeva ane anya munivaro sAthe vihAra karI rahyA hatA. bhayaMkara jaMgala vacce thaIne teo jaI rahyA che. e vakhate munine pUrvabhavane mitra deva tyAM Ave che. devatAI zaktithI te eka chAvaNI vikave che. keI sArthavADu jaI rahyo hoya ane mArgamAM vizrAma ane bhejana mATe nyo hoya te dekhAva karyo che. munivarone samUha AgaLa Avyo ane teNe taMbuonA samUhane joyo. tarata ja pele deva sodAgaranA veSamAM AvyA bhagavAna! Aja te mane apUrva lAbha maLI gayo. ApanA jevA saddagurUonA darzana thayA. vaMdana karIne vinaMtI kare che. gaucarane lAbha devA kRpA kare. tame paNa reja saMtasatIjIne gaucarI pANIne lAbha devA vinaMtI karatA haze. kema barAbara ne ! reja darzana karavA Ave te paNa ghaNuM che. mahAmunionA prabhAve jaMgala paNa maMgala lAge. eka vRkSa nIce munimaMDaLI beThI. Avazyaka kriyAo patAvI bALamuni vAsvAmIne gaucarI mATe javAnuM kahevAmAM AvyuM. bALamuni gaucarI mATe gayA. chAvaNImAM gayA pachI munirAja khAdyapadArtho tarapha ane vahorAvanAra tarapha eka jhINI najara nAkhe che. nirdoSa bhikSA meLavavA mATe A badhuM Avazyaka che. bALamunirAja vayathI nAnA hatA. jJAnathI nahIM. vahorAvanArAonI AMkho sthira joI e samajI gayA ke, kaho na kaho A deva che ! ane devane piMDa sAdhune kahyuM nahi. devo to AvuM bhejana karatA ja nathI. bALamuni vahoryA vagara dhIra gaMbhIra pagale prasannatApUrvaka pAchA pharI rahyA che. bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM mAMDa mAMDa gaucarInuM ThekANuM paDayuM hatuM tyAM vaLI A zuM thayuM ? e kaI bhAva emanA manamAM khUNe-khAMcare paNa nahotA. munirAjanI AvI anupama daDhatA, ArAdhaka bhAvanI sthiratA joI deva prasanna prasanna banI gayo. gurUdeve pAchA AvelA ziSyane pUchyuM zuM thayuM ? badhI vAta karI. deva tyAM pragaTa thaye. muninA caraNamAM namI paDyo, ane kahe che dhanya che tamane! tame nAnapaNamAM sAdhupa lIdhuM. jyAre ame mahAna sukhasaMpattinA havAmI hovA chatAM Apane dAna paNa daI zakatA nathI. devene sukhane nazo caDhayo hovAthI bIjAne sukhanuM dAna karavA mATenuM hadaya kyAMthI hoya?

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 53 te zu tiya``ca dAna karI zakaze? nA. mAkhI dAna kare? mAkhI madha banAvIne taiyAra kare te dAna karavA mATe nathI karatI. e tA mANasA AvIne paDAvI le che. gharamAMthI aDhaLaka kIDIe UbharAya che. tyAM keTalu'ya bhegu' kayu` hoya paNa dAna mATe nahi. tame ghara AgaLa AMkhe ugADayo. pachI AMkhAe kerInuM dAna karyuM. kharuM ? nA. bhUkha lAgI che teA AMkhe kaheze kharo ke leA zeTha kerI khAva. nA. e na kahe. dAna devA mATe zreSTha mAnavabhava maLyA che. sukhanA dAna karavAnuM dila jevu' manuSyapaNAmAM banAvI zakAya che evuM bIjA bhavamAM nahi, mATe manuSyabhava kiMmatI che. sukhanA dAna dIdhA pachI sukhanI vaNajhAra AtmAmAM utarI Ave che. puNya joradAra mane eTale sukhanI pAThonI pAThA utare. sadAya manamAM e bhAva rAkheA ke mAre mAru' nathI jovu. mAre bIjAne sukha ApavuM che. jagatamAM keTalA jIvA bicArA duHkhI che. duHkhanI keTalI pAkA mUke che! mArA duHkha mATe huM ghaNA raDatho. have paranA duHkha mATe raDIza. A mAnavabhavamAM kAna maLyA che teA khIjAnA duHkha sAMbhaLavAnA che. temanA duHkhanA A nAda sAMbhaLI enA duHkha dUra karavA prayatna karIza. jo ApaNI sukhasagavaDane gauNa karI daI e ne bIjAnA mukhya karIe te ApaNA sukhanA bhAge khIjAne sukhI karI zakIe. jagatamAM je mahApurUSA thayA che temaNe peAte du:kha veDIne trIjAne sukhanA dAna karyAM che. suHzana zeTha para rANIe khATu ALa caDhAvyuM. rAjAe temane pUchyuM tyAre te mauna rahyA. sudarzana jANe che ke jo huM satya hakIkata kahIza teA rANI para bhayaMkara Aphata Ave tema che, tethI mauna rahyA ne peAtAnA para zULInI sajA vahorI lIdhI A kayAre banI zake? jIvanamAM e samajAyu' hoya ke bIjAne duHkhanA dAna niha karavAnu ane sukhanA dAna karavAnuM dila A janma jevu' khIjA janmAmAM nahi maLe. sukhanA dAnanu dila anAvavA mATe zreSTha bhava mAnavabhava che. sukha ApavAthI sukha maLe. duHkha ApavAthI du:kha maLe che. ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke daza jaNAe purUSArtha thI beDI teADI ane 90 jaNAe purUSArtha na karyAM. te bIjAnA bharose rahyA teA aMte jaMgalI jAnavaronA 5 jAmAM kALiyA manI gayA. temaNe svadoSa na joyA. khIjAnA doSo joyA. ApaNA bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhune gALeA denAra, apamAna ke tiraskAra karanAra koI nahotu. maLyuM? are maLyA hatA. kAnamAM khIlA ThokanAra ane be paganA cUlA banAvIne khIra rAMdhanAra paNa maLyA hatA, chatAM bhagavAne temanA sAmI karaDI STi paNa na karI, ane sAmAne duHkha na ApyuM. eka kaDavA zabda paNa nathI kahyo. tee ema ja mAnatA ke mArA bAMdhelAM karyAM udayamAM AvyA che. huM kAMI duHkhI nathI. jyAre ajJAnI jIvAne koI pratikULatA Ave, duHkha Ave tyAre te mAne che ke A saMsAramAM huM duHkhI chuM. Ama teA huM gussA nathI karatA, para`tu teNe mane gALa dIdhI tethI mane gussA AvI gayA. gALeA tA ApaNA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne ghaNAMe dIdhI hatI, chatAM duHkhI nahotA, gALA denAra pratye jarA paNu gussA nahotA karyAM. koI kahe paisA nathI tethI huM duHkhI chuM. teA puNIyA zrAvaka pAse

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[ zAradA ziremaNi paisA nahotA chatAM e duHkhI nahotA. keI kahe mAruM zarIra sAruM nathI. zarIramAM kaI rega thayo te kaheze ke huM duHkhI chuM. te sanatakumAra cakravartInA zarIramAM be cAra nahi paNa ekasAthe bhayaMkara moTA soLa rogo utpanna thayA chatAM te duHkhI nahotA, pAnuM e duHkhanI mastImAM pelA 100 mANasanI jema AnaMdamAM rahyA, kAraNa ke te kedIone khabara hatI ke A beDIo amArI banAvelI che. te amArAthI chUTaze bIjAnI chUTavAnI nathI, tema A sAdhakee paNa e ja mAnyuM ke ame amArI jAte ja karmanI beDImAM baMdhAyA chIe. te amArAthI chUTaze. karmo ame karyA te amAre bhegavavAnA emAM bIjAne ze doSa? 10 jaNAe purUSArtha karyo ne beDI toDI te baMdhanamAMthI mukta thaI gayA. tema A AtmAoe jambara purUSArtha karIne beDIo toDI te karmanA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thaI gayA. koI vyakti pitAne gALa de, zarIre rega Avyo ke paisA nathI tethI pitAne duHkhI mAne che kAraNuMke temaNe duHkhamAM kAraNe bIjAne mAnyA che. 90 mANasee bIjAne doSa je, pramAdamAM paDayA rahyA, purUSArtha na karyo ne mAnyuM ke bIjA mArI beDIo taDaze te ke temanI beDI teDI zakayuM nahi. e to jeNe banAvI hoya te toDI zake. pariNAme beDIo tUTI nahi ne jaMgalI hiMsaka pazunA mukhamAM sapaDAI gayA. jyAre A bhramaNa tUTaze ke duHkhamAM kAraNa bIjA che, tyAre duHkhathI mukta thaIzuM. jene kyAreya gALa sAMbhaLavI paDI nathI, jene kyAreya paisAne abhAva thaye nathI, zarIramAM roga AvyuM nathI, tevA leke kayAM sukhI che ? jema AtmA duHkhamAM bIjAne kAraNa mAne che tema sukhamAM paNa bIjAne kAraNe mAne che, mane sukha bIjA pAsethI maLaze. A bramaNAthI sukhanI sAmagrI meLavavA cAre bAju doDI rahyo che. te mATe purUSArtha karI rahyo che. keInA AdhAre rahevAthI duHkha TALavAnuM nathI ne sukha maLavAnuM nathI. mAruM zarIra sAruM rahe, dubaLuM na paDe te mATe tapa karatAM aTakI gayA. miSTAnna Adino tyAga paNa na karyo. pariSaho sahavAmAM kAyara banI gayA. tyAM sukhanuM kAraNa zarIra mAnyuM paNuM zarIranA sukha meLavavA jatAM AtmA keTalI nukasAnImAM utarI gayo te kyAM khabara che? beDIo teDavAne badale vadhu ne vadhu majabUta banatI gaI, mATe yAda rAkhe, bhagavAnanA siddhAMtane hRdayamAM aMkita karo. pelI beDIo banAvanAra luhAre pite hatA tema AtmA para paDelI karmanI beDIonA sarjanahAra paNa ApaNe chIe. pitAnI banAvelI beDIe pite toDI zakyA ane temAMthI mukti meLavI zakyA tema karmanI beDIone ApaNe jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapanA purUSArthathI toDI zakIzuM, ane temAMthI mukti meLavI zakIzuM. e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. jJAnanA A krAMtikArI saMdezane ApaNe barAbara samajI laIe te pelA 10 luhAre jema savAra paDatAM beDIo teDIne mukta banI gayA tema ApaNe paNe dhArIe te mukta banI jaIe. pitAnI beDIo teDavAnuM bIjAne kahenArA luhAre jema maraNane zaraNa thayA tema ApaNe paNa A beTI bramaNAthI anaMtakALa sudhI janmamaraNanI cakakkImAM pisAyA karazuM.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] karmanI beDIone teDavAnA maMgala divase AvI rahyA che. cAturmAsa ka5mAM sAdhusAdhvI eka sthAne rahe che. bAkI ATha mahinA vihAra kare che. eka sthAne rahevAthI gRhane rAga thAya tethI karmabaMdhana thAya, mATe sAdhu vicaratA bhalA. A divasomAM saMta tamane beDIomAMthI mukta thavAnI suMdara kaLA zIkhavADe che. je mukta thavAnI laganI lAgI haze to jIvanamAM e kaLA meLavI leze. jIvanamAM jeNe e kaLA meLavI che tevA AnaMda zrAvakane adhikAra ApaNe zarU karyo che. vANijya gAmamAM jitazatru nAme rAjA hatA. te khUba pramANika ne prajAvatsala hatA. temanA rAjyamAM keI duHkhI hoya tenI saMbhALa levA pote jAya. temanA rAjyamAM rAtre badhA bAraNA khullA mUkIne sUI jAya chatAM kaI jAtano bhaya na hato. cerInI bIka nahotI. lUMTaphATane bhaya nahote. rAjyanA dareka mANasa pitAnuM jIvana AnaMdathI nabhAvI zake. keI duHkhI na hatuM. rAjAe prajAnI AbAdI mATe te nagaramAM aneka rIte jAtajAtanA udyoga kholyA che. jethI vidhavA bane, evA aneka che pagabhara UbhA rahI zake. prajA para kaI jAtanA karaverA ke TekasaverA nathI. prajAne pitAnA putra samAna gaNIne pALe che. eTalA prajAnA dilamAM rAjA vasI gayA che. A rIte nyAyI, pramANika rAjyathI rAjAnI kIrti dezaparadezamAM phelAI che. Thera Thera temanA guNa gavAya che. AvA jitazatru rAjA vANijya gAmamAM vase che. te gAmamAM AnaMda nAme gAthApati rahetA hatA te AnaMda kevA hatA tenA bhAva avasare. aSADa vada 6 ne somavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 7 : tA. 8-7-85 anaMta jJAnI tIrthakara bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI karelI vANI tenuM nAma jinavANI. vANI re vANI, vItarAga kerI vANI, chala chala vahetI jANe saravANuM." A jinavANI bhAvanidrAmAM sUtelA jIne sAvadhAna kare che, ane te mukta thavAno upAya paNa batAve che. jevI rIte kuzala hoziyAra vaida raMgane oLakhIne tenuM svarUpa batAve che, tenAthI thatAM aniSTa pariNAmone batAve che ane sAthe sAthe te rogathI mukta thavAne upAya batAve che, ane ragane upadrava pharIne na thAya te mATe pathya paNa batAve che. je te vaida mAtra rega ane tenA aniSTa pariNAmone batAve ane te regathI mukta thavAnA ane svastha rahevAnA upAya na batAve che te vaida hitakArI thaI zakato nathI, tema jinezvara bhagavate jagatanA jIvonA parama hitasvI che, tethI temaNe bhAvanidrA rUpI regane, tenA aniSTa pariNAmane batAvIne A rogathI mukta thavAne mATe tyAga mAga rUpI auSadhi batAve che, ane vrataniyamAdinA pAlana rUpa pathya batAvyuM che. jethI AmAM lAMbA kALa sudhI svastha rahI zake. evA jinezvara bhagavaMte AgamamAM bhAva nidrAmAMthI mukta thavAne mATe dharmanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM che. Aje ghaNA mANaso dharmakiyA kare che. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha, upavAsa,

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pa6 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi Adi kare che paNa je kaI ene pUche ke dharma eTale zuM? te e javAba nahi ApI zake. dharma kene kahevAya? dharma zemAM che? dharma e kaI bahAranI cIja nathI. dharma AtmAmAM che. gAMdhInI ke kariyANAnI dukAne te vecAte maLatuM nathI. dharma eTale zuM? te jJAnI samajAve che ke "vadhu sadAvo dho" vastune svabhAva enuM nAma dharma, jema sAkaramAM gaLapaNa, mIThAmAM khArAza, maracAmAM tIkhAza e ene dharma che. pitAne svabhAva pitAnAmAM rahe che. bahArathI lAvA paDatA nathI. sAkaramAM mIThAza, maracAmAM tIkhAza e enA pitAnA gharanI che. ahIM dharma zabdathI AtmAne svabhAva levAno che AtmAno je svabhAva enuM nAma dharma. Aje ApaNe ApaNA svabhAvamAM nathI. ghaDImAM kodha, ghaDImAM mAna, ghaDImAM mAyA te ghaDImAM lebha satAve che. AtmA pitAne svabhAva bhUlI gayA che, tethI A saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyo che. AtmA je pitAnA svabhAvamAM AvI jAya to tenuM kharuM teja pragaTa thAya. atyAre AtmAnI ramaNatA pitAnA svabhAvamAM nathI, tethI kyAreka rAga thAya che ane kyAreka dveSa thAya che. managamatA padArtho maLe te rAga thAya ane aNagamatA padArtho maLatA TheSa upana thAya che. jayAM sudhI AtmAne para eTale karmane saMga che. tyAM sudhI saMsAra che karma e parabhAva. parabhAvamAM AtmA anAdi anaMtakALathI rakhaDI rahyo che. duHkhI duHkhI thaI rahyo che. naraka nimedanI tIvra yAtanAo ane bhayaMkara vedanAo bhegavI rahyo che. anaMta pudagala parAvartanamAM paribhramaNa karyA. janmamaraNa karyA tenuM mukhya kAraNa AtmAnI vibhAvadazAmAM ramatA. AtmAnA svabhAvane oLakhe. bahu muzkela che, kAraNa ke atyAre ApaNo AtmA aneka svabhAvathI gherAyeluM che, paNa jinavANI dvArA AtmasvabhAvanI vAte sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA ane vicAra karatAM e svabhAvane oLakhI zakIzuM. AtmAnI ke tattvajJAnanI vAta samajavA mATe abhyAsanI jarUra che. e mATe uparachalluM jJAna kAma na Ave. jema samudramAMthI ratna meLavavA mATe samudranA UMDA jaLamAM utaravuM paDe che. marajIvA banIne DUbakI mAre te ja motI meLavI zake. zaMkhalA, chIpalA to uparathI maLI rahe che. te mATe UMDA jaLamAM utaravuM paDatuM nathI, tema AtmAne viSaya khUba gahana ane kaThina che. enA UMDANamAM utarazuM te vAstavika tattvanuM jJAna thaze. karma e ApaNA kaTTara zatruo che. anAdikALathI ApaNuM gharamAM aDDo jamAvIne beThA che. bhADUta pAsethI makAnane kabajo meLavavo hoya to keTalI muzkelI paDe che. enI pAse khAlI karAvatAM nAke dama AvI jAya che. A badhA bhAta be varSa, pAMca varSa ke pacIsa varSanA haze chatAM khAlI karAvatA muzkelI paDe che, paNa A karmo te anaMtakALathI ghara karIne besI gayA che. e sahelAIthI nIkaLe tevA nathI. je AtmAmAM dharma vacce, dharmanA svarUpane pAye te pachI e karmo rUpI bhADUtane bhAgyA vagara chUTako nahIM thAya. AtmAmAM dharma vase eTale enA karmo base khase ne khase. karma khase eTale AtmA zuddha

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zAradA ziremaNi ] pa7 banI jAya. chevaTe karma rahita banatA AtmA paramAtmA banI jAya. bhUtakALamAM A saMsAra cakramAM varSonA varSo, yugonA yugo, palyopamAM ane sAgaropamane kALa cAlyo gayo chatAM haju hAthamAM kAMI AvyuM nathI. meLavatA gayA ane mUkatA gayA. meLavavuM ane mUkavuM A dhaMdhe anAdikALathI jIva karI rahyo che. haju ene aMta Avyo nathI, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke A saMsAramAM kAMI sAra nathI. AtmAne sAcuM jJAna thAya ane dharmanI asara thAya te AtmA kaMIka samaje ane AgaLa vadhe. ema pragati sAdhatA sAdhatA ane vikAsa karatA karatA caramasImAe pahoMcI zakAya ane ghAtI karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAna pAmI paramAtma padane pAmI zakAya. paramAtmadazAne prApta karavI che te sarvaprathama ApaNuM jIvanarUpI khetarane kheDIne emAM samaktirUpI bIjanI vAvaNI karavAnI che. saMsArane limiTamAM lAvanAra kaMI jaDIbuTTI hoya to samakti che. tame jenI pAchaLa doDI rahyA che, rAtadivasa mahenata karo che, anyAya, anItithI lakSamI meLavI puNyadaye karoDapati ke abajapati thaI jAva tyAM keI sarTIphikeTa ApI zake che ke tame karoDapati thayA mATe tamane jiMdagImAM kensara nahi thAya. ekasIDanTathI mRtyu nahi thAya evI khAtrI che kharI? nA..nA.evuM kaMI nathI. jyAre samakti rUpa ratna maLI gayuM pachI te mahora vAgI gaI ke je jIva samakti hame nahi to te ja bhave, trIje bhave, pAMca bhave ke 15 bhave mokSe jAya, ane vamI jAya to meDAmAM meDe ardha pudagala parAvartana kALe to avazya mokSamAM javAne. samakti pAme ene sarTIphikeTa maLI gayuM ke samakti pAmyA pachI AyuSyane baMdha pADe te 7 belamAM nA paDe. naraka, tiryaca. bhavanapati, vANavyattara jatiSI. strIveda, napuMsakaveda. samatI jIva naraka, tiryaMcamAM te na jAya. devamAM jAya to paNa bhavanapati, vANuvyaMtara, tiSImAM na jAya paNa vaimAnika devamAM jAya. samaktinI keTalI balihArI che! che tamArA rUpiyAmAM A tAkAta ! ATalA paisA maLI gayA eTale naraka, tiryaMcagatimAM nahi javAnuM? tamAruM jhaverAta te nAzavaMta che. kSaNika che. jyAre A samakti rUpI jhaverAta te zAzvata che. tamArA jhaverAta karatAM enI kiMmata mahAmUlyavAna che. jIvane jeTale rasa nAzavaMta padArtho meLavavAne che eTale rasa samakti rUpI jhaverAta meLavavAno nathI. samyagU darzana, jJAna, cAritrarUpI ratna meLavavAnI tamannA jAgI che? e meLavavAno rasa che? kaI paNa kAma agharuM hoya paNa te kAryamAM je rasa hoya te e saheluM ne saraLa banI jAya che ane rasa na hoya te saheluM kAma paNa agharuM lAge che, mATe A bhavamAM AvIne samaktirUpI jhaverAta prApta karI le jethI saMsAra limiTamAM AvI jAya, jemane saMsAra limiTamAM AvI gayo che te AtmAno adhikAra cAle che. vANijya nagarImAM jitazatru nAme rAjA hatA. te zatruone jItanAra hatA. yathA nAma tathA guNAH jevuM nAma tevA temanAmAM guNo hatA. Aje nAma to ghaNuM sarasa pADavAmAM Ave che

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58 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi paNa nAma tevA guNA bahu alpa jIvAmAM hoya che. nAma majhAnuM zAntAbena hoya, paNa jo jIvanamAM zAMti na hoya, krodhanI Aga bhabhUkatI hoya teA te nAma zA kAmanuM ? ahI jitazatru rAjAmAM nAma tevA guNA che. jemaNe dravyathI bahAranA zatruo para vijaya meLavyeA che, ane bhAvathI pAMca indriyA ane mana para vijaya meLavavA mATe prayatnazIla che. rAjA prajApAlaka hatA. prajA mArI ane huM prajAnA chuM' ema mAnatA hatA. prajA sukhI ane satASI hatI. te nagarImAM kaLA kauzalyatAnA pAra nahotA. rAjA ane prajA vacce sumeLa sArA hatA. prajAne rAjA taraphathI koI jAtanA bhaya ke trAsa nahotA. prajA nirbhaya rIte AnaMdathI jIvana vItAve che. A rAjA garIbanA belI che garIba ane zrIma'ta baMnene sarakhA nyAya Ape che, tethI prajAnA hRdaya siMhAsana para rAjAe sAru sthAna meLavyuM hatu. A rAjA jainadharmI hatA. saMtAnA premI hatA, temanAmAM sva paranA viveka hatA. ta satyavAdI ane nyAyapriya hatA. vANijya nagaramAM jitazatru rAjAnA rAjyamAM AnaMda nAme gAthApati nivAsa karatA hatA. A AnaMdane gAthApita zA mATe kahyA ? eka dIpaka pragaTAvavA hoya to keDiyuM joIe. tela, vATa badhu' hoya tA dIpaka pragaTe. Anada gAthApatimAM dhanakhaLa hatu`. buddhiaLa hatuM ne sAthe Atmika baLa paNa hatuM. zarIra paNa nirogI hatuM. dhana, dhAnya samRddhithI yukta hovAnA kAraNe leke jenI prazaMsA kare che tene gAthApati kahe che. athavA dhana, dhAnya tathA pazu saMpattithI A ghara sarva prakAranI samRddhithI bharapura che. ' evI rIte prazaMsA thavAnA kAraNe je pratiSThAyukta hoya te gAthA ane tenA je pati tene gAthApati kahevAya che AnaMda pAse kSetra, ghara, seAnu', pazu, dAsa, nokaro Adi hatuM, tethI temane gAthApati kahyA che. AnaMda zrAvakanA guNa kema gavAyA? jainadarzanamAM koI vyaktinI pUjA nathI paNa guNanI pUjA thAya che. je adhI`, anItivAna ane kaSAyathI yukta hoya che tenA guNa nathI gavAtA. jainadarzIna tA kahe che ke AtmA sAruM kArya kare ke khATuM kArya kare paNa te zubhAzubha karmInuM vyAja caDhatu jAya che. te prArabhamAM bhale sAva alpa hoya paNa tene alpamAMthI arthAt aNumAMthI virATa thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. jIva saMsAramAM racyA, pacyA rahe. vipayabhegamAM DUbelA rahe ane 18 pApanu sevana kare tyAre tene khyAla nathI hotA ke A karmInA phaLa kevA bhogavavA paDaze. 18 pApamAM pahelA sattara pApasthAnA pravRttirUpa che ane 18mu pApa micchA saNusala te viparIta mAnyatArUpa che eTale 17 pApane yathArtha rIte nahi samajavA devAvALuM 18muM pApa che. aDhAra pApa bhaya'kara che. A jIvane herAnaparezAna kare che ne duHkhI kare che. piraNAme karmAMnA badha khAMdhe che. krama bAMdhe tyAre vaDanA bIja jeTalu hoya che. samaya jatAM te meATA vizALa vaDalA jeTaluM thaI jAya che. eka nyAyathI samajAvu.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] 59 eka nagaramAM ratanacaMda ane mANekacaMda nAme be mitro hatA. baMne vacce gADha dostI. sAthe bhaNe, sAthe rame ane sAthe phare bhaNI rahyA bAda baMnee vicAra karyo ke ApaNe mA bApane bhArarUpa na thavuM paDe mATe kaMIka baMdha karIe. dhaMdhe mUDI hoya to thAya. eTalI badhI mUDI to hatI nahi. ratanacaMde eka nAnI hATaDI mAMDIne dhaMdho zarU karyo, ane mANekacaMde keIne tyAM nAmuM lakhavAnI karI lIdhI. have baMne pitAnA kAmamAM paDI gayA eTale bahu maLatA nahi. maLe te mAtra khuzI khabaranA samAcAra pUchIne chUTA paDI jAya. baMne pitAnA kAmamAM purUSArtha ghaNo kare che, paNa bhAgya nabaLuM che eTale parANe paTa pUratuM maLe. chevaTe baMne mitroe bhegA maLIne nirNaya karyo ke ApaNe A gAma choDI bIje gAma jaIe. ema vicAra karI baMne mitro eka moTA zaheramAM gayA. ApaNe AtmA paNa manuSya bhavarUpI meTA zaheramAM kamANI karavA mATe Avyo che. ekendriya, vigalendriya ane asaMjJI paMcendriyapaNAmAM jIvane kamANI thatI na hatI. have kamANI thAya evA saMjJI paMcendriya zaheramAM AvyuM che. baMne mitro zaheramAM nokarI mATe phare che. pharatAM pharatAM ratanacaMdane tenA puNyadaye eka sArA zeTha maLI gayA. te kahe che bhAI ! nokarImAM tAruM zuM pUruM thAya? huM tane zeDo mAla ApuM. tuM eka nAnI hATaDI laIne baMdha kara. kAla savAre tArA caDhatA dina thaI jAze. zeThe nAnI hATaDI paNa ApI. besavA bAkaDe Aye. mANekacaMdane kaI mAla dhIranAra na maLyuM. e nokarI karavA lAgyuM. nekarImAM mAMDa tenuM pUruM thAya eTale pagAra maLe che. dezamAM te mokalI na zake. puNya pApanA khela che. baMne mitro sAthe AvyA che. chatAM ekane hAtha jhAlanAra maLI gayA, ne bIjAne keI na maLyuM. ratanacaMdanuM to bhAgya khIlyuM. tene Avaka vadhavA lAgI. be traNa varSo vItyA tyAre ratanacaMdabhAI cheDA sukhI thayA. have temanA mAna vadhyA. have temanI kiMmata ratnanI jema aMkAvA lAgI. eka divasa mANekacaMda ratanacaMdanI dukAne Avyo. baMnee ekabIjAne khabara pUchI, pachI mANekacaMda kahe che kema mitra! dhaMdho barAbara cAle che ne! ratanacaMde hasatuM moDhuM rAkhIne kahyuM, bhAI mANekacaMda! bhagavAnanI kRpAthI dharmanA pratApe dhaMdhAmAM sArI kamANI thavA lAgI che naphAnuM palluM keTaluM namatuM che te jovA mATe dara mahine naphA-nukasAnane hisAba gaNuM chuM. te dara vakhate mUDI vadhatI jAya che. AthI vadhu zuM joIe? huM saMtoSathI jIvana vItAvuM chuM, paNa tArI zI sthiti che ! bhAI! vepAra e vepAra. ve+ pAra eTale jene pAra nahi ane nekarI eTale karI. temAM saravALe kAMI sAra nahi. mane AjIvikA pUratI roTalI maLe che. bacata che nahi. dezamAM zuM mekavuM? tuM te eka jagAe sthira thaI besI gayo paNa meM to cAra jagAe nokarI badalI, paNa kyAMya phAvyuM nahi. have to bIjA deza javAno nirNaya karyo che ! phare te care ! have mAre paradeza kheDe che paNa mitra tane eka vAta pUchuM ? meM tArI dukAne thApaNu mUkI hota to tArA bhegI mArI paNa Dabala thavA lAgata. mitra ! huM

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60 ] [ zAradA zimaNi koInA paisA vyAje letuM nathI paNa tAre mUkavA hoya to tArI sthiti UMcI lAvavA mATe laIza. mitra ! mArI pAse che ja nahi. zuM mUkuM ? atyAre mArI pAse mUDImAM mAtra eka Ane che. te tuM thApaNa tarIke rAkhe te tane ApuM ? eka AnAnI koI mUDI kahevAya ! A te premanA kAraNe laI lIdhe mANekacaMda kahe mane zuM vyAja ApIza? bhAI ! tuM mAre jAnajIgara mitra che. dara cha cha mahine bamaNuM karIza. - mANekacaMda tenA mitra ratanacaMdane tyAM eka AnAnI thApaNa mUkIne paradeza gaye. tyAM moTA vepArInI peDhImAM sArA pagArathI munimanI nekarI maLI gaI. ahIM ratanacaMdanA bhAgyodaye vepAra khUba vaLe, jotajotAmAM te lAkhopati banI gayo. haju vadhu kamAvA mATe teNe gAmamAM bIjI cAra pAMca dukAne khelI. mANekacaMda nokarI kare che. cha mahinA thAya eTale vicAra karyo ke eka AnAnA be AnA thayA haze A rIte dara cha cha mahine te hisAba gaNate jAya have vyAja vadhavA lAgyuM, paNa vicAra kare che ke hamaNAM mAre javuM nathI. javuM te levA javAnuM mana thAya ne! mATe sukhaduHkha veThIne paNa ahIM rahevuM che. e dara cha mahine ene hisAba gaNute jAya cheahIM ApaNA AtmAe paNa samajavAnuM che e rUpiyA gaNato hato, ApaNe zuM gaNavuM che? zubhAzubha karmo te AtmA para paDelA che. dilAvara dilathI, mananA mokaLA bhAvathI kaI jAtanI AkAMkSA ke irachA vagara tapa, japa, dAna, dharmakaraNa karavAnI che. bhagavAna bolyA che ke mAre sAdhaka no ihaloganuyAe tava mahidvijjA / no paralogadvayAe mahidvijjA, no kittivanna sada silogaTTayAe tava mahidvijjA, nannatya nijjaradvayAe taba mahiTThijjA / AlekanA sukhane mATe tapa na kare. paralokamAM mane sukha maLe e mATe tapa na kare. kIti, varNa, zabda ane lAghA (prazaMsA) ne mATe paNa tapa na kare. ekAMta karmonI nirjarA mATe tapa kare. AlekamAM mane sukha saMpatti maLe, jagatamAM mArI vAhavAha thAya. badhA mArA guNalA gAya, mArI kIrti vadhe, palakamAM mane devakanA sukho maLe. A AkAMkSAthI tapa na kare. te ekAMta karma nirjarA mATe kare. A AtmA be cAra bhavane mele nathI, paNa anaMta ne mele che. tame paMdara divase kapaDAM che te rejanA melA kapaDAM karatAM vadhu melA hoya ne! te jotA vadhu mahenata paDe ne ! tema asaMkhyAta pradezI AtmA che. tenA upara anaMtI karmavarga ceTI che. A anaMtI karmavargaNAo ukheDavA mATe eka upavAsa, eka AyaMbIla kare ukhaDI jAya kharI? nA. te mATe zuM karavuM paDaze? mahApurUSoe A karmavargaNAone ukheDavA mATe mA khamaNanA pAraNe mAsakhamaNa karyA. cakavartIee cha khaMDanI sAhyabI cheDIne dIkSA lIdhI. tame abajopati ho chatAM cakavatanA vaibhanI AgaLa taNakhalA jeTalAya nathI. sanatakumAra cakravartIe dIkSA lIdhI. moTA seLa roga thayA che, chatAM manamAM duHkha nathI. AnaMda che kAraNa ke deha paranuM mamatva uThI gayuM che. mArA bAMdhelAM.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 61 karmo udayamAM AvyA che. karmo khapAvavAno A suvarNa avasara che. samabhAve bheLavIne karmo khapAvyA. dhanya che e AtmAone! pahelA zrAvake mahinAnA cha cha pauSadha karatA hatA. Aje pauSadha karanArA te bahu ochA haze. tame eTaluM to kare, cauvihAra kare, rAtrI bhajano tyAga kare. 10 tithi lIlerI na khAvI. eTaluM to kare, are, Aje te jainenA gharamAM AThama pAkhInA divase zAka khAtA thaI gayA. rasendriyanA svAda te juo. yAda rAkhajo ke "jemAM jene rasa temAM tene vAsa. jemAM jenI prIti temAM tenI uttapati, jemAM jenuM mana temAM tenuM tana. mANekacaMdane kamAvA gayA paMdara varSe thayA. have tene thayuM ke huM ratanacaMda pAse jAuM. ratanacaMda to khUba meTo dhanADhaya zeDa banI gayo hato. mANekacaMda to bicAro garIba hatA. enA kapaDAM ceDA melAghelA hatA. eTale barAbara oLakhI na zakyo. chatAM mAnavatA hatI. eTale pUchayuM. bhAI! tame kezu? mANekacaMda! tame mArA mitra ! tamAre jarUra hoya te kaho. ApanI amIdraSTi che kRpAdaSTi che. te basa che. mAre bIjuM kAMI nathI joItuM. mitra huM paradeza gayo tyAre tamArI peDhImAM mAre eka A vyAje thApaNa mUkato gayA hatA. eka Ane copaDAmAM kayAM lakhyo haze? na lakhyo hoya to bhale, mane kAMI vAMdho nathI. eka AnAnA cha cha mahine Dabala karatAM je vyAja thAya te gaNune Apo. jethI hisAba coka thaI jAya. dareka bAbatamAM cekhavaTa hoya te kyAreya vAMdho Avate nathI. ratanacaMda kahe mANekacaMda! bhagavAnanI kRpAthI mAre kamANI sArI che. mAre harAmane eka paiso na joIe. tame eka Ane mUkIne gayA hatA tene hisAba kyAM karIe? tamArA eka AnAnI rakama vadhI vadhIne keTalI thaI haze ! bahu bahu to pAMca sAta hajAra thaze. hisAbanI kyAM mAthAkUTa karavI? kadAca 25-50 rU. vadhAre AvI jaze to tuM kyAM pArake che? huM tamane hisAba karyA vagara rUpiyA daza hajAra ApuM chuM. kema barAbara che ne? mANekacaMda hisAbakitAbamAM bahu pAke hate. tenI gaNatrI mujaba eka AnAnI mUDInI rakama bahu moTI thatI hatI. eTale te namratAthI belyo mitra ratanacaMda! mArA mATe ATalI udAratA rAkhI te mATe tane dhanyavAda che ! paNa mitra ! mAre eka pAI paNa vadhAre nathI joItI. bakSIsa tarIke paNa nathI joItI. eka AnAnI thApaNumAMthI paMdara varSanA hisAbe jeTalI rakama thatI hoya teTalI joI e che. vadhu nathI joItI. jIva karma bAMdhe che, tyAre bhAna nathI rAkhatA ke e karmanA vyAja keTalA caDhe che! paNa bhogavavAno samaya Ave tyAre bApalIyA bolI jAya che. mANekacaMdanI vAta sAMbhaLIne tarata ratanacaMde pitAnA vizvAsu be traNa munine bolAvyA. badhI samajaNa pADI ane kahyuM ke mANekacaMdane hisAba taiyAra kare. AMkaDe taiyAra thaI jAya pachI kula AMkaDo keTale thAya che te mane kaho. daza hajArane AMka Avyo tyAM sudhI to vAMdho na AvyA, pachI Akhe hisAba thaye tyAre munimajInA manamAM thayuM ke ATalI badhI moTI rakama belavI kevI rIte? zeTha pramANika che. have karavuM zuM? munimajIne vicAra karatAM joI ne zeTha kahe che je

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62] [ zAradA zimaNi hoya te bela. zeTha sAMbhaLe, thApaNa eka A mudata 15 varSa. zarata e che ke dara che mahine bamaNI karavAnA. sAMbhaLo e hisAbakitAba A pramANe che: eka AnAno jAdu : A AnAnA pahelA cha mahinAmAM bamaNAM thatA 2 AnA thayA. bIjA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatA 4 AnA, trIjA cha mahinAmAM bamaNAM thatAM 8 AnA. cothA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatA 1 rUpiyA, pAMcamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNa thatA 2 rU. chaThThA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 4 rUpiyA, sAtamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNa thatAM 8 rU. AThamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatA 16 rU. navamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNa thatAM 32 3. dazamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatA 64 rU. agiyAramA cha mahinAmAM bamaNAM thatA 128 rU. bAramA cha mahinAmAM bamaNAM thatAM 256 rU. teramA cha mahinAmAM bamaNAM thatAM 512 rU. caudamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNa thatA 1024 rU. paMdaramA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 2048 rU. soLamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 409 rU. sattaramA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 8192 rU. aDhAramA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 16384 rU. ogaNIzamAM cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 3ra768 rU. vIsamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 65536 rU. ekavIzamAM cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 131072 rU, bAvIsamA cha mahinAmA bamaNAM thatAM 262144 rU. trevIsamAM cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM pa24288 rU., vIsamAM cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 1048576 rU. pacIsamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM ra097512 rU. chavIsamAM cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 4194304 rU. sattAvIzamAM cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 8338608 rU. aThThAvIsamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 16777216 rU. ogaNatrIsamAM cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 33554432 rU. trIsamA cha mahinAmAM bamaNuM thatAM 6,7108864 rU. - Ama ratanacaMda zeThane temanA mitra mANekacaMdanI eka AnAnI thApaNumAMthI paMdara varSanA hisAbe ubhI thayelI ekaMdara rakama cha kareDa, ekotera lAkha, ATha hajAra ATha cosaTha rUpiyA thayA. munie barAbara bArIkAIthI hisAba gaNIne AMkaDo mUkyo hato. tame paNa ghera jaIne gaNaje. karoDane AMka sAMbhaLI ratanacaMda zeTha camakyA. temanI AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA, jarA ThIka thatAM manamAM bolavA lAgyA A te hisAba ke jAdu! zarUAtamAM meM temano eka Ano vyAje lIdhe, tyAre mane kAMI khyAla na rahyuM ke eka AnA jevI nAnI rakamane dara cha mahine bamaNuM thatAM ATalI moTI rakama thaI jaze! te jIbhAnathI bolyA hatA eTale game te rIte ApyA. A daSTAMtathI ApaNe te ahIM e samajavuM che ke mUDI mAtra eka Ane hatA. paNa vyAja vadhatAM karaDe gaNI kiMmata vadhI, tema karma karIe tyAre vaDanA bIja jeTaluM hoya che, paNa tenuM vyAja dhaDadhaDa karatuM vadhatuM jAya che. ame kahIe devAnupriye ! zarIramAM haju rega nathI Avya, Indriye hAnI thaI nathI tyAM sudhI kAMIka karI le. ochAmAM ochI eka sAmAyika te kare, pApathI pIchehaTha kare, bhavabhIrU bane, tyAre kahe ke mahAsatIjI! amArI ghaNI jiMdagI bAkI che. tamAre amArI ciMtA karavI

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zAradA zimaNi ] ( 63 nahi, paNa khabara nathI ke karmanA vyAja keTalA caDhe che! nAnuM paNa satkArya vaDanA bIjanI jema samaya pAkatAM agaNita phaLane ApanAruM bane che. zAlibhadranA AtmAe dAna keTaluM kayuM? enuM phaLa keTalA gaNA maLyuM ne! aDhaLaka riddhisiddhine svAmI banyo. jenI riddhi jevA khuDha zreNika rAjA tenA ghera AvyA. jema zukala pakSamAM dariyAnI bharatI eka vAra AvyA pachI bhale jatI rahe te paNa caMdrakaLAnI vRddhi sAthe bIje divase potAnI meLe pahelA karatAM vadhAre dUra sudhI phelAya che, tema cittamAM eka vAra zubha bhAvanI bharatI AvyA pachI kadAca te cAlI jAya to paNa bIjI vAra pitAnI meLe pahelA karatAM daDha thaIne bahAra Ave che. A rIte zarUAtamAM zubha bhAva bhale alpa hoya paNa rojane ja tenI vRddhi thatAM eka divasa te ApaNI kalpanAmAM paNa na Ave tema aNumAMthI virATa banI jAya che. zubha bhAvanI jema azubha bhAvanuM paNa samajavuM. je azubha bhAva pratyeno Adara keLavazo to e vaDanA bIja jeTalA karmane virATa vaDalo thatAM vAra nahi lAge. mAtra eka AnA jevI mAmUlI mUDIne cha cha mahine bamaNI karatAM paMdara varSamAM te 6.7108864 sudhI pahoMce che tema karmanA vyAja paNa eTalA vadhe che mATe karma bAMdhatA khUba vicAra karaje. mokSAthI e ja kAraNathI cittanI zuddhi thAya tevI zubha kriyAo karavI. ahiMsA, satya, dayA, dAna, paropakAra, brahmacarya, tapa, japa, kSamA, saMtoSa Adi bhAve ApaNA zubha bhAvanI vRddhimAM bharatI lAve che. hiMsA, asatya, cerI, IdrinA viSayA, kaSAya Adi bhAve azubha bhAvamAM bharatI lAve che. prAraMbhamAM nAnuM dekhAtuM kArya pariNAme keTaluM vizALa banI jAya che, mATe mane karmabaMdhana kema ochA thAya te mATe sajAga bane. saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to anAsakta bhAvathI raho. AtmAmAM e ja jhaMkhanA hoya ke A pApanA piMjaramAMthI huM kyAre chUTuM? - AnaMda gAthA5ti zarUAtamAM zrAvaka nathI. tene tyAM vaibhava vilAsanI kamInA na hatI. dhanadhAnya AdithI samRddha hevAnA kAraNe tene gAthApati kahyA che. te AnaMda gAthApati "jimu" keIthI parAjaya pAme evA na hatA. satyavAdI, pramANika hatA. haju samakti pAmyA nathI chatAM temane AtmA keTale ujajavaLa che! Aje te bALakone jIvananA ghaDatarathI khoTA saMskAra apAya che. pariNAme bALake hiMsA, asatya zIkhe che. eka vAra keI zeThane tyAM mahemAna AvyA. mahemAna sephA para beThA che. tyAM skUlethI vidyArthI khabhe pAkITa laTakAvIne Avyo, tenuM cAlavuM, bolavAnI chaTA joIne mahemAna samajI gayA ke A chokaro khUba cAlAka ane hoMziyAra lAge che. mahemAne tene pUchyuM chokarA ! tArI uMmara keTalI che? chokaro kahe bApujI! tame mArI kaI uMmara pUche che? mahemAna vicAramAM paDI gayA. uMmara to eka ja hoya chatAM A chokaro ema kema kahe ke tame mArI kaI uMmara pUcho che! chokare kahe mArI uMmara traNa prakAranI che. tame kayA prakAranI uMmara viSe pUcho cho? sAMbhaLo, mArA pitAe jyAre mane skUlamAM bhaNavA besADayo

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64 ! [ zAradA ziremaNi tyAre huM pAMca varSane hato chatAM pitAe mane cha varSane kahyo ane skUlamAM dAkhala karyo. tyAranI A eka uMmara. jyAre TreInamAM musApharI karato hato tyAre huM cauda varSane hato chatAM mane 11 varSane banAvI dIdhuM. zAthI? aDadhI TikiTamAM javAya mATe. aDadhI TikiTanA paisA ochA ApavA paDe. te mArI bIjI uMmara ane atyAre huM jeTalA varSane chuM te mArI sAcI uMmara. tame traNa uMmaramAMthI kaI uMmara pUche che? A sAMbhaLI mahemAna to chaThTha thaI gayA. chokarAne eka varSa skUlamAM meDo besADayo hota to koI vAMdho Avata? nA. pAyAmAM ja khoTuM bolavAnA saMskAra paDe. gADImAM paisAnA lebhe asatya bolyAne ! vaLI kaho ke samaya Ave asatya belAya. tame keTalA pApanA bhAgIdAra thAya che. ahIM tamAro bacAva thaze paNa karmarAjA AgaLa tamAro bacAva nahi thAya. tyAM te te karma vyAja sahita bhegavavuM paDaze, mATe karma bAMdhatA khUba vicAra kare. vadhu bhAva avasare. aSADa vada 7ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 8 : tA. 9-7-85 zAsananA zaNagAra, avanInA aNugAra, darzananA divAkara evA jinezvara bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI tenuM nAma jinavANI. A jinavANI janamAMthI jina banAve che, AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA ane jIvamAMthI ziva banAve che. bhagavAna pharamAve che ke A saMsAramAM nAnA moTA dareka kaIne kaI saMjJAthI vyApta che. cAre gatinA jIvane cAra saMjJA hoya che paNa cAra saMjJAmAMthI ekanI pradhAnatA hoya che te bIjI gauNa hoya che. nArakInA jIne bhaya saMjJA vadhAre. nArakInA jene daza prakAranI anaMtI vedanA ThANuga sUtramAM batAvI che. __sIyaM usiNaM, khuhaM, pivAsaM, kaMDu, parajjha bhayaM sogaM, jaraM vyAhiM / anaMtI ThaMDI, anaMtI garamI, anaMtI sudhA, anaMtI tRSA, anaMtI kharaja, anaMtu paravazapaNuM, anaMta bhaya, anati zeka, anaMto javara, vyAdhi. A daza prakAranI vedanAmAM anaMta bhaya paNa batAvyo che. traNa gati karatAM nArakInA jene bhayasaMjJA vadhAre hoya che tiryAmAM AhAra saMjJA vadhAre. manuSyamAM maithuna saMjJA vadhAre ane devAmAM parigrahasaMjJA vadhAre che. A saMjJAo pAchaLa pApAcaraNa kevA thAya che? are, jIvanabhara jokhama hoya to paNa pApamaya AcaraNa nahi cheDe ane maraNane zaraNa thAya che. zarIra para macchara beTho tene uDADa uDADa karIe te paNa te zarIra para AvIne karaDayA karaze. emAM hAthanI jhApaTa vAgI jAya to zuM thAya? tenuM jIvana khatama thaI jAya. gharamAM mAMkaDa khUba thayA che. rAtre sUtA sUtA paDakhA pharatAM e dabANamAM AvI jAya te kaMIka vAra marI jAya che. tene potAnA jIvana para jokhama hovA chatAM ajJAnatAnA kAraNe ene bhAna nathI ane AhAra saMjJAnI vaDavAI evI UgI che ke enA kAraNe e mANasanuM lehI pIvAmAM masta bane che. e mastImAM mAruM zuM thaze. ene ene khyAla

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zAradA ziremaNi]. nathI. ApaNane vicAra thAya ke A nAnA jIvanamAM ATale rasa, ATalA bhAva ane A lata A badhuM kyAMthI AvyuM ? A nAnA che ke paMcendriya pazupakSInA A pUrve DeI bhavamAM manuSya thayelA, tyAM AhAra saMjJAmAM khUba pRddha banyA haze eTale rasALa buddhikSetramAM AhArAdi saMjJAonA ane kaSAyonA vAvetara karelA. enI vaDavAI A bhavamAM ugI gaI ane have bharacaka pAka UtarI rahyA che. moTA kalpavRkSa ugADanArI rasALa ane phaLadrupa jamIna karatAM paNa buddhi rUpI jamIna aneka gaNuM rasALa che. te emAM kalpavRkSanA bIja jevA uttama vicAro ane uttama bhAvanAonuM vAvetara karavuM joIe, - bhUmi te khUba rasALa ane phaLadrupa heya paNa emAM jherI bIjanuM vAvetara thAya to emAMthI viSavRkSo kAle phUle. A rIte A mAnavajanmanI bhUmi to khUba rasALa ane phaLadrupa che emAM jherI bIja vAvavA che ke kalpavRkSanA bIja vAvavA che? je AvI suMdara bhUmimAM adhama pApI vicAro ane adhama bhAvanAonuM vAvetara thAya te enA para viSamaya adhama vicAro ane vRttionI vaDavAIo thavAnI ne! pAMca Indriyone gamatA, aNagamatA viSaye pratyenA rAga-dveSa bharyA vicAra e adhama vicAra che, ane AtmAnA hitAhitanA vicAra karavA e uttama vicAra che. A mAnava janmamAM buddhikSetra rasALa maLyuM che. emAM AtmAnI pragati thAya, pApanA baMdha ochA thAya. evA uttama vicAre rUpI bIjanuM vAvetara karavAnuM che. viSayenA vicArane AtmahitanI daSTinA banAvavAnA che. tamane badhAne kerIne rasa khUba bhAve. rasapUrInuM suMdara bhejana maLyuM tyAM tamane AnaMda thaze ne manamAM thaze ke mane Aje suMdara bhAvatuM bhajana maLyuM che. A bhAva AvyA eTale rasapurInA bhajana pratye rAga thaye, tethI jIve karma bAMdhyA. A vicAranI sAthe AtmAnA hitanA vicAra lAve ke A te rasendriyanA rasanI ujANI paNa AtmAne te khoTano dhaMdhe, kAraNa ke eka bAju suMdara bhAvatuM bhejanA jamavAnuM je puNya hatuM te khalAsa thaI gayuM, ane bIjI bAju bhejana pratyenA rAganA jherI sarakAra vadhyA eTale pApanI ane karmanI Avaka vadhI. je jamatAM AvaDe te kaMIka karmo khapAvIne uThe ane jamatA na AvaDe to navA karmo bAMdhe. saMsAramAM dhana, mAla, rAcaracIluM tathA vahepAra rojagAra, dhaMdhAnA vicAro e adhama vicAro che. adhama vicAro adhamagati apAve che. divasa, rAta A adhama vicAranuM sAmrAjya cAlu hoya che. mane maLyuM che, buddhi maLI che te ene zuM upayoga karavAno ? kacarApaTTI jevA vicAra karavAnA ? enA saMskAra bhavAMtaramAM kevA paDe! mATe jJAnI kahe che ke A mAnavajIvana e to tArA mATe sonerI samaya che. A bhavamAM satkAryo, uttama vicAro karazo to bhavanA bhAgAkAra thaze ane adhama vicAro karaze te bhavanA guNAkAra kapALe lakhAze. A bhava cUkyA, eLe gumAvyo to pachI AthI

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66] [ zAradA ziremaNi bIje kayo sAre bhava ArAdhanA karavA maLaze? A bhavamAM uttama, kSamA, kautrI Adi bhAvo nahi keLavo to pachI e kyAre keLavaze? vItarAga padane prApta karavAnI laganI lAgI che? je vItarAga banavuM che te aMtaramAMthI krodhAdine kAvyA vinA ane kSamA, dayA, samatA Adi guNethI jIvana zaNagAryA vinA kevI rIte te banI zakaze? bhAla pradezanI rasALa bhUmi jevuM mAnavakSetra, buddhikSetra maLyuM che. A bhUmimAM ghauM', kapAsa, DAMgara jevA anAsakti, nirlobhatA, sahiSNutA, kSamA AdinuM vAvetara nahi kare te zuM ukhara bhUmi jevA pazu tathA kIDA maMkaDAnA kSetramAM karaze? kSamAdi guNanA vAvetara mATe A bhavanuM buddhikSetra rasALa che. A buddhikSetramAM kacarA, bhUsA bharavA hoya to bharI zakAya che, ane sAthe mAla bhara hoya to temAM koI aTakAvatuM nathI, mATe buddhi kSetra suMdara maLyuM che to emAM kodhAdi kaSAyanA durgadhamaya bIja nahIM ropatA, samatA, kSamAnA svaccha bIja ropo. jethI bhaviSyamAM A buddhikSetramAM e samatAnI, kSamAnI moTI vaDavAI e taiyAra thaze. nahitara kodhAdinI vaDavAIe ugI nIkaLaze pachI e sahana karavuM khUba kaSTamaya banI jaze. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM jaMbusvAmI khUba jijJAsu, cAtaka pakSInI jema adhIrA banIne vinayapUrvaka sudharmAsvAmIne pUchI rahyA che. Apa mane sAtamAM aMganA bhAva saMbhaLAve. jJAna pace kone? jenAmAM vinaya hoya tene, vinaya e dharmarUpI vRkSanuM mULa che. evaM dhammassa viNao, mUlaM paramo se mukkho| nei vira sui zi, nIraM rAmajI | daza. a. 9 u. 2.gA. 2 vRkSanA mULamAMthI audha thaDa utpanna thAya che pachI emAMthI zAkhA, prazAkhAo, eTale nAnI nAnI DALIo utpanna thAya che. temAMthI pAMdaDA nIkaLe che, tyAra pachI phaLa phUla, ane rasa utpanna thAya che. A rIte dharmarUpI vRkSanuM mULa vinaya che. tenuM aMtima saMskRSTa phaLa mokSa che. vinaya rUpI mULa dvArA vinIta ziSya AlekamAM kIti ane dvAdazAMga rUpa zratajJAnane prApta kare che jethI te prazaMsAne pAtra bane che. chevaTe te mokSane prApta karI le che. laukika vidyA prApta karavI hoya te paNa rAjakumAra Adi gurUnI vinayabhakti kare che te pachI je muni AgamanA gUDha tanA jijJAsu che tathA mokSa prApta karavAnI IcchAvALA che temanuM te kahevuM ja zuM ! temaNe to gurUdevanI vinayabhakti vizeSa rUpathI karavI joIe. saMsAramAM paNa je strIpurUSa vinIta hoya che. teo samRddhine, premane, kItine prApta kare che. duzamano paNa tenA caraNomAM mUkI jAya che. vinayavaMta ziSya jyAM jAya tyAM Adara satkArane pAtra bane che. darekano prema saMpAdana karI zake che. jenA jIvanamAM vinaya hoya che te AlekamAM mahAna sukhI bane che, ane paralokamAM mahAna riddhivALA deva bane che. jaMbusvAmI sudharmAsvAmIne vinayapUrvaka pUchI rahyA che, ane sudharmAsvAmI temane upAsaka dazAMganA pahelA adhyayananA bhAva samajAvI rahyA che. e bhAva sAMbhaLatAM jabu

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 67 svAmInA romaromamAM AnaMdanI Urmio uchaLI rahI che. te vANijya nagaramAM AnaMda nAme gAthApati hatA. temane tyAM pazudhana hatuM. khetIvADI ane vahepAra Adi karyo karatA hatA eTale gAthApati kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AnaMda gAthApati bhAgyavAna ane puNyavAna che. te jamyA tyArathI saMpattinA Tekare beThelA che. je jIvene pApano udaya hoya te jame tyAre rahevA mATe ghara paNa sAruM hotuM nathI. nokarI karIne jIvana calAvatA hoya che. puNyane udaya thatAM nokarImAMthI bhAgIdArI thaI. temAM sAruM kamAyA. jhuMpaDImAMthI baMgalA vasAvI dIdhA. temane tyAM putrane janma thAya tyAre e sukhanI zasyAmAM ramato hoya che, kAraNa ke e jIva pUrve puNya karIne Avyo che, eTale ene duHkha jovAnuM nathI. bApadAdAnI aDhaLaka saMpatti che. vipula vaibhavo che tyAM AnaMdano janma thayo. janma thatAMnI sAthe kaI kamInA nahotI. siddhAMtamAM ghaNI jagyAe zrAvakenI, cakravartInI ke rAjA mahArAjAnI riddhi-siddhi ane temanA vaibhavanA varNana Ave che. temane tyAM ATalI saMpatti hatI. A vAta zAsAmAM zA mATe ApI haze? te zAstrakAra samajAve che ke A saMpatti vinazvara, kSaNabhaMgura ane duHkhadAyaka che. je mahApurUSe thaI gayA temane lAgyuM ke A sukhamAM khUcI javuM-masta banavuM e to duHkhane AmaMtraNa ApavA jevuM che. temAM kazuM jeTalA sukhanI pAchaLa Tana jeTalA duHkha UbhA che. je A sukhamAM AtmAnuM sAcuM sukha ApavAnI tAkAta hota to tIrthakara, cakavatI jevA paNa A vaibhavano tyAga na karata. A sukhano rAga AtmAnA bAgamAM Aga lagADe che. jyAre tyAgane rAga AtmabAgane lIlAchama banAve che. saMpattino rAga karmabaMdhaka che jyAre tyAga mArgane rAga karmabaMdhane teDAvanAra che, dhana vaibhava rUpa parigraha pitAputranA prema toDAve che. svajanonA sanehane bhUlAve che ane durgatimAM rakhaDAve che mATe evI anarthakArI saMpattino moha choDIne AtmAthI sAdhake viratInI vATe nIkaLI gayA. riddhinuM varNana karyuM che temAM ApaNe e samajavAnuM ke AvA vaibhavomAM, riddhi siddhimAM je sukha heta to teo teno tyAga karIne prabhunA pAvanakArI saMyama mArge prayANa na karata, mATe temAM sukha nathI-nathI ne nathI. sukha che saMyamanA sarovaramAM. AnaMda gAthApati saMpattivAna ane RddhivAna che. temane kSetra, khetara, bagIcA, mahela, sonuM, cAMdI, dAsa-dAsI, pazudhana, mitrajano, uccagotra jJAtijane ane suMdara nirogI zarIra A daza prakAranA sukhonI prApti thaI che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavALI saMpatti maLI che. A puNyavALI saMpatti maLI hoya to te saMpatti tene saMsAranA kIcaDamAM phasAvI na de. temAM khUMcavI na rAkhe. mohanI viTaMbaNAmAM mUMjhAvA na de. abhimAnanA zikhare caDhAvI na de paNa AMbA para jema kerI Ave tema AMbo namato jAya, garamI paDe tyAre khaTAzane choDIne mIThAza pakaDe tema puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavALA jIvo jema jema lakSmI vadhatI jAya tema tema AMbAnI mAphaka namatA jAya. tenA jIvanamAM namratA Ave, saraLatA Ave, dharma karavAnI bhAvanA vadhatI jAya. jyAM pApAnubaMdhI puNyavALI lakSmI che evA

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68] [ zAradA ziremaNi bhayaMkara vyasanI banI jAya. dharma, vinaya, namratA Adi guNone te nikAla thaI jAya. saMsAranA sukhomAM khUcyA rahe. pariNAme ardhagatimAM cAlyA jAya. bhagavAne mikSanA cAra daravAjA batAvyA. dAna, zIyaLa, tapa ane bhAva. temAM tapa Avyo ane jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa temAM paNa tapa te AvyuM. tapanI to khUba jarUra che. tIrthakara thanAra AtmAe paNa chadmastha avasthAmAM tapa karyA che ne karmo khapAvyA che. ati melA kapaDAne svaccha karavA mATe ene bhaThThA para vAsaNamAM bAphavA paDe che. kapaDAMne bAphe tyAre ene mela chUTo paDe che, tema tapa e bAphaNuM che. temAM AtmAne tapAvavAthI AtmA para mela chUTo paDI jAya che. tapamAM ajabagajabanI zakti che gADI calAvanAra ne breka nA rAkhe to e gADI tene kyAMya khADAmAM paTakAvI de che tema pAMca IndriyanA viSayamAM IndinA ghoDA doDI rahyA che. emane doDatA aTakAvavA mATe tArUpI brekanI jarUra che. je tArUpI preka rAkhI haze te durgatinA khADAmAM paDatA bacI jaIzuM. are tamArA saMsArane svarga jevo banAvavA mATe pagu tapanI jarUra che. eka nyAya ApIne samajAvuM. eka vaibhavazALI samRddha zeTha hatA. temane eka dIkaro hato. mAtA tene nAnapaNamAM mUkIne gujarI thaI. zeTha vicAra kare che mane heje brahmacarya pALavAne avasara Avyo che. have mAre pharIvAra lagna karavA nathI. zeThe lagna na karyA. dIkaro te samaye ATha varSane hate. dhIme dhIme meTo thato gayo. tene bhaNAvI gaNAvI taiyAra karyo. sukhI ghara che. chokarA bhaNele che. eTale zrImaMta gharanI kanyAnA kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. zeTha vicAra kare che mAre cheka hoMziyAra, buddhizALI che. ame paise Take sukhI chIe. amAre kariyAvaranI jarUra nathI. mane kariyAvarano moha nathI. bhale sAmAnya gharanI dIkarI hoya paNa te saMskArI hoya. dhamISTha hoya, mAruM ghara sArI rIte saMbhALe tevI hoya evI kanyAratna joIe che. sAsu che nahi. chokarI sArI Ave te mArA chokarAnA saMskAra paNa sArA rahe. te mATe sArI chokarInI zedha kare che. zedha karatAM karatAM ghaNI zodhane aMte eka ghara maLyuM. te zeThanI dIkarI khUba DAhI, guNIyala, samajaNavALI dararoja cauvihAra kare, sAmAyika pratikramaNa kare. dharmanA raMge raMgAyelI ane saMskArI hatI. AvI suMdara kanyA maLI ane te vaLI sArA sukhI gharanI maLI. baMne zeTha vaibhavazALI hatA. khUba dhAmadhUmathI lagna karyA. | devI samAna vahu : kanyA paraNIne sAsare AvI. saMsArano vyavahAra barAbara cAle che. zeThane thayuM ke have mArI ciMtA ochI thaI. vaha khUba DahI ane guNIyala che. mane khUba saMtoSa che. gharanI javAbadArI ochI thaI. Aje kaMIka gharamAM pitAnA dIkarAo javAbadArI saMbhALe tevA thaI gayA hoya. teo kahe bApujI! Apa have bhAra na rAkhaze. atyAra sudhI amArA mATe ghaNuM karyuM. have ame saMbhALI laIzuM. Apa AnaMdathI dharma dhyAna kare. dIkarAo kahe te paNa chUTatuM nathI. mAro hoddo na jevo joIe. A jIva saMsAramAM parane mATe badhA karmo kare che. baLakhAmAM mAkhInI mAphaka khuMcele rahe che. te bahAra nIkaLI zakatA nathI. tame upAzrayamAM beThA ho ane acAnaka meTA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] dIkarAe nAnA dIkarAnuM sagapaNa karyuM tyAre evuM na mAnaze ke gharamAM mane koI pUchatA nathI. mArI te kaI kiMmata nathI. mane pUchayA vinA karyuM? tyAM mAnaje ke sAruM thayuM ke huM upAzrayamAM hato. vratamAM hato te anumodanAnA pApathI bacI gayo. ke mArelo bhayaMkara phaTake ? sArI kanyA gharamAM AvI eTale zeThane thayuM ke mArA mAthethI gharanI javAbadArI ochI thaI badhA AnaMdathI rahe che. A chokarI pitAnA sasarAne paNa sArI rIte sAcave che zeTha paNa tene dIkarInI jema rAkhe che. paNa kahevata che ne "na jANyuM jAnakInAthe kAle savAre zuM thavAnuM che." AvatI kAla kevI ugaze e ApaNane kyAM khabara che? rAjagAdInA manera sevatA rAmacaMdrajIne zuM khabara hatI ke kAla savAre ane rAjyane badale vanamAM javAnuM maLaze? Apa badhA paNa A vAkya te ghaNI vAra bole che ne mAne che te have dharmamAM vAyadA rakhAya kharA? kALa keInI rAha joto nathI, mATe vAyadA pApakAmamAM kare. dharmamAM na kare. je samaye dharma ArAdhanA karavAnA, tapa karavAnA utkRSTa bhAva Ave tyAre karI leje. utkRSTa bhAve karavAthI karmonA bhukkA thaI jaze. ahIM zeTha, dIkaro, vahu badhA zAMtithI rahetA hatA. temAM acAnaka dIkarAne peTane bhayaMkara duHkhAvo upaDayo. ane ghaDI be ghaDImAM kahaiyAkuMvara jevo yuvAna dIkaro badhAne cheDIne phAnI duniyAmAMthI cAlyo gayo. ahAhAhA... kevuM duHkha AvuM! chokarAne tenI mA to nAno hato tyAre mUkIne cAlI gaI hatI. A zeThe mAtAnI jema vAtsalya, saneha ApIne nekaranI sahAyathI uche. temaNe manamAM AzAnA minArA keTalA bAMdhyA haze? badhA manoratho dhULamAM maLI gayA. haju dIka kuvAre marI gayA hatA te AghAta e che lAgata paNa A to pAchaLa rUpa rUpanA aMbAra jevI putravadhUne gharamAM sAcavavAnI. sAsujI che nahi eTale keTaluM kaThIna kahevAya. te samaye AjanA je jamAna na hatuM. ke pharIne lagna karI le. ene te jiMdagIbhara brahmacarya pALavAnuM. zeThane khUba AghAta che. dhAra AMsue raDe che jhUre che, pachI manamAM vicAra karyo he jIva! tArA karelA karmo tAre bhogavavAnA che. te keIne tyAMthI paisA paDAvyA haze, tenuM lUTyuM haze, keInI thApaNa oLavI haze te thApaNumAM A kanyA mUkIne gayo. patnIne to AghAtanuM pUchavuM ja zuM ! saMsAramAM patnIne mana pati e pitAnuM sarvasva che. zeThe vicAra karyo ke A yuvAna putravadhu che. ene have mAre sAcavavAnI che. ene ochuM Ave nahi, ane sAsarA ke piyara pakSamAM kalaMka lAge nahi e rIte rAkhavAnI che. sasarA khUba gaMbhIra ane vizALa dilanA hatA. amArI benane sItA jevI vahu joIe che te temane kauzalyA jevuM banavuM paDaze. kauzalyA jevA sAmu joIe che to vahune paNa sItA jevuM banavuM paDaze. bicArI chokarInuM bhAgya phuTyuM ke tenA bhAgyamAM patinuM mukha nahi hoya. tenA dilamAM to jambara AghAta che. AdhAtane zAMta karavA te thoDA divaso mATe piyara gaI.

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70] | zAradA ziremaNi cha mahinA piyaramAM rahI. saMskArI chokarI che vicAra karyo ke game te sthiti hoya paNa dIkarI te sAsare zobhe. "piyaranI pAlakhI karatA sAsarAnI sULI sArI". ema samajIne te sAsare AvI. te kahe che bApujI! huM ahIM rahIza. bhale beTA! zeThe gharamAM yuvAna ghATI hatI te kADhI nAMkhyo. vRddha Iye che. zeTha khUba vivekavAna ane dharmaparAyaNa hatA. teo pitAnI vidhavA putravadhUnI sthitine sArI rIte jANatA hatA. zeThe vicAra karyo. A vahune je hu sArI rIte nahi rAkhuM. jema tema vacane saMbhaLAvIne ene duHkhI karIza to e duHkhanA kAraNe kadAca ApaghAta karI bese. eTalA mATe huM tene evI rIte rAkhuM ke tenuM mana gharamAM rahe, ane tenuM citta paNa dharmamAM rahe. A pramANe vicAra karIne zeTha eka divasa putravadhUne kahe che beTA ! le, A badhI cAvIe. gharanI, bhaMDAranI badhI cAvIo emAM che. have tame A gharanA mAlika che. gharamAM jeTalI vastuo che te badhA para tamAro adhikAra che. tamArI je IcchA thAya e pramANe upayoga karaje. tamAre khAvA, pIvA mATe, paheravA oDhavA mATe je koI vastu joIe te tame maMgAvI leje, paNa eka vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkho ke tamArA jIvananuM evuM AcaraNa kayAre paNa na thAya ke jethI tamArA pitRkuLamAM ke zvasurakuLamAM kalaMka lAge, ane samAjamAM nIcuM javuM paDe. sasarAnI vAtane vahue saharSa svIkArI lIdhI. have AkhA gharanI sattAdhIza te banI gaI. AkhA gharane bhAra tenA mAthe AvI paDavAthI tenAmAM gaMbhIratA paNa AvI gaI. tenA udAra ane sArA svabhAvanA kAraNe pADozIomAM ane gharamAM badhAne priya thaI gaI. nokaronI saMbhALa paNa mAtAnI jema rAkhatI hatI. sasarAjI te beTI beTI kahIne bolAvatA. putravadhUnA vicAramAM AveluM viSa : khAvA pIvAnI khUba sagavaDatAo ane badhI AjhAdI tene maLI gaI, eTale te utsAhathI gharanA kAryo karatI. dhIme dhIme te pitAnuM duHkha bhUlI gaI. reja sArA sArA khAnapAna jamavA lAgI. svAdiSTa ane mAdaka bhejane jame che, tethI indriyonA gheDA chUTA thaI gayA. sArA sArA bhajananI sAthe jIvanamAM je saMyama ane tapa na hoya te tenuM jIvana patananI khAImAM paTakAI jAya che. bhale A vidhavA hatI. paNa yuvAnI te purajozamAM khIlelI hatI. sArA sArA svAdiSTa bhojana khAca. sAthe koI tapa to hato nahi. eTale tenI indriyanA viSayavAsanAnA ghoDA deDavA lAgyA. bhagavAne saMtane kahyuM che ke huM mArA sAdhaka! tuM roja reja svAdiSTa bhojana jamIza nahi. navavADe zuddha brahmacarya pALavA mATe tuM nIrasa, lukha, suke AhAra kare che. A putravadhUnA manamAM te azubha vicAroe aDDo jamAvyo. tenA vicAromAM vikRti AvI. teNe manamAM ne manamAM vicAryuM ke huM keIe upAya karuM ke jethI mArI kAmavAsanA zAMta thAya paNa mArA sasarAjIe mane kahyuM che ke tame sAsarA pakSamAM ane piyara pakSamAM kalaMka lAge tevuM kArya karaze nahi. to mArA

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 71 pitA tulya sasarAjInuM vacana te sAcavavuM paDe. have mAruM mana kaMTrolamAM rahetuM nathI. saMsAranA sukho joIe che. to mArI vAta bahAra kaI jANe nahi ane eka pakSamAM kalaMka lAge nahi e keI upAya zodhI kADhuM. sasarA pAse karelI mAMgaNI : jyAre manuSya meTA rastA upara cAlavAne taiyAra thAya che te tenI buddhi paNa kaIne kaI khoTo rasto zodhI le che. A putravadhUe pitAnA vicArone vartanamAM lAvavA mATe eka kimi zodhI lIdhe. bIje divase teNe sasarAjIne kahyuM bApujI! ApaNe rayo khUba vRddha thaI gayela che. AMkhe barAbara dekhatA nathI. Aje dUdha-bhAta khAtA temAMthI eka IyaLa nIkaLI. raseI banAvavAmAM paNa tene muzkelI paDe che. keI kAmamAM jatanA jaLavAtI nathI, mATe Apa kaI navayuvAna raI laI Ave. te te rasAI sArI banAve. keI paNa kAmamAM ajatanA na thAya. huM AjathI te vRddha raIyAne rajA ApavA IcachA rAkhuM chuM. have te gharaDe raI kaI kAmane nathI. putravadhUnA ATalA zabdomAM zeTha samajI gayA. zeThanI buddhi jIvananA caDhANa-utarANanA prasaMgamAM khUba gaMbhIra ane vicikSaNa banI gaI hatI. te putravadhUnA ATalA zabdo sAMbhaLatA badhI vAta samajI gayA. have dUdha phATavAnI taiyArI che. dUdhamAM dahIM paDayuM che. haju phATayuM nathI, mATe A vAta vicAravA jevI che. tyAre te zeThe kahyuM bhale beTA ! huM nA yuvAna raIye laI AvIza. zeThe putravadhUne bIjA keI zabda na kahyA. putravadhUne sudhAravA karelo kimiyo zeThe putravadhUne dhamakAvavAnA badale, mAravAnA badale AtmanirikSaNa karyuM. AmAM moTI bhUla mArI ja che. meM ene badhI sukha suvidhAo ApI paNa tenI sAthe Indriyo ane mana upara aMkuza rAkhavA mATe tapanI tAlIma to na ApIne! tyAre A pariNAma AvyuM ne ! mArI bhUlanuM mAre, prAyazcita levuM joIe ke jethI ene tapanI tAlIma maLe ane enuM mana durvicArothI aTake. duSTa ghaDA jevA manane kAbumAM rAkhavA mATe dharmarUpI zikSAnI lagAma jarUrI che. sasarA samaje che ke mAre ene evI rIte rAkhavI che ke bIje jAya nahi. mArI AbarUnA kAMkarA thAya nahi. tevI rIte premathI jIvADavAnI che. A mATe rasavaMtA bhajano, vigayano tyAga thAya to brahmacarya sArI rIte pALI zakAya. zeThe pitAnI vaNika buddhine upayoga karyo. temaNe kahyuM beTA ! kAle agIyArasa che mAre te upavAsa kare che te tame jamanArA ekalA che te vRddha rAI raI banAvI deze, pachI huM yuvAna rasaMI lAvI daIza. vahue pitAnI pratiSThA jamAvavA mATe kahyuM, bApujI ! tamane jamADyA vinA huM nahi jamuM. Apa je ATalI uMmare upavAsa karaze te huM paNa upavAsa karIza. sasarAe AnaMdapUrvaka kahyuM-dIkarI! tArI jevI IcchA. saMskArI putravadhUne A dharma che. sasarAne to A joItuM hatuM. A putravadhUe kayAreya ekAsaNAM jeTaluM tapa nathI karyuM tenA badale Aje upavAsa karyo eTale upavAsa vasame te lAge

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72 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi ne ! ulTIo thAya che, chatAM zeTha tenI dayA khAtA nathI, kAraNa ke tenuM jIvana sudhAravuM che eTale te zarIra sAmuM nathI jotA paNa tenA jIvana sAme jue che. tenA AtmAnuM magaDI na jAya ane sAsarA-piyara pakSane kala`ti na kare. bIjo divasa thayA. savAre putravadhU pUche che bApujI ! Aje pAraNu karaze ne ? zeTha kahe beTI ! Aje tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAna kalyANikaneA dina che mATe Aje bIjo upavAsa karIza. vahu manamAM vicAre che ke mArA sasarAjI mane dIkarI karatAM savAI sAcave che. beTI beTI kahIne belAve che gharanI sArI milkatanI cAvIe mane sAMpI dIdhI che. pitA tulya mArA sasarA ATalI 'mare e bIjo upavAsa kare te| mArAthI khavAya ? na khavAya. eTale tarata kahyuM pitAjI ! Apa bIjo upavAsa karaze| te huM paNu Aje khIjo upavAsa karIza. tene teA upavAsa vasameA lAge che. chatAM karavA taiyAra thaI. sasarA mAne che ke ThIka thayu` che. trIjA divase pUche che ApujI ! Aje pAraNu karaze ne ? nA beTA. Aje teA bhagavAnanuM nirvANa kalyANaka che, eTale trIjo upavAsa karIza. tamAre kaI divasa AvA kalyANakA Ave che ke nahi ? zeThe traNa upavAsa karyA tyAre putravadhUe paNa utsAhathI kahyuM mApujI ! tamArI te 'mara thaI che. A uMmare tame aThThama karo tA teA nAnI khALa chuM. zarIra sazakta che. hu' paNa trIje upavAsa karIza. zeTha jue che vahe tA traNa divasamAM nItarI gaI che. sAthe e paNa jue che ke tenA mana para tapanA prabhAva keTaleA paDayA che! traNa divasa pUrA thayA. ceAthA divase bApujI ! Aje te pAraNu karaze ne ? nA beTA. Aje tA mATI caudaza che, mATe huM pAraNu nahi karuM. cAthA upavAsa karIza. vahune vasamu tA lAge che. tyAre te peAtAnA AtmAne kahe che ke dhikkAra che tane ! tArA gharaDA sasarAelI zaktA nathI. bAlatA phAMkA paDe che chatAM e kare che teA tArAthI kema na thAya ? Aje tA caudasa che kara...ra....thaze. teNe paNa cothA upavAsa karyAM. zeThe putravadhUnI khUba prazaMsA karatAM kahyuM ! beTA! tamArA jevI dharmAtmA strIonA pratApathI A dharatI TakI rahI che. vahunA manamAM che ke bApujI kAle tA pAraNu karaze ne? pAMcamA divasa AvyA. bApujI Aje te pAraNuM ne? nA beTA ! Aje tA mATI pUnama che. ApaNAthI khavAya nahi. jaineAthI meATI pUname tA na khavAya. trIjA divasathI putravadhUnu zarIra zithila thavA lAgyuM che teNe jIvanamAM kayAre paNa ATaleA tapa karyAM nathI, chatAM sAhasathI karyAM. te kahe che pitAjI ! tapazcaryA karavAthI mArA manamAM zAMti rahe che. huM paNu pAraNu' nahi karuM. pAMcame upavAsa karIza, tene tA khUba vasamu lAgyuM che. khATalAmAM sUtI che. tape sarje leA camatkAra : pAMcamA upavAse teA putravadhUnA mananI guphAmAM krAmavAsanAnA je malina vicArAnu jhera hatu. te badhu' nIkaLI gayu. tenA manamAM zuddha bhAvAnI saravANI vahevA lAgI. AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsunI dhArA thaI. bhagavAna ! dhikkAra che mArA AtmAne ! huM keTalI duSTA chuM. pApaNI chuM. A abhAgaNIne sudhAravA mATe

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zAradA ziremaNi ] | 73 mArA sasarAe upavAsa karyA che. mArA sasarAe mane badhI svataMtratA, sattA soMpI dIdhI paNa meM mArA tana, mana para aMkuza na rAkhyo. eTale kuLane kalaMkti kare evA vicAra mArA manamAM AvyA. dhikkAra che mane! mane tapanA aMkuzanI tAlIma ApavAne mATe sasarAjIne pAMca upavAsa karavAnuM kaSTa uThAvavuM paDyuM ne ! have savAra thatAM mAruM pApa temanI pAse pragaTa karI daIza, ane mArA aparAdhanI mAphI mAgI laIza. have kAle to temane upavAsa nahi karavA dauM. sArA khoTA vicAronuM pratibiMba paDyA vagara rahetuM nathI. vahunuM belavuM, cAlavuM joIne zeTha samajI gayA ke tenI dRSTimAM pharaka che. chaThThA divase savAre kahe che vahu beTA! Aje huM pAraNuM karIza. pAraNuM karyA bAda yuvAna rasoIyAne bolAvI lAvIza. bApujI! have yuvAna rasoIyo nathI joIto. sasarAjInA pagamAM paDIne codhAra AMsue raDI. dhikkAra che mane hajAro vAra. Ape mane karoDonI saMpattinI milkatanI cAvInA gUDA daI dIdhA. tame tamArA jIvanane vicAra nathI karyo ke mAruM zuM thaze? chatAM A duSTA, abhAgaNIe AvA kuLane kalaMkti kare tevA vicAro karyA! Apa mArA duSTa bhAvane samajI gayA ane sAcA gArUDI banIne mArA jhera utAryA che. mArA mATe ja Apane pAMca pAMca upavAsa karavA paDayA. sasarAne dharmapitA mAnIne pitAnuM pApa temanI pAse prakAzI dIdhuM. dilane pazcAtApa haze to pApone bALI deze, agni parIkSA daI aMtara zuddha banAvI deze. bhUla samajatA vAra na lAgI, raste AvI jAya che...pApa badhAthI thAya che. bhUlane pAtra to sau keI che. mAnava bhUla kare, pApa kare paNa pApAno je pazcAtApa thAya, sAco karAra karIe to pApa dhovAyA vinA rahe nahi. putravadhUe pitAnA pApano karAra karI lIdho, tyAre sasarAjI kahe beTA ! emAM sauthI pahelI bhUla to mArI che. e tamane sattA, saMpatti badhuM soMpI dIdhuM tyAre Apane tapa karavAnuM kahyuM hota te Apa jarUra karata. tame nA na pAData. tame to ajJAna hatA mArI bhUla mATe mane kSamA karo. bApujI ! mAre kSamA ApavAnI na hoya. A sasarAe svadoSa joyA paNa parAyA doSa na joyA. jyAM sudhI paranA doSa jezuM tyAM sudhI mArgAnusArI paNa banI zakIzuM nahi. vahue jiMdagI sudhI upavAsa, AyaMbIla Adi tapa cAlu rAkhyo. zeThe svadeSa joyA te vaha sudharI gaI, kahevAno Azaya e che ke tapa mAnavInA jherI vicArone dUra kare che. jIvanane ujajavaLa banAve che. vikArone jItavA mATe rasavaMtA bhejanano tyAga karo. vikAra para vijaya meLavavAne A bhava che ane divaso paNa AvI rahyA che. dhUpasaLI saLagIne bIjAne sugaMdha Ape che. tapa rUpI dhUpasaLI sArA vAtAvaraNane sugaMdhita kare che. vadhu bhAva avasare.

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74 | ( zAradA ziremaNi aSADa vada 8 ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 9 : tA. 10-7-85 karUNAsAgara evA anaMta jJAnIonI vANI addabhUta hoya che. ekeka zabdamAM ghaNuM gahana bhAva bharelA che. jJAnI kahe che he jI ! tame sArI vastuone choDIne asArane grahaNa karI rahyA che. sAra vastuo kaI ane asAra vastuo kaI? te Apane khabara che? AtmA sivAyanI badhI vastuo asAra che. dhana, daulata, bAga, bagIcA, baMgalA, moTara, gADI, badhuMya asAra che. tene asAra zA mATe kahyuM? te AtmAne upayogI nathI. saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che. durtimAM mAra khavaDAvanAra che. duHkha pedA karanAra che. tamane A badhuM asAra lAge che ke sArabhUta lAge che? jJAnInI dRSTie je asAra che. tene tame sArabhUta mAne che. emAMthI mane sukha maLaze e abhilASAthI e meLavavA pAchaLa daDAdoDI kare che, chatAM sukha maLatuM nathI. A rIte sukha meLavavA pAchaLa jIve anaMta pugala parAvartana kALa vItAvyo, chatAM sukha maLyuM nahi. kadAca tamAruM mAneluM sukha maLI gayuM hoya, e rIte saMpUrNa sukhI che chatAM pUche ke zAMti che? to kaheze nA. mane sukha nathI. je asAra vastuo che temAM kayAre paNa sukha maLavAnuM nathI. are, A zarIra paNa asAra che. yuvAnInuM vikaseluM gulAbI badana asAra na lAgatuM hoya to teno anubhava kare. vicAra karo. asAra vastuo sAcavavA, meLavavA keTalA kALathI mathI rahyA cho? chatAM emAM sukha zAMti maLyA kharA ? nA. te te vastuo pachI sAra kevI rIte kahevAya? asAra vastuo nAzavaMta che. emAM palaTAvApaNuM che, kSaNabhaMgura che. je pite kSaNika che te zAzvata sukha kayAMthI ApI zake ? asAra vastumAMthI maLatuM sukha a9pa che ane tenI pAchaLa ghaNu kALanuM duHkha UbhuM che. "vaLamita suvA du zAstrakurivA" kSaNa mAtranA sukhanI pAchaLa ghaNA kALanuM duHkha raheluM che. tame vepArInA dIkarA cho laIne vadhAre Apo kharA? nA. keI mANasa tamane 10 rUpiyA ApI gayo ane kahe mane 100 rUpiyA Apo. te 10nA badale 100 Apa kharA? nA. keI A dhaMdho kare kharA? nA...nA tyAM te tame khUba samajaNavALA che. are, pAMca cha copaDI bhaNatA bALaka paNa samaje ke 10nA badalAmAM 100 rU. na apAya. tamAruM sukha AvuM che. 10 rUpiyA jevA a5 sukhanI pAchaLa so gaNuM duHkha maLavAnuM che, chatAM jIva AzAmAM ne tRSNAmAM taNAIne karma baMdhana kare che. anarthoDe daMDAya che. alpa sukha mATe anaMtA duHkhane AmaMtre che. asAra vastumAMthI maLatuM sukha a5 ne kSaNika che. sAra varatu zAzvata sukha Ape che. asAra vastu nAzavaMta sukha Ape che. sArabhUta vastuo kaI ? sAraM dasaNa, nANaM sAraM tava niyama saMjama sIlaM / sAraM jiNavara dhammaM, sAraM saMlehaNA paMDiya maraNaM / / sAra vastu eka AtmA che, temaja samyaga darzana, samyagu jJAna, samyaguM cAritra, tapa, niyama, zIla, jinezvara prarUpita dharma ane samAdhi paMDita maraNa sArarUpa che.

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[ 75 zAradA zizamaNi ] ApaNe AtmA sArabhUta che. jJAna, darzana Adi tenA guNo che. caitanya evo AtmA keTalI zakti dharAve che. atyAre tene oLakhI le. caMdranA ajavALA che tyAre metI paravI lo, pachI aMdhAruM thaI jaze. motI paroveluM haze to evAze nahi. nahitara khevAI jaze. A jIvanamAM sArabhUta evA AtmAne, ane asAra evA saMsArane oLakhI le. satya, asatyane pIchANI lo. anAdikALathI AtmA asatyane satya, parAyAne pitAnA, azAzvatane zAzvata ane duHkhanA sAdhanane sukhanA sAdhana mAnIne beDo che. A peTI mAnyatAne jaina paribhASAmAM mithyAtva kahevAya che. A mithyAtva aMdhArAne dUra karI AMkha khelIne juo te dekhAze ke kaMIka ne kAna nathI, kaMIka jIvane jIbha nathI te kaMIka jIvone mana nathI. atyAre tamane badhuM maLyuM che to prakAzamAM kArya karI le. Aje mAnavIne joIe che zAMti paNa azAMtinA kAraNe sevI rahyo che. jagatanA kAryo eTalA badhA che ke te pUrA thatA nathI. jIvanA adhyavasAye, abhilASAo, AzAo, icchAo aneka che. te paNa judI judI jAtajAtanI che. te pUrI kevI rIte thAya? IcchAo che tyAM ja che ane vAsanA che tyAM baMdhana che. - eka choka 15 varSanA thayA tyAre vahepAramAM joDAyA. kalpanA karIe ke tenI uMmara 100 varSanI che. vepAramAM joDAyA tyArathI dhaMdhAnI jamAvaTa sArI thatI hoya, tenA badhA pAsA savaLA paDatA hoya, vepAra dhamadhokAra cAlato hoya. badhI rIte dhaMdhAmAM anukULatA AvI hoya. A sthitimAM tenA 9 varSa ane 359 divasa pUrA thayA. have 100 varSamAM mAtra eka divasa bAkI che, tyAre tene pUchIe ke bhAI! tArI badhI IcchAo pUrI thaI gaI? tArI AzAo adhurI rahI nathI ne? tyAre te zuM kaheze ? mAre haju ATaluM karavAnuM bAkI che. amArI pAse kaMIka bhAIe AvIne kahe ke mahAsatIjI huM puNyadaye sukhI chuM. have mAre kAMI bAkI nathI. meM badhuM vyavasthita karI lIdhuM che, paNa A badhuM te kahevA pUratuM che ke kharekhara che? zuM have tene kaI cIjanI IcchA ke abhilASA nathI? A badhuM te mana manAvavA pUratuM che. aMtaramAM tapAso to khabara paDe ke haju kellI IcchAo paDI che ! pahelAnA zrAvake sukhasaMpanna, dhanasaMpanna hatA, paNa temane saMsAramAM rahetA AvaDatuM hatuM. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM alipta rahetA hatA. hoDI dariyAmAM tare che paNa hoDImAM dariyAne AvavA detI nathI. hoDImAM je seya jeTaluM kANuM paDayuM hoya ane pUravAmAM nahi Ave te te bhaviSyamAM DUbADI deze, tema ApaNuM jIvanamAM seyanA kANA jeTalA de rUpI chidronuM sevana karyuM to ApaNI hoDI paNa saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbI javAnI. bhagavAna kahe che ke AtmAmAM AzravanuM pANI joradAra AvI rahyuM che. tene saMvararUpI baMdha bAMdhI rokI de te dethI AtmA bacI jazo. upAsakadazAMgamAM AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta cAle che. te kevA hatA? " jAva amui." are eTale vizALa samRddhithI yukta hatA, ane tejasvI, vistRta vipula

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[ zAradA ziromaNi (moTA) bhavana, zayana, Asana, yAna (gADI) vAhana (ghaDA) vagerethI yukta hatA, ghaNA dhana (gaNima-rUpiyA-paisA) vALA, ghaNA rUpAvALe, ghaNA sanAvALo tathA nItiyukta vepArathI dhana kamAnAre hate. A AnaMda gAthApati jamyA tyArathI jaina nahotA. paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI maLyA pachI zrAvaka banyA che. jema zreNika rAjA pahelA jaina dhamI na hatA paNa bauddha dhamI hatA. jaina dharmanI ThekaDI uDAvatA hatA evA anADI hatA, paNa satI celaNAnA saMgathI bhagavAna mahAvIra jevA gurU maLI gayA. bhagavAnano bheTo thayA pachI sAcuM samajANuM. samajyA to evuM samajyA ke prANu sATe dharma pALatA. kasoTI AvI haze tyAre prANane hoDamAM mUkyA paNa dharmane hoDamAM na mUkyo. tame badhA bauddha dhamI to nathI ne ? keTalA varSothI jaina dharma pALe che, chatAM zraddhA thaI che? jaina dharmanI zraddhA che paNa DolatI dhajA jevI che. zreNika rAjA bhagavAnanA samAgamathI samakti pAmI gayA. samaktinI lahejata, eno AnaMda koI era che. samakti zuM cIja che? huM to mAnuM chuM ke cha khaMDanA bhaktA cakravatI cakravatIpaNAmAM je sukha AnaMda nathI meLavatA tenAthI adhika AnaMda samaktine heya che. eka tarapha samaktino lAbha thato hoya ane bIjI tarapha rAjya maLatuM hoya, to rAjayanA lAbha karatAM samyaktvane lAbha zreSTha che, kAraNa ke rAjya te alpa parimita kALa mATe che, ane samaktino lAbha thatAM te jIva akSaya mA sukhane pAme che. je rIte nagaranI zobhA daravAjAthI che, ane vRkSanI sthiratA mULathI che tema jJAna, cAritra, tapa ane vIryanI zobhA samyaga darzanathI che. samaktinI vAto sAMbhaLIe tyAre manamAM thAya ke samaktinI zakti, tAkAta keTalI? tenuM jema-baLa keTaluM? samakita AtmA je AnaMda anubhavato hoya che te AnaMda saMpattivAna nathI anubhavate, kAraNa ke tenI tRSNanI Aga bujhAtI nathI. samaktIne saMsAra svarga je bane che. tenA bhavano cheDe nIkaLe che. dukhamAMthI sukha zedhavAnI kaLA enAmAM AvI jAya che. sukhamAMthI sukha te badhA zodhe che. tamArA mATe vicAra karIe to lAge che ke tame sukhamAM paNa sukha bhogavI zaktA nathI. tamArA ghera gADI hoya, baMgalA hoya, ghATI, raIyA, naukararcAkara hoya chatAM manamAM baLApo hoya. sukha hovA chatAM vadhu meLavavAnI AzAmAM sukha bhogavI zakatA nathI, pachI duHkhamAM sukha mAnavAnI vAta ja kyAM ! mithyAtva jAya eTale samakti Ave. aMdhAruM jAya eTale prakAza AvavAno che, tema mithyAvarUpa aMdhakAra gaye eTale samyaktvanI prakAza AvavAno che. bhagavAne karmabaMdhananA pAMca kAraNe batAvyA. mithyAtva, aviratI, pramAda, kaSAya, azubhayega. mithyAtva gayuM paNa haju aviratI ubhI che. kaMIka ja bole che amane samaktinI prApti thaI gaI che. have amAre vrata paccakhANanI jarUra nathI. to bhagavAne "avirati" zabda zA mATe Apyo? je mAtra samaktithInI mokSanI prApti thaI jatI hota to anuttara vimAnanA de je ekAMta samakita che te tamArA karatAM mokSanI najIka

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 77 che te mokSa jaI zakata, paNa evuM thatuM nathI. te devane paNa manuSyabhavamAM AvIne viratipaNAne aMgIkAra karavuM paDe che. temaNe mithyAtvanI jaDane ukheDI nAMkhI che paNa hajI avirati UbhI che avirati paNa kAMI jevI tevI nathI. avirati jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che. jyAM sudhI viratimAM nahi Ave tyAM sudhI Azravane pravAha te cAlu rahevAno che. keI mANasa roja 10 rUpiyAnuM karaja karato jAya to divaso ane mahinAo jatAM devuM keTaluM badhuM vadhI jaze ? tema aviratinuM devuM jevuM tevuM nathI. sau prathama mithyAtvanI jaDane dUra karI samakti pAmavAnI jarUra che. samyakatvano artha che nirmaLa daSTi, sAcI zraddhA ane sAcuM lakSya. samyakatva e mukti mahelanuM prathama sopAna che. tamhA kammA bI jeumaNo dasaNambhi pajaijjA / dasaNAvao hi saphalANi huMti tavanANa caraNAI / / karma rUpI senAne jItavAnI icchA rAkhatA AtmAe samyapha darzanamAM prayatna karavo joIe, kAraNa ke samakti vinA anaMta karmonI nirjarA thaI zakatI nathI. samakti sahita karelA tapa, jJAna, cAritra saphaLa thAya che, mATe samyakatvane mATe prayatna karavo joIe. samakti pAmyA pachI AtmAmAM baLa, tAkAta, parAkrama kevuM Ave che! pUrvanA karmodayathI keNika rAjAe potAnA pitA zreNika rAjAne jelamAM pUryA. tame thoDA asvastha thayA. tamAro dIkaro ke koI saMbhALa letuM nathI to tamane zuM thaze? ( zretAare, kheda thaI jAya.) duHkha thAya. kheda ke duHkha zA mATe thayuM? AtmAe sva tarapha daSTi karI nathI. karmanI philasaphI samajyA nathI. je karmanuM svarUpa samajyA hazo to karmanuM khAtuM juduM pADaze, pachI duHkha ke kheda thaze nahi, zreNika rAjAne kedamAM pUryA eTale hada AvI gaI. Aje kaMIka saMtAna evA jovA maLe che ke bApanI milakata pacAvIne beThA hoya paNa gharaDA mAbApane khAvA ApatA na hoya ane chevaTe vRddhAzramamAM mUkI Ave. dIkarAne potAnI patnI, bALakanuM pUruM thAya che, ane mAbApanuM pUruM thatuM nathI. A thavAmAM dIkarAne doSa nahi paNa karmane doSa. dIkarAne mAbApa para AvuM vartana karavAnI buddhi sUjhe nahi ane sUjhI te karmane doSa. keNike tA. pitAne jelamAM pUryA. tamArA saMtAne jelamAM to na pUrAve paNa kadAca e prasaMga banI jAya te bApane gunegAra TharAvI jelamAM pUrAve chatAM zreNikanI jema ughADA baraDe mIThAnA pANI chAMTIne cAbakhAnA mAra to nahi paDe ne ! duHkhamAM paNa sukha mAnanAra rAjA zreNika - zreNika rAjAne jelamAM purAvI khullA baraDe mIThAnA pANI chAMTI reja 500 cAbUkanA mAra marAve. temAM paNa laMgaDI page eTale eka paga addhara ane eka paga nIce UbhA rahevAnuM. je paga bheMya pachI jAya te pharI ekaDe ekathI cAbakhAnA mAra khAvAnA. chatAM kaSAyanuM nAmanizAna nahi.

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78 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi kaI para rAga-dveSa ke viSama bhAva nahIM. kevI ajabanI samatA, tyAM kevI khatavaNI karI. he AtmA! dhanya ghaDIne dhanya dina che. sattAmAM paDelA kameM mAre Aje sAmethI udayamAM AvyA che. udayamAM AvyA na hota to mArA karmo kevI rIte kSaya thAta ? karmo khape nahi to bhavanA pherA jAya nahi. janmamaraNa aTake nahi. kaNikano to mArA para keTale upakAra che ! mAra khAtA ya mastAna : Aje ApaNI zI dazA che? udayamAM lAvavAne prayatna te karatA nathI. udayamAM AvatA pahelA ene aTakAvavAnA prayatno karIe chIe. mAne ke zaradI thaI to tarata davAkhAne pahoMcI jaze. rakhe ne mane tAva na Ave. te mATe upacAra karyA, paNa darda Ave tyAre vicAra karo ke he jIva! tArA keI paNa janmanA karmo udayamAM AvyA che te AnaMdathI bhogavI le. te tArA karajamAMthI mukta thaIza. upavAsa karyo ne khUba vasamo lAge chatAM je samabhAva rahe te e karmo udIraNA dvArA khapI gayA. paNa samabhAva rahe te. zreNika rAjAne pUrva janmanuM karma udayamAM AvyuM. tethI putra A rIte kaSTa Ape che chatAM samabhAva! apUrva AnaMda! AtmAnI mastImAM rahetA hatA. bhagavaMte samajAveluM karmanA gaNitanuM ciMtana magadharAjane AzvAsana ApatuM hatuM. reja haMTaranA mAra mAratA e mAranAranA hAtha duHkhavA AvyA. hAthe kaLatara thavA lAgyuM. te beThA beThA pitAnA hAtha dabAve che. have A vAta barAbara sAMbhaLaje. mAtra kAnane raMjana nahi karatAM haiyAne raMjana kare. mAra mAranAra saMtrInI e dazA joIne mAra khAtA magadhanA nAtha khaDakhaDATa hasavA lAgyA. kArAvAsanI paththaranI divAlamAM e aTTahAsanA paDaghA paDyA. magadharAja mAra khAtA hatA teya mastAna hatA. temanI najara mAranAra para paDI. temaNe kahyuM-are bhAI! mane mAratA tArA hAtha duHkhavA AvyA ne ! mahArAjA ! tamane mAratA mArA hAtha dukhe che, kaLatara thAya che ane tamane mAruM chuM tyAre tamArA zarIramAMthI lohInI dhAra thAya che, chatAM tamArA mukha para AnaMda kema che? ATalI mastI kema che? bhAI! tArI tAkAta keTalI ane mArI tAkAta keTalI ? sAMbhaLa. tuM teno sevaka che? ane huM kone sevaka chuM ? game tema tema tuM nAnakaDA magadhanA nAtha ajAtazatru keNikano sevaka che. ane huM! traNa lokanA nAtha tIrthakara paramAtmA devAdhideva mahAvIra prabhune sevaka chuM. mArA bhagavAne mane samajAvyuM che ke ekane eka be jevI vAta che ke jevuM vAvaze tevuM laNavAnuM che. keI paNa bhavamAM bAMdhelA karmo vyAja sahita bhogavavA paDe che temAM chaTakabArI nathI. mArA mahAvIra kevA baLavAna hatA! chadmastha avasthAmAM bharavADe temanA kAnamAM khIlA mAryA. saMgame che cha mahinA sudhI bhayaMkara upasargo ApyA. te samaye bhagavAnanI te eTalI tAkAta hatI ke teo dhArata te mAranAranA cUrecUrA karI zakta. jemaNe eka aMguThe merU parvata DelAvyo te temanuM baLa keTaluM ajoDa haze! temanI zakti te athAga hatI. te mAranArane zaktino para batAvI zakata paNa temaNe pitAnI zaktine upayoga karma apAvavAmAM kaye paNa koIne duHkha devAmAM na karyo. samatAbhAvathI karmo khapAvyA.

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 79 aMdhArI rAte khIlA ThekANa, be paga vacce khIra raMdhANI, evA samatAnA bhaMDAra prabhu mAre tArA jevuM banavuM che..... AvA samatAnA sAgara bhagavAne koInA doSa na joyA paNa pitAnA karmonA deva joyA. tame konA saMtAna cho? (tA-bhagavAna mahAvIranA) mArA mahAvIranA saMtAna AvA mAyakAMgalA ke rataDIyA hoya ? nA...nA vIranA putra vIra hoya. zivAjI jyAre rAjasiMhAsane besatA tyAre mAtA jIjAbAI paDadA pAchaLa besatI. eka vAra zivAjI siMhAsane beThA che, tyAre eka sainika rUpavaMtI kanyA laIne tyAM Avyo. tenA manamAM AnaMda che, umaMga che ke A suMdara kanyA rAjAne harAvIne laI Avyo chuM. to zivAjI te leze ane mane kAMIka bakSisa Apaze. senika rAjAnA caraNamAM dhare che. jIjAbhAI vicAra kare che ke mArA zivAjI zuM karaze ? teNe badhI vAta sAMbhaLI che. kanyAne arpaNa kare che tyAre zivAjI zuM bole che he mAtA ! tuM svarUpavAna ane rUpavAna che. tArA peTe huM ja heta to tArA je thAta! A zabda sAMbhaLI mAtAnI chAtI gajagaja uchaLavA lAgI. kharekhara! vIra mAtAne putra vIra che. kAyara nathI. sevakane to maTI AzA hatI paNa zivAjIe te he mAtA! kahIne bolAvI. zreNika rAjA mAranArane kahe che huM trilekInAtha mahAvIrano sevaka chuM. mane mAra paDe, lehInI dhAra vahe, lehInA khAbaDA bharAya chatAM mane duHkha nathI paNa AnaMda che. kAraNa ke meM bhagavAna mahAvIranuM zaraNuM lIdhuM che. jenA zaraNA laIe enA jevA thaIe. tame tenA zaraNuM lIdhA che? patnInA, putranA, paisAnA, parivAranA ne ! (hasAhasa) ahIM amArI pAse cAra zaraNuM sAMbhaLo te temAM paNa saMsAranA je kArya karavA jatA hoya enI saphaLatAnI AzA hoya. keTalI tamArI bhUkha che? zreNika rAjA kahe che meM bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM lIdhuM che pachI mane duHkha kyAMthI hoya? zaraNuM grahaNa karyuM meM prabhunuM, have mane Adhi ane vyAdhi ke upAdhi kaI ciMtA nA rahI (2) ciMtA kane hoya? jene bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM nathI lIdhuM tene lIdhuM che to emAM tamaya banyo nathI tene. tame paNa bhagavAnane zaraNa le che kharA paNa tamArA bhAvamAM saMsAra bharyo che. have saMsArane rAga cheDo. saMsAra te kIcaDa che. saMsAranA sukhe, vaibhave, saMpatti badhuM kIcaDa lAgaze tyAre temAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne zAMti meLavI zakaze. zreNike kahyuM che bhAI! tuM koNikane sevaka che. ene pagAradAra mANasa che eTale mane mAratA tArA hAthe duHkhe paNa huM bhagavAna mahAvIrano sevaka chuM. meM emanuM zaraNuM lIdhuM che. eTale mane mAravA chatAM jIvanamAM mastI che. "tuM mAra mAratAM thAke paNa huM mAra khAtA ya na thAuM.' che ATalI zraddhA tamArA jIvanamAM! A vAta

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80 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi hRdayamAM kAtarI rAkhajo. ApaNe badhA e ja bhagavAna mahAvIranA sevaka chIe. ApaNI paNa zraddhA evI hovI joIe. AnaMda zrAvakane prathama AnaMda gAthApati kahyo. tenuM kAraNa e che ke te khUba dhanADhaca hatA. sthAvara ane jaMgama milkatathI zaiAbhita hatA. temane tyAM rasADu eTalu meATu' cAlatu` hatu` ke badhA jamI le pachI paNa keTalAya mANasA jame eTaluM badhuM vadhatuM hatu. eTalI udAratAthI rasAI karavAmAM AvatI hatI. nAkaracAkara jame pachI garIba mANasAnuM poSaNa thatu, pachI vadhe te DhoronA mukhe jatuM. AjanA jamAnAnI te vAta ja zI karavI? theADI raseAI vadhe eTale phrIjamAM. tamArI udAratAnA mAre zA vakhANa karavA. kayAM e jamAnAnA udAra dilI mANasA! kayAM AjanI tamArI saMkocavRtti! temanA gharamAM ghaNA dAsa, dAsI, gAya, bheMsa, aLada, pADA Adi pazudhana paNa ghaNuM' hatuM. AnaMda gAthApatine traNa vizeSaNeAthI saMbedhyA che. te Aya hatA. eTale mahAna samRddhi vaibhavAthI yukta hatA. te dIsa eTale dIpaka jevA hatA. A pRthvI vasuMdharA pRthvI che. "ahu ratna vasudharA. " A vasuMdharA pRthvImAM ratnA jevA ghaNA jIvA paDelA che. kuTuMbamAM eka dIkarA hoya te sAro pAke teA jIvana ujjavaLa kare ne kuTuMbane paNa ujjavaLa kare. tenI pAse saMpatti ghaNI hoya chatAM jIvanamAM ekadama sAdAI hoya. kuTuMbanu pAlanapoSaNa karatA hoya, chatAM nirabhimAnI heAya. AvA dIkarAne ApaNe kuLadIpaka kahIe chIe tema AnaMda gAthApati gabhIratA, udAratA Adi guNAthI sva-para jIvanamAM prakAza pAtharanArAM hatA. temaja amrute sa'pattithI ke mANaseAthI koInAthI parAbhava pAme evA naheAtA. AnaMda gAthApati tilaka samAna hatA. jyAM jue tyAM AnaMdanu dAna tA hAya ja. te yazeAkIti mATe naheAtA karatA, paNa e samajatA hatA ke pUrvanA puNyArca maLyu che teA huM bIjAne kaMIka ApIne jIvananu bhAthuM bAMdhu. AvA dilAvara dilanA hatA paNa saMkucita bhAvanAvALA naheAtA. vANiya nagaramAM jitazatru rAjAnA rAjyamAM A eka zAbhAyamAna vyakti hatA. AnaMda gAthApatinI vAta sAthe eka caritra zarU karavu` che. jethI khAlajIyAne AnaMda Ave. puNyasAra caritra : iMdrapura sama raLiyAmaNu gopAlapura atisAra mahela madira ne mALiyA, gaDha gaDha pALa pAgAra.... jaMbudvIpanA bharata kSetramAM pAMcAla dezamAM geApAlapura nAmanuM nagara hatu`. A nagara iMdrapura jevuM raLiyAmaNuM ne sehAmaNu hatu. te nagaramAM cArAzI cauTA ane bAvana khAra hatA. udyAnA, bagIcA leAkAne AnaMda karavA mATe krIDAMgaNeA, kUvA, siratA ane musApharone rahevA mATe pa'thIzAlA AdithI nagaranI zeAbhA khUba khyAti pAmelI hatI. te nagaranA rAjA khUba nyAyapriya hatA. rAjA nyAyI hoya teA prajA pazu nyAyavAna hAya. pahelAnA rAjAonA nyAya eTale nyAya, nyAya karavAmAM jarA paNa DhIlA nahi, pachI pAtAnA mATe hAya ke bIjAne mATe paNa badhAne sarakhA nyAya.

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zAradA ziremaNi] eka dezamAM rAjA khUba nyAyavAna ane nItivAna hatA. ekavAra te zikAra karavA gayA. sAme garIba chokare beTho hato. rAjA zikAra karavA gayA haraNIno ane thaI gaye garIba nirdoSa chokarAne. goLI vAgatA tamarI khAIne bheMya paDayo ne marI gaye. garIba mAtAno ekano eka lADakavAyo dIkaro hato. A te eka dIkaro hato, kadAca mAtAne pAMca sAta dIkarA hoya to paNa mAne badhA vahAlA hoya che. dIkarAnI mA kALA pANIe raDe che. te rastAmAMthI pradhAna jato hato. teNe A bAIne raDatI joI. pUche che bahena ! tane zuM thayuM che? bhAI! tane zI vAta karuM? ApaNA gAmanA rAjAe mArA ekanA eka dIkarAne gaLIothI vIMdhI nAkhe che. A varSamAM amadAvAdamAM goLIthI keTalA vIdhAI gayA che ! kaMIka mAbApanA lADakavAyA cAlyA gayA che. chatAM prajAno pokAra sAMbhaLanAra keI che? pradhAne A benanI vAta sAMbhaLI AzvAsana ApyuM ne kahyuM ke rAjAe zikAra karatA tArA dIkarAne mArI nAMkhyo che. A nyAya kacerImAM thaze. tuM kAle kacerImAM Avaje. huM tane nyAya apAvIza. benanA dilamAM dIkarAnA AghAtanuM bhayaMkara duHkha che paNa pradhAnanA zabdothI tenuM duHkha haLavuM thayuM. bIje divase rAjasabhA bharAI che. prajA ThaTha jAmI che tyAM pradhAne jAhera karyuM ke Aje rAjAe je guno karyo che tene nyAya ApavAno che. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke rAjAne zo guno ! rAjA rAjasabhAmAM AvyA. rAjAne khabara paDI ke mArA mATe phariyAda AvI che. rAjA samajI gayA. pradhAna kahe-mahArAjA! Ape A bAInA chokarAne goLIthI vIMdhI nAkhyo che? hA, pradhAnajI, haraNane vIMdhatA tene tIra vAgyuM che. te marI gayA che. A bAI tene nyAya levA AvI che. je nyAya prajAne mATe te nyAya mArA mATe. prajAne je zikSA te mane zikSA. A zabdo sAMbhaLatA AkhI sabhAnI AMkhamAM AMsu paDavA lAgyA. rAjA kahe kharekhara huM gunegAra chuM. pradhAna ! tuM kahe te zikSA levA taiyAra chuM. phAMsInI kahe to phAMsI. AkhI jiMdagInI jela kahe te jela ane dezanikAla kahe to te. tuM kahe te zikSA svIkAravA taiyAra chuM. nyAyamAM be mata na heya. AkhI sabhA sthira thaI gaI. pradhAna te benane kahe che rAjA zikSA mAMge che. A traNamAMthI tuM je kahe te svIkAravA rAjA taiyAra che. A nyAya sAMbhaLI bena sajajaDa thaI gaI. kharekhara nyAya AnuM nAma. rAjA benanA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che ke tuM kahe te zikSA bhogavIza. A bAI rAjAnA mAthe hAtha mUkIne kahe che meM mAro eka dIkaro gumAvyA che paNa Aje mane bIje dIkara maLI gayo che. dIkarAnA badale je dIkaro maLe te have mAre gumAva nathI. rAjA kahe mane mArA gunAnI zikSA bhegavavA de. rAjA! tame zikSA bhegavavA taiyAra thayA tyAM tamArI zikSA thaI gaI. have kaI zikSA ApavI nathI. mane nyAya maLI gaye. Apa

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82 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi dIyuSI banIne A rIte nyAyathI rAjya calAvA. rAjA kahe hu zikAra karavA gayA tyAre tArA dIkarA marAyA ne? have AjathI pratijJA karuM chuM ke jIvanamAM kayAre paNa zikAra nahi karuM. sarva jIvAne abhayadAna ApuM chuM. gopALapura nagaramAM AvA nyAyI rAjA rAjya karatA hatA, tyAre gAmanI jAheAjahAlI dhIkatI hatI. dezavidezanA vahANA tenA badarAe lAMgaratA. A nagarInA bajAro khUba samRddha hatA, eTale aneka videzIe ahI' AvIne vastuo kharIdatA, lAvelI vastu vecatA ane sArI kamANI karatAM. A nagaramAM rahenArAe teA peAtAnI jAtane dhanya mAnatA paNa videzIo paNa A nagaramAM sahela karavAmAM peAtAne dhanya mAnatA. AvI geApALapurI nagarI hatI. have mukhya pAtra koNa che te vAta avasare, aSADa vada 9ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna na, 10 : tA. 11-7-'85 vizvava danIya, treleAkaya prakAzaka, rAgadveSanA vinAzaka evA bhagavatanA mukha kamalamAMthI jharelI vANI tenu nAma siddhAMta. anAdi anaMta kALathI A AtmA saMsAramAM avirata gatithI paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. pratyeka gatinA pratyeka bhavamAM jIve sukha meLavavAnA ane duHkhane dUra karavAnA prayatno karyA che, kAraNa ke sa jIvAne sadde pALA viSAcA musAcA, tula pariA| AyuSya priya che. sarva jIvA sukha zAtAnA icchuka che. duHkha badhAne pratikULa che. Akhu jagata sukha mATe prayatna kare che, chatAM jIvanamAM sukha ke zAMti maLatA nathI ane duHkhanA a ta AvatA nathI. sukha meLavavAnA tanatADa prayatno karavA chatAM pariNAma duHkhamAM AvIne UbhuM rahe che. tenu kAraNa bhagavaMte ahu suMdara khatAyu che, je jIvA mAtra peAtAnA sukhanI ci'tA kare che. te jIve sadA duHkhane pAme che, ane je jIvA bIjAnA sukhanI ciMtA kare che. te jIvA sadA sukha meLave che. A vAta upara ApaNA jIvanano vicAra karIe. jIva yAM gayA tyAM ApaNA sukhane, ApaNI anukULatAne ApaNe mukhya banAvI che. gADImAM beThA tyAM tamArI peAtAnI jagAnu rIjharvezana karI tene mukhya banAvI. koIne tyAM jamavA gayA te bheAjananI ci'tA pahelI karI. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvyA teAya tamane jagyA maLI jAya eTale basa, pachI khIjAnu' je thavu' hAya te thAya. tuccha vicArAe svArtha kendrita jIvana jIvavA preryA. A jIvanapaddhati e ApaNA samasta duHkhAnu` mULa ! ane samasta pApAnu' ugamasthAna ! AvI jIvanapaddhati ApaNA jIvanamAM pApeAne zI rIte kheMcI lAve? jIvanane duHkhamaya zI rIte banAve che. te sAMbhaLeA. mAnI le ke tame rastethI cAlyA jAva che. rastAmAM tamane kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che. lArImAMthI traNa cAra keLA lIdhA. tenI chAla utArIne keLA khAdhA ane chAla rastA para phe'kI dIdhI. sAthe e vicAra karyAM ke huM A chAla rastAmAM nAkhuM chuM te tenA para koI yuvAnano paga AvI jAya ane lapasI javAthI lAMca paDe tyAM acAnaka meTara AvI jAya ane ekisaDanTa thaI jAya. chevaTe tenA prANa

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 83 cAlyA jAya che tenA kuTuMbanuM zuM thaze? te sAva nirAdhAra banI jaze. mAmUlI bhUle pariNAma bhayaMkara. AvI bAbatamAM tame bIjAnI ciMtA karatA nathI. mAtra pitAnI ciMtA karI che. AvI mAtra svArthabharI vicAraNA jIvane sukhathI vadhu ne vadhu dUra rAkhe che. je che bIjAnI ciMtA kare che eTale bIjAnuM ahita na thAya paNa bIjA cha paNa kema sukha pAme te pote paNa sukha meLavI zake che. AnaMda gAthApatinuM jIvana evuM hatuM. te pitAnI sAthe paranI ciMtA karatA hatA. huM sukhI chuM to bIjA ne paNa sukha kema maLe te temanI bhAvanA hatI. te aparibhUe" keInAthI parAbhava pAme tevA na hatA, temaja te meDhIbhUta hatA. AnaMda gAthApatine meDhIbhUta zA mATe kahyA? tamArA AkhA makAnane bhAra, AdhAra pIDhIyA che te pIDhIyA AkhA gharano bhAra jhIle che tenA AdhAre ghara Take che tema AnaMda zrAvaka meDhIbhUta hatA. teo kuTuMbanA parivAranA AdhArabhUta hatA. badhAnA salAhakAra hatA. teo saMpattithI, buddhithI, baLathI, kuTuMbathI koInAthI parAbhava pAme tevA na hatA. bhale teo zarUAtamAM haju samati pAmyA nathI, paNuM temanuM mithyAtva maMda paDI gayuM hatuM, tethI temanuM jIvana ujajavaLa ane nirmaLa hatuM. samakti pAmatA pahelA tenA guNa AvavA lAge. AtmA anaMtakALa acaramAvartakALamAM rahyo che. acaramAvartakALa kone kahevAya? kyA jIvone heya? acaramAvartakALa eTale anAdi anaMta pudgala parAvartanakALa. eka pudgalaparAvartanamAM anaMtA kALacaka vahI jAya. AvA anaMtA pagalaparAvartanakALa eTale acaramAvartakALa. pahelA guNaThANe rahelA ane nigodanA jene A kALa hoya. A kALamAM jIva para kamamelanuM jora eTaluM badhuM hoya che ke ene samyak dharmarUpI paccanI IcchA thatI nathI, ane pAparUpI kupa upara arUcI thatI nathI. bAhya bhAvathI bhautika lAlacethI prerAIne kaI kaI vAra dharmakriyAo kare kharo paNa te mokSanA hetuthI nahi, karmakSaya karavA mATe nahi, paNa bhautika sukhonI prApti mATe. mokSano zuddha Azaya mULamAM na hovAthI e kriyAo mehanA udayathI thatI hovAthI e kriyAo mokSa sAdhaka banatI nathI. ApaNe caramAvartakALa viSe samajavuM che. caramAvarta kALa eTale dharmayauvanakALa. jIva caramAvarta kALamAM Avyo eTale dharmane vepArI banI gayo. caramAvartakALa eTale Atma utthAnano apUrva avasara. jIva A kALamAM Avyo eTale eno saMsAramAM 1 kroDAkoDI sAgaropama kALa bAkI rahyo. eka koDAkoDa sAgaropamathI vadhu kALa bAkI hoya tyAM sudhI yathA pravRttikaraNa na kare caramAvartamAM AvelA jIvane saMsAravardhaka kriyAo pratye, AraMbha samAraMbha pratye, viSayogo pratye thoDo aNagamo hoya che. dharma pratyenA rAganA kAraNe bhego nirasa lAge che. pApakriyAo tarapha sahaja aNagamo heya che. A kALamAM AvyA pachI jIvane saMtAno samAgama vagere nimittonA baLa uttarottara AtmavikAsa thato rahe che. bhava ane bhego tarapha vadhu ne vadhu udAsIna bhAva

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84] [ zAradA ziremaNi vadhato jAya che. deva-gurU-dharma tarapha rAga vadhato jAya che. janma, jarA, maraNa, rogAdi duHkhathI niraMtara saLagatA A saMsAra dAvAnaLamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM mana thAya che. A caramAvartAmAM jIvane dharmarUpI davA lAgu paDe che ane pApa rUpI kuNya tyAga karavAnuM mana thAya che. AtmA jaDa taraphathI cetana bAju vaLate jAya che jaDa karatAM cetanane vadhu mahattva Apate thAya che. jIvAtmAe saMsAramAM 84 lAkha jIvAyanIomAM anaMtIvAra janmamaraNa karIne anaMtA pudgala parAvartana pasAra karyA che. jyAre jIvane mekSamAM javA mATe phakta chelle eka pudgala parAvartanane kALa bAkI rahe tene caramAvarta kahevAya che. jo ke eka pudgala parAvartanane kALa e kAMI nAnasUne kALa nathI. me jaMgI kALa che, paNa jIvAtmAe anaMtA anaMtA pudgala parAvartane karyA. tenI apekSAe eka pudgala parAvartanane kALa eka samaya eTale kahevAya. bhavya AtmAne A caramAvatakALa prApta thAya. eka pugala parAvartanamAM je jIva avazya mokSe javAno hoya tene A caramAvartakALanI prApti thAya. A kALa sthiti pAkyA sivAya te bIjA badhA seMkaDe kAraNe ke purUSArtha kAma lAgatA nathI, jIva ane dArika vargaNAonA saMbaMdhathI A pugala parAvartana bane che. jIvane graha karavA ATha vargaNAo A cauda rAjalakamAM paDI che te ATha vargaNA kaI? khabara che ? sAMbhaLo. dArika vargaNA, vaikiya vagaNa, AhAraka vargaNA, tejasa vargaNA, zvAsozvAsa vargaNa, bhASA vargaNA, mano vargaNA kArmaNa vargaNa yAda rAkhaje. ApaNe saMsAra kApe che. Apa badhA barAbara samajajo. Apa badhA vyAkhyAnamAM zA mATe Ave che ? atyAre A saMghamAM jainonI saMkhyA keTalI haze? paNa jene AtmAnI bhUkha lAgI che, saMsAra kaTa karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI che ane anAdi anaMta kALanuM rakhaDavApaNuM choDavuM che te ahIM Ave che. bIjA AvatA nathI. dhaMdhA, vepAra, rojagAra choDI, vahelA uThIne pramAda choDIne ahIM Ave che te kaMIka laIne jAva. kaMIka pAmIne jAva. caramAvarta mAM Avela jIva eka pudgala parAvartanakALa rahe, tethI vadhu kALa na rahe, pachI to mekSe jAya. pudgala parAvartana be prakAranA che. sukSma pudagala parAvartana ane bAdara pudagala parAvartana. baMne parAvartana dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI bhAvathI A cAra prakAre batAvyA. - (1) dravyathI : jagatamAM jeTalA dravyo che te badhA dravya pudgala dArikapaNe tathA vaikiyapaNe yAvata kArmaNapaNe anukrame pUrA kare tene dravyathI sukSma pudgala parAvartana kahevAya. (2) kSetrathIje anukrame AkAza pradeze marI marIne pUrA kare, cauda rAjalakamAM anAnupUrvIe mare te lekhAmAM na gaNIo ane prathama pradezane aDato mare te lekhe gaNIe ema traNa cAra yAvata daza Adi laIne Akho leka pUro kare tene kSetrathI sukSma pudagala parAvartana kahIe. (3) kALathI : anukrame kALacakrane pahelA samaye mare, te lekhe gaNIe ane kALacakrane bIje, trIje, cothe, pAMcame, che, sAtame, AThame tathA anere kALacake mAre te lekhe na gaNIe, e rIte anukrame kALa

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zAradA ziremaNi ] cakane bIje samaye ema kALacakrane trIje samaye ema AkhA kALacakrane spaze, samaya samaya lagato lagato mare tene kALathI sukSma pudagala parAvartana kahIe. (4) bhAvathI : je lagate lagate pariNAme mare, te ekathI be yAvata daza ema asaMkhyAtA pariNAme mare te lekhe gaNue ane anAnupUvIe mare te lekhe na gaNIe, ema asaMkhyAtA pariNAme karI Akho leka pUro spaze tene bhAvathI sukSma pudagala parAvartana kahIe. have bAdara pugala parAvartana (1) dravyathI: je sAta prakAre pudgala laI laIne mUkatA pUrA kare tene dravyathI bAdara pudgala parAvartana kahIe. (2) kSetrathI : je AkAzanA prathama pradeze mare te lekhe gaNIe, tyAra pachI trIje, pAMcame, sAtame, navame, agiyArame, terame upaje tathA cave ema Akho leka samasta pUre, AkAza pradeze bhare AgaLa pAchaLa karIne pUrA kare tene kSetrathI bAdara pudgala parAvartana kahIe. (3) kALathI : je kALacakrane pahelA samaye mare te lekhe gaNIe tethI bIje kALacakra tene bIje samaya tathA pAMcame samaya pachI chaThTho yAvata agiyArame ema anukrame karI kALacakanA jeTalo samaya hoya teTalA samaya maraNa karI pharase tathA anere kALacakre mare tene kALathI bAdarapugala parAvartana kahIe. (4) bhAvathI: je jIvanA asaMkhyAtA pariNAma che te pariNAme karI mare. AghApAchA thaIne asaMkhyAtA pUrA kare te kema? kayAre prathama pariNAme, trIje, pAMcame, sAtame ema saghaLA pariNAma pUrA kare tene bhAvathI bAdara pudUgala parAvartana kahevAya. ApaNe je ATha varga batAvI temAMthI AhAraka vargaNAne cheDI devAnI. kAraNa ke AhAraka zarIra to AkhA bhavacakamAM jIva vadhumAM vadhu cAra vAra kare. te kayAre kare? cauda pUrvadhArI sAdhune keI zaMkA thAya to tenuM samAdhAna karavA eka hAtha athavA mUDhA hAthanuM pUtaLuM banAvIne mahAvidehamAM sImaMdharasvAmI pAse jAya. tyAM jaIne bhagavAna pAse zaMkAnuM samAdhAna kare ne pachI pAcho Ave. A rIte AhAraka zarIra AkhA saMsAra kALamAM vadhumAM vadhu cAra vAra kare eTale AhAraka vargaNA paNa vadhumAM vadhu cAra vAra grahaNa thAya che, tethI AhAraka vargaNanA samasta pudgale jIvathI grahaNa thatAM nathI. mATe ene vajI dIdhI che. AhAraka vargaNAne cheDIne bAkInI sAte vargaNAonA caudarAjavatI samasta pudgalene jIva jyAre grahaNa kare ne mUke tyAre rayUlathI (bAdara ) eka pudgala parAvartana kALa tha. eka pudgala parAvartana kALamAM te anaMtA kALacako vItI jAya. eka kALacaka eTale 20 kroDAkoDI sAgaropama. daza kroDAkoDI pAyamano eka sAgaropama. eka palyopamanA asaMkhyAtA varSo. asaMkhyAtA varSe eTale manuSyanI 100-100 varSanI jiMdagIo te karaDe, abajathI paNa vadhu thAya. devAnupriye! samaje. eka pudgala

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[ zAradA zizamaNi parAvartananA kALa paNa keTale khadhA jAgI che! ApaNA AtmA bhUtakALamAM AvA 1015 nahi, se-khase nahi, pAMca-pacIsa hajAra nahi, pacAsa lAkha nahi..... saMkhyAtA, asaMkhyAtA nahi paNa anaMtA pudgala parAvanA A saMsAramAM bhaTakI- bhaTakIne, anaMtA zArIrika, mAnasika duHkhA, trAsA bhAgavI bhAgavIne AvyA che. anaMtIvAra naraka nigeAdamAM, pazupakSImAM, trasa, sthAvaramAM bhayaMkara janmamaraNanA, bhUkha, tarasanA, TADhataDakAnA chedana-bhedananA duHkhA veThayA che. have A caramAvata kALamAM AvyA pachI jo AtmA dharma purUSArtha mATe kaTibaddha ane, viSayeA pratye virAga keLave, krodhAdi kaSAyanA nigraha kare, dhana-saMpatti, parivArane meAha cheDe ane mahAna puNyAye maLelA guNAnA sAgara, vItarAgadeva, paMcamahAvratadhArI gurUdevA ane sujJa prarUpita dharmanI ArAdhanA ka2e tA A bhava samudrathI pAra utarI jAya. ApaNA AtmA caramAva kALamAM AvyA che ke nahi ? te kevI rIte khabara paDe ? tenA nizAna zu'? jIva caramAva mAM AvyA che te samajavA mATe traNa nizAnIe batAvI che. tAva mApavA mATe tharmosITara joI e tema ahIM ApaNe caramAvata kALamAM AvyA che ke nahi te mApavA mATe traNa nizAnI khatAvI che. 86 (1) du:khI jIvA pratye anukaeN'pA (ra) guNavAna pratye adveSa (3) satra aucityanuM pAlana eTale ucita vyavahuAra. je AtmA caramAva mAM AvyA hoya tene duHkhI jIvAne joIne karUNA Ave. dayAthI temanuM dila dravI jAya. tee evA sadbhAgI ane puNyavAna hoya ke temanA AMgaNe Avele bhikhArI paNa pAcho na jAya. temanA hRdayamAM karUNAnA jharaNA sadAne mATe vahetA rahe. e baMdha na thAya. dA. ta. gAmamAM jAhera thayu che ke A bhAInA ghera je jAya te pAchA AvatA nathI. vAta phelAtAM tenA ghera garImAnA TALeTALA ubharAvA lAgyA. garIba bhikhArIneA pAra nahi. eTalA adhA AvavA lAgyA. te badhAne khUma bhAvathI devA lAgyA. ucca bhAvanAthI ApI rahyA che. karUNA eTale sudhI ke zvetA detA vastu khUTI gaI. dAna detA pAchuM vALIne joyuM nahi. are paisA-dharabAra daI dIdhu ane tadna khUTI gayu` chatAM jarA paNuM akaLAya nahi. khedya ke ka'TALA nahi. leAkeAneA dhasArA vadhatA jAya teA temanA tiraskAra ke apamAna niha. koI kharAba kaTu zabda khelavAnI vAta nahi. temane badhAne hAtha joDIne kahe - bhAIo ! mApha karo. Aje mArI pAse tamane ApavAnI vastuo nathI. mane maLaze tyAre ApIza. ATalI teA namratA batAve. vinaya, viveka, karUNA, dayA batAve paNa temane haDadhUta na kare. ATaluM dAna de chatAM nAma mAtra abhimAna nahi. detAM detAM khUTI gayuM te kheda niha. karUNA teA keTalI karUNA ! caramAvatamAM AvelA jIveAne duHkhI jIvA pratye hamadardI, dilAsA hAya. bIjAnA duHkha pratye upekSA na kare. bIjAnA du:khe duHkhI rahe ane ane teA duHkha dUra karavAnI icchA rAkhe. dilhI zaheramAM humAyu rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. eka vAra humAyue duzmana rAjA

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zAradA ziromaNi | upara AkramaNa karyuM. sAmA rAjAne parAjaya karyo, ane humAyune vijaya thayo. humAyue sAmA rAjAnA 9000 raunikene pakaDI lIdhA. eka te te rAjA hArI gayA, tenA gharabAra lUMTAI gayA. badhuM phanAphanA thaI gayuM, ane uparathI 9000 raunikane keda karyA. te badhA kedIone dUra dUra paradezamAM laI jaI vecavAnA athavA te temane evA jaMgalamAM mUkI devA ke jyAM vAgha, varU, siMha sivAya koI hoya nahi. dADama teDIne khAya tema A kedIo jIvatA jaMgalI jAnavaronA mukhamAM cavAI jAya. zeraDI cIDAmAM pIlAya tema vAgha-siMhanI dADhamAM pIsAI jAya. keTalI krara prakRti! dhana ane sattAnA lebhe mAnavI keTalA pApa kare che! tene e vicAra nathI AvatuM ke A pApanA kaTu phaLa mAre kevA bhegavavA paDaze! humAyue pitAnA ati vizvAsu mANasane A kedIone laI javA mATe soMpyA, ane temane rIbAvI rIbAvIne vecavA mATe AjJA karI. pale mANasa to rAjAnI AjJA pramANe kedIone laIne jAya che. page cAlIne javAnuM hatuM. cAlatAM cAlatAM kedIone tarasa lAgI. pANI mAMge che te pANInA badale prahAra paDe che. bhUkha lAge te khAvAnuM na Ape, paNa cAbukanA mAra mAre. cAlatAM thAkI jAya. bhUkhyA, tarasyA kevI rIte calAya? cAlI na zake to pITha para keraDA vaDe mAra mAre. upADI na zakAya teTale bhAra temanA para nAMkhe. mAra sivAya vAta nahi. bicArAnA manamAM thAya ke A karatAM talavAranA eka ghAe mArI nAMkhyA hatA te sAruM. A te jIvatAM chatAM marelA jevI dazA che. badhAnI AMkhamAMthI dhArA AMsu paDe che, paNa tyAM keNa temanI dayA kare? badhA raDatI AMkhe lathaDiyA khAtA khAtA cAlatA hatA. manuSyanuM jIvana maLavA chatAM dazA pazu jevA thaI che. eka divasa eka gAmamAM paDAva nAMkhe. te gAmamAM bherUzA nAmano jaina maMtrI hatuM. A kedIone trAsa gAmanA lokoe joyo. badhAnA manamAM arekAra thaI gayo. keTale julma! keTale trAsa ! A vAta phelAtAM phelAtAM e gAmano bherUzA nAmane jaina maMtrI (pramukha) hato tene A samAcAra maLyA. saMghanA pramukha kene kahevAya? jenA romaromamAM dayA hoya, karUNa hoya, anukaMpA hoya, pitAnuM sarvasva lUMTAI jAya to lUMTAI javA de paNa dharmamAM AMca na AvavA de. te pitAnI sAme atyAcAra, anAcAra thatAM joI na zake. A bherUzA maMtrI khUba dayALu ane karUNAvaMta che, temane A vAtanI khabara paDI eTale kedIo je chAvaNImAM hatA tyAM AvyA. humAyunA mANasane maLyo. temanI sAthenI vAtacIta uparathI khabara paDI gaI. A bicArA kedIo paradezamAM kamote maraze? nA...nA.... mArA prANanA bhoge paNa A badhAne bacAvavA joIe. kimiyAgara merUzA : tarata e humAyunA mANasane maLyo, ane kahyuM tuM traNa divasa dhIraja rAkhaje. huM AvuM pachI tAre ahIMthI ravAnA thavuM. te pahelA nahi.

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88 | [ zAradA ziremaNi javAnuM. tamArA badhAne traNa divasane khAdhApIdhAne badho kharco huM ApIza. humAyunA nekare kahe-bhale. bherUzA ATalI kabUlAta karAvI mArate ghoDe dilhI pahoMcyA. te samaye lena ke TreIna na hatA. dilhI jaIne humAyune salAma bharI. namaste karI temanA caraNamAM kiMmatI jhaverAtane thALa dharyo, rAjAne vaza karavA najarANuM bheTa dharyuM. humAyue A kiMmatI ratna joyA. bherUzAnI namratA, temane vinaya, viveka, belavAnI mIThAza badhuM joIne rAjA prasanna thayA, ane bherUzAne kahyuM mAMga, mAMga, mAMge te ApuM. mAMgavAne moko barAbara maLyo che. AvA samaye tamane kaI kahe ke mAMga mAMga mAMge te ApuM. te tame zuM mAMge? rAjana ! Apa mane mAMgavAnuM kahe che te huM eTaluM ja mAMgu chuM ke Apa mane A kerA kAgaLa para sahI karI Apo. Apa mArA para vizvAsa rAkhajo ke tene upayoga e nahi thAya ke tamAruM nAma badanAma thAya. te durUpayoga nahi thAya. huM vizvAsaghAta nahi karuM. A sahIne upaga ApanuM gaurava vadhAravAmAM thaze. bherUzAe humAyunI pAse jaIne kerA kAgaLamAM sahI karAvI lIdhI. zeThanI pramANiktA, vinaya, namratA, jeIne humAyue sahI karI ApI, pachI pUchatA nathI ke A sahI tuM zA mATe karAve che? zenI karAve che? bherUzA para keTale vizvAsa haze! tamArA saMsAramAM Aje bApane dIkarA para ane dIkarAne bApa para vizvAsa nathI. jene tame tamArI ardhAganA kahe te patnI paNa A rIte sahI karI Ape kharI? nA. kare te tarata pUchaze ke A sahI zA mATe karAve che ? tene paNa tamArA para vizvAsa nathI. A tamAre saLagate saMsAra ! baMdhanathI mukti : humAyune bherUzA para keTale vizvAsa haze ke sahI karI ApI. eTaluM pUchyuM paNa nahi tame sahI zA mATe karavo che? bherUzA e kAgaLa laIne tarata ravAnA thayA. mArate gheDe potAnA gAmamAM pahoMcI gayA. sahI karelA kAgaLa upara lakhI nAMkhyuM ke "9000 kedIone tAtkAlika choDI do." humAyunI sahInA barAbara uparanA bhAgamAM lakhyuM. bherUzAe jaIne e kAgaLa humAyunA mANasane batAvyo, te mANase kahyuM je rAjAnI sahI hoya te mATe rAkhavAnI zI jarUra ? 9000 kedIone mukta karI dIdhA. je kedIone khAvApIvA maLatuM na hatuM, mAra ane prahAro maLatA hatA, pazunI jema be upaDAvatA hatA. A badhA trAsamAMthI te kedIone duHkhamukta karyA tyAre teoe AzIrvAdanI kevI varSo vahAvI haze ! AzIrvAda maLe na maLe. badhA kedIone cheDayA tyAre bherUzA kahe che mArA bhAIo! tamane atyAre chUTakAro maLyo te pratApa mahArAjA humAyune che. A kAgaLamAM temanI sahI che. temane Apa badhA para dayA AvI. karUNA AvI eTale Apa badhAne choDI dIdhA che. badhA kedIo baMdhanathI mukta thayA eTale nAcavA ne phUdavA lAgyA, ane belyA-mahArAjA ! dIrdhAyuSI bane. temanA para AzIrvacanane varasAda varasAvavA lAgyA. badhA kedIo khuza thatAM pitAnA ghera cAlyA gayA.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 89 pitAnA jAnane kurabAna karavA taiyAra thayelo bherUzA : kedIone mukta karyA bAda bherUzA sahIvALo kAgaLa ane talavAra laIne ghoDA para besI dilhI pahoMcyuM. jaIne humAyune kahe che nAmavara ! Apa A talavAra mArA para calAvo. talavAranA jhATake mAruM mAthuM uDAvI de. kema bhAI ! paNa che zuM ? zA mATe talavAra Doka para calAvavAnI kaho cho ? meM Apane gune karyo che. huM Apano gunegAra chuM. mATe Apa mArA para talavAra calAve. kerA kAgaLa para meM ApanI sahI karAvI. 9000 kedI - ene trAsa huM joI zakato nahoto. temanuM duHkha mArAthI jevAtuM nahotuM. tamArI sahIne upayoga meM e 9000 kedIone mukta karavAmAM karyo che. mArA ekanA jAnanI kurabAnI pAchaLa 9000 raunikonA jIvana je bacI jatAM hoya to tenAthI vadhAre mArA jIvanane sadupayoga zuM hoI zake ! AnuM nAma dharma pAmyA kahevAya. AnuM nAma karUNA ! paNa rAjana ! mane eka vAta kahevA de. te kedIone mukta karyA tyAre meM ApanuM nAma jAhera karyuM hatuM ke Apa badhAne je jIvatadAna maLatuM hoya to te badhe pratApa humAyuno che. humAyu rAjA tamane badhAne kAyama mATe mukta kare che. ema kahI sahIvALo patra vAMcavA Apyo. te samaye te kedIo evA harakhaghelA banI gayA. tamAruM nAma laIne AnaMdathI nAcyA. tamArA guNagrAma gAyA, ane AzIrvAda varasAvyA. te samaye temane je AnaMda hato tenuM varNana mArAthI thAya tema nathI. ema kahetA temanI AMkhamAMthI AMsu AvI gayA. A sAMbhaLatA humAyu to stabdha banI gayA. maMtrInI keTalI karUNA ane bhavya bhAvanA ! pote kedIone choDAvyA che ane teno yaza mane Ape che. huM te kAMI jANatA nathI. mArA nAme bIjAone abhayadAna ApyuM che. bherUzA ! tamane mArA koTI karI dhanyavAda che. potAnA hAthe potAnA dehane mRtyunA mukhamAM nAkhI bIjAnA jIvana bacAvavA nIkaLelA vaNikanI khumArI jotAM rAjA tenA para ApharIna pokArI gaye. dhanya che A bhAratanI bhUmine ! dhanya che tArI mAtAne ke AvA suputrane janma Apyo ! humAyu siMhAsana parathI utarI gayuM ane bherUzAne harSAzru sAthe bheTI paDayo. AnuM nAma karUNA. duHkhI jIvo pratye anukaMpA. caramAvatamAM AvelA chanI anukaMpA AvI hoya. du:kha Ave to akaLAya nahi. gusso na kare. pitAnA dehane bhege paNa bIjA jInI karUNA kare. bIje bola avasare vicArIzuM. caritra : pAMcAla dezamAM gopAlapura nagaramAM rAjA khUba nyAyI hatA. e nagaramAM puraMdara nAmanA dhanADhaya zeTha hatA. videzIone jotAM AkarSaNa thAya evI puraMdara zeThanI havelI hatI. pAMcAla dezamAM temanI havelI khUba prakhyAta hatI. tenI kArIgarI, ketaraNI, tenA jharUkhAo, tenI racanA, bAMdhakAma, havelInI bahAra jhUlatA hAthI-ghoDA e badhuM jenArane AkarSaNa kare evuM hatuM. havelI karatAM havelInA mAlikanuM AkarSaNa paNa jevuM tevuM na hatuM. puraMdara zeThane maLavAmAM, temanI sAthe vahepAra karavAmAM leke

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0 ] [ zAradA zimaNi pitAnuM ahobhAgya mAnatA. A zeTha puNyAnubaMdhI puNya laIne AvyA che eTale ATalA chalaktA vaibhavamAM paNa temanI dharmabhAvanA khUba hatI. teo jainadhamI hatA. jaina dharmanuM jJAna paNa sAruM prApta kareluM che. zrAvakanA 12 vrata aMgIkAra karyA che. AvA puraMdara zeThanuM cAritra khUba utkRSTa hatuM. lakSmInI cheLo uDatI hatI. chatAM temanuM jIvana nirmaLa zuddha hatuM. temanI patnI puNyazrI paNa tevI ja hatI. te zIlavaMtI, guNavaMtI, sAdI, saraLa, nirabhimAnI ane dharmanI anurAgI hatI. rathanA be paiDA sarakhA hatA. pati-patnI baMne dharma karatA hoya evA jIvane joI e te AnaMda thAya. baMne sAthe savAra-sAMja pratikramaNa kare, cauvihAra kare. supAtra dAna de. nirdoSa gaucarI vaharAve. A rIte baMnenuM saMsArI- jIvana khUba Adarza hatuM. A puNyavaMta zeTha A nagarInA zaNagAra che. nagarInI zobhA che. puraMdara zeThanA mahelanA dvAra sadA abhaMga rahetA. temanA AMgaNe je Ave tene kaI jAtanA bhedabhAva vagara khullA dile ApatAM. eka vAra zeThanA mukha para thoDI udAsInatA AvI. zeTha gamagIna banyA. jamavA beThA te pUruM jamyA nahi. temane khAvuM bhAvyuM nahi. je guNIyala strI hoya che te patinA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI hoya che. puNyazrI patinuM mukha joIne samajI gaI ke Aja mArA pati udAsa lAge che. barAbara jagyA paNa nathI. AthI puNyazrIne paNa khAvuM bhAgyuM nahi, chatAM bapore na pUchayuM. sAMje jamavA AvyA topaNa e ja sthiti hatI. pachI zeTha zeThANI baMnee pratikramaNa karyuM tyAra bAda vivekI guNIyala strI zeThane vinayathI pUche che svAmInAtha ! ApaNe tyAM sukhanI kAMI kamInA nathI. chatAM Apa Aje udAsa, gamagIna kema dekhAve che? zuM Apane mAthe koI ciMtA AvI che? je hoya te satya kahe. mane kaI ciMtA nathI. e te tamane evuM lAge che. nA...ApanA mukha upara dekhAI Ave che ke Apa gamagIna che. mukhanA bhAva chAnA nathI rahetA. zeThANIe khUba Agraha rAkhe tyAre zeTha kahe zeThANI! de gaMdaka sUranI pere sukha bhogavatA saMsAra, azubha karmanA udayathI saMtati nahi tasa eka. ' mane eka vAtane aphasosa che ke ApaNe tyAM saMpatti, vaibhavane to pAra nathI. deve jevA sukha bhogavIe chIe, paNa haju ApaNe tyAM saMtAna nathI. A vaibhave bhegavanAra koI nathI tenI mane ciMtA nathI, paNa mArA gharanA dvAra sadA abhaMga rahe che je saMtAna na hoya te mArA gharanA dvAra baMdha thaI jaze. sAdhu-sAdhvI mArA AMgaNe Ave nahi. sAta peDhIthI A lakSamI ane dharma cAlyA AvyA che te kAyama cAlu rahe ane saMtanuM Agamana rahe. AthI zeThANuM samajI gayA. thoDI vAra te mauna rahyA. zeTha kahe tuM ciMtA na karIza. huM ciMtA nathI karatI. huM e vicAruM chuM ke ApaNA mahelamAM pAraNuM kevI rIte baMdhAze. zeTha kahe ene koI upAya tamane jaDe che kharo ? svAmInAtha ! huM e ja vicArI rahI chuM. huM tamane salAha ApuM, paNa tame mane

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [91 vacana Apo ke huM svIkArIza. huM vAta jANyA vinA kevI rIte vacana ApuM ? chatAM Apa kaho te kharA. mArAthI banaze to huM karIza. puNyazrI acakAtA acakAtA dhImethI belI, Apa pharI vAra lagna karI le. baMnene svapnAmAM zokya Ave te gamatI nathI. A sAmethI kahe che nAtha! Apa bIjI vAra lagna kare. devI ! Apa A zuM bole che? eka putra mATe huM bIjI vAra lagna karuM? have tame pharIthI A zabda kayAre paNa uccAratA nahi. mAre tArA A zabdo sAMbhaLavA nathI. mAruM ne tAruM rathanuM paiDuM barAbara cAle che. temAM mAre vidana nathI nAMkhavuM. have tuM lagna karavAnI vAta na karIza, paNa tamane vAMdho zuM che? zuM purUSo pharI vAra lagna nathI karatA? karatA haze paNa mAre nathI karavA. zeThANIe ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa zeDa na mAnyA. zeTha-zeThANInI prIti dUdha-sAkara jevI hatI. zeTha kahe tArA jevI dharmAnurAgI, sabhAgInI patnI mAre choDavI nathI. putra maLe ke na maLe. bIje kaI upAya hoya to Apa batAve. have zeThANI bIjo upAya zuM batAvaze te avasare. aSADa vada 10 ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 11 : tA. 12-7-85 anaMta upakArI bhagavaMte bhavya jIvane Takera karatAM kahyuM ke A AtmA anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM aviratapaNe rakhaDI rahyo che aneka bhayavALI bhavATavImAM bhamI rahyo che. have bhamavAno aMta lAvavo hoya to svaghara tarapha Ava. parabhAvathI pAcho vaLa. eka lekamAM kahyuM che ke, je parabhAve rattA mattA visaesu pAvabahulesu / AsapAsa nibaddha / , bhamaMti caugaimahAranne / je parabhAvomAM rakta che, ghaNA pApavALA viSayamAM masta che temaja AzA rUpa jALamAM baMdhAyelA che teo cAragati rU5 meTA araNyamAM bhame che. parabhAvanI vRtti e vibhAva che ane te Atmazaktine nAza karavAmAM mudragara samAna che, tethI nigraMtha munio pArakI AzA rUpa jALane chedIne svarUpanuM ciMtana, svarUpamAM ramaNatA ane svarUpanA anubhavamAM lIna thAya che, mATe jJAnI kahe che have tuM parabhAva cheDIne svabhAvamAM Ava. anAdikALathI jIvanI doTa para tarapha che. have raste badalavAnI jarUra che. dhanane cheDIne dharmanA rahe AvavAnuM che. saMsArane choDIne saMyamanI keDIe cAlavAnuM che. para pudgalo pratyene rAga cheDIne AtmAne ne dharmane rAga karavAnuM che. A rIte je ApaNe rasto badalI lezuM te bhavATavImAM bhamavAne aMta AvyA vinA nahi rahe. bhavATavImAM bhamavAne thAka lAge heya ane have sAdhanAnA mArge javAnI abhilASA jAgI hoya to ApaNe jIvana kevuM banAvavuM paDaze? sAdhanAne mArga AtmA kayAre prApta karI zakaze ? jJAnI bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke,

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92 | [ zAradA zizamaNi " sohI ujjUya bhUyassa dhammo suddhassa ciTThai" / jene AtmA saraLa ane rohita hoya che tenA aMtaramAM dharma TakI zake che, mATe jIvanane saraLa banA, kemaLa banAve, paNa kaThora na banAvaze. jiMdagImAM kayAreya dAMta jevA kaThora na banatA, jIbha jevA kemaLa banaze. je saraLatAne, kamaLatAne TakAvI rAkhIzuM te jiMdagI jItI jazuM, ane kaThoratAnI pariNativALI jIvanapaddhati apanAvIzuM te aNamolA A mAnavajIvanane hArI jazuM. je jIvana jItI javuM hoya to kaThoratAne choDIne kamaLatA apanAvavAnI jarUra che. eka vAta yAda rAkhaje. tamane lAgatuM hoya ke kaThoratAthI jIta thAya che. te bhUla che. Akhare vijaya te kamaLatAne thavAne che. pANI keTaluM kamaLa che! chatAM kaThora gaNAtAM paththarane toDI nAMkhavAnI tenAmAM pracaMDa zakti rahelI che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha e paththara jevA che. kSamA, saraLatA, namratA, anAsakti Adi pANI jevA che. eka vAra A vAta manamAM je barAbara ThasI jAya to ApaNe sAmAnya bAbatomAM thatAM krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha ochA thayA vinA na rahe. daSTiviSa caMDakauzika sarSane krodha ke bhayaMkara ! mAnavene ane tiryane teNe jIvatA rAkhyA na hatA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa ekendriyamAM gaNAtI vanaspatine paNa teNe pitAnI daSTinA jherathI bALIne khatama karI nAkhI hatI. e jyAM rahetuM hatuM tyAM koInI javAnI hiMmata na hatI. krodhanA AvA ati bhayaMkara Avezane paNa vIra prabhue kSamAnA zItaLa jaLathI nAmazeSa karI nAMkhyo. traNa ke pAMca thI vadhatA krodhanA saMskArone mAtra gaNatrInI paLomAM prabhue kSamA dvArA saLagAvI dIdhA. huM tamane pUchuM ke tAkAta kenI vadhu? krodhanI ke kSamAnI? tame kaheze ke kSamAnI. je jIvanamAM barAbara samajAyuM ke kSamAnI tAkAta vadhAre che te pachI jIvanamAM pagale pagale kodha thAya ? chatAM vAraMvAra krodha kema Ave che? to enA javAbamAM prabhu samajAve che ke paththarane toDavA mATe pANInI dhArane satata paththara para paDavuM paDe che. pANI satata paDyA kare te paththarane toDI zake che tema AtmA para anaMta kALanA jAmelA krodhanA saMskArone toDavA mATe kSamAnuM zItaLa jaLa satata nAMkhavuM paDaze to ja krodha rUpI paththarane toDI zakAze. kaThora vastu pitAnAmAM kaThorane samAvI zakatI nathI. jyAre kemaLa vastu kaThorane potAnAmAM AsAnIthI samAvI le che. jema ke eka paththara bIjA paththarane potAnAmAM samAvI zakatuM nathI. jyAre e ja paththarane pANImAM mUkaze to te jaldI temAM samAI jAya che. caMDakauzikanA krodhane prabhu mahAvIre potAnAmAM samAvI lIdhuM. pApI pAlakanI kaThora manovRttine baMdhaka muninA 500 ziSyae potAnA aMtaramAM samAvI lIdhI, paNa e pApI pAlaka A 500 munienI kemaLatAne pitAnA aMtaramAM samAvI zakyo nahi. paththara ane pANInA A yuddhano tathA tenA pariNAmano itihAsa ApaNI najara sAme che. paththare hAryA ane pANI jItyuM, mATe ApaNuM jIvana paththara jevuM kaThera nathI banAvavuM paNa pANI jevuM

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zAradA ziremaNi ] kamaLa banAvavuM che. kemaLa jIvana karma sAme kezarIyA karI zake che. kemaLa banIzuM to jIvananA karma jaMgamAM jIta meLavI zakIzuM. jemanuM jIvana paththara jevuM kaThera nathI paNa pANI jevuM kamaLa che evA AnaMda gAthApatinI vAta cAle che. jene dravyathI AnaMda che ane bhAvathI AtmAne AnaMda meLavavAne che. evA AnaMda gAthA pati mahAvaibhavazALI ane khUba samRddha hatA. vANijya nagaramAM eka sukhI vyakti tarIke temanI gaNanA thatI hatI. AnaMda gAthApatine tyAM saMpatti keTalI hatI te batAvatA zAstrakAra kahe che. "taHoi NiAvarU cattAra hiraNNakoDIo nihANa pauttAo, cattAri hiraNa koDIo buTTi pauttAo, cattAri hiraNNakoDIo pavitthara puttaao"| A AnaMda gAthApatine tyAM cArakoDa soniyA khajAnAmAM hatAM eTale jamInamAM dATelA hatA. te samaye atyAranI jema beMke nahatI ke beMkanA khAnAmAM mUkI Ave. eTale gharamAM rAkhatA. te AtmAo puNyavAna hatA. temane DAkuno, cerano ke lUMTArAne bhaya na hato. keInI paNa levAnI ke lUMTavAnI vRtti na hatI. be naMbara ane kALAbajAra te samajatA ja nahotA. AnaMda zrAvakane tyAM cAra kroDa sonaiyA jamInamAM dATelA hatA. cAra koDa sonaiyA temaNe vepAramAM rokAyA hatA ane cAra koDa sonIyA ghara sAmagrImAM rokyA hatA. AnaMda gAthA patinI saMpatti AjanA jevI na hatI. Aje to 25 lAkha ke 50 lAkhane vahepAra karatA hoya paNa mUDImAM to trIjA bhAganI paNa na hoya. pArake nANe pataMgo UDe che. be naMbara ane kALA bajAranA dhaMdhA cAlI rahyA che. rUpaka : eka vAra sAbaramatI nadI raDatI hatI. lekhake pUchayuM tuM zA mATe raDe che? tyAre sAbaramatIe kahyuM kALA bajArIyA badhA mArA pANImAM hAtha dhaI gayA tethI mAruM pANI kALuM thaI gayuM che. mAruM pANI te nirmaLa ane pavitra che paNa kALuM thaI gayuM tethI huM rahuM chuM. Aje jyAM juo tyAM badhe bleka-bleka ne bleka. A bleka karIne AtmA paNa leka banI gayA che. AnaMda gAthA patinI saMpatti bleka na hatI, paNa nyAya nItivALI hatI. pramANikatA vALI hatI. nItivALA eka rUpiyAnuM dAna anItinA hajAra rUpiyA karatAM caDhI jAya che. anyAyanA hajAra rUpiyA nyAyanA eka rUpiyAnI tole na Ave. Anada gAthApati 12 kroDa seniyAnA svAmI hovA chatAM pitAnA jIvanamAM jarA paNa abhimAna na hatuM, paNa namratA hatI. AMbe mora Ave tyAre nIce name tema AnaMda gAthApati namratAvALA hatA. te khUba saraLa ane bhadrika hatA. je AtmAo jIvanamAM kaMIka pAmIne javAnA che. temanA lakSaNe pahelethI dekhAya che. A haLukamI jIva hatA. tame kahe che ne ke "putranA lakSaNa pAraNumAM" tema je AtmA bhAvimAM AtmAnI ujajavaLatA

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94 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi prApta karavAnA che temanA lakSaNe pahelethI jaNAI Ave che Anada gAthApati 12 koDa sayAnI milkatanA dhaNuM hovA chatAM guNavAna che, eTale tyAM jAya tyAM temanA satkArasanmAna thAya che. te khUba pramANika hatA. guNanA rAgI ane avaguNanA zreSI hatA. guNIjanene joIne temanA aMtaramAM AnaMdanI umio uchaLatI hatI. | gaI kAle kahyuM hatuM ke caramAvatamAM Avele jIva guNane rAgI bane. tenAmAM dukhI jIva pratye atyaMta karUNA hoya. caramAvartamAM AvelA jIvanI traNa nizAnI batAvI. temAM pahelA bela duHkhI che pratye karUNA. te jInI karUNA bahAranA dekhAvanI na hoya. jagatane batAvavA mATe na hoya, paNa aMtarathI hoya. potAnI pAse jyAM sudhI hoya tyAM sudhI ApatA acakAya nahi. mahAbhAratamAM vAta Ave che. eka vAra kRSNae karNanA dAnanI khUba prazaMsA karI. duniyAmAM sAro dAnezvarI te karyuM che. A sAMbhaLI arjunajI kahe--kRSNajI! dAna te moTAbhAI kare che. chatAM tame dAnezvarI tarIke karNanI prazaMsA kare che ! A duniyAmAM zuM karyuM je bIje dAnezvarI nathI! kRNajI khUba dhIra gaMbhIra hatA. te eka zabda paNa belyA nahi. gaMbhIra mANaso keI paNa vAtane vicAra karyA vagara tarata na bole. samaya Ave segakI mAre. eka vAra samaya joIne kRSNajI arjunane laIne vezapalTo karIne karNanA mahele jAya che. A samaye karNa sUto hato. baMne brAhmaNanA vezamAM karNa pAse gayA. teo pahoMcyAM tyAre sonAmahorono bhaMDAra khAlI thaI gaye hatA. brAhmaNanA vezamAM gayelA kRSNajIe kahyuM-mArA bApujI maraNa pAmyA che. temaNe mane aMtima samaye kahyuM che ke ApaNe kuLanA rivAja pramANe mAre agnisaMskAra sukhaDanA lAkaDAthI karajo. amArI sthiti sArI nathI, sukhaDanA lAkaDA lAvavA amArI pAse pisA nathI. chatAM mANasone tapAsa karavA mUkayA ke kyAMya DuM lAkaDuM maLe che ! paNa kyAMya maLyuM nahi. meM pitAne vacana ApyuM che. Apane agnisaMskAra sukhaDanA lAkaDAthI karIza. have mAre zuM karavuM? meM ApanA dAnanI khyAti khUba sAMbhaLI che. jayAM juo tyAM ApanA dAnanI yazogAna gavAya che mATe huM ApanI pAse Avyo chuM, mane kaMIka Ape. have zI rIte ApavuM ? chevaTe mahelanA thAMbhalAo sukhaDanA lAkaDAnA banAvelA hatA. te tarapha daSTi gaI kaNe mANasane lAvyA ane orDara Ape ke Apa kuhADI hAthamAM pakaDe. ane sukhaDane mahela toDI nAkhe, ane A yAcakane joIe eTalA sukhaDanA lAkaDA ApI do. karNanI A vAta sAMbhaLI kRSNae arjunane kahyuM -sAMbhaLo arjuna! eka mANasanI IcchA pUrI karavA tene pAcho nahi kADhavA sukhaDane mahela teDAve che. arjuna te A sAMbhaLI zaramiMdo banI gayo. tenuM mastaka karNanA caraNamAM mUkI paDayuM. A bAju karNanA mANasee hAthamAM kuhADI lIdhI, ane bIjI bAju sukhaDanA lAkaDAne Dhagale thaI gaye. arjunanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDyA. kharekhara tuM sAce kehInUra samAna dAnavIra che. dAnezvarI tarIke

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 5 ApanA je guNa gavAya che te yathAtathya che. caramAvartAmAM AvelA chavanI pahelI nizAnI che A che duHkhI che pratye atyaMta dayA-karUNA. have bIje bola che. guNavAna pratye adveSa : guNavAna AtmAo pratye dveSa na kare. matsara bhAva na rAkhe, paNa tenA vAraMvAra guNa gAya. guNAnurAgI AbhA guNavAna pratye dveSabhAva kadI na rAkhe. guNavAna pratye dveSa eTale guNano Sa. ane guNane TheSa eTale pitAnA AmAno ane mokSano zreSa. je jIne guNIjanene joIne AnaMda na thAya ane temanA upara dveSa thAya tevA AtmAo guNIjanomAM chidra-deSa na hoya to paNa zodhI lAve, ane uparathI kahe, tame vAraMvAra zuM emanA guNa gAyA karo cho. te kevA che e badhI amane khabara paDe che. ame jANIe chIe. AnuM nAma guNI pratye dveSa. jJAnI kahe che kadAca koI bhUla kare te te chatmastha che. tame tenI bhUla sAmuM na joze, kAraNa ke tenAmAM paNa kaMIka kaMIka guNe paDelA che. are, chANanI rAkha che temAM paNa guNa che pahelAnA jamAnAmAM anAja saDI jAya nahi te mATe temAM rAkha bheLavatA hatA. jethI anAja bagaDI na jAya ke saDI na jAya. pahelA tApaso, saMnyAsIeunALAmAM taDakAmAM AtApanA le. tApamAM rahe eTale paraseve khUba thAya. mAthAmAM parasevo thAya te emAM ja paDI jAya. eTale mAthAmAM ne zarIre badhe rAkha lagADatA jethI ju na thAya. ghI telavALA cIkaNuM vAsaNa hoya tene rAkhathI sApha kare te cakakhA thaI jAya, eka rAkhamAM paNa guNa che. te durguNI kahevAtA AtmAmAM paNa kaIne kaI guNa to hoya ja. guNavAna AtmAo te kahevAya ke te sAmAnA doSa ke avaguNa na dekhe paNa guNane dekhe. - zreNika rAjA pitAnA rInya, lazkara sahita bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA darzana karavA jatA hatA. teo adhavaca pahoMcyA tyAM keTale dUrathI khUba durgadha AvavA lAgI. rasainike kahe mahArAjA ! ahIM te mAthuM phATI jAya tevI asahya durgadha Ave che, mATe Apa pAchA vaLo. rAjA kahe che ke mAruM kartavya che ke vAsa kyAMthI Ave che ane zA kAraNe Ave che e mAre tapAsa karavI joIe. temaNe raunikene kahyuM ke Apa tapAsa kare ke ATalI badhI durgadha kayAMthI Ave che? zreNika rAjAe be traNa rasainikane tapAsa karavA mokalyA. saunike cAre bAju tapAsa karIne pAchA AvyA. zreNika rAjAne kahe-mahArAjA ! ApaNI kalpanAmAM na Ave evI cIja che. eka nAnI bALakI AjanI ke kAlanI janmelI tyAM paDelI che. dekhAvamAM rUparUpano aMbAra che. tenuM rUpa alaukika che. tene jotAM chaThuM thaI javAya evI rUpavAna chokarI che, paNa enI pAse eka miniTa paNa UbhA na rahI zakIe evI asahya durgadha Ave che. zreNika rAjA kahe tyAM kaI che ? nA, mahArAjA. tyAM te UbhuM rahevAtuM nathI. Apa tyAM jAva. e nAnI mAsuma bALakInuM dhyAna rAkhaje. tene koI kUtarA, kAgaDA kocI na khAya te

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96 ] [ zArada ziromaNi rIte tenuM rakSagu karaje. huM bhagavAnanA darzana karIne AvuM chuM. rAjAnI AjJA thAya eTale icchAe ke anicchAe paNa mAnavI to paDe ja. A to nokarI kahevAya. rAjAnI AjJAthI nokaro te bALakInuM dhyAna rahe te rIte UbhA rahyA. rAjAnI AjJA pALyA vagara chUTake nathI A rIte je bhagavAnanI AjJA pALIe te ApaNe beDa pAra thaI jAya. parAdhIna paNe jIva keTalI vAra dabAyA, kacaro, kapAyo. tyAM badhuM sahana karyuM duHkho veThayA. have java vAdhIna paNe svalakSe je sahana kare to anaMtA karmonI nirjarA thAya. prazna pUchatA zreNika rAjA : zreNika rAjA to pitAnA rInya parivAra sahita bhagavAnanA darzana karavA mATe gayA. bhagavAne badhA zrotAjanone upadeza Apyo. dezanA pUrI thayA bAda zreNika rAjA kahe bhagavAna ! Apane zAtA che? mAre kAMIka pUchavuM che. devAnupriya ! pUcho. bhagavAna to jANatA hatA ke zreNika rAjA mane zuM pUchavAnA che? zreNika rAjA kahe, aho ! mArA gurU bhagavaMta ! huM Aje ApanA darzana karavA mATe AvatA hatA. tyAre rastAmAM eka sthAne asahya durgadha AvavA lAgI. kaunike dvArA tapAsa karAvI ke ATalI badhI durgadha kayAMthI AvI rahI che? te khabara paDI ke eka be divasanI janmelI bALA ke jenuM rUpa to athAga che evI rUparUpanA avatAra samI eka bALA tyAM paDelI hatI. tenA zarIramAMthI asahya durgadha AvatI hatI. koI eka miniTa paNa tyAM UbhA rahI zake nahi. to A chokarIe evuM kahyuM karma bAMdhyuM haze ke janma thatAMnI sAthe ja mAtApitA tene A rIte choDI de che temaja tenA zarIramAMthI ATalI badhI durgadha kema Ave che ? vicAradhArAmAM vaLe vaLAMka : bhagavAna kahe che zreNika ! tuM sAMbhaLa. karma zubha hoya ke azubha hoya paNa jIvane avazya bhogavavA paDe che. A chokarI pUrvajanmamAM eka dhanADhaya zeThanI karI hatI. tenuM rUpa khUba hatuM. divase divase samaya jatAM te moTI thaI. mAtApitAe tene bhaNAvI gaNAvIne taiyAra karI. tenuM rUpa te khUba khIlyuM hatuM. chokarI moTI thaI eTale mAtApitAe sArA sukhI dharmiSTha gharanA chokarA sAthe sagapaNa karyuM ane lagnano divasa nakakI thayo. je divase te chokarInA lagna che te divase sArA vastrAlaMkArathI vibhUSita thaI ne te gharanI bahAra javAnI taiyArI karatI hatI. paraNavAnI theDI vAra hatI. tyAM tenA bhAgyodaye mAsakhamaNanA abhigrahadhArI tapasvI saMta gaucarI karatAM karatAM tenA AMgaNe jaI caDhayA. saMtane jotAM te chokarI gAMDIghelI thaI gaI. manamAM atyaMta AnaMda thayo. ahe huM keTalI bhAgyazALI ! mArA lagnanA divase Aje A mahAna tapasvI saMtanA darzana thayA. Aje mane supAtra dAna devAno ke moTo anupama lAbha maLyo ! supAtra dAna e zreSTha dAna che. dAna detA khUba harSa che. romeromamAM AnaMda che. utkRSTa bhAve gaucarI vaharAvI. saMta te gaucarI laIne cAlyA gayA. supAtra dAna ApIne teNe puNya bAMdhyuM.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [7 saMtane gayA thoDI vAra thaI pachI chokarInA vicAro paTAyA. je saMta gaucarI AvyA hatA temanA kapaDAM khUba melA hatA. temanA zarIra para paNa mela jAmela hatA. te melane parisaha jItatA hatA. A chokarInI vicAradhArA badalAI. are! Aje mArA lagnane divasa ha. AjanA zubha divase AvA melAghelA gaMdhAtA gebarA saMta kayAM AvyA ? teo keTalA melA hatA? temanA zarIramAMthI te vAsa AvatI hatI. zarIra para melanA thara jAmyA hatA. Aje mane AvA saMtanA kayAM darzana thayA ! pahelAM khUba utkRSTa bhAve dAna vahorAvyuM, paNa pAchaLathI khUba niMdA-helaNa karI, ane te pApanI AcanA karI nahi. A karma tene Aje udayamAM AvyuM che. dAna dIdhuM tenA puNyabaLe sArA sukhI gharamAM janma thayo paNa saMtanI niMdA khUba karI tenA kAraNe janma thatAMnI sAthe tenA zarIramAMthI eTalI durgadha AvavA lAgI ke tenI mAtA to bebhAna thaI gaI. keI tenI vAsane sahana karI zakyuM nahi. chevaTe te karIne A nALA pAse mUkI gayA. bhagavAna kahe che zreNika! have tenuM A karma pUruM thavA AvyuM che. he bhagavAna! huM ahIMthI pAchA jaIza tyAre te karI haze ke tene koI laI gayuM haze? tuM jaIza tyAre te chokarIne keI laI gayuM haze. tenuM karma pUruM thayuM che, eTale tenI durgadha baMdha thaI gaI che. teNe je bhAvapUrvaka supAtradAna dIdhuM che tenA prabhAve have saubhAgI thaze. ane moTI thaze tyAre tamArI rANI banaze. he ! tenI khAtrI A ke tame eka vAra, sogaThAbAjI ramatA haze tyAre zarata karaze ke je hAre tenA khabhA para besI javuM. temAM tame hAraze ne rANI jItaze, ane te tamArA khabhA upara besI jaze. A chokarIne eka govAlaNa laI gaI che. tene saMtAna nathI, tethI khUba lADakoDathI ucherIne moTI thaze. samaya jatAM eka vakhata kaumudI utsavamAM rAjAe A kanyA joI jotAnI sAthe rAjA enA para mugdha thayA. have tenuM rUpa ane sauMdarya khUba khIlyuM che. zreNika rAjAe caturAIthI e kanyAnI sADInA cheDe pitAnA nAmathI aMkita vIMTI bAMdhI dIdhI, pachI rAjA kahemArI viTI kayAM gaI? ATalAmAM paDI gaI lAge che. temaNe abhayakumArane kahyuM- tame badhA mArI vIMTInI zodha karo. zedha karatAM te durgadhAnI sADInA cheDe bAMdhelI vIMTI pakaDI. abhayakumAre tene pUchayuM-A vIMTI tuM kyAMthI lAvI? mane khabara nathI. tenI nikhAlasatA uparathI lAgyuM ke A nirdoSa che. abhayakumAranA manamAM thayuM ke nakkI pitAjIe A kapaTa karyuM lAge che. abhayakumAre rAjAne kahyuM ke A vIMTIne cora pakaDAyela che. mane te lAge che ke A dugarbhadhAe te vIMTI cerI nathI paNa tame kaMIka ceryuM lAge che. rAjA kahe che sAcI vAta che, pachI tenA mAtApitAnI rajA laIne zreNika rAjAe tenI sAthe lagna karyA. chevaTe te durgadhA paNa bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne dIkSA le che. ane pUrvakRta karmanI AlocanA kare che. teNe pUrvajanmamAM guNavAna sAdhu pratye dveSa karyo te tene te karmo bhogavavA paDayA.

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8] [ zAradA ziremaNi ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke caramAvartamAM AvelA che kevA heya? tenI bIjI nizAnI e ke guNavAna pratye adveSa eTale ke dveSa na hoya paNa tene rAgI hoya. guNanA rAgathI guNarUpI lahamInuM AkarSaNa thAya che, mATe guNa ane guNInA rAgI banavuM. Aje amArA parama upakArI DUbatI naiyAnA sukAnI sva. AcArya gacchAdhipati pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatIthine pavitra divasa che. chaganabhAI jJAtie kSatriya hatA. temanA pitA avalasaMga ane mAtA revAbAI hatA. chaganabhAI nAnapaNathI khUba tejasvI ane prabhAvazALI hatA. chaganabhAIne lAgela raMga : eka jaina vaNika mitranI dostI thatAM upAzraya AvavA lAgyA. jaina sAdhunA samAgamathI temano AtmA vairAgyathI jhaLakI uThayo. temane jJAnamAM khUba rasa hato, tethI temaNe jainazALAo, zrAvikAzALAo zarU karI. aneka jIvone jJAna ApyuM. jJAna ApatAM temane vairAgya daDha thaye, ne dIkSA levAno nirNaya karyo. pitAnA manamAM lAgyuM ke kAkA kAkI mane dIkSA Apaze nahi. eTale tyAMthI te ane temanA mitra nAsI gayA. gharanA badhAe khUba zodha karI. chevaTe amadAvAdamAM temano patto maLatAM temane ghera laI gayA. ghaNuM samajAvyA. chaganabhAIno mitra DhIlo paDI gayo, paNa A to kSatriyanuM teja hatuM. te jhAMkhu na thayuM. temaNe to kAkAne kahI dIdhuM ke have huM ghaDIvAra paNa rokAvAno nathI. mane jaldI dIkSAnI AjJA Apo. chevaTe temanA daDha vairAgyanI jIta thaI ne dIkSAnI AjJA maLI gaI. saMyamanA sAja tathA jJAnanA dAna : saMvata 1944nA pioSa suda dazamanA divase khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA AcArya pU. harSacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba pAse surata zaheramAM khUba dhAmadhUmathI temanI dIkSA thaI. dIkSA laIne gurUAjJAmAM masta rahIne zAstranuM khUba jJAna meLavyuM, ane sArA vikhyAta vakatA banyA. te jyAre vyAkhyA Ape tyAre jANe siMhanI garjanA na thatI hoya tevI joradAra vyAkhyAna zailI hatI. temanuM kSatriya baLa zUrAtana ajoDa hatuM. teo jyAM jyAM vicaryA tyAM hajAro leka temanI hRdayasparzI vANI sAMbhaLavA AvatA. pAMca varSe gurUdeva kALadharma pAmatA temane AcArya padavI ApI. temaNe zAsanane khUba rozana karyuM che aneka jIvane vairAgya pamADe che. temane zAstrono khUba zekha hovAthI kaMIka sUtronA artha vivaraNa sahita bahAra paDAvyA. AvA zAsananA vIralA ane hIralA jevA gurUdeve jaina zAsana upara ghaNA upakAra karyA che. teo saMvata 175mAM muMbaI padhAryA. te samaye A kAMdAvADI dharma sthAnaka na hatuM. eTale kacchInI vADImAM cAturmAsa karyuM. te samaye pU. mahArAja sAhebe Takera karI ke tamArA mojazokha pAchaLa seMkaDo rUpiyA kharce che. te pachI dharma ArAdhanA mATe sthAnaka na hoya e keTaluM khedajanaka kahevAya! pakSIone caNa caNavA parabaDIo hoya che. jayAre tamAre dharma karavA mATe zuM ? sAdhu-sAdhvIne sthAna bhADe rAkhI comAsA na karAvAya. A Takore dAnavIra zeTha zrI meghajIbhAI bhagubhAI Adi cakara banI gayA. upAzraya

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zAradA ziramaNi] mATe phALo karyo, ane A kAMdAvADI dharmasthAnaka ubhuM thayuM. e pratApa pU. gurUdevane che. 1989 mAM ajameramAM sAdhusaMmelanamAM jaIne temaNe nAma dIpAvyuM hatuM. sAdhu samAjamAM temanuM nAma mokhare hatuM. pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI, ma. pU. choTAlAlajI ma. pU. kulacaMdajI, ma. Adi zive tathA pU. jaDAvabAI mahA. pU. pArvatIbAI, mahA. pU. parasanabAI mahA. Adi zikhyA varga hato. temanuM jIvana khUba prabhAvazALI hatuM. temanuM varNana huM zabdothI karI zakuM tema nathI. hAla AcArya gacchAdhipati pU. mahAna vairAgI kAntiRSijI ma. Adi ThANAo pU. chaganalAlajI ma. nA ziSya parivAra che. AvA pratibhAzALI gurUdevane potAnI aMtima ghaDI sUjhI AvI. saM 19panA vaizAkha vada dazamanA divase savArathI kahI dIdhuM ke huM upara jAuM chuM. vyAkhyAna 10 vAge pUruM karI deze. gaucarI pANI rAkhaze nahi. ghaNA saMketa karyA. chelle AtmasAdhanAmAM joDAI saMthAro karI dasa vAge jainazAsanane jhaLahaLato dIvaDo bUjhAI gaye. temane mATe kahuM teTaluM ochuM che. chaganalAlajI ma. ane ratnacaMdrajI ma. jANe mahAvIra gautamanI joDalI. evA gurU ziSyanA prema hatA. Aje temanI puNyatIthie aDDama karAvyA che. Aje temanI puNyatIthinA divase temane yAda karI temanA guNonuM smaraNa karI sArA vrata paccakhANa karIe te ja sAcI zraddhAMjali ApI kahevAya. Aje pU. kAtiRSijI ma. sA. temanA nAmane rozana karI rahyA che. vadhu bhAva avasare. aSADa vada 11 zanivAra : vyAkhyAna na. 12 : tA. 13-7-85 karUNAnA kimiyAgara, AgamanA ratnAkara, darzananA divAkara evA vItarAga bhagavaMtoe dvAdazAMga rUpa vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. Agama e mahAna ratnone khajAno che. mithyAtva, ajJAnanA aMdhakArane dUra karato tejasvI sUrya che. jemAMthI samyaga jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapanA sonerI kiraNo maLyA kare che ane e kiraNo dvArA Atma pitAne prakAzita karI zake che, ane saMsAra sAgarathI tarI zake che. saMsAra rUpI sAgarane pAra thavuM khUba muzkela che. Aje jagatamAM je moTAmAM moTA sAgara kahevAya chatAM vaijJAnikoe tenuM mApa kADhayuM che. sAgaranI laMbAI keTalI, pahoLAI keTalI, UMDAI keTalI ? paNa bhavasAgaranuM mApa nIkaLI zake tema nathI. tenuM mApa kADhavuM khUba muzkela che. sAgara sAre paNa bhavasAgara nahi sAre. bhavasAgarane taravA mATe AtmA saMsAra sukha mATe je doTa mUkI rahyo che tyAMthI pAchuM vaLavuM paDaze. saMsAra sukhanA rasIka AtmAne rAtadivasa eka ja raTaNA che, eka ja baLatarA che ne e ja ajaMpo che ke kayAre ne kayAMthI huM maLavuM ? jeNe e sukha meLavyuM che tene pUchI joje to kharA ke meLavyA pachI tamane sukha maLyuM ? zAMti maLI? te te kaheze ke nA. kema ke jema lAbha vadhatA gayo tema tebha vadhato gaye. tRSNanI Aga vadhatI gaI. ThANAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne cAra khADA batAvyA che. samudrano, mazAnane, peTane ane tRSNAne. cAra khADAmAMthI be khADA te tamArI pAse che. tame laIne besI gayA che te be khADA jIvane zuM

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100 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi Adha Ape che? huM AtmA ! tu game teTalI mahenata kara, purUSArtha kara, paNa tArA e khADA pUrAvAnA nathI. jyAre nadImAM bhayaMkara gheADApura Ave che tyAre bhayakara heAnArata sarje che. e pUra teA traNa divasa rahe che, paNa e traNa divasamAM sajelI heAnArata varSoM sudhI bhUlAtI nathI. mAnavI gharabAra vinAnA thaI jAya che, ane du:khI du:khI thaI jAya che. nadInI A bhUla mAnavI varSAM sudhI bhUlI zakatA nathI. A nyAyathI ApaNe e samajavuM che ke AtmAmAM tRSNAnI, AsaktinI heAnArata Ave che. nadImAM jyAre pUra Ave tyAre pANI nadInI sapATI cheADIne AgaLa vadhe teA henArata thAya che. tenI e bhUla itihAsamAM kALA akSare lakhAI jAya che. A ja rIte jyAre AtmAmAM kaSAyAnI henArata Ave che, kaSAyeAmAM paNa ana'tAnubaMdhI kaSAyanI heAnArata thAya che tyAre jIvAtmAnI varSAnI sAdhanA sApha thaI jAya che. anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha hoya tyAM sudhI jIva samakti pAmI zakatA nathI. haju` Apazu. te kayAMya sthAna ke ThekANuM dekhAtuM nathI. koI mAnavI eka gAmathI bIje gAma dhadhA ke nokarI mATe jAya teA tene rahevA kAI sthAna tA joIe ne ? bhADAnu dhara levAnI tenAmAM zakti nathI ane ghara vagara chUTako nathI teA teve mAnavI zuM kare ? seneTarIomAM pharyAM kare. seneTarIAmAM be traNa mahinAnA jeTalA kAyadA heAya eTale samaya rahe pachI tene badalavI paDe; pachI bIjI seneTarImAM jAya. koI e ene pUchayu'-bhAI ! tAruM ThekANu paDayu ? teA kaheze nA. seneTarInA kAyadA pramANe rahu. chuM, pachI khAlI karavI paDe. have hu' tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArI seneTarI keTalA samayanI ? pelI seneTarI teA be traNa mahinA sudhI cheDavI nahi paDe evuM nakkI che paNa A kAyArUpI seneTarI traNa mahinA sudhI te nahi cheDavI paDe evu nakkI che kharuM? evI pUrI khAtrI che? are, eka ghaDInI paNa khAtrI nathI. chatAM A seneTarI mATe, ene sArI bhabhakAdAra banAvavA jIva 18 pApanu' sevana kare che. adhama kare che ne navA karmAnu adhana kare che, mATe satA kahe che ke A taka maLI che. teA ALakhI le, tyAre ajJAnI, sa`sAra sukha pipAsu jIvaDA khAle che haju vAra che ghaDapaNamAM karazuM, paNa jJAnI kahe che ke dhaDapaNa Avaze ke nahi tenI kALa rAha nahi jue, mATe samayane oLakhIne sAdhanA karI le. jJAnI gurU bhagavaMtA paDakAra karIne jIvAne jagADe che chatAM haju jAgRta banatA nathI kAraNa ke AtmAne haju rasa jAgyA nathI. koI paNa kArya kaThIna hAya ke saraLa hAya paNa kArya karavAmAM rasa hAvA joI e. jo kAyamAM rasa hoya teA kaThIna kA pazu saMDeluM banI jAya che. divALI Ave tyAre enA ghara svaccha karavA mATe keTale purUSArtha zrama kare che chatAM tene thAka lAgatA nathI, kAraNa ke temAM temane rasa che. tamAre kamAvAnI sijhana teA dhaMdhA karatAM keTalI vAra uDa-presa karo che chatAM thAka lAge

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zAradA ziramaNi 1 [ 101 che? nA. kema ke rasa che paNa upAzraye AvyA. sAdhu-sAdhvIone vaMdaNa karavI hoya te thAka lAge kema kharuM ne! kaMIka AtmAo kahe che ke mALA gaNatAM amAruM mana sthira rahetuM nathI. je mana sthira rahI zakatuM na hoya te rUpiyA gaNavA beso te mana AduMpAchuM thAya kharUM? nA tyAM rasa che. rUpiyAnI noTo gaNatAM jhokuM na Ave te mALA gaNatAM jhokuM Ave kAraNa ke anAdikALathI jIvane dhanane, paisAne rasa che teTale navakAra maMtra gaNatAM rasa nathI jAgyo, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke dhanathI badhuM kharIdI zakaze paNa dhanamAM e tAkAta nathI ke narakanA baMdha paDayA hoya te toDI zake. abajonI milakata hoya paNa roga maTADavAnI paNa tenAmAM tAkAta nathI. kensaranI bhayaMkara vyAdhi heya tevA mAnavIne ratnanI pathArI para sUvADavAmAM Ave te e ratna zuM ene zAMti ApI zakaze kharA? nA namo arihaMtANuM belatA to jIvane tIrthakara bhagavaMto ane kevaLI bhagavaMtanuM svarUpa AMkha sAme dekhAya. namo sidadhANuM kahetA anaMtA siddha bhagavaMtenA guNo dekhAya. manamAM e bhAvanA thAya ke aho prabhu ! huM tArA padane kayAre pAmIza? navakAramaMtranI mALA gaNatAM je temAM rasa haze to AvA bhAva jAgaze. AtmA svabhAvane bhUlI vibhAvamAM gayo che eTale dhana evA jaDa pudgamAM rasa che ne mALA gaNatAM rasa nathI Avato. jyAre bhagavAnanA vacanAmRtamAM rasa jAgaze tyAre dhanamAM dhULanA darzana thaze. saMyama kayAre laI zakAya ? dhana dhULa samAna lAge tyAre. jyAre dhanamAM dhULa jevA bhAva Avaze tyAre mokSanA daravAjA khullA thaI jaze, pachI tamArI pAse cAMdInI mALA hoya, sonAnI hoya ke lAkaDAnI hoya paNa te mALA gaNatAM arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu-sAdhavI badhA sAmA dekhAze. namAjano avAja ? bhUlezvara jevA bharacaka eriyAmAM be phakIre jatAM hatAM. eka phakIra bIjA phakIrane kahe jahadI paga upADa. namAjane TAIma thaI gayela che. pele phakIra pUche che bhAI! tArI pAse ghaDiyALa to che nahi, to tane kevI rIte khabara paDI? bhAI! hamaNAM phakIrane namAjane bUmarATa saMbhaLAya. phakIra kahe ahIM ATalA badhA avAjamAM te namAjano avAja kevI rIte sAMbhaLe ? kema na saMbhaLAya. ema kahIne teNe potAnA khissAmAM 15-20 rUpiyA rokaDA hatA te teNe jethI jamIna para nAMkhyA. paisAne khanana.na. avAja thatAM AjubAjumAMthI loko doDI AvyA. badhA bhegA thaI gayA. A samaye A phakIre pelA phakIrane kahyuM-dekha, ahIM to zAkabhAjInA, reDIyAnA, vepArInA, pherIyAonA keTalA avAja che ! ATalA badhA avAjamAM paNa A badhAnA kAne rUpiyAne khananana avAja Avyo ne badhA bhegA thaI gayA. ATalA moTA bharacaka eriyAmAM ne ATalA avAjamAM paNa badhAne rUpiyAne avAja saMbhaLAya kAraNa ke emane emAM rasa che te pachI mane namAjane avAja kema na saMbhaLAya ? tamane badhAne zemAM rasa che? tamAre kAmakAja hoya, sagAvahAlA, bALake vIMTaLAIne beThA hoya chatAM nava vAge eTale jinavANIne avAja tamane pahoMcI ja joIe, tame gharamAM che ke

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102 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa dukAnamAM hai| paNa jinavANInuM raTaNa AtmAmAM satata cAlu raheze teA AtmA janamAMthI jina banI zakaze. janamAMthI jina banavAnA jijJAsu che evA AnaMda gAthApatinI vAta cAle che. temane tyAM 12 kroDa seAnaiyAnI sa patti hatI. temanI riddhinu varNana zAstramAM eTalA mATe cAle che ke te koI sAmAnya na hatA. ATalI sa'pattinA svAmI hovA chatAM kulAkulA rahetA na hatA. Aje teA mAnavInI pAse thADA paisA vadhe eTale dharatIthI addhara cAle, dhane bhUlI jAya, paNa AnaMda gAthApati te nirAbhimAnI, saraLa ane namra hatA. bhale samakti pAmyA nahAtA haju mithyAtvI che paNa sAva maMda paDI gayu che. samakti pAmavAnI aNIe paheAMcI gayA che. acaramAvata mAMthI caramAva kALamAM AvI gayA che. kRSNapakSI maTIne zukalapakSI banyA che. jene ATalI taiyArI che tene AgaLa vadhatA vAra na lAge. jema be bhAI eka sAthe makAna bAMdhe che. traNa mALanuM makAna khAMdhavuM che. eka bhAIe makAna bAMdhavAmAM simenTa, retI, IMTA, cunA Adi je joIe te badhA sAmAna lAvIne hAjara karyAM che, ane bIjo bhAI makAna caNAtuM jAya ne lAvatA jAya. teA have tame kahe ke konuM makAna jaldI taiyAra thaze ? jeNe badhI sAmagrIe bhegI karIne rAkhI che tenu makAna jaldI baMdhAvAnuM ane je ekeka vastu lAvatA jAya tenu makAna jaldI taiyAra nahi thAya, tema AnaMda gAthApatine samakti pAmavA mATe agAuthI badhI taiyArIo thaI rahI che. te AnaMda gAthApatinuM varNana karatAM AgaLa kahe che. cattAri vayA dasagosA hassieNaM varaNaM hotthA | te AnaMda gAthApatine tyAM dazardeza hajAra gAyAnA cAra gokuLA hatA. daza hajAra gAyAnuM eka gAkuLa, evA cAra gAkuLa eTale 40 hajAra gAvanA pazuonI sakhyA hatI. tamane zu khAvuM game ? dUdha, dahIM, chAsa, cAkakhu' ghI khAvuM game paNa chANavAsIdA paDe te na game. Aje gAyA pALavI nathI gamatI. eTale gAyA katalakhAnAmAM kapAI rahI che. pahelAMnA zrAvakA geAkuLa rAkhatA. AnaMda gAthApatine tyAM 40 hajAra gAyA hatI. te badhI gAyAnu dUdha, ghI temane khAvA hatA ? nA. nA. teA zA mATe rAkhatA hatA ? gAyAnu` rakSaNa thAya. gAyAnA dUdhamAMthI dahIM, chAsa thAya te te garIbane ApI zakAya. tyAre vecavAnI vAta na hatI. Aje teA badhA vahepAra, vahepAra ne vahepAra. dUdhanA, ghInA vepAra thAya te teA ThIka paNa chAzanAya vahepAra thaI gayeA, pahelAM te vihAra karIne gAmaDAmAM jaI e te nirdoSa chAza maLI jAya. Aje jyAM jue tyAM dhananI leAbhavRtti vadhI gaI. AnaMda gAthApatine tyAM 40 hajAra gAyAnuM rakSaNa karanArA rakhevALA, gAvALA keTalAM haze ? gAyAnA rakSaNamAM keTalA mANasA haze. A badhAnI AjIvikA cAle, garIbonuM pASaNa thAya. A hetuthI ATalI geAsaMpatti rAkhatA hatA, gAmamAM koI ne bhIkha mAMgavAnA vakhata na Ave. cAlIsa hajAra gAyAnI saMbhALa rAkhavAmAM kAma karanArA mANasA tA joI e. eTalA mANasA kAmamAM joDAya teA temanA AjIvikAnA

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zAradA zizamaNuM ] [ 103 sAdhanamAM vAMdhe na Ave. ATalI sthAvara ane jaMgama milkata AnaMda pAse hatI. te khUba pratibhAzALI ane buddhizALI hatA. pAte guNavAna hatA ane khIjAnA guNanA paNa rAgI hatA. caramAva mAM AvelA jIvamAM traNa guNA hAya che. (1) du:khI pratye anukaMpA. (2) guNIjanA pratye adveSa, eTale pAte guNI heAya ane bIjA guNIjanA pratye dveSa na hAya, paNa tenA viSe kaI sAMbhaLe te tenI vadhune vadhu prazasA kare, mATe guNu ane guNanA rAgI banavuM. A jagatamAM traNa prakAranA manuSyeA heAya che. temAM (1) svayaM guNI ane guNarAgI. peAte guNunA puMja che eTale jenAmAM vinayaviveka-saraLatA kSamA-saumyatA-sahiSNutA, pApa bhIrUtA Adi guNeAnA khajAnA bharyAM che. avaguNa te dekhAtA nathI. evA guNI AtmA pote zuSuvAna hovA chatAM bIjAnA guNu dekhe. guNIne joI ne gAMDAdhelA anI jAya. evA guNAnurAgI AtmA bIjAnA rAI jeTalA guNane merU jeTalA banAve ane peAtAnA rAI jeTalA doSane merU jeTalA kahe. guNI AtmA svadeSa darzona kare ane parazuNu prakAzanamAM AnaMda mAne. khIjA prakAranA manuSyA svayaM guNI ane guNunA dveSI. peAte guNavAna che paNa bIjAnA koI guNa gAya ke prazaMsA kare te te tenA para dveSa kare. tenA vakhANu kema karyA ? mArA kema na karyAM ? khIjAnI prazaMsA te sAMbhaLI zakatA nathI. khIjAnA guNa joI zakatA nathI, kAraNa ke tenAmAM aha'kAranA doSa che eTale tene ema thAya ke mArA jevuM koI nathI. doSa dekhuM sadA huM avaramAM, mArA dASA na Ave najaramAM, guNa bIjAnA kadI nA nihALuM, mAnuM guNu che badhA mArA uramAM, A kharAbI mane kharaDacA kare, eka avaguNa mane kaeNnaDacA kare.... bIjA prakAranA manuSyA AvA heAya che. peAtAne guNI mAne ane bIjAnA DhASA joyA kare. trIjA prakAranA manuSyeA svayaM avaguNI ane guNudveSI. peAte avaguNune bhaMDAra che. ane guNIjanA pratye dveSa rAkhanArA che. A traNa prakAranA manuSyeAmAM tamAro naMbara zAmAM lagADaze!? tame kaysa naMbaramAM che ? huM tamAro naMbara pahelA prakAramAM rAkhuM pazu tamAro AtmA te sAkSI pUre che ne ke mArA naMbara zemAM che? hu' tamane kahuM ke tame pahelA naMbaramAM che. athavA tame mane pahelA nabara ApI de| temAM keAInu kalyANa thavAnu nathI. pahelA nakharanA mANasA guNI ane guNanA premI heAya che. sAmI vyaktimAM kadAca lAkhA avaguNA hAya teA tenA tarapha tenI dRSTi jatI nathI, paNa tenA ekAda guNu tenI sAme taravaratA hoya che. jo ApaNI STi AvI hoya teA samajavuM ke mArA nakhara che. ( zreAtA : meATA bhAge peAtAnu sAruM ane khIjAnu' sAruM svaya'guNI ane guNurAgI jIve te A jagatamAM virala che. A naMbaramAM AvyA vinA ApaNA naMbara meAkSamAM lAgavAne pahelA prakAranA manuSyeAmAM nahi jonArA hoya che. ) Apa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo

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104 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa nathI. guNIjanAne joI ne ApaNuM hRdaya Ana'dathI nAcI uThavuM joie. jIbha dvArA guNavAna AtmAnA guNa gAtA, kAnathI guNeA sAMbhaLatA haSa thavA joI e. guNavAna AtmA jyAM jAya tyAM guNInA guNa gAyA vagara rahe nahi. A jIbhanI saphaLatA guNInA guNa gAvAmAM che. sa`sArapremI jIvaDA peAtAnA dhadhAnA, vahepAranA, mAlamilkatanA, patnInA, parivAranA guNa gAyA kare tema guNanA premI AtmA guNInA guNa gAyA kare. guNI heAvA chatAM tenA guNNAne DhAMkIne ekAda avaguNa-doSa hoya tene khullA karavA e te adhamakRtya che, mATe guNInA guNa gAvA e vyasana jIvanamAM lAvavAnu che. je guNInA guNa gAya che, guNI pratye bahumAna rAkhe che, guNInA vinaya kare che e AtmA anaMta jImaya mekSa lakSmIne prApta kare che. caramAvatamAM AvelA jIvAmAM traNa guNNA heAya che. temAMthI duHkhI pratye anukapA ane guNI pratye adveSa A e khAlanI vAta thaI. have trIjo guNa che aucityanu' pAlana eTale ucita vyavahAra, caramAvatamAM AvelA bhavyAtmAmAM A aucityanuM pAlana saheja hAya che. tamArA AMgaNe svadhamI bhAI Ave tene AdaramAna ApavuM, tenA satkAra karave. ucita vyavahAra karavA e mAnavI tarIkenI pharaja che. tamArA AMgaNe vevAI Ave, jamAI Ave, mitro Ave, svajanA Ave tyAre ucita vyavahAra karavAnuM zIkhavADavuM paDatuM nathI. emanI sAthe te adhA vyavahAra karavAnA pazu svadhamI sAthe ucita vyavahAra karavA jarUrI che. jemanuM lakSya AtmA tarapha che. te teA svadhIne jotAM nAcI uThaze. svajanA karatAM svadharmI priya lAgaze. gharamAM, dukAna upara, bajAramAM, khasa TreInamAM paNa ucita vyavahAra joI e. A aucityanA guNa jIvananA dareka kSetromAM hAvA joI e, caramAvata'mAM AvelA jIvAmAM A traNa guNA heAya che. teA pachI tame cAyA, pAMcamA guNusthAnake che ane ame chaThThA, sAtamA guNasthAnake chIe te! ApaNAmAM te keTalA guNNA hovA joIe? ame rAja bhagavAnanI vANI sabhaLAvIe ane tame kalAka sudhI sAMbhaLeA chatAM ApaNA jIvanamAM viSayeA pratye virAga na Ave, kaSAyAnI ma'datA na thAya, guNune rAga na thAya te pachI kAMI vicAra karavA jevA kharA ke nahi? huM ATalu karuM chuM chatAM mArA jIvanamAM parivatana kema nahi? vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnA, sAmAyika karavAne mAro hetu ze ? ApaNane rAga thayA. bIje divase DeAkaTara pAse gayA. DokaTare roganuM nidAna karIne davA ApI. davA lIdhA aThavADiyuM thayuM chatAM pheraphAra na thayeA teA tame tenuM kAraNa zodhazeA ne ? davA khAvA chatAM mAro roga kema maTayeA nahi ? hu. davA teA kharAbara lauM chuM ne ? nA. me' davA TAImasara pIdhI nathI. divasamAM traNa vAra pIvAnI davA huM traNa divase pIvuM chuM. pachI mArA roga kayAMthI jAya ? pachI davA kharAkhara traNa TAIma pIdhI chatAM darda na mayu' tA tyAM kAraNa zeAdhaze. davA lau chu paNa parejI pALatA nathI. parejI pALavA chatAM jo rAga nahi maTe teA DokaTara pAse

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zAradA zimaNi ] | [ 105 phariyAda karavA jaze ne? DaoNkaTara sAheba! davA barAbara lauM chuM, parejI pALuM chuM chatAM rega kema jato nathI? jainadarzana pramANe azAtA vedanIya zAMta thAya ne zAtAdanIya udaya thAya te ga maTe. tamAre rega na maTe to kAraNa zodhe ne? ahIM tame roja upAzraye Ave che. vIravANI sAMbhaLe che. saMtene samAgama kare che chatAM vikAre gayA nahi, rAga-drava maMda paDayA nahi, saMsArane, patnI, parivArane meha chUTe nahi. guNI pratye rAga na thaye paNa guNa pratye dveSa thaye te bhavaga kayAMthI jAya ? kaI mANasane kesara thayuM. tamane khabara paDI ke A bhAIne kensara thayuM che. te tamane thaze ke ararara.... kensara thayuM ? kesaranuM nAma paDatAM trAsa thAya che. dhrujArI chUTe che paNa A bhavaraga lAgu paDe che tenA para dhrujArI chUTe che ? tene trAsa thAya che? bhagavAna mahAvIrane mArga maLe, bhagavAnanI peDhInA membara banyA. jinavANI rUpI amRtanuM AsvAdana maLyuM chatAM haju bhavabhramaNanuM kensara kema maTatuM nathI? guNIjane pratye mane dveSa kema Ave che? dharmanI dukAne khelIne nukazAnI te nathI karI ne ? caramAvamAM AvyA pachI jIvamAM A traNa guNe Ave. A traNa guNe AvatA viSaya pratye virAga, bhavanirveda ane kaSAyonI upazAMtatA thAya. A badhA guNe Avaze kayAre? caramAvamAM AvyA pachI AgaLa pragati karavA AgekUca kare. eka eka pagathiye AgaLa vadhe. AgaLa vadhatAM jIva pite guNI ane guNAnurAgI banaze. tenAmAM avaguNa nahi rahe. viSaya pratye virAga Avaze, viSayo ane kaSAya to be bhayaMkara zatrae che jIvane naraka nigodamAM laI janAra che. AtmAne saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che. A viSaye ane kaSAyone dUra karazuM nahi tyAM sudhI guNuM banI zakIzuM nahi. AtmAne vizuddha, nirmaLa banAvavA mATe vIranA mArge AvyA vagara chUTako nathI. te mATe AtmAne sAre banAvavuM paDaze. Aje mAnavI pote sAro kema dekhAya te mATe prayatna kare che paNa sArA banavA mATe prayatna karato nathI. eka gAmaDIye mANasa rastA parathI pasAra thaI rahyo hato. galInA nAke rahelA TuDiyonI dukAna para tenI dRSTi paDI. e dukAna para barDa mAreluM hatuM ke tame jevA dekhAvA mAMge che te pheTo paDAva hoya te tenI kiMmata be rUpiyA che. vartamAnamAM tame jevA dekhAI rahyA che te pheTo paDAvavo hoya te kiMmata 1 rUpiye ane tame jevA cho te phoTo paDAvavo hoya to kiMmata ATha AnA. duniyAmAM Aje moTA bhAganA jIve evA che ke huM kema sAme dekhAuM. tame pheTo paDAvavA jAva tyAre phoTogrAphara jema kahe tema sarakhA thaIne bese. phoTo sAre pADe che te mukha hasatuM rAkhaje. mukha hasatuM rAkhyuM paNa je dAMta dekhAtA hoya te kaheze ke mukha sarakhuM rAkho ne ! tamArA dAMta dekhAya che mukha hasatuM rAkhavAnuM ne dAMta dekhAya nahi e rIte beso te pheTo sAre Ave. tyAM sarakhA thaIne bese paNa ahIM be ghaDInI sAmAyikamAM paNa kAyAnI sthiratA rahI zakatI nathI.

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106 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi kevo pheTe paDAva che?: pele gAmaDI mANasa sTaDImAM gayo. pheTAgrAphare pUchyuM-bhAI! tamAre ke pheTo paDAva che ? gAmaDiye kahe mAre ATha AnAne paDAve che. bhAI! ATha AnAne pheTo paDAvanAra tuM pahelavahele Avyo che bAkI badhA to pote hoya enA karatAM vadhu sArA dekhAvAnA hetuthI be rUpiyAne pheTo paDAvavA Ave che. ApaNA AtmAnI paNa A dazA che. sArA banavA mATe jIva prayatna karato nathI, paNa kema sAro dekhAuM tenA mATe te upAya zodhe che ane jIvanamAM sAro dekhAva karavA mATe thAya teTalA anyAya, anIti, adharmanuM sevana karavA mATe paNa taiyAra thaI jAya che, paNa bhagavaMta kahe che sArA dekhAvA karatAM sArA banavuM eTale saddaguNI banavuM temAM AtmAnuM zreya che. mAtra apa Tu DeTa kapaDA paheravAthI kesaranI bhayAnakatA, gumaDAnI pIDA ke khasa Adi ochA thatA nathI. bahAra dekhAva game teTale sAre kare. chatAM roga maTato nathI. e to enA azAtAdanIya zAMta thayA hoya te maTe che. jJAnI kahe che ke sArA dekhAvA mATe AtmAe mAyA-kapaTa ghaNA karyA paNa AtmAne sAro ane suMdara banAve che to nirmaLa-saraLa banavuM paDaze. kheDUtane je anAjane pAka meLave che to kALI bhUmimAM bIja vAvaze te aDhaLaka pAka maLavAne che, tema samaktinA bIja vAvavA che to AtmA rUpI dharatI saraLa-bhadrika ane pavitra banAvavI paDaze. AnaMda gAthA patine tyAM 40 hajAra gAyo hatI. tenA kAraNe bIjA seMkaDe jIvenu bharaNapoSaNa tyAM thAya che. AnaMdanI buddhi kevI tIvra che ane te kevA prabhAvazALI che tenA bhAva avasare. caritraH puraMdara zeTha vaibhavazALI ane khUba sukhI che, paNa putranI beTa temane sAle che. temanAmAM ane tamArAmAM kyAM pharaka che? tamAre tyAM putra na hoya to ema thAya ke mArA dhanane vAraso keNu bhagavaze? jyAre zeTha saMsAranA sukho mATe ke lakSmI mATe saMtAnanI IcchA nathI karatA. temanA manamAM e bhAvanA che ke mArA dharmane vAraso putra vinA koNa sAcavaze ? mArA abhaMga dvAra sadA khullA rahe. saMtane supAtradAna baMdha na thAya ane dharmanI paraMparA cAlu rahe te mATe putranI IcchA kare che. patinI ciMtA dUra karavA puNyazrIe kahyuM nAtha! Apa pharI vAra lagna kare. zeThe kahyuM ke tuM A vAta kayAre paNa karatI nahi. be patnIne pati kayAre paNa sukhI hotA nathI. te sivAya bIje kaI upAya hoya to tuM batAva. putranI prApti mATe zeThanA prayatna : puNyazrI kahe che nAtha! kaI deva-devI dIkarA ApI zakatA nathI. gajasukumAla vakhate kRSNajIe pitAnI mAtAnI IcchA pUrI karavA aThThama karIne devanI ArAdhanA karI, pachI deva prasanna thayA tyAre kahyuM ke have mArI mAtA devakIjInA bhAgyamAM saMtAna che ? te rIte Apa aThThama karIne devanI ArAdhanA karo ane pachI pUchI juo ke amArA nasIbamAM saMtAna che? je haze te hA pADaze. nahi hoya to kAMI deva dIkarA detA nathI. zeTha kahe devI ! tArI vAta sAcI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 17 che huM have te pramANe karIza. bIje divase zeTha nAhI dheIne padmAsana lagAvIne aThThamanA paccakhANa laIne besI gayA. eka rAta gaI, bIjI rAta gaI trIjI rAte rAtrInA pAchalA praharamAM ekadama prakAza prakAza thaye. aThThamanA prabhAve devanuM Asana DolyuM. avadhijJAnano upayoga mUkIne joyuM ke mAro bhakta mane yAda kare che. to jaIne jouM ke teNe mane zA mATe yAda karyo che? eTale deva AvyA. AvIne puraMdarane kahe che khola AMkho khola. huM tArA para prasanna thaye chuM. tuM mAMga-mAMga, mAMge te ApuM. puraMdara zeThe AMkho kholIne temanA darzana karyA. bhAvabhInA zabdothI satkAryA, pachI kahyuM -atyAre amArI pAse badhuM che mAtra eka kuLadIpaka joIe che te paNa dhananA vArasA mATe nahi paNa mAro dharma no vAraso sAcave e kuLadIpaka joIe che. zeTha! tamArA bhAgyamAM che paNa haju tamArA karmomAM aMtarAya naDe che, mATe thoDI muzkelIo paNa che. te muzkelIone dUra karavA mATe Apa je kahezo te badhuM karIza. saMsAranA sukha mATe jIva keTaluM kaSTa veThavA taiyAra thAya che, ane AtmA mATe keTalI pIche haTha kare che. deva kahe che zeTha! tame zubha bhAvathI dAnane pravAha vahAve ane badhAnI duA le. supAtra dAna, anukaMpA dAna do. supAtra dAna zreSTha che. dharma dhyAna kare. vrataniyama karo. AThama pANInA pauSadha kare. A badhuM karavAthI tamAruM karma dUra thaze ne tamArA ghera pAraNuM baMdhAze. tamArI IcchA jarUre pUrI thaze. bhale. huM jarUrathI ATaluM karIza. ema kahIne deva adazya thaI gayA. zeThane te A vAta sAMbhaLatA khUba AnaMda ne harSa thayA. aThThama pUro thatAM zeTha pauSadha pALIne ghera gayA. puNyazrI te rAha joIne beThI che. Aja aThThama pUre che. hamaNAM mArA patideva Avaze. temanA pAraNAnI taiyArIo karI che. tyAM zeThane AvatA joyA. te gAMDIghelI banI gaI tenuM aMtara AnaMdathI uchaLavA lAgyuM. zeThanA sAmAM jaIne temanuM svAgata karyuM. puNyazrI kaMI pUchatI nathI. te samaje che ke aThThama pauSadha hato eTale pANIne zeSa paDayo hoya. zAMtithI zeThane pArAguM karAvyuM. pAra patI gayA bAda zeThanI pAse jaIne beThI ane pUchayuM-Ape aThThama tapa karyo tenuM pramANapatra maLyuM ke nahi? aThThama tapa saphaLa thaye ke nahi ? devI! aThThama to saphaLa thaye che paNa temAM thoDuM aMtarAya karma che. te karmane dUra karavA mATe temaNe kahyuM che ke Apa supAtradAna Adi kare. garIbanA AMsu lUchajo. temanI duA meLavo. lakSmI paramArthamAM vAparaje, ane AThama-pANInA pauSadha, upavAsa, sAmAyika Adi dharmadhyAna karaje. jethI tamAruM aMtarAya karma khapI jaze. meM temane A badhuM karavAnuM vacana ApyuM che. puNyazrI kahe-bhale Apa je kaheze te badhuM karavA huM taiyAra chuM. saMtAnanI prApti mATe keTaluM karavA taiyAra thayA! zeTha-zeThANI te divasathI dharma ArAdhanAmAM vadhu joDAvA lAgyA. dAnapuNya zarU karyuM. saMtanI, gurU bhagavaMtonI khUba bhakti karavA lAgyA. ApaNe tyAM paNa tapa tyAganA maMgala divase AvI rahyA che. Apa ApanI zaktine gAvazo nahi. tapa vinA karma kSaya thavAnA nathI. A zeTha-zeThANI dharma kriyAo tathA dAna Adi karI rahyA che have tyAM zuM banaze te vAta avasare.

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108] ( zAradA ziramaNi aSADha vada 12 ne ravIvAra : vyAkhyA naM. 13 : tA. 14-7-'85 karUNAmUrti, zAMta rasanA svAmI. jJAnanA mahArathI evA jinezvara bhagavAna Atmazreyane mArga samajAvatAM kahe che ke A saMsAramAM dareka jIvane sukhanI jhaMkhanA che du:kha te svapnAmAM paNa gamatuM nathI, paNa e sukha meLavavA mATe adhama pApo Acare che ne duHkha ubhuM kare che sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAne kahyuM che. appeNa appaM iha vaMcaittA, bhavAhame puvvasae sahasse / viti tathA vadura, nAM haMme tahasamAre che a. 5. u. 1 gA. 26 manuSyabhavamAM thoDA sukhanA kAraNe Asakta che pite pitAnA AtmAne chetarI pUrvajanmamAM seMkaDo hajAro vAra adhamabha prApta karI ghaNA ra kame karIne e phrarakama cha duHkhamaya narakamAM utpanna thAya che. tyAM pote tIvra ke maMda karmo karyA hoya te pramANe lAMbA kALa sudhI duHkha bhogave che. gADha karmo karavAvALA ati duHkharUpa narakamAM utpanna thAya che. pahelI naraka karatAM bIjI narakamAM duHkha vadhAre hoya che. e rIte anukrame vadhatA vadhatA sAtamI narakamAM dukhe vadhAre hoya che. A dukha bhogavatAM je mithyAtvI cho hoya che. te kalpAMta kare che. raDe che, paNa keI tene duHkhamAMthI mukta karI zakatuM nathI. jyAre samatI AtmA narakamAM duHkhe bhegavavA chatAM e duHkhane raDatA nathI, paNa pitAnA pUrvakRta azubha karmone yAda karI ene pazcAtApa karatA rahe che. samaktI AtmA pApane raDe che jyAre mithyAtvI AtmA duHkhane raDe che. Aja sudhI ApaNe AtmA paNa duHkha Ave tyAre rahe che, paNa jIvanamAM agaNita pApa karyA te mATe AMkhamAMthI AMsu AvyA che kharA? are! mArAthI AvA pApa thaI gayA. evuM duHkha jIvanamAM thAya to samajavuM ke have mArI dizA pragati taraphanI che. eka bhAIne chAtImAM joradAra bhayaMkara duHkha thayo. tene maTADavA mATe teNe pahelA gharagaththu upacAra karyA chatAM duHkhA maTayo nahi. chevaTe gharanA badhAnA kahevAthI te DaoNkaTara pAse gayo. DaoNkaTare Tebala para sUvADI kArDayogrAma lIdhe. eka kalAka pachI DokaTare kahyuM ke atyAre kADayogrAma narmala che. tamArA magaja para ciMtAnuM dharezana khUba vadhyuM haze eTale A duHkhAvo thayo che. have jo ciMtA ochI nahi kare te hArTaeTeka AvavAne bhaya che. DokaTaranI vAta sAMbhaLIne te bhAI ghera gayA. ghera gayA tyAM samAcAra maLyA ke paradezamAM je peDhI cAlatI hatI te DUla thaI che. temAM 12 lAkha rUpiyAnI khoTa gaI che. ahIMnI peDhImAM paNa nukazAnI thaI che. vaLI jenI pAse tame traNa-cAra lAkha mAMgatA hatA temaNe devALuM kADhayuM ane kerTamAM nAdArI neMdhAvI che. AvA AghAtajanaka, ciMtAjanaka samAcAra sAMbhaLatA te bhAIne chAtImAM duHkhAve ekadama vadhI gayo. gharanA mANasoe DokaTarane bolAvyA. DokaTare barAbara tapAsa karIne kahyuM ke hArTaeTekane humalo Ave che.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 109 eTeka Avyo che khare pApane? : A to eka sAmAnya vAta che. te bhAInA mAthe ciMtAno bojo vadhI gayo te bhAIne eTeka AvI gayo. A vAta ApaNA jIvana para vicAravI che. ApaNA jIvananI pratyeka paLe keTalA pApathI kharaDAI rahI che? pelA bhAInA duHkha karatA ApaNA pApa te anaMtagaNu che. AtmA para amApa pApane be khaDakAI gayo che, chatAM haju sudhI jIvane kyAreya tene eTeka AvyuM che kharo? ApaNo AtmA jIvanamAM keTalA keTalA ane kevA kevA pApa karI rahyo che? A pApa zA mATe kare che? mananI AzAo pUrI karavA mATe. ApaNuM puNya maryAdita che ane AzAo amaryAdiMta che. pachI A AzAo pUrI thAya kayAMthI? e AzAe, IcchAo pUrI na thAya te jIvanamAM krodha AvI jAya. kayAreka vyakta krodha na Ave to avyakta krodha paNa AvI jAya che. kaMIka vAra krodha te eTalI hada vaTAvI jAya ke e krodha pAse caMDakauzika sarpa paNa hArI jAya. krodhane lAvanAra mAne che. bAhubalIjIne mAna AvyuM ke huM mArA nAnA dIkSita bhAIone vaMdana kema karuM? e mAne temane kevaLa jJAna AvatA aTakAvyuM. aSabhadeva bhagavAne brAhmI suMdarIne mokalI. emanA zabdoe abhimAna thayuM kSaNamAM sApha ne pAmyA kevaLajJAna" ApaNe mAnanI te vAta ja zI karavI ? A pAMcamA ArAmAM ApaNane eka mAtra chevaTu saMghayaNa che paNa abhimAnane thAMbhale te jANe vASabhanArAya saMdhayaNano banyo hoya evuM lAge che. koNa jANe kayAre e tUTIne jamInadosta thaze! trIjo naMbara che mAyA. manamAM duSTamAM duSTa azubha vicAra karIe ane bahAra ApaNI jAtane sajajana tarIke oLakhAvIe chIe. lebhanI to vAta zuM karavI! eka lAkaDAnA TukaDA mATe aMdhArI ghanaghora rAtrImAM mUzaLadhAra varasAdamAM jAnanA jokhame pANInA pUramAM paDato lebhI mammaNa zeTha. zuM enI tRSNa! keTalo lAbha! ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa lobha kayAM ocho che ! kaMIka vAra mAnavInA asaMtoSI jIvana tarapha daSTi karIe to lAge che ke A saMsAramAM atyAre mammaNanI mitrAcArI kare evA AtmA che kharA. AkhI duniyAnI saMpatti tene maLI jAya te paNa tene tRpti thaze ke kema e zaMkA che. kAmarAga to jIva para svAra thaIne beTho che. mAnavInuM mana satata vAsanA grasta rahyA kare che. vAsanA tathA kaSAyonA kAraNe aDhaLaka pApanA pUMja ubhA kare che. ATalA alakSa pApothI ApaNuM jIvana kharaDAI gayuM che, chatAM enA kAraNe haju kayAreya keIne eTeka Avyo che kharo? e pApanA prazcAtApa rUpe AMkhamAMthI AMsunA be TIpA paNa paDayA nathI. e pApa pratye suga paNa AvI nathI. AvuM suMdara mAnavajIvana ane anaMtakALe durlabha evA vitarAga zAsanane pAmIne AtmAe dilanI evI kamaLatA keLavavAnI che ke pApano nAno sarakho vicAra paNa jIvanamAM dhrujArI pedA kare. AMkhamAMthI AMsu pADe. je AtmA pAponI pAchaLa raDe che tene duHkhonI pAchaLa raDavAnA divaso AvatA nathI. naraka gatinA duHkho bhegavavAno samaya AvatuM nathI. je jIvanamAM pAponA kAraNe

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110 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi joradAra bhayaMkara eTeka Ave te pApAnA nAza thayA vinA rahe nahi. " pApeAnA nAza eTale durgaMtinA nAza, durgatine nArA eTale duHkhanA nAza" A jIvananI saphaLatA pApAnA nAzamAM ane sadguNNAnA svIkAramAM rahelI che. jiMdagI jIvatA tu vicAraje, ene sadguNathI zaNagAraje. mAnava jIvananA mUlya na thAya....ke jiMdagI.... jJAnIe A jIvananI kimata mAlamilkatanA mUlyAMkanathI nathI karI, paNa sadguNanA zaNagArathI karI che. satya, sadAcAra, mAnavatA, nyAyanItithI jIvananA mUlyAMkana thAya che. AnaMda zrAvaka Adi daza zrAvakanA nAma AgamanA pAne suvarNAkSare lakhAyA te temanI sa'patti, sattA, vaibhava ke vilAsathI nathI lakhAyA. Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne ke AnaMda gAthApatinI pAse keTalI riddhi hatI ! 12 kroDa seAnAmahArA hatI. 40 hajAra gAyA hatI. A uparAMta maMgalA, hATa, havelIe, dukAnA A badhI sa'patti hatI. tenI pAse ATalI adhI sa`patti hatI mATe temanuM nAma siddhAMtanA pAne nathI AvyuM. game tevA vaibhavazALI ke saoNMpattivAna hoya paNa jenA jIvanamAM sadguNNAnI suvAsa nathI, mAnavatAnI mheMka nathI temanI jJAnInI dRSTimAM koI gaNatrI nathI. guNavAnanA nAma siddhAMtamAM Ave che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavALI lakSmI jene maLI che tevA AtmAe ATalI badhI saMpatti, vaibhavA maLavA chatAM temAM lepAtA nathI. jema kamaLa pANImAM janme che chatAM te temAM lekhAtuM nathI tema A jIvA sapattimAM Asakta na bane. tenA pratye tene mUrchA ke mamatA na heAya. AnaMda gAthApatine saMpatti tA hatI paNa sAthe buddhi tIvra maLI che. berIsTara, vakIlanI jarUra na paDe. evI emanI buddhi kAma kare che. rAjAmahArAjAe paNa tenI salAha levA Ave. AnaMda gAthApatinI buddhi keTalI hatI, temanuM vaMsva keTaluM hatuM e batAvatA zAstrakAra khele che: te na' bALare nAhAyarU vadhuLa' rAsara nAya sthavAhALa' vadUtu jJeyu ca vALelu ca mateSu ca Ayucchanine Dipunine. e Anada gAthApatine rAjA, Izvara yAvata sAthe vAhA taraphathI ghaNAM kAryAMmAM, kAraNeAmAM (upAyAmAM), maMtra ( salAhamAM ) eka vAra pUchavAmAM AvatuM, vAraMvAra pUchavAmAM Avatu hatu.. rAIsara eTalai rAjA, mAMDalika narezane rAjA kahevAya che. ane aizvaya ( eTale dhana, vaibhava, sa`patti ) vALAne Izvara kahe che. rAjA sa`tuSTa thaIne khuza thaI ne jene paTTakhaMdha Ape che te rAjAonA jevA paTTa khaMdhathI vibhUSita leAkAne talavara kahevAya che. jenI vastI chinnabhinna haiAya athavA aDhI gAunA aMtara pachI bIju` keAI gAma na hoya tene ma`Dakha kahevAya che. maDakhanA adhikArIne mAMDavika kahe che je kuTuMbanuM pAlanapASaNa kare che athavA jenA dvArA ghaNAM kuTu nuM pAlana thAya che tene kauTuMkhika kahe che. Ibha 'nA a che hAthI. hAthInA jeTaluM dravya jenI pAse heAya tene ilya kahevAya che. ibhyanA traNa prakAra che. jadhanya, madhyama ane utkRSTa. hAthInI kharAkhara maNI, meAtI, paravALA, sonu, cAMdI Adi dravyanA DhagalAnA je svAmI che tene jaghanya itya kahe che. hAthInI kharAkhara hIrA ane (

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 111 mANekanA DhagalAnA je svAmI hAya che tene madhyama ibhya kahevAya che. hAthInI kharAkhara kevaLa hIrAnA DhagalAnA je svAmI hoya tene utkRSTa inya kahevAya che. gaNima, dharama, meya ane paricchedyarUpa kharIdavA ceAgya vecavA ceAgya vastuo laIne kamAvA mATe dezAMtara janArAone je sAthe laI jAya temane sA vAstu kahe che. sAvAha vAhanA dvArA athavA pagapALA kamAvA javAnA haiAya tyAre AkhA gAmamAM DhaDharo pITAve. garIbonA bhalA mATe temane pujI ApI vahepAra karAve, ane gAmamAMthI jene Avavu` hAya tene sAthe laI jAya. keTalI vizALatA ! kayAM te samayanI udAra bhAvanA ane kayAM AjanI saMkucita bhAvanA ! bhAI bhAI ne paNa dhA batAvavA taiyAra nathI. eka mAtAnI be dIkarIe hAya. eka dIkarIne zrImaMta gharamAM paraNAvI che ane bIjI sAmAnya gharamAM paraNI che. kudaratane karavuM. zrImaMta dIkarInuM bhAgya vadhu khIlatu gayuM ne khUba sukhI banI ane bIjI dIkarInuM bhAgya maMda eTale te garIba thaI gaI. tA zrImaMta dIkarI piyara Ave te badhAne mana zI vAta ! tenu' gharamAM mAna-samAna kare, ane garIba dIkarI Ave tA koI sAmuM na juve. Ave te bhale ne jAya teA bhale. sagI mAtA hoya chatAM dIkarI pratye lAgaNI na hoya evu kaika jagAe jovA maLe che ane kaMika jagAe sAvakI mAtA hoya teA janmadAtA mAtA karatAM paNa caDhI jAya tevI hoya che. janmadAtrI mAtA paNa zrImaMtanI-paisAnI pUjArI banI jAya che. karmAMnA khela vicitra che. hIranI gAMTha ukelI zakAya paNa karmAMnA keyaDAne ukelavA mahu muzkela che. je ka khAMdhyA hoya te bhAgave ja chUTako. ka e rIte bhogavAya. pradeza unnaya ane vipAka udaya. pradeza udaye teA samaye samaye kama bhAgavAyA kare che. ApaNune tenA khyAla nathI AvatA. jo pradeza udaye kama bhAgavAtA na hota tA karmAMnA keTaleA meTA Dhaga AtmA upara thai gayA hota ! je kama ajANapaNe, ajJAnapaNe khaMdhAyuM hoya te te sUkI retImAM nAMkhelA kapaDA jevuM che. te kapaDAne retI cAMTe kharI paNa ene kha kherA eTale kharI jAya tema ajANapaNe a'dhAyelA karma pradeza uce bhAgavAi Aya che. je karma AMdhavAmAM mana, vacana, kAyAnA traNe yAga bhaLyA hoya te karmAM viSAka udaye bhAgavavu paDe che. te raDI raDIne bhAgavatA paNa pUruM thatuM nathI. ka mAMdhIne bhAgavatA raDavAnA divase Ave te karatAM ka` khAMdhatI vakhate khUba sajAga rahevAnI jarUra che, mATe puNyanA ceAge anukULa saMjogA che tyAM sudhI AtmAne oLakhI leA. vIjaLInA jhamakAro thayA che temAM seAya parovI do. mAnavabhava ane vIra zAsanarUpI jhabakAro thayA che temAM AtmAne pichANI le. dharmAMdAsa nAmanA puNyavAna zeTha hatA. temanuM nAma tevA guNu. e kharekhara dharmAMnA dAsa hatA. emane e samajAI gayuM hatu ke be AMkhA baMdha thayA pachI A jiMdyagI eka svapna banI jaze. temanI rageragamAM dharma vaNAyelA hatA. zeThANI paNa khUba dharmAnurAgI hatA. temane eka dIkarI hatI. te pachI ghaNA varSe zeThANInI kukSImAM kaI sAro jIva AvIne utpanna thayeA. zeThANInI dharmabhAvanA vadhu vadhatI gaI. samaya jatAM

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112 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi temane tyAM putrane janma thayo. zeTha vijApuranA vatanI hatA. te dhaMdhA mATe muMbaI AvelA. muMbaI AvyA bAda temanA bhAgyane sitAro e camakayo ke pANInA pUranI jema lakSmI AvavA lAgI. pachI to zeThe capATI kinAre moTo AlizAna baMgale bAMdhyo. baMgalAnuM nAma ApyuM "dharmaprema." saMpatti Ave tyAM zuM khAmI rahe? ghera gADI AvI. skUTara vasAvyu. vaibhava khUba che. saMpatti aDhaLaka che paNa mAtra ekalA paisA maLI gayA tethI zuM tame sukhI banI gayA ! ekale paise sukha ApI zakatA nathI. pisAvALAne pUcho to kharA ke tame sukhI cho? te kaheze nA. zeTha, zeThANI ane dIkaro traNenuM kuTuMba AnaMdathI rahe che. dIkarIne te paraNAvIne sAsare mokalI che. sukhamAM karmarAjAe ApeluM duHkhaH traNe jaNA sukhanA hiMDoLe jhulI rahyA che. AnaMdanI mastI mANI rahyA che, paNa jJAnInA saMdezA pramANe karmarAjA sukhamAMthI kayAre duHkhanA dariyAmAM DUbatA karI nAMkhe che te khabara nathI. putra 16 varSane thaye tyAM mAtA 24 kalAkanI bimArImAM A phAnI duniyAne choDIne cAlI gaI. zeThane to khUba AghAta lAgyo. ararara...kudarata ! te A zuM karyuM? amAruM sukha tane na gamyuM ! amane duHkhanA sAgaramAM nAMkhI dIdhA! mAnavI game tevo hoMziyAra heya, baLavAna hoya ke buddhizALI hoya paNa kALane paMje paDe tyAre eka vAra te mAnavInA hADa bhAMgI nAMkhe. have meTA baMgalAmAM mAtra bApa dIkare be rahyA. gharamAM nokaracAkaro hoya paNa gharanA zaNagAra samAna strI na hoya te ghara sUnakAra lAge. dIkaro paNa khUba raDe che ararara....mAtA ! tuM mane mUkIne kayAM cAlI gaI! have mAruM ne mArA pitAnuM zuM thaze ? zeTha hayuM kaThaNa karIne dIkarAne samajAve che beTA ! tuM raDa nahi. meM gata janmamAM paMkhInA mALA teDayA haze to A bhavamAM ApaNo mALe vIMkhAI gayA. gharanI nyAta bUjhAI jatAM ghara zamazAna jevuM lAge che. zeTha dIkarAne vahAlathI, premathI, bolAve, calAve, jamADe, bhaNave. samaya jatAM cheka bI. kema, pAsa thaI gaye tyAre tenI uMmara 21 varSanI hatI. zeTha kahe dIkarA ! have tuM uMmaralAyaka thayo chuM. gharanI paristhiti jotAM have tArI sagAI karI jaldI lagna karavAno vicAra che. gharamAM vahu Ave te ghara gheDuM haryuM bharyuM lAge. chokaro kAMI bolyo nahi. zeThe ghaNuM samajAvyo tyAre kahyuM-pitAjI ! Apa jema kahezo tema karIza. zeTha kahe beTA ! eka vAta yAda rAkhaje ke duniyA je joI rahI che te tuM na jaIza. ApaNe kuLanI AbarU-Ijajata vadhAre, kuTuMbane ujajavaLa kare tevI saMrakArothI zobhatI kanyA jeje. ApaNA gharamAM kaI vaDIla nathI. eTale gharanI badhI javAbadArI ene saMbhALavAnI raheze. mATe gaMbhIra, guNIyala. vyavahAra kuzaLa chokarI tuM jeje. Aje samAja zuM juve che? vaDIle rUpa ane rUpiyA juve che ane chokaro hAITa ane hAITa juve che. A zeTha rUpa ane rUpiyA juve tevA na hatA. temane hAITa ane hAITa paNa nathI joItA. temane joIe che guNIyala gaMbhIra dharmanA saMskAravALI

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zAradA ziznamaNi ] [ 113 kanyA, pitAjI! Apa jema kaheze tema karIza. chekaro khUba guNiyala che. sa`skArathI keLavaNI pAmelA che. Adhunika jamAnAnA vAyare tenAmAM na hatA. supAtra dIkarA hAya te mAtApitAnI AjJA kayAre paNa na uthApe. sa MskArI kanyAnI zodhamAM : Aja nagara mu`baImAM vasatA vijApuranA vatanI bIjA zeThanA A zeThane tyAM phAna AvyeA. zeTha! me sAMbhaLyu che ke ApanA putranu sagapaNa karavA mATe Apa sa'skArI kanyAnI zodhamAM che te! mAre Apane thoDI vAta karavI che. Apa hamaNAM utAvaLathI sagAI karI letA nahi. huM... mArI dIkarIne laIne sAMje tamArI pAse AvuM chuM. tyAre badhI vAta karIza. A zeTha sAMje dharamadAsa zeDane tyAM AvyA. dharmAMdAse temanuM svAgata satkAra karyu. pachI ane zeTha zAMtithI beThA che tyAre A zeThe vAta zarU karI. zeTha kahe, me' sAMbhaLyu che ke Apa ApanA dIkarA mATe saMskArI kanyAnI zodhamAM che. mATe huM A mArA bhAInI dIkarI che tene laIne Avye chu. A dIkarI 10 varSanI hatI tyAre mArA bhAIbhAbhI ekasIDanTamAM gujarI gayA che. pachI A karIne me meATI karI che. tene skUlamAM meTrika sudhI bhaNAvI che. dharmanA sArA saMskAra ApyA che. dhArmika jJAna sAru' meLaLyuM che. jIvanamAM dharmanuM sthAna kevuM hevu joI e e mATe su'dara vicAro dharAve che. te mATe mane tenA pratye atyaMta mAna che. huM tenA mATe ati praza'sA karu` te sAruM na lAge. bAkI A dIkarI saMskArI ane sadguNI che. Apa vicAra karI jojo. tamAruM ane tamArA dIkarAnu` mana se TakA mAne te AgaLa vadhajo. kha'ne zeTha vAtA karatA hatA tyAre dIkarAnI najara tenA para gaI. chekarInI AMkha jotAM teNe dhaNu joI lIdhuM. zeThe izArAthI pUchyuM, dIkarA ! A kanyA tane game te! ApaNe sagAI karIe. pitAjI ! Apane pAsa te mane pAsa che. tyAM baMnenu sagapaNu nakkI karyuM. thADA divasamAM dhAmadhUmathI lagna thaI gayA. gharanA zaNagAra samAna nIlA : nIlA paraNIne sAsare AvI. gharamAM sAsu che nahi. nIlA khUba DAhI che te samajI gai ke mArA sAsujI che niha eTale gharanI adhI javAbadArI mAre sabhALavAnI che. e rIte rahevu e mArA dharma che. nIlAnA vinaya, viveka, sa`sAranA kAmeAmAM vyavahArIkapaNuM badhu' joIne zeThane khUba sa'tASa thayA. A vahu mArA kuLanI ijjata sAcavaze ne AkharU vadhAraze. dIkarAnA lagna pachI pahelI divALI AvI. dhama prema' agalA rozanIthI jhaLahaLI uThayeA hatA. badhAnA uma'ganA pAra nathI. dIkarI-jamAI ne tathA svajaneAne badhAne uma'gathI khelAvyA che. jAtajAtanA pakavAna ane pharasANe madhu banAvyuM che. nIlA khUba ha bhera badhAne satkArI rahI che. gharamAM AnandvanI che|Le uDatI hatI. divALInA divasa hAvAthI zeThanA dIkaro dukAne zAradA pUjana karavA gayA che. navA cepaDAnuM muhUta karavAnu hatu. eTale te ophIse gayA 8

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114] [ zAradA ziremaNi hato. cepaDAnuM muhUrta thaI gayA bAda te skUTara para besIne ghera Avato hato. divALInA divase che. manamAM kevI moTI AzAonA minArA bAMdhyA haze. pApane udaya thAya tyAre na dhAyuM, na kayuM banI jAya che. - dukhanI varaselI jhaDI choka skUTara para besIne Avato hato. vacce rastAmAM cAra rastA AvatA hatA tyAMthI te cheka vaLAMka levA gayo tyAM jorathI kerIyara sAthe skUTara athaDAyuM. chokare kayAMya pheMkAI gayA. tyAM enI dhorI nasa tUTI gaI ane tyAM ne tyAM mRtyu pAmyA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM pitAne khUba AghAta lAge, jyAM ghaDI pahelA AnaMdanI choLo uDatI hatI tyAM atyAre kakaLa macI gaI. nRtya gAna hatA thA jisa ghara, hAya hAya he rahI vahAM, nahi reTIyAM bhI milatI, lagatA thA SaTarasa bhoga jahAM. je gharamAM AnaMdanA gIte gavAtA hatA te gharamAM Aje bhAre rUdananA zabdo saMbhaLAvA lAgyA. jene mAthe dukha AvI paDe tene khabara paDe ke duHkha kevuM che! zeThane ekano eka lADakavA guNiyala dIkare cAlyo jAya enA karatAM vadhu duHkha kayuM che? badhAne khabara paDatAM sau bhegA thayA. AkhA gAmamAM hAhAkAra macI gaye. baMgalAnI jhaLahaLatI rozanI ekAeka aMdhArAmAM palaTAI gaI. harSa ane AnaMda-duHkha ane viSIdanA gherA vAtAvaraNamAM paTAI gayA. patinA avasAnathI nIlA to bebhAna thaIne paDI che. bhAnamAM Ave tyAre haiyAphATa rUdana kare che. mAthA paTakAve che. kalAka pahelA jyAM phaTAkaDA phUTatA hatA tyAM chAtI ane kapALa kUTavAnI ati karUNa kAramI cIso saMbhaLAvA lAgI. nIlA to raDatI raDatI bole che kudarata A te zuM karyuM? haju paraNyAne traNa cAra mahinA thayA tyAM te mAruM saubhAgya kaMkaNa toDI nAkhyuM ! mAruM saubhAgya tilaka sAva bhUMsI nAkhyuM ! tane mArI jarA paNa dayA na AvI? jJAnI kahe che kayA samaye kyA duHkha AvI paDaze tenI khabara nathI. sukhanA, AnaMdanA, zAMtinA divaso che tyAM sudhI thAya teTaluM dharmadhyAna karI le. mananA minArA badhA manamAM rahI jaze. nIlA bebhAna thaIne paDI che. dharamadAsa zeTha sAva sunamuna thaI gayA che. be kalAka bAda raDatI AMkhe bApe dIkarAnI aMtima kriyA karI. putranA mRtyudehanI bhaDabhaDatI AgamAM dharamadAse pitAnA jIvananA badhA svapnA bALIne khAkha thatAM joyAM. duHkhamAM dilAse denAra kezu: zeThane AzvAsana ApavA aneka lake temane ghera AvatAM tyAre karmanI philephIne samajelA zeTha vicAratA hatA ke A badhA karmanA khela che. karma jIvane nacAve che. A saMsAramAM koI koInuM nathI. svArthanI sagAI pramANe mAnavI bhavAI kare che. A kAyA paNa mArI nathI te pachI cheka te mAre hoya kayAMthI? A badhuM samajavA chatAM jIvanamAM utArI zakyA nathI. mArA manamAM eka ja duHkha che ane te mArI yuvAna putravadhUnuM che. khera, je samaye je banavAnuM hoya te kaI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 115 kALe mithyA thatuM nathI. lekha para mekha kaI mArI zakatuM nathI. zeTha putravadhUne paNa hiMmata Ape che. vahubeTA! have tuM raDIza nahi. ApaNu pApano udaya che mATe AvuM banyuM. nAnapaNamAM tArA mAbApa cAlyA gayA, sAsu paNa cAlyA gayA. chevaTe tAruM jIvana jene caraNe jhUkAvyuM te pati paNa cAlyo gayo. huM samajuM chuM ke tArA mATe A AghAta . te nathI paNa ApaNuM bhAgya paravArI gayuM. mATe hiMmata rAkha, keIne Aje te keIne kAle javAnuM che. nIlA paNa dharmane pAmelI che, pitAnA karmane doSa detI manamAM dhIraja dharavA lAgI. saMsAramAM mAnavInA mAthe karmasattAe evuM ekeya duHkha nAMkhyuM nathI ke samaya jatAM e visAre na paDe. jema jema samaya vItato gayo tema tema nIlAnuM duHkha ane AghAta zamatA gayA. dharmanA raMge raMgAyelI nIlAe tenA jIvanane dharmamAM jeDI dIdhuM. zeThanA manamAM e vicAra Ave che ke zeThANI gujarI gayA pachI huM duHkhIyAra te hato. temAM A putravadhUnuM vidhavApaNAnuM duHkha jevAnuM AvyuM. kevA mArA jambara pApane udaya? karma vinA kAMI banatuM nathI. nIlA te have sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, cauvihAra Adi dharmakriyAo karavA lAgI. te sasarAne kahe che. "bApujI! have ApaNe rasoIe joIto nathI. gharamAM huM ane tame be jaNA chIe. huM jAte rasoI karIza. A neko paNa joItA nathI. eka kAma karavA mATe bAI rAkhe" kAraNa ke te samaje che ke mAruM rU5 athAga che. yuvAnI khIlelI che. bharayuvAnImAM cAritra sAcavavA mATe gharamAM yuvAna rasoIye ke nekara kayuAreka bAdhArUpa banI jAya, mATe teNe rasoIyA, nekarone rajA ApavAnuM kahyuM -sAthe kahyuM ke ApaNe temane acAnaka rajA ApIe to temane dukha thAya. teo kayAM jAya? mATe Apa darekane eka be varSanA pagAra ApIne chUTA kare jethI temane duHkha na thAya. have nIlAnuM kezu? : sasarA vahane dIkarInI jema rAkhe che. nIlA paNa lAjamaryAdAmAM rahIne sasarAnI sevAbhakti kare che. samaya maLe temAM sAruM vAMcana, ciMtana kare che. A rIte duHkhamAM paNa sukha mAnIne jIvana vItAve che; paNa zeThane manamAM eka kaDe kerI khAya che have huM gharaDo thayo chuM. mArA mATe paNa kyAre gojhAre divasa AvI jaze e khabara nathI. mArA maraNa pachI nIlAnuM keNu? ATalA moTA AlizAna baMgalAmAM A sukha ane vaibhavamAM te ekalI kevI rIte rahI zakaze? zeThanA manamAM A muMjhavaNa che chatAM kaI divasa kahetA nathI. nIlAne paraNIne AvyA varSo thayA chatAM nIlAe nathI mukha joyuM sasarAnuM ke sasarAe nathI mukha joyuM nIlAnuM. nIlA tenI maryAdAmAM rahIne sevAbhakti kare che. eka divasa sasarAthI na rahevAyuM. temaNe nIlAne bolAvIne kahyuM, vahu beTA ! mAre tamane eka vAta pUchavI che. meM tamane mArA aMtaranI vAta karavA bolAvyA che. nIlA sapheda sADImAM lAja kADhIne sasarAnI pAse AvI. tyAre sasarAe nIlAnuM mukha joyuM. cAMdalA vagaranuM kapALa ane vedanAyukta mukha jotAM

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116 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi dharamadAsa zeThanuM dila levAI gayuM. zeTha bebhAna thaI gayA. pANIne chaMTakAva karatAM bhAnamAM AvyA tyAre bolyA. AvI phUla jevI ke maLa vahune AvA duHkha ! nAnapaNamAM mAtApitA cAlyA gayA. paraNIne sAsare AvI, sukhanI ghaDI AvI tyAre tene pati cAlyo gaye. zuM karmarAjA tArA khela che ! nIlA kahe bApujI! raDazo nahi, karmo keIne cheDatA nathI. Apane je vAta pUchavI heya te pUche. - tamAruM bhAvi zuM ghaDayuM che?: zeTha haiyuM kaThaNa karIne bolyA, beTA ! mane eka muMjhavaNa che duHkha che. je muMjhavaNa hoya te khullA dile kahe. have mane ghaDapaNa AvyuM che. mRtyu kayAre bharakhI jaze tenI mane khabara nathI. mArA maraNa pachI tamAruM zuM thaze ? ATalA moTA baMgalAmAM, tame ekalA kevI rIte rahI zakazo? tame tamArI jiMdagIno vicAra karyo che? te jANavAnI mane adhIrAI AvI che. bApujI! tamane to hamaNAM A prazna thayo haze paNa meM to tamAre dIkare gujarI gaye tyArathI nirNaya karI lIdho che. A sAMbhaLatA sasarAnA manamAM aneka tarka-vita thavA lAgyA. hajAre vicAra AvavA lAgyA. AvI rUparUpano aMbAra, navayauvanA nA manamAM vicAranA taraMgo to hoya ja ne! beTA ! tamAruM bhAvi tame zuM ghaDayuM che? te saMkeca na hoya to mane kaho. putravadhUno vicAra sAMbhaLavA zeTha utsuka banyA. e javAbamAM AganI garamI haze ke bAganI ThaMDaka haze ? e kalpI zakAya tema na hatuM. mAruM bhAvi bhAgavatI dIkSA: nIlAe makkama mane kahyuM, bApujI! Apa dIrdhAyuSa bane ne mane ApanI sevAno lAbha maLe, mArA bhAgyamAM jyAM sudhI ApanI sevAno lAbha maLaze tyAM sudhI laIza. jyAre ApanI sevAno lAbha maLavAnuM mAruM sadbhAgya naMdavAI jaze tyAre huM bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karIza. A zabdo sAMbhaLatA zeThanI chAtI gajagaja uchaLavA lAgI. beTA ! tuM kharekhara kuLadIpaka che ! ATalI badhI khAnadAnI tArAmAM che! tuM sAcI vIrAMganA che. mane to A saMkalpa paNa nahote ke te tArA jIvana mATe AvuM nirmANa ghaDayuM che. dhanya che beTA dhanya che tane! mArA mATe teM tAruM jIvana sevAmAM arpaNa karyuM. ane mArA mRtyu bAda tuM sAcI virAMganA banIne jaina dharmanI bhAgavatI dIkSA laIne mArI sAta peDhIne ujajavaLa karIza. mArI sAta peDhInuM nAma ujajavaLa thavAnuM haze eTale tamArA lagna mArA dIkarA sAthe thayA. dIkara te marI gaye paNa peDhInuM nAma rAkhavA tamArA jevA strIratnane mUkato gayo. bApujI! ApanA gharamAM AvyA pachI meM je saMskAra meLavyA che tene A badhA pratApa che ! have Apa mArI ciMtA na karatAM jIvananA chellA varSomAM dharma sAdhanA kare. ApaNe jIvana kevuM jIvavuM che? barabAda banAvavuM che ke AbAda banAvavuM che? e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. bhagavAnanA saMte zilpI che. temanA caraNe jIvana arpaNa karazuM to jIvananuM sAcuM ghaDatara thaze. eka sArA prasaMge ravivAranA divase bahena bhAInA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 117 ghera jamavA gaI. bhAI ne bahena bahu vahAlI hatI. bhAI ne tyA sa'patti aDhaLaka hatI. bena jamIne ghera javA taiyAra thAya che tyAre bhAI benane eka nAnakaDI peTI bheTa Ape che. bena UbhI rahI che. letI nathI, bhAI ! tAre mane bheTa ApavI che? bhAInA manamAM thayuM ke bena sukhI khUba che. tene mArI A bheTa ochI paDI lAge che. huM te tenI AgaLa sAva alpa chuM. teNe peTImAM traNa tAlAnA seAnAnA dAgInA mUkIne peTI bheTa ApI che. bena kahe bhAI! mAre kaMI jarUra nathI. baeNna ! hu' te phUla nahi ne phUlanI pAMkhaDI bheTa Apu chuM. bhAI ! jo tAre ApavuM che te huM mAguM te Apa. bahena jamavA eDI tyAre tenI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. te jamatA raDI hatI ane jamIne uThI tyAre je Apu pazu raDI. bhAInA manamAM thayuM ke tene mAtA yAda AvI haze! agara huM zru' te ochu' paDayuM lAge che. bhAI kahe bena ! tAre je mAMgavuM hoya te mAMga, paNa mArA ghera AvI che te nirAza thaIne raDatI AMkhe tane nahi javA dauM. bhAI ! huM jamavA eDI tyAre khaTeTAnuM zAka hatuM. huM tane kahuM chuM ke baTeTA teA anaMta kAyanA jIvA che. teA tu' ana takAyanA jIvAne abhayadAna Apa. A benanA jIvanamAM dharma keTale| vasyA haze ! seAnA karatAM ana MtakAyanA jIvAnu` abhayadAna vahAluM lAgyuM. dhanA ra`ga bahArathI uparathI nahi paNa hADahADanI sI'jAmAM hovA joI e, jene bhAI ne kahyuM-tuM ana takAyanA jIvAne abhayadAna Apa. e ja mAMgu chuM. " sahu jIveA ane jIvavA de.''jIva 'isAthI khacavuM hoya to hoTalanA khANA-pINA baMdha karajo. benanA kahevAthI bhAI e anaMtakAyanA jIvAne abhayadAna ApavAnI pratijJA karI. keTalA puNyanA bhAthA khAMdhyA. gharanA agresaro jo AvI pratijJA le to svAbhAvika rIte gharanA madhAne pazu levAnu' mana thAya. AnaMda gAthApatinA jIvanamAM ghaNAM guNA hatA. te buddhino upayAga jayAM jhaghaDA hoya tyAM sapa karAvavAmAM, azAMta vAtAvaraNane zAMta anAvavAmAM koI paNa jAtanA pakSapAta vagara nyAya karavAmAM ane bIjAnA duHkha dUra karavAmAM karatA hatA. cAre paNa dhananI lAlace, yaza kIrtinI lAlace buddhino avaLA upayAga karatA nahotA. AthI vANijya gAmamAM temanu khUba mAna hatu`. leke temanI praza'sA karatA hatA. AvA buddhizALI Ana'Dha gAthApita AnadathI rahe che. Aje tapasvI khA. pra. ca'nakhAI mahAsatIjIne 25 me upavAsa che, Apa badhA have tapa karavA jAgRta banajo. nIlAe peAtAnA patinA avasAna khAda tarata ni ya karyAM hato ke sasarAnI sevA karavI ane pachI dIkSA levI tema Apa badhA tapa karavAno niNa ya karajo. tapano bherInAda vAgI rahyo che. jojo tamAro rga jAyanA. vadhu bhAva avasare. aSADa vada 13 ne sAmavAra : vyAkhyAna na, 14 : tA. 15-7-25 anaMta jJAnI bhagavAne jagatanA jIvAnA uddhAra mATe, kalyANa mATe, utthAna mATe dvAdazAMga rUpa vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. ApaNe sAtamu aMga upAsakadazAMgamAM AnaMda

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118 ] ( zAradA ziremaNi gAthApatinI vAta cAle che. AnaMda gAthA patinI buddhi kevI hatI? te batAvatA zAstrakAra kahe che rAjyamAM koI gUMca paDe, koI muzkelI Ave te rAjAo paNa AnaMdane belAvatA. AnaMda je cukAdo Ape, nyAya Ape te rAjA mAnya karatA. rAjAe tenI vAta mAnya kayAre kare ? AnaMda gAthApati taTastha, zuddha bhAvathI, pramANika rIte nyAya karatA hoya tyAre ne ! rAjA mahArAjAnA paNa vizvAsapAtra banyA hatA. AnaMda gAthApatine rAjA, Izvara, talavara, mAMDalika, Adi taraphathI ghaNAM kAryomAM, kAryone siddha karavA mATenA upAyomAM, bolAvatA hatA. badhAne mATe sAcA salAhakAra hatA. deza athavA rAjyanuM hita vicAravA mATe rAjA mahArAjA tenI salAha letA hatA. kuTuMbamAM keI paNa keyaDo guMcavAya tyAre keTa ke kacerIne Azraya levo paDato nahi. paNa AnaMda tenI buddhithI, nyAyathI keyaDA ukelatA. AvI buddhi maLavI e paNa pUrvanA puNya hoya to maLe che. AnaMda jyAM jAya tyAM AnaMda vartAve che. AnaMda gAthApatine Adeya ane jazekIrti nAma prakRtine jabbara udaya che. eTale temanI vAtane badhA Adara kare. badhA maMjUrI kare ane saharSa svIkArI le. - AnaMda gAthApatimAM nirAbhimAnatA che. raMka hoya ke rAjA hoya paNa sarva jIve pratye tene mitrIbhAva che. AvA AnaMda gAthApati vaibhavazALI, saMpattizALI kuTuMbanA, dezanA ane janatAnA premane jItanAra puNyavaMta AtmA hatA. temane tyAM aDhaLaka saMpattine parigraha hatA. jJAnIe cha prakAra parigraha batAvyo che. "acq jA, huM vA, vAM, zuddha thA, nittataM vA, virajaMta vA !" alpa eTale keDI (jenI kiMmata mAmUlI hoya) nI hoya, bahuM eTale cAhe dhana, dhAnya, hiraNya Adi hoya, cAhe te aNu hoya athavA sthUla hoya, ANunA be prakAra hoya che. mUlyathI ane pramANathI. mUlyathI aNu tRNa, lAkaDA Adi ane pramANathI aNu vrajamaNi Adi. skUla paNa be prakAranA mUlyathI ane pramANathI. mUlyathI ane pramANuthI baMne rIte hAthI-ghoDA Adi. have saceta te putra, strI, dAsa, dAsI AbhUSaNa, ane makAna Adi aceta. A cha prakArane parigraha bhagavAne batAvyuM che. jyAM parigraha pratyenI mUcha che tyAM karmabaMdhana che. jJAnIo te kahe che ke cha khaMDanA adhipati cakravartI ke jenI pAse lakhalUTa saMpatti che paNa tenA pratye mUcha na rAkhe che te parigrahavAna nathI, ane bhikhArI bhIkha mAMgato hoya paNa baMgalA Adine joIne thAya ke huM kyAre vasAvIza? A badhuM sukha mane kayAre maLaze? bhale atyAre tenI pAse nathI paNa meLavavAnI tRSNA che tenA pratye mUcha che eTale te bhikhArI hovA chatAM parigrahavAna che. parigraha pratyenI mUcha jIvanI gati bagADe che. pApAnubaMdhI puNyavALe paise AvyA hoya te anyAya anIti karAve, kaSAya, rAgadveSa karAve, dharmathI vimukha karAve ane adhaHpatananI khAImAM paTakAvI de. ghaNI vAra lamIne nazo ahaMkAre caDhAvI moTo anartha saI de che.

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zAradA zimaNi ] [119 abhimAnanA kAraNe pitAnuM jarA paNa apamAna kare to krodhanA AvezamAM AvI jAya che ane bhayaMkara svarUpa saI de che. - kAThiyAvADanA eka gAmamAM medhAzA nAmanA zeTha hatA. temane rUpAbA nAmanA patnI hatA. zeTha khUba vaibhavazALI, saMpattivAna hatA. A zeTha rUpAbA para eTalA Asakta hatA ke zeThANI kahe teTaluM zeThane karavuM paDatuM. eka divasa mahilAnI bene bahAra jatI hatI. rUpAbA pUche che tame badhA kayAM jAva cho? bene kahe-ame kuMbhAranA ghera mATalA kharIdavA jaIe chIe. atyAranI jema pahelA gADA bharIne mATalA vecavA AvatA nahotA. zeThANa zrImaMta gharanA hovAthI temane AvA kAryamAM javAnuM na bane tethI te divase temane mana thayuM ke badhA jAya che to huM paNa jAuM. rUpAbA badhI benenI sAthe gayA. jene mATalA, ghaDA je kharIdavA haze te pasaMda karyA ane kuMbhArane pisA cUkavIne laI lIdhA. rUpAbA paNa mATalA jevA lAgyA. cAra pAMca mATalA pasaMda karyA paNa pAse paisA hatA nahi. eTale kuMbhArane kahe che tArA cAra mATalA lauM chuM paNa atyAre mArI pAse paisA nathI. tuM zeThanI dukAne jaIne laI Avaje. zeThanuM nAma ApyuM eTale kuMbhAra zeThANIne oLakhI gayo. aho! A zeThANI Aje bhUlA paDyA che! kuMbhAra kahe mATalA levA hoya te paisA ApIne jAva. zeTha kaMjUsa hovAthI temanI pAse paisA levA huM nahi jAuM. te to paisAne badale evI baTAyelI bAjarI ke juvAra Ape che te mArA gadheDA paNa na khAya. evA kaMjUsIyA che. ATha-daza benanI sAme sAta ATha AnAne kAraNe, pitAnA dhaNI mATe AvA apamAnajanaka zabdo sAMbhaLavA paDayA tethI temanI pArAzIzI caDhI gaI. krodhanI Aga bhabhUkI UThI. zeThANIne pitAnA dhaNanI bhUla na sUjhI ke AvI bAjarI ApatA hoya to tenI bhUla che. sarva pApane bApa lobha che. sarva guNane nAza karanAra lebha che. zeThANIne savaLuM kahyuM tyAre avaLuM lAgyuM. AnuM nAma mithyASTi. samakita daSTi ane mithyASTi jIvenI kevI dazA hoya che te batAvatA jJAnI purUSa samajAve che ke nava aiyavakanA deve svayaM Indra che. tyAM kapAla, trAyanniza. sAmAnika AdI kaI jAtanA bheda nathI, bAra devaleka sudhI A badhA bheda che nava grevayakamAM badhA deve ekAMta samakatI nathI. tyAM mithyAtvI paNa hoya che. abhavI jIve saMyamanI sAdhanA karIne navagrevayaka sudhI to jAya che. je miyAdaSTi laIne nava grevayakamAM gayA che tenA karatAM je jIvo samakita laIne narakamAM gayA che te che vadhu sukhI che je ene samakita pAmyA pahelA narakanA AyuSyane baMdha paDyo hoya te ja samakita pAmyA pachI narakamAM jAya. samakitanI eTalI maherabAnI che ke samakita pAmyA tenI mahora vAgI gaI ke te jIva naraka, tiryaca, Adi sAta belamAM AyuSyano baMdha pADe nahi. tamane kaI pUche ke zreNika rAjA samakatI chatAM narake kema gayA? samakti pAmyA pahelA AyuSyane baMdha paDI gaye

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120 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi hoya to baMdha na badalAya. baMdha pramANe gatimAM javuM paDe. samaktinI lahejata kevI che sAMbhaLajo: narakamAM gayela chava samaktI che ane daivayakamAM gayele jIva micchAvI che. grevayakamAM mAre, kApo, chedo, bhedo, kAMI nathI. tyAM to sukha che. jyAre narakamAM traNa naraka sudhI paramAdhAmI duHkha de che, pachI bIjI narakamAM paraspara ekabIjA duHkha Ape che. narakamAM te ekale kAdava, aMdhakAra che. ahIMyA thoDo kAdava hoya te cAlavAnuM mana na thAya. gabharAI javAya. jyAre narakamAM kevI rIte jIva rahetA haze ! AvA bhayaMkara duo bhegavato hoya chatAM vayakamAM rahelA mithyAtvI jIve duHkhI che jyAre narakamAM rahelA samaktI che sukhI che kAraNa ke mithyAtvI jIvene vadhu meLavavAnI tRSNa che. samaktI neIyA vaheMcaNI karI zake ke kaI mane duHkha ApatuM nathI, mAratuM nathI. kApatuM nathI. samakti che eTale avadhijJAnathI joI zake ke meM pUrvajanmamAM AvA pApakarmo karyA che te karmo vyAja sahita udayamAM AvyA che. sAruM thayuM ke karma apAvAnI uttama ghaDI AvI che. ahI udayamAM AvelA karmo khapAvI daIza to mArA mAthethI karmanuM karaja ochuM thaze, jeTalA vadhu bhagavAI jaze teTalA mArA karmo vadhu khapI jaze ane huM jaldIthI mArA karmone aMta karIza. pite karelA bhogave pite deza bIjAnA zuM juve dATayA hatA te dekhAyA, zeka karIne zuM re ! samaktI jIva A rIte vaheMcaNI kare. narakamAM rahelA samaktI che je zAMtine anubhava karI zake te viyakamAM rahelA mithyAtvI deve karI zakatA nathI kAraNa ke tenI pAse bAhya saMpatti che paNuM AtmAnI saMpatti samakti nathI. Atmika saMpatti je sukha ApI zake te bAhya saMpatti ApI zake nahi. te te durgatimAM laI jAya. zeThANIne kImiye : zeThANa pAse Atmika saMpatti na hatI. eTale kuMbhAranA zabdo sAMbhaLIne pArAzIzI caDhI gaI. mArA dhaNInuM AvuM haDahaDatuM apamAna ! krodhanA AvezamAM AvI gayA. kodhane jIte te sAce mAnava. kodha gayo to samajavuM ke beDo pAra. te to kodhamAM ne kodhamAM ghera AvyA ane kaI zodhe to jaDe nahi evI vakhAramAM jaIne sUI gayA. tenA manamAM phAMke che ke huM kahIza te pramANe zeTha badhuM karaze. 12 vAge zeTha ghera AvyA. zeThANI kayAMya dekhAyA nahi. temaNe AkhA gharamAM rUpAbAnI tapAsa karAvI. chatAM dekhAtA nathI. nakarane pUche che, tArA rUpAbA kayAM gayA che te dekhAtA nathI? zodhatA kalAka thaI tyAre vakhAramAM temane patto paDyo. zeTha pUche che zeThANI ! zuM thayuM che? tAva Avyo che? kaI takalIpha thaI che? paNa bole te bIjA. zeThe ghaNA kAlAvAlA karyA. zeThanuM pANI barAbara utaryuM. chevaTe zeThANI gussAthI bolyA-mane zA mATe bolAve che? tamArA paisAne zuM karavAnA che? tamArA paisA paDayA khADAmAM. gAmamAM tamArI kiMmata keDInI paNa nathI. koI tamane be AnAnI cIja paNa udhAra na Ape.

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [121 traNa keDI kuMbhAra kahevAya. te paNa mane kahI jAya ke rekaDA paisA ApIne mATalA laI jAva. huM zeThanI pAse paisA levA nahi jAuM, te mane paisAnA badalAmAM evI saMDelI bAjarI Ape ke mArA gadheDA paNa nathI khAtA. AvA zabdo kahIne pADozI benonI sAme mArI Ijajata mATImAM meLavI dIdhI. vera vALavAnI jAgelI vRtti : zeTha kahe, paNa emAM zuM thaI gayuM ? halakA mANase bole e gaNavAnuM nahi ane mana para dharavAnuM nahi. evA mANasonI vAta sAMbhaLavI ja nahi. je sAMbhaLIe to magajamAM rAkhavI nahi. A sAMbhaLIne rUpAbAno krodha to vizeSa vaLe. te krodhanA AvezamAM belyAbasa have rahevA do ApanuM lekacara Apa ja evA che! Apane keI mArI jAya to Apa kaMI bele paNa nahi. paNa....mAruM AvuM ghora apamAna kare te huM sahana nahi karI zakuM. tamane to mAtra paiso bhegA karatA AvaDe che pachI bhale pratiSThA AbarU cAlI jAya. mAruM AvuM apamAna karyuM ! mArI Ijajata gaI tenuM ApanA manamAM kaMI duHkha nathI? krodha keTale anartha karAve che. zeThe khUba samajAvyA chatAM zAMta na thayA. basa, mAre to eno badale le che. zuM badalI le che? te kuMbhAra mArA ghera jAra-bAjarI mAMgavA Ave ane huM tenA mAthAmAM sAta juttA mAruM to mane ThaMDaka vaLe. to ja mArA verano badalo vaLe. zeThANI ! AvuM kAma na karo. zeThANano krodha to eTalo vadhI gayo ke te kuMbhArane pitAno zatra mAnIne tene parAjita karIne apamAnita karavA Icche che paNa temane e khabara nathI ke mArA A durvyavahArathI bIjAne je nukazAna thaze tenA karatA vadhu nukazAna mane thavAnuM che. teNe to kahI dIdhuM ke jyAM sudhI teno badalo levAna keI upAya nahi vicAre tyAM sudhI huM khAIza nahi ne tamane khAvA daIza nahi. zeTha vicAre che ke zeThANIe to bhAre karI. khAtI nathI ane mane khAvA detI nathI. vaLI zeThANuM kahe - tame jame to kharA, huM jouM chuM ke tame kevA khAva che? teNe zeThane na khAvA dIdhuM. zeThane kaI rasto jaDato nathI. rAtre uMgha paNa uDI gaI. rAtamAM eka vicAra Avyo ke mArI bAjumAM rahetA je yati che te maMtrataMtra jANe che. to e kaI upAya batAvaze. zeThe to rAte ne rAte upaDayA. jaIne enA bAraNA aDAvyA. thatie bAraNuM kholyuM. zeThe pitAnA AgamananuM projana batAvyuM. kuMbhAranA meNA para ene piNuM mAravuM che. to e mATe rasto batAve. yati kahe e nahi bane. kuMbhAra tamArA AMgaNe nahi Ave. paNa e cAle tema nathI. yati kahe ekane namAvavA jatAM seMkaDonA mata thaI jAya evuM ghora pApa na karo. huM tamane rasto batAvuM to huM paNa pApane bhAgIdAra thAuM. mArI vidyAne durUpayega thaze. zeTha kahe yatijI! game te thAya paNa mAruM ATaluM kAma to jarUra karavuM paDaze nahi to ame baMne marI jaIzuM. yati kahe te mATe to duSkALa pADavo paDe. duSkALamAM hajAre manuSyo ane pazuonI durdazA thAya. A kalpanA bhayaMkara che. keTalI zaidralIlA! zeTha kahe - Apa duSkALanI ciMtA

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122] [ zAradA ziAmaNi karavuM paDaze. na karazeA. mArI pAse paisAnA tUTo nathI. hu' anAja ane ghAsanA sagraha karI laIza. mArI pAse je Avaze temane ApIza, paNa mAru kAma te game tema teya A yati ne ! zeThe thADI lAlaca ApI eTale te kAma karavA taiyAra thayA. A prayAga mATe temaNe eka kAliyAra mRga ma`gAnyA. tenA zIgaDAmAM meghaba'dhananA ma`tra mUkIne eka tAvIja paherAvI pachI kahyu...-A mRgane rakhaDato na mUkatA. tene surakSita vADAmAM bAMdhajo. te rakhaDato jo bIje jaze to tyAM paNa duSkALa paDaze ane eTalu dhyAna rAkhajo ke tamAruM kAma thaI jAya eTale A tAvIja tarata choDI nAMkhajo. jethI sukALa thaI jaze. mohamAM ghelA anele AtmA kevA pApa karavA taiyAra thayA ! eka pAI nahi kharcInA paisA kharacavA taiyAra thayA. zuM A zeTha dayALu hatA ? nA. A to abhimAna pApavA taiyAra thayA che. zeTha ghera AvyA. zeThANI pUche che kAma thaI gayu` ? hA. zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLatA prasanna thayA. pApanA kAryoMmAM prasannatA e joradAra karma baMdhananuM kAraNa che. te yaMtranA kAraNe varasAda na thayA. aSADha gayA, zrAvaNa gayA to ya varasAdanuM eka TIpu na paDayu. duSkALa jAhera thayA. eka mAnane poSavA keTalA pApa karavA taiyAra thayA. zeThe peAtAnI pAse jeTaluM dhana hatuM te dhanathI ghAsanI gaMjIe ane anAjanA sa'graha karavA mAMDayA. Ama te zeTha pAkA kaMjusa hatA paraMtu Aje zeThANInA mehamAM pAgala banIne phrI rahyA che. mAnavA, pazue bhUkhatarasathI maravA lAgyA. zeThe maphata anAja ApavAnuM zarU karyuM.. gAmanA badhA leAkeA levA AvyA paNa jenI rAha jotA hatA te kubhAra na Avye . zeThe mRganA zIMgamAMthI tAvIja cheDI nahi. bIje varSe paNa duSkALa jAhera thayeA. kuMbhAranI dazA bahu kharAkha thaI. eka varSImAM to kuMbhAranA gharamAra, vAsaNeA ane gadheDA badhuM vecAI gayuM. chatAM kubhAra zeThanI pAse anna mAMgavA na AvyA. tene piravAra bhUkhe maravA lAgyA. te divase judA ane AjanA divase judA H gAmanA mANasA kuMbhArane kahevA lAgyA ke bhAI! zeTha anAja Ape che to tu' levA jA. temAMthI jADA pAtaLA roTale banAvIne khAje. tane kaMIka zAMti thaze. ku'bhAra manamAM samaje che ke huM jaIza to mane ema kaheze ke zeThanA gharanI jAratAro gadheDA nathI khAtA to tuM zA mATe levA Avye ? A tene bhaya hato chatAM ati duHkhanA kAraNe te gayA. bhUkhyA na juve eTho bhAta" e rIte bhUkhanA kAraNe pIDAtA hovAthI te gayA. nIcuM mukha rAkhIne kahe che rUpAkhA ! mane kaMIka Ape. huM garIba mANusa chuM. paNa rUpAmAne ApavuM hatu. kAM ? emane tA tene juttA mAravA hatA. rUpAkhA rASathI elyA, amArI jAra tArA gadheDA na khAya te tuM zA mATe levA AnyA che! badamAza ! ahIthI cAlyA jA. kuMbhAra kahe khA! te divaseA judA hatA ane atyAre divase judA che. bhayaMkara duSkALa paDayo ne bhUkhyA pIDAtA hato tethI badhAnA kahevAthI Avye chuM. huM ApanI mAphI mAMguM chuM. mane kSamA Ape. mAphI mAMgavA mAthuM nIcuM namAvyuM tevA mAthAmAM sAta vAra juttA mAryAM.

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[ zAradA ziremaNi 123 ] krodhabhUti zeThANInuM hRdaya have ThaMDu thayuM. kuMbhAra kahe bA ! meM Apane zatrubhAvathI te zabda kahyA nahotA. vyavahAranI vAta karI hatI, paNa A tenI satya vAta ke sAMbhaLe? zeThANIe mAra mAryo. anAjano eka dANo paNa na Ape. te nirAza thaIne cAlyo gayA. paththara jevA kaThora hRdaya para kuMbhAranA dIna vacanonI jarA paNuM asara na thaI. zeThANInuM kAma patI gayuM eTale zeThane kahe che. mArA manoratha pUrNa thaI gayA. have Apane je karavuM hoya te kare. zeTha kAliyAra mRgane bAMdhelI tAvIja cheDavA gayA. mRga to bhAgIne kAThiyAvADamAM jatuM rahyuM hatuM. tyAM paNa bhayaMkara dukALa paDyo hato zeThane to have kaI upAya na rahyo. karmo kaIne cheDatA nathI. thoDA samayamAM te karmo udayamAM AvyA. gharamAM cora AvyA. badhuM carI gayA, Aga lAgI, pANI AvyuM. badhI rIte zeTha sApha thaI gayA. duSkALa paDAvyuM. temAM seMkaDo mAna ane prANIo marI gayA. te badhA pApane badale ahIM maLI gaye. je yatie maMtra jaMtra karyA hatA, temanA zarIramAM, zeTha ane zeThANInA zarIramAM bhayaMkara kedrane rega thayo. aMte badhA rIbAI rIbAIne maryA ane durgatimAM cAlyA gayA. A daSTAMtathI e samajavAnuM che ke zeThANInA mAnane poSavA krodha, mAyA, lebha badhuM AvyuM. kapAye jIvane saMsAramAM rajhaLAve che. AnaMda gAthApatinI pAse ATalI saMpatti hovA chatAM nirabhimAnI hatA. have AgaLa zuM vAta cAlaze tenA bhAva avasare. aSADha vada 14 ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna na. 15 : tA. 16-7-85 anaMtajJAnI, anaMta darzanI jJAnI bhagavaMte jagatanA cha upara mahAna karUNA karI dvAdazAMgI rU5 vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. AcAraMga sUtramAM batAvyuM che. golukagbAne phera mA gAya che ne ! a. 6. u. 1. jJAnI purUSa A jagatanA mAnamAM sAcA nararatana che, kAraNa ke mAnava hovA chatAM temaNe prabaLa purUSArthathI sarvajJapaNuM prApta karyuM che. teo yathArtha tane pitAnA kevaLajJAna dvArA jANIne jIvonA kalyANane mATe upadeza Ape che. temaNe saMsArI jIvane aNamela, aDa, anupama jJAna ApyuM che. A jJAna AdhyAtmika kalyANa karAvanAra che. tethI anupama ane ajoDa che. A Agama jJAnanA sahAre keTalAka AtmAoe AtmAnI addabhuta nirmaLatA prApta karI, vartamAnakALe kare che ane bhaviSyamAM anaMtA jIvo karaze. e nirmaLatAne kayAre prApta karI? saMsAranA vicArothI, kaSAyonI kAtIlatAthI, viSayanI viSamatAthI ane rAga-dveSanI ramakhANathI manane pheravI lIdhuM ane AdhyAtma kSetramAM jeDI dIdhuM. ApaNuM manane A bhAvamAM samajAvI zakAze, kAraNa ke A bhavamAM samajavAnI sAmagrI maLI che, pachInA bhavamAM maLaze ke nahi tenI zI khabara ! mATe manane samajAvI do. Aja sudhI jIve mananI cAle cAlI indriyenA amanacamana karyA. tenA pariNAme pUrvenA pUryodaye meLavelI puNyanI mUDI lUMTAI gaI. pUrvanuM e bharacaka puNya taLiyAjhATaka karI beThe. have parabhavamAM zuM maLaze ? bhIkha ja mAMgavAnI ne ! are, A

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124 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi manarAjAe to A jIvane lebha, moha, tRSNa ane mamatAnI oLI pakaDAvIne bhIkha mAMgato bhaTakAvyo che. vIranuM AvuM virATa zAsana pAmIne zuM A karavAnuM hoya? cakavatIne dIkare bhIkha mAMge re ? nA...nA...cakavatI samAna vItarAga zAsana pAmIne bhIkha mAMgavAnI hoya? nA. anaMtakALathI jIva bhIkha mAMgI rahyo che. have tenI jhoLI bharAI gaI kharI ? nA, mATe have e dizA taraphathI manane vaLAMka levAne che. eka nyAyathI samajIe. eka vAra dariyAI musApharIe eka vahANa nIkaLyuM. dariyAI saphara zarU karatA pahelA khalAsIoe pota potAnA ISTadevane namaskAra karyA pachI vaDANa hAMkavAnuM zarU karyuM. badhA musAphare AnaMda killela karI rahyA che. vahANa jhaDapathI dariyAI mAjAone kApatuM AgaLa vadhI rahyuM che. divasa pUro thatAM saMdhyAkALa thayo. saMdhyAnA avanavA raMgamAM pANI suMdara dekhAtuM hatuM. e kudaratI dRzya saunA manamAM AnaMdanA taraMgo pedA karatuM hatuM. saMdhyA asta thatAM rAtrI zarU thaI. cAre bAju aMdhakAra chavAI gaye. rAtrInA zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM mAtra pANInA mojAonA avAja sivAya keI avAja saMbhaLAte nathI cAre bAju nIrava zAMti hatI. badhA musAphare nidrAdhIna thaI gayA. tyAM acAnaka bUma paDavA lAgI. badhA jAgI gayA. zuM thayuM? bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDAne pavana phUMkAvA lAgyo. khUba bhayaMkara pavana che. badhA bhayabhIta thaI gayA ne sahu pitAnA ISTadevanuM ekacitta smaraNa karavA lAgyA. AvA samaye mana kayAMya jAya kharuM? nA. pavanathI vahANa hAlamaDolama thavA lAgyuM. badhAne lAgyuM ke have ApaNe jAna jokhamamAM che chatAM khalAsIo pratikULa pavananI sAme vAraMvAra saDha pheravIne vahANane bacAvavAnA prayatna karatA hatA. kharekhara emanA pracaMDa purUSAthe vahANane bacAvI lIdhuM. badhA yAtrike have nirbhaya banyA, ane jokhamI vAtAvaraNamAMthI vahANa sarvathA bacI gayuM. badhAne khUba AnaMda thayo. kharekhara saDha pheravavAnI kaLA AvaDatI hatI te pratikULa jokhamI vAtAvaraNamAMthI paNa vahANane salAmata rIte kinAre lAvI zakayA. e vAta khalAsIoe siddha karI ApI. - mananA sa8ne pheravavAnI kaLA : A nyAya ApaNuM jIvana mATe khUba upayogI che. A saMsAra sAgarathI pAra thavA ane mokSanA kinAre pahoMcavA mATe ApaNe saMsAra sAgaramAM ApaNe nAva taratI mUkI che. e nAvane teDavA mATe aneka pratikULatAe jIvanamAM Ave che. kayAreka acAnaka roga humalo karI jAya, kayAreka kakSAnA prasaMge ubhA thatA hoya, kayAreka aNagamatuM karavAno prasaMga Ave, kaI vAra na dhAryA hoya evA azubha adhyavasAyanI hAramALA khaDI thaI jAya. AvA na dhAryA prasaMgo ubhA thAya tyAre manane svastha rAkhavuM khUba kaThIna che. AvA kasoTInA samayamAM sAdhakanA jIvananI parIkSA thAya che. A samaye mananA saDhane pheravavAnI kaLA hastagata karI laIe te bhayaMkara pratikULatAo paNuM ApaNuM sAdhakanA jIvanamAM kayAMya kANuM pADI zake tema nathI. A kaLAone hastagata karI hoya evA mahApurUSonA gauravavaMtA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [125 parAkone bhavya itihAsa ApaNI sAme che. e mahApurUSane mAtra pagamAM kAMTA ja nahotA vAgyA paNuM mastake sagaDI mUkANI, ghANImAM pIlANA. taDabUcanI jema jIvatA cAmaDI utarI, kAyA bhayaMkara seLaseLa rogothI gherAI gaI. AvA bhayaMkara jhaMjhAvAthI pratikULatAnA pavana vacce paNa A pavitra purUSonI sAdhanAnI nAva akhaMDa rahI hatI kAraNa ke mananA saDhane pheravavAnI kaLA teoe hastagata karI lIdhI hatI. ApaNe paNa e pavitra purUSonA vArasadAra chIe. to zuM e kaLAne hastagata karavI ApaNA mATe kaThIna che ! jarAsI pratikULatA Ave ane cittamAM saMkalezo pedA thavA lAge tyAre jemanA jIvanamAM cAre bAju pratikULatA AvavA chatAM jemaNe samAdhi akhaMDa jALavI rAkhelI che tevA mahAna sAdhaka AtmAone yAda kare, ane manane samajAve ke A mahAtmAo je samAdhi jALavI zakyA che te tAre paNa samAdhi rAkhe chUTake che. jo AvuM thaze te "hAya" nI jagAe "hAza" ne anubhava thaze. A rIte je mananA saDhane pheravazuM te te jIvana nAva DUbI jaze nahi paNa avazya taraze. ku khedanArane sIDI nIce laI jAya ane makAna bAMdhanArane upara laI jAya. basa, A rIte manane upayoga nIce javAmAM nahi paNa upara laI javAmAM karIe to A manuSyabhava maLyAnI sAcI sArthakatA che. jene mAnavajIvananI sArthakatA samajAI che evA AnaMda gAthA pati nyAyI, saunA vizvAsapAtra, sAcA salAhakAra ane dhIragaMbhIra hatA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa kuTuMbamAM maitrI pUjAnuM mAre sAruMai rajavuM meDhImA meDhIbhUta hatA. khetaranA khaLAmAM ghauM java vagere nAMkhyA hoya temAMthI anAjanA dANA chUTA karavAne mATe eka khADo khodI temAM eka lAkaDAne thobhe repe che. tenI cAre bAjue ekasAthe khaLAmAMthI dANA chUTA pADavA mATe baLada pharyA kare che e khAMbhAne "meDhI' kahe che. baLada vagere e vakhate e khAMbhAne AdhAre pharyA kare che. je e khAMbhe na hoya te baLada game tyAM cAlyA jAya. AnaMda gAthApati pitAnA kuTuMbanA meDhI-madhyastha sthaMbha jevA hatA. arthAta kuTuMbanA AdhArabhUta hatA. ane vyavasthApaka te ja hatA. lekenA paNa AzrayarUpa hatA. A te AnaMdanI vAta thaI. ApaNe paNa meDhIbhUta banavuM che. pula ane soya jevA banavuM che paNa kAtara jevA nathI banavuM. pula nadInA be kinArAne joDe che, soya che TukaDAne sAMdhe che. eka vAra kAtara ane seya vacce saMvAda thayo. kAtara soyane kahe che tuM bahu nAnI che ne huM te moTI chuM. (darajInI kAtara to khUba moTI hoya che, chatAM tAruM sthAna darajInA mAthe TopImAM che. darajI sIvato hoya ne koI kAma mATe uThe te sAya TopImAM bharAvI de. tAruM sthAna uMcuM che. mAthe TopImAM bharAve che. ane mane to paga nIce mUke che. tuM ATalI nAnI kyAM tAruM mAna ne mAruM mAna kema nahIM ! seya kahe sAMbhaLa! tuM jyAM jAya tyAM be bhAga kare che eTale darajI tane paga nIce dabAvIne rAkhe che ke rakhe ne te na vetaravAnuM vetarI nAMkhaze. jyAre huM te vetarelAne sarakhuM karuM chuM samajIne ! .

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[ 126 zAradA ziramaNi ] AnaMda gAthApati meDhIbhUta hatA. kuTuMbane ane gAmanI janatAne AdhArabhUta hatA. jayAM be phAMTA paDayA hoya tyAM e soyanuM kAma karIne suleha karAvatA. saMghamAM, samAjamAM, ke kuTuMbamAM je be bhAga pADavAnuM kAma kare te saMsAra vadhAre che. ane sAMdhavAnuM kAma kare che te puNyanA bhAthA bAMdhe che. AnaMda pUrva janmamAM sukRta karIne puNya laIne AvyA che ane A bhavamAM paNa jabbara puNyanA gaMja ekaThA kare che. darekane sukha, saMpa zAtA game che paNuM kArya azAtA maLe tevA karIe chIe. azAtA vedanIya karma keTalA prakAre bAMdhe che? paraduHkhaNiyAe-bIjAne duHkha ApavuM, paraseNiyAe bIjAne zoka karAve, paraguraNiyAe-bIjAne guraNA karAvavI. parINiyAe-parane AMsu paDAvavA, parapaTTaNiyAe bIjAne pITAvavuM mAravuM, para paritAvaNiyAe-bIjAne paritApanA ApavI. bahuNuM, pANANuM, bhUyANuM, jIvANuM, sattANuM duHkhaNiyAe-bahu prANa-bhUta, jIva, sane duHkha ApavuM-soNiyAe-zeka kare, guraNiyAe-jharavuM, TIpaNiyAe Tapaka Tapaka AMsu pADavA, pITTaNiyAe-pITavuM paritAvaNiyAe--paritApanA karavI. A bAra prakAre jIva azAtA vedanIya karma bAMdhe che. badhAne game zuM? azAtA ke zAtA? zAtA vedanIya game che paNa kartavyo kevA che.? mAnavI che puNyanA phaLa ane rAta divasa deTa che pApa tarapha. hisAba mUkavAnI jarUra che. mAruM mana anya jIvonA bhalAnA, hitanA vicAra kare che ke ahitanA vicAra kare che? mArA vacanathI ane kAyAthI meM zuM karyuM che? vacanathI kaTu vacana bolIne keInA prANa to dubhAvyA nathI ne ! kAyAthI jene zAtA upajAvI che ke azAtA upajAvI che! jaina dazane mAtra kAyAthI jIvane mAravAmAM hiMsA che eTaluM ja nahi paNa tenA 10 prANomAMthI keI paNa prANunI hiMsA karIe te paNa hiMsA mAnI che. saMjJI paMcendriya jIne 10 prANa hoya che temAMthI koI paNa prANonI hiMsA karI to te hiMsAmAM gaNAya. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke bhASA upaga rAkhIne belavI. diTuMDaM mithaM asaMdiddha, paDipuNNaM viyaM jiyaM / / mayaMvaramaguzvinuMmA niri gaI | daza. a. 8. gA. 49 AtmajJAnI sAdhaka sAkSAt dekhAtI, parimita, saMdeharahita, pUrvApara saMbaMdha sahita, spaSTa arthavALI, cAlu viSayane pratipAdana karavAvALI, mAdhyastha bhAvathI bolAtI, keIne udvega na thAya tevI bhASA bole. vaLI bhagavAne kahyuM, he sAdhaka ! satya bhASA hoya chatAM apriya ane sAmAne duHkha utpanna karatI hoya te tevI satya bhASA paNuM na bolIza. tyAM mauna raheze. temaja seLa prakAranI sAvadhakArI bhASA paNa bolIza nahi. je bhASA belavAthI pApanuM Avagamana thatuM hoya te bhASA bolavI nahi. aneka puNyanA phaLasvarUpa jIbha maLI che. bhagavAne sAdhakane mATe bhASA para khUba pratibaMdha mUkyo che. bIju mahAvrata-satya bolavuM, krodhathI, bhayathI, lebhathI, hAMsIthI asatya bolavuM nahi. A sAdhanAnI dorImAM pahelI gAMTha che. pAMca samitimAM bIjI bhASA samiti che.

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[ zAradA ziremaNi 127 ] A bIjI gAMTha che. ane traNa guptimAM eka vacanagupti e trIjI gAMTha che. ApaNe kaI paNa vastune dorAthI bAMdhIe tyAre pahelI gAMTha para vizvAsa na rahe ke kadAca khulI jAya to tethI bIjI gAMTha mArIe chIe. tyAre manamAM cakkasa thaI jAya che have dorAnI gAMTha khulI zakaze nahi. A rIte bhagavAne sAdhunI sAdhanAne majabUta banAvavA mATe be gAMTho para vizvAsa na rAkhatA traNa traNa gAMTho mArI che. saMtene mATe asatya te zuM, satya paNa apriya, kaThora, kaDavI ane ahitakArI hoya tevI bhASA te na bolavI joIe paNa nizcayakAraka bhASA paNuM na bolavI joIe. evI bhASA kayAreka bhayaMkara anartha saI de che. kaI gAmamAM eka saMtanuM cAturmAsa hatuM. te saMta khUba vakatRtva zakti dharAvatA hatA. temanA pravacanamAM jaine to AvatA paNa eka jainetara bAI roja AvatI. eka divasa saMtanI daSTi temanA para paDI. temanA manamAM thayuM ke A bAI jaina nathI lAgatI tenA vidhi vidhAnamAM pharaka dekhAya che te ja Ave che. eka ciro vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che, paNa tenuM mukha udAsa dekhAya che, jarAya AnaMda dekhAto nathI. eka divasa vyAkhyAna bAda badhA zrotAo gayA pachI saMte tene sahaja bhAve pUchayuM-tuM ja udAsa kema lAge che? A sAMbhaLatA tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. benenuM hadaya kemaLa hoya che. tenAmAM duHkha sahana karavAnI zakti ane hiMmata ochI hoya che, eTale jaladI Asu AvI jAya. saMta kahebena ! raDaze nahi. ArtadhyAna karavAthI paNuM karmabaMdhana thAya te ArtadhyAna na karIza. tane duHkha zuM che? duHkha hoya to samajavuM ke mArA keIpaNuM bhavamAM bAMdhelA karmo udayamAM AvyA che. bena kahe gurudeva! mArA pati paradeza gayA che mahinAmAM AvavAnuM kahIne gayA che. temane gayA be-cAra varSe nahi paNa 12 varSa pUrA thavA AvyA chatAM haju sudhI AvyA nathI ke temanA keI samAcAra pAnuM nathI. tethI mAruM mana udAsa che. saMta kaMIka jANatA haze tethI belI gayA ke tAre pati AvatI kAle daza vAge Avaze. tene saMtanA vacana para zraddhA ane vizvAsa khUba, te ghera jaIne patinA svAgatanI taiyArIo karavA lAgI. gharane sAphasUpha karI cAMdanI jevuM jhagamagatuM banAvI dIdhuM. pati AvavAnA hatA te divase pite sArA vastrAbhUSaNothI sajaja thaIne patinA svAgatamAM javA taiyAra thaI. patine ghara choDayA 12 varSa thayA che. bAra varSamAM mArI patnI cAritramAM barAbara rahI che ke nahi tenI tapAsa karuM. ema vicArI temaNe gAma bahAra utAre karyo. sAmAna bahAra mUkIne chUpI rIte tapAsavA gAmamAM Avyo. bena ghara bahAra patinI rAha jotI UbhI che. saMtanA kahevA pramANe 10 vAge patine zerImAM AvatA joyA eTale te sAme gaI. temane satkAra karyo. patinA manamAM ema hatuM ke ATalA samayathI huM tene mUkIne gaye hato to tenI dazA kevI haze ! duHkhanA kAraNe tenuM mukha karamAyeluM ane atyaMta udAsa haze. tenA badale sArA vacce dAgInAthI zaNagArelI joIne tenA manamAM zaMkA thaI. huM AvavAne chuM te te tene khabara nathI. chatAM zaNagAra sajIne

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128] [ zAradA ziremaNi harSabhera kema AvI haze ! nakI te durAcAriNI che. gharamAM dAkhala thatAM teNe gussAthI pUchayuM--A badhA zaNagAra ane sajAvaTa kenA mATe che? durbhAgI ! te to sAsarA ane piyara pakSane kalaMka lagADayuM che. nizcayakArI bhASAe sajele anartha : pati gharamAM gayo. ghara paNa suMdara zaNagAryuM che. A joIne pati pUche che A badhuM zuM che? A badhuM ApanA mATe che. mane kAle khabara paDI ke Aje Apa AvavAnA che. tArI vAta badhI peTI che. zuM ahIM tane koI e bhaviSyavANI kahI ? tuM tArA pApane DhAMkavA mATe banAvaTI vAto karI rahI che. nAtha ! huM khoTuM bolatI nathI. huM dararoja saMtanA pravacanamAM jAuM chuM. temaNe mane udAsa joIne sahaja bhAve pUchyuM-meM kahyuM 12 varSathI mArA pati paradeza gayA che. temanA keI samAcAra paNa nathI. saMta balI gayA ke tArA pati kAle 10 vAge Avaze. huM te sAdhu ne mAnato nathI. A rIte pati-patnI vAto karI rahyA hatA. eTalAmAM sAdhu gaucarI mATe tyAMthI nIkaLyA. saMta bolatA bolI gayA paNa pAchaLathI temane pitAnI bhUla samajANuM ke meM bahu moTI bhUla karI che. huM nizcayakArI bhASA bolI gayo. saMtane gaucarIe AvatA joIne te bAIe bhakti bhAvathI gaucarI vahorAvI. zeThe saMtane pUchayuMApe mArI patnIne kahyuM hatuM ke tAre pati kAle 10 vAge Avaze. zuM Apa bhaviSyamAM thanArI vAtane batAvI zake che? huM ApanI vAta kevI rIte mAnuM ! Apa mane e kahe ke mArI gheDI garbhavatI che tene zuM Avaze? vacherI ke vachere ? saMta belI gayA ke vachere. saMtanI vAta sAcI che ke beTI te jANavA teNe ghoDInA peTamAM talavAra mArI ane peTa cIrI nAkhyuM. tarata vachere bahAra paDayo, sAdhunI vAta to sAcI hatI. paNuM sAcI vAta kahevAthI kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM ! saMte pitAnA zabdonuM jyAre A bhayaMkara pariNAma jANyuM tyAre temane khUba pazcAtApa thayo. mArA zabdathI ghaDInI ane tenA baccAnI hatyA thaI gaI ! dilamAM bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyo. pitAnA pApanuM prAyazcita karavA cAre AhArano tyAga karI saMthAra karI lIdho. bAIne khabara paDI ke be jInI hatyA joIne saMte saMthAre karyo. huM kevI abhAgaNI ! mULa mArA nimite saMthAro karavo paDe ne ! te pitAnA makAnanA trIjA mALe jaIne daravAjA baMdha karI gaLAmAM doraDuM paherIne phAMso khAImarI gaI. tenA patie joyuM ke ghaDI ane tenuM baccuM marI gayuM. saMte saMthAre karI lIdho. gharamAM mArI patnI kema dekhAtI nathI ? tapAsa karatAM trIje mALe gayA te patnInuM maDaduM laTakatuM hatuM. arararakeTale anartha thaI gayo ! mArI patnI cAlI gaI te have mArA jIvananuM zuM ? have mAre jIvIne zuM karavuM che? ema vicArI patnInA gaLAmAM je deraDuM hatuM te pote paherI lIdhuM. te paNa tyAM marI gayo. "tArA pati kAle Avaze." saMtanA A nizcayAtmaka zabdothI pAMca pAMca jInI ghAta thaI gaI. mATe bhagavAne kahyuM che ke huM mArA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [129 teA na melavI. dareka vyaktie bhASAne ghaNI sAvadhAnIthI prayAga karavA joie. cAhe sAdhu hai| cA zrAvaka hA. viveka rAkhyA vinA khelavAthI apriya prasa`ga upasthita thai jAya che. AnaMda gAthApati buddhizALI, prabhAvazALI ane kuTuMbamAM meDhIbhUta hatA. peAtAnA kuTuMbanA cakSurUpa hatA. arthAt jema AMkha mA ne prakAzita kare che tema AnaMda gAthApati peAtAnA kuTuMbIonA paNa badhA arthAMnA prakAzaka hatA. sAcA mArga batAvanAra hatA ane badhe Anada vartAvanArA hatA. have thoDI vAra caritra laI e. caritra : pura dara zeTha ane puNyazrI zeDANI ane puNyavAna dharmiSTha AtmAe che. temane tyAM ATalI lakhalUTa saMpatti hovA chatAM tene vArasadAra kaI na hatuM. aMte deva ArAdhanAthI deve kahyu ke aMtarAya karyuM che. tene teDavA dAnazALA cAlu karo. garIba, apa'ga, anAthanA AMsu lUchajo ane koInI duA lejo tA tamAruM' karma haTI jaze ane tamArA ghera pAraNuM kha'dhAze. 'duA' jIvanamAM zuM kAma kare che ? eka rAjAne bhayaMkara asAdhya roga thayA. rAjA hoya eTale davA upacAramAM zuM khAmI hoya ! ghA vaidyo, hakImA ane moTA moTA DokaTaronI davA karI paNa rAjAne rAga maTatA nathI. game teTalA upacAra karIe pazu jyAM sudhI azAtA vedanIyanA udaya hoya tyAM sudhI roga maTe nahi. rAjA rAgathI khUba kaTALI gayA. chevaTe eka saMta mahAtmA pAse gayA. saMta jaina na hatA. rAjA saMtanA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che ke mahAtmA! mane A rAga kaI hisAbe maTatA nathI. Apa mane evA upAya batAve ke jethI mArA roga zAMta thAya. sa`ta kahe-rAjan ! Aja dina sudhI tame keInI duA lIdhI nathI. tA koInI duA leA tA tamArA roga maTe. atyAra sudhI rAjAe dAna puNya karyAM nathI koInA AMsu lUchyA nathI paNa have peAtAnA roga maTADavA che ane koInI duA levI che eTale udAra dile, khullA hAthe dAna devA mAMDayu. hajArA lAkhA leAkeA dAna levA mATe Ave che. auSadha, anAja, paisA je jarUra hoya te khUba dilAvara dilathI Ape che. dAna devAmAM jo sa'kucita bhAvanA hoya teA tenA lAbha tevA maLe che je dAna levA Ave te badhA saMtASa pAmIne jAya che. A rIte rAjAe 12 mahinA sudhI dAnanA pravAha cAlu rAkhyo. temAM eka garIba pazu puNyazALI mANasa AvI gayA. rAjAe tene je jarUra hatuM te ApyuM. te mANasanA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDayA ke bhagavAna tamAruM bhalu kare. tamArI AzA pUrI kare. A mANasanI duA maLI gaI. tyArathI rAjAnA roga zAMta thatA gayA. dhIme dhIme rAjA nirogI banI gayA. jJAnI kahe che ke jo sukha joI e che teA bIjAne sukha ApatA zIkheA. A rAjAnI jema zeDa paNu udAra dile chUTA hAthe dAna devA lAgyA. dezavidezamAM puraMdara zeThanuM nAma dAnezvarI tarIke gaNAvA lAgyuM. aneka AtmAonI zeThe duA lIdhI ane zeDanu` ma`gala icchayuM. dAnanA prabhAve zeThanu aMtarAya karma tUTI gayuM! 9

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130 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi che. eka dina sUtI sejamAM re puNyazrI satI sukhadAya, svapna dekhI caMdramA re jAgRta thaI tadAya re eka dina puNyazrI rAtre pitAnI sukhazayyAmAM sUtI hatI. rAtre kaMIka uMghatA ne kaMIka jAgRta avasthAmAM temaNe svapnamAM caMdramA je. sAruM svapna joIne puNyazrI tarata jAgRta thaI gaI. manamAM ciMtavavA lAgI ke mane Aje A caMdranuM svapna AvyuM che tethI nakakI mArI kuMkhe putra Avaze. sAruM svapna joyA pachI puNyazrI sUtI nahi paNa dharma jAjhikA karI. savAra thatAM tenA pati puraMdara zeTha pAse gaI. jaIne vaMdana karIne vinayapUrvaka kahe che. svAmI ! Apa mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLo. Aje rAtre ardhajAgRta avasthAmAM meM caMdra je che te A svapnanuM phaLa zuM haze? te Apa kRpA karIne mane kaho. svapnanI vAta sAMbhaLatA zeThane khUba AnaMda thayo. zeTha kahe che devI ! A svapna tamAruM khUba suMdara ane uttama che. Ape svapnamAM caMdra je che tethI ApanI kuMkhe caMdra jevA tejasvI putraratnane janma thaze. zeThanA mukhe svapnanI vAta sAMbhaLI puNyazrI pitAnA sthAnamAM AvI dharma ArAdhanAmAM joDAI gaI. puNyazrInI phaLelI AzA sArA divase pahelA sudhamAM devakathI eka jIva cavIne puzrInI kukSImAM Avyo. traNa mAsa thayA tyAre zeThANane sArA sArA dohada utpana thavA lAgyA. puNyazALI jIva mAtAnI kuMkhe Ave tyAre enA vicAra, vartana badhuM sAruM thAya che. tema ahIM puNyazrInI kuMkhe puNyavAna jIva AvatA sArA dehada utpanna thayA. zeTha A zeThANanA badhA dehada pUrA kare che. mAtRtvanA badhA cinho puNyazrInA zarIra upara dekhAvA lAgyA. puraMdara zeTha ane zeThANI baMnene khUba AnaMda che. samaya jatAM savAnava mAse barAbara madhyarAtre puNyazrIe eka bALakane janma Ape. dAsIe zeTha pAse jaIne putra janmanI vadhAmaNI ApI. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatA zeThane to AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. putra janmanI vadhAmaNuM devA AvanAra dAsIne zeThe khUba sAruM inAma ApI teno satkAra karyo. putranuM rUpa te eTaluM badhuM che ke jANe devakumAra joI le ! tenI nAnI nAnI AMkhamAM tejasvItA dekhAtI hatI. tenuM lalATa paNa puNya prabhAve camakatuM hatuM. jANe gulAbanuM phUla A dharatI upara mAnavanA rUpe AvyuM na hoya ! putra janmathI zeThanA mahelamAM AnaMdamaMgala vartAI rahyo che. AkhA gAmamAM AnaMda che. zeThe putrane janma mahotsava ujavyo. e divasathI dAnanI gaMgA umaTI paDI. zeThe khUba dAna devAnuM zarU karyuM. badhAe putrane maMgala AzIrvAda ApyA. puNyazrI dIkarAne jue ne harakhAya. dIkare jarA raDe to enuM kALajuM kapAI jAya. puraMdara zeThe paNa AvA suMdara tejasvI devarUpa jevA bALakane joIne khUba AnaMda anubhave che. have A putranuM nAma zuM pADaze tenA bhAva avasare. aSADha vada amAsa ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 16 : tA. 17-7- 85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna samajAve che ke anaMtakALathI AtmA A virATa saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyo che chatAM haju tenA bhavanA pherAne aMta kema AvatuM nathI? AtmAnI

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zAradA zirAmaNi ] [ 131 unnati kema thatI nathI ? teneA vicAra thAya che kharo? jIvane jeTaleA jaDa padAthAM pratye rAga che teTalA cetana pratye nathI. nava tattvamAM mukhya e tattva, eka jIvatattva ane bIjo ajIva tattva. ana'ta kALathI AtmA jaDanI pAchaLa pAgala banyA che. te dehane pUjArI banyA che. dehASTi keLavI che paNa anaMta zaktinA svAmI evA AtmA tarapha dRSTi karI nathI. AkhA divasa dehanI ciMtavaNA karI che paNa hu koNa chu ? kayAMthI Avye chuM? kayAM javAno chuM? AvI AtmAnI ciMtavaNA karanAra ahu ochA che. A jIve dehadiSTa teA ana ta ane'ta kALathI rAkhI che. tethI A virATa sa`sAramAM bhaTakatA rahyA chIe. have A jinazAsanane pAmIne e STi cheDIne AtmadRSTi keLavavAnI che. ekanI eka kriyA hovA chatAM jo samyak dRSTi hoya teA AtmAnA vicAra kare ane mithyA diSTa hoya teA jaDaneA vicAra kare. dA. ta. tame jamavA beThA. jamavAmAM tamane managamatI vastue! khAvA maLI gaI. jo evo vicAra kare ke Aje mane kevuM sarasa jamavAnuM maLyuM! jamavAmAM khUba majhA AvI. bahu AnaMda thayA enI prazaMsA karI e jaDa STi thaI. AtmaSTi vALA jIva jyAre jamavA bese tyAre e vicAra kare ke Aje pAkhI jevA pavitra dine huM upavAsa, Aya'bIla na karI zakayo. are! mAre khAvuM paDayu. te AmAMthI be koLIyA echA jamIza te uNAdarI tapanA lAbha maLaze. vaLI A jamaNunA guNu zA gAvA? enA para meAha zA mATe rAkhavA? A mAla aMte te maLa thaI javAnA che. AvA bhAva Ave te samajavu ke AtmaSTi che. tamArA vahepAranI vAta karuM. tame vahepAra karo che. tyAM ema vicAra thAya ke game tema karIne kamAI lau, vadhAre meLavI lau. vadhu meLavavA mATe anyAya, anaiti tathA aDhAra pApanu sevana karavu paDe te kare ane paisA vadhu maLe teA harakhAya. basa, have enA para laDaeNra karI zakAze. Anu nAma jaDaSTi paNa jo ema vicAra Ave ke huM saMsAramAM vasyA chuM. saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale paisAnI jarUra paDe che paNa mAre anyAya, anItithI dhana meLavavu nathI. mArA peTa pUratu teA maLe che. kadAca puchyAye vadhu meLavIza teA dharmAMnA kSetre huM vAparIza. jo AvA vicAra Ave te AtmaSTi. jaDanI jAheAjalAlInI STithI ane dehanI sukhAkAratAnI STithI teA jIvana ghaNuM jIvyA. tethI sa'sAranI rakhaDapaTTI cAlu che. have AtmadRSTie jIvana jIvavAnA sAnerI avasara AvyeA che. jo AtmAnI unnati karavI che teA jyAM ne tyAM jaDadRSTi karI che te rokIne AtmadRSTi keLavavAnI jarUra che. jo jaDadRSTi cheDIne AtmadRSTi ubhI karIe te emAM kAMI khAvAnuM nathI ke du:khI thavAnuM nathI. anaMta anaMta kALathI cAlI AvatI milana jaDaSTine mUkIne pavitra AtmadRSTi ubhI karavAthI manane khUba zAMti rahe che. A rIte sa`sAranA kAmeAmAM paNa jaDaSTine badale AtmadRSTi keLavI zakAya che. rAtre jAgI gayA tyAre manamAM ema thAya ke haju rAta ghaNI khAkI che. UdhI javA de ne ! teA e jaDadRSTi, paNu jo ema vicAra Ave ke UMghamAMthI jAgyA che teA have svAdhyAya-dhyAna

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132 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi Adi karavA de. A jIvana dharma sAdhanA mATe maLyuM che. te samajavuM ke AtmadaSTi AvI che. vepAra karatAM je dhaMdhAmAM khoTa Ave tyAre duHkha thAya, hAyaya thAya. ArtadhyAna thAya che te jaDadaSTi che paNa manamAM ema thAya ke cakravatIne cha khaMDanA rAjya, 14 ratna ane navanidhAna hatA te gayA to temanI apekSAe mAruM te kAMI ja gayuM nathI. A to karmanA khela che. azubha karmonA kacarA bhagavAIne khalAsa thayA. A rIte AtmadaSTi rAkhavAthI AtmAmAM zAMti samAdhi TakI zake che. sTava parathI cA utArI tyAre e bhAva thAya ke tapelI DhAMke nahi te cA TharI jaze te jaDadaSTi paNa AtmadaSTi heya to ema kahe ke tapelI para DhAMke. e khullI raheze te emAM uDatA jIvajaMtu paDaze ne marI jaze. nAnI nAnI bAbatamAM gusso ke kaleza kare e jaDa daSTi che. ApaNuM jIvana tarapha daSTi karIzuM te dekhAze ke Thera Thera jaDadaSTinA vyavahAra cAle che paNa emAM nukazAna keTaluM che enuM jIvane bhAna nathI. ciMtA nathI. bAkI nukazAna te pAra vinAnA che. jaDadaSTinA kAryomAM aDhaLaka pApa baMdhAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke AtmA sivAyanA badhA padArtho jaDa che, nAzavaMta che chatAM tenA pratye mamatva zA mATe rAkhe che? je padArtho pite nAzavaMta che emAM AtmadaSTi keLave to saMsAranA baMdhanamAMthI chUTI zakazo. eka nyAya ApuM ! eka pAMjaruM, siMhane pUrAvAnuM moTuM che, ane uMdarane pUrAvAnuM pAMjaruM nAnuM che. uMdara pAMjarAmAM pUrAya ane siMha paNa pAMjarAmAM pUrAya paNa baMnemAM taphAvata che. mAne ke uMdara pAMjarAnI bahAra che ane siMha paNa pAMjarAnI bahAra che. pAMjarAmAM roTalIno TukaDo jaze te uMdara pAMjarAmAM pesI jAya che. bIjA pAMjarAmAM siMhane zikAra pUrelo che. siMha pitAnI AMkha sAme zikAra dekhe che chatAM pAMjarAmAM javA taiyAra nahi thAya. kadAca koI kapaTathI siMhane pAMjarAmAM pUrI de te paNa temAM rahevAnuM pasaMda nathI karato. pratipaLa e pAMjarAmAMthI mukta thavAne vicAra ane pravRtti kare che. jyAre uMdara pAMjarAmAM pUrAyA pachI jyAM sudhI ene khAvApIvAnuM maLe che tyAM sudhI te temAMthI nIkaLavAno prayatna nathI karato. have A nyAya ApaNe samajave che. A saMsAra paNa eka pAMjaruM che. temAM kalpanA kare ke koI jIva siMha samAna che. to kaI uMdara samAna che. uMdara jeTalInI lAlacathI pAMjarAmAM pUrAI jAya che tema A saMsAranA pAMjarAmAM managamatA bhejane, vastro, saMsAranA viSaya sukha, rasendriya Adi pAMce indriyane gamatA viSayo, kAmago, badhuM temAM mojuda che chatAM je siMha jevA AtmAo che te to piMjarAmAM zikAra rUpI sukho dekhavA chatAM temAM jatA nathI. kadAca karmasaMge pUrAyA hoya to paNa siMhanI jema tene toDIne bahAra nIkaLavAne prayatna kare che. cakravartIe, baLade, rAjA-mahArAjAe badhAe zuM karyuM ? saMsAra rUpa piMjarAmAM AvyA. managamatA sukha maLyA chatAM ene teDIkeDIne prayatna karIne bahAra nIkaLI gayA.

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| [ 133 zAradA ziremaNi ] A re vaibhavanA bhaMDAra pAchaLa duHkhane sAgara chalake senAnA piMjaramAM keda pUrI tane duniyA jone kevI malake jA cheDI A jaMjALa..ke tAro paMtha nirALe chetuM seca jJAnI purUSa samajAve che ke saMsAra e senAnuM pAMjaruM che pAMca IndriyenA viSayo ane sukha roTalI jevA che. uMdara samAna AtmAo enI lAlacamAM phasAIne emAM pUrAI jAya che. jyAM sudhI te sukhe maLe tyAM sudhI uMdaranI jema temane nIkaLavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. siMha samAna zauryavAna AtmAoe e piMjarAne teDIne bahAra nIkaLavAne prayatna karyo. je bahAra nIkaLI gayA te pitAnuM kArya siddha karI gayA. tame saMsAranA pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA uMdara che ke siMha ? saMsAranA pAMjarAmAMthI chaTakavAnI vRtti ane pravRtti hoya to siMha! ane pAMjarAmAM viSaya rahe tyAM sudhI nIkaLavAne vicAra ke vartana na thAya to uMdara jevA. ApaNo AtmA tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM jaI Avyo haze chatAM haju bhavamAM bhamavAnuM baMdha kema thatuM nathI ? roTalInA jevA viSayo vahAlA karyA paNa tyAgane mArge vahAla na karyo. baMdhuo! jIve vaibhave vahAlA karyA paNa virati vahAlI na karI, dhana vahAluM karyuM paNa dharma vahAla na karyo, svajane gamyA paNa sarvajJa na gamyA, parivAra gamyo paNa paramezvara na gamyA. badhI jaDa saMpatti vahAlI lAgI paNa ene toDavAne purUSArtha nathI upADavo, dhana, vaibhava, saMpatti badhuM zAzvata nathI. zAzvata zuM che tenI zodha kare. mAnI le ke tame jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDyA. rakhaDIne thAkI gayA. sAce mArga dekhAto nathI. dhagadhagato unALo che. dharatI khUba tapI gaI che. tApanA kAraNe gaLuM khUba sUkAI gayuM che, pANIne zoSa paDayA che. raste cAlatA cakkara Ave che. AvA samaye darathI eka vizALa UMce meTa vaDa je. vaDale jotAM tamane hAza thaze. cAlatAM cAlatAM vaDalAnI pAse pahoMcyA. tyAM najIkamAM pANInI paraba I. tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayA che. parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gayA che. A samaye tame vaDalA nIce ubhA rahyA. vaDalAnI zItaLa chAyA maLI.- pANInI parabamAMthI pANI lAvIne pIdhu. bhUkha kakaDIne lAgI che. thoDA dUra gayA te sadAvrata dekhAyuM. tyAM tamane bhejana maLI gayuM. pachI vaDalAnI zItaLa chAMyaDI maLI. khAvApIvAnuM maLI gayuM. pachI vaDalAnI chAyAmAM sUtA. majhAnA zItaLa ThaMDA pavanamAM uMdha AvI gaI. chatAM manamAM to e vicAra Avaze ke A bhayaMkara vagaDe che. mAruM gAma haju dUra che. rAta paDe e pahelA to mAre mArA gAme pahoMcI javuM joIe. khAvApIvAnuM maLI gayuM chatAM nirAMtathI beso kharA? rAta paDe e pahelAM tamArA gAme pahoMcavAnuM bhUle kharA? nA. te samaye kaI vaTemArga maLI gaye. teNe pUchayuM-tame kayAM rahe che? phalANA gAmamAM. mArA gAmamAM javAne rasto tamArA gAma thaIne jAya che. tamAre AvavuM hoya to cAle mArI sAthe. haja taDako ghaNe che. dharatI karI nathI chatAM vaDalAnI chAyA cheDIne sUtelA ubhA thaIne cAlo ke nahi? pANInI paraba ane sadAvrata cheDIne jatAM duHkha thAya kharuM? nA.

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134 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi ApaNe bhavanA jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDyA chIe. Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhinA trividha tApathI AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gayA chIe. e tApanA kAraNe parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gayA chIe. anaMta anaMta kALathI rakhaDIne thAkI gayA chIe. A manuSya bhavarUpI visAmAne vaDale maLyo che. khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM ane sUvAnuM badhuM maLI gayuM che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke mRtyunI rAta AvI rahI che. keIne Aja te kaIne kAla. pAMca, pacIsa ke pacAsa varSe paNa javAnuM e te javAnuM. mRtyunI rAta AvatA pahelA ApaNe ApaNuM sthAne pahoMcI javAnuM che. tame muMbaImAM amuka bhuvana ke baMgalAmAM rahetA ho e ghara tamAruM nathI. ApaNuM ghara kyAM che? siddha kSetramAM. jyAM anaMtA siddha birAje che tyAM. te ghara pahoMcavAnuM yAda che ne? te mRtyunI rAta AvatA pahelA cAlavAne purUSArtha karo. taDake lAge, tarasa lAge chatAM rAta paDatA pahelAM karmanA karaje cUkavI de. musAphara rasto kApe che. ApaNe karmone kApIne zAzvatA ghare pahoMcavuM che. anaMtakALathI jIva A bhavananI bhUlavaNamAM bhUlo paDyo che. mRtyunI rAta nathI AvI tyAM sudhI karmone kApavAnI taka che. mRtyu kyAre Avaze tenI khabara nathI. mATe AtmasAdhanA karI le. sAmA gAme janAra keI vizvAsu mANasa AvIne kahe - cAle, huM samayasara tamane tamArA gAme pahoMcADI daIza. to tame taiyAra thaI jAo ne? pavitra saMte siddha kSetranA bhemiyA musAphare che. emanI sAthe vizrAmasthAna cheDIne jatAM duHkha na thAya ne? bolo kema mauna badhA ! jo zAzvatA ghara siddhakSetramAM poMcavuM che to jaDadaSTi cheDIne AtmadraSTi keLavavI paDaze. jaDadaSTinA kAryomAM aDhaLaka pApa thAya che. e pApanuM piSaNa thatAM enA kusaMskAro daDha thatAM paralekamAM pApabuddhi karAvI pApa karAve che. ati durlabha jaina dharma maLa durlabha bane che. sattvane nAza thAya che ane pApAnubaMdha majabUta bane che. mATe jaDadaSTi paDatI mUkI A AtmadaSTi keLavAtI hoya te samajavuM ke mAre AtmA unnatinA paMthe che. jaDanA pUjArI dehanI pUjA kare che. ane cetananA pUjArI AtmAnI ArAdhanA kare che. Aje pAkhIne divasa che. ghaNAM bhAI benee pauSadha karyo che. jemaNe pauSadha karyo temaNe to anaMtA karmonI nirjarA karI che. upavAsa kare paNa saMsAranI mAyAjALamAM paDayA che eTale tamArA pitAnA mATe pApa baMdha thayuM paNa bIjA mATe to karavuM paDe ne ! bhagavAne zrAvakane mATe cAra visAmA batAvyA che. pahele visAmo - mAthA para vajanadAra pioTale lIdhe che. thAkI jatAM ghaDI vAra pATalo nIce mUke. haja jyAM pahoMcavAnuM che te ghara AvyuM nathI. eTale pharIvAra pioTala te upADavAnuM che tema upavAsa karyo te pitAnI jAta mATe khAvAnuM baMdha karyuM athavA pApa baMdha karyuM paNa bIjAne mATe karavuM paDe che tethI pahele visAme jANa. (2) koI jagyAe eTale ke citare bhAra mUkIne laghunIti ke vaDInIti mATe jAya eTale thoDI vAra beje utaryo tema zrAvaka beghaDI, cAraghaDInI sAmAyika athavA dizAvagAsika kare eTale eTalo samaya sarvathA pApa

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zAradA zizamaNi ] | 135 baMdha karyuM. te bIjo visAmeA. (3) gAma dUra hAya, rastAmAM dharmazALA ke yakSanu devaLa Ave tyAM rAta rahe eTale AkhI rAta mATe tenA bhAra utaryAM tema zrAvaka AThama pAkhInA pauSadha kare eTale 24 kalAka mATe pApa rokavuM te trIjo visAmeA. (4) peAtAne tyAM ke dhaNIne tyAM bhAra pahAMcADI de eTale bhArathI sarvathA mukta thayA tema zrAvaka AleAyaNA karIne saMthAro kare tyAre te sarva pApathI nivartyA~ e ceAtheA visAme, ApaNe te! vAta e hatI ke jenI daiSTi chUTI hoya ane AtmadRSTi AvI hAya te pAkhI jevA divase pauSadha karI zake temaja tapazcaryA karI zake. AtmadRSTinI jema jo AtmAmAM vairAgya jAgatA rahe te samajavu` ke AtmAnI unnati thaI che, pachI AtmAne saMsAranA sukhAmAM nirAMta na hoya paNa cintA hoya ke kacAM sudhI A janmamaraNanA cakrAvAmAM pharavAnu` ! jo enI aviSe na hoya te mAruM zuM thAya ? A ciMtAnA paDaghA enA jIvanamAM evA paDe ke enuM jIvana najarakedI rAjA jevu... hAya, yuddhamAM vijaya pAmelA rAjA parAjaya pAmelA rAjAne peAtAnI najarakedamAM rAkhe. tyAM rAjAne pAMca indriyAnA UMcA sukha maLe. rAjazAhI leAjana maLe. mazarUnA gAdalA, mahelamAM nivAsa, gIta, nRtya, khadhu' maLe chatAM e rAjAnI najarakedamAM hAvAthI e sukhamAM paNa enu dila udvigna rahe che. e rIte je AtmA saMsAranA sukheAthI gabharAyA hAya e saMsAramAM rahe chatAM enu dila udvegabharyuM ' hAya che. bahArathI dharma ghaNA kare paNa dilamAM jo vairAgyanA phAMphAM hAya tA AtmAnI unnati thaI zake nahi. jo vairAgya jhaLahaLatA hAya te| AtmAnnatinI gADI vegama'dha AgaLa vadhe. vairAgyane prabhAva kevA che ? kadAca bhavAnI saMkhyA vadhAre heAya paNa vairAgyathI saMsArakALa teA kapAI jAya ane koI vAra saMsAramAM kadAca bhaveAnI saMkhyA ochI hAya pazu saMsArakALa jagI heAya evu' ane eka vAta yAda Ave che. e saMtA vihAra karatAM karatAM sarvajJa kevaLIbhagavaMta jyAM birAjatA hatA tyAM pahoMcyA. jaI ne kevaLI bhagavAnane prazna karyAM. bhagavAna ! amArA bhava keTalA che ? tamane paNa e jijJAsA che ne ke amArA bhavanA aMta kayAre thAya ? A baMne muniee pUchyuM-amArA keTalA bhava khAkI che? pahelA saMtane kevaLI bhagavaMte kahyuM. tamArA sAta bhava bAkI che. pachI meAkSa thavAnA che. A sAMbhaLI saMtane khUba AnaMda thayA. have mArA sAta bhava khAkI rahyA che. sasa kevaLI bhagavaMtanA vacana tA traNa kALamAM khATA na paDe. mAruM te| kAma thaI gayuM. bIjA saMte pUchyuM bhagavAna ! mArA keTalA bhava khAkI che? tArA ghaNA bhavA khAkI che dhaNA bhavA pachI tArA meAkSa thaze. bhale, tArA bhaveA jhAjhA che paNa karyAM gheADA che. zemAM rAjIpeA thavAnA ? bhava ghaNA ne karmAM AchA che temAM. kevaLI bhagava`ta tA vihAra karI gayA. jenA asaMkhyAta bhavA che teNe manamAM vicAra karyAM bhale mArA bhave vadhAre che. sa`jJa bhagava'tanA vacana che eTale bhavAmAM ghaTADo na karI zakuM paNa karmImAM ghaTADo karavA e tA mArA hAthanI vAta che. saMsArathI gabharAtA rahI ArAdhanA karI saMsAranA kALa TUMkAvI nAkhuM. zAstramAM paNa kahyuM che ke joradAra vairAgya ane

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136 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi saMyamanI ArAdhanA, cAra zaraNane svIkAra, duSkRtyonI gaha ane sukRtanA AcaraNathI uttama sAdhanA thAya che ane enAthI bhavasthiti kapAya che tethI e joradAra saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM mUkI gayA. ArAdhanAmAM ekAkAra banI gayA. pariNAme bhavasthiti ghaTADI dIdhI. karmomAM ghaTADo karI dIdhe. je saMtane sAta bhava kahyA hatA temanA manamAM thayuM ke mArA te sAta ja bhava bAkI che. huM have game tema karIza to paNa mArA bhava vadhavAnA nathI. to A cAritranA kaSTa zA mATe veThavA ? A badhI sAdhanA karavAnI zI jarUra che ? sAta bhave mAre mokSa thavAno che. to have mojamajhA karavA de. saMsAramAM lIlAlahera karI levA de. ema vicArI saMyamathI ane vairAgyathI bhraSTa thayA. saMsAranA sukhamAM, khAnapAnamAM, mejamajhAmAM ane viSaya vilAsamAM masta banI gayA. chevaTe marIne sAtamI narake cAlyA gayA. tyAM ja. 22 sAgara u. 33 sAgaranI sthiti che. keTale jaMgI kALa ! asaMkhyAtA bhavALAne je purUSArtha upaDe te sAta bhava karIne mokSa janAranI pahelA A jIva mokSamAM pahoMcI jAya. sAta bhavavALA muni sAtamI narake gayA. jyAM duHkha duHkha ne duHkha che. kSaNa mAtranuM sukha nathI. sukha keTalo samaya bhogavyuM. tenI sAme duHkha keTale samaya jogavavAnuM AvyuM. je munine bhagavate sAta bhava kahyA te saMyamathI paDivAI thaIne saMsAranA sukhomAM Asakta banyA. pariNAme marIne sAtamI narake gayA. bIjA munine asaMkhyAtA bhava kahyA. temaNe e vicAra karyo ke mArA bhava bhale vadhAre che paNa mArA karmo to nahi vadhavA dauM. temaNe te karmo khapAvavA mAMDayA. eka vAra keIka azubha adhyavasAya AvyA. emAM nigodamAM cAlyA gayA. tyAM eka aMtaHmurhatamAM u. 65536 bhava kare. tene ghaNA bhava karavAnA hatA. te ghaNA bhava thaI gayA. tyAMthI AgaLa vadhatAM manuSyamAM AvyA. tyAM susaMskArone jAMgaDa mAla paDelo hato tethI nAnI uMmaramAM vairAgya pAmI dIkSA laIne pApanI AlocanA karI sarva karmo khapAvI melamAM gayA. pilA munine AtmA haju narakamAM pite neIyA rUpe bhava karI rahyA che. te paNa enA AyuSyane haju asaMkhyAta bhAga pasAra thayo che tyAM bIjA muni to mokSe gayA. kahevAno Azaya e che ke jIva jaDa pudgala tarapha doTa mUke che tyAre e vicAra nathI karato ke huM pApa karIne narakamAM cAlyA jaIza tyAM mAruM zuM thaze ? AtmadaSTi ghaTI ane jaDadaSTi, dehadaSTi AvI to muni narake gayA ane AtmadaSTi keLavI tevA AtmAo pitAnuM kAma kADhI gayA. mATe A mAnavabhavamAM AvyA pachI AtmAe e ja lakSa rAkhavAnuM che ke mArA karmo jaldI kema kapAya ! karmo kapAze teno saMsArano aMta AvavAno che. AnaMda gAthApati mahAbuddhizALI che. buddhine upaga savaLa kare to sumati. jhaghaDA, vigraha karAve che te kumati. AnaMdanI buddhi sumati che. "tai i4

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zArada ziromaNi ]. 137 TidAvatta zivAnaM nAmaM mAyA tyA! te Anada gAthApati zivAnaMdA nAmanI patnI hatI. zivAnaMdA paNa khUba guNIyala ane patine anukULa thaIne rahenArI hatI. te zAMta svabhAvavALI ane AnaMdI hatI. "yathA nAma tathA guNA" hatI. patinA dareka kAryamAM sAtha ane sahakAra ApatI hatI. rathanA be paiDA barAbara hoya to saMsAra svarga jevo banI jAya. AnaMda gAthA patinuM jIvana khIlelA phUla jevuM che. zivAnaMdA patnI paNa DAhI ane anukULa che. te zivAnaMdanA jIvanamAM kevA guNo che tenA bhAva avasare. caritra: putranuM nAma pADavAmAM mIThe vivAdaH puraMdara zeThane tyAM putrane janma thayo. putrane jotAM mana TharI jAya e rUpa rUpano aMbAra che. A putranuM nAma zuM pADavuM te mATe zeTha zeThANI vicAra kare che. zeTha kahe, A putranA lakSaNo ghaNA uttama che. Ape svapnamAM caMdramA je che. eTale putra caMdra je tejasvI ane aneka guNothI zobhita banavAnuM che mATe tenuM nAma narottama pADIe. zeThANuM kahe-narottama nAma nathI pADavuM. e to bahu junuM nAma che. A putra khUba rUpALe che mATe tenuM nAma rUpasuMdara pADIe. zeTha kahe nA, evuM nAma nathI pADavuM. te ApaNane baMnene game tevuM nAma pADIe. ghaNAM dAnapuNya karyA pachI A bALaka Avyo che mATe tenuM nAma "puNyasAra rAkhIe. baMnene A nAma gamI gayuM. vAha! A nAma ghaNuM suMdara che. badhAe e puNyasAra nAma vadhAvI lIdhuM. A putra mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyA pachI zeTha-zeThANI dharmiSTa to hatA paNa dharmanI bhAvanA vadhu vadhatI gaI. dAnanA bhaMDAre paNa khullA mUkI dIdhA. je Ave tene nyAla karI dIdhA. ATaluM aDhaLaka dAna devA chatAM huM ATaluM badhuM karuM chuM e vicAra paNa nathI AvatA. pusAra bIjanA caMdranI jema dinapratidina vadhatA jAya che. tene ucheravA mATe pAMca dhAvamAtAo rAkhavAmAM AvI. pAMca dhAvamAtAo judA judA dezanI hoya eTale chokaro pAMca varSano thAya tyAre ene pAMca bhASAnuM jJAna thaI jAya. puNyazrIe bALakane janma Apyo te divase zeThe vADImAM gulAbane cheDa vAvyo. vADImAM gulAba khIlI rahyuM che. zeThanI havelImAM puNyasAra khIlI rahyo che. gulAbane mALI saMbhALe. tene pANI pAya, tenI kaLIone kamaLatAthI paMpALe. te rIte puyasAra tenI mAtA pAse ane dhAvamAtA pAse uchare che. tene ramADe, dUdhapAna karAve ane hAlaraDA gAIne suvarAve. sAta khoTane dIkaro. enA ucheramAM zuM khAmI hoya ! vaLI te jambara puNya laIne Avyo che eTale te dhananA sAgara ghughave che tyAM eno janma thayo che. sonAnA pAraNe jhule ane cAMdInA ramakaDe rame che. makhamala ane kinakhAbanA jhabalA paherAve che dhIme dhIme moTo thAya che. mAtApitAnI pAse AvI temane page lAge. zeThANa tene upAzraye laI jAya te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA kAna lAMbA karate. puNyazrI pitAnA lAlane navakAramaMtra kahe. prabhunA mIThAmadhurA stavana gAya e sAMbhaLe ne puNyasAra khIlakhIlATa hase. mAtApitA khUba harakhAya che. puyasAranA janma pachI zeTha zeThANInI dharmanI bhAvanA vadhI.

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138] [ zAradA ziremaNi mAtApitA tene 24 bhagavAnanA nAma, 16 satInA nAma bolAve. rAtre satIonI vArtA kare. AjanA jamAnAmAM to gharagharamAM reDIyA, TIvI, viDiyo thaI gayA. kumaLA phula jevA bALakane jevuM siMcana karIe evuM thAya. dIkarAne mAthe vahAlathI hAtha pherave ne kahe beTA, tuM amAro dharmane vAraso barAbara sAcave e mATe ame tArI IcchA karI che. bAkI janme che tyAM karmabaMdhana che. dIkarA tuM DAhyo thaje. sadAcArI banaje. A rIte mAtApitA khUba suMdara saMskArothI puNyasAranuM jIvana ghaDatara ghaDI rahyA che. puNyasAra moTo thato jAya che. puNyasAra pAMca varSane thayo. have mAtApitA tenA mATe zuM vicAra karaze tenA bhAva avasare. bA.bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIne Aje 28 me upavAsa che. kevI adbhuta sAdhanA sahita tapa karI rahyA che. Apa sahu tapanI sAdhanAmAM joDAva e ja abhyarthanA. zrAvaNa suda ekama ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 17 : tA. 18-7-85 anaMta jJAnI bhagavAne AgamanA gahana bhAve ApaNI sAme raju karyA che. temAM ApaNe AnaMda gAthApatinI vAta cAle che. temanA Adarzo ApaNuM jIvanamAM apanAvavAnA che. temanA pavitra jIvanane nyAya laI ApaNA para lAgelA durguNane, karmanA kacarAne dUra karavAnA che. ghara ke dukAnamAM kacaro bharAyo hoya to ApaNe tene pheMkI daIe. tevA kacarAvALA gharamAM ke dukAnamAM rahevuM gamatuM nathI. melA kapaDAM nathI gamatA. malIna vAsaNa nathI gamatA, te ApaNA AtmA rUpI dharamAM anAdi anaMtakALathI karmanA kacarAnA DhagalA thaI gayA che. tene kADhavA mATe ciMtA che? tene sApha karavA keI sAdhane kAme lagADyA che? ke pachI roja roja navA navA kacarA aMdara nAMkhatA jAva che? kacarAvALA gharamAM ke dukAnamAM rahevAnI majhA na Ave te kacarAvALA AtmagharamAM rahevAnI majhA kyAMthI Ave ? A karmanA DhagalAne dUra kevI rIte karavA ? A karmanAM DhagalAne sApha karavA mATe DhagalA jeTalI sAdhanAnI jarUra nathI. jema rastA para kacarAne moTo Dhagale paDyo hoya, emAMthI durgaMdha AvatI hoya, A Dhagale eTale moTo che ke 10-15 khaTArA Ave to paNa ochA paDe. keTalAya mANasane e DhagalAne upADavA mATe kAme lagADavA paDe. tyAM acAnaka eka mANase bIDI saLagAvIne divAsaLI e DhagalA para nAMkhI. divAsaLI paDatAM kacarAne e Dhagale bhaDabhaDa karato saLagI uThayo. je DhagalAne upaDAvavAmAM cAra divasa jAta e Dhagale eka dIvAsaLInI cinagArIthI thoDA samayamAM sApha thaI gayo. sarovaranA zAMta pANImAM keI eka nAnIzI kAMkarI nAMkhe to te kAMkarI pANImAM keTalA taraMgo pedA kare che tema ApaNA AtmA para thayelA karmanA totIMga kacarAnA DhagalAne sApha karavA mATe kaMI moTA dAvAnaLanI jarUra nathI. te mATe mAtra eka cinagArI basa che. te cinagArI kaI? samyakatvanI. jIvanamAM eka samyaktvanI cinagArI pragaTe to karmanA kacarA sApha thavA lAge. samakti AvuM eTale vahele moDo tene beDo pAra thavAne. meDAmAM moDe te

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 139 adhapudgala parAvartana kALe to avazya mokSamAM javAne. prabhu pAse have ApaNI eka ja mAMgaNI che ke he prabhujI! have mAre kAMI joItuM nathI. mArA AtmAe ajJAna dazAmAM ghaNuM bhIkha mAMgI. te samaye mane samajaNa na hatI. jJAna ke bhAna na hatuM. pUrva jemAM mAro AtmA devenI saMpatti bhegavIne Avyo che. mAnavabhavamAM kubera jevA bhaMDAre, vaibhavo paNa bhogavyA che. saMsAranA sukha bhegavavAmAM te kAMI khAmI rAkhI nathI. have mane koI tRSNa rahI nathI. ajJAna dazAthI Aja sudhI meM tArI pAse bhautika sukhanI bhIkha mAMgI che. have mAre e kaMI joItuM nathI. tArI pAse mAtra eka bhIkha mAMgu chuM. "sidhdha siddhA mama disatu" he prabhujI amane evuM dAna Apajo, mAMgavAnuM rahe nahi evuM jJAna Apajo; mAMgIe te eTale ke mekSane ja mAgIe...tame jyAre AtmAne karmane Dhagale khUMcaze ane tene dUra karavAnI laganI lAgaze tyAre AtmA pikArI uThaze. he prabhu ! mane samyakatvanI eka cinagArI Apa. premALa pitA pitAnA putranI nAnI ke meTI mAMgaNIone ThukarAvI zaktA nathI. te Apa te jagatanA pitA che. mArI eTalI mAMgaNIne svIkAra kare ane mane evI cinagArI Ape ke mArA karmanA DhagalAne bALIne bhasmIbhUta karI dauM ane Apa je padane pAmyA che te padane huM pAmu. have mAre mekSa sivAya bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. mekSa meLavavA mATe saMsArano tyAga karavo paDaze te choDavA taiyAra che? barAbara che? kabUlAta che? choDayA vagara siddhi maLavAnI nathI. atyAre tame ghara cheDayuM te sthAnakamAM AvyA. dukAne javuM hoya te ghara choDe to jaI zake. ghara ane dukAna AzravanI bhUmi che. upAzraya saMvaranI bhUmi che. ekane cheDo te bIjuM maLe. saMsAra cheDe te mekSa maLe. bhega choDe te tyAga Ave paNa bheganA gharamAM rahevuM ane tyAgI banavuM e vAta na bane. bhegana bhikhArI banI jIva anaMta kALathI bhaTako che jIva je gatimAM gayA tyAM cAre saMjJA hatI. bhagave ke na bhegavI zake, e judI vAta che. viSaya, kaSAye jIvane saMsAramAM jhaLAvanAra che. ene cheDezo te mokSanA sukhane pAmazo. AnaMda gAthApatine zivAnaMdA nAmanI patnI hatI. "baddI kavi suvA lakSaNa ane svarUpathI paripUrNa pAMca InidrA sahita zarIravALI hatI. eTale ke eka paNa indriya tenI hIna na hatI. tenuM mukha caMdra jevuM tejasvI hatuM. tene jotAM jenAranA manamAM AnaMda thato hato. suvA jenuM rUpa ane lAvaNya zreSTha hoya tene surUpa kahevAya. jema kahyuM che ne "sado ghaoLo zo have A lakajharU somA " anAthI munine jotAM zreNika rAjanuM mastaka jhukI gayuM. Aje mAnavI pote sAre kema dekhAya, rUpALo kema dekhAuM te mATe keTalA prayatna kare che? jyAre rUpane mada Ave, saMpattine ke vaibhavane mada Ave ane viSayasukhamAM masta bane tyAre A munine yAda karajo. jIvane kaheje ke he jIvaDA ! A zuM kare che? anAthI muninuM rUpa, varNa hovA chatAM keTaluM

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140 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi nirAbhimAnIpaNuM ! bharayauvanamAM badhuM choDIne saMyamI banyA. zreNika rAjAe je rUpane vakhAyuM to temanuM rUpa keTaluM haze? he Arya ! zuM tamArI saumya prakRti che! dhanya che Apane! Apane sattA, saMpatti, baLa, rUpa, vaibhava badhuM maLyuM chatAM badhuM choDIne nIkaLI gayA. to huM zA mATe abhimAna karuM chuM? jJAnI kahe che huM kaMIka chuM e vAta bhUlI jA. sadAya namra banaje. bIjA zuM kare che te tAre javAnI jarUra nathI. tuM tArA AtmAne je. kAgaDA jevI daSTi na rAkhIza. AkhuM zarIra sAruM hoya chatAM kAgaDAnI najara sArA para na jAya paNa jyAM cAMdu hoya tyAM daSTi jAya, tema koInA hajAre guNa hoya ane eka avaguNa hoya to tenA tarapha daSTi na karIza, paNa tenA guNa sAme daSTi karaje. A saMsArane jJAnIoe jelanI upamA ApI che. eka jela evI che ke jyAM duHkha trAsa ghaNAM hoya. bIjA naMbaranI jelamAM majurI karAve paNa tyAM mArakuTa na hoya. trIjA naMbaranI jela e sAdI jela che temAM ati sukhasagavaDa nahi ne duHkha paNa nahi. cothA naMbaranI jelamAM duHkha to che ja nahi paNa sukhethI rahI zake che. kahevA pUratI jela che. tyAM reDIyo sAMbhaLavA maLe, ArAmathI rahevA maLe. khAvApIvAnuM sAruM maLe. tame A cAramAMthI kaI jelamAM rahevAnuM pasaMda kare? (zrotA: are ekamAM nahIM) naraka e pahelA naMbaranI jela che. tyAM duHkha duHkha ne duHkha che. tiryaMca gati e bIjA naMbaranI jela che. tyAM parAdhInatAnuM duHkha che. manuSya gati e trIjA naMbaranI jela che. ahI naraka jevuM duHkha nathI ne devagati jevuM sukha nathI. sukha duHkha baMne che. ane devaleka cothA naMbaranI jela che. jyAM sukha che. jIvane je sukha joItuM hoya to jJAnI kahe che ke tuM guNa jeje. paNuM keInA avaguNuM na joIza. anAthI muni kevA hatA. temanuM rUpa, varNa saumyaprakRti ane bharayuvAnImAM saMsArane tyAga A badhA guNa jenArane Azcarya pamADe tevA hatA. dhanya che AvA tyAgI munine. AnaMdanI patnI zivAnaMdA khUba rUpavAna hatI. rUpanI sAthe varNa paNa sAro hatA. tethI suzobhita hatI. rUpa, varNa, saudarya badhuM sAruM hoya paNa prakRti sArI na hoya to saMsAra saLagI uThe. zivAnaMdAmAM badhA guNeno sumeLa che. patine anukULa thaIne rahe che. temanI bhAvanA zuM che. temanA vicAre zuM che te badhuM mukhanI rekhA parathI jANI le che. zivAnaMdAmAM vinaya, saumyatA, ziSTatA, suMdaratA Adi guNo hatA. saMsAranA ke dharmanA dareka kAryomAM sAtha ane sahakAra ApanArI hatI. sAcI patnI to e che ke pitAne pati kadAca ADe raste cAlato hoya to ene samajAvIne sudhArIne ThekANe lAve. Aje to tame badhA kanyAmAM zuM joI rahyA che. rUpa ane rUpiyA, hAITa ane hAITa. kaI guNane jotA nathI. jo patnI guNavALI haze to tamAruM utthAna karAvaze. dharmathI vimukha haze to dharma pamADavA prayatna karaze. pApanA kAryothI aTakAvaze durgati aTakAvI sugatimAM mokalaze. pitAne pati yugabAhu maraNa pathArIe paDayo che.

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 141 bhAI talavAra mArIne cAlye gayA che. tenI pIDA che ne manamAM bhAI pratye vera che. AvA samaye satI mayaNuhAe sAcI patnI banIne partine sAcu' samajAvyu. bhAI pratyethI vairabhAva dUra karAyaiA. krodhanI Aga zAMta karI ane samatAnA sarovaramAM snAna karatA karyAM. jo A patnI na maLI hota teA yugamADu durgatimAM cAhyA jAta paNa sAcI patnInA prabhAve naraka aTakI gaI ane devalAkamAM cAlyA gayA. AvI patnI patine pApa karatAM roke che. badhethI chUTI zakAya che paNa kanA baMdhanamAMthI chUTI zakAtuM nathI. eka nAnA kuTuMbamAM zeTha zeThANI, dIkarA ane putravadhU A cAra AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. te ati sukhI nahi ne garIba nahi evI madhyama sthitivALA hatAM. zeTha zeThANI savAramAM eTale esIne dAtaNa karatA hatA. te samaye peAlIsanI eka jIpa AvI. peAtAnA AMgaNAmAM AvIne ubhI rahI eTale zeTha zeThANI gabharAyAM. ekadama stabdha thaI gayA. eka sekaMDa tA manamAM thayuM ke amAro ATale mATA mahAllA che teA khIjA koInA ghera AvI haze. manamAM phaphaDATa thAya che. zeTha zeThANI haju vicAra karatA hatA tyAM te jIpamAMthI e peAlIsa utarI. ane temanA gharamAM dAkhala thaI. zeTha zeThANI khUba gabharAyAM ne mUMjhAI gayA. A samaye dAtaNa puru' karavA rahe ke ubhA thaI jAva ? ( zrotAmAMthI avAja-hozakoza uDI jAya ) mAbApa ubhA thaI gayA. je peAlIsa gharamAM AvI che enA hAthamAM eka kAgaLa hatA. zeThanA dIkarAnI dharapakaDanuM vAraTa hatu`. vAra'Ta laIne zeThanA dIkarAnI dharapakaDa karavA mATe AvyA hatA. eka peAlIse zeThanA dIkarAne pakaDayo ane bIjA polIse tenA hAthamAM hAthakaDI paherAvI dIdhI. mAtApitA pUche che-ekAeka kema mArA dIkarAne pakaDayo ? ane beDI paherAvI. mArA dIkarAe zuMjhuneA karyAM che ? paNa temanI vAta kANu sAMbhaLe ? polIse te kAMI mAlyA nahi ane ene pakaDIne jIpamAM besADIne ravAnA thaI gayA. mA-bApa bahu raDavA lAgyA. mAthA pachADe che. dIkarAnI vahu paNa ceAdhAra AMsue raDe che. temane samajAtu' nathI ke mArA dIkarAe zu' gunA karyAM? ke tene pakaDIne laI gayA. mAbApa, putravadhU badhA raDatA rahyA. peAlIse A chekarAne laI jaI ne ke mAM ubhe rAkhyA. eka bAju sarakAra taraphanA vakIla hatA ane bIjI bAju cheAkarA tarapha nA vakIla rAkacA. gaphalatamAM gunA ane kabUlAtamAM kabUla nahi: cheka korTamAM ubhA che. vakIlAe tarata cheAkarAne pUchyuM - ela bhAI ! te dANacArInA gunA karyAM che? chekarA kahe meM krANucArI karI nathI. eNe teA gunAnA InkAra karI dIdhA. me' gunA karyAM nathI te pachI sajA zenI ? paNa ema mAnI jAya tA sarakAra zAnI! chevaTe gunAnI kabUlAta karAvavA mATe sarakAra pakSanA vakIle jaja pAse rImAnDa mAMgI, nyAyAdhIze 8 divasa rImAnDa para mUkavAnI maMjurI ApI. tene jelamAM laI gayA. je koi divasa rImAnDamAM gayA nathI. tene zu bbara paDe ke rImAnDa para gayelA jIvAnI dazA kevI karUNa ane bhayaMkara hAya che. e teA jene rImAnDa para lIdhA hAya che ene ja enI bhaya'karatAnA khyAla Ave

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142 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi jJAnI kaDe che koI che. A chekaro te khUba pramANika, satyavAdI, ane DAhyo hatA. divasa kusa`ga karazeA nahi. A chekaro sAro hatA paNa eka divasa te kharAba mitronA sa'ge caDhI gayA. temanI sAthe majurInA paNa kAma karavA lAgyA te mitroe caDhAvyeA tu' thADu' sAjhusa kara teA paisAvALA banI jaIza. mAlanI heraphera karavAmAM deza-vIsa hajAra rUpiyA maLI jaze e gagutarIe te dANacorI karavA taiyAra thayA. temAM te pakaDAI gayA. huM mArA gunAnI kabUlAta karIza ne satya kahIza te mane bhayaMkara sajA thaze. e bhAvanAthI teNe peAtAnA gunAnI kabUlAta na karI ane me gunA karyAM ja nathI ema makkama rahyo. rImAnDanI rIbAmaNI : pahelA divase ene rImAnDa para rAkhyA. polIse eDIvALA bUTa ke jemAM khIlIe bharAyelI hatI. te eDIe mAravA lAgyA. paganI lAtA ane hAthanA mukkA mAravA lAgyA. chatAM chokaro kahe che me' gune karyA nathI. satya khelatA nathI. te eka ja vAta kare che ke me gunA karyAM nathI. je chekarAne mAbApe koI divasa eka chaNuko paNa karyAM nathI. eka TApalI jeTale mAra khAdheA nathI tene Aja lAteA, mukkA, lAkaDIe ane eDInA mAra paDavA lAgyA. kevI rIte sahana thAya ? lAkaDIo ane eDInA mArathI te lehIluhANa thaI gayA. AkhA divasa bhUkhyA tarasyA rahyo. bIje divase paNa khUba mAra mAryAM chatAM kahe che ke meM gunA karyAM nathI. have mAra sahana thatA nathI. bhUkha tarasa khUkha lAgI che pANI mAMge tyAre badhAnA pezAba pIvaDAve ane khAvAnuM mAMge tyAre caNAnA leTanA Dabala mIThAvALA bhajIyA khavarAve. caNAnA leATanA bhajIyA khAya pachI tarasa vadhu lAge. e tarasa chIpAvavA pANI teA maLatuM nathI. trIje divase paNa khUba mAra mAryAM zarIramAMthI te leAhInI dhArA thavA lAgI. bebhAna thaI gayA. pANI chAMTIne bhAnamAM lAve ne pachI mAra mAre. mAra khAI khAI ne te enA gAla sujhI gayA. AMkhanA DoLA DhagamagavA lAgyA. heATha lacI paDayA. ubhA thavAnI zakti na rahI. hAtha paga paNa sujhI gayA chatAM pAte gunA karyAM che e kabUla na kayu`.. gunAnA kera ane kabUlAtanI mahera : cAra divasa A rIte gayA mAtApitA raDe che. putrane kevI rIte cheDAvavA! keTamAM, jelamAM jenI lAgavaga lAgatI hoya evA bhAI ne tyAM gayA. bhAI! mArA chekarAne cheDAve ne! lAgavagathI pitA peAtAnA putra pAse pahoMcyA. cAra divasamAM jANe meta najIka Avyu hoya evI sthiti thaI che. putranI AvI bhayaMkara dazA joI pitAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. dIkarA ! tArI A dazA! pitAne be miniTa mATe putrane maLavAnI rajA maLI che. pitA maLavA AvyA tyAre temanI pAse e dhruske dhruske raDI paDayo. keI paNa hisAbe mane A duHkhamAMthI mukta karo. have mArAthI A duHkha sahana thatuM nathI. pitAe kahyuM. beTA ! eka vAta samaja. " A duniyAmAM gunAne kabUla karavAnI zikSA karatAM gunAnI kabUlAta nahi karavAnI zikSA vadhAre hoya che." mATe tane mArI eka ja salAha che ke

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 143 tuM gunAnI kabUlAta karI che. pitA to pachI cAlyA gayA. polIsa mAra mAravA Avyo tyAre chekarAe kahyuM ke meM daza hajAra rUpiyAnI dANacorI karI che. chokarAe A bhayaMkara duHkhamAMthI chUTavA mATe gunAnI kabUlAta karI lIdhI. chokarAe gunAnI kabUlAta karI ke tarata tene rImAnDa parathI chUTo karyo ane traNa mahinAnI sAdI jelanI sajA ApI, tyAM majurI, mArakuTa kAMI nahi. huM tamane pUchuM ke jyAM lohI nItare eTalA mAra paDatA hatA, pANI mAge tyAre pizAba ApatA hatA. e jela AgaLa tene A sAdI jela duHkharUpa lAge kharI ! nA lAge. sAdI jelamAM rahIne traNa mahine bahAra AvyuM ene have samajAI gayuM ke jiMdagImAM gune kare sAre nathI. kayAreya guno kare nahi. kadAca thaI jAya te kabUla kara sAthe paNa ene chUpAva te nahi ja, kAraNa ke gune kabUla karatA je duHkha paDyuM che tenA karatAM gunAnI kabUlAta na karatAM je duHkha bhogavavuM paDayuM e khUba bhayaMkara che. rImAnDanA du kha AgaLa 3 mahinAnI jelanuM duHkha te aMza mAtra nathI. gunAnI kabUlAtanI sajA haju sahana thaI zake che paNa kabUlAta na karavAnI sajA sahana karavI muzkela che. bhUlanI kabUlAta nahIM tyAM rImAnDa : have A nyAya ApaNuM jIvana sAthe ghaTADe che. ApaNe AtmA A saMsAramAM bhamI rahyo chezA mATe? kaIne kaI pApakriyA cAlu che pApa karIe eTale karma baMdhAvAnuM che. karmamAM kaI karma sAmAnya hoya, keI karma bhayaMkara hoya ke jene samAja sAMbhaLe te tenI niMdA kare, avarNa vAda bole. karma karyuM eTale guno to karyo. pachI karma sattAnuM veraMTa chUTayuM. karmanA gunAmAMthI te tIrthakara bhagavaMte paNa nathI chUTI zakyA, karmanA phaLa to temane paNa vyAja sahita bhegavavA paDayA che. karma bAMdhyA eTale veraMTa chUTayuM ane karmasattAe pakaDayA. karma sattAnA baMdhanamAM AvI gayA. have gurU bhagavaMte rUpI nyAyAdhIza sAme tamArI bhUla khullI karI do. je bhUlo khullI nahi kare, bhUlo kabUla nahi kare te rImAnDa para leze. naraka gati e rImAnDa che. ahIM te mAra mAre, mAratAM thAka lAge to thoDI vAra visAme le paNa naraka gatimAM to mArakuTa mazInanI mAphaka ekadhArI cAlyA kare. pApa karyA che, e bhUlene gurU samakSa pragaTa karIne pApanI AlocanA karI daIe ke have pharIne huM A pApa nahi karuM. A pApane karAra karI laIe te naraka gati rUpa rImAnDa para javAne prasaMga na Ave. bhUlane kabUla karI lo to narakamAM nahi javuM paDe. bhUlanuM prAyazcita karI lo ane pharIne evA pApa na karavAnI pratijJA laI lo. - arjunamALI roja sAta nuM khUna kare eTale moTo bhayaMkara guno karyo te kahevAya paNa sudarzana zeThanA samAgamathI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jevA nyAyAdhIza maLI gayA. pelA gunegAra chekarAe pitAne guno kabUla na karyo te rImAnDa para laI gayA. cAra cAra divasa bhayaMkara mAra paDayo. lehInI dhAro thavA lAgI. bebhAna thaI gaye, paNa gunAnI kabUlAta karI te mArakuTa baMdha thaI gaI ane mAtra 3 mahinAnI

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144 ! [ zAradA ziremaNi sAdI jela bhegavIne emAMthI chUTakAro thayo. ApaNe AtmA ja pApa kare che ne karma bAMdhe che. e gunAne gurU bhagavaMta pAse raju karI AcanA rUpe pratikramaNa kare. Avazyaka sUtra mAtra sAdhuo mATe nathI. avazya karavA gya enuM nAma Avazyaka. cAre tIrtha mATe che. zarIra para mela lAgyo hoya to snAna karIne vizuddha bane che tema AtmA para lAgelA karmanA melane jovA mATe pratikramaNa e snAna samAna che. je gurU bhagavaMta pAse pApanI kabUlAta karIne AlocanA karI laIe to naraka gatimAM javuM na paDe. du:khe bhegavavA na paDe. jeNe pitAnI bhUlanuM prakAzana na karyuM, ane AlecanA na karI tevA che naraka gati rUpI rImAnDa para anaMtA du:khe bhagave che. "pApanI sajA karatAM ya eka apekSAe pApane savIkAra na karavo, pitAnI bhUla kabUla na karavI enI sajA bahu bhayaMkara che." mahAnizItha sUtramAM evA mahAna AtmAonA daSTAMte che ke jeo pitAnA pApanI kabUlAta karavA mATe Asana uparathI ubhA thatA thatA kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA che. chadmastha avasthAomAM bhayaMkara pApo karyA paNa pApanI kabUlAta karanAra AtmAo vaMdana karavAne gya che. arjuna mALInA pApa te ene narakanI rImAnDa para laI jAya eTalA badhA hatA. bhagavAne kahyuM ke jIva cAra kAraNothI narakanA AyuSyane baMdha kare che. mahAAraMbha, mahAparigraha, kuNImAMsAhAreNaM, paMcendriya vadha. arjuna mALIe keTalA paMcendriya jIvonI hatyA karI? paNa narakanI gatino baMdha pAyA na hatA. bhagavAna jevA nyAyAdhIza maLI gayA. pitAnA pApanuM khullA dile prakAzana karI dIdhuM. ane kahyuM he prabhu ! mArA pokaLa badhA prabhu jANe tame eka vAra to belI de bharyA darabAramAM mArA chAnA bharama, eka vAra te khelI do mArA agaNita pApa che. prabhu Apa te mArA badhA pApane jANo cho. have mArA pApo mane DaMkhe che. naraka gatinA rImAnDanA duHkhe have huM veDI zakuM tema nathI. ApanI pAse pApanA karAra karuM chuM. pApanuM prAyazcita karuM chuM. te mATe Apane je zikSA karavI hoya te kare. huM saMyama levA paNa taiyAra chuM. arjuna mALIe tyAM ne tyAM bhagavAnanI pAse dIkSA laI lIdhI. karmo bhogavavA mATe gAmanA cAre daravAje ubhA rahIne dhyAna karavA lAgyA. keI kahe ANe mArA chokarAne mAryo che ne Aje sAdhu thaIne ubhe che. ema kahI koI paththara mAre, keI lAkaDI bhArekeI bhAlA mAre, kaI ene khUMdI nAMkhe, pAra vagaranA duHkha paDyA chatAM eka huMkAra karyo nahi. pariNAme cha mahinAmAM potAnuM kAma kADhI gayA. - caMDakauzika sarpa je pUrvanA bhavamAM sAdhupaNAmAM bhUlyA. koI kaSAyane vaza thayA pariNAme caMDakauzika thaze. jeNe mAnavane mAya, pazuone mAyAM, AkAzamAM uDatA pakSIone mAryA ane vananA jhADanA pAna paNa daSTi nAMkhatA bALI nAkhyA. tenA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [14pa bhAgyeAdaye bhagavAna tene maLI gayA. bhagavAnanA mAtra be zabdothI tenuM haiyuM pIgaLI gayuM. bhagavAnane kahe che prabhu! have mAre narakanI rImAnDa para duHkha bhogavavA nathI javuM. huM tamArA zaraNe chuM. mane je zikSA karavI hoya te kare. teNe pitAne gune kabUla karI lIdhe. karmanA gajagaja sApha thaI gayA. jeNe seMkaDo jene mAryA che, narake javuM paDe tevA karmo hatAM chatAM. bhagavAnanI pAse bhUla kabUla karI lIdhI eTale aMtarathI pazcAtApa karI lIdhe te bAMdhelA karmo 15 divasamAM khatama thaI gayA. narakane badale AThamA devaloka pahoMcI gayo. A rIte pApanI kabUlAta karanAra AtmAo jagatamAM vaMdanIya banyA che. Aje sau keI temane yAda kare che. pApanI kabUlAta karavAne badale pitAne bacAva karavA gayA teo saMsAramAM kevA phekANuM evA paNa kaMIka dAkhalAo che. jamAlIe bhagavAnanA vacana uthApyA to kiviNImAM pheMkAI gayA. ApaNe badhA chadmastha chIe. eTale bhUle thavAnI, chatAM je jAgRti haze to vadhu pApa thatAM aTakaze. enI sajAmAMthI mukta thavuM hoya te eka upAya che. ene bacAva na kare paNa enI kabUlAta karI le. keInI bhUla na jotAM ApaNI bhUlo jotAM zIkhe. tame tamAruM saMbhALe. paranuM saMbhALavAmAM na paDe. mAtra eka AtmAnuM lakSa rAkhe. janma maraNanI paraMparAne aTakAvavI hoya to AtmAne nadInA pANI je nirmaLa rAkhe. have jIvanamAM pApa kare naDi. kadAca pApa thaI jAya to paNa ene chUpAvaze to nahi ja. mukha para keI DAdha paDyo hoya to tarata sApha karI nAkhe che. sapheda kapaDAM para zAhInuM eka TIpuM paDI jAya to tarata dhoI nAMkhe che. AMkhamAM taNakhaluM paDyuM hoya te e tarata dUra karI de che. A badhA kAmamAM vilaMba ke DhIla karatA nathI. e ja rIte pApa thayuM ke tarata kabUlAta karI le. rImAnDa para javA karatAM bhUla kabUla karIne enuM prAyazcita laI levuM sAruM che. bhUla thaI teno ekarAra karyA pachI pharIvAra na thAya te sAcuM pApanuM prAyazcita karyuM kahevAya. ApaNA jIvanane duHkhamukata. pApamukta ane karmamukta banAvavuM che to A sIdhe ne saraLa upAya che ke bhUla thAya ke tarata kabUla karatA zIkhe. - AnaMda gAthApatinI patnI rUpavAna che, saudaryavAna che ane sAthe guNavAna paNa che. rUpanI sAthe guNa hoya to te rUpa vadhu khIlI uThe che. bhagavAne ThANAMga sUtramAM cAra prakAranA phUla batAvyA che. (1) rU5saMpanna che ane guNasaMpanna che. te gulAbanuM phUla. (2) rUpasaMpanna che, paNa guNa saMpanna nathI te AvaLanuM phUla (3) gu gusaMpanna che paNa rUpasaMpanna nathI te borasalInuM phUla. (4) rUpasaMpanna nathI ne guNasaMpanna paNa nathI te AkaDA dhaMturAnuM phUla. A rIte cAra prakAranA AtmAo che. rUpasaMpa che ane guNasaMpanna che jema ke bharata cakravatI (2) rUpasaMpanna che, paNa guNasaMpanna nathI jema ke brahmadatta cakavartI (3) guNasaMpanna che paNa rUpasaMpanna nathI te harikezI muni (4) rUpasaMpanna nathI ane 10

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146] [ zAradA ziremaNi guNasaMpanna nathI te kALasUri kasAI. A AnaMda gAthApati ane zivAnaMdA baMnemAM rUpa ane guNa bane che. vadhu avasare caritra : pusAra badhA puNyanA nizAna laIne AvyA che. tenI kAlI kAlI bhASA badhAne khUba game che. Ama karatAM sAta varSano thatAM te saMskAranA zaNagArathI zobhI uThayo. pitAnI sAthe dukAne jAya. raste jatA AvatA lokone juve. tyAMthI kaI sAdhu saMta nIkaLe to ubhA thaIne vinayathI vaMdana kare. puthusAra eTaluM badhuM puNya laIne Avyo che ke nagarajane tene dekhe ne khammA khammA kare mAthe hAtha pherave ne mIThA AzIrvAda Ape. dIkarAnA lakSaNo jotAM badhAnA mukhamAMthI saheje uddagAra sarI paDe ke "dIkaro ho to A ho ghare kaI mahemAna Ave to temane vaMdana kare. keI kAMI pUche to tene javAba vinayathI Ape. nagaranI badhI bene puNyazrIne kahe, bahena ! tAruM puNya ghaNuM che. tAre dIkaro te baDo bhAgyavAna dekhAya che. e tamAruM nAma dIpAvaze. AkhA gAmamAM puNyasAranI prazaMsA thaI rahI che. puNyasAra sAta varSano thayo eTale mAbApe vicAra karyo ke have ene ApaNe bhaNavA mUkIe. te samaye AjanI jema phUle na hatI. vidyApITho hatI. jJAna vecAtuM na hatuM. dIkaro bhaNavA gya uMmara thAya eTale mAtApitA potAnA putrane gurUkuLamAM mUkI Ave. tyAM to 12 varSa rahevAnuM. 12 varSe bhaNIne ghera Ave. sArA divase putrane bhaNavA mUke che. zeTha zeThANIne AnaMdano pAra nathI. enA AnaMdamAM nagaramAM moTo varaghoDo kADho. nAnA bALakone patAsA vahecyA. mIThAI vaheMcI. garIbone dAna ApyuM. bhUkhyAne bhejana ApyuM. pachI hAthInI aMbADIe besADIne vAjate gAjate mUkavA jAya che. dUrathI vidyApITha dekhAI eTale te aMbADI parathI nIce utarI gayA ane cAlato mA-bApanI sAthe vidyApIThamAM dAkhala thayA. jaIne gurUnA caraNamAM praNAma karyA ane lAvelI bheTo gurU caraNamAM dharI. mAtApitA puNyasArane gurUnA caraNe arpaNa kare che pachI kahe che gurUdeva ! amAro bALaka tamane eNpIe chIe. Apa tene jJAna Apajo. Apa jIvana ghaDataranA sAcA zIlpI che. Apa tenA para jJAnanA TAMkaNuM mArI mUti samAna banAvaje. tenuM jIvana ghaDatara barAbara ghaDajo. tene sAce mAnava banAvaje. A rIte mA-bApe gurUne khUba bhalAmaNa karI pachI dIkarAne mAthe hAtha mUkI AzIrvAda ApatAM kahyuM-beTA ! tuM gurUnI AjJAmAM raheje, kayAre paNa temanA sAmuM belIza nahi. temanI sevA bhakti karaje. vinaya-vaiyAvacca kare che. khUba khUba bhaNaje. bhaNI gaNIne vidvAna thaje. zeThazeThANIe gurUne sArI bheTa ApI. temaja vidyApIThamAM badhA bALakane sArI sArI vastuo vaheMcI. badhA bALakane khUba AnaMda thaye. bALake to bicArA nirdoSa heya che. temanA manamAM thAya che ke AvA zrImaMtonA chokarA roja bhaNavA Avaje. puNyasArane AzIvAda ApI mAtA-pitA raDatI AMkhe pAchA jatAM kahe che gurUdeva ! je kAMI joItuM

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 147 heya te amane AjJA karajo. ame jarUrathI tenuM pAlana karIzuM. Apa amArA A lAlane saMbhALaje. puNyasAra kahe - bA, bApujI! Apa mArI ciMtA na karazo. huM sArI rIte gurUkuLamAM rahIza ne bhaNIza. mAbApa ghera gayA. pusAra tyAM rahe che. have zuM banaze te avasare. zrAvaNa suda 2 ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 18 : tA. 19-7-85 zAsananA zaNagAra, avanInA aNugAra, darzananA divAkara jinezvara bhagavaMte bhavya jenA uddhAra mATe Agama rUpa vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. naMdI sUtramAM batAvyuM che. icceiyaM duvAlasagaM gaNipiDagaM na kayAI nAsI na kayAI natthi na kayAI na bhavissai bhuviM 2 mAruM ya ma ya yuve niraNa nAnA, avaghi ni ! A dvAdazAMga rUpa gaNipiTaka kayAre na hatuM evuM nathI. nahi hoya ema paNuM nathI. atyAre paNa che eTale ke bhUtakALamAM hatuM, vartamAnamAM che ane bhaviSyamAM raheze. te dhruva, nitya, zAzvata, akSaya, avasthita ane nitya che. zAstramAM ziSya prazna karyo che nAma roga taM vaFDyuM, veLarchuM hovuM jo chellA " huM evuM zuM kArya karuM, ze purUSArtha karuM, kevuM jIvana jIvuM ke jethI mAre AtmA durgatimAM na jAya? A prazna kayAre uThe ? aMtaramAM AvA bhAva kayAre jAge? jene AMkha sAme durgatinA duHkho dekhAtA hoya tene ema thAya ke have mAre durgatimAM javuM nathI. bhavanI paraMparA rAkhavI nathI. cAra re gatinA pherA have nathI pharavA mATe, kare che kAyamano vasavATa paMcamalokamAM AtmAne khaTakAro thAya ke have mAre cAra gatinA pherA pharavA nathI. kayAre A caturgatinA baMdhana teDIne paMcama gatimAM vAsa karuM? AMkhamAM taNakhaluM paDayuM hoya te te khaTake che. pagamAM kAMTo vAgyo hoya te te khaTake che. dAMtamAM ke dADhamAM kAMI phasAI gayuM hoya te khaTake che, ane Akho divasa jIbha tyAM ne tyAM jAya che. A badhe aTakAro thayo che paNa e khaTakAro thayo che ke he prabhu ! mArI durgati na thAya te mATe huM zuM karuM ? A prazna AtmAmAM kayAre uThe? caugatinA pherA duHkhamaya dekhAya tyAre A prazna thAya. gati cAra che. narakagati, tiryaMcagati, manuSya gati, deva gati. eka apekSAe be gati sArI che. devagati ane manuSyagati. narakagati ane tiryaMcagati kharAba che. jJAnadaSTithI jozuM te cAre gati duHkhamaya che. ThANuga sUtramAM cAra prakAranI durgatie kahelI che. cattAhi durAgo IttAgo taika ne ya durA, titvi kaLA TuLa majusa sudhArU. seva TumA |rayika durgati, tiryaMca ni durgati, manuSya durgati ane deva durgati. tamane thAya ke narakagati ane tiryaMcagati te duHkharUpa che paNa devagati ane manuSya gatine durgati zA mATe kahI haze? mAnI ke tame eka vepArI che. vadhu kamAvA mATe eka deza choDI bIjA dezamAM gayA. tyAM tamAre bhAgyasitAre khUba camakyo ane ghaNuM kamAyA pachI tyAMthI

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148] [ zAradA ziramaNi sarakAre tamane te deza choDavA mATenuM pharamAna karyuM. thoDA varSo pahelAM raMguna ane barmAmAMthI sarakAre badhAne kADhI mUkyA. pAkistAnanA loko nAsI bhAgIne ahIM AvyA. jyAre raMgunamAMthI badhAne kALyA tyAre sarakAre kaI cIja sAthe levA dIdhI nahi. prajAne badhuM mUkIne AvavuM paDayuM. tame kamAvA mATe bIjA dezamAM gayA. tyAM tamArI paNa A dazA thaI paNa eTaluM sAruM ke mAla milkata tamane sAthe lAvavA dIdhI. tamane kADhI mUkyA chatAM saMtoSa zuM mAno? barmAmAMthI bhAgelAne koI sAthe levA dIdhuM na hatuM. tyAre amane hAthe page to nathI kADhayA ne? saMpatti te sAthe levA dIdhI che ne? temaja patnI, putra, parivAra badhA kSemakuzaLa te AvyA ne? ahIM AvyA pachI haju vepAra dhaMdho karavAnuM kaMI ThekANuM paDayuM nathI. A dezanI bhASA AvaDatI nathI. ghauM thaI zake evuM nathI. have zuM karavAnuM? kamAIne je mUDI lAvyA che temAMthI beThA beThA khAvAnuM ane emAM AnaMda mAnavAne, paNa mUDI khalAsa thAya eTale ? bIje javuM paDe. A nyAyathI ApaNe samajIe A manuSya bhavamAM kamAvA mATe AvyA. ahIM AvIne dharmArAdhanA, satya, sadAcAranI sArI kamANI karI, anaMtAnubaMdhI cokaDI ane dazana mohanIyanI traNa-A sAta prakRttiono kSaya, upazama ke kSayapazama karI samakitaratnanI prApti karI. haju karmo ghaNAM bAkI che. saMsAramAM bhamavAno kALa bAkI che, tethI A bhavamAMthI sIdhA mokSamAM na gayA. madrAsa, kalakattA Adi dUra dezamAM javuM che. TreInamAM be traNa divasano rasto che. jayAM moTA sTezana Ave tyAM gADI bhAya. tyAM tame khAvuM pIvuM, bIjI je jarUra hoya te vastu laI le paNa tamAruM lakSa to tamAre je sthaLe javuM che te hoya. tema ApaNI TreIna upaDI che. ApaNuM lakSa mikSamAM javAnuM che. tyAM pahoMcatA pahelA vacce devalekanuM sTezana AvyuM. dezamAM jatAM gADI badalavAnI thAya to eka gADI badalIne bIjI gADImAM beso. gADI badalI eTale tyAM rahI jAva nahi tema mokSa jatAM vacce devaleka AvyuM. devalokamAM bhautika saMpatti ghaNuM maLe paNa samakitI jIva temAM lalacAya nahi. tyAMnA vaibhe ene AkarSI zake nahi. kAraNa ke te samaje che ke A te makSa jatA vacce visAme che. mAruM lakSa to mokSanuM che. tamane dezamAMthI kADhI mUkyA pachI bIjA dezamAM jAva tyAre meLavelI mUDIthI jalasA uMDA, navI kamANI kAMI kare nahi te chevaTe e mUDI eka divasa khalAsa thaI javAnI tema puNyanI mUDI bhegI karIne devakamAM gayA. tyAM saMpatti, vaibhava ane bhegaviSayanA sukhamAM paDI gayA te mUDI badhI khalAsa. pachI? bhavanapati, vANavyaMtara, jyotiSI ane paheluM bIju devaleka e pa1 jAtinA devatA tyAMthI cavIne pAMca daMDakamAM jAya. pAMca daMDaka kayA? tamane khabara che ? bole, to kharA, 51 jAtinA deve pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati, manuSya ane tiryaMca A pAMca daMDakamAM jAya. jIva devalokamAM jAya eTale patI gayuM. devakane durgati kahevAnuM eka kAraNa to e che ke philhISI, paramAdhAmamAM janma thAya te apekSAe devagatine durgati

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 149 kahI che. bIjI rIte samajIe. devalekamAM AtmakamANInI navI mUDI bhegI thatI nathI. temaja tyAMnA sukhamAM jIva Asakta bane te pahelA bIjA devalokanA deve pRthvI, pANI, vanaspatimAM phekAI jAya che. te sthAvara che. jenA be bheda che. trasa ane sthAvara. jIva ghaNuM pApa kare tyAre sthAvaramAM jAya. ekendriyanA jIvane game teTaluM duHkha paDe, tene kaI kApe, chede, bALe, mAre, chatAM te ane tyAMthI khasavAne adhikAra nathI. tamAre badhAne have sthAvaramAM javuM nathI ne? mATe jIvanamAM pramAda na Ave tenI khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhe. pramAda eTale paramAM AnaMda mAna. paramAM jagatanA tamAma padArtho AvI gayA. are, A zarIra paNa para che. zarIra para rAga rAkhe te pramAda. mAsakhamanuM para AvI rahyuM che. ame kahIe ke bhAI! tapazcaryA karavAnA suMdara divaso AvyA che. te kahe ke mAruM zarIra sAruM rahetuM nathI. A kene rAga thayA ? zarIrane. zarIra e para che. keI kahe mAsakhamaNa te jhUkAvI dauM paNa pachI doDha mahino dhaMdho na karI zakuM. A kono rAga thayo? para. dhaMdhAne. jJAnI kahe che have tuM samaja. pahelA, bIjA devalekanA deva pRthvI, pANI, vanaspatimAM jAya che, zA mATe ! tyAM hIrA, ratna, mANeka AdimAM Asakta bane eTale deva jevA deva pRthvImAM, pANImAM ane vanaspatimAM cAlyA jAya che. tiryaMcamAM jAya to paNa evI chApa mArI nathI ke hAthI ghoDA ja thAya thAya. devaloka eTale zuM ? kamAvA gayelA dezamAMthI kADhI mUke. bIjA dezamAM AvIne mUDImAMthI jalasA uDAve paNa kamANe navI karI nathI te pachI zuM ? ziSya gurUne prazna karyo ke ahe! gurU bhagavaMta! huM evuM kayuM kArya karyuM ke jethI mAre durgatimAM na javuM paDe. te mATe mane mArga batAve. gurUdeva kahe che he ziSya ! tAre durgatimAM na javuM hoya to tuM paramAMthI svamAM Ava. parabhAva ane paradaSTi cheDa. A zarIra paNa para che. woroDa nathi voTTA. mAre AtmA zAzvata che. bAkI bIjuM mAruM koI nathI. A sUtra ghaNIvAra bolavA pUratuM hoya che. vANamAM zUrA paNa vartanamAM nathI. mAro AtmA dehathI judo che. zarIrane ane AtmAne kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. kAusagna karyo hoya te samaye kIDI ke maMkoDe ceTa to uMcAnIcA thaI jAva. jyAre aMtaryAmi AtmAnuM lakSa AvI jAya tyAre paramAM prIti nahi rahe. paisA, patnI, parivAra kaI pratye mArApaNuM nahi rahe. baMdhuo ! vicAre ke A badhuM ahIM ja rahevAnuM che. eka rUpaka kahuM. eka bhAIno AtmA saMsAranA padArtho pratye nilepa hato. tene cetanadeva jAgato hato. paisA, parivAra, putra, patnI mArA che ke nahi tenI khAtrI karavAnuM mana thayuM. teNe tijorImAMthI paisAne Dhagale karyo. pachI tene pUchayuM ke lakSmIdevI! tamane meLavavA meM keTalA kAvAdAvA, kUDakapaTa, anyAya, anIti karyA ! tArA mATe bhUkha, tarasa, ThaMDI, garamI badhuM veThayuM! dAna karatAM paNa saMkecavRtti rAkhI. lokenI zarame be paisA vAparavA paDyA haze te vAparyA. te he paisA ! huM ahiMthI jyAre jAuM tyAre tuM mane sAtha-sahakAra -

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150 | [ zAradA ziramaNi ApIza ne? A sAMbhaLIne paiso hasI paDyo. tane bhAna nathI ke tuM mane pUche che? tArA bApadAdAo mUkIne gayA ne tAre mUkIne javAnuM che. huM koInI zarama dharuM e nathI. keInI lAMcamAM phasAuM tema nathI. huM tArI sAthe AvavAne nathI. te mane pUchayuM te huM khullA zabdomAM kahI dauM ke, tane bALavA lAkaDA lAvavA paDaze te mATe tene madada karIza. te lAkaDAthI badhA tane bALI mUkaze. A sAMbhaLIne zeTha - gabharAyA. aha tane ATalI sAcavI, tane sAcavavA cAvI sAthe laIne pharyo, roja tane gaNagaNa karI, uparathI tuM ema kahe che ke tane bALavA mATe je lAkaDA joIze te lAvavAmAM huM madada karIza. khera, have lakSmIne meha rAkhavA jevuM nathI. A bhAIne vicAra thayo ke lakSmIe te mane sApha nA pADI dIdhI ke huM tArI sAthe AvavAnI nathI. te have huM mArI patnI pAse jAuM. te to mArI ardhAganA kahevAya. patnIne kahe che tArA mATe to meM A saMsAramAM badhA nATaka karyA. hIrA, mANeka, metI, mInA, senA, cAMdInA dAgInAthI tane zaNagArI. tArI pAchaLa gAMDe bane. have hu ahIMthI jaIza tyAre mArI sAthe AvIza ne? patnI kAMI bolI nahi. te mauna rahI. pati kahe-tArA manamAM je hoya te kahe. patnI kahe-A saMsAramAM anekavAra AvA sagapaNa karyA, ne mUkyA. tame badhAne maratA te juo che ne? tame mane pUche che te huM kahuM chuM ke tame ahIMthI jaze tyAre huM zerInA nAkA sudhI vaLAvavA AvIza. zamazAna sudhI nahi AvuM. are, cetara sudhI paNa AvavAnI nathI. bhAIne thayuM ke patnI paNuM sAthe AvavAnI nA pADe che. lakSamIe nA pADI, patnIe nA pADI. te have mArA dIkarAne pUchI jouM, dIkaro te mAro che ne ! dIkarAne pUchayuM. he dIkarA ! tArA mATe sAcuMkhoTuM karI, adharma, anyAya, anIti karI mAlamilkata bhegI karI. e meLavatAM keTalAM pApa bAMdhyAM? tArA mATe meM pa0 lAkha rUpiyA bhegA karyA. bIjI sthAvara jaMgama milakata thaIne eka kroDa rUpiyAnI thAya. e badhuM bheguM karavAmAM meM mArI kAyA nicAvI nAMkhI. lakSmI, patnI te kaI mAruM saguM thayuM nahi; mane sAtha sahakAra ApavAnI nA pADI. te tuM te mAre sAthIdAra thaIza ne? paralekamAM prayANa karatI vakhate mane sahAyaka banIza ne ! dIkare kahe pitAjI! Apa jANe che ke keI keInI sAthe gAyuM nathI ne javAnuM nathI. Apa marI jaze tyAre kadAca huM gAmamAM hAjara nahi houM to tAra, kola karIne mane bahAragAmathI teDAvazo. mAruM moTAmAM moTuM kAma Apane agnidAha ApavAnuM. bhAIne samajAI gayuM ke huM badhAne mArA mArA mAnuM chuM paNa A duniyAmAM mAruM keI nathI. bhagavaMta belyA che. mAyA piyA nhusA bhAyA, bhajjA puttA ya orasA / nAI te mama tALa, sutarA nag u. a. 6. gA. 3 svakRta karmothI duHkhI thatA jIvanI rakSA karavAne mATe mAtApitA, putravadhU, bhAI, patnI ane putra keI samartha nathI. arthAt kaI paNa tene duHkhathI choDAvI zakatuM nathI. ke zaraNabhUta banatuM nathI.

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 151 kene kene pAra karI re belo, kene kAje khuvAra thavuM re bole, snehI saMbaMdhI, kaMcanakAyA. padavI pratiSThA milakata mAyA...kene mahApurUSa kahe che he cetana ! samaja. je ghaDIpaLa jAya che te pAchI nahi Ave. jIvananI aMtima ghaDI hoya tyAre DokaTarone bolAve. 500 vijhiTanA daI do ane kaho ke mArA putrane bacAvI de, tyAre DokaTara paNa kahI deze ke have mAruM paNa cAle tema nathI. maravAnA bhaya karatAM e bhaya rAkhe ke mAre maravuM che evuM ke pharIne janmavuM na paDe. mRtyunA bhaya karatAM e bhaya rAkho ke have mAre durgati to joItI nathI. sadgati thAya te joI e che. A mAyAne kIcaDa, paisAne rAga ane meha jIvane bahAra nIkaLavA detA nathI. lobhI ane daMbhInI khetI bhAvanAH eka zeTha dukAnethI ghera jamavA AvyA. e samaye dukAne tAra Avyo. nokara tAra laIne zeThanA ghera AvyA. zeThanA hAthamAM tArA Ape. nokara to AzAbhera ubhe rahyo. je sArA samAcAra haze to vadhu nahi paNa pAMca rUpiyA to Apaze. zeThe tAra pheDIne vAM. vAMcyA pachI zeThANIne kahe che ke unuM pANI mUkaje. nekara te bicAre gabharAI gayo. tene thayuM ke keIkanA mRtyunA samAcAra AvyA lAge che. zeTha mane pAMca rUpiyA te nahi Ape paNa lAga Avaze te mane dhamadhamAvaze. bakSisane badale be cAra gALo maLaze. javA de jaldI nokara te bArA gaNI gayo. nekara te samajIne ghara bahAra nIkaLI gayuM pachI zeThe kahyuM ke zeThANI ! e unA pANImAM dUdha, sAkara, elacI badhuM nAMkhaje. A sAMbhaLI zeThANuM camakyA. zeTha Ama kema kahe che? pUche che, zene tAra che? ApaNe dIkare amerIkAmAM bhaNe che te parIkSAmAM pharsTa kalAsa pAsa thayo che. AzAbhera AvelA nokarane be pAMca rUpiyA ApavA paDe te mATe kahyuM-unuM pANI mUko. bhalA, tame AvA daMbhI te nathI ne ! ke sarasa tAra AvyuM che ! A samAcAra vAMcatA romaromamAM zeThane AnaMda thayo hato, paNa pAMca rUpiyA ApavA paDe te mATe AnaMda, harSane dabAvI dIdhe. lebhI mANasa na kare eTaluM ochuM. AvA AtmAonuM sthAna sagatimAM na hoya. ATale daMbha karanArAne e khabara nathI ke AvuM karavA jatAM kadAca cAno kapa bacI jaro paNa mahAkiMmatI AtmA vecAI jato hoya che. je zeThANI sArA hota to gADuM cIle caData, paNa ahIM to baMne sarakhA che. AvA AtmAonI gati kyAMthI sudhare? puNyadaya hoya tyAre saddaguNI patnI maLe. bhale rUpamAM na hoya paNa dhamaka ane sadguNI hoya, tene ame surUpa kahIe chIe. saddaguNI, svamAM sthira thayelA ane Atma-mastImAM jhulatA hoya tevA AtmAe durgatimAM na jAya. manuSya gati maLI paNa oNchomAM ane kasAIne ghera janma thayo to AvA janmathI manuSyagatine durgati kahI che ane karmabhUmimAM Aryadeza, AryakuLamAM janma thAya ke jyAMthI sAdhanA karIne siddhi meLavI zakAya evI manuSyagatine sugati kahI che. devamAM paNa Idra AdinI padavI pAme che. te apekSAe sugati kahI

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15ra [ zAradA ziremaNi che. manuSya ane devagatine kANuga sUtramAM eka apekSAe durgati ane eka apekSAe sugati kahI che. ApaNane manuSyabhavanI sugati maLI che te sArAM kAryo karIe, sAdhanA karIe to bhaviSyamAM paNa ApaNo AtmA durgatimAM na jAya. AnaMdagAthApatine zivAnaMdA patnI che. te khUba rUpavAna ane guNavAna che. rathanA be paiDA sarakhA che. puNyano udaya hoya to baMnenA vicAro sarakhA Ave. moTe bhAge beno patine dharma pamADe. zreNika rAjAne dharma pamADanAra celaNa satI che. dharma pamADo eTaluM ja nahi paNa te prabhu parama bhakta bane. ethI AgaLa vadhIne AvatI covIsImAM pahelo naMbara leze. AnuM nAma sAcI patnI. zivAnaMdA sAcI ardhAganA hatI. ardhAganA eTale patinuM aDadhuM aMga keImANasane lakavA thAya tyAre eka bAjunuM aDadhuM aMga cheTuM paDI jAya, pachI bIjuM aMga kAma kare? nA. tema pati ke patnI bemAMthI eka aMga barAbara na hoya, ekane dhamane raMga hoya ne ekane na hoya to saMsAra barAbara cAlI zake nahi. A zivAnaMdA patinA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI rahenArI che, temanI IcchAne anukULa vartana karanArI hatI tethI te AnaMda gAthA patine khUba priya hatI. AvI saguNa strI patinA chidra ke durgaNa na jave, paNa guNane jove. pitAnA patinI durgati na thAya, te AvuM vIranuM virATa zAsana pAmyA pachI durgatimAM te na ja javA joIe, e tenI bhAvanA hoya. apurattA zivAnaMdA anuraktA hatI. je strI badhAne prema saMpAdana karatI hoya ane paDachAyAnI mAphaka patinI anugAminI hoya che tene aNurattA kahevAya che. AvI strI potAnA patine dharma vihaNa dekhe te enuM dila baLI jAya. kaI paNa hisAbe te patine dharmanA rAhe lAvavA prayatna kare. eka zeTha-zeThANI hatA. zeThANIne dharma game ane zeThane dharma na game. zeTha dharmane, gurUne na mAne. zeThANInA manamAM thAya ke huM temanA pratApe sukhI chuM. amArI bene sArA dAgInA pahere, kapaDAM pahere, mojazokha kare, strInA A badhA ThAThaThamArA lAvanArA to pati che. zeThANa vicAra kare che. huM temanA vaDe Aje ujaLI thaIne pharuM chuM. managamatAM sukha bhegavuM chuM. A badhe pratApa patine che. mArA ThAThamATha pUrA karavAmAM temaNe temanI jAtane nIcovI nAMkhI che. A mArA pati je dharma nahi pAme to teo marIne durgatimAM cAlyA jaze. mArA pati mane sukhI banAvavA keTaluM kare che! te have mArI pharaja che ke mArA patinuM sukha mAre IcchavuM joIe. temane sukhI karavA joIe. huM temanI ardhAganA chuM. mArA pati jo dharma na pAme te A badhA mArA zaNugAra aMgArA jevA che. A mATe patnInuM dila rAta divasa baLe che. eka divasa zeThANIne udAsa joI ne zeTha pUche che, tame hamaNuM udAsa kema raho che? ApanA taraphathI mane saMpUrNa sukha che paNa mane eka vAtanuM duHkha che. Apa dharmane mAnatA nathI. dharmasthAnakamAM AvatA nathI. ApanuM paralekamAM zuM thaze? zeThANIne lagna thayA 15 varSa thayA. zeThANI mATe jaI rahyA che paNa haju samaya Avato nathI. eka

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 153 divasa zeThANI kahe - zeTha! mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLazo? zeTha kahe - huM samajI gayo ke tuM mane upAzraye laI javAnI vAta karavAnI che. tAro rejane kakaLATa che. tAre mane upAzraye laI jave che. huM upAzraye AvuM paNa mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLIza? zeThANa kahe-Apa mane kalabamAM laI javAnA cho. e ja kahevuM che ne? bhale huM AvIza paNa pahelA tamAre mAre tyAM, pachI tamAre tyAM AvIza. zeTha kahe huM AvIza to kharo paNa chello besIza, badhA kaheze zeTha ! AgaLa Ave. temane mArI pAse khIsuM khaMkheravuM hoya eTale AgaLa lAve paNa tuM mane nA kahIza. bhale. Apane jyAM game tyAM beso. bIje divase zeThANI zeThane upAzraye laI gayA. upAzraya bharacaka bharyo che. badhAnI najara zeTha para gaI. saMtanA manamAM thayuM ke keI navo mANasa Avyo che. zeTha chelle beThA. saMte dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa e cAra purUSArtha upara suMdara samajAvyuM. kAmazatra mAnavIne 24 kalAka paDato nathI. te keThAmAM peThe. tenI IcchA pUrI thAya eTale patI jAya paNa artha zatru to e che ke te jIvane eka sekaMDa paNa choDato nathI. artha zatru khUba kharAba che. te aneka anartha karAve che. paisA vadhe eTale jIvanamAM vyasano vadhe. saMte te A viSaya para khUba jhapATo lagADe. A badhuM zeThane to badhuM hadayamAM utaravA lAgyuM, ne manamAM thayuM ke meM moTI bhUla karI che. huM ATalA divasa nathI Avyo temAM meM ghaNuM gumAvyuM che. kharekhara! duniyAmAM mAruM keI nathI. zeThanA mATe eka vyAkhyAna basa thaI gayuM ane tame keTalA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA ? vyAkhyAna pUruM thayuM. zeThANIe joyuM ke zeThanA mukhanI rekhA badalAI gaI lAge che. te kahe-rastAmAM hospitAla Ave che to ApaNuM sagA mAMdA che temanI khabara letA jaIe. A hospitAla kensaranI hatI. keIne dAMtanA kensara, keIne gaLAnA, keIne jIbhanA kensara thayA che. e dardamAM pIDAtA badhAne joyA. zeThANI kahe che A bhAI dArU pIto hato eTale ene gaLAnuM kensara thayuM, je parastrIgamana kare, jugAra rame, temane AvA duHkho bhegavavA paDe che. ekeka pApanA phaLa kevA bhayaMkara bhogavavA paDe che? A joI ne zeThanI AMkhamAM te AMsunI dhAra vahevA lAgI. je kaI divasa upAzraya AvatA na hatA te eka divasa AvyA, saMtanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM, karmanAM phaLa bhagavatA dadIo joyA. ghera pahoMcatAM sudhImAM to zeTha ekadama pIgaLI gayA. zeThanuM parivartana thaI gayuM. zeThe nirNaya karyo ke have mAre karmAdAnanA vepAra karavA nahi. zeTha zeThANanA pagamAM paDIne kahe che kharekhara tuM mAro gurU che. AnuM nAma ardhAganA. patinA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI rahe. temane dharma pamADavo hoya to premathI pamADAya paNuM sattAthI nahi. zivAnaMdA khUba gaMbhIra guNIyala hatI. patinI pAchaLa anusaranArI hatI. tenuM jIvana khUba Adarza hatuM. vadhu avasare. caritra : gurUphaLamAM meLaveluM jJAna : puNyasAra gurUkULamAM bhaNe che. gurUnI khUba sevA kare che. gurUe pahelo pATha bhaNAvyo svAzrayane. gurU kahe he ziSyo! svAvalaMbI

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154 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi jIvana jI. pitAnuM kAma karatAM pitAne AnaMda Ava jaIe. ziSyo gurU AjJAnuM pAlana karatA. badhuM kAma jAte karatA. roja savAre uThIne gurUne page lAgatA. gurUe bIjo pATha zIkhavADe jIvadayAne. ApaNAthI koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA na thAya. hiMsA karavAthI pApa lAge. puNyasAra khUba vinaya vivekapUrvaka jJAna bhaNe che. vinayavivekapUrvaka jJAna lIdhuM hoya to te Take che. puNyasAranI buddhi khUba tIkSNa che. gurU eka vAra pATha Ape te tene tarata yAda rahI jAya. thoDA samayamAM te te khUba kuzaLa ane hoMziyAra banI gayo. gurUe trIje pATha zIkhavADyo sAdAIno! he ziSyo ! A dehane bahu zaNagAraze nahi. A deha te aMte baLIne khAkha thaI javAne che. mATe dehane sAdAIthI zaNagAro. tamArA jIvanane sAduM banAvaje. cUMtho pATha karAvyo cAritrane. jIvanamAM badhuM jAya to javA deje paNa cAritrane javA dezo nahi. cAritra vinAnuM jIvana saDha vinAnA vahANa jevuM che. viSaya-vikArone pavana phUMkAya ane cAritra rUpI saDha salAmata na hoya te jIvana nAva bhAMgIne bhUkko thaI jAya. puNyasAra gurUne saMpUrNa arpaNa thaI gayuM. temanI bhakti kare, temanuM kAmakAja kare. gurUnuM mana teNe khUba jItI lIdhuM. gurUne kAMIka kAma mATe bahAra javuM hoya te A puNyasArane badhuM kAma saMpIne jAya. te badhA vidyArthIone bhaNAve. puNyasAra vyAkaraNa, nyAya, tarkazAstra badhAmAM pAraMgata thayo. tenAmAM vinaya viveka khUba hatA tenAthI je moTA vidyArthI o hoya temanuM paNa sanmAna kare. temanA paNa kAma kare. sAhitya ane saMgItanI kaLA paNa hastagata karI lIdhI. gurU abhyAsanI kasoTI kare temAM paNa pahele naMbara Ave. badhA tenI khUba prazaMsA kare che te paNa te jarAya abhimAna na kare. sadA namra rahe. te nagarI mAhe ratnasAra zeTha, ratnamaMjarI tasa nAra, tehanI kukhethI uparanI putrI, ratnasuMdarI sukhakAra...re.... A gopAlapura nagaramAM ratnasAra nAme zeTha hatA. ratnamaMjarI zeThANI hatAM. temane ratnasuMdarI nAmanI kanyA hatI. tenuM rUpa athAga hatuM. koyala je kaMTha hate. garbha zrImaMta zeThanI dIkarI che. tene saMgIta kaLAne khUba zokha. te roja gurUkuLamAM saMgIta zIkhavA Ave. tene rUpanuM, dhananuM ane pitAnI kaMThakaLAnuM khUba abhimAna hatuM. vAtavAtamAM vidyArthIone utArI pADe. bolavAmAM jarAya viveka na rAkhe. puNyasAranI vAreghaDIe ThekaDI kare ane ene jJAnanI mazkarI kare. puyasAra te khUba sIdhe, saraLa ane namra che. A baMne saMgIta zIkhe. gurU puNyasArane mAna Ape te tenAthI sahana na thAya. huM AvI sarasa ane hoMziyAra chatAM gurU te chokarAne mAna Ape ne mane kaMI nahi, tenAmAM mAne ghaNuM tethI mAne ke mAruM varcasva te hovuM joIe. te khaTapaTa karyA kare. puyasAra to kaImAM mAthuM na mAre. chatAM A ratnasuMdarI tene nIce pADavA mATe kevA prayatna karaze ne zuM banaze te avasare.

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zAradA zizamaNu ] [ 155 zurAe have ! karma sAme kezarIyA karavA taiyAra thAva. jue caMdanabAI mahAsatIjInI sAdhanA kevI adbhuta che. temane Aje 30me upavAsa AvI gayA. tapanA raNazIMgA phUMkAI rahyA che, mATe taiyAra thAjo e ja bhAvanA. vadhu bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa suda 3 ne zanivAra : vyAkhyAna na. 19 : tA. 20-7-'85 ana ta anaMta guNeAnA dhAraka, anata jJAna darzananA sAdhaka tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtA e jIveAnA kalyANa mATe anaMtakALathI cAlI AvatI janma maraNanI ApadAmAMthI kema chUTe ane meAkSane kema pAme te mATe bhagavAne rAhadArI mArga batAvyA che te mArgo kayA ? nANaM ca daMsaNaM ceva, caritaM ca tavo tahA esa maggutti paNNato, jiNehiM varadaMsihiM | u. a. 28 gAyA. 2 saMsAranA samasta paTTAne jovAvALA sarvajJa, sadazI jinezvara devAe samyak jJAna- daza na-cAritra tapane meAkSamAga kahyo che. meAkSa eTale AtmadharamAM vAsa. atyAre ApaNe zarIramAM rahyA chIe paNa 25-50 ke 100 varSe emAMthI eka divasa DIsamisa thavAnu che. ApaNane A zarIra maLyuM te kathI maLyu che. kama che tyAM zarIra che. ka rAjAe bhUleAnI zikSAmAM A zarIra ApyuM che. have A zarIranA baMdhana phagAvI daI e ane AtmadharamAM rahIe te mekSamAM vAsa maLe che. gharamAM rahevu hoya teA aMdhArIyuM ghara gamatu nathI. e teA tame havA ujAzavALu ghara zeAdhA che. te AtmagharamAM rahevA mATe pahelAM emAM ajavALu karavu joie. jJAnathI Atmadharane ajJAna-adhakAra dUra thAya ane prakAza thAya. e pachI karmAMnA kacarA sApha karavA taparUpI sAvaraNAnI jarUra che. sAthe navA kamarUpI kacarA na Ave mATe saMvara-cAritranI jarUra che. A vagune sumeLa maLe te Atmaghara rahevA lAyaka banI zake. ApaNe sau pahelA jJAnathI ajavALu' karavuM che mATe vizvadazana ane Atmadarzana karavAnu che. darzIna eTale ALakha, piracaya. ene svadharamAM lAvavA mATe AtmAnI oLakha karavAnI che. tArA AtamagharamAM zeAdha kare te, saphaLa tArA avatAra bane, ajJAna adherA dUra haTe tA, jJAna prakAza bahAra khIle.... tamArA AtmAne pUche ke tame zemAM zeAdha kare che ? ATalI jindagI gaI, varSA vItyA paNu AtmAnI zeAdha karI che kharI ? jaDanA pUjArIe jaDanI zeAdha kare ne ? jaDanI zeAdha karavAthI Atmadana nahi thAya. A vizvanAM jIveA anaMtAnaMta che, ane pudgale paNa anaMtAnaMta che. jIvA mithyAtva ane asat purUSAthI karmo upAje che ane karmAMthI judI judI gatiemAM zarIra dhAraNa karI e karmAM jIvane bhegavavA paDe che. ApaNA AtmAnI paNa A ja dazA che. jo samyak jJAna-dana cAritra ane tapa maLe teA karma rUpI khalAmAMthI mukta thavAya ane mekSa maLe.

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156 ] [ zAradA ziSaNi Ana gAthApita ane temanI patnI zivAnaMdA baMnenuM jIvana khUba Ada hatu. te patimAM anurakta hatI. patinI AjJAmAM rahenArI hatI. kayAre paNa patinA vacananu ulle'dhana karatI na hatI. peAtAnA pati sivAya jagatanA dareka purUSane Apa ane bhAI samAna gaNatI. tenu jIvana khUba pavitra che. temane pAMca IndriyAnA managamatAM sukha badhA hAjara hatAM. AjanA mAnavInuM sukha eka sAMdhe traNa tUTe, traNa sAMdhe tera tUTe evuM che. AnaMdane tyAM AvuM sukha na hatuM, paNa temane je jAtanu' sukha joI e tevuM hatuM. zAlIbhadrane tyAM rAja 99 devatAI peTIe utaratI hatI. A vAta te tame kaheze ke ame bahu sAMbhaLI che. aDDI' te| mAre ApanI pAse e vAta karavI che ke zAlIbhadra ne tyAM - peTIe utaratI ane puDDIyA zrAvakane ghera utaratI na hatI. puNIyA zrAvaka ane tenI patnI be jaNA hatA. puNI kAMtIne jIvana nibhAvatA hatA. saMteASathI jIvana calAvatA hatA. gAmamAM koI saMta birAjatA heAya te peAtAnA AMgaNe Ave, temane supAtra dAna devAya, tenA athavA vadhamI nA lAbha maLe te mATe ane avAranavAra ekAMtara upavAsa karatA. raseAI enI karatAM paNa supAtradAna tathA sAdhamikanA lAbha mATe ekAMtara upavAsa karIne bhakti karatA ane Ana thI jIvana pasAra karatA, dharma ArAdhanA karatA hatA. sapatti joI e che ke sAmAyika : huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke zAlIbhadrane tyAM 9 peTIo roja utaratI hatI te joI e che ke puNIyA zrAvakanI sAmAyika joI e che! (zreAtA-cApaDAmAM teA zAlIbhadranI riddhi mAgIe chIe.) cApaDAmAM game te mAMge ke lakhkhA paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamAre zuM joIe che? tame badhA zAlIbhadranI riddhi mAMgavAnA. AkhuM jagata tenI pAchaLa pAgala che. kadAca devanI ArAdhanAthI 9 peDhI bakSIsa maLI jAya paNa sAthe e nakkI karavu paDaze ke tee Aje paherelA kapaDA, dAgInA khIje divase utArI nAMkhI, dAnamAM daI detA. kapaDAM ghasAI gayA hoya, tenA rUparaMga paNa gamatA na hoya, chatAM garIbane devAnu` mana na thAya. khele tamane kevA dAnezvarI kahevA ? kharuM ne ? zAlIbhadrane tyAM sukha-vaibhava, sa`pattinI koI kamInA na hatI chatAM e badhAnA ane samasta sAMsAranA emaNe tyAga karyAM. zAlIbhadra hateA baDabhAgI, rAta ne divasa raMgamAM rAjI, pUnA puNye jAheAjalAlI maLI hatI vaNamAMgI, kintu eka dina badhu tajIne eNe dIkSA lIdhI....teya tArI zAlIbhadranI riddhi mAMgatA pahelAM e samajI lejo ke zAlIbhadrane tyAM rAja - peTIo utaratI hatI. evA chalakatA vaibhavA hatA. chatAM eka divasa badhuM cheDIne emaNe dIkSA lIdhI. tame cepaDAmAM lakhA che ke zAlIbhadranI siddhe maLajo. riddhi mAMgeA che tenI sAthe teneA tyAga mAMgeA che kharA ? tyAga mAMgazo te sukha maLaze. jagatanA jIvAnI dazA kevI che ! phaLa joI e che paNa tenA mULanI upekSA karavI che. sAdhya

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 157 joIe che ane sAdhanA pratye AMkha mIcAmaNA karavA che. mAla joIe che paNa tenA mUlya cUkavavAnI taiyArI nathI. Arogya joIe che paNa payapAlana pratye bedarakAra rahevuM che. pAsa thavuM che paNa parIkSA maMjura nathI. zuddha banavuM che paNa sahana karavuM nathI. yAda rAkhajo, sukha joIe che te sukha dharmathI maLe che. A vAkyane hRdayamAM katarI rAkhaje ane jIvanamAM paLe paLe tamArI daSTi sAme rAkhaje to pApathI nivRta karAvaze dharmamAM e pravRta karAvaze ane chevaTe zAzvata sukhanA svAmI banAvaze. puNIyA zrAvakanI eka sAmAyika mokSanA dvAre laI jAya evI hatI. che tamane AvI zraddhA ! vIra vacana to traNa kALamAM zAzvata che, chatAM temAM zaMkA saMdeha rAkhe che. saMdeha kayAM ane zradhdhA kayAM! : saMdeDa ane zraddhA A be zabdo che. A vyAtmika jagatamAM praveza karanAra sAdhaka zraddhAne badale temAM saMdeha rAkhe che tyAre enI uMcAmAM uMcI dharma sAdhanA paNa keDInI kiMmatanI thaI jAya che. tamane saMdeDa kayAM che ane zraddhA kayAM che ? tame jamavA beThA. tamArA bhANAmAM bhejana pIrasAyuM, tyAM tamane zraddhA che ke A bhojanamAM viSa to nathI ja eTale premathI jamI lIdhuM. tyAM saMdeha thayA ? nA. bahAra javuM che eTale TekasImAM beThA. tyAM saMdeha thAya ke DrAIvara dArU pIne to nahi beTho hoya ne? ekasIDanTa to nahi kare ne? tyAM vizvAsathI bese che. muMbaIthI amadAvAda javuM che. rAtanI TreInamAM javuM che tyAM saMdeha thAya che ke ejunane DrAIvara jhokuM to nahi khAya ne? gADI uthalI to nahi paDe ne? tyAM zraddhA che ke enajInane DrAIvara jAgatA rahevAnuM che. koI e tamane kesarIyA dUdhane glAsa Ape. tyAM saMdeDa thAya ke AmAM viSa to nahi hoya ne ? athavA te emAM gaLInI lALa to nahi paDI hoya ne? tyAM zraddhAthI pI jAva che. navA makAnamAM rahevA gayA tyAM saMdeha thAya che ke A makAnanI bhIta tUTI paDaze te nahi ne ! tyAM zraddhA che ke makAnanI bhIMta tUTavAnI nathI. A badhA kAryomAM te tame saMdeha vagaranA che. jagatanA che tarapha dRSTi karIe te lAge che ke 100mAMthI 9 jeTalA mANase temanA vyavahAramAM zraddhAthI AgaLa vadhatA hoya che. tyAM saMdeha nathI karatA. A rIte tame dhaMdhA kare, vepAra kare, dIkarIonA sagapaNa kare tyAM saMdeha nathI karatA, paNa zraddhAthI badhuM kare che. tyAM pAke AtmavizvAsa che. AvA bIjA aneka vyavahAramAM badhe tamane zraddhA. zraddhA, ne zraddhA dekhAze. tyAM kayAMya saMdeha karavA taiyAra nathI. saMdeha kayAM kare che ? dharmanA kSetramAM. dharmanA kSetramAM dAkhala thatAnI sAthe nAnI nAnI bAbatomAM paNa saMdeha karavA mAMDI che. tapathI kAyAne sUkavI nAMkhyuM paNa emAM mane nirjarA thaze ke nahi ? kAMI lAbha thaze ke nahi? mahAsatIjI barADA-bUma pADI pADIne bole che paNa teNe tIrthakarane joyA che? A vANI tIrthakaranI haze ke nahi? dharma to kahuM chuM paNa paraleka haze ke nahi? dharmanA kSetramAM saMdeha, saMdeha ne saMdeha ! A saMdeha rAkhIne dharma sAdhanA karIe to AtmAnA AnaMdanI anubhUti kayAMthI

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158 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi thaI zake? jayAM saMdeha karavAnuM che tyAM saMdeha vagaranA cho ane tyAM saMdeha nathI karavAne tyAM saMdeha kare che. AtmAnA vikAsanA je pagathIyA che tyAM saMdeha che. saMsAranA kAryomAM saMdeha rAkhavAnuM che tyAM saMdeha nathI rAkhatA. tyAM zraddhA rAkho che. keTalI avaLI doTa che ! amadAvAda javuM che ne dilhInI gADImAM beso te amadAvAda kayAMthI Ave ? saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale Azrava che. pApanI kriyA che. karmabaMdhananA kAraNa che, tyAM saMdeha nathI thatA, tyAM zraddhA rAkho cho. jyAM anaMta karmonI bhekhaDo tUTI jAya ane anaMtI nirjarA thAya che tyAM saMdeha rAkhe che. pachI bhavanA bhukakA kayAMthI thAya ? have je bhavanI bhIti lAgI hoya te A maMgalakArI divaso AvI rahyA che. sAdhanAmAM, ArAdhanAmAM mUkI jAva. A jIvanI dazA kevI che? dharma sAdhanA kare, tapatyAga kare paNa emAM zraddhAthI ekameka nathI thatAM. A mATe jJAnIe kahyuM che ke "maLe nahi paNa bhaLe " bhaLazo te bhavanA bhukakA. jayAM saMdehanuM sthAna che tyAM zraddhA rAkho che ane jyAM zraddhAnuM sthAna che tyAM saMdeha rAkho che. te pachI dharma sAdhanAmAM bhaLazo kevI rIte ? e te maLavA jevuM thAya che. eka nyAyathI samajIe. tamArI sAme kAcanA be glAsa mUkyA. eka glAsamAM dUdha che ane eka glAsamAM pANI che. dUdhanA elAsamAM keIe AvIne sAkarano gAMgaDo nAMkhyuM ane pANInA glAsamAM sAkaranA TukaDA jevo sapheda paththarane TukaDo nAMkhe. A be glAsa tamArI sAme paDayA che. aDadhA kalAka pachI baMne glAsamAM tapAsa karI. baMne kalAsamAM nAMkhelA TukaDAne bahAra kADhavA gayA te dUdhamAM sAkarano gAMgaDo nAkhyo che te bahAra na nIkaLe. dUdhamAM kayAMya dekhAto nathI. pANInA glAsamAM hAtha nAMkhe to paththarane TukaDo jaDyo. baMne glAsamAM pravAhI hatuM. sAkarano gAMgaDo dUdhamAM nAkhyo te ogaLI gaye. kadAca te pANImAM nAMkhe che te paNa ogaLI jAta. sAkarane gAMgaDo dUdhamAM bhaLI gaye, dUdhanA kaNakaNamAM sAkara bhaLI gaI. te dUdha pIve te keTaluM mIThuM madhura lAge! paththarane TukaDo pANImAM paDyo. pANIne maLyA, pala paNa temAM bhaLe nahi. eTale ene evo rahyo. sAkara dUdhane maLavA nahi paNa bhaLavA gaI. te evI bhaLI gaI ke tene koI dUdhathI alaga karavA mAMge te paNa thaI zake nahi. maLavAmAM aMtara ubhuM rahe jyAre bhaLI javAmAM ekameka thaI javAya. tyAM aMtara ubhuM na rahe, maLavuM che ke bhaLavuM che?: A nyAyathI sAdhaka AtmAne samajavAnuM che. tame sAmAyika pratikramaNa kare, pauSadha kare, mALA gaNe. A badhI sAdhanA karo ke temAM maLe nahi paNa bhaLe. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvyA te be ghaDI mATe paNa saMsAra chUTe che? gharabAra vepAra badhuM bhUle che? je bhUlAtuM na hoya te samajavuM ke tame amane maLavA AvyA che paNa bhaLavA AvyA nathI. dharmakriyAomAM bhaLavAnuM che je temAM bhaLazo nahi ne maLazo te aMtara ubhuM raheze. sAdhanAnA jIvananI mastIne joIe te anubhava nahi thAya, jyAre maLyA pachI je bhaLI jazo to sAdhanAnI sAthe ekameka

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 1pa9 thaI jazo. temAM kalpanA bahArano AnaMda anubhavI zakazo. tame vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLo, sAMbhaLIne grahaNa kare to saMsAra kaTa thaI jAya. A amArI kaI zakti nathI. jinavANIne vilapAvara che. A vANInuM pAna karIne zraddhApUrvaka hRdayamAM avadhAraNa karo te ekAvatArI banI zakAya evI A vANImAM zakti che, paNa tame ahIM maLavA Ave che, bhaLavA AvatA nathI. pachI kalyANa kyAMthI thAya? Aje ghaNAM mANaso pharIyAda kare che ke ame varSothI dharma sAdhanAo karIe chIe, keTalI sAmAyika karI, vataniyamo karyA, chatAM amane ene joIe e AnaMda nathI AvatuM, to enuM A kAraNa che ke tame dharmakriyAone mAtra maLyA che paNa temAM bhaLyA nathI. mAtra kAyAthI dharmakriyAo karI che paNa mana emAM bhaLyuM nathI. mana, vacana, kAyAthI thatI kriyAo bhaLavA jevI che. sAkara jayAre dUdhamAM bhaLe che tyAre e dUdhanA aNu aNumAM pahoMcI jAya che eTale dUdhanuM TIpuM TIpuM mIThAzayukta banI jAya che. A rIte mana jyAre sAdhanAmAM bhaLe che tyAre sAdhanAnI mastI keI ora hoya che. bhaLyA vinA bhavanA bhukkA na thAya:- have nirNaya kare. atyAra sudhI bhale maLyA paNa have sAdhanAmAM bhaLI jAva. je AtmAo maLavA nathI jatA paNuM bhaLavA jAya che temanuM jIvana ujajavaLa banI jAya che. je je bhaLavA gayA e pApImAMthI punita banI gayA. zayatAnamAMthI saMta banI gayA. pApI AtmAo bhaLavA gayA te temanA jIvananI ronaka badalAI gaI. arjuna mALI, paradezI rAjA badhA gurU bhagavaMtanI sAthe bhaLavA gayA te bhavanA bhUkA karI dIdhA. ApaNe evA pApI te nathI ne? to pachI ApaNuM jIvana kema na badalI zakIe. jinavANImAM, vItarAganA vacanAmRtamAM, ane dharmasAdhanAmAM bhaLI jaIzuM to bhavakaTI thatAM vAra nahi lAge. saMsAramAM rahyA che, badhuM karavuM paDe che te karo paNa temAM bhaLazo nahi. atyAra sudhI jemAM bhaLavAnuM hatuM tyAM maLyA chIe ane jyAM maLavAnuM hatuM tyAM bhaLI gayA chIe. saMsAramAM vahepAra dhaMdhAmAM maLavAnuM che tyAM bhaLavAnuM nathI. patnI, parivAra badhA bhegA thaIne beso che tyAM kevA otapreta thaI jAya che! mehanIya karmanA nATake badhAne bheLavI dIdhA che. dIkarInA lagna che. jAna AvI che tyAM kevA bhaLI gayA che! A badhI pApa kriyAo che temAM bhaLavA jevuM nathI, te paNa bhaLI jAva che. bhaLavuM joIe kayAM ne bhaLyA che kayAM? : parama divase mA khamaNanuM ghara Avaze. keTalAMya bhAI bene pauSadha karaze. pauSadhamAM kevI majhA AvI tenA gANAM bIje divase kaI gAva kharA! meM pauSadha karyo, temAM meM je AtmaciMtana karyuM, temAM je AtmAnI mastI anubhavI te mane haju bhUlAtI nathI. keI divasa AvuM bole che? nA, sagA saMbaMdhImAM kaI prasaMge tame jamavA gayA. tyAM suMdara bhejana jamyA. pachI AvIne zuM kahezo? huM Aje jamavA gayo tyAM evuM suMdara bhejana ja chuM ke tene svAda haju mArI dADhamAMthI ja nathI. jamavAnI vAta bAjumAM rahI, keI ne tyAM

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160 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi gayA. temaNe tamane TesTastAra cA pIvaDAvI, te AvIne kahezo ke zuM TesTadAra cAhatI ! mArA zarIramAM sphUrti AvI gai. A badhAmAM keTalA bhaLI gayA! cAnA,bhAjananA gANAM gAyAM paNa koI divasa jinavANInA guNa gAyA? meM sAmAyika karI temAM samabhAvamAM rahyo, zAMti maLI. temAM mAro AtmA keTale svastha rahyo tevu' kayAreya elyA che ? kayAMthI guNa gAva ! temAM bhaLyA nathI. AtmAnI zAMti, Anada ane adbhUta zaktinA darzana karavA heAya te emAM maLeA niha paNa bhaLeA. yAda rAkho ke sAdhanAnA jIvanamAM bhaLI javAmAM majhA che ane pApakriyAomAM bhaLI javAthI sajA che. jIvanI dazA paNa AvI che. dhama~kriyAmAM mana bhaLatuM nathI, pApakriyAomAM mana bhaLyA vinA rahetuM nathI. ApaNe dharmakriyAne mAtra maLIe chIe, jyAre sa`sAranI dareka vastumAM je pApamaya kriyAe che temAM bhaLI jai e chIe. temAM bhaLavAthI keTalA karmAMnA gaMja ekaThA kare che. tenu' tene bhAna nathI. mahAna puNyadaye jinazAsana, jinavANI jaina dharmI, gurUdevanA saMga Adi badhI sAmagrIo ApaNane maLI che, chatAM temAM bhaLI zakatA nathI ane sa`sAranI kaMIka pApamaya sAmagrIonA abhAva hovA chatAM tyAM mana satata pApa vicAromAM ramatuM rahe che. tenAthI sAvadhAna banavAnI jarUra che. pApakriyAmAM ekAkAra thai jaie, temAM bhaLI jaie tenAthI AtmAne je nukazAna thAya te nukazAna jevuM tevu' nathI. pApakriyAmAM ekAkAratA pApanA sa`skArane dRDha banAvI deze ane dRDha anelA e pApamaya saMskAro bIjA bhavamAM kadAca puchyAye dharma sAmagrI maLI jAya te emAM manane bhaLavA nahi de. atyAra sudhI bhUlyA te bhUlyA paNa have ApaNA jIvananI dizA badalavI che. kadAca tamAre sa'sAranI kriyAe karavI paDe te temAM maLe! paNa bhaLe nahi ane dharmakriyA nAnAmAM nAnI hoya te! paNa emAM bhaLeA teA Atma kalyANa jaldI thaze. sAthe ApaNeA svabhAva paNa sAkara jevA banAvavAnI jarUra che. jemanA saMgamAM AvIe, jemanI sAthe rahIe teA sAkaranI jema bhaLIne rahevuM te ApaNI madhurAza tenA jIvana sudhI pahoMcI jaze. atyAra sudhI jiMdagImAM bhUtakALamAM ghaNI bhUlA karI che paNa have jAgyA tyArathI savAra samajIne navA cepaDe lakhe. have zuM karavuM che ? eka veta dAraDA jeTalI ji'DhagI bAkI che te dharmasAdhanAmAM evA bhaLI jAva ke bhajanA bhukkA thai jAya. je AtmA 'dha sAdhanAmAM bhaLI jAya te pAte 'hAza' pAme ane bIjAne hAza ' Ape. 6 khaLakhaLatA apeAre dhUma tApamAM gurU ziSyajaI rahyA hatA. pavananuM nAmanizAna nahi ane paga khullA hatA. unALAnA divasa eTale garamInuM te pUchavuM ja zuM? garamInA kAraNe tarasa khUkha lAgI che. sAthe bhUkha ane thAka paNa khUba lAgyA che. cAlatAM cAlatAM rastAthI thADe dUra rahelA eka mATe vaDalA joyA. A gurUziSya ane vaDalA nIce beThA. pavane paNa jANe maherabAnI karI heAya tema maMda maMda pavana AvavA lAgyA. zItaLa pavana AvatAM ane jhADa nIce sUI gayA. thoDIvAra pachI UDyA, jAgyA pachI gurU ziSyane

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 161 pUche che beTA ! ahIM AvyA pachI tane zuM anubhava thaye? gurUdeva ! zI vAta karuM? je ahIM AvIne beTho e mane hAzane anubhava thayo. mane kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hatI, te paNa visarI gayo. tarasathI AkuLavyAkuLa thayA hatA te tarasa paNa bhUlI gayo. ane thAka paNa bhUlI gayo. vaDalAnI zItaLa chAyA ane maMdamaMda pavanathI mane khUba zAMti vaLI. mane hAzane anubhava thayo. gurUdeva kahe-ziSya ! hAya to nathI thayuM ne? nA. hAza ane hAyamAM pharaka kharo? hA gurUdeva ! ghaNo pharaka che. vaDale ekendriya-sthAvara che. te ekendriya hovA chatAM enI nIce AvanArane "hAyane badale "hAza Ape che. tenI nIce besanArane zAMti Ape che. hAza e zabda sukhane che ane hAya zabda duHkhano che. zuM Apaze? hAza ke hAya?: gurU kahe ziSya ! tuM vaDalA je thaIza ke tADa jevo? tATha keI ne chAMyaDo Apo nathI. vaDale badhAne visAme Ape che. tuM jIvanamAM sadAya A moTA vaDalA jevo thaje. tArI chAyAmAM AvanAra dareka AtmAne sadA tuM "hAza anubhava karAvaje. tanabaLa, manobaLa, vacanabaLa maLyuM che to tuM vaDalA je banaje, paNa tADa je na banIza. keIne paNa hAyano anubhava na thAya te satata khyAla rAkhaje. ziSya to A vAta sAMbhaLI rahyo. vAta to sAmAnya che, chatAM temAM AkhA jIvananuM rahasya AvI gayuM. ApaNe A vAta sadAya najara sAme rAkhavAnI che. vaDalA karatAM paNa ApaNI javAbadArI ghaNI moTI che. vaDale bahu to zarIrane ThaMDaka Apaze jyAre ApaNe to saMsAranA rAga-dveSanI AgamAM sekAI rahelA AtmAonI viSaya kaSAyanI Agane ThAravAnI che. e sAmAnya kAma nathI. baLabaLatA bapAre vaDale potAnI chAyAmAM AvanArane bhale hAza anubhava karAve paNa e anubhava karAvatA pahelA vaDalAne pitAne keTalI garamI veThavI paDe che ! vaDale uparathI tApa sahana kare ane tenI nIce besanArane ThaMDaka Ape. sAmA jenI kakSAnI Agane ThAravA mATe pahelAM keTaluM badhuM sahana karavuM paDe che ! ApaNu pAse AvanArane "hAzIno anubhava karAvavA mATe jIvanamAMthI bane teTalA viSaya kaSAyane ochA karavA paDaze ane vaDalA jevuM banavuM paDaze. tApa sahana karavA paDaze. game tevI AMdhI ane tephAnamAM paNa aDaga ubhA rahevuM paDaze. are, kadAca zarIranA TukaDe TukaDA thaI jAya e prasaMga Ave te paNa upakAra karatA rahevuM paDaze. AvuM jIvana haze to ApaNI pAse AvanArane "hAzIno anubhava thaze. tADanuM jhADa khUba moTuM hoya che paNa garamInA divasomAM enI nIce jaIne ubhA rahe te zItaLatA Ape kharuM? nA. uparathI kadAca enuM phaLa paDe to mAthuM teDI nAMkhe. ApaNuM jIvana tADa jevuM to nathI ne ? doSa bharapura jIvana tADanA jhADa jevuM hoya che. e keIne hAza anubhava te na karAve paNa "hAyane anubhava karAvyA vinA na rahe. jyAre

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162 ]. | [ zAradA ziramaNi guNayukta jIvana vaDalAnA jhADa jevuM che. enI chAyAmAM AvanAra badhAne e hAzane anubhava jarUra karAve ane hAyane anubhava svane paNa na thavA de. ApaNuM jIvana kevuM che? vaDalAnA jhADa jevuM ke tADanA jhADa jevuM? hAza karAve tevuM ke hAya karAve tevuM! Aje vartamAnamAM badhAnuM jIvana jotAM ema lAge ke aneka AtmAone trAsarUpa banI rahyuM che. mAnavI potAnA sukhanI salAmatI mATe bIjA keTalAya AtmAone duHkha pahecADI rahyA che. pitAnA jIvanane TakAvavA khAtara bIjA AtmAone motane ghATa utArI rahyA che. pitAnI zrImaMtAI sAcavavA bIjA garIba banatA hoya to tenI jarAya ciMtA nathI ke duHkha nathI. ApaNA mukha paranA hAsyane TakAvavA bIjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu Ave te tenI paravA nathI. TUMkamAM kahevAno Azaya e che ke bIjAnA jIvananI heLI thAya to bhale paNa pitAnA jIvananI divALI ujavavI che. AvuM jIvana jIvavAthI jIvana keTaluM khataranAka banaze tene jIvane khyAla nathI. pitAnA svArtha mATe jagatanA agaNita che sAthe keTalI duzmanAvaTa kare che. A rIte jIvana jIvavAthI A lekamAM sukhazAMti te nahi maLe paNa paralekamAM paNa sagatinI prApti thavI muzkela che. AvI deSa bharelI jiMdagI bIjA cha para kevI kharAba asara ubhI kare che. e jevA keI taiyAra nathI. A vAta ghaNI nAnI che, paNa temAMthI ApaNane ghaNo bodha maLe che. ApaNe kevuM jIvana jIvavuM, tADa jevuM ke vaDalA jevuM ? hAza ApavI che ke hAya ApavI che? hAza ApavI ke hAya ApavI te vicAraze. - somavAre mA khamaNanuM dhara to rUmajhuma karatuM AvI rahyuM che. e ApaNI sAme celeja phekIne kahe che tame zUravIra banIne karma sAme kezarIyA karavA tapanA hathiyAra laIne cUkI jAva. anaMta bhavenA karmone bALavA mATe tapa rUpI bhaThTho saLagAvaje. Aje ApaNA ugra tapasvI bA.bra. caMdanabAI mahAsatI ane temanI sAdhanA chele divasa AvI gayo. tapamAM kevI sAdhanA, zAMti ane samAdhi che ! gurUkRpAe ane zAsanadevanI kRpAe nivina paNe temane tapa paripUrNa thayuM che. jemaNe Akho divasa svAdhyAya, dhyAna, ciMtana sahita sAdhanA karI che temane ApaNe keTI keTI abhinaMdana ApazuM. ApaNe temanA jevI sAdhanA karIe ne karmonA gaMjane bALIe to sAdhanAmAM sAcA bhaLyA kahevAIe. Aje mArA gurUbena viduSI pU. jalubAI mahAsatIjInI puNyatithi che. teo khUba ja Adarza ucca cAritra pALI chelle saMthAre karI saMvata 2015nA kaThora mukAme samAdhimaya kALadharma pAmyA che. temanA be ziSyAo che. pU. IndubAI mahAsatIjI tathA pU. zAntAbAI mahAsatIjI. baMne satIo khUba vinayavAna che. (pU. jazubAI mahAsatIjInI jIvanavAhI vairAgyamaya hatI tenI khUba suMdara rIte rajuAta karI hatI.)

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zAradA zirAmaNuM ] zrAvaNa suda 4 ne trivAra : bA.bra. ugra tapasvI pU. [ 163 : tA. 21-7-85 vyAkhyAna na-20 caMdanabAI mahAsatIjInA 31 upavAsanA pAraNAnA prasaMga sujJa madhu, suzIla mAtA ne bahenA ! ana'ta jJAnI bhagavaDatA bhavya jIvAne zreyanA mArga batAvatA kahe che ke huM AtmA ! anaMtakALathI AtmA pApakarmAnA pUja ekaThA karIne catu timAM rakhaDI rahyo che. e pApakarmAnA kAraNe AtmA upara haju vasaMtaRtu samAna vIravANInuM pratiSi`kha jhaLakayu nathI. have A bhavamAM suMdara zAsana ane pApane pralaya kare evI jinavANI maLI che. jo AtmA e vANIne hRdayaMgama kare, AtmaavaleAkana kare tA vasaMtaRtumAM khIlelA vRkSa samAna ene AtmA purabahAramAM khIlI uThe. bhagavAna sUyagaDAMyaMga sUtramAM kheAlyA che. purisorama pAvakammuNA, paliyaMtaM maNuyANa jIviyaM / sanA rUda gAmamukiyA, moDhuM batti nAmasaMvuhA | a. 2. u. 1. gA. 10 he AtmA ! tuM pApakamAMthI lipta che. tenAthI nivRtta thaI jA. manuSyanuM jIvana nAzavaMta che. A saMsAramAM je manuSyeA Asakta che, tathA kAmabhogeAmAM mUti che te hiM sAdi pApAthI nivRtta thatA nathI. tevA AtmA, meAhanA pAmAM phasAI jAya che. bhagavAne A gAthAmAM AtmasAdhanAnI suMdara cAvI matAvI che. huM AtmA ! jo tAre AtmAnI vasaMta khIlavavI che te tu pApakarmAMthI nivRtta thA. jyAre jIvanamAM pApa khaTakaze tyAre AtmAnI sAme saMsArI sukhanA game teTalA AkaSa NA Avaze chatAM AtmA para enI asara nahi thAya. jyAre pAnakhara Rtu Ave che tyAre lIlAchama dekhAtAM vRkSA sAva sukAI jAya che. te vRkSa para DALI, pAMdaDAM, kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. tApathI AkuLavyAkuLa thayela mAnavI tevA jhADa nIce AvIne bese te tene vRkSanI nathI. pAnakhara RtunI vRkSa para ATalI badhI asara thAya che. tyAre e ja kSeA lIlAMchama hariyALA anI jAya che. tenI ekeka DALI, pAMdaDAthI bharacaka anI jAya che. tenI DALIe kAyala Adi p`khIe besIne pAtAnA mIThA sUrothI mAgane gujatA karI de che. te samayanu vAtAvaraNa khUba tAjagIbharyuM ane AnaMdadAyaka lAge che. te vRkSa nIce seMkaDo mANasA AvIne peAtAnA thAka utAre che. pAnakhara RtunI kAI asara vasaMtaRtumAM vRkSA upara rahetI nathI. ApaNane vicAra thAya ke pAnakhara RtunI asara e paDe ke jhADa para eka pazu pAMdaDuM rahevA na de. jyAre vasaMtaRtunI keTalI pracaMDa tAkAta, zakti ke e DALI pAMdaDAM vinAnA sUkAyelA vRkSane DALI, pAMdaDA, phaLa, phUlathI, pUrabahAramAM khIlavI de. pAnakharanI koI asara tyAre dekhAtI nathI. vRkSanI zuSkatAne toDI nAMkhanArI vasaMtaRtu eka varSImAM eka vAra tA Ave ja che. tA ApaNA jIvanamAM kayAreya evI vasaMta nahi AvI hAya ke pApa samAna pAnakharathI zuSka banelA jIvanane zItaLa chAyA pazu maLatI jyAre vasaMta Rtu Ave che

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164] [ zAradA ziromaNi guNathI khIlavI de. are ! anaMtakALamAM bhamatA AtmAnA guNene khIlavavAnI tAkAta dharAvatI anaMta vasaMtaRtuo ApaNA jIvanamAM AvIne gaI haze paNa e vasaMtaRtuenI kaI asara ApaNu AtmA para thaI nathI. ApaNo AtmA bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM paNa gaye haze. vasaMtaRtu karatAM paNa adhika bhagavAnanI divyadezanA sAMbhaLI haze, chatAM AtmA para tenI asara thaI nathI. eTale AtmA haju rakhaDI rahyo che. kevA kevA zuSka AtmAo A vasaMtanA Agamane khIlI uThyA che. rahaNIyA core anicchAe prabhunA vacana sAMbhaLyA ane te khIlI uThaDyo. daSTiviSa caMDakauzika pitAnI daSTinA jherathI jene mArI nAkhanAre, are ! khuda bhagavAna mahAvIrane paNa mAravA taiyAra thayele e sarSa vIraprabhunA mAtra "bUche ...bUjha!" e be zabdoe AtmAnI ronaka badalAvI dIdhI. eka ja vakhata prabhu viranI amIdhArAe kAkaMdInA dhannAne ke khIlavI dIdhe ! anAthI munie mAtra saMyamI jIvana levAne saMkalpa karyo ane e saMkaHpe temane dravyathI nirogI ane bhAvathI paNa nirogI banAvI dIdhA. pApI paradezI rAjA kezavAmInA saMgathI pavitra banI gayA. arjuna mALI bhagavAnane pAmIne pApImAMthI paramAtmA banya. AvA zuSka AtmAo A vasaMtane pAmIne khIlI uThayA. ApaNe to evA pApI nathI, chatAM haju evA ne evA rahI gayA. ahIM e vicAra thAya che ke ApaNAmAM zI khAmI che ke e AtmAne khIlavA detI nathI. vasaMtaRtune to keInA pratye pakSapAta nathI. e to nAnA choDavAmAM ya tAjagI bhare che ane moTA moTA vRkSane paNa lIlAchama banAve che. chatAM keIka vRkSa evuM hoya che ke jenI bakholamAM dhImA tApe Aga banyA karatI hoya che. e vRkSa vasaMtaRtumAM paNa ThuMThA jevuM rahe che. enA nasIbamAM khIlavAnuM nathI tema je AtmavRkSanA keTaramAM dhImI dhImI IrSyA ane krodhanI Aga bhabhUkatI rahe che, tenuM jIvana vasaMta jevA nimitta maLavA chatAM khIlyA vinA karamAI jAya che. pachI bhale ne hajAro vasaMta AvIne jatI rahe. e kaSAya tathA nokaSAyanI Aga je upazamarasanA pANIthI TharI jAya te zubha saMyogonI vasaMta enA para prabhAva pADyA vinA rahetI nathI. vasaMtaRtune jevA chatAM je AtmAo zuSka, nirasa ane krodhAdi javALAmukhIthI baLatA rahetA hoya temanA para vasaMtaRtu pitAno prabhAva pADI zakatI nathI. ApaNA zAsanapati tIrthakara prabhu mahAvIra svAmI vicaratA hatA, chatAM durbhAgI AtmAo kAlasUrI kasAI, kapIlAdAsI, mamaNa zeTha evA ne evA zuSka rahyA. are ApaNe AtmA paNa keTalIya vAra tIrthakara bhagavAnanuM sAnidhya pAmyA haze paNa e sAnidhyane saphaLa banAvI zakayo nathI. jyAre bIjI bAju ghara hatyA karanArA bhagavAnanA sAnidhyane pAmI alpa samayamAM jagatanA vaMdanIya, pUjanIya banI gayA. kaMIka bhArekamI AtmAo bhagavAna jevA vasaMtananA sAnidhyane pAmIne paNa bicArA sUkAbhaTha vRkSa jevA rahI gayA. caMDakauzika karatA vadhAre dayApAtra te jamAlI hatA. dhanavAna mammaNa zeTha karatA vadhAre nasIbadAra

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] | 165 tA garIba puNIyA zrAvaka hatA. vasa'tanA Agamana samAna badhA sacAgeA maLyA che. have AtmAnA guNeAne khIlavavA che ke pachI evA ne evA sUkAbhaTha jevA rahevu che ? A manuSyanuM jIvana nAzavaMta ane kSaNika che...chatAM AtmAnA zuSNeAnI khIlavaNI A jIvanamAM thAya che, paNu je A jIvananI sAnerI ghaDIne eLakhatA nathI, pApAthI nivRtta thatA nathI, ane kAmabheAgAmAM Asakta rahIne jIvana vItAve che tenA AtmA pAnakharamAM zuSka anelA vRkSeA jevA rahI jAya che. AtmA para A vasaMtaRtunI koI asara thatI nathI. piraNAme te AtmA mAhanA pajAmAM phasAI jAya che ane bhavavanamAM bhaTake che. je AtmAe vasa'tanA Agamane khIlI uThayA che temanA nAma zAstranA pAne suvarNAkSare aMkita thayA che. evA AnaMda gAthApatinI vAta cAle che temanI patnI zivAnaMdA khUba sadguNI ane saumya prakRtinI hatI. Aje tamArA dharma patnI tamane lAvatA dekhe che paNa A zIvAnaMdA lAvatA dekhatI na hatI, paNa pAmatA dekhatI hatI. tamArI patnI tame zu kamAIne lAvyA? me'maMgAvyu hatuM te lAvyA ke nahi? te jue che. jyAre sAcI dhama patnI teA e kaheze ke tame kaI lAvyA nathI emAM rAjI chuM, pazu Apa bahAragAma gayA tyAre upAzraye gayA hatA? gurU bhagavaMtanI vANI sAMbhaLI hatI! ema pUchaze. jo A rIte pUchatI hAya teA samajo ke sAcI dha`patnI che. bAkI anatA sa'sAramAM A saMbaMdho bAMdhyA ane cheDacA tenI keAI kiMmata nathI. have AtmA tarapha vaLe. te mATe zuM karavuM joI e. nAnA bALaka tenI mAtAne pUche che he mAtA ! traNa divasa pahelAM meM tane dUdha meLavatA joI hatI. nAnA bALakA mAtApitAne je karatAM dekhe te karavAnuM mana thAya. mAtA rATalI vaNatI heAya teA roTalI vaNavA bese. tame sAmayika karavA beseA te tamArI sAthe sAmAyika karavA bese. muhapatti khAMdhatA dekhe te muhapatti khAMdhavA mAMge ane bIDI pItA dekhe teA bIDI pItA zIkhe. pachI tame kaheA dIkarA! bIDI na pIza, teA te mAne kharA! bALaka teA tame jevu' karatA heA tevuM anukaraNa karatA zIkhe. nAnA hoya tyAre upAzraye lAvA tA tamAruM joIne vAdana karatA zIkhaze paNa sAdhune badale sinemA dekhADI che. prabhunI vAtA karavAne badale pIkacaranI vAtA karI che. TI. vI. ane viDiyA batAvyA che / pachI tene sAdhu kayAMthI gamavAnA che? temAM jo chokarAone pIkacaranA gIte sarasa gAtA AvaDe teA tenI mAtA malakAya ke mArA dIkarAne kevuM sarasa gAtA AvaDe che! AmAM tenI ji'dagI kharakhAda thaI rahI che. navakAramaMtra khelavAnu` kahIe teA na AvaDe, chatAM mAkhApane aksAsa nathI. je mAtApitA peAtAnA saMtAneAne dharmanA saMskAra ApatA nathI, dharmanuM jJAna ApatA nathI, te mAtA zatru ane pitA bairI che. gaLA para charI pheravanAra duzmana jeTaluM ahita karatA nathI tenA karatAM adhika saMtAnone 'skAra na ApanAra mAtApitA tenu ahita kare che.

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166 ) [ zAradA zirAmaNi nAnA khALaka kahe che mAtA! meM tane dUdha meLavatA joI, temAM te chAsa nAMkhI. dahIM evuM sarasa jAmI gayu` ke mane khAvAnI khUba majhA paDI. tane dahIM meLavatA joyA pachI bIjA divase meM dUdha meLavyu. te hI jAmyuM nahi. meM tArI mAphaka vAsaNamAM dUdha lIdhu.. pachI temAM meLavaNu nAMkhavA chAsa laI ALye, te chAsa dUdhamAM nAMkhI. ane te meLavavA prayatna karyAM chatAM tAruM' meLaveluM dUdha dahI. banyuM ane mAru' meLavelu dUdha kema nahI' na thayu? chekarAnI mAtA kahe beTA! te meLavaNu nAMkhyA pachI dUdhanu zu karyuM hatuM? e tapelIne sArI rIte halAva halAva karI, tapelIne halAvavAthI dUdha maLe kharu? dUdha na maLe. tapelIne eka jagAe sthira rAkhe tA nahI maLe. meLavaNu zAnu nAMkhaze ? : A to dUdha meLavavAnI vAta karI. have ApaNA dUdhanI vAta karIe. ApaNe paNa dUdha meLavavuM che. ApaNu jIvana e dUdha che. tene ApaNe meLavavu che. samajo. jIvana rUpI dUdhamAM ArAdhanA rUpI meLavaNu nAMkhavuM che. ApaNA jIvananI kAryavAhI sArI haze, dha ArAdhanAethI jIvana bharacaka haze temAM evuM meLavaNu nAMkhazo teA sAdhanA rUpI dahIM jAmI jaze. tame badhA ArAdhanA to karo che. koI eka vamAM se, kaI khase te koI rAjanI pAMca sAmAyikA karatA hazo. pratikramaNa, pauSadha, cauvihAra karatA hazo. jevu' joI e tevu... meLavaNutA che. ArAdhanAnu` meLavaNutA kharAbara che, chatAM dUdha kema nathI jAmatu ? meLavaNu teA kharAkhara nAMkhyuM che paNa sAthe mananI sthiratA haiAvI joI e, te| dahIM kharAkhara jAme, dUdhamAM meLavaNu nAMkhIne tapelIne eka khuNAmAM mUkI do, tyAMthI upADa upADa na karo tA dahI' jAme che tema jIvanarUpI dUdhamAM sAdhanAnuM dahI' jamAvavA mATe mananI sthiratA joI e. pAMca IndriyA ane manane jItI levA joIe. tenA para breka lagAvavI joI e. jethI halanacalana na thAya. tame e ghaDInI sAmAyika laIne beThA. cha keTie pApanA paccakhANa karyAM che chatAM mana sthira rahI zake che kharuM ? mananA gheADAe te kayAMya doDatA hoya che. dahI' meLavavA tapelIne sthira rAkhavI paDe che tema AtmAmAM sthiratA lAvavAnI che. eka vAta yAda rAkhajo. jIvana rUpI dUdha maLyuM che paNa meLavaNu vAraMvAra niha maLe. mana kAne hoya ? saMjJI 'cendriyane, ekendriyamAMthI akAma nirjarA karatAM karatAM AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM sannI pa'cendriyamAM AvyA. ahI mana maLyuM. jyAM jyAM mana maLyuM tyAM tyAM ArAdhanA maLI evuM nathI. jeTalI gatimAM utpanna thayA e badhI gatimAM ArAdhanA, tapa, dharma maLyA hatA? nA. A manuSyagati evI che ke mana maLyu che, sAthe bhAgyeya ArAdhanA paNa maLI che. bhAgyavAna ! vicAra kare. have AtmAmAM jheka lagAve. saMsAramAM koI ne pAMca lAkhanI loTarI lAge teA tame tene bhAgyavAna samajo che, puNyavAna kaheA che. ethI adhika A ArAdhanA tamane maLI e leTarI karatAM paNa vadhAre che. sannI paMcendriyamAM utpanna thayA tyAM mana maLyuM paNa badhAne

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 167 dha maLyA nathI. are, A manuSya bhavamAM AvavA chatAM kasAInA gharamAM, jyAM ghAra ss...sAnA tAMDava sarjAtA hoya, jyAM puNya, pApanuM', dharma -ka' bhAna nathI tyAM janma thayA te| ArAdhanAnuM meLavaNu kayAMthI maLe ? badhA bhavamAM A meLavaNu nathI maLatuM. A bhavamAM maLyuM che te ahIM AvIne sAmAyika karavAnI ke koTa-khamIsa paherIne esavAnuM ? A ji DhagI teA paLa paLa karatI cAlI jAya che mATe samajIne jIvananI sAdhanA karI le. dharma ArAdhanA, jIvananI sAdhanA, mAnavajIvanamAM na kara virAdhanA, hai| AtmA hai| (ra) zradhdhAthI karaNI sakAma, meLavaje muktinuM dhAma.... mahApurUSA kahe che ke pUrvajanmamAM ghaNA puNya karyAM, jabbara sAdhanA karI tyAre A ArAdhanA rUpI meLavaNu maLyu che. pazu saMsAranA bhegA. pAMca IndriyAnA managamatA viMSA pAchaLa A meLavaNune eLakhI zaktA nathI. samo. ArAdhanAnu` meLavaNu janmAjanmamAM nahi maLe. AtmA devagatimAM gayA tyAM vaibhava, sa'patti, sukha badhuM maLyuM. paNuM ArAdhanAnu` meLavaNu na meLavI zako. jIva naraka gatimAM gayA te tyAM teA bhayakara vedanA che. paramAdhAmInA hAthe kapAyA, chedAyA, bhedAyA, ana`tI bhUkha, tarasa veDI chatAM e ArAdhanAnuM meLavaNu na gaNAyuM. parAdhInapaNe badhuM veThayuM che. tyAM mana maLyuM. paNa ArAdhanAnu' meLavaNu na maLyu. anuttara vimAnanA devAne 31 hajAra ke 33 hajAra varSa AhAranI IcchA thAya chatAM e ArAdhanAnu meLavaNu na gaNAya. tiya``ca gatimAM jIvAparAdhInapaNe duHkhA veThe che temAM kaMika jIvAne alpAMze ArAdhanAnu meLavaNu maLyuM che. aDhIdvIpa bahAra asa`khyAtA. tiya``ca zrAvaka zrAvikAo che paNa aDhIdvIpamAM eTalA nathI. tame manuSyabhavamAM AvyA. sUryavaMzI-- --nava vAgyA sudhI uDA nahi te paccakhANa paNa na kare teA lAbha na maLe. pU. tapasvI caMdanabAI mahAsatIjIe 31 upavAsanI ugra tapasyA svecchAe karI tA keTaleA lAbha maLe che. svaIcchAe aThThama kare| tA 25 upavAsanA lAbha. aThThAI karA to 78125 upavAsanA lAbha. 10 upavAsa kareA tA 19 lAkha, 13 hajAra, 125 upavAsane lAbha. 11 upavAsa karo tA 97 lAkha, 6pa hajAra, 625, upavAsanA lAbha. A rIte 16 upavAsa karIe teA 30 abaja, 51 kroDa, 75 lAkha, ,78 hajAra 125 upavAsane lAbha. jema eka upavAsa vadhe tema pAMca gaNA karavAnA. khatAvA tamArA vepAramAM ATalA naphA che? kadAca-naphe maLatA hAya paNa tyAM pApanA peTalA AMdhavAnA. dhanane sAcavyA kare, gaNyA karo, pachI dazA zI thaze ? eka lAbhI mANasa pAse seAnuM ghaNuM. teNe sAnAnI IMTo banAvI gharanA ceAkamAM ghATI. tenA pratye Asakti, mamatA ane meAhu che eTale roja rAtre 12 vAge jamIna khAde. seAnAnI IMTA juve ane dATI de. dararoja Ama kare. eka divasa IMTonA khanakhana avAja thavAthI pADozI jAgI gayA. chAnAmAnA jaIne joI lIdhuM. AkhI vAta jANI

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168 ] | zAradA zirAmaNa gayA. pelA leAbhI mANasa dATIne sUI gayA ke tarata teNe tyAM jaIne khADA khodIne senAnI IMTo laI lIdhI ane te jagAe mATInI iMTo mUkI dIdhI. bIje divase joyu te seAnAnA badale mATInI ITa joI. pAka mUkIne raDavA lAgyeA. pADozI kahe-raDIne zu karavAnuM ? tamAre vAparavu` hatu` nahi. roja jotAM ne rAja mUkyAM hatA. te gayuM te paNa zuM? tamArI mamatA paNa echI nathI. rAjaneTanA kha`Dala goA. amArI enA pAse game teTalA seTa heAya teA paheraze te eka ja ne ! bAkInA mUkI rAkhavAnA ne jovAnA. Asakti jIvane kama a`dhAve che. subhUma cakravatInI tRSNA pUrI na thaI. tene manamAM thayuM ke badhA cakravatI ee cha kha'Da sAdhyA. hu* sAtamA khaMDa sAdhu' te vizeSa karyuM kahevAya. tene cha khaMDa AchA paDayA ke sAtamA khaMDa meLavavA gayA. meLavavA jatAM ja samudramAM vacce metane ghATa utarI gayA ane sAtamI narakamAM ravAnA thaI gayA. na cha khAMDanI riddhi bhAgavI zakayA ke na te sAtamA khaMDa meLavI zakayA. mamatA ane mUrchA temane narakamAM laI gaI. para padArthAnI mamatA ghaTADo ane AtmA tarapha vaLeA. AtmAnI pichANu karo. AtmAne oLakhavAnI taka maLI che. na jee AtmAne ALakhavAnA che evA AnaMda gAthApatinI vAta cAle che. jemaNe sa'sAra cheDayA evA tyAgI sa`tAnA tA siddhAMtamAM guNa gavAyA che paNa ahI tA AnaMda zrAvakanA paNa guNa gAyA che. temane kuTuMba, patnI, putra, parivAra mAla-milkata badhuM hatuM, chatAM siddhAMtamAM temanA naMbara kema lAgyA ? temane ArAdhanAnuM meLavaNu maLyuM hatu. ene upayega temaNe kevA karyAM? pAMca indriyA ane mana upara keTalI breka mArI teA ArAdhanAnA meLavaNuthI sAdhanA rUpI dahI' meLavI lIdhuM. te vAta pachI Avaze. pU. caMdanabAI ma. e 31 upavAsa karyAM. temaNe AhAra saMjJA upara breka mArI, te| ATalI mahAna sAdhanA karI zakayA. koI paNa kArya mAM breka mAryA sivAya siddhi na thAya. eka nyAyathI samajAvu. tamArA cAlu jamAnAnI vAta karIe. tame gADI laI ne rastA parathI jaI rahyA che. gADI pura jhaDape jaI rahI che. gharavALA badhA temAM beThA che. gADI calAvanAra DrAIvara khUba kAbela ane hAMziyAra che. game teTalA mANaseAnI bhIDa heAya chatAM temAMthI sAcavIne moTara laI jatA ke jethI akasmAta ekasIDanTa thavAnA bhaya na rahe. gADI jhaDapathI jaI rahI che. Aje tamAruM jIvana paNa jhaDapI thaI gayu` che. badhe jhaDapI, jhaDapI ne jhaDapI. jo tamArI pAse khanakhanIyA hoya te amadAvAda javu hoya teA paNa plenamAM jAva gADImAM na jAva, kAraNa ke jaldI javu' che. TAIma khacAvavA che. tame TAIma tA ALakhA che. paNa kayAM ? sa'sAramAM. sa'sAranA bhAgeAmAM ane sa'sAranA kAryoMmAM, meTaranA DrAIvara khUba kuzaLatAthI gADI calAvI rahyo che. gADI phUla spIDamAM jaI rahI che. DrAivara khAjumAM beThelA mitra sAthe vAtacIta karI rahyo che. bhale vAta karatA hoya paNa gADI calAvavAmAM khUba catura che eTale vAMdhA na Ave.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [169 breka ane ekasIleTara zuM kAma kare che ? : gADI spIDamAM jaI rahI che. tyAM acAnaka dUrathI 10 thI 15 chekarAonu TALu joyu. te chekarAe jhaDapathI doDIne rastA eLagatA hatA. gADInuM jhaDapI jatu' che ne chekarAonu` jhaDapI Avavu' che. te ToLuM ekadama najIka AvI gayu. jo meTara aTakAvavAmAM na Ave te te padakarAenA kaccaraghANa vaLI jAya tema hatu. chekarAonu TALu najIka AvI rahyuM hatu. e joIne DrAivara meTara aTakAvavA cheka dukhAvavA gayA. breka para paga mUkayeA, paNu kANu jANe zu` Azcarya thayuM ke meTara aTakI teA nahi paNa Dabala spIDamAM doDavA lAgI. riNAma je AvavAnuM hatuM te AvyuM. paMdara chokarAenA ToLA para meTara pharIvaLI. cAra pAMca chekarAe te tyAM ne tyAM marI gayA ane bIjA chekarAe ghAyala thayA. te badhAne sAravAra mATe hospiTalamAM dAkhala karyAM. DrAivarane paNu gheADuM vAgyuM. DrAIvara vicAramAM paDI gayA. huM' pagathI breka mAravA gayeA Ama kema thayu' ! ekasIDanTa thatAM AjubAjunA leAkA ane chAkarAonA sagA badhA bhegA thaI gayA. badhAe bhegA thaI ne tene khUba mAra mAryAM. tenI behAla dazA karI. tene kahevA lAgyA, harAmakhAra ! meTara calAvatA nahAtI AvaDatI tA ghare besI rahevuM hatuM ne ! A rIte gALA devA lAgyA ! gADImAM beThelA zeTha paNa vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mArA DrAIvara teA gADI calAvavAmAM khUba kuzaLa che. te kayAreya bhUla kare nahi ne A zuM anI gayuM ! DrAIvaranA dilamAM pazu khUba AghAta che ke mArAthI A pApa kema thaI gayuM ? badhAe DrAIvarane pakaDI lIdhe ane polIsane sAMpI dIdhA. ko mAM tenA para kesa cAlyeA. tene pUchyuM' ke te' gADI kevI rItanI calAvI ke ekasIDanTa thaI gayA. temAM pAMca chekarA marI gayA che. amuka dhAyala thayA che. te sAcuM che ? DrAIvara kahe hA hA, kahetAM tenI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu vahevA lAgyA. te ni ya na hatA, tenAmAM dayA ane karUNA bharelA hatA. te' gADI kevI rIte calAvI ke chekarA khalAsa thaI gayA ne bIjA ghAyala thayA. sAheba ! ApanI vAta barAbara che paNa mArI moTI bhUla thai gaI che. te chekarAone deADatA AvatA joyA eTale temane bacAvavA mATe hu preka para paga mUkavA gayA paNu e paga breka para mUkavAne badale bhUlamAM brekanI bAjumAM rahelA ekasIleTara para paga mUkAI gaye| hAvA joI e, pachI gADI kaTrolamAM Ave kayAMthI ? huM paga mUkavA gayA breka para ane bhUlamAM utAvaLathI mUkAI gayA ekasIleTara para. mArI A bhayaMkara bhUlanA kAraNe meTara rokavAne badale meTara Damala spIDamAM doDavA lAgI. pariNAme A chekarAonA ekasIDanTa thatAM temAM kacarAI gayA. basa A eka nAnI paNa bhaya kara bhale A na dhAreluM pariNAma AvyuM. meM gUnA karyAM che e sAcuM che. Apane je zikSA karavI hoya te karo. DrAIvare raDatI AMkhe peAtAnI bhUla kabUlI. A vAta sAMbhaLanArA badhA chaka thaI gayA. eka nAnI bhUlanuM kevu... bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM ? atyAranA jamAnAmAM AvA keTalAya kissAo banI rahyA che. ApaNe te A

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170 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi vAta jIvana sAthe ghaTAvavI che. tamArA jIvananI gADI paNa jhaDapI jaI rahI che, tamArI icchAo, AzA, tRSNAo keTalI jhaDapathI AgaLa vadhI rahI che. eka IrachA pUrI na thAya tyAM bIjI IcchA, asaMtoSanI Aga lAgI rahI che. te meLavavA mATe pApanuM sevana thaI rahyuM che. sadAcAra, mAnavatA, dharma badhuM bhUlI jAya che. vicAra kare. jaina tarIke tamane A badhuM zobhI rahyuM che? tamArI IcchAo ekasIleTaranI jema AgaLa vadhI rahI che. huM paisAvALo zrImaMta kema banuM? jema lAbha maLato gayo tema lebha vadhato gayo. pahelAM tamAruM mukha nAnuM hatuM have pahoLuM thaI gayuM che. yAda rAkhe-game teTaluM bheguM karaze paNa sAthe keTaluM laI javAnA ? javAnA javAnA saue javAnA, bhavanI sapharamAM sAthe zuM laI javAnA gADI ne vADI, baMgalA majhAnA, mUkIne javAnA mAla khajAnA... mahApurUSo Takera kare che ke keI Aja to kaI kAla, moDuM ke vaheluM badhAne javAnuM e javAnuM che. to jaze tyAre bhavanI sapharamAM sAthe zuM laI jazo? tamArA meLavelA paisA, saMpatti, vaibhave, khajAnA keI sAthe AvavAnA nathI pa tenA pratye rAga rAkhI mamatA karI je karmo bAMdhyAM te sAthe AvavAnAM. tyAM kaI bhedabhAva nathI ke kaI bhAgIdArI nathI. putra mATe ke patnI mATe karmo karyA hoya paNa jogavavA to tamAre paDaze. ekasIleTara kayAM lagADavAnI jarUra che? : tame zuM karI rahyA cho? mAsakhamaNanuM dhara divya saMdeza laIne AvyuM che. pramAdane dUra karI jAgrata bane. mAsakhamaNanI ugra sAdhanA karavA taiyAra thAje. dAna, zIyala, tapa ne bhAva. temAM tapa zabda Ave che. jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa emAM paNa tapa zabda Ave che. ane sAdhune 10 prakArano yatidharma che temAM paNa tapa Ave che. AtmakalyANanA mArgamAM eka evo mArga nathI ke jemAM tapa zabda na AvatA hoya, mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che. AhAra saMjJA para breka mAre. tamane tapa karavAnuM kahIe to kaheze ke meM gayA varSe karI lIdhuM. meM ATalI ArAdhanA karI. jyAM tapa karavAnI ke dharma karavAnI vAta Ave tyAM breka mAre che ane jyAM breka mAravAnI che tyAM ekasIleTara lagAve che. tapa karavAmAM, sAdhanA, ArAdhanA karavAmAM breka na mAre paNa ekasaleTara lagADo ane saMsAranI pApanI kriyAomAM breka mAro. ArAdhanA karavA mATe sAdhanAnA jIvanamAM pratyeka sAdhake A vAta khAsa yAda rAkhavA jevI che. manano upayoga be rIte thaI zake che breka tarIke teno upayoga thaI zake che. ane ekasaleTara tarIke paNa tene apanAvI zakAya che. je yogya samaye tene upayoga thAya to jIvane tenA nizcita sthAne pahoMcADI de ane je tene upayoga karavAmAM jarA bhUla thaI to A DrAIvaranI jema bhayaMkara honArata sarjI de che, mATe jyAre jyAre saMsAranI kaI IcchAo manamAM uThe tyAre enA upara breka mAro paNuM jIvanI dazA avaLI che. tyAM breka mAravAne badale ekasaleTara

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 171 dabAvIe chIe ane ArAdhanA karavAnI vAta Ave tyAre ekasaleTara dabAvavAnA badale ApaNe breka dabAvIe chIe. DrAIvare to eka vAra bhUla karI tenuM pariNAma kevuM bhayaM-- kara AvyuM ? ApaNe to jIvanamAM keTalI vAra bhUle karIe chIe. DrAIvare breka mAravAnA badale ekasIleTara para paga mUkI dIdhe te ekasIDanTa thaI gaye ApaNe zuM karIe chIe? tRSNAo, cAra saMjJAo, kaSA para breka mAravAnA badale ekasaleTara lagADIe chIe temAM AtmAne keTaluM nukasAna thAya che ! temAM AtmAnA guNane nAza thAya che ane karmanI korTamAM dAkhala thavuM paDe che, pariNAme narakanI anatI vedanA ane tiryamAM duHkha bhegavavA javuM paDe che. aDhaLaka saMpatti heya, dhema sAhyabI hoya, saMpattinI choLo uchaLatI hoya chatAM manamAM azAMti, ukaLATa rahyA kare che. saMpattinA DhagalAmAM paNa zAMtino anubhava thato nathI. tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke IcchAo para breka mAravAne badale ekasaleTara dabAvIe chIe tethI te ghaTavAne badale vadhatI jAya che. vadhatI jatI e icchAone pUrI karavA mATe aneka prayatna kare che tethI Aga zAMta thavAne badale vadhatI jAya che. A manuSyabhava ApaNane ArAdhanA karavA mATe maLyo che. A saMsAra te viSacaka che. temAMthI bacavA mATe roja roja ArAdhanA vadhAratA javAnuM che. temAM ekasaleTara lagADavAnuM che. eTale ArAdhanA karavAmAM ekadama jhaDapa vadhe. e jhaDapa jeTalI vadhAratA jaIzuM eTalA A saMsAranA viSacakrathI jaladI mukta thaI jazuM. vAsanA upara breka mAratA raheze te viSacakramAM phasAzo nahIM. subhUma cakravatI IcchAo para breka mAravAne badale ekasoleTara dabAvI beThe te kevI dazA thaI ? narakanI ghora vedanAo ane trAsa bhegavavA cAlyA gaye. ArAdhanA karavA mATe A mahAmUlyavAna jIvana maLyuM che. temAM je ArAdhanAnuM meLavaNa nAMkhazo to sAdhanArUpI dahIM barAbara jAmI jaze. ArAdhanAnA mUlyavaMtA jIvana para ekasIleTara dabAvavAnA badale breka lagAvI devAthI ane IcchAo para breka mAravAne badale ekasaleTara dabAvavAthI AtmAne bhayaMkara nukasAna thAya che. meTara calAvavAmAM DrAIvara bhUla kare to ekAda be chAne khatama karI deze paNa sAdhanAnA jIvanamAM je bhUla thaI to AtmAno anaMta saMsAra vadhI jaze, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke samaje. IcchAo para breka lagAvatA jAo ane ArAdhanAo para ekasIleTara dabAvatA jAe. AhAra saMjJA para breka mAro ane tapa karavAmAM ekasIleTara lagADe. sanatakumAra cakravatIne bhayaMkara saLa roga thayA. tapanA prabhAve emane evI labdhi pedA thaI hatI ke temanuM thuMka je zarIre copaDe te roga maTI jAya. mala svarNagataM vanhi, haMsa kSAra gata jalam / yathA pRthakka rotye va, jantoH karma maLa tapaH / jema suvarNamAM rahela melane agni dUra kare che athavA dUdhamAM rahela pANane haMsa juduM pADe che tema tapa nA karmarUpI melane judo pADe che. bhavanA saMcita karelAM

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172 ] [zAradA ziramaNi karmo tapathI nAza thAya che. tapa e kalpavRkSa samAna che. mekSasukha e tenuM phaLa che. aya darzanamAM paNa sAdhake vidyAsiddhi mATe jaMgalamAM jaIne tapa karatA hoya che. rAvaNe vidyAsiddha karavA mATe keTalA varSo sudhI tapasAdhanA karI tyAre siddhio prApta thaI, paNuM te tA saMsAranA sukho ApanArI ane zatruo para vijaya prApta karavAnI laukika sAdhanA hatI. AmalakSe karelI sAdhanA karmone bALe che. tArUpI dAvAnaLathI karmo baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya ane AtmA nirmaLa-pavitra bane che. bhayaMkara rogo paNa tapathI nAbUda thAya che. A jIbhane rasanA caTakA bahu game che, mATe sendriya para breka mAravAnI che. kahevata che ke jeNe jIbha jItI teNe jagata jItyuM! je jIbhane jIte te tapa karI zake. bhegane tyAga karI brahmacaryamAM Ave. vAsanA para breka mAre. A dharmanI ArAdhanAnuM meLavaNu janmojanmamAM vAraMvAra nahIM maLe. A bhavamAM maLyuM che to enAthI sAdhanArUpI dahIM barAbara jamAvI le. pU. caMdanabAIe meLavaNu barAbara meLavyuM te 31 upavAsanI sAdhanA rUpI dahIM thayuM. bIjA cAreka benane tapazcaryA cAlu che. niyamA tIrthakara bananAra ane mokSamAM janAra AtmAe paNa karmo khapAvavA mATe ugra tapazcaryA karI che. tapamAM apUrva zakti che. A tapasyA AtmAne hitakArI (2) AnaMdakArI, maMgalakArI, muktinA sukhane denArI.. mahAkaThIna kAryo paNa tapa karavAthI siddha thAya che. tapa e AtmAne hitakArI che. anaMta nA karmone eka jhATake khaMkheranAra tapa che. tapa karavAthI AtmA nirmaLa bane che, indriyanuM damana thAya che. tapa kare, karo ane anumodana Ape. AtmasAdhanAnA kAryomAM anumodanA ApavAthI khUba lAbha thAya che. saMsAranA kAryonI anumodanA jIvane pApanA puMja ekaThA karAve che. kRSNa vAsudeve kayAM saMyama lIdho che ! saMyamanI dalAlI karI che. temAM tIrthakara nAma karma upArjana karyuM. te bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM jatAM tyAre nAnA saMtAne joIne raDI paDatA. ahIM bhagavAna ! mane A avasara kyAre Avaze ke huM saMsAra choDIne dIkSA lauM ! tame kyAreya AvI ciMtavaNuM karI che kharI ? kayAMthI thAya? rAta divasa vicAra saMsAranA, dhaMdhAnA hoya pachI e ja vicAro Ave ne ! svapnA paNa enA ja Ave. kAle mAsakhamaNanA gharane pavitra divasa che. tapa karavA mATe jagADavAnI sITI vagADe che. have jAgRta bane. jIvane mULa svabhAva aNahAraka che. e padane pAmavA mATe tapanI avazya jarUra che. tapa karavAnI tAlIma lIdhI haze te aMtima samaye saMthAre karI zakAya. jIvanarUpI dUdhamAM ArAdhanAnuM meLavaNa nAMkhazuM ane temAM sthiratA keLavazuM to sAdhanAnuM dahIM barAbara jAmI jaze. te mATe tRSNAo, IcchAo vAsanAo para breka mAravI paDaze ane tRpti, saMtoSa, nirvikAra bhAva para ekasaleTara dabAvazuM to jIvananI gADI sAdhanAnA kSetramAM pUrajhaDape AgaLa vadhI zakaze. Aje pU. caMdanabAI mahA

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ 173 satIjIne 31 upavAsa pUrNa thAya che. te Apa badhA 31 divasanA sArA sArA pratyAkhyAna leje. caMdanabAI mahAsatIjI pharI pharIne teo AvI sAdhanA karatA rahe, tapa tyAgathI temanuM jIvana dedIpyamAna banAve e ja ApaNA sahunA aMtaranA AzISa che ane abhinaMdana che. zrAvaNa suda 5 ne somavAra : vyAkhyAna naM-21 : tA. 22-7-85 ApaNA zAsanapitA prabhu mahAvIrasvAmIe ghAtI karmone apAvavA mATe ajoDa purUSArtha kheDa, aghora tapa sAdhanA karI, keTalA parisahe ane kaSTo veThayA ! sUro saMgAma sIse vA, saMbuDA tattha se mhaaviire| parisevAne sAru, je martha rahyA . A. a. 9 u. 3, gA. 13 jevI rIte kavacathI susajijata vara subhaTa yuddhanA mokhare rahevA chatAM zastrothI chinnabhinna thatA nathI. evI rIte dIrya ane kSamA rUpI kavacathI surakSita bhagavAna aneka parisaha, upasarganI sAme jhajhUmatA jarA paNa vicalita na thayA. te te AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banI gayA. tamArI sAme eka vAta raju karuM. paramAtmA ane pArasamaNuM A bane eka rAzInA zabdo che. e bemAM tamane koNa vahAluM? sAcuM bolaje. je hoThethI bolazo to paramAtmA kahevAnA, paNa haiyAthI kaho to pArasamaNi. mane rAjI karavA paramAtmA kahezo paNa tamAre rAjI thavuM hoya te pArasamaNi kahezo. baMnemAM zuM vahAluM te samajAvuM. pArasamaNi mATe to mAre samajAvavuM paDe tema nathI. tame pArasamaNine je nathI paNa sAMbhaLyuM che ke tenI zakti ATalI che? lAkho maNa lokhaMDa hoya to paNa tene sonuM banAvavAnI tAkAta tenAmAM che. vicAre, tamArI pAse lokhaMDanI talavAra che. je talavAra bIjAnA mastaka uDADI de che. te talavArane pArasamaNino sparza karAvavAmAM Ave to talavAra sonAnI banI jAya. A te talavAra hatI paNa dhArmui ke game te lokhaMDanuM zastra hoya te te senuM thaI jAya. huM tamane pUchuM ke lekhaMDanI talavAra pArasanA saMgathI senAnI banI paNa pArasamaNinI e tAkAta che ke sonAnI talavAra keInuM gaLuM nahi kApe, ke koInI hiMsA nahi kare, koI jIvane mAraze nahi ke mastaka uDAvaze nahi! e to koIne mAre te tenA dhaDa ane mastaka judA karI nAkhe, pachI te lekhaMDanI heya ke sonAnI haya! jayAre paramAtmA pAse jenI hiMsA karanArA, khUna karanArA pApI je gayA to te che punita banI gayA. hiMsaka maTI ahiMsaka banyA. khUnImAMthI muni banyA. zayatAnamAMthI saMta banyA, rAgImAMthI vItarAgI banI gayA. pApI upara paramAtmAnI amIdraSTi paDI, temanA vacanAmRto hRdayamAM ArapAra utarI gayA te pApI pavitra banI gayA. are, temanA jevA banI gayA. tamArA pArasamaNimAM che A tAkAta ! bole, have koNa vadhAre sAruM ? paramAtmA. je ApaNuM bhabhavamAM hita karAve, paNa rAta divasa tamArI raTaNA, bhUkha, jhaMkhanA zanI che? pArasamaNinI.

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174 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi paththara jevA paisA ane pArasa jevA prabhubemAM keNa tamane vahAluM, bele paisA ke prabhu? tamane ema thAya ke saMte pATe besI gayA eTale temane paisAnI kayAM jarUra che! amAre te paisA vagara cAle kayAMthI? tamane paisA khUba vahAlA che paNa e paisAnuM poTaluM bAMdhIne pharo to evuM kharuM ke roga nahi Ave athavA joga haze to maTI jaze ? hA, rega mATe davAnI sahAya levI paDe to temAM paisA sahAyatA kareze paNa paisA na to roga maTADI zake ke na te durgati aTakAvI zake. samajI le. aMtaramAM deva-gurUdharma pratye akhUTa zraddhA jAge te paramAtmAnA saMgathI pApI punita banI jAya. paramAtmAne sparza thavAthI AtmA paramAMthI svamAM AvyuM, temAM saMdeha nahi paNa zraddhA thaI chevaTe prabhunA vacanAmRtone jIvanamAM apanAvI ArAdhanAnuM meLavaNa nAMkhyuM to beDo pAra thaI gayo. prabhunA vIra vacane jIvanamAM ArAdhanAnA meLavaNuthI jene beDo pAra thavAne che evA AnaMda gAthApatino adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. AnaMda gAthApatine zivAnaMdA nAmanI DAhI, guNayala, saddaguNa patnI che. te patimAM anurakta che. tene pAMce IndriyonA anukULa bhego maLyA che, chatAM temAM Asakta nathI banatI. te samajatI hatI ke A jIvana pANInA parapoTA jevuM che. A dIpaka kayAre bUjhAI jaze enI khabara nathI. mATe jIvanamAM satkAryo karI levA joIe. A saMpatti, dhana te Aje che ne kAle nathI. dhana e pIvAnI davA nathI paNa copaDavAnI davA che. jyAre dharma e pIvAnI davA che, paNa cepaDavAnI davA nathI. tame zuM karI rahyA che? AnAthI viparIta mAnI rahyA che, yAda rAkho. tamAre kenA jevuM thavuM che? sUpaDA jevA banazo ke cALaNI jevA? : tamArI pAse be vastu mUkuM chuM. eka sUpaDuM ane bIjI cALaNI. tame tenA jevA banaze ? sUpaDA jevA ke cALaNI jevA? (zrotA-sUpaDA jevA) tame sUpaDAmAM zuM joI gayA? (zrotA-te nakAmo kacaro kADhI nAMkhe ane rAkhavA jevuM rAkhe.) A duniyAmAM je be prakAranA che. keTalAka sUpaDA jevA ane keTalAka cALaNI jevA. A baMnenA svabhAvamAM AkAza pAtALanuM aMtara che. tame sUpaDAmAM koIpaNa vastu nAkho te sUpaDuM eka be jhATake phekI devA jevA mAlane phekI de che ane rAkhavA jevA mAlane pitAnI pAse rAkhe che. jyAre cALaNI rAkhavA jevA mAlane pheMkI de che ane kacarAne pitAnI pAse aMdara rAkhe che. A to sUpaDuM ane cALaNInI vAta karI. sUpaDuM ane cALaNI baMne jaDa che sUpaDAne evuM jJAna nathI ke huM sAruM sAruM grahaNa karyuM ane pheMkI devA jevuM pheMkI dauM. e to enuM kartavya kare che. cALaNIne paNa e jJAna nathI ke huM sAruM sAruM kADhI nAkhuM chuM ane kacare mArAmAM rAkhuM chuM. ApaNuM jIvana sUpaDA jevuM che ke cALaNI jevuM ? jIve sUpaDA jevA che tenI pAse game teTalA mANaso Ave, sArA Ave ane kharAba Ave, dhamaSTha Ave, dAnavIra Ave, guNavAna Ave te zUravIra Ave, paNa tenI

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zAradA ziremaNi] [ 175 e vizeSatA che ke temanAmAM je guNo hoya te guNene juve paNa avaguNane na juve. te samaje che ke chatmastha jIva bhUlane pAtra che. eTale koI avaguNa te hoya paNa mAre tenA doSa tarapha daSTi karavAnI zI jarUra ! bhale ekAda avaguNa hoya paNa sAthe guNe keTalA che! kadAca kenAmAM hajAre avaguNo hoya te avaguNa tarapha na jotAM tenAmAM rahelA ekAda guNane jue. durguNa tarapha enI daSTi na jAya. dareka vyaktimAM kaIne kaI guNa to hoya ja. sUpaDA jevA jIvo potAnA saMparkamAM AvatA jemAM ke pitAnA upayogamAM AvatI vastuomAM je doSa hoya tene bahAra kADhI nAMkhe che ane je sArA to hoya che tene potAnI pAse rAkhe che. je je cALaNI jevA che te sAmI vyakitamAM hajAra guNa hoya ane eka avaguNa hoya te avaguNane juve ane guNa tarapha upekSA kare. keI bhAIe cAlIsa pacAsa hajAranuM dAna karyuM to je che cALaNI jevA che e zuM kaheze ? tenA A paisA be naMbaranA che. be naMbaranA paisA vadhI jAya te pachI mUke kyAM? dAna na kare te zuM kare? bhalA, tuM to dAna daI zakato nathI. ane dAna de tenA mATe AvuM zA mATe bele che? te mojazekhamAM lAkha rUpiyA vAparI zake che paNa dhana pratyenI mUcha chUTI to dAna karyuM ne ! cALaNI jevA che AvuM bele. guNanA guga na dekhe paNa avaguNa tarapha juve. te sAmI vyaktimAM ane vastuomAM rahelA sArA sArA tane bahAra pheMkI de ane phekI devA jevA tane pitAnA manamAM saMgharI rAkhe. AvA ja pitAnuM kalyANa karI zakatA nathI. sUpaDA jevA je guNavAna AtmAo che te dAtAra vyaktio mATe zuM bele? temane maLyuM che to udAra bhAve umaLakAbhera vAparI rahyA che. dhanya che temane ! parigrahanI mamatA cheDI te dAna karyuM ne ! mane paNa e avasara kayAre Ave ke huM dAna daIne jIvananuM bhAthuM bAMdhuM ! sUpaDA je AtmA kayAre paNa tenA avaguNa nahi bole, chatAM tene AtmA prabhu pAse pikAra kare ke he prabhu! jyAre jyAre maLuM guNIjanane, vaLage avaguNa A mArA hRdayane, jevA de nA guNo e guNInA, DhAMke parade e mArA nayanane, A panotI mane pajavyA kare...he eka avaguNa. sUpaDA jevo AtmA badhe guNa joze. avaguNamAM paNa te guNa joze. je ApaNI daSTi bIjAnA do tarapha jatI hoya, bIjAnI khAmIo ApaNane dekhAyA karatI hoya to samajI levuM ke ApaNe cALaNI jevA chIe. AvuM jIvana A leka to bagADaze, paNa paralekane paNa bagADayA vinA nahi rahe. je ApaNI daSTi bIjAnA guNo tarapha jatI hoya, tenI khAmIone badale khUbIo dekhAtI hoya to samajavuM ke ApaNe sUpaDA jevA chIe. A guNadaSTi hoya te samajavuM ke mArthAnusArI banavAnI lAyakAta mArAmAM khIlI che. jyAre mArthAnusArInA guNa jIvanamAM Ave che tyAre tenA jIvananA vartananuM parivartana thaI jAya che. tenuM AkhuM jIvana palaTAI jAya che. mArgAnusArInA 35 guNa

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176 ] ( zAradA ziremaNi che temAM eka guNa che bipASaNa. poSa eTale pioSaNa karavAnuM. pitAnI patnI, putra, putrI, parivAranuM poSaNa karo emAM koI vizeSatA nathI. kAraNa ke e badhA pratye rAgabhAva che paNa tamArA sagAmAM jenA kaI rakhevALa nathI evA jIne pioSaNa Apo. e sAcuM kartavya che. sagAMsaMbaMdhI, svajane, bhAI, bena, kAkA, mAmI, Adi kuTuMbanuM nyAyanA mArge rahIne piSaNa kare te samajavuM ke mArthAnusArI guNa mArAmAM AvyuM che. jenAmAM piSya piSaNa guNa haze te mAtra peTa bharuM nahi hoya te jamatA e vicAra karaze ke mArI bAjumAM vasato kaI bhUkhyo to nahi hoya ne ! huM jamyo eTale badhA jamyA evuM nathI. tenuM dila kemaLa hoya. tenA hRdayamAM anukaMpA hoya, temanA cittanI samAdhi jaLavAI rahe te mATe ApaghAtanA mArge javAne kyAreya vicAra na jAge te mATe temanuM piSaNa karavuM e mArgAnusArIne piSya guNa che. eka banelI kahANI che. rameza ane azeka be jIgarajAna mitra. rameza amadAvAdamAM raheto hato. azoka rAjakoTamAM rahetA hatA. azoka kaI kaI vAra ramezane maLavA jAya. jyAre azoka Ave tyAre enI AgatA svAgatA karavAmAM rameza aDadho aDadha thaI jAya. rameza nAstika hato, te dharmane mAna na hato. te to ema ja kahete thANA ne #TFaa A yuvAnI zA mATe ? hAthamAM AvelA kAmaga bhegavI levA de. keNa jANe paraleka che ke nathI ? mATe je sukha, saMpatti maLyAM che te bheLavavAmAM A jIvananI kiMmata che te ema mAnate. azoka dharmiSTha hatuM. te mAnavajIvananI kiMmata samajato hato. te savAra sAMja pratikamaNa karato, cauvihAra karato, saMtonI vANI sAMbhaLato. rameza dharmane mAnato na hato te tenA manamAM khUba khaTakatuM hatuM. mAro jIgarajAna mitra te zuM karIne durgatimAM jAya ? na ja joIe. azaka patramAM paNa ramezane zikhAmaNa ApatA. rameza patra vAMcIne phADI nAMkhato. te tenA patrano javAba na Ape. chevaTe patra lakhate baMdha thaI gayo. azekanA manamAM thayuM ke pAMca pAMca varSa thayA chatAM rameza maLavA paNa nathI Avyo. ke tane patra paNa nathI AvyuM. lAva, have huM jAte ja tene maLavA jAuM. te mane belAvatA nathI. teno patra nathI to e je sTeIja para hato tenAthI Utare evA sTeja para gayo haze ! jaIne jouM to kharo ! tethI tene tAra karyo. huM rAjakoTathI A gADImAM nIkaLIne AvuM chuM. rameze tAra vAMcyo. patnIne kahe che! pAMca varSe mAro mitra azoka Ave che eTale huM sTezane levA jaIza. rameza sTezane gaye. azoka gADImAMthI nIce Utaryo. rameze tene AvakAryo. kema de ! AvI gayo! majhAmAM che ne ! ramezane sTezane Avele jaIne Azcarya pAmI ga. baMne mitro lAMbA samaye bhegA thayA eTale baMnene khUba AnaMda thaye. azoka ramene jotAM thaMbhI gayo. kayAM pAMca varSa pahelAM joyele rameza ane kayAM atyArano rameza ! rameze tenI bega laI lIdhI. azoka manamAM vicAra kare che ke je haMmezA sUTa, penTa, TAI paheratA, satata hAMsI mazkarI karavAvALa! tenA badale Aje juduM dekhAya

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 107 che. zuM A ramezano avAja che! tenA manamAM zaMkA thaI. A rameza haze ke nahi? aneka tarkavitarka thavA lAgyA. je dararoja moDhAmAM pAnanA bIDA cAvato phezanebala kapaDAM paheratA tenA badale Aje sAva sAde Dresa paheryo che. khamIza ane leMghe te paNa IstrI vagaranA che, pagamAM bUTa majA nathI paheryA, caMpala paheryA che, te paNa sAva halakI kiMmatanA che, kapaDA paNuM sAdA ane halakA che. zuM tenI sthiti sAva ghasAI gaI ho! zuM ekAeka dhaMdhAmAM khoTa AvI haze tethI AvI sAdagI apanAvavI paDI haze ! game te hoya paNa kaMIka che. azekanI vadhatI jatI zaMkA : baMne mitro gADImAM besIne ghera AvyA. joyuM te AlizAna baMgalo che. jAtajAtanuM navuM pharnicara che. gharanI ronaka te khUba dekhAya che. manamAM azoke je vicAra karyA hatA te A baMgale jatAM jatA rahyA. je tenI sthiti ghasAI gaI hoya to A baMgalA na hoya. ahIM te kaI kamInA nathI. je te devAdAra hoya te AvA ThAThamAThana heya. lakSmI te che, chatAM kema e AvA sAdA vezamAM pharato haze? rameze azokane cApANa karAvyA. tenI sArI rIte AgatA-svAgatA karI. bapore jamavAne TAIma thayo. azoka mATe cAMdInI thALI, vATake, loTo ane lAsa mUko ane pitAnA mATe pittaLanI thALI mUkI. azoka A jotAM sajjaDa thaI gayo. ramezanI sthiti te jevI hatI tevI sArI che. to ja cAMdInI thALI, vATakA, hoya paNa teNe pitAnA mATe pittaLanI thALI kema mUkI? azokanA bhANAmAM pAMca pAMca pakavAna, pharasANuM badhuM pIrasAyuM, jyAre ramezanA bhANAmAM roTalI ane zAka, te paNa mazAlA vagaranA. azoka A badhuM jotAM ogaLI gayo. paisAne tUTo nathI paNa AmAM kAMI kAraNu lAge che. sAMje jamIne uThayA pachI baMne mitro pharavA gayA. azokanI pUchavAnI hiMmata cAlatI nathI ke A badhuM Ama kema? pharIne ghera AvyA. rAta paDavA AvI. rameza kahe mitra ! have sAmAyika pratikramaNa karaje. tAre sUvAno A rUma che. temAM palaMga DhALeluM paDe che. pratikramaNanA sAdhane paNuM ahIM paDayA che. huM bahAra jaIne AvuM chuM. kayAre AvIza? AvIza, azekanI zaMkA vadhatI gaI. mane mUkIne ravAnA kema thaI gayo? tamAro mitra te devano avatAra che : azokanA manamAM aneka vicAra AvavA lAgyA. daza vAgyA chatAM na AvyuM. rameza haju kema na Avyo ? te bahAra jato thaI gayo haze. azoka te sUI gayo. savAre sAmAyika pratikramaNa karIne navakArazIne TAIma thayo tyAM meza AvyuM. rameza AvatAM pahelA azokathI have rahI zakAyuM nahi eTale ramezanI patnIne pUche che bhAbhI! rameza rAtre kayAM jAya che? te zuM kyAMya kAma karavA jAya che? nA. te te rAtre kayAM rahe che ? te Aje ja gaye ke roja jAya che? ramezanI patnI kahe, teo rAtre ghera rahetA nathI, te bhAbhI, tame tene kaMI kahetA 12

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178 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNi kema nathI ? patnI samajI gaI ke mArA pati mATe mitrane zakA-kuzaMkA thaI che eTale kahe che-tamArA mitra tA devanA avatAra che. temanA mATe keAI jAtanI zakA na karatA. azoka A sAMbhaLatA stabdha thaI gayA. bhAbhI ! ramezane devanA avatAra kevI rIte kahe che? ramezanI patnIe kahyu', tamane te mATe aneka tarka vitarka thAya che paNa tamArA mitra have nAstika nathI rahyA, te dharma pAmI gayA che. temaNe satsa`ga karyAM. gurUdeve mArgAnusArInA guNeA samajAvyA. temAM pAgya poSaka guNa vize suMdara samajAvyuM. temaNe badhuM grahaNa karyu. grahaNa karyAM pachI te guNane apanAvavAnA avasara AvI gayA. peASya guNane AcaravAnI taka : 12 mahinA pahelA mArA diyara hArTa eTekamAM acAnaka gujarI gayA. lagna bAda aDhI varSamAM te gujarI gayA. temaNe mane kahyuMApaNA bhAI tA gayA paNa tenI 21 varSoMnI navayuvAna patnIne mUkatA gayA che. kanA vipAka vicitra che. AvA karUNa prasaMga pachI paNa jo mArA ane tArA jIvanamAM mejazAkhA cAlu rahe teA tArI A nAnI derANInA jIvana para kevI asara thAya ? kadAca ApaghAtanA rastA pasaMda karavAnu` paNa tene mana thAya ! AvuM kAMI na ane ane tenu cAritra sacavAi rahe, te mATe jo tArI IcchA hoya te ApaNe AjIvana brahmacarya vrata svIkArI laI e, sAtheAsAtha nATaka sinemA, mevA-mIThAi-pharasANa badhu` cheDI daie. zveta kapaDAM paheravAnA. mArA khAtara nahi paNa tArI sagI ena samAna derANInA cAritra khAtara paNa tuM mArI vAtanA svIkAra karIza evA mane vizvAsa che. ApaNA tyAgathI tene preraNA maLaze. poSya guNane jIvanamAM AcaravAnI A taka AvI che. te divasathI ame A badhA tyAga karyAM che. mArI derANIne sahakAra rUpa banavA ame peSTha guNa apanAnyeA che. A sAMbhaLatA azokanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. dhanya che tamane ! huM dhI nA khiA laIne karuM chuM, sAmAyika pratikramaNa karuM chuM, vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLu chuM, chatAM mArA jIvanamAM kAMI guNa nathI AvyA. upalaka dharma karuM chuM. vyAkhyAna huM' sAMbhaLu chuM ane rameze paNa sAMbhaLyuM. svAtinakSatranuM pANI kArelA para paDe te kaDavAza vadhe, maracAM para paDe teA tIkhAza vadhe ane mAchalInA peTamAM paDe teA sAcu' mAtI ane, tema vIravANInuM pAna amArA baMnenA dilamAM paDayu` che. paNa rameze mAchalInI jema grahaNa kayuM, te rameza sAcA rameza banI gayA. tenA aMtaramAM guNAnA mAtI anI gayA. ramezanI patnI azokane kahe che pachI tamArA mitre mane kahyuM-ApaNe ane yuvAna chIe. hu` 38 varSanA chuM. tu 36 varSanI che. sAthe rahetA koI vAra manamAM vikAra jAge, kAraNa ke kahyuM che ke "jema kuTa baccAne bilADIno sadA bhaya; tema che. brahmacArIne srInA sa'sarga'no bhaya," kuTa khaccAne khilADInA sadA bhaya rahe che tema brahmacArI AtmAne strInA saMsaga no bhaya rahe che, tethI bhagavAne sAdhakane kahyuM-huM mArA sAdhaka! tu` ekAMtamAM strInI sAthe besIza nahi tethI e dararoja

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zAradA ziramaNi] [ 179 rAtanA ophIse sUvA jAya che ane huM ane mArI derANI sAthe sUI jaIe chIe. A sAMbhaLatAM azokanI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu paDayA. pitAnA mitra ane mitra patnInA A abhUta parivartanathI tenuM dila hacamacI gayuM. te tarata rameza ane tenI patnInA pagamAM paDe. bhAbhI ! Apa mane evA AzIrvAda Apo ke mArA jIvanamAM kartavyapAlanane A prasaMga Ave tyAre mArAmAM ApanA jevuM satya pragaTe. te divasathI azokanuM jIvana paNa sudharI gayuM. kevI adbhUta bodhadAyaka vAta che! bIjAnI samAdhi khAtara pitAnA jIvananI tamAma vAsanAonuM balidAna ApavA sudhInI taiyArI rAkhanArA viralAe A jagatamAM haju che. sthitisaMpanna mANaso je A piSya-paSaNanA guNane jIvanamAM apanAve to atyAre cAre bAju dekhAtI aneka prakAranI viSamatAo svAbhAvika rIte dUra thaI jAya. o guNane AtmasAta karavA mATe saraLa upAya e che ke atyAra sudhI ApaNI jIvanapaddhati svakendrita hatI. mane bIjA keTalA upayogI thaI zake che e vicAra hatA. tenA badale huM bIjAne keTale upayogI thaI zakuM chuM ! A vicArane jIvanamAM apanAvI laI e te paramArthanA kAryo vadhu ne vadhu thatAM rahe. piSya piSaNa guNanA pAlanamAM eka vAta khAsa yAda rAkhaje ke jenA bharaNapoSaNanI javAbadArI tamArA mAthe che tyAre huM A leke para ahesAna karI rahyo chuM, tevA bhAva na Ave te lakSa rAkhajo. piSya piSaNa guNane AtmasAta karavAnI janAvaranA bhavamAM AvI kaI taka nathI. janAvara pAse Ave keI viveka nathI. eTale tenI pAse kaI lAMbI apekSA rakhAya nahi. kIDI tenA mukhamAM sAkarano kaNiyo laIne jatI hoya, rastAmAM tene bIjI kIDIo maLe to pi bhUkhI rahIne emane pitAno sAkarano karyo ApI detI nathI. jyAre mAnava pAse to viveka daSTi che. pite jAte bhUkhyA rahIne paNa bIjAne jamADe. temAM tene AnaMda hoya. jAte pratikULatA veThIne paNa bIjAne anukULatA karI Ape, samAdhi dAna dvArA mane samAdhi maLaze ema te jANe che. eTalA mATe tenA jIvanamAM rahelI aneka AtmAone samAdhi ApavAnI tAkAta A piSpaSaNa guNanA pAlanamAM khIlI uThe che. eka vAra je paramArtha karavAnI Teva paDI jAya, bIjAne sahAyaka thavAnI vRtti je jIvanamAM pragaTI jAya te pachI tenA jIvanamAM asamAdhi thavAnI zakyatA khAsa rahetI nathI. je maLelI saMpattine potAnA mATe salAmata rAkhavAnI bhAvanA hoya ane bIjAne sahAyaka thavAnI bhAvanA na hoya to samAdhi TakavI muzkela che. ati saMgraha karavAnA kusaMskAra zArIrika azAtA thaI hoya te tyAM paNa asamAdhi ubhI karI de che. eka vakhata eka vepArIne tAva Avyo. tAva utarato nathI. eTale tenI patnI DokaTarane bolAvI lAvI. DekaTare AvIne tAva mA. DokaTaranA mukha uparathI te bhAInI patnIe anumAna karyuM ke tAva vadhAre hoya evuM lAge che. eTale patnI pUche che keTale tAva che? DokaTare kahyuM, 104 DIgrI tAva che. A sAMbhaLatA pele vepArI zuM kahe che

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180 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi 105 thAya eTale vecI nAMkhaje. jevI raTaNA hoya tevuM yAda Ave che. rAtre sUtA hoya te svapnA paNa vepAranA Ave. eka vepArIe rAtamAM svapnAmAM sUtA sUtA kAmaLI phADI nAMkhI. svapnAmAM e joyuM ke vepArI mAla levA AvyA che. tene kApaDa phADI ApuM chuM. e raTaNAmAM pitAnI kAmaLI phADI nAMkhI. savAre uThayA tyAre khabara paDI. ararara...A zuM karyuM? tamArA dhaMdhAnA saMskAra to juo! pratikULa paristhitimAM paNa pragaTa thayA vinA rahetA nathI. jIvanamAM paramArthanA kAryo zarU karyA pachI te tenI paraMparA evI cAlaze ke mRtyunI anaMtI vedanAmAM sUtA haze te paNa bIjAne paramArthanA kAryo karavAnI bhalAmaNa karaze. A piSya piSaNane guNa Ave te samajavuM ke huM mArgAnusArInA pagathIye caDhavyo chuM. A guNa bIjane priya banAvaze ane AtmAnI samAdhi apAvaze. AnaMda gAthApati ane zivAnaMdAnuM jIvana bhagavAnane bheTo thatAM sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa banI jaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra: "ratnasuMdarIne rUpane garva : pusAra gurUkULamAM bhaNe che. tyAM nagarazeThanI dIkarI ratnasuMdarI paNa bhaNavA Ave che. tene rUpanuM, dhananuM, jJAnanuM khUba abhimAna hatuM. pusAra khUba namra che. puNyasArane nIco pADavA mATe A ratnasuMdarI tenI pAse AvIne game tema bolavA lAgI chatAM puNyasAra kAMI na bolyA eka divasa ratnasuMdarI puyasAranI sAthe vAde caDhI teNe pahele prazna e karyo ke he puNyasAra ! rUpa ane sauMdaryamAM taphAvata zo? e baMnemAM mahatva nuM vadhAre? tene rUpanuM abhimAna che. eTale prazna kevo ? puNyasArane thayuM ke AnI sAthe vAta karavA jevI nathI, paNa e mane pUche che eTale javAba to Apa paDe ne? puNyasAre kahyuM-rUpa karatAM sauMdaryanuM mahatva vadhAre che. to tame rUpa kone kaho cho ane sauMdarya kene kaho che ? je manamAM vikAra pedA karAve, dehanA romAMcane bhaDakAve ane AtmAne adhaHpatananA raste laI jAya te rUpe che, ane je AtmAno vikAsa karAve te sauMdarya. tame mane zemAM gaNe che? rUpamAM ke saudaryamAM? AgaLa vAta thaI gaI ke rU5 vikAra pidA karAve ane adhaHpatananA raste laI jAya eTale pUche che. puNyasAra kahetuM rUpamAM che. te mAruM rUpa joIne tame uMcA nIcA thaI jatA haze? nA..... jarAya naDuiM, huM kAMI pAgala nathI ke tArA rUpamAM gAMDo banuM. tArA jevA te kaMIka rUpane meM paga nIce cagadI nAkhyA che. puyasAranA A zabdothI ratnasuMdarIne potAnuM haDahaDatuM apamAna thatuM lAgyuM. te kahe che tame mane zuM kahevA mAMgo cho? puNyasAre kahyuM-tamAruM abhimAna kADhI nAMkhe. abhimAna keIna TakyA nathI ne TakavAnA nathI. te divase to ratnasuMdarI kAMI bolyA vagara cAlI gaI paNa manamAM gAMTha vALI ke have puyasArane harAvuM tyAre mAruM nAma renasuMdarI. aThavADiyuM bhaNavA na AvI, pachI AvI. ratnasuMdarI puNyasArane kahe che ke jagatamAM pahelA purUSa utpanna thaye ke strI utpanna thaI ? AtmAnI utpatti kyArathI thaI ? AvA 10 prazno karyA. puyasAra koI be nahi te samajatA hatA ke AnI sAthe vAdavivAda karavAmAM kAMI sAra nathI.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 181 jJAnIe kahyuM che 22 jaNA sAthe vAda na kara. (1) dhanavaMta sAthe (2) baLavaMta (3) ghaNuM parivAra (4) tapasvI (5) halakA mAsa (6) ahaMkArI (7) gurU (8) sthivara (9) cora (10) jugArI (11) krodhI (12) juThAbelA (13) kusaMgI (14) rAjA (15) zIta lezyAvALA (16) teju lezyAvALA (17) moDhe mIThAbolA (18) dAnezrI (19) jJAnI (20) gaNakA (21) bALaka (22) rogI sAthe. puNyasAre kAMI javAba na Ave eTale kahe che tamane ATaluM abhimAna che to kema bolatA nathI? tamArI paMDItAI ATalI ja ne ? javAba devAnI tAkAta hoya to mArA praznonA uttara Apo ne ! tyAre puyasAre kahyuM-tamArI sAthe vAdavivAda karavAmAM zo sAra ? vAda DAhyA mANasa sAthe thAya, sarakhe sarakhA sAthe thAya. game tema toya strInI buddhi to pAnIe ! Akhara to tame eka purUSanI dAsI banavAnA ne ! dahIMnuM valeNuM karIe to mAkhaNa nIkaLe paNa pANInA valeNAmAMthI zuM maLe? kAMI nahi, mATe mAre tamArI sAthe vAda kare nathI. ratnasuMdarI to bagaDI. zuM tuM mane dAsI banAvavA mAge che? te tuM e vAtamAM khAMDa khAje. are, strI game tevI hoMziyAra hoya te paNa enA lagna thAya eTale e patinI dAsI gaNAze. to yAda rAkhaje ke huM bIjAne paraNIza paNa tane te nahi paraNuM. ratnasuMdarIe game tema belavA mAMDayuM. eTale puNyasArane pitto gaye.. je tuja evuM abhimAna che, te tujane karuM muja rANI, lAlA je huM nizcaye nara kharo, te utAruM tuja pANI. tane eTaluM badhuM abhimAna che te have huM tane paraNIza. tuM mArI rAha joIne besI raheje. tane paraNaze mArA paganI juttI. juttI zuM paraNe! huM to tane ja paraNIza ane tane mArI dAsI banAvIza, ane pANI utArIne batAvI daIza. ratnasuMdarI kaheprIta parANe thatI nathI, te pachI paraNavAnI vAta kyAM? A suMdarI gussAmAM tuMkArA karavA lAgI. puNyasAre kahyuM-tuM joI leje ke tuM mane paraNe che ke nahi? huM tane batAvI daIza ke huM kaMIka chuM. baMne vaTamAM AvI gayA. A baMne vacce te meTo jhagaDe thaI gayo. eka DAhyo cheka AvIne kahevA lAgyo. puNyasAra ! AvI beTI mAthAkUTa zA mATe karo cho ? Apa chUTA paDI jAva. gurUdeva jANaze te zuM kaheze ? puNyasAra tyAMthI chUTo paDI gayo. tenA manamAM e khaTakAro thaye ke basa, have huM tene paraNIne batAvI dauM ! have tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. zrAvaNa suda 6 ne maMgaLavAra vyAkhyAna naM-22 tA. 23-7-85 rAgadveSanA vijetA, mokSamArganA praNetA, jainazAsananA netA evA bhagavAna pharamAve che. samAvimAna laMkAra, nArANa gANa ! nA nAvida 6, puro vilaMmA pA | utta. a. 3. gA. 2

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182 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi anAddhi anaMtakALathI jIva saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. A paribhramaNa karAvanAra kANu che? A saMsAramAM jIva aneka prakAranA karmAM karIne vividha gAtravALI jAtiemAM jAya che ane eka eka karIne sArA saMsAramAM kayAreka ahI tA kayAreka bIje utpanna thaIne AkhA lekamAM janma maraNa kare che. anaMtakALanA kusaMskAronA kAraNe asaMkhya kALanA karmonA TheranA Thera AtmapradezeA para khaDakAyA che, tenA kAraNe jIva catugati saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyo che. je gatimAM e gayA che te gatimAM moTAbhAge teNe pApakarmAM karyAM che. kusaMskAro ane karmInI vRddhi thAya tevA kAryAM teNe karyAM che kAraNa ke te bhavAmAM tenI pAse AtmakalyANa karAve evI bIjI sArI koI mUDI nahotI. tenI najara sAme mAtra va`mAnakALa hatA. saMjJI pa'cendriyamAM gaye| tyAM pAMca indriyA ane mananI anukULatA hatI. e anukULatA meLavavA mATe je kAMI karavu' paDe te adhu' eNe karyuM che. kaIka vAra teA sAva nirdaya ane krUra banI gayA che! are, vizvAsaghAtI paNu anyA che. teA bhaya'kara krodhI paNa anyA che. kaSAyaduSTa ane viSayaduSTa paNa banyA che. A sthitimAM anaMta guNunA svAmI evA AtmA pAse eka nAnAmAM nAnA guNanI apekSA rAkhavI keTalI kaDIna kahevAya ? A vartamAnakALamAM ati du`bha evI dharmAMsAmagrI Apane maLI gaI che. jo aneA ceAgya sadupayoga karavAmAM Ave te sattAmAM rahelA aneka guNA pragaTa thayA vinA na rahe. eka paNa guNa ApaNe navA nathI meLavavA javAnA. AtmAmAMthI pragaTa karavAnA che, AtmAnA guNNAnI ADe AvI gayelA doSone ApaNe ravAnA karavAnA che. jema jamInanA aMdaranA bhAgamAM vahetA pANInA jharaNAM upara paththara AvI jAya teA e jharaNAMnuM pANI bahAra nIkaLI zakatuM nathI, paNa jeve! e paththarane dUra karIe ke tarata pANI bahAra Ave che, tema AtmAnA anaMta jJAnAdi anaMta guNNAnI ADe A deSo AvI javAthI e guNeA pragaTa rUpe dekhAtA nathI, paNu jevA e doSo dUra thavA lAgaze ke tarata apragaTa rUpe rahelA guNA pragaTa thavA mAMDaze. eTale eka apekSAe ema kahI zakAya ke AdhyAtmika jagatamAM meLavavA karatAM cheADavA tarapha vadhu lakSa rAkhavAnu che, kAraNa ke meLavavA jevA guNA te! sattAmAM paDelA che. tene pragaTa na thavA denAra doSone ADavAnA che. jevA doSo jaze evA guNA pragaTa thavAnA che. saMsAramAM jema koInI pAsethI vastu cheDAvavI hoya te jemaNe vastu pakaDI che tenI bhaya'karatA temane samajAvavI paDe. e rIte jo cheADI na zake te teee pakaDelI vastu karatAM vadhu ka`matanI vastu temanI sAme mUkavI paDe. nAnA khALakanA hAthamAMthI kharAba padArtho choDAvavA hAya te kAM teA ene e padArthAnI bhaya'karatA samajAveA. kadAca nAnA bALaka e na samajI zake teA tenI sAme ramakaDAM lAvIne mUkI do. ramakaDAM AvatAM tenA hAthamAMthI te kharAba padArthoM chUTI jaze. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM paNa A ja vAta lAgu paDe che. jo jIvAne doSothI cheDAvavA hAya tA kAM tA ene doSonA sevanathI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [183 AtmAne thatA nukazAno batAve, enA kaTavipAke samajAve. jo e na thAya to guNanA pAlanathI thatA aneka lAbho batAve. te jarUrathI doSamukta banI zakAze ane jIvanamAM guNenI bharatI Avaze. AnaMda gAthA patinI patnI zivAnaMdA khUba guNavAna che. temane tyAM saMpatti, vaibhave che paNa sAthe ekatA che. saMpatti heya paNa ekatA na hoya te tenA jIvanamAM zAMti nathI, kAraNa ke tene ukaLATa rahyA karato heya. tenuM khAdheluM paNa lehI na thAya. ukaLATanA kAraNe karmabaMdhana thayA kare. bhale roTalI ne dALa khAtA he paNa je jIvanamAM ektA che, saMpa che, zAMti che, vicAromAM sumeLa che, te ghara puNyavAna che. AnaMdane tyAM lADI, vADI, baMgalA, vaibhave badhuM che paNa sAthe ektA dUdha sAkara jevI che. baDA bhAgyodaya hoya tene ghera saMpatti heya ne sAthe saMpa haya, azvarya hAya ne sAthe ekatA hoya, vaibhava hoya paNa sAthe vAtsalya bhAva hoya, bAkI tamArI daSTie gaNAtA bhautika bheganA sAdhane haya, saMpattinI chaLa uDatI hoya, jene tame sukhanA sAdhane mAnyA hoya te badhuM sukha hoya paNa saMpa na hoya to e saMsAra sohAmaNo banI zakatuM nathI. kaMIka jagyAe jovAmAM Ave che ke ATalI saMpatti hovA chatAM temanA jIvanamAM zAMti hatI nathI. duniyAmAM sauthI vadhu samRddha deza amerikA kahevAya che, chatAM tyAM ApadhAtanA keTalA kisAo bane che. je saMpattimAM sukha hoya te ApaghAta karavAnA prasaMgo ubhA na thAya tyAM saMpatti che paNa AtmAnI zAMti nathI. tame upAzrayamAM Ave che paNa manamAM je ukaLATa hoya, keIka ciMtAna kI kerI khAto hoya to mArI sAme beso, mane lAge ke eka dhyAnathI sAMbhaLe che, chatAM pilI ciMtA zAMtithI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA na de. saMpattithI bahArathI sukhI dekhAtA hoya chatAM aMdarathI tenuM mana azAMta rahyA kare che. paise jyAM relamachela vaparAya che evA amerikAne udyogapati eka moTo karoDapati hatA. lAkha DolaranI levaDadevaDa tenI peDhI para thatI hatI. baMgalA, lADI, vADI, gADI. mahela mahelAto badhuM hatuM. tamArI daSTie gaNAtAM sukhanA badhA sAdhane tene maLyA hatAM chatAM te duHkhI hato. duHkhane kIDo tene rAtadivasa pajavatuM hatuM. herAna karato hato. tenuM mana bhAMgI gayuM hatuM. hatAzA-nirAzAbharyA jIvanathI te kaMTALI gayo hato. tenA AMgaNAmAM be cAra kAra ubhI rahetI hatI. e sukhI samRddha dezamAM Avato hovA chatAM, AlizAna baMgalAmAM rahevA chatAM tenuM mana azAMta hatuM. gharanI ghaNI vastuo phrIjamAM paDI hovA chatAM haiyAmAM ukaLATa hato. suMdarI, saMpatti, sattA hovA chatAM te duHkhI hate badhAnI vacce rahevA chatAM haiyAmAM te azAMti hatI tethI enA manamAM thayuM ke huM ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM. ati mUMjhAyela mAnavI zuM pagaluM bhare ? ApaghAta. ApaghAta karIne jIvanane aMta lAvavAthI sukha nahi maLe. akALe mRtyu thAya eTale tenA adhyavasAyo sArA na hoya. kaSAyabhAva vartate heya tethI durgati thAya. je

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184 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa karmAM udayamAM AvyA che te bhAgavI levAnA. ema samajIne duHkhamAM zAMti rAkhavI. mAta mATe marAmata : A zrImaMta mANase vicAra karyAM ke ApaghAta karIne marI jAu.. maravAnI vAtA karIe paNa maravu' sahelu nathI. koI ne maravu. gamatu` nathI. teNe vicAra karyAM ke maratAM pahelAM eka mAnasa cikitsaka pAse jaI AvuM. amerikAmAM sata te maLe kayAMthI ? eTale eNe cikitsaka pAse javAno niNu ya karyAM. te DaoNkaTara pAse A jAtanA ghaNAM nadI e AvatA hatA. A mANasa tA gayA te DAkaTara pAse, jaI ne raDI paDayo. DokaTaranA manamAM thayuM ke A mANasa te bahu sukhI dekhAya che, chatAM zA mATe raDatA haze ! DokaTara kahe bhAI ! tane zuM duHkha che ? tu zA mATe raDe che? " huM jIvanathI kaMTALI gayeA .. jIvana jIvavAnA utsAha osarI gayA che. mane jIvanamAM Anada ke koI rasa nathI. meAta sivAya bIjo koI rastA nathI. ApadhAta karIne marI javu che." temanI pAse keTalI sa patti che! e paisA bhegA karavA keTalA pApa karyAM haze ! pApa vagara paisA meLavAtA nathI. aMte e paisAne mUkI javAnu che, e paiseA meLavatA pApa karyAM te sAthe AvavAnA. zu che paisAmAM, pAchaLa doDA mA, paisA jevu' duHkhadenAru koi nathI duniyAmAM... paisA jo Ave, vicAre badalAve, ahamne ubharAve, sagAmAM jhagaDAve, je paisAnI Avaka thAtAM pAtaka adhAtA, e paisAnI pachavADe koI laTu thAzeA mA....zu che paisAmAM, jJAnI kahe che paisAnI pAchaLa doDaze nahi. enI pAchaLa doDavAthI pApa pAchaLa Ave che. paisAne sagraha karavAnI bhAvanA jIvane vadhu ka`kha'dhana karAve che. A mANusa pAse zu' nahAtu ? madhu' hatuM. nahAtI kevaLa mananI zAMti. te cikitsaka pAse gayA. cikitsake kahyuM, zA mATe tAre maravu` che. ? "jiMdagImAM mane koi AnaMda nathI." A cikitsaka DaoNkaTara kahe, tAre marI javu' paDe nahi ane tane zAMti maLe tevA eka upAya khatAvu paNa huM kahuM tema karavu paDaze. A zrIma'tanA sthAne tame / te paNa kabUla karI le ne ? paNa gurU bhagavaMta kahe, bhAI ! jo have tAre caturgAMtinA pherA pharavA na hoya te| jinezvara bhagavAnanI je AjJA che te tamAre pALavI paDaze. ahIM kabUla karo kharA ? nA. ahIM teA vicAra karo. sa'sAranI vAteAmAM badhu... jaldI kabUla karI le ane ahIM ? jinAjJAne saharSa svIkArI leA. enuM pAlana karatAM kadAca zarUAtamAM kaSTa lAgaze paNa pachI tA AnaMda maLavAnA che. Atma hatyAmAMthI bacavAno upAya H DokaTare pelA bhAI ne kahyuM, huM kahu tema karavuM paDaze. mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLo. savAranA sAta vAgyAthI sAMjanA sAta vAgyA sudhI dariyAkAMThe javAnu. je kAMThe koi pharavA Avatu nathI. tyAM tamAre ekalA javAnuM. tyAM sAthe nathI laI javAnA pustaka, reDIyeA, mitro, pyArI patnI ke mojazeAkhanA sAdhanA. kAMI laI javAnuM nahi. tyAM phakta ekalA javAnuM. savAranA sAtathI sAMjanA

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zAradA zAmaNa ] [ 185 sAta vAgyA sudhI 12 kalAka besavAnuM. DrAIvara tamane mUkavA Ave tene pachI vidAya karI devAnA. A mATe kAMi davA nahI? DokaTara kahe jue. A cAra paDIkI Apu chuM, dara traNa kalAke eka paDIkI levAnI. Aje te paDIkI kheAlavAnI nahi. tenA para naMbara pADelA che te pramANe levAnI. te sivAyanI bIjI kheAlIne jovAnI paNa nahi. mA mAsa khUba kaMTALyA che. eTale badhu' kabUla karyuM. tame A zrImaMta jeTalA kaMTALyA ho teA sIdhA cAleA. zeThanA manamAM vicAra thAya che ke ekalA besavAnuM. sAthe nAkara--cAkara koi rAkhavAnuM nahi. khAvA-pIvAnuM nahi. tyAM huM ekalA zuM... karIza ? bIje divase karoDapati zeTha te gADI laine gayA dariyAkinAre, tyAM te nIrava zAMti hatI. koI paNu tyAM pharavA AvatA nahotA. zeThe DrAivarane kahyuM hatuM, atyAre jA ane sAMje sAta vAgyA sudhImAM AvI jaje. DrAIvara teA gayA. zeTha ekalA rahyA. koi vastI tyAM dekhAtI nathI. zeTha ekalA beThA. patnI, putra, reDIyeA, vaibhavA badhu cAda Ave che. tyAM sAva sUnakAra ekalavAyu' lAge che. huM ekalA chuM. 12 kalAka kevI rIte jaze ! dariyAkAMThethI gAma teA 7 ki. mI. dUra che. zeTha gabharAyA tyAM pelI paDIkIe yAda AvI. eka naMbaranI paDIkI khelI. temAM davA na hatI paNa moTA akSare lakhyuM hatuM ke "sAMbhaLa" zeTha vicAra karatA thaI gayA. vaidyarAje paDIkI ApI che paNa davA te kaI ApI nathI. huM ahIM zuM sAMbhaLuM? nathI ahI. bALaka ke nAkara cAkaraneA avAja. nathI reDiyAnA sUra. huM ahI zuM sAMbhaLu ? DaoNkaTare mArI mazkarI teA nahi karI hAya ne? nA. nA....thoDA samaya thayeA. zeTha zAMta thayA. tyAM dariyAmAM ekadama bharatI AvI ne pANInA meAjA uchaLavA lAgyA. najara samakSa ghughavatA dariyA, uchaLatA mojA', pakSIonA mIThA madhurA saMgIta, AvuM badhu... tene AlizAna mahelamAM sAMbhaLavAnA samaya kayAM hatA, ke saMgItamAMthI paNa zAMtine zeSI zake. kudaratI saMgItathI tAlabaddha gItA sAMbhaLatA thoDI zAMti thaI. A dirayA mane kahe che tuM sAMbhaLa, mArA kinAre sekaDA mANasA Ave che. je khAravA Ave che te mIThu dekhe che. mAchImAro mAchalAne dekhe che ane koI bhAgyavAnA Ave teA marajIvA khanIne mRtyunA Dara, bhaya cheDIne dariyAnA peTALamAM jAya che to mahAmUlyavAna meAtI meLavIne Ave che. mArAmAM mIThu che, meAtI che, ane mAchalA che. huM badhAne mArAmAM samAvuM chuM. tAruM jIvana paNa samudra jevuM che. tArI pAse sa'sAranA vaibhavA, sa'patti, putra-patnI badhuM ja che, chatAM tane zAMti maLI kharI ? tuM sAMbhaLa, tAre zAMti joItI hoya teA mArA pANI jevo nirmaLa khana. sadAne mATe lakSmIthI vahyA kara. AtmaramaNutA kara. anukULa saMcAgAmAM AkarSAtA nahi ne pratikULatAmAM muMjhAtA nahi. sArA yA kharAba badhA prasaMgeAmAM samabhAva rAkhI mArA jevA ga`bhIra khana. dariyAmAM Dole, dariyAmAM DAle, dariyAmAM Dole mArI naiyA, bacAve svAmI. dariyAnA pANI che gherA ne UMDA, jojo DUbe nA mArI naiyA, bacAvA svAmI(ra)

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186 | [ zAradA zirAmaNi bhakta prabhune kahe che he prabhu ! A saMsAranA dariyAmAM mArI gaiyA DAlI rahI che. tA mArI naiyAne bacAveA. A zeTha e vicAre che ke mane 'sAMbhaLa' kahyuM che te A dariyo mane kahe che tAre AtmAnI zodha karavI hoya te saMsArane bhUlI jA. sa'sArane bhUlIza nahi tyAM sudhI AtmAnI sa'patti tane maLavAnI nathI. AMtara vaibhava tArA AtmAmAM paDayA che. bahAranA padArthAMmAMthI tane nahi maLe. eka sAmAnya mAnavInA kAMDe ghaDiyALa bAMdheluM hatu. tenuM DAyala khUba suMdara ane AkarSIka hatuM. tamArA jevA koI e pUchyuM bhAI ! A ghaDiyALa keTalAmAM lAvyA ? tenI kiMmata keTalI che ? pelA bhAI kahe-mane bahu sastAmAM maLI gaI che paNa lAvyA keTalI kiMmatamAM ? bhAI ! khArasA rUpiyAnuM dhaDiyALa mane mAtra khaseA rUpiyAmAM maLI gayuM ! te bhAI khUba harakhAya che ke kevuM sarasa ghaDiyALa 1200 rUA. nu` mane khaseAmAM maLI gayuM. bIje divase tene vicAra thayA ke A ghaDiyALa hu. ghaDiyALIne batAvI jou tA kharA, ATaluM sastu maLyuM che teA sArU teA che ne? te bhAI ghaDiyALIne tyAM batAvavA gayA. "A ghaDiyALa tame keTalAmAM lIdhuM" che? tame keTalI kiMmata kaheA che ? mAtra 25 rUpiyA, tame 25 rUpiyA kema kahyA ? A ghaDiyALa 1200nI ki Mmatanu hatu. tene meM khase rUpiyAmAM kharIdyuM che. tArI ghaDiyALanuM DAyala sarasa che, paNa aMdaranu je mazIna che te anAvaTI che, khATuM che. e cAra divasa cAle teA tArA bhAgya. DAyala game tevuM sAruM hAya paNa mazIna sAruM na hoya tA te ghaDiyALanI kAMI kiMmata nathI. tamArA jIvanamAM paNa AvuM ja che ne ? bahAranuM jIvana DAyala che. AtmA mazIna che. tame mahArathI sArA dekhAtA ho paNa aMdaranu mazIna bagaDI gayuM haze te te jIvananI koI kiMmata nathI. AtmA rUpI mazInane zuddha banAvo. ghaDiyALIe pelA bhAIne kahyuM-tArI ghaDiyALanA 25 rUA. paNa nahI upaje. e traNa divasa cAle te paNa sAruM. A bhAIne have pastAvAno pAra na rahyo. je gANusA DAyala upara meAhI paDe che ane mazIna sAme jotA nathI, emanA hAthamAM DAyala rahe che, pannu mazIna badalAI gayelu hoya che. sArI vastu vasAvavI haze te DAyalanI sAthe mazInane jotAM zIkhavuM paDaze. DAyala kadAca bhabhakAkhaMdha nahiM hAya paNa mazIna sAruM heze te ghaDiyALa kharAbara cAlaze, mATe DAyalane letAM pahelAM tenA mazInane jovuM jarUrI che. A mAnava jIvanane suMdara banAvavuM hoya te bhautika vastuonI jema pArakha ane kALajI karo che tema AdhyAtmika vastuonI paNa pArakha karo. zarIra e DAyala che ane AtmA e mazIna che. ghaNIvAra kaMIka jIvA uparathI dharmiSTha, sArA dekhAtA hoya paNa enuM mazIna bagaDI gayu hoya che. mazIna sAruM hoya ane DAyala sArU na hAya teA bahu vAMdho na Ave, tema mahArathI dekhAva sArA na hoya, rikezImuninu bahAranu` DAyala sAruM na hatuM, te nAnA hatA tyAre chekarAe temane bhegA ramavA de nahi tevuM rUpa hatuM paNa aMdaranu mazIna sAruM hatuM te te ja bhavamAM mekSe pahoMcI gayA.

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zAradA zizamaNi ] | 127 Aje badhA bahAranA DAyalane, bahAranA bhabhakAne jove che paNa e yAda rAkhajo ke A bhavamAM bhautika padArthAMnA ThaThArA bhegA karavA nathI AvyA, paNa AtmAnA vikAsa sAdhavA ane ana`tanI yAtrA pUrNa karavA AvyA chIe. jo AtmavikAsanA vicAra nahI karo ane mAtra zarIra rUpI DAyalane sAcavaze| tA je meLavavAnu che te rahI jaze ane ahI'thI vIlA maDhe cAlyA jaI chuM. sArA ghaDiyALanI kimata enA DAyala uparathI nahi paNa mazIna uparathI, enA yaMtreAnI racanA uparathI, enI jhINavaTa uparathI thAya che. ene barAbara tapAsyA pachI enI parIkSA karIne bajAramAM mUkavAmAM Ave che tevI rIte AtmAne jJAna dvArA, kriyA, tapasyA ane sAdhanA dvArA taiyAra karIne A vizvamAM vicaravAnuM che. lAlabahAdura zAstrI, gAMdhIjI e badhAnuM DAyala sAmAnya dekhAtuM hatu paNa emanA mazIna majabUta hatAM te bhAratamAM nAma kADhI gayA. ' pelA karoDapati zeTha paDIkImAM lakhelA ' sAMbhaLa ' zabde sajAga banyA. tene zAMti kema na hatI ? DAyala sAruM` hatu` pazu mazIna sAruM' na hatuM. A 'sAMbhaLa' zabdathI AtmAmAM avalAkana karyuM eTale gheADI zAMti maLI. traNa kalAka thayA eTale bIjI paDIkI khAlI temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke " ADe paDakhe thA" zeTha camakayA, zuM sUI javAnuM lakhyuM che ? huM ghera teA gALI khAuM tyAre sUI jauM chuM. te thADI vAra vimAsaNamAM paDI gayA, pachI vicAryu ke " ADA paDakhe thA " nA artha sUI javuM nathI paNa enA atha eveA che ke dariyAmAM bharatI Ave che ne ATa Ave che, chatAM riyA anemAM samAna bhAva rAkhe che tema tuM samabhAvamAM rama. tArI STi badala. A lakSmI maLavI puNyane AdhIna che. puNya che tyAM sudhI lakSmInI bharatI AvyA karaze ane pApano udaya thaze eTale emAM eTa AvI jaze. temAM tuM harakhAIza nahi ke mUMjhAIza nahi. baMnemAM samAnabhAva rAkhaje. A khIjI paDIkInA zabdo vAMcatA tenu mana vadhu svastha banyuM. trIjI paDIkI khAlI, temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke " jIvananA hetune zeAdha ' A zeTha vicAravA lAgyA ke mArA jIvananA hetu zu che ? janmyA, moTA thayA, DhasaraDA karI majUrI karI catranI jema jIvyA ane chevaTe lAMkhA thaI sUI javAnu. mAre joItI hatI salAmatI, sukha, sagavaDatA ane sattA. zu` mAtra bhautikatA mArA hetu che! Aja sudhI ravA mAM jIvana jIvyeA. keTalA kALA khajAra, dagA, prapaMca, anyAya, anIti karI lamInA bhaMDAra bharyAM, emAM tArI sAthe zu AvavAnu` ? lakSmI meLavatA pApa karyAM te tArI sAthe Avaze. bAkI badhuM ahI' cheDIne javAnuM. have samaja! tArA jIvananeA hetu zuM che ? ghera jaI ne tArA hetu saMbhALa, meM Aja sudhI garIbanA AMsu paDAvI dhana lUMTyu have mAre AvuM jIvana nathI jIvavu'. have mArA hetu evA hovA joI e ke jemAM kheTa ke ATa na Ave. jIvana jIvavAnI jaDIbuTTI hAthamAM AvI. have mAre mAtra sva mATe nathI jIvavuM paNu sa`hetuka mAruM jIvana ane te ja mAro nizcaya che. A lakSmI mArI nathI paNa sanI che. have paramAmAM tenA upayAga karIza. jenA koI AdhAra nahi

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188 [ zAradA zimaNi heya tane AdhAra banIza. mArA jIvanane A hetu che. nava kalAka pasAra thayA. zeTha te zAMta prazAMta banI gayA. jIvana jIvavAnuM baLa maLI gayuM ! "ahama mama 'nuM visarjana thAya te virATa hetu AMkha sAme pratyakSa thaye. tenI samagratAne tRpta kare te sarvodaya thayuM. tenuM azAMta mana kAMIka navA ja AhlAdaka tathA prasannatAmAM nimagna banyuM. nava kalAkamAM te tene jIvananuM navuM darzana maLyuM hatuM, je maMgalamaya hatuM, tathA vyaktitvane akhaMDita karanAra hatuM.. chellI cothI paDIkI khelI. temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke "tArI ciMtAne retImAM lakhI nAMkha." tuM je retInA DhagalA para beThe che te retImAM tArI ciMtAne lakhI nAMkha. retImAM lakheluM DA samaya rahe. zeTha te retImAM thoDu lakhIne beThA. aDadhI kalAka thaI tyAM dariyAmAM bharatI AvI ane retImAM lakhelI ciMtAnI lITI bhUsAI gaI. jema retImAM lakhelI ciMtA bhUsAI gaI, tema tuM badhI ciMtAone bhUMsI nAkha. bharatI AvI ane lakhelI ciMtAne laI gaI tema tuM badhI ciMtAone cheDI de. have tuM keInA pratye mamatA ke Asakti na rAkhIza. jethI mUkIne javAnuM thAya te paNa tuM zAMti meLavI zakIza. zeTha tyAMthI UThavA gayA paNa UThI zakyA nahi. aMtaramAMthI ubharAtA AnaMda temane UbhA thavA dIdhA nahi. viSAdanA vaMToLane bhUlI gayA. have tene bhUta-bhaviSyanI vyathA sparzI zake tema na hatI. advitIya apUrva AnaMdano anubhava jIvananA ATalA varSo pachI mAtra cAra paDIkInI sahAye ekAMta ciMtananA sahAre lUMTI lIdhe. sva svarUpamAM sthira thayA. tame ATalA varSothI upAzrayamAM Ave che, chatAM tamArA jIvanamAM zAMti kema dekhAtI nathI? upAzraya eTale zAMtinuM sthAna. ahIM nIrava zAMti maLe chatAM maLatI nathI. tenuM eka ja kAraNa che. jema pelA zeTha dariye gayA tyAre kaI vastuo sAthe laI gayA na hatA. badhuM mUkIne gayA hatA tema tame ahIM badhuM mUkIne Ave te apUrva zAMti maLe. paNa gharanI ciMtAne kacare sAthe laIne Ave che eTale zAMti maLatI nathI. DAyala barAbara che paNa mazIna bagaDI gayuM che. arthAta mazIna sAruM nathI. mazIna barAbara haze te jIvanamAM kaSTa paDe, duHkha Ave ke Apatti Ave te paNa duHkha duHkharUpe nahi lAge. mastarAmanI Atma mastI : saurASTramAM anyadarzanamAM eka saMta thaI gayA. temanuM nAma hatuM mastarAmasaMta. temanA AkhA zarIre gumaDA thaI gayA hatA. e gumaDAmAM rasI thaI gaI pachI temAM jIvAta thaI gaI. keTalI atula vedanA thAya! tenA para eka jhINuM kapaDuM DhAMkeluM rAkhe. jethI bIjA keIne khabara na paDe. A saMta davA nahetA karatA. te samajatA hatA ke huM davA karuM te badhI jIvAta marI jAya mATe mAre davA karavI nathI. mArA karmo atyAre udayamAM AvyA che te mane bhogavI levA do. mAre zA mATe hasatA mukhe na bhegavavA ! A gUmaDAthI asahya pIDA thAya che paNa e ciMtA karavAne badale temane pIDA hatI pelA asaMkhya kIDAonI ! e bicArA bhUkhe marI jaze !

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zAradA ziremaNi ] || 189 evI ciMtAthI teo gUmaDAmAM badhe caNAno leTa bharatA. ApaNe jainadarzanamAM gajasukamAlane yAda karIe chIe. mAthe saLagatA aMgArA mUkyA. kevI asaMtI vedanA ! tenI sAme samatA paNa anaMtI. vedanAne je vahAlI kare te sAcA vIra banI zake. ahIM A saMtane vedanA asahya che chatAM mukha para AnaMda...AnaMda. mukha para paNa evI rekhA na AvavA de ke keIne thAya ke A saMtane vedanA anaMtI che! basa AtmAnI mastI ! temanuM zarIra rUpI DAyala bhale bagaDI gayuM hatuM paNa mazIna sAruM hatuM. pitAnA keI bhaktane paNa A vAta karI na hatI. eka vAra te saMta pharatAM pharatAM bhAvanagara pahoMcyA. bhAvanagaranA rAjA takhtasiMhajI emanA parama bhakta hatA. eka vAra teo A saMta pAse beThA hatA tyAre pavana AvavAthI DhAMkeluM kapaDuM uDI gayuM. takhtasiMhajI jeI gayA. aho! mArA gurUdevane ATalA gumaDA thayA che ! temAM vaLI jIvAta paDI gaI che ! keTalI pIDA thatI haze! te kahe. gurUdeva ! Apa kAMIka davA kare. nA. huM te davA nahi karuM. mArA karmonI nirjarA karAvavAmAM sahAyabhUta thavA AvyA che. takhtasiMhajI to gayA. AvI asahya vedanAmAM paNa saMta be-traNa kalAka dhyAna karatA hatA. te samaye rAjA DekaTarane laIne AvyA, saMta dhyAnamAM hatA te samaye bebhAna thavAnuM eka IMjekazana mAryuM. thoDIvAramAM saMta bebhAna thaI gayA. te samaye DokaTare badhA gUmaDA para DresIMga karyuM eTale badhI jIvAta marI gaI. saMta bhAnamAM AvyA. joyuM ke badhA gumaDAnuM A rIte karyuM che ne badhI jIvAta marI gaI che. eka jIvanI rakSA khAtara ATalA nI kaleAma ! temane eTale badhe AghAta lAgyo ke te tyAM ne tyAM DhaLI paDayA ne temanuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM. AnuM nAma jIvadayA, bIjA jIvo pratye karUNA ! Aje tamArI sAme davAo bahAra paDI che. amuka khAvApIvAnA padArtho, kapaDAM, AIskrIma vageremAM hiMsaka padArthone upayoga thayo hoya che. Apa jANe chatAM je choDI na zake te tamane jaina kevI rIte kahevA? paheravAnA caMpale, bUTa, parsa, keTalI hiMsAthI bane che ? kaMdamULa khAvAthI anaMta jIvonI hiMsA ! A badhuM jANe che chatAM je vApare te mAre tamane kevA kahevA ? AjanuM jIvana-DAyela sarasa che paNuM aMdaranuM mazIna bagaDI gayuM che. AvA jIvananI kaI kimata nathI. AnaMda gAthApati ane zivAnaMdA baMnenA DAyala sarasa hatA ane aMdaranA mazIna paNa sarasa hatA. te temanA nAma zAstranA pAne lakhAyA haju bhagavAnane joyA nathI. temanA darzana karyA nathI. chatAM jIvana kevuM suMdara che! dIpaka baLato hoya temAM tela pUratA rahIe te vadhu ne vadhu prakAza Apate rahe tema AnaMdanI ujajavaLatA che. have temAM vadhu prakAza ApanAra karyuM nimitta maLI jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra -puyasAra ane ratnasuMdarI baMne vacce jhagaDo thaI gayo. temAM vAta

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190 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi khUba vaTa upara AvI gaI. puNyasAranA manamAM A kAMTo khaTake che. basa, have huM tene karI batAvuM. A tenA manamAM vaTa che. vAta jayAre vaTa upara jAya che tyAre jIvanamAM kevI sthiti sarjAI jAya che. A vaTa je dharmamAM kare to AtmAnuM kAma thaI jAya. ame amadAvAdamAM hatA tyAranI banelI vAta che. be varaghaDiyA lagna karIne mahArAjanA darzana karavA AvyA. bAjumAM amAre upAzraya hatuM. tyAM AvyA. saMtanA darzana karyA pachI saMta kahe che. have tame baMne zuM karazo ? tyAre be varSe je nAnuM hatuM te varaghaDiyuM kahe che, je A dIkSA le to ame jAvajIva brahmacaryanI pratijJA karIe haju cheDAcheDI cheDI nathI. mIMDhaLa cheDayA nathI. koDabharyA AvyA che. je moTA hatA te pati-tenI patnIne pUche che bela, zuM karavuM che ? jo ApaNe dIkSA laIe te A baMne jAvajIva brahmacaryanI bAdhA le. bela, tArI IcchA che ? patnIe tarata hA pADI. teo gurUbhagavaMtane kahe che amane 21 divasamAM je muhurta Ave te kADhI Ape. gure paNa A joIne chaka thaI gayA. kevA haLukamI AtmAo haze! eka kSaNe saMsArathI baMdhAyA ane bIjI kSaNe teno tyAga karavA taiyAra thayA! 21 divase gurUe temane dIkSA ApI. temaNe dIkSA lIdhI ke tarata pelA navadaMpatIe AjIvana brahmacarya svIkArI lIdhuM. "kameM zurA ane dharme zUrA." A te vaTamAM caDhayA te kAma karI gayA. A rIte tame paNa dAna, ziyaLa ane tapana vaTa rAkhazo te AtmAne lAbha thaze. ahIM puNyasAra ane ratnasuMdarI baMne vaTamAM AvI gayA. te samaye to baMne tyAMthI chUTA paDI gayA. divase jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. divase pachI mahinAo ane mahinAo pachI varSo cAlyA kare che. ahIM puNyasArano abhyAsa pUro thaye. puNyasAra vidyAmAM khUba hoMziyAra che eTale gurUne tenA pratye sadbhAva che. te jAya che tyAre gurU ene ghera mUkavA gayA. zeThe temane gurU dakSiNAmAM ghaNuM ApyuM. puNyasArane tyAM keI kamInA na hatI. te pitAnI sAthe peDhIe javA lAgyA. pitAne dhaMdho dhamadhokAra cAlo hato. puNyasAranI buddhi to khUba che. vepAramAM kuzaLa thaI gaye paNa tenA manamAM eka lagana hatI ke kema karIne ratnasuMdarIne paraNuM? huM je be chuM te kevI rIte siddha karuM? je bolelA vacana pALatA nathI te kAMkarA samAna che. tene ratnasuMdarInuM abhimAna utAravuM hatuM. te mATe manamAM upAya zodhavA lAgyA. A vicAra ne ciMtAmAM tenI UMdha ane bhUkha uDI gayA. peTa bharIne khAya paNa nahi. A ciMtAthI tenuM zarIra sUkAvA lAgyuM. mukha paranuM teja ochuM thavA lAgyuM. ekano eka dIkare, mAbApa A kevI rIte joI zake? vaido hakImane belAvyA. davAo karAvI paNa roga hoya te maTe ne? tene rega tanane na hato, paNa manane hato. puNyasAre zebele upAya - eka divasa peDhI parathI vahele AvIne zUnya gharamAM jaIne sUI gaye. bapore puraMdara zeTha jamavA AvyA tyAre pusArane na je. nekarane pUche che, puNyasAra kayAM gayo ? e peDhI para to che nahi. te kayAM game tyAre

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zAradA zirAmaNi ] [ 191 eka vRddha dAsIe kahyuM, nAnA zeTha teA kayAranAya AvI gayA che. teA jaldI kahe ke, te kayAM che? meM khaDakImAM jatAM jeyA che. zeThe aMdara jaIne joyuM te putra teA meDhemAthe ADhIne aMdhArA rUmamAM sUi gayA che. zeTha kahe, vatsa! tuM Ama kema sUte che? je kAraNa hAya te mane kahe putranA manamAM thayuM ke jo huM jaldI vAta karI daIza te mAru kAma saphaLa thaze niha. eTale te kAMI Avye nahi. gheADI vAra thaI tyAM zeThANI AvyA. ane pUche che dIkarA, tAru zarIra kevuM sUkAi gayu che ! amane roja tArI ciMtA thAya che. tane zuM thayuM che? je heAya te tuM amane kahe, tuM amArA kuLadIpaka che. tArA mATe te ame devanI ArAdhanA karI hatI. sa'sAranA sukhA mATe niha, dhanane vArasA sAcave te mATe nahi paNa amAro dharmanA vAraso cAlu rahe te mATe deva pAse tArI mAMgaNI karI hatI. te rIte tAro janma thayA che, mATe tu zarama rAkhyA vagara je hAya te kahe. " prIta tyAM paDadA nahi, paDadA tyAM nahi prIta, paDade rAkhI prIta kare, e verInI rIta. '' tu amArI sAthe paDado rAkhIne vAta na karIza. mAbApe mUrkha kahyu' tyAre puNyasAra kahe che ke Apa mAru vacana mAnA teA hu' atyAre jamIza, nahi te mAre jamavuM nathI. mAbApa kahe bhale, tArI je icchA haze te pramANe karIzuM. have puNyasAra tenA mAbApane zu' kaheze te avasare, zrAvaNa suda 8 ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna na. 23 : tA. 24-7-'85 ana'tajJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke AtmAne adhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM, asatyamAMthI satyamAM, maoNMgalamAge laI javA mATe pAtheyanI jarUra che. te pAtheya (bhAtu) kayuM ? dha. dharmAMnA pAtheya vinAnA mAnava saMsAra vanamAM bhUle paDI pragADha aMdhakAramAM pheMkAI jAya che. jyAre sthaLa para eTale gADI ke TreInamAM, jaLamAM eTale sTImaramAM ke vahANumAM ane AkAzamAM eTale plenamAM musApharI kare che tyAre sAthe bhAtuM levuM paDe che. jo bhAtu sAthe hoya te te rastAmAM bhUkha ane tarasathI duHkhI thatA nathI, paNa sukhI thAya che, tema evaM ghammaM'pi kAUNaM, jo gacchai paraM bhavaM / jInto sau muddI phor, ame vecane / utta; a. 19. gA.21 jIvananI musApharI mATe, paraleAkamAM jatI vakhate, dha'nuM bhAtu levuM avazya jarUrI che. je dharmAMnuM bhAtu laI ne jAya che te paraleAkamAM vedanAthI rahita thaIne sukhI thAya che. dharmanuM bhAtu mAnavIne tenA ISTa sthAne pahoMcADe che. tamArI musApharImAM tame vATakhacI le, kaI sathavArA sAthe rAkho, ajANyA ho teA kaI jANItA mANasane sAthe le, tema A jIvanarUpI musApharImAM jJAna e mAdaka che. sAcA mArga batAva che. lajjA jenA sathavAro che, tapa rUpI vATakhacI che. cAritra jenuM besavAnuM sAdhana che, samyak guNNA jenA rakSaka che. upazama rUpa pANInA chaMTakAvathI jenA mAga svacha

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12 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi che. AvI sarvottama prakAranI sAmagrI jeNe jIvanayAtrAmAM sAthe lIdhI che, te vagara muzkelIe pitAnA ISTa sthAne pahoMcI jAya che. dharmanuM pAtheya eTale krodhAdi kaSAyo para vijaya ane ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha A pAMca vratanuM nirmaLa pAlana. A saMsAra rUpI aTavImAM musAphare dharmarUpI bhAtuM lIdhuM hoya to AgAmI bhavamAM sukhazAMti meLavI zake che. vRddha mAnavInA hAthamAM lAkaDI AvI jAya, te nirbaLa zarIramAM paNa hiMmata Ave che tema nirbaLa manane sabaLa banAvanAra, Atmazaktine khIlavanAra dharma che. dharma aMtima samaye mAnavIne hiMmata Ape che. dila ke dolatanI Asakti dUra karAvanAra keI hoya to dharma che. A dharma je jIvanamAM vaNuM jANyo nahi hoya ane dhana, vaibhava, vilAsa temaja mAna, sanmAna jANyA haze te asaMtoSa ane anItio vadhatI jaze. yAda rAkhaje tana ane dhana samRddha ane sabaLa haze paNa jIvanamAM dharmanuM pAtheya nahi hoya te mana nirbaLa banI jaze. mahAna puNyodaye mAnavajIvana maLyuM. temAM paNuM pApakarmo kSINa thayA hoya tyAre dharmane yogya sAmagrI maLe che. mAnava jIvananuM saphaLa sAdhana dharma che. pavitra, anupama, zreSTha dharmane AtmasAta karI mAnavajIvana maMgalamaya banAvI zakAya che. jIvanamAM badhuM maLavuM saheluM che paNa dharmanuM pAtheya maLavuM ati muzkela che. dharmarUpa maMgalamaya tatvane pAmIne eTaluM jovAnuM ke mAruM jIvana keTaluM maMgalamaya banyuM? ekavAra jIvanamAMthI maMgala tatvarUpI dharma gumAvI deze to pharIthI maLavuM muzkela che. kaI paNa vastu maLI jAya tenI mahattA bahuM nathI paNa meLavelI vastu cAlI na jAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. ApaNane dharmatatva to maLI gayuM paNa saMsAranA cauTe lUMTAI te nathI jatuM ne? je che bhegamAM jIvana vitAvI jANe che te dharmane pAmI zaktA nathI. AcAraMgasUtramAM bhagavAna bolyA che sacadaM mUke dharma nA mAgarU" mohathI mUDha banele prANI dharmanA svarUpane samajavAmAM asamartha hoya che. jyAre tenI mUDhatA dUra thAya che tyAre dharmanA svarUpane jANI zake che. je dharmanA svarUpane jANe e dharmane pAmI zake. pANIne svabhAva ThaMDaka ApavAne, tRSA chIpAvavAne, ane malIna vastuone svaccha karavAno che tema dharmano svabhAva AtmAne AnaMda ApavAno che. dharma jIvane satya, kalyANa ane AtmAnA saudarya tarapha laI jAya che. dariyAmAM moTA moTA khaDake heya che. dariyAmAM musApharI karatA vahANene ane sTImarone e vastune khyAla na hoya te e khaDaka sAthe athaDAI paDe che mATe dariyAmAM dIvAdAMDI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. dIvAdAMDI e vahANene bhayasthAnanuM sUcana kare che, ane gya mArga batAve che, tema saMsAra rUpI mahAbhavasAgaramAM dharmarUpI dIvAdAMDI sAcuM mArgadarzana Ape che. dharma vagaranA mAnavInI sthiti dIvAdAMDInuM mArgadarzana na hoya to sTImara khaDaka sAthe athaDAI jAya che tevI thAya che. dharmanI dIvAdAMDI vagara mAnavI bhavasAgaranA khaDa sAthe athaDAI jAya che ane vinAzane AmaMtraNa Ape che. dharmanA mArgadarzana sivAya mAnavIne kAyamI sukhanA mArganI jhAMkhI thaI zakatI nathI.

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 17 sukAna vagaranA vahANanI je dazA thAya che tevI dazA dharma vagaranA mAnavInI thAya che. sukAna vagaranuM vahANuM game tema jholA khAya che, paNa dhAryA sthaLe pahoMcI zakatuM nathI tema dharma na karanAre mAnavI paugalika sukhamAM masta rahevAthI zAzvata sukha tarapha jaI zakato nathI. dharma e dhruvanA tArA samAna che. jema dhruvane tAre dizAnuM sUcana kare che tema dharma AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvanI prApti mATe dizA batAve che ane te tarapha laI jAya che. vidyArthIne DokaTara thavuM hoya, e amIyara thavuM hoya ke vakIla thavuM hoya paNa e thatAM pahelA badhAne esa. esa. sI. nI parIkSA ApavI paDe che tevI rIte dharmamaya jIvana gALavAnI IcachA hoya tene pahelI mAnavatAnI parIkSA ApavI paDe che. AvuM suMdara mAnava jIvana paugalika AnaMda-karavA mATe ke khAvApIvA mATe nathI maLyuM paNa dharmamaya jIvana gALavA mATe maLyuM che. dharma ja sAco rakSaka ane zaraNabhUta che. bAkI kuTuMba kabIlA keI rakSaNa karaze nahi. meTIka thayA, bI. e. thayA, ema. e. thayAM zA kAmanA? jIvanamAM je dharma nahi te, vidyA nahi paNa kAMkarA. bhautika bhaNataramAM game teTalA AgaLa vadhe paNa je jIvanamAM dharma nathI te e vidyA kAMkarA samAna che. mAnava jIvanamAM dharma evI amUlya cIja che ke jenuM kaI mUlya AMkI zakatuM nathI. mAtra dharma jIvanuM kalyANa karavA samartha che, paNa Ajane mAnava kayAM te mAnavA taiyAra che! Ajane mAnava kharekhara dharma jANatA nathI, ane pitAnA jIvanamAM dharmane marma, tenuM mahatva samajato nathI, Ajane mAnavI maheza jAnI jALamAM e phasAI gayA che ke temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAne asamartha che. mahArAjAe mAnavInA mananI cAre bAju krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha, rAga, dveSa vagere evA AvaraNe vIMTALyA che ke temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM muzkela banI gayuM che tethI te khare dharma, pAmI zakato nathI. dharmane marma samajavA jevo che. dharmane marma samajyA pachI svAdhIna jIvana jIvavAnI bhUmikA taiyAra thAya. dharma e sAdhanAnI saMjIvanI che. dharmanA raMge raMgAyela AMtmAo sAdhanAmAM sthira thAya che. temAMthI pachI pIchehaTha karatA nathI, pachI deva DagAvavA Ave te paNa Dage nahi. jema jema dharma ArAdhanA karatA jaI e tema tema karmanuM devuM cUkavAtuM jAya. devuM cUkavavA mATenI amUlya ghaDI, avasara hoya to A manuSya janma che. bIje kaI janma nathI. A janma vAraMvAra nahi maLe. ApaNuM adhikAramAM AnaMda gAthApati saMsAranA sukha ane AnaMda bhagavatA rahyA, che. temanA bhAdaye zuM banyuM ? "sarasa vAtAmaNa vadi utara puthine rilI mApa ratha voTTA nA nivere ghA " te vANijya grAma nagaranI bahAra uttara pUrva dizAmAM eTale IzAna khUNAmAM kellAka nAme saMnniveza hate. A kalAka saMniveza vANijya nagaranI jema sukhI hatuM. tyAM badhA puNyavAna

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194] [ zAradA ziremaNi je vasatA hatA. A nagarInI prajA khUba sukhI hatI. bhIkha mAMganArAM bhikhArI, garIba ke koI corI karanAra na hatA. DAkuo ke lUMTArAone bhaya na hato. nagarInA badhA jIvo sukhI heya pachI cAra, DAku ke bhikhArI heya ja kyAMthI ? prajA nirbhayatAthI AnaMdapUrvaka rahetI hatI. badhAnA vicAre zuddha ane vizALa hatA. badhA saMpathI rahetA hatA. prajA sukhI hatI. sAthe dhArmika hatI. hiMsAnuM nAmanizAna nahIM. kyAM e samayanI nagarI ane kyAM Adhunika yuganI nagarIo ! Aje keTalA katalakhAnA vadhI gayA che! hiMsAnA bhayaMkara tAMDava A bhAratanI bhUmi para sarjAI rahyA che. je dharmapradhAna deza kahevAtuM hatuM te Aje karmapradhAna banI gayuM che ema kahIe te kahI zakAya. chatAM eTale bhAgyeAdaya che ke bhagavAnanA saMta ahiMsAne jhaMDo laIne dezavidezamAM vicarI radA che. ane jene sAcA mArge vALI rahyA che. tamArI bhavyatA jAge te saMte hAlIcAlIne tamArA gAmamAM Ave ane tamane Takora karIne jagADe to Takore cakora banI jajo. temanI Takarane saharSa vadhAvI lejo ane dharmArAdhanAmAM jIvana jhUkAvI deje. dharma vinA kyAMya zAMti maLavAnI nathI. jyAM sudhI karmo sattAmAM paDelA che te vipAka udayamAM AvyA nathI tyAM sudhI jIvananI sAdhanA karI le. ka pradezaudaye bhagavAya te te ApaNane khabara paDatI nathI paNa jayAre vipAka-udayamAM Ave che tyAre je pUrvanA vaira haze to tamArI patnI paNa tamArI nahi rahe. samarAditya caritra vAMcIe tyAre thAya ke zuM karmarAjA tamArI bhayaMkaratA ! pati, patnI, mA, dIkaro evA tadana najIkanA saMbaMdhamAM vaira lIdhA! mahAzatakajI bhagavAnanA dharma dhuraMdhara zrAvaka hatA chatAM temanI patnI revatI kevI nIkaLI ! je ardhAganA kahevAya. patinA sukhe sukhI ane dAkhe duHkhI rahe tenA badale mahAzatakajI pauSadhamAM dhyAnamAM masta hatA te taka joIne tyAM gaI. te samajatI hatI ke e dhyAnamAM game tevI kasoTI thaze te paNa calita nahI thAya. pitAnA pati mahAzatakane jIvatA saLagAvI dIdhA. zuM patnI AvuM kArya karI zake ? sUrikaMtAe pitAnA pati paradezI rAjAne jhera ApyuM ane chevaTe gaLe TUMpo daIne mArI nAkhyA. patnInuM hRdaya AvuM hoya ! paradezI rAjAe samatA rAkhI. e marIne devalokamAM gayA ane sUrimaMtA marIne narakamAM anaMtanI vedanAnA sthAnamAM cAlI gaI. ane te saMsAra vadhAryo. pUrvabhavamAM ekabIjA sAthe mahAna vaira bAMdhelA hoya tyAre AvuM bane. je duHkha de che tene duHkha paDavAnuM che. kArelAM karmo te bhagavyA vinA chUTakAro nathI. pApa karatAM mApa rAkhyuM heta je, Aja mArI A hAlata nA heta te pApa. kamarAjA keIne mUkatA nathI, (2) satya e meM yAda rAkhyuM heta je... Aja mArI, che jo aMbA 5 3 bALA karIne ane te ko bane ja che

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 15 karavAnA baMdha kare. pApane kacare jIvanamAM rAkhavA jevo nathI. te vAta samajAvavA mATe mahApurUSoe eka nyAya Apyo che. eka garbhazrImaMta zeTha hatA. temanA patnI paNa khUba guNayala hatA. temane eka dIkaro hato. te rUparUpano aMbAra hato. A vAta khUba dhyAnathI sAMbhaLaje. ApaNe pApa sAthe A vAta ghaTAvavI che. A zeTha zeThANIne ekane eka dIkare eTale khUba vahAle. eka kalAka sudhI tenuM mukha jovA na maLe to UMcAnIcA thaI jAya. tene bhaNAvyo, gaNAvyo, 22 varSano thayo eTale paraNAvavAno vicAra karyo. sArI kanyA sAthe lagna karyA. badhA AnaMdathI rahe che. paraNyA pachI cha mahine cheka mAMdo paDe. hasate, khIla, kamAto, harata, pharato ane sAje sAre, tene acAnaka chAtIne duHkhAvo upaDaze. tene kema sAruM thAya te mATe mAbApe IlAjo ane upacAro ghaNAM karyA paNa e badhA upAyo niSphaLa nIvaDayA. te TUMkuM AyuSya bAMdhIne Avyo haze eTale kalAkamAM to tenuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM. jyAM AyuSya pUruM thAya tyAM game teTalA upacAra kare te paNa te badhA nakAmAM che. mAtApitA, patnI badhAM kALo kalpAMta karavA lAgyA, mAthA pachADavA lAgyA. gharamAM rokakaLa macI gaI. mRtyu to enuM ekanuM thayuM hatuM paNa jANe AkhuM ghara sApha na thaI gayuM hoya evuM bhayaMkara zokamaya vAtAvaraNa sarjAI gayuM hatuM. mAtApitA ane patnIne te eTale badhe vahAle hatuM ke te marI gayA che e vAta sAcI lAgatI na hatI. moharAjAe pAtharelI mAyAjALa - AjubAjumAM badhAne khabara paDI ke zeThano dIkare acAnaka marI gayo eTale badhA zeThanA ghera AvavA lAgyA. zeThe badhAnI sAthe eTalo prema saMpAdana kare che ke A samAcAra maLatAM hajAre mANaso cekamAM bharAI gayA. badhA nanAmI bAMdhavAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. zeTha kahe, tame badhA A zuM kare che ? mehanIya karma jItavuM saheluM nathI. te dArUnA nazA karatAM paNa vadhu bhayaMkara che. badhA mANaso zeTha pAse bolI na zakyA; paNa badhA samaje che ke chokaro marI gayo che, eTale ene nanAmImAM bAMdhIne smazAne laI javAne, pachI agni saMskAra karavAno. A to eka ne eka be jevI vAta che. abhaNa mANasa paNa A samajI zake che. zeTha kaMI belyA nahi eTale badhA gharamAM javA taiyAra thayA. zeTha kahe, koI mArA gharamAM na Avazo. meM mArA dIkarAne palaMgamAM makhamalanI gAdImAM sUvADe che, tenA para sapheda cAdara oDhADI che. mAro ekane eka dIkare che. mAre tene bALI mUka nathI. tame badhA AvyA che to bhale, te badala Apane upakAra. have Apa badhA khuzIthI ghera jAva. huM mArA dIkarAne palaMgamAM suvADI rAkhIza. amane enA para eTale badhe prema che ke ame ene cheDI zakIe tema nathI. A zeTha pote kaMIkane bALI AvyA che, chatAM Aje bhAna bhUlyA. te kahedIkarAne bALavA mATe nahIM ApuM. zeTha ! AvI ghelachA karavI tamane na zobhe. hajI dIkarAnI vaha bicArI sAva nAnI che. e hajI AvI pahelA kare R RA ke jalI ja ! ja che e paNa mitra hoya che

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196 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi rakhAya ja nahi. ghaNAe zeThane samajAvyA chatAM zeTha mAnyA nahi. e te ema ja kahe che ke dIkarAne laI javAnuM nathI. nIkaLo tame badhA mArA gharamAMthI. je Apa nahi jAva te mukakA mArIne bahAra kADhIza. bhale te late cAlatuM nathI, khAte pI nathI, paNa tene palaMgamAM suvADI rAkhIza, te huM tenuM mukha te jaIzane! mehadazA keTalI bhayaMkara che! badhAe samajAvyA chatAM zeTha tenA gharanA keI mAnyA nahi eTale badhA thAkIne pAchA gayA. zeThe dIkarAnA zabane palaMga upara sUvADyuM che. A audArika zarIrane svabhAva ke? saDana, paDana, vidhvaMsana. jyAM sudhI aMdara AtmA che tyAM sudhI sAruM. pachI te A zarIra dudhanuM ghara che. temAMthI durgadha Avaze ane temAM kIDA utpanna thaze, pachI eka sekaMDa paNa gharamAM nahi rAkhI zake. eka be divasa thayA eTale temAMthI durgaMdha AvavA lAgI. cAra pAMca divasa thayA tyAre te gaMdha gaMdhanA goTA uDavA lAgyA. ane kIDA khadabadavA lAgyA paNa zeThane ke gharanA keIne gaMdha AvatI nathI. rAgI mANasane durgadha hovA chatAM gaMdha nathI AvatI. A kaMI vAsudevanuM zabanahotuM ke cha mahinA rahe chatAM gaMdhAya nahi. enI durgadha dhIme dhIme bahAra javA lAgI. pADozIo ane zerInA mANaso akaLAyA. zeThanI pAse badhA AvIne kahevA lAgyA, zeTha ! bahu gaMdha Ave che. gaMdha Ave te tamArA ghare rahe, ahIM zA mATe Ave che? Aje duniyAmAM badhA nAnAne dabAve, moTAne keI na kahe. kahevata che ke moTA je kare te chAje ane nAnAne gaDadA pATu' meTA bhUla kare to vAMdho nahi ane nAnA bhUla kare te tenuM AvI bane. Ama karatAM sAta ATha divasa thayA. maDaduM te khUba phUlI gayuM. kIDA nIce paDavA lAgyA. zerInA badhA mANaso akaLAI gayA. badhA bhegA thaIne lAkaDI laIne zeThanI pAse gayA. zeTha ! have amAre zuM karavuM ? Ape maDadu saMghayuM che. enI durgaMdha eTalI badhI Ave che ke ame badhA mAMdA paDIe chIe. amane roga thAya che. rega tamArA gharamAM thAya che, mArA gharamAM te nathI thato ne ! zabamAM te DhagalAbaMdha kIDA utpanna thaI gayA che. te zabane agnidAha de eTale badhA kIDA marI jAya. keTalI hiMsA thAya? tame pApanA keTalA bhAgIdAra thAva ! saMsAramAM keInuM mRtyu thAya tyAre keI dUra rahetuM hoya te tenI rAha jovAya. te Ave te moTuM juve, paNa bhalA, jIva gaye pachI sagapaNa kayAM rahyuM? A rAga na rAkhazo. eTale samaya maDaduM vadhu paDayuM rahe eTalA ja vadhu utpanna thAya. jeTalA che vadhu utpanna thAya eTalA agnisaMskAra karatI vakhate vadhu cha maravAnA. keTalI hiMsA thaI jAya? | dikarAnA zabane gharamAM rAkhyA 10 divasa thaI gayA. zeThe palaMgamAMthI kiDA nIce paDatA joyA. zeThe cAdara khaseDI nAMkhI te temAM DhagalAbaMdha kIDA joyA ane durgaMdha to eTalI badhI AvI ke zeThane kaMIka thaI gayuM. zeTha kahe, hAya! have te A maDadAne

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 17 kADhaye ja chUTake. saDI gayelA zabane have agnidAha devA jAu. zeThe A nirNaya te karyo paNa tene amala kare e ghaNuM kaThIna hatuM kAraNa ke enI pAse ubhA rahevuM muzkela che te pachI ene upADavuM to kevI rIte ? temaNe badhA mANasone kahyuM ke Apa badhA Ave to A zabane agnisaMskAra karavA jaI e. badhA kahe, ame nahIM AvIe. have zuM karavuM? zeThe ebyulansa bolAvI. DrAyavarane badhI vAtanI khabara paDI eTale teNe paNa pahelA te nA pADI. huM nahIM laI jAuM. je zarIra ApaNane vahAluM che, rAtadivasa tenI ALapaMpALa karIe chIe paNa cetanadeva gayA pachI tene upADavA kaI taiyAra nathI. chevaTe zeThe DrAIvarane amuka rakama ApI, pachI maDadAne zamazAne laI gayA. tene peTrola chAMTIne bALI mUkayuM. A yuvAna putranuM mRtyu thayuM tyAre je laI javA dIdhuM hota to A dazA Avata! A to maDadAnI vAta karI. zeThe 10 divase paNa maDadAne ApyuM to kharuM ne! ahIM jJAnI zuM samajAve che ke "jIvatA mANasane zmazAne mUkavA javAya nahi ane marelA mANasane gharamAM rakhAya nahi." game te vahAlasoyo ekane eka dIkare hoya to paNa mRtyu bAda tene gharamAM rakhAya nahi, ane cheka kAphara hoya, gharamAMthI lUMTI jato haya, sAte vyasanamAM pUra hoya chatAM evA dIkarAne mazAne mUkavA javAya nahi. A nyAya sAthe AtmAnI vAta karavI che. maDadA samAna pApo che. jIvanamAM karelI bhUle che. anaMtakALathI jIva pApa karato Avyo che. te jyAM jyAM game tyAM tyAM pApa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. kUtarAnA bhAvamAM gaye te bilADIne mAravAnA pApa karyA. bilADInA bhAvamAM pArevA ane uMdara Adi mAravAnA pApa karyA. are, cakalInA bhAvamAM paNa enI hiMsA karI. eka bhava te e batAvo ke jyAM pApa na karyA hoya. jIva badhA bhavamAM pApa karatA Avyo che. ekendriyamAMthI duHkhe veThato veThato akAmanirjarA karatA puNyano eka bhego thayo tyAre Aje A manuSyabhavamAM Avyo che. have A bhavamAM kaMIka samaje, DAhyA thAva. gharamAM, vepAradhaMdhAmAM, parivAranuM pAlana poSaNa karavAmAM, saMsAra calAvavAmAM te DAhyA che, A DahApaNa te A bhava pUratuM che. have AtmakalyANanA kAryo karavAmAM DahApaNa lAve. anaMtA bhavathI jIva pApa karatA Avyo che. "marelA mANasane gharamAM rakhAya nahi, tema pAne ApaNuM AtmagharamAM rakhAya nahi." je chokarAnA maDadAne gharamAM vadhu divasa rAkhyuM te durgadha chUTI gaI ane kalakala kIDA thaI gayA tema ApaNA AtmAe paNa pApane bhUlene, doSone AtmagharamAM pALI - piSIne saMgharavA jevA nathI. maDadAnI hAjarI jema gharamAM zekamaya vAtAvaraNa pedA kare che tema pAponI hAjarI ApaNA jIvanamAM kalezamaya vAtAvaraNa pedA kare che, pachI prasannatAbharyuM vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thavuM muzkela banI jAya che. maDadAne vadhu divasa rAkhatAM gaMdhAI uThayuM, emAM kIDA khadabadavA lAgyA eTale zeThe paNa tene gharamAM na rAkhyuM, tema je pApane AtmAmAMthI

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198 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi tema AtmAnI paNa kADhIzuM nahi ne saMgharI rAkhIzu. te maDadu' gadhAI uThayu' durgAMti thaze. pachI AtmAnu' ThekANu' nahi paDe. maDadAnI dugaMdha karatAM paNa pApAnI dudha teA anaMta gaNI vadhAre che. zeThane rAganA kAraNe dudha hAvA chatAM paNa gadha AvatI na hatI. camAravADe kAma karatA camAra jema cAmaDAnI durgaMdhathI TevAi gayA hAya che tema jIvA pApanI duga dhathI TevAI gayA che, eTale pApAnI vAsa AvatI nathI. jo pApAnI durgaMdha Ave te tene e rAkhe nahi. zeThane dudha AvI tA maDadAne gharamAM rAkhyuM. nahi tema pApAnI durgadha Ave te te pApane vAsarAvI de ane pharIne e pApA jIvanamAM na thAya tevA niNa ya kare. jenA janma che tenu mRtyu te che emAM vizeSatA nathI paNa mRtyu bAda tenA zarIrane gharamAM mUkI rAkhavu e teA meATI mUrkhAI che. gharamAM kacaro paDayo hoya teA kADhI nAMkhA che, e'ThavADa paNa tarata kADho cheA, teA pachI maDadAnA nikAla tA tarata ja karo ne! ApaNe badhA chadmastha chIe, eTale jIvanamAM bhUlA, pApA thaI jAya emAM Azcaya nathI paNa e pApa thayA pachI AtmagharamAM rAkhI mUkIe e mUrkhAI nahi teA khIjuM zuM ? mATe pApane saMgharaze| nahi, kacarAnI jema tarata ene bahAra kADhI nAMkheA. maDadu gharamAM rAkhyuM ne gadhAI UThayu' teA leAkeA lAkaDIo laIne mAravA AvyA tema tamAre paramAdhAmInA mAra khAvA javu' na heAya teA pApathI pAchA vaLeA. je pApa thaI gayA hAya tenI AleAcanA karo ane jatI ji DhagInA cheDA sudhArI leA. jiMdagI bhautika sukha mATe gumAvI dIdhI paNa temAM AtmAnu chu karyuM? koI vAra to AtmAne pUche ke AmAM meM mAruM' zuM karyu? cApaDAmAM jamAudhAranA khAtA pADA che tema eka AtmAnuM khAtuM pADe. koI vAra teA AtmAne pUche ke te, patnI mATe, putra parivAra mATe ghaNuM karyuM, paNa tArA mATe keTaluM karyu ? te khIjAne keTalA lUMTayA ? keTalA vizvAsadhAta karyAM ? bIjAne keTalA chetaryAM ? te AtmAnA jamA khAtAmAM kaMI dekhAze niha. badhuM udhAra dekhAze, jiMdagI nA karI dekhAze. jyAre A vAMcaze tyAre AMsu paDaze. karelAM pApAnA pastAvA thaze. TUMkamAM eTalu' yAda rAkho ke jIvatA mANasane zmazAne laI javAtA nathI ane marelA mANasane gharamAM koI rAkhatuM nathI, tema guNAne kayAreya bahAra kADhazeA nahi ane pApeAne sa'gharI rAkhaze nahi, jo pApAne saMgharI rAkhaze! te maDadAmAM asaMkhya kIDAo pedA thaI gayA tema A pApAmAM bIjA pApeA vadhatA jaro, pachI ene bahAra kADhavA khUba muzkela khanI jaze mATe bhUlanA lega aneA nahi ane kadAca bhUla thaI gaI te tene saMgharI rAkhavAnI bhUla tA kayAre paNa karatA nahi. teA jIvanamAM zAMti meLavI zakazo ane jIvanane ujjavaLa banAvI zakazo. te mATe bhagavAne kahyu` che ke ekAMta vAsaH- enA atha evA nathI ke badhAne gharanI bahAra kADhI mUka ane tuM ekalA rahe. A padanA atha evA che ke tu' badhAmAM rahevA chatAM eka che ane hu ekalA

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[ 1998 zAradA ziramaNi ] chuM. chatAM badhAmAM chuM. bhagavAne amane paNa kahyuM che ke huM mArA sAdhaka! tuM gAmamAM hoya ke nagaramAM heya, raNamAM hoya ke vanamAM heya, game tyAM hoya paraMtu badheya mahAvratanuM pAlana eka sarakhuM karavAnuM. ekAMtavAsane artha e che ke tuM manana, ciMtana kara ke " me sAro savA" zAzvata evo AtmA huM chuM, bAkI badhuM anitya che. A zarIra paNa mAruM nathI. je zarIra taddana najIkanuM saguM che. ahIM Ave tyAre dhana, mAla, mita, patnI, bALake badhuM mUkIne Ave che paNa zarIrane te sAthe laIne Ave che. e zarIrano paNa rAga rAkhavAne nathI. jyAre zarIrane rAga chUTe pachI bIje rAga paNa rahe nahi. chelle to A zarIrane paNa sarAvI devAnuM che. zAzvata eka mAro AtmA che. huM kaI bhUla karuM, mArAthI kaI pApanuM sevana thaI jAya tyAre samajaje ke huM ekalo nathI, mane ghaNuM jue che. eka vakhata gurUkULamAM tyAMnA gurUne savapna AvyuM ke atyAre tamArI pAse je UMcA vidyArthI che temAMthI eka devagatimAM, eka mekSamAM ane eka narakagatimAM jaze. gurUne ciMtA thaI ke mArI pAse bhaNanAro zuM narakamAM jaze ? atyAre traNa uMcA vidyArthIomAM eka rAjAne putra che, eka pradhAnane putra che ane eka nagarazeThane dIkare che. A traNamAM narakamAM keNa jaze? tenI gurUne ciMtA thaI, eTale temane parIkSA karavAnuM mana thayuM. gurUe ghauMnA loTane piMDa banAvIne tene traNa kukaDA banAvyA. A traNa vidyArthIone ApyA ane kahyuM ke dIkarAo! tamane A kukaDA ApuM chuM, te laIne jaMgalamAM jaje ane kaI paNuM dekhe nahi tevI jagAmAM jaIne kukaDAnuM mAthuM kApI nAkhaje. gurUnI AjJA tahata karIne traNe gayA. khUba dUra gayA. nagarazeThane dIkare eka jagAe beTho. ahIM keI nathI. mane ahIM keI jeze nahi paNa tarata manamAM vicAra Avyo ke meM jaina gurU bhagavaMte pAsethI sAMbhaLyuM che ke ApaNe koI paNa pApa karIe te jaghanya be koDa kevaLI utkRSTa nava koDa kevaLI tathA anaMtA siddha bhagavate jue che. pAtALamAM pesIne kara ke bheMyamAM pesIne kara paNa A badhA te samaye samaye jANI rahyA che, ane joI rahyA che. te huM kayAM jaIne kukaDAnuM mAthuM kApuM? mAre nathI kApavuM. tame dhaMdho karatA ho, kALA, dhoLA, mAyA, kapaTa, anIti karatA ho tyAre yAda Ave che ke huM A pApa karuM chuM te kevaLIbhagavaMte ane siddha bhagavaMto joI rahyA che ! pradhAnaputra thoDo AgaLa gayo. tyAM teNe joyuM ke ahIM manuSya kaI dekhAtA nathI. teo mane jatA nathI paNa jhADe beThelA paMkhIo te jue che. have mArAthI kapAya nahi. rAjAne dIkare cheDe vadhAre dUra gaye. joyuM te kaI dekhAtuM nathI, tarata kukaDAnuM mAthuM kApI nAMkhyuM. traNe pAchA AvyA. gurU rAjaputrane pahelA pUche che bhAI te zuM karyuM? gurUbhagavaMta! mane kaI jotuM nahotuM tyAM jaIne meM kukaDAnuM mAthuM kApyuM che. meM ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana barAbara karyuM che. rAjaputra vAta karatAM harakhAya che

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200] [ zAradA ziremaNi paNa gurUnA te hezakaza uDI gayA. temane thayuM ke A marIne narakamAM jaze. gurU kAMI belyA nahi. temanuM mukha paDI gayeluM joIne rAjaputra kahe che gurUdeva ! kema mukha paDI gayuM? meM ApanI AjJA pramANe jyAM mane koI jotuM nahotuM tyAM jaIne meM kukaDAnuM mAthuM kApyuM che. ziSya ! tane vicAra na Avyo ke bhale ahIM bIjuM kaI jotuM nathI paNa bhagavAna to mane dekhe che ne ! gurU gaMbhIra hatA te belyA nahi ke tuM narakamAM jaIza. pachI pradhAnaputrane bolAvyo. teNe kahyuM, mane kaI mAnava to jotA hetA paNa jhADe beThelA paMkhIo mane jotA hatA. eTale kukaDAnuM mAthuM kApyA vagara pAcho Avyo chuM. gurU samajI gayA ke A devalekamAM jaze. trIje nagarazeThane dIkare A -teNe kahyuM ke Ape mane kahyuM hatuM ke kaI dekhe nahi tyAM kukaDAnuM mAthuM uDAvaje, paNa mArA gurUdeva ! bIjA keI juve ke nahi paNa ja, be koDa kevaLI u0 nava koDa kevaLI ane anaMtA siddha bhagavaMte to mane joI rahyA che. eTale kukaDAnuM mAthuM kApyA vagara pAcho Avyo chuM. gurU samajI gayA ke nagarazeThane dIkare mekSamAM jaze pradhAna putra devalekamAM ane rAjaputra narakamAM jaze. vepAra dhaMdhA karatA, pApanI kriyA karatA ATaluM yAda rAkhajo ke kevaLI bhagavaMte te mane joI rahyA che to tamAro AtmA pApathI pAcho paDaze. je zAMti joItI hoya to ekAMtamAM vAsa kare ne pApabhIrU bano. vadhu avasare. caritra -puNyasArane tenA mAtApitAe khUba pUchyuM tyAre zaramAtA zaramAto be, bApujI! huM moTo thayo chuM. Apa mArA mATe sArI kanyAnI zodha karI che, te mArA mATe bIjI kaI kanyA zo nahi. mAre to A nagaramAM ratnasAra zeThanI dIkarI ratnasuMdarI che tenI sAthe lagna karavA che. mArA mATe kanyA juo to e kanyA jaje. jo tame mArI IcchA pUrI karavA mAMgatA ho to ATalI IcchA pUrI karo. zeTha kahe dIkarA, emAM te zI moTI vAta! A mATe tuM sUkAte jAya che? pitA kayAM jANe che ke te gurUkuLamAM bhaNato hato tyAre caDasA caDasI thaI che, ane teo vaTa para gayA che. zeTha kahe bhale, te zeTha paNa ApaNA jevA zrImaMta, AbarUdAra, khAnadAna zeTha che. saMpattimAM te aDadho iMca jeTalA nAnA kahevAya chatAM mAthuM mUkIza paNa duHkhane viSaya e che ke dIkarIvALA sAmethI kaheNa laIne Ave. chokarAvALA kahevA na jAya, chekarAvALA sAmethI kanyAnuM mAMgu levA jAya e theDI nAnapa lAge. chatAM chokaro haThe caDe che eTale zeThane hA pADavI paDI. dIkaro kahe che, jyAM sudhI Apa mane nakkI na karI Apo tyAM sudhI mAre khAvuM pIvuM nathI, dIkarA ! tuM zuM bole che? chokarIvALA ApaNe ghera mAMgu laIne Ave tenA badale tAruM mAMgu laIne jaIza to tArI kiMmata ghaTaze ane lagna pachI bhaviSyamAM je mana uMcuM nIcuM thaze te tarata meNuM mAraze ke tamAre garaja hatI to mane sAmethI levA AvyA hatA. zeTha game tevuM kahe chatAM puNyasAra pitAnA peTanI gupta vAta kaIne karato nathI.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ ra01 zeTha kahe-dIkarA! bhale, tArI IcchA pUrI karIza. dIkaro kahe-je thavuM hoya te thAya. Apa mane nakkI karI Ape. hA. tAruM nakkI karI ApIza. ema nahi, paNa Apa kayAre jaze? be cAra divasamAM. mane zeTha vizenI vAto te sAMbhaLavA de. zeTha kevA che, dhamaSTha che? khAnadAna che ? badhe abhiprAya meLavI lauM. kAraNa ke A te kuMbhAranA gharanuM hAMDaluM nathI ke te badalAvI zakAya. dIkarAe cAra divasanI mudata mAMgI. zeTha gaMbhIra che. te samaje che ke utAvaLA pagalA na bharAya. je kArya karIe te khUba vicArIne karavuM joIe. ratnasAra zeTha pratiSThita-AbarUdAra che. temane tyAM sAmA pagale dIkarA mATe javuM paDe che temAM nAnapa lAge che, paNa chokaro haThe caDhayo che. mAnato nathI, chevaTe puraMdara zeDa temanA sagAvahAlAne laIne ratnasAra zeThane tyAM gayA. dUrathI puraMdara zeThane AvatA joI ratnasAra zeTha sAmA gayA. padhAre... padhAre. bhale padhAryA zeThajI! pAvana karyuM ama geha; je AjJA hoya tuma taNI, pharamA dharI neha, Aje dhanya ghaDI, dhanya bhAgya, dhanya dina, ApanA punita pagalAM mAre ghera thayA. Aje garIbanI jhUMpaDI pAvana karI. mArA keTalA saddabhAgya, Aje mAre tyAM senerI divasa ugyo che. sukhI samRddha zeTha hovA chatAM keTalo viveka, vinaya ane DahApaNa che! A rIte bhAvabharyA haiyAnA umaLakAthI zeThanuM svAgata karyuM. jANe pAMca lAkhanI leTarI lAgI hoya te zeThane harakha thayo. cApANa karAvyA pachI rasAra pUche che, Apa mAre ghera kRpA karI padhAryA cho te Apa keI kAme AvyA hazo. ema na pUchayuM ke tame kema AvyA che? belavAmAM keTale upayoga ane viveka che! puraMdara zeTha manamAM vicAra kare che. huM Avyo chuM to kAme, paNa have mAre vAta karavI kevI rIte ? zeTha kevI rIte vAta karaze te avasare. zrAvaNa suda 9 ne guruvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 24 : tA. 25-7-85 anatajJAnI mahApurUSoe kahyuM che ke AtmA udarvagatimAM jAya ke adhogatimAM jAya e pitAnA karmothI jAya che. vaimAnika de urdhvagatimAM gaNAya. nArakI ane paramAdhAmI che te agati. ApaNe vasIe chIe e triloka. trichAlekamAM manuSa, tiryaMca, vANu yaMtara, jotiSI ane jamakA deve e badhA che. have udarvagAmI banavuM che ke adhagAmI banavuM che? ene AdhAra ApaNA karmo para che. manuSyanuM zarIra e mAtra hADa, cAma ane lehInuM bekhuM nathI paNa enI pAse kaI divya vastu che. AMtara vaibhava bharapura rahe che. e vaibhava tarapha mANasanI daSTi jAya, e vaibhavane pichANe te e potAnA jIvanane samRddha, suMdara ane AzAvaMta banAvI zake che. Aje moTA bhAganA mAnavIo pachI e udyoga patio hoya, meTA vahepArIo hoya ke milamAlika heya e badhA pote je kArya kare che tene vaitaruM samaje che, veTha

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202] (zAradA ziremaNi mAne che. e ema samaje che ke A jIvana maLyuM che to pUruM karavAnuM che. je kAMI pravRtti na karIe to jIvana kevI rIte jAya? ema samajI pitAnA jIvanakAryane sAmAnya ane turacha banAvI beThA che. AtmAnA AMtara vaibhavanI oLakhANa barAbara thAya to pachI saMsAranI dareka kiyA khAvAnI hoya ke sUvAnI hoya, paribhramaNanI hoya ke pravAsanI hoya to ema lAgaze ke A badhI kriyAo mArA dehane TakAvavA mATe che. dehanA rakSaNa mATe che. paNa deha dvArA je huM sAdhanA karuM te AtmAnA prakAzane pAmI zakuM chuM. A dehanI aMdara beThele AtmA prakAza puMja che. te AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banI zakavAne che. ItihAsamAM vAta Ave che. dInabaMdhu enyujha khUba sevAbhAvI ane dezabhakta hatA. te IglenDamAM zerIe zerIe pharatA ane je dArU pItA hoya, jugAra ramatA hoya emane dArU ane jugAranA bhayaMkara pariNAmo samajAvatA ane emane sudhAravA mATe prayatna karatA hatA. eka galImAM eka jugArI dArUDiyo hato. ene samajAvavA mATe dInabaMdhu reja Takera kare te A dArUDiyAne gamatuM nahi. eka divasa te gusse thaI gayo ane kahyuM--huM tamane be hAtha joDIne vinaMtI karuM chuM ke have tamAre upadeza baMdha kare. mAre tamAre upadeza sAMbhaLa nathI. mane tamArA bhagavAnamAM jarAya vizvAsa nathI, te pachI ja ne roja A eka ja vAta zA mATe kare che? dInabaMdhue eTalI zraddhAthI ne zAMtithI kahyuM-tArI vAta sAcI che. tene bhagavAnamAM vizvAsa nathI paNa bhagavAnane tArAmAM vizvAsa che. te bhagavAnamAMthI vizvAsa gumAvyo paNa bhagavAne haju tArAmAMthI vizvAsa gumAvyo nathI. pele mANasa A sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDI gaye. A zuM kahe che? Ape zuM kahyuM? pharIvAra belene ! meM tane kahyuM ke tane bhagavAnamAM vizvAsa nathI paNa bhagavAnane tArAmAM vizvAsa che. huM A jugArI, dArUDiye chatAM mArAmAM haju vizvAsa che ! hA. prabhu jANe che ke hajAro varSo june gADha aMdhakAra hoya paNa tyAM prakAzane saMbhava che. guphAmAM bhale hajAro varSo june aMdhakAra hoya paNuM prakAza kadI hArato nathI, prakAza thatAM emAM ajavALuM phelAI jAya che. mAnavInA hRdayamAM game teTaluM aMdhAruM hoya, jIvanamAM game teTalA vyasane ke kharAbIo bharelA hovA chatAM keI nimitta maLatAM eka divasa sAcA raste AvI jAya che. arjuna mALI ke pApI hatuM. tenA jIvanamAM ke gADha aMdhakAra hato paNa bhagavAnane saMga thatAM tenA jIvanane aMdhakAra dUra thayene prakAza patharAI gaye. mAnavI bahArathI game te kharAba dekhAto hoya paNa tenA AtmAmAM AMtaravaibhava te chUpAyele paDyo che, te nimitta maLatAM pragaTa thaI jAya che. duniyAmAM kaI e mANasa nahi maLe ke jenA jIvanamAM AMtaravaibhavanA anubhavanI IcchA na jAgI heya ! A IcchAne jema jema khAtara maLatuM jAya, siMcana maLatuM jAya tema tema e vadhAre prajvalita bane che. jIvananuM dhyeya jaDI jAya te AtmAmAM chupAyele AMtaravaibhava pragaTa karavAnI

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zAradA zizamaNi ] ( 203 AkAMkSA vadhu ne vadhu vadhatI jAya. Aje mAnavI e AMtaravaibhavane bhUlI gayA che ane duniyAnI tuccha vastuo sAthe joDAI gayA che. e joDANanA kAraNe te AtmAnA vaibhavane prApta karI zakatA nathI. plaganuM joDANu vidyutapravAhathI judu' paDI jAya teA balba hovA chatAM tyAM prakAza thatA nathI. plaga jyAre mahAna vidyutapravAha sAthe joDAya che tyAre e nAnakaDo khakha prakAzathI jhagamagI uThe che. alma nAnakaDo che, emAM mAtra sAmAnya tAMmAnA tAra hAya che paNa jyAre enu' joDANu vIjaLI sAthe thAya che tyAre tarata enAmAM tejane sa'cAra thAya che. je tAra sAme tamejoI zakatA hatA tenI sAme have mITa paNa mAMDI zakatA nathI. e prakAzathI tamArI AMkha aMjAI jaze. khalma ahI' che paNa enu' joDANa meATA pAvara hAusa sAthe thayu' ane pAvarahAusanuM teja A ama AvI gayuM. ApaNuM jIvana balba jevu' che. enuM joDANu prakAzamaya AtmA sAthe thAya te prakAzathI sabhara banI jAya. mANusa jyAre AtmA sAthenuM joDANa gumAvI de che ane duniyAnI tuccha vastuo sAthe joDANa kare che tyAre te eka sAmAnya mANasanI kakSAmAM gaNAya che, pachI teA AhAra, nidrA, bhAga ane parigrahanA Dhagale vadhArI prasiddhi meLavavAnI doDAdoDamAM enu jIvana pUruM kare che. ApaNI A jIvanayAtrA 25-50 ke 100 varSoMnI nathI paNu anaMtakALathI zarU thayelI che. A manuSyabhava tA eka visAme che. ahIthI ApaNe prayANu paNa anaMta tarapha karavAnuM che. ApaSNu jIvana 70 varSanuM hoya ke seA varSanuM hoya paNa e eka ArAma levAnu' sthAna che. ApaNI yAtrAnA aMta nathI. A zarIra to pa`cabhUtamAMthI utpanna thayu che ne emAM maLI javAnu che, paNa AtmAne to satata AgaLa vadhavAnu che. AtmA e yAtrika che. jyAM sudhI ApaNA AtmAnI jyeAti niLa ane ujjavaLa na ane tyAM sudhI A yAtrA cAlu rahevAnI. te mATe sAdhanAnI jarUra che. jemanu jIvana guNeAthI prakAzita che evA AnaMda zrAvakanA vANijaya gAmanI mahAra kallAka nAmanA saMniveza che. kallAka sa`nivezanI vizeSatA eTalA mATe batAvI che ke ApaNA zAsananAyaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne pahelI geAcarI atula brAhmaNunA gherathI A nagarImAMthI maLI hatI tema ja bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA paMcama gaNadhara sudharmAM svAmInI A janmabhUmi hatI. A nagaranA leAkeA sukhI, saraLa ane bhadrika hatA. A nagara kevuM hatuM ? " riddhisthimiya gAya pAsArINa rikaLikne amirane Dine Rddha eTale yAM dhana, jana, bhavana Adi khUba vRddhi pAmelA hoya te Rdha-riddhivAna kahevAya che. stiAmata eTale kapaTI, cAra, durAcArI, AdinA bharyAthI je sathA rahita hoya tene stimita kahe che eTale A nagaramAM koI jAtanA bhaya nahAtA. vaLI A sa`nivesa kevA hatA ? prAsAdIya-je nagaramAM jatAM manane prasannatA prApta thAya, azAMta mana zAMta banI jAya tene prAsAdIya kahe che. dunIya-jenu dana AnadakAraka che, jene

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204 ] | zAradA ziremaNi jotAM AnaMda maLe ane je jevA yogya hoya tene darzanIya kahe che. je manane game te hoya te abhirUpa ane ekadama anupama suMdara hoya tene pratirUpa kahe che. A zabdo dvArA zAstrakAra e batAve che ke A kellAka saMniveza e samayamAM dhanamAM, mANamAM, sadAcAramAM ane suMdaratAmAM khUba AgaLa vadhelo hate. vANijya nagarInA evA bhAgyeya che ke temanI AjubAjunA nagaronI vastI paNa sArI hatI. AnaMda gAthApati jevA sukhI, samRddha, IjajatavAna ane AbarUdAra hatA tevA temanA mitro, jJAtijane, snehIo, saMbaMdhIo kallAka saMnivezamAM vaselA che. AnaMda gAthA5tinA sagAsaMbaMdhI, mitro badhA keTalAka saMnivezamAM rahetA hatA. kellAka puNyavAna nagara che. je nagaranI caDhatI thavAnI hoya te nagaramAM lokone rAgadveSa ochA hoya, keInI caDhatI joIne IrSA na kare. eka kUvAnA kAMThe kheDUta baLada sAthe haLa jeDIne khetara kheDI rahyo hato. kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhIne baLadane pANI pIvaDAvato hato. te samaye eka bhAI deDatA AvyuM ane bUmo pADavA lAgyA. kheDUta! kheDUta samajI gayo ke A bhAI kAMI pUchavA mAgata hoya evuM lAge che. teNe baLadane ubhA rAkhyA. kheDUta AvanAra bhAInA mukhanA hAvabhAva ane rekhA joIne samajI gaye ke A mANasa kevo che? AvanAra mANasa pUche che bhAI ! A gAmanI vastI kevI che? cakara mANasa sAmA mANasanI raheNI kaheNI, bolavuM, cAlavuM, jeIne pArakhI jAya ke A mANasa kevo che? kheDUte pelA bhAIne pUchayuM-bhAI! tamAruM nAma zuM? tame kayAMthI AvyA che? AvanAra mANase kahyuMhuM mArA gAmathI kaMTALIne Avyo chuM. mArA gAmamAM eka paNa mANasa sAre ke sadguNI nathI. jyAM sArA mANaso vasyA hoya tyAM mAre rahevuM che. huM tamArI salAha lauM chuM, ke tame vasyA che te gAma kevuM che ! huM sArA gAmanI zodhamAM chuM. kheDUta samajI gayo ke pAMca pacIsa mANasane kharAba kahe te ThIka paNa A kahe che ke gAmamAM eka mANasa paNa sAro nathI mATe e ja sAre nathI. keI kahe-mArA sAsu-sasarA, jeTha-jeThANI, naNaMda badhA kharAba che. je AkhA gharanAne kharAba kahe e pite ja kharAba hoya. kheDUte vicAra karyo ke mAruM gAma to sarasa che paNa temAM je eka aMgAro AvI jaze to gAmanA badhAne kharAba karaze. kheDUte kahyuM bhAI! A gAma kharAba che, ema kahyuM eTale pile cAlyA gaye. | svadoSadarzanane prabhAvaH-A kheDUtanI sAthe tene yuvAna dIkare ubho hato. tene krodha Avyo. mArA pitA ApaNA gAmanuM vAMkuM kema bole che? te kahe che gAmanA mANase sArA nathI to zuM badhA kharAba che? tene khUba gusso Avyo. kuhADI laIne mArA bApane mAruM, paNa thoDIvAra te khamI gaye. tyAM thoDI vAre bIje mANasa tyAMthI nIkaLyo. teNe pUchayuM bhAI! A nagaramAM kevA mANaso vase che? bhAI! tamAre zuM

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[ 205 zAradA ziremaNi] kAma che? bhAI! mAre svabhAva, mArI prakRti sArI nathI. tamAruM gAma sAruM hoya ne huM vasavATa karuM to bIjAne paNa kharAba karuM. kheDUta kahe bhAI ! Apa sukhethI mArA gAmamAM vase. A5 Ave. ame ApanuM hArdika svAgata karIe chIe. tame kahe che ke hu sAro nathI, mATe Apa sArA cho. tamArA mukha para saraLatA, saumyatA, gaMbhIratA dekhAI Ave che. kadAca kIdha AvI gayo haze paNa tene Apane pazcAtApa che. Apa kaho cho ke mArAmAM avaguNano pAra nathI mATe Apa guNavAna cho. Apa amArA gAmamAM vasa. ApanA saMgamAM rahevAthI leke pitAnA doSa jevAnI kaLA zIkhaze. A badhI vAta yuvAna putra sAMbhaLI. teNe kahyuM pitAjI! Ape ekane vidAya karyo ane ekane vasavAnuM kaho cho. Ama kema? dIkarA ! pahele mANasa AvyA te jhagaDAkhora hato. huM satya vAta kahuM to e A gAmamAM rahe. tenA rahevAthI jhagaDA vadhe, mATe meM asatya bolIne tene vidAya karyo. A mANasa khUba saraLa ane bhadrika che. te bIjAnA doSane joto nathI ane pitAnI nAnI bhUlane moTA rUpamAM lAvIne tene ekarAra kare che. kevI rIte? nyAyathI samajIe. ApaNuM AMkha che e zuM kAma kare che? javAnuM, paNa sAMbhaLavAnuM ke suMghavAnuM kAma karatI nathI. rastAmAM kacarAnA DhagalA paDyA hoya te e DhagalAne AMkha jaze kharI paNa e kacarAne grahaNa karaze nahi. tene pitAnAmAM pravezavA nahi de. grahaNa karaze nahi, eTaluM ja nahi paNa manamAM tenA vicArone paNa rAkhaze nahi. A vizeSatAne kAraNe AMkha pitAnA astitvane surakSita rAkhI zake che. AMkhe jovAnuM kAma karyuM paNa te kahe, mAre manamAM rAkhavAnI zI jarUra? kacarAnA DhagalA samAna ATha karmanA mATA DhagalA paDyA che. krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga, dveSa, e badhA kacarAnA DhagalA che. kacarAnA DhagalA te tyAM ne tyAM paDyA raheze. tame joyAM eTale tamArI sAthe nahi Ave, tyAre A kacarAnA DhagalA to AtmAnI sAthe bhegA jAya che. A kacarAne kacarA tarIke nihALe jarUra, paNa tene AtmAmAM pravezavA dezo nahi. ApaNo AtmA te svataMtra che. e svabhAvamAM hoya tyAre keImAM joDAtA nathI. saMsAramAM aneka jInI sAthe vasatA aneka prakAranA prasaMgo banatA hoya che. emAMthI keTalAya prasaMgomAM ApaNI irachA na hoya chatAM bhAga levo paDe che. AvA saMgamAM e prasaMgothI rAgadveSane kacaro AtmAmAM na peisI jAya enI takedArI rAkhavAnI che. AtmA pitAnAsvagharamAM rahe tyAre A kacare emAM pesI zakatuM nathI. AMkha dvArA jevuM, kAna dvArA sAMbhaLavuM, nAkathI suMghavuM, jIbhathI khAvuM, emAM pApa nathI paNa e IndriyanA viSayemAM vikAra Avyo to samajavuM ke pApa AvyuM. jamavA beThA, dALabhAta, roTalI, zAka, pApaDa adhuM khAdhuM paNa je tenA svAdamAM Asakta banyA te karmabaMdhana thayuM paNa khAtAM e vicAra karyo ke he AtmA! tAre savabhAva aNuhAraka che. e padane huM kayAre meLavIza? kayAM sudhI mAre khAvuM paDaze ? AvA bhAva Ave to karma baMdha eAchA thAya.

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206] [ zAradA ziremaNi AMkha kacarAne dekhe che chatAM pitAnAmAM dAkhala thavA detI nathI tema krodhAdi kaSAyenA, tathA rAga dveSanA kacarAnA DhagalA paDyA che tene AtmagharamAM pravezavA deze nahi. je emAM AtmAnuM joDANa nahi karIe te karmabaMdhana nahi thAya. nahi te Dagale ne pagale mane eNe Ama karyuM ane Ama kahyuM emane mArI bhUla dekhAya che, pitAnI bhUla dekhAtI nathI. A rIte kaSAyane vaza thaIne karma bAMdhyA karaze. devo tuM tArA niyamita joje, jAgRta rahI tArA manaDAne je, joje bane nA tArI jiMdagI nakAmI, gamatI nathI A ujaLI gulAmI karmanA, kaSAyenA DhagalA tArI sAme Ave tyAre tuM jAgRta raheje. tArAmAM tene AvavA daIza nahi. je A kaLAmAM ApaNe saphaLa thaI jaIe te vinA kAraNe lAgatA aDhaLaka pApothI jarUra bacI jaIe. have bIjI vAta karuM. AMkha kacarAne pravezavA detI nathI paNa AMkhamAM AMjavA jevuM aMjana, surame hoya te AMje che. kAraNa ke emAM enI rakSA rahelI che. kSamA, dayA, nirlobhatA, samatA Adi guNa surakSA jevA che. e guNene AtmAmAM grahaNa karaze. AMkha levA jevuM le che ane cheDavA jevuM cheDI de che. tema kharAba prasaMge Ave te mana para tenI asara na thavA devI, ane sArA prasaMgo jevAnI taka maLatI hoya te enI mana para asara thavA devI tethI AtmA pavitra raheze. pelo kacare je paDa rahe ane temAMya varasAda paDe te emAMthI durgadha Avaze, tema je karma kacaro AtmA para bhego thaze to durgadha mAraze ane e karmo jIvane durgatimAM dhakelI deze. bhavabhIrU banavA mATe kaSAyane jItavAnI jarUra che. aghora sAdhanA karatA hoya paNuM je kaSAya jItI na zakayA hoya te sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA maLatI nathI. mATe kaSAne jItavAnI jarUra che. mohanIya karmanA be bheda. darzana mehanIya ane cAritra mehanIya. darzana mehanIyanI traNa prakRti-mithyAtva mehanIya, samakita mohanIya ane mizra mehanIca ane cAritra mehanIyanI anaMtAnubaMdhInI cekaDI, A darzana saptaka cothe guNasthAnake jItAya eTale samakita pAmyo, paNuM cAritra te dezathI pAMcame guNa sthAnake ane sarvathI chaTTa guNasthAnake pAme. samakti che tyAM cAritra hoya kharuM ane na paNa hoya. cAritra hoya tyAM samakita avazya heya. A vezadhArI cAritryanI vAta nathI paNa bhagavAne je cAritranI vAta karI che te cAritranI vAta che. evuM cAritra heya tyAM samakita hoya. " moLuM ti naM sati pAtA" AcAraMgasUtramAM paNa bhagavAna belyA che ke jyAM munidharma (saMyama) che tyAM samakti che. apramatta saMyati banyA pachI jIva AThamuM guNasthAnaka spaze, tyAM jIva be zreNI mAMDe che. upazama ane lapaka. upazama zreNIvALo jIva caDhatAM caDhatAM navame, dazame thaI agIyArame Ave, tyAM je kALa kare te anuttara vimAnamAM jAya ane sthiti pUrNa thAya te tyAMthI paDIvAI thAya ane lAnI vasti na thAya te pahelA guNaThANa sudhI pahoMcI jAya paka zreraNIvALe jIva zakSA mA kAmathI jAvA nI zI zani jA jA ke zubhAI joza

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 207 mohanIya karmane sarvathA nAza karIne AvyA hovAthI vitarAga heya che, chatAM te chadmasthA hoya che. kAraNa ke jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya ane aMtarAya A karmone nAza karavAne bAkI hoya che. bAramA guNasthAnane sparzatA nidrAnidrA, pracalA pracalA ane thiguddhinidrA A traNe prakRti khape. pachI tenI sthitinA be samaya bAkI rahe che tyAre pahelA samaye nidrA ane pracalA A be darzanAvaraNayanI prakRti nAza thAya che. mehanIya kSaya to thayo che. have pajJAnAvaraNayanI darzanAvaraNayanI 4 bAkI rahI che ane pAMca aMtarAyanI A 14 prakRtiono kSaya bAramA guNasthAnanA chelA samaye ane temAM guNasthAnanA pahelA samaye thatAM sarvajJa sarvadazI banI jAya che. A padane prApta karavA mATe koI aNumUlI taka heya te A mAnava jIvana che. A maLelA avasarane cUkazo nahi. avasara tarI javAne pharIne nahi maLe. avatAra mAnavIne pharIne nahi maLe. mahApurUSe Takora kare che te AtmAo! bhavasAgarane tarI javAno avasara tane, pharI pharIne nahi maLe. samaju AtmA to eka Take re cakara banI jAya che. pApI AtmAo paNa eka Takare cakara banI gayA che. zeThane eka dIkaro hate. khUba lADakoDamAM ucherIne moTo karyo. zeTha zeThANIe dIkarAne bhaNAvI gaNAvI hoMziyAra karyo, paNa te chokare kusaMge caDhI gayo. saMga kare te sArAno karajo, khoTAne karaze nahi. kharAba mANasanI seAbata jIvane patananA raste laI jAya che. A chokare kusaMgathI dArU pIto thaI gayA, jugAra ramato thaI gayA, are! sAte vyasanamAM pUro thaI gaye, dArU pIve, jugAra rama, hoTalanA khANIpINu khAvA mATe paisAnI te jarUra paDe. eTale gharamAMthI pisA upADI jAya, na maLe te corIne dhaMdhe kare, Akho divasa bahAra phare, paisAnI jarUra paDe tyAre ghera Ave, mAtApitA ghaNI zikhAmaNa Apa, dIkarA ! ApaNuM kuLa kayuM ? jAti kaI? tane A dhaMdho zobhe? tuM kaMIka te samaja paNa dIkaro mAnato nathI. samaya jatAM zeThe mAMdA paDyA. temane aMtima samaya hatuM tyAre chokarAne kahevaDAvyuM ke dIkarA ! eka vAra te ghera Ava. tArA pitAne aMtima samaya che. teo tane bahu jhaMkhe che. badhAe bahu kahyuM eTale ghera te A . aMtima samaye paNa pitAne e bhAvanA hatI ke mArA dIkarAnuM jIvana sudhare to sAruM. zeTha kahe dIkarA! mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLIza? chokare kahe, huM kAMI sAMbhaLavAno nathI. zeThANI kahe, dIkarA ! tArA bApane chele dhAsa che, atyAre to temane saMtoSa Apa. mAre kaI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. na sAMbhaLe to kAMI nahi, huM tane eka vAta karuM. mAre tane keI niyama Apavo nathI ke upadeza deve nathI. mAtra mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLa huM marI javuM pachI bIje dvivase tamArI kaMpanImAM jugAra ramatA hoya te badhAne jama javalA jANI lo te bane Athi che bilAthI lAbha ane bhAI

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208 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi moTI pArTI Apaje. jamADaje. chokarAne vicAra thayo ke A mArA bApujI bole che. teo Ama kema kahetA haze ? teo te jugAranA kaTTara virodhI che. dIkarA ! tane satya vAta kahuM chuM. dIkarAne vAta karI ne pachI bIjI bhalAmaNa patnIne karI. putrane sudhAravA pitAne kami : zeTha te phAnI duniyA choDIne cAlyA. badhA agnisaMskAranI kriyA patAvI ghera AvyA. bIje divase gAmamAM jeTalA jugArIo hatA te badhAne zeThane ghera AvavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM ! badhAnA manamAM thAya ke ApaNA zeThe AvuM zA mATe karyuM haze ? je jugAranA sakhata virodhI hatA. chatAM badhAne AmaMtraNa ApyuM. ghera badhAne mATe taiyArIo thaI. zeThANIe zuM karyuM ? badhA jugArIone jyAM jamavA besADavAnA hatA te rUmamAM zo kabATamAM badhA dAgInA goThavI dIdhA. badhA jugArIo jamavA beThA. jamatAM jamatAM temanI najara che kabATamAM paDI, badhA zo kabATamAM jetA jAya ane raDatAM jAya. potAnI jAtane dhikkAratA jAya. ahAhA.A pApInA pApane piSavA dAgInA gIrave mUkyA hatA ! be cAra nahi paNa badhAya jugArIyAnI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA, tyAre A chokarAe pUchayuM-Apa AvyA cho emAMthI kaI mArA bApujInA sagAvahAlA te nathI chatAM badhA raDe che zA mATe? bhAI ! ame A zo kabATane joIne rahIe chIe. A pApIoe pApane piSavA amArA dAgInA gIrave mUkyA che. keIe 10 varSathI, keIe 15 te kaI e 25 varSathI mUkyA che. chatAM haju ame cheDAvI zakatAM nathI. amArI bena-dIkarIo badhA ratA rahI gayA. je tuM pelA dAgInA para nAma vAMca. mAruM nAma lakheluM che. ema kahIne badhA batAvavA lAgyA. badhAne pitAne pUrva bhUtakALa yAda AvyuM. kyAM amArA te samayanA sukha! kayAM atyAranA dukha ! AjJAnI avagaNanA chatAM pitAnuM vAtsalya : mArA pitAe mane sudhAravA mATe ghaNI zikhAmaNa ApI chatAM meM temanI zikhAmaNa mAnI nahi. temanI AjJAnI sadA avagaNanA karI. chevaTe aMtima samaye mane sudhAravA mATe pAse bolAvyA, tyAre paNa meM temanI vAta sAMbhaLI nahi ane pitAne aMtima samaye paNa huM saMtoSa ApI zakyo nahi. mane sudhAravA mATe A gupta kimiyo gaThabe lAge che. zuM mArA pratye pitAno prema ! zuM pitAnuM vAtsalya ! teo mane samajAvI gayA ke je mAruM hatuM te badhuM te te phanA karI nAkhyuM. have phakta rahevA mATe A eka ghara rahyuM che te sAcavaje. tene vyasananI latamAM gIrave mUkI AvIza nahi, to tuM sukhI thaIza. bakarAnI AMkha UghaDI gaI. te ThekANe AvI gayo. A badhA raDe che evA divase mAre nathI lAvavA. mane sudhAravA mATenI A mUMgI zikhAmaNa che. choko sudharI gaye. eka Takere cakara banI gaye. ApaNe AtmA anaMtakALathI rakhaDato Avyo che. tene gurU bhagavaMte ghaNuM samajAve che chatAM AtmA samajatA nathI. tyAre tenI sAme narakanA duHkhenuM varNana karyuM. niMryaca

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zAradA ziremaNi] 209 chanI parAdhInatAnuM varNana karyuM. badhA duHkhe rajU karyA. te AtmA! have tAre evA duHkhe bhegavavA javuM na hoya to samayane oLakhI le, ane sAdhanA karI le. A kalAka saMniveza eTaluM raLiyAmaNuM zahera hatuM ke jene jotAM badhAnA manamAM apUrva zAMti thatI. tyAM AnaMda gAthApati jevA sukhI, samRddha mitro, jJAtijane vase che. have temane bhAgyasitAre camakavAne che tethI tyAM keNa padhAraze te bhAva avasare. caritra :- ratnasAra zeThe kahyuM, zeThajI! Apa kaI kAme AvyA haze. vagara kAme te ApanA punita pagalA hoya nahi, te Apa vinA saMkoce je kAme AvyA te pharamAveApanA mukha parathI evuM lAge che ke Apa manamAM saMkeca rAkhe che. Apa jarA paNa saMkoca na rAkhazo. je hoya te Apa khuzIthI kahe. A sevakane e kAmane lAbha ApavA kRpA kare. ratnasAra zeThe khUba kahyuM eTale zeTha ullAsamAM AvI gayA. manamAM thayuM ke satya vAta pragaTa karyA vinA kAma nahi thAya. chAza levI ane doNuM saMtADavI e kevI rIte bane? chevaTe zeTha kahe che ke huM zubha kAme AvyuM chuM, mane zraddhA che ke Apa jarUrathI mane e mATe hA pADaze. huM ne tame keTalA varSothI mitro te chIe. e mitrAcArIne saMbaMdha kAyama jALavI rAkhavA mATe eka vAta karavA Avyo chuM. tamane mArA vevAI banAvavA che - Apa jANe che ke mAre ekano eka dIkare che. te bhaNIgaNIne 72 kaLAmAM hoMziyAra thayo che. te have yuvAna thayo che. tenA mATe ghaNI kanyAo Ave che. ghaNuM kAlAvAlA kare che paNa mane ema thayuM ke tame mArA jUnA mitra che te tamArI dIkarI sAthe mArA dIkarAnuM sagapaNa karIe te sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe. tamArI dIkarI DAhI, guNayala ane hoMziyAra che. je tenuM sagapaNa mArA dIkarA sAthe thAya te temanI saMsAranI gADI barAbara cAle. Aja sudhI Apa mArA mitra hatA, have mAre tamane mArA vevAI banAvavA che. bele, zubha kAmamAM Apa mane sAtha Apazo ne? ratnasAra te A sAMbhaLI hebatAI gayA. A zeTha zuM bole che ? temanA pagamAM paDI emane kAlAvAlA karIe te paNa mArI dIkarI temanA ghera na hoya. jemanuM dezamAM nAma hoya, rAjA paNa jene mAna Ape tevA zeTha hAlI cAlIne mArA ghera AvIne mArI dIkarInuM mAMgu kare ! mArI dIkarI keTalI bhAgyazALI ne puNyazALI kahevAya! mAre tyAM piso te ghaNe che. mane dhananI bhUkha nathI paNa A zeThane tyAM dIkarI devAmAM e AnaMda che ke zeTha-zeThANI khUba dharmiSTha che. 360 divasa sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, cauvihAra te hoya ja. mahinAmAM cha cha pauSadha kare. temanI lakSmI saMsAranA kAryamAM bahu juja vaparAya che. jhAjhI lakSamI dAnamAM vaparAya che. dAnanI saritA te temanA AMgaNe vahyA kare che. AvA dharmadhuraMdhara, sadAcArI, dAnavIra puNyavAna zeThane ghera mArI dIkarI hoya? 14

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210 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi ratnasAra zeThane te khUba AnaMda thayo. mArI dIkarI nagarazeThanI putravadhU banaze! puraMdara zeTha kahe, eka vAra tamArI dIkarI levAnI mArI IcchA che. ratnasAra zeThanA haiyAmAM AnaMda ane harSanA bhAvo eTalA uchaLatA hatA ke bolavA mATe temanI pAse koI zabdo nahotA. puraMdara zeTha kahe, kema zeTha! kAMI belyA nahi? mArI vAta tamane na gamI ? are zeTha ! e zuM bolyA ? kayAM tame ne kayAM huM ! tamArI e mAMgaNI kevI rIte nA pADI zakuM! A to mAre AvavuM joIe tenA badale tame AvyA che. mAruM AvuM saubhAgya kayAMthI! to tame hA pADI che ema mAnuM ne! hA, AjathI mArI dIkarI tamArI. A badhI vAta ratnasuMdarI aMdara rUmamAM UbhI UbhI sAMbhaLatI hatI. tene puNyasAra je pati maLe to temAM bhAgyavAna mAnata, paNa AMTI paDI gaI che. badhuM ukelavuM sahela che paNa AMTI ukelavI muzkela che. teNe joyuM ke mArA pitA te khUba AnaMdamAM AvI gayA che, eTale haju tene bolAvI nathI te pahelAM te te bahAra AvI tenA manamAM te jhALa UThI che, AvIne te jurasAmAM bolavA lAgI : muja sagapaNa je thAe ehathI, te caDe mujane ALa, 'ra kadI huM nahi paraNuM puNyasArane, e muja manaDAnI hAma. ratnasAra kahe beTA ! tuM A zuM bole che? atyAra sudhI meM tane kadI UMcA sAde belatI sAMbhaLI nathI ane Aje A zeTha beThA che chatAM tuM A rIte bole che temAM mAruM gaurava haNAya che. dIkarI ! kaMIka vicAra kara. tArA baDA bhAgya hoya tyAre AvuM ghara ne vara maLe. bApujI! huM samajI-vicArIne boluM chuM. zeThane mATe mane khUba mAna che. temane huM mArA pitA samAna mAnuM chuM, paNa huM temanA dIkarA sAthe lagna karavA jarAya tauyAra nathI. dIkarI ! tane bolatAM jarAya zarama nathI AvatI ? AmAM A zeThanuM ane tenA dIkarAnuM haDahaDatuM apamAna thAya che. dIkarIne bApa jhaMkhavANo paDI gaye. te raDI paDyA. zeTha! mArI dIkarI nAlAyaka nIkaLI. Apa sAme beThA che chatAM AvuM bole che? sarpane dUdha pAya te jhera thAya tema A dIkarIne keTalA lADakoDamAM ucherI, saMskAra ApyA, keLavaNI ApI, teya AvI nIkaLI ! zeTha vicAramAM paDayA che. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa suda 10 ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM-25 : tA. 26-7-85 samatAnA sAdhaka, mamatAnA mAraka, anaMtaguNanA dhAraka evA bhagavAne bhavya ane upadeza ApatA samajAvyuM ke A mAnava jIvana aNumela dhanane khajAno che. tamArA mAnelA dhananI vAta nathI A te AdhyAtmika dhananI vAta che. tamAre khajAne hIrA, mANeka, nIlama, metI, sonuM, panA AdithI bharapura hoya che, tema A jIvana rUpI khajAnAmAM samyak jJAna, darzana, cAritra, kSamA, saraLatA, nirlobhatA Adi amUlya

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 211 A khajAnAnI sa'patti bharelI che. AvA suMdara majAnA khajAnA hAthamAM AvyA pachI saMbhALa na rAkhIe ane jema tema veDaphI daIe te A jIvanadhana hArI jaI zu.... AdhyAtmika dhananA khajAnAne sAcavavA mATe jJAnIoe upAya batAvyA che. zAnti tulyaM tapeo nAsti, na saMtoSAntaraM sukham / na tRSNAyAH paro vyAdhiH na ca dharmo dayA paraH // saMskRta subhASitakAre paNu kahyu` che ke A jagatamAM uttama tapa hoya te zAMti' che. koIpaNa tapa zAMtinI tulanAmAM AvI zakatA nathI. zAnti samabhAvamAMthI utpanna thAya che. zAMti hAya tyAM svArthInuM nAmanizAna rahetuM nathI. azAMtine ubhI karanAra svA che. svAbhAvanA jAya ane niHsvArtha bhAvanA Ave eTale ApeAApa jIvanamAM zAMti AvI jAya che, ane te jIvanane dhanya banAvI de che. aghAra tapa sAdhanA karanAra tapasvI paNa jo azAntinI AgamAM baLatA hAya tA enA bhavAnIpara parA vadhatI jAya che mATe kahyu` che ke zAMti samAna kAI tapa nathI. AtmAne parama zAMti te saka nA kSaya thayA pachI maLe che. A sthiti meAkSamAM heAya che. A zAMti meLavavA mATe apramattadazA keLavavI paDe che. bIjA paTTamAM kahyu` che ke saMtASa samAna sukha nathI. tame badhA zu' Icche che ? cAhe garIba hoya, madhyama hoya ke zrIma'ta hoya, badhA sukhane Icche che. te sukha mATe AtmA jagatanA bhautika sAdhanAmAM phAMphAM mAre che paNa jJAnI kahe che ke bhautika sAdhanAmAM sukhanI zodha karanAra mAnavI mArga bhUlelA musApharanI jema sukhane badale duHkha meLave che. jo tamane sukhanI AkAMkSA hAya, sukha meLavavAnI tamannA jAgI hAya tA jagatanA padArtho parathI tamArI STine dUra karI do. maLe teTalAmAM saMtASa mAnavAnI manevRtti keLavI le. A jagatamAM sa`teASathI AgaLa vadhIne khIjuM koI sukha nathI. puNIyA zrAvaka pAse kaiTalI saMpatti hatI ? chatAM te sukhI hatA. ane mammaNa zeTha pAse ghaNu dhana hovA chatAM te du:khI hatA, kAraNa ke tenA jIvanamAM saMteSa na hatA. jyAre puNIyA zrAvaka khUba saMteSI hatA. kadAca puNyAye khaMgaleA, TI. vI. phrIja, vIDIyeA, badhuM maLI jAya ane Adhunika jamAnAnI navInavI sAmagrIethI tamArA rUma bharAI jAya, chatAM tenAthI tame sukhI banI zakaze nahi. jema jema padArthoM maLatA jaze tema tema tamArI bhautika bhUkha bhaDake baLatI jaze, mATe saMteSane tamArA jIvananA mudrAlekha banAvI leA ane vadhu ne vadhu meLavavAnI AMdhaLI doTa echI karo; pachI tamane lAgaze ke huM mahAna sukhI chuM. trIjA padamAM kahyu` che ke tRSNA jevI vyAdhi nathI. jagatamAM moTAmAM meATA rAgeA kayA ? tame kaheze| ke kensara, TI.bI., bhaga`dara, A sivAya bIjA asAdhya rogonA nAma tame ApazeA, paNa e asAdhya rogA jo azAtA vedanIya zAMta thaze teA kadAca maTI jaze paNa eka evA bhayakara asAdhya roga che ke jenA koI upAya nathI. enuM nAma

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212] [ zAradA ziremaNi che tRSNA. AtmAnA dvAre tRNAnA teraNe laTaktA heya tyAM mAnavInA manane zAMti kyAMthI maLe? mammaNa pAse keTalI saMpatti hatI! koDa taiyAnI pucha hevA chatAM mUzaLadhAra varasAdamAM nadInA pUramAM lAkaDA vINata hato. are! saMpattinA sAgaramAM rAcanArAonI paNa tRSNAe AvI avadazA karI che. tRSNA te AkAza jevI anaMta che. AvA asAdhya tRSNAnA rogane koI upAya nathI. jJAnIe tene upAya batAvyo che. tRSNane choDIne tRptinA gharamAM Ave to asAdhya roga sAdhya banI jaze. jagatamAM sauthI uttama dharma kayo che? "dayA dharmakA mUla hai" dharmanuM mULa dayA che. sarva jIve upara karUNAbhAva rAkha. je mAre AtmA che te jagatanA darekane AtmA che. je potAnA AtmA samAna sarva jIvene gaNe che ane jenI hiMsA karatuM nathI te AtmA samAdhino sAce adhikArI banI zake che. ahiMsA vinAne dharma e dharma nathI. azAMtithI bacavAne mATe jJAnI purUSoe ahiMsA dharmane nirdeza karyo che. ahiMsA eka saMjIvanI che. dukhethI bebhAna thayelA jene navajIvana Ape che. ahiMsA e rAmabANa auSadhi che. jenuM pAna karavAthI azAMti rUpI roga nAza pAme che. ahiMsA sukhano rAjamArga che ane hiMsA e duHkhane mArga che. ahiMsA amRta che ane hiMsA viSa che. jIva upara dayA, karUNA, prema, bIjA ne pitAnA prANanA bhoge paNa bacAvI levAnI bhAvanA A uttama dharma che. jIvanane ujajavaLa banAvavAmAM ATaluM yAda rAkhaje. dilanI divAla para katarI rAkhaje ke "zAMti samAna koI tapa nathI, saMtoSa jevuM kaMI sukha nathI, tRSNA je koI roga nathI ane dayA jevo kaI dharma nathI. A cAra vAkyonuM manana, ciMtana karIzuM te zAMti, saMtoSa ane dayAne apanAvI zakazuM ane tRSNAne dUra karI zakazuM. te ApaNuM jIvana dhanane sArI rIte sAcavI zakazuM. jemanA jIvanamAM dayA che, saMtoSa che, zAMti che, evA Anada gAthApatinA gAmanI bAjumAM keTalAka saMniveza che. te nagaramAM vasanArA badhAmAM ekatA hatI. darekane potAne dharma priya hatA. sau tipitAne dhaMdho karatA hatA. eTale te nagaranI janatA dharmapremI hatI. temaja te samayamAM ATalA hiMsAnA tAMDava na hatA. sarvajI pratye dayA bhAva hata, karUNA hatI. tyAMnI prajA ahiMsAnI premI hatI. kaI jIvanI hiMsA thatI na hatI. junA jamAnAnA mANaso kIDIyArA ubharAya te cekhAne loTa laIne pUratA hatA. dayA dharma dilamAM vaseluM hatuM. dareka dharmomAM batAvyuM che "dayA e dharmanuM mULa che. Aje te dayAne dezavaTo ApI dIdho che. hadayamAMthI dayA vidAya thaI gaI che. rejanA hajAro nI katala thaI rahI che. jyAM pahelAnuM dayAmaya jIvana ane kayAM AjanuM hiMsAmaya jIvana! pitAnA prANanA bhoge paNa bIjAnA prANane bacAvatA hatA. - aDaga dhyAnI saMta : eka mAchImAra mAchalA pakaDavAne baMdha karate. te samaye AjanA jeTaluM matsya udyoga na hatuM. Aje te matsya udyogane vikasAvavA sarakAra

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 213 nANAM dhIre che ane tene uttejana Ape che. A pApa kyAM laI jaze? A mAchImAre nadImAMthI mAchalA pakaDavA pANImAM jALa nAMkhI. A samaye te pANImAM anya dharmanA saMta dhyAna lagAvIne beThA hatA. A saMta nadI kinAre AzramamAM rahetA. roja savAramAM nadImAM snAna karavA jAya ane kaI kaIvAra pANImAM dhyAna karIne besI jAya. mAchImAre pANImAM jALa nAkhI. temAM nAnI moTI mAchalIo AvI. sAthe saMta paNa temAM AvI gayA. saMta te dhyAnamAM evA masta hatA ke mAchImAre jALa nAMkhI to paNa temane khabara na paDI. mAchImAra jALa kheMce che, temAM pelA saMta paNa kheMcAI rahyA che. mAchImArane jALa khUba vajanadAra lAgI. tenA manamAM ema ke Aje A jALamAM mAchalAM vadhu pakaDAyA haze. sAruM thayuM. te harakhAI gayo. mAchImAre jALa bahAra kADhI. temAMthI mAchalA bahAra kADhI lIdhA, tyAre joyuM te saMta paNa jALamAM phasAI gayA hatA. saMtane paNa jALamAMthI mukta karyA. mAchalAM pANI vagara taraphaDI rahyA hatA. kinAre AvyA tyAre saMta dhyAnamAMthI mukta thayA. temanuM dhyAna kevuM haze ? jALamAM phasAyA, kheMcAyA, chatAM khabara paDI nahi. saMte AMkha kholIne joyuM to sAme mAchImAra ubhe hato ane tenI bAjumAM pANI vagara mAchalIo taraphaDIyA mArI rahI hatI. mAchImAra te saMtane joIne dhrujavA lAgyuM. e jamAnAmAM pApI AtmAo saMtane joIne dhrujatA hatA. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 18mA adhyayanamAM gardabhAlI muni ane saMyati rAjAnI vAta Ave che. saMyati rAjA zikAra karavA gayA hatA, rAjAthI bhayabhIta baneluM mRgaluM doDIne muni pAse AvyuM paNa rAjAe dUrathI te mRga para bANuM calAvyuM ane mRga marI gaye. te mRga gardabhALInA caraNamAM AvIne paDe che. pitAne zikAra kayAM paDyo te jovA mATe rAjA udyAnamAM AvyA. te muninI pAse paDelo joyegardabhALI muni te dhyAnamAM hatAM. emane kaMI khabara hatI nahi paNa temanI pAse mRgane paDele jaIne rAjA dhrujavA lAgyA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke A mRga A munine haze ! rAjAne khabara nathI ke jainanA saMte kaI pazu-pakSIne rAkhe nahi. eTale rAjA dhrujavA lAgyA. have mAruM AvI banyuM. have huM marI jaIza. A saMta eka AMkha phe ke to paNa keTalAya mANase baLI jAya evI A saMtamAM zakti lAge che. pahelA saMyamano prabhAva eTale paDatuM hatuM ke lekene temane Dara lAgato hato. Aje to jamAne ja judo Avyo che. saMyati rAjA muninA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMge che. munie te samaye dhyAna pALyuM. rAjA kahe che mArI bhUla thaI gaI che. mane khabara nahi ke A mRga Apane haze! zikAra karavA jatAM te mArAthI marI gayuM che. rAjA te munine laLI laLIne page lAge che ne mAphI mAMge che, praje che. muni badhuM sAMbhaLe che. bhagavAne kahyuM che ke he mAro sAdhaka! tuM bhASA bole to nirdoSa ane niravadya bhASA bolaje paNa sAvadya-pApakArI bhASA na belIza. keIne duHkha thAya, AghAta lAge tevI bhASA na bolIza. bhASAno upayoga na rAkhe te bhASA kevI belAI jAya che !

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214 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi eka yuvAna dIkaro marI gayeA. gharaDA mAbApane khUba AdhAta lAgyA. te chekarAne khALavA laI jAya che. tyAre bAjumAM pADeAzI hatA, tenA nAnA dIkarA paNa smazAne gayA. cAmAsAnA divaseA eTale lAkaDA bhInA hatA, ane je chokaro marI gayA tene seAjA khUba AvI gayA hatA. eTale tenA zarIramAMthI pANI chUTatuM hatuM. eTale khaLatAM vAra lAge ne! tyAre A nAnA chekaro zuM khelyA ? marI gayA paNu jaldI khaLatA ya nathI. A zabdo tenI bAjumAM beThelA chekarAnA khApe sAMbhaLyA. A zabdo tene khANu jevA lAge ne ! bApane khUba lAgI AvyuM. tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. manamAM thayuM ke tane ahI' koNe nAtaryAM hatA te tu AvyA ? chokarAnA mApa to kAMI khelyuM nahi. eka tA yuvAna dIkarA cAlyA gayA tenA AdhAtu che ane uparathI AvA zabdo khele eTale kevA AghAta lAge ! thADA divasa thayA eTale meATobhAI AnyA. tene khakhara paDI ke pADAzInA yuvAna dIkaro marI gayA che, eTale temanI pAse gaye. temane zAMti ApI, pachI vAtavAtamAM cheokarAnA bApe kahyu ke bhejavALA lAkaDA hatA eTale khaLatAM vAra lAgI tyAre tArA nAnA bhAI kevA kaThaNa khela khelyA. marI teA gayA paNa jaldI khaLatA ya nathI. A sAMbhaLI mATA bhAI kahe, have tamArA bIjo dIkarA marI jaze tyAre tene niha meAkaluM paNa huM AvIza. kevI bhASA khelyA! AdhAta vadhe ke ghaTe ? A bhAI ne teA bhayaMkara AghAta lAgyA. bhASA khele teA khUba vicArIne khelA. talavAranA ghA vAge teA rUjhAya, chAtImAM gALI vAge tenI pIDA thAya paNu gALI kADhI nAMkhA eTale pIDA ochI thaI jAya, paNa kaTuvacananA dhA bhayakara che dazavaikAlikamAM bhagavate pharamAvyu` che. muhata dukkhA u havaMti kaMTayA, aomayA te'vi tao suuddharA / vAyA duruttANi duruddharANi, verANubaMdhINi mahanbhayANi || a. 9. u.3.gA. cha lAkhaDanA kAMTA vAge athavA khANa vAge te e thoDA samaya sudhI duHkha Ape che ane te je agamAM vAgyA hoya te a'gamAMthI hAMziyAra vaidya ke DaeNAkaTara dvArA sahelAIthI nIkaLI jAya che paNa kaTu vacanarUpI mANeAne kADhavA bahu muzkela che. arthAt te hRdayamAM vAgyA pachI nIkaLavA azakaya che, kAraNa ke kaThora vacanenAM prahAra hRdayane vIdhIne ArapAra thaI jAya che. te Aleka ane paraleAkamAM vairabhAvanI paraparA vadhAre che. tathA te narakAdi gatiemAM laI javAvALA heAvAthI te mahA bhayane utpanna karavAvALA che mATe jIbha para breka rAkhavAnI jarUra che. saMyati rAjA gaI bhALI muninA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMge che. tyAre muni kevA upayegathI khAle che! jo muni kahe ke, mRga mATe nathI teA rAjAnA bhaya jatA rahe ane jo ema kahe ke, mRga mAro che te asatya bhASA khelAya. munie zu kahyu "he rAjana! " amatro pasthinA tumaM amayA maci / " mArA taraphathI tane abhaya che. tame paNa bIjA jIvAne abhaya Apo. dareka jIvAne jIvavuM game che, mATe tame jIvA ane khIjAne jIvavA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] ( 21pa de. tame zikAranA zokhIna banIne A mRgalAne vIMdhI nAkhyuM, tene kevuM thayuM haze! saMyati rAjAe te muninA upadezathI dIkSA lIdhI ane AtmakalyANa karyuM. A pApathI mukti mATenI yukti H mAchalAne pakaDavA nAMkhelI jALamAM saMta AvI gayA. saMtane joIne mAchImAra mujavA lAgyo. saMta kahe che bhAI! dareka jIvane jIvavuM game che. A mAchalIo pANI vinA taraphaDIne marI jaze, mATe pahelAM ene pANImAM mUkI de. je A mAchalA jIvatA raheze te ja huM paNa jIvI zakIza, nahi te mAchalAnI sAthe mArA prANa cAlyA jaze. tuM mAchalAne mArIza to mArAthI ghaDI paNa jIvI zakAze nahi. mAchImAra kahe-mArI AjIvikAmAM vAMdho Avaze. mAre A pApI peTa mATe badhuM ja karavuM paDe che. e badhuM thaI paDaze. tuM e mATe ciMtA na karIza. Apa mane e mATe zuM karaze? bhAI! mAchalA pANImAM nAMkhI de, pachI tuM mane gAmanA rAjA pAse laI jA. A jainanA saMta na hatA. mAchImAra saMtane rAjA pAse laI ga, rAjA nyAyasaMpanna hatA. mAchImAra kahe che bApu! meM mAchalA pakaDavA mATe jALa nAMkhI temAM A saMta paNa AvI gayA. e meM meTo guno karyo che. AvuM karIne meM mahAtmAnI azAtanA karI che. mAre gune mApha kare, pachI saMte kahyuM rAjana ! A mAchImAra pitAnI AjIvikA mATe jALa nAMkhIne mAchalA pakaDe che. huM tyAM pANImAM dhyAnamAM beTho hato e tene khabara nahi eTale teNe jALa nAMkhI, tethI mAchalAnI sAthe huM paNa jALamAM phasAI gayo. je mAchalA jALamAM AvyA hatA tene bacAvavA mATe mArA kahevAthI teNe pANImAM nAMkhI dIdhA che. teNe mAchalAnI sAthe mane paNa jIvatadAna ApyuM che. have ene A pApa karavA na paDe ane enI AjIvikA barAbara cAle te mATe mArI tathA mAchalAnI je kiMmata thAya te ene Apo. - A sAMbhaLI rAjA vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A saMtanuM zuM mUlya AMkavuM? rAjAe eka hajAra rUpiyA ApyA. mAchImAra to khuza thaye, kAraNa ke tenA dhaMdhAmAM to tene ATaluM badhuM maLatuM na hoya. saMta kahe, mArI kiMmata eka hajAra rUpiyA ja ? rAjA kahe, nA, tamArI kiMmata te amUlya che. tene eka lAkha rUpiyA ApuM to A mahAtmA khuzI thaze. saMtanuM mukha jotAM lAgyuM ke temane saMtoSa thayo nathI eTale rAjA kahe, pAMca lAkha. mAchImAra to vicAramAM paDI gayo ke A saMte te mArA upara keTalI kRpA karI! saMte kahyuM-pAMca lAkha paNa barAbara nathI. pahelAnA rAjA saMtane kyAreya nAkhuza na kare. te samajatA ke temanA saMteSamAM amAruM jIvana che. mahArAjA kahe aDadhuM rAjya ApI dauM ! te paNa saMtanA mukha para AnaMdanI rekhA na pharakI. chevaTe AkhuM rAjya tene ApIne huM hAthe page nIkaLI jAuM! ATaluM kahyuM chatAM saMta khuzI na thayA. te have huM zuM ApuM? AkhI sabhA stabdha thaI gaI. A zuM? paNa saMta khuzI thatA nathI. badhA vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A saMtane pitAnI kiMmata kevI rIte karavI che te samajAtuM nathI. badhA muMjhavaNamAM mUkAI gayA. tyAM eka catura buddhizALI mahaMta AvI pahoMcyA.

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216 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi rAjAe temane Adara satkAra karyo, pachI kahyuM-mArA mAthe eka dharmasaMkaTa AvyuM che, Apa mane mArga batAve. zikArane baMdha karAvela che. rAjAe temane badhI vAta karIne kahyuM ke saMta nArAja thAya nahi, temane mArA taraphathI saMtoSa thAya ane mAruM kAma thAya te rasto batAve. mArA prANanA bhoge paNa saMtane prasanna karavA huM taiyAra chuM. rAjana ! A te sAmAnya vAta che. hamaNAM tenI gUMca ukelI ApuM, jethI saMtane asaMtoSa nahi thAya. tamArI gauzALAmAMthI eka kAmadhenuM jevI gAya A mAchImArane ApI de. te gAyanuM temane khUba dUdha maLe. te badhA dUdha khAya ane bIjuM dUdha vecIne temAMthI AjIvikA calAve. A vAta kahI tyAre saMtanA mukha para saMtoSa ane prasannatA dekhAyA. rAjA kahe, eka zuM (!) huM 100 gAya ApuM. saMta khUba khuzI thayA, pachI saMte kahyuM-rAjana ! tame ene AkhuM rAjya ApavA taiyAra thayA paNa ene rAjya calAvavAnuM zuM jJAna ! rAjya mATenI tenAmAM lAyakAta nathI ke rAjya karavAnI tenAmAM AvaData nathI. Ape tene pAMca lAkha ApavAnA kahyA te eTalA paisA ApavAthI paNa koI sAruM kAma na thAta. e paisAne game tema uDAvI deta athavA e paisAmAMthI bIjI navI jALa lAvIne vadhu mAchalAne pakaData. ApaNe te ene evuM ApavuM ke jethI e pApane baMdha baMdha kare ane tenI AjIvikA sArI rIte cAle. Ape tene so gAyo ApI. have te tenA kAmakAjamAM raheze. have te mAchalI pakaDavA nahi jAya. saMte mAchImArane niyama Apyo ke have tAre jiMdagImAM mAchalI pakaDavAnA nahi. tenA kuLamAMthI have mAchalA pakaDavAno dhaMdhA baMdha thaI gaye. mAMsAhAra baMdha thaI gayo. keTalA karma baMdhamAMthI e aTakaze ! tame rAjya ApyuM hota ke paisA ApyA hota to A dhaMdhe baMdha na thAta, mATe dAna karIe tyAre khUba upaga rAkhavAne. tamArA paisAthI e jIve vadhu pakaData te tame paNa pApanA bhAgIdAra thAta. have mane sAcuM samajANuM re saMtonI vANIthI, kama bhamAve mane bhavabhavamAM.. gurUdeva ! ApanA upadezathI Aje mane sAcuM samajAyuM che. saMte mAchImArane kahyuM-tArA puNyane sitAro have camakI rahyo che. tArA mahAna bhAgyodaye tane gAyanI sevA karavAnuM sadbhAgya prApta thayuM che. A gAyanI sevA karaje. tene barAbara sAcavaje. A gAyo tane tathA tArA kuTuMbane dUdha Apaze. tenAthI tArI AjIvikA calAvaje. rAjAe mAchImArane 100 gAya ApIne vidAya karyo. rAjAnA jIvanano paNuM palTo thaye. tene saMtanA upadezathI samajAyuM ke paisA ane rAjya ApyA karatA sAruM ane sAtvika kAma ApI nIti ane pramANiktAthI te jIvana calAve e ja che. satsaMga zuM nathI karatA? pArasamaNI leDhAnI talavArane senAnI banAve paNa ene svabhAva (kApavAna) badalI zakato nathI. jyAre satsaMga te mAnavIne svabhAva, are AkhuM jIvana badalI nAkhe che. satsaMgathI pApI punita banI gayA

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [217 che. satsaMgathI arjuna mALI, caMDakauzika, aMgulImAlanA jIvana paTAI gayA. are ! temanI gati paNa badalAI gaI. je temane bhagavAna maLyA na hatA te durgatimAM jAta. tenA badale satsaMge sadgati apAvI. ApaNe temanA jevA pApI nathI, chatAM ApaNe uddhAra kema thato nathI ? pApa rUpI maDadAne saMgharI rAkhyA che ane dharmArAdhanA, tapa, tyAga rUpI guNone pradarzanamAM mUkyA che. hRdaya kevuM? bALaka jevuM ! : jJAnI kahe che tamArA hRdayane jyAM tyAM ramatuM na mUkazo. A hRdaya nAnA bALaka jevuM che. bene bhUlezvara jevA bharacaka erIyAmAMthI ravAnA thatI hoya tyAre tenI sAthe traNa-cAra varSane choka heya te ene reDha na mUke paNa AMgaLIe vaLagADI rAkhe, kAraNa ke AvA bharacaka rastAmAM je eka miniTa mATe paNa chUTo paDI jAya te khavAI jAya. pachI ene zodhavA javuM paDe. ApaNuM A hRdaya nAnA bALaka jevuM che. bALaka nAnuM hoya tyAre e nirdoSa, nAjuka ane sukamaLa hoya che tema hadaya paNa kamaLa, nirdoSa ane nAjuka che. A hadaya jyAM tyAM khovAI jAya che. kaMdoInI dukAna pAsethI nIkaLyA. tyAM unA unA baTATAvaDA thatAM joyA. tyAM hadaya ramavA maMDI paDe che ane manane kahe che laI le A baTATAvaDA. AgaLa jatAM naTaDI joI te tyAM hRdaya ramavA maMDI paDe che. te pitAnI mAlikI bhUlI jAya che. ane na chAje tevuM kArya karavA taiyAra thAya che. A hRdayane jyAM tyAM ramatuM mUkavA jevuM nathI paNa tene AMgaLIe vaLagADavA jevuM che eTale paccakhANa karavAnA che. tame ekAsaNunA paccakhANa karyA, rAtrI bhajananA paccakhANa karyA haze te AMgaLIe vaLagADeluM cheka khovAya nahi tema game tevA prasaMga Avaze to paNa hRdaya tyAM ramavA nahi jAya. A jagatamAM aneka prakAranA prasaMgamAMthI ene pasAra thavAnuM hoya che. aneka mANasonA paricayamAM AvavAnuM bane che. je enI barAbara kALajI rAkhavAmAM na Ave te e game tyAM khovAI jAya tevuM che. tame kALAdhoLA karI, aneka pApa karI mUDI bhegI karI. tamAre khAvA keTaluM joIe? savAzera bAjarI. tamAre dAgInA paheravA nathI. bene pAMca pAMca hajAranA zelA pahere eTalA bhAre kapaDAM tamAre paheravA nathI. cAra pAMca lAkhanA dAgInA bene paheraze. jhAjhuM bhegave che e ne karma karo cho tame. have tyAM hadaya ramatuM na rAkho. ene AMgaLIe vaLagADe. eTale maryAdAmAM Ave. parigrahanI maryAdA kare. jarUriyAta karatAM adhika meLavavuM e pApa che. eTale parigraha vadhe eTale ceraDAne bhaya vadhAre, mATe ahIM hRdayane ramatuM na rAkho. jeTaluM ene AMgaLIe vaLagADazuM eTale parigrahanI maryAdA karazuM eTale AtmA bhavabhavamAM khovAI nahi jAya. je ApaNA jIvana tarapha daSTi karIzuM te lAgaze ke ApaNuM hRdaya khovAI gayuM che. duHkhIonA duHkha joI ne AMkhamAM AMsu AvatA na hoya, aDhaLaka saMpatti hovA chatAM dAna devAnuM ke garIbane sahAya karavAnuM mana na thatuM hoya, pazuone katalakhAnAmAM jatAM joIne

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218 ] [ zAradA zirANi karUNA AvatI na hoya to samajavuM ke hRdaya khovAI gayu che. bALaka jevA hRdayane saMbhALajo. vadhu avasare, - caritraH-- pitA sAme paDakAra karatI ratnasu darI : ratnasAra zeThe ratnasuMdarInuM puNyasAra sAthe sagapaNa karavAnA ni ya karyAM. A vAta sAMbhaLatA ratnasuMdarI ahAra AvIne gussAmAM khelI-huM koI paNa hisAbe zeThanA dIkarA sAthe lagna karavAnI nathI. zA mATe ? emanA dIkarAmAM zuM khAmI che? mAre e kAMI kahevuM nathI. tenI sAthe lagna karavAmAM tane zI harakata che ? harakata che ke nahi te huM nahi kahuM. A sAMbhaLatAM ratnasAra zeThane gussA AvI gayA. temaNe kahyu - tAru dhAyuM. jarAya nahi thAya. kevu. khAnadAna dharmiSTha kuTuMba ! A zeThanI nAmanA keTalI ane temane dIkaro paNa bhaNelA ane saMskArI che. tArA lagna huM tyAM karIza. tane zeThanA dIkarA sAthe paraNAvavAnA meM dRDha nirNaya karyAM che. ratnasuMdarI kahe-tame mane nahi paraNAvI zake tame mArA maDadAne paraNAvajo. ATalu khelIne te teA cAlI gaI. ratnasuMdarInA A zabdo sAMbhaLatA zeTha to avAcaka thaI gayA. jANe vIjaLI tUTI paDI. puraMdara zeTha paNa jhAMkhA paDI gayA. AvI naphphaTa chekarI sAthe mArA puraMdara paraNavA Icche che ? nA....nA....have to e nahi bane. mAmale sAva bagaDI gayA che. mArA hekaro kAM 'vAra rahevAnA che ke AvI abhimAnI ane uddhata cheAkarI sAthe lagna karuM ! ema vicArI pura dara zeTha tyAMthI UbhA thayA ane ghera javA taiyAra thayA. ratnasAra zeThapura dara zeThanA khabhA para mAthu nAMkhIne ceAdhAra AMsue raDayA. zeTha ! mArI dIkarIe mAru ane Apanu' 'nenuM haDahaDatuM apamAna karyu che. zu' mArI dIkarI AvI nIkaLI ! puradara zeTha kahe- khanenA pUrvanA koI evA vairabhAva harI tethI Ama thayu che. Apa ci'tA karazo nahi. mArA ane tamArA vacce paDavAnI nathI. ApaNA mitrapaNAnA sakha'dha to che ghera gayA. je mitratAnA sabadha che temAM tA tevA ja raheze. ema kahIne te vaTa mATenI iMtejArI : puNyasAra to ghera rAha joIne beThA che. tene paraNavAnA koDa nathI paNa A badhuM vaTanA kAraNe karavA taiyAra thayA che. AvA vaTa dharmImAM nathI Avato. puraMdara zeTha ghera AvyA. temanA mukha para AnaMda ke harSoM nathI temanu mukha joIne samajAI jAya ke have pitAne pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. chatAM vaTaneA kIDA satAve che. te pitAnI pAse AvIne pUche che bApujI ! zuM karI AvyA ? beTA ! tuM ratnasuMdarIne paDatI mUka. enAthI savAI, DAhI, guNIyala kanyA sAthe tane paraNAvIza. e to kevI abhimAnI ane uddhata che! teNe mAruM' haDahaDatuM apamAna karyuM che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne zeThANI kahe che-sAru thayu.. Apa evI uddhata chokarInu kaI pArka' na karI AvyA. AvI uddhRta che!karI ApaNA gharamAM Ave to mArA divase sukhamAM kevI rIte jAya ? je thayuM te sAruM thayuM. puNyasAra jANato to hato ja ke e uddhRta che, abhimAnI

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zAradA zimaNi ] [219 che, pitAnA mATe barAbara nathI paNa A to vaTane savAla hato. vaTanI vAta keIne kaheto nathI. teNe to beleluM karI batAvavuM hatuM ke jo tuM mArI dAsI banI ke nahi ?" paNa have karavuM zuM? ratnasuMdarIne paraNavuM e nakakI che, paNa kevI rIte bane? pitAe to cekhI nA pADI dIdhI. te to bhAre muMjhavaNamAM paDI gaye. have e kaye rasto zodhuM, kevI kaLA karuM ke jethI ratnasuMdarI mArA hAthamAM Ave ! samaya jatAM eka varSa vItI gayuM paNa rasto jaDato nathI. - puNyasAra mana citave, have kara zo upAya ! je navi paraNuM e suMdarI, te muja vacana jAya. he. puNyasAra vicAre che ke je huM ratnasuMdarIne na paraNuM to mAruM vacana jAya, mATe ene paraNavI e sAcI. A puraMdara zeThane vahepAra khUba moTo che. dezaparadezamAM emanA vahANe jAya che. eka divasa samAcAra AvyA ke temanA vahANa najIkanA baMdara pAse aTakI gayA che. te mATe zeThane javAnuM che. puNyasAra to A takanI rAha joto hato. zeTha puNyasArane kahe che-dIkarA ! tuM vepAramAM barAbara citta rAkhaje. badhuM tane seMpIne jAuM chuM. ratnasuMdarIne manamAMthI kADhI nAMkhaje. tuM bIjuM kaI pagaluM bharato nahi. ATalI bhalAmaNa karIne zeTha to gayA. puNyasAra vicAra kare che have mAre zuM karavuM ? je huM ApaghAta karuM to mAro vaTa rahe nahi, ene vaTa rahe. mAre ene vaTa utAra sAce. pachI yAda AvyuM ke huM nAno hato tyAre mAtApitA kahetA hatA ke tene meLavavA mATe ghaNA prayatno karyA hatA. te badhA niSphaLa gayA. chevaTe aThThama karI akhaMDa jApa karyA hatA ane deva pAse vacana mAMgyuM. deve kahyuM-tamArA nasIbamAM dIkare che paNa te pahelAM je vino che te dUra karavA paDaze. e rIte mAro janma thayo hato. to huM paNa aThThama karIne e devanI ArAdhanA karuM. pitAjInuM kAma temaNe karI dIdhuM to mAruM kAma e nahi kare ? jarUra karI deze. mATe huM paNa aThThama karuM. A aThThama tenA mATe kare che? ratnasuMdarI meLavavA mATe keTalI gulAmI ! devanI prasannatA mATe prayatna : puyasAra enI mAtAne kahe che bA ! mAre aThThama kare che. mAtA kahe zA mATe tAre aThThama kare che? huM saMta pAse gaye have, temaNe mane aThThamane lAbha samajAvyuM eTale mane aThThama karavAnuM mana thayuM che. dIkarA ! dukAna ane peDhI keNa saMbhALaze. bA ! meM e saMbhALavAnI bIjAne bhalAmaNa karI dIdhI che. enI ciMtA na karIza. huM te pauSadhazALAmAM jaIne cauvihAre aThThama karIne besI jAuM chuM. jeNe kaI divasa eka ekAsaNuM sarakhuM karyuM nathI paNa Aje svArtha mATe cauvihAre aThThama karyo, ane akhaMDa jApa zarU karyA. eka rAta gaI, be rAta gaI, trIjI rAtre pareDhiye jhabakAre thaye. deva prasanna thayo ne kahayuM, bola beTA! zuM kAma che ? Ape mArA pitAnA vidane dUra karyA hatA te huM paNa ApanI pAse e mAguM chuM ke

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220 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi Apa mAruM eka kAma kare. deva kahe beTA! tuM te sonAnI gAdIe beTho che. tene pANI mAMgatAM dUdha hAjara thAya che. tane zuM duHkha che? Apa mane vacana Apo. mArI AzA pUrI kare. bola tAre zuM joIe che? mAre ratnasuMdarI sAthe paraNavuM che. mArA pitAjI te nA pADe che. have kaI bIjo upAya nathI. Apa e kAma karI zake tema che. je tenI sAthe mArA lagna nahi thAya to huM mAre deha cheDI daIza. devene avadhijJAna hoya che. deve upaga mUkIne joyuM ke ratnasuMdarI puNyasArane paraNaze. eTale puNyasArane kahyuM ke tArI AzA pUrI thaze. ratnasuMdarI tane paraNaze paNa te mATe samaya lAgaze. tAre dhIraja rAkhavI paDaze. te mATe varSo jaze. tArI lata cheDI deje. e mATe tArA mA-bApane muzkelImAM mUrti nahi. e ciMtA tuM mArA para choDI de. ratnasuMdarI tane paraNaze. bIjA keIne nahi. tuM dhIraja rAkhaje. huM tAruM e kAma karI daIza. jA, have sukhethI ghera jA, ane aThThamanuM pAraNuM kara. ATaluM kahIne deva adazya thaI gayA. puNyasArane zraddhA che ke devanA vacana kadI khoTA na paDe eTale tene saMtoSa thayo. te ghera gaye. Aja sudhI puNyasAra thoDo ADe cAlato hato te sIdhe cAlavA lAgyo. pahelA barAbara khAtopIto na hato. te have barAbara khAvApIvA lAgyA. mAtA ema mAne che ke aThThama karyo te dharma pratApe badhuM sAruM thayuM. puNyasAra tenI mAtAne kaMI vAta karato nathI. te AnaMdathI rahe che. tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. zrAvaNa suda 11 ne zanivAra vyAkhyAna naM-26 tA.-27-7-85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke he AtmA! saMsAranA vAraMvAra janma-maraNanI viTaMbaNAothI jIva kaMTALe tyAre sAce mekSAthI banI zake che paNa mokSa maLe kyAre? "sana krarmo mokA : " AThe karmothI rahita thavAya tyAre. je kamene dUra kare te mikSane prApta kare. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavAne pharamAvyuM che. jJALakanA vADhAM te jANijjA dUrAlaiyaM, jaM jANijjA dUrAlaiyaM taM jANijjA uccAlaiyaM / 2 bhani 2 karavAvALA che te mokSane prApta karavAvALA che ane je mokSane prApta karavAvALA che te karmone dUra karavAvALA che. je purUSArtha dvArA karmone dUra kare che te mokSane adhikArI che ane je mekSane adhikArI che te karmone dUra kare che. karmone sarvathA dUra kyAre karAya? to karma rahita banavA mATe pahelA rAgAdithI sarvathArahita athavA vItarAgI banavuM paDe- vItarAga dazA Ave eTale ghAtI karmo khape ne kevaLajJAna Ave; pachI bAkInA cAra aghAtI karmo-AyuSya Adi bhagavAI jAya eTale sarvathA karmarahita banAya, siddha, buddha ane mukta banAya eTale mokSa meLavavA mATe pahelA vItarAga banavuM paDe. vItarAga thavAya te mokSa maLe paNa have e samajIe ke vItarAga kevI rIte banAya ? vItarAga dazA kevI rIte prApta thAya? vItarAga eTale vItI gayo che rAga

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 221 jenA. vItarAga banavA mATe rAgane dakhAvatA jaie, mAratA jaie teA chevaTe e ghasAre paDatAM sarvathA nAza thaI jAya. anAdikALathI jIvane-jaDa viSayeAne-jaDa pudgalAnA rAga che. jyAre te peAtAne managamatA jaDa pudgalAne jue che tyAre enA pratye rAga karIne jue che. jema ke koInA Adhunika DhabanA navI phezananA magale joyA, sArI meATara joI, sAru pharanIcara joyuM to ene dilamAM AnaMda thAya che, kAraNa ke e vastue pratye enuM AkaSa Nu thayu che. te rIte rAgI jIvA koI paNa vastune joze to emAM e rAga mizrita daSTithI jue che. tyAre vItarAgI AtmA koI paNa vastune jue to temAM temanA rAgabhAva hoto nathI. temanuM vastu dana rAganA Azaya vinAnuM hoya che. athavA udAsIna bhAvathI juve che, te game tevI sArI vastu jue ke kharAba vastu jue to emane rAga AkaSI zake nahi ane dveSa paNa thAya nahi. eTale temanuM daza na rAgAdithI rahita vizuddha daza na che. vizuddha upayeAga che. jIvanI pAse be vastu che ceAga ane upayega, jaDanI pAse e nathI. yeAga-upayega e jIvanI vizeSatA che. mana, vacana, kAyAnI pravRtti e cega che. a`taramAM sArA khATA bhAva thAya e upayoga che. cega ane upayAga vacce A taphAvata che. koI paNa vastu pratye rAgabhAva thAya e milana-azubha bhAva che. azubha upayAga che. e vastu para rAgabharyA vicAro karyAM karIe e mAnasika azubha yAga che. rAgabharI bhASA khelIe e vAcika ane rAgabharI pravRtti karIe e azubha kAyayeAga che. sarva jIvA pratye maitrIbhAva Ave e zubha ceAga che. temAM "sarva jIve sukhI thAe" A bhAvanA che. A mananI zubha pravRtti che. zubha ciMtana che. zubha manAyega che. sava jIvA pratye dilamAM maitrIbhAvasnehabhAva rahe e zubha bhAva che. zubha upayAga che. manamAM aneka prakAranA zubha, azubha vicAro Ave e zubha-azubha cega kahevAya. yAre zubha, azubha, sArA-khATA adhyavasAyeA thAya e upayAga che. jema ke kSamA, saraLatA, namratA, nilebhitA, vairAgya Adi zubha upayega ane krodhAdi kaSAya, rAgadveSa e azubha upayega che. ceAgamAM mAtra mananI vicAraNA na hoya paNa vacanathI khelavuM, kAyAthI pravRtti karavI A badhu hoya, jyAre upayegamAM aMtaranA bhAva, adhyavasAya hAya che. ApaNA jIvana tarapha daSTi karIzuM to lAgaze ke A jIvana yAga ane upayogathI cAle che. jenAmAM yoga zubha hAya ane upayeAga zubha hoya enuM jIvana dhamI kahevAya che ane azubha cega ane azubha upayAga hAya e adhamI pApI jIvana kahevAya che. sAmAnya rIte A niyama che, paNa koIvAra evuM bane ke kAyika pravRtti azubha dekhAtI hoya paNa upayAga zubha hoya, manamAM adhyavasAya zubha hoya, evA AtmAne pApI na kahevAya. ene dhamI kahevAya. dA. ta. pRthvIcaMdra rAjasa`hAsane beThA hatA e azubha kAyayeAga kahevAya. guNuca'dra lagnanI cerImAM ATha ATha kanyAe sAthe hastameLApa karI rahyA hatA, e azubha kAyayeAga kahevAya paNa temane upayega, mananA adhyavasAya khUba vairAgyabharyAM ane jJAnamaya hatA;

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222 | [ zAradA ziramaNi to e dharmAtmA banyA, chevaTe mananA zubha adhyavasAye vadhAratA gayA to kSapaka zreNIe caDyA. tyAM vItarAga banI kevaLa jJAna pAmyA. AvuM bahu alapa mAM bane ke kAyama azubha heya ane mananI vicAraNA zubha heya. bAkI to azubha yugamAM azubha pariNAma (upaga) ane zubha gamAM zubha upaga Ave. je upaga zubha-pavitra banAve heya te zubha yoga pravartAve. eTalA mATe jJAnI bhagavaMte sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikAo mATe zubhakaraNI batAvI che. ArAdhanAnA bharacaka zubhaga batAvyA. mahApuNyazALI AtmA zubha adhyavasAyane pavitra, adhika zubha karato karato guNasthAnanI pAyarIe caDhe che temAM samakti, dezavirati ane sarvaviratinA zubha bhAvo pragaTe che. emAM parAkASThAe vItarAgabhAva Ave che ane kevaLajJAna pragaTe che. kevaLIne vihAra, gaucarI, upadeza vagere zubha yogo cAlu che. enI parAkASTAe zaileSIkaraNane zubha yoga kare che. jemAM samasta yogono nidhi thAya che, pachI tarata mokSagatine pAme che. A carama ane parama gatine pAmavA mATe jinavacana, zAstrazravaNa e uttama sAdhana che. jemanA jIvanamAM zubha bhAve bharapUra paDelA che evA pavitra, dharma che kalAka saMnivezamAM rahetA hatA. bhautika riddhithI loko zobhatA hatA. have AtmAnI riddhi prApta karAvanAra te nagaramAM keNa padhAryA te vAta batAve che. teNaM kAleNaM teNa samaeNa' samaNe bhagava' mahAvIre jAva samosarie | parisA nijAvA / te kALe ane te samaye zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI padhAryA. pariSada (sabhA) nIkaLI. ahIM kALa ane samaya e be zabda mUkavAne hetu e che ke kALathI utsarpiNI ke avasarpiNI kALamAM ke kALa ane samaya kahetAM 6 ArAmAMthI kayA ArAnI vAta che? mATe kALa ane samaya zabda mUkyA che. ahIMyA avasarpiNI kALamAM cothA ArAnA samayanI vAta che. - je nagarInA jabbara puNya heya te nagarImAM tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA punita pagalA thAya. tame pratikramaNamAM bole che ne dhanya che te gAma, nagara, pura, pATaNane ke jyAM bhagavAna vicarI rahyA che. je nagaranA baDA bhAgya hoya tyAM saMta padhAre. saMtanA punita pagalA thAya eTale badhAne AnaMda thAya, badhAne utsAha heya. saMta gAmamAM padhAre tyAre temanA darzanane, temanA mukhethI vahetI vANI sAMbhaLavAna, supAtra dAna devAne, carcAvicAraNA karavAne, keI zaMkA hoya to tenuM samAdhAna karavAno Adi aneka lAbha thAya che. saMte te kalpavRkSa samAna che. are, kalpavRkSa karatAM caDhiyAtA che. kalpavRkSa tamArA mAnelA bhautika sukha Apaze paNa mokSanA sukhe nahi Ape. koIne manamAM vicAra thayo ke kalAvRkSa badhuM Ape che enI khAtrI zI? huM parIkSA karuM. teNe kalpavRkSanA jhADa nIce besIne ciMtavaNA karI ke siMha Ave, tarata siMha thaI gaye ane tene bhaThThI khAdhe. tenuM mRtyu thaI gayuM. jyAre bhagavAnanA saMto rUpI kalpavRkSanI nIce

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ ra23 jaIne besaze to kyAreya maravAne samaya nahi Ave. A kalpavRkSa to tamane mokSanuM sukha batAvaze. bhagavAna padhAryAnI khabara paDI eTale gAmamAMthI pariSada bhagavAnanA darzana mATe gaI. naMdI sUtramAM bhagavAne pariSadanA traNa prakAra batAvyA che. "jJAniyA, ajJALiyA, suvicaDhA" zrotAonA samUhane pariSada kahevAya che. te traNa prakAranI che. jANiyA-jJAyikA, ajANiyA-ajJAyikA ane durvidagdhA-ardhadagdha. - (1) jANiyA pariSada: je khUba oMziyAra, buddhizALI heya, beTA tarka-vitarka karanArI na hoya, thoDAmAM ghaNuM samajI jAya. guNadoSane vicAra karavAmAM haMsa jevI uttama hoya. haMsa pANIne cheDIne dUdha pIve che tema A pariSada guNone grahaNa kare ane done choDI de. eka zabda sAMbhaLe paNa tene artha, bhAva badhuM samajI jAya. AvI jANakAra pariSada hoya che. pariSada jANakAra hoya ane vaktA jANakAra hoya te jJAnanuM khUba maMthana thAya. majA Ave. temAM kalAkonA kalAke pasAra thaI jAya te paNa khabara na paDe. A pariSada niSkapaTI hoya che. (2) ajANiyA pariSada : A pariSada jJAnathI ajANa hoya che. tene zAstrasiddhAMtanuM jJAna nathI hotuM. A pariSada bhale jJAnathI ajANa che, paNa te saraLa ane bhadrika hoya che. je mRgalA samAna prakRtithI kemaLa hoya che. mRganA baccAne jevI rIte kamaLa ke kara jevA banAvavA IchIe tevA banAvI zakIe chIe tevI rIte A pariSadane je mArga para laI javI hoya te mArge laI jaI zakAya che. A pariSada kumArgamAM joDAyelI nathI ane sanmArgathI ajANa che. A pariSadane sahelAIthI samajAvI zakAya che. te saraLa ane bhadrika hovAthI jJAnI je samajAve te samajI jAya che. te koI vAtane pakaDI rAkhatI nathI, kadAca kaI vAtanI pakaDa pakaDI hoya paNa tene sAcuM samajAvanAra maLe eTale te pakaDa cheDI de che. je saraLa ane bhakika che. teo pitAnI paraMparA cAlI AvatI hoya tenAthI je lekemAM vAdavivAda thatAM hoya to e paraMparAne choDI de che. - uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 23mA adhyayanamAM kezIsvAmI ane gautamasavAmIne saMvAda cAle che. kezIsvAmI pArzvanAtha prabhunA saMtAnIyA che, ane gautamasvAmI mahAvIra prabhunA ziSya che. kezIsvAmI cAra mahAvratanI vAta kare che, ane gautama svAmI pAMca mahAvratanI vAta kare che. AthI janatAmAM bhrama pedA thayo ke zuM sAcuM mAnavuM? tethI gautamasvAmI kezIsvAmInI pAse gayA. baMne maharSioe bhegA thaIne ghaNuM prazna-uttara karyA. chevaTe kezIsavAmIne thayuM ke atyAre kALa badalAya che, tethI huM have bhagavAna mahAvIranA zAsanamAM dAkhala thaI jAuM. atyAre pAMca mahAvratanI vAta svIkAravA jevI che. eTale teo bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM dAkhala thaI gayA. pote cAra mahAvratane upadeza ApatA hatA. temanI rIte te sAcA hatA, chatAM gautamasvAmI pAsethI vizeSa

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224] || zAradA ziremaNi samajyA te pitAnI pakaDa cheDI dIdhI. je abhimAnI hoya che te pakaDeluM mUkatA nathI. paNa saraLa ane bhadrika hoya te pakaDane choDI de che. pakaDa kayAM rAkhe? game tevA prasaMge Ave, kaSTo Ave, te paNa mArA deva arihaMta, gurU nigraMtha ane kevaLI prarUpita dharma ene te nahi choDuM. mAruM sarvasva jAya te bhale jAya, kAyA kurabAna karavI paDe te bhale, paNa mArI zraddhAthI te nahi badalAuM. zraddhA majabUta ane AcaraNuM paNa majabUta kare to beDe pAra. A avasara pharI pharIne nahi maLe. kezIsvAmI pite traNa jJAnanA dhaNu hatA. paMDita hatA, chatAM pitAnuM abhimAna cheDIne bhagavAna mahAvIranA zAsanamAM bhaLI gayA. ajANiyA pariSadane samajAvanAra maLe te samajI jAya. tene svIkAra karI le. je jANiyA che te taravAnA. ajANiyA paNa pitAnI pakaDa cheDI daIne sAcuM svIkAre to te paNa tarI jaze, paNa duviyaDUDhAnuM kalyANa thavuM muzkela che. (3) darivayaDhA ! ( duvidhA) :- A pariSada abhimAnI hoya che. te pUrI jANakAra nathI ne ajANakAra paNa nathI. kahevata che ke adhUro ghaDo chalakAya, tema A sabhAne thoDuM jJAna hoya paNa ghamaMDa eTale hoya ke bIjA tene hitakArI upadeza Ape te paNa tene grahaNa na kare. tene kaI game teTaluM samajAve paNa pitAnuM pakaDeluM cheDe nahi. te khoTA tarkavitarka karyA kare. eka chokarAe tenA pitAne pUchyuM, bApujI ! koI kahe che pRthvI goLa che, keI kahe capaTI che, kaI kahe laMbacorasa che. to mAre zuM samajavuM? chokarAnA pitA kahe, pRthvI geLa nathI, laMbacerasa nathI, capaTI nathI, paNuM kapaTI che tema A durvidagdha pariSada saraLa nathI paNa kapaTI che. A sabhAne siddhAMtane samajavA nathI, AtmAne jANa nathI ne beTA tarka vitarka karavA che. AvA AtmAone uddhAra kevI rIte thAya? kAM te pUruM jJAna bhaluM athavA te ajJAna bhaluM, ahe...aDadhepaDadhe jJAnI ane naiyA DUbADe mArI naiyA mAge sahAre jANiyA, ajANiyA sArA te tarI jaze paNa dunivayahUdrAne taravAnI bArI nathI, kAraNa ke tenAmAM saraLatA nathI. jenA jIvanamAM saraLatA che te siddhine varI zake che. ThANAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne cAra prakAranA phaLa batAvyA (1) aMdarathI paDyuM ane bahArathI picuM te lIlI drAkSa (2) aMdarathI paDyuM ane bahArathI kaThaNuM. te nALIyera (3) aMdarathI kaThaNa ane bahArathI pAcuM te cora, te bahArathI picuM hoya che paNa aMdarane ThaLIye kaThaNa heya. (4) aMdarathI kaThaNa ane bahArathI kaThaNa te sopArI. A cAra prakAranA phaLa sAthe bhagavAne AtmAone sarakhAvyA che. (1) eka uparathI saraLa ane aMdarathI saraLa, te uparathI mIThuM bole che ane manamAM paNa hitanI bhAvanA che te sAdhu munirAje (2) uparathI kaThora paNa manamAM pariNAma ghaNAM narama te mAtApitA (3) uparathI saraLa paNa aMdarathI kaThaNa te kapaTI mANasa, dumana (4) uparathI kaDavA bele ane peTamAM paNa khoTo te pApI jIva. A cAramAM tamAre naM bara kayAM che? (tA-pahelAM naMbaramAM. drAkSa jevA tamArA AtmAne pUchI je je ke mAre naMbara zemAM che? tame drAkSa jevA

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zArada ziromaNi ] ( 225 che, nALIyera jevA che ke bora jevA che te huM kahI zakuM nahi, huM tenuM sarTIphikeTa ApI zakuM nahi, e te jJAnI kahI zake. eka vAra banAvaTI gurUe paradezamAM evI jAherAta karI ke pApI heya, khUnI hoya, cora DAku heya, guMDe hoya, game te pApI hoya te ahIM mArI pAse AvIne ciThThI lakhAvI jAya. te ciThThI lakhavAnI rUA. pAMca hajAra phI bharavAnI, pachI tene naraka-tiryaMcagatimAM nahIM javuM paDe. tenuM badhuM pApa mApha. pachI to manuSya ane devagati e be sArI gati rahI. tamane AvI khabara paDe te tame badhA paNa upaDI jAva. pachI game teTalA pApa karIe to phIkara nahi. A jAherAta sAMbhaLIne lokonA ToLe-ToLAM umaTayA. pAMca hajAra rUA. to kAle maLI jaze paNa naraka, tiryaMcamAM to nahi javuM paDe ne? badhA ciThThI lakhAvI AvyA. badhAe pAMca pAMca hajAra bharIne ciThThI lakhAvI lIdhI. eka vAra tyAM cAra mANase AvyA. temaNe joyuM ke aho ! ahIM to keTalI moTI lAIne thaI che. teo lAInamAM UbhA rahyA che. temane naMbara AvyuM tyAre gayA. temaNe joyuM te karoDo rUpiyAno Dhagale thayo che. paisAthI kethaLA bharAya che. te cAra jaNAe paNa pAMca pAMca hajAra ApyA ane ciThThI lakhAvI dIdhI paNa temanA manamAM thayuM ke A te paisA bhegA karavAne dhaMdhe che. pApa kare ane naraka-tiya"camAM na jAya, A kevI beTI vAta ! have temane eka vAra batAvI daIe. A cAra mANaso guMDAo hatA. eka vAra banAvaTI gurU rastA parathI jatA hatA tyAre A cAra guMDAe baMduko ane topo laIne temanI sAme gayA ane kahyuM, tame ahIM UbhA rahe. tamane baMdUkathI 6 Aje mArI nAMkhavAnA che. bhAI ! huM koNa chuM te tamane khabara che ? hA. tame dharmagurU che. tamane oLakhIe chIe. tamArI pAse je paisA milkata hoya te ApI de. tame mane mAraze te narake jaze. ame ciThThI lakhAvI lIdhI che, je dekhe, A ApanA hastAkSaranI ciThThI. have ame tamane mArIe te paNa ame narake nathI javAnA. amane pAkuM sarTIphikeTa maLI gayuM che. bhAIe ! tamAre jIvavuM hoya te mane choDI do. nahi te tamArA mATe naraka taiyAra che. amAre narakamAM ke baLada, gadheDA Adi tiyaca gatimAM javAnuM nathI, pachI bhaya zene? A cAra jaNa mAthAnA maLyA. chevaTe kahyuM ke tame ciThThI lakhI ApI che paNa jeNe pApa karyA che, ane te pApanA phaLa bhogavavA durgatimAM javuM paDaze. tyAM tamArI lAgavaga nahi cAle. chevaTe banAvaTa khullI paDI gaI. - bhagavAna mahAvIrane ziSya ane khuda pitAne saMsArI jamAI ane bhANeja evA jamAlI aNagAre bhagavAnanuM eka vacana uthApyuM te kilivaSImAM cAlyA gayA. tyAM jatAM bhagavAna ene bacAvI zakayA? nA. karmane kAyade aTala che. tyAM koInI lAgavaga nahi cAle. yAda rAkhaje. karelAM karmo te jIvane bhogavavA paDaze. mATe bhavabhIrU bane. bhavabhIrU banaze to pApabhIrU banavAnA che. tamAre drAkSa jevA banavuM che, te aMdarathI 15

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226] [zAradA ziramaNi saraLa ane bahArathI paNa saraLa bane, pachI kaI sarTIphikeTa Ape ke na Ape te paNa kalyANa thavAnuM che. bahArathI kaThaNa ane aMdarathI saraLa. karma sAme kezarIyA karavA jAva tyAre kaThaNa banaje. tyAM DhIlA na banazo paNa aMdarathI te saraLa raheje. AvA che paNa tarI zake. bahArathI dhamIne dekhAva karatA hoya paNa hRdaya saraLa na hoya, mAyAkapaTa bharyA hoya to te jaladI tarI zakatA nathI. sepArI jevA te kayAreya na banazo. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra padhAryAnA samAcAra maLatAM lokonA ToLeToLAM bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jaI rahyA che. te nagaranA jitazatru rAjAne paNa vadhAmaNa devA gayA ke bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ApaNuM udyAnamAM padhAryA che. A vadhAmaNa maLatAM rAjAne khUba AnaMda thayo. vadhAmaNI denAranuM dAridra TaLI jAya teTalI rakamanI bheTa ApI. tamane keI saMta padhAryAnI vadhAmaNI Ape tene zuM Apo? bole bole, kAMI nahi. jitazatru rAjA kahe che dhanya ghaDI dhanya bhAgya mArA ke mArI nagarImAM tIrthaMkara prabhunA punita pagalA thayA ! atyAre ApaNA eTalA kamabhAgya che ke ApaNI pAse tIrthakara prabhu nathI. A pAMcamA ArAmAM to daza bela viccheda gayA che. parama avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna, kevaLajJAna, parihAra vizuddha cAritra, sumisaM5rAya cAritra, yathAkhyAtacAritra, pulAka labdhi, AhAraka zarIra, lAyaka samakti, jinakalpI sAdhu chatAM eTalA bhAgyazALI chIe ke jinazAsana ane vIranI vANI maLI che. je samajIne jIvanamAM utArIe te ekAvatArI banI zakIe. mATe maLelI takane cUkaze nahi. - A pAMcamA ArA pachI chaThTho Aro Avaze e ArAmAM te mAtra duHkha duHkha ne duHkha. jyAM dharmanuM nAmanizAna nathI. e ArAnA duHkha sAMbhaLatA ApaNA haiyA kaMpI UThe, evuM bhayaMkara duHkha che. chaThThA ArA pachI pahele Are Avaze, te paNa chaThThA ArA je, bI Ara pAMcamA ArA je Avaze. tyAM mAMgazo te paNa dharma nahi maLe, dharma ghaNo dUra paDI jaze. utsarpiNI kALane trIje Are Avaze tyAre tIrthakara bhagavaMte thaze. teo tIrthanI sthApanA karaze ane dharmazAsana cAlu thaze. tyAM sudhI A kSetramAM dharma maLaze naDi. mATe je chaThThA ArAnA dukha bhogavavA javuM na hoya to evI sAdhanA karI le ke jethI A duHkhamaya ArAmAM janma le na paDe. ahIMthI devalekamAM jAva te pachI duHkhamaya kALamAM AvavuM na paDe mATe tapa, japa, vrata, niyama kare. kaSAyane choDo ane sAdhanA karI le. jitazatru rAjAne khabara paDI ke bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI padhAryA che. have te kevI rIte vaMdana karavA jaze te avasare. caritra: deve puNyasArane vacana ApyuM che ke ratnasuMdarI tane ja paraNaze. eTale tene ukaLATa zAMta thaI gaye. have khelavuM, kUdavuM game che paNa vepAra gamatuM nathI. peDhIe javuM gamatuM nathI. eka divasa jAya te be divasa na jAya. chevaTe zeTha kahe-dIkarA ! tuM peDhI para barAbara kema nathI AvatuM? tuM ATale bhaNele, hoMziyAra, vepAramAM paNa kuzaLa, tAre tArA bApadAdAne dhaMdhe te saMbhALavuM joIe ne! tuM dukAna upara na Ave

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [227 ane bahAra rakhaDato phare che e tane zobhe che kharuM? puNyasArane te vacana maLI gayuM che eTale aMtaramAM AnaMda che. te mAne che ke mArA pitAne tyAM aDhaLaka saMpatti che. have mAre kamAvAnI ke peDhI para javAnI zI jarUra? tene kharAba mitrone saMga thaI gayo. e mitro badhA jugArIyA hatA. eTale A bhAI paNa temanA saMgathI jugAra ramavAnuM zIkhe. jugAramAM nAnI-meTI hAra thatI. paisA AvatA ne jatA. mitro tene kahe-jA pisA laI Ava. A bhAI gherathI paisA laI jAya. jugAranI late caDhelo puNyasAra : have to dukAne bilakula jato nathI. zeTha jamavA Ave tyAre thoDo dhamakAve. damadATI Ape tyAre zeThANuM uparANuM letA. tame mArA dIkarAne ja dhamakAva dhamakAva kare che. haju enI kaI uMmara vItI gaI che? haju te ramavA, khelavA, kUdavA jevuM che. atyArathI zuM dukAna dukAna karo che? moTo thaze tyAre enI meLe samajIne vepAra karaze. A rIte mAtA uparANuM le, pachI dIkara sudhare khare? senAnI kaTAra keDe rAkhavAnI hoya, mAravAnI na hoya. saMtAnone game tevuM sAruM khavaDA bhale, paNa tenA saMskAra kharAba na thavA joIe. A bhAI to mitronI sAthe vadhu jugAra ramatA zIkhe. tene to have casko lAgyo. hAryo jugArI bamaNuM rame. tenA mitro tene cAvI caDhAve paNa te mATe paisA lAvavA kayAMthI? dhIme dhIme e baMgalAmAMthI nAnI-moTI vastuo cAravA lAgyo. bicArA pitA, dIkarAnA A lakSaNa kyAMthI jANe? paNa te peDhI para jato nathI eTale zeThanA manamAM duHkha che. mAre ekano eka dIkare, peDhI para na Ave ane bhaTakato phare. tene kAMI kahevA jAya to mA tene lADa laDAve eTale tene to phAvatuM maLI jAya. have to pAke jugArI thaI gayo. A to jugAra. jugAranA kAraNe dharmarAjA jevA bhAna bhUlyA ane bhUlyA to eTale sudhI bhUlyA ke draupadIne hoDamAM mUkI dIdhI. AkhuM mahAbhArata khelAyuM enA pApe ja ne ! puNyasAra jugAramAM dAva hArato jato hato. paNa jItavAnI AzAthI te Dabala ramavA lAgyA. pariNAme devuM vadhatA eka lAkha rU. nuM karaja thaI gayuM. A to jugAranI hAra, tasya cUkavavA paDe. jugArIyAo kahe-Aje lAkha rUpiyA cUkava. je nahi cUkave to amArA paganA juttA ne tAro baraDe paNa eka lAkha rUpiyA lAvavA kyAMthI ? te gabharAI gaye. dukAne jAya to hAtha lAge tema nathI. pitAjIne to kahevuM kevI rIte? Aja sudhI gharamAM khUNe khAMce paDayuM hatuM te badhuM laI lIdhuM, chatAM A bhoLA zeThANIne khabara paDI nathI. gharamAM cAre bAju zodhe che paNa koI maLatuM nathI. ekAda DabbAmAM senAnI jhINI jhINI vastuo haze te laI gayA ane gheDA paisA cUkavyA. bIjA paisA lAvavA kyAMthI? mUMjhAya che khUba. have tyAM banAva zuM banyuM? eka divasa hAra tUTayo, rANI gaLAne jeha, nRpe zeThane bolAvIye, cara mUkIne reha

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228 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi A gAmanA mahArANInA DAkanA kiMmatI hAra tUTI gayA. rAjAe vicAra karyAM ke A hAra konI pAse sarakho karAvIe ? A hAra kimatI sAcA motInA che. pradhAna kahe-mahArAja ! ApaNA gAmamAM puraMdara zeTha khUba nItivAna, satyavAdI ane pramANika che tene Ape. teo tene sArI rIte vyavasthita karI Apaze. temAMthI eka paNa meAtI addalAze nahi. zeTha para rAjAne keTale vizvAsa che! gAmamAM ATalA badhA vepArIe hatA, chatAM koIne na ApatA A zeThane ApavAnA niNa ya karyAM. temaNe nAkarane khAlAvIne kahyu -jA puraMdara zeThane khelAvI Ava. nAkare zeThane ghera AvIne kahyuM-zeThajI ! Apane mahArAjA lAve che. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke mAro zu' vAMka gunA AyeA haze ? zeThane to phaphaDATa thavA lAgyA. me to koI gunA karyAM nathI paNa A mArA dIkarA rakhaDato thaI gayA che teNe to koI gunA karyAM nahi hoya ne ! zeTha to bhayabhIta khanI gayA. temanA hozakoza UDI gayA. A te rAjAnA teDA che eTale javu' to paDe. zeThe ghera jaI ne nAhI-dhoI ne 27 vAra navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. dharma para zraddhA khUba che. eTale mAne che ke hu' navakAra matranu` maraNu karIne jaIza to jarUra mAruM duHkha dUra thaze. temaNe prabhune prArthanA karI. aho prabhu ! meM A janmamAM koI ne vizvAsaghAta karyAM nathI. dagA, prapaMca, anIti karI nathI. evAM koI pApa karyA nathI. chatAM rAjAnA gunegAra banyA chuM. to Apa mArI lAja rAkhazo. mArI Ijjata sAcavajo. je vagara gune mane zikSA thaze to mAro dharma nidAro; mATe dharmonI lAja rAkhajo. ema aMtarathI prArthanA karI. have zeThe rAjadarabAramAM jaze temanA manamAM to khUba phaphaDATa che. have zuM banaze te bhAva avasare, zrAvaNa suda 12 ne ravivAra vyAkhyAna naM. 27 tA. 28-7-85 ana ta jJAnI, sa`jJa, sarvaidazI jinezvara bhagavAne jIvAne anata duHkha-para'parAthI mukta thavA mATe nivRtti mAnA upadeza ApyA. te mATe nI sUtramAM batAvyu` che ke nivurU par sAnaLaya....giniMr vas vIra sAsacaM / nivRtti patha e meAkSamAga che. je nivRtta thAya che te mukta thAya che. nivRttinA artha chUTakAro, alaga thavuM, pravRtti rokavI, pramAda tathA kaSAyane tyAga karave. AtmA para mar3A meAhanu' gahana AvaraNa AvI gayuM che tethI e pAtAne bhUlI gayA che. jema bhUgarbhamAM cAre khAju mATI ane paththarAnA moTA DhagamAM ratna dakhAI gayu` hoya tema gADhatama meAhanIya karmAMnA tharamAM AtmA dabAI gayA che. mithyAtva mAhanIyanA nazAe tene eTaleA badheA dabAvyA ke te jaDa jevA rahyo che. te vistAra pAmyA, sakAcAyA ane aNu jevA banIne eka sUma zarIramAM anata jIvAnI sAthe rahyo. kayAM leAkavyApI pradezonA svAmI virATa AtmA ane kayAM sUkSma zarIramAM anaMta AtmAonI sAthe bhI'sAI bhIMsAI ne rahelA kSudratama jIva ! UMTa ane hAthInA moTA zarIramAM rahevAvALA jIva kathAreka daSTimAM paNa na

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [229 AvI zake evI zudra dazAne prApta kare che. paramAtmA samAna AtmA pAmaratAmAM kema paDyo che? tenI AvI adhama dazA zA mATe thaI che ? A praznanA javAba ApatA jinezvara bhagavAna kahe che ke-AtmAe nivRttimArganuM darzana karyuM nathI. te pravRttimAM paDyo rahe che. te paNa azubha pravRtti karI che. cera, DAku ane khUnIne potAnA ja aparAdhe pitAne kendrI banAve che, tema pitAnI azubha pravRtti AtmAnI durdazA kare che. pravRtti mArga baMdhanakartA che ane nivRtti mArga baMdhanathI muktino mArga che. rezamanA kIDA potAnI kADhelI lALathI baMdhAya che ane aMte marI jAya che. tema pitAnI sArI ke kharAba pravRttithI jIva zubhAzubha karmonA baMdhanamAM baMdhAya che ane janma maraNanI paraMparA karI bhava vadhArato jAya che. bhavaparaMparAne ghaTADavA ane AtmAnI sukha saMpattine pragaTa karavA mATe nivRttimAgane apanAvavo jarUrI che. jevI rIte kuzaLa vaida rogIne nigI banAvavA mATe reganA kAraNane roke che, roganI utpattinA mArgane baMdha kare che. te pachI thaelA rogane maTADavAno prayatna kare che, tevI rIte jinezvara bhagavaMta AtmAnA janmamaraNAdi duHkhenI paraMparAne vadhAranArI pravRttine rokavAne upadeza Ape che. temane upadeza nivRttimaya che. je AtmAo A mArgane grahaNa kare che te pravRttithI thaelA baMdhanene toDIne mukta thaI jAya che. sarvathA mukta thaIne siddha dazAne prApta kare che. A mArgane sAMbhaLI, samajI pachI zraddhA karavAthI jIvane daSTi vikAra cAlyo jAya che. daSTi vikAra jatAM anaMta saMsAranI nivRtti thaI jAya che. mithyAtva jatAM anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya jAya che. A mithyAtvanuM jhera, daSTi vikAra evuM bhayaMkara pApa che ke je AtmAne anAdikALathI bhavabhramaNanA cakakaramAM TakAve che. AvI vyakti sanmArgane kumArga mAne che ane kumArgane sanmArga mAne che. mithyAtva mohano mitra anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya che. A baMnenI gAMTha baMdhAelI hoya che. jyAre A gAMThanuM baMdhana ugra rUpamAM hoya che tyAre AtmA kSudratama avasthAne prApta karI lekamAM bhaTakyA kare che. anaMta bhavabhramaNanuM mULa A che, tene udaya samApta thaI jAya che tyAre AtmAnA bhAva ochA thaI jAya che ane je bhava rahe che te prAyaH manuSya ane devanA rahe che. | mithyAtvanI nivRtti thAya eTale AtmAnuM paribhramaNa parimita thaI jAya che. apratyAkhyAna kaSAyane udaya baMdha thatAM dezavirati prApta thAya che. pratyAkhyAna kaSAyanI nivRtti thAya che tyAre AtmA sarvavirati bane che. tenI pravRttine ghaNe bhAga aTakI jAya che. tethI nivRtti khUba vadhI jAya che. jyAre AtmAmAM kaMIka vizeSatA Ave che ane pramAdathI nivRtta thAya che tyAre te apramatta thaI jAya che. tenI pravRtti vizeSa aTake che. A urdhvagAmI banele AtmA saMjavalana kaSAya ane vegathI nivRtta banI vItarAga banI jAya che tyAre mAtra zubha ga rahe che. arihaMta prabhunA, kevaLInA jIvanamAM

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230 ] [ zAradA zimaNi paNa zubhaga pravRttipaNe rahe che jyAre mokSe javAne aMtima samaya rahe tyAre te yogapravRtti paNa aTakI jAya che ane nivRtti paripUrNa thaI jAya che. cethA guNasthAnakathI zarU karelI nivRtti caudamAM guNasthAnamAM pahoMcIne pUrNa thaI jAya che. jyAre nivRtti pUrNa thaI tyAre AtmA mukata thaI siddha paramAtmA banI jAya che. TUMkamAM anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya ane darzana mehanIyane tyAga karI jIva anaMta saMsAravardhaka pariNatithI nivRtta thaI jAya che eTale jIva samakti pAme pachI ene ardhapudgala parAvartanathI vadhu kALa bhamavAnuM rahetuM nathI. dezavirati thAya eTale avirati jAya, sarvavirati thAya eTale AraMbha parigrahathI nivRtta thAya. pramAdathI nivRtta thAya eTale apramattadazA Ave. kaSAyathI nivRtta thAya tyAre vItarAga sarvajJa bane ane yegathI nivRtta thAya eTale siddha, buddha, mukta bane che. jema jema nivRtti vadhe tema tema utthAna thAya che. guNasthAnanI zreNI vadhatI rahe che. guNasthAnamAM vRddhi nivRttithI thAya che. ahIM kadAca koI zaMkA kare ke te pachI cAritramAM pravRtta thavAne upadeza zA mATe Apo? sAdhaka sAdhanAnA prAraMbhathI pUrNa rUpathI nivRtta thaI zakato nathI. jevI rIte sarvavirati banavAnI zakti na hoya to dezavirati bane che, te rIte pUrNa vItarAga banavAnI yegyatA ahIM na hovAthI sarAgasaMyati bane che. rAgasahita cAritrathI yathAkhyAta cAritranI prApti thaI zaktI nathI. kaSAyanI saMpUrNa nivRtti thatI nathI. kaMIka pravRtti zeSa rahe che. A zeSa rahelI pravRtti azubha na bane te mATe jAgaraNa i gvattaLa cAritramAM pravRtta thavAnuM kahyuM. kaSAyathI sarvathA nivRtti laIne jeo sarvajJa banI gayA che evA carama tIrthakara zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA kellAka saMnivezamAM padhAryA. te samAcAra sAMbhaLatA jemane jIvana dhanya banAvavAnI bhAvanA che evA leke tarata ja jarApaNa pramAda karyA vagara bhagavAnanA darzane gayA. jema tame dUdhapAka pUrI jamavA beThA ho, haju paheluM baTakuM hAthamAM lIdhuM che te samaye samAcAra AvyA ke tamAre pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnI leTarI lAgI te naMbara laIne jAva. te samaye manamAM vicAra Ave ke ATaluM jamIne jAuM. beTho chuM te jamI levA dene! (zrotA-eka miniTa UbhA na rahe.) dUdhapAka pUrI jevuM bhAvatuM bhejana paNa mUkI do, kAraNa ke tyAM paisA pratye prema che tema kalAka saMnivezanI janatA samaje che ke bhagavAna padhAryA che. temanA darzana karavAne, temanI vANI sAMbhaLavAno amUlya avasara maLyo che. pramAda karIne besI rahevAya? eTale badhA tarata gayA. jitazatra rAjAne paNa vanapAlake vadhAmaNa ApI. pahelAnA rAjAo dharmiSTha hatA. jyAre bhagavAna padhAravAnA hoya tyAre rAjA vanapAlakane kahI detA ke bhagavAnane utaravAnI AjJA Apaje. pATa, pATalA, bAjoTha je joIe te Apajo. jitazatru rAjA paNa samAcAra sAMbhaLIne bhagavAnanA darzane javA taiyAra thayA. te

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zAradA ziremaNi ] 231 bhagavAnanA darzana karavA kevI rIte gayA? zAstrakAra batAve che ke "joLi pAyA nA taNAM vicaratta nicha . keNika rAjA jevA ThAThamAThathI, jevA ullAsathI, aMtaranA AnaMdathI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne vAMdavA gayA hatA, tevA ThAThamAThathI jitazatru rAjA bhagavAnane vAMdavA nikaLyA. jema keNika kuTuMba parivAra, sagA snehIo laIne gayA hatA, tema jitazatra rAjA bhagavAnane vaMdana karavA jAya che. temaNe AkhA gAmamAM bhagavAna padhAryAnI jANa karI. saparivAra ThAThamAThathI bhagavAnanA darzane gayA. bhagavAnanuM samosaraNuM dekhAyuM tyAre teo hAthI parathI nIce utarI gayA. sAme bhagavAna birAjatA hoya te hAthI para kema besI rahevAya? A to tIrthakara bhagavAna hatA paNa kaI saMta hoya to paNa temanI pAse jaIe tyAre ATalA vAnA sAcavavA joIe. bhagavAnanI pAse javuM che to mAna choDIne namra banIne javAya. jIvanamAM namratA, saraLatA hoya to kalyANuM thavuM saheluM che. bene roTalI mATe loTa bAMdhe tyAre pahelA kaThaNa bAMdhe che paNa pachI tene keLavIne DhIle banAve, narama banAve te jeTalI sArI thAya. kuvAmAMthI pANI kADhavuM heya te ghaDe nAMkhe tyAre chate hoya paNa pANI kADhavuM che to pachI ghaDAne ane pANI kADhanAra baMnene vAMkuM vaLavuM paDe che. jyAre ahIM te tIrthakara bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavI che, tene aMtaramAM avadhAravI che. anaMta saMsArane bhUla che. kaSAyane jItavI che ane karmanI jaMjIramAMthI mukta thavuM che te keTalA namra banavuM paDaze ! sonuM narama bane che te tenA jAtajAtanA ghATa ghaDAya che. mATe bhagavAna kahe che, tame namra bane. "laghutA se prabhutA mile prabhutA prabhu dUra". jeTalI laghutA, saraLatA, namratA haze eTale ApaNe mATe mokSa najIka che ane jeTalI akaDAI, vakatA haze teTaluM mokSa ApaNAthI dUra che. bAhubalIjInI sAdhanA keTalI jabbara hatI chatAM paNa eka ahaMkArane kAMTo na gayo te kevaLajJAna najIka hovA chatAM dUra thaI gayuM. je ahaMkAra gaye evuM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. A vAta ApaNe jIvanamAM utAravAnI che. ApaNA jIvanamAM jyAM jyAM khAmIo che tene dUra karavAnI che. varSARtune samaya Ave tyAre dhAbAvALuM makAna hoya chatAM tapAsa kare che ke kayAMya pAchuM to paDatuM nathI ne? je paDatuM hoya te kArIgarane bolAvI sAMdha pUrAvI de che. cuA thatA hoya te tyAM rIperIMga karAvI do cho tema ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa tapAsa karo ke deSanA ke avaguNanA cuA dekhAtA nathI ne ! jyAre cuA cuA tarIke oLakhAze te ene dUra karavA gurU caraNomAM pahoMcI jaze. makAnanI chata kevI che? : tamArA makAnanI chata majabUta che ke DhIlI che? kAcI che ke pAkI che? tene eka nyAyathI samajIe. eka sAruM moTuM vizALa makAna hatuM. temAM sArA sukhI mANaso vaselA hatA. makAna vizALa hatuM tevA mANasonA dila paNa vizALa hatA. eka vAra temano mitra bahAragAmathI Avyo, te sTezane Utaryo tyAMthI temanuM makAna ghaNuM dUra hatuM. rastAmAM vacce A mitranuM ghara AvatuM hatuM. rAtanA nava

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202 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi vAgI gayA hatA. keI vAhana maLatuM na hatuM, eTale manamAM thayuM ke AjanI rAta mArA mitranA ghera rahI jAuM, ema vicArI A mitra tenA mitranA ghera gayA. mitre tene sAre AvakAra Ape. vastunA mUlya nathI paNa namratA, saraLatA, mIThAzabharyA be zabdo AvakAra mATe basa che. mitre tene mITho AvakAra Ape. 10 vAgyA hatA eTale jamavAnuM nahotuM. mAtra sUvAnuM kAma hatuM. mitre kahyuM bhAI ! AgalA rUmamAM palaMga che, tyAM Apa sUI jaje. thoDI vAra baMne mitroe vAta karI. pachI AvanAra mitra sUI gaye. kAraNake aDhI divasanI TreInanI musApharI hatI eTale thAka khUba lAgyA hatA tethI sute e tarata UMghI gayo. eka be kalAka thayA tyAM temanA zarIra para pANInA chAMTA paDavA lAgyA. te ekadama jAgI gayo. tene vicAra thayo ke A besIMgavALuM navuM makAna pharsTa kalAsa dhAbAvALuM che, chatAM chAMTA kema paDe che? temaNe bahAra joyuM te dhodhamAra varasAda varasato nahote paNa jharamara jharamara varasAda Avato hato. ATale dhIme varasAda paDe che chatAM paNa aMdara kema AvyuM? e vicAra karavA lAgyuM. DI vAra thaI tyAM tene mitra jAgI gaye ne A mitranI pAse Avyo. teNe kahyuM, bhAI ! A makAna te dhAbAvALuM che chatAM pANI kema paDe che? mitra kahe, bIjA rUmamAM palaMga taiyAra che tyAM Apa sUI jAva. A bhAI jevA sUtA tevA tarata uMghI gayA. savAre jAgyA tyAre temaNe joyuM to bedhamAra varasAda varasate ho. vAdaLane gaDagaDATa avAja Avato hato, chatAM eka TIpuM pANI paDatuM na hatuM. te mitra vicAra karavA lAge ke dhodhamAra varasAda Ave che chatAM A rUmamAM eka TIpuM paNa pANI nathI paDatuM ane jharamara varasAdamAM bAjunA rUmamAM pANI paDatuM hatuM. Ama kema banyuM ? teNe mitrane pUchayuM-tyAre te bhAIe javAba Apyo ke Apa je AgalA rUmamAM sUtA hatA tenI chata ekadama kAcI che eTale jharamara varasAdamAM paNa emAMthI pANI paDe che. jyAre A rUmanI chata ekadama pAkI ane majabUta che eTale mUzaLadhAra varasAda Ave chatAM A chatamAMthI eka paNa TIpuM aMdara AvatuM nathI. - ApaNuM chata kevI che? :- A vAta ApaNe samajavAnI che. pAkI chate 15-20 Ica pANI paDayuM chatAM aMdara AvavA dIdhuM nahi ane kAcI chate pANI aMdara AvavA dIdhuM. A makAnanI chatanI vAta karI. A vAta AtmA mATe vicAravI che. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArI chata kevI che? kAcI che ke pAkI ? samajIne javAba Apaje. (zrotA-kAcI pAkI) Apa badhAnI vaNika buddhi che eTale kAcI na kahe. pAkI na kaho. paNa dvibhASI belyA. makAnanI chata kAcI hoya te divase ke rAtre game tyAre pANI paDe ane muzkelImAM mUkAI javAya. sAmAna badhe upADa paDe. tema je ApaNA AtmAnI chata kAcI haze to keTalI muzkelIo Avaze? mAmUlI nimittathI paNa jIvanamAM pApa, kaSAye pravezI jaze. keIe ApaNuM apamAna karyuM te krodha AvI jAya. nArAja thaI jAya. kaI mANase AvIne uMgha bagADI te ukaLATa AvI jAya. keI sanmAna kare te

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zAradA zimaNi ] 233 khuza thaI jaIe. sAmAnya prasaMgamAM paNa je kodha AvI jAya, ukaLATa thaI jAya te Ama gharamAM pApanA paNa pravezI jaze. je AtmAnI chata majabUta haze te game tevA bhayaMkara nimitto Avaze te paNa jIvanamAM pApanA TIpAM rUpa pANune AvavA nahi de. je ApaNe A badhAmAMthI bacavuM che te te mATe eka upAya che ke AtmAnI chatane majabUta banAvI devI. jemaNe AtmAnI chata majabUta karI che evA thulIbhadra dIkSA laIne gurUnI AjJAthI rUpakozAne tyAM cAturmAsa karavA gayA. rUpakozAe dUrathI munine joyA. e gAMDItura-pAgala banI gaI. munine jotAM nAcavA lAgI. A te mAre dhaNI Avya! ema mAnIne sAre AvakAra ApyuM. pachI temanI sAme nAcagAna hAvabhAva karavA lAgI. tyAre munie zuM kahyuM. khabaradAra! je mArI pAse AvI to ! je thulIbhadra tArI sAthe 12 varSa rahyo hato e syulIbhadra huM nathI rahyo. mArI pAse hAvabhAva karIza nahi. je tAre jIvavuM hoya te mArAthI dUra haTI jA. nahitara tuM marI jaIza. AnuM nAma kahevAya ke chata majabUta. A rIte zrAvakenA cAritranI chata paNa majabUta joIe. tamArA cAritranI, zraddhAnI chata majabUta haze te game tyAM jaze, game tevA prasaMge Avaze paNa tamArI zraddhA calita nahi thAya paNa tamArI chatanA ThekANA nathI. mATe amAre tamane vAraMvAra kahevuM paDe che. pATA parathI gADI kayAre gabaDI paDaze te khabara nathI. thulIbhadra muninI chata majabUta hatI. siMha guphAvAsI muni cAturmAsa karIne AvyA. nAganA rAphaDA para eka muni comAsuM karIne AvyA. eka muni kuvA kAMThe cAturmAsa karIne AvyA. A traNe munine to cAra mahinA sudhI AhAra pANI maLyA na hatA. cauvihArA upavAsa thayA hatA. thulIbhadra muni rUpakezAne tyAM cAturmAsa rahyA. te saMyamamAM khUba pAvaraphula hatA, tethI rUpakezA vezyAne sAcI zrAvikA banAvI dIdhI.eTale temane AhAra-pANImAM bahu vadhe na Ave. ApaNe bolIe chIe.. maMgalaM bhagavAna vIre, maMgala gautama prabhu, maMgala syulibhadrAdhA, jaina dharmostu maMgalam ! mahAvIra prabhu maMgala che. gautama svAmI maMgala che, dhUlibhadra maMgala che ane jainadharma paNa maMgala che. sthUlibhadrane Aje sau kaI yAda kare che keTalIya cevazI sudhI temanuM nAma amara rahevAnuM che. kAraNa ke vezyAne tyAM rahevA chatAM jeNe cAritranI ta akhaMDa jhaLahaLatI rAkhI hatI. sthalibhadra ne nadiSeNa, gaNikAnA saMga kIdhA, raMgavilAsamAM raMgAIne, jhera viSaya pIdhA, kintu pazcAtApa karIne raste AvI jAya che....pApa badhAthI thAya che? (2) chadmastha jIva bhUlane pAtra che. badhA pApa to kare che. saMsAra e pApanuM piMjara che. kaI kaI virala AtmA ja pApane pazcAttApa karanArA hoya che. A pazcAttApa e

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234 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi ke je bhUla karI e bhUla pharIvAra kayAreya jIvanamAM na thAya tevA karAra kare che. sthUlibhadra 12 varSa rUpAzAne tyAM rahyA. e bhUla teA karI. khuda temanA pitA marI gayA tyAre khelAvyA teA paNa AvyA nahi, e bhUlanA karAra karyAM pachI dIkSA laI ne gurUdeve tyAM cAturmAsa meAkalyA te tyAM cAritramAM-brahmacarya mAM evA aDaga rahyA, enI sAme evI Takkara jhIlI ke temanA prabhAve kazA sAcI zrAvikA banI gaI. temanI chata khUba majabUta ne pAkI banI gaI hatI. kadAca tame upAzrayamAM ochA AvI zake paNa tamArI chata majabUta rAkhajo. tamArI chata majabUta haze teA koI tamane dhamathI DagAvI zakaze nahi. dhama zraddhAthI DagAvavA mATe koI praleAbhanA Ape, lAlace Ape ke bhaya batAve tyAM jo tamArI chata pAkI haze teA tame kahI dezeA ke mAru dhana rahe te bhale ne jAya tA ya bhale paNa mArA deva tA arihaMta bhagavAna che. gurU tA mArA nigrantha gurU che ane kevalI prarUpita dhama e mArA dharma che. sthUlibhadre mananI chata keTalI pAkI karI haze ke gaNikAnA sagamAM rahevA chatAM tenA raMgamAM te na raMgAyA paNu rUpakozAne dharmanA ra'ge 2'gI dIdhI ane sAcI zrAvikA banAvI. tame zuM karazeA? tamArA mitrane jaina banAvA ane tamArA dIkarA dIkarIone evA sa`skAra Ape ke upAzraye AvatA thAya ane jaina dharmamAM zraddhAvAna ane te huM samajIza ke tamArI chata majabUta che. sthUlibhadra rUpAzAne tyAM cAturmAsa karIne AvyA, si'haguphAvAsI muni siMhanI guphAmAM cAturmAsa rahyA. keTalu' kaheNu ! A muni cAmAsu` karIne AvyA tyAre gurUe kahyuM : duSkara. nAganA rADe karIne AvyA tene kahyuM, duSkara ane kUvAnA kAMThe karIne AvyA tene kahyuM duSkara. paNa je rUpAzA vezyAne tyAM cAturmAMsa karIne AvyA, evA sthUlibhadrane traNa vAra kahyuM duSkara....dura....duSkara. A sAMbhaLIne si'haguphAvAsI munine sthUlibhadra pratye IrSyA AvI. tethI te rUpamezAnA baMgale javA taiyAra thayA. rUpAzAe temane AvatA joyA. rUpakozA teA have sAcI zrAvikA khanI gaI che. tene thayu` ke lAva, temanI parIkSA teA karuM. muninI parIkSA karavA nAcagAna, hAvabhAva karavA lAgI. saheja nimittamAM A muni gulAMTa khAI gayA. kAraNa ke temanI chata majabuta na hatI, paNa takalAdI hatI. takalAdI teA kevI ke eka ja vakhatanA vezyAnA hAvabhAva bharyAM dazane paNa te gAthAM khAI gayA. jo cAritranI chata majabUta hAya te uparathI devAMganA nIce utare teA paNa Dage nahi. mananI chata majabUta banAvI de. atyAre mananI chata kAcI che paNa majabUta banAvyA vinA chUTako nathI. cAritramAM, tapamAM bhAganA tyAgamAM, sahanazIlatA AdimAM chata majabUta joIze. atyAre je bhAI enA tapa sAdhanAmAM joDAI gayA che temanI mananI chata jo majabUta haze teA dhyeyane siddha karI zakaze. eka vAta yAda rAkhajo ke varasAdane varasatA aTakAvavAnI ApaNI tAkAta nathI varasavuM e te enA svabhAva che kayAreka e dhIme varase teA kayAreka esItama varase.

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at [ 235 ene varasatA aTakAvI zakAya nahi, pazu jo ene rUmamAM AvatA aTakAvavA hoya te mAtra eka upAya che. '" chatane pAkI majabUta karI de|" ApaNI sAme pazu sArA khATA nimitto Ave tene aTakAvI zakAya nahi. emAMthI bacavAnA upAya e che ke tamArI mananI chatane majabUta banAvI do. mananI chatane majabUta karanAra koI hoya te| jinavANI che. enI zakti kevI alaukika che te sAMbhaLe. 1 eka mAtAne be dIkarA hatA. mAtA te A baMne dIkarAone nAnapaNamAM mUkIne cAlI gai hatI.. baMne bhAiomAM sa`pa, prema khUba hatA. moTAbhAinA lagna thaI gayA hatA. temane e khALako hatA. te pati, patnI ane e bALako cAra mANasanuM kuTu'ba hatu. nAnAbhAI mATe thayA eTale tenA pazu lagna thaI gayA. kula cha mAzusanuM kuTuMba Ana'dathI rahetu hatuM. je gharamAM teo rahetA hatA e ghara nAnuM hatuM eTale rahevAmAM, sUvA besavAmAM ghaNI agavaDa hatI. eka divasa nAnA bhAI mATAbhAI ne kahe che bhAi ! gharamAM takalIpha, agavaDa khUba paDe che. zuM karIzuM? tyAre mATAbhAI e. nAnAbhAI ne kahyuM ke bAjunuM je makAna che te mAruM' che. tuM tyAM rahevA jA ane mahine mane 150 rUpiyA bhADu Apaje. nAnA bhAI kahe, mATAbhAI ! ApaNA pitAjInA jyAre aMtima samaya hateA tyAre huM ane tame baMne sAthe UbhA hatA. tyAre teA mArA lagna paNu thayA na heAtA. te samaye pitAjIe Apane kahyuM hatu` ke IkarA, huM jAuM chuM. tuM mATe bhAI pitA jevA che. eTale ene dIkarAnI jema rAkhaje. ane sa'pIne rahejo. bhaviSyamAM kadAca judA thavAnA prasaMga Ave te ApaNI khAjunuM ghara tuM nAnAne ApI deje. pitAjIe Apane A vAta karI hatI, ne Ape A vAtane saharSa svIkAra karyAM hatA. te pachI Aje Apa Ama kema kahe che ? je mArI mAlikInuM makAna che tenu Apa bhADu levA mAgeA che ? A sAMbhaLIne meTAbhAI nA pAvara gayA. temaNe kahyu', huM kAMI jANatA nathI. dhara zuM ne vAta zu' ? tAre rahevA javuM hoya te jA, paNa mane 150 rUA. bhADuM ApI jaje. be bhAInA dUdha sAkara jevA prema hatA paNa khaTapaTa vadhI gaI. mane bhAI A bahAra khele ane derANI-jeThANI gharamAM jhaghaDe. nAnAbhAI ne mAtra 500 rUA. pagAra che, ane mATAbhAI nA puNyanA udaya che. eTale dhA dhamadheAkAra cAle che. nAnA bhAI kahe, khApujI mane kahIne gayA che mATe mane e ghara ApeA. meATAbhAI kahe, pitAjI ! tane zu` rAkha e ghera sAMpIne gayA che ? e ghara teA nahi ApuM paNa atyAre mArI pAse sthAvara ane jaMgama milkata che te badhA para mAre adhikAra che. temAMthI tane kAMI paNa nahI Apu.. rahevu' hAya teA rahe, nahitara gharanA daravAjA khullA che. nAnA bhAI kahe ke huM kATe` caDhIne paNa ghara levAnA. nAnAbhAI ne tenA mitroe paNa kahyu' ke tuM tArA moTAbhAI sAme kaisa kara. ame tArA paDakhe UbhA chIe. laDavA mATe paisA laI jaje. bIjI bAju jhaghaDAnuM samAdhAna karAvavA ghaNA sajjanA ane DAhyA mANasA vacce paDayA hatA paNa jhaghaDA zAMta thatA na hatA. nAnA bhAI haTha cheDatA nahAtA. mitronI sAcI ke khoTI salAhathI teNe kArTImAM kesa karyAM. 100-100 rUpiyAnA haptA paDatA

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236 ] | zAradA zirAmaNa gayA. ema karatAM dasa hajAra rUA.nu. devuM thaI gayu` chatAM kesanA cUkAdA na AvyeA. vakIla kahyA kare ke kesa tamArI phevaramAM che, paNa cUkAdo na lAve. dasa hajAranu devu. thayu chatAM nAnAbhAI ne sUjhatu' nathI. mAmale vadhu ta'ga banatA gayA. DAhyA mANase| kahe bhAi ! tArA mAthe ATalu karaja thaI gayu` chatAM tAre kAyaDo te ukalatA nathI. AthI nAnA bhAI khUba mU'jhAyA. tyAM acAnaka khabara paDI ke gAmamAM jaina sAdhu padhAryAM che teA lAva hu' Aje temanA vyAkhyAnamAM jAu. vyAkhyAnamAM gurUdeve zarUAta karI ke bhUlI jAva. tame sArA ke khoTA paNa bhUtakALane bhUlI jAva. vaDIlAne vinaya cUkazo ni. vaDIleA je kahe te ApaNuA hita mATe kahe che. namra mane. vastunI sAcI mAlikI vastune pakaDI rAkhavAmAM nathI paNa cheDI devAmAM che. gurUdeve te sahajabhAve upadeza ApyA, paNa nAnAne kharAkhara khadhakhesate| AvI gayA. tenA hRdayamAM taDa paDI gaI. tenA mananI chata kAcI hatI tene pAkI karavAmAM A jinavANInA sahArA maLI gayA. tyAM ne tyAM tenA AtmAe palTI khAdhA. ahAhA ! kevu' sarasa 'samajAvyu`. te vicAra karavA lAgyA ke gurUdeve kahyu`namra banA, vaDIleAnA vinaya cUkatA nahi. mArA mATAbhAI to vaDIla che. te mArA pitAtulya che. temanA vinaya hu' cUkI gayA. temanI AjJAne toDI che. me kAM temanI AmanyA jALavI che ? bhUla to ApaNe badhA karIe chIe paNa tenA ekarAra karatA nathI. jIvanamAM saraLatA, bhadrikatA, komaLatA haze te tarI javAnA. gurUdevanu vyAkhyAna nAnA bhAI ne kharAkhara lAgu paDatu' AvI gayu'. teNe peAtAnI bhUle jovA mAMDI. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayu. paNa gurUdeve kahelA zabdonuM mathana to cAlu rahyuM. huM kevA abhAgIyA ! koI nahi ne mArA bhAInI sAme paDatho !! atyAre huM jyAM nokarI karu chu. e jagAe nokarI paNa mane mATAbhAI e apAvI che. kAle kadAca zeThane jaIne A badhI vAto kare ne zeTha mane kADhI mUke to pachI huM kathAM jaIne Ubhe! rahuM ? A rIte pAtAnI bhUlA joto joto ghera AnyA. ghera AvIne jamIparavArIne tenI patnIne pAse besADIne kahe che, mArI ghaNI bhUleA thaI che. me' ghaNI ajJAnatA karI che. patnI pUche che paNa che zu? teNe vAta karI. Aje gurUbhagava'tanI vANInA pAvara mane maLyA che. temanI vANI sAMbhaLIne mane mArI bhUlAnu dana thayuM che. kharekhara hu' pApI chuM. je bhAIe mane meTA karyAM. meATAbhAI mArA khApa samAna gaNAya, temanI sAme kATamAM kesa karyAM. pAse paisA nathI chatAM daza hajAranu devu... karyuM ne laDayA paNa jItyA nathI. have mArI AMkha khulI gaI che. gurUbhagavaMta pAse javAthI sAcI STi mane maLI gaI che. mArA pitAjI gujarI gayA tyAre huM kuMvArA hatA. mArA bhAie mArA lagnamAM rUpiyA 35 hajAranA kharyAM karyAM che, chatAM Aja dina sudhI koI divasa mArI pAse eka paise mAMgyA nathI. te samaye e nA pADIne UbhA rahyA hota teA ! hu kevA durbhAgI ! me' temanI sAme kesa mAMDayo. korTamAM sAmAsAmI ubhA

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 237 rahIe chatAM temaNe mane A gharanI bahAra kADhayeA nathI. temaNe mane gharanI bahAra kADho. heta te ApaNe kayAM jaine UbhA raheta ? pAse mUDI teA che nahi. mane nAkarI maLI che te paNa bhAinI zarame. jo mATAbhAi zeThane vAta kare teA zeThe mane nAkarImAMthI chUTa karI de. hu' neAkarI vagaranA thaI jAuM. gharamAM rAkhIne mane temanA jevu khAvA paNa Ape che. A bhAinA mArA para keTalA upakAro che! chatAM huM duSTa, pApI, temanA upakArone bhUlI gayA chuM. temanA upakAra jIvanamAM kayAre paNa bhUlAya tema nathI. have koTa mAMthI temanI sAme kesa mAMDayA che te kADhI nAMkhavA che, are dhara mATe jhaghaDA che e ghara mATAbhAine seAMpI devuM che. have sAmA pagale jaine temanI mAphI mAMgI levI che. nAnAbhAInI chata kAcI hatI te jinavANInA pAvarathI majabUta banI gaI che. patnI kahe, nAtha ! kAla savAranI have rAha jovI nathI. kone khabara kAla kevI ugaze ? ApaNe atyAre ja jaI e. Aje tee vahelA sUI gayA che, Apa atyAre ne atyAre temane uThADA. sApane joyA pachI kAI tene gharamAM na rAkhe te pApa paNa AtmagharamAM kema rakhAya ? atyAre ja jaIne temanA pagamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI laIe. mane mANasa tyAMthI uThayA. jaIne moTAbhAinI rUmanu khAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM, uMghamAM khalela paDavAthI Aveza AvI gayA. bAraNu khAlyuM teA nAnAbhAI ane tenI patnIne joyA. temane jotAM khUba krodha AvI gayA. rAtre zAMtithI sUvA detA nathI. nAlAyaka! mAru lAhI pIvA A gharamAM rahyo che. sAme gADInA pATA dekhAya che, tyAM jaIne sUtA AvaDe che ke nahi? sUI jA tyAM jaine eTale mAre tArA nAmaneA khaLApA baMdha thAya. gurUdeva pAse gayA pahelAM A zabdo sAMbhaLyA hota tA mATe anartha sarjAI jAta paNa have jinavANInA pAvara maLyeA che eTale enI chata majabUta banI gaI che. teNe mAtra eka ja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM' ane Ape keTalA vyAkhyAnA sAMbhaLyA ! chatAM haju chata pAkI thaI che kharI ? moTAbhAI e AvA zabda kahyA chatAM mana para asara na thaI. tene apamAna e apamAna na lAgyuM. uparathI manamAM e vicAra karavA lAgyA ke mArA bhAI aa keTalA bhalA che. huM temane koI vAra tuMkArA karuM chuM, maru ke mAruM evA krodha AvI jAya che, chatAM bhAI badhu pacAvIne mane bhegA rAkhe che. jinavANIe zuM karyuM ? tenA manamAM veranA kAMTA hatA tyAM premanA pravAha vahAvyeA. A baMne doDIne moTAbhAinA pagamAM paDI gayA. meATAbhAi ! mane mApha karo. huM adhama chuM. pApI chuM. bhAi hAvA chatAM korTamAM kesa calAvyA, tamane khUba du:khI karyAM. kAlathI e kesa hu' pAche khecI lau chu. have A ghara-mAlamilkata mAre kAMi nathI joItuM. e ghara paranA mArA adhikAra paNa uThAvI lauM chuM, have A badhu tamAru che. Apa ApanA bALakone je rIte sAcaveA che te rIte mane sAcavI lejo. mAre te mAtra tamArA prema joIe che. eTalu khelatAM te

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238] [ zAradA ziremaNi nAno bhAI raDI paDyo, AMkha karatAM AMsu moTA. A AMsu AMsu nathI paNa kaSAyanI kAlImAne ane pApane chevA | nAnAbhAInI patnI paNa jeThANInA caraNamAM paDI gaI. bhAbhI ! Apa to mArI mAtAnA sthAne che. meM Apane duHkhI karavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM, have mane kSamA Ape. ane game tema karIne have A gharamAMthI jhaghaDAne vidAya karI de. ApaNe baMne have bene chIe. mane Apane prema joIe che. Apa baMne amane mAphI Ape. amArI bhUlane bhUlI jajo. A pazcAtApa aMtarane hate. moTAbhAI ane bhAbhI te joI ja rahyA. teo AbhA banI gayA. temanI kalpanAmAM na Ave evuM dazya khaDuM thayuM hatuM. moTAbhAI e nAnAbhAIne ane jeThANIe derANIne bAthamAM laI lIdhA. te baMne raDavA lAgyA. bhAI! bhUla tArI nathI paNa mArI che. pitAjInA vacanane meM bhayaMkara vizvAsaghAta karyo che. pitAjIe e ghara tane ApavAnuM kahyuM hatuM, paNa saMpattinA nazAmAM meM tArI pAse e gharanuM bhADuM mAMgyuM. mAre tane pitAne prema Apa joIe enA badale tiraskAra karyo. bhAI ! huM tane zuM mApha karuM ! tuM mane mApha kara. have AjathI e ghara tAruM che ane tene sapI dauM chuM. temaja te mArA para kesa karyo ane temAM jeTaluM devuM thayuM hoya e badhuM huM cUkavI daIza. bIje kayAMya paisA levA jaIza nahi. jeThANuM kahe, dIkarI! have raDIza nahi. tArA karatAM meM bhUle vadhAre karI che. khera. je thayuM te thayuM. have badhuM bhUlI jaIne gharamAM saMpamaya vAtAvaraNa karavuM che. have huM tane judI nahi paDavA dauM. sAMbhaLyuM ne jinavANIne prabhAva che ane keTalo paDayo! je jhaghaDo vaDIle, mitro ke saMpattithI na maTe te jinavANInA zravaNathI patI gayo. te niveDe e A ke duzmanAvaTane khatama karI nAMkhe ane maitrIne chalachala bharI de. jinavANanA zravaNathI baMne bhAIonI chata majabUta thaI gaI. je jIvanane pApamukta banAvavuM che to game tevA prayatno dvArA paNa chatane majabUta banAvI do. ene majabUta banAvyA vinA chUTake nathI. A rIte koI kasoTI ke kaSTa Ave paNa sahanazIlatAnI chata majabUta haze to e duHkhada prasaMgomAM paNa aDIkhama ubhA raheze, ane chata kAcI haze te mAmUlI duHkhamAM paNa te herAna parezAna thaI javAnA. majabUta chatavALA kayAreya paNuM hAryA nathI-ane kAcI chatavALA kayAre ya jItyA nathI. jinavANIne prabhAva alaukika che. jyAM vairanI Aga saLagI rahI hatI tyAM vAtsalyanAM vaheNa vahAvyAM. maitrI bhAvanAnA sUra relAvyA. snehanI saritA vahAvI. ApaNe paNa jinavANI sAMbhaLI, vAMcI, manana karI jIvanamAM utArIe ne AtmAne pavitra banAvIe. vizeSa avasare. caritra : rAjAne AkhA gAmamAM puraMdara zeTha para vizvAsa hovAthI khetIne hAra vyavasthita karavA mATe nekarane zeThane levA mATe mokalyA. zeTha te bicArA gabharAya che. prabhune prArthanA karIne rAjAnA nekaranI sAthe dhrujatA page AvI, zeThe rAjA pAse bheTa dharyuM. rAjAnuM hasatuM mukha joIne zeTha samajI gayA ke mAre gune nathI lAgatuM. rAjAe kahyuM,

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 239 zeThajI ! Ave Ave. rAjAnA A zabdo sAMbhaLatA zeThane phaphaDATa maTI gayA. zeDa kahe, Apa AjJA kamAveA. rAjA kahe, zeThajI! amArA paTarANInA gaLAnA kiMmatI hAra tUTI gayA che, te Apa tene barAbara karI Apazo? ApanA upara mane vizvAsa mATe A kAma Apane sAMpu chu. A kAraNe meM Apane ahI' melAvyA che. mahArAjA ! Ape kRpA karIne sevakane kAma soMpyu tethI mane AnaMda che. zeTha rAjAne namana karIne hAra laI ghera AvyA. bhUlane bhoga banelA zeTha : zeThane acAnaka koI kAma mATe bahAra javAnu thayuM'. zeThANIne kahe che A hAra mahArANInA che. ene sAcavIne mUko. huM bahAra jAuM chuM. zeThANIe bahAra peTI paDI hatI temAM mUkayA. puNyasAre hAra mUkatAM joyA. eTale lAga joine hAra laI lIdhA. e hAra vecIne teNe mitrone eka lAkha rUA. cUkate karI dIdhA. eTale tene zAMti thaI. bIje divase zeTha khUba kAmamAM paDI gayA eTale hAranI vAta bhUlI gayA. sAta ATha divasa gayA chatAM hAra sAMdhavAnuM yAda na Avyu. tyAM rANI rAjAne pUche che mahArAjA ! mArA hAra thaI gayA? nA. hajI nagarazeThanA gherathI AnyA nathI. rAjAe tarata nAkarane hAra levA meAkalyA. zeTha sAheba ! amArA mahArANInA hAra Ape! ne ! hAre maca velA utpAta H A samaye puNyasAra tyAM beThele. tenu yu thaDakavA lAgyuM'. have zu' thaze? pitAjI zuM karaze ? e hAra kayAMthI lAvI Apaze ? rAjAne ze javAba Apaze ? ane mane pUchaze te ? A badhA vicArothI tenuM pApI mana dhrujavA lAgyu. zeThanA manamAM ema ke e cAra kArIgarone besADI daiza eTale thADIvAramAM hAra taiyAra thaI jaze. zeTha kahe, zeThANI ! pelA mUkavA ApelA hAra Apo. huM teA samA karAvavA bhUlI gayA. rAjAe hAra levA mANasane meAkalyA che. zeThANI peTImAM hAra levA gayA teA hAra guma. hAra na maLe. zeTha kahe, jaldI hAra ApeAne. zeThANIe hAra na joye eTale emane teA parasevA vaLI gayA, dhrujatA svare khAlyA. hAra dekhAtA nathI. tu zu kahe che! hAra nathI! zeTha zeThANIe gharamAM badhI jagAe joI lIdhuM, paNa hAra jaDatA nathI. zeTha paNa parasevAthI rekhajheba thaI gayA. rAjAne javAba zu ApIza ? hAranI ki`mata savA lAkhanI che tenA badalAmAM huM pAMca lAkha ApI dauM paNa mArI Ijjata zI ? AbarU zI ? jo hAra jaDe nahi ne rANIne Apu' nahi te jhera pIvA sivAya bIjo rasta zu che ? hAra kANe lIdhe| haze ? zA mATe lIdheA haze ? koNa mArA duzmana che ? zeThe nAkarane pUchyuM, te hAra joyA che ? nA. meM nathI joyA. zeTha vicAra kare che ke ATalA varSathI A nAkara, mANaseA, badhA kAma kare che. kayAreya haju sudhI eka paisAnI cArI thaI nathI. mane dIkarA para zaMkA jAya che. zeThe tene pUchyuM, teNe kahyuM : hAra kevA ne vAta kevI ! te nAkajIla thayeA. have zeTha zu karaze tenA bhAva avasare,

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240 | [ zAradA ziremaNi zrAvaNa suda 13 ne somavAra vyAkhyAna naM. 28 tA. 29-7-85 anaMta jJAnI bhagavaMte bhavya jenA Atma-uthAnane mATe Agama rUpI vANI prakAzI. anaMtA anaMtA kALathI A mahAna puNyadaye maLeluM mana paisA, parivAra ane IdrinA viSayenAM sukhamAM lIna banavA TevAyeluM che. e manane have emAM lIna na banavA devuM, evuM AcaraNa karavuM ghaNuM muzkela che, chatAM jJAnI purUe e mATe paNa sIdhe, sAdI ane saraLa upAya batAvyo che. - jJAnI kahe che ke he AtmA! tuM hita matya je bana. sauthI prathama e raste che ke tuM mAyAjALamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jA. kadAca e mAyAjALa choDI na zake te tuM rahita malyanI jema rahe. rahita matya khUba cAlAka hoya che. bIjA badhA masya karatAM enI eka khUbI che. dariyAmAM bIjA malya te ghaNuM hoya che. mAnavI mAchalIne pakaDavA mATe aNIdAra tINa lekhaMDanA kAMTAmAM mAMsapezI bharAvIne pANImAM derIthI bAMdhele e kAMTo tarato mUke che. pitAnA zokha ane svAda khAtara sAmA jIvenI kevI karUNuM hAlata thaze e vicAra karavAne ene avakAza nathI. rasendriyanA svAdamAM Asakta banelI mAchalI e mAMsapezIne taratI jue che paNa enI aMdara chUpAyelA lekhaMDanA kAMTAne e jotI nathI tethI e mAMsapezI khAvAnI lAlace jevI e jaladI khAvAmAM meM dabAve che te e pezImAM rahele tIkSaNa lekhaMDane kAMTo enA tALavAmAM pasI jaI tALavAne vIMdhI nAkhe che. mAchalI kAMTAmAM parovAI jAya che. mAMsapezI te maLI paNa tALavAne ArapAra vIMdhI temAM phITaphITa thaI gayele kAMTo koI paNa rIte mAchalIthI kADhI zakAtuM nathI. e kAMTo kADhavA enI pAse hAtha ke AMgaLI nathI ke ene pakaDIne bahAra kheMcI kADhe. mAchalI saMjJI paMcendriya prANuM che chatAM e manuSyanI apekSAe keTalI puNyahIna che. badhI mAchalIo karatAM hita malyanI eka vizeSatA che. e matsya mAMsapizInI gaMdhathI AkarSAIne enI pAse Ave khare paNa te kAMTA sAthene TukaDo na letAM AjubAjuthI mAMsane kecIne khAya che. A rIte cAre bAjuthI kecI laI kAMTAne meMthI ADe pakaDI e bhAra Ape che ke matsya pakaDavA AvelAne tenA bhArathI ema lAge ke A mAchale kAMTAmAM phasAI gayo che. ema mAnI te jyAM dorI beMce ke tarata A mAchaluM ene cheDIne ravAnA thaI jAya che. pakaDavA AvanAra bicAre bheMTho paDI jAya che ke hAya ! mAMsa gayuM ne mAchaluM paNa gayuM. rohita matyanI A khUbI che ke paMjAmAM na phasAya. - basa, A rIte pAMca IndriyanA viSaya e mAMsapezI jevA che. e viSaya pratyenI Asakita e lokhaMDanA tIphaNa kAMTA jevI che. je jIva Asakti rUpI kAMTA sAthe viSayo upabhoga kare to enA bAra vAgI jAya. mAchalInuM tALavuM ekavAra kAMTAthI vIMdhAI jAya to ekavAra mRtyu thAya paNa Asakti sahita vizvamAM jIva masta bane

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zarata ca >>ve ana . . . :: zAradA zimaNi ] [ 241 te naraka gatimAM bhayaMkara vedanA, tyAM asaMkhya vAra mRtyu jevI dazA thAya ! je evA dukhe bhegavavA javuM na hoya te rohita matsyanI jema AsaktinA kAMTAthI dUra rahIne enAthI vadhAo nahIM, eTale ke viSamAM Asakta na bane paNuM anAsakta bane, to narakAdi gatinA duHkha veThavA na paDe. mATe te AtmA ! bhavanamAM vasavA chatAM sAmAnya maryA je na banatAM rohita matsya je banaje. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke parigrahamAM Asakta banele jIva paisA vadhAravA mATe keTalAya pApa kare che. mAnavInI jIvanacaryAmAM Aje ADaMbara keTalA vadhI gayA che ! jeTalA ADaMbara vadhyA e vasAvavA mATe paisA vadhu meLavavA paDe ane pApa vadhu karavA paDe. ekalekamAM kahyuM che ke na parAvartate rAzeSatAM jAnu no'zati / parigrahagrahaH ko'yaM viDambita: jagatrayaH // je rAzithI pAchA pharate nathI ane vakratAne tyAga karatA nathI, jeNe traNe jagatane viTaMbaNA karI che e A parigraha rUpI kayo graha che? sarva praha karatAM parigraha rUpI graha baLavAna che. cAre bAjuthI grahaNa karavAnI buddhi te parigraha kahevAya che. parigraha rUpI graha tra7 jagatanA lekanI viTaMbanAnuM kAraNa che. parigrahane data anurAga traNe jagatanA prANIone parama kalezanuM kAraNa bane che. A saMsAramAM je kaMcana, kAminI, kAyA, kuTuMba A cAra kakkAnI sAthe rAta ne divasa ramata ramyA kare che. jJAnInI daSTie te e sAva bicAro che. sAva mUrkha che. are! nAdAna bALaka jevuM che. A cAra kakkAnI ramate sarva jIvone saMsAra saLagAvI dIdhuM che. eNe AtmAnA anaMta sukhane lUMTI lIdhuM che. cAra kakkA uparanA rAga ane he jIvanA anaMta guNene dabAvI dIdhA che. A cAreya kakkA bhAre khataranAka che. tamArAmAM je baLa, buddhi, suMdara tana, dhana hoya, zArIrika zakti hoya te mArI tamane salAha che ke A cAra kakkAnA rAga-dveSane khatama karI devA mATe ja e badhI sAmagrIne kAme lagADaje. moTA meTA rUstamane A kakkAe ramADIne raNamAM ragadoLI nAMkhyA che. A kakakAnI ramatathI sAvadhAna rahevA jevuM che. emAM paNuM kaMcana phakkAne (parigraha) meLavavA jIva kevI karatA kare che, kevA pApa kare che te tamane samajAvuM. eka vAra peparamAM vAMcyuM ke hekaTara vizeSa abhyAsa mATe paradeza javAnA che. mATe cAra divasamAM jene AvavuM hoya te AvI jAya. paradeza jaIne AvyA pachI paNa jAherAta AvI ke phekaTara paradeza jaIne vadhu bhaNIne AvI gayA che. Aje tamane badhAne vadhAre zuM game che? rahevuM che hindustAnamAM ane vastuo game che paradezanI. are dIkarI mATe muratIye paNa pherena rITarna maLI jAya te kulAkulA thaIne phare. mane te lAge che ke tamAruM pudgala paNa pherenanuM thaI jatuM hoya te taiyAra (hasAhasa).

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242 ] [ zAradA zirANi DokaTara paradeza jaI ne AvyA che eTale daDhI e tyAM vadhu jAya. kema ? e paradeza bhaNIne AvyA che paNa A DaoNkaTaronI lAbhavRtti keTalI hoya che! davAo banAvanAra phArmAsIe emanI nabaLI banAvaTamAM DokaTarone vadhumAM vadhu kamizana ApI hI Ane davA ApavA mATe aMgata paripatro kADhe che. dInI lAza rokavAmAM paNa DaoNkaTaro paisA letA thaI gayA che. keTalI adhamavRtti ! DokaTaronA dhA riphAImAM thaI gayA che. pelA phorena rITana DokaTarane tyAM eka DhaDhI gayA. DokaTara pAse jAya eTale yurIna TesTa, blaDa TesTa, Tula TesTa, badhu TesTa karAvavAnu` kahe, TesTa, TesTa ne TesTa, DaoNkaTarone salAma bharavAnI ane gAMThanA nANAM devAnA. adhu' TesTa karIne DokaTare kahyuM-A bhAInu peTa cIravu paDaze. Aje DAkaTaronI jhAjhI kamANI eparezanamAM thaI gaI che. aDadhuM peTa cIryAM pachI bahAra AvIne kahyuM ke peTanu tA Aparezana karyu che paNa tenI bAjumAM bIjI gAMTha che. tenu paNa Aparezana karavu paDaze. Ape AparezananeA je rUla nakkI karyAM che tenA karatAM 4000 rUA vadhu thaze. cha-khAra mahine karAvavu' teA paDaze tyAre ATha-ddaza hajAra rUpiyA thaze ne atyAre karAvavu' hoya tA 4000 rUA. vadhu daI do, mane teA kaMI nathI paNa nahI' karAvA tA pAchaLathI tamAre pastAvuM paDaze. chevaTe karavAnI hA pADI tyAre DokaTare gAMTha kADhI. haju dI Tekhala para sUtA che. TAMkA levAnA bAkI che, tyAre DokaTara khaDDAra AvIne kahe, have bIjA pAMca hajAra atyAre lAvIne mUkA pachI TAMkA laIza. dI jIve ke mare pazu game te rIte paisA cUkavI devA paDe. A DaoNkaTarA jyAre bhaNatA hatA tyAre kahetA hatA ke ame sevA karIzu. Aje teA sevA gaI ane rUpiyA AvI gayA. sevA karavAnI bhAvanA ane dhagaza heAya tA vadhumAM vadhu 8-10 varSa Take. pachI tA mAtra kamAvAnI bhAvanA sivAya kAMI nahi. eka DokaTarane sAthe laIne khIjA DokaTarane batAvavA javu' heAya te paNa AvanAra DoMkaTarane cArja ApavA paDe. e badhA DaoNkaTara karatAM A DaeNAkaTaranA davAkhAnAmAM Ave ne ! bIlakula phI nahi. lAcArI khatAvavAnI nahi ane janma maraNanA rogane maTADe evA sa tA vItarAganA DokaTara che. AjanA DokaTarA paisA meLavavA mATe mAnavatAne gumAvI beThA che. kaMIka DokaTaro evA sArA jovA maLe che ke ghI nI sthiti jo sArI na heAya te tapAsavAnA ke AparezananA eka paNa paiseA lIdhA vinA dIne davAkhAnAmAM peAtAnA kharce paMdara divasa rAkhI temanI gADImAM ghera paheAMcADI de pazu evA DaoNkaTaro keTalA ? bahu ochA. bAkI bIjA DokaTaronI nI A para evI chApa paDI gaI hoya che ke DoMkaTarA deha cIre ane paise Takeya cIre, paisAnI pAchaLa pAgala banelA DaoNkaTarA gaurava na meLavI zake. je DokaTaro davAthI ane duAthI dI ne jIte e devanI jema pUjAya che. enI kIrti paNa khUba vadhe che. dardInA duHkhanI vAtA DokaTaro samajI zake teA duHkha vizvamAM Take nahi. temAM DaoNkaTaronI prekaTIza khUba jAmI gaI hoya to pachI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 243 pUchavuM ja zuM ! tevA hekaTaro davAkhAnAmAM AvatA mANasane dardI tarIke nahi jotAM grAhaka dekhe che. eTale tene lUMTAya teTale lUMTe che, paNuM ene khyAla nathI ke badhAne lUMTatA mAro AtmA lUMTAI rahyo che. mArI mAnavatA lUMTAI rahI che. AvI krUratA mAtra DaoNkaTaramAM hoya che evuM nathI. vakIlAtanA ke anya dhaMdhAnA kSetramAM paNa AvI krUratA pravezI gaI che. A te DaoNkaTaranI vAta karI. have vepArInI vAta karuM. vepArIo DaoNkaTarathI Utare evA nathI. eka jANItI dhamadhokAra peDhI keTalAya varSothI cAlatI hatI. A zeThanI dukAne bahAragAmathI temanA mitra maLavA mATe AvelA. A zeThanI eka khUbI hatI. te kaI samajI zake nahi. zeThanI dukAne keTalAka gharAka Ave tyAre zeTha rAmarAma bele. DI vAra pachI bIjA gharAka Ave tyAre zeTha hare hare bole. zeThanA mitranA manamAM thayuM ke zeTha kema AvuM bole che? keTalAka gharAka Ave tyAre rAma...rAma ane keTalAka ghasake Ave tyAre hare....harebele che. huM keTalAya vepArInI dukAne jAuM chuM tyAM gharAke pazu ghaNuM AvatA hoya che chatAM AvuM kaI divasa meM sAMbhaLyuM nathI paNa atyAre A vAta pUchavAmAM majhA nathI. rAta to ApaNI che ne ! zeThanA A zabdone marma mitra samajI zakyo nahi. sAMje zeTha, mitra badhA ghera gayA. khAdhuM pIdhuM pachI zeTha ane mitra beThA che. mitra kahe zeTha ! Apane huM eka vAta pUchuM? pUcho ne khuzIthI. keTalAka gharAka Ave tyAre Apa rAma rAma bolo cho ane keTalAka gharAko Ave tyAre Apa hare hare bole che. Apa kema AvuM bole che ? e zabdo bolavAnuM rahasya zuM ? rAmarAmake hare hare..bolavAmAM je kalyANanuM kAraNa hoya to huM paNa evuM karuM? zeTha kahe-mitra ! jANavAnI jarUra nathI. vAtanuM kAraNa darzAvavAmAM vAMdho na hoya te kahe. vadhe te kAMI nathI paNa huM zuM kahuM? mitra ! mArI varSonI jUnI peDhI che. khUba dhIkato dhaMdho cAle che. paisAnI TaMkazALa paDatI te tame joIne. hA. amArI dukAnane sTApha A be zabdothI taiyAra thayo che. dukAnamAM AvanArA gharAke be prakAranI hoya che. keTalAka gharAka evA Ave ke mAla badhe juve kharA paNa kharIdI khAsa na kare. je gharAka kasa vinAnA hoya tene huM samajI jAuM chuM. tyAre rAma...rAma.... boluM chuM. A zabdothI sTAphanA mANaso samajI jAya ke gharAka kasa vinAnA AvyA che. rAma rAma karavA jevA A gharAka che. mAla kharIdI kare evA nathI mATe gharAkane vadhu mAla batAvavAmAM majA nathI, eTale teo jUno mAla laI Ave. ne mAla dukAnamAM paDa heya to paNa te na batAve. keTalAka gharAka evA Ave ke te mAla joyA pachI avazya kharIdI te kare. AvA kasavALA gharAka Ave tyAre huM hare hare...beluM chuM. A zabdo beluM eTale mArA mANasa samajI jAya ke kasavALA gharAka AvyA che. hare hareno artha luMTavA jevuM thAya che. jeTaluM lUMTAya teTaluM lUMTa. A gharAko evA che ke jeTalA paisA jhaDapavA hoya teTalA jhaDapI levAya

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24] [ zAradA ziremaNi evA che... eTale mANaso badho sAro mAla laI Ave. kadAca gharAka mAMge te mAla mArI dukAnamAM na hoya to bIjI dukAnamAMthI paNa lAvIne Ape ane gharAkane sAcavI le. mArI A rItathI mane e lAbha thAya che ke kasa vinAnA gharAka pAchaLa beTo samaya bagaDato nathI ane kasavALA gharAka Ave tyAre thoDo samaya kharacAya paNa tenuM vaLatara pUrepUruM maLI rahe che. pele mitra to zeThanI A vAta sAMbhaLIne sajajaDa thaI gayo. A te bahAra dhamI dekhAvAnI vAta che. rAma rAma ane hare hare bele che paNa aMdarathI lUMTavA gUMTavAnI vAta che. svArthanI kaLA A jagatanA jIne samajAvavI paDatI nathI. e to jema jema uMmara thatI jAya tema samajAtI jAya che, paNa yAda rAkhajo ke A kaLAmAM game teTalA hoMziyAra thAze te e hoMziyArIthI A janmamAM azAMti, kaleze UbhA thAya che ane bIjA janmamAM duHkhamaya durgatio maLe che. jyAM sudhI Asakti ochI thaI nathI, mamatAnA mAM UtaryA nathI tyAM sudhI AtmAnA svarUpane samajI zakavAnA nathI. hare hare..ke rAmarAma karIne game teTalA paisA bhegA kare, khAnArA khAze, bhagavanArA bhagavaze paNa te meLavatAM je pApa karyA che te pApanA bhAgIdAra keI nahi thAya. "g #ttA jittA " karma karanAra AtmA che ane bhagavanAra paNa AtmA che. Aje badhe chetarapiMDI thaI rahI che paNa dharmamAM paNa have chetarapiMDI AvI che. AvuM badhuM karIne kayAM jaze? jIvanA utArA kayAM thaze? mane yaza maLe, mArI vAha vAha thAya te mATe keTalA daMbha kare che? keTalI mAyA kapaTa kare che? eka zeTha maravA paDayA. pitAne kema sAruM thAya te mATe putroe ghaNA upAyo karyA paNa sAruM thatuM nathI. zeThane lAgyuM ke have huM jIvavAnuM nathI. mAre aMtima samaya che. zeThe cAra mANasone bolAvyA ne kahyuM ke huM lakhAvuM teTaluM lakhe. mArI piDhImAM je nokarI ane mANaso che temAMthI jene daza daza varSanI nokarI pUrI thaI heya te badhAne mArA mRtyu bAda pAMca pAMca hajAra rUpiyA Apaje. mArA taraphathI temane bakSisamAM ApavAmAM Ave che. mAguse te vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A zuM! A zeTha te pAkA kaMjusa che. makhIcUsa che. jiMdagImAM kaI divasa paisAnuM dAna karyuM nathI. pite piTa bharIne khAdhuM nathI ne kaIne khAvA dIdhuM nathI. jeNe AkhI jiMdagImAM bIjAne te zuM pitAnA dIkarAne paNa 100 rU. keI divasa ApyA nathI te mANasa valamAM lakhAve che ke je nokarone 10 varSanI nokarI pUrI thaI hoya tene pAMca pAMca hajAra Apo. badhAne A vAta mAnavAmAM AvatI nathI. temane thayuM ke zeTha gAMDA thaI gayA lAge che. zeThanI pAse lAkhanI mUDI hatI paNa kaI divasa ghI copaDelI roTalI paNa khAdhI nathI. e zeTha bole che! mIDuM te vadhI jatuM nathI ne! zeTha, 500 ke 5000? are 5000 zeTha, amane zaMkA thAya che. je kare badhA jANaze te mAthe caDhI jaze. zeTha kahe huM kahuM chuM to ya lakhatAM nathI. eka bhAIe zeThanA kAnamAM kahyuM-zeTha ! pAchaLathI pastAvuM na paDe. zeSAvAne samaya na Ave. atyAra sudhI Apane anubhava A vAta mAnavAnI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 245 nA pADe che. zeTha kahe-tamAre anubhava sAce che. to pachI ATalI moTI rakama kema bakSisamAM Ape che? bhAIe ! huM mUrkha nathI. samajIne lakhAvuM chuM. tame badhA mUrakha che. mArI vAtane samajI zaktA nathI. Apa vIla vAMce. meM zuM lakhAyuM che? daza daza varSanI nokarI jene pUrI thaI hoya tene ApavAnA lakhyA che. mArA sTAphanA nokarImAM keIne haju daza varSa thayA ja nathI. chelalA 40 varSathI mArI dukAna cAle che, paNuM atyAra sudhImAM ekeya nakara e nathI AvyuM ke je traNa varSathI vadhu TakI zakaya hoya ! te pachI AvuM lakhAvavAnI zI jarUra? AmAM mAre mAtra jaza khATavAne che. badhA kahe ke zeTha kevA dAnavIra ke nekarone pAMca pAMca hajAra rUpiyA ApI gayA ! huM kaIne traNa varSathI vadhu TakavA deto nathI. tame zA mATe ciMtA kare che? AvA daMbhI mANasanuM kayAM kalyANa thAya ! jenuM aMtaraMga jIvana sAva saDI gayeluM che, chatAM e saDAne chupAvavA daMbha prapaMca kare che, tevA ja saMsAramAM rakhaDe che. huM DhoMga karuM chuM dhamIne, paNa dharma vacce nA haiyAmAM, behAla bhale pharatI duniyA, mAre sUvuM sukhanI zaiyAmAM... je jIve daMbhI che, pApI che, chatAM dhamIne DhoMga kare che evA che taravAnA nathI. je jIve bhale bahArathI dhamAM dekhAtA na hoya paNa jene AtmA saraLa che, jenA bhAve zubha che te AtmA jaldI tarI jAya che. yAda rAkhaje, bIju badhuM bagaDe to bagaDavA deje paNa dilanA zubha bhAvene kayAreya bagaDavA na deze. bagaDelI vastuo kadAca navI maLI zakaze paNa bagaDelA zubha bhAve jaldI navA nahIM Ave. bagaDelI vastuonA nukazAna bharapAI karI zakAze paNa zubha bhAvanA bagADathI je nukazAna thaze te bharapAI karatAM AMkhamAM pANI Avaze. pApa bharapUra, duHkhabharapUra durgationI hAramALA UbhI karavAnuM kAma A duSTa bhAvanuM che. janmajanma sudhI mana zubha bhAvamAM ramatuM na rahe evI bhayaMkara sajA ApavAnuM kAma A bagaDelA bhAvanuM che. mahAna bhAgyodaye vIranuM virATa zAsana maLyuM che, jaina dharma maLe che te A aNamolA avasaramAM bhAvane bagaDavA nahi nA zubha bhAvanI vRddhi karaze. jemanA aMtaramAM zubha bhAvane vega uchaLI rahyA che evA jitazatru rAjA bhagavAnanA darzane gayA. bhagavAnanuM sasaraNa dekhAyuM eTale hAthI parathI nIce utarI gayA. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse jatAM pahelAM pAMca abhigama karIne gayA. (1) temanI pAse saceta vastuo jevI ke pAna, IlAyacI, mALA, lavIMga, sopArI Adi saceta cIjo bahAra mUkIne gayA. ahIM saMtanA darzana karavA Ave tyAre paNa kaI saceta cIjane laIne na avAya, kAraNa ke tamArA khisAmAM saceta vastu paDI hoya, amane to khabara na hoya eTale tamArI sAthe vAta karIe to baMne jaNA doSanA bhAgIdAra thaIe. tamArA ghera gaucarI AvIe tyAre tamArA hAthamAM dAtaNa pANI heya ne padhAre bele te ghara asUjhatuM thaI jAya, to pachI ahIM laIne

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246 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa Ave te tame asUjhatA che. tamArI sAthe vAta kevI rIte thAya ? mATe ahI' Ave tyAre koi paNa saceta vastune sAthe laine avAya nahi. atyAre selanA ghaDiyALanA upayetra bahu vadhyA che. upAzrayamAM paNa Aje e ghaDiyALA khAMdhIne Ave che. e teA sela che eTale ilekaTrIka che te paNa saceta kahevAya mATe Apa khAsa dhyAna rAkhajo ke selanA ghaDiyALa paherIne na AvatA. jitazatru rAjAe saceta vastunA tyAga karyAM. (ra) mADhe uttarAsa'ga kaDu, khAMdhyuM'. A vajra sAMdhA vagaranu hAvu joie. bhagavAnanI sAme ke sa`ta satIjI sAme ughADA mukhe na melAya. eka vAra ughADA mukhe khAlavAthI vAukAyanA asa`khya jIveAnI hiMsA thAya che, mATe uttarAsaMga kapaDuM' khAMdhyu'. (3) jevA dUrathI bhagavAna dekhAyA ke tarata e hAtha joDIne ajalI karI vinayapUrvaka UbhA rahyA. te samaje che ke bhagavAna teA mArAthI anaMta gA guNeAmAM moTA che ne huM nAnA chuM. bhagavAnane vaMdana karavA javu che te namratA, saraLatA joize. tame badhA vadana karo che paNa vaMdana eTale zuM ? te hajU Apa samajyA nathI. vadana karavAthI keTalA lAbha thAya che? te vAta avasare. : caritra rANInA hAra jaDaco nahi eTale nAkarAne pUchyuM, badhAe kahyuM, ame hAra joyA nathI. chevaTe puNyasArane khelAvyeA. tene pUchyuM', te hAra lIdheA che ? pahelA teA nAmakkama gayA, pachI zeTha gusse thayA. sAcuM khela, te hAra lIdhA che ? zeThe khUba mAra mAryAM eTale te sAcu' elI gayA. hA pitAjI ! meM hAra lIdhA che. zA mATe te hAra lIdhA che ? huM jugArIyA sAthe jugAra ramatA hatA. temAM hAratA mArA mAthe eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM karaja thaI gayuM. teo paisA levA mATe mArI pAchaLa paDathA che. paisA kAMthI lAvavA ? huM khUba mU`jhAyeA. chevaTe meM A hAranI corI karI che. te satya vAta elI gayA. have te hAra kayAM gayA ? pitAjI! lAkha rUpiyAnuM karaja cUkavavA mATe e hAra me jugArIyAone ApI dIdhA che. teo laI ne cAlyA gayA. jA. tuM temanI pAsethI hAra laI Ava pitAjI ! huM hAra zeAdhavA kayAM jAuM ? tane khabara che ne ke A hAra mArA nathI, paNa rAjarANInA che. hu' AvA khIjA daza hAra ghaDAvI zaku ema chuM, paNa A rAjarANI mAne nahi, te ema ja kahe mane mArA hAra Ape kAraNa ke A tA strI haDa che. strI haTha, bAla haTha ane jogI haTha. A traNa haTho peAtAnuM dhAryuM kare tyAre ja pe. tame nAnA khALakone laIne bhUlezvara jevA rastethI jatA heA, tyAM badhuM navuM navuM jue ne chekarA mAMge. tame game teTalu' samajAve paNa ene je joI tu hAya te lIdhe ja chUTakA kare. A tA rAjAnA hAra che. have lAvavA kayAMthI ? eTale zeThane gussA AvI gayA. dIkarA ! dIkarA ! me tane deva pAse vacana mAMgIne lIdheA che. te dhamanI para'parA sAcavavA mATe, tenA badale tuM jugArI banyA, cArI karatAM zIkhyA, dArU pItA zIkhyA. have zuM khAkI rahyuM ! vezyAgamana bAkI che te paNa have jo kaMTrAla nahI... rAkhIe te te paNa zIkhI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 247 jaze. mArI jiMdagI barabAda thaI gaI. temane khUba gusso AvI gaye. nAlAyaka ! pApI! tuM amArA ghera ja na hota to sAruM hatuM. dIkarA AvA nAlAyaka thAya tenA karatAM bahetara vAMjhIyA rahevuM sAruM. puNyasAra Ubhe Ubhe raDe che. manamAM vicAre che ke AmAM deva pitAjIne nathI, paNa mAre che. te bhale atyAre bhUlyo che paNa mAtApitAnA saMskAra che. tenAmAM kusaMgarUpI meLavaNa paDayuM che eTale bagaDyo che. have tene pazcAtApa thAya che. ahe! mArA pitAnuM nAma AkhA gAmamAM bolAya che. jemanI dezadezamAM nAmanA che. AvA dharmiSTha pitAnA nAmane meM badanAma karyuM che. mArI bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI lauM. atyAre mAphI mAMgavAne samaya nathI. A badhuM banyuM tyAre tenI mAtA bahAra gaI hatI. zeThane te khUba gusso Avyo che. have rAjAne javAba zuM ApIza? hu sAcI vAta kahIza te rAjA mArI vAta mAnaze ke nahi mAne ? rAjA mane zuM karaze ? mArI AbarU, Ijajata zuM raheze ? chevaTe becI pakaDIne kahe che he, duSTa ! tuM bahAra jA. jyAre hAra laIne Ave tyAre mArA gharamAM paga mUkaje. tyAM sudhI A gharamAM AvavAne tAre adhikAra nathI. gaLInA ghA sArA paNa vacananA ghA bahu kharAba. abhAgIyA marI phITa, paNa A gharamAM paga mUkIza nahi. nirlajaja ! ATalI hade tuM nIce UtarI gayo ? A mATe tane bhaNAvyuM hatuM? tArA jevA asaMskArI, cAra ane jugArInuM mukha jovA mAMgato nathI. ema kahIne dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhI mUkyo. puNayasAranA manamAM thAya che ke huM kahI dauM ke pitAjI! pharIvAra AvI bhUla nahi karuM. vicAra kare che paNa bolI zakato nathI. mAphI mAMgI lauM. mAnavInA hajAre gunA hoya paNa je tenAmAM namratAne guNa haze te tenA gunA mApha thayA vinA nahiM rahe. zeThe te putrane dhakako mArIne gharanI bahAra kADhI mUkyo. tenI mAtA A samaye hAjara heta te A sthiti na Avata. puNyasArane thayuM ke have huM zuM karIza ? kayAM jAu kone kahuM, janake kADhayo bahAra karma udayamAM AvyA, kene kahuM A vAra, " he bhagavAna ! have huM kayAM jAu ? huM kumitronI saMge caDhaye. have A mitro mane rAkhavAnA che! atyAre jAuM to ke mArA sAmuM paNa na jue. jyAM sudhI khisa bharapUra tyAM sudhI mitro, khissA khAlI thayA pachI mitro ke koI mAruM nathI. paisA hoya tyAM sudhI sagapaNa pachI kaI keInuM saguM nathI. puNyasAra vicAra kare che ke kyAM jAuM? A gAmamAM to keI sthAna nathI. keIne ghera rahevA jAuM ne khabara paDI jAya ke A te puraMdara zeThano dIkaro che. zeThe tene kADhI mUkyo che. te mArA pitAnI ne mArI piNa soLa AnI bolAya evuM mAre karavuM nathI. A gAmamAM mAre rahevuM nathI. kayAM jaIza? zuM karIza? e kAMI te vicArI na zakyo. mAtra mAre ahIMthI jatA rahevuM ema nakkI karIne te cAlI nIkaLyA. jene pANI mAMge dUdha maLatuM hatuM,

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248 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi khammA khammA thatI hatI, te Aje bhUkhyA, tara paherelAM kapaDe cAlyA jAya che. pahelA te te jyAre bahAra jAya tyAre koIne koI sAthe heya. Aje te ekaleaTale cAlyo jAya che. gAma pUruM thayuM ne vagaDo zarU thayuM. thoDuM cAle tyAM rAta paDI gaI. sAta mALanA mahelamAM sukha zayAmAM piDhanArane Aje vagaDAmAM visAme AvI gaye. bhayaMkara vagaDe che. aMdhArI ghanagherA rAta che. aMdhArI rAtre gAmamAM paNa bIka lAge tyAre A te vagaDo! vAgha, varU, siMhanI bhayaMkara garjanAo saMbhaLAya che. manamAM bhaya lAge che. have zuM karIza? mArA mA-bApe kahyuM. mane samajAvyA chatAM na mAne, badhA vyasanemAM caDhI gaye. cerI karatAM zIkhe tyAre mane kADhI mUkayo ne! mane bhale temaNe kADhI mUke paNa have te mArA mATe raDatA haze paNa have javAya kevI rIte ? je puyasArane aMdhArI rAtre bhayaMkara vagaDAmAM bhaya lAgavA mAMDyo. tene yAda AvyuM ke huM na hatuM tyAre mArA mAtApitA kahetA hatA ke navakAramaMtra jevuM kaMI zaraNuM nathI. navakAramaMtranA prabhAve vine paNa dUra thaI jAya che. badhA vicAro ane ciMtA choDIne manamAM navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgyo. AvA duHkhanA samayamAM navakAra gaNatAM mane bIje jAya kharuM? teNe sAme moTuM jhADa joyuM. vicAra thayo ke tyAM caDhI jAuM te vAdha-varUthI mAruM rakSaNa thAya paNa tyAM kadAca kuM AvI jAya te huM paDI jouM, zuM karuM? te khUba raDavA lAgyo. paNa ahIM tene keNa kahe ke beTA! raDIza nahi tyAM jhADamAM bakhola joI. huM emAM pesI jAuM te vAgha siMha mane kaMI karI zake nahi ne jhekuM Ave te paDI paNa jAuM nahi. puNyasAra keTalA sukhamAM hatuM ne kevA duHkhamAM AvI paDe! have khUba pastAvo thAya che ke huM jugAra na ra heta, corI na karI hatI te mArI A dazA na thAta! ema pazcAtApa karate bakholamAM beThe. A bAju zeTha udAsa thaIne beThA che. haju temane gusso ja nathI. huM rAjAne ze javAba ApIza ? tyAM zeThANI bahArathI Avaze. zeThane badhI vAta pUchaze, tyAM zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. - zrAvaNa suda 14 ne maMgaLavAra vyAkhyAna naM. 29 tA. 30-7-85 "vizvavaMdanIya, zaikaya prakAzaka, rAgadveSanA vinAzaka, evA bhagavate dvAdazAMgI rUpI vANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM jitazatru rAjA bhagavAnanA darzane gayA tyAM pAMca abhigama sAcavyA. bhagavAnanA darzane jatAM namra banIne gayA. te samaje che ke A duniyAmAM mArA prabhuthI moTuM keI nathI. bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javAnI bhAvanA kayAre thAya? saMsArane rAga chUTe tyAre. ekane choDIe te bIjuM meLavIe. jitazatru rAjAe pAMca abhigama sAcavyA. be hAtha joDIne aMjalI karIne zramaNa bhagavAna je bAju birAjatA hatA te bAjumAM gayA. tyAM jaIne traNavAra ati dUra nahi ane ati najIka nahi e rIte UbhA rahIne khUba utsAhapUrvaka bhaktibhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karyA. vaMdana

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [249 karatAM evA utkRSTabhAva che ahe prabhu! dhanya ghaDI, dhanya bhAgya, ke Aje mane ApanA darzana thayA. Aje mAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM che. pAvana banI gayuM che. vaMdana karavAthI jIvane keTale mahAna lAbha thAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA relmA adhyayanamAM gautama svAmIe vIra bhagavAnane prazna karyo che mArA prabhu! vaLa mane nIce kri' kAyarU? gurU bhagavaMtane vaMdana karavAthI jIvane zuM lAbha thAya? prabhue kahyuM- nIcALocuM ja khavei uccAgoyaM kamma NibaMdhai, sohagaM ca NaM apaDihayaM ANAphalaM Nivattei, rAumAzaM ra gAya | utkRSTabhAve vaMdana karavAthI nIcagetra karmane kSaya kare che ane uccagotra karmane bAMdhe che. akhaMDa saubhAgya ane saphaLa AjJAnA phaLane prApta kare che ane dANiyabhAvane prApta kare che arthAta te lekene prItipAtra bane che. vaMdana karavAthI jIvane pAMca belanI prApti thAya che. (1) nIca netra karmane khapAve che. (2) ucca getrane bAMdhe che. ahIM bhagavaMte kevI sarasa vAta samajAvI che. tame kaI vepArI pAse daza hajAra rU. mAMge che. traNa varSa thayA chatAM tame enI pAsethI ugharANI karI nathI. have te vyakti tamArA dazahajAra rUA. vyAja sahita sAmA pagale AvIne tamane ApI gaI. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke ugharANuM karyA vagara sAmethI tamane te bhAI dazahajAra rU. vyAja sahita gaNIne ApI gayA te tenA badalAmAM tame khuzI thaIne tene 100 rU. ke 50 rU. pAchA Ape kharA? (zrotAH nA, nA. vagara mAMge vyAja sahita pAchA ApI gayA chatAM khuzAlImAM kAMI na ApIe, ahIM gurU bhagavaMtane utkRSTabhAve vaMdana karavAthI keTale lAbha thayo? samajajo. pahele lAbha te e thAya ke nIcagotra karmane khapAve. eTale je devuM hatuM te cukta thaI gayuM. rUpiyA bharI de eTale karajamAMthI mukta thayA tema ahIM nIcagavya karma bAMdhyuM hatuM tene khapAvI dIdhuM ne uccagetra karma bAMdhyuM. manuSya bhava ane AryakSetra maLavA chatAM temAM uccagetranI prApti thavI e dharmarAdhanAnI prAptinuM uttama sAdhana che. dharma sAdhanA ucca saMskArI karI zake ane uccagetramAM te saMbhavI zake che. uccagotranI prApti puNyathI thAya che. AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavAna bolyA che te jANa karavAno, saruM nIkaLag ' A jIva puNyanA udayathI kaMIka vAra uccagetramAM utpanna thayA ane pApanA udayathI anekavAra nIcagetramAM utpanna thayA. jema phajeta phALakAmAM beThela vyakti UMcethI nIce ane nIcethI UMce Ave che tema jhulAnI mAphaka jIva karmAnusAra ucca nIcagetramAM vAraMvAra utpanna thAya che. nIcagotrane udaya anaMtakALa sudhI tiryaMcagatimAM nigadaAzrI hoya che. tiryaMcagatimAM uccagetrane udaya hotuM nathI. uccatrakarmanA udayathI jIva ucca kuLamAM janme che ane jagatamAM sanmAna vagere pAme che. uccagetra e puNyaprakRti che ane nIcagotra e pApaprakRti che. nIcagetranA udaye jIva nIcakuLamAM janme che, ane anAdara pAme che. jainadarzane karmathI jema ucca nIca nA bheda svIkAryA che tema kuLa ane jAtinI apekSAe paNa

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250 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi ucca-nIcapaNuM svIkAryuM che. karmane AdhAra prAyaH jAti para che. vyavahAramAM paNa kahevAya che ke "jAta evI bhAta." sukRtye prAyaH uccakuLamAM saMbhave che. eTale sukRtya ke susaMskAranI prAptinuM sthAna ucagotra kahevAya che. ucagotra eTale phezanebala paheraveza, eTIkeTavALuM kuTuMba ema nahi paNa jyAM AtmAnI zraddhAnA saMskAra hoya, jyAM karmavAdanuM jANapaNuM- heya te gotrane uccagetra kahevAmAM Ave che. uccagotramAM dharmanI sAdhana sAmagrIo, saMskAre janmathI prApta thAya che. jemAM rAjAne ghera jamele putra rAjyane ane zrImaMtane ghera jamele putra paisAne meLavavA gaye nathI. rAjyane tathA dhanane vAraso vinA mahenate temane janma thatAM maLI gayo che te rIte zuddha saMskArane vAraso janmathI ucagetramAM maLe che. ajJAna dazAmAM paNa sadAcAra prApta thAya che. rAtribhejana tathA kaMdamULa Adi abhakSya vastunA bhakSaNathI zo doSa che tenuM jJAna nAnA bALakane nahi hovA chatAM tenAthI dUra rahe che. ghera Avela atithine (saMtane) dAna devAthI zo lAbha thAya che te samajatA nathI chatAM ghara AMgaNe saMtanA pagalAM joIne temane vaMdana kare. te uttama kuLanA saMskAre che. ajJAna dazAmAM paNuM uttama AcAramAM TakAvanAra ke vadhAranAra uttama kuLa che. tethI zAstrakAre uttama kuLa ane ucagetrane puNyaprakRtimAM gayuM che. ucca kuLanA saMskAre dharmamAM sahAyaka thAya che. uccagotra maLavA chatAM kaIvAra adhamInA saMgathI sArA saMskArane lepa thAya te paNa uttamakuLanI chAyAne prabhAva paDayA vinA raheto nathI. kuLanA saMskAre chAnA rahetA nathI. naTaDInI pAchaLa pAgala banele IlAcIkumAra Thera upara nAcatA nAcatA eka dazya jotAM pAmI gayA. uccagotravALAnA saMsargamAM AvanAranA saMskAra paNa uttama paDe che. cAra-lUMTArAnA ghera rahetA popaTa mAramAro-lUMTa ema bele che. jyAre sajajananA ghera rahetA pipaTa" rAma...rAma.sItArAma vagere sAruM bolatA zIkhe che. ' sonAmAM suvarNa paNuM svAbhAvika che tema uccagetramAM ucca saMskAra svabhAvathI maLe che. tyAM te dharmanA saMskAro janmathI siddha che. dharma karavA mATe anukULatAe tyAM saMkaLAyelI che. dharma bahArathI lAva paDato nathI. garIba, bhikhArI jevA tucchane tyAM ja mele lAkhapati thAya kharo paNa te bahArathI lAve tyAre thAya. tevI rIte anyakuLamAM janamelA ne dharmanA saMskAre mahenata karIne bIjAnA saMsargathI meLavavA paDe. UcakuLamAM badhA sArI pariNativALA hoya evuM nathI. kharAba pariNurtivALA paNa hoI zake. evA che ochA hoya. hIrAnI khANamAM badhA hIrA hotA nathI, paththara paNa hoya che chatAM te khANu te hIrAnI kahevAya che. tevI rIte uccagetramAM samajI levuM. uccakuLanA saMskAravALAne upadeza AtmAmAM utaratA vAra lAgatI nathI. nIcatravALAne upadezanI asara na thAya evuM te na kahevAya paNa asara thatAM vAra te jarUra lAge. haribaLa macchI pratyAkhyAnamAM pahele matasya cheDI mUkavAno niyama kare che paNa jIvadayAnuM svarUpa samajavA chatAM sarvathA asthAne nahi pakaDavAne niyama te grahaNa karI zako

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 251 nathI eTale nIcakuLamAM eTalI badhI muzkelIo hoya che ke dhAyuM karI zakAtuM nathI. zrI sudharmAsvAmI, ja'busvAmI ane kezIsvAmIne duniyAdArInA koI paNa vyavahAranuM kAma na hatuM chatAM temane ' jJAtisaMpanna ane hrasaMnna 'kahevAmAM Ave che. teo gaNadhara che. cauDhapUrvI che e vAta sAcI che, chatAM temane jAtisa'panna kahevAmAM Ave che. e uccagotranuM mahattva sUcave che. nIcageAtravALA AtmAone pApanA saMtApane khyAla heAtA nathI. hi'sA karavI, asatya khelavu, cArI karavI e te emane mana ramata thaI gaI hoya che. koIka vAra evuM bane ke uccageAtramAM janma pAmavA chatAM tene nIcageAtra gamatuM hoya eTale nIcageAtra jevu' jIvana jIvavuM sAruM lAgatu hoya te te jIvAnI dazA kevI thAya che? amRtanA bharelA ghaDAne choDIne viSathI bharelA dhaDAmAM mAM nAMkhavAnuM akAya karI rahyA che. uccageAtra maLyA chatAM jo abhimAna kare te bhavAMtaramAM halakI sthitimAM utarI jAya che. jAtimada Adi ATha maDha dvArA abhimAna karI bIjAne halakA pADanAra AtmA je je dvArA abhimAna karyuM hoya te te dvArA temAM halakI sthitivALA thAya che. jAtinA mada karanAra nIca jAtimAM jAya mATe uccageAtranuM abhimAna karavuM nahi ane nIcageAtramAM dInatA lAvavI nahi. uccageAtranu abhimAna karavAthI bhaviSyamAM te nIcagetramAM utpanna thAya che.eTale "tamhA maMttino ttei nA jve // paDita purUSa uccageAtra pAmavAthI harSoM na kare ane nIcageAtra pAmavAthI kheka na kare paNa baMnemAM samAna bhAvathI rahe paNa eTaluM tA jarUra kahI zakAya uccageAtra dhama sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka jarUra bane che. tIthakara prabhune ke gurUdevane utkRSTa bhAve vaMdana karavAthI AvA uccageAtranI prApti thAya che ane nIcageAtra ka ne khapAve che. jitazatru rAjA prabhune utkRSTa bhAve vadana kare che. vaMdana karatAM karatAM paNa manamAM zubha vicArAnuM AMdolana cAle che. aho huM mArA trileAkInAtha prabhu ! tArA darzanamAM paNa eTalI zakti che ke jIvananA dedAra badalAI jAya. zuM tamAru saumyamukha che ! ApanI AMkhamAMthI teA amI varasI rahI che. bhaktAmara stotramAM prabhunI bhakti karatAM khelyA rau: zAMtarAga rucibhiH paramANubhitva', nirmApitagnibhuvanaikalalAmabhU ta ! tAvanta eva khalu te DepyaNuvaH pRthivyAM, yo samAna para nahi rUpamasti || 12 || traNe bhuvanamAM AbhUSaNa rUpa he prabhu ! zAMtarasanI prabhAvALA je ujjavaLa paramANuo vaDe ApatuM zarIra baneluM che tevA paramANue pRthvIne viSe kharekhara teTalA ja hatA, tethI ApanA jevA tejasvI bIjA kAI nathI. tIrthaMkara bhagavAnuM audArika zarIra atizaya kAntivALu ane temanI mukhamudrA sapUrNa rAga-dveSa rahita banela hovAthI atyaMta prazAMta hoya che. Avu... adbhuta kAMti

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252 ] ( zAradA zimaNi vALuM ane prasanna mukhamudrAvALuM zarIra traNe lokamAM bIjA keInuM nathI. tenuM kAraNa pUrvabhavamAM temanA jIve karelI vIsa sthAnakanI ArAdhanA ane "savI jIva karuM zAsanarasI' evI rUDI bhAvanA che. zAMtarasavALA paramANu kahevAno Azaya e che ke kevaLajJAna pragaTayA pachI tIrthakara bhagavaMtene mukhyatve zAtAdanIyane udaya varte che. tIrthakara bhagavAnane janmathI cAra atizaya hoya che ane kevaLajJAna thayA pachI bIjA trIsa atizaya pragaTe che. temane eka atizaya e hoya che ke jenA prabhAvathI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna jyAM vicaratA hoya tyAM sarvatra zAMti vartAtI hoya che. marakI Adi rogo te saMpUrNa nAza pAmI jAya che. jo janmajAta vaira paNa bhUlI jAya che. vaLI tIrthakara bhagavaMtenA janma samaye nArakInA jIne. paNa bhayaMkara vedanAmAM paNa zAtA upaje che. te pachI traNe lekanA bIjA jIvanI zAMtinI vAta ja zI karavI ! jitazatru rAjA paNa kahe che he prabhu ! ApanuM zarIra zAMtarasanA paramANuothI zobhI rahyuM che ! ApaNe vAta e cAlatI hatI ke prabhune vaMdana karavAthI nIcagotrakane kSaya thAya ane ucagotra karma bAMdhe. nIcagotramAM jIva utpanna thAya tyAM tene puNya pApanuM bhAna hotuM nathI. e bhAna na hoya eTale adharma karavAmAM bAkI na rAkhe. tenI mana, vacana, kAyAnI badhI pravRtti azubha heya, kAyAthI pApamaya kAryo karyA kare. vacanathI upaga vinA bele. upaga zUnya bhASA bolavAthI paNa jIvane kevA karma baMdhAya che! mA dIkare be jaNA hatA. sthiti sAva garIba hatI. garIbAI bahu bUrI cIja che. chokarA nekarI karavA jAya, Akho divasa kALI majUrI kare. mAtA paNa jaMgalamAM jAya, chANAM-lAkaDAM laI Ave. e rIte temanuM jIvana nabhatuM hatuM. eka divasa choko eka vAge ghera Avyo ne mAtA paNa lAkaDA vINIne AvI. chekare kahe, bA ! mane kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che. te Aje roTalA banAvyA nathI ? dIkarA! jeTalA te karIne mUkyA che. mA! meM zodhyA paNa jagyA nahi. roja je peTImAM mUkatA haze temAM Aje nahi mUkayA hoya eTale jaDyA nahi. mA kahe, meM Aje zIkAmAM (chIkAmAM) mUkayA che. cheka khUba thAkI gayo che, eTale kahe bA ! mane Apane ? mA paNa khUba thAkI gaI hovAthI kahe che dIkarA, laI le ne! tyAre chokaro zuM be , mA tuM ahIM te beThI che. to zuM tane zULIe caDhAvavAnI che ? tyAre mA kahe, tuM mane kahe che zuM tane zULIe caDhAvavAnI che? te zuM tArA kAMDA kapAI gayA che? tuM laI le che. kevI vANI bolyA ! uccagetramAM janmelA ja AvI bhASA prAyaH na bole. A nIcagetranA saMskAra che. AvI pApamaya bhASA bolavAthI jIva keTalA karma bAMdhe che ! A baMne je azubha bhASA bolyA tenuM karma te baMdhAI gayuM. A karma kevI rIte udayamAM AvyuM. je chokaro zULIe caDhAvavAnuM belyo hato tene zULIe caDhavAne prasaMga Avyo ane mAtAe kahyuM hatuM ke tArA kAMDA kapAI gayA che te tenA pitAnA kAMDA kapAyA. A kevI rIte banyuM? A chokara AyuSya pUrNa karIne manuSyabhavamAM utpanna thayo

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[253 zAradA ziramaNi ]. paNuM halakA kuLamAM janma thayo. eTale jugAra, corI, dArU badhA vyasanomAM te raMgAI gayo. eka divasa cerI karIne dAgInAnI poTalI laIne jaI rahyo hato. rastAmAM tene cAro maLyA. ne tenuM badhuM dhana lUMTI lIdhuM. A bhAI te sAva khAlI thaI gayA. rastAmAM maMdira AvyuM tenA oTalA para jaIne sUI gayA. A bAju A ceree dhana te lUMTI lIdhuM paNa jene tyAM corI thaI hatI temaNe ceranI zodha mATe pilIso deDAvI. AgaLa cera ne pAchaLa polIse. chevaTe pakaDAI javAnA bhayathI pele karo jayAM sUto hato tyAM AvIne dAgInAnI poTalI mUkI dIdhI ane eze bhAgI gayA. pAchaLathI pilIsae AvIne joyuM te A chokarA pAse dAgInAnI piTalI paDI hatI. badhA samajI gayA ke A gunegAra che. tene pakaDI lIdhe. korTamAM laI gayA ne tene zULInI zikSA maLI. AgalA bhavamAM be hate. tenI mAtAne kahyuM hatuM ke tuM zULIe caDhavA gaI hatI. te A bhavamAM tene zULI maLI. palI mA hatI te bIjA janmamAM strI banI. te dAgInA paherIne jatI hatI. rastAmAM cAra maLyA. teNe kahyuM, mane badhA dAgInA ApI de. cAre tenA dAgInA lUMTI lIdhA paNa hAthamAMthI paherela baMgaDI nIkaLI nahi eTale tenA kAMDA kApIne te laI gaye. A rIte tenA kAMDA kapAI gayA. jaina darzana kahe che ke jIva manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI traNe prakAre karma bAMdhe che. bhASA bolatA khUba upayoga rAkhaje. bhASA eka ja hoya, bhAva eka ja hoya chatAM je upayogathI bolAya te bIjAmAM Adara pAme che. ane vagara vicAryuM bole to Adarane badale mAra maLe che. eka vakhata akabara bAdazAhanA darabAramAM DhAkAno vepArI malamala laIne AvyuM. malamala khUba mulAyama ane sarasa hatI. rAjAe te tAke hAthamAM lIdhe ne pachI pUchayuM, bhAI ! A malamala keTalI che? mahArAjA! 50 vAra che. malamalana tAke khUba bArIka ane mulAyama che. eTale jaNAto nathI. rAjAne vepArInI vAta gaLe na utarI. pharIne pUchayuM, A malamala keTalI che? sAheba ! 50 vAra che. chatAM rAjAne A vAta haiye utaratI nathI. eTale trIjI vAra pUchayuM, malamala keTalI che? eTale vepArIne krodha caDha, tenA manamAM ukaLATa AvI gayuM ke meM be vAra kahyuM ke 50 vArane tAke che chatAM pUchapUcha kare che. krodha jItavo bahu muzkela che. vepArIe kahyuM, tamArI sAta peDhI sudhI jeTalA mRtyu pAme te badhAne oDhADavA kaphana thAya teTaluM che. A vAta sAMbhaLavI rAjAne game kharI? tenA aMgeaMgamAM krodha vyApI gayo. rAjA khIjAya eTale pUchavAnuM zuM? rAjAe hukama karyo ke A mANasanuM talavArathI mAthuM uDADI deolavAmAM upayoga na rAkhe te pitAnA prANu javAne prasaMga Avyo. rAjAe to ziracchedanI AjJA karI tyAM buddhizALI birabala AvI pahoMcyA. birabala kahe sAheba ! Apa gusse na kare. A mANasa ema kahevA mAMge che ke A malamala eTaluM che ke ApanI sAta peDhI sudhInA mANaso A kApaDanI kaphanI paherI zakaze te

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254] ( zAradA ziramaNi kaphanIne badale kaphana bolI gayo. tenA bolavAmAM galatI thaI gaI che. A to birabala buddhizALI hato te vAta zAMta pADI ane mRtyudaMDanI zikSAmAMthI bacAvyuM. je teNe A rIte kahyuM na hota to vepArI marI jAta ne ! AnuM nAme buddhine sadupayega. vepArIe vacanane durUpayoga karyo ane birabale tenI bhASAne sudhArIne sadupayoga karyo. vacanane sadupayoga svargane AsvAda cakhADe che ane vacanane durupayoga narakanI durgadhathI gUMgaLAve che. A jIbhathI saMsAramAM zAMti phelAya che ane lehInI nadIo paNa vahe che. eka zabda sAre bolazo te badhAne AnaMda thaze ane kharAba bolaze te duHkha thaze. Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne vepArI kharAba zabda belyo te pariNAma zuM AvyuM? ane birabala sArI bhASA bolyA te vepArI mRtyunI zikSAmAMthI bacI gayo. eka zabda bole te janatAmAM hAsya pragaTe ane eka zabdathI AMsu paDe. eka zabdathI preraNa maLaze te eka zabdathI patana thaze. suvANI dvArA mANasanuM urdhvagamana thAya che ane kuvANI dvArA adhaHpatana thAya che. - jitazatru rAjA utkRSTa bhAve prabhune vaMdana karIne aMtaranA ullAsathI, mIThI madhura bhASAthI prabhunI stuti karI rahyA che. ApaNe e vAta cAlatI hatI ke bhagavAnane ke saMtAne vaMdana karavAthI pAMca lAbha thAya che. (1) nIcA necaM vai Atma samaye samaye sAta kamene baMdha kare che. AyuSyane baMdha kare to ATha karmone, nahitara sAta kamena kare. koI vAra kaSAyanA AvezamAM AvI durgatimAM javAnA daliko ekaThA karyA hoya te vaMdana karavAthI kSaya thaI jAya. prabhue cAre gatine durgati karI che. temAM nArakI, tiryaMca te durgati che paNa manuSya ane deva gatine durgati kahevAnuM kAraNa e ke manuSyamAM jyAre anAryakSetramAM, mlecchamAM janma thAya agara kasAInA ghera janma thAya ke jyAM pApa....pApa ne pApanI pravRtti che mATe e durgati ane devemAM kilivaSI devemAM janma thAya agara paramAdhAmI deva bane to te devagati durgati che. A cAre durgatimAM javAnA daliko ekaThA karyA hoya eTale ke durgatirUpa nIcagotranA je karmo bAMdhyAM hoya tene khapAve che. (2) davAneruM mai vizvarU bIje lAbha e thAya ke te uccagotrano baMdha kare eTale ke manuSyapaNamAM mRtanuM zravaNa sahelAIthI prApta thAya tyAM janma thAya. devamAM deva bane ke jinezvara bhagavaMte ane emanI vANInuM zravaNa sahelAIthI prApta thAya. (3) davi ja saubhAgya karmanI prApti thAya. akhaMDa saubhAgya prApta thAya, tenuM saubhAgya dIpatuM rahe. te jyAM jAya tyAM mAna, sanmAna maLe. pAMca indriyanA sukhanI prApti thAya. sukha maLe eTaluM nahi paNa bhegAMtarAya ane upabhegAMtarAya karmanA udayathI na bhegavI zake tevuM na bane. bhagavI paNa zake. (4) AnA nivRtta AzAnA phaLanI prApti thAya. arthAta tenI AjJAne keI uthApe nahIM. sAcI AjJA kare ke khetI kare paNa tenuM vacana tahattI thAya. arthAt emane Adeya-nAmakarmane udaya thAya eTale emanuM vacana AdaraNIya bane. e mANasanI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 255 bolavAnI sau rAha jue. e bele to jANe amI jhare. (5) vAdiLAvaM ja nAyaDu dAkSiNyabhAva prApta thAya. buddhinI evI dAkSiNyatA prApta thAya ke kaI prazna pUche tene javAba na AvaDatuM hoya paNa prazna pUro thAya tyAM tene javAba sujhI Ave. te javAba sAce hoya tevI buddhinI dAkSiNyatA prApta thAya che. A rIte vaMdana karavAthI A pAMca lAbha prApta thAya che. jitazatru rAjAe (1) saceta vastune tyAga karyo. (2) uttarAsaMga kapaDuM rAkhyuM. (3) be hAtha joDIne aMjalI karI. (4) mastaka namAvI vaMdaNA karI. (5) aceta (vastrAbhUSaNa) sahita A pAMca abhigama sAcavyA. pachI bhagavAnanI stuti karI namaskAra karyA. vadhu avasare. avasare. . caritra : puNyasAranA pApano udaya thaye eTale sukhanI zayAmAM rahenAro Aje duHkhanI zayyAmAM AvI paDe. A bAju puNyazrI ghera AvI tyAre sAMjane samaya thavA Avyo hate. zeTha palaMgamAM ekadama udAsa thaIne beThA hatA. puNyasAra dekhAte hoto. eTale zeThANI pUche che ATalA badhA gamagIna kema che? puNyasAra kema dekhAtA nathI? zeTha gussAmAM ne gussAmAM belyA, zuM dIkaro dIkaro kare che? joyA tArA lAlanA lakSaNa. puNyazrIne banI gayelA banAvanI kaMI khabara na hatI. e te ajANI che. eTale kahyuM, zuM karyuM mArA dIkarAe! tArA dIkarAe zuM nathI karyuM e pUcha. e to sAva rakhaDatA thaI gaye. huM je rAjAnI rANIne hAra sAMdhavA mATe lAvyuM hatuM te hAra corI karIne laI gaye ne jugArIyAone ApI dIdhe, eNe to mArI pratiSThA para pANI pheravyuM che. mArI Abarune lIlAma karI che. zeTha! tame mArA dIkarAne vagevazo nahi. zeThanA dilamAM khUba AghAta che ke huM rAjAne mAruM moTuM zuM batAvIza! huM temane zo javAba ApIza paNa mAtAne meha che eTale dIkarAno vAMka dekhAtuM nathI. te kahe che ke emAM zuM thaI gayuM ? haju cheka nAno che. bALaka buddhi che. bhUla karI bese, eTale zuM thaI gayuM? zeTha kahe tane ema lAge che ke emAM zuM thaI gayuM ? paNa rAjAne javAba zuM Apo? mane to e gusso Avyo ke meM ene dhakko mArIne gharanI bahAra kADhI mUke che. mAnI mamatA :- A sAMbhaLI zeThANuM gharake dharake raDavA lAgyA. zeThanA zabdo sAMbhaLatA zeThANIne gusso AvI gayo. tame bApa che ke keNuM che? ekanA eka dIkarAne dhakko mArIne kADhI mUkatA jarAya dayA na AvI? yuvAna dIkare che. yuvAnInuM jema che, e na karavAnuM kaMI karI besaze te zuM karaze ? banyo tamAro hAra ! have mAro dIkaro kayAMthI lAvIza? mAre te chokaro gumAvavAne ne! hAra. hAra...zuM kare che? atyAre zuM besI rahyAM che ? UThe, atyAre ne atyAre dIkarAnI zedha karI Ave. game teTale vAMka gune dIkarAne hoya ktAM mA enI bhUlane sadAne mATe bhUlI jAya che. e te haMmezAM tenuM bhaluM icche che. kaI vAra mA AvezamAM AvIne kahI jAya ke dIkarA ! marI jA ne ! gussAmAM e zabdo bolI jAya paNa dIkarA pratyenuM vAtsalya ochuM thatuM

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256 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi nathI. skUlethI je chokaro moDe Ave che e ja mA tarata tene zodhavA bahAra nIkaLaze. mAtAnI saMtAna pratyenI lAgaNI keI ajaba hoya che paNa e ja saMtAno moTA thatAM mAbApane bhUlI jAya che. pusAra bagayo. tenA saMskAre kusaMgamAM naSTa thaI gayA. jugAra-cerI karate the. pitA tene ghaNIvAra Thapake ApatA paNa zeThANuM tenuM uparANuM letA hatA. tene kaMI kahevAnuM nahi. pariNAme Aja e rANune hAra carI gayo. zeTha tenuM bhaviSya jotA hatA. jyAre zeThANI tenA vartamAna samayane joI rahyA hatA. hA macAvele utpAta :- zeThanA manamAM eka te hAra khovAI gaye tene AghAta che. "huM rAjAne mAruM mukha zuM batAvIza?' rAta paDI toya dIkaro Avyo nahi eTale manamAM ciMtA thaI. mAro dIkaro haju na AvyuM. e kyAM gayo haze? mitrone tyAM gayo haze? mArA AvA vartanathI enuM haiyuM tUTI te nahi gayuM hoya ne ! eNe khAdhuM pIdhuM nathI. keNa enA bhAva pUchaze ? A duniyAmAM atyAre enA mAbApa sivAya kazuM che? kadAca te na karavAnuM kaMI karI besaze te zuM karIza? meM tene ghakAmukko mArIne bahAra kADhI mUke che ane kahyuM che ke jyAre hAra laIne Ave tyAre A gharamAM paga mUkaje. tyAM sudhI A gharamAM AvIza nahi. meM bhUla te maTI karI che! meM nA pADI che, eTale te gharamAM kevI rIte Ave ? eka bAju A ciMtA che, bIjI bAju hAranI ciMtA korI khAya che. zeThANInA vacane temanuM hRdaya vIdhI nAMkhe che. zeTha kahe zeThANa ! mArI bhUla thaI gaI che e kabUla che. paNa rAjA mane pUche tyAre zuM javAba Ape ? rAjA kadAca lUMTI jaze te ApaNuM gharabAra laI jaze paNa have cheka kayAM maLaze? Apa atyAre ne atyAre tenI zodha karavA jAva. baMnenI AMkhamAM AMsu che. chevaTe zeThANInA kahevAthI zeTha zodhavA nIkaLyA. zeThANuM kahe. kadAca kyAMya maLI jAya te hamaNuM tenA para gusso na karatAM ke Thapake na ApatA. Apa tene sIdhe ghera laI Avaje.. | dIkarAnI zodhamAM zeTha dIkarAnI zodha mATe gharathI bahAra nIkaLyA. temanA manamAM thAya che ke meM bhUla karI che. mAre dIkare te guNIyala ane DAhyo hate paNa kusaMge caDhI gaye eTale teNe AvuM karyuM haze ! zeTha temanA sagAvahAlAMne pUche che mAre puNyasAra ahIM Ave che? badhA kahenA. ame je nathI. zeTha zodhavA nIkaLyA eTale badhAne khabara paDI gaI. pachI thayuM ke lAva, huM tenA mitrone tyAM tapAsa karuM. jugArIyA mitronA Aje pagathIyA caDavA paDyA. dIkare e pAke tyAre tyAM javAne samaya Avye ne ! dIka mitrane tyAM paNa nathI. zeTha ghaNuM rakhaDyA. chevaTe rAta paDI eTale zeTha ghera pAchA AvyA. zeThANa pUche che mAre lAla laI AvyA? nA. kayAMya patta paDatuM nathI. zeThANuM te bebhAna thaI paDI gayA. pitRvatsala zeThanuM hRdaya dIkarAnI lAgaNIthI raDatuM hatuM. atyAre e kayAM haze? zuM karato haze? rAtrImAM salAmata te haze ne! e ciMtAthI temanuM dila raDI rahyuM hatuM. puNyazrI te raDI raDIne aDadhI thaI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 257 gaI. are ! mArA dIkarA! tuM kayAM gayA che? jyAM heAya tyAMthI jaldI AvI jA. ema khelatA bebhAna thaIgayA. dAMta phITa thaI gayA. zeTha paNa have hiMmata gumAvI beThA. emanu aMtara pazu raDI rahyuM hatuM. have sAta mALanA mahela smazAna jevA lAge che. sa`patti, aMgArA jevI lAge che. AkhA mahela zUnakAra banI gayA che. A vAta tyAM rahI. have puNyasAranu zu banyu te joI e. zaraNuM te| navakAramaMtranuM puNyasAra vAghavarUnA bhayathI jhADanI bakholamAM pesI gayA. navakAramaMtranA smaraNathI tenAM manamAM smRti AvI. jhADanI khakholamAM te maMgalAnA anubhava karavA lAgyA. A zuM banyu ? thoDIvAra thai tyAM ekadama jhabakAro thayA ane ajavALA (2) thai gayA. ghUdharA vAgavA lAgyA. chekarAnA manamAM thayuM ke badhA kahe che ke jagalamAM bhUta-preta, DAkaNu hAya che te A ja haze ! bhale ne e game te hAya paNa mArI pAse navakAramaMtranuM meTuM zaraNu' che; pachI game te hoya, mane zI ci'tA ? teNe AMkhA kheAlIne joyu te be sAkSAt devIe AvIne UbhI che. ekane dekhA ane khIjIne bhUleA evA emanA sau ya hatAM. ekezvetavastro paheryAM hatA ane khIjIe pILA vastro paheryAM hatA. baMne ekabIjAnA sAmu joI khaDakhaDATa hasI rahI hatI. puNyasAranA manamAM thayuM ke keNu haze A ? bhUta-preta ! cUDela ke devAMganA ! zA mATe AvI haze ? zu te pRthvI para pharavA AvI haze ? gheADI vAra te Dara paNa lAgyA. bhUta-preta haze teA ! manamAM hiMmata rAkhIne navakArama`tra khelavA lAgyA. A devIe zu kare te jovA lAgyA. A mane devIe te garamA gAvA lAgI, saMtAkUkaDInA dAva ramavA lAgI. khUba madhura svare gAvA lAgI. e devabhASAmAM gIta gAtI hatI eTale puNyasAra kaMI samajI zakayo nahi. mAtra mIThA madhura avAja sa`bhaLAyeA. temanA garabA, ramata badhuM pUruM karI baMne devIe vAtA karavA lAgI. pachI eka devI khIjI devIne kahe che, ahIM kAI manuSya saMtAyeA hoya evuM mane lAge che. mane mAnavInI durgaMdha Ave che. bIjI devI kahe, ahIM kANu Ave ? koI na Ave paNa koIka che kharu, hAya tA bhale ne, temAM tArU zu' jAya che? A vaDalAmAM kaI ka saMtAIne beThu hAya evuM lAge che. beThA hAya teA bhale beThe. puNyasAranA manamAM thayuM, huM ahI beTho chuM e ene khakhara paDI gaI. pitAe mane gharamAMthI kADhI mUkayo, A devIe mane ahIthI kADhI mUkaze. huM kevA sapaDAI gayA chuM ? have mAruM zuM thaze ? A rIte te gabharAyA che. have tyAM zu' khanaze tenA bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa suda 15 budhavAra vyAkhyAna na. 30 tA. 31-7-85 anaMta jJAnI, anaMta deza'nI prabhue jagatanA jIveA samakSa e mA` rajU karyA. eka che zreyanA ane bIjo che preyanA. zreyanA mAga kAMTALA ne kaThIna che. jayA2e preyanA mAga 17

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258] [ zAradA ziremaNi suMvALo che. preyano mArga retInA DhagalA je mulAyama khare paNa temAM vikAsanI kaI zakyatA nathI. zreyane mArga khaDakALa TekarI je bhAre, kaThora che chatAM tene svIkAra karavAmAM ka95nA bahArano vikAsa thAya che. mulAyama retInA DhagalA para caDhavA mATe retI para paga mUkazo te keme ya karI e retInA DhagalA upara caDhI zakAze nahi kAraNa ke retI eTalI badhI mulAyama heya che ke tenA para paga mUkatA aMdara kheMcI jAya. te retIno suMvALe sparza game khare paNa te retI para paga TakAvavA muzkela paDe che. eTale e DhagalA para caDhavAno prayatna kaI na kare. bIjI bAju eka khaDakALa TekarI ke jenA para DhaMgadhaDA vinAnA patharAo che. koI paththaro te evA dhAradAra hoya ke paga mUkavAmAM jarA paNa gaphalata thAya to lehInI dhArA thAya. AvA mArga upara caDhavAnI koI zarUAta kare te paththarAo vicitra prakAranA ne aNIdAra hovAthI muzkelI to ghaNI paDe, chatAM e patharAo kaDaka che eTale mUkelA paga tenA upara TakI zake. A rIte dhIme dhIme sAvadhAnIpUrvaka paga mUkatA TekarInA zikhara upara pahoMcI jAya. TekarI upara pahoMcyA pachI tyAMnuM je suMdara dazya jovA maLe e bhUkha ane thAka badhAne bhUlAvI de ane AtmA AnaMdanI mastImAM jhUlavA lAge. - A ja vAta AdhyAtmika kSetramAM che. A kSetramAM praveza karatAM retI jevA suMvALA rastA Avaze ane khaDakALa TekarI jevA kaThora rastAo paNa sAmA Avaze. bemAMthI ko raste pasaMda kare te AtmAe potAne vicAravAnuM che. jema svayaMvaramaMDapamAM kene varavuM te kanyA pite pasaMda kare che tema A saMsAra eka svayaMvaramaMDapa che. temAM zreyanA mArge javuM ke preyanA mArge javuM te pitAnI IcchA upara AdhAra rAkhe che. dIrdhadaSTivALo mANasa zreya ane preya para yathAyogya vicAra karI zreya mArgane zreSTha samajI tene grahaNa kare che. eka vAta yAda rAkhajo ke A jIva anAdikALathI anukULatAono rAgI banyA che. jyAM anukULatA dekhAya tyAM e kheMcAI gayo che ane pratikULatAethI bhAgato pharyo che. pratikULatA AvavAnI vAta te bAjumAM rahI paNa tenI kalpanAothI paNa te bhayabhIta banyo che. eTale ke retInA DhagalA tarapha teNe kadama bharyA che ane khaDakALa TekarI joIne teNe pIchehaTha karI che. retIne sparza suMvALo, temAM pagane takalIpha nathI paDatI, eTale retInA DhagalA tarapha paga bharavA e sahaja che. khaDakALa TekarI para trAsane pAra nathI. paga lehI luhANa thAya che tethI te mAne te dUrathI navagajanA namaskAra kare che, paNa temAM nukazAna keTaluM? retInA DhagalAe mulAyama sparza karAvyo paNa upara caDhavA na dIdhA. eTale TekarI para rahelA kudaratI sauMdaryane nIrakhavAno AnaMda paNa na maLe. jyAre khaDakALa TekarIe pagamAMthI lehI kADhayA, trAsa ApyA chatAM TheTha TekarI upara pahoMcADyA. teNe sauMdaryane nIrakhavAno AnaMda Apyo ane ThaMDaka ApI. bhalabhalA AtmAo A mArganI pasaMdagI karavAmAM gothA khAI gayA che. paugalika sukha eTale preya ane Atmika sukha eTale zreya. je zreyane mAga

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 259 svIkAre che te vikAsa kare che ane preyane svIkAre che te avanati tarapha prayANa kare che. satya, ahiMsA, brahmacarya, nyAya nIti ane sadAcAra e AtmAnu hita kare che te zreya che ane ahita kare te preya. ana`takALathI AtmA preya tarapha doDayo che. zreya tarapha lakSa kayu`' nathI. sa`sAranA mAga e preyaneA mAga che. bhale tenA sparze tamane retI jevA suvALA lAge paNa meAkSanI TekarI sudhI caDavA nahi de, kadama bharavA nahi de. tyAgano mAga khaDakALa TekarI jevA kaThIna che. e mArge caDhatA muzkelIo jarUra paDaze paNa e mAga meAkSanI TekarIe paheoMcADarI. tyAM gayA pachI AtmAnA evA anupama AnaMda maLaze ke jenuM varNana thai zake nahi. chatAM jIva preyane meLavavA jeTalA purUSArtha kare che teTalA zreyane meLavavA nathI karatA. preyane meLavavA jIva bhUkha tarasa veThe che, kaSTo veThe che, deza cheADI pradezamAM jAya che. mAtA pitA priyajana ke tajakara, pyArI janmabhUmi kA choDa, sAgara lAMgha kara vacana suna, rakhatA hai jisa dhanake joDa. peAtAnA vahAlaseAyA mAtApitA, pyArI janmabhUmi, premALa patnIne cheADIne, sAgarane ALaMgI pele pAra jAya che. ATalA kaSTo jIva preyane mATe veDe che. pazu preyathI maLatuM sukha vinAzI, nAzavaMta, parAdhIna, duHkhamizrita ane khaMdhananA kAraNabhUta che. dhana vaibhava meLavavA e svAdhIna nathI. tenA puNyanA udaya hAya tA lakSmInI relamachela thaI jAya. kaI ka jIvA AkhA divasa kALI mahenata kare chatAM tene lakSmI maLatI nathI. eTale preya tattva parAdhIna che jyAre kSamA, samatA, saraLatA, zAMti, mRdutA, Adi guNeA meLavavA e svAdhIna che. tame dhAro ke Aje mAre krodha nathI karavA ne kSamA rAkhavI che teA rAkhI zake che eTale zreya svAdhIna che. dhana vaibhava AdinuM sukha vinAzI che, jyAre Atmika sukha avinAzI che. preyanuM sukha mAdhAvALu che jyAre zreyanuM sukha nirAkhAdha che. preyanI prApti kama badhananA hetu che. jyAre zreyanI prApti muktinA hetu che. preyanI sAdhanA eTale atha kAmanI sAdhanA ane zreyanI sAdhanA eTale dhama ane meAkSanI sAdhanA. kaI ka AtmAoe indriyAnA viSayeAnA kSaNika Ana'da meLavavA mATe zAzvata sukhanI prAptinI zakayatAne ThukarAvI dIdhI che. jyAre keTalAka virala baDabhAgI AtmAe khaDakALa TekarI samAna zreyanA mArge vaLI gayA che, teonI najaramAM taLeTI nahI. paNa zikhara hatuM. e zikhare paheAMcavA mATe teoe taLeTInA ke mAnA paththarAAnI koI ci'tA karI nathI, te ja teo Tace paheAMcI zakayA che. e mAge kaSTo tA ghaNA Ave, bhagavAna mahAvIranA kAnamAM khIlA ThokAyA, saMgame cha cha mAsa sudhI upasargo ApyA. gajasukumAlanA mAthe aMgArA mUkAyA. metArajamuni, kha'dhakamuni khadhAne zreyanA mArge jatAM mArAMtika kaSTo AvyAM chatAM temAM TakI rahyA teA zAzvata sukhane pAmI gayA. temanI sAme subhUma cakravatI, mamaNu zeTha, are saMyamI jIvananA svIkAra karyAM pachI zreyanA mAgethI pIchehaeNTha karanArA ku'Darika muni preyanA

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260 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi (saMsAranA) ravADe caDI gayA te pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? narakamAM gayA. zreyanA mArge kaSTo veThavA pAchaLa sukha raheluM che. preyanA paMthe vine te Ave che. rAvaNa ane kaMsane preyanI sAdhanA karavA jatAM jiMdagI gumAvavI paDI. kaSTa te baMne mArgamAM Ave che paNa preyanA mArge kaSTa veThatA duHkha che jayAre zreyanA mArge anatu sukha che. zreya sAdhaka kaSTa sahana karIne kaMIka meLave che jyAre preya sAdhaka gumAve che. citta munie zreyanI sAdhanA dvArA zAzvata sukha meLavyuM. jyAre brahmadara preyanI sAdhanA pAchaLa narakanuM asaMtu duHkha UbhuM karyuM !! mATe mulAyama-suMvALA dekhAtA preya mAgane choDIne kaThora, kAMTALA zreya mAgane grahaNa kare, to temAM AtmakalyANane mArga maLavAne che. jemaNe zreyane mArga svIkAryo che evA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI zuti palAza udyAnamAM padhAryA che. jitazatru rAjA ThAThamATha sahita bhagavAnanA darzane gayA. vaMdanA karatAM atyaMta u9lAsa ane umaMga che. vaMdana karI bhagavAnanI stuti (paryuM pAsanA ) karI. zrama) bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI vANijya nagaranI bahAra IzAna khUNAmAM ane kallAka saMnivezanI bAjumAM ghutipalAza udyAnamAM padhAryA che. A samAcAra cAre bAju phelAI gayA. nagaranI janatA pitAnA kAmakAja, dhaMdhA rojagAra cheDIne ullAsapUrvaka umaMgathI bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jatI hatI, tene zorabakora thato hato te sAMbhaLyo ane lokonA mukha upara avarNanIya-akathanIya AnaMda joye. A badhA samAcAra gAmanA dhanADhaya, dhanakubera jevA mahAvaibhavazALI, saMpattizALI evA AnaMda gAthA patine jANavA maLyA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke sArA nagaranI janatA zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA darzane jaI rahI che. badhA bole che ke ApaNu trilokInAtha bhagavAna padhAryA che. te te trilakInAthe kevA haze? haju AnaMda gAthApatine bhagavAnane bheTo thaye nathI. kerA che. janatA jatA jatA bole che ke bhagavAna traNe lokanA ane traNe kALanA jANakAra che. bhUtakALa, bhaviSyakALa ane vartamAna e traNe kALanA ane urva, adhe ne trio e traNe lekanA jANakAra che. emanI pAse jaIe eTale ApaNe pAvana thaIe. emanA darzana karatAM ApaNAM pApa dhovAI jAya. emanuM stavana karatAM karmonA kacarA sApha thaI jAya. A rIte ullAsabhera AnaMdapUrvaka vAta karatA jaI rahyA che, te huM paNa jAuM. AnaMda gAthApatine A samAcAra maLatAM khUba AnaMda, ullAsa ane harSa thaye. naMda maNIyAra zrAvaka hatA. pauSadha karyo hato chatAM bhAva badalAI gayA. pitAnI baMdhAvelI vAvamAM Asakta banavAthI te vAvamAM deDake thaye. te gAmamAM bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI padhAryA tyAre janatA ToLe maLIne bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jaI rahI hatI. badhA bolatA hatA ke zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI padhAryA che. A zabdo kAne paDatAM deDakAne bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javAnuM mana thayuM, tema ahIM lekane zerabakera, temane apUrva ullAsa joIne AnaMdanA manamAM thayuM ke huM paNa prabhunA darzana karavA

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zArada ziromaNi] [ 261 jAuM. leke bole che ke ApaNA bhagavAna aneka prakAranA arthanI samajutI Ape che. kaI game te prazna kare te tenuM samAdhAna kare che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI badhAnA mana mananI ane ghaTa ghaTanI vAta jANe che. mana mananI eTale saMjJIpaMcendriya che che temanA mananI ane jemane mana nathI te badhAnA ghaTa ghaTanI vAta jANe che. AnaMda gAthA patine e ullAsa ane umaMga Avyo ke jyAre zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI mArA nagaramAM padhAryA che te huM paNa darzana karavA jAuM. A ullAsa anatA karmonI nirjarA kare che. AdhyAtmika kSetranA keI paNa kAryamAM AvelA ullAsamAM evI ajoDa tAkAta che ke e AtmAnA pradeza para DerA nAMkhIne paDelA juga juganA pApa, vAsanAnA kacarAne alpa samayamAM sApha karI nAMkhe che. dharmakAryamAM ullAsa e karmanAM daLiyA sApha karavA mATenI eka saMjIvanI che. ullAsa para mane eka vAta yAda Ave che. vastupALa ane tejapALa bhagavAnanA paramabhakta hatA. jaina dharmanI yathArtha zraddhAvALA hatA. temanI zraddhA DelatI dhajA jevI na hatI paNa merU jevI aDola hatI. prANa jAya te kurabAna paNa zraddhAthI calita na thAya evA daDha zraddhAvAna hatA. e samajajo ke sArA sAme kheTA, paMDita sAme mUrkha hoya paNa badhAmAM samatalapaNuM na gumAvavuM, tene sAcuM samajyA kahevAya. A baMne bhAIo viradhavala rAjAne tyAM nekarI kare che. rAjAne keI IrSALu mANasee kAnabhaMbheraNI karI. IrSALu mANasa bIjAnuM kharAba na kare eTaluM ochuM. vastupALa tejapALa vicAra kare che ke ApaNA jIvanamAM jarUriyAta keTalI? ApaNe pagAra moTo che. milkata ghaNI che. rAjAnI kRpAdRSTi che to ATaluM badhuM dhana zuM karavuM che? tamane e vicAra thAya ke mAre ATaluM badhuM zuM karavuM che? tamane te vadhu ne vadhu meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA che. tamAre peTa bharavuM nathI paNa paTArA bharavA che. paTArAnA taLiyA paNa tUTI gayA che, eTale e kayAre paNa bharAya nahi. tRSNA jIvanamAM Aga lagADe che. vastupALa tejapALe nirNaya karyo ke ApaNI AjIvikA cAle teTalA paisA rAkhIne bIjA svamInI sevAmAM vAparIe. rasoDe svadharmI jamI jAya, kaI atithi Ave te paNa jamI jAya. pacAsa so mANasonuM rasoDuM cAlatuM hoya tyAM saMtanI gaucarIne paNa lAbha maLI jAya. sAdhu Ave ke saMnyAsI koI jAtanA bhedabhAva nahi. A rIte dAna devAthI temanA guNa khUba gavAvA lAgyA. temano yaza badhe phelAI gayo. IrSALu mANasethI A sahana na thayuM. temaNe varadhavala rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheryA. Apa zuM UMgho che? tamArA bhaMDAranA te taLiyA dekhAya che. milakta tamArI, tamArA paisAthI rasoDA calAve chatAM guNa temanA gavAya. amane to kAMI nathI paNa tamArA bhalA mATe kahIe chIe. rAjAne A vAta gaLe utarI gaI. temane e krodha Avyo ke A A baMnene mArI nAMkha. krodha te AtmAne moTAmAM moTo zatru che. krodhane kaMTrolamAM lAvavAnI jarUra che. viradhavala rAjAne kodha Avyo. vastupALa ane tejapALane mAravA

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262 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNu mATe saMnyAsInA veza lIdhA. bhagavA kapaDA paheryAM. chUpI rIte charI saMtADIne vastupALatejapALanA raseADe AvyA. A kha'ne bhAI e teA udAra dile dAna de che. dAna devAmAM jarA paNu pAchI pAnI karatA nathI. dhannA sA vAhane tyAM sAdhu gaucarI AvyA tyAre temaNe dhIno bhareleA gADavA upADayA. camacI ke vATakI na lIdhI. A samaye deva tenI parIkSA karavA AvyA. saMtanI dRSTi 'dha karI dIdhI. dhannA sAthe vAha muninA pAtarAmAM ghI vaherAve che. pAtaruM bharAI gayu. paNa muninI dRSTi khaMdha karI che, eTale emane dekhAtuM nathI. pAtarAmAMthI ghI bahAra javA lAgyuM. tenI nIka vahevA lAgI. zeThanA manamAM ema nathI thatu` ke muni 'khasa' khelatA nathI. te to ema samaje che ke ghInI dhAra pAtarAmAM paDe chene! tenA utkRSTa bhAva joIne deve STi pAchI kheMcI lIdhI. pachI ghInI dhAra bahAra joI sata khelyA, are bhAI ! A teM zuM kayuM ? teM ghInA DabbA ThAlavI dIdhA. zrI teA pAtarAnI bahAra gayuM. gurUdeva ! mAruM kAMI gayuM nathI. meM te badhuM pAtarAmAM nAMkhyuM che. Ape udAra dile mane lAbha ApyA tA huM zA mATe lAbha na lauM ? vastupALanA raseADAmAM badhA jamavA beThA. bhagavA vezamAM Avela rAjA paNa jamavA beThA, A samaye anupamA devI bhAre ka`matI sADI paherIne koi prasa`gamAM jatI hatI, teNe sAmethI saMtane AvatA joyA. huM mArI beneAne pUchuM chuM ke tame lagnanA prasaMgamAM jatA hA, rastAmAM tamane saMta satIjI maLe te tame pAchA vaLaze| ke jaze ? satya bAlajo. banAvaTa na karazeA. mahAsatIjInI ne tamArI najara eka thaI jAya te kaheze| ke mahAsatIjI! dIkarA, vahu ghera che. Apa lAbha Apo. A anupamAne tyAM nAkara cAkara badhA hatA chatAM pAchA vaLI gayA saMtane khUba bhAva ane AgrahapUrvaka ghI vaheArAve che. dhI vaheArAvatA pAtrAnI bahAranI khAju ghIthI kharaDAi gaI. tarata anupamA devI peAtAnI kimatI sADInA pAlavathI e ghIvALA pAtrAnI bahAranI khAju lUchavA jAya che tyAM raseAI ce| kahe-khAi....bhAi....! A zu kare che ? kiMmatI sADIthI A lUchAya ? le A masetu lUchavA taiyAra che. bhAI ? zu A maseAtAthI lUchavAnu` sAdhana che ? jenA khaDAbhAgya hoya tene AvA dAna devAne, bhakti karavAnA lAbha maLe. mAro AtmA te kevI kevI gatiomAM jaI Avye che! vanaspatimAM gayA teA charIthI kapAyeA; bhADabhU'jAne tyAM caNA banIne zekAyA. tyAM koI ka"mata na hatI. are mUkha! pUrvajanmamAM huM keTalIya vAra ghAMcInI patnI banelI. tyAre AkhI sADIe ghI telavALI karelI paNa emAM mArU kAMI saryuM nahi. A tA mArA aheAbhAgya che ke mArI sADI saMyamanuM pAtra lUchavAmAM upayogI thAya che. A sADIthI pAtra lUchatA teA mArA AtmAnA kaMika karyAM lUchAI jaze ne mArA AtmA ujavaLa banaze. tenA vacanA kevA dhamasuvAsita che! tenI AtmadRSTi keTalI jAgatI che? sADI bagaDatA kama lUchAtA, AtmAnuM sudhare che eTale devI sADI bagaDavAnuM mAnatI nathI.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 263 anupamA devI meTA ma`trInI patnI che, eTale sADI kevI ki`matI paherI haze ! peAtAnA hAthe muninu pAtra kharaDAtA e kiMmatI sADIthI jAte lUchI nAMkhavA taiyAra thAya che. nAkara pAse lUchavA rUmAla nathI mAMgatA. kema ? e mAne che ke meM muninuM pAtra bahArathI bagADavuM e meM gunA karyAM te gunAnI sajA tarata bhogavI lauM' teA AtmA bhAre na thAya. gurU bhagavaMtanI bhaktinA mane lAbha maLyuM. tenI pAse A DucAnI zI kiMmata ! gurU bhaktimAM keTaleA ullAsa haze tyAre A zabdo khelAya ! gurUdeva kahe che ena ! Apa sArI sADI na bagADo. A sADIthI zA mATe lUche che ? gurU bhagavaMta ! Apa e ciMtA na karo. jayAM arihaMta prabhu jevA devAdhideva maLyA, Apa jevA tAraka gurUdeva maLyA ane jayAM rAjA vIradhavala jevA udAra annadAtA maLyA hAya tyAM zI vAtanI kamInA hAya! A sADI mArI nathI. A dAna mAruM' nathI A raseADuM paNa amAruM nathI. A badhI kRpA rAjA vIradhavalanI che. A sADI te kAMI visAtamAM nathI. Aja mArA dhanya ghaDI dhanya bhAgya ke saMyamanu pAtra sADIthI lUchavAnu` bhAgya maLyu. AvI zubha vicAraNA kayAMthI AvI ? zrAvikApaNu` romaromamAM vasI gayeluM hatuM ke huM' paDelA naMbare prabhunI zrAvikA ' pachI khIjA nakhare kAInI patnI chuM, bhAbhI chu', putrI chuM. anupamAdevIe sADInI kiMmata na karatAM gurUbhaktinI kiMmata vadhu AMkI. phAinI A baMne anupamA devInI vAta sAMbhaLatA vIradhavala rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke caDhavaNIthI caDhayA ne AvA pavitra AtmAenI ghAta karavA taiyAra thayA ! peAtAnI saMpattithI ATalu dAna kare che, chatAM devI kahe che AmAM amAruM kAMi nathI. temAM mArI kRpA mAne che. krodhathI dhamadhamatA rAjA zAMta thaI gayA. A dRSTAMtathI traNa vAta samajavA maLe che. peAtAnI saMpatti udAra dile vApare che, chatAM jaza rAjAne Ape che, ki`matI sADI karatAM gurUbhaktinI kiMmata vadhu AMkI. potAnA kArya mAM kRpA vaDIleAnI mAnI. rAjA tarata ubhA thai gayA ane anupamA devInA caraNamAM namI paDI elyAH mAtA! dhanya che tane ! te Aje mane ghAra pApamAMthI khacAvyeA che. A be bhAI e Aje jIvatA rahyA na heta ! huM koInI caDhavaNIthI caDhI gayA ne ahIM e bhAI ene mAravA AvyA hatA. rUDA pratApa tArA ! anupamA devInA mIThA madhura vacaneAthI jyAM kaiAhInI nIke vahe evuM hatuM tyAM premanuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAI gayu. vIradhavala rAjA jainadhamI banI gayA. anupamA devInI madhura bhASAthI meATA anatha thatA aTakI gayA. jo devIe ema kahyuM heta ke mAro dhaNI kamAya che teA anatha thaI jAta paNa teNe kahyuM ke A badhI kRpA rAjAnI che te anatha na thayA. bhASAnI mIThAza keTalu kAma karI jAya che! ghaNI vAra dilamAM kAMi na hAya pugu bhASA kaDavI hAya teA arthanA anartha thAya che. jo samajaNupUrva kanI bhASA hoya teA anane anA rUpamAM lai jAya. khIjA sAthe saMbadha bAMdhavAmAM ke baMdhAyelA sa`khaMdha teADavAmAM vANI khUba mahatvanuM kArya kare che. vANInA sadupayeAgamAM agaNita lAbhA rahelA che ane enA durUpayogamAM bhayaMkara nukazAneA rahelA che. huM

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ra64 ] . [ zAradA ziromaNi koI sAruM sukhI vaibhavazALI kuTuMba che. mAbApane eka dIkaro ane vahe che. eka vAra bApa dIkarA vacce 500rU. nI bhAMjagaDa paDI. moTA gharamAM jyAM pAMca lAkhanI mUDI hoya tyAM 500 rUA. zA hisAbamAM? sAmAnya vAtamAM matabheda paDI gayo. gussAmAM chokaro Ubho thaI gayo. tenI patnIne kahe che uTha ubhI thA. have ahIM rahevuM nathI. dIkaro vahu UbhA thaI gayA ane eka makAna laIne tyAM rahevA lAgyA. kodha bahu bUrI cIja che. AvezamAM mAbApe paNa dIkarAne na kahyuM ke tame judA rahevA na jAva. DAhyA mANaso vacce paDyA ane dIkarA vahune kahyuM. vAtamAM kaMI nathI. Apa judA raho te sAruM nahi, tame mAbApanA eka dIkarA vahe che. tuM judo rahe te sAruM na lAge. tuM kaMIka samaja. namatuM mUkI de, chatAM dIkaro na mAnyuM. pachI mAbApane kahyuM ke tame samajI jAva. cheka namatuM na mUke te tame namatuM mUkI do. game tema toya e dIkara che. e bhUla kare paNa mAvatara kamAvatara na thAya. temaNe paNa namatuM na mUkayuM. baMne sAmasAmA ugra krodhamAM AvI gayA. eka bIjA vacce bolavAnA paNa saMbaMdha na rahyA. cheka vaha judA thayA pachI eka dIkaro ane dIkarI thayA. dIkarAnA dIkarA paNa daza varSanA thayA, chatAM mAbApanI sAme jotA nathI, bApane ghera AvatA nathI. divase divase vera ghaTavAne badale vadhatA gayA. eka vAra pitA mAMdA paDyA. sIrIyasa thaI gayA. bacavAnI keI bArI na hatI. DaoNkaTaree hAtha khaMkherI nAMkhyA. tamArA sagAvahAlA jene bolAvavA hoya tene bolAvI le. A zeTha kahe-Apa mArA chekarAne belAvI lAve. mArI aMtima IcchA che ke huM chokarAne khamAvI lauM. eka bhAI chokarAne belAvavA gayA. dIkarA! tArA bApujInI tabiyata sIrIyasa thaI gaI che. DokaTaree hAtha khaMkherI nAMkhyA che. badhA sagAvahAlAne bolAvI lIdhA che, tArA pitAjInI e IcchA che ke huM mArA dIkarAnI sAthe kSamApanAM karI lauM. mAre keInI sAthe vera bAMdhIne javuM nathI. huM ATalA samAcAra devA tane Avyo chuM. chekare kahe-maherabAne! temanA samAcAra mane Apaze nahi. Apa jaIne temane eTaluM kahejo ke tame marI jaze te tamane agni saMskAra karavA AvIza. Apa tenI ciMtA na karazo. huM jIvatA moDhuM jovA AvavAno nathI. DAhyA mANaso gayA hatA chatAM temanuM DahApaNa paNa na cAlyuM. keInI zikhAmaNa tenA gaLe utaratI nathI. chokarAne samajAvavA gayelA mANase pAchA AvyA. zeTha kahe-chokarAe zuM kahyuM? Apa zAMti rAkhe. tenI taMdurastI sArI nathI. tananI taMdurastI sArI che paNa mananI taMdurastI sArI nathI. zAMti rAkhe, hamaNAM Avaze. DAhyA mANasee goThavIne, vAta karI. satya vAta te kahevI kevI rIte? zeThanuM AyuSya baLavAna eTale upacAra karatAM zeThane dhIme dhIme sAruM thayuM ne tabiyata sArI thaI gaI; paNuM che te na ja AvyA. zeTha - bacI gayA. hAlatA cAlatA thaI gayA paNa kare te na ja Avyo. - be cAra varSa vItI gayA. eka divase zeThane vicAra Avyo ke Ajano divasa sArA prasaMgane che, ane mArA dIkarAne janma divasa che. saMtAne mAtApitAne bhUle

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zAradA ziramaNi ] paNa mAtA pitAne to saMtAne vahAlA heya che. dIkarAne janma divasa yAda AvatA pitA UbhA thayA. A zeTha te moTA nAmAMkti vepArI hatA. kaI prasaMga hoya tyAre temane tyAM miThAInA pekeTa bahu AvatA. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke 12 varSa thI mAro dIkaro ghera AvyuM nathI. bhale Aje huM tenA ghera jAu. zeThanuM hadaya palaTAI gayuM. miThAInA be pekeTa laIne vagara bolAve lAkaDInA Teke dhrujatA dhrujatA dIkarAnA ghera jAya che. zeThanA dilamAM AnaMda che, haiyAmAM harSa che, uramAM umaLako che. ararara...dIkarA sAthe 12-12 varSathI vera rAkhyuM che. huM kaMI gatimAM jaiza? bhUtakALanI bhUlene bhUlI jA. pitA dIkarAnA ghera jAya che. A samaye dIkarA-vahu baMne hIMcakA khAtA hatA. eka hAthamAM be pekeTa hatA. eka hAthamAM lAkaDI hatI. cAlatAM cAlatAM temanuM zarIra dhruje che. dIkarA-vahu badhA stabdha thaI gayA. A zuM ? paNa pitAne jotAM dIkarAnA manamAM prema ubharAI AvyuM. cheka hIMcakethI UThIne pitAnI sAme gayo. bApa dIkare tyAM bheTI paDyA. chekarAnA manamAM thayuM ke mArA pitAjI keTalA pavitra che! vagara bolAvyuM vagara AmaMtraNe te mArA ghera AvyA! vahu paNa tarata UThIne sasarAnA caraNamAM paDI. badhAe 'AMsuthI pitAnA pApo dhoI nAMkhyAM. vahu kahe-bApujI AvyA ! hA beTA ! AnaMda che. dIkaro kahe bApujI! Apa Aje ATalA varSe vagara belAve hAlI cAlIne mAre tyAM AvyA. huM kevI rIte ApanuM svAgata karuM? eTale te bajAramAM miThAI levA gaye. bApujIe putravadhUne miThAInA be pikeTa ApyA. le beTI le! Aje mArA dIkarAne janma divasa che. tenI khuzAlImAM A lAvyo chuM. Apa badhA gaLyuM moTuM kare. vahu kahe bApujI! ApanI uMmara thaI che. cAlatAM dhruje che te pekeTa levA javAnI takalIpha zA mATe lIdhI? eka te lAvavAnI takalIpha ane bIjo kharco thayo. sasare kahe-beTI! mane AmAM zI takalIpha paDI? meM beTo kharca karyo nathI. ApaNe moTA vepArI kahevAIe. Aje zubha prasaMgane divasa che. AvA vAra tahevAre ApaNe tyAM ochAmAM ochA 8-10 pekeTa te Ave ja che. huM ATalA badhA pekeTane zuM karuM? keNa khAya? temAMthI be pekeTa ahIM lAve. mArA dIkarA-vahu chekarA badhA khAze. ame te be mANasa, vaLI uMmara lAyaka, vaLI miThAI pacavAmAM bhAre, khAI khAIne keTalI khavAya ? pekeTo vadhAre hoya to huM dukAnanA nokarone ApI dauM chuM. ahIM Avato hato eTale mane umaMga AvyuM. tamArA badhA pratye prema thayo eTale be pekeTa laI Avyo chuM. A sAMbhaLI putravadhUno pitto gaye. miThAInA be pekeTa sasarA sAme pheMkyA. laI jAva A tamArA pekeTa. tame zuM samaje che amane ? tamArA magajamAM zI khumArI bharI che?khAnAra keI na hoya eTale ahIM lAvyA! tame je miThAIo nekarane ApatA hatA e miThAIo Aje amane ApavA AvyA che? zuM amArI kiMmata nakara jeTalI ! tamArA dIkarAne nakara je gaNyo ! zeTha bicArA nikhAlasa bhAve satyavAta belyA

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266 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi hatA. vahu kahe DokarA ! Ubhe thI ahIMthI. eka sekanDa paNa ahI besIza nahi. khabaradAra! lAkaDAmAM jAva tyAM sudhI mArA ghera paga mUkavA Avaze nahi. putravadhUnA A vacanabANa zeThanA dilamAM sIdhA bheMkAI gayA. te tyAMthI ubhA thaI gayA. temane AghAtathI ekadama chAtImAM duHkhA upaDaze. cakkara AvyA. sIDI nIce utaryA ane bheMya paDatAM prANapaMkherU uDI gayuM. dIkaro te miThAI levA gayo hato, te A. joyuM te pitAjImAM prANa na hate. ararara...12 varSe pitAjI mane maLavA AvyA. haju zAMtithI be zabda paNa temanI sAthe belyo nathI ne pitAjI cAlyA gayA. he kALarAjA! te mArA pitAne nazvara deha cheDavA mATe mAre ghera mekalyA? dIkaro bApanI pAse besIne dhrusake dhrusake raDe che. patnI kahe che-Apa zuM raDe che ? mAyakAMgalA hoya te raDe. tuM AvuM na bola. bicArA premathI devA AvyA hatA. zuM premathI devA AvyA kahe che? te te je pekeTa nokarane ApatA hatA tenA badale tamane ApavA AvyA hatA. zuM tamArI kiMmata nakara jeTalI gaNI! patnInA zabdo sAMbhaLIne pati samajI gayo ke nakakI mArI patnI elaphela zabdo belI haze! tenA AghAtamAM pitAjInuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM haze. gaLInA ghA sArA paNa kaTuvacananA ghA te bahu bhayaMkara che. draupadInA mAtra be zabdo "aMdhAnA jAyA aMdhA" ATalA zabdoe ApyuM mahAbhArata UbhuM thaI gayuM. zeThanA svargavAsanA samAcAra ghera patnIne maLyA. zeThanA mRtyunA AghAtamAM e paNa tyAM DhaLI paDayA ne prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM. kaNe ke meTo anartha Ubho karI dIdho ! mATe bhASA bolatAM khUba upaga rAkhavuM joIe. bIna upage bhASA bolavAthI karmanA Dhagale DhagalA jamA thAya che. je vANInA upayoganI kaLA gaI te A moTI honArata sarjAIne ! zAMta sarovaramAM nAkhelI nAnAmAM nAnI kAMkarI paNa AkhA sarovaranA pANIne taraMgita karI de che, tema mukhamAMthI nIkaLeluM nAnAmAM nAnuM kaTuvacana sva-paranA cittane saLagAvI de che. mAnavInuM haiyuM te kAcanA vAsaNa jevuM che. jarAka nAne sarakho dhakako lAge te paNa e tUTI jAya, mATe vANIne upaga karatAM khUba kALajI rAkhavAnI che. A daSTAMtamAM baMne pakSamAM vANIne durUpayoga thayo che. bApane evuM bolavAnI jarUra na hatI ke je mIThAInA pekeTo nakarone ApuM chuM e pekeTa lAge che. A zabdoe putravadhUne uzkerI dIdhI ane putravadhUe paNa vANIne saMyama gumAvyuM. "khabaradAra ! A gharamAM pharI vAra paga mUkyuM che to !?? AvA dhamadhamatA zabdo dIkarAne ghera AvelAM bApa mATe asahya hatA, ane e asahya zabdoe bApane paraleka ravAnA karI dIdhA, mATe bhASA mIThI madhurI bolatAM zIkhaje. ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke bhagavAna padhAryAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLIne AnaMdane apUrva u9lAsa Ave. aho ! huM paNa prabhunA darzana karIne mAruM jIvana dhanya banAvIza. sAdhanAnA kAryamAM ulAsa e khUba mahatvanI cIja che. A jinavANI sAMbhaLatAM je ullAsa AvI jAya te anaMtA karmonI ThoDe khapAve. AdhyAtmika kSetramAM

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 67 apUrva ullAsa jIvanamAM zuM kAma kare che, tethI jIvanamAM keTalA lAbha thAya che te avasare. caritra : devIonI vAta sAMbhaLato puyasAra : puNyasAra vRkSanI bakhelamAM beTho che. baMne devIo tyAM khUba ramI, nAcI ane gIta gAyA pachI vAta karavA lAgI. eka devI bIjI devIne kahe che. A mRtyu lekanI dharatI para khUba majhA Ave che, bahu AnaMda thayo. bIjI kahe, are bahena ! A dharatInI to vAta ja pUchIza nahi. svarganA jevuM ekadhAruM jIvana nahi. A mRtyulekamAM kaMIka jovA maLe to mane AnaMda Ave. bela tArI zI IrachA che? tAre zuM jevuM che? mane koI kautuka jevA maLe te era majA Ave. je mArI vAta sAMbhaLa. valabhIpuramAM navuM kautuka thavAnuM che. je tArI IcchA hoya te tyAM jovA jaIe. devInA A vacana sAMbhaLIne bIjI devI kahe che tyAM evuM zuM che? sakhI ! te nagaramAM zuM thavAnuM che te vAta huM tane kahuM chuM te tuM sAMbhaLa. kautuka kahetI devI. te valabhIpura nagaramAM dhannA nAme eka mahA dhanADhaya, sukhI, ane vaibhavazALI zeTha rahe che. tene maLelI saMpatti udAra dile svadharmanI sevAmAM anAtha apaMgonI sevAmAM vApare che. tenA AMgaNe raDate Avele mANasa hasate thaIne jAya che tethI temanI udAratAnA guNa khUba gavAya che. dAnavIra zeTha tarIke teNe nAmanA meLavI che. A dhannA zeThane dhanavaMtI nAme patnI che. te khUba suzIla, saMskArI ane dharmanA raMge raMgAyelI che. A zeThane sAta dIkarIo che. dharmasuMdarI, dhanasuMdarI, kAmasuMdarI, muktisuMdarI, bhAgyasuMdarI, saubhAgyasuMdarI ane sAtamI guNasuMdarI. A sAte dIkarIonuM rUpa, saundarya alaukika che. te sAtene mAbApe bhaNavA mUkI. sAte dIkarIonI buddhi ane hoMziyArI khUba teja hatI. thoDA samayamAM te bhaNIgaNIne hoMziyAra thaI. strIenI 64 kaLAmAM nipuNa banI. jJAna sAthe vinaya-viveka khUba hatA. jJAnanuM abhimAna na hatuM. mAtA-pitA tathA vaDIlene vinaya-viveka khUba sAcavatI hatI. kayAre paNa temanI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karatI nahIM. A sAte bene khUba prema ane saMpathI rahe. eka sAthe rame, AnaMda kare. badhAnA vicAre eka sarakhA, ane bhAvanA paNa eka sarakhI. have tyAM zuM banyuM che? te huM tane kahuM chuM te khAsa eka citto sAMbhaLaje. A vAta rasathI bharapura che. sAtene aphara nirNayaH samaya jatAM te chokarIo yuvAna banI. chokarIone moTI thayelI joIne mAbApane ciMtA thavA lAgI. eka divasa zeTha zeThANI baMne vAte kare che. have ApaNI dIkarIo maTI thaI che. temanA mATe sArA chekarAnI tapAsa karIe. te mATe sAro vara, sAruM ghara ane khAnadAna kuTuMba badhuM jovuM joIe. sAta dIkarIo che eTale sAta muratIyA zedhavA paDaze. ApaNI dIkarIo bhaNelI, gaNelI ane guNavAna che te rIte temane egya chekarAnI tapAsa karIe. A baMne vAto kare che te vAte chekarIoe sAMbhaLI. A sAMbhaLyA pachI zuM karavuM? teo muMjhavaNamAM paDI gaI.

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268 [ zAradA ziremaNi sAte benoe bhegA thaIne nirNaya karyo che ke ApaNe sAte benee eka ja pati kare. mAbApanI vAta sAMbhaLIne temane muMjhavaNa thaI ke ApaNe je nirNaya karyo che te have mAtApitAne jaNAva paDaze. je temane nahi jaNAvIe to ApaNI Teka Takaze kevI rIte ? sAte benemAM sauthI nAnI bena guNasuMdarI che te guNa guNane bhaMDAra che. cha e bene kahyuM, A kArabhAra nAnIne seM. te khUba DAhI, guNIyala ane gaMbhIra che. sAte bene bhegI thaIne mAtA-pitA pAse AvI. AvIne vinayathI kahe che ke ame ApanI pAse koI divasa belyA nathI. ApanI sAme keI dalIla ke apIla karI nathI. ApanI maryAdA amAre jALavavI joIe. Apa amArA mATe sagapaNanI vAta kare che. sAta dikarIo che mATe sAta muratIyA zedhIe. te ame Apane eka vinaMtI karIe chIe ke Apa amArI ciMtA na karazo. ame sAte bene e bhegA maLIne nirNaya karyo che ke ame nizcaya karyo ehave, judA na paraNavuM keha, eka ja patine paraNavuM re, paNa che amacuM eha, mAtApitA pAse zarama choDIne dIkarIoe kahyuM- he pitAjI ! ame sAte bene e pratijJA karI che ke ApaNe sAte benee eka patine paraNavuM. mATe ame Apane vinaMtI karIe chIe ke Apa amAruM kayAMya sagapaNa karazo nahi. chokarIonI vAta sAMbhaLIne pitAne Azcarya lAgyuM ane hAya lAgI. sAtane ekI sAthe paraNavA keNa Avaze ? keIna Ave. rAjAne vadhAre rANIo hoya paNa A to vaNikanI dIkarIo che. A mArI chekarIo zuM bole che ? sAtane eka pati kevI rIte maLaze ? chokarIo kahe che ke amAre A daDha nirNaya che. je A rIte maLaze to paraNIzuM, nahi to kuMvArA rahIzuM. pitA khUba muMjhAyA. A sAte dIkarIone eka chokarA sAthe paraNAvavI kevI rIte? kadAca keI cheka maLI jAya paNa enI kaMI DhaMgadhaDe na hoya te ? dIkarIo ! tame tamAre vicAra badale. emAM pheraphAra kare. pitAjI! kaI paNa saMyogomAM amAre nirNaya pharI zake ema nathI. mAtApitA khUba ciMtAmAM paDI gayA. have ciMtAne dUra karavA mATe teo zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa vada 2 ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 31 : tA. 2-8-85 vAtsalya vAridhi, premanA padadhi, siddhAMta mAhadhi evA vIra jinezvara bhagavate AgamanA mahAna bhAve ApaNI sAme rajU karyA. ApaNuM adhikAranA nAyaka AnaMda gAthApatie bhagavAnanA darzane jatI janatAnA mukha para apUrva ullAsa joIne ane temanI paraspara thatI vAto parathI jANuM lIdhuM ke bhagavAna padhAryA che. temanA dilamAM paNa apUrva ulAsa, umaMga AvyuM ke huM paNa bhagavAnanA darzane jAuM ne mAruM jIvana dhanya banAvuM. sAdhanAnA mArge sauthI prathama mahattvanI cIja hoya to te che apUrva ullAsa. AnaMda gAthA patine bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javA mATe aMtaramAM adbhuta ulAse AvyA

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zAradA ziAmaNi | [ 269 za'kharAjA ane jazeAmatI rANIe munine ullAsa bhAve drAkSa dhAyAnuM pANI vaheArAkhyu.. dAna devAnI vastu te| mAmUlI hatI paNa dAna devAmAM eve apUrva ullAsa Avye . ke tIrthaMkara nAma krama upArjana karyu. jainazAsananA pratyeka anuSThAna jo ullAsathI karavAmAM Ave te AtmAnA jJAnAdi anaMta catuSTayane prApta karAvI devAnI tAkAta temAM paDI che. khALamuni aImuttAne IriyAvahiyA paDikkamatAM AtmAmAM kevA aMtara'ga ullAsa AvyA haze ke e bhavamAM Atmazreya sAdhI gayA. je Atma sAdhanAnI tIvra bhUkha jAgI hAya tA anuSThAneAmAM ullAsa AvyA vagara na rahe. e tA svataH pragaTI jAya ane A pragaTI gayelA utsAha jinazAsananA pratyeka anuSThAnamAM kama kSayanA mArga batAvaze. dilanA talasATa vinAnI ArAdhanA cittane AnaMti karIne DAlAvI zakatI nathI. bhUkha vinAnuM maLelu' uMcAmAM UMcu' bheAjana jema manane AnaMdita karatuM nathI tema utsAha vinA karelI UMcAmAM UM'cI kriyA dilane bahelAvI detI nathI. yuddhanA medAnamAM hathiyArothI sajja banIne laDavA jatAM sainikanA mukha para jojo ke duzmanane parAjita karI devAnA talasATa-utsAha keTalA joradAra heAya che. yuddhanA medAnamAM zatruAnA seMkaDo ghA khAvAthI lADIluhANa thaI jAya che, chatAM e rInika hatAza na thatAM vijaya meLavavAnI AzAthI utsAhathI laDatA jAya che. parIkSAmAM prathama nabare pAsa thavAnI AzAthI parIkSAkha'DamAM pravezatA vidyAthInA mukha para keTalI prasannatA ullAsa hoya che. pepara lakhatI vakhate agharA prazno AvavA chatAM e vidyAthI prasannacitto ekAgratApUrvaka e praznonA uttara lakhatA jAya che. vahepArI bajAramAM jAya tyAre manamAM hajAro lAkhA rUpiyA meLavI laIzu e dhyeyathI bajAramAM jatA vahepArInA mukha para keTaleA utsAha hoya che! bajAramAM gayA pachI bharacaka kamANInI AzAthI tApamAM, ThaM'DImAM rakhaDapaTTI karavA chatAM ullAsathI vepAra karatA jAya che. sa'sAramAM vyAvahArika kSetromAM saphaLatA meLavavA mATe prAra'bhamAM ane pachI paNa utsAhanI AvazyakatA joI e che, teA pachI AdhyAtmika jagatanA kSetramAM saphaLatA meLavavA mATe te AtmAnA keTalA utsAhanI AvazyakatA joIe. karmAM sAme thatA A khUnakhAra sa`grAmamAM jo AtmAnA ullAsathI karmanA jaga khelazuM teA jarUra vijayanA vAvaTA pharakAvI zakIzuM. ka` medAnamAM jhajhUmatA game tevA khADA TekarA Ave, kasattA game tevA anukULa pratikULa sayeAgA khaDA karI de, te paNu ApaNe anupama utsAhathI te badhAnI sAme aDIkhama UbhA rahIe tA ApaNu' jIvana sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa pragati karaze. ApaNu jIvana ati alpa che. jugajuganA ane bhavAbhavanA pApa-vAsanAnA saMskArane ukheDI nAkhavAnuM bhagIratha kArya ApaNe A janmamAM karavAnuM che. anaMtAnaMta tIrthaMkarAe ana`tAna'ta jIvAnA kalyANa mATe khatAvelI keDI ApaNI pAse che. 5'ca parameSThi bhagavateAnI asIma kRpA che. puNyanA camakArA jIvanamAM prakAzI rahyo che, have jarUra che nitya caDhatA pariNAme ullAsathI ArAdhanAnA mAge kadama bharavAnI. e rIte kadama bharavAthI siddhi ApaNI sAme che, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke sAdhanAnA mArgamAM tamArA ullAsa pragaTAvA. pApanA mAga mAM ullAsa ghaTADo

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270 | [ zAradA zirANi jethI kama khaMdhana echA thAya. sAdhanAnI tIvra bhUkha AtmAmAM utsAha pragaTAvaze. e utsAhathI jIva sAdhanAnA mArga apanAvI zAzvata sukhanA sthAnane prApta karaze. AnaMda gAthApatine bhagavAnanA dana karavAnA talasATa jAgyA, ullAsa Aye, temanI pAse javAthI bhagavAnanA darzananA lAbha maLaze. temanI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLaze. aneka lAbha thaze. jo eka veLA darzIna pAsu, janma saphaLa banI jAye, juga jugathI je pAtaka mAMdhyAM, kSaNa bharamAM chUTI jAye, Atama haLavA thAye, abdura uDavA jAye, pharI kadI na nIce Avu, evI padavI ghone ghone ghone...bhakti. bhakta, prabhunI prAthanA karatAM kahe che ke he prabhu! mane eka vAra tArA darzana thAya tA mArA janma saphaLa banI jAya, pApakarmAMnI 'khalA tUTI jAya, huM tArI pAse vaibhavavilAsa nathI mAgatA. mAre joIe che mAtra ApanA darzana, je daza nathI mArA AtmA dghinyatAne pAmI jAya. AnaMda gAthAtine laganI lAgI " te maruM, nachAmi nuM nAva vastuvAlAmi zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI samAsaryAM che e mahAna phaLaprada che, mATe hu' jAuM, cAvat pa`pAsanA karu. je bhagavAnanA nAmageAtra sAMbhaLavAthI paNa mahAphaLa mahAlAbha thAya che teA pachI temanI samakSa javAthI, vaMdana karavAthI ane temanI sevA karavAthI teA keTalA badhA lAbha thAya ! mATe huM paNa tyAM jAuM. temane vaMdana namaskAra karu yAvat temanI paryuM`pAsanA karu. temanA darzIna mahAphaLanuM kAraNa bane che. A pramANe vicArIne te jayAM beThA hatA tyAMthI UbhA thayA. pachI snAna karyu. dehane svaccha nima`La banAvyeA. sAthe aMtarane paNa niLa ane vizuddha banAvyu'. bhagavAnanI vANIne jhIlavA mATe a`tara ni`La joI ze. kALI mATInI jamInamAM pANI paDe te te ghaNu grahaNa kare che. retALa jamInamAM pANI paDe teA be cAra kalAka bhInI rahe ane paththara para ke DAmara roDa para paDe te! tarata kA2eza thaI jAya. Anaa gAthApatie zarIranI zuddhi sAthe a'tarane zuddha banAvyuM. jethI bhagavAnanI vANI hRdayamAM jaldI utarI jAya. snAna karIne sArA, zuddha, paheravA ceAgya kapaDAM paheryAM. vajanamAM halakA ane mUlyamAM vadhAre evA kiMmatI AbhUSaNo paheryAM. temaNe e vicAra karyAM ke hu' rAjasabhAmAM jAuM chuM teA ThAThamAThathI jAuM chuM. sArA prasaMgamAM jAuM chuM teA ThAThamAThathI jAuM chuM, tA pachI A tA bhagavAna pAse javu che te bhagavAnanA darzane sArI rIte vyavasthita thaI ne bau". prabhunA daIne javAnA apUrva ullAsa che. prabhunA darzIna karavA javuM che tA vAhanamAM besIne nathI javuM. jene tyAM 12 kroDa senAmahArA hAya emane tyAM vAhananA zuM tUTa hoya ? vAhanA te| hatA chatAM pAte vicAra karyAM ke bhagavAnane vAMDhavA page cAlIne ja jaI za. huM darzIne jAuM chuM te mArA sagAMsaMbadhI kuTuMbIjanA, vajanA Adi jaine Avavu hAya tene letA jAuM. A rIte AnaMda peAtAnA mAlA pramANe tA "1

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zAradA zi|maNi ] [ 271 ThAThamAThathI, sAthe mANaseAne laIne bhagavAnanA dana karavA jAya che. baheneA kUve pANI bharavA jAya tyAre ghaDe! khAlI laIne jAya che paNa Ave tyAre pANI bharIne Ave che tema AnaMdya gAthApati atyAre bhagavAna pAse jAya che tyAre khAlI jAya che, paNa Avaze tyAre dharmanA mAla bharIne Avaze. deva, gurU, dharmanuM zaraNu jIvane sukhadAyI che. bAkI sa'sAranA adhA saMbaMdheA, sagAI, dhana saMpatti vagere duHkhadAyI che. te badhA svAmaya che. te badhu heya che paNa upAdeya nathI. eka lAlAjI nAmanA zeTha khUba sukhI, samRddha, vaibhavazALI hatA. temane eka patnI hatI. ane dharmiSTha AtmAo hatA. dharmadhyAna adhI kriyAo sAthe karatA. temane saMtAnanA vaLagADa hateA nahi paNa dharmAMne samajelA heAvAthI zeTha-zeThANIne tenuM bahu duHkha na hatuM. A daMpatI dharmImAM khUba rUcI dharAvatA. tee DinAmAM cha cha pauSadha karatA hatA. dAnano pravAha paNa khUba vahAvatA hatA. piraNAme zeThane tyAM sapatti vadhatI jatI hatI. zeThanA sa`sAra svarga samAna banI gayA hatA. svaga jevA sa'sArane karAjA kyAre verAna karI nAkhaze e khakhara nathI. lAlAjInA patnI mAMdA paDayA. e divasanI TUMkI mAMdagImAM teo gujarI gayA. zeThanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyA. te AMsu eTalA mATe AvyA ke mArA dharmanA sAthIdAra cAlyA gayA. dharmadhyAna karavAmAM eka mitra samAna hatA, te cAlyA gayA. A dRSTithI temanI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDayA. thoDA divase gayA pachI badhA kahevA lAgyA ke tamArI pAse ATaleA badhA paise che. tame zu' karazeA ? kema ema pUche che zu' karazeA ? " bhalu thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa, sukhe bhajazuM zrI mahAvIra' have sukhethI bhagavAnanu nAma lezuM'. nAnA bhAI ne tyAM jamIza. A badhI milkata teA tenI che ne! zeThe dhaMdhAne sarakhA karI sameTI lIdheA. have te ekalA dharma dhyAnamAM masta rahevA lAgyA. nAnA bhAI ne tyAM jamI Ave, khAyapIve ne dharmadhyAna kare che. te samaye saMta cAturmAsa AvyA. zeTha khUba bhaktithI temanI sevA kare che ane AkhA divasa dharmanI pravRtti kare che. te sa'tanA parama bhakta banI ** gayA. jenI sevA baMdhanarUpa lAgI : zeTha nAnA bhAbhIne ghera jamavA jAya che. e traNa varSo thayA eTale bhAbhInA manamAM thayuM ke haju mArA jenI uMmara mATI nathI. A veTha mAre kayAM sudhI sabhALavAnI ! zeTha rAja cauvihAra kare eTale mAre rAja sAMje temanI taka kharAkhara sAcavavI paDe. e mArA mATe 'dhanarUpa che. paisA bhAgyamAM haze tyAre maLaze. zeTha kayAre marI jAya ane kayAre temanA paisA maLe! tyAM sudhI Ave 'bhALavAnI. zeTha pAsethI karoDonI sapatti maLavAnI che, chatAM A vicAra AnyA te jenI pAse sapatti na heAya tene zu' sAcave! A tamArA saLagatA sa`sAra bhAbhI kevI rIte jeThanu khadhana chUTe e vicAro karavA lAgI. zeTha mATenI raseAImAM kAM teA Dakhala mIThuM nAMkhe kAM teA nAMkhe nahi. zeTha samaje ke Aje mAre sheje mIThAnA

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ra72] [ zAradA zizamaNi tyAga . game tevI vastu banAvIne Ape chatAM zeTha eka akSara na bole. A rIte be mahinA nabhAvyuM. eka divase teNe kahI dIdhuM ke huM tamArA A veMtarA karavA mAMgatI nathI. mArAthI A banI zakatuM nathI. zeTha kahe, bhale, teo aDadhe zera dUdha maMgAvIne pI letA. bhAbhIne thayuM ke haju A baLatarA te khasI nahi. bhAIne khabara paDI ke mArA bhAI mATe mArI patnI Ama bolI eTale kahe che ke tAre mArA bhAInA zuM vaitarA karavA paDe che! te ApaNI raI bhegI rAI jamI le che, emAM tane zuM vaitarA lAgyA! te ApaNane lAkhonI saMpatti Ape che. te ApaNe tyAM jame che tyArathI AkhA gharanA rasoDAne kharca teo Ape che. tyAre temanI patnIe kahyuM ke mAre A vaitarA karavA nathI ne paisA joItA nathI. eka divasa te teNe zeThane spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM. Apa have ApanI jamavAnI vyavasthA bIje karI leje. mArAthI kAMI banatuM nathI. zeThe bIje divase bahenane bolAvI. A bahena vidhavA hatI. eTale zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke te rasoI karIne mane jamADaze ne ahIM raheze. thoDA divasa thayA eTale tene paNuM ema thayuM ke A bhAInI veTha kyAM sudhI karatA rahevAnuM ? Ama vicArI teNe bhAIne kahyuM, bhAI ! Apane eka vAta karuM. je Apa mArI salAha mAnatA ho te pharI vAra lagna karI lo. bena ! lagna karavAthI anaMte saMsAra vadhe che. mAre have lagna karavAnI zI jarUra? bhAI! bhAbhI Avaze to ApanA sukha duHkhanA sAthIdAra banaze. tame bimAra hazo te tamArI sevA karaze. tamArI khAvApIvAnI sagavaDa sAcavaze ane mAla-milaktano vArasadAra paNa maLaze. huM be pAMca varSa rahuM paNa jiMdagI ta na rahI zake. badhAnA ThebA khAvA karatAM lagna karavA sArA. benanA khUba kahevAthI zeThe lagna karavAno vicAra karyo. lakSamI khUba che. te samaye moTA udyogapatinI dIkarInA lagna mATenI chApAmAM jAherAta AvI. zeThe temane vAta karI ane temAM saphaLa thayA. navA zeThANInA rAgamAM phasAtA zeTha: AvanArI chokarI khUba ThAThamAThavALI, caTakamaTaka pharanArI, rU5 ramaNI hatI. papha pAvaDara AdithI zarIranuM sauMdarya vadhAravA prayatna karatI hatI. te pitAnA nATakIya premathI patine dabAvavA prayatna karatI hatI. pitAno pati dharma dhyAna kare te tene gamatuM nahi. te kahe, tame dharmanA DhagalA thaIne phare che, mArA sAmuM te juo, Apa mane majazokhamAM, nATaka sinemA jovAmAM, haravA pharavAmAM, zeDo sAtha te Apa. patine dharmathI vimukha karavA mATe teNe mAyAjALa phelAvavA mAMDI. chevaTe zeTha tenI mAyAjALamAM phasAI gayA. navA zeThANI kahe tema karavA taiyAra thayA. pariNAme zeTha mohamAM evA phasAI gayA ke sAmAyika, pratikramaNa Adi dharmakriyAothI dUra thatA gayA. dharma have temanAthI dUra bhAgI gayo. zeTha bhoganA kIDA banI gayA. zeThANI zuM bolyA ne zuM bolaze? zeThANuM kahe nAtha ! Apa vinA huM kSaNa paNa ekalI rahI zakuM tema nathI. zeTha dukAnamAM beThA heya, te paNa emanuM mukha joI zakAya e mATe ghara ane dukAnanI vacce eka jALiyuM mUkAvyuM. lAlAjIne thayuM

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 273 ke ahA ! mArA pratye mArI patnIno keTale badhe! prema che! AvI premALa patnI koIne maLI haze ke kema te zaMkAnI vAta che. AvI patnI pAchaLa mAru' Apu' jIvana nyacchAvara karu tA paNa ochu che. lAlAjInA jIvanamAM jeTaleA tyAga hatA eTalu ja enuM jIvana bhAgamaya banI gayuM. patnI pAchaLa lAlAjI teA pAgala thai gayA. dhamane te sAva bhUlI gayA. dharma bhUlelAne sAcA rAhe vALavA saMtanA prayatna H cAra pAMca varSa lAlAjInA gurU te gAmamAM padhAryAM. badhA jIvA temanA darzana karavA gayA paNa lAlAjI na gayA. saMta kahe pelA dharmiSTha zeTha lAlAjI kema dekhAtA nathI? saMtane khabara nathI ke lAlAjI navI nArI paraNyA che ane tenA mAhamAM paDI gayA che. saMtanA manamAM thayuM ke lAkhA rUpiyAnA dhananA DhagalAmAM ane patnInA hAvabhAvamAM mAhanA kIDA banIne tenA AtmAnuM bagADavA UThayA che ! bhale te nathI AvatA paNa huM sAmethI jAu' ne tenu' jIvana sudhAru'. saMta teA jheLImAM pAtarA laI ne upaDayA ne AvyA lAlAjI pAse. tyAre lAlAjI dukAne beThA hatA. saMta kahe kema lAlAjI ! upAzraye bilakula AvatA nathI! zeTha tA jANe kaI sAMbhaLatA nathI temanI dRSTi teA UMce rUparANIne jovAmAM che. saMtanA manamAM thayuM' ke lAlAjI teA mAhamAM evA aTavAI gayA che ke tene mArA sAmu jovAnI paNa phurasada nathI. saMta be miniTa UbhA rahyA. pharIvAra khelyA. lAlAjI ! dharmAMkaraNI kare che ke karma karaNI kare che ? gurUdeva ! mArA puNyAye mane evI suMdara pativratA patnI maLI che, ke je mArA vinA eka kSaNu paNa rahI zakatI nathI. jo huM tenAthI dUra jAuM te mArA vinA prANa kADhI nAMkhe evuM kare che. huM enI sAthe jiMgInA AnaMda mANI rahyo chuM. mane tA dhama karavAnA ke jinavANI sAMbhaLavAne jarAya TAIma maLatA nathI. saMtanA manamAM thayuM ke lAlAjI jo A bhAgamAM khU'cyA raheze te enI durgati thaze. mATe eka vAra temane satya samajAvuM. ema vicArI sa Mte kahyuM, tuM kahe che ke tArI patnI tArA vinA eka kSaNa paNa rahI zakatI nathI paNu huM te vAta kevI rIte mAnuM ? huM tane eka rastA batAvuM. te pramANe tu kara. temAM jo tu saphaLa thAya teA tu patnInA ane saphaLa na thAya te tuM mAreA. ela, kabUla che ? ema kahI mahArAja teA gayA. saMtane zeThanI pAse UbhelA joI ne te dhamapachADA karavA lAgI. kANu sAdhuDo maLyA che ? te sAdhu teA niha thaI jAya ne ? zeTha upara AvyA. pachI zeThANI sAthe je vyavahAra hatA te badhu karyu.. eTale navA rANI badhuM samajI gayA ke saMtanA saMganI koI asara thaI nathI tethI tenA haiyAmAM TADhaka vaLI. zeThe khAdhu', pI', pachI upara jaI ne sUI gayA. be traNa kalAka thayA chatAM UThayA nahi. zeThANI upara AvIne jue che te temanI AkhA caDhI gaI che. zeThANI gabharAyA. nakkI zeThane kaMI thayu' lAge che. te hAlatA cAlatA nathI ne zvAsa paNa cAlatA nathI. zeTha marI gayA lAge che. have zuM karavuM ? 18

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274 ] zAradA zizamaNi dAMta khelavA ke seAnAnA dAMta kADhavA ? : je atyAre huM raDavAmAM paDI jaiza tA mArA bhaMDAro khadhu' lUMTAI jaze, mATe kaThaNu khanIne mane mAruM karI levA de. badhI tijorIne, kabATane tALA mArI eka jagAe badhI cAvIe mUkI dIdhI. pachI raseADAmAM jaI ne bhAkharA banAvI tene bhAMgIne ghI khAMDa nAMkhIne lADavA banAvyA. gharamAM dahI te| paDayuM hatuM. lADavA ane dahI' TesTathI khAI lIdhA. pachI pala'ga pAse jaIne esI gayA. vITI, kaMdorA, seAnAno ceIna badhuM kADhI lIdhu.. zeThanA pAMca dAMta paDI gayA hatA tenI jagAe seAnAnI kheAlIvALA pAMca dAMta besADayA hatA. te kevI rIte kADhavA ? te rahI jAya te! zA kAmanu` ! mATe te kADhI lau. te kADhavA mATe hAthamAM hatheADI laIne AvI. zeTha gupacupa badhu joyA kare che. eka uMhakArA paNa karatA nathI. zeThANI zeThanu mukha phADI hatheADI mAravA jAya che tyAM zeThe rADa pADI, he raMDI ! he duSTA! tuM A zu kare che ? tamArA vinA eka kSaNa paNa jIvI zakuM' tema nathI evu' kahenArI tuM hacADIthI mArA dAMta pADavA mAMge che ! lAlAjIe jorathI cIsa pADI eTale zeThANI gabharAI gayAM. paNa cakora buddhizALI hatI. buddhino kharAkhara upayAga karIne kahe che ke tame e traNa kalAkathI bebhAnamAM hatA, bhAna Avatu na hatu, eTale hatheADI mArIne dAMta khAlAvu chu.. zeTha kahe, ' tane kharAkhara eLakhu chu, tu' mArA dAMta kheAlAvatI hatI, ke seAnAnA dAMta kADhatI hatI ! e badhI mane kharAkhara khakhara che. mehanI viTaMbaNAmAM tArI pAchaLa pAgala banyA. mane ema hatuM ke mArA vinA tuM jIvI zake nahi, paNa have mane ci'tA nathI. have te gurUdevanA zaraNe jaIne dIkSA levAnA makkama nirNaya karyAM che. have tArA upara vizvAsa rAkhI zakAya tema nathI. A saMsAranA piMjarAmAM pUrAyA, tyAre mArI A dazA thaI ne ! tArA mehamAM paDIne me anaMtA saMsAra vadhAryAM che. ghAra pApa mAMdhyAM che. gurUdeva pAse mArI hAra che ane temanI jIta che. have hu tArA maTI gayA . zeThANI kahe, paNa huM te tamArI chuM. A duSTA! tAruM svAthI sagapaNa meM joI lIdhu' che. te zuM karyu te badhI mane khabara che. te' raseADAmAM jaIne lADavA khanAnyA ane dahI sAthe TesTathI khAyeA. have AjathI tane ane tamAma mAla milkatane tajI dauM chuM. zeTha sajjana, khAnadAna hatA. eTale tenI bahAra phajetI na karI ke tene vageAvI nahi. zeThe kahyu', mAre tane duHkha devuM nathI ke bahAra phajeta karavI nathI paNa tu' mane lekhita sahI karI Apa. huM kAle savAre gurU caraNamAM jaI ne dIkSA laI laIza. have mane samajAyu` ke A saMsAra kevA che ! A saMsAra kevA che, e te duHkhanA dariyA che, uparathI mAhaka che, bhItara bhUDA che, tAga maLe nA jenA evA UMDA UDo che,...sasAra A saMsAra svAno sImADo che. sagA saMbadhI sahu svA"nA sagA che. zeThANIe

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zAradA ziramaNi] [ ra75 dIkSA nahi levA mATe kAlAvAlA karyA paNa have zeTha zakAya kharA? chevaTe zeTha ghara choDIne gurUnI zodhamAM cAlI nIkaLyA. gurUdeva maLatAM temanA caraNamAM jIvananaiyA jhukAvI dIdhI. saMyamano mArga e sAdhanAnuM sopAna che. jJAnI bhagavaMta e ja samajAve che ke tame saMyama na laI zake ane saMsAramAM rahe che temAM rame nahi. lAlAjIe saMtanI pAse jaI dIkSA laI lIdhI. tema AnaMda gAthA5ti paNa bhagavAnanA darzane javA taiyAra thayA che. te sArA sArA kapaDAM, kiMmatI dAgInA paherIne taiyAra thayA. gAmane samRddha, sukhI, pratiSThita mANasa jo ThAThamAThathI jAya te janatA upara tene prabhAva paDe. AnaMda gAthApati bhagavAnanA darzane jAya che e samAcAra kuTuMbIjano, vajana, nekare badhAne maLyA. eTale teo paNa AnaMdanI sAthe bhagavAnanA darzane javA taiyAra thayA. ApaNe keTalA puNyodaya hoya tyAre tIrthakara bhagavAnanA pavitra darzanane lAbha maLe. mane ghaNI vAra vicAra Ave ke jIve keTalAM puNya karyA haze ke A uttama manuSya janma ane uttama kuLa maLyuM che. eTale janmathI saMskAra sArA hoya. jayAre jIva bilADInA bhAvamAM game tyAre bilADI potAnA baccAne janma thatAM zuM zIkhavADe che? uMdarane dekha ane jhapaTa mAraje. mAramArane mAra. hiMsA, hiMsAne hiMsA. bilADI potAnA baccAne janma thatAM A saMskAra Ape che. bilADInA bhAvamAM covIse kalAka uMdara mAravAnI satata vicAraNA cAlatI hoya che. kUtarAnA avatAramAM paNa cakalI Adine mAravAnI hiMsaka vRtti paDelI che. A adhama pApathI kadAca vAghavarUnA avatAramAM jAya tyAM keTalAya nirdoSa jIno zikAra kare. cakalInA bhAvamAM paNa nAnA jIvajaMtuone mAravAnI pravRtti hoya che. A badhA karmo bAMdhavAnA kevA avatAra ! jyAM ghera pApanA pioTalA bAMdhavAnA. A pApa pachI jIvane naraka gatimAM pheMkI de. tyAM anatI vedanA jIva bhegave, narakamAM thatI bhayaMkara kaSAya evI keIka kaSAya-bharapUra gatinI bheTa ApI de. A rIte satata duHkha bharapUra pApabharapUra durgationI paraMparA cAlyA kare. AmAMthI chUTavuM muzkela che. - bilADI, vAgha, siMha Adi bhave ke je bhavamAM pApa AcaraNa sivAya bIjI pravRtti nahi evA bhavamAMthI Aje ArAdhanAne yogya evA mAnavabhavamAM AvyA chIe. badhAnA mAtApitAe saMtAnane kevA saMskAra ApyA haze ? beTA! ApaNAthI kIDI, mAMkaDa, marachara Adi nAnA moTA ne marAya nahi. emane mArIe te ApaNane pApa lAge. saMtAne thoDA samajaNuM thAya tyAre saMskArI mAtApitA kahe che. ApaNAthI rAtribhejana na thAya. rAtribhejana karatA keTalAya chinI hiMsA thaI jAya che, tethI ApaNane khUba pApa lAge che. A rIte rAtribhejana karatA aTakAve che. jemAM anaMtakAya chanI hiMsA che evA kaMdamULa khAtA aTakAve che. A rIte ApaNA mAtApitA pApa karatA roke che. je jene ApaNe mArIe te bIjA bhavamAM ApaNane mAraze. ApaNane janmathI A saMskAra maLyA che, eTale pApa karatAM hayuM acakAze. jevA pApa karmo karIzuM evAM

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ra76 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi phaLa bhegavavA paDaze. ahIM koI gunAmAM pakaDAI jaze te lAMca ApIne jAmIna para chUTI zakazo paNa karmarAjAnI korTamAM keI vakIla ke berIsTara keInuM nahi cAle. tyAM lAMca rUzvata paNa nahi cAle. pite karelAM pApa pitAne bhogavyA vinA chUTake nathI. AnaMda gAthApati bhagavAnanA darzana karavA javA taiyAra thayA. darzana karavA jatAM uramAM ullAsa che, aMtaramAM AnaMda che, bhAvanAnI bharatI che ane haiyAne harSa che. have kevI rIte te darzana karavA jaze tenA bhAva avasare. - jainazAsananA tirdhara evA pU. ajarAmarajI mahArAja sAhebanI puNyatithine pavitra divasa che. temano janma saurASTramAM jAmanagara pAse paThANA gAmamAM pitA mANekacaMda ane mAtA kaMkubAInA ghera saMvata 1809 mAM thayo hato. mAtApitAne A eka ja dIka hatA. teo pAMca varSanA thayA tyAre temanA pitA svargavAsa pAmyA. mAtAe A dIkarAne dharmanA khUba saMskAra ApyA. eka vAra A ajarAmara kahe che bA! mArA bApujI kayAM gayA ? tyAre mAtAe kahyuM, tArA pitA te svarge gayA che, paNa have ApaNuM jagatapitA prabhu mahAvIra svAmI che. emane pitA karavAthI kayAre ApaNane emane viyoga na thAya. A rIte mAtA putrane vairAgyanA saMskAra reDe che. mAtAnA manamAM ema ke je A bALakane dIkSAnA bhAva thAya te huM paNa enI sAthe saMsAra cheDI dauM. nava varSanI uMmaramAM te saMskAra khIlI UThayA. te samaye gaMDalamAM pU. kAnajI mahArAja tathA pU. hIrAjI mahArAja vicarI rahyA hatA. temanI pAse AvIne mAtAe potAnA mananA mara jaNAvyA. gurUjIe ajarAmaranI parIkSA karI, temAM te uttIrNa thayA. eTale mahArAje AgAhI karI ke te jainazAsanane dIpAvaze. saMpradAyanA divAkara banaze. te divase mAtAe kahyuM, gurUdeva ! mArA putrane huM AjathI ApanA zaraNe soMpuM chuM. Apa eno uddhAra karaje. pachI A chokare tyAM rahIne gurUdevanI pAse abhyAsa karavA lAgyo. roja teo ekaeka zrAvakanA ghera vArApharatI jame che. teozrI eka vAra jamavA jatA hatA tyAre havelImAM beThelA goMsAIjInI draSTi temanA para paDI. sukSmadaSTie temanA uttama guNo ane buddhinI cAlAkI pichANI lIdhI. temane pitAnI pAse belAvyA ane pUchayuM-tame kayAMnA che? kema AvyA cho? kayAM jaI rahyA che? tyAre ajarAmare kahyuM, huM ahIM jaina mahAtmA pAse abhyAsa karuM chuM. A rIte be traNa vAra bolAvyA ne pachI kahyuM : chokarA! jainanI dIkSA te bahu kaThaNa che. khullA page cAlavAnuM, TADha taDakAmAM pharavAnuM, AhAra pANI mATe bhIkha mAMgatA pharavAnuM, eka pAI paNa pAse rAkhavAnI nahi. tenA karatAM tuM ahIM dIkSA le te huM tane bhaNAvIza, gaNAvIza ane mArI gAdIe besADIza. A badhI saMpatti, tamAma vaibhava, lAkhanI saMpatti paNa tArI thaze. tyAre A bALake spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke lAkhe, koDe rUpiyA hoya ke cakravatInI rAjadhAnI hoya te paNa mArA manane lalacAvI zakaze nahiM ratnaciMtAmaNI je saMyama dharma maLyA pachI have mane bIjI kaI IcchA nathI. mArA

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] gurU kaMcana, kAminInA tyAgI che. huM teA temanI sevA karavAnA chuM. A pAgalakhAnAmAM AvavAnA nathI. nava varSanA khALakamAM keTaleA vairAgya che! ekavAra teo bharUcathI vihAra karI eka jhADa nIce ArAma levA beThA. tyAMthI yeAtiSInA jANakAra eka yati nIkaLyA. temaNe A svAmInA pagalAM paDelAM joyAM. te parathI cAlanAranI uttamatA pichANI. teo temanI pAchaLa gayA, ane munine joIne pUchyuM-A laghumuni ze abhyAsa kare che zAstranA abhyAsa karyAM, have sa`skRtano abhyAsa karavA Icche che. huM temane bhaNAvavA AvIza. A ziSya bhaviSyamAM mahApurUSa thaze. temaNe nyAya, saMskRta, prAkRtanu' sudara jJAna meLavyuM. te jainazAsanamAM sUryanI mAphaka jhaLakI UThayA. temaNe jainazAsanane khUba rAzana karyu che. temanA jIvanamAM samatA, nirabhimAnatA ane nimamatvapaNuM A traNa guNeA mar3Ana hatA. chelle traNa divasane sathAro karI 1970 nA zrAvaNa vada ekamanA divase rAtre temanA jIvana dIpaka bUjhAI gayA. temanI Aje jainazAsanamAM mATI khATa paDI che. AvA hIralA ne vIralA jevA AtmAe jainazAsanamAM ahu virala hAya che. Aje puNyatithinA divase sau koI sArA vratapratyAkhyAna karazo te sAcI zraddhAMjalI ApI kahevAya. vadhu avasare. zrAvaNa vada 3 ne zanivAra: vyAkhyAna na. 32 200 : tA. 3-8-85 anata jJAnI, jinezvara bhagavaDatAe ApaNI sAme AgamanA gahana bhAve rajU karyAM che. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM mAnada gAthApita peAtAnA meAbhA pramANe kharAkhara vyavasthita rIte taiyAra thaIne bhagavAnanA darzIne javA taiyAra thayA. darzana karavA javuM che paNa temaneA ullAsa, avaNu nIyamakathanIya hatA. puNIyA zrAvake sAmAyika karI ane tame paNa sAmAyika kareA che, chatAM pharaka kayAM che ? bhAvamAM, ullAsamAM. magadhanA adhipati hAlIcAlIne tenI pAse eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa levA gayA. e sAmAnya kahevAya ! puNIyAnI rAjanI Avaka mAtra ATha AnA hatI. magadha nareze eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa mAMgyu. tyAre puNIyA zrAvaka kahe che aheA ! he, magadhAdhipati ! Aje mArA mahAna ahAbhAgya che ke Aje mArA jevA garIbanI jhUMpaDIe Apa padhAryAM ! Apa je vastunI mAMgaNI kare che. te huM kevI rIte ApI zakuM ? sAMbhaLeA. Apa amArA rAjA che. ame tamArI prajA chIe. Apa gAmanA mAlika che. dhAre te karI zake che. Apa sattAdhIza che. Apa dhAro te amane jelamAM pUrI zakA, dhAro teA dezanI hada bahAra kADhI zake. amane gunegAra gaNIne jelamAM pUrI zake ane vecavA hoya te vecI zake ane dhArA te rAjya paNa ApI zake. A badhI tamArI sattA zarIra para, pudUgala para cAlI zake pazu AtmA upara cAlI na zake. Apa je sAmAyikanI mAMgaNI karavA AvyA che te sAmAyika AtmAnA gharanI che. pudgalanA gharanI nathI. je AtmAnA gharanI cIja hAya tene huM kevI rIte ApI zakuM ? enAM mUlya nA thAya, pachI mUlya lauM kevI rIte ?

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278 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi temanI sAmAyika samajaNa sahita AtmAnA ulAsathI karelI hatI. temanI eka sAmAyika anaMtA karmonI bhekhaDo teDI nAMkhe. tame badhA ja sAmAyika kare che, che A ulAsa? bhAvanAmAM bharatI lAve, jAgRti jIvanamAM lAve, avasara A aNumelo che, vadhAvI le (2) rIjhAve (2) tame tamArA caitanya devane. saMsAramAM patnIne, parivArane, vepArIne, kuTuMbI-svajane badhAne rIjhavyA. badhAne rIjhavatA pApanA pioTalA bAMdhyA. have eka Atamadevane rIjhave. Atamadevane rIjhavavA AnaMda gAthApati kuTuMba parivArane sAthe laIne bhagavAnanA darzane jAya che. have temanuM lakSyabiMdu, temane uddeza eka ja che, jaladI mATe bhagavAnanA darzana karavAM che. kayAre bhagavAna pAse pahoMcuM ane bhagavAnanA darzana karyuM. darzananA uddezathI teo gharanI bahAra nIkaLyA. ahIM jJAnI bhagavaMta ApaNane e samajAve che ke A suMdara mAnavajIvana maLyA pachI jIvanano uddeza zuM che tene vicAra karaje. jeNe jIvanane uddeza nakkI karyuM tenA jIvanamAM jAgRti AvI jAya che. dukAna para ke peDhI para beThelA vepArIne udeza zuM hoya che? kamAvAne. te dukAne keInI sAthe vAta karavA, gappA mAravA ke bALa ramavA nathI besatA. kadAca te kaIka gharAka Ave te tene ravAnA karI de. meTI saMzodhanazALAomAM abhyAsa karanArane uddeza nakkI che. te bhAre khaMtathI saMzodhanamAM rapa rahe che. regI mANasane uddeza niragI thavAnuM che tethI davA, upacAra, pathyApathya vigerenI vicAraNAmAM mazagula rahe che. kerTamAM kesa laDanArane uddezane pAko khyAla che. te cAre bAjuthI sAkSI-pUrAvA bhegA karavA ane nyAyAdhIzane khAtrI thAya e mATe zuM zuM kahevuM e vicAramAM masta hoya che. skUlamAM abhyAsa karanAra vidyArthI prathama naMbare pAsa thavAnA uddezathI tanatoDa mahenata kare che. duniyAmAM AvA te kAMIka dAkhalA che. eka pALelA kUtarAne paNa mAlikane khuza karavAno udeza hoya che, te e mATe e barAbara khabaradAra rahe che. eka lekhake eka pustakamAM lakhyuM che ke kudarata tamane dara navI prabhAte 24 kalAkanI bheTa dhare che. emAM e pUchatI paNa nathI ke atyAra sudhImAM bheTa karelA kalAkone tame sadupayoga karyo ke durUpayoga karyo? durUpayoga karyo hoya ke vyartha ja veDaphI nAMkhyA hoya te have tamane navI bheTa nahi maLe evuM paNa kahetI nathI. e te eTalI badhI udAra che ke reja navA 24 kalAkanI bheTa ApavA taiyAra rahe che, paNa aphasosa eTale che ke mAnavIe potAnA jIvanane keI udeza haju nakkI karyo nathI. tethI e 24 kalAkamAMthI keTalAye kalAka ema ja veDaphI nAMkhe che. dukAnethI jamavA ghera AvyA, raseI thavAnI kalAkanI vAra che te e kalAkamAM zuM karaze ? e kalAka ema ja javAno ne ? tame sTezane gayA. gADI upaDavAnI kalAkanI vAra che athavA gADI

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 279 kalAka leITa paDI teA te samayamAM zuM karazo? AMTApherA ne AzIrvAda ke bIju kAMI ? gADImAM beThA pachI kAI sArA sAtha maLe teA vAtenA gappA mArA ane sAtha na maLe te gADImAMthI bahAra ADuM avaLuM jovAmAM samaya pasAra karo. A samayane lekhe lagADavA kaI sArA pustakanuM vAMcana kare ke je vAMcanathI AtmA pApabhIrU ane, tene bhavanA bhaya lAge. adhyAtma bhAvamAM bharatI Ave. jIvananI barabAdI thatI aTake ne AkhAdI thAya. ne dhama sAdhanA dhanADhaya che, ane eTalA mATe kahuM ApaNA jIvanane uddeza e nakkI kare ke A jIna mATe maLyu che, nahi ke bhAgasAdhanA mATe. dhama karanArA sAcA dha viSeANA dhanADhaya hAvA chatAM raMka che, rAMkaDA che. temane 2'ka chuM ke paraleAkanI lAMbIyAtrA mATe te puNyanI koI mUDI bhegI karatA nathI. rAMkaDA eTalA mATe ke meAha madArInA hAthamAM rAMkaDA sarpanI jema ramI rahyo che, piraNAme parabhavamAM duSTAnA hAthe mAra khAya che. AvA jIvenI dayA Ave che ke bicAro dha karaNI karyAM vinA gayA. meTIsa'sArayAtrAmAM enu' zu thaze ? dha pAmele AtmA paisAthI garIma hAvA chatAM mahAtavaMgara che. kAraNa ke teNe dharma sAdhanAnuM mahAna dhana bheguM karyuM che. tethI te AtmA AvA viSamakALamAM paNa AtmAnI mastI anubhavatA hoya che. AtmAne zrImaMta banAvavA hAya, pavitra banAvavA hAya tA rAjIdA jIvanamAM paNa bharacaka dharma sAdhanAnI jarUra che, temaja anyAya, anIti, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha, rAga, dveSa Adi dugu NAne dhIme dhIme ochA karavA paDaze. A saMsAramAM dha'nI U'cI sAmagrI ahI' maLI che teA enA UMcA vepAra nahi karo teA pachI bIje kayAM ne kayAre karazeA ? je AtmAne uMce vahepAra karavA bhagavAnanA darzana karavAnA uddezathI gharethI parivAra sahita nIkaLyA. gaLAmAM kAraDhanA puSpAnI mALA paherI che. nAkaroe temanA mAthe chatra dhayu` che, evA Anada gAthApati atyata ullAsathI peAtAnA parivArathI gherAyelA page cAlIne pALiyAma nacara mama'moLa' niLa, vANijaya gAmanagaranI vaccevacce thaIne nIkaLyA. atyAre temanu tana mana badhuM dana karavAnA umaMgamAM joDAI gayuM che. bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jatAM pagale pagale pApa dhAvAya che ane kadame kakrame karmanI nirjarA thAya che. AnaMda gAthApati utkRSTa ullAsa bhAve jaI rahyA che ane manamAM evA utkRSTa bhAva Ave che. sAnerI A jIvananI ki`matI ghaDI paLa jAya che, divasa uge ne Athame, AyuSya ghaTatu jAya che. Aje mArA mahAna bhAgyAye trileAkInAtha prabhu mArA gAmamAM padhAryAM che. mane A seAnerI jIvana maLyu' che. A jIvananI je ghaDI paLa jAya che te lAkhAnI ka'mata devA chatAM pAchI maLatI nathI, mATe A ghaDI-paLane dhanya banAvI dauM. AtmasAdhanA vagaranI ghaDI-paLa

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280 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi jAya ne tenA aphasosa thAya to samajavu ke have huM kaika samajyA chuM. jJAnIpurUSo ApaNane Takora karIne jagADe che huM AtmA ! have tu' mAha niMdrAmAMthI jAga, pramAdanI pathArI karI, raga, dveSanI gADImAM besIne jiIMgI barabAda karI. tame dilanI divAlamAM eka vAta kAtarI rAkheA ke " lavasattamAvA " bhagavAnane pUchavAmAM Avyu` ke he bhagavAna ! sarvArtha siddha vimAnanA devA nizcaya ekAvatArI che te manuSya bhavamAMthI sIdhA meAkSamAM kema na gayA? bhagavAne kahyu, mAtra sAta lavanuM (49 zvAse zvAsa ) AyuSya vadhAre heta te sIdhA mekSamAM jAta eTalu AyuSya AchuM' paDayu.. ApaNI te keTalI ghaDIe ane kalAko nakAmA jAya che! ApaNuM zuM thaze? eka bahena mArI pAse AvIne khUba raDe. te kahe ke mahAsatIjI, mArA dIkaro khUba mAMdA che. Apa mAMgalika kahevA Ave ne ! amane kAle rastAmAM sAme maLye hatA ne tu' kahe che ke mAMdA che. kevI rIte mAMdo che? tene tame ahI laI Avajo. mahAsatIjI! tene ahI lAvI zakAya tevA nathI. Apa kRpA karIne kAle savAre sAta vAge padhArajo. bIje divase gayA. tyAre te cheka cA-gAMThIyA khAtA hatA. te mahene aMtaranA khaLApeA kADhace. mArA dikarA jo detuthI mAMde hAta te! amArI pAse karoDonI sapatti che. duniyAmAMthI game tyAMthI DokaTarane khelAvI zakata ane tene sAjo karata, paNa A dIkarAnA AtmA mAM che. te evA che ke narake jAya eveA che. te kaI rIte samajatA nathI. te khUba nAstika che. Apa tene evI davA ApeA ke tenA bhAva roga maTI jAya. AvI ciMtA ahI' beThelAmAMthI keTalAne che ? tamArA dIkarA sAjA che ke mAMdA ? ( zreAtA, mAMdA che paNa amAruM mAnatA nathI!) jo tame saMskAra Ape! che chatAM na mAne te tame pApanA bhAgIdAra nathI. bhagavAna dyutipalAza udyAnamAM birAje che. tyAM AnaMda gAthApati pAMcI gayA ane bhagavAnanA samAsaramAM dAkhala thayA tyAre zuM joyuM! azAkavRkSa surapuSpavRSTi, divya dhvanizrAmAsana ca / bhAmaDala duMdubhirAtapatra, aSTa prAtihAryANi jinezvarANAm // (1) AnaMde bhagavAnanA sameAsaraNumAM dAkhala thatAM azekavukSa joyuM. A azeAkavrukSa devAnu' banAvelu hoya che. te aceta heAya che. azeAkavRkSa nIce si'hAsana para prabhu birAje che. (2) aceta sugaMdhita jaLakha u ane maMdamaMda vAtI pavananI laharIe sAthe zreSTha, suMdara ane divya puSpAnI vRSTi thaI rahI che. te phUlA aceta hoya che. (3) temanA mastaka pAchaLa eka adbhuta tejanuM vartuLa racAya che tene bhAmaMDaLa kahe che. tenAM kAraNe cAre khAju beThelA jIvA bhagavAnanuM mukha joI zake. badhAne ema lAge ke bhagavAna amArA sAmu' joIne kahe che. (4) AkAzamAM deva du'dubhI vAge. A deva duMdubhI vAgavAthI jagatanA jIvAne prabhunA sameAsaraNa racAyAnI ane dezanAnA samayanI jANa thAya che. (5) prabhunA divya dhvani haiAya che. A divya dhvaninA prabhAve prabhunA samavasaraNamAM AvelA badhA jIvA prabhunI dezanAne pAtapAtAnI bhASAmAM samajI zake che. (9) prabhune besavA mATe

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 281 77 maNimaya siMhAsana banAve, jenA para prabhu birAjamAna thaIne upadeza Ape che. (7) prabhunI khaMne bAjue devA UbhA rahIne cAmara vIjhe che. (8) prabhunA mastaka upara traNa chatrA hAya che. A ATha pratihAryarthI yukta prabhu zaiAbhI rahyA che. tIrthaMkara nAmaka bAMdhavu e sahela' kAma nathI. keTalAya bhavAnI sAdhanA jeIe. temAM tIrthaMkara thavAnA AgalA trIjA bhavamAM evuM jabbara AMdolana upaDe ke " savI jIva karuM zAsanarasI badhA jIveA zAsanarasI kema bane, tyAre tIthakara thavAya che. ApaNe kuTuMbane paNa zAsanarasI karI zakatA nathI, pachI bIjAnI vAta kayAM karavI ! prabhune joIne AnaMdane apUrva ha, AnaMda ANye.. ahAhA ! prabhu ! Aje tamArA darzana karavAthI huM pAvana banI gayA. mAruM jIvana saphaLa banI gayu. prabhu! ApanI sevAmAM ATalA devA hAya, Apa anaMta jJAnanA khajAnA che, chatAM jarA paNa abhimAna nahI.. eka vAdI hatA, tene peAtAnA jJAnanuM khUba ghamaMDa hatuM. te eka vAra rAjasabhAmAM AvIne UbheA rahyo. teNe kahyuM, meM Aja sudhI ghaNA vAdIone jItyA che, temAM vijetA banIne mane inAmamAM 500 gheADAo ane seAnAcAMdInA dAgInAe maLyA che. A rAjasabhAmAM jene mArI sAthe vAdamAM utaravu hoya te khuzIthI AvI zake che. rAjAe Dha DherA pITAnyeA. vAdInI sAme paDakAra jhIlavA heAya te Ave. te samaye DakAra jhIlanAra koI hAjara na hatA. gheADA ghaNuA hatA pazu badhA A vAdI sAme AvavA taiyAra na hatA. A teA rAjAnI AbarUnA prazna hatA. rAjAe gAmamAM DhaMDhero pITAyeA ke bahAragAmathI AvelA mahAvAdIne rAjasabhAmAM je koI jItaze tenuM rAjya taraphathI bahumAna karavAmAM Avaze. mUMgI samasyAmAM prazna uttara H A gAmamAM rahetA eka telIe A DhaDha sAMbhaLyeA. tene thayuM ke huM jAuM paNa tyAM kAMI tala pIlavAnA na hatA. jJAnageASThI karavAnI hatI paNu telIe paDaha jhIlyA. gAmanA dhAMcI paha jhIle eTale badhAne Azcaya thayuM, chatAM rAjA mAne che ke teNe paha jhA che te tenAmAM kAMIka haze. telIne eka AMkha hatI. telI te melAM kapaDAM paherIne rAjasabhAmAM ANye. sabhA ThaTha bharANI che. telIne jotAM kaIka mANase kheAlavA lAgyA ke Aje tenA bAre vahANa DUbI javAnA che. rAjAe telInuM svAgata karIne tene cAMdInA si`hAsana para besADayeA. vAdIne paNa cAMdInA si`hAsane besADayA ane rAjA peAte seAnAnA si`hAsana para beThA. rAjAe jAhera karyu ke amArA taraphathI tamArA praznano javAkha ApanAra vAdI AvI gayA che. Apane je prazno karavA hAya te karo. je pUchyu hAya te pUche. AvanAra vAdInA manamAM phrAMka che ke AvA kaMika vAdIone harAvyA. A zu' javAkha Apaze ? rAjAne hukama thatAM vAdIe eka AMgaLI UMcI karI. tenI sAme telIe e AMgaLI UMcI karI. mU'gI samasyAethI prazna uttara karavA lAgyA. vAdInA A eka prazna patI gayA. pachI teNe pAMca AMgaLA batAvyA, telIe dAMta kacakacAvIne tenI sAme muThThI batAvI.

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282 | | zAradA zizamaNi rAjA ane prajA AzcaryamAM : mahuvAdI paMDita vicAra karavA lAgyo ke A mArAthI jabare vidvAna che. teNe mAruM pANI utArI nAMkhyuM. te siMhAsanathI nIce UtarI gaye ane telInA pagamAM paDyo. pachI kahyuM, mahArAjA ! tamAre vAdI jItyA ne huM hAryo. Aja sudhI mane keI jItI zakayuM nathI paNa A vidvAne mArI guDha samasyAone sAmane karI mane harAvyo che. huM A paMDitane mArA 500 ghoDA ane senAcAMdInI je vastuo che te badhI tene arpaNa karuM chuM. A sAMbhaLatA ane najare jatAM rAjA ane prajA te Azcarya pAmI gayA. zuM telInI jIta thaI? sAmA vAdIe pitAnI hAra kabUla karI ane pitAnA gAmane telI jItI gaye eTale rAjA te kulA kulA thaI gayA, paNa kaMIka mANasane IrSA AvI gaI. temaNe kahyuM, mahArAja ! A vAdIe hAra kabUla karI ane telI jItI gayo e badhuM sAcuM paNuM emanI mUMgI samasyA ame samajI zakayA nathI. mATe Apa temane pUche ke kayA prazno karyA ane telIe kayA javAbo ApyA? gUDha samasyAne javAba H rAjAe pahelA vAdIne pUchayuM, tame eka AMgaLI UMcI karI ane amArA vAdIe tenI sAme be AMgaLI UMcI karI eno artha che? vAdIe kahyuM, mahArAjA! meM eka AMgaLI UMcI karIne kahyuM ke jagatamAM Izvara eka che. ApanA vAdI-paMDite be AMgaLI UMcI karIne kahyuM, ApanI vAta khoTI che. Izvara che ane eka bIjI zakti che. ema be ta jagatamAM che. meM pAMca AMgaLI batAvIne kahyuM ke mAnavanA zarIramAM pAMca indrio hoya che, te jItavI kaThIna che. tyAre tamArA paMDitajIe mArI sAme muThThI batAvIne mane kahyuM ke AtmA anaMta zaktivALe che. pAMca IndriyanuM damana karavA mATe meM vrata niyama rUpI breka lagAvI che. guDha samasthAne Ave sarasa javAba ApanAra Aja sudhI kaI vidvAna mane maLyA nathI. tamArA paMDite DIvAramAM mane harAvI dIdhuM che. huM hAryo chuM ne ApanA paMDita jItyA che. ATaluM kahIne te vAdI te tyAMthI cAlyA gaye ADaMbarI telIe karelI banAvaTa: sabhAe telIne javA na dIdho. vAdInA gayA pachI rAjAe telIne pUchayuM, vAdIe eka AMgaLI UMcI karI ane tame be batAvI te temAM vAdIe tamane zuM kahyuM hatuM, ane tame tene zuM javAba Apyo hato? telIne to tattvanuM jJAna hatuM nahi. te tattvanI vAtamAM samajato na hato. teNe tenI rIte javAba Apyo mahArAjA ! huM eka AMkhavALo chuM. te paMDite eka AMgaLI UMcI karIne mane kahyuM ke huM tArI eka AMkha pheDI nAMkhIza. tyAre meM tenI sAme be AMgaLI UMcI karIne kahyuM-huM tArI be AMkhe pheDI nAMkhIza. tenI vAta sAMbhaLIne badhA khaDakhaDa hasI paDyA. teNe paje batAvIne mane ema kahyuM ke huM tArI batrIsI teDI nAMkhIza. tyAre meM gussAmAM AvIne dAMta kacakacAvIne ema kahyuM-A muThThInA prahArathI tAro baraDo barAbara karI daIza. mArA A saNasaNatA javAbathI pitAne mahApaMDita

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 283 mAnanA| mArAthI DarI jaI mArA pagamAM paDI gayA. rAjA ane prajA A vAta sAMbhaLIne khaDakhaDATa hasavA lAgyA. ahA ! Akhara dharIne pharanArA telIe vAdamAM kevI banAvaTa karI! jJAna hatuM nahi chatAM pati banIne vAda karavA AvyeA. AvA ajJAnI jIvAnI zI dazA thaze? ajJAnI A jIvAnu` zuM thaze ?....bhavabhramaNamAM enu bhAvi chu' haze..... je uDADe ThekaDI A jJAnInI (2) A ghama'DI mAnavAnuM zuM thaze...a. AvA ajJAnI ghama`DI jIvAnu` kalyANa thavu muzkela che. jyAM sudhI aham che tyAM sudhI arihaMta thavAtu' nathI. AnaMda gAthApatie samavasaraNamAM bhagavAnane joyA. ahAhA! zu' prabhu ! tamArI zAMta mukhamudrA! kevI tamArI saumyamUrti ! zAMta rasanA paramANuethI zAlatI kevI tamArI mukhAkRti ! prabhune jotAM, temanA darzana karatAM tenA ullAsa samAtA nathI. bhagavAna ! jayAM Apa birAje tyAM badhA rogIonA rogA zAMta thaI jAya. vairIe vera bhUlI jAya. mAnavI bhUkha ane thAka bhUlI jAya. bhagavAna vANInI varSA varasAve tyAre cAre dizAmAM cAragAu (eka ceAjana) sudhI temanI vANI sAMbhaLI zake. bhagavAnanI vANInA prabhAva alaukika che. bhagavAna teA a mAgadhI bhASAmAM upadeza Ape paNa sau peAtapAtAnI bhASAmAM samajI jAya. AvA prabhune AnaMda gAthApatie AtmAnA ullAsathI utkRSTa bhAve vaMdana namaskAra karyAM. vaMna karatAM paNa kevA zuddha bhAva che. he prabhu ! Apa amane sa`sAra-sAgarathI pAra karAvI meAkSane denArA che, mATe Apa kalyANu svarUpa che. A rIte manamAM zuddha bhAvanA bhAvatAM traNa vAra tikaputtonA pATha belI vaMdana namaskAra karyAM. vadhu avasare, caritraH ciMtAne dUra karavA zeAdhelA upAya vallabhIpura nagaramAM dhannA zeThanI sAte dIkarIoe aDaga ni ya karyAM che ke ApaNe sAte eneAe eka patine paraNuvuM. A sAta eneA ekane jue ne khIjIne bhUlo, evI e badhI rUpALI hatI. buddhimAM paNa eka bIjAthI caDhe tevI che ane 64 kaLAmAM pravINa che. pitA tA khUba ciMtAmAM paDI gayA che. ekeka vara teA dareka kanyA mATe maLI rahe paNa A te sAte chekarIo mATe eka vara pasaMda karavAnA. ekane pasa`da paDe teA bIjIne pasaM na paDe. chokarA kanyA jovA Ave te sAtamAMthI tene pAMca pasaMDha paDe ne e pasa'da na paDe. kAine AgaLa pAchaLanI cAra game te vacalI traNa na game, koI vAra chekarA sAte chekarIethI kaI kaI bAbatamAM utaratA hoya. A rIte sAte chekarIonu` khaMdha besatu' thatu' nathI. chekarAne chekarIe game teA chekarIone chekara na game. sAte eneAe evA ni ya karyAM che ke eka pati karavA paNa te sAthe evu nakkI nathI karyu ke koI chekarA jovA Ave tyAre pAMcanI IcchA hAya ne enI IcchA na heAya te| bahumatIthI pAsa karI devuM. zeTha te ciMtAmAM ne ci'tAmAM aDadhA thaI gayA. zeThANI kahe, Apa temane kahI do

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284 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi Apa sAte bhegI thaIne tamArA mATe dhaNane zedhI le. zeTha kahe-nA. te huM kAyara kahevAuM. mArAthI dIkarIone evuM na kahevAya. je huM evuM kahuM to tene bApa kahevAne lAyaka nathI. chevaTe vicAra karyo ke A prazna mArAthI ukale tevuM nathI. aThThama karIne devane pUchI joIe. te ukela kADhI Ape, te che. bAkI bIje kaI rasto nathI. zeTha aThThama karavA taiyAra thayA. zenA mATe ? pitAnI ciMtA dUra karavA. meM eka pustakamAM vAMcyuM hatuM ke paryuSaNamAM ochAmAM ochI eka ema kare I e. aThThama na thAya te 6 AyaMbIla, nahitara 12 nIvI, nahitara 24 ekAsaNA kare, paNa kaMIka karo te kharA, karmane khapAvavAne A aNamola avasara che. koI kAlanI ke AvatA varSanI rAha na jozo, kAraNa ke kAla karatAM kALa kayAre AvIne jhaDapI leze e khabara nathI. eka satya ghaTanA kahuM. amaladAranI mAnavatA -kuMbhAra jAtimAM mA dIkaro be hatA. baMne mATI khodavA jAya, ne e rIte pitAnuM jIvana nibhAvatA. A bAI te roja mATI khode ane dIkaro jyAM mATI davA jAya tyAM nAga daramAMthI bahAra DokIyuM kADhe. chekaro to bicAro DarIne bhAgI jAya. bIje divase chokarAne bIjI jagAe khedavAnuM kahyuM te paNa ema ja thayuM. jyAM mATI khodavA jAya tyAM nAga DokIyuM kare. traNa cAra divasa A rIte banyuM. chokarAe tenI mAne vAta karI. mAtAe kahyuM. tuM mAre ekano eka dIkaro che. tAre have mATI khevI nathI. mAtAe amaladArane vAta karI. bhAI ! roja A rIte bane che. mAre eka dIkaro che, kaMI thAya te huM zuM karuM? amaladAra kahe, huM Apane bIjI jagAe kAma mATe mokalIza. Apa ciMtA na karazo. A mA dIkaro bIjI jagAe kAma sepyuM tyAM jAya che paNa bhAgya zuM kare che? cAlatA jatAM kevI dazA thAya che? - kALa AvavAne e AvavAneH je nAga bahAra nIkaLyo evI samaDI AvI caDhI. teNe to nAgane momAM laI lIdho. te te uDatI uDatI mA dIkaro jyAM cAlyA jAya che tyAM samaDIe jorathI nAga pachADyo. te nAga chokarAnA paga upara paDyo. nAga samaDInA mukhamAM pakaDAyele eTale kodhita te hato eTale je chokarAnA paga para paDyo te ja tene jorathI DaMkha mAryo. AjubAjunA lekene khabara paDatAM badhA bhegA thaI gayA paNa chokarAne te jhera caDhavA lAgyuM. thoDIvAramAM tenuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM. amaladAre chokarAne nAgathI bacAvavA mA dIkarAnI bIjI jagAe badalI karI dIdhI paNa nAgane chokarA sAthe pUrvanuM keI vaira haze. kayAM samaDInuM nAgane pakaDavuM ane kayAM uDatAM (2) chekarAnA paga para pachADe? mRtyuthI bacavA mAtAe sthAna badalyuM, paNa kALa AgaLa te sthAna badale ke game tyAM jAva paNa e AvavAno e AvavAnI. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke kALa kayAre ane kaI miniTe Avaze enI keI ne khabara nathI, mATe je sonerI taka maLI che, teno sadupayoga karI lo.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [285 A zeThe saMsAranA sukha mATe aThThama karyo. trIjI rAtre pAchalA prahare ekadama ajavALuM thayuM. deva pUche che bole, zeTha! Ape mane kema yAda karyo ? huM atyAre khUba muMjhavaNamAM chuM. tAre zI muMjhavaNa che ? tArI ciMtA hoya te kahe. deve te avadhijJAnanA upayogathI jaI zake che ke A zeThane zI muMjhavaNa che ? chatAM deve temane pUchyuM. zeTha kahe he deva! mAre sAta dIkarIo che. temaNe e aDaga nirNaya karyo che ke ame paraNIzuM te sAte eka varane paraNIzuM. A mATe huM AkhA dezamAM pharI vaLe. kaMIka chokarAone joyA paNa kaI hisAbe meLa besato nathI. mAre have zuM karavuM? Apa mane duHkhamAMthI choDAve. atyAre to Apa mArA AdhArabhUta che. zeTha have devane khUba karagaraze ne zuM banaze te avasare. zrAvaNa vada 4ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 33 : tA. 4-8-85 anaMta jJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke jagatanA dareka jIve sukhane Icche che, duHkha svapnamAM paNa IcchatA nathI. sukha meLavavAnI ane duHkha dUra karavAnI IcchA hovA chatAM pramAdane kAraNe sukha maLatuM nathI ane ajJAnanA kAraNe duHkha TaLatuM nathI. puNyathI sukha ane pApathI duHkha paraMtu baMnenA sarvathA kSaya pachI zAzvata evA Atmika sukhanI prApti thaze ane duHkhane sadA mATe aMta Avaze. parama zAMti ne sukhanA anubhavI ane Atma svarUpanA mArge cAlanAra saMta mahAtmAonA samAgama vinA jIva sukhanA sAcA mArgane pAmI zakato nathI. puSya ane papa eTale zubha azubha karmo. te baMne beDI samAna che. puNya uttama hovA chatAM paNa senAnI beDI samAna che. pApa te lokhaMDanI beDI samAna che. zAzvata sukhane prApta karavA mATe chevaTe te puNya paNa hoya che. puNyathI maLatuM sukha saMsArI jIvonI daSTie game teTaluM uttama hoya paNa te nazvara che. sthAyI nathI, mATe evA sukhane paNa jJAnIoe duHkharUpa kahyA che. sAMsArika sukha ane duHkha baMne tyAjya hovAthI baMnenI prAptimAM kAraNabhUta puNya ane pApa bane tyAjya che. e baMnenI muktithI jIva zAzvata sukhano bhetA banI zake che, paNa amuka samaya sudhI puNyanI paNa AvazyakatA rahe che. te purNaya paNa mAtra puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. - puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI jIvane anukULa sAmagrI maLe chatAM te sAmagrI para tene rAga na thAya ke sAmagrI maLyAnuM abhimAna paNa na hoya. te sAmagrImAM mArApaNAnI buddhi hotI nathI. bhega upabhoganI anukULa viziSTa sAmagrIo maLavA chatAM temAM Asakta nathI banatA paNa tenA pratye anAsakta bhAvathI rahe che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya Atma guNenI khIlavaNI karAve che. AtmA ghAtI karmone kSaya karI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana na pAme tyAM sudhI A puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bhomiyA jevuM kAma kare che. vikaTa rastAne bhomiyA mAnavIne tenA Icchita sthAne pahoMcADyA pachI jema pAche vaLI jAya che tema teramAM guNasthAne pahoMcADIne te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya rUpI bhUmi Apa

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286 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi Apa jIvanA saMkha'dhathI mukta khanI jAya che. arthAt pAchA vaLI jAya che. je jIvA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA sahArAthI Atma kalyANanA mArgamAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM lakSa rAkhe che te jIvAne AtmazreyanA mArgomAM ADakhIla karanArA du:khadAyI prasaMge AvI jAya tA paNa te peAtAnI dhIrajane cheDatA nathI ane A dhyAnI ke raudradhyAnI na banI javAya tenI sAvacetI rAkhe che. zubha adhyavasAya dvArA viSama prasaMgane samarUpe pariNamAve che. du:khamAMthI paNa sukha zodhI kADhe che. AvelAM kaSTone peAtAnA pUrva kRta karmAMnuM kAraNa samajI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayA vinA zAMta citte ane samabhAve te duHkhAne bhegave che. A rIte je pratikULatA Ave temAM AtmA peAtAnI sAvadhAnI rAkhe che. piraNAme te pApathI mukta banI jAya che. pApAyanA kAraNe AtmasAdhanAmAM kaI vidhro Ave te puNyAnu baMdhI puNyeya te vinone haTAvavAmAM madadarUpa bane che, jyAre jIvanA svaguNe saMpUrNa pragaTa thAya tyAre te pAte tyAMthI vidAya le che. A rIte chevaTe puNya pApanA saMyeAgathI jIva sadAne mATe mukta banI parama ane zAzvata zAMtinA bheAktA bane che, puNyeAdaye anukULa saMceAgeA maLe ane pApanA udaye pratikULa saMcAgeA maLe. A saMyeAge! jIvane saMsAranA vikaTa duHkhAthI parezAna karanArAnathI pazu anukULatA ke pratikULatAmAM thatI rAga dveSanI vRtti jIvane saMsAra cakramAM rakhaDAvI duHkha ApanArI ane che. rAga dveSathI saMsAra che. saMsArathI janma maraNu che ane janma maraNathI duHkha che mATe duHkhanuM mULa kAraNu rAga-dveSa heAvAthI rAga-dveSane dUra karavAnA prayatna karavA joI e. AcAra`ga sUtramAM kahyu kammaM ca paDilehAe, kammamUlaM ca jaM chaNaM paDilehiya sa samAcAya 'i aMteddei atikSamALe saMmniAya mehAvI|| a. 3. u. 1. buddhimAna sAdhaka karmInA svarUpane jANIne kaMthI dUra thavAnA upAyAne grahaNa karIne rAga ane dveSanA mULamAMthI tyAga kare. buddhimAna sAdhaka rAga ane dveSane ahitakara jANe che. A sUtramAM rAga-dveSane dUra karavAno upadeza ApyA che. sa'sArI mANusanA jIvananI kadAca evI eka paNa paLa nahi hoya ke je rAganA raMge ke dveSanA dhumADe kharaDAi na hoya. khera, eTaluM ja hAya tA haju ene sAmAnya gaNI zakAya paNa e rAga-dveSanA je paLepaLanA trAsa che, emanI je satAmaNI che e mAnavI joI zakatA nathI. jayAM kayAMka rAga thayA tyAM satAmaNI cAlu thaI gaI. pachI e rAga koI padArthanA hoya ke IndriyAnA viye| pratyenA hAya. game te heAya. e sAdhana na maLe tyAM sudhI pagamAM jora na Ave. magaja gUma thaI jAya. mana becena thaI jAya. ahI eka vAta yAda Ave che. pitAnI ciMtA dUra karavA dIkarInA sAtha : eka vakhata zeTha dukAnethI ghera AvyA tyAre khUba ja udAsa joIne mA-dIkarIne thayu' Aje zeTha kema udAsa che ? chevaTe dIkarI pUche che pitAjI! zu che? paNa kahetA nathI ane AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. tyAre dIkarI vicAra kare che ke mArA pitAzrI kAre pazu raDayA nathI.

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 287 temanI jiMdagImAM eka ja vAra raDayA che. te paNa raDavA jevu` hatu` mATe pitAjI ! ApanI AMkhAnA AMsunuM kAraNa je hoya te kahe. pitAjIe kahyu, dIkarI !....ATaluM khelatA khelatA zeTha DhIlA thaI gayA. huM kaMTALI gayA . kema kaMTALyA che ? bhale, Apane dIkarA nathI paNa huM dIkarI teA chuM ne ! beTA ! tane kahIne huM zuM karuM! tuM paragharanI vastI ! bApujI ! je hAya te kahe.. ApaNI dukAnamAM, peDhImAM keTalA badhA mANasA kAma kare che. jo huM dukAnamAM hAjarI na ApuM, temanI takedArI na rAkhuM tA nokarA geTe vALe mATe takedArI rAkhavI paDe che. ApaNu' dhara paNa meTuM, tenI sAphasUphI mATe, kAmakAja mATe nokara teA dhaNAM che. temanI paNa takedArI rAkhavI paDe. na rAkhIe teA goTALA vaLI jAya. mAruM A du:kha mAre kone kahevuM ? mAruM magaja kAma karatu nathI. pitAjI ! A vAtamAM ATalA badhA DhIlA thai gayA ! bIjuM kAMi nathI ne ? have Apa gharanI ci'tA na karazeA. gharanI tamAma javAmadArI AjathI huM... sabhALIza. gharanA badhA nAkA para dekharekha huM rAkhIza. Ape mane pALIpASIne moTI karI tenu RNa huM kAMi na vALuM ? zeThe nokarane bolAvIne badhAne kahyuM, AjathI cAvIno jhuDe huM mArI dIkarInesAMpuM chuM. AjathI gharano badhA kArabhAra tene sAMpu chu.. raseIyAe je ghI, gALa, sAkara, lATa, anAja, masAlA je joie te mena pAse ma`gAvavAnA. kapaDAM dhAnAre sAbu, bhUkI je joie te mena pAsethI mAMgI levAnA, AkhA divasamAM keTalu vaparAyuM tenA hisAba sAMje bahenane ApavAno. emAM jo jarA paNa garabaDa thaze teA badhAnI khabara lai nAMkhIza. chekarIe teA badhe tALA mArI dIdhA. vidhavA dIkarIne pitAe Apela AzvAsana : have benanA darajajo vadhI gayA. kammare cAvInA jhuDA lagADI gharamAM phare che. savAranA pAMca vAge UThe tyArathI kAi A mAMge, koi te mAMge. AkhA divasa nAkarAne vastuo ApavAmAM jAya. sAMje DAyarImAM badhA hisAba karavA bese. rAte nava vAge sUvA pAme. AkhA divasanI thAkI pAkI hAya eTale 'gha tarata AvI jAya. savAre pAMca vAge eTale enanA nAmanI khUma paDe. te UThIne kAme lAge. A rIte AkhA divasa kAmamAM jAya. jarAya navarI na paDe. A rIte 15 divasa gayA. 15 divasa pachI zeThANIe dIkarInI je vizvAsu dAsI hatI tene khelAvIne kahyuM', tuM dIkarInI jaDatI leje. dIkarInA vicAro jANI le. dAsI kahe, bhale. vAta ema manI che ke A zeThanI dIkarI paraNIne 3 mahinAmAM vidhavA thaI che. mAtApitAne tethI khUba AdhAta lAgyA. chevaTe zeThe dIkarIne khUba AzvAsana Apyu. ane kahyuM, tuM ciMtA na karIza. ApaNA ghera raheje ne dhama dhyAnamAM manane parovI deje te jamAnAmAM chekarIe pharI vAra paraNatI na hatI. chekarIne sAsarImAM paiseA khUkha ane piyaramAM paNu paise ghaNuA. eTale kAma kAMI karavAnuM nahi. bALavidhavAnuM patana : zeTha zeThANIe dIkarIne potAne ghera rAkhI. dIkarInI mAtA ene ArAmamAM ne AnadamAM rAkhe che. tyAre pitA ghaNIvAra kahetA-tame dIkarInI

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288 ] [zAradA ziremaNi beTI dayA na kare. ene kaI ne kaI kAmamAM rAkho. nahitara "navaruM mana nakheda vALe. " paNa mAtAne dIkarInI khUba dayA AvatI. eTale ene kaI kAma batAve nahi. chokarIne keI kAma karavAnuM nahi eTale gharanI bArIe UbhI UbhI bahAranuM dazya joyA kare. bahAranA dazya jovA maLyAM, khAnapAna reja sArA maLe, A divasa kaI pravRtti nahi. eTale tenA navarA manamAM vicArane saDe piTho. jJAnI kahe che ke jene brahmacarya vizuddha pALavuM hoya tene ja sArA sArA bhojanane, majazekhano tyAga karavo paDe. teNe kAMI ne koI pravRtti karatA rahevuM, paNa manane navaruM na paDavA devuM. zramajIvI jIvana jIvavuM jethI tenuM mana keI ne kaI pravRttimAM parovAyeluM rahe eTale manamAM peTA vicAre Ave nahi. AgaLa sAMbhaLajo ke te chokarInuM potAnuM jIvana svAvalaMbI na hovAnA kAraNe sukha saMpattimAM, majazokhamAM ane vaibhavavilAsamAM gaLADUba rahevAne kAraNe tenuM mana navaruM mana nakheda vALe : kAmarAga tene satAvavA lAgyo. tenA IdriyonA gheDA daDavA lAgyA. have tenuM mana kAbu bahAra gayuM. chevaTe teNe potAnI dAsIne bolAvIne kahyuM, have mAruM mana kaMTrolamAM rahI zakatuM nathI, mATe tuM eka sAro chokaro zodhI lAva. dAsI A zabdo sAMbhaLatAM dhrujI UThI, A karI zuM bole che ? mArA zeThanI AbarU zI ! Ijajata zI! khAnadAna gharanI chokarImAM A vicAra hAya e vakhate te ene zAMta pADavA dAsIe kahyuM, bhale huM zodha karIza, pachI dAsIe A vAta zeThANIne karI. zeThANI paNa A vAta sAMbhaLatA dhrujI UThayA. are, mArI kuMkhe janmelI chokarImAM AvA bhAva kayAMthI AvyA ? zeThANIe zeThane vAta karI. zeTha kahe, AnuM kAraNa tame che. meM tamane pahelethI kahyuM hatuM ke ene navarI na besavA do. ene kAmamAM roke. tame mArI vAta na mAnI, tethI vAtAvaraNa bagaDayuM. khera, have tame ciMtA na karaze. te mATe huM eka kimi zodhI kADhIza. A chokarIne sudhAravA mATe zeThe pitAthI buddhithI upAya ghaDayo hato. have dIkarI Akhe dIvasa kAmamAM rahetI. jarAya navarI paDatI nahi. eTale zeThANIe tenI dAsIne kahyuM, have tuM dIkarInA vicAro jANI lAvaje. dAsI bena pAse gaI. jaIne kahe che bena ! tame thoDA divasa pahelA mane kahetA hatA te sAre chekare laI AvuM ? A zabdo sAMbhaLatA benane krodha Ave. are dAsI ! tane A zabda bolatAM zarama nathI AvatI? ApaNA khAnadAna gharamAM AvI vAta karatAM tene lajajA nathI AvatI? mArA mAtApitAnuM kuLa keNa? saMskArI gharamAM AvuM chAje? dAsI samajI gaI ke bena ThekANe AvI gaI che. brahmacaryanI rakSA mATe keI vyavasAya joIe. - bhagavAne eTalA mATe saMtane svAvalaMbI banAvyA che. cha khaMDanA svAmI cakravatI paNa dIkSA laIne nIkaLyA tyAre pitAno beje pote jAte upADatA. kevI che prabhunA zAsananI balihArI chokarI ezaArAmI ne parAvalaMbI banavAthI viSayanA rAge tene kevI satAmaNI karI ! mATe jJAnI purUe rAga-dveSane tyAjya-heya kahyA che. rAga be prakArane. prazarata rAga ane aprazasta rAga. jagatanI tamAma vastuo jaDa ane cetana pratye je

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [289 rAga vate che te aprazasta rAga che. aprazasta rAgathI pApa baMdhAya che ane prazasta rAgathI puNya baMdhAya che. deva, gurU, dharma pratyeno rAga prazasta rAga che. koI paNa jAtanI AkAMkSA, dela rahita deva, gurU, dharma pratyene rAga te puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM kAraNa bane che. anAdikALathI jIvano svabhAva rAgadveSamAM eTale badhe sudaDha banI gayo che ke te rAga-dveSane heya mAnavA chatAM paNa tyAga karI zakato nathI, mATe rAgadveSathI mukta thavAne mATe sarva prathama aprazasta rAgane haTAvI prazasta rAgane Azraya le jarUrI che. jIvane aprazasta rAgamAM lIna banAvI rAkhanAra mithyAtvanA saMbaMdhane prazasta rAgathI teDI zakAya che. je AtmA rAgane ekAMta tyAga mAnI rAganA tyAganI avasthAmAM prazarata rAgane Azraya letuM nathI te jIva dinapratidina aprazasta rAganI jALamAM phasAte rahIne durgatine bhaktA bane che. prazasta rAgathI jIva kRtajJa ane guNAnurAgI bane che. guNAnurAgathI AtmAnA guNonuM bhAna thAya che. AmAnA guNenuM bhAna thavAthI te guNonA dhaka ta pratye tiraskAra bhAva jAge che. tiraskAra bhAva jAge eTale guNenA rodhaka tane haTAvavAno prayatna thAya. jema jema prayatna karIe tema tema te rodhaka tane nAza thAya ane svaguNe pragaTa thatAM jAya. e rIte anukrame jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane vIrya guNenI pUrNatA pragaTa thatAM AtmA kRtakRtya banI jAya che. prazasta rAgathI baMdhAtuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya jIvane bhavAMtaramAM mekSasAdhaka sAdhanone prApta karAvI te sAdhano dvArA sAdhya siddha thAya che. rAga-dveSane nAza karavAnI AjJA pharamAvanArA bhagavaMte ApaNane kahyuM che ke rAga dveSanA nAma mAtrathI DaravAnuM nathI paNa e jovAnuM che ke e rAga prazasta che ke aprazasta? prabhunI AjJA pramANe cAlIe to jIvana beDo pAra thaI jAya ane AjJAnuM ullaMghana karIe to keTaluM nukazAna thAya che te eka nyAyathI samajAvuM. eka moTA karoDapati zeTha hatA. emane rahevAne baMgale khUba meTo. jANe AlezAna bhavana joI le ! baMgalAne pharato vizALa bagIce hatA. A baMgala ane bagIcAnuM dhyAna rAkhavA mALIe, nekare ane be cokIyAte rAkhyA hatA. eka rAtane ane bIjo divasane. baMne cekIyAto zeThanA baMgalAne pharatA AMTA mAratA ne baMgalAnuM barAbara dhyAna rAkhatA. eka vakhata zeThane laMDana javAnuM nakkI thayuM. emanI TikiTa paNa AvI gaI. eka divasa savAramAM cApANI pItA hatA tyAre rAtane cekIyAta deDate AvyA. AvIne zeThanA paga pakaDIne kahe che zeThajI! Apa traNa divasa pachI laMDana javAnA che paNa huM Apane nahi javA dauM. cokIyAtanI vAta sAMbhaLIne zeThane guse A mUrakhA...gayA vinA na cAle. are bevakUpha! mAre laMDana javAnuM che ne tuM apazukana karavA kayAM Ave? tArA jevA abhaNa mANase mArA kAryamAM DakhalagIrI karavI nahi. e mUrkha ! geTaAuTa." tuM bahAra cAle che.

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290] | [ zAradA ziremaNi te samaye te te jato rahyo. sAMja paDI eTale pharI vAra AvyuM. zeThanA pagamAM paDIne kahe che ke huM ApanA roTalA khAuM chuM. ApanuM lUNa mArA peTamAM paDayuM che. Apa mane geTa AuTa kare ke mArI nAMkhe. je karavuM hoya te karo paNa Apane nahi javA dauM. chatAM zeThe cekiyAtanI vAta na mAnI. cekiyAta zeThANI pAse gayo. jaIne kahyuM -bA ! Apa zeThane game te rIte samajAvo. je 1lenamAM javAnA che te plenamAM laMDana na javA deze. bhAI ! tuM zA mATe javAnI nA pADe che ? e vAta pachI tamane kahIza. nA...enuM kAraNuM kaho. bA! Aje rAtre mane evuM svapna AvyuM che ke zeTha je plenamAM javAnA che te lena ahIMthI thoDe dUra gayuM ne saLagyuM ane dharatI upara tUTI paDyuM, mATe Apa zeThane e palenamAM na javA dezo. te te huM paNa kema javA dauM? zeThANI AvyA zeTha pAse ane vinaMtI karIne kahe che, Ape parama divase je plenamAM javAnA che te plenamAM Apane javAnuM nathI. zeThANI ! te divase to tyAM keTalIya miTIMge che. te sivAya ghaNuM kAma che. mAre gayA vinA na cAle. huM Apane nahi javA dauM. TikiTa kensala karAvI de. na kare nArAyaNa ane enuM svapna sAcuM paDI jAya to ? tyAre zeTha tADUkIne kahe che ke e te mUrkha che. tuM paNa enA jevI mUkhI kayAM bane che? enA svapnA koI sAcA paDatAM haze ! huM to javAno chuM. tane kAMI bhAna che ke nahi ? mArA vinA tyAM keTaluM kAma aTakI jaze? tame badhA mArI musApharIne zuM traNa pattAnI ramata samaje che ? zeTha to khUba garama thaI gayA paNa zeThANIe haTha pakaDI ke game teTaluM nukazAna thAya te bhale thAya. je thavuM hoya te bhale thAya... paNa huM tamane nahi javA dauM; chatAM jo Apa jaze to huM ane pANIne tyAga karIza. have zeTha zuM kare ? pelA cekiyAtane geTa AuTa karyo paNa zrImatIjIne kaMI geTaAuTa karAya ? (hasAhasa) cekiyAtanuM kahyuM na mAnyuM paNa zrImatIjInuM kahyuM te mAnavuM paDe ne ! emanI AjJAno svIkAra karavo paDe ne ! zeThANInA haThAgrahanI pAse zeThane namatuM mUkavuM paDayuM, chevaTe zeThane TikiTa kensala karAvavI paDI. trIje divase plena upaDayuM. thoDe dUra gayuM tyAM TAMkI phATI javAthI plena jamIna para paDyuM. plenamAM beThelA badhA mANaso marI gayA. reDiyA para samAcAra AvI gayA. tyAM to bIje divase peparamAM samAcAra jhaLakayAM ! A samAcAra vAMcatA zeThanuM AkhuM kuTuMba AnaMdamAM AvI gayuM. zeThanA dIkarAo kahe che bhAI cekiyAta ! te to amArA pitAjInI jiMdagI bacAvI lIdhI. zeThANa kahe bhAI ! teM te mArA patine bacAvIne mAro saubhAgyane cAMdale amara rakhAve che. AkhA kuTuMbane, sagAsanehIone khUba AnaMda thaye paNa je plenamAM bicArA marI gayA emanA patnI, parivAranuM zuM thaze ? enuM keInA dilamAM duHkha thayuM ? nA, nA. A saMsAra savArthane sImADo che.

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[ ra1 zAradA zimaNi ]. zuM rAtane cokiyAta rAte UMghe? zeTha moTA milamAlika hatA. bIje divase pitAnA dukAnanA, milanA, gharanA badhA mANasone ane potAnA sagAM-snehIone bolAvyA. badhAne bhegA karIne cekIyAte potAnA prANa bacAvyA te badala khUba prazaMsA karI. bIjA lokoe paNa enI prazaMsA karI. zeThe tene phUlahAra paherAvI pa000 rUpiyAno ceka tenA hAthamAM mUko. sAthe sAthe ene nokarImAMthI kAyama mATe DisamIsa karavAmAM Ave che ema jAhera karyuM. tyAM badhA eka sAthe bolI UThayA ke A zuM? Ama kema ? jeNe zeThane bacAvyA teno upakAra to jiMdagImAM na bhUlavuM joIe. cokiyAta to A sAMbhaLIne raDavA lAgyo. mAre zuM vAMka gUne ? vAMka ne kAMI nahi. A tamAre ceka ne phUlahAra pAchA laI le. mAre nokarImAMthI chUTA thavuM nathI. Apa mane kAyama mATe pAche nokarImAM svIkArI le, evI mArI namra vinaMtI che tyAre zeThe kahyuM- bhAI teM mArA prANa bacAvyA te badala tAre upakAra mAnIne tAro satkAra karIne rUA. 5000 no ceka lakhI Ape, paNa mArI tane AjJA zI hatI ne te zuM karyuM ? mArI AjJA e hatI ke AkhI rAta eka paNa jhekuM khAdhA vagara khaDe page ceka karavAnI. tyAre tuM kahe che ke mane AvuM svapna AvyuM ? to tuM kahe ke svapna kyAre Ave ? tuM UDyo hoya te svapna Ave ne ! rAtanA cekiyAtathI UMdhAya kharUM ? A rIte AkhI rAta jAgavAnI mArI AjJAne te bhaMga karyo che. AjJAne bhaMga karIne thatuM keIpaNu lAbha mArA mATe nakAme che. bhale, te mArA prANa bacAvyA, e badala meM tAre upakAra mAnIne tAro satkAra karyo paNa mArI AjJAne bhaMga karyo enA daMDarUpe huM tane nekarImAMthI kAyama mATe rajA ApuM chuM. devAnupriye ! AjJApAlananuM keTaluM mahatva che e tame samajyA ne ? cokiyAte zeThanI AjJAne bhaMga karyo te zeThe ene kAyama mATe nokarImAMthI rada karyo. A vAta ApaNe paNa samajavAnI che. zeTha te ApaNuM tIrthaMkara prabhu ane cekiyAta samAna AtmA. jyAre ame dIkSA laIe tyAre prabhune kela ApIe chIe ke he prabhu ! huM ApanI AjJA pramANe cAlIza. vItarAga AjJA e ja amAruM jIvana che. e ja amAre zvAsa ane prANa che. jamAlIe bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAnI ne temanAthI alaga thayA ane bhagavAnanA vacana uthalAvyA te marIne kilviISI deva thayA. je bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karatA nathI tene anaMta saMsAra vadhe che. prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAmAM jIvane mahAna phaLanI prApti thAya che. dariyAnA peTALamAM paDelA ratna levA mATe marajIvAo jyAre dariyAmAM utare che tyAre teone prANavAyu levAmAM takalIpha na paDe te mATe eka cokkasa prakAranI vyavasthA karavAmAM Ave che. upara rahelA vahANamAMthI eka lAMbI naLI marajIvAnA zarIra sAthe joDavAmAM Ave che. tene eka cheDe vahANamAM rahelA paMpamaMtra sAthe joDAyela hoya che. A paMpayaMtra pAse eka mANasane besADavAmAM Ave che. te mANasa A paMpa

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22] || zAradA ziremaNi yaMtra dvArA marajIvAne prANavAyu pahoMcADate rahe che. eka divasa eka marajIvAne dariyAmAM utaravAno prasaMga Avyo. badhI taiyArI karI lIdhI paNa paMpayaMtra pAse je mANasa beTho hato tene joIne marajIvAe dariyAmAM utaravAno InkAra karI dIdhe. kepTana kahe- kema bhAI? have nA pADe che ? juo sAheba ! papayaMtra pAse A je mANasa beTho che tenI sAthe mAre thoDA divasa pahelA aNabanAva thaye che. huM dariyAmAM utaruM ane A mANasa paMpayaMtra baMdha karI de to te mAruM meta ja thaI jAya, mATe huM AvuM jokhama kheDavA taiyAra nathI. e mANasane te sthAnethI uThADI mUke te huM nIce utaruM. jenA hAthamAM ApaNI jIvanaderI hoya tenI sAthe ApaNe saMbaMdha te sAro have joIe. A kevI sarasa majAnI bedhaprada vAta che. ApaNA jIvananA tamAma sukha, zAMti, samAdhi vagerene mukhya AdhAra hoya to te che jinAjJA. zrI jinezvara bhagavaMte, upakArI gurUdevo ane ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka banatA svadhamIe A badhAnI sAthe ApaNo saMbaMdha kevo hovo joIe? ApaNe anaMtakALathI rakhaDI rahyA chIe tenuM mULa kAraNa A che ke ApaNA tAraka jinezvaranI jinAjJA sAtheno saMbaMdha toDI nAMkhe che. durgatimAM veThelA tamAma duHkha ane jIvanamAM phAlIkulIne tagaDA banelA agaNita pApo e badhAnuM mukhya kAraNa A ja hatuM. nigodamAM anaMtA jenI sAthe jyAre ApaNe ke pUrAyA hatA tyAre paga tAraka tIrthaMkara prabhue ApaNI vAstavika hita ciMtA karelI. ApaNuM AtmAe manuSya bhavamAM AvIne bhogamAM bhAna bhUlI ane mehamAM masta banIne na karI paralekanI ciMtA ! na najaramAM AvyA durgatinAM duHkhe, na vicAryA pApa karmanA kaTu vipAke, jagatane khuza karavA jagata patinI sAme paDayA. rAgIonI AjJA khAtara vItarAganI AjJAne neve mUkI. pApakriyAone kSaNika AnaMda meLavavA khAtara tAraka dharmakiyAonI ThekaDI uDAvI ! indriyanA viSayo pAchaLanI AMdhaLI doTathI saMyamI jIvananI upekSA karI. A rIte jIve bhagavAnanI AjJAne anAdara karyo che. ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke prazasta rAga ane aprazasta rAganI. deva, gurU, dharma pratyene rAga prazasta che, evA deva arihaMta bhagavAnanI AjJA mAM ApaNuM zreya raheluM che. prazasta rAga e vItarAgI dazA pAmavAne upAya che. enAthI nirjarA paNa thAya, nirjarA na thAya to vItarAga dazA zI rIte pamAya ? vItarAga dazA pAmyA vinA mukti nathI. "je vItarAgane rAga thAya te vItarAga nahi ane ApaNane prazasta rAga na thAya to dhamI nahi. mATe je aprazasta rAga-dveSa che tene prazasta banAvavAnI mahenata karavAnI che. aprazasta rAgadveSavALA jIvanI dazA e AtmAnI bimArI rUpa che. tenI jaDa A AtmAmAM eTalI badhI daDha banI gaI che ke tene jaDamULathI nAza karavo azakya nathI paNa atyaMta muzkelInuM kAma to che ja. te mATeno prayatna zarU karyo ke tarata te nAza thaI jatA nathI. te mATe te keTalA dIrdhakALa sudhI purUSArtha cAlu

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 293 rAkhavuM paDe che. A mATe eka bhavamAM purUSArtha karavAthI saphaLatA maLI jatI nathI. te mATe bIjA bhavamAM paNa purUSArtha kare paDe che. kaThIna lekhaMDanA TukaDAne kApavA mATe majabUta dhaNanA keTalAya ghA mAravA paDe che tyAre te kapAya che. keI vyakti be cAra ghaNanA ghA mAre ane pachI kahe ke kapAtuM nathI, to lekhaMDanA TukaDAne kApavA mATe be cAra ghA kAma nahi Ave. tyAM nirAza thaIne besI javAthI te lekhaMDanA TukaDA thaI zakatA nathI. te mATe te ghA mAravAne purUSArtha cAlu rAkhavuM paDe che, tevI rIte rAga-dveSanI vRttione haTAvavA mATe lAMbA samaya sudhI AtmAe prayatna cAlu rAkhavo paDe che. pAchaLathI thatAM dhanA ghAthI lokhaMDanA TukaDA thaI gayA paNa tethI ema na mAnI zakAya ke pahelAM karelA ghaNanA ghA nakAmA che. lekhaMDanA TukaDA karavAmAM pahelA karelA ghA ne hisso rahe che. te rIte chelA bhavamAM rAga-dveSane haTAvavAnA je prayatno karyA tenAthI rAga-dveSa nAza thayA paNa te rAga-dveSa kSaya thavAmAM AgaLanA bhAvamAM karAyelA prayatnone paNa hisso hoya che. te prayatna kAMI niSphaLa jatA nathI. - jyAM sudhI AtmA para mithyAtva ane ajJAnane gADha aMdhakAra chavAyele che tyAM sudhI AtmAne rAga-dveSa hoya che, tyAjya che, e samajAtuM nathI, pariNAme te AtmAnuM paribhramaNa aTakatuM nathI. rAga dose ya do pAve, pApakamma pavattaNe / ne mitraC mA nidara, te na jaI maMche ! utta. a. 31. gA. 3 pApakarmamAM pravRtti karAvavAvALA rAga-dveSa e be pApa che tene je sAdhu haMmezA roke che. te AtmA saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA nathI. aprazasta rAga-dveSa e pApanI pravRtti karAve che mATe heya che, prazasta rAga-dveSathI popa baMdhAtuM nathI, paNa karmanI nirjarA thAya che. A rUDo manuSya bhava ane vItarAganuM virATa zAsana pAmIne aprazasta rAgadveSane dUra karI tene prazasta banAvavAno purUSArtha karavAne che. vItarAgI banavA mATe te chele e rAga paNa cheDavAne che. paNa jyAM sudhI e kakSAe pahoMcyA nathI tyAM sudhI prazasta rAga jarUrI che. e rAga vItarAgI pada sudhI pahoMcADe che. AtmAnuM zreya karAvanAra sArI vastu tarapha rAga thAya eTale AtmAnuM kharAba karAvanAra sAmagrI tarapha aNugame pedA thayA vinA na rahe. sAdhaka vastu upara rAga thAya eTaluM enuM AcaraNa karavAnuM mana thAya ane bAdhaka vastuo upara aNagamo thAya eTale enAthI dUra thavAya. e rIte karatA sAdhyanI siddhi thAya. prazasta rAga nahi keLavAya te aprazasta rAga te mAra mArI rahyo che. aprazasta rAga te badhI gatimAM che, aprazastamAMthI prazasta rAga keLavavAnuM amUlya kAma A mAnavabhava sivAya bIje kayAMya nahi thAya. anAdi anaMta kALathI jIva saMsAramAM bhaTakI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa e che ke, aprazastarAgane cheDIne prazasta rAgane pakaDo nathI mATe je vastuo tarapha aNagame pedA the joIe te vastuo tarapha

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294] [ zAradA ziramaNi aNagamo pedA thaye nathI, mATe saMsAramAM rakhaDapaTTI cAlu che. prazasta rAga zuM kare ? saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra vastuone choDIne je AdaravA gya AcaraNuM hoya te karAve. tethI saMsAramAM bhamavApaNuM baMdha thAya. paradezI rAjAne pahelAM sUrIkatAne, rAjyane keTale rAga hato. e rAga aprazasta hatA paNa kezI svAmIne samAgama thaye deva, gurU, dharma pratye rAga thaye. aprazasta rAgane cheDIne prazasta rAga deva, gurU, dharma pratye jagADa to tenA prabhAve ekAvanArI banI gayA. je prazasta rAga deva, gurU, dharmane na thayA hatA te saMsArano aprazasta rAga tene durgatimAM laI jAta. prazasta rAge durgati aTakAvI, bhavakaTTI karAvI ane sugati-devagatimAM ekalI ekAvanArI banavAnI TikiTa kharIdI ApI. temanI rakhaDapaTTI baMdha thaI gaI. prazasta rAga-dveSa je barAbara keLavAya te saMsArano aMta hAtha veMtamAM che ne tene mekSa najIka che. prazasta rAga e rAgImAMthI vItarAgI banavAno mArga che. prazasta rAga-dveSa e aprazasta rAga-dveSa rUpa bimArInA oSadha rUpa che. zrI jinezvara bhagavate jene heya kahI te vastuo tarapha aNagamo (Sa) ane upAya vastuo tarapha rAga keLavAze eTale aprazasta rAga-dveSa bhAgavA lAgaze, jema ke saMsAra heya lAge, tenA pratye dveSa thAya to saMyama upAdeya lAge, tenA pratye rAga thAya. e rIte dhana heya lAge to dharma upAdeya lAge. kodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha tarapha aNagamo thAya to kSamA, vinaya, saraLatA, nibhatA, saMteSa tarapha rAga thAya. te jIvanamAM upAdeya lAge. prazasta rAga-dveSa e aprazasta rAga-dveSanA auSadha samAna che. ApaNane tAva, zaradI Adi keI bimArI AvI, te mATe davA (auSadha) karI te zAtA vedanIyano udaya hoya to bimArI maTI jAya, ane baLa, zakti AvI jAya pachI auSadhanI jarUra na rahe, auSadhanI jarUra kayAM sudhI ? bimArI jAya ane zakti Ave tyAM sudhI. prazasta rAga-dveSanA yege je Arogya ane baLa prApta thAya te evuM prApta thAya ke je kadI paNa jAya nahi. jemAM kadI uNapa Ave nahi. pharI bimArI Ave ja nahiM ke jethI auSadha levAnuM rahe. saMsAranA paribhramaNa rUpa bimArI kADhavA mATe ane AtmAnA baLane pragaTAvavA mATe A prazasta rAga-dveSa rUpa auSadha levAnI jarUra che. kahyuM che ke - jaM braddhamidiehi cahiM kasAehiM appa satthehiM / rAgeNa va doseNa va, taM niMde taM ca garihAmi / / A gAthA dvArA keTalI vAto spaSTa thAya che. Indriye, kaSA, yogo ane rAgadveSa sAmAnya rIte saMsAranA kAraNe havA chatAM paNa je tene upayoga karatA AvaDe to upakAraka paNa bane che. arthAta mokSanA kAraNo paNa banI zake che. aprazasta IndriyethI, aprazasta kaSAyathI, aprazasta gothI ane aprazasta rAga-dveSathI azubha karmo baMdhAya che. jyAre prazasta indri, kaSAya, bhego ane rAga-dveSathI azubha karmone baMdha thato nathI, paNa anaMtA karmonI nirjarA thAya che. kAM te karmonI nirjarA sAthe zubha baMdha

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 25 thAya che mATe je vItarAga banavuM che to aprazasta rAga-dveSane cheDIne prazasta rAga keLave. A mAnava jIvana pAmIne je rAgAdi maLIne meLA pADyA vinA maraNane zaraNa thaIe to enA jevI aphasosanI vAta bIjI kaI hoI zake? rAgAdi bhAvone mAMdA pADavAnA be rastA che. eka rasto e che ke jagatapatine oLakhI le ane bIjo rasto jagatane enA sAcA svarUpamAM oLakhI le. jagatapitA paramAtmA prabhunuM vItarAgasvarUpa je barAbara samajAI jAya te e vItarAgatA prApta karavAnI tIvra tAlAvelI jAgaze. e tamannA jAgI eTale rAgAdi bhAvene pracaMDa dhakko vAgI jaze. prabhunA guNo tarapha dRSTi karIzuM to ApaNuM avaguNo badhA dekhAvA lAgaze. jyAM prabhunI ajoDa kSamA ane kyAM mArA jIvanamAM bharele krodha! kyAM prabhunI samatA ane kyAM mArI mamatA ! A rIte sarakhAmaNI karatAM temanA guNe pratye rAga thaze. bIjo mArga che jagatanA vinAzI svarUpane vicAre. A AkhuM jagata parivartanazIla che. temAM paLe paLe palaTAvApaNuM che. jyAM baMgalA dekhAtA hatA tyAM thoDIvAramAM khaMDiyera makAnanuM darzana thaze. are, Aje zarIranI je zebhA dekhAya che te bIje divase nathI dekhAtI. sanatakumAra cakravatanuM zarIra kevuM suMdara hatuM ke jenA rUpanI devalekamAM prazaMsA thaI, te zarIra bIje divase soLa rogothI gherAI gayuM. A rIte je jagata pratye vinAzI, vinazvaratAnA bhAva Ave che enA pratyeno rAga sahaja rIte ochuM thaI jaze. A rIte tenA rAgAdi bhAva mAMdA paDaze te te jagatathI vadhune vadhu dUra jato thaze ane jagatapitAnI najIka thaze. eka divasa e AtmA pite jagadIzvara banI zakaze. e padane pAmavA mATe paMdaranuM dhara rUmajhUma karatuM AvI rahyuM che. te elAna ApIne jagADe che ke he jI have jAge. soLabhaththu karavA mATe AvatI kAlathI maMgala zarUAta kare. anaMta kALathI ApaNuM mAthe karmanuM karaja paDeluM che. e karajane cUkavavA, emAMthI mukta thavA mATe tapa e rAmabANa auSadhi che. A taka pharI pharIne nahi maLe. Apa haiyAmAM ullAsa-urmi jagADo ane tapa sAdhanAmAM mUkI jAva. samaya thaI gayela che. vadhu bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa vada 5 ne semavAra : vyAkhyAna naM-34 : tA. 5-885 anaMta karUNAsAgara bhagavaMte upAsakadazAMganA bhAvo ApaNI sAme rajU karyA. AnaMda gAthApati ullAsabhera bhagavAnane vidhipUrvaka vaMdana kare che. dareka kriyA je vidhipUrvaka hoya to enAthI lAbha maLe ane avidhithI thAya to duHkha UbhuM thAya. pANI je vidhithI pIvAya to tarasa zAMta thAya ane koI ema vicAra kare ke vAre ghaDIe pIvuM enA karatAM nadImAM jaIne jhAjhuM pANI pI lauM, to te jIve ke marI jAya? vidhithI pANI pIvAya to mAnavI jIvI zake ane avidhithI pIve te DUbI

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296 ] . ( zAradA ziromaNi jAya. tame davA lAvyA. DokaTare kahyuM ke tame cAra kalAke eka Dojha lejo. e rIte divasamAM traNa vAra davA pIvAnI. traNa vAra pIvAne badale eka vAra pI jAva te sukhane badale duHkha vadhe, davA vidhithI pIvAya te roga maTe. AnaMda gAthApati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne tikakhuttane pATha bhaNIne vaMdana kare che. tikakhutto eTale traNa vAra, AyohiNuMbe hAtha joDI DAbA kAnathI jamaNuM kAna sudhI-Avartana, pAhiNuM-pradakSiNA karIne, vaMdAmi-he prabhu! huM Apane vaMdana karuM chuM. ApanA guNanuM stavana kIrtana karuM chuM. namaMsAmi-be hAtha, be paga ane mastaka e pAMca aMga namAvIne namaskAra karuM chuM. sarakAremi-satkAra karuM chuM. samANemi-sanmAna karuM chuM. sakkaremi ane samANemi A be zabdo dekhAvamAM, arthamAM sarakhAM dekhAya che, paNa baMnemAM pharaka che. zo pharaka che? Apane khabara che? dekhAvamAM sarakhA lAge paNa bhAvamAM taphAvata paNa che. sakAremi gurU padhAre tyAre Apa ubhA thaI sAta ATha pagalA temanA sAmA jaI padhAre gurUdeva padhAre. Aje mAruM jIvana dhanya banyuM che, huM kRtArtha thayo chuM. A rIte Adara, satkAra Ape enuM nAma sakAremi-satkAra kare. samANemi ApanA ghera gurU bhagavAna padhAryA. temane 42, 47, tathA 96 deSarahita nirdoSa AhAra pANI vahorA, te temanuM sanmAna karyuM kahevAya. bAra vatamAM 11 vrata svataMtra che. 12 muM vrata parataMtra che." atithi saMvibhAga." jenI AvavAnI kaI tithi na hoya tenuM nAma atithi. 11 vrata dhAre tyAre karI zake, paNa bAramuM vrata dhAryuM na thAya. tamArI bhAvanA vaherAvavAnI hoya paNa aMtarAya tUTI hoya te lAbha maLe. A rIte nirdoSa AhAra pANI utkRSTa bhAve vaherAvavA tenuM nAma sanmAna. bhagavAna kahe che ke jenA mahAna bhAgyeya heya, tene supAtradAna devAno avasara maLe. utkRSTa bhAve dAna devAthI anaMtA karmonI nirjarA thAya che. kalyANuM-Apa kalyANa rUpa che. mokSane mArga batAvanAra levAthI kalyANa rUpa che. maMgalama-Apa maMgala rUpa che. devayaM-A5 deva svarUpa che. ceIyaM-Apa viziSTa jJAnavAna che. pajajuvAsAmi-huM vinayapUrvaka ApanI sevA karuM chuM. AnaMda gAthApati A rIte bhagavAnane traNa vAra vaMdana namaskAra karI bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA beThA. jitazatru rAjA paNa tyAM beThA che. AnaMda gAthApati te haju pahelI vAra bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA AvyA che. jyAM tIrthakara bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI amIdhArA varasatI hoya tyAM zI khAmI hoya! bhagavAnanI dezanA sarva jI para samAna bhAvathI varasatI hoya che. AcAraMga sUtramAM pharamAvyuM che ke "s goveNa krAphTa taNA turU tharU, kAM tuchAta varathar ta purA tha6 " sAcA upadezaka je upadeza ezvarya saMpanna vyaktine Ape che tevo upadeza sAmAnya raMkajane Ape che. jevA bhAvathI te nirdhanane Ape tevA bhAvathI azvaryavAnane Ape che. temanI daSTimAM amIra, garIba, UMca, nIca, rAjA, raMka, dhanI, nirdhana, chUta, achUta, pApI ke dhamAM kaI

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ ra7 sedrabhAva nathI letA. temanA upadeza ApavAnA uddeza janakalyANa karavAnA hoya che. jene kAI jAtanI IcchA nathI temane mana rAjA ane raMka ane samAna che. sAcA sAdhu rAjAraMka, amIra-garIbanA bhedothI para hoya che. AgamamAM anAthI muninI vAta Ave che. yuganA eka mahAna aizvarya saMpanna, zaktizALI samrATa zreNika rAjAne paNa anAtha kahetA anAthI muni jarA paNa khacakAyA nahi ane nirbhayatAthI zreNika rAjAnI anAthatAne siddha karI batAvI. Anada gAthApatine bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavAnA talasATa jAgyA che. jyAre kaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya tyAre koi zaTaleA ne chAza Ape teA paNa mIThA lAge. AnaMdane vANI sAMbhaLavAnI bhUkha lAgI che. temanA haiyAmAM sAMbhaLavAnA ullAsa che. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA 12 prakAranI padA AvI che. devadevIe tyAMnA nATayAra bha- Ana' pramAda cheADIne bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA AvyA. temane nATaka karatAM bhagavAnanI vANInI vizeSatA vadhAre lAge che. AnaMda gAthApatinA manamAM apUrva Ana' che. Aje dhanya ghaDI dhanya bhAgya mane bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLaze. bhagavAne vizALa pariSadamAM dhakathA kahI. dhama kAne kahevAya ? vaghu sahAro dhammo vastunA svabhAva tenuM nAma dhama. peAtAnA svabhAvamAM rahe te dha. dharmAstikAyanA dharma calaNu sahAyanA, adharmAstikAyane dhama sthira sahAyanA, AkAzAstikAyanA dharma avagAhanadAnanA, pudgalAstikAyanA dharmAM saDana paDana viSNu'sananeA, kALanA dharma va nAlakSaNa ane jIvAstikAyanA dharma upayeAga. AnaMda gAthApati vivekapUrvaka vANI sAMbhaLI rahyA che. jinavANI sAMbhaLavI hAya tA sau prathama viveka joie. viveka eTale vaheM'caNI. AmAM mAruM hita che ne AmAM ahita che. sAcA-khATAnA, hita ahitanA vibhAga karAya tenuM nAma viveka. jema huMsa dUdhapANI bhegA hoya tA paNa alaga karI dUdhanA bhAga laI le ne pANIne choDI de. A rIte AtmAnA hita ane ahitane alaga pADI hita grahaNa kare ane ahitane cheDI de. Ave viveka Ave eTale hitakArI kAryAMnA rasa ane pravRtti tathA ahitakArI kAryAM pratye dhRNA ane tyAga lAvavA DIna nathI. viveka e dazame nidhi che. game tevA kAyaDA hAya paNa tenAmAM vivekabuddhi hAya tA keyaDA sahelAithI ukelI zakAya che. jenAmAM viveka nathI te AtmA duHkhI thAya che ane viveka che te AtmA game tyAM jAya paNa badhe pUjAya che. jaDa caitanyanuM bhedavijJAna kare tenuM nAma viveka. hitAhitanI vaheMcaNI karavI tenuM nAma viveka. dayA, dAna, zIla, sadAcAra, sa'tasevA vagere AtmAne hitakArI tattva che. eTale enA pratye haiyAnu' AkaSa Nu thAya, emAM rasa hAya, A tattvanI sAdhanAmAM mArA bhAvi jIvananI salAmatI che evA akhUTa vizvAsa heAya. hiMsA, asatya, cArI, abrahmacarya, parigraha e pAMca mATA pApa, bIjA kaSAyAnA pApa, rAga dveSa, kaleza,

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298 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi irSyA, dunyavI padArthAMnI tRSNA, mamatA, AsaktinA pApa A badhA AtmAne ahitakArI che, eTale enA pratye napharata thAya, manamAM AkuLatA-vyAkuLatA thAya. A dASAnA sevanathI paraleAkanA bhaya rahe. AtmAnA hita ahitanA aMtaramAM sAcA viveka jAge te zakaya eTalI hitanI pravRtti haiAMzathI ane rasathI kare ane zakatha eTalA ahitanA tyAga thAya. dha sAdhanA ane tyAga niyamanA mULa pAcA hitAhitane viveka che. vivekathI A sAdhanA mArA mATe hitakara che, mane tAraNahAra che, evA hitanA khyAla Ave teA e sAdhanA karavAnA rasa jAge. AhlAda-bhAva jAge ane e sAdhanA karavAnuM mana thAya. tamArA saMsAramAM paNa dareka kAryamAM vivekanI jarUra che. sa`sAramAM evA viveka che ke paisA haiAya te ghara cAle. jo paisAna hoya te bhIkha mAMgavI paDe. Ave! viveka jAgyA tA paisA meLavavA dhadhA karavAnA keTaleA rasa Ave ! keTaleA badhA AhlAda-bhAva Ave. e dheA paNa keTalI hoMzathI ne umaMgathI karo. AtmahitanA kAryarmAM ATalA rasa ke AhlAda-bhAva kayAre paNa AvyA che kharA ? paisA ane vahepAramAM hita jANyA pachI paisA ane vahepAra pratye je valaNa che evuM Amahita mATe che kharuM ? nA....nA.....mAtra jJAnanI jANakArI na cAle paNa sAthe viveka te joie. miSTAnna ane viSTA pratye keTaleA badhA viveka ! miSTAnnanu' nAma sAMbhaLatA mukhamAM pANI Ave. enA pratye AkaSa Nu thAya che jyAre viSTAne dUrathI jotAM tenA pratye ghaNA thAya che. mukha tyAMthI dUra khasI jAya che. tyAM STi karavI paNu gamatI nathI. A rIte hita pratye AhlAda, AkaSa~Nu ane ahita pratye dhaNA thAya che e viveka kahevAya che. yAda rAkhajo ke ahi' jainazAsana sAthe manuSyabhava maLyA che. A bhavamAM viveka ane avivekane anurUpa pravRtti thaI zakaze. bIjA koI bhavamAM thaI zakaze nahi. devene jJAna keTaluM ? matijJAna, zrutajJAna ane avadhijJAna. ApaNAM karatAM jJAna vadhAre che, paNa e bicArA zu kare ? mithyA-STi devane viveka nathI. samakitI devane viveka che, chatAM ene anurUpa pravRtti na karI zake. are, eka navakArazI paccakhkhANu paNa na karI zake. tiya 'ca jIvAne te viveka che ja nahi. kIDI, makoDAnA jIvana gaNAya paNa vivekanI teA vAta ja kevI ! narakagatimAM mithyASTi nArakIne viveka che ja nahi. kadAca samikatI nArakIne thADe! viveka hAya paNa AcaraNa kayAM karavAnu` che? manuSyabhavamAM paNu je anAya manuSyeA che tene AtmAnA hitAhitanA viveka nathI. jaina manuSyane vivekanuM varadAna maLyu che, chatAM e vivekanA upayAga na kare teA tene kevA kaheve ? saMtA tamane kaI vAra TakAra kare ke devAnupriye ! tame dhama kema nathI karatA ? tA koI kaheze ke mane TAIma nathI. koI kaheze ke mane TAIma che paNa mArA pramAda che. pramAda karavA jevA che. tyAM nathI karatA ane nathI karavA jevA tyAM karIe chIe. mAnA ke tame gAma bahAra ujANI rAkhI che. tame badhA jamavA beThA. TesTathI jamI rahyA che. tyAM bUma paDe ke ApaNI bAju guMDAonu` mATu TALu AvI rahyuM che te

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ ra ApaNAthI have mAtra eka mAIla dUra che. kheleA, A samaye pramAdanu` mahAnu kADhIne besI raheA kharA ke tarata bhAgA ? eka mAIla dUra che tA paNu bhAgavA lAgyA. tyAM jarA paNu pramAda kare. kharA ! nA, huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArAthI mRtyu keTala' dUra che ? are dUra zuM! mAthe laTakatI talavAranI jema jhajhUmI rahyuM che, chatAM pApa rUpI guDAethI bhAgavAnu mana thAya che kharuM ? ahI. jo pramAda karIza teA mArA AtmAnuM ahita thaze evuM lAgyuM che kharuM ? pramAda pratye tiraskAra ke dhRNA pedA thaI che kharI ? AtmAmAM ceTa lAgI che kharI? aDe| / mane A bhavamAM kevI dhanya ghaDI ne kevA dhanya bhAgya vivekane suMdara kevA avasara maLyA che. viveka jagADA : A virATa vizALa sa`sAra sAgaramAM bhamatA jIvane para'parAthI AcaratA AvyA hoya evA dha maLe che paNa e dharmAMmAM heya-upAdeyanI buddhi hatI nathI. tyAM viveka jAgyA nathI hatA. heya-upAdeyanA viveka teA jaina darzanamAM ThAMseThAMsa bharyAM che. kALanA kALa vIte pachI viveka jAge che eTale jainadarzana maLe che tyAM A viveka jAge che. ati dula bha hitAhitane ne heya upAdeyanA viveka karavAnI adbhUta taka maLI che. tamane enI ki'mata samajANI che ? enI kadara keTalI karI che? hIrAnI, sAnAnI kiMmata samajANI che, paNa A maLelI suvaNu takanI ki Mmata samajANI nathI. have A viveka jagADavAnI bhAvanA thaI che? A bhavamAM huM' mArA AtmAnA hitAhitanA viveka karI lauM. jJAnI kahe che jo tamAre AtmAmAM viveka jagADavA che, viveka jagADavAnI laganI lAgI che teA tenA rastA jJAnIe khatAnyeA che. jo AtmAmAM viveka jagADavA che teA mananuM saMzeAdhana karo. tenI avaLI cAlane badale. avaLA hisAbane savaLA karI : anAdikALathI mana bagaDeluM avaLI cAle cAle che. mAnA ke koI tamAru' vAMku' elyu, koI e tamArA avaguNu gAyA, te tamArA manamAM zuM thaze ? have tene barAbara saMbhaLAvI Iza. thAya tevA thaIe teA gAma vacce rahIe' AvuM ja thAya ne ! AvA ja vicAro Ave ne ! A badhA vicA avaLI cAlanA che. uttama mAnavabhavamAM paNu jo A krodha, kaleza, kAMkAsanA hisAba gaNIzuM teA pachI kSamA, tyAga, saraLatA, saMtASa vagerenA suMdara hisAba kayA bhavamAM karI zakAze ? AtmAne viveka jagADavA mahApurUSAne tamArI najara sAme rAkhA. ApaNA trileAkInAtha zAsanapitA prabhu mahAvIra pAse zu' zakti ochI hatI ? jeNe eka aMgUThe AkhA merUparyaMta khaLabhaLAvI mUkayo emanI tAkAta kama hAya ? nA....nA.... anaMtI zakti hatI. anADInA sAmanA karI ene dabAvI devAnI ana`tI zakti hatI, chatAM prabhue hAlImavAlI jevAnu ya sahana kayu che. peAtAnA kAna phADI nAMkhe evA khIlA gAvALiyAne nAMkhavA dIdhAM. A kayA hisAba para ? thAya tevA thaie evA tamArA jevAnA vicAra para ? nA....nA.... hoM, prabhue teA anAdinA avaLA hisAbane savaLA karyAM, e hisAba para prabhue khadhAnuM sahana karyuM. mArA aMtarazatrue rAga-dveSa, tRSNA

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u00 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi Adi jemaNe mArA AtmAne saMsAramAM rakhaDA che! temane mAruM te A saMsArane aMta AvI jAya. je karmo udayamAM AvyA che te khape teTalA khapAvI lauM. jene kaDavA ghUMTaDA pacAvatAM AvaDe ene kSamAdi savaLI cAla sahelI thaI paDe. DokaTaranI davA kaDavI hoya che, chatAM kema pI jAve che? Aragya mATe. te AtmAnA Arogya mATe bIjAnA gussAbharyA, pratikULa vacana, vartananA kaDavA ghUMTaDA paNa hasatA mukhe pI javAnA. jIvanamAM viveka jagADavA mahApurUSonA jIvanane vicAra kareH viveka eTale manamAM hitAhitanuM vasavuM ThasavuM ne rasavuM. viveka Avyo eTale hitAhita manamAM vasI gayuM, manamAM ThasI gayuM ane rasI gayuM. eTale mana, hitanA AdaranuM ane ahitanA tyAganuM rasiyuM banI gayuM. vasavuM ; jenA manamAM hitAhitanA ane heya-upAdeyanA vicAra Ave paNa bIjA Alatu phAlatu vicAre na Ave tene AtmA jAgato kahevAya. hitAhitane cheDIne je ADAavaLA vicAro karyA kare tene AtmA avyakta maitanyavALo gaNAya. vepAradhaMdhAmAM moTA mANasone vepAra kema kare? emAM napho kema thAya? nukazAna kema na thAya? vagere hitAhitanI temane khabara paDe che. temanA manamAM e evuM vasI gayuM hoya che ke emane basa enA vicAra AvyA kare. jema nAnA bALakane dukAne besADe to e vepAra karavAmAM zuM samaje ? naphAtoTAne viveka karavAne khyAla ene kyAMthI Ave ? e viveka nathI to enA manamAM naphATAnA vicAra Ave ja kayAMthI ! kAraNa ke enA manamAM haju e vasI gayuM nathI. tema AtmAnA hitAhita-heya, upAdeya jenA manamAM vasI gayA nathI tene enA vicAra AvatA nathI. jema ke acaramAvatI jIva. ThasavuM ? AtmAnA hitAhitane, heya-upAdeyane manamAM vasAvI dIdhA paNa sAthe ThasAvavAnI jarUra che. ThasAvavA eTale zraddhA sAthe ene daDha sacoTa niradhAra-nirNaya. A nirNaya e ke game tevA saMyogo Ave ke upasargo Ave te paNa e badalAya nahi. ene kSamA hitarUpa lAge, kSamA tAraNahAra lAge, pachI kadAca sAmethI mAthAvADha ghA Ave to paNa tene krodha na Ave paNa kSamA rAkhavI e tenuM kartavya lAge. kSamAne evI ThasAvI dIdhI ke game tevA kaparA prasaMgamAM paNa kSamA ja hitakArI lAge. rasavuM : AtmAnA hitAhitane dilamAM vasAvavA, ThasAvavA uparAMta rasAvavAnI jarUra che. rasAvavuM eTale dila enuM rasiyuM banAvavuM. je bIDI pIto hoya evA bIDInA vyasanInuM dila evuM rasIyuM banI gayuM hoya che eTale AghopAcho jAya, bIDI pIvAne rasa evo ke jhaTa bIDI pheMkavA mAMDe. bIDI na maLe tyAM sudhI ene becenI lAge. e maLe tyAre e phUMkatA khUba AnaMda anubhave che tema bhagavAnanI vANI jenA dilamAM vasI gaI, dilane ThasI gaI pachI tenuM dila vIra vANI sAMbhaLavAnuM rasIyuM banI javAnuM. jyAre vIravANI sAMbhaLavAne rasIyo bane pachI ene jyAM sudhI vIravANI nA sAMbhaLe tyAM sudhI cena na paDe. ene eka ja jhaMkhanA hoya ke mane jinavANI

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 301 sAMbhaLavA kyAM ane kyAre maLe? jyAre sAMbhaLavA maLe tyAre ene avarNanIya AnaMda thAya che. A badhAno sAra e che ke AtmAnA hitAhitane viveka lAvavA mATe hitAhitane dilamAM vasAvI, ThasAvI, rasAvI levAnA. AnaMda gAthApati bhagavAnanI vANune dilamAM vasAvI deze, ThasAvI deze ane rasAvI deze. e vAta Apa AgaLa sAMbhaLo. te atyAre bhagavAnanI sanmukha besIne vivekapUrvaka vANI sAMbhaLI rahyA che. jenAmAM viveka hoya te taryA vagara rahe nahi. jJAnI bhagavaMte saMtane paNa viveka karavAne batAvyuM che. gurU bhagavaMta ziSyane kAMI kAma hoya ne avAja kare tyAre avAja sAMbhaLatAM kahe gurudeva! zuM kahe che? huM AvuM chuM. gurU bUma pADe. ziSya sAMbhaLe chatAM javAba na Ape to te pApane adhikArI thAya che, kAraNa ke te gurU bhagavaMtane vinaya viveka cUka che. upAdhyAya gurU bolAve ne javAba na Ape to pahelA karatA vizeSa pApa lAge. AcArya bolAve ne javAba na Ape to ethI vizeSa pApanA bhAgIdAra thAya che. te ziSya svacchedI banI jAya che. saMsAramAM paNa vinaya viveka te joIze. jenAmAM A guNa che te AtmA kadAca pApanA udaye patananA raste gayo haze te paNa ThekANe AvI jaze. saMgane raMga : eka dhanADhaya zrImaMta zeThane dIkare kharAba mitronA saMge caDhI ga. saMga tevo raMga AvyA vinA rahe nahi. te kharAba mitronA saMgathI sAte vyasanamAM pUro thaI gayo. dArU, jugAra, cerI, vezyAgamana badhA vyasane tenAmAM AvI gayA. A vyasanomAM bApanA paisA pUrA karyA. bhaMDArenA taLiyA dekhAvA lAgyA. pitAnI AbarU, Ijajata para kalaMka lagADyuM. eka samaye tenA pitA bimAra paDyA. pitAnI aMtima ghaDIe najIka dekhANI. dIkarAne samAcAra mokalyA ke tArA pitA sirIyasa che. temane mRtyu najIka dekhAya che mATe ekavAra tuM ghera AvI jA. pitAnA vacana khAtara ghera AvyA to khare. pitA kahe beTA! mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLIza? mAre tamAre upadeza sAMbhaLavo nathI. dIkarA! mAre tane upadeza Ape nathI. tAre je rasto che te ema ja raheze. emAM kaI bAdhA-pIDA nahi Ave tevI vAta mAre karavI che. bola. te tuM sAMbhaLIza ne ? bhale, pitAjI! mArA rastAmAM vAMdho Avato na hoya to Apa je kahevuM hoya te khuzIthI kaho. huM te sAMbhaLIza. dIkarAne sudhAravA pitAjIe ApelI pratijJA : pitA kahe, beTA! mArI traNa vAta yAda rAkhaje. tane jugAra chUTe nahi ane jugAra ramavAnuM mana thAya te tAre jugArIyAone ghera bapore 12 thI 12 vAgyA sudhImAM javuM. te pachI jugAra rama. bela AmAM tane vAMdhe che? nA. AmAM mane koI vAMdho nathI. bhale huM tema karIza. (2) tAruM mana vikArethI koI hisAbe jItAya nahi ane vezyAne tyAM javAnuM mana thAya te savAramAM uThIne tarata tyAM jaje. (3) miThAI khAvAnuM mana thAya te kadeInI dukAne be vAge jaje. chokarAne thayuM ke A traNa vAtamAM mane kaI vAMdho Ave tema nathI. eTale teNe pitAnI traNe vAtane svIkAra karyo. pitAnA dilamAM ThaMDaka thaI

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302] [ zAradA ziremaNi AvI pratijJA lIdhI che to te eka vAra jarUra ThekANe AvI jaze. pitAjI te gujarI gayA. temanI badhI aMtima kriyA karI. laka lAje 15 divasa te gharamAM rahyo. jugAra, dArU badhuM 15 divasane baMdha karyuM, pachI tene thayuM ke zuM A nAnI oraDImAM paDayA rahevAnuM ? ahIM te kAMI majhA AvatI nathI. gharamAM badhuM sUnakAra dekhAya che. lAva javA de majhA mANavA. pitAnI bhUlane bhUla mAnatA karele pazcAttApa : ema vicAra karI paga upADa ne gharanI bahAra gaye, tyAM yAda AvyuM ke pitAjIe kahyuM che ke je tane jugAra chUTe nahi ne ramavAnuM mana thAya te 12 thI 1rA vAge jugArIyAne ghera jaje pachI AvIne jugAra ramaje. te te 12 vAge jugArIyAne tyAM gayo. te tyAM tenI patnI raDe. bALaka raDe. patnI kahe che-mArA piyarano kariyAvara ane sAsarAnA dAgInA badhuM Ape jugAra pAchaLa sApha karI nAMkhyuM. atyAre gharanuM purU karavA ghaTIne paiDA calAvI majUrI karI mAMDa be paisA meLavuM chuM te paNa Apa laI jAya che. A karatAM mane raMDApi Avyo hota to sAruM hatuM ke huM majUrI karIne mArA bALakanuM bharaNapoSaNa to kata ne! A rIte patnI pitAne baLApo kADhatI. A dazya joIne, sAMbhaLIne A chokarAnA manamAM thayuM ke meM paNa zuM karyuM che? mArA pitAnI badhI milkata meM sApha karI nAkhI. gharabAra vecI nAkhyA chatAM mArA mA-bApa sArA ke mane gharamAM rAkhyo. mane dhakko mArIne gharanI bahAra to nathI kADhI ne? temanI paNa AvI dazA thaI haze ne ! mArI patnI paNa A rIte raDatI haze ne ! te badhA kALa kalpAMta karatA haze. have mAre AjathI jugAra rama nathI. te to tenA gharanA pagathIyA utarI gayeA. mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che paNa je bhUlane kabUla karI bhUla sudhAre te sAce. mAnava. bhUlane bhUla mAne nahi te dAnava. chekarAne khUba pazcAttApa thayo. mArA kAraNe mAtApitA keTalA duHkhI thayA. pitA te marI gayA. huM sIdhI rIte sudharyo nahi eTale pitAe mane sudhAravA mATe A rasto zodhe lAge che. tenAmAM mAnavatA pragaTI gaI. have jugAra nahi ramavAne daDha nirNaya karI lIdhuM. bIje divase miThAI khAvAnuM mana thayuM tyAM pitAnA zabdo yAda AvyA ke tAre mIThAI khAvA javuM hoya te kaMInI dukAne be vAge jaje. madhakhate unALe. te be vAge kaMdoInI dukAne gaye. kaMI parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gayo hato. tenA kapaDAM te gaMdhAtA melA hatA. tenA parasevAnA TIpA temAM paDatAM hatAM. gharamAM jarA asvachatA dekhAya te thALI pachADIne UbhA thaI jAya. chokarAe A badhuM joyuM. eTale teNe nirNaya karyo ke kaMdoInI dukAnanI miThAI mAre khAvI nahi. be vAtamAM to sudharI gayA. thoDA divasa thayA eTale tenA manamAM thayuM ke mane kAMI majhA ke AnaMda Avato nathI. manamAMthI kAmane kIDo haju gayo nathI eTale vezyAne ghera javA taiyAra thayo. gheDe AnaMda karI AvuM. tyAM pitAnA zabdo yAda AvyA ke tAre vezyAne ghera javuM hoya to savAre UThIne tarata jaje. te bIje divase savAre UThIne tarata gaye.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 303 jaIne vezyAnA bAraNAM khakhaDAvyA. dAsIe khAraNuM kheAlIne joyuM. A teAmeTA zeTha che. dAsIe jaine vezyAne vAta karI ke je ApaNe tyAM dhananA DhagalA karI gayA che te zeTha AvyA che. vezyA ekadama bebAkaLI jAgI gaI. chekarAe tene joI. ahA ! A zuM ! huM jene rUpara bhA mAnatA hatA te AvI che ! tene joIne te gabharAI gayA. zu' A vezyA che ! te teA jhaDapathI tenI sIDI utarI gayA. tenA manamAM thayuM... ke mArA pitAe mane sudhAravA mATe ghaNA prayatno karyAM hatA chatAM huM mAnyA nahi. chatAM pitAnI keTalI lAgaNI ! kevuM vAtsalya ke maratAM maratAM paNa mane sudhAravA mATe A rastA batAvIne gayA. tene khUba pazcAtApa thaye. ahe pitAjI ! Apa svarga mAM he ke game tyAM he! pazu Apa mArA gunAne mApha karo. A pApI dIkarAe ApanI sevA teA karI nathI paNa Apane zAMti paNa ApI zako nathI. Apa te| jatAM jatAM paNa mAruM bhalu karI gayA che. Ape ApelI pratijJAe mArA jIvananuM piravata na karyuM che. manane manAvI le AvatA dina sudhArI le, agaDayA te bhale bagaDayA, AvatA dina sudhArI le. bhUtakALanAM divase je agaDhayA te khagayA. je bhUlo karI te karI paNa have jIvana sudhArI lauM. chekarAmAM viveka jAgaiA. pitAnA vacanA sAcA lAgyA ne pAtAnI kAryavAhI khATI lAgI teA te sudharI gayA. AnaMda gAthApati vivekapUrvaka bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI rahyA che. vadhu avasare. caritra : devanI ArAdhanA : zeThe peAtAnI muMjhavaNa dUra karavA devanI ArAdhanA karI. deva tenA para prasanna thayA. zeThe temanI pAse peAtAnI mujhavaNu kahI. sAte dIkarIee eka ja patine paraNavAnA dRDha nizcaya karyAM che teA Apa kRpA karIne mane e kaheA ke hu... mArI dIkarIone kayA gAmamAM paraNAvuM ? temanA pati kANu thaze ? ApanA upara mane pUrNa zraddhA che ke ApanA zaraNe AvyeA chuM eTale mAruM' kAma thaI jaze. Apa have jaldI mAga batAveA. deva pAse zeTha keTalI lAcArI batAve che. je dhIja hAya tene deva pAse AvuM kahevuM paDe ke huM tArA zaraNe chuM! paNa A sAte chekarIe evI haThAgrahI nIkaLI tyAre lAcArI batAvavI paDe ne! na deve dUra karelI zeThanI mujhavaNa : deva kahe-tame ciMtA na karazeA. jAva, AjathI tamArI sAte putrInA lagnanI taiyArI karo. AjathI kharAkhara sAta divasa pachI tamane tamArA jamAI maLI jaze. tAre sAta dIkarIonA eka ja prasaMga che. badhI eka sAthe paraNavAnI che eTale have pharIvAra prasaMga AvavAnA nathI mATe tAre je taiyArIo karavI hAya te karI le. hu' lagnanI taiyArI karIza eTale badhA mane pUchapUrNa karaze ke tamArA jamAI kANu che? kayA gAmanA che? kayA gAmathI jAna AvavAnI che? e badhI ciMtA

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304 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi tuM na karIza. bhale, paNa e cheka Avaze kyAMthI? mAre emane oLakhavA kevI rIte ? sAMbhaLe. ApaNA nagaranI pUrva dizAe je daravAje che te daravAje sAtame divase paroDhiye cAra vAge tArA be cAra mANasane mekalaje. te daravAjAmAM pahelA be bahene dAkhala thaze ane emanI pAchaLa eka chokaro Avate haze. e tamAre jamAI thaze. Apa eTaluM dhyAna rAkhaje ke tamArA mANaso te be strIone dekhAya nahi e rIte saMtAIne UbhA rahe. zeTha kahe e chokare kayA gAmano che? kayA kuLane che? badhA mane pUche te huM zuM kahIza? deva kahe, Apane e badhI vAta jANavAnI jarUra nathI. have devanA kahevAthI zeTha kevI kevI taiyArIo karaze te bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa vada 6 ne maMgaLavAra vyAkhyAna na. 35 tA 6-8-85 trilekInAtha zAsanapati carama tIrthaMkara zramaNubhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pharamAve che ke anAdikALathI rAga-dveSane vaza thayelA anaMtAnaMta AtmAo A saMsAramAM aviratapaNe paribhramaNa karI rahyA che. te karmonA ane kusaMskAranA kAtila baMdhano AtmAne evA lAgyA che ke pahelA te te baMdhana tarIke dekhAtA nathI. kayAreka e baMdhana dekhAya te tenAthI chUTavAnA sacoTa upAyo tene maLatA nathI. tenA kAraNe jIva cAre bAju indriyanA viSayasukhanI bhIkha mAMgate bhaTakyA kare che. jJAnInI daSTie jIva jeTalI bahAramAM deTa vadhu kare teTaluM tenuM bhikhArIpaNuM vadhAre ane AmA taraphanI doTa vadhu teTaluM AtmAnuM zrImaMta paNuM vadhAre. jyAM sudhI AtmA zrImaMta nathI banyo paNa aMdarathI garIba che teTaluM tene bahAranA viSayo meLavavAnuM mana vadhAre thAya. vItarAgI saMto pAse duniyAnI keI sukhanI sAmagrI nathI chatAM teo vadhu sukhI che kAraNa ke teo sadA Atma guNemAM masta hoya che. bahAranA sAdhanonI bhUkha e AtmAnI nirdhanatA che, vAsanAnI kAramI gulAmI che. A vAsanAnA baMdhanamAMthI AtmAne zAzvata kALa mATe mukata karAvanAra jainazAsana ApaNane mahAna puNyadaye maLyuM che. A zAsana maLyAnI saphaLatA tyAre kahevAya ke A baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAnA ApaNe prayatna karIe. jagatanA dareka jIvane baMdhana che. cAra pagavALA pazuone baMdhana dekhAya che. jyAre manuSyanuM baMdhana adazya che. AtmAne baMdhana baMdhana rUpe dekhAya che temAMthI chUTavAnuM mana thAya. duniyAmAM cAre bAju daSTi karIzuM te dareka cha baMdhanamAM paDelA dekhAze. hAthIne sAMkaLanuM baMdhana che, sApane karaMDiyAnuM baMdhana che, vAghane pAMjarAnuM baMdhana che, jhaverAtane tijorInuM baMdhana che, nadIne kinArAnuM baMdhana che, nAnA gAmaDAmAM Dhore khetaramAM caravA jAya, carIne sAMje mAlikanA ghera Ave. mAlika je aMdara hoya te bahAra UbhA UbhA bhAMbhare eTale tenA mAlikane khabara paDI jAya ke caravA gayelA pazu AvI gayA che. pachI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 305 mAlika tene khIle bAMdhI de che. Dhora pitAnI jAte khIle baMdhAvA taiyAra thAya che, kAraNa ke te samaje che ke mane baMdhanamAM rAkhanAra mAlika mAruM rakSaNa kare che. mAruM pAlanapiSaNa kare che, jaMgalI jAnavarathI mAruM rakSaNa kare che. je Thera khIle baMdhAvA taiyAra na hoya tene khAvAnuM te maLe nahi paNa vadhArAmAM bIjAne mAra khAvA maLe. A uttama jIvanamAM tamAro naMbara zemAM lagADavo che? harAyA Dhora jevA to banavuM nathI ne ? je saMsAranA rAga-dveSanA baMdhanamAMthI mukti meLavavI che te jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJAnA khIle baMdhAI jAva. tIrthaMkara prabhune ApaNe mahAgo5 kahIe chIe. zA mATe? govALo jema gAyanuM pAlana kare che ane rakSaNa kare che tema je che prabhunA zaraNe gayA te jIvonuM viSaya kaSAya rUpI luMTArAothI AtmaguNonuM rakSaNa kare che ane durgatimAM paDatA AtmAne bacAve che. je tamAre vAsanAnA baMdhanamAMthI chUTavuM che to jinezvaranI AjJAnuM baMdhana svIkAravuM paDaze. jinAjJAnuM baMdhana e baMdhana nathI paNa baMdhanamAMthI sadAne mATe mukta karAvanAra aNamela sAdhana che. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM jinAjJAnuM mUlya ghaNuM che. jinAjJA jenA jIvanamAM memamAM aNuaNumAM vasI che tevA jInA jIvanamAM aneka jAtanA parivartana Ave che. tenuM jIvana jAgRtinI jetathI jhaLahaLI UThe che. atyAre ApaNane je bhava maLyo che te khUba viziSTa keTine che. deva karatAM manuSyano avatAra ati mahatvano che, sAthe te jokhamavALe paNa bahu che. kIDI, kIDI tarIke janmIne kIDI tarIke mare che. siMha, siMha tarIke janmIne siMhapaNe mare che. deva, deva tarIke janmIne devapaNe mare che. gAya, gAya tarIke janmIne gAyapaNe mare che, ApaNe kyAreya kUtarAne ema nathI kahetA ke tuM deva jevo che ke gadheDA jevo che paNa mAnavI mATe e zabdano prayoga thAya che. mAnavInuM vartana kharAba hoya tyAre ghaNuM ema kahe ke tuM te sAva gadheDA jevo che. koI mANasanI kAryavAhI sArI hoya, tenuM jIvana saddaguNethI suvAsita hoya tene vyavahArathI kahevAya ke tuM deva jevuM che. A batAve che ke mANasa mANasa tarIke janmIne mANasa tarIke mare evuM nathI. e pitAnA sArA kRtyathI upara jaI zake che ane kharAba adhama kRtyathI nIce paNa jaI zake che. je AtmA jinAjJAnA khIle baMdhAya te te evA kArya nahi kare ke jethI tenI durgati thAya. jinAjJAnA pAlanathI saMsAranI vAsanAnA baMdhana tUTe. e baMdhana tUTe eTale karma tUTe ane karma Te tethI tene saMsAra aTake. saMsAra aTake eTale tene mokSa maLe, maLe na maLe. A mATe jinavANI e zreThamAM zreSTha amogha auSadhi che. - jinavANI sAMbhaLavA mATe pipAsu ane jijJAsu banela rAjA, mahArAjAo, zeTha, nagarazeTha badhA bhagavAnanA darzane AvyA che. temAM AnaMda paNa Avyo che. vANI varasAvanAra mahAna che, sAme pAtra paNa jhIlanAra barAbara che. siMhaNanuM dUdha sAcavavA mATe senAnuM pAtra joIe, tema bhagavAnanI vANIne hRdayamAM jhIlavA mATe yogyatA

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306 ] (zAradA ziremaNi prApta karavI joIe. ApaNe AtmA anaMtakALamAM keTalIya vAra bhagavAna pAse jaI Avyo, temanI vANI paNa sAMbhaLI che; chatAM haju AtmA pApabhIrU banyo nathI. tene bhavanI bhIti lAgI nathI tethI saMsAramAM rakhaDavApaNuM cAlu che. ' jinavANI sAMbhaLyA pachI AtmAmAM e coTa lAgavI joIe ke have mArI bhavakaTTI kema thAya? A mAnava bhava pAmIne je mArI bhavaparaMparA ghaTe nahi te A mAnavajanma nirarthaka che. hRdayamAM je coTa lAge te khoTa pUrAya. vIravANI sAMbhaLatAM haiyAmAM coTa lAgavI joIe. coTa lAge te samyapha meLavavA doTa mUkAya. deTa mUkAya te AtmAnI oTa pUrAya, paNa bhoTa AtmA A badhuM samaje tyAre ne? AtmA samaje nahi eTale coTa lAge nahi coTa lAge nahi. eTale AtmakalyANa tarapha doTa mUkAya nahi eTale AtmAnI khoTa pUrAya nahi. coTa eTale zuM? eka ja vAra sAMbhaLI kAma karavAno nirNaya karIe tevI asara thAya tenuM nAma coTa. saMsAramAM kaI tamane kaMI kahe te kevI coTa lAgI jAya che? te kAma kare chUTako kare, zAlibhadre eka zabda sAMbhaLyuM ke mArA mAthe dhaNI che. ceTa lAgI te zAlibhadrane upadezanI paNa jarUra na rahI, A coTa kevI lAgI ke doTa mUkI ne saMyama mArga tarapha prayANa karI gayA. dazArNabhadrane bhautika ThAThamAThamAM Idra mahArAjAe harAvyuM eTale ceTa lAgI to tyAM ne tyAM dIkSA lIdhI ane Idro badhA temanA caraNamAM paDI gayA. temane ekavAra AvI ceTa lAge to kAma thaI jAya. prabhu pAse kyAreya AvI mAMgaNI karI che ke mane AvI coTa kayAre lAgaze ? tame jene dilathI tyAga karyo hato tevuM dila mane Apajo. tamArI mAMgaNI kevI hoya ? zAlIbhadra jevI riddhi Ape. abhayakumAra jevI buddhi Ape. mAMgaNI kare te evI kare ke zAlibhadra, dhanyakumAra, meghakumAra A badhA samakti pAmI cAritra dharma sudhI pahoMcI gayA. mane A avasara jaladI Avo. je prabhunA vacananI asara thaI jAya to jIvanamAM je je kasara (deza) heya te nIkaLI jAya. jinavANu mahAratnanI khANa che ane Atmiya sukhanI ujANI che. bhagavAnanI vANI te alaukika addabhUta che. tArI vANI rasALa zuM amRta bharyuM, tArA nayanamAM jANe zuM jAdu bharyuM, jotAM lAge bharyo jANe mAtAne pyAra ke pAme che. he prabhu! tArA darzanathI dehanA dardo te jAya paNa AtmAnA janma, jarA, maraNanA daI paNa jAya. AnaMda gAthApati vivekapUrvaka bhagavAnanI vANI jhIlI rahyA che. jenAmAM viveka Ave tenAmAM upazama Ave. upazama eTale upazamAvavuM. kaSAyone upazamAve. je kaSAyono sarvathA kSaya thAya te beDe pAra thaI jAya. 11 mA guNasthAne 28 prakRtine upazama kare che. te guNaThANAnI sthiti aMtarmuhurtanI che. e sthiti pUrI thAya eTale dazamA guNaThANe Ave. tyAM sajAga na bane te gabaDatA gabaDato pahele sudhI pahoMcI jAya, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke kaSAyane dUra karavA upazama bhAva keLavo.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 307 be mitro hatA. eka mitre potAnA AMgaNAmAM AMbo vAvyo ane bIjA mitre tenA AMgaNAmAM bAvaLIyo vAvyA...jeNe AMbo vAvyo che tene dara varSe sArI kerI maLe che. AMbAne mera Ave tyAre kAcI kerI khAya ane pAkI jAya tyAre pAkI kerI khAya. A rIte TeTathI kerIo khAya ane jalasA kare che. be traNa varSa sudhI kerI AvI, pachI eka varSa na AvI. AMbA para mora na AvyA pachI kerI maLavAnI te AzA kyAM rAkhavI? kerI na AvavAthI te udAsa-gamagIna banI gaye. te samaye eka tattvaciMtaka tyAMthI nIkaLe. A bhAIne udAsa joIne pUchyuM, tame ATalA badhA udAsa kema che? bhAI! cAlu varSe AMbAnA jhADa para mera AvyuM nathI, to pachI kerI Avaze kyAMthI ? tatvaciMtaka kahe-bhAI! tuM keTalA varSothI kerI khAya che? cAra varSathI. tuM ene poSaNa Ape che kharo? nA. to tuM vicAra kara. kerI khAIe ane tene piSaNa na ApIe te kerI kyAMthI Ave? ene piSaNa ApavAnI jarUra che. jeNe AMgaNAmAM bAvaLa vAvyo hato tyAMthI A tattvaciMtaka pasAra thayo tyAre te bhAI beTho beTho kAMTA viNate hate. rAtre sApha kare. savAre te paDayA heya te roja kAMTA vINIvINIne kaMTALI gaye. tattvaciMtaka pUche che bhAI! A zuM kare che ! bAvaLIyAnA kAMTA vaNuM chuM. have te huM vINatAM vaNatAM kaMTALI gayo chuM. ciMtaka kahe, tuM A veTha kyAM sudhI karIza? bAvaLIyA vAvyA che te kAMTA AvavAnA tuM A rIte kAMTA vINavINa kare te kAMTA jAya kharA? je tAre kAMTAne dUra karavA che te bAvaLIyAnuM mULa ukheDavAnI jarUra che. jethI e jhADa uge nahi. tattvaciMtake eka jhADane mULamAMthI ukheDavAnuM kahyuM ane eka jhADane poSaNa ApavAnuM kahyuM. A ja rIte kSamA, samatA, zAMti, Adi guNe AMbA samAna che. tene jema pioSaNa maLatuM raheze tema tema te guNa vadhatA raheze. bAvaLIyAnuM mULa ukheDavA samAna krodhAdi kaSAya che. tene mULamAMthI ukheDavAnI jarUra che. jyAM sudhI kaSAyanI jaDa UbhI che tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM kAMTA vAgavAnA che, mATe kaSAyone upazama karavAnI jarUra che. pratikULa saMge Ave te paNa koI nahi karatAM zAMti rAkhavI tenuM nAma upazama. have jenAmAM upazama Avyo tenAmAM saMvega Ave. saMvega eTale samyak prakArane purUSArtha. A jIve saMsAra tarapha purUSArtha ghaNe karyo che. vepAra dhaMdhAmAM lAkhonA karoDanA vepAra kheDe che te purUSArthathI karI zake che. enajInIyaranI meTI DIgrI meLavavI hoya te te purUSArthathI meLavI zake che. A badhe vega saMsAra taraphane che. karma baMdhAvanAra che. saMsAramAM purUSArtha karIne lakSmI meLavaze paNa e badhuM puNyane sitAre jhaLake che tyAM sudhI. A puNyane vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. vartamAnamAM maLelA sukhamAM aMjAI na jatA. gaI kAle e vaibhava kayAM hate? kadAca AvatI kAle paNa nahi hoya to zI navAI? AjanI saMpatti AvatI kAle tijorImAMthI paga karIne cAlI paNa jAya. AjanuM alamasta zarIra kyAre

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308 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi bhayaMkara rogamAM sapaDAI jAya e khabara nathI. tamAre vaphAdAra nokara kyAre bevaphA banI jaze e khabara nathI. je dIkarA Aje pappA pappA kare che e ja dIkarA paisA khAtara mArI nAMkhatA acakAtA nathI. puNyanA jhAkajhamALane jo tamAruM jIvana seMpI deze, enI hUMphamAM je tamArI salAmatI mAnI leze to jyAre duHkhanA divaso Avaze tyAre temAM hiMmata rAkhI zakaze nahi, mATe kyAMya vizvAsa mUkazo nahi. tamArA jIvananI tijorI keInA bharose seMpI deze nahi. jJAnI purUe puNyane vaMThelI bairInI upamA ApI che. vaMThelI bairI dhaNIne kAbUmAM na rahI zake. puNyanA udaye pAMca IndriyonAM anukuLa sukha maLyA hoya te emAM phasAI jazo nahi. e sukhe dagAbAja che. game tyAre dago daI deze, mATe puNyanA udayamAM sAvadhAna raheje ane bane teTalI ArAdhanA karI leje. puNya kevuM : puNya vaMThelI bairI jevuM che. te eka nyAyathI samajAvuM. eka zeTha moTA eMjIniyara hatA. temane prabhAva, mAna, sanmAna samAjamAM khUba. sauthI moTo guNa te cAritrane hato. te game tyAM jAya te paNa keIne zaMkA kuzaMkA na thAya. makAna game teTaluM moTuM ne suMdara hoya paNa je tene dhAbuM na hoya to te makAnanI kaI kiMmata nathI, tema caritra e makAnanA dhAbA samAna che. je cAritra na hoya te jIvananI kaI kiMmata nathI. A zeThane 24 mitro hatA. mitrAcArI jaLavAI rahe te mATe dara ravivAre badhA eka bIjAne jamavAnuM kahetA. A zeTha sauthI moTA hatA. te kaI divasa pitAne tyAM jamavAnuM kahetA nathI. badhA vicAra kare che ke ApaNA moTA mitra zeTha te sajajana che, dhanADhaya che, ne nirlobhI che. kaMjusIyA nathI paNa udAra che. temanA AMgaNe je raDatA jAya te hasatA thaIne Ave che. tene pAMca pacIsa rUpiyA daI de che. ApaNuM karatAM paNa vadhu dAnamAM paisA vApare che. chatAM kaI divasa mitrone potAne tyAM jamavA kema bolAvatA nathI ? badhA sarakhA svabhAvanA nathI letA. be cAra mitro kahe, zeTha bole ke na bele paNa ApaNe temane sAmethI kahI daIe. 24 ravivAra patI gayA che. mAtra eka ravivArane vAre bAkI che. te ApaNA moTA zeThane tyAM rAkhI daIe. zeThane A sAMbhaLIne khUba AnaMda thayo. tenI AMkhamAMthI harSanA AMsu AvI gayA. Apa badhAnI sevAne lAbha mane maLaze, ApanA punita pagalA mArA ghera thaze. Apa badhA ravivAre sAMje cha vAge AvI jaje. keTalA hukama cheDaze? : zeTha ghera AvyA. Aje temanA mukha upara apUrva AnaMda dekhAto hato. zeThANI kahe, Aje A5nA mukha upara apUrva ullAsa dekhAya che. te A AnaMda zene che te mane kahe. zeTha kahe-zeThANI! Aje AnaMdanI raMgoLI pUravAnI che. mAro A AnaMda kyAre Take? Apa temAM raMga pUro te. zeThANIe kahyuM bhale, ApanA AnaMdane TakAvI rAkhavA mATe huM avanavI raMgoLI pUrIza. jo, vAta ema che ke mArA 24 mitro che. tane khabara che ne? huM dara ravivAre temane badhAne tyAM

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 309 jamavA jAuM chuM. have A ravivAre teo badhA ApaNe tyAM jamavA AvavAnAM che. A badhuM kAma tArA hAthamAM soMpuM chuM. patnI kahe Apa gabharAze nahi. huM badhuM karIza. zeTha vicAre che ke Aje zeThANuM khUba khuzamAM che. AnaMdathI hasatA (2) kahe che ke Apa ciMtA na karaze, huM badhuM banAvI daIza. zeTha kahe-ATaATalI vastuo banAvaje. bhale, temAM kAMI vAM nahi Ave. Apa kaho teTaluM badhuM karIza. paNa tame pahelA e kahe ke Apa keTalA hukama cheDazo? tame kaho teTalA pALIza paNa kahyA uparAMta eka hukama paNa je vadhAre thaze to pachI mAre pitto jaze. zeTha vicAra kare che ke huM keTalA orDara cheDIza. 25 ke 50. zeThANI kahe tamAre jeTalA kahevA hoya eTalA kahe, pachI temAM pheraphAra kAMI nahi thAya. kula kahe keTalA? bhale, huM 101 hukama cheDIza. AthI eka paNa vadhAre na thavuM joIe. bhale. hukamathI harSanA sthAne hamadardI : ravivAranA divase badhA mitro jamavA AvavAnA tethI zeThane harSa samAto nathI. zeThane evI khabara nathI, ke huM je kaMI kahevA jaIza te mArA hukama gaNAtA jaze. zeTha te harakhamAM ne harakhamAM ATalA pharasANuM, zAka, miThAI, A badhuM banAvaje. ema sahaja bhAve kahyA kare che. A bAju zeThANI orDara gayA kare che. ema karatAM mitro jamavA AvyA. sAbu, pANI, rUmAla Ape. pATalA DhALe. badhuM pIrasavA mAMDe. A lAve, A lA. harSamAM ne harSamAM zeTha te kahyA kare che. mitro vicAre che ke zeThANuM te kAmakAjamAM ghaNAM bAhoza ane hoMziyAra che. zeThanI jIbha phare che ane zeThANInA paga phare che. zeTha ATalA samaya sudhI ApaNane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa kema ApatA nahi hoya ? te navAI lAge che. zeTha harakhabhera badhAmitro sAthe mijabAnI uDAve che. badhA zAMtithI jamI rahyA. jamIne UbhA thayA. zeTha are ! zeThANI ! mukhavAsa Apane ! A jyAM kahyuM tyAM zeThanA 101 hakama pUrA thaI gayA. zeThane kaI AzaMkA nahotI AvI ke A zeThANI mArA hukama gaNe che. zeThANI te vAghaNuM vIphare ema barAbara vipharyA. zuM huM tamArI nekaraDI chuM ? paganI junI chuM? huM kAMI navarI nathI ke tame bolyA kare ne huM kAma karyA karuM. zeThanA mitro te A badhuM joIne chaka thaI gayA. zeThanA pratye hamadarI thaI gaI. ararara...AvA che zeThANuM! badhA mitro tyAMthI UThIne cAlatA thaI gayA. zeThANI ! zeTha kahe are keTaluM sarasa karyuM ! badhA bhAIone premathI jamADayA, ane DIvAramAM eka najIvI bAbatamAM tame AvuM karyuM? karI karIne karyuM ne thoDI vAramAM tenA para pANI pheravI dIdhuM. mArI te AbarU gaI. sAMbhaLyuM ne vaMThelI bairI kevI hoya ? puraya paNa enAM jevuM che. tene jarAya vizvAsa karAya ? nA. ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI saMveganI. saMsAranA dareka kAryomAM saMvega che. tamAruM puNya haze tyAM sudhI tamArA kAryomAM saphaLatA maLaze paNa e puNyanA vizvAse kadI rahezo nahi. saMvega eTale AtmA taraphane vega, mekSa taraphane vega. mAtra mokSanI abhilASA. mokSanI tIvra rUcI jAge tenuM nAma saMvega. saMsAra taraphathI vega badalIne

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310 ] ( zAradA ziremaNi mokSa taraphane vega karavo tenuM nAma saMvega. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke maMte nave vi kAya? samyaka prakAranA vegathI jIvane zo lAbha thAya? saMvegeNa aNuttara dhamma sadhdha jaNayai / aNuttarAe dhammasadhyAe saMvegaM havvamAgacchai / anaMtAnubaMdhI kroha, mAna, mAyA, Dhoe a Ra ra va aa dharUjyAre AtmAmAM saMvega Ave che tyAre anuttara dharmazraddhAnI prApti thAya. te anuttara dharmazraddhA thAya eTale anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebhane khapAve che. ane navA karmone baMdha karatuM nathI. karmabaMdhanA nimitta kAraNa mithyAtvanI vizuddhi karIne kSAyika samyakatvane ArAdhaka thAya che. samyakatvanI vizuddhithI vizuddha banelA keI che te bhavamAM siddha thAya che ane je te bhavamAM mekSa nathI jatA te traNa bhavamAM mekSe jAya che. kSAyika samakitI je traNa bhavathI vadhu bhava nathI karatA. AtmA svane oLakhe to tene vega sAce upaDe. Aje jagatanA je viSayabhaga pAchaLa khuvAra thaI gayA che ane anate saMsAra vadhArI rahyA che. kAraNa ke temane vega saMsAra taraphane che. viSayabhoga taraphathI vega ghaTADo ane zuddha brahmacaryamAM Ave. mATInA TopalA upADatI jazamA oDaNa para siddharAja hita thaye. tene kahyuM, tArA TopalA upADavAnA mUkI de. huM tane mArI paTTarANI banAvIza. jazamA siddharAjanI vAta mAne te satI zAnI ? teNe spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke he siddharAja ! A mArI kAyA mRtyune bheTaze paNa tArA hAthamAM te nahi ja Ave. jazamAe siddharAjanI vAta na mAnI, tyAre siddharAje zuM kahyuM? tArA dekhatA tArA putronI vAta karI nAMkhIza. mATe tuM mArI vAta mAnI jA ane paTTarANIpada no svIkAra kara. chatAM jamA na mAnI. tenI najara sAme siddharAje tenA putrone talavArathI mAryA. zIla pratyene keTale vega ! te jarA paNa zIlathI calita na thaI. Aje paMdaranuM ghara che. te kera karIne jagADe che. te AtmAo! tame cAra saMjJA taraphane vega ghaTADo ane dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAva tarapha vega vadhAre. AhAra saMjJAne teDavA mATe A mahAmaMgalakArI tapanA divase AvyA che. banI zake te tapa karazo, ane Apa na karI zako te anumodana Apajo. tapa karavAthI AtmA vizuddha bane che ane vizuddha banele AtmA dhIre dhIre muktine pAme che. tenA saMsArane aMta AvI jAya che. AnaMda gAthApatine bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatA saMveganA bhAve AtmAmAM ramatA thaI gayA che. haju AgaLa zuM cAlaze tenA bhAva avasare kahevAze. caritra : devanA kahevAthI dhana zreSThie gAmamAM dIkarIonA lagnanI taiyArIo karavAnuM zarU karyuM. A te vara vagaranI jAna che. tamAzAne teDuM heya ! zeThe maMDapa nAMkhI dIdhA. Thera Thera toraNe bAMdhI dIdhA. AkhuM gAma rozanIthI jhaLahaLI UThayuM. maMDapa para rezamI kInakhAbanA paDadA zebhI rahyA hatA ane makhamalanI jAjama pAtharelI hatI. Tela, nagArA ane zaraNAIo vAgI rahI hatI. A rIte lagnanI kula taiyArIo thaI rahI che. badhAnA manamAM thAya che ke A lagnanI taiyArIo te thaI gaI che, paNa sAta dIkarIone paraNanAra keNuM Avaze ? A badhI vAta eka devI bIjI devIne kahI rahI che,

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 311 Aje sAtameA divasa che. tyAM e kautuka thaze ke sAtene paraNavA koNa Avaze ? khUba Azcaya jevI vAta che. jo tArI icchA hAya te ApaNe tyAM jovA jaI e. teM mane pUchyu ke koI kautuka jovA jevuM che. tethI meM tane kahyuM bIjI devI kahe, tame je vAta karI te mane khUba gamI gai. ApaNe kevI rIte jaIzuM ? pahelI devI kahe-ApaNe A jhADa para besI jaI e ne jhADane ja uDADIe. tyAM kautuka jovAmAM khUba raMga jAmaze. A baMne devIo vacce thayelI vAteA puNyasAre sAMbhaLI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke atyAre mArA puNyanA udaya che. teA mArA mananI badhI ciMtAo cheDIne have A devIenI sAthe jhADamAM besIne kautuka jovA jAu. AveA avasara mane pharI pharIne nahi maLe. ema vicAra karI te jhADanI khakhAlamAM besI gayA. jhADa teA AkAzamAM uDavA lAgyuM. puNyasArane te devivamAnamAM uDatA hoya evu lAgyuM. tene te khUba majhA AvI gaI. aMdhArI rAta hatI, eTale badhe kALu kALuM dekhAtu hatu, uMce teA tArA hatA. A te devanI zaktithI jhADa uDI rahyuM che. devAnI zakti teA alaukika che. AkAzamAM pakSI uDe tema jhADa uDI rahyuM che. vallabhIpuramAM Agamana : A jhADa uDatuM uDatuM theADI vAramAM teA vallabhIpura AvI gayuM. te nagaranI bahAra udyAnamAM utaryuM, pachI ane devIee manuSyANInu rUpa lIdhu.. jANe gujarAtaNA joi le. devanA vacanathI dhannA zeThe cAra mANaseAne A daravAje mAkalyA hatA. temane khAsa bhalAmaNa karI hatI ke A nagaranA daravAjAmAM savAramAM prathama be strIe dAkhala thaze. te strIonI pAchaLa eka yuvAna chekara AvatA haze. te yuvAnane Apa hAtha pakaDIne aDI laI Avo. temAM vila`kha karazeA niha. A baMne devIe jhADa parathI utarIne nagara tarapha jAya che. puNyasAranA manamAM thayuM ke huM A khakhAlamAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne devIo je tarapha jAya che tyAM huM paNa temanI pAchaLa pAchaLa jAu'. ema vicAra karIne te baMne devIenI pAchaLa cAlyA. devIene khabara nathI ke amArI pAchaLa yuvAna chekaro AvI rahyo che. baMne devIe AgaLa ane puNyasAra pAchaLa, te tA kautuka jovA AvI rahI che. nagaranA daravAje puNyasAra Avye eTale zeThanA mAsA tenI pAse AvyA. tene pakaDayA, puNyasAra teA bicAro gabharAvA lAgyA, mane zA mATe pakaDatA haze ? zuM mane hAma havanamAM hemavA laI jatA haze? mAro zu'gunA haze ? zeThanA mANasA kahe, bhAI ! Apa gabharAze| niha. Apa ahI' bhale padhAryAM. ame teA kyAranA tamArI rAha jotA hatA. A sAMbhaLIne puNyasAranA manamAM thayu` ke A lAkA Ama zA mATe kahetA haze ? huM teA paradezI musAphara chuM. mArI rAhu zA mATe jotA haze? hu tA A dezane sAva ajANyA chuM. kAI ne eLakhatA nathI. tame konI vATa jotA hatA ? je kAraNa heAya te Apa mane kahe, mAre tA A gAmamAM thaIne khIjA gAmamAM javu che, mArA hAtha zA mATe pakaDe che ?

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312] [ zAradA ziramaNa mana mUMjhavaNamAM ne citta ciMtAmAM zeThanA mANaso kahe, bhAI! Apa ciMtA na karaze. Apane koI vAMka gune nathI. ame Apane hAtha joDIne vinaMtI karIe chIe ke ame te ciThThInA cAkara chIe. A nagarImAM moTA dhanADhaya dhana nAme zeTha rahe che. temaNe Apane teDAvyA che. te ApanI rAha juve che. mATe Apa amArI sAthe cAle. bhAI ! huM te A gAma jovA mATe Avyo chuM. sevake kahe, Apa jevA mATe nahi paNa mANavA AvyA che. tame kahe che ke amArA zeTha Apane bolAve che, paNa tame bhUlyA lAge che. tamArA zeTha jene belAvatA haze te bIje haze. huM te paradezI chuM. mane to te oLakhatA-pIchANatA nathI. te zA mATe mane belAve ? tamane bIjA keI ne teDavA mekalyA haze ? tene zodhIne Apa laI jAva, tame bhramamAM bhUlI gayA che. ema kahIne te sevakane hAtha cheDAvIne bhAgavA jAya che. mANase kahe Apa kayAM bhAgo che? ame tamane nahIM choDIe. bhAIe ! Apa bhUlamAM mane laI jazo te huM mAra khAIza ne tame paNa mAra khAze mATe mAre AvavuM nathI. sevake kahe, amane amArA zeThe kahyuM hatuM ke A divase ApaNA nagaranI A dizAmAM AvelA daravAjethI savAramAM pahelI be strIo dAkhala thaze ne tenI pAchaLa eka yuvAna haze. e badhA nizAna amane barAbara maLI gayA che, mATe Apa amArI pAsethI chaTakavA mAMgazo te paNa chUTI zakavAnA nathI. puNyasAranuM mana mUMjhavaNamAM che. citta ciMtAmAM che. te sevakenI sAthe nahi javA mATe AnAkAnI kare che. have tyAM zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa vada 7 ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 36 : tA. 7-8-85 kevaLajJAna ane kevaLa darzana pAmyA pachI bhagavate vANInA amRtarasanA jharaNuM vahAvyAM. temanI vANImAM paramajJAna ane satyane prakAza rahe che. jyAre bIjA janI vANImAM doSa, saMzaya ke asatya hoI zake, kAraNa ke te chamarathanI vANuM che. kevaLInA jJAnamAM ane chadmastha jInA jJAnamAM keTaluM aMtara che te batAvatA bhaktAmara stotramAM jJAna yathA tvayi vibhAti kRtAvakAza, nevaM tathA hariharAdiSa nAyakeSa! tejasakuranmaNiSa yAti yathA mahattva, naivatuM kAcazakale kiraNuM kulepiArA prabhu pAse kevaLajJAna che ke jenA baLathI eka samaya, eka pradeza, eka paramANunuM zAna thAya che. bIjA keI jIva ATalI sUkSamatAthI jJAna karI zakato nathI. koI paNa jIva karmathI lepAyela hoya tyAM sudhI ATalI sUphamatAthI jJAna thaI zakatuM nathI. eTalA mATe bhakta prabhune kahe che he prabhu ! tamAruM saMpUrNa, gAMbhIryavALuM jJAna jevuM zobhAyamAna lAge che tevuM Indra, devendra, nAgendra ke kaI paNuM vyaktimAM zobhAyamAna lAgatuM nathI. devakanA Indrane tathA bIjA dene avadhijJAna hoya che paNa tene maryAdA che, jayAre

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zAradA zimaNi ] | [313 prabhunA jJAnanI sUkSamatA ke saTatAne maryAdA nathI. jene prabhunA jJAnane paricaya thAya tene IndrAdinA jJAnathI saMtoSa thato nathI. prabhunA jJAnanI sarakhAmaNImAM IndrAdinuM jJAna sAgaramAM biMdu jeTaluM paNa nathI. kevaLI bhagavaMtonI vANInuM pAna karavAne senerI avasara maLe che. A jagatamAM zravaNa karavA jevuM kaMI hoya te kRtavANI che. ravithI TaLe rAtrinuM timira, jJAnathI TaLe ajJAna aMdhakAra, jJAna taNe jyAM heya samIra, te te bhAve banyA amIra. amAsanI rAtrine ghanaghora aMdhakAra heya chatAM sUryanuM eka kiraNa bahAra nIkaLe eTale aMdhakArane asta thaI jAya ane prakAza puMja patharAI jAya, tema AtmA para lAgelA ajJAnanA aMdhakArane dUra karavA mATe jJAna rUpI sUryanI jarUra che. jenA jIvanamAM jJAnarUpI sUrya prakAzI gayuM che te sAcA amIra banI gayA che. jJAnathI ApaNuM jIvanamAM keTalA guNa Ave che? jJAna ApaNane zuM Ape che te samajavA mATe eka nyAya ApuM. eka vyaktie Dolane deraDAthI bAMdhIne kUvAmAM nAMkhI. kUve pANIthI bharapUra bharele hate. te mANasa kUvAmAM jhela nAMkhIne vAMke vaLyo ane Delane paNa vAMkI vALI, eTale DolamAM pANI bharAI gayuM. pachI te Dolane bahAra kADhI lIdhI. bIjA divase e ja bhAIe Delane deraDA sAthe bAMdhI pANI bharavA mATe bIjA kUvAmAM nAMkhI. e Dolane kuvAmAM nAMkhIne pANI bharavA mATe be cAra vAra halAvI te khanakhana avAja Avyo, paNa DolamAM TIpuM pANI paNa bahAra AvyuM nahi, paNa khAlI pAchI AvI. AnuM zuM kAraNa? kuvAmAM pAchuM ja na hatuM. eka kUvAmAM pAchuM hatuM ne bIje ku khAlI hate. pahelA kuvAmAM Dola nAMkhI, tene bahAra kADhatAM pANI laIne te bahAra AvI, jyAre bIjA kUvAmAM Dola nAMkhI te te patharA sAthe athaDAIne bahAra khAlI pAchI AvI. je kUvAmAM pANI na hoya te kUvAmAM pacAsa vAra ke se vAra Dola nAMkhe te paNa DolamAM pANuM nahi Ave ane je kuvAmAM pANI che temAM eka vAra Dola nAkhaze te paNa pANI laIne bahAra Avaze. deraDuM, Dela, kheMcanAra vyakti te enI e ja che paNa kuvAmAM pANI che ke nahi te jovAnuM che. ekamAM pANI che, bIjAmAM nathI. jainadarzane AtmA mATe A nyAya Ape che. te AtmA! tuM samaja. pANI samAna krodhAdi kaSAya che. nimitto badhA Dela jevA che. kuvA samAna saMsAra che. A AtmA saMsAramAM rahyo che. tene seMkaDo nimitto maLe che. saMsAra rUpI kuvAmAM kapAye rUpI pANI bhareluM che. Dola samAna nimitto maLI jAya che tyAre AtmAmAM kapAye rUpI pANI bharAI jAya che. kAraNa ke tenuM aMtara rAga-dveSanA kIcaDiyA pANIthI bhareluM che. je kuvAmAM pANI che temAM Dola nAMkhI ke tarata pANI AvI gayuM, tema sahaja nimitta maLe ke, AtmAmAM kaSAyanuM pANI bharAI jAya. je khAlI kUvo che temAM Dela game

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314 | [ zAradA zirAmaNa teTalI pachADo chatAM pANI AvavAnuM nathI kAraNa ke temAM pANI che ja nahi tema je AtmAo kevaLajJAnI che temanI sAme AtmA bhAna bhUlI jAya, AtmA dhamadhamI UThe evA nimitto Ave chatAM temanAmAM kaSAyeA rUpI pANI bharAtuM nathI, kAraNa ke temanA aMtaramAM krodha Adi kaSAye tathA rAga-dveSa che nahi. temaNe 16 kaSAya huM nAkaSAya e rapa cAritra meAhanIyanI ane 3 daza na meAhanIyanI e 28 meAhanIya karmInI prakRtione jaDamULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhI che. khAlI kUvAmAM Dola pachADA tA paNa pANI na Ave tema kevalI bhagava'tanI sAme DAla samAna game tevA nimitto AvIne dhamapachADA kare chatAM kaSAyA rUpI pANI na Ave. ApaNane kAI sahaja gALa de, apamAna kare tA paNu krodha AvI jAya che. samajo. ApaNI ardhAgita karAvanAra koNa che? kaSAyA. ApaNe badhA ahIM bhegA thaI e chIe, zA mATe ? bhavanA pherA maTADavA. jo aMtara kaSAyeA rUpI pANIthI bharelu. nahi hAya te samajavu` ke mArA meAkSa vahelA che. AtmAnuM ahita karanAra AMtara zatrue che. zatru e nAma paNa sAMbhaLavuM ApaNane gamatuM nathI, chatAM ApaNuM jIvana jotAM jaNAze ke zatrutA phAlIkulI rahe evA ApaNA kanyeA che. jJAnI kahe che ke jenA aMtaranA zatrue jIvatA jAgatA hoya che tene bahAranA zatruo hAya jenA Abhya tara zatrue jItAI gayA che temane mATe te A duniyAmAM koI zatru nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke AMtarazatrue kayA che. kAma, krodha, mAna eTale mada ane lebha. A AMtarazatruo para vijaya meLavavA e sAcA vijetA che. jalatI Aga bujhA na pAe, vahu nIrahI kayA? apane lakSya bheda na pAe, vaha tIra hI kayA ? sa'grAmame lAkhAMka mAranevAlA bhI agara, apane Apa para vijaya na pAe tA vaha vIra hI kayA ? je saLagatI Agane bujhAvI na zake tevA pANIthI zu' ? saMgrAmamAM lAkhAne mAranArA peAtAnA para vijaya na meLave te te vIrathI zu' ? khAhya zatru teA A eka bhava bagADe che paNa AMtara zatru teA A bhavanuM bagADe ne parabhavanu paNa khagADe. are, bhaveAbhava bagADe. ahIM jJAnI e samajAve che ke duniyAmAM bahAranA zatra heAya che tene koI pazu rIte kema pachADavA te mATe mAnavI prayatna kare che jayAre A aMtaraMga zatru che tene pachADavAnI vAta te bAjumAM rahI paNa uparathI tene thAbaDacA karIe chIe, kAraNa ke A aMtara`ga zatrae ApaNane haju sudhI zatru tarIke lAgyA nathI. e te zatrune badale mitra jevA lAge che. eTalA mATe te ene sAcavavA jIvananA keTalA samaya temAM veDaphI nAMkhIe chIe. tame bahAranA

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zAradA zizamaNi 1 [ 315 zatru kene mAnA ? je tamArAthI pratikULa vatatA hAya, tamArI vAtaneA svIkAra na karatA hoya, jene tamAruM nukazAna kema vadhu thAya evA bhAva hoya tene zatru mAneA che. te A kAma krodha Adi je aMtaraMga zatrue che te sadAya AtmAnuM bagADI rahyA che, temane AtmAnuM bagADavAmAM rasa che. te AtmAnA svabhAvathI bilakula virUddha svabhAvavALA che. anaMtakALathI AtmAne dugatimAM rakhaDAvanAra A AMtara zatruo che. zatrue keTalA khataranAka che teneA ApaNe vicAra karIe. sauthI prathama che kAma. A zatru jIvanane krUnA knA karI nAMkhe che. AtmAnu khaLa, vIya, zaktine khatama karI denAra ane manane mAMyakAMgaluM banAvanAra A kAmazatru che. jo AtmAnI badhI zakti A zatrune poSaNa ApavAmAM vAparazeA teA pachI AMtarazatruo sAme vijaya kevI rIte meLavI zakaze| ? temAM tAkAta, vIya teA joI ze. lAkaDAnI guMdanI gAMThane cIravA mATe tIkSNa kuhADA ane zaktizALI yuvAna haze te te cIrI zakaze. karmAM guMdanI gAMTha jevA majabUta che. te gAMThane cIravA mATe vIya joI ze. zarIranA rAjA vIya zakti che. te zaktine jo veDaphI nAMkhaze teA pachI jIvatAM hatAM marelA jevI dazA che. kAma zatrane jItavA mahu muzkela che. dRSTithI jovAmAM, kAnathI sAMbhaLavAmAM pazu zakti phanA thai jAya che. mATe pahelI breka kAma zatru para mAravAnI che. tenA para vijaya meLavavAnA che. atikAmI mANasanu kauTu Mbika jIvana paNa verivakhera thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. jenA para kAma zatru caDhI beTho che tenu jIvana AleAkamAM ane paraleAkamAM phanA thaI jAya che. A kAma zatrue AtmAnuM keTalu' ahita karyu che, keTaluM khUruM karyu che, te zatru AtmAne keTalu nukazAna kare che te ApaNe ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLIe chIe ne najara sAme paNa dekhAya che. hAMziyArIthI keTa mAM jIta : eka mANasa savAramAM doDatA doDatA vakIla pAse gayA. jaI ne dhruske (ra) raDavA lAgyA ne kahe che mane macAve....bacAveA. vakIla kahebhAI! paNa che zuM? te kahe, mArI patnIe peAtAnI jAte ghAsaleTa chAMTIne ApaghAta karyAM che. te Aje marI gaI che. mArA sasarAe mArA para evA kesa karyAM che ke me tene khALIne mArI nAMkhI che. have mArI bUrI dazA thaze. huM nirdoSa hovA chatAM doSita TharIza. Apa game tema karIne mane bacAvI leA. huM sAcuM kahuM chuM ke me' tene khALI nathI, paNa teNe jAte ApaghAta karyAM che. vakIla kahe-tuM ceDIvAra esa. mane badhI vAta kara. teNe ApadhAta karyAM zA mATe? ApaghAta karavAnuM pratyeAjana zuM ? tene duHkha zuM hatuM ? sAheba ! ame prema lagna karyAM hatA. have tame vicAra karo ke jeNe prema lagna karyA hAya tene duHkha paDe kharuM ? te mANase peAtAnI heAMziyArIthI evI vAta karI vakIlane gaLe utarI gaI. vakIle kahyuM. jA, tuM nirdoSa che. tArA sasarA kesa karaze teA huM vakIla tarIke tArA pakSamAM rahIza. A khAju karInA pitAzrI paisAvALA hatA. e kahe, game teTalA paisA thaze paNu mArI dIkarIne jamAI e mArI nAkhI che, e mATe huM korTamAM

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316 ] [ zAradA simaSi barAbara laDIza. baMne sAmAsAmAM laDyA. laDatAM laDatAM chokarAnI jIta thaI. e pUravAra thayuM ke tenI patnI ghAsaleTa chAMTIne ApaghAta karIne marI gaI che. tenA sasarAnI hAra thaI te nirdoSa chUTI gayo. sau saunA sthAne cAlyA gayA. A banAva banyA eka be varSa gayA pachI vakIla rastethI cAlyA jatA hatA, tyAM A yuvAna temane maLe. vakIla tene oLakhI gayA. be varSa pahelAM tuM rAte raDato mArA ghera AvyuM hatuM te ne? kema majhAmAM che ne ? tArA pharIvAra lagna thaI gayA? vakIlanA manamAM ema ke yuvAnanI uMmara nAnI che. patnI kamete marI gaI che, te kuMvAre zeDo rahe? mATe vakIle pUchayuM. te yuvAna kahe-e badhI vAta pachI karIza. Apa cembaramAM Ave ne! mAre atyAre Apane maLavuM che. bhAI ! zI vAta che bolane ? bahArane zatru te keI joI zake paNa AMtara zatra kAmane kevaLI sivAya keNa joI zake? vakIla ane yuvAna baMne cembaramAM gayA. yuvAna vakIlanA pagamAM paDIne praske prasake raDavA lAgyA. tuM raDe che zA mATe ? je hoya te kahe. Ape mane pUchyuM ke tArA bIjI vAra lagna thayA? lagana kyAMthI thAya? mArA lagna nathI thayA. Ape mane lagnanuM pUchayuM to have ApanI pAse satya vAta rajU karI dauM. satya vAtanI rajuAtaH vAta ema banI che ke vidyArthI jIvanamAM bhaNatAM bhaNatAM eka chokarI sAthe prema thayo. meM mArA pitAne vAta karI ke huM lagna karIza te A chokarI sAthe karIza. mArA mAtApitAe kaI hisAbe hA na pADI. chevaTe temanI IcchA virUddhamAM jaIne chokarI sAthe prema lagna karI lIdhA. mArA mAbApe nA pADI chatAM temanI vAtanI avagaNanA karIne lagna karyA e pahele mAre gune che. lagna karyA eTaluM nahi paNa emanI sAthe laDAI jhaghaDA karIne bApanI saMpattimAMthI mArA bhAganI saMpatti laIne judo thaye ne ghara vasAvIne rahyo. prema lagna karyA hatA. AnaMdathI rahetA hatA. A rIte rahetA pAMca sAta varSo vItI gayA. huM bhaNIgaNane prophesara thayo. sAthe Tyuzana karatA hatA. temAM eka chokarI bI. e. mAM bhaNatI, mArI pAse kalAsa karatI hatI. te chokarI rUparUpane aMbAra hatI. jANe eka parI joI le. e chokarI sAthe huM premamAM paDyo. e mArA premamAM paDI. juo. kAma zatra zuM kare che? huM lagna karavA utAvaLo thaye paNa ene khabara paDI ke huM paraNele chuM. AvI sthitimAM e lagna karavA kevI rIte taiyAra thAya? teNe spaSTa kahI dIdhuM ke tamArI patnI sAthe chUTAcheDA laI le, pachI mArI sAthe lagna karajo. e gharamAM beThI hoya tyAM sudhI huM kevI rIte AvI zakuM? mArA mAbApanI virUddha jaIne meM tenI sAthe prema lagna karyA hatA eTale chUTAcheDA levA muzkela hatA. pApanuM prakAzana : yuvaka vakIlanI pAse pitAnuM pApa pragaTa kare che. te kahe che sAheba! kAmazatrue mArA para aDDo jamAvyuM. je divase huM tamArI pAse AvyA tyAre rAtamAM te bhara uMghamAM sUtI hatI. tenA moMmAM DU mArIne tene palaMga sAthe

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zAradA ziramaNi] | [317 bAMdhI daIne ghAsaleTa chAMTIne meM tene jIvatI saLagAvI mUkI. nirdoSa evI patnInI meM hatyA karI nAMkhI. meM kevuM adhama pApa karyuM ! AnAthI ghera pApa bIjuM kayuM hoI zake ? pApa to karyuM ne uparathI pApane bacAva karavA tamArI pAse Avyo cAlAkIthI tamane paNa chetarI gaye. tame mArI phevaramAM AvyA. kesa majabUta thaye. huM jItI gayA. ane mArA sasarA hArI gayA. vakIla kahe, have tame pelI chokarI sAthe lagna karI lIdhA ke nahi? sAheba! jyAre huM e chokarI pAse gaye ne lagnanI vAta karI tyAre teNe mane kahyuM ke tame lagna karavA taiyAra thayA che paNa tame chUTAcheDA laI lIdhA? are ! meM to tene saMpUrNa rIte chUTI karI dIdhI. kevI rIte? meM tene badhI vAta karI. mArI vAta sAMbhaLIne te chokarIe mane kahyuM ke tamArA jevA khUnI para huM jarAya vizvAsa rAkhatI nathI. have kyAre paNa mArA gharane oTale caDhaze nahi. kadAca Avazo to dhakkAmukkA karIne kADhI mUkIza. jenI sAthe prema lagna karyA hatA, evI nidoSa patnIne tame mArA premamAM paDIne jIvatI saLagAvIne mane paraNavA taiyAra thayA che to kAle mArAthI adhika rUpALI kanyA tamane maLe to mane paNuM saLagAvI nahi mUke enI zI khAtrI ? Aje meM ApanI pAse mAruM pApa pragaTa karyuM che. huM Apane eka vAta pUchuM chuM ke meM strI hatyA karI te gunAnI zikSA tarIke have mane phAMsI apAya ke na apAya? vakIla kahe, huM phAMsI ApuM ke na ApuM paNa karmanI phAMsI to maLavAnI che. emAMthI chUTakAro thavAno nathI. kAmazatranuM jora vadhe che, te mana para savAra thaI jAya che, tyAre kevA bhayaMkara anartho UbhA thAya che ! yuvaka tenI hoziyArIthI A bhavamAM phAMsInI zikSAmAMthI bacI gayo paNa bIjA bhavamAM te te karmo bhegavyA vinA chUTakAro thavAno nathI. A AMtarazatru kAmane jItavA satata prayatna kare, satata jAgRti rAkhe. A vAta sAMbhaLIne Apa eTalo nirNaya karajo ke kyAreka jIvanamAM patananI AvI kAtila paLo AvIne ubhI rahe to huM khUba sajAga rahIza. romeromamAM, aNuaNumAM kAmazatrunA bahiSkAranI bhAvanA rAkhaje. vijaya zeTha ane vijayA zeThANInI jema AjIvana brahmacarya vrata svIkAre to te uttamamAM uttama che paNa eTaluM svIkArI na zako to potAnI patnI sivAya jagatanI tamAma strIone mAtA ane bahena samAna gaNe. strIne joIne kyAre paNa vikAra Ubho thavo na joIe. mATe kAma zatru para vijaya meLavo. eTalI vAta yAda rAkhajo ke Agane aDanArane Aga bAyA vinA rahetI nathI ane AganI sAthe aDapalA na karanArane Aga kayAreya bALatI nathI. evI rIte kunimittone sevanArAne e nimitto pachADacA vinA rahetA nathI ane kunimittothI so gAu dura rahenArAone kunimitto kayAre ya pachADatA nathI. A kAmazatru para vijaya meLavavA mATe kAmane uttejita kare tevA bhejanane, paheravezane ane tevA vAMcanane sarvathA tyAga karI do ane tenAthI viparIta vikAne UThavA na de tevA dharmasthAnakamAM, satsaMgamAM jatA rahe ane dhArmika vAMcana kare te kAmazatra para vijaya meLavI zakaze.

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318 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi pahele che kAmazatru ane bIjo che krodha. krodha zatru paNa jevA tevA nathI. krodha e AtmAnA bhayaMkara zatru che. krodha e kAtila karavata che. te dvArA pote mare che, bIjAne mAre che ne AtmAne duga`tinA dvAre dhakelI de che. jIvanane duHkhI kare che, manane luSita kare che ne zarIranI barabAdI kare che. krodhanA gaNyA na gaNAya teTalA karyu vipAko che. kevA che kAtila krodha ! sajjanane zAMtithI japavA na de. are! e krodhanI kAlimA teA sAdhune zayatAna banAve. tamAruM dhAryuM badhu dhULamAM meLavI denAra, mULamAMthI zULa jevA sAlatA krodha, phUlamAM ya kAMTA UbhA karIne jIvanane pAyamAla banAvI de che. eka evA dAkhalA batAvA ke krodha karavAthI tamAruM kaMI kAma thaI gayuM hoya. krodha sa sukRtAnA nAza karI jIvanane durgAMtimAM pADe che eka-vakhata krodha jo tamArA kALajAnA kabajo karI leze teA pachI ene dUra kADhavo muzkela khanI jaze. krodha karanAra para koI ne sadbhAva rahetA nathI. tenI hAjarI koIne gamatI nathI. tenI sAcI salAha svIkAravA paNa koI taiyAra thatuM nathI. sAmAnya rIte joIzuM te peAtAnuM dhAryuM na thatAM jIva gusse thaI jAya che. krodha karI bese che. krodhanu' meTAmAM meATu' nukazAna koI hoya teA te che satra thatI aprIti. "oddo pIrUM vaLAle" krodha prItinA nAza kare che. krodha aa jIvane evA herAnaparezAna kare che ke na pUche! vAta. kadAca samakita pAmyA hoya teA anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbha na hoya paNu apratyAkhyAnI Adi kaSAye te paDelI che. apratyAkhyAnI gaI hoya te pratyAkhyAnI ADhi paDelI che. pratyAkhyAnI gaI hoya teA saMjavalananI cAkaDI eTale kula 16 ane dana mehanIyanI 3 eTalI jatI rahe te ApaNe A sthAne beThA na hota. ApaNA jIvanamAM kaSAyeA rUpI pANI bhareluM che eTale sheja nimitta maLe ke bhaDakA thatAM vAra na lAge. temAM magaja parathI jo ka'TrAla gumAvI de te tA kevA bhayaMkara anarthA sajAI jAya che. krodhanu` bhayaMkara pariNAma :- eka bhAI AkhA divasa majUrI karIne sAMje ghera AvyeA. khUba kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hatI. AvIne jamavA beThA. roTalA, khIcaDI ne zAka thALImAM pIrasAyuM che. haju jamyA nathI, tyAM patnI kaDe che ke huM tamane traNa divasathI kahuM chuM ke ghAsaleTa thaI rahyuM che, chatAM sAMbhaLatA nathI ane lAvatA nathI. keTalI vAra kahuM tamane! Ama tenA kakaLATa zarU thayA. bhAI eka tA thAkayA pAkayo AveleA, temAM A kakaLATa zarU thayA. AthI tene gussA AvI gayA. mane zAMtithI khAvA teA de. ema kahIne patnInA gAla para jorathI tamAA mAryAM eTale patnIne paNa gussA AnyA. tene cha mahinAnA bALakathI laI ne ATha varSa sudhInA cAra khALako hatAM, tene laIne gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gaI. pati gussAmAM hatA eTale te kahevA na gayA ke tu' mahAra na jaIza. tenA manamAM ema ke kayAM javAnI che? hamaNAM Avaze. eTale te tene pAchI vALavA na gayeA. patnI paNa gusAnA AvezamAM bahAra nIkaLI gaI. te te

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[319 zAradA ziromaNi ] gAmanA pAdare pahoMcI. tyAM eka ke hato te kUvAmAM potAnA nAnA nAnA cAra phUla jevA bALakone nAMkhI dIdhA ane pachI pote paNa paDI. thoDA zA krodhanA kAraNe pAMca pAMca jevonI ghAta thaI gaI! pati patnI vacce guso thayo, temAM nirdoSa bALakee zo gune karyo ke temane paNa kUvAmAM nAMkhI dIdhA. kodhanuM kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM ! krodha Ave tyAre te bhaviSyanA pariNAmane vicAra nathI karatA. ApaNe name arihaMtANaMnA, namo siddhANuMnA bhAve je samajyA hoIe te kapAya karavI joIe nahi. krodhI mANasa kuTuMbane sadbhAva gumAve eTaluM nahi paNa kalyANa mitro paNa gumAve. zarIrathI te ghasAte jAya, sAthe vepAra dhaMdhAmAM paNa moTA bhAge khoTa khAya. Dagale ne pagale Thokara khAvAnuM tenA nasIbamAM lakhAyeluM hoya ! AvI ne AvI saMkalezavALI sthitimAM jIvana pUruM karIne te jAya parakamAM, tyAMnI rikhAmaNInuM, vedanAonA guNAkAranuM te pUchavuM ja zuM ? AMtarazatru krodha bahu kharAba che. A patnIne kevo tIvra bhayaMkara krodha AvyuM haze ke je bALakone pitAnAthI ghaDI paNa dUra nahi karanAra evA nAnA phUla jevA nirdoSa bALakane kUvAmAM nAMkhI dIdhA ! tIvrakrodha A bhavamAM ApaNuM ahita kare che ane paralekamAM paNa tenA kaTu vipAka phaLa bhogavavA paDe che. bAhya zatruo jeTaluM nukazAna nathI karatAM eTalA AMtarazatruo kare che. Aje ApaNA aMtaraMga zatruo kAma-krodha e be jIvanuM keTaluM ahita kare che te vAta samajyA. have mAna ane lebhanI vAta avasare. ApaNuM adhikAramAM AnaMda gAthApati bhagavAnanI amRtamaya vANInuM pAna karI rahyA che. jinavANI sAMbhaLatA viveka, upazama ane saMvega joI e. ceAthe bola che nirveda. nirveda eTale bhava pratye beda. saMsAra pratye arUcI. niveda Ave eTale saMsAra pratye ane saMsAranA tamAma padArtho pratye arUcI pedA thAya. e badhuM tene heya lAge. nirveda Ave eTale te AtmA ziva mAluNa sirijhaNuM mAghasu niSe sudAmAjI" deva, manuSya ane ti"ca saMbaMdhI je kAmaga che tenAthI nivRtta thAya. saMvegathI mekSa taraphane vega upaDe ane nivedathI saMsAra pratye arUcI thAya ane badhA viSayethI virakta thaI jAya. badhA viSayethI virakta thayele jIva AraMbha parigrahane tyAga kare. AraMbha parigrahane tyAga karIne saMsAranA mArgane nAza karI de ane mokSamArgane pathika banI jAya. AnaMda gAthApati bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI rahyA che. have zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. caritra:-puNyasArane levA mATe daravAje be mANase AvyA che. puNyasAra kahe, mane zA mATe laI jAva che? te levA AvanAra kahe, amArA zeTha moTA jhaverI che. temane sAta dIkarIo che. temanA lagna lIdhA che. lagnanI kula tauyArIo thaI gaI che. te dIkarIonA vara kANu thaze ? te mATe muMjhavaNamAM che. amArA zeThane deve kahyuM che ke

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320 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi A dizAmAMthI AvI rIte be strIonI pAchaLa je chokaro Ave temane laI Avo. bhAI! tame mane keIkane badale keI ne laI jatA nathI ne? e lanamAM atyAre tamArI khAsa jarUra che. lagnanuM muhurta najIka AvI rahyuM che. e badhI vAte rastAmAM karIzuM. Apa atyAre amArI sAthe cAle. puNyasAra vicAre che ke mArA bhAvimAM je thavAnuM haze te thaze. bhAvinA lakhyA lekha lalATe Thekara khAya khAya khAya... jugaTu ramatAM hArI gayela chuM, mAbApe to kADhI mUkyo che, Avyo jaMgala kerI vATa, Thokara khAya khAya khAya bhAvinA. mAruM bhAvi duHkhamaya haze eTale A badhuM banI gayuM. huM mArA mAbApane deva pAse mAMgIne lIdhe ekano eka dIkarI hate. tyAM kevA sukha bhogavato hato. huM kuLadIpakane badale kulAMgAra nIkaLe ! huM jugAra ramyA tyAre mArI A dazA thaIne ? - kayAM mArA mAtApitA ane kayAM huM ! kayAM mAruM gopAlapura ane kayAM A valabhIpura ! A rIte jhADa para besIne AvavuM ! teNe bhUla karatA karI che paNa have tenA pazcAtApane pAra nathI. mane ATalA badhA kAlAvAlA karIne zA mATe laI jatA haze? zuM karavuM ? javuM ke na javuM? A be mANaso koNa haze? je vadhu belavAno avAja thaze te AgaLa devI jANI jaze. mATe have bolavuM nathI. mane laI javAmAM temanuM koI kAvavuM to nahi hoya ne! A rIte manamAM vicAra karato (2) te be mANasonI sAthe cAlavA lAgyo. thoDA AgaLa cAlyA tyAM bIjA mANase ghoDA para besIne AvyA. ekanA mAthe pAghaDI hatI. hAthamAM hIrAnI vIMTI zebhI rahI hatI. te khUba sukhI hoya tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. bIje mANasa sAva sAdhAraNa hatuM. teNe kaho ne TopI paherI hatI. teo eka vadhArAne gheDo sAthe lAvyA hatA. temaNe puyasArane kahyuM, Apa ghoDA para besI jAva. devanA vacanathI dIdhelI dIkarIo - pusAra vicAre che ke A leke mane oLakhatA pArakhatA nathI ane ghoDe besADavAnI vAta kare che, ThIka je thAya te jovA de. te ghoDA para besI gayA. rastAmAM ghoDA para beThelA sukhI dekhAtA mANasane kahyuM ApanuM nAma zuM? mAruM nAma dhanapALa. puNyasArane te e vAta jANavI hatI ke pote ahIM AvavAnuM che e pitAne paNa khabara na hatI te A lokone kayAMthI khabara paDI gaI haze? mAruM te ahIM koI oLakhItuM nathI. puNyasArane laIne gayA. zeThane khabara ApI ke Apa jenI rAha jotA hatA te AvI gayA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM zeThane te harSa samAtuM nathI. dUrathI jamAIne joyA. ahe! zuM mArA jamAI che! haju barAbara joyA nathI. deve kahyA pramANe badhuM mAne che. zeTha kuMvarane hAtha jhAlIne pitAnA mahele laI AvyA. sArA Asana para besADyA ane pachI hAtha joDIne kahyuM ke, mAre sAta dIkarIo che temane ApanI sAthe paraNAvavAnI che. Apa

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 321 emanI sAthe lagna karIne mArI ciMtA ochI kare. puNyasAra kahe-sAva ajANyA, aNuoLakhItAne ApanI dIkarIo zA mATe Ape che? Apa mane pUcho to kharA ke kaI nAtajAtanA che? mArI pAse khIsAmAM savA rUpiyo paNa nathI. A paherelA kapaDe huM ahIM Avyo chuM. eka patnIne sAcavavI bhAre paDe tema che, to sAtane huM kevI rIte sAcavIza? Apa e bAbatanI ciMtA karaze nahi, gabharAzo nahi. huM devanA vacanathI ApanI sAthe mArI dIkarIone paraNAvavA taiyAra thayo chuM. puNyasAra kahe, tamArA deva paDo dariyAmAM ne tame paDo khADAmAM. mane kayAM A vaLagADo che? puNyasAra manamAM vicAre che ke mAre A chokarIone kayAM paraNavAnI hatI? mAre te ratnasuMdarI paraNavAnI che. have je A sAta mane paraNaze to te kaI hisAbe ratnasuMdarI Avaze nahi. meM te ratnasuMdarI sAthe paraNavAne daDha saMkalpa karyo che. e mane paraNe nahi te mAre vaTa rahe nahi. sAta sAtane paraNavAno prasaMga AvyuM che chatAM manamAM AnaMda nathI, ullAsa nathI, tenuM mana TharatuM nathI. A bAju sAte chokarIone khabara paDI gaI ke ApaNane paraNanAra AvI gayo. te badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke paraNavA AvyA che kharA paNa ApaNane badhAne te gamaze ke nahIM? athavA te ApaNe tene gamIzuM ke nahi? Ama vicAra karI rahI che, ahIM puNyasAranuM mana karatuM nathI chatAM lagna karyA vinA badhA choDe tema nathI. have tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. zrAvaNa vada 8 ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 37 : tA. 8-8-85 jJAnI bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke A virATa saMsAramAM bhamatAM ane mahAna puNyodaye uttama mAnava janma maLe che. jJAnI bhagavaMte A jIvananA mUlyAMkana karyA che. ApaNe e vicAravAnuM che ke kevaLI bhagavaMte jenA mUlyAMkana karyA te janma ApaNane maLI gayo che. te tenI kiMmata kevI rIte karavI te ApaNe samajavuM che. zAstrakAra bhagavaMte A manuSya janmane suvarNa pAtra sAthe sarakhAvyo che. eka bhikhArI ke jene koI jJAna nathI, sAva ajJAna che, tenI eka ja vRtti che ke bhIkha mAMgavI, temAM je maLe te khAvuM. AvA cappaNiyAmAM bhIkha mAMgatA bhikhArIne suvarNa pAtranI prApti thAya kayAMthI? kadAca koInI tenA para rahema daSTi thaI jAya ane tene sonAnuM pAtra bheTa ApI de, to e bhikhArI e pAtrane sAre upayoga karaze ke kema e zaMkA che. e sonAnuM pAtra laIne bhIkha mAMgavA jaze. e bhikhArIe atyAra sudhInI pitAnI jiMdagImAM pitAnI pAse rahelA cappaNiyAmAM halakI cIjo bharI che. kayAreka kaI tene sArI vastu Ape, te kayAreka khAdhA pachI vadhele eMThavADo Ape. e badhuM cappaNiyAmAM bhare che. have cappaNiyAne badale tene sonAnuM pAtra maLI gayuM, paNa tene A pAtranI kiMmata samajANI nathI, eTale temAM e eMThavADe bharavAne. keI kadAca sArI vastu 21

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322.] [ zAradA ziromaNi Ape to paNa te senAnA pAtra AgaLa te sAva tuccha che. bhIkha mAMgato kaI vAra dArUDIyAo pAse gayA. temane kahyuM-mane kaMIka Apo. dArUDiyAo te zuM ApavAnA dArU. to te bhikhArI e dArU paNa sonAnA pAtramAM bharavAne. tene jJAna nathI ke AvA kimatI sonAnA pAtramAM dArU bharAya kharo? A bhikhArI pharate pharato bajAramAM tamArI dukAna pAse Avyo. tame tene sonAnA pAtramAM eMThavADa bharato joyo. dArU bharato joyo. te tamArA mukhamAMthI evA uddagAra sarI paDaze ke A ke mUrNa che ke senAnA pAtramAM dArU ane eMThavADe bhare che! basa, A sthiti jagatanA jInI che. senAnA pAtra karatAM adhika mUlyavAna mAnavajIvana maLyuM che. senAnA pAtranI kiMmata keTalI? 25 hajAra, 50 hajAra, are eka lAkha. tenAM mUlya te aMkAya che ne! jyAre A jIvananI kiMmata keTalI ! enAM mUlya thAya che kharA? nA, A mAnavajIvana te amUlya maLyuM che. dareka gatinA dareka bhavamAM teNe Indriya rUpI cappaNiyAmAM bhIkha mAMgI che. te bhIkha zenI? IndriyanA viSayenI. mane pAMca indriyonA anukULa viSayo kema maLe e tenA jIvananuM lakSya rahyuM che. kUtarAnA bhavamAM gayA to jeTalAnA TukaDA khAtara bIjA kUtarAo sAthe laDyo che. maMkaDe banIne goLanA ravA pAchaLa doTa mUkI che, kIDI banIne sAkara pAchaLa doTa mUkI che ane bhUMDanA bhavamAM game te viSTA cUMthavAmAM jiMdagI pUrI karI che. narakagatimAM to Indriyane anukULa viSaye maLavA muzkela che, chatAM tyAMya jIvane talasATa ocho nathI hoto. pitAnA zarIra pratyenA rAge tyAM rahelA bIjA nAraka jIvane khUba duHkha ApyA che. paDe te mAra khAya che, duHkha bhogave che, paNa bIjAne mAravAnI ekeya taka teNe gumAvI nathI. devagatimAM AvA duHkha nathI. tyAM devatAI riddhivaibhava ghaNuM che, temAM deve mUchita banI gayA che. A rIte traNe gatiomAM kusaMskAranA jaththA paDelA che. temAM puNyadaya jAgyo tyAre suvarNa pAtra samAna manuSya bhavanI prApti thAya che, A bhavamAM paNa e bhUtakAlIna ceSTAo kare che. eTale indriyanA viSayenI bhIkha mAMgI rahyo che, dareka bhavamAM sAmagrInI pasaMdagI kare che paNa mULa bhUla te kAyama rahe che. suvarNapAtramAM dArU bharanAra bhikhArIne ApaNe mUrkha kahezuM paNa A mAnavajIvana rUpI suvarNa pAtramAM jIva zuM bharI rahyo che? pAMca IndriyanA viSayonA bhikhArIpaNA sivAya che zuM ? lAkha rUpiyA maLI jAya chatAM bhikhArIpaNuM gayuM nathI. A jIvana suvarNa pAtra nahi paNa ratnapAtra che, ema kahuM te paNa ochuM che. keTalA puNyano rAzi bhege thayo haze tyAre A mAnavajIvana rUpI ratnapAtra maLyuM che. temAM zuM bharI rahyA che? AvuM suMdara jIvana pAmyA pachI paNa A jIva pApakarmo karato rahyo che. A rIte jiMdagI barabAda karI rahyo che. Apa je zAMtacitta jIvanano vicAra karazo to AMkhamAMthI AMsu AvyA vinA nahi rahe. aMtaramAM pazcAtApa thaze ke A ratnapAtra samAna jiMdagI pAmIne meM karyuM che zuM ? mArI jiMdagIne barabAda karI nAMkhI che.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 323 jJAnI kahe che vicAra kara. ajJAna dazAmAM jIve bhUlo ghaNI karI che. have A samajaNavALo bhava maLyo che. A bhavamAM je bhUla karIzuM to te bhUla kayAM jaIne sudhArIzuM? ApaNuM bhavabhavane bagADanAra AMtara zatruo che. ApaNe gaI kAle kAma ane krodha e be AMtara zatruonI vAta karI hatI. kAme keTale anartha karyo ane krodhe te pAMca pAMca IvenI ghAta karI. Aga karatAMya koi bhayaMkara che. jenA jIvanamAM krodhe aDDo jamAvyo che e badhAnA jIvanane teNe saLagAvI dIdhA che. teNe saMyamIne saMyamI nathI rahevA dIdhA. sajajanone sajajana nathI rahevA dIdhA. mANasane herAna banAvyA che. te cerane moTo DAku banAvyuM che. A duniyAne bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara moTAmAM moTe DAku paNa kadAca tamAruM dhana lUMTI le te karoDo, abajo rUpiyA lUMTI jAya, paNa A koI te pUrvakoDanA cAritranA mahAmUlA dhanane lUMTI janAra sauthI vadhAre khUnakhAra DAku che. tene ApaNA jIvanamAM pesavA kema devAya? AtmAne trIjo zatra che mAna-maMda. A zatru paNa jItavA jevuM che. jenA AtmA para A zatrue aDDo jamAvyo che tevA bhalabhalA AtmAo dharmathI Tyuta thaI gayA che. tenuM patana thaI gayuM che. bAhya zatrane to bIjA joI zake paNa A te mitranA lebAzamAM rahele kaTTara zatra che. mAna eTale abhimAna. abhimAnI mANasa potAnI jAtane bIjAthI U' samaje che, ane pitAnuM jarA paNa nIcuM dekhAya e sthiti sahana karavA e taiyAra nathI. pitAnuM UMcuM rAkhavA je kaMI karavuM paDe e karavA te sadA taiyAra hoya che. AnuM kAraNa zuM? pAMca Indriyo ane chaThTha mana e nokara che ane AmA teno mAlika che. AtmAnI durdazA zAthI thaI che! je kare che te mAlika thaIne beThA che ane mAlika nekara jevo banI gayA che tethI pAMca Indriyo ane mana rUpI nekaroe AtmA para evuM mAlikapaNuM jamAvyuM che ke teNe AtmAnI durdazA karI che. vartamAnakALe jIvAtA jIvana pAchaLa mAlika evA AtmAne phALo nathI paNa nekara evA pAMca Inidra ane manane phALa maTo che. A pAMce Indrie pitAnA mAlikapaNAne majabUta kasvA mATe je pite mAlika che evA AtmAnuM zuM thaze tenI keI paravA karI nathI. jema ke AMkhane sAruM rUpa jovA maLyuM. tyAM ene thayuM ke kevuM sarasa rUpa che ! AMkhe rUpa joI lIdhuM eTale patI gayuM, bhale ne pachI tenA pratyenA vikArI bhAvanA kAraNe tene mAlika durgatimAM ravAnA thAya. rasendriyane managamatA bhejana maLyA. khUba TesTathI khAdhA. bhale pachI e Asakti AtmAne DukkaranA bhavamAM laI jAya ! sparzendriyane anukULa mulAyama padArthone sparza maLe eTale te khuza thaI jAya, bhale pachI tenA pratyene raga mAlikane narakAdi durgationo mahemAna banAve! zrotendriyane sAruM sAMbhaLavA maLe, ghANendriyane gulAba Adi sugaMdhI padArthonI sArI sugadha maLe. bhale ne pachI tenI AsaktinA kAraNe mAlikanI durdazA thAya! kAraNa ke dareka Indriye potAnA

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324] [ zAradA ziremaNi viSayane grahaNa karatAM thAke che. AMkhanI sAme avanavA rUpo AvyA kare. pIkacaro juo. e joI joIne keTaluM juo, pachI chevaTe e thAke. 12 lAka, 24 kalAka juve pachI kaMTALo Ave. tamane mIThA bhajana jamavAnuM mana thayuM, khAvA mATe jIbha labakArA mAre che. keI vakhata pharasANa joyuM te khAvA mATe lulI labakArA mAre che paNa kayAM sudhI ? jyAM sudhI khAdhuM nathI tyAM sudhI. khAI le pachI thAkI jAya. tame jamavA beThA. zIkhaMDa eka vATako khAdho. be vATakA bharIne khAdhA. pachI? kaI parANe eka camacI jeTalo khavaDAvavA Ave to pAvuM na game. kerIne rasa to badhAne bahu bhAve. eka be cAra pAMca vADakA khAva pachI kaI parANe Ape to jevo paNa na game, kAraNa ke tyAM rasendriya thAkI gaI. khAvAmAM tRpti AvI gaI. Aje tame badhA DanalepanI picI suMvALI gAdImAM sUve che. tamane temAM sUvuM game che. tame suI gayA. chevaTe temAM paNa kaMTALe Avaze ke have nathI sU chuM. mane UThavA de. saMgIta sAMbhaLavA beThA. pIkacaranA, reDiyAnA, gIte sAMbhaLe che te be cAra kalAka game pachI to kaMTALo Ave ne! te rIte nAkane sAruM sAruM suMghavAnuM maLe te paNa be cAra kalAka pachI to kaMTALo Ave ne ! manamohaka sugaMdha mANatAM nAka paNa chevaTe thAke. pAMce Idriye thAke che paNa mana thAkatuM nathI. A inidra thAkI na jAya te mATe e khUba kALajI rAkhe che. jIbha thAke to e AMkhane rUpa jevA taiyAra kare. AMkha thAke te kAnane saMgIta sAMbhaLavA taiyAra kare. nAka thAke te sparzenidrayane taiyAra kare. sparzendriya thAke to sArA sArA bhajana jamavA jIbhane taiyAra kare. A rIte AtmA pote mAlika hevA chatAM tene nokara je banAvI dIdhuM che tethI pAMce Indriye paNa mananI AjJA mAne AtmA evA mAlikanI nahi. nokara je mAlika banI jAya te AtmAnI kevI durdazA thAya eka nyAyathI samajIe. rAjasiMhAsane besavAnI mAMgaNI karate nokara : eka rAjAne tyAM keTalAya varSothI eka nekara nekarI karato hato. tenI sevAthI, tenA vartanathI rAjA tenA para prasanna thayA. eka vAra rAjAe rAjasabhA belAvIne te nekarane Ubho karyo. rAjAe sabhA samakSa jAhera karyuM ke A nokara mAre khUba ajJAMkita che. teNe mArI khUba sevA karI che. atyAra sudhI kAmakAjanI bAbatamAM tenA mATenI keI phariyAda AvI nathI. game tevA nAnA moTA kAryo karavAne jayAre jyAre prasaMga AvyuM haze tyAre teNe khUba pramANikatAthI vaphAdArIpUrvaka teNe badhA kAma karyA che. AthI huM tenA para prasanna thayo chuM. te je mAMge te ApavA huM taiyAra chuM. nekarane kahe-mAMga mAMga, je mAMge te ApIza. nokara kahe-ApanI mArA para kRpAdaSTi che. Apa mane kaMIka ApavA taiyAra thayA che te ApanI pAse mAMgavA jevuM zuM che ? he mahArAjA ! huM Apane tyAM keTalAya varSothI nokarI karuM chuM. Apane varSothI rAjasiMhAsane beThelA jeuM chuM. Apane siMhAsane beThelA joIne mane paNa e siMhAsana para besavAnuM mana thaI jAya che paNa mArI A bhAvanA te AkAzamAM phUla ugADavA jevI che. agnimAMthI ThaMDaka meLavavA jevI che, game tema te ya huM te nekara!

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 325 huM manasubA moTA moTA ghaDuM paNa e pAra paDavA azakaya; chatAM Apa Aje mArA para prasanna thayA che ane mane mAMgavAnuM kahe che to huM ApanI pAse e mAMgu chuM ke mane mAtra eka divasa mATe rAjA banAve. rAjA khUba bhalA bhoLA hatA. temaNe kahyuM-emAM zI moTI vAta che? AvatI kAle savAranA cha vAgyAthI parama divasanA cha vAgyA sudhI 24 kalAka mATe tene rAjA banAvuM chuM. rAjAe sabhAmAM jAhera karyuM ke AvatI kAle savArathI 24 kalAka sudhI sarvopari sattA A rAjAnI che. huM paNa ene gulAma. te mane je AjJA kare te mATe pALavAnI. temAM be mata nahi. rAjyanA mANasane, nekarone, maMtrIo, sAmaMte, lazkara, sinya badhAne bolAvIne kahyuM ke AvatI kAle 24 kalAka mATe A rAjA thavAnA che te tamAre badhAne e je AjJA kare te pALavAnI. badhAe temAM maMjurI ApI. bIje divase te nakara rAjAno pozAka paherIne siMhAsane beTho. besIne tarata e AjJA pharamAvI ke A jUnA rAjAne atyAre ja phAMsIe caDhAvI do. 24 kalAka paNa rAha jovAnI nathI. temAM vilaMba karyA vinA Aje phAMsI ApI de. nokaramAMthI anya rAjA-ane lIdhA prANaH navA rAjAnI AvI AjJA sAMbhaLatA badhA vismaya pAmI gayA. A zuM ? badhAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgyA. amArA bhalA bheLA, prajAnuM sadA hita IcchanArA, nyAyI, pramANika rAjAne A AjJA! have amArA pAlaka rAjA zuM cAlyA jaze! A rAjAe prajAne prema khUba saMpAdana karyo hato eTale temanA mATe A zikSA sAMbhaLIne prajAne khUba AghAta lAgyo. gAmamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. prajA kahe-mahArAjA ! ame A AjJA mAnavA taiyAra nathI. ame Apane phAMsI nahi ApavA daIe. rAjA kahe meM tene lekhita saMpUrNa sattA daI dIdhI che. temanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavA baMdhAyeluM che. eTale have kAMI cAle nahi. temanI AjJA svIkAravI ja paDe. gaNatarInI paLomAM jUnA rAjAne phAMsI apAI gaI. navA rAjAe badhI jagAe pitAnA mANasonI nimaNuMka karI dIdhI. eka divasa mATe rAjA banele nekara kAyamano rAjA banI gaye. nekarane je eka divasa mATe rAjya ApyuM te rAjyanA jUnA mAlika rAjAnA prANa lIdhA. A jokara evA rAjAe jUnA rAjAne eka vAra mRtyu ApyuM paNa je pAMca indriye ane mana e AtmAnA mAlika banI jaze, enI sattA nIce je AtmA AvI jaze te anaMtI vAra mRtyunA bhaMga banavuM paDaze. je AtmA mAlika rahe ane pAMca Indriyo ane mana tenI sattAmAM rahe te AtmA pitAnI sarvopari sattA calAvI zakaze. -Aje saMsAramAM joIe chIe ke moTI moTI peDhIe devALuM kADhe che. tenuM kAraNa e che ke zeTha mojazokhamAM paDI jAya ane peDhI nekarane seMpI de pachI peDhI phUla ja thAya ne! tema ahIM paNa AtmA bhAna bhUle ane indriyane AdhIna banI jAya to

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326] [ zAradA ziremaNi AtmAnI peDhI paNa phUla thAya ne ! mATe indriyanA ghaDA je doDI rahyA che tenA para breka lagAve. je mAlika e AtmA jAgI jAya te indriye rUpI je nekaree Aja sudhI mAlikane pachADavAnA karmo karyA che te ja indriye AtmAne pragati karavAmAM sahAyaka banI jAya paNa eka vAra AtmAne khyAla Ave ke huM mAlika chuM. indriya rUpI nokaro para mArI sarvoparI sattA che. siMha eka garjanA kare tyAM bicArA ziyALiyAo bhAgAbhAga karavA lAgI jAya, tema AtmA rUpI siMhanI eka ja garjanA thAya te Indriye ane mane tenI zaraNAgati svIkArI le. tenA tAbe thaI jAya navA rAjAnA jIvanamAM sattAno mada AvI gayo, tethI sattAne durUpayoga karyo ane junA rAjAne phAMsInI zikSA apAvI. Indriyo ane mane tenA AtmA para savAra thaI gayA tyAre A pariNAma AvyuM. mada keTalA prakAranA che ? bele. khabara che Apane ? ATha prakAranA. jAtimada, kuLada, baLada, rUpamada, tapamada, sUtramada, lAbhamada, aizvarya mada. mada eTale abhimAna. A mada paNa jIvanane khuvAra karI nAkhe che. jJAnI kahe che ke tame je bAbatano mada karaze te bAbatathI karma sattA tamane bhraSTa karI deze. nIca-jAtimAM janmavuM hoya te jAtine mada karaje, je kubaDA, kadarUpA banavuM hoya te rUpane mada karaje. je bhikhArI banavuM hoya te saMpattine mada karo. je mUrkha banavuM hoya te jJAnane mada karajo. AtmA je eka vAra potAnI parAdhInatAne yAda kare te tene mada Ave nahi. ApaNuM A zarIra paNa ApaNane svAdhIna che? rogo kaI ghaDI ne paLe utpanna thaI jaze e khabara che? ghaDIkamAM sAjA dekhAtA zarIramAM ghaDI pachI roga utpanna thaI jAya che. A saMsAranA paribhramaNa kALamAM A jIvane pratyeka gatinI pratyeka yonimAM kaI nizcita vastunI bheTa maLI hoya to te che zarIra. kAraNa ke jIva siddhagatine pAmyA nathI tyAM sudhI sazarIrI che. mekSamAM gayA pachI jIva azarIrI banI jAya che. siddha sivAyanA sarva je zarIravALA che. dhanasaMpatti, putraparivAra, gharabAra vagere vastuone viraha anaMtakALamAM anaMtIvAra thayo haze. jIva narakagatimAM gayo to tyAM A kaI vastu temane maLI na hatI. nArakI che napuMsaka hoya che. jIva tiryaMcamAM game tyAre dhana, saMpatti nahotA maLyA. ApaNe jevA gharabAra nahotA maLyA. devagatimAM gayA to tyAM saMpatti aDhaLaka hatI. rahevA mATe manuSya karatAM aneka gaNuM caDhIyAtA ratnajaDita mahelo che. tyAM putra parivAra nathI. jyAre jIva saMjJI manuSyamAM Ave tyAre A badhI cIjo maLe che, eTale A badhI vastuone viraha te ghaNIvAra paDayo che paNa zarIrane viraha te kayAreya paDe nathI. eTalA mATe ApaNane zarIra jeTaluM vahAluM che teTaluM bIjuM kaI vahAluM nathI. chatAM dareka vastu pratye mamatA te che. dareka cIjomAM mArApaNAnI mamatA karIne jIva karma bAMdhe che. jyAM mArApaNuM che tyAM mAra che duHkha che.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 327 du:khanuM mULa mamatA : tame je baMgalAmAM ke makAnamAM raho cho te makAnanA cUnAnA kaNekaNamAM mArApaNuM bhareluM che, pachI e makAnane vecI dIdhuM. eka hAthamAM AvyA pachI e makAnamAM Aga lAgI. tamane duHkha thaze kharuM? nA. kAraNa ke have e makAna mAruM nathI. mArApaNuM maTI gayuM eTale makAna baLI gayAnuM duHkha paNa maTI gayuM. have e cekanA kAgaLamAM mArApaNuM che. moTA makAnamAMthI mArApaNuM uThI gayuM ane cekanA nAnA kAgaLamAM AvI gayuM. e ceka vaTAvIne rUpiyA lIdhA pachI cekano kAgaLa phATI jAya to kaI ciMtA kharI ? nA. nA...badhI mamatA rUpiyAnI thelImAM AvI gaI. have ene saMbhALavAnI ciMtA. pachI e rUpiyA keImahAjanane ApI dIdhA. have e rUpiyA cerAI jAya to paNa enI ciMtA nathI. enA khAtAmAM rUpiyA jamA hovA joIe. have ciMtA eTalI ke e peDhI kyAMka devALuM phUMkI na bese. A pramANe jemAM mamatA hoya che enI ciMtA rahe che mamatA duHkhanuM mULa che. vAstavamAM kaI padArtha ApaNe nathI. je mAruM hoya te mArI sAthe Ave. khuda zarIra paNa sAthe AvatuM nathI. jagatanA tamAma padArthomAMthI mArApaNuM haThAvI laIne mAtra vItarAga bhagavaMtane dilamAM vasAvI le; pachI duHkhe ApameLe dUra thavA lAgaze. A saMsAramAM badhA dharmazALAnA musAphara che. thoDA samaya mATe ahIM rahevAnuM che. AyuSya pUruM thatAM saune cheDIne javAnuM che ApaNe vAta e cAlatI hatI ke A jIvane dhana, saMpatti, putra, parivAra Adine viraha te ghaNIvAra paDayo che paNa zarIrano viraha paDe nathI. tejasa-kAzmaNa zarIra te jIvanI sAthe ne sAthe che. manuSya, tiyane dArika, tejasa-kAzmaNa ane nArakI tathA dene vaikriya, tejasa-kAmaNa che. ApaNe ahIM e vicAra karavAne che ke pitAnuM zarIra paNa je ApaNA tAbAmAM rahetuM na hoya te pachI zarIrathI ghaNuM dUra rahelA jAtimada, kuLamada Adi karavA jevA kharA ? zarIra paNa ApaNA tAbAmAM nathI to bIjAnuM to pUchavuM zuM ? sanatakumAra cakravatInA rUpanI prazaMsA devalokamAM thaI. mithyAtvI devAthI A prazaMsA sahana na thaI eTale be de parIkSA karavA manuSyanuM rUpa laIne pRthvI para AvyA. sanatakumAra cakrI zuM kahe che-atyAre to huM parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gayo chuM. tamAre mAruM kharuM rUpa jevuM hoya te huM rAjasabhAmAM barAbara sajaja thaIne beTho houM tyAre Avaje. cakrIne pitAnA rUpano mada AvyuM. A mada kyAM Take? bIje divase savAre deve rAjasabhAmAM AvyA. sanatakumAranuM rU5 retAM jhAMkhA paDI gayA. temanuM DokuM jarA hAlI gayuM. sanatakumAra pUche che kema ! kAla karatAM savAyuM rUpa lAge che ne ? de kahe-savAyuM kyAM pUche che ? tArA zarIramAM te eka sAthe moTA soLa roga utpanna thaI gayA che. A sAMbhaLatA te cetI gayA. e to nasIbadAra ke AvA saMyego utpanna thayA chatAM cAritranA mArge cAlI nIkaLyA, je temanA badale bIjA keI hota to ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna karIne bIjA karmo bAMdhata. tamane gaLAmAM dukhyuM. DokaTarane batAvyuM. DaoNkaTare tapAsIne kahyuM ke kensara che te ArtadhyAna

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328 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi raudradhyAna thAya ne? jo jainadarzananI zraddhA hoya ke AyuSya jyAre pUruM thavAnu che tyAre thavAnu che. azAtA vedanIya mAMdhyA che te game tyAre udayamAM AvavAnA che paNa haju zraddhAnA pAyA kAcA che. majabUta nathI. dhanya che sanatakumAra cakravartine ke roga AvyA tyAre hAyaveya na karI paNa samAdhi rAkhI zakavA mATe maDhe cheDavA jevA che. puNya paravAre che tyAre... mahArANA pratApane vanavagaDAmAM pharatA (ra) peTanI bhUkha temane khUba satAvatI hatI te samaye eka bhikSuka pAse baTaku roTalA mAMgavAnA prasa`ga AnyA. tyAre mahArANA pratApe kahyuM huM bhikSuka ! tuM ekaleA ja roTaleA kema khAya che? huM khUba bhUkhyA chuM. mane thADu khaTaku' teA de. bhagavAna tAru kalyANa karaze. jhADa nIce besIne bhIkha mAMgelA be roTalAnI poTalI- cheDIne khAvAnI taiyArI karatA bhikSukane mevADanA mahArANA pratApa AjIjIbharyAM zabdo kaDDI rahyA hatA. eka hAke dharatI dhrujAvatA ane dilhInA bAdazAhanI nIMda harAma karI detA mahArANA pratApanI eka divasa A dazA thaI hatI. A batAve che ke koI e mada karavA nahi. peTanI Aga sAthe padegteAmAM bhamatA pratApane dhALe divase AsamAnanA tArA dekhAyA hatA. bhikSukane dayA AvI. cIthare vITALele eka AkhA roTale pratApane devA taiyAra thayA. pratApane khUba AnaMda thayA, paNa asAsa ! e roTalAnA TukaDA rANA pratApanA bhAgyamAM khAvAneA na hatA. bhikSuka ane rANA pratApa e ja bhUkhyA na hatA. vRkSa upara eka bhUkhyu gIdha AvIne beThu` hatu`. bhikSuke jevA roTalA pratApanA hAthamAM mUkayo pUrajhaDape AvIne te gIdha roTalA kheMcIne cAlyuM gayuM. mahArANA pratApanI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra chUTI. enA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDacA. puNya paravAre che tyAre... meTA moTA mahArathInA mAna utaratA joyA, tarata mAna utaratA joyA are sthAna utaratA joyA badhAnA abhimAna utaratA joyA. meTAmeTA mahArathIonA mAna utaratA joyA, mAnanI sAthe sthAna pazu utarI gayA. nepeAliyane keTalA dezAne jItyA ane te meTA vijetA manI gayA. abajonI sapatti meLavI paNu Akhara seMTa helInAnA TApumAM rakhAI rakhAI ne maravuM paDayuM hatuM ane durgAMtimAM gayA haze tyAM paNa rau rau vedanA bhAgavavI paDaze. kayAM rahyA temanA maDha ! koInA maDhe TakathA nathI ne TakavAnA nathI mATe madya karavA jevA nathI. mada-mAna kaSAya jIvane keTalI satAve che ! eka vAra sAsujI upAzrayethI sAmAyika karIne ghera jatA hatA. pahelAnA jUnA jamAnAmAM mANase bheMseA rAkhatA hatA. dUdha vadhe te| dahIM jamAvI tenI chAza banAvI garImAne maphata chAza ApatA hatA. rastAmAM eka bahena chAzanI doNI laI ne pAchI vaLI. sAsujIe pUchyu...kema bena ? chAzanI doNI laIne pAchA AvyA ? pelI ene

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 3ra9 kahyuM; huM tamArA ghera chAza levA gaI hatI paNa tamArI vahue kahyuM ke dharamAM chAza nathI tethI have bIjAnA ghera jAu... chuM. pelA sAsujI kahe bahena ! tame cAleA mAre ghera. A benanA manamAM ema ke vahu nAnI che eTale tene khakhara nahi hAya athavA asatya khAlI haze. A sAsu khUba dayALu lAge che. kadAca teNe thADI chAza chAnI gharamAM mUkI rAkhI hAya! mATe lAvane tyAM jAuM te kharI! mAre khIjAnA ghera dhakkA khAvA maTe. ema samajI A bena sAsunI sAthe tenA ghera AvI. gharamAM paga mUkatAnI sAthe sAsue A bahenane kahyu` bena ! gharamAM chAza nathI. pelI bena teA sAMbhaLatA bhaDakI. A javAba tA tamArI vahue ApyA hatA. jo chAza hatI ja nahiM te mane ahIMyA pAchI zA mATe khelAvI ? mane ATalI lAMbI karavAnI zI jarUra ? sAsujInA manamAM abhimAna hatuM ke haju huM jIvatI jAgatI beThI chuM tyAM sudhI mArI vahu kahI zake ja kema ke gharamAM chAza nathI. pelI bena te zu' mele? bicArI pAchI jatI rahI. sAsujIne keve madya hatA! AvA vanathI vahunA dilamAMthI sAsu sthAna gumAvI bese che. madathI vinayanA nAza thAya che. jIvanamAMthI vinaya gayA eTale badhu' gayuM'. dhanu' praveza dvAra vinaya che. e praveza dvAra ba`dha thaI gayu. eTale dhama aTakI gayA. AvA geAjhArA zatrane jIvanamAM sthAna Apaze nahi. abhimAnI jIva khIjAnI sAthe mitratA lAMkhA samaya sudhI TakAvI zakatA nathI. Aje mAna madanI vAta karI. A zatra AtmAnu` keTalu' ahita kare che te vAta samajayA. have leAbhanI vAta avasare vicArazu.. caritra : puNyasArane sAta sAta kanyAo sAthe paraNavAnuM che chatAM tenA manamAM jarA paNu AnaMda nathI paNa have teA karyA vinA cAle tema nathI. zeThe puNyasArane pIThI cALAvIne snAna karAvyuM. tenA jUnA kapaDAM kADhI nakhAvyA ane sA| kimatI lagnane peAzAka paherAye. jarakasI jAmA paherAvyA. mAthe sAphA bAMdhyA. sAphAmAM kalagI bAMdhI. AMgaLIomAM hIrAnI vITIe paherAvI ane DAkamAM paNa kiMmatI ratnanA hAra paherAvyeA. hIrAthI jhAkajhamALa karI dIdhA. kapALe cAMlle karI gheADe besADaye|. vana vagaDAmAM pharatA cheAkA ghaDIkamAM tA vararAjA banI gayA. kamarAjA ! tArI teA kevI balihArI che! puNyasArane gheADe esADayA. paNa jAna tA joI e ne ! puNyasAranA pakSamAM tA keAI che nahi. zeThe peAtAnA pakSamAMthI gheADA mAseAne varagheADAmAM meAkalyA. puNyasAra gheADe caDhIne vAjate gAjate ma`DapamAM AvyA. vararAjAne joine gAmanA badhA mANase khAle che. zu' jamAI che? badhAne AnaMda che. paNa puNyasArane AnaMda nathI. manamAM vicAra kare che ke sAta sAta chekarIone paraNIza teA kharA paNu pachI zuM? paNa have badhu cItarIne mUkayu che eTale karyA vinA chUTako nathI. vararAjA mAMDave AvyA eTale sAsujIe pAMkhyA pachI bAjoTha para besADayA. zeThanA thADA mANuseAne jamAinA pakSamAM besADayA hatA. gheADIvAra thai eTale gAra mahArAja melyA-kanyA padharAveA; sAvadhAna. sAvadhAna zabda sAMbhaLatAM keNu sAvadhAna banI gayu` hatu` ? svAmI rAmadAse traNa vAra

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330 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi sAvadhAna zabda sAMbhaLe aho ! A mane zuM kahe che sAvadhAna. tata tyAMthI UThI gayA ane saMnyAsapaNuM laI lIdhuM. tame sAvadhAna zabda keTalI vAra sAMbhaLe ? chatAM haju AtmA sAvadhAna bane che kharo? lagna maMDapamAM paNa udAsInatA : sAte kanyAo sAthe hastameLApa karAvyuM. sAta pherA pharyA. mAtApitAe kanyAdAnamAM dIkarIone ghaNuM ghaNuM ApyuM. lagna te dhAmadhUpathI patI gayA. badhA harakhAya che paNa jamAInA mukha para harakha dekhAtuM nathI. tenA manamAM teNe je bhUla karI che tene have khUba pazcAtApa che. tenA mAtApitA tene yAda Ave che. aho ! mArA mAtApitA zuM karatA haze ! mArI mAtA te mArA vinA kevI raDatI haze! puratI haze! teNe te sAMjanA mane je nathI. kayAM mArA mAtApitA ane kayAM huM! mArA mAtApitAe mane zodhavA mANaso mokalyA haze paNa mAro patto kayAMthI paDe! kayAM gopAlapura ane kayAM vallabhIpura ! huM ahIM sudhI A chuM e te emane kalpanA paNa kayAMthI Ave ! mArA pitAe gussAmAM AvIne mane dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhI mUkyo to paNa temanuM haiyuM raDatuM haze ! meM bahu khoTuM karyuM. kevA vicAro AvatA haze ? teo to jAte mArI zodha karavA nIkaLyA haze ane mArA samAcAra nahi maLyA che ke nahi maLe tevuM eTale e paNa kevA duHkhI thayA haze ! mArA kaI khabara nahi maLyA hoya tyAre mArI mAtAe ke jhurApa karyo haze ! e UI paNa nahi heya ne khAdhuM paNa nahi hoya. te raDI raDIne thAkI gaI haze. tenA manamAM rAta divasa eka ja raTaNa haze ke mAro lAla kayAM haze? mAre puNyasAra atyAre zuM karato haze ? A badhuM thavAmAM mArA karmo bhAga bhajave che. meM hAranI corI karI tyAre mane pitAe ghara bahAra kADhI mUkyuM ne! huM jaina dIkare. mArA mAbApa kevA Adarza, saMskArI chatAM e bhUlI jaIne huM kusaMskArI banI gayA! badhA vyasanone gulAma banI gaye. cerI jugAra badhuM mArA jIvanamAM AvyuM ! mArA pitAjI mane Thapako ApatA hatA paNa huM kaI vAta kAne dharato na hate. nAnI corI karatAM rANIne hAra ceryo tyAre mArI A dazA thaIne! dhikkAra che mane! A pApamAMthI huM kayAre chUTIza ? A vicAra AvatAM tenA mukha uparano AnaMda osarI jato. A vicAronI sAthe e vicAra paNa Avyo ke je pelI devIo jhADa laIne cAlI jaze te pachI huM gopAlapura pahoMcIza kevI rIte ? chokarAnA mukha para Anada nathI, eTale zeThanA manamAM paNa thAya che ke je paraNanAra chokaro atyArathI udAsa che te pachI mArI chekarIonI jiMdagInu zuM? temanI jiMdagI paNa bagaDI jAya. zeTha A rIte vicAra kare che. puyasAranA manamAM te vicAronA avanavA taraMge UThI rahyA che. ghaDIkamAM mAbApa yAda Ave che, ghaDIkamAM gAma yAda Ave che, te ghaDIkamAM ratnasuMdarI yAda Ave che. pAche vicAra kare che ke

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zAradA zimaNi ] | [ 331 vidhinA lakhyA lekha lalATe Thokara khAya khAya khAya. paraNuM to ratnasuMdarIne paraNuM, kayAM AvI A sAta vAra Thokara rasu darIne paraNavI e te sAcI. jyAM sudhI ene nahi paraNuM tyAM sudhI mane ThaMDaka nahi thAya. lagna te khUba dhAmadhUmathI patI gayA. have sAte dIkarIone sAsare vaLAvavAnI che paNa emanuM sAsaruM kayAM che e khabara nathI. A chokarAne keIe pUchyuM nathI ke tAruM gAma kayuM? tAro deza kayo? tArA mAtApitA koNa? tAruM kuLa keNa? kAMI pRchA karI nathI. eTale vaLAvIne mekalavI kayAM? puNyasAra mATe zeThe eka suMdara mahela rAkhyo che tyAM mokalavAnI. devanA vacana pramANe A chokarA sAthe sAtene paraNAvI. sAte dIkarIonA lagna patI gayA. zeThe pitAnI dIkarIone dAyajo ApavAmAM kaMI bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. hIrA, mANeka, sonA, metI, cAMdI bharapUra dAya Apyo. have sAte dIkarIone vaLAvavAnI taiyArI kare che. mAtApitA badhA udAsa thaI gayA. teo raDavA lAgyA. tyAM kevuM karUNa vAtAvaraNa sarjAze tenA bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa vada 9 ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 38 : tA. 9-8-85 anaMta jJAnIoe A saMsArane ati bhayaMkara kahyo che. zA mATe saMsAra bhayaMkara ? saMsAramAM hamaNAM jIva sukhI heya ne sukha TakavAnA bhase beTho ane ekAeka te sukha luMTAI jAya. te evuM luMTAya ke ene pioka mUkAve. to je saMsAramAM kALa jIvane AvuM vAraMvAra ThagyA kare ne raDAvyA kare e saMsAra zuM mahA bhayaMkara nahi? eka lekamAM kahyuM che ke darzayan kimapi sukha vaibhavam, saMharaMstadapi sahasaiva re / vipralambhayati zizumiva janama, kambalabaTuko'yamatraivare / / A kALa evo mAyAvI khelADI che ke hamaNuM kAMIka sukha vaibhava batAve ane e ja ekAeka saMharI le che, jhUMTavI le che. A vastu saMsAramAM che. mekSamAM nathI. mokSamAM gayelA jIvane kALa ThagI zakatuM nathI. saMsAramAM jIvane kALa Thage che mATe saMsAra ati bhayaMkara che. A bhayaMkaratA samajIne meTA cakravatIe paNa saMsArane tyAga karIne cAritramArgano svIkAra kare che ane krame krame jayAM kALanI ThagAI pahoMcatI nathI evA mokSane meLavIne jape che. je cakravatIo A kALanI ThagAIne samajatA nathI ane jiMdagInA cheDA sudhI cakravatI pazunA ThAThane vaLagyA rahe che ene zuM kALa choDe che kharo? nA. chevaTe AyuSya purUM thatAM te e sukhane jhUMTave che. saMsAramAM ThagArA kALanuM kAma A ke jIvane ghaDIka sukha dekhADavuM ne ghaDIkamAM jIvanI dhAraNa bahAra e lUMTI levuM pachI cAhe e jIva nAnI kIDIne hoya ke moTo Idra hoya. AkhA saMsAramA daSTi karo ke kayAMya koI jIvane kALa Thagata na hoya ane je sukha hoya te

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632] ( zAradA ziramaNi zAzvata kALane mATe kAyama rahe. A koI jIva heya te zedhI lAve. maLe ja nahi. mAtra mokSane kALa pravAha e che ke kALanuM tyAM kAMI cAlI zake nahi. tyAMnA sukhane lUMTI zake nahi. anaMtAnaMta kALa vItaze paNa kALanI pharlAga tyAM kAMI karI zake nahi. bAkI je saMsAramAM rahevuM che to samajI levuM ke jIva ThagArAnA gAmamAM vasyo che. "saMsAra eTale ThagArAnuM gAma." temAM jIva Aje nahi te kAle paNa luMTAvAne, mATe moTA moTA cakravata e paNa ThagAIvALA saMsArane badale binaThagAIvALA mokSano Adara kare che. e mokSa mATe saMsAranA sukhono tyAga kare che. je ThagAI vinAnAM mokSanA sukhe joIe che te ThagAIvALA saMsAranA sukhane cheDe. keI kahe ke narakanA jIvene sukha nathI. emane saMsAranA sukha bhogavavAnA nathI to temane mokSa kema thato nathI? bhAI! emaNe hRdayathI saMsAranA sukho choDayA nathI. haju te sukhanI lAlasA chUTI nathI. eka paramAdhAmI nArakIne ghA karIne gayo. tyAM bIje Ave. haju aDadhI sekaMDa paNa ghA baMdha paDe che. ene eTalI aDadhI sekaMDa zAtA vaLI tyAM tene hAza thAya che. mArakuTamAMthI chUTavA mATe deDadhAma kare che. A hAza zarIranA sukhanI lAlasA che. eTaluM paNa che tyAM sudhI mokSanA sukha kevI rIte maLe? ghANImAM pIlAtA munine saMsAra sukhanI ke zarIra sukhanI lAlasA na hatI. eTale manamAM ema na thayuM ke kyAre A pilAmaNamAMthI chUTuM ! mATe emane tarata mekSanA sukho maLyA. baMdhaka muninI cAmaDI utArI paNa manamAM ema na thayuM ke hAya! A cAmaDI utAravAnI pIDA kayAre maTe ? zarIranA eka sthAne cAmaDI utaravAnI pUrI thaI, kSaNa pachI bIje zarU thAya. eTale vacalI kSaNamAM paNa ema nahi ke hAza! he ja sAruM lAgyuM. nA. he.... jarAya evA bhAva nahi! "hAza" e zarIra sukhanI lAlasAnA gharanI che. emane e lAlasA na hatI. indriya sukhazAtAnI jarUra na hatI. evA sukho pratye javalaMta vairAgya hate. kALa khelADI je Indriya sukhane avazya jhUMTave evA sukhane zuM mahatva ApavuM? ene rAga zA mATe kare? e na joIe mATe emane tarata mokSa sukha maLyA. e sukha meLavavA mATe saMsAra sukhanI mAyA mUkavI paDe kAraNa ke saMsAranA sukha rAga karAve che. e rAga hoya tyAM sudhI vairAgya na Ave. vairAgya vinA vItarAgabhAva na Ave ane vItarAgabhAva vinA mekSa na maLe. saMsAra sukhane rAga jIvane mAranAra che. e aprazasta rAga che. mekSa sukhane rAga e prazasta rAga che. e rAga saMsAra sukhane mAranAro che. vItarAga banAvanAre ne makSa apAvanAra che. saMsAra sukhano rAga samasta doSa, durgaNe, ane duSkRtyane piSe che. mekSa sukhanA rAgamAM evuM nathI. mokSa sukhane rAga eTale mekSanI IcchA. jene mokSanI IcchA thaI e zuM Icche? mArI badhI IcchAo nAza pAme. mArA saMsArane aMta Ave kAraNa ke A saMsAra aneka vAtanI IcachAo karAve che. A IcchAo pUrI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 333 karavA keTalA deze ane duSkRtya AcaravA paDe che. saMsAra sukhanI icchA e pApanI mAtA che. eka IcchA pUrI karavA gayA tyAM bIjI aneka IcchAonI pheja utarI paDe che. jema ke kaI mAne ke huM patnI lAvuM eTale mane sukha maLe, A IcchA pUrI thaI. patnI paraNyA pachI ghara vasAvavAthI laIne keTalI IcchAo jAge? saMsAra sukhanI IrachA kayAreya kAyama mATe zamatI nathI. Aje tamane peMDA khAvAnuM mana thAya. peMDA khAdhA eTale e IcchA zamI gaI paNa bIje divase pAchI evI IcchA thAya che. saMsAra sukhanI IcchAo deva-gurU-dharmane bhUlAve, puNyanA mArgane bhUlAve ane bIjI bAju aDhaLaka pApo karAvI jIvane durgatinA duHkhamAM dhakele; mATe yAda rAkhajo ke "saMsAra sukhanI IcchA mAranArI che ane mokSa sukhanI javalaMta IcchA toranArI che." saMsArI sukhe mUkAya to mokSa maLe. cakavatIeAe paNa mUkayA to mokSa sukhane pAmyA, athavA mokSa sukhanI nikaTa thayA. je cakavatIoe e sukhane jAte na cheDyA emane rau rau duHkhabharI narakamAM pUrAI javuM paDyuM. je sukhanI mamatA cakravatI jevAne paNa DUbADe to pachI ApaNuM to pUchavuM zuM? je emanAya sukhane kALa gUMTavI le to ApaNI to vAta ja zI karavI ! mATe saMsAra sukhanI mamatA choDavA jevI che. e choDIzuM to mokSa sukha najIka thaze. mekSanA sukha meLavavA che te AMtara zatruo para vijaya meLavA paDaze. ApaNe be divasathI vAta cAle che. kAma, krodha, mAna-mada e zatruo AtmAne kevA ahitakartA che. e vAta samajyA. have lebha zatru kevo che te samajIe. badhA zatruomAM sauthI vadhumAM vadhu bhayaMkara hoya to te che lebha. lebha janme che IcchAmAMthI. A vastu huM kevI rIte meLavuM ? A jAgelI IrachA e vastu meLavavA mATe jIva pAse pravRtti karAve, tene puryodaya hoya te pravRtti saphaLa bane che. tene Icchita vastunI prApti thAya pachI jIvane tRpti thatI nathI. eka vastunI prApti thaI te bIjI vastunI IcchA thAya che. pahelI IcchA thAya tenI pUrti karavA pravRtti karAya. puryodaya hoya te pravRttithI Icchita vastunI prApti-pachI atRpti jJAnI bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke " jANo tallA ro, cA sodo pavajema jema lebha thAya tema lebha vadhe. eka IcchA pUrI na thAya tyAM 10 IcchAo UbhI thaI jAya. e 10 IcchAo bIjI aneka IcchAone UbhI kare. A rIte jIvananI samApti thAya paNa IcchAonI samApti thatI nathI. A rIte jIvana azAMtimAM pasAra thaI jAya che. pitAnI pAse che tenA karatAM vadhu kevI rIte maLe ? bhI AtmA sadAya A vicAre ghaDato hoya che. tenI draSTimAM pitAnI pAse game teTaluM che te najaramAM nathI AvatuM paNa "nathI" tenI sAme daSTi vadhu doDe che. AthI tenuM mana azAMta rahyA kare che. jJAnInI dRSTie te sukamamAM sukSama lebha paNa jIvane sarvajJa sarvadazI banatA aTakAve che. "viLAva maM nivaE vs ane nAgari vasati " AcAraMga sUtramAM bhagavAna samajAve che ke je nirlobha vRttithI lebhane jIte che ane prathama lebhane tyAga

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334] [ zAradA ziremaNi karIne je tyAgI bane che te AtmA kamarahita thaIne sarvajJa ane sarvadazI bane che. saMjavalano lebha sarvathA jAya tyAre mahanIya karma kSINa thAya che. mohanIyanA kSaya thavA para ghAtI karmono kSaya thAya che pachI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana pragaTa thaI jAya che. mATe lebhane jItavAnI jarUra che. lebha te sarva guNono nAza kare che. heta prIta haNe krodha, mAna vinayane haNe, mitratAne haNe mAyA, lebhi te sarvane haNe. kodha prItine nAza kare che, mAna vinayano nAza kare che, mAyA mitratAne nAza kare che ane lebha te sarvaguNane nAza kare che. lebhI. mANasa paisA khAtara keTale krara banI jAya che ane kevo bhayaMkara anartha karI bese che. kaMika vAra sAmAnya bAbatamAM paNa te ghera pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne jete nathI. lebhe sajele anarthaH eka sAmAnya mANasa nekarIothI chUTIne sAMje ghara tarapha jaI rahyo hato. rastAmAM dArUDiyAonuM ToLuM beTheluM joyuM. te badhA bhegA thaIne dArU pItA hatA. te dArUDiyAoe A mANasane rastAmAMthI jato joyo. temane thayuM ke A mANasanuM khisse bhAre lAge che. nakkI temAM sArI rakama haze. eTale teoe tene bolAvyo. tene kahyuM ATalI nAnI bATalI to pI. A mANasa kahe meM koI divasa dArU pIdho nathI eTale mAre pI nathI. te bhale nathI pIdhe paNa TesTa to karI je. khUba majhA Avaze. te mANasa ghaNI nA pADe che, chatAM dArUDiyAoe tene parANe nAnI beTala pIvaDAvI. te thoDuM gallAtallA karavA lAgyA pachI parANe bIjI pIvarAvI dIdhI. eTale te behoza jevo banI gayo. tenuM khisse bhAre dekhAtuM hatuM eTale temanI dAnata bagaDI. teNe pahereluM khamIsa kADhI lIdhuM jyAM dArUno bhaThTho saLagate hatA temAM be jaNAe uMcakIne tene nAMkhI dIdhe. te mANasa te temAM baLI gayo. A pApa karAvyuM keNe? leje. te mANasanA khissAmAMthI paisA kADhayA. paisA gaNyA te hatA mAtra 250 rUpiyA. ATalA paisAnA lebhe mANasane jIvato saLagAvI mUke. ATalI mAmulI rakama khAtara kevI bhayaMkara hatyA! lebha jIvanamAM pharatA lAve che, IrSa lAve che, mAyAvI banAve che ane krodha paNa karAve che, daMbhI banAve che ane hiMsaka paNa banAve che. ekanI pAchaLa aneka avaguNe Ave che. duniyAnA ItihAsa najara sAme lAvo to jaNAze ke dharatInA eka TukaDA khAtara lAkho-karoDe mANasanI kaleAma thaI gaI che. temane e khyAla nathI ke je dharatInA TukaDA mATe ATalA no kaccaraghANa vaLI gaye, lohInI nadIo vahAvI te dharatIne TukaDe pitAne banAvI zakayA nathI ne A duniyAmAMthI vidAya laIne cAlyA gayA che. mammaNa zeTha pAse keTalI aDhaLaka saMpatti hatI! paNa lebhe tenA para e ao jamAvyo hato ke lAkaDAnA TukaDA khAtara muzaLadhAra varasAdamAM nadInA pUramAM paDanArA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] | [ 335 mammaNa zeThanI keTalI lAcArI ! parijhanI tIvra mUchathI te sAtamI narakamAM bhayaMkara duHkha bhogavavA cAlyo gayo. ATha AnAmAM saMtoSathI jIvana jIvanArA puNIyA zrAvakanI keTalI amIrAI ! te bhagavAnane parama zrAvaka banI gaye. A lebhane jItavA mATe anaMta jJAnIonA TaMkazALI vacano AtmasAta karavA paDe tema che. jyAre e vacano AtmasAta thaze tyAre ene AtmA pokArI uThaze. lobhane kahejo ke tuM sauno saradAra, mAre paNa saMtoSa taNe sahakAra tuM ghA kare tRSNa taNo, huM sAtha lau tRpti taNo paNa lobhI mAre thavuM nathI ne dugatimAM have javuM nathI. durguNane kaI lobhane kahI de ke tAre AvavuM hoya te Ava paNa meM saMtoSano sahakAra lIdhe che. have huM tArI cAlabAjImAM phasAvAne nathI. tuM tRSNane ghA kare paNa mAre tRptine sAtha che. have mAre lebhI banavuM nathI ane durgatimAM javuM nathI. mane durgati no bhaya lAgyo che. have to tArI hAra che. tArA upara vijaya meLavIne jaMpIza. A lebhanI vAta thaI. have chello AMtarazatra che harSa. pUrvanA puryodaye saMpatti sArI maLe, lokamAM mAna-sanmAna maLe, badhe tamArI vAha vAha bolAya, bhaNavAmAM paNa khUba AgaLa vadhyA he, keI sArI padavI maLI gaI, A badhuM maLavA para ati harSaghelA thavuM e paNa nukazAnakartA che. ati harSamAM mAnavI sArAsArane viveka bhUlI jAya che. pote zuM bole che enuM paNa ene bhAna nathI rahetuM. keI vAra to harSamAM AvI jaIne evA vacano ApI de che ke enuM pAlana karavuM tene duHkharUpa banI jAya che. keI vAra vadhu dhana meLavavAnA harSamAM pitAnI sthiti joyA vinA dhaMdhAmAM jhUkAvI de che pariNAme je mUDI hatI te gumAvAno vakhata Ave che. A rIte saMsAranI kaI paNa bAbatamAM harSa ghelA thaI javAthI anarthonI paraMparA UbhI thaI jAya che. Aje jagatanA moTA bhAganA che bIjAne duHkhI thatAM joIne harSa manAve che. eka vAra zrImaMtonA baMgalAmAM keIke cheSa buddhithI divAsaLI saLagAvIne nAMkhI. te divAsaLI baMgalAmAM kapaDAnA DhagalA para paDI. temAM bhAre Aga lAgI gaI. baMbAvALAne phena karIne bolAvyA paNa temane AvatA vAra lAgI. Aga te bhaDake vadhatI jatI hatI. Aga jevuM kaMI zastra nathI. visappe savvao dhAre, bahupANi viNAsaNe / thinAruM sara, taer goruM DhIvara | uta.a.35.gA.12 bhagavAna belyA che ke badhI dizAomAM zanI dhArA samAna phelAnArI ghaNuM ane nAza karanArI agni samAna bIju keI zastra nathI. eTalA mATe sAdhu kayAre

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336 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi paNa agni saLagAve nahi, bIjA pAse saLagAve nahi ane saLagAve tene anumodanA paNa na Ape. baMgalAmAM lAgelI Aga to pavanavege vadhavA lAgI. baMgalAnI bAjumAM becAra makAno ane 15 thI 20 garIbonA jhUMpaDA hatA. A badhuM saLagavA lAgyuM. makAno baLavA lAgyA ne jhUMpaDA to baLIne khAkha thaI gayA, paNa eTaluM sAruM thayuM ke kaI mANaso temAM jhaDapAyA nahi. badhA sAvaceta banI gayA eTale bacI gayA. jenA jhUMpaDA baLI gayA che evo eka mANasa Ubho Ubhe bIDI pItA hatA. raste jatAM eka mANase pUchyuM, bhAI ! tamArA badhAnA jhUMpaDA baLI gayA tethI tene khUba duHkha thatuM haze ? A mANasa zuM kahe che-nA....bhAI..nA.....emAM duHkha zuM ? mane te AnaMda che. pelA mANasane AnaMda zabda sAMbhaLI Azcarya thayuM ke pitAnA rahevAnA jhUMpaDA baLI gayA chatAM kahe che mane AnaMda che. bhAI! A sthitimAM duHkha thavuM joIe tene badale tene AnaMda kema thAya che? bhAI ! mane AnaMda eTalA mATe che ke mAruM to eka nAnuM jhUMpaDuM baLI gayuM che paNa A zrImatenA te baMgalA baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI gayA che. baMgalAnI sAthe bIjI kaMIka vastuo sApha thaI gaI haze. meM to kAMI gumAvyuM nathI. jyAre A zrImatee te lAkho rUpiyAnI mUDI gumAvI che. mArA manamAM ghaNI vAra thatuM ke A zrImaMtone kevI rIte muzkelImAM mUkavA ? kevI rIte duHkhI karavA? meM to kAMI karyuM nathI paNa kudarate tene badhuM barAbara batAvI dIdhuM che. e badhA A ja dAvanA hatA. bIjAne duHkhI joIne AnaMda manAvanArA jIvo duniyAmAM ghaNuM che. paNa temane khabara nathI ke A mAro alpa samayane AnaMda keTalA lAMbA samayanI ApattimAM dhakelI deze. tyAM kevA duo bhegavavA paDaze. bIjAne duHkhI joIne harSa manAva e mAnavatAnuM lakSaNa nathI. evA mAnavane dAnava kahIe te kahI zakAya. bhagavAne cAritra mehanIyanI 25 prakRti batAvI che temAM 16 kaSAya ane nava nekaSAya. temAM harSa e rati nokaSAya che. kaSAyane uttejita kare tenuM nAma nekaSAya, mATe A badhI kaSAye che tene choDavA jevI che. kAma, krodha, mAna-mada-lebha ane harSa A AMtara zatruo che. temanA para vijaya meLavavA mATe saMsAranI nazvaratA ane karmanA vipAkanI vicitratA haMmezA daSTi patha para rAkhavA. jeNe AMtara zatruo para vijaya prApta karyo che evA zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIranA zrImukhethI jJAnagaMgA vahI rahI che. tRSAtura banelA cheullAsathI enuM pAna karI rahyA che. AnaMda gAthA pati paNa e jJAnagaMgAnuM AsvAdana karI rahyA che. bhagavAnanI dezanA pUrNa thayA bAda pariSada pAchI gaI. jitazatru rAjA paNa pAchA gayA. AnaMda gAthApati ravAnA na thayA. jene barAbara bhUkha lAgI che tevA AnaMda gAthApati besI rahyA. AnaMda gAthA patine bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI khUba harSa-ullAsa Avyo. kAnethI sAMbhaLatA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 337 gayA ne vANI sIdhI hRdayamAM utaratI gaI. tame badhA kAnathI sAMbhaLe che, paNa jyAM sudhI hRdayamAM utarI nathI tyAM sudhI mAtra kAnane rAjI karyAM che. jyAre vIvANIne nAda aMtara sudhI paheAMcaze tyAre e vicAra karo ke mAre cheADavA jevuM zuM che? jAguvA jevuM zu che ? ane grahaNa karavA jevu' zuM che? te AtmAmAM heya jJeya ane upAdeyane viveka jAgaze. puNya pApanuM bhAna thaze. jinavANI sAMbhaLyA pachI A viveka na Ave te samajavu' ke 'me' mAtra mArA kAnane rAjI karyAM che paNa AtmAne rAjI karyAM nathI. koNa pradhAna? puNya ke purUSAtha? : eka vAra e mitrA vacce vAdAvAdI thai. eka kahe A duniyAmAM purUSA jIte. bIjo mitra kahe puNya jIte. eka kahe purUSArtha pradhAna che. bIjo kahe puNya pradhAna che. saMsAramAM puNya pradhAna che ane AdhyAtmika STie purUSA pradhAna che. A baMne vAdAvAdI karyAM kare. eka divasa teo vAta karatA pharatA pharatA dharmazALAmAM gayA. dharmazALAmAM jaIne teNe AraDI khAlI. AraDImAM eka palaMga paDayA hatA. tenA para sUI gayA. je purUSAne pradhAna mAne che te purUSAtha karavA traNa mALa caDayo. tyAM rUmamAM koi hatuM nahi. rUma khullI hatI. tyAM miThAinuM pekeTa paDeluM joyuM. pekeTa kheAlyu. te temAM 3ra peThA hatA. te te peMDA joI ne khUba khuza thai gayeA. khUba kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hatI eTale eka sAthe 10-12 peDA teA khAI gayA pachI tenA manamAM thayuM mArA mitra bhUkhyA-tarasyeA nIce sUtA che te tenA mATe A peMDA laI jAu. tene khavaDAvIza. purUSAne mAnanArA mitra trIje mALathI nIce ANye. oraDAmAM jaI ne jeyu' teA pele puchyavAdI pala'gamAM ghasaghasATa UMdhatA hatA. tene jagADatA kahe che ke huM abhAgIyA ! zuM haju UMghe che ! uTha, UbhA thA. pele tA ekadama AMkhA cALatA ceALatA UbheA thayA. mitra! zu che? are pAgala ! tu puNya puNya kaDDIne sUI gayA paNa meM trajhu mALa caDhavAnA purUSArtha karyAM. tyAM eka DakhkhA joyA. temAMthI peDA maLyA. me 16 peDA khAdhA che ne 16 tArA mATe rAkhyA che. have tuM ja kahe ke meM purUSAtha na karyAM hAta tA A peMDA kANu lAvata ? have tuM kabUla karIza ne ke puNya karatAM purUSA vadhu caDhe. purUSArthanI prAbalyatA : A sAMbhaLIne puNyavAdIne hasavuM AvyuM. teNe pe'DA hAthamAM lIdhA pachI kahyuM-mitra ! tane bhAna nathI ke A peMDA mane koNe ApyA. huM te ahIM sUtA chuM. meM upara AvavAnA purUSAtha karyAM nathI. huM traNa mALa caDhayA nathI. pe'DA lAvavAnI mahenata teM karI. pekeTamAMthI peMDA tuM laI Avye.. huM te sUtele hatA. sUteleA jagADIne mane sAmethI pe'DA ApavA tu ALye, mATe samaja tane aDI sudhI UMghatA jagADIne ApavAnI preraNA kaNe ApI ? mArA puNye. nahitara meM kayAM peDA jeyA hatA! mane kayAM khabara hatI ke tane pe'DA maLyA che ? te dhAyu heAta te tuM ekalA badhA pe'DA khAI zakata paNa mAruM puNya hatu eTale teM mane jagADIne 23

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338 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi paMDA ApyA. have tuM ja kahe ke puNya jIte ke purUSArtha. purUSArthavAdIne thayuM ke vAta to sAcI che. ahIM jJAnI ApaNane e samajAve che ke saMsAramAM puNyanA AdhAre jIta maLe che jyAre AdhyAtmika jagatamAM purUSArthane AdhAre vijaya maLe che. Aje kaMIka vAra pApI AtmAo pUjAtA lAge che, kAraNa ke temanA pakSamAM pUrvanuM puNya che. kaMIka vAra dhamI sajajana AtmAo saMsAramAM duHkhI thatAM hoya che kAraNa ke temanA pakSamAM pUrvanA puyanI khAmI che. bIjI vAta sAdhanAnA mArge prayANa karyA pachI pApI AtmAo paNa thoDA samayamAM pitAnuM zreya sAdhI gayA che kAraNa ke A mArgamAM temane purUSArtha joradAra hate. dA. ta. arjunamALI, paradezI rAjA. kaMIka vAra dhamI AtmAo sAdhanAnA jIvanane pAmyA pachI hArI gayA che kAraNa ke temanA purUSArthamAM khAmI che. duniyAmAM saphaLatA meLavavA mATe puNya joIe che ane sAdhanAnA kSetramAM saphaLatA meLavavA mATe purUSArthanI jarUra che. jJAnI ApaNane samajAve che ke A duniyAnI tamArI badhI anukULatAe puNyane AdhIna che. jyAM sudhI puya salAmata tyAM sudhI tame salAmata. je divase je ghaDIe e paravAre te divase tame paNa paravArI gayA. jyAM sudhI puNya anukULa tyAM sudhI lIlAlhera ane jyAM e pratikULa thayuM tyAM kALo kera. jIvanamAM kaI paNa sAdhanA ArAdhanA karIne temAM saphaLatA meLavavI sahelI che kAraNa ke tenI cAvI tamArA pitAnA puruSArthamAM che. eTale purUSArtha pracaMDa teTalI saphaLatA jaladI. zrImaMta, sukhI, dhanADhaya banavuM e puNyane AdhIna che jyAre garIbAImAM dilanI amIrI jALavavI e pitAne AdhIna che. mAna-sanmAna maLe, satkAra maLe e puNyanA kAraNe maLe jyAre kaI apamAna kare ke tiraskAra kare emAM mananI mastI TakAvI rAkhavI e kAma Apazu pitAnuM che. puNya cakavatI banAve jayAra purUSArtha kevaLajJAnI banAve, mATe samaje. A uttama jIvanamAM parAdhIna vastuo meLavavA pAchaLa zaktiono vyaya na karatAM svAdhIna evA AtmaguNane prApta karavA mATe puruSArtha karo te jarUra eka vAra saphaLatA meLavI zakazo. AnaMda gAthApatie bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI. vANI sAMbhaLatA temanA romaromamAM ulAsa AvyA. temanA sADA traNa koDa romarAya UMcA thaI gayA. bhagavAna ! ApanI zI vAta karuM ! zuM ApanI tejasvI vANuM che. ApanI vANanA akSara akSaramAM AtmAne AnaMda che. tenA zabda zadamAM zAMtinA jharaNA vahe che. tenA vAkya vAkyamAM vItarAgatAne vIlapAvara bharyo che ane papadamAM parama padanI prAptinA sopAna rahelA che. bhagavAnanI vANInuM pAna karatAM temanuM haiyuM eTaluM badhuM ulasI gayuM che ke vAta pUche mA. mANasanA mukha para ATale ullAsa hoya e mukha kAMI chAnuM rahe kharuM ! tamArA ghera keI mahemAna AvyA. te je tamane gamatA haze te pheIsa sAre raheze ane nahi gamatA hoya te paNa mukha chAnuM nahi rahe. tame kadAca vAtane gopavavA jAva te paNa mukhane kemere te jevuM hoya tevuM batAvI de. AnaMda kahe che prabhu ! mAre

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 339 janmAro saphaLa banI gayo. mAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM. mArA mahAna bhAgyadaye mane ApanI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLI. A jIva ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya, caurendriyamAM gayo tyAM kAna maLyA na hatAM. Aje paMcendriyapaNumAM AvyuM to kAna maLyA. kAna maLyA to huM ApanI vANI sAMbhaLI zakyo. AnaMda pitAne harSa vyakata kare che. he bhagavAna ! ApanA vacanenI huM yathArtha zraddhA karuM chuM. tenI zraddhA DolatI dhajA jevI na hatI paNa merU jevI aDola hatI. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra : vasamI vidAya: zeThanI sAte dIkarIonA lagna thaI gayA, mAtApitA temanI vahAlasoyI dIkarIone vaLAvI rahyA che. ghaDI pahelA AnaMda ane umaMgamAM nAcatI AMkhe AMsuthI chalakAI rahI che. sAta dIkarIe mAtAnA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne chAtI phATa raDI rahI che. mAtApitA paNa haiyAphATa raDe che. sagAsaMbaMdhI badhAnI AMkhamAM AMsu che. ATalA varSothI je dIkarIo pitAnA meLAmAM ramIne moTI thaI hatI, mAtApitAne khUba AnaMda ApatI hatI. e dIkarIo Aje bIjA ghera jaI rahI hatI. A vidAya mAbApane mATe khUba vasamI hatI chatAM vidAya ApyA vinA chUTake na hato. are, eka dIkarI sAsare jAya to paNa mAtApitAne duHkha thAya che. tenA badale Aje sAta sAta dIkarIone eka sAthe vaLAvavI paDe eTale duHkha thAya e te sahaja che. pitAjI kaha-he dIkarIo! Aja sudhI mAre mahela AnaMdathI khIlakhIlATa raheto hate. Aje mAre mahela sAva khAlI khAlI thaI gayo. A mahelamAM amane gamaze paNa nahi paNa zuM thAya? dIkarI pArakA gharanI vastI kahevAya. e moTI thAya eTale sAsare cAlI jAya. pitAnA mAbApane mUkIne navA mAbApanA ghare jAya. pitAnuM AkhuM jIvana patine arpaNa karI de. AMsuthI chalakAtI AMkhee mAtApitAe sAte dIkarIone vidAya ApI ane maMgala AzIrvAda ApyA. sAte dIkarIo puNyasAra sAthe pitAnA sAsare AvI. sAsaruM te hatuM ja kayAM! devanA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhIne pati meLavyo hato tethI eka mahelamAM jyAM puNyasArane utAre hato te mahele gayA. puNyasAra eka nahi paNuM sAta sAta kanyAone pati banyuM. tenuM puNya khUba tapatuM hatuM paNa te te manamAM kaMIka juduM ja vicAratA hatA. ghaDIkamAM mAbApanI mIThI yAda Ave che te ghaDIkamAM vicAra kare che ke muja pito je te samaye gharathI na kADhata bahAra; sapta vanitA suMdara mane, maLata kema A vAra mArA pitAe je mane dhakko mArIne gharanI bahAra kADhayo na hota to A badhuM banata kevI rIte? AgalA divase te kADhI mUke che. haju 24 kalAka mAMDa thayA haze tyAM dhanADhaya zeThane jamAI banI gayo. kayAM pitAnuM kADhI mUkavuM ne kayAM A sAta sAta kanyAo paraNavI ! mArA mAtApitA mane dhaze. ahIM sudhI te zodhavA Ave kevI rIte ! je mAre patto nahi paDe to mArA mA-bApa mArA vinA guraze. kadAca

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340 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi ApaghAta te nahi kare ne ! atyAre puNyasArane te AnadanI ghaDIo che chatAM tenA mukha para A badhA vicArenA kAraNe udAsInatA che. pilI baMne devIo lagnamaMDapamAM jevA mATe UbhI hatI. te ekabIjAne kahetI hatI ke A chokaro kevo bhAgyazALI che ke te eka sAthe sAta kanyAone paro. jo ApaNe ahIM AvyA na hatA te A badhuM kayAMthI jovA maLata. lagna pachI te tyAMthI ravAnA thaI gaI. puNyasAranI udAsInatAnuM kAraNa pUchatI patnIeH puNyasAra palaMga para udAsa thaIne beTho che. te keInA sAmuM UMcuM joto nathI. sAte kanyAo vicAra kare che ke haju te paraNIne AvyA che ne ekadama zuM thaI gayuM? ApaNA sAmuM ya jotAM nathI. ApaNI jiMdagI kevI rIte vItAvIzuM ! te kaMI bolatA nathI. UMcuM jotAM nathI mATe kaMIka vicAramAM haze. ekabIjI ekabIjIne kahe che tuM pUcha te kharI. sauthI moTIbenane kahe-Apa sauthI moTA che, mATe Apa pUcho ne. maTIe bIjA naMbarane kahyuM, ema eka pachI eka bIjIne kahe che chevaTe sauthI nAnI guNasuMdarIne kahe che bena ! tuM pUchI je. paraNIne paga mUkatAM je bolatAM nathI to ApaNuM zuM thaze ? chevaTe guNasuMdarI caraNamAM paDIne kahe che ke Apa udAsa kema che ! Apane zuM ciMtA che? ame te ApanA paganI mojaDIo samAna che. Apane je hoya te kahe. kadAca amArA pitAe Apane baLAtkArathI amArI sAthe paraNAvyA hoya tethI Apane amArA pratye aNagamo che? zuM ame Apane gamatA nathI ? A lagnathI tamane duHkha thayuM che? je hoya te Apa kaho. tame amane bolAvazo te bhale, tyajaze te bhale paNa ame have ApanA sivAya kaI purUSane manathI paNa icchavAnA nathI. Apa amAruM sarvasva che. sukha Apaze toya tame ane duHkha Apaze toya tame. guNasuMdarI khUba DAhI ane catura che. tene keyalanA TahukAra je avAja sAMbhaLIne puNyasAra camakyo, temane zuM javAba Ape? tame mane nathI gamatAM ema kahevuM? lagnathI mane duHkha thayuM che ema kahevuM? nA... nA...evuM te che nahi. A lagnathI te mane AnaMda thayo che. A sAte kanyAo mane gamI gaI che te kahevuM zuM? te muMjhavaNamAM paDyo. puNyasAranA manamAM ciMtA judI che. te vicAre che ke pelI be devIo jatI raheze te huM mArA mAtApitA pAse kevI rIte jaIza? A rIte sAte kanyAo khUba khUba pUchaze tyAre puyasAra kevuM juduM kAraNa batAvaze tenA bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa vada 10 ne zanIvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 39 : tA. 10-8-85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke AtmA Aja dina sudhI jaDano pujArI banyo che. jaDanI sArasaMbhALamAM sAruM jIvana pasAra karyuM che. jaDanA rAga khAtara caitanyane visarI gayo che. bhautika padArthone moha AtmAne svaguNonuM jJAna thavA detuM nathI. pariNAme bhavane aMta najIkamAM dekhAtuM nathI. bhavane aMta kayAre dekhAya ? jyAre mohanA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [341 mahelane jamInadosta karavAnuM sAmarthya dharAvanAra jinAjJA tarapha tenI daSTi jAya tyAre. mohanA jherane haTAvavA mATe kiMmatI jaDIbuTTI samAna jinAjJA ApaNI pAse che. te jinAjJA maLyAnuM AtmAmAM gaurava che ? jIvanamAM jinAjJA pAlanane jyAre bhAremAM bhAre AnaMda heya che tyAre A saMsAramAM banatA game tevA sArA ke kheTA prasaMgo AtmAmAM jarAya rAga-dveSanI pariNati UbhI karI zakatA nathI. are, eTaluM ja nahi. pitAnA zarIra mATe koI kharAba pariNati UbhI thatI nathI. mohana viSane mAranAra jaDIbuTTI jinAjJA kumArapALa rAjAne temanA zatruo taraphathI jhera ApavAmAM AvyuM. thoDI vAramAM temanI rageragamAM viSa prasarI gayuM, rAjavaidone bolAvyA. teo samajI gayA ke A zarIramAM to viSano prayoga thayeluM che. A viSane saMharI lenAra keI jaDIbuTTI maLe te rAjA viSamukta bane. mahArAjAe bhaMDArIne kahyuM, rAjabhaMDAramAMthI jaDIbuTTI laI Ave paNa bhaMDAramAM jaDIbuTTI maLe ja kayAMthI ! rAjAne viSapravega karatAM pahelAM viSahara jaDIbuTTI zatruoe laI lIdhI hatI. bhaMDArIne jaDIbuTTI na maLavAthI bicAre pUjatA page mahArAjA pAse pAcho AvyuM. je te laIne Avyo heta to mukha para harSa heta paNa nahi maLavAthI mukha para nirAzA che rAjA tenuM mukha joIne samajI gayA ke jaDIbuTTI guma thaI gaI lAge che. rAjA kahe bhaMDArI ! Apa ciMtA na kare, jaDIbuTTI hota te upayoga karata. tenAthI sAruM thAta to A zarIra dharma ArAdhanAmAM kAma lAgata. jaDIbuTTI nathI maLI to ciMtA nathI. mane mRtyune bhaya nathI. jIvanamAM ane maraNamAM baMnemAM kumArapALa mahArAjAnI samadaSTi rAkhavAnI vAta ApaNA haiyAmAM navo prakAza pAthare che. A sAthe eka bIjI vAta vicAravI che. viSane utAranAra jaDIbuTTIne te duzmanee guma karI dIdhI hatI paNa mehanA bhayaMkara viSane utAranAra jaDIbuTTI te sahIsalAmata che ne ! kaI duzamanee tene guma te karI nathI ne! paramahaMta kumArapALa rAjAne te eka vAra viSa pIvAno prasaMga Avye paNa saMsArI jIve te keTalIya vAra mahinA viane pIdhe rAkhe che. AvA samaye jaDIbuTTI vinA kema cAle ? mehanA viSane utAranAra keI jaDIbuTTI che ? tene mAravA mATe kayo maMtra che? meharUpI viSane mAranAra keI jaDIbuTTI kahe ke maMtra kahe che te che jinAjJA. jinAjJAnuM pAlana mehanA viSane khatama kare che. saMsArI rAga ane dveSa, ahaMkAra ane mamatAnA pravAhamAM taNAI rahyA che. mehane bhayaMkara maMtra che huM ane mAre. zarIramAM huMpaNAnI buddhi ane dunyavI padArthomAM mArApaNAnI buddhi e mehano maMtra che. A maMtrano jApa jIvane saMsAramAM bhamAve che. AtmAe vicAravAnuM e che ke huM koNa ? joDazuM A vinazvara zarIra te huM chuM? nA...nA...huM te nAzavaMta zarIramAM vasavATa karIne rahele AnaMdadhana. anaMta sukhano khajAno e AtamA chuM. AmAnuM jJAna duHkhamAM duHkhane anubhava na thavA de. jyAM sudhI Atma tattva para dRSTi gaI nathI tyAM sudhI sukha duHkha che.

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342 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi ' kAThiyAvADamAM eka rajavADAnA ThAkarane aphINa khAvAnI khUba Teva. sAthe hAke paNa gagaDAve. eka vAra ThAkara oTalA para besIne hoko pI rahyA hatA. aphINane amala haju utaryo na hato. tyAM heko pIvA mAMDyo. temAM bApune jhokuM AvI gayuM eTale dhaDAka daIne oTalA parathI nIce paDyA. avAja sAMbhaLI badhA nokare deDatA AvyA. joyuM to ThAkara bApu nIce paDelA joyA, paNa bApu to aphINanI duniyAmAM evA masta hatA ke pote paDI gayA chatAM pitAne khabara nathI. temaNe nokarone pUchayuM -kegu paDayuM ? A dhabake zAne thaye? ApaNA kuMvara paDI gayA ke zuM? tame leke kuMvaranuM jarA paNuM dhyAna rAkhatA nathI ke kuMvara paDI gaye? nakara bicArA zuM javAba Ape ke bApu tame paDyA che, kuMvara nathI paDayA. ThAkarane pitAnA zarIranuM huM paNuM bhUlAI gayuM che te AtmadaSTithI nahIM paNa aphINanA vyasananA kAraNe. temanA AtmA para te ajJAna chavAyeluM che. huM eTale AtmA. te bhAna bhUlI gayo che. jyAM sudhI nAzavaMta zarIramAM birAjI rahela anAzavaMta evA AtmAnA darzana thayA nathI tyAM sudhI mRtyune bhaya che. zarIramAM huMpaNanI dRSTi AtmaghAtaka che. jyAre AtmAmAM huM paNAnI buddhi mahine ghAta karanArI che. A bemAMthI ApaNe tene ghAta karavo che? mohano nAza kare che te jinezvaranI AjJAne haiyAmAM vasAvavI paDaze. jene jinezvaranI AjJA pratye bahumAna jAgyuM che evA AnaMda gAthApatine bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatA je AnaMda AvyA te avarNanIya, akathanIya hato. temane A AnaMda bhautika AnaMda na hato paNa AdhyAtmika AnaMda hato. jJAnIe be prakAranA dhanavAna kahyA che. eka to tame jene sukhI mAne che, tamArA kahevA pramANe jene tyAM vaibhava, vilAsa, gADI, moTara, lADI, vADI, saMpatti heya tene dhanavAna kahe che. bhAgyavAna, puNyavAna kahe che. A bhautika saMpatti to jIve akAma nirA karI hoya te paNa maLe che. A saMpattimAM je lapaTAI gayA, Asakta banyA te naraka nigodamAM pheMkI deze. jenI pAse A bhautika vaibhava nathI paNa Atmika saMpatti che te garIba hovA chatAM amIra che. AjanA jamAnAmAM AMkaDA khoTA mUkAya che. tame mUlya kenA AMke che ? paisAnA. jenI pAse dhana che tenI kiMmata che ane dhana nathI tenI koI kiMmata nathI. jainadarzananI daSTie dhananI kiMmata nathI paNa dharmanI kiMmata che. mammaNa zeTha pAse keTalI milakta hatI ! paNa tenI pAse Atmika saMpatti na hatI te marIne narake gaye. puNI zrAvaka ke garIba hate. tenI pAse bhautika saMpatti na hatI. samAjamAM kadAca tenA satkAra sanmAna nahi hoya paNa Atmika saMpatti hatI te te sadgati pAmyA. bhautika saMpatti pratyenA bhAva bhava vadhAraze ane Atmika saMpattino AnaMda bhava ghaTADaze. je tamAre bhava ghaTADavA che te pahelA AraMbha parigraha ghaTADe. AraMbha parigraha ghaTaze eTale pApa ghaTaze ane pApa ghaTaze eTale bhava ghaTaze. jAgRta banelA AtmAne hRdayamAM A kheda thAya che ke "surata jo mavaH sarva

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 343 uljherokSyata: tham " / AkhA saMsAra (bhava) dukharUpa che kAraNu ke temAM aneka viTa khaNuAo rahelI che, temAM vAravAra janma maraNunI ghaTamALa cAlu che. jo sa`sAra che te temAM janmAdinI ane virAdhanAnI viTaMbaNA UbhI che. A sa'sArane uccheda zenAthI ane kevI rIte thAya ? jJAnI bhagavaMte sa`sAramAM be jAtanA duHkhanI viTaMbaNA khatAvI che. eka dravya duHkhanI ane bhAva duHkhanI. drazya duHkhAmAM khAvA na maLe, sa patti vaibhava na maLe, mAna sanmAnane badale apamAna maLe. zarIramAM roga Ave, gulAmI vagere hAya. A teA khadhA dravya duHkhA che. saMsAramAM A dravya du:khAnI viTa`khaNAo teA che paNa tenA karatAM bhAva duH khAnI viTaMbaNA meTI che. jIvane dharma na game. deva, gurU, dharmAMnA rAga na heAya. rAta divasa kaSAyeAnA ukaLATa hAya, viSayeAnI lapaTatA rahe, pramAda game, A badhA bhAva duH kheA che. kAyA, kaMcana, kuTuMba, kAminI badhuM sa`sAra ja che. A sa MsAra paNa kevA ? tame saMtAnA saMga karyAM. temanI pAsethI dhama sAMbhaLI dAna karavAnu mana thayuM. tame dAna karavA taiyAra thayA te tyAM tarata kuTuMbIjanA badhA kaheze joje hamaNAM na khacI nAMkhIza. tuM AmAM bahu pALe na thaiza. tArA AkhA kuTuMbane tAre sAMbhaLavAnu che, A rIte kuTuMbIjanA dAna karatAM breka mAre, maMgalakArI paryuSaNanA divase AvI rahyA che. tamane aDDAI karavAnu` mana thayuM te tyAM kAyA tapa karavAmAM breka mAraze ke tuM tapa karIza nahuM. tapathI kAyA sUkAI jaze teA AgaLa tArI kAyA kAma nahi karI zake. dharmAMnA kSetramAM AvA namAlA vicAra e bhAva du:kha che. namAlA vicAra e mananI marAkhI che. dhamanA kAryamAM namAlA vicAra Ave che. saMsAranA kAyA mAM kayAreya AvA namAlA vicAra Ave che ? tyAM te zUravIra dhIra banI jAva che.. puNyAye saMpatti maLI. temAM abhimAna AnyA, karmAye rAga Ave tyAre hAya.... rAga AvyA; evu' Ata dhyAna thAya, roga maTI gayA pachI sAruM sAruM khAvAnI icchA thAya A badhA bhAva du:khe che. koI pratye rAga thAya, dveSa thAya e bhAva duHkha. AkhA sa'sAra AvA duHkhAthI bharelA che. vepAra dhaMdhA mATe bhUlezvara jevA erIyAmAM be cAra AMTA khAvA paDe teA thAka na lAge paNa tAraNahAra gurU bhagavaMtAnI sAthe eka be kileAmITara cAlavAnuM thAya teA kaheze| ke amane thAka lAge. kevI bhayaMkara viSamatA che !. je kAyA dharmAMnA sAdhana tarIke maLI che ene sAdhya banAvI devAya ? basa, mana kahe tema karavAnuM. mana kahe, tapa, vrata niyama kare teA kAyA sUkAI jAya te tapa nahIM karavAnA ? dharmAMnI mAvajata na thAya teA vAMdhA nahi paNa kAyAnI mAvajata teA kharAkhara karavAnI ! A jIvanI keTalI ajJAna dazA che ! yAda rAkho. jIvanamAM sAdhya dhama che ane tana, mana, dhana enA sAdhana tarIke maLyA che. jo sAdhya siddha karatAM kadAca kAyAdri sAdhana ghasAya tA enI zI ciMtA karavAnI ? mAneA ke tame vepAranA seAdA karavA badhI mileAmAM, dukAnAmAM pharavA mATe meTara rAkhI che. vepAranA seDhA mATe meTaramAM pharavu paDe te meTarane ghasAro paDe ke nahi ? peTrola maLe ke nahi ? tyAM vicAra kare che ke mArI meTara

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344 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi ghasAya che? mAre dhadhA mATe paNa meTaramAM pharavuM nathI. tyAM te zu' vicAra kare ke bhale ne meTarane ghasAro paDe paNa vepAranA seAdA thAya che ne ? tyAM te meTara ghasAvA chatAM AnaMda thAya che. A daSTi AdhyAtmika kSetramAM lAve. tapa karatAM kAyA sUkAya te| mAna ke mArI kAyA sUkAtI nathI paNa mArA karmAM sUkAya che. jayAM karmAM sUkAtA hAya, mana'tI krama nirAnA lAbha thatA hAya tA mArI kAyAne bhale ne dhasAro paDe ! dAna detAM bhale mananA vyaya thAya paNa e dAnamAM parigraha pratyenA meha chUTa che. dAna detAM mane ethI adhika maLavAnuM che teA pachI dAna zA mATe na devu` ? A kAyA teA mane sAdhanA mATe maLI che. eka divasa teA enI rAkha thai javAnI che; pachI phIthI AvI kAyA maLavI muzkela che. teA zA mATe huM dharmAMnI ArAdhanA na karI lau ? A bhayaMkara bhAva du:khAthI bharapura bharelA saMsAranA uccheda karavA mATe AtmadRSTi keLavavAnI jarUra che. bAkI A saMsAra bhAva du:khAthI bharelA che. A sauMsAramAM jyAM najara nAMkhA tyAM bhAva duHkhAnI heALI che. asat bhAvAnI Aga saLagatI rahe che. Dagale ne pagale rAga-dveSanA saMkalezeA thayA kare che. tamane managamatu maLyu tyAM Ana ane aNagamatu maLyu tyAre kheda thAya e sa`kalezeA che. A sa'sAramAM vAte vAte rAga-dveSathI mana bagaDe che. pAra vinAnA azubha bhAvA ane sa'kalezeA karAvanAra A saMsAra che. enAthI janma maraNanI para parA vadhe che. A paraMparAne teDavA mATe jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJAne AtmasAt karI le te bhAvaduHkhA dUra thayA vinA raheze nahi. bhagavAnanI vANI sAbhaLIne AnaMdanA AtmAmAM raNakAra thayA. jinAjJA pratye bahumAna thayuM. suNI vItarAganuM kathana, kare dilamAM mathana, bhAve kare jatana, te sAthe peAtAnuM vatana, AnaMda gAthApatie prabhunI vANIne temanA rAmarAmamAM aNu aNumAM gU'thI lIdhI. prabhue dezanAmAM leAka, aleka, jIvAdi nava tattvA, naya, nikSepA, saptabhaMgI, cAra, kaSAya, cAra gati, cAra saMjJA, cAra vikathA AdinuM khUba vistArapUrvaka nirUpaNa karyuM. lAka kAne kahevAya ? dhammo ahammo AgAsa, kAlo puggala jantavo / isa konetti vatto, niLedivasidi // u.a.28.gA.7 dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pudgalAstikAya, jIvAstikAya ane kALa A cha dravyA jeTalA kSetramAM che teTalA kSetrane lAka kahevAya che. jayAM AkAza sivAya bIjuM kei dravya nathI tene aleAka kahevAya che. A cha dravyeAmAM jaDa keTalA ane cetana keTalA ? jIvAstikAya eka cetana che khAkInA pAMca dravyeA jaDa che. cha drabyA para thADI vAta vicArIe. A cha drabyAmAMthI jIvadravyane cheDIne khIjA pAMca dravyeA pAtapeAtAnA svabhAvane cheDatA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] || 345 nathI. dharmAstikAyane svabhAva calaNa sahAya, adharmAstikAya-sthira sahAya, AkAzAstikAyane avagAhanAdAna, kALa-vartanAM lakSaNa, jIva-upaga, pudgala saDana-paDana Adi. tamArA gharanI bhIMta game teTalI majabUta hoya chatAM khIlI mAro to aMdara jAya che te AkAzAstikAya, bIjA dravyane jagA Ape che. pudgalano svabhAva saDanapaDana. moTA zrImaMtone ghera te zarIre reja savAre mAliza karanArA rAkhe. are ! UThayA tyArathI enI ALapaMpALa cAlu hoya che. ene game teTalI sAco chatAM ghaDapaNa AvavAnuM. tamAro bAlapaNane phoTo juo, yuvAnIne ne have ghaDapaNane pheTo juo. traNe pheTAmAM keTale pharaka paDe che? bAlapaNane pheTo te oLakhI zakAya nahi. kAraNa ke pudgalane svabhAva palaTAvAno che. eTale paryAye palaTAyA vagara na rahe. A pudgalane sAcavavA jIva keTalA karmo bAMdhe che ! yArI A kAyAne lADa huM laDAvuM, prabhu tArI vANI kayAre sUNuM, savAre UThIne nahAvAdhavA lAguM, TApaTIpa karavAmAM be kalAka bagADuM, sArI rIte nAsto karI...he (2) dukAne huM jAu...prabhu tArI, kevI sarasa vAta karI ! A kAyAne lADa laDAvavA keTaluM kare che? paNa yAda rAkhaje ke pAMca dravyo pitAnA svabhAvane cheDatA nathI. zarIrane game teTaluM zaNagAre paNa aMte e pudgalane svabhAva nAza thavAno che, mATe nAza thaI javAnuM che. tame ghaDiyALa baMdha karI de, chatAM sAMja paDavAnI te kALanuM lakSaNa che. pAMce drA potAnA svabhAvamAM barAbara rahe che. bhAna bhUlyo che eka mAtra jIva, jIvano svabhAva jJAtA ane daSTA che. e svabhAvamAM barAbara rahe to tene mATe mokSa dUra nathI. mokSa mATe kAMI laTakavAnI jarUra nathI. te mATe prakRtiene badalAvAnI jarUra che. potAnA sthAnamAM, svabhAvamAM AvavAnI jarUra che. svabhAvamAM AvavA mATe jinAjJAnA khIlaDe vaLagI jAva. bhale, badhA sAdhu nathI banI zakatA. Apa gRhasthapaNAmAM raho paNa jinezvaranI AjJAne na choDaze. prabhu cAra saMjJAne cheDavAnuM pharamAve che. cAra saMjJAnuM jora khUba che. temAM mithuna saMjJA ane parigraha saMjJA te jIvane khUba pajave che. cAra purUSArthamAM jeTaluM kAma pajave che teTale artha parigraha pajave che. gharigraha eTale je jIvane cAra gatimAM jakaDI rAkhe ane pAMcamI gatinA darzana na thavA de tenuM nAma parigraha Aje kaMIka jI kahe mane to panotI naDe che. maMgaLa naDe che, zani naDe che, tethI hAthamAM maMgaLanI, zanInI vIMTIo pahere che paNa huM to kahuM chuM ke zanI ke maMgaLa kaMI paheravAnI jarUra nathI. moTAmAM moTI panotI parigrahanI che A panotI jIvane jeTalI pajave che teTalI bIjI kaI pajavatI nathI. saMjJI manuSyane 10 prANa che paNa parigrahamAM lupatAvALA cho parigrahane 11 me prANa mAne che. A parigraha meLavavA 10 prANuno nAza karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. A parigrahanI panotI jIvane kevI pajave che ?

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346 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi eka senI dAgInA ghaDavAmAM khUba nipuNa hatA ane caurya kalAmAM te mahAnipuNa. sonI have uMmaralAyaka thayo. teNe pitAnA dIkarAne dhaMdhAmAM pAvaraphula banAvI dIdhe. kahevAya che ke enI vANiye ne saI tene vizvAsa na karaze keI" sonI game te sAra heya paNa tene vizvAsa karavo nahi. A sonIne paNa pitAne tyAM dAgInA ghaDavA Ave emAMthI thoDuMka senuM avazya cAravuM evI tene Teva hatI. A niyama te TheTha sudhI pALe. potAnI sagI bena hoya ke pheI hoya, badhAmAM sarakho kAyado. dIkarAne paNa A kaLAmAM khUba oMziyAra banAvyo hate. senI gharaDo thayo eTale dIkarAe dhaMdhe barAbara saMbhALI lIdhe. eka be varSa vItyA haze tyAM sonInI dIkarI pitAnA bhAI pAse dAgInA ghaDAvavA AvI. tene vara sanInuM kAma karato na hatuM. bhAI pAse karAvavAthI sonuM cerAya nahi. bhAI benane khUba prema hatuM. bhAI dAgInA ghaDe che. bena sAme beThI vAto kare che, bhAIbahenanA bAlapaNanA samaraNe yAda kare che. Doso bahAra oTale beTho beTho mALA gaNe che. mALA gaNatAM tenA manamAM thayuM ke bIjuM badhuM te ThIka. atyAra sudhI dIkarAe dhaMdhAmAM vadhe AvavA dIdhuM nathI. keI gharAkanA mAlamAMthI corI karavAnuM cUkyo nathI paNa Aje tenI bahena AvI che. bhAI bahenanA prema dUdhasAkara jevA che, tethI kadAca pheraphAra kare te ? DosA mALA gaNatAM (2) ciMtA kare che. potAnI dIkarI che chatAM ene luMTavAno vicAra kare che. vicAre, parigraha zuM kare che ! zuM mAre karo senuM kADhavuM bhUlI jaze te? A ciMtAmAM Dose muMjhAya che. paNa kahevuM kevI rIte ? potAnI dIkarI pAse beThI che. De khUba akaLAI gaye. tenAthI na rahevAyuM eTale bole che. "he rAma ! tArA darabAramAM te badhAne sarakhe nyAya che. eka vAra bolyA tyAre chokarAe barAbara sAMbhaLyuM nahi eTale traNa vAra belyA. he rAma! tAre to badhA sarakhA che. DerAnA zabdo pAchaLa rahelI ciMtA chokarA samajI gayA ke mAre bApa zuM kahevA mAMge che? pite bahenanA dAgInAmAMthI kyAranuMya senuM kADhI lIdhuM che ane DosA beTI ciMtA karyA kare che paNa A vAta sIdhI rIte kema kahevAya? eTale chokaro bolyo rAma rAma zuM karo cho? rame to sonAnI laMkA kyAranI lUMTI lIdhI che! basa patI gayuM. pitA samajI gayA ke have rAma rAma karavAnI jarUra nathI. mArA dIkarAe kAma karI lIdhuM che, dIkarIne paNa lUMTavAnI bhAvanA keNe karI? parigrahanI mamatAe. keI mANasane nAga DaMkha de ane enuM jhera caDhe tyAre je te nevela sUMghI le te jhera utarI jAya, tema A saMsAramAM parigrahanI mAyA e nAgaNa samAna che. te DaMkha mArI rahI che. tenuM jhera jagatanA lagabhaga jIvene caDyuM che. have je e jherathI bacavuM che to tame jinavANI rUpI noravela sUMghI le te A mAyAnA jhera utarI jaze paNa jinavANI upara zraddhA hovI joIe, mATe bhagavAna paDakAra karIne kahe che parigraha cheDo. AnaMda gAthApati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse dharmane sAMbhaLIne tene

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 347 hRdayamAM avadhAraNA karI khUba hRSTatuSTa thaIne atyaMta prasanna, pramudita thaIne A pramANe khelyA "sattvAmiLa manye. huM bhaMte ! he pUjaya ! huM ApanA nigraMtha pravacana para zraddhA karuM chuM. A zabdA khelatAM yu. thanathana nAcI UThe che vRttiyAmiLa mate. niHzaMtha" pAvayaLa ! he bhagavAna ! ApanA pravacana para huM pratIti karuM chuM. vizvAsa karuM chuM. romiLa mantra / he pUjaya ! huM ApanA pravacananI rUcI karu chuM eTale mane sAru lAgyuM che. bahu gamI gayu che. ahe| prabhu ! have mane sAcA khATAnu' bhAna thayu.. heya, jJeya ane upAdeyane viveka ALye, Aja dina sudhI mAro AtmA jaDanA pUrjArI banyA hatA. jaDanI pUjAmAM cetana evA AtmAne bhUlI gayA hatA. mArA mahuAna bhAgyeAdaya jAgyA ke bhUlelAne sAcuM bhAna karAvavA prabhu Apa ahIM padhAryAM ! Aje mArA jIvananI ghaDI-paLa dhanya banI gayA. mArA prabhu ! Apane pAmIne, Apane sAMbhaLIne mAruM' jIvana paNa dhanya banyuM. mane atyAra sudhI AvuM kaI maLyuM na hatuM. Aje Apa maLyA che. ATalu' khelatAM Ana'nA hu` samAtA nathI. temanA AtmA kALI mATI jevA hatA eTale prabhunI vANInuM pANI paDatAM temanA hRdayamAM ArapAra utarI gayu'. vItarAga vANInA ra'gathI temane AtmA raMgAI gayA. pravacanamAM apUrva zraddhA thaI che. zraddhAnA ekaDA jIvanamAM AvI gayA. ekaDA thayA pachI tenA para mI DA vadhAratA jaze tema tenI ki`mata vadhatI jaze. AnaMdane prabhunI vANI para zraddhA thaI vizvAsa thayA, rUcI thaI. devAnupriyA ! be divasa pachI parvAdhirAja pa`SaNu pa` ApaNA aMtaranA AMgaNe padhAraze. dezanA koI meTA pradhAna tamAre tyAM AvavAnA hoya teA agAuthI keTalI taiyArI karA che? jyAre A te rAjAnA paNa rAjA evA parvAdhirAja padhAravAnA hoya tyAre keTalI taiyArI karavI paDaze ? aMtaramAM je kaSAyeAnA kacarA paDayA che tene vALIjhUDIne aMtara AMgaNuM svaccha ane ni`La banAvI de. ApanI zuSkatAne teADIne jIvanabAgane navapallavita banAvo. anaMtakALanA karmInI bhekhaDAne teADavA tapa rUpI hathiyAra upADo. tapathI AtmA vizuddha bane che. ujjavaLa bane che. dAna, ziyaLa, tapa, bhAvanAnA jIvanamAM puSpA ugADA jethI AtmabAga sugadhathI mhekI UThe. vizeSa bhAva avasare. caritra : geApAlapurane yAda karato puNyasAra puNyasAra udAsa thaI ne beThA che. tenI sAta patnIe keAI saMgIta gAya, koI gIteA gAya, koI nRtyakaLA kare chatAM tenu' mana temAM lAgatu nathI, chevaTe kaMsAra lAvIne temane kahyu -Apa kasAra te jame. puNyasAranA manamAM thayu` ke huM' kayA gAmanA chuM ? mArA deza kayA che ? mAruM nAmaThAma zu che ? tenI kAI khabara A badhAne nathI. jo mAre javu teA huM mArI kaMIka oLakhANa Apu. mArI eLakhANa ApavI kevI rIte ? ema vicArI mauna teAyu, jo geApAlakapura taNuM pANI hAve jo ahI, te satASa thAye kharo, te te lAvavuM kayAMhi.

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348 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi patnIo sAme joIne kahe che ke Aje kaMsAra te bahu majhAne sarasa che paNa pIvAnuM pANI barAbara nathI. je gopAlapuranuM pANI AvI jAya te ora majhA Ave. gopAlapura zabda sAMbhaLIne sAte camakI. gopAlapura nAma kema bolyA haze? ApaNe te gopAlapura nAma kaI divasa sAMbhaLyuM paNuM nathI. temanuM tyAM mosALa haze eTale yAda karyuM haze paNa ApaNe tyAMnuM pANI to kevI rIte lAvI ApIe? ATaluM bolIne puNyasAra pAcho udAsa banI gayo. sAte kanyAonA manamAM thayuM ke jo AvuM karaze to ApaNuM jiMdagI kevI rIte jaze? sAte vAraMvAra pUche che chatAM koI bela nathI. dhuMdhavAyeluM lAkaDuM nahi sAruM, je belI jAya tene kaMI upAya thAya. puNyasAra manamAM vicAra kare che ke A rIte mAre samaya pasAra thaI rahyo che. je huM ahIM vadhu samaya bagADIza to tyAM pelI be devIo kadAca cAlI jaze to! huM gopAlapura pahoMcIza kevI rIte? je tyAM na jAuM ane kadAca mArA mAtApitA ApaghAta karI bese to ! mAre mAbApane tyAM jAvuM che. e vAta paNa sAcI che. have mAre jaladI javuM joIe. bIje vicAra e Ave che ke huM jAuM pachI A bicArI sAte kanyAonuM zuM ! temane mArI oLakha kevI rIte ApavI? temane chetarIne cAlyA javuM e to dago karyo kahevAya. ATalA thaDA samayanA anubhava parathI meM jANI lIdhuM che ke A sAte kanyAo satIo che. huM ratnasuMdarIne beTI mahI paDayo che. A sAte kanyAo mArI pAchaLa jAna de tevI che. satI strIo jiMdagImAM eka vAra paraNe che te svapnamAM paNa parapurUSane IcchatI nathI. huM emane mUkIne cAlyo jaIza te konA bharose emanI jIvananaiyA calAvaze. to emane sAthe laIne jAuM? paNa e to bane kevI rIte ? vaDa upara kevI rIte javAya ? je devIone jANa thaI jAya te ! sAtene sukhI karavI che ane mAbApane bacAvavA che, temanI pAse vahelI take javuM che. A kevI rIte bane? A prazna tenA manamAM muMjhavI rahyo che. eka bAju vAgha ane bIjI bAju nadI. kayAM javuM? evI sthiti puNyasAranI thaI che. A kAraNe udAsa thaIne beThe che paNa have javuM che te te mATe keI upAya te zedha paDaze ne ? peTamAM du:khAvAnI karelI banAvaTa. A rIte vicAra karI sAte patnIe khUba pUchyuM tyAre jarA hasI paDe pachI peTamAM khUba duHkhatuM hoya tema vAMke vaLI gayo. eTale kanyAo kahe che tamane peTamAM duHkhe che? hA, mane khUba duHkhAvo thAya che. Apa sUI jAva. ame pitAne khabara ApIe ne vaida bolAvIe. nA. evuM kAMI karavuM nathI. te amArI pAse eka cUrNa che te phAkI jAva to paNa ArAma thaI jaze. puNya sAre cUrNa phAkayuM pachI kahe Apa sUI jAva. puNyasAra sukhazayAmAM sUto paNa enuM duHkha bIjuM ja hatuM. satya hakIkata kahevAya tema nathI ane samayano vilaMba kare piSAya tema nathI. pahelAnA samayamAM saMDAsa javA mATe bahAra javuM paDe. A puNyasAra te ekadama peTa dabAvIne beTho che. guNasuMdarI pUche che Apane jaMgala javuM che ? hA.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] | [ 349 emAM to kaI vaLI moTI ciMtA che! cAla huM ApanI sAthe AvuM chuM. mane zarama na Ave ? huM tamArA bhegI nahi AvuM. A to Apa A gAmanA ajANa cho mATe Apane pAdara batAvI daIza ne pachI pAchI vaLIza. guNasuMdarI pANIne leTo laIne sAthe gaI. puyasAra je raste AvyA hatA te tarapha jAya che. guNasuMdarI kahe A rasto lAMbo che ne bIje thoDo TUMke rasto che chatAM te to cAlyA jAya che kAraNa ke tene te pelA vaDa pAse javuM che. jyAM pAdara AvyuM tyAM puNyasAra kahe-have tuM ghera jA. huM ekale AvIza. guNasuMdarIe leTo tene ApI dIdhe, pachI kahyuM-huM ahIM dUra UbhI rahuM? nA mane zarama Ave. bIju mane peTamAM duHkhAvo khUba thAya che. eTale kadAca samaya paNa thoDo vadhAre lAge mATe tuM jA. tenA kahevAthI suMdarI pAchI vaLI ghera AvI. puNyasAra vicAra kare che ke huM sAtene paraNIne temane choDIne jAuM chuM. temane zuM khabara ke mane paraNanAra keNa kayA gAmanA haze ? kaMIka nizAnI karIne jAuM to e kadAca zodhatA zodhatA tyAM Ave. nahi to bicArIo mArI zodha kayAM karaze? A sAtene jIvADavI che e sAcI. je huM temane kaMI kahIne na jAuM ane teo AtmahatyA karI bese te mane paMcendriya hatyAnuM pApa lAge. to mAre karavuM zuM? huM temane kaMIka nizAnI batAvato jAuM. te mane zodhatI zodhatI te tyAM Ave. teNe cAre bAju tapAsa karI. keI dekhAya che? kaI dekhAyuM nahi eTale te pAcho vaLe. cheka ghara sudhI pAcho Avyo. guNasuMdarI te gharamAM pisI gaI che tene khabara nathI ke pitAne pati pAchA AvyA che. rastAmAM eka paDela hatuM te laI lIdho. te cokathI tenA gharanI divAla para eka zloka lakhyo. yataH gopAlaka purAyAgAM, vallabhyAM daivayogataH pariNAya vadhUH sapta, puna statragato sbhyaham / kyAM govAlo kyAM valla hI ? kyAM laMbodara deva, gAyA verA, zeTha, jaLa jayA, tAi . A rIte laika lakhIne tyAMthI pAchA vaLI gaye. have to te khUba jhaDapathI cAlavA lAgyuM. je raste te Avyo hato te raste gaye. tene phaphaDATa che ke kadAca devIo jhADa laIne cAlI jAya te ! pachI huM zuM karuM? have te jaladI vaDa pAse pahoMcI jaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. zrAvaNa vada 11ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 40 : tA. 11-8-85 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! avanInA aNugAra, zAsananA zaNagAra evA karUNAsAgara bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke corAsI lAkhanA cakkaramAM rajhaLatA rajhaLatA AtmAne ati durlabha evA mAnavabhavanI

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350 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi prApti thaI che. bIjA badhA bha ghanaghora rAtrI jevA hatA. evA bha karatA karatA atyAre mAnava janmanI vIjaLI jhabUkI che te enA prakAzamAM aMtaranI soyamAM dharmane doro parovI le. A bhavacakramAM jJAnIe mAnava janmane durlabha kema karyo ? je vicAra karIzuM te mAnava janma je upAdhibharyo eke janma nathI. janmathI laIne mRtyu sudhInA mAnavajIvananuM avalokana karIzuM te Dagale ne pagale parAdhInatA, puNyanI parama AvazyakatA, DhagalAbaMdha cIjonI apekSA jovA maLaze. je bhautika sukhonI najare joIzuM te mAnava karatAM pazupaMkhIonI duniyA vadhu sukhI dekhAze. tamane thaze ke kevI rIte? devakanI vAta bAju para rAkho. pazupaMkhIonI duniyA tarapha najara karIzuM te lAgaze ke pazupaMkhIonI duniyA keTalI badhI masta che ! mAnavane te vAte vAte dukAna ne ghara, pheTala ne hespiTala, gulAmI ne guMDAgIrI temaja anekanI pagacaMpI karI majUrI, nokarInI apekSA rahe che. e apekSA pUrI thAya pachI kahevAtuM sukha e meLavI zakatA hoya che. e sukha maLatAM duHkhanI mAtrA vadhatI jatI hoya che. AmAMnA koI paNa jAtanA tatvanI apekSA rAkhyA sivAya kahevAtA sukhanI mastI mANI zakatI je koI duniyA hoya to e pazupaMkhInI che. pazupaMkhIone peTa bharavA mATe khetara kheDavAnI, anAja ugADavAnI ke sagaDI saLagAvavAnI kaI jarUra paDatI nathI. garamI, ThaMDI ke varasAdathI bacavA vastranI emane jarUra paDatI nathI. IMTa, cUne, mATI, paththarane aDayA vinA gharanI jarUriyAta pUrI thaI jatI hoya che. temane potAnA jIvananirvAha mATe kaI divasa, dukAna, davA ke davAkhAnAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. Ama chatAM mAnavanuM jIvana mahimAvaMtu mUlyavAna gaNAyuM che. devanuM gaNAyuM nathI. te enI pAchaLa evuM kayuM kAraNa che? bhautiktAne trAjave jenuM mUlya phUTI keDInuM ya nathI e mAnavajIvana AdhyAtmikatAnA trAjave jenuM mUlya na AMkI zakAya evuM mahattvapUrNa che enuM kAraNa eka ja che ke mAgurtha di muridAra, tenaivAcatta duman " mAnavIne bhava muktinA dvAramAM praveza apAvI zake che. mAnavajIvana muktinuM dvAra che. tethI e atyaMta durlabha che. bhagavAna pharamAve che. aMtaM karanti dukkhANaM, ihamegesiM AhiyaM / / gAdhati gNa hiM, tumeyaM samuralag sUya.a. 15.gA.17 jIvAtmA manuSya bhavamAM samasta duone nAza karI zake che. bIjI koI gativALA jIve sarva duHkhane aMta karavA samartha nathI kAraNa ke jJAnAdi sahita yathAtathya cAritranuM pAlana manuSya zarIrathI thaI zake che, paNa manuSya bhavanI prApti ati durlabha che jema samudramAM paDI gayeluM ratna pharIvAra prApta thavuM durlabha che tema manuSya jIvana prApta thavuM ati durlabha che. sAmAnya nyAyathI samajIe. tame je ceka lakho te a mi te kAgaLa ja che paNa rakama apAvavA dvArA e kiMmatI banI jAya che. eka

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 351 khIlInI ki`mata Ama te sAva mAmUlI che paNa pATiyAne joDI ApIne temAM tAraka zakti UbhI karI pATiyA sAthe joDAyA pachI enI ki`mata aneka gaNI vadhI jAya che. tamArA gAdarejanA kakhATanI cAvInI ki`mata bahu bahu te pa0 rUA. nI haze paNa enAthI ratnAne khAneA khulI jAya teA e cAvIthI karoDapati paNa banI zakAya. A mAnavajIvananuM' Ama ja che. khIlIne lAkaDAnA pATiyA sAthe joDIe te e pATiyA dvArA samudra tarI zakAya tema khIlInI jema A mAnavajIvananA bhavasAgara taravA mATe sadupayeAga na karAya ke cAvInI jema enAthI AtmAnA guNakhajAnA khAlavAnI mahenata na thAya teA mAnavajIvana phaLyuM te na gaNAya paNa uparathI phaeNTI nIkaLyuM gaNAya. gheADA game teTale rUDA rUpALA dekhAtA hoya, khUba vegavAna hoya paNu jyAre retInuM raNa oLaMgavuM paDe tyAre e gheADo kAma nathI AvatA. retInA raNane oLaMgavA mATe te| jenA aDhAre a'ga vAMkA hoya evA UMTa para esavu' paDe. deva bhava e gheADA jevA che. bhale deve! mAnava karatAM zArIrika zaktimAM, sa`pattimAM caDhiyAtA hAya paNa e devabhava dvArA sa'sArarUpI saherAnA raNane ALaMgI zakAtuM nathI. te raNune eLaMgavA mATe teA mAnavazarIra dhAraNa karavu' paDe. raNune oLa'gavAnI tAkAta mAnava pAse che. zaktithI mAnava karatAM hajAra gaNA UMcA deve sAdhanAnA kSetre mAnavanI raja paNa khanI zake ema nathI. devA sarvAMviratidhArakonu` mAtra bahumAna karI zake, enA guNu gAI zake paNa e banavAne mATe samatha nathI. jyAre mAnava pote savatinA dhAraka khanI zake ane ATha karmAMnA baMdhanAne tADIne muktinA dvAramAM pravezI zake. AthI mAnava bhavanI mahattA che. mAnavabhava muktinuM maMgaladvAra che. A dvAranA AMgaNe AvyA pachI cAritranI cAvIthI enuM udghATana karavAnI mahenata thAya ke e dvAre pahoMcavAnA maneArathA ghaDAya tA megherA mAnavajIvananI mahattA jANI ane mANI gaNAya. asaMkhyAtA ceAjane! dUra mekSa nagaramAM paheAMcADanAra eka ja kheAjeTa vimAna, mAnavabhava eTale jene mAnavajIvananI ki`mata samajANI che evA Ana' gAthApatie bhagavAnanI amRta sarakhI mIThI madhurI vANI sAMbhaLI. sa`sArathI pAra karAvanAra prabhu maLyA tenA temanA dilamAM apUrva AnaMda hatA. ApaNe. AtmA A saMsAra sAgarane kema tarI zakatA nathI ? A saMsAra taravA kema meghA thaI paDayeA che ? sasAra pAra karI gayelA ane bhavya jIveAne pAra karAvanArA evA prabhu maLyAnA jIvane Anada Avye nathI. prabhu maLyAnA apUrva AnaMda jIvane sa'sArathI pAra karI de che paNa Aje jIvane sadguNI suzIla patnI maLyAnA jeTale AnaMda che teTale AnaMda prabhu maLyAneA nathI. eTale saMsAra taravAnA meghA thaI paDayeA che. sa'sArI managamatI cIja maLyAneA je AnaMda thAya teTalA ya AnaMda prabhunI vANI maLyAneA tamane nathI thatA pachI ethI adhika

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352 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNi AnaMdanI teA vAta ja kayAM ? kadAca manathI mAne ke mane prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM khUba AnaMda che paNa tamArA aMtarane tapAseA ke A Anada AgaLa saMsAranI vastue maLyAnA Anada phikko lAge che kharA ? sa'sAramAM bhAI ne managamatI patnI maLyAnA AnaMda hAya che tethI paisA, meATA, bagalA, mAlamilkata, ki'matI dAgInA ane kAma Avaze ema mAnIne vasAve che. A badhA vaibhava peAtAnA karatAM patnIne vadhu upayAgI thaze ema mAne che. jo vItarAgavANI sAMbhaLavAne rAmarAmamAM AnaMda hAya te| pe:tAnI mAlamilkata peAtAnA karatAM paramAnI sevAmAM vadhu upayegI thavAnuM' lAge. mahArAjA zreNika jayAre mithyAtvI hatA tyAre callaNA temane khUba priya hatI. peAtAnA mAlamilkata pAtAnA mATe upayegI thAya te karatAM celaNAne vadhu upayAgI thAya ema mAnatA hatA. te kahetA hatA ke tArA mATe mAru' badhu' sA~va kurabAna che paNa jyAre bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI atyaMta priya lAgyA ne bhagavAnanA parama bhakta banyA tyAre celaNA mATe upayegI nahi eTalu badhu` upayAgI bhagavAna mATe mAnyu. celaNA mATe savA lAkha rUpiyA khacI ne ratnaka'khala levA taiyAra na thayA paNa prabhunI sukhazAtAnA samAcAra maLyAnI vadhAmaNImAM jarUra paDaye hIrAneA hAra pazu daI devAmAM dilane jarA paNu AMcakA na Avye; kAraNa ke temaNe prabhune sa`sva mAnyA. zreNika mahArAjAne prabhu para athAga prema jAgyA. bhakti jAgI te pariNAme emanI mekSanI TikiTa phATI gaI. have narakamAMthI nIkaLIne tIrthaMkara banIne saMsArane tarI jaze. bhale atyAre prabhu ApaNI pAse nathI paNa temanA rAhe cAlanArA gurU bhagavaMtA teA che ne! te maLyAnA Anada che kharA ? AnaMda gAthApatine prabhu maLyAne je AnaMda Avye te atyAra sudhI koI kAmAM nathI AvyeA. jema jema bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatA gayA tema tema hRdayamAM dhAraNa karatA gayA. vANI sAMbhaLatA AtmA dharAya nA, gAgara haiyAnI koi di bharAya nA vIra vacanenAM mUlya na thAya... ke vANI sAMbhaLatA bhavAbhavanA pApa baLe, tana mananA tApa TaLe, vANI je sAMbhaLe te saunA sa`tApa TaLe sAhyabA....hA....(2) mananA maMdirIe tA jhaLahaLatA dIpa jale...ke vANI bhagavAnanI vANInAM amRta ghu'TaDA pItA AtmAne kayAreya tRpti na thAya. AnaMdane vANInuM pAna karatAM tRpti thatI nathI. tenA AtmAmAM raNakAra thayA che. tamane raNakAra nathI thatA evu nathI. jayAM rAga che, tyAM tarata raNakAra thAya che. rAtre bhara UMghamAM sUtA che tyAM kAne kAMika raNakAra thayA e raNukAramAM je tamane lAbhadAyI vAta

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 353 AvI to harSabhera UMghamAMthI UbhA thaI jAva. kahezo zuM bolyA ? A badhuM to anaMta kALathI jIva karato AvyuM che. A saMsAra taraphanA saMskAra te anAdi kALathI che. e kusaMskArone mULamAMthI kADhavA mATe A bhavamAM purUSArtha karavAno che. te mATe tame be ghaDInI sAmayika karI le eTalethI patI jaze nahIM. be ghaDInI sAmayika paNa puNIyA zrAvaka jevI thatI hoya te te beDo pAra thaI jAya paNa te be ghaDImAM paNa mana te kayAM ne kayAM pharI Ave che? mana to vagara cAvInA ramakaDA jevuM che, mATe tenA para breka mAravAnI jarUra che. je A kiMmatI ghaDI-paLa maLI che tene veDaphI na nAMkhazo. parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva Ave che. tenA mATe keTalI taiyArIo karI che ? tamAre vepAranI kula sIjhana hoya, bahAragAmathI TapAla AvI ke traNa cAra vepArIo sodo karavA AvavAnA che. to tame dukAnamAM badhI tapAsa karaze ke mAla che ke nahi? na hoya te bhUkhatarasa veThIne paNa mAla lAvIne hAjara karI do. are, te vepArIo Ave to gADI laIne sAmA teDavA jAva. tyAM zuM vicAra kare? atyAre sIjhana che te kamAI levA de ne ! tyAM sAmo naphe dekhAya che. A rIte parvAdhirAja AvatA pahelA sAdhanAnI taiyArI karI che? sAdhanA-tapa karatA mane naphe ja che. te tamane AvI zraddhA? AnaMda kahe che he prabhu ! ApanA nigraMtha pravacananI mane zraddhA thaI che. jyAre A zabda bole che tyAre tenA hadayanA kabATa khulI gayA che. A parvAdhirAja parva e moTA vepArI che. te sodo karavA mATe Ave che. sTokamAM rahelI kAmavAsanAone choDIne brahmacaryavrata aMgIkAra kare. je saMpatti maLI che te A parvanA divasomAM udAra hAthe dAna Ape. je dhananI mamatA chUTI na hoya te bhagavAna kahe che ke "je hoya lakSmInA dAsa, emanA haiyAmAM na hoya gharmano vAsa." rAmapuranA zeTha lakSamInA dAsa hatA. savArathI sAMja sudhI dhaMdho dhaMdhe ne baMdha ane vicAro paNa paisA kamAvA sivAya bIjA koI nahi. zeThANI ghaNI vAra kahetA, Apa keIka divasa te dharma ArAdhanA kare. vyAkhyAnamAM Ave. A badhA dhanavaibhava te ahIM mUkIne javuM paDaze. sAthe zuM Avaze ? tyAre zeTha kahetA ke e dharama barama badhuM barAone seMgyuM. amAre te ame bhalA ne dhaMdhe bhale. mane te dhaMdhAmAM jarAya TAIma maLe che kharo ? are khuda yamarAja Ave te ya nA pADI dauM ke mane atyAre maravAnI paNa phurasada nathI. eka vakhata gAmamAM mahAna jJAnI saMta padhAryA. temanA darzana mATe ane vANInuM zravaNa karavA mATe gAma umaTayuM. temanI vANI bhalabhalAne hacamacAvI de evI kulapAvara hatI. tRSAtura cAtakane jANe meghanuM pANI maLyuM. vANImAM catura vaktava zakti dharAvatA te A duniyAmAM ghaNAM maLe. tamane DolAvI nAMkhe. are, tame gAMDAtura banI jAva paNa vANInI sAthe AcAra hoya evA bahu ochA maLe. vANInI sAthe AcAra 23

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354 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi heya evA jJAnI bahu maLatA nathI. A mahAtmA te jJAnI che ane vANI, AcAramAM paNa evA che te je samajAve tenI lokomAM khUba asara thatI. reja vyAkhyAnamAM AkhuM gAma umaTavA lAgyuM. gAmamAM cAre bAju A vAto thavA lAgI. are, gharegharamAM A vAtanuM guMjana thavA lAgyuM. AkhuM gAma gAMDuM thayuM che gAmamAM badhe vAta thAya eTale zeThanA kAne te vAta Ave ne ! zeThANuM kahe-zeTha ! eka divasa to Ave. gurU bhagavaMta kevuM sarasa samajAve che? ApaNe AMgaNe to hAlI cAlIne gaMgA AvI che. dIpaka laIne zodhavA jaIe to ya na jaDe. emanI vANI rUpI pANI pItA leko dharAtA nathI. A lAbha pharI pharIne kayAre maLaze ? zeThANanuM mana rajAnA divase rAjI karI dauM : zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke AkhuM gAma ja jAya ne ApaNe eka vAra paNa na jaIe te sAruM na lAge. vaLI zeThANuM roja TakaTaka kare che to eka vAra jaI AvuM, paNa doDha be kalAka vyAkhyAnamAM TAIma bagADuM to to mArA keTalAya gharAke pAchA jAya. mAre dhaMdhe paNa ocho thaI jAya. tyAM acAnaka zeThane yAda AvyuM ke kAle pANIno divasa che. dukAna baMdha che. tame Akho divasa kahyA karo che mATe kAle vyAkhyAnamAM jaIza. mAre rajAno divasa ane tame rAjI rahezo. rajA che eTale moDuM thAya to paNa ciMtA nahi. zeThANInA manamAM thayuM bhale anicchAe jaze te paNa saMtanI vANuM te sAMbhaLaze ne ! emAMthI ekAda vAta zeThanA haiyAmAM utarI jaze te paNa zeThanuM kalyANa thaze. A te amRtavANI che kadI niSphaLa na jAya. A zeThane tyAM eka popaTa pALela hato. zeThANuM ene roja roja pAMjarAmAM sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM Ape. zeThANInA saMgathI te paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma letA hatA. hamaNAM te cere cauTe, bajAramAM, gharamAM badhe saMtanA pravacananI vAto thatI. zeThANI vAto kare tyAre A pipaTa re ja sAMbhaLato. tenA manamAM thAya ke mArA zeThANI kevA bhAgyavAna che ke zeja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che. huM ke abhAgI ke mane javA maLatuM nathI. zeThANI vyAkhyAnamAM jaIne Ave eTale ja temanI pAse sAMbhaLe. tene khUba AnaMda thAya. tenA manamAM thayuM ke huM niyama lauM ke saMtanA darzana na karuM tyAM sudhI khAvuM pIvuM nahi. zeThANa pAsethI sAMbhaLatA mane ATalo AnaMda thAya che te pratyakSa jaIne sAMbhaLuM te kevI majhA Ave ! keI ane AnaMda Ave. baMdhanamAMthI mukti kema maLe ? : zeTha saMtanA pravacanamAM javAnI taiyArI kare che. pipaTanA manamAM thayuM ke A nAstika zeTha keTa paherIne taiyAra thayA che to te kayAM jAya che? popaTe tenI bhASAmAM kahyuM-zeThajI Apa kayAM jAva cho? zeTha kahe-tane zeThANI reja dharmanI vAta kare che tyAM huM jAuM chuM. zeThajI ! tame jAva che ? vAha...vAha...te te huM ekale ja rahI gaye. zuM tAre AvavuM che? tame mane laI jaze ? tane kyAM laIne jAuM ? piMjaruM laIne kevI rIte jAuM ? huM te mArI IcchAthI jato nathI.

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zAradA zimaNi ] [355 zeThANIne rAjI karavA jauM chuM, saMtanA pravacanamAM AkhuM gAma gAMDu thayuM che. mane te lAge che ke tArA zeThANa sAvI na thaI jAya te sAruM tuM piMjarAmAM rahe. huM hamaNAM jaIne AvuM chuM. zeThajI ! Apa mAre eka prazna pUchI lAvazo ! tAre vaLI zuM pUchavuM che? bola. baMdhanathI mukti kevI rIte maLe ? vAha, tane vaLI kayuM baMdhana che ! piMjarAmAM pUrAyelAM pipaTane muktinI kevI jhaMkhanA che ! zeTha kahe- bhale, huM tAro prazna pUchIza ane tene je uttara Ape te leto AvIza. zeThajI upaDayA vyAkhyAnamAM. je roja AvatA na hoya ane keIka divasa Ave te badhA tenA sAmuM juve ke A bhAI Aje bhUle paDaDyo lAge che! saMte te jJAnagaMgA vahAvI. Apa yAda rAkhajo ke adharma, pApa karIne badhuM bheguM kare che paNa temAMthI sAthe zuM laI javAnuM che? eka rAtI pAI paNa sAthe AvavAnI nathI. are, A zarIra paNa ahIM paDyuM rahevAnuM che. vaktA te kahevAya ke zrotAne joIne upadeza Ape. saMte te nirbhayatAthI khUba suMdara pravacana pharamAvyuM ke pApa karIne lakSamI bhegI karazo te bhogavaze bIjA paNa meLavatA je pApa karyA che te tamAre bhogavavA paDaze. keI temAM bhAga paDAvavA nahi Ave. barAbara be kalAka sudhI saMte upadeza Apyo. upadeza sAMbhaLatA zeThanA hozakoza uDI gayA. je cAra divasa AvIe te jIvana badalAI jAya. kharekhara A te sAcA jAdugara lAge che. zeTha roja AvatA na hatA paNa AvyA tyAre barAbara eka citte sAMbhaLyuM. saMtanuM pravacana pUruM thayuM. pariSada je rate AvI hatI te raste pAchI gaI. eka zeTha besI rahyA. saMtanA manamAM thayuM ke A bhAIne kaI divasa joyA nathI. Aja pahelavahelA AvyA lAge che. A prazna keno che? : zeTha kahe mahAtmAjI! Apane zAtA hoya te eka prazna pU. saMta kahe khuzIthI pUche. gurUdeva ! baMdhanathI mukti kevI rIte maLe? mukti meLavavAno mArga zuM? saMta zeThanA sAmuM jovA lAgyA. jJAnI purUSanI najara hIrA pArakhuM jhaverI karatAM ya vadhu vedhaka hoya che. e najara pArakhu hoya che. saMtanA manamAM thayuM A mANasa muktine upAya pUchI rahyo che paNa enA manamAM UMDe UMDe paNa kyAMya mukti meLavavAnI jhaMkhanAnI jhAMkhI thatI nathI. dhaMdhAmAM gaLAbUDa khUMcelA enA manamAM Avo prazna UbhuM na thAya. saMta kahe-zeTha ! A prazna tamAro che ke bIjA koIno? jene saMsArathI akaLAmaNa thaI hoya ane janma maraNane trAsa chUTayo hoya te Avo prazna kare. zeTha kahe A prazna mAre nathI. to kena che? amAre tyAM eka popaTa pALe che. amArA zeThANI dharmiSTha che. temanA sahavAsathI popaTamAM paNa dharmanA saMskAra paDayA che. saMta samajI gayA ke zeTha nAstika che. bhAI! tame Aje AvyA lAgo cho? gurUdeva ! ApanA vyAkhyAnamAM AkhuM gAma gAMDuM thayuM che. mArI gharavALI paNa gAMDI thaI che. mAruM ghara na bhAMge to sAruM (hasAhasa). zeTha! yAda rAkhaje. A badhuM eka divasa te choDavAnuM che. amArA choDAvyA nahIM cheDo te kALa AvIne cheDAvaze. zeTha kahe-Apane

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356 ] [ zAradA zirema Ni lAMbe upadeza mAre sAMbhaLa nathI Apa mane e batAve ke baMdhanathI mukti kevI rIte maLe? pachI huM ghara bhego thaI jAuM. mAre keTalAyane maLavA javuM che. Aje ravivArane divasa hovA chatAM puNyavAna, bhAgyavAna AtmAo ahIM AvIne beThA che kaMIka evA jIve che ke TI.vI. jovA besI gayA haze. samaya maLe che chatAM jAgatA nathI. jainakuLa te ghaNuM sAruM maLyuM paNa kimata sAruM nathI eTale bekAra banIne besI raheze paNuM AtmAne nAda jagADaze nahi. je takane oLakhe che te tare che. A mAnava janma pAmIne eka mAtAnAM be dIkarA hovA chatAM eka sukhI ane eka duHkhI kema che? eka zeTha hoya che te eka nekara hoya che. eka mIlamAlika hoya che te eka mIlamajUra hoya che. eka ja mAtAnA be saMtAna hovA chatAM temanA puNyamAM taphAvata che. pUrva janmamAM jeNe kaMIka sukRtya karyA che tene A janmamAM maLyuM che, ane kAMI nathI karyuM tene nathI maLyuM. are kaMIka che to evA paNa jovA maLe che ke karoDanI saMpatti meLave paNa karmodaye gaLAmAM e roga Avyo ke kAMI khAI pI zake nahi. badhAne khAtA dekhe tyAre aphasosa thAya. parAdhInapaNe jIva ghaNuM sahana kare che. zeThe saMtane kahyuM ke baMdhanathI mukti kevI rIte maLe? teno javAba Apo. zeTha te praznanA javAbanI rAha juve che tyAM to juduM ja banI gayuM. javAba ApavAne badale saMta te DhaLI paDayA. zeTha te gabharAyA. meM prazna pUche ne mahArAjane A zuM thaI gayuM? na bole, na cAle, na hAle, zeTha to gabharAI gayA ane e te jhaTapaTa bhAgI gayA ne ghara bhegA thaI gayA; zeTha zA mATe UbhA na rahyA? tyAM UbhA rahe te vaida ke oNkaTara lAvavA paDe ane 25-50 rU. nA khADAmAM utaravuM paDe. A te pAka lebhI vANiye che. mahAtmAnuM je thavAnuM haze te thaze! kadAca kaMI banyuM hoya te ya emane keNa renAra che? zeTha to jaldI jaldI ghare pahoMcI gayA. pipaTa te kyArano ya rADu joIne beTho hate. jyAre mArA zeTha Ave ne mArA praznano uttara Ape. zeTha AvyA eTale piopaTa kahe che zeTha sAheba! Aje Apa bhAgyazALI banI gayA. Apane mahAtmAnA pavitra darzana thayA ane amRtavANI sAMbhaLavA maLI. Aje ApanuM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM. mArA praznano javAba lAvyA kharA? are pipaTa! tArA prane gajaba karyo. te ke prazna pUchayo ke tAre prazna sAMbhaLIne mahAtmA bebhAna thaIne DhaLI paDyA. huM te A joIne gabharAI gayo eTale praznano javAba lIdhA vinA sIdhe ghara tarapha A. piopaTanA manamAM thayuM ke bhale saMta belyA nathI paNa mane javAba maLI gayo. te heTha dvArA nahi paNa AcaraNa dvArA temane javAba e che ke tAre baMdhanamAMthI mukti joItI hoya te bezuddha banIne DhaLI paDa. marI javAno DhoMga karI le. marelA piopaTane keNa pAMjarAmAM rAkhe? tuM jyAM sudhI mIThuM mIThuM bolate haIza tyAM sudhI tane kaI cheDaze nahi. A javAba maLatAM popaTa AnaMdathI nAcI uThaye. mahAtmAe mane ke sarasa rasto batAvyo! bIlakula sIdhe, sAdA, saraLa ne jokhama vinAne. Azcarya e che ke saMte zeThanI sAthe javAba meka chatAM zeThane paNa khabara na paDe e rIte javAba meka.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 357 bIje divase savAre zeThANI pipaTa mATe maracA ane pANI laIne AvyA paNa Azcarya ! hasato ramato khIlato pipaTa Aje udhe paDyo che. te bolatA kema nathI? zeThANIe pipaTane paMpALe, halAvyo paNa popaTa to jarAya hAlyo nahi. khalAsa. piTa marI gayo lAge che. zeThANIe pipaTane pAMjarAmAMthI bahAra kADhIne chAparA para mUkyo. zeThane bolAvIne kahyuM, juo ApaNe popaTa marI gayA lAge che. zeTha popaTane joI rahyA che tyAM to piopaTa phara........2.2 karate uDI gayo ne sAmenA jhADa para besI gayo. pachI piopaTa kahe che zeTha-huM marI gayuM na hatuM paNa mukta banyA che. ghaNAM varSothI baMdhanamAM paDayo hato. kAle tame saMta pAsethI muktino mArga zodhI lAvyA ane e mArgathI mane mukti maLI gaI. zeThajItamane paNa A saMsAra baMdhanarUpa lAgyo hoya ane temAMthI mukti joItI hoya te A saMta pAse jaIne muktino mArga pUcho. ATaluM belIne pipaTa to tyAMthI uDI gaye. tiryaMca jevA prANIne baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAnuM mana thayuM paNa mArA A popaTone (zrAvakene) baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. pipaTane piMjara baMdhana lAgyuM to temAMthI mukta thavAno upAya zodhyo paNa tamane to saMsAra baMdhanarUpa lAgato nathI eTale chUTavAnuM mana kayAMthI thAya? pipaTa uDI gaye paNa zeThanA haiyAne hacamacAvate gaye. kharekhara popaTa je samajI zake te huM samajavAmAM niSphaLa gayo ! huM ATalA varSothI saMsAramAM baMdhAyo chuM, chatAM kadI AtmAne vicAra nathI Avyo ! baMdhanathI chUTavAne badale huM baMdhanane majabUta karato jAuM chuM. jene baMdhana na khaTake ene mukti kayAMthI maLe ? hAya..hAya....huM jiMdagI hArI gayo. saMtanA saMgathI ane popaTanA nimittathI zeThanA vartanamAM parivartana thaI gayuM. AthI zeThANIne khUba AnaMda thayo. zeThane kahe che- je thaI gayuM te thaI gayuM; have eno aphasesa karavAthI zuM vaLe ? "jAgyA tyArathI savAra " je varSe gayA te gayA paNa haju hAthamAM je samaya che te sudhArI le. manane manAvI le AvatA dina sudhArI le, bagaDayA te bhale bagaDayA AvatA dina sudhArI le. sArI karaNI AjalagI thaI nA tArA hAthe, zuM thaze mAruM? tuM ciMtA enI rAkhe, e citA, dUra haTAvI le, AvatA dina sudhArI le...manane jIvanane cheDe paNa je ArAdhanA dvArA sudhArI levAmAM Ave to bagaDelI bAjI sudharatA vAra lAgatI nathI. arjunamALI, cilAtIputra jevA AtmAone paNa A zAsanamAM uddhAra thayo che. e zAsanane caraNe ApaNuM jIvana saMpI daIe te ApaNe paNa uddhAra thaI jaze, pachI te zeThe lakSmIne khUba dAnamAM vAparavA mAMDI. khullA hAthe dAna devA lAgyA. zeThanA jIvananI AkhI ronaka badalAI gaI. temane vItarAga vacamAM apUrva zraddhA thaI.

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358 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi jene bhagavAnanA vacanamAM apUrva zraddhA thaI che evA AnaMda gAthApati bhagavAnane kahe che mane ApanA vacanomAM zraddhA, pratIti, rUcI thaI che. parzanA karIza. pAlana karIza ane vizeSa prakAre pAlana karIza. A badhA zabdo dekhAvamAM eka jevA lAge che paNa arthamAM taphAvata che tene eka nyAyathI samajIe. | mAnI le ke ApaNe badhA dardI chIe. cAhe hADakAnA gaLAnA, AMkhanA game te roganA dadI chIe. e daIthI khUba herAna thayA chIe. hADakAno duHkhAvo che athavA hAthapagamAM phekacara thayuM che tyAre kaI kahe ke bhAI ! hADakA mATe phalANA DaoNkaTara sArA che. DaoN. dhULakIyA hADakAnA pezyAlIsTa che. temanAthI ghaNuM sAruM thayuM che. A vAta para tamane zraddhA thaI tenuM nAma sahAmi, pachI manamAM vicAra Ave ke je DaoNkaTara sArA che te huM paNa tyAM jAuM. dardathI kaMTALI gayA che eTale tyAM javA mATe pagaluM bharyuM paNa davAkhAnuM kayAM che te khabara nathI. tapAsa karatAM barDa vAMcyuM ke ahIMyA dhoLakIyA DaoNkaTaranuM davAkhAnuM che. borDa vAMcI pratIti thaI tenuM nAma patiyAmi. borDa vAMcyA pachI thayuM ke A galImAM davAkhAnuM che te tyAM jAuM ne huM DaoNkaTarane maLuM ane temane abhiprAya lauM tenuM nAma emi. pachI DokaTara kahe ke tamAre ATalA pATA baMdhAvavA paDaze, kasarata karavI paDaze te tamane sAruM thaze tenuM nAma phAsiyAmi. DaoNkaTare kahyuM ke tamane maNakAnI takalIpha che eTale DanalepanI gAdImAM nahi sUvAya, pATe sUI jaje. hekaTaranA kahyA pramANe je TrITamenTa kare te pAlemi ane vizeSa pramANe parejI pALe te azupAlami. dehanA darda maTADavA che te ATalI zraddhA, pratIti, rUcI karavI paDe che, te ApaNe te AtmAnA viroga maTADavA che, te roga maTADavA mATe ApaNA sarjana DokaTara jinezvara bhagavAna che. temaNe bhavarogone dUra karavAnI cAvI batAvI che. janma che tyAM zarIra che. zarIra che tyAM roga che. zarIra che tyAM badhI upAdhi che. siddha bhagavAnane zarIra nathI te janma, maraNa, roga, upAdhi kAMI nathI. A janma, jarA, maraNanA rogane nAbUda karavA mATe karmone dUra haThAve. je cAra ghAtI karmo che te AtmAnA guNane nAza kare che. ghAtI karmone dUra karavA mATe jinezvara bhagavAnanA zaraNe jaI temanI vANImAM yathArtha zraddhA karI zakAya eTaluM AcaraNa karIe to roga gayA vinA rahe nahi. bhagavAna kahe tema karIe nahi te ApaNA roga jAya kayAMthI? mATe ja maLelI takane oLakhe. AnaMda gAthA patine bhagavAnanA vacanamAM zraddhA thaI. te kahe che tavane pAmI tRpta banI, viSathI virakata banI, satyane pAmI svastha banI, dazya joI sAce dRSTA banI. ApanI pAsethI tenuM jJAna pAmI huM tRpta bane chuM. viSayethI virakta banya chuM. satyajJAnane pAmI mAre AtmA svastha banyA ane sAce daSTA banyA che. have AnaMda pite zuM karavA mAMge che tenI rajUAta bhagavAna pAse karaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] ( 359 caritra : puNyasAra zleka lakhIne cAlyA gaye. tene gayA thaDI vAra thaI. chatAM pusAra na AvyuM. aDadho kalAka thayo, kalAka thaye chatAM na Avyo eTale guNasuMdarI manamAM ciMtA karavA lAgI ke teo haju sudhI kema na AvyA ? zuM teo mArga bhUlI gayA haze ! guNasuMdarI gharanI bahAra nIkaLI cAre bAju jevA lAgI. rAtanuM ghamaghora aMdhAruM che. aMdhArI rAtamAM ekalI hiMmata karIne thoDe dUra sudhI gaI paNa kayAMya tene pati dekhAtuM nathI. pAdara bAju joyuM to tyAM paNa na dekhAyA. amane nirAdhAra mUkIne kyAM gayA haze ? temane zuM thayuM haze ? rAtamAM ekalI pote kayAM jAya ? te codhAra AMsue raDavA lAgI, chevaTe te ghera pAchI AvI. badhAne khabara paDatAM badhI kanyAe raDavA lAgI. puNyasAra vaDanI bakholamAM H A bAju puNyasAra jhaDapathI vaDa pAse pahoMcI gaye. haju devIo AvI na hatI eTale rAjI thayA. pusAra rAjI thAya che ane sAte kanyAo raDI rahI che. te to vaDanI bakholamAM pesI gayo. thoDI vAra thaI tyAM to rUmajhuma karatI pelI be devIo AvI gaI. puNyasAranA manamAM thayuM ke je huM thoDo moDo paDyo hota to mAruM zuM thAta ? te to manamAM navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kare che. rakhe ne A devIo bIjA jhADa para besI na jAya. devIo te jhADa para besI gaI. puNyasAra vicAra kare che ke mane gharethI nIkaLyA haju 24 kalAka thayA nathI tyAM te keTaluM badhuM banI gayuM ! haju AgalA divase te pitAe dhakko mArIne bahAra kADho, kayAM vaDanI bakholamAM besavuM ane valabhIpura AvavuM ! Avyo te Avyo paNa sAta sAta kanyAo paraNyo. A vicAramAM tenI buddhi kAma karatI na hatI. rAtano ujAgaro, lagnanI dhamAla, mAbApane maLavAnI ciMtA, sAte kanyAonI ciMtA A badhAne kAraNe te khUba thAkI gayA hatA. thoDI vAra beTho pachI e bakholamAM sUI gaye. sUtA sUtA paNa mAbApanA vicAra Ave che. je traNa divasa jaze ne mAro patto nahi paDe te teo jIvaze nahi, eTale prabhune prArthanA kare che he prabhu ! A jhADa tUTI na paDe tenuM dayAna rAkhajo. je tUTe ne dariyAmAM paDe te khela khalAsa. vaDanuM jhADa jamInathI ghaNe UcuM uDI rahyuM che. majhAno ThaMDo pavana Avato hato. puNyasAra theDI vAramAM UMghI gayo. vaDa uDatuM uDatuM gopAlapuranA pAdaramAM AvI paoNpyuM. baMne devIo te pitAnA sthAne cAlI gaI. vaDanuM jhADa jANe kayAMya gayuM nathI. hatuM tevuM ne tevuM dharatI para jaDAI gayuM. rAta pUrI thavA AvI. kukaDAe avAja karyo chatAM puNyasAne evI UMgha AvI gaI che ke kAMI khabara paDI nahi. chevaTe sUryanA kiraNe tenA para paDyA tyAre te jAgI gaye. jAgatAM arihaMtanuM samaraNa karyuM. bahAra daSTi karI te thayuM are ! A te mAruM gepAlapura gAma che, mArI janmabhUmi che. tenA manamAM vicAra thayo ke 24 kalAkamAM to kevA khela bhajavAI gayA. AnuM nAma karmanI kitAba. te ekadama beTho thaI gayo, ane vaDanI bakholamAM bahAra nIkaLyo. tene thayuM ke huM mArA mAbApane maLI AvuM.

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360 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi puNyasAranI pAchaLa annapANIne tyAga : A bAju puNyasArane dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhI mUkayA, pachI mAbApa ane raDe che ane cAre bAju zeAdha karAve che. gAmamAM tA vAta ema bahAra paDI gaI che ke puNyasArane pitAe jarA Thapako ApyA tethI e gharanI bahAra gayA che. tenI zeAdha cAle che pazu te jaDatA nathI. zeThANI te niyama laIne beThA che ke mArA dIkaro na maLe tyAM sudhI mAre khAvu' pIvu' nahI'. dIkarA gayA tyArathI pANI paNa pIdhuM nathI. zeThane paNa have khUba pastAveA thAya che. krodha mArA kAThAmAM peTho tyAre hu' bhAna bhUlyA ne meM AvI bhUla karIne ! Aveza bahu kharAba cIja che. krodhamAM mAnavI viveka ane bhAna gumAvI bese che ane game tevu elI nAMkhe che paNa jyAre mana zAMta thAya tyAre ene khyAla Ave che ke peAte te paLAmAM kevu' kharAkha kayuM. hatuM ? zeThanA manamAM khUba pastAvA thAya che. puNyasAre rANInA hAra cA. hatA te paNa evA samaye eNe cAryAM hatA ke jyAre rANIe te hAra pAche maMgAvye hatA ane te hAra pAchA jugAranu devuM cUkatravA ApI AvyA hatA. zeTha mATe e pratiSThAnA, AbarUno prazna hatA. peAtAnI pramANikatAne kalaMka lAge tenA savAla hatA. temane tyAM dhananI ke ratnAnI kayAM kamInA hatI ! zeTha evA eka nahi paNa hajAra hAra rANIne ApI zake evI sthiti hatI paNa zeThane dhana karatAM dhama vAdyeA hateA. putra karatAM ya pramANikatA vadhu priya hatI. pramANikatAne bhAge e putrane lADa laDAvavAnu pasaMda kare evA na hatA. A kAraNe temaNe chekarAne AvI zikSA karI hatI paNa game tema teA ya pitRhRdaya che ne ! eTale duHkha thayA vinA rahe nahi. zeTha dIkarAnI zeAdha karI rahyA che. have pitA putranu' milana kevI rIte thaze te avasare zrAvaNa vada 12 ne seAmavAra : vyAkhyAna na. 41 : tA. 12-8-85 jinezvara bhagava`tanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI tenu' nAma siddhAMta. bhagavAnanI vANI duHkhaharaNI, sukhakaraNI, hitAnusArINi che. te bhAveAne vAMcatA vicAratA nita nita navIna navanIta nItaryA vinA rahe nahi. he pabhu ! tArI vANIne konI sAthe sarakhAvuM ? vItarAga vANI prazama rasathI bharapura che. jenA AsvAda mANavA jevA che. je svAdane vadhu vI zakAya tema nathI. temAM caitanyathI bharelA bhItarane bhIMjavI de tevA asIma agAdha bhAve bharelA che. vItarAga tattvane pragaTa karavAnA temAM adbhuta vIlapAvara paDelA che. karmAMnI phrIleAseAphIne samajAvatA, sa`sAranA saMbadhAnI nazvaratA batAvatA, kama udayanI svataMtra sattAne sAbita karatA bhagavAna temanI vANImAM khelyA che. saMsAramAvanna parassa aTThA, sAhAraNaM jaM ca kareikambhaM / janmAte tA yAche, na raMdhavA dhanaya 3jenti | utta.a.4.gA.4 jyAre siddhAMtanA A zabdo najara samakSa Ave che tyAre hRdaya jhukI paDe che. ahe

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zAradA ziramaNi] [31 bhagavAna ! tArI kevI apAra karUNA ! A gALAmAM AmautthAnanuM navIna navanIta bharyuM chepuNya pApanuM pAtheya laIne Avele mAnavI bALapaNamAM te nirdoSa jIvana hovAthI saMsAra bhAvathI nippaDa hoya che, paNa jema jema uMmara vadhatI jAya che tema tema svArthanA taMtuthI saMdhAyele tene rAga vistAra pAme che, tyAre te potAnI jAtane bhUlIne bIjA mATe game te karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. e ja bhAva jJAnI bhagavaMta A gAthAmAM batAve che. saMsAramAvana : saMsAramAM Avele jIva, saMsAra eTale judI judI gatimAM paribhramaNa karavuM tenuM nAma saMsAra che. ThANAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne saMsAranA cAra prakAra batAvyA che. (1) nairayika saMsAra (2) tiryaMca saMsAra (3) manuSya saMsAra (4) devasaMsAra. saMsAramAM AvIne jIva moTA bhAge parane mATe pApa kare che. badhuM meLavI levAnI je tIvra lAlasA che te tene prapaMca ane mAyAnI gherI gartAmAM dhakelI de che. AcAryo saMsAranI vyAkhyA karatA kahe che ke "saMsAra eTale jyAM chae javanikAyanI hiMsAnuM tAMDava racAtuM hoya, jayAM rAga-dveSanI hoLI saLagatI haya, jyAM niraMtara yugalanI sevA thatI hoya, jyAM anitya padArthonI bhIkha mAMgavAnI hoya,jyAM svabhAva dazA choDI vibhAva dazAmAM rakhaDavuM paDe, jyAM pAMca indriyenA viSayenI dhamAdhama cAlatI heya enuM nAma saMsAra, * saMsAra eTale puNya vecIne pApa kharIdavAnI phekaTarI. pUrva puNyanA yoge anukULa sAmagrI maLavAthI eka bAju puNyanI huMDI vaTAvAI jAya che, vecAI jAya che ane bIjI bAju e anukULa sAmagrI meLavIne jIva viSayakaSAyamAM cakacUra banI dukRtya Acare che tethI aDhaLaka pApanI mUDI bhegI thAya che. AvA saMsAramAM Avelo jIva bIjA svajane, snehI, kuTuMbIjano mATe svAbhAvika rIte pApakarmo karato rahe che. zleSmamAM cUMTelI mAkhInI jema temanA pratyeno rAga temane AvA kAryo karavAnI pharaja pADe che paNa mohabhAvanI ADI bhIMta tene pAchaLanuM darzana karavA detI nathI. aMdha banelAne jema mArga sUjhato nathI tema mohAMdha vyakti mohanA nazAmAM phaLane vicAra karyA vinA AgaLa dhape jAya che. bhagavAna kahe che ke tuM tArA mATe, bIjAnA mATe ke ubhayanA mATe je kAMI karmo kare che te kamene baMdha dekhAto nathI, paNa jyAre abAdhAkALa pUro thaze ane karmono udaya Avaze tyAre tArA keI bAMdhava, snehI, saMbaMdhI ke svajano tArI sAthe bAMdhavapaNuM rAkhavA tayAra nahi thAya. te karmo tAre ekalAne bhegavavA paDaze. mAnI le keI ema kahe ke huM tIkhuM maracuM khAuM ne mAruM moTuM baLe nahi. grISma RtumAM bapore bAra vAge khullA page DAmara roDa para cAluM ane mane tApa lAge nahi to te kadI banavAnuM nathI tema, jIva zubhAzubha karmo pote kare ane phaLa kaIka bheLavI de te kema bane ? " mA jaoN vizvattAya" je karma kare te karma bhegave. jevA karma kare tevuM phaLa maLe. jevA rase karma bAMdhe tevA prakAranA tIvra maMda udaya Ave. A baMdha udayanI mahAnatA samajavA jevI che. eka nyAyathI samajIe.

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362 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi eka vepArIne paisA lebha jAgyo. aMtaramAM lebhane lAvArasa uchaLI rahyo hato. tyAM tenI pAse eka grAhaka Avyo. grAhaka hate bhole . jene kaI bhAvatAlanI gama na hatI. vepArIe mIThA zabdothI tene bheLavyo ane phasAvyo. tene chetarIne joI te napho meLavI lIdho. anyAya, anItithI naphe meLavyo tethI ghaDIbhara AnaMda thayo. tene aMtarAtmA kabUla kare che ke meM beTuM karyuM che chatAM bahirAtmabhAve pILuM dekhIne mana zILuM thayuM. te samaye oTomeTika yaMtranI jema te te prakAranA karma pudgale AvIne AtmA sAthe baMdhAI gayA pachI temAM reDyo rasa ke mArA jevuM grAhakane samajAvatAM keIne na AvaDe tethI hIranI derI ane telanuM TIpuM evI gAMTha baMdhAI gaI ke pachI te chUTe kevI rIte ? karmanI adAlata nyAyI che. tene aTala InsApha che. tyAM nathI cAlatuM zrImaMtonuM ke nathI najara thatI garIba bhaNI. tyAM nathI rahete kaI para prema, karmatatra nathI cAlatuM jema tema, rAkhaze nahi ke temAM vahema, karavI rahI Apa ApakI rahema. rUmajhuma karate paise gharamAM Avyo. tenAthI managamatI vastuo kharIdI. tene bhagavaTo hoMze hoMze kuTuMbanA sabhyoe karyo. vepArIe bAMdheluM karma te bhavamAM udayamAM AvyuM. tIvra azAtAnA udaye raMge cAre bAjuthI ghere nAMkhe, asahya pIDA ! akathya vedanA ! have ke tene sahana karI de ? pathArImAM rahyo kALI cIso pADe che. temanI AjubAju vIMTaLAyeluM svAthI vartuLa AMkhathI juve che. kAnathI cIso sAMbhaLe che tyAre teo bahu te lAgaNIthI AMsu sAre paNa zuM vedanAmAM bhAga paDAvI zake? are, AMkhanI kIkI samAna, AMdhaLAnI lAkaDI samAna ane jIvanane AdhAra mAnyo hoya te dIkaro paNa vedanA ochI karAve khare ? are, ardhAganA mAnelI priya patnI ghaDIbhara AMsu sAre paNa vedanAne aMza paNa na laI zake. vicAre, koNa karma bheLavI de ? akArA udayamAM koNa sahAyaka bane ? paranI pIDAne keNu pitAnI banAvI de. koNa konuM duHkha bhagavI de ! lAkha lAkha lAgaNI rAkhatA hoya, deha judA paNa dila eka samajIne jIvatA hoya te ya karmanA phaLa bheLavavAmAM sau svataMtra che. tyAM nathI cAlatI keInI lAgavaga ke nathI cAlatI lAMca rUzvata. nathI joItI keInI oLakhANuM ke peparaveITa. kaI paNa vastu karmanA kAyadAne lalacAvI zake tema nathI. kArya karatA pahelA vicAra kare. nahitara te pariNAma je Ave te jogavavuM paDaze. kAM te akArya karatAM aTake athavA to je pariNAma Ave te jogavavA taiyAra rahe. bhUla kare te bhUla bhegavavI paDe ne ! mATe samajI le ke eka mATho ke sAre vicAra karmanI kitAbamAM lakhAyA vinA rahetuM nathI. AnaMda gAthA patinA aMtaranA daravAjA ughaDI gayA. sulabhabadhI jIvane eka vAranI dezanA tene beDe pAra karAve che. jainazAsanamAM kaMIka ja evA thayA che ke eka vAra bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne kAma kADhI gayA. paradezI rAjAe kezI svAmInI eka vAra

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 363 vANI sAMbhaLI. hiMsakamAMthI ahiMsaka, pApImAMthI punita banI gayA ane paradezI savadezI banI gayo. paradezI pApI te hatA paNa kezI svAmInA saMgathI pote karelA pApo pratye ghaNu thaI. pApI tare ke pApanI dhuNavALa tare? pote karelA pApanI dhRNA karIe pApa toDavAne purUSArtha kare e tarI jAya. jo ApaNe taravuM che to bIjAnA pApa tarapha dhRNuM nahi karatA pitAne karelA pApanI bhArobhAra ghaNuM karI e pApane teDanArA tapa-saMyama dharmane purUSArtha kare. bIjAne pApathI mukta karavAno purUSArtha karatA vizeSa purUSArtha pitAnI jAtane pApathI mukta karavA mATe karo. caMdanabALA, mRgAvatIjI vigere bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayA hatA. dezanA pUrI thaI eTale caMdanabALA Adi sAdhvIo pAchA pharyA ane te divase caMdra-sUrya mULa rUpe AvyA hatA eTale prakAzamAM mRgAvatIjIne samayano khyAla na rahyo. tethI upAzraye pahoMcatA moDuM thayuM. e pApa pratye caMdanabALA gurUNIe ghaNA rAkhIne mRgAvatIne e pApathI bacAvavA Thapake, zikhAmaNa ApI. teo haju pitAnA samasta pApa pratye ghaNuM karI ene teDavAnA purUSArthamAM na hatA. te chaThThA sAtamAM guNasthAnanI pAyarI para UbhA che tyAre mRgAvatIjI gurUNanA ThapakA para pitAnA jAtanA pApanI ati tIvra dhRNu karanAra banyA ane sarva pApanAzaka dharmadhyAna zukaladhyAnanA bhagIratha purUSArtha mAM lAgI gayA te Thapake denAra gurUnuM sUtA rahI gayA ane Thapake khAnAra pote 8-9-10-12 mA guNasthAnanI pAyarIe caDhI samasta ghAtI karmone nAza karanArA ane teramA guNasthAnake caDhI kevaLajJAna pAmanArA banI gayA. pitAnI jAtanA pApanI ghraNa ane pApa tyAganA prakhara purUSArthanuM keTaluM UMcu ane kiMmatI phaLa maLyuM ! gurUNI karatAM ziyA vadhI gaI, pachI te caMdanabALAne paNa mRgAvatIjIne kevaLajJAna pAmyAnI jANa thatAM pitAnA pApa pratye tIvra dhRNA AvI ane pApanAzaka zukaladhyAnanA bhagIratha purUSArthamAM caDyA. e paNa tyAM ne tyAM kevaLajJa na pAmyA. jJAnI kahe che ke je tamAre karavuM che te pitAnA karelA pApanI ghaNA kare ane pApa tyAga karavA mATe bhagIratha purUSArtha zarU karo. pApane mAryA vinA maranAranA paralokamAM behAla thAya che jyAre pApone mArIne maranAra nyAla thaI jAya che. mAnavajIvana pAnA nAza ane sukRtanI sAdhanA mATe zreSTha jIvana che. kezIsvAmInA saMgathI paradezI rAjAe pApa pratye ghaNA karI te pavitra banI gayA. tyAMthI marIne sUryAbhadeva thayA. tarata bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavA gayA pachI bhagavAnane prazna karyo he mArA trilekInAtha ! huM bhavI chuM ke abhavI? samakitI chuM ke mithyAtvI? parita saMsArI chuM ke aparita saMsArI ? AvA prazno kene uThe ? jene have mokSamAM jaladI jagyA maLavAnI che, jene mokSane talasATa jAge che tene AvA prazno thAya. tamAre talasATa zenA mATe che? paisA kamAvA mATe. je mokSano talasATa jA heya te have parigrahanI maryAdAmAM Ave. dhana karatAM dharma pratyene rAga vadhAre.

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364 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi zAstramAM kahyuM che ke maithuna ane parigraha e badhA pApAnu' mULa che. e e pApa je cheDI de tene hi'sA, cArI, jUThanI jarUra paDe nahi. A be pApa jIvatA che mATe krodha mAna, mAyA, lAbha jIvatA che, tethI rAga-dveSa paNa baLavAna che eTale badhA pApA lahera kare che; mATe e be pApAne prathama dUra karavAnI jarUra che. mathunane tyAga karI zIladhane apanAvA. zIla e AtmAnA zaNagAra che. jenA jIvanamAM zIla e ja enu' sarvIsva che evA jIvA khadhu jAya te! bhale paNa zIladharmane na javA de. e jigarajAna mitrA hatA. kha'ne vacce khUba prema ane ekatA. ekabIjAne ghera teo avAranavAra Ave ne jAya. e mitramAM ekanuM nAma hatu. udecaMda ane bIjAnu nAma hatu' ramezacaMdra. eka divasa udecaMdane 8 divasa mATe bahAragAma javAnu` thayu`. eka vAra udecaMdanI patnI gharakAmathI paravArIne mAthuM oLI rahI hatI. A samaye udecane mitra tyAM AvatA hatA. teNe dUrathI udeca'nI patnInu' sukha joyu'. jevI udecaMdanI patnIne khabara paDI ke tarata teNe sADIthI peAtAnuM metu' DhAMkI dIdhuM. baMne mitrA vacce badhA vyavahAra, kAmakAja cAlatuM paNa kayAreya e mitrAnI patnIone te vacce AvavA detA nahi eTale keI divasa ekabIjAe ekabIjAnI patnInuM mukha joyu' na hatuM. Aje ramezacaMdra udecaMdanI patnInuM mukha joI gayA. A strIne kAMI khabara na hatI ke A samaye te AvavAnA che. ramezaca`dra udecaMdanI patnIne joI ane manamAM thayuM ke ahA ! udecaMdanI patnI AvI rUpavatI ane saudayavAna che ! udecaMdanI patnInu nAma suzIlA hatuM. suzIlA teA mukha DhAMkIne aMdara pesI gaI, paNa ramezaca`dra te tenu mukha joI gayA. suzIlAe rUmamAM jaIne kahyu'-bhAI! Apa Aje AvyA che paNa ApanA mitra ghera nathI. teo bahAragAma gayA che. ramezaca'dra kahe- mane khabara na hatI eTale AnyA. suzIlAe peAtAnA patinA mitra AvyA eTale temanI mahemAnagIrI karavI paDe ema mAnIne cA-nAstA ApyA. cA pIne ramezaca`dra jatA rahyo paNa tenA manamAM khaTakArA rahI gayA. bhramara kamaLamAM AkarSAya, pata'giyu. agninI javALAmAM gAMDu thAya, sApa game tevA UMDA daramAM hAya paNa jayAM mAralInA sUra sAMbhaLe tyAM gAMDa thAya tema ramezaca`dra suzIlAmAM gAMDA banyA. teNe suzIlA mATe kaI kaI cIjo mekalavA mAMDI. suzIlA khUba cakeAra hatI. te vicAra karavA lAgI kadAca temanA manamAM ema hAya ke mArA mitra bahAragAma gayA che te tene koNa lAvI Ape ? bIju te dUrathI mAru rUpa joI gayA che eTale kadAca tenA manamAM malInavRtti pedA thaI hAya teA te vRttine pUrI karavA mAkalatA hAya! je hoya te bhale. teNe teA kahevaDAvI dIdhu ke bhAI ! ApanA mitra badhI cIjo mUkIne gayA che mATe Apa maherabAnI karIne mekalatA nahi. suzIlAe nA pADI chatAM teNe mekalavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. suzIlA samajI gaI ke nakkI tenA manamAM jhera bharyuM che.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 365 viSayAnA viSa utAravA karelI yukti : be cAra divasa gayA. eka divasa ramezacaMdra udecaMdranA ghera Avye. suzIlA kahe-Apa atyAre zA mATe AvyA ? ramezacaMdre kahyuM-hamaNAM tame gharamAM ekalA che, ApanA gharamAM koI nathI. hamaNAM cAra, DAkuno bhaya bahu rahe che mATe Apa kaheA teA huM eka rUmamAM sUI jAuM. suzIlA samajI gaI ke, pApIe peAtAnI jALa pAtharavA mAMDI che. teA huM paNa tene batAvI dauM. teNe kahyu --tamAre sUvu' hAya ! mane harakata nathI. huM eka chu. paNa hajAra jevI chuM. huM keAIthI DaruM tema nathI. tame mArI ci'tA karaze! nahi. suzIlA vicAre have huM paNa rastA zeAdhI lauM. tene sudhAravA kevI rIte ? karavuM zuM ? vicAra karatAM eka yukti jaDI. ramezaca'dra je raste AvavAnA hatA te raste pahelAM eNe khUba kAdava na`khAvyeA pachI AgaLa AvatAM peAtAnI sADIe pAtharI ane ghara najIka gAlIcA pAtharyAM. bhAI sAheba sAthe AvyA, kIcaDathI tenA paga kharaDAI gayA. evA gadhAtA paga sADImAM mUkavA kevI rIte? suzIlA bahAra UbhI rahI che. pele mitra sADI para paga mUkatA nathI. suzIlAne kahe che Ape AvI ki MmatI sADIe zA mATe pAtharI che ? ApanA svAgata mATe, Apa laI le. mArA kIcaDavALA gadhAtA paga sADIe para mUkuM te AvI ka'matI sADIe khagaDI jAya mATe sADIe upADI le. kharAkhara samaya joI ne suzIlAe kahyuM-he narAdhama ! dhikkAra che tamane ! tame zuM joI ne ahI AvyA che ? mArI sADI bhale ki'matI hAya. sADI bagaDe tenI ciMtA nathI paNa tamArI cAritra rUpI sADI viSayavAsanAnA kAdavathI kharaDAI rahI che. tenuM tamane bhAna che ke nahi ? A pApa tamane adhegatimAM dhakelI deze. tame mArA patinA mitra thaIne tamAruM jIvana barabAda karI rahyA che, ane mAruM jIvana paNa barabAda karavA uThaMcA che? zarama nathI AvatI ! satInA jamAte javAbathI ramezacaMdranI AMkha ughaDI gaI. huM kevA adhama ! kevA pApI ! mArA jevA pApI koI nathI. mArA mitra Avaze. suzIlA tene vAta karaze. mAru kALuM meDhu tene zu' batAvIza ? tene thayuM ke dharatI phATe te| huM samAI jAuM.. ! meM A zuM karyu? peAtAnA pApanA pastAvA thayA. je divase te ghara cheDIne gayA te gayA, pachI tenA patto paDayo nahi. tenA jIvanamAM lajjA, zarama hatI ke mArA mitra Avaze tyAre mAru moDhu zu khatAvIza ? mitra thaI ne AvuM kAya karavA uThayo ! lajjA hatI teA sudharI gayA, suzIlAnA zIlamAM makkamatA hatI. game tema thAya paNa zIla sAcavavu. e sAcuM'. AtmA AtmAnA svabhAvamAM rame tenu' nAma zIla. ci'tAmaNI, kAmadhenu ane kalpatarunA mahimAne jeNe jItI lIdhA che tevA zIladhama jagatamAM sadAya jayavaMte vate che. zIlanI sAdhanA vinA koI paNa dhama nA ceAJa- dvIpatA nathI mATe zIla e dharmanA sAcA zaNagAra che. e zatrugArane dhAraNa karanAra puNyAtmA, e zAsananA zaNagAra che. sparzI pAMce indriyAne jItanAra zIlavAna kahevAya che. bAhya zatruo jItavA sahela che paNa indriyAne jItavI muzkela che. vAsudeva jevA rAjAe traNa khaMDanA rAjAAne jItI zake che paNa indriyAne jItI

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366 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi, zakatA nathI. je Indriyone jIte che teNe jagatane jItyuM che je IndriyothI jItAyo che. te jagatathI jItAyo che Indriyone jItanAra A leka ane paralekamAM sukhI che ane ithiI jItAyela A leka ane paralekamAM paNa duHkhI che. AnaMda gAthApati bhagavAnane kahe che ApanI vANImAM mane yathArtha zraddhA thaI che, rUcI thaI che, mane khUba gamI gaI che. haju AgaLa zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. AvatI kAle parvAdhirAja parvanI padharAmaNI thavAnI che. A parva dAna, zIla, tapa, bhAvane maMgalamaya saMdeza laIne ApaNuM aMtaranA AMgaNe AvI rahyuM che. tenuM svAgata kevI rIte karazo ? Apa aMtarane vizuddha, nirmaLa banAvaje. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra : puraMdara zeThane pazcAtApa: A bAju puraMdara zeThane pitAnI bhUlane pastAvo thAya che. je dIkarAne sArA saMskAra ApI meTI AzAe moTo karyo hato te dIkaro A vyasanI banI gayo tene temanA dilamAM AghAta hate. zuM mAro dIkaro A heya? mAre have A dIkaro na joIe. A gussAmAM zeTha bhAna gumAvI beThA ane dhakako mArIne bahAra kADhI mUkyo. te samaye emane e khyAla na hato ke puNyasAra Ama bhAgI jaze. gusso zAMta thaye tyAre temanA manamAM khUba pastA thaye. meM ghaNI moTI bhUla karI che. dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhayo paNa uparathI meM kahyuM ke khabaradAra! je mArA gharamAM paga mUkyo to ! hAra maLe tyAre laIne mArA gharamAM Avaje. ekane eka dIkare che. ghaNI jagAe zeAdha karAvI paNa patto paDato nathI. je cheka nahi jaDe te duniyA dIkarAne vAMka nahi jue paNa tenA mAbApane vAMka joze. Aje peparamAM ghaNI vAra Ave che ne ke dIkarA! tuM jyAM hoya tyAMthI pAchA Avaje. tArA vinA gharanA badhA jhUre che. putranA virahathI zeTha raDe che ane zeThANuM paNa raDe che. AMkho raDI raDIne lAla thaI gaI che. mAtA te gAMDA jevI thaI gaI che. thoDA samayamAM te mAbApanA nUra uDI gayA. baMnene eka vicAra Ave che ke amAre lAla kyAM haze ? zuM karato haze? mAtAnI mamatA ane pitAne prema alaukika heya che. temAMya A te sAta khoTano dIkare! zeTha kahe are vidhAtA! mane evI kubuddhi kyAMthI sUjhI? huM kevuM bhAna bhUlyA ke meM tene gharamAMthI bahAra kADhI mUkyo! mArI bhUla mane naDI che. AkhI rAta ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM kADhI. vaLI pAchuM mana vALe ke ApaNuM karelA karmo ApaNe bhegavavAnA che. dIkarA sAthe AvI aMtarAya bAMdhI haze te bhogave chUTake che. zeTha zeThANuM khUba raDe che. baMnee khAdhuM nathI. zeTha jAte ja dIkarAnI tapAsa karavA nIkaLyA. gAma bahAra kUvA, taLAve badhuM tapAsa karAvI zeTha ratA kakaLatA gAmanI bahAra zodhavA AvyA. te cAre bAju zodhe che. A bAju puNyasArane paNa pitAnI bhUlane khUba pastAvo thAya che. meM nAhaka mArA pitAne duHkhI karyA paNa je thAya te sArA mATe. temaNe mane ghara bahAra kADhavyo na heta te sAta kanyAonI sAthe mArA lagna kevI rIte thAta ! pitAe te mArI bagaDelI buddhine sudhArI che. have

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [367 jiMdagImAM kadI jugAra nahi ramuM. huM ahIMthI sIdho ghera jaIne pitAjInA caraNamAM paDI mAphI mAMgI lauM. pitA putranuM maMgala milana : A vicAramAM ne vicAramAM te te cAlyo jAya che. tyAM sAmethI potAnA vRddha pitA lAkaDInA Teke AvatA joyA. tenA manamAM thayuM ke atyAre mArI pharaja che ke mArA pitA lathaDatA page je mane zodhavA nIkaLyA che te mAre sAmuM javuM joIe. tarata teNe deTa mUkI, ane jaIne pitAnA caraNamAM namI paDyo. keNu? beTA puNyasAra... puNyasAra ! pitA zodha karI rahyA che. kSaNa pahelA koI dekhAtuM na hatuM ane A rIte aNadhAryo dIkare AvIne pitAnA pagamAM paDe tyAre mAtApitAne keTalo AnaMda thAya! te to anubhave khabara paDe. puNyasAra to pitAne eve vaLagI paDyo ane bolavA lAgyo. mane kSamA Apo....pitAjI!..mane mApha kare. dIkarAne raDato joIne pitAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. AvI gayo beTA ! mane mApha kara. meM tane ghaNuM duHkha ApyuM che. pitAjI! mAphI to mAre mAMgavAnI che. meM tamane ghaNe AghAta lagADyo che. dIkarAnI daze AMgaLIomAM hIrAnI vIMTI paherelI che ane pizAka paNa lagnane paherele che. pitA vicAramAM paDI gayA ke A zuM ! A te keI vararAjAnA rUpamAM AvyA lAge che. 24 kalAkamAM A badhuM zuM banI gayuM haze ! khera ! je haze te bhale hoya. rastAmAM pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. hAthamAM mIMDhaLa bAMdhyuM che. te kene paraNIne Avyo haze ! pitA putra donu maLI AvyA nija ghara cAla, puNyazrI sAta ATha pagalA gaI, dhavaputra AvatA bhAla. zeThANI to rAha joIne UbhA che. temAM dUrathI pitA ane putrane AvatA joyA. te temanA sAme gaI ane puyasArane pitAnI chAtI sAthe bAthamAM laI lIdhe. tenuM hRdaya nAcI uThayuM. tenA sADA traNa koDa romarAya ulasI gayA. dIkarAnI daze AMgaLIomAM vIMTI joI tathA paherele pozAka joIne mAtAnA manamAM paNa Azcarya thayuM. ahe ! A te puyasAra che ke tenA rUpamAM bIjuM kaI AvyuM che? te paraNIne AvyA lAge che. haju tene gayA te 24 kalAka thayA che, temAM tenA lagna kyAre thayA haze? keNu paraNAvanAra maLyuM haze ? kAraNa ke tenI pAse te savA rUpiyo paNa hato nahi. paraNAvanAra to maLyA paNa te khUba zrImaMta haze. te ja dIkarAnI daze AMgaLIo para hIrAnI vIMTI che. AkhA gAmamAM khabara paDI gaI ke puNyasAra AvI gayo che. A te khare paNuM na thaIne Avyo che badhAne kautuka thayuM che. keI kahe>meM tene pitAnI sAthe ja joyo hato. tene pozAka rAjakumAra jevo hato. badhA ghera AvavA lAgyA. zeThane thayuM ke mane dukAne javA de. jo huM dukAne nahi jAuM te pUchanAra maLaze ke zeTha kema dukAne nathI AvyA? rAte AvIne dIkarAne badhuM pUchIza.

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368] [ zAradA ziramaNi purUSa gaMbhIra hoya paNa amArI benane jANavAno khUba rasa hoya. zeTha dukAne gayA pachI zeThANI pUche che dIkarA! A badhuM zuM ? tArA hAthamAM mIMDhaLa bAMdhyA che te zuM tuM paraNIne AvyA che ? A badhuM zuM ? je lagna karyA hoya to tArI vahu kyAM che? puNyasAra majAkamAM kahe che bA ! tame badhA jAnamAM AvyA hatA? beTA ! tArI pAse to savA rUpiye ya na hato. tene dIkarI denAra keNa maLyuM ? tArA hAthe je vIMTIo che te daza lAkhanI haze ! tane ATaluM ApyuM to tenI dIkarIone keTaluM badhuM ApyuM haze? athavA to tuM bhADe paraNIne nathI Avyo ne? te karyuM zuM ? je hoya te satya kahe. mAtApitA AzcaryamAM paDyA che have zuM kaheze te bhAva avasare. zrAvaNa vada 13 ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 42 : tA. 13-8-85 aDhAI dhara viSaya: mahAparvanuM elAna sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! karUNAnA sAgara, zAMta rasanA sudhAkara, jJAna divAkara evA jinezvara bhagavaMte siddhAMtamAM parvanuM mahattva samajAvyuM che. parve te aneka che paNa sarva parvomAM ziromaNI parva kaI hoya te parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parva che. mahAmUlya mAnavajIvananI maghamaghatI mosama eTale paryuSaNa parva. A parvanA AgamanathI saunA haiyA nAcI rahyA che; hRdayanA bhAva ulasI rahyA che. varSamAM eka ja vAra anupama pagalA pADatuM A ajaba parva bhAvikajanonA haiyAmAM ArAdhanAnI dIvAdAMDI pragaTAve che. to A sonerI parvane aMtaranA AMgaNe ArAdhanAnI divya vividha raMgoLI pUrI aMtaranA premathI vadhA. voTara varkasanA nIramAM snAna karatAM phakta deha pavitra thAya che tethI kAMI kalyANa mArganA ropAna para caDhI zakAtuM nathI. je kalyANa mArganA sopAna para caDhavuM hoya to kSamA rUpI nIranA jharaNAmAM snAna karI ati pavitra bane. A parvAdhirAja parva adhyAtma dazA utpanna karavAnuM kArakhAnuM che. jIvanane nirmaLa banAvavA mATe nirmaLa vahetI gaMgA che. saMsArika sukhonI vAsanAne bhukko karanAra vA samAna che Adhunika bhautika vijJAnanuM eka suMdara saMzodhana che ke sAgaranA taLiye eTale vipula khajAne che ke jo ene bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave to duniyAmAM keI garIba na rahe. AdhyAtmika sAyansanuM eka zAzvata saMzodhana che ke AtmAmAM zaktino akSaya bhaMDAra chupAyeluM che. je tene prApta karavAmAM Ave te duniyAmAM kaI paNa bhAva daridra rahe nahi. te zahenazAhane ya zahenazAha banI jaze. A khajAnAnI kheja karavAnI khevanA ane khumArI pedA karAvanAruM, muktinI moja mANavA makkama manoratha pedA karanAruM, karmanI phejane harAvavAnI hiMmata ane heza pradAna karanAruM keI parva hoya te paryuSaNa parva che. bhavamAM bhamADanArI, saMsAramAM saMrakaraNa karAvanArI cAra saMjJA ane

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 369 cAra kaSAyAne kApanArI cAra prakAranI ArAdhanAne ( dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAva) ArAdhavAnuM ane ArAdhanAmAM zakti pedA karavAnuM sAmarthya A parvamAM che. parvAdhirAja eTale jANe preraNAnA ghughavATa relAvatA eka mahAsAgara. pArasamaNinA paza leAkhaMDane suvaNu banAvI zake paNa e kayAre? enA para kATa na heAya tyAre; tema A parvane ApaNe haiyAthI spazI e teA AtmA paramAtmA anyA vinA rahe nahi. paryuSaNa parva ne kalpavRkSanI upamA ApI che. sava vRkSAmAM kalpavRkSa jema suvikhyAta che, zreSTha che tema sarvAM rUpa vRkSamAM mukeTa samAna A paryuSaNa parva rUpI kalpavRkSa zreSTha ane vikhyAta che. kalpavRkSa jagatanI daridratA dUra kare che tema A parva kalpavRkSa AtmAnI bhAva daridratA dUra kare che. mATe huM AtmAe ! A kalpavRkSanA hi'DoLe jhUlI nijAna'danI mastImAM masta aneA. AjanA ApaNe viSaya che "mahApanu elAna, " A parva ApaNane elAna ApIne jagADe che ke tuM jAgRta khana. anAdi anaMtakALathI mAhaniMdrAmAM pADhIne jIvananI kharamAdI karI che. have tu' e niMdrAmAMthI jAga. yugayugathI jema dunA vaDe deza ane nagarajanA du:khI thAya che tema A kaLiyugamAM leAko vizeSa prakAre krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha Adi rUpI bhayaMkara kuMphADA mAratA sA~ vaDe du:khI thAya che te te sarpone haTAvavA paryuSaNa parva rUpI garUDano Azraya laI AtmAne te duHkhathI mukta kare. cha khaMDanA adhipati bharata cakravatI pUrva samudranA kinAre jema digvijaya karavA gayA hatA tema he anaMta sukhanA abhilASI AtmA ! aSTakama para coMTelI anaMtI karaja aNue para digvijaya karavA A pattuM zaraNu svIkArI vijaya DaMkA vagaDAva. preraNAnA pavitra payagAma laine AvatuM A pAvanakArI pa` che. jenA pagale mAnavImAM paDelI anaMta suSupta zaktio jAgRta bane che. sUnA sUnA dekhAtA upAzraye A mahAna parvanA AgamananA pagalethI dhamadhamI UThe che. bALako, yuvAna ane vRdhdhA traNene AnaMdanA hiMcALe hi'catu' A zirAmaNI ` che. A parvanA pavana vAtA, premanu' ane maitrInu' khIlakhIlATabharyu * suMdara vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thAya che. krodhanA saLagatA dAvAnaLAe A mAnavajIvanamAM sajelI anaMtI heAnArAnA aMta A parvanA zaraNe gayA vinA AvavAnA nathI. divALImAM mAnavI naphAnATAne hiMsAkha kADhe che tema A parvanA divase| gayA varSoMthI A varSa daramyAna dha rUpI dhana keTalu' meLaLyu ke gumAvyuM tenA hisAba kADhavAnuM elAna Ape che tethI A parva AtmAnI divALI jevu che. divALI Ave tyAre bahenA vAsaNane svaccha kare che, gharane vALIjhuDI zuddha banAve ane vastro dhAIne zuddha kare tema A parva ApaNane elAna karIne kahe che ke A parvanA divaseAmAM tamAza tana, mana ane dhanane vizuddha banAveA. vastu ne zuddha na hoya te tenA upayega ke upabhegamAM hu` ke ullAsa nathI AvatA tema jIvananI zuddhi vagara kAya mAM AnaMda 24

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370 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa ke smRti na Ave. AvA AtmazuddhinA ma`gala divaseA jIvanamAM vAra'vAra nathI AvatA. bhAgyazALI AtmAe A avasaranA sArA upayAga karI AtmAne zuddha banAveA. AvA parvAdhirAjane pAmyA pachI paNa jo AtmA AtmabhAvanI ArAdhanAnA Azaka na ane, paramapadanI prAptinA pyAsI na bane, khAhya samRddhine cheDIne Atma samRddhine AkAMkSI na ane teA A parva ApaNA mATe eka AtmavaMcanAnA avasara banI jaze. A mahAna parva ApaNane elAna kare che ke A parvanA divaseAmAM AchAmAM AchA pAMca kanyA karavA joI e. pahelu katavya che amArI pravana eTale ahisAnI udde!SaNA. khIju kanya aThThama karavA. (3) sAdharmika bhakti (4) kSamApanA (5) pratikramaNa. paheluM kanya che ahi'sAnI ughASA : anAdikALathI ApaNe AtmA para jIvAnI hiMsA karatA AvyA che. eNe peAtAnA sukha khAtara prabhunI AjJAne ulla'ghIne bIjA AtmAonI hi'sA karI paraleAkanI ciMtA na karatA pApa karavAmAM pAchu' vALIne joyuM nathI. AcAraga sUtra khAle che ke A AtmAe rUmasa cevalIviyANa zivaLa mALA pUcaLA, jhAmarana mothaLA yuvoiSAyade'. a. 1. u. 2. pAtAnA jIvananirvAhane mATe, kIti prApta karavAne mATe, mAnapUjA prApta karavAne mATe ane peAtAnI buddhithI mAnelA janma maraNathI chUTavAnA upAyane mATe tathA duHkha dUra karavAne mATe chakAya jIveAnI hiMsA kare che paNa A hiMsA " ta lajI rAthe, jJa hajI moDhe, sa vajI mAre, sa lallu nid ," kama baMdhananuM kAraNa che. mAhanu' ane maraNanuM kAraNa che temaja naraka gatimAM laI javAmAM kAraNabhUta che. mAnavI peAtAnI jAtanI jatanA kAje jagatanA jIvAne janUtAnA havAle soMpI detA jarA paNa kamakamyA nathI. jIvavA jevI che mAtra mArI jAta, bAkI badhA che kamajAta, mATe karI nAMkhA enA ghAta, " A ene krura ane kAtila jIvanama`tra banyA che. AtmAnA pradeze pradeze tabu tANI beThelA A durguNune arihaMta bhagavaMte e pichANI lIdhA ane tethI emaNe paryuSaNa parvamAM sauthI prathama kanya batAvyuM. amArI pravana ! A ahiMsAnI ArAdhanA AtmAmAM anAdinA jAmelA A Rsi'sA bhAvane jovAnA avasara Ape che. joyA pachI enI bhayAnakatA batAvI ahiMsAnI ArAdhanA karavAnu' ApaNune elAna kare che. amArI pravartIna AtmAnA hiMsaka bhAvarUpa dugu Nune eLakhAvI ahiMsA rUpa Atma samRddhinI divya khIlavaNI kare che. Atmazuddhinu' zreSTha sAdhana ahiMsA che. hiMsA pApanu` mULa che. ahi`sA puNyanu' mULa che. ahiMsA ApaNA rAmerezamamAM, leAhInA aNuaNumAM hAvI joIe. jIvA ane jIvavA do. eTaluM melavA mAtrathI ahi`sA AvI jatI nathI. peAtAnA jIvananA bhAge khIjAne jIvavA devAnI bhAvanAmAM a'isAnI bhavyatA rahelI che e teA nAnAmAM nAnA jIvane paNa koI rIte duHkha na thavu joI e tenA vicAra karavAnuM batAve che. je khIjA jIvA duHkhI che te huM pazu duHkhI chuM. anukaMpA, dayA, karUNA A badhA ahiMsAnA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 371 svarUpe che. jayAM dayA nathI tyAM ahi`sA nathI. niSThura hRdayanA bAdazAhe karatAM dayALu hRdayanA kaMgAla mAnavI uttama che. jo du:khI jIvAne joIne dila dravI jatuM hAya tA samajI lejo ke tamAru du:kha haze teA paNa gayA vinA raheze nahi. dhamanA mULamAM dayA rahelI che. nadInA nIra sUkAI jatAM kinArA paranI hariyALI sUkAI jAya che tema jIvanamAMthI jo yAnA jharA sUkAi gayA te dharmAMnA mahimA samajyA nathI. game teTalA dhama karIe paNa jo temAM yA nathI, ahiM`sA nathI teA ApaNe dhanuM sAcuM svarUpa samajyA nathI. tyAM ssiMsAnA bhayaMkara tAMDava sarjAya che. dayAne te jagatanA dareka dharma apanAvI che. jema mALAnA maNakA judA judA che chatAM aMdara deza eka ane saLa'ga che tema vizvanA dareka dharmAMmAM dayAnA dvArA tA eka sarakhA che. yA ane tyAM sudhI ekatA sAdhavAnI vAtA kare paNa teADavAnI vAteA na kare. jema pula che te be kinArAne joDavAnuM kAma kare che, paNa juduM pADavAnu` kAma na kare. jyAre divAla che te be bhAgalA pADavAnuM kAma kare che. prajAnA hRdaya siMhAsane rAjya karatA rAjA : eka rAjA khUba dayALu, premALa ane saumya prakRtinA hatA. vizALa meTAriyAmAM vacce eka eTa hateA. te meTa nAnA sUnA nahi paNa eka suMdara nAnuM gAma vasAvI zakAya evA eTa hatA. A rAjA te meTa para rahetA. tyAM hajAra, dADha hajAra jeTalI mANaseAnI vastI hatI. tyAMnI prajAnA dilamAM rAjAnuM sthAna ane khu` hatu`. rAjA, parivAra prajA badhA AnadathI rahetA hatA. A rAjAne janatAne eka saMdezA hatA ke mArA gAmamAM kayAMya hiMsA na heAvI joI e. vairabhAva, jhaghaDA ke kaleza na joI e paNa maitrIbhAva hAvA joIe. maitrIbhAva sAthe pramAda bhAva, mAdhyastha bhAtra ane karUNA bhAva hoya te te maitrI TakI zake. A rAjA dariyAmAM eTa para je gAmamAM vase che tene pharate cAre bAju dirayA che. A dariyA kinArAnA cAre bAjunA dezanI sAthe sa'kha'dha rAkhavA mATe A dariyAnI vacce rAjAe meTo pula bAMdhyA hatA. A kAryathI teA te badhAmAM khUba leAkapriya banI gayA hatA. eka divasa acAnaka rAjAnI takhiyata bagaDI. ghaNAM upacAro karavA chatAM rAjAne sAru' na thayu... ane teo maraNane zaraNu khanI gayA. temaNe prajAne eTale prema Apya hatA ke temanA viyeAgamAM Akhu gAma raDavA lAgyuM. saunA prema teDatA kumAra: pachI te A rAjAnA dIkaro rAjagAdIe beThA. te kahe-mAre A pula na joI e. bIjA rAjye| sAthe sArI rIte sa`kha'dha jaLavAI rahe ane ekabIjA sAthe javA AvavAnuM saraLa ane te mATe lAkhA rUpiyA khacI ne pitAe pula banAnyeA hateA tethI keTalAya rAjA sAthe prema mAMdhyA hatA. prema ane meha judA che. meAha ka`baMdhana karAve che. jayAre prema maitrIbhAva lAve che. mAtA kahe dIkarA! tArA pitAe badhA rAjyeA sAthe sakhA jALavyA che have tuM A zuM kare che? tAre pula teADavAnI zI jarUra ? mAre puleAnI jarUra nathI. divAlanI jarUra che. zA mATe?

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372 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi je pula hoya ane divAla na hoya te acAnaka keI rAjA caDhI Ave. huM eka bAju pula teDAvI nAkhavA mAMgu chuM. jyAre bIjI bAju nagaranI cAre bAju koTa UbhuM karI de che. jethI ApaNA nagara para kayAreya kaI caDhI na Ave. dIkarA! atyAra sudhI ApaNA para kaI caDhI AvyuM nathI, pachI AvuM karavAnI zI jarUra ? dIkare kahe-mAre e kAMI sAMbhaLavuM nathI huM te pula teDAvI nAMkhavAno ane divAla (koTa) UbhI karavAne. pula jevAM bane, divAla jevo na bane : A navA rAjAe te seMkaDe kArIgarone ane nekarane kAmamAM lagADI dIdhA. bIjA rAjyo sAthe je pulanuM joDANa hatuM te badhA pule teDAvI nAMkhyA ane pitAnA gAmamAM rakSA mATe cAre bAju divAla banAvI dIdhI. pule tUTI javAthI atyAra sudhI je rAjAo mitra tarIke rahetA hatA te badhA zatru banI gayA ane te rAjAe nIkA raste tipitAnA sainya laIne A rAjA para caDhI AvyA. A rAjAo pAse sainya ghaNuM hatuM. A ne rAjA to ekale hato tethI temanI sAme TakI zako nahi, tenuM mRtyu thaI gayuM. jeNe surakSA khAtara pule teDAvI divAle banAvI, e divAle enA mRtyunuM kAraNa banI gaI. ahIM samajavAnuM e ke pitAe badhA rAjA sAthe prema rAkhavA pula bAMdhyo tyAre dIkarAe dveSa karIne pula toDI divAla UbhI karI te tyAM hiMsAnuM tAMDava sajAryuM ane pote mRtyu pAme. ahIM jainadarzana samajAve che ke prema pula je che ane ahaMkAra divAla je che. prema badhAnI sAthe saMbaMdha jALavI rAkhe che jyAre ahaMkAra saMbaMdhane teDI nAMkhe che. prema para kayAreya AkamaNa thatuM nathI jyAre ahaMkAra para AkramaNa thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. prema kayAreya tUTato nathI jyAre ahaMkAra tUTyA vinA rahetA nathI. ApaNe ApaNuM jIvana tapAsavAnuM che ke ApaNane pula bAMdhavAmAM rasa che ke pachI divAla UbhI karavAmAM rasa che. pulanI eka mukhya vizeSatA e che ke te be dezane joDe che. baMne dezanA leke ekabIjAnA dezamAM nirbhayatAthI pulanA mArge jaI zake che. pulanA mArge koI bhaya nathI. te rIte prema e be vyaktinA dilane joDe che. ekabIjAnI vadhu najIka laI Ave che. jayAM dayA che tyAM prema che. divAlamAM rahenAra bIje jaI zakatuM nathI ane bIje e divAlanI aMdara AvI zakate nathI. e rIte ahaMkArI, abhimAnI sAmI vyaktine pitAnA karatAM nIcA mAne che. e rIte bIjAne potAnAmAM samAvavA taiyAra nathI. te ema mAne che ke huM abhimAnanI divAla UbhI karI daIza te mArA para keI zatru AkramaNa nahi kare ane huM surakSita rahI zakIza paNa ene bhAna nathI ke ahaMkAra keIne ya kayAM Take che ? eka laMkAne dhaNI, pUtaLuM abhimAnanuM, huM ja chuM sarvopari rUpa bhagavAnanuM. sItAnI zIkhAmaNanA grahI, sudharavAnI AzA nA rahI, vAnara, senA TapakI, rAvaNanA bhaDakI, hAlahavAla bagaDatA joyAM.. moTA moTA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] | [ 373 laMkAne dhaNI rAjA rAvaNa abhimAnanA mAMcaDe caDyo to te abhimAna tenuM TayuM ? are, "abhimAna te TakayuM nahi paNa ghaDImAM roLAI gaye ane kevI sthiti thaI? atyAre keI rAvaNa nAma paNa rAkhatA nathI. subhUma cakravatIne ahaMkAra Avyo ne badhA karatA vizeSa sAtame khaMDa sAdhavA gayA, te te sAta khaMDa sAdhI zakyA nahi ane mRtyune bheTI gayA. bhalabhalA cakravatIone paNa A abhimAne dhULa cATatA karI dIdhA che. jeNe jIvanamAM ahaMkAranI divAla UbhI karI che teo kyAre paNa phAvyA nathI ane premanA pula bAMdhanArAo kyAre paNa hAryA nathI. ahaMkArI mAnava potAnuM juve che jyAre prema che te bIjAnuM juve che. ahaMkArI ravAthI che jayAre prema ApanAranuM jIvana paramAthI che. eka pitAnA rakSaNa mATe bIjA jIvanI hiMsA karavI paDe to karavA taiyAra che jyAre bIjo bIjAne bacAvavA khAtara potAnI jAta paNa homI devA taiyAra che. Aje moTA bhAganA jIva zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI mALA gaNe che. keI kASabhadevanI, pArasanAthanI gaNatA hoya che paNa ajitanAtha, saMbhavanAtha Adi tIrthakaronI gaNatA nathI. zAMtinAthanI mALA gaNavAmAM paNa tamAre svArtha che. mane zAMti kema maLe? te zAMti paNa AtmAnI nathI IcchatA paNa dehanI zAMti Icche che. putra parivAra, vaibhava, lADI-gADI, sukha, zAMti joIe che. tame kaI divasa vicAra karyo che ke zAMtinAthanI mALA vadhAre kema gaNAya che? zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanA AgalA trIjA bhavamAM emaNe jIvadayA pALI hatI. temaNe paheluM ahiMsAvrata svIkAryuM hatuM. mAre kaI jIvanI hiMsA karavI nahIM, je mArA zaraNe Ave tenuM rakSaNa karavuM. tene abhayadAna ApavuM. bhale temaNe eka vrata AdaryuM hatuM ane tame 12 vrata AdaryA hoya chatAM temanI tole na AvI zako. tame badhA vrata AdaryA che paNa evuM vrata nathI ke koTI Ave ane jAna jokhamamAM mUkAya te prasaMga Ave te zIra sATe paNa huM tenuM pAlana karIza. jyAre zAMtinAthanA AtmAe megharatha rAjAnA bhavamAM eka vrata lIdhuM hatuM paNa jAnanA jokhame te vrata pALyuM hatuM. pArevuM temanA zaraNe AvyuM. zikArI e pArevAnI mAMgaNI karI. mevaratha rAjA kahehuM mArA zaraNe AvelAne nahi ApuM. zaraNAgatanuM rakSaNa karavA pArevAnI barAbara potAnA zarIranuM mAMsa kApIne trAjavAmAM mUkavA mAMDayuM, chevaTe pote AkhA trAjavAmAM besI gayA. pArevuM bacAvavA pitAnI jAtane kurabAna karavA taiyAra thayA. tyAMthI marIne deva thayA. devamAMthI racavIne zAMtinAtha banyA. e jIvadayAne prabhAva te juo ! te mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyAM. mAtA jyAM daSTi kare tyAM badhe marakIne rega zAMta thaI jAya. garbhanA jIvanI keTalI zakti che! vadhu zuM kahuM? jevA ApaNA vicAro hoya te sAmA upara prabhAva paDe. tamAruM jevuM AMdolana haze tevuM paDaze sAmA upara paDaze. tamArA dilamAM ahiMsAnuM AMdolana haze te jarUra tame bIjA jIvane ahiMsaka banAvI zakazo. tamArI pAse eka satya banelI bIna rajU karuM.

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374] [ zAradA ziremaNi eka rAjAne raMga lAkyo ke mAre siMha pALave che. temanA manamAM ahaMkAranI divAla khaDI thaI. huM ke moTo zahenazAha samrATa ! mAruM rAjya keTaluM vizALa ! mArI sattA keTalI moTI! mArA darabAramAM zuM sAmAnya prANI zobhe? nA. nA. mArA darabAramAM te siMha zobhe. jaMgalamAM jaIne sAre siMha laI Avo. lAva eTaluM nahi paNa mAre tenI sAthe goSThI karavI che. manamAM keyaDo jA. kaI paNa vastu meLavavAnI IcchA thAya eTale ene meLavavA mATe jIva purUSArtha kare. rAjAne khabara paDI ke amuka vanamAM sArA siMha heya che. siMha meLavavuM e agharuM kAma che paNa jyAre meLavavA mATe mana upaDe tyAre agharuM kArya paNa saheluM lAge. te mATe kadAca traNa divasa bhUkhyA rahevuM paDe, TADha taDakA veThavA paDe te badhuM veThavA taiyAra. A parvAdhirAja parva padhAryA che. tamArA manamAM bhAva upaDe, e raMga lAge ke anAdikALanA karmone bALavA mATe, karmo sAme kesarIyA karavA mATe mAre aThThaI tapa kare che. sAdhanA ArAdhanA karavI che te zuM tame na karI zake ? jarUra karI zake paNa haju sudhI AdhyAtmika kSetramAM vega upaDayo nathI, badhe vega saMsAra taraphano che. rAjAnuM mana upaDyuM che siMha lAvavA mATe. rAjA potAnA mANasone tathA siMhane pakaDanArA mANasone ane pAMjaruM laIne jaMgalamAM gayA. siMhane pakaDavA mATe tene ApavA mATe khorAka to joIe ne ! zokhIna jIvaDA pitAnA zekha khAtara keTalA karma bAMdhavA taiyAra thAya che ! siMha darabAramAM rAkhe che te mATe je pApa karavA paDe te karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. rAjAe vanamAM jaIne eka jagyAe pAMjaruM mUkyuM. pAMjarAmAM lAvavA mATe siMhane khorAka mUko. pAMjaruM mUkI mahArAjA potAnA mANaso sAthe eka bAju chupAI gayA. samaya thatAM siMhanI garjanAthI AkhuM vana gAjI UThyuM. dhIme dhIme masta cAlathI cAlato siMha pAMjarAnI najIka AvI gayo. teNe najara karI te pAMjarAmAM pitAne kherAka je. bhUkhe siMha chalAMga mArato pAMjarAmAM pesI gayA. te samaye ene vicAra na AvyuM ke A zikAra levA jatAM huM pAMjarAmAM pUrAI jaIza. je siMha dAkhala thayo ke tarata kaLa vAsI dIdhI, DhAMkaNuM baMdha thaI gayuM. siMha AbAda rIte e pAMjarAmAM pUrAI gaye. siMhane sAcavavA rAjA kevA pApa karavA taiyAra thayA ! siMhane paNa sanehI banAvyorAjAnA mANaso pAMjaruM darabAra gaDhamAM laI AvyA. eka jagAe pAMjaruM goThavAI gayuM. rAjA manamAM harakhAya che ke huM ke siMha laI Avyo ! jaMgalamAM AjhAdIthI pharate siMha eka nAnA piMjarAmAM pUrAI gayo. AthI e khUba akaLAvA lAge. tamane kaI divasa A saMsAranA pAMjarAmAM akaLAmaNa thaI che ? siMhe zarUAtamAM te dhamapachADA karyA paNa chuTAya evuM hatuM ja kayAM! te dhIre dhIre zAMta thaI gaye, chevaTe pAMjaruM enuM jIvana kSetra banI gayuM. rAjA re ja A pAMjarA pAse AvatA. siMhane tene khorAka paNa pite jAte ApatA. bahAra UbhA rahIne rAjA joyA karatA. ahAhA ! eka siMha pALavAnA zekha khAtara reja nI hatyA !

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 375 siMha pAse ja eka zikAra mUke. siMha pitAnuM peTa bharAI jAya pachI bIjo zikAra na kare. keTalAka divasa sudhI rAjA A rIte gayA. rAjAne siMha pratye mamatA ane prema hato. divase jatAM rAjAne siMhane Dara cAlyo gayo. siMha rAjA pratye adbhara banI gayo. have te rAjA pAMjarAmAM jatA siMha mahArAjA sAthe gela karavA lAgyA. dararoja samaya thatAM rAjA AvatA siMha rAjAne bheTI paDatuM. baMne vacce gADha mitrAcArI thaI gaI. duzmana hatA te dosta banI gayA. have te baMne vacce eTale prema thaI gayo ke eka divasa paNa tene mUkIne javAnuM game nahi. siMhane mUkIne rAjA kayAMya bahAragAma jatAM nahi. maMtrIethI te kAma patAvI detA, paNa game tema te ya A to rAjaramata ! AkhA vizALa rAjyanI javAbadArI temanA mAthe hatI. vahAlA siMhanI bhalAmaNaH eka vAra e prasaMga Ubho thayo. eka baLavAna rAjA potAnA rAjya para caDAI karavA Ave che tevA samAcAra guptacara pAsethI maLyA. A rAjAne sAmano karavAmAM potAnA sivAya bIje kaI sainika baLavAna dekhAya nahi, tethI pitAne gayA vinA chUTako nathI. rAjAne siMhane choDIne javuM gamatuM nathI, paNa na chUTake pitAnA pyArA siMhane choDIne javuM paDaze. chevaTe nakakI karelA divase rAjA sainyathI sajaja thaIne zatranI sAme jhajhUmavA nIkaLyA. jatAM jatAM paNa rAjA siMhanI pAse jaI tene premathI bhe ! paDyAchevaTe AMsubharI AMkhe tyAMthI bahAra nIkaLyA. pradhAna, prajA badhA rAjAne vaLAvavA gayA. badhA kahe Apa zAMtithI samAdhAna karIne vijaya meLavIne jaladI Avaje. chele rAjAne eka vAta yAda AvI. teNe pradhAnane kahyuM - pradhAnajI! mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLo. mArA vahAlAmAM vahAlA mitra siMha che teno tame barAbara khabara rAkhaje. ATalA badhAmAMthI rAjAe keInI bhalAmaNuM na karI paNa temanA vahAlA siMhanI karI. pradhAna kahe bhale mahArAjA ! Apa ciMtA na karaze. mahArAjA yuddhamAM gayA ane pradhAnajI badhA pAchA AvyA. pradhAnanI mUMjhavaNa bIje divase pradhAnajI pAMjarA pAse AvyA. tenA rakSaka pAsethI mAhitI meLavI. temAM khabara paDI ke siMha mAMsabhakSI che. dararoja tene A khorAka ApavAne. pradhAna jaina dharmanA daDha zrAvaka hatA A sAMbhaLIne temanuM mana vicAramAM DUbI gayuM. mahArAjAnI AjJA pALavAnI meM hA pADI tyAre mane A vAtano khyAla na rahyo. siMha mAMsabhakSI che ene mArAthI mAMsa kevI rIte apAya? mArAthI A hiMsA to na thAya. meM paheluM vrata lIdhuM che. lIdhelA vratane bhaMga to kaI paNa hisAbe mArAthI na thAya. siMhanA bhajana mATe bicArA nirdoSa niraparAdhI paMcendriya jIvanuM khUna ! te paNa mArA hAthe? nA..nA...e te kadApi nahi bane. pradhAnanI te barAbara kasoTI AvI. eka bAju rAjAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAnuM, bIjI bAju kaI paNa jIvane nahi mAravAnI pratijJA che. bhAre muMjhavaNuM AvI. jAna jokhame paNa pratijJAne bhaMga te karavo nathI. pradhAna rAjAnI nokarI kare che paNa pratijJAthI calita thatA nathI. temanI

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376] [ zAradA ziremaNi hADahADanI mijAmAM dharmane raMga lAgele che. rAjAnI AjJA pALavI che ke pratijJA paNa pALavI che, Akhare temaNe eka nirNaya karyo. pratijJAnI kaTIH pradhAne ghera jaIne moTo kaDA bharIne khIra banAvaDAvI. pitAnA mANasa pAse kaDA upaDAvIne pAMjarAnI bArImAMthI tapeluM pAMjarAmAM mUkAvyuM. pradhAna bahAra UbhA rahyA. TAIma thayA eTale siMha Ubho thayo. te kaDAyA pAse Avyo khIra suMdhIne pAcho pharyo. siMha mAMsabhakSI hoya, te khIra khAya nahi. Aje tene khIra maLI emAM tene pitAnuM apamAna lAgyuM; tethI te AvezamAM AvI gayA. jorathI pitAnuM pUMchaDuM pachADavA lAgyA. pUMchaDAne jorathI evuM pachADayuM ke khIranuM bhareluM kaDAyuM uMdhuM vALI dIdhuM. tenA manamAM e gusso AvyA ke mane mAruM bhajana kema na ApyuM ? badhI bIra DhaLAI gaI. siMhane rakSaNa karanAra nekara kahe pradhAnajI ! A manuSya nathI ke khIra khAya? pradhAnajI kahe-bhAI! mAre paNa pratijJA che ke hiMsA karavI nahi ne karAvavI nahi. mAMsAhAra kare nahi ane karAvavo nahi. pradhAnajI ! AvA samaye pratijJA cheDavI paDe. e te kaI paNa rIte na bane. je siMha bhajana nahi kare to mAre paNa bhejanane tyAga. huM upavAsa karIza. nokara kahe-tamAre khUba kasaTI Avaze. bhale, mAruM je thavuM hoya te thAya. mRtyu Ave ne deha chUTI jAya to paNa huM pratijJAthI calita nahi thAuM. siMha bhejana karaze tyAre huM jamIza. siMhanI sAthe mAre paNa bhojanane tyAga. pradhAne bIje divase paNa khIra banAvI kaDAyuM siMhanI sAme mokalAvyuM. te pahelA divasanI jema bIje divase paNa khIranuM tapeluM UMdhuM vALI dIdhuM. khIra na khAdhI. badhA lake pradhAnane kahevA lAgyA pradhAnajI ! A rAjAne mAnIto vahAla siMha che. je tene kaMIka thaze to rAjA Avaze tyAre lAga Ave te tamArA sahita AkhA kuTuMbane kura zikSA karaze. je zikSA thavI hoya te thAya paNa huM mArI pratijJA te cheDIza ja nahi. pradhAnajI temanI zraddhAmAM majabUta rahyA. siMhanI jema pradhAnane paNa be upavAsa thayA. trIje divase paNa khIra mekalAvI. to siMhane khIra jaIne Dabala krodha AvyA ne udhI vALI dIdhI. badhA pradhAnanI jhATakaNI kADhavA lAgyA. pradhAnajI ! mAnI jAva. siMhanuM zarIra zithila thaI gayuM che. siMhanI jIvanarakSA mATe potAnuM balidAna : traNa divasathI siMha bhUpe che. pradhAnanA manamAM thayuM ke have je siMhane bhajana nahi maLe te marI jAya e thaI gayo che. kadAca siMha marI jAya te mane paMcendriya hatyAnuM pApa lAge. have zuM karavuM ? A ciMtAmAM pradhAnane uMgha AvatI nathI. paMcendriya hatyA karAya nahi ne siMhane maravA devAya nahi te zuM karuM? mArI pratijJAnA pAlana mATe huM mArI jAtane bhoga ApuM e barAbara che paNa abela prANI bhaga bane e taddana agya vAta kahevAya. A rIte je divase kheMcavAmAM Ave te prANI rIbAI rIbAIne marI jaze. mArI pratijJA mATe eka abola prANInI hiMsA ! zuM ene enuM bhejana ApavuM ?

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [377 hA.. paNa bIjA keInuM nahi potAnuM ja ApavuM. mAruM balidAna daI dauM. makkama nirNaya laI lIdhuM. cothA divase kaDhIyala dUdhanI khIra laIne pite siMhanA pAMjarA tarapha javA mATe nIkaLyA. siMhanA rakSaka mANase kahyuM pradhAnajI! siMhane have bhajana nahi maLe te marI jaze. mahArAjA jANaze to zuM thaze ? bhAI! Aje siMhane bhejana devA ja Avyo chuM. pAMjarAnuM bAraNuM pote khelyuM ane kaDhelA dUdhanI khIranA tapelA sAthe pite pAMjarAmAM ghUsI gayA. siMhane kahevA lAgyA ke "pIvAnI icchA hoya te dUdha pIvA mAMDa ane e na ja pIvuM hoya ane je mAMsa ja khAvuM hoya te huM tane bIjA keInuM mAMsa ApI zakuM tema nathI chatAM tArI icchA hoya te mane ja mArI nAMkha, mArA zarIranA mAMsathI tArI yudhAne samAvI de. ATaluM kahI navakAramaMtra gaNuM sAgArI saMthAre karI dhyAnamAM UbhA rahyA. leke ciciyArIo pADavA lAgyA. ahiMsaka bhAvanAne addabhUta prabhAva : "ahiMsA parame dharma' e sUtrane pradhAnajIe jIvananA aNuaNumAM vaNI lIdhuM che. traNa traNa divasano bhUkhe siMha dhImethI UbhuM thayuM. tyAM UbhelA pradhAnajI pAse ekadama chalAMga mArato dhasamasate Avyo. leke cIsAcIsa karavA lAgyA paNa Azcarya...maMtrInA paga najIka AvatA siMha sajajaDa thaI gayo. tyAM ne tyAM Ubho rahyo. jenArA badhA sthira thaI gayA. A zuM ? siMhe pitAnI kruratA tajI dIdhI. pradhAna te dhyAnamAM sthira che. sAme mRtyu che chatAM pradhAna pitAnuM dhyAna cheDatA nathI. gheDI vAra thaI tyAM to siMhe pradhAnanA caraNamAM mastaka namAvyuM ane tapelAmAM moTuM nAMkhI khIra khAvA lAgyA. " janmajAta evA mAMsAhArI siMhane paNa pradhAne duzvAhArI karI dIdho. kuratA hArI ane dayA jItI." ahA A zuM ? Aje siMha kherAka badalya. traNa divasanA bhUkhyA siMhe dharAIne khIra khAdhI, pachI te pradhAna pAse beThe. siMha pradhAnanA paga cATavA lAgyA. paga cATe ne vAraMvAra tenA sAmuM juve. chelle mAthuM tenA pagamAM mUkIne jANe vaMdana na karate hAya ! ema karyuM sarva jIvo sAthe maitrIbhAvanA tAra bAMdhI snehanI sitAra bajAvatAM maMtrIe kAusajhA pALyo. siMhane mAthe hAtha mUkI ne tenA kAnamAM navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyA. jenArA to badhA chapha thaI gayA. maMtrIjInI aDaga pratijJAne prabhAva leka para khUba paDyo ane jaina dharmane jayanAda gAjI UThayA. thaDI vAra pachI pradhAne paNa ghera jaIne pAraNuM karyuM. have te pradhAna rAja siMha pAse jatA ane ane dararoja khIranuM bhejana ApatA. siMha khUba premathI khAto. siMha jANe pitAna-upakArI hoya tema mAnI tene bheTate. baMnenI maitrI khUba gADha banI gaI. pradhAna reja raja siMhane dharmano upadeza ApatA. enI hiMsaka vRttie dezavaTo lIdho. yuddhanuM kAma patAvIne rAjA vijaya meLavIne nagaramAM AvyA. prajAjanoe tathA pradhAnajI badhAe temanuM bhavya svAgata karyuM. rAjA pitAnuM kAma patAvI siMha mitra pAse AvyA.

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378 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi pradhAnajI paNa sAthe hatA. badhAe rAjAne vAta karI ke siMha have siMha nathI rahyo. tenI karatA cAlI gaI che te have mAMsajana nathI karato paNa khIrajanI thaI gayo che. rAjA kahe e bane kevI rIte ? badhI vAta karI. siMhanI parIkSA karavA mATe bIje divase rAjAe siMhanI sAme mAMsa ane khIra mUkyA. siMhe mAMsa tarapha daSTi paNa na karI, kharathI pite peTa bharI lIdhuM. siMha jevA kura prANInuM AvuM jambara parivartana lAvavAmAM pradhAnajInI niHsvArtha ahiMsaka bhAvanA hatI. rAjAne khUba AnaMda thaye. rAjA paNa pradhAnanA saMgathI jaina dharmanA anurAgI banyA. Ajano divasa elAna ApIne kahe che ke paheluM kartavya che amArI pravartana ahiMsAnuM pAlana kare. pradhAnajInI ahiMsaka bhAvanAnA AMdolanathI siMha je kura hiMsaka prANI paNa ahiMsaka banI gayo. bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM nAga ane mora, bilADI ane uMdara, neLiyo ane sApa badhA sAthe bese che. te samaye te pitAnA varabhAvane bhUlI jAya che tenuM kAraNa bhagavAnanA lehInA aNuaNumAM sarva jIvo pratye vAtsalyabhAva che ane "savI jIva karuM zAsanarasI ' nI bhAvanAnA jharaNuM vahI rahyA che. temaNe sarva jI sAthe premane majabUta pula bAMdhe che, paNa ahaMkAranI divAla UbhI karI nathI. Aje tame jagata tarapha dRSTi kare te cAre bAju tamane divAla dekhAze. paisAne pAkITanI divAla, jhaverAtane tijorInI, tijArIne kabATanI ane kabATane bhItanI divAla che. jyAM juo tyAM divAla, divAla ane divAla. kyAMya pulanuM te nAma dekhAtuM nathI tethI ekabIjAne luMTI levAnA kAryo thaI rahyA che. pitAnI jAtanI paNa salAmatI nathI. jyAre jemaNe jIvanamAM premanA pula bAMdhyA che temane koI bhaya nathI. temaNe kAMI gumAvyuM nathI, paNa jIvanane samRddha banAvyuM che. ApaNA AtmAe jyAM gayo tyAM divAla UbhI karavAnA pApo karyA che. have A janmamAM divAla UbhI karavI nathI, paNa premane pula bAMdhave che. ApaNuM paramapitA prabhue premane majabUta pula bAMdhI jagatanA jIvane potAnA banAvyA che. te ApaNe e pitAnA putra chIe. pelA rAjAnA putranI jema ApaNe e pula teDIne divAla UbhI karavAnA pApo karavA nathI. e pulane TakAvI rAkhIzuM to kayAreka prabhunA paMthane pAmI zakIzuM. pradhAne jIvanamAM premane pula bAMdhe hato to hiMsaka siMhane ahiMsaka banAvyA. A ApaNA AryadezanI bhUminI khumArI che. AryadezanA mAnavamAM te AryabhAvanA hoya paNa pazupaMkhImAM paNa pahelA AryabhAvanA jovA maLatI hatI. eka vAra jhADa para beThelA paMkhIne kaI zikArI vadhavA jAya che. dareka jIvone jIvavuM game che. "sadaNa kavi vicai " sarva jIvone jIvana priya che, maraNa keIne priya nathI. A paMkhI kahe che bhAI ! tuM mane vIMdhavA Avyo che te khuzIthI vIMdhaje paNa thoDI vAra sabUra kara. mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLa. huM mArA baccA mATe caNa levA Avyo chuM. teo mArI rAha jotA haze. je ghera nahi jAuM to baccAM taraphaDIyA mAraze mATe ghera jaI temane

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zAradA ziromaNi ]. [ 379 caNa ApIne AvuM chuM. tuM mArI rAha jeje. tuM pAchuM AvIza enI mane zI khAtrI ? jarUra AvIza. mArAmAM AryabhUminA saMskAra che. beleluM vacana barAbara pALIza. A jagyAe tame he to pAchA Ave kharA? nA. zikArI kahe- bhale. paMkhI pitAnA vahAlA baccAM mATe caNa laIne gayuM. mAne joIne baccAM harakhAI gayA. temane premathI caNa khavaDAvyuM pachI kahe che ke have huM jAuM chuM. AvuM ke na AvuM paNa eTaluM dhyAna rAkhajo ke tame svAvalaMbI banajo. tame jAte caNa lAvIne khAje. mA ! tuM ema kema kahe che ke huM AvuM kharI ane na paNa AvuM ? dIkarA ! tene khabara che ApaNe uDatA hoIe ne paDI javAthI marI javAya. teNe zikAranI vAta na karI. paMkhI pAchuM AvIne jhADa para besI gayuM. zikArIne kahe che huM AvI gayuM chuM tuM tAruM kAma kara. zikArIne e vicAra nathI Avato ke paMkhIe tenuM vacana barAbara pALyuM. zikArI bANa upADavA jAya che tyAre paMkhI kahe che huM Apane eka vAta pUchuM? pUchane bhAI! tame bANa mAraze te tame mArA je paga para nizAna tAkayuM haze tyAM vAgaze paNa pachI eka paga to haze ne ! te mane e rasto batAvI do ke Apa bANu mAre pachI huM uDI zakuM e ka raste che? zikArI vicAra kare che tene bANa mArIza pachI te uDI ja zake kyAMthI ? tenA hAtha heThA paDI gayA. teNe vacana barAbara pALyuM che mATe tene mAravuM nathI. zikArI kahe zuM tArI kaLA che! tArI buddhie mane pApathI choDAvyo che. jA khuzIthI uDI jA. jJAnI samajAve che ke dareka jIvone jIvavuM game che. A parvAdhirAja elAna ApIne kahe che ke tame jIvanamAM ahiMsA apanAve. vicAraje ke mAre mAruM jIvana nItithI, pramANiktAthI ja jIvavuM che. lAkha meLavyA ne lAkhe gumAvyA. have A divasomAM parigrahano meha choDe. tenI mamatA ochI kare. jeTaluM aMtarathI cheDazo eTale tamAruM che. je deze ene maLaze. eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke je khullA dile Ape che tene adhika maLI rahe che. Aje kaMIka che dharma karavA chatAM du:khI dekhAya che tevA jIvone joIne dharmanI zraddhA cheDaze nahi. dhama mAnavIne kayAre paNa duHkhI banAvatA nathI. je jainadarzananI zraddhA haze to jamA udhAra karI zakaze. tenA pUrvajanmanA azubha karmo vipAka udayamAM AvyA che mATe te duHkhI che e che puNyAnubaMdhI pApa. te bhagave che pApa paNa samabhAve bhagave che eTale anubaMdha puNya kare che. pUrve karelA karmo te jIvane bhagavyA vinA chUTake nathI. dhamI je khI dekhAtA hoya tenuM A kAraNuM che paNa evuM na mAnaze ke dharma karyo mATe duHkhI thayA. eka zeThane cAra dikarA hatA. temane tyAM saMpatti aDhaLaka hatI. zeTha dAna khUba karatA hatA. temanA dvAra sadAne mATe khullA hatA. temanA AMgaNe raDate AvyA hoya te hasate jAya. keTalAya jAnI duA temaNe meLavI hatI. AvA puNyAtmAo A

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380] [ zAradA ziramaNi pRthvI para vasyA che. "baheranA vasuMdharA ! zeTha te dAna devAmAM pAchuM vALIne jotA nathI. zeThane pitAnI patnI, cAra putra ane cAra putravadhuo ema 10 mANasanuM kuTuMba hatuM. zeTha dAna khUba kare che. sAthe sAmAyika, pratikramaNa Adi dharma paNa khUba kare che paNa A puNyane vizvAsa karavA jevuM nathI. kaI ghaDIe ne kaI paLe rAjAne raMka ane nagarazeThane nekara banAvI deze e khabara nathI, tema ahIM zeThanA pApane udaya thayA. pUrve bAMdheluM azubha karma vipAka udayamAM AvyuM. zeThanI peDhI para Aga lAgI. je vahANa AvavAnA hatA te guma thayA. jene tyAM moTI rakama dhIrelI hatI te peDhIo paDI bhAMgI. zeTha paisAthI sAva khalAsa thaI gayA. dhIme dhIme gharabAra badhuM vecI devuM paDyuM. zeThanI virUddhamAM keIe rAjAne bhaMbheryA ane vagara vAMke hada bahAra karI dIdhA. karma rAjAe barAbara keraDe vIMjha. teNe kAMI bAkI rAkhyuM ! paisA gayA, gharabAra gayA ane have gAmamAMthI paNa dezanikAla thaye. zeTha duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA. zeTha pitAnA kuTuMba sahita gAmanI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. khAvA mATe paisA te joIe ne! eka taLAva khAtuM hatuM tyAM cAra dikarAo mATInA tabaDakA upADavA gayA. jeNe kaI divasa dharatI para paga mUkyo na hato, pANI mAMgatA dUdha hAjara thatuM hatuM. evA chokarAone mATI upADavAno samaya Avyo te kAMI ochuM kahevAya ! karma rAjA kayAre camarabaMdhIne cAkara banAvI de che te khabara nathI paDatI. cAre putravadhuo lokonA gharanA eMThavADa kADhavA, pANI bharavA ane kapaDAM dhevA jAya che. jema tema karIne pitAnuM jIvana nabhAve che. AvA duHkhanA samayamAM paNa zeTha saMtane bhUlatA nathI. bhale atyAre reTa ne dALa khAIe chIe chatAM kaI saMta ke atithi maLe te temane ApIne jamuM. cha mahinAthI kaI sAdhu maLyA nathI eTale supAtradAna devAno lAbha kayAMthI maLe? garIbImAM paNa zeTha dharmane ke saMtane bhUlyA nathI. jenA aMtaranA bhAva hoya enI bhAvanA phanyA vinA rahetI hatI. barAbara cha mahine te gAmamAM sAdhu padhAryA. zeThane khabara paDatAM zeTha temanA darzana karavA gayA. paryuSaNanA divase eTale mANasonI ThaTha bharAI che. A garIba zeDa vyAkhyAnamAM jaIne beThA. temanA phATelAtUTelA kapaDA che, dADhI vadhI gaI che. Aje jagatamAM garIbanuM kaI sthAna nathI. zeTha jyAM beThA che tyAM bIjA kahe AghA beso. ema zeTha AghA khasatA khasatA sAva chele jaIne beThA. AvA garIbane AgaLa te bolAve ja kyAMthI ? zeTha ghaNuM dUra paDI gayA eTale vyAkhyAna saMbhaLAtuM nathI chatAM mAne che ke koI nahi. mane mukha jevA te maLe che ne ! temanA hAvabhAva jovA maLe che e zraddhAthI besI rahyA. acAnaka saMtanI najara e zeTha para paDI gaI. saMta zeThane oLakhI gayA. saMta to sarovara samAna che. sarovaramAM zrImaMta Ave ke garIba Ave keInA paNa cArja lIdhA vinA pANInuM dAna kare che. vaDale keInI paNa apekSA rAkhyA vinA badhAne zItaLa chAyA Ape che. tene kaI bhedabhAva nathI tema saMtane mana badhA samAna che.

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zAradA zizamaNi ] Ape vaDalA badhAne visAme, Ave thAkIne je je musAphara, pANI pIvA de saune saritA, ene mana to badhAe barAbara. mArA tArAnA bheda bhUlIne prabhu, sAcI kheATI zakAne tajIne badhuM....mArI [ 381 Ave guNa ApaNAmAM paNa hejo. sa Mte kahyuM-bhAI! AgaLa AveA. badhA jovA lAgyA ke AvA bhAIne mahArAje AgaLa kema lAvyeA ? huM AvI rIte koine kahuM te tamane zuM thAya ? sAcuM khelo. Aje ATalA badhA mANasA beThA che te koI najaramAM nathI AvatA ane A mANasa najaramAM Avye ? ( zreAtA te puNyavAna koNa che ? ) evA bhAva Ave teA sArI vAta che. saMte zeThane kahyuM-AgaLa AveA. saMtane khabara che ke A eka vakhatanA mahAna sukhI dAnavIra dhI.STha puNyAtmA hatA. tenA karmIe tene pachADayA che tethI AvA garIba thai gayA lAge che,kame temane behAla banAvyA che. saMte e traNa vAra zeThane kahyuM ke bhAI ! AgaLa Ave. badhA leAkeAnA manamAM thayuM ke AvA phATalA tUTalA kapaDA paherelA che. tenA kAMI ThekANA dekhAtA nathI chatAM mahArAja tene kema AgaLa khelAve che ? badhAne gamyuM nahi paNa mahArAje e traNa vAra kahyuM eTale zeThe AgaLa AvyA. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayuM. badhA ghera gayA pachI saMte pUchyu-devAnupriya ! zu thayu ? gurUdeva ! karmAMnI malIhArI che. Apa gabharAze| nahi. ApanI zI IcchA che? tamane koI saMta Avu' kahe teA tame mAMgatA bhUlA kharA? are, bharelA hAya teA ya na bhUle te adhUrA teA bhUle zAnA? gurUdeva ! mAruM dhadhyAna thAya ane dharmanI helanA, niMdA, baMdha thAya eTale khasa. mAre khIju kAMI joItuM nathI. Apa gabharAze nahi. paryuSaNa parva pahelA aThThama karo. bhale. AvyA che te Apa chekarAo kahe che ke thaI gayA chIe. beTA ! zeThe teA paryuSaNanA aThThama karyAM. trIjA divasanI rAte tapa karIne marI jazeA. Ape ghaNu' karyuM. chatAM duHkhI duHkhI dharma koI divasa koI ne du:khI karatA nathI. te rAtre prakAza thayeA. zeTha UbhA thaI gayA. zeThane kahe che ke tuM mULa sthAne jA. huM kayAM jAuM ? rAjAe mane hada bahAra kADhaceA che. have kevI rIte jaie ? tame jAva. gAmanA pAdaramAM pahoMcaze, rAjane khakhara paDaze te tamAru bhavya svAgata karaze. rAjA koInA caDhAvyAthI caDhI gayA che paNa have temane pastAvAneA pAra nathI. tu' tArA ghera jaje. tArA gharanA DAbA khUNe traNa phUTa UMDu khAije teA tyAMthI carU nIkaLaze. tAruM bhAgya khulI jaze. dhama karelA niSphaLa jatA nathI. savAra thai. gharanA koIne vAta karI nahi. temaNe eka vAta karI. dIkarAe ! ApaNe dezamAM javu che. zuM kAma ? badhuM sAru thaze. zeTha badhAne parANe lai gayA. pAdaramAM pahoMcyA. rAjAne khabara paDatAM bhavya svAgata karyuM. zeTha gharamAM gayA. badhAne kahyuM-Apa badhA pahelA sAmAyika kare. chekarAo kahe tamArI sAmAyike teA ThThI uThADI dIdhA che. roTalA vinAnA thaI gayA. tame evu khelailA mA. zeThane teA pAMca upavAsa

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382] [ zAradA ziremaNi thaI gayA. sAmAyika thaI gaI pachI zeTha kahe che ke Apa gharanA DAbA khUNe traNa phUTa UMDu kheda. chokarAe kheDyuM te carU nIkaLe. bele have zeTha ane dharma kevA vahAlA lAge ? zeTha dharmapratApe sukhI thaI gayA. badhAne dharma para zraddhA thaI. parvAdhirAjanuM elAna che ke bIjuM kartavya che ke tame aThThama kare. saMsAramAM lAgelA pApanI AcanA mATe paNa aThThamanI jarUra che. tapane mahimA ke che ? ApaNe A parvanA divasomAM zuM karavAnuM che? TAIma thaI gayuM che. AvA divasamAM ahiMsaka bhAva, aThThama, sAdharmika bhakti, kSamApanA, pratikramaNe A pAMca kartavyanuM pAlana barAbara karavuM. vadhu bhAva avasare. Aje bA. bra. harSidAbAI mahA. bA. bra. uvI zAbAI mahA. bA. bra. navadIkSita hetalabAI mahA. traNe ThANane 12 mo upavAsa che. Apa badhA sArI rIte tapa ArAdhanAmAM joDAI jaje. vadhu avasare. zrAvaNa vada 14ne budhavAraH vyAkhyAna naM. 43 : tA. 14-8-85 viSayaH jIvatA AvaDe te jiMdagI sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena! parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvane bIje divase te AvI gaye. A parva dara varSe Ave che ane potAnI khuba mahekAvatuM jAya che. A parva prativarSa AvatuM hovA chatAM parvanA divaso jema jema najIka AvatA jAya che tema tema te parvanA satkAra sanmAna karavAnI bhAvanA vadhatI hoya che. prativarSe panetA pagale padhAratA parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa mahAparva mahAkrAntikArI Atmika AMdolananA Ahaleka pokArIne A vizvanA viSaya kaSAyAdhIna AtmAone DhaMDhaLI jAya che. rAga-dveSa vairajheranI yugonI jUnI ghareDanI sAme matrI, pramoda, karUNA, mAdhyastha, kSamA, premanA krAntikArI Adeza ApIne pavitra Atmika AMdolana jagAvI jAya che. kharekhara! jene saMsAranA trividha tApanI pIDA vasamI lAgI hoya, je anAdinI viSayakakSAnI AgathI saMtRpta hoya tene paryuSaNa parvanuM A kAntikArI AMdolana hArdika AhavAna kare che ke eka vAra tame tamArA nirNa, vicAra, kheMcatANane ATha divasa mATe eka bAju mUkIne A AtmazuddhinA AMdolanamAM joDAI jAo. tamane avarNanIya AnaMda, adbhuta sukha ane apUrva zAMtine anubhava avazya thaze. A paryuSaNa parva jene pavitra Azraya rUpa che. A suMdara Azraya bhavamAM musApharI karatAM jene mahAsukhadAyI bane che. saMsAra rUpI samudramAM rAga-dveSAdithI DUbatA jene taravA mATe jANe nAvaDI na hoya! A parvamAM ArAdhanAnuM sehAmaNuM khAsa anekhuM aMga che. kSamA. anAdithI AtmA para ceTIne rahelA verajhera, IrSA, asUyA Adi je bhayaMkara zatrae che tenA dvArA je keInI sAthe vaira virodha thayA hoya tene aMtarathI khamAva, to tAre ArAdhanAne arUNodaya pragaTayo gaNAze. nirmaLa tapajapanuM sevana karI anAdinA maLane sApha karI nAMkhe. A divasomAM AtmA rUpI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 383 mayura bhAvanAnA vanamAM kekArava karI UThe che. umio hileLA mAre che. sneha, lAgaNInA pUra umaTe che ane tapazcaryAnI heDInI laheramAM karmonA bhUkA uDe che. A parva ravinA kiraNonI jema AtmAmAM divya prakAza pAthare che. ragaragamAM vyApI rahelA verabhAvane toDAve che. A parva ahaMmAMthI aha tarapha prasthAna karavA, jIvamAMthI zIva banavAnI preraNA Ape che. dIpAvalImAM loke vAsaNanA kATa utAre che paNa paryuSaNamAM vAsanAne kATa utAravAnuM che. havAnA praduSaNane, pANInA praduSaNane aTakAvavAne cAre bAju pracAra thaI rahyo che paNa aphasa che ke AtmAnA dUSaNane aTakAvavAnuM keIne yAda paNa AvatuM nathI. A parva AtmAnA dUSaNone aTakAvavAne zaMkhanAda pheMkI rahyuM che. Aje bIjA divase ApaNuM vyAkhyAnane viSaya che. "jIvatA AvaDe to jiMdagI". anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke A pRthvInA paTa upara eka miniTa evI nathI ke janma maraNa na thatAM heya. A cakrAvAmAM ApaNe paNa AvyA chIe. ahIM e vicAravAnuM che ke ApaNe jamyA ane bIjA jIve paNa jamyA che. temAM tamane kAMI pharaka dekhAya che ? tame je pharaka mAne che te huM pUchatI nathI. tame te e javAba Apazo ke jenI pAse dhanArAmA che, khanakhanIyA khakhaDe che tenA mUlya thAya che, tenI kiMmata aMkAya che. jaina paribhASAmAM kahuM to jainadarzane tenI kiMmata AMkI nathI; chatAM thoDI ghaNI kiMmata aMkAya che te kaI apekSAe? te mATe Ajano viSaya che. "jIvatA AvaDe to jiMdagI" nahi te barabAdI. ApaNe jIvana kevI rIte jIvavuM che? sukhe jIvavuM che ke duHkhe jIvavuM che? jIvana jIvIne javuM che ke jIvatA chatAM marelA jevuM jIvana jIvavuM che ? e svataMtra mAlikanA hAthanI vAta che. gharamAM daza sabhya hAya, dareke kevuM jIvana jIvavuM e potAnA hAthanI vAta che. kaI kaI mAlika nathI. ApaNe anaMta kALa to bhUlabhareluM hatuM. tene bhUlI jaIne vartamAnakALanI jiMdagI sudhArIzuM to bhaviSyakALa to sudharI jaze ne bhUtakALa paNa sudharI jaze. je Aje sudharela che te kAle sudharele raheze. vartamAnamAM jenA AcAravicAra vartana sudharyA tenI bhaviSyanI jiMdagI sudharelI rahevAnI ane bhUtakALa paNa kaMika dhevAI jaze. jiMdagI jIvavA mATe jJAnIe traNa zabda batAvyA. "sAdhanA, vaMdanA ane vedanA'. pahelo zabda che sAdhanA. sAdhanA eTale AtmA taraphanuM lakSa Ave ane deha taraphanuM lakSa chUTe. AtmalakSe je kriyAo karavAmAM Ave ane te kriyAo karatAM upasarga AvI jAya te tene samabhAve sahana karavAmAM Ave tene sAdhanA kahevAya. jeNe jIvanamAM sAdhanA karI tene ApaNe vaMdaNa karIe chIe. ApaNe bolIe chIe ke dhanya che dhanya che e mahAna AtmAthI sAdhakane ! ke jemane jiMdagI jIvatA AvaDI. sAdhanA karI jeNe AtmAne sAdhyo teNe jagatane sAdhyuM. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM bhagavAna belyA che ke "je uttara kiyA , paMja Ina ricA ." hA 3 jJinittA, zvasat kiLAmaNa / ujU ka23 gA-36

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384 ] zAradA zirAmaNa eka nirakuza AtmAne jeNe jItyA teNe pAMcane jItyA ane jeNe pAMcane jItyA teNe dasane jItyA ane daza prakAranA zatruone jItyA teNe badhA zatruene jItI lIdhA. jeNe sAdhanA dvArA AtmAne sAdhyA ene ApaNe vaMdana karIe chIe. te sAdhanA karatA temanA para upasarvAMnA kevA bhayaMkara ulkApAta macyA, chatAM jarA paNa ukaLATa na AnyA. ApaNA zAsanapitA prabhu mahAvIra svAmInA gheAra sAdhanA karatA jIvana tarapha dRSTi karIe teA zarIre dhrujArI chUTI jAya che. prabhu jyAre sAdhanA karavA dhyAnAvasthAmAM UbhA hatA tyAre gAvALIyA kAnamAM khIlA mAravA Avye . te samaye kevA adbhuta vicAro karyAM. meM pU bhavAmAM ene mAryuM che mATe mane mAravA AvyeA che. tenA para karUNA karI. sAdhanA karanAra sAdhaka paradeSa na dekhe paNa svadeSadana kare. koI bhavamAM tenI sAthe vaira khAMdhyuM haze, e karyuM Aje uyamAM AvyA che. kAnamAM khIlA mAryAM tyAre kevI asahya vedanA ! chatAM samAdhi na cUkayA. metArajamuninA mAthe vAdharI vI.TI. keTaluM kaSTa paDayuM chatAM jarA paNa DagyA nahi. Anu nAma sAdhanA. 'dhaka muninA 500 ziSyAne pApI pAlake dhANImAM polyA, leAhInA phuvArA uDayA chatAM samatAsAgara munie kevI AtmamastImAM jhUlyA! temane vedanA nahI' thaI hAya! vedanA teA anaMtI hatI paNa sAdhanAmA joDAI gayA. AtmamastImAM jhUkI gayA te temane kaSTane anubhava na thaI zakaye.. ApaNA kAI a'guThA dakhAve teA paNa krodha AvI jAya che jayAre AvA piraSaheAmAM samatA sAdhaka muniee kevI sthiratA keLavI ! kha'dhaka muninI cAmaDI cacA utAre che chatAM kevI prasannatA ! keTalI samatA ! nAnA khALamuni gajasukumAranA mAthe dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkayA. kevI bhayaMkara vedanA thaI haze! paga nIce eka bIDI capAI jAya tA are thai jAya che jyAre A tA mAthe a'gArA ! kevI asahyu baLatarA ! chatAM aMza mAtra cittanI svasthatA na gumAvI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI para abhavI sa'game te upasamAMnI jhaDI varasAvI je sAMbhaLatA kALaju ka`pI jAya. siddhAMtamAM AvA aneka dAkhalA che jemaNe kaSTa sahana karatAM siddhi sAdhI enuM nAma sAcA sAdhaka. e ja sAcI jiMdagI. sAdhaka re... prabhunA zAsanamAM jo kama nA baMdhAya, sAdhanA karavAthI sidhdhi sadhAya. (2) jaina zAsanamAM jAgyA nahi te lUMTAyA paLavAramAM (ra) ka baMdhanathI haTayA nahi teA phasAyA bhavavanamAM (2) sAdhaka re....jAgRtinI jgyAti joje nA bujhAya....sAdhanA karavAthI.... sAdhanAnA mArga saraLa nathI. e mArga para cAlatA aneka prakAranA saTA upasthita thAya che te sAdhaka AtmA samyak prakArathI samabhAvathI tene sahana kare che. sAcA sAdhakane kaSTA ke pariSahe| kaSTarUpa nathI lAgatA. te peAtAnI dRSTine evI rIte keLave che ke tene piSaha ke upasarga khAdhakarUpa na bane paNa sAdhakarUpa bane. piSahAne

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zAradA ziremaNi] [ 385 te mAtmanasanI soTI samara cha samuppeha mANassa ijhAyayaNa-rahassa iha viSamukkassa nathi mane vAyara ! AcAraMga a.pa. u. 2. je sAdhaka dehanA daSTA ane avasaranA vicAraka che, je AtmAnA guNomAM ramaNatA karavAvALA che, je zarIra AdimAM nirAsata ane tyAgI che te AvelA kaSTone hasatA mukhe vadhAvI zake che evA AtmA anaMta saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA nathI paNa mukta banI jAya che. te mRtyuMjaya banI jAya che. kayAreka ApaNA jIvanamAM saMkaTo Ave, duHkha Ave tyAre kSamAsAgara sAdhakane daSTi sAme rAkhavA. kayAM e sAdhakenA sAgara samAna dukha ! kayAM mAruM alapa dukha ! e kevA samatAnA sAgara! ane kayAM huM ! emanI sAthe ApaNA duHkhonI sarakhAmaNI karIe te duHkha chatAM duHkha dekhAze nahi ane duHkhamAM sukhano anubhava karIzuM. karmo te keIne cheDatA nathI. cAhe saMyamI sAdhaka hoya ke saMsArI heya! badhAne bhogavavA paDe che. eka mahAna AtmAthI saMta hatA. temane baraDAmAM kensara thayuM. kesaranI pIDA bhayaMkara. te vaLI pAchaLanA bhAgamAM eTale cattA sUI zakAya nahi. kensara khUba vyApI gayuM che. asahya vedanA che. AvI asahya vedanA chatAM mastIne pAra nahi eka vAra keIe temane pUchyuM-tamane vedanA khUba thAya che ? tyAre te saMte zuM kahyuM -bhAI ! mane khUba zAtA che. apUrva AnaMda che. managamatI AtmamastI che. mArA AtmAe pUrvajanmamAM evA bhayaMkara karmo karyA haze te A kensara je rega Ave ne! Aje sauthI vadhumAM vadhu bhayaMkara roga tame kene kaho che ? (tA-kensarane.) badhA rogonI zaidha nIkaLI che paNa haju kensarane roga maTe evI kaI zodha nIkaLI nathI. saMtane kensaranI pIDA khUba che. keI kahe A roga mATe keI upacAra te kare; tyAre saMte zuM javAba A ? tamane lAge che ke mane pITha pAchaLa kensara thayuM che paNa bhAI! A kensara nathI, sadAvrata khelyuM che. jiMdagImAM meM koI divasa keIne jamADayA nathI. A te kudarate mane badhuM anukULa karI ApyuM che. sadAvratamAM roja atithio, garIba Adi mANaso jamatA hoya tema A sadAvratamAM kensaranA je jIvANuo che te vIse kalAka emAM bhejana karI rahyA che. mArA baraDAnuM mAMsa bhale dharAI dharAIne khAya. mAre temane mAravAnI ke duHkha devAnI kaI kriyA karavI nathI. kaI paNa bhavamAM bhayaMkara pApa karyA haze te Aje udayamAM AvyA che. keIbhavamAM bAMdhelA mArA karmo jAgyA che, kAyAnA dada rUpe mane pIDavA lAgyA che A jJAna rahe tAju evuM sIMcana jaLa deje. samatAthI darda sahu prabhu evuM bI dejo, mArI bhakti sAcI che to ATaluM phaLa deje.

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386 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNu sa'ta zu' Ale che--koI bhavamAM bAMdhelA karyAM mane A bhavamAM udayamAM AvyA che ane kAyAnA darUpe pIDA karI rahyA che. AvelA A daIne huM samabhAvathI sahana karu' evI mane prabhu zakti Ape e bhAvanA che. AvelA bhaya karane, upasa ne samabhAve sahana karavuM tenu' nAma sAdhanA. peleA pUchanArA bhAI saMtanA javAba sAMbhaLI stabdha thaI gayA. ATalI bhaya'kara mAMdagImAM AvI sAttvika manovRtti keLavanAranA manamAM jIvadayAnI bhAvanA keTalI haze ? jiM dagI eTale zuM? 4 thIjavI de hArDa evI AphtAnI TADhamAM, hu| devA anyane je dhagadhage e jiMdagI, ' AphtA rUpI TADha-4'DI evI paDe ke je hADane thIMjavI nAMkhe evI ThaMDImAM khIjAne hUMpha devA pAte agninI jema maLe enu nAma jiMdagI. A sa Mte bIjA jIvAnI dayA khAtara kevuM da` veThayu...! AvI sAdhanA je kare che temane ApaNI vadaNA che. sAdhanA ane vaMdaNAnI vAta samajyA. have vedanAnI vAta vicArIe, aneka prakAranA maraNAMta kaSTomAM paNa sAdhakanI merU jevI aDela dhatA dekhADatI sAdhanA dekhAya che tyAre bIjI bAju atyAre anaMtI veDhanA bhAgavatA tiya ceA dekhAya che. AjanA jamAnAmAM DukkarAne jIvatA pakaDI jAya che pachI tene addhara laTakAvI nIce agni saLagAve che. jIvatA Dukkara khicArA agnimAM zekAI jAya che. bicArA garIma bakarAo jotajotAmAM kasAInI charIthI kapAI jAya che. kUtarAone mAravA mATe jherI lADavA mUke che. te lADavA khAya pachI zarIramAM jhera pariName tyAre tenI nasenase kevI rIte kheMcAtI haze ! te taraphaDI taraphaDIne mare che. jIvatA mAchalAne agnimAM phekI de che. baLado bicArA mAlikanA keTalA mAra khAya che! tiya 'camAM jIvA kevI kAtila vedanAe bhegavI rahyA che. mAnavamAM paNa bicArA majUrA pAtAnA gajA uparAMta keTale bhAra kheMce che ? kensara vagere bhayaMkara rAgeAthI gherAyelA rAgIe keTalI pIDA bhAgavI rahyA che. A badhA ya mAnavA ane tiya``cA maraNAMta vedanA bhAgavatA najare paDe che. narakamAM duHkha bhogavatA nArakInA jIvA kevI vedanA bhegavI rahyA che. kApA-mArAnI khUmA saMbhaLAtI hAya che. paramAdhAmI te nArakInA jIvAnA mukhamAM dhagadhagatA sIsAnA rasa reDe che tyAre te jIvA cIsAcIsa karI mUke che. pANI pIvA jatAM tenA aMgA chedAI jAya. te jIvAne te eka ghaDI paNa sukhanA visAme maLatA nathI. nimesaMtaramittaM yi jaM sAyA Natthi vedaNA / AMkha badha karIne kheAlavAmAM jeTalA samaya lAge che teTalA samaya paNa temane zAtA vedanIya nathI. mAtra tIthaMkara bhagava MteAnA pAMca kalyANaka ujavAya tyAre aMtarmuhuta zAMti maLe che khAkI eka kSaNa paNa sukha nathI. manuSya leAkamAM jevI vedanA che tenAthI anaMtagaNI duHkharUpa azAtA vedanA che. AvI bhayaMkara azAtA vedanA te jIve bhAgave che. devalAkamAM bhautika saMpatti te lakhalUTa che paNa atRpti ane irSyAnI AgamAM

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zAradA ziremaNi] [387 paLe paLe mAnasika rIte deva baLI rahyA che. A rIte cAra gatimAM vedanA bhogavI rahyA che ane AtmAthI sAdhake paNa upasargomAM anaMtI vedanA bhogavI che paNa baMnenA bhegavavAmAM pharaka che. e mahApurUSa matane hAthamAM rAkhIne karmasattAnI sAme samatA, kSamAnA hathiyAra laI zUravIratAthI jhajhUmyA tethI e sAdhakane ApaNe vaMdaNuM karIe chIe. jyAre bIjI bAju karma sattAnA gulAma banelA maravAnA vAMke jIvI rahelA jenI vedanA bhayaMkara che te jIvane samajaNa nathI, jJAna nathI eTale e vedanAo bhogavatA hAyavoya kare che. pariNAme azubha karmano baMdha kare che, tethI tene vaMdaNuM karatA nathI. jyAre sAdhaka AtmA samabhAve vedanA bhagavatAM navA karmane baMdha karatA nathI ane jUnA karmone khapAvI siddhi meLavI zake che eTale temane vaMdana karIe chIe. ApaNane A samajaNavALo mAnava avatAra maLyo che mATe samajI le. je nahi samajyA te zI dazA thaze ? A mAnavajIvanane eka skUlanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. skUlamAM vidyArthIo bhaNavA jAya che tyAM ghaNA vidyAthIo hoya che. skUlamAM badhA vidyAthIo ekasarakhA hetA nathI. ghaNA evA hoMziyAra vidyAthI heya ke dara varSe pharTa naMbare pAsa thAya. A to tamArA anubhavanI vAta che ne ? evA heziyAra vidyArthIone Tayuzana rAkhavuM paDatuM nathI. kaMIka vidyAthIe te lAyabrerImAM pustaka vAMcIne pharTa naMbare Ave che. skUlamAM dAkhala thanArA badhA vidyArthIo kAMI evA tejasvI ke iMziyAra hotA nathI ke dareka varSe sArA mATe pAsa thaI jAya ane AgaLanA kalAsamAM jAya. keTalAka vidyArthIo dara varSe pAsa thatA hoya che are ! keTalAka evA tejasvI hoya che ke eka varSamAM babbe gheraNuM paNa pAsa kare che ne AgaLa vadhe che. jyAre keTalAka evA TheTha vidyAthI e heya che ke jeo eka ja dhoraNamAM be traNa varSa pasAra kare che. A rIte skUlamAM koI pharTa kalAsa, kaI sekaDa te kaI tharDa kalAsamAM pAsa thAya che, keI napAsa thAya te kaI babbe dhoraNa sAthe kare. mAnavajIvana eTale mahAvIranI skUlanA vidyArthI : skUlanA vidyArthIo sAthe ApaNuM jIvana sarakhAvavAnuM che. ApaNe badhA mahAvIranI skulanA vidyArthIo chIe. keI pharsTa kalAsa jevA che. je AtmA A mAnavajIvanamAM potAne maLelI zaktione sadupayoga kare che, jIvanamAM sAdhanA-ArAdhanA kare che. te traNa bhava-pAMca bhamAM pitAnA saMsArane sImita karI de che eTale ke traNa bhave ke pAMca bhave sarvathA karmabaMdhanathI mukta thaI mekSamAM pahoMcI jAya che. A vidyAthI pharsTa kalAsa pAsa thanArA jevA che. A skUlamAM paNa badhA vidyAthIo sarakhA detA nathI-kaI hoMziyAra vidyAthI be dhAraNuM eka varSamAM sAthe kare tema kaI jIva pitAno AtmasAdhanAne pracaMDa purUSArtha kare, purUSArthanA baLe guNasthAnanI zreNImAM AgaLa vadhatAM mohanIya karmanI

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388 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa 28 prakRtine sathA kSaya kare, pachI jJAnAvaraNIya, danAvaraNIya ane aMtarAyane khapAve. chelle 12 mA guNasthAnanA chellA samaye ane teramA guNasthAnanA pahelA samaye kevaLajJAna, kevaLada na pAmI jAya. teramA guNasthAne gayelA jIva kayAreya paNa nIce paDavAnA nathI. je terame gayA te avazya caudame jaI ne meAkSamAM javAnA. paDe te 11mA guNasthAnakethI paDe. tyAM e vAta che. jo tyAM kALa kare te anuttara vimAnamAM jAya, pachI manuSya thaI ne mekSe jAya kAM to paDavAI thAya. vidyAthI esa. esa. sI.mAM eka viSayamAM nApAsa thayA. teNe mahenata karI teA pharI vAra pAsa thai gayeA; tema 11mA guNasthAnakethI jIva paDayo. paDatAM paDatAM AThame ANye. tyAM AtmA sajAga banyA te kSapaka zreNI mAMDe, pachI dazame thaI sIdhA khArame, terame, caudame thaine mekSamAM paheAMcI jAya. je trIje ke pAMcame bhave mekSamAM janArA che. te pharsTa kalAsanA vidyAthI A che. je jIve e ja bhavamAM mekSe jAya che te DakhA dheAraNa eka varSamAM karanAra jevA tejasvI vidyAthI o che. je tharDa kalAsa pAsa thAya che te 15 bhave meAkSamAM janAra vidyAthI o che. kare tamArI skUlamAM ane ApaNI mahAvIra prabhunI skUlamAM kayAM vizeSatA che? e vAta samajavI che. je TheTha vidyAthI hAya che te eka dhAraNamAM be traNa varSa pasAra AvA vidyArthI e bhaNavAmAM game teTalA bedarakAra hoya chatAM skUlanA evA kAyade nathI ke ene e dheAraNamAMthI nIce utArI de. pAMcamA dhAraNamAM be traNa va rahyo tA keI ene cethA dheAraNamAM mUke evu' banatu nathI, paNa jo tame cUkayA te tamane kAMcanA kayAMya mUkI deze. tamArI zI dazA thaze ? tamArI skUla kevI che ? keTalA puNyanA puMja ekaTho karyAM haze tyAre A mAnavabhava maLyA. sAthe AtmasAdhanAnA adbhuta sAdhanA maLyA. yAda rAkho skUlamAM eka ja dheAraNamAM traNa vAra nApAsa thaye daza vAra thaye paNa ene pAMcamA dherANamAMthI ceAthA dhAraNamA koI nahi utAre paNa A mAnavajanma kevA che ! anAya bhUmimAM janma maLye heta te kApA-mAre evA kAmAM jIva racyA raheta. jayAM kama baMdha sivAya bIjI vAta nahi Aje tamane mAnava janma, Aya bhUmi, jainadharma, uccakuLa ane mahAvIranA mArga maLyo. A maLelA adbhuta sAdhanAnI ane zaktionI kiMmata na samajayA athavA ene durUpayoga karyAM, indriyonA viSayasukhAmAM masta banyA te meLavatA kAMi nathI paNa kalpanA bahAranuM gumAvI bese che. have teA e viSayasukhAthI nivRtti le. kayAM sudhI kAmanA viSayanA bhikhArI raheze ? tame tamArA AtmAne kahe-he viSayasukhanA bhikhArI ! haju kayAM sudhI bhaTakIza ? have te tArA svagharamAM Ava. yAda rAkhajo. pAMcamA dhAraNamAM deza vAra nApAsa thanAro pAMcamA dhAraNamAM ja rahe. ceAthA dheAraNamAM na jAya paNa mAnavajIvanamAM jo bedarakAra rahyA ane nApAsa thayA te tamane naraka-nigAda ke tiyA~camAM kayAMya phekI deze, manuSya bhava maLye eTale evu nirmANu nathI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 389 thayuM ke naraka nigodamAM nahi javAnuM. A bhavamAM je bhUlyA te anaMtakALe maLela A janma paLavAramAM gumAvI deze. narakamAM jIva jaze to kevA jAlima dukho bheLavavA paDaze ! nigadamAM te naraka karatAM anaMta duHkha che. anaMtakALe temAMthI chUTakAro nahi thAya mATe have samaje. ahIM beThelA keTalAya che vanamAM AvI gayA che. have to AtmAne jANe. haju ema nathI thatuM ke have A ajapa choDIe ne AtmAnuM zodhIe. gADAnA bela banIne kayAM sudhI saMsAranA bhAra kheMcyA karazo? mane to thAya che ke tamArI zuM sthiti thaze? A bhavamAM je ArAdhanA-sAdhanA karaze te tamane vaMdanA thaze. pratikramaNa sUtramAM roja bolIe chIe "namo cauvIsAe tisthayarANuM usabhAI mahAvIra." RSabhadevathI laIne mahAvIra svAmI sudhInA 24 tIrthakarone huM vaMdanA karu chuM. je tyAgI AtmAo sAdhanA dvArA karmo khapAvIne mokSamAM gayA te badhAne ApaNe vaMdana karIe chIe. katalakhAnAmAM jIvatA pazuo kapAya, marAya, zekAya tenA TukaDA thAya te jIvo anaMtI vedanA bhogave chatAM temane kaI cheDAvanAra ke bacAvanAra nathI. A che vedanA bhegave che ane gajasukumAre paNa mastaka para saLagatA aMgArAnI be ghaDI jeTalI vedanA bhegavI paNa gajasukumAra muninI vedanAe mokSa apAvyuM kAraNa ke samajaNapUrvaka samabhAve vedanA bhegavI. jyAre pazuonI vedanA mekSa nahi apAve kAraNa ke tyAM ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna che. parAdhIna paNe, ajJAnapaNe vedanA bhagave che, mATe samatAnA dharamAM Ave. je samatAnA gharamAM nahi Ave, Asakti, mamatA, kaSAya nahi ghaTADo te vedanAmAM utarI jaze. eTale jyAM vedanA bhogavavI paDe evA bhavamAM jaze ane sAdhanA nahi kare te keInI vaMdanAne pAtra te nahi raho paNa vedanAmAM eTale narakanigoda AdimAM kayAMya phekAI jazo. nigodamAM eka zarIre anaMtA che. tyAM jIva gayo te zarIramAM paNa bhAgIdArI karI. te jIva avyakta vedanA bhagave che e dazA upara na javuM hoya te sAdhanA kare. paudgalika sukha mATe che sAdhanA te ghaNI karatA hoya che have AtmA mATe sAdhanA kare. jyAM sudhI hAthamAM bAjI che tyAM sudhI sAdhanA karI le. paugalika sukha game teTaluM hoya paNa jyAM AtmAnuM sukha nathI te e sukha zA kAmanuM ? mATe samajIne vicArIne UbhA thAva. svalakSe sAdhanA kare. parAdhInapaNe jIva pazanimAM kapAye, chedA, zekAya, bhedAyo, narakagatimAM paramAdhAmInA hAthe kapAyo. te samaye anaMtI vedanA bhegavI chatAM jIvane jarA paNa lAbha thayo nahi. eka bAju ghora sAdhanAno mArga che to bIjI bAju durgatiomAM kAtila vedanAone sahana karavAno mArga che. jIvanamAM pharIne vedanAo bhegavavI na paDe ane sAdhanAnA mArge bahAdurIpUrvaka prayANa karI zakAya tevo eka upAya che vaMdanAno. sAdhanAnA mArge jaI rahelA mahAna guNasAgara AtmAone vaMdanA karavAno vizudhdhabhAva

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30] [ zAradA ziramaNi je eka vAra dilamAM AvI jAya te kAma thaI jAya. vaMdanA vedanAmaya jIvanane khatama karI nAMkhaze ane sAdhanA mATenA satvane prakaTa karaze. mahAna AtmAthI sAdhakoe pitAnA baLane upayoga karma apAvavAmAM karyo paNa karma baMdhAya tevA kAryomAM na karyo. ApaNuM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInuM baLa keTaluM ? jemaNe eka aMgUThe DuMgara DolAvyo. e bhagavAna dhArata to kAnamAM khIlA nAMkhavA AvanAra govALane eka dhakko na mArI zakti ! temanA eka dhakkAmAM te te bhoMya bhego thaI jAta paNa nA...nA... emAM upayoga na karyo, paNa karma khapAvavAmAM karyo te temane ApaNe vaMdaNA karIe chIe. skUlamAM pAMca vAra sAta vAra ke daza vAra eka ja gheraNamAM nApAsa thanAra vidyAthI nIcenA raNamAM ja nathI paNa tame ahIM nApAsa thayA te naraka-nigodamAM kyAMya nIce jatA raheze. saMyamI sAdhaka paNa pitAnA sAdhaka jIvanamAM nApAsa thAya eTale ke bedarakAra rahe che te paNa pachADa khAI jAya che. mahAmuni aSADhAbhUtie saMyamI jIvanamAM keTalI aghora sAdhanA karI. e tapanA prabhAve emane labdhio pedA thaI hatI. Toce caDhelA sAdhakane paNa patana thatA vAra lAgatI nathI mATe jJAnIe kahyuM che ke te sAdhaka ! sAdhupaNuM lIdhA pachI pAMce Indriya para breka mAravI paDaze. eke indriyanA ghoDA chUTA nahi mUkAya. saMsAramAM paNa pagale pagale sAvadhAna rahevAnuM kahyuM che te pachI tapadhArI, cAritravAna, brahmacArIone to keTalI sAvadhAnInI jarUra che ! aSADhAbhUti muni gaucarI gayA, temane khabara nahi ke A ghara konuM che? A muni dekhAvamAM rAjakumAra jevA AkarSaNa kare evA che. saMta gaucarI jatA hatA tyAM gharamAM eka naTakanyA UbhI hatI. teNe kahyuM-padhAre gurU mahArAja ! saMtane khabara na hatI tethI te gharamAM gaucarI gayA. te kanyAe saMtane lADavA vaherAvyA. saMte lADavA lIdhA. A muni khUba cAritravAna, tapodhanI saMyamI sAdhu che paNa jJAnI kahe che jIvatA AvaDe te jiMdagI. jIvatA je AvaDe to jIvanamAM lahera che, nA jIvatAM AvaDe te cAre bAju jhera che. je jIvana jIvatA AvaDe to lIlAlahera ane na AvaDe te cAre bAju jhera. jIvana kema jIvavuM ane kema na jIvavuM tene dara ApaNA hAthamAM che. A cAritrasaMpanna muni gothuM khAI gayA. kevI sthiti thaI? A munie saMsAranI Agane olavI nAMkhI hatI paNa sattAmAM paDelA agninA taNakhAe sAdhune rasendriya lolupta banAvI dIdhuM temaNe rasendriya parano kAbu gumAvyuM ane gothuM khAdhuM. gaucarImAM Avela lADavAmAM khUba vasANuM nAMkhelA hatA eTale temAMthI sugaMdha AvI. muninA manamAM vicAra thayo ke ATale lADa laIne jaIza. amAro parivAra meTo che te mArA bhAge zuM Avaze ? tapa karavA chatAM rasendriyanI lelupatA chUTI nathI, te je kamanI nirjarA thavI joIe te thatI nathI. tapa anaMta bhavanA AtmA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 391 para lAgelA karmone ukheDIne pheMkI devA mATe che. anaMtakALathI jIve indriyA para breka mArI nathI, vijaya meLaLyeA nathI. jIvanamAM nimaLatA AvI nathI eTale tapa karavA chatAM rasanA rANI te deDacA kare che. mAsakhamaNunu` ke bIjI tapazcaryAnuM pAraNuM hAya tyAre jo tene anukULa sAmagrI prApta na thaI; tyAM tene kaSAya AvI jAya te samajavu` ke eNe tapa karyAM paNa AtmabhAna thayuM nathI mATe tApa thayeA. tApa AtmAnuM nukazAna karaze. A parvanA divaseAmAM kaIka haLukamI AtmAe aThThAI karaze. tame mAnA ke tene aMtarAya tUTI che. puNyavAna AtmAe ATha-sALa kare teA khyAla paNa na Ave ke A bhAI ke bahene upavAsa karyAM che. bIjA eka bhAIe mananI makkamatAthI, mananI dRDhatAthI aThThAI karI. tene vasamu khUkha lAge che. takalIpha thAya che, azakti lAge che chatAM dRDha niNa ya karyAM che ke mAre aDDAI karavI te sAcI. te taneA tApa ke ukaLATa thavA deteA nathI. tenu lakSya eka ja che ke mane karmonI udIraNA karavAnA avasara AnyA. tA udIraNA dvArA karmAM udayamAM lAvIne kani khapAvavAnI mane A taka maLI che. Aje divasa dhanya banI gayA che. teNe khUba samatApUrvaka aThThAI karI. emAM tame kone puNyavAna kaheze| ? ( zrotA :- samatAthI sahana karIne kare te). A tA mAtra vAtA karavAnI che. eke aMtarAya tADI che te tene saraLatAthI thaI zake che. tene seTI AvatI nathI. tene dhanyavAda teA che paNa jene vasamu' paDayu., kaSTa AvyuM. chatAM samatA rAkhI ane dRDhatA cheDI nahi teA anatA karmAMnA bhukkA thaI jAya che. kama'nA gaMjanA gaMja khALI nAMkhe che ane khAMdhelI aMtarAya paNa tUTI jAya che; mATe upavAsamAM kadAca AkaruM paDe teA pazu pIchehaTha na karazeA. pAchI pAnI na karazeA. zUravIra ne dhIra bano. - pUnA puNyAye sukha, sa`patti, vaibhavA, patnI, khALako khadhu anukULa maLyuM che tenI mUrchAmAM jIvananI kharakhAdI thAya che pachI kahe| ke amArAthI na thAya. pelA paisAnI khumArI melAve che ke mArAthI nahi thAya. tame pUrva janmamAM tapa karyAM haze, dAnapuNya karyAM haze, duHkhInA AMsu lUchyA haze, dha karyAM haze te A bhavamAM nirAMte khAvapIvA che. mAMdA paDe! te tarata DaoNkaTara hAjara thAya che. sUvA mATe naleApanI gAdI maLe che. A badhu... pUrvanuM puNya bhAgavA che paNa A bhavamAM jo kAMI karatA nathI-- ghauMTaDI vagADo che. te pachI zuM thaze? upavAsa, ekAsaNu kAMI thatu nathI, ghaMTaDI vagADayA karA che teA mane ci'tA thAya che ke parabhavamAM thaze zuM tamAru ? puNyAye sa'patti maLI, mahArAja-raseAI ceA raseAi karatA hoya ane sa'ta AMgaNe padhAre teA benane tapelAne aDavAne haka paNa nahi. raseAIyA vaheArAve, ATalI anukULatA maLI chatAM tamArA dAna devAnA adhikAra nahi ! zu' A tamArI jiM dagI ! pUrvanA puNyanA phaLa khAI rahyA che. paNa pachI zu' karazeA ? vyavahAramAM tame samajo che ke yuvAnImAM jo vepAra dhaMdhA nahi karIe te ghaDapaNamAM zu' khAzuM? tame kahe che ke beThA beThA khAvAthI

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392 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi teA rAyanA bhaMDAra paNa khalAsa thaI jAya te! A bhavamAM beThA beThA khAva che te tamArA puNyanA bhaDAra paNa khalAsa nahi thaI jAya ! pachI parabhavamAM zuM karaze! ? have samajo. nahi thAya e bhUlI jAva. tamAro ekaDo pheravA. thaze, thaze ne thaze. te jiMdagI jIvatA AvaDI kahevAya. sacamInA vezamAM AhArasanAe kareluM jora : aSADhAbhUti bhAna bhUlyA. lADavAnI sugaMdhamAM Asakta khanyA. mArA bhAge keTalA lADavA Avaze rasendriya temanA para savAra thaI gaI. pharI vAra teA javAya kevI rIte ? saMyamInA veSamAM AhArasaMjJAnI gulAmInA kusaMskArAe jora karyuM. thoDe dUra jaIne temaNe labdhinA prayAgathI peAtAnuM rUpa badalyuM. veza sAdhunA rAkhyA paNa mukhane pheIsa badalI nAMkhyA ane bIjI vAra naTakanyAne tyAM vaheAravA gayA. labdhinA prayeAge temane vadhu lADavA te| apAvyA paNa temanA sAdhaka jIvanamAM eka nAnI cinagArI cAMpI dIdhI ane e cinagArIe TUMka samayamAM bhayaMkara dAvAnaLanu raudra svarUpa dhAraNa karyuM .... AhAra saMjJAnI gulAmIe munine naTakanyAne tyAM vAravAra jatA karyAM. labdhinA prayAgathI rUpa badalIne jatA. A naTakanyAnA pitA gelerImAM UbhA UbhA badhuM jotA hatA. A mahArAja tA enA e ja che. te zerInA nAke jaI ne rUpa badalIne pAchA Ave che. A mahAna zaktidhArI labdhidhArI saMta che. e peAtAnA pheIsane badalI zake che. uMcAI nAnI meATI karI zake che. je A saMtane ApaNA gharamAM besADI daI e te ApaNu' kAma thaI jAya. naTakanyAnA bApe vicAra karyAM ke kAI upAye ene mAyAjALamAM phasAvI daIe. lADavAnA svAdamAM muni ati bhrupa banyA tyAre A sthiti AvI ne ! koi paNa kAryoMmAM ati sAruM nahi, badhuM mApamAM sAruM. tame sukhethI raheA eTalA paisA hoya tyAM sudhI vAMdhe nahi paNa je ati vacce te citA vadhaze. ati bhegu karavA mATe anyAya, anIti, anAcAra karavA paDe piraNAme anartha sarjAya che. jarUriyAtathI ati paise AvyA tyAM vAMdhA che. jyAM maryAdA tUTe ane * ati " thAya tyAM prAyaH karIne vinAza thayA vinA na rahe. ati paise Avye tyAM ahaMkAra Aye, vyasanA AvyA. ati sapattinA vadhu paDatA saMgrahanuM pariNAma che. vadhu paDatA bhAgivalAseA saMkalezeA, sarakAranA, cAra-DAkunA vadhu bhaya ane chevaTe vadhu paDatuM paribhramaNa. 'ati 'nA AkaSaNe ApaNA jIvanane pAyamAla karI nAMkhyu che. jIvanamAM maLelI mahAmUlI zaktionA sadupayeAga dvArA ApaNe kAMI vikAsa teA karI zakayA nathI paNa e ja zaktionA durUpayoge ApaNe bhayaMkara vinAzanA mArge jaI caDhayA chIe. * ati' nI prApti karavA purUSArtha kare che. paNa 'ati ' nI prApti thAya evuM tamAruM puNya te che nahi. ' ati ' nI prApti mATe jIvanI doDadhAma joI e te galIe galIe roTalAnA TukaDA mATe bhaTaktA bhikhArI jevI che. jIva bhaTake che khUba paNa roTalAnA TukaDAne badale meTe bhAge teA badhethI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 393 apamAna ane tiraskAra maLe che tevI rIte 'ati' pAchaLanI AMdhaLI deTe jIvane atinI prApti te thavA dIdhI nathI paNa cittamAM bhaya'karasa`kalezeA pedA karyA che. jagatanA nirdoSa jIvA sAthe duzmanAvaTa UbhI karAvI che ane dIrdhyakAlIna sa`sAramAM rakhaDavAnuM nizcita karI dIdhuM che mATe ati" cheADavA jevu che. ' rasanAnA svAde karelu patana : aSADhAbhUti munine ati rasanAnI Asaktie naTakanyAne tyAM vAravAra jatA karyAM. naTakanyAnA bApe dIkarIne kahyuM-ApaNe tyAM je saMta traNa cAra vAra AvyA te muni teA ekanA eka che, paNa emanAmAM rUpa badalavAnI adbhUta zakti lAge che. te jo ApaNA gharamAM rahI jAya te| Apazu. kAma thaI jAya. vAravAra tyAM javAthI muni te naTakanyAnuM mukha jotAM temAM AkarSAyA. rUpanA rAge panI icchA jagADI. muni lADavA vaheAravA jAya che tyAM pelI strInA sparzI gaI gayA. panI tAkAta keTalI che ! purUSane kAmane vaza banAvI de. saMte ati paDatuM pagaluM bharyuM.. naTakanyA kahe che tamAre koInA ghera vAra vAra lADavA levA javu' enA karatAM ahI rahI jAva. A prajavalita anI cUkelA dAvAnaLe temane aNumAla saMyama jIvanathI bhraSTa karyAM. A munine paDavAI thavAnu kAraNa hAya te| ati rasanAnA svAda. A svAde tene patana thavAnA rastA matAnyA. naTakanyA kahe che have Apa A veza choDI do. lADavAnA caTakAe ane AMkhanA maTakAe muni paDavAI thaI gayA. he rasanA tame rANI, paNa laMpaTa lADu para khAvAnI haju tRSNA, je khAdhuM che jIvanabhara muktinA madhurasanuM TIpu te cAkhyu. nA...phogaTanI kudaraDImAM A.... rasendriyanI ati lAlupatAe munine patananI khAImAM dhakelyA. jIvananI barabAdI karI. munine sa`yamathI cheDAvyA ane eka vakhatanA labdhidhArI aSADhAbhUti munivarane naTakanyAne tyAM besADI dIdhA. ati zabda adhe lAgu paDe che. mammaNa zeThane tyAM ati lakSmI vadhI gaI. lakSmI ati ane lebha paNa ati hatA. zreNika rAjA tenI saMpatti joI ne kAna pakaDI gayA. ATalI lakSmI te mArA rAjabhaMDAramAM nathI. mammaNane e baLadanI joDI banAvavI hatI. te baLado kayA ? hIrA, mANeka, metI, pannAnA. be baLadanI joDI karavAnA ati lAbha jAgyA, laganI lAgI. zreNika rAjA potAnuM rAjya ApI de te paNa e banAvI zake tema nathI. mammaNu jiMdagI jIvavAnu` bhUlyA. jo te sa'tASanA gharamAM AvyeA hAta teA A dazA na thAta, ATalI sa patti hatI chatAM eka paisAnuM dAna na karyu, na koIne supAtre dAna dIdhuM', na jIvayAmAM vAparyAM, na pAMjarApeALamAM ke anAtha apaMga pazunA rakSaNamAM vAparyAM, na tA duHkhIyArA garIba mANaseAnA AMsu lUchyA, na nirAdhAra bALakone Azraya ApavAmAM vAparyAM. ATalI sa`patti haiAvA chatAM ati leAbhanA kAraNe, bhikhArI vRttithI sAtamI narakanA dvAra khAlI dIdhA ane narakanI raurava vedanA bhAgavavA cAlyA gayA tenu` mULa kAraNu ati ' mamatA; " ati " para jaze! nahi. H mATe Apa

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394] [ zAradA ziramaNi garIba paNi sAva sAmAnya hatuM. tenI pAse ati na hatuM, paNa tene jIvana jIvatA barAbara AvaDayuM te marIne sadgati pAmyo. mamatA vinAnA cha khaMDanA adhipati bharata cakravatI arisA bhavanamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. eka vAta khAsa yAda rAkhaje ke "ati" nI prApti te durgatinuM kAraNa bane paNa kharI ane na paNa bane paNa ati" nuM AkarSaNa, mamatA te durgatinuM kAraNa banyA vinA rahetuM nathI. ati mamatA e durgatinuM asAdhAraNa kAraNa che. jemake "mammaNe zeTha". "ati" nI prAptine AdhAra mamatA nathI paNa puNya che. je puNyane udaya joradAra hoya te vagara prayatna ke a5 prayatna paNa "ati nI prApti thaI jAya. prApti thayA pachI enA pratye mamatA ke AkarSaNa thAya evo niyama nathI. je thAya to durgati thAya. ApaNe jiMdagI kevI rIte jIvavI che? ghaNI vAra ekanuM eka sAdhana mANasane jIvADe che ane te sAdhana mAre che. ApaNe pANI vagara rahI zakatA nathI. Aje ghaNA mANo 30-40-60 upavAsa kare che paNa cauvihArA na thaI zake kAraNa ke eTalA divasa pANI vinA nabhatuM nathI. tevihArA upavAsa karI zake che. pANI mANasane jIvADe che paNa koI ema vicAra kare ke huM nadImAM besI jAuM ane pivAya teTaluM pANI pI lauM te ati pANI pIvAthI jIvavAne badale marI javAya; mATe ati sAruM nathI. bhajanathI zarIrane puSTi maLe, zakti maLe paNa te mApamAM khavAya to sAruM paNa je ati paDatuM khAdhuM te ajIrNa thAya, reganI utpatti thAya ane marI paNa javAya. maryAdA vinAnA viSayo pAchaLanI AMdhaLI doTanuM pariNAma paNa sAruM nathI. bhASA paNa maryAdAmAM bolIe te sArI lAge. bIjAne priya lAge paNa je ati balabela karIe to asatya bolAI jAya na bolavAnuM belAI jAya pachI pazcAtApano pAra na rahe mATe ati bolavuM e duHkhadAyI che. A badhuM jANavA samajavA chatAM badhAne "ati ' mAM AnaMda che, rasa che. saMpatti ochI hoya te gamatI nathI. ati joIe che. viSayanI sAmagrIo ochI cAlatI nathI. DhagalAbaMdha joIe che. jamavAmAM paNa ochI vastuo phAvatI nathI. tyAM vadhu cIje joIe che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke "ati" nI mamatA hoya te durgati che mATe kaI paNa sthAne "ati" sAruM nathI. vahelI savAranA eka bhAI tenA mitranA ghera gaye. mitranA bAraNu baMdha hatA. bhAIe bela mAryo. koNa AvyuM haze ? daravAjo kholyo. joyuM to pitAne mitra. kema atyAramAM ! bhAI te dhruske dhruske raDavA lAgyA. zA mATe raDe che? bhAI ! mArA mAthe vIjaLI tUTI paDI che. zuM thayuM? mArA pitAjI A phAnI duniyA choDIne cAlyA gayA. ekadama zuM thaI gayuM ? pitAjI sAva sAjA hatA. sAMje sAthe badhA jamyA. keTalI vAto karI. dhaMdhAnI sUcanAo karI pachI ekadama atizvAsa caDhaye, DokaTarane bolAvyA. ghaNuM upacAra karyA. cAlu thaI gayelA vadhu paDatA zvAse temanI jiMdagI samApta karI. amArA zirachatra pitA badhAne raDatA kakaLatA mUkIne cAlyA gayA.

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 395 6 6 mitre te bhAIne AzvAsana Apyu. A mitra vicAravA lAgyeA ke zvAsa te jIvana TakAve. zvAsa vagara jIvana cAle nahi. zvAsa baMdha thaI jAya teA marI javAya. paNa Aje teA ahI judu' anyuM. zvAse temanA prANa lIdhA. jo zvAsa pramANasara cAle te jIvana TakAve paNa vadhI jAya (ati thAya) te jIvana samApta karI de, mATe dhyAna rAkhajo ke jIvanamAM ' ati ' AvavA na devu.. ati satra vayeta / " ati satra vavA yAgya che. ApaNA jIvanane tapAsavAnu` che. 'ati ' nI mamatA, AkaSa Nu dugatimAM laI jAze tyAre laI jaze paNa A leAkane ya khagADayA vinA nahi rahe. te ati nI prAptinA AnaMda anubhavavA nahi de ane atRptinI Aga cittamAM saLagatI rAkhaze. puNyAye saMpatti, dhana, vaibhava maLyu hoya to tene sadRSaya karajo. A bhavamAM puNyanI huDI vaTAvIne javu' nathI ne pApane kharIdavuM nathI eTaleA jarUra niNu ya karo. atinuM AkaSa Nu, mamatA je teADI zake che te A saMsAramAM anAsakta rahevAnI kaLA AtmasAt karI zake che. pUrvajanmanu' puNya ahI' bhAgavA che ane A bhavamAM esI raheze| te paraleAkamAM zu thaze ? paraleAkamAM tamArA dIkarA-patnI badhA pApamAMthI cheDAvavA nahi Ave e mATe AjanA viSaya che jIvatA AvaDe te ji'dugI. jema keAI mAnavI peAtAnA kimatImAM 'matI mAla laIne dariyAnI musApharI karatA hatA. acAnaka dariyAmAM praca'Da pavana phUMkAyA ane bhayaMkara teAphAna thayu.. A samaye vahANunI salAmatI bhayamAM lAge ane jAna paNokhamamAM heAya tevuM lAge, kaptAna kahe jenI pAse je vajana hoya te badhuM dariyAmAM pheMkI de. te te samaye ki'matImAM ki'matI mAla paNa dariyAmAM phe'kI detA acakAva kharA ? nA....nA...zA mATe ? kAraNa ke tame samajo che ke mAla karatAM jAna vadhu kimatI che. jAnanI salAmatI mATe mAla paNa dariyAmAM pheMkI de che. basa A ja vAta ApaNA jIvanamAM lAgu paDe che. jyAre jIvane saMsAranA sukhA bhAgavatA tene krutinA bhaya kara duHkhA najara sAme dekhAya, anatA janma maraNanI hAramALA ubhI thatI dekhAya ane viSayAnA sukhAthI AtmaguNeAnI katala thatI dekhAya tyAre A jagatanI kiMmatI cIjo paNa cheDI detAM dharmAtmA acakAtA nathI. are ! acakAvAne badale vadhu Anati bane che tene ji'RRgI jIvatA AvaDI kahevAya. jIvatA jo AvaDe teA jAheojalAlInI jiMdagI, jIvatAM na AvaDe te pAyamAlInI jiM'dugI. AvaDe te zAya emAMthI maLaze ghaNuM, che ghaNAM janmathI A te gADhavI che jiMdagI, jene ji vrugI jIvatA AvaDe che te jidagInI jAheAjalAlI karI zake che. je maLelI vastuo pratye mamatA rAkhatA nathI paNa je cheDI zake che e jAheAjalAlI bharI jiDhagI jIvI zake che ane je maLela cheADatA nathI tenA para mamatA vadhAratA jAya che.

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396 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi enI jiMdagI pAyamAla banyA vinA rahetI nathI. jo sAdhanAnA naMdanavanane ramaNIya ane suzeAbhita rAkhavuM hoya to eka vAta yAda rAkho ke A naMdanavanane khALI nAMkhanArI kusa`skAronI Aga ane e Agane uttejita karanAra kharAba nimittonA vaMToLa tamArI cAre bAju phelAyelA che; tyAM joradAra ArAdhanA rUpI pANInA phAsa mAryAM vinA chUTako nathI. A mATe khUba sAvadhAna, jAgRta banavAnI jarUra che! jIvatAM AvaDe enu nAma che kSaNe kSaNe ' AtmAnI jAgRti ', jo jIvanamAM jAgRta raheze! te| bhavano cheDo AvI jaze. sAdhanA ArAdhanAnA evA joradAra phAsa karIe ke AtmA para rahelA kamAM baLIne bhasmIbhUta thai jAya. A parvAdhirAjanA divya sadezeA che ke tame dAna, zIyaLa, tapa, bhAvanA cAra puSpAthI tamAru jIvana saurabhavatu anAvA. sa`patti maLI hoya teA dAna kare. jIvanane zIlanA zaNagArathI zaNagAra. ana'tAbhavAnA karmAMne khALavA mATe tapa e amUlya auSadhi che. A divaseAmAM bhAvanAnI bharatI teA khUba Ave che. sAdhanAnA A divase je jaze te pharIpharIne maLavAnA nathI mATe je samaya ane taka maLyA che temAM sAdhanA ArAdhanA karI le AjaneA viSaya " jIvatA AvaDe teA jiMdagI, mATe jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke jIvana maLyu. jina manavA, taka maLI tarI javA, mekA maLyA mekSa meLavavA, bhava maLyA bhagavata thavA, zarIra maLyuM sajJa banavA mATe A bhavamAM ghaMTaDI vagADIne javu nathI paNa hatA tenA karatAM savAyA banIne javuM che. " samaya thaI gayA che vadhu bhAva avasare ** zrAvaNa vada amAsa ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna na. 44 * tA. 15-8-85 viSaya : " laganI AtmadarzananI ' sujJa kha'dhuA, suzIla mAtAe ne bahenA ! jemanA darzanathI duHkhAnA nAza thAya, vaMdanathI vAMchita vastuenI prApti thAya, jemanA smaraNathI zAzvata sukha maLe evA jinezvara bhagavAna sAkSAt kalpavRkSa samAna che. kalpavRkSa eTale zu' ? kalpavRkSanI pAse jaIne tame je icchA karo te vastu maLI jAya paNa te te bhautika sukha Apaze, jyAre jinezvara prabhunA zaraNe javAthI AtmAnA sukhA prApta thaze. bhale, vartamAnamAM atyAre jinezvara bhagavAna hAjara nathI paNa temanI AjJA pramANe temanA rAhe cAlazu' te zAzvatA sukheA maLaze. AjanA ApaNA viSaya che " laganI AtmadarzananI ". mAnavIne puNyAya hAya teA duniyAnA sukhA maLI zake che, are! indraleAkanu zAsana paNa karI zake che paNa saraLatAthI Atmana nathI thatuM. vItarAganA danathI athavA temanI AjJA pramANe cAlavAthI Atmadarzana thAya che. AtmAne paudgilaka sukha maLe e sAcu' darzIna nathI. dana eTale tenA sAmAnya artha che jovu'. AMkhAne sAru rUpa jovA maLe, thiyeTaramAM eka sarakhA besIne traNa kalAka pikacara jue te sAcuM

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 397 dena nathI. A dazanathI AtmAnuM darzana thatuM nathI sAcuM darzIna teA te che ke je darzona karatAM AtmAnA rAmezamamAM ullAsa jAge, je daza na karatAM AtmAnA aNuaNumAM tanmayatA Ave, je darzana karatAM AtmA e paramAtmA che evA bhAva jAge. jenA danathI bhava sudharI jAya, karyAM TaLI jAya ane siddhi maLI jAya e sAcA dena che. aju namALIe bhagavAnanA prathama vAra daIna karyAM. e dazana karatA aMtaramAM pUrva Anada thayA. emanA AtmAnA dedAra pharI gayA. pApI maTI punita banyA. saMsArI maTI sa`yamI banyA ane jabbara purUSArtha upaDatA emanA karmAM cakacura khanI gayA ane AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA anI gayA. dana eTale jovuM. tamArI dRSTimAM ane jJAnInI dRSTimAM jovAmAM phera che. tame badhI bAhya vastuonA darzana kare che jyAre jJAnI kahe che tAre jovuM hAya te AtmAnA guNa-doSa jo. AtmAnA guNene jovA eTale AtmAne jove. jene mAtra AtmAnA guNA dekhAya tene Atmadarzana thAya. paranA doSo jonArane Atmadarzana thatuM nathI Atmadarzana mATe jINudana karavuM joie. zudana vinA AtmAnuM bhAna thai zake nihu. jo Atmadarzana karavuM tA khIjAnA guNA jovAnI Teva pADo. e mATe bIjAnA guNA jovAnA vicAra karo. dareka jIvamAM koine koi viziSTa guNu tA rahelA che kadAca bIjA koi tamArA doSo dekhe tA paNu tame tenA dASA na joze. jo bIjAnA dekhA dekhAya tA tarata tene manamAMthI pheMkI dejo. anaMta dASAnA DuMgara nIce anaMta guNamaya AtmA dakhAI gayA che. viSaya kaSAyathI alipta AtmA. Aje viSaya kaSAyanI AMdhImAM aTavAI gayA che. dASAnI gadhAtI gaTaromAM AtmA ALoTI rahyo che. A badhAthI mukta thavA mATe AtmadananI jarUra che. jIvana vikAsanu paheluM pagathiyuM che. Atmadarzana. AtmadarzanathI vinAza tarapha jatA AtmA vikAsa tarapha jaI zake che, tene AtmAnI sAcI dazAnuM darzIna thAya che. sAcuM Atmadana AtmAnu asalI svarUpa pragaTAvavA mATe samartha banI zake che. AtmaNNAnA vikAsa mATe ane doSAnA nAza mATe Atmadarzana ati jarUrI che. viSayakaSAyamAM aMdha banelA AtmAne viSayAthI mukta karanAra AtmadarzIna che. cAra gati ane ceArAzI lAkha jIvAyeAnimAM ApaNeA AtmA anaMta anaMta kALathI bhaTakI rahyo che. cArAzI lAkhanA cakkaramAM bhUlA paDelA AtmAne satya rAha batAvanAra Atmadana che. kA~thI gherAyelA AtmAne kAMthI mukta thavAnA upAya AtmadarzInathI maLaze. ApaNA viSaya che ' lagatI AtmadarzananI '. saMsAranA dareka padArthoM meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che. bhaNatA hAya tyAre mATI DIgrI meLavavAnI laganI hoya che. dhaMdhA karatA hai teA sArA sukhI banavAnI laganI hoya che. koI pAse sArI vastu joI te tamane khUba gamI gaI tA e meLavavAnI laganI lAge che ane e meLave chUTakA karA che. yuvAna thayA tyAre sArI saphArI patnI meLavavAnI laganI lAge che, je phA mAM

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38] [ zAradA ziremaNi rasa hoya e padArtho meLavavAnI laganI lAge che A badhI laganI to anaMtA bhAthI jIve lagADI che. nathI laganI lAgI AtmadarzananI tethI AtmA bhaTakI rahyo che. A manuSya bhavamAM Atmadarzana thaI zakaze paNa AtmA haju A samayanI kiMmata samaye nathI. hIre jhaverInA hAthamAM jAya ane ajJAna govALanA hAthamAM jAya te hIrAnI kiMmata keNa AMkI zake? je hIrAne kAcane TukaDe gaNI jema-tema veDaphI de te ene sAce jhaverI na kahevAya paNuM je hIrAnI parIkSA karI, tijorImAM sAcavIne mUkI de enuM nAma sAce jhaverI. govALiyAne hIrAnuM jJAna nathI. te te tene kAca jANIne phekI de che. tene mana te kAcane TukaDe che. tame badhA konA jevA che? jhaverI jevA ke govALiyA jevA? je jhaverI jevA haze te eka divasa AtmAnA sAcA jhaverI banI zakaze. tamArI dazA te gavALiyA jevI che, gevALe hIrAne paththara mAnIne pheMkI dIdhuM ane tame badhA ratna ciMtAmaNIthI adhika kiMmatI maLelA manuSyabhavane gumAvI rahyA che. Atmadarzana A bhava sivAya bIjA bhavamAM thavuM muzkela che. Atmadarzanane upAya : je Atmadarzana karavuM che te AtmAmAM je durga rahelA che tene dUra karavA paDaze. huM eka vAra kahI gaI hatI ke jIvatAne samazAne mUkavA javAya nahi ane maDadAne gharamAM rakhAya nahi. kadAca kaI maDadAne gharamAM rAkhe to tene tame zuM kaheze? (tA-mUM) mAtra mUrkha kahe to sArA paNa ema kahe ke bevakUpha tuM zuM samaje che? maDadAne koI divasa gharamAM rakhAya kharA? jJAnI ahIM ApaNane paDakAra karIne kahe che ke AtmAnA je guNo che tene bahAra kaDhAya nahi ane durguNene AtmagharamAM rakhAya nahi. je Atmadarzana karavuM che te je durguNanuM AvaraNa che tene dUra karazo to Atmadarzana karI zakaze. A dharatInA peTALamAM hIrA che, enuM che, rUpuM che, kelasA che ane mATI paNa che. jamInane pArakhanAra hoMziyAra vaijJAnika hoya te kahI zake che ke tame A jagyAe khede te hIrA maLaze. A jagyAe senuM-cAMdI maLaze. A jagyAe kelasA, mATI maLaze. tenA kahyA pramANe khedayuM to tyAMthI hIrA nIkaLyA. tenA para vidhividhAna karyA pachI jhaverInA hAthamAM gaye. jhaverIe tene sArI rIte ghasAvIne taiyAra karyo pachI te hIrAnA mUlya aMkAyA. A rIte samajI le. ApaNe Atmadarzana karavuM che. A dehamaMdiramAM AtmA beThele che. paramAtmA bananAra A AtmA che. mATInA peTALamAM paDelA hIrA para vidhividhAna thayA to tenA mUlya aMkAyA tema ApaNo AtmA karmanA AvaraNathI DhaMkAI gayA che temAMthI tene bahAra kADhe che. je pATImAM akSara pADavA che te pATI svaccha joIze. je pATI cIkaNI haze te akSara barAbara nahi paDe, tema je Atmadarzana karavuM che to aMtara zuddha ane svaccha joIze. durguNene, doSane kacare aMdara bhareluM haze tyAM sudhI Atmadarzana nahi thAya. Atmadarzana karavAnI laganI lAge, rUcI jAge te te ema thAya ke huM bahAranuM ghaNuM pAmyo have mAre dehamaMdiramAM rahelA AtmAne pAmave che eTale oLakho che.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 39 jayAM sudhI AtmAne nahi eLakhuM tyAM sudhI badhu ALakhavA chatAM A janma nakAme. dana eTale khIjo artha che rUcI. daCnanI prApti vinA jIvana becenIbharyuM lAge. aMtaramAM khAvAi gayA sivAya bhakta paNa bhagavAna nathI banI zakatA. bhagavAna kaMI ema nathI thavAtuM. aMdara tamannA jAgavI joie, laganI lAgavI joI e.tame bajAramAM pharavA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM koI suMdara cIja joi. jotA tamane khUba gamI gai. pachI e levA tamArA dilamAM laganI lAge ke khasa game te rIte A cIja levI che cIja levA pAkITa khAlyuM paNa teTalA paisA nathI te tame zuM karo ? dukAnadArane kahe. ke bhAI ! A cIja mArA mATe rahevA dejo. huM. pachI laI jaIza. vastu pratye rUcI thaI pachI meLavavAnI kevI tAlAvelI lAgI ! AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM Atmadana karavu che teA AvI tAlAvelI joI e. vastu gamI gaI pachI duniyA enI pAchaLa dolata ane deha badhuya kurabAna kare che. te vastu meLavavA mATe game teTalA tyAga karavA paDe teA tyAga nathI lAgatA kAraNa ke tyAM samaje che ke cheDyuM che kharuM. paNa meLavyuM kharuM ne ? vastu gamI gayA pachI tenA mATe game teTalu karo te paNa kaMI ja nathI karyu ema lAge che. uparathI ema thAya ke haju ghaNuM karavAnu khAkI che. mAtA potAnI dIkarIne kariyAvaramAM game teTaluM Ape te paNa tene echu' lAge che. pAtAnI managamatI vastu hoya te paNa tene ApI devA taiyAra che. dIkarI pratye vAtsalya che, mamatA che teA game teTaluM cheADavA chatAM ene AnaMda heAya che. kharu, A ja vAta AtmA mATe che. jo AtmadarzInanI laganI lAgI che, Atmadarzana karavAnI jhaMkhanA jAgI che teA AtmAmAM rahelA maDadA samAna durgAne choDI do. tene bahAra kADhI nAMkhA. durguNA, dASA kayA rahelA che? koha mANaM ca mAyaM ca, lobhaM ca pAvavaNa / me catAri dosroDa, icchanto hiyamappaNo || deza.a.8.gA.37 krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha e cAra mukhya dASA che. jo AtmAnuM hita icchatA he ane Atmadarzana karavu. hAtha te A cAra doSone bahAra kADhI nAMkheA. A kaSAyA AtmAnA bhaveAbhava bagADe che. jenA AtmA para A kaSAyAe sAmrAjya jamAvyuM che tevA jIvAnu jIvana kevuM heAya che ? sAmAnya nyAyathI samajIe. madhyAhna kALanA sUrya khAre kharAkhara tapatA hoya che tyAre rastA para leAkeAnI avarajavara bahu ochI thai jAya che. khAsa kAraNa hAya te ja kAI evA samaye mahAra nIkaLe ane kAma pUruM thatAM peAtAnA ghera pAchA cAlyA jAya. pazupakSIo paNa peAtAnA mALAmAM cAlyA jAya che. te samaye ajANatAM ne e sU`nI sAme dRSTi paDI jAya tA tarata ja STi pAchI khecI le che. khasa A rIte jenu' jIvana kaSAyathI bharapUra che tevA javA madhyAhna kALanA pracaMDa tApa jevA che tevA krodhI, leAbhI, mAnI,

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400 ] [zAradA ziremaNi mAyAvI ja pAse koI AvatuM nathI. kadAca anivArya kAme kaI AvI jAya te kAma pate eTale tarata ravAnA thaI jAya che. are! tenI najIkanA sagAo hoya che te paNa AvI vyakti sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhavA taiyAra thatA nathI. temanA saMparka mAM janArane tevA ja prasannatAne anubhava karAvI zakatA nathI. sUrya Ave pracaMDa tApa phelAve temAM teNe kAMI meLavyuM kharuM? are! meLavavAnI vAta te bAjumAM rahI paNa te vakhate apriya thaI paDe. keIne tenA sAmuM jovAnuM ya mana na thAya. A rIte kaSAyonA pracaMDa tApavALA mANase badhAne apriya thaI paDe che. maitrIbhAvane gumAvI de che. bIjAnI sAthe zatrutA UbhI kare che. koI tenA Agamanane IcchatuM nathI. A badhA nukazAne te AlekamAM thAya che. paralekanA anarthonuM to pUchavuM zuM ? duHkha bharapUra durgationI paraMparA UbhI kare che. eka lebhI zeTha cAturmAsamAM bahAra darzana karavA nIkaLyA. zeTha jyAM gurUbhagavaMta hatA tyAM gayA. temane vaMdaNuM karI sukhazAtA pUchI. paryuSaNa parva bIje divasathI zarU thatAM hatA. saMta kahe-zeTha ! AvyA che te paryuSaNa karIne jAva. bhale mahArAja ! zeThe tyAM paryuSaNa te karyA. vAta ema banI ke saMvatsarInA divase sAMje pratikamaNanA caDhAvA zarU thayA. kAusaggane caDhAve bolatA hatA. A zeTha te khUba lobhI hatA, paNa te samaye temanuM dila pIgaLI gayuM ane kAusagga 3000 rUpiyAnA caDhAve bolyA. te divase te saMvatsarI pratikramaNa patI gayuM paNa bIje divase mahArAjane vAta karI gurUdeva ! meM gaI kAle 3000 rU. mAM kAusagnane caDhAve lIdhe. mahArAja tene sArI rIte oLakhatA hatA. A zeTha kopI ane lebhI che. temaNe samaya joIne sogaThI mArI. bhAI! tame traNa hajAra rU. mAM caDhAve belyA e te ThIka karyuM che. eTalA paisA tamArI tijorImAMthI ochA thayA paNa tame zuM ochuM karyuM ? tame zuM chayuM ? zeTha vicAramAM paDI gayA ke gurUdeva Ama kema kahe che? saMte pharI vAra kahyuM-bhAI! 3000 rUA. te tijArImAMthI ochA thayA paNa tamArI jiMdagImAM zuM ochuM karyuM? saMte A gUDha hitabharyo prazna karyo. gurUdeva ! huM bIjuM te zuM che ? je choDavAnI tAkAta hatI te choDayuM. bIjuM te huM zuM karuM? garamI bIjAne paNa bALe ane pitAne paNa bALe : saMta pUche che zeTha! tamArA gharamAM tamArA dIkarA, vahuo, dIkarAnA dIkarA nAnA bALake badhA tamArI sAthe kevo vyavahAra rAkhe che ? gurUdeva ! kaI vAta ja na kare. tame gharamAM jAva tyAre vAtAvaraNa kevuM hoya che tenI bhASAmAM mIThAza hoya che, amRtanA jharaNuM vahetA hoya che. temanI bhASA evI madhura hoya ke keIne duHkha lAge nahi ane tenA durguNa rahevA de nahi. je saMtanA zaraNe jAya tenA durguNanuM oparezana thayA vinA rahe nahi. A saMta khUba saumya svabhAvI hatA. saumya svabhAvanI vyaktinI moTAmAM moTI vizeSatA e hoya che ke temanI mukhAkRti paNa saumya hoya che. A saumya mukhAkRti aneka

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 401 AtmAone dharmamAM joDavA mATe khUba upakAraka banI rahe che. sAce mANasa enI mukhAkRti joIne enA tarapha AkarSAya che ane A AkarSaNa moTA bhAge tene dharmamAM jeDaDyA vinA rahetuM nathI. saMte zeThane pUchyuM-gharamAM tamAre svabhAva kevuM che? sAheba ! mArA patnI gujarI gayA che. putro, putravadhUo ane nAnA bALako che. huM ghera jAuM te pahelAM badhA AnaMda kilela karatA hoya ane jyAM mane dekhe ne huM gharamAM paga mUke tyAM badho AnaMdakilela baMdha thaI jAya. mane dekhe eTale temane ema thAya ke A desA kayAMthI AvyA ? zeTha ! Ama thavAnuM koI kAraNa tamane samajAya che kharuM ? zeThanI vAta parathI ApaNe samajI zakIe ke temanAmAM kayA deSa che. kaI koI vAta ApaNe anumAnathI samajI zakIe chIe ke Ama banyuM, mATe Ama haze? saMta zeThanI vAta parathI samajI zakayA ke zeThane svabhAva garama che. zeTha ! A tamArI garamI bIjAne bALe che ne tamane paNa bALaze, mATe choDavI joIe. A paryuSaNa parvamAM Apa roja vyAkhyAnamAM Ave che te ATha divasa mATe te eTalI pratijJA karaje ke mAre krodha na kara, ATha divasa brahmacarya pALavuM, rAtrI bhajana na karavuM, cauvihAra kare. keI aThThAI karaze, seLabhaLu karaze, mA khamaNa karaze, game te vrata kare, sAdhanA ArAdhanA karo tene je rasa Ave, AnaMda Avyo te bhAvanA ATha divasa pachI vilaya thavI na joIe. krodhAdi bUrAIo dUra thAya te samajavuM ke sAcI ArAdhanA karI che; nahitara AtmAne chetaryo che. bahAranA dhama banyA che paNa AtmAnA dhamI banyA nathI. ApaNe AtmA anaMta zaktino svAmI che. e AtmAnA darzananI laganI lAgI hoya te enA ADA AvatA AvaraNane dUra karI de. puNya ane premamAM pAvaraphula keNu? saMta kahe - zeTha! tame pratijJA kare ke mAre krodha kare nahi. Apa eTaluM samajI lejo ke Apa caDhAvAnA 3 hajAra rUA. belyA che, kadAca daza hajAra bole te paNa nakAmA che. koi e AMtarazatru che. gurUdeva ! mAre khAdhA vinA cAle che paNa krodha karyA vinA cAlatuM nathI. je huM gusso na karuM te gharamAM badhuM avyavasthita thaI jAya. baMdhuo! gharanA moTA mANasa ghaNIvAra AvuM mAnatA hoya che paNa temane e khabara nathI ke kaSAyanA kAraNe ghara vyavasthita nathI cAlatuM paNa puNyanA AdhAre ghara vyavasthita cAle che. je divase puNya paravAraze tyAre tamArI sAmAnya kaSAya paNa tamane nukazAnamAM utAryA vinA nahi rahe. kaSAyanA AdhAre je A duniyAnI vyavasthA sacavAtI hota te kSamA karatA krodha, saraLatA karatA mAyA vadhu tAkAtavAna gaNAyA hatA. yAda rAkhajo ke krodha je avyavasthA saje che tenA karatA karoDo gaNI zAMti ane suvyavasthA prema sarjI zake che. tamAre jabbara puNyodaya hoya te tAtkAlika pariNAma tamArA dhAryA mujabanuM Ave tethI ema mAnavAnI jarUra nathI ke mArA kaSAyanA kAraNe sAruM pariNAma AvyuM che. puNya sAmAne dabAvI zakaze paNa prema te sAmAne vaza karI deze. puNya karatAM premanI tAkAta judI che. 26

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402] [ zAradA ziremaNi saMte zeThanI badalelI jIvananI DAyarI pelA zeTha kahe gurUdeva ! mAre tApa te gharamAM eTale badhe che ke badhA mArAthI tharathare. eTale eka divasa te zuM eka kalAka paNa mAre gusso karyA vinA cAle nahi. tamAruM A gaNita sAva khoTuM che. tame tamArA ravabhAvanI vAta karI. te huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM ke tamArA AvA krodhI svabhAvanA kAraNe tamArA pratye gharanA badhAne AdarabhAva kevo che? gurUdeva ! sAcuM kahuM te mArI hAjarI gharamAM keIne gamatI nathI. huM gharamAM rahuM tyAM sudhI koI ekabIjAnI sAthe AnaMdathI vAta paNa na kare. bhagavAne paNa kahyuM che ke "o vIruM paLAze." krodhathI premano nAza thAya che. gurUdeve zeThane krodhanA kaTu phaLa samajAvyA. sAthe sAthe kahyuM ke ApaNI nAnI jiMdagImAM badhA taraphathI asadurbhAva laI javAnI zI jarUra che? mATe Apa thaDA divasanI pratijJA kare. gurUdevanA kahevAthI zeThe eka varSanI pratijJA lIdhI ke mAre kodha na kare. kadAca krodha thaI jAya to bIje divase upavAsa kare. je krodhane kADha hoya to AvI kaDaka zikSA karyA vinA chuTake nathI. ghaNI vAra bahArathI krodha Avato na hoya paNa aMtaramAM konI chupI chupI Aga saLagatI hoya che. lehInA aNuaNumAM krodha na AvavA de e sahela kAma nathI. mahApurUSe kahe che ke keI ghaNuM ja mAsamaNa kare ane kaI jiMdagIbhara lehInA aNumAM paNa koi na AvavA de to te mAsa khamaNa karanAra karatA kodhane jItanAre caDhI jAya che. pratijJAne paDele prabhAva : zeThe eka varSanI pratijJA karI ke mAre koI na karo. pachI zeTha ghera gayA. dUrathI gADI AvatI joI. gharamAM dIkarA, vahu, bALake badhA AnaMdakirlola karatA hatA. zeThane AvatA joyA eTale belyA-hAya ! A Dosale pAcho Avyo. ATalA divasa mAMDa gaye hate. ATalA divasa hatA te zAMti hatI. zeThe dUrathI joyuM ke badhA kevA hasatA hatA. khilakhilATa karatA hatA. mane joIne udAsa thaI gayA. badhAnA moDhA bagaDI gayA. zeTha gharamAM gayA. badhAyanI sAthe hasIne vAta karavAnuM zarU karyuM. nAnA bALakane kahe che kema beTA ! tame badhA majhAmAM che ne ! chokarAo camakyA. Aja bApAe amane beTA kahyA ! A zuM ! vahune kahe che vaha beTA! mane thoDuM pANI Apone ! chokarAone kahe che beTA ! ciMtA na karavI. zAMtithI maLe teTaluM kamAvuM. ApaNe zuM sAthe bAMdhIne javAnuM che? game teTaluM bheguM karIzuM paNa temAMthI eka pAI paNa sAthe laI javAnI nathI. badhA bhaDakayA. A pitA bole che ke bIjA keI bole che ! badhA AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. Akho divasa meTuM caDhAvIne besanAra bApujI Aje ATalA badhA prasanna kema che? rUnA pumaDAne badale je camacIthI ghI lIdhuM hoya te jhUMTavI lenAra pitA Aje bole che ke zuM bAMdhIne javAnuM che? mATe satkAryomAM vApare. badhAne khUba AnaMda thayo. zeTha kahe-vahu beTA ! tamAre gharamAM je jarUra hoya te gya lAge tema vAparaje. saMkeca rAkhazo nahi. A badhI cAvIne guDo tamane soMpuM chuM. zeThe guDa seMpI dIdhe. vahu paraNIne Ave ne sAsujInA pagamAM

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 403 paDe tyAre kahe-beTA! A ghara badhuM tAruM che paNa e kahevAnuM ja hoya. ghara tAruM ne cAvI mArI. (hasAhasa) vahu mUrkha nathI ke te na samajI jAya. kaSAyathI sajA ane kSamAthI majA : A zeThe te sAcA bhAvathI cAvIone guDe vahane daI dIdho. gharanA badhA samajI gayA ke Aje bApAnA belavAmAM, cAlavAmAM badhuM parivartana dekhAya che. thoDI vAra thaI tyAM to zeThanA mATe unI unI cA AvI. pahelA zeTha 10 vAra mAMge tyAre cA Ave ane Aje unI unI cA ane sAthe garama purI AvI. roja te khAkharo paNa hu AvatuM hatuM. Aje A zuM ? bIje divasa thayo. vahunA manamAM thayuM ke Aje zuM banAvuM? vicAra karIne maganI dALane zIro banAvyA. zeTha savAranA cA pANI pIvA beThA tyAre nAstAmAM maganI dALane ghIthI lasalasate zIre AvyA. zeTha vicAramAM paDI gayA. ATale badho pheraphAra kema? zeThe vahune pUchayuM, atyAramAM maganI dALane ghIthI tarabaLa zIre kema? vahu kahe-bApujI! ApanA dAMta dADha paDI gayA che, kAle purI cAvatA vasamI paDI hatI, eTale mane thayuM ke zIro khavaDAvuM. zeTha vicAra kare che ke huM to huM tene te ja chuM. mAtra badalANI che mArI prakRti. dhanya che mArA gurU bhagavaMtane! eka divasa bapore zeTha jamavA beThA che te samaye vahunA hAthamAMthI ghInI vATakI paDI gaI ane ghI DhaLAI gayuM. tenA manamAM thayuM ke hamaNuM mArA sasarA gusse thaze paNa dhAryuM hatuM zuM ne banyuM zuM? sasarA kahe beTA! tuM ciMtA na karIza. ghI DhoLAyuM che te navuM Avaze. Apa sAcavIne te jagyA sApha karI nAkho. keIno paga tenA para paDe ne khasI jAya te kaMIka vAgI jAya. sasarAnA A zabdothI badhAne khUba Azcarya thayuM. sasarAjI A zabda bele che? have to zeTha para badhAne sadUbhAva vadhI gayo zeTha vicAra kare che meM kaIne kAMI dIdhuM nathI, mAtra badhAnI sAthe premathI varyo chuM, chatAM mArI khammA khammA thaI. dhanya che gurU bhagavaMtane ! jemaNe mane kaSAya rUpI zatruothI bacAve che ane sAce mAnava banAvyuM che. kayAM krodhAdi kaSAyenA sevanathI maLatI sajA ane kayAM kSamAdi guNenA sevanathI maLatI majhA! zeThanuM jIvana atyAra sudhI astAcala tarapha jaI rahyuM hatuM. tene have udayAcalanI bAjumAM laI gayA. Aja sudhI AtmadarzananI laganI lAgI na hatI. have zeThane Atmadarzana karavAnI laganI lAgI. anAdikALanI avaLI pariNatimAMthI savaLI lAvavI, vibhAvane choDIne svabhAvamAM AvavuM tenuM nAma Atmadarzana. Atmadarzana thAya tyAre tene jaDa cetananuM bhAna thAya. huM eTale anaMta zaktine svAmI AtmA chatAM A nAnI keTaDImAM zA mATe besI rahyo chuM? huM marI javAne nathI. huM ajara amara chuM. mRtyu mArA dehanuM che. "deha mAre che AtmA tare che, deha paDe che AtmA caDhe che. AtmadarzananI daSTivALe mAnava deha ane AtmAne judA samaje che. A deha eka kavara che ane AtmA ceka che. zarIranI mahattA eTalA mATe ke AtmAne mekSapurI pahoMcADe che. jema kavara cekane eka

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404] [ zAradA ziremaNi gAmathI bIje gAma pahoMcADavAnuM kAma kare che, tema A deha AtmAne mokSapurI pahoMcADavAnuM kAma kare che. tame badhA A deha rUpI kavarane oLakhe che ne? je je AtmA rUpI cekane rakhe ne bhUlatA ! AtmAnI oLakhANa na thAya tyAM sudhI kAMI nathI. je pitAne nathI oLakhate te bIjAne kayAMthI oLakhI zake? Atmadarzana thAya tene deha ane AtmAnuM bheda jJAna thAya. karmavege kadAca duHkha Ave chatAM tene sparzI zakatuM nathI. te ema samaje che ke paisA-padavI pratiSThA e badhA bhautika sAdhana che. bahAranuM che e badhuM kadAca rahe ke cAlyuM jAya chatAM AtmAnuM aMza mAtra ochuM thavAnuM nathI. dunyavI sAdhano cheDIne jyAre prabhu mahAvIra jaI rahyA che, tyAre naMdIvardhane kahyuM-bhAI! AvA suMdara rAjyAdi sukhanA sAdhana cheDIne jaMgalamAM kema jAva che? Avo vaibhava tyAgIne vanamAM zA mATe jAo che? tyAre prabhue zuM kahyuM? je duniyAnuM rAjya calAve che te AtmAnuM rAjya meLavI zaktA nathI. A rAjya sAme pITha karIza te AtmAnuM rAjya maLaze. bhautika padArthone vaLagavA jatAM AtmAnuM darzana thatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI Atmadarzana nathI thayuM tyAM sudhI mAnava parane juve che. Atmadarzana thAya eTale svane juve che. dehane nahi paNa AtmAne juve che. tene jagatanA tamAma padArtho pratyethI mArApaNuM uThI jAya che pachI kadAca duHkha Ave to paNa ene spazI zake kayAMthI? Atmadarzana karavuM che te AtmadarzananI vAta karavAthI thaI jaze ? ame tamArI pAse AtmAnI kaMIka vAta karIe te tame kaheze ke mahAsatIjI ! kALa badalAI gaye che, A tamAre beTo bacAva che. je kALa palaTAyo hota te zeTha sudharata nahi. vicAra kare. bhale pAMcamAM ArAne kALa che paNa A kALamAM ekAvatArI banavAnI zakti che. je kALa badalAye hota te munie paNa e pravAhamAM taNAyA heta paNa munionA AcAra, vicAre te e ja che, mATe kALa paTAya che e te eka bahAnuM che. AtmadarzananI mAtra vAte karavAthI Atmadarzana nahIM thAya. eka vAra gurU ziSyane sAdhanAno mArga samajAvatA kahI rahyA che te ziya ! tamAre A jIvanamAM Atmadarzana karavuM che te paranI paMcAta cheDI de. eka gAmanA pAdaramAM savAre eka chokaro ja AvIne bese. e rastethI gAya? bheMsa, bakarA jeTalA khetaramAM caravA jAya e gaNe ane sAMje carIne e jAnavaro jyAre gAmamAM pAchA jAya tyAre gaNe. keTalA ochA thayA ? barAbara thayA ? te cheka Akho divasa ATalI mahenata kare, jAnavane gaNa gaNa gaNyA kare chatAM emAM ene te zuM pAzera dUdha paNa maLavAnuM che ? nA. jAnavarane gaNavA mAtrathI dUdha maLavAnuM nathI. te rIte hiM ziSya ! tame paNa A jagatamAM koNa AvyuM ? keNa gayuM ? koNe zuM kArya karyA ? e vAta jANavAmAM jo jiMdagI pUrI karI deze to uttama evI A jiMdagI hArI jaze ane Atmadarzana nahIM thAya mATe bAhya joyA karatAM AtmAmAM vadhu ne vadhu

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 405 UMDA utaratA jAo te AtmAnuM kAMIka navanIta meLavIne jaze. je Atmadarzana karavuM hoya to bahAranI doTa ochI kare. Atmadarzana evI cIja che ke Atmadarzana thAya eTale mAnava samabhAvI bane che. tene mana saMpatti ane Apatti baMne samAna lAge che. samudramAM taraMgo game teTalA Ave chatAM naukA taravA taiyAra rahe che tema jIvanamAM saMpattinI bharatI ke vipattinI oTa Ave chatAM enI jIvananaukA taravAnI. jIvana che tyAM sukha dukha AvavAnA paNa AtmadarzanI baMnemAM samAna rahe che. saMpattimAM phulAkulA na rahe ane vipattimAM dIna na bane. Atmadarzana thatAM saMsAra anAsaktivALe ane ucca vicAraNAnuM dhAma bane che. jIvanamAM je AvuM darzana pAmI jaIe, AmAnI oLakha thaI jAya to saMsAra keI judo ja dekhAya mATe jJAnI kahe che A taka maLI che tene oLakhIne AtmAnuM darzana karI le. A mAnavajanma doSane dUra karavA ane satkAryo karavA mATe maLyo che bIjAnA sukhane lUMTavA mATe nahi. bIjAnA sukha mATe pitAnA sukha jatA karI devA ane prANanA bhoge pitAnuM kartavya adA karavA mATe maLe che. kartavya karavA A janma, dina rAta temAM rahI, RNamukata vidhithI thavA, kartavya karavuM che ahIM." bIjAnuM duHkha joIne je aMtara karUNAthI bhIMjAya nahi, pitAnuM kartavya zuM che e bhUlI jAya te samajavuM ke haju tenAmAM mAnavatA AvI nathI. jenAmAM karUNa che tenAmAM mAnavatAne dIpaka pragaTe che. jenI pAse saMpatti che te duHkhIonA duHkha dUra karavAmAM vAparatA nathI tenI dazA madhamAkhIo jevI thAya che. madhamAkhI pite khAtI nathI ane bIjAne khAvA detI nathI, chevaTe lUMTArAo temanuM dhana lUTI jAya che tema je jI dhanamAM Asakta bane che ane jiMdagInA aMta sudhI tenI mUcha choDatA nathI. te marIne durgatimAM cAlyA jAya che te mahAna kiMmatI tana, mana ane dhana maLyA che tene sadupayoga karIne jIvanane saphaLa banAvI de. paradezamAM eka banelI kahAnI che. jenAmAM mAnavatA pragaTI cUkI che, mAnavatAne prakAza thayela che. jene yAda karIne Aje hajAro loke AMsu sAre che. mRtyu pAmavA chatAM Aje jagata jene yAda kare che tevI eka kahAnI che. bIjAnA sukha mATe kaMIka karI chUTavAnI bhAvanA tIvra bane che tyAre vyakti pitAnA sukhone tilAMjalI ApavAnuM keTalI ucca bhUmikAnuM kartavya karI zake che. paradezamAM eka nAmAMkti ane yazasvI DokaTara thaI gayA. emanuM nAma hatuM DaoNkaTara brekeTa. temanI prekaTIza bahu sArI cAlatI hatI. te khUba hoMziyAra, dayALu ane yazanAmI DekaTara hatA. jaina paribhASAmAM jIva nava prakAre puNya bAMdhe tenA phaLa 42 prakAre bhagave che. yaza meLava, vAha vAha thavI ane pite bolelA vacanane sahu harSa thI

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406 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi tahata karIne vadhAve e badhA puNyanA phaLa che. badhAne A phaLa joIe che paNa mULamAM AMbo hoya te kerI maLe. roTalI banAvavI che to mULamAM ghauM joIe tema mULamAM puNya hoya to tenA mIThA phaLa maLe; paNa vAvyuM nathI to kayAMthI maLavAnuM che? A DokaTaranI yazogAthA cAre bAju khUba gavAtI hatI. dadIo te emane bhagavAna samAna mAnatA. temane puNyane sitAro khUba camakato hato. nava prakAra puNya bAMdhavAnA che temAM pahelA pAMca anna putrane Adi te paiso hoya te karI zakAya che paNa jainadarzananI khUbI to dekhe; jenI pAse dhana nathI te paNa manathI, vacanathI ane kAyAthI puNya upArjana karI zake che. dAtAo udAra dile dAna detA hoya, duHkhIone sahAyaka banatA hoya temane joIne manamAM e bhAva Ave ke dhanya che AM dAtAone ! je dhananI mUcha cheDIne dAna de che. mane A avasara kayAre Avaze? lAkho vAra dhanyavAda che tene ! A rIte manathI zubha bhAvanA bhAve, vacanathI mIThI madhurI bhASA bole, AMgaNe garIba AvI caDhe to kahe bhAI ! gabharAIza nahi. tArA duHkhanA divaso kAle cAlyA jaze te tene kevI ThaMDaka vaLe. A rIte manathI, vacanathI jIva puNya bAMdhI zake che ane kAyAthI paramArtha kare. bIjAnI sevA karavI. DokaTara pAse karUNa rUdana karatI habasI bAI : A DaoNkaTara brekeTa khUba nyAyasaMpanna hatA. te yuvAna hatA. te eka kumArI komavela chekarInA paricayamAM AvelA, baMnene paricaya vadhatAM komale nirNaya karyo ke huM lagna to tamArI sAthe karIza. DaoNkaTare e vAtane svIkAra karyo. haju lagnanA divasanI vAra hatI. eka divasa rAte nava vAge kromavela ThekaTara brekeTane maLavA AvI. DaoNkaTara ane kromavela beThA che. AnaMdathI vAto karI rahyA che. eka kalAka vAta karI. tyAM DokaTaranA bAraNe bela vA. DaoNkaTara vicAra kare che atyAre dasa vAge keNa AvyuM haze? kaIka dadI Avyo haze. DokaTara UbhA thayA. komala kahe UbhA thavAnI zI jarUra che? DokaTare bAraNuM khelyuM. eka habasI bAI UbhI hatI. DaoNkaTarane jotAM edhArA AMsue raDavA lAgI. bena zuM che? te DaoNkaTaranA pagamAM paDIne kahe che DokaTara sAheba! Apa hamaNAM ne hamaNuM mArI sAthe jaldI cAle. mArA ekanA eka dIkarAne bacAvI le. bahena! zuM thayuM che ? sAheba! AMdhaLAnI lAkaDI samAna eka dIkaro che. tenI uMmara haju ATha varSanI che. tenuM AkhuM zarIra dhrujI rahyuM che te vAre ghaDIe bebhAna thaI jAya che. tene jIvADanAra bhagavAna Ape che. ghera badhA kalpAMta kare che, mUre che. Apa jaladI cAle. jene vIte tene khabara paDe. tame reja savAre UThIne sATA ne gAMThIyA khAtA he tyAM duHkhInA duHkhanI zI khabara paDe? jemane bicArAne dUdha paNa nathI maLatuM chatAM garIbImAM amIrI hoya che. kaMIka vAra dhanavAna karatAM paNa garIbInI amIrI vadhu caDhI jAya tevI hoya che. eka lITara dUdhamAM 10-12 mANaso nabhatA hoya che temanA gharamAM ghI nathI hotuM. jeTalA paNa pUrA maLatA nathI.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] f 407 Aje garIba manuSyanI ka`mata nathI. sAyakala bhADe levA jAva te cArapAMca rUpiyAthI bhADe maLI jaze. jayAre mANasa joitA hoya te traNa rUpiyAmAM bhADe maLI jaze. tamArI meTara bagaDI tA eka divasamAM eka be hajAra rUpiyA thaI jaze jyAre e garIba mANasanA mahinAnA pagAra paNa mAtra 300 rUA. hoya che. temAM te kevI rIte pUruM karatA haze ? bIjI vAta eka mANusa mahine 125 rUA. kamAya che tenI kamANI eka varSInI 1500 rUA. nI thaI. tenI uMmara seA varSanI gaNIe te kula kamANI doDha lAkha rUA.nI thaI. jyAre bIjI bAju eka hIrAnI ki`mata be cAra lAkha sudhInI hAya che. have tame vicAra karo ke konI kimata vadhI ? mAnavanI ke jaDa hIrAnI ? paNa yAda rAkheA. hIrAnI kimata be lAkhane badale kadAca bAra lAkhanI pazu hAI zake paNa hIrAnI ki"mata karanAra teA a`te mAnava che ne! mAnavamAM garIma mAnavanI te ki`mata nathI. samAjanuM RNa cUkavavA kartavya adA karatA DaoNkaTara : habasIbAInuM rUdana joyuM jatu nathI. te kahe che sAheba ! mArA dIkarAne hamaNAM sAravAra nahi maLe te kadAca mArA ekanA eka dIkarA gumAvI besIza. mArA jIvananA AdhAra tUTI jaze. tame mArA bhagavAna che. mAInI vAta sAMbhaLI DaoNkaTara aMdara gayA. te jenA premamAM paDelA che evI preyasI kromavelane kahe che mAre eka imarajansInA kesa AvyeA che. te khAInuM rUdana khUba che, tyAM tAtkAlika javuM paDe ema che. mAru kartavya che ke atyAre mAre javu joI e. huM jAuM chuM, tAre besavu' hAya teA esaje ane ghera javu' hoya tA ghera jaze. tyAM keTalA TAIma lAgaze te mane khakhara nathI. kromavela magajanI phATelI hatI. te kahe che ke tamane mArA premanI kiMmata che ke nahi ? huM tamane keTalA premathI maLavA AvI chuM'. tamAre teA evA kaIka Ave ne jAya. tamane mArI koI kiMmata nathI ? tame nahi jai zake. tame tene nA pADI de. tenI pArAzIzI te khUba caDhI gaI. tamane mArI koI kadara nathI. DaoNkaTara brekeTa kahe che ke hu' DaoNkaTaranu bhaNatA hatA tyAre leAkAe mArI pAsethI keTalI AzAe rAkhI hatI. Apa DaoNkaTara banIne kaI ka dInI AMtaraDI ThArajo. e badhAnA AzIrvAda laIne huM bhaNyA chuM. e samAjanuM ghaNu' RNa mArA mAthe caDhayu' che. mane samAje eTalA mATe DaoNkaTara banAvyeA che ke kaMIka haddI enA dardI A dUra karaze. kaMIkanI AMtaraDIe ThAraze, kaIkanI AMkhanA AMsu lUchaze. A vizvAsI je samAje mane A bhUmikA upara paheAMcADayA che e samAjane aDadhI rAtre paNa jo mArI jarUra paDe te tyAM doDI javuM e mArI pharaja che sahunA sukhamAM huM mAruM sukha samaju chuM. Apazu. kaMIka magaDI javAnu nathI. Aje nahi ne kAle ya maLI zakIzuM; paNa tyAM jo na jAuM te kadAca te bALakanI jinnugInI ramata ramAI jAya mATe Aje mAre javuM paDaze. mApha karaje mane.

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408 ] [ zAradA zirANi DaoNkaTara brekeTanI karUNA ane kromavelanI krUratA H DokaTara tA pelI khAine gADImAM laIne ravAnA thai gayA. tyAM jaine joyuM teA chokarA taraphaDIyA mAratA hatA. meDhAmAM phINu AvatA hatA ane bebhAna hatA. gharanA badhA anarAdhAra raDI rahyA che. mAbApa kahe-tame mArA dIkarAne jIvADajo. Apa tA bhagavAna samAna che. DokaTare upacAra zarU karyAM chatAM chokarA bhAnamAM AvatA nathI. habasImAi pUche che DokaTara sAheba! mArA dIkarA jIvaze ke nahi? Apa gabharAze nahi. jyAM sudhI e bhAnamAM Avaze nahi ane javAba Apaze nahi tyAM sudhI huM javAneA nathI. huM mArAthI banatA badhA prayatnA karu chuM. Apa prabhu para zraddhA rAkheA. AkhI rAta DAkaTare tana, manathI sevA karI paNa pUchatA nathI ke tame keTalA paisA Apaze ? savAra thatAM chekarA bhAnamAM Avye ane khelyA. DokaTara kahe-have ApanA dIkarAne sAru thaI jaze. huM mAruM kArDa ApuM chuM. jarUra paDe teA mane khelAvajo. DaoNkaTara ghera gayA. jarA vAra suI gayA, pachI UThIne nAhIdheAI ne paravArIne davAkhAne javAnI taiyArI kare che. tyAM TelIphAnanI ghauMTaDI vAgI. DaoNkaTare rIsIvara upADayuM. dhamadhamATa avAja AnyA. dhU'ApU.A thatI kromavela bAle che. DokaDara brekeTa ! tamane kahI dauM chuM ke tame mArA premanI kadara ke kiMmata karI nathI. hu' tamane maLavA AvI tyAre tame mane mUkIne cAlyA gayA. huM have tamArI sAthe lagna karavA mAMgatI nathI. AjathI hu chUTI thaI jAuM chuM, mArI AzA rAkhaze| nahi. A DaukaTara tene gulAma na hatA. teNe kahI dIdhu'- tAre lagna karavA ke na karavA e tArI marajInI vAta che paNa eka vAta yAda rAkhaje ke me tAru' jarA paNa apamAna karyuM nathI. tArA premanI khAtara eka mAtRhRdayanA vAtsalyanuM apamAna karI zaku... evuM mAruM hRdaya nathI . AmAM tAruM apamAna karavAnA mA kAI irAdo nahAtA, chatAM tane evuM lAgatu hoya tA mAre koi Agraha nathI. huM' paNa tane mukta karu chuM. sevA mATe jIvananI samA~NutA : ceDA divasa pachI DaoNkaTarane vicAra thaye ke have mAre zuM karavuM ? ekanA premamAM paDayA te te mane a`dhanathI bAMdhavA taiyAra thaI. jo mIjI sAthe saMbadha bAMdhu te mane AvuM nahi kare tenI zI khAtrI ? dhanya ghaDI mane AvI che. AvI sevA karavAnI taka maLI che teA ene saharSa vadhAvI lauM. have mAre lagna karavA nathI. mAre ekanA banIne sanA maTI javuM nathI. niSkAma bhAve sahunI sevA karavI che. lagnanA vicAra mAMDI vALyA. jiMdagIbhara brahmacArI rahyA. jIvananI chellI ghaDI sudhI jee sevA karatA rahyA. A rIte sevA karatAM 70 varSoMnI uuMmare jayAre temanuM mRtyu thayuM tyAre Akhu' zahera emanI zmazAnayAtrAmAM joDAyuM. phAIne lAvavA javA na paDeyA kAraNu sahunA hRdayamAM te vasI gayA hatA. sAruM gAma, sArA samAja tenI pAchaLa raDavA lAgyA. prabhunA avatAra samAna, duHkhIone khelI, pIDitAnA AMsu lUchanAra eka vibhUti cAlI gai. tenuM manamAM badhAne khUba duHkha hatuM.

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zAradA zireAmaNi ] [ 409 DaoN. brekeTanuM davAkhAnuM upara che : brekeTane jyAM daphanAvavAmAM AvyA tyAM emanA samAdhi sthAna upara eka smAraka karavAnA vicAra karyAM ane eka suMdara kakhara tyAM banAvavAmAM AvI. kakhara banAvyA pachI vicAra thayeA ke enI upara kAI suvAkaya lakhavuM. je DaeNAkaTarane sAcI zraddhAMjalI ApatuM hoya paNa kayu' vAkaya lakhavu.? A DaoNkaTaranu` vyaktitva eTaluM adhu' tejasvI hatuM ke samAjanI sevA khAtara peAtAnI jAtanuM balidAna ApanAra e mahAna vibhUtine zraddhAMjalI kyA zabdothI ApavI ? te meTA prazna UbheA thayA. eka divasa evuM banyu ke je hamasI che|karAnA prANa A DokaTare bacAvyA hatA te chekarA paNa have teA meTala thaI gayA hatA. te DaoNkaTara brekeTanA davAkhAnA pAsethI nIkaLyeA. tyAM eNe e vAMcyuM ke " DokaTara brekeTanu davAkhAnuM teNe te khADa utArI lIdhuM ane jayAM DokaTara brekeTanI kamara hatI tyAM jaine mUkI dIdhuM. DaoN. brekeTanI samAdhi para A vAkaya lakheluM che. DaoNkaTara brekeTanu davAkhAnu upara che. ' eTale DaoNkaTaranu jIvana evuM hatuM ke te mRtyu pachI upara gayA hAya. DaoNkaTara have upara gayA che. tyAM paNa anekanA AMsu lUchatA haze ane kaMIkanA khaLatA hRdayane ThaMDaka ApatA haze. AvA bhAva pradarzita karatuM pATIyuM te kamara para lAgI gayuM. A pATiyuM vAMcIne badhA leAkeA khuza thatA. bhale, detuthI DaeN. brekeTa hAjara nathI paNa tenA guNanI suvAsathI Aje sau temane yAda kare che. upara che. ' "" bhagavAnanA divya sadezeA che ke laganI Atmadaza nanI. Atmadarzana thaze kayAre? AtmAnI ADe AvatA AvaraNAne dUra karazuM tyAre. te AvaraNA krodhAdi kaSAyA che. tene jema jema ghaTADatA jazu tema AtmadarzIna jaldI thaze. jema jema Atmadarzana thaze tema tema A duniyA parathI, sagAsa'badhIe parathI Asakita dhaTatI jaze. duniyAnA vicAra paNa pachI aMtaramAM nahi Ave. AMtaradRSTi udhaDaze te bAhyaSTa baMdha thaze. bAhmaSTi aMdha karavI eTale jagatanu' adhu' jovAnuM ane sAMbhaLavAnuM aMdha karavu.. khAdyaSTi che tyAM sudhI jagatanA padArthAne jovAmAM, sAMbhaLavAmAM rasa Ave che. bhautika jagatanA AnaMda karatA AMtarajagatanA AnaMdanI anubhUti apUrva che mATe jaDa padArthoM pratyenI laganI ghaTADI AtmAnI laganI lagADo tA muktinA dvAramAM praveza karI zakAze. vadhu bhAva avasare, ddhi. zrAvaNa suda ekama ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna na, 45 : tA-16-8-85 viSaya : lAkapriyatA sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtA ne bahene ! pasnAtA parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanA traNa divaso tA cAlyA gayA. ceAtheA divasa AvI gayA. paryuSaNa parva e duHkha dAvAnaLane zAMta karanAra amegha zastra che. jIvana samRddhi prApta karAvanAra apUrva purUSAtha che. jIvanamAM chavAyelA ghAra aMdhakAra ane kaSAyeAnI gIca jhADI vacce paNa mekSa mAnI

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410 [ zAradA ziromaNi pagaDha'DI batAvI enA para caDhAvavAnI tAkAta A tejasvI pavamAM che. A pava ApaNane saMdezA Ape che ke tame karmAMnA rasika maTIne kalyANa rasika aneA. dhananA rasika maTIne dharmanA risaka bane. Aje ApaNeA viSaya che " leAkapriyatA " mArgAnusArInA 35 khela che temAMnA A eka khela che. lokapriyatA eTale lokonA hRdayamAM ApaNA pratye sadbhAva havA, prema hAvA. samakti pAmavuM che teA pahelA mArgAnusArInA guNA teA jIvanamAM apanAvavA paDaze. khetaramAM ghauM', khAjarA vAvavA che teA pahelA bIjanI vAvaNI tA karavI paDaze. vAvaNI karatAM pahelA khetara kheDIne tayAra karavu. paDe tema ApaNA hRdayarUpI khetaramAM samiti rUpI bIjanI vAvaNI karavI che te vAvaNI karatAM pahelA khetara kheDIne taiyAra karavu joI e. jIvanane ni`La ane vizuddha banAvavu paDe. pATI jeTalI svaccha hAya teTalA akSara sArA paDe. citrakArane bhIMta para citra deAravu che teA divAla jeTalI vadhu svaccha ane peAlIsa karIne Arasa jevI banAvI haze teTaluM citra sAru DhorI zakAze. ahI' samajavAnuM e che ke jo leAkapriya banavu che te vicAra zuddhi karavI paDaze. A leAkapriyatA e guNane AtmasAt karatAM paDelAM, e dhyAna rAkhajo ke ApaNuM jIvana aneka leAkeAnI vacce pasAra thaI rahyuM che ane lokonI judI judI sahAyathI cAlI rahyuM che. AvA jIvanamAM ApaNI jIvanapaddhati evA prakAranI hovI joI e ke jemanI vacce ApaNe rahIe chIe, jemanI sahAyathI jIvana cAle che teone ApaNA pratye prema hAya, mAna hoya, AdarabhAva hoya. A rItanu je ApaNu jIvana na heAya eTale lokone ApaNA pratye prema ke mAna na hoya teA jIvana sArI rIte pasAra na karI zakAya. Aje badhAne lokapriya thavu te game che paNa khadanAma thavu koI ne gamatu nathI. koI kahe ke tame bahu sArA che te ApaNune game. e zabda ApaNune priya lAge paNa bhUlecUke ema kahe ke meseAne tamane joyA che ke tame kevA che ? dharmadhyAna karo che. paNa vagara ughADayA sArA che. tamArI pola khullI karIza te tame UbhA nahi rahI zako. tamArA AtmA kabUla kare che ke mAruM vatana, vyavahAra evA nathI, ApaNI ApaNane teA khakhara hAya ne ! bhale ne mArI niMdAkare, avaNu vAdya khele paNa meM AvuM vana kayAre paNa karyuM nathI. tamAro AtmA khAtrI ApatA hoya pachI duHkha dharavAnI zI jarUra. bhale ne te khele. jenI pAse je mAla hoya te kADhe temAM tane zu ? A jIvane zuM game che ? leAkapriya banavu game che. A zabda nAnA, mATA, bAla yuvAna, vRdhdha, rAya, raMka badhAne game che. pAMca varSanA nAnA bALakamAM paNa A sadgunI mahattvAkAMkSA paDelI hAya che evA nAnA bAluDA skUlethI bhaNIne AvyA. pustakAnI thelI upADIne thAkI gayA che. ghera Avye tyAre paraseve rebajheba thaI gayA che te samaye tame kaheA-beTA ! tuM AnyA ? tu khUba thAkI gayeA lAge che, huM teA tArI rAha jotI hatI. kaMdoinI dukAnethI amuka vastu lAvavI che. tame tene premathI, AdarathI khelAnyA tA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 411 te tarata kaheze ke bA! huM laI AvuM chuM. te laI Avaze. badhAne kapriya thavuM game che. bALakanI sAthe premathI vAta karaze to te tamAruM kAma karaze. koI dalIla ke apIla nahi kare. upAzrayathI aThThama piSa pALIne sAsujI ghera gayA. jaIne vahune kahe-vahu beTA ! mane to khabara hatI ke dIkarI jevI mArI vahue mArA mATe badhI taiyArI karI rAkhI haze. vahue te kAMI karyuM nathI, tethI te zaramAI gaI. sAsujI samajI gayA ke vahue kAMI karyuM nathI, tethI dhImethI kahyuM -beTA ! gabharAIza nahi, mAre kAMI utAvaLa nathI. A zabdo vahune keTalA priya lAge ! tayArI na karI hoya to pachI badhI taiyArI karI de. AvuM kahevAne badale sAsujI ghera jaIne je dhamadhamATI lAvI de. kaMI khabara paDatI nathI. te traNa vAra khAdhuM che paNa mAre te aThThama hato. tane kaMI gatAgama paDe che? A zabdothI vahu karatI hoya te paNa na kare. mIThI bhASA bolavAthI AlekamAM badhAne priya thavAya ane karmabaMdhana na thAya. kapriyatA prApta karavA mATe pAMca guNa keLavavA khUba jarUrI che. temAM pahele guNa che. Alaka virUddha niMdAdi pravRttino tyAga : jokapriya thavA IcchanAra mATe sauthI prathama e guNa keLavavAno che ke eNe koInI niMdA na karavI. jIvanamAM kaleza ane kaMkAsanI hoLI saLagAvanAruM kaI bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApa hoya to te niMdAnuM che. eka vakhata niMdA karavAnI Teva paDaze pachI e javAnI asaMbhava che. niMdA karavAthI bIjA ja sAtheno maitrIbhAva tUTI jAya che. guNavAna AtmAo pratye paNa dveSa karAve. niMdA karanArane guNavAnanA guNa na dekhAya paNa tene ekAda avaguNa tenA daSTipatha para pahelA Ave pachI te temanI niMdA kare, niMdA jIvanamAM agaNita doSane kheMcI lAve che ane badhAne apriya banAve che. "saMpUrNa jagata mAM Izvara eka, mANasa mAtra adhurA." kevaLI sivAya mANasa mAtramAM doSa hoya che paNa bIjAnA doSanI niMdA karavI e pApa che. ApaNAthI keInI niMdA thAya nahi. temAM paNa jeomAM guNono vaibhava bharapura che tenI niMdA te bilakula na karAya. je guNaSI nidAkhera mANase che temane to bhajananA rasa karatAM ya vadhu mIThe niMdAno rasa lAge che. traNa divasanA upavAsa karavA sahela che paNa traNa divasa sudhI keInI niMdA na karavI e ati agharuM che. niMdAne tyAga kare e sAmAnya kAma nathI. AjanA yugamAM pitAnA gharamAM paNa badhAne prema meLavI zakAto nathI te pachI samAjane, lokone prema kayAMthI meLavI zakAya ! lokapriya kevI rIte thaI zakAya ? jIvane nidAno ATale badho rasa zAthI che ? te mAnavI pitAnI jAtane kaMIka mAne che. badhA karatAM mArI pratibhA kaMIka judI che e vAtane sAbita karavA mATe bIjAnI niMdA kare che. lokapriyatAno kImi chatmastha mANasamAM kaIne kaI bhUla hoya e svabhAvika che te enI bhUla sudhAravAnI jarUra che. ene utArI pADe e khoTuM che.

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412] [ zAradA ziramaNi bIjAnI halakI vAta karavAnuM ane halakI vAta sAMbhaLavAne je ApaNane rasa hoya to samajavuM ke ApaNe lokapriya banI zakavAnA nathI. je lokapriya banavuM che te tamAruM eka paNa kAma, vyavahAra ke vartana evA na hovA joIe ke jethI tamArI niMdA thAya. kaI ema bole ke phalANAnA dIkarA dIkarIne zuM A zobhe che? je tenuM kAma sAruM na hoya to leke ema bole ne ! kapriyatA meLavavI che te lekenA hRdaya sudhI pahoMcAya e prema saMpAdana kare joIe. samAjamAM rUpiyAnI prabhAvanA karavI sahelI che paNa badhAne prema meLavavuM saheluM nathI. bIjAne prema kyAre ApI zakIe? enA hRdaya sudhI pahoMcIe tyAre. te mATe pahele bola che nidAdi pravRttine tyAga. niMdA thAya kayAre ? sAmA je pratyenI irSA. pitAnA karatAM guNamAM ke saMpattimAM AgaLa vadhI gayelA AtmAo pratye IrSA thAya eTale te niMdA rUpe bahAra nIkaLyA vagara rahe nahi. AvA nidAkhera mANasonI sobata kayAre paNa karavI nahi. nahitara tame paNa enI sAthe niMdAne pAtra banaze. AvA mANasone saMga jIvane aneka prakAranI badIomAM phasAvyA vinA nahi rahe. je niMdA kare che te, te vyaktinI sAme besIne nahi karI zake. kAraNa ke tene aMdara bhaya che ke tenI sAme huM kharAba bolIza ane te mane khoTo TharAve agara mane mArI bese to ! tethI te kayAre paNa vyaktinI hAjarImAM niMdA karI zakato nathI. niMdAthI badhAne apriya bane che. tene te vAtane khyAla nathI ke huM lAkhanA gharamAM rahIne bIjAnA lAkhanA gharane agnithI saLagAvI rahyo chuM, paNa AvatI kAle e ja agni mArA ghara para Avaze te mAruM zuM thaze? mATe je lokapriya banavuM che to nidAne tyAga kare. kapriya banavA mATe jIvana nirmaLa ane pavitra hovuM joIe. mahApurUSa samajAve che ke je tAre jagatane premapAtra banavuM che te jagatane tAruM banAvI de. leka virUddha pravRttine tyAga kara ke jethI kaI tArI niMdA na kare. tArAthI zuM karAya ane zuM na karAya? teno vicAra kara. niMdA Adi pravRtti tathA krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha mArAthI na karAya. ghaNI vAra vAtamAM kAMI mAla na hoya chatAM kaSAyanA AvezamAM AvIne na karavAnuM karI bese che. eka bApane cAra dIkarA. cAre dIkarAnI gADIo svataMtra saha potAnI svataMtra gADI laIne phare. eka vAra moTAbhAInA dIkarAno dIkaro nAnAbhAInI gADI laIne gaye. nAno bhAI bahAra nIkaLyo. teNe tenI gADI na joI. manamAM thayuM ke mArI gADI keI laI gayuM lAge che. teNe moTAbhAIne pUchayuM-mArI gADI kayAM? mahemAna AvyA hatA temane laIne ApaNo dIkaro gayo che. A bIjI gADIo paDI che athavA tuM TekasI karIne jA. Tekasane kayAM tUTo che? mahemAnane nA pADI zakyA nahi eTale laI javA devI paDI. tenA manamAM mAna AvyuM ke mArI gADI laI janAra kaNa? tapazcaryA karavI sahelI che, dAna devuM saheluM che paNa mAna choDavuM muzkela che. nAbhAI kahe moTAbhAI ! ATalI dAdAgIrI zenI kare che? AmAM moTAbhAinI dAdAgIrI kahevAya kharI? moTAbhAIe eTaluM kahyuM-gADI laI gayA emAM zuM thaI gayuM!

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [413 TekasIo kayAM nathI maLatI ? nAnAbhAInA keTAmAM koi zatru peTho. sAme gADInA pATA hatA tyAM jaIne sUI gayo. sAmethI AvatA meIle tene jhaDapI lIdhe. enjinanA mukhamAM tenuM balidAna daI dIdhuM. zA mATe pATAmAM homAI gaye. mRtyune zA mATe bheTI gaye ? kaSAyanA kAraNe. jJAnI kahe che ke tAravI maLaze, dAnezvarI maLaze paNa kaSAya vijetA nathI maLatA. e kaSAyanA karanArA enA pariNAmamAM kAMI sAra nathI. e durgatinA denArA enA pariNAmamAM kAMI sAra nathI, kaSAyane Aveza bahu bUrI cIja che. temAM te na karavAnuM karI bese che. tenuM A lekamAM ahita thAya che ane paralokamAM paNa tenuM bagaDI jAya che. je lokapriya banavuM che te niMdA Adi pravRttine tyAga karo. niMdA karavI ane niMdA sAMbhaLavI e bhayaMkara pApa che. je niMdA sAMbhaLanArA na hoya te niMdA karanArA niMdA kare kenI pAse? bIjAnI niMdA karavAthI lekamAM apriya thavAya che. AvI halakI mane vRtti AtmavikAsa to na thavA de paNa lokapriya paNa na banavA de. je lokapriya thavuM che to bhASA vivekapUrvaka bole. jANe ajANe bIjAnI halakI vAta na thaI jAya enI kALajI rAkhe. ATaluM karaze te kapriyatA AvyA vinA nahi rahe. te mATe pahele guNa che leka viruddha niMdA, kaSAya Adine tyAga kare. tamAro vyavahAra, vartana evA na hoya ke kaI tamArI sAme AMgaLI cIdhe. bIjo guNa-hiMsA, asatya, jugArAdi siMgha pravRttine tyAga kapriya banavAmAM jema niMdA Adi bAdhakarUpa che tema hiMsA jugArAdi siMgha pravRttio paNa bAdhakarUpa che. je paraleka bagADe, ApaNI gati bagADe tevA kAryo na karavA. hiMsA che tyAM pApa che mATe hiMsA na karavI joIe. jugAra lekamAM niMdanIya che. je lokapriyatA meLavavI che te jugArAdine tyAga karavo paDaze. jugAra ramatA hoya tenA tarapha loko AMgaLI cIMdhe che. te bahAra nIkaLe tyAre jagata kaheze ke A jugArI nIkaLyo. pAMca pAMDavone thayA Aje keTalAya varSo vItI gayA. teo bhagavAna nemanAthanA zAsanamAM thayA. te pachI pArasanAtha bhagavAnanuM zAsana cAlyuM pachI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI thayA. chatAM pAMDe je jugAra ramyA te vAta haja bhUlAtI nathI. niMdanIya vAta jaladI bhUMsAtI nathI. kurUkSetranA medAnamAM kaura ane pAMDe vacce cAlelA bhISaNa yuddhamAM lAkhonI thayelI kaleAmanA mULamAM A jugAranuM ja pApa hatuM ne! jugAranA A pApe Aje ghaNAMya yuvAnanA jIvana chinnabhinna thaI gayA che. jugAramAM jItanAre phulAkulA thaIne phare che, paNa hAranAra kAM to ApaghAta kare che ane kAM te khUNe besIne AMsu pADe che. pahelA mANasa jugAra tarIke jugAra ramatA nathI. A pApa mAnavI pahelA potAnI jAte karavA taiyAra thatuM nathI paNa bIjAnI salAhathI karavA taiyAra thAya che. jugArIyAnI je

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414] [ zAradA ziramaNi ToLI hoya te ene pahelA AnaMda khAtara ramavA besADe. jANIpIchIne ene jItADI de. bIjI vAra paNa ene jItADe. je ja enA hAthamAM be divasa 500-600 rUpiyA AvI jAya eTale ene ramavAne cako lAge. zarUAtamAM cAra pAMca divasa te ToLI ene jItavA de, pachI ema lAge ke A zikAra barAbara jALamAM phasAI gayA che eTale pachI ene jItavA na de. pAMca sAta vAra hAra thAya tyAre ekAda vAra jIte. chevaTe A hArajItathI e bhAI pAyamAla thaI jAya. meLavyA karatAM anekagaNuM gumAvI de ane tenA bUrA havAla thAya che. jIvanane je guNathI maghamaghAyamAna banAvavuM hoya, meLavelA guNone TakAvI rAkhavA hoya ane jokapriya banavuM hoya te tAlakUTa viSa karatAM bhayaMkara evI A niMdya pravRttiothI sadA mATe dUra raheje. jhera-khAnAro haju jIvI jAya, AgamAM paDanAra hajI kadAca sahIsalAmata bacI jAya paNa AvI niMdya pravRttio AcaranAro pitAnA AtmaguNene TakAvI zake e vAta zakya nathI. kaI mANasa lekapriya hoya che tenI niMdA na karaze. emAM ya viziSTatAvALA mANasonI niMdA te kadI na karaze. nAno mANasa meTAnI niMdA kare to e potAnI jAtane halake pADe che enAthI enuM puNya sApha thaI jAya che. keI mANasa abhyAsamAM ke kriyAmAM ocho hoMziyAra hoya to enI TIkA ke mazkarI karavI e mahApApa che kAraNa ke Aje je ADAavaLA lITA kare che te AvatI kAle ekaDo ghUMTa thaI jaze paNa je mANasa lITA nathI karate, zarUAta nathI karate tene sudhAravAno ke zIkhavAne avakAza kyAMthI maLavAnuM che? ApaNe jANIe chIe ke jagatamAM kaI mANasane apamAna sahana karavuM gamatuM nathI kAraNa ke dareka mANasane svamAna vahAluM hoya che. apamAna badhAne asahya thaI paDe che. svamAna saune priya lAge che, mATe nAnA nekara jevA mANasanuM paNa apamAna na karAya. eka zeTha khUba sukhI samRddha. temanI pAse aDhaLaka saMpatti hatI. temanA dIkarAnI varSagAMThano pavitra divase AvyuM. te divasa vakIle pitAnA sagAsaMbaMdhI tathA svajanane khUba moTI saMkhyAmAM potAne tyAM jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. zeThe bhavya jamaNavAra je hate. zeThanI sthiti khUba sArI hatI eTale je badhA jamavA AvyA temane zeThe cAMdInA thALI vATakAmAM jamADayA. jamavA mATe jeNe cAMdInA thALI vATakA ApyA temane tyAM jamaNavAranuM to pUchavuM zuM ! pAMca jAtanI miThAI, be traNa pharasANa, caTaNI, rAItA, zAka Adi badhuM hatuM. mahemAne premathI jamyA. jamIne sau tipitAnA ghera gayA. jamyA pachI thALI vATakA gayA to cAMdInI eka thALI ochI thaI. gharamAM badhe tapAsa karI paNa thALI na jaDI tyAre zeThANIe nAkarANIne pUchayuM te thALI lIdhI che ? nekarANIe spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM-meM lIdhI ja nathI. khUba pUchayuM chatAM jeNe lIdhI na hiya te hA kevI rIte kahI zake ? satya mATe zeThANInI sAme paDelA zeTha zeThANI mAne che ke nekarANIe

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 415 lIdhI che paNa te satya kheAlatI nathI tethI ene dhamakAve che. koI hisAbe nAkarANI na mAnI tyAre zeThANIe garIba nAkarANI para kAmAM cArInA gunAsara kesa mAMDayo. nAkarANI tA bicArI gabharAI gaI. enA hAjA gagaDI gayA. te zeThanA pagamAM paDIne praske dhruske raDavA lAgI. zeThane nAkarANI para khUba zraddhA ke A khAI pramANika che nItivAna che eTale temaNe peAtAnI patnIne kahyuM ke A khAIe kayAre paNa ApaNA gharamAM cArI karI nathI. te sAva nirdoSa che mATe tame tenA para je kesa calAvyeA che te kesa pAche kheMcI leA. zeThe khUba samajAvI paNa patnI mAne zAnI ? kAraNa ke te konA kAyadA zAstrathI khUkha jANakAra hatI. je divase kesa cAlavAnA hatA te divase zeThANI sArA kapaDAM paherIne kArTImAM javA nIkaLyA. e vakhate zeThe paNa kArTImAM javA mATe kapaDAM paheryAM. zeThANI A joI ne Azcaya cakita thai gai. te kahe che huM patideva ! tamAruM korTa mAM kAMi kAma nathI. paNa mAre AvavuM che. mArA kesa mATe mane khelatA AvaDe che. tane AvaDe che paNa ApaNI nAkarANIne khelatA nathI AvaDatuM tenuM zu ? eTale ke nAkarANI vatI kA mAM huM khelavAnA chuM. tame? hA. mArI sAme ? hA. zuM karuM ? nirdoSa nAkarANI para kesa karatAM tane zarama nathI AvatI ? e nirdoSa nAkarANIne bacAvavA khAtara tArI sAme paDavAmAM mane jarA paNa zarama nathI AvavAnI. zeThe khUba svasthatAthI kahyuM-have patnI zuM khele ? korTamAM kesa dAkhala thaI gayA. kesa kharAkhara cAlyeA, pati-patnI sAmasAmAM pakSamAM heAya eTale leAkeAne khUba Azcarya thayuM. cikkAra medanI vacce kesa lagabhaga kharAkhara sattara divasa cAlye.. chevaTe nyAyAdhIze cUkAdo ApatA nAkarANIne nirdoSa jAhera karI, tyAre koTa nA e vizALa rUmamAM beThelA bhAienAe zeThane tALIonA avAjathI vadhAvyA. A dRSTAMta parathI e samajavAnuM che ke zeThanI keTalI sAttvikatA haze ke A eka garIba nAkarANIne bacAvavA khAtara pAte khuda peAtAnI patnInI sAme paDayA ane nAkarANIne bacAvI lIdhI. keIka virala AtmA AvA sattvane phAravI zake che ane satyanA pakSe rahI zake che. bAkI sattvahIna lAlacu jIvA AvA kaseATInA samayamAM meTe bhAge anyAyanA pakSamAM rahe che. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamArA gharamAM AvA prasaMga banyA hAya te ? cArAyeleA mAla pUratI tapAsa karavA chatAM na pakaDAya teA tamArI najara kenA para jAya ? nokaro para. nekarA kAMi badhA cAra hAtA nathI. emanAmAMthI zuM pramANikatA marI paravArI che ? tamArA mAnasapaTa para e sa`skAra che ke nAkara tA halakA lehInA mATe cAra hAya. A mAnyatAne kAraNe nAkarA sAthe rahevA chatAM nAkAnA prema jItI zakatA nathI tethI gharamAM paNa lokapriya khanI zakatA nathI. duniyAmAM badhAne leAkapriya thavu game che paNa leAkapriya sahaja banAtu nathI. enA mATe manuSye prathama lAyakAta meLavavAnI che, jenAmAM lAyakAta che te badhAne leAkapriya

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416 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa banI zakaze. tyAga ane balidAnanA kAraNe vyakti lAkapriya anI zake che. vyaktione lIdhe saMsthAe jIvatI bane che. dhama mahApurUSAthI cAle che mATe e kSetramAM kAma karatA purUSanA jIvanamAM leAkapriyatA anivArya gaNAya che. peAtAnA AtmalidAnanA kAraNe AvI vyakti AdaraNIya bane che. trIjo khela che dAnarUci : dareka mANase potAnA kuTuMbanI sthitine anukULa kAMika dAna karavuM joie. jIvanamAM udAratA hoya teA dAna devAya. udAratAnA guNa jIvanamAM maitrI vadhAre, zIlavAna manAve, duzmanAvaTa teADI nAMkhe ane leAkapriya banAve. lokapriya banavA mATe ati mahattvanA guNu dAna tyAre khIle ke jyAre bIjAnA du:khe duHkhI thavA jeTaluM ApaNu' dila kamaLa hoya. e namaLatA ubhI thayA vinA dAnarUcI UbhI thavI muzkela che mATe dAnaguNane tamAma kSetramAM amalI banAvI de. yAda rAkhA koI ne AvatI kAla kevI ugaze te khabara nathI. AtmAnI sAthe lai javAtuM bhAtuM ApaNe atyArathI taiyAra karavAnu che. marAThImAM dAnane ' deva ' kahe che eTale jenA aMtaramAM deva vasyA hAya ene dAnanA vicAra Ave che. jenAmAM levAnI ane lUMTavAnI icchA che tenAmAM devatvanA aMza hotA nathI. anAdikALathI mAnavI levAnuM kA karatA AvyA che. have devAnA samaya AvyeA che. chatI zaktie dAna na devu e mATa aparAdha che. je jIva maLavA chatAM detA nathI te jAya tyAre tenI pAchaLa ema khelAya che ke khicA ApI zakayeA nahi. tamAre bahAdura khanavu che ke bicArA ! e tamArA hAthanI vAta che. yAda rAkho jeTalu dilAvara dilathI deza teTaluM maLavAnu che. hindu dharmamAM paNa kahyuM che ke je de che te deva che ane lIdhe ja rAkhe che te dAnava che. A jIve pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati, vAyaro badhA pAsethI le le ja karyuM che paNu haju detA zIkhyA nathI. karoDonI sa'patti haze paNa sAthe te! kai javAnuM' nathI. jeTalA vAparazo teTalA paralokanI saddhara beMkamAM nANAM jamA thavAnA che. dhanuM Adi padya dAna che. dAna ApavAmAM AnaMda che. levAmAM lAcArI che. " jenA jIvanamAM dAna nahi te nA-dAna " levAnu khadhethI, ApavAnu koine nahi A te kevA nyAya ! dAnanI pAchaLa teA AtmAnA AnaMda vahevA joie. dilanI AvI udAratA enu nAma sAcu' dAna. Aje jemanI pAse dhana che te temanA pAchalA bhavAnA dAnAdi sukRtyanu phaLa che. zAstrakAroe dAnadharmAMnA mahimA batAvatA kahyuM che ke zIla, tapa ane bhAvadharmanuM pAlana karavAthI mAtra peAte sa'sArasamudra tarI zake che jyAre dAnadhama thI dAna ApanAra ane lenAra 'nesa'sArasamudra tarI zake che. dAnadhama thI vipattio dUra cAlI jAya che ane sa'patti pagale pagale prApta thAya che. duzmana dosta bane che ane duna mANasa paNa sajjana ane che tenI yazakIti phelAya che. zrI tIrthakara bhagavaMtA pAte dIkSA grahaNa karatAM pahelAM eka varSa sudhI dAna kare che. te dAna keTalu' kare che te tame jANA che ? sUryAMyathI mAMDIne apeAranA bheAjana sudhI

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 417 rAja eka kroDa ATha lAkha seAnaiyAnu dAna kare che. eka seAnaiyAnu vajana 80 rita pramANu hAya che. sAnayAmAM chApa zrI jinezvaradevanI ane temanA pitAzrInI hoya che. eka divasanA dAnamAM ApelA seAnaiyAnu vajana navahejAra machu thAya che. eka divasamAM dAnamAM ApelA seAnaiyAthI savAseA gADA bharAya. eka varasamAM dAnamAM ApelA seAnayAnuM vajana 32 lAkha 40 hajAra maNa thAya che ane eka varSamAM traNa abaja aThayAsI kroDa eMsI lAkha seAnaiyA dAnamAM Ape che. eka varSImAM dAnamAM ApelA seAnaiyAthI ekAzI hajAra gADA bharAya. tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA varasIdAnanA cauda atizayeA hoya che. sau dhame ndra bhaDAramAMthI dAna ApavA mATe seAnaiyA kADhI Ape che. IzAnendra ratnajaDita lAkaDIthI vighna karanArAone hAMkI kADhe che, camarendra lenAranA bhAgya karatA prabhunA hAthamAM sAnaiyA vadhAre hAya teA AchA kare. khalIndra lenAranA bhAgya karatA prabhunA hAthamAM sAnaiyA ochA haiAya te te bIjA seAnaiyA umere che. bhavanapati deve bharatakSetranA manuSyAne dAna levA mATe teDI Ave che. vyaMtaradeva dAna levA AvanArane temanA sthAne paheAMcADe che. jyAtiSI deve vidyAdhara manuSyAne dAna levA mATenI khabara Ape che. dAnanA prabhAve te kha DamAM khAra varSa sudhI zAMti rahe che. bhaMDAramAM selaiyA rAkhyA hAya teA khAra varSa sudhI dhana khUTe nahi. khAra varSa sudhI yazeAgAna thAya che. khAra varSa sudhI navA rogo thAya nahi. maMdabuddhivALAnI tIvra buddhi ane. A che tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA dAnaneA mahimA. " leAkapriya banavA mATe * dAnarUcI' guNu levA Avazyaka che. je mananA udAra che te duniyAmAM priya thaI zake che. e pAtAnI vahAlAmAM vahAlI cIja paNa bIjAnu kalyANa thatuM hAya tA ApI detA acakAtA nathI. kAMIka mANase dAna karyAM pachI pazcAtApa kare che evA leAka puNyanA dANAne bALI nAMkhe che. dAnanuM kAma teA khUba ullAsathI ne a`taranA AnaMdathI karo. mananA nisAsA sAthe dIdheluM dAna e dAna zabdane cegya nathI, mATe jo leAkapriyatA meLavavI che te aMtaranA ullAsathI dAna karo. A paryuSaNa parvanA divaseAmAM dAna devAnuM, tapa karavAnu sheje mana thAya. meTA meTA upavAsa tA kare paNa nAnA nAnA bALake teA Ana MdathI kUdatA hoya che ne khAlatA hAya che huM upavAsa karIza. tene karavAnA keTaleA umaMga hAya che. nAnA bALaka bhale eka upavAsa kare paNa teneA prabhAva keTalA paDe che. tapanI zakti kevI alaukika che. nAnA ATha varSanI uMmaranA bALakane upavAsa karavAnuM mana thayuM ane karyAM paNa kharA. mAe ghaNuM samajAvyeA paNa te te makkama rahyo. sAMje pratikramaNa karI ghera jaIne rAtanA sUI gayA. bhUkhane kAraNe UMgha AvatI nathI. tenA mukha para upavAsanI rekhA dekhAvA lAgI. tenA jIva gabharAvA lAgyA. pathArImAM paDayA paDayA ALeATe che. mAtA tenI pAse besIne tene hAtha pherave che. jenA traNa divasathI gharamAM pagalA thayA nathI 27

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418 ] zAradA ziremaNi evA dIkarAno bApa dArUmAM cakacUra rahetuM hatuM. tenI A kuTeva khUba vadhI gaI hatI. pariNAme tenI asara gharanA badhA sabhyo para thavA lAgI vinA kAraNe te patnIne ane putrane mArapITa karato. tenuM kauTuMbika vAtAvaraNa bagaDyuM. tenA zarIramAM roga thayA. tene mitravarga tUTI gaye ne dhaMdhAmAM khoTa AvavA lAgI. A dIkarAno bApa hate. jayAre chokarAe upavAsa karyo hato saMvatsarIne divasa hovAthI sAMje dArU pIdhe na hatuM. te bApa rAtre ghera Avyo. dArU pIve ane jugAra rama e be moTA vyasano bApamAM ghara karI gayA hatA. tenA kAraNe paisAthI te phanAphanA thaI gaye. nA putranA upavAse pitAne jIvana paTela: bApa ghera AvyA tyAre chokaro pathArImAM ALoTato hato. mAtA vahelase hAtha pheravatI AMsu sAratI hatI. jyAM A dIkare ane kayAM tene bApa! he bhagavAna! tuM ene sudhAra. mArA dIkarAne kaMI thAya nahi. mArUM phUla karamAI gayuM che. bApa gharamAM AvyuM. mAtAne dIkarAne paMpALatI joI. Aje sAMje dArU pIdhe nathI eTale bhAnamAM hato. bApa dIkarA pAse beTho. beTA ! tane zuM thAya che? Aje ghaNA divase bApanA mukhe beTA zabda sAMbhaLyo. pitAjI! Aje meM upavAsa karyo che. zuM vAta kare che? upavAsa karyo che? te to kamAla karI! tane bahu vasamuM lAge che ? upavAsa choDI de ne ! pappA ! huM upavAsa nahi cheDuM. nahi choDuM. marI jAu te paNa rAtre khavAya nahi ne pANI paNa pIvAya nahi. nAnA dIkarAnI makkamatA joI bApa stabdha thaI gayo. tenuM nidhura hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. te kahe che beTA! tane zuM ApuM? tAre je joIe te mAMga. bApujI! tame mane kAMI ApavA Icche che ne? hA beTA. te huM ApanI pAse e mAMguM chuM ke Apa jIvanabhara jugAra baMdha karo ane kalabamAM javAnuM baMdha kare. A bALake kevuM mAMgyuM? ATale bALaka te kahe mane sAyakala apAve. ghaDiyALa apAve paNa A bALake te emAMnuM kAMI na mAMgyuM. pitAnA manamAM thayuM ke phUla jevA bALake upavAsa karyo. tene ATaluM vasamuM paDe che chatAM tenI makkamatA cheDatA nathI. mAMgavAnuM kahyuM to bIjuM kAMI mAMgyuM nahi. mAMgyuM te e mAMgyuM ke Apa jugArathI-dArUthI aTakI jAva. bApanuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. dhikkAra che mArA AtmAne! tyAM eka kSaNamAM nirNaya karyo jA beTA ! AjathI kAyama mATe jugAra dArU badhuM baMdha. have tuM rAjI ne? patnI patine sudhAravA ghaNuM prayatna karatI hatI paNa tenuM sAMbhaLatA na hatA. Aje dIkarAnA eka upavAsanA nimite AkhuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. Aje ghaNuM kahe che ke upavAsa karIne zuM karavuM che? sAmAyika karIne zuM karavuM che? tamAre jIvana sudhAravuM heya, sukhanI ghaDI ane zAMti joItI hoya to te mAtherAna, mahAbaLezvara ke bIjA keI havA khAvAnA sthaLamAM nahi maLe. AtmAnI zAMti, AtmAne AnaMda mahelamAM ke baMgalAmAM nahi maLe. zAMti meLavavA te dharmanA zaraNe javuM paDaze. bApanA durbasanA kAraNe vAtAvaraNa kevuM ukaLATabharyuM hatuM paNa tene

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 419 zAMta karanAra dharmanuM zaraNuM tapa hatA. je AtmazAMti joItI hoya teA saMtanA zaraNe jAva. temanA mukhethI nIkaLatA amRta ghuMTaDAnu pAna karo tA zAMti maLaze. vIravANI tA kevI che ? saghaLI zakA dUra TaLe che prabhunI vANI suNavAthI hA....badha hRdayanA dvAra khule che saMta samAgama karavAthI... prabhunI vANI ApaNI zakA, kuzakAo dUra kare che ane saMta samAgama karavAthI aMdha hRdayanA dvAra khulI jAya che. paththara jevA hRdaya paNa pIgaLI jAya che ane sAcA pArasa jevA anI jAya che. A duniyAmAM ukaraDA jema ghaNe dUra sudhI dudha phelAve che tema bagIcA dUra dUra sudhI potAnI sugaMdha phelAve che. pharaka eTale ke bagIcAne sAcavavA paDe che. ukaraDAne sAcavaveA paDatA nathI; tema sa MtanA sa`ga e bagIcA jevA che. jo emanI sAthe rahevAmAM Ave, temanA paricaya thAya ane sateAnI yeAgya sevAbhakti karatA raheA te tamAruM jIvana sugaMdhamaya banI jaze ane jo temanI upekSA karI teA sugaMdha teA nahi maLe paNu nukazAnImAM utarI jaze. sugaMdhamaya jIvana tamane leAkapriya banAvaze. lAkapriya banavAmAM ceAthe| guNa che " vinaya ' : jyAM vinaya nathI tyAM leAkapriyatA nathI. verIne vaza karavAnI jaDIbuTTI vinaya che. vinayathI verI verane bhUlI jAya che. sa` ArAdhanAnu` mULa vinaya che. jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra hoya che tyAM sudhI vinaya guNu AvI zakatA nathI. " mALo vinaya nAsano " mAnathI vinayanA nAza thAya che. mera enA pIMchAthI raLIyAmaNA lAge che. e khIjI rIte game tevA sArA hoya chatAM pIMchA vagara ze|bhate nathI; tema jIvanamAM khUba jJAna meLaLyu hoya; kadAca koI sattA maLI gaI hoya, paNa sAthe jo vinaya na heAya teA e zeAbhatA nathI mATe bhagavAne mahAvIre kahyu` che ', saMjoMgA vippamukkassa aNagArassa bhikkhuNo / viLayo pAka CiAmi, aNumudri muLaj me // u.11,gA.1 bAhya ane AbhyaMtara sayeAgothI mukta thayelA huM bhikSuo ! sarva prathama vinaya aMge kahIza; pachI anukrame bIjI vAta jaNAvIza. tamane koI vaMdana kare, satkAra sanmAna Ape tyAre jo jAgrata nahi raheA te garUpI sap tamane pachADI nAMkhaze mATe bhagavAne sauthI prathama vinaya zIkhavyeA che. vinaya vinA teA bhalabhalAnA patana thaI gayA che. kaNikane jema keLA tema roTalI suMdara thAya che te rIte mANasa vinayathI keLavAya te e suMdara sarjana karI zake che. ca'DALa pAsethI jJAna meLavavA khi'khisAra rAjAe ghaNA prayatnA karyA chatAM emane jJAna na maLyuM, tyAre abhayakumArane ` kAraNu pUchyuM. abhayakumAre kahyuM mahArAjA! ghaDAne pANIthI bharavA hAya tA kUvAmAM nAMkhavA

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420 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNi paDe che. kUvAmAM gayA pachI pANI meLavavA mATe ghaDAne vAMku vaLavuM paDe che tyAre pANI aMdara bharAya che A rIte AtmAmAM jJAnarUpI pANI bharavuM che teA vinayathI vAMkA vaLavu' joI e mATe Apa jagA badale. ApanA sthAne caDaDALane besADo ane Apa tenI jagAe bese. jyAM sudhI ApaNe vinayathI nAnA nathI banatA tyAM sudhI kadAca vastunI mAhitI maLaze paNu aMtaranu` jJAna nahi maLe. A jJAna vinaya vagara nahi maLe. magadhanA mahAna samrATa hAvA chatAM peAte caMDALanA sthAne beThA te vidyA meLavI zakayA. A rIte jyAre vinayathI vAMkA vaLIzuM tyAre AtmAmAM jJAna bharAvAnu che. vinayathI manuSya geAle che. surabhI ane zItaLatAthI jema caMdana zeAle che, sudhAnI saumyatAthI jema caMdrazAle che, mAya thI jema amRta zAle che, tema vinayathI, namratAthI manuSyanuM jIvana zeAbhI UThe che. vinayathI khIjAnA haiyAne jItI zakIe chIe. " mAM cALAmAM mAnana' vinaya: '' jagatanA sarvAM kalyANAnuM jo koI bhAjana heAya teA vinaya che. udAratA Adi guNA hAvA chatAM jo vinaya guNu na heAya te e guNNA AMtara bAhya ane kSetromAM joI e tevuM pariNAma lAvI zakatA nathI. udAratAthI sAmAnuM dila jItyuM pachI jo namratAne khale aha`kAra batAvavA jAva te sAmAnA manamAM thaze ke tArI udAratA rAkha tArI pAse. duniyAmAM dAnezvarI tu kAMI ekalA nathI. dareka guNunA pAlanamAM vinaya te vaNAyelA dAvA joIe. sarvAMtra prasannatAbharyuM vAtAvaraNa sarjavAnI tAkAta vinayamAM che ane sarvatra lokapriya anAvavAnI tAkAta paNa vinayamAM paDelI che. : pAMcame guNa che zIlavAna H mAnavI udAra hAya, karoDo rUpiyAnuM dAna deteA hAya, vinayavAna hoya paNa jo tenAmAM zIla nathI, cAritra nathI te te AtmA lokapriya banI zakatA nathI. sugaMdha vinAnA puSpanI jema koI kiMmata nathI tema zIla vinAnA jIvananI paNa kAI ka mata nathI. jyAM zIla nathI tyAM jIvana prANa vinAnA kalevara jevu' che. zAstranA pAne, itihAsanA pAne kaMIka dAkhalA Ave che ke zIlanI rakSA mATe temaNe keTalA keTalA kaSTo veThayA che. are ! prANa kurabAna karyAM che paNa zIlathI bhraSTa thayA nathI. kahevAya che ke "sAru vicAravuM e sAru che paNa tenA karatAM sAru karavu e vadhu zreSTha che ane enA karatAM ya sArA thavu e vadhu zreSTha che." mahApurUSa kahe che ke AtmAe AtmAnA svabhAvamAM ramavuM tenuM nAma zIla. dareka vastu peAtAnA svabhAvamAM hAya tA sArI lAge. kAI paNa vastu peAtAnA svabhAva mUkI khIjAmAM bhaLe teA sArI na lAge. sAkara mIThI hoya, mIThuM khAru heya, aphINu kaDavuM hoya tema AtmA peAtAnA svabhAvamAM rahe te zIlasa panna gaNAya. je AtmA sapUrNa brahmacarya pALe che te teA praza'sApAtra che paNa jenI teTalI tAkAta na heAya te peAtAnI patnImAM saMtASa mAne ane parastrInA tyAga kare te ya sAro che. jenAmAM dAnanA guNu hAya tenA mATe A guNa te saheja rIte AvI jAya. A zIla guNa Ave eTale tenI kheAlacAla, rItabhAta sudharI jAya. te dhana ane bhAgane bhUMDA mAne. tenuM jIvana aneka guNAthI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [421 mahekatuM hoya. te AlokamAM ne paralekamAM prasaMzAne pAtra bane. zIlasaMpanna zrAvakonA nAma zAstranA pAne lakhyA che kAraNa ke A guNanuM pAlana karavuM sahaja kAma nathI. AgamamAM batAvyuM che ke zIla pALavA satva joIe. abaLAo paNa zIla sAcavavA mATe sabaLa banI che ane moTA moTA rAjAone samajAvIne ThekANe lAvI che. e mahAna satIoe badhuM cheDayuM che. are, jAna cheDayA che paNa zIla cheDayuM nathI. tenAthI A dezane itihAsa ujavaLa che. jenAmAM zIla guNa jIvato jAgate che tenAmAM evI zakti che ke te guNanA prabhAve agni pANI thaI jAya. sAgara khAbociyuM thaI jAya. bhayaMkara phaNadhara paNa nirviSa thaI jAya. zULInuM siMhAsana thAya. ciMtAmaNI ka9pavRkSa te mAMgyuM bhautika sukha Ape che jyAre A zIlaguNa te na kapyuM, na IrachayuM hoya tevuM apUrva sukha Ape che. te AtmAne paramAtmA banAvI svabhAvamAM ramata kare che. zIla e AtmAno svabhAva che. te svabhAvane pragaTa karavA mATe indriya para vijaya lAvavuM paDaze. sparzAdi pAMce Indriyone jItanAra zIlavAna kahevAya che. bAhya zatruone jItavA sahela che paNa indriyone jItavI muzkela che. vAsudeva jevA rAjAo traNa khaMDanA rAjAone jItI zake che paNa indriyane jItI zaktA nathI. je Indriyone jItI zake che teNe jagatane che ane je IndriyothI jItAya che te jagatathI chatAya che. Indriyane jItanAra AlekamAM sukhI che ne paralokamAM paNa sukhI che. rAvaNa je 16 hajAra strIone pati hovA chatAM manane vaza na karI zake to tene Aloka kharAba thaye ane paraleka paNa kharAba thayo. A lekamAM apayaza, kuTuMbano nAza, rAjyane nAza, zarIrano nAza ane maraNa pachI naraka gati. zIlanA prabhAve kalAvatInA kapAyelA kAMDA utpanna thayA. zIlanA prabhAve subhadrAe kAcA tAMtaNe cAraNIthI kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhayuM. manuSya jIvanamAM zIlanuM jeTaluM mUlya AMkIe eTaluM ochuM che. zIlavaMta manuSyane jagatamAM Adara satkAra maLe che te jokapriyatA pAmI zake che. Ajano viSaya che lokapriyatA. je lokapriya banavuM che te nidAna ane siMdhapravRttine tyAga karo. dAnarUcI, vinaya ane zIla A guNone jIvanamAM AtmasAta karaze to lokapriya banI zakaze. TAIma thaI gayela che vadhu bhAva avasare. di. zrAvaNa suda ne zanIvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 46 : tA. 17-8-85 mahAvIra jayaMtI viSaya : "zAsananA ziratAja sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! Aje paryuSaNa parvanA pAMcamA divasanuM suvarNa prabhAta pragaTayuM che. ahiMsA ane maitrI e A parvanI eka mahAnamAM mahAna bheTa che. Aje mahAvIra prabhune janma vAMcavAne maMgalakArI dina che. Ama svabhAvanI mRti karAvavA mATe jJAnIoe ApaNA mATe A divasane kAryakrama ghaDe che. AjanA

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422] [ zAradA ziremaNi divase parama tAraka carama tIrthakara zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jemanuM caritra ApaNe A parvamAM sAMbhaLIe chIe. e mahApurUSanI jIvana kitAba te sAMbhaLe. emanuM jIvana paNa ApaNane jIvana jIvavAnI eka navIna kaLA zIkhavADe che. e mahApurUSanuM ApaNe reja maraNa karIe chIe. temanA nAmanuM aMtaramAM guMjana karIe chIe. mAtApitAne yAda nahi karatAM e prabhune zA mATe yAda karIe chIe. e mahApurUSonA jIvanamAM ghera bhayaMkara upasargo AvyA niSkalaMka jIvana jIvanArA A mahAna AtmAone sAva kSudraturacha gaNAtA mANasoe herAna parezAna karI nAkhyA. mAsakhamaNane pAraNe vaheravA gayelA dharmarUcI aNagArane nAgezrI brAhmaNIe kaDavI tuMbInuM zAka vaherAvI dIdhuM. jhAMjharIyA munine rAjAe talavArathI mArI nAMkhyA. baMdhaka muninA 500 ziSyone pAlaka pApIe dhANImAM pIlI nAMkhyA. are ! ApaNA zAsana pitA prabhu mahAvIrane zUlapANI yakSe eka rAtamAM herAna karavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyA. saMgame te cha cha mahinA sudhI upasargo ApyA. AvA mahAtmAonI yazagAthA zAstranA pAne aMkAI gaI. teo mahAparAkramI, samatAnA sAgara tarIke jAhera thayA te ApaNane ema thAya ke A badhA mahAtmAonI prazaMsA zA mATe thaI ? Aje varSo vItavA chatAM badhA temane yAda kema kare che? zuM temanA para upasargo AvyA mATe? maraNAMtika kaSTo AvyA mATe? nA..nA...evA duHkho to anaMtakALathI bhavamAM bhamatAM ApaNA para eka be vAra nahi paNa anatI vAra AvyA haze! ApaNo AtmA narakagatimAM game tyAM paramAdhAmI dvArA zuM ghANImAM pIlA nahi hoya! keIe ApaNuM mastaka para aMgArA nahi mUkyA hoya ! vAghaNanA jaDabAmAM jIvatA cavAyA nahi hoya! kaI dura AtmAoe ApaNI hatyA nahi karI hoya! are ! AvuM te anaMtI vAra banyuM haze ! te pachI ApaNo mokSa kema na thayuM ? ane e badhA sAdhake saMsAra samApta karI cUkyA. evuM kema banyuM ? AnuM zuM kAraNa? e badhA puNyAtmAoe upasargo karanAra pratye haiyAnA heta varasAvyA jyAre ApaNe tiraskAryA. temaNe kaSTa denArane mitro mAnyA jyAre ApaNe duzamana mAnyA. duHkhe pratye ApaNane tiraskAra che paNa mahAvIra svAmI, rAmacaMdrajI Adi jagatanA mahAna AtmAoe duHkhanuM ghaNuM premathI svAgata karyuM. ApaNe cittanI ekAgratAthI vicAra karIzuM te lAgaze ke duHkhane ApaNA upara mahAna upakAra che avyavahAra rAzIthI jIvananI zarUAta thAya che. te samaye dila ane dimAga na hatuM kAraNa ke anaMtA che vacce eka zarIra eTale svataMtra zarIra paNa maLyuM na hatuM. tyAMthI jIva ekendriyamAM Ave tyAM anaMtA kaSTo sahana karyA. tyAM akAma nirjarA karatAM beInidraya, teIndriya, caurenidraya ane asaMjJI paMcendriyamAM AvyuM. tyAM mana na hatuM. vicAra karavAnI koI zakti na hatI. tyAMthI saMjJI paMcendriyamAM AvyuM. manuSyabhava sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM kAma dukhe karyuM che ane parAdhIna paNe sahana karyuM te akAma nirjarA thaI. akAma nirjarAthI jIva ATale sudhI paho .

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 423 bhagavAna mahAvIre duHkhane pitAne mitra banAvyo. temaNe vicAryuM ke huM magadha dezamAM mArI rAjadhAnImAM rahIza, vihAra karIza to leke mArA satkAra sanmAna karaze. to mArI sAdhanA siddha nahi thAya. paricaya ane prasiddhi te patananuM kAraNa che eTalA mATe bhagavAna anArya dezamAM gayA jyAM koI paricita na hoya. keTalAka anAya leke kutUhala mATe kUtarAone chU chU karI prabhunI pAchaLa deDAvatA ane bhagavaMtane karaDavA mATe preratA hatA. tyAM lokoe asabhya vartana karyuM. AhArane badale mAra ane pANInA badale prahAra paDayA chatAM bhagavAnanA aMtaramAM prasannatA hatI. pairya ane sahanazIlatAnI pUrI kasoTI hatI. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne zraddhA hatI ke mArI sAdhanA ahIM pUrI thaze. aviveka dazAmAM je meM karmonA baMdha karyA che te kamene mAre nAza kare che. bhagavAne e badhA kaSTone potAnA mitro mAnyA. apamAnanuM paNa hasatA mukhe svAgata karyuM. temaNe duHkhono svIkAra karyo ane ApaNe roja tene tiraskAra karIe chIe. posTamena tAra laIne Ave che. Apa sahI karIne tAra laI le chepachI tAre khelIne vAMce che. kadAca e tAramAM bhayaMkara duHkhamaya samAcAra hoya te tame pisTamenane gALe dezo kharA? nA. tyAM te samaje che ke piTamena to mAtra nimitta che. azubha kameM ApaNA che te bhegavavA paDe. basa, ApaNu bhagavAne A vAta batAvI che. pisTamenanI sAthe Apa jevo vyavahAra kare che te saMsAramAM karaze to AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banI jaze. ApanI sAthe keIe kharAba vartana karyuM. Apane duHkha ApyuM te ene karmarAjAne pisTamena mAnI le. pisTamena sarakArano pratinidhi che ane duHkha karma rAjAne pratinidhi che." ajJAna dazAmAM bhUtakALamAM je karmo karyA che tenuM kAraNa ApaNe pote chIe. karmabaMdhanathI mukta thavAne mATe duHkha AzIrvAda rUpa bane che mATe prasannatApUrvaka duHkhanuM svAgata kare. je je mahAna sAdhake thaI gayA te badhAe duHkhanuM premathI svAgata karyuM. kaSTo ApanArane parama upakArI mAnyA. ApaNe e badhAne ghora apakArI mAnyA. ApaNe badhA evA prasaMge Ave karma bAMdhIe chIe. vedanAo eka sarakhI, kaSTa, upasargo eka sarakhA chatAM pariNAmamAM AsamAna jamInanuM aMtara. teo saMsArathI mukta banI gayA jyAre ApaNe bAMdhatA gayA. teo maMtrIne Adarza mUkatA gayA. ApaNe zatrutA vadhAratA gayA. have jIvanane saMsArathI mukta banAvavuM che te mATe ApaNuM vartana ApaNe sudhAravAnuM che. keI ApaNane herAna karavA Ave to tene herAna karavAno vicAra nahi karatA temanA pratye haiyAnA heta varasAvavA. tene zatru nahi paNa mitra mAnavA ane karma khapAvavAmAM upakArI mAnavA to sAdhanA saphaLa bane. pahelA mahApurUSone je upasargo AvyA che tevA atyAre nathI AvavAnA. atyAre kaI gALa de, kaTuvacana kahe agara keInA taraphathI pratikULatAo UbhI thAya te badhAne je ApaNe hasatA mukhe veThI laIe to zuM karmone haTAvI na zakIe? jarUra haTAvI zakIe. je hasatA mukhe kaSTone vadhAvIzuM te jarUrathI

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424] [ zAradA ziromaNi AtmAnA guNo khIlavI zakIzuM. are ! tamAre eka gulAbanuM phUla meLavavuM che paNa te gulAbanA phUlane pharatA keTalA kAMTA hoya che? gulAba meLavavA mATe sArI rasALa bhUmimAM gulAbanI kalamene repa te emAMthI samaya thatAM gulAbanA puSpo ugaze. eka eka choDavA para 10-10 jeTalA gulAbanA pupe hoya che paNa ekeka gulAbanA phUlanI AsapAsa keTalA kAMTA hoya che? ropyA hatA te gulAba paNa tenI sAthe kAMTA AvyA kayAMthI? gulAbanI sAthe kAMTAo to sahajabhAve Ave ne ene svIkAravA paNa paDe. kAMTAone ugADavA mahenata nathI karavI paDatI. mahenata te gulAbane ugADavA karavI paDe che chatAM gulAbanI sAthe AvelA kAMTAone svIkAra te kare paDe che. je gulAba meLavavA che to kAMTAono trAsa veThavo paDaze te sugaMdha meLavI zakIzuM. basa A ja rIte je guNanI suvAsa meLavavI che, guNonI paripUrNatA pAmavI che te e meLavavA jatAM kaSTo rUpI kaMTake te AvavAnA. ApaNA prayatna guNo meLavavAnA hoya paNa e guNenI sAthe anivArya rUpe kaccho te AvavAnA. samatA bhAve jeTalo e duHkhene svIkAra karIzuM eTalI guNanI saurabha vadhu meLavI zakIzuM. gulAbane meLavavA je kaMTakonA trAsa sahana karavA paDatA hoya te saMpUrNa guNonI khIlavaTa mATe te duHkhane hasatA mukhe vadhAvIe emAM Azcarya zuM che! je AvelA duHkhane hasI hasIne bhogavIe te pApa saLagI jAya. temAM badhA pApa baLIne bhasma thaI jAya. gulAbane pharatAM kAMTA che paNa te enA zatru nathI paNa mitra che. gulAbane pitAnI rIte khIlavavAmAM e kAMTAo kyAre ya aMtarAya karatA nathI. A ja rIte sAdhakanA jIvanamAM AvatA ko e AtmAne nukazAnakartA nathI paNa hitakartA che. zatra nathI paNa mitra che. AtmAnI aneka prakAranI azuddhione e duHkha dUra kare che. khuda bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA chadmastha jIvananA 12 varSa ane eka pakhavADiyAmAM AvelA ghera pariSaha ane upasargonA trAse temanuM zuM bagADayuM? are bagADavAnI vAta kayAM karavI? e kaSTo e te temanA AtmAne vizuddha banAvyA ane kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzananI prApti karAvI bhagavAna banAvyA. ApaNuM parama pitA zAsananA jhaLahaLatA sitArA prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe bhagavAna banatA pahelA pUrvabhavamAM kevI ArAdhanA karIne tIrthaMkara padanI prApti karI te ApaNe jANavuM joIe. kaLI khIlIne kamaLa bane che tema AtmAnI pUrNatA khIlatA paramAtmabhAva pragaTa thAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI paramAtmA-pUrNa banyA. A pUrNatAnuM bIja nayasAranA bhAvamAM vavAyuM. AgaLa jatAM e bIja para vikAsanI tejImaMdIo AvatI gaI. nayasAranA bhAvathI sattAvIsamA bhave e bIja vikasIne virATa vaDalAmAM palTAI gayuM ane nayasAra zAsanapati prabhu mahAvIra svAmI banyA. A avasarpiNI kALanA AdyapitA RSabhadeva svAmIthI paNa pahelA keTalAya samaya pUrve nayasAranA jIvanamAM AtmavikAsanuM eka dvAra evI aNadhArI rIte khulI gayuM ke emanA aMtaranA oraDAmAM

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(425 zAradA ziremaNi ], samyaga darzanane praveza maLI gayo ane mehanI graMthi bhedAI gaI. e nayasAra koNa hatA? teNe kevI rIte samyagadarzana prApta karyuM te ApaNe vicArIe. nayasAranI Atithya bhAvanA H bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA jIve mahAvideha kSetramAM suthAra jJAtimAM janma lIdhuM hatuM. temanuM nAma tyAM nayasAra hatuM. te zatramardana rAjAnA rAjyane grAmamukhI hatuM. temanI lAkaDA pArakhavAnI zakti ajaba hatI. eka vakhata rAjAe nayasArane kahyuM ke mAre eka bhavya mahela banAve che te mATe UMcA prakAranA majabUta lAkaDA lAvavA che. e jamAnAmAM atyAranI jema sImenTa ane keka reTanA bekasIMga bharIne makAna banatA na hatA, tyAre makAnamAM lAkaDuM vadhAre vaparAtuM. nayasAra badhA suthAnA netA hatA. te vizALa kAphalA sAthe e jaMgalamAM lAkaDA levA gayA. egya sthAne taMbuo taNAyA ane badhA pitAnuM kAma karavA lAgyA. lAkaDA ghaNuM kApavAnA hatA eTale rasei pANInI sAmagrI bhegI hatI. bapore jamavAnA samaye AvA bharajaMgalamAM enA hayAmAM eka zubha bhAvanA jAgRta thaI ke mane kaMI saMta ke atithi maLI jAya te sAruM. e na maLe te kaI svadharmI bhAI maLI jAya te emane lAbha laI ne pachI bhojana karuM to mAruM ane pavitra thAya. te jaina na hatuM paNa enI bhAvanA keTalI pavitra hatI ! tame ATalA badhA beThA che temAMthI keTalA zrAvake bhAvanA bhAvatA haze ke saMtasatIjI padhAre te vaherAvavAne lAbha laIne jamuM. ! A te suthAra hatA chatAM atithine jamADavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. jyAre pitAnuM upAdAna jAgavAnuM hoya tyAre nimittanA saMyogo paNa kudaratI rIte maLI rahe che. nayasAra cAre bAju daSTi karavA lAgyo. jene bhAvanA hoya tene maLI jAya che. zodhatA zodhatA nayasAra TekarI para caDhayA te thoDe dUra munine joyA. tene khUba AnaMda thayo. mArga bhUlelAne maLelA mArgadarzaka : te harSabhera gheDatA saMta pAse gayA. A saMta zArIrika kAraNe temanA parivAramAMthI chUTA paDI gayA hatA. te pAchaLa rahI gayA hatA. jaMgalamAM te keDInA ghaNA rastA nIkaLatA hoya. A saMta keDInA mAge ekalA caDhI jatAM te mA bhUlI gayA. te cAre bAju mArga zodhatA hatA paNa sAce mArga jaDatuM na hatuM. barAbara caitra vaizAkhanA dhamadhakhatA taDakA ane baporane samaya hatA tethI temane kaMTha sUkAvA lAgyo. bhUkhatarasathI AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gayA. temane AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. cAlavAnI zakti rahI nahi tethI munie vicAra karyo ke kharekhara huM bhUle paDo chuM. sAco mArga batAvanAra keI mANasa dekhAto nathI, temaja najIkamAM kaI gAma paNa dekhAtuM nathI te have huM sAgArI saMthAro karI lauM. te saMthAre karavAnI taiyArImAM hatA tyAM nayasAra pahoMcI gayo ane vaMdana karIne kahyuMahe gurUdeva ! Apa AvA bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM ekalA kema che! saMte kahyuM-devAnupriya! amAre sAdhusamudAya khUba vizALa che paNa huM zArIrika kAraNe pAchaLa rahI gayo ane mArga bhUlI gayo. bhUkha tarasathI AkuLavyAkuLa thaI gayo chuM paNa enuM mane duHkha nathI

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426 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi paNa mAro sAdhu samudAya mArI ciMtA karatA haze tenuM mane duHkha thAya che mATe bhAI ! tuM mane mAga khatAva. AnaMdavibhAra banelA nayasAra : jenA dilamAM saMtanI sevA bhakti karavAnA apUrva AnaMda che tevA nayasAra kahe che gurUdeva ! ApanuM mukha jotAM te ema lAge che ke Apa khUba thAkI gayA che. have ApanAmAM cAlavAnI zakti rahI nathI. bhUkha tarasathI AkuLa vyAkuLa thayA che atyAre dharatI para paga mUkAtA nathI; mATe Apa amArA taMbumAM padhAro. ta. najIkamAM che. amArA mATe raseAIpANI taiyAra che nahAvA mATe garama pANI karyuM che. kha' nirdeSi che. Apa padhAro ane mane lAbha ApIne pAvana karA. nayasAranI ucca bhAvanA joI muni temanI sAthe gayA. dAna lenAra pavitra hatA. nayasAre munine nirdoSa AhArapANI vaheArAvyA. jaMgalamAM moMgala racAI gayuM. nayasAranu mana khAna vibhAra banI gayu.. AhArapANI karyA khAda thADI vAra visAme khAI ne thAka utAryAM pachI munie kahyu-bhAI ! have huM jAuM chuM. nayasAra kahe-huM Apane mA` khatAvavA AvuM chuM'. nayasAra munine TUMkA rastethI laI gayA ane temanA samudAya bhegA karI dIdhA, pachI nayasAra javAnI taiyArI kare che tyAre saMte kahyu -bhAI ! mAga bhUlelA mane te dravya mA` matAnyeA che. hu' tane bhAvamAga khatAvu. bhava vananI bhUlavaNImAM bhUlA paDelA nayasArane saMte bhAvamAga batAvyA. sarva pApanA ane duHkhanA nAza karIne sadgati ApanAra dharma ane navakAramaMtrane haiyAthI grahaNa karyAM. aMtara AkAzamAM pragaTelI uSA : saMsAra pratyenA nivedabhAva ane meAkSa paranA saMvega bhAvanA prabhAve pariNAmanI vizuddhi thaI. mithyAtvanI graMthI bhedAI. 19 kroDAkoDa sAgaropama jhAjherA karmAM kSaya thayA ane samyagdarzanane sUrya udayamAna thayA. samyag darzInanA sUdiyathI mithyAtvanA aMdhakArathI bharelA nayasAranA jIvanamAM prakAza patharAyeA. zrI mahAvIra svAmInA bhavamAM tIrthaMkarapaNAnA je teja jhaLahaLI uThavAnA hatA tenI uSA nayasAranA aMtaranA AkAzamAM aNadhArI rIte pragaTI uThI. basa have sAcuM darzIna maLI gayuM. STi samyak banI gaI. svasaMvedanathI ane jaDa-cetananu' svarUpa samajAtAM nayasAranA AtmAmAM apUrva AnaMda thayA. temanI ahirAtma dazA TaLI gaI ane aMtarAtma dazA AvI gaI. nayasAranA jIvanamAM samyaktvanA sUrya udayamAna thayA. te bhavamAM AyuSya pUrNa thatAM navakAramaMtranA smaraNapUrNAMka dehanA tyAga karI pahelA devalAkamAM deva thayA. devaleAkanI AyuSyasthiti pUrNa thatAM e deva vizALa vaibhavathI chalakAtA RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA saMsArI putra bharata cakravatI ne tyAM putra rUpe janma pAmyA. pitAnI riddhisiddhi cakravatInI hatI. eka divasa bharata mahArAjA prabhune vaMdana karavA gayA. temanI sAthe temanA putra marIci paNa sAthe hatA. prabhunI mIThI madhurI dezanA sAMbhaLatAM emane saMyamanI laganI lAgI. pitA bharata mahArAjAnI AjJA meLavIne saMsAranI domadoma Rddhine tyajI daI ne bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI. marIcie RSabhadeva

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zAradA zAmiNa ] [ 427 bhagavAnanA pagale cAlatA marIci muni cAritra dharmAMnI pagathAra para AgaLa vadhyA paNa eka evI pramAdanI paLa AvI gai ke muni meAhamAM mU'jhayA. garamInA divaseA hatA. khullA page cAlatAM kAMTA kAMkarA vAge te sahana na thayA. bhagavAnanA cAritra dharma chatranI chAyAmAM mAne nahi. pagamAM pagarakhA paheravAnI bhagavAnanI AjJA na hatI. saMyamI jIvanamAM jIvanabhara snAna karAya nahi. leAca hAthe karavA paDe A badhu' tene khUba kaThIna lAgyu. bhagavAnanA munidhama ne teA snAna sAthe sneha na hatA. vilepananI te vAta ja zI ! marIci muni A parisaha sAme Takkara jhIlI na zakayA. cAritrane AvatI karmonI phoja prabaLa banI ane munie nave veza sanmyA. dilamAM rahelI dAkSiNyatA ghara bhaNI pIchehaThavuM pagaluM bharavA sApha nA kahI rahI hatI tethI marIci munie tri'DI saMnyAsIne veza dhAraNa karyAM, mAthe zikhA rAkhI, hAthamAM daMDa ! bhagavA kapaDA ! chAyA mATe chatra ! khapa jaLathI snAna ane pagamAM pagarakhA rAkhyA. pramAdanI paLe marIci munine mUMjhavyA ane temaNe A rItanA naveA veza saye paNa emanI zraddhA majabUta hatI tethI te kahetA bhagavAnanA mAga sAcA che paNa huM AvuM kaThaNu sahana karI zakatA nathI tethI tridaDInA veza rAkhIne bhagavAnanI sAthe pharatA ane bhagavAna jyAM birAje tyAM te temanA sameAsaraNanI bahAra besatA. bhagavAnathI judA thayelA marIcinA navA veza joIne loko emane dhama pUchatA te teo kahetA ke sAcA sayama dhama bhagavAna RSabhadeva pAse che. te peAtAnI trIe kabUlatA. are! emanI AMkhamAM kayAreka AMsu paNa AvI jatA. aneka AtmAone sAcA dharma samajAvIne prabhunA zramaNa saMdhamAM meAkalatA. vihAra te bhagavAnanI sAthe karatA. AcArathI alaga thayelA muni haju vicArathI vegaLA thayA na hatA. kaMIka AtmAbene emaNe prabhunA saMyama mArga batAye. A pramANe keTalAya varSo vItyA. bhagavAna RSabhadeva vicaratA vicaratA vinItA nagarImAM padhAryAM. prabhunI padharAmaNIthI nagarInuM udyAna khIlI uyuM. bharata mahArAjA piravAra sAthe prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLavA AvyA. tI kara prabhunI vANI eTale jANe varasyA bAre meha! sAMbhaLyA ja karIe, uThavAnuM mana na thAya. bhagavAnanI dezanA pUrI thayA pachI bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne bharata mahArAjAe pUchyuM. huM mArA trilokInAtha bhagavAna! A samavasaraNamAM koI evA jIva che kharo ke jenA lalATe tIrtha'kara padmanA lekha lakhAyA hAya! bhagavAne marIci tarapha AMgaLI cIpIne kahyu ke he bharata ! A samavasaraNanI bahAra tArA putra marIcikumAra atyAre je tridaDInA vezamAM che te A cAvIsImAM carama tIrthakara mahAvIra svAmI nAme thaze. A sAMbhaLI bharata mahArAjAne khUba Anada thayA. prabhue pharIne kahyuM-bharata ! marIci mahAvIra thaze e pahelA vacce vacce ghaNI mahAna Rddhionu` e svAmItva pAmaze. peAtanapura nagaramAM tripRSTha nAmanA prathama vAsudeva thaze ane mahAvidehe kSetramAM mUkA nagarImAM cakravatI thavAnA lekha paNa marIcinA lalATe

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428 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi lakhAyelA che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne bharata mahArAjAnuM dila marIcimAM chupAyelA bhaviSyanA carama tIrthakara mahAvIrane vaMdana karavA mATe utsuka banyuM. teo bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne marIcinI pAse AvIne vaMdana karatA bolyA-he marIci! tame saMnyAsI che. tamAre veza bhagave che. tame bhAvimAM cakavatI ane vAsudeva thavAnA che eTale tamane vaMdana karato nathI paNa tame A grevIsamAM carama tIrthakara mahAvIra svAmI thavAnA che mATe huM tamane vaMdana karuM chuM. tripRSTha vAsudeva ane cakravatIpaNuM tamArA caraNamAM ALoTavAnuM che mATe vaMdana nathI karato, paNa mArI vaMdayuM to tamArAmAM chupAyelA mahAvIrane che! bharata mahArAjA te Ama kahIne ghera gayA. marIci bhAvinI kaddhinI kalpanA darzanane paNa pacAvI na zakayA. emanA haiyAmAM abhimAnanI AMdhI AvI. huM vAsudeva ! huM cakravatI ! huM tIrthakara ! marIci UbhuM thaI gaye. AnaMdathI capaTI vagADatA, harSane vyakta karatA nAcavA lAgyA ane bolyA-"mAghaDae vAsudevAnAm " vAsudemAM huM pahele vAsudeva thaIza. vitA me cakravartInA cakravartI emAM mArA pitA prathama cakravartI thayA. pitAno nAnAm tIrthakomAM mArA dAdA RSabhadeva pahelA tIrthakara thayA. mANo sattamaM kurum aho! mAruM kuLa kevuM uttama ! vaLI huM cakravata thaIza ane tIrthaMkara paNa thaIza. garvamAM AvIne nAcatA kudatA marIci bhAna bhUlya. kuLane mada karavAthI emaNe nIcatra nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. mAnakaSAya svAra thaI gaI. bAhubalInI kevI aghora sAdhanA hatI! pazupaMkhIoe mALA nAMkhyA. kevI jambara sAdhanA! chatAM mAnanA eka aMkure kevaLajJAna aTakAvI dIdhuM. bhagavAna RSabhadeva mekSamAM padhAryA. Aja sudhI tenI vicAradhArA ane zraddhA badalAyA na hatA paNa have eka ghaDI paLa evI AvI gaI ke eka divasa marIci bimAra paDe. ziSya te temanI pAse hatuM nahi. sevA kaNa kare? bhagavAnanA saMte te avatInI sevA kare nahi. atyAra sudhI sthira rahelI enI vicAra ta DagamagI uThI. temanA manamAM thayuM ke A munio kevA che? AMkhanI zarama paNa temaNe abharAIe caDhAvI dIdhI. meM keTalA kumArone pratibaMdhIne emanA saMghamAM mekalyA che. Aje huM bimAra paDyo chuM chatAM mArI sAme kaI najara paNa kare che? have kaI Ave to tene mAro ziSya banAve. eka vakhata kapila nAme mANasa marIci pAse AvyA. pahelAM te eNe rASabhadevanA saMghamAM dharma batAvyuM. temanI DagamagelI vicAra ta haju sAva bUjhAI gaI na hatI. kapile temane pUchayuM ke tame badhAne kaSabhadevanI pAse mokale che te zuM ApanI pAse dharma nathI? marIcinI AMkha AgaLa potAnI mAMdagI tAjI thaI tyAre munioe karelI bedarakArI taravarI uThI. kapilamAM ene ziSya thavAnI yogyatA dekhAI. patananI paLe sAvadhAnI gumAvI dIdhI. marIcie kahyuM-kapila! ahIM paNa dharma che ane tyAM paNa dharma che. nAnakaDA leze mithyAtvanA udayane jagADIne AtmAne aMdhakAramAM mUkI dIdhuM. dharma tyAM paNa che ne ahIM paNa che. ATaluM vacana bhagavAnanA mArgathI viparIta belyA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [429 te tyAM keTaleya saMsAra vadhArI dIdho ! jIvananI chellI paLa sudhI paNa marIcie A bhUlanuM prAyazcita karyuM nahi. RSabhadeva jevA dAdA maLyA! bharata jevA pitA maLyA ane anupama saMyama mAga maLI gaye chatAM marIcinuM udgha prayANa pAMcamA devaka AgaLa AvIne aTakI gayuM. temanI AcAra vicAranI jAta bujhAI gaI ane pApanI AlocanA na karI. marIcinA bhAvamAM thaI gayelI nAnI bhUlene guNAkAra thato gaye. marIcine have pachI keTalAya bhAmAM samyagudarzana na maLyuM ane jainadharma paNa na maLyo. devanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne te pAMcamA bhave kallAka saMnivezamAM 80 lAkha pUrvanA AyuSyavALA kauzika nAme brAhmaNa thayA. tyAM tridaMDI veza lIdhe. chaThThA bhAvamAM thaNa nagarImAM mukhya mitra nAme brAhmaNa thayA. tyAM tridaMDI veza lIdhe. sAtamA bhAvamAM saudharma devalokamAM madhyama sthitinA deva thayA. AThamA bhave agnidyota nAme brAhmaNa thayA. tyAM tridaMDI veza lIdhe. navamA bhave IzAna devalekamAM madhyama sthitinA deva thayA. dazamA bhave maMdara nAmanA saMnivezamAM agnidyota nAme brAhmaNa thayA. tyAM tridaMDI veza lIdhe. agIyAramAM bhave sanatakumAra devakamAM deva thayA. bAramA bhave vetAMbikA nagarImAM bhAradvAja nAme brAhmaNa thayA tyAM tridaMDI veza lIdhe. teramA bhave mAhedra devalekamAM deva thayA. caudamA bhavamAM rAjagRhI nagarImAM sthAvara vipra nAme brAhmaNa thayA. tyAM tridaMDI veza lIdhepaMdaramA bhave brahma devalekamAM deva thayA. marIcinA bhavamAM thayelI bhUlano guNAkAra eTale moTo Avyo ke marIcinA trIjA bhavathI sthAvara brAhmaNanA caudamA bhava sudhI e jIvane kramazaH brAhmaNa kuLamAM tridaMDI veza ane devaleka maLato rahyo. ATalA kALa sudhI jainadharmanuM sAdhupaNuM ane jainadharma keTale dUra paDI gaye. kuLamadanuM karma kaMIka kSINa thayuM. soLamA bhave rAjagRha nagaramAM vizvabhUti nAmanA rAjakumAra tarIke utpanna thayA. A bhavamAM jainadharmanI bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. amuka prasaMgo UbhA thatAM temaNe tyAM niyANuM karyuM ke mArA tapa saMyamanuM phaLa hoya te huM apUrva baLane svAmI banuM. tyAMthI kALa karIne sattaramA bhave sAtamA devaleke gayA. aDhAramA bhave pitanapuranA prajApati nAme rAjAnI prabhAvatI rANanI kukSIe tripRSNakumAra tarIke janma lIdhe. vAsudevanI mAtA sAta svapnA dekhe che te rIte prabhAvatI rANIe sAta svapnA joyA ane tripRSTha vAsudeva banyA. tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM zuM banyuM?eka vAra yuvAna siMha badhAne herAna parezAna khUba karato hate. kheDUtoe ghaNuM prayAso karyA hatA chatAM temAM te phAvyA nahi, chevaTe tripRSTha vAsudeve siMhanI sAme yuddhane paDakAra pheMko. siMha ekadama jAgI gayo. zastrane phagAvI daIne e siMha tarapha dhasyA. siMha sAbado banI gayo. tenA manamAM thayuM ke mAruM nAma paDe ne ke bhAgI jAya enA badale A vIrapurUSa to sAme Avyo. siMhe rADa pADI te vAsudeve sAmI rADa karI. he vanarAja baLano nirNaya kara hoya to tuM medAnamAM jhaMpalAva. A rIte rADo pADavAthI zuM vaLavAnuM che? A sAMbhaLI siMha

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430 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi cAra page kUdayA. tripRSThe paNa phALa bharI. vAsudeva ane si'hu vaccenA saMgrAma ajabanA hatA paNa A te vAsudevanu khaLa ! tenI AgaLa kANu jItI zake? tripRSThanA hAthamAM si'hanuM jaDabuM AvI gayu ane si'ne UbhA cIrI nAkhyA. sihanA manamAM asAsa thayA ke zuM huM eka sAmAnya mAnavIthI marAyA ? tene mRtyunA duHkha karatAM A meTA AdhAta hatA. rathanA sArathIe kahyuM ke siMha ! tuM jo vananA rAjA che te A tribhRkumAra traNa khaMDanA rAjA che. tu kheda na kara. tuM te mahAna bhaDavIranA hAthe marAyA che paNa jevA tevAne hAthe marAyA nathI. gheADI vAramAM teA sa`huM prANa cheDI dIdhA. tripRSTha vAsudeva marIne sAtamI narake gayA. vIsamA bhave siMha thayA. ekavIsamA have ceAthI narakamAM gayA. bAvIsamA bhave vimala nAme rAjA thayA. trevIsamA bhave mahAvideha kSetramAM mUkA nagarImAM priyamitra nAme cakravatI banyA. tyAM cakravatInA cha khaMDa sAdhyA pachu chevaTe cakravatI'nA e mahAna sukhAne cheDI dIdhA. saMyamanA sukhA AgaLa cakravatI'nA sukhA sAva tuccha lAgyA. jyAre dharma ragaragamAM vasI jAya che tyAre cakravatI jevA sukheA cheDavAmAM paNa lezamAtra raja nathI thatA. saMyamanI ArAdhanA karIne teo cAvIsamA bhave sAtamA devalAke gayA. paccIsamA bhave nada nAme rAjakumAra thayA. e bhavamAM temaNe sayama laIne 11 lAkha 80 hajAra mAsakhamaNa karyAM ane aMtaramAM evu`. joradAra AMdolana upADayu ke " jo muja zakti hAthe aisI te savi jIva karu` zAsanarasI' A bhAva kA uchALA para uchALA mArI rahI hatI. A bhAvanA nadamunie evI joradAra bhAvI ke e bhAvanA bhavanAzinI banIne tItha kara patra apAvanArI banI. e bhavamAM bhagavAnanA AtmAe 20 khelanuM ArAdhana karI tIrthaMkara nAmakarma upArjana karyuM. samAdhi maraNe marIne dazamA prANata devalAkamAM puSpAntarAvata...saka nAmanA vimAnamAM deva tarIke utpanna thayA. devabhavanA virATa AyuSya kALa pUrNa thayA. tItha karapaNAnI Rddhi have bAraNe UbhI hatI. marIcinA bhavamAM kareleA kuLamada ane enAthI khaMdhAyelA nIcageAtra kama'nuM khAtuMka rAjAnA cApaDe haju cAkakhu thayuM na hatu. bhAgavI bhagavIne prAyaH kSINu thayelA A karmAe pAche pIche pakaDayA ane te prabhunA jIva mAhaNakuMDa gAmamAM RSabhadatta brAhmaNane ghera devAna dAnI kukSImAM AvIne utpanna thayA. devAnaMdAe cauda svapnA joyA pachI patine vAta karI. RSabhadatta brAhmaNe kahyuM-devI ! tuM mahA bhAgyavAna ane ra.hApuNyavAna che. tame tItha 'kara prabhunI mAtA banaze. A sAMbhaLatA kaI mAtAne AnaMda na thAya ? te premathI, AnaMdathI garbhanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA paNa emane kayAM khabara che ke mAro AnaMda kayAM sudhI TakavAneA che? bhagavAna 8ra rAtrI devAnaMdAnA garbhamAM rahyA. tIrthaMkara jevA tI``kara eka brAhmaNa jAtimAM avatare ? kudaratanA kAnUnane A mAnya na. hatuM. karAjAnI sAme paDavA jANe eNe indrarAjanI madada yAcI. Indranu

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [431 siMhAsana DolAyamAna thayuM. emaNe avadhijJAnanA ajavALAmAM joyuM te na banavAnuM banI rahyuM che. emaNe manamAM Azcarya anubhavyuM ke zuM tIrthakara brAhmaNakuLamAM janme ? nA. evuM to na ja bane. hariNagameSa deva hAjara thayo. karmanI pAse anyAya nathI temaja anukaMpA paNa nathI. marIcinA bhavamAM upArja luM karma chelA bhavamAM udayamAM AvyuM. traNa anupama jJAnanI sAthe bhagavAna A devAnaMdAnI kuMkhe AvyA. tIrthakara bhagavAna bhikSuka kuLamAM kayAre paNa upana na thAya ane thayA e eka accheruM banyuM che. zakrendra hariNagamaNI devane kahyuM-devAnaMdA mAtAnI kuMkhamAMthI tIrthakara bhagavAnane trizalA rANInI kukSImAM mUko. hariyugameSI deve devAnaMdAne avasvAhinI nidrA mUkIne tenA garbhanuM sAhAraNuM karIne bhagavAnane trizalArANInA garbhamAM mUkyA ane trizalAnA garbhane devAnaMdAnA garbhamAM mUko. pUrva janmamAM devAnaMdAe trizalAno ghareNane Dabbe corI lIdhuM hatuM. te karma atyAre udayamAM AvyuM ane ratnanA Daba karatA adhika kiMmatI tIrthaMkara prabhune garbha cerAI gaye. devAnaMdAnA mukhamAMthI svakhA nIkaLIne javA lAgyA. A joIne devAnaMdA raDavA lAgI. - deve AvI garbha haryo ne badale kanyA dIdhI duHkhanA UMDA sAgare hAtha jhaboLI dIdhI kamaLa enuM kALajuM karAyuM (2) svapna bhayaMkara AvyuM emAM sukhanuM svapna bhUlANuM, enuM nAjuka haiyuM naMdavANuM (2) eka devAnaMdA devAnaMdAnuM nAjuka haiyuM naMdavANuM. A bAju trizalA rANIe eka pachI eka cauda svapnA joyA. trizalAdevI jAgRta banyA. savAra paDatAM trizalA rANI siddhArtha rAjA pAse AvyA ne svapnAnI vAta karI. rAjAe trizalA rANIne kahyuM-tame mahAbhAgyavAna cho, puNyavAna cho. tamArA svapnanA phaLa rUpe tamArI kukSIe tIrthaMkara prabhu janmaze. siddhArtha rAjAe svapna pAThakone lAvIne svapnanuM phaLa pUchayuM. temaNe kahyu-mahArAjA! Apane tyAM traNa jagatanA uddhAraka tIrthaMkara prabhune janma thaze. A sAMbhaLatA saunA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. rAjAe paMDitane khUba dAna ApIne vidAya karyA. rAjAne tyAM helanagArA ne zaraNAIo vAgavA lAgI. rAjAe khUba dAna devA mAMDayuM. trizalAmAtAne paNa sArI sArI bhAvanAo thavA lAgI. prabhue garbhamAMthI mAtAnI dayA karI che. prabhue mAtAnI kuzalatA mATe halanacalana baMdha karyuM paNa enI asara ulaTI thaI trizalA mAtA raDavA lAgyA. DholanagArA baMdha thayA. prabhue jJAnathI joyuM ne halanacalana zarU karyuM. prabhue jJAna dvArA joyuM ke mAruM AyuSya keTaluM che ne mAtApitAnuM AyuSya keTaluM che? tyAM emaNe saMkalpa karyo ke mAtApitAnI hayAtImAM mAre dIkSA levI nahi. A rIte barAbara savA nava mAsa pUrNa thatAM caitra suda terasanI madhyarAtre sArA nakSatra ane zubha yege ApaNA zAsananA nAyaka jhaLahaLatA tejasvI sitArA, zAsananA ziratAja evA prabhu mahAvIra svAmIne janma tha.... . . . . . . . .

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432 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi prabhunA janmathI traNe lekamAM prakAza prakAza patharAI gaye. narakamAM rahelA nArakIoe zAMtino anubhava karyo. cesaTha Indro ane 56 dikumArIe badhA bhagavAnane janma mahotsava ujavavA AvyA. siddhArtha rAjAe paNa sArI rIte bhagavAnane janma mahotsava khUba bhavya rIte ujavyuM ane temanuM guNa niSpanna nAma vardhamAnakumAra rAkhyuM. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne ApaNe eka varSamAM samuhamAM traNa vAra A rIte yAda karIe chIe. caitra suda terase temanI janmajayaMtI ujavIe chIe. Aje bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA janmanuM vAMcana thAya che ane divALIne divase bhagavAnane nirvANa divasa ujavIe chIe. jamyA pachI bhagavAna kevuM jIvana jIvyA, kevA bhagIratha kAryo karyA e badhuM kahevA besuM to ghaNe samaya joIe. TUMkamAM bhagavAna 30 varSanI uMmare pravajyanA paMthe virATa sAdhanAnA svAmI banyA. saMyama laIne mahAsAdhanAnA purUSArtha vaDe kSamAnA hathiyAra laIne ghAtI karmone palAyana karyA, ane kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzanane dIpa pragaTAvyA. AtmAnA asaMkhya pradeze pradeza citanya rozanI pragaTI cUkI. sarva pradeza anaMta jJAna nidhAna pragaTayAne TaMkArava thaye. kevaLajJAna thayA pachI prabhue temanA mukhethI amRta vANIne dhadha vahAvya. bhagavAne pAMca kAMti karI. (1) hiMsAvAda sAme ahiMsAvAda ubho karyo (2) leke Izvara para nirbhara rahetA hatA, Izvarane sukha duHkhanA kartA mAnatA hatA tenI sAme karmavAdanI sthApanA karI. (3) parigrahavAda sAme aparigrahavAdanI sthApanA karI. (4) ekAMtavAdathI virUdha anekAMtavAdanI sthApanA karI. (5) jAtivAda arthAta brAhmaNe samaje ke ame UMcA chIe ane zudra nIca che tenI sAme bhagavAne kahyuM ke janmathI keI brAhmaNa ke vaizya nathI paNa karmathI brAhmaNa ane karmathI zudra che. spezyavAda sAme aspRzyavAdanI sthApanA karI bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM kaI jAtibheda nathI. bhagavAne kSatriya, brAhmaNa, vaizya, kSudra badhAne apanAvyA che. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM badhAe dIkSA lIdhI che. bhagavAna mahAvIre Apele ahiMsAne upadeza, satya ane zAMtino saMdeza ane maitrIbhAvane paramamaMtra Aje aneka AtmAonA jIvanamAM prakAza pAtharI rahyo che. temanA jIvanamAM te anaMta guNa rahelA che. ApaNe temanAmAMthI preraNA laI, temanA cIdhelA rAhe cAlIne ApaNuM jIvana ujajavaLa banAvIe. samaya thaI gayo che vadhu bhAva avasare. keTi keTi vaMdana hai zAsana ziratAja zAsanapati prabhu mahAvIrane. dvi zrAvaNa suda 3ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 47 : tA. 18-8-85 viSaya : "karmanI karAmata " sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! jJAnI bhagavaMte maMgalakArI, karmanI bhekhaDe teDAvanAra, AtmAnI ArAdhanA, upAsanA karAvanAra parvAdhirAja paryuSaNa parvanI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [433 mahattA samajAvI. jyAre vibhAva jaze ane AtmA svabhAvamAM Avaze tyAre A parvanI oLakhANa thaze. Aje paryuSaNa parvano chaThTho divasa AvI gayo. AjathI trIje divase mahAna saMvatsarI parva Avaze. bAre mahinAmAM keTalI ArAdhanA karI tenuM saravaiyuM kADhavAne divasa tenuM nAma saMvatsarI. tame vepAra dhaMdhA kare to temAM saravaiyuM kADhe che tema saMvatsarInA divase AtmAnA vahepAranuM saravaiyuM kADhavAnuM che. meM naphe keTale meLavyuM? mArA AtmAmAM meM guNe keTalA keLavyA che? ane karmanI Avaka vadhArI che ke ghaTADI che ? Ajane ApaNA vyAkhyAnano viSaya che "karmanI karAmata'. Aje ApaNe e samajavuM che ke AtmA caugatimAM kema bhaTakI rahyo che? AtmAne kaNuM ramADI jAya che? badhAmAM sauthI baLavAna keI hoya te karma che. A karmarAjAe evI karAmata karI che ke mAnavI temAMthI chaTakI zakato nathI. coryAzI lAkha chavAyonimAMthI eka paNa jIva e nathI ke je karmanI mAyAjALamAM phasAyo na hoya ! je enI jALamAM phasAyA che e saMsAramAM rahyA che. je karmanI mAyAjALamAMthI chUTI gayA e saMsAramAMthI sarvathA chUTI gayA che. mAnavajanma e AdhyAtmika amIrInuM eka navaluM najarANuM che. puNyane khUba paiso bhego thayA pachI ApaNane mAnava janma maLe che eTale AdhyAtmika daSTie mAnava zrImaMta che. jIvane mAnavatAnI zrImaMtAI to maLI paNa A zrImaMtAInA sonAmAM zAhukArInI sugaMdha meLavavI hoya to sauthI prathama deNuM cUkate karIne copaDA cikhA karI levA joIe ane leNAne udAratAthI mApha karI devuM joIe. sAce zAhukAra pahelA deNuM cUkavavAnI vAtane vadhu mahattva Ape pachI e leNuM ugharAvavAnI pahela kare che te enI zAhukArI zebhe che. ethI AgaLa vadhIne zAhukArIne vadhu zebhAvavA e leNuM mApha karI de che. A ja vAta AdhyAtmika jagatamAM samajavAnI che. mAnava majhAthI ahI sukha bhogave che, to karmarAjanA paDe enA udhAra khAtAmAM duHkha jamA thAya che ane mAnavI hasatA mukhe AnaMdathI duHkha sahana kare che te karmarAjanA copaDe enA jamA khAte sukhanuM khAtuM sadadhara bane che. eTale duHkha ApaNuM deNuM che ane sukha ApaNuM leNuM che. A bhavacakramAM bhaTakatA ApaNA AtmAe duHkhane to ghaNI vAra sahana karyuM che paNa hasatA mukhe harSa sAthe duHkhane sahI levAnI samajaNa mAnavAmAM che. AdhyAtmika amIrIthI zrImaMta gaNutA mAnavanA aMtaranA copaDAmAM jamA udhAranA be khAtA che. jamA khAte sukha che eTale karmarAja pAsethI leNu rUpe vasula karavAnA che ane udhAra khAte duHkha che je eNe karmarAjane dUdhe dhoIne cUkavavAnA che. have pahelA zuM karavA jevuM che? devAnI cUkavaNI ke leNAnI vasulAta? mANasa pahelA leNAnI vasulAta karavA karatAM devAnI cUkavaNI karI de te pitAnI AdhyAtmika zrImaMtAI para 28

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434] [ zAradA ziremaNi cAra cAMDha camakAvI zake che. karmanuM deNuM cUkavavAmAM to jarA paNa vilaMba karavA jevo nathI kAraNa ke enuM vyAja te paThANI che. A rIte ApaNe deNuM cUkavI daIe eTalethI kAma patI jatuM nathI. copaDA cekhA karIne karmarAjA sAthe cheDe je phADI nAMkha hoya to enA leNuMne mApha karI devuM jarUrI che. je enuM leNuM mApha na karIe ane sukhAne jatA na karIe eTale ke bhegavIe te e sukha bhogavatA kaSAya thAya. rAgadveSa thAya te karmarAjAnuM karaja thavAnI zakayatA UbhI rahe che. karmarAjane e copaDe pAche udhAranA khAte batAve che. eTale pAchuM deNuM zarU thaI jAya che, mATe copaDA cekha karIne zAhukArInI zAna vadhu vadhAravI hoya to deNuM cUkavI do ane leNAne saharSa mApha karI do. jJAnI samajAve che "deNanI cUkavaNI eTale saharSa duHkhAnubhUti ane leNAnI mAMDavALa eTale sukhane saharSa salAmI." A rIte duHkhane apAte AvakAra ane sukha pratyene tiraskAra karmarAjanI pakaDamAMthI chaTakavAne upAya che. cepaDo pUre cokhkho na thaI jAya tyAM sudhI jaMpIne besavA jevuM nathI kAraNa ke kamarAjanA kAyadA sadA mATe sAbadA che. enA deNAmAMthI chUTIne je leNuM vasula kare ane pachI mastIthI sukha bhogave te e pAcho devAdAra banI jAya che, mATe devAmAMthI mukta thayA pachI pharI pAchA devAdAra na banavuM hoya te karmanA leNAne udAratAthI jatuM karyA sivAya chUTake nathI. A karmarAja khUba karatAthI bharela melI mutsaddIthI pitAne vahIvaTa calAve che. karmanI cAlabAjI bhayaMkara kuTIla che. jagatanA jIne herAna parezAna karavA cAlabAjIthI potAne tAbe rAkhyA che. karmarAjAe evI mAyAjALa pAtharI che ke tenI bhayaMkaratAne samajavI khUba muzkela che. vIra bhagavAnanA zAsanane pAmele AtmA A karmanI bhayaMkaratAne samajI zake che. A bichAvelI jALane pakaDavAnuM DhIlApocA azakta mANasanuM kAma nathI. pachI e jALane teDI pheDIne nAza karavAnuM gaju te hoya ja kayAMthI? karmarAjAe jIvane tenI phasAmamAM kevI rIte nAMkhyA ? eNe cAlabAjI kevI karI che ? te samajavA mATe ApaNe viSaya che "kamanI karAmata. " karmanI karAmata alaukika che. karmanI karAmata te aneka che paNa temAMthI cAra karAmata mukhya che. karAmata eTale oiMziyArI, caturAI. karmanI pahelI karAmata e che ke saMsAramAM vivekavALA samajaNavALA keI paNa jIvane kAyama mATe duHkha nathI ApyuM " jIve adhama pApakRtya karyA hoya hiMsAnA tAMDe rahyA hoya, kurA karmo karyA hoya tevA ane karmarAjAe sAtamI narakamAM mokalyA. sAtamAMthI kadAca bIjI game te naraka haya, sAtamI narakanI jaghanya sthiti 22 sAgaropamanI ane utkRSTa 33 sAgaropamanI. jyAM sUrya caMdra nathI, TyubalAITo nathI, ahIM gIca jaMgalamAM je aMdhakAra heya, amAsanI rAtane ghanaghora aMdhakAra hoya A badhA karatAM aMdhakAra bhayaMkara aMdhakAra sAtamI narakamAM hoya ke jenuM varNana karavuM azakya che. te aMdhakAra

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zAradA zimaNi ] [435 AgaLa ahIno aMdhakAra to kAMI nathI. e aMdhakAra nArakInA jIvone trAsarUpa bane che. arasaparasa badhA nArakIo bhayaMkara duHkha bhogave che. AvI rIbAmaNamAM 33 sAgaropamano kALa vItAvavAne. 33 sAgaropama e kAMI nA sUno kALa nathI paNa jaMgI kALa che. mAnI le ke tamArI so varSanI jiMdagImAM eka dazaka duHkhane AvI jAya. vepAra dhaMdhAmAM kheTa Ave te eTale sudhI khoTa AvI jAya ke aThavADiyAnuM rezanIMga lAvavuM bhAre paDI jAya, chokarAone bhaNAvavA bhAre paDe, khAvApIvAnA sAMsA paDI jAya. tyAre jIvane keTale trAsa trAsa thaI jAya. zuM karuM ? kyAM javuM ? ema manamAM thayA kare. ATalA divasamAM je ApaNane trAsa thaI jAya te sAtamI narakanA 33 sAgara sudhI duHkha kevI rIte bhegavyA haze ! evA duHkho paNa jIve bhagavyA che. karmarAjAe jIvane sAtamI narakamAM dhakelyo paNa sAthe karAmata kevI kare che ? jIvane tyAM kAyama mATe rAkhI na mUka paNa tyAMthI upADIne sIdhe mUkayo tiryaMca gatimAM. manuSyamAM kema na mUkyuM ? sAtamI narakane nIkaLela chava tiryaMca thAya, te manuSya thata nathI. tiryaMca gatimAM dhakelyo eTaluM te nahi paNa te gatimAM gayA pachI naraka gatimAM jIve kevI raurava vedanA bhegavI, kevA duHkha veThayA, kevA bhayaMkara trAsa veThayA, e badhuM jIvane bhUlavADI dIdhuM. duHkhanI AchI pAtaLI sI rekhA paNa yAda na Ave. karmarAjAe bha te palaTAvI nAMkhyA paNuM sAthe sAthe te bhenI vismRti evI karAvI dIdhI ke pelA che narakanA duHkhomAMthI kAyamane mATe mukta thavAnA prayatna na karI zake. tiryaMcanA bhAvamAM sAtamI narakamAM je duHkho veThayA che tenI jarAsI yAda AvatI hatI te e AtmA jarUra e pApathI pAcho pharI gayo hota paNuM kameM jIvane e badhuM bhUlavADI dIdhuM. tene narakanI rau va vedanA, trAsa, mArakUTa, chedana bhedana badhuM tene najara sAme dekhAya to narakamAM laI jAya evA pApa jIva game tyAre game te sthitimAM paNa na Acare, paNa e pApa dekhAtA nathI ke yAda AvatA nathI mATe pharI vAra narakamAM javA egya karmo jIva kare che ane narakamAM phekAI jAya che. cAra gatimAM jIvane cakakaranI mAphaka pheravavA ane pAMcamI gatimAM javA na devA ane tenA paMjAmAMthI nahi chaTakavA devA mATe jIvane badhuM bhUlavADI de che. jyAM jIvene samajaNu nathI, jJAna nathI, viveka nathI evA pAMca sthAvaramAM jIva gaye, nigodamAM gayo jayAM jIvone akSaranA anaMtamA bhAge jJAna ughADuM che akSara eTale bArAkhaDIne ka-kha-ga nahi paNa a+kSara eTale kayAre paNa kSaya na thAya tevuM kevaLajJAna. tene anaMtamo bhAga jJAna khulluM che. naraka karatAM nigodamAM duHkha vadhAre che. eka zvAsocchavAsa jeTalA samayamAM jIva 17aa bhava kare che ane eka aMtaHmurhatamAM utkRSTa 65,536 bhava kare che eTale eTalI vAra janme che ane eTalI vAra mare che. A jIvanI kevI karUNatA! karmarAjAe A jIvone anaMta kALanA duHkhe ApyA. narakanA ane nigedanA duHkhenI sarakhAmaNI karIe te amuka bAbatamAM nigadanuM duHkha

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436 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi vadhI jAya che. (1) nArakImAM chava vadhumAM vadhu rahe to sAtamI narake 33 sAgarepama sudhI (asaMkhyAta kALa), jyAre nigodamAM jIva anaMtakALa sudhI rahe che. (2) narakamAM zarIra alaga alaga hoya che tyAM saMkaDAza nathI jyAre nigodamAM eka zarIramAM anaMtA che che eTale tyAM bahu saMkaDAza hoya che. (3) nArakIne pAMca Indriya hoya che ane nigadane eka raparzendriya hoya che. (4) nArakI saMjJI che tene mana hoya che jyAre nigoda asaMzI che. tene mana hotuM nathI. (5) nArakInA cha samakti paNa hoI zake. tyAM samakti pAmavAnA saMyogo paNa che jyAre nigodanA ja ekAMta mithyAtvI hoya che. samakti prApta thavAnA keI saMyeAge tyAM nathI. (6) narakanA jIne deva madada kare che, nigodanA Ine madada karanArA koI nathI. karmarAjAnI dRramAM kura makarIne anubhava e nigodamAM thAya che. AvA nigodamAM anaMta kALa rAkhyA. - ekendriyamAM paNa e jIvanI kevI ribAmaNa karI che ? pRthvIkAyamAM game te kayAreka paththarathI marAyA te kayAreka AgathI banyA, kayAreka vAyue mAryA to kayAreka jalada pANIne khatama karyA. kerI tarIke jagyA to nIcevAyA, bAvaLIyA tarIke janmyA te dAtaraDAthI kapAyA, lIlerI zAka tarIke janmyA te charIthI kapAyA, mosaMbI tarIke jamyA te saMcAthI pIlAyA, sapharajana thayA to caputhI kapAyA. A rIte pRthvI, pANI, tela, vAu, vanaspatimAM asaMkhyAtA kALa sudhI rAkhyA pachI jIva beIdriya, teIndriya, caurendriyamAM gaye. maMkoDA mAMkaDa thayA te tamArA gAdalA nIce cagadAIne marI gayA. maMkoDe tamArA paga para ceTa. te marI na jAya te rIte ukhADavA prayatno karyA chatAM na ukhaDe te tame ene lehI pIvA do kharA? tamArA jAnanA bhege ene bacAve kharA ? ApaNe kumArapALa rAjA jevA nathI. temane page ma keDe caDha. kaI rIte na ukhaDa te AjubAjunI cAmaDI kApI nAMkhI. cAmaDI sahita maMkaDAne sAcavIne bheMya mUkI dIdho. AnuM nAma dharma samajayA kahevAya. maMkeDo banyo te AvI rIte maryo. kyAMya gALanA ravA nIce cagadAI gaye. tiryaMca paMcendriyamAM gaye te tyAM keTalA phaTakA khAdhA ! bUDanA avatAramAM gayA te kAdava kIcaDamAM ALoTayA ane viSTAe khAdhI. kasAIbAnAmAM gaye te tyAM zeko, kapAyo. kabUtara bane te bilADInA mukhamAM cavAI gaye. bilADI banyA te varUoe phADI khAdhA, ziyALa banyA te vAdhasiMhanA jaDabAmAM cavAI gayA. baLada banyA te AraDInA mAra khAdhA. A rIte tiryaMca gatimAM jIve keTalA duHkha veThayA? "kevA kevA julma veThayA, janAvara banIne, eka re jANe che mAre AtmA (2) bIja aLakhAmaNe ne lAkaDInA mAra khAtA, vahetI'tI AzuMDAnI dhAra AMkhamAM tiryaMca gatimAM karmoe jIvane kevA rIbAvyA ! chatAM bIjA bhavamAM jAya tyAre

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 437 lAge ke devagati duHkhAnuM jarA paNu smaraNa thatu nathI. tyAMthI devagatimAM gayA. tamane eTale sukhanI gati. Apa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke deva marIne deva na thAya ane deva marIne nArakI na thAya te rIte nArakI marIne nArakI na thAya ane nArakI marIne deva na thAya. nArakI ane deva ba Mnene trioNlAkamAM Avavu. paDe. temane A sTezana te levuM paDe. devA asaMtaSa ane IrSyAnI AgamAM zekAi rahyA che. maLyuM che temAM sa MtASa nathI ane nathI maLyuM te meLavavAnI jhaMkhanAnA pAra nathI. devagatimAMthI kame manuSya gatimAM mUkayeA. manuSyamAM kaI laMgaDA thayA, koI AMdhaLA, baherA, khAkhaDA thayA; A badhuM kayA kathI maLyuM. huM ATalI mahenata majUrI karuM chuM chatAM mane paisA kema nathI maLatA ? huM garIba kema rahuM chuM ? kaMIka bicArA khaTakuM roTalA mATe ghera ghera bhIkha mAMge che. A badhuM zAthI ane che ? jo tene bhUtakALamAM karelA karmInI yAda Ave ke meM AvA karyAM karyA mATe huM laMgaDo, AMdhaLA, garIba thayA teA pharI vAra jIva e kAM na kare. karmonI e karAmata che ke mArA paMjAmAMthI zikAra chUTI jaze teA? tethI eNe gata janmanI badhI vAta bhUlavADI dIdhI. A kae AtmAnI khAnAkharAbI karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. A kanI karAmata kayAM sudhI ? yAM sudhI jIva devAdhideva bhagavAnanA zaraNe gayA nathI, jaina dharmanI zraddhA thaI nathI, tapa japa karyAM nathI tyAM sudhI karyAM enA para trATakavAnA paNa bhagavAnanA zaraNe gayeA, jIvanamAM dharma AnyA pachI e AtmA karyAM sAme trATakaze. ka rAjAnI A pahelI karAmata ke koI sthAnamAM te jIvane kAyama rAkhatA nathI ane tenA pachInA bhavamAM pote bhAgavelA duH khAne sAva bhUlavADI de che. (2) " karmInI bIjI karAmata e che ke kaeNme A jagatanA jIvAne duHkha te ApyuM paNa sAthe karAmata e karI ke e duHkhAnI vacce evu' alpa sukha ApyuM ke jIvA e duHkhane bhUlI jAya paNa sukhane e na bhUle. jema ke manuSya bhavamAM janma thayA paNa janma thatAMnI sAthe rAgI thayA athavA janmathI roga laine Avye paNa te zrImaMtane ghera janmyA eTale mAne ke bhale rogI chuM paNu paisA to che ne ? kame koI ne bhikhArI banAvyA paNa sAthe tene kaMThakaLA evI suMdara ApI ke te evu' madhura gAya ke leAkeA sAMbhaLyA kare, tethI te manathI mAne ke bhale huM bhikhArI chuM. paNa mane ka' tA sarasa maLyA che ne ? koi mANasane kame` kubaDo anAnyeA, dekhAvamAM jarAya zeAlatA nathI chatAM tene buddhi ApI eTale e saMtoSa anubhave ke bhale kumaDA chuM paNa mane buddhi tA maLI che ne! aSTAvakrajInA AThe aMga bAMkA hatA chatAM jJAna keTalu hatuM ? koine kame` kadarUpo banAvyeA chatAM kAma kraravAnI kaLA adbhuta ApI. koIne rahevA mATe sAva jhUpaDuM ApyuM paNa sAthe hAthamAM tAkAta joradAra ApI eTale mAne ke bhale mane jhUMpaDu maLyu' paNa mArA khAvaDAmAM raLavAnI tAkAta che te zaktithI kAle huM kamAiza ane UMcA AvIza. A rIte duHkhamAM paNa sukhanA chAMTo mUkayA eTale e duHkhane bhUlI jAya. A rIte sukhanI cinagArImAM jIva phasAI

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438] [ zAradA ziremaNi jAya pachI bahAra nIkaLI zaktA nathI. karmanI A cAlabAjIne cha pakaDI zakatA nathI. jema kutaruM baTakuM roTalAnI lAlacathI jAya che, tyAM tene DaMDAnA mAra paDe che paNa je roTalAno TukaDo maLI jAya te e mArane bhUlI jAya che tema A saMsAramAM je paNa kame phe kelA alpa sukhanA roTalAnA TukaDAne joIne lAkaDInA mAra jevA duHkhane bhUlI jAya che, tethI karmonA vijaya DaMko vAge che. (3) "karmanI trIjI karAmata e che ke saMsAranA keI paNa jIvane kayAMya karIne besavA detA nathI.' karmarAjA jIne keIpaNa sthAnamAM sthira rAkhatA nathI. siddha gatinA AgaLa tenI karAmata cAlatI nathI. bAkI karmajIvane cAra gatimAM pheravyA kare che paNa koI sthAne sthira rahevA detA nathI. bhagavAna sUyagaDAyaMtra sUtramAM bolyA che ke ThANI vivihaThANANi, caissaMti Na saMsao / Liya? kayuM vAre, nAthaur gii diva a. 8 gAthA 12 devalokanA Indro tathA sAmAnika deve Adi ucca sthAnavALA tathA manuSyomAM cakavatI tathA baLadeva, vAsudeva, mahAmAMDalika rAjA Adi uccapada para rahelA, bhegabhUmimAM rahelA yugale tathA sAdhAraNa manuSya, tiya vagerene potapotAnA sthAna eka divasa cheDavA paDe che eTale mRtyu pAmI parakamAM javuM paDe che temAM leza mAtra saMzaya nathI, temaja sAMsArika sukho tathA svajanene sahavAsa paNa anitya che. karmanI trIjI karAmata e che ke cAhe anuttara vimAnanA deva hoya ke sAtamI narakanA nArakI haya, nigedanI anaMtakALanI keTalI hoya ke pachI vikasendriyanA bhava hoya, ekendriya hoya ke paMcendriya hAya, keI paNa jIvane kayAMya sthira besavA detA nathI. darekane pitAnA sthAna choDAve chUTako kare che. pariNAme jIva bIjI gatimAM jAya pachI pitAnuM jIvana nibhAvavA navesarathI badhI mahenata karavI paDe che. zubha kameM te bhavamAM tene saMsAranA alpa sukhe ApyA tA azubha karma sajelI ghora bhayaMkara nAlezIne e bhUlI jAya che. (4) kamanI cothI karAmata e che ke jeNe tenuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM tene kAyama mATe dabAyelA rAkhyA ane tenI sAme mAthuM ucakanArAne kAyama mATe mukta karI dIdhA. cAra gatimAMthI keIpaNu gatinA chae je karmarAjAnuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM, ene AdhIna rahyA che jene karmoe kAyama mATe dabAyelA rAkhyA che ane je jIe tenuM zaraNa svIkAryuM nahi, tene tAbe thayA nahi ane tenI sAme mAthuM UMcuM karyuM te badhA tenA paMjAmAMthI sadAne mATe mukta banI gayA. A che karmanI cothI karAmata. karmanI karAmatamAMthI chUTavuM kaThIna che. kaI re ukele AMTI..jenI paDe na pAI rAtI he.. evI re mATI jevI caDe re cAkaDe, mATI kAM maTI jAtI ke re

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 439 sahunI sarajAta karma cAkaDe. nAMkhI geLa sarajAtI keI bane rAya, ke bane raMka, keI chuta achutanI jAtI he.nAma-kAmane gAmane vArI ne, sahunI surata raMgAtI kaI re mahApurUSe kahe che ke badhI AMTIo ukelI zakAya che paNa kamanI AMTIe ukelavI muzkela che. karmarAjA leNuM ApI jAya ane sukhane lAta mArIne pheMkI daIe to enA pAsA pobAra na paDI zake. e sukhamAM je lapaTAI gayA to enA devAdAra banavuM paDe. A karmoe atyAra sudhI jIvanI khAnAkharAbI karI che. anAdi anaMta kALathI A saMsAranI durgatirUpI zerIomAM jIvane rakhaDAvyA che ane aneka duHkha ApyA che paNa have tenA nAza thavAnA divase bharAI gayA che. kayA divaso vIra prabhunuM virATa zAsana ane satya mArga samajAvanArA vItarAgI saMte maLI gayA che temanA zaraNe jaIne karmone nAza kare chUTake. bhale, atyAre sAgara jeTalA duHkhamAM sukhanuM eka TIpuM ApIne duHkha tarapha daSTi karavA dIdhI nathI paNa have A zAsanane pAmIne daSTi badalavAnI che. mahApurUSoe e karmasattAne mULamAMthI ukhADavA je parAkrama karyA che tevA parAkrama karIne karma sattA sAme mAthuM uMcakIne tene nAza kare che. are ! carama zarIrI mokSagAmI ne temaja bIjA mahApurUSone paNa herAna karavA mATe karma sattAe prayatna karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karI nathI. sanata kumAra cakravatIne kameM rUpa te adbhuta ApyuM ke jenA rUpanI prazaMsA devalokamAM thaI paNa karma sAthe e karAmata karI ke AvI suMdara kAyAmAM mahAbhayaMkara seLa roga pedA karI dIdhA, paNa sanatakumAra cakrI karmanI karAmatamAM phasAyA nahi. e rogo thatAM cakravatI zarIranI anityatA samajAtA temane AtmA jAgI UThayo. temaNe vicAra karyo ke A karma sattAe tenA paMjAmAM phasAvavA mArI sAme jALa phekI che paNa huM tenA paMjAmAM phasAuM te nathI. tamane gaLAmAM sAmAnya dukhyuM. DaoNkaTarane batAvyuM ne DokaTare kahyuM Apa TATAmAM batAve te tamArA paga bhAMgI jAya. ahIM to cakravatIne soLa meTA rogo thayA: kame barAbara jALa pheMkI paNa he karma sattA! huM tArI pakaDamAM AvuM evuM nathI. e jALane phagAvIne temaNe sAdhupaNuM laI lIdhuM ane 700 varSo sudhI mAsakhamaNune pAraNe mAsamaNa karI karmanA devA cUkavavA mAMDayA. karmarAjAnA kALaje phALa paDI zuM have AnuM khAtuM khatama thaI jaze sanatkumArane roga maTADavA dene vaidanA rUpa laIne nIce utaravuM paDayuM. tame devane prasanna karavA keTalI mALA gaNe. je eka vAra deva prasanna thaI jAya ne mane kahe tAruM ghara abhare bharAze eTale basa. zuM jInI bhikhArIvRtti! tRSNane taraMga ane senAne raMga ? tamArA jevo eka vANiyo hato. tene paisAnI bhUkha maTatI na hatI. te bhUkha maTADavA saMta pAse jAya. saMte samajI jAya

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440 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi ke A asaMtASanA regI AvyA che. sAcA saMta tA kayAre paNa AvI vAta sAMbhaLe nahi. aMte tene kahI dIdhu` ke tu' mArI pAse koi AzAthI besIza nahi. A saMteAnuM kAma nathI. te vANiyA pharatA pharatA jaMgalamAM gayA. tyAM jhADa nIce eka mastarAma saMnyAsI dhyAnamAM beThA hatA. saMte joyu ke A bhikhArI AnyA che. theADI vAra thaI pachI sa'te AMkha khAlI. vANiyA laLI laLIne page lAgyA. sate kahyuM-bhAI tuM bhUkhyA lAge che. tane zenI bhUkha che? tuM mAMge te ApuM. vANiyA kahe jo Apa mane ka MIka ApavA IcchatA hai| tA eTaluM mAgu chu ke jyAM mAro hAtha aDe te badhu sAnu thaI jAya. sanyAsI kahe tathAstu. vANiyA te khuza khuza thaI gayA. saMta paNa tyAMthI cAlyA gayA. seAnu` zu` sAcuM sukha Ape ? : A vaNika tA harakhabhera ghera gayA. te teA Aje kulAkulA thaI gayA che. ghera jaI ne bAraNAne aDayA te mArA sAnAnA thaI gayA. badhA sAphAseTane aDaye te e paNa senAnA. vANiyAnA manamAM thayuM ke saMtanI zakti alaukika che. temanu vacana kharAkhara raeNnyu' che. te jamavA beThA. bhANAmAM dALa-bhAta, roTalI, zAka adhu' pIrasAyu'. jamavA roTalI hAthamAM lIdhI te te seAnAnI. dALa-bhAta, zAka badhuM sAnAnuM thaI gayu.. have bhUkha maTADavI kevI rIte ? have zu karavuM ? pANInA glAsa hAthamAM lIdhA te te paNa senAnA. viSNuka patnIne kahe che tuM mane glAsamAM dUdha Apa. huM dUdhane hAtha nahiM aDADu' paNu dUdha pItA jIbhane te aDe ne ? dUdhanA glAsa lIdhe te pazu seAnAnA. kolejathI dIkarA bhaNIne AvyeA. vahAlathI tenA mAthe hAtha pheravavA gayA teA cheAkaro paNa DhIma thaI ne paDI gayeA. patnI kahe-tame kayAM gayA hatA te AvuM mAMgI AvyA ? have vANiyAne sAnuM sAruM lAge ke khATu' ? chekarA DhIma thaIne paDayA eTale mA-bApa raDavA lAgyA. have zuM karavuM ? patnI zeThane kaMIka vastu ApavA gayA eTale paza te thaI jAya ne ? patnI paNa seAnAnI. have zeTha ekalA paDI gayA. have seAnu' maLyAnA AnaMda thAya kharo ? zeDha teA mUjhAyA. mAre karavuM zuM? huM khAI pI zakuM' nahi ? kapaDA paNa bIjA badalAvAya nahi. Akhare thAkIne vANiyA sa`ta pAse gayA. saMta jayAM beThA hatAM tyAM na hatA. te tyAMthI thADA AgaLa beThA hatA. te samajatA hatA ke A mAsa mAMgIne gaye che paNa pAche AvavAnA che. viNaka saMtane zeAdhatA tyAM paheAMcI gayA. pagamAM paDIne kahe che bApajI-Apa ApanI zakti pAchI laI leA. pAchI na levAya. gurUdeva ! huM te du:khI du:khI thaI gayA, chevaTe sa'te zakti pAchI kheM'cI lIdhI ne kahyu...jA, have tArA ghera hatuM tevuM badhuM thaI gayuM che. leAbhI mANusanI tRSNA keTalI heAya che ? suvaNNa ruppassa u pavtrayA bhave, siyA hu kelAsa samA asaMkhayA / narala buddhA na tedi iiSa, rUMchA 3 baLataNamA aLatiyA || u.a.9.gA 48 lAbhIne merU padegta jeTalA seAnA rUpAnA DhagalA ApavAmAM Ave te paNa leAbhInI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 441 tRSNA zAMta thatI nathI kAraNa ke IcchA AkAza jeTalI anaMta che. have pelo lobhI senuM mAMge kharo ? sanatakumAra maharSino roga maTADavA devo vadanuM rUpa laIne AvyA chatAM roga na maTADaze. hasatA mukhe sahana karyuM te ekAvanArI banI gayA. karmo emanA upara trATakyA kharA paNa e maharSi karmo upara trATakyA te karma pitAnI jALamAM temane phasAvI zakayA nahi. jJAnI samajAve che ke karmanI karAmata ! jIvane pitAnI pUrvanI vAto yAda AvavA na de. mAnI le ke puNyadaye jIvane aDhaLaka saMpatti maLI paNa tene gata janmanA sukRta dekhAtA hoya ke meM AvA sArA karmo karyA che to mane lakSmI maLI che, have A janmamAM dAna puNya nahi karuM te pachI mAruM zuM ? to tene abhimAna na Ave, vyasana na Ave, garIbo pratye hamadarda rahe, dharanA nakora pratye vAtsalyabhAva rahe. eka vAra eka bhAI AvIne khUba raDo. saMte pUchyuM ke bhAI ! zuM thayuM che? gurUjI ! huM zuM vAta karuM ? teNe potAnA jIvananI kahAnI kahI. huM eka zeThane tyAM nekarI karuM chuM. e zeThanA jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA evA guNavAna zeTha che. guNa kayAre gavAya ? sarvane potAnA samAna gaNe. A zeThane cAra dIkarA hatA. badhA dhaMdhAmAM sAthe. dhaMdho khUba dhamadhokAra cAlatuM hatuM ane badhAmAM saMpa, prema paNa khUba hatA. zeThane sADInI dukAna hatI. eka divasa meM sADInI corI karI te moTA zeThanA dIkarAo jeI gayA. temaNe mane khUba dhamakAvyA. te cAre bhAIoe nirNaya karyo ke A nekare sADI cerI che mATe sAMje tenI barAbara jaDatI levI che. A vAtanI badhA nakone jANa thaI gaI ke A nokare eka sADI corI che. cAre bhAI e, temanA pitA bapore badhA jamavA beThA che. jamatAM jamatAM cAre bhAIo A vAta karatA hatA ke nokare AvuM karyuM. Aje sAMje jaDatI levAnI che. moTA zeThe eTale A karAonA pitAe A vAta sAMbhaLI. temaNe pUchayuM-beTA! zuM thayuM che ? bApujI! A nokare eka sADI cerI che mATe ame badhA sAMje tenI jaDatI levAnA chIe. zeTha kahe-tame jaDatI leze nahi. pitAjI! ame tene barAbara karIzuM. zeTha kahe, huM meTo beTho chuM. sAMje dukAne AvIza. pitAjI! Apa na AvatA. Apa samaje nahi. zeTha-kahe tame badhuM samaje ema ne! tame te 30-40 varSanA che paNa huM te 80 varSane thayo chuM. huM kaMI nahi samajato houM ! huM dukAne AvavAne chuM te pahelA Apa kaMI karatA nahi. tamAre joIe cAra AkaDA ne nokarane traNa AMkaDA? : nekarane khabara paDI gaI ke meM sADInI corI karI che eTale mArI jaDatI levAnA che. te bicAro khUba gabharAye mane chUTo te nahi kare ne ? sAMjanA zeTha tathA cAre dIkarAo bhegA thayA. zeThe moTA dIkarAne pUchyuM ke tuM eka mahinAne upADa keTalo kare che? 2500 rUA. bIjA dIkarAne pUchayuM, teNe kahyuM-2200 rUA. trIjA dIkarAne pUchyuM, to 2000 rUA. ane

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[ zAradA ziremaNi cethAne pUchayuM te 1500 rU. A nekanA keTalA pagAra che ? keInA 400, koInA 300 to keIna 200 che. zeTha kahe dIkarAo! vicAra kare. tamArAmAM ekeya bhAIne upADa cAra AMkaDAthI ocho nathI ane A nekaramAMthI ekeya nekarano pagAra traNa AMkaDAthI vadhAre nathI ! tamAre dUdha pIvA joIe te enA chokarAone dUdha na joIe ! tamAre chokarAone bhaNAvavA mATe paisA joIe. phI bharavI paDe te enA chokarAone paisA nahi joItA hoya ! tame miSTAnna jame te ene jeTalI ne dALa khAvA na joIe ? tamAruM 2500 rU. mAM pUruM thatuM nathI te 250 rU. mAM emanuM pUruM kevI rIte thatuM haze ? zuM e lokone peTa nathI ? kuTuMba nathI ? meMghavArI nathI ? mAMdagI nathI? tamArA jevI badhI samasyAo emane che te pachI pagAranA dheraNa ATalA nIcA kema rAkhyA che? zuM dhaMdhAmAM naphe e thAya che ? nAnA. eka varSamAM cAra pAMca lAkha rUpiyAne naphe thAya che; chatAM nekarane pUratA pagAra ApatA nathI to pachI A neka cerI na kare to kare zuM ? ATalA ochA pagAra Ape ne pachI cerI karatA pakaDAI jAya te jaDatI levI che. tamane zarama nathI AvatI ? gunegAra nekara nathI paNa tame cho. zeThanI udAratA ne nokaranI satyatAH zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLI badhA stabdha thaI gayA. keI kAMI bolI zakyA nahi, chevaTe moTA dIkarAe kahyuM-pitAjI! ApanI vAta sAcI che. ame amArA sukhane vicAra karIe chIe paNa bIjAnA sukhane vicAra kayAre ca karyo nathI. Apa atyAre ja A badhA nokarone babbe mahinAnI bonasa ApI de ane dareka nekarane 50-100 jeTalo pagAra vadhArI de. sAthe e nakkI kare ke dukAnanA keI paNa nakaronA gharamAM kaI paNa mAMdagI Ave te ene tamAma kharca A dukAna bhagavaze. A badhI vAta pelA nekare sAMbhaLI. doDato AvIne zeThanA caraNamAM paDIne dhrurake dhrusake raDavA lAgyo. Apa mane mApha kare. huM mArI bhUla kabUla karuM chuM. meM A sahita traNa sADI corI che. A cerI zA mATe karI? ghera mArI patnI mAMdI che, davA karAvavA paisA che nahi, paisA vagara DekaTara vijhITa AvatA nahatA. huM zuM karuM? kayAM jAuM? khUba mUMjhAI gayo eTale mAre corI karavI paDI che. zeTha kahe je dIkarA! sAMbhaLyuM ne! ApaNe tyAM kAma karanAranA peTa bharAze te pachI e corI nahi kare. peTa na bharAya mATe cerI karavI paDe che. have te pagAra vadhAryo e badhuM barAbara karyuM che. tame badhA ahIM paryuSaNa parva ujavavA bhegA thayA cho. Apa A divasamAM khullA dile dAnane pravAha vahAve. tapa kare, zIla pALo. kAMI na karI zake to khera, paNa tamArA dilamAM anukaMpA to hovI joIe ne! badhA nokarane moTAbhAInI AjJA pramANe babbe mahinAnI benasa tyAM cUkavAI gaI. pagAra vadhAravAnI jAherAta thaI gaI. tyArathI Aja sudhImAM e dukAnamAM pharI kayAreya corI thaI nathI. A vAtamAMthI sAra e levAne che ke sArA mANase cerI karI che paNa e cerI eNe

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 443, kaI sthitimAM karI che e vicAravuM khUba jarUrI che. je nekaro sAthe tamAre kAma paDe che evA nakonA dila je tame jItI zaktA na ha te bIje tame lokapriya kevI rIte banI zakavAnA che? caMdanAne camakAra : ApaNe viSaya che karmanI karAmata.' ApaNI najara sAme tamAma karAmata che to bIjI bAju e karAmatane UMdhI karI nAMkhanArA mahApurUSonA parAkramI jIvana che. karma sattAne e khabara nathI ke huM jemane herAna parezAna karuM chuM; duHkha ApavAnA prayatno karuM chuM paNa te prayatnamAM karmone nAza karavAnA bIja temAM paDelA che. sanatakumArane kameM rega ApyA ane temane herAna karavAnA prayatno karyA paNa temaNe e roga dvArA samabhAvamAM rahIne herAna karavA AvelA karmone nAza karI nAMkhyA. satI caMdanabALAne kame evI karAmata karI ke rAjakumArI hatI chatAM cauTe vecANI. zeTha laI gayA. mULA zeThANIe AvuM duHkha ApyuM chatAM caMdanAe karma sAme paDakAra karyo. he kamarAjA! te mane cauTe vecI. je vecANa na hota to huM ahIM kayAMthI Avata! je ahIM AvI te mULA zeThANIe hAthapagamAM beDI nAMkhI. bhayarAmAM pUrI vagere kaSTo ApyA. A badhuM banyuM te zAsanapati prabhu mahAvIra svAmI mArA AMgaNe padhAryA ane mArA hAthe dAna devAno avasara Avyo ne! A rIte teNe karmanI jhATakaNI kADhI paNa tenI jALamAM phasAI nahi te bhagavAnanI sauthI prathama ziSyA banavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thayuM ane AvA ugra tapasvI bhagavAnane dAna vaherAvavAnI dhanya ghaDI dhanya paLa maLI. e to bhoMyarAmAM beThI hatI. manamAM navakAramaMtranuM maraNa hatuM. mAtA mULa zeThANIno upakAra mAnatI hatI. he mAtA! tArI mArA para keTalI karUNA che! je te mane A sthitimAM rAkhI na hota to bhagavAnane dAna devAne lAbha maLatA kevI rIte? teNe avaLAmAMthI badhuM savaLuM joyuM to prabhuno abhigraha tenA hAthe pUro thaye ane 36000 sAdhvIomAM sauthI vaDerA paTTa ziSyA tarIke temane naMbara lAgyo. je kameM tene herAna karavA AvyA hatA tene purUSArtha dvArA te karmone khapAvI dIdhA. teNe kanuM saMpUrNa leNuM cUkavI dIdhuM paNa leNuM lIdhuM nahi. - tamArA vyavahAramAM je kaI deNuM cUkavI de ane leNuM le nahi to bhaviSyamAM A peDhI uThI jAya. jJAnI kahe che-tArI A saMsAra peDhIne uThADI mUkavA mATe mAnava janma maLe che. je ahIM copaDA cekhA thaI jAya ane levaDa-devaDa baMdha thaI jAya to A peDhInuM uThamaNuM thaI jAya. bhautika kSetramAM te leNadAra-deNadAra baMne pitapatAno hisAba samajI laIne cokhA thavAmAM AnaMda mAnatA hoya che kAraNa ke zAhukAranI A zAna che. sAva gharAka baMdha thaI jAya e karmarAjAne pAlavatuM nathI eTale karma rAjAnI mutsaddIgIrI oLakhI jaIne kaI ene devAmAMthI chUTavA mathe che te karmarAja enuM leNuM bharapAI karIne devAdAra banAvatuM rahe chemATe karmarAjA taraphathI cUkavAtA leNathI maLatA sukhathI sAvadha rahevAnI jarUra che. Aje dareka mAnavI potAnuM jIvana AkAza vipattionA

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444] [ zAradA ziramaNi vAdaLathI rahita hoya evuM Icche che paNa jhaMjhAvAta jAge che tyAre e DarI jAya che, paNa jhaMjhAvAta vinA vAdaLa vikharAya kevI rIte ? jIvananuM AMgaNuM karmanA kacarAthI DhaMkAIne badasUrata banI gayuM have je kamarAjAnI jALamAMthI chUTavuM hoya to sukhane salAma bhare ane dukhamAM dila joDI de. kamarAjAe to mokSagAmI ivene paNa herAna karavAmAM kAMI bAkI rAkhyuM nathI cha khaMDanA mAlika bharata cakravartIne kaSabhakUTa para pitAnuM nAma lakhI zake eTalI jagyA meM khAlI na rAkhI paNa e prasaMge bharata cakravatIne karma pratye napharata jagADI. karmo te keIne cheDatA nathI. jevA karyA haze tevA bhegavavA paDaze. kAme nacAvele nAca : eka vRddha DozImA dhrujatI dhrujatI buma pADI rahI hatI. mA-bApa mane eka roTale Apa ne ! huM traNa divasathI bhUkhI chuM. mane kaMIka Ape to mArA peTanI Aga bUjhAvuM. e rIte karUNa vare bUmo pADatI kalpAMta karatI eka hoTala pAse AvI. hoTalamAM eka yugala beDuM hatuM. temaNe A DozIne joyA. teo hoTalamAM beThA beThA garama garama vAnagIo khAI rahyA hatA. temaNe A DozIne avAja sAMbhaLe. DozI kahe-Apa mane eka baTakuM te Apa. bhagavAna tamAruM bhaluM karaze. A DezImA te khUba karagare che, paNa koI tenA sAmuM jotA nathI. A yuvAna daMpatIne A DozIne avAja DabalarUpa lAgyA. temanA aMtaramAM saMgharelI Aga bhaDake thaIne bahAra nIkaLI. garamAgarama cA bharelA kaparakAbI tenA para phekayA. garama cA paDatA hAthe phelA thaI gayA ane kAca kapALamAM jorathI vAgI gayA. hAya bhagavAna ! ema kahIne DozImA bezuddha banIne jamIna upara pachaDAI gayA. pelA daMpati te gADI laIne cAlyA gayA. e karmarAjAe DozIne kevI zikSA phaTakArI ! karama cheDaze nA tane kaI kALe, janama jyAM dhare tuM, tane tyAM saMbhALe... thaze A mUkIne acAnaka javAnuM, svajana keI sAthe nahi AvavAnuM, jaze jIva tAre karamanA sahAre, karyA je pramANe phaLe te prakAre karama A karmarAjAnI karatA! DozInI A sthiti joIne eka yuvAna bhAI tyAM Avyo. A bhAI jaina na hato paNa siMdhI hatA. temane gADImAM besADIne davAkhAne laI gayA. te bhAI DokaTarane kahe che, Apa A mAjIne TrITamenTa Ape. tene jaldI sAruM thaI jAya tema kare. DokaTare DozIne pATApiMDI karI. DozImA khUba raDe che, kalpAMta kare che. siMdhI bhAI kahe mAjI ! tame raDaze nahi. tamane maTI jaze. tamAro dIkaro ke kaI zodhavA na Ave, tene samAcAra na pahoce tyAM sudhI huM tamAro dIkaro banIne rahIza. Apa gabharAzo nahi. DokaTare ane te bhAI e khUba sevA karI. masaMbIne rasa Adi lAvIne pIvaDAvyuM. mA! tamAruM raheThANa kayAM che ? tamArA keI sagAsaMbaMdhI hoya te tene huM jANa karuM. Apa mane saranAmuM Apo. DezI raDatA raDatA kahe che

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [445 dIkarA ! mAruM raheThANa upara Abha ne nIce dharatI che. mArA sagAsaMbaMdhInI te kaI vAta karavA jevI nathI. tamAre dIkare nathI ? tame AvuM kema bole che ? vIrA ! mane kameM macAvI che. mArI zI vAta karuM? . kapezamAM ka5tI kahapanA : nAnI uMmaramAM mArA lagna thayA hatA. lagna thayA traNa varSa thayA haze tyAM mArA pati kALane keLI banI gayA. mAre eka putra che. enuM nAma che kalapeza. mArA mATe kaI Azare nahote. piyaramAM bhAI sukhI hatA paNa bhAbhInuM calaNa vadhAre hatuM chatAM bhAI mane chAnI rIte madada karato hato. mAre kalapeza te cha mahinAne hato. kALI majUrI karI, peTe pATA bAMdhIne kalapezane ucheryo. meTo karyo ane meTrIka sudhI bhaNAvyo. meTrIkamAM sArA mArke pAsa thaye. te bhaNavAmAM lagabhaga pahele naMbara rAkhatetenI keleja karavAnI IcchA khUba hatI. mArI sthiti na hatI. mAMDa mAMDa pUruM thatuM hatuM. thoDuM ghaNuM ghareNuM hatuM te vecIne kalapezane kelajamAM meka. tene kelarazIpa maLavA lAgI. huM meTrIka bhaNelI chuM. mane chokarAne bhaNAvavAnI khUba hoMza hatI. kalapeza bI.koma. thaI gayA. amArA bhAgyodaye tene beMkamAM sArI nokarI maLI gaI. pagAra paNa sAruM hatuM. te mane te tIrtha samAna mAnatA hato. mane pUchIne pANI pIto. huM jema kahe tema te karato hato. mArA manamAM thayuM ke hAza! have mArI badhI AzA phaLI. duHkhanA divaso gayA ne sukhanA divase AvyA. karmarAjAnI amArA para mahera thaI karUNa kahAnI kahetA vRddhA : beMkamAM savasa karatAM karatAM mAro kalapeza eka chokarInA premamAM paDI gaye. meM tene samajAvyuM. beTA ! tArA mATe ghaNuM sArI sArI kanyAo Ave che chatAM te na mAnya ane eka zIkha kanyA sAthe lagna karI lIdhA. ame jaina vaNika hatA. mArI IcchA kulavAna kanyA lAvavAnI hatI paNa AjanA bhaNelA yuvAne kayAMya lapasI paDe che pachI te kuLa ke jAta jotA nathI. zIkha kanyA kulavadhU banIne gharamAM AvI. mane ghaNuM gamatuM na hatuM chatAM meM kayAre paNa ene kaToka na karI. huM kAMI bolatI nahi. AcAra vicAranuM AsamAna jamIna jeTaluM aMtara. chevaTe gharamAM mAchalI AvavA lAgI. te mArAthI sahana na thayuM. eka divasa meM kahyuM beTA kalapeza ! huM badhuM nabhAvI laIza paNa gharamAM mAchalI AvI te nahi nabhAvI zakuM. kalapeza mArI vAta sAMbhaLe ja nahi. te patnIno caDhAvye caDhI gayo zeDA divasa te nabhAvyuM. meM kahyuM - beTA ! jaina mA-bApane dIkare thaIne tuM A zuM karI rahyo che ? A mArAthI nahi nabhAvI levAya. mammI ! tamArAthI sahana na thAya te tame bIje cAlyA jAva. jenA khAtara meM mArI jAta ghasI nAMkhI, jenA sukha khAtara meM mArI AkhI jiMdagI hoDamAM mUkatA pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI; e mAre dIkare mane Aje A zabdo kahI rahyo hate. kalapezanI patnI roja kAna bhaMbheratI. peTane dIkaro jyAM pAro thayo, aMga aMgAra jevuM banyuM tyAM rodaNA revAne zo artha? sukha te jiMdagImAM joyuM na

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446] [ zAradA ziremaNi hatuM, ane have to AzA paNa na hatI. e baMne beMkamAM nekarI karatA ane huM rAta divasa gharanA DhasaraDA karatI. eka divasa baMne beMkamAMthI ghera AvyA. vahue kAnabhaMbheraNI karI haze eTale sAmAnya vAtamAM te uzkerAI gaye ane mane eTale jhAlIne bahAra kADhI ane kahyuMcAlI jA tane jyAM rasto maLe tyAM. kame mane gharanI bahAra pheMkI. bhAI ! have mArA mATe zuM bAkI rahyuM che ? ema bolatA edhAra AMsue raDavA lAgI. DozInI karUNa kahAnI sAMbhaLIne siMdhIbhAInuM haiyuM paNa kaMpI UThayuM. e paNa raDI paDe. huM traNa divasanI bhUkhI hatI. mane khabara nahi ke hoTalamAM ke beThA che tethI bhIkha mAMgavA AvI. te teNe mane khAvA te kAMI ApyuM nahi paNa mArA upara kaparakAbIne ghA karyo. mA ! zuM e tamArA dIkarA vahu hatA ! nA. te keNa hatuM ? te mAre bhatrIjo hato. nAnapaNamAM tenI mA marI gaI hatI. meM tene ucherIne moTo karyo che. mArA dIkarAnI mAphaka sAcavatI hatI. e moTo thayo. eNe paNa kalapezanI jema lagna karyA. tyAre meM khUba virodha karela. Aje mane khabara nahi ke hoTalamAM e beThA haze ! nahi te huM mAMgata ja nahi. traNa divasathI gharanI bahAra nIkaLI chuM, kaMI kAma maLatuM nathI. bhUkhanuM duHkha sahevAtuM na hatuM. peTane khAtara meM bhIkha mAMgavAnuM svIkAryuM. e bhIkhanuM pariNAma A AvyuM, kapALamAM kapa rakAbIne ghA ane zarIra para cAnI varSothI cAmaDI utarI gaI. siMdhIbhAinI sahAnubhUti : mA! huM tamArA ghera jaIne samAcAra ApuM? dIkarAne maLavA jAuM? nA dikarA nathI jAvuM. mArA karmo evA che. meM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI vANI sAMbhaLI che. have e duHkha pacI gayuM che. keI vAra raDavuM AvI jAya; bAkI duHkhane pacAvatA zIkhavAnuM che. mA ! huM tamArA ghera jaIne dIkarAne samajAvIza ane tene mAtAnI sevAne pATha bhaNAvIza. beTA! enI patnIe pUrepUro pATha bhaNAvI dIdho che. kadAca e putra mAne to paNa mAre have eziyALuM jIvana jIvavuM nathI. have DozIne thoDuM sAruM thayuM eTale rajA ApavAnI hatI. A bhAInA manamAM thayuM ke DozIne ghera te javuM nathI te temanA mATe eka nAnI rUma zodhI lAvuM ke jethI te emAM rahI zake. mAruM mAnava tarIke kartavya che ke AvA duHkhI chane madada karavI joIe. eka nAnI rUma bhADe rAkhIne bIje divase te bhAI davAkhAne gayA to DozImA guma. kayAMya na maLe. DozImAnA manamAM thayuM ke kadAca te dIkarA pAse jAya ane dIkaro Ave che te kaheze ke te mane vagovI che. kadAca mane mAraze to? ema jyanA mAryA DozI ravAnA thaI gayA. pele bhAI samajI gayo ke temano peTano dIkaro che te saMbhALatuM nathI te have huM kayAM jAuM? mArA karmo mane jyAM laI jaze tyAM jaIza ema mAnIne cAlyA gayA haze. A che karmanI ktiAbamahApurUSe kahe che ke karma bAMdhIne pastAvA karatAM karmanA baMdha samaye je jIva cetI jAya te uddaye zA ucATa ! A DezImA gAma bahAra gayA. tyAM eka saMta joyA. saMtanA caraNamAM paDI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [447 temanI pAse khUba raDyA. saMta pUche che bena zuM che? gurUdeva ! huM bahu duHkhIyArI chuM. kayAM jAuM ne zuM karuM te mane rasto sUjhato nathI. have ApaghAta karIne marI javuM che. saMte tene karmanI phIlasaphI samajAvI. te pUrva janmamAM kaI mA dIkarAne vikhuTA paDAvyA haze, keIne aMtarAya pADI haze tenA phaLa A bhavamAM bhegavI rahyA che. karmane lIdhe duHkhI thavAya che. kamanI karAmata " e viSaya upara Aje ghaNuM kahevAyuM che. karmanI karAmatAne UMdhI karI nAMkhanArA mahApurUSonA sAhasika jIvanene yAda karI ApaNe karmanI karAmatamAMthI mukta banavuM che te mATe karma alapa sukha Ape to temAM nahi phasAtA AvelA duHkhamAM nahi akaLAtA karmone duzmana mAnIne tene nAza karIne atyAra sudhI dabAvI rAkhelA anaMta jJAnAdi guNone meLavavAnA che. jyAre kamene nAza thaze tyAre karma bichAvelI jALane teDI zakIzuM vadhu bhAva avasare. dvi zrAvaNa suda 4 ne semavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 48 : tA. 19-8-85 viSaya : "sukhI zAthI thavAya ?" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! maMgala ArAdhanAnA pavitra divaso cAlI rahyA che. A parvanA divase mAM zubhabhAvapUrvaka karelI ArAdhanA jIvane mekSanI sanmukha laI jAya che. paryuSaNa parva eTale dilanA divAkhAnAmAMthI verajhera ane krodha di kaSAyanA kacarAne dUra karavAnI sonerI taka. samatAne joDavI ane mamatAne toDavI e A pavitra parvane arka che. A parva pAmarane parama banAve che. parAjitane vijayI banAve, rAgIne virAgI banAve, kodhIne zAMta banAve, lebhAne nispRhI banAve, adhamIne dharI banAve, ajJAnIne jJAnI banAve, kaThorane dayALu banAve, varIne nirvera banAve, kuzIlane suzIla banAve, bhagIne tyAgI banAve, khAudharAne tapasvI banAve, durjanane sajajana banAve, virAdhakane ArAdhaka banAve ane bhavabhavanA duHkhIne zAzvata sukhI banAve che. AjanA divasano ApaNe viSaya che " sukhI zAthI thavAya?" sukha zabda badhA jIvane game che. sukhI zAthI thavAya A raste te darekane game che. A viSayanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne tamane badhAne thaze ke mahAsatIjI Aje sukhI thavAnI cAvI batAvaze. sukha zabda sAMbhaLatA tamArA haiyA thanaganI uThaze paNa tame jene sukha mAne che, je sukhanI manamAM AzA laIne AvyA che te sukhanI ahI vAta nathI. tame sukha zabdane sAce artha samajayA nathI. sukha mATe mANasa Ama tema doDI rahyo che. aneka prakAranA padArtho bhegA karI rahyo che. tene e vizvAsa che ke mane kayAMkathI te sukha maLI jaze. kadAca dhanathI, kadAca priyatamAthI, kadAca kItithI, kadAca sattAthI, kayAMkathI te sukha maLaze paNa sukha kayAMyathI maLatuM nathI paNa AzA baLavAna che. mRgatRSNa jevA sukhanI AzA

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448] | [ zAradA ziremaNi pAchaLa te doTa lagAbe ja jAya che, kAraNa ke enAmAM pUrI zraddhA che ke kayAreka te sukha maLaze ja. Aje mArI pAse bhale hajAra rUpiyA che paNa AvatI kAle lAkha rUpiyA thaI jaze ne huM sukhI banI jaIza. cha karoDapati, abajopati banavAmAM sukha mAne che paNa vastutaH keInA hRdayamAM na te zAMti che na te sukha che. Aje jagatamAM dareka che sukhanA abhilASI che. sukha mATe jhaMkhe che ane tene meLavavA mATe tanatoDa purUSArtha kare che chatAM jIvane sukha maLatuM nathI. zAthI? tene prayatna kAMkarA pIlIne tela kADhavA jevo che, pANI levIne mAkhaNa meLavavA jevuM che. jyAM sukha nathI tyAM sukha zodhavA AtmA prayatna kare che. je sukha azAzvata, kSaNabhaMgura che, jenI pAchaLa duHkhanA Dhera khaDakAyelA che emAMthI. AtmA sukha zodhavA mathe te kevI rIte maLe? e AtmAne khabara nathI ke huM je sukha zodhavA mathI rahyo chuM te sukha nathI paNa sukhAbhAsa che. "nAzavaMta padArthomAMthI maLatuM sukha kaNabharanuM, tenI pAchaLa thatuM pApa maNa jeTaluM, ane du:kha Tana jeTaluM hoya che." A sukha zuM sAcuM sukha kahevAya? nA... nA. e sukha kevuM che ? kSaNika sukhanI pAchaLa duHkhane sAgara chalachala bharele paDe che. sUyagaDAyaMga sUtramAM bhagavAna bolyA che ihaloga duhAvahaM viU, paraloge ya duhaM duhAvahaM / vihaMsAi va te rUri vinaMjogaramANe | a.ra.6.2.gA.10 jenA upara mamatva che evA sajIva ane nirjIva padArtha tathA svajanavarga rUpa parigraha AlokamAM dukhaprada che ane paralekamAM atyaMta duHkhadAyaka che ema samaje. parigrahajanya padArtho nazvara svabhAvavALA che evuM jANavAvALA koNa DAhyA purUSa parigrahanA bhaMDAra gRhavAsamAM nivAsa karI zake ? sAMsArika padArtho dhana, sonuM, cAMdI AlokamAM dukhaprada zA mATe kahyA? eka lekamAM kahyuM che ke arthAnAma ne duHkhamarjitAnAM ca rakSaNe / Aye duHkha vyaye duHkhaM, dhigA duHkha bhAjanam / / dhana athavA sAMsArika padArthone prApta karavAmAM duHkha hoya che. prApta karelA dhana ane padArthonI rakSA karavAmAM duHkha hoya che. dhana AvavA para aneka ciMtAo ane bhaya hoya che. jJAnI kahe che ke "duniyAmAM sukhanI icachA e pApa, ene meLavavAnI mahenata e pApa, e meLavyA pachI rAjI thavuM e pApa, ene AnaMdapUrvaka bhegavavuM e pApa, ene sAcavavA mahenata karavI e pApa, e jAya tyAre raDavuM e pApa ane ene mUkIne jatAM mUMjhavaNa thAya e pApa." jema AkAzamAM pakSIo, pRthvI para siMhAdi hiMsaka prANI ane pANImAM magaramaccha Adi che prANIonA mukhamAM mAMsane TukaDo dekhatAM tUTI paDe che tema A pRthvI para dhanavAnane rAjyane, pANIne, agnine, corane ane svajanane haMmezA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [449 bhaya rahe che. parigrahI manuSyane sukhe uMgha paNa AvatI nathI. je padArthone laIne te potAnA manamAM sukhanI kalpanA kare che te padArtho tenA mATe ati dukhadAyI ane ciMtAnuM kAraNa banI jAya che. A rIte mAtA pitA Adi jeTalA svajana saMbaMdhIo che. temanA pratyenuM mamatva paNa bhayaMkara duHkhadAyaka che. mAnavI potAnA svajano mATe AzA rAkhato hoya che ke duHkha, Aphata, raMga, nirdhanatAmAM mane sahAya karaze, mArI sevA karaze, mane mRtyuthI bacAvaze, mArA dhanamAlanI rakSA karaze paNa samaya AvavA para svajano paNa AMkha pheravI le che. dhana hoya tyAM sudhI badhA mIThuM mIThuM bole paNa dhana cAlyuM gayuM ane temane svArtha sarate baMdha thayo tyAre svajane paNa choDIne cAlyA jAya che mATe A gAthAmAM kahyuM che ke sajIva ane nirjIva parigraha A lekamAM dukhaprada che ane tenA pratyenI mamatA, Asakti jIvane paralokamAM paNa duHkhakAraka bane che. mammaNa zeTha dhana pratyenI AsaktinA kAraNe narakamAM dukha bhogavavA cAlyA gayA, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke A saMsAranA kSaNika sukha pAchaLa duHkhanA DuMgara khaDakAyelA che. sukha choDavAo jevuM ane duHkha DuMgarA jevuM? jema moTA parvata upara cAre bAju lIlAchama ghaTAdAra vRkSe hoya che, parvata upara UbhA rahIne mAnavI najara kare to taLeTInA mANase te sAva kIDI jeTalA dekhAya che. e parvatanI taLeTI pAse nAnA nAnA cheDavAo paNa ugelA hoya che paNa e choDavAo lAMbo samaya TakI zakatA nathI. kayAreka koI gAya, pazu Adi Ave to ene khAI jAya che, vaLI pAchA bIjA 10-15 divase navA choDavAo ugelA jovA maLe che. saMsAramAM maLatA jInA sukha AvA che. A jIvane saMsAramAM aneka jAtanA sukho maLe che. te DuMgaranI ADe avAranavAra ugI jatA ane nAza pAmatA cheDavA jevA che. e sukhanA cheDavAonI pAchaLa duHkhane DuMgara to aDIkhama Ubho che. choDavAo uge che ne nAza pAme che paNuM DuMgara te e ne e Ubho rahe che tema AtmAne A jIvanamAM aneka vAra judA judA prakAranA sukhanA anubhava thAya che, paNa ekeya sukhane anubhava lAMbA samaya sudhI Takato nathI. ghaDIkamAM managamatA bhejanano AnaMda to ghaDIkamAM sumadhura saMgItano AnaMda, ghaDIkamAM ISTa svajananA saMgano AnaMda te ghaDIkamAM managamatA phanIcaro vagere meLavyAne AnaMda ! kaI vAra sattA meLavyAno AnaMda to kaI vAra moTI padavI meLavyAne AnaMda! jIva A badhuM meLavIne AnaMda mAne che, sukha mAne che paNa te AnaMda kSaNajIvI che. kaMIka vAra te evuM bane che ke e AnaMdane haju anubhava karyo na hoya ne te ravAnA thaI jAya. parvatanI taLeTImAM rahelA choDavAone jema gAya Adi cAvI jAya tema sukhanA A choDavAone koI vyakti ke kaI pratikULa nimitta ukheDIne pheMkI de che ane duHkhanA DuMgara Ubho rahe che chatAM saMsArI sukhamAM masta banelA jIvanI e

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450 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi meTI khUbI che ke tene kSaNika sukhanA anubhavA yAda Ave che, paNa duHkhanA DuMgara teA tenI najaramAM AvatA nathI. brahmadatta cakravatI ne citta munie ghaNu samajAvyA. bhAI ! tArA A sukhanI pAchaLa duHkhanA aDIkhama mATe| paryaMta ubheA che, mATe tu A sukhane cheADI de chatAM temaNe vamAnamAM maLelA cakravartInA sukhano anubhava na choDayA tA piraNAme temanA AtmA sAtamI narakamAM 33 sAgaranuM bhayaMkara duHkha bhAgavavA cAlyA gayA. temanu AyuSya mAtra 700 varSAnu hatu. temAM keTalA varSAM khAlapaNamAM gayA; yuvAnImAM paNa cakravatI manavA cha khaMDa sAdhavAmAM keTalAya varSI gayA pachI cakravatI banyA eTale cakravatI paNAnuM sukha teA alpavarSAnu' ane tenI pAchaLa duHkha lAMkhA kALanuM kathAM jhADanA cheDavA jevA alpasukhA ane kayAM DuiMgara jeTalA narakanA duHkhA! nAnA cheDavA game tevA AkarSIka ane lIlAchama dekhAtA haiAya paNa e lAMkhe| samaya TakavAnA nathI; ane pavata dekhAvamAM kadAca kaDhaMgA lAgatA heAya, jovA gamatA na heAya chatAM e tyAMthI dUra khasavAnA nathI, tema jIve mAnelA sa'sArI sukhA bhale ghaDIbhara jIvane AnaMda Ape paNa e sukha lAMbe samaya TakavAnuM nathI. ane te sukha meLavavA je pApa upArjana karyuM' e du:kha bhogavavAnuM tyAMthI khasavAnu nathI. je AtmA A sukhanA cheDavAenI upekSA kare che ane sAmA pagale jaine ene hAMzathI choDI de che te AtmA alpa prayatne du:khanA DuAMgarAne jamInadosta karI zake che mATe A gAthAmAM samajAvyuM che ke A badhA parigrahathI maLelA sukha nazvara svabhAvavALA che. tevA prajJAvAna DAhyo AtmA AvA sa'sAramAM zuM rahe kharo ? na rahe. paNa tene cheDIne sAcu' sukha meLavavA mATe prayatnazIla ane. daza cakravatI e ke jemaNe cha kha'DanI sAhyabI ane cakravatI paNAnA maLelA sukhAnI upekSA karI, kAraNa ke temane lAgyuM' ke A sukha DuMgaranI pAse rahelA nAnA cheDavA jevu che ane tenI pAchaLa duHkha Du'gara jevu' che. evu' samajAyuM te e chADavA jevA sukhAne phagAvI daIne saMyamanI keDIe cAlI nIkaLyA, teA narakanA DuMgara jeTalA du:khAne jamInadeAsta karavAmAM saphaLa banI zakayA. cakravatI cakravatI paNAnA sukhAne cheDe ne saMyama le te devalAka ke meAkSa ane na cheDe te emanA mATe niyamA naraka. tamAruM sukha kevu che ? pahelA ene meLavavAnI IcchA thAya ane maLI gayuM tA a Mte ene mUkIne javuM paDe che. A rIte jIvane eka pachI eka meLavavAnI IcchA vadhatI jAya che. jIva jayAM gayA tyAM e meLaLyu ne pAchuM mUkIne AnyA. " saMsAra eTale kaine kai meLavavAnu` bAkI. " dA. ta. chokarA bhaNIgaNIne DhAMziyAra thayA eTale mAtApitA kaheze ke have patnI meLavA, patnI maLI pachI ghara vasAve; pachI upaleganA sAdhanA vasAve. A rIte eka pachI eka meLavavAnI IcchA vadhatI jAya che. A saMsAramAM kaMika meLavavu' ne kaMIka mUkavu', ka'Ika prApta karavu' ne kaMIka tyAgavuM. mAnavI kAMIka choDI de che te kaMIka pAmavA mATe. mAnavInA mananI A Adata thaI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [451 gaI che ke kaMIka mUkavuM ne kaMIka meLavavuM. jIvana eTale jANe meLavavA mUkavAnI saMtAkukaDI. eka divasa jene meLavavA mathato hato te Aje ene mUkavA mATe valakhA mAre che. eka divasa jene choDavA mAgato hato te Aje meLavavA mATe phAMphA mAre che. kevuM che A mana ! senA mATe sarvasaMpattine karela sede : kelareDemAM jyAre sauthI prathama sonAnI khANo maLI AvI tyAre AkhuM amerikA pAgala banIne tyAM deDI gayuM hatuM. darekanA haiyA nAcI UThayA. mana praphullita banI gayuM. lokoe kelareDamAM meM mAMgyA paisA ApIne jamIna levA mAMDI. have badhAne meLavavAnI tamannA jAgI. caTapaTI lAgI. eka abajopati karatAM paNa vadhAre zrImaMta evA mANase potAnI badhI saMpattine sodo karIne jamIna kharIdI lIdhI. manamAM AzA che ke huM ATalI saMpatti mUkuM chuM. (choDuM chuMpaNa mane enA karatAM adhika maLavAnuM che e moTI AzAthI khANa kharIdI lIdhI. e khANane davA mATe moTA meTA yaMtro ane ojArenA DhagalA karyA. zA mATe ? sonuM kADhavA. nAnA sAmAnya sthitinA mANaso bicArA nAnA khetaramAM sonuM zodhI rahyA hatA. A to moTo zrImaMta mANasa hato. te to mazIne mUkIne tenuM zodhI rahyo hato. ghaNuM khodayuM. pAra vagaranuM khedakAma karyuM paNa sonuM nIkaLatuM nathI. lekamAM vAta thavA lAgI ke pilA karoDapatie te potAnI badhI saMpatti dAva para lagADI hatI. enA mATe te reDapati thavAno vAro Avyo. enI bhUkha ane uMgha harAma thaI gaI. te pitAnI saMbaMdhIo ane svajanone kahe che ke " ApaNuM to bAre vahANa taLiyAmAM." ApaNe to marI gayA chatAM AzAmAM ne AzAmAM vadhu uMDe sudhI khedayuM paNa patharAne patharA ja nIkaLyA. tenI AzA nirAzAmAM pheravAI gaI. meLavavAnI tamannAne badale mUkavAnI lAgelI laganI : A karoDapatie sukhI thavA mATe pitAnI milkata khacIne sonAnI khANa kharIdI. tenI sAta peDhI khAya eTale paiso hato chatAM vadhu meLavavAnI AzAthI khANa lIdhI. pahelA meLavavAnI tamannA hatI. have sonuM nIkaLyuM nahi ne patharA nIkaLyA eTale vecI devAnI caTapaTI jAgI. meLaveluM mUkavAnI laganI lAgI. have khANane vecI dauM te kaMIka mArA hAthamAM Ave. ATalI abajonI saMpatti hevA chatAM lebha lAgyo ke hiM sonAnI khANa meLavuM. atRpta mANasa dhana mATe, sattA mATe, kIrti mATe, pratiSThA mATe deDatA rahe che. nAnA sattAdhArI moTo sattAdhArI banavA Icche che ane moTA sattAdhArI ethI paNuM maTI sattA meLavavA dhamapachADA kare che paNa teo jANatA nathI ke moTA moTA sattAdhArIo paNa ahIMthI upaDI gayA che. sikaMdara, sIjhara ane nepoliyana jevA mahAna vijetAo paNa rotA rotA ravAnA thaI gayA che. Aja sudhIne itihAsa e batAve che ke sattAmAM koI pAmavAnuM nathI, badhuM khAvAnuM che.

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45ra ] [ zAradA ziremaNi mAruM bhAgya svataMtra che. A zrImaMta zeThe khANa kharIdI. sonuM na nIkaLyuM eTale tene vecavAnI bhAvanA thaI. eNe jAhera khabara ApI ke huM khANuM vecI devA mAguM chuM. khedakAmanA badhA sAdhane paNa sAthe ApI devAnA che. tenA gharanA mANaso kahe paNa kharIdaze keNa A tamArI khANane? kAraNa ke badhAne khabara paDI gaI che ke khANamAM patharA sivAya kAMI nathI. emAM tamArA te lAkho rUpiyA barabAda thaI gayA. have keNa e mUrkha maLe ke je Ane kharIde? eka mANasa te khANa levA taiyAra tha. zeTha! e khANune huM kharIdI lauM chuM. zeTha kahetuM pAgala te nathI ne! nA. mane paisA te ApIza ne ? are, huM pAgala nathI. tamane badhA paisA gaNIne cUkate karI daIza. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke-huM Ane nA pADI dauM ke AvuM pAgalapaNuM nA kare. huM te marI gaye chuM. zeTha kahe, bhAI! tane khabara che ne ke A khANamAMthI patharA sivAya kAMI nIkaLyuM nathI.! hA. te tuM zuM karIza? mAruM bhAgya svataMtra che. tamane sonuM na maLyuM eTale mane nahi maLe evuM kema kahI zakAya? Apa ciMtA na karaze. zeThane te e khANa cheDavAnI tAlAvelI hatI. khANa vecavI ja hatI eTale vecI dIdhI. vecyA pachI paNa pelA mANasane kahe che bhAI! tuM gajabane mANasa lAge che. tArAmAM gAMDapaNa te nathI ne! nA zeTha. huM vicArIne kharIduM chuM. tame jyAM sudhI khedayuM tyAM sudhI sonuM na hoya paNa vadhAre uMDe hoI zake paNa kharuM. khaNaNaNa karatA senuM nIkaLyuM kharekhara Azcarya thayuM. te bhAI e khANanI sAIDamAM davA mAMDyuM. haju te thoDuM khedayuM tyAM jhagamaga jhagamaga thavA lAgyuM. sonAnA TukaDA khaNaNa khaNaNa karIne uchaLavA lAgyA. khUba sonuM nIkaLyuM. A sAMbhaLIne tamArA mukha malakAI gayA kAraNa ke sonuM te jagatanA dareka jIne game che. temAM sukha mAne che. tame senAnA TukaDe TukaDA karI nAMkhe paNa sonAmAM kayAMya sukha nAmanI vastu chupAyelI nathI. saMsAra ane sukha? A banI na zake. saMsAramAMthI sukha kadApi maLI zake nahi. pudgalanA guNa che sparza, rUpa, gaMdha, varNa ane rasa. AmAM kayAMya "sukha" nAmane guNa nathI. pudgalamAM sukha che nahi pachI maLe kayAMthI? tame batAve te kharA ke kaI paugalika cIjamAM sukha che ? sukhanI ThagArI AzAmAM ne AzAmAM mUDha jIva jIvana pUruM karI nAMkhe che. maraNazayyA sudhI pahoMcavA chatAM te sukhanA eka TukaDAne paNa pAmI zakatuM nathI. evA mUDha jIvane keNa samajAve ke tuM dhana saMgrahathI aTaka bhegathI aTaka. tuM nakkI mAnI le ke jagatanA koI paNa padArthamAM sukha hoI zake nahi. saMsArI jInI pravRtti padArtho ekaThA karavAnI che. teNe jANe pratijJA karI lIdhI che ke sAMsArika padArthomAMthI huM sukha meLavIne rahIza. mAre patharA ane ene senAnI khANaH pelA bhAI e khANa bedI. tenA bhAdaye senuM nIkaLyuM. have pelA zeThane zuM thayuM haze? teNe khANa kharIdI tyAre te khUba AnaMdane umaMga hatuM, paNa temAMthI sonuM na nIkaLyuM ane patharA nIkaLyA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 453 tethI du:kha thayuM. te eTale sudhI ke koi jhaTa lenAra maLe te jhaTa kADhI nAMkhuM A bhAInA puNyadaye sAIDamAM khAdatAM khUba setu nIkaLyu eTale zeTha chAtI ane mAthu phUTavA lAgyA ane jorajorathI raDavA lAgyA. pAgala jevA thaI gayA. badhA kahe-zeThe ! Ama kema ? me' vecAtI khANa laIne kheAdAvI teA patharA nIkaLyA ane A bhAIne tA seAnAnI khANa nIkaLI. A mArAthI kema jovAya! mArAthI kema sahana thAya ? jIvanI anAdikALanI Aja kuTeva che. AjanA ApaNA viSaya che sukhI zAthI thavAya ? tame sukhI thavAnA rastA zeAdhe che ne ? jo sukhI thavuM che teA khIjA para irSyA, adekhAI, dveSa cheDI do. sa'tASanA dharamAM AveA. zeThanA jIvanamAM saMteSa na hatA tethI A dazA thaI. A manuSyanuM jIvana zu' meLavavA ane mUkavA mATe che ? meLavavA ane mUkavAmAM anatA janmA vItI gayA. have teA kaMika samajo. have evuM meLavI leA ke khIjuM kAMI meLavavAnI icchA na jAge; te mATe eka vAra cheDavu paDe teA cheDI daIe pachI vAre vAre cheADavAnI mAthAkUTa na rahe. e mATe badhuM dAva para lagAvI devu' paDaze ane sarvasvaneA dAva ramaveA paDaze. temAM koI gabharAmaNa ke vyAkuLatA na joI e; bahArathI kadAca kharakhAda thaI javuM paDe teA kabUla paNa a`tarane AnaMda te vadhavAnA ne ! have mana, vacana, kAyA adhu' dAva para lagADIne muktipurInI yAtrAmAM nIkaLavu che. tyAM paheAMcyA pachI meLavavAnI, mUkavAnI, pAmavAnI, cheDavAnI ramata khatama thaI jAya, mATe evu meLavI leA, evuM prApta karI leA ke je meLavyA pachI yAreya mUkavu' na paDe. je meLavyA pachI sadA sukha, sukha ne sukha. jagatanA dareka jIvAne sukhI thavu' game che. koIne duHkha gamatuM nathI paNa tenI pravRtti kevI che ? " sarvatra sarvasya sadA pravRtti, duHkhasya nAzAya sukhasya hetoH / tathApi dukhaM na vinAzameti, sukhaM na kasyApi bhajet sthiratvam ||" jagatanA tamAma jIveAnI pratininI pravRtti duHkhane nAza karavAnI ane sukhane meLavavAnI hoya che, paNa atyAra sudhI duHkhanA nAza thayA nathI ane koInuM sukha kadI sthira rahyuM paNa nathI. jagatamAM koI ne dhAryA pramANe sukha maLatu nathI. svecchApUrvaka sukha bhogavI zakAtu` nathI. purUSA karIne tame mAneluM sukha meLavyu. paNa e sukhAne cheDIne eka divasa te A duniyAmAMthI vidAya levAnI che. tamArI kalpanAthI mAnI lIdhela sukhA nazvara che. e sukhA maLavA chatAM jIvanamAM zAMti maLatI nathI. AvuM samajavA chatAM AjanA mAnavI bhautikavAdamAM bhAna bhUlI bhautika padArthAMmAM sukha zeAdhe che. Aje jagatanA jIvA taraph STi karIe te dekhAya che ke dareka jIva sukhanI jha`khanA kare che. mAru duHkha kema jAya ane sukha kema maLe tenA saravaiyA kADhe che. sukhAbhilASI jIva sukha mATe

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454 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi ghaNAM prayatnA kare che chatAM sukhI jIvA alpa che ane du:khI jIvA ghaNAM che. jIvAnA sukha meLavavAnA prayatnAmAM te! jarAya kamInA nathI chatAM dhAryuM sukha maLatu' nathI. je maLe che te paNa thADu' maLe che; te paNa cAlyA javAnA ya hAya che. koI dhanavAna zrImaMtane pUchIe ke tame sukhI che? teA te kaheze ke ame paNa du:khI chIe. e vAta tA kabula karyA vinA chUTako nathI. sukha meLavavA ATalA prayatno karavA chatAM sukhI kema anAtuM nathI tenA kaI divasa vicAra karyAM che kharA ? jJAnI samajAve che ke jIve jaDa padArthoM para sukhanI chApa pADI che tethI tene meLavavA mathe che. piraNAme sukha meLavavA jatAM duHkhanI hAramALA khaDI thAya che ane jIvana asvastha, asASI ane anItimaya anI jAya che. mAnava pAse sattA, sa'patti ane suMdarI haze paNa jo Atmika guNNA nahi hAya tA bahArathI sukhI dekhAtu jIvana aMdarathI duHkhI haze. dAgInAnI peTI paTArAmAM mUkI hoya ane lAkaDA chANAnI oraDImAM gotavA jaI e teA maLe kharI ? nA. tema jyAM sukha che ja nahi tyAM sukha zeAdhavA jaI e teA kayAMthI maLe ? dhanavAna mAne ke vidvAna sukhI che, sattAdhIza mAne ke balavAna sukhI che, sauMdarya vAna mAne ke dhanavAna sukhI che. A rIte dhana, vidvattA, sattA, aLa pAchaLa sukhanI kalpanA karI mAnava doDI rahyo che paNa temanI mahenata niSphaLa jAya che. eka vAra eka zeThane tyAM putrano janma thayA. khUba joradAra thALI vAgavA lAgI. gALa dhANA vaheMcAyA AkhA kuTuMbamAM badhAne AnaMda AnaMda thaI gayA. koI ajANI vyakti tyAMthI nIkaLI. teNe koI ne pUchyu -A thALI zAnI vAge che? badhAnA mukha para AnaMdanA sAgara hileALA kema mAre che ? temanA ghera dIkarAnA janma thayA che tethI A AnaMdanI, sukhanI laharI UThI rahI che. A badhu zA mATe ? mAtra dIkarAnA janmathI thayelA AnaMda mATe ja ne! paNa huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke A sukha, A AnaMda jiMdagI sudhI TakI raheze kharA? dIkarAnA janma thayA e AnaMdanI ghaDI paLa hatI. kadAca pApanA udaye A dIkaro sAva TUMkuM AyuSya laIne AvyA te!! AnaMdane badale duHkha; sukhanA badale kheda thayA vinA raheze nA. A AnaMa A sukha kRtrima che. kRtrima hAya e kAyama rahe nahi. A rIte koI sArI sattAnI khurazI maLI gaI te tyAM keTale AnaMda ? kayAre e sattA khurazI parathI pheMkI deze enI kayAM khabara che ! sattA, sa`patti, saMtAnanA saMcAge| sadAkALa sukha ApI zakatA nathI. je peAte nAzavata che, nazvara che te ApaNane zAzvata sukha kayAMthI ApI zake? e nazvara padArthomAM sukha mAnIne e meLavavA mATe mAnavI deTa cAlu rAkhe che paNa piraNAmamAM sukha maLatuM nathI paNa du:kha maLe che. rAnI kahe che jayAM AkhA sa`sAra ja duHkhanA chalakatA sAgara che temAM sukhanI AzA rAkhavA jaIe teA sukha kayAMthI maLe? A sa'sAramAM evA koI mANasa haze kharo ke je vepAra karavA nIkaLyeA hAya ne tene vizeSa kamAvAnI IcchA na heAya? skUlamAM jatA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 455 koI vidyAthI e haze ke jene parIkSAmAM uttIrNa thavAnI utkaMThA na hoya ! evI kaI suzIla kanyA haze ke je pitAnA patine prema ane pitAnuM akhaMDa saubhAgya IcchatI na hoya evI keI rUpavaMtI kanyA haze ke jene pitAnuM rUpa gamatuM na hoya ! evA keI mAtApitA haze ke putra pAsethI ghaDapaNamAM keI apekSA nahi rAkhatA hoya ! A badhAne javAba tame nakAramAM Apaze. matalaba ke vepAra karavA nIkaLelA vepArIne vizeSa kamAvAnI IcchA na hoya evuM na bane. keI suzIla kanyA pitAnuM saubhAgya ane patino prema IcchatI na hoya evuM nathI paNa dareka Icche ja, chatAMya A saMsAra keTale bhayAnaka che! keTale nirdaya che ! te te ju. vepAra karavA nIkaLelA keTalAya karoDapati thavAnI bhAvanA rAkhatA hoya paNa karoDapati banavAne badale karmothI roDa upara rajhaLatA reDapati thaI gayA. keTalAya vidyAthIo parIkSAmAM nApAsa thatAM ApaghAta karIne jIvanane aMta ANe gayA. keTalIya saubhAgyavAna kanyAonA saubhAgya bharayauvanamAM lUMTAI gayA. keTalAya mAtApitAnA ghaDapaNane dIkarAoe barabAda karI nAMkhyA. kaMIka rUpavaMtI kanyAonA deha kuSTha rogothI gherAI gayA. bhalabhalAnA aramAnene cakacUra karI denAra A saMsAra sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhave e pApa nathI te bIjuM che zuM? dhAryuM na thavA denAra ane aNadhAryuM ghaNuM karavAnI pharaja pADanAra A saMsAra che. A saMsAramAM sukhane bhaMgAra paNa nahi maLatA saMsAra pAse kaMsAranI apekSA rAkhavI e mUrkhAI nahi te bIju zuM ? gAMDe mANasa hoya te rastAmAM paDelA DabalA, kAgaLa, kapaDAnA DUcA bhegA kare che ane temAM e sukha mAne che, tema mAnavI duniyAnI nAzavaMta, vinazvara vastuo bhegI karavAmAM sukha mAne che. AvA DabalA jevA, kAgaLa jevA sukho jenI pAse vadhAre hoya tene duniyA sukhI ane bhAgyazALI kaheze. jenI pAse AvA sukhe nathI tene jagata duHkhI mAne che. Aje ApaNo viSaya che sukhI zAthI thavAya? jJAnIe teno javAba mAtra be zabdomAM ApyuM che "durNa vAta, kuSa gharmAta " pApathI duHkha maLe che dharmathI sukha maLe che. nazvara padArthothI maLatuM sukha aMte duHkha Ape che jyAre dharmathI maLatuM sukha A leka ane paraloka baMne lekamAM sukha Ape che. mAne ke tamArI pAse cAMdInI pATa che. ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM zarIra dhrujI rahyuM che. tamArI pAse te samaye oDhavA mATe kAMI nathI te te cAMdInI pATo oDhavA mATe kAmamAM Avaze kharI? nA. te dhAbaLAnuM kAma nahi kare. cAMdInI pATo hovA chatAM te pATo para sUI jaze kharA? nA. te pATo gAdalAnA badale pAtharIne sUvAnA khapamAM paNa AvatI nathI. mAtra mArI pAse cAMdInI pATo che ema mAnI meLavyAnuM sukha thaze paNa tene sAcavavAnI ciMtAmAM UMgha paNa uDI jAya che. je nirbhaya, keI jAtanI ciMtA vagaranuM sukha joItuM hoya to te dharmathI maLe che. je mahApurUSe zAzvata sukhane pAmyA te dharmathI pAmyA che. dharmathI sAcA sukhI banI zakAya che. jeo durgatimAM gayA te pApanA kAraNethI gayA che. kALasurI

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456 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi kasAI vagere. teo A bhavamAM duHkhI ane bIjA bhavAmAM paNa duHkhI thayA chatAM mAnavI jeTalA duHkha joIne Dare che teTale pApa joIne DaratA nathI. mAnavIne sukha, saMpatti joIe che paNa dhama karavA nathI, pApane cheDavuM nathI te sukha kayAMthI maLavAnuM che? Adarza jIvanaH eka vakhatanA prasa'gamAM eka nAnakaDA gAmamAM paTeleAnI vastI hatI. eka vANiyAnuM ghara hatuM. te jaina dhamI hatA ghaNI vAra ame gAmaDAmAM vihAra karIne jaI e. tyAM ekAda jainanu ghara hAya paNa temanu jIvana jotA lAge ke A jainanu ghara nahi hAya; paNa A vaNika te custa jaina dharmI hatA. gharamAM patipatnI e mANasa hatA. ane jaina dharmAMnA rAgI hatA. jaina eTale viveka, vinaya, dayA, kSamA Adi guNeAmAM AgaLa vadhelA hoya. A patinI bhaktibhAvanA, dharma pratyenI zraddhA ane lAgaNI khUba hatI. jIvanamAM ane teTalI dharmasAdhanA karatA. teo gAmamAM ghaNAMne AdhArabhUta hatA. vaLI khUba sa MteASI hatA. temaNe vrata AdaryA na hatA paNa maryAdAmAM AvI gayA hatA. gAmaDAmAM te AgaLa dukAna ane pAchaLa ghara hoya. te rIte dupati rahetA hatA. nIti ane pramANikatAthI dhaMdhA karatA ane te rIte Adaza jIvana jIvatA hatA. gAmanA mANasAne koI paNu kAryamAM sAcI salAha ane mAdyana ApatA. temane AMgaNe Avelu kAI khAlI hAthe pAchuM na jAya. kAI ne kAcu` sIdhuM joI e teA kAcuM Ape. rAMdhelu joIe te rAMdhelu Ape. leTa joI e te leTa Ape. jene je joIe te Ape. te atithi satkArane sArI rIte samajatA hatA. koI ne mAthu' du:khe peTamAM duHkhe teA gharagaththu davA paNa ApatA. A rIte e gAmamAM viNakanI nAmanA khUba hatI. A vaNika mATo zrImaMta nAnya nathI. temanI sthiti te sAdhAraNa che paNa dilanA zrImaMta hatA. kariyANAnI dukAna che. ghera gAya bhe'sa che. te samajatA hatA ke gAya bheMsa ghera hAya teA temanuM rakSaNa thAya. samaya kAmamAM pasAra thaI jAya ane ceAkhkhuM ghI dUdha khAvA maLe. Aje teA parAdhInatA vadhI gaI che. jAtamahenata karavI gamatI nathI ne khAvA che cAkakhA ghI dUdha ! te kayAMthI maLe ? A 'patinuM jIvana khUba sukhI che. jIvanamAM zAMti che. koInu' aNahakkanuM letA nathI. ghara meTuM che paNa tamArA jevu' phanIcara ke rAcaracIluM vasAvyuM nathI. tadna sAduM' paNa khUba svaccha ghara che. ghara bhale sAdu' hAya, roTalI, dALa, bhAta, zAka khAtA hoya paNa jIvanamAM guNA hAya, AnaMdamaya, paropakArI jIvana hoya te jIvananI saphaLatA che khAkI jenA AMgaNe koI ne Azraya na maLatA hoya, nIti, pramANikatA guNAnI mhe'ka na heAya te jIvana sAcu' jIvana nathI. benanI Atithya bhAvanA: eka vAra temanA AMgaNe pharatA pharatA kAI sa'nyAsI sa'ta AvyA. jemanu' nAma giranArI sa ta hatu'. A saMta tI yAtrAe nIkaLyA che. rastAmAM A gAma AvyuM. thAka khUba lAgyA che. bhUkha paNa lAgI che. bene temanI

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 457 2 AgatAsvAgatA karI, pachI temaNe kahyuM bena ! mane bhUkha khUkha lAgI che. tyAre bene kahyuM-Apane kAcuMsI Apu` ke pAkuM leAjana Apu' ? Apane tyAM rasoI taiyAra hAya tA mane te paNa cAlaze. ene khUba AdarabhAvathI jamADayA. sagA karatA vizeSa sAcavyA. saMta jamIne khATalI para sUI gayA pachI saMta kahe huM khUba thAkI gayA chuM. lAMbI majale javAnu che; jo Apane koi vAMdhA na heAya teA huM traNa divasa ahI' rahI jAu.. ene kahyuM-huM mArA patine pUchI jouM. tenA pati kahe bhale rahe. te samaje che ke A gharamAM koI ne Azraya maLe te| sAruM, ghara e dharmAMzALA samAna che. dhama zALAmAM loko Ave ne jAya. koI kAyama rahetuM nathI. saMtanI sevAnuM phaLa : bhAInA kahevAthI sanyAsI tyAM traNa divasa rahyA. khAI e temanI khUba sevAbhakti karI. tenI lAgaNI, bhAvabhakti, khelavAnI sIhAza, udAratA joIne saMta khUba prasanna thayA. temane sa MteASa thayA. saMta jue che ke A mAInA gharamAM cAre khUNA sarakhA dekhAya che. khAtApItA mahine vadhAre| vadhate DAya evuM dekhAtuM nathI, chatAM tenI bhakti bhAvanA, prema keTalA badhA che! huM ATaluM badhuM pharyAM, ghaNAMe mane premathI jamADayeA haze, bhakti karI haze paNa A khAInI teAle koI nahi Ave. prasanna thavAne kAraNe sa Mte kahyuM-ena ! mArI pAse eka vastu che je mane mArA gurUdeve ApI che. guphAmAM jaIne keTalI sAdhanA karI che tyAre te vastu maLI che. enA evA prabhAva che ke te jene tyAM hoya tene tyAM hAthI jhUle. A cIja huM tamane prasannatAthI ApuM chuM. tame tamAre tyAM rAkhA. hu cha mahine yAtrA karIne pAchA AvIza tyAre pAchI laI jaIza. jene tyAM hAthI jhUle tyAM sa`pattinI, vaibhavanI zI kamInA hAya ! badhuM abhare bharAI jAya. sanyAsInA manamAM ema thayuM ke A daMpati sAdhAraNa che chatAM temanI ATalI udAratA che te temanI pAse jo saMpatti vadhu hAya te| e keTalA badhAne Azraya Ape ? keTala' dAna puNya karI zake ? e vicArathI temaNe ApavAno vicAra karyAM. sAmethI sukha maLavA chatAM tyAga : khAi kahe che amAre enI kAMi jarUra nathI. ame sukhI chIe. amAre tyAM badhuM che. Apa laI jAo. saMnyAsI kahe bena ! mane tArA pratye dIkarI jevA prema Ave che mATe huM tane dIkarI mAnIne ApuM chuM. paNa amAre jarUra ja nathI, amAre joitI nathI. Aje duniyA je meLavavA doDadhAma kare che te vastu khAine sAmethI vagara mahenate maLe che chatAM kahe che amAre jarUra nathI. keTalI nilebhivRtti ! khAie cAkhkhI nA pADI chatAM saMnyAsI te te vastu mUkIne cAlatA thai gayA. bAie peAtAnA patine vAta karI. pati kahe-tAre nA pADavI hatI ne! AI kahe-meM ghaNuM kahyuM, amAre kAMI jarUra nathI. badhI vAta karI. pati kahe- ApaNe te jaDIbuTTInu zu' kAma che? jeTaluM vadhu bhegu karIe eTaluM vadhu pApa che. A mAnavajIvana jaDIbuTTI jevuM che. ApaNe te jaDIbuTTInuM kAma nathI paNa te parANe

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458 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi mUkIne cAlyA gayA. bAInA patie te jaDIbuTTI hAthamAM lIdhI ane jema kAMkaro pheMkI de tema te kacarAmAM pheMkI dIdhI. te jaDIbuTTIne jovA na rahyA. kabATamAM ke tijorImAM na mUkI paNa kacarApeTImAM pheMkI dIdhI. A bAIe patine jaDIbuTTI phekatA joyA chatAM tenA paNa manamAM eTale vicAra sarakho nathI Avato ke A jaDIbuTTIthI te mArI sonAnI baMgaDI thAta. mArI baMgaDIne senAnI cIpa sarakhIya nathI te eTaluM to karAvata ne! ApaNe tyAM moTA mahela UbhA thAta ne ghara abhare bharAI jAta. sAmethI lakSamI AvatI hoya te tene zA mATe pAchI kADhavI? are, saMnyAsIe ApyuM che. sArI rIte rahIzuM; paherIzuM, oDhIzuM ane dAna puNya karIzuM, emAM vAMdho zuM che? paNa bAI samaje che. te patinA vicArane anusaranArI che. senA, cAMdInA ke hIrA, motInA dAgInA paheravAne zokha nathI. te te nyAya nItithI je maLe temAM saMtoSa ane AnaMda mAnanArI che eTale Ave kaMI vicAra na AvyuM paNa manamAM ema thayuM ke mArA patie A jaDIbuTTI pheMkI dIdhI. have cha mahine te saMta pAchA Avaze ane temanI vastu mAMgaze te zuM karIzuM ? temane zuM javAba ApIzuM ? divase jatA vAra lAgatI nathI. jiMdagI paNa e rIte pUrI thaI jaze ne ArAdhanA adhUrI rahI jaze. yAda rAkho. trasakAyamAM jIva vadhumAM vadhu be hajAra sAgaropama kALa rahe. trasakAyamAM beIndriya, teIndriya, caurendriya ane paridrayanA chane samAveza thaI jAya. jo ATalA kALamAM sAdhanA na karI te jIva sthAvaramAM phekAI jaze. tyAM keInI lAgavaga ke siphArasa nahi cAle. dagA-prapaMca nahi cAle. tyAM kei tamArI zarama nahi dhare. kamarAjane kAyado te aTala che. tame vagaDe jazo te voraMTa tamArI pAchaLa Avaze. tyAM pipAbAInuM rAjya nathI. tyAM te pAI pAIno hisAba levAze. karmanI kitAba jANIne kartavya sudhArI le, virAdhanAnA viSane vamIne vIraAjJA svIkArI le. karmanI kitAba jANIne he mAnava ! tAruM kartavya sudhArI le. A daMpati te AnaMdathI rahe che. kALa te cAlyo jAya che. kALanI gADIne kaI rokI zakatuM nathI. bIjA badhA vAhano aTakI paDe, thaMbhI jAya paNa kALanI gADI te evI che ke jemAM paMcara paDatuM nathI. doDaye ja jAya che. emAM ApaNuM kimatImAM kiMmatI AyuSya cAlyuM jAya che. cha mahine pelA saMnyAsI pAchA AvyA. saMnyAsInA manamAM ema che ke meM jaDIbuTTI ApI che tenA prabhAve tene tyAM baMgalA thaI gayA haze ane khUba dhanavAna banyA haze. te to AvIne juve che te asala je ghara hatuM te dekhAyuM. saMnyAsInA manamAM thayuM ke huM ghara bhUla to nathI ne ! tyAM te temaNe je bAIe bhaktibhAvanA karI hatI te bAI joI. eTale mAnyuM ke nakakI A ghara che. gharamAM aMdara ke bahAra kAMI pheraphAra dekhAto nathI. temane zaMkA thaI ke mArA gurUdeve ApelI cIjano prabhAva kema nahi

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zAradA zirAmaNi ] [ 459 paDayeA hAya ? zu' enI zakti khalAsa thaI gaI haze? nA....nA....evu' tA ane nahi. te pachI A che tevA ne tevA kema rahyA ? sata thavA chatAM AvelA manamAM tata : sanyAsI gharamAM gayA. khAine Adara satkAra tA jevA hatA tevA ja hatA. temaNe pUchayu-ena ! tame mane ALakhyuM ? cha mahinA pahelA AnyA hatA te. meM Apane tyAM thApaNa mUkI che te levA Avyo chuM. Apa mane mArI thApaNu ApI de. saMnyAsI mAne che ke huM Ama kahIza eTale khabara paDaze ke ba'galA tene ghera kema nathI ? khAI kahe-Apa thAkIne AvyA che teA thADI vAra eseA, jame, ArAma kare pachI vAta karIe. sanyAsInA manamAM zaMkA thaI ke Ama kema kahe che ? eka vastu ApavAmAM keTalI vAra lAgavAnI che ? nakkI tenI dAnata agaDI lAge che. dharmiSThanuM nAma dharAvIne DhAMgI nIkaLyA. temanI te| adhIrAi vadhI gai. te kahe huM khAiza pIza pachI pahelA mArI vastu ApI de ne ! mArA gurUe keTalI mahenate te meLavI che. me' tamane cha mahinA mATe ApI che. vadhAre samaya mATe nathI ApI, mATe pahelA te ApI do. khAI kahe amAre tenI jarUra na hatI tethI mArA patie tene kacarApeTImAM phekI dIdhI che. emAM kANu caDhe ? : A sAMbhaLatA sanyAsIne khUba krodha jaDIbuTTI mane zeAdhI Ape. khAine khUba mUMjhavaNa thavA lAgI. kacarAmAM kayAMya jatI rahI haze Apa thAkayApAkayA jame. hamaNAM eTale tamane jaDIbuTTInA badalAmAM je joIe te lAvI Apaze. A bIju kAMI na joI e. mAre teA mArI jaDIbuTTI joie. jo Apa nahi Ape tA tamArA AMgaNAmAM mAthuM paTakAvIne marI jaIza. A bemAM keNu caDhe ? saMnyAsI ke sa'sArI ? badhuM tyAgIne nIkaLyA chatAM mamatA keTalI che ? saMsAra chUTaye paNa haju Akti gaI nathI. jyAre A dupati saMsAramAM rahe che chatAM mamatA keTalI chUTI gaI che ! sanyAsI gussAmAM khelatA hatA te vAta bhAIe dukAnamAM sAMbhaLI. te mahAra AvyA. bhAI ne khabara nahi ke A saMtune A cIjanI ATalI badhI mamatA che. sanyAsInI lAlaceALa AMkhA joIne samajI gayA. temane samajAvavA prayatnA karyAM paNa saMnyAsI te koI rIte na samajyA. muMjhavaNane prazna AvyeA. jaDIbuTTIne pheMkI dIdhA cha mahinA thaI gayA. have teA kayAMthI maLe ? jo te vastu na Ape te paMcendriya hatyAnuM pApa lAge. saMnyAsInu rUpa evu' dekhAya che ke te eka cIja pAchaLa marI paNa jAya. have karavuM zuM ? bhAI tenA upAya zeAdhavA lAgyA. mArA pita Avaze saMta kahe che--mAre dhame dharmAMsa'kaTane mArelA dhakko H bhAI kahe che Apa ahIM bese. huM bahAra jaI ne Avu chuM. huM pAche AvuM tyAM sudhI mArI rAha jojo. bhAI teA gAma bahAra eka jhADa nIce jaI ne navakArama`tranu` smaraNa karavA lAgyA; ane zAsananA rakSaka devAne prArthanA karI ke mArA mAthe dharma saMkaTa Avyu che. saMnyAsI ane jaDIbuTTI AvI gayA. mArI have kayAMthI maLe ?

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460 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi ApIne gayA. ame kahyu -amAre jarUra nathI, chatAM mUkIne gayA. amAre jarUra na hatI eTale me kacarApeTImAM tene pheMkI dIdhI. mane khakhara nahi ke saMnyAsIne tenI ATalI badhI mamatA che. nahi te huM gharanA eka khUNAmAM mUkI rAkhata. have jo tene ame nathI ApatA teA mArA AMgaNAmAM mAthuM paTakAI ne marI javA taiyAra thayA che. A rIte thavAthI paoNMcendriya hatyAnuM pApa lAge ane mArA dharmane kalaMka lAge. AvA dharmiSTha kahevAtA AtmAe vizvAsaghAta karyAM ne saMnyAsInI vastu pacAvI lIdhI ! mATe huM zAsananA rakSaka deve ! Apa mArI lAja rAkhA. mane A saMkaTamAMthI bacAveA, huM tamArA zaraNe chu.... teNe ekacitta 27 vAra navakAramaMtra gaNyA. devAnuM Asana DolAyamAna thayu. temaNe avAja ApyA-bhAI ! tu' gabharAIza nahi. tArA khesanA cheDA dhara. tane je joIe che te ApuM chuM. eka nahi paNa aneka jaDIbuTTInA DhagalA thaI gayA. zeTha poTalI bAMdhIne ghera AvyA. jaI ne pATalI saMnyAsInA caraNamAM arpaNa karI. Apane jeTalI joI e teTalI laI jAva. saMnyAsIe pATalI kholIne joyuM tA peAtAnI jevI hatI tevI kepIe kApI. sasArI chatAM saMtASI ane tyAgI chatAM tRSNAvaMta : saMnyAsI AzcaryamAM paDI gayA ke mArA gurUe keTalI sAdhanA karI tyAre maLI hatI ane A bhAI ne ATalI badhI ane te paNa shejamAM kevI rIte maLI gaI ? eka jaDITTI mATe mAthu' paTakAI ne maravA tayAra thayA chuM. jyAre Ane teA kAMI paDI nathI ! A sa`sArI che, huM tyAgI chu ! chatAM mArAmAM tRSNA keTalI che ! ane enA jIvanamAM sASa keTalA che ! jaDIbuTTIne kAMkarA samAna mAnIne phe kI dIdhI. mArAmAM mamatA keTalI che ! huM tyAgInu birUda dharAvIne krUru chu. chatAM mArAmAM tyAga nathI. huM ATaluM badhuM bolyA chatAM A jIvAe jarA paNa krodha karyAM nathI. me najIvI cIja mATe keTalA krodha karyo? kharekhara mArA karatAM emanuM jIvana mahAna che. temaNe pUchyuM Apa ATalI badhI jaDIbuTTIo kayAMthI lAvyA ? bhAI e navakArama`tra pratyenI zraddhAnI vAta karI. jainadharmAMnuM mahattva samajAvyu', chevaTe te saMnyAsIe jaina sa tanA bheTo thatAM jainadharmanI dIkSA a'gIkAra karI. Apa sAMbhaLI gayA ke daMpattinA jIvanamAM saMtASa hatA te teo keTalA sukhI hatA, mATe jJAnI purUSa kahe che ke sukhI thavAnA moTAmAM meTe upAya hAya tA sa MtASa che. jenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa, ahi'sA, satya, acauryAM, brahmacarya aparigraha rUpa dha haze te mahAna sukhI banI zakaze; mATe jIvanamAM sukhI thavu' hoya tA saMteASa Adi sadguNNAnI suvAsa jIvanamAM prasarAvA to jIvana sukhI banI zakaze. samaya thaI gaye che vadhu bhAva avasare,

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 61 dvizrAvaNa suda 5 ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna na. 49 : tA. 20-8-85 saMvatsarI mahAparva viSaya: "verI rahevuM che ke jhaverI thavuM che sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahena ! parvAdhirAja paryuSaNane prANa che kSamApanA parva. paryuSaNa parvanA ATha divasamAM sarvotkRSTa dina che kSamApanA dina. saMvatsarIno dina. saMvatsarI parva eTale maitrIne maMtra levAno parama divasa. veranI Aga olavanAra baMche. Atmazuddhi karavA mATenI pavitra gaMgA ane pApane chevAne spezyala sAbu. A parvanA svAgatamAM AtmAnuM svAgata samAyeluM che. A svAgatamAM AtmAnI sAdhanA che. sAta sAta divasa sudhI sAdhanA karyA bAda Aje kSamAnA nIramAM snAna karIne AtmAne pavitra banAvavAno che. kSamA manuSyane zAMta ane sahanazIla banAve che, te ApaNA jIvanamAM satyanI suvAsa prasarAve che. jyAM kaleza kaMkAsanA kAMTA, kAMkarA ane rAgadveSanA jhAMkharA ugyA che tyAM kSamA na ujAza, navuM jIvana ane no prakAza pAthare che. AjanA mahAna parvanA divase je ApaNI pAse kSamA levA Ave tene premathI kSamA ApavAnI che ane jenI sAthe verajhera thayA hoya temanI pAse aMtarathI kSamA mAMgavAnI che. phephasAnA roga zodhavA ekasa-renI jarUra che, hadayanA rogane jevA kADiyegrAmanI AvazyaktA che, zarIramAM kensara kyAM che te jovA mATe tharmogrAphanI AvazyakatA che tema AtmAnA rogone zodhavA paryuSaNa parva saMvatsarI parvanI AvazyakatA che. saMvatsarI eTale varSamAM eka vAra AvatuM mahAna parva. AjanA saMvatsarI mahAna parvano divya saMdeza e che ke "are zame vera, zame nA vera verathI." A maMgala sUtrane anaMtAnaMta mahApurUe aMtarathI AvakAyuM che. vAtsalya veNune veratuM ane premanA pulane daDha karatuM kSamAnuM meMgheruM nUra evuM A parva ApaNane e samajAve che ke veranI vasulAta verathI nahi paNa vAtsalyathI thaI zake che, pAzavatAthI nahi paNa pavitratAthI, daityavRttithI nahi paNa divyatAthI, zatrutAthI nahi paNa nehALa hRdayathI thaI zake che. vera ane vAtsalyanA saMgharSaNamAM Akhare vahAlano vijaya thAya che. ItihAsamAM jaLa ane javALAnA jeTalA saMgharSo thayA che temAM vijaya jaLane maLe che ane parAjaya javALAne maLe che. kyAM paramArthamUti bhagavAna pArasanAtha ane kyAM kuratAne verato kUra kamaTha! kyAM kSamAmUti bhagavAna mahAvIra ane jyAM tejulezyAne choDate ajJa gozAlaka! kayAM guNamUrti guNasena ane kyAM aganajhALane verato adhama agnizamAM ! te badhA parama sAmarthyanA dhAraka hovA chatAM verI pratye AMkhane camakAre paNa nathI karyo. jherIlA haiyAnA nakhazIkha sudhI vyApelA pracaMDa jherane te kSamAmUti amRtanA ghuMTaDA samajI hoMze hoMze gaTagaTAvI gayA. dhanya che temanI kSamAnI sAdhanAne ! kSamAnI agocara dharatIne TUMDhavAne kaI mahAmaMtra hoya te te micchAmi dukkaDa che. kSamAnA prayoga kendramAM praveza karavA mATe micchAmi dukkaDe e

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462 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi pAsapeTa che. A pAsaporTa vagara jo bhUlathI kSamAnA mahelamAM praveza karIzuM teA kadAca krodha rUpI dvArapALa pAchA kADhaze paNa jo A pAsaporTa sAthe rAkhyA haze te krodha ApaNane herAna nahi kare. Apane anulakSIne AjanA divasanA ApaNA viSaya che " verI rahevu che ke jhavera thavu che" ? verI thavu` ke jhaverI banavuM e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. A viSaya para ApaNe chaNAvaTa karavI che. tenuM paheluM pagathiyu' e che ke AdAna-pradAna karo. jagatanA tamAma vyavahAra, dhadhAnA vyavahAra, bajAranA vyavahAra, gharanA vyavahAra badhA AdAna pradAnathI cAle che. tamArI peDhI ghaNI dhamadhokAra cAlatI hAya, chatAM tame je vepAra karA che, gharAkane mAla Ape che teA bIjo navA mAla lAAA paDe che. eka bAjuthI lAve che ane bIjI bAju ApeA che. tamArI vahAlaseyI dIkarIne bIjAne ghera Ape che ane tamAre dIkarA hAya te! bIjAnI lADIlI dIkarIne tamAre ghera lai AveA che. Apa le kara vinA duniyAnA vyavahAra nathI cAlatA, te rIte Aje je kSamA mAMgavA Ave tene kSamA devAnI che ane khIjAnI pAsethI ApaNe kSamA levAnI che. anaMtakALathI kaSAyenI kAlImA AtmA para lAgelI che ane veranI vaNajhAra varSAthI utarI che tene jaDa mULamAMthI ukheDIne nAza karavAnI che. janmAjanmathI A jIvaDo verI banIne svaparanA AdhyAtmika jIvanamAM dilanI divAlA para cIrADa pADIne jIvA para julma gujArI rahyo che. pAmara jIvane pele pAra paheAMcADanAra patita pAvana parvAdhirAjanI upAsanA verImAMthI jhaverI banavA mATe che. A panAtA pavitratama divaseAmAM jo veranu zamana nahi karIe ane kSamApanAnA maMgala divase pazu aMtaramAMthI krodhAdi kaSAyAne dUra nahi karIe te verImAMthI jhaverI kevI rIte anIzakAze ? verajheranA bhAveAthI bhareluM hRdaya svaccha na heAI zake. jenA jIvanamAMthI e kacarA nIkaLI gayA che tevA svaccha, vizuddha, nirmAMLa hRdayavALAnI nasenasamAMthI neha nItare che, aNuaNumAMthI AtmAnA AnaMda Tapake che. tyAM verajheranuM viSavRkSa TakI zakatuM nathI. jo verI nathI rahevuM ane jhaverI banavu che te krodhanA jherane dUra karavA jevu' che. krodha e AtmAnA bhayaMkara zatru che. krodha e kAtila karavata che te dvArA peAte mare che ane bIjAne mAre che. AtmAne durgAMtinA dvAre dhakelI de che. krodha sajjanane zAMtithI japavA na de. are! e krodhanI kAlimA teA sAdhune zayatAna banAve. anaMtakALathI AtmAmAM ghara karI gayelA bhayakara roganu nidyAnaM ApaNe zAstromAMthI jANI zakIe chIe. e rAganuM nAma che kaSAya. tamAma bhavarogAnuM mULa kaSAya che. bhavaroga haThAvIne bhAva Arogya pAmavu hoya teA pahelA kaSAyAne kharAkhara pIchANI leA. kAyAnI kALI kathAthI sAtI vasamI vyathAthI koNa ajANa haze ? narakathI laIne svarga sudhI sA McelI, sarjAtI ane sajAnArI badhI khAnA kharAbInu mULa kaSAyA che. kaSAya eTale saLagatA saMsAra. kaSAyAne kAbUmAM levA mATe zuM karaze? " khAmemi savvejIvA, sabve jIvA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 463 vikhamaMtu meM " huM sarva jIvAne kSamA Apu chuM. sa` jIvA mane kSamA Ape, A maMtrathI krodha ane mAna e kAbUmAM AvI jAya che. ApaNA haiyAmAM rahelA krodha vera virAdha karAve che ne emAM zatrue sajAya che. zatrutAne utpanna karavAmAM mULa kAraNu krodha che ane veranI DhIlI paDatI pakaDane majabUta rAkhavAnuM kAma mAna kare che. krodha Ave tyAre mANasa game tema khelI nAMkhe che paNa krodhanA Aveza zAMta thAya tyAre ghaNI vAra haiyAmAM pazcAtApa thAya che. " khAmemi sabve jIvA '* nA ekarAra karavA mana AkAra paNa kare che chatAM haiyAmAM rahelA mAnanA pahADa tene namavA detA nathI. huM sarvAM jIvAne kSamA ApuM chuM. A karAra karatAM krodhanI sAthe mAnane paNa kAbUmAM levA paDe che. krodha ane mAna kAbUmAM Ave pachI kSamA mAMgavA jevI namratA Ave che. kSamA ApavI sahela che kAraNa ke emAM eTalu' gaurava haNAtuM nathI paNa kSamA mAMgavAmAM te krodha ane mAna baMnene dabAvavA paDe che. A maMtranI sAdhanA mATe kSamApanA pUrva eka suMdara avasara che. A mahAparva ApaNane kahe che ke krodha game teTaleA maLavAna heAya te gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. enI sAme jIta meLavavA kSamA nAmanuM zastra jo ApaNI pAse che te krodhanI tAkAta nathI ke e dhAyu`' jora ApaNA para calAvI zake. pAMcaseA pAMcase munine pAlake ghANImAM pIlAvI nAMkhyA. muniee kSamAnA sahAro lIdhA teA kSamAe 49 muniene kevaLajJAna apAvI dIdhuM. pIlanAra pratye jarAya krodha na AvavA dIdho. 9 munie mekSe pahoMcI gayA paNa 4nA gurUne khALa ziSyanA mAhe krodhanA panAre pADI dIdhA. zi ce| ArAdhaka banI gayA ane gurU virAdhaka banI gayA. kSamAnA sahAro chUTI gayA ne krodhanA panAre paDelA gurU duga`tinI saphare upaDI gayA. siddhAMtamAM te AvA kaMIka dAkhalA che ke upasager AvavA chatAM meAkSAthI sAdhakAe duHkha denAra zatru pratye krodha nahi karatAM sneha varasAvye che. duzmanane dosta mAnyA che ane verIne vahAlA mAnyA che. sa'sAramAM paNa AvA kaMIka prasa`gA bane che ke duHkhanI jhaDIe varase, krodha AvI jAya tevI samasyA khaDI thAya chatAM e jIvAe kevI apUrva kSamA rAkhI che. huM tamane eka banelI kahAnI kahuM. eka vakhatanA prasa`gamAM eka mALI peAtAnA agIcAnI sa'bhALa rAkhatA bagIcAmAM kAma karatA hatA, A khagIcA para ene bhUkha prema hatA. eka divasanI vAta che. sAMje sUye alavidA laI lIdhA hatI. saMdhyA khUba khIlI hatI. rAta paDavAnI taiyArI hatI. mALIne ghera javuM hatuM eTale bagIcAnA daravAje tALuM mAratA hatA. kharAkhara te samaye eka mANasa hAMphatA hAMphatA, dhrujatA dhrujatA tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. tenA mukha para gabharATa hatA, enuM haiyuM thaDakatu hatu. teNe raDatA raDatA kahyu -bhAI ! tame mane zaraNu Apaze| ? huM tamArA zaraNe chuM. huM jIvanabhara tamArA upakAra nahi bhUluM. te raDatA mALInA pagamAM paDaye. mane bacAveA, bhAI ! tu ATalA dhruje che, raDe che, mukha para gabharATa che te tane zuM thayuM che ? te koInA aparAdha karyAM che ? bhAi! huM atyAre meAtanA 5'jAmAM phasAyA cheM. zA mATe ? te' cArI karI che ? khUna karyu che ? hA, me'

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464 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi eka bALakanuM khUna karyuM che. haju to mArA hAtha lehIthI kharaDAyelA che. mane pakaDavA loko mArI pAchaLa paDayA che, je huM pakaDAI jaIza te mane jIvato nahi mUke. mALInA manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke A bhAIne mRtyuno keTale bhaya che ? mRtyuthI bacavA mArA zaraNe Avyo che paNa ANe jene mArI nAMkhyuM haze tenA dilamAM kevuM thayuM haze ? te karelA khUnane badalo levA tenI pAchaLa mANaso paDayA che. vera levAthI koI maranAra te pAcho DhaLavAnuM nathI. te A mArA zaraNe Avyo che, mArI pAse raDatA raDatA jIvananI bhIkha mAMgI rahyo che te mAre zaraNa ApavuM joIe. zaraNAgatane zaraNa" : mALI game tema te ya mAnava hato. mAnavatAnuM saMgIta enA dilamAM zuM jyA karatuM hatuM. khUnInI vAta sAMbhaLIne enuM dila dhrujI UThayuM ane zaraNAgatane zaraNa ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM. mALIe kahyuM-ahIM bagIcAmAM mArI eka nAnI rUma che. temAM tuM saMtAI jA. huM bahArathI tALuM vAsI dauM chuM eTale tuM pakaDAIza nahi. huM rAtre bAra vAge AvIne tALuM kholI daIza, pachI tuM tArA raste cAlyo jaje. tArA karma tuM bhogavI leje. tuM mArA zaraNe Avyo che eTale tane jIvatadAna ApavuM e mArI pharaja che. mALI to khUnIne rUmamAM pUrIne tALuM vAsIne cAlyA gaye. mALI ghera AvyA. A mALIne tyAM ghaNAM varSo pAraNuM baMdhAyuM hatuM. ekane eka dIkaro hateA. mALIe gharamAM dIkarAne na je eTale mAlaNane kahe che ApaNe bAbe kayAM gaye ? te chokarAonI sAthe sAMje bahAra ramavA gaye che; haju Avyo nathI. huM paNa tenI rAha joIne beThI chuM. kayAranI AMTApherA mAruM chuM. mane paNa thAya che ke te haju kema na AvyuM ? nAkA sudhI joI AvI chatAM dekhAya nahi. kahevAya che ke mA te mA, bIjA vagaDAnA vA." kaI vAra mAtA gussAmAM AvIne belI jAya tuM marI jA ne ! paNa e dIkaro je ghoDo moDo ghera Ave te mAtA enA mATe raDatI hoya che. mAlaNa mALIne kahe che Apa galInA nAkA sudhI jAva. mALI galInI bahAra gaye. dUrathI eka moTuM ToLuM AvatuM joyuM. badhA cIcIyArIo pADI rahyA che. eka yuvAnanA hAthamAM bALaka che. jema jema najIka AvatA gayA tema khabara paDI ke yuvAnanA hAthamAM je chokaro che te marI gayuM che. kula karamAI gayuM" : badhA ekadama najIka AvyA tyAre mALIe pAse jaIne joyuM te khabara paDI ke pitAne dIkare mRtyu pAme che. mALInA mukhamAMthI eka kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI, te tamArI khAIne paDe. keTalAya varSo putranuM mukha joyuM hatuM. ekano eka dIkaro hato. te phUla karamAI gayuM. A khIlatI kumaLI kaLIne teNe vIMkhI nAMkhI ? ugIne UbhA thatAM A paMkhIne teNe pIMkhI nAkhyuM haze ? A mAsuma bALakanI lAza laIne ToLuM mALInA ghera AvyuM. lAza eTale mUkI. patinuM karUNa rUdana sAMbhaLIne mAlaNa bahAra AvI. patthara dilane paNa pIgaLavA de evuM dRzya joI te dhAra AMsue chAtI phATa raDavA lAgI. te tamArI khAIne paDI, chAtI ne mAthuM phUTavA lAgI.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 465 mA-bApa chAtI phATa raDe che. ekano eka dIkare cAlyA jAya tyAre kayA mA-bApanuM haiyuM hAthamAM rahe? lekee temane khUba AzvAsana ApyuM paNa temanuM Akanda na aTakayuM, temanuM rUdana zakAyuM nahi ane kalpAMta kAbUmAM AvyuM nahi. potAnA bALaka tarapha daSTi karI to zarIra para eka ghA dekhAtA nathI. te pachI thayuM zuM ? kevI rIte marI gayo ? koNe mAryo? tyAre eka bhAI kahe zuM banyuM che te sAMbhaLo. je rakSaNakartA te ja bhakSaNakartA : huM rastAmAMthI ghera jato hato tyAre A phUla jevA bALaka para je sitama gujAryo che te meM mArI sagI AMkhe joye che. A bALaka te tyAM ramato hato tyAM acAnaka eka yuvAna Avyo. tenI chAtI para caDhI beTho ane gaLe TUMpo devA jato hatuM tyAM huM doDaze. mArAthI cIsa paDI gaI, paNa huM tyAM pahoMce te pahelAM to TUMpo daI dIdhuM hatuM ane tenA prANa cAlyA gayA hatA. ATaluM belatAM bolatAM te yuvAna paNa raDavA lAgyo. raDatA raDatA kahyuM-te khUnI bALakanA prANu laIne nAsI gayo. huM tene pakaDavA tenI pAchaLa ghaNuM doDa paNa te mArA hAthamAM AvyuM nahi. bhAI ! tame ene cahero ane paheraveza je hato ! hA. te ekadama UMce, zarIramAM zyAma, mAthuM khulyuM ane koTa paherele hato. tenI AMkha lAla hatI. te khUna karIne bagIcA tarapha doDe hato. A sAMbhaLI mALI avAka banI gayo. enI AMkha sAme sAMjanuM dazya khaDuM thaI gayuM. jIvananI bhIkha mAMgato khUnI ! raDatI AMkhoe je mArI pAse zaraNa mAMgI rahyo hato, jene meM jIvatadAna ApyuM te ja mArA dIkarAno khUnI ! meM je khUnIthI pyAra karyo che eNe ja jIvananI jIvAdorI samAna bALakane khuvAra karyo ! mArA phUla jevA nirdoSa bALakanA prANa levAnI ene zI jarUra ? nAnA bALake ene zuM gune karyo che ke enA prANa lIdhA ? khUnInuM khUna karavA uchaLeluM leAhI" : mALInA manamAM Aveza AvI gaye. tenuM khUna uchaLI AvyuM. tenA lehImAM garamI AvI gaI. basa, e khUnIne giraphatAra karAvI dauM. jelanA saLiyA gaNavA mokalI dauM. are ! e verane badale levA khUnIne khuvAra karI dauM. meM tene tALuM mArIne pUryo che. e kayAM javAno che? eka vAra chokarAnI aMtima kriyA patAvI dauM pachI badhI vAta. badhAe bhegA thaIne raDatI AMkhe bALakanI aMtima kriyA karI. badhA AzvAsana ApIne ghera gayA. pati-pa-nI khUba raDe che. khilakhilATa rahetuM ghara Aje dIkarA vinA verAna vana jevuM lAgavA mAMDayuM, ghara to jANe samazAna jevuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. baMne beThA che paNa temanuM haiyuM Aje TharatuM nathI. A te aMtaranA ghA che. kevI rIte pUrAya? mAlaNa khUba raDe che. tenuM haiyuM zAMta thatuM nathI. AvA phUla jevA bALakane mAravAnI ene zI jarUra ? khUnInuM khUna karavA mALInuM lehI uchaLI rahyuM che. basa, tene mArIne huM veranI vasUlAta karuM. veranI vasUlAta karavI e zuM mArI pharaja nathI ? 30

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[ zAradA ziremaNi - thoDI paLamAM mALInA manamAM vicAra AvyA ke mane eka vAra saMta maLyA hatA. temaNe mane kahyuM hatuM ke verane badale verathI na levo paNa premathI le. verane badale verathI levAmAM bhavanI paraMparA vadhe che. vaira virodhathI kadI sukha maLe nahi, durgati kerA mahAduHkhe TaLe nahi, je mArA zaraNe AvyA tenuM rakSaNa karavuM joIe. mArAthI tene marAya nahi. zaraNe AvelA zaraNAgatane mRtyunA mukhamAM dhakelavAthI mArI mAnavatA naMdavAI jAya. jene pyAra karyo ene khuvAra karavAthI tArI nItine lAMchana nahi lAge ! mALImAM mAnavatAne dipaka pragaTI uThe. khUnIne khuvAra karavAnI khvAhiza (IcchA) khatama thaI gaI. have huM ene kadAca mAre to paNa mane mAro dIkaro te maLavAnuM nathI, te pachI zA mATe ene mArIne mAre veranI paraMparA vadhAravI ? je banavAnuM hatuM te banI gayuM, meM tene vacana ApyuM che ke huM bAra vAge AvIne tALuM kholIza. tuM tArA raste cAlyA jaje. vahAlasoyI dIkare marI gayA che, tenuM ATaluM lohI uchaLI rahyuM che, putranA viyegane haiyAmAM kArame ghA che, chatAM ApeluM vacana yAda AvyuM. so gaNo badalo maLe che e pApane, e vacanane mAnya rAkhyuM heta je, pApa karatAM mApa rAkhyuM hatuM je, Aja mArI A hAlata nA heta je. mALInA dilamAM khUnI para krodhanI Aga bhabhUkI rahI hatI paNa krodha para kaMTrola lAvyo. mArA keI bhavamAM karelA pApa Aje mane udayamAM AvyA che. meM pApa karatAM pAchuM vaLIne joyuM nahi hoya tyAre mArI A dazA thaIne ? AnuM nAma sAcI samaja. dharma rAmA kayAre kahevAya ? samaya Ave tyAre keTalI kSamAM rahe che te khabara paDe. jIva game teTalI tapazcaryA kare, dAna de, dharmadhyAna kare, bhAvanAo bhAve paNa je kaSAyanI kAlimA aMtaramAMthI gaI nathI te sAdhanA dvArA je lAbha thavA joIe te lAbha maLato nathI. ArAdhanA saphaLa kayAre bane ? kaSAya jAya ane kSamAne ekaDo Ave tyAre, saMvatsarI parvanI ArAdhanA tyAre saphaLa bane ke e samyaphadarzananA prakAzane prApta kare. leNadAra tathA deNadAranA jhaghaDAmAM nyAyAdhIza deNadAranI sthiti nabaLI hoya te te pramANe hukamanAmuM bajAve che. temAM amuka divasanA kAMdhA karI Ape che. deNadAra te samaye nakkI karelA paisA bharI Ave che. A rIte vAyadA pUrA thatAM deNadAra devAmAMthI chUTo thAya che paNa deNadAra ne vAyade paisA na cUkave te ? devALIyA tarIke nAma noMdhAve tathA matanI keTaDImAM lahera kare. A rIte jJAnI rU5 nyAyAdhIza AtmA rUpI deNadArane karma rUpI leNadArane devuM cUkavavA bhalAmaNa kare che, he AtmA ! tuM karmanuM deNuM cUkavIne cekhe thaI jA paNa AtmA tarata bharapAI kare tevI zakti nathI tyAre nyAyAdhIze hukamanAmuM karI vAyadA karI ApyA ke rojanA pApanuM ja prAyazcita karI zuddha na

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 467 thavAya te paMdara divase, ema bAra mAsanA 24 kAMdhA karI ApyA. jene ApaNe pAkhI pratikamaNuM kahIe chIe. pramAda tathA kAyaratAthI A vAyadA na bharAya te aSADa mAsI pAkhI, kAratakI pUnama ane phAgaNa pUnama ema cAra cAra mAsanA traNa kAMdhA karyA. ghora nidrAmAM paDele AtmA A kAMdhA na cUkavI zake te bAra mAsanuM eka che kAMdhuM batAvyuM te che saMvatsarI parva. A mahAparvanA divase tame deNuM cUkavI do. je Aje paNa kaSAya cheDIne ekabIjAnI sAthe kSamApanA karazo naDui ane bAra mAsathI je vadhu kaSAye rahyA che te anaMtAnubaMdhInA thaI gayA kahevAya. jyAM anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya hoya tyAM mithyAtvane udaya AvyA vagara rahe nahi. jyAM mithyAtva AvyuM tyAM samakti gayuM. je maLelA amUlya samyakatva rUpI ratnane gumAvavuM na hoya te AjanA divase kaSAyanI Aga bujhAvIne sarvanI sAthe aMtarathI kSamApanA kare. saMta vacane zAMta karelI Aga : mALInA manamAM kaSAyanI Aga to bhaDake UThI hatI paNa saMtanA vacane tenI Aga zAMta karI nAMkhI. te duzamanane dasta rUpe jevA lAgyA. mALIe A koI vAta patnIne karI nathI. te mAlaNane kahe che ke Aje mane gharamAM gamatuM nathI, cena paDatuM nathI tethI bagIcAmAM jAuM te mane zAMti maLe. AjanI rAta tyAM vItAvIza. patnI kahe AvI madharAte ! je Apa jaze te huM paNa sAthe AvIza. ahIM huM ekalI nahi rahuM. mane dIkarAnA bhaNakArA vAgyA kare che. mALI kahe tAre AvavuM hoya te Ava, eka zarate. bagIcAmAM huM je kaMI karuM te tAre joyA karavAnuM, tAre kAMI bolavAnuM nahi. A zarata kabUla hoya to tuM Ava. patnI samajI gaI ke mane AvuM kahe che mATe emAM koI rahasya haze. nakakI temAM koI bheda lAge che. mALI vicAra kare che ke je 12 vAge huM nahi jAuM ane tene nahi che to savAre cheDe bhAre paDaze. ema mAnIne patnI pAse satya vAta na karI; paNa patnIne dIkarA vagara ghara bihAmaNuM lAge che. dIkaro AMkha sAme taravare che eTale te sAthe javA taiyAra thaI mALI ane tenI patnI baMne bagIcAmAM gayA. verano badalo vahAlathI : bagIcAmAM jaIne oraDAnuM tALuM kholyuM. khUnI bahAra nIkaLe ane mALInA caraNamAM DhaLI paDayo. tene Ubho karyo pachI kahyuM -are khUnI ! te jenI hatyA karI te bIje kaI na hato paNa mAruM kamaLa puSpa jevuM bALa hatuM. he abhAgIyA ! te mArA nAnA bALake tAre zo gune karyo hato ke te mArA ekanA eka dIkarAne mArI nAMkhyA ! chokarAne mAravAnI zI jarUra hatI? tane maraNano bhaya lAge to tuM doDIne mArI pAse bacavA mATe AvyA te mArA nAnA phUlane vagara vAMke te mArI nAMkhyo to tene kevuM thayuM haze ? amArA hRdaya cIrAI jAya che. A jANatAM khUnI to dhrujavA lAgyA. have te mAruM AvI banyuM. bAre vahANa taLiyAmAM. mALI kahe tuM dhrujIza nahi. tuM mArA zaraNe Avyo che ane meM tane zaraNa ApyuM che eTale huM tane kAMI karavAnuM nathI. tuM tArA raste cAle jaje,

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mA ta " 468 ! [ zAradA ziramaNi pachI tArA karmanA phaLa bhogavaje. patinA A zabdo sAMbhaLatA mAlaNa samajI gaI ke nakkI mArA dIkarAne mAranAra gunegAra sapaDAI gayA che paNa meM patine vacana ApyuM che ke huM kAMI bolIza nahi eTale mArAthI belAya nahi mArI nasenasamAM verane badale levAnuM khunnasa uchALA mArI rahyuM che. mALI kahe-"khUnathI kharaDAyelA hAtha khUnathI nahi paNa pANIthI dhevAya che. veranI Aga verathI nahi paNa premanA pANIthI ThArI zakAya che. pUrva janmamAM ApaNe tene bALaka gUMTa haze te atyAre ApaNe gUMTavAyo che, mATe have tene javA daIe: chevaTe baMnee tene choDI dIdhuM. verane badale premathI lIdhe. tene kSamA ApI. ApaNu bhagavAne paNa kSamAne upadeza Apyo che. ApaNA zAsanapitAne saMgamadeve keTalA upasargo ApyA chatAM bhagavAne te kSamA rAkhI. enA para karUNu varasAvI. A divasemAM ApaNe gajasukumAlane yAda karIe chIe. zA mATe? samile mAthe dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkyA chatAM kevI kSamA ! kevI samatA ! romila para jarA paNa krodhana karyo paNa tene mahA upakArI mAnyA. mArA sasarAnI mArA para keTalI karUNA che ke temaNe mane mokSanI pAghaDI baMdhAvI. temanA mAthe aMgArA mUkyA. tAje leca karela hatA. te samaye temane kevI bhayaMkara vedanA thaI haze ! chatAM evI asahya vedanAmAM temaNe kSamAM rAkhI. are ! mAthuM paNa jarAya halAvyuM nathI. emane ATalI samatA rahI ane ApaNane kema nathI rahetI ! Aje mAruM ke tamAruM keI apamAna kare to paNa samatA rahetI nathI to pachI emaNe aMgArA kevI rIte sahana karyA haze ? zuM temane vedanA nahi thaI hoya ? zuM emanI kAyA kaSTa sahana karavA ghaDAyelI hatI ? nA...nA....e to trikhaMDa adhipati kRNa vAsudevanA laghubaMdhavA hatA. e to ApaNA karatAM vadhu kemaLa hatA. ApaNe to haju bheDA ghaDAyelA ane kasAyelA chIe chatAM kema sahana karI zakatA nathI ? A vAta para kadI vicAra karyo che khare? A vAta khUba sarasa vicAravA jevI che. tamAre Adhunika navI Dhabane eka suMdara baMgale che. te baMgalAnA oTalA para eka maMda buddhivALo thoDo aTakacALa mANasa eTale AvIne beTho. tenA hAthamAM eka khIle che. te khIlAthI e mANasa oTalAnI TAIlasa ke Arasane kece che, athavA makAnanI divAlane khIlAthI kece che. aTakacALA mANasa navarA besI na rahe. kAMI ne kAMI AghuMpAchuM karyA kare. e samaye tame bahAra nIkaLyA. te mANasane oTale ke divAla kecatA je. have tame zuM karaze? tame tene bhale kahezo ke AMkha lAlacoLI karaze ? (tAH gusso AvI jAya.) tame ahIM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne zuM zIkhIne gayA che ? tamArI pArAzIzI kema caDhe? tyAM mAnyuM ke A baMgale mAre che. A ghara mAruM che. kadAca be cAra tamAcA paNa lagAvI de. are! dhodhamAra varasAda varasatA heya te paNa dhakkAmukkA karIne eTalA uparathI uThADe chUTake karo. te UThe nahi tyAM sudhI zAMti na thAya. A samaye tamArI dayA-karUNA kayAM gaI? tamArA gharanI eka

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zAradA ziramaNi ] . [469 TAIlasa ke divAla jarA teDI tyAM tame keTalA gusse thayA? tene gALo dIdhI. apamAnatirarakAra karyA ane dhakkA mArIne uThADI mUkyA. bIjI vAta karuM. tamArA gharanI abharAImAM keTalA varSonA jUnA cepaDA paDayA hatA. eka divasa te copaDA utAryA ane tapAsyA. tapAsatA eka copaDAmAM lekhamAM vAMcyuM ke ApaNA makAnanA amuka dizAnA amuka khUNAmAM dhanane carU dATele che temAM ATalI milakata che. have tame A vAMcIne zuM kare? A te lakhela lekha che. haju pratyakSa nathI joyuM, mAtra vAMcyuM che chatAM tenA para keTalI zraddhA ane vizvAsa che ! have eka ghaDInI DhIla kare ? nA. keI joI na jAya mATe gharanA badhA bArIbAraNuM baMdha karI do. kArIgarane ke majUrane paNa na bolAve, kema ke te jANI jAya. tyAM to jAte ja koza laIne khadavA maMDI paDe. (zretA: ArasanI lAdI hoya to paNa bedI nAMkhIe) kema vAruM? pelA mANase jarA TAIsa ke divAla kecI hatI tyAre pAre AsamAne caDhI gaye, gALo dIdhI, mAra mAryo ne muzaLadhAra varasAdamAM kADhI mUko. tyAM TAIsa toDI ke divAla kocI to hAya lAgI ane have ? copaDAmAM lekha bole che ke dhana dAvyuM che. maLaze ke nahi maLe chatAM zraddhA che eTale davA mAMDayuM. carUnI mamatAe baMgalAnI teDAvelI mamatA ? A to TAIsa ke Arasa toDe che paNa kadAca lakhyuM hota ke bhIMtamAM dATyuM che to bhIMta teDatA paNa pAchA paData kharA ? nA...nA..kaI divasa keza hAthamAM lIdhI nathI chatAM koza lIdhI ne maMDI paDayA davA. khedatA thAkI jAva, paraseve rebajheba thaI jAva te patnI, putra je hoya te badhAne bolAve. A Arasa toDatA dilamAM hAyakAre thAya kharo? nA. toDavAmAM to umaMga hoya. khedatA hAtha sUjhI jAva, thAkI jAya to mANasanI adalAbadalI kare, koI dhImethI khedatuM hoya to kaheze ke kheda..khada. ahIM khAdavAnuM kahevAmAM paNa AnaMda ne umaMga che. jenI eka IMTa khase ke Arasa tUTe te ya haiyAmAM arerATI thatI hatI e ja baMgalAnI bhIMta teDatA ke Arasa teDatA jarA paNa acakAya nahi ne uparathI vadhu khodavAnuM kahe enuM zuM kAraNa ? sAme dhanano carU dekhAya che. A baMgalA paranuM mamatva keNe toDayuM? e toDavAthI dhanano carU maLaze, e vicAre baMgalAnA mamatvane chedI nAkhyuM ane kezathI bhIMta khedI nAMkhI ke Arasa toDI nAMkhyA. khodatAM khedatAM dhanano carU nIkaLe. tamane kevo addabhuta AnaMda thAya? mokSa mATe asahya vedanAmAM rAkhelI samAdhi : basa, A ja vAta gajasukumAlanA jIvanamAM lAgu paDe che. temanA mAthe dhagadhagatA aMgArA mUkAyA, kevI asahya bhayaMkara vedanA thaI haze ? kheparI khadakhadavA lAgI tyAre te anaMtI vedanA thAya chatAM gajasukumAla munine upasarga ke parisaha na dekhAya kAraNa ke tamane sAme caru. dekhAya, jhaverAtano khajAne dekhAya te baMgalAnA Arasa khedatA duHkha na thayuM, hAya na lAgI. arekAra na thAya tema mokSagAmI caramazarIrI jIvane upasargo AvyA. kerInI

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470] [ zAradA ziramaNi chAla utAre tema baMdhaka muninI caDacaDa cAmaDI utarI. garama tapelIne saheja hAtha aDI jAya ke pagamAM bIDI caMpAI jAya te bApalIyA balI javAya. jyAre A mahAtmAonA mAthe aMgArA mUkyA, caDacaDa cAmaDI utarI tyAre baMdhaka muni sevakene zuM kahe che. sevakane ema kahe munivara, kaThina pharasa muja kAyA re, rakhe bAdhA tuma hAthe heve, kahe tima rahIe bhAyA re. he mArA upakArI bhAIe ! cacaDa cAmaDI utare che chatAM temanI bhavya bhAvanA te juo. keI Ijekazana nathI mAryuM ke cAmaDI baherI nathI karI, A te sIdhI cAmaDI utAre che. ApaNe eka dADha paDAvI leya te pahelA iMjekazana mAre pachI dADha pADe. dADha paDAvIne AvyA pachI paNa aDadho kalAka sUI jaIe ahIM te cAmaDI utare che chatAM kahe che bhAIo ! tame kahe tema UbhuM rahe. besuM ke sUI jAuM ? mArA kAraNe tamane hathiyAra vAgavA na joIe. meM saMyamI jIvanamAM vihAra khUba karyA che. taDakA khUba vadhyA che ane lukhA sukA AhAra karyA che eTale mArI cAmaDI kaThaNa thaI gaI che, mATe tamane phAve tema besuM, sUI jAuM ke Ubho rahu! tamane cAmaDI utAratA jarA paNa IjA thavI na joIe. kyAM e AtmAthI kSamAnA sAgara ! kayAM ApaNe mamatAthI bharelA! pauSadha karyo ne koTI AvI gaI tyAre zuM bhAva Ave? "kayAre uge mAro dInAnAtha ane na kADhe moDhAmAMthI hAtha.A rIte mokSa maLI jaze? jJAnI kahe che jyAM sudhI tuM saMsArathI mUkAIza nahi; zarIrane rAga cheDIza nahi tyAM sudhI saMsAra Ubhe che. gajasukumAlanA mAthe aMgArA mUkyA, baMdhaka muninI cAmaDI utarI chatAM temaNe eka uMkAra nathI karyo kAraNa ke baMgalAnA nukazAne sAme carU maLavAnuM che tethI baMgalAnuM nukazAna e nukazAna na lAgyuM, tema A kSamAsAgara munione zarIranA nAze mokSa meLavavAnI vAta karI. teo ema samajatA hatA ke A upasargathI bhale ne zarIrane nAza thAya paNa mokSa rUpI carU sAme dekhAya che. AtmAne zAzvata khajAne maLavAne che tethI emanA haiyAmAM addabhuta AnaMda hato. bhayaMkara upasarga karanArane paNa AvA mahAmunio ja mitra mAnI zake. temanI pAse khaMtI, muttI, ajaja, ma, lAghave, sacce, saMjame, tave, ceIe, baMbharavAsieNuM A daza hathiyAra hatA. tamArI pAse eka hathiyAra hoya, te vaLI hiMsaka hoya jyAre A saMtenI pAse dasa aDIkhama hathiyAra hatA. te ahiMsaka hatA. jeNe A bakhtara paheryA hoya tene zuM vAMdho Ave? gharamAM khADo khodatAM hAtha dukhyA, thAka lAgyA pasInAthI rebajheba thayA e badhuM duHkha te paDyuM tema A munioe e ja vicAryuM ke amane A je upasargo AvyA che temAM duHkha keTaluM bhogavavAnuM ! aDadhA kalAka ke eka kalAka, pachI A zarIrano te nAza thavAne che; ane mokSanuM avyAbAdha sukha maLavAnuM che-siddha svarUpane pAmavAnuM che, mATe atyAre zarIranuM je thavuM hoya te thAya. tamane zraddhA che ke dhanane carU maLavAno che. te divAla tUTe te bhale tUTe pachI sarakhI karAvI laIza paNa divAla teDatA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 471 jarA paNu raMja na thaye tema A munione upasarvAM sahana karatAM raMja na thaye paNu keTalI svasthatA rAkhI ! kaDavI davA pIvAnA samaye leke je svasthatA rAkhI na zake tethI anaMtagaNI svasthatA cAmaDI baLatA ane cAmaDI utAravAnA samaye rAkhI, kAraNa ke emane meAkSanA dvAra e samaye khulI rahelA dekhAtA hatA. mekSa sAme dekhAtA hatA eTale e AvA bhaya kara upasargAne samatA bhAve hasatA mukhe sahana karI zakayA. AjanA dina kSamApanAneA. A kSamApanA kayAre thAya ? bhUtakALane bhUlI ta ane premabharyAM va`mAnakALa khaDo karo. zatrunI zatrutAne bhUlI jAo ane ene mitra mAnI premathI vadhAvI leA. ApaNA zAsanitA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA jIvAne mArga batAvatA kahyuM che ke huM bhaLye mAnava ! jo tAre tArA jIvanane kri ane bhavya banAvavuM hoya teA bhUlavAnI ane bhUMsavAnI e e kriyAo karavI paDaze. "le ne bhUMse te bhava TaLe." jo sAmAnI bhUtakALanI bhUlAne bhUlI jaIzuM te kSamApanA karI zakIzuM. te mATe eka nyAya ApuM. tame arIsA jevA aneA paNu kemerA jevA niha. have evA kemerA nIkaLyA che ke jyAM cAMpa dAkhI ke tarata phoTA bahAra nIkaLI jAya. khIo che arIsA. arIsAmAM tame tenI sAme ubhA raheze| te tarata tamAru pratibiMba paDaze. kemerAmAM phaeNTA paDaze ane arIsAmAM pratibiMba paDaze. Ama te tamArI dRSTithI ane samAna dekhAze, paNu vicAra karazeA te lAgaze ke baMnemAM AsamAna jamIna jeTaluM aMtara che. kemerAe sAmI vyaktinA phATA jhIlyA paNa tenA badalAmAM peAtAnI prinTa gumAvI. eNe evI prInTa para phATA pADayA ke je prInTa lAMbA samaya sudhI tamArA pratibiMbane pakaDI rAkhe. arIsAmAM tamAruM pratibiMba paDaze paNa teNe temAM kAMi gumAvyu. kharu? nA. eTaluM ja nahi paNa jevA tame arIsA pAsethI khasI gayA ke arIsAe tarata tamArA pratibiMbane uThAvI lIdhu.. kemerAnI prInTa pratibiMbanI asara pakaDI rAkhI tyAre arIsAe tarata dUra karI dvIdhI. ghaNAM varSoM bAda tamArA phATAne joze. yuvAnInA pheTAne ghaDapaNamAM joze te manamAM jarA glAnI thaze ke A phoTAmAM mAruM zarIra kevuM ta Mdurasta ane nirogI dekhAya che ane atyAre zarIramAM keTaleA pheraphAra thai gayA che ! arIsAnA pratiSi'khamAM te AvA koI prazna nathI rahetA kAraNa ke A pratiSThi'khanI asara lAMbA samaya sudhI rahetI nathI. kAnA jevA banaze ? arIsA ke kemerA jevA ? : A nyAya ApaNA jIvana para utAravA che. ApaNA jIvanamAM banatA prasaMgeAne ke thaI gayelI bhUlane jo kemerAnI mAphaka pakaDI rAkhIzuM teA kSamApanA karI zakIzuM nahiM ane bhaviSyamAM du: khI thayA vinA nahi rahIe ane arIsAnI mAphaka e prasaMgAne dUra karIzu, bhUlI jaIzuM tA kayAreya du:khI thavAnA prasaMga nahi Ave. AjanuM saMvatsarI parva ApaNane e sUcana kare che ke bhUtakALamAM je bhUlA thaI hAya, koInI sAthe vera thayA hAya, koI e apamAna-tiraskAra karyAM hoya ne tenA kAraNe vera UbhA thayA hAya teA e bhUlAne

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472 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi arIsAnI jema tamArA aMtarapaTamAMthI dUra kare te tamAruM aMtara vizuddha banaze ane sAcI kSamApanA thaze. je kemerAnI mAphaka bhUlene pakaDI rAkhIzuM, e bhUlene bhUlIzuM nahi te; bhale bahArathI kSamApanA karazo paNa e sAcI kSamApanA karI na kahevAya, mATe kemerA jevA nahi paNa arIsA jevA bano. arIsAmAM pratibiMba jhaLake che kharuM tema kadAca bhUla thaI hoya te bhale paNa tene tarata bhUMsI nAMkhe. hRdayapaTa para saMdharaze nahi. je bhUMsI nAMkhavAne badale pakaDIne besI gayA te sAdhanAnA kSetramAM to hAraze paNa saMsAranA kSetramAMya mAra khAze. ghANImAM palAI rahelA khaMdhaka muni pitAnI avagaNanA karanAra pAlaka pApInI bhUlane bhUlyA nahi ane e yAda rAkhI to tene pAlaka para kaSAya thaI ane aMtaramAM pragaTelA kaSAyanA e dAvAnaLe saMyamI jIvananA naMdanavane saLagAvI dIdhuM. je manane sadA prakulita rAkhavuM che to bhUtakALamAM keInA taraphathI thayelI pratikULatAone sadaMtara bhUlI jAo. e bhUlyA vinA mananI mastI maLavI muzkela che. yAda karo mahApurUSanA jIvanane ! teoe bhUtakALanI pratikULatAone te yAda karI nathI paNa vartamAnamAM ya pratikULatA UbhI karanArAone parama upakAra mAnyA. gajasukumAlanI ane baMdhaka muninI vAta Apa sAMbhaLI gayA ne ! mAthe kheranA aMgArA mUkanAra sasarA samilane mokSanI pAghaDI baMdhAvanAra mAnyA. jIvatA zarIranI khAla utAravA AvelA hatyArAone baMdhaka munie bhAI karatAM ya bhalerA mAnyA. te e AtmAthI sAdhake hamezane mATe duHkhamukta thaI gayA. "je bhalene bhUlI gayA emanA bhava TaLI gayA, ane je bhUlene bhalyA nahi e bhavaparaMparAne vadhArI gayA." mATe jJAnI kahe che ke bhUtakALanI bhUlane bhUlatA zIkho. je bhUtakALanI bhUlane bhUle che e ja AtmA sAmAne kSamA ApI zake che. eka meTo zrImaMta jAgIradAra hato. emanuM makAna to jANe AlizAna bhavana! temane vADI temaja phaLadrupa jamIna ghaNI hatI. temAM khetIno dhaMdhe khUba moTo vikasela hato. temanA puNyane sitAro khUba camakato hato eTale jAgIradArane tyAM vaibhava khUba vadhato hate. dhaMdhe moTo hoya eTale nokara paNa ghaNAM heya. jAgIradAra nekaranuM khUba dhyAna rAkhe. kAma barAbara le ane pagAra paNa sAre Ape. te samajatA hatA ke mAre ATale kharce khAvApIvAmAM thAya che te nakarene bhale thoDA ochA paNa joIe ne? nokaranI AjIvikA barAbara cAlI rahe te rIte pagAra ApatA. ghaNAM khAnadAna mANasa hoya che ke nekarone pitAnA mAne ane te duHkhI na thAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhe. jAgIradAranA nyAyI ane pramANika vartanathI temanI kIrti khUba phelAI hatI. temanA guNa TheraThera gavAtA hatA. jAgIradAra pote jAtamahenatu khUba hatA. bIjA pAsethI kAma levAnI temanAmAM kaLA hatI. temanA ATalA badhA nekaromAM eka nekara evo hato ke te kAma karavAmAM ALasa kare. beThe beThe khAya ane je zeThanuM dhyAna na hoya te kAma karavAne badale UMghI jato. zeThane chetaravAmAM ene khUba AnaMda Avato. te bIjA nekaranI pAse zeThanI ane temanA kuTuMbanI juThI juThI cADIo khUba khAte.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 473 vera vALavA lAga jote nAkara : eka divasa zeThe A nAkarane kaIka kAma sAMpeluM. te kAma karavAne badale nirAMte sUI gayA, AthI zeThane gussA Aye. tene uThADIne Thapako ApyA. AkhA divasa uMdhyA kare che. kAma karatA nathI ane maphataneA pAra khAya che. vAMka peAtAneA hatA. kAmamAM harAmIpaNuM pAte karyuM che. ene peAtAnA vAMka na dekhAyA ane zeThane khUba kaDavA zabdo kahyA ne zeThanu haDahaDatu apamAna karyuM ne kahyuMjAva thAya te karI leA. AthI zeThe tene pagAra ApI chUTA karyAM. AMkhamAMthI khUna varasAvatA ane dAMta kacakacAvatA AMkheA caDhAvIne khelyA zeTha ! yAda rAkhajo. ane nokarImAMthI chUTA karyAM che tenA badalA lIdhA vinA nahi rahuM. zeThane e khyAla nahi ke A nAkara kaheluM karI batAvaze. jAgIradAranA gAmanI bahAra eka moTu jaMgala hatuM. e jagalamAM pele nAkara paDayA rahetA. lAga maLe to koI vAra cArI karI AvatA. jaganA phaLaphUla khAine peAtAnu jIvana pasAra karatA. enA manamAM eka IcchA hatI ke mane zeThe nAkarImAMthI chUTA karyAM che te mAre temanu vera levuM che e mATe rAja lAga zeAdhyA karatA hatA. eka vAra tenI IcchA phaLIbhUta thaI. kula para calAvelI kaTAra : A zeThane ATha varSInI ekanI eka dIkarI hatI. te rUparUpanA avatAra. jANe devakanyA na heAya ! verInA haiyAmAM paNa vahAla jagADe evI mIThAkhelI bhalIbhALI A chekarI hatI. tenI saMbhALa rAkhanAra eka AyA hu DI. chekarInuM badhuM kAma te karatI. eka vAra A AyA chekarIne laine bagIcAmAM pharavA gaI. nirdoSa khALA ramI rahI che. AyAnA pati khUba khimAra hatA. tenuM dhara bagIca nI najIka hatuM tethI te khabara levA gaI. te samaye kudarate pele neAkara A phUla jevI rUpA pAse AnyeA. verane badalo levA che eTale kammare khAselI tIkSNa dhAravALI talavArathI nAnI bALA rUpAnA eka hAtha kApI nAMkhyA. chekarIe kAramI cIsa pADI. daDadaDa leAhI varlDavA lAgyuM. rUpA bebhAna thaine paDI. nAkara tA bhAgI gayeA. cIsa sAMbhaLIne AyA ane AjubAjuthI leAke doDI AvyA. AyA to manamAM phaphaDatI dhrujatI dhrujatI rUpAne laI ne ghera AvI. zeTha kahe--are AyA ! A karyuM' koNe ? zeTha! mane khabara nathI. te ramatI hatI, huM mArA bimAra patinI khakhara levA gaI tyAM kANu AvyuM te zuM karyuM te kAMI khabara na paDI. zeTha pavitra hatA. te samajatA hatA ke A badhA karmAMnA khela che. jeNe A kAya karyu' haze tenA badaleA karyuM teA tene ApavAnA che, paNa mAre badale levA nathI ne vera bAMdhavuM nathI. zeThe rUpA mATe khUba TrITamenTa karI. ghaNA upacAro karyA tethI te khacI gaI. sAru thayu' paNu hAtha tA gayA te gayA ne ! have navA hAtha kaI AvI zakavAnA che! arine oLakhavA chatAM AdaraH hAtha kapAyelI rUpA dhIme dhIme meTI thaI. te 20 vaSa~nI thaI. teNe kahyu -pitAjI ! mAro hAtha kapAyelA che eTale mane anukULa pati maLaze nahi, mATe huM jiMdagIbhara brahmacaryaMnuM pAlana karI kuMvArI rahIza. Apanu

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ka74 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi kAma saMbhALIza. prabhu bhajanamAM mAruM jIvana vItAvIza. Apa mane dIkarA samAna mAnajo. zeThanI badhI javAbadArI teNe upADI lIdhI. nakarone paNa tenA taraphathI saMtoSa thayo. badhAnI sAthe khUba premathI rahetI. rUpA 25 varSanI thaI tyAM tenA pitA palakavAsI thayA. have to tamAma javAbadArI rUpAne mAthe AvI. zeThane dIkaro to che nahi. rUpA barAbara kAma kare che. eka divasa A chokarI pAse eka mANasa Avyo. teNe kahyuM - bena ! mane nokara tarIke rAkhe ne ! huM keTalAya divasathI bhUkhe maruM chuM. enuM mukha jetA rUpA oLakhI gaI ke A bIjo kaI nahi paNa mAro hAtha kApanAra che. manamAM jarA vAra thayuM ke Ane nA pADI dauM paNa pachI tarata kahyuM-hA bhAI ! huM tane nokarImAM rAkhIza. hamaNuM tuM azakta khUba dekhAya che; barAbara na pI. tArA kapaDAM badalI nAMkha. A sArA paherI le. 15 divasamAM nekara sAro thaI gayo ane badhuM kAma karavA lAgyo. verI sAthe vAtsalya vahAvatI rUpA : A nekara reja rUpAne juve ne tenI AMkhamAM AMsu Ave. tenA manamAM ema ke A bena mane nahi oLakhatA hoya paNa hu te temane oLakhuM chuM. meM temanI jiMdagI hAtha vagara barabAda karI nAMkhI ne ! chatAM te mAruM keTaluM dhyAna rAkhe che. eka divasa rUpa A nokarane raDato joI gaI. pUche che bhAI ! zA mATe raDe che? zA mATe ATaluM dhruje che? tuM AnaMdathI rahe. nekara zeThANIne pagamAM paDIne khUba raDyo. temanA pagamAM cakacakatI talavAra mUkIne kahyuMbA ! Apa A talavAra mArI Deka upara pheravI do. zA mATe ? Ape mane oLakhyo nahi hoya ke Apane hAtha kApI ApanI jiMdagI barabAda karanAra e nimakaharAma pApI huM chuM. A talavAra mArI Doka upara mAro to mane saMtoSa thaze. to ja mArA pAponuM prAyazcita thaze. rUpA kahetuM Avyo tyAre ja huM tane oLakhI gaI hatI. tArI e bhUlane huM sAva bhUlI gaI chuM. bhUlI chuM eTaluM ja nahi paNa mArA aMtaramAMthI e bhUlone bhUMsI nAMkhI che. rUpA kahe vera konI sAthe levAnuM hoya? zatru sAthe. paNa meM tane zatru mAnyuM ja nathI. mitra mAne che pachI vera levAnI vAta ja kayAM ? have tuM A vAta yAda karIza nahi. pitAne hAtha kApIne jiMdagI barabAda karanAra nokarane A rIte kSamA ApavI e vAta sahela nathI. nakara rUpAnA caraNomAM paDI khUba raDe. mAtA! tame te dayAnI devI che. tame mane mApha karyo che paNa mArA karmo mane kevI rIte mApha karaze? bhAI ! karelA pApone zuddha hRdayathI pazcAtApa karavAthI tArA badhA pApa mApha thaI jaze. have pharI AvA pApo nahi karavAnI pratijJA kara te tAruM dila haLavuM banI jaze. nokare pratijJA karI ane jiMdagInA aMta sudhI zeThANInI sevA karI. hA pastAvo vipula jharaNuM svargathI utaryuM je, pApI temAM DUbakI daIne puNyazALI bane che. " Ajano divasa e saMdezo Ape che ke bhUlane bhUlI jAva to veranuM visarjana thaze. te ja verI maTI sAcA jhaverI banI zakazo. Aje bapore badhA AlocanA karazo ne

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zAradA zirAmaNuM ] [ 475 sAMje pratikramaNa karaze. pratikramaNa vakhate jyAre hetanA hAtha laMbAvIe ne badhAne khamAvIe tyAre jagatanA sarva jIvAmAMthI eka paNa jIva akAta na rahI javA joie. koI prasa gavaza bhUla thaI gaI hoya ane veranI gAMTha baMdhAI gaI hoya te savatsarI pratikramaNa vakhate kSamAneA chaMTakAva karI e veranI Agane ThArI dejo. jo pApAne karAra karI sarvAM jIve pratye maitrI bhAvanAnA jharA vahAvaze! te sAcA ArAdhaka banI zako. teA ja sAcA jhaverI banI zakazeA. veranuM visarjana karI sarva jIvA pratye snehanI saravANI vahAvIzuM teA sAcA jhaverI banI zakIzuM. Aje amArA mahAsatIjIemAM mA. bra. harSidAbAI ma. khA. bra. urvIzAbhAI ma. khA. bra. navadIkSitA hetalakhAI ma. traNe satIjIene Aje 19 me upavAsa che. AgaLa vadhavAnA bhAva che. mA. pra. bhAvanAbAI ma. ane khA. bra. navadIkSitA pUNitAmAI ma. ne AThame upavAsa che. Aje kSamApanA upara ghaNuM ja kahyuM che. huM mAnuM chuM ke Apa padhA ekathIjA sAthe je vera jhera haze, aNumelA haze te badhA Aje cheDI dezeA. tamArA badhA vera jhera mArI jhoLImAM mUkI de paNa tame badhA AnaMdathI kSamApanA karo te ja zubhecchA. dvi zrAvaNa suda 8 ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 50 : tA. 23-8-85 anaMta jJAna denanA dhAraka, bhanya jIvAnA uddhAraka, meAhanA mAraka, samatAnA sAdhaka evA jinezvara bhagavaMte Agama rUpa jinavANInuM nirUpaNa karyuM. jinavANI sivAya khIjI koI vANI hAya teA te mehava ka che, pApaka che ane saMsAra vadhAranAra che. jyAre jinavANI mAhanA jhera utAranArI ane kA~khaMdhanane kApanArI che. jJAnI bhagavata samajAve che ke anaMtakALathI AtmAe jaDa pArthAne mahattva Apyu che. caitanya evA jJAnavAna AtmAne bhUlI gayA che tethI AtmA bhavavanamAM bhamI rahyo che. sArI sRSTi tarapha najara nAMkhIzu te dekhAze ke A sRSTimAM e tattvonI ramakhANu cAlI rahI che. eka che anaMta zaktinA pUja evuM jIva dravya ane khIju` che akalpanIya zaktinA dhAraka pudgala jaDa dravya. je kAMi duniyA dekhAya che te khasa mukhyatve A e tattvAnI khanelI che. have ahIM e samajavuM che ke emAM konI zakti vadhAre ? jaDanI ke jIvanI ? A prazna AjakAlanA nathI paNa keTalAya yugA pasAra thaI gayA chatAM A be zakti vacce gha Nu cAlyA kare che. sthUla dRSTithI vicAra karIzuM' teA lAgaze ke jaDa evA paramANunI tAkAta keTalI che ? AjanuM vijJAna tathA saMzAdhanA aNunI avanavI zeAdha jagata samakSa dharIne ghaDIbhara te jIvane AzcayathI vimuDha banAvI de che. varSA pahelAM kAI e vAta karI heta ke mAnavI AkAzamAM uDI zake te te vAta hu'khaka lAgata paNa Aje pRthvInA peTALamAM, samudranA taLiye ke AkAzamAM uDavuM te te sahaja banI gayu che. e khatAve

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476 [ zAradA ziremaNi che vijJAnanI aNuzaktinI pracaMDa tAkAta paNa A vijJAnanuM saMzodhana karI avanavI zodha karanAra jaDanI tAkAta batAvatA vartamAnanA sAdhane bhale atyAre tamArA gharamAM AvI gayA hoya paNa tenI zodha karanAra koNa che ? tenI zodha karI koNe? tyAM buddhi no mAnavanI vaparAI ke bIjA keInI? te vicAranI kuraNA mAnavanA hRdayamAMthI thaI ke pattharamAMthI ? tyAM zakti cetananI vaparAI ke jaDanI ? je cetana tatvanI A vizvamAMthI bAdabAkI karavAmAM Ave te pAchaLa vadhe zuM ? kadAca na kalpI zakAya, na vicArI zakAya tevA adbhuta sAdhana banAvIne AjanuM vijJAna kene khuza karI deze. sonAnI lagaDImAMthI managamate hAra ke ratnajaDita vIMTI tenI banAvI Ape paNa Akha zakti te kenI vaparAI che? sonAne khabara nathI ke huM sonuM chuM. khANamAMthI nIkaLelA hIrAne khabara nathI ke mArI kamata ATalI che ? tenI kiMmata AMkanAra Akhare te cetana e AtmA ja che ne ! je AtmA na hoya to tenI kiMmata koNa AMkI zake ? jaDanI duniyAmAM ajabagajabanuM parivartana lAvanAra mahAna buddhizALI vyaktio maLI raheze paNa hadayanI duniyAmAM dharakhama pheraphAra karI ajaba hRdayapalaTo karAvanAra je kaI zakti hoya to te che Agama vacananI alaukika zakti. temaja AgamanA khajAnAmAMthI tattvanuM pAna karIne zAstra subhASitone pitAnI bhASAmAM guMthIne sAmenI vyaktinA hRdayanuM parivartana karavAnI tAkAta dharAvanAra jo koI hoya to A pRthvI para vicaratA avanItalane zobhAvatA vItarAgI saMta che. tIrthakara bhagavAnanI upadeza dhArAnA amUha vacanee AnaMdanuM jIvana badalI nAkhyuM. te AnaMdane Aja sudhI ApaNe gAthApati kahetA hatA paNa have zrAvaka banavA taiyAra thayA. zrAvaka kene kahevAya ? vyavahArathI jaina kuLamAM janmyA eTale zrAvaka kahevAIe bAkI sAcA zrAvaka te te che ke je samakita sahita vrata dhAraNa kare che. sAcA sAdhu paNa te che ke je samakti sahita mahAtra dhAraNa kare che. abhavI jIvo sAdhupaNuM te le paNa tenAmAM samakti nathI eTale te sAcA sAdhu nathI. AnaMda gAthA patine prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLatA evo ullAsa Avyo, evI apUrva zraddhA thaI ke basa, prabhunA mukhethI vahetI amRtadhArAne jANe sAMbhaLyA karuM ! tAruM amRta pItAM pItAM, mArI gAgara kadI nA bharAye, tArI kAMti jotAM jotAM, mArI AMkhe kadI nA dharAye. tArI dhArAne meM jhIlI jyAre jyAre, mArAme rame phUla khIlyA tyAre... tIrthakara bhagavAnanI vANIne te e adbhuta prabhAva che ke te game teTalI vAra sAMbhaLIe chatAM tRpti thAya nahi. AnaMda gAthA patine bhagavAnanI vANI khUba gamI gaI. tenA para zraddhA, pratIti thaI, pachI UbhA thaIne kahe che mane ! "tame kavitAM marate " ahe che ne ! he pUjya ! ApanI vANI Apa jema kaho tema che. Ape cha dravyanuM, nava tanuM, naya-nikSepAnuM, saptabhaMgInuM je svarUpa samajAvyuM

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 467 che te yathAtha che; satya che emAM zakAne sthAna nathI. tameya sajja ni... ApanI vANI satya ane nizaka che. te sAMbhaLatA mArA meromamAM Ana'Dha thayA che. AkhI vANI sAMbhaLyA pachI have mane bIjA koI dharmanI rUcI nathI. mAtra tamArA mArganI zraddhA karu chuM; huM tene hRdayamAM dhAraNa karuM chu. Ape je samajAyu' te vAta mArA manamAM jacI gaI che. ekadama aMtaramAM utarI gaI che. ApanA mArga pratye prema jAgye che. sAcA mAnI mane pIchANu thaI che. kalyANanA mAga karyo ane pApanA mArga kA tenu' mane bhAna thayuM che. jyAM sudhI nAnA khALakane bhaNavAnI laganI nathI tyAM sudhI te skUlamAM raDatA raDatA jaze paNa jyAre ene bhaNavA pratye prema jAgaze tyAre rasAi nahe thaI hoya teA bhUkhyA jatA raheze. A rIte AnaMda gAthApatine have raga lAgyA, hetu aMtara ulasI gayu che. ApaNane paNa bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatA haiyu' ulasavu joI che. AjanA divasanu nAma che dukhaLI AThama- tame dukhaLI AThamaneA artha judo karyAM che. tame mAne che ke paryuSaNa gayA eTale piraNAma dubaLA paDayA tevA artha ka2e che paNa jJAnIe te eneA suMdara atha karyAM che. paryuSaNa parvanA A divase mAM kaSAyAnA kATa ukheDayA. te kATa kADhatAM kADhatAM khUNe khAMce je thoDA ghaNA rahI gayA hai ya tene Aje dUra karavAnA divasa che. kaSAyeA AtmAnu keTaluM ahita kerIyara sAthe eka gADuM athaDAya tA eka baLada kayAM, bIje maLada kayAM ane gADuM paNa kayAMya phekAI jAya che; tevI rIte koSa rUpI pablika kerIyara sAthe jo AtmA athaDAI jAya te AtmA kayAMya ne kayAMya phekAI jAya che. krodhathI teA jJAnI pazu na ka ane nigeAdamAM phekAI jAya che. cAra cAra mAsanA upavAsI kurUDa ane utkaDa muni narakanA adhikArI banI gayA. krodha tapane paNa khatama kare che. eka citrakAre bAra ra varSoMnI mahenata pachI AbehUba, sAkSAt mUrtivaMta citra yu` hoya ne te citra ra koI zAhInA DiyA DhALI nAMkhe te kSaNa vAramAM nAza pAme che tevI rIte kSaNavAranA krAdhathI kroDa varSIne saMyama paNa nAza pAme che. kSamA vinA mAnavanuM jIvana jIna nahi paNa kurUkSetranuM medAna khanI jAtha che. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke mAnavInA svabhAva garama hoya che paNa kaMIka nimitta maLatAM te zAMta paDI jAya che. kare che! pablIka ApaNA jainadarzanamAM te krodhane jItavAnI vAta karI che paNa vaiSNava dharmamAM tu krodhane jItavAnuM kahyuM che. vaiSNava dharmAMnI eka vAta che. kAkA bhatrIjA tIrthAMnI yAtrA karavA nIkaLyA. aneka tIrthAnI yAtrA karI. kAkAnA manamAM thayuM' ke mArI yAtrA saLa kayAre bane ? hu krodhI bahu chuM. mAre e krodhI svabhAva cheADu' ane kSamAne apanAvu teA mArI yAtrA saphaLa thAya. eka vAra pAMDaveA yAtrA karavA jatA hatA tyAre kRSNane kahyuM ame yAtrA karavA jaI e chIe. Apa amArI sAthe Ave. kRSNujI kahe ane TAIma nathI paNa Apa je yAtrA karavA jAva che| tA mArI A tu baDI laIne jAva. Apa jevI rIte yAtrA kare tevI rIte tu MbaDIne pharAvo, bhale, pAMDavA tuMbaDIne laI gayA,

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478 ] teo snAna kare teA tu aDIne karAve. tee je vidhi pATha pAMDave yAtrA karIne pAchA AvyA ne tu'khaDI kRSNajIne ApI pAMDave! ! tame yAtrA karIne pAvana thayA teA mArI tumaDI ne ! kRSNae tuMbaDInA seApArI jeTalA TukaDA karyAM ane hatI te badhAne ekeka nAnI kaNI ApI. badhA thU thU karavA Apa badhA kema thU thU karA che ? mahArAjA ! A tA kaDavI e ATalI yAtrA karIne AvI chatAM tenAmAMthI kaDavAza dhAvAI na kahyu -bahAra yAtrA game teTalI karI chatAM aMtaranA kaSAye| jAya sAcI yAtrA nathI. [ zAradA ziromaNi kare te tuMbaDIne karAve. dIdhI. kRSNujIe kahyu - paNa pavitra thaI gaI haze rAjasabhAmAM je ThaTha bharAI lAgyA. kRSNajIe pUchyuM - vakha jevI che. are, gaI ? nA. kRSNajIe nahi tyAM sudhI te pratijJAnI parIkSA : A zeThe vicAyuM ke huM krodha na karavAne nirNaya lau to mArI yAtrA saphaLa thAya. temanA dharmAMmAM paccakhkhANa na hoya eTale hAthamAM jaLa mUke. e rIte aThavADiyuM krodha nahi karavAno niyama lIdhe. bhatrIjAnA manamAM thayuM ke kAkAne svabhAva khUba teja che te A pratijJA kevI rIte pALI zakaze ? badhA yAtrA karIne ghera AvyA. bhatrIjAnA manamAM thAya che ke kAkA A pratijJA pALI zakavAnA nathI. huM temanI parIkSA karuM tA mane khabara paDe. jue, ISAM zuM kare che? bhatrIje manamAM vicAra kare che ke zu karu ? mAre kevI rIte parIkSA karavI. chevaTe eka vicAra sUjhaye, mArA kAkA yAtrA karIne AvyA che teA tenI khuzAlImAM emaNe jJAtibhAjana karAvavuM joIe te karAvyuM nathI te huM game tema karIne jJAtibhAjana karAvuM. A karAvavA pAchaLa tenA uddeza kAkAnI parIkSA karavAnA che. kAkAne utArI pADavA che. irSyA bahu bUrI cIja che. jJAtibhAjana karavAmAM paisA ghaTe teA karaja karIne, devAdAra banIne paNa karAvIza. teNe e pAMca DAhyA mANasAnI salAha lIdhI ke huM jJAtibheAja karAvuM teA sAruM lAge ne ? mANaseAe kahyuM ke tArI pAse sagavaDa hoya teA kara, khAkI devu karIne jJAtibhe,jana karAvavAnI jarUra nathI paNa bhatrIjAne te jamaNanA bahAne kAkAnI parIkSA levI che eTale eNe te jJAtibheAjana nakkI karyuM. bhatrIjAe badhAne pUchyuM paNa kAkAne na pUchyuM. vAta tA dhIme dhIme kAkA, kAkI pAse paheAMcI gaI. kAkA te kAMI na khelyA. paNa kAkI tA kAkA karatAM vadhu krodhI hatA. temane te A vAta sAMbhaLatA gusse AvI gayA. amAro bhatrIjo ne amane kAMI pUchavAnuM nahi ? na avaLAmAMthI savaLuM : kAkA dukAnethI ghera AvyA, tarata kAkI tADUkayA. tamArA bhatrIjAe jJAtibhAjana mATe kAMI pUchyu` che ke nahi ? kAkAnA manamAM te kAMI nathI eTale kahe che nA. emAM zu pUchyu` hatu` ? gAmamAM badhAne pUchyuM teA tame pUchavA lAyaka nathI ? ApaNe jamavA nathI javuM. kAkA kahe-nA. mArAthI evuM na thAya. mAro bhatrIjo jJAti jamADe ne huM na jamuM ? kAkI kahe-bhale tame jajo. huM nahi Avu. bhatrIjo kAkAne ghaNI vAra maLatA paNa A bAkhatamAM te kAkAne kAMI pUchatA nahi ane

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 479 kAkA sAmethI bolatA nahi. jamavAno divasa AvI gayo. bhatrIjAe badhAne nota paNa kAkAne netaruM na ApyuM. teNe netaruM devAvALAne jANI joIne kahyuM hatuM ke temane ghera notaruM nahi devAnuM, te to gharanA kahevAya. gharanAne notaruM na hoya. kAkAnuM dila to zAMta hatuM paNa kAkIne to gusso gajabano hato. teNe kahyuM-juo. bhatrIjAe gAmamAM badhAne notaruM ApyuM ane ApaNane na ApyuM. kAkAno svabhAva to taddana badalAI gayo che. te avaLAmAMthI savaLuM zedhe che. temaNe bhatrIjAno doSa na je. temaNe kahyuM-tuM kevI vAta kare che ? gharanAne AmaMtraNa hoya ? ApaNe te gharanA kahevAIe. ApaNe AmaMtraNanI zI jarUra ? bhale, te tamAre javuM hoya te ja paNa hu to AvavAnI nathI. huM evuM mAna-sanmAna vinAnuM na jamuM. krodhanA nimitta maLavA chatAM kAkAnI apUrva kSamA kAkAnA manamAM to jarA paNa gusso nathI Avato. te kahe huM to jamavA jaIza. jamavAne samaya thI eTale kAkA te gayA. kAkA pIrasavAnA kAmamAM joDAyA. bhatrIjAe kAkAne Ave, bese, jame kAMI na kahyuM, kaI jAtane AvakAra na Ape. A jagyAe ApaNe heIe te manamAM zuM thAya ? gusso AvI jAya. kAkI jamavA AvyA nathI. te gharamAM beThA beThA badhuM joyA kare che. bhatrIjAe Adara satkAra na Apyo chatAM zeTha jamavA beThA. bhatrIje badhuM joyA kare che. kAkA Adara satkAranI paravA karyA vinA jamavA besI gayA. kAkI nathI AvyA. temanuM dhyAna A bAju che. bhatrIjo vicAra kare che ke atyAre barAbara parIkSAne samaya che. badhAnA bhANAmAM miThAIo pIrasANa tyAre zeThanA bhANAmAM bhatrIjAe retI nAMkhI. badhA kahevA lAgyA ke tuM A zuM kare che? tame kaI bolazo nahi. meM kAkAne kayAM notaruM ApyuM che te jamavA AvyA ? huM temane nahi jamavA dauM. ATaluM karavA chatAM mukhanI rekhA na badalAI. temaNe zAMtithI mIThAzathI kahyuM mArA bhatrIjAnuM jamaNa che to huM zA mATe na AvuM? gusso thAya tevA nimitto bhatrIjAe UbhA karyA chatAM kAkAe gusso na karyo. kahevAya che ke deDanAra thAke paNa Ubhe rahenAra na thAke tema bhatrIje thAkI gayo. kAkAnA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. dhanya che kAkA Apane ! Ape lIdhelI pratijJA barAbara pALI che. ApanI yAtrA saphaLa banI che. A dazya jotAM lekanA manamAM Azcarya thayuM. A zuM ? bhatrIjAe badhAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karyuM. zeThe kodha nahi karavAnI pratijJA karI te duHkha ApanAra pratye paNa dveSa buddhi na thaI A rIte jIvanamAM kSamA rAkhavAthI maitrIbhAva jAge che. verI vahAle banI jAya che ane jIvanamAM agaNita vika" saMkaleze ochA thAya che. eka vAra 500 mANasonuM ToLuM nIkaLyuM. tene nAyaka sAva gamAra, ochI buddhivALo hato. badhAnA hAthamAM dhAriyA hatA. te moTethI barADA pADatA hatA. te zuM samaje che enA manamAM ? have to ene barAbara batAvI daIzuM. eka DAhyA vaNike A badhAne joyA. te samajI gayo ke badhAne nAyaka gamAra lAge che. teNe pUchayuM

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480 ? [ zAradA ziramaNi tame bAdhA kyAM jAva cho? jarA UbhA to rahe. A dhAriyA laIne tenI sAme laDavA jAva che? pelA sUryanI sAme. eNe tamAruM zuM bagADyuM che? bhAI! tenI to vAta ja na pUchazeame savAranA dukAne jaIe tyAre te amArI sAme Ave che ane amane herAna kare che. sAMje ghera jaIe tyAre paNa te amArI sAme AvIne herAna parezAna kare che. ghaNA divaso sudhI sahana karyuM. have to tene teDI pADavA jaIe chIe. vaNikanA manamAM thayuM ke A badhA gAMDAo bhegA thayA che te huM emane barAbara phasAvuM. eTale teNe vaNika buddhi vAparIne kahyuM, tamArI vAta barAbara che. ApaNe kAMI namAlA chIe te ene trAsa sahana karIe paNa Apa eka vAta samaje. - sUryanI sAthe te mATe keTalAya varSothI gADha paricaya che. sUryanI zakti kAMI kama nathI. keI sUryane jItI zakyA nathI. bhalabhalA bhaDavIra paNa tenI sAme hArI gayA che. je tame kahe tame gherathI nIkaLe tyAre ane jAva tyAre tamane te herAna na kare evuM kaMIka karI ApuM. te mATe prayatna karuM paNa tene samajAvavA mATe ke tenI sAthe laDavA mATe vakIla rokavA paDe te badhA paisA te joIene ? Apa mane zuM Apaze ? tame kaho te. Apa mane be hajAra rU. Ape. vaNike be hajAra laI lIdhA ane kahyuM ke tene samajAvavA mATe mAre eka mahine joIze. ToLuM te vikherAI gayuM. vANiye manamAM harakhAte ghera gaye. thoDA divasa bAda pele gamAra vaNikane maLe. teNe pUchayuMbhAI ! Apa samajAvavA gayA hatA ? pAsA barAbara paDe tema che ne ? hA....hAte cheDA DhIluM paDI gayo che. haju te ApaNI pAse divasa che. badhuM barAbara karI daIza. 29 divasa pUrA thayA eTale gamAra vaNikane pUche che bhAI ! zuM thayuM ? te mAnI gaye khare ? hA. paNa teNe eka zarata karI che te kabUla karavI paDaze. bele bhAI, kaI zarata che ? tame jyAM dukAna rAkhI che tyAM ghara karI de ane jyAM tamAruM ghara che tyAM dukAne kare. basa, ATalI vAta tame svIkAratA he te e tamane jiMdagImAM herAna nahi kare. bele A vAta maMjUra che? hA. bIje divase dukAna thaI gaI pazcima dizAmAM ane ghara thaI gayuM pUrva dizAmAM. eTale have gherathI dukAne jAya te ya sUrya pAchaLa rahyo ane dukAnethI ghera Ave te paNa sUrya pAchaLa rahe. badhAnI muzkelI maTI gaI ane vANiye maphatamAM ra000 rU. kamAI gaye. ApaNA AtmAe paNa AvA gamADA nathI karyA ! badhAnuM mukha sukha sAme che ane pITha duHkha sAme che. cAra gatimAM game tyAM jIva gayA tyAM daSTi sukhanI sAme rahI che. A sukha taraphanI deTe jIvane vadhu duHkhI karyo che. A daSTi badalavAnI jarUra che. je sukha tarapha pITha karIe ane duHkha tarapha mukha karIe te pachI juo jIvana jIvavAnI majhA kevI Ave che? mokSa gatine pAmelA anaMta AtmAoe duHkha tarapha mukha karyuM che ane sukha tarapha pITha karI che. are, teoe te sAmethI dukhone bolAvyA che ane vagara belAcce AvelA sukhane jarAya Adara nathI karyo te teo kAyamI duHkha mukta

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[481 zAradA ziromaNi ] banI gayA che ane zAzvata sukhanA bhaktA banI gayA che. Aja sudhI jIve sukha pAchaLa doTa mUkI che. e bhautika sukha bhogavatA tenA pariNAme duHkhe UbhA karyA che e jIvana daSTine badalavAnI che. prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLyA pachI AnaMda gAthApatinI daSTi badalAI gaI. atyAra sudhI temanI daSTi paugalika sukha upara hatI have Atmika sukha tarapha daSTi AvI gaI. temaNe bhagavaMtane kahyuM-he bhagavaMta ! Ape je nigraMtha pravacana pharamAvyuM te yathAtathya che. temAM jarAya bhedabhAva nathI. he prabhu ! ApanI te zI vAta karuM ! ApanA samavasaraNamA saMtane jouM chuM tyAre mArA merama praphullita thaI jAya che. ApanI pAse rAjA, mahArAjAo, talavara, rAjakumAro, yuvarAje, moTA zeTha senApatio, sArthavAho muMDita thaIne ghara choDIne sAdhu banyA che. dhanya che temane ! paNa mArA AtmAmAM evo ullAsa nathI upaDato, evI umIo nathI uchaLatI ke huM paNa A badhAnI jema saMsAra choDIne sAdhu banI jAuM. huM saMyama levA mATe samartha nathI e mArI kAyaratA che. saMyamI jIvana jIvuM eTalI mArI taiyArI nathI. Ape be dharmanI prarUpaNa karI che "sArthanAzva." AgAra dharma ane aNagAra dharma. AnaMde manamAM nakkI karyuM ke huM te saMyama laI zakuM eTalI mArI zakti nathI. haju AnaMda prabhune zuM kaheze te bhAva avasare. caritra - dIkarA mATe mAtAne thayelI zaMkA : paryuSaNa havAthI caritra baMdha hatuM have ApaNuM cAlu caritra puNyasAra caritra vicArIe. puNyasArane tenA pitAe dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhI mUke. haju 24 kalAka nathI thayA tyAM tenA jIvanamAM keTalI navAjUnI banI gaI ! chevaTe te ghera Avya, AvIne mAtAnA caraNamAM paDe. tene pozAka, tenA zarIra para dAgInAne zaNagAra A badhuM joIne mAtAnA manamAM zaMkA thaI ke ame tene kADhI mUkyo tyAre tenI pAse rAtI pAI paNa hatI nahi. pozAka sAmAnya hatuM ane A badhuM zuM ? mAtAe puNyasArane khoLAmAM besADyo ne mAthe vahAlasoyo hAtha pheravyuM. tenA khabara aMtara pUchayA. game tema te ya mAtAnuM hadaya che ne ! e dIkarAo moTA thAya tyAre mAtAne bhUlI jAya che ane lAta mAre che to ya mAtA kaheze ke mAre dIkara. mAtAnA manamAM zaMkA thAya che ke A kaI puNyasAranuM rUpa laIne te nahi Avyo hoya ne ? tenA mukha sAmuM vAraMvAra joyA kare che. A AMgaLIo paranI 10 hIrAnI vIMTIo kayAMthI lAvyo haze ? kaI jAdugara rUpa laIne to nahi A heya ne ? eTale mAtA pUche che dIkarA ! tAruM nAma zuM ? mAtA ! tuM mane oLakhatI nathI. huM tAro puNIyo chuM puNIye. tAre tophAnI dIkara. nAma te bIjAne ya bolatA AvaDe eTale kevI rIte mAnI levAya ? sAruM dIkarA ! ahIMthI gayA pachI zuM banyuM te badhI hakIkta mane kahe ne ! 31

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482] [zAradA ziremaNi zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karavA kahelI satya kahANI : bA huM jugAra ramata hata, meM hAranI corI karI ane mArA bApujIe mane kADhI mUkyo hato. te te khabara che ne ? hA. mAtAnA manamAM to haju ema thayA kare che ke A sAcuM bolato haze ? keI banAvaTI te nahi bolate heya ne ! puNyasAra kahe mArA pitAe mane bahAra dhakko mAryo tyAre kahyuM hatuM ke tuM hAra laIne Ave tyAre mArA gharamAM paga mUkaje. jo tame mane khoTo mAnatA he te meM jemane hAra Ape che temane savA lAkha rUA. ApI AvuM ane hAra pAcho laI AvuM. nA dIkarA ! tuM 24 kalAkamAM kone paraNIne AvyA che ? kAraNa ke tAro pizAka lagnane che. tuM paraNyo te vahu kema nathI ? te tuM mane kahe. mAtA ! mArI vAta sAMbhaLe, mArA pitAe mane kADhI mUke ane hAra laIne Ave tyAre gharamAM AvavAnuM kahyuM hatuM, pachI huM kayAM jAuM ? zuM karuM ? te vicAra karate karato cAlyo jato hato. cAlatAM cAlatAM jaMgalamAM pahoMcyA. tyAM to vAghasiMhanI bhayaMkara garjanAo saMbhaLAtI hatI. mArA te hAjA gagaDI gayA. huM jhADa para caDI gayo. hamaNuM vAghasiMha Avaze to huM marI jaIza. mane to khUba bhaya lAgavA mAMDaze. tyAre Ape mane navakAramaMtra zIkhavADayA hatA tenuM smaraNa karyuM. tenA prabhAve mane vicAra Avyo ke A jhADa para huM beTho chuM, emAM mane je jhekuM Avaze te paDI jaIza ane vAdha siMha mane mArI nAMkhaze. Ama bhaya lAgavAthI nIce utaryo ane jhADanI bakhela hatI temAM pesI gayo. bakhelamAM beThA beThA navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karate hato tyAM zuM banyuM te sAMbhaLo. rUmajhuma karatI devIo AvI, alakamalaka vAta karatI, vallabhIpuramAM kautuka thAye (2) jovA jaIe tyAMya he ... te vanamAM rUmajhuma karatI be devIo AvI. temaNe AvIne pahelA ceka svaccha karyo. pANIne chaMTakAva karyo. mane to thaDakAra thato hato ke kadAca A devIe mane upADI jaze te ? mAtAnA manamAM thAya che ke devIo tyAM kayAM utarI paDI ? tene vAta gaLe utaratI nathI. beTA ! pachI zuM thayuM ? tyAM be devIo AvI ane AnaMdathI garabA gAvA lAgI. ramata ramavA lAgI. badhuM patI gayA pachI baMne vAto karavA lAgI. eka devIe bIjI devIne pUchayuM- A mRtyulekamAM kAMI jovA jevuM che ? bIjI devI kahe- jo tAre jovA javuM hoya te vallabhIpuramAM Aje rAte eka kautuka thavAnuM che. tyAM jovA jaIe. huM bakholamAM beTho beTho badhuM sAMbhaLato hate. devI kahe che kevI rIte jaIzuM ? jhADa para besIne! ApaNe jhADa para besI jaIzuM ne pachI jhADa uDADI daIzuM. huM to manamAM prabhune prArthanA karavA lAgyo ke devIo A jhADa para na bese te sAruM paNa te te huM je jhADanI bakholamAM beThA hatA tyAM be devIo beThI. temaNe jhADane halakAre karyo eTale jhADa to uDayuM. bhege huM paNa uDo. rastAmAM moTA moTA dariyA AvatA, mane bhaya lAgyo ke A devIo kadAca jhADane dariyAmAM pheMkI de te huM paDI

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 483 jaIza ne marI jaiza. mAtA ! huM tArA puNIyA chuM, bIjo koI nathI. A tAra sAcA dIkaro ja AnyA che. mAtA pUche che beTA ! jhADa kayAM gayuM ? tyAM badhA gAmanA leAkeA AvavA lAgyA tethI puNyasAre TUMkamAM jaldI jaldI vAta karI ke mA pachIthI hu badhuM kahIza. krU'kamAM e jhADa vallabhIpura paheAMcyu ane tyAM sAta kanyAo sAthe lagna thayA. mArA manamAM thayuM ke mArA viyeAge mArA mAbApa kevA jhuratA haze mATe huM jaldI ahIM AnyA. mA teA AzcayamAM paDI gaI. have gAmanA badhA puNyasArane maLavA mATe AvavA lAgyA. have tyAM zu' banaze te bhAva avasare, ddhi zrAvaNa suda 9ne zanivAra : vyAkhyAna na, 51 : tA. 24-8-85 pAmaramAMthI paramAtmA banAvanAra, janamAMthI jina banAvanAra, evA vItarAgI prabhue jagatanA jIvAne AtmAnI utkrAMtinA mAga atAnyeA. e mArga batAvanAra ApaNA prabhu ke jemanuM jJAna anaMta ane buddhi apAra hatI tethI bhagavAnane mATe 8 matimA '' zabdanA zAstramAM ullekha karyAM che. matimayA eTale matimAna, prajJAvAna, buddhivAna. bhagavAnanI prajJA kevI hatI te batAvatA zAstramAM kahyuM che ke se pannayA akkhaya sAgare vA, mahodahi vA vi anaMtapAre / aNAile yA akasAi bhikkhu, sarve pheviyare khurrama | sUryAM.a.6.gA.8 bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI prajJAthI, buddhithI samudranA samAna akSaya hatA. eTale ke svayaMbhUramaNa samudranA samAna, apratihuta jJAnathI sa`panna hatA athavA jema mahAsAgara apAra jaLathI yukta heAya che e pramANe tee anaMta jJAnathI yukta hatA. tee nimaLa niSkaSAya jJAnAvaraNIya Adi karmAthI rahita tathA devAnA adhipati indranI jema atyaMta tejasvI hatA. 4 bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI prajJA sAgara samAna hatI. ThANAMga sUtranA ceAthA ThANe cAra prakAranI buddhinuM varNana Ave che. " T'vA maphLatA ta'nA (2) ra Mgare samANA (2) viyadga samAjA (3) sadiga samANA ( 4 ) sAgarodga samAjA " huve prathama ar'jarA ka samAna : ara'jara eTale dhaDeA. ghaDAnA pANI jevI buddhi DAya che tene ara'jarAdaka samAna buddhi kahe che. ghaDAmAM pANI sAgaranI apekSAe sAva alpa hAya che tema tIrthaMkaranI apekSAe sAmAnya sAdhunI buddhi sAva alpa hAya che. te buddhi bahu ane grahaNa karI zakatI nathI. temAM jJAnAvaraNIya kA~nA kSaye pazama alpa pramANamAM thayA hoya che. (2) vijJadaka samAna H vizvara eTale nadInA paTamAM gALelA vIraDo (khADo) athavA kUvA. nadImAM athavA nadInA kinAre gALelA khADA nadInI sAthe ghasaDAIne AvatI retIne lIdhe pUrAI pUrAI ne nAneA banatA jAya che paNa temAM pANInI Avaka cAlu rahe che. te jaldI nAza thaI jatA nathI. e pramANe jenI mati apa hAya che paNa

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484 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi bIjA arthanA tarkathI te vizeSa vadhatI jAya che paNa jaldI nAza pAmatI nathI, evI matine vidareka samAna kahI che. uttama sAdhunI buddhi kUvA jevI hoya che. A buddhimAM jJAnAvaraNIya karmane kSaye pazama vadhu thayela hoya che. (3) sarodaka samAna : sarovara athavA taLAva jema khUba pANIthI yukta hoya che. tenuM pANI aneka jIvane upakAraka bane che. tene jaladI nAza thato nathI. A pramANe jenI mati-buddhi ghaNI hoya che. A buddhi anekane upakAraka bane che ane jadI nAza thatI nathI. A buddhine sarodaka samAna kahI che. A buddhimAM jJAnAvaraNIya karmone kSapazama adhikatara hoya che. (4) sAgarodaka samAna A buddhimAM jJAnAvaraNIya karmane saMpUrNa kSaya thayela hoya che. jema sAgaranuM pANI vipula, agAdha, kSayarahita ane samasta ratnothI yukta hoya che e pramANe je buddhi samasta padArthomAM avagAhinI hoya che temane jANanArI heya che, vipulama heya che, akSaNa ane agAdha hoya che. A rIte aneka padArthone baMdha karAvanArI te buddhi aneka atizavALI akSaya ane agAdha hovAthI evI buddhine sAgarodaka samAna kahI che. tIrthaMkara mahArAjAnI buddhi sAgara jevI hoya che. A gAthAmAM e samajAve che ke bhagavAnanI prajJA sAgara samAna che. badhA samudromAM svayaMbhUramaNa samudra sauthI vizALa ane moTo che, tema jagatanA sarva jIvamAM bhagavAnanI buddhi sarvazreSTha che. vaLI te akSaya che. eTale kayAre paNa kSaya pAmavAnI nathI ke ochI thavAnI nathI bhagavAnanI prajJA kevaLajJAna rUpa che. te kALathI sAdi eTale Adi sahita ane aMtarahita che. TavayaMbhUramaNa samudra " tAre" jaLathI pAra na pAmI zakAya tevo hovA chatAM tene aMta paNa che paNa bhagavAnanI prajJAne aMta nathI eTale bhagavAnanI prajJA "anaMta pAra" che. tathA "anAvila" eTale nirmaLa, samudranuM jaLa atyaMta nirmaLa ane melathI rahita hoya che. e pramANe bhagavAnanuM jJAna nirmaLa ane kaSAya tathA rAga-dveSanA dethI sarvathA rahita hovAthI akasAI che. 42 tathA 96 de rahita nivagha bhikSAthI saMyamanuM pAlana karanArA hevAthI bhikSu kahevAya che. devenA adhipati zadranI jema te dedipyamAna tejasvI che. kula Idro 64 che. 10 bhavanapatinA 20, 16 vANavyaMtaranA 32, tiSInA 2 ane 12, devakanA 10, kula 64 IndrA. tIrthakara bhagavaMtenA kalyANaka vakhate badhA Indro vatI zabda namoLuNane pATha bolIne stuti kare che tethI nameLuNene "kastavakahe che. mahAtejasvI prajJAvAna bhagavAne potAnI prajJAno upayoga ekAMta karmabaMdhana teDavAmAM karyo che. karmanI nirjarA karavAmAM karyo che. ApaNane paNa buddhi te maLI che. te buddhi jo bIjAnA hitanA kAryamAM vaparAtI hoya ane dharmakSetramAM, AdhyAtmika kSetramAM je tene upayoga thato hoya te te buddhi svaparahita sAdhI zakaze. anubhavIo paNa kahe che ke "yuH je tattva vivAra" buddhinuM phaLa zuM ? tattvavicAraNA. jIvAjIva, puNya-pApa Adi nava tanI vicAraNA karavI. e vicAraNuM

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zAradA ziramaNi ] (485 karyA bAda jIvanamAM pApa kema ochA thAya, Azravane pravAha Avate kema aTake ? karmabaMdhanA kAraNe vicAravA ne karmabaMdha jIvane kema ochA thAya? jIvanamAM saMvara kema Ave? karmanI nirjarA kema thAya? aMte sarva karma khapAvIne mekSa kevI rIte maLe ? je buddhithI AvI rIte tatvavicAraNA chava kare te jarUra e buddhi dvArA enA karmabaMdha tUTe. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM paNa mahAprajJAvaMta bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI vANIthI jenI buddhimAM viveka A heya, reya ane upAdeyanuM bhAna thayuM; samyakatvane jhaLahaLate prakAza thaye evA AnaMda gAthApatie bhagavAnane traNa vAra vaMdaNA namaskAra karI potAnA aMtaranA bhAva pradazita karyA. Ape mArA aMtaranA dvAra kholI dIdhA che, mithyAtvanA jhera dUra karyA che. anaMtakALathI bhavamAM bhamatA A jIvane saMsAranA sukhe to maLyA hatA ane bhogavyA hatA paNa maLelA sukhane samajIne tyAga karavAnI, maryAdAmAM AvavAnI samaja badhA bhavamAM nathI maLatI. Ape tyAga mArganuM rahasya khUba suMdara samajAvyuM che. jyAM tyAga che tyAM karma baMdhana nathI. cAritra navA AvatA karmone roke che. saMyama mArgamAM pAMca indriya para kaMTrala hoya che; mana para kAbU rAkhavAnuM hoya che tethI saMyamanI sAthe tapa paNa Avyo. aNugAra dharmane jIva apanAve tyAre karma AvavAnA dvAra para tALA vasAI jAya che. je cAritra mAgane grahaNa karavAmAM asamartha che tene mATe paNa bhagavAne mArga batAvyA che. te che AgAra dharma. AnaMda zrAvake bhagavAnane kahyuM he prabhu ! dhanya che rAjA mahArAjAone ! dhanya che zeTha senApatine ! dhanya che rAjakumArone ! teo ApanI pAse saMsAra choDIne muni banyA che paNa huM e rIte saMsAra choDIne muMDita thaIne saMyama levAmAM asamartha chuM, tethI he bhagavAna ! jaMjALu vacAruM satta jalAvaracaM suvaDhava nihidharmA pAkinArA huM ApanI pAse pAMca aNuvrata ane sAta zikSAvrata rUpa dvAdazavidha gRhastha dharmane-AgAra dharma aMgIkAra karavAnI IcchA rAkhuM chuM. bhagavAne ahIM eka nyAya ApIne samajAvyuM. moTA vizALa dariyAmAM ke sAgaramAM sTImara cheka kAMThA sudhI nathI AvatI. te to amuka sthAne AvIne UbhI rahe pachI tyAMthI kinAre AvavA mATe nAnA hADakAmAM besavuM paDe. pahelA jUnA jamAnAmAM moTA tuMbaDAne paNa vaLagIne mANaso taratA paNa AjanA jamAnAmAM hoDakA ane sTImaro che paNa moTo dariye pAra karavAmAM heDakA kAma na Ave. moTo dariyo pAra karavo hoya ane lAMbe pravAsa karavo hoya to moTI sTImara joIe. nAnA heDakA dariyo taravAmAM sahAyaka te kharA paNa te sTImara sudhI pahoMcADavAmAM laI javAmAM upagI che, tema mahAvrato sTImara jevA che. mahAvratone sUtrakAre madAjhALa kahyA che, jenA dvArA mekSamAM javAya che tene yAna kahe che te yAna "saMyama' che. aNuvrato heDakA jevA ke tarApA jevA che. hoDakA jema dariyo taravAnuM sAdhana che tema aNuvrate paNa saMsAra karavAnuM sAdhana che paNa agharuM sAdhana che. sTImarathI jaladI sAgara pAra karI zakAya tema mahAvrata rUpI saMyamathI saMsAra sAgara jaladI tarI zakAya. aNuvratathI sAgara karavAmAM samaya vadhu lAge paNa eTaluM samajI leje ke aNuvrate

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486 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi rUpI nAvaDAmAM besaze te koI vAra mahAvrato rUpI sTImara sudhI pahoMcI zakaze. Aje aNuvrata Adarazo te kaI vAra mahAvratamAM AvI zakaze paNa je eka paNa vrata AdaratA nathI, maryAdAmAM AvatA nathI, te mahAvrata sudhI kevI rIte pahoMcI zakavAnA che ? mATe jenI jarUra nathI te te baMdha kare. Aje jagatamAM moTA bhAganA che to adhamI maLavAnA. te jaDa pudgalenI bolabAlAmAM pitAnuM jIvana pUruM karI de che. temanI AtamA tarapha te daSTi ja nathI. e jIvane najara sAme rAkhIne je jIvana jIvavA jaze te amUlya A mAnavajIvana hArI jaze ane janmajanmanI barabAdI netaraze. puNyanA udaye tamane sAmagrIo maLI che te tenA para mamatA karIne karmo na bAMdhaze, nahitara sAdhana sAmagrIo ahIM rahI jaze paNa e sAmagrIo pratyene mamatvabhAva jIvane keTalI hada sudhI kara banAvI deze. te sAmagrI pratyenI mamatA jIvane keTalI duHkhadAyI banAve che ! eka vaNika bhAIne acAnaka keI kAme bahAra javAnuM thayuM. rAtanI be vAgyAnI gADI hatI. te eka vAge sTezane pahoMcI gaye. gAma sAva nAnuM hatuM eTale vastI te sahaja rIte ochI heya. sTezana para koI vastI dekhAtI na hatI. gADI AvavAnI eka kalAkanI vAra hatI eTale vANiye eka bAkaDA para beTho. te samaye bAjunA bAkaDA para eka bega paDI hatI. te bega para A vaNikanI najara paDI. nAnI chUTakeza jevI bega hatI. vANiyAnA manamAM thayuM ke A bega kenI haze ? AjubAjumAM koI mANasa te dekhAtuM nathI. koI A bega levA paNuM AvatuM nathI. bega dekhAvamAM khUba suMdara che. vANiyAnI daSTi bagaDI. eTale have paLe paLe tenI najara te tarapha javA lAgI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke kaI bega levA AvatuM nathI mATe kaI bhUlI gayuM lAge che. have e bega javA devA jevI te nathI ja. parigraha pratyenI mamatA maphatano mAla laI levAnI bhAvanA jagADe che. rastAmAM AvI ghaNI cIjo paDI haya, je e dareka cIjene laI levAnI bhAvanA karaze ane tene tamArI mAlikInI karavA jaze te enA pariNAme bahu bhayaMkara Avaze. parAI vastu levAnI jAgelI lAlasA : pelA vANiyAne parAI bega laI levAnI vRtti thaI paNa e laI zake kevI rIte? levA jAya ane kadAca tene mAlika AvI caDhe to! athavA keI joI jAya to! have karavuM zuM ! chevaTe vicAra karyo ke A be vAgyAnI gADI javA devI. je begane kaI mAlika haze to tyAM sudhImAM AvIne laI jaze ane kaI levA na Ave te samajavuM ke A begane dhaNI ahIM nathI, pachI bega levAmAM kaI muzkelI nahi paDe. vANiyAe be vAgyA pachI kaI gADI che te tapAsa karI. be vAgyAnI gADI jatI rahI chatAM keI bega levA AvyA nahi tethI vaNika bega pAse gayo. cAre bAju najara karI pachI bega hAthamAM upADI. bega khUba vajanadAra hatI. vANiye samaye ke A begamAM mAlamattA sArI lAge che. A begamAM rahelI badhI milakata have mArI. have duHkhanA divase gayA. A bhISaNa

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 487 meMdhavArImAM gharakharca pUro thato nathI. A bega hAthamAM AvI gaI eTale have garIbAI raheze nahi. parigraha saMjJA zuM karAve che? parigraha e mAMsanA locA samAna che. samaDInA mukhamAM mAMsane lace hoya to bIjI samaDI e levA mATe enA para trATake paNa samaDI choDI de to takarAra patI jAya, tema parigraha che tyAM cora, DAku, lUMTArA, reDavALA badhAne bhaya che. parigraDa che tyAM mArAmArI che. parigraha meLavanAra jIvanI keTalI kaMgALa dazA che! A vANiye mAtra pitAnI kalapanAnA AdhAre pitAnA bhAvine nirNaya karavA jAya che. bIjAnI vastu pitAnI banAvavAnI ghelachA lAgI che. je teNe zAMtithI vicAra karyo hota to ene jarUra samajAI jAta ke AvA nAnA sTezane AvI kiMmatI bega kaI bhUlI jAya kharuM? kadAca e bhUlI gayA hoya teya mAre zuM ? begamAM paDelA mAlanI mAre zI jarUra? paNa lebha saMjJA sAcuM sUjhavA detI nathI. vANiyAnI buddhi kuMThita banI gaI che. A bhAI to bAkaDA para beThA che. tenI najara te pelI bega para che. te to bega levAnA vicAramAM jhulato hato. tyAM gADI AvI. daza-bAra musApharo gADImAMthI utaryA. vANiyo to nirAMte bAkaDA para besI rahyo che. musApharo utare ke caDhe enI sAthe vANiyAne kAMI nisbata nathI. nisbata che ene bega sAthe. gADImAMthI utarelA musApharomAMthI be traNa musApharo A vANiyAnI bAjumAM AvIne beThA. vANiyAnA manamAM thayuM ke A lokonI najara bAjunA bAkaDA para rahelI bega para paDaze to ! jenA aMtaramAM pApa che enA mananA vicAra paNa kevA hoya che ! pelA musAphare to vANiyAnI sAthe khUba vAto karavA lAgyA paNa A bhAI sAhebanuM mana te begamAM rame che. tenA manamAM thayuM ke A bega joIne kadAca teo kaMI pUchaze to huM spaSTa kahI daIza ke bega mArI che. juo, parigrahanI mamatA zuM nathI karatI ? asatya bolAve, cerI karAve, keTalA pApa karAve ! pelA musApharo to thoDI vAtacIta karIne tyAMthI ravAnA thaI gayA pachI pele vANiye bega laI Avyo. bega khUba vajanadAra che. vANiyo te manamAM harakhAya che. A begamAM mAla to puSkaLa lAge che. Aje mAruM bhAgya ughaDI gayuM. - lobha kaSAyanI bhayaMkaratA : vANiye to bega laIne gADInI rAha joto Ubho che. tyAM eka piolIsa AvI caDho. teNe pUchyuM A bega kenI che? mArI che. polIse kahyuM-bega tArI nathI lAgatI. A bega te mArI ja che. polIsane joIne vANiye theDI vAra te dhrujI gayA paNa have hiMmata hArI jAya te cAle tema nathI, eTale hiMmatathI - kahyuM -bega mArI che. je bega tArI che te cAvI lAva. cAvI khelIne batAva ke temAM zuM che? cAvI hoya to batAve ne! chatAM khissAmAM hAtha nAMkhe pachI kahyuM ke cAvI khovAI gaI lAge che. vaNike Ama kahyuM eTale polIsane vadhu vahema Avyo. te kahe-bola, tArI peTImAM zuM che ? tamAre e jANavAnI zI jarUra che ? A vANiyAnA manamAM khumArI che e ema mAne che ke huM jarAya ADuMavaLuM belIza to polIsa

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488 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNi samajI jaze paNa vANiyAnu' A gaNita niSphaLa gayuM. polIseAnI sAthe khUba ADIavaLI vAtA karI paNa ema samajI jAya tA peAlIsa zAnI ? peAlIsa kahe che ke khela, cAvI te' kayAM saMtADI che? khAvAI gaI che. A tArI banAvaTI vAta che. cAla, peTI laI le peAlIsa sTezane. vANiyA tA kharAkhara dhrujavA lAgyA, paNa have te bIjo koi upAya na hateA. peAlIsa kahe che haju tArI bega na heAya teA nA pADI de nahi teA jelanA saLIyA gaNavA paDaze paNa peTI paranI mamatA satya khelavA detI nathI. teNe te eka ja vAta karI ke A peTI mArI che. leAbhakaSAyanI bhaya karatA te jue ? vANiyAe te| AzAnA havAI mahela caNyA che. peTImAMthI je nIkaLaze temAMthI peAlIsane thADu' ApI daIza ane bIju badhu' ghara bhegu` karIza. AjanA jIvAnI paNa A ja dazA che ne! vANiyAne khabara nathI ke e peAte keTalu' jokhama uThAvI rahyo che. peTImAM vajana bahu paNa kadAca bIjuM kAMi nIkaLI jaze te ? je thaze te joyu' jaze. peAlIsa sTezane vANiyA ega laIne AvyeA. peAlIse vANiyAnI pharI vAra khUkha ulaTasUlaTa tapAsa karI paNa tenA teA eka javAba hatA ke peTI mArI che paNa tenI cAvI kayAMka khAvAI gaI che. dhAyu" hatuM zuM ne nIkaLyuM zuM? : A vANiyAnA manamAM vicAra thayA ke jo A leAkI kadAca bega tADaze teA badhI mAlamilkata lai jaze. enA karatAM huM polIsane thADI rakama ApIne pate te patAvI dauM. ema mAnIne peAlIsane kahe che kadAca A peTImAMthI bahu mAla na nIkaLe te tamane zuM maLaze ? tenA karatAM tame mane A bega laIne javA de. huM tamane 1000 rUA. bakSIsa ApuM. vANiyAnA manamAM ema ke A nAnA gAmanA peAlIsa che. tene eka hajAra ApI daiza te| jaldIthI mAnI jaze, paNa tenI dhAraNA mULamAM maLI gaI. peAlIsa kahe-zu' tu' mane eka hajAramAM kharIdavA mAMge che. zuM hu' eka hajAranA chuM? mAre nathI joitA tArA paisA. vANiyAne thayuM' ke tene kadAca eka hajAra AchA paDayA haze tema mAnIne kahe che huM e hajAra ApIza. zuM huM... e hajAranA chuM ? tuM pAMca hajAra ke daza hajAra Ape teAya nathI joItA. A bega tArI nathI e puravAra thAya che. tu satya khAla nahi te| have rImAnDa para lauM chuM, vANiyAnA hAjA gagaDI gayA. polIse te chevaTe beganuM tALu teADAvI nAMkhyuM. badhA jovA utsuka banyA che. Atura anyA che ke A begamAM zu haze ? jyAM ega khAlI tyAM teA vANiyAnA hAzakaza uDI gayA. koInu khUna karIne enA zarIranA TukaDA-hADakA A begamAM bharyAM hatA. A jotAM badhAnA mukhamAMthI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. khApare....AvI hatyA karanAro A ! A khUnI kaisa gaNAyA have peAlIsa bAkI rAkhe ? mamatAe marAvelA mAra : polIse vANiyAne khecImAMthI pakaDIne jorathI pachADayA. harAmakhora ! AvA adhama dhAMdhA kare che ! paisA kamAvIne tArA pApane chupAvavA mAMgatA hatA ? have teA rImAnDa para levAnA che, pachI khabara paDaze ke khIjAnu' khUna kevI rIte thAya che ? vANiyAne te khakhara na hatI ke peTImAMthI AvuM kaMika nIkaLaze ?

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 489 khIntanI bega hAvA chatAM mAlikInA dAvA rAkhavA gayo te kevI karUNa vyathA sarjAI gaI ! vANiyA teA peAlIsanA pagamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgavA lAgyA. mane mApha kare. A peTI mArI nathI. mane bacAve. huM tamAro upakAra kayAre paNa nahi bhUluM. tuM tA chAtI ThokIne kahetA hatA ke ega mArI che. have tAruM kAMi sAMbhaLavu' nathI. have teA rImAnDa para levAnA che. bhAi ! me khUna karyuM nathI. meM koIne mAryAM nathI. have game teTalu kahe teA kANu sAMbhaLe. tene te peAlIsa rImAnDa para laI gayA. vANiyAne mArI mArIne adhamUe karI nAMkhyA paNa khUnanI kabulAta teA kare kevI rIte ? eNe khUna karyuM. nathI e vAta teA sAcI hatI. vANiyA te duHkhathI trAsI gayA. raDIraDIne AMkho sUjhI gaI. A bhavanA karelA karmAM A bhavamAM uya AvI gayA. bIjI gatimAM bhAgavavAnA Avaze e judA paNa jIvane bhAna nathI eTale karmAM karye jAya che. A viNakanA koI bhAgyAye teneA koI eLakhItA mANasa tyAM AvI caDhayA. tenI khadhe lAgavaga khUba hatI. viNakanA nasIbayeAge pelA bhAInI lAgavaga lAgI gaI ne vANiyA nirdoSa chUTI gayA pachI pelA bhAI e viNakane pUchyuM-bhAI ! tuM AmAM kayAM sapaDAI gayA ? vaNikanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. peAtAnI badhI vAta kahI. have te rastAmAM lAkha rUA. nI cIja paDI hoya teA kayAre paNa ene sparza paNa na karuM. pArakAnI bege mAruM satyAnAza vALyuM. bIjAnI vastune peAtAnI mAlikInI karavA jaie te piraNAma kevuM bhayaMkara Ave che! A te vANiyAnA kaMika puNyadaya ke tene cheDAvanAra maLI gayeA paNa koI na maLyu. hAta teA kadAca mRtyudaMDanI zikSA thAta. je pArakI vastune dhaNIyAtI na mAnI hAta teA A dazA thAta? nA. mATe jJAnI kahe che ke parAI vastu na levI tevA paccakhANa karo te vratamAM Ave. jo nAvaDA samAna aNuvrata leze te kayAreka mahAnatA rUpI sTImara sudhI pahAMcI zakaze. brAhmaNeAmAM janeAi na pahere tyAM sudhI te brAhmaNa na kahevAya tema tame vrata dhAraNa na karo tA zrAvaka na kahevAo. sAdhunA pAMca mahAvrata che ane zrAvakanA pAMca aNuvrata, sAta zikSAvrata ema 12 tA che. mahAnatAmAM koi AgAra nathI. chUTachATa nathI jayAre aNuvratAmAM AgAra che. tame 12 vrata AdarazeA teA kayAreka saMthArA sudhI pahoMcI zakaze|. AnaMda zrAvake kahyuM-bhagavAna ! huM saMyama lai zakuM' eTalI mArAmAM zakti nathI; tethI mArI zakti pramANe AgAra dharmAMne huM grahaNa karI zakIza. tamane ema thAya ke bhagavAne tene dIkSA levAnuM kema na kahyuM. bhagavAna teA kevaLajJAnI che. te temanA jJAnamAM jANe che ke A jIvAnI zakti ATalI che. eTale koInA para pheAsa na kare. ke tame Ama kareA. bhagavAna te temanuM bhAvi jANatA hAya che tethI bhagavAne kahyu " aAsuya' tetrALuviyA, mA ttiva dha jarepha '' he devAnupriya ! tamane jema sukha upaje tema karo. sArA kArya mAM vilaMba karaze! nahi. AnaMda zrAvakanA adhikAra sAMbhaLatA tamAre AnaMda manavAnuM che. AnaMda zrAvaka tA ekAvatArI thayA paNa tamAre have tenA jevA khanavAnuM che. A adhikAra

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490 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi sAMbhaLatA manamAM e cATa lAgavI joie ke hu' saMyama laI zakatA nathI pazu sa sAramAM rahIne kema Adarza jIvana jIvu' ! jethI mAre sa'sAramAM bhaTakavAnu` Achu thaI jAya ane mArA bhavanA pherA kema TaLe ! AnaMda zrAvaka AgAra dharma apanAvavA che. have bhagavAna AgAra dhanu' svarUpa samajAvaze tenA bhAva avasare, * taiyAra thayA caritra : puNyasAra tenI mAtAne peAtAnI badhI vAta kahI rahyo che. gAmamAM badhAne khabara paDI gaI ke puraMdara zeThaneA dIkarA khAvAI gayA hatA te ghera AvI gaye che. AnyA che eTalu nahi paNa te judA rUpamAM Avye che. tenI sikkala badalAI gaI che. eTale leAkAne kautuka thayu'. cAleA, ApaNe jovA jaie. badhAne khabara paDI eTale eka pachI eka zeThanI havelIe AvavA lAgyA. badhA pUchavA lAgyA, tuM AvI gayuM ? tuM AkhI rAta kayAM gayA hatA ? tArA vinA teA tArI mAtA pANI vinAnI mAchalInI jema taraphaDatI hatI ane ceAdhAra AMsue raDatI hatI. tuM gayA tyArathI enI AMkhanA AMsu sUkAyA nathI. avarajavara khUba vadhavA lAgI. AvanAra badhA ekanA eka prazna kare. puNyasAra javAba ApIne kaMTALI gayA. eTale puNyazrI kahe dIkarA ! tArI badhI vAta pachI karaje. jA, tu` upara jaine sUI jA. eTale javAba devA na paDe. thoDI vAra ArAma kara. AkhI rAtanA tAre ujAgarA che. mAtAnA kahevAthI puNyasAra upara jaine sUi gayA. zeTha dukAne gayA ane zeThANI kAmamAM joDAI gayA. khapeAra sudhI pradhAnI avarajavara cAlu rahI. puNyasArane teA rAtanA ujAgarA hatA eTale U'dhI gayA. bhUlanuM bhAna thatAM jugArI mitrAnA karelA inkAra : sAMja paDI tyAre puNyasAranA jugArI mitrAnu ToLu tene maLavA AvyuM. te badhA vicAre che ke ApaNe tene hAthamAM laIzuM; paNa puNyasAra teA temanA sAmu jotA nathI. UMcI daSTi karatA nathI. eka vAra ThAkara khAdhI. Thokara khAtAM ThekANe AvI gayA. koika evA abhAgI hAya ke Thokara khAtA na sudhare. jugArI mitro pUche che kema mitra ! majhAmAM che ne ! kharAkhara raMgamAM che ne ! zu' navAjUnI karI AvyA che ? puNyasAra te temanA sAmuM jotA nathI. bIjo mitra kahe che zuM tuM tArA mitrane bhUlI gayA che? amArAthI risAye che ke zuM ? tuM amArI sAthe khelatA nathI ? ra'gAjI ramavA AvavuM che ne ? tyAM trIjo mitra kahe zeTha atyAre kaIka meoTI rakama ramavAnA vicAramAM hAya tevuM lAge che. zeTha, kAM teA lAkha laI jAva mAM mUkI jAva. A sAMbhaLatA puNyasArane gussA AvI gaye. krodhanA AvezamAM AvIne kahyuM-A tamArA akavAda baMdha karo. mAre nathI sAMbhaLavA. hu' tamane sApha zabdomAM kahI dau chuM ke jo tamAre A vAta karavI hoya tA mAre bAraNe Avaze| nahi. tamArA saMge hu ghaNuM pachaDAyA. tame mArA khAnapAna badalAvyA. vyasanAnA sagamAM caDhAvI dIdheA. tamArA sa`gathI mArA pitAe mane dhakko mArIne bahAra kADhayeA. mArA mAtApitA sArA ke mane gharamAM rAkhyA. A te rAjAnA hAra cA. eTale mane bahAra kADhaceA. bIjA mAbApa hoya teA gharamAM na rAkhe. eka

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [491 mitra kahe-A te be ghaDI gammata. jarA dila bahelAvavA ramavAnuM che. puNyasAra te vadhu gusse thaI gaye. have nathI joItI e gammata. AtmAne chetarI have mAre dila rAjI karavuM nathI. have bhUlecUke jugAranuM nAma na deze. jugArathI pAMDene vanavAsa maLyo. A jugAre kaMIkane raDAvyA che. gharabAra vinAnA karyA che, ane duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayA che. jugArIyA mitranuM parivartana : A jugAre mane jUThuM bolatA zIkhavADyuM. corI karatAM zIkhavADI. mane dhakako mArI gharanI bahAra kaDhAvyuM ane eka bhikhArI jevI dazA thaI. huM gaIkAlanA divase bhUlI gaya nathI. khabaradAra ! je have pharI vAra mArI pAse A vAta karI che te ! have mAre tamArA saMge AvavuM nathI. tamArI maitrI joItI nathI. cAlyA jAva Apa badhA ahIMthI. pharIthI kyAreya A gharanA cokaThe Avazo nahi. A rIte puNyasAra ane mitro belI rahyA che tyAM zeTha AvI caDayA. zuM che dIkarA ! kema moTA avAje bole che ? bApujI! A jugArI mitrone jouM chuM ne mane krodha Ave che. A mitroe mAruM jIvana bagADayuM. zeTha kahe emane kaI vAMka nathI. temano vAMka pachI pahele vAMka ApaNe. tane caDhAvanArAM maLyA paNa tuM emanI saMge caDhaye zA mATe ? uMce caDhavuM ke nIce paDavuM e mAnavInA pitAnA hAthanI vAta che. te manane makkama karI te samaye mitrone nA pADI hatI te A banAva banyA hota khare ? vAMka tAro che. tuM manane vazamAM na rAkhI zake tyAre A badhuM banyuM ne ! zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLIne jugArI mitronA manamAM thayuM ke zeTha keTalA pramANika che ! te ApaNo te deSa detA nathI. keTalI zAMtithI vAta kare che ! zeThanA vacananI asara temanA jIvana sudhI pahoMcavA lAgI. eka mitra kahe pitAjI! ApanI vAta sAcI che. ame lAlacamAM ne lebhamAM paDI gayA tyAre amAruM jIvana bagaDayuM ne ! ame jAte ja amArA jIvananI barabAdI karI che. have AjathI tamArI samakSa jugAra nahi ramavAnI pratijJA karIe chIe. badhA jugArIyAoe tyAM ne tyAM jugAranI pratijJA karI. A badhAnuM parivartana joI puNyasArane khUba AnaMda thayo. pitAjInA vacanathI AkhuM vAtAvaraNa badalAI gayuM. jugArane kAyamanI vidAya daI dIdhI. have hAravAnuM ja nahi. mAtApitAne khAtrI thaI gaI ke sAce ja ApaNe dIkare AvyA che. keI banAvaTI jAdugara nathI. have zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. dvi zrAvaNa suda 10ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 5ra : tA-25-8-85 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadazanI jinezvara bhagavate jInA utthAna mATe AgamanA suMdara bhAve rajU karyA. ApaNe AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta cAle che. tIrthakara bhagavaMtanI amRtavarSAe AnaMda zrAvakanA jIvanamAMthI mithyAtvanA jhera kADhI nAkhyA ane samyakatvane jhaLahaLato prakAza pAtharyo. AtmAne bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara kaI rega hoya to mithyAtva che. Aje kaI kahe ke mane panotI naDe che, maMgaLa, zani,

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42 ] [zAradA zirAmaNa rAhu naDe che paNa huM te mAnuM chuM ke mithyAtva jevuM kaI naDatara nathI. jenuM mithyAtva gayuM tenuM badhuM gayuM. mithyAtva jIvane badhI muMjhavaNa karAve che. keIne kensaranuM darda thAya ane na maTe to te A bhava pUratuM che. dehanA nAze ene nAza thavAno che paNa mithyAtvane saDo te bIjA bhAgamAM sAthe rahe che. te anaMtakALathI bhavabhavathI bheguM AvyuM che. kensaranA dardIne nAbUda karavAnI jaDIbuTTI haju sudhI koI zodhI zakayuM nathI paNa mithyAtvanA mahAgane nAza karavAnI jaDIbuTTI mahApurUSoe zodhI che. tamAre darda maTADavuM hoya te DokaTarane paisA Ape te davA vagere TrITamenTa kare, tema mahAmithyAtvanuM je oparezana karavuM che, e dardane mULamAMthI nAbUda karavuM che to tuM sAta prakRttio upara vijaya meLava. piTamAM gAMTha thaI che te khUce che te oparezana karAve chUTake karaze tema mithyAtvanI gAMTha khUMce te kADhavA prayatna karaze. je bhaNe AtmAnuM bhaNatara, tene nathI naDatuM saMsAranuM naDatara, jeNe kayuM zraddhAnuM caNatara, teNe karyuM jIvananuM sAcuM ghaDatara." je AtmajJAnanuM bhaNatara bhaNe che ane jIvanamAM sAcI zraddhAnuM caNatara kare che tene pachI mithyAtvanuM naDatara naDatuM nathI. te jIvananuM sAcuM ghaDatara karI zake che paNa haju zraddhAnA ThekANA kayAM che? zraddhAmAM Dagamaga che. tamAre gharanuM ghara na hoya, ophIsa potAnI na hoya te manamAM DaMkhe che. kayAre huM mAruM karIza? Aje muMbaImAM 25-30 lAkhanA phaleTa thaI gayA. kaMIka vAra evuM bane che ke keTalI haze, umaMge phaleTa lIdhA. laIne haju rahevA gayA nathI tyAM ravAnA thaI jAya che. mahela caNavyA sAta mALanA, muhuta lIdhuM vAstu taNuM, muhurtA pahelA mota Ave, havelIo zA kAmanI... phaleTamAM rahevA jatAM pahelA kALarAjA ravAnA karI de pachI A baMgalA ane ophise zA kAmanI? mATe samaje. jIvanamAM eTale nirNaya karyo ke A bhavamAM samakti pAmyA vinA te javuM nathI. samakita Ave nahi ane mithyAtva jAya nahi tyAM sudhI mekSa maLe nahi virayA sAvajjAo, kasAya hINA mahavyayadharAvi / sammadiTThI vihoNA, kayAvi mukkha na pAvaMti // sarva sAvadyathI vira hoya, kodhAdi kaSA maMda heya, paMca mahAvrata rUpa bAhya cAritrathI sahita hoya te paNa samakti rahita eTale mithyAtvI koI kALe paNa mekSa pAme nahi. jema niSNAta vaidanI AjJAthI viparIta rIte svecchAe lIdheluM UMcAmAM UMcuM rasAyaNa paNa bimArI haTAvavAmAM lAbhadAyaka thatuM nathI. tema 18 doSa rahita arihaMta prabhu rUpI bhAva vaide pharamAvela AjJAthI viparIta rIte karAtI pApa pravRttine tyAga, bAhya cAritravALI AtmadazA te mithyAtva rUpa hevAthI aDhAra doSa rUpa bhAva

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 43 bimArIne nAza karI zakatA nathI. aMdhakAra, rAga, viSa ane zatra A jagatamAM duHkhanA kAraNeA manAya che paNa te khadhAthI caDhI jAya evu' duHkhanuM kAraNa hAya teA te mithyAtva che. rAga, zatru teA eka janmamAM duHkhadAyaka che jayAre mithyAtvanA pratikAra karavAmAM na Ave te te aneka janmAmAM duHkhadAyaka ane che. jayAM sudhI AtmA para mithyAtvanA gADha adhakAra chavAyelA che tyAM sudhI samyaktva rUpI sUrya udayamAna thatA nathI. samyaktva e prakAza che ane mithyAtva e aMdhakAra che, A mithyAtvanuM svarUpa samajavA jevuM che. mithyAtva 25 prakAranA che. temAM Abhinivezika mithyAtva cheADavu kaThIna che. Abhinivezika eTale khATA durAgraha, kheATI pakaDa. jyAM A mithyAtva hAya che tyAM saMgharSA UbhA thayA vinA rahetA nathI. A haThAgraha janme che abhimAnamAMthI. abhimAnanA kAraNe te peAtAnI sAcI vAta harAvavA prayatna kare. te ema mAne ke mane je game che te tamane gamavu joie. mane je sAcu' lAge che te tamane paNa sAcu' lAgavu' joI e. ghaNI vAra peAtAnI vAta khATI hAvA chatAM paNa sAcI ThasAvavA mahenata kare paNa eTaluM samajavuM joIe ke dareka vyaktinI jarUriyAtA ane pasaMdagIe alaga alaga hAya che. mane je game te badhAne game evu' na hoya. bheMsane mATe ghAsa e jIvana che tA bhUMDane mATe viSTA e jIvana che. nAnA bALakane mATe dUdha e jIvana che te yuvAneA mATe rUpiyA e jIvana che. A te alaga alaga vyaktinI vAtA karI paNu eka ja vyaktimAM paNa evu jovA maLe che ke samaya sayeAgo badalAtAM tenI pasaMdagI paNa badalAI jAya che. bALaka nAnA hoya tyAre tene ramakaDA bahu gamatA hoya che. koI enI pAsethI laI jAya teA raDe che. e ja bALaka bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thayA pachI e ramakaDA sAme dRSTi paNa karatA nathI. skUlanI zarUAtamAM raDatA jatA bALaka thADA samaya pachI eka divasa ke eka pIriyaDa pazu rajA pADavA IcchatA nathI. A vAtane jo dRSTi sAme rAkhavAmAM Ave teA saMgharSo pedA thavAnA sa`bhava rahe nahi. Aje saMsAranA vyavahAramAM joizu tA dekhAya che ke pitA samaje che ke huM gharanA, dukAnanA mAlika chuM. AkhA gharanI, dhaMdhAnI sattA mArA hAthamAM che te huM kahuM tema thavu joI e. dIkarA mAne ke huM yuvAna thayA, dhaMdhAmAM kharAkhara taiyAra thaI gayA chuM tA dhaMdhAmAM mArA pitAe ADuM na Avavu joI e. pati mAne ke hu kahu temaja mArI AjJA pramANe patnIe rahevu joie. patnI mAne ke mane paraNyA ATalA varSAM thayA tA thoDI svata`tratA tA mane hAvI joie ne ? sAsu mAne ke mArI icchA pramANe hu kahuM te rIte vahue rahevuM joie. vahu mAne ke huM gharanI badhI javAbadArI saMbhALu chuM te sAsue mArA kAryamAM vacce dakhalagIrI na karavI joie. A rIte sau potapeAtAnI lIdhelI pakaDane choDatA nathI, pariNAme gharamAM kaleza UbhA thAya che. Abhinivezika

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494 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi mithyAtva hAya tyAM AvI nAnI nAnI khAkhatAmAM paNa pakaDa pakaDAi jAya che te chUTatI nathI. ghaNI vAra te vAta sAva sAmAnya hoya che chatAM evI pakaDa pakaDAI jAya che ke te meAtane nAtare che ane na dhArelI heAnArata jIvanamAM sarjI de che. khoTI pakaDe lIdhA prANu : eka vAra pati patnI bahAra pharavA javA taiyAra thayA. sukhI kuTuMba hatu. patie patnI mATe 20 thI 25 navI DIjhAinanI sADIo kharIdI hatI. patnIe kravA javA mATe je sADI paherI te patine na gamI. patie patnIne kahyuM-tane A sADI sArI nathI lAgatI mATe tu' A sADI badalIne bIjI sADI paherI le. patnI kahe-sADI tamAre te paheravI nathI ne ? sADI mAre paheravI che. mAre kai sADI paheravI e tamAre nakkI karavAnuM ? tamane game te sADI mAre paheravI evI kaMi chApa mArI che ? e tA jarAya nahi bane. hu' to mane gamatI sADI paheravAnI, mane A sADI bahu game che mATe huM e badalavAnI nathI. pati kastane jarAya A sADI zelatI nathI. mane game te sADI paherIza teA huM tane sAthe lai jaiza. A sADI paherIne pharavA lai jaiza nahi. sAmAnya vAtamAM baMne pakaDa para AvI gayA. patnI kahe huM tamArI sAthe nahi AvuM. tame ekalA jAva paNa . sADI te badalavAnI nathI. bIjI koI paNa sADI paherIne huM tamArI sAthe AvavAnI nathI. gussAmAM pati teA ekalA pharavA gayA. ghera patnInA manamAM paNa gusse ANye. e zuM samaje che emanA manamAM ? mane rAja satAve ke A sADI pahera. mArI pasaMdagInI paherI hAya tA kaDhAve chUTakA kare. zuM emane gamatI ane emanA kahyA pramANe sADI paheravAnI ? A keTalI gulAmI ! gussAmAM ne gussAmAM rUmanA bAraNAM baMdha karIne zarIra para kerosIna chAMTIne divAsaLI cAMpI dIdhI; agnimAM khUba baLI gaI. e divasa rImAine te marI gaI marI gayA pachI tene gamatI sADI ya paheravAnI che? keTalI nAnI vAta paNa pakaDa majabUta hatI. jo eke pakaDa DhIlI karI hota to AvuM bhayaMkara piraNAma na Avata. patnIe patine gamatI sADI paherI lIdhI hota athavA patie e sADI calAvI lIdhI hota tA A anatha UbhA na thAta ne? A Abhinivezika mithyAtvamAM ahaMkAranuM jora vadhAre hAya che. patnIne e ahaMkAra AvyA ke tame kaheA te ja sADI huM paheruM ? tame kahyuM mATe badalAvAnI nathI. A phAMkAmAM teNe akALe mRtyune netayuM". AkAma mRtyu thai gayuM. A rIte maravAthI bhavanA pherA vadhe che kAraNa ke ApaghAta karavA taiyAra thAya tyAre kaSAyanA udaya joradAra hoya. Ata dhyAna raudradhyAna hAya. A sthitimAM mare eTale sa`sAra vadhe. ahI e samajavu' jarUrI che ke jagatanA dareka jIvAnI pasaMdagI samAna hotI nathI. tamane je cIja game te bIjAne na paNa game. tamane koI cIja khUba bhAvatI hAya, gamatI hAya paNa bIjAne te cIja na paNu bhAvatI heAya. darekanu mana svatatra che tenI peAtAnI AkAMkSA alaga hoya che. e badhI khAkhatAmA bIjAnI sAthe sa'mata kevI rIte thAya ?

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 495 pAjarA yAga, kepTana cAlu, je A vAta dhyAnamAM A mana pravAhI jevuM nathI makhIjAnI pasadagImAM te DhaLI rAkhazeA tA tame jojo ke pachI piraNAma kevuM suMdara Ave che ! ghaNI vAra evuM paNa ane ke kheATI pakaDa pakaDI heAya paNa jo kAi sIsamajAvanAra maLI jAya teA e pakaDane cheDI de che. potAnI bhUla kabUla karI le che. karelI bhUlane e geApavatA nathI. bhalanI kabUlAte ni...dakAe mAMgelI mAphI : Aja skUlomAM tathA rASTradinAnI ujavaNImAM vaMde mAtaram'' rASTragIta khelAya che. svataMtradina heAya, prajAsattAka dina hoya tyAre skUlAmAM, keTa mAM, kacerIomAM badhe dhvajava dana karIne A gIta khelAya che. A gItanA raciyatA kamaca`dra hatA. temaNe eka viSaya para peAtAnA abhiprAya pragaTa karelA. tenI jAherAta khUba thai gai hatI. abhiprAya pragaTa karyAM pachI bIje divase temane khyAla AnyA ke mArI bhUla thai che. jenA jIvanamAM Abhinivezika mithyAtvanu jora nathI te AtmAne kaI kaDavA zabdo kahe, bevakupha kahe te sAMbhaLavA taiyAra thaze paNa peAtAnI bhUlane a'taramAM rAkhavA taiyAra na thAya, A 'kamaca`drane peAtAnI bhulane khyAla Avye eTale bIje divase jAhera lekha ApI dIdhA ke mArI A bhUla thaI gaI che. A lekha badhAe vAMcyA. kAMika ajJAnI ema khelavA lAgyA ke Anu caskI gayuM lAge che. pahelA divase bhUla karI ane bIje divase sudhAravA AnyA. jo temane AvaDatuM na hatuM te jAherAtamAM lekha ApyA zA mATe ? A rIte badhA TIkA karavA lAgyA ane manaphAve tema beAlavA lAgyA. DAhyA mANaseAthI A sahana na thayuM. teo akaLAI gayA. temaNe kahyu' badhA tamArA avarNavAda eTale che. niMdA kare che ne khATu' thUMka uDADe che. te amArAthI sahana thatu nathI; mATe Apa keI raste karo. 'kimaca`dra khIje divase jAherAta ApI ke je mahApurUSA che te te bhUla karatA nathI. temane peAtAnA lekha badalavAnI kayAre ya jarUra paDatI nathI, paNa je peAtAnA lekhamAM bhUla karI che. evu jANavA chatAM te bhUlane geApave che, bhUlanI kabUlAta karatA nathI te kapaTI che. mAnava mAtra bhUlane pAtra che. huM mahApurUSa teA nathI paNa sAthe kapaTI banavAnI paNa mArI taiyArI nathI. bhUlane chUpAvIne mAre kapaTI banavuM nathI, eTale meM mArI thayelI bhUlane raju karI che. A lekha vAMcIne thUMka uDADanArA, niMdyA karanArA zAMta thaI gayA, ane temanI pAse AvIne temanA caraNamAM paDIne mAphI mAMgI. sajjana mANaseA samaje che ke eka vAra khATu elIe tA e pApa geApavavA bIjA 17 pApa karavA paDe che, mATe satya raju karI devuM zu khATuM ? sAcI vAta jANyA pachI paNa peAtAnI kheATI pakaDane cheDavA je taiyAra nathI tevA mANase dharma pAmI zakatA nathI. jamAli aNugAra je bhagavAnanA ziSya ane sa`sAra pakSe jamAi tathA bhANeja hatA. temaNe bhagavAnanA eka vacanane uthalAvyu. bhagavAne temane ghaNuM samajAvyA chatAM peAtAnI pakaDa na cheADI tA kividhImAM pheMkAi gayA, mATe kadAca bhUla thaI jAya te tene hRdayamAM sa`gharI na rAkhavI,

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496 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi je bhUlene gopave che te saMsAramAM gabaDI paDe che, mATe samajavAnI jarUra che. mAruM te sAcuM nahi paNa sAcuM te mAruM. A daSTi keLavavAnI jarUra che. miyAtva jAya ane samyaktvane dIpaka pragaTe te mokSanuM sarTIphikeTa maLI jAya. mithyAtva jIvane bhavamAM bhamAve che ane samyaktva saMsArane maryAdita kare che. samyaktva eTale sAcI atUTa zradhdhA. jyAre dharma pratye AvI zradhdhA Avaze tyAre zIra jAya to kurabAna paNa zraddhAthI calita nahi thAya. kumArapALa rAjA pahelA jaina dharma na hatA. eka vAra temane hemacaMdrAcArya gurUne bheTa thaye. te sAcA jaina dhamI banI gayA. esA gurU ne esA ziSya maLe to kevI majhA Ave? tamane dharmanA mArge AgaLa pragati karatA dekhe, zradhdhAmAM daDha dekhe tyAre gurUne AnaMda thAya. tamAre tyAM saMpatti ke vaibhe game teTalA vadhe tethI gurUne AnaMda na thAya paNa tamane dharmanA sAcA raste cAlatA juve te emanA romarAya prakulita thaI jAya. amArI te e ja bhAvanA che ke mArA mahAvIranA zAsanane pAmele AtmA naraka, tiryaMcamAM te na ja ja joIe. hemacaMdrAcArya gurUnA samAgamathI kumArapALa rAjA sAcA ahiMsaka banI gayA. temanA jIvanamAM eka prasaMga bane. kumArapALa rAjAnI aDaga Teka : kumArapALa rAjAnA rAjyamAM kaMTakezvarI devIne jIvone bhega apAto hato. balI devAtI hatI. have mahArAjA dharma pAmyA hatA. te jIvene bhega ApavA de kharA ? sAco dharma pAmyA kayAre kahevAya ? kumArapALa rAjAe rAjayamAM udgheSaNa karAvI ke A varSe devIne kaI paNa jIvane bhoga ApavAmAM nahi Ave. A udUSaNa sAMbhaLatA nagarajanene te jANe vIjaLI paDI na heya e AMcako lAgyo. pUjArI te kodhathI dhamadhamI uThaye A rAjA zuM samaje? mahArAjAne A te zI avaLI mati sUjhI che? je devIne bhega nahi ApIe te devI ApaNA para kepaze. rAjAne ane prajAne badhAne bharakhI khAze. rAjA jevA rAjane ATalIya gama nathI paDatI ! bIje pUjArI kahe-mahArAjA have hemacaMdrAcAryanA parama bhakta banyA che paNa bhega te paraMparAthI cAlyo Ave che. e te baMdha thato haze? kaI game tema bele paNa kumArapALa te potAnI zraddhAmAM daDha che. keI te kahe che ke emanA zarIre koDha te nIkaLe che. je have bhega nahi Ape te raktapitta nIkaLaze. durgadhanA geTegoTA uDaze. mahArAjA kahe che mane kaI ciMtA nathI. kAle thatuM hoya te Aje thAya. Aje thatuM hoya te atyAre thAya. mane jarAya ciMtA ke gabharATa nathI. mAtA pitAnA dIkarAne bhUkhyA rahevA na de te pachI bega le kharI? chokarA mAne pALe ke na pALe paNa mAne te tenI lAgaNI thAya. to A te jagatanI mA kahevAya. te keIne bhAga le kharI ? chane nahi vadheravAnI zarate bhoga ApavA taiyAra thayelA rAja : eka be divasamAM te A vAta vAyu vege AkhA gAmamAM prasarI gaI. nagarajane, zreSThIo,

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 47 badhA ciMtAnA sAgaramAM DUbI gayA. have karavuM zuM ? chevaTe mahAjana mahArAjAne samajAvavA gayuM. mahArAjAe badhAne zAMtithI sAMbhaLyA pachI kahyuM - he nagarajano ! tame badhA ema mAne che ke mUMgA nirdoSa pazuone mA pAse vadheravAthI mA rAjI thaze paNa tamArI A samaja bhUlabharelI che. dayA dharma je bIjo ekeya dharma nathI. mA bALakone mArIne kadI khuza na thAya. mAnI AMkha te tyAre harakhe ke nirdoSa pazuo enI pAse gela karatA hoya. hA, eka vAta che; mAne je bhega joIne heya te huM ApavA taiyAra chuM. ene jeTalA bhoga joItA hoya eTalA enI zaktithI laI le. keI jIvane nahi vadheravAnI zarate e mAMge eTalA bhega ApavA huM taiyAra chuM. e kevI rIte ? parApUrvathI jeTalA pazuone bhoga apAya che eTalA ja lAve, pachI tame je pUjApATha Adi karatA ho te karo pachI e badhA jIvone mAne cheLe ramatA mUkI do. maMdiranI bahAra tALuM vAsI de. AkhI rAtamAM mAne jeTalA ne bhAga le hoya eTale laI le. ahiMsAne adabhUta prabhAvaH mahArAjAnI vAta badhAne barAbara lAgI. jIvatA pazuone laI AvyA. pUjApATha Adi vidhi karIne mAnA meLAmAM ramatA mUkI dIdhA ne bahAra tALuM vAsI dIdhuM. rAjAe tyAM ughADI baMduke cAkI mUkI dIdhI. bIje divase savAre sAta vAge bAraNuM kholavAnuM kahyuM. badhAnA manamAM ema che ke eka paNa jIva vite nahi hoya. bIjA divasanuM puNyavaMtu prabhAta pragaTyuM. sAta vAge hajAro leke maMdira pAse bhegA thaI gayA. AvA prasaMge kene kahevA javuM paDe kharuM? nA. mahAjana AvyuM. khuda kumArapALa mahArAjA paNa AvyA. pazuonA bheganuM zuM thayuM e jovAnI adhIrAI badhAnI AMkhamAM tarI rahI hatI. badhAnI vacce rAjAe tALuM kholyuM tyAM te kaDaDaDa karate maMdirano daravAjo khulyo. seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM pUrAI rahelA nirdoSa pazuo hasatA ramatA bahAra doDI AvyA. rAjAe nagarajanane kahyuM tame joyuM ne ? mAtAe keInA bhaMga na lIdhA. keIne bharakhI na khAdhA, emane to keInA bhega joItA nathI. ene te nirdoSa pazuonA harSane ivani game che. evI te kaI mA haze ke je potAnA bALakono bhoga laIne rAjI thAya? mA lehItarasI nathI. karUNAmUrti che. tame bicArA nirdoSa pazuone mAre che te tamAruM lehI Ape ne! badhA sIdhA dara thaI gayA. badhAe bulaMda avAjathI mahArAjA kumArapALano jayajayakAra bolAvyo. dhanya che hemacaMdrAcArya gurU bhagavaMtane! dhanya che ahiMsAnA avatArI mahArAjA kumArapALane ! dhanya che temanI daDha zraddhAne ! mahArAjA kumArapALane raktapiMDa roga thavAnI vAta karI, chatAM eka zraddhA je thavuM hoya te thAya paNa pApa te huM nahi thavA dauM. te zraddhAmAM daDha rahyA che jene abhayadAna ApI zakyA. AnaMda gAthApati have te zrAvaka banyA. temane bhagavAnanA vacanamAM 32

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[ zAraTTA ziznamaNi 498 ] yathA dRDha zraddhA pratIti thaI eTale mithyAtvanu' mahAviSa cAlyu' gayu' ane samakti rUpI ratna prApta karyuM. samakti dRSTi enu nAma ke jene sa'sAranA bhaya lAgyA hAya. zraddhALu zrAvaka ene kahevAya ke jene saMsAra kaDavA jhera jevA lAge. tene sa'sAra sAhAmaNA nahi paNa bihAmaNA lAge." tamane saMsAra seAhAmaNeA lAge che ke bihAmaNA ? jo haju sa`sAra sehAmaNA lAgatA hoya teA samajavuM ke A jIva haju sudhI vItarAganA dharma pAmyA nathI ane samakti paNu pAmyA nathI. samaktinI vizeSatA batAvatA kahyu che ke kSipramapi prarohati / viparIta miSyate // na duHkhabIja zubhadarzana kSitrau kadAcana sadApyuptaM sukhabIjamuttamaM kudarzane tad samyagdana rUpI bhUmimAM kadAcit duHkhanA khIja paDI jAya te paNa te pavitra bhUmimAM te bIja kadI paNa jaldI aMkurita thatA nathI. tenA aMkura utpanna thayA pahelA te pavitra bhUminA (samyagdarzananA) pratApa tene bALI nAMkhe che ane te pAvana bhUmimAM sukhanA khIja teA vAvyA vagara paNu sadA utpanna thayA kare che paNa mithyAtvanI bhUmimAM kadAcit sukhanA bIja vAvavAmAM Ave te paNa te aMkurita thatA nathI paNa khaLI jAya che, ane duHkhanA khIja teA vAvyA vinA paNa utpanna thAya che mATe sukha meLavavA samyaktva rUpI bhUminuM sevana karavuM. samaktinA lakSaNeAmAM pahelu che "sama". sama eTale sa tene mana zatru ane mitra barAbara. peAtAnA AtmA samAna sa` che. "savega" eTale sArA vega. te vega sa'sAra taraphanA AtmAne vega. nive dhru" eTale sa'sAra pratye udvega thA, kaTALA jAgavA, saMsAra cheDavA jevA che evu lAgavu.. samakti AtmAne saMsAra bhUDA lAge ane mAkSa rUDA lAge. saMsAra cheDavA jevA ane meAkSa meLavavA jevA lAge". A bhAvanA jenA manamAM dRDha thAya te sAcA zrAvaka kahevAya. AgamamAM zrAvakane "zramaNeApAsaka" nAma ApavAmAM Avyu che. zramaNa eTale sAdhu ane upAsaka eTale upAsanA karanAra. sAdhutAnA je upAsaka che te zrAvaka arthAt zrAvakanA manamAM satata sAdhu thavAnI jhaMkhanA hoya che. A saMsAra cheADI kayAre huM sAdhupaNuM la` ? AgAra dhama mAMthI aNugAra dhamane kayAre prApta karuM ? jIve pratye samAna bhAva. jIvAne gaNavA. bIjuM nahi paNa mekSa taraphanA tame vanamAM ke pAMjarAmAM kayAreka siMha tA joyA haze! zu' si'hu pAMjarAmAM haMmezAM sUtelA hAya che ? nA... nA... moTA bhAge siMha pAMjarAmAM cAre bAju gALa gALa AMTA mAratA hAya che. lekhaDanA saLiyAmAMthI mehuM bahAra kADhavAnA prayatnA karIne jue che ke kayAMthI nIkaLI zakAya tema che? 5-25 vAra nahi paNu 50-100 vAra AMTA mArIne joI lIdhu ke kayAMyathI bahAra javAya tema nathI, te

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zAradA ziramaNi ] pachI zAMtithI besI rahevuM joIe ne ? khoTA AMTA mAravAno zo artha? tenA AMTA beTA nathI. satata AMTA mAre che te e batAve che ke pAMjarAnA baMdhanamAMthI chUTavAnI siMhanI bhAvanA keTalI prabaLa che! chUTavA mATenI tenI satata jhaMkhanA che. zuM mAnavIne A duHkhamaya saMsArathI chUTavAnI eTalI jhaMkhanA che ? satata bhAvanA che ? je siMha jevI chUTavAnI bhAvanA tIvra thAya to kevuM sarasa! te saMsAra kayArane cheDI zakayA hata paNa bhAvanA kAMI ema ja pUrI thatI nathI. te mATe zuM karavuM paDaze. he bhAgyazALI! je tuM A saMsArathI Darato hoya, tane saMsArane bhaya lAgyo hoya ane mokSa prApta karavAnI tuM satata jhaMkhanA karato hoya te indriyo para vijaya meLavI jitendriya thavA mATe tAruM vIrya pherava, tArI zaktine sadupayoga kara. jenA dilamAM tyAga vairAgyanI bhAvanA vasI gaI hoya to cha khaMDanA mAlika cakravatI mATe paNa Akho saMsAra choDa sahele che paNa je jIvanamAM tyAga vairAgyanI bhAvanA jarA paNa na hoya te bhikhArI mATe eka phUTaluM zakaruM choDavuM paNa saheluM nathI. dhanasaMpatti vadhAre hoya ke ochI hoya enI sAthe tyAga mArgane nisbata nathI. nisbata che tyAga vairAgyanI bhAvanA upara. dhanasaMpatti aDhaLaka hoya te tene kSaNabharamAM choDI denAranA daSTAMto zAstromAM ghaNA mejuda che. zAlIbhadrane tyAM keTalI saMpatti hatI! chatAM kSaNavAramAM cheDIne tyAganI keDIe cAlyA gayA. kAMI na hoya te cheDI zakAya che evuM nathI. ghaNuM hoya te choDI zakAya che ane na hoya te paNa cheDI zakAya che. mAtra tyAganI bhAvanA tIvra hovI joIe. Atmayane mArga jene samajAI gayuM che, jenA romeromamAM vairAgyanI jIta jhaLahaLI UThI che evA aneka AtmAoe sukhathI chalochala bharele saMsAra cheDa che. Aje paraNIne bIje divase dIkSA lenArA jaMbusvAmIne dhanya che. are ! paraNIne tarata AvelA mitrothI mazkarI karAtA caMDarUdrAcArya pAse dIkSA lenArA vararAjA haju hAthamAM mIMDhaLa bAMdhelA che chatAM e rAtre vihAra karatA kevaLalakSamI pAmI gayA. evA te aneka rAjA mahArAjAe, rAjakumAro, rAjakumArIe, zrImaMta lakSAdhipatioe kSaNabharamAM saMsAra choDI AtmakalyANa karyuM che. saMsAra eTale saMsAra, pachI bhale e sukhathI bharele sukhI saMsAra hoya ke duHkhane bharela saMsAra hoya paNa saMsAra te che ne ? saMsAra asAra ane choDavA jevuM che. AnaMda zrAvakanA dilamAM lAgI gayuM ke kharekhara te saMsAra choDI saMyama ja levA je che, paNa mArI eTalI zakti nathI eTale te dezavirati banavA taiyAra thayA. huM tamane paNa kahuM chuM ke tame bAra vrata Adare. tamArA saMsAramAM kaI vAMdho nahi Ave ne pApathI aTakazo. vratamAM AvyA vinA sAce AnaMda nahi maLe. AnaMda zrAvakane bhagavAna have bAra vratanuM svarUpa samajAvaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : pitAnA caraNamAM namate puNyasAra : puNyasAranA jugArIyA mitroe paNa jugAranI pratijJA lIdhI pachI sau pitAnA ghera gayA. puNyasAra ghaNA

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500] [ zAradA ziremaNi umaLakA ne bhAvathI pitAnA caraNamAM paDIne kahe che pitAjI ! zuM ApanI udAratA ne vizALatA ! ApaNA guNo huM kayAre paNa nahi bhUluM. mArI bhUlane mApha kare. AjathI Apa kahezo tema huM karIza. zeTha kahe-meM vagara vicAryuM tane gharanI bahAra kADhI mUkyo. tane sudhAravA mATe meM A zikSA karI hatI. mArA e aparAdhane mApha kara. pitAjI ! tame mane ema kADhI mUkyuM na hatuM te mArAmAM A jJAna kyAre Avata! tAva AvyA hiya te kaDavI kavInAIna khAya te tAva maTI jAya tema he pitAjI! mane A durvyasanathI bacAvavA mATe Ape auSadhi ApI. puNyasAra kahe bApujI ! huM Apane eka vAta karuM ? kara. Apa mane eka chUTa Ape. zuM ? huM rAjAnI rANIne hAra jene tyAM vecI Avyo chuM te laI AvuM. savA lAkha rUApIne hAra chuTo karAvI AvuM. zeTha kahe-tuM laI jA savA lAkha. nA. huM mArI pAsethI laI jaIza. have to puNyasAra pAse muDI hAthamAM AvI che eTale savA lAkha laIne gaye. jaIne kahe che meM bhUla karI hatI. te bhUlanA bhogavaTAmAM Apane je hAra ApI gayo chuM tenA badalAmAM huM savA lAkha rUA. Apane ApuM chuM. Apa mane hAra pAcho Apo. have te jugArIyAo sudharI gayA hatA. temaNe paNa jugAranI pratijJA karI che eTale hAra pAcho ApI dIdho. te hAra laIne puNyasAra ghera Avyo. rANIne hAra ApavAne cAra divasane vAyado karyo hato, temAM haju be divasa bAkI hatA te pahelA hAra AvI gayo zeTha zeThANI badhAne khUba zAMti thaI, AnaMda thaye. zeTha kahe dIkarA ! have tuM moTo thayo che. tAro abhyAsa pUro thaI gayo che, have mArI sAthe dhaMdhAmAM joDAI jA. pitAjI ! ApanI AjJA mAthe dharuM chuM. have Apa je kaheze te karavA huM taiyAra chuM. tuM kAla savArathI mArI sAthe peDhI para Avaje. tuM khUba bhaNele che, hoMziyAra che eTale thaDA samayamAM ApaNuM jhaverAtanA tathA bIjA dhaMdhAmAM kuzaLa thaI jaIza. sAthe mArI eka vAta yAda rAkhaje ke dhaMdhe khUba pramANiktAthI karaje. anItinuM gaMdu dhana ApaNAM gharamAM na Ave te khAsa dhyAna rAkhaje. anyAyathI, aNahakakanuM ke apramANiktAthI AveluM dhana dhaMdhAmAM na cAle. evuM dhana dhaMdhAne mArI nAMkhe mATe baMdha karatA A vAta khAsa najara samakSa rAkhaje. A rIte pitAe putrane dhaMdhA saMbaMdhI ghaNI vAto karI pachI puNyasAra reja dukAne javA lAgyo. thoDA divasamAM te vepAramAM hoMziyAra thaI gayA. AthI mAtApitAne khUba saMtoSa thayo. ahIM te badhuM barAbara thaI gayuM. have jene paraNIne tarata choDIne Ave che, te vallabhIpuramAM zuM thayuM te joIe. guNasuMdarI ema ciMtave, bahu veLa thaI AhI, muja valabha kema nAvIyA, zuM bhUlyA haze kayAMhI. gopAlapuramAM te badhAne AnaMda AnaMda thayo paNuM vallabhIpuramAM te rokakaLa macI

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zAradA ziromaNi] [501 gaI che. puNyasAra jaMgala javAnA bahAne gharathI nIkaLyo. guNasuMdarI thoDe sudhI to AgaLa gaI paNa pachI tene puNyasAre nA pADI ane kahyuM-aMdhArI rAtamAM tamAre ekalA UbhA rahevuM te sAruM nahi mATe Apa ghera jAva. meM rastA je che. huM ekale AvI zakIza tethI guNasuMdarI pAchI AvI. Aje badhI benene AnaMdano pAra na hate. pitAnuM vacana Aje pUruM thayuM. devane dIdhela vara maLI gaye paNa badhAnA manamAM e taraMge uThatA hatA. keyuM haze e ? kayAM haze ? zuM nAma haze ? emanA mAbApa koNa haze ? AvA aneka prazno manamAM uThayA kare che. puNyasArane gayA kalAka thaye chatAM te na AvyuM eTale guNasuMdarIne utpAta thavA lAgyA. mana becena banI gayuM. have tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. dvi zrAvaNa suda 11ne somavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 53 : tA. 26-8-85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke anaMtakALathI jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra ane A saMsAra vRkSane phAlyuM phulluM rAkhanAra je kaI hoya te mithyAtva che. je jImAM mahAmithyAtva vartatuM hoya tenA bhAva kevA hoya? A jIvene saMsAra ja gamato hoya tene saMsAra ane saMsAranA dareka padArtho vahAlA lAge. saMsAranI doDadhAma ane saMsAranI dareka kriyA vahAlI lAge. te te mAne ke saMsAra e sukhanI khANa che, A saMsAra tene game. mokSanI vAta sAMbhaLatA dveSa thAya. AvA jIve mahAmithyAtvI che. mahAmithyAtva bhAvanA khaDakonI sAthe jenI jIvana nAvaDI athaDAIne khokharI thaI gaI che evA jIvone pUche ke saMsAra ke? mokSa ke? to e bedhaDaka kaheze ke saMsAra khUba sAre ane mokSa te eka naMbaranuM dhatIMga. kaMcana, kAminI sArA paNa upAzraye vagere nakAmA. A Ivene tagaDA mithyAtvanA rogI kahI zakAya. jJAnI kahe che ke mithyAtva e AtmAne bhayAnaka roga che. A roganI traNa avasthAo che. je saMsAra sukhanA ja atipremI che tene tagaDA mithyAtvanA rogI kahI zakAya. jema kaI kare khAIpIne hRSTapRSTa thayA hoya ane zarIra sAruM jAmyuM hoya te kaheze ke A khAIpIne tagaDA je tharyo che tema jenuM mithyAtva khUba gADha che tene tagaDuM mithyAtva kahI zakAya. (2) mAduM paDeluM mithyAtva ane (3) mareluM mithyAtva. mahA mithyAtvI che haju sudhI caramAvartakALamAM AvyA nathI. januM mithyAtva mAMdu paDe eTale tenI zakti ghaTe. keI mAnavIne e roga lAgu paDI jAya che ke dhIre dhIre tenI zakti hIna thatI jAya eTale pahelA jevuM kAmakAja na karI zake, tema je jIvanuM mithyAtva mAMdu paDayuM che te ja caramAvartAmAM AvI gayA che, jeNe carAvarta mAM praveza karyo enuM AbhA rUpI rokeTa mekSa tarapha vaNathaMbhI kUca karatuM rahe che...A jIvone "saMsAra ja game" evA bhAva nathI rahetA, paNa emane "saMsAra paNa game ane mokSa paNa game" evA bhAva hoya che.

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502] [ zAradA ziremaNi saMsAranA sukho pratye prema hoya ane mokSa pratye paNa prema hoya tenuM mithyAtva saMpUrNa gayuM nathI paNa sAva maMda paDI gayuM che. AvA ne mAMdA paDelA mithyAtvanA regI kahI zakAya. jyAre jIvene vikAsa AgaLa vadhe che, graMthIbheda kare che tyAre saMsAranA sukhe pratyene bhAre prema marI paravAre ane mAtra mekSanI IcchA cittamAM ramyA kare tyAre mithyAva roganI mRtyudazA AvI gaNAya. mithyAtva marI paravAryuM eTale jIvanamAM samakti AvI gayuM. A ivene "saMsAra na ja game, mekSa ja game." badhuM karavuM saheluM che paNa mithyAtvanI gAMThane teDavI e sahaja kAma nathI. ghaNuM kaparuM kAma che. - mithyAtvanI gAMTha bhedAI gaI eTale AtmAmAM samaktine raNukAra thaI jAya. badhA samakatI AtmAo dIkSA le evuM nathI. samakti che. tyAM cAritranI bhajanA che. koI samakatI saMyama le ane keIna paNa le. kadAca te saMsAramAM rahe paNa rame nahi. "samakatI AtmAnuM tana saMsAramAM paDeluM hoya paNa mana te mokSamAM ramatuM heya." kayAre koI paNa pApa karavuM paDe tyAre ene khUba baLApo thAya. tene saMsAra game nahi. rAtadivasa tenI eka ja jhaMkhanA hoya ke kyAre huM A pApamAMthI chUTuM ! bhegAvalI karmanA udayathI bhego bhagavate hoya paNa ene aMtarathI e bhUMDA mAne. pahelA jyAre gaTara saMDAsa nahatA tyAre pelA saMDAse sApha karatA heya te samaye tenI najIkamAM beThA che te enI evI durgadha Ave ke khAdheluM uchaLI jAya tema samakatI jene saMsAranA keI paNa padArtho pratye Asakti ke mUcha na hoya. tene saMsAranA sukhanI durgadha Ave. jenA jIvanamAM samyakatvane prakAza thayo te mithyAtvanA ghara aMdhakAramAM aTakAya nahi. te AtmAnI mastI mANate heya. jene AtmAnI mastIne anubhava thayo nathI te saMsAranA sukhamAM AnaMda mAne. jyAre AtmAnI mastIne anubhava thAya tyAre A badhA sukha tuccha svAda vagaranA lAge. AtmAmAM samyagadarzana guNa pragaTe che ke nahi te jANavA mATe traNa lakSaNa cheH (1) deva-gurU-dharma pratye khUba bhaktibhAva. deva devAdhideva arihaMta bhagavAna, gurU mArA paMcamahAvratadhArI nigraMthamuni ane kevaLI prarUpita dharma. A traNa ta para akhUTa zraddhA ane bhaktibhAva hoya. (2) jinavANI zravaNane atirasa. (3) cAritra dharma pratye atyaMta ahobhAva. mithyAtvanI graMthI bhedAya pachI samyagadarzanane guNa pragaTa thAya che. A graMthI bhedAI na hoya te e AtmAmAM traNa bAhyavikAre jovA maLe. (1) sukha pratye atirAga. saMsAranA dareka sukha para khUba prema hoya. (2) duHkha pratye atiSa. kayAreka dukha AvI jAya te e duHkha para dveSabhAva thAya. aNagamo thAya. (3) pitAnI vAta cheTI hovA chatAM tene satya mAnIne pakaDI rAkhe. je A traNa lakSaNe hoya te samajavuM ke haju mithyAtvanI graMthI bhedAI nathI. mithyAtvanI graMthIne bheda kavA mATe jeTalI kaThIna sAdhanA jarUrI che teTalI kadAca bIjI koI paNa sAdhanA nahi hoya. A graMthIne bheda thaI gayA pachI mukti jhAjhI dUra rahetI nathI. bAkInA

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 503 vikAsanA seApAne upara ArohaNu jhaDapI thaI zake che. muzkela che graMthIbheda karavAnA. kaDhIna che sukha pratyenA rAgane dUra karavAnuM; ane du:kha pratye dveSane dUra karavAnuM. ati muzkela che kadAgrahane cheDavAnu. gaikAle ApaNe vAta karI hatI ke 25 prakAranA mithyAtvamAM abhinivezika mithyAtva che e AtmAne khUba herAna kare che. gUDo kaheA, lUTAro kahA ke zatru kahA te te abhinivezika mithyAtva che. A mithyAtva jIvanI mati avaLI karAve, rAga-dveSa karAve ane Dagale ne pagale jIvane karyAM badhAve che. A mithyAtva moTA bhAge sAmI vyaktine ApaNA pratye durbhAva karAve che ane tenA kAraNe pariNAma e Ave che ke sAmI vyakti ApaNI sAcI vAta svIkAravA paNa taiyAra thatI nathI. bIjAne sanmArge lAvavA hAya te pahelA tene ApaNA pratye sadbhAva hovA joIe. vAtacIta rajU karavAnI kaLA joI e. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke je kAma baLathI na thAya te kaLathI thAya che. kAma kevI rIte lezo ? baLathI ke kaLathI : eka chekarAne bIDInuM khUba vyasana. rojanI 20 thI 25 bIDI pIve. tenA pitAne khabara paDI ke mArA dIkarA bIDI pIve che paNa tene jo dhamakAvIza te e bIDI cheDaze niha ne piraNAma sAruM nahi Ave. te mATe mAre kaLathI kAma levuM paDaze. eka vAra pitA dukAne beThA hatA tyAM cheka rA harakhAtA harakhAtA pitA pAse AvyeA ne kahyuM-khApujI ! dekhala TenisanI ramatamAM AkhI skUlamAM mAro paheleA nakhara AnyA. bApe kharAkhara samaya joine seAgaDI mArI. tuM zuM vAta kare che? AkhI skUlamAM tAro paheleA nakhara ! mane teA lAge che ke krikeTamAM, vAlIelamAM khadhAmAM tuM pahelA naMbara lAve tevA che paNa beTA ! tane eka vAtanI khakhara che ne ke ramatagamatamAM jene AgaLa Avavu hoya tenI chAtI majabUta joIe. jene chAtI majabUta banAvavI hAya teNe potAnA jItranamA eka paNa vyasana AvavA devu joie nahi. mane eka vAtanA AnaMda che ke haju sudhI tArA jIvanamAM kAi vyasana AvyuM nathI, paNa bhaviSyamAM tArA jIvanamAM kaI vyasana AvI na jAya te mATe mArI tane ATalI salAha che. pitAnA preraNAdAyaka premabharyAM zabdo sAMbhaLatA putra pitAnA caraNamAM namI paDayeA. pitAjI! mane mApha kare. meM ghaNI meTI bhUla karI che. huM bIDInA ravADe caDhI gayA ... paNa AjathI pratijJA karuM chuM ke jiMdagImAM kayAre paNa bIDI ke koI vyasanane nahi aDuM. A sAMbhaLatA pitAne khUba AnaMda thayeA. jo dhAkadhamakIthI pitA putrane bIDI cheADAvavA gayA hota teA AvuM suMdara pariNAma na Avata. jo suMdara rIte vAtanI rajuAta karI te cheAkarAe tenI pakaDane cheDI dIdhI. sAmI vyaktine sanmArge lAvavI che paNa jo tene tamArA pratye sadUbhAva haze teA tamArA prayatnA saphaLa banaze. abhinevezika mithyAtva A sadbhAvane teADe che sadbhAva tUTayA pachI sAmI vyaktine sanmArge lAvavA prayatnA karo teA adhA niSphaLa javAnA. A kadAgrahanu` meTAmAM mATu nukazAna koi hAya te te che abhimAnanI puSTi ane khIjAnA dilamAM thatAM durbhAve,

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504 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi mATe A abhinivezika mithyAtva cheADavA jevuM che. ene cheDavA mATe ATalI vAtA yAda rAkhA ke (1) mArI badhI mAnyatA sAcI hoya tevuM na paNa bane. keTalIka mAnyatA sAcI hAya paNu sAmI vyaktine sAcI lAge evu' nizcita nathI. (2) koInA mananA mAlika kAi nathI. (3) vAtanI rajUAta karavI paNa te vAta sAmAe svIkAravI joie. evA Agraha na rAkhavA. (4) koI vAra vAtathI sAmAne lAbha thAya tevu' hoya chatAM jo puNya Achu hoya teA lAbhadAyI vAta paNa sAmAne na game. mAnavInA kadAgraha jayAre saphaLa thatA nathI tyAre bIjA mATe ApaNA manamAM pUrvagraha baMdhAi jAya che. e pU grahanA kAraNe sAmI vyaktinA sadguNe paNa guNA rUpe nahi dekhAtA avaguNA rUpe dekhAya che. eka ja kriyA chatAM dIkarI ane vahumAM aMtara : eka mAjI upAzrayathI ghera jatA hatA. rastAmAM tamArA jevA eka sajjana zrAvaka maLyA. temaNe pUchyuM, mAjI ! kAM jai AvyA ? upAzraye gai hatI. eka sAmAyika karIne AvI. 12 vratamAM sAmAyikanA naMbara keTalAmo che ? navame pahelA ATha vrata eLagyA pachI navamuM sAmAyika vrata lIdhu' che. mAjI dekhAvamAM sAmAyika karatA hatA paNa temanAmAM mithyAtvanI sattA khUba prabaLa hatI. bhAIe mAjIne pUchyuM' ane mAjIe javAba ApyA ke upAzraye sAmAyika karIne AvI pachI te bhAie pUchyuM' tame hamaNAM tamArI dIkarInA lagna karyAM te te sukhI che ne? tamArA sa'sAra vyavahAra AveA che. tame gharanI bahAra nIkaLA eTale A ghaTamALa cAlu thaI jAya che. kaMi ne ka'I prazno pUchAyA kare paNa tamane koI ema nahi pUchatu hoya ke Aje huM vyAkhyAnamAM AvI zakI nathI teA adhikAramAM zu' Avyu hatu' ? Avu' pUchanAra tA kAika ja maLe. mAjI kahe bhAI! mArI dIkarInI te| zI vAta karu! e te ghaNI sukhI che. ene ghera lADI, vADI, gADI, baMgalA, nAkara, cAkara, raseAiye madhu che. te savAre sADAsAta vAge UThe. nAhIdhoine svaccha kapaDA paherI dAtaNu karI cApANI pIve, nAstA te roja garama kare pachI upAzraye jAya. gurUdevanA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe. eka be sAmAyika karI 11 vAge ghera Ave. rasAi tA taiyAra hAya. e rasoi paNa sAdI niha. roja miSTAnna, pharasANa heAya, jamIne mAre be kalAka ArAma kare, sAMje bajAramAM kharIdI karavA jAya, AvIne taiyAra rasAI jamI le. pati Ave tene premathI jamADe pachI pharavA jAya ane AvIne sUI jAya. AkhA divasamAM kAMi kAma karavAnuM nahi. mArI dIkarIne te jANe sva'nu' sukha che. A vAta karatAM karatAM mAjInI chAtI gaja gaja uchaLatI hatI. enA mukha para AnaMda samAtA na hatA. cha mahinA bAda pharI vAra te bhAI mAjIne maLyA. bhAI kahe mAjI, majhAmAM che. vahu ghare AvI. te tamArI vahu majhAmAM ANye. te kahevA lAgyA, bhAI ! tenI AvI che tenA parAkramAnI teA vAta ja ne? hA. hamaNAM tamArA dIkarAnA lagna thayA. che ne ? A prazna sAMbhaLatA mAjIne gusse tA huM zuM vAta karuM ? evI kapAtara vahu

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[505 zAradA ziremaNi ] karavA jevI nathI. te te zeThANI banI gaI che. savAre sADAsAta vAge UThe. nAhIne nokare cApANI ane garama nAsto taiyAra rAkhe heya te kare pachI upAzraye jAya. te dharamanI DhIMgalI ane puNyanI pUMchaDI thaI gaI che. A zabdo keNa bole che? sAsujI. te upAzraye jAya, be sAmAyika kare. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe pachI benenI sAthe cha kAyanA bola, nava tatva AdinI carcA kare eTale badhAne ema thAya ke A vahu keTalI bhaNelI che ! be sAmAyika karI 11 vAge ghera Ave. rasoI taiyAra hoya eTale AvIne jamavA bese. roTalI, dALa, bhAta, zAka te bhAve nahi. reja miSTAnna ane pharasANa joIe. e kAmanI te sAva harAmI che; ene kAma karavuM te gamatuM ja nathI. jamIne bapore be kalAka sUI jAya pachI sAMje sakhIone sAthe laIne kharIdI karavA jAya. sADIonA to kabATa bharyA che. to ya roja eka be navI sADI kharIdI lAve. AvIne tarata jamavA bese. rAte mAre cheka Ave tene jamADe, pachI baMne bagIcAmAM pharavA jAya ne rAtre AvIne sUI jAya. gharanuM eka kAma karavAnI vAta nahi ane pahoLI thaIne phare. evI kapAtara vahu AvI che ke mAruM to sAMbhaLatI nathI. kayA bhavanA pApa udayamAM AvyA che ke mane AvI vahu maLI ? Ape mAjInI vAta sAMbhaLI ne ! pitAnI putrI ane pitAnI vahu baMnenI gharanI sthiti samAna che. baMne sukhI ghara che chatAM dIkarI mATe kevuM belI ane vahu mATe kevuM belI? sukhI che te kahetA chAtI gajagaja uchaLatI hatI. temanI vahu sAmA gharanI to dIkarI che ne? chatAM vahune pArakI mAnI ane dIkarIne pitAnI mAnI, tethI dIkarInI eka paNa bhUla dekhAtI nathI ane vahune eka paNa guNa dekhAto nathI. mAjI AvuM vartana rAkhe to vahu pAsethI sukha pAmI zake kharA? AkhI jiMdagI vahunI sAthe rahevAnuM che chatAM tenuM keTaluM vAMkuM bele ? AvI duSTa buddhivALA je game teTaluM dharmayAna kare chatAM emanI nAvaDI taravI muzkela che. AvA pUrvagrahathI anekanA jIvanamAM saMdha UbhA thAya che pariNAme kayAMya sukha ke zAMti dekhAtA nathI. A bhayaMkara honAratathI bacavuM hoya te abhinivezika mithyAtvanA pApane tilAMjalI ApI do te zAMtine anubhava karI zakaze. A pApane majabUta karanAra keI hoya to te ahaMkAra che. ahaMkAra jaze eTale A pApane jatA vAra nahi lAge mATe jainadarzana kahe che ke tamArI prakRti sudhAro. je prakRti nahi sudhAre te tamAruM Atmadhana lUMTAI jaze. kaSAya, rAga, dveSa, ahaMkAra, e badhA ApaNuM Atmadhanane lUMTI rahyA che mATe e dhana lUMTAI na jAya tenI khUba kALajI, takedArI rAkhavAnI jarUra che. satyane sadaguNane karI saravALe, mithyAbhAvathI raheje nirALe, joje bane nA tArI.. ho (2) jiMdagI nakAmI.... gamatI nathI A. AtmAnI saMpatti sAcavavA mATe saddaguNane saMgraha karaje ane khUba jAgRti rAkhaje. tame rUpiyAnI noTo keTalI kALajIthI sAcave che ? noTo karatAM sonAnA dAgInAnuM jatana vadhAre karo ane hIrAnA dAgInA hoya to te khUba cekasAIvALI

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506 ] | ( zAradA ziramaNi jagyAe mUke. cIja jeTalI vadhu kiMmatI teTalI tenI vadhu kALajI. mAtra A bhavamAM kAma lAgatI cIjomAM je ATalI kALajI rAkho cho te pachI bhavabhavamAM je kAma lAge evI cIja pAchaLa keTalI kALajI joIe ? eka rAjA roja rAtre veza parivartana karIne gAmamAM nagarajanenI zI sthiti che, mArI nagarImAM kaI duHkhI to nathI ne? te jovA mATe nIkaLatAM. rAjA galIe, galIe, zerIe, zerIe phare che. pharatA pharatA eka jhADa nIce eka phakIrane dhyAnAvasthAmAM beThelA joyA. AkhI rAta AkhA gAmamAM pharIne rAjA jyAre pitAnA rAjamahela tarapha pAchA vaLyA tyAre paNa phakIra ema ne ema jAgate beThela hato. A rIte eka aThavADiyA sudhI to rAjAe phakIrane AkhI rAta jAgatA joyA. sUtelA na joyA. rAjAnA manamAM vicAra thaye ke mAre te aMteuranI ciMtA, bhaMDAro ke lUMTI na jAya tenI ciMtA, prajAnA sukhaduHkhanI ciMtA eTale mAre rAtre jAgavuM paDe paNa A phakIra pAse te eka bhikSApAtra che, zarIra para nAnuM kapaDuM che ane besavA kapaDAne eka TukaDo che. emanuM zuM lUMTAI javAnuM che ke te eka paNa ku khAdhA vinA AkhI rAta jAge che ? rAjAnA manamAM A prazna uThA. e praznanuM samAdhAna karavA jyAM phakIra beThA hatA tyAM rAjA gayA. phakIre dhyAna pALyuM pachI rAjAe pUchayuM-mahAtmAjI ! huM Apane eka prazna pUchI zakuM ? khuzIthI pUcho. tamArI pAse nathI paisA, nathI lazkara, nathI ghara ke gharavALI, nathI nekara cAkara ke nathI bhaMDAra, ApanI pAse zarIra para eka kapaDuM che ane bhikSApAtra che. tamAruM zuM lUMTAI javAnuM che? zuM cerAI javAnuM che ? ceraDAku zuM tamAruM laI javAnA che ke tame AkhI rAta jAgo che ? huM aThavADiyAthI Apane jou chuM ke Apa rAtre sUtA nathI. Apa sUI jAo te ya Apane gumAvavAnuM zuM che ? ane jAgatA rahe te ya kamAvavAnuM zuM che ? mArI pAse lAkha karoDanI saMpatti che. tenI ciMtA, aMteuranI ciMtA, prajAnA rakSaNanI ciMtA che. e badhAnI rakSA khAtara mAre AkhI rAta jAgavuM paDe paNa Apane to kaI ciMtA nathI chatAM zA mATe AkhI rAta jAgavuM paDe che ? mAre A vAtanuM rahasya jANavuM che. jAgRtithI jIvana salAmata : rAjAnI A vAta sAMbhaLIne phakIra khaDakhaDATa hasI paDyA. rAjA kahe mahAtmA ! Apa kema haso cho ? rAjana ! tArI mUrkhAI para mane hasavuM Ave che. tuM jene saMpatti mAne che kharekhara te e saMpatti nathI paNa vipatti che. tArI saMpatti kadAca lUMTAze te A bhava pUratI lUMTAze, ene sAcavavA tuM AkhI rAta jAge, game teTalA prayatno kare chatAM ya e saMpatti tArI pAse TakavAnI nathI. kadAca TakI raheze to paNa phUTI koDI jeTalIya tArA maryA pachI sAthe AvavAnI nathI. jyAre mAruM je lUMTAya che te janmajanma nukazAna kare che. meM mArA AkhA jIvanamAM sAdhanA karIne je guNonI mUDI ekaThI karI che e mUDI eka kSaNanA pramAdamAM sApha thaI jAya evI che. je jAgRta rahIne e mUDI sAcavIe te maryA pachI parakamAM sAthe

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ pa07 Ave evI che. he rAjana ! tame Aje je saMpatti, rAjasattA meLavI che te puNyathI meLavyA che. dhana, vaibhava badhuM puNyathI maLe che, puNya che tyAM sudhI lahera karI le. puNya khalAsa eTale badhuM khalAsa. meM je sukha meLavyuM che, AtmasaMpatti prApta karI che te purUSArthathI karI che. tArI saMpatti keI corI jAya ke tUTI jAya te eka bhava pUratuM nukazAna che jyAre mArI sAdhanAmAM je huM jhokuM khAI jAuM, pramAda karuM to patana thayA vinA rahe nahi; tethI huM AkhI rAta jAgRta rahuM chuM. rAjan ! tamAre jAgavAmAM kaMI meLavavAnuM nathI jyAre mAre uMghavAmAM badhuM ya gumAvavAnuM che. phakIra kahe rAjA ! tamArI saMpattine sAcavavA mATe satata jAgatA rahenArAo bicArA A duniyAmAMthI raDatA raDatA gayA che. jyAre AdhyAtmika saMpattine sAcavavA mATe jAgRta rahenArA A duniyAmAMthI hasatA hasatA gayA che, tuM AkhI rAta jAge temAM kamAvAnuM kAMI nathI jyAre amArI eka kSaNa pramAdamA (uMghamAM) gaI to badhuM ya gumAvavAnuM che. jenI pAse bAhya saMpatti che paNa AdhyAtmika saMpatti, vaibhava nathI tene kayAreka duHkhI thavAne prasaMga Ave che paNa jenI pAse bahArane khajAne na heya, bAhya dRSTithI te garIba dekhAto hoya paNa Atmika vaibhavane khajAne che te AtmAne duHkhI thavAne vakhata nahi Ave. sonAnI parIkSA kasoTInA paththara para thAya che tema saMpattinI parIkSA mRtyunA paththara para thAya che. jIvananI kiMmatI amUlya kSaNe gumAvIne tame je kAMI bheguM karyuM che tene eka vAra matanA paththara para kasI juo ke mRtyu pachI AmAMnI kaI cIje tamArI sAthe AvavAnI ? je eka paNa cIja tamArI sAthe AvavAnI na hoya to tamArI bhegI karelI saMpatti tamArI zI rIte kahevAya ? tamArI saMpatti te e kahevAya ke je mRtyu bAda tamArI sAthe Ave. ajJAnI AtmA ahIM mUkIne javAnI sAmagrIo meLavavA pAchaLa durlabha mAnava jIvananI kiMmatI kSaNene veDaphI rahyo che. A sAmagrIe te jIvane anaMtakALamAM anaMtIvAra maLI che paNa A jinazAsana, adbhuta dharma sAmagrIo te anaMtakALe mahA puNyodaye maLI che. te ene upayoga kevI rIte karavuM te vicAravAnI jarUra che. phakIranI vAta sAMbhaLI rAjAnI AMkha ughaDI gaI. AnaMda zrAvaka bhagavAnane e ja kahI rahyA che ke Aja sudhI huM mohinI nidrAmAM khUba UMghe ApanI vANI sAMbhaLIne have mArI AMkha khulI gaI che. have mane samajAyuM che ke A saMsAramAM rahevA jevuM te che ja nahi paNa huM saMsAranA baMdhanathI sarvathA chUTIne saMyama aMgIkAra karuM eTalI mArI zakti nathI. mArI kAyaratA che. je saMsAramAM rahevA jevuM hota te tIrthakare, mahApurUSo A saMsArane cheData nahi mATe cheDavA je te saMsAra che. jenA AtmAmAM samyaphavane prakAza thaI gayo che te AtmA zrAvakanA vrata aMgIkAra karavA taiyAra thayA. 12 vratamAM pahelA vratanuM nAma che pANaIvAyAe veramaNuM" sAdhunA pahelA mahAvratamAM sarvathA dayA pALavAnI kahI che. temAM

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508] [ zAradA ziremaNi jarAya chUTachATa nathI. navAkoTIe hiMsA karavAnA paracakhANa karAya che. pahelA vratamAM jInI dayA pALavAnuM kahyuM che. jJAnIe sAthe e vAta samajAvI che ke zrAvake saMsAramAM beThA che eTale pRthvIkAya, apakAya, teukAya AdI chakAya chanI hiMsA thAya che. paNa temAM tame upaga rAkhe. tamane 12 vratamAM kyAM AgAra Ave che ne kayAM baMdhI karAvI che te vAta have samajavA maLaze. badhA te tame laI zake evA che. tamAre jeTale AgAra rAkhavo hoya teTale rAkhI zake che paNa eka vAra vratamAM Ave to jambara pApane pravAha AvatA aTakI jAya. have bhagavAna pahelA aNuvratanA zuM bhAva samajAvaze te vAta avasare. caritra : puNyasArane gayA ghaNo samaya thayo chatAM te AvyuM nahi eTale sAte bene ciMtA karavA lAgI. haju ApaNu pati kema na vyA? zuM te rasto bhUlI gayA haze? guNasuMdarI sAthe gaI hatI eTale ene te khUba utpAta thavA lAge. zuM thayuM haze? zuM te khUba AgaLa nIkaLI gayA haze? guNasuMdarI je jagyAe laI gaI hatI. te badhe rasto joI AvI paNa kayAMya pati dekhAya nahi. zuM te dUra gayA haze? ahIM to vagaDe che eTale dUra sudhI javAnI zI jarUra ! rAte hiMmata karIne sAhasa kheDIne guNasuMdarI ekalI raste jovA gaI. patine karI bUmo pADIne bolAve che paNa pati hoya te javAba Ape ne? ghaNI vAra thaI chatAM patine je nahi eTale manamAM zaMkA thaI ke jaMgala javAmAM ATalI vAra lAge nahi. nakkI amane sAtene mUkIne cAlyA gayA lAge che. amane chetarapIMDI karI che. temane jaMgala javuM ja nahi hoya paNa jaMgalanA bahAnA nIce ApaNane chetarIne cAlyA gayA lAge che. temanI kaI nagarI haze? te kayA gAmanA che ? koNa mAtApitA che kaMI jANakArI nathI ne ekAeka kema cAlyA gayA ? sAte beneno kALa kalpAMtaH jayAre pitAnA patine kaMI aNasAra na maLe tyAre guNasuMdarI bhAMgelA page nirAza vadane pAchI vaLI. enuM haiyuM tUTI gayuM hatuM. enI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. mahAmahenate e mahelamAM pAchI AvI. tene AvelI joIne badhI bene gherAI vaLI ne pUchavA lAgI bena ! tuM kema ekalI AvI? pati na maLyA ? te kayAM gayA? benene jotAM guNasuMdarInuM haiyuM ekadama bharAI gayuM. te dhrusake ne dhrusake raDavA lAgI ne kahevA lAgI. bahene ! dehaciMtAnA bahAne e kayAMka cAlyA gayA. huM ghaNe lAMbe sudhI joI AvI paNa te kayAMya dekhAyA nahi. arere karma ! tane A zuM sUjhayuM ? ame evA zA pApa karyA haze ke te amArA patine guma karI dIdhA ! ATaluM bolatA te bheMya para paDI gaI. je satI strIo che tene mana te pati e paramezvara. tenuM sarvasva. temAM haju rAtre lagna thayA, madharAte vaLAvyA ane savAramAM A dazA ! A te sAte chekarIone duHkhanA divaso AvyA. tenuM nAmaThAma jANatAM nathI. have temane zodhavA kaI rIte ? guNasuMdarInI A sthiti joI badhI beno raDavA lAgI. temanA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 509 mukhamAMthI kAramI cIseA nIkaLI gaI. thoDI vAramAM te mahelamAM kakaLa macI gaI. ghaDIbhara pahelA jayAM maMgala vAjiMtrA vAgatA hatA. zaraNAI e vAgatI hatI. tyAM Aje paroDhiyAnA samaye teA karUNa vilApa thavA lAgyA. A teA strIonuM rUdana ! temAMya navaparaNIta strIenuM rUdana ! eka sAthe sAta sAta eneneA kalpAMta ! zAMta vAtAvaraNamAM bIjA kaMIka jIvA A rUdana sAMbhaLIne jAgI gayA. nakkI kAMIka karUNa banAva banyA lAge che. sAte chekarIe khUba raDe che. ekabIjAne kahe che, ApaNA kaI vAMka guneA nathI. haju teA paraNIne AvyA che. temaNe pAchuM vALIne joyuM ja nahi ke kaMI vicAra na karyAM ke huM A rIte cAlyeA jaIza teA A komaLa haiyAo upara kevA vajraghAta thaze! basa, A rIte rAha jovaDAvIne cAlyA gayA! zu purUSonA haiyA ATalA majabUta-kaThora hoya che ! jo kaThaNa na heAya te| adheAra jaMgalamAM damayatIne ekalI mUkIne naLarAjA cAlyA jAya kharA ? ke vimAsaNamAM paDelA puNyasAra : kharekhara puNyasAra Ave kaThora na hatA. jatAM jatAM tenu haiyuM paNa bhAMgI gayu. hatu. ghaNI vAra e zUnya banI gayA, huM jAu' jAuM ? A vicAro keTalIya vAra sudhI karyA hatA paNa chevaTe gayA vinA cAle ema na hatuM eTale te cAlyA gayA. eka bAju janma denArA upakArI mAtA pitA hatA. bIjI tarapha navaparaNIta patnIe hatI. jenI I eLakha na hatI. nAmaThAmanI koI khabara na hatI. bhAgyAye ekabIjAneA bheTo thaI gayA. puNyasAra bApanA gussAthI khATuM lagADIne bhAgI nIkaLyeA hatA. nIkaLatA nIkaLI gayA hatA paNa jema jema rAta vadhatI jatI hatI tema tema tenA haiyAmAM mAtApitAnA vicAro vadhu AvatA hatA. jo hu e divasamAM mArA mAtApitA pAse nahi paheAMca' te| zu' khakhara ke e zuM karaze? ane jo koi amagaLa ane te ? nA.. nA....evuM teA nahi ane. mArA lIdhe huM evu aa nahi banavA dauM'; mATe jaldI tyAM jaine patnIone kheAlAvI laiza. mArA mAbApane duHkhI teA na karAya. huM teA tyAM jaIza ja. he prabhu ! mArI patnIone mArA vice ga sahana karavAnI tuM zakti Apaje. Ave vicAra karIne puNyasAra gayA che paNa tenA mananA A maMthanane koNa jANe ? je badhA AMkhe jue teja sAcu' mAne ne ! badhA ema ja mAne che ApaNA pati ApaNane mUkIne cAlyA gayA che. ema samajIne sAte kanyA karUNa svare raDI rahI che. zuM deve temanA jJAnamAM e nahi joyu... hAya ke A cheka rA rAte paraNIne savAre temane mUkIne bhAgI jaze ! na temanA rUdananA avAja zeThanA baMgalA sudhI pahAMcI gayA. zeTha-zeThANI jAgI gayA. are, atyAramAM AvuM karUNa rUdana kANu karatuM haze ? dhyAna daIne avAja sAMbhaLye tA peAtAnI dIkarIene avAja lAgyA. arere....A to ApaNI dIkarIe raDe che. zu' thayuM haze ? haju rAtre teA lagna thayA che ne atyAre zA mATe raDatA haze ? zeThanA haiyAmAM phALa paDI. zuM banI gayu` haze ? mArI dIkarIo upara zu' vIjaLI tUTI paDI ? evA

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510 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi vicAra karatAM e sIdhA dIkarIonA mahele AvyA. have zeTha temanI vahAlasoyI dIkarIone vAta pUchaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. ApaNe tyAM satIjIonA mahAna tapa cAlI rahyA che. Aje bA.bra. harSidAbAI ma. bA. ba. uvIzAbAI ma. ane bA. bra. hetalabAI ma. traNa ThANAne 25mo upavAsa che. bA. bra. bhAvanAbAI ma. ne 14 upavAsa che. -- - dvi zrAvaNa suda 12ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 54 : tA. 27-8-85 anaMta karUNAsAgara, jJAna divAkara, zAMtarasanA sudhAkara jinezvara bhagavate bhavya jene saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAvyuM. bhUtakALamAM jeTalA tIrthakare thayAvartamAnakALamAM mahAvidehamAM vicare che ane bhaviSyakALamAM padmanAbha Adi tIrthaka thaze te badhA tIrthakaronI dezanA sAra keI heya te te saMsAra asAra che. "saMsArammi asAre natthi huI vAhi veuNA paure / jANaMto iha jIvo na kuNai jiNa dosajja dhammaM // " A saMsAra asAra che. asAra saMsAramAM kaMI sukha nathI kAraNa ke A saMsAra vyAdhi ane vedanAthI grasta che. ATaluM jANatA hovA chatAM jIva saMsAra choDato nathI ane jinezvara prabhue kahele dharma karatuM nathI. Aje tamane dhanasaMpatti, putra parivAra lADI-vADI Adi saMsAranA badhA sukhe maLyA hoya te tame kaheze ke saMsAra kaMsAra je che paNa jJAnI te kahe che ke saMsAra asAra, asAra ne asAra che. koI paNa tIrthakara kayAre paNa nahi kahe ke saMsAra sArabhUta che. saMsAra te asAra che. saMsAra duHkhamaya heya te ya asAra ane sukhamaya hoya te paNa asAra' kAraNa ke sukhanI sAmagrIone svabhAva te AtmA pAse pApa karAvavAne che. saMpatti, strI, kuTuMba, vahepAra Adi tamAma padArtho pratyenI mamatA jIvanane pApamaya banAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. saMsAranI sukhada sAmagrIthI paNa guNasAgara, pRvIcaMdra ke bharata cakravatI kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. emAM e sAmagrI te nimitta mAtra che. A badhA e sAmagrImAM khUba sAvadhAna rahyA mATe enuM nimitta pAmI kevaLajJAna pAmyA. avinane svabhAva te dajhADavAno ane bALavAne che chatAM e agnithI keInI TADha uDe che ane saMskRti maLe che paNuM temAM agninI zAbAzI na kahevAya paNa e vyakitanI sAvadhAnInI zAbAzI che. jherane svabhAva mAravAnuM che paNa hoMziyAra DaoNkaTara enA dvArA damanA dadIne jIvana Ape che tethI jherathI jIvyA ema kadI paNa na kahevAya e samaye DokaTare jIvADayA kahevAya. te rIte saMsAra sukhanI sAmagrIne svabhAva to pApamaya banAvavAne che chatAM e sAmagrInA nimittathI kaI pApamukta banI jAya temAM padAthenI zAbAzI na kahevAya. padArthoe pApamukata kaya na kahevAya paNa temAM AtmAnI sAvadhAnInI zAbAzI che.

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zAradA zimaNi ]. [511 jainadarzana ApaNane e samajAve che ke je jaina nathI, arjana che te duHkhathI Dare paNa jaina to sukhathI paNa eTale Dare kAraNa ke pApa karAvanAra sukho che. AvA dukhamaya ane pApamaya saMsAramAM rahevAnuM keNu prajJAvaMta pasaMda kare? duHkha to kharAba che paNa pApa te ethIya vadhu kharAba, mATe jJAnIoe te saMsArane asAra, duHkhamaya ane pApamaya kahyo che paN sukhamaya te kayAre paNa kahyo nathI. asAra saMsAramAMthI sArA zodha e te pANI levIne mAkhaNa kADhavA jevI vAta che. saMsAramAM sukha te che nahi. sukha to che saMsAra choDavAmAM. jemaNe saMsAra choDo te kharekhara sukhI thayA ane na cheDI zakayA te duHkhI thayA. jyAre saMsAra choDavAnI vAta Ave tyAre saMsAra ane saMsArI baMne choDavA paDaze. saMsAra te choDa paNa saMsArIne saMbaMdha na che te zuM kAmanuM? saMsAra choDyA pachI paNa je saMbaMdha na choDyo te te vyartha che. bhagavAna bolyA che; vijjahittu puvvasaMjogaM, Na siNehaM kahici kuvejjA / sada vida , Dhova pArDi, muvA miNU utta.8gAthAra mAtApitA Adi pUrva saMbaMdhone choDIne jeNe dIkSA lIdhI che te koI paNa vastumAM neha na kare, sneha karavAvALA putra, patnI AdimAM paNa sneha na rAkhe te sAdhaka doSa ane pradoSa (durgati gamana) AdithI chUTI jAya che mATe saMsAranI sAthe saMsAranA saMbaMdha paNa cheDavA joIe. keI kALe evuM nahi bane ke kaI paNa tIrthakarane saMsAra choDyA vinA ghera beThA kevaLajJAna thayuM hoya. tIrthaMkara prabhu te niyamA saMsArano tyAga karI dIkSA laI upasargo sahana karavA vagerenI sAdhanA sAdhI, dhAtI karmone khapAvI kevaLajJAna pAme. prabhue pote saMsAra che ane sarvane saMsAra choDavAne upadeza Apyo. A saMsAra anAdi anaMta che ane mekSa sAdi anaMta che. aMta kono thAya? saMsArane ke saMsArIno ? aMta kene? saMsArane ke saMsArIno ? eka AtmAnA saMsArano kayAreka aMta AvI jaze ane e meseM cAlyo jaze. mokSamAM praveza thayo te sAdi ane pachI tyAMnI sthiti paNa anaMta. jyAM gayA pachI kayAre paNa saMsAramAM pAchA AvavAnuM nathI tenuM nAma mela. jyAre saMsAra to anAdi anaMta che. jene pahele cheDe nathI ane bIje cheDo paNa nathI. jenI Adi nathI ne aMta paNa nathI mATe saMsAra anAdi anaMta che. anaMtakALa sudhI saMsAra je che tevo raheze. bhUtakALamAM paNa e hato, vartamAnakALamAM che ane bhaviSyamAM paNa e raheze. A saMsArane nathI pralaya ke nathI vinAza, nathI upatti ke vilaya, keI saMsArane sarjaka nathI ke keI nAza karanAra paNa nathI mATe saMsAra pravAhanI daSTie satata gatizIla raheze. keI saMsArI jInA saMsArane aMta Avaze paNa saMsArane aMta nahi Ave kAraNa ke kayAreya mokSamAM nahi janArA abhavI jIvo ane durbhAgya che te kAyama saMsAramAM rahevAnA che mATe

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512] [ zAradA ziremaNi saMsArane aMta nathI AvavAno. saMsArIne aMta Avaze. bhavya jIve mokSe jaze. saMsAra koI vastunuM nAma nathI, te saMsAra zuM che? rasAyaNazAstranA vijJAnamAM jema kahe che ke hAIDrojananA be bhAga ane eka bhAga okasIjanane maLIne pANI bane che tema viSayokkaSAyo A be bhegA maLIne saMsAra banyA che. saMsAramAM jyAM jozo tyAM viSaya kaSAye jovA maLaze. A baMne na hoya te saMsAra nathI ane che te saMsAra che. bhagavAna AcArAMga sUtramAM belyA che "ne puche muTAche, je mULa gune !je zabdAdi viSaye che te saMsAranuM mULa kAraNa che ane je mULasthAna che te guNa (viSaya) che. AvA viSaya kaSAyathI bharelA saMsAramAM ApaNe vasyA chIe paNa ApaNAmAM saMsAra na hovo joIe. "ApaNe saMsAramAM rahIe chIe ke saMsAra ApaNAmAM rahe che? A prazna khUba vicAravA jevo che. ApaNe saMsAramAM rahIe chIe te te sAmAnya vAta che paNa je saMsAra ApaNAmAM rahe te naukA DUbI jAya. jema samudramAM vahANa rahe tyAM sudhI vAMdhe na Ave paNa vahANamAM samudra (pANI) AvI gaye te vahANa samudramAM DUbI javAnuM. te rIte je ApaNAmAM saMsAra AvI gayuM te samajavuM ke saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbI javAnA. je ApaNAmAM saMsAra bhAva, viSaya kaSAya na hoya to sAgara tarI javAnA. - tanathI rahenAro tare, manathI rahenAre Dube : jema khAlI ghaDe kUvAmAM nAMkhe ane ghaDAmAM pANI bharAI gayuM te ghaDe pANImAM ane pANI paNa ghaDAmAM che te rIte je tame saMsAramAM gaLAbUDa DUbelA raheze te tame saMsAramAM ane saMsAra tamArAmAM paNa je ghaDe UMdhe pANImAM nAMkhe te ghaDAmAM pANI bharAtuM nathI. ghaDo pANImAM hovA chatAM ghaDAmAM pANI nathI. A rIte saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM je tamArAmAM saMsAra na rAkhe, nirlepa bhAve je saMsAramAM rahetA AvaDI jAya te beDo pAra thaI jAya, tanathI saMsAramAM rahevuM e judI vAta che ane manathI rahevuM e judI vAta che. tanathI saMsAramAM rahenAra tarI jaze paNa manathI rahenAre DUbI jaze. puNI zrAvaka saMsAramA tanathI rahyo hato te tarI gayA ane manathI rahenAre mammaNa DUbI gaye. jemanuM mana saMsAra pratyethI UThI gayuM che evA AnaMda gAthA patinA jIvanamAM samyaktvanI lahejata AvI gaI. temanI daSTi nirmaLa banI. jenI daSTimAM nirmaLatA Ave te AtmA guNene grAhaka hoya paNa avaguNane grAhaka na hoya. samakti Ave eTale jJAna paNa samyapha banI jAya. samyapha jJAnanA prakAzamAM heya-reya ane upAdeyanuM bhAna thayuM. teo vrata aMgIkAra karavA taiyAra thayA. DAhyo mANasa gharamAM kacare rAkhe kharo ? nA. tame sApane gharamAM jato je pachI tene rAkhe kharA? nA. kADhe chUTake kare, tema AnaMda gAthA patinI jJAna daSTi khulI gaI. temane pApane bhaya lAge che. samakatI AtmAne sApa karatAM pApane bhaya vadhAre hoya. sApa te kadAca karaDe te eka bhava bagADe paNa pApa te ApaNA bhabhava bagADe, AnaMdane pApane bhaya lAge

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [513 eTale tyAM ne tyAM zrAvakadharma apanAvavA taiyAra thayA. zAstromAM vAMcIe tyAre thAya ke kevA haLukamI AtmAo ke bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne tyAM ne tyAM UbhA thaI jAya ane prabhune kahe ke have mAre dIkSA levI che. huM ghera jaIne mAtAnI AjJA laIne AvuM chuM. AgamakAra te kahe che ke je samaye tene utkRSTa bhAva Ave tyAre tuM kArya karI leje. temAM vilaMba karIza nahi. AnaMda gAthA5ti kevA baDabhAgI, kevA bhAgyazALI ke bhagavAnanA zrImukhethI vrata AdaravAne lAbha maLaze. 12 vratamAM paheluM vrata che ahiMsAnuM ! prANAtipAtathI aTakavuM. bIjuM, trIjuM vrata le paNa jIvanamAM ahiMsA nathI; dayA nathI te vrata chAparA vagaranA makAna jevA che. dharmanuM mULa dayA che tA vAre jAva samarasa mAvo mahAvIra ti, "tacqDhavANa zUrAM pAvA paravAma" te AnaMda gAthA patie zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInI pAse sarva pradhAna skUla prANAtipAtanA paccakakhANa karyA. bAra vratamAM pahelA vratane sauthI zreSTha gaNyuM che. zA mATe? je jIvanamAM ahiMsA nathI te pachI bIjA guNo kevI rIte TakI zakavAnA che? jainadarzananI moTI ImArata ahiMsAnA pAyA para khaDI thaI che AnaMda gAthApati kahe che he bhagavAna ! huM skUla prANAtipAtanA paccakakhANa karuM chuM gRhasthAzramamAM rahetA zrAvake ekendriya jIvonI sarvathA dayA pALI na zake. saMyamI sAdhaka e jIvonI sarvathA dayA pALI zake. bhale, tame pALI na zako paNa kaMTrola to lAvI zake. te ja pratye anukaMpA to hovI joI e. binajarUranA pANI keTalI relamachela vaparAya che ? tyAM te jIvenI anukaMpA Ave che ? gharamAM paMkho phUla pharato hoya tyAM vAukAyanA jIvonI dayA Ave che ? te chanA rakSaNa mATe paMkhA baMdha na karo paNa je mahine IlekaTrIkanuM bIlamoTuM AvyuM to kahezo ke vinA kAraNe paMkhA na calAve, lAITa na calAvo. tyAM zuM te jInI dayA AvI? nA..nA.. tyAM paisA haiye lAgyA. jIvane jeTalA paisA khaTakayA teTaluM pApa khaTakatuM nathI. haju pApane bhaya lAgyuM nathI. te ja pratye dayA, anukaMpA, karUNAnA bhAva jAge to pApathI aTake A jagatamAM traNa prakAranA che che: (1) bIjAne mArIne jIve. (2) pote jIvatA rahIne bIjAne jIvADe. (3) pitAnA prANanA balidAne bIjAne jIvADe. A traNa prakAramAMthI sauthI zreSTha trIjA naMbaranA ja che. pitAnA prANanuM balidAna daI de paNa bIjAne jIvADe. zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanA AtmAe megharatha rAjAnA bhAvamAM pArevAnI rakSA khAtara potAnA prANanuM balidAna daI dIdhuM. Aje jagatanA moTA bhAganA jIva pahelA prakAranA hoya che. potAnuM jIvana TakAvavA bIjAne mArI nAMkhavA paDe te tema karatA jarAya acakAtA nathI, basa temanuM eka ja lakSya che ke game tema karIne ApaNuM jIvana TakAve. AvA 33

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514] [ zAradA ziremaNi jenI Atma pariNati khUba kaThora hoya che. temanA jIvanamAM karUNA hetI nathI. AvA chamAM dharma pravezI zakto nathI. jJAnI purUSae dayAne dharmanI janetA kahI che. jenuM hRdaya kamaLa ane karUNA sabhara hoya tevA AtmakSetramAM dharmane pAka thAya che. dayA vinAnI kaThora bIDanA jevI bhUmimAM guNone pAka thaI zake nahi. eka vAsaNamAM paththara paDa heya ne bIje kaI paththara nAMkhe to pahele paththara bIjA paththarane potAnAmAM samAvI zake nahi. te ja vAsaNamAM paththarane badale ghaTTa ghI hoya ne paththara nAMkhe te dhIme dhIme emAM pravezI zake che. ghIne badale je pANI heya te khUba jhaDapathI paththarane pitAnAmAM pravezavA de. A nyAyathI ApaNe e samajavAnuM che ke bIjAnuM sthAna tamArA hRdayamAM meLavavuM hoya te kaThoratA cheDIne kamaLatA apanAvavI paDaze. je hRdaya paththara jevuM kaThora haze to e bIjAne pitAnAmAM kevI rIte samAvI zakaze ? mATe hRdayane kamaLa banAve ane dayAthI chalakatuM karI de. je dilamAM dayA bharapura bharI haze te pitAne game tevA bhayaMkara dukha Ave to tene AnaMdapUrvaka sahana karI le che, paNa bIjAne duHkhI karavA IcchatA nathI. bIjAnuM duHkha joIne enuM dila dravI jAya che. potAnA sukha mATe bIjAne duHkhI karavA enI tayArI hotI nathI. sikaMdara bAdazAhe jagata vijetA banavA keTalI laDAI karI? lAkho lokonI yuddhamAM tala karI ane lehInI nadIo vahAvI. are, kabrastAnamAM mUkelA paisA kaDhAvI lIdhA chatAM jIvanamAM saMtoSa na Avyo. AvA sikaMdarane eka vAra AMkhamAM bhayaMkara duHkhAve upaDe ane khUba baLatarA thavA lAgI. e asahya duHkhAve che ke sikaMdara mAthA paTakAvI de. A te moTo samrATa che. upacAro karavAmAM zuM bAkI rAkhe? ghaNuM ghaNuM upAye karyA, vaido, hakIme bolAvyA chatAM dukhAvAmAM rAhata na thaI. keIne darda Ave te gamatuM nathI paNa kayA karmathI mane darda AvyuM che te karma aTakAvavuM gamatuM nathI. je karma aTakAvIzuM te darda aTakavAnuM che paNa Aje jIvanA prayatna darda aTakAvavAnA che paraMtu karma aTakAvavAnA nathI. darda kema maTe te mATe rastA zodhe che paNa karma kema aTake te kaI zelatuM nathI. sikaMdarane darda maTADavA vaido hakIme AvyA paNa koI maTADI zakayuM nahi, chevaTe temanI sAthe rahelA vaide eka davA taiyAra karI. sikaMdarathI vedanA sahana thatI nathI eTale vaidane kahe che, Ape je davA taiyAra karI che te mArI AMkhamAM nAMkhe. zuM khatarAne akhataro heya?? vaida kahe mahArAjA! thelI vAra sabura kare. eka nokaranuM kAma che. vede nokarane bolAvyuM. sikaMdara vaidarAjane pUche che tame nekarane zA mATe bolAvyo? vaida kahe-mahArAjA ! meM mArI ATalI jiMdagImAM A davA pahelI vAra banAvI che. A davA che sArI. Apane duHkhAve maTI jaze paNa kadAca A davA UdhI paDe te? Apa te mahArAjA! mATe A davAne akhataro karavA meM A nekarane bolAvyo che. pahele ajamAza A nekaranI AMkhamAM nAMkhIne karyuM. je enI AMkhamAM

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [515 kAMI takalIpha nahi thAya to pachI ApanI AMkhamAM A davA nAkhIzuM, nahitara nahi nAMkhIe. jenA dilamAM karUNA che evA rAjA kahe che sabura kare. khabaradAra ! A keI akhatara je A mANasa para karyo che te mArA je kaI bhUMDa nathI. keIne khatarAmAM nAMkhavA akhatarA na karAya. mArI AMkhene bacAvavA khAtara huM pite ja je AvI vAtamAM saMmata thaIza to pachI bIjAnuM rakSaNa huM zI rIte karI zakIza? davA mArA mATe banAvI che mATe pahelI vAra davA mArI AMkhamAM nAkho. A nokara bicAro nirdoSa che. enI AMkhamAM koI takalIpha nathI. mAruM darda maTADavA bIjAne AMdhaLo karo! mArA karmanA udaye mArI AMkhamAM vedanA thaI che. e vedanA maTADavA je bIjAne duHkhI karuM to mArI vedanA maTavAne badale vadhI jAya. mArA sukha khAtara bIjA jIvone mAre duHkhI karavA nathI. kharekhara sikaMdaranA kahyA pramANe temaNe potAnI AMkhamAM pahelI davA naMkhAvI. be divasa sudhI e davAnI vedanA hasatA mukhe sahana karI ane temanI AMkhe sAruM thaI gayuM. kayAM jagatavijetA gaNAtA sikaMdaranI A prasaMgamAM dekhAtI kamaLatA! karUNatA ! ane kayAM mAtra akhatarAo karavA mATe lAkha karoDo nirdoSa pazuone rIbAvI rIbAvIne motane ghATa utArI nAMkhatA AjanA jIvana nirdayatA ! bhagavAne pahelA vratamAM kahyuM tame dayAvAna bano. tame pAMca thAvaranI saMpUrNa dayA na pALI zako paNa saMsAranA AraMbhathI thatI hiMsAnA pApa tamane khaTakavA joIe ane thavuM joIe ke kayAre huM A saMsAra choDI sAdhupaNuM lauM? dareka jIvane jIvavuM game che. maravuM keIne gamatuM nathI pachI sthAvara ja hoya ke trasa jIve. darekane jIvana priya che maraNa apriya che. zrAvakone pRthvI Adi pAMce sthAvaranI hiMsA na chUTake karavI paDe paNa bane teTale kaMTrola lAvo. dAtaNa karatAM koI galAsa pANI DhoLe ane koI moTo loTo pANI DhaLe. snAna karatAM be cAra Dole pANI DhaLe che. keTalA apakAya nI hiMsA! A samaye sAdhu jIvanane yAda kare. jene jiMdagIbhara nAna karavAnuM nahi, chatAM kevA svastha rahe che. jaMbukamAra dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. temanI ATha ATha kanyAo sAthe sagAI thayelI che, pachI sudharmAsvAmInI vANI sAMbhaLatA vairAgya AvyuM. temaNe mAtApitAne to samajAvIne lagnanI nA pADI dIdhI. je bukumAranA mAbApe AThe ATha kanyAonA mAbApane kahevaDAvI dIdhuM ke amAre putra rAtre paraNaze ne savAre saMyama levAno che, A zarata maMjura hoya te tamArI kanyA paraNAvaje. kanyAonA mAbApa to A vAta sAMbhaLatA camakayA paNa chokarIoe kahI dIdhuM pitAjI ! e dIkSA le to bhale ane kadAca saMsAramAM rahe teya bhale. Ape jayArathI sagapaNa karyuM tyArathI te amArA pati thaI cUkyA. Apa amane khuzIthI paraNAve. teo je rasto leze te raste ame jaIzuM; chevaTe chokarIone paraNAvI ane karoDonA dAyajA ApyA. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamane khabara paDe ke tamAro jamAI paraNIne bIje divase dIkSA levAne che to tame tamArI dIkarIne paraNu kharA ?

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516] [ zAradA ziramaNi ATale dAyajo kare kharA? (tA-nA. nA. hAthe karIne dIkarIne kUvAmAM keNa nAMkhe ?) zuM saMyama e kUve che? zuM ahIM saMyama lenArA trAsI gayA ? duHkhI thaI gayA? saMyamI jIvananA AnaMdanI tamane khabara nathI. saMyamInA jIvana sAthe tamArA jIvananI eka vAra te sarakhAmaNI karI juo. snAna karyA vinA tamAre eka divasa cAle nahi. sAdhu jIvanabhara nAna kare nahi, chatAM mukha para jarAya valAni nahi. tamArI pAse vibhUSAnA sAdhane hovA chatAM duHkhI, jyAre sAdhu pAse ekeya cIjane upayoga nahi chatAM temanI mastI anerI. garamInA divasemAM thoDI vAra paMkhe baMdha thaI jAya te garamI caDhI jAya jyAre sAdhu jiMdagIbhara game tevI garamImAM puMThAthI paNa havA khAvAno vicAra na kare. tamane mevA, miSTAna maLavA chatAM becena ane sAdhu lukhA sUkA jeTalA vApare toya svastha. sukhanI sAmagrIo vacce paNa tame azAMta. eka paNa sAmagrI vinA sAdhu sadA prazAMta. lAkhanI saMpatti chatAM tamAruM dila garIba ane eka paNa paisAnI saMpatti vinA sAdhu amIra. eka kapa cA banAvatA keTalA jIvonI tamAre karavI paDatI ktala ane eka paNa jIvanI virAdhanA vinA pasAra thatuM sAdhunuM niSpApa jIvana! AvuM niSkalaMka, niSpApa jIvanane tame ku mAne che ? kUve to tamAre saLagato saMsAra. temAM je paDe, te durgatienA jAlima duHkhone bhoga thaI beThe che. AThe kanyAo paraNIne AvI. AThe kanyAe patine khUba samajAve che jabukumAre kahyuM- A saMsAranuM sukha kaNa jeTaluM ane duHkha maNa jeTaluM sukha taraNA jeTaluM duHkha DuMgara jeTalu. jaMbukumAranI kevI vairAgyabharI rajuAta haze ke ATha ya dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI gaI. te rAtre temane tyAM cerI karavA AvelA 500 coro ane jaMbukumAranA mAtApitA dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. kanyAonA mAbApane kahevaDAvyuM. teo paNa dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA. jaMbukumAra sahita pa27 AtmAe saMyamanI keDIe cAlI nIkaLyA. ApaNuM mATe eka adbhuta Adarza raju karatA gayA. ApaNe te vAta e levI che ke tame saMsAramAM raho paNuM vratamAM vaphAdAra rahe. tame kaho ke nAna karyA vinA cAle nahi. sAdhu jiMdagIbhara kayAM snAna kare che? chatAM temanA cAritranA prabhAve gaMdha ke vAsa na Ave. traNa naMbaranA manuSyamAM bIjo naMbara te rAkho ke huM jIvuM ane bIjAne javADuM. bIjAne mArIne te mAre jIvavuM nathI. bIjAne mArIne je jIvaze te kayAM pheMkAI jaze tame? zuM thaze tamAruM? tyAM kaI bacAvanAra nahi maLe. peparamAM be divasa pahelAM vAMcyuM hatuM ke 42 hajAra gheTA bakarAM devanAranA katalakhAnAmAM mokalyA. ararara..A keTalA ghora pApa ! ghora hiMsA! A deza kayAM jaIne aTakaze ? eka samaya evo hato ke navAbI musalamAna rAjaya hatuM tyAre e rAjAe ema samajatA ke mAruM vartana evuM na levuM joIe ke prajAnuM dila dubhAya. prajAnA hitamAM mAruM hita, prajAnA sukhamAM mAruM sukha samAyeluM che. eka vAra navAba pitAne dIkarA sAthe eka gAmathI bIje gAma jaI rahyA hatA. vaccenA gAmanA eka mahAjanane khabara

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ pa17 paDI. ApaNe je rAjAnA chatra nIce rahIe chIe te zirachatra rAjA ApaNe tyAMthI pasAra thavAnA che to ApaNe temane rokIe ane game tema karIne jamADavA laI jaIe. mahAjana rastAmAM UbhuM rahyuM ane navAbanI gADI rokI. Apa amAre tyAM padhAre. amane lAbha Apa. mahAjananA khUba AgrahathI navAbe temanI vAta svIkArI khUba sadAcArI, dhamIka zeThane tyAM jamavAnuM rAkhyuM. zeThe be traNa miSTAnna, pharasANa badhuM banAvyuM; navAba ane tene dIkaro jamavA beThA. zeTha khUba premapUrvaka AgrahathI badhuM pIrase che. navAba samaje che ke A hindunuM ghara che. te mane keTalA premathI jamADe che ! badhI cIjo bhANAmAM pIrasAI gaI. tyAM navAbano dIkaro kahe-maTana lAve ne! A sAMbhaLatA navAbe dIkarAne traNa tamAcA caDhAvI dIdhA. nAlAyaka ! tane bhAna che ke A kenuM ghara che? lAja vagaranA ! je vanaspati khAvAmAM ya pApa mAne che, je kIDI, maMkaDAne ya kadI na mAre, bAraNuM vAsatA bhUlathI uMdaraDI marI jAya te tenI AMkhamAM AMsu paDe. e pApa kayAreya kare nahi evA dayALu zeThanA ghare tane maTana mAMgatA zarama nathI AvatI? dIkare nIcuM moDhuM karIne jamavA lAgyuM. te rAjA samajatA hatA ke mArI prajA dhamI che. mArAthI temanuM rUMvADuM ya dubhAvAya nahi ane Aje te keTalA ghora atyAcAra thaI rahyA che. hiMsAnA tAMDava sarjAI rahyA che. pahelA vratamAM AnaMda gAthApati kahe che ke huM skUla hiMsA karIza nahi eTale beIndriya, teIdriya caurendriya ane paMcendriya jIvone jANIpIchIne mAravA nahi, temane trAsa thAya tevuM vartana karavuM nahi. haju bhagavAna pahelA vratanI zuM samajutI Apaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra :- pitAnuM cIrAI jatuM kALaju : sAte dIkarIonuM karUNa rUdana sAMbhaLIne zeTha temanA baMgale AvyA. pitAne joIne chokarIo vadhu raDavA lAgI. pitAnuM hRdaya che ne ! dIkarIonuM rUdana joI zakAtuM nathI. haju to hAthamAM mIMDhaLa bAMdhelA che. pAnetara paNa haju zarIra parathI utaryuM nathI. tyAM A zuM thaI gayuM ? sAte dIkarIonuM rUdana sAMbhaLIne pitAnuM kALaju cIrAI jAya che. ghaDI bhara to bApa paNa stabdha thaI gayA. kevI rIte AzvAsana ApavuM ! pachI manane majabUta karIne pUche che dIkarIo ! zuM thayuM che ? tame ATaluM badhuM raDo cho zA mATe ? pitAjI ! amAruM sarvasva khavAI gayuM. A sAMbhaLatAM pitAne dhArake paDaye ke zuM thayuM ? tamArA jamAIne pattA nathI. zuM kahyuM ? ke ? zuM jamAIne pattA nathI ? Apa mane badhI vAta kahe. ame paraNIne AvyA pachI ame temane lAvyA to teo kaMI belyA nahi. temanuM mukha khUba udAsa dekhAtuM hatuM. ame pUchayuM ke tame udAsa kema cho ? gamagIna kema cho ? paNa teo kAMI bolyA nahi ane peTa dAbavA lAgyA. ame pUchayuM peTamAM dukhe che? to kahe hA-Apane hAjate javuM che ? hA. eho ! emAM zI moTI vAta che ! huM Apane rasto batAvavA AvuM chuM. pANInI jhArI laIne huM temanI sAthe gaI.

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518] [zAradA ziremaNi gAma bahAra gayA pachI mane kahe tuM aMdhArAmAM ekalI UbhI na rahIza. tu ghera jA. huM AvuM chuM. ema kahIne mane mokalI dIdhI. temane gayA be traNa kalAka thayA chatAM AvyA nathI. have amAruM zuM thaze? zeTha vicAra kare che ke A vAta leke jANaze tyAre duniyA mane DaphaNAM mAraze ke nAta jAta joyA vagara acAnaka AvelA chokarA sAthe potAnI dIkarIo paraNAvI dIdhI to bIjuM zuM thAya ! chokarIo kahe che ke amane dago daIne cAlyA gayA. - hastarekhA parathI patinuM bhAvi pArakhatI patnIo: bIjI chokarI kahebahena ! tuM evuM na bola. te ApaNane dago de te AtmA na hatA paNa kaMIka saMkaTamAM haze eTale mUkIne cAlyA gayA lAge che. bApa pUche che dIkarI! chokaro tamane kevuM lAgyuM ? bApujI ! tenI pANIdAra AMkho ane jhagArA mAratuM lalATa jotAM mane lAgyuM ke e khUba sukhI ane saubhAgI haze ! bIjI kahe saubhAgI hatI te ApaNane para ne! ene te svapnAmAM ya khyAla nahi hoya ke Aje huM sAta sAta kanyAone svAmI banavAna chuM. tyAM saubhAgya suMdarI kahe-pitAjI ! amArA hastameLApa vakhate meM temanI rekhA joI hatI. e rekhA to evI sarasa hatI ke cakravata jevA rAjA mahArAjAone ke mahAna puNyAtmAone AvI rekhA hoya. temaja temanA aMganA lakSaNo jotAM mane lAgyuM ke te svabhAve nikhAlasa ane AnaMdI haze. te sAmAnya gharano dIkaro nathI paNa moTA sukhI zrImaMta gharane dIkare haze ! te ApaNane dago de tevA nathI. temaja tenA caMdrane parvata eTale badhe UMce hatuM ke e ApaNane sukha ane AnaMda : ApavAmAM pAchuM vALIne nahi jue. eka kahe deve tamane muratIyo batAvyo tyAre e sUjha nahi paDI hoya ke A paraNIne cAlyo javAno che. zeTha kahe beTA ! devanI azAtanA na karo. devanA avarNavAda na le. jamAI cAlyA jaze e joyuM haze paNa sAthe tamAruM bhAvi paNa joyuM haze. pitAjI ! te acAnaka AvIne paraNI gayA pachI javuM paDe evuM haze eTale gayA lAge che. - A badhI vAte cAlatI hatI tyAM guNasuMdarI bolI, bena ! e ApaNane sukhI jarUra karaze emAM mane zaMkA nathI paNa game tema hoya mAruM haiyuM phaphaDe che, jANe kaMIka banavAnuM hoya evuM mane lAge che. zuM deva ApaNuM patine pAcho chInavI leze ! tenAthI ApaNo viyoga karAvaze ? nA..nA.deva evuM te kare ja nahi. eNe to ApaNane pati Apyo che, evuM niSphara kAma e kare nahi. tyAM bIjI kahe bena ! juo, mArI jamaNI AMkha pharake che. nakakI kaMI amaMgaLa thavAnuM. tyAM dUrathI zIyALavAne avAja AvyuM. sAthe cIbarI bolatI saMbhaLAI. A badhA apazukanethI AnaMdathI uchaLatA haiyA stabdha banI gayA. badhA ciMtA karavA lAgyA. zuM ApaNe pati ApaNane mUkIne cAle te nahi jAya ne ? te zuM thaze ? ApaNe kevI rIte temane pAchA meLavIzuM ? ApaNane nAmaThAmanI khabara nathI. zeTha pUche che tenA hAthanI 10 AMgaLIomAM hIrAnI vITIo paherAvI che te te kaI jugArIyA jevo te nathI lAge ne?

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [519 A keI vyasanI jugArI, bhUSaNa laI gaye Ama, acaraja ahIM dIse, deve Apela jeha...ho. te kaI vyasanI ke jugArIye to hete ne? ke A hIrAnI vIMTIo tathA bIjA dAgInA laIne cAlyA jAya ! nA pitAjI. evuM te kAMI hatuM nahi. e hatA te puNyAtmA. beTA ! tame emanuM kaMI nAmaThAma vagere pUchyuM hatuM ke nahi? pitAjI ! ame kaI pUchaparacha karI nathI paNa jyAre teo kaMsAra jamavA beThA tyAre ema bolyA hatA ke kaMsAra to ghaNe mITho che paNa gepAlapuranuM pANI hoya te TesTa paDe. ame ema samajyA ke e gopAlapuramAM bhaNatA haze, kAM te emanuM mosALa haze ! pachI kaMI vAta thaI nathI, pachI teo saMDAsa javA gayA. huM temanI sAthe gaI. tAre rastAmAM kaI vAtacIta thaI hatI ! nA. thoDe dUra gayA pachI mane to pAchI vALI hatI. huM pAchI vaLI. e khUba pramANika ane parAkramI purUSa che ane ApaNuM kuLadeve zodhI ApyA hatA ethI e chetarI javAnuM pApa te na kare, AthI e jarUra pitAnI oLakha ApIne gayA haze. cAle, ApaNe badhA bahAra jaIne tapAsa karIe. kadAca temaNe kAMI lakhyuM paNuM hoya. hA...cAle ApaNe badhA sAthe jaI e. have badhA tyAM jaze ne puyasAranI oLakha kevI rIte meLavaze tenA bhAva avasare. dvi zrAvaNa suda 13ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. pa5 : tA. 28-8-85 anaMta jJAna darzananA dhAraka evA vIra bhagavaMte Agama rUpa vANInuM prakAzana kaya'. vIra bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLatA AnaMda gAthApatinA dedAra pharI gayA. jinavANI zravaNathI keTaluM lAbha thAya che ? "sava nALeya vinA" zravaNathI jJAna thayuM. "jJAna 44 nivani jJAnanuM phaLa virati che. AtmajJAna thatAM avirati jAya ane viratinA bhAva thAya. karmabaMdhananA pAMca kAraNamAM paheluM mithyAtva che ane bIju avirati che. avirati saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che. mithyAtva gayuM eTale samyakatvano prakAza thayo paNa avirati UbhI che. tyAM sudhI karma pravAha cAlu ne cAlu rahevAno. cothA guNasthAne samakti che paNa virati nathI eTale tene avirati samyagudaSTi guNasthAnaka kahevAya che. A che viratimAM AvI zakatA nathI. devalokamAM rahelA dene jeTalA sAgaranI sthiti hoya teTalA hajAra varSe AhAranI IcchA thAya. 22 sAgaranI sthiti hoya to bAvIsa hajAra varSe AhAranI IcchA thAya chatAM eka navakArazI jeTale lAbha paNa meLavI zakatA nathI kAraNa ke tyAM avirati che. hiMsAdi pApothI nahi viramavuM tene avirati kahevAya che. tame bhale hiMsAdi pApa karatA na ho chatAM enA tyAganI pratijJA letA nathI to avirati che, tethI karma baMdhAya che. avirati e moTuM pApa che kAraNa ke emAM duniyAbharanA pApAraMbha, parigraha vagerenI chUTa che eTale aDhaLaka karma baMdhAve. ahIM eka samajavA jevI vAta che.

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ra0 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi nigeAdanA jIva taMdurasta mANasanA eka zvAseAcchavAsamAM 17 vAra janme ane 18 vAra mare. A rIte eka zvAsechavAsamAM 17aaaa bhava kare. sAtamI narakanA bhayaMkara duHkhAnI pIDAne ya vAmaNI banAvI de teTalI bhayaMkara pIDA A janmamaraNamAM hoya che. anaMta kALa sudhI e pIDA anubhave che. ApaNA AtmA paNa A sthAnamAM anaMtakALa vasavATa karI AtmyA che. tIrthaMkara prabhunA AtmAe paNa AmAMthI khakAta rahyA nathI. A jIvAne tathA pRthvI, pANI, te, vAu pratyeka vanaspati vagere jIvAne kAyA sivAya koI indriya nathI. hAtha, paga, mukha, mAthA vagaranA A jIvA che. e jIvA Rsi'sAM karatA nathI. mRSAvAda, cerI Adi kAMI karI zake tema nathI. temanI kaSAye joradAra nathI zu` jhADa koInI hi'sA kare? asatya khAle ? cArI kare ? strI rAkhe ? parigraDu rAkhe ? nA. tema chatAMya keTalu sItamagAra duHkha ! te ApaNane e prazna thAya che ke e jIvAnA zu' vAMka, gunhA ke aparAdha ke jethI asaMkhyAtA ane anaMtA kALa sudhI A janma maraNanuM bhayaMkara duHkha veThavuM paDe? pApakama bAMdhyA vinA te pApanA udaya thAya nahi ane pApakarmanA udaya vinA nAnakaDuM ya du:kha Ave nahi." te e bicArA jIvAe evu te zu' pApa mAMdhyuM ke emane anaMtakALa sudhI A bhaya'kara sajA thaI? zAstrakAra bhagavate dharma ane pApanI taddana judI paribhASA nakkI karI che. pApa karavA chatAM jenuM mana dubhAtu hoya ane rAta divasa pApathI chUTavAnI jhaMkhanA hoya tene pApI kahevAnI jJAnInI taiyArI nathI. samakitI AtmAne saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe, pApa karavu paDe paNa tenuM mana khUba dubhAtuM hoya che. dhama karanArA jo meAkSane badale a ane kAma mATe dhama karatAM hAya tA te sAcA dhI nathI. meAkSa prAptinA lakSe je dhama karatA hoya te dhamI che. pApa na karavA chatAM pApa na karavAnI pratijJA na le teA tene pApanA pravAha AvyA kare che. baTATA khAtA nathI chatAM pratijJA na karo te khaTATA khAvAnuM je pApa hoya te lAge che. jema reDiyA vasAbhyA, tene vAparatA nathI chatAM jo tenu lAyasansa rada karAvyu' na heAya te varSe` amuka rUpiyA bharavA paDe che ne ? gharamAM vIjaLI rAkhanAra AkhA mAsa vIjaLInA upayAga na kare chatAM kanekzana cAlu rAkhe tyAM sudhI mInImama cArja teA vIjaLI kaMpanIne bharavA paDe che. bhADAnA makAnane tALuM vAsIne badhA unALAnI rajAmAM koI havA khAvAnA sthaLe ke tI yAtrA karavA jAya teA bhADUtIne bhADu te bharavu paDe che. A rIte nigeAdanA ke pRthvI, pANI Adi sthAvaranA jIve ghaNAM pApA dekhItI rIte karatA nathI chatAM te pApe karavA nahi tevI pratijJA temane na hAvAthI badhA pApe temanA mAthe jhIMkAtA rahe che ane e pApanA kAraNe janma maraNanA bhayaMkara duHkhA bhAgave che. A rIte pUrva bhavAmAM manathI nahi vAsarAvela zasro Adi sAmagrIthI jagatamAM je pApA thAya te pApathI A jIvAne karmAMnA Azrava cAlu rahe che. vartamAna kALe pApanI pravRtti thAya tevA keTalAka kAryaryAMthI nivRtta hAvA chatAM te kAryAMne anukULa sAmagrInA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [para1 paccakakhANuM nahi karanAra jIvonuM avirati paNuM to cAlu che jyAre deva-gurUnI sAkSIe viratipaNAne vaphAdAra rahevAnI je je vastunI sogaMdavidhi (paracakakhANa) karAya tyAre te te vastunI aviratine asta thaye kahevAya. aviratithI saMpUrNa paNe virAma pAmanAra sarvavirati kahevAya che. virati pApane pele pAra utArI de che. gaMgA nadI pagethI cAlIne pAra na utarAya paNa naukA dvArA DI vAramAM pele pAra utarI javAya ema virati thI athavA pApa tyAganI pratijJA karavAthI pApane baMdha thatuM aTakI jAya. saMpUrNa hiMsAthI virAma pAmavA rUpa mahAvratane grahaNa karavAthI jaMgatanI je kaI cIjanA vaparAza dvArA hiMsA thatI hoya te tamAma cIjanA vaparAzanA pratyAkhyAna AvI jAya che ane sAthe sAthe bhUtakALamAM tevI je kaI cIje cheDIne AvyuM hoya tenA paNa paccakakhANa thaI jAya che. dezaviratimAM avirati saMpUrNa paNe aTakatI nathI paNa jeTalA pratyAkhyAna thAya teTalI avirati aTake. AnaMda gAthApati pahelA aNuvratane aMgIkAra kare che. sthUla prANAtipAtanA patyAkhyAna karyA. trasa jIvonI jANI pIchIne hiMsA karavI nahi. jainadarzana te kahe che ke daza prANamAMthI koI paNa prANane dubhAvavA tenuM nAma hiMsA. tamane kaI kahu vacana kahe to gamatuM nathI tema sAmA jIvane AghAta lAge, duHkha lAge tevuM vacana belIe te chetendriya balaprANu haNAya che. tamAruM vacana, vartana ke vyavahAra evA na hovA joIe ke bIjA jIvone duHkha thAya mATe jJAnI kahe che "tame jIve ane jIvavA do" jagatanA dareka jIvone tamArA AtmA samAna gaNe te bIjA nI dayA pALI zakaze. ghaNI vAra mANasa mAnamAM caDhIne bIjA jIvo pratye tiraskAra kare che paNa tene e khyAla nathI hoto ke eka divasa mArI paNa A dazA thaze. pitAne dhaMdhAthI nivRtta karavA putre karelI yuktiH eka dIkarAne pitAnA bApA dhaMdhAnI bAbatamAM vAraMvAra Takera karatA hatA. pahelAnA mANaso kasIne rahevAvALA hoya. bApa dIkarAne Takora kare te dIkarAne game nahi eTale pitAne belatA baMdha karI devA mATe dIkarAe eka yukti ajamAvI. dIkare 50 vArane bhagavA kalarano tAke ghera laI AvyuM. lAvIne tenA pitAne Ape. le pitAjI A tAke. beTA! A tAkAne zuM karuM? pitAjI! Apa samajI jAva ne. bhagavA raMgane tAke joIne pitA samajI gayA ke have dIkaro mane saMsArathI chUTavAnI neTIsa Ape che. have tame dhaMdhAthI nivRtta thaI jAva. have A saMsAramAM rahevA jevuM nathI. pitAjI to A vAtathI stabdha banI gayA. temaNe kahyuM dIkarA! mane kAtara Apane. Apane kAtaranuM zuM kAma che? kAma che. dIkare kAtara laI Avyo. te vakhate dIkarAno dIkaro nava varSane tyAM Ubhe hate. te kahe-dAdA! zuM karo che? pitAjIe tAko khelIne barAbara aDadhethI phADa. 25 25 vAranA be TukaDA karyA. eka TukaDe dIkarAne Apyo beTA! tuM ATaluM kapaDuM rAkha. pitAjI! mAre jarUra

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para2 | [zAradA ziromaNi nathI. bhale rahyo ATale TukaDo. meM te tArA jIvanamAM bALapaNathI suMdara saMrakAranuM siMcana karyuM che, tane suMdara keLavaNI ApI che ane zikhAmaNa ApIne tArA jIvananuM ghaDatara karyuM che. e saMskAronuM phaLa huM atyAre meLavI rahyo chuM. vRddha thayelA A tArA pitA pAchalI uMmare saMsAra choDIne saMnyAsa svIkAre te hetuthI tuM Aje mane A vastra ApI rahyo che paNa A tArA putrane te saMskAra ApyA nathI, keLavaNI ApI nathI. tuM jyAre mArA jeTalI uMmare pahoMcIza tyAre A tAro dIkaro tane kapaDA nahi Ape evI vastro vinAnI jiMdagI tAre raDatA raDatA pUrI na karavI paDe tethI tane A 25 vAra kApaDa ApuM chuM. pitAnA A zabdo sAMbhaLatA dIkarAnI AMkha ughaDI gaI. jaIne pitAjInA pagamAM paDayo ne kahyuM pitAjI! mane kSamA Ape. have mArA jIvanamAM kayAreya AvI bhUla nahi karuM. ApanA 60 varSane anubhavano nicoDa mane ApanI salAha dvArA maLatuM hatuM paNa huM abUjha enI kiMmata samaje nahi. pitAjI! have kayAreya Apane tiraskAra nahi karuM. Apa mane zikhAmaNa ApatA raheje. je dIkarAe pitAne pitAnA AtmA samAna gaNyA hatA te AvI dazA karavA taiyAra na thAta ! mATe jJAnI kahe che ke "mAraMvata sarva bhUteSu" tArA AtmA samAna sarva jene gaNa. te pahelA vratanuM pAlana thaI zakaze. jyAre jIvanamAM ahiMsA Avaze, karUNA Avaze tyAre pitAnuM sarvasva jatuM karavuM paDaze. te jatuM karavA taiyAra thazo paNa hiMsAne te nahi apanAvo. pitAnA sukha khAtara bIjA jenI hiMsA nahi kare. Aje majazekhanA sAdhana ane phanIcaro eTalA vadhyA che ke pariNAme temAM vAMdA, maMkaDA Adi jenI utpatti paNa vadhu thAya pachI tene dUra karavA chaMTAve davA, ahAhA...keTalA jInI hiMsA! je dilamAM anukaMpA dayA haze te davA chaMTAvavAnuM mana nahi thAya. bhagavAnane siddhAMta che ke tame che ane bIjAne sukhe jIvavA de. kozalanareza ane kAzInareza baMne eka rAzInA hatA. kozalanarezanuM rAjya moTuM hatuM ane kAzInarezanuM rAjya nAnuM hatuM. kAzInarezanI bhAvanA khUba bhavya hatI. pite jamatA pahelA duHkhI ne yAda karatAM, koI jIvane trAsa ApatA nahi ke kaI sArA kAryamAM aMtarAya pADatA nahi, tethI temanA guNa khUba gavAtA. keIne kahevA javuM paDe ke tame mArA guNa gAva. e te tenA guNothI pUjAvAnuM che. kezalanarezanA darabAramAM paNa kAzInarezanA guNa gavAtA. eka vAra kAzI narezanI janmajayaMtI AvI tyAre kezala narezanA rAjyanA lekee AkhA gAmamAM toraNa bAMdhyA. vajApatAkAo pharakAvI ane AkhuM gAma utsava ujavavA taiyAra thayuM. jhera pacAvavA sahelA che paNa bIjAnA guNa sAMbhaLavA ane IrSA na karavI te muzkela che samakitI AtmA guNIjanonA guNe sAMbhaLIne rAjI thAya. tene koI pratye dveSa bhAva na Ave. mithyAtvI jIvo bIjAnA guNo sAMbhaLIne rAjI te na thAya paNa IrSA, dveSabhAva Ave. kezalanarezanI prajAe

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ para3 kAzInarezanI jayaMtI ujavI eTale kozala narezane khUba IrSA AvI. rAjasattA mArI ane guNa gavAya kAzI narezanA ! have tenuM mULa ukhADI nAkhuM. laDAI karI tene rAjabhraSTa karuM te pachI enA guNa gavAtA baMdha thaI jAya. ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe rAjyanI kurabAnI : kezalanareza potAnuM lazkara laIne kAzI narezane harAvavA mATe upaDayA. kAzI rAjyanA sImADAmAM Avyo eTale sarahada rakSaka sipAIoe kAzI narezane samAcAra ApyA. Apa laDAI karavA sAbadA bano. kAzInareza pradhAnane pUchayuM-zuM karIzuM ? ApaNA karatAM kozala narezanuM sainya moTuM che. pradhAne kahe-bhale ne sainya meTuM hoya. ApaNane zI ciMtA ? ApaNA sainiko yuddhamAM khUba pAvaraphula che. barAbara laDI laIzuM. kAzInareza kahe mAre laDAI karavI nathI. laDAImAM seMkaDo mANase kapAI jAya, lehInI nadIo vahe evuM pApa mAre karavuM nathI. kozalanarezane A rAjagAdI joIe che ne ? to huM sAmethI soMpI devA taiyAra chuM; paNa lehInI nadIo vahAvavA taiyAra nathI. rAjya jatuM karavA taiyAra thayA paNa jIvenI hiMsA na thavA dIdhI. kayAM e ahiMsaka rAjAo ne kayAM AjanI sarakAra! Aje to nirdoSa pazuonI keTalI karapINa hatyAo thaI rahI che! huMDIyAmaNano haDakavA lAgyo che. A taMtra kayAM jaIne UbhuM raheze ? ahiMsAnI pavitra bhUmi Aje hiMsAnA kAjaLathI kharaDAI rahI che. zuM thaze A nuM ! prajAnA hita mATe rAjya tyAga : kAzInareza kahe huM jaMgalamAM cAlyo jAuM chuM. Apa kezalanarezanI pAse jaIne kaho ke yuddhamAM nirdoSa jIno kaccaraghANa vaLI jAya ane lehInI nadIo vahe. mATe prajAnA rakSaNa mATe amArA rAjA tamane kAzInuM rAjya seMpI de che ane te pite jaMgalamAM cAlyA jAya che. Apa have khuzIthI kAzInI rAjagAdI saMbhALo. kAzInareza jaMgalamAM jAya che e vAta sAMbhaLIne prajA raDavA lAgI. A mahArAjA te amArA prANa samAna che. ame temane nahi javA daI e prajAnA hRdaya siMhAsana para kAzInareze keTaluM sthAna meLavyuM haze ke jenA javAthI prajAnI AMkhamAM AMsu vahevA lAgyA. bIjAnA dila sattAthI ke paisAthI nathI jItI zakAtA paNa premathI jItI zakAya che. maMtrIo paNa kAzInarezanI A vAta svIkAravA taiyAra thatA nathI, chevaTe kAzInareze pitAne nirNaya jAhera karyo ke huM to vanamAM cAlyA javAno chuM ane tamane AjJA karuM chuM ke tamAre Ama ja karavAnuM che. maMtrIo kAzInarezanI prajAvatsalatA ane bhAre bhega ApavAnI udAratA para ovArI jAya che. jenI dayA khAtara rAjya cheDavA taiyAra thayA. AnuM nAma sAcuM ahiMsAvata. aho ! bhagavAnanA avatAra jevA amArA rAjAne A dukha ! badhAnI AMkhamAM Asu che. AvA prajAvatsala, dayAnA avatAra jevA zirachatra rAjAne gumAvavAnA? kevA amArA kamabhAgya ! kAzI nareza jaMgalamAM cAlyA gayA. maMtrIoe kezalanarezane Adara satkAra sahita gAmamAM lAvI kAzInI gAdI para rAjA tarIke sthApita karyA.

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pa24] ( zAradA ziremaNi kAzInarazanA dilamAM keTalA UMcA uttama bhAva ! mArA rAjyanA lebha khAtara bicArI prajAne khedAnamedAna thavA dauM ? nA. mAruM rAjya jAya to bhale jAya paNa mArI vahAlI prajAne kaMI nukazAna na thavuM joIe. pitAne keTale bhega ! paraduHkhabhaMjanane keTale adbhuta zubha bhAva ! emanuM hRdaya to ApaNA jevuM ja hatuM chatAM ApaNA karatAM keTalA UMcA zubha bhAva lAvyA ! prajAnA rakSaNa mATe badhA bhega ApanArA AvA nararatna bhAratanI bhUmi para pAkyA che. Aje mAtApitAnI sukha zAMti mATe dIkare cheDe paNa bhega ApavA taiyAra thato nathI. kAzInareze ATalA zubha bhAvathI saMtoSa na mAne. haju moko maLe te ethI paNa uMcA zubha bhAva lAvavAnI bhAvanA che. kAzInarezanuM mRtyu IcchatA kezalanareza kAzInI rAjagAdI para kezala nareza rAjya kare che chatAM haju prajA kAzInarezanA guNa gAya che. joke bole che ke zuM ApaNA kAzInarezanI prajAhita vatsalatA ! zuM lekanA rakSaNanI bhAvanA ! rAjapATa jatA karyA paNa prajAne jIvatadAna ApyA. keTalI temanI udAratA ! temanA aNuaNumAM ahiMsAnuM kevuM adbhuta guMjana ! prajA kAzInarezanI khUba prazaMsA kare che te kezala narezathI sahana na thaI. te jaMgalamAM gaye to badhA tenA guNa gAya che. e jIvata raheze tyAM sudhI tenA ja guNa gAze mATe je ene marAvI nAkhuM te prajA guNa gAtI aTakI jaze. kevA adhama vicAra ! kAzInarezanA guNa gavAya che emanA sArA kAryothI, guNethI ane puNyathI. emAM IrSA zA mATe karavI? kezalanarezanA dilamAM AvA adhama vicAra AvyA ane te vicArane vartanamAM mUkavA taiyAra thayA. temaNe pharamAna bahAra pADayuM ke je kAzInarezanuM mAthuM lAvI Apaze tene savAmaNa sonuM ApavAmAM Avaze. te samaye sanuM ghaNuM saratuM hatuM. AvA lokapriya rAjAne mAravA keNa taiyAra thAya ? IrSAne vaza thaIne rAjAe jAherAta karI che, chatAM kAzInarezanA vicAro keTalA pavitra che! kAzInareze pitAnuM mAthuM levAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLyA che chatAM jarA paNa azubha bhAva na lAgyA! te vicAre che ke kezalanareza game tevo vI ke verI bane ane mane mArI naMkhAvavAnI azubha pravRtti kare paNa e ema karavA svataMtra che. A samaye mAre mAru dila kevuM banAvavuM ane kevA bhAva lAvavA emAM huM paNa svataMtra chuM. e enI lAyakAta pramANe kare. mAre mArI lAyakAta pramANe karavAnuM. huM eka dhamI mAtAne putra chuM. AryabhUmi ane Arya dharmamAM janmyo chuM te mArA dilamAM eka paNa malina bhAva AvavA na devAya. kezalanareza pratye paNa maitrI bhAva rAkhavA ane sadAya enuM bhaluM thAya e bhAvanA rAkhavAnI. A kAzInareza jaMgalamAM phare che te samaye eka brAhmaNane tyAMthI pasAra thatA joye. rAjA kahe-bhAI! tuM kyAM jAya che? huM kAzInarezane zodhuM chuM. tAre emanuM zuM kAma che? mArI dIkarI moTI thaI che, ene paraNAvavAnI che paNa pAse paisA nathI. kAzInareza bahu udAra che eTale emanI pAse jAuM te kAma thaI jAya. kezalanareze

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[ para5 zAradA ziramaNi ] pharamAna bahAra pADyuM che ke je kAzInarezanuM mAthuM mane lAvI Apaze tene savAmaNuM sonuM ApIza. A brAhmaNa jANatA nathI ke A kAzInareza pite che. kAzInareza kahe tAre paisA joIe che ne? cAla, tane apAvI dauM. A sAMbhaLI brAhmaNane khUba AnaMda thaye. kAzInareza ene sAthe laIne rAjadarabAramAM gaye. jaIne kezalanarezane kahe che ke Ape jAherAta karI che ke je kAzInarezanuM mAthuM lAve tene savAmaNa sonuM ApIza. A brAhmaNa sAva garIba che tene dIkarI paraNAvavI che eTale paisAnI jarUra che, huM bIje kaI nathI paNa kAzInareza chuM; Apa mAruM mAthuM laI le ane mane ahIM lAvanAra brAhmaNane tamArA DhaMDherA pramANe sonuM ApI do. Ama kahIne kAzInareza mAthuM namAvIne UbhA rahyA. have kezalanarezanI e tAkAta che ke A sAMbhaLIne haju paNa dveSa rAkhI zake? have te temane khUba pastAvo thavA lAgyA. kezalanarezano pazcAtApa : kezalanareza siMhAsana uparathI UbhA thaI gayA ane kAzInarezanA pagamAM paDI gayA. temanI AMkhamAMthI te daDadaDa AMsu vahevA lAgyA ne kahevA lAgyA che kAzInareza ! tame te gajaba karyo! huM te mahApApI chuM. Apa mane mApha kare. mArA kAraNe Ape rAjyane tyAga karyo ane jaMgalamAM gayA. meM ApanA para IrSAne varasAda varasAvya ne kevuM ghera pApa karyuM che? zuM tamArI paraduHkhabhajananI bhAvanA ! eka garIba brAhmaNanuM daridra TALavA Apa ApanuM mAthuM devA taiyAra thayA ! dhanya che dhanya che Apane ! huM to tamAre ghera aparAdhI chuM. prajA tamArA guNonI prazaMsA kare che e barAbara che. kezalanareza ne kAzInareza eka rAzInA, kAzIrAja kone kahIe, kAzIrAjane jANa hoya te, ahiMsAnI vAta karIe...ApaNe, kAzInareza ane kezalanareza baMne eka rAzInA hatA chatAM temanA jIvanamAM keTaluM aMtara hatuM? kAzIrAjAnuM jIvana jotA kezalanarezane jIvana palTo thaI gayo. kAzInarezanA pagamAM paDIne kahe che ke huM Apane ghera aparAdhI chuM. Apa ApanuM rAjya saMbhALe. sAthe kozala dezanuM rAjya paNa tame svIkArI le ne baMne rAjya Apa calAve. huM tamAro havAladAra thaIne rahIza te mArA pApanuM prAyazcita thaze. mArI manavRtti paNa sudharI jAya. kAzInareze dilamAM kevA zubha ane UMcA bhAva vikasAvyA haze ? temanA aMtaramAM ja pratye karUNa ane paraduHkhabhaMjananI bhAvanA keTalI hatI ! AnaMdagAthApati bhagavAnanI pAse vrata aMgIkAra kare che vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra: pitA ane putrIo bahAra tapAsa karavA gayA. gharanI AjubAju sau uce nIce jevA lAgyA. jotAM jotAM guNasuMdarInI najara divAla para paDI. tyAM suMdara akSaromAM leka lakhyuM hatuM kayAM govAlo kayAM vallahI? kayAM laMdara deva? Avyo beTo zeThane, paraNI gaye takheva.

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para6] [ zAradA ziremaNi kayAM gepAlapura ne kayAM valabhIpura ! zeThane dIkaro Avyo. sAta kanyAone paraNIne tarata cAlyo gayo che. te kayA gAmanA che te patto maLe paNa temanuM nAma ThAma kayAMya lakhyuM nathI. vAta eTalI pakaDAI ke te gopAlapura nagaranA che. dharmasuMdarI utAvaLI thaIne kahe che ke mAtra gAmanuM nAma lakhyuM che. eTalA moTA gopAlapuramAM ApaNe temane kevI rIte zedhavA? zuM jANe te tyAMnA pATavI kuMvara ne hoya ke tarata patto maLI jAya. guNasuMdarI kahe bena! game tema te ya ApaNuM zIrachatra che mATe game tema na bela. temane game te saMgamAM javuM paDyuM haze mATe gayA haze. teo vizvAsaghAta kare evA ke dago de evA nathI. teo game te saMkaTamAM AvelA haze ema mane lAge che. kAMI nahi gAmanuM nAma maLyuM che te temane patto maLI Avaze. tyAre bIjI kahegopAlapura be cAra gharanI vastIvALuM gAma che? tyAM to lAkhe mANaso rahe che. tenuM nAma ke kuLa jANatA hoIe te kaMI khabara paDe bAkI mAtra gAmanuM nAma jANavAthI zuM khabara paDe ? arere..ApaNA kuLadevane A te zuM sUjhayuM ke lagnanI rAtre patine bhagADI mUkyo? zeTha kahe beTA! ema na bole. emAM devane zo vAMka? eNe te mArI sAdhanAthI khuza thaIne tamane A vara meLavI Apyo. te evuM kAma kare kharA? kadAca emAM paNa bhAvinA zubha saMketa haze. je thAya te sArA mATe ema huM mAna. sAte dIkarIo kahe-bApujI! ema besI rahe kAma nahi thAya. te mATe koI raste te levuM paDaze. chokaro pANIdAra che dago de tevuM nathI. dago deva hoya te A rIte lakhIne jAya zA mATe ? zeTha kahe ApaNe tyAM eka mANasa mokalIe ne zodha karAvIe. guNasuMdarI kahe pitAjI! ApanI vAta sAcI che paNa e mANasa temane oLakhaze kevI rIte? to zuM karavuM? zeTha gabharAI gayA. gopAlapura javAya kevI rIte ? saue pitapitAnA vicAro darzAvyA. badhA belyA paNa nAnI guNasuMdarI kaMI na bolI. zeTha kahe beTA ! tuM kema kAMI bolatI nathI. ? pitAjI! mane eka upAya jaDa che. te jaladI batAvane. upAya vicAre ane sAMbhaLo sahele che paNa amalamAM mUkI pAra utAre kaThIna che. A vAta evI che ke tame saMmati na Ape. zeTha kahe beTA ! bola te kharI. mane yogya lAgaze te huM jarUra hA pADIza. e mATe mArAthI banatI madada tane karIza. pitAjI ! huM ja gopAlapura jaIza ne temanI zodha karIza. tuM chokarI che, tene gepAlapura mokalavI kevI rIte? e sivAya bIjo kaI rasto nathI. huM ja temane zodhI zakIza, kAraNa ke meM jeTalA najIkathI joyA che eTalA keIe joyA nathI....paNa, beTA! kayAM gopAlapura ne kayAM vallabhIpura ! tyAM jaIne tuM zodhIza kevI rIte? pitAjI! huM chokarInA vezamAM nahi jAuM. vaNajArAnA vezathI re, paradeza javuM sajI sAja, jaIza gopAlapura bhaNI, tyAM sAdhIza muja kAja, huM eka strI chuM e vAta bhUlI jaIza. vaNajhArAne purUSaveza paherIne tyAM jaIza.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ para7 gaMbhIra ane DAhyA ke jenA mukhamAMthI vAta bahAra na jAya evA be cAra mANaso peDhImAMthI mane sAthe Apaje temane laIne sAthe huM gopAlapura jaIza. tyAM cha mahinA rahIza, ane vepArI banIne baMdha karIza. moTA moTA vepArIo sAthe, zrImaMte, karoDapatie ane rAjA sAthe huM saMparka sAdhIza, temano paricaya karIza e moTA zrImaMta gharane dIkaro che eTale game te rIte huM temane oLakhI kADhIza. cha mahinAmAM patto meLavIza. mArA hAthethI gayA che mATe mAre ja A kAma karavuM che. zAbAza beTA zAbAza ! dhanya che tArI buddhine ane dhanya che tArI hiMmatane ! guNasuMdarInI vAta badhI benenA gaLe utarI gaI bena ! dhanya che dhanya che! tArA ajoDa sAhasane! be beno kahe-bena ! ame tArI sAthe AvIzuM. nA bena ! huM tamane keIne sAthe nahi laI jAuM. badhAne purUSane pozAka pahere paDe. jhAjho samaya purUSaveze rahetA vepAra dhaMdhA karatAM je kaIka divase ApaNuM pokaLa khulluM thaI jAya to ApaNe pakaDAI jaIe. mATe huM ekalI jaIza. je vepAra dhaMdho karatA ApaNA patino patto paDo, temane oLakhIza to huM tamane badhAne bolAvI laIza athavA temane laIne huM ahIM pAchI AvIza. je cha mahinA pUrA thaI jaze ane upara 24 kalAka sudhImAM nahi maLe to huM agninuM zaraNuM svIkArI laIza. huM jIvatI baLI marIza. A zabdo sAMbhaLatAM pitAjI, gharanA badhAne khUba AghAta lAgyuM. have tyAM zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. dvi zrAvaNa suda 14ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 56 : tA. 29-8-85 ApaNe AnaMda zrAvakano adhikAra cAlI rahyo che. AnaMda zrAvaka bhagavAnanA samosaraNamAM gayA to pAmIne AvyA. AnuM nAma gayA kahevAya. AnaMda zrAvake paheluM kAta ahiMsAnuM lIdhuM. huM jInI hiMsA karavAthI viramuM chuM. sthUla prANAtipAta viramaNAdi pAMca aNuvrato che ane sAta zikSAtrate che. zrAvaka dharmanA pAlanamAM mahAnatA mukhya pAMca aNuvratanI che. bAkInA sAte vato e A mULa aNuvrato dvArA pedA thAya che. sAta zikSAtrata athavA uttara vrate te pAMca mULa vatanI sRSTi che. vRkSanI sRSTi karanAra mULa che ane puSTa karanAra tenI zAkhA-prazAkhA che. mULa na hoya to vRkSa ugI na zake ane vRkSa para DALIo, zAkhA, prazAkhA na hoya te vRkSa kaMThuM lAge che, tema zrAvaka dharma rUpa vRkSanA mULa tarIke pAMca aNuvrata che ane sAta zikSAtrate e mULane puSTa karanAra zAkhA-prazAkhA jevA che. aNuvratanA be artha thAya che. aNu eTale nAnA. je mahAvrato karatAM nAnA ane bIjo artha "anuvrata'. anu eTale pAchaLa. mahAvratanI pAchaLa jenI prarUpaNa karavAmAM Ave che tenuM nAma anu, tethI anuvrata eTale pAchaLa kahevAmAM AvatA vrata. tame e te samaje che ke bhagavAnanA saMtene mahAvrato hoya ane aNuvratadhArIone ghaNA

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para8 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi echA pramANamAM vratanI maryAdA che. mahAvratAnA viSaya te vistRta hAya che ane tenuM pAlana pazu vistRta rIte karavAnuM che. zrAvakanA tratA nomina jAravaeNmi' eTale hu pApa karIza nahi ane bIjAnI pAse karAvIza nahi eTalA pUratA maryAdita che tyAre sa'tAnA vratA "na remi na hrAvemi, tamni na samajunALami ''. huM' pApa karIza nahi, bIjA pAse karAvIza nahi ane karatAne anumodana ApIza nahi. mahAvratamAM karatAne anumeAdanAnA tyAga hAya che. zrAvaka jIvanamAM anumedanAnA tyAga thaI zake nahi. pApanI anumAdanAnA doSathI chUTavuM hoya teA mahAtratA apanAve chUTake . tethI zrAvakanA tratA mahAtrA nahi paNu aNu eTale nAnA kahyA che. anya nAnA gRhasthAnI apekSAe teA zrAvakanA vratA mahAna che. AgamamAM te tyAM sudhI batAvyu` che ke anya daza nanA sAdhue karatAM paNa jaina zrAvakonA tratA U'cA che. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA pAMcamA adhyayanamAM bhagavAna khelyA che "saMti egekhUhi bhikkhuhiM, gAratthA saMjamuttarA " keTalAka anya nAmadhArI sAdhuonI apekSAe duniyAnA badhA tratAnI apekSAe zrAvakanA tratA zAsananA mahAvrata dhArI sAdhuonI apekSAe zrAvakanA pAmavA ane pALavA te kAMI nAnI sUnI vAta nathI. zrAvaka zrAvakapaNAmAM uttama che mATe aNuvratA (nAnA) nathI paNa jina aNutratA nAnA che. A aNuvA kaI kavAlITInA mAla leze : tamane ema prazna thAya ke mahAvrata paDelA kema ane aNuvratA pachI kema ? jo pahelA AtmAne aNuvratA prApta thatAM hoya teA pahelAM aNuvratAnI prarUpaNA thAya ne ? tamane koi divasa A prazna uThayA che kharo ? sAcA zretAmAM AvuM samajavAnI, jANavAnI jijJAsA thAya. sAcA zreAtAne sAcA vaktA para pUrNa zraddhA hoya paNa kaMI na samajAya te samajavA mATe prazno karatAM gabharAya nahi. amArI pAse kAI mAla levA Ave teA pahelA mahAvratanA mAla batAvIe pachI aNuvrataneA mAla batAvIe. ahI beThelA moTA bhAganA tame vepArI che. koI ena ke bhAI gADImAMthI utaryAM. tame joine anumAna karI zake ke A sukhI vyakti dekhAya che. mAla kharIde tevA rADa dharAya che. te tame tene kevA mAla batAvA ? U'cAmAM U'cI kavolITInA mAla batAvA ne ? hA, grAhakane mAla bahu gamI gayA. te tamane kahe mAla tA bahu sAro che, kharIdavA paNa che paNa tenI kiMmata keTalI ? tame te mAlanI ki`mata kahI. grAhaka pAse teTalA paisA nathI. ATaleA UcA mAla laI zake tema nathI teA pachI tame tenAthI utaratI kakSAnA mAla batAvaze. grAhaka pAse teTalA paisA haze te te mAla kharIdaze, tema tame amArI pAse AveA tyAre ame pahaleA U'cAmAM U'ce sArAmAM sAro mAla mahAvratanA che te ame tamane batAvIe paNa te mAla levA tame zaktimAna na heA teA tenAthI utaratI kakSAnA mAla zrAvakanA 12 vrata batAvIe ane teTalI paNa zakti na hAya te

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ para9 bAra vratamAMthI koI paNa eka vrata aMgIkAra karavAnuM batAvIe. tame game teTaluM UMcuM zrAvakapaNuM pALo te sAdhupaNAne aMza paNa na Ave. mahAvratanI mahAnatA : mahAvratanI mahAnatA keI gajabanI che. jene mokSanI zraddhA nathI, rUcI nathI, mokSa tatva para vizvAsa nathI evA abhavI jIva cAritra le, te dravyathI cAritra pALe, tenAmAM bhAva cAritra te che naDuiM chatAM te AtmA cAritranA baLe nava raiveyaka sudhI jaI zake che. saMyamanuM keTaluM baLa che! jyAre zrAvaka samakita sahita bhAvathI zrAvakapaNuM zuddha pALato hoya te vadhumAM vadhu 12 devaleka sudhI ja jaI zake che, tethI AgaLa jaI zakato nathI. abhavI hovA chatAM cAritranA baLe nava raiveyaka sudhI jAya ane samakita sahita vrate pALanAra 12 devaleka sudhI jAya; mATe sAdhupaNuM vizeSa che, mahAvate AtmazuddhimAM paNa mahAna che, sAthe sAthe puNyAInA baMdhamAM paNa mahAvato AgaLa che. mahAvratanI mahAnatA keTalI che? samaje. keI AtmA bhagavAnanA mArgane barAbara samajIne saMyama le. te saMyamamAM khUba vaphAdAra rahe paNa tenA jJAnAvaraNIya karmane e jambara udaya che ke tene jJAna caDhatuM nathI. vyAkhyAna vAMcI zake teTale tene kSapazama nathI. te vidvAna ke vaktA banI zakato nathI; tapa karI zakatA nathI paNa tenA pAMca mahAvrato khUba nirmaLa che. temAM kaI deSa lagADatA nathI. temanuM samakti paNa khUba nirmaLa che to te AtmA anuttara vimAna sudhI jaI zake che. anuttara vimAnanA deva ekAMta samakita che. ahIM sudhI pahoMcADanAra sTImara samAna mahAvate che. tamArA rokeTa, lene ghaNuM UMcA uDI zake, are, vaijJAnikonA kahevA pramANe caMdraloka sudhI pahoMcanAranI e tAkAta nathI ke anuttara vimAna sudhI pahoMcADI zake. dravyathI ane bhAvathI mahAvrata pALanAra tyAM utpanna thaI zake che. tIrthakara ane gaNadharAdine choDIne sauthI vadhu puNyAInA mAlike anuttaravADI de che. anuttara vimAnamAM samaktidhArInI duniyA che te deve tyAM beThA zuM jhaMkhe che? Avo avasara amane kyAre Avaze? kayAre pAmIzu Aryanara avatAra che, sarva duHkhanuM aMta karavAnuM sthAna jyAM, jainazAsanamAM laIzuM saMyama bhAra jo... anuttara vimAnanA devAmAM tame jene sukha mAno te saMpUrNa sukha tyAM che. temanA zarIramAM roga na thAya, ghaDapaNa na Ave, putra parivAranI paLojaNa nahi. evuM kaI duHkha tyAM che ja nahi. tame je Iccho cho te badhuM sukha tyAM che. paNa AtmakalyANa sAdhaka virati dharma nathI. te deve AtmAthI saMtane, ugra tapasvIone dekhe tyAre manamAM thAya ke he prabhu! amane kayAre e avasara Ave ke manuSya janma pAmIne dIkSA laIe? te dene carcA vicAraNA karatAM koI zaMkA thAya te bhagavAnanA samavasaraNa sudhI temane javuM paDatuM nathI. tyAM beThA teo bhagavAnane manathI prazna pUche ane bhagavAna manathI 34.

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pa30 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi tenuM samAdhAna kare. teo keTalA sukhamAM che! chatAM teo kahe che amArI pAse saMyama nathI, vrata paracakhANa nathI, mATe anuttaravAsI de saMyamane jhaMkhe che. abhavInI ane dravyasaMyamavALAnI gADInuM chelve sTezana navagreveyaka che tenAthI AgaLa te dravya ane bhAvathI mahAvrata pALela AtmA pahoMcI zake che. A rIte dravya ane bhAvathI cAritra pAlananA mahAna phaLavALA mahAvratanI apekSAe zrAvakanA aNuvrata nAnA che paNa ajJAnI, mithyAtvI AtmAnA kaSTamaya tapa ane tenI apekSAe te A vrato khUba moTA che. jainadarzana syAdavAda apekSAvAda darzana che. apekSAthI nahi samajanArane moTo goTALo thAya che ane apekSAthI samajanAranA tamAma vAdavivAda zAMta thaI jAya che mATe jJAnI kahe che vratamAM Ave AnaMda gAthApati bhagavAnane kahe che he prabhu! Ape mahAvata rUpI zreSThamAM zreSTha UMcI kalITIne mAla batAvyuM paNa te levA mATe mArI zakti nathI. eTale tenAthI DI utaratI kakSA samAna aNuvratane huM grahaNa karavAnI IcchA rAkhuM chuM mATe te mAla kharIde che. eTale paheluM aNuvrata aMgIkAra kare che. huM jANI pIchIne skUla-bAdara jInI hiMsA nahi karuM. jeTalA vratamAM Avaze eTalA pApathI aTakazo. ame vrata levAnuM kahIe te tame AnAkAnI kare paNa kaI evo jhapATo batAve te sIdhAdora thaI jAva. eka darajInI vAta Ave che. A darajI khUba ustAda, koI darajIno vizvAsa na kare. te game tenA kapaDA sIve paNa temAMthI thoDuM coryA vagara rahe nahi. A darajI to kharekhara ustAda hate. eka vAra darajI rAtre sUtA hatA. teNe uMghamAM eka svapna joyuM. svapnAmAM teNe zuM joyuM? eka moTo Uce jhaMDa je. jhaMDAmAM je vAvaTo hato te nAnA nAnA kapaDAne sAMdhA karIne banAvyuM hatuM tevo jhaMDo ne, pachI svapnAmAM narakagati joI. tyAM paramAdhAmI che pitAne duHkha Ape che, mAre che, kApe che ane jhaMDAthI khUba jhUDI nAMkhe che. A badhuM joyuM. darajI pUche che mane zA mATe mAro che? meM zuM karyuM che ke Apa mane ATale badhe mAro che? mArAthI A duHkha sahana nathI thatuM. Apa mane choDI do. paramAdhAmInA hAthamAM moTo jhaMDo che, jene jotA ya AMkha thAkI jAya e moTo jhaMDe che. paramAdhAmI kahe che huM tane choDIza nahi. dekha A vAvaTo. AkhI jiMdagI te kApaDamAMthI kApaDa coryuM che. savA vAranI jarUra hoya tyAM doDha vAra ane eka vAranI jarUra hoya tyAM doDha vAra maMgAvIne aDadho aDadho vAra corI lIdhuM che. A rIte cerI karIne je kApelA ceryA che tene A vAvaTo banAvela che. A sAMbhaLIne darajI to gabharAI gayuM. paramAdhAmIo A jhaMDAthI tenA kukRtyane yAda karAvI mAra mArI rahyA che. darajI bacAve.....bacAvonI bUmo pADe che. tenI sAme mAtA pitA, patnI, putra badhA UbhA che paNa koI bacAvavA AvatuM nathI. badhA tyAMthI UThIne ravAnA thaI gayA, tyAM tenI AMkha khulI gaI.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] AtmAne jagADatuM svapna H darajI savAramAM UThaze. tenI AMkha sAme pite narakamAM gaye che. paramAdhAmIo mAravA AvyA che. vahu dIkarA badhA sAmA UbhA che paNa keI bacAvavA na AvyuM. tenuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. te khUba raDavA lAgyuM. badhA pUche che Apa zA mATe raDe che? darajI kahe meM Aje rAtre uMghamAM AvuM bhayaMkara svapna joyuM. huM narakamAM gaye chuM, paramAdhAmIo mane mAre che, tame badhA sAme UbhA hatA, meM bacAve bacAvanI bUme mArI paNa tame koI mane bacAvavA na AvyA ne ! meM tamane badhAne barAbara joI lIdhA. have mAre AjathI corI karavI nathI. cerI Adi pApa karavAthI jIvane naragatimAM AvA duHkha bhogavavA javuM paDe che. kapaDA vetaratA emAMthI TukaDA TukaDA kADhI lo. have mAre e pApa karavuM nathI. pApa karIne paisA bhegA huM karuM. bhega tame ane mAra khAvAno mAre mATe have te kapaDA utaratAM je nAne moTo TukaDo vadhe te tenA mAlikane pAcho daI daIza paNa mAre cerI karavI nathI. kadAca huM bhAna bhUluM ane huM lebhamAM taNAIne levA jAuM te Apa mane kahe ke "dekhe ustAdajI vaha jhaMDA.?? eTale mane narakanA duHkho yAda AvI jaze ane cerI karate huM aTakI jaIza. have A darajI khUba nItithI dhaMdho kare che. kapaDuM vetaratA je kaTakA paDe te pAchA ApI de che. AthI lokomAM tenI prazaMsA thavA lAgI ke A darajI te khUba pramANika che. kapaDuM sIvatA je vadhe te ApaNane pAchuM ApI de che. thaDA divasa te A vAta evI yAda rahI ke eka iMca kapaDuM paNa pitAne tyAM rAkhe nahi, paNa jema jema divasa pasAra thatA gayA tema tema pelI vAtanI asara ochI thatI gaI ane vadheluM kapaDuM pAchuM ApatA dilamAM saMkeca thavA lAge. bAra mahinA thayA tyAM to pelI vAta jANe sAva visarAI gaI tenA manamAM e vicAre AvavA lAgyA ke gharamAM rahevuM ne A rIte rahIe to kevI rIte cAle? have tene dabAvI devAnuM, ane cerI levAnuM mana thavA lAgyuM. gharanA mANo A ustAdanI svapnAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne evA hoMziyAra thaI gayA hatA ke jyAM e jarA corI karavA jAya tyAM tarata kahetA "dekho ustAdajI vaha jhaMDA." A sAMbhaLIne te DarI jato. thoDA divasa te Ama cAlyuM paNa pachI te darajI sAMbhaLe ja nahi. dekhe pILuM ne mana thaI jAya zILuM. tema pahelAnI rIta pramANe mAyA, prapaMca, dagA karavA lAgyA. eka vAra chokarAthI na rahevAyuM. kapaDuM ceratI vakhate jorathI bUma pADI. ustAdajI! "vaha jhaMDA bhala gaye kayA? jarA dhyAna de kayA hegA?" chokarAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne ustAdajI tADUkyA. "reja kathA jhaMDA jhaMDA karate hai? gayA vaha jhaMDA jahananameM. kayA eka dinake Darase reja kapaDA choDa dU? A darajI pAcho pitAnI jAta para AvI gayuM ane je pramANe pahelA corI, dagA karate hatuM te karavA lAgyuM. A darajI pachI e vAta bhUlI gayA ke karme badhA mATe karuM chuM paNa A pApa bhogavavAno samaya Avaze tyAre keI bhAga paDAvavA nahi Ave. mAre ekalAne duHkha bhegavavA

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532 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi paDaze mATe vratamAM AveA. tame badhA vrata AdarI zake tema che. Apane jeTalI jarUra hoya teTale AgAra rAkhA ane bInajarUranA paccakhANa karo. duniyAmAM evI keTalIya cInta che ke je tame jANatA nathI, vAparatA nathI chatAM paccakhkhANu nathI eTale tenu' pASa AvyA kare che. AtmAne have pApathI bhayabhIta banAvA. A jIva anaMtakALathI saMsAramAM rakhaDayA che, bhaTakayA che te aviratinA kAraNe. mithyAtva pachI bIjo naMbara che aviratinA, avirati jevuM koI pApa nathI. pANInA pravAhane rokavA mATe a`dha madhavAmA Ave che. jo madha tUTI jAya teA pANInA pravAha jorathI gAmamAM dhasI jAya ne gAmanA gAma taNAI jAya tema pApanA pravAhane rokavA mATe jo viratinA khaMdha bAMdhyA nahi hAya tA Azravanu pANI AtmAmAM pesI jaze. are, tame rAjarAjanA paccakhkhANa le teA paNa keTalA pApathI aTakaze. jeTalI lIleAtarI che te badhI tame khAtA nathI, roja paccakhkhANa le ke mAre e traNa A lIleAtarI khape ane te 100 grAma 200 grAma. to bIjI lIleAtarInI pApanI kriyA teA nahi Ave ne ! mATe paccakkhANamAM Ave. 12 vrata AdaravAnI saMpUrNa taiyArI na heAya tA eka vratamAM AveA paNa vrata tA AdarI. je AtmA mahAvrataneA UMcAmAM UMcA mAla levAne zaktimAna na heAya te aNuvratA zrAvakanA 12 vratanA mAla le. eTale mahAbatono upadeza pahelA thayA ane aNuvratAne upadeza pachI thayA. sAmAnya rIte joIzuM te jaNAze ke aNuvratA pachI mahAtratAnI prApti thAya paNa mahAtratAnA lakSya vinA aNuvratA heAi zakatA nathI. samatha zaktimAna mANasa devuM cUkavavAmAM kAMdhA kare nahi, haptA pADe nahi tevI rIte je AtmA sama zaktimAna hoya te teA levAmAM kAMdhA na kare. sIdhA mahAvratA grahaNa kare. ja'mukumAra, meghakumAra jevA mahApurUSAe kayAM pahelA aNuvrata lIdhA hatA ? sIdhA mahAvratA lIdhA hatA. cakravatI A, tIrthaMkaro te kadI zrAvakanA vrato letA nathI. temane pAMcamu guNasthAna sparze ja nahi. kayAM te te avirati rahe ane le tA saviratine ja dhAraNa kare, 63 zalAkApurUSo paNa kadI pAMcama dezivarati guNasthAna sparze nahiM. aviratimAMthI dezavirati khanyA pahelA sIdhA savarati ane. sAmAnya niyama che ke pAMcamu. guNasthAna pachI chaThThuM guNu sthAnaka ema bhale krama hAya paNa samyaktva pAmyA bAduM sIdhA mahAvrata dhAraNa karanAra AtmAe hoya che. samyaktva ane cAritrane pedA karanArAnA pariNAmeA judA judA che. dana mehanIyanA kSayApazama thAya tyAre samatinI prApti thAya ane cAritra mehanIyanA kSayApazama thAya tyAre vratonI prApti thAya. samiti vakhate AtmAnA tevA oradAra pariNAma niyamA nathI hotA ke jethI darzIna mehanIyanI sAthe cAritra meAhanIyane paNa kSayApazama thai jAya ane aNuvratAnI prApti paNa thai jAya. koI jIvA samakata pAmatAnI sAthe vrate pAmI paNa jAya. jIva kayAre dezivati pAme ? te prathama jIva samakita tyAre pAme ke jyAre AyuSya vane sAta kamAMnI sthiti aMtaHkoDAkoDI sAgaropama rahe tyAre. tyAra bAda

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [533 je sthiti bAkI rahI temAMthI pratyeka palyopama sthiti ochI thAya tyAre jIva zrAvakapaNuM pAme. atyAre tamane zrAvakapaNuM pAmI zake tevA saMge anukULa che te bane teTalA viratinA gharamAM Avo vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra : puNyasAranI zodhamAM huM jaiza ? puyasAra sAtene choDIne cAlya gayA che. tene pattA meLavavA mATe guNasuMdarI taiyAra thaI. te kahe pitAjI ! amArA bhAvimAM Ama banavAnuM haze mATe banyuM che. ame pUrva janmamAM keIne viyAga paDAvyA haze, aMtarAya paDAvI haze tethI Aje amAre lagna thatAMnI sAthe tarata patine viga paDaye che paNa huM gopAlapura jaIza ane temanA samAcAra meLavIza. ghaNI vAra mAbApane dIkarA na hoya ane dIkarIo hoya paNa te dIkarIo evI hoya ke dIkarA karatAM caDhI jAya. kahevata che ke "dIkarIe dIve, ghaNuM ghaNuM jIvo." guNasuMdarI dIkarI che chatAM dIkarA jevuM kAma karavA taiyAra thaI. teNe kahyuM- vaNajhArAne veza paherI gopAlapura jaIza. tyAM moTo vepArI banIne baMdha karIza. beTA ! tuM kaI divasa dukAne AvI nathI, vepAra karyo nathI, tane vepAra karatA kevI rIte AvaDaze? pitAjI ! karma evA saMgo UbhA karI de tyAre buddhi paNa Ape che ane duHkha sahana karavAnI zakti paNa Ape che mATe Apa mArI ciMtA na karaze. mane koIne koI rakhevALa maLI jaze. huM gopAlapura jaIne vepArI banIne rahIza. temane zodhI lAvIza ane je cha mahinAmAM temanA samAcAra ke patto nahi maLe to huM agnisnAna karIza. A samaye zeThANuM eTale sAte dIkarIonI mAtA paNa tyAM AvI gaI. guNasuMdarInA zabdo sAMbhaLatA te kALe kapAta karavA lAgI. "agniranAna" A zabda sAMbhaLatA mAtApitA banne pachADa khAIne paDayA, mAtApitAne saMtAne keTalA vahAlA hoya che ! pANI chAMTIne mAbApane bhAnamAM lAvyA. pachI kahe-dIkarI ! tuM A zuM zabdo bole che ? pitAjI ! e divasa to AvavAnA nathI. huM jarUrathI patine patto meLavIza. je pattA paDaze evA huM tamane bolAvavA mokalIza agara te temane laIne ahIM AvIza. pitA kahe-dIkarI! tuM AvA amaMgaLa zabdo na belIza, sau sArA vAnA thaze. tuM hiMmata rAkha ane dharma pratye zraddhA rAkha. navakAramaMtranuM satata samaraNa karaje. tArI IcchA pUrI thaze ane jamAIrAjano patto lAgI jaze. zuM karmarAjA evA niSphara banaze ke tamArI manokAmanAne Ama ne Ama adhUrI mUkI deze ? nA...nA... karma evuM nahi kare. - zeThANIne AzvAsana ApatA zeTha: A vAta sAMbhaLatA mAtA pharI bebhAna thaIne DhaLI paDI. bhAnamAM AvatA khUba raDavA nUravA lAgI. te kahe che ke huM mArI dIkarIne to nahi javA dauM. mArI guNasuMdarIne ATale dUra ekalI mokalatA mAruM mana mAnatuM nathI. sAte dIkarIone ghera rAkhavA taiyAra chuM. te te kALe kalpAMta kare che, raDe che, gure che. zeTha ghaNuM samajAve che tuM kaMIka samaja. ApaNI dIkarIo have A jIvanamAM bIjo pati to karavAnI nathI. zeThe zeThANIne ghaNuM samajAvyA. zeThanA dilamAM

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pa34] [ zAradA ziremaNi paNa AghAta che paNa A sAhasa kheDayA vagara te chUTaka nathI. zeTha kahe guNasuMdarI ! mAruM mana muMjhAya che. huM zuM karuM ? kayAM valabhIpura ! ne kayAM gopAlapura ! eTale dUra sudhI tane ekalatA mana mAnatuM nathI. guNasuMdarI kahe-pitAjI! A sivAya bIje keI upAya nathI. Akhare te tamAre vidAya ApavAnI hatI ne ! Apa ema samaje ke huM hamaNAM sAsare gaI chuM. beTA ! tArI vAta satya che. sAsare vaLAvavAnI te hatI paNa atyAre cheDI tArA patinI sAthe jAya che? tAre ekalA ajANyA pradezamAM javAnuM che. aparicita mANaso sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAnuM che. jenI mAtra te thoDI vAra mukhAkRti joI che evA eka mANasane lAkha karoDamAMthI tAre zodhI kADhavAnuM che. A kAma khUba kaThIna ane muzkelIbharyuM che. pitAjI! Ape tathA mArI mAtAe amArA jIvanamAM suMdara saMskAronuM siMcana karI amArA jIvananuM ghaDatara karyuM che. A ghaDatara je jIvananI kasoTImAM kAma nahi Ave to kayAre kAma Avaze? eka divasa te ajANyA sAthe jiMdagI kADhavAnI che. amane amArA patine svabhAva ke paricaya nathI pachI temanA mAbApanA svabhAvanI te jANa kyAMthI hoya! pitAjI! amArA pratyenI ati mamatA nakAmI che. je thavAnuM che te thavAnuM che. temAM ApaNA kaI prayatna kAmamAM AvavAnA nathI. aMte kahyuM, jA dIkarI jA. AnaMdathI jA. aMtaranA AzIrvAda che. tArA kAmamAM tane jarUra saphaLatA maLaze. eTaluM bolatA pitAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsu TapakavA lAgyA. mAtAnI AMkhamAMthI te jANe zrAvaNa bhAdare varasI rahyo hate. mAtAnuM karUNu rUdanaH mAtA te DusakA bharIne raDavA lAgI. A DusakAne avAja sAMbhaLIne badhA camakyA. ahIM zuM thayuM? badhA tyAM doDI AvyA. te mAtA raDI rahI che. guNasuMdarI mAtAnI pAse tenA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne pusake dhruske raDavA lAgI. mA dIkarInA karUNa vilApathI AkhuM vAtAvaraNa gamagIna banI gayuM. nekaracAkara badhAnI AMkhe AMsu bhInI banI gaI. pitA kahe beTA ! UTha have. zAMta thA. have vicAra kare ke zuM karavuM che? kyAre javuM che? tAre zuM zuM sAthe laI javuM che? paNa A te mAnuM kamaLa haiyuM! kevI rIte zAMta thAya? jeNe keTalA kaSTo veThIne dIkarIne moTI karI, bhaNAvI gaNAvI saMskAra ApyA evI dIkarIone paraNyAnI rAte pati mUkIne cAlyA jAya tyAM mAtAnuM haiyuM kevI rIte chAnuM rahe? mAtA te khUba raDI. guNasuMdarIne vaLagI paDIne chAtI phATa raDavA lAgI. have tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. dvi zrAvaNa suda 15 ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 57 : tA. 30-8-85 rakSAbaMdhana' jagata udhAraka jinezvara bhagavaMte jinavANI prakAzI. jinavANI kahInUra rane karatAM vadhu mUlyavAna che. saMsAra paribramaNathI thAkelA ane jaladI mekSa pAmavAnI IcchAvALA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [pa35 bhavyAtmAne eka mAtra sahAre che zrI jinavANune. kAraNa ke jinavANI yathArtha tattvanuM nirUpaNa kare che. mekSamAganuM pratipAdana kare che. jinavacana trikAla satya che. paMcendriyathI ekendriya sukSma jI sudhI e vistRta khyAla Ape che. jJAnAvaraNIyAdi 8 karmono vistAra, enA baMdha, udaya, saMkramaNa vagere tathA 14 guNasthAnakanuM, jIvasthAnakanuM svarUpa batAve che. nayavAda, anekAMtavAda, saptabhaMgI, na nikSepa Adi enI ananya bheTa che. jinavANIne mahAna upayoga AtmAne-mekSa siddha karavAmAM che. mekSamAM jene anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMtasukha ane anaMtavIrya hoya che. AtmA paranA karmanA AvaraNa dUra thavAthI te pragaTa thAya che. e pragaTa karAvavAnI tAkAta jinavANImAM che. jinavacananA jJAnathI anaMtajJAna pragaTe. jinavacananA pAlanathI anaMta vIrya pragaTe ane jinavacananA pAlanamAM sukha mAnavAthI anaMta sukha pragaTa thAya. jinavANInuM jJAna jema jema vadhAratA jaIe tema tema jIvAdi tanuM, samyam mokSamArganuM, samyagU heya-upAdeyanuM jJAna thAya che. samyaga jJAnanA saMsakAre vadhatA jAya tethI saravALe anaMtajJAna pragaTa thAya. jinAjJAnuM pAlana e jabarajasta unnatinuM sAdhana che enAthI karmanI bhekhaDa tUTe che. evaM aNorapAre saMsAre, sAyaraMmi mimaMmi / amayamayaM jiNavayaNa, sudullaha mANuse vibhave // asaMkhya ane anaMtA kAlacakronI kAyasthitithI apAra bhayaMkara saMsAra samudramAM manuSya bhavamAM paNa amRtamaya jinavacana maLavuM atyaMta durlabha che. ahIM asaMkhya ane anaMtakALacakronI kAyasthiti kahyuM che teno artha e che ke jIva A saMsAramAM janma maraNa karate karate je ekendriyamAM pRthvI, pANI, teu, vAumAM gayA pachI emAM ne emAM marIne jame, e rIte vAraMvAra marIne eka ja sthAvarakAyamAM jagyA kare arthAta enI e ja kAyasthitimAM janma paraMparA kare te e utkRSTa keTale kALa cAle? te asaMkhya utsarpiNI, avasarpiNI eTale ke asaMkhya kALacaka, utsarpiNanA 6 caDhatA ArA ane avasarpiNInA 6 utaratA ArA ema kula 12 ArAnuM eka kALacakra. eka kALacakramAM 20 kroDAkoDI sAgaropama varSo pasAra thAya. 10 kroDAkoDI palyopama thAya tyAre eka sAgaropama thAya. eka palyopamamAM asaMkhya varSo thAya te eka kALacakranA varSonI saMkhyA keTalI? evA asaMkhya kALacakanI sthAvaramAM kAyasthiti che. eTale ekendriya pratyeka sthAvaramAM janma mRtyu karatAM vadhumAM vadhu asaMkhyAtA kALacakra sudhI rahevAnuM bane. je nigodamAM anaMtakAyamAM pUrAya to utkRSTa anaMtA kALacakranI kAyasthiti che. ahIM e samajavA jevuM che ke je ApaNe jIva ahIM keI gADha mUcha athavA pramAdanA pApamAM paDI ekendriyapaNAmAM cAlyo gayo ane tyAM asaMkhya ke anaMta kALacakronI maTI kAyasthitimAM phasAI jAya to enI zI dazA? pachI jinavacana maLavuM mahAmuzkela che. jinavacana maLavuM muzkela eTale mekSathI paNa keTale kALa dUra rahevAnuM.

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pa36 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi ati sukSma anaMtakAya ekendriya sudhInI oLakhANa karAvI enI dayA pALavAnuM batAvanAra mAtra jinavacana che. AvA ati durlabha jinavacana maLyA pachI mukhya be kArya karavAnA pramAdavaza zastrothI bIjA jIvonI hiMsA na thAya ane viSaya vikArathI AtmAnI hiMsA na thAya e khAsa lakSya rAkhavAnuM che. jinavANa maLavA chatAM A bhavamAM je e be hiMsAthI nahi bacAya to pachI kayA bhave bacI zakAze ? lekamAM saMsArane "gaLavAre" vizeSaNa ApyuM che ene artha e che ke jIva saMsAramAM bhaTakatA (2) UMce caDhayo hoya paNa pAche cheka nIce ekedriyapaNAmAM paTakAI javA saMbhava che. e utkRSTa kAyasthitimAM je jIva phasAI gaye te te sthiti pUrI karatAM dama nIkaLI jaze. emAMthI mAMDa nIkaLIne UMce caDhaye te trasapaNamAM AvyuM. trANAmAM vadhumAM vadhu mAtra be hajAra sAgaropama varSo sudhI rahI zake. eTalAmAM je mokSa pAmI gayA te sAruM nahitara vadhumAM vadhu eTale kALa rahIne pAcho ekendriyamAM cAlyA jAya. tyAM vaLI je utkRSTa kAyasthitimAM phasAyo te anaMtA kALacakra kADhavAnA. A rIte saMsAra paribhramaNa pAra vinAnuM eTale ke aNorapAra cAle che. AvA aNorapAra saMsAramAM jIva bhamIne Avyo che. have ene thAka lAge che? kaMTALo AvyA che ? je thAka lAgyo hoya te te utAravAno upAya che jinavANI. A saMsAramAM devatAI Rddhi meLavI sahela che paNa jinavANI maLavI ati muzkela che. evI durlabha jinavANI ahIM maLI gaI che. enI kadara kare. aNerapAra saMsAra upara chINI mUkanAra jinavacana che. pApathI bharapura pRthvI para mahApavitra jinavacana maLyA. e ApaNA keTalA mahAna bhAgyadaya kahevAya ! pUrve anaMta bhavamAM mANekanA, ratnanA DhagalA maLyA haze, sattA, ThakurAI, moTI mahelAta, mita maLI haze paNa jinavacana nahi maLyA hoya! A bhavamAM mahAzAMtidAyaka, mahAna prakAza ane mahAna kuti ApI jIvanane dhanya banAvanAra tathA paraloke ucca sadgati ApI bhavya unnatinA rAhe caDhAvanAra jinavacana maLyA che. enI AgaLa hIrA mANekanA bhaMDAra zuM visAtamAM! jinavacana e artha ane paramArtha che. e parama ISTa ne parama hitakArI che bAkI badhuM aniSTa ane ahitakArI che. jinavacanane prabhAva ke alaukika che! indrabhUti brAhmaNa vaidika yajJa karatA hatA. te jJAnane ghamaMDa laIne pharatA hatA paNuM prabhu mahAvIra svAmIe jyAM emanA mananI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karyuM tyAM emane prabhu sAcA sarvajJa lAgyA. jinavacana para emane zraddhA thaI. emane jinavacanane saMpUrNa rIte svIkAra karyo. tyAM samakita pAmyA ne cAritramAM mUkI paDayA. temane je jinavacana svIkAravA yogya na lAgyA hota te prakhara paMDita, vidvAne nA netA evA IdrabhUti saMsArane ekAeka zA mATe choData? paNa emane jinavacana pratye apAra rAga thayo ane e jANavA maLyuM ke manuSyabhavamAM saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra sarva saMgane tyAga karI cAritra levA jevuM che. AvuM suMdara satya samajAvanAra jinavacana maLavuM atyaMta duSkara che te

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ paka7 ahIM je jinezvara bhagavAna ane emanA vacana maLyA che to zA mATe jIvanabhara e jinavacananI saMpUrNa ArAdhanA na karI levI ? zA mATe jinezvara prabhunuM zaraNa nA svIkAravuM ? A vicArathI temaNe cAritra lIdhuM. dIkSA pachI pote cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanA dhAraka banyA chatAM bhagavAna pAse sAMbhaLatA tyAre keTalA harSa ane ullAsathI sAMbhaLatA. jANe pitAne apUrva nidhAna na maLyA hoya teTalA AnaMdathI sAMbhaLatA. kAraNa ke emane jinavacananI ArAdhanA karI jIvanane dhanya banAvavuM hatuM. jinavacana para athAga rAga hoya, enI durlabhatA samajAI hoya ane e saMsAratAraka lAgatA hoya pachI manamAM ema ke jinavacana kayAM maLe che ? mAruM game teTaluM paNa vizALa jJAna te jinavacananA AdhAre che, enA pratApe che, mATe jinavacana te mATe prANa che, sarvasva che. jinavacananI satata ArAdhanAthI satata pApakarmonI bhekhaDo tUTatI rahe che. rageragamAM vyApI gayele jinavacanane raMga AtmAnA nUrane pheravI nAkhe che. mahAtejasvItA ane tattvadarzitAne jhagamagAve che. jenI rageragamAM jinavANuM rUcI gaI che, jenA aNuaNumAM jinavANI pratye AsthA thaI che evA AnaMda gAthApati paheluM aNuvrata AdarI rahyA che. bhagavAna tene ANuvratanuM svarUpa samajAvI rahyA che. gaI kAle ApaNe e vAta karI hatI ke mahAvrata pahelA ane aNuvrata pachI kema ? have ApaNane prazna thAya ke aNuvrata pAMca ja zA mATe kahyA ? mahAvate te dareka kALamAM sarakhI saMkhyAvALA detA nathI. RSabhadeva bhagavAna ane mahAvIra svAmInA zAsanane choDIne vaccenA bAvIsa tIrthaMkaranA zAsanakALamAM cAra mahAvrata hoya che. ane pahelA ane chellA tIrthakaranA vArAmAM pAMca mahAvrata hoya che. Ama mahAvatenI saMkhyAmAM pheraphAra thAya che tethI keIne ema zaMkA thAya che je kALamAM mahAvrata cAra hoya te kALamAM aNuvrato paNa cAra hovA joIe. jJAnI samajAve che ke aNuvrato to dareka kALamAM eka sarakhA hoya che ane te paNa pAMca ja hoya che. jainazAsanamAM padArthonI saMkhyAnuM paNa mahattva che. jainazAsanamAM parameSTI pAMca ja. Idri pAMca, javAnI gati pAMca, karmabaMdhanA kAraNe pAMca A rIte ghaNI vastuo pAMca pAMcanI saMkhyAmAM che ane aNuvrata paNa kaI paNa sthaLe ane kaI paNa kALe pAMca ja hAya che. zAstramAM zailakajInI vAta Ave che. temanuM jIvana vAMcatA jANavA maLe che ke lakajIe bhagavAna nemanAtha pAse pAMca aNuvrata ane cAra zikSAvatavALo zrAvaka dharma grahaNa karyo hato. eTale e nakkI thAya che ke temanAtha bhagavAnanA samayamAM bhale mahAvrata cAra hatA paNu aNuvrate te pAMca ja hatA. ApaNe pahelA aNuvratanI vAta cAle che. A paheluM vrata badhA vratane AdhAra che. bAkInA vrate prathama vratanI vADa jevA che. ApaNe kahIe chIe ke 12 vratamAM cothuM vrata zreSTha che. 11 vrate nadI jevA che ane cothuM vrata sAgara jevuM che, paNa je cho pahelAM ahiMsA vratane barAbara samajyA na

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pa38 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi hoya te cothuM vrata kevI rIte pALI zake? kAraNa ke eka vAranA abrahmacaryanA sevanamAM keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che, eTale je ahiMsAne barAbara samajyA hoya te cothuM vrata laI zakAya, mATe bAra vratamAM paheluM vrata sauthI moTuM che. tame pratikramaNa reja kare che. bAra vratamAM "pAyAlA' zabda keTalA vratamAM Ave che? mAtra pahelAM vratamAM. pAyAlA eTale moTA; tethI pahelAM vratane sauthI zreSTha ane moTuM gaNavAmAM AvyuM che. jinazAsana ahiMsA mATe samasta vizvamAM prakhyAta che. zrAvakanA 12 vrata che. temAM pAMca aNuvratA, 3 guNavrata ane 4 zikSAvrata che. guNavato AtmAmAM nirmamatva, ahiMsA Adi guNe khIlave che ane zikSAtrata sarva viratinI zikSA ApI saMyamanuM bahumAna vadhArI AtmAne sAdhu jIvanane yogya banAve che. navamuM, dazamuM, agIyAramuM e traNa zikSAtratA sAdhupaNAnI sAcI suvAsa ApanArA vrato che. pahelAM vratanuM nAma che "thulAe pANaIvAyAe veramaNe." prANAtipAta eTale hiMsA vadha. dhUla jenI hiMsAthI virati te paheluM aNuvrata che. A jIvana evuM vicitra che ke tene TakAvI rAkhavA mAnavI aneka prakAranA pApa kare che tame vicAra karaze to jaNAze ke eka divasamAM tamArA dvArA nAnA moTA ne je duHkha thAya che te duHkhanA so mA (100mA) bhAga jeTaluM duHkha tamane paDe to tame trAsI jAva. "saMsArI jene pagale pagale pApa che, Dagale Dagale deza che, ane kadame kadame karmabaMdhana che. khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM, kamAvAmAM, bhegavavAmAM, meLavavAmAM ane mANavAmAM dareka pravRttiomAM pApa lAge che, tethI AgamamAM avirati jIvanane tapAvelA leDhAnA geLAnI upamA ApI che. jema tapAvele gaLe jyAM jAya tyAM badhuM saLagAve tema paccakhANa vagarane avirati AtmA kyAM jAya tyAM jIvano saMhAra karate jAya. sAcA zrAvakane pratikramaNa karatAM A badhuM yAda Ave. 84 lAkha jIvAyanIne khamAvatA aMtara raDI UThe. saMyama levAnI dilamAM tamannA vadhatI jAya. temanA manamAM thAya ke dhanya che mArA vItarAgI gurU bhagavaMtane ke jemaNe A cha e jIvanakAyanA ane 84 lAkha nInA tamAma jInI hiMsA na karavAnA nava koTIe parakhANa karyA che. A mAruM zrAvaka jIvana kayAre chUTe? ane kayAre huM mahAvratane dhAraNa karuM! A rIte zrAvaka jIvanamAM saMpUrNa ahiMsAnuM pAlana thatuM nathI. saMpUrNa ahiMsAnI mAtra bhAvanA bhAvavAnI hoya che tenuM pAlana zakaya nathI. kadAca tamane ema thAya ke hu zrAvaka jIvanamAM rahIne kaMI pApa nahi karuM te e kayAre paNa banavAnuM nathI. "zrAvaka eTale samAraMbhI. zrAvakapaNAmAM rahevuM ane saMpUrNa ahiMsAnuM pAlana karavuM e be virodhAbhAsa jevuM che. zrAvaka bIjuM kAMI na kare paNa peTa bharavA mATe to kamAvuM paDe ne! kAraNa ke bhikSA-gaucarI karavAne adhikAra mahAvratone dhAraka sAdhu bhagavaMtone che, tethI gRhastha bhikSA mAMgI zake nahi. gRhastha mAMge te zarama ane mani ApyA vinA meLave te zarama. cha khaMDanA bhaktA cakravatI dIkSA le temane paNa

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zAradA zizcamaNi ] | 539 bhikSA mAgatA zaramAvAnuM na heAya. AgamakAra tA kahe che ke potAnA kuLanI pUrva avasthAthI eTale zrIma'tAithI na mAMge teA lajajA pariSaha jItyA na kahevAya. bhagavAna uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM khelyA che ke " sabdha senAca ddo, nasthi divitrajJAc / '' sAdhu jIvanamAM koI paNa cIja evI niha hAya ke je teNe koInI pAsethI mAMgIne meLavI na heAya. are, pANI mAtru paraDavAnI jagyA paNu zakendra mahArAjanI AjJA vinA vAparavAnI manAI che, mATe e nakkI che ke sAdhu jIvanamAM je hAya te tamAra mAMgelu hAya. zrAvake teA AjIvikA mATe alpa paNa samAraMbha karavA paDe, tethI jJAnI kahe che ke zrAvaka samAra'bhI che mATe te samAraMbhathI thatI hiMsAnA sarvathA paccakhkhANunA adhikArIkhanI zakatA nathI mATe zrAvakanu jIvana eTale samAra bhI jIvana ane samAraMbha vinAnuM jIvana eTale sAdhujIvana. samAra'bha eTale rhiMsAmaya pravRtti. temAMthI acavAnA rastA karyA che te vAta ApaNe avasare vicArIzuM. AjanA divasanA panuM nAma che rakSAbaMdhana. ApaNA bhArata deza parva pradhAna deza che. samasta dezAnI apekSAe ahIMyA adhika parva, adhika tahevAra manAvavAmAM Ave che. rakSAba'dhananA dina paNa emAMnuM eka parva che. Ajane divasa traNa nAmathI eLakhAya che. koI nALiyerI pUnama kahe che, koI rakSAbaMdhana kahe che, kaI baLeva kahe che. Aje brAhmaNeA temanI janeAi badalAve che. A janAImAM traNa tAra hoya che te ema sUcana kare che ke mAnavanA mAthe traNa prakAranA RNa rahelA che. ThANAMgajInA trIje ThAMNe paNa kahyuM che ke traNanA upakAranA badalA vALavA muzkela che. 'tirUM tuDhiyAra samaLA so saM hA-ammAvikano, TTisa, dhammattvaciAE " mAtApitAnA, upakArI zeThanA ane gurUdevanA, koI dIkaro mAtApitAne rAja sArI rIte jamADe. tenI khUba sevA kare. are, kAvaDamAM besADI kAMdha para laIne pharatA rahetA paNa temanA upakAranA badalA vALI zakAtA nathI paNa te mAtApitAne kevaLI prarUpita dharma samajAvIne temane dharmInA mAge vALe ane chevaTe temanA aMtima samaya sudhAre te mAkhApanA upakArane badaleA vALI rAke che. te rIte upakArI zeTha pApeAyathI garIba banI jAya ane jene sahakAra ApyA hatA teve garIba mANasa puNyAye zrImaMta khanI jAya. te peAtAnA zeThane peAtAnu sa`sva dRI de. temanI khUba sevA kare te paNa RNa mukta thaI zake nahi paNa temane dharmAMnA mArge vALe te temanA RNamAMthI mukta thaI zake che. trIju` RNa che dharmagurUnuM. jemaNe ApaNane dharma samajAye che, saMsAramAMthI bahAra kADhayA che evA gurUdevanA upakAranA badale ziSya kAi paNa rIte vALI zakatA nathI. kadAca gurU umaMramAM nAnA hAya ane ziSya uMmaramAM meTA hAya chatAM gurU e gurU. evA gurUnA upakArane je ALave cAritradAtA te mahApApI che. sAta prakAranA mahApApI banAvyA che. temAM jJAnadAtA, gurUnA upakAra eLave teA mahApApI. are, gurU bhagavaMtAnu tA ziSya para eTalu RNu che ke ziSya gurU mATe peAtAnI kAyA kurabAna kare teA paNa ochuM che kAraNa ke mAtApitA

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540 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi te eka bhavanA hitasvI che. jyAre gurUbhagavaMte to ApaNuM bhavabhavanA thAka utAranAra mahAna hitasvI che. temanA upakArane badale koI rIte vALI zakAtuM nathI. dareka jIne mAthe A traNa jaNa rahelA che. - AjanA divasane nALiyerI pUnama paNa kahe che. A parva laukika che chatAM samajIe te temAMthI AtmAne ghaNo bodha maLe che. nALiyera bahArathI kaThaNa ane aMdarathI pocuM hoya che. te ApaNane sUcana kare che ke karmanA medAnamAM kesarIyA karavA jAva tyAre kaThaNa banajo, tyAM kaSTothI kaMTALazo nahi, ApattithI akaLAze nahi, pariSahathI pAchI pAnI karaze nahi paNa zUravIrane dhIra banIne tenI sAme barAbara jhajhUmajo. je bahArathI kaThaNa ane hadaya komaLa haze te kalyANanI keDI najIka che. samakti pAmavA mATe hRdayanI bhUmi pacI joIze. ToparuM nALiyeramAM rahevA chatAM te tenAthI bhinna che tema AtmA dehathI bhinna che. je ToparuM meLavavuM che te kAcalIne teDaze te ToparuM meLavI zakazo, tema mokSarUpI ToparuM meLavavuM che te A audArika, tejasa, kArmaNarUpI zarIra kAcalImAMthI saMpUrNa mukta thaIzuM te mokSanuM ToparuM meLavI zakIzuM. rakSAbaMdhanane divasa bahenone khUba priya che. AjanA divase kaMIka bahenonA haiyA harakhAya che ane kaMIka bahene gharamAM besIne raDe che kAraNa ke jene bhAI che te bahena hasatI hasatI bhAInA hAthe rAkhaDI bAMdhavA jAya che. keI sUtaranI rAkhaDI bAMdhe, kaI metInI, koI cAMdInI badhe. bhAI rAkhaDI baMdhAvIne potAnI zakti pramANe sADI, pAMca, paccIsa ke pacAsa rUpiyA Ape che paNa jene bhAI nathI evI bene Aje AMkhamAMthI AMsuDA sAre che ke je mAre bhAI heta to huM paNa Aje A badhI benonI mAphaka rAkhaDI bAMdhavA jAta ne ? tenA saMtAne paNa ema kahe che ke bA ! badhA chokarAo mAmAne ghera jAya che ne ApaNe nahi javAnuM ? beTA ! tAre mAmA nathI. eTaluM kahetAM tenuM haiyuM bharAI jAya che. je bahenane bhAI nathI tene te ATaluM duHkha thAya paNa kaMIka bene evI che ke jene bhAI hovA chatAM e bahenane pitAne ghera bolAvatA nathI. AvI bene bhAI hovA chatAM bhAI vagaranI che. emanA dilamAM Aje AghAta lAge che. - rakSAbaMdhana eTale bhaginInA haiyAne bhaIlAnI punita smRtithI chalakAtuM pAvana parva. varSARtunA AgamanathI kudarata navapallavita bane che. kheDUtonA haiyA nAcI UThe che tema rakSAbaMdhana parvanA zubha AgamanathI benane manamayUra harSanA hileLe caDhe che. bAMdhava benInA hadayarUpI bagIcAmAM nehanI umio nAcI UThe che. rakSAbaMdhana eTale bhAIbahenanA vizuddha premanuM akhalita vahetuM jharaNuM. bhAI bhaginInA sneha sajAvI, zrAvaNa pUrNimA Ave, bhaiyA kerI bhIti haravA, bahenI pavitra rakSA banAve, bhavya bhAvanA hRdaye dharatI, bahenI divya ti, aMtaranA aMdhArA ulecI, premanI jyoti dharatI.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [541 rakSAbaMdhana eTale daSTi parivartanano pavitra dina. A divase bhaginInA hRdayanI umio bhAI pratye uchaLI rahI hoya che. jagatanA sarva saMbaMdhomAM niHsvArtha ane pavitra saMbaMdha hoya to bhAIbahenanA nirmaLa premane. Aje bena bhAIne rAkhaDI bAMdhIne e bhAvanA bhAve che ke he vIrA ! aneka tANAvANAethI banelI A rAkhaDI atUTa che. tema vIrA ApaNe saneha atUTa che. muja vIrAnuM jIvana sneha rUpI pupanI saurabhathI mahekayA kare temaja prema jyotine prakAza jIvanamArgamAM bhUmi banI rahe. tenA dareka kAryamAM saphaLatA ane siddhi prApta thAya. bena harSaghelI banI bhaiyAne hAthe rakSA bAMdhIne jIvanano amUlya lhA mANe che. mAtra rakSAbaMdhana bAMdhIne samApti nathI karatI paNa bhAInA kAnamAM kaMIka saMdeza pAThavI jAya che. mArA vahAlA bhayA ! A rakSAnA dareka taMtumAM benanA hRdayane nirvyAja akhUTa prema bhareluM che. jenA pratyeka tAramAM bahenanA dilanI lAgaNI joDAyelI che. A rakSA mAtra sUtarano doro nathI. te te zIla tathA sanehanuM rakSaNa karavAnI tArI pavitra pharajanI yAdI apAvatuM pavitra baMdhana che. benanI AMkho haMmezA amI varSA varasAvatI hoya che. enI vANI dilamAM rahelA kAmanAnA aMdhakArane ulecI bhAIne kartavyanI keDIe AgaLa dhapata karI de che. benanI rakSA hAtha para baMdhAtA bhAInI daSTinuM parivartana thAya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa benInA rakSaNanI javAbadArI vIra pote le che. bhAI haMmezA bena pAse rAkhaDInI AzA kare che ke bena ! bhale tuM senA, cAMdInI ke kiMmatI rAkhaDI na lAva paNa premanI rAkhaDI to sadAne mATe bAMdhavA Avaje. AjanA divase je bhAI bahenane na bolAvato hoya te verajhera choDI daIne dilane pavitra banAvajo kAraNa ke A divase bhAI hevA chatAM na bolAve tyAre benanuM haiyuM keTaluM tUTI paDe che ! itihAsamAM paNa evA kaMIka prasaMgo vAMcavA maLe che ke je benane bhAI na hoya te dharmanA bhAI banIne benanI rakSA kare che. mane eka vAta ahIM yAda Ave che. eka sAva nAnuM gAma hatuM. jemAM 25-30 ghara hatA. nAnA gAmaDAmAM eka nAnA kheraDAmAM gaMgA ane gaNeza rahetA hatA. temane eka dIkarI hatI. tenuM nAma pArUla hatuM. pArU te pArU ja hatI. rUpa rUpane bhaMDAra. jANe sAkSAta devI joile. enA rUpa sAme ghaNu navayuvAno daSTi karatA paNa enI sAme AMgaLI cIMdhavAnI koInI tAkAta na hatI. nAnA gAmaDAmAM rahe eTale mAbApe pArUne khAsa bhaNavI na hatI. bhale tenuM bhaNatara ochuM hatuM paNa enI koThAsUjha jabarI hatI. A pArU traNa varSanI hatI tyAre tenA mAtApitAe bAjunA gAmamAM zaMkara nAmanA chokarA sAthe sagapaNa kareluM. jUnA jamAnAmAM nAnI uMmaramAM sagapaNa karatA. A pArU have 16 varSanI thaI eTale khUba samajaNuM thaI rUpa te jANe svarganI apsarA ! evuM rUpa khIlyuM hatuM. rUpanI sAthe guNono sumeLa sAra hato. khUba DAhI, samaju ane gaMbhIra hatI. pArUnuM je chokarA sAthe sagapaNa karyuM hatuM tenAmAM te be paisAnI ya buddhi na hatI. pArU jeTalI rUpALI eTale e kALe ThIbaDA je. pArUnI buddhi khUba te e sAva budadhu. eke vAtamAM

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542 ]. [ zAradA ziramaNi ekaDo mUkI zakAya e na hatA. rUpa-baLa-buddhi badhAmAM bAdabAkI thAya evuM ja hatuM. tenAmAM kAMI ja na hatuM. eka bhavamAM be pati te nahi ja H eka vAra pArUnA mAtApitA pArUne bolAvIne kahe che ke beTA! tAruM jyAM sagapaNa karyuM che te chekarAmAM te kAMI ja nathI. nAnapaNamAM sagapaNa karyuM eTale pahelAM zuM khabara paDe ke chokaro ke che ? tethI sagapaNa karyuM paNa have tenAmAM kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. nathI buddhimAM ke nathI rUpamAM, mATe ame vicAra karIe chIe ke tAruM sagapaNa tyAMthI teDI nAMkhIe. ApaNI nyAtanA baMdhAraNa pramANe pa1 rUA. bharI daIe eTale tyAMthI chUTA thaI jaIe, pachI bIje kyAM karavuM hoya tyAM karI zakIe. pArU have khUba samajaNI thaI gaI che. teNe haju chokarAne je nathI, chatAM kahe che ke he mAtA! mATInuM vAsaNa badalAvI zakAya paNa mArAthI eka bhavamAM be pati te na ja thAya. mArA karmo mane je maLyuM che te barAbara che. mAtA ! have mArA mATe tuM bIjo koI vicAra na karIza. pArU! jamAI sAva pANI vagarane che. tArAmAM jeTalA guNa che teTalA tenAmAM avaguNa che. tuM rUpALI che te te sAva kALo che. te buddhizALI che te te bubdha che. tenAmAM kAMI ja nathI evuM kahIe to cAle. tuM ene kevI rIte paraNIza? AvA chokarA sAthe ame tane paraNAvIe te leke amane paNa mUrkha kahe. napANIyAne paraNane tuM pastAIza. zIlanI suvAsa : pArU kahe mAtA! tame mAruM sagapaNa keTalA varSe karyuM hatuM. traNa varSe Aje huM seLa varSanI thaI. sagapaNa karyA 13 varSa thayA. lekamAM badhe te mAre pati ane tamAro jamAI to kahevAI gaye ne ! mArA bhAgyamAM je haze te maLyuM. mArA nasIbamAM haze te Ape te dIkarA sAthe sagapaNa karyuM ne? ame sagapaNa karyuM tyAre amane khabara na hatI. te buddhivALo che ema mAnIne karyuM, paNa have badhI khabara paDI. mAtA ! huM nAnI hatI tyAre meM satI sItAnI, damayaMtInI, sAvitrInI ghaNI vAta sAMbhaLI che. temanA jIvanamAM keTalA kaSTo paDayA ? duHkhanI jhaDI varasI chatAM temaNe bIjo pati karyo nathI mATe mAre paNa A jIvanamAM bIjo pati karIne mAro bhava bagADe nathI. pArU sAva nAnA gAmaDAmAM ucharelI che. te tamArA jevI keLavaNI pAmI nathI chatAM tenA jIvanamAM zIlanI suvAsa keTalI che ! AryadezanI amIrAta kadI achatI rahI nathI. pArU kahe-mane je maLyuM che te barAbara che. have bIje pati to kare ja nathI. mAtApitAnI IcchA nahi hovA chatAM karInA daDha nizcayathI pAranA lagna zaMkara sAthe thayA. badhA leke kahevA lAgyA ke kAgaDo dahIMtharuM laI gaye. kAgaDAnA kaMThamAM muktAnI mALA baMdhANI, zaMkaranuM moTuM jotAM dekhAI Ave ke tenAmAM kAMI pANI nathI. pArU te hasatI hasatI sAsare gaI. pArUnA rUpa mATe IrSyALu mANasoe karelI kAna bhaMbheraNI : pArUne kAMI ciMtA na hatI. satItvanA pATha tenA hadayamAM vaselA che. tenI yuvAnI te pUra bahAramAM

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 543 khIlelI hatI. tenuM bAhyarUpa jhagArA mArI rahyuM hatuM. tenA rUpamAM kaMIka yuvAno pAgala banyA hatA. tenA lagna pahelA te badhAe pArUnA mAtApitA pAse pArUnI mAMgaNI karI hatI paNa keIne dIkarI na ApatA zaMkara sAthe paraNAvI, eTale haju kaMIka pAgala satIne lalacAvavA prayatna karatA paNa pArU keIne dAda detI nahi. e bhalI ne enuM kAma bhaluM. pArUe joyuM ke patimAM to kAMI AvaData che nahi. te khetaramAM jatI, kAma karatI ane AjIvikA nabhAvatI. A sthitimAM paNa AnaMdathI rahe che. pArUne meLavavA ghaNAe mahenata karI hatI paNa temAM koI phAvyuM nahi eTale IrSyALu mANasee rAjAne kAna bhaMbheraNI karI. mahArAjA ! zaMkarane tyAM je strI che te to ApanA aMteuramAM zobhe evI che. rAjAonA dilamAM te vikArenI Aga bhabhUkatI hoya te ema vicAra na kare ke mArA aMteuramAM ATalI badhI rANIo che. koInI patnI mAre zA mATe jhUMTavI levI joIe. surA ane suMdarImAM marata banelA rAjAe be hajuriyAne bolAvyA ne kahyuM-Apa hamaNAM ne hamaNAM jAo ane zaMkaranI vahu pArUne aMteuramAM laI Ave. hajuriyAo paNu rAjA jevA. je te sArA hota to temane sudhArata paNa A to rAjAnA kahyA pramANe karavA taiyAra thayA. be hajuriyAo pANIdAra ghoDA laIne upaDayA. zaMkaranA khetara AgaLa AvIne UbhA rahyA. zaMkara e vakhate anAjanuM rakSaNa karavA pakSIone uDADI rahyo hato ane pArU juvArane kApIne bAMdhI rahI hatI. hajurIyAoe kahyuM-zaMkara ! bela, pArUla kyAM gaI? zuM kAma che? amArA rAjAne hukama che, tene mahelamAM laI javAnI che. zaMkara je pANIdAra, buddhizALI, hoMziyAra hota to pANI batAvI deta. zaMkara kahe amAro zuM vAMka gune che! pArUnuM zuM kAma che? e te rAjAsAheba jANe. ame te enA hukamathI pArUne levA AvyA chIe. ene bolAva, nahi te keraDAnA mAra khAvA taiyAra thaI jA. AjubAjunA mANasone khabara paDI ke rAjAnA hajuriyA AvyA che eTale badhA deDI AvyA. thoDe avAja thayo. pArUne kAne avAja athaDAyo ane badhAne bhegA thayelA joyA eTale pArU tyAM AvI. cAritrazIla nArInuM jhanUna : zaMkara to tharathara dhrujate hatA. badhAnA jIva adhdhara thaI gayA hatA. badhA UbhA che paNa mAthuM devA keNa Ave? pArUe zaMkarane pUchayuM. A badhuM zuM che? zaMkara eka zabda bolI zake nahi. tyAM hajuriyAo belyA. rAjA sAhebe khAsatane bolAvavA mokalyA che. tAruM bhAgyanuM pAMdaDuM khasI gayuM che. rAjamahelamAM zebhe tevuM A rUpa A rIte garIbAImAM mUrajhAI jAya te barAbara nathI. A sAMbhaLatAM pArUnI AMkho lAlaghUma banI gaI. te krodhathI dhamadhamI UThI. sAMbhaLe che zaMkara! A leke zuM bolI rahyA che? zaMkara kahe huM zuM karuM? rAjAnI IcchA hoya te tAre javuM paDe. tuM A zuM zabdo bole che? tArA mukhamAM A zabda zobhe che? tArAmAM zakti na hoya to paherI le A cUDIo! mAre deha kurabAna thaze paNa huM mArA cAritrathI

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544 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi jarA paNa calita nahi thAuM. pitAnI patnIne bIjAne eNpatA kAMI zarama Ave che ke nahi? namAlA ! marI phITa! patnInuM rakSaNa karavAnI ATalI vevaDa nathI ! rAjAnA mANase kahe-Apa mAthAkUTa na karo. jahadI cAle. pArU te barAbara rUpamAM AvI gaI. jANe vipharelI vAghaNa joI le. tene te evuM jhanUna AvyuM ke tame samajo cho zuM? tame mAro A dehane laI jaI zakazo te nahi paNa tene sparza paNa karI zake tema nathI. ema kahIne dAtaraDuM laIne ghA karavA jAya che tyAM eka navayuvAna bhAI AvI pahoMcyuM. bhAIe kareluM rakSaNa pArU nAnI hatI tyAre tenA mAbApa sAthe bahAra jatI hatI. te samaye A navayuvAna bhAI rastAmAM maLela. te divasa rakSAbaMdhanano divasa hate. pArUne jotAM tene tenA pratye bena eTale sadbhAva jAgyA hatA. pArUe tene pANI pIvA ApyuM hatuM, tyAre A bhAIe kahyuM hatuM ke AjathI tuM mArI bena. tAre bhAI nathI ne! huM tAro bhAI ne tuM mArI bena. kAma hoya tyAre mane yAda karaje. tAro bhAI tarata hAjara thaze pachI ATalA varSomAM keI divasa maLavAnuM banyuM na hatuM. Aje te haju lagna karIne Avyo che, hAthamAM mIMDhaLa bAMdhelA che. tene khabara paDI ke hajuriyA pArUne levA gayA che tyAM mArAmArI thAya e prasaMga Ubho thayo che tarata tenI patnIne kahe che ke tuM A khetaramAM UbhI rahe. mArI dharmanI bena saMkaTamAM che, tene bacAvavA jAuM chuM. bena pArU pAse AvIne kahe che bena ! A zuM? tamAruM rakSaNa karavA tamAro bhAI taiyAra che. teNe te myAnamAMthI talavAra kADhI. khabaradAra! je mArI benane AMgaLI aDADI che te. hajurIyAoe kahyuM- he navayuvAna ! tuM mIMDhaLabaMdha tArA dehane khatama karavA zA mATe vacce A ? ame rAjAnA hukamathI pArUne aMteuramAM laI javA AvyA chIe. bena, dIkarIo ane vahuonI AbarU lUMTIne rAjA kahevaDAve che? huM mArA jIvatA A mArI benane aDavA paNa nahi dauM. baMne vacce mArAmArI thaI. baMne hajurIyA maraNane zaraNa thayA. A navayuvAnane paNa khaMjaranA ghA vAgyA hatA. enA zarIramAMthI lehI nItaratuM hatuM. bezuddha thaI gayo. bhAnamAM AvyuM. pArUne kahe che bena ! tAruM rakSaNa karatAM mArA prANa cAlyA jaze te paNa mAnIza ke mAruM jIvana dhanya banyuM che. rakSAbaMdhananA divase mane te dharmane bhAI mAnya hatuM. meM tane bena mAnI hatI. tArA zIlanI rakSA khAtara prANa jaze te jIvanane sadbhAgI mAnIza. tArA bhAbhI bAjunA khetaramAM che. huM tyAM nahi jAuM te ahIM Avaze te tene eTale saMdezo Apaje ke benanI rakSA khAtara bhAI e prANa ApyA che. tArA pati zUravIratAthI maryA che. ATaluM bolatAM tenuM prANapaMkherU uDI gayuM. pArUne khUba AghAta lAgyo. bhAI maLe te AvA maLaje. namAle zaMkara te joyA ja kare che. pArUnA manamAM thayuM ke AvA namAlA patithI mArA zIlanuM rakSaNa thavuM asaMbhava che. ema vicArI pitAnA bhAInI talavAra hAthamAM

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [545 lIdhI ne belI vIrA ! haju te paraNIne mIDhaLabaMdho Ave che chatAM benanA zIlarakSaNa mATe te tArI kAyA kurabAna karI che. have huM tane zuM ApuM? "mArA prANanA pupe tArA mArgamAM pAtharuM chuM. vIrA ! tuM jyAM hoya tyAM svIkAraje." ATaluM belatA talavAra peTamAM besI dIdhI ne prANanuM balidAna daI dIdhuM. dhanya che benanI zIlarakSA khAtara pitAnA prANanI Ahuti ApanAra navayuvAnane ! dhanya che zIlanI rakSA karanAra nArIne ! AnuM nAma sAcI "rakSAbaMdhana." potAnA prANanuM balidAna dIdhuM paNa benanuM rakSaNa karyuM. - ame paNa tamArI dharmanI bena chIe, ame tamane rAkhaDI bAMdhavA AvyA chIe. tamArI rAkhaDI tUTI jaze paNa amArI to amara rAkhaDI che. te jIvanamAM kyAreya tUTaze nahi amArI pAse sonA, cAMdI ke sUtaranI nathI paNa brahmacarya, satya, nyAya, nIti, sadAcAranI anupama rAkhaDIo che. dharmanI amara rAkhaDI tamane bhavanA AzIrvAdarUpa banaze. chelle ATaluM to yAda rAkhajo ke raheje tuM aMdhanA locana banIne, jIvana vitAvaje sajajana banIne, jagata ne jiMdagI che cAra dinanI, na raheje keIne duzamana banIne. dvi. zrAvaNa vada 1ne zanivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 58 : tA. 31-8-85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte syAdvAda darzananI prarUpaNA karI. jainadarzana e anekAMta darzana che. jainadarzana sivAyanA badhA darzane moTA bhAge ekAMtavAdane mAnatA hoya che. bhagavAnanuM svAduvAda dazana evuM virATa darzana che ke e badhA darzanane kaI kaI rIte svIkAra karIne anekAMtavAdanI sthApanA karI che. anekAMtavAdanA prakAzamAM ahiMsAnA rAjamArgo upara agresara thayela sAdhaka je sAdhanA kare che te jaina dharma ane jaina saMskRtine anukULa hoya che. jyAM sudhI sAdhanAne marma na samajIe tyAM sudhI sAdhanA AnaMda AvatuM nathI. AdhyAtmika sAdhanA bhale gRhasthanI heya ke sAdhunI hoya paNa te baMnenuM dhayeya ke lakSya te sarakhuM hoya che temAM pharaka nathI. hA, sAdhanAmAM pAtranI zakti anusAra tIvratA ke maMdatA hoI zake. temAM AtmA sAdhaka che, samyajJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa e sAdhana che, mokSa e tenuM sAdhya che. mokSa eTale AtmAnA saMpUrNa guNanI paripUrNatA. baMdhanothI sarvathA chUTavuM tenuM nAma mokSa. jeTalAM baMdhana vadhAre teTale saMsAra vadhAre. jema jema baMdhanone abhAva thato jAya tema tema tene mukti prApta thatI jAya che. baMdhanono sarvathA abhAva tenuM nAma mokSa. samyak darzanathI mithyAtvanuM baMdhana tUTI jAya che. samyak jJAnathI ajJAnanuM ane samyapha cAritrathI rAgadveSanuM baMdhana tUTI jAya che. sAdhaka jema jema pitAnI sAdhanAmAM vikAsa kare che tema tema te baMdhanathI mukta thato jAya che. ekeka pagathiyA caDhatA makAnanA uparanA majale 35

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546 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi pahoMcI zakAya che, tema je ApaNe ekeka pagathiyu. caDhIzu. te eka divasa eve Avaze ke mekSamAM pahoMcI zakIzu.. eka vidyAthI bhaNavA mATe gayeA. pahelA dheAraNamAMthI bIjA dhAraNamAM, bIjAmAMthI trIjAmAM e rIte AgaLa vadhatA vadhatA meTrIka sudhI paheAMcyA. tyAMthI kaoNlejamAM gayA. tA koI preAphesara bane, koI DokaTara ane, koI e jiniyara ane vidyAthI jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhatA vadhatA te ATalI kakSAe paheAMcyA. temAM je preAphesara banyA, zikSaka banyA te khIjAne bhaNAvavA cAgya anI gayA. eka vAra je peAte bhaNatA hatA te have bIjAne bhaNAvatA thaI gayA. jayAM sudhI te alpajJa hatA tyAM sudhI te pote vidyAthI hateA. jema jema te pragati karatA gayA tema tema tenuM jJAna vadhatu gayuM. AgaLa vadhatA te preAphesara banI gayA. A rIte ArAdhanAnA kSetramAM AgekUca karavAnI che. rAja mALA gaNutA hatA teA have sAmAyikamAM AveA. sAmAyika karatA thayA te dazamAM vrata, pauSadhamAM AveA. jeTalI sa`sAranA kAryAMthI nivRtti leze| eTalI AtmAnA kSetramAM vadhu pragati karI zakaze. sAdhanAnA prArabha karanAro sAdhaka eka divasa sAdhanAnA mArge dhIme dhIme AgaLa vadhatA eka divasa svarUpanI pUrNa sAdhanA karI le che. sAdhanAmAM A hAya che ke je ApaNane khUba ceAthA guNasthAnake jIva samakita pAme che. pAMcamAM guNasthAne guNasthAnake sa`virati ane sAtamA guNasthAne apramatta thaI tvarita vadhIne teramA guNasthAne paheAMcI te sajJa ane sadazI ane che. rIte krama che. AdhyAtma sAdhanAnA kSetramAM keTalAya sAdhaka evA eka muhUrtamAM pUrNatA prApta karI le che. temanu jIvanaciratra vAMcatA Azcarya thAya che. AtmA anaMtazaktinA bhaMDAra che. eka divasa sAdhake tenA saMpUrNa vikAsa karavA paDaze. anaMtazaktisaMpanna AtmA zu' nathI karI zakatA ? badhuM karI zake che. je sAdhake Atmazaktine jeTale vikAsa karyAM haiAya teTale te peAtAnA vikAsa mAgamAM AgaLa vadhI zake che. vidyAthI AgaLa vadhatA vadhatA prephesara banI jAya che tema AtmA peAtAnI sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhatAM AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banI jAya che. bhautika kSetramAM paNa mAnavI jema jema AgaLa vadhatA jAya che tema tema tene vikAsa thatA rahe che ane kaMIka prApta kare che. dezavirati, chaThThA gatie AgaLa bALe tama vaDhAbo : eka garIba kaThiyAro jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kApe ane tene vecIne peAtAnI AjIvikA calAve. pApanA udaya hAya tyAre majUrI ghaNI kare, duHkha ghaNuM veThe chatAM khAsa maLe nahi. puNyanA udaya hoya tyAre echI mahenate ghaNuM maLe. eka divasa te jaMgalamAMthI lAkaDA kApIne bhAra laIne AvatA hatA tyAre eka sajjana mANasa tene sAme maLyA. teNe kahyuM-bhAI ! tuM lAkaDA kApavA jAya che paNa tyAMthI AgaLa AgaLa jaje. kaThiyArAnA manamAM thayuM ke sajjana purUSane zuM svA hatA ! temane kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM na hatuM, chatAM aMtaranI lAgaNIthI kahyuM te| mAre

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zArada ziromaNi ] [547 temanI vAta mAnavI joIe. ema vicArI bIje divase te kaThiyAre thoDo AgaLa gaye. tyAM jADA thaDIyA lAkaDA maLyA. reja lAkaDAnI pAtaLI soTIo jevuM maLatuM tenA badale Aje jADA lAkaDA maLyA. e lAkaDAne bhAre vece te ene reja karatA vadhAre paisA maLyA. trIje divase kaThiyArAne thayuM ke te sajajana purUSe mane eka ja divasa AgaLa jaje evuM kahyuM nathI, temaNe te AgaLa jaje evuM kahyuM che mATe mAre AgaLa javuM joIe. Ama vicArIne e jaMgalamAM vadhu AgaLa gayA te ene caMdananuM vana maLyuM. caMdananA lAkaDA kApIne vecyA. emAMthI to ene ghaNA paisA maLyA. manamAM thayuM ke sAruM thajo e sajajana purUSanuM ke temaNe mane AgaLa javAnuM kahyuM to mane ATale lAbha thaye. tene lAbha thato gaye eTale sajajana purUSanA vacana para zraddhA vadhatI gaI. cothe divase tenA manamAM thayuM ke mane te AgaLa AgaLa javAnuM kahyuM che to mAre AgaLa javuM joIe. e divase e jaMgalamAM vadhAre UDe gaye te tAMbAnI khANa maLI. have te lAbha maLato game tema lAbha vadhato gaye. pAMcamAM divase vadhu AgaLa gaye te rUpAnI khANa maLI. chaThThA divase AgaLa gaye te sonAnI khANa maLI, sonAnI khANe joIne te Aje banI gaye. senAnI khANa maLI have zuM bAkI rahe ? sajajana purUSanI salAha yAda karIne te sAtamA divase AgaLa gaye te hIrAnI khANa maLI ane AThamA divase to kehInUra hIre maLI gayuM. have te garIba rahe kharo ? moTo dhanADhaya zrImaMta banI gaye. have te tenA AnaMdanI avadhi na rahI. A kaThiyArAe je purUSArtha cAlu rAkhe, kayAMya aTakya nahi, emAM ALasa ke pramAda karyA nahi te hIrAnI khANa maLI gaI. reDapati mATe karoDapati banI gaye. A vAtamAM e samajavAnuM che ke te ATalo badhe vaibhavazALI dhanADhaya bane kayAre ? eka te eNe sajajana purUSanI zikhAmaNa mAnI. tenA para avizvAsa na karyo paNa zraddhA rAkhI. sajajana purUSane zuM svArtha hato? chatAM temaNe mane kahyuM mATe mAre AgaLa javuM joIe. zraddhA rAkhIne AgaLa vadhe. thoDe AgaLa jaIne aTaka nahi paNa purUSArthathI AgaLa jato gaye to e sonerI divasa AvI gayo ke te garIbamAMthI moTo dhanADhaya zrImaMta banI gaye AtmAne kramika vikAsa? A nyAya AtmA para ghaTADe che. ApaNe AtmA kaThiyArA samAna che. sajajana purUSa samAna gurU bhagavaMta che. mithyAtvanuM gADha jaMgala che. e keI AtmA nathI ke jeNe mithyAtva guNasthAnane sparza karyo na hoya. prathama mithyAtva guNasthAnakethI purUSArtha karatA jIva AgaLa vadhe che. ApaNe AtmA mithyAtvanA gADha jaMgalamAM ghUmI rahyo hato. prabaLa puNyodaye gurU bhagavaMtane bheTo thaI gayo. temaNe mahAna karUNA karIne kahyuM ke devAnupriya ! tuM A jaMgalamAM jyAM sudhI ghUmyA karIza? A jaMgalamAM tane AtmAne kAMI lAbha nahi thAya. je tAre lAbha meLave che te have tuM

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548 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi tyAMthI AgaLa AgaLa vadhatuM jA. tIrthakare ke gurU bhagavaMtanA vacanAmRtane kaThiyArAnI jema zraddhAthI hRdayaMgama karIne jIva AgaLa vadhe te mithyAtva guNasthAnethI jIva trIjA guNasthAne jAya che. jyAM gADha mithyAtva gayuM. thoDI samaktinI sparzanA thaI. DuM mithyAtva che eTale A sAcuM ke te sAcuM? tene nirNaya karI zakato nathI. jema zIkhaMDa khATone mITho tema mIThAza samAna samati ane khaTAza samAna mithyAtva. te jaina dharmane sAre mAne ne bIjAne paNa sArA mAne. A guNasthAne thoDI samakitanI jhAMkhI thaI. jADA thaDIyA maLavAthI tene roja karatAM vadhu lAbha thaye tema A guNasthAne thoDo vadhu lAbha thayo. trIje guNasthAnethI jIva AgaLa vadhe te cethA guNasthAne jAya. jyAM mithyAtva gayuM ane caMdananA vana samAna samakitanI prApti thaI. caMdananA lAkaDAmAMthI ghaNu paisA maLyA. tenuM daridra ochuM thaI gayuM tema samakita ratna maLatAM jIvanuM anaMtakALanuM je bhavabhramaNa hatuM te ochuM thaI gayuM. tenA mATe e nakkI thaI gayuM ke A jIva moDAmAM moDe ardhapugala parAvartana kALe mekSamAM jaze, chatAM cothA guNasthAne avirati che. cethAthI AgaLa vadhatAM pAMcamA guNasthAne Avyo. aviratimAMthI dezaviratimAM Avyo. tAMbAnI khANa samAna dezavirati AvI eTale tene Azravane pravAha aMze aTaka, zrAvakapaNuM pAmyo. eTale cethA guNasthAna karatAM pAMcamA guNasthAne vadhu lAbha thaye tethI AgaLa vadhatAM chaThThA guNasthAne AvyuM. dezaviratimAMthI sarvaviratimAM Avyo. dezaviratimAM aMza bhAge virati eTale thelI vAra virati ane thoDI vAra avirati. emAM sarvathA pApane pravAha rokAta nathI. sarvaviratimAM AvyA eTale sarvathA pApa rakAyuM. enA pApanA dvAra sarvathA baMdha thaI gayA. sonA cAMdInI khANa maLatAM e dhanavAna thaye tema A AtmA AtmAnA guNone vikAsa thatAM dhanavAna banyA. kaThiyArAne UMDe jatAM hIrAnI khANa maLI, tema chaThThA guNasthAne AgaLa vadhatAM AThamA guNasthAne hIrAnI khANa samAna kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana meLavavAno mArga maLI gaye tyAM kSepaka zreNI zarU karI. e zreNImAM AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM navame, dazame, bAramA guNasthAne pahoMcyA. bAramAne chello samaya ane teramA guNasthAnanA pahelA samaye kohInUra hIrA samAna kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzananI prApti thaI gaI. kohInUra hIre maLatAM kaThiyAre moTo zrImaMta banI gaye. tenI daridratA sAva dUra thaI gaI. tene alaukika AnaMda thaye tema AtmAne kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM eTale bhavabhavamAM bhaTakavAnI tenI daridratA saMpUrNa dUra thaI gaI. te zrImaMtane paNa zrImaMta banI gayuM ane AtmAne alaukika zAzvata AnaMda meLavyA. kaThiyArAne AnaMda to thoDA samaya mATe. kayAre e cAlyA jaze te kahI na zakAya paNa AtmAne te je AnaMda maLe te e mane ke have emAM kayAre paNa eTa na Ave, jAya nahi ane sadAne mATe TakI rahe. AtmAe je A AnaMda meLavavo che te kaThiyArAnI jema AtmAe AdhyAtmika kSetramAM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. kaThiyArAe pramAda na karyo paNa purUSArtha karyo te kiMmatI hIre

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 59 meLavI zake tema AtmA apramAdI banIne jambara purUSArtha karaze te bhaviSyamAM mokSanA sukhanA samAna kahInura hIre meLavI zakaze. sAdhakanuM je dhyeya-lakSya hatuM te lakSyane pAmI zakaze, tenI sAdhanA saphaLa banI zakaze. hA, eTaluM jarUra che ke te dayeyane pahoMcatA sAdhanAnA mAga mAM vidane paNa AvI jAya paNa tene sahana karIne je AgaLa vadhe te pitAnA lakSya sudhI pahoMcI zake. eka nadInA nyAyathI samajIe. | nadInuM uddagamasthAna parvata che. temAMthI nIkaLelI vahetI nadInuM dhyeya che sAgarane maLavAnuM. nadI jyAre tenA uddagamasthAnathI nIkaLIne sAgarane maLavA jAya che tyAre kayA raste thaIne javuM teno koI nakazA taiyAra karyo hoto nathI. te to vagara nakazAe rastAmAM AvanArA vidanenI kalpanAthI jarAya DaryA vagara pitAnI yAtrA cAlu kare che. mArgamAM kayAreka kAMTAonI jhaDIomAMthI pasAra thavAno vakhata Ave te kayAreka patharAo sAthe TakarAvAno avasara paNa Ave, chatAM jarA paNa bhayabhIta thayA vagara te prayANa te cAlu rAkhe che. parvatano rasto pUro thayA pachI retALa retIne mArga AvyuM. temAM pANI cUsAI jAya ane vaLI uparathI sUrya tapato hoya te tenI garamIthI pANInuM zoSaNa thavA lAge chatAM paNa te Dare nahi. retALa rastA pachI patharALa rasto cAlu thaye, aneka prakAranA nAnA moTA khADAomAM vAraMvAra paTakAyA kare. tenA zarIra para A badhA kaSTonI asara te ghaNI thAya. kema ke apakAyanA jIvo te che ne ? chatAM daDha nirdhAra che ke sAgarane maLyA vinA rahevuM nathI. patharALa rastA pachI saraLa rasto Avyo. tenA mArgamAM aneka gAmo paNa Ave. je je gAmomAMthI pasAra thAya tyAM te mukhya be kAryo kare. eka to mAnI ane abola pazuonI tRSA zAMta kare, mAnavInA melA kapaDAne ujajavaLa kare, temAM badhA kapaDA dhovA jAya. temaja seMkaDo ekara jamInamAM phelAIne jagatanAM jInA peTa bharavA mATe anAja ugADavAmAM sahAyaka bane. eka bAju leka para ATale upakAra, paropakAra kare ane bIjI bAju gAmonI gaMdI gaTaranA ane durgadha mAratA pANIne pitAnAmAM samAveza karI e gaMdA pANInI durgadha dUra karI pANIne nirmaLa ane svaccha banAve che. A rIte aneka saMghane pasAra karatI ane bIjA aneka jIvane sahAyaka banatI pitAnA dhyeyane je sAgarane maLavuM che tyAM sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. sAdhanAnI saphaLatAnI cAvI : A nyAya sAdhakanA jIvanamAM lAgu paDe che. sAdhanAnI zarUAta karyA pachI sAdhyanI prApti thatAM sudhImAM vacce aneka vinonI vaNajhAra Ave che chatAM nadInI jema mananI prasannatAne TheTha sudhI TakAvI rAkhavAnI che. kAMTAo, patharAo, khADA TekarA samAna kayAreka keInA kaTu veNa sAMbhaLavAnA prasaMge paNa Ave, pariSaha upasargonA khADA TekarA Ave chatAM je potAnA jIvanane temAMthI bacAvI le che eTale samabhAve sahI le che te acUka sAdhyanI prApti karI zake che. dareka nadIno rasto alaga che. nadI kaI paNa raste sAgarane maLe te tenA rastAmAM vino te AvavAnA. kaI rasto e nathI ke je te vidane na hoya paNa sAgarane maLavA mATe nadI pAse

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550] [ zAradA ziremaNi eka upAya che te vine jItavAne. A vAta sAdhakanA mArga mATe che, eka bAju puNya maryAdita che te bIjI bAju anaMtakALanA karmo cUMTelA che. jene abhUtapUrva mardAnagI sAthe karmo sAme merA mAMDe che tevA AtmAone kadAca mastake sagaDI mUkAtI hoya, jIvatA cAmaDI utaratI haya, jaMgalI pazuonA mukhamAM jAmaphaLanI jema cavAI jatA heya. cAmaDAnA vAdhara vIMTAtA hoya ke roga taMbU nAMkhIne paDyA hoya AvI vikaTa paristhitimAM paNa daDha manobaLavALo sAdhaka pitAnA cittanI prasannatApUrvaka sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA meLavIne jape che. nadI jema gAmegAmanI gaMdI gaTaranA pANIne svIkArIne nirmaLa banAve che ane chevaTe sAthe sAgaramAM laI jAya che e ja rIte sAdhaka pitAnA saMparkamAM AvatA jenA anekavidha malina AcAra vicAra pratye napharata nahi batAvatA prema ane vAtsalyathI temanA dila jItI le che. temanA dene potAnAmAM samAvI le che. chevaTe temanA malina bhAvene zuddha karI sAgara samAna paramAtmA prabhune temane meLApa karAve che. sAdhaka AtmA nadI je che. te gaMdakI svIkAre paNa potAnI jAtane nirmaLa rAkhe. te vinethI bhAge nahi paNa tenA sAme paDe. satata upakAro karate rahe. sAdhya na maLe tyAM sudhI aTake nahi. sAdhya meLavIne ja jaMpa. pitAnA jIvana dvArA anekane preraNA ApatA rahe. have ApaNe mULa vAta upara AvIe. jema sajajana mANase kaThiyArAne kahyuM-tuM AgaLa AgaLa jaje. temanI zikhAmaNa mAnI te divase divase AgaLa gaye. AgaLa vadhatAM hIrAnI khANa sudhI pahoMce ane ghaNe sukhI thaye, tema AtmA paNa AThamAM guNasthAne pahoMce tyAM hIrAnI khANuM samAna kevaLajJAna kevaLadarzana pAmavAne mArga temane maLI gayuM. tyAM kSapaka zreNI zarU karI te bAramAnA chellA samaye ane teramA guNasthAnanA pahelA samaye kehInUra hIrA samAna kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana prApta karyuM. bele, tamAre zuM meLavavuM che? jyAre ApaNe AtmA pitAnA svarUpamAM karaze ane svavarUpanuM bhAna thaze tyAre tene bAhya padArtho pratye rUcI raheze nahi. are ! AtmAnA sukha AgaLa tamArA saMsAranA paudgalika sukhe DAMgaranA photarA jevA tuccha lAgaze. jyAre AtmAnI mastI mANazo tyAre saMsAranA sukho pastI jevA dekhAze. ahIM eka vAta yAda Ave che. eka gAmaDIyo mANasa gAmaDAmAM rahe. sAmAnya dhaMdhe kare ne pitAnI AjIvikA calAve. roTalA ne chAza temane rAka. pakavAna kevA hoya, miThAI kevI heya, tenA svAda kevA hoya te tene khabara na hoya kAraNa ke kaI divasa teNe tene svAda cA nathI, bahu thAya te geLanI rAba banAve. temane mana te jamaNa. eka vAra te gAmaDI pahelI vAra zaheramAM AvyuM. tenA zeThanA ghera utaryo. tenA zeTha zA mATe kahuM chuM ? jyAre zeTha gAmaDAmAM ugharANI karavA jAya tyAre A gAmaDIyAne ghera utaratA. A gAmaDI zeThane roTale ne goLanI rAba banAvIne jamADatA. temane mana A jamaNa

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [551 kahevAya eTale zeTha Ave tyAre e banAvatA. te gAmaDIyo kaI divasa A zeThane ghera AvyA na hatA. Aje pahelavahele Ave che eTale zeTha tenI kadara te kare ne ? zeTha kahe-bhAI ! Aje tuM mAre tyAM pahelavahele Avyo che mATe kAje. javAnI utAvaLa kare nahi. vaLI mAre tyAM AvatI kAle lagnaprasaMga che tethI moTo jamaNavAra karavAne che mATe rokAI jaje. zeThanA AgrahathI gAmaDIyo zekAI gayA. mAre te geLanI rAba joIe H bIjA divase jamaNavAra che. badhA jamavA beThA che. zeTha kahe bhAI mAre tyAM koI jAtibheda nathI. tuM paTela che. A badhAnI sAthe jamavA besI jA. A gAmaDIyo badhAnI sAthe jamavA beTho. thALI vADakA mUkAI gayA. pIrasanArAo eka pachI eka sArI vAnagIo laIne AvyA. baraphI, peMDA, gulAbajAMbu Adi aneka jAtanI miThAIo badhAnA bhANumAM pIrasANa, paNa A gAmaDIyA pAse je miThAI pIrasavA Ave te badhAne kahe-A mane na Apaze. peMDA ? te kahe nA. rasagullA ? gulAbajAMbu ? baraphI? nA. badhAmAM nA pADyA kare. jeNe peMDAbaraphI ke rasagullA keI divasa joyA nathI, eno mITho madhure svAda mANyuM nathI eTale e badhAne nA pADI de. te pIrasanArane kahe che bhAI ! mane te geLanI rAba hoya to Apa. AvA moTA jamaNavAramAM goLanI rAba koNe banAvI hoya ? paNa A gAmaDI te eka kakko bhaNe che ke mane peMDA baraphI kAMI na joIe, mAre te goLanI rAba joIe che. A gAmaDIyAe goLanI rAba sivAya enA karatAM caDhiyAtI bIjI kaI vAnagI AkhI jiMdagImAM cAkhI nathI eTale goLanI rAba karatAM bIjI svAdiSTa vAnagIo hoya evuM e mAnavA kayAMthI taiyAra heya ! have goLanI rAba kANuM pIve ? : tamAre zuM joIe che ? goLanI rAba ke peMDA baraphI? goLanI rAba jevA paisA, saMsAra. je paisA maLatA hoya te sAdhanA karavA taiyAra. kadAca kaI evA saMtano bheTo thaI gaye, temane kahezo gurU bhagavaMta ! Apa amane koI evI paDIkI hoya to batAve ke jethI sAdhanA karavAthI paiso maLe. te mATe saMta jeTaluM kahe teTaluM karavA taiyAra. jeTaluM dhana vahAluM che teTale dharma vahAla nathI. pelo gAmaDI kahe che basa, mAre te goLanI rAba joIe che. gAmaDIyAnI bAjumAM eka bhAI beThA hatA. temaNe tene ghaNuM samajAvyo ke A gulAbajAMbu eka vAra te tuM cAkhI je. ene svAda evo che ke eka vAra cAkhyA pachI tuM pharIvAra jiMdagImAM goLanI rAba kayAreya yAda nahi kare. khUba samajAvyA chatAM na mAnyuM tyAre te bhAI e gAmaDIyAnI becI pakaDI tenuM moTuM khelI betraNa gulAbajAMbu khavaDAvI dIdhA. gulAbajAMbu meDhAmAM gayuM tyAM gAmaDIye chaka thaI gayo. tene svAda te e lAgyo ke AvI svAdiSTa mIThI vAnagI sivAya bIjI keI svAdiSTa vAnagI nahi hoya. tenI jIbhamAM svAda rahI gaye. have pIrasavA AvanArane kahe bhAI! ahIM Ava. mane ATha daza gulAbajAMbu Apa. have te jhaTapaTa gulAbajAMbu khAvA lAge. pachI pelA bhAI

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papara ] [ zAradA ziramaNi kahe-kema bhAI! have gALanI rAba pIvI che?nA...nA. have mAre goLanI rAba nathI joItI. Apa kaho te geLanI rAba banAvI ApuM. are! khADAmAM paDI tArI goLanI rAba, AvI svAdiSTa vAnagIo cAkhyA pachI goLanI rAba keNuM pIve ? basa, AvI dazA saMsArI jIvanI che. saMsAranA sukhe goLanI rAba jevA che. e sukha kSaNika, nAzavaMta, ghaDIkamAM hasAve ane ghaDIkamAM rAve evA che. tapa tyAganA, saMyamanA sukhe gulAbajAMbu jevA che. e sukhanA AnaMdane anubhava haju jIve karyo nathI, tene svAda cAkhyo nathI. e sukhanA AnaMdanI kaI kalpanA ya nathI. ame e sukhane svAda cAkhe che mATe ame ApanI pAse saMyamanA sahAmaNA sukhanI vAto karIe chIe paNa tenA para haju tamane zraddhA nathI eTale te levAnuM mana thAya kevI rIte? bahAra bhaTakaye sukhane mATe, kSaNika sukha pAme, tRptI maLI nA cetana tarasya, sadagurU zaraNe Avyo. jIvane sAcA sukhanuM bhAna nathI eTale bahAra bhaTakyA kare che. svAdiSTa vAnagIo ke pharasANuM khAvAnA AnaMda karatAM ene tyAga karavAne AnaMda vadhI jAya. e vAta manamAM bese che kharI? vAsanAnA AnaMda karatA upAsanAne AnaMda ghaNo che. bhega karatAM tyAganI mastI alaukika addabhUta che. A badhI vAta tamane hRdayamAM jace che kharI ? jema pilA bhAI e gAmaDIyAnuM moTuM khelIne parANe gulAbajAMbu khavaDAvI dIdhA ene svAda cakhADayo tema saMte paNa tamane samajAve che ke eka vAra A sukhane AnaMda lUMTo. A sukhanI mastI mANe paNa tame gAmaDIyAnI jema gaLe utAre te svAda Ave ne ? je UlTI karI nAMkhe to svAda na Ave. eka vAra amArA gulAbajAMbu khAI juo, pachI geLanI rAba jevA saMsAranA sukho yAda nahi Ave. cittamunine saMsAranA sukhe goLanI rAba jevA lAgyA ane saMyamanA sukhe gulAbajAMbu jevA lAgyA te saMsAranA sukhane choDI dIdhA. tene AnaMda anubhavI lIdho, te sukhanI mastI mANI lIdhI pachI brahmadatta cittamunine saMsAranA sukhamAM game tevA lalacAve, te sukhonuM game tevuM varNana kare to paNa have emAM phasAya kharA ? nA. kadApi nahi. jeNe gulAbajAMbune ravAda cAkhyo nathI te goLanI rAba mAMgyA kare paNa eka vAra svAda cAkhyA pachI te geLanI rAba mAMge nahi. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM AnaMda gAthApati prabhu pAse paheluM vrata Adare che. zrAvaka saMpUrNa ahiMsAnuM pAlana karI zake nahi. pahelA vratamAM zrAvakane niraparAdhI ne haNavAnA, mAravAnA paccakhANa hoya che. bhagavAna pharamAve che ke gve nAuir , i = hiMsa jiva | jJAnane sAra hoya to e ja che ke keI jIvanI hiMsA karavI nahi, AcArAMga sUtramAM pharamAvyuM che.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 553 " sebemi je aIyA, je ya paDupannA, je AgamissA arahaMtA bhagavaMto te savve evaM AikkhaMti, evaM bhAsanti, evaM paNNaviMti, evaM paruviMti, savve pANA, savve bhUyA, khavve jIvA, savve sattA na haMtavvA, na ajjAveyabbA na paridhittavyA, na pariyAveyavyA, na udaveyavvA, esadhamme sudhdhe, niie saase|" bhUtakALamAM je tIrthaka thayA che, vartamAnakALamAM mahAvideha kSetramAM che ane bhaviSyakALamAM thaze, te badhA tIrthakarone eka ja upadeza che ke kaI paNa prANI eTale vikalendri che, bhUta eTale vanaspati, sattva eTale pRthvI, pANI, tela, vAu ane jIva eTale paMcendriya nArakI, tiryaMca, manuSya ane devatA A badhA ne mAravA nahi, marAvavA nahi, baLAtkArathI pakaDavA joIe nahi, temane duHkha ApavuM joIe nahi. temane kaI jAtane upadrava kara joI e nahi. A ahiMsAmaya dharma, zuddha, zAzvata ane nitya che. ahiMsAnA AcaraNathI jIva durgatinA dvAra baMdha karIne mokSa mArga para AgaLa vadhe che. A ahiMsA dharma sarva jene mATe hitakara che, kalyANa rUpa che enAthI badhA ne zAMti maLe che. A saMsAra e jaTila che ke zrAvaka mATe hiMsAne sarvathA tyAga thaI zakatuM nathI kAraNa ke zrAvaka eTale agArI. agArI eTale gharavALe. gharavALo hoya eTale patnI haya. sAthe putra parivAranI paLojaNa paNa hoya. putra, parivAra, patnI ane paiso hoya eTale bIjA taraphathI AkamaNa paNa thAya. cera caravA Ave, lUMTArA lUMTavA Ave. AvA samaye je zrAvaka putra-parivAra, paisAne bacAvavA na jAya to zera DAku chInavI le ane bacAvavA jAya te sAmI vyakti pratye AkramaNarUpe hiMsA karavI paDe. je zrAvakamAM rakSaNa karavAnI tAkAta na hoya to pitAnI patnInA zIlanI paNa rakSA na karI zake. pahelA aNuvratamAM bhale saMpUrNa hiMsAne tyAga na hoya paNa saMpUrNa verabhAvane tyAga te avazya thAya che. paheluM aNuvrata eTale svAduvAda. yuddho karavA paDatA hoya, pitAnA hAthe talavAra duzmananA gaLA para calAvavI paDatI hoya chatAMya te je pratye teone tiraskAra na hatA, tethI teo jyAre yuddhamAM javA mATe ghoDA para besatA tyAre kaI niraparAdhI ja marI na jAya te mATe paMjaNIthI ghoDAnI prArthanA karI letA. tame kahezo ke eka tarapha to yuddhathI thatI ghora hiMsA ane eka tarapha ATalI ahiMsA ! A baMne vAta sAcI che. zrAvaka jIvananuM paheluM aNuvrata svAduvAda jevuM che. aNuvrata sAdhu pAse grahaNa karAya. zrAvaka paheluM vrata le temAM niraparAdhI trasa jIvone haNavAnA paracakhANuM le che. bAra vratamAMthI kaI paNa vrata le ke bAre bAra vrata le to gurU pAsethI levA joIe. ArAdhanA karanArane gurU te levA joIe. vrato to gurUnI pAse levAya. raI taiyAra heya. pite jAte laIne khAvuM hoya to khAI zake, na khAI zake tevuM nathI, chatAM

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papa4 ] (zAradA ziromaNi, mA pIrasanArI heya tyAre jamavAmAM vadhu AnaMda Ave, tema tame game teTalA samajadAra ho paNa zAstrane samajelo hoya te gurUnI pAse vrata grahaNa kare. gurUnI pAsethI vrata grahaNa karavAno AnaMda judo hoya. gurUnA suMdara AzIrvAda maLe. jJAnI gurU hoya to khUba vicAra karIne paccakhANa Ape. suMdara bhAvathI sadgurU pAse lIdhela niyama tUTe evuM bhAgye bane. vratanuM pAlana karatAM vidane Ave chatAMya AtmA vratamAM makkama rahe ane zauryatAthI zuddha bhAve vratanuM pAlana kare. jene virati pratye bahumAna che, jhanUna che tevA viratidharone prabhAva ke paDe che te Apane samajAvuM. rAjAne vijaya nAmane hAthI khUba vahAle. yuddhasaMgrAma thAya tyAre te mokhare rahIne rAjAne vijaya apAve. zatruo sAme khUba jhanUnathI jhajhUme. eka vAra rAjAne yuddhamAM javAnuM thayuM tyAre te hAthIne taiyAra karIne lAvyA paNa koNa jANe zuM thayuM? te yuddhamAM utaratA nathI. tenuM jhanUna uchaLatuM nathI. te zUrAtana batAvato nathI ane tenuM zaurya paNa uchaLatuM nathI. rAjAne vicAra thaye ke Aje A hAthI Ama kema kare che? rAjAe pradhAnane pUchayuM -pradhAnajI! tame A hAthIne kyAM rAkhyo hato? kayAM bAMdhe hatA? rAjAne zaMkA thaI ke A hAthIne bIjA keI sArA sthAnamAM bAMdhyuM haze tethI tene jIvanapalTo thaye lAge che. pradhAnajI kahe-mahArAjA ! ApaNo jaina upAzraya che tenI sAme bAMye hato. tyAM traNa mahinA rahyo. traNa mahinAmAM upAzrayamAM saMtane jatanAthI cAlatA, jatanAthI besatA, jatanAthI kAmakAja karatA jue, jatanAthI paraThave A badhuM joyuM eTale te hiMsAnI laDAImAM utarI zakatA nathI. te yuddhamAM jhajhUmI zakatA nathI ane tenuM zaurya uchaLatuM nathI. have be divasa jyAM raNasaMgrAma khelAtA hoya, yuddhanI bherIo vAgatI hoya tyAM laI jaIne badho eTale ThekANe AvI jaze. hAthIne tyAM yuddhamAM laI gayA. yuddha thatA joyA, bherI nAda vAgatA joyA, raNazIMgA phUMkAtA joyA eTale tene pitAnuM bhAna AvI gayuM. virati dharmane prabhAva keTale addabhUta che. keI saMtAe hAthIne bodha dIdhA na hatA chatAM temanI ahiMsaka pravRtti jotAM hAthImAM paNa ahiMsaka bhAvanA AvI, pachI rAjA upAzrayanI sAme hAthIne bAMdhatA bhUlI gayA. yuddhamAM laDavAnuM zaurya uchaLyuM ane rAjAne vijaya apAvyuM. AvuM zaurya, AvuM jhanUna AtmAnA kSetre lAvavAnuM che. Aje ApaNe tyAM traNa traNa mahAsatIjIenA dilamAM tapa karavAnuM zaurya pragaTayuM, jhanUna AvyuM te mAsa khamaNanI ugra sAdhanA karI zakyA. bA. bra. harSidAbAI mahAsatIjIne A 13 muM mAsamaNa che. bA. bra. uvIzAbAI mahAsatIjIne chaThuM mA khamaNa che ane cAlu varSe dIkSita thayelA navadIkSitA bA.bra. hetalabAI mahAsatIjIne paheluM mA khamaNa che. te badhAnI sAdhanA zAsanadeva ane gurUdevanI kRpAe paripUrNa thavA AvI. temanI manebhAvanA sAkAra banI ane sAdhanAne chelle divasa 30 me upavAsa AvI gaye. teoe AvI ugra tapazcaryA svAdhyAya, dhyAna sahita karIne anaMtA anaMtA karmonI bhekhaDe teDI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 555 che. bhavabhavanA bhAvane dUra karavA mATe tapa e mahAna jaDIbuTTI che. rAmabANa auSadhi che. anAdikALathI AtmAne kAyAne saMga lAge che. kAyAnA pAlanapaNamAM AtmAe anaMta bha barabAda karyA che. karmanA kaThIna parvatane bhedavA mATe tapazcaryAe vajI samAna che. kAyAnI mAyA utAranAra puNyAtmAo tapanA pAna sara karI zake che. A traNe mahAsatIjIe e kAyAnI mamatA cheDI to AvI mAsakhamaNanI tapazcaryA karI zakayA. temane keTI koTI dhanyavAda che. keTI keTI vaMdana che. koDe bhavonA saMcita karelA karmone bALavA mATe tapa e agni samAna che. tapa agnimAM karma Idhana, bhasmIbhUta thaI jAye, anAdi kALanI AhAra saMjJA, tapathI zamI jAye, jA re Atama jene tapa karavAmAM lAge re....jAgye re.... A traNe mahAsatIjIone tapa karavAnuM zurAtana jAgyuM che. AnaMda gAthApatine have dezavirati dharma svIkAravAnuM zaurya uchaLI rahyuM che. tethI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI temane AgAra dharmanuM rahasya samajavI rahyA che. bAra vrato jIvanabhara mATe laI zakAya che, bAre vato na laI zakAya to bAramAMthI kaI paNa eka, be athavA jeTalA pALI zakAya teTalA vrata jAvajIva sudhI laI zakAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa bAramAMthI game teTalA vrate theDA samaya mATe paNa grahaNa karI zakAya che. tamArA aNuvratamAM badhI sagavaDa ane vividhatA che. jJAnI bhagavaMtanA to e bhAva che ke bAra vrato athavA bAramAMthI koI paNa vrato grahaNa karIne game te rIte paNa aviratinA killAmAM gAbaDuM pADe te sAruM, tethI A gAbaDuM keTaluM ane keTalA samaya pUratuM pADavuM te mATe jJAnIe bhAra mUkyo nathI. eka vAra je vrata laIne viratinA AnaMdano anubhava karaze te pachI bAra vrata ane ethI AgaLa vadhatAM sarvavirati levAnA. mahAvate levAmAM koI vividhatA ke samayanI maryAdA nathI. temAM to pAMce pAMca mahAvate sAthe levA paDe che ane te paNa jAvajIva sudhInA levA paDe. tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe te keTalI karUNA karI che ! temaNe dezavirati grahaNa karavA rUpa virati rUpI nizALanA navA nizALIyA mATe tamAma sagavaDa rAkhI che. keTalI chUTa ApI che chatAM kaMIka AtmAo evA haze ke cAturmAsamAM paNa A vrata laI zakatA nathI. jJAnI bhagavaMteno te e prayatna che ke game tema karIne vratamAM Ave te sAruM. vicAra karazo to samajAze ke bhagavate jIvane dharma pAmavA mATe keTalA suMdara sagavaDavALA mArga batAvyA che. A bhAva manamAM Avaze tyAre prabhunA caraNamAM mUkI paDavAnuM mana thaze. tamAro AtmA tamane kaheze ke AvuM mAnavajIvana ane anupama zAsana maLyA pachI je cAra mahinA paNuM vrata na laI zakIe te amArA jIvananI saphaLatA zI? basa, have to game tema thAya paNa mAre saMsAra sAgarathI pAra utaravuM che ane te mATe dezaviratinA nAvaDAmAM besavuM che. A nAvaDAmAM besIza to mahAvrata rUpI sTImara sudhI

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556] [ zAradA ziremaNi pahoMcI zakIza. anAdikALathI bhavamAM bhaTakto mAro AtmA mohathI khUba khuvAra thayA, avirati para svAra thaye paNa have te vivekanuM paroDha ugyuM che mATe aMdhakAramAM rahevuM nathI. je AvA bhAva Ave te vrata lIdhA vinA rahI zake nahi. jeTalA jeTalA vratamAM Avaze eTalI avirati bhAgaze. avirati bhAge eTale pApa bhAge, pApa bhAge eTalo bhava bhAge ane bhava bhAge eTale mokSa najIka thAya. have AgaLa zuM bhAva cAlaze te vAta avasare. hi. zrAvaNa vada ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna na. 19 : tA. 1-9-85 "mA khamaNanA ugra tapasvIo bA. brapU. harSidAbAi, mahAsatIjI, bA. bra. pU. uvIzAbAI mahAsatIjI, bA.bra. pU. hetalabAI mahAsatIjIenA 30 upavAsanA pAraNane prasaMga sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! Aje zrI kAMdAvADI saMghanA AMgaNe eka pavitra, pAvanakArI, maMgalakArI divasa che. ApaNe tyAM paryuSaNa parvanI padharAmaNI thatAM pahelA cAturmAsa prAraMbhathI ArAdhanAnA udyAnamAM muktine maMgala maMDapa bAMdhavAmAM Avyo che. karmakSaya karavA mATe tapanA tejasvI teraNo bAMdhyA che. tenA upara dharmanI dhajA pharake che. A maMDapamAM ApaNe tyAM traNa traNa bAla brahmacArI satIjIenA ugra tapa cAlI rahyA hatA. temAM bA.bra. harSidAbAI ma. bA. bra. uvazAbAI ma. navadIkSitA bA. bra. hetalabAI ma. A traNe satIjIene mAsakhamaNanI ugra sAdhanA nirvidhanapaNe paripUrNa thaI che. AvI ugra sAdhanA jIve mahAna aMtarAya karma teDaDyAM hoya te karI zake che. temanuM zarIra sUkAyuM che paNa AbhA ujajavaLa banyo che. mahAsatIjIonA tapa samajaNa sahitanA che. temanA tapa A lekanA sukhanI IcachA mATe nathI, paralekanA sukhanA arthe nathI, kIrtinA staMbha ropAvA mATe ke vAha vAha mATe nathI paNa ekAMta karma nirja ronA artho che. keI paNa jAtanA sukhanI AkAMkSA rahita karAte tapa AtmakalyANanI anerI AbhA prasarAvI zake che. jainazAsanamAM tapanA teja ane jhaLakATa pAtharI zAsanane dedIpyamAna banAvI rahyA che. tapa e aneka guNenI khANa che. A mahAna tapa mAnavabhava sivAya kaI bhavamAM thaI zakato nathI. naraka gatimAM atyaMta mArakUTa ane duHkhanA kAraNe tapanI ArAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI. devabhavamAM sukha te ghaNuM che paNa tyAM vrata paccakhANa nathI. devene aviratine udaya hoya che tethI teo navakArazI jeTaluM paccakhANa karI zakatA nathI. tiryaMca gatimAM kaI kaI ja dezavirati bane che paNa ATalI aghora tapa sAdhanA karI zaktA nathI. cAra gatimAM mAtra manuSya gatimAM tapa karI zakAya che. jaina zAsananI ImArata tapa tyAganA majabUta pAyA para caNAyelI che. anAdikALathI lAgela AhAra saMjJAnI jabara pakaDamAMthI mukti pAmavA mATe tapa e apUrva sabaLa sAdhana che. tapa saMyamanI ArAdhanAnA baLe anaMta AtmAe zAzvata sukhanA bhAgIdAra banyA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 557 che. amArA satIoe A je tapa karyo che te svAdhyAya, dhyAna sahita karyo che. temanuM tana tapamAM tapI rahyuM che, vacana varanA vacanAmRtamAM, svAdhyAyamAM ke bhagavAnanA guNa stavanamAM joDAyuM che ane mana mahAvIranA mArgamAM masta che. jemanA tana, mana ane vacana tapamAM, svAdhyAyamAM ane manana ciMtanamAM lIna banI jAya te AtmA uttarottara nirmaLa pariNAmavALo banato jAya. AtmAnA ati nirmaLa pariNAmanuM kArya dhAtI karmone ukheDavAnuM che. dhAtI karmo dUra thatAM kevaLajJAna pragaTe che. AtmAnA nirmaLa pariNAmanA bAdhaka mithyAtva, viSayAsakti, kaSAyonA kakaLATa Adi de che. jinavacananA zravaNa, manana ane maMthanathI tattva zraddhAnA prakAze mithyAtva dUra thAya che. bAhya tapathI viSayAsakti dUra thAya che. AtyaMtara tapathI kaSAnA kakaLATa zamI jAya che. anaMta guNamaya zAzvata sAmrAjya prApta karavA mATe karUNAsAgara jJAnIe pAmarane parama banAve, parAjitane vijayI banAve, rAgIne virAgI banAve, krodhIne zAMta banAve, lobhIne niHspRhI banAve, adhamIne dhamI banAve ane bhavabhavanA pIDitane parama sukhI banAve e Atmahitakara tapa tyAgane upadeza bhavya jInA kalyANa mATe Ape che. zAstrakAra bhagavAne tapane mahAmaMgalakArI kahyo che kAraNa ke bAhya ane AtyaMtara Rdhdhi sidhdhi tapathI prApta thAya che. bhavaroga ane bhAvaroga rUpa karmane jaDamULathI nAza karavAmAM tapa e apUrva auSadha che. asAdhyamAM asAdhya rogo tapathI nAza thAya che. tapanA teja nirALA che. arjuna mALI, daDhaprahArI jevA mahAhiMsaka krUra AtmAoe paNa te janmamAM mukti meLavI che. e prabhAva saMyama ane tapane che. prAcIna itihAsamAM tathA siddhAMtamAM agaNita tapasvI sAdhakonA caritro ApaNI najare paDe che. jeo niyamA e ja bhave mokSamAM javAnA hoya che chatAM karmanuM nikaMdana karavA mATe cAritra laIne tapazcaryA kare che ane jagatane e suMdara bedhapATha Ape che ke mukti tyAgamAM che, tapamAM che, Idriya damanamAM che paNa khAvApIvAmAM ke ezaArAmamAM nathI. tapa dvArA dehanI zuddhi thAya che. dehazuddhi thatAM mananI zuddhi thAya che ane mana zuddhi thatAM vAsanAo dUra thAya che. tapathI Atmazuddhi ane AtmavikAsa thaI zake che. keTI nA saMcita karmajje tapa dvArA kSINa thaI jAya che. sauNI jaha paMsuguDiyA, vihuNiya dhaMsayaI siya raya' / have ra gajavadAnavaM baM, varu tavaNI mAne che. sUrya.a.ra.u.1gA.15 jevI rIte pakSiNa pitAnA zarIra para lAgelI dhULane zarIrane halAvIne khaMkherI nAMkhe che tevI rIte aNasaNa Adi tapa karavAvALA tapasvI kamene kSaya karI de che. suvarNanA melane dUra karavA mATe tene agnimAM nAkhe che tema AtmAnI zuddhi mATe AtmAne tapa rUpI agnimAM nAMkhavo joIe. "TrgunA prAraM duHvavA pAtharU vaM sattAmArA "i AcAraMga. a. 4. jevI rIte jIrNa thayelA lADakAne agni jahaMdI bhasmIbhUta karI de che te rIte tapa dvArA jINuM thayelA karmo jaladIthI baLI jAya che.

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558 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi AveA mahAna suMdara tapa ApaNA traNa mahAsatIjIee khUba sukhazAtApUrvaka vAMcana, manana sahita karyAM che. ArAdhanA karatA AtmA AtmasvarUpamAM masta rIte jhulatA hAya che. sAcI ArAdhanA te che ke je ahaMkArane ogALI de. jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra egaLatA nathI tyAM sudhI ArAdhanA saphaLa banatI nathI. ahaMkAra AtmAnA zatru che. te bhAre khataranAka che, ahIMkAranA kAraNe bIjA adhika guNavAna hovA chatAM tene guNavAna dekhAtA nathI. ahaMkArI jIvamAM paradoSadazana ane svaguNudana e e doSo hAya che, AthI tene peAtAnA ghaNAM doSA paNa deSarUpe dekhAtA nathI ane bIjAnA apadeSa paNa doSarUpe dekhAya che. jayAre guNAnurAgI jIvamAM paraguNadarzana ane svadoSadazana e e guNa hoya che. AthI te bIjAnA mATA paNa dASAnI upekSA karIne nAnA paNa guNane jue ane peAtAnA mATA paNa guNAne na jotAM nAnA paNa dASAne jue. guNAnurAgI jIva bIjAnA aNu jeTalA nAnA guNane paNu merU jeTalA meATA jue ane peAtAnA aNu jeTalA nAnA deSane merU jeTalA jue. rUpaka : cAraNIe darajInI sAyane kahyu`tArA peTamAM kANu che tethI tuM sArI dekhAtI nathI. sAye kahyuM-mArA peTamAM eka kANu che paNa tArA peTamAM keTalAya kANA che te tuM jo. tane mArA peTamAM eka kANuM te dekhAya che ane tArA peTamAM ghaNA kANA tA paNa dekhAtA nathI. jenI AMkha sArI na heAya tene khIjAnuM mukha sAruM na dekhAya, tema jenuM 'tara kharAba hoya tene bIjA sArA na dekhAya. jene peAtAnu jIvana sudhAravuM hAya teNe bIjAnA guNNA ane peAtAnA doSo jovAnI Teva pADavI. jo peAtAnA doSA dekhAze teA khIjA sArA guNavAna dekhAze. ahIM mane eka vAta yAda Ave che. svadoSadarzana ane paraguNa prakAzana kare : eka sAMtane eka adbhuta siddhi maLI tenAthI te sva paranA aMtaranA guNa doSo joI zakatA hatA. temanA eka ziSyane A vAtanI khabara paDI gaI eTale te gurU pAsethI A siddhi meLavavA gurUnI khUba sevAbhakti karavA lAgyA. jema sAdhaka vidyA sAthe tema A ziSya apramattapaNe gurUnI bhakti karavA lAgyA. tenI bhaktithI gurU prasanna thayA ne kahyuM-tuM mAMga....mAMga. ziSya te| A zabdonI rAha joI ne beThA hatA. teNe kahyu -aMtaranA guNadoSo jovAnI siddhi Ape. A zabdothI gurUdeva te camakayA. A siddhine A ziSya nahi pacAvI zake. ziSya AvI mAMgaNI karaze evI te gurUne kalpanA paNa na hatI, paNa vacana ApyuM che eTale ApyA vinA chUTako nathI. Ama vicArIne gurUe e siddhi ziSyane ApA have A ziSye teA badhAnA aMtara tapAsavA mAMDayA. sa'sArI jIveAnA aMtara tapAsatA badhAnA aMtara doSathI bharelA dekhAyA. pachI sa`tenA aMtara tapAsyA. teA e paNa doSathI bharelA dekhAyA. are, je gurUe A siddhi ApI temanA upakArane nahi jotAM temanA ataranI tapAsa karI teA zuM joyuM ? tenA manamAM thayuM ke ahe ! je gurU che, aneka lAkonA vaMdanIya, pUjanIya che temanAmAM badhA doSo ? pazu ATalA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 59 doSAthI bharelA AvA gurUnI sevA karavAthI zuM thAya ? sevA te guNunI karavI joI e. ziSye gurUnA guNa na joyA ne doSA joyA. jemanA anaMta upakAra che evA gurUnA guNu tarapha ziSyanI dRSTi hAya, A ziSya te gurUne kahyA vinA temane cheDIne tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA. je ziSTa pahelA gurUnI bhakti karatA hatA, jene peAtAnu jIvana samarpita karI dIdhu hatu. te gurUne have cheADI dIdhA. tenuM zu' kAraNa ? paradeoSadazana. gurUnA dekhA joyA paNa peAtAnA deASA na joyA. eka vakhata rastAmAM gurUne te ziSyanA bheTA thayA. gurUe tene kahyA vinA cAlyA javAnu kAraNa pUchyuM'. ziSye satya vAta kahI dIdhI. pachI gurue tene 'jarA A bAju jo' ema kahI enA aMtaranA deASA ene batAvyA. peAtAnAM aMtaranA deASA joIne e teA Abhe banI gayA. aheA ! mArA aMtaramAM ATalA badhA doSA paDacA che ? have tu tArA ane mArA doSonI sarakhAmaNI kara. gurUnA kahyA pramANe ziSye karyuM. teA pAtAnA doSA merU jeTalA lAgyA ane gurUnA doSA aNu jeTalA pazu na lAgyA. ararara....meM kevI moTI bhUla karI. gurUkRpAthI maLelI siddhithI meM badhAnA aMtara joyA paNa mAruM aMtara na joyuM. gurue mAruM aMtara batAvIne mArA upara mahAna upakAra karyAM che. hu` A siddhine lAyaka nathI. Ama vicArIne teNe te siddhi gurUne pAchI sAMpI dIdhI. A nyAyathI e samajavAnu` che ke jyAM sudhI ApaNe svadoSa tarapha STi nahi karIe tyAM sudhI ApaNane ApaNI jAta sArI dekhAze ne bIjA kharAba dekhAze. jo ziSye peAtAnA dASA joyA te gurU kharAkha ne lAgyA paNa peAtAnA AtmA ja kharAba dekhAyA, tema ApaNe jo ApaNA doSo joI za te bIjA sArA guNavAna dekhAze. jyAM sudhI huM ghaNA dASAthI bharelA chuM ema nahi lAge tyAM sudhI ApaNAmAM guNA Avaze nahi. jo guNA meLavavA hoya teA svadoSe jovAne abhyAsa karavA joI e. paradeASa jovAnA jeTalA rasa che teTalA svadASA jovAmAM Ave teA guNeAne AvatA vAra nahi lAge. eka zlAkamAM kahyuM che ke yathA nipuNaH samyak, paradeSa kSaNe rata : / tathA cannipuNeH sveSu ko na mucyet bandhanAt // jIva paranA doSo jovAmAM jeTale heziyAra ane mazagula che teTaleA haiAMziyAra ane mazagula peAtAnA doSo jovAmAM mane te ka baMdhanamAMthI kANu mukta na thAya ? svadoSa dekhAya kayAre ? ahaMkAra tUTe tyAre. ahaMkAra eka ja zatru che evu nahi paNa krodha mAna mAyA, leAbha khadhA AtmAnA zatrue che. koI vAra krodhanI AgevAnI hoya, te koI vAra mAnanI, teA koI vAra lAbhanI AgevAnI heAya che. AgevAnI ekanI hAya paNa te sAthe bIjAne laI Ave che. lAbha hoya tyAM krodha Ave, mAna Ave, badhI kaSAyeA Avaze. leAbhI mANasane tyAM thADu paNa nukazAna thAya te tene tarata krodha AvI jaze. sa`guNunA nAza karanAra

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560 [ zAradA ziromaNi khakhaDAvyA che. mammaNa pApanA pUja ekaThA tyAre peAtAnA dhana, leAbha che. ati leAbhanA kAraNe kAMIka jIvAe durgAMtinA dvAra zeTha, bhUma cakravartInA manamAM eTale vicAra AjyeA hAta ke karI huM game teTaluM meLavIza tA paNa jyAre mRtyu Avaze mAlamilkata, kuTuMba parivAra Adine na cheDavu hAya tA paNa pharajiyAta cheDIne javu paDaze. tyAre eka pAI jeTaluM paNa sAthe AvatuM nathI. peAte karelA zubhAzubha karmo jIvanI sAthe Ave che ane te jyAM utpanna thAya tyAM te sa`skAronA prabhAva kAma karatA hAya che. sa`patti kharAkha che evuM nathI paNa enA pratyenI je mamatA, Asakti, mUrchA che te jIvane duga`timAM lai jAya che. " mujhjhA rizto vutto" jJAnIe mUrchAne parigraha kahyo che. jyAM Asakti che tyAM ka`kha'dhana che. A sapattine rAga chUTe teA enAthI keTalA paropakAranA kAryAM thaI zake che, garImAnA AMsu lUchI zakAya che. aneka rAgIone nirogI banAvI zakAya che ane aneka abhaNNAne jJAnacakSu ApI zakAya che paNa tenA pratyenI mUrchA gaI nathI teA e leAbhI peAtAnA sukha mATe eka pAI vAparI zakatA nathI pachI bIjA pApakAranA arthe te vAparavAnI vAta ja kAM ! jUnA jamAnAnA lAkhApati ane atyAranA karoDapati eka zeTha hatA. temane peAtAnI patnI ane cAra cAra putro che. lakSmIdevInI kRpA temanA para ajaba utarI hatI. A zeTha koI divasa upAzraye Ave nahi. temanI patnI, putro badhA ghaNuM samajAve. ApaNA puNyadaye aDhaLaka lakSmI maLI che te Apa tenA kAMIka tA sadupayoga karo, kaMIka dAna puNya kare. pUrvabhavamAM dAna-puNya karyAM haze teA A bhavamAM maLyuM che. have A bhavamAM kAMI karaze! nahi te pachInA bhavamAM zu' maLaze? aNAgamapassaMtA paccu panna gavesagA / te pacchA paritappaMti, khINe Aummi jovaNNe // sUya.a.39.4gA.14. je bhaviSyakALamAM utpanna thavAnA du:khAne nahi jotAM, jANatAM, vartamAnakALanA sukhA prApta karavAnA prayatnamAM rahe che tene yauvana ane AyuSya kSINa thatAM prazcAttApa karavA paDe che ane kahe che ke manuSya janma pAmI meM zubha anuSThAnA karyAM nahi. zeThane badhA samajAve che paNa zeThanA haiye A vAta utaratI nathI. tene mana tA " paisA e mArA paramezvara ane paisA mArA prANa." zeThANIne badhAe khUba kahyuM eTale eka divasa upAzraye AvyA. zeThanu nAma hatu. karamacaMda zeTha. nAma tevA guNu. karama karyAM kare paNa dha karavA game nahi. zeTha upAzraye gayA te divase saghanA mANase TIpa karavA UbhA thayA. A leAlI zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke hAya ! Aje huM ahIM kayAM AbyA ? jo leAbha saMjJAnu' jora na heAta teA manamAM ema vicArata ke huM Aje AnyA hatA eka lAbha levA ane mane e lAbha maLI jaze. mAro parigrahanA meha chUTaze. jo A leAko UbhA thayA na hAta teA mane saMdhanA phArmAMmAM paisA vAparavAnA lAbha kayAMthI maLata !

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[ 561 zAradA ziremaNi ] e evo artha karaze tyAre lebhI mANasa ema kahe ke Aje huM kayAM AvI caDhayo ! A karamacaMda zeTha te khUba lebhI. are, eTalA kaMjusa ke tene parivAra paNa trAsI jAya. te khAya nahi ne bIjAne khAvA de nahi. badhA te gharamAMthI bahAra jAya tenI rAha jue. te bahAra jAya to sukhe khavAya. AvA ja gharamAM paNa pitAnuM sthAna jamAvI zatA nathI. A zeTha lebhI to kevA lebhI ! sAMje bALakone kahe ke Aje sAMje tame nahi jame te huM tamane badhAne ekeka rUpiyo ApIza. bIje divase kahe chekarAo ! meM tamane rUpiyA Apyo hato to mane te Apa ne! Aje dUdha sAthe khAvA mATe gAMThIyA laI AvuM. ema kahIne rUpiye pAcho laI le. je pitAnA parivArane sukhe khAvA na de te bIjAne te zuM Ape ? AvA kaMjusa ene taravAnI ke bArI nathI. cAra kaSAyamAM lebha bUrAmAM bUre zatru che. lebha zabdane ulTAvIe to zuM thAya ? bhale. je lAbhane cheDe te tenuM jIvana bhaluM-sAruM banI zake. A zeThe saMtane upadeza sAMbhaLe; paNa asara kane thAya ? zeTha te manamAM vicAre ke saMtane te bolavuM che paNa temane zI khabara ke paisA kevI rIte meLavAya che ? Akho divasa mahenata karIne marI jAuM tyAre lakSamInA darzana thAya che. ThIka che te te choDIne nIkaLI gayA, paNa ame te haju saMsArI chIe eTale Dagale ne pagale paisAnI jarUra paDe. paisA vinA eka pagaluM AgaLa bharAya nahi. Aje eka vAra ApuM to saMghavALA pharIvAra mArA ghera levA Ave mATe mAre ApavuM nathI. eka paNa paiso TIpamAM lakhAvyo nahi ne zeTha ghera gayA. vagara paise guNa gavarAvate karamacaMda zeTha : eka divasa karamacaMda zeTha pitAnI dukAna para beThA hatA. tyAM eka gaDhavI Avyo. gaDhavI eTale cAraNuM. te pAMca cha maleka belyo. jemAM zeThanI bhArobhAra prazaMsA karI hatI. pitAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavI kene na game ? zeTha to khUba khuzI thaI gayA. te te khUba phulAyA. gaDhavI te mAne ke hamaNuM zeTha mane kaMIka Apaze, mane rAjI karaze paNa zeThe kaMI ApyuM nahi eTale gaDhavI kahe che zeTha sAheba ! Apa. mArA lekanI badalImAM mane kaMIka to Apa. zeTha kahe-bhAI ! tuM kAle Avaje. huM tane kAle rAjI karIza. gaDhavI to bIje divase AvyuM. teNe te tenI prazastimAM zeThanI khUba prazaMsA karI. zeThanA khUba guNa gAyA. jIva dhana mATe kevuM kare che ! achatane chatI upamA Ape che. zeTha jarAya udAra nathI chatAM gIta gAyA ke zeTha khUba udAra che. zeTha udAra nahi hovA chatAM zeThane udAra cItaryA. bIje divase paNa zeThe kaMI ApyuM nahi. tene kahyuM kAle Avaje kAle Avaje, kAle Avaje kahIne kADhI mUke. A rIte ATha daza AMTA khavaDAvyA eTale gaDhavI te cIDhAI gaye. zeTha! tamAre devuM che ke nahi? mane AMTA zA mATe khavaDAve che? zeThe gusase thaIne kahyuM ke huM devA nathI. meM tane kayAM kahyuM hatuM ke tuM mArA guNa gA. huM 36

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pa62 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi tane nathI ApavAne. cAlyo jA ahIMthI. jo ApavuM na hatuM te AMTA zA mATe khavaDAvyA? pahelethI nA pADavI hatI ne ! zeTha kahezuM kAMI mArI pAse tAruM leNuM che te Ama rUAba kare che ? A te mArI marajInI vAta che. game teTalA AMTA khavaDAvuM, tAre levAnI garaja hoya te AMTA khAvA paDe. samaje ne! zeTha jarA vicArIne bele. huM je te raste rakhaDatA bhikhArI nathI ke tame jema tema bole che. keIne khuza karI bakSIsa levI e te amAre dhaMdhe che. meM prazasti gAIne tamane prasanna karyA. tame ApavAnI hA pADI che eTale huM levA Avyo chuM. meM tene hA pADI eTale ATalI dAdAgIrI kare che? mAre tArI koI vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. cAtye jA ahIMthI. gaDhavI te cAraNanI jAta. teNe kahyuM-huM paisA lIdhA vinA nahi choDuM. tamAre ApavA paDaze. Apa samajI jAva. zeTha kahe-tAre je thAya te karaje paNa huM tane paisA nahi ApuM. te have huM tamane barAbara batAvI daIza. zeTha mAne che ke A mane zuM batAvavAnuM che? eTale kahe batAvaje. - zeThane gaDhavIe ApelI dhamakIH gaDhavI te dAMta kacakacAvata, haTha bhIMsate cAlyo gayo. manamAM thayuM ke kaI paNa rIte zeThane pAvara te utAre, paNa te daivI zaktinI madada vinA thaI zake nahi, mATe devInI sAdhanA karuM. A zeThanA manamAM phAMke che ke mArI pAse sattA, saMpatti ane kuTuMbanuM baLa che eTale gaDhavI mane zuM batAvI zakavAno che? Ama phAMke rAkhIne phare che. A gaDhavInA manamAM e pAvara che ke have huM tene barAbara batAvI dauM eTale te tenI devInI pAse jaIne besI gayo. devIne kahe che huM tArI pAse eka varadAna mAMgu chuM. je tuM nahi Ape to huM annajaLane tyAga karIza. tArA caraNamAM mAro deha pADIza. tene eka divasa, be divasa, ema 8 divasanA cauvihArA upavAsa thayA. ajJAnapaNe jIva keTalA kaSTa veThe che! ekatAra banI smaraNa, ciMtana karatAM gaDhavInA mananuM AMdolana devIne pahoMcI gayuM. navame divase savAre devIe tene sAkSAta darzana ApyA ane kahyuM-ke zuM che beTA! mArI sAme ATha divasathI satyAgraha karIne kema beTho che? huM tArA para prasanna thaI chuM. mAMga mAMga je joIe te ApuM. huM ApanI pAse eka mAMgaNI karuM chuM. huM dhAruM te vyaktinuM rUpa laI zakuM. evI rUpa parivartananI vidyA mane Apo temaja te vyaktinuM pUrvajIvana ane tenA vicAranI jANakArI paNa mane maLI jAya evI vidyA Apa. devI tathAstu kahIne adazya thaI gaI, pachI gaDhavI pitAnA ghera gaye ane pAraNuM karyuM. gaDhavIe karelI caturAI : A gaDhavI gAmamAM pharavA lAgyA. zeThane phasAvavA mATe lAga joI rahyo che. pharatA pharatA khabara paDI ke zeTha ghoDAgADI laI munImane sAthe laIne ugharANI karavA mATe gAmaDAmAM gayA che. te traNa cAra divasa sudhI AvavAnA nathI eTale gaDhavIe rUpa parivartananI vidyAthI AbehUba zeThanuM rUpa lIdhuM. nAma, rUpa, ghATa, paheraveza badhuM te zeThanA jevuM. zeThanuM rUpa laIne te karamacaMda zeThanA ghera gaye.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 563 chokarAo kahe-bApujI tame gAmaDe ugharANuM karavA gayA hatA ane be kalAkamAM kema pAchA AvyA? dIkarA! huM ugharANI jato hato. haju gAmathI eka be mAIla dUra gayo. jhADa nIce nAstA pANI karavA beThA. tyAM eka mahAna saMta nIkaLyA. keNa jANe saMta mane oLakhI gayA hoya tema mane Takera karI. saMta to eka divya vibhUti hatA. temanA mukha para cAritranA teja jhaLahaLI rahyA hatA. temanI AMkhamAMthI to karUNa varasatI hatI. meM temane vaMdana karyA. temaNe mane kahyuM-zeTha! Apa saMpattimAM masta banI gayA che, eka paiso paNa dAnamAM vAparatA nathI. AMgaNe AvelAne koI divasa ApatA nathI, paNa huM Apane pUchuM chuM ke tame jyAre ahIMthI jaze tyAre tamArI sAthe zuM Avaze? eka pAI paNa tamArI sAthe AvavAnI nathI. kadAca deva nIce utare te paNa huM palaLuM nahi te te paNa mAruM hRdaya parivartana thavAnuM haze eTale mane mIThI bhASAmAM evI suMdara Takora karI. A khAlI jAze khAlI, sAthe kaMie Ave nahi, e abhAgI jene jAgI, tAruM dhana raheze ahI... A khAlI... e abhAgI zeTha ! tame ekalA AvyA che ne ekalA javAnA che. dhana, mAlamilakata badhuM ahIM rahI jaze mATe enI mamatA cheDe. are, A zarIranI paNa mamatA rAkhavA jevI nathI. zuM saMtanI amRtadhArA ! enuM pAna karatAM mArA jIvananuM parivartana thaI gayuM. Aja sudhInI mArI jiMdagI meM vyartha gumAvI, have mane khUba pastAvo thAya che. A lakSmIne ke jiMdagIno mane keI bharoso nathI. manamAM evI laganI lAgI ke have ugharANI javuM nathI. ahIMthI sIdho jAuM ane lakSmIno sadupayoga karavA mAMDuM. Avo nizcaya karI munimajIne meM ugharANIe mokalyA ane huM ghera pAchA AvyA. Aja sudhI meM tamane badhAne khUba duHkha ApyuM che. tamane keIne sAruM khAvA pIvA dIdhuM nathI. sArA kapaDA paNa paheravA dIdhA nathI. badhAyamAM tamane meM aMtarAya ApI che te mATe Apa badhAnI huM khUba kSamA mAMguM chuM. zeThanI vAta sAMbhaLIne putrane khUba AnaMda thayo. pAchalI uMmare paNa pitAjInI daSTi sudharI kharI. dhanya ghaDI dhanya bhAgya ke pitAjInuM parivartana thayuM. pitAjI ! Apa sanmArge lakSamI vAparo. emAM ame khUba rAjI chIe. zeThe putravadhUone bolAvIne kahyuM-vahu beTA ! meM tamane koI divasa sukhe khAvA dIdhuM nathI. koI divasa sArA kapaDA paNa paheravA dIdhA nathI paNa Aje mArA bhAgyadaye mane mArA uddhAraka saMta maLI gayA. mane temaNe jIvananuM sAcuM bhAna karAvyuM. mArA ajJAnanA paDaLa dUra karyA. mArA jJAnacakSu khUlI gayA. Aja sudhI Apane mArA taraphathI je dukha thayuM che te badala huM Apa sarvenI kSamA mAMguM chuM. pitAjI ! Apa to amArA vaDIla che. Apane kSamA mAMgavAnI na hoya. beTA ! huM cAre vahuone darekane 25 hajAra rUA. ApuM chuM ane mArA dIkarAone babbe lAkha ApuM chuM. chekarAone 500-500 ApuM chuM ane gharanA

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564 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi tathA dukAnanA dareka mANasane eka eka hajAra rUA. ApuM chuM. vahu dIkarAo badhA kahevA lAgyA ke sAruM thayuM ke gurU bheTI gayA te pitAjInuM jIvana sudharI gayuM ane ApaNane ATalA rU. maLyA. nekare kahevA lAgyA ke ApaNA zeTha te bhagavAna banI gayA. zeThanI udAratAthI thayelI prazaMsA : zeThe jyAM jyAM paisA mUkayA hatA tyAMthI badhA maMgAvI lIdhA. gAmamAM je je saMsthAo cAlatI hatI temAM amuka rakama ApI. jene koI pALanAra na hoya evA anAtha, apaMgenI je saMsthAo cAlatI hatI temAM paisA ApyA. gAmamAM sAda paDAvyuM ke kaI paNa vyakti ke saMsthAne nANAMkIya madada joItI hoya te zeTha pAse AvIne rajU kare. zeTha tene banatI sahAya Apaze. bIje divase aneka duHkhI ane saMsthAnA saMcAlake zeThanA ghera AvavA lAgyA. badhAyane jarUra jeTalA paisA ApIne khUba saMtaLyA. zeThanA AvA addabhUta parivartanathI badhAne khUba Azcarya thayuM. A vAta vAyuvege badhe phelAI gaI khabara paDatA aneka dInaduHkhIonA ToLA umaTI paDyA. keIne dhana ApyuM. jene gAya, bheMsanI jarUra hatI tene te ApyuM. A rIte traNa cAra divasamAM zeThe eka karoDanI milaktamAMthI 80 TakA rakama vAparI nAMkhI. 20 TakA bAkI rahI. cere ne cauTe have te zeThanA khUba guNa gavAvA lAgyA. kayAM pahelAnA zeTha ne kayAM AjanA zeTha ! gurU bhagavaMtanA samAgame keTaluM parivartana thaI gayuM ? jyAM juo tyAM zeThanA guNe gavAya che. je cAraNe bhATo AvyA te prasanna thaIne gAmegAma karamacaMdanI birAdavalI gAya che. A bAju zeTha ugharANI karIne pAchA AvyA. gAmanA pAdaramAM eka gharAkanI dukAna hatI. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke A gharAkane tyAMthI ugharANI karato jAuM. zeTha tenI dukAne beThA che. ugharANInuM kAma cAle che. hisAba kitAba meLavAya che. barAbara hisAba maLatuM nathI. tyAM eka mANasa Avyo. A dukAnadAra pUche che bhAI! kema hamaNAM dekhAte nahoto ? tuM kayAM gayo hato ? bhAI ! A nagaramAM karamacaMda zeThanI zuM udAratA che ! jANe karNane avatAra na hoya ! temaNe garIbane te nyAla karI dIdhA. huM tyAM gaye hate. mane paNa temaNe 500 rU. ApyA. zuM temanA guNa gAuM ! A zeTha te nAma sAMbhaLatAM camakyA. ghaDIbhara thayuM ke gAmamAM bIjA karamacaMda na hoya ! paNa pachI pUchaparacha karI. temanA pitAnuM nAma zuM ? te tame jANe che ? hA. te mANekacaMda zeThano dIkare. temane dIkarA keTalA che ? cAra. temanI dukAna kayAM che ? mANekacokamAM. zeTha samajI gayA ke A badhuM to mane maLatuM Ave che, paNa huM te ahIM Avyo chuM; tyAM bIje keNuM karamacaMda nIkaLe ke mAruM uThamaNuM karI nAMkhyuM. bhAI ! te zeTha jADA pAtaLA dekhAvamAM kevA che ? Abehuba tamArA jevA. temanuM bolavuM, cAlavuM badhuM kopI Tu kepI che. be karamacaMdamAM sAce karyo ke A vAta sAMbhaLIne zeThanA hAjA gagaDI gayA. hisAba cekhe karavA na rahyA ane utAvaLA utAvaLA dukAne AvyA. gAmamAM dAkhala

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 565 thatAM ja zeThane samAcAra maLI gayA hatA ke karamacaMde pitAnI moTA bhAganI mUDI dAnamAM vAparI nAMkhI che. zeTha dukAne gayA tyAM te potAnA je mANasa bekele je. zeThanA moTA dIkarAnuM nAma bhUpendra hatuM. zeThe dUrathI bUma pADI are bhUpA ! A dukAnamAM tAro bApa koNa AvI gayA che ? nakalI karamacaMdanA rUpamAM beThela gaDhavI samajI gayA ke zeTha AvI gayA che eTale moTA dIkarA bhUpendrane kahe che, je A mANasa ahIM AvIne zuM bole che ? mArA dIkarAne ene dIkare kahenAra kezuM che ? dhakko mArIne kADhI mUka. (hasAhasa.) chokaro paNa mUMjhavaNamAM paDI gayo. A baMne eka sarakhA che. AmAM mAro sAce bApa keNa samaje ? asalI zeTha kahe dIkarA ! tame A zuM karyuM ? kone pUchIne mUDI badhI vAparI nAMkhI? dIkaro kahe-tame koNa che ? zuM pUche che ? huM tAro bApa. gharamAM beTho te mAro bApa ke A bApa ? chokaro vicAra kare che ke A keI banAvaTI jAdugara bApa banIne Avyo che. Apa mArA bApanI sAta peDhInA nAma bole. asalI ne nakalI baMne bApa sAta peDhInA nAma to barAbara bolyA. gaDhavI pAse daivI zakti hatI eTale ene badhuM AvaDe. chokarAnA manamAM thayuM ke dukAne beTho che te mAre sAro bApa che ane A keI banAvaTI rUpa laIne AvyA lAge che mATe ene bahAra kADhe. eTale chokarA kahe mAre sAro bApa te dukAne beThe che tame mArA sAcA bApa nathI. Apa cAlyA jAva ahIMthI nahitara dhakkA mArIne bahAra kADhIza. juo asalI bApanI dazA kevI thaI ! vAtavAtamAM nakalI ane asalI karamacaMda jhaghaDI paDyA. jhadhaDatA sA karamacaMda ghaDapaNanA kAraNe zaktihIna hovAthI paDI gaye. nakalI karamacaMda to khUba sazakta hate. sAce bApa keNu che te parIkSA karavA prazno pUchayA to jeTalA javAba zeTha Ape eTalA ja gaDhavI Ape. jarAya pharaka paDe nahi. dIkarA-dIkarIonA nAma, vevAInA nAma zeTha bele eTalA gaDhavI bole. AthI nakalI bApane bApa mAnyo ane asalI bApane bahAra kADhavA taiyAra thayA. have karavuM zuM ? khUba mUMjhavaNane prazna Ubho thayo. sAce bApa to bahAra Ubhe che. chevaTe A vAta rAjA pAse gaI. pradhAnajI ghera AvyA baMnene badhI pUchaparacha karI. baMnenA javAbe sarakhA AvyA, tethI pradhAnane thayuM ke AmAM kaI bheda nakkI che, paNa pArakha kevI rIte ? eka vAta nakakI che ke eka bApa sAce che ane eka beTo che. ekamAM keI daivIzakti hevI joIe ke jethI zeThanA barAbara rUpa, raMga, AkRti banAvI zake ane badhA javAba paNa ApI zake. Ane cukAdo lAva kevI rIte ? nakalI asalI zeThanI parIkSA : chevaTe buddhizALI pradhAnane eka kimI jaDI Avyo. temaNe kahyuM ke he zeThIyAo ! A eka AzcaryakArI vAta banI che. tame baMne barAbara dareka rIte TIpaTopa eka sarakhA dekhAya che. have AmAM asalI keNu ane nakalI keNuM che te mAre jANavuM che. te mATe meM eka rasto zodhe che. eka sAMkaDA

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56 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNi mADhAvALI lAMkhI jhArI ma`gAvI che. A jhArI para DhAMkaNu che te huM khAlI dau' chuM. have je sAcA karamaca'da haze te A jharImAM praveza karI bahAra nIkaLI jaze. khAle koNa taiyAra che ? ATaluM mATu. pudgala sAMkaDA mADhAvALI jhArImAM jAya kevI rIte ? zeTha teA khUba gabharAyA. A kAma mAnavazaktinu' nahetu'. nakalI karamacaMda temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA taiyAra thayA. tenI pAse daivIzakti hatI. rUpaparivartananI zakti hatI tethI nAnu` sUkSma rUpa banAvI dIdhu' ane jhArImAM pravezIne bahAra nIkaLI gayeA. tarata pradhAnajIe temane pakaDayA. harAmakhAra ! tuM ja nakalI khanAvaTI che. te daivI zaktithI A banAvaTI rUpa lIdhuM che. A jhArImAMthI jenI pAse daivIzakti haiAya te bahAra nIkaLI zake. bIjA kAinuM A kAma nathI. tuM satya khAlI jA. tu kANu che ? nahitara tAro ghATa barAbara ghaDAI jaze. pragaTa thayelu* satya : pradhAnajIe badhA mANasAne kahyu ke huM sajjane ! je jhArImAM pravezI zakayA nathI te sAcA karamacaMda che ane je jhArImAMthI nIkaLI zakayeA te kheATA nakalI karamacaMdra che. te koi devanI sahAyathI A kAma karI zakayA che. pradhAne khATA zeThane be tamAcA caDhAvI dIdhA. khela, je vAta hoya te satya kahI de ane tAruM sAcuM rUpa pragaTa kara. nakalI zeThe kahyuM-pradhAnajI ! hu' gaDhavI chuM. teNe peAtAnuM asala rUpa dhAraNa karyuM, pachI pradhAnanA pagamAM paDI gayeA. bApu! mane mA karo. pradhAna kahe tAre Avu karavAnu kAraNa zu' ? Apa mArI vAta sAMbhaLe. eka divasa huM A zeThanI dukAne gayA. meM sArA leAkamAM zeThanI khUba praza'sA karI. temanA khUba guNa gAyA; pachI meM zeThane kahyu'-Apa mane kaika bakSIsa Ape, paNa A zeTha leAbhI khUba. koI divasa bhikhArIne eka paise na Ape te mane kevI rIte Ape ? mane kahe jA. tane kAle ApIza. bIje divase AvyA teA paNa e ja javAba. mane aThavADiyA sudhI dhakkA khavaDAvyA, paNa kAMI ApyuM nahi, chevaTe teNe spaSTa zabdomAM ApavAnI nA pADI tyAre meM temane kahyuM-tamAre Apavu' ja na hatuM. tA mane AMTA zA mATe khavaDAvyA. tyAre kahyuM-tu' cAlyA jA ahI'thI. tArAthI thAya te karI leje. meM kahyuM tame kahA che ke thAya te karI leje, teA have hu' tamane kharAkhara batAvI daIza. zeTha kahe-batAvI deje. zeThanA gharamAM aDhaLaka lakSmI hatI. te tijorImAM paDI paDI akaLAtI hatI. meM tene mukta karI che. gAmanA garIba, anAtha, apa'gAne ane upayAgI saMsthAomAM te meM vahecI dIdhI che. khUba dharmAdA karyAM che paNa badhuM zeThanA nAmathI karyuM che. me' mAruM nAma kayAMya ApyuM nathI. meM mArA mATe eka pAI paNa lIdhI nathI. mane have temanI dayA Ave che. mAre temane gharamAra kADhavA nathI. gaDhavInA mukhethI badhI vigatavAra vAta sAMbhaLI pradhAnajI samajI gayA ke AmAM gaDhavInA bIjo koI svArtha na hatA. teNe teA eka pAI paNa lIdhI nathI, tethI gaDhavIne chADI mUkayA. karamacaMda zeThanI AMkha ughaDI gai. mArI lakSmInA upayega huM karIza ke

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ pa67 bIjA karaze tenI khabara nathI. lakSmI game teTalI bhegI karIza paNa kayAre dago daIne cAlI jaze te khabara nathI mATe maLelI lamIne sadvyaya karavAmAM saMpattinI sArthaktA che. saMpattine jeTalo sadupayoga karIza teTalI mArI sAcI saMpatti che. bAkI ahIMthI jatI vakhate eka dokaDo paNa sAthe AvavAno nathI. A phaTako vAgatAM lebhI zeTha udAra banI gayA. Aje ApaNe tyAM 30-30 divasathI tapanA jhUlaNe gUlatA mahAna ugra tapasvI sAdhake bA.bra.pU. traNeya satIjIonA tapa paripUrNa thayA che. temane ApaNuM lAkha lAkha vaMdana, kaTIkeTI abhinaMdana. ApaNA aMtaranA abhinaMdana pAThavIe ke A tapasAdhake temanA jIvanamAM haju vizeSa ane viziSTa tapa kare; ane e tapa dvArA anaMta bhavarAzIne kSaya karI anaMtA zAzvata sukhane pAme. Aje sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe tema be daMpattio AjIvana brahmacarya vrata aMgIkAra karavAnA che. Apa badhA Aje ochAmAM ochA 30 upavAsa, 30 AyaMbIla, ekAsaNu, cauvihAra Adi paccakakhANa karazo. dvi zrAvaNa vada pane budhavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 60 : tA. 4-9-85 anaMta guNanA sAgara, evA vItarAga bhagavate jInA zreya mATe, uthAna mATe jinavANuM rUpI naukA A saMsAra samudramAM taratI mUkI che. dariyo ke nadIne pAra thavA mATe je naukAno sahAre hoya te sahIsalAmata rIte sAme pAra pahoMcI jAya che tema jinavANI rUpI naukAnA sahAre AtmA saMsAra sAgarane pAra pAmI zake che. saMsAra sAgarane pAra thavA mATe rAgAdi doSane dUra karavA paDe. rAga-dveSAdi doSo paragharamAM laI jAya che. paraghara eTale pudgalanuM svarUpa. keInA navI phezananA dAgInA joyA te tyAM AtmA bolI uThaze ke dAgInA kevA sarasa che? Adhunika Dhabane baMgale joze to tyAM thaze ke baMgale ke sarasa che! navI kolITInI navI AkarSaka DijhAInavALI sADI joze to thaze ke sADI kevI sarasa che. baMgalA, dAgInA, sADI badhuM zuM che? pudgala. pugalanA svarUpane sarasa karyuM e rAga jIvane paragharamAM laI gaye. AtmAnuM svarUpa e svaghara. mAro AtmA anaMta guNane svAmI, anaMta zaktine puMja, huM ke sarasa! evA bhAva AvyA che ? nA. anaMta kALathI jIva paragharamAM rakhaDate rahyo, chatAM haja ene kaMTALe nathI Avato ke paragharamAM kyAM sudhI mAre rakhaDavAnuM ? huM mArA gharamAM kayAre AvIza? e vicAra nathI Avato. rAgAdi dene daphanAvIe to svagharamAM avAya. jema keI mAbApane eka dIkaro harAmI hoya, kAmadhaMdho karato na hoya ane jugAra ramato hoya te mAtApitA zuM kare? tene gharamAM AvavA na de. bhale te bahAra bhaTakate phare tema rAgAdi doSa e jugAra che. e zuddha jJAna-darzana-kSamA-nirlobhatA Adine AtmAnA vagharamAM AvavA na de. jugArI chokarAne sIdhA raste lAvavA tenA pitAe tene ghaNuM samajAvyA. dIkarA ! AvuM ApaNane na zobhe. ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM

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568] [zAradA ziremaNi choko samaje nahi tyAre chevaTe pitAe kahI dIdhuM ke tuM have mArA gharamAM AvIza nahi. bahAra bhaTakato phara. e chokaro bahAra bhaTakyA kare. eka vAra jugArIonA hAthe mAra khAdhA behAla thaI gaye, chevaTe mAbApane khabara paDatAM te putrane ghera laI AvyA pachI te jugAra ramavAnuM bhUlI gaye. te cheka te sAre ke mAra khAdhe ne sudharyo ane pitAnA ghera Aje paNa ApaNe te ! karmane ghaNe mAra khAdhe chatAM sudharyA nahi tethI rAgAdi jugAra ramatA paragharamAM rakhaDI rahyA chIe. rAgAdinI Aga anAdithI AtmAmAM dhakhI rahI che. rAge aneka IvenA jIvana ragadenyA. tenI jIvanalIlAmAM Aga lagADI. rAganA dhakhArAmAM jIva baLIne khAkha thaI jAya. havAmAM uDavAnI taiyArI hoya chatAM pitAnI sAkha rAkhavA lAkha prayatno kare. ene satya keNa samajAve? A saMsAra dhIkatI dharA jevuM che. A saMsAramAM Aja sudhI jIvee meLavyuM zuM? saMsAranI rasamastImAM mahAlavAnuM. e rasamastImAM e khUcI gayela che ke dharma te eNe sAva sastA ramakaDA je mAne. evA jIvane keNa sAcuM samajAve ke devAnupriya ! saMsAranA rasamAM tame kasa vagaranA banI gayA che chatAM AkAMkSAo kema ochI thatI nathI ? tRSNAnA jhaMjhAvAta macAvatAM saMsAra samudrane pele pAra pahoMcavA mATe bhAvanI bharatI sAthe vairAgyanA vahANamAM je bese che e saMsAra sAgarane pAra thaI jAya che. A saMsArane jJAnI purUSae "pizdura" ekAMta duHkhamaya kahyo che. dekhAtA sagAM nehIo, putra, patnI, parivAranuM to kAMI kahevA jevuM nathI. jyAM sudhI e badhAne svArtha sare che tyAM sudhI tamArI sAthe mITho saMbaMdha cAlu rahe. svArtha baMdha thatAM snehanA daravAjA baMdha thaI javAnA mATe jJAnIoe saMsArane duHkhamaya kahyo che. sukhanI AzAo sevatA che ahIM bhUlA paDe che. jene te sukhanA sAdhane mAnIne svIkAra kare che temAM emane mATe duHkhanA dAvAnaLamAM baLIne khAkha thavA sivAya bIjuM kAMI nathI. je putranI pAchaLa mAtApitAe pitAnI jAta nIcavI nAMkhI, pitAnI jiMdagI chAvara karI dIdhI, je putro mATe manasubAnA minArA caDyA hatA e putre mAtApitAne evA dUra kAvyA ke raDavA sivAya temane keI upAya na rahyo. je bhAIbenanA sukha mATe khUba prayatna karyA e ja bhAI bena dago denAra nIkaLyA. je prANa pyArI patnI upara premane dhedha varasAvyo e ja patnI pitAnA svArthane piSavA mATe patinuM gaLuM dabAvavA taiyAra thaI. ke vicitra saMsAra che ! A duHkhamaya bhayaMkara vicitratAothI bharelA saMsAranI dhIkhatI dharAmAMthI ApaNe AtmAne kayAre bacAvIzuM ? A vicAra aMtaramAM satata vasAvavAne che. saMsAranA bihAmaNA svarUpane samajIne saMsAra pratye virAga pedA karavAno che. virAganA sugaMdhI upavanamAM ramatA jIvothI rAganA kALotarA nAga dUra bhAge che. saMsArane tyAga karyo paNa vairAgya na hoya te tyAga lAMbo samaya TakI zakato nathI. tyAga caNatara che ane vairAgya e pAyo che. pAyA vinAnA

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ pa69 mahelamAM rahenAranI zI dazA thAya ? mahela paDe ne bhabhavamAM bhaTakavAnuM, mATe bhonI bhavAIne khUba vicAra karI duHkharUpa saMsArathI bacavA purUSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. je saMsAranuM sAcuM svarUpa samajAI jAya te pachI emAM mhAlavAnuM mana kyAre paNa nahi thAya, pachI ene ahiMsA, satya Adi apanAvavAnuM mana thAya. AnaMda gAthApatie samajaNapUrvaka, bhagavAnanI pAse paDeluM aNuvrata aMgIkAra karyuM. have bIjuM aNuvrata satyanuM AdaravA taiyAra thayA. bIjA vratamAM zuM batAve che? "tayANaMtara ca NaM thUlaga musAvAya paccakkhAi, jAvajIvAe duvihaM tiviheNaM na karemi, na mi, mAtA, racanA, cA " paheluM vrata lIdhA pachI AnaMda gAthApatie sthUla mRSAvAdanA pratyAkhyAna karyA ke jAvajIva sudhI be karaNa ane traNa vegathI arthAt mana-vacana-kAyAthI sthUla mRSAvAda belIza nahi ane bIjA pAse bolAvIza nahi. tamArA aNuvratamAM sarvathA jUThuM bolavAnA paccakakhANa nathI. maTakuM jUThuM bolavAnA paccakakhANa che. tame vrato AdaratA nathI. vratAthI bhAgatA phare che paNa tamArA vratamAM to tamane keTalI chUTa ApI che chatAM tamane haju mana thatuM nathI. haju jIvanamAM pApa khUMcyuM nathI. AMkhamAM koI taNakhaluM ke nAnI kaNI paDe to AMkhamAM khUMce che tema jIvanamAM pApa khUMcaze, pApa khaTakaze tyAre AtmA bhavabhIrU, pApabhIrU banaze. pApabhIrU banele AtmA vratamAM AvavAno che, pachI kadAca koI kahe ke hAMsI, majAka ke bhayathI jUThuM bolavAmAM pApa nathI lAgatuM ke tame tenI vAta mAnavA taiyAra nahi thAva kAraNa ke jIvanamAM pApa khUMcyuM che. bIjA batamAM maTakuM ja bolavAnA paccakakhANa che. ATaluM paNa jIvanamAM AvI jAya te AtmA keTalAya pApathI aTakaze. jainadarzane te satyanI khUba prazaMsA karI che paNa anya darzanamAM paNa kahyuM che ke " vahu majAvaM " satya e bhagavAna che. satya e paramezvara che. satyano haMmezA jaya thAya che. AtmAne jokapriya, vizvAsanIya ane aneka guNenuM bhAjana banAvanAra sauthI mahattvanuM kaI tatva hoya che te che satya. Aje ghaNI jagyAe dukAno para beDa mAryA hoya che ke "badhAne eka ja bhAva". A pramANe AcaraNa thatuM hoya che kharuM? je e pramANe vartana thatuM hoya te te AnaMda, paNa badhAne eka bhAva hetA nathI. "jevA gharAka evA bhAva" A sUtra Aje Thera Thera cAlI rahyuM che. vAta meTI moTI satyanI karavI che paNa AcaraNa karavuM nathI. jyAM sudhI AcaraNa nathI tyAM sudhI zAMti maLavAnI nathI. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne pharamAvyuM che ke " purisA saccameva samabhijANAhi saccassa ANAe se uvaTThie mehAvI mAraM tarai / " | he AtmA, je tAre saMsArane tare che te tuM satyanuM sevana kara; kAraNa ke satyanI AjJAmAM upasthita thayela buddhimAna sAdhaka saMsArane tarI jAya che mATe satya e sAdhakanuM dhyeya hevuM joIe. samadaSTi ane mokSAthI sAdhaka satyane lakSya banAvIne

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570 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNi pUrNa khanI jAya che. je vyaktinA mana-vacana-kAyA, buddhi Adi satyanI sevAmAM sthita che te badhA prakAranI lakSmI prApta karI zake che. lakSmI eka prakAranI nathI hotI. Apa badhA jene IcchA che, jenI pAchaLa rAta-divasa mahenata karI che te bhautika lakSmI che. tame badhA tene mahattva Ape che paNa vItarAganA upAsaka zramaNA bhautika lakSmIne mahattva ApatA nathI. teo AdhyAtmika lakSmIne mahattva Ape che. jyAre te AdhyAtmika lakSmIne prApta karI vicare che te bhautika lakSmI te tenI pAchaLa AvavAnI che. bhautika lakSmI mATe khAsa mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. tIrthaMkarone je ATha pratihAya maLe che te paNa bhautika lakSmInA pratIka che. vividha prakAranI tapazcaryA dvArA athavA satyAdi dharmAMnA pAlanathI prApta thavAvALI labdhie bhautika lakSmInuM pratIka che. satyamAM sthita AtmAne satyanA AcaraNathI bhautika ane Atmika baMne lAbha thAya che. evI kaI siddhi che ke je satyanI sAdhanAthI prApta na thAya ? A sa`sAra eka saMdha bhUmi che. ahIM manuSyane pAtAnI unnati mATe, pragati mATe tathA samAjamAM pratiSThA meLavavA mATe Dagale Dagale sauM karavA paDe che. A badhA saMdharSAmAM vijaya tA tene maLe che ke je satyanA mArga para dRDha rahe che. je satyane jIvananA aMta sudhI TakAvI zake che te jIvananA sardhAmAM hu'mezA saphaLatA meLave che. je satyanA Azraya laIne cAle che tene zarUAtamAM keTalIka muzkelIo Ave che paNa dhaiyatApUrNAMka, hi'matathI je temAM sthira rahe che tene kalpanA bahAranA lAbha maLe che. satya e puNyanI khetI che. jevI rIte anAjanI khetI karavI hAyatA zarUAtamAM ceDI muzkelIe uThAvavI paDe che, zrama karavo paDe che, tenA pAka mATe thADI pratIkSA paNa karavI paDe che paNa jyAre pAka taiyAra thaI jAya che tyAre tenu dhara dhAnyathI bharAI jAya che. A rIte satyanI khetI mATe zarUAtamAM thADA tyAga, dhairya, duHkhasahana, tapazcaryAnI jarUra paDe che paNa jyAre pAka taiyAra thaI jAya che tyAre te satyaniSTha AtmAnA jIvanane A lAkathI laIne paraleAka sudhI puNyathI bharI de che, tene kRtArtha banAvI de che. satyavAdI AtmAnI samAjamAM badhe pratiSThA thAya che. janatA temanu hRdayathI svAgata kare che. aMtarathI abhinaMdana Ape che ane tene ucca Asana para sthAna Ape che. tenI kIrtinI saurabha cAre bAju prasare che. mRtyu bAda paNa te tenA guNaiAthI amara banI jAya che. jeNe satya rUpI kavaca dhAraNa karyuM. tene mATe apamAna, niMdA, apavAdanuM koI kAraNa rahetu' nathI. satyaniSTha AtmAnA samAjamAM khUba prabhAva paDe che jethI sArA samAja temane zraddhA, sanmAna ane bhaktinA phUla caDhAve che. zarIranuM uttama aMga magaja kahevAya che, te na hoya te zarIra ja nathI, tema satya jIvananu' uttama aMga che. tenA abhAvamAM jIvana e sAcu' jIvana nathI. je vyakti satyamAM dRDha rahe che, kaseTI Ave te paNa satyane cheDatA nathI tene bhautika lakSmI ane mAnasanmAna maLe che. satyaniSTha zeThe mATe khATI bha'bharaNA : dilhInA rAja siMhAsana para

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 571 phirojazAha rAjya karatA hatA. te zaheramAM eka nagarazeTha rahetA hatA. te satyaniSTha hatA. jIvanamAM kyAre paNa asatya bolatA na hatA. asatya vicAra ke AcaraNa paNa karatA na hatA. prabaLa puNyodaye temanI pAse saMpatti khUba hatI. dilhImAM AvIne temaNe dhaMdhe khUba vikasAvyuM hatuM. satyanA prabhAvathI temane dhaMdho sAro cAle. kIti khUba vadhI. thoDA samayamAM te zeTha eTaluM kamAyA ke temanI gaNanA lakSAdhipatiomAM thavA lAgI. A zeThanI prazaMsA khUba thavA lAgI tethI keTalAka IrSALu mANasoe rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheryA. mahArAjA ! pelA nagarazeThane badhA satyanA avatAra kahe che, te satyAvatArane bile laIne phare che paNa amane te sAcuM lAgatuM nathI. rAjA kahe paNa Apa zuM kahevA mAMge che? mahArAjA ! te zeTha ApanI nagarImAM AvyA bAda khUba dhana kamAyA che. ghaNuM dhanADhaya thaI gayA che paNa ApanA rAjabhaMDAramAM te khAsa ApatA nathI. rAjA kahe-te temanI pAse keTaluM dhana haze ? are mahArAjA ! AThathI nava lAkha. nava lAkha sAMbhaLatAM rAjA camakyA. te jamAnAmAM AThathI nava lAkha te ghaNu hatA. atyAre te 25 thI 30 lAkhanA makAna levAya che. tyAM ATha lAkhanI zI kiMmata ? ISyALu mANasa kahe che Ape temanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. e vANiye khoTuM abhimAna laIne phare che. irSALuonI uzakeraNIthI uzkerAyelA rAjA : rAjA kahe huM hamaNAM ja zeThane bolAvuM chuM. tarata rAjAe potAnA vizvAsu sevakane hukama karyo ke jAo, jaIne nagarazeThane kahe ke mahArAjA Apane belAve che. sevake zeTha pAse jaIne kahyuM - zeThajI ! mahArAjA Apane bolAve che. zeTha kahe- bhale, huM AvuM chuM. huM rAjAnI prajAne mANasa chuM. rAjA bolAve tyAre mAre hAjara thavuM joIe. zeTha tarata rAjadarabAramAM pahoMcI gayA. vinayapUrvaka rAjAne praNAma karIne UbhA rahyA. mahArAjA ! Ape mane kema belA ? A sevakanuM je kAma hoya te pharamAve. rAjAe pUchyuM- mArA dezamAM ApanA vepAra dhaMdhA kevA cAle che? mahArAjA ApanI asIma kRpA che. mAre dhaMdho dhIkate cAle che. huM jyAM hAtha nAMkhuM chuM tyAM mArA prayatno saphaLa thAya che. ApanI dayAthI khUba kamAya chuM. atyAre dilhImAM moTAmAM moTo dhanavAna huM chuM. to zeTha ! tamArI pAse milakata keTalI haze? tame keTaluM kamAyA? ATha lAkha ke daza lAkha? rAjana ! huM anumAnathI kevI rIte kahI zakuM? zeThane thayuM ke jo huM anumAnathI kahI dauM ne khoTuM bolAI jAya to mAruM vrata bhAMge; mATe huM hisAba karIne kahIza. Apa mane 24 kalAkanI mudata Apo. te samayamAM mArI milakata keTalI che te gaNune kahIza. jethI mane asatya bolayAne doSa na lAge. rAjA kahe-zeTha ! bhale, paNa emAM ne jarA paNa chupAvyuM ke jUThuM bolyA te daMDa thaze. mahArAjA A janma dhAraNa karIne Aja dina sudhI huM asatya be nathI. have asatya zA mATe boluM Akhare satyane vijaya :.. zeThe ghera jaIne pitAnA vizvAsu mANasane mikta gaNavA mATe besADayA. sthAvara milkata, jaMgama milakata, leNuM deNuM badhAne

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572] [ zAradA zimaNi pAIpAIne hisAba karyo. bIje divase rAjasabhA ThaTha bharAI che. IrSALu mANase bele che A zeTha satyavAdI, pramANikane bile laIne phare che. Aje badhI khabara paDI jaze. kutuhala vaza seMkaDo mANaso zeThanI satyapriyatAnuM nATaka jovA AvyA che. badhAnA manamAM ema che ke Aje zeThane sajA maLaze. keI aMdaroaMdara kahe che Akhare te vahepArIne dIkare che ne? jarUra be cAra lAkha ochA batAvaze. rAjA kahe-kema zeTha! hisAba karI lAvyA ? hA, mahArAjA. kula keTalI rakama thaI? sAheba ! meM sthAvara milkata, jaMgama milakata, rokaDa rakama, leNuM deruM badhe hisAba karyo te mArI mUDI 84 lAkhanI thaI. badhAe 10-12 lAkha mAnyA hatA paNa 84 lAkha kahyA tyAM rAjA ane AkhI sabhAnA mANaso camakyA. zuM 84 lAkha ! IrSALuo A sAMbhaLatA rAjI thayA. te bolavA lAgyA have te zeThanuM AvI banyuM. rAjA temane gunegAra gaNaze ne bhAre zikSA karaze, paNa ahIM te juduM ja banyuM. badhAnA Azcarya vacce rAjAe pitAnA bhaMDArIne belA ne kahyuM- zeThanI pAse 84 lAkha rUpiyA che. tame bhaMDAramAMthI bIjA 16 lAkha rUpiyA gaNIne lAve. A sAMbhaLatA badhAne Azcarya thayuM. badhAne tarkavitarka thavA lAgyA ke 16 lAkha maMgAvIne rAjA zuM karaze ? eTalAmAM khajAnacI 16 lAkha rU. nI thelI laIne AvyA. rAjAe kahyuM. A soLa lAkha huM nagarazeThane bakSIsa karuM chuM. mAre tamane karoDapati banAvavA che. AjathI mArA prajAjanomAM satyaniSTha zeTha karoDapati kahevAze. satyanA pUjArI zeThane temanI satyatA mATe mArA taraphathI A bheTa che. dhanya che zeTha tamArI satyatAne ! AkhI sabhA eka avAjathI bolI UDI. dhanya che zeThane ! dhanya che satyanuM sanmAna karavAvALA rAjAne ! IrSALu mANaso A joIne peTa phUTavA lAgyA. temanA manasubA badhAM dhULamAM maLI gayA. rAjAnI bAjumAM zeThanI khurazI paDavA lAgI. rAjAe zeThanuM sanmAna karyuM ane temane bheTa ApI te mAtra dhananA kAraNe nahi paNa temanI satyatAne kAraNe. je satyanA pUjArI hoya che tene pratiSThA, sanmAna, yaza kIti Adi prApta thAya che. anubhavIe paNa kahe che ke satya eka vizALa vRkSa che. tenI jema jema sevA karAya che tema tema tene aneka phaLa Ave che. tene kayAre paNa aMta AvatuM nathI. satyanA pUjArInuM naitika baLa khUba vadhe che. mahAtmA gAMdhIjInI satyAgrahita pAse briTIza jevA zakitazALI rAjAne paNa hathiyAre nIce mUkI devA paDayA, manuSyanI zakti, tenuM vyaktitva ane tenI mahAnatA badhuM satyatAmAM chupAyeluM che. satyatAnI sAme moTA sattAdhArIone paNa jhUkavuM paDe che. zeThanI satyatAnA kAraNe rAjA temanI pAse mUkI gayA ne temanuM sanmAna karyuM. pahelAnA mahArAjAo paNa kevA udAra ane vizALadilI hatA ! te prajAnI saMpattimAM kyAre paNa ADakhIla banatA na hatA chatAM evI saMpattine paNuM Thokara mArIne sAdhupaNuM laI letA Aje te tame saMsAramAM cAre bAjuthI vIMdhAI rahyA cho chatAM choDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. Aje selaTekSa, InkamaTekSa Adi keTalA lapharA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 573 che ? dAna devu hoya to paNa mukhethI i na zake. dAna Ape ane kA, bhAi ! paisA laI jAva paNa mAruM nAma lakhatA nahi. zA mATe ? A nANuM' kayAMthI Ave che? te sAthe zu zu lAve che ? anyAya, anIti, karacorI ne kALAM kAma karAve che, je nANAMmAM nidhananI * hAya', mahimA enA vadhatA jAya- are vAha re vAha... Ajanu' nANuM anIti, anyAyanu che. zeThanu nANuM nItinu' ne satyanu hatuM. zeTha satya khelyA te rAjAe temanu mAna vadhAyu. temaNe e ciMtA na karI ke huM satya melIne mArI milkatanA AMka kahI daiza teA rAjA mane zu' karaze ? Aje moTA bhAge asatya cAlI rahyu che. gharamAM, dhaMdhAmAM badhe asatyathI vyavahAra cAlI rahyo che. dhana meLavavA satyanA tA dezanikAla karyAM che paNa vicAra karo ke asatyathI keTalA karmo adhAze. ? ghaNI dukAnA para " satya meva jayate ' nA be bhIMta para laTakAyelA hAya che paNa temanA jIvanane tapAsIzu te lAgaze ke A be mAtra bhIMta para laTakAvavA pUratA hoya che. A satyanA heAvA chatAM keTalAya gharAko sAthe asatya vyavahAra thatA hAya che. bheALA dharAkI sAthe beImAnI karIne dhadhAmAM phAvI jatA dekhAya che. mitro sAthe dagA karatAM paNa acakAtA nathI ane temAM saphaLa banatA hoya tevA dekhAya che. keTalAya jIveAnI sAthe mAyA karI, dagA prapa`ce khelIne temAM mAne che ke meM jIta meLavI che. asatya khelIne dhaMdhAmAM AgaLa pragati karI che. huM ghaNuM kamAyA chuM. satyameva jayate' nA khenI koi aza mAtra asara temanA jIvanamAM dekhAtI nathI. tyAM teA uparathI ema kahe ke ame jo satyathI dha dheA karIe, satyathI jIvana jIvIe teA amAre jIvavu' khUkha muzkela khanI jAya. amArA beImAnI bharelA dhadho tA cAlI zake nahi. tame badhA paNa kahe che ne ke mahAsatIjI! Aje duniyA satyanI nathI asatyanI che. ame o satyathI dhaMdhA karIe te| amAruM jIvana cAlI zake nahi paNa huM te kahuM chuM ke Apa khUba UMDANuthI tapAsa karazeA tA tamane jarUra samajAze ke jeTaleA vyavahAra satyathI cAle che. eTale asatyathI nathI cAlatA. tame asatya karatA satya vadhu kheleA che. tame dukAnethI bapAre ghera gayA. tamane kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che. tyAM jo tame ema kaheA ke mane bhUkha lAgI nathI te! jamavA maLe kharuM? tyAM te sAcuM khelavu' paDe che ke mane bhUkha lAgI che. tyAM jUThuM khelatA nathI. tamAre bahAragAma javu` che. tame sTezane gayA. tyAM TikiTa letI vakhate sAcu khele che ke mane A gAmanI TikiTa Ape. amadAvAda javuM hoya teA ulhInI TikiTa mAMgA kharA? tyAM khATu' khele ne bIjA gAmanI TikiTa le te zuM thAya ? e te tame jANA che. tyAM satya khelavu' paDe che, DaoNkaTara pAse jAva te je i thayu hoya te satya kahevu' paDe che. tyAM asatya khele te

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pa74 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi dardanI davA barAbara thAya nahi, ane darda maTe nahi. keI ThekANe savasa meLavavI che te mATe InTaravyu ApavA jAva to tyAM paNa satya bolavuM paDe che. parIkSAmAM praznonA javAba paNa satya lakhavA paDe che. je asatya lakho to parIkSAmAM phela thAva ne AkhuM varSa bagaDe. tamArA vyavahAra saMbaMdhamAM je sagAI hoya te belavI paDe che. mammIne mammI ane pappAne pappA kaho che. keImammIne pappA ane pappAne mammI kahetuM nathI. tamAre pANI pIvuM che ne dUdha mAMge to pANI nahi maLe tyAM pANI mAMgavuM paDe che. A rIte saMsAranA dareka vyavahAra satyathI cAle che, asatyathI nathI cAlatA. asatya, anItithI meLaveluM dhana lAMbA samaya sudhI TakI zakatuM nathI. vadhumAM vadhu 10 varSa Take che. Aje duniyAmAM sarvatra jUThanuM valaNa cAlI rahyuM che. iMDA sajIva che, chatAM Aje skulemAM badhe e asatyane pracAra thaI rahyo che ke IDa nirjIva che, zAkAhAra che. A vAtano paDagho ke bhayaMkara paDaze tenI pracAra karanArane kayAM khabara che? keTalI hiMsA thaze tene tene kayAM khyAla che? samAjane moTA bhAgane vaga asatyathI jIvI rahyo che. jUTha bolanAra mAnavane kaI vizvAsa nahi kare. mAnavI pitAno svArtha sAdhavA paNa asatyane upayoga karato thaI gayo che. eka vAra eka zeThane tyAM savAramAM keIe bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. nekare bAraNuM khelIne joyuM to eka bhAI UbhA hatA. nokare pUchyuM-Apa atyAramAM kayAMthI AvyA che? Apane konuM kAma che? pelo bhAI kahe-mAre zeThanuM kAma che. zeTha gharamAM che? nekaranA manamAM thayuM ke A savAranA praharamAM Avyo che eTale nakkI kaI levA Avyo haze. ema samajIne zeTha gharamAM hatA chatAM nokare kahyuM-bhAI! zeTha ghera nathI. te be divarA pahelA bahAragAma gayA che. bhale, huM kaI vAra AvIza. A zeThanA meM 50 hajAra rUpiyA lIdhA che, mane ema thayuM ke cAla, Aje zeThane hisAba cUkate karI AvuM eTale huM AvyuM hatuM paNa tuM kahe che ke zeTha bahAragAma gayA che te have pachI be traNa divase pharIne AvI jaIza. nekaranA manamAM thayuM ke A to bhAre thayuM. A te rUpiyA ApavA Avyo che. have zuM karavuM ? nokara eka vAra asatya bolyA. have te vAtane sudhAravA mATe pharI vAra asatya bolavuM paDe nekare tarata vAta pheravI dIdhI. A to ema che ne ke be divasa pahelA zeTha bahAragAma gayA hatA paNa temanuM kAma patI gayuM eTale rAtre pAchA AvI gayA che, tamAre hisAba cUkate karavuM hoya te Apa aMdara Ava. zeTha hamaNAM UDyA che. AvanAra bhAIne nokaranI vAtamAM vizvAsa bese khare? jUThuM bolanArane keI vizvAsa na kare. satya bolanArane keI moTAmAM moTo lAbha hoya te e che ke tene kayAreya pite zuM bolyo hato te yAda karavuM paDatuM nathI ane asatya bolanArane e yAda rAkhyA vinA cAlatuM nathI. satyavAdIne pakaDAI javAne bhaya hete nathI jyAre asatyavAdIne Dagale ne pagale pakaDAI javAno bhaya satAvato hoya che eTale asatyAvAdInA jIvanamAM

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 575 jeTalI visaMvAditA jovA maLe che teTalI visaMvAditA satyavAdInA jIvanamAM hetI nathI. jJAnIe satya bolavAne upadeza Ape che paNa sAthe e vAta paNa karI che ke tuM satya bole te paNa evuM bolaje ke badhAne priya lAge. bhASA satya hovA chatAM je pApanuM Agamana karatI hoya to te bhASA na balavI. taheva sAvajjaNumoyaNi girA, ohAriNI jA ya parovaghAiNI / te di Dhora mayadAsa mANavo, samAvi ja vanA a.7.gAthA.54 je bhASA sAvadya pApa karmanuM anudana karanArI hoya, jIne upaghAta pahoMcADe evI heya, jIvone pIDA pahoMcADe evI hoya to evI bhASA kodha, lobha, bhaya ane hAsyane vaza thaIne hAMsI majAkamAM paNa na bele mATe satya paNa priyakArI bhASA bAlavI. "sarave nUyAt, kijaM nUyAt " satya bele paNa priya ane mIThuM bole. haju bIjA vratamAM zuM vAta cAlaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : guNasuMdarIne mAtApitAe zikhAmaNa ApI. tyAra bAda pitAe kahyuMdIkarI! te kayAre javAne vicAra karyo che ? jema bane tema jaladI javuM che. je sAro divasa hoya te divase huM ahIMthI jaIza. tiSI pAse sAro divasa jevaDAvyo. zeTha kahe- beTA ! tuM jaIza tyAre tArI sAthe zuM zuM laI javA mAMge che? keTalA mANaso tArI sAthe rAkhavA che ? tuM kahe te rIte vyavasthA karuM. avalata naraveza muja dIye, jema sare muja kAma, bhU paNa muja dIjIe re, vaLI kariyANane dAma. sau prathama mane vaNajhArAne veza Ape. jethI mAruM kArya huM barAbara karI zakuM. eka gADAmAM gharavakharIno sAmAna Apo. be gADA bharIne kariyANuM Ape. be sAMDhaNI Ape. vepAramAM kuzaLa evA pAMca mANase, be traNa karo ane sazastra rakhevALo Apo. pitAjI ! Apa mane je mANaso Ape te khUba anubhavI, gaMbhIra, buddhizALI ane zIlamAM so TakA zuddha hoya evA mANase Apaje. jethI ApaNI vAta bahAra jAya nahi. huM strI hovA chatAM purUSane pozAka paherIza tethI mAre gupta rahevAya. rAjA-mahArAjAo, zrImaMte ane moTA moTA vahepArIonA paricayamAM javAnuM temAM mAre purUSaveza pakaDAI jo na joIe. je eka vAra vAta phUTI jAya to badhe mAmale khatama thaI jAya mATe Apa mane evA gaMbhIra, DAhyA mANase Apaje. bIjuM Apa mane mAla Apo te mAla UMcI koTine Apajo. te mAla laIne huM jAuM jethI jatAM veMta tarata vepAra karI zakuM. cha e bene kahe-bena guNasuMdarI ! tArA sAhasane dhanya che ! tuM nAnI hovA chatAM moTI che. pitAjI ! amArA pati cAlyA gayA temAM amArI kacAza to kharI ne ! ame sAta sAta hovA chatAM eka patine na sAcavI zakyA tyAre te chaTakI gayA ne ! gopAlapuranuM pANI mAMgyuM tyAre ame kaMI pRcchA na karI ke Apa gopAlapuranA che ?

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576] [ zAradA ziremaNi ApanuM nAma zuM ? ApanA mAtApitAnuM nAma zuM ? ame maTI thApa khAI gayA chIe. zeTha kahe-guNasuMdarI ! tuM keTalI zauryavAna ane bahAdura che ! jamAInI zodha karavA te amAre javuM joIe. amArI javAbadArI te upADI lIdhI che. tuM dIkarI hovA chatAM dIkarA karatAM ya vadhu hoMziyAra che. have zeThe guNasuMdarInA kahyA mujaba badhI taiyArI karI. zeThe jeTalA gAma sudhI pitAnI oLakhANa hatI e badhA gAmomAM agAuthI sAMDhaNI para mANasa mokalIne badhI vyavasthA karI lIdhI. guNasuMdarIe vaNajhArAne veza paheryo. jANe Abehuba chokaro na hoya ! tevI te vezamAM zobhavA lAgI. navakAramaMtra gaNyA ane zAsanadevane prArthanA karI ke ame amArA paraNeta pati sivAya jagatanA badhA purUSo bhAI ane bApa samAna mAnyA heya to mane sahAya karaje. huM strI hovA chatAM patinI zodha mATe purUSane veza paheruM chuM te khulI na paDuM. guNasuMdarIne joI mAbApanuM haiyuM TharI gayuM. mAtA khUba raDe che. have mAbApanA AzIrvAda laI prayANa kevI rIte karaze te avasare. dvi zrAvaNa vada ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 61 : tA. pa-9-85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAne jagatanA jIvane pApathI pAchA vaLavA, anaMta saMsAranA bhava bramaNathI aTakavA, aviratinA bhayaMkara pApathI bacavA, ane virati bhAvamAM khUlavA mATe be prakAranA dharma batAvyA. ApaNe AgAra dharmanI vAta cAlI rahI che. temAM 12 vratanuM suMdara svarUpa samajAvyuM che. anaMta bhavenA rogo dUra karavA mATe 12 e amUlya jaDIbuTTI che mATe viratimAM Avo. te mATe prabaLa purUSArthanI jarUra che. jema eka makAna daza varSathI baMdha che. eka makAna bAra mahinAthI baMdha che ane eka makAna reja sAphasUpha thAya che. je makAna 10 varSothI baMdha che tene sApha karatA parasevAthI rebajheba thaI jaze. ghaNI mahenate e makAna svaccha thaze. je bAra mahinAthI baMdha che tene ochI mahenata joIze ane je roja sAphasUpha thAya che tene sApha karavA mATe sAva a5 mahenatanI jarUra che, tema ApaNA AtmA rUpI makAnamAM 10-12 varSone nahi, 25-50 bhane nahi paNa anaMtA bhavamAM eNe kamene saMgraha karyo che, te karmone pUja AtmAmAM jamA thaye che. pApane pravAha te AtmAmAM aviratapaNe AvyA kare che. A pravAhane aTakAvavA mATe viratinI jarUra che. AnaMda gAthApati bIjuM vrata levA taiyAra thayA che. temAM jUThuM belavAnA paracakakhANa karAya che. jJAnI bhagavaMte jUThuM bolavAnA cAra kAraNe batAvyA che. oddA thA Dho vA, mA vA, hRArA vA'kodhathI, lebhathI, bhayathI ane hAMsIthI, A cAramAMthI koI paNa kAraNane AdhIna thaIne jIva jUThuM bolavA prerAya che. kayAreka pitAnuM manadhAryuM na thatAM AvezamAM AvIne asatya bolavA prerAya che. kayAreka bhautika lAbha maLavAnI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] (577 AzAthI, kayAreka mAna sanmAna maLavAnI AzAthI asatya bele che. kyAreka gunAmAM sarakAra taraphathI pakaDAI javAnA bhayathI to kayAreka hAMsI mazkarImAM jUThuM bolAya che. kaI paNa kAraNasara bolAtuM jUThuM AtmAne bhAre nukazAnImAM utArI de che jyAre satya jIvane siddhinA sopAna sara karAve che. tame badhA kaho che ke ame satyathI, nItithI vepAra dhaMdhA karIe te jIvavuM muzkela banI jAya. te beTI bhramaNA che. jo evuM hoya to mahApurUSoe "satyameva jayate' A pavitra vANI zA mATe prakAzI ? satyane mATe potAnI jAtane balidAna zA mATe ApyA ? satyane jIvaMta rAkhavA hasatA mukhaDe lAkhonI saMpatti cheDI devAnuM parAkrama zA mATe dAkhavyuM ? ApaNe prArthanAmAM ghaNI vAra bolIe chIe. asatyo mAMhethI prabhu parama satye tuM laI jA, UMDA aMdhArethI prabhu parama teje tuM laI jA." he prabhu ! mane asatyanA mArgethI parama satyanA mArge tuM laI jA. A vAkaya bolavAnuM prayojana zuM? anaMtajJAnI purUSanI vANI dvArA kAMIka rahasya jANavA maLe che, ane e pratIti thAya che ke "satyameva jayate" e vANu parama satya che. jIta ImAnadArInI thAya che, beImAnInI thatI nathI. vijaya kSamAne che, parAjaya kone che. jIta satyanI che, hAra asatyanI che. tame mAne che ke ame asatyathI dhaMdhAmAM vadhu kamAIe chIe. tyAM jJAnI samajAve che ke tamane lAge ke ame asatyathI jItyA paNa asatya jItyuM nathI paNa tyAM puNya jItyuM hatuM. beImAnI karavA chatAM vadhu paisA maLyA te beImAnInA kAraNathI nahi paNa puNyanA kAraNathI. Aga jevA bhayaMkara pApanA sthAnamAM praveza karavA chatAM jarAya dAjhayA nahi ne bacI gayA e tamArI buddhi ke hoMziyArIthI nahi paNa puNyanA prabhAvathI. pUrvanA puNyane udaya joradAra hoya tyAre asatya bolanAra mAnavI A badhI cIjo meLavavAmAM saphaLa banI jAya evuM bane ane joradAra pApano udaya hoya tyAre satya bolanAro mANasa paNa A badhI cIjo meLavavAmAM niSphaLa bane evuM bane. bAhyakSetra ane AtyaMtara kSetranA vijayanA kAraNe judA che. bAhyakSetramAM saphaLatAnuM sUtra che "puNyameva jayate" ane AtyaMtara kSetramAM saphaLatAnuM sUtra che "satyameva jayate." lAkha jIvonA saMhAra karI lehInI nadI vahAvanAra hITalara tenA puNyanA kAraNe moTe sattAdhIza banI zake. eka vakhata sArA dezane jItI jagata vijetA gaNAtA nepoliyananuM puNya paravAratA pApane udaya thayo tyAre TApu parIbAI rIbAIne maryo. satyane haMmezA jaya thAya che, Ane artha ghaNuM ema samaje che ke satya bolavAthI ApaNane paiso, padavI, pratiSThA badhuM maLI jaze. ApaNane kayAreya dukhe ke agavaDa nahi Ave. jyAM jaIzuM tyAM badhe mAnasanmAna 37

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578] [ zAradA ziremaNi maLaze paNa temane A artha barAbara nathI kAraNa ke paisA, padavI, mAna, sanmAna maLavuM e badhuM puNayane AdhIna che. ene saMbaMdha satya sAthe nathI paNa puNya sAthe che. puNI zrAvaka garIba hato paNa satyathI, nItithI jIvana jIvato hato te bhagavAne tenI prasaMzA karI, jyAre kuMDarika satyanA rahethI bhraSTa thayA te sAtamI narakamAM gayA. 1 hajAre sUryanA prakAza karatAM satyane prakAza vizeSa che. ane lAkho rAhuo karatAM asatyane aMdhakAra vizeSa che. satya jIvane prakAza tarapha laI jAya che tyAre asatya aMdhakAra tarapha laI jAya che. sarva saddaguNane samAveza satyamAM ane sarva dene samAveza asatyamAM thAya che. satyane ArAdhaka divase divase namra banatuM jAya che. te pitAnI khAmIo jete rahe che ne tene sudhAre rahe che. te khAmIo pitAnI jue che ne khUbIo bIjAnI jue che. satyanA pAlanathI be prakAranA lAbha thAya che. tenI vANImAM tejasvItA Ave che. tenI vANIne sarvatra prabhAva paDe che. bIju dareka vastunuM rahasya tene ApoApa samajAvA lAge che. puNya bAhyakSetrane rAjA che ane satya AtyaMtara kSetrano rAjA che. je puNyanA sahAre jIvananaiyA haMkArazo te e kyAre aDadhe raste dago deze enI khabara nathI. je satyanA sahAre jIvananaiyA haMkArazo te e tamane kAyama mATe salAmata banAvI deze. puNya paNa satyane AdhIna che eTale satyane pakaDatA rahe. satya haze te puNya AvavAnuM che. Aje sUrya ugyo che te kAle ugaze ke nahi tenI koIne zaMkA thatI nathI. badhA nizcayathI mAne che ke sUrya ugavAne che, tema satyane hamezA vijaya thavAne che. satya vratanA pAlanathI aMtaHkaraNa ujajavaLa rahe che. mAnasika Arogya sAruM rahe che. satyavAna hamezA nirbhaya hoya che. satyanuM pAlana karatAM kaSTo Ave, duHkho Ave paNa aMte te satyano jaya thAya che. satyavAdI satyanA prabhAvathI samudramAM athavA pANInA pravAhamAM DUbI zakato nathI. ukaLatuM tela, khUba tapeluM letuM ke agni hAthamAM le te Aga tene hAtha baLI zakatI nathI. kacchanA vAMkI gAmanI eka vAta che. rApara, mAMDavI, bhacAu badhA moTA gAma kahevAya paNa vAMkI te sAva nAnuM gAma che. satyanI havA tyAM sudhI pahoMcI che. je kacchanI bhUmimAM dAnavIra jagaDuzAha, zIlavAna vijayazeTha ane vijayA zeThANI thayA te bhUminI A vAta che. vAMkImAM eka pati patnI ane eka dIkarI ema traNa mANasanuM kuTuMba hatuM. eka vAra mA-dIkarI nadIe kapaDAM jovA gayA. mAtA kapaDAM dhue che ane nAnI chokarI retImAM kapaDAM sUkave che. kapaDA sUkavatA sUkavatA retImAM ramatI hatI. AMgaLIthI mATI khodatI hatI. khodatAM bedatAM tene kAMIka dekhAyuM eTale teNe vadhAre diyuM te temAMthI eka ghaDo nIkaLe. ghaDAmAM kerIo (eka jAtanuM nANuM) hatI. dIkarIe tenI mAtAne vAta karI. baMnene khUba AnaMda thayo. harakhAtAM harakhAtA mA dIkarI baMne ghera gayA. ghera jaIne te ghaDo sAcavIne mUkI dIdhuM. bhArata dezanI saMskRti : sAMje tene pati ghera AvyuM tyAre badhI vAta karI.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ pa79 ame mA dIkarI kapaDA dhovA gayA hatA. tyAM retI khodatA A kerIo nIkaLI che. teno pati kahe ke ApaNe nA rakhAya. "paradhana patthara samAna ane Aje AvI rIte maLI jAya to paradhana ghara samAna. bhAgyazALIne devAnI bhAvanA thAya bAkI te bIjAnuM pacAvI pADavAnI vRtti hoya che. pati patnIne kahe che ke A kerIo ApaNuthI na rakhAya. ApaNe rAjadarabAramAM seMpI daIe. tene sAcA mAlika haze te levA Avaze. keI lenAra na nIkaLe to rAjAthI te rAkhI zakAya paNa ApaNAthI te na rakhAya. A kerIo kevI rIte maLI te badhI vAta rAjAne jaNAvI. A hatI ApaNA bhArata dezanI saMskRti. A bhArata bhUmimAM AvA pramANika, pApabhIrU ane satyaniSTha mANaso hatA. ApaNA dezanI prativratA strIo paNa AvI ja hatI. rAjA A bhAInI pramANikatA, satyatA para khUba prasanna thayA. mArA dezamAM AvA satyavAdI mANase vase che. A kaLiyugamAM paNa satya ane nItithI jIvana jIvanArA cha vase che. AvA mahAna AtmAothI mArA dezanuM gaurava vadhe che. rAjA te temanA be meDhe guNa gAvA lAgyA. jyAM juo tyAM A satyavAdI bhAInI prazaMsA thavA lAgI. IrSALu mANasethI A prazaMsA sahana na thaI. e vicAra na karyo ke dhanya che tenI satyatAne ! garIbAI hovA chatAM kerIo rAkhavAnuM mana na thayuM. khuda pradhAnane paNa A prazaMsA sahana na thaI. be cAra divasa gayA eTale pradhAne rAjAne caDhAvyA ane kahyuM ke e bhAI game tema ta ya vaNika che. tenI vaNika buddhinI Apane zI khabara paDe? tame jenA guNa gAva cho, prazaMsA karo cho evo vaNike Apane eka mATalI nIkaLyAnI vAta karI che paNa be mATalI nIkaLI haze. eNe moTA bhAganI kerIo pitAne tyAM rAkhI haze. pite pramANika che, satyavAdI che e batAvavA mATe thoDIka kerIo Apane ApI haze. te badhI te Ape nahi. rAjA pradhAnanI caDhavaNIthI caDhI gayA. temaNe e vicAra na karyo ke A bicArAne kayAM satyavAdIne zarapAva le have te AvuM kare ? IrSAthI pradhAne rAjAne karelI bhaMbheraNI" ? rAjAe vANiyAnI patnIne bolAvIne kahayuM-teM tArI pAse keTalI kerIo rAkhI che ? mahArAjA ! amane je maLI hatI te badhI ApI dIdhI che. paradhana amAre patthara samAna che. je 24 kalAka rAkhIe te paNa tenuM vyAja devuM paDe. ame eka paNa karI rAkhI nathI. satya bolanArane javAba ApavA mATe koI gaThavaNa karavI paDatI nathI. te haMmezA nirbhaya hoya che. rAjAe kahyuM-tame badhI kerIo ApI heya ema huM mAnavA taiyAra nathI. sAheba ! huM ahIM UbhI chuM. Apa mAruM ghara joI le. pradhAna kahe, e te bIjAnA ghera mUkI AvyA hoya! tamane zuM khabara paDe ? khUba rakajhaka cAlI paNa jenI pAse che ja nahi te hA kevI rIte kahe? chevaTe rAjAe dhIja devAnuM nakkI karyuM. A bAI kahe, mahArAjA ! atyAre kayAM A satayuga che ke AvI kasoTImAMthI pAra utarAya? atyAre te haDahaData

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580 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi kaLiyuga che paNa rAjAe te kAMI sAMbhaLyuM nahi. temaNe te bAInA hAthamAM pIpaLAnuM pAna mUkayuM ane tenA para saLagatA kelasA hAthamAM mUkyA. je e sAcI haze te phelA nahi paDe. e rIte 10 miniTa rAkhyuM. hatheLInI cAmaDI lAla na thaI kAraNa ke pite satyanA pakSamAM hatI. te bAI parIkSAmAM pAsa thaI gaI. satyane camatkAra : A satya pragaTa thayuM eTale pradhAna beMTho paDI gaye. have enI durjanatAe hada vaTAvI. teNe kahyuM- rAjA sAheba ! Apa bhUle che. enA hAthamAM nIce pIpaLAnuM pAna hatuM eTale hAtha baLe nahi. have e pAna laI le ane pharI vAra dhIja apAve. haiyA phUTalA rAjAne e vicAra nathI AvatuM ke pAdaDuM baLI gayuM pachI hatheLIne aMgArAnI koI asara na thAya? rAjA to pradhAna kahe tema kare. pharI vAra te bAInA hAthamAM aMgArA mUkyA. bAI prabhune prArthanA kare che. ame A jiMdagImAM kyAreya corI karI na hoya, asatya belyA na hoI e te mArI lAja rAkhaje. pharI vAra dhIja devAnI che e vAta bAIne pati khetaramAM hatuM tyAM pahoMcI gaI. te doDate tyAM Avyo. tenA dilamAM kodhanI javALA bhabhUkI UThI. te samaje che zuM tenA manamAM? 20 miniTa hatheLImAM aMgArA rakhAvyA chatAM bAI bilakula dAjhI nahi. A joIne rAjA sijaDa thaI gayA. kharekhara A satyavAdI che. bAIno pati kahe che ke tArA hAthamAM je aMgArA che te have A badhAnA hAthamAM Apa. have koI UbhuM rahe kharuM? badhA ya UbhI pUMchaDIe bhAgyA. satyanuM pAlana karatAM kaSTa te Ave paNa te kaSTamAM je kAyara nathI banate ane saharSa te kaSTane vadhAvI le che tene Akhare vijaya thAya che. kaLiyugamAM paNa satyane A alaukika prabhAva che. satyanI ArAdhanA e zIra sATAnA khela che. marIne jIvavAno maMtra che. jeNe pitAnuM jIvana satyamAM samarpita karI dIdhuM che tene duniyA oLakhe che. satyanA kiraNe sUryanA kiraNanI jema sarvatra pahoMcI jAya che. je AtmA satyamAM otaprota che, jenI rageragamAM satyane raNakAra che tene prabhAva manuSyamAM, tiyAmAM to paDe che paNa devalekamAM ya tene prabhAva paDe! deve tenA satyanI kasoTI kare che. je kasoTImAM pAra utarI jAya te deve tenA caraNamAM mUkI jAya che ane tene sahAya karavA Ave che, rAjAne eka dIkaro hato. tenuM nAma hatuM makaradhvaja. te khUba dayALu, vinIta, udAra, gaMbhIra ane satyaniSTha hato. te kaI divasa asatya na bole. eka vAra nagaranI bahAra vasaMtsava ujavavAnuM hatuM. te prasaMgamAM leko bhegA thaIne ujANI kare ane AnaMda killola kare. rAjA pote uMmaralAyaka hatA eTale teo A mahotsavamAM jaI zake tema na hatA eTale makaradhvajane mokalyo. A makaradhvaja badhA rAjakumAronI sAthe vasaMtsava jevA gayA. temAM garIba, zrImaMta badhA jovA AvyA hatA. A makaradhvaja khUba dayALu hate. garIne joIne tenA manamAM thayuM ke mArI prajAmAM AvA duHkhI

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 581 garIe vase che ! mArA bhaMDAranA paisA zu' karavAnA che ? je maLyA che tenA jo dIna du:khImAM upayoga na thAya teA e lakSmI zA kAmanI ? vasaMtAtsava patI gayA khAda bIjA rAjakumArAmAMthI koI e lAkha, koIe e lAkha, kaI e traNa tA keie cAra lAkha rUpiyA yAcakone dAnamAM ApyA. A makaradhvaje koI ne pAMca lAkha, koIne 10 lAkha e rIte eka kroDa rUpiyA teNe garIbAne dAnamAM daI dIdhA. dAna denArA dAna de paNa bhaDArI peTa phUTe tema makaradhvaje dAna karyu. paNa te IrSyALu mANasethI sahana na thayuM. bhaMDArIe rAjA pAse AvIne phirayAda karI ke ApanA putra makaradhvaje eka divasamAM eka kroDa rUpiyA dAnamAM daI dIdhA che. rAjAe makaradhvajane melAvIne kahyuM- beTA ! paisA sAcavavAnA hAya, tene vAparI na na'khAya. bhaMDAramAM dara varSe kharca kADhatA traNa kroDa rUpiyA kharce che. koI vAra duzmana rAjA caDhI Ave te yuddha karavuM paDe te kharca thAya ne ? athavA koIvAra dukALa paDe te! tuM eka divasamAM kroDa daI de teA bhaMDAra khAlI thaI jAya, mATe khUba vicAra karIne khacI~ karavA joI e. dAna uparanI zraddhAthI putre Apela javAba : makaradhvaje kahyuM, pitAjI ! ApanI vAta sAcI che paNa je lakSmI dAnapuNyamAM vaparAya che te kayAreya khUTatI nathI paNu vadhe che. jo ApaNuM puNya pramaLa haze teA laDAI AvavAnI nathI ane dhana khUTavAnuM nathI ane jo pApane udaya haze teA laDAI Avaze ane dhana paNa khUTaze. rAjA kahe- jo tuM puNyanI ane bhAgyanI vAta kare che te tuM gharanI bahAra nIkaLI jA. tArA puNyabaLe tuM eka kroDa rUpiyA meLave tyAre pAchA Avaje. A sAbhaLatA makaradhvajane jarA paNa aksAsa na thayA. teNe kahyuM- pitAjI ! ApanI AjJA dezarAmAnya che. teNe peAtAnA zarIra parathI madhA dAgInA utArIne ApI dRIdhA. mAtra paherelA kapaDe gherathI ravAnA thayA. prajAjanA kahe che bApu! AvuM na karo. pATavIputrane kADhI na mUke. rAjA te kAinuM sAMbhaLatA nathI. te teA eka ja vAta kare che ke kroDa rUpiyA kamAIne lAve. satyane khAtara rAjakumAre karelA rAjamahelanA tyAga : makaradhvaja gherathI ravAnA thayeA. cAra pAMca gAu dUra gayA. rAta paDavA AvI che eTale jhADa nIce rahevAnA vicAra karyAM. tyAM eka ziyALane avAja AnyA. A kuMvara ziyALanI bhASA samajatA hatA. ziyALa kuMvarane kahI rahyuM hatuM ke he rAjakumAra ! tuM sArA zukane gherathI nIkaLyA che. tAru' kArya siddha thaze. tuM ahI thI pUrva dizAmAM jA. tyAM amuka jagyAe meTo vAMsa dATelA paDayA che, te vAMsane tuM tyAMthI laI leje ane tene phADI nAMkhaje. te temAMthI kiMmatI cAra ratnA nIkaLaze. tenI kimata eka kroDa rUpiyAnI che. tenA mAlika kAI nathI mATe tu' laI leje. makaradhvaja ziyALanI bhASA barAbara samajI gayA. tenA kahyA pramANe pUrva dizAmAM gayA. tyAM dATelA mATe vAMsa paDaye hateA, te ukhADayA ne tene teDI nAMkhyA, tA temAMthI cAra ratnA nIkaLyA. kumAre joyu. tA cAra ratnAnI ki`mata kroDa rUpiyAnI thaI. A badhu puNya pramAvathI maLI gayuM. te ghara tarapha pAche vanyA.

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582 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi satyano jaya ane saMtanuM darzana : makaradhvaja ghara bAju jaI rahyo che. tyAM rastAmAM khabara paDI ke ahIM saMta munirAja birAje che. tene manamAM thayuM ke huM ke bhAgyazALI! ahIM te keInA darzana na maLe tenA badale mane saMtanA darzana thayA. tenA dilamAM to AnaMda samAtuM nathI. te darzana karavA gaye tyAre tyAM kaI deva Avyo hato. teNe pitAnI phadhi batAvavA muni pAse eka nATaka kareluM. nATaka pUruM thayuM tyAre bIjA sAdhue vaDIla sAdhune pUchayuM-A deva, devanI padavI kevI rIte pAmyo ? moTA saMte kahyuM -teNe pUrvajanmamAM bIjuM satyanuM vrata aMgIkAra karyuM hatuM. te vrata lIdhA pachI tenA jIvanamAM kaSTa AvyuM, duHkha AvyuM paNa te DagyA nahi ane pitAnA prANanI Ahuti ApI dIdhI, tethI te marIne deva thayA che. A vAta badhAe sAMbhaLI. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke eka vratanA pAlanathI je deva bane te 12 vratanA pAlanathI keTale badhe lAbha maLe ? mahAvratanA pAlananI te vAta ja kayAM? A sAMbhaLatAM je saMte pitAnA mahAvratamAM jarA DhIlA hatA te badhA makakama thayA, chevaTe saMte rAjakumArane kahyuM- tArAmAM je satya pAlanane guNa che temAM prANata sudhI daDha raheje. bhale, gurUdeva. ema kahIne rAjakumAra tyAMthI ghara bAju ravAnA thaye; tyAra bAda deve munine prazna karyo ke A chokaro satyavAdI che. tenA para duHkha ke Aphata Ave to te kayAre paNa calita nahi thAya ne ? nA. tenA mAthe game tevA vipattinA vAdaLA utaraze te paNa te calita nahi thAya. satyane te choDaze nahi, te huM tenI parIkSA karuM. deve rAjakumAranI karelI parIkSA: makaradhvaja ghera gayo. jaIne pitAnA hAthamAM cAra ne seMpI dIdhA. rAjA kahe beTA ! tuM thoDI vAramAM kyAMthI A cAra raste laI A ? A bAju pele deva makaravajanI parIkSA karavA eka vepArIne veza laIne rAjasabhAmAM AvIne belavA lAgyuM. meM eka vAMsamAM cAra rane rAkhyA hatA. te kaI cArIne laI gayuM che. Apa corane pakaDIne mane mArA rane pAchA apAve. A makaradhvajane tenA sAgarIte kahe che ke tene ratna letA kayAM keIe joyA che? mATe tuM nAmakkama jaje paNa A te satyavAdI hatA. teNe kahyuM ke mAre cAra rane ApavA che. huM te kayAre paNa asatya bolIza nahi. teNe pitAne kahyuM-pelA cAra rane hamaNAM mane Apone ! badhI vAta pachI Apane karIza. pitA pAsethI cAra rane laIne vepArIne ApI dIdhA. leke te jema tema bolavA lAgyA. je ne moTo satyavAdI. vepArIo kahyuM ke tAre to asatya bolavAnI, corI na karavAnI pratijJA che te Ape corI zA mATe karI? kumAre badhAnI vacce satya vAta je banI hatI te pragaTa karI. deva tarata hAjara thaI gaye ne tenA caraNamAM paDe. pitAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgI ane kahyuM ke A kumAra cera nathI. sAco satyavAdI che. tenI parIkSA karavA mATe meM A veza lIdho hato. teNe mArA ratna lIdhA nathI. teNe satya vAta pragaTa karI. rAjAne paNa bhAna thaI gayuM ke puNya AgaLa badhuM nakAmuM che. tenA satya mATe khUba prazaMsA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 583 karI, chevaTe makaradhvajane rAjaya ApIne rAjAe dIkSA lai lIdhI. satyanA prabhAva alaukika che, yogazAstramAM batAvyu` che ke alikaM ye na bhASante, satyavrata mahAdhanaH jenI pAse satyavrata rUpI mahAdhana che, je kayAre paNa asatya khelatA nathI tene bhUta, preta, siMha, sApa Adi koI nukazAna karI zakatA nathI. satyavAdIne keTalIka bhautika zakti prApta thAya che paNu tenA upayega te te bhAgye ja kare che. siddhi ane labdhio tene AMTA mAre che. AnaMda gAthApita Avu. khIjuM' vrata levA taiyAra thayA. temaNe pratijJA karI ke ji dagImAM huM jUhu' melIza nahi, khelAvaDAvIza nahi. have kevI rIte paccakakhANu leze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra H guNasu darI vaNajhArAnA peAzAka paherIne barAbara taiyAra thaI gaI. tene jotAM mA-Apanu' haiyuM TharI gayu ke mArI dIkarI A vezathI kevI prabhAvazALI lAge che! kAI na jANe ke A chekarI che. dhanya che beTA dhanya che tane! tAru A ajoDa sAhasa tane siddhi apAvaze. mAtApitA khUba raDe che kAraNa ke ghaNe dUra sudhI mekalavAnI che, vaLI teNe kahyu che ke cha mahinAmAM patinA patto nahi paDe teA agnisnAna karIza. A badhA sacaiAge mAtApitAne khUba raDAvI rahyA che. vidAyanA vasamA dvivasanuM prabhAta ugI gayu.. joSIoe vaizAkha suda terasanA divasa ApyA hatA te AvI gayA. vaizAkha suda trIjanA lagna thayA ane terasanA divase te patine zeAdhavA mATe prasthAnanI taiyArI thaI. javAnI gheADI vAra hatI tyAre guNasuMdarI mAtApitAne page lAgI ane namratAthI khelI ke Apa mane AzIrvAda ApeA ke mAruM kAma jaldI siddha thAya. AMsu bhInI AMkhe, mAthe pherave hAtha zubha AzIrvAda Ape eTA, karaje tAru kAma hai.. raDatI AMkhe mAbApe guNasuMdarInA mAthe hAtha pherA ane aMtaranA zubha AzIrvAda ApyA. beTA! tAru kAma karIne tu' jaldI Avaje. tArI tamiyata sAcavaje. amAre tane kAMi kahevAnu nathI paNa beTA tuM satya ane zIlanI prANanI jema rakSA karaje. temAM AMca AvavA daiza nahi. satI strIe mATe zIla e moTAmAM moTu* AbhUSaNa che. tene khUba sAcavaje. hAMziyArIthI kAma karaje. tArA zvasurakuLa ane pitRkuLanI maryAdA sAcavIne kArya karaje. ane kuLane dIpAvaje. mAMya, paradezamAM jAtA thakA, raheje huziyArI pathe kalyANa tumane hAjo, vahelI maLaje tu AMya hA.... dIkarI ! tu.. paradezamAM jAya che. tAre ghaNAMnA paricayamAM AvavAnuM anaze, tyAre badhAnI sAthe khUba hoMziyArIthI raheje. tu' je mAge jAya che te mA` tane kalyANu rUpa ane. tuM tAruM kArya karIne jaldI jaldI Avaje. he kRpAnidhAna pitAjI! saTTAya

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584] [ zAradA ziramaNi ApanI kRpA draSTi rAkhaje. mane vizvAsa che ke ApanI kRpAthI mArA kAryamAM huM jarUra saphaLatA meLavIza. A rIte mAtApitAe suMdara AzIrvAda ApyA pachI tenI cha e bene tenA keTe vaLagI paDI ane kahyuM -bena ! tuM sauthI nAnI che paNa tAruM parAkrama ajoDa che. tuM khUba hiMmata rAkhaje ane jaldI jaldI patinI bhALa meLavIne samAcAra mokalAvaje. tuM amane bhUlatI nahi. gopAlapuranA mArge prayANa"? A rIte mAtApitAnA, benenA AzIrvacano hRdayamAM dharI gharanI bahAra nIkaLIne sAMDhaNI upara beThI. tenI sAthe ghaNAM jUnA anubhavI mANasane besADe. beTA ! have Apa sukhethI prayANa kare. guNasuMdarIe aneka jAtanA kariyANAnA gADAo, mAlasAmAna laIne gopAlapura tarapha prayANuM karyuM. guNasuMdarIe veza badalya, sAthe nAma paNa badalyuM. teNe pitAnuM nAma have guNasuMdara rAkhyuM. chekarAne veza paheryo che. tenA mukha para dekhAya che ke A keTale zauryavAna che! pite eka strI che, abaLA che e vAta bhUlI gaI pite eka virATa ane sabaLa AtmA che. ema mAnIne strInI tamAma kemaLatAne gheDA samaya mATe phagAvI dIdhI, ane duniyAnI tamAma muzIbatene sAmane karavA mATe taiyAra thaI. eNe ghara choDayuM, gAma cheDayuM. mA-bApa ane benone viyega vadhAvI lIdhuM ane ajANyA paMthe ekalI nIkaLI paDI. teNe na bhayane je, na muzIbatone hisAba kADhaye. strI samaya Ave tyAre sabaLA banI zake che. guNasuMdara sAMDhaNI para savAra thayo ane have gopAlapura tarapha AgaLa vadhavA lAgyo. Akho divasa musApharI karavAnI ane sAMja paDatA pahelAM thoDI vAre gAmanA pAdaramAM kaI dharmazALA hoya tyAM rAtavAse rahevAne. sUryAsta pahelA eka vAra peTa bharIne jamatA. guNasuMdara gherathI nIkaLe tyAre teNe pratijJA karI che ke jayAM sudhI mane mArA pati na maLe tyAM sudhI roja ekAsaNuM karavA. garama pANI pIvuM. savAra sAMja be TAIma pratikramaNa karavuM, svAdhyAya karavI, rastAmAM koI gurU bhagavaMtane bheTo thaI jAya to temanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavuM, temanI sevA zuzraSA karavI. dharmamAM keTalI daDhatA kahevAya! gAmamAM hoya te paNa ATaluM karI zakatA nathI. jyAre A te jaMgala che. jaMgalamAM AtmAnuM maMgala karavAnI bhAvanA kayAre thAya? ragaragamAM dharma vacce hoya tyAre ne? guNasuMdara kaI divasa gharanI bahAra nIkaLyA nathI. teNe potAnI jiMdagImAM pahelI vAra gharanI bahAra paga mUke. A rIte A sthitimAM sAMDhaNI upara musApharI karavAnI Avaze evI te ka95nA ya na hoya ne ! chatAMya jANe keTalA varSone anubhavI heya te rIte saphara karI rahyA hatA. A guNasuMdare patine zodhavA mATe prayANa zarU karI dIdhuM. have tene rastAmAM kevA kevA anubhava thaze te vAta avasare. dvi zrAvaNa vada 7ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 62 : tA. 6-9-85 anaMtajJAnI pharamAve che ke athAga puNyanA udaye tane manuSyabhava, pAMca Indriyo, mana A badhuM maLyuM paNa A maLyAnI sArthaktA kayAre ? A badhI cIjone jinazAsana

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 585 sAthe joDI daIe ane Dagale ne pagale jinAjJAne pradhAna banAvIne jIvana jIvIe tyAre, A vAta eka nyAyathI samajIe. eka mANasa nadI kinArethI pasAra thaI rahyo hatA. nadI kinAre nAnA khALaka retInA ghara banAvIne ramata ramatA hatA. temAM eka chekarAnA hAthamAM leAkhaDanI nAnI khIlI AvI. te cheAkarAe te khIlIne nadImAM nAMkhI IdhI. khIlI te pANImAM DUbI gaI. A dRzya pelA bhAIe joyuM. e cAra divasa pachI e ja mANasane nadInA sAmA kinAre javuM hatuM, tethI te bhAI hADakAmAM beTho hADakAmAM besatA teNe aneka jagyAe leAkhaDanA khIlAe joyA. khIlAe jotAM tene cAra divasa pahelAnI vAta yAda AvI. pelA karAe lAkhaDanI khIlIne nadImAM nAMkhI hatI te| te khIlI pANImAM DUbI gaI hatI. A vahANamAM teA lAkaDA sAthe meATA meTA khIlAe joInTa karelA che te te DubI nahi jAya ne ? eTale te bhAI e khalAsIne pUchyuM- bhAI ! nAnI khIlI pANImAM DUbI gaI. te A vahANamAM dhaNAM khIlAe che teA te DUbI nahi jAya ne ? khalAsIe kahyuM- bhAI! Ama te leAkhaMDa pANImAM DUbI jAya paNa jo tene lAkaDAM sAthe jaDI devAmAM Ave ane tenA dvArA nAvaDI banAvavAmAM Ave to e lekhaMDa DUbI nahi jAya paNa lAkaDAnI sAthe sArI rIte jaDAI javAthI pANImAM sArI rIte tarI zake. te nAvaDImAM besanArane paNu tAre. tame koI jAtanA bhaya rAkhaze nahi. Apa nirbhaya rIte A nAvaDImAM bese. nAvaDI pANImAM saDasaDATa cAlI ane bhAIne sAmA kinAre paheAMcADI dIdhA. pANImAM DUbI javAnA svabhAvavALu` lAkha'Da lAkaDAnI sAthe joDAtA DUbsa nahi paNa te pote taryu ane temAM besanArane paNa sAme kinAre paheAMcADI dIdhA. AdhyAtmika kSetramAM ApaNA jIvanamAM A vAta sarasa lAgu paDe che. apAra puNyarAzI ekatra thaI tyAre mAnavadeha maLyA, bhautika sa`pattinA camakArA maLyA, pAMce indriyA paripUrNa maLI, zarIra nirogI maLyuM. A badhI cIjone jo jinazAsana sAthe joDI devAmAM Ave te saMsAra sAgarane sAme kinAre paheAMcI zakIe. mammaNa zeThane sa'pattinA kayAM tUTA hatA ? mahArAjA zreNika paNa tenI sa patti pAse jhAMkhA paDI jAya eTalI sa`patti hatI. zarIra paNa nirogI maLyuM hatuM.kuMDarikane pAMce indriyA paripUNu ane sateja hatI. subhUma cakravatI ne Arogya sAruM maLyuM hatuM. A badhI cIjo sArI maLavA chatAM te durgatinA ravADe caDhI gayA. tenu' kAraNa eka ja che ke A cIjone te jinazAsana sAthe joDI zakayA nahi. mAraka cIjone tAraka banAvI devAnI buddhinA temanI pAse abhAva hatA. temanI sAme bIjA mahApurUSAne yAda karo. jenI pAse saMpatti na hatI te puNIyA tarI gayA. sanatkumAra cakravartinuM Arogya sAru na hatuM. mATA seALa seALa rAgA utpanna thayA hatA, chatAM te paNa tarI gayA. rAhaNIyA cAra, khUnI cilAtIputra, hatyAro arjunamALI, krodhI caDakauzika, abhimAnI indrabhUti A badhA tarI gayA. AnuM kAraNa e che ke peAtAne maLelI tamAma zitaone emaNe jinazAsana sAthe joDI dIdhI ane peAtAnuM jIvana jinAjJA

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586 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi pradhAna banAvI dIdhuM te tarI gayA. A kaLA jene AvaDI nahi te badhAne A cIje DUbADanArI banI. ApaNe zuM karavuM che te ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. lokhaMDanI khIlInI jema DUbavuM che ke lAkaDA sAthe joDAyelA khIlAnI jema taravuM che? AnaMda gAthApati pitAnI zaktione jinazAsananI sAthe joDavA taiyAra thayA. temaNe bIju aNuvrata aMgIkAra karyuM. mAre moTakuM jUThuM bolavuM nahi. mRSAvAda be prakAra che. sUkSama ane skUla. hAMsI majAkathI ke AnaMda pramodamAM jarA jUThuM belyA ke jUThuM bolavAnI anumodanA ApI e sUma mRSAvAda che. A mRSAvAdathI pApa lAge paNa vrata tUTe nahi kAraNa ke zrAvakane sthUla mRSAvAdanA paccakakhANa che. skUla vastumAM khoTA pariNAmothI asatya bolavuM e sthUla mRSAvAda che. e pAMca prakAranuM che. (1) kanAlIka : kanyA saMbaMdhI. kanyA saMbaMdhI jUThuM zuM belAya e vAta vicArIe. chatAne achatuM kahevuM ane achatane chatuM kahevuM. tamArI dIkarInuM sagapaNa karavuM hoya, tenA zarIrane bAdha nAjuka haya, chokarI mATe sAre heziyAra bhaNele cheka maLato hoya, chekarAnI uMmara karatAM chekarInI uMmara cha mahinA meTI hoya. A samaye chokaro sAro maLavAnI IcchAthI chokarInI uMmara cha mahinA nAnI kahe te kanyA saMbaMdhI jUThuM bolyA kahevAya. A rIte sagapaNanI bAbatamAM uMmara AghIpAchI kahevI. atyAranAM jamAnAmAM te barAbara cakAsaNuM thAya che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM kanyA khAsa jotA na hatA, khAnadAna kuTuMba, kuLa jatAM hatA. jyAre Aje te hAITa ane hAITa, rUpa ane rUpiyA jevAya che. je cheka pherena rITana hoya to mAbApa jaladI pAsa kare che. te manamAM harakhAya che ke mane phorena rITarna jamAI maLyo paNa emAM kaMIka vAra dagA thAya che ane chokarI khUba duHkhI thAya che. kanyA saMbaMdhI ke chokarI saMbaMdhI vAtamAM zrAvakathI jUThuM bolAya nahi, dagA prapaMca karAya nahi. tamArA saMtAno hoya, pharaja bajAvavI paDe to judI vAta bAkI bIjA koInI sagapaNa saMbaMdhI vAtamAM paDazo nahi ane pApanA pioTalA bAMdhazo nahi. (2) gavAlika gAya sabaMdhI. ahIM gAya, bheMsa, bakarI, baLada badhA tiryo AvI jAya. jAnavaramAM gAya zreSTha gaNAya tethI ahIM gAya saMbaMdhI kahyuM che. gAyabheMsa rAkhyA hoya tene vecavA hoya tyAre te dUdha ochuM detA hoya ne kahe ke vadhu dUdha Ape che. lenAra vyakti pUche ke jAnavara vasamuM che ke ThaMDuM che? manuSyamAM jema mANaso vasamA hoya che tema hera paNuM vasamA hoya che. te bAbatamAM khoTuM bole. vartamAna yugamAM te jaine Dhero rAkhatA nathI eTale te mATe khoTuM bolavAne prasaMga Ave nahi. jenA jIvanamAM dharma che, sadAcAra che, pramANikatA che, saMtoSa che te jUThuM na bele. jenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa nathI, jene jarUriyAta karatA vadhu meLavavuM che tene asatya, anItinuM AcaraNa karavuM paDe che. jainadarzana te evuM anupama darzana che ke emAM sarakAranI eka paNa vastu lAgu na paDe. jarUriyAta karatAM vadhu meLavavuM tenuM nAma parigraha. AcArAMga sUtra bole che "gvara () fNa marama mA "

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zAradA zizamaNi ] parigrahanI mamatA jene mahAbhaya ane duHkhanuM kAraNa bane che. parigraha AtmAne bhayaMkara baMdhana che. A baMdhanathI baMdhAyele prANI narakAdi adhama gatiomAM jAya che ane tyAM bhayaMkara duHkha bhegave che. parigrahanI jALamAM phasAyela mAnavI vadhu meLavavA lAkha prayatno kare chatAM tene eTale lobhAMtarAya karmane kSayopazama hoya teTaluM maLe che. saMtoSa ane zAtA tenAthI lAkho gAu dUra rahe che eTale ke te saMtoSa meLavI zakatA nathI. saMpatti to tijorImAM rahe che. ane tene cokiyAta tamAre thavuM paDe che. A ochI gulAmI che ? te saMpattine sAcavavA mAnavI buddhino ke upayoga kare che ? buddhinI karAmata : eka vAra eka vaNika bahAragAmathI khUba kamANI karIne pitAnA ghara tarapha jato hato. tenI pAse kiMmatI rane khUba hatA. ghera jatAM rastAmAM moTuM bhayaMkara jaMgala AvatuM hatuM, jyAM ghaNAM lUMTArAo ane DAkuo rahetA hatA. vANiyAnA manamAM thayuM ke karavuM zuM? A jaMgalamAM to cora lUMTArAne bhaya ghaNo che te mArA ratna lUMTI leze. te A ratnane sAcavavA kevI rIte? vicAra karatAM tene eka rato ja. teNe ratnanI poTalI bAMdhIne jamInamAM dATI dIdhI ane bIjI eka kAMkarAnI pioTalI bAMdhI. e pioTalI laIne jaMgalamAM moTe meTethI bUma pADato jAya che ke mArI pAse rane che ne. tenI bUma sAMbhaLIne lUMTArAo bahAra AvyA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke jenI pAse rane hoya te AvI rIte bUma pADe nahi. te te lapAto chUpAne jato rahe chatAM jevA te de ke rane kevA che eTale kahyuM- bola, rane kayAM rAkhyA che ? bhAIo ! huM ratno nahi ApuM, keTalI mahenata karIne A ratna meLavyA che, tame laI leze te huM marI jaIza. mATe mane javA de. A vaNika bhAIe te barAbara nATaka karyuM paNa A lUMTArAo javA de zAnA ? badhAe bhegA thaIne tenI piTalI laI lIdhI. khelIne joyuM to kAMkarA. are! A te koI pAgala, gAMDa lAge che. jenI pAse rane hoya te AvI rIte bUma pADe kharo ? badhAe tene javA dIdho. A jaMgala eka gAunuM hatuM. jaMgalanA eka cheDethI bIjA cheDA sudhI traNa vAra A rIte bUmo pADato gayo ne Avyo. badhAe tene pAgala mA. keI lUMTavA na AvyuM tyAre cothI vAra sAcA ratnonI piTalI laIne bUmo pADatA pADatA jaMgala pasAra karI dIdhuM. cAra lUMTArAone mUrkha banAvyA ane potAnI saMpattine surakSita rAkhI zake. lakSmI sAcavavA kevI buddhi vAparI ? paisA mATe mAnavI zuM nathI karato ? saMpatti sAcavavA mATe jIvanI keTalI jAgRti che ! keTalI sAvadhAnI che ! eTalI AmAnA guNo sAcavavAnI che ? zIla, sadAcAra, kSamA, saraLatA, samatA e AtmAnI amUlya saMpatti che. te te ratna karatAM mahAkiMmatI che, paNa haju jIvane A saMpattinI kiMmata samajAI nathI. A saMsAranA jaMgalamAM AtmAnI saMpatti lUMTavA kaSAye rUpI DAkuo pharI rahyA che. AmAnI sajAga dazA na rahe to e AtmAnI saMpattine lUMTI le.

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pa88] [ zAradA ziremaNi AnaMda gAthA5tine tyAM daza hajAra gAyanuM eka gokuLa evA cAra gokuLa eTale cAlIsa hajAra gAye hatI. atyAre te pazudhana rAkhavAnuM moTA bhAge baMdha thaI gayuM che eTale A doSa lAgavAno saMbhava ocho che. AnaMda gAthApatie kahyuM bhargavata! A gAya, bhesa saMbaMdhI huM jAvajIva sudhI kayAre paNa jUThuM belIza nahi. "bhomAlika" bhUmi alIka eTale bhUmi saMbaMdhI jUThuM bolavuM. bhUminA be prakAra kSetra ane valtha. kSetra eTale khullI jamIna. te khetara, vADI, bAga vagere. A jamIna vecavAne samaya Ave tyAre jamIna phaLadrupa na hoya te phaLadrupa kahevI. ochI kiMmatanI heya ne vadhu kiMmata batAvavI. vaghu eTale DhAMkelI jamIna. te ghara, dukAna, baMgale, havelI, vakhAra vagere. ghaNI vAra evuM bane ke dezamAM navuM makAna bAdhyuM. te makAnamAlika bahAra rahetA hoya. te makAna varSo sudhI khAlI paDyuM rahe. joke te makAnane bhUtiyuM makAna kahe che. athavA te makAna barAbara nathI ema kahIne tenI kiMmata ghaTADI de che. pachI te makAna vece te kaI levA taiyAra thatuM nathI. AvA makAna jyAre vecavAnA thAya tyAre asatyakhoTuM na bolavuM. khetaramAM pAka sAro na Avato hoya chatAM kaho ke A bhUmi to evI rasALa ane phaLadrupa che ke temAM khUba pAka thAya che. to mAlikane deSa lAge. mAlikamAM anAja, kapaDAM, sonuM, cAMdI vagere vastune samAveza thaI jAya che. jeNe vrata AdaryA che evA zrAvako A badhI bAbatomAM IrAdApUrvaka jUThuM na bele. A bAbatamAM temane jUThuM bolavAnA paccakakhANa che. kadAca bolI jAya to doSa lAge. A rIte AnaMda gAthA patie bIjuM vrata AdaryuM. haju AgaLa zuM bhAva Avaze te avasare. caritraH guNasuMdarI vaNajhArAne veza paherIne gopAlapuranI saphare jaI rahI che. je oLakhe che te badhA jANI zake che ke A te guNasuMdarI che. ajANyA mANaso te tenI sAme joI rahetA ane belatA, ahA! zuM sahAmaNo yuvAna che enI AMkhamAMthI jANe viratA nitarI rahI che. pravAsa karatAM jyAM sAruM gAma Ave tyAM be divasa rahetA. nAnuM gAma Ave tyAM eka divasa ane taddana nAnuM gAmaDuM hoya tyAM rAtavAso rahe, jayAM rAtane paDAva hoya tyAM surIlA kaMThe madhura gIto lalakAre. tene madhura avAja sAMbhaLI leke sAMbhaLavA doDI AvatA. gIta sAMbhaLatA badhA AnaMdita thaI jAya ane AgaLanA pravAsamAM tene suvidhA karI de. guNasuMdaranA guNanI phelAyelI suvAsa : guNasuMdara kaI gAmamAM aMdara ja nahi. te gAma bahAra dharmazALAmAM rahetA. moTuM gAma hoya to tyAMnA vepArIo sAthe paricayamAM AvatA. vastunA bhAva tAla pUchato. kharIdavA jevuM hoya te kharIda kare ane vecANa karavA jevuM hoya te te vecANa kare. gopAlapuramAM jaIne sIdhe vepAra karatAM na AvaDe tethI te atyArathI vepAranI TreInIMga levA lAgyA. rastAmAM sAdhu saMte maLI jAya te temanI sevAbhakti karatA ane garIba mANasone dAna paNa ApatA. musApharI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [589 karatAM rastAmAM moTA zahere, gAmaDAo Ave ane vikaTa jaMgale ya Ave paNa guNasuMdara keIthI jarAya Dara na hatuM. te roja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, cauvihAra vagere karavAnuM cUkate nahi. guNasuMdaranI sAthe AvelA pAMca mukhya mANaso te tenuM zaurya, sAhasa, pairyatA joIne sajajaDa thaI gayA. badhAne tenA pratye khUba mAna vadhyuM. guNasuMdara te jANe zuM bolyo ne zuM bolaze? tenAmAM abhimAna te jarAya na hatuM. tenA moTA vaDIla bhAIo sAthe khUba namratAthI rahetuM. badhAno vinaya sAcavatA. nAnA moTA badhAnI sAthe premathI rahetA ane badhAnuM khUba dhyAna rAkhatA. badhAnA manamAM thaI gayuM ke guNasuMdara to guNasuMdara che. tenI vaya yuvAna che paNa guNamAM, samajaNamAM prauDha che. tenA vicAre paripakava mANaso jevA che. gAmamAM jatA ajANyA mANaso sAthe te khUba bhaLI jato paNa sAthe pitAnA cAritrane khyAla vizeSa rAkho. gopAlapuranI godamAM : kharekhara guNasuMdarI purUSa vezane barAbara bhajavI rahI che. tenA sAthIdAra mANaso to joI rahetA ke A chokarI pitAnI jAta chatI na thaI jAya e mATe keTalI takedArI rAkhe che! teNe pitAnA moTA sAthIdAra mANasone e khAsa bhalAmaNa karI che ke potAne beTI kahIne keIe bolAvavI nahi tethI eNe pitAnuM nAma paNa badalI nAMkhyuM hatuM. te pitAnA moTA sAthIdAra bhAIone moTAbhAI kahI belAvate. A rIte khUba AnaMdapUrvaka paMtha kApI rahyA che. paMtha kApatA kApatA valabhIpurathI te ghaNe dUra nIkaLI gayA. have gopAlapura najIka AvI rahyuM che. je sauthI moTA mANekacaMda hatA temaNe kahyuM -beTA guNasuMdara ! have ApaNe thoDA divasamAM gopAlapura pahoMcI jaIzuM. patinI kheja mATe mananA taraMge ? vallabhIpura to ghaNuM dUra paDI gayuM, ApaNe gopAlapuranI najIkamAM AvI gayA chIe. be cAra divasamAM te ApaNuM saphara pUrI thaze. guNasuMdara kahe-bhAIe ! ApaNe tyAM jaIne besI rahevAnuM nathI. mahenata karavAnI che. ApaNe je kAme nIkaLyA chIe te kAma agharuM che. tyAM jaIne AkhA gAmamAM ghumavAnuM che. tyAM ne tyAM keTalA cakkara mAravA paDaze. e thAka khUba lAgaze. beTA ! have te ApaNe nizcita sthAnamAM jaIzuM. tyAM nagarajananA paricayamAM javAnuM. bApujI! e zeTha kayAM vasatA haze. e zeThanuM nAma ThAma paNa jANatA nathI. temanuM nAma paNa pUchayuM nathI. have tamArA jamAIne zodhavA mATe gopAlapuramAM bhamavAnuM raheze. meM te mAtra temanuM mukha joyuM che. temanA mukha uparathI ane hastarekhAo parathI anumAna karyuM hatuM ke te kaI sAmAnya gharane dIkare nathI paNa moTA sukhI gharane dIkare che. e dIpaka kayA mahelamAM prakAzato haze enI ApaNane zI rIte khabara paDaze ? keI jAtanA bhedabhAva vagara AkhA gAmamAM tapAsa karavAnI. beTA! tuM zA mATe ATalI badhI ciMtA kare che? tAruM sAhasa, hiMmata joIne ame badhA gaurava anubhavIe chIe. kharekhara ! tuM amAre sAro dIkaro hoya evuM amane lAge

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590 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi che. badhAe kahyuM- beTA! tuM zraddhA rAkha ne haiye hAma rAkha. manamAM prabhunuM smaraNa kara. prabhunA nAma smaraNathI paNa karmo tUTI jAya che. e zraddhAthI ATale moTo pravAsa kheDaye che. mAtA-pitAne, baMnene badhAne viyega sahana karyo che. A zraddhA tane jIvanamAM jarUra saphaLatA apAvaze. A zraddhAthI te lAMbI musApharI karatA karatA Aje gopAlapuranI najIka AvI rahyA chIe. thoDA divasamAM te e gAmamAM praveza paNa karIzuM. vaizAkha suda terase valabhIpurathI nIkaLyA chIe ane aSADha mahinAnA prathama divase zukala pakSanI ekame te ge pAlapura najIka pahoMcI gayA, have gopAlapuramAM jaIne patine zedhavA kevA prayatna karaze te avasare. dvi. zrAvaNa vada 8ne zanivAra : vyAkhyAna naM- 63 : tA. 7-9-85 vizvavaMdanIya, lekaya prakAzaka, karUNAsAgara bhagavaMte pharamAna karyuM ke jIva caturgati saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyo che tenuM keI kAraNa hoya te Aja sudhI jIva sukhadazI banyo che paNa bhadradazI eTale kalyANadazI banyuM nathI. sukhadaza eTale saMsAranA sukha meLavavA tarapha dRSTi ane bhadradazI eTale AtmAnA kalyANa tarapha daSTi. bhadradarzitA e mahAna guNa che. A guNa jIvanamAM moTo dIve che. A guNa hoya eTale AtmAne Thera Thera prakAza ApyA kare. dareka ThekANe ThekANe enI vANI, vartana, vicAra kalyANa tarapha hoya, game tevA duHkhanA prasaMgamAM e duHkhane duHkha na mAne, AtaM dhyAna na kare. keI paNa vastune ke prasaMgane kalyANa dRSTithI jotAM AvaDavuM joie. sukhanA prasaMgamAM paNa e AtmA mana nahi bagADe, pApamaya vicAra nahi kare ane sukhamAM chakI jaI abhimAna nahi lAve. mAne ke tenuM bhAgya khulI gayuM ane sArA paisA kamAyA. are, lakSAdhipatimAM naMbara lAgI gayA te bhadradazI AtmA e vicAra karaze ke paisA maLyAmAM mArA AtmAnI moTAI nathI. joke bhale meTo mAne, kAraNa ke leke te mAtra bahArane jue che. aMdaranA AtmAne nahi eTale e bahAranuM sAruM I meTAI, vizeSatA mAne paNa temAM mArA AtmAnuM zuM bhaluM thAya ? mATe lAkhopati banuM ke abajopati banuM temAM mArA AtmAnI vizeSatA nathI paNa AtmAne nirmaLa adhyavasAyamAM rAkhuM emAM enI vizeSatA che. bhadradazitAne guNa AtmAnA kalyANa tarapha dRSTi karAve. darzANabhadra rAjA prabhu mahAvIra svAmIne keIe vAMdhyA na hoya evA huM vAMkuM e abhimAnathI keIe na karyo hoya evo ThAThamATha karIne prabhune vaMdana karavA nIkaLyA. indra avadhijJAnathI joyuM ke A darzANubhadra rAjA keIe na karyo hoya e ThATha karIne prabhune vaMdana karavA jAuM evuM khoTuM abhimAna karIne prabhunI azAtanA karI rahyA che. prabhunuM gaurava haNI rahyA che. jANe pitAnAthI vadhu sArI bhakti karanArA bhakta prabhune maLyA ja nathI mATe lAva ene batAvI dauM ke A te tribhuvana gurU che, jemane bhalabhalAne mahAta kare evA bhakto maLyA che. A pramANe vicArI darzANabhadranuM abhimAna utAravA I- meTo ThATha karyo. temaNe sapheda rUnA gAbhalA jevA 64 hajAra hAthI vikuvya. ekeka

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 591 hAthIne ATha ATha mukha, ATha ATha suMDha, ekeka sUMDhane ATha ATha moTA daMtazULa, ekeka daMtazULa para ATha ATha vAvaDIo, ekeka vAvaDImAM lAkha lAkha pAMdaDAvALuM kamaLa banAvyuM ane tenA para devadevIo nAca kare che. dareka kamaLanI madhyamAM Ina pitAnuM rUpa goThavyuM che. AvuM dazya Ina rajU karyuM. darzANubhadra rAjA nagaranI bahAra AvatA jyAM UMce AkAzamAM jue che tyAM Indrane A ThAThamATha karIne prabhunA samavasaraNa tarapha AvatA joyA. A jotAM darzANabhadra rAjAne zuM lAge ? je e bhadradazIne badale abhadradazI hota te ene pitAnuM apamAna lAgata. are ! pahelA Indra keI divasa ATalA badhA ThAThamATha sAthe bhagavAnanA darzana karavA AvyA hoya evuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI ane Aje A rIte AvI rahyA che to e cekakasa mAruM apamAna karavA AvyA lAge che. zuM enI pAse devatAI zakti che eTale zakti vinAnA evA mAruM apamAna karavAnuM ? bhale kare, paNa manuSyanI paMktiomAM to huM zreSTha chuM. keI manuSya mArA jevA ThAThathI prabhune vaMdana karavA AvyA nahi hoya. A rIte eka bAju pitAnuM apamAna lAgata ane bIjI bAju abhimAna ubhuM rAkhyuM hota, paNa darzANabhadra rAjA abhadradazI nathI. te bhadradazI che eTale AvA keI vicAra karatA nathI. temaNe te e vicAra karyo ke meM khoTuM abhimAna karyuM che. prabhune UMcA zreSTha bhakta zuM huM eka ja maLyo chuM ? AvA Indra jevA to kaMIka moTA bhakto prabhune che. prabhunuM gaurava utAravAno meM adhama vicAra karyo. emAM meM prabhunuM apamAna karyuM mATe eka to mAre enuM prAyazcita karavuM joIe ane bIjuM e ke meM je saMka9pa karelo ke prabhune keIe je bhaktithI vaMdana na karyA hoya evI bhaktithI huM vaMdana karuM. e saMkalpa kevI rIte pAra pADave e prazna che paNa pAra to paDe joIe. bhadradazitAno guNa pApano pazcAtApa tathA prAyazcitanA vicAra lAve ane zubha saMkalpane nirdhAra karAve. sukhadazIne pApano aphasa nahi. kadAca thAya te svAbhimAnane kAraNe thAya paNa gurU pAse jaI pApa pragaTa karavAnI temaja prAyazcita levAnI koI vAta nahi. Aje ApaNuM jIvana kevuM jIvAI rahyuM che. bhadradazI ke sukhadazI ? tene vicAra karaje. sukhadazI jIvana pitAne bhAre paDavAnuM, emAM keI AvIne sudhAro karI zake nahi. je pitAne bhadradazI thavuM nathI to pachI tIrthakara bhagavAna paNa ene kevI rIte sudhArI zake ? jamAlI khuda bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne ziSya ane saMsArI bhANeja hato, chatAMya e pAchaLathI abhadradazI banyA te khuda mahAvIra svAmI paNa ene sudhArI na zakayA. AtmAnI unnati thavAnI hoya tyAre ene bhadrAza banI AtmAne mahattva ApavAnuM mana thAya. e pitAnA zarIranI sukhazAtAne vicAra na karatA jIvonI sukhazAtAno vicAra kare. jema ke baTeTA, kAMdA Adi kaMdamULa kema na khavAya? emAM anaMtajIne azAtA pahoMce che. e jI marI jAya che mATe mane je cheDA svAdanI sukhazAtA

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52 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi maLatI hoya te e zAtA mAre nathI joItI. huM ane tAjIne abhayadAnathI zAtA ApuM. A jIvadayAne vicAra AvyuM. emAM zarIrane badale AtmAne mahatva ApyuM. abhaya khAvAthI zarIrane maLatI zAtA jatI karI anaMta AtmAone abhayadAnathI maLatI zAtA AgaLa karI. chevonI dayA pALavAmAM AtmA zAMta, zItaLa, AnaMdita bane che ane je pratye upekSA rAkhavAmAM e mare te bhale mare paNa mAre TesTa te karavAne. A rIte jIvenI avagaNanA karavAmAM AmA kaThera, azAMta ane unmAdI bane che. jenI dayAmAM bhadradazitA che ane jenI hiMsAmAM abhadradarzitA che. bhadradarzitA ane sukhadarzitAne vicAra karavAmAM Ave te manane ema thAya ke are! hu AvA kIDA, maMkaDA, pazuo karatAM ati UMce mAnava avatAra pAse te have zuM huM abhadradazI banuM ? sukhadazI banuM? nA. kalyANadazI-bhadradazI banuM. mArA AtmAnA kalyANane jonAre banuM. bhadradazI rAjA darzANabhadra pite karelA abhimAna mATe khUba pastA kare che. mULa pApa A rAjyasamRddhi che, enA para abhimAna karI traNa lekanA nAthanI azAtanA karI, mATe paheluM te A samRddhinuM pApa kADhuM. prabhune UMcAmAM UMcI bhaktithI vaMdana karavAne mAre saMkalpa che te jinezvara bhagavaMtanI UMcAmAM UMcI bhakti jinAjJAnuM pAlana che. saMsAra tyAgI sarvavirati cAritra svIkAravAmAM UMcAmAM UMcI bhakti che. mATe aNagAra banIne prabhune vaMdana karuM te e UMcAmAM UMcI bhaktithI vaMdana karyuM kahevAya. te mArI pratijJA paLAI jAya. A vicAramAM pahelA rAjyanI vyavasthA karI AvuM ke rANIone pUchI AvuM e kaMI vicAra na karyo. te te sIdhA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse pahoMcI saMsArI veza badalIne sAdhuveza paherIne prabhune traNa vAra vaMdana karI prabhunI pAse dIkSA laI lIdhI. have Idra zuM kare ? tenA manamAM kadAca ema haze ke samavasaraNa pahoMcyA pachI darzANabhadra rAjA mArI siddhi jaIne jhaMkhavANo paDI jaze ne mAphI mAMgaze, paNa ahIM te juduM ja banyuM. Indrane camakAre lAgyo. manuSyanuM mahAna sAmarthya, mahAna parAkrama karavAnI alaukika zakti dekhAI ke je moTA deva ke IdramAM nathI. indra paNa bhadradazI che. te zarama choDIne nikhAlasa bhAve mahAmuni banelA darzANabhadranA caraNamAM paDI tarata kSamA mAMge che ke mane kSamA karaje. tame jItyA ne huM hAryo pachI emanA parAkramanI prazaMsA kare che. pitAnI bhUlane ekarAra kare, kSamA mAMgavI ane guNenI prazaMsA karavI e bhadradazItAnA guNa che. jemane AtmA sukhadaza maTIne bhadradazI bane che evA AnaMdazrAvaka bAra vrata AdaravA taiyAra thayA. bIjA vratane ce bela che "thApaNose." keInI thApaNa eALavavI. A doSa atyAre bahu ochA lAge che. jUnA jamAnAmAM jyAre beMko na hatI tyAre AvuM ghaNI vAra banatuM. keInA ghera thApaNu mUkI heya ne pachI levA jAya tyAre taddana asatya bele ke mAre ghera kAMI mUkayuM nathI. A rIte dhananA lebhe asatya

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ 593 bolavAthI ane koIne vizvAsaghAta karavAthI keTalA karma baMdhAya! vizvAsaghAta jevuM eke pApa nathI. jJAnIe ATha pApI batAvyA che temAM vizvAsaghAtIne mahApApI kahyA che. be jigarajAna mitra che. eka mitre keTalI mahenata karI, sAcA khoTA bolI, anyAya anIti karI thoDI rakama bhegI karI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke A dhana gharamAM rAkhIza to vaparAI jaze paNa je keInA ghera mUke to jarUra paDe tyAre mane kAma Ave. ema mAnIne mitranA ghera thApaNa tarIke mUkI. tene aMgata mitra eTale tenA para avizvAsa to hoya ja nahi, tethI rakama ApatI vakhate kaI lakhANa ke dastAveja kAMI karyuM nahi. thoDA samaya pachI tene te rakamanI jarUra paDI eTale tenI pAse levA gaye. dhana dekhIne mitranuM mana badalAI gayuM eTale kahe che ke teM mane jyAre ApI hatI ? mane te e bAbatamAM kAMi khabara nathI. dhana zuM ne vAta zI? teNe khUba khUba kahyuM chatAM mitra nAmakakama gaye ane uparathI tene kahyuM ke je tuM mArA para khoTuM ALa caDhAvIza to tane korTa batAvI daIza. AvI rIte vizvAsaghAta karavAthI sAmAnA dilamAM khUba AghAta lAge che. keI vAra AtmahatyA karI bese che. AvI rIte thApaNuM oLavanAra mahApApI gaNAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke je thApaNa eLave che, vizvAsaghAta kare che tenI A lekamAM niMdA thAya che. loko tene phITakAra Ape che, keI tene vizvAsa karatuM nathI ane tenI durgati thAya che. je jIvanamAM saMteSa hoya te AvuM pApa thAya nahi paNa vadhu meLavavAnA lebhe AvA pApo thAya che. dhana pratyenI mUcha mahApApa karAve che. yAda rAkhaje, tamArI buddhithI ke puNyathI kadAca A bhavamAM bacI jaze paNuM parabhavamAM te bhukkA uDI jaze. tyAM evA du:khe veThavA paDaze ke game teTaluM raDaze ke sUra paNa kaI tamane duHkhamAM dilAso devA ke duHkhathI bacAvavA nahi Ave. keInI thApaNuM oLavanAro jIva moTA bhAge tiryaMcamAM jAya che. tene saMsAra vadhI jAya che. jene puNya para vizvAsa che ke mArA puNyano udaya haze to mane saMpatti maLavAnI che. pUrvabhavamAM sukRta karyA haze te A bhavamAM maLavAnuM che pachI mAre keInI thApaNa eLavIne mahApApa zA mATe bAMdhavA joIe? A rIte meLaveluM dhana tamane zAMti nahi ApI zake. puNya udaya thaze tyAre aNadhArI saMpatti maLI jaze. puNyanuM prabhAta khIle tyAre... eka vAra rAjA rAjasabhA bharIne beThA hatA. te rAjasabhAmAM eka bhikhArI AvyuM. rAjasabhAnuM kAmakAja pUruM thayuM tyAre te bhikhArI rAjAnA siMhAsana pAse AvyuM ane siMhAsana para beThelA rAjAne laLI laLIne vaMdana karavA lAgyo. rAjasabhAmAM beThelA mANaso te A joIne Azcarya pAmyA. A bhikhArI je bhikhArI jenA kapaDAnA ThekANuM nathI e cheka rAjAnA siMhAsana sudhI javAnI hiMmata kema karI zake? rAjAnI daSTi A bhikhArI para gaI. rAjA bhikhArI sAme ekITase jevA lAgyA. bhikhArIne jotAM rAjAnA manamAM zuM thayuM ke be miniTa thaI tyAM te 38

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594 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi rAjAe pitAnA khajAnacIne kahyuM ke Apa A bhikhArIne atyAre eka lAkha rUA. ApI de. rAjAne A hukama sAMbhaLatA AkhI sabhA stabdha thaI gaI. rAjAe ekadama A ze dhaDAko karyo? so-baso nahi, be pAMca hajAra nahi ne eka lAkha ! te A bhikhArIne ! rAjAne zuM thaI gayuM che ? paNa A te rAjAnI AjJA. koNa temanI sAme AMgaLI ucI karI zake? temanI sAme bolavA jAya te kadAca bIjAne zikSA thAya. rAjAnI AjJAthI khajAnacIe bhikhArIne eka lAkha rU. daI dIdhA. jyAre puNyanuM prabhAta khIle tyAre game te rIte saMpatti maLe. bhikhArInA puNyano joradAra udaya thayo haze te ja rAjAne tene lAkha rUA. devAnuM mana thayuM che. bhikhArI to khuza thaI gayo. bhIkha mAMgatA ya roTalA pUrA na maLatA hoya tyAM lAkha rUpiyA maLe tyAre ke AnaMda thAya ? e te anubhave tene khyAla Ave. bhikhArI lAkha rUpiyA laIne jevo rAjadarabAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLyo ke tarata darabArIo tenI pAchaLa gayA. bhikhArIne lAkha rUpiyA maLyA te darabArIone khaTakatA hatA. teo tenI cAre bAju vIMTaLAI gayA, pachI tene pUchayuM-rAjAe tane vagara mAMge lAkha rU. kema AvyA ? ame ATalA varSothI rAjAnI AjJAmAM rahIe chIe, rAjAnI sevA karIe chIe, khaDA page temanuM kAma bajAvIe chIe; chatAM amane kaI divasa lAkha te nahi paNa daza paMdara hajAra rUpiyA paNa nathI ApyA ane te te mAMgyA nathI chatAM lAkha rUA. kema ApyA? bhikhArIe kahyuM-mArI sthiti ja evI hatI ke jemAM rAjAne dayA AvI gaI ane mane ApavAnI icchA thaI. baMdhuo ! jenA jIvanamAM karUNA che, dakSiyatA che tene duHkhI jene joIne tenuM duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. duHkhI jene joIne tenuM dila dravI jAya che. dakSiya guNavALo mANasa kadAca pitAnI zakti ke saMga na hoya, sAmAne kaMIka ApI zake tevI sthiti na hoya teya mIThA zabdothI AzvAsana ke sahAnubhUti te jarUra batAvaze paNa khoTA maheNuM TeNAM nahi mAre. sAtvika vicAraNAthI snehasabhara zabda : eka garIba bhikhArI bhIkha mAMgI rahyo hate. mAbApa ! mane kaMIka Apone ! jagatamAM badhA mANase sarakhA hotA nathI. kaMIka che ene tiraskAra kare te kaMIkane dayA paNa Ave. tenA zarIra para mAtra eka kapaDuM hatuM. ThaMDI khUba paDatI hatI eTale ThaMDInA kAraNe te dhrujate hate. tene jatAM dayA AvI jAya evI tenI kapheDI sthiti hatI. rastethI jatAM eka dayALu mANasane tenI dayA AvI. te bhikhArIne kaMIka ApavAnA hetuthI te mANase pitAnA khIsAmAM hAtha nAMkhyo, hAtha nAMkhatAM tenuM moTuM paDI gayuM. A zuM ? are ! mAruM te khIsse kapAI gayuM che. tenI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. bhikhArIne kahyuM -bhAI! tArI sthiti joIne tane kaMIka ApavAnI pUrI IcchA hatI paNa lAcAra chuM ke Aje mAruM khIsse kapAI gayuM. pharI kayAreka A raste nIkaLIza te jarUra tane kaMIka ApI jaIza. A

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 55 zabda sAMbhaLatA bhikhArInu' haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. te gadgad kaMThe kahevA lAgyA-zeDa ! tame Aje paisA bhale nathI ApyA paNa mane ghaNuM ApyuM che. atyAra sudhImAM mane koI bhAI kahenAra maLyuM nathI. Aje tamArA mukhe premabhayef bhAI zabda sAMbhaLye. Ape je prema ane sAgaNI ApI che. evA prema Aja sudhImAM koinA taraphathI mane maLyA nathI. koi koI mane paisA Ape che te ya sAgaNIthI niha paNa tiraskArathI. Aje Ape mane je ApyuM che te huM te ja DhagImAM kayAre paNa nahi bhUluM. bhAI ! paisA bhareluM mAruM pAkITa koI khissu kApIne lai gayA enuM du:kha nathI paNa tAre atyAre jarUriyAta che chatAM huM madada na karI zakayA evu mane duHkha che. zeThanu dila keTalu umadA banyuM haze tyAre AvI sAttvika vicAraNA manamAM Ave ! AvA snehasabhara zabdo mukhamAMthI sarI paDe. ApaNe vAta cAlatI hatI ke rAjAnuM dila keTalu. karUNAsabhara banyuM haze ke bhikhArIne lAkha rUA. dai dIdhA. darabArI pUche che rAjAe tane mAMgyA vagara lAkha rU|. kema ApyA ? bhikhArIe kahyuM-bhAI ! mArI sthiti ja evI che ke rAjAne ApavAnuM mana thAya. Apa mArA zarIra sAmu tA jue. traNa traNa divasathI bhUkhyA chuM tethI peTa tA sAva UMDuM utarI gayu che, cAlatAM paNa lathaDIyA Ave che, hAtha paga dhruje che, kapaDAM teA sAva phATI gayA che. AvI karUNa sthiti jotAM dayALu mANasane kaMika ApavAnu mana thAya e to sahaja che. temaja hu' mahArAjA pAse asahAya, azaraNu banIne gayA hatA. mArI ane rAjAnI dRSTi eka thaI gaI. rAjAe mane barAbara nihALye ane vagara mAMgye mane lAkha rUpiyA ApyA. mane kalpanA na hatI ke rAjA mane ATaluM badhuM Apaze. mArI kalpanA bahAranuM rAjAe mane Apyu che. A sAMbhaLatA rAjasevako tA chaka thaI gayA. ApaNe keTalA varSothI rAjAnI sevA karIe chIe, temanI bhakti karIe chIe, temanI AjJAmAM jIvana vItAvIe chIe, chatAM A bhikhArI jeTalu ApaNane kayAreya maLyu nathI ane A bhikhArI mAtra eka vakhatanA saMgamAM ATaluM' madhu' meLavI zakayA e Azcaya nahi teA khIjuM zuM? ApaNA AtmAnI paNa A ja sthiti che. bhikhArI je rIte rAjA pAse gayA te rIte ApaNe ATalA bhavAmAM kayAreya prabhu pAse gayA nathI? kharekhara bhikhArInI jema azaraNu, asahAya banIne gayA hAta te ApaNu' bhikhArIpaNu' gayA vinA rahyuM na hota. kadAca prabhu pAse gayA hoizu. teA abhimAnane phAlyAphUlyA rAkhIne gayA hoIzuM. namra khanIne gayA nathI. ajJAna aMdhakAramAM DUbele mAnavI puchyAye maLelI sAmagrIe ane zaktine zaraNabhUta mAne che. jJAnI bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke vittaM pasavo ya nAio, taM bAle saraNaM ti bhannai | vaghu mana temuvI ga, no tALuM saraLa na vijJad / sUya.a.ra.u.3.gA.16

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56 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi ajJAnI dhana, pazuo tathA svajana varga e badhAne pitAnA rakSaka mAne che. dukhathI bacAvanAra samaje che paNa mRtyu samaye ke roga samaye keI trANa zaraNa thatAM nathI tathA naraka tiryaMca Adi gatimAM jatAM keI svajane rakSA karavA samartha thatAM nathI. jyAre jyAre jIvanamAM Apattio Ave che, kaSTo Ave che tyAre e sAmagrIonA zaraNe jAya che paNa jyAre e sAmagrIo Apattione dUra karavAmAM saphaLa banatI nathI, e sahAyaka banatI nathI pachI prabhunA zaraNe jAya che paNa temAM pUrI zraddhA hatI nathI pachI e zaraNu jIvane tAraNa bane kharuM? nA. pilA darabArIo ATalA varSothI rAjAnI AjJAmAM rahIne rAjAnI khUba sevA karatA hatA. rAjAnA nAmanI chaDIo pukAratA hatA. roja sArA bhabhakAdAra kapaDAM paherIne jatA hatA chatAM teo rAjAnI kRpA na pAmI zakayA; kAraNa ke te badhA namra banIne ke asahAya banIne gayA nathI. ApaNI hAlata A darabArIo jevI che ApaNe jayAre prabhu pAse gayA haIzuM tyAre namra banIne gayA nathI paNa akkaDa banIne gayA chIe. indrabhUti sau prathama bhagavAnanI pAse javA nIkaLyA tyAre AvA darabArI thaIne ahaM laIne nIkaLelA paNa jyAM prabhunA darzana karyA ane prabhunA mukhe mAtra be zabdo sAMbhaLyAM peluM ahanuM darabArIpaNuM ogaLI gayuM. prabhu pAse temane pitAne AtmA asahAya lAge tyAre prabhue te samaye indrabhUtine je ApyuM te kalpanA bahAranuM anupama jJAna ApyuM. je jJAne gautamane zAzvata kALa mATe surakSita banAvI dIdhA eTaluM ja nahi paNa keTalAya AtmAone mATe azaraNanA zaraNuM banI gayA. samajavA jevI vAta che ke tame jene zaraNa mAne che e tamane duHkha Ave, kaSTa Ave zaraNabhUta bane che kharA ? nA. je pote azaraNarUpa che te bIjAne zaraNa kevI rIte Apaze ? are, khuda ApaNuM zarIra paNa surakSita nathI, pate rogAdinA bhayathI gherAyeluM che pachI e bIjAne zAMti kevI rIte ApI zakaze? A duniyAne eka paNa padArtha evo nathI ke jenA para vinAzIpaNAnuM kalaMkitanuM lebala na lAgyuM hoya! jyAre zaraNabhUta mAnelA padArtho azaraNarUpa lAgaze ane azaraNa banIne prabhunuM zaraNa svIkArIzuM tyAre vagara mAMge AtmaguNonI jhoLI bharAI jaze. vadhu avasare. caritra: gopAlapuramAM guNasuMdara praveza: guNasuMdara pravAsa kare cheka gopAlapuramAM AvI pahoMcyo. aho! A te mArA patidevanI pavitra bhUmi! guNasuMdaranuM mana khUba harakhAI gayuM jANe keTalAya varSothI e dharatI sAthe saMbaMdha na hoya tema enuM haiyuM pulakita thaI gayuM. A te pavitra puNyabhUmi. enI dhULa mAre mastake caDhAvavI joIe. sAMDhaNa uparathI nIce utarI ane capaTI dhULa laI bhAvabhInA haiye tene mastake caDhAvI ane pitAnA patine manathI praNAma karyA. thoDe dUra gayA tyAM nirmaLa nadIno pravAha vahI rahyo hate. nadIne jotAM manamAM vicAra Avyo ke mArA patie A nadImAM snAna karyuM haze. eTale A pANI paNa pavitra ! teNe e pANI laIne aMjalI

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zAradA ziromaNi ]. [ 57 bharI mastake caDhAvI. patnIne pati keTale vahAle hoya che! patine e keTalA puNyazALI mAne che ke tenI bhUmi raja mastake caDhAvI ane pANIthI aMjalI bharI. gurUkuLa jatAM guNasuMdarane yAda Avate puNyasAra : theDe dUra gayA tyAM eka gurUkuLa AvyuM. e gurUkuLamAMthI kone pavitra avAja AvI rahyo hato. A avAja sAMbhaLatA ghaDI bhara te thaMbhI gaye ane vicAravA lAgyo ke A gurUkuLamAM teo bhaNyA haze. temaNe temanA jIvananuM caNatara ane ghaDatara A sthAnamAM karyuM haze. kevI pavitra jagyA che! aho! A te mArA patinI zikSaNa bhUmi ! saMskArabhUmi. ema kahIne te bhUmine vaMdana karyA. gAmamAM praveza karatAM panIhArIo maLI. gAye sAmI maLI. mANekacaMda zeTha kahe, beTA! zukana te bahu sArA thayA che. mAruM aMtara kahe che ke jarUra ApaNuM kArya saphaLa thaze. barAbara te samaye tenI DAbI AMkha pharakavA lAgI; eTale guNasuMdarano manamayUra to khUba nAcavA lAgyA. basa, have te mAruM kArya jarUra siddha thaze. A rIte judA judA sthAna jotAM jotAM gAmamAM AvyA. gAmamAM kayAMya utAre te karavo paDaze ne? kAraNa ke sAmAna ghaNe che. khAvApIvA mATenuM anAja che ane vepAra karavA mATe paNa UMce mAla laIne AvyA che eTale bahAra kayAM sudhI rAkhe? gAmamAM makAnanI tapAsa karatAM hamaNuM cAlu thaDA samaya mATe eka havelI hatI te rAkhI. temAM utAro karyo nIce moTI vakhAra hatI temAM mAla badhe bharI dIdhuM ane uparanA makAnamAM badhA rahyA. guNasuMdaranA manamAM to e ja vicAre rame che ke have zuM karavuM. kevI rIte patinA samAcAra meLavavA. mANekacaMda zeThanA manamAM paNa A prazna guMcAyA kare che. have gAmamAM te AvI gayA paNa kharuM kAma to bAkI che. jamAIno patto meLavavAno che. rAjAne rIjhavavA mATe upAyaH guNasuMdare to barAbara vepArIne paheraveza paherI lIdhe. nIcenI vakhAramAM dhaMdhe zarU karyo. guNasuMdaranA mukhanA teje chAnA rahetA nathI. raste AvatA jatA lake badhA tene joIne zuM kahe che ! A te jANe koI moTo vahepArI A lAge che. tenI dukAnamAM te kiMmatI mAla bharyo che. mANekacaMda zeThane badhA moTA zeTha kahetA ane guNasuMdarane nAnA zeTha kahIne bolAvatA. guNasuMdara kahe che ke A badhuM kArya karatA pahelA mArI eka IcchA che ke ApaNe A nagaranA rAjA pAse jaladI jaIe. tyAM jaIne temane bheTazuM karIe ane rAjAne khuza karIe. ApaNe rAjAne kahIzuM ke ame ApanI khyAti sAMbhaLIne ahIM vepAra karavA ne pharavA mATe AvyA chIe. A bahAne rAjAno paricaya thAya ane temanI AjJAthI kAma karIe te jaldI thAya. rAjAne bheTa dharavA mATe pitAjIe ApelA mUlyavAna hIrA, ratno vageremAMthI sArA pasaMda karI thALa bharI taiyAra karyo. mANekacaMda zeTha kahe-beTA! Aje ApaNe javuM nathI. khUba thAkI gayA chIe. ApaNe ArAma karIe jethI pravAsane thAka utarI jAya. Aje sAMje ApaNe nagaramAM thaDA rastA jeI AvIzuM ane kAle bheTazuM laIne rAjA pAse jaIzuM. guNasuMdara kahe

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598 ) [ zAradA ziromaNi mArI icchA to evI che ke ApaNe evA cauTAmAM makAna laie ke jyAM nagaranA sukhI ane zrImatA vepAra karatA heAya. zeTha kahe-zAkhAza beTA ! zAkhAza ! dhanya che tArI buddhine ! pitAjI ? A badhA pratApa Apane ne pitAjInA che. jo pitAjIe mane zikSaNa-keLavaNI na ApI hota teA mArAmA A buddhi kayAMthI Avata ? Ape A pravAsamAM mane vepAranuM jJAna karAvyuM. ApanA anubhavanu amRta mane maLyu' na heAta tA A vicAra mane Avata nahi. sAthe mane e vicAra paNa Ave che ke bheTachu' dharavA mATe kayA rastethI javuM te mATe ApaNe bhemiyA sAthe laine pahelA mArga neI AvIe. have miyA laine nagaracaryAM karavA nIkaLaze ne zu' banaze te vAta avasare. ddhi zrAvaNa vada ne ravivAra : : tA. 8-9-85 vyAkhyAna na. 64 " janmASTamI '' sujJa khaMdhuo, suzIla mAtA ne bahena ! A sa`sAramAM sauthI vadhu khaLavAna koI hoya teA kasattA che. rAjasattA e AgaMtuka sattA che. rAjasattAne khissAmAM nAMkhanArA paNu che ka sattA evI che ke emAM dhasattA sivAya koinuM cAle nahi. ka`sattAne harAvavAnI praca'Da tAkAta dhama sattAmAM che. game tevI yAjanAe ghaDI hAya paNa jo azubha karmonA udaya hAya tA e uMdhI vaLyA vinA nahi rahe. ka`sattA AgaLa bhalabhalA vakIleA, berIsTara ke moTA jajatu' paNa na cAle. keinA paisA lAvyA hoya, tamArI cAlAkIthI e paisA pacAvI pADA ane heAMziyArIthI kadAca pramANika kahevAI jAva evu bane paNa ka`sattAe bhIkha maMgAvAnuM nakkI karyu hoya te| kha'galA khAlI karIne nIkaLavuM paDe. roTalAnA ya sAMsA paDe. kamasattAnI bhaya karatA te juo. jenI hAke dharatI dhruje, zatrue bhAge tevA samrATo paNa karyAM vikre che tyAre rAMka--DhIna banI jAya che. bhIkha mAMgatA roTalAnA TukaDA maLate nathI. baMgalA dezanA adhipati jenI hAkathI pAkistAna jatuM hatuM evA sattAdhIzeAne paNa temanA sAthIdAroe ekAeka mazInaganathI uDADI dIdhA. amerikAnA bhUtapUrva pramukha keneDI kSaNavAramAM gALIthI vIMdhAI gayA. A badhA pAchaLa eka mahAsattA kAma karI rahI che. e che ka`sattA. 4 sattA game tyAre zarIrane rogagrasta banAvI zake che, sa'patti lUMTAvI zake che, parivArane bevaphA banAvI zake che, aDadhI rAtre devALiyA banAvI zake che, paherelA kapaDe gharanI bahAra kaDhAvI zake che. dAmadAma sAhyabI vacce ApaghAta karavA paDe evI paristhiti paNa sarjI zake che. are, enI zI vAta karavI ? eNe kaMika mAdhAMtAone A duniyAmAMthI mUre hAle vidAya karyAM che. jagatavijetA nepeAliyanane ribAvI rikhAvIne mAryAM che, duniyAne sAttvika vicArenI bheTa dharanAra TAlsaToyane eNe relve sTezana para karUNa dazAmAM mAtanI bheTa dharI che. A kasattAthI bacavA mATe

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[ pa sattA che ke muMjhAvA detI zAradA ziromaNi ] dha sattAnuM zaraNuM svIkAryAM sivAya chUTako nathI. dhama sattA e evI ka sattA game teTalI prabaLapaNe vatI rahI haiAya chatAM enAthI AtmAne nathI. dha sattAne zaraNe gayelA kamasattAne haMphAvI zake che. ka sattA zarIramAM rAgeA pedA karAvI zake che te dharma sattA e bhaya krUra rAgeA vacce masta samAdhi rakhAvI zake che. ka`sattA sa'patti lUMTAvIne bhikhArI banAvI zake che te dhama sattA evI sthitimAM dilanI amIrI bakSI zake che. ka`sattA parivArane bevaphA khanAvI zake che teA dhasattA evA samaye AtmakalyANanA mArga svIkAravAnuM sattva pedA karI zake che. ka`sattA mAhya sAmagrIe lUMTI zake che paNa dhasattA evA kaparA sayeAgeAmAM AMtiraka samRddhi akhaDa rAkhI zake che. kama`sattA ekko che te dharma sattA joksara che. jokkara ekkAne harAvI de tema dharma sattA kama`sattAne harAvI zake che. mahAna purUSAne A dharma sattAe kasattA sAme jItavAnA mahAna parAkrameA karI batAvyA che. gajasukumAla muni, maitArajamuni, arjunamALI, suzalamuni, sanatkumAra cakravartI, caMdanabALA, sthulIbhadra Adi mahAna purUSAne dharma sattAe ka`sattA para vijaya apAvyeA che. dhasattA traNa kola Ape che : (1) niyamA mukti Ape (2) mukti na maLe ane sa`sAramAM rahIe tyAM sudhI duHkhI na thavA de eTaluM ja nahi paNa jIva saMsAra sukhamAM sAya evuM saMsAra sukha na Ape. (3) pUnA azubha karmanA udayathI game tevI Aphata Ave ke duHkha Ave te ya mUMjhAvA na de. dha sattAnuM zaraNu svIkArIne enA zaraNe kharAkhara TakayA rahevuM joie. je dharma saMsAra sukhanI abhilASAthI thayA te dhama nathI. je dhama meAkSanI abhilASAthI thAya e ja dharma karma sattAthI cheADAvI zake che. krama sattA mAneA ke na mAneA paNa leAgavavI paDe che. jo bhAgavavAnI AvaData na hoya teA kama sattAthI vadhu khaMdhAtA jAya che ane bhAgavavAnI AvaData heAya e chUTatA jAya che. ka`sattAne nAza karanArI mAtra eka dhama sattA che, A jagata upara kasattAnuM zAsana jakharajasta cAle che. " dha e rAjA che. ane kasattA e nyAyAdhIza che. '' A kaha~sattA nyAyAdhIza evI che ke gunegArane athavA dhama rAjAnI ANa bhAMganArane behAla karI nAMkhe eTaluM nahi paNa dhama rAjAnI ANu pALanArane nyAla paNa karI de che. TheTha kSapaka zreNIthI mAMDI kevaLajJAna pAmavA mATe je zukaladhyAnanuM maneAmaLa ane kAyika vaRSabhanArAya saMghayaNunuM baLa joI e te paNa Ape che. ka sattA jIvane e prazna pUche che ke tuM dharma rAjAnI ANu mAne che ke bhAMge che ? krodhAdvi kaSAya, rAgadveSa nahi AcaravA joie ane kSamA, saraLatA, niibhatA sa'teSa Adi rAkhavA joI e evI dhama rAjAnI AjJA che e AjJA pALanArane InAma devAnu ane AjJA bhAMganArane daMDa devAnuM kAma kama sattA kare che. vizvanA game te khUNAmAM jaI ne dharmarAjAnI AjJA bhAMgI teA ka sattAnA daDe UbheA thai gayA paNa eTalI khUbI che ke jema nyAyAdhIze dehAMtadaDanI zikSA karI hoya paNa rAjAnI

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600 ] [zAradA ziremaNi maherabAnI thAya te e zikSAne ghaTADI zake tema jIva je dharmarAjAne zaraNe jAya te dharmarAjA sajA ochI te zuM mApha paNa karI Ape. tapadharmanuM zaraNuM levAthI janmojanmanA karmo nAza pAme che te e zikSA zuM mApha thaI ja kahevAya ne ! Ama te karmane daMDa bhogavatA Deco nIkaLI jAya enA badale tapa dhameM karmane ku. kADhI nAMkhyo. - jyAre jIvanamAM dharmasattA Ave tyAre e AtmA pagalika sAmagrIthI aLage rahe. mahApurUSe samajAve che ke duniyAnA padArthone meLavavAnI IcchA e pApa che, e ArtadhyAnane pAme che ane duniyAnA padArtho AvyA pachI sAcavavAnI IcchA e radradhyAnane pAye. Aje duniyAmAM jovA maLe che ke lAkha kamAyA pachI jhUMpaDI na game pachI te baMgale, bagIco, kaMpAunDa ane te sAcavanAra bhayo A badhuM Ave paNa jenA hRdayamAM dharma sattAnuM sthAna che te AtmA te A sthitimAM gabharAya. pApamAM preranAra sAmagrIthI e aLago rahevA iccha. muktinI abhilASAthI je dharma karAya e dharmanA yoge sAmagrI evI maLe ke je pApamAM preranArI na hoya. e sAmagrI AtmAne bhAna na bhUlAve. je dharmasattAnA pakSamAM rahIne karma sattA sAme laDaze te vijaya nizcita che ane dharmasattAne eka bAjumAM rAkhIne laDavA jazo te parAjaya nizcita che. anaMtakALathI ApaNo AtmA hArato Avyo che. have A manuSyabhavamAM e nirNaya karIe ke have mAre hAra khAvI nathI paNa jIta meLavavI che ane te jIta meLavavA mATe dharmasattAnuM zaraNuM ja svIkAravuM che. jeNe dharmasattAnuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM che evA AnaMda zrAvaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInI pAse 12 vrata rUpI kiMmatI mAlanI kharIdI karI rahyA che. bIjA vratanuM svarUpa samajAvatAM bhagavAna kahe che ke mAro zrAvaka kanyA saMbaMdhI, gAya, bheMsa, saMbaMdhI, khetI, makAna, jamIna, saMbaMdhI jUThuM bole nahi temaja keInI thApaNa oLave nahi. have pAMcame bola che. maTakI phaDI sAkha". eTale kerTamAM ke bIje beTI sAkSI ApavI. tamane kaI keTemAM sAkSI pUravA laI jAya tyAM tame beTo pUrA ke khoTI sAkSI Ape ke A aparAdhI che, huM enA badhA kAma jANuM chuM. AvI rIte sAkSI ApIne eka pakSane sArA thAya ane tamane pa000 rUpiyA maLI gayA tethI harakhAI jAva paNa vicAra kare ke A pa000 keTalI jiMdagI mATe ? kaI vAra te e 5000 tame bhogavI zakatA nathI paNa te tamArA bhegA AvavAnA ne? A rIte khoTI sAkSI ApavAthI sAmI vyaktine koI vAra jiMdagInI jela maLI jAya, kaI vAra phAMsInI, mRtyunI zikSA apAI jAya te nimittabhUta banI jaIe mATe A rIte koInA paMjAmAM phasAze nahi. kadAca phAMsI ke jela na maLe paNa keTemAM te kheTo ryo eTale tenA sagA saMbaMdhI, mitre badhA tene kheTo mAne che. te badhe haDadhUta thAya che. vratadhArI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 601 zrAvake maherabAnI karIne jubAnI devA javuM ja nahi. tamAre kahevuM ke mAre paccakakhANa che to AvA pApathI bacI jaze. AjanA pavitra divasanuM nAma che janmASTamI. Ajano divasa ApaNane zuM sUcanA kare che? AjanA pavitra divase kRSNajIno janma thaye hato. Aje kRSNajInA bhakto temanI bhaktimAM otapreta banI jAya che. jema kelasA para rAkha vaLI gaI hoya te te uDADavA mATe bhUMgaLInI jarUra che tema ApaNA jIvana para kaSAyo tathA durguNonI rAkha vaLI gaI hoya te mahApurUSonI janmajayaMtI rAkha uDADavAnuM kAma kare che. bhagavAne traNa prakAranA purUSe batAvyA che : (1) dharmapurUSa (2) bhegapurUSa (3) kama purUSa (1) dharma purUSa : arihaMta-tIrthakara bhagavAnane dharmapurUSa kahevAya che. dareka utsarpiNI ane avasarpiNI kALamAM vIsa covIsa tIrthakara mahApurUSe thAya che. jemanA janmathI traNe lekamAM ajavALA thAya che. te saMsAranA samasta sukhane choDIne dIkSA le che. aghora sAdhanA kare che, pachI sarvajJatA prApta karIne cAra tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. seMkaDo jIvone dharma pamADe che ane saMsAramAMthI bahAra kADhI saMyama mArganuM pradAna kare che. ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya, aparigraha Adi paMcazIlane upadeza Ape che. jemanA caraNomAM deva-Indro namana kare che. AvA tIrthakara mahApurUSane dharmapurUSa kahevAya che. (2) bhoga purUSa ? cakravatIne bhegapurUSa kahevAya che. dareka utsarpiNa ane avasarpiNI kALamAM bAra bAra cakravatI o thAya che. te pitAnA bhUjAbaLathI cha khaDe para vijaya patAkA pharakAve che. temanI sevAmAM seLa hajAra devo hoya che. temane 64 hajAra rANIo hoya che, 14 ratna ane nava nidhAna hoya che. cakavatInI riddhinI vAta vAMcIe tyAre ema thAya ke zuM temanI riddhi che? te cAlatA hoya ne taDake hoya to temanA mAthe chatra thaI jAya. teo yuddha karavA jatA hoya ne guphAnA dvAra baMdha hoya to ughaDI jAya. vacce nadI AvatI hoya te pANInA be bhAga thaI jAya ane vacce raste thaI jAya. A rIte caude rana pitapotAnuM kAma barAbara bajAve. cakravatIne AvI dhema sAhyabI hoya chatAM teno tyAga karI dIkSA le. 12 cakravatamAM 10 cakravatIoe dIkSA lIdhI. subhUma ane brahmadatta cakravatI saMsAramAM khUMcyA, dIkSA na lIdhI to marIne narakamAM cAlyA gayA. (3) karmapurUSa : vAsudevane karmapurUSa kahevAya che. te dareka utsarpiNI, avasarpiNamAM nava nava hoya che. teo traNa khaMDa para pitAnuM zAsana calAve che tethI emane ardha cakravata paNuM kahevAya che. temane sAta rane hoya che, te cakraratna, khaDUgaratna, dhanuSa, maNi, devee ApelI karamAya nahi evI puSpamALA, kaumudI nAmanI gadA ane paMcajanya zaMkha e sAta rane badhA vAsudevane hoya che. prativAsudeva laDAIo karIne meLave ane bhagave vAsudeva. vAsudevanA hAthe prativAsudeva marAya ane pachI tenuM rAjya vAsudeva bhagave. kRSNajI paNa vAsudeva hatA.

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62 ] |zAradA ziramaNi - Ajano divasa evA karmavIra purUSa kRSNajIne janma divasa che. vaiSNave tene gopIonA svAmI ane kRSNalIlA tarIke mAne che. jyAre jainadarzana kRSNajI nemanAtha bhagavAnanA parama bhakta hatA ane temaNe dharmanI dalAlI khUba karI te dRSTithI yAda karIe chIe. kRSNajI pitA vasudeva ane mAtA devakInA putra hatA. temanA mAtApitA mathurAmAM rahetA hatA. ka se pitA para gujArela julama ? te samaye mathurAnA rAjA ugrasena hatA. temano putra kaMsa nAnapaNathI anItivAna, atyAcArI ane sAdhune kaTTara duzmana hate. te samaye prativAsudeva jarAsaMgha hato. kaMsa meTo thatAM tenA parAkramonI vAta sAMbhaLIne jarAsaMghe pitAnI dIkarI jIva zAne kaMsa sAthe paraNAvI. lagna samaye kaMsane khuzI karavA mATe kahe che huM traNa khaMDane eka chatrI rAjA chuM mATe ApanI Aje je IcchA hoya te mAMgI le, tyAre kaMse kahyuM-mArI eka IcchA che ke huM mathurAne rAjA banuM. jarAsaMghe kahyuM- mathurAnuM rAjaya to tamArA pitAnI pAse che. tamArA pitAnI saMpatti e tamArI saMpatti che ne ? e rAjya pachI tamane ja maLavAnuM che mATe Apa bIjI kaI vastu athavA bIju rAjaya mAMgo. A sAMbhaLIne kaMsane gusso Avyo. teNe kahyuM-mathurAnuM rAjya to mArA pitAnA mRtyu pachI mane maLe ne ! huM te atyAre mathurAne rAjA banavA icchuM chuM. je Apa mane kaMIka ApavA mAMgo cho to e Apo. jarAsaMghane jamAI ne nArAja karavA te sAruM na lAgyuM, tethI kaMse kahyuM hatuM te pramANe pharamAna lakhI dIdhuM. kaMsa jIva zAne laIne mathurAmAM AvyA. kaMse pitAnI sAthe ghaNuM kharAba vartana karavA mAMDyuM. pariNAme eka divasa bApane rAjagAdI uparathI uThADIne pite rAjA bane, eTalethI aTakayuM nahi te pitAnA pitAne piMjarAmAM pUryA. sa nAnapaNathI AvA kukarmo karanAro hato. pitAne pAMjarAmAM pUrIne te pAMjare rAjamahelanA daravAje rakhAvyuM. jethI AvatA jatA badhA leke dekhe. keTale anyAya ! ke atyAcAra ! rAjyanA lebhe pitAnI kevI dazA karI ! te mAne ke meM sAruM karyuM paNa loke AvatAM jatAM A jue eTale badhA enI niMdA karavA lAgyA. gALo devA lAgyA. zuM A dIkaro kahevAya ! ke rAjyanA alpa sukha khAtara pitAne pAMjarAmAM pUryo ! teNe pitAnI AvI dazA karI ? bApane duHkhI karyA ane prajAne paNa trAsa ApavA lAgyo. je pitAnA pitAnI sAthe A nirdaya vyavahAra kare te prajAnI sAthe kare emAM Azcarya zuM che? kaMsane abhimAna hatuM. tene pitAnA sasarAnuM vizALa rAjyabaLa ane pitAnA parAkramane nazo hatA. temAM yauvana ane dhanano nazo vizeSa caDhI gaye. eka zlokamAM kahyuM che ke yovana dhana saMpattiH pubhutvbhvivektaa| ekaikamapyanAyakimu yatra catuSTam //

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 603 yauvana, dhana, saMpatti, prabhutva, adhikAra ane aviveka e cAramAMthI eka hoya tyAM paNa anartha thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che. te cAre jyAM bhegA thAya tyAM pUchavAnuM ja zuM ? kaMsanI pAse A cAre vastu hatI. khIlelI yuvAnInuM jema hatuM, dhana hatuM, rAjyano svAmI hatA ane avivekanI te kamI na hatI. A caMDALa cekaDI tyAM anartha thayA vagara rahe nahi. tenA krUratApUrNa vyavahArathI ane atyAcArathI prajA to trAsa trAsa piokArI gaI. kaMsane nAno bhAI to kaMsanA trAsathI khUba trAsI gaye. kaMsa lokone satAve, mAre, kaMIka ne mArI nAMkhe e nAnA bhAIthI sahana na thayuM. tene thayuM ke huM ahI rahe to mAre enI pApakArI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM paDe ne ? mAre pApa bAMdhavA paDe ne! A pApamaya saMsAra mAre na joIe, temaja mArA pitAne pAMjarAmAM pUre A mArAthI jovAtuM nathI eTale teNe to saMsArathI virakata thaIne dIkSA laI lIdhI. aghera tapa karyA ane tenA prabhAve te mahAna zaktidhArI, labdhidhArI banI gayA. keTalAya varSo te pharatA pharatA A gAmamAM padhAryA ane gaucarI levA mATe nIkaLyA. muni pharatA pharatA te rAjyamAM AvI caDhayA. jIvayazAe kADhelA kaveNuH A samaye jIvayazA devakInuM mAthuM oLI rahI hatI. te khUba abhimAnI hatI. abhimAna kevA anartho karI de che ! jIvayazAe munine joyA eTale oLakhI gaI ne ghamaMDathI kahevA lAgI tamArA bhAI rAjyanA chatrapati hoya, eka hAke dharatI dhrujAvatA hoya ne tame ghara ghara bhIkha mAMgavA nIkaLyA cho? tamane lajajA nathI AvatI? tame amArI badanAmI karI che. have A bhIkha mAMgavI choDI do. mAnane mAMcaDe caDhelI chavayazAe munine kevA zabdo kahyA? saMtane saMtApavAthI mahAna karma baMdhAya che. bhagavAna dazavaikAlika sUtramAM belyA che ke siyA hu se pAvaya no 'hijjA, AsIviso vA kuvio na bhakkhe / riyA vila TrAi mAre, na cAra navA guru hIrA || a.9u.1.gA.7 kadAcita agni para paga rAkhavAthI te purUSanA pagane te agni na bALe, kepita banela daSTiviSa sarpa paNa na karaDe, bhayaMkara viSa pitAnI asara na batAve eTale viSa khAvAvALAne na mAre, vidyA, baLa, maMtra AdithI e vAte zakya bane paNa gurUnI hIlaNa karavAvALAne to kayAre paNa mekSa prApta thatuM nathI. jIvayazAe munine na kahevAnA zabdo kahyA. saMta kahe che he jIvayazA! tuM dhIraja rAkha. abhimAna ochuM kara. tuM jenuM mAthuM oLI rahI che eno sAtamo bALaka tArA kuLano ucheda karanAra banaze. ATaluM kahIne muni te cAlyA gayA paNuM jIvayazAne A zabdo khUba lAgI AvyA. sAthe tene e zraddhA te hatI ke saMta bole nahi ane bele to tenA zabdo kadI niSphaLa jAya nahi. te udAsa thaI gaI. kaMsa tene udAsa joIne pUche che tuM udAsa kema che ? jIvayazA kahe have ApaNuM puNya khUTyuM che, paNa che zuM ? tamArA bhAI e dIkSA lIdhI hatI te AvyA hatA ne mane A pramANe kahI

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604] [ zAradA ziremaNi gayA che. kaMsanA dilamAM caTapaTI piDI. teNe sArA tiSIone bolAvyA ane pUchayuM ke zuM A saMsAramAM kaI e baLavAna che ke mAre parAjaya karIne mane harAve ! kaI mAre nAza karI zakaze khare? tiSIonA manamAM thayuM-are ! Ane keTaluM abhimAna che ! ene jarA paNa bhAna nathI ke huM ATale ahaMkAra kyAM karuM chuM ! kaMIka rAkhamAM roLAI gayA. te mAruM abhimAna kayAM TakavAnuM che ! A abhimAna mane bhaya pachADI deze. AvA mANasone DAhyA purUSo hitazikhAmaNa Ape to paNa tene game nahi. kRSNa janmanA eMdhANaH kase pUchayuM tyAre thoDI vAra jotiSIo mauna rahyA. kaMsa kahe- kema bolatA nathI? jyotiSIone thayuM ene abhimAna utAravA de. eTale eka tiSIe kahyuM huM satya vAta karuM chuM. tane harAvanAra, tAro nAza karanAra kaI jALIyo thaze. atyAre te purUSane janma thayo nathI, paNa te vIrapurUSa have janmavAne che. te e bhaDavIra thaze ke tamArA sasarAne harAvIne temanuM rAjya laI leze. te yAdava kuLano uddhAraka thaze ane tamArA kuLano nAzakartA thaze. kaMsa kahe, tene janmakene tyAM thaze? tenI kaMIka nizAnI te batAvo. tiSIoe kahyuM- tArA be mallayuddho che tene capaTImAM roLI nAMkhaze, kALInAganuM mAthuM uDADaze. tArA be baLadone mAraze, zaMkha dhanuSyane caDhAvaze. te traNa khaMDa para rAjya karaze ane tamAre nAza karaze, paNa Apa e te kahe ke te kenA ghera janma leze ? jotiSIoe kahyuM- Apa e vAta na pUchazo. e vAta jANavAnI jarUra nathI. te mahApurUSa atizaya puNyazALI ane prabhAvazALI thaze. temanI sAme keInuM kAMI cAlaze nahi aMtamAM te tamAre vinAza karaze. kaMse khUba kahyuM eTale tiSIe kahyuM- A tamArI bena devakIne sAtama garbha kuLane uccheda karaze. A bhaviSyavANI sAMbhaLIne kaMsanuM haiyuM dhrujavA lAgyuM. tiSI ane muninI vAta sarakhI Ave che mATe vAta sAcI paDaze tene tiSIne vidAya karyo ane pitAnI prANurakSAne upAya zodhavA lAgyo. samaya jatAM devakI maTI thaI ane tenA lagna vasudeva sAthe thayA. kaMse vasudevanI mitrAcArI bAMdhI ane temane jugAra ramavA besADayA. jugAra bahu kharAbamAM kharAba che. Aje mahAna pavitra purUSanI janmajayaMti ujave ane bIjI bAju jugAra rame. mahApurUSonA janma divase jugAra ramAya kharo? sArA gharanA purUSo ane have to ene paNa jugAra rame che tevuM sAMbhaLyuM che. jugAra jevuM kaI mahApApa nathI. e te khAsa choDavA jevuM che. pAMca pAMDavone draupadIne hoDamAM mUkavI paDI te paNa jugAranA kAraNe ja ne? jugArathI khAnapAna dhanamAlanI barabAdI thaI jAya che mATe Aje Apa eTalA paccakakhANa leje ke mAre jAvajIva sudhI jugAra rama nahi. kaMse kapaTathI vasudevane jugAra ramavA besADayA. temAM zarata evI karI ke je vasudeva hAre te devakInI sAta suvAvaDa mAre tyAM karavAnI. sAtamI suvAvaDa vakhate vasudevane huM rAkhuM tema rahevAnuM ane huM hAruM to mAre rAjya tamane daI devAnuM- vasudeve hA pADI dIdhI. te jugAra ramavA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] | [ 605 beThA. temAM hArI gayA ane zaratane svIkAra kare paDaze. samaya jatAM devakIjIne suvAvaDano prasaMga AvyuM eTale zarata pramANe te piyara AvI. puNyAtmAnA rakSaNa mATe devanI sahAyaH devakIjInA sAta putromAM kRSNajI sivAya cha ja to mokSagAmI caramazarIrI jIve che. kRSNajI ekAvanArI che. AvA pavitra jIvene deva maravA de kharA? A puNyAtmAonA prabhAve devanuM Asana DolAyamAna thayuM. avadhijJAnathI vAta jANI lIdhI. hariNagamethI deva devakIjIne putra Ave che te ja samaye bhakilapura nagaramAM nAga gAthApatinI patnI sulasAnI kukSImAM marelI dIkarIo Ave che. tenI adalAbadalI karI le che. sulatAne ke devakIne A vAtanI khabara paDavA detA nathI. devakIjI jANe ke marelI putrI AvI ane sulazA jANe ke mAre dIkarA AvyA. sulazA kevI bhAgyavAna ne puNyavAna ke cha cha chokarAo ene tyAM AvyA ! kaMsane khabara paDI ke marelI putrIo AvI che chatAM tenA be paga pakaDIne tenI paranI zIlA sAthe jhIka mAre che ane tenI khoparI phoDI nAMkhe che. tenA manathI to jANe ke meM jIvatAne mAryA che. kevA ghora pApa bAMdhe che! A rIte cha chokarIe mArelI AvI. badhAne A rIte zIlA sAthe pachADIne kheparI pheDI nAMkhe. sAdhu satya jANatAM hAvA chatAM na bole. A sAdhu bhUlI gayA ne bolyA tenuM pariNAma kevuM bhayaMkara AvyuM ! mahApurUSonA janmane adabhUta prabhAva : Ama karatA devakIjIne sAtamI suvAvaDane prasaMga Ave. devakIjIe sAta svapna joyA, tethI devakIjInA manamAM thayuM ke A bALaka khUba tejasvI, parAkramI thaze mATe koI paNa upAye tenI rakSA karavI joIe. AthI devakIjIe vicAra karyo ke gokuLamAM naMdanI patnI yazodA mArI sakhI che te paNa garbhavatI che mATe pahelethI saMtAna badalavAnI vAta karI lauM. eka divasa devakIjIe vasudevanI talavAra myAnamAMthI bahAra kADhI ane te talavAra laIne cAlavA lAgI. vasudeve tene hAtha pakaDIne rokI rAkhI ane kahyuM- talavAra laIne kayAM jAva cho ? tyAre devakIe kahyuM ke huM kaMsane mAravA jaI rahI che. A garbhamAM rahelA bALakanuM baLa ane zakti hatA. samaya jatAM sAta mAsa thayA ne kaMse vasudevane jelamAM pUryA. samaya pUro thatAM devakIjIne prasUtine samaya najIka AvyuM. kaMse vasudevane ane devakIjIne najarakedamAM rAkhyA che. barAbara cekIpahero goThavI dIdhuM che. eka jhekuM paNa khAvAnuM nahi, paNa mahApurUSane prabhAva te juo. barAbara madharAta thaI eTale badhA cekIyAte ghasaghasATa UMghI gayA. vasudevanA baMdhana tUTI gayA. barAbara zrAvaNa vada 8 nA rAtre A mahApurUSano janma thayo. mahApurUSonA janma hamezA rAtre thAya che. te pitAnI mAtAnI maryAdA sAcave che. vasudeva bALakane TopalAmAM laIne gokuLamAM gayA. vacce nadI AvatI hatI te tenA be bhAga thaI gayA, cAle te raste thaI gaye. gokuLamAM jaIne jazadAe marelI putrIne janma Apyo hate tene laI lIdhI ane kRSNajIne tyAM mUkayA. A badhuM kArya patI gayuM. vasudeva gokuLa jaIne AvyA tyAM sudhI koI cokIyAta jAgyA nahi pachI badhA

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606] [ zAradA ziremaNi jAgyA. kaMsa pUche che jaladI samAcAra Apo ke devakIjIne zuM AvyuM che? te kahe ke marelI DhIkarI AvI che. kaMsa manamAM harakhAvA lAgyA ke muninA vacana kevA khoTA paDayA? teNe te marelI dIkarIne paNa paththaranI zIlA sAthe pachADIne mAthuM pheDI nAMkhyuM. kRSNajInuM parAkrama : A bAju kRSNajI gokuLamAM naMdane tyAM moTA thAya che. nAnapaNathI tenI zakti ajabanI hatI. vAdaLAmAM sUrya chUpa na rahe, raNasaMgrAmamAM gayele rajapUta chUpa na rahe tema A bALaka kayAMya chUpa raheto nathI. nAnA chokarAonI sAthe rame che paNa tenuM kSatriya teja kAMI chAnuM rahe kharuM? eka divasa kRSNajIne dahIM khAvAnuM mana thayuM tethI UMce caDhIne levA jAya che tyAre jazodAthI bolI javAyuM. tuM kayAMya chAno na rahe! game tema te ya tuM devakIne jAya ne ! A zabda sAMbhaLatA kRSNa camakayA. he mAtA! zuM huM tAre dIkaro nathI? zuM mArI mAtA devakI che? zuM mArI mAtA bIjI kaI che! teNe zabda barAbara pakaDI rAkhyA. A bAju kaMsane khabara paDI gaI ke mAre zatra ucharI rahyo che tethI parIkSA karavA pitAnA be baLadane mokalyA. baLadee gAmanA lokone khUba raMjAyA chevaTe kRSNa baLadane zIMgaDAthI pakaDIne pachADIne mArI nAMkhyA, pachI kALI nAgane chUTo mUkyuM. te teo kALI nAga para svAra thaI gayA ane tene paNa nAza karyo. mallayuddhone mokalyA te kRSNajIe emane paNa parAjaya karyo. AthI kaMsanA peTamAM tela reDAyuM ke have mAro duzmana taiyAra thaI gayo che, chevaTe kRSNajIe kaMsane mAryo ane jarAsaMgha prativAsudevane paNa harAvyuM ane traNa khaMDanuM rAjya meLavyuM. A rIte kRSNajIe traNa khaMDa para pitAnI sattA jamAvI. kRSNajI avirati samyagadaSTi hatA. teo dIkSA laI zaktA nahotA paNa jyAre bhagavAna nemanAthanA samavasaraNamAM jatA tyAre bhagavAnanA saMte joIne temanI AMkhamAMthI AMsu AvatA. dhanya che A nAnA bAla ane moTA munione ke jemaNe bhagavAna pAse dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che. te dIkSA na laI zakayA paNa dharmanI dalAlI khUba karI che ane dharmanI dalAlI karatAM tIrthakara nAma kama upArjana karyuM che. AvatI covIzImAM teo tIrthakara thavAnA che. AvA mahAna pavitra AtmAonI janmajayaMti ujavIne ApaNuM AtmAne pavitra banAvavAnuM che. te mahAna pavitra purUSa Aje keTalAya varSothI ApaNI pAse nathI chatAM sArI duniyA temane Aje yAda kare che. temanuM jIvana guNarUpI gulAbanA puSponI suMgadhathI Aje paNa mahekI rahyuM che. ApaNuM jIvanamAM paNa temanA guNanI suvAsa Ave te ja bhAvanA. di. zrAvaNa vada 10ne semavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 65 tA. -9-85 AnaMda zrAvakano adhikAra cAle che. AnaMda zrAvaka have trIjuM vrata Adare che, trIjA pratama tayANa tara ca Na thulaga adiNNAdANaM paccakkhAi jAvajjIvAe duvihaM tiviheNa na karemi na kAravemi bhaNasA, vayasA, kAyasA /

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[607 zAradA ziramaNi ] AnaMda zrAvake sthUla adattAdAna cerInA pratyAkhyAna karyA ke navajIva sudhI mana, vacana ane kAyAthI rapUla-moTI corI karIza nahi ane karAvIza nahi. trIjA vratamAM e batAve che ke zrAvake moTakI corI karavI nahi. tRSNA para vijaya meLave tene corI karavAnuM mana na thAya. cerInA mULamAM koI tattva hoya te asaMtoSa che. tene je maLe te ochuM lAge. tenI daSTi sadAya potAnA karatA adhika saMpatti vAna hoya tenI sAme rahe che. A daSTi cerInA pApane jIvanamAM lAvyA vinA rahetI nathI A vAta khUba vicAravA jevI che. jIvana TakAvavA mATe A jIvane aneka prakAranI sAmagrInI jarUra paDe che. temAMya nIcalI gatiomAMthI jema jema uparanI gatiomAM Avato jAya che tema tema tene sAmagrInI jarUriyAta vadhatI jAya che. jIva ekendriyamAM game tyAM to potAnI meLe halanacalana karavAnI zakti ja na hatI eTale tyAM te karma sattA je rIte rAkhe te rIte rahevAnuM hatuM. tyAMthI jIva vigalendriya eTale beIndriya, teIndriya ane caurenidrAmAM Ave eTale jarUriyAto vadhe. te gatiomAM rahevA mATe dara banAvavA paDe. zarIra TakAvavA mATe khorAkanI zodhamAM nIkaLavuM paDe. tyAMthI jIva saMjJI paMcendriyapaNamAM Avavo. paMcendriyanA cAra bheda. devatA, manuSya, nArakI, tirya"ca. jIva devagatimAM gaye to tyAM te janmatI vakhate jeTalI sAmagrIo maLI teTalI ja sAmagrIo mRtyu sudhI rahe. vadhe ghaTe nahi, chatAM mUcha ghaNI. naraka gatimAM te duHkhe sivAya bIjuM kAMI che ja nahi. eka kSaNa vAra paNa zAMti nahi. mArA zarIra para ochAmAM ochA duHkhe kema Ave e ja bhAvanAmAM jIvana pUruM karavAnuM. tiryaMcanA bhavamAM game tyAM potAnI jarUriyAta ghaNI vadhI. rahevA mATe mALAo banAvavA taNakhalA Adi lAvavA paDe. khAvAnI ciM , kherAka mATe bhamavuM paDe, tenA bALabacAnI ciMtA, ThaMDI garamIthI rakSaNa meLavavAnI ciMtA ane jIvana nibhAvavAnI ciMtA, chevaTe pitAnAthI baLavAna prANIo AvIne potAnuM bhakSaNa na karI jAya eTale mRtyu aTakAvavAnI ciMtA. basa, A pravRttiomAM temanI jiMdagI pUrI karI devAnI. jIva manuSyabhavamAM AvyuM tyAre tenI jarUriyAtanuM kSetra khUba vadhyuM. manuSyamAM devagati jevI sthiti nathI ke janma thatAM je sAmagrIo maLI teTalI mRtyu sudhI TakI zake. A bhavamAM te sAmagrIomAM vRddhi paNa thaI zake ane ochI paNa thaI zake A gatimAM narakagati jevA duHkhe nathI je thoDA ghaNuM dukhe che te narakagatinI apekSAe te kAMI nathI ane te duHkhamAMya vacce kayAreka kayAreka sukho paNa maLyA kare che. tiryaMca gati jevI vivekahInatA nathI. maLelI sAmagrIone sadupayoga paNa ahIM thaI zake che ane durUpayega thaI zake che. cAre gatimAM manuSya gatinI vAta sAva judI che. ahIMnuM kSetra khUba vizALa che. eTalA mATe samasta saMsAramAM A manuSya gatinA janma jevo koI suMdara janma nathI. je tene sadupayoga karatAM AvaDe te lAbhadAyI paNa khUba - che ane sadupayoga karatA na AvaDe te nukazAnakArI paNa eTale che,

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608 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi manuSyabhavamAM sAmagrIo vadhavAnI zakayatA che ane e sAmagrIonA upabheganI mAnavI pAse kaLA paNa che eTale sAmagrIo vadhAravAnI tene IcchA thayA kare. AtmAmAM A vadhu meLavavAnI IcchA, asaMtoSa, nyAyanItine neve mUkIne corI karavA tarapha jIvane AkarSe che. je jIvanamAM saMtoSa Ave to asteya (acaurya)nI ArAdhanA thaI zake che. Aje mAnavInA jIvana tarapha daSTi karIe te dekhAya che ke asaMtoSanI Aga bhaDake baLI rahI che. aprApta vastuone meLavavA mATe bIjA pApa karavA paDe che. mArI pAse keTaluM che e mAnavI nathI jete paNa mArI pAse keTaluM nathI e tarapha daSTi vadhu rahe che. tenI pAse so cIje che te tenA tarapha lakSya nathI paNa eka be cIjano abhAva hoya te mArI pAse nathI tema jhaMkhyA kare che. game teTaluM meLave, are! kadAca AkhI duniyAnI sAmagrI maLI jAya te ya tene zAMti maLatI nathI. mArI pAse badhuM che have kAMI nathI joItuM evuM to tene thatuM nathI. subhUma cakavatIne cha khaMDa ochA paDayA te sAtame khaMDa jItavA nIkaLe. vijaya te na maLe paNa ati lebhanA pApe sAtamI narakamAM cAlyo gayo. kuTuMba mATe ke parivAra mATe tame pApa karIne paisA pedA karaze paNa e pApa te karanArane bhegavavA paDe. keI temAM bhAga nahi paDAve. tame ahIMthI amadAvAda javA mATe nIkaLyA. sTezane gayA. gADImAM te khUba bhIDa hatI paNa tamAre amadAvAda gayA vinA cAle evuM na hatuM eTale game te rIte gADImAM besI gayA. gADI amadAvAda pahoMcI gaI. tamAre jene ghera javAnuM hatuM tyAM gayA. tamane joIne te gharanA mANaso svabhAvika rIte pUche ke tame koNa koNa AvyA che ? te bhAI tamArA khUba snehI che. te tamane AvakAra Ape. tenA bhAva evA nathI ke vadhu AvyA hoya te bhAre paDe paNa A te sahaja rIte pUche ke tame koNa kevuM AvyA che ? tamArI sAthe koI nathI eTale tame zuM kaheze ? hu ekale Avyo chuM. huM tamane pUchuM ke gADImAM tame ekalA hatA ? nA. gADImAM to hajAro mANaso hatA. tame temanI sAthe beThA, vAtacIta karI, AnaMdakillola karyo, emAM samaya pasAra thaI gaye. koI vAra to musApharonI sAthe evo gADha prema baMdhAI jAya ke jANe sagA na heya ! jatI vakhate tame kahe paNa kharA ke muMbaI Ave tyAre jarUrathI mArA ghera Avaje. pachI keTale saMbaMdha. tuM tAre ghera ane huM mAre ghera. ahIM jJAnI samajAve che ke gADImAM te keTalAya lokone sAtha hate. tame ekalA na hatA chatAM jyAre tamane pUchayuM tyAre tame kahyuM ke huM ekale Avyo chuM. hajAranI vacce rahIne AvyA chatAM kahe che ke huM ekale chuM. zA mATe ? kAraNa ke te mANasane mArA mAnyA nathI. te badhA te musAphara hatA. musApharImAM bhegA thayA hatA. A jIva jyAre AvyA tyAre keTalA bhegA laIne Avyo hato ane jaze tyAre keTalA bhegA laI jaze ? jIva Avyo che eTale ane javAnuM che ekale. ahIM AvIne A badhI mAyAjALa UbhI karI che. hajAro mAnavIo sAthe hovA chatAM tame ekalA cho tema jJAnI kahe che tamAruM kuTuMba game teTaluM vizALa hoya chatAM ekalA che.

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 69 na laI jAva. tyAM te kaI , A saMsAra eka gADI che. ApaNe badhA manuSya janmanA sTezane AvyA chIe. ahIM mAtA-pitA, kAkA-kAkI, mAmA-mAmI, ena-banevI, bhAI-bhAbhI badhA saMbadheAthI bhegA thayA chIe. musAphara tene utaravAnu sTezana Ave tyAre utarI jAya che tema jyAre AyuSya pUrNa thaze tyAre nAnA ke meTA saune javAnu che. tyAM ema nahi kahI zake ke haju mArA dAdA beThA che ne mane kayAM laI jAva che ? mane apIla ke dalIla na cAle. A sUtra yAda rAkhA. egoshaM natthi me koi " hu ekalA chuM. koI mAruM nathI. te A badhI 3'jhaTa maTI jAya. lAkhA mAnavIe vacce rahevA chatAM mANasa mAtra ekale che. A vAta jo kharAkhara samajAI jAya teA jIvananI avaLI dizA badalAyA vinA na rahe. jIvanamAMthI kSudratA ravAnA thaze eTale sAcI dRSTi khulyA vinA nahi rahe, pachI te kuTuMba khAtara je ati pApA thatA hatA te ochA thayA vinA nahi rahe. jJAnI kahe che ke "saMnnAramAvata paramsa baTTA" tame tamArA mATe pApa karo ke kuTuMbIjaneA mATe karA; enA kaTu vipAka te jIvane ekalAe ja bhAgavavA paDaze. temAM bhAga paDAvavA koI AvavAnuM nathI. bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke Na tassa dukkhaM vibhayaMti nAio, Na mittavaggA Na suyANa baMdhavA / jo sayaM vaccenuo tuTyuM, ttArameya anunAr maM // utta.a.13.gA.23 66 du:khamAM koI jJAtijana, mitravarga, putra, khaMjaneA koI paNa bhAga paDAvI zakatu nathI. svaya' peAtAne ekalA ja bhAgavavA paDe che kAraNa ke karma kartAne ja anusare che. jIvanamAM kSudratA na heAya ane gabhIratA hAya ! AvI vicAraNA karavAnuM mana thAya ane AvA vicAra Ave to pApathI chUTavAnuM mana thAya mATe kSudratA-tucchatA dUra karA, pachI juo ke jIvana jIvavAnI kevI majhA Ave che! pachI pApe ane kaSAye para kaMTrAla AvatA vAra nihu lAge. kaI mANusa durgaMdhavALI khAimAM paDayA hoya tene koI bahAra kADhIne taLeTI para lAvIne mUke te dugdhaechI thAya. te rIte jyAre jIvanamAMthI kSudratAdi doSA dUra thAya pachI tenA vicAromAM avazya parivartana Ave ane A saMsAranI badhI vastuo pratyenI mamatA ghaTe. tamArI dIkarInAM lagna karI tene sAsare mAkalI. cha khAra mahine jyAre te sAsarethI piyara AvatI haiAya tyAre tene koI pUche ke tuM kayAM jAya che? teA e kaheze ke huM mArA piyara jAuM chuM ane piyarathI sAsare AvatI heAya tyAre koI pUche ke tuM kayAM jAya che? tA e kaheze huM mArA ghare jAu... chu. je gharamAM ATalA varSothI rahI che. nAnapaNathI ucharIne meATI thaI che e gharane te piyara mAne che ane je gharamAM haju cha khAra mahinAthI AvI che te gharane peAtAnu' ghara mAne che. Anu zuM kAraNa ? eka yukti (pati) sAthe peAtAno badhAyelA saMbadha. jo kanyAne patinA gharane peAtAnuM ghara mAnavA 39

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610 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi prere ane pitAnA mULa gharane 'piyara' mAnavA prere te pachI jyAre AtmAno saMbaMdha prabhu sAthe thAya tyAre upAzraye, dharmasthAnake ene pitAnA ghara samAna lAge ane gharabAra-dukAna vagere piyara samAna lAge, mATe jIvanamAMthI kSudratA, asaMtoSa Adi donI durgadha dUra karo te pApa karatA aTakaze. trIjA vratamAM ADakhIla karanAra hoya te tRSNA che. zrAvakanA 21 guNamAM eka guNa che akSudra. zrAvaka mudra na hoya, turacha vRttivALe na hoya paNa azudra eTale dariyA je gaMbhIra ane vizALa dilano hoya, saMteSI hoya. saMtoSa to hi prabalaM ca saukhyaM, saukhyena kRtvA bhavatIti dharmaH / dharmeNa kRtvA bhavatIti mokSo, mokSe jinarukta manataM saukhyam // jenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa nathI te duHkhI che ane saMtoSa che te sukhI che. saMtoSa che tene bhagavAnanA vacanomAM zraddhA che. ghaNI vAra prabhu pratyenI zraddhA jIvanamAM koI judo camatkAra sajI de che. vilAyatamAM eka benane traNa saMtAna hatA. benanI uMmara pAtrIsa varSanI haze ne tenA pati ekAeka gujarI gayo. tenI sthiti sAva garIba che. bena khUba raDe che. kamAIne ApanAra pati cAlyo gaye have A bALakane moTA kevI rIte karavA? AjIvikA kevI rIte calAvavI? A vicArathI khUba raDe che, jhUre che. te samaye eka mAnasazAstrI tyAMthI nIkaLe. teNe pUchayuM- bena ! tuM zA mATe raDe che ? mArA pati gujarI gayA. have mAre A bALakane moTA kevI rIte karavA ? IzvaranA rAjyamAM kevuM aMdhera cAle che ? jene saMtAna nathI tene AvuM duHkha nathI ane traNa traNa saMtAnavALI mAre vidhavApaNuM ! ane A bhUkhe maravAnA kevA kAramAM duHkha ! mAnasazAstrInA manamAM thayuM ke A bena sukhI thAya evuM huM kAMIka karuM, eTale kahe che bena ! tuM raDe che e khoTuM che. IzvaranA rAjyamAM aMdhera nathI paNa ajavALuM che. tame purUSArtha vagara beThA beThA khAtA hatA te have purUSArtha vikasAvavAnI takanuM ajavALuM ApyuM che. - prArthanAnuM baLa : atyAra sudhI tame AnaMdathI khAtA pItA beThA hatA ane Izvarane sAva bhUlI gayA hatA e aMdhAruM hatuM. tamane Izvara pratye zraddhA nathI. have izvarane yAda karavA, IzvaranI prArthanA karavA ane IzvaranA upakAre yAda karavAnuM ajavALuM maLyuM che. have Izvara para zraddhA rAkho te tamAre kAMI duHkha nathI. he bhagavAna ! have huM tArA bharose chuM. meM tAruM zaraNuM lIdhuM che. tArA prabhAve jarUrathI mAruM duHkha dUra thavAnuM che. jema sAruM thatuM jAya tema prabhune upakAra mAnatA raho. le. huM tamane 250 rUpiyA ApuM chuM; bikITa, pIparamITa Adi laIne vecavA besaje, sAthe Izvarane yAda karatA raheze. tene bhUlatA nahi. tame dhIme dhIme AgaLa vadhaze. ame tamane ghaNI vAra kahIe chIe ke 24 kalAka arihaMtane jApa japyA karo. tenA nAmanuM smaraNa sUtA uThatAM cAlu rAkhe. A rIte jApa karavAthI jIva narakamAM na jAya.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 611 zradhdhAthI prArthanA karatI bAi : mAnasazAstrInI vAta sAMbhaLI khAinuM mana haLavuM thai gayuM. tenAmAM hiMmata AvI gai. teNe eka nAnakaDI dukAna karI. te roja prabhune prAnA kare che he prabhu ! meM mAruM jIvana tArA zaraNe ApyuM che. tArA prabhAva aciMtya che. tArI kRpAthI mAre sAruM ja thavAnuM che. tuM ja mAruM sarvasva che. kudarate te benane dhadhAmAM sAruM maLatuM gayuM. dhaMdhAmAM vikAsa thatA gayA eTale enI zraddhA have vadhu dRDha thatI gaI. have te te menane lAgyuM ke dhadhAmAM kharekhara izvaranI dayA kAma karI rahI che pachI te te rAja savAra sAMja prabhune prAthanA kare che he prabhu ! tArI yA teA adbhUta che. enA prabhAve mAre badhuM sAruM thayA kare che. huM teA mAnatI hatI ke mArA pati gayA eTale mAru bhAgya rUtu.. rUThelu. bhAgya mane dhana paNu kayAMthI maLavA de ? paNa he prabhu ! tArI dayA, tArI kRpAne gajaba prabhAva che ke mane paisA Adi badhI jAtanI anukULatAe maLI rahI che. prabhu ! tAro tA huM keTalA upakAra mAnuM ! have tA benanA dhaMdhA khUba vadhI gayA. nAnI dukAnamAMthI meATI dukAna thaI gaI. Ape mane izvara eLakhAvyA : pAMca sAta varSe te mAnasazAstrI pharatA pharatA tyAM AvI caDhayA. pelI benane pUche che kema zuM cAle che ? bhAi ! tame tA mArA mATe bIjA izvara che. eka tA Izvara che paNu Apa bIjA izvaranA avatAra samAna che. tame te| mArI AMkha khAlI dvIdhI che. kharekhara ApaNane satya mArga batAvanAra evA izvarane hu' bhUlI gaI hatI. Ape mane IzvaranI ALakhANa karAvI ane tenI kRpAe Aje mAruM jIvana vikasita banyuM che. temanI kRpAthI aNadhAryA kAma paNa sArI rIte pAra paDI jAya che. huM dukAna khAluM. aDadhA kalAka sudhI koI gharAka na Ave tyAre manamAM thAya ke Aje gharAkI thaze ke nahi ? tyAM ja gharAka hAjara, pachI AkhA divasa gharAkI cAlu rahe. keTalI IzvaranI dayA ! mane manamAM vicAra thAya ke bajAramAMthI A cIja maLe teA lAvavI che teA huM bajAramAM jAu` ke tarata e cIja mane maLI jAya. badhAmAM IzvaranI dayA kAma kare che. have huM jyAM mAruM dhAryuM thAya ke manadhAyu maLe tyAM Izvarano AbhAra mAnu chuM. are, khAvApIvAmAM paNa prabhunA AbhAra mAnu chuM. A bena mAnasazAstrIne kahe che ke tame mane ajakha dayALu IzvaranuM bhAna karAvyuM. huM ApanA jeTalA upakAra mAnu' teTale eche che. ema kahIne temanA pagamAM paDI gaI. jo ke dhaMdhA calAvavAmAM teA enanI heAMziyArI kAma kare che; chatAM e nathI mAnatI ke AmAM mArI heAMziyArI kAma karI rahI che. te teA eka ja mAne che ke kamANI prabhunI dayAthI thAya che. hu prabhunu' nAma lauM chuM ane mAruM kAma thAya che. have khIjAne paNa e ja samajAvuM chuM ke Apa bhagavAna para zraddhA rAkhA, vizvAsa karo. prabhunA nAma smaraNamAM paNa adbhUta zakti rahelI che. bhakatAmara stotramAM kahyuM che ke tvatsaM stavena bhavasaMtati sannibandhaM, pApakSaNAt kSaya mupaiti zarIrabhAjAm / AkrAnta leAkamalinIlamazeSamAzu, sUryAzubhinna mitra zArvaramaMdhakAram ||

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612 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi he prabhu ! tAruM stavana karavAthI sarva jIvonA bhavaparaMparAthI baMdhAyelA gADha pApo kSaNavAramAM nAza pAme che. lekamAM sarvatra phelAyeluM rAtrInuM bhramara jevuM kALuM ghora aMdhAruM sUryanA eka ja kiraNa vaDe bhedAIne jaldI nAza pAme che. A mAnasazAstrIe benane keTalI zraddhA karAvI ! tame tamArA bALakane AvI zraddhA karAve che ? tamArI zraddhA Dagamaga hoya tyAM bIjAne zraddhA kayAMthI karAvI zake ! tamArI rageragamAM arihaMtanA nAmane raNakAra he joIe. zvAsozvAsamAM arihaMtanuM smaraNa tevuM joIe; te mekSa tamArAthI dUra nathI arihaMta nAmane raNakAra ahaMkAranA pahADane bhedI nAMkhaze. Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne pelI benanA aMtaramAM IzvaranA nAmano jApa gUMthAI gayo che tene abhimAna na AvyuM. ahaM che tyAM sudhI ahaMna banI zakAtuM nathI mATe jIvanamAM namratA, saraLatA lAve. saraLatA che tyAM siddhi che. rUpaka : eka vAra nadI hasatI khIlatI khUba prasannatAthI sAgarane maLavA AvI. sAgare kahyuM-Aje tuM ATalI badhI hasatI hasatI kema AvI che ? nadIe te jANe pote moTuM rAjya na meLavyuM hoya ema mukha malakAvatI kahe che ke keTalAya varSothI eka moTo parvata tamane maLavA AvavAmAM ADakhIla karato hato, herAna karatA hatA te parvatane meM Aje teDI nAMkhyo. tene rasAtALa karI dIdhuM ane cAre bAju jAherAta karatI AvI ke mArA rastAmAM mane je kaI aTakAvaze tenA A parvata jevA behAla thaI jaze. nadInI vAta sAMbhaLIne sAgaradeva hasI paDayA. teNe kahyuM -bena ! tuM mAruM eka kAma karIza ? te moTA parvatane bhedI nAMkhe te A eka bAju netaranI soTIo ugI che temAMthI mane be cAra lAvI Apa ne ! te huM mAnuM ke te sAce vijaya meLavyo che. tenA manamAM abhimAna che ke meM parvatane teDI nAMkhe te A netaranI soTIo lAvavI emAM zuM moTuM kAma che? netara AgaLa nadInI hAra : nadI te harakhAtI harakhAtI netara levA gaI. teNe khUba jorathI netara para AkramaNa karyuM paNa nadI jevI netara para paDI ke tarata ja netara lAMbuM thaIne sUI gayuM. jevI nadI pitAnA sthAne javA ravAnA thaI ke tarata netara UbhuM thaI gayuM. A joIne nadIne vadhu gusso AvyuM. te Dabala jozathI netara para kUdI te netara lAMbuM thaIne sUI gayuM. jevI nadI hAlatI thaI evuM netara tarata UbhuM thaI gayuM. te hArIne sAgara pAse AvI. sAgara kahe kema bena ! netara lAvI ? nA. na lAvI zakI. mane khabara nathI paDatI ke Ama kema thayuM ? huM parvatane teDI zakI paNa A netarane na lAvI zakI. sAgara kahe-bena ! tuM parvatane teDI zakI kAraNa ke te akkaDa hate. netarane tuM teDI na zakI kAraNa ke te namra hatuM. AdhyAtmika kSetramAM A vAta khUba mahatvanI che. akkaDa rahenArA hArI gayA che ane namI janArA jItI gayA che. ApaNuM arihaMta prabhue rAga-dveSa-Indriya-kaSAya, pariSaha ane upasarga A cha ne namAvyA che, tethI teo namaskAra karavA yogya banI gayA che. namratAvAna AnaMda zrAvake trIjuM adattAdAna vrata grahaNa karyuM. je vastune je

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 613 dhaNI hoya, teNe ApyA vinA vastu laI levI tenuM nAma adattAdAna. tenA paNa sUphama ane sthUla be bheda che. rastAmAMthI cheDI retI lIdhI. kAMkarA lIdhA jenA kaI mAlika nathI tene levA, taLAvamAMthI ke kuvAmAMthI pANI lAvyA te taLAvanI rajA levA jatA nathI. A sUkSma adattAdAna che. A levAmAM saMsArI ane adattAdAnane doSa lAgato nathI kAraNa ke tene maTakI corI karavAnA paccakkhANa che. sAdhune te sarvathA adattAdAnanA paccakkhANa che. eka sAvaraNanI saLI paNa gRhasthanI AjJA lIdhA pahelA levAya nahi. sAdhu je e rIte le te ene trIjA mahAvratamAM doSa lAge che. je grahaNa karavAthI cerIne aparAdha deSa lAge evuM bIjA keInuM sonuM, paisA, jenuM mUlya kiMmata gaNatarImAM thAya che te badhuM sthUla adattAdAna che. zrAvake kaI jAtanI corI na karavI, te corI keTalA prakAranI che te vAta avasare. * caritra: miyA sAthe guNasuMdare karelI nagaracaryA : guNasuMdara ane zeTha baMne sAthe gAmamAM pharavA nIkaLyA. gAmane anubhavI bhemiyo sAthe lIdho. bhemiyAnI sAthe baMne vAto karatA karatA rastAmAM cAlyA jAya che. A bhemiyo te vAre ghaDIye guNasuMdara tarapha joyA kare che. zuM A chokare che ! zuM tenuM tejasvI mukha che ! zuM tenI pratibhA che! vAraMvAra tenA sAmuM joyA kare. temAM jyAre e sUrIlA kaMThe vAta karatA, haso ane hasAvo tyAre nAnA moTA sau tenAmAM aMjAI jatA. miyAne te enI sAthe vAto karavAmAM khUba AnaMda AvavA lAgyA. te pUche che zeTha! ApanuM vatana kayuM? ahIM kayA kAraNasara AvyA che ? bhAI ! amAre vatana jevuM kAMI nathI. ame te vaNajhArA. gAme gAma pharavAno amAro svabhAva. amAre gAme gAma utArA. ame A gAmanI khUba khyAti sAMbhaLI che tethI ame ahIM AvyA chIe. tamAruM nAma zuM che? guNasuMdara ! vAha ! khUba suMdara nAma ! nAma tevA guNa tamArAmAM che. huM to nakhathI mAthA sudhI tamane joyA karuM chuM ke badhA guNa tamArAmAM goThavAI gayA che. guNavAna to che ja temaja rUpamAM paNa khUba suMdara cho. Apa ApanA nAmane barAbara ujajavaLa karI rahyA che. bhAI ! mArAmAM to kAMI nathI. A badhAe bhegA thaIne mAruM nAma pADyuM che. guNasuMdare kahyuM-bhAI ! A nagaramAM zuM jovA jevuM che? e pUchaze nahi. zuM jevA jevuM nathI, e ja pUche. amArA gAmamAM upavana, gurUkuLa, dharmasthAnake, jaLa sarovare, kamaLavano evA aneka sahelagAhanA sthAne tathA bIjA aneka sthaLe jovA jevA che. Ama vAto karatA cAle che. tyAM rastAmAM eka moTuM suMdara udyAna AvyuM. e udyAnamAM moTI vizALa parasALa hatI. bhemiyAe kahyuM - amArA gAmamAM jaina saMta moTA samudAya sAthe padhAre che tyAre ahIM utare che. saMta pravacana Ape tyAre hajAronI medanI bharAya che, cAturmAsamAM te bhaktonA ToLeToLA ubharAya che. A varSe keI saMta padhAryA nathI eTale enI zobhA jhAMkhI dekhAya che. amArA gAmamAM sauthI zreSTha ane pavitra A udyAna che. guNasuMdara kahe-bhale atyAre koI saMta nathI paNa A bhUmi pavitra saMtenI caraNarajathI

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614 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi pavitra banelI che ne ! temanA paramANuo paNa ahIM paDelA che ne ? A bhUmimAM cheDe samaya ApaNe besIe. e badhA aMdara gayA. tyAM jaIne guNasuMdare pAMca miniTa dhyAna dhayuM pachI dharmanI vAta karIne bahAra nIkaLyA. ane bhomiyAe puraMdara zeThanI karelI prazaMsA : guNasuMdare bhamiyAne kahyuMbhAI ! tuM A nagaramAM badhAne oLakhe che? badhAnA svabhAva kevA che? ahIMnA nagarazeTha keNa che? guNasuMdarakumAraApa e zuM pUcho cho? A gAmanA eka eka mANasane huM oLakhuM chuM. darekanA nAmaThAmanI mane khabara che. e badhA mane paNa sArI rIte oLakhe che. amArA gAmamAM nagarazeTha to ghaNuM che paNa mahArAjA pachI bIjA naMbare Ave evA jenI gAmamAM khUba khyAti che evA puraMdara zeTha che. A gAmamAM Dagale ne pagale dAnamAM temanuM nAma che. jyAM juo tyAM temanuM dAna te heya ja. temaNe dAna karatAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI. juo A dharmazALA che te temaNe baMdhAvI che. vaTemArguo ahIMyA utare che. keInuM bhADuM letA nathI. A dharmazALA te mahelAta jevI che. temaNe A gAmamAM aneka dharmazALAo, parabo, udyAna, skUle vigere baMdhAvyA che, chatAM zeThane jarA paNuM abhimAna nathI. te sAva namra che. bhAI! e nagarazeThane vepAra zene che? bhAI ! vepArane to kaI hisAba nathI. jeTalA vepAra kaho teTalA badhA temane tyAM cAle che. nagaramAM temanI aneka dukAne che. dariyAI mArge paNa temane vepAra cAle che. A rIte temaNe gAmane aneka jIvane Azraya Ape che. temanA AMgaNe raDate gayele hasato Ave evA pavitra zeTha che. te amAre temane maLavuM paDaze. bhalene, Apa khuzIthI maLaje. teo khUba udAra ane premALa che. A nagaramAM temanA je dAnavIra keI nathI. Apa jarUra jajo. kadAca Apane kAMI jarUra haze te te badhuM Apaze. bicArA bhemiyAne kayAM khabara che ke A guNasuMdara ahIM zA mATe AvyuM che? tene ema ke A lokone paisAnI thelI bhIDa haze to jarUrathI temane maLI jaze. are, dhaMdho paNa karAvI Ape evA che. teNe evuM mAneluM eTale eNe A rIte kahyuM. A sAMbhaLIne guNasuMdarane jarA hasavuM AvI gayuM ke mAre kyAM paisAnI jarUra che ! te kahe bhale ApaNe te zeThane maLavA jaIzuM. bhomiyo jovA jevA sthaLo batAvato jAya che. have zuM banaze te avasare. dvi. zrAvaNa vada 11ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 66 : tA. 10-8-85 ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM AnaMda zrAvake trIjuM vrata aMgIkAra karyuM. have huM maTakI corI karIza nahi. A vrata levAne uddeza zo? A jIve cAra gatimAM bhamatAM aneka bhava karyA che. nArakInA bhAvamAM corI jevuM khAsa kAMI hotuM nathI. tiryaMcanA bhavamAM keTalAka pakSIo evA hoya che ke bIjAnA mALAmAM khAvAnuM paDayuM hoya te khAI jAya che. gAya-bakarA Adi gharamAM pesI jaIne anAja vigere khAI jAya

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [615 che. tiryaMca gatimAM paNa A rIte cerIo thAya che. devagatimAM paNa amuka lebhI de corI kare che. ekabIjAnI devIone upADI jAya. AbhUSaNa, ghareNAM upADI jAya che. jenI cI gaI hoya te meTo deva hoya ane lenAra devanAne hoya to meTo deva tene pakaDIne pitAnI cIje pAchI laI le che ane tene zikSA paNa kare che. keI vAra moTo deva nAnA devanI kaI vastu upADI lAve. nAne deva to moTA devane kaMI karI zake nahi eTale te Indrane phariyAda kare. Indra pitAnA deva mokalIne te moTA devane pakaDe ane nAnA devanI cIne tene pAchI apAve ane sajA paNa kare. A rIte devagatimAM paNa cerIo thAya che. have ApaNI manuSyanI vAta. jainakuLamAM janmelA bahu moTI kahevAya evI cerIo prAyaH karatA nathI. apekSAe kaI thoDA ghaNAM kharAba hoya chatAM ApaNe AjanA samAja moTI corI kahevAya evI corI A bhavamAM to nathI karato paNa tethI pUrvabhavamAM nathI karI ema na kahevAya ane tethI pUrvabhavamAM je cerInA dhaMdhA karyA tenA pApocAlyA Ave che. te badhA pApo aTakAvavA ane saMvaramAM AvavA A vrata levAmAM Ave che. trIjA vratamAM kaI kaI jAtanI corI na karavI te batAve che. A corI cAra prakAranI che. cAramAMthI kaI paNa prakAranI corI kare te trIjuM vrata tUTe. (1) khAtarakhaNuM : khAtara pADIne kaI vAra gharamAM bakhelA pADIne, ghara khetarIne corI kare, pahelAnA mANaso beMka na hatI tyAre jamIna khodIne bheMyamAM dhana dATatA. AvuM dATeluM dhana kADhI Ave. mahAmahenate meLaveluM dhana sAcavavA mATe kaI jamInamAM dATe, kaI tijorImAM chUpA khAnAmAM rAkhe. keI bheMyarAmAM chUpAvI rAkhe, are ! potAnuM dhana potAne choDIne na jAya te mATe cekIpahere goThave chatAM cerI karanArAo te game te rIte gupta rAkhelA dhanane paNa uThAvI jAya che. cAranuM dhyAna to haMmezA cerI tarapha hoya eTale tene kaI paNa rIte badhI bAtamI maLI jAya tethI khAtara pADIne corI karI zake. jenuM dhana gayuM tene keTaluM duHkha thayuM haze ke keTale AghAta lAgyo haze tenI ciMtA coro karatA nathI. mAnavIe kALI majUrI karIne je DI ghaNuM mUDI bhegI karI hoya te jyAre A rIte corAI jAya che tyAre khUba valepAta kare che kAraNa ke Aje dhana vagaranA mANasanI kiMmata nathI. jainanA sAdhu paisA rAkhe te tenI kiMmata keDInI ane gRhastha pAse je dhana na hoya te tenI kiMmata keDInI. dharma nA jANakAra zrAvake A rIte khAtara pADIne maTakI corI karavI nahi. corI karanAra A lekamAM niMdAne pAtra bane che, temaja corI game te prasaMgamAM karI hoya, Arthika sthiti nabaLI hoya ne karI hoya athavA to paisAvALA thavA mATe karI hoya paNa cerI e te cerI ja ne ! corI karanAra A lekamAM pakaDAya tyAre jelanAM, mArapITanA ane bhUkha-tarasa Adi duHkhe A bhavamAM paNa bhegavavA paDe che. naraka, tiya"ca gatimAM jAya tyAre paNa bhayaMkara duo bhegavavA paDe che. A lekamAM tirarakArane pAtra bane che ne palekamAM duHkhI thAya che mATe zrAvakoe moTakI corI karavI nahi. ahIM eka vAta yAda Ave che

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616 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi eka vezyA hatI. vezyA tA sAva halakI jAtinI kahevAya. teNe ghaNAM karyAM aMdhelA. eka divasa vezyA bahAragAma gai. te jene tyAM utarI hatI tyAM sAme eka jainanu makAna hatuM. te makAnamAM saMta padhAryAM hatA. zrAvaka bahu dhamIThe, premALa ane Dha dhamI hatA. te khUba bhakitabhAvathI ullAsathI saMtanI sevAbhakti kare. hajArA mANasA saMtane vaMdana karavA Ave ane pravacana sAMbhaLavA Ave, saMte pravacanamAM e vAta samajAvI ke tamArA jIvanamAM bIjuM na karI zake teA mAre meTakI cArI karavI nahi eTalA paccakkhANa te le. vezyAne kaMI kAma hoya nahi eTale te makAnanA jharUkhAmAM beDI beThI sAMbhaLatI hatI. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA hajAro mANase AvyA che. cArI karavAthI jIvane kevA karmAM baMdhAya che naraka, tiya ca gatimAM kevA duHkhA bhAgavavA paDe che te suMdara rIte samajAvyuM. satsa`gathI vezyA paNa vikatA banI : vezyAe jharUkhAmAM beThA beThA saMtanu pravacana sAMbhaLyuM. tenA manamAM thayuM ke meM te eTalA badhA karmo bAMdhyA che ke saMtanA kahevA pramANe have naraka sivAya mArI bIjI gati nathI. naraka gatimAM ochAmAM AchA daza hajAra varSAM ane utkRSTa 33 sAgaropama sudhI duHkhA bhegavavA paDe. vezyAnA AtmAnu paravata na thayuM. tene thayuM ke kAle have hu tyAM ja sAMbhaLavA jAuM, satsaMga karavA badhA jaI zake che tyAM jAtibheda hotA nathI. satsaMga karavAnA adhikAra sau koInA che. teNe mana makkama karyu* ke kAle tyAM jaIne pravacana sAMbhaLavA besuM. bIje divase te vyAkhyAnamAM gai. saMte trIjA vrata para khUba suMdara samajAyu'. temaNe cAra khelanI rajUAta karI khAtara pADIne ceArI karavI niha koInI bAMdhelI gAMsaDI cheDavI nahi. eka cAvI para khIjI cAvI lagADIne cArI karavI nahi ane paDelI vastu bIjAnI hAya te tene dhaNiyAtI jANI levI nahi. A cAra khela khUba samajutIthI samajAvyA. vezyAne te A vAta aMtaramAM ArapAra utarI gaI. teNe kahyuM- gurUdeva ! huM teA bahu pApI chuM. meM teA ji'dagImAM khUba pApe karyA che. mArA pApe te eTalA badhA che ke ApanI sAme ubhA rahevAnA mArA adhikAra nathI. huM mArA pApanuM... ApanI samakSa prakAzana karuM chuM. mAre have AvA ghAra pApa karavA nahi ane bIjA pAse karAvavA nahi. saMta samAgama zu' nathI karatA ? saMta samAgame khUnI muni banI gayA che. zayatAna sata banyA che ane pApI paramAtmA banI gayA che. satsaMganI zakti alaukika che. ahI vezyA vratI banavA taiyAra thaI. gurU bhagavaMta pAse peAtAnA doSAnI kabulAta karI. aMte trIjA vratanI sAthe ceAthA vratanu' svarUpa paNa samajAvyu. vezyAne vAta kharAkhara lAgu paDI gaI. teNe UbhA thaIne kahyu` ke have mAre jAvajIva sudhI parapurUSanA tyAga. have hu. vezyAgamana karIza nahi, karAvIza nahi, meATakI cArI karIza nahi ne karAvIza niha. evA paccakkhANa lIdhA. loko khelavA lAgyA ke A vezyA zuM paccakkhANu pALaze paNa saMte te gabhIra, dhaiyavAna hoya che. e tA samaje che ke pApInuM kyAre

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 617 jIvana parivartana thAya che te khabara paDatI nathI. ka'ika jIvA narakamAM javAnI taiyArImAM hAya paNa AyuSyanA baMdha na pADayA hoya teA tenuM jIvana sudharatAM devalAkamAM jAya che. rojanA sAta sAta khUna karanArA arjunamALIne sudarzana zrAvakanA bheTo thatAM bhagavAnanA zaraNe gayA. temanA caraNamAM jIvananaiyA jhukAvI dIdhI te meAkSamAM paheAMcI gayA. tA eka vezyA pAmI jAya emA kAMI Azcaya pomavA jevu nathI. loko game tema khelavA lAgyA paNa saMte te kAMI sAMbhaLyuM nahi. vezyA traNa divasa tyAM rahIne peAtAnA ghera gaI. have te tenA jIvanamAM navuM prabhAta pragaTayuM che. saMta pAse je sAMbhaLIne AvI che tenuM ci Mtana-manana karyAM kare che. sAruM thayu ke mane gurU bhagava ta maLyA te huM ghAra pApamAMthI chUTI. temanA jeTalA guNa gAuM teTalA ochA che. temanA te mArA para anaMta upakAra che. mane bhaveAbhavanA pApamAMthI cheDAvI. A gurU bhagava Mta na maLyA hAta te mAruM zuM thAta ? have tene ghera je purUSA AvatA temane kahetI ke meM saMta pAse parapurUSanA tyAganI pratijJA lIdhI che. have jagatanA dareka purUSo mArA mATe bhAI ane bApa samAna che, have huM ApanI sAthe vAta paNa nahi karuM. tenI A vAta sAMbhaLIne kaMika purUSAnA dila palTAI gayA. bena ! have ame paNa tArA jevuM jIvana jIvIzuM. ame paNa A pApa nahi karIe. vratamAM dRDha rahetAM vezyAnI thayelI kasoTI : eka divasa eka mANasa ratnajaData hAra laine vezyAne bheTa ApavA AvyA. vezyA kahe che A hAra tuM kayAMthI lALyeA che? tArA che ke corI karIne lAvyeA che? have huM vezyA maTI zrAvikA khanI chuM. meM trIjuM vrata aMgIkAra karyu che ke huM cArI karIza nahi. cArI karanArane madada paNa karIza nahi ane cArInA mAla laiza nahi; mATe tuM cArI karIne lAvyeA hAya tA e hAra mAre na khape. A mANasa kahe- tame jema vezyAgamana cheDI dIdhuM, cerI karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI tema bhale, huM Aja sudhI cArIe karatA hatA paNa have meM e dhaMdhA choDI dIdhA che. vezyA kahe-tuM satya elaje. Aje ghaNI vAra mANasA cArInA mAla vecavA Ave che. te ghaNI sastI kiMmate ApI jAya. seA rUpiyAnA mAla 40 rUpiyAmAM vecI jAya. tame samajo che ke bajAramAM A vastunA bhAva sA rUpiyA che. kadAca kAI 5-10 rUpiyA AchA kahe paNa 100nA sIdhA 40 kahe che mATe A mAla cArInA haze. jo A rIte jANavA chatAM tame tenI pAsethI vastu le te tame cArane madada karI kahevAya. vratadhArI zrAvaka zrAvikAne AvA mAla levA kalpatA nathI. vezyA kahe che bhAI! tuM mane ena gaNIne bheTa ApavA AvyA che paNa cArI karIne teA nathI lAgye ne? pelA mANasa kahe- nA. cArI karIne nathI lAvyeA. A hAra mArA che. khUba cakAsaNI karI ane nakkI thayuM ke hAra cArIneA lAvyeA nathI eTale vezyAe hAra lIdheA. eka vAra gAma bahAra bagIcAmAM meTe vasaMtetsava ujavAtA hatA. AkhuM gAma te utsava jovA AvyuM hatuM. khuda rAjA rANI paNa AvyA hatA. vezyAnA

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618 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi manamAM thayuM ke have huM vezyA rahI nathI te huM paNa tyAM jAuM. te samaye pele hAra paherIne te prasaMgamAM gaI. have baneluM evuM ke rAjarANIne hAra guma thaye che. ghaNI zedha karavA chatAM te ja nathI. vezyAnI DekamAM paherele hAra jatAM rANI oLakhI gaI ke mAre je hAra jaDato nathI, chevAI gayo che te ja A hAra che. rAjA pUche che bela A hAra kayAMthI lAvI? te corI karI che? vecAto lIdho che ? vezyA samajI gaI ke nakakI pele mANasa khoTuM bolIne mane A hAra ApI gayo che. A hAra te corI karIne lAvyA haze. meM corI karI nathI ke vecAto lIdhe nathI. have mAre karavuM zuM? baMdhuo ! A eka vezyA hovA chatAM zrAvikA banI che. te zuM vicAra kare che? je huM ceranuM nAma daIza te rAjA ene zikSA karaze. kadAca phAMsInI zikSA Ape ne tenuM mRtyu thAya te paMcendriya hatyAmAM huM nimittabhUta bana. te pachI mArA pahelA ahiMsA vratano Adarza na jaLavAya, mATe enuM nAma to nahi ja lauM. bhale mAre maravuM paDe to marIza. juo, enuM ahiMsAnuM vrata kevuM! prANa jAya paNa vrata na jAya. tamArAthI zuM A na banI zake ke mAre corInI vastu paNa na khape ane keInI hiMsAmAM nimittabhUta na banuM? A to vezyA hatI paNa pAchaLathI jainadharma pAmI hatI. tame te janmathI jaina dharma pAmelA cho te ATaluM ca na karI zake ? A mAnava jIvanamAM guNenI khu bharavI che ke duSkRtyanI badabo bharavI che? yAda rAkhaje. jIvana sAruM che to ya pUruM thavAnuM che ane kharAba jIvaze to paNa pUruM thavAnuM che. jeTale pApano tyAga karazo eTaluM jIvana pavitra banaze. ceranI karUNA kAje kaSTa veThatI vezyA rAjAe verayAne ghaNuM pUchayuM paNa veyA mauna rahI. teNe kaI javAba na Ave eTale tene pakaDIne hAra laI lIdhe ane tene jelamAM pUrI dIdhI. reja 50 cAbukanA mAra marAve che. rAjAne hukama che ke jayAM sudhI te kabulAta na kare tyAM sudhI khAvApIvA paNa na Apaze ane 50 cAbuka mAra je. vezyA eka mAtra potAnA vatane Adarza pALavA ane corane surakSita rAkhavA mRtyunI taiyArI sAthe cAbukanA mAra sahana kare che. jIvanamAM A rIte ekAda vrata pAlana ane dayAdi guNa sAcavyA hoya te e AtmAne ghaNo uMce laI jAya che. A bhavamAM je jIvana vratamaya nathI banAvyuM te mananI bhAvanA azubha rahevAnI. temaja je guNanI kamANI karI nathI to doSanuM sevana rahevAnuM pachI bhaviSyamAM gati kevI maLe? vezyAne cAbukanA mAra maLe che chatAM vratamAM keTalI daDha che. ahIM te vezyAe hAra cA nathI paNa corane bacAvavA mATe A zikSA veThI rahI che, paNa je A bhavamAM corI kare che tenI jagatamAM phajetI thAya che. tenA hAlahavAla bUrA thAya che ane bIjA bhavamAM paNa zikSA bhogavavI paDe che. A vAta vAyuvege prasaratA prasaratA pelA ceranA kAne pahoMcI. te samajI gaye ke mArI khAtara vezyA mAra khAya che. huM ke nIca! ke A bicArIne phasAvI? teNe

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 619 mane keTalI vAra pUchyuM ke tuM hAra corI karIne lAvyA nathI ne ! to meM khoTuM belIne ene vizvAsaghAta karyo ne enuM vrata teDAvyuM. chatAM e keTalI uttama che ke mane bacAvavA rAjA pAse mAruM nAma bolatI nathI ane roja jelamAM 50 cAbukanA mAra khAya che. lAva, have huM jaladI jAuM ne mArA pApanuM pAyazcita karuM. ema vicArI e deDato sIdhe rAjA pAse jaIne Ubho rahyo ane kahyuM - mahArAjagunegAra huM chuM. guno meM karyo che. vezyAe guno karyo nathI. e te sAva nirdoSa che. rANIne hAra meM coryo che. huM tene ApavA gayo tyAre mane khUba kahyuM ke tuM sAcuM bola. A hAra corI karIne lAvyo nathI ne? tyAre huM khoTuM che ke A hAra mAro potAno che eTale teNe lIdhe. te binagunegAra che. tene zikSA mApha karI do ane mane je zikSA karavI hoya te kare. rAjAe vezyAne dhanyavAda ApyA ane tene choDI dIdhI ane cerane phAMsInI zikSA ApavAnuM jAhera thayuM. te sAcuM bolyo chatAM tene zikSA mApha na thaI. have vezyA game teTaluM kahe to paNa rAjA mAne tema nathI. aMtima samaye navakAraMmavanA ApelA zaraNuM : cArane phAMsIe caDhAvavA laI gayA. vezyA tyAM gaI. phAMsIe caDhaye che, chellA zvAsocchavAsa laI rahyo che. vezyA kahe bhAI! ApaNA karelA pApa ApaNe bhegavavA paDe che. tuM rAjA sAthe ke koInI sAthe vairabhAva na rAkhIza. temanA para jarAya gusso na karIza. tArA duSkRtya para tiraskAra karaje. mane keI phAMsI ApatuM nathI. mArI bhUla, mAre guno mane phAMsI Ape che. tuM navakAramaMtranuM zaraNuM le. enA dhyAnamAM raheje. tAro upayoga navakAramaMtra sivAya bIjA keImAM rAkhIza nahi. vezyAe navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyo. zuddha bhAve sAMbhaLatA te pitAnuM duHkha bhUlI gayo. vezyAe kahyuM - navakAramaMtra sAMbhaLatAM tuM saMkalpa karaje ke AvatA janmamAM huM rAjAne putra thAuM. jethI mAre tane zodhavA Avo na paDe pachI mAre ne tAre baMneno uddhAra thAya evuM karIe. cerane vezyA para prema te hatuM, pAchuM bahumAna athAga thayuM ane aMtakALe A zikhAmaNa ApI. tenA AyuSyane baMdha paDe na hato tethI tenA saMkalpa-niyANAnA baLe navakAramaMtranA prabhAve rANInA garbhamAM AvIne utpanna thaye. vezyAe cAra marI gayo te divasathI divasa gaNavA mAMDayA. barAbara nava mahine rANIe putrane janma Apyo. eTale teNe nakakI karyuM ke nakkI e cAra rAjaputra thayela che. vezyAe Apelo pratibaMdha : have e rAjaputrane pratibodha pamADavo che tethI tenI pAse jaIne jhulaNe jhulAvatA hAlaraDA gAya che. jhule re gule caMDapiMgala! cAda kara yAda kara pUrvabhavane ! navakAramaMtranA prabhAve rAjaputra thaye. roja A rIte sAMbhaLatA tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. teNe pitAne pUrvajanma joye. thoDo moTo thatAM vezyAe ene dharma samajAvyuM. eka navakAramaMtranA prabhAvathI tuM cAra maTIne rAjakumAra banya, have tuM satata navakAramaMtranuM samaraNa karaje, have A jIvananI saphaLatA karavA dIkSA laI e;

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dara0 ] [zAradA ziramaNi chevaTe rAjakumAra ane vezyA baMne dIkSA le che. vezyAe trIju, cothuM vrata lIdhuM te enA prabhAve jIvanamAM keTalI nirmaLatA AvI ! AnaMda zrAvake moTakI corInA paccakakhANa karyA. te corI cAra prakAranI chepahelI AgaLa AvI gaI ke khAtara khaNuM eTale khAtara pADIne keInA gharamAMthI corI na karavI. (2) gAMThaMDI cheDI H gAMThaDI choDIne temAMthI mAla laI levo e eka meTuM vizvAsaghAtanuM kAma che. keI vizvAse pioTalI mUkI jAya te cheDIne jevAya nahi ane levAya paNa nahi. jenI piTalI hoya tenA mAlikanI gerahAjarImAM te choDavAne koIne adhikAra nathI. (3) tALa para kaMcIe karI : eka tALA para bIjI kuMcI lagADI dhanamAla laI le. ghaNI vAra zeTha pitAnA nokaranA vizvAse AkhI dukAna seMpI ghera jAya tyAre nokaro pAchaLathI kabATanA tALA kholI levAya eTaluM laI le pachI zeTha pUche tyAre taddana asatya bele athavA dhana laIne bhAgI jAya. kaI vAra gharanA nekarane ghara soMpIne ravivAra jevA divase badhA mANase pharavA jAya. pAchaLathI nekaranI dAnata bagaDe, kabATo ke tijorIone cAvIo lagADI tALA khelI nAMkhe ane levAya teTale mAla laIne ravAnA thaI jAya. A rIte karavAthI trIjA vratamAM deSa lAge che. haju bhagavAna cethA belamAM zuM bhAva samajAvaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra H bhUmi guNasuMdara ane mANekacaMda zeThane gopAlapura gAmanI mAhitI ApI rahyo che. badhuM batAvatA batAvatA sAMja paDavA AvI eTale badhA ghera pAchA AvyA. ghera temanA badhA sAthIo rAha jotA hatA. zeTha ane kumAra badhA AvyA eTale sAthe besIne jamyA. jamIne cauvihAra karyo ne pachI pratikamaNa karavA beThA. musApharImAM paNa guNasuMdara pitAnA vrata niyama cUkatA nathI. rAtre badhA sUI gayA. bIje divase savAre uThIne pratikamaNa Adi kriyAo karI. have rAjadarabAramAM javuM che eTale te mATenI taiyArIo karI. pAMce vepArIoe rAjadarabAramAM zebhe evA kapaDA paheryA ane guNasuMdare rAjapazAka paheryo. jANe koI devakumAra na hoya rAjasabhAmAM jatI vakhate navakAramaMtranuM maraNa karyuM. badhA sAthe maLIne bheTazuM laIne rAjadarabAramAM jAya che. rAjadarabAranI pAse pahoMcyA tyAre cekiyAta tyAM Ubhe hate. guNasuMdare cekiyAtane eka gInI bheTa ApI. pachI kahyuM ke jA mahArAjAne pUchI Ava ke keTalAka paradezI vepArIo Apane maLavA mATe AvyA che te temanI AjJA hoya to ame aMdara AvIe. cekiyAte jaIne rAjAne vAta karI. rAjA kahe- bhale khuzIthI Ave. Apa temane madhura vacanethI sakArasanmAna karo. cekiyAe kahyuM- padhAre mahemAne padhAre! gopAlapuranA mahArAjA ApanuM aMtarathI hArdika svAgata kare che. rAjakacerImAM guNasuMdaranuM Agamana : gepAla narezanI AjJAthI badhA aMdara gayA. badhAe guNasuMdarane parANe AgaLa karyo. guNasuMdare vinayapUrvaka vaMdana

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [621 karyA ne kahyuM- he guNAdhirAja nareza ! ApanI khUba khyAti sAMbhaLIne ApanA darzane AvyA chIe. amAruM nAnuM bhaNuM svIkAre. mUlyavAna motI TAMkele makhamavAnA caMdaravAthI DhAMkele senAne thALa rAjasiMhAsana AgaLa mUkyo. rAjAe caMdara khelyo te sonAnA thALamAM motIone svastika, temAM suMdara ratnajaDita hAra hatA. e thAmAM akSatathI lakheluM hatuM ke gopAlapura narezane jaya ho. rAjA te Azcarya pAmyA. guNasuMdarano vinaya, viveka, tenI tejasvI AMkho joIne rAjA te TharI gayA. tame koNa cho ? kayAMthI AvyA? zA mATe AvyA? guNasuMdara kahe- mAruM nAma guNasuMdara. huM vaNajhAro chuM. dezadezamAM ApanI khyAti sAMbhaLIne vahepAra karavAnI IcchAthI AvyA chIe. rAjA kahe- mArI saMpUrNa AjJA che. tamAro 50 TakA kara mApha karuM chuM. mArA lAyaka bIjI sevA heya te pharamAvo. basa ApanI kRpAdraSTi. have guNasuMdara zuM karaze te bhAva avasare. dvi. zrAvaNa vada 12ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 67 : tA. 11-9-85 anaMtajJAna darzananA dhAraka, bhavya jInA udhAraka, samatAnA sAdhaka evA bhagavAna pharamAna kare che ke he AtmAo! je tamAre pUrNatA prApta karavI che te bhautika sukha vadhAravAnI je vRtti che temAM ghaTADo karavA paDaze. Aje jagatanA che duniyAmAM je dunyavI padArtho che emAM roja roja vadhAro karavA Icche che. sAcI pUrNatA meLavavA mATe e padArtho meLavavAmAM ghaTADe karavuM paDaze. saMsAramAM lakhapatimAMthI karoDapati bane tene tame bhAgyazALI, puNyazALI mAne che paNa jenI jJAnadaSTi khulI gaI che te to e vicAra karaze ke jeTalI saMpatti vadhI eTale vadhu upAdhimAM phasAye. tamane A vicAra Ave che kharo? pApAnubaMdhI puNya ane puNyAnubaMdhI pA5 A bemAMthI tamane kene udaya vadhu sAre lAge ? eka mANasa zrImaMta che. emane tyAM dhana ane bAhya padArthonI chAkamachaLa che. vaibhava, vilAsa, gADI, moTara Adi kaI jAtanA sukhanI kamInA nathI. tamArI daSTie gaNAtuM duHkha nAma mAtra nathI. AvI saMpatti bhegave che. mAna-sanmAna paNa khUba bhagave che paNa te dharmanI vAtane mAnato nathI. dharmanuM jJAna enAmAM bilakula nathI. sAdhanA, ArAdhanA karato nathI, pApane - bhaya nathI. A AtmA bhogave che puNya ane pApane baMdha pADe che. bIjo eka mANasa garIba che. traNa sAMdhe tyAM tera tUTe evI enI sthiti che. mAMDa mAMDa pitAnuM pUruM kare che temAM AnaMda mAne che paNa tene dharma pratye bahu prema che, pApane khUba Dara che, sAdhanA, ArAdhanA khUba kare che tethI puNayano baMdha kare che ane bhagave che pApa. kadAca tamArA para koI deva prasanna thaye ane kahe A bemAMthI tamAre kevuM jIvana joIe che ? te tame zuM mAMgaze ?

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622 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi pApAnubaMdhI puNyavAna zrImaMta mANasa bhegavaTo puNya kare che paNa baMdha pApane kare che tethI pUrvanA puNyanA jere lahera kare che paNa je pApa bAMdhI rahyo te pApa ene bhaviSyakALamAM zuM Apaze ? (zrotAmAMthI avAja : duHkha). tame e samaje che ne pApa duHkhane janmAve. je sukha joituM hoya te ArAdhanA karavI joIe. tame badhA sukhanA Icchuka cho eTale ArAdhanA sAdhanA karI rahyA che. garIba mANasa pUrvanA pApanA udaye vartamAnamAM duHkha bhogavI rahyo che paNa baMdha puNyane kare che mATe bhAvimAM sukha maLavAnuM che. sukha maLaze eTale bhaviSyamAM mAtra baMgalA, moTara Adi maLaze ema nahi. ArAdhanA, dharma sAdhanA karavAnA bhAva paNa maLaze, kAraNa ke eNe bAhya sukhanI lAlasAthI ArAdhanA karI nathI. dharmakriyAo kare, ArAdhanA kare tyAre khAsa e lakSa rAkhavAnuM ke A ArAdhanA dvArA A saMsAranI samApti thAya ane siddha gatimAM zAzvata, ajara, amara sukhane pAmuM. sAce ArAdhaka to ArAdhanA dvArA mokSanA sukhane Irache. dharmakriyAo ke ArAdhanA kare che tenAthI saMsAranA sukho kyAre paNa mAMgaze nahi. puNyAnubaMdhI pApa ane pApAnubaMdhI puNya A bemAMthI tame kaI pasaMdagI karaze ? Apa hoThethI nahi paNa haiyAthI je sAcuM lAge e javAba Apaje. saMpattinI choLo uDatI hoya paNa jyAM dharma na hoya evI sthiti tamane game ke paisA bhale sAva ochA heya paNa dharma jIvanamAM rU hoya, dharma para daDha zraddhA hoya evI sthiti game? puNiyA zrAvakanI vAta te ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLI che. enI pAse bAhya vaibhava na hate paNa ene AMtarika vaibhava bIjAnA haiyAmAM ISya jagADI jAya evuM hatuM. tenuM jIvana keTalA ochA pApavALuM ! tamane karoDapati banavuM game ke puNiyA zrAvaka jevuM banavuM game? karoDapati banavuM hoya te puNyane sahakAra joIze. kamarAjAnI maherabAnI jaIze. karmarAjAnI mahera hoya to vanavagaDAmAM paNa sukhenI nahera ane saMsAranI paNa lIlAlahera. jyAre puNiyA zrAvakanI riddhi joItI hoya te purUSArthathI maLe che te ApaNuM hAthanI vAta che. dharmanI prApti puNyanA sahakAra vagara nathI thatI paNa e mATe tame purUSArtha keTale karyo? AnaMda zrAvaka dezavirati banavA taiyAra thayA che. temaNe be vrata to AdaryA. trIjA vratanI vAtamAM cUMtho bola che "paDI vastu dhaNiyAtI jANI." eTale keInI paDI gayelI vastune pitAnI mAnI laI lIdhI. jo tame pApabhIru haze, tamane bhava khaTakyA haze to leze ja nahi. tame roja pratikramaNamAM bole che ke " paradhana patthara samAna" je A vAta AtmAne spazIne belAtI haze te tame samajaze ke A noTa levA mATe adhikAra nathI. e mArI mAlikInI nathI. kadAca lIdhI te tene mAlika je maLI jAya te ApI de, mAlika na maLe to saMsthAmAM ApI deze. baMdhuo ! kadAca sonAnI lagaDI ke hIre paDa heya te ya tamArAthI na levAya. leze te pApanA bhAgIdAra thazo. jeNe ta AdaryuM che tene te koInA hajAra ke pAMcaso rUpiyA hoya te

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[ 623 zAradA ziromaNi ] paNa levA kalpatA nathI. vrata lenAra samaje ke mane trIjA vratamAM doSa lAge mATe te nahi. kadAca koI vAra pakaDAI javAno prasaMga Ave ne pachI zikSA bhegavavI paDe. cerI te khUba ja bhayaMkara che. eka kheDUta bicAro sAva garIba hato. karma to jIvane kevA nAca nacAve che. khetI karIne mAMDa pitAnI AjIvikA calAvato hato. temAM traNa varSa sudhI saLaMga duSkALa paDaze. kheDUta sAva behAla thaI gayo. khetI karavA mATe biyAraNa, khAtara vagere lAvelA tenA paisA paNa mAthe paDyA. evI kaphoDI sthiti thaI ke sAva ghasAI gayA. gharamAM kaI vastu rahI nahi, chevaTe khetara paNa vecI dIdhuM. A bhAIne tyAM tenI bALa vidhavA benatraNa bALakone laIne AvelI che. bhAI khUba dayALu eTale benane pitAne ghera rAkhe che. bena khAtara lagna paNa na karyA. traNa varSano duSkALa paDatA e sthiti AvI gaI ke eka zera anAja paNa gharamAM na rahyuM. are, be paisA paNa na rahyA. tenA evA jambara pApane udaya thayuM ke te majurI karavA jAya te kaI majUrI ApatuM nathI. nekarI karavA jAya te kaI karI rAkhatuM nathI. kethaLA upADavA jAya to te paNa maLatA nathI. karmanA khela vicitra che. A kheDUta bicAro majUrI mATe keTalA phAMphA mAre che paNa koI tene majUrI ApatuM nathI. chokarAo traNa traNa divasanA bhUkhyA che. te kahe mAmA ! amAre peMDA baraphI nathI khAvA paNa eka baTakuM roTale to Ape. chekarAo karUNa svare raDI rahyA che. kheDUta kahetame raDaze nahi, hamaNuM lAvI ApuM chuM. juo, culA para tapelImAM khIcaDI rAMdhavA mUkI che. bALake kahe-A khIcaDI kyAre thaze ? amane te bahu bhUkha lAgI che. gharamAM kAMi che nahi. bALakane AzvAsana ApavA tapelImAM pANI bharI culA para mUkI che. chokarAo tapelI jevA gayA te tapelImAM te pANI che. pharI vAra chokarAo kahe mAmA ! roTalAne eka TukaDe te Apa. amArAthI have bhUkhyuM rahevAtuM nathI. bhUkhyA bhANeja mATe corI karavAnuM mana : nAnA phUla jevA bALako keTalA divasa bhUkha veThI zake ! temanuM rUdana joI mAmAnuM hRdaya dravI gayuM. puNyavAnane ghera mojazokhamAM jeTalA paisA kharcAya che teTalAmAM garIbanuM peTa bharAya, paNa mAnavI puNyanA udayamAM bIjAnA duHkhane joI zakatA nathI. khAnAruM kyAM keI nathI tyAM anna taNuM bhaMDAra, pAcana jene thAya nahIM tyAM mAlapUA taiyAra, raTInA eka TukaDA mATe kaI kare takarAra, bhUkhyA peTe sUI jAya che bALaka besumAra, maLe vadhu mAnavathI ahIM zrImaMtanA zvAnane....zuM kahevuM jyAM sudhI karma vipAka udayamAM AvyA nathI tyAM sudhI sAdhanA-ArAdhanA karI le eTale te karma udayamAM AvatA sAva mAmUlI thaI jAya. kheDUta pitAnA bhANejenuM

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624 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi rUdana joI na zake tethI tene ApaNe khAtarakhaNI Adi je cAra bela samajyA te sevavAno vicAra thaye. bajAramAM jaIne kaMIka zodhI AvuM. ema vicAra karI bajAramAM gaye. tyAM koInI dukAna joI. tenI dukAnamAM peMDA. baraphI badhe tAjo mAla paDayo hata paNa le kevI rIte? rAtre kaMI dukAna baMdha karaze tyAre huM AvIne laI jaIza. rAtre 11 vAge gaye kaMdoInI dukAne, tALuM kholyuM ane dukAnamAMthI traNa kilo miThAI lIdhI ane te sAphAmAM bAMdhI dIdhI. manamAM AnaMda mAne che ke Aje mArA bhANeje peTa bharIne jamaze; paNa karmarAjA kayAM koIne jamavA de tema che. te dukAnamAMthI bahAra nIkaLe tyAM eka piolIsa tene bhaTakAI gaye ane tene pakaDI lIdhe. kheDUta tenA pagamAM paDIne khUba karagaryo. bhAI! mArI vAta te sAMbhaLa. meM A cerI zA mATe karI che! paNa tenI vAta koNa sAMbhaLe? pAse mUDI hota te lAMca ApIne chUTI jAta paNa tenI pAse to eka rekaDI paNa nathI tethI tene gunegAra TharAvIne mAra mAryo ne traNa varSanI jela ApI. sAmAnya cerImAM paNa AvI dazA thaI. bena ane bhANIyA ghera rahyA ne bhAI jelamAM pUrA. jelamAM tene majUrI khUba karavAnI, ne ja daza kIle anAja daLavAnuM, khetaramAM khetI karavAnI. AvA duHkho veThavAnA. AvA duHkho veThatA be varSa vItI gayA. eka varSa bAkI rahyuM. te duHkhathI khUba akaLAI gaye; tethI rAtre 12 vAge jALI teDIne bahAra nIkaLI gayo. chUTIne bhAgavA jAya che tyAM polIse pakaDaze. jALI toDIne nIkaLe eTale Dabala gune gaNAya. bIjI traNa varSanI jela ApI. enI uMmara te haju 28 varSanI hatI paNa vadhu paDatI majUrInA kAraNe tenuM zarIra kRza thaI gayuM eTale 50 varSanI uMmara jeTale lAgatuM hatuM. samaya pasAra thatAM cha varSa pUrA thayA tyAre tenA kapALamAM DAma dIdhA. A DAma jeIne sau jANI jAya ke A rI cera che eTale kaI tene rahevA na de. cha varSamAM te duHkhanA kAraNe zarIra hADapiMjara jevuM banI gayuM. AMkho sAva pILI thaI gaI. duHkhI duHkhI thaI gayo. mAmAM AvatA pahelA bena ane bhANejoe lIdhelI kAyamI vidAyaH kheDUta je jelamAMthI chUTa ke sIdhe ghara bAju Avyo. mArI bena ane bhANejo zuM karatA haze? manamAM eTalo vicAra paNa nathI Avato ke bhANejonA pApe mane jela maLI. te sIdhe tenA ghera AvyA. gharamAM keI dekhAtuM nathI. ADozI pADozIne pUche che mArI bena ane bhANeje kayAM gayA? pADozI kahe bhAI? tame jelamAM gayA ane pAchaLa te badhA bhUkhyA-tarasyA caranidrAmAM poDhI gayA. A sAMbhaLIne tene khUba AghAta lAgyo. bena gaI, bhANeje gayA have huM ekale rahyo! tenA kapALamAM DAma dIdhA eTale badhAne khabara paDe ke A moTo cora che eTale te kyAM jAya che tyAM koI ghATI tarIke paNa karI rAkhatuM nathI. baTakuM roTale paNa ApatuM nathI. gAmamAM cAre bAju bhaTake che. jyAM jAya tyAM tiraskAra sivAya vAta nahi. te manamAM vicAra kare che ke huM ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM, kame kevA khela karAvyA !

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zAradA ziremaNi ] | [ 625 kheDUta bicAro cAre bAju phare che tyAM tene eka dayALu mANasane bheTo thaI gaye. tenuM dila dayAthI chalakatuM hatuM. teNe kahyuM- A gAmathI thoDe dUra eka pAdarI che. te khUba dayALu che, tene ghera jA. te pote je baMgalAmAM raheto hato te dAnamAM daI dIdhe che. eka vAra te hospiTalamAM gayo. badhA daradIonI khabara pUchI. temaNe joyuM ke jagyA nAnI che ane daradIo jhAjhA che tethI keTalA gIgIca rAkhavA paDe che. ati gIcogIca rAkhavAthI ravachatA jevI joIe tevI rahI zakatI nathI. A rIte rahevAthI daradIne kevI rIte sudhAro thAya ? mAre baMgale ghaNo moTo che. Apane huM baMgale ApI dauM chuM. Apa hospiTalane tyAM badalI nAMkhe. amAre eTalA moTA makAnanI jarUra nathI. pAdarInI bhAvanA keTalI vizALa kahevAya! pAdarIe pitAne baMgale hospiTalane ApI dIdhuM. baMgalAnA sthAne moTI hospiTala thaI gaI ane teo davAkhAnAnI jagyAmAM rahevA lAgyA. te pAdarI AvA dayALu che, te temanI pAse jA. pAdarInI mAnavatA: A kheDUta te gayo pAdarInI pAse. daravAje dvArapALa Ubho hate. teNe kahyuM- mAre pAdarIne maLavuM che. pAdarI sAheba khUba dayAvaMta che e sAMbhaLIne huM temanI pAse madada levA Avyo chuM. cokIyAtanI najara kheDUtanA kapALe dIdhelA DAma para paDI. te samajI gayA ke A keI moTo zera che. teNe aMdara jaIne kahyuM- sAheba! eka moTo gunegAra mANasa Apane maLavA mATe Avyo che to tene aMdara AvavA daIe. pAdarI kahe- darekane mATe mArA bAraNAM sadA khullA che. kheDUta aMdara ga, pAdarI paNa samajI gayA ke A cAra che. pAdarIe kahyuM- bhAI ! tuM bahu bhUkhe lAge che? hA. huM to keTalAya divasano bhUkhyo chuM. huM tane jamavA ApuM chuM, te pahelA tuM snAna karIne kapaDA badalI le. pAdarInA mukhethI Aje 'bhAI' zabda sAMbhaLatA jANe tene ghaNuM maLI gayuM. atyAra sudhI to badhethI tene tirasakAra ne tiraskAra maLato hato. Aje AdaramAna maLyA. kheDUte nAhIne kapaDAM badalyA pachI tene premathI, peTa bharIne jamADe. pAdarInA manamAM thayuM ke tene pUchuM ke tuM corI zA mATe kare che? kheDUtane to Aje keTalAya divase peTa bharIne jamavAnuM maLyuM eTale jamyA pachI zAMtithI te sUI gaye. sAMja paDI chatAM jAge nahi. pAdarInA manamAM thayuM ke bhale sUto. huM kAle tene badhI vAta pUchIza. baporane sUtele kheDUta rAtre 12 vAge jAge. tenA manamAM thayuM ke A pAdarI Aje te mane khavaDAve che paNa kAle khavaDAvaze ke nahi? kadAca kAle na khavaDAve to pachI mAruM zuM thaze ? tene corI karavAnI vRtti thaI. pAdarInA jamavAnA Tebala para cAMdInA 12 camacA paDayA rahetA hatA. kheDUte te 12 camacA laI lIdhA. camacA levA jatAM eka camacA hAthamAMthI paDI gaye eTale avAja thayo. tenA manamAM bhaya lAge ke avAjathI je kaI jAgI jaze te mAruM AvI banaze paNa koI jAgyuM nahi eTale 40

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626 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi camacA laIne te gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gayo. DuM cAle, tyAM rastAmAM pilIsa maLI. polIse tene pakaDI lIdhe. kheDUtanA manamAM thayuM ke basa, have te mArI jiMdagI pUrI thaI. baMdhuo ! babe vAra pakaDAyo chatAM corI karavAnuM mana thayuM. e jIvanI keTalI adhama dazA ! karelA karmo te bhagavyA vinA chUTakAro nathI. kheDUtane bhayathI mukta karAvate pAdarI savAra thatAM pilIse camacA para pAdarInuM nAma vAMcyuM. teNe pAdarIne kahevaDAvyuM ke tame ahIM Ave. tamArA gharamAMthI corI karanAra cora pakaDAya che. pAdarI AvyuM. teNe zuM kahyuM sAMbhaLaje. bhAI ! meM tane kAle 12 camacA ane 12 vADakA bakSIsa karyA hatA. te 12 camacA lAvyo ne 12 vADakA bhUlI gaya lAge che. tuM mAre mahemAna banyo che eTale meM tane bheTa ApyA che. AvI vAta thaI eTale pilIse tene choDI mUkyo. pAdarI tene ghera laI gaye. cora tenA caraNamAM paDIne khUba raDe. bhAI ! tuM cerI zA mATe kare che? eka peTa mATe ATalA pApa kare che ne? have tuM nakakI kara ke AjathI mAre cerI karavI nahi. cora kahe Ape te mane mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacAve che. have Apa jema kaheze tema karIza. tuM AjathI corI choDI de. tAre jeTalA mATe A pApa karavA paDe che. huM tane keI savasa apAvI dauM. bhale, AjathI corI karavAnA paccakakhANa karuM chuM. corI karanAra A lekamAM pakaDAI jAya te duHkha pAme che ane paralekamAM paNa duHkhI thAya che mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke tame A cAra bela che. cothe bola che "paDI vastu dhaNiyAtI jANI" paDelI vastune mAlika thaI jAya. ghaNI vAra vastune mAlika A che ema jANavA chatAM vastu rAkhI mUke doSa. A cAra prakAranI corI vratadhArI zrAvakathI thAya nahi. kare te tenA vratamAM doSa lAge che. AnaMda zrAvaka te vrata laIne ekAvatArI banI gayA. temanA adhikArathI have Apane AnaMda banavAnuM che. have AnaMda bhagavAna pAse cothuM vrata kevI rIte Adaraze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : guNasuMdaranA puNyane prabhAva : guNasuMdaranA vinaya, viveka, tenI buddhi, hoMziyArI ane tenuM bheTavuM joIne rAjA khUba prasanna thayA. jenAmAM vinayaviveka hoya te verIne paNa vaza karI zake che. rAjAe divAnane kahyuM-ApaNuM ke I makAna khAlI hoya te A guNasuMdara kumArane rahevA Ape. e ApaNA mahemAna che. divAnajI kahe mahArAjA ! mANekacokamAM eka moTo baMgalo khAlI paDe che, te baMgale ApaNA gAmanA nagarazeTha ratnasuMdara zeThanI havelInA sAme che. tyAM hamaNAM koI rahetuM nathI. rAjA kahe-Apa mahemAnane te baMgale batAve. je temane game te rahevA mATe Apo. guNasuMdaranA puNyane udaya keTale kahevAya ? rAjA sAmethI vagara bhADe potAne moTo baMgale ApavA taiyAra thayA. ratnasuMdara zeThanI sAme baMgalAmAM utAre guNasuMdara kahe-mahArAjA ! bhale ame bapore joI AvazuM. Apa reja rAjasabhAmAM Avajo. ApanA jevA buddhizALI,

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zAradA ziremaNi] [627 vinayavaMta atIthiothI amArA nagaranI zobhA che mATe jarUrathI Avaje. je kAma hoya te vinA saMke kahezo. mahArAjA! dhanya che Apane ! Ape amane vasavATa ane vepAramAM khUba sahakAra Apyo te badala AbhAra. pachI rAjAne vaMdana karI badhA tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. bapore badhA mahela jevA gayA. mahela to moTo ane suMdara che. guNasuMdarane A baMgale khUba gamI gaye. guNasuMdare mahelane raMgarogAna karAvI dIdho. gharamAM jhummare bAMdhyA. baMgalAnI ronaka ora badalAI gaI. guNasuMdara, zeTha badhA mANase A baMgalAmAM rahevA AvI gayA. badhAnA manamAM thAya che ke A to rAjAno baMgalo che. keruM rahevA AvyuM che ! guNasuMdara jAtajAtanA veza badalIne gAmamAM phare che. gopAlapuramAM guNasuMdaranI vyApelI khyAti : ApaNuM gAmamAM kaI paradezI vepAra karavA AvyA che. tenI uMmara to 20 varSanI hoya tevuM lAge che paNa zuM tenuM rUpa che ! zuM tenI AMkho che ! svabhAvano khUba AnaMdI ane premALa che. tenI buddhi te kaI ora che. zuM tenI belavAnI chaTA che ! are! teNe te AvatAveMta rAjAne paNa rIjhavI dIdhA. rAjAnA tenA para cAra hAtha che. jenA para rAjAnI kRpAdRSTi utarI hoya tevA mANasenA paricayamAM ApaNe javuM joIe. guNasuMdara badhA to baMgalAmAM AnaMdathI rahe che. gepAlapuramAM Thera Thera, prazaMsA thAya guNasuMdaranI, guNasuMdare guNakaLAthI, jItyA saunA dila he... gopAlapuramAM Thera Thera judI judI vAta thaI rahI che paNa badhA guNasuMdaranI khUba prazaMsA kare che. loke dUradUrathI baMgalAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne badhA baMgale jovA Ave che. gAmanA darekanA mukhe tenuM nAma ramatuM thaI gayuM. paradezI che te nAne paNa zuM tenI bolavAnI vAcALatA che! rAjAno prema te eTale badho meLavyuM che ke tene teDavA rAjA pitAnuM vAhana mokale che ane rAjAnI bAjumAM tene Asana maLe che. rAjAe teno 50 TakA Tekasa mApha karI dIdho che. teNe guNathI, AvaDatathI AkhuM gAma pitAnuM banAvI dIdhuM che. moTA moTA ane jUnA vepArIonA manamAM thayuM ke ApaNe paNa tene maLavA javuM joIe. A vAta gAmanA sauthI moTA nagarazeTha, gAmanA nAka samAna ane rAjA pachI temane naMbara che evA puraMdara zeTha peDhI para beThA che temaNe paNa sAMbhaLI. jeNe rAjAne paNa rIjhavI dIdhA che te khUba prabhAvazALI lAge che. AkhuM gAma tenI prazaMsA kare che mATe ApaNe paNa tene maLavA javuM joIe. bhale te nAno vepArI che paNa buddhine sodAgara che. temanI pAse jaI e te ApaNane paNa kaMIka navuM jANavA maLe. jethI vepAramAM vikAsa vadhe. ApaNe tene maLIe. kevA zeTha che! tyAM jaIe to badhI jANakArI thAya. puraMdara zeTha tyAM javAne vicAra kare che. vadhu avasare.

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628 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi hi. zrAvaNa vada 13ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 68 : tA. 12-9-85 anaMta karUNAsAgara bhagavate bhavya jenA Atma utthAna mATe kahyuM che ke A bhavasAgara apAra, amApa ane akhUTa che. A saMsArane jJAnIoe sAgara sAthe sarakhAvyA che. A saMsAra sAgaramAM duHkha rUpI pANI chalachala bhareluM che. sAgaramAM cAre bAju daSTi karIe te pANI ja dekhAya che tema A saMsAra sAgaramAM jyAM daSTi karIe tyAM badhA sthaLe duHkha ja dekhAya che. rAjA haya, mahendra haya, zrImaMta hoya, nirAdhAra hoya ke cIMtharehAla hoya badhA duHkhanI kAramI cIso pADI rahyA che. keIne sAganuM, keIne saMga maLyA pachI nabhAvavAnuM, koIne viyoganuM, koIne viga pachI pharI saMga meLavavAnuM duHkha che. jIva jyAM sudhI niSkarmA na bane tyAM sudhI pArAvAra duHkha duHkha ne duHkha che ane e bhegavyA vinA chUTako nathI. managamatA sukho maLyA hoya teya ane aNagamatA duHkhe maLyA hoya te ya jIvane AkuLatA-vyAkuLatA rahe che, kAraNa ke sukhamAM sukha cAlyuM na jAya tenI ane duHkhamAM sukha meLavavAnI ciMtA che tethI bhagavAna belyA che "zA du saMsA , karatha sarita jaMta" A saMsAra duHkhano dAvAnaLa che jyAM ja vividha prakAranA duHkhane prApta kare che. sAgaramAM joradAra pavanane jhaMjhAvAta phUMkAya che tyAre naukA DAmADoLa thaI jAya che. nAvaDI calAvavAmAM muzkela paDe che ane pANI bharAI jatAM te DUbI jAya che tema A saMsAra sAgaramAM AzA-tRSNAnA joradAra pavana phUkAya che te jIvana rUpI naukAne DagamagAvI mUke che, kyAreka DUbADI paNa de che. sAgaramAM uMcA mojA uchaLe che tema saMsAramAM kaSAya rUpI mojA uchaLe che. temAM je jIva joDAya to tenuM patana thAya che. jIvana paryaMta suMdara cAritranuM pAlana karyuM hoya paNa kaSAya rUpI majAne AdhIna thayA te jokhamamAM mUkI de che. sAgaramAM bharatI ane oTa Ave che tema saMsAramAM saMkalpa vikonI bharatI oTa AvyA kare che. suvikalapi jAge tyAre kuvikapanI oTa Ave che ane kuvikalapinI bharatI Ave tyAre suvikapinI oTa Ave che. susaMkalpanI bharatI Ave tyAre jIvana nA kinAre Ave che paNa kuvikalpa jAge tyAre oTa AvatA kinArethI nAvaDI dUra jaIne paDe che. sAgaramAM vaDavAnala nAmano agni rahe che tema saMsAramAM kAma rUpI vaDavAnala saLage che je mahArAjAne mukhya sainika che. ajaya che, sAgaramAM matsya, magara, jaLacara prANuo bharelA hoya che tema saMsAra sAgaramAM rega, zeka, bhaya Adi bhayaMkara jaLacara prANIo rahelA che. sAgaramAM aneka nadIone saMgama thAya che tema A saMsAra sAgaramAM rAgadveSa Adi nadIono saMgama thAya che. sAgaramAM moTA vamaLa hoya che tema saMsAra sAgaramAM meha rUpI moTA bhayaMkara vamaLe che. musApharonA vahANe sAgaranA vamaLamAM phasAI jAya che tyAre keTalAya samaya sudhI te temAM aTavAyA kare che ane mArga para AvI zaktA. nathI ane je vamaLa bahu moTA hoya te nAvaDI pANImAM DUbI jAya che.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 629 saMsAramAM meha rUpI vamaLe che. cauda rAjaleAkamAM enI ANu vatI rahI che. koI vAra samaya AvatA tyAgIene paNa e sa'sAramAM paTakAvI de che. dharUpI sTImaramAM beThelA musApharone paNa A mehatu mATu vamaLa sAvI de che. cAra gatimAM rakhaDAve che. A meha rUpI vamaLa vItarAgIone ka MI karI zakatuM nathI. jo meha vamaLa TaLe te jarUra duHkha maTe ane sAcu, sAzvata ane sa`pUrNa sukha maLI jAya. sAgaramAM meTA moTA pattharonA khaDako hoya che. jo a'dhArAmAM e khaDake dekhAya nahi ane naukA cAlatAM e khaDakI vacamAM AvI jAya te nAvaDInA bhUkke bhUkkA uDAvI de che. A saMsAra sAgaramAM viSyavAsanAenA meATA khaDako rahelA che. A khaDako sAthe jIvananaiyA athaDAI jAya teA anaMtA saMsAramAM jIvane rakhaDavuM paDe che. jo mana niviSayI banI jAya te pachI enA saMsAraneA aMta AvI jAya che ane viSayAne AdhIna ane teA jIvanane ata Ave che. e viSayeAthI jIva anaMtA janma maraNu kare che. garama karelI sAtheA ekeka rUMvADe koI ekI sAthe bheAMkI de evuM duHkha janma vakhate jIvane veThavu paDe che. mRtyunA aMta samaye A bhavanI apekSAthI saMsAra sapharanI chellI ghaDI teA koIne ya gamatI nathI. e samaye kroDA vIchIe eka sAthe karaDe tenA karatAM vadhAre vedanA jIvane bhAgavavI paDe che. sAgarane taLiyuM hoya che enA para pANI vahyA kare che tema saMsAra sAgarane vahevAnA pRthvI paTa e ATha krame che. jenA para saMsAra sAgara satata vahyA kare che. jo karmAMnA abhAva thAya te sAMsAra sAgara AAApa samApta thaI jAya. sAgarane pAra thavA mATe sukAnI sArA ane nAvaDI sArI hoya teA pAra thaI zakAya che tema sa MsAra sAgarane pAra karavA mATe jJAnI purUSAe be meTI nAvaDIe batAvI che. AgAra dharma ane aNugAra dharmAM. A nAvaDImAM beThelA musAphara saMsAramAM gAthA khAtA nathI te A sa'sAra sAgarane tarI jAya che. aNupubveNaM mahAdheoraM, kAsaveNa jamAdAya io puvvaM, mamudde jema vyApAra karanAra vepArI leAke vahANa rUpI sAdhanathI samudrane pAra karuM che eTale samudra tarIne potAnA dhArelA sthaLe pahoMce che tema tI 'kara bhagavaDatAe batAvela be prakAranA dharmAMnA-mokSa mArgonA Azraya laI bhUtakALamAM ghaNA jIveA A sa'sAra sAgarane tarI gayA che ane peAtAnA dhArelA sthaLa siddha gatine prApta karI gayA che. jemaNe AgAra dharmane jIvanamAM apanAvyeA che evA AnaMda zrAvake pahelA traNa vrata grahaNa karyAM, trIjuM vrata levu' sahelu che ane kaThIna paNa che. jene parigraha pratyenI mamatA-mUrchA chUTI nathI tenA mATe kaThIna che ane jene jIvanamAM samajAyuM che ke huM zu laIne Avye chu ne zu' laIne javAnA chuM ? game teTalA pApa karIne lakSmI bhegI karIza paNa aMte teA mUkIne javAnu che, te meLavavA je pApa karyA e jIvanI sAthe AvavAnA veDyuM / kAro| sUca.11.gA.paM.

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630 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi che. A rIte jene samajAyuM che ane parigraha pratyenI mUcha ghaTI gaI che tene mATe A vrata AdaravuM saheluM che paNa jene parigraha pratyenI Asakti che tene mATe ghaNuM muzkela che. paiso tamane uMce caDhAve che ane nIce paNa pachADe che. paisAnuM nAma che dolata. A zabda kevuM sarasa samajAve che. dolata eTale be lAta mAre. te Ave tyAre lAta mAre ane jAya tyAre paNa lAta mAre. jyAre Ave tyAre abhimAna, ahaMkAra lAve ke huM kaMika chuM. huM moTo dhanavAna. jyAM ahaM Ave tyAM samajavuM ke mArI pragati aTakI. ahaMkArI AtmA AtmAne AnaMda meLavI zakatA nathI. "ahaM ogaLe te AnaMda maLe." ahaMnA kAraNe badhI rAmAyaNa UbhI thatI hoya che. ahaMnA keTalA badhA rUpa che. huM baLavAna, huM kuLavAna, huM buddhimAna, huM dhanavAna, huM vidvAna, huM rUpavAna. A badhI kalpanAonA jALAmAM jIva gUMcavAI gayuM che ane tenA jIvanamAM azAMti ane ajapa rahyA kare che. jIvanayAtrAne zAMta ane sukhada banAvavA mATe ugra tapa kare. meTA meTA dAna Apa paNa haiyAnA uMDANamAM "a" nI pAra vagaranI kalpanAo bharI che tyAM sudhI Atmika zAMtine aNasAra paNa AvavAne nathI ane mananI prasannatAnI chAMTa sarakhI ya maLavAnI nathI. jyAre ahaMnI kalpanAo sAkAra banIne AkAra le che tyAre jarUra AnaMda thAya che paNa e AnaMda kSaNajIvI nIvaDe che, alapakAlIna thAya che. jyAre ! ahuM 'ne Thokara vAge che, "aha"para AkramaNa thAya che tyAre AtmAne AnaMda maLe che. AmAnA upavanamAM avarNanIya AMtara prasannatA pragaTe che. e AnaMda, prasannatA meLavavA mATe "aha" ne ogALavo paDaze. saMsArarasIka jI paisAmAM sukha mAne che paNa jJAnI te kahe che ke jeTale paise vadhe eTaluM pApa vadhyuM che, duHkha vadhyuM che. paise meLavavAmAM pApa. je cheDatA samaye mUcha na gaI to cheDatA pApa. trIjuM vrata pALavuM saheluM che ane adharuM paNa che. je mUcha chUTI gaI haze to rastA para game tevI kiMmatI cIja paDI haze to paNa tene aDazo nahi. parAyuM dhana gharamAM lAvavuM e sApa saMgharavA jevuM lAgaze. sApane keI gharamAM na saMghare tema vratadhArI zrAvaka parAyI vastune gharamAM rAkhe nahi; paNa jene parigraha pratyenI mamatA chUTI nathI te paisA mATe kevA anartha karI bese che. vilAsa ane vibhAsa nAmanA be mitro hatA. te baMne bALagaThIyA hatA. baMnene ekabIjA vagara cAle nahi. skule jAya te sAthe ne ghera Ave te sAthe. dhIme dhIme moTA thayA. uMmaralAyaka thatAM te baMnenA lagna thayA. e baMnenI mitrI tANAvANAnI jema vaNAI gayelI hatI. moTA thatAM baMne dhaMdhAmAM paDI gayA. thoDuM ghaNuM kamAyA paNa gAma nAnuM ne varatI ochI eTale AvA gAmaDAmAM vepAra kare te te keTaluM kamAya ? gAmamAM grAhako ja na hoya te mAla kone Ape? A badhA puNya pApanA khela che. have A baMne mitrone pApano udaya thayo eTale bAra mahinAnA aMte jyAre saravaiyuM

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 631 mAMDayuM tyAre naphA karatA nukazAnanuM palluM vadhu namyuM. dhIme dhIme sAva ghasAI gayA. lApatinI lAInamAM H vilAse ane vibhAse nirNaya karyo ke A gAmamAM ApaNo dhaMdho cAlatuM nathI. ahIM ApaNe duHkhI thaI gayA. sAva behAla banI gayA mATe kamAvA bIje gAma jaIe. baMnene prema ghaNuM che. te kadI judA paDe nahi. baMne sAthe bahAragAma gayA. eka sArA moTA zaheramAM gayA. sArI nokarInI zodhamAM pharavA lAgyA. bhAgyadaye baMnene sArI nokarI maLI gaI. be traNa varSa nokarI karI dhaMdhAno anubhava lIdhe. thoDA paisA bhegA thayA eTale vicAra karyo ke nokarImAM ApaNe uMcA nahi AvIe have ApaNe ApaNuM bhAgya ajamAvIe. be traNa varSamAM temaNe pramANikatAthI nokarI karI eTale emanI pratiSThA vadhI hatI. jemAM chApa paNa sArI paDI hatI eTale baMdha karavA temane paisA ApanArA maLI gayA. baMne mitroe bhAgIdArImAM dhaMdhe zarU karyo. temanuM bhAgya joramAM hatuM eTale kamANI khUba thavA lAgI. thoDA samayamAM bajAramAM temaNe sArI nAmanA meLavI. badhA leke temane zeTha..zeTha kahIne mAna-sanmAnathI belAvavA lAgyA. be-traNa varSamAM te te lAkhopatinI lAInamAM AvI gayA. lakSmI AvavI ane javI e te dariyAnI bharatI ane oTa jevuM che. vibhAsanI saMtoSavRtti H vibhAse vilAsane kahyuM-bhAI ! have ApaNane ghaNuM maLI gayuM. have adhika meLavavuM nathI. ApaNA gAmamAM jaIe ane dharmArAdhanA karIe. ati paiso ADA raste laI jaze. jIvanamAM vyasana lAvaze. ApaNe ghera jaI e to patnI bALakane AnaMda thaze. kuTuMbane sArI rIte nibhAvI zakIe eTaluM maLI gayuM che. basa, have ApaNe saMtoSa rAkhIe. ugharANuM patAvI daIe ne pachI ApaNA gAmamAM jaIe. jenuM nAma vilAsa che ene zaheranA bhogavilAsanI sAme gAmaDAnuM jIvana kevI rIte game? vilAse vibhAsane kahI dIdhuM ke A dhIkato dhaMdhe cheDIne dezamAM javAnI mArI IcchA nathI. birA chokarAone ApaNe ahIM bolAvI laIzuM. vilAsane paisAnuM vaLageluM bhUta vibhAsa kahe mitra! gAmamAM jaIne duHkhI jIvene DI madada karIzuM. temane dhaMdhe zarU karAvI ApIzuM. ApaNe sthiti pahelA kevI garIba hatI ! e te ApaNane anubhava che to tevA garIbone kAMika madada karI ane dharmadhyAnamAM thoDA vAparIzuM paNa vilAsane te paisAnuM bhUta vaLagyuM hatuM, eTale kahe che ke mAre AvavuM nathI, tAre javuM hoya to jA. huM tane jato aTakAvI paNa zakuM nahi. to bhAI ! mane mArA bhAganA paisA ApI de eTale huM dezamAM jaIza, pachI tane phAve tema tuM kara. ApaNe baMne bhAgIdAra chIe eTale hisAba karIne sarakhA bhAge mane ApI de. vilAsa kahe le A ucaka pAMca hajAra rUpiyA. tArI IcchA hoya tyAre tuM jaje, AjathI ApaNe judA. vilAsane paisAne lebha lAgyo. jIgarajAna mitra hovA chatAM paisA pratyenI mamatA zuM kare che? vibhAsa buddhizALI hatA, pAMca sAta varSathI baMne sAthe dhaMdho karatA hatA eTale tene milakatanI khabara to hoya ja ne!

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632 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi ugharANInA paisA na gaNe ane rekarDa milkata paDI che te gaNe te ya eka lAkha rUA. bhAgamAM Ave che. vibhAsa kahe bhAI! atyAra sudhInA mArA bhAgamAM mAtra pAMca hajAra rU. Ave che ? tArI kaMI bhUla te nathI thatI ne ! cepaDA jeIne pachI ApaNe nyAyathI bhAga pADIe. nAnapaNanI mitrI paisAnA kAraNe teDavI paDe te sAruM nathI. tuM mane hisAba gaNane Apa. hisAbamAM 4000 rUA. Avaze te levA taiyAra chuM ane lAkha rUA. Avaze te paNa taiyAra chuM. ugharANI bAkI hoya te pate kena pate mATe huM ugharANInI rakama jatI karuM chuM paNa te sivAyanI mUDImAM mArA bhAge je hisso Ave te ApI de. vilAsa kahe-bhale, atyAre vepArIone maLavA javAnuM che eTale kAle bapore ApaNe hisAba patAvI daIzuM. vilAsa vicAra kare che ke have karavuM zuM? vibhAsa nAnapaNano bAlamitra che e vAta sAcI che paNa paisA AgaLa mitrIne keI kalAsa che ? paisA haze te mitro doDatA Avaze paNa mitro haze te paisA AvavAnA nathI. vibhAsa kaMI ApaNe khAsa kAmane mANasa nathI eTale ene vaccethI dUra kare sAre. bIjA divase jyAre vibhAse vilAsane kahyuM-cAlo ApaNe hisAba karIe. vilAsa kahe-mitra ! besa zI utAvaLa che? thoDuM sarabata pI laIe. vibhAse kahyuM-mAre sarabata pIve nathI. mitra ! tuM kAle javAna che pachI kayAre ya tuM ahIM AvIza mATe sarabata pI. khUba Agraha karIne mitrane sarabata pIvaDAvyuM. sarabata pIdhA pachI aDadho kalAka thayo tyAM te DhaLI paDaye ane thoDI vAramAM tenA rAma ramI gayA. juo ! paisAe kevuM pApa karAvyuM ? nAnapaNathI mitro hatA. eka mAtAnA dIkarA heya tema rahetA hatA. bALapaNathI sAthe hatA te chokarAnA bApa thayA to ya sAthe rahetA. 38 varSathI sAthe rahetA hatA paNa pisAe ke anartha karAvyo ! are paisA jagamAMhe gaNuye tuM bhagavAna, kevo tuM che kaLiyugamAM, duSTa mahA zayatAna... are jenI pAse tuM jAe tyAM, saLage dovAnaLa (2) sahedara bhAIbhAInuM, kaDhAve tuM kAsaLa (2) tuja AgaLa...(2) dAna bane che sahu re InsAna....are paisA jIgarajAna mitra hovA chatAM paisA pAchaLa mitra prANa letA pAcho na paDe. vilAse vibhAsanI badhI kriyA patAvI. ahIM tenuM pApa khulluM karanAra keNu che? tenA gharavALIne paNa kazuM kahevA jAya ke tAre pati marI gayuM che, vilAse A pApa te karyuM ne uparathI manamAM phelAya che ke have badhI milakatane svAmI huM banI gayuM. paisAne lebha zuM nathI karAvato ? vibhAsa marI jAya te mane badhI milkata maLI jAya ne ! A paisAne lebha nahi te bIjuM zuM ! lebhanA raste cAlavuM saheluM che paNa tene roka muzkela che.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 633 eka sTezana para eka eMjina UbhuM hatuM. gADI AvI gaI hatI paNa enjina chUTuM paDI gayuM hatuM. DrAIvara garamIthI kaMTALIne thoDI vAra leTaphorma para utarI khullI havAmAM pharI rahyo hato. eTalAmAM tene ATha nava varSane bAbo eMjina para caDhI gaye ane eka pachI eka badhI cAvIo pheravavA lAgyA. thoDIvAramAM teno hAtha eMjina cAlu karavAnI cAvI para gaye ane eMjina pATA para doDavA lAgyuM. DrAIvaranA kAne eMjina cAlu thavAno avAja Avyo. teNe joyuM to pitAne karo aMdara UbhuM hatuM. DrAivare tene bUma pADIne kahyuM ke eMjina roka, nahi to marI jaIza. chokarAe kahyuMrokavAnI cAvInI mane khabara nathI. tyAre pitAe kahyuM-tuM nIce kUdI paDa. putra kahekUdI paDavAnI mArI jIgara cAlatI nathI. eTalAmAM thoDe dUra jatAM eMjina athaDAyuM. eMjinanA TukaDe TukaDA thaI gayA ane chokarAnA to hADakA paNa hAtha na AvyA. A ja rIte jIva kaSAyanA pATA para doDavAnuM zIkhyA che paNa rekavAnuM zIkhyA nathI. labha karavAnI kaLA jANe che paNa tenA para vijaya meLavavAnI kaLA jANatA nathI, mATe kaSAyanA pATe cAlavA karatAM lAbhane rokavAnI kaLA zIkhavAnI jarUra che. ati lobha pApanuM mULa : vilAsanA jIvanamAM lebha na hota, teNe lebhane jI hota ne saMteSanA gharamAM AvyuM hota to mitrane mArI nAMkhata kharA ? mitrane mArIne baMnenI saMpattinA mAlika banI gayo. teNe potAnA kuTuMbane tyAM bolAvI lIdhuM ane khUba dhamadhokAra dhaMdho calAve che. jJAnI kahe che ke karelA karmo kene bhagavyA vagara chUTake nathI. saMpatti mATe je ghera karma karyuM te karma nahi choDe. ahIM besIne pApa kara ke pAtALamAM besIne pApa kara paNa tane jenArA ghaNuM che ane te karma tAre bhegavavuM paDaze. koIne Aje to keIne kAle te keIne bIjA bhave paNa bhegavavA paDe che. vilAsane eka dIkaro che. te bhaNavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra che. tenI buddhi paNa khUba che. bhaNIgaNIne have to tenA pitAnA dhaMdhAmAM joDAI gayA. thoDA samayamAM to dhaMdhAmAM paNa khUba hoMziyAra thaI gayo che. te bajAramAMthI AvatuM hatuM tyAM acAnaka eka jherI sarpa nIkaLe ane chekarAne DaMkha mAryo. je DaMkha mAryo evI tarata teNe rADa pADI. ghaNuM upacAra karyA. jhera utAranArane bolAvavA gayA paNa te Ave te pahelAM to tenuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM. pitAne yuvAna hoMziyAra dIkare marI jAya tyAre kyA mAbApane AghAta na lAge ? are, paththara jevA kaThaNuM hRdaya paNa hacamacI jAya che. vilAsane samajAI gayuM ke meM vinA kAraNe vibhAsane mArI nAMkhe. bhale sarakArI zikSAmAMthI bacI gaye paNa karmane paMjAmAMthI jIva kayAM chUTI zakavAne che? vilAsanuM A bhavamAM ne A bhavamAM ja pApakarma udayamAM AvyuM, eka te putra cAlyo gayo. haju te ghA bhUlAye nathI tyAM gheDA samayamAM dhaMdhAmAM moTI khoTa AvI. karelA karmo te bhegavyA vinA chUTako nathI.

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634] [ zAradA ziromaNi kamaeN rekarmo re....A bhavamAM jIvane kevA nAca nacAve re... pApa karmane udaya thAtAM, rahe na keI sAthe, jyAM jAya tyAM haDadhUta thAya, apayaza paNa phelAye...karmo re... vilAsane evuM karma udayamAM AvyuM ke jAhojalAlInA divaso pAyamAlImAM pheravAI gayA. lAkhopati gaNAte rAkhapati banI gaye. bhikhArI jevA banelA vilAsane gharabAra choDavAno vakhata Avyo. te have eka nAnakaDI jhUMpaDImAM rahevA lAgyo. tenA karmo eTalethI na aTakyA te enA zarIramAM bhayaMkara roga utpanna thayA ane rIbAI rIbAIne maryo, mATe pApa karatAM aTaka-pApathI pAchA vaLo. have AnaMda zrAvakane cothA vratanuM svarUpa samajAvaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra H guNasuMdara kumArane puNyAnubaMdhI puNyane joradAra udaya che tethI sArA gAmamAM tenI yazakIti phelAI gaI. AkhA gAmamAM galIe galIe, cauTe cauTe ane nAke nAke tenI khUba prazaMsA thAya che. A vAta puraMdara zeThanA kAne pahoMcI. temaNe kahyuM-A guNasuMdara kumAramAM eTalI hoMziyArI ke buddhi haze te ja vAto thatI haze ne ! darekanuM puNya svataMtra che. tenA puNyane jabbara udaya ane pramANikatA, sajajanatA haze to ja ATale prabhAva paDe ne ! meM te haju tene je nathI. mAre paNa tene maLavA javuM che. puraMdara zeTha kahe beTA puNyasAra ! e guNasuMdara haju tArA jeTalI uMmarano che. kadAca nAne haze, te tuM AvatA jatAM tenA paricayamAM Avaje. keI gAmanA vepArI Ave to dareka vepArInI pharaja che ke ApaNe temanuM hArdika svAgata karavuM joIe. ApaNA ghera jamavA paNa bolAvavA joIe paNa eka vAra temane maLI AvIe te kharA. temane kayAre maLavA javuM ? ekalA javuM ke sAthe javuM te pachI tane kahIza. bhale te nAno che paNa heMziyAra te haze ja ! tethI tenI ATalI prazaMsA thAya che. tenI pAse jazuM te vepAranI kaMIka navIna kaLA jANavA maLaze. ratnasAra zeTha tihAM vase, dekhe saba dazya, havelI guNakumAranI sAme, leka saba Aye jAya che.... ratnasAra zeThanI havelI guNasuMdaranI barAbara sAme che eTale ene to kaMI jovA javAnuM nathI. keTalAya loko tyAM Ave che ne jAya che. guNasuMdara to zuM che ne zuM bolaze ! ratnasuMdarInA kAne badhI vAte te AvatI hatI. temanA manamAM thayuM ke amArA gAmamAM keTalAya meTA vepArIo che, nagarazeTha che chatAM temanA ATalA guNa gavAtA nathI ane A guNasuMdaranA ja ATalA guNa gavAya che, mATe mAre tene jevo te joIe. tene jovA javAnuM mana thaI jAya paNa javAya kevI rIte ? je guNasuMdaranI patnI hoya te mArI benapaNI banAvI deta paNa A to ekale che. tenA gharamAM badhA

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 635 purUSa ja che, koI strI nathI. guNasuMdarane jovA mATe te jharUkhAmAM UbhI rahetI paNa kaI divasa tenuM mukha jovA maLyuM nahi. ratnasuMdarIe pitAnA aMgata mANasane bolAvIne kahyuM ke huM tane je vAta karuM chuM te tuM pitAjIne ke kaIne kahIza nahi. sAmenA makAnamAM eka moTo vepArI A che. tenI gAmamAM kIti khUba prasarI che. te mahelamAMthI kayAre bahAra jAya che ? kyA rastethI pAchA Ave che ? e khabara paDatI nathI, mATe tuM jaIne eTalI tapAsa karI Ava ke te savAranA keTalA vAge gherathI nIkaLe che ane keTalA vAge pAcho Ave che ? ane kayA rastethI e jAya che ? mANase kahyuM-bena tamAre tenuM zuM kAma che? AkhuM gAma tenA vakhANa kare che to huM paNa jouM te kharI. bhale, te mANasa tapAsa karavA gaye. je mahelamAM upara gaye te sAme guNasuMdara beThe hato, tene jotAM te mANasanA manamAM thayuM ke ahe ! A beTho che to tenA mukha para keTalI tejasvItA che ! zuM tenuM zaurya ane parAkrama che ! eka vAra rAjAne paNa haThAvI de teve che. mANasa jaIne temane page lAge; pachI kahyuM-ApanI kIrti khUba sAMbhaLIne huM ApanA darzana karavA A chuM. teno prabhAva e paDaze ke tene thayuM ke ahIM te pUchAya tema nathI. te temane tApa jhIlI na zako. cAritrazIla guNasuMdara mATe tenA mANasone paNa gaurava : guNasuMdaranI sAthe bIjA je mANaso AvyA hatA temane pUchyuM ke amArI bahenane ApanA zeThane maLavuM che to te kayAre maLe? te keTalA vAge bahAra jAya che ? te mANasoe kahyuM - bhAI! maherabAnI karIne Apane kahI dauM chuM ke Apa A vAta pUchaze nahi. amArA zeTha strIone ekAMtamAM maLatA nathI. UMcI daSTi paNa karatA nathI eTale emane maLavAnI vAta karaze nahi. je amArA zeTha A vAta jANaze to caMpala laIne pharI vaLaze. te bahAra nIkaLe che tyAre nIcI daSTi rAkhIne cAle che mATe Apa maLavAnI koI vAta karazo nahi. te mANasa te A sAMbhaLatA sIDI utarI gaye. ratnasuMdarIe pUchyuM - tuM zuM samAcAra lA ? mANasanA mukha parathI parakhAI jAya ke sArA samAcAra che ke beTA ? mANasa kahebena! Apa kRpA karIne have mane tyAM mekalazo nahi. huM te e zeThane tApa jhIlI na zake. huM emane to sIdhI vAta pUchI na zako. emanA mANasane pUchayuM tyAre emaNe kahyuM-Apa A vAta karazo nahi. amArA zeTha koI strIne maLavA mAMgatA nathI. strInuM mukha jotAM nathI. A vAta sAMbhaLatA mArA hAjA gagaDI gayA. e tamane jovA maLaze nahi. have tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. .i zrAvaNa vada 14ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 69 6 tA. 13-9-85 anaMtajJAnI mahApurUe pharamAna karyuM che ke A apAra bhavasAgaramAM manuSya bhavanI prApti thavI mahAmuzkela che. A manuSya janmanI durlabhatA zAthI batAvI te batAvatAM zAstrakAra kahe che ke

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636 ] | [ zAradA ziromaNi NiTThiyaTThA va devA va, uttarIe iyaM suyaM / mu va me samajura je tadA | sUya.a.15.gA.16. sudharmAsvAmI jaMbusvAmIne kahe che ke meM tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAsethI sAMbhaLyuM che ke manuSya gati sivAyanI bIjI koI gatimAM mokSanI prApti thatI nathI. manuSya ja manuSya bhavamAM samyak jJAna, darzana, cAritranI utkRSTa ArAdhanA karIne sarva karmone kSaya karIne mokSagatine pAme che. kadAca koI sAdhakane vadhu karmo bAkI hoya te devagatimAM jAya che pachI manuSyabhavane prApta karIne mokSane prApta kare che. mokSamAM javA mATe manuSya gati upayogI che mATe jJAnIoe tene durlabha kahI che. dhanavAna-zrImaMtene daridratAnA duHkhAnI kalpanA AvI zakatI nathI tema ajJAnIne mAnavabhavanI mahattA samajAtI nathI. vastunA darzana vagara enuM jJAna thavuM khUba muzkela che. mAnavajIvananI mahattA jJAnI mAnavI samajI zake che. pazuonuM jIvana yAtanAmaya hoya che paNa enI e pIDA konI pAse varNavI zake ? mANasane jarA mAthuM dukhe ke peTamAM dukhe to e potAnuM duHkha bIjA pAse laMbANapUrvaka kaheze. pazu mUka banIne sahana kare che jyAre mAnavI bIjA pAse phariyAda karI zake che. duHkha dUra karI zake che. mAnavane A kerI bheTa che ! jIvananuM darzana karavuM hoya, mAnavane sukhanA je sAdhane maLyA che tenI mahattA samajavI hoya te ApaNA karatA je utaratI kakSAmAM che evA pazuonuM jIvana juo te mAnava jIvananI vizeSatA samajAze paNa Aje to mAnavI nIce jevAne badale UMce daSTi rAkhe che ane manamAM baLyA kare che. bIjAnuM vadhu sukha joIne tene baLatarA thAya che pariNAme jIvanamAM je sukha maLyuM che ene bhUlI jIvanane e duHkhanuM dhAma banAvI de che. mAnavIe pitAnI jiMdagI sukhamaya banAvavI che ke duHkhamaya, teno AdhAra pitAnI daSTi para rahe che vastumAM sukha ke duHkha rahelA nathI. je che te mananA bhAvamAM che. eka vastu enA manane sukha Ape che ane te ene priya bane che. bIjI vastu ene duHkha Ape che ane te ene apriya gaNe che. gaIkAle mitranI ke sagAsaMbaMdhInI je vAta AnaMda ApatI hatI te mitranI sAthe jhaghaDo thatAM Aje enI vAta sAMbhaLatA aMtaramAM krodhanI javALI bhabhUkI UThe che. vicAra karaze te samajAze ke vastu badalAtI nathI paNa mAnavInA mananA bhAva badalAya che. dA. ta. tamane cA khUba vahAlI che enA vagara eka divasa paNa cAlatuM nathI paNa jyAre tAva Ave tyAre e cA paNa bhAvatI nathI. reDiyAnA sUra sAMbhaLavA khUba game che paNa jyAre zArIrika azAtA hoya tyAre e sUra besUra lAge che. jIvanamAM sukha-duHkha kayAM rahelA che te vicAra kare. sukha duHkha vastumAM nathI paNa ene mATe mAnavInA mane emAM reDelA bhAvamAM che. mana je zAMta ane praphullita

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] hoya teA phUlanu` sauMdaya joI enI AMkhA duHkha bhareluM hAya, mana azAMta hAya tyAre thAya che. ghaDiyALanuM aMdaranu mazIna jo samaya batAve che paNa mazIna kharAkhara na heAya te dekhAvamAM game tevI AkarSIka ghaDiyALa [ 637 husI jAya che paNa manamAM jyAre viSAda AnaMdanA sthAne e vastu para aNugame kharAkhara hAya teA ghaDiyALanA kAMTA kharAkhara e kAMTA heAvA chatAM samaya batAvI zakatI nathI, tema te zAMti maLe. jevI rIte vastra para khIje koI raMga pahelA caDhAvelA raMga ane melane dUra karavAmAM Ave te vastra para sAro raMga caDhI zake che. jo melane ke raMgane kharAkhara dUra na karIe teA jevA ra'ga caDhAvavA hAya teve caDhI zakatA nathI. temAM joIe tevI camaka AvatI nathI. A rIte citta para sayama ane mokSanA raMga caDhAvavAne mATe azubha adhyavasAye ane mananI malinatAne dU karavI paDaze te sArA saMskAra sthApita karI zakazeA. jevI rIte pATI para su Mdara akSarA lakhavA che te pATI para pahelA lakhelA akSarAne bhUMsyA vagara lakhI zakatA nathI. paSTa, svaccha akSaro lakhavAne mATe pATI dhAIne sApha karavAnI jarUra che. A rIte citta rUpI pATA para sayamanA, zAMtinA sudara akSaro lakhavAne mATe tenA para pahelA lakhelA saMsAra sabaMdhI abhyAsa ane doSAne sApha karavAnI jarUra che, mATe cittane doSothI malIna niha banAvatA prasannatA rAkhatA zIkheA. ApaNA cittamAM prasannatA heya caDhAvavA hoya te te vastra para A jIvanamAM sukha paNa Ave ane duHkha paNa Ave. A baMneneA hasatA mukhe satkAra karo, tene AvakArA. sukhanA AvakAra tA sau koI kare paNa duHkhane ya AvakAratA zIkheA. jIvanamAM saMyeAga-viyega ane AvavAnA. A bannemAM manane samAna kakSAmAM rAkhA. tame duniyAnA jIvana tarapha dRSTi karo. tamane eka paNa AtmA evA dekhAya che ke jene jIvanamAM mAtra sukha ja hoya ane duHkha na hoya. mAnavInA jIvanamAM sa`patti ane vipatti ba MnenuM sthAna che. cAmAsA pachI ziyALA ane ziyALA pachI unALA ane unALA pachI cAmAsuM ema AvyA kare che. kudaratanA e krama che. ekalI mIThAza teA jIvanane mArI nAMkhaze. mIThAzanu kharuM mUlya samajavA mATe kaTutAneA anubhava jarUrI che. jyAre vipattinA vAdaLA utare che, jiMdagInI saMdhyA jyAre Ave che tyAre anaMta zAMtinA, anaMta sukhanA puja evA bhagavAna yAda Ave che. A rIte duHkhamAM prabhunuM smaraNa jaldI thAya che. du:kha prabhune yAda karAve che. jo ke sukha ke duHkha koI ne kAyama mATe Take evuM nathI. rathanA paiDAneA eka bhAga ghaDIkamAM nIce jatAM dhULadhI ragadoLAya che ane e ja paiDuM pAchuM pharIne upara Ave che. jIvanamAM sukhaduHkha paNa AvA che. ghaDIkamAM sukha ane ghaDIkamAM duHkha AvyA kare che. sukha ane duHkha jIvananA e aMgeA che. je sikkAnI be khAju salAmata hoya che te calaNI nANuM ane che. tema jIvananA sikkAmAM eka bAju duHkha ane khIjI bAju sukha che. A baMne prasa gamAM salAmatI jALavavAnI che, samatA keLavavAnI che. emAM ja mAnavanI mahattA che. mAnavanu

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638 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi jIvana te khUnIne ane munine baMnene maLyuM che paNa baMnene upaga judo che. munie A jIvanane upayoga karmabaMdhana toDavAnI sAdhanAmAM karyo che. jyAre khUnIe karmabaMdhana bAMdhavAmAM karyo che. jene mAnava jIvananI mahattA samajANI che evA AnaMda zrAvaka cothuM vrata AdaravA taiyAra thayA. "tayAgaMtAM ja jo savAra teNIe gfmAnaM , nannatya prANa sivAnaMdAe bhAriyAe, avasesa savvaM mehUNavihi paccaravAmi" . AnaMde svadArA saMtoSI saMbaMdhI vratane svIkAra karyo ane e maryAdA karI ke pitAnI zivAnaMdA nAmanI patnI sivAya anyatra eTale bIjI koI paNa strI sAthe maithuna sevavAnA pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. kAmavAsanA upara vijaya te ja sAce vijaya : cothA vratanI bhUmikAe pahoMcavuM che te tene nakazo taiyAra karavuM joIe. A jagatamAM be akSaranI eka cIja che. teNe AkhA saMsAranA dhanavAne, garIba, pazu, pakSIo ane devene paNa pitAne AdhIna karyA che te che kAma. Akho saMsAra kAmane vazIbhUta bane che. kAmavAsanA sauthI prabaLa vAsanA che ane tethI tenA pariNAmamAM ghera-bhayaMkara duHkho bhegavavA paDe che. duniyAnA itihAsa joIzuM te khabara paDaze ke moTA moTA zaktizALI, parAkramI ane zUravIra dhA samrATo paNa enI jALamAM phasAIne kamote marI gayA che. laMkAne pratApI rAjA rAvaNa paNa kAmavAsanAno zikAra banyo hate. kAminIo mATe A pRthvI para ghaNA yuddho thayA che ane hajAro-lAkho navayuvAna pezvAonA lehInI nadIo vahI che. eka manuSyanI kAmavAsanAnI pracaMDa AgamAM lAkha karoDe mAnavanA balidAna apAyA che. kAmavAsanAnI AgamAM bhasma thayelA lekanI rAkha ekaThI karavAmAM Ave te na jANe keTalA kailAsa parvata banI jAya. lekhaka te lakhe che ke te badhA kelAsa parvatane talanA dANA jeTalA mAnIne A pRthvI para sthApita karavAmAM Ave te sArI pRthvI bharAI vAsanA pAchaLa barabAdI karatA cha : kAmavAsanA mAnavIne keTalA duHkhamAM nAMkhe che. A vAsanAthI prerita thaIne manuSya kaI strI sAthe pitAne saMbaMdha joDe che pachI saMtAne thAya, parivAra vadhI jAya, temanA bharaNapoSaNa mATe jIvanabhara vividha prakAranA duHkha veThIne dhana upArjana kare che. baLadanI mAphaka bhAra kheMce che. samudra yAtrA kare che. nokarI karIne mAlikanA apamAna ane tiraskAra sahana kare che. kaMIka vAra mAnavI pitAnA parivAranuM pAlanapoSaNa na karI zake te cerI kare che. bIjAnA khIsA kApe che. jyAre pakaDAI jAya che tyAre polIsanA daMDAnA mAra khAvA paDe che ane varSo sudhI jelanA duHkha jogavavA paDe che. jyAM sudhI na pakaDAya tyAM sudhI paNa pakaDAvAne bhaya te tenA manamAM rahyA kare che eTale eka miniTa paNa nizcitatAthI sukha bhogavI zako nathI. kAmane vazIbhUta banele mAnavI keTalA bhayaMkara anartho kare che. te hita ahitane sarvathA bhUlI jAya che. eka kalekamAM kahyuM che ke

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 6 39 divA pazyati no lUkaH, kAko naktaM na paiti / apUrvaH ko'pi kAmAndho, divA naktaM na pazyati // ghuvaDa divase joI zakatuM nathI. kAgaDe rAtre joI zakato nathI paNa kAmAMdha purUSa te ghuvaDa ane kAgaDAthI paNa utarata che. te te rAtre ane divase baMne samaye aMdha che. A kAmane uttejita karanAra svAdiSTa mAdaka khorAka ane bekAra jIvana. AvA jIvone A cothuM vrata pALavuM ghaNuM kaThIna che. jJAnI te kahe che ke sauthI uttama AtmA te che ke jeNe jIvanabhara nava keTIe sarvathA abrahmanA paccakakhANa karyA che evA vItarAgI saMte. vepArI sAro grAhaka Ave te UMcAmAM UMcI keTIno mAla batAve. temAM naphe vadhAre thAya. 84 lAkha chavAyonimAM zreSThamAM zreSTha grAhaka mAnava che tene ame UMcI keTIne mAla batAvIe ne? AgamamAM tamane zramaNopAsaka kahyA che eTale zramaNanI bAjumAM vasanArA-tamAruM guNasthAna pAMcamuM che ane amAruM chaThTha guNasthAnaka che. tame amArAthI eka pagathiye utaratA che. tIrthakara, cakavatI jevA zUravIra ane dhIrapurUSa pAMcamuM guNasthAna sparzatA nathI ane sAtame chaThe guNasthAnake jAya che. prabhu mahAvIrano to e ja upadeza che ke sarvathA brahmacarya pALa paNa saMpUrNa brahmacarya pALI zake tevA manuSe bahu ochA hoya. sarvathA brahmacarya pALavuM e sahela vAta nathI. zrAvaka zrAvikAe bhAvanA to saMpUrNa brahmacarya pALavAnI rAkhavI joI e paNa saMga anusAra sarvathA na pALI zake to svadArA saMteSIe evuM vrata to le. A vratamAM kaI chUTa ke bArI nathI, pachI tenI sAme rUparUpanA aMbAra jevI navayauvanA AvI jAya, kadAca IndrANI AvI jAya to dhIra-vIrapurUSe kAyA kurabAna kare paNa zIlane AMca AvavA de nahi. prAcIna yuganI mahAna, zIlavAna nArIone jIvaMta vAraso ApaNane maLe che. zIlavratanuM pAlana AtmAnI unnati kare che. zIlA e zreSTha keTInuM alaMkAra che. ApaNA dezamAM aneka mahAsatIo thaI che. te mahAsatIoe zIladharmanI akhaMDa ArAdhanA karI. Apatti kALamAM zIlane choDayuM nathI paNa prANa cheDaDyA che tethI Aje paNa jagatamAM te mahAsatIone yazapaDatuM vAgI rahyo che. eka vAra akabara bAdazAha rAjadarabAra bharIne beThA hatA tyAre akabare kahyuM - jana itihAsamAM aneka mahAsatIonI vAta Ave che temaja hindu dharmamAM paNa ghaNI satIonI vAta Ave to Aje evI satIo haze kharI? A sAMbhaLIne ghaNAnA manamAM thayuM ke amAre ghera patnI satI jevI che. te pati mATe jAna daI de paNa parapurUSa sAme dRSTi paNa na kare, paNa je rAjAnI pAse belIe te rAjA dhamadhamATI bolAvI de; tethI badhA mauna rahyA. satIo che te satIo rahevAnI che paNa rAjA pAse sarapAva levAnI jarUra nathI. te vakhate buMdIkeTane rAjA cAMparAjA hADA gauravabhera Ubho thayo ane vivekapUrvaka bele. mahArAjA ! bahuratnA vasuMdharA che. te kyAre niveza

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640] ( zAradA ziremaNi banatI nathI. Aje paNa evI mahAna satIo che. mArI patnI senA te sAcI satI che. Apane parIkSA karavI hoya te karI zake che. senA devIne calita karAvavAnI keInI zakti nathI. parIkSA karavA taiyAra thayelo akabara bAdazAhe sabhAmAM kahyuM-ahIM che kaI mAIne pUta ke satInA satItvanI parIkSA kare? satItvanI kasoTI karavI e kAMI nAnA bALakanA khela nathI. keI na nIkaLyuM. pharI akabare khUba jorazorathI kahyuM tyAre eka mANasa nIkaLyo. tenuM nAma zerakhAM hatuM. tene pAne caDhayo ne bIDuM jhaDapyuM ke hA, sAheba! huM tenI parIkSA karIza ane tene calita karI AvIza. badhA rAjAo senAnA satItvane jANatA hatA paNa zerakhAne to hADAnI Ijajata levI che ane senAne zIlathI calita karavI che. teNe kahyuM mahArAjA! hu buMdIkeTA jAuM chuM. Apa mane cha mahinAnI mudata Ape. hu cha mahinAmAM mAruM kAma saphaLa karIne AvIza. kevuM pApa karavA Ubhe thayo? bAdazAhe kahyuM- eka zarata yAda rAkhaje. je te senAne zIlathI calita karI zake to hADAnuM mAthuM levAnuM ane je tema na karI zake te tAre mAthuM ApavAnuM. zerakhAM A zaratane svIkAra karI buMdIkoTA gaye. rAjAe hADAne kahyuM tamAre buMdIkeTa nahi javAnuM. tamAre ahIM rahevAnuM. senA te devI che devI!: zerakhAM buMdIkeTa pahoMcI gayo. te gAmamAM pharavA lAge ke sonA bAbatanA samAcAra kayAMkathI meLavuM. gAmanA badhA samAcAra mAlaNane tyAMthI maLe. mAlaNa badhAne ghera phUla ApavA jAya eTale tene badhI khabara hoya. zerakhAM mAlaNa pAse gaye. tene pUchyuM ke sonArANI bAbatamAM Apano zuM abhiprAya che? bhAI ! Apa tenA mATe pUche che? e te amArA gAmanI devI che devI! amAruM gAma sukhethI jIvatuM hoya te te sanAdevIne prabhAva che. tene page lAgIe to amArA pApa devAI jAya. tenA nAvaNanuM pANI chAMTavAthI paNa rega zAMta thaI jAya che. mAlaNe te satInA khUba khUba vakhANa karyA dareka jagyAe tenI pavitratAnI prasiddhi sAMbhaLIne te hatAza thaI gayo. tenA manamAM thayuM ke A satIne calita karavI te ghaNuM kaThIna kAma che. te gAmamAM cAre bAju tapAsa kare che, mahenata kare che paNa koI dAva phAvatuM nathI. mahine, be mahinA, pAMca mahinA pUrA thavA AvyA. ghaNI mahenata karI ghaNI kaLAo vAparI, paisA vAparavAmAM te bAkI na rAkhyuM chatAM sonAne calita karavA te zuM paNa tenuM meTuM jovA ya na pA. satI kAMI bajAramAM phare che ke tenA darzana thAya ? zerakhAMnA te hAjA gagaDI gayA. paisA ApIne taiyAra karelI vezyAH hADAne te tenArANa para pUro vizvAsa che. merU Dage dharatI dhruje sUrya kare aMdhakAra to paNa mArI senA zIla na cUke talabhAra." zerakhAMe senAne phasAvavA ghaNA upAya ajamAvyA paNa kaI rIte tenI sogaDI vAgI nahi. chevaTe sAva nIcI kakSAmAM utarI gaye ane pApaNI gaNikAne Azaro lIdhe. tene khUba dhana ApyuM ne kahyuM have mArI jiMdagI tArA hAthamAM che.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 641 have mArA hAthamAM jIvavAnI koi khArI nathI. tuM lAkha-be lAkha jeTalA mAMge teTalA ApIza paNa tAre mAruM' kAma karavu paDaze. gaNikA kahe khela-tAre zuM kAma che? seAnArANIne zIlathI calita karavA tenI pAsethI mukhya e cIja lAvI ApavAnI che, te mAruM jIvana bace. gaNikA kahe eha! emAM zI meATI vAta che? dhananA leAle te AvuM adhama pApa karavA taiyAra thaI. te khuMdIkoTAmAM rahetI hatI eTale seAnArANIne kharAkhara jANatI hatI. tene lAgyu ke chaLakapaTa karyAM vagara A kArya siddha nahi thAya, tethI jarUrI vastu laI rajapUtANInA svAMga sajIne tenA ghera gai. bahArathI bUma pADI seAnA....sAnA ! sAnAne thayuM ke mane koNa khelAvatuM haze ? tenA manamAM ema ke huM mArA patinI roja rAha jou chu te AvyA haze ? sAnAe bAraNuM khAlyu' pachI pUchyuM ke tame koNa che ? beTA! tuM mane zenI eLakhe ? tuM kayAM sagapaNa rAkhe che? huM tArI phaIbA chuM. seAnA vicAra karavA lAgI mAre ke mArA patine IkhA che ja nahi, te A IkhA kayAMthI camakayA ? chatAM teNe khUba AvakAra ApyA. seAnA teA khUba bhalIbhALI che. phaIbAe mIThuM mIThuM khela!ne prema lagADayA. khAya pIve ne jalasA kare che. vANInI mIThAzathI teNe sAnAnuM vAta jItI lIdhuM. have teA cha mahinAmAM 15 divasa bAkI rahyA che. phaIbA khUba mUjhADA lAgyA. have zu karavuM? eka divasa seAnA snAna karIne kapaDA badalI rahI che. bhIDa kapaDA coMTI gayA hatA. te samaye A phaIbAe tenA jamaNA paganI jAMgha paraMtu lA` lAkhu joI lIdhuM. sonAne A vAtanI khabara nathI. phaibA manamAM harakhAyA ke ka nizAnI teA maLI gaI paNa bIjI vastu meLavavI kevI rIte ? eTale eka yukti racI. kapaTanI jALa pAtharatI phaIbA : A phaibA kahe-seAnA! have huM ghera jaIza. phaibA ! ApanA bhatrIjA have AvavAnA che te Apa te Ave eTale temane maLI jajo, pachI tamane ema thaze ke mane bhatrIjo maLyA nahi. phaIbA kahe have huM vadhu rokAI zaku tema nathI. dhUtArAne dhatIMga karatAM bahu AvaDe. te te khUba raDavA lAgyAM. AvA mANasAne badhA nATaka karatAM AvaDe. phaIbA tA hIbakA bharI bharIne raDavA lAgyA. sAthe seAnA paNa raDavA lAgI. seAnA phaIbAne chAnA rAkhe che paNa chAnA rahetA nathI. chevaTe sAnAne kahe che seAnA ! huM jAuM chuM. mArA bhatrIjo mane maLI na zakayA paNa tena yAdamAM kaMIka Apa. zu Apu' ? mArA dIkarAneA rUmAla ane talavAra mane Apa te mane tene maLyA jeTale Anada thaze. A sAMbhaLatA senAnA hAjA gagaDI gayA. huM mUMjhavaNamAM mUkAI gaI, kAraNa ke tenA pati jyAre bahAragAma jatA tyAre te talavAra ane rUmAla yAdamAM ApIne jatA. patinI gerahAjarImAM seAnA talavAranuM pUjana karatI ane rUmAla tenI smRti mATe rAkhatI. A be cIjo senAne vahAlAmAM vahAlI hatI. ATalA divasa gharamAM rahIne phaIbAe A jANI lIdhu' tethI A vastuenI mAMgaNI 41

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64ra ] [ zAradA ziremaNi karI. sonAe kahyuM-A be cIjo te mArA patinA premanuM pratIka che. te mane khUba vahAlI che mATe te nahi ApuM. bAkI A gharamAMthI tamAre je joIe te laI jAva. A be cIjo joIne huM pati maLyA eTale saMtoSa mAnuM chuM mATe e be vastu te nahi ApuM. A sAMbhaLatA phaIbA te jANe gaLAbUDa duHkhamAM hoya te dekhAva karavA lAgyA. temaNe kahyuM ke meM A pratika premathI mAMgyA che. na Ape te kAMI nahi. sonA A sAMbhaLIne DhIlI paDI gaI ane baMne vastuo ApI dIdhI. bheLI sonAne bheLavIne A be vastuo laI lIdhI. senAne choDatI vakhate TaeNga karIne khUba raDyA. sonA kahephaIbA! mArI kAMI bhUla thaI hoya te kSamA karaje. phaIbA to A vastuo laIne ghera gayA. have to cha mahinA pUrA thavAmAM gaNatarInA divase bAkI rahyA hatA. zerakhAnA manamAM te ciMtA thatI hatI. have zuM karIza? tyAM phaIbA jaI caDhayA. zeramAM kahe-ApanA kAryamAM saphaLatA maLI ? hA, huM jAuM ne kAma na thAya te khalAsa ! eka te pApanA kAma che ne uparathI phaka laIne phare che. A pApa bhegavavAnA Avaze tyAre ratA ratA pUrA nahi thAya. gaNikA kahe-je huM sonAne vahAlAmAM vahAlI, tenA pati bahAragAma jAya tyAre premanA pratika rUpe ApIne jAya che e be cIjo talavAra ane rUmAla huM laIne AvI chuM ane senAnA gupta cinhanI paNa vAta karI. senA rANIne beTI ALa caDhAvate zerakhAM zerakhAMnA romeromamAM ullAsa vyApI gaye. tene te AnaMdano pAra nathI. te manamAM malakAvA lAgyuM ke mArA soLe pAsA savaLA paDyA. teNe gaNikAne meM mAMgyuM dhana ApyuM ne pote dilhI javA ravAnA thaI gaye. hADAne te cha mAsa sudhI dilhImAM rokavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. have che mAsamAM traNa cAra divasa ja bAkI rahyA hatA. tyAM zerakhAM dilhI pahoMcI gaye ane rAjadarabAramAM hAjara thaye. zerakhAM te jANe moTuM rAjya meLavIne Avyo hoya eTale enA mukha para AnaMda hate. enA mukha para AnaMda joIne badhA rAjapUte AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. cAMparAja hADAne paNa ciMtA thaI chatAM tene AtmavizvAsa hato ne mAnato hato ke kadAca koI deva nIce Ave te paNa senAne caLAvI zake nahi. te prANa de paNa zIla de tevI nathI. rAjadarabAra ThaTha bharAya che. zerakhAM tyAM hAjara che. akabara bAdazAhe pUchyuM-zerakhAM ! zuM karI AvyuM ? saphaLatA meLavIne A ? mahArAjA ! zuM A zerakhAM je te che ! huM keNa? zerakhAM? badhAnA manamAM vizvAsa che ke senA te kharekharI sAkSAta devI che. satI ziromaNi che. A zerakhAM enA mATe zuM kaheze? sonA satInI zIlanI sugaMdha cAre bAju prasarI rahI eTale badhAne tenAmAM daDha vizvAsa che. akabare pUchayuM tyAre zerakhAM garvabhera kahe che sAheba ? ApanI zaratane bIje zo javAba hoya? huM buMdIkeTa gayo pachI cAMparAjanA mahelamAM gaye. mahelamAM senA sAthe lagabhaga pAMca mahinA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 643 rahyo, tenI sAthe amanacamana karyA ne khUba jalasA uDAvyA. are, sonArANI to mane cheDatI nahotI. te te mArI pAchaLa gAMDI banI hatI. have mAro hADa joIto nathI. bAdazAha kahe-huM tArI vAta mAnavA taiyAra nathI. tArI vAtanI sAbitI zI ? juo, huM tenI pAsethI talavAra ane rUmAla be vastuo lAvyo chuM. hADo kSobha pAmI gaye. vastu pitAnI hatI eTale khoTuM bolAya ema hatuM nahi. pitAnuM zira jAya to vadhe na hato paNa satInuM zIla ane pitAnuM vacana mRtyu karatAM vadhAre mahatvanA hatA. mitra mATe prANa ApavAnI taiyArI ke A samaye hADAne mitra tyAM beTho hato. tene senAnA zIla para akhUTa vizvAsa hato. tene thayuM ke A bAbatamAM kaMIka kAvatru racAyuM hoya tema lAge che. teNe UbhA thaIne kahyuM ke A be vastu te corIne paNa lAvI zakAya. huM kevI rIte vAta sAcI mAnuM ? zerakhA kahe, A vAta Apane eTI lAgatI hoya to huM hADAne pUchuM chuM ke senAnI jamaNI jAMga para lAla lAkhu che ne ? A sAMbhaLatA hADa dhrujI uThaye. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke hADA zaratamAMthI pAchA paDe tema na hatA, ane senA zIlathI pAchI paDe tema na hatI te AvuM banyuM kevI rIte? sAbitI sahita vAta thaI eTale bAdazAhe kahyuM-hADA have tamAre parAjaya thayo che. zarata pramANe tamAruM mAthuM uDADavAmAM Avaze. hADAe kahyuM -bAdazAha ! huM mAthuM devA taiyAra chuM. mAthuM devAnI mane jarAya ciMtA nathI paNa maratAM pahelAM eka vAra senAne maLavAnI IcchA che, huM ApanI pAse traNa divasanI mudata mAguM chuM. bAdazAha kahe-tane rajA to ApuM paNa tuM jaIne pAcho Ave e zuM vizvAsa ! tyAM tene mitra beTho hato te kahe sAheba ! zerakhAM game tema kahetA hoya paNa huM kahuM chuM ke sonA tenA zIlathI calita thaI nathI. game te rIte corI chUpIthI eNe lAbuM joyuM che ane te nizAnI Ape che te hADAne Apa javA de. e traNa divasamAM jarUra AvI jaze. kadAca nahi Ave to tenA badale huM mAruM mAthuM ApI daIza. huM ene jAmIna chuM, AnuM nAma sAce mitra. AjanA mitro to pisA bhAre to mitro ghaNA ane khIssA khAlI to keI nahi. cAritra mATe hADAnuM uchaLatuM jhanUna : hADAne badale traNa divasa mitra kedamAM pUrAya. hADe to upa buMdIkoTA tarapha. tenA manamAM eka ja vicAra che ke huM pahoLo thaIne garvathI belyo hato ke sonA to sonA che, tene kaI calita karI zake tema nathI. mAruM A vacana gayuM ne? have sonAne barAbara Thapake ApuM. ema vicArIne hADA sonAne maLavA gaye. A bAju te bicArI sonA patinI rAha joIne beThI che. haju mArA pati kema na AvyA ? bicArI senAne to enI jIvanalIlAmAM zuM banI gayuM tenI gaMdha sarakhI paNa AvI nathI. hADAe jaIne bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. senAe dvAra khelyuM to tenA patine joyA. sonA te kAMI vAta jANatI nathI. patine to gusso khUba hato eTale krodhanA AvezamAM mAtra eTaluM be-senA ! tane dhikkAra che !

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644 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi " tAruM' zIla gayu. ane tArA pApe dilhInA darabAramAM mAruM mAthu` jaze.'' seAnA patinI mukhamudrA joI ne ka'pI gaI. te haju kAMika pUchavA jAya che te pahelA teA hADA ravAnA thaI gayA. seAnA zu' kahe che te sAMbhaLavA Ubhe na rahyo, tene te phakta sAnAne dhikAra ApavAnu. prayeAjana hatu. sAnAne dhikkAra ApIne cAlyA gayA. senA tA gabharAI gaI chatAM game tema Aya te kSatriyANI hatI. patinA rakSaNa mATe sAnAnu` zauya : seAnA samajI gaI ke pelA phaibA banIne AvyA hatA te kaika karI gayA lAge che. nakkI mArA patine mAthe Aphata AvI che. mArA khAtara zira ApavAnA samaya Avye che. manamAM hi'mata ekaDI karI ghara baMdha karI sAMDhaNI para besI ravAnA thaI gaI. mAra mAra karatAM sAMDhaNI lIdhI. patithI bIjo rastA lIdhe ane hADAnA pahelA tyAM pahoMcI gaI ne nakIneA veza laI lIdheA. A bAju hADAnI rAha jovAya che. hADAnA ziraccheda karavAnA mAMcaDA badhu tyAM taiyAra thai gayu che. tyAM koI e AvIne sadeze! ApyA ke bu`IkoTAthI eka nakI AvI che te peAtAnI kaLA rajU karavA mAMge che. rAjA te! A bAbatanA khUba ze!khIna hatA eTale temaNe kahyu ke bhale Ave. haju hADA AnyA nathI. tene cAra kalAka moDI zikSA karIza paNa nRtyanI kaLA kayAM vAravAra jovA maLavAnI che? na`kIe pAtAnI kaLA rajU karI. kharAkhara te samaye hADA tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. tenI najara na`kInA mukha para paDI. sAnAne jotAM AMkhamAM cakkara AvI gayA. te krodhathI dhamadhamI uThayeA. A zuM? seAnA ? mArA pahelA darabAramAM kevI rIte pahoMcI gaI? tene eTaleA badhA krodha caDhayA ke A rAMDane mArI ja nAMkhuM'. talavAra ugAmA gayA paNa badhA mANaso vacce tenu' zuM cAle ? eka tA zIladhamane lUTAvI dIdhA che ne vaLI pAchI ahI nAcavA AvI che ? basa have te ene mArIne marIza. nAca karatAM karatAM tenuM dhyAna pati tarapha gayu. te patinA mukhanA bhAva samajI gaI. e sAcI kSatriyANI hatI. te mRtyuthI Dare tema na hatI. badhAne zIlanuM svarUpa samajAvI patinA zirane bacAvavuM hatu. rAjA sAnAnI nRtya kaLA para prasanna thayA ane kahyuM mAMga mAMga mAMge te ApIza. mahArAjA mAre kAMI joItuM nathI. huM ApanI pAse eka vAta mAnu chu ke Apane koI mANasa buMdIkoTA AvIne mArI pAMca lAkha senAmahArA cArI gayA che te mArI pAchI apAve. bAdazAha kahe tuM ene oLakhI zake kharI ? hA. tamArI bAjumAM beTho che te zerakhAM. bIjuM kaI nahi. A sAMbhaLatA zerakhAM dhrujI uThayA. tenA meAtiyA marI gayA. have mAru' AvI banyuM. zerakhAMnA pragaTa thayelA pApa : akabare kahyuM-zerakhAM ! satya khela, tu' A strInI pAMca lAkha seAnAmaheArA cArIne lAnyA ? mahArAjA ! A teA koI kAvatru' racAyuM lAge che. A strIne teA huM ALakhatA paNa nathI. tene kaI divasa joI paNa nathI. te kALI che ke dheALI, jADI che ke pAtaLI te ya mane khabara nathI. meM cArI karI nathI. A vAta sAva khATI lAge che. seAnA kahe bAdazAha ! ene pUche teA kharA ke

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zAradA ziramaNi ] e pAMca mahinA mATe tyAM rahyo hato ke nahi? zerakhAM kahe huM mArA kurAnanA sogaMda khAIne kahuM chuM ke enuM mukha paNa meM joyuM nathI, tyAre sonAe sAcI kSatriyANI banIne kahyuM-mahArAjA ! ene pUche ke A vAta sAcI che ne ! eNe corI karI nathI ne ? to mahArAjA ! e kahe che ke meM mukha joyuM nathI te pachI pAMca mahinA rahane amanacamana karyA to te vAta kevI rIte sAcI manAya ? mATe tenI vAta sAva khoTI che. senAe badhI vAta satya kahI dIdhI. mAre bharasabhAmAM nRtya karavuM paDayuM te mArA pati cAMparAja hADAnuM zira bacAvavA mATe. je Ama na karyuM hota to jagatane ane patine satI para vizvAsa uThI jAta. mArA patinuM mRtyu thAta te huM temanI pAchaLa mArA prANa tajI deta tenI mane ciMtA na hatI paNa ciMtA hatI mArA satItvanI. rAjA kahe-zerakhAM ! bola have je hoya te satya bolI jA. tene khUba mAra paDavA lAge eTale badhI satya vAta kahI dIdhI. badhA ene phiTakAra ApavA lAgyA ane dhikkAra varasAvA lAgyA. dilahInA darabAramAM hADAne badale tenuM mAthuM uDI gayuM. badhA satIne dhanyavAda ApavA lAgyA. dhanya che dhanya che satI senA rANIne ! teno jayakAra thayo. AvI satIo samaya Ave prANa daI de paNa zIlamAM jarAya AMca AvavA detI nathI. cothuM vrata che svadArA saMtoSIe. patie pitAnI strImAM saMtoSa mAna ane satIe pitAnA purUSamAM saMtoSa mAna. A vratamAM AgaLa haju bhagavAna zuM samajAvaze te bhAva avasare. dvi. zrAvaNa vada amAsane zanivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 70 : tA. 14-8-85 trilokInAtha vitarAga prabhunI zAzvatI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. AgamanI vANInA nAde jJAnI purU anAdikALathI ajJAnamAM AthaDatA jene sAda kare che ke he jI ! have jAge. saMsAranA rasIka banIne vinazvara AnaMda ghaNo meLa paNa svAnubhUtine AnaMda haju meLavyuM nathI. bahAranA AnaMdathI tArA bhavanI bhUkha bhAMgaze nahi. je tAre zAzvata saMpatti ane AnaMda joItA hoya te jJAnI purUSe je purUSArtha AdarI aMtaramAM rahelA mithyAtva ane ajJAnanA aMdhArA ulecIne samyaka darzana ane samyaka jJAnanA dIpaka pragaTAva. vibhAvathI pAchA vaLa. svarUpamAM sthira thA ane sata svarUpane pAmI jA. tArA aMtaramAM anAdikALathI vAsanAnA je kusaMskAra paDelA che tene aMtara daSTithI avalokana karIne dUra kara paNa daDha na kara. anAdikALanI karmanI kAlimAne dUra karavAnuM sAdhana heya te te mAnavabhava che. AtmA upara be cAra bhavanA nahi paNa bhavamAM bAMdhelA karmonA thara jAmyA che te ahIM sApha thaze. bIjA bhavamAM A mela dUra karavAnuM pANI nathI. A mAnavabhavamAM samatAnI zIlA upara samajaNane sAbu laI vItarAga vANunA pANI vaDe AtmA rUpI kapaDA upara lAgelA DAghane deI nAMkho. anAdinI duHkha paraMparA TALavA mATe maLelI

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646] [ zAradA ziramaNi amUlya ghaDI paLane vadhAvI le ane svAnubhUtine AnaMda meLavo. A saMsArane taravA mATe je kaI mArga hoya te samyagadarzana, jJAna, cAritra che. anaMta puNyodaye jIva mAnavabhava rUpI ratnAdvIpamAM Ave che. A ratnadvIpamAM AvIne ratnatrayInuM zAzvata dhana bheguM karI levAnuM che. jene ratnatrayInuM zAzvata dhana maLyuM tenuM dravya ane bhAva daridra gayuM samajI le. ratnatrayI e amUlya ane apUrva ciMtAmaNI che. devAnupriye ! tame kayuM dhana meLavavA rAta divasa dhamAla karI rahyA che ? zAzvata ke nAzavaMta ? zAzvata dhana meLavaze te zAzvata sukha maLaze ane nAzavaMta dhana meLavazo to nAzavaMta sukha maLaze. tamAre kayuM dhana meLavavuM che te vicAra karajo. anAdikALathI artha-kAmanI vRttioe AtmA upara aDDo jamAvyA che. tene jinavANanA zravaNathI dUra karI AtmAne para gharamAMthI svagharamAM lAvavAnuM che. mehanA gharamAMthI mahAvIranA gharamAM lAvavAno che. je ratnatrayImAM ramaNatA kare te zIvasuMdarI sAthe sadA ramaNatA kare. tamArI pAse dhana na hoya te saMsArasukhamAM adhUrAza dekhAya che paNa jJAnI kahe che ke he AtmA ! ratnatrayI vinA tane jIvanamAM bhAre uNapa lAgavI joIe. game teTalo vaibhava hoya paNa eka ratnatrayI na hoya te samakitI AtmA tene taNakhalA samAna gaNe. ratnatrayI vinA samakitI AtmAne jIvana bekAra lAge. A jIvanamAM prApta karavA jevuM kAMI hoya to ratnatrayI che. ratnatrayI AtmAne zAzvata zAMti Ape che. ratnatrayI prApta karavAnI laganI lAgI che evA AnaMda zrAvake zuM vrata svadAra saMte pIe te aMgIkAra karyuM. eTale temanI patnI zivAnaMdA te svadArA, te sivAyanI badhI bene mAtA ane bena samAna. cothuM vrata phakta eka karaNa ane eka megathI pALavAnuM hoya che eTale ke parastrI sAthe soyarAnA nyAyathI kAyAthI maithuna sevavuM nahi eTalI badhI A vratamAM hoya che. cAra gatimAM maithuna saMjJA manuSya gatimAM vadhAre hoya che. maithuna sevana karatAM asaMkhyAtA samucchima manuSyanI ane utkRSTa nava lAkha saMjJI garbhaja manuSyanI hiMsA thAya che, tethI ghaNAM karmo baMdhAya che, mATe vratamAM AvavAnI jarUra che. A vratamAM mukhya be vAta samajavAnI che. jIvanabhara parastrIno saMpUrNa tyAga kare ane potAnI patnImAM saMtoSa mAnave. temAM paNa bane teTaluM brahmacarya pALavuM. jeTaluM brahmacarya pALazo teTale AtmA UMce Avaze. kadAca zarIra pAtaLuM hoya paNa je jIvanamAM brahmacarya haze te tenI zakti khUba vadhaze ane kadAca zarIra jADuM hoya paNa je brahmacarya nathI to tenI tAkAta khalAsa thaI jAya che. brahmacaryane prabhAva alaukika che deva dAnava gaMdhavvA, jakkha rakkhasa kiNNarA / vaMmavAra namaMti tuvara ne rati | u.a.16.gA.16 brahmacarya vrata pALe che temane deva, dAnava, gArdhava, yakSa, rAkSasa, kinnara badhA de namaskAra kare che. zIla e dharmane sAce zaNagAra che. zIlanI sAdhanA vinA kaI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] | [ 67 paNa dharmane yoga dIpatI nathI. ApaNA prabhue jana kalyANa mATe dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva e cAra prakArane dharma batAvyo che. dAna dhanAdinA upayogathI sAdhya che. tapa zarIrathI sAdhya che. zIla indriyonA saMyamathI sAdhya che ane bhAva e mananA vazIkaraNathI sAdhya che. jagatamAM je viTaMbaNAo che te idrinI svacchaMdatAnuM pariNAma che. sAmAnya arthamAM zIla eTale brahmacarya, parastrI tyAga ane svastrI saMtoSa che. vizALa arthamAM eka paNa indriyane asaMyama te azIla che ane indriyone saMyama te zIla che. AtmAe AtmAnA svabhAvamAM ramavuM tenuM nAma zIla. jene potAnA svabhAvamAM AvavAnuM mana thAya tene pAMce IndriyonA viSaya pratye tiraskAra chUTe. viSaye saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra che tema tene lAge. viSayone rasa beTho che tyAM kaSAyone julama cAle che. mithuna saMjJA. viSayano rasa cAra gatimAM che. jIva narakagatimAM game tyAM strI veda ke purUSa veda nathI. mAtra napuMsaka veda che. badhA nArakI napuMsaka hoya che chatAM temane kAmanI Aga lAgelI che. devagatimAM gayo tyAM amuka devalAka sudhI kAmavAsanA che. tiryaMca gatimAM paNuM mithuna saMjJA che ane manuSyabhavamAM paNa che. anaMta pudgala parAvartana kALathI jIva bhegane bhikhArI banI bhaTakyuM che. have svadArA saMtoSIe eTalA vratamAM Avo te je pApano pravAha AvI rahyo che te rokAI jaze. A janma pAmIne eTale te nirNaya karo ke huM saMpUrNa vrata laI zakuM tema nathI to maratA pahelAM tenA pagathIye to caDhatA jAuM. kAmazatrune dabAvato jAuM. tenA para vijaya meLavato jAuM. A jIve sAMbhaLyuM che te ghaNuM chatAM vrata grahaNa kema karI zakatA nathI? AtmazAMti mATe phakIre batAvela ilAja : eka jijJAsu mANase phakIrane kahyuM-phakIrajI ! huM A duniyAmAM bahu pharyo, baha rakhaDe chatAM mane zAMti maLatI nathI. Apa mane AtmazAMtino saMdeze samajAvI zakazo? mAre ApanI pAse e vAta samajavI che. yuvakanA mukha sAme jotAM phakIrane lAgyuM ke A bhAI khUba jijJAsu che. eTale kahyuM-bhAI ! je tAre AtmazAMtine saMdeze jANa che to Aje sAMje A gAmanA pAdaramAM kUvo che tyAM Avaje. bhale, phakIranA kahyA pramANe te TAImasara kUvA kAMThe pahoMcI gaye. phakIra paNa tyAM AvI gayA hatA. te be sivAya kuvA para keI na hatuM. phakIre eka Dolane doraDuM bAMdhI kuvAmAM utArI pachI jijJAsune kahe-ahIM Ava. tuM kUvAmAM je, Dola pANIthI bharAI gaI lAge che ? hA, gurUdeva ! tuM have e Dolane upara kheMcI le. Dola upara AvI tyAre temAM TIpuM ya pAchuM na hatuM, pachI pharI vAra Dela kUvAmAM naMkhAvI. nAMkhe tyAre bharelI lAge paNa upara pAchI kheMce eTale TIpuM ya pANI na hoya. 20 thI 25 vAra phakIre A rIte karAvyuM eTale jijJAsu akaLAI gayo. tenA manamAM thayuM ke pa00 vAra A Dolane kUvAmAM nAMkhaze to ya pANIthI bharAvAnI nathI chatAM A phakIra koNa jANe A dvArA mane zuM samajAvavA mAMge che ?

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648 ] [ zAradA zimaNi akaLAmaNanA ukela mATe jijJAsunI joradAra jijJAsA : chevaTe jijJAsue kahyuM-gurUdeva ! AkhI jiMdagI sudhI Apa Dela kUvAmAM nAMkhaze ne bahAra kADho te ya TIpuM pANI paNa maLavAnuM nathI kAraNa ke DolanA taLiyAmAM 20-25 kANuM che pachI temAM pANI kevI rIte Take ? Apa zA mATe AvI khoTI mahenata kare che ? jijJAsunI A vAta sAMbhaLatA phakIra khIjAI gayA. meM tane kAma batAvyuM temAM tAre dalIla ke apIla nahi karavAnI. huM kahuM tema tAre karavAnuM. ATalI vAramAM tuM akaLAI gayA. eka divasanI dhIraja rAkhavAnI tArI taiyArI nathI ! cAlyo jA ahIMthI. have ahIM AvIza nahi. tuM jANuvAne lAyaka nathI. mane khabara hota ke tArAmAM ATalI badhI adhIrAI che te huM tane A vAta samajAvavA mATe prayatna na karata. jijJAsu kahe-gurUdeva ! mArI bhUla thaI gaI. huM ApanI mAphI mAMguM chuM. have Apa jema kahezo tema karIza. pharI vAra te jijJAsune kahyuM tuM vela kUvAmAM nAMkha ane pAchI kADha. lagabhaga se vAra A rIte Dola kUvAmAM nAMkhI ane pAchI kADhI chatAM jijJAsu eka zabda bolyA nahi. te samaye ke A rIte karavAmAM gUDha rahasya haze. gurUne jema yogya lAge tema kare. phakIra samajI gayo ke have tenAmAM samatA, dhairyatA AvI che tethI eka zabda paNa bolato nathI. vAsanAone virAma e zAMtinuM dhAma : phakIre jijJAsune kahyuM- bhAI ! tuM A la kUvAmAM nAMkhe che chatAM pANI bharAtuM nathI temAM daSa Dolane ke kUvAno ? gurUdeva ! kUve te pANIthI chalachala bhareluM che eTale doSa kUvAne nathI paNa Dolane che. DelanA AkhA taLiyAmAM kANuM paDyA che eTale pANImAM mUko tyAre bharelI dekhAya paNa upara kheMcIe eTale khAlI. Dela kANI che eTale pANI AvatuM nathI mATe doSa Dilano che. basa, A ja rIte jIvananuM che. te be mahinAthI zAMtinI zodha mATe phare che. tane zAMti maLI kharI ? nA. zAMti bahAra zodhavA karatAM AtmAmAM tuM zodha. kANAM vALI Dola jevI vAsanAo che ane duniyAnI tamAma sAmagrIo kUvA jevI che. eka janma nahi paNa keTalAya janmo sudhI A sAmagrIonA bhegavaTA dvArA vAsanAne tRpta karavA pra karyA che paNa haju sudhI e vAsanAo tRpta thatI nathI kAraNa ke temAM deSa kUvA samAna sAmagrIone nathI paNa Dola samAna vAsanAone che. ajJAnI cha ema mAne ke mArI pAse sAmagrIo ochI che eTale vAsanAo pUrI thatI nathI. A gaNitathI AtmA sAmagrIo vadhAravAnI mahenatamAM pitAnI aNamelI jiMdagI pUrI karI de che. nAnI rUmamAM rahetA hatA. parivAra vadhatA tyAM azAMti lAgI eTale bleka lIdhe. Avaka ochI che eTale Avaka vadhAravA purUSArtha karyo. daza joDI kapaDAM hovA chatAM emAM manane AnaMda na lAgyuM. te bIjA vIsa joDI kapaDAM vasAvyA. AkhI bhAratanI musApharI karI chatAM saMtoSa na thaye te duniyAnI saphare upaDayA. kUvAmAMthI pANI meLavavuM che te kANAvALI Dolane badalI nAkhe te jarUrI pANI

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zAradA zimaNi ] [649 temAM bharAze paNa AjanA Dola badalavAne badale jANe kUvAo na badalAtA hoya tevI kAryavAhI karatA hoya tevuM dekhAya che. pariNAme te che duHkhI thAya che chatAM duHkhanA mULa tarIke vAsanA dekhAtI nathI paNa sAmagrIonI adhUrAza dekhAya che. doSa sAmagrIonI alpatA nathI paNa vAsanAne che. basa je A vAta barAbara samajAI jAya te AtmazAMtine mArga dUra nathI. vAsanAnA A gaNitane barAbara najara sAme rAkhIe to samajAze ke anaMtakALanI vAta to bAjumAM rAkhIe paNa A janAmAM keTalI keTalI sAmagrIo maLI che chatAM tenA bhegavaTAthI jIvane tRpti thaI hoya evuM dekhAtuM nathI. Dola kUvAnA pANImAM cheka nIce gaI tyAre te bharAyelI lAgatI hatI paNa upara AvatA to khAlI thaI jatI hatI. e rIte sAmagrIonA bhogavaTAmAM zeraDI vAra tRtino anubhava thAya paNa thaDA samayamAM pAchI e atRpta vAsanAo herAna karyA kare. AvA anubhava be cAra vAra nahi paNa keTalIya vAra thayA chatAM e raste choDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. A vAta je barAbara magajamAM ThasI jAya to cothA vratanuM pAlana saraLa banI jAya. bAra vratamAM cethA vratane sAgaranI upamA ApI che. vAsanAo para jeNe vijaya meLavyo che te AtmAone mATe A vrata kaThIna nathI. sarva temAM zIla vrata e zreSThatama che. manuSya jIvanamAM cAritranuM jeTaluM mUlya AMkIe eTaluM ochuM che. zIla ane sadAcAranI surakSA kAje saMgrAma khelavA ane jANI jANIne jheranI pyAlI gaTagaTAvI javAne eka suvarNa yuga te jANe varSo pUrve AthamI gaye. e suvarNa yuganI savAra punaH kayAre khIlaze ? e suvarNayuganA itihAsanI eka parAkramI vAta che, jemAM sagAIthI paNa savAI gaNAtI zIla rakSA kAje khUnakhAra jaMga khelAyA che. rAjasthAnamAM jesalamera ane bADamera gAmanI A vAta che. bADameramAM kIrtisiMhanI rAjA tarIke khUba belabAlA hatI. temane be putrIo hatI. rUpAdevI ane vimaLAdevI. baMne dIkarIo khUba rUpavAna hatI. moTI dIkarI rUpAdevInA lagna thaI gayA hatA. nAnI dIkarI mATe sArA kumAranI zodha cAlatI hatI. zodhatAM zodhatAM badhAnI najara jesalamera rAjAnA pATavIputra para paDI. A putra gumAnasiMha rUpe raMge sAre te paNa sAva nAlAyaka ane niSphara hato. dArUmAM cakacUra raheto hato. tenI aMdaranI A vAtanI koIne khabara na paDI. rUparaMgamAM sAre joIne vimaLadevInuM sagapaNa karI dIdhuM. cheka jevA janArAe e khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe ke je dArUmAM cakacUra hoya e chekaro pAsa nA kare joI e. are, mahinAmAM ekAda vAra pIto hoya te paNa pAsa na kare. Aje eka vAra pIve che pachI bhaviSyamAM mahinAmAM cAra, cha, daza vAra pIto thaI jaze. AvA vyasanI chokarA sAthe paraNavAthI chokarInI jiMdagI barabAda thaI jAya che. vivAha maMDapamAM viSayAsakitae vAvelA viSanA vAvetara : vimaLadevInA lagna nakkI thayA. gumAnasiMha dhAmadhUmathI ThAThamAThathI paraNavA Ave che. ahIM rAjadarabAramAM

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650 ]. [ zAradA ziremaNi paNuM khUba utsava che. nRtyakaLA, saMgItakaLA Adi jalase macI rahyo che. A kumAra paraNavA AvyA tyAre paNa dArU pIne nazo caDhAvIne Avyo che. tenI AMkhe parathI rAjA samajI gayA ke A nazo caDhAvIne AvyA lAge che. jevA janAre zuM joyuM ? chokarAnA rUparaMga joyA ? dArUmAM cakacUra rahe che e kAMI joyuM nathI lAgatuM? pahelAno jamAne e hatuM ke sagapaNa karyuM eTale tyAM paraNAvavI ja paDe. lagna samAraMbhano moTo jalaso ujavAI rahyo che. nartakI nAca karI rahI hatI. dArUnA nazAmAM cakacUra banela gumAnasiMha nartakIne mohI gayuM. enA sauMdaryanuM pAna karatA karatA teNe enA mitrane kahyuM- mitra! vana upavanamAM nahi, ukaraDAmAM paNa kayAreka kevA suMdara phUle khIlatA hoya che. A nartakInA sauMdaryanI sarakhAmaNImAM koI UbhuM rahI zake ema dekhAtuM nathI. ucca gaNAtA kuLa AgaLa nartakInuM kuLa te ukaraDA jevuM ja gaNAya ne? A nartakI kevI saudaryavAna che ! mane ema thAya che ke huM ene rAjamahelamAM laI jAuM ! A samaye je sAre mitra heta te preraNAnuM pANI chAMTIne vAsanAnI A cinagArIne olavI deta paNa A kalyANamitra na hato. teNe te pragaTelI cinagArImAM ghI nAMkhyuM. mitra ! A nartakInuM rUpa te kAMI nathI. AnAthI kaMI gaNuM caDhI jAya evuM athAga rUpe tamArI sALI rUpAkumArInuM che. ApanI patnI vimaLadevI je ke rUpane bhaMDAra che paNa enI moTI bena rUpAdevI te sauMdaryanI sRSTinI sauthI zreSTha sAmrAjJI che. | gumAnasiMhanI kudaSTie karelo kALo kera : eka to dArUno nazo cale hatuM. temAM A cinagArI caMpAI. vAsanAnI dhagadhagatI javALAmAMthI jANe Adeza chUTa. atyAre ne atyAre mAre rUpAdevIne jevI che. ene tarata hAjara karo. A prasaMga pachI AgaLa vadhaze. A sAMbhaLatA badhA sajajaDa thaI gayA. te vimaLadevIne paraNavA Avyo che to ene rUpAdevIne jovAnI zI jarUra? paNa vararAjAnuM vacana kevI rIte ulaMghana thAya ? tarata rUpAdevI hAjara thaI paNa ene kalpanA ya na hatI ke huM eka bhega bhUkhyA siMhanI sAme jaI rahI chuM. tenAM manamAM te koI pApa na hatuM eTale AvI kalpanA Ave ja kayAMthI ? rUpAdevI maMDapamAM AvI paNa tyAMnuM vAtAvaraNa jotAM tenA hadayamAM prAsko paDaze. teNe kahyuM- mane ahIM keNe bolAvI che ? mane jovAnI zI jarUra che ? tArA banavIe tane bolAvI che. rUpAdevI kaMIka vicAra karavA jAya tyAM bhAna bhUlelA gumAnasiMhe tenI AMgaLI pakaDI. A rUpAdevI kAMI jevI tevI na hatI. zIlanI rakSA mATe prANa cheDavA e to tene mATe sAmAnya hatuM. teNe eka jhATake hAthanI AMgaLI kheMcI lIdhI. tenuM zaurya ekadama uchaLyuM. tene kahevA lAgI are, abhAgIyA ! tuM zuM samaje che ? jarAya zarama che ke nahi ! rAjakumAra thaIne ya viveka maryAdAnI bArakhaDIno pahele akSara paNa lUMTa nathI lAgatuM ? lAja maryAdAne neve mUkI motane bheTavA nIkaLyA cho ? khabaradAra ! mArA aMgane aDayA che to ? tamArA sparzathI mArI AMgaLI abhaDAI gaI che. kharAba

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 651 thai gaI. tArA sparza mArI AMgaLImAM rahe te e AkhA zarIramAM paheAMcI jAya. have batAvI dau' tane! ema kahI talavArathI te AMgaLI kApI nAMkhI ane temAMthI je leAhI nIkaLyu' te zumAsi hanA zarIra para chAMTayuM ane anUnathI khelI, tamArA pApanuM prAyazcita huM na karuM te mAro dharmAM lAje. je AMgaLIne tamArA vikAranA cepa aDaye e AMgaLIne huM kApI na nAMkhuM te Akhu` zarIra kadAca cepathI gherAi jAya. leAhInA A chAMTaNA tamArA upara me... eTalA mATe nAMkhyA che ke leAhInI A lAlAza dhAtA dhAtA tamArA kALajAnI kALAza dhAvAnI preraNA maLe. A dRzya jotAM gumAnasi'ne teA dharatImAM samAi jAya tevuM thayuM. kApeA chatAM lohI na nIkaLe tevI sthiti thai, na bahAdurasi'huM batAvelu' parAkrama : A prasa`ga banatA lagnanA raMgamAM bhaMga paDayA. kIti siMhu rAjAnA AnaMda esarI gayA. jema tema karIne mAmalA thALe pADayA. rUpA tyAMthI jatI rahI ane vimaLadevInA lagna thayA. A lagnamAM have zu AnaMda hAya ! jema tema karIne ma`gaLapherA pheravI dIdhA ane lagna patAvyA. jAnane ane DhIkarIne vidyAya ApI. rAjA khUba raDayA. vimaLadevInA a`taramAM jarAya AnaMda na hateA paNa have gayA vagara chUTake na hatA. te paNa mAnatI hatI ke mArA patie je pApa karyuM che enI zikSA tA ene jarUra maLavI joIe. mArI bahenanA pati kAMI khAyalA nathI ke zIla dhanane lUMTavAnI ceSTAne te mUMge moDhe sahana karI le. samAcAra maLatA jarUra e mArate gheADe Avaze. jAna aDadhA raste pahoMcI haze tyAM rUka jAva, taiyAra thAva. evA avAja AvyeA. jAna vidAya thayA pachI rUpAdevInA pati bahAragAmathI AvI gaye. rUpAnI AMgaLI kapAyelI joIne pUchyuM' A badhuM zuM? rUpAe manelI satya vAta kahI dIdhI tethI te mArate ghoDe lazkara laIne jAnanI pAchaLa gayA. dUrathI jAnane jatI joIne teNe avAja karyA ke rUka jAva. zIlanA saputa evA bahAdurasiMha tyAM jaine kahe che ke zIladhamanI dhajA sAthe aDapaluM karanArane jo sajA na thAya teA A pRthvI pApothI ubharAi jAya. tuM ma hAya te| AvI jA medAnamAM ! paranArI upara kudRSTi ane kuceSTAnA paracA jovA che ne ? sagAine bhUlI jaIne dhama khAtara e laDAi laDavA AnyA hatA. baMne vacce sAmAsAmI laDAi thaI. gumAnasi'hanA pakSamAM teA jAnaiyA hatA. lazkara hatu nahi ane khahAdurasiMha tA lazkara laI ne Avye hatA tethI gumAnasi Mha tenI sAme TakI zakayA nahi. yuddhamAM khUba kharAkha rIte ghavAye, pIsAye| ane e ja yuddhabhUmi enA mATe mRtyubhUmi banI gaI ane paraNyAnA pAnetare niSi vimaladevI vidhavA banI. sALI pAse kSamA mAMgatA bahAdurasiha : bahAdurasiMhe vimaladevI pAse AvIne mAphI mAMgatA kahyu -mArI bena samI sALI ! me' tamArA akSamya aparAdha karyAM che. huM ApanI pAse mAphI mAMgu chuM. dhamanI sagAI sAcavavA meM sa'sAranI sagAI ne vadheravAnuM kAma karyuM che ane tamArA patidevane....ATalu khelatAM khelatAM tene DUme

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upara ] [ zAradA ziromaNi bharAI AvyA ane ceAdhAra AMsue bahAdurasi'huM nAnA bALakanI jema raDI paDaye . dhanI laDAI ne veranI vaDavAI ugavAnuM nimitta banavA de evI A vimaLadevI nahAtI. teNe kahyuM-dharmanA avatAra samA mArA anevI ! mAphI ApavA jevA koI aparAdha tame karyAM nathI paNa prazaMsA pAme evuM kavya tame karyuM che. je itihAsanA pAne seAnerI akSare aMkita thaze. tamArA te| jeTalA evaraNAM lau teTalA ochA che. eka satI tarIke mArA patidevanuM huM vAMkuM evuM e ceAgya na gaNAya chatAM huM kahuM chuM ke Ape je kArya karyu. che te mAphI ApavA jevuM nahi paNa mAna ApavA jevu' karyuM che. prANa cheADecA pahelA viJaLadevInA aMtima sa MdezA : have mArI IcchA e che ke patinI kAyAmAM chAyAnI jema samAI jAuM. mArI nAnI uMmaramAM zIla sAcavavu. e jokhamabharyuM che tethI zIlanI rakSA karavI mArI e icchA che. mAre dhama paNa e che. bahAdurasa'ha kahe-bahena ! eka nahi, aneka aramAneAnuM sanmAna karavA huM taiyAra chuM. tArA jevI satI nArI mATe mArA prANu ApavA taiyAra chuM, vimaLAdevIe kahyuM-mArI aMtima icchA mArI moTI benane maLavAnI che vimaLadevI A vAkaya bele che tyAM rUpAdevI bahenanI sAme AvIne UbhI rahI. tenA pati ahIM AnyA tyAre tenA pagale pagale rUpAdevI paDachAyA banIne ahI AvI hatI. ba'ne bahene chAtI sarasI bheTI paDI, pachI vimaLadevIe kahyuM-mArI vahAlI bena ! tuM ghera jaIne pitAjIne mArA vatI eTale saMderA Apaje ke ApanI nAnI dIkarIne AkhI jiMdagI sudhI sAcavavI bhAre paDe tethI ane tenA zIlanI rakSA khAtara teNe peAtAnA prANanI Ahuti ApI che. mAtApitAne mArA chellA vaMdana kaheje-rUpAdetrI kahe bahena ! tuM satI thAya e pahelA mArI eka vinatI svIkArIza ? satI thavAnI tAre pasaMdagI karavI paDI enu mULa kAraNa huM pote chuM. meM mArA patidevane lagnama'DapamAM banelA A banAva kahyo na heta tA tArA saMsAra Ama akALe saLagI na jAta ! phula samI komaLa bena ! tAre A rIte karamAI javAnA prasaMga na Avata. me' tArA moTA aparAdha karyAM che. le A talavAra. tuM satI pachI thaje. te pahelA mAruM ane tArA banevInuM mAthuM dhaDathI uDAvI de. bahAdurasiMha jyAre ahIM AvyeA tyAre e samajatA hatA ke huM gumAnasiMhane mArIne vimaLadevIne paraNyAnA divase raMDApeA ApIza te vimaLadevI mane mApha karaze ke kema ? e tenA manamAM zakA hatI tethI e peAtAnI jAtanuM balidAna devu' paDe teA daI daIza e taiyArI sAthe AvyeA hateA. enI pAchaLa rUpAdevI AvI hatI paNu vimaLadevI mATe dhAryA karatAM juduM nIkaLyuM. rUpAdevIe kahyuM-tu. A talavArathI amArA banenA mastaka uDAvI de, tyAre vimaLadevIe kevA suMdara javAba ApyA ? ku vya kAje kALane kAMDAmAM bharAvIne dhama yuddha khelanArA tamArA jevA dhama vIrAthI A dharatI dhanya banI che." aparAdha vagara tamane zikSA ApanAra huM kANu ? huM viSayeAthI cagadAI ne bhaviSyamAM ati kRtya na karI besuM te mATe huM metane bheTuM chuM ema

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zAradA ziromaNi ] | [ 653 kahIne banevInA hAthamAMthI talavAra laIne pitAnI jAte chAtImAM besI dIdhI ane prANanuM balidAna daI dIdhuM. rAjapUtomAM patinI pAchaLa patnI satI thAya e rivAja hato paNa vimaLadevIe e mATe nahi paNa zIla sAcavavA pitAnuM balidAna daI dIdhuM. eka AMgaLIno sparza karyo e mATe dharmayuddha khelAyA ane zIlanI rakSA mATe balidAna devAyA. Ave jamAne pahelAne hate. Ajano yuga te evo viSama AvyuM che ke chokarAno mitra karI hoya ane chokarIno mitra cheka hoya. A badhA adhaHpatananA rastA che. bAkI brahmacaryana-zIlane prabhAva alaukika che. zIlavata paralekamAM saMsAranA duHkha ane durgatirUpa parvatone lAMbA samaya sudhI vajanI jema bhedIne paraMparAe muktinA sukha ApanAra thAya che. jema vega vinAnA UMcA ghoDA paNa AnaMda ApanAra banatA nathI tema zIla vagaranA manuSya lokamAM zobhAspada banatA nathI mATe Apa cethA vratamAM Ave. parastrIne sarvathA tyAga kare ane potAnI patnImAM saMtoSa mAnave. temAM paNa bane teTalI maryAdAmAM AvavuM cothA vratamAM bhagavAne A bhAva samajAvyA. have pAMcamA parigraha vratamAM bhagavAna kevA bhAva samajAvaze te avasare. caritra: guNasuMdarane jovA mATe jahemata uThAvatI ratnasuMdarI ratnasuMdarIe guNasuMdara kumArane maLavA mATe kayA samaye maLAya te mATe aMgata mANasane mokalyA paNa te mANasa tyAMthI nirAza thaIne pAcho Avyo. teNe eka ja vAta karI ke te kumAranA mANasoe kahyuM ke guNasuMdarane deza-paradeza pharavAno zokha che. strI pratye kaI Asakti nathI, tethI te koI strInuM mukha jotAM nathI. ratnasuMdarI vicAra karavA lAgI ke have karavuM zuM? tene te have guNasuMdarane jevAne heDe lAgyo che. te te dararoja gelerImAM UbhI rahetI. jyAM sudhI guNasuMdara kumAra bahAra na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI gelerImAM UbhI rahe, jyAre bahAra jAya ane jatAM dekhe pachI te gharamAM Ave. guNasuMdara te nIcI daSTie cAlyo jAya che. te te uMce daSTi karato nathI. guNasuMdarane jotAM ratnasuMdarInA manamAM thayuM ke chokaro prabhAzALI ane buddhizALI te che. te nIcI daSTie Ave che ne jAya che. kayAMya ADI avaLI najara karato nathI. keTalAka divasa sudhI ratnasuMdarIe e rIte guNasuMdarane je eTale tenuM AkarSaNa AsaktimAM badalAI gayuM. te manathI tene IcchavA lAgI. rAta divasa tenA vicAra magajamAM ghumavA lAgyA. Asakti ane AkarSaNa eka gajaba cIja che. mAnavInuM mana temAM eka vAra phasAI jAya che pachI temAMthI chUTavuM muzkela bane che. ratnasuMdarInI yuvAnI khUba khIlelI che. tenuM rUpa te athAga che. paisAnI kamInA nathI. ekanI eka dIkarI che eTale khUba lADakeDamAM ucharelI che. svabhAvamAM svataMtra vicAranI che. te guNasuMdarIne ja jue ne vicAra Ave. ahA ! zuM tenuM yauvana che! zuM tenuM rUpa che ! te cAle che te ya jANe kezarIsiMha cAlato na hoya ! tenuM mukha paNa

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654 ] | [ zAradA ziramaNi kevuM sohAmaNuM che! ahA ! je e mArA pati bane te varga jANe nIce utaryuM hoya evuM thAya! rAtre svapnAmAM paNa enA ja vicAro AvatA. teNe manamAM nirNaya karyo ke game tema karIne guNasuMdarano paricaya te kare. ratnasuMdarI jharUkhe UbhI, guNasuMdarane nihALatI gulAbanuM phUla nAMkhatI, guNasuMdarane Azcarya thAya che... eka divasa rojanA samaye guNasuMdara tyAMthI nIkaLe tyAre te jharUkhA pAse UbhI hatI. je guNasuMdara tyAMthI nIkaLe ke tarata ja ratnasuMdarIe uparathI barAbara kumAranA mAthA para gulAbanuM phUla nAkhyuM. game te vastu mAthA para paDe eTale svAbhAvika daSTi UMce jAya. guNasuMdaranA mAthA para phUla paDayuM eTale eNe UMce joyuM to ratnasuMdarIne joI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke strIo AvuM ja karatI hoya che ane bhalabhalA purUSone phasAvI de che. teNe te te tarapha dhyAna na ApyuM. tarata ja tyAMthI nIcI dRSTithI cAlyA gaye. paNa manamAM vicAravA lAge ke te chokarIe phUla zA mATe nAMkhyuM haze! bIje divase paNa e rIte ratnasuMdarIe gulAbanuM phUla nAkhyuM paNa guNasuMdare UMce joyuM nahi. A rIte lAgalagATa sAta divasa sudhI gulAbanuM phUla nAMkhyuM paNa guNasuMdare te joyuM na joyuM karyuM. ratnasuMdarI vicAravA lAgI ke A jabare lAge che. sAta sAta divasa tenA para phUla nAMkhyuM chatAM sAmuM joto nathI. patharAyelA prazaMsAnA puH AThame divase ratnasuMdarIe bIjo kimi zodhyo. tene saMbaMdha kare che eTale tenA bApujIne kahe che! ApaNuM sAmenA baMgalAmAM bahuM heziyAra vepArI lAge che? beTA! tuM guNasuMdaranI vAta pUche che? hA, pitAjI. beTA! tenI te zI vAta karuM ! uMmaramAM nAno che paNa tenI heziyArIthI AkhA mANekacokamAM tene pahele naMbara Ave che. ApaNuM gAmamAM moTo vepArI puraMdara zeTha che. tenA karatAM guNasuMdaranI dukAne gharAkanI bhIDa vadhu jAme che. zuM tenI vepAra karavAnI buddhi ane kaLA che! AkhA mANekacokamAM nahi paNa sArA gopAlapuramAM tenI prazaMsAnA puchapa patharAI rahyA che. pitAjI! je te ATale badhe hoMziyAra che te Apa temane ApaNA ghera jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape ne ! chokarI kayA bhAvathI kahe che te ratnasAra zeThane khabara nathI. ratnasAra zeTha kahe beTA ! tane A vicAra sAre sUjha. A vicAra tane kema Ave ? pitAjI ! te khUba heziyAra vepArI che. vaLI te paradezI che te ApaNe vepArI tarIke ApaNuM ghera bolAvo joIe. dIkarI! tArI vAta sAcI che. tenI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavAmAM lAbha che. te ApaNe tyAM jamavA Ave te ApaNe tenI najIkamAM jaIe. tenI sAthe saMbaMdha vadhe. prema vadhe, bhale. ApaNe tene jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApIzuM pitAe hA pADI tethI ratnasuMdarIne khUba AnaMda thaye. have ratnasAra zeTha guNasuMdarane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavA jaze ne zuM banaze te bhAva avasare.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] bhAdaravA suda 1ne ravivAra vyAkhyAna naM. 71 sujJa baMdhue, suzIla mAtAe ne bahena ! [ 655 : tA. 15-9-85 avanInA aNugAra, zAsananA zaNagAra, AgamanA ratnAkara, dazananA divAkara evA jinezvara bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne AnaMda gAthApatine peAtAnA AtmAnI oLakhANu thaI. temanA dilamAM e bhAva Avye ke ahe bhagavAna ! atyAra sudhI ajJAna dazAmAM saMsAranA aneka padArthonI eLakhANa karI, badhAnI pichANu karI paNa AtmAnI oLakhANa karI naheAtI. have kalpavRkSa, ratnaciMtAmaNI jevA prabhu ! ApanI vANIthI mane AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAyuM che. tame koIka divasa te ekAMtamAM besIne vicAra karo ke "kuM Apti ? je vA io cuo iha peccA bhavissAmi ? " huM koNa hatA ? kayAMthI Avye chuM ane aDDIthI marIne paraleAkamAM kayAM javAno chuM ? mAruM svarUpa zuM che ? are kaMIka jIveAne eTaluM. paNa jJAna nathI ke huM AtmA chuM, tevA AtmAone pUchavAmAM Ave ke bhAI ! tame koNa che! tyAre te zuM kaheze? huM ATalI sa`pattinA mAlika phalANA zeTha! huM ATalI mileAnA dhaNI ! huM. A phekaTarInA menejara ! huM A gAmanA vatanI ! huM pI. eca. DI.nI DIgrIvALe ! are, mAruM nAma teA jagajAhera che. mane teA badhA eLakhe. Ape mane na oLakhyA ke huM kANu chuM ? A badhI konI eLakhANa ApI ? dehanI ke AtmAnI ? mAro AtmA anata zaktinA dhaNI. zahenazAhanA zahenazAha ane cakravatI nA paNa cakravatI ! evI AtmAnI eLakhANa kayAre paNa ApI che? anaMta jJAnadarzInanA khajAnA AtmAmAM bharelA che. sukhamAM jarA paNa duHkha na hoya evuM sukha joItuM hAya te| AtmAnI dukAnethI maLaze. paMca parameSThI padmanA parama vaibhava AtmAmAM bharelA che. sva nA meATA indra hAya ke meATA camarabaMdhI samrATa hAya ke pachI bhikhArI hoya paNa jene AtmAnI oLakhANu nathI AtmasvarUpanuM bhAna nathI te ajJAnI che. eka vAra eka muni rastA parathI jaI rahyA hatA. sAmethI eka hRSTapuSTa mAnavI abhimAnamAM akkaDa thaIne AvI rahyo hatA. ajANatAM tene muninA jarA dhakko vAgyA, te camakayA ane ekadama AvezamAM AvIne khelavA lAgyA ke are jogaTA! tu' jotA nathI ke huM keNu chuM? tane khakhara nathI? sAdhune vaMdana karavAnu ane zAtA pUchavAnuM tA dUra rahyuM paNa te te AMkhA kADhIne muninI sAme khelavA lAgyA. zAMtamUrti munie badhuM samabhAve sAMbhaLyuM. tenA para jarA paNa rASa kheda na karyAM. tene sAmeA javAba paNa na ApyA. agni sAme jaLa Ave te javALA paNu jaLa banI jAya. muni jaLa jevA ThaMDA ne zItaLa hatA. temanI samatAnA prabhAve pele mANasa ThaM`DA paDayA tyAre munie kahyuM- bhAI tuM kANu che te huM' jANuM chuM paNa tAre jANavuM che ke tu kANu che ? sAMbhaLa. kALA mAthAnA mAnavI ! tuM ATaluM badhuM abhimAna zA mATe kare che? tane bhAna che ke tu kayAMthI AvyeA che?

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[ zAradA ziremaNi tuM keNa che ? : eka vakhata anAdi nigoda avyavahAra rAzImAM hato tyAM anaMta kALa vItAvyuM. naraka karatAM nigodanA duHkhe vadhAre che. eka aMtarmahatamAM nigo nA jadhanya eka utkRSTa 65536 bha kare, pratyeka vanaspatinA cha ja-eka u-3ra000 bha kare. vicAra kara ke tyAM janma maraNane kevA bhayaMkara dukha ! tyAMthI AgaLa vadhatAM tuM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyarAmAM Avyo, tyAM asaMkhyAta kALa kADha. pRthvI pANI agni vAu eka aMtarmuhartamAM ja-1 -12824 bha kare. tyAMthI akAma nirjarA karatA laghukamI thatAM beIndriya zaMkha, keDA AdimAM AvyuM. te ja aMtamuhartamAM ja-1 u-80 bha kare. tyAMthI kIDI maMkoDAmAM Avyo. te ja ja-1 u-6 bha kare, tyAMthI caurendriya mAMkhI, macchara, DAMsa, pataMgiyA AdimAM AvyuM, tyAM te cha ja-1 u-40 bha kare, tyAMthI asaMsI paMcendriyamAM gaye, tyAM ja-1 u-24 je kare, pachI saMjJI tiryaMca paMcendriya sApa, neLIyA, vIchI, siMha, hAthI, gheDA rUpe thayo. siMha, vAgha Adi yoniomAM kara karmo karyA tethI narakamAM gayA, tyAM ghora bhayaMkara duHkha veThayA. paramAdhAmIoe tArA bArIkamAM bArIka TukaDA karyA, vaikaya zarIra eTale pAche tuM pArAnI jema bhego thaI gaye. A rIte bhayaMkara duHkhamAM te ochAmAM ochA daza hajAra varSo ane u-33 sAgaropamanI keda bhogavI. A rIte anaMta kALathI bhamatA evI koI gati, kaI jAti, kaI yoni ke kuLa nathI ke jayAM jIva gaye na hoya ! are ! viSTAmAM kIDA rUpe paNa utpanna thaI Ave che. have jarA sAMbhaLa. A rIte anaMta janma maraNe karI coryAzI lAkha chavAyenimAM bhamI mAtAnA garbhamAM AvyuM. garbhanA keTalA duHkha veDyA ! jJAnI batAve che ke jema koI purUSanuM zarIra koDha tathA patanA rogathI nItaLatuM hoya, tene sADA traNa koDa sAya agnimAM dhakhAvIne tenA sADA traNa koDa rUMvADAmAM pave, tenA upara khAra ne cunAnA pANI chAMTe, pachI ALA cAmaDAthI maDhIne taDake nAkhe ne daDAnI jema athaDAve te samaye keTalI pIDA thAya ? AvI pIDA pahele mahine bhegavavI paDe tethI bIje mahine bamaNI ane navamA mahine nava gaNuM pIDA bhogavI. atyAre tuM zA mATe ATaluM badhuM abhimAna kare che ? devenuM, cakavatIonuM ke rAjA rAvaNanuM paNa abhimAna rahyuM nathI te pachI tArI zI vAta ! vanaspatimAM tuM bhAjImULa rUpe hatA tyAre TakAne traNa zera vecA ane jyAM tyAM paga nIce cagadAye, khudA e tuM ja che ne ! narakagatimAM te paramAdhAmInA ghaNA prahAra khAdhA ane atyAre eka muninA sahaja dhakkAthI tuM ATale badho garama thAya che ! | muninI jJAnabharI marmakArI, zAMta vANI sAMbhaLIne pele te Aje banI gaye. gurUdeva ! mane mApha karo. kSamA kare. huM mahAna aparAdhI chuM. ema kahIne te muninA caraNamAM paDI gaye. "gurUdeva ! ApanA dhakkAe mArI bhavaparaMparAne dhakko mAryo che." Ape mane jAgRta karyo che. Aje mane mArI sthitinuM bhAna thayuM che. huM have kaMIka samaje chuM. Apa mane jAgRta kare ! jAgRta kare, upadezAmRta sIMcI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 657 mArA AtmAno uddhAra karo. he karUNAsAgara ! Ape amIdraSTithI vANI sudhAnI vRSTi karI mane bhavadAvAnaLamAMthI baLato bacAvyo. muni to kRpAnidhAna hatA. temaNe mIThI vANIthI udbodhana karatAM kahyuM he cetana ! AtmAmAM anaMtI tAkAta che. anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta sukha ane anaMta vIrya e catuSTayI anaMta karmonA gADha AvaraNathI dabAI gayA che ane AtmA pudgalAnaMdI banI gayo che. naraka nigadanA anaMtA duHkha sahIsahIne lakSa rAzImAM bhamIne akAma nirjarA karate karate mahApuNyodaye mAnava deha maLe che. vipula riddhisiddhimAM hAlanArA deve paNa je naradehanI vAraMvAra mAMgaNI kare che e uttama deha tuM pAmyo che te have pramAdane tyAga karI AtmasAdhanA karI le. cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanA jANakAra evA gautama svAmIne paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI "vaLa kALarNa paMgis, mAM jema mA pAca " e sUtrothI vAraMvAra jAgRta karatA hatA. ekeka samaya mahA kiMmatI jAya che. je samaya gayo te pAcho Avate nathI. jeNe AtmAne oLakhe che, je AtmasAdhanAmAM pitAne samaya vitAve che tenuM jIvana saphaLa bane che mATe pramAdane tyAga karI AtmakalyANanI keDIe kadama bhara, pramAda che tyAM patana che ane jAgRti che eTalI jIvananI ujajavaLatA che. pramAda jIvane pachADe che, jAgRti UMce caDhAve che mATe huM eTale AtmA. AtmAnI oLakhANa karI tAre purUSArtha temAM joDI anaMta sukhanA bhaktA banavA purUSArtha kara to jarUra tuM zAzvata sukhane pAmI zakIza. jemane AtmAnI oLakhANa thaI che evA AnaMda gAthApatie cAra vrata samajaNa sahita aMgIkAra karyA che. samajaNa jJAna sahitanI kriyAmAM keTale lAbha che. bAla taparavI ajJAnI karaDe varSe kaSTa sahana karIne jeTalA karmo nAza kare che teTalA karmo jJAnInA samajaNapUrvakanI sAdhanAmAM kSaNa vAramAM sApha thaI jAya che. bhagavAna belyA che je yA buddhA mahAbhAgA, vIrA asammatta dasiyo / gayuddha tesiM paratuM, sAruM deru savya | sUya.a 8.gAthArara. je purUSa jagatamAM pUjanIya gaNAto hoya, mahAbhAgyavAna gaNAto hoya, zatrunI senAne nAza karavAmAM samartha hoya, zAstromAM tathA vyAkaraNa AdimAM kuzaLa hoya, paMDita kahevAtuM hoya, bAhya tapa tyAga Adi karate hoya paNa dharmanA svarUpane jANatuM na hoya, samyagadarzanathI rahita hoya, mithyAvI, ajJAnI hoya to te karmanirjarA karI zakato nathI. Anada gAthA patie haiyAnA ullAsathI, aMtaranA AnaMdathI, sAcI samajaNathI zraddhApUrvaka vrata grahaNa karyA. saMsArane AnaMda te maLela hatA, have AtmAno AnaMda prApta karavA mATe pApanA bhayathI vrata levA taiyAra thayA. have temane mokSane anupama 42

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658] [ zAradA ziramaNi AnaMda meLavavAnI laganI lAgI che. te AnaMda meLavavA mATe samajaNa sahitanI sAdhanA joIe. eka vAra vaNajhAre gadheDA para mAlanI pioTho nAMkhIne bahAra jaI rahyo hate. te samaye gADI, meTo, khaTArA na hatA eTale A rIte gadheDAnI pITha para mola nAMkhIne nIkaLatA. gadheDA para eTale badho mAla nAMkhyuM hatuM ke gadheDAnI keDa bhAMgI jAya. cAlatA cAlatA rastAmAM eka taLAvaDI AvI. eka gadheDe khUba tarasya thaye hato. te taLAvaDImAM pANI pIvA gayA. te khUba thAkI gayuM hatuM. je te pANI pIvA gaye te bhInI mATImAM tene paga lapasI gaye eTale tyAM paDI gaye ne pANImAM besI gayA. tenA para vajanadAra piTha nAkhelI hatI eTale Ubhe thaI zakayo nahi. mAlika Ave te bahAra kADhe paNa mAlikane khabara paDe tyAre ne? IrSAnuM phaLa : vaNajhAre jhADa nIce visAmo khAIne javA taiyAra thayuM. teNe pitAnA gadheDA gaNyA te eka gadheDo e che thayo. tapAsa karatAM joyuM to eka gadheDe pANImAM besI gayo che. mAlike AvIne tene parANe Ubhe karyo. vaNajhArAe gadheDAne hAMkayA. badhA gadheDA cAlatA hatA paNa A gadheDe manamAM harakhAte cAlato hato kAraNa ke tenI pITha parathI vajana ochuM thaI gayuM che. te mAne che ke hAza, sAruM thayuM. pANImAM paDe to vajana te ochuM thaI gayuM! eTale te halako thaI gayuM hatuM tethI harakhabhera jaldI cAlatuM hatuM. ApaNA AtmA parathI jyAre karmonA bhAra ochA thaze ne AtmA halakA banaze tyAre mokSa mArga para jaladI cAlavA lAgaze. A gadheDe jaldI cAlavA lAgyo. tene joIne bIjA gadheDAne IrSA AvI. A gadheDe pANImAM paDayo te tenuM vajana ochuM thaI gayuM tethI ke sarasa cAle che. huM paNa have tema karuM. cAlatA cAlatA bIjI taLAvaDI AvI. te gadheDo jANIjoIne temAM lapasI paDe ne besI gaye. jema samaya jato gayo tema piTha vadhu vajanadAra banatI gaI. teno mAlika zete ze to tyAM AvyuM. gadheDe Ubhe thaI zakato nathI. mAlike daMDA mAryA. mahAmuzIbate pANImAMthI bahAra kADhaye paNa parANe parANe cAle che. te vicAra kare che ke pele gadheDe pANImAM paDayo te halake banI gayuM ane huM te vadhu bhAre banI gayo. keInuM sAruM joI zakIe nahi ane tenA para IrSA karIe to pitAnI dazA kharAba thAya. A gadheDe halake kema na thaye? pahelA gadheDAnI pITha para mIThuM hatuM eTale mIThuM pANImAM ogaLatuM gayuM tema vajana halakuM thatuM gayuM, jyAre bIjA gadheDAnI pITha para kapAsIyA hatA. kapAsIyA jema pANImAM palaLe tema tenuM vajana vadhatuM jAya, tethI bIjA gadheDAnI pITha para vajana vadhatuM gayuM. bIjA para IrSyA karI te daMDAnA mAra khAvA paDayA ane vajana vadhu upADavuM paDayuM. - tamArI dazA paNa AvI che. tame pApa rUpI kapAsIyAnI guNe laIne pharo che. have tamAre halakA thavuM che? te saMsAra pratyethI mamatA ghaTADo. A jiMdagI gaMjIpAnA mahela jevI che. eka pavana sUsavATo Avyo ke e mahela UDI javAne, mATe A

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] bhavamAM nirNaya karo ke A che. tamAru puNya haze te purUSArthIne AdhIna che paNa mAnyA che. ane dhana purUSArtha ne pharI pharIne niha maLe. [ 659 manuSyabhavamAM mAre AtmAne eLakhIne ka'Ika pAmIne javuM paisA maLavAnA che. paise prArabdhane AdhIna che jyAre dha tame avaLI khatavaNI karI che. dharma prArabdhane AdhIna AdhIna mAnyuM che. dha sAdhanA karavAnI A taka AnaMda zrAvaka pAMcamuM vrata AdaravA taiyAra thayA. pAMcamA vratanu nAma che parigraha. parigraha evI cIja che ke bhalabhalA manuSya temAM lapaTAI gayA che mATe tenAthI dUra rahevAnI jarUra che. tame sa'sArI che eTale paisAnI jarUra tA paDe paNa jarUriyAta karatAM adhika bheguM karavAnI mamatA cheDA. parigraha saMjJA cAre gatimAM che. jIva jayAM gayA tyAM eNe saMgraha karyAM che. eka paNa yAni evI nathI ke jyAM jIvane parigrahanI leAlupatA na heAya. te meLavavA mATe jIva athaDAyA, daDAyeA, pakaDAye| ane marAye. kIDInA bhavamAM gayA tyAM eNe kaNa kaNa laI jaIne daramAM sa`graha karyAM. kUtarAnA bhavamAM roTalAnA TukaDAe saMgharI rAkhyA. siMhanI guphAmAM kaIka vAra jovA maLe che ke dAgInA paDavA hoya che. te mANasane mArIne dAgInA guphAmAM mUkI rAkhe che. tene teA dAgInA kaI kAmanA nathI chatAM saMgraha kare che. manuSya bhavamAM te mAnavI judI judI anekavidha sAmagrIonA saMgraha karavAmAM peAtAnI jiMdragIne meTA bhAganA samaya veDaphI nAMkhe che. parigrahane jJAnIee pApa ane duHkhanuM kAraNa kahyuM che. guNavaMtalAla nAmanA zeTha rUnA moTA vepArI hatA. temane rUnuM meTuM kAma hatuM. te khUba saraLa, bhadrika, nyAyI, pramANika ane sadAcArI hatA. sIjhanamAM te rAja keTalAya gADAe bharIne rU Ave. bajAramAM vepArIe teA ghaNAM hatA paNa A gADAvALA eka guNava'talAla zeThane ja mAla Ape. bIjA vepArIone na Ape eTale khI vepArIo temane kahe, zuM guNavaMtalAla eka ja vepArI che? ame bIjA koI vepArI nathI ? zuM guNava'talAla tamane paisA Ape che to ame tamane kAMkarA ApIe chIe gADAvALA vinayathI kahe-zeTha sAhebe ! tame badhA amane paisA Ape che. guNavaMtalAla zeTha kAMI amane sAtu nathI ApI detA; e paNa amane paisA Ape che paNa amAre mana e bhagavAna che. amane temanAmAM khUba vizvAsa che. zeTha kadAca amane AchA bhAva Ape te ya amane vAMdhA nathI. te nyAya--nIti, pramANikatAnA dariyA che ane dayAnA bhaDAra che. kharekhara temanu nAma che tevA guNA temanAmAM che. paDatI dazAmAM paNa zeThanI khAnadAnI : bajAramAM A zeThanu nAma khUba gavAya che. loko e mADhe temanI praza'sA kare che. kaika vepArIethI A prazaMsA sahana na thai. zeTha savAramAM peAtAnA nitya niyama karIne bajAramAM Ave tyAre irSyALu vepArIe bele, jue, A AnyA mATe dharmAtmA ! kevA laTakamaTaka karatA Ave che ! guNavaMtalAla zeTha te temanI irSyAbharI AMkhane paNa premathI jotA. lIbunA khATA rasamAM khAMDa

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60 ] [ zAraTThA zizamaNi nAMkhe te| sarakhata banI jAya tema A zeThIyAenI irSyA rUpI khaTAzamAM guNavaMtalAla mIThAza umerI sarabata banAvatA. badhA vepArIo para te premanA jharaNA vahAvatA paNu eka sarakhA divasa sahunA jatA nathI. jIvana e puNya pApanA khela che. ghaDIkamAM bharatI te ghaDIkamAM eTa AvyA kare che. zeThanA pApano udaya thayA. meTA seAdAgara kahevAtA zeThane karmInA jaththara udaya thayA. vepAramAM khUba nukazAna thayuM. 'darathI khAlI thai gayA paNa zeTha AbarUdAra che. temanA manamAM thayuM ke have mArI paDatI dazA AvI rahI che teA have jenu' jenu' deNu' hoya te adhuM cUkate karI dau. mAre koinuM dezuM rAkhavuM nathI. zeThe peAtAnI pAse dAgInA Adi je hatuM te badhuM vecI dIdhu ane badhA deNadArAnu deNuM cUkavI dIdhuM. Aje te mAnavI AvI sthiti Ave tyAre nAdArI noMdhAvI de che. nAma badalAvI nAMkhe che paNa jJAnI kahe che ke ahIM nAma badalAvI zakaze| paNa bIjA bhavamAM nahi khadalAvI zakI. tyAre vyAja sahita Apavu. paDaze. zeThanA mitro ane svajanA badhAne khabara paDI ke zeThanI A dazA thaI che tethI zeThanA mitrA, svajanA badhA tenAthI dUra bhAge che, chatAM zeTha te eka ja vicAre che ke mArA du:khathI mAre bIjAne duHkhI zA mATe karavA ? " zeTha zeThANIe jIvananA ata lAvavA mATe karelA vicAra : " zeTha nyAyI ane pramANika che, chatAM evA gAjhArA divasa Avye ke gharamAM zera jAra, bAjarInA paNa sAMsA paDayA. karmAM jIvane kevA nAca nacAve che ? irSyALuenA manamAM AnaMda che. milaneAnI murAda saphaLa thaI che. Aje zeThane koI sahAro denAra nathI. kevA meoTA dhanADhaya vepArI ! chatAM Aje gharamAM zera anAja nathI. cheAkarAe bhUkhyA thAya eTale raDe che paNa temane Apavu' kayAMthI ? lAvavuM kayAMthI ? khALakAnu rUdana joyu... jatu nathI. zeTha zeThANIne kahe che ApaNe have ApaNI jiMdagI TUMkAvI daIe. gharamAM cAra roTalA banAvyA hatA temAMthI traNa bALakone ekeka khavaDAvyA ane ceAtheA roTalA rahyo che tenA para aphINa lAvIne cApaDayuM che. zeTha zeThANI baMnee nakkI karyuM ke Aje rAtre ApaNA jIvananA ata lAvavA. teo koI divasa rAtre khAtA nathI, cauvihAra kare che paNa A vastu divase khavAya kevI rIte? eTale cauvihAra na karyAM. A bane mANasA sUtA sUtA A vAteA kare che ke bALako UMdhI jAya pachI traNa vAge ApaNe baMnee aDadhA aDadhA roTalA khAi levA ne jIvananA aMta lAvavA. have huM duniyAmAM moDhuM zuM batAvuM? Aje A bALakone zaTalA ApyA. have kAle zu ApIzu ? mATe ApaNe cIra ni MdamAM poDhI jaIe. ApaNe niha hoIe to koIka dayALu bALakono hAtha jhAlanAra maLI jaze. ApaghAtanA mAgethI aTakAvatA bALake zeThanA moTA dIkarA nava varSanA hatA. te sUtA sUtA badhI vAta sAMbhaLI gayA ne pathArImAMthI UThIne mA bApa pAse AvIne khUba raDavA lAgyA, bA-bApujI ! tamane marI javA daizuM nahi. te te dhruskA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 661 bharIne raDavA lAgyA. tenA avAjathI bIjA be bALake pazu jAgI gayA. tee paNa A vAta samajI gayA eTale tee paNa khUba raDavA lAgyA. mA Apane vaLagI paDayA. bA-bApujI tamane niDuM maravA daIe. nahuiM maravA daie. bALakanA rUdanathI mA-bApanA haiyA paNa tUTI paDayA. temanA haiyA bharAI gayA ne chAtI phATa rUdana karavA lAgyA hamezA badhAne bahumAnapUrvaka Adara ApanAra A zeThanA piravAramAM unA AMsu sivAya kAMI dekhAtu nathI. A bhALA bhulakAe mAtApitAne AtmaghAtanA mArge na javA vinavI rahyA che. temanA gharamAM rokakaLa macI gaI. khALaka to DusakA bharI bharIne raDe che. bA-bApujI ! Apa jAva pachI amAru kANu ? mATe Apane maravA teA nahi daI e. karUNa rUdanathI AvelI karUNatA : A badhAnA rUdanane avAja zeThanA gharanI bAjumAM rahetA cImanabhAInA kAne paheAMcyA. ghaDIkamAM rUdana to ghaDIkamAM DusakA. temanA manamAM thayuM ke zeThanA gharamAM kAMIka che. temaNe temanA patnI vimaLAbenane jagADayA. tu jo teA kharI. tuM kAna mAMDa. zeThanA gharamAMthI rUdanane avAja Ave che. ATalA varSothI te ApaNI bAjumAM rahe che pazu koI divasa eka thALI sarakhI khakhaDI nathI. koI divasa UMcA sAde khelatAM sAMbhaLyA nathI ane Aje A zu' ?nakkI ka'Ika che. vimaLAbena kahe- ghara che, kaIka thayu' haze. nA, ema nathI. tuM kharAkhara kAna mAMDIne sAMbhaLa. khadhA DusakA bharIne kALA pANIe raDe che. ApaNe tyAM jaI e. ApaNAthI anI zake tema haze te temane duHkhamAMthI bacAvIzuM'. cImanabhAI ane vimaLAbena baMne temanA ghera AvyA. bAraNA khakhaDAvyA. bAraNAnI tirADamAMthI spaSTa zabdo sabhaLAya che. bA bApujI tame A roTalA na khAtA. tamane maravA teA nahi daIe. tyAre ze zeThANI kahe che are, pyArA bAluDA ! tame AvI haTha zA mATe kare che. amane khAvA de, amArA pApe... eTaluM khelatAM haiyAphATa rUdana kare che. A badhuM cImanabhAI zeTha ane zeThANIe tIrADamAMthI sAMbhaLyu. zeThanI vahAre AvelA puNyAtmAe H cImanabhAI e bAraNAM khUba khakhaDAvyA chatAM kaI kheAlatA nathI. jIvananI--aMta ghaDI ANuvI che pachI mArA kayAMthI khAle ? cImanabhAI e te bAraNAM khUba dhamadhamAvyA chevaTe che.karAe jaIne bAraNa khelyuM. cImanabhAi zeTha ane zeThANI aMdara AvyA. gharamAM dana....rUdana...rUdana zeThanA hAthamAMthI roTalA jhUMTavI lIdheA. nAnA bhUlakAone premathI gaLe vaLagADI dIdhA; pachI zeTha zeThANIne kahyuM- tame A zuM kare che? tamArAthI AvuM thAya ? zeTha kahe- have amArA mATe A barAbara che paNa che zu? te teA tame kahe paNa zeTha kheAlI zakatA nathI. temanuM haiyuM bharAi gayu che. bALaka kahe, kAkA ! A roTalA para jhera ceApaDayu che ane marI javA taiyAra thayA che. guNavaMtalAla kahe bhAI ! gharamAM traNu traNa divasathI badhA bhUkhyA che. koine khAvA maLyu nathI. kAle khaTaku roTalA jema tema karIne khavaDAvye, A bALakonuM rUdana mArAthI joyuM jatu nathI. AvA divase huM kayAM sudhI kADhIza !

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662] (zAradA ziremaNi duniyAmAM huM moTuM zuM batAvuM ? badhAnuM devuM te cUkate karI dIdhuM che. atyAre huM kaI paNa vepArInA pAse jAuM te koI mane paisA dhIravA taiyAra nathI. nokarI zodhuM chuM to nokarI paNa maLatI nathI. te mArA karmo mane bhogavavA de. dukhanI tAkAta che ke dakI jiMdagIne paNa dharatInA cheDA jevI lAMbI karI de che. nAnA bALake kahe che kAkA ! Apa amArA bA-bApujIne maravA na deze. temanA vinA ame zuM karIzuM ? ame temane ghaNuM nA pADI ke he mAtA-pitA ! ame tamane maravA nahi daIe chatAM teo amArI vAta sAMbhaLatA nathI. teo cAlyA jAya pachI amAruM zuM ? ema kahIne DusakA bharIne raDavA lAgyA. cImanabhAInuM haiyuM paNa A daya jatAM pIgaLI gayuM. beTA! have tame ciMtA na karaze. huM temane bacAvavA mATe Avyo chuM. have temane maravA nahi dauM. cImanabhAInA manamAM vicAra thaye ke kharekhara, A badhAnI jiMdagI bacAvavAno mane maLyA che. temaNe kahyuM -bhAI! huM paNa hevAna banyo chuM. huM pADozI hovA chatAM tamArI sthitine oLakhI zakyo nahi. mAro vahAle svadharmI bhAI ATale badhI rIbAto haze tevI mane kalpanA paNa na hatI. huM jANute hatuM ke tame kaMIka nabaLA paDayA che paNa te ATalI hada sudhI, te mane khabara nahi. dhananI sAcI kiMmata kayAre? : A baMne zeThanA makAnano kare eka hatA. cImanabhAI kahe- mAruM ghara e tamAruM ghara che ane tamAruM ghara e mAruM ghara che. tame AvatI kAlathI mArI dukAne AvI jaje. tamArA gharanI AjIvikAnI sagavaDa huM karI ApIza. cImanabhAIe A zeThane pitAnI dukAne besADI dIdhA ane pAMca pAMca nA prANa bacAvI lIdhA. AnuM nAma dhana maLyuM kahevAya ane sAce dharma samajyA kahevAya. jJAnI kahe che ke tamArI pAse sukha vadhe tyAre tame temAM evA masta na banI jaze ke duHkhIne avAja paNa sAMbhaLI na zake. guNavaMtalAla zeThanA pApane udaya thatAM paDatI dazA AvI. puNya-pApa sAmAsAmI che. puNyanuM paDaLa khasI jAya tyAre pApane udaya cAlu thAya. jIva karma bAMdhatA vicAra karatA nathI paNa udayamAM Ave tyAre gabharAI jAya che mATe karma bAMdhatI vakhate khUba sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che, pachI karma nAnuM heya ke moTuM hoya. sApane kaNa nA hoya to paNa e karaDe eTale jhera caDhavAnuM te caDhavAnuM; tema kama nAnuM hoya ke moTuM hoya paNa te bhogavavAnuM eTale bhogavavAnuM pachI te karma tamArA mATe karo ke parine mATe kare paNa je kare tene bhogavavuM paDe che. sagAsaMbaMdhI svajane badhAne jene mArA mArA mAno che te kaI karma bhogavavAmAM bhAga paDAvavA nahi Ave. eka vAra pAMca varSa nAno bAbo tenA pappAne kahe che pApA ! tamAre janma kayAM thaye hato ? beTA! mAro janma madrAsamAM thayela hatuM. mArI mammIno janma kayAM thaye hatA ? kalakattAmAM, ane mAro janma kayAM thayuM hatuM ? muMbaImAM. te pappA huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM ? pUcha. ApaNe badhA eka jagyAe kema na janmyA ? A batAve che A saMsAramAM paMkhInA meLAnI jema koI kayAMthI ne kaI kayAMthI AvIne ahIM badhA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 663 bhegA thayA che. AyuSya pUruM thatAM sau pitAnA karmAnusAra gatimAM jAya che ane tyAM sukha duHkha bhegave che. jyAM sudhI karmo che tyAM sudhI cAra gatinI pATa khelyA karavAnI che. jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra karmo che. A saMsAramAM jeTalA jIve che te badhA karmanA bhegavALA to kharA. karmanA bhegavALA jInI sthiti kevI hoya ? saMsAranA ja moTA bhAge karmanA ramakaDA jevA che. e jIvane karmo jema ramADe tema ramavAnuM. karmanA ramADyA jIva ramyA kare ane emane khabara paNa na paDe ke ApaNe karmanA ramADayA ramI rahyA chIe. A saMsAramAM evA che te ghaNI alpa saMkhyAmAM che ke jemane eTale paNa khyAla AvI gayuM che ke ApaNe AtmA anaMta zaktino dhAraka hovA chatAM karmane ramADyo ramI rahyo che. A rIte je pitAnA AtmAne oLakhe che ane AtmA upara anaMtakALathI sattA jamAvI beThelA karmane oLakhe che te karma sattAne dUra karavAno prayatna kare che. dhIme dhIme e AtmA parathI karmo sarvathA vikhUTA paDI jAya che. bAkI to karmone paravaza banelA jIvo A saMsAramAM bhaTakyA kare che ane moTA bhAge duHkha veThayA kare che. ApaNane paNa karmo anaMtakALathI ramADatA AvyA che. karmanI sattAmAM paDelA chae sukha bhogavyuM haze to te a5 ane duHkha ghaNuM bhagaveluM. tuccha kSaNika sukhamAM Asakta banelA ane A vAta na samajAya, bAkI to saMsAra e che ke emAM jIvene moTA bhAge duHkha che. saMsAranuM koI paNa sukha evuM nathI ke jemAM duHkha aMza sarvathA hoya nahi. sukhI te te che ke je saMsArathI mukta bane. jeo saMsArathI sarvathA mukta banI gayA teo te mahAsukhamAM sadAne mATe mahAlyA kare che AnaMda zrAvaka dezaviratipaNuM aMgIkAra karI rahyA che. temaNe cAra vrata AdaryA. have pAMcamAM vratamAM parigrahanI maryAdA kevI rIte karaze te vAta avasare. caritra : AmaMtraNa ApatA ratnasAra zeTha : ratnasuMdarInA kahevAthI bIje divase ratanasAra zeTha banIThanIne guNasuMdarane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa devA gayA. nekaroe zeThanI khUba AgatAsvAgatA karI. pachI zeThe nekarane pUchayuM, tamArA zeTha kayAM che ? temane kaho ke nasAra zeTha Apane maLavA mATe AvyA che. nekaroe upara jaIne kahyuMguNasuMdara kumAra ! ratnasAra zeTha Apane maLavA mATe AvyA che. guNasuMdara tarata uparathI nIce Avye AvIne zeThane vinayapUrvaka namaskAra karyA. ratnasAra zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke zuM Ano vinaya-viveka che ! jenuM gAmamAM ATaluM badhuM mAna chatAM te mArA pagamAM paDe che. ke guNIyala chokaro che. guNasuMdara kahe, padhAro...padhAro zeTha ! Ape mArA ghera padhArIne mane dhanya banAvyuM che. Apa jevA moTA zeThanA punita pagalA mAre tyAM kayAMthI ? pachI nokaranI pAse kesarIyA dUdha maMgAvI zeThane ApyuM. ratnasAra vicAre che ke A mAruM keTaluM sanmAna kare che ! mArA karatAM vyavahAramAM vinaya-vivekamAM caDhI jAya te che. guNasuMdare kahyuM- Apa mArA lAyaka je kAma sevA hoya te pharamAve ratnasAre

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664] [ zAradA ziremaNi kahyuM-huM Apane mAre tyAM jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavA mATe Avyo chuM. guNasuMdara kahe-ApanI vAta mane ziromAnya che paNa huM koInA ghera jamavA ja nathI. je huM Apane tyAM jamavA AvuM te pachI gAmanA badhAnA AmaMtraNa mAre svIkAravA paDe. AmaMtraNane svIkAra : ratnasAra kahe, Ape te amArA gAmamAM AvIne vepArIonI zobhA vadhArI che, amArA gAmanuM nAma rozana karyuM che. badhA vepArIomAM ApanI buddhi keI ajabagajabanI che. Apa amArA mahemAna cho. Apane te jarUra AvavuM paDaze. mANekacaMde kahyuM-beTA guNasuMdara ! zeThane khUba Agraha che te hA pADI de ne. kadAca bIjA AmaMtraNa devA Avaze te emAM zuM vAMdho che ? chevaTe guNasuMdare ratnasAra zeThanuM AmaMtraNa svIkAryuM, pachI ratnasAra zeTha ghera gayA. temane vaLAvavA mATe guNasuMdara TheTha zerInA nAkA sudhI gaye. zeTha te A joIne sajajaDa thaI gayA, ke moTo vepArI ! mane vaLAvavA jAte ja AvyuM. jenAmAM ATale vinaya viveka, vyavahAra, bolavAnI madhuratA hoya tenI gAmamAM prazaMsA thAya emAM navAI zI ! tene pitAnA guNothI rAjAnA ane gAmanI prajAnA dila jItI lIdhA che; A rIte guNasuMdara ratnasAra zeThanA manamAM vasI gaye. have guNasuMdara ratnasAra zeThane tyAM jamavA jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. bhAdaravA suda ne somavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 7ra : tA. 16-9-85 aMnata jJAna darzananA dhAraka, jagatanA uddhAraka, saddaguNanA sAdhaka, mamatAnA mAraka evA jinezvara bhagavate bhavya jIvone kalyANane mArga batAvatA samajAvyuM ke he ! A saMsAra eka bhayaMkara aTavI che. arihaMta deve A aTavIne pAra karavAno mArga batAvanArA semiyA che. A mArga be jAtane che. sIdhe ane vAMkocUke. sAdhupaNAno mArga sIdhe paNa kaThIna che. zrAvakapaNane mArga vAMkocUMke paNa zeDo sahelo che. aMte te zrAvake paNa saMyama mArga svIkAravAno che. saMyama vinA siddhi nathI. zrAvakapaNAmAMthI sIdhA mekSe na javAya. zrAvaka vadhumAM vadhu 12mA devaleka sudhI jAya. mekSamAM javAnI enI tAkAta nathI. mokSamAM javA mATe te cAritranI avazya jarUra che. bhale atyAre tame zrAvakapaNamAM che paNa tyAM rahIne amArA saMyama mArgamAM AvavAno abhyAsa karavAne che. jo tame zrAvaka dharmamAM paNa na AvyA hoya te mane lAge che ke tame vAMkAcUMkA mArgo nathI paNa sAva UMdhA mAge che. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM tamane saMsAra gamato na heya te tame vAMkAcUMkA mAge che ema kahI zakAya. jJAnI kahe che ke tamAro naMbara saravALAmAM rAkhe che ke bAdabAkImAM ? saravALo kene thAya! mIMDAo ekalA game teTalA haze paNa mIMDAne saravALo nahi maMDAya. saravALe rakamane thAya. rakama sAthe mIMDA joDAya te saravALe meTo thAya. je tamAre naMbara saravALAmAM rAkhave che te pahelA tame rakama rUpa bane athavA rakama sAthenA mIMDA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] (665 rUpa bano. je AtmAmAM saravALo mAMDave che te kaI paNa rIte pApathI aTako, pApathI pAchA vaLo. je samakita sahita sarvaviratimAM Ave, saMyamI jIvanane svIkAra kare te te sauthI moTI kakSAne saravALe che. saMyamI jIvanane apanAvI zake eTalI tamArI zakti na hoya to samakti sahita 12 vratamAM Avo athavA 12 vrata paikI game te vrata le, te madhyama kakSAne saravALe che. samyaktva Ave eTale anaMtAnubaMdhI cekaDI ane darzana mehanIyanI 3 e sAta prakRtiene kSaya, upazama ke kSayapazama thayo. samyakatva sahita bAra vratane ke kaI paNa vratane tathA paMcamahAvrata rUpa saMyamI jIvanane svIkAravA mATe jene AtmA talasate heya, taraphaDato hoya evA zrAvaka zrAvikA tathA kaI paNa AtmA bhagavAnanA saMghamAM che. bAkInAnI emAMthI bAdabAkI thaI jAya che. mAre bAdabAkI nathI karavI paNa tamAre naMbara saravALAmAM rAkhe che. zrAvaka zrAvikA artha-kAmanI vacce rahevA chatAM ene zatru heya. te zrAvakanA te Adare chatAM manamAM mAne ke huM kAyara chuM ke saMyama laI zakatuM nathI. levA je hoya te saMyama che. e tenA AtmAmAM ullAsa hoya. te saMsAramAM beThA hoya chatAM rAta divasa temanI e jhaMkhanA hoya ke kayAre huM A pApamaya saMsArathI chUTuM ? kedI kedakhAnAmAM beThA hoya, tyAM badhI sagavaDatA hoya chatAM tenI bhAvanA te satata e ja hoya ke kayAre huM A jelamAMthI chUTuM ! tema AtmAthI jIvanI bhAvanA saMsArathI chUTavAnI hoya. manuSya jIvana pAmIne karo saddaguNane saravALe sAdhu ke zrAvaka banI zake nA, niSphaLa che janmAro. A manuSya jIvana pAmIne sAdhu ke zrAvaka ekemAM naMbara na lAge te samajavuM ke jIvanamAM zUnyane saravALe che mATe saMyamI na banI zake to zrAvaka to bane. zrAvaka bajAramAM kamAvA jato hoya te e na chUTake jato hoya. enA paMjAmAMthI chUTI zakAya ema hoya to bajAramAM jAya ja nahi. peDhImAM khoTa AvatI hoya chatAMya vepArIne e peDhI calAvI levI paDatI hoya che kAraNa ke peDhI cAlu rAkhe to bagaDelI bAjI sudharavAnI taka rahe paNa enA manamAM khoTanuM duHkha te satata rahetuM hoya. samakitI zrAvakanI sthiti paNa AvI hoya. karmanA udaye saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to e rahe paNa enI becenI ene satata rahyA kare. nAnI peDhI calAvatI vakhate AMkha sAme moTI peDhI taravaratI heya. nAnI peDhImAMthI moTI karavAnI bhAvanA hoya tema zrAvaka zrAvakanA vrata pALe paNa e zrAvakanI AMkha sAme sarvavirati dharma taravarate hoya eTale zrAvakapaNuM pALavA chatAM aMtaramAM ullAsa te e hoya ke kayAre huM sarvaviratine grahaNa karuM ! A mAnavajIvana ja evuM che ke jemAM AtmA sadguNane saravALe karI zake che. A muMbaI jevA moTA zaheramAM keTalAka mUDI kamAvA mATe Ave che ane ghaNuM meLavelI lakSmIne gumAvI paNa de che tema A mAnava jIvanamAM AvanArA badhA ne naMbara saravALAmAM maMDAtuM nathI. evA jI A duniyAmAM bahu alpa che. keTalAkane naMbara

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666 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi bAdabAkImAM lAge che tevA jIvA pApanA DhagalA karI durgatiemAM rakhaDavA cAlyuM jAya che. eka samajavA jevI vAta che ke A manuSya janmamAM ApaNane kAI e meAkalyA nathI. koI ne ahesAna caDAvavA nathI AvyA temaja koI e Ama traNa Apyu. heAya ne AmatraNa svIkArIne ke koIne kAgaLa lakhIne nathI AvyA ke ame AvIe chIe, amArA mATe meAjazAkhanI badhI sAmagrIe taiyAra rAkhajo paNa ka rAjAe ApaNane mAkalyA che. A manuSya janmamAM kAI nA janma zrImaMtanA ghera thAya, koInA janma madhyama vargamAM thAya ane kaI nA janma garIba gharamAM thAya. sukha-duHkha maLavuM te kamane AbhArI che. mAne ke tamane kaI e jamavAnu AmatraNa ApyuM'. tenA AmaMtraNathI tame jamavA gayA. tyAre koIe 'Ave' eTaluM paNa na kahyuM ke tamAro AdarasatkAra na karyAM. AvyA che eTale jamADavA paDe evA bhAvathI jamADayA te tamane duHkha thAya ke nahi ! thAya. khIjI vAta tame vagara AmaMtraNe keIne tyAM gayA. temane ghera reTale ane chAza athavA te je cAlu raseAI hatI te tamane jamADI dIdhI. tame sheje jaI caDhayA eTale AdarasatkAra paNa na maLyA tA tamane duHkha thAya kharu'! nA. tyAM tA sAmI vyakti je sagavaDa Ape temAM sa`teSa mAneA. A rIte manuSya bhavamAM koInA Ama MtraNathI nathI AvyA mATe karyuM je sthitimAM rAkhe temA saMtAya, AnaMda mAnavAnA, jethI navA karmo na baMdhAya. jo AtmA dharmAM samajayA haze. kaI ka jANapaNuM haze te AvI rIte khatavaNI karaze. jemanA jIvanamAM kaMIka jANapaNuM' che evA AnaMda zrAvaka bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse pAMcamuM vrata AdaravA taiyAra thayA che. jagatanA tamAma jIvA saCthA parigrahanA adhanAne cheDIne mukta na thaI zake eTale jainadane satyAganI bhAvanAne pAyAmAM rAkhIne sa'sArIe mATe parigrahanI maryAdA batAvI che te che pAMcamu* aNuvrata. parigrahanI maryAdA karavAthI jIvanadhAraNanA prazna hala thaI zake che. je leke saMsAramAM rahe che, saMsAranA sukhaduHkhane anubhava kare che ane sa'sAranA paribaLA vacce peAtAnu jIvana calAve che. te badhA sa`sArIene jIvavAnI je jALa lAgelI hAya che e ja jALane sukharUpa banAvavA mATe dhana-dhAnya, makAna, vAhana, auSadhA, vastro, vaibhava vilAsanA sAdhano ema aneka vastuo jALavI rAkhavI paDe che, meLavavI paDe che ane e meLavavA mATe mathavuM paDe che. ghaNI vAra to ema dekhAya che ke A meLavavA ane gavavA mATe jANe A jIvana prApta thayu' hAya ema mAnavI potAnA jIvananA samaya khacI nAMkhatA hAya che. jIvA sAmagrIemAM mAhAMdha banI tenA dAsa banIne peAtAnuM mUlyavAna mAnava jIvana eLe na gumAve eTalA mATe bhagava'te parigraha parimANunI maryAdA batAvI che. parigrahanI maryAdA karavI e mAnavatAnuM paheluM pagathiyuM che; tyAganA mArga para cAlavAnu` maLa meLavavAnI pahelI cAvI che. mAnavI pAtAnA khArAkanI maryAdA na rAkhe

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zAradA ziromaNi ] 997 to mAMdo paDe te rIte je mANasa jIvana jarUriyAtanI maryAdA nakkI na kare te enI zI gati thAya ? bhautika sukha ane sAdhane pAchaLa mANasa amaryAdita banIne deDayA kare te tene vadhu ne vadhu lAlasA pragaTe che, lebha saMjJA jora kare che pariNAme tene pApa karavA paDe che. pAMca hajAranI mUDI thAya eTale mana daza hajAra meLavavA doDe che. pachI to lAkha, karoDa ane vizvanI saMpatti pitAnI banAvavA mATe phAMphA mAratuM hoya che. jIvana jarUriyAtanA sAdhanonI maryAdA nakkI karavAmAM na Ave to leke parigrahanA pahADa nIce dabAtA jAya che. enAmAMthI saMtoSa asta thAya che. premabhAva naSTa thAya che. mAnavatA marI paravAre che. bhagavAna bethA che ke AukkhayaM ceva abujjhamANe, mamAti se sAhasakAri mande / ga 0 rAga paritAne, gayu gajarAvya | sUya.a.10.gu.18 AraMbhamAM Asakta banelA ajJAnI che pitAnuM AyuSya kSaya thavAnuM che e vAtane jANatA nathI eTale ke AyuSya pUrNa thaye mAre ahIMthI javAnuM che e vAta jANe sAva bhUlI gayA hoya te rIte svajana, saMpatti, dhana AdimAM mamatA rAkhI tene vadhu meLavavA mATe pApa karmo karatA jarA paNa DaratA nathI ane rAta divasa dhananI ciMtA kare che ane pote ajara amara hoya ema mAnI dhana saMpattimAM Asakta banI amUlya mAnava jIvanane nirarthaka gumAvI de che, mATe bhagavAne pAMcamA vratamAM parigrahanI maryAdA karavAnuM batAvyuM che. saMsAramAM gRhasthAzramamAM vaselA dareka jIvane paisAnI te kAyama jarUra rahe che. kahevAya che ke "sAdhu koDI rAkhe to keDIne ane gRhastha pAse keDI na hoya te koDIne." je sAdhu pisA rAkhe te enI kiMmata koDI jeTalI ane gRhastha pAse je koDI-paisA na hoya te tenI kiMmata paNa keDI jeTalI. gRhasthane potAnuM ane kuTuMbanuM bharaNapoSaNa karavA, saMtAnone bhaNAvavA, vepAradhaMdhA karavA, sArA khoTA prasaMge sAcavavA vagere aneka prasaMgamAM paisAnI jarUra paDe che paNa tenI kAMIka maryAdA hovI joIe. jarUriyAta jeTaluM rAkhIne bIjAnI maryAdA kare. jema keI taLAvane pALa na hoya te game teTaluM navuM pANI cAlyuM Ave to paNa te taLAva koI divasa bharAtuM nathI tema gRharathane je dhananI maryAdA na hoya te game teTaluM dhana hoya to paNa tene tRpti thatI nathI. te jIve tyAM sudhI dhana meLavavAmAM mazagula rahe che. kyAMthI meLavuM ane kevI rIte meLavuM? tRSNAnA puramAM te nIti-anIti, sAcuM cheTuM kAMI ja jotuM nathI. aneka pApa karIne te durgatimAM cAlyA jAya che. zrAvaka pitAne jarUriyAta jeTalA dhananI maryAdA kare te gRhasthAzrama sukhethI cAlI zake temaja te saMtoSanA gharamAM AvI gaye tethI dharmadhyAna paNa sArI rIte karI zake. jJAnI kahe che ke tamane tamArI jarUriyAta pUratuM maLI gayuM hoya te tame paisA kamAvAnI bajAramAMthI rAjInAmuM Apo. parigrahanI maryAdA karavAthI icchAo maryAdita

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668] [ zAradA ziremaNi thaI jAya che, tethI tenI IcchAo AkAza samAna anaMtI hatI temAM moTo kApa mUkAI jAya che, eTale te mANasa anyAya, anIti ke chaLakapaTa, dagA kaMI karatA nathI pramANikatAthInItithI potAnuM jIvana jIve che. AnaMda zrAvakane trilekInAtha bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jevA bhemiyA maLI gayA eTale Amane sAce rAha batAvyo. bhagavAne batAvelA AgAra dharma aMgIkAra karavA taiyAra thayA. cAra vrata te aMgIkAra karyA. have pAMcamuM parigraha parimANanuM vrata aMgIkAra kare che. temaNe pAMcamAM vratamAM keTalI vastuonI maryAdA karI te zAstrakAra batAve che. "rayAtara ra i chAvidda "rimALa mALe hirA suvairvidi parimALa karei / nannattha cauhiM hiraNa koDIhiM nihANa pauttAhiM cauhi buddhipauttAhiM, cauhiM pavitthara vararAhiM navAM savaM hina suvAvihiM dAvAna " tyAra pachI AnaMda gAthA patie IcchAvidhinuM pariNAma karatAM hiraNya suvarNanuM parimANa karyuM ke khajAnAmAM rAkhelI cAra kareDa hiraNya (mahora), vahepAramAM rokelI cAra karoDa mahore, gharasaMbaMdhI upakaraNamAM rokAyelI cAra koDa mahore ema kula 12 koDa sivAya bIjA badhA suvarNanA pratyAkhyAna karuM chu. AnaMda zrAvake prabhune kahyuM he bhagavAna! jAvajIva sudhI bAra koDa mahorothI vadhu bhegI karavI nahi. vAparavI nahi. enAthI adhika milkata mAre vadhAravI nahi. 12 koDa mikatanI chUTa rAkhIne jAvajIva sudhI huM badhA paccakkhANa karuM chuM. Aje paNa vrata lenAra to hoya che paNa pitAnI pAse je milakata hoya enAthI kaMIka gaNI adhika milkatanI chUTa rAkhe che. 50 lAkha rAkhanArA maLe che ane eka koDa, be koDa rAkhanAra paNa maLe che. kadAca pu ge eTalA maLI gayA te paNa jIvanamAM saMtoSa nathI. pitAnI maryAdA jeTalI rakama maLI jAya pachI patnI, chokarA, parivAranA nAme kare che. maryAdA karyA pachI A badhuM karAya nahi. kuTuMba pratyenI mamatA AvuM badhuM karAve che. tame paNa tamAre dhananI jeTalI jarUra hoya teTalI chUTa rAkhIne vratamAM Ave. kapaDAnI, dAgInAnI maryAdA kare. bIjuM pApa AvatuM te aTake. bhUlezvaramAM jaze ne navI sADI joze te levAnuM mana nahi thAya. eTale eTalI tRSNA para kApa mUkAyo ne ! A lauM, te lauM. e te baMdha thaI jaze. je maryAdA nahi hoya te levAnuM mana thaI jaze. phuda supUraNa rUme gayA tRSNane pUravI khUba muzkela che. lakamI AvyA pachI manuSya traNa prakAranA bane cheH (1) lakSmIdAsa (2) lakSmInaMdana (3) lakSmIpati. keTalAka leke dhanasaMpatti AvatA tenA dAsa ke gulAma banI jAya che. jIvanaparyata tenI sevA karyA kare che. bIjA naMbaravALA lakSamInA dIkarA hoya che. putra jema pitAnI AjJA pramANe cAle tema lakSmI jema hukama kare tema cAle. trIjA naMbaranA je lakSamInA svAmI-mAlika che te te chUTA hAthe khulA mane lakSamIne khUba sadupayoga kare che. A traNamAM tamAro naMbara mAM Ave che ? (zretAmAMthI avAja

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zAradA ziremaNi ] lakSmIpati) lakSmIpati ho te ghaNuM sAruM paNa e zabda bolavA pUrato che bAkI moTA bhAganA jIve Aje lakSmInA dAsa che. lakSmI nacAve tema nAce che. dharmane bhUlI jAya che ane vadhune vadhu meLavavA mATe prayatna karatA rahe che. Aje garIba hoya ke zrImaMta hoya badhAnA jIvanamAM asaMtoSanI Aga bhaDake baLI rahI che. paisA meLavavA mATe jeTalA kAvAdAvA karavA paDe eTalA kare che ne pApane Dhagalo bhego kare che. saMtAnone maLavAne enI pAse TAIma nathI. khAvApIvAnI te kurasada nathI. A jotA ema lAge che ke ceDAmAM saMtoSa mAnave e hajI kadAca agha haze paNa ghaNAmAM saMtoSa mAnavo e te azakya che. nAnAne cheDI hAya che moTAne ghaNuM hAyavoya che. nAnAne thoDI bhUkha che, meTAne moTI bhUkha che. jenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa nathI tene bhUkha-bhUkha ne bhUkha che. eka garIba bhikhArI roja prabhune prArthanA kare che he prabhu! tuM mArA para prasanna thayA ane mArI garIbI maTADa. eka vAra te rAtre sUtA hatA. tene rAtanA svapna AvyuM. svapnamAM teNe sAkSAta bhagavAnane joyA. bhagavAnanA darzana thatAM bhikhArI te khUba harakhAI gayA. basa, have mAruM kAma thaI gayuM. mAruM dAridra have TaLI gayuM samaje ne! keTalIya vAra sAMbhaLyuM che ke jene bhagavAnanA darzana thAya e samrATa banyA vinA na rahe. bhikhArIe bhagavAnane joyA evA te temanA caraNamAM paDayo. pachI kahyuM -bhagavAna ! Ape mArA para khUba kRpA karI. have mAruM kAma thaI gayuM. Apa mane kaMIka Apo. Aje zrImaMta hoya, madhyama hoya, garIba hoya ke bhikhArI hoya badhAnI eka ja vAta che Apa-Apo ne Apo. e bhikhArI kahe che prabhu! mane kaMIka Apo. tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM- te to badhAnI pAse ghaNuM mAMgyuM che paNa te keIne ApyuM nathI. Aje huM tArI pAse bhIkha mAMguM chuM. tuM mane kaMIka Apa. Aje te tAre mane kAMIne kAMI ApavuM paDaze. bhagavAna devAne badale levAnI vAta kare ? : prabhunA A zabdo sAMbhaLatA bhikhArI to bicAro parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gaye. tenA manamAM thayuM ke huM mAnato hatuM ke Aje mane bhagavAna maLyA eTale mAruM kAma thaI gayuM paNa A to huM ja banyuM. ApavAnI vAta to ghera gaI paNa A te mArI pAse mAMge che ! bhagavAna to garIbane zrImaMta banAve ke garIbane vadhu garIba banAve ? A vicAra AvatA teNe bhagavAnane spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM, prabhu! huM to varSothI Apane jhaMkhatA hatA. Aje mane sAkSAta ApanA pratyakSa darzana thayA che te have mAruM bhikhArIpaNuM TALI de ke mane vadhu bhikhArI banAve ? Apa mArI pAse mAMge che paNa Apane ApavA jevuM che zuM mArI pAse ? bhagavAna kahe-te lIdhuM che ghaNuM paNa keIne dIdhuM nathI mATe Aje mAre tArI pAsethI levuM che. tuM mane kaMIka Apa. paNa mArI pAse che ja zuM ? je tArI pAse cokhAnI pioTalI paDI che temAMthI mane thaDA cekhA Apa. bhikhArIne thayuM ke

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670 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi mArI pAse ATalA cokhA che te paNa bhagavAnanI najaramAM AvI gayA. devAne badale levA AvyA che. mAMgyA che te kAMI nA paDAya ? A lIdhA vinA nahi rahe. teNe piTalI kholIne cokhAne eka dANa kADhIne bhagavAnane Ape. jevo dANa Ape tevA bhagavAna adazya thaI gayA ane tenI AMkha khulI gaI. - tRNuthI thayele pastAvo : bhikhArI kahe bhagavAna kayAM gayA? te khUba raDavA lAgyA. nagavAna te jatA rahyA hatA. teNe bAjumAM paDelI cekhAnI piTalI kholI. te temAM eka dANe cakamaka cakamaka thato hato kAraNa ke eka dANa senAno thaI gaye hatuM. have te pika mUkIne raDavA lAgyA. kema raDe te mAre tamane samajAvavuM paDe kharuM ? nA. tame badhA samajI gayA. bhikhArIne thayuM ke abhAgIya samaje nahi. temaNe mane A pramANe kahyuM hota to huM AkhI pioTalI ApI deta. te badhA dANu senAnA thaI jAta. huM ke mUkhane saradAra ! bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna maLyA. temaNe mArI pAse sAmethI cokhA mAMgyA chatAM huM ke lobhI ke meM bhagavAnane eka ja dANa ApyA. AvA vicAra kayAMthI AvyA ? tRSNAne kAraNe cokhAno eka dANo sonAne thaI gayo. tethI badhA cokhAnA dANA senAnA karAvavAnI bhAvanA thaI. tRSNA to anaMtI che. A vAta bhikhArInI karI paNa jagatanA jIvanI dazA kevI che? bhikhArI jevI bekAra jiMdagI che teo bhikhArInI jema AkhI jiMdagI jANe bhIkha mAMgyA karatA hoya tevuM lAge che. saMsAramAM mAMga....mAMga karatA jene joIne Azcaryane pAra rahetA nathI. mAMgavA-meLavavA sivAya bIjI koI vAta nathI. dharmasthAnakamAM saMta pAse mAMgalIka sAMbhaLavA Ave te paNa UMDe UMDe evI bhUkha hoya che ke mArA pAsA savaLA paDe. Aje mAnavInA jIvananuM eka ja lakSya hoya che basa jeTaluM maLe teTaluM bheguM karavuM. jarUriyAta hoya ke na hoya.tRSNAne haDakavA lAgyo che. kayAMthI meLavuM ne kema bheguM karuM ! mahApurUSa kahe che "re paisA tArA pApe." A paisAe te moTA moTA anartho saryA che. paisA khAtara pitA-putra, bhAI-bhAI-mA-dIkarI, sAsu-vahu ane deza deza laDe che. Aje vartamAnakALamAM thaI rahelA ane bhaviSyakALamAM thanAra tamAma yuddhonA mULamAM kaI bhayaMkara tattva paDayuM hoya te te che saMgrahavRtti. zrImate saMpatti vadhAratA gayA. rAjAe potAnA rAjyanI hadane vadhAratA gayA. sattAdhArIo pitAnA sattAnA kSetrane vizALa karavA gayA. sarva kSetromAM vadhI gayelI tRSNAe tamAma prakAranA pApane khulle dara ApI dIdho. AnaMda zrAvake dhanamAM 12 kroDa sonAmahorenI chUTa rAkhI. pazuomAM daza hajAra gAyonuM eka gokuLa evA 4 gokuLa eTale 40 hajAra gAyonI chUTa rAkhI. AthI adhika pazu dhana rAkhavuM nahi. potAnI pAse jeTalI saMpatti, pazudhana hatuM teTalI chUTa rAkhIne bAkInA pratyAkhyAna karyA. haju AgaLa kevI kevI pratijJA leze te avasare. caritra : guNasuMdara ratnasAranI havelIe Avyo. ratnasAre temanuM umaLakAbhera Adara

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zAradA ziramaNi ] | [ 671 sanmAna karyuM, mITho AvakAra ApyA pachI badhA sAthe jamavA beThA. ratnasuMdarI jAte pIrasavA AvI, tyAre guNasuMdaranI najara tenA para paDI gaI. tene joIne te oLakhI gaye ke nakkI A kanyA to te ja che ke je reja mArA para gulAbanuM phUla nAMkhatI hatI. pachI te ratnasuMdarI vAraMvAra pIrasavA AvatI paNa guNasuMdara tenA tarapha uMcI daSTi paNa karato nathI. ratnasuMdarInA manamAM thayuM ke A kumAra kaI jAtane che ke tene UMcuM jovAnuM ke vAta karavAnuM ya mana thatuM nathI. ratnasAra zeTha ane guNasuMdara kumAra vepAra dhaMdhAnI vAta karI rahyA che. ratnasuMdarI aMdara rUmamAM UbhI rahIne sAMbhaLe che. mahadazA kevI bhayaMkara che ! ratnasuMdarI guNasuMdara pratye khUba AkarSAI che. teNe manathI nizcaya karyo che ke guNasuMdara kumAra kuMvArA hoya te mAre temanI sAthe lagna karavA eTale temanI vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM paNa tene majhA Ave che. ratnasAra zeThe sArI rIte AgrahapUrvaka jamADe. jamIne uThayA bAda guNasuMdara kahe zeTha ! have huM jAuM chuM, Apa DI vAra te ahIM beso ! zeThanA kahevAthI pAMca miniTa besIne te ravAnA thayo. pitA putrI vacce vArtAlApa guNasuMdaranA gayA pachI ratnasAra zeTha ratnasuMdarIne pUche che beTA ! A chokare tane kevuM lAge? pANIdAra che ne! tArA vicAra jANI lau. bApujI! mAre zuM jovAnuM hoya ? huM temane jovA mATe nahatI AvI paDyuM eka meTA vepArI ApaNe tyAM jamavA AvyA hoya te pIrasavA AvavuM joIe evA bhAvathI AvI hatI. ratnasuMdarIe AkhI vAta kevI badalI nAMkhI? zeTha kahe-jo tane A vAtamAM rasa na hota to tene jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavAnuM tuM mane kahevA AvI na hota ! pitAjI! e te meM ApanI ane ApaNA nagaranI zebhA vadhe mATe kahyuM hatuM. bhale je hoya te paNa huM tane pUchuM chuM ke tane A chokaro ke lAgyo ? kadAca tArI sagAI karuM te? ratnasuMdarIe kAMI javAba na Ape paNa tenuM mukha malakI gayuM. eTale zeTha samajI gayA ke dIkarInI IcchA che. guNasuMdarane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavAne puraMdara zeThane vicAra : guNasuMdara ratnasAra zeThane tyAM jamavA gayA che e vAta gAmamAM jemanA khUba guNa gavAya che, rAjAnI bAjumAM jenI khurazI paDI che evA moTA puraMdara zeThe sAMbhaLI. temaNe puNyasArane bolAvIne kahyuM, beTA ! ApaNe guNasuMdarane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavuM joIe. ApaNe sauthI moTA vepArI chIe. ApaNI pharaja che ke gAmamAM AvA kaI moTA vepArI Ave to ApaNe temane jamavA bolAvavA joIe. pitAjI! tame te mArA vaDIla zirachatra che. Apa jema kahe tema karavA taiyAra chuM. beTA ! ApaNe jamavA bolAvIe to e bahAne ApaNane tene paricaya thaze. te cheka ghaNe hoMziyAra buddhizALI che. te kayA gAmane che te kahetA nathI. te kahe che ke mAruM gAma nathI. ame te vaNajhArA chIe. paNa mane to lAge che te kaI sArA kuLano haze. te huM tene jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavA mATe jAu. puNyasAra kahe pitAjI! huM beTho heluM

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672 ] | [ zAradA ziremaNi ne Apane javAnuM na hoya. game tema te ya tame moTA zeTha ane e to nAnA zeTha, gAmamAM ApanI tole kaI na Ave. Apa jAva te sAruM na lAge, Apa kaho tyAre huM jaIza. AvatI kAle temane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa devA javAnuM. puNyasAranA AmaMtraNathI guNasuMdarane thayele harSa : bIje divase puNyasAra be cAra nekarane laIne ThAThamAThathI rathamAM besIne guNasuMdaranI havelIe AvyuM. A te ghaNA moTA zeThane dIkaro eTale ekale Ave te sAruM na lAge tethI nokarene laIne AvyuM. ratha nIce Ubhe rAkhe. pachI badhA upara gayA. guNasuMdaranA anucaroe temanuM svAgata karyuM. pANI ApyuM pachI puNyasAre mANasane pUchyuM-guNasuMdara kumAra kayAM che? Apa temane eTalA samAcAra Ape ke puraMdara zeThanA dIkarA Apane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa devA AvyA che. mANasee guNasuMdara pAse jaIne vAta karI. te tamArA jevA ja yuvAna che. A baMne sAthe UbhA rahe te jANe sarakhA ja dekhAva ! te khUba prabhAvazALI che. tenI bolavAnI cAlavAnI chaTA keI judI che. te Apane jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa devA AvyA che. Apa nIce padhAre. A sAMbhaLatA guNasuMdaranuM haiyuM nAcI uThayuM. kAraNa ke A avasara tenA mATe pahelI vAra hatuM ke tene teDavA keI yuvAna Ave ane te meTA nagarazeThane dIkaro ! eTale tene AnaMda samAto na hato. te jaldIthI nIce AvyA. jyAM puNyasAra beThe hatuM tyAM AvyuM. baMnene ekabIjAne jotAM haiyA khUba harakhAI gayA che. have teo vAta karaze ne zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. bhAdaravA suda ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 73 : tA. 17-9-85 rAgadveSanA vinAzaka, satyanA sarjaka, paramapaMthanA prakAzaka, tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe bhavya ane saMsArathI taravA mATe Agamamaya vANI prakAzI. ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM AnaMda zrAvaka pAMcamuM vrata parigraha parimANu viramaNa vrata Adare che. A vrata AtmAnA bhikhArIpaNAne dUra karAve che. parigraha saMjJA badhA jIvone che. anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahele AtmA je gatimAM gayA che te gatimAM pitAnA jIvanane TakAvI rAkhavAmAM sahAyaka banatI vastuone saMgraha karato rahyo che. kIDInA bhAvamAM kaNa kaNa bhegA karI daramAM saMgraha karyo. kUtarAnA bhAvamAM paNa saMgraha karyo che ane manuSya bhavanI te vAta ja zI karavI? te badhI vastuo bhegI karavAmAM pitAne samaya gumAvI rahyo che. jJAnI purUSae ahIM be vAta rajU karI che. eka che AvazyakatA ane bIjI che irachA. AvazyakatA judI cIja che ane IcchA judI cIja che. AvazyaktAo sadAne mATe maryAdita hoya che. jyAre IcchAo haMmezA amaryAdita hoya che. mAnavIne jeTalI AvazyakatA che teTaluM te maLI rahe che. AvazyakatA bhikhArInI ya pUrI thaI jAya che jayAre IcchAe te karoDapatinI ya adhUrI rahI jAya che. tamArI AvazyakatAo keTalI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 673 ane IcchAo keTalI ? tamArI AvazyakatAenu lIsTa kare ane icchAonu lIsTa karo. AvazyakatAonuM lIsTa moTuM nahi ane paNa IcchAonu lIsTa to eTalu " meTuM banaze ke lAkhA varSanI ji'dagI hAya to ya te icchAo pUrI nahi thAya. karoDa rUpiyA maLyA te pAMca karoDanI icchA thAya. pAMca karoDa maLI gayA te 25 karoDanI icchA thaze. A rIte jema maLatuM jaze tema icchAe vadhatI jaze kAraNa ke AvazyakatAe meATA bhAge zarIra kendrita che yAre icchAe moTA bhAge mana kendrita hAya che. tame vicAra karo ke tamArI jarUriyAta keTalI ? AvazyakatAnu lIsTa banAvaze| te| sAmAnya thaze. tamAre khAvA cAra roTalI joIe. zarIra DhAMkavA e kapaDA joI e. sUvA mATe pAMca cha phUTa jagyA joie.. ATalI cIja meLavavA mATe te bahu pApa nahi karavA paDe. eTaluM te nItithI maLI jaze paNa icchAonuM lIsTa lakhavA beseA tA neTa bharAI jaze. A badhuM pApa icchAo pUrI karavA mATe che pazu IcchAe pUrI kevI rIte thAya ? duniyAnA padArthoM asaMkhyAtA che ane IcchAo anaMta che. icchA hu AgAsa samA anaMtayA " icchAe AkAza jeTalI anaMta che. jIvana jarUriyAtanI je cIjo che tenuM nAma AvazyakatAo. ' A meAjazAkhanA jamAnAmAM eka navuM Azcaya e sajA yu` che ke je AvazyakatA pUrI thaI zake tema che ene cheDI devA ghaNAM leAkeA taiyAra thaI jAya che pazu je IcchA pUrI thaI zake tema nathI ene cheDI devA prAyaH koi taiyAra thatuM nathI. jema ke garIba mANasa mahenata karIne peTa bharavA mATe bhAjana meLavI zake tema che. chatAM ene cheDI devA mANasa eka vAra taiyAra thaI jAya che paNa jIvana jIvavAmAM jenI Avazyaka nA nathI evI binajarUrI sinemA jovAnI, jugAra ramavAnI IcchA cheDavA e taiyAra thanA nathI. A batAve che ke AvazyakatA cheDavI haju sahelI che paNa icchA cheADavI kaDhIna che. " je mAnavI peAtAnI AvazyakatA pUratuM meLavavA mAMge teA meLavI zake che paNa tenI AvazyakatA karatA icchAe ghaNI meTI hoya che ane te icchAonI pUrti karavA mAnavI saMgraha karatA rahe che. icchAo pUrI karavAnA prayatno para kaMTrola nahi mUke tyAM sudhI AkhA jagatanI sAmagrIe kadAca tenI pAse AvI jaze te ya te sukhI nahiM thAya. zAMti nahi meLavI zake, mATe AvazyakatA keTalI che. te pUrI thaI jAya eTale tyAMthI aTakI jAva paNa icchAonuM khappara pUravAnA prayatna na kare. icchAonA khappara pUravA mATe teA mAnavI keTalA pApA kare che ! parigrahanI bhUkha zuM nathI karAvatI ? : hIrAsimA ane nAgAsAkI para jyAre AMkha phekAyA tyAre eka lAkha mANasAne| kaccaraghANa vaLI gayA. hiTalare eka karoDa jeTalA yahudIone reMsI nAMkhyA. ATalI gheAra hiMsA thavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? vadhu deza meLavavAnI bhUkha khAtara ne ? AIkamene 60 lAkha yahudIone sApha karI nAMkhyA. 43

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674] [ zAradA ziremaNi dharatInA eka TukaDA khAtara ne? lAkho-karoDo mANasane saMhAra ! eka jamAne e hato ke gADA nIce kUtaruM AvI jAya te leke enA para tUTI paDatA. Aje ahiMsAne jamAne gayo ane hiMsAvAdane jamAne Avyo. aparigrahavAdane jamAne gaye ne parigrahavAda-mUDIvAdane jamAne AvyA. parigrahavAdanA kAraNe duniyAmAM moTI moTI laDAI o ane saMgrAma khelAyA che. pahelA te hAthathI laDatA hatA tyAre saMgrAma khelatA sinike marAtA hatA. bIjA nirdoSa che marAtA na hatA. AjanA vijJAnanA yugamAM je eTama beba, hAIDrojanaba Adi je beMba banyA che te gharamAM sUtelAne paNa mArI nAMkhe. pahelA rAjAo sAmasAmI laDatA ane pachI bhegA thaIne chAvaNImAM besatA. te laDAI divase cAlatI ane rAtre baMdha thaI jatI. Aje to bethI laDAI thaI gaI eTale lAkha ane kareDo mANasane kaccaraghANa vaLI jAya. pAkistAnanA AgAkhAne 30 lAkha mANasane mArI nAMkhyA. badhA dezonA tamAma netAo eka bAju vizvazAMtinI vAta kare che te bIjI bAju eka sAthe lAkho nI tala karI nAMkhe tevI pracaMDa zaktivALA bhayaMkara eTama beMba banAve che. A bethI kuratAbharyA bhayaMkara yuddho dharatI para thaI rahyA che. tenuM mULa kAraNa dharatInI bhUkha che. A parigraha jeTalA anartha na karAve teTalA ochA. Aje mAnavI paisA pAchaLa pAgala banyo che. ati tyAM duHkha ane maryAdita tyAM sukha H bhagavAna mahAvIra deve ApaNane e samajAvyuM ke tamAre sukhI thavuM che ke duHkhI thavuM che? je sukhI thavuM hoya te adhika saMgrahu karavAnI vRtti bhUlI jAo ane maryAdAmAM Ave. jyAM ati thAya che tyAM anartha thAya che. nadImAM je maryAdita bharatI Ave che te pUjanIya bane che paNa ati bharatI Ave te bhayaMkara honArata sarjI de che. te kalaMka varSo sudhI bhUlAtuM nathI. maryAdita-mApamAM sAruM. pagamAM paheravAnA bUTa ke caMpala je ati moTA haze to paDI javAze. te paganA mApanA joIe. vadhelA nakha je yogya samaye kApavAmAM na Ave te beDoLa lAge. emAM mela paNa bharAya ane roganI vRddhi thAya, tevI rIte jarUriyAta karatA saMpatti ati vadhI jAya ane satkAryomAM na vaparAya te anarthanuM kAraNa bane che. meTo thayele nakha nahi kApavAthI Thesa vAgatAM kyAreka Akhe nakha ukhaDI jAya che tyAre pArAvAra vedanA thAya che tema saMpattine saMgraha karanAra jIvanane badhe AnaMda gumAvI de che. maryAdita dhana hoya te tene kaI paNa herAna karatuM nathI. tRNane tAga kema nathI Avate? : eka jijJAsue jJAnI gurU bhagavaMtane prazna karyo ke A saMsAramAM jene sukhethI khAI zake tema dALa-bhAta-roTalI-zAka ane miSTAna maLe, paheravA sArA kapaDA maLe, rahevA mATe sAruM ghara maLe chatAM jene saMtoSa kema thato nathI? zA mATe e parigrahane vadhu ne vadhu saMgraha kare che? jarUriyAta karatAM vadhu saMgraha karavAnuM mana kema thAya che? jJAnI bhagavaMte kahyuM che ke e jene asaMtoSavRtti

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 675 che. "A jIvane pitAnA puNya para vizvAsa nathI." mAruM puNya haze te mArI jIvana jarUriyAtanI badhI cIjo mane avazya maLI jaze. jene ATale puNya para vizvAsa nathI. mAruM puNya haze te kadAca bhUkhe uThIza paNa bhUkhe sUvAne nathI ane puNya khalAsa thaI gayuM haze to bhANA para beThA haze, badhuM pIrasAI gayuM haze to ya khAI zakaze nahi. ghaNI vAra evuM nathI banatuM ke jamavA beThA, bhANuM taiyAra che paNuM evA koI samAcAra AvI jAya ke khAdhA vinA UbhA thaI javuM paDe. jene puNya para vizvAsa nathI tene e bhaya rahe che ke mane jarUriyAta jeTaluM nahi maLe to? A bhaya jIvane vadhu saMgraha karAve che. eka vAra jarUriyAtathI AgaLa javAnI vRtti UbhI thaI pachI to tenI koI maryAdA rahetI nathI ke keTalA pramANamAM saMgraha karavo? basa, pachI te eka ja lakSa rahe che ke AkhI duniyAnI cIjo ekaThI karI levA do. A rIte saMgrahavRtti karavAnA mukhya be kAraNe che. eka to potAnA puNya para vizvAsa nathI ane bIje bhaya. je A be tattva dUra thaI jAya te saMgrahavRttinA A pApa para jarUra kApa mUkAze. mAnavInI saMgrahavRtti to keTalI hada sudhI hoya che! pitAe bhAvi mATe bhAvelI bhayAnaka bhAvanA : eka kaMjusa zeTha maraNa pathArIe paDayA tyAre dIkarAnA manamAM thayuM ke mArA pitAjIe temanI AkhI jiMdagImAM sArI rIte khAdhuM nathI ke sArI rIte paheryuM nathI to huM Aje ochAmAM ochuM temanA zarIra karatAM Dabala moTuM kaphana oDhADuM. A vAta zeThanA kAne paDI. chokarAnI vAta sAMbhaLatA dhImethI AMkha kholIne pitAe kahyuM - beTA ! tArI vAta barAbara nathI. Ave cheTo kharco karavAnI zI jarUra? tuM moTuM kaphana lAvyuM che temAMthI tuM aDadhuM karIne aDadhuM kapaDuM sAcavIne mUkI rAkhaje. te nakAmuM nahi jAya. tuM jyAre marI jaIza tyAre te kAma Avaze. sAMbhaLyuM ne ! aMtima samaye paNuM saMgrahavRttinI kevI bhAvanA che! ane dIkarA mATe kevuM vicAryuM! jene puNya para vizvAsa che te bIjA divasanI paNa ciMtA karatuM nathI. puNIyA zrAvaka pAse koI na hatuM, chata, jIvanamAM saMtoSa hatA. tenI pAse bAhya vaibhava na hatA paNa AMtara vaibhava vadhI gayuM hatuM te khuda magadhApati nareza zreNika rAjA tenI pAse mAMgaNI karavA gayA. bAhya vaibhava ahIM paDyo raheze jyAre AMtara vaibhava tamArI sAthe Avaze. bAhya vaibhava game teTale bhego karaze chatAM tenAmAM e tAkAta che ke mRtyu aTakAvI zake ? rega maTADI zake? kaIne kensara jevuM bhayaMkara darda thayuM hoya tene cAMdInI pATa para suvADavAmAM Ave to tenA dardamAM zAMti maLe kharI ? nA. te roga maTADavA samartha nathI. hA. te roganI davA lAvavI paDe te davA lAvavAmAM sahAyaka banI zake paNa roga maTADavAmAM samartha keI hoya te te dharma che. je jIvanamAM dharmane marma barAbara samajAyo haze te azAtAmAM paNa zAtAno anubhava karI zakAze. karmanI pheja sAme mANelI Atma mastInA moja : khaMdhaka munine

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676 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi caDacaDa cAmaDI utAre che tyAre temaNe kevI khatavaNuM karI ? caDacaDa cAmaDI utare tyAre keTalI bhayaMkara vedanA thAya chatAM zuM kahe che te AtmA ! tuM ja kara. meja kara. tuM AtmAnI majA mANI le. baMdhuo! caDacaDa cAmaDI utare tyAM moja mANavAnI hoya? chatAM kevA suMdara vicAra karyA! mane kevA sarasa sAthIdAre maLyA ! huM ke bhAgyavAna! be ghaDInA kaNamAM mokSa maLavAno che ! te tuM te kaSTa sahana karI le. tuM kArelAmAM game tyAre chINIthI chaNAya. narakagatimAM game tyAre jadhanya 10 hajAra varSa utkRSTa 33 sAgaropama sudhI keTalIya vAra chedA, bheda, paramAdhAmIe keTalA duHkha dIdhA chatAM tAro mokSa na thayo. ahIM te tane kevA sarasa sAthIdAre maLyA che ke tane jaldI mokSamAM javAmAM sahAyaka banyA che. A sAthIdAre maLyA te tArA karmo keTalAya varSo sudhI zuddha cAritra pALata ne khapata. te karmo Aje be ghaDImAM khapI jaze. A sAthIdArono te keTale upakAra mAnuM! kevI sarasa khatavaNI karI ! ApaNI vAta e che ke jene puNya para vizvAsa nathI te saMgraha karyA kare che. pariNAme tenI tRSNA vadhatI jAya che mATe samajIne maryAdAmAM Ave. je tyAge che tene maLe che. Aje tame saMtane AdaramAna ATaluM badhuM kema Ape che? te badhuM tyAgIne nIkaLyA che. temaNe nava koTIe pApanA paccakakhANa karyA eTale pApane pravAha Avato hato te saMpUrNa aTakI gaye. tamArA ghera saMta gaucarI padhAryA te tamane vahAlAmAM vahAlI cIja paNa sujhatI haze te utkRSTa bhAve deze tethI tamArA anaMtA karmonI nirjarA ane je ati utkRSTa bhAva Ave to tIrthakara nAma karma paNa baMdhAya. je tyAge che tene maLe che je mAMge che tenAthI te dUra bhAge che. cha cha khaMDanI mahAna sAhyabI hovA chatAM jeo tyAga karIne nIkaLI gayA te zAzvata sukhanA bhoktA banI gayA. Apa saMpUrNa na choDI zake te parigrahanI maryAdA kare. duniyAmAM keTaluM dhana che te badhuM tame meLavI zakavAnA nathI ane bhogavI zakavAnA nathI chatAM jo tame maryAdA nathI karI te e badhA pApane pravAha AvyA karavAnuM che paNa Aje AkhI duniyA paisA pAchaLa pAgala banI che. divAnI duniyA AkhI banI che Aja paisAmAM, amIro ne phakIre sI banyA gulatAna paisAmAM, jagatamAM mAnavI Aje dhare che dhyAna paisAnA, arerere A jamAnAmAM pavana vAya basa paisAnA. Aje jyAM juo tyAM paisAne pavana vAI rahyo che. rAtadivasa mane kyAMthI maLe? kevI rIte maLe? A rItra paisAnA dhyAna thAya che. AkhI duniyA paisAmAM divAnI banI che paNa yAda rAkhajo ke ahIMthI jaze tyAre kaI eka keDI paNa sAthe laI javAnuM nathI. aMte A zarIranI rAkha thavAnI che. zrImaMta haze ke garIba haze; badhAnI eka sarakhI rAkha thavAnI che. zrImaMtanI rAkhamAM sugaMdha nahi Ave ane garIbanI rAkhamAM

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 677 dudha nahi Ave. sArA narasA kamei sitrAya chatranI sAthe kAMI javAnu nathI. jenA jIvanamAM dAnanI bhAvanA che, anAsakta bhAvathI jIve che te peAtAnuM chatrana dhanya banAvI jAya che. eka paTela ane paTalANI hatA. temanuM jIvana anyAya, anIti, adhama thI kharaDAyelu hatu'. paTalANI ga`vaMtI ane che. mAtAnA sa`skAra garbhanA bALakamAM Ave che. mAtAnA saMskAranA nakaze| gaMnA jIvamAM utare che. samaya jatAM paTalANIe dIkarAne janma ApyA. A samaye mAbApanuM jIvana dha`maya sAruM na hatu. eTale evA sarakAra A chekarAmAM AvyA. chekarAnuM nAma pADayuM rameza. rameza dhIme dhIme meTA thayA, mAtApitAnA saMskAra tenAmAM AvyA. eka vakhata paTela gAmanA pAdaramAM vRkSa nIce beThA hatA. tyAM acAnaka eka sanyAsI saMta padhAryA. sanyAsI hatA paNa temanA AcAra vicAra sArA hatA. temaNe paTelane kahyu Apa koI divasa prabhunu' nAma le che! kharA ? mahArAja ! mAre khetInuM' kAmakAja. huM te kAmamAMthI navarA thatA nathI. mane jarAya TAima maLatA nathI pachI prabhunuM nAma kevI rIte lauM ? huM bhaleA ne mArA bairI chokarA bhalA, mArA baLada ane khetara bhaluM. tuM A khetara kheDe temAM keTalA karmAM baMdhAya ? tArA kuTuMba parivAra mATe tuM karmo kare che paNa te karmAM tAre bhagavavA paDaze. karmo bhAgavavAnA Avaze tyAre keI temAM bhAga nahi paDAve. tuM pApa karIne game teTaluM bheguM karIza paNu A badhuM eka divasa cheDIne javAnu che. tArA bApadAdAe gayA te kaMI laI gayA nathI ane tu' paNa jaIza tyAre laI javAnA nathI. paTelanA AtmA saraLa hatA. teNe kahyuM- ApanI vAta sAcI che. have Apa kahe tema karuM. Apa mAre tyAM eka mahinA rokAI jAva ane mane kAMika sAdha Ape. sa'nyAsInA sa'ganA ra'ga : paTelanA kahevAthI sanyAsI tenA ghera rokAI gayA. paTelane kharekhara sAceA mAnava banAvye. tenA AMgaNe koi paNa Ave te tene madada kare. tenuM AvuM parivartana joIne leAkeAnA manamAM thayu` ke A paTelane sAdhuDAe kaMika karI nAMkhyuM lAge che. leAkeA paTelane kahevA lAgyA paTela ! A rIte badhA paisA vAparI nAMkhavAnA na hoya. mahArAja te badhu kahe. te kahe tema ApaNe karavAnu` nahi paNa have paTelane sAcA dhama samajAI gayA che, te kAinI vAtAthI palaLI jAya tevA nathI. sanyAsI kahe paTela ! Apane huM eka vAta karuM ? Apa mArI vAta mAnaze| ? hA. Apa kahezeA tema karavA taiyAra chuM. paTelanI saMnyAsI para akhUTa zradhdhA : sanyAsIe kahyu` : AvatI kAle makarasa'krAMtinA divasa che. teA tArA khetaramAM je UbheA pAka che te badhA gAyAne khavaDAvI de, paTele jarA paNa sa`kecAyA vagara kahyuM- hA. gurUdeva ! bhale tema karIza. paTela paTalANI ane A vAtamAM sa`mata thayA. gAmamAM badhAne A vAtanI khabara paDI gaI. gAmanA caudharIne paNa A vAtanI jANa thai eTale te sIdheA paTela pAse gayA, jaIne kahyuMpaTela ! tamArA te zuM 'dvi' UThI gayA che ? AkhA pAka gAyeAne khavaDAvI devAnA che te

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678] [ zAradA ziromaNi pachI tuM zuM karIza ? tAruM badhuM satyAnAza thaI jaze. saMta te navarA che, e te badhuM kahe- paTela te pitAnA nirNayamAM aphara hatuM. tame amArA gharanA dhaNI nathI. mAla badhe amAre che. amane jema yogya lAge tema karIzuM, tamArI vAta amAre sAMbhaLavI nathI. paTele caudharInI vAta mAnI nahi eTale teNe rAjAnA kAna bhaMbheryA. rAjAne kAna hoya paNa sAna na hoya. te caudharIne caDhAvyA caDhI gayA ne AvyA paTela pAse. paTela ! meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke vADIne badhe pAka tame gAyone khavaDAvI devAnA che ? hA. sAcI vAta che. mAro mAla che. huM tenuM game te karI zakuM paNa tamArA khetaramAM rAjyane bhAga che ne ? ApanA bhAganA jeTalA paisA thAya te ApI devA taiyAra chuM. rAjyanA mANasee tenI kiMmata 500 rUA. AMkI. kheDUte 500 rU. ApI dIdhA ane badho pAka gAyane khavaDAvI dIdhe. gAyee piTa bharIne khAdhuM. gAmamAM kaI paTelanA vakhANa kare te kaI ene mUrkha paNa kahe. jene jema phAve tema bole. paTele badho pAka khavaDAvI dIdho ne kudarate be cAra divasamAM varasAda paDyo. khUba varasAdanA kAraNe badhAnA khetaranA pAka kehavAI gayA jyAre A paTelanA khetaramAM to upara uparathI pAka laI lIdhuM hatuM paNa tenA mULiyA sajIvana hatA eTale pAka navapallavita thayA ane khetara lIluMchama thaI gayuM, je pAka hato tenA karatAM cAra gaNo vadhI gayo. paTela paTalANIne te bhagavAna para ane saMta para vadhu zraddhA beThI. mAtApitAnA saMskArane prabhAva ? A paTela te khUba dhanavAna banI gayA. have to te paisA khUba dAna puNyamAM vApare che. thaDA samaya pachI temane tyAM bIjA putrano janma thaye. have te paTela paTalANa khUba dharmiSTha banI gayA che eTale A chokarAmAM paNa sArA saMskAra AvyA. chokarAnuM nAma sureza pADyuM. rameza ane sureza baMne sagA bhAI hatA paNa baMnenA jIvanamAM AkAza pAtALa jeTaluM aMtara hatuM. rameza vAthI hato jyAre sureza paramAthI hite. rameza adhama, nAstika hato jyAre sureza dhamI ane Astika hatuM. samaya jatAM rameza ane sureza moTA thayA. bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thayA pachI baMnene paraNAvyA. baMne chokarIo paraNIne sAsare AvI. ramezanI vahanuM nAma kaDavIbAI hatuM. jenA vacana haMmezA kaDavA nIkaLatA ane surezanI vanuM nAma suzIlA hatuM. suzIlAmAM nAma tevA guNo hatA. baMne putrInA lagna pachI thoDA samayamAM mAtA gujarI gaI. te pachI eka mahine pitA gujarI gayA. surezane khUba AdhAta lAge. sureza dAna de, paropakAranA kAryo kare te ramezane game nahi. rameza anyAya, anItithI dhaMdho kare te surezane game nahi. chevaTe baMne bhAI judA thaI gayA. paTelanI milakata ghaNu hatI eTale baMnenA bhAgamAM rakama te sArI AvI. rameza khUba lethI hatA. yenakena prakArathI lakSmI meLavavI e ja tenuM dhyeya hatuM. tene pUrva pUNyane udaya eTale saMpatti vadhatI gaI, paNa tenI patnI evI kabhArajA maLI hatI ke kaI "divasa patine sukhe khAvA na de. A lAve ne te lAve enI phariyAdo raja cAlu heya. eTale ramezanI pAse paise ghaNo hate chatAM jIvanamAM zAMti na hatI.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 679 A bAju sureza nyAya, nItithI jIvana jIvatA hateA paNa te vadhu kamAtA na hata paNa khUba udAra hatA. AMgaNe AvelAne kaI divasa nirAza na kare. tenu jIvana khUba pramANika hatuM. tenI patnI suzIlA paNa khUba DAhI, guNIyala ane zAMta svabhAvanI hatI. tenA taraphathI surezane khUba saMteASa hateA. sukha pachI duHkha ane duHkha pachI sukha e ghaTamALa cAlyA kare che, narasiMha mahetAe kahyuM che ke sukha duHkha manamAM na ANIe, ghaTa sAthe re ghaDiyAM, DhALyA te koinA nava TaLe, raghunAthanA ghaDiyA..... tema ahI surezane puNyanA sitArA asta thayA ne pApane uMdaya thayA eTale vepAramAM nukazAna gayuM. leNadAroe paisA ApyA nahi, chevaTe khetaravADI badhu vecAI gayuM. khAvAnA paNa sAMsA paDayA. gharamAMthI badhuM sArUM thaI gayuM. atyAra sudhI tenA AMgaNe je kaI Ave tene khAlI hAthe pAcho kADhatA na hatA. koi vAra jamavA beThA hAya ne yAcaka Ave teA peAtAnA bhANAmAMthI roTalI ApI de. mATobhAI bAjumAM rahe che paNa koI divasa tenI khakhara leteA nathI. tenA sAmu jote nathI. sureza ne suzIlA traNa traNa divasanA bhUkhyA che chatAM bhAI ke bhAbhI koI pUchatuM nathI ke zuM khAdhuM ? duniyAmAM sau svAnA sagA che. svArtha sare tyAM sudhI mArA ane svArtha saratA baMdha thAya eTale kAI nathI tArA. bhajjA puttA ya orasA / luptassa sakammuNA // uta.a6.gA.3 mAyA piyA husA bhAyA, NAlaM te mama tANAya, potAnA karelA karmothI duHkhI thatAM jIvanI rakSA karavAne mATe mAtA-pitA, putravadhU, bhAi, patnI, putra koI samartha nathI eTale kAI duHkhamAMthI mukta karI zakatuM nathI. eka vAra sureza gAma bahAra jaMgalamAM lAkaDA kApavA gayA hatA. tyAM acAnaka eka jaina sAdhuneA bheTA thayeA. sureze saMtane va MdanA karI sukhazAtA pUchI, pachI saMte pUchyuM- bhAI ! tuM zuM kare che ?-gurUdeva ! hamaNAM mArI sthiti sAva kharAba thai gaI che. mArA jIvananI AjIvikA mATe huM ja'galamAM jaIne lAkaDA kApI tenA bhArA bAMdhIne vecuM chuM ane amAru 'nenu peTa bharuM chuM. sa Mte kahyuM-bhAI ! lIlA lAkaDA kApavAmAM keTaluM pApa lAge che ? kAraNa ke vanaspattimAM paNa jIva che. AcAra`ga sUtramAM vanaspatinI sarakhAmaNI mAnavanI sAthe karI che. "mavinA dhamaca', 'vi grApha dhammartha, imapi vuDidhammaya', eyapi buddhidhammayaM jAba imapi caovacaiyAM eyaM picaovacaiyaM, rUmaMtti viAima dhamaca', ni viAima dhamaya / " mAnavazarIra utpanna thavAnA svabhAvavALuM che tema vanaspati paNa utpanna thavAnA svabhAvavALuM che. ApaNuM zarIra vadhe che tema te paNa vadhe che. ApaNA zarIramAM cetana che tema enAmAM paNa cetana che, A zarIra kApavA chedavAthI karamAI jAya che tema vanaspati paNa kApavA chevAthI karamAya

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680] [ zAradA ziremaNi che, zarIrane AhAranI jarUra che tema vanaspatine paNa AhAranI jarUra che. zarIra anitya che tema te paNa anitya che. ApaNuM zarIra azAzvata che tema vanaspati paNa azAzvata che. ApaNuM zarIra vadhe ghaTe che tema enAmAM paNa hAnI vRddhi thayA kare che. ApaNA zarIramAM vikAra hoya che tema enAmAM paNa vikAra hoya che mATe lIlA lAkaDAne kApavAthI, bhedavAthI, chedavAthI tene khUba khUba duHkha thAya che mATe tuM pratijJA karI ke mAre A jiMdagImAM kyAre paNa lIvuM lAkaDuM kApavuM nahi. sUkuM lAkaDuM kApavuM. ene vecIne tAro jIvana nirvAha calAvaje. haLukamI jIva eTale ene saMtanI vAta rUcI gaI. teNe tyAM pratijJA karI ke mAre jIvanabhara lIluM lAkaDuM kApavuM nahi. mArA prANa jaze to paNa pratijJA nahi che. nahatu karelo gurUne upadeza : sureza pratijJA laIne gurUnI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvI ghera gaye. jaIne suzIlAne pratijJAnI vAta karI. suzIlA khUba sarakArI hatI. te khUba khuzI thaI ane kahevA lAgI Ape khUba sarasa pratijJA karI. A pratijJA lIdhA pachI kaI kaI vAra surezane ane tenI patnI suzIlAne upavAsa kare paDatuM, tyAre suzIlA kahetI pratijJA laIe to kasoTI Ave, paNa kasoTImAM ApaNe ApaNe dharma na cUkIe to sAce dharma samajyA kahevAya. A suzIlAne be saMtAna hatA. te paNa tenA jevA samaju ane saMskArI. keI vAra jo khAvAnuM na maLe to samajAvatI ke dIkarA ! Aje ApaNane saheje saheje upavAsano lAbha maLI gaye. prabhunuM nAma le. rameza ane sureza bAjubAjumAM rahe. koI vAra surezane dIkaro ramezanA dIkarAne sAruM sAruM khAtA jue to ghera AvIne kahe mammI ! je ramezakAkA emanA chokarAone kevuM sarasa khAvAnuM lAvIne Ape che ane tame te roTalA ne chAza sivAya kAMI ApatA nathI. suzIlA bALakone samajAvatI ane AzvAsana ApatI. bicArA nAnA bhUlakAone zI khabara paDe ke mAtApitA kaI sthitimAM jIve che! rameza surezanI bAjumAM rahevA chatAM nAnAbhAInI kaI divasa dayA AvatI nathI. pote najare jue che ke potAnA bhAInI sthiti kevI che! chatAM tenA dilamAM karUNA jAgatI nathI. bhAInI patnI kaDavI to bhAI karatAM paNuM kaMI gaNuM caDhe tevI che. temanAmAM mAnavatAno dIvaDo sAva bujhAI gayo hato. atyAre paNa evuM jovA nathI maLatuM ke eka bhAI sukhI hoya ane eka duHkhI hoya to sukhI bhAInA manamAM ema na thAya ke mAre mADI jAya vIre ATalo badho duHkhI thato hoya ane huM lIlAlahera karuM ! puNya pApanI balihArI che. Aje mAnava mAnava nathI rahyo paNa dAnava banI gayela che. kemaLa nathI rahyo paNa kaThora banI gaye che. cetanavaMta hovA chatAM jaDa je banI gayo che. kaparI kasoTImAM sureza ane suzIlA: mAnavInA pApane udaya thAya tyAre kaI sagA sagA rahetA nathI. vahAlA verI banI jAya che. surezanI sthiti sAva kapheDI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 681 banI gaI che. je pratijJA le che tenI vadhu ne vadhu kasoTI thAya che. cAturmAsanA divaso hatA. muzaLadhAra varasAda paDaze. lAkaDA kApavA javAya evI koI sthiti na hatI. cAre bAju pANI pANI nuM pANI. gharamAM kAMIka the DuM ghaNuM paDayuM che te mAtApitAe bALakane khavaDAvI dIdhuM. sureza ane suzIlAne traNa traNa divasanA upavAsa thayA. ra, zIlA patine kahetI A to ApaNuM parIkSA che. A parIkSAmAM pAsa thaIe tyAre sAcA. Apa jarA paNa gabharAzo nahi. cothA divase varasAda baMdha rahyo eTale sureza lAkaDA kApavA gayo. AkhA jagalamAM kayAMya sUkA lAkaDAne TukaDo ya na maLe. ethe upavAsa thaye. aMte thAkIne ghera AvyuM. ghera bALake raDI rahyA che. bA ! amane khAvAnuM Apane ! amane khUba bhUkha lAgI che. karUNa svare raDI rahyA che. suzIlA ane sureza have ye raste vicAraze zuM karaze te vAta avasare. caritra : mAruM haiyuM kema haSI rahyuM che? : puNyasAra guNasuMdarane jamavAnuM. AmaMtraNa devA Avyo che tethI guNasuMdara nIce AvyA, praNAma karyA padhAro....padhAro. puNyasAra kahe mArA pitAjIe kahyuM ke ApaNA gAmamAM eka sedAgara moTA vepArI AvyA che temane ApaNuM ghera jamavAnuM kahevuM che tethI huM Apane AmaMtraNa devA Avyo chuM. puyasAra ane guNasuMdara baMne ekabIjAne jotAM baMnenA haiyA koI agamya lAgaNIthI dhabakI uThayA. guNasuMdaranA dilamAM harSanA hileLA AvavA lAgyA. haiyAmAM keI apUrva AnaMdanI laharIo AvavA lAgI. tenuM haiyuM hAthamAM nathI rahetuM. tene thAya che ke huM jANe tene bheTI paDuM ! tene joIne mAruM haiyuM ATaluM badhuM kema harakhAya che! lAgaNIo ATalI badhI kema uchaLe che? gAmamAM meM ghaNAM joyA paNa koIne joIne AvuM nathI thayuM ke Aje A kumArane jotAM mane kema Ama thAya che? jANe huM tene mArI pAse ja rAkhuM evuM thAya che. tene choDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. zuM AmAM kaI saMketa haze? mane kAMI samajAtuM nathI. huM te chekarI chuM ne A te purUSa che. huM te purUSo sAthe kAma pUratI vAta karuM chuM. bAkI keInA sAmuM jotI nathI ane A purUSane joIne mAruM haiyuM kema haSI rahyuM che ! AnaMda ane aphasaH guNasuMdaranA manamAM thayuM ke A chokaro buddhizALI ane hoMziyAra lAge che mATe tenI sAthe dostI bAMdhavA jevI che. mArA kAmamAM paNa sahAyabhUta bane. temanA gharanuM jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa svIkArI lIdhuM. AvatI kAle Apane tyAM jamavA AvIza. pusAra ghera gayo ne pitAjIne kahe che ke AvatI kAle ApaNe tyAM jamavA padhAraze. mANekacaMda zeTha te guNasuMdaranI A pratiSThA, mAnapAna ane yazakIrti joIne mugdha banI gayA. temaNe kahyuM paNa kharuM, beTA ! te kamAla karI che. ame je varSo sudhI na karI zakIe te te A thoDA samayamAM karI batAvyuM che paNa A badhuM mAre zA kAmanuM ? mAre kaMI thoDo AkhI jiMdagI vepAra karavAne che? huM je kArya mATe AvI chuM temAM mane haju saphaLatA maLI nathI. nagaranA keka

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682 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi mANasane barAbara dayAnathI nIrakhuM chuM paNa haju sudhI kayAMya patine aNasAra jovA maLyuM nathI. ahIM AvyA be mahinA thaI gayA. ke jANe kayAre emanuM milana thaze ? kayAre mAruM kArya saphaLa thaze ? ema bolatAM (2) AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra thaI. mANekacaMda guNasuMdarane dIkarAnI jema sAcavatA hatA. dIkarI tuM raDa nahi. hiMmata rAkha. dheya dhAraNa kara. tAruM parAkrama jotAM mane to thAya che ke tuM dIkarI nathI paNa dIkaro che. tArI mahenata jarUra saphaLa thaze. bApujI ! Aje savArathI mArI DAbI AMkha pharake che. te te jarUra tane temanA darzana thaze. kahyuM che ke DAbI AMkha pharake to priya mANasanA darzana thAya, kArya siddha thAya. bIje divase samaya thatAM puNyasAra ratha laIne guNasuMdarane teDavA Avyo. zuM Apa mane teDavA AvyA? Apa have padhAre. bahAra ratha taiyAra che. guNasuMdara kahe-huM to ApanI pAse sAva nAne kahevAuM. kayAM tame ne kayAM huM! kayAM kuMjara ne kayAM kIDI! kayAM sAgara ne kyAM bindu ! huM te ApanA paganI raja samAna chuM. Ape mAre tyAM AvIne mAruM gaurava vadhAryuM che. puNyasAra guNasuMdaranI buddhi cAturyathI aMjAI gayo. have guNasuMdara puNyasAranI sAthe puraMdara zeThane tyAM jamavA jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. bhAdaravA suda 5 ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 74 : tA. 19-9-85 anaMta karUNAnA sAgara, trilekInAthe vItarAga bhagavaMte Agama jJAnanI saravANI vahAvatA pharamAve che ke anaMtakALathI jIva cAra gatimAM cakkara mArI rahyo che, paNa haju te cakkaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakyo nathI. tenuM kAraNa e che ke AtmA jyAM gayo tyAM eNe dehanI rakSA karI che paNa AtmAnI rakSA karI nathI. dareka janmamAM dehanI rakSA mATe tanatoDa prayatna karyA chatAM e badhA prayatno niSphaLa gayA. kIDInA bhAvamAM gayo tyAM dehanI rakSA mATe dara banAvyA. paMkhIonA bhAvamAM gaye to tyAM eNe dehanI rakSA mATe jhADa para mALA bAMdhyA. acAnaka joradAra vaMToLiyA AvyuM ne mALA jamInadosta thaI gayA. narakanA bhavamAM jIva gayo tyAM eNe potAnI rakSA mATe adhama lezyAo karI. pitAnA bacAva khAtara sAmAne khatama karI nAMkhavAnA prayatno karyA, paNa e bhaya evo bhayaMkara hato ke tyAM jIva surakSA karI zake evI kaI sthiti na hatI devanA bhavamAM puNyodaye maLelA devatAI ne sadA TakAvI rAkhavAnA aramAno ghaDayA paNa e badhA aramAno dhULamAM maLI gayA. bhale tyAMnA vaibhava zAzvata che paNa tyAM janAra deva to zAzvata nathI ne? tene te cheDavuM paDe che. te saMpatti pratyenI AsaktinA kAraNe jIva kaI vAra pRthvI, pANI, vanaspatimAM paTakAI gaye. chele A mAnava bhavamAM. A bhavamAM zarIranI rakSA mATe baMgalA baMdhAvyA. paisA, patnI, parivAra e badhI vyavasthA karI paNa e badhA dagAra nIkaLyA. dhana yenakena prakAre luMTAI gayuM. baMgalA jamInadosta thaI gayA. putra parivAra svAthI nIkaLe. patnI bevaphA nIvaDI. dekhAtuM

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 183 nirogI zarIra rogothI gherAI gayuM. chevaTe dInahIna banIne duniyAmAMthI vidAya thayA. pratyeka gatinA pratyeka bhavamAM surakSA khAtara to jiMdagInI tamAma paLe khacI nAMkhI paNa temAMthI ekAda paLa paNa jIvanI rakSA na karI. kharekhara pote je surakSita na hoya te bIjAne surakSita kevI rIte rAkhI zake? retIthI bAMdhelA ghare joradAra vaMToLa vacce salAmata zI rIte rahI zake ? paththaronI varSA thatI hoya tyAM kAcanA makAna surakSita kevI rIte rahI zake ? joradAra pavana retInA gharane pADI nAMkhe, paththaranI varSA kAcanA makAnane toDI nAMkhe kAraNa ke A badhuM anitya, nAzavaMta che. zarIra Adi badhA pudgala nAzavaMta che. saMsAranA dareka padArtho svayaM pite surakSita nathI to pachI bIjAne surakSita kevI rIte rAkhI zake? dhana saMpatti lUMTAI javAne, cerAI javAne bhaya che. mahelanA nirmANa pAchaLa nAzanI bhUmikA paDI che. zarIra game tevuM nigI hoya chatAM sattAmAM rogo bharelA paDyA che. kayAre rogo AvIne sattA jamAvaze te khabara nathI. A badhuM surakSita nathI. nAzavaMta che. mAtra eka AtmA zAzvata che. enI rakSA mATe prabhunuM zaraNa svIkAravuM jarUrI che. je jIvoe prabhunuM zaraNa svIkAryuM e badhAne prabhue tAryA che. temanA zaraNe javAthI pApI punita banI gayA che. caMDakauzika sarpa, rahaNIye cera, arjunamALI, caMdanabALA ane sulasA, zreNika rAjA AnaMda Adi zrAvako je prabhunA zaraNe gayA te badhA nyAla thaI gayA, kAraNa ke prabhu pite surakSita hatA te bIjAnA AtmAnI rakSA karI zakyA. evA prabhue upAsakadazAMgamAM suMdara bhAve samajAvyA che. bhagavAna AnaMda zrAvakane pAMcamA parigraha viramaNanI vAta samajAvI rahyA che. A duniyAmAM moTAmAM moTI panotI keI hoya to te parigraha che. gaI kAle kahyuM hatuM ke jene pitAnA puya para bharoso che te parigrahanI maryAdA karI zake che ane jene potAnA puya para vizvAsa nathI te saMgraha karato jAya che. je tamAruM puNya haze te nahi mAMge to paNa sAmethI AvIne hAjara thaI jaze ane pApane udaya haze te game teTaluM saMgraha kareluM haze te paNa cAlyuM jaze. saghaLA vigrahanuM mULa parigraha che. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke pite meLaveluM hovA chatAM pite bhogavI zakato nathI. AcAraMga sUtra bole che "neka siteja tathA, rUmeva nAvukannati ne nar moTA " je dhanAdi sAmagrIthI bhegoga thaI zake che te dhanAdi sAmagrI hovA chatAM tene bhegopabhega nathI paNa thaI zaktA.. je dhanAdi sAmagrIne jIva bhege paganuM mukhya kAraNa samaje te sAmagrI kalpita sukha ApI paNa zake che ane nathI paNa ApI zakatI. gopabheganuM mukhya sAdhana dhana che. ema mAnIne mAnavI dhana kamAvAmAM rAta divasa eka kare che, viSama kaSTone sahana kare che paraMtu evI pravRtti karavAthI ane lAbhAMtarAya karmanA kSapazamathI jyAre dhananI prApti thAya che tyAre e vAta bhUlI jAya che ane te dhanathI bhogapabhaga nahi karatA mAtra tene saMgraha kareto jAya che. bhegavavAnuM lakSya jatuM rahe che ane saMgraha

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684 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi karavAno lAbha jAgRta thAya che. jayAM saMgrahavRtti AvI tyAM peAtAne mATe paNa vAparI zakatA nathI. jenAmAM saMgraha karavAnI bhAvanA nathI te vyakti maLelI sAmagrInA upaleAga karI zake che. mammaNa zeThanI pAse karoDAnI sa`patti hatI chatAM te sukhethI na khAI pI zakayA, zubha kAryamAM tene upayega paNa na karI zakayA. mAtra te sa pattinA rakhevALa rahyA. tenA mAlika paNa na banI zakayA. jema sarakArI rAjAnA khajAnAnA rakhevALane mAlika na kahI zakAya kAraNa ke temAMthI eka pAI paNu levAne tene adhikAra nathI. te rIte je dhana heAvA chatAM tenA upayAga na kare te mAlika nahi paNa rakhevALa che. jyAM saMgraha karavAnI bhAvanA che tyAM vAparavAnI ke bhAgavavAnI IcchA thatI nathI. saMgrahavRtti e kamabaMdhananu kAraNa che mATe maryAdAmAM Ave. jo maryAdAmAM Avaze te adhika saMgraha karavAnuM mana nahi thAya. AnaMda zrAvake parigrahanI maryAdA karI, temanI pAse je 'patti ane geAkuLa hatA tethI vadhu rAkhavA niha evI pratijJA karI. bIjI kaI maryAdA karI te zAstrakAra batAve che. " tayAnaMtara caNaM khettavatyuvidhi parimANaM karei, niyattaMNa sahapUrNa halaNaM paMcahi halasahi nannattha avasesaM savvaM khettavatthu vihi paccakkhAmi / " tyAra pachI AnaMda zrAvake kSetra vAstunu parimANu karyuM. temaNe bhagavAnane kahyuM- se vIdhA bhUminA eka haLa evA 500 haLA sivAya bIjA kSetra vAstu vidhinA paccakkhANu karuM chuM. AnaMda zrAvake eka haLathI sA vIdhA jamIna kheDAya evA 500 haLanI chUTa rAkhI, te sivAyanI khIjI jamIna have mAre kalpe nahi. te samaye teo khetIvADI karatA hatA eTale ATalI jamInanI chUTa rAkhIne bIjA paccakrUkhANa karyAM. temaNe temanA jIvanamAM ATalI maryAdA karI eTale tRSNAo para kApa mUkAyA. tRSNA e bhayaMkara Aga che. jJAnI bhagavate zAstramAM kahyuM che ke sthi neAsane sathe" | game teTalA zastrA hAya paNa agni jevu... koI zastra nathI. talavAra, bhAlA Adi hathiyA2e jene mAre tene vAge, te khIjAne na mAre, jyAre Aga lAge tyAre tene jo kaMTrolamAM levAmAM na Ave te cAre dizAmAM phelAi jAya ne badhuM sApha karI nAMkhe, tema tRSNA para ja kaMTrola karavAmAM na Ave te te AganI jema vadhatI jAya che. tRSNAnA khADo kayAre paNa pUrI zakAtA nathI. mAnavI saMteASanA gharamAM Ave te A khADA pUrI zakAya. tRNAnI Agane ThAravA mATe mahApurUSoe eka upAya matAnyA che. tamArI pAse 'je nathI' enA taraphathI dRSTi haTAvI do ane je che' enA tarapha dRSTine kendrita karA" koI vastu tamane gamatI hAya paNa te cIja tamArI pAse nathI te evA vicAra na karo ke A cIja mArI pAse nathI, mArI pAse bIjI ATalI badhI vastu e che teA eka cIja na heAya temAM mane zuM ? tenAthI calAvI levuM joIe. jo AvA bhAva

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zArada ziromaNi ] (685 Ave te meLavavAnI IcchA nahi thAya. je A daSTi jIvanamAM Ave to jIvanamAM aDhaLaka pApa, azAMti ane bhayaMkara saMkaleze ochA thaI jaze. je A daSTi nahi hoya te tamArI pAse je vastu nathI tene meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA tIvra banaze pachI te meLavavA pApa karavA paDe te paNa karavA taiyAra thaze. pariNAme A lekamAM aDhaLaka sAmagrIo hovA chatAM tame svasthatAne anubhava nahi karI zake kAraNa ke "nathI" e meLavavA mATe mana rAta divasa valakhA mAryA kare che. e vicAre tene zAMti ApI zakatA nathI manano svabhAva e vicitra che ke tenI pAse je che tenA tarapha AkarSaNa thatuM nathI paNa "je nathI enuM satata AkarSaNa rahe che. kabATamAM baMne pAse se sADIo paDI hoya chatAM je bhulezvaramAM gayA ane navI DIjhAInanI sADI jaI te tenA manamAM e vicAro AvyA karaze ke AvI sADI mArI pAse nathI. kabATamAM ATalI badhI paDI che te vicAra nahi Ave. tRSNanI AgathI bacavuM hoya te "mArI pAse A nathI" e vicAradhArAne dUra kare ane mArI pAse che" e vicAradhArAne jIvanamAM apanAvI le. garIba puNIyA pAse sAmagrIone abhAva hato chatAM e sukhI hatA ane zrImaMta mammaNa zeTha aDhaLaka sAmagrIo hovA chatAM sukhI na hato. jJAnI kahe che ke tamAre sukha joIe che te jIvanamAM saMtoSa lAvo. sukhane saMbaMdha sAmagrIo sAthe nathI paNa saMtoSa sAthe che. duHkhane saMbaMdha abhAva sAthe nahi paNa asaMtoSa sAthe che. jenA jIvanamAM saMteSa che tenI jIvana jarUriyAta te pUrI thaI javAnI che paNa jenA jIvanamAM asaMtoSa che tene game teTaluM sukha maLe to paNa saMtoSa nahi thAya. kasiNaMpi jo imaM loyaM, paDi puNNaM dalejja ekasta / tevi che saMtu, phu pUra gAyA | utta.a 8-gAthA16 dhanadhAnyathI bharele A saMpUrNa leka je kaI eka ja mANasane ApI devAmAM Ave te paNa tene saMtoSa thato nathI. A AtmAne tRpta kare kaThIna che kAraNa ke tRSNa AkAza jevI anaMta che. tRNAvaMta mAnavI tarI zakato nathI. saMpatti game teTalI maLe chatAM jIvanamAM tRpti AvI gaI che te zAMti meLavI zake che. ApaNe gaI kAle rameza ane surezanI vAta karI hatI. surezane kayAMya sUkuM lAkaDuM maLyuM nahi ane lIlA lAkaDA kApavAnI pratijJA lIdhI che tethI surezana ane suzIlAne cAra cAra upavAsa thayA. bALake khAvA mATe raDI rahyA che. suzIlA khUba DAhI samajaNI strI che. te ema nathI kahetI ke tame AvI bAdhA kayAMthI laI AvyA? sureza kahe suzIlA ! have zuM karIzuM ? bhUkha khUba satAvI rahI che. have bhUkhyA rahevAtuM nathI. kayAMthI lAvavuM ? suzIlA kahe, khetarathI ghera AvatAM rastAmAM eka maMdira Ave che. te maMdiranA bAraNu sUkA lAkaDAnA che. tene teDIne vecI Ave. je paisA Ave temAMthI kaMIka lAvIne ApaNuM peTa bharIzuM paNa bAraNuM teDatA pahelA Apa maMdiramAM bhagavAna

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686) [zAradA ziremaNi pAse besIne daza miniTa prArthanA karaje. he karUNAvaMta bhagavAna ! huM ahIM corI karavA ke lUMTavA nathI Avyo paNa ame cAra cAra divasathI bhUkhyA chIe. have ame bhUkha sahana karI zaktA nathI tethI A pApI peTane bharavA ane mArA kuTuMbanuM pAlanapoSaNa karavA mATe huM A bAraNuM teDavA Avyo chuM. mAre AkhA bAraNAnI jarUra nathI. huM aDadhuM bAraNuM teDIne laI jaIza ane tene vecIne amAruM peTa bharIza. A peTa mATe huM A pApa karavA Avyo chuM. Apa mane mApha karaje. pratijJAne camatkArI prabhAva : suzIlAe kahyuM te pramANe sureza maMdiramAM gaye. bhagavAna pAse besI daza miniTa prArthanA karI, pachI kuhADe laIne jevuM bAraNuM toDavA jAya che tyAM tene hAtha aTakI gaye, tene avAja Avyo, have tuM bAraNuM teDIza nahi. deve tArI pratijJAnI parIkSA karI che. te lAkaDA levA je jaMgalamAM gaye tyAM badhe lIlA lAkaDA na hatA, sUkA lAkaDA hatA paNa tArI parIkSA karavA Akhu jaMgala lIluMchama banAvI dIdhuM. tuM cAra cAra divasa bhUkhyo rahyo chatAM te pratijJA teDI nathI tethI deva tArA para prasanna thayA che. have tuM jarA paNa ciMtA na karIza. tAruM duHkha gayuM. have tAre lAkaDA kApavA paNa nahi javuM paDe. tuM ahIMthI ghera jA. tArA ghera DAmaciyA para eka tAsa paDe che te roTalAthI bhareluM che. tame badhA peTa bharIne khAje. reja e rIte tuM tAsa mUkI rAkhaje. roja te roTalAthI bharAI jaze. have mahenata majUrI karavAnI jarUra nathI. je pratijJA kare tenI kasoTI te Ave che paNa je kaTImAM daDha rahe che, aDaga rahe che te pachI sukha meLave che. garIbImAM paNa amIra : sureza ghera gayo. suzIlA pUche che nAtha! kema kAMI lAvyA nathI? suzIlA! huM te ghaNuM lAge chuM. dharmane prabhAva te tuM je. jene dharma para zraddhA hoya tenA duHkha dUra thayA vinA rahetA nathI. sureza gayA pachI suzIlAe kudaratI tAsa DAmaciyA para mUkele. sureza kahe- tuM tAsa khela. suzIlAe tAsa je te Akhe tAsa roTalAthI bhareluM che. sureze badhI vAta karI. badhA premathI jamavA beThA. roTalA ekalA khAya che chatAM te roTalAne svAda e che ke jeTale ne zAka ke caTaNI khAtA na hoya! ekalA roTalA bhAve evA svAdavALA hatA. sAthe bIjI kaI cIjanI jarUra na paDe. cAra mANasone roTalA joI e keTalA? peTa bharIne khAdhA te ya ghaNuM vadhI paDyA. te evo vicAra nathI karatA ke kAle maLaze ke nahi? mATe kAla mATe rahevA daIe. ATalI garIbI hevA chatAM saMgraha karavAnI bhAvanA nathI. jene puNya para vizvAsa nathI te saMgraha kare paNa vizvAsa che ke te kahe che ke bheguM karavAnI zI jarUra ! mArA bhAgyamAM haze to maLavAnuM che. je puNya para vizvAsa rAkhe che te kAlanI ciMtA karatA nathI. je jeTalA vadhyA te garIba, apaMga ane duHkhIone ApI dIdhA. kUtarAne paNa khavaDAvyA. have te reja tAsa mUke ne tAsa roTalAthI bharAI jAya. badhA peTa bharIne jame

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 687 ane vadhe te garIbo ane dInaduHkhIone ApI de. suzIlAne have culo saLagAvI paDatuM nathI. anAja daLavuM paDatuM nathI ane roTalA ghaDavA paDatA nathI. roja gharamAM saMvatsarI jevuM eTale AraMbha samAraMbha baMdha. suzIlAne kaMI kAma karavAnuM nahi eTale TAIma ghaNo maLe. navarAzanA samayamAM mALA gaNe, prabhu bhajana kare ane dharmadhyAna kare. roja A rIte jeTalA maLe, badhA jame, pachI vadhe te badhAne ApI de. tame roTalA kalaba calAve tema ahIM ja roTalAnA dAna thAya che. dhIme dhIme A vAta AjubAjunA gAmamAM phelAI gaI pachI te ghaNA mANaso AvavA lAgyA. suzIlA badhAne premathI reTa Ape che. mANase rAjI thatA laIne jAya che ne AzIrvAda Ape che. roTalA khAnArA badhA vicAra kare che ke A roTalA judI jAtanA hoya tevuM lAge che. roTalAnI sAthe zAka, maracuM ke caTaNa khAtA hoya te roTalAne svAda che. jeTalA lUkhA hovA chatAM khUba mIThA lAge che. kaDavIbAinI kaDavI bhAvanA : A vAta kaDavIbAInA kAne pahoMcI. pite sukhI hovA chatAM pitAnA diyara, derANI garIba sthitimAM hatA chatAM khabara lIdhI nathI. khAdhuM ke na khAdhuM e kaI divasa joyuM nathI. suzIlAnI have gAmamAM khUba prazaMsA thAya che. badhA tenA guNa gAya che te tenAthI sahana na thayuM. IrSA bahu burI cIja che. keInuM sAruM joIne rAjI thavuM e sahela nathI. kaDavIbAInA manamAM thayuM ke suzIlAnA gharamAM kaI divasa dhumADo dekhAto nathI roTalA ghaDavAno avAja paNa Avate nathI, to pachI ATalA badhA reTalA badhAne khavaDAve che kevI rIte ? eka vAra jaIne jeu te kharI. A kaDavIbAI have mIThIbAI thaIne derANInA ghera AvI. suzIla te saraLa ane bhadrika hatI te jeThANIne joIne khuza khuza thaI gaI temane AdaramAna ApyuM. padhAre bhAbhI padhAre! dhanya ghaDI dhanya bhAgya! Aje mAruM ghara pAvana karyuM che. cAra cAra divasa badhA bhUkhyA rahyA, bALake khAvA mATe rokakaLa macAvatA hatA tyAre khabara levA AvI nathI chatAM Aje suzIlA tene keTale satkAra kare che. kaDavIbAIe theDI ADIavaLI vAta karI, pachI kahyuM suzIlA ! tuM ATalA badhA jeTalA kayAre ghaDe che ke ATalA badhA garIbene khavaDAve che! bhAbhI ? huM roTalA ghaDatI nathI. to reTalA Ave che kayAMthI? suzIlAe badhI vAta karI. tamArA diyarane lIlA lAkaDA kApavAnI pratijJA hatI. cAra divasa kayAMya sUkA lAkaDA maLyA nahi. amAre cAra cAra divasanA upavAsa thayA. bALake bhUkhyA raDayA kare, chevaTe maMdiranuM bAraNuM teDavA gayA. tyAM mAtAjIe ene avAja Ape ke tArI pratijJAmAM tuM khUba daDha rahyo che eTale deva tArA para prasanna thayA che. have tene roja reTa maLI jaze. kaDavIbAIne badhI vAta maLI gaI. A to sAva saheluM che. hamaNAM jaIne patine vAta karuM. mAre paNa have roTalA ghaDavA nathI. jeTalA ghaDatA hAtha duHkhavA Ave che te sadAne mATe ArAma maLI jAya ne ?

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688 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi keine dIdhuM nathI pachI kayAMthI maLe ?: kaDavIbAI teA ghera gayA. derANInA sukhanI rmAM AvI. e roTalA na ghaDe teA huM moTI jeThANI thaine zA mATe ghaDuM ? rameza ghe AvyA. kaDavIbAie te nAma pramANe vana cAlu karyuM. ramezane kahe che tame atyAre ne atyAre kuhADA laIne maMdiramAM jAva ne diranA bAraNAM tADA. tyAM tamArA para deva prasanna thaI ne mAMgavAnu` kaheze athavA avAja Apaze. Apa roTalA mAMgajo eTale te roTalA Apaze, pachI roja roTalA maLatA raheze. mAruM ghaDavAnI paMcAta maTI jaze. rameza kahe sureza te garIba hatA. eNe garIba sthitimAM paNa AMgaNe AvelA koIne pAchA kADhayA nathI. jyAre meM te mArA sagA bhAi ATalA duHkhI hatA chatAM khabara lIdhI nathI pachI bIjAnI te vAta ja kayAM karavAnI ? kaI ne dIdhuM nathI pachI kayAMthI maLe ? sureza pAse teA khAvAnuM kAMi rahyuM nahi eTale gayeA hateA paNa ApaNI pAse zu tUTo che ? rameze patnIne ghaNu' samajAvyA paNa kaDavIbAI na mAnyA. Akhare patnI pAse patine namavu' paDayuM. Aje paNa saMsAramAM evuM jovA maLe che ke patnI pAse patine namavu paDe. darmyAnuM bUrU phaLa chevaTe ramezane javu paDayuM. te devInA madire gayeA. jaine page lAgyA, pachI kuhADIthI bAraNA teDavA mAMDayA. jevu khAraNuM toDavA jAya che evA hAtha tyAM ne tyAM UcA rahI gayA. paga cAMTI gayA. tyAMthI jarAya caskI na zake evuM thaI gayuM. have zu kare ? koI Ave teA cheDAve ne ? tenA manamAM thayuM ke mAre roTalAnI kayAM jarUra hatI chatAM patnInA kahevAthI AvavuM paDayuM tenu kevu phaLa maLyuM ? tyAMthI chUTavA ghaNI mAThunata kare che chatAM jarA paNa khasI zakatA nathI. paga thAMbhalA jevA thaI gayA. ghaNI vAra thaI chatAM rameza ALye nahi eTale kaDavIbAI kaDe A tA gayA te gayA. keTalI badhI vAra thai chatAM te AvyA nahi. lAva huM jAu', kaDavIbAi tA ghUgharATo karatA gayA. dUrathI joyu tA ramezane ubhelA joyA eTale khelatI khelatI AvI. zu` UbhA rahyA che! ? jaldIthI kuhADInA ghA kare eTale ApaNu' kAma thai jAya. rameza kahe, zu ghA karuM' ? kuhADInA ghA karatAM mArI A dazA thai che. hu cAMTI gayA chuM hAtha UMcA ne UMcA rahI gayA che. paga thAMbhalA jevA thai gayA che. kaDavIbAi ramezanA hAtha pakaDI kheMcavA jAya che teA te paNa tyAM sajjaDa thai gai. rameze kaDavIbAIne kahyuM-jo tArA kahevA pramANe karavA gayA te mArI kevI dazA thai ! ApaNe kayAM roTalAne tUTa hatA ? sAmaNamAM karelI kabUlAta : baMne jaNAe devI pAse bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI. traNa divasa sudhI cAMTelA rahyA. gAmanA loko jovA umaTayA. surezanA vAda levA gayA tyAre A dazA thaI ne ! badhA jema tema khelavA lAgyA; rameze ane kaDavIbAie devIne khUba AjIjI karI, prAthanA karI, mA ! amane bacAve ne ! have pharI vAra AvuM nahi karIe. devIe kahyuM-ke garIba sthitimAM koi divasa diyara derANInI khabara lIdhI che ? tamanA sAmu joyu' nathI. have hu` kahu' te kabUla haze te tamane choDuM. kharAkhara

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zArada ziromaNi ] [689 phasAmaNamAM AvI gayA che eTale kabUla to karavuM paDe ne? kabUla na kare te kayAM jAya ? baMnee kahyuM tame kahezo te kabUla che. devI kahe, pachI boleluM pharAze nahi. nA, nahi pharIe. devI kahe- mAre sureza lukhA roTalA khAya che ane tame jalasA karo cho. tamane bhAna che ? AjathI nakkI kare ke roja savAre bheMzanuM eka zera cekhuM ghI tAre surezane ghera ApI AvavAnuM. bela, kabUla che ne ? kaDavI kahe-zera nahi paNa zera ApIza. devI kahe-to have savAzera. Apa Ama kema bole che ? jA, have doDha zera. kaDavI to bhaDakI. te samajI gaI ke have je huM dalIla karIza te vadhAre vadhatuM jaze, mATe je kahe te svIkArI levAmAM majhA che. devI kahe-Apa temane premathI Apaje. ApatA manamAM jarA paNa saMkeca rAkhazo nahi. nahitara AthI bUrI dazA karIza. kaDavIe devInI vAta mAnya karI eTale devIe temane choDI dIdhA, cAra divasathI ceTI gayA hatA eTale paga sajajaDa thaI gayA hatA tethI cAlIne javAya tema na hatuM. teo gADAmAM besIne ghera gayA. bIjA para IrSA karavA jaIe to tenA phaLa maLyA vagara rahetA nathI. camatkArathI namaskAra : kaDavIbAI bIje divase doDha zera ghIne loTo bharIne surezane ghera ApavA gaI. suzIlAne kahyuM - le, beTA ! huM A ghI laIne AvI chuM. bhAbhI ! amAre ghInI jarUra nathI, Apa ghI pAchuM laI jAva. huM pAchuM laI javA lAvI nathI. huM rAtre sUtI hatI tyAre vicAra Avyo ke huM maTI jeThANI ! ame ghI paDeluM khAIe ane mArI derANI, phUla jevA bALako ane mArA diyara badhA lUkhuM khAya ? zuM A mane zobhe che ? kayAre savAra paDe ne huM tene ghI ApI AvuM! A vicAramAM mane AkhI rAta UMgha nathI AvI. zuM kaDavIbAI A badhuM sAcuM bole che? kevI banAvaTI vAta kare che? suzIlAe ghaNI nA pADI chatAM kaDavI to mUkIne gaI. suzIlA doDha zera ghIne zuM kare? temaNe roTalA cepaDIne khAdhA ane badhAne paNa cepaDIne roTalA ApyA. kaDavIbAI reja doDha zera ghI ApI jAya. suzIlA A rIte pote khAya ane badhA garIba, duHkhIone ghI copaDIne roTalA Ape ane badhAnA AzIrvAda meLave. kaDavIbAI reja deDha zera ghI ApavA Ave paNa pitAnA peTanI melI vAta karatI nathI. suzIlAnA manamAM vicAra AvyA kare che ke mArA dIkarA bhUkhyA TaLavaLatA hatAM chatAM eka baTakuM paNa ApatA na hatA tevA mArA jeThANuM karNanA jevA udAra kevI rIte thaI gayA ? tene kayAM khabara hatI ke A te devIne camatkAra hate. devIe temane phasAmaNamAM lIdhA eTale udAra thayA che, A daSTAMtathI samajavAnuM e ke sukha saMpattimAM nathI paNa saMtoSamAM che. rameza pAse paiso ghaNe hato chatAM tenA jIvanamAM zAMti na hatI. sureza garIba hato chatAM saMteSa have te sukhI hate. saMteSa che tyAM parama sukha che jeNe pitAnA jIvanamAM

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690 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi parigrahanA A kuTila pApa para kApa mUko ane saMteSamAM AvyA te kharekhara jIvana jIvI gayA che. temanuM jIvana dhanya bane che. bhagavAne bAhya parigraha nava prakArane batAvyA che. kSetra, vAstu, senuM, cAMdI, dhana-dhAnya, dupada, caupada ane kuviya. vartamAna kALamAM sauthI vadhu parigraha dhanano thAya che. e dhana meLavavA mATe pApa paNa adhika kare che, ghana pite kharAba nathI paNa dhana pratyenI Asakti, mamatA kharAba che. bharata cakravartIne cha khaMDanI sAhyabI hatI paNa temAM mUcha, Asakti na hatI te arIsA bhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. dhananI kAtila mUcha jIvane nirdaya banAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. eka vepArI vidhavA bAI pAse ceDA paisA mAMgatA hatA. A bAIne 12 varSane eka chokaro hato, te haju kamAIne lAvatuM na hatuM. A bAInI uMmara te haju 50 varSanI haze paNa duHkho AvI paDe tyAre nAnA hovA chatAM gharaDA dekhAya ane khAnapAna badhuM sAruM hoya te 70 varSanA hoya chatAM 50 varSa jevA lAge. garIba mAnavanuM A jagatamAM kayAMya sthAna nathI. badhethI te haDadhUta thAya che. A bAI mahenata majUrI karIne thoDuM ghaNuM lAve temAMthI thoDuM thoDuM A bAI cUkavI detI paNa pUrI rakama bharI zake tevI tenI sthiti na hatI. zeTha tenI pAse vAraMvAra ugharANuM karato A vidhavA mAtAne ekane eka dIkaro mAMdo paDaze. tenI pAse davA karAvavAnA paisA nathI ke be mosaMbIne rasa ApavA jeTalA paisA nathI. ekane eka dIkaro che. cAra cAra tAva thaI jAya che chatAM tene ekale khATalAmAM sUvADIne majUrI karavA jAya che. temAMthI je maLe te thoDAmAM calAvIne paNa vepArIne ceDA thaDA paisA bhare che. tyAre dhananA nizAmAM cakacUra banele vepArI AMkha kADhIne kahe che kAle badhA paisA bharI jaje. A bAI kahe- zeTha ! huM dhIre dhIre ApanA badhA paisA bharI daIza? hamaNuM mAre dIkaro mAMdo paDe che eTale huM zeDA paisA bharuM chuM. mAre dIkare sAje thaze eTale ame baMne majUrI karIne ApanA paisA bharI jaIzuM, paNa A garIbanI vAta sAMbhaLe koNa ? 50-100 rUpiyAnI vepArIne koI jarUra hatI ? chatAM eTalA paisAnA bhe kevA nirdaya, adhama pApa karavA UThe che. paisAnA lobhe zeThe karele karUNa aMjAma vepArI nekarane kahe che cAla mArI sAthe. Aje ja te bAIne tyAMthI paisA laI AvIe. je na Ape to tenA gharanI badhI cIjo japta karIne tenI harAjI karAvavI. zeThane dUrathI AvatA joyA. bAI, zeThane jaIne dhrujavA lAgI. potAno ekane eka dIkare mAMdagInA bichAne paDayo che. te prabhune prArthanA kare che te garIbanA belI ! anAthanA nAtha ! tuM mArA sAmuM joje. AMdhaLAnI lAkaDI samAna mArA dIkarAne sAruM karI deje. A bAI to phaphaDe che. A zeTha paisA mAMgaze te atyAre zI rIte cUkavIza ? tyAM te dhamadhamatA zeTha aMdara AvyA. bAI te khUba dhruje che. zeTha kahe-mArA badhA paisA atyAre bharI de. zeTha ! Apane pagamAM paDIne kahuM chuM ke huM thoDA divasa pachI badhA paisA bharI jaIza. Apa mArA gharanI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [691 sthiti to jue, paNa paisAnI garamI zuM nathI karAvatI ? je tuM atyAre paisA nahi Ape te tArA gharanI A badhI vastunI harAjI karAvI daIza. pAse paiso che ja nahi te Ape kayAMthI ? zeThe te bAInI rAha joyA vagara gharanI vastuo nakara mAraphata bahAra kADhI lIdhI. vAsaNa Adi badhuM laI lIdhuM. bAI raDatI raDatI karagare che bhAI! Apa badhuM laI le che, pachI huM zuM karIza ? paNa tenI vAta sAMbhaLe keNa? kharekhara A paisAne daitya nahi to koNa ? paisAnuM jora keTaluM ? badhA mANaso zrImaMtanA trAjavAmAM besI jAya. gharanI badhI vastuo laI lIdhI. eTalethI patyuM nahi, jyAM chokare bATalImAM godaDI nAMkhIne sUto che tyAM Avyo. bAI to hebatAI gaI. A mArA chokarAne zuM karaze ? tyAM to zeThe chekarAne bAvaDuM pakaDIne bheMya para nAMkhI dIdhe. e khATalI ane godaDI paNa harAjImAM mUkI dIdhI. AvA manuSyane mAnava kahevA ke dAnava ? paisAnA leje kevuM adhama kRtya karAvyuM ? paisAnI kevI lagana, garIbane kare khuvAra, dhanane kare Dhagale, ene dilathI kare vaMdanatana ane dhana AvA mAnathI mAnavanA rUpamAM hovA chatAM "manuSya phaLa mRrzvaranita' pazu jevA che. AkRti mAnavanI che paNa vRtti rAkSasanI che. zeThe khATalI ne godaDI paNa laI lIdhI tyAre bAI poka mUkIne raDavA lAgI. tenA haiyAmAM hAya lAgI gaI. have mAruM zuM thaze ? A dIkarAnuM zuM thaze ? badhI vastunI harAjI bolAvI dIdhI. bAI to tamarI khAIne DhaLI paDI ane paDI evA tenA prANa uDI gayA. jJAnI kahe che "re paisA tArA pApe." zeThe AvuM adhama pApa karyuM. paisAnA pApe prANu gayA chatAM manamAM malakAya che ne kahe che A loko to badhA A ja dAvanA che. eka to pApa karyuM ne temAM rasa reDa eTale nikAcita karma baMdhAI gayuM. A zeThane je paisAnI maryAdA heta, jIvanamAM saMtoSa heta to AvuM pApa karavA taiyAra na thAta mATe maryAdAmAM Ave. maryAdAmAM AvavAthI keTalA pApa thatAM aTakI jAya che AnaMda zrAvake jamInanI maryAdA karI ke eka haLathI so vighA jamIna kheDAya evA 500 haLathI kheDAya eTalI jamInanI chUTa rAkhI. tenAthI vadhu mAre na ka9pe, have AgaLa zI vAta cAlaze te avasare. caritra : puraMdara zeThanI havelIe ? puNyasAra be ratha laIne Avyo che. guNakumAre mANekacaMda zeTha sahita pAMca munine kahyuM-Apane badhAne paNa mArI sAthe jamavA AvavAnuM che. badhA taiyAra thayA. guNasuMdara ane puNyasAra baMne eka rathamAM beThA ane bIjA rathamAM mANekacaMda zeTha Adi muni mane besADayA. ratha to rUmajhuma karato nagaramAM jAya che. guNasuMdara ane puNyasAra rathamAM besIne khUba alakamalakanI vAto karI rahyA che. koI vAra puNyasAranI vAtathI guNasuMdara hasI paDate to kaI vAra guNasuMdaranI

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692] zAradA ziromaNi vAtathI puyasAra hasI paDato. A rIte vAta karatAM karatAM ratha puraMdara zeThanI havelI pAse pahoMcI gayA. badhI vAta kare che paNa guNasuMdarane evuM pUchavAnuM yAda AvatuM nathI ke tame vallabhIpuramAM AvyA hatA ? rathamAMthI jevA badhAne utaratA joyA ke puraMdara zeTha gharanI bahAra AvyA ne padhAre....padhAre kahIne svAgata karyuM. guNasuMdara vicAre che ke A te kevA moTA nagarazeTha kahevAya, chatAM temanAmAM namratA keTalI che! badhA sAthe mahelamAM gayA. guNasuMdare puraMdara zeThane namaskAra karyA. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke A chokarAmAM keTale vinaya-viveka che ! badhA divAnakhAnAmAM beThA. thoDI vAtacIta karI eTalAmAM puNyazrI tyAM AvI. puNyasAra kahe, A mArI pavitra mAtA che. temanuM nAma puNyazrI che. guNasuMdara tarata temanA pagamAM paDe..- puNyazrIe mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda ApyA. beTA ! sukhI thAva. guNasuMdara kahe-have te tame mArI mAtA ne ! Apa je puNyasArane dIkaro mAne che tema mane Apane dIkare mAnaje. hA beTA ! jevo mAre puNyasAra te ja tuM. puNyasAra sAthe tane ghaNuM phAvaze. tArI bhAIbaMdhI thaI jaze. ATaluM sAMbhaLatAM guNasuMdarane te khUba ja AnaMda thaye. bhAvinA bhaNakArA guNasuMdarane thAya che ke huM to purUSa tarapha daSTi karatI nathI chatAM puNyasArane joIne mane ATale badhe umaMga kema Ave che? zuM emAM pUrvane kaI saMketa haze ! puNyasAranA manamAM ema thAya che ke meM ghaNA moTA moTA vepArIne joyA. temanA paricayamAM Avyo chatAM A guNasuMdarane jotAM mane dilane ubharo ATale badho kema Ave che ! A bAju puNyazrIe jamavAnI badhI taiyArIo karI lIdhI eTale kahyuM-have Apa badhA jamavA padhAre. puNyazrIe senAnA leTAnA pANIthI jaLadhArA karI badhAnA hAtha devaDAvyA. sonAnA thALa, cAMdInI vADakIo, rUpAnA glAsa, cAre bAju agarabattInI maheMkatI sugaMdha A badhuM joIne guNasuMdara te prasannacittavALa banI gaye. guNasuMdare A gharamAM paga mUke ke tarata ja khUba zAMti vaLI che. pitAne thAya che ke mArA pati to jyAre maLaze tyAre maLaze paNa A gharamAM AvatA jANe mAruM duHkha bhUlAI gayuM hoya tevuM lAge che. kudaratane saMketa che eTale bhAvinA bhaNakArA AgaLathI vAgI rahyA che paNa bheda khule thatuM nathI. guNasuMdara te puraMdara zeThanI sAhyabI vaibhava joIne aMjAI gayA. khUba navAI lAgI. senAnA thALamAM 32 jAtanA bhejana pIrasAya che. khAvAmAM je majhA che tenAM karatAM haiyAne prema adabhUta che. puNyazrIe khUba premathI badhAne Agraha karI karIne jamADyA, pachI mukhavAsa Ape. jamyA bAda puraMdara zeThe guNasuMdarane aneka prane pUchyA. tamAro deza kayo? tamAruM kuLa kayuM? vatana kayuM? kayA kayA dezamAM pharI AvyA? te dezonA navA navA anubhave zuM thayA ? guNasuMdara kahe- ame vaNajhArA chIe. amAruM vatana sthAyI nathI. tamArA mAbApa kyAMka te haze ne ? teo paNa amArI jema phare che. ame A dizAmAM AvyA chIe. teo bIjI dizAmAM gayA che. zeTha samajI gayA ke A guNasuMdaranI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [693 vAtamAM keI gUDha bheda lAge che. bhale te kahe che ame vaNajhArA chIe paNa tenI jAti te nathI. te khAnadAna kuTuMbane nabIre che. game te kAraNe gupta rahe che. zeThe guNasuMdarane ghaNAM ghaNAM prazno pUchyA. vacce keI adhUruM rahI jAya te puNyasAra bole. pUchanAra be che, javAba denAra eka che, chatAM guNasuMdare jaDabAtoDa javAba dIdhA. tene thayuM ke zeTha te ATalA hoMziyAra che paNa puNyasAra paNa teTale ja hoMziyAra che. tene gADha mitra banAvIza to mane kAmakAjamAM Teke Apaze. mArA kAryamAM mane sAthIdAra madadagAra banaze. vAto ghaNuM karI paNa paDado khulle thatuM nathI. have zuM banaze te avasare. bhAdaravA suda 9ne zanivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 75 : tA. 21-9-85 baMdhuo ! ApaNe AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta cAle che. dhodhamAra varasAda varase tyAre kAdava kIcaDa badhuM sApha thaI jAya che, tema bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatA AnaMda gAthA patinA mithyAtvanA kacarA, anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanA kAdava ane darzana mehanIyanI prakRtinA kacarA sApha thaI gayA ane jIvanamAM samakitane dIvaDe pragaTayo. samakita sahita bhagavAna pAse vrata AdaratA pAMcamuM vrata-parigrahanI maryAdA kare che. sArAmAM sAruM jIvana to e che ke je jIvanamAM kayAre ya dhananI jarUra na paDe. evA jIvananA svAmI sarvaviratiro Aje AnaMdathI prasannatApUrvaka pitAnuM jIvana pasAra karI rahyA che. tame lakSya tarIke e jIvanane sadAya najara sAme rAkhe. laya jeTaluM uttama teTaluM jIvana uttama. jenuM lakSya karoDapati thavAnuM che tenA manamAM eka ja vAta ramatI hoya che ke huM kevI rIte karoDapati banuM! e rIte saMpUrNa niSpApa jIvananA svAmI banavuM hoya te eka ja vAta jIvanamAM zuM dayA karo ke jadImAM jaladI e jIvana kayAre pAkuM? aneka pAponA praveza dvAra samAna A ghananI jyAM jarAya jarUra na paDe tevA jIvananA svAmI banavAnuM saubhAgya maLI jAya to tene gumAvaze nahi paNa eTalI tAkAta na hoya to A dhananI pakaDa DhIlI paDe te mATe enA para kaMTrola rAkhe. maLelI saMpattine svecchAe tyAga kare che te sAco amIra banI zake che. mahApurUSe kahe che ke " phakIra te amIra ane amIra te phakIra. A zuM kahe che? zAlIbhadrano AtmA bharavADanA bhavamAM keTale garIba hato? enI pAse kaMI na hatuM eTale phakIra je hate. mAMgatAgIne dUdha, cokhA ane khAMDa lAvIne khIra banAvI hatI. tenA AMgaNe saMta padhAryA to evA utkRSTa bhAve ullAsathI tapasvI saMtane vaherAvI. vastu to sAmAnya hatI paNa bhAvanA sAmAnya na hatI. vastunI kiMmata nathI paNa bhAvanI kiMmata che. vastu mUlyavAna hoya paNa bhAvanA nathI to tenI kiMmata nathI ane vastu sAmAnya hoya paNa bhAvanA utkRSTa hoya te tenA mUlya che. bharavADanA bhavamAM khUba utkRSTa bhAve khIra vahorAvI te bIjA bhavamAM amIra banyA. phakIramAMthI amIra banyA, zAlIbhadra banyA. keTalI riddhisiddhi maLI. ja devalokamAMthI 9

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694 ] | [ zAradA ziremaNi peTIo Ave. jene vaibhava jevA khuda zreNika mahArAjA tenA ghera gayA. AvI amIrI maLI chatAM temanA jIvanamAM samajAyuM ke A amIrI mane tAraze nahi. mAruM kalyANa karAvaze nahi. AvI amIrI te mAre AtmA devalokamAM gayA tyAM paNa bhogavI Avyo che. vaLI A amIrI sadAkALa TakavAnI nathI. AyuSya haze tyAM sudhI che. keInI pAse 50 koDanI ke abajonI milakata hoya paNa te kayAM sudhI ? AyuSya che tyAM sudhI. te paNa puNya udaya hoya to Take, nahitara AyuSya bAkI rahe ne e cAlI jAya. zAlIbhadra vicAra karyo ke A amIrI AtmAne amIra nahi banAve paNa phakIra banAvaze tethI teNe svecchApUrvaka e amIrI choDI dIdhI ane phakIrI lIdhI eTale dIkSA lIdhI. e phakIrImAM evA masta rahyA ke e phakIrIe amIrI apAvI. zAlIbhadrane AtmA zuddha sAdhupaNuM pALIne kALa karIne anuttara vimAnamAM gaye. tyAM ekAMta samakti daSTi che tyAM mithyAdaSTi ke mizradaSTi nathI. bAra devaloka sudhI traNa daSTi che. nava greveyakamAM be daSTi samakita ane mithyAtva ane anuttara vimAnamAM mAtra samati daSTi. anuttara vimAnamAM keTaluM sukha ! tyAMnI amIrI kevI? kaI luMTavA na Ave. reDa pADavA na Ave. tyAMnI saMpatti to zAzvatI. praznacarcA vicAraNA karatAM keI zaMkA thAya te temane pUchavA mATe bhagavAna pAse javuM na paDe. vacanathI bolavuM na paDe, manathI prazna kare ane manathI bhagavAna javAba Ape. tyAMnA sukhanuM varNana na thAya evuM sukha che. AvuM sukha maLavA chatAM emAM sAva nirlepa rahe. tyAMthI AyuSya pUrNa karI mahAvideha kSetramAM jaze. tyAM saMsAranI amIrI choDIne phakIrI (dIkSA) leze. dIkSA lIdhA vinA mokSa na maLe. tyAM phakIrI leze ne evI jabara sAdhanA karaze ke mokSanA sukhanI zAzvata amIrI maLaze. e amIrI evI Avaze ke pachI phakIrI kayAre paNa AvavAnI nathI. bele, have tamAre kyA so kare che? mokSanI amIrI meLavavI hoya te tamArI amIrI cheDI de, dhanane cheDo ne dharmane jIvanamAM apanAve. tame kaI bajAramAM kApaDa kharIdavA gayA. vepArI tamane jAtajAtanuM ane bhAtabhAtanuM kApaDa batAve. kApaDamAM mukhya be tattva hoya, kApaDanI bhAta ane kApaDanuM pita. vepArIo tamane khUba suMdara DIjhAInavALI manane AkarSaNa thAya evI bhAtavALI sADI batAvI. kApaDanI zobhA vadhAravAnuM kAma bhAtanuM che jyAre kApaDanuM rakSaNa karavAnuM kAma potanuM che. bhAta karatAM pota vadhu mahattvanuM ane vadhu TakAu gaNAya che. tamArI sAme vepArIo bhAtavALI sADI rajU karI paNa tenuM pita sAruM nathI ane bIjI sADI che temAM DijhAIna, bhAta sArI nathI paNa pita khUba sarasa che. tame kaI pasaMda karaze ? tame badhA bhabhakAne, DIjhAInane mahe che pachI bhale tene pANImAM bheLo, che ane raDa, kAraNa ke pita sAruM na hoya eTale pANImAM beLyuM, eka vAra dhAyuM eTale kharAba thaI jAya. AjanA mAnavIne pita karatAM bhAratamAM vadhu rasa che. rakSaNa karatAM zebhAnuM

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ 695 ene vadhu AkarSaNa che. salAmatI karatAM sarasatA ene vadhu game che. sAcI vAstavikatA karatAM dekhAva pAchaLa e vadhu pAgala che. pitamAM mAla na hoya paNa bhAta joradAra hoya to enI AMkhe ne haiyuM nAcI UThe che. paisA kharcIne e vastu kharIdI le che paNa pachI divaso jatAM bhAtanI asara ghaTatI jAya che. DijhAIna bhabhake jhAkhe paDI jAya che ane nabaLuM pita pitAnuM pita prakAze che tyAre e raDavA bese che. tame ghaDiyALa lAvyA. tenuM DAyala khUba sarasa che paNa aMdaranuM mazIna baMdha che. DAyala sAruM joIne laI AvyA paNa mazIna cAlatuM nathI to lAvyA pachI raDavAno prasaMga Ave che. DAyala kadAca sAruM na hoya, AkarSaka ke phezanebala na hoya, sAduM heya paNa mazIna je sAruM che te ghaDiyALa sArI rIte cAlaze, mATe ghaDiyALa lAvatAM uparanA dekhAvane na juo paNa mazInane jue te raDavAno prasaMga nahi Ave. je tamArA jIvanamAM zAMtino anubhava kare che te pitAne mukhya rAkhe ane bhAtane gauNa banAve. pita sAruM haze te kapaDAnI salAmatI raheze; vadhu Takaze, ghaDiyALanA DAyalanI ciMtA na karo paNa tenA mazInanI ciMtA kare. saMsAranA nAzavaMta, vinazvara padArthone gauNa banAve ane AtmAne mukhya rAkhe. AtmAnI ciMtA karo paNa Aje jIvo navara padArthone meLavavAnI ciMtAmAM zAzvata evA AtmAne bhUlI jAya che. neha na karaje nazvarane, viyoga thAya vinazvarane, parane bhUlIne AtamamAM, khule te ega thAya paramezvarano. nazvara padArthone game teTale neha karazo paNa aMte te teno viyoga thavAno che. anaMtakALathI AtmAe nazvarano rAga karyo che ne AtmAne bhUlI gayo che. bhAta samAna, DAyala samAna dhanasaMpattimAM AtmAne vadhu rasa che te maLatAM e AnaMdathI nAcI UThe che paNa e meLavatA je pApa karyA ane e pApa jyAre pitAnuM pita prakAze che tyAre lamaNe hAtha daIne raDavAne prasaMga Ave che. pitA samAna dharma che. bhale te dekhAvamAM bhabhakAdAra na lAgato hoya paNa tenI tAkAta, tenuM mahattva vadhAre che. pitathI kApaDanI salAmatI che tema dharmathI AtmAnI salAmatI che. dhanamAM suMdaratA che jyAre dharma mAM salAmatI che. anaMtakALathI jIva rakhaDI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa A che jemAM AtmAnI salAmatI che evA dharmane jIvanamAM apanAvyuM nathI ane jemAM salAmatI nathI evA dhananI pAchaLa jIva pAgala banyA che. saMpatti sAcavavA ane meLavavA AMdhaLI doDadhAma karanAra saMsArI jIne khabara nathI ke A saMpatti saMtApanuM sthAna che. saMpatti maLe to ya saMtApa, rahe to ya sAcavavAno saMtApa, saMpatti cAlI jAya to te saMtApane pAra nahi. A saMpattinA kAraNe sagAe dagA dIdhA che ane prANa paNa lIdhA che. eka nagarazeTha hatA. jenuM nAma suMdaralAla ane zeThANInuM nAma hatuM lakSmIbena. temane tyAM lakSmIne tUTo na hate. saMpattinI cheLo uchaLatI hatI. temane surasena nAmano

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[ zAradA ziromaNi eka dIkaro hato. khUba lADakoDathI ucheryo, bhaNA, gaNAvyuM, ane moTo thatAM khUba ThAThamAThathI paraNA. jIvanamAM taDakA pachI chAMyaDo, ane chAMyaDA pachI taDako tema sukha pachI duHkha ane duHkha pachI sukha ema cAlyA kare che. zeThanA pApane udaya thayA. temane dIkaro khUba uDAu nIkaLe. pitAnI saMpatti kheTA vyasanemAM ane mojazokhamAM uDADavA lA. zeTha dIkarAne ghaNuM samajAve che paNa puNya paravAre tyAre pitAnuM dhAryuM kaMI thatuM nathI. cheka samajatuM nathI. pApane udaya thatAM saMpattinI sejamAM sUI janArAnA mAthe vipattinA vAdaLA varasavA lAgyA. eTalI kharAba sthiti thaI ke paisA badhA cAlyA gayA ane khAvAnA sAMsA paDavA lAgyA. jemane tyAM saMpattinI choLo uDatI hatI evA nAmAMkita zeTha Aje nirAdhAra jevI sthitimAM AvI gayA. evA gojhAro divasa AvyA ke eka TaMka paNa peTa pUratuM maLatuM nahi. dhananI lAlasA : zeTha zeThANIne kahyuM- hamaNAM ApaNI sthiti sAva ghasAI gaI che to Apa sAsu vahu thoDA divasa piyara jAva. tyAM raheje. ame bApa dIkare bahAra kamAvA mATe jaIe chIe. jyAre ThekANuM paDaze tyAre Apane bolAvI laIzuM. sAsu vahune temanA piyara mokalyA. zeTha pAse atyAre te eka rAtI pAI paNa nathI. bApa dIkarAe nizcaya karyo che ke ApaNe bhAgya ajamAvavA joIe. eka divasa jarUra bhAgyane sitAro camakaze. baMne cAlatA jAya che. be cAra gAu cAlyA eTale thAkI gayA. tethI eka jhADa nIce sUtA. thoDI vAra thaI eTale uThayA. bhUkha tarasa khUba lAgI che. jaMgalamAMthI vanaphaLa lAvIne khAdhA ane bAjumAM eka nadI hatI temAMthI pANI pIdhuM. bApa-dIkare je jhADa nIce vizrAma levA beThA che tyAM bAjumAM eka jhADa joyuM. bApa-dIkara baMne vijJAnanA jANakAra hatA. A jhADanA amuka lakSaNo joIne anumAna karyuM ke A jhADa nIce kaMIka levuM joIe. bApa samaje ke dIkare jANatA nathI. mAre ene kahevuM nathI. je ene kahI daIza ane lakSamI nIkaLaze te te badhI uDAvI deze. te mArI pAse rahe te AvA dukhanA samayamAM mane kAma Avaze. chokaro samaje ke mArA pitA jANatA nathI te mAre jANa karavAnI zI jarUra? je emane jANa karuM to pachI teo mane eka rAtI pAI paNa Apaze nahi. bApa dIkarA baMnee vAta peTamAM rAkhI ane nirNaya karyo ke keInA dekhatAM te vRkSanA mULamAMthI saMpatti kADhavI nahi. ema vicAra karI jhADa nIce sUtA. juo dhananI lAlasA zuM karAve che? dhana ane dharma e eka rAzInA zabdo che. dharmamAM aDadhA akSara vadhAre che. dharmanI nAvaDImAM besanAra tarI jAya che ane dhananI nAvaDImAM besanAra DUbI jAya che bApa ane beTAnI durbhAvanA : zeTha kahe- beTA ! A bhayaMkara jaMgala che. tuM sUI jA. huM jANuM chuM. chekare kahe- bApujI! Apa sUI jAva. huM jAgIza. chevaTe zeTha kahe- tuM pahelI rAte sUI jA. pAchalI rAtre jAgaje pachI huM sUI jaIza. khUba thAka lAgela hato eTale hekaro te thoDI vAramAM uMghI gaye. zeTha te rAha joIne beThA

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zAradA zizamaNi ] 697 hatA. kayAre A UMghI jAya ! zeTha tarata tyAMthI UbhA thayA ne pelA vRkSa pAse paheAMcI gayA. jhADanA mULane khAyuM teA tenI aMdara jhagArA mAratA khUba teja mAratA ratnAvalI hAra joyA. te hArane lai ceDe dUra jaI eka khADA khodIne temAM dATI dIdhA. badhuM kharAkhara vyavasthita karIne sAcavIne AvIne sUI gayA. pAchalI rAtre karo jAgyA. teNe joyuM ke pitA UMghI gayA che- eTale dhImA pagale UThIne tyAMthI ravAnA thayeA. tene khabara nathI ke mArA pitAjI A vAta jANe che eTale te te manamAM harakhAtA pelA jhADa pAse gayA. pitA sUi gayA che te khADo khodIne jaldI kADhI lauM. surasene jaine joyu' teA te jhADa ukhaDI gayu hatuM. khADo khAyA teA kAMi dekhAyuM nahi. te samajI gayA ke mArA bApe kheAdIne laI lIdhu che. temaNe ahI thI laI ne khIjI jagyAe dATI dIdhuM haze. paisAnA lAbha lIdhelA prANa surasena dhanapriya hatA. dhana meLavavA mATe game teTalA pApa karavA paDe teA paNa te pApa karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karatA nahi. tene mana dhana sa`sva hatuM. tene jhADa nIce khADA kheAdatAM na maLyu. eTale krodha AvI gayA. AvIne pitAne jagADIne kahe Apane khADI khAdatAM je maLyuM che te kayAM saMtADI dIdhu che. jaldI kaheA; nahi teA kharAkhara khatAvI daIza. surasenanA viveka te abharAie caDhI gayA hatA. avivekanA viSadhara jAgRta banI gayA. dhananI lAlasA lakhakArA mArI rahI hatI. zeTha kahe- beTA ! meM khADA kheAyA nathI. hu kAMI jANatA nathI. ApaNe ane sAthe sUtA hatA. huM gayA nathI ne mArI pAse kAMi che nahi chatAM chekarA mAnyA nahi. tenA zarIramAM te krodhano dAvAnaLa saLagyA che. te kahe ahI koI AvyuM nathI. tame temAMthI dhana kADhyu che. Apa game te jagyAe dATI AvyA che. Apa mane batAve. zeTha na mAnyA tyAre chekarAe mATA paththara laI ne pitAnA mAthA para mAryAM. zeTha tamarI khAI ne paDayA. tyAM ne tyAM temanA prANa UDI gayA. dhananA leAbha keTale ana karAve che! ati lobhI mANasanI sthiti bhikhArI jevI nahi paNa lUMTArA jevI hoya che. bhikhArI bhIkha mAMgavA nIkaLe tyAre tenA manamAM eka icchA haiAya che ke mane pAMca sAta roTalA maLI jAya. peTa bharIne khAvA maLe ane pAna khAvA ke bIDI pIvAnA paisA maLI jAya te basa; pachI vadhAre jarUra nathI. kAlanI vAta kAle. jyAre lUMTArA lUMTa kare tyAre tenA manamAM eNe kAI nihya nathI karyAM hAtA ke mane ATaluM maLI jAya eTale basa. ene teA jeTaluM maLe teTalu lUMTavu` che. parigraha para koI jAtanuM niyaMtraNa na rAkhanAra AtmAnI sthiti lUTArA jevI thAya che. paisAnA leAbhe putra pitAnA prANa letA pAchA na paDayA. dhananI lAlasA zu` nathI karAvatI ?: have surasena khape dATeluM dhana meLavavA cAre bAju pharI rahyo che. rAtadivasa jagalamAM bhaTake che. phaLaphula khAine peAtAnuM jIvana vItAve che paNa kayAMya tene nidhAna maLatu' nathI. theADA samaya gayA bAda eka divasa

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698 ] ( zAradA ziramaNi jaMgalamAM rakhaDatA surasene caMdanaghone joI te ratnAvalI hAra laIne ramatI hatI. caMdana che bIjI kaI nahi paNa suMdaralAla zeThane jIva hatuM. surasene caMdanaghone joI. mAro bApa kyAMya dATI AvyuM haze te A caMdanaghee kAvyuM haze. surasena te A hAra joI rAjI rAjI thaI gayA. te dhIme dhIme tenI pAsethI hAra levA gayo evI caMdana ghohAra laIne bhAgI gaI. surasene tenA para evo jorathI paththarane ghA karyo ke "caMdana ghe" tyAM ne tyAM marI gaI. ratnAvalI hAra surasene laI lIdho ane manamAM malakAvA lAgyuM. tenA te soLe keThe jANe dIvaDA pragaTayA ! tene kyAM khabara che ke atyAre AnaMda manAvuM chuM paNa A karmo mArA bhUkakA uDADI deze. ratnAvalI hAra maLatAM te khUba AnaMda thayo. ahAhA...zuM enA teja che. ! AvI daivI vastu te meM kaI divasa joI nathI. have mAruM duHkha sadAne mATe dUra thaI jaze. surasene caMdanaghone mArIne ratnAvalI hAra laI lIdho. te samaye tenAthI jarA dUra paNa tenA sAme muni dhyAnamAM beThA hatA. te te pitAnI Atma samAdhimAM masta hatA paNa surasenanA manamAM thayuM ke A muni mane joI gayA che. mArI badhI vAta jANI gayA che. A muni hAranI vAta rAjAne karaze te rAjA mArI pAsethI hAra laI leze ane bhayaMkara zikSA karaze, mATe A muninuM ja nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhuM to rAjA vAta jANe nahi ane hAranI jANa thAya nahi. dhananI lAlasA kevA adhama kRtya karAve che! lAlasAno lAvArasa jharata hoya pachI mAnava zAMti kayAMthI meLavI zake ? A lAlasA sAdhunI paNa ghAta karavA tayAra thaI. AvA pApa karIne sukha meLavavA mAMge te sukha kyAMthI maLe? sukhI thavA jIvo sahu AzA dhare che, AzA dharIne tRSNanA cakkaramAM phare che jema vaibhavane lAbha vadhatuM jAye, tema jIvanamAM lebhanI vRddhi thAye, tethI dukhanI sadA vRddhi kare che. sukhI thavA. eka hAra mATe bApane mAryA, caMdana ghone mArI ane have saMtane mAravA taiyAra tha. A saMta to temanA dhyAnamAM hatA. te te keInA sAmuM jotA nathI paNa pitAnA piTamAM pApa hoya eTale badhAne evA dekhe. jene kamaLo thayo hoya te badhe pILuM dekhe, tema ahIM munine to A vAtanI khabara nathI paNa tenA peTamAM dago che. eTale mAnyuM ke muni mane joI gayA. te rAjAne kahI deze ane mane mArI naMkhAvaze. munine mAratA pahelA surasenane vicAra AvyuM ke A hAra mArI patnIne ApI AvuM pachI munine mArIza. surasena ghera gayo. patnIne hAra ApI dIdhuM ne kevI rIte meLavyo te badhI vAta karI, pachI pAcho A. surasena te muni pAse jaIne ubho rahyo. saMta te jANe samatAnA sAgara, dayAnA sAgara, zAMta rasanI mUrti ! temane te keIna para rAga nathI ane dveSa nathI. surasene munine kahyuM-he daMbhI jegaTA ! khoTA Dhaga karI duniyAne khoTuM samajAvanAra tamane

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zAradA ziremaNi ] ( 699 mAravA mATe huM Avyo chuM. tame jJAnI ho te Apa kahI do ke meM A jIvanamAM zuM zuM kAryo karyAM che? saMte dhyAna pALyuM ne kahyuM-Ape caMdanaghone mArI che. e pahelA tame zuM karyuM che e vAta pachI kahIza. te pahelA mAre tamArA pUrvabhava kahevA che. zuM tame mArA pUrvabhave jANe che ? hA. surasena camakyA. mArI badhI vAta A jANatA haze. khera, te pUrvabhava kahe che te mane sAMbhaLI levA de. muni kahe che bhAI krodhAdi kaSAyone vaza thaIne je kukarmo karyA hoya e karmonA phaLa bhogavyA vinA chUTake nathI. pUrvabhava kahetA muni ghaNuM je pahelAM tuM jaMgalamAM hAthI hate. tuM jagalamAM masta rIte rahetA ane AnaMdathI pharato hato. tyAM ekAeka vanarAja kezarIsiMha tyAM AvI caDhaye ane tArA upara trATakyo ne tane tyAM ne tyAM mArI nAMkhe. siMha marIne narakamAM gaye. keTalAya bhA cAlyA gayA pachI hAthIne jIva tuM surasena thayA ane siMhane jIva ghaNuM bha karI tArA pitA suMdaralAla zeTha thayA. hAthInA bhavamAM siMha tane mAryo hato. A bhavamAM te tArA pitAne mAryA. ratnAvalI hAra laIne ramanAra caMdana che paNa tAre bApa hate. tArA bApe te jhADane khAdI A hAra kADhaye hatuM ane tuM na jANe te rIte bIjI jagyAe dATI AvyA hatA. e hAra pratyenI temanI mamatA rahI gaI tethI hAra laIne ramatI hatI. tene joIne tane te hAra levAnuM mana thayuM. te hAranA lobhe te caMdanane mArI nAMkhI. kaSAnI kuTIlatA kevI bhayaMkara che. temAM lebhakaSAya te jeTalA pApa na karAve teTalA ochA. bhAna bhUlele mAnavI kaSAyane vazIbhUta thaIne saMpattinI soDamAM chupAIne jIvana AnaMdamaya vItAvavA IcchatA hoya che paNa enA mananI amRtavela akALe karamAI jAya che. hajI tuM vairanI paraMparA vadhAravA Icche che ? pUrvabhavothI vaira cAlyuM Ave che. tuM mane ahIM mAravA Avyo che e huM jANuM chuM, paNa tuM tArA bhavAnI paraMparAno vicAra kara. mahAna puNyadaye maLelA A mAnavabhavane hArIne tuM kayAM jaIza ? saMtanI mIThI madhura vANIthI surasenanA hRdayamAM uthalapAthala macI gaI. pazcAtApanI pAvaka dhAra ! : teNe kahyuM- bhagavAna ! huM bhUlya. meM mAruM jIvana pApothI kharaDI dIdhuM che. have mane AmAMthI bacavAnA upAya batAve. mArI bhavaparaMparA vadhe e have mane poSAya tema nathI. have zuM karavuM te Apa mane samajAve. pazcAtApanA AMsuothI saMtanA caraNa dhoI nAMkhyA. saMta kahe- bhAI ! tAre gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. jinezvara praNIta dharma bhavabhavamAMthI ugAranAra che. sarvathA pApothI mukta thavuM hoya to tuM saMyamane mArga grahaNa kara. bhagavAna ! veranI vaNajhAra vasarAvI have mAre dIkSA levI che. ghera jaIne patnIne vAta karI. patnI paNa dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI. ratnAvalI hAra rAjAne ApI dIdhuM. baMnee dIkSA lIdhI. saMtano saMga jIvanamAM zuM nathI karato? pApIne punita banAve, khUnImAMthI muni banAve, zayatAnane saMta banAve. eka vakhata khUnI jevo surasena saMtanA saMgathI muni banI gaye. satsaMgano prabhAva addabhUta che.

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700 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi jarA satsaMga kara le pyAre, satsaMga jIvanakA sAra hai, bane pApI purUSa dharmAtmA, satsaMga kI mahimA apAra hai. satsaMga karavAthI pApI dharmI banI jAya che. surasena have sarva jIvenA abhayadAtA evA saMyamI banI gayA. samyam jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapanI ArAdhanAmAM mazagUla banI gayA. pote karelA pApane khapAvavA mATe utkRSTa tapanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. tapa karIne kAyA sUkavI nAMkhI. te grAmAnugrAma vicaratA eka vAra pitAnA gAmanI bahAra padhAryA. te kAusagna karIne dhyAnamAM beThA che. A bAju gAmanA rAjAnA rANI ranAna karavA mATe gayA. te samaye rANIe te hAra dAsIne ApyuM. dAsI hAra laIne UbhI che dAsI hAra tyAM mUkIne kaMIka kAme gaI tyAM acAnaka samaDI AvI ane te hAra laIne jatI rahI. sAdhu dhyAnamAM UbhA hatA tyAM jaI tenI DokamAM te hAra paherAvI dIdhuM. saMta upara caDhAvelI ALa ? rANI snAna karIne bahAra AvyA te hAra na jeyo. mAro hAra koNa carI gayuM haze ? cAre bAju tapAsa karAvI, paNa keI ThekANe patto na paDe. nagarInA cere ne cauTe ratnAvalI hAranI vAta carcAI rahI che. hAranI zodha karatAM karatAM eka rAjasevake muninA gaLAmAM ratnAvalI hAra je. teNe AvIne rAjAne kahyuM ke sAdhunI DokamAM hAra che. rAjAe kahyuM- sonuM dekhIne sAdhunuM mana caLI gayuM haze. Apa temane ahIM laI Ave. sAdhune veza paherIne cerInA kAma kare che. saMnika munine tiraskAra karatAM karatAM nagaramAM lAve che. rAjA kahe bela jogaTA ! te hAra ceryo che? sAdhunA sapheda kapaDAM paherI AvA kALA kAma kare che? sAdhune talavAra mAravA jAya che tyAM talavAranA be TukaDA thaI gayA. aho! A te kaI jAdugara lAge che. maMtrane jANa haze tethI talavAranA be TukaDA thaI gayA, pachI lAkaDI mAravA jAya che. te lAkaDInA be TukaDA thaI gayA. rAjA kahe A mahAdhUrta lAge che. camatkAranA prayogone jANate lAge che. have tene zULInI zikSA ApI de. zULIe jatAM saMtane Atma sAkSAtkAra munine zULIe caDhAvavA laI jatAM pahelA rAjA munine pUche che he jegaTA! tAre ratnAvalI hAranI bAbatamAM kAMI kahevuM che? sAdhu to kAMI bolatAM nathI. maunapaNe thAya te thavA de che. te vicAra kare che ke meM pApIe kevA adhama pApo karyA che ! A jiMdagImAM mArA upakArI pitAne mArI nAMkhyA. caMdanane mArI nAMkhI. A pApa mArA udayamAM AvyA che te he AtmA ! tuM samabhAve sahana karI le. A badhuM zarIrane thAya che. zarIra te para che. zarIra AtmAthI bhinna che. je thAya te pADezI banIne tuM joyA kara. je karmo udayamAM AvyA che te badhA tuM hasatA bhegavI le. muni kAMI bolatA nathI eTale temane zULIe caDhAvavA laI jAya che. to zULI bhAMgIne bhUkako thaI gaI. muni te zuddha adhyavasAyanA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 701 zikhare caDhatA pApane pazcAtApa karatA karatA AThamA guNasthAne jaI kSepaka zreNI mAMDI. bAramAM guNa. pahoMcIne teramAnA pahelA samaye kevaLajJAnanI jata pragaTAvI dIdhI. AkAzamAM devaduduM bhI vAgavA lAgI. deve kevaLIne kevaLajJAna mahotsava ujavavA AvyA. zULInA sthAne suvarNakamaLa thaI gayuM che tenA para besIne dezanA Ape che. rAjAe te kevaLI bhagavaMtane pUchayuM- A ratnAvalI hAra muninI DokamAM kayAMthI Avyo? kaNa temanI DokamAM nAMkhI gayuM ? munie badhI pUrvabhavenI vAta karI. samaDI hAra nAMkhI gaI te caMdanane AtmA hato. samaDI sAme jhADa para beThI hatI. teNe A badhI vAta sAMbhaLI. sAMbhaLatA tene jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM. kevalI bhagavaMta pAse AvIne muninA pagamAM paDI potAnA pApano karAra karI tyAM zrAvakapaNuM aMgIkAra karyuM. je manuSyabhavamAM na pAmI te tiyacanA bhavamAM pAmI gaI. tyAMthI marIne te devalokamAM gaI. A daSTAMtathI be vAta samajavA maLe che. eka te dhana kevA anartho karAve che ! bIju satsaMga jIvanamAM zuM kAma nathI karatA? rAjAe munine je kaSTa ApyuM hatuM te badala mAphI mAMgI ane tyAM dharma pAmI gayA. AnaMda zrAvake dhananI, pazudhananI ane bhUminI maryAdA karI pachI temaNe zakaTa eTale baLada gADIonuM parimANa karyuM ke 500 gADIo bIje gAma javA yAtrA karavA mATe ane 500 mAlasAmAna laI javA lAvavA mATe, te sivAyanA bIjA badhA zakaronA pratyAkhyAna karyA. te samaye moTara gADI Adi sAdhana na hatA eTale mAla lAvavA laI javA mATe temaja yAtrA mATe zakaTa-baLadagADIone upayoga thato hato eTale temaNe pitAnI pAse jeTalA zakaTa hatA teTalI chUTa rAkhIne bIjA pratyAkhyAna karyA. tyAra pachI vAhano-naukAnuM parimANa karyuM. cAra jahAja vahANa paradezamAM mAla laI javA lAvavA mATe ane cAra vahANa yAtrA mATe rAkhIne bIjA badhAnA paccakakhANa karyA. te samaye videze sAthe temane vepAra cAlatuM hatuM. cAra dizAomAM samudra yAtrA karatA hatA eTale temaNe cAra mAla laI javA lAvavA mATe ane cAra yAtrA mATe rAkhyA. AnaMda jaLa ane sthaLa baMne mArgethI vepAra karatA hatA eTale sthaLanA mArga mATe eka hajAra baLadagADIo ane jaLamArga mATe 8 vahANa rAkhyA, have AgaLa zuM vAta cAlaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : puraMdara zeTha, guNasuMdara ane puNyasAra badhA jamyA bAda khUba praznacarcA karI, tyAra bAda guNasuMdara kahe have jAuM chuM. puNyazrI ane zeTha kahe-tuM jA para paNa have A ghara tAruM che ema mAnIne tuM Avate raheje. amAre tyAM jamaje. bA! huM ekale nathI. amArA rasoDe ghaNuM mANasa che. bhale, tuM mANasane laIne Avaje. puNyasAra mAre eka dIkare che have tuM mAro bIje dIkare, mATe tuM avAranavAra Avata raheje. A vakhate to ame tane AmaMtraNa ApyuM ne tuM jamavA Avyo che paNa have pharI amArA AmaMtraNanI rAha na jaIza. guNasuMdara ane puNyasAra vacce evI gADha

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702] [ zAradA ziromaNi dastI baMdhAI gaI ke teo ekabIjAne kahe che have ApaNane reja ekabIjAne maLyA vagara nahi game. kAM te tame maLavA Avaje athavA huM tamane maLavA AvIza. puyasAra guNasuMdaranA mahele jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavA gayo tyAre te tene mana ajAye yuvAna hato paNa have judA paDe che tyAre te baMne vacce atUTa maitrInI gAMTha baMdhAI gaI hatI. guNasuMdarane meLavavA ratnasuMdarInI jhaMkhanA : guNasuMdara pitAnA mahele gaye. puyasAra sAthe maitrI baMdhAI gaI paNa gupta vAta karAya kevI rIte? huM badhAnA mukha jouM chuM paNa mArA pati je pheIsa koIne dekhAto nathI. ghera AvI paNa tenuM mana udAsa che. babe mahinA thayA chatAM patto paDato nathI tethI te ciMtA kare che. have ratnasuMdarInI vAta vicArIe. guNasuMdaranI sAme ratnasAra zeThane mahela che. ratnasAra zeThanI ekanI eka dikarI ratnasuMdarI khUba gamagIna rahetI hatI. guNasuMdara ratnasAra zeThane tyAM vepAranA kAraNe avAranavAra jate hate. guNasuMdara te A vAta kAMI jANute nathI ke ratnasuMdarI tenA mATe najara pAtharIne beThI che. A ratnasuMdarI kaMI vairAgI na hatI. tene saMsAra pratye viratibhAva nahote Avyo. te te saMsAranA sukho mANavA ane yauvananA raMgarAgane khelavA talasI rahI hatI. guNasuMdarane te te pitAnuM dila ApIne beThI hatI. teNe te manathI nizcaya karyo che ke huM to parAguM te guNasuMdarane. tene meLavavA mATe rAtadivasa purI rahI che, paNa A vAta kaIne kahI zakatI nathI. chAnI chAnI raDe che. Akho divasa sUnakAra thaIne rahe che. khAtIpItI nathI ne UMghatI nathI. tenA pitA bolAve to paNa na chUTake javAba Ape. khAdhApIdhA vagara ciMtAmAM ne ciMtAmAM tenuM zarIra sAva sUkAI gayuM. dIkarI mATe mAtApitA ciMtAtura pitAnI ekanI eka vahAlasoyI dIkarInI A sthiti joI mAtApitA khUba ciMtAtura banI gayA. mArI dIkarIne zuM thaI gayuM? zeThe sArA hoMziyAra dhavaMtarI vaidane lAvyA. vaide tenI nADI tapAsI te kaI roga na dekhAya. vaida kahe-kaMI rega nathI. huM davA ApuM chuM, paNa ratnasuMdarIne rega hoya te auSadhathI maTe ne ? tene premano roga hatA. ratnasuMdarI divase divase sUkAtI jatI hatI. tenuM mukha nisteja banI gayuM. eka vAra chokarIne raDatI raDatI tenI mAtA joI gaI. ratnamaMjarIe pUchayuM- beTA! tuM ATaluM badhuM kema raDe che? tane joIne mAruM kALaju kapAI jAya che. je hoya te kahe. game tevI gupta vAta haze to paNa huM keIne nahi kahuM. tane e ciMtA thAya che ke huM maTI thaI chuM have.... ame tArA mATe sAro chokaro zodhIe chIe. ratnasuMdarI kahe mArA mATe koI chokarAne zodhavAno nathI, te zuM te kaI chokarAne ja che ne tane game che ? mAtA ! je meM zuM che te hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. te ka chokare zeLe che ? tamAro jANIto che. je heya te mane kahe. mArAthI tAre zuM chupAvavAnuM hoya ? ame jarUrathI te chokarA sAthe tArA lagana karAvI ApIzuM. ratnasuMdarInI jIbha upaDatI nathI. tyAM te mAtAe kahyuM- mane yAda Ave che ke guNasuMdarane

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 703 jamavA bolAvavAnuM tene kahyuM hatuM. beTA ! te chokaro tane pasaMda paDe che ? te belI nahi paNa mukha jarA malakI gayuM. eTale mAtA samajI gaI ke te guNasuMdarane cAhe che. chokaro khUba bAhoMza ane hoMziyAra che. bhale, have tuM AnaMdamAM rahe. tArA pitAjIne vAta karIza. sAMje ratnasAra zeTha jamavA AvyA. jamI paravArIne beThA pachI ratnamaMjarI kahe, have ApaNI dIkarI moTI thaI che. tamArI AMkha ughaDe che ? kAMI samajaNa paDe che ? zeTha kahe-nagarazeThanA chokarA puNyasAranuM mAguM AvyuM hatuM. teo hAlI cAlIne ApaNe tyAM AvyA hatA tyAre chokarIe kevA uddhata javAba ApyA hatA ! e te chokaruM kahevAya kaI vAra bhUla thaI jAya paNa have bIjo nahi zodhavAne ? zeTha kahe-tuM kahe tyAM karIe. ratnasuMdarIe nizcaya karyo, guNasuMdara paraNuM svAmI, avara purUSane paraNavA, keInuM game na nAma ho... ApaNuM gAmamAM ApanI havelI sAme je navo vepArI guNasuMdara Avyo che te tamane kevuM lAge che? te divase jamavA teNe bolAvyo tyArathI ApaNe samajI javAnI jarUra hatI. ApaNI dIkarInuM mana emAM lAgI gayuM che. khera ! have Apa temanI pAse jaIne ApaNI dIkarInuM mAMguM mUke. bhale. to huM kAle tyAM jaIza. bIje divase zeTha taiyAra thaI guNasuMdarane tyAM gayA. nekaree temanI AgatAsvAgatA karI, pachI pUchyuM, zeThajI ! kayA kAraNasara ApanuM Agamana thayuM pharamAve. mAre guNasuMdarakumArane maLavuM che. anucaro guNasuMdarane kahevA upara gayA ke ratnasAra zeTha Apane maLavA AvyA che. A samaye guNasuMdara svAdhyAya karatA hatA. pitAno nitya niyama keI divasa choDatuM na hatuM. teNe kahyuM-huM svAdhyAya karyA pachI AvuM chuM. temane besADaje. have ratnasAra ane guNasuMdara maLaze ne tyAM zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. bhAdaravA suda ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 76 : tA. 22-9-5 anaMtakarUNAsAgara trilokInAtha bhagavaMte bhavya jIvone divya saMdezo Apa tasamajAvyuM ke he jI ! tame A kAyA para je mAyA rAkhIne beThA cho te kAyA kevI che? A kAyAnA vAstavika svarUpanuM ciMtana karavAmAM Ave to vairAgya AvyA vinA rahe nahi. bhagavaMta belyA che ___ imaM zarIraM aNiccaM, asui asui saMbhavaM / sANayA vAMsami, luNa tALa mAMf I utta.a.19gA.13 A zarIra anitya che. azucithI bhareluM che. temAM jIvanuM sthAna paNa zAzvata nathI. A zarIra duHkho ane kalezanuM bhAjana che. jJAnI bhagavaMta samajAve che ke je zarIra pratye tane khUba rAga che. tene sAcavavA,

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704 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi zaNagAravA aneka pApA kare che paNa te zarIra kevuM che ? anitya che. azucIthI bhareluM che. kAI kADImAM gaTaranA kacaro ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharyAM hAya ane enI upara rUpALuM DhAMkaNu' hAya to e jANavA chatAM kayA DAhyo mANasa e koThI para prema kare? mAnavanI kAyA gaTaranI kAThI jevI che, chatAM enI pAchaLa pAgala na hoya evA mANasa sAmAM eka maLavA muzkela che. kAyAnI bibhatsatAnu` dana karAvatA eka leAkamAM kahyuM che ke yadi nAmAsya, kAyasya yadantastad bahirbhavet / daMDamAdAya lokoyaM, zunakAkAMca vayet // gaMdakInA gADavA samI kAyA para prema karanArA pAgaleA eTalu yAda rAkhA ke jema khAMdhI muThThI lAkhanI che ema A kAyA para cAmaDInu' rUpALu' DhAMkaNu che tyAM sudhI enI zAbhA che. jo kAyA parathI A rUpALuM DhAMkaNu lai levAmAM Ave te samaDI, gIdha ane kAgaDAnA ToLeToLA A dehanI mijamAnI uDAvavA bhegA thAya. ene bhagADI mUkavA mANase hu'mezA lAkaDI rAkhavI paDe. tamane paise khUba vahAlA, putra patnI vahAlA hAya chatAM e badhA karatAM jo sauthI vadhu prema hoya teA kAyA para che. gharamAM Aga lAge ke evA prasaga ane tyAre kAyAne bacAvavA jaldIthI bhAgI nIkaLaze. A kAyA paranA prema kaMcana, kAminI, kuTuMba ane kIrti para prema karAve che. jene peAtAnI kAyA para prema nathI, jene kAyA parathI rAga UThI gayA ane mATe bhAge kacana, kAminI, kuTuMba ane kIrti para rAga UThI jAya che. mAnavInI kAyAne TakAvavA keTalAya jIvAnI hiM...sA thAya che. keTalIya AvazyakatAo pUrI thAya tyAre A kAyA Take che. gAya, bheMsa zvAsa jevI cIja khAine tenA badalAmAM dUdha jevI mUlyavAna cIja Ape che. enI sAme mAnavanI kAyAnI sarakhAmaNI karaze. tA devALiyA jevI sthiti lAgaze. mAnavI A kAyAnA kArakhAnAmAM sArAmAM mAladAra pauSTika mAla nAMkhe te e badhA maLa-mUtra rUpe bahAra nIkaLe che. sArA A zarIranA saMgathI sArAmAM sArA sugadhita bhAjana paNa du dhamaya banI jAya che. tenA para sArAmAM sArA vastrI oDhADIe te e paNa gaDhA geAkharA manI jAya che. bhAre mUlyavAna sADI eka vAra paherI eTale enI camaka jhAMkhI thaI jAya che. A kAyA jevuM evaphA koI kArakhAnu` maLavu muzkela che, chatAM enA para jevA AMdhaLA rAga che, prema che, tevA sa'sAranA keI padArthoM para nathI; kAraNa ke jIva je gatimAM gayA tyAM janmathI mRtyu sudhI eNe mukhya kAya kAyAne peASavAnu ane enuM rakSaNa karavAnu` karyuM che, tethI kAyAnA rAga, kAyAnI mamatA cheADavI bahu muzkela che. kAyAnI mamatA khIjA padArthonI mamatAnuM mULa che. mULa ukhaDI gayA pachI vRkSa sthira rahI zakatuM nathI tema jene kAyA pratyenI mamatA UThI gaI tene bIjA padmAk pratyethI mamatA javAnI che. AtmA kAyA rUpI kedakhAnAmAM pUrAI rahyo che chatAM haju tene chUTavAnuM mana thatu

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 705 nathI. A kAyAne moha AtmAne saMsAramAM ghaNe rakhaDAve che. kedakhAnAmAM bhUkha, tarasa gaMdakI, majUrI Adi du:khe sahana karavA paDe che. temAMthI kayAre chU, athavA lAga maLe te saLiyA teDIne nAsI jAuM ema kedI Icche che tevI rIte A zarIra e kedakhAnuM che. temAM azuci bharelI che. chatAMya temAMthI nAsI chUTavAne badale A mUDha jIva tene pauSTika padArtho khavaDAvI haSTapuSTa banAve che. tene jarA pIDA thAya te gAMDe ghele thaI jAya che. hAyaya karI mUke che paNa vivekI AtmAe zarIra pAse evI rIte kAma levuM joIe ke pharIvAra A kAyAnI kedamAM pUrAvuM na paDe. jemane A zarIra dvArA sAdhanA karavAnI tAlAvelI jAgI che evA AnaMda zrAvake 12 vratamAMthI paDelA pAMca vrata bhagavAna pAse aMgIkAra karyA. pAMcamuM vrata " egavihaM tiviheNuM" eTale eka karaNa ane traNa vegathI AdaravAnuM che. A vratamAM jeTalI maryAdA karI che tenAthI adhika mana, vacana kAyAthI vadhAre parigraha rAkhave nahi. A vrata pitAnA pUratuM che. pitA, bhAI ke putro kamAtA hoya to temanA paisAnI sAthe vrata AdaranArane koI saMbaMdha nathI. teo je kamAtA hoya te teonuM juduM che. pitAnI maryAdA sAthe tene kAMI levA devA nathI mATe Apa vratamAM Ave. mAnavIne pitAnI jarUriyAta te bahu alpa hoya che paNa moTA bhAge bIjAne mATe e meLavavA mathe che. ghaNI vAra evuM bane che ke bApa dIkarAne mATe lAkhanI, karoDanI mUDI mUkIne gayA hoya paNa dIkarAnuM puNya na hoya te lAkhapatinI dazA rAkhapati jevI thaI jAya che ane kaMIka vAra evuM bane che ke bApa kaMI mUkIne na gayA hoya paNa emanA dIkarA moTA zrImaMta thaI jAya che. paisAne saMbaMdha prArabdha sAthe che. mAnavI jyAre maryAdAmAM Ave che, saMtoSamAM Ave che tyAre tenI tRSNA para kApa mUkAya che. savArathI sAMja sudhI kamAvAnI dhUna hatI te ochI thaI jAya. AraMbha: samAraMbha paNa ocho thaI jAya. vratadhArI mANasa bIjA pAse game teTalI mUDI hoya te paNa tenI kaI divasa IrSA karaze nahi kAraNa ke te samaje che ke tenA puNyanA udaye tene paiso maLe che te mAre zA mATe temanI IrSA karavI joIe ? mane mArA puNya pramANe joIe teTalI saMpatti maLI che. mane saMtoSa che. have mAre vadhAre joItI nathI. vratadhArI AtmAne ghaNuM pApa AvatA aTakI jAya che. saMteSamAM jeTalI zAMti che teTalI saMgrahavRttimAM azAMti che. dhana bhUlAve bhUkha ane UMgha H eka moTA dhanADhaya zrImaMta zeTha hatA. temane rAtre uMgha AvatI na hatI. AkhI rAta DanalopanI gAdImAM ALoTayA kare chatAM uMgha na Ave. eka vAra temane mitra bahAragAmathI AvyuM. teNe joyuM ke AkhI rAta zeTha GhyA nathI. savAramAM mitre pUchyuM-bhAI tamArI pAse hAma-dAma-ThAma badhuM che chatAM rAtre uMdha kema nathI AvatI ? zuM tamArI tabiyatanI anukULatA nathI? nA evuM nathI.

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70 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi mArI tamiyata te| sArI che. tamArA mAthe koi ci'tA che ? nA. have koi ciMtA nathI. teA rAtre kema uMghatA nathI ? meM Aje rAtre neyu` ke AkhI rAtamAM AMkhanu eka maTaku` mAyu`' nathI. mitra ! sa'patti teA aDhaLaka maLI che, paNa vAta ema che ke mArI u'mara 80 varSanI thavA AvI che. chellA 50 varSothI me' dhana meLavavA mATe doDadhAma karI che. mAtra eka ja dhUna, eka ja laganI kAMthI meLavuM ne kevI rIte meLavu' ? e dhUnamAM cAre bAju doDadhAma karI che. nathI joyeA divasa ke nathI joI rAta. nathI joI bhUkha nathI lIdhI uMgha. kema vadhAre meLavu te kaLA zeAdhatA hatA. khabara paDe ke amuka jagAe mane dhana maLaze te tyAM doDayA. basa eka ja lakSa ke paiseA kema meLavAya ? Aje paNa mAnavInI e ja dazA che. game teTalu maLyu hAya chatAM tenI doDadhAma cAlu hAya che. sAta sAMdhe ne tera tUTe ! evI dazA jenI heAya te doDadhAma kare te haju kAMIka vyAjabI kahevAya paNa jene dukAne na jAya teA paNa nAko barAbara kAma karI zake che ane Avaka khUba cAlu rahe che chatAM te japIne besatA nathI, kAraNa ke tene puNya para vizvAsa nathI. bhagavAnanA saMte savAre lAvelu' traNa paheAra sudhI rAkhe ane bIjA kALe lAvelu. sAMja sudhI rAkhI zake. sAMje te badhuM pUruM karavuM paDe. teo kAlanI ci'tA karatA nathI. bhagavAnanA vacana para vizvAsa rAkhIne jIvananaiyA AgaLa dhapAve jAya che. raDAvyA kANe ? : jenA jIvanamAM saMteSa che te sukhe rahI zake che ane maLelI vastune sukhe bhAgavI zake che. jene sa'teASa nathI tene game teTaluM maLe teAya sukhe bhogavI zakatA nathI. eka vAra TreinamAM zeTha-zeThANI pharsTa kalAsamAM musApharI karI rahyA hatA. tyAre A zeThanI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. te raDatA hatA. te samaye temanI pAse eka bhAI beThelA hatA. temaNe zeThANIne pUchyu - bena ! tamArA pati kema raDe che ? temanI AMkhamAM AMsu kema che ? ena kahe-tame emane ja pUche ne ke tame kema raDo che ? te bhAI e zeThane pUchyuM-bhAI! tame kema raDo che ? tamane zu thayu che? zeTha kahe bhAI! ame gayA hatA kamAvA paNa AvyA gumAvIne teneA mArA dilamAM AghAta che. A sAMbhaLIne zeThANI hasavA lAgyA. pADeAzI kahe- bhAI kamAvA gayA hatA ne gumAvIne AvyA tethI te raDe che ane zeThANI hase che. bhAi kruhe bena ! tamArA pati raDe che ane tame haseA che kema? bhAi, zu vAta karuM ! zu' kahuM Apane ? ame kamAvA gayA hatA. tyAM kAMI gumAvIne nathI AvyA paNa kamANI karIne AvyA vicAramAM paDayA, A te baMnenA vicAro judA paDayA. eka kahe che gumAvIne AvyA ne bIjA kahe che ke kamAIne AvyA. bhAIe kahyuM- ena ! Apa kaheA che. kamAIne AvyA ane bhAi kahe che gumAvIne AvyA. tamArI ...nenI vAtamAM sAcu` zu` ? bhAI ! teo jyAre kamAvA gayA hatA tyAre temaNe niSNu ya karyAM hatA ke mAre daza lAkha rUpiyA kamAvA. tenA badalAmAM teo pAMca lAkha kamAine chIe. pelA bhAI AvyA. daza lAkhane badale

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 77 pAMca lAkha kamAine AvyA eTale zeTha raDe che. le, A gumAvIne AvyA ke kamANI karIne AvyA ? A vAta sAMbhaLIne pelA bhAI hasavA lAgyA. A zeTha teA mU lAge che. daza lAkha kamAvAnA niNaeNya karIne gayA tethI daza lAkha kamAI javAya evuM gheADu che? A zeThane raDAvyA koNe ? parigraha pratyenI mUrchAe, dhananI doDadhAma bhUlAve prabhunu' nAma : pelA zeThane mitre pUchyuM-tamane uMgha kema nathI AvatI ? zeThe kahyu - chellA 50 varSIthI me' doDadhAma karI che. mArI pAse te karoDo rUpiyA thaI gayA che. chekarAe badhA moTA thaI gayA che. temaNe kahyuMkhApujI ! ApanI uMmara 80 vaSa~nI thavA AvI che. Apa have A badhI doDadhAma choDI do. Apa zAMtithI bhagavAnanuM nAma leA. mArA dIkarAoe mane dukAne javAnI nA pADI che tethI ghera beTho chuM. have nivRtti lIdhI che paNa 50-50 varSoMthI rUpiyA ekaThA karavA mATe karelI A doDadhAme rAtanI uMgha aniyamita banAvI dIdhI che tethI Aje paNa uMgha nathI AvatI. atyAre divase navarA beThA hovAthI divasa paNa jatA nathI. koI jAtanuM kAma na hovAthI manamAM vikalponI paraMparA cAlu rahe che. jeNe ATalI jiMdagImAM bhagavAnanuM nAma lIdhuM na hoya tene bhagavAnanuM nAma game kharuM ? koi divasa gurU bhagavaMtane joyA ke sAMbhaLyA nathI tene nivRttikALa vasameA ja lAga ne ? jene dhanu svarUpa samajAyuM che, jene dharUcyA che, gamyA che tene te thAya ke hAza ! AmAMthI chUTayA aa dhama karIza. te dIkarAnA AbhAra mAne ke sAru ta dIkarAnuM ke teNe mane pApanA piMjarAmAMthI cheADAvyeA. AnaMda zrAvakane prabhunI amRtadhArA suNatA jIvanamAM dharma samajAya te pAMca ta lIdhA. parigrahanI maryAdA karI. have chaThThuM vrata dizA parimANu. pAMcamAM vratamAM dhana, dhAnya, kSetra, pazu AdinI maryAdA karAya che. chaThThA dizA parimANa vratamAM khetI, vahepAra Adi mATe kSetranI maryAdA karAya che. chaThThA vratamAM zrAvaka e nizcaya kare che ke uparanIce tathA cAre dizAomAM khetI udyogane mATe tathA dhaMdhAne mATe nizcita karelA kSetrathI AgaLa javuM nahi. A dizAomAM mAnavI parigraha mATe doDadhAma kare che tethI pAMcamAM vratamAM chaThThA vratanA samAveza karyo che. ahI zAsrakAre te vrata juduM khatAvyuM nathI. chaThThA vratanA pAlanamAM lAbha ghaNA che. ApaNane ema thAya ke A vratamAM zI vizeSatA che ! 25 mAila gayA ke 2500 mAila gayA temAM phera zuM paDayeA ? jJAnI bhagavaMta samajAve che ke A jagatanA tamAma dravyeA kSetranA AdhAre che. jema AvAgamananu kSetra vadhA2e tema e kSetramAM rahelA drabyAnA paricaya vadhAre. jeTalA dravyeAnA, padArthAnA piracaya vadhAre tema rAgadveSa vadhAre thavAnA. rAgadveSanI pariNatIne tADavI hoya te AvAgamananA kSetrane ghaTADI deA, zArIrika svasthatA tathA mAnasika prasannatA lAvavAnI tAkAta A vratanuM pAlana karavAmAM che. ApaNe hamaNAM vAta karI ke zeThane uMdha AvatI na hatI. zAthI ? temaNe dhana meLavavA deza paradezamAM eTalI doDadhAma karI hatI

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708] [zAradA ziremaNi ke tyAre niyamita uMgha lIdhI na hatI, tethI atyAre uMghanI goLIo khAI khAIne rAta pasAra kare che. A sthiti thavAnuM kAraNa vadhu paDatI doDadhAma. chaThThA vratamAM cAre dizAmAM ane uMce nIce kayAM sudhI javuM tenI maryAdA bAMdhe che. kSetranI maryAdA thatAM vastuo ane vyaktio sAthenA saMparka tUTI jAya che. paricaya ocho thAya che. paricayasaMparka ocho thaze eTalA rAga-dveSa ochA thaze. rAganA kSetrane ghaTADayA vinA vairAgya pidA thavuM muzkela che mATe jIvanamAM jeTalI jarUriyAta ochI haze teTalI doDadhAma ochI thavAnI. yAda rAkhaje. jeTalI jarUriyAta vadhAraze teTalI azAMti vadhavAnI che. Aje moTA bhAganA cha duHkhI dekhAya che tenuM kAraNa e nathI ke temanI pAse jarUrI vastuo nathI. tenuM kAraNa to e che ke teoe jarUriyAta ghaNI vadhArI dIdhI che. kahyuM che ke "sAdhu sadA sukhIyA kahyA duHkhIyA nahi lavaleza." ochAmAM ochI jarUriyAte te pitAnuM jIvana pasAra kare che. AvazyakatA para te aTakI gayA che ane IcchAo para pitAnuM Adhipatya jamAvI dIdhuM che. eTale sAdhu sadA sukhI che. je jIvanamAM zAMti anubhavavI hoya te jarUriyAta ghaTADo ane saMteSamAM Ave. jenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa che te duHkhamAM paNa zAMtithI rahI zake che. bAkI A parihe te evo bharaDo dIdho che ke temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM muzkela che. chaThuM dizA parimANa vrata. mAnavI cAre bAju doDadhAma parigraDa mATe kare che. moTA jhaverIe hoMgakaeNga, laMDana, enTavarSa Adi paradeza sudhI deDAdoDa kare che. zA mATe? parigraha mATe ne? bhAre paDI? : eka vAra be mitro bhegA thayA. eka mitra bIjA mitrane kahe che bhAI! Aje bhAre paDI gaI. mitra! zuM bhAre paDI? ravivArano divasa hate ame AkhuM phemIlI capATI pharavA gayA hatA. chokarAo copATInA kinAre UbhA UbhA dariyAnA pANI jatA hatA. temAM pavana AvatA chokarAnI AMkhamAM retI paDI. tenI AMkha lAla thaI gaI. AMkhamAMthI pANI nIkaLavA lAgyuM. ghaNI mahenata karI chatAM e retI nIkaLI nahi; chevaTe tene davAkhAne laI javo paDayo. DokaTare retI te kADhI paNa 15 rUpiyAne cAMdalo karyo. copATInI sahela karavA jatAM 15 rUpiyAno kharca vadhu thayo. copATInI sahela bhAre paDI gaI. bIje mitra kahe-bhAI! tAre te 15 rUpiyAno cAMdale thaye paNa tArA karatAM mane te vadhu bhAre paDI gaI. dizAnI maryAdA karanAre te haravA pharavA javuM nahi. dizAnI maryAdA nathI eTale mejazekha mATe pharavA javAnuM mana thAya. rajAne divasa hoya ne kalAkane TAIma maLe te sAmAyika karuM evA bhAva thAya che? cAlu divase te savArathI sAMja sudhI vepAra dhaMdhe cAlu. temAM keTalAya lapharA ! sukhe vepAra karI zaktA nathI. sukhe khAI zakatA nathI. trAsa, trAsa ne trAsa, chatAM tamane saMsAra sAre lAge che. choDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 709 bIje mitra pUche che tane zuM bhAre paDI? bhAI! tArA bhAbhIe haTha lIdhI ke tame mane koI divasa bahAra pharavA laI jatA nathI. Aje rajA che. bahAra laI jAva. ame baMne bahAra pharavA nIkaLyA. cAlatA cAlatA vacce jhaverI bajAra AvI gayuM. jhaverIne tyAM zo kesamAM navI navI DIjhAInanA sarasa dAgInA laTakAvelA hatA. eka juo ne bIjA bhUle evA AkarSaka hatA tArA bhAbhI tyAM aTakI gayA. huM AgaLa cAlato hato, pAchuM vALIne joyuM te te dukAna pAse UbhA hatA. meM kahyuM- kema pAchaLa paDI gayA? teNe kahyuM-tame pAchA Ave. meM kahyuM- tame jaladI cAle, ApaNe ghaNuM AgaLa javuM che. AgaLa javAnI vAta pachI. tame eka vAra pAchA Ave ne ! devInuM kahyuM devane mAnavuM paDe. tame tamArI jAtane pUchajo ke tamAre AvuM thatuM nathI ne ? te bhAI pAchA AvyA. patnI kahe-mane A maMgaLasUtra bahu gamI gayuM che. mAre e levuM che. meM levAnI nA pADI. meM kahyuM, hamaNa vepAramAM maMdI che. kAmakAja barAbara cAlatuM nathI. AvuM kiMmatI ane bhAre maMgaLasUtra levAnI ApaNI tAkAta nathI mATe hamaNAM tuM A vAta cheDI de. te kahe game te hisAbe mAre maMgaLasUtra levuM e sAcuM. vepArIne maMgaLasUtrane bhAva pUchaye. vepArIe kahyuM - 1500 rU. ATaluM madhuM maMgaLasUtra ApaNe kharIdavuM nathI, paNa mAne te strI zAnI? te kahe-huM te ahIMthI pagaluM bharavAnI nathI. chevaTe mAre 1500 rU. ApIne te maMgaLasUtra kharIdavuM paDayuM. bela mitra ! kevI bhAre thaI! bahAra pharavA nIkaLyA tyAre A dazA thaine ! atyAre 1500 rUA. nA maMgaLasUtranI kAMI jarUriyAta hatI ? nA. binajarUriyAtanA 1500 rUA. kharce kare paDa. tArA chekarAnI AMkhamAM retI paDI e te DaoNkaTara pAse kaDhAvavI paDe. e te jarUrI kharco karyo kahevAya paNa mAre te taddana binajarUrI kharco karavo paDe. tAre te 15 rUA. kharce thaye paNa mAre te tArA karatAM so gaNuM kharca thaye. bola, tArA karatAM mane keTalI bhAre paDI gaI ! je dizAnI maryAdA hatI ne bahAra pharavA gayA te maMgaLasUtra joyuM ane AMkhamAM dhULa paDI ne ! vagara kAraNe AvavA javAnuM kSetra vadhAryuM ne! mATe dizAnI maryAdA kare. vagara kAraNe cAre bAju doDadhAma karavAmAM AtmAnuM ahita che ane cAlu jIvanamAM ya azAMti UbhI kare che. gAmaDAnA kheDUtanuM jIvana juo ane moTA zrImaMtanuM jIvana jue. tamane dekhAI Avaze ke kheDUtanA jIvanamAM je mastI che tenA lAkhamAM bhAganI mastI paNa zrImaMtanA jIvanamAM nathI, kAraNa ke kheDUtanA jIvanamAM beTI IcchAo UbhI thAya tevA nimitta bahu ochA che. jyAre zrImaMtanA jIvanamAM AvA ghaNAM nimitto UbhA thAya che. A nimitto tene cAre bAju doDadhAma karAve che. bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM vicaratA saMte tarapha dRSTi kare. tame je cIjane sukhanA ane AnaMdanA sAdhanabhUta mAne che evI eka paNa cIja temanI pAse nathI chatAM tamArA karatAM mastI keTalI badhI vadhAre che. kAraNa ke manane azAMta banAve evA sAdhano ane

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710] [ zAradA ziremaNi kSetrono saMparka temaNe toDI nAkhe che. bAhya duniyA sAthe saMparka teDaye che te AtmAnI duniyAmAM praveza karI zakayA che. cha vratanA pAlanathI e lAbha thAya che ke te rAganA kSetrane maryAdita banAvI AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvavAnI zakyatA UbhI karI Ape che. A duniyAmAM jeTaluM vadhu joze, jANazo eTaluM vadhu rovAnuM che. tame mAne ke "jIvyA karatAM joyuM bhaluM. " jeTaluM vadhu joze eTalA vadhu raheze. Atma sAdhanAnA kSetramAM A sUtra jacI jAya che te kalyANa najIka che. mAnI le ke tame 50 hajAra rUpiyAnuM jokhama laIne dukAnethI nIkaLyA. tame sIdhA beMkamAM jAva ke ADA avaLA pharavA jAva? A bAbatamAM te bahu kuzaLa che. keI ADAavaLA na jAya paNa beMkamAM jAya kAraNa ke ADAavaLA javAmAM jokhama, lUMTAI javAne bhaya che. A rIte jene AtmaguNonI kamANI karavI che te AtmA zuM jyAM tyAM pharavA jAya khare? A saMsAramAM te cAre bAju AtmaguNene lUTe evA nimitto UbhA che. AmAMthI bacavuM hoya te eka upAya che ke cAre dizAmAM javA AvavAnI maryAdA bAMdhI de. AnaMda zrAvake sAdhanAnA mArgamAM tejI lAvavA mATe bhagavAne batAvela mArga jIvanamAM apanAvyuM. temaNe eka pachI eka ema cha vrate prabhunI pAse grahaNa karyA. have sAtamuM vrata uvabhAga pariga viramaNa vrata che temAM bhagavAna AnaMda zrAvakane zuM bhAva samajAvaze te bhAva avasare. caritra : ratnAvatInA kaheNa mATe guNasuMdaranA mahele : ratnasAra zeTha ratnapatInuM kaheNa mUkavA guNasuMdarane tyAM AvyA che. guNasuMdaranA manamAM vicAra thAya che ke zeTha atyAramAM kema AvyA haze? tenA manamAM aneka saMkalpa vikalapo thavA lAgyA. teNe zeThane praNAma karIne kahyuM ke mAre nitya niyama karavA beTho hato eTale mane AvatA vAra lAgI. guNasuMdarane vinaya-viveka joIne zeThanA manamAM vicAra AvyuM ke vAha dIkarI vAha ! chokaro te khUba sarasa pAsa karyo che ! keTale hoMziyAra che chokare ! zuM tene vinaya viveka che ! AvA chokarAne meLavIne mArI dIkarInuM jIvana dhanya banaze. mArA dhanya ghaDI dhanya bhAgya ke mane A jamAI maLaze. guNasuMdare kahyuM- zeThajI! Apa mArA lAyaka je sevA hoya te pharamAve. ratnasAra zeTha kahe-mAre Apane eka kAma eNpavAnuM che. Apa khuzIthI se. mArAthI banaze to huM jarUra karIza. guNasuMdara buddhizALI che. zeTha kahe- tamArAthI thAya tevuM che. agharuM nathI. Apa mane vacana Apa. nA. huM vacana te na ApuM. tamArI daSTie saheluM hoya paNa mArI daSTie agharuM hoya to? zeTha kahe-Apa mArA ghera avAranavAra Ave che. ApanI sAthe mAre ghara je saMbaMdha thaI gayuM che. muja putrI ratnasuMdarI, paraNavA cAhe tuja, eha kAraNe IhAM AvI Aza pUro tame Aja... he... mAre ekanI eka putrI ratnasuMdarI che. te ApanI sAthe lagna karavAnI IcchA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 711 rAkhe che te mATe huM atyAre Apane tyAM A chuM. Apa mArI AzA pUrI karo. guNasuMdara vicAra kare che A to gajaba thaI gaye. ratanasAra zeTha A zuM bele che? guNasuMdarane bhUtakALanA prasaMge yAda AvyA. mane khabara nahi ke ratnasuMdarI mArA para mohita thaI che, tethI mArA para gulAbanA phUla phekatI haze ! Aje te vAta mane samajAya che. AkhA gopAlapuramAM kaIne khabara nathI ke guNasuMdara e strI che. badhA mane guNasuMdara tarIke oLakhe che. have zuM karavuM? strInI sAthe strIne lagna kevI rIte thaI zake ? A vicAramAM te mauna thaI gaye, kAraNa ke A te meTI muMjhavaNane prazna che. guNasuMdara ! Apa vicAra zuM kare che ? Apane A kAma karavAnuM che. Apa mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLI le. ratnasuMdarI te mana, vacana, kAyAthI Apane varI cUkI che. teNe te nirNaya karyo che ke lagna karuM te guNasuMdara sAthe. je e mAre svIkAra nahi kare to AtmahatyA karIza. te tamane paMcendriya hatyAnuM pApa lAgaze. vicAronA vamaLamAM H guNasuMdara vicAra kare che ke huM mArA patinI zodhamAM pharuM chuM. uparathI ujaLI thaIne pharuM chuM paNa aMdarathI te rAtadivasa patinA viyegamAM aMtara raDI rahyuM che. huM te duHkhI chuM to vaLI ratnasuMdarIne kayAM duHkhamAM nAMkhavI ! je huM hA pADuM te pachI enI jiMdagInuM zuM? nA pADuM te e AtmahatyA kare tenuM tenA mAtApitAne asahya duHkha thAya tevuM che. hA pADuM ane lagna karuM to vahelA moDA khabara te paDe ke e jene paraNuM che te te strI che te tenA dilamAM keTale AghAta lAge ? te zuM karavuM ? hA pADavI ke nA pADavI ? A vicAramAM te mUMjhAI gaye. je mane AvI khabara hota te huM ahIM rahevA ja na Avata to A upAdhI na Avata ne ! A vicAramAM te mauna besI rahyo eTale ratnasAre kahyuM-Apa vicAra zuM karo cho? Apane A vAta te svIkAravI paDaze. have tyAM zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. | nedha : pAMca mahinAnuM cAturmAsa hovAthI ane vyAkhyAnanA pAnA vadhI javAthI have pachInA vyAkhyAmAM babbe traNa traNa vyAkhyAnane sAra eka eka vyAkhyAnamAM saMkSepathI lakhela che. - bhAdaravA suda 11ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna na. 07 : tA. 24-9-85 anaMta jJAna darzananA dhAraka, bhavya jInA uddhAraka evA bhagavAne bhavya jIvone AtmAnI utkrAMtino mArga batAvatA samajAvyuM ke anAdi anaMta pudgala parAvartanakALathI A saMsAramAM bhamatA AtmAne A jagatanI tamAma cIjo eka athavA bIjA rUpe maLI hatI. A bhavamAM jIvane A badhuM maLyuM che ema nathI. cauda rAjalakanA pratyeka AkAza pradeze A AtmAnA anaMta janma maraNa thayA che chatAM dareka bhavamAM eNe dareka vastu meLavavA pAchaLa ane bhegavavA pAchaLa teNe potAnI jiMdagI pUrI karI che, chatAM eNe jarAya tRtine AnaMda anubhavyuM nathI paNa uparathI atRpti, azAMti vadhI che. - atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM bhamatA che keTakeTalI sAmagrIo meLavI haze!

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712 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi yAda rAkhA jo puNyanA udaya haze te AyuSya pUruM thatAM sudhI TakI raheze ane jo puNya paravAyuM te AyuSya pUru thatAM pahelA e cIjo ravAnA thaze je sAmagrIe meLavavA A amUlya mAnava jIvananI kimatI ghaDIe veDaphI nAMkhe che. e sAmagrIomAM e tAkAta nathI ke tamArA AyuSyamAM eka samaya paNa vadhArI Ape. temaja ATalI badhI sAmagrIe hovA chatAM paraleAkamAM eka paNa cIja-tamArI sAthe Ave. keTalI vicitratA che ! saMsAranuM AvuM svarUpa samajatA eka rAjAe sanyAsInI dIkSA lIdhI. sanyAsI banIne vicaratA hatA tyAre rastAmAM eka yuvAne tenI mazkarI karI. tame AvI phakIrI kayAMthI kharIdI ? saMnyAsIe kahyuM-bhAI ! A phakIrI sastI nathI. meM rastAmAMthI kharIdI nathI. meM mAru' Akhu` rAjapATa ApI dIdhuM tyAre mane A phakIrI maLI che. meM samasta rAjyanA tyAga karyo tyAre mane A veza maLyA che. sasAranA sava thA tyAga vinA A phakIrI nathI maLatI. sanyAsInI A vAta sAMbhaLatA yuvAnanI AMkha ughaDI gaI. jainadaza nanI rIte samajIe teA sAdhupaNu kayAre Ave ? khAdya ane AbhyaMtara parigraha chUTe tyAre. mAtA, pitA, svajano, lADI, vADI, gADI e bAhya parigraha che. dIkSA le tyAre e te sava thA chUTI jAya che paNa sAthe sAthe anaMtAnubadhI, apratyAkhyAnI ane pratyAkhyAnInI cAkaDI eTale 12 ane 3 dana mehanIyanI e 15 prakRttinA kSaya, AyeApazama ke upazama thAya tyAre sAdhupaNuM Ave. tamArI vAta karuM. tamAruM' guNasthAna pAMcamuM. A guNasthAne AvatA keTala' cheDyuM ? anaMtAnu dhI cAra, apratyAkhyAnI cAra ane dana mehanIyanI 3 e 11 prakRtine jIte tyAre pAMcamu guNasthAna Ave. AnaMda zrAvaka have sAtamuM vrata Adare che. sAtamA vratanu nAma che uvabhAga paribhAga viramaNu vrata. anna, pANI, pakavAna, attara, pAna vagere cIjo evI che ke je eka vAra vAparI zakAya te uvaAAga kahevAya ane kapaDAM, ghareNAM vAsaNa, gAdalA, gADA Addhi aneka cIjo evI che ke je vAravAra bhAgavavAmAM Ave che te paribhega kahevAya che. A sAtamA vratamAM mukhya be maryAdA karavAnI che : (1) anna, pANI, vastra ane vepAranI. A vrata eka karaNa ane traNa yAgathI AdaravAnu che eTale A badhI cIjonI maryAdA mAtra peAtAne mATe hoya. A vratamAM 22 abhakSya, 32 anaMtakAya ane 15 karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAnA sarvathA tyAga karavAnA ane te sAthe rojanA vaparAzamAM AvatI bhogapabhAganI sAmagrInuM parimANa karavAnuM eTale maryAdA karavAnI. tenA 26 prakAra atAvyA che. tacALatAM 2La vameva rimeLa vidivacalAyamAne udbhaLiyA nirdi parimALa reD / AnaMda gAthApatie uvabhAga paribhAga vidhinuM pratyAkhyAna karatAM ullaNiyA vihiM eTale zarIra lUchavAnA rUmAla-TuvAlanA pratyakhyAna karyAM, duniyAmAM ghaNI jAtanA rUmAla, TuvAlA hAya che. kArakhAnAmAM seMkaDo rUmAlA, TuvAle nIkaLatA hoya che.

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 713 te banavAmAM keTalI hiMsA thAya che. jo tame maryAdA na kare to te badhI kriyA tamane Ave. AnaMda zrAvake bhInA zarIrane lUchavA mATe eka gaMdhakaSAya nAmanA rUmAlanI chUTa rAkhI. bAkInA bIjA badhAnA paccakakhANa karyA. (2) tAhi H dAtaNanI maryAdA karI. dAMta ghasavA mATe dAtaNanI maryAdA karI. duniyAmAM bAvaLanA, lImaDAnA, rAyaNanA ghaNI jAtanA dAtaNa Ave che. vagaDAmAM aneka jAtanA jhADa hoya che. tame divasamAM eka dAtaNa karatA hoya paNa paccakakhANa na hoya te aneka jAtanA jhADanA dAtaNanA pApa tamane lAge. temAM keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. tame bAdhA le te nAma pADIne levAnI ke mAre A jAtanuM dAtaNa khape. te sivAyanA bIjA koI jAtanA dAtaNa na khape. atyAre to ghaNuM dAtaNane badale TUthapesTa ke pAvaDara ghase che, je tame dAtaNa na karatAM hoya to saMpUrNa dAtaNanA paccakkhANa kare jethI kriyA AvatI aTakI jAya. pAvaDara ke TuthapesTa ghasatA ho te tenI paNa maryAdA te kare. je upaga rAkho to A badhA pApathI jarUra bacI zakAya che. AnaMda zrAvake kahyuM-bhagavAna ! mAre eka jeThImadhanA lAkaDAnuM eka dAtaNuM khape te sivAya bIjI kaI jAtanA dAtaNa mAre na khape. jeThImadhanA dAtaNa sivAya bIjA badhA dAtaNanA huM pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. (rU) 8 vihi gharamA' : dareka jAtanA phaLanI maryAdA karavI. duniyAmAM keTalI jAtanA phaLo hoya che. nAraMgI, mosaMbI, saMtarA, sapharajana, cIku, AMbaLA Adi aneka jAtanA phaLa hoya che. A phaLamAMthI mAre kayA phaLa khAvA ane te keTalA khAvA tenI maryAdA karavI. AnaMda zrAvake mAtra eka mIThA AMbaLAnI chUTa rAkhIne bAkInA badhA phaLanA pratyAkhyAna karyA. vicAra kare AnaMda zrAvakane tyAM eTalI badhI khetInI jamIna hatI ke eka haLathI se vIghA kheDAya evA 500 haLa jeTalI jamIna hatI. te jamInamAM phaLa, zAkabhAjI anAja vagere badhuM thatuM hatuM. temane zI vAtane toTo hato ? paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse gayA pachI jIvanamAM e badhe tyAga karyo. rasendriya para kaMTrola mUkyA. ATalA badhA phaLe potAne tyAM thatA hatA chatAM mAtra eka mIThA AMbaLAnI chUTa rAkhI bAkInA tamAma phaLane tyAga karyo. tyAga vagara sAce mArga nahi maLe. saMyama na laI zake te zrAvaka vratamAM Ave. bane teTalI maryAdA kare paNa AjanA jIvanI sthiti e che ke cheDavAne badale vadhu ne vadhu vaLagatA jAya che. tamArA utArA kayAM thaze ? A mamatA tamane zAMtithI nahi rahevA de. eka vAra gADInA DabbAmAM TikiTa cekara caDha. badhAnI TikiTa ceka karavA lAgyo. te DabbAmAM eka vANiye beTho hato. tenI pAse TikiTa mAMgI. vANiye te phAMphA mAravA lAge ane gallAtallA karavA lAgyo. TikiTace kara samajI gayo ke A bhAI pAse TikiTa nathI lAgatI. TikiTa cekare pUchayuM- tamArI pAse TikiTa nathI? che to kharI. te batAvato kema nathI? hoya te batAve nahi? TikiTa na hoya te daMDanA paisA bharI de. vaNika

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714] [ zAradA ziramaNi kahe-nA huM daMDa te nahi bharU. daMDanI nA pADI eTale tene je sTezana AvyuM tyAM utArI dIdhe. TikiTacekaranA manamAM thayuM ke mANasa te sAro dekhAya che te TikiTa vagara kema beTho haze ? sTezane utaryA pachI tyAM je mANaso hatA temane kahyuM- A mAse TikiTa lIdhI nathI mATe tenA daMDamAM Aje tene aMdhArI keTaDImAM pUrI rAkho. kAle savAre tene rajA ApI dejo. TikiTa hovA chatAM koNa kahe ke nathI? : vaNikane keTaDImAM pUrI dIdho. keTaDImAM palaMga hatuM, paMkho pharato hato eTale bhAI te nirAMte UMghI gaye. pele TikiTacekara A sTezanane hato. te tyAM AvI gayuM hatuM. savAre teNe bAraNuM khelyuM bhAIne jagADe pachI kahyuM tuM dekhAya che sAre. tArI pAse mAlasAmAna paNa sAre che te tuM TikiTa vagara kema beThe? TikiTa vagara beThe te tAre A keTaDImAM pUrAvuM paDayuM ne ? have ghara bhego thaI jA. bhaviSyamAM kayAre paNa TikiTa levAnuM bhUlatA nahi tane have savAranI gADI maLaze. tuM ravAnA thaI jA. vaNika kahe, koNe kahyuM ke mArI pAse TikiTa hetI? Apane vizvAsa na hoya te joI le A TikiTa. ema kahIne vANiyAe TikiTa kADhIne batAvI. TikiTa letAM TikiTa cekarane Azcarya thayuM. are bhAI! tArI pAse TikiTa hatI te rAtanA batAvI kema nahi ? eka rAtanI jelanI havA zA mATe khAdhI ? jokhamane jALavavA UbhI karelI mAyAjALa : bhAI! vAta ema che ke mArI pAse rUpiyA daza lAkhanuM jokhama hatuM. huM je DabbAmAM beTho hato te DabbAmAM badhA guMDAo beThA hatA eTale tyAMthI chUTavAne raste zodhate hate. tame mane nIce utAryo ne jelamAM pUryo. jelamAM majhAne sUvAne palaMga hatuM, paMkha pharate hatA, huM bhAgI na jAuM te mATe cekIpahere mUkayo hate pachI mane zI ciMtA ? huM te ArAmathI UMghI gayo. tame mane ahIM utAryo te mArI mUDI salAmata rahI. huM te tamAre mahAna upakAra mAnuM chuM ke tame mane ahIM utArI dIdhe. e upakArane badale kevI rIte vALuM ? mane atyAre gADI maLaze ne huM mArA ghera pahoMcI jaIza. Ape mArA daza lAkhanA jokhamane bacAvyuM tenA badalAmAM 25 rUA. huM tamane bheTa ApuM chuM ema kahI 25 rU. ApIne vANiyo to tyAMthI ravAnA thaye. TikiTacekara te Aje banI gayo. jokhama sAcavavA mATe vANiyAe kevI karAmata karI ? jokhama bacAvavA jelamAM javA taiyAra thaye. mAnavI dhana sAcavavA keTalA vAnA kare che? jarUriyAta karatAM adhika dhana meLavavAnI lAlasA jIvane na karavAnA kAma karAve che te mATe game teTalA kaSTa veThavA paDe te hasatA mukhe veThI le che. ApaNe traNa bolanI vAta thaI have cethA belamAM Ave che. (4) amaMgaLavadaH zarIre mAlIza karavAnA padArthonI maryAdA karavI. pahelAnA rAjA mahArAjAo, meTA garbhazrImaMta mAlIza karatA hatA. temAM ghaNI jAtanA tela Ave che. te temAMthI kayuM tela ane keTaluM vAparavuM tenI maryAdA karavI. AnaMda zrAvaka

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 715 kahe che he prabhu! huM mArA mATe zatapAka tathA sahasrapAka telanI chUTa rAkhIne bAkInA mAlIza karavAnA badhA telanA paccakkhANu karuM chuM. (5) savaTaLa vidi: zarIrane svaccha rAkhavA pIThI vagerenI maryAdA karavI. sAmu paNa A khelamAM AvI jAya. mAlIza karyAM pachI zarIra parathI cIkAza kADhavA mATe pIThI AdinA upayoga thAya che. AnaMda zrAvake ghauM AdinA leATathI banelI sugadhita pIThI amuka pramANamAM vAparavI teTalI chUTa rAkhI ane te sivAyanA bIjA badhA pratyAkhyAna karyAM. nAna (6) mannaLa viSe : snAnanA pANInI maryAdA. mahinAmAM keTalA divasa snAna karavuM ane te keTalA pANIthI karavuM tenI maryAdA karavI. Aje kaIka jIvA divasamAM be vAra, unALAmAM traNa vAra snAna karatA heAya che ane evA jIvA paNa joyA che ke jemane jiMdagIbhara snAnanA paccakkhANu hAya che. koinA mRtyu nimitte phakta chUTa. bAkI snAna karatA nathI. Apa saMpUrNa tyAga na karI zake teA mahinAmAM dazatIthi snAna na karavuM eTalA te paccakkhANu le. cAritra levAnA utkRSTa bhAva thatA hAya, rAtavisa saMyamanI akhanA haiAya te ATale te tyAga karo. saMte jiMdagIbhara snAna karatA nathI. karavAthI keTalA jIvAnI hiMsA thAya che ? jene jainadarzananuM jJAna nathI tevA jIvA nadImAM, dariyAmAM, taLAvamAM snAna karavA paDe che paNa temane khabara nathI ke A rIte nhAvAthI mane AkhI nadInI ke dariyAnA pANInI kriyA Ave che ane keTalAya trasa jIvAnI hiMsA thAya che. ghaNAM chUTA naLa nIce nhAvA besI jAya che temAM keTalu pANI jatuM rahe tenA zuM khyAla Ave ? mATe maryAdA kare. mAre ATalu' pANI vAparavuM, tethI adhika na vAparavuM. AnaMda zrAvake reMTanI dhaDInA AkAranI lAMkhI ghaDI ke je pANIthI mATe ghaDo bharAI jAya evA meATA leATAnA AkAranA nAnA ATha kaLazIyA bharAya teTalA pANInI chUTa rAkhIne bAkInA badhA pratyAkhyAna karyAM. (7) vathavihi : vastranI maryAdA, vastranI jAta, saMkhyA ane kimata, kaI jAtanA keTalA ane keTalI ki`matanA vastroM vAparavA tenI maryAdA karavI. Aje jagatamAM aneka jAtanA kApaDa bane che. te samaye mIleA nahi hoya, atyAre tA jaththAba`dha nIle kApaDanI thaI che. sUtaranA, unanA, zaNunA, nAyalAna TerIkeTana, TerIna, banArasI, silka Adi aneka prakAranA kApaDa Ave che. Aje eTalA bhabhakAdAra, phezanebala, kapaDAM nIkaLyA che ke jo tame maryAdA na karI hAya te tRSNA baMdha na thAya. kaI jAtanu kApaDa ane keTaluM vAparavuM te nakkI karyAM pachI paccakkhANa thAya. AnaMda zrAvaka bhagavAna pAse vastu parimANu-maryAdA karI ke "namnastha tenuM vomanuyaaAM, vasesa vaccavidhi vanvanslAmi" / mAre paheravA ADhavA mATe kSemayugala athavA alasI ke kapAsanA banAvelA be jAtanA vastro sivAyanA bIjA vastronA pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. vicAra karo ke AnaMdanA ghera 12 kroDa seAnAmaheArA, AlizAna bhavana ATalA vaibhava hatA. pahelA te jAtajAtanA

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716 } [ zAradA zizamaNi kapaDAM paheratA haze paNa bhagavAnane bheTa thatAM badhA meha utarI gayA. mAtra alasI ke kapAsanA be jAtanA vastranI chUTa rAkhI. te samaye bahu bArIka ke pAtaLA vastro paheratA ne hatA, jADA paheratA hatA tethI cAle vadhu. be jAtanA kapaDAthI vadhAre rAkhavAnI baMdhI karI. A tA AnaMdanI vAta thaI. tame paNa kapaDAnI jAta nakkI karIne maryAdA karI zake. temAM je jyeA rezamanA kapaDAM Ave che te te zrAvakathI paherAya- ja nahi. hajAro rezamanA kIDAone unA khaLakhaLatA pANImAM nAkhIne mArI nAMkhe che tyAre rezamI kApaDa ane che mATe pcAra rezamI kApaDa te paheraze nahi. AnaMda zrAvakanA jIvanamAM keTale saMtASa AnyA ! ATalA vaibhava hovA chatAM mAtra be jAtanA kapaDAMnI chUTa rAkhI. (8) visevaLa nidi: vilepananI maryAdA. pahelA meTa mANasA vilepana karatA hatAM. tA kayA kayA padArthAnuM vilepana karavu ane te keTalA pramANamAM rAkhavuM tenI maryAdA karatA. AnaMda zrAvake agara kumakuma ane caMdana sivAyanA bIjA badhA vilepananA pratyAkhyAna karyAM. haju AnaMda zrAvaka AgaLa keTalI vastuonI maryAdA karaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aje amArA parama upakArI, kSaNekSaNa sAdhanAmAM vItAvI jIvananI saMpUrNa saphaLatAne varanAra, AtmajJAnanI gaMgotrImAM snAna karI pavitratAnA payagAma zIkhavanAra, upakAronI amI varSA varasAvanAra, ratnatrayInA rAhe caDhAvanAra, evA parama pratApI khA. pra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI 37 mI puNyatIthinA pavitra divasa che. saMtAnu jIvana svaya' upavana che. upavanamAM khuzbAnA khajAnA che. sugaMdhanA sAgara che. saundraya nu sarovara che. anaMta upakArI zrI jinezvara bhagavatanA zAsanamAM aneka mahApurUSo thaI gayA. jenA prabhAve jainazAsana jayavaMtu vIrahyuM che AvA mahApurUSa! jevuM nAma hatuM tevA ja teezrImAM guNA hatA. e gurUdevanA jeTalA guNA gAIe teTalA ochA che. AvI virala vibhUtiethI jainazAsana Aje camakI rahyuM che. Aje evI virala vibhUtinA guNAnuvAda karI zraddhAMjalInA puSpA e mahApurUSanA caraNamAM bichAvu chuM. pU. gurUdevanA janma sAbaramatI nadInA kinAre khaMbhAta tAlukAmAM AvelA galIyANA gAme thayA hatA. e gAmamAM meTA bhAganI vastI kSatriyAnI che. A gAmamAM vasatA pitA jetAbhAI ane ratnakukSI mAtA jayAku'varabenanI kukSIe saMvata 1942 nA kArataka suda 11 nA pavitra dine pU. gurUdevanA janma thayA hatA. je bhUmimAM, je mAtAnI kukSImAM AvA nararatnA pAke che te bhUmi ane mAtA paNa dhanya bane che. "putranA lakSaNa pAraNAmAM" e kahevata pramANe bALakanuM tejasvI lalATa, kapALanI rekhAe bhaviSyanI vIratAnI AgAhI ApatA hatA. temanuM nAma ravAbhAI hatu. jema nAnakaDA rava jeTalA hIrAmAM paNa teja DAya che tema A nAnakaDA ravAbhAInA mukha upara kSatriyanA teja jhaLakatA hatA. temaja enA jyAre valeNuM kare tyAre ravaiyA vacce pharatA hAya che te jema dahIM ane pANI judA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 717 kare che tema jenA jIvanamAM bALapaNathI saMsAra ane saMyamanI bhedarekhA samajAvAnI che evo putra bIjanA caMdranI mAphaka vadhavA lAgyA. teo be bhAI ane eka bena hatA. pAMca varSanI uMmare mAtAnI mamatA ane pitAne prema sadAne mATe gumAvI dIdho, pachI kAkAkAkInI chatrachAyAmAM moTA thavA lAgyA. satIjInA stavane sajelI sabhAvanA teo sArI evI jamInajAgIravALA hatA. temane dharma svAmInArAyaNane hatuM. temane vArasAgata jaina dharma maLe na ho, chatAM jainazAsanane arpaNa thaI kevI suMdara sAdhanA ane kAryo karyA che te Apa AgaLa sAMbhaLaze. ravAbhAInA jIvanamAM nAnapaNathI vinaya, namratA, kAma karavAnI dhagaza Adi guNa evA hatA ke kAkAkAkIne paNa te khUba priya thaI paDayA. temane khetIne dhaMdho hato. kAkA kAkInA dareka kAryamAM sAtha ane sahakAra ApatA hatA. khetInA kAma mATe ravAbhAIne ghaNI vAra vaTAmaNamAM javuM paDatuM. vairAgyanuM prathama vAvetara vaTAmaNamAM thayuM hatuM. eka vAra kAma prasaMge te vaTAmaNamAM gayelA. vaTAmaNamAM jemane tyAM utaryA hatA tenI bAjumAM jaina upAzraya hatA. te samaye tyAM khaMbhAta saMpradAyanA eka vidvAna satIjI birAjamAna hatA. pratikramaNa karyA bAda AdhyAtmika bhAvothI bharapUra eka suMdara stavana gAyuM. te stavana ravAbhAIe sAMbhaLyuM. temane khUba gamI gayuM. temaNe pUchyuMkAkA ! AvA mIThA madhura svare bhAvavAhI gIta keNu gAya che? bhAI ! ApaNI bAjumAM jaina upAzraya che tyAM satIjI AvA suMdara gIto gAya che. kAkA ! ApaNAthI na javAya ? sUryAsta pachI ApaNAthI tyAM na javAya. savAre sUryodaya pachI javAya. ApaNe savAre tyAM jaIzuM ? hA. ravAbhAIne te stavana sAMbhaLavAnI laganI lAgI. kayAre savAra paDe ne huM upAzraye jAuM ! pApathI bhayabhIta banelo AtmAH ravAbhAI rAtre sUI gayA. prabhAta thayuM ne ravAbhAI jAgRta thayA. kharekhara temanA jIvanamAM ajJAnane aMdhakAra dUra thavAne haze ane satya jJAnanuM sonerI prabhAta pragaTavAnuM haze tethI temane stavana sAMbhaLavAnI laganI lAgI. ravAbhAI savAre upAzraye gayA. satIjIne vaMdana karIne kahyuM - Apa rAtre je stavana belatA hatA te mAre sAMbhaLavuM che. ravAbhAInI bhAvanA joIne satIjIe bhajana gAyuM. te sAMbhaLatA haiyuM harSanA hiloLe caDhayuM. Apa bIju saMbhaLAve. be-traNa bhajana saMbhaLAvyA pachI kahe Apa mane kaMIka samajAve. tenI jijJAsA joIne satIjIe kahyuMtAre kIDI, macchara, mAMkaDa Adi koI jIvane mAravA nahi. lIlA jhADanA phaLaphUla teDavA nahi. te badhAmAM ghaNuM pApa lAge che. satIjIne upadeza tenA dilamAM ketarAI gayo. tene AtmA UMDA vicAramAM paDI gayo ke satIjI te kahe che ke saMsAranA badhA kAryomAM pApa che. sAcuM sukha A tyAgI saMtane che. to mAre paNa evuM sukha meLavavuM che. temane AtmA pApathI bhayabhIta bane. parigraha tyAM pApa ; ravAbhAI te bIje divase ghera gayA. jaIne kAkA kAkIne

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718 ' [ zAradA ziremaNi kahe che have mAre A saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. A pApamaya saMsArathI chUTavA mAre jaina dharmanI dIkSA levI che. temanA kAkA kAkI kahe ApaNe dharma svAmInArAyaNane che. je tAre dIkSA levI hoya te svAmInArAyaNa dharmano sAdhu bana. te mATe gaDhaDA jaIne dIkSA le. ravAbhAIne eka laganI hatI ke mAre dIkSA levI che. te gaDhaDA gayA, jaIne temanA mukhya mahaMtane maLyA ne pagamAM paDIne kahyuM-mAre tamArA jevuM thayuM che. ravAbhAIne jotAM mahaMtane lAgyuM ke A kare tejasvI che eTale pAse belAvIne pUchyuM ke tuM keNa che ? kayAMthI AvyA che ? zA mATe mahaMta banavuM che ? svAmInArAyaNa paMthanA gurUjI, gaDhaDA zaheramAM AvIne rahyA, te paMthanA mahaMte ema ja kahyuM, tamAre bhAga laIne Ave. mahaMte ravAbhAIne pUchayuM-tamAre dhadha zene che ? milkata keTalI che ? ravAbhAIe potAnI badhI vAta karI tyAre mahaMta kahe che ke je tAre amArA jevA thavuM heya to tArA bhAganI je mikta hoya te badhI A gAdIne seMpI de te tane dIkSA ApIzuM. haju te mAtra uMmara 13 varSanI che chatAM tenI buddhi keTalI che ! temaNe zuM vicAra karyo. pelA mahAsatIjI te kahetA hatA ke sAdhuthI paisAne aDAya nahi. vAhanamAM besAya nahi ane A sAdhue te pAse paisA rAkhe che. vAhanamAM bese che. jyAM parigraha che, paisA che tyAM pApa che. A tyAga sAce tyAga nathI. ahIM AtmAnuM kalyANa kevI rIte thAya ? tera varSanA bAluDAnuM kevuM AtmamaMthana ! tyAM temanuM mana TharyuM nahi eTale pAchA AvIne kAkA kAkIne kahe che mAre svAmInArAyaNanI dIkSA levI nathI. mAre te jaina dharmanI dIkSA levI che. ema kahIne vaTAmaNa AvyA. mahAsatIjI pAse jaIne kahe che mane tamAro celo banAve, have mAre saMsAramAM rahevuM nathI. satIjI kahe-bhAI! ame te sAdhvIjI chIe, tamAre amArI pAse na rahevAya. je tamAre dIkSA levI hoya te amArA gurUdeva pU. chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba khaMbhAtamAM birAje che Apa tyAM jAva. - daDha vairAgI banyA sAcA saMcamI : ravAbhAIte gurUnI chatrachAyAmAM pahoMcI gayA ane vinayapUrvaka kahevA lAgyA ke gurUdeva ! mane Apane cele banAve mAre jaina dharmanI dIkSA levI che. gurUdeve kahyuM- tArI bhAvanA khUba sarvottama che. te kayAreka saphaLa thaze paNa te pahelAM jaina dharmane cheDe abhyAsa kara. dIkSA levI e nAnA bALakanA khela nathI. dIkSA e te maNanA dAMte lekhaMDanA caNA cAvavA jeTalI agharI che. te mATe pUrI taiyArI joI . tyAga sAthe arpaNatA paNa joIze. gurUdeva ! mArI saMpUrNa taiyArI che. have mane eka kSaNa paNa A pApanA piMjarAmAM pUrAI rahevuM gamatuM nathI. have te ApanA caraNamAM mArI jIvananaiyA jhukAvavI che. mane daDha zraddhA che ke ApanuM sAnidhya mane siddhinA sopAne caDhAvaze. ApanI zItaLa chAyA mane saMsAranI mAyAmAMthI mukta karAvaze. ApanuM zaraNu mane satyanA rAhe laI jaze. ApanA caraNane nivAsa mane AtmAne prakAza Apaze. pU. gurUdeva bhAvinA A chUpA ratnane pArakhI gayA ke A AtmA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [719haLukamI che te zAsananuM ratna banaze. ravAbhAIe pU. gurUdevanA sAnidhyamAM thoDA divasamAM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa zIkhI lIdhA thekaDA Adi kaMThastha karyo. te gurUdevane kahe che-gurUdeva ! have mane jaladI dIkSA Apo. kAkA kAkInI AjJA meLavI lIdhI ane saMvata 1956nA vasaMtapaMcamInA divase khaMbhAtamAM bhavya rIte temane dIkSA mahotsava ujavAye. ravAbhAInA guNa joIne gurUdeve temanuM saMyamI nAma "bA.bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba' rAkhyuM. pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI ma. sA. kSatriya hatA ane pU. ratnacaMdrajI ma. sA. paNa kSatriya hatA. dIkSA lIdhA pachI ratnacaMdrajI ma. sA. pU. gurUdevane khUba vinaya karatA ane temanI sevA bhaktimAM khaDe page hAjara rahetA. gurUAjJAmAM te eTalA badhA arpaNa thaI gayA hatA ke basa, gurUAzA e ja mAro zvAsa ane e ja mAro prANa che. te kayAre paNa gurUdevathI dUra rahetA nahi. e gurU ziSyane jemAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ane gautama svAmInI joDalI yAda AvI jAya ! pU. gurUdevanI chatrachAyAmAM rahIne saMskRta, prAkRtano khUba abhyAsa karyo. sAthe AgamanuM jJAna paNa khUba meLavyuM. arpaNutAne ajaba namUne, jethI meLavya jJAna khajAne. kSamAnI ajoDa mUti gurUjI, dezadezamAM pAmyA re khyAti. vinaya ane kSamAno guNa to ajoDa hato. gurUziSya vacce kSIranIra je athAga prema hato. saM. 1lma nA vaizAkha vada dazamanA divase chaganalAlajI ma. sA. kALadharma pAmyA eTale gurUdevane khUba AghAta lAgyo. gurU viyega bahu vasamo che. pU. gurUdevanA kALadharma bAda khaMbhAta saMpradAyanuM sukAna pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI ma. sA. nA hAthamAM AvyuM. khaMbhAta saMghe temane AcArya padavI arpaNa karI e varSe gurUdevanuM cAturmAsa sANaMda thayuM. jIvana mahelamAM keraNI karanAra kAbela kalAkAra : pU. gurUdevanI ejasabharI prabhAvazALI vANI sAMbhaLatA bhavya jIve tapa tyAganA raMgamAM raMgAI gayA kharekhara e cAturmAsa mArA mATe mahAna yAdagAra banI gayuM. e cAturmAsamAM pU. gurUdevanI amIdhArAnI varSA varasI ane mArA jIvana rUpI kSetramAM vairAgyanA bIjanuM paNa thayuM. pU. gurUdeve e bIjane siMcana ApIne AtmAnA kSetramAM khUba vikasita banAvyuM. pU. gurUdevanI vairAgyarasanA jharaNA vahAvatI dhodhamAra vANInI varSAe mArA aMtaranA tAra jhaNajhaNI uThayA. teo mArA jIvananA sAcA kalAkAra banIne jIvananA sArA ghaDavaiyA banyA. evA tAraNahAra, jIvananaiyAnA sAcA khavaiyA pU. gurU bhagavaMtane mArA para mahAna upakAra che. evA jJAnadAtA, saMyamadAtA, anaMtAnaMta upakArI gurUdeva mATe zuM kahuM ! temanA guNe A jIbhathI kahI zakAya nahi ane penathI AlekhI zakAya nahi. evA uttama kakSAnA mahAna AtmAthI sAdhaka hatA. kakSAnI kacarApeTImAM ane ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM athaDAtA mane temaja mArA gurUbena pU. jasubaI mahAsatIjIne

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720 [ zAradA ziromaNi vairAgya vArInuM siMcana karI tapatyAganA bagIcAmAM AtmAnuM sAcuM digdarzana karAvI saM. 196nA vaizAkha suda 6 ne somavAre A gurUdeve sAcA jIvanane prakAza ApI pAMca mahAvrata rUpI amUlya rane ApyA che te upakArane kevI rIte bhUlAya? pU. gurUdeve saMyamI jIvananuM amUlya dAna karyuM eTaluM ja nahi paNa saMyamI jIvananI aneka kaLAo te gurUdeve zIkhavI che. vAtsalyatA ane prasannatAno dhaMdha sadAya temanA aMtaramAMthI vahete hatA. jemanA jIvana bAgamAM sadAya guNapuchapanI pamarATa prasaratI hatI. nirmaLa jaLa je jIvana pravAha nAnA moTA sahune AnaMdita karI deto. temanA guNa vaibhavanI te vAta kayAM karavI ! kSamA, saraLatAnI te sAkSAta mUti joI le. AvA guNasAgara pU. gurUdevanA prabhAvazALI pravacanethI jaina jainatara dharma pAmI gayA che. adhamIe dhamI banyA che. temanI zAMta mukhamudrA jotAM kodhathI dhamadhamatA Avele mAnavI pANI jevo zItaLa banI jAya. pU. gurUdeva ajameranA sAdhu saMmelanamAM pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja sAheba sAthe gayA hatA ne tyAM suMdara bhAga lIdhe hato temaja A muMbaI nagarImAM cAturmAsa karI janatAne khUba jAgRta karI hatI. mRtyu mahatsavanI majhA : suratamAM harSada munine dIkSA ApyA pachI surata, kaThora, Adi cAturmAsa karI saM. 2004 mAM pU. gurUdeva khaMbhAta tarapha AvatA hatA tyAre rastAmAM keIe pUchayuM ke ApanuM A cAturmAsa kayAM che ? mAruM A chelluM cAturmAsa khaMbhAtamAM che. AvuM teo vihAramAM bolyA hatA. mane amadAvAda cAturmAsanI AjJA ApI tyAre kahyuM ke huM tamane A chellI AjJA ApuM chuM. temanA ziSya phulacaMdajI ma. sA. ne 35 upavAsa bhAdaravA suda dazame pUrA thatA hatA. temaNe kahyuMgurUdeva ! mane zAtA che. 41 upavAsa karAve ne! tyAre kahyuM ke huM tamane A chelluM pAraNuM karAvuM chuM. te cAturmAsamAM gurUdeve bAla maraNa ane paMDita maraNuM uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM pAMcamuM adhyayana vAMcyuM. jANe pitAne paMDita bharaNe maravAnuM haze te mATe ja lIdhuM haze! pU. gurUdevane te pitAnI aMtima ghaDI sUjhI AvI hatI eTale pite te badhI taiyArIo karI lIdhI hatI. bhAdaravA suda 10 nA divase pitAnA ziSyone khUba zikhAmaNa ApI. te divase pratikramaNa bAda rAtanA nava vAge zaradInuM moju pharI vaLyuM. hArTa upara asara thavA lAgI. teozrIe saMghane kahI dIdhuM ke mArA cAritramAM raheja paNa doSa lAga na joIe. te khAsa lakSa rAkhaje. aMtima samAdhi anerI jhaLake, parama zAMtinA zabda uccare, svarUpa dazAnI mejane lUMTe, samAdhi bhAve deha ja chUTe. pU. gurUdeva te svarUpa dazAnI mejane lUMTatA, AtmazAMtimAM jhulatA, samAdhi bhAvamAM sthira thayA. pitAnA ziSyone kahyuM, Apa svAdhyAya navakAra maMtra bele. chelle sarva ne khamAvI saMthAro karI cAra AMgaLA UMcA karIne e saMketa karyo ke A nazvara deha cAra vAge chUTavAne che. pU. gurUdevanI tabiyata bagaDI che e samAcAra

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [721 maLatAM khaMbhAtanI janatA rAtre pU. gurudevanA darzana karavA umaTI paDI. AtmabhAvanAnA jhulaNe jhulatAM amArA saMyamI jIvananA sAcA sukAnI, mAtA jevuM vAtsalya ane pitA je prema ApanAra pU. gurUdeva bhAdaravA suda 11nA prabhAte cAra vAge nazvara dehano tyAga karI saune raDatA mUkI A phAnI duniyAmAMthI cira vidAya laIne cAlyA gayA. traMbAvaTInI tijorImAM raheluM ratna guma thayuM. sthaMbhanapurIne thaMbha tUTI paDayo. khaMbhAtamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo. savAramAM amadAvAdamAM A kAramAM du:khada samAcAra maLyA. sAMbhaLatA kALaju cIrAI gayuM. are ! aMtaranA AkAzamAM camakato cAMda zuM asta thaI gaye ! vaDalAnA visAmA, preraNAnA piyUSa pAnArA amane nirAdhAra mUkIne gurUdeva cAlyA gayA ! ratnasamAna tejavI, ojasvI, AcArya gurUdeva A avanIne alavidA ApI cAlyA jatA jaina zAsanamAM bhAre khoTa paDI che. AjathI puNyatIthi nimitte dazAMgI tapa karAvyo che. sau sArI saMkhyAmAM joDAyA che. Apa sau Aje sArA pratyAkhyAna karaze to sAcI zraddhAMjalI ApI kahevAya. gurUdeva to gayA paNa guNenI suvAsa mUkatA gayA che. emanA guNamAMthI ekAda guNa AvI jAya to jIvana dhanya banI jAya. mahAna guNenA sAgara gurUdevanA caraNamAM keTI keTI vaMdanA. bhAdaravA suda 13ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 78 : tA. ra6-9-85 anaMtajJAnI mahApurUSe karmonI philosophI samajAvatA kahe che ke jIva karmo kevI rIte bAMdhe che ? AtmA kyAM kayAM bhUle karI rahyo che? saMsAranA sukha maLe e puNyathI maLe che. pApane udaya hoya te eka chApuM kharIdavA jeTalI anukULatA na hoya to paNa je kenI pAsethI chApuM vAMcavAnI anukULatA maLI to e puNyathI maLI. e chApuM vAMcatA zuM thAya? vAMcyA pachI enuM maraNa thAya eTale rAga-dveSa thAya. rAga-dveSa e azubha bhAva che. azubha bhAvamAM jeTalI tanmayatA eTalo azubha karmone ja thAya. A te eka sAmAnya vAta che. AvI rIte bIjI anukULatAo maLe emAM paNa e ja azubha bhAva. azubha bhAvanI ramata upara bharacaka azubha karmonI kamANI thAya. " A jIva jANe ukaraDAne IjAradAra." jIvanamAM azubha karmo e ukaraDo che. jIva e ukaraDAno IjAradAra che. ukaraDAmAM kAMI sAruM na hoya tema A azubha karmonA saMcayamAM kAMI sAruM nahi. ukaraDo jamIna bagADe, Arogya bagADe, havAmAna bagADe tema A aneka prakAranA ekatrita karelA azubha karmo udayamAM Ave tyAre zAtA, yaza, saubhAgya Adi keTaluMya bagADI nAMkhe che mATe azubha karmonA gaMja e ukaraDo che. azubha karmonI Avaka jIve satata cAlu rAkhI eTale jANe eno IjAro rAkhe. ukaraDAnA IjAradArane Avaka ghaNI ane jAvaka theDI. junA ukaraDA saDIne 46

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722 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi sUkAIne ochA thAya e jAvaka ane zaheramAMthI navA navA kacarA AvIne ThalavAya e Avaka. eTale kahevAya che ke ukaraDAnA IjAradArane jAvaka theDI ne Avaka ghaNI. basa, jIvanI A ja dazA che ne? A manuSyabhavamAM madhyama sthiti che. A gatimAM naraka ke tiryaMca gati jevA duHkha ke trAsa nathI eTale emanA jeTale azubha karmone udaya nathI. udaya nathI eTale bhagavAIne ochA thAya nahi eTale jAvaka theDI tyAre Avaka keTalI badhI ? divasa rAta nAnI moTI anukULatA pratikULatA bhogavatA azubha bhAva, azubha dhyAna cAlu rahe tethI azubha karmonI Avaka joradAra cAlu rahe. ukaraDAnA IjAradArane Avaka vadhAre ne jAvaka theDI. A mAnavabhavamAM AtmAe ke dhaMdho rAkhe che ? AtmA che moTo vepArI paNa vepAra zene? ukaraDAnA IjArAne. sArA Arya deza, AryakuLamAM janma maLe, AtmAnI vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI paNa ene AtmAne vicAra nathI eTale AtmahitanA uddezathI anukULatA ke pratikULatA bhogavatA AvaDatI nathI tethI satata azubha rAga-dveSa, krodhAdi kaSAya ane durbAna thayA kare, pariNAme loTabaMdha pApakarmonI kharIdI thAya. puzya vecIne pApa kharIdavAnuM che. puNya te udayamAM thoDuM che paNa pApanI aDhaLaka loTabaMdha Avaka cAlu che. ahIM pratikULatA ke dukha Ave te e naraka tirthanA duHkha AgaLa zI visAtamAM ! ahIM duHkhamAM ke ApattimAM bhAva sArA rahetA hoya, dharmadhyAna cAlatuM hoya to enA prabhAve ghaNuM pApa karmo ravAnA thAya paNa je bhAva bagayA te duHkhamAM pApanI jAvaka ochI ane manane durgAnamAM joDavAthI pApakarmonI Avaka jaMgI. devalokanI apekSAe ahIM maLatA mAmulI sukha ke narakanI apekSAe ahIM maLatA aha5 dukha bhogavatAM na AvaDe te pApakarmonI jAvaka ochI ane Avaka vadhAre. te pachI jIva ukaraDAno IjAradAra kahevAya ne ! AnaMda gAthApati AvatA karmonA pravAhane rokavA mATe te grahaNa karI rahyA che. sAtamA vratamAM temaNe ATha belanI maryAdA karI. (9) pucjavihaH puSa, phUlanI maryAdA. duniyAmAM aneka jAtanA pura hoya che paNa vrata AdaryA pachI temaNe kaMTrola mUko. AvA moTA mANaso jayAre rAjasabhAmAM jAya tyAre phUlanI mALA paheratA. eTale AnaMda zrAvake kahyuM- mAre phUlane upayoga kare paDe te "veta kamaLa ane mAlatInA punI mALA paheravI, te sivAya bIjA badhA phUlenA pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. duniyAmAM aneka jAtanA puchape che. te badhAne tame upayoga karatA nathI. te A rIte maryAdA karavAthI duniyAnA tamAma pupinI kriyA AvatI aTakI jAya che. (10) gAmaNa hi? AbharaNu, dAgInAnI maryAdA. jene tyAM 12 kroDa sonaiyA heya ene tyAM dAgInAne zo teTo hoya ! pahelAnA jamAnAmAM AnaMda jevA moTA mANase kAne kuMDaLa, hAthe bAjubaMdha, vIMTI, kaMdorA ane DokamAM hAra paheratA hatA. AnaMde e dAgInAonI maryAdA karI ke mAre be ujavaLa kuMDaLa ane mArA nAmanI

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[ 723 zAradA ziromaNi ] vIMTI A be sivAya badhA abhUSaNanA pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. tamArI pAse dAgInA keTalA heya ! zrImaMtane tyAM jAtajAtanA dAgInA heya paNa paheravAnA keTalA ? tijorImAM levAnA ne harakhAvAnuM. bene pahere te saubhAgyanA cinha rUpa ane ekAda seTa AthI adhika paheravAnA che? nA. mATe paccakakhANamAM Ave, maryAdAmAM Ave. je sukhI thavuM hoya te saMtoSI banavAnI jarUra che. je mAnavImAM saMtoSa nahi heya te game teTale sukhI hovA chatAM te sukhapUrvaka rahI zakaze nahi. dhanavAna banavAnI dhana : eka rAjAne hajAma ja rAjAnI hajAmata karavA jAya. rAjAe tene eka varSanuM varSAsana bAMdhI ApeluM. tenAthI hajAmane khAvApIvAmAM kaI jAtane vAMdho na Avate paNa temAMthI kAMI bacata na thAya. te hajAmane dhanapati thavAnA keDa jAgyA. A ciMtAmAM tenI UMgha paNa UDI gaI. huM zuM karuM te dhanavAna banuM. teNe vicAra karyo ke mane je paisA maLe che te moTA bhAge khAvApIvAmAM kharcAI jAya che mATe temAM kApa mUkIe te thoDI bacata thAya. eTale hajAma tenI patnIne kahe che ApaNA badhA paisA khAvApIvAmAM vaparAI jAya che. keI vAra mAMdagIne prasaMga Ave ne jarUra paDe to paisA kayAMthI lAvazuM? mATe ApaNe eka TaMka khAvAnuM ochuM karI nAMkhIe to paisA bacaze. je paisA bacaze ane bhegA thaze to tane sAro dAgIne karAvI ApIza. dAgInAnI vAta sAMbhaLI eTale patnI te harakhAI gaI. teNe te khUba kasakasara karavA mAMDI. badhAe eka TaMka jamavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. kharekhara divALIe je paisA bhegA thayA tenAthI eka ghareNuM lAvI ApyuM. khAvAmAM karakasara karavAthI kAMI lakhapati banI javAya ? lakhapati banatAM te jiMdagI pUrI thavA Ave. lakhapati bane ane jIvana pUruM thaI jAya te bheguM karyAne zo artha ? thoDI bacatamAM baMgalA ane moTara gADI kayAMthI Ave ? tene to khUba ciMtA thavA lAgI. zuM karuM te jaldI lakhapati banAye? A te rAjAne hajAma eTale je bIjuM kAMI kare ane rAjA jANe to ya bhAre upAdhi thaI paDe. tAre zuM joIe che? : eka vAra hajAma pANIno loTo laIne gAma bahAra jaMgalamAM gayo. te visAmo khAvA eka jhADa nIce Ubhe che tyAM avAja Avyo. bhAI! tAre zuM joIe che? tuM duHkhI kema che? tAre senuM joIe che ke paisA joIe che? hajAma te camako. mane AvuM kazuM kahetuM haze? A avAja kayAMthI Ave che? tyAM bIjI vAra avAja Avyo ke tAre senuM joIe che ke paisA? tene lAgyuM ke A avAja jhADa pAchaLathI Ave che paNa kaI dekhAtuM nathI. thoDI vAra vicAra karIne kahyuM, mAre dhanavAna thavuM che. Apa mane keI upAya batAve. bhAI ! tuM jhADa pAchaLa kheda te temAMthI sAta carU nIkaLaze. hajAme jhADa pAchaLa chedayuM to sAta zarU nIkaLyA. temAM cha carU AkhA bharelA hatA ane sAtame carU aDadhuM hatuM. te te carU laIne harakhAto harakhAte ghera gaye. patnIne kahe che tuM jaladI bAraNuM khola. hajAmanI patnI kahe tame Aje bahu AnaMdamAM cho ! hajAme badhI vAta karI.

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724] [ zAradA ziremaNi carU maLavA chatAM ciMtA : hajAmane sAta carU maLavA chatAM e baLatarA thaI ke che carU to AkhA bharelA che ane sAtame aDadho bharelo che. te jyAM sudhI A na bharAya tyAM sudhI mane zAMti na vaLe. atyAra sudhI paisAdAra thavAnI ciMtA hatI, have ATalA carU maLyA tyAre sAtamo pUro karavAnI ciMtA vadhI. bele, sukha vadhyuM ke duHkha vadhyuM ? jIvanI tRSNA keTalI che ? jyAre juo tyAre tenA mukha para ciMtA dekhAya. rAjA pAse hajAmata karavA jAya te paNa tenuM citta ThekANe na heya. rAjA samajI gayA ke hajAma hamaNAM kaMIka ciMtAmAM che. te ja mArI pAse Ave che mATe tenI ciMtA mAre dUra karavI joIe. be cAra divasa gayA eTale rAjAe tene pUchayuM- hamaNAM tuM khUba ciMtAmAM hoya evuM lAge che. tuM satya vAta kara. rAjAe khUba pUchyuM tyAre kahyuM - Ape mane varSAsana bAMdhI ApyA ghaNuM varSo thaI gayA. atyAre meMghavArI khUba vadhI che. pahelAM te te pisAthI sArI rIte AjIvikA cAlatI ane thoDI bacata paNa thatI. have te jIvana nibhAvavAmAM kheMca paDe che. rAjA prasanna hatA. temaNe kahyuM, jA, AjathI tAruM varSAsana Dabala. basa have te AnaMda ne? hajAma te khuza thaye. have jaladI sAme carU bharI zakAze. teNe patnIne vAta karI. patnI mATe pahelA je sonAne dAgIne lAvyA hatA te paNa gaLAvIne temAM nAMkhI dIdhA. khAvAmAM paNa ghaNuM karakasara karavA lAge chatAM carU bharAto nathI. - tRSNAnuM teDeluM khappara : hajAmanI ciMtA vadhI. rAjAne thayuM haju A hamanI ciMtA ochI thaI lAgatI nathI. eTale pUchayuM- haju tArI ciMtA kema ochI thaI nathI? zuM tArA mAthe koI upAdhi AvI paDI che? hajAma bela nathI. rAjAe ghaNuM pUchayuM tyAre teNe vAta karI ke mArI pAse sonAnA cha carU bharelA che ane sAtamo aDadhe che. te pUro bharavA mahenata karuM chuM paNa bharAtuM nathI. bhAI ! te carU tane kayAMthI maLyA? hajAme badhI vAta karI. rAjA kahe- bhAI ! te sAtamo carU kayAre paNa Akho bharAze nahi. mane paNa A carU maLyA hatA. tArI jema meM paNa tene bharavA ghaNAM prayatna karyo paNa kaI hisAbe na bharAyo tyAre mane samajAyuM ke mAnavInI IcchAo kayAre paNa pUrI thatI nathI tema A carU paNa kayAre paNa bharAze nahi. pachI jyAMthI A carUo mane maLyA hatA tyAM jaIne mUkI AvyA pachI mane zAMti thaI. huM to tane kahuM chuM ke tAre je sukhethI AnaMdapUrvaka jIvavuM hoya te tuM jyAMthI lAge che te jagyAe jaIne mUkI Ava; nahi te A ciMtAmAM jIvatAM chatAM marelAM jevI dazA thaze. rAjAnI vAta hajAmanA gaLe utarI gaI. kharekhara vadhu dhana meLavavAnI lAlace huM sukhethI khAto nathI ne koIne khAvA detA nathI. tenA karatAM saMteSathI AnaMdapUrvaka jIvanano upayoga zA mATe na kare ? A tRSNAnuM khappara te kayAre paNa bharAvAnuM nathI. hajAma sAte carUone jaMgalamAM jyAMthI lAvyuM hatuM tyAM mUkI Ave. pachI tenI badhI ciMtA dUra thaI gaI ane saMtoSathI sukhethI khAIpIne jIvana calAvavA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] ( 725 lAgyo. jJAnI kahe che ke saMtoSa mAnavInuM moTAmAM moTuM dhana che. asaMtoSanI Aga bhaDake baLatI hoya te kaI paNa saMyogamAM zAMti maLI zakavAnI nathI. AnaMda zrAvakanA jIvanamAM saMtoSa AvI gayo. te kahe che bhagavAna ! ajJAna dazAmAM mane samajaNa na hatI tyAre A badhI vastuo ghaNI meLavI, bhegavI ane pApanA gaMja ekaThA karyA paNa have prabhu ApanI vANIe mArA jIvanamAM satya jJAnano dipaka pragaTAvyuM puNya-pApa, Azrava-saMvaranI bhedarekhA batAvI te have huM mArAthI yathAzakti te pApano tyAga karyuM. tethI temaNe zrAvakanA vrata aMgIkAra karyA. dAgInAmAM pitAnA mATe be kuMDaLa ane eka pitAnA nAmanI vITI eTalI chUTa rAkhIne bAkInA badhA AbharaNanA paccakhANa karyA huM te Apa badha ne paNa kahuM chuM ke Apane jeTalI jarUra hoya teTaluM rAkhIne bIjAnA paccakakhANa kare. A badhI mamatA ghaTADavA jevI che. A mamatA, mUcha tamane mAra khavaDAvaze. (11) dhuvanavidi : dhUpanI maryAdA. aneka jAtanA dhUpa thAya che temAM AnaMda zrAvake agara, bAna ane dhUpa sivAyanA bIjA badhA dhUpanA paccakhANa karyA. (12) cavihi- viraha : bhejananI ane pIvA lAyaka padArthonI maryAdA. kaDhI, osAmaNa, rAba, kAMjI, soDA, lemana, Ijara, zarabata Adi vastuonI maryAdA karavI. Ajane mAnavI jIbhanA svAda khAtara aneka jAtanA pINA pIve che paNa zrAvakathI bahAranA pINA pIvAya nahi. AnaMda zrAvake eka maganuM osAmaNa ane ghImAM zekelA cokhAnI kAMjI e be vastunI chUTa rAkhIne bAkInA badhA pIvA gya padArthonA pratyAkhyAna karyA. Aje mAnavI pINAM pIvAne te jANe gulAma banI gayuM che. eka vAra eka kensarano dadI DokaTara pAse gayo. mAnavI kensaranuM nAma paDatA dhrujI UThe che. DokaTare tene tapAsIne davA ApI, zuM khAvuM ane zuM na khAvuM te badhI sUcanAo ApI. sAthe e paNa kahyuM ke have tamAre bIDI pIvAnI nahi, je bIDI nahi choDe te roga vadhI jaze. thoDA divasa pachI batAvavA Avaje. A dadIne bIDI pIvAnuM bhAre vyasana hatuM. dahI ghera gaye. khAvAnI parejI pALI zake paNa bIDI pIvAnuM na cheDI zako. thoDA divasa pachI te dardI DokaTara pAse gayo. DokaTare tapAsyuM te roga ghaTavAne badale vadhI gayo hato. DokaTare temane eka vAta karI ke tame have jema bane tema vadhu sinemA jevA jAva. kadAca ema karavAthI tamane ragamAM rAhata thaI jAya. dadIne te Azcarya thayuM kaTara sAheba ! Apa zuM vAta kare che? zuM pikacara jevAthI rogamAM rAhata thAya ? hA. kAraNa ke thiyeTaramAM bIDI pIvAnI sakhata manAI hoya che, bIDI choDayA vinA tamane ragamAM rAhata thavI asaMbhava che. have dadI zuM bole? kahevAne Azaya e che ke mAnavIne bakhtAranA pINA tathA bIDI pIvAnI Aje khUba Teva paDI gaI che, e Tevane pachI te cheDI zakatA nathI. AnaMda zrAvake keTale kaMTrola karyo. mAtra maganuM osAmaNa ane cokhAnI kAMjInI chUTa rAkhI bAkInA badhA paccakakhANa karyA.

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726 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi (13) mANavidiH pakavAnanI maryAdA. Aje duniyAmAM keTalI jAtanA pakavAna bane che. pakavAna AraMbha vagara thatA nathI. jyAM AraMbha che tyAM pApa che. subuddhi pradhAna rAjAne tyAM jamavA AvyA. rAjAe sArA pakavAna, pharasANa vagere banAvaDAvyuM hatuM. rAjA ane pradhAna jamavA beThA. rAjA pradhAna sAmuM joyA kare ke hamaNAM pradhAna prazaMsA karaze ke kevuM sarasa jamaNa che! paNa pradhAna kAMI bolatA nathI. chevaTe rAjAe pUchyuM-pradhAnajI ! Aje jamaNa tamane kevuM lAgyuM ? pradhAna kahe, emAM zuM kahevAnuM hoya ? chakAyane kUTo thAya tyAre eka TI bane. pradhAnane rAjA pAse sAruM thavAnuM hatuM chatAM dharma pAmele jIva keIne sArA thavA mATe paNa AraMbhika kriyAnI prazaMsA na kare. pradhAna samajatuM hatuM ke je AraMbha samAraMbhanuM kArya kare che tenI prazaMsA karavAthI te pApa baMdhAvAnuM che. kahevAne Azaya e che ke pakavAna, miSTAna koI paNa bhejana AraMbha vagara thatA nathI, te jeTalI maryAdA karIe eTalI pApanI kriyA aTake. AnaMda zrAvakanA ghera zuM teTo hato ? chatAM temaNe kahyuM-prabhu ! eka ghevara ane bIjA gaLyA khAjA A be pakavAnanI chUTa rAkhIne bAkInA badhA pakavAnanA pratyAkhyAna karuM chuM. (14) goSi iH cekhAnI maryAdA. duniyAmAM keTalI jAtanA cekhA Ave che. kamoda bAsamati Adi. te samayamAM paNa ghaNI jAtanA cokhA thatA hatA. te badhA khAmAMthI AnaMda zrAvake mAtra eka kelama nAmanA cokhAnA bhAtanI chUTa rAkhI. te sivAya bIjA badhA cekhAnA pratyAkhyAna karyA. keTale kaMTrola karyo? rasendriya para vijaya meLavyuM hoya te ATalI maryAdA karI zakAya. bAkI duniyAmAM keTalIya cIje evI che ke je khAtA nathI, bhegavatA nathI, chatAM tenA paccakakhANuM nathI te pApane pravAha AvyA kare che. eka anubhavIe lakhyuM che ke mANasa jamavA bese che tyAre evI rIte jame che ke jANe tene AkhA divasamAM pharI khAvAnuM nathI. mAnavI jyAre makAna banAve che tyAre evI rIte banAve che ke A duniyAmAMthI jANe ke ene kayAre ya javAnuM nathI. jJAnI te kahe che ke tArI sAmagrIe ahIM rahI jaze ne tuM A duniyAmAMthI vidAya laIne cAlyo jaIza. rUmAla badalAya che, sITa enI eka eka vAra eka bhAI TrenamAM musApharI karatA hatA. rastAmAM temanI tabiyatanA kAraNe jarA UThavuM paDyuM, tyAre e bhAIne thayuM ke huM jaIne AvuM eTalI vAramAM koI mArI jagyA laI le te mATe huM jagyA para kaMIka mUkIne jAuM. ema vicAra karIne te bhAI e pitAne rUmAla pitAnI jagyA para pAtharI dIdhe, pachI te temanA kAme gayA. pAMca daza miniTamAM jaIne pAchA AvyA, tyAre joyuM te pitAnI jagyA para bIjA bhAI besI gayA hatA. temane rUmAla nIce paDI gayuM hatuM. e bhAIne krodha AvI gaye. teNe kahyuM-bhAI! A jagyA para meM rUmAla pAtharyo hate e tame je hato ke nahi ? hA, rUmAla te hate. te pachI Apa zA mATe besI gayA ? A sITa mArI hatI. zuM rUmAla mUkavAthI sITa

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zAradA zizu ] [ 727 tamArI thaI gaI ? hA. teA rASTrapati ke keI sArA hai|ddedAranI khurazI upara rUmAla pAtharI AveA eTale e khurazI tamArI thaI jAya. bhAI ! eka vAta yAda rAkhA, A duniyAmAM rUmAla te badalAyA kare che paNa sITa teA sadAne mATe enI e rahe che. tame Aje A gADImAM AvyA paNa te pahelA sITa te ahIM hatI ane tame jyAre tamArA sTezane utarI jaze! tyAre paNa A sITa te ahI. rahevAnI che, mATe A sITa mATe koi jhaghaDA karavAnI ke krodha karavAnI jarUra nathI. have peleA bhAI zu khAle ? mAlika badalAyA kare, sAmagrI enI e ; khasa, A ja dazA saMsAranI che. tame saMsAranA sukhanA je je sAdhanA vasAvyA ane jenA para mAlikIpaNuM karIne besI gayA che, je meLavavA mATe aDhaLaka pApA karo che te badhI vastue ahIMne ahI' paDI rahe che ane tenA para mAlikIpaNu rAkhanArA badalAyA kare che. je sa`pattinA, cIjonA pahelA khApa mAlika hatA te cAhyA gayA pachI putra tenA mAlika thAya che. kAInuM puNya paravAre teA tenI hayAtImAM te cIjo cAlI jAya che ane rahe te tenuM AyuSya pUruM thatAM te cAlyA jAya che paNa e sITa te khAlI karavI paDe che, tethI mahApurUSA kahe che ke A jIva hamezA jyAM gayA tyAM devALiyAnI jema jiMdagI vItAvI che, cAhe rAjA hAya ke raMka hAya, nagarazeTha hAya ke nAkara hAya, samrATa hoya ke bhikhArI hoya, badhA devALiyA banIne A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thAya che. vaLI mAnavI je cIjo leAgave che tenA para te evA Asakata bane che ke A badhA padArthAM jANe ene jiMdagImAM kyAre ya maLyA nahAtA. A bhege pakSeAganI sAmagrIomAM niya traNa mUkavA mATe bhagavAne maryAdAmAM AvavAnu kahyuM che. zarIra eka phekaTarI che : A saMsAramAM sauthI vadhumAM vadhu rAga zarIra para che. A zarIrane zeAbhAvavA, sAcavavA ane tenA rakSaNa mATe anekAneka cIjone bhega upaleAga kare che. jo zarIra pratyenA rAga, mamatva ghaTe teA bIjI vastuo para mamatA ghaTatA vAra nahi lAge. bAkI A peTanI gAgara teA evI che ke tenI UM`DAInu mApa nIkaLI zake evu nathI. meATA meDhA mahAsAgaronI UMDAInA mApa kADhayA che paNa A peTanI gAgaranuM mApa nIkaLI zakatuM nathI. vicAra karA, atyAre tamArI uMmara 50 varSanI, koInI 60 varSanI thaI haze teA ATalA varSomAM A peTamAM keTaluM' anAja nAMkhyu haze ! chatAM atyAre temAM eka belensa keTalu' ? zUnya. rAja savAra paDe eTale enI e ja sthiti. A peTamAM keTalu anAja nAMkhyu. tenA koI hisAba nathI ane jo navuM na Ape teA herAna karyA vinA rahe nahi. tenA svabhAva te eveA vicitra che ke A zarIra rUpI phekTarImAM sArAmAM sAthe TesTadAra mAla paNa azuddha ane kharAba bomaya banI jAya che AvA zarIra pratye rAga karIne A jIva anAdikALathI bhaTakayA che. A zarIrane puSTa banAvavA mATe jIve bhakSyAbhakSyanA viveka rAkhyA nathI ane anaMtA pApA mAMdhyA che. have jo pApanA bhaya lAgyA hoya teA maryAdAmAM Ave.

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728 | [ zAradA ziramaNi AnaMda zrAvakane tyAM ATale vaibhava hovA chatAM mAtra eka kelama jAtinA cokhAnI chUTa rAkhIne bAkInA badhA pratyAkhyAna karyA. (15) suvidi : dALanI maryAdA. AnaMda zrAvake vaTANu, maga ane aDadanI dALa sivAya bAkI badhI dALonA pratyAkhyAna karyA. sAdhu jIvana ke zrAvaka jIvana je nilepa rAkhavuM che ke jenAthI IdrinA ghoDA uttejita bane evA khAnapAnano tyAga kare joIe. (16) dhavadi H ghInI maryAdA karI ke mAre kevuM ghI khAvuM. AnaMda zrAvake gAyanuM ghI khAvAnI chUTa rAkhI. te paNa taratanuM tAveluM tAjuM ghI. te sivAyanA bIjA ghInA paccakakhANa karyA. temane tyAM to 40 hajAra gAye hatI eTale temanuM dUdha meLavIne dahIM kare ane temAMthI mAkhaNa kADhI taratanuM tAveluM tAju ghI maLI zake. je mAkhaNa chAzamAM DUbeluM rAkhe to te khAvAmAM pApa ochuM lAge paNa mAkhaNa bahAra kADhIne rAkhI mUkavAthI be ghaDI pachI temAM aneka jIva utpanna thaI jAya che. evuM mAkhaNa zrAvakathI khavAya nahi. te mAkhaNa abhakSya gaNAya che. AnaMda zrAvake te taratanuM tAveluM tAjuM gAyanuM ghI khAvuM. te sivAya bAkI badhuM tyAga karyo. tame paNa samajIne maryAdAmAM A te keTalAya pApamAMthI bacI zako. tame eTale nirNaya karo ke A jinazAsana pAmyA pachI mAre DUbavuM te nathI paNa taravuM che. pANIthI bharelI DolamAM telanuM TIpuM nAMkhavAmAM Ave te te taratuM rahe che tema tame paNa saMsAramAM anAsakta bhAve rahe te tarI jaze. AnaMda zrAvaka haju kaI kaI maryAdA karaze te vAta avasare. caritra : ratnasAra ane guNasuMdara vacce ratnasuMdarI mATe vAtacIta thaI rahI che. guNasuMdara kahezeThajI ! ApanA jevA DAhyA, gaMbhIra mANasoe lagnanA kAmamAM utAvaLa karavI na joIe. A te jIvana sATAnA khela che. tame mane je mAne che tevo huM nathI. Apa jANIpIchIne ApanI dIkarIne kuvAmAM utArI rahyA cho. ujaLuM eTaluM dUdha nathI. AMdhaLayA thaIne kAma karavAthI tenuM pariNAma sAruM na Ave te eka karatAM be ghara bhAMge ane baMnenA jIvana akALe karamAI jAya. zeTha kahe-mAre A vAta sAMbhaLavI nathI. tame bhale tamArI jAtane nAnI mAnatA he paNa huM te jANuM chuM ke gopAlapuranA bajAramAM tamArI hAka vAge che. tame badhA vepArIone jhAMkhA pADI dIdhA che. guNasuMdara kahe- jagatamAM je kulIna purUSa che te mAtApitAnI ke vaDIlenI AjJA vinA A kAma kare nahi. muja pitaro dUra rahe, IhAM thakI aho zeTha, teha taNI anujJA vinA, paraNavuM te gaNuM veTha. mArA mAtApitA te ghaNuM dUra che. temanI AjJA vinA huM lagna karuM te meM aviveka karyo kahevAya. vaLI mArA mAtApitA paNa mArI jema pharatA rahe che te kayAM hoya te mane khabara nathI. zeTha ! huM Apane kahuM chuM ke tamArI dIkarIne yaMgya chokarA sAthe paraNAve te sukhI thaze. tame mAruM kuLa Adi kAMI jANatA nathI. kayAM tamAruM

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zAradA ziramaNi ] kuLa ne kayAM mAruM kuLa ! kayAM ApanI meTI havelI ne kayAM mArI jhUMpaDI kayAM ame moTA zeTha ne kyAM huM rakhaDate vaNajhAre ! tame mAruM kuLa-vaMza kAMI jatA nathI ane ajANyA paradezIne kanyA Ape che te tamAre pastAvAne vakhata Avaze. zeTha kahe meM badhuM barAbara joI lIdhuM che tenI mane kaI ciMtA nathI. mArI dIkarI mATe ApanA jevo vara A nagaramAM kaI dekhAto nathI. kuLa-vaibhava badhI vAta mArA para choDI de. game tema thAya paNa Apane mArI vAta svIkAravI paDaze. guNasuMdara kahe, e vAta to nahi bane. to huM ahIM beTho chuM. je Apa hA nahi pADo to huM ahIMthI uThavAno nathI. guNasuMdara gUMcavaNamAM : guNasuMdarane te meTI muMjhavaNane prazna Avyo. rAtya vAta pragaTa karI zakAya tema nathI. guNasuMdara to UMDA vicAramAM paDayo. te ratnasAra zeThe saMmati mAnI lIdhI ane tenA hAthamAM zrIphaLa ane senAmahora ApavA mAMDyA paNa guNasuMdara te hAthamAM pakaDato nathI. te kahe-zeTha Apa A vAta cheDI do paNa ratnasAra te kAMI sAMbhaLavA ja na rahyA ane zrIphaLa ne sonAmahoro mUkIne UbhA thaI gayA ne jaldIthI dAdare utarI gayA. zeTha to cAlyA gayA paNa guNasuMdara te khUba muMjhAI gayA. have karavuM zuM ? te te haiyAphATa raDavA lAgyA. gharanA nokara mANaso badhA vicAra karavA lAgyA ke are ! ApaNA zeThane zuM thaI gayuM ? A badhuM banyuM tyAre mANekacaMda zeTha bahAra gayA hatA. te AvyA tyAre guNasuMdarane khUba udAsa thayela joyo. zeThe pUchayuM-dIkarA ! tAruM mukha Aje ATaluM badhuM udAsa kema che ? tane zuM thayuM che ? paNa guNasuMdara te evI ciMtAmAM paDI gayA che ke te koI sAMbhaLato nathI. sunamUna thaIne beTho che. zeThe keTalI vAra bolAvyo chatAM jANe tenuM temAM dhyAna ja nathI. zeTha kahe beTA ! tuM Aje ATale badhe ciMtAtura kema che ? meM cAra mahinAmAM tane ATale badhe udAsa kaI divasa joyo nathI. Aje ATaluM badhuM zuM che ? tuM belato paNa nathI. dukAne javAno TAIma thaye chatAM Ubhe thato nathI ne taiyAra thatuM nathI huM samajuM chuM ke cAra cAra mahinA thayA chatAM ApaNe je kAme AvyA chIe te kAmamAM saphaLatA maLI nathI tethI tArA mAthA para ciMtAne be che. chatAM ATale badhA udAsa je nathI. Aje ATale badhe gamagIna kema che ? tArA mAthe ciMtA che tevI mane paNa ciMtA che. mANekacaMda zeTha ghaNuM ghaNuM pUche che chatAM guNasuMdara kAMI bolatA nathI, tethI temane paNa khUba ciMtA thAya che. have tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. bhAdaravA suda 13ne zanivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 79 : tA. 28-9-85 syAdvAdanA sarjaka, bhavabhavanA bhedaka, parama paMthanA prakAzaka evA karUNAsAgara bhagavAna pharamAve che dhIra kuduttamavi no mApa, vago ane govAM ja AcArAMga

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730] zAradA ziramaNi Aryadeza, uttamakuLa, jainazAsana vagere je vastuo chane maLavI durlabha che tene prApta karyA pachI dhIra purUSa eka muhurtane paNa pramAda na kare. A vaya ane A yauvana ekadama jhaDapathI pasAra thaI rahyA che A nAnA sUtramAM jJAnI bhagavaMte bhAvenI gUMthaNI khUba suMdara rIte karI che. mahAna puNyadaye durlabha sAmagrI te maLI gaI che. maLI gayA bAda je enuM rakSaNa na karIe to jIvanamAM je meLavavA jevuM che te meLavI zakAze nahi. pramAda eTale patana. pramAdIpaNuM patananI pArAzIzI jevuM che. pramAdanI paravazatAthI ghaNuM che adhaHpatananI gartAmAM dhakelAI gayA che. pramAda chavane mekSa prAptinA mArgathI dUra rAkhe che, vaya vItatI jAya che. jamyA pachI bAlyAvasthA, kizorAvasthA, yuvAvasthA prauDhAvasthA ane vRddhAvasthA eka pachI eka avasthAnA eMdhANa te evA che ke jemAM mAtra gaMdakI sAthe gammata karavAnI. nAnI uMmaramAM retInA ghara ye, yuvAvasthAmAM mAyA sAthe mahebata karI, prauDhAvasthAmAM parivAranI paLojaNamAM rahyA ane vRddhAvasthAmAM pitAnI gaMdakImAM ALoTayA. A vaya te cAlI jAya che. tene svabhAva cirasthAyI rahevAne nathI. jenA sthAyIpaNAmAM zaMkA hoya e vayamAM AnaMda kayAMthI hoya ? phUlane cImaLAI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI tema yuvAnIne jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. saMsAranA sukha anitya che, AvuM jANavA chatAM jIva je pramAdI banI jAya te A jIvana rUpI dhanane hArI jAya che. mAnavajIvana eTale ArAdhanAnI mosama : saMsAranA AnaMdanA atirekamAM Aja sudhI jIve pApa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. have e pApano pralaya karI parama pada prApta karavA mATe apramata bhAvane apanAvavAnI jarUra che. Aja sudhI jemAM Asakti bhAva keLavyuM che temAM have virakti bhAva keLavavAne che. jaDamatine have jIvamati banavavo che. pramAdanA tyAgathI jJAna-darzana-cAritranI sAdhanA ujajavaLa kaTinI thAya che. sAdhanAnA pAne caDhatA mokSamArge sukhethI prayANa karI zake che. kharekhara, pramAda te duzmana che. ene oLakhI levAnI jarUra che. masamane samaya hoya te samaye je vepArI lAMbI seDa tANIne sUI jAya te kamANI karI zake kharo ?nA. tyAM te mAnavI rAtadivasa joyA vinA levaDadevaDamAM lAgI jAya che. bhUkha-tarasa-UMgha, ALasa badhuM dUra khaMkherI nAMkhe che. AtmasAdhanA mATe mAnavajIvana e mesama che. me eTale meha ane sama eTale zAMta. mohane zAMta kare evI gesama eTale ArAdhanAnI mosama. te mosama ApaNu AMgaNe AvIne UbhI hoya te samaye ALasa ke pramAda kare te mUrkhAI nahi te bIjuM zuM ? AtmabhAvanI zuddhinuM sAdhana apramatta bhAva che. ArAdhanAmAM udyamavaMta apramatta AtmA pApane pakhALI puNyanuM bhAthuM bAMdhI mokSa mArga tarapha sahelAIthI AgaLa vadhI zake che. ArAdhanA karavAmAM udyamavaMta banelA AnaMda zrAvaka dezaviratinI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. prabhu pAse sAtamuM vrata AdarI rahyA che. temaNe soLa belanI maryAdA karI.

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zAradA zimaNi ] ( 731 have AgaLa batAve che. (17) nAvidiH zAkanI maryAdA. A duniyAmAM keTalI jAtanA zAka Ave che. tame badhAnA nAma paNa nathI jANutA pachI khAvAnI vAta kayAM ? paNa badhAnA paccakakhANa nathI karatA tyAM sudhI pApa AvyA kare che, mATe maryAdA karo. AnaMda zrAvake vakruA, curacu, dUdhI, sauvastika ane maM DUkika A pAMca zAkanI chUTa rAkhIne badhA zAkanA paccakkhANa karyA. (18) mAdUnathavidi : madhura phaLanI maryAdA. AnaMda zrAvake palaMga (pUrvadezamAM jANItA vele thatA phaLa athavA kerI) mAdhuraMka sivAya bAkI badhA phaLanA pratyAkhyAna karyA. duniyAmAM aneka prakAranA phaLo Ave che. papaiyA, kerI, mosaMbI, saMtarA, sapharajana, dADama, keLA, nAsapati, cIku Adi aneka jAtanA phaLa hoya che. ATalA badhA phaLamAMthI AnaMda zrAvake mAtra kerInI chUTa rAkhI bAkI tamAma phaLonA pratyAkhyAna karyA. rasendriya para keTale kaMTrola karyo kahevAya. ' (19) vidi : jamaNanI maryAdA. dALanA banAvelA ane khaTAzamAM nAkhelA jevA ke dahIMvaDA tene AgAra rAkhyo ane bAkInA bIjA badhA jamaNanA pratyAkhyAna karyA. (20) pALithavidi : pANInI maryAdA. nadI, kuvA, taLAva, sarovara, varasAda Adi aneka jAtanA pANI che. temAMthI AnaMda zrAvake mAtra varasAdanA pANInI chUTa rAkhIne bIjA badhA pANInA paccakakhANa karyA che te samaye varasAdanA pANuM TAMkAmAM saMgharI rAkhatA hatA. Aje paNa haju kaMIka gAmamAM TAMkAo che. . (21) muhavAvihi mukhavAsanI maryAdA. mukhavAsanI cIne A duniyAmAM ghaNI jAtanI ane TanabaMdha hoya che, temAMthI AnaMda zrAvake pAMca jAtanA sugaMdhita padArthothI yukata mukhavAsanI chUTa rAkhI. kaMkala, kAlamiMca, elacI, lavIMga, kapura A pAMca mukhavAsa sivAya bIjA sugaMdhita mukhavAsane tathA pAnane tyAga karyo. pAna khAvAmAM keTaluM pApa che? pAnane vepArI roja pANImAM mUkI rAkhe. te reja pANu badalatA nathI temaja pAna reja pANImAM rahe temAM pAnanA kalaranI jIvAta utpanna thaI jAya che te ApaNuM najare dekhAtI nathI. tame pAna mAMge tyAre pAnamAM masAle bharIne bIDA vALI de. keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thaI jAya, mATe pAnano tyAga karo. A rIte AnaMda zrAvake 21 bolanI maryAdA karI. A sAtamAM vratamAM jIvana jarUriyAtanI vastuomAM niyaMtraNa mUkavAnI vAta karI. have Avaze AThamuM vrata anartha kaMDanuM. A vratamAM jIvana jIvavA mATe je cIjonI bilakula jarUra nathI. mAtra IndriyanA kSaNika AnaMda khAtara ane manane bahelAvavA mATe je je cIjonA upaganI pAchaLa jIva deDe che e cIjone choDavAnI vAta AThamA vratamAM Avaze. zrAvake 12 vrata Adare tyAre 11 vatanA paracaphakhANa le che paNa AThamA vratanA paccakakhANa letA nathI. A vrata pALavuM aSAne muzkela lAge che. AThamAM vatanuM nAma che anarthadaMDa viramaNa vrata, daMDa be prakAranA che. arthadaMDa ane anarthadaMDa. kSetra,

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73 ( zAradvA ziramaNi dhana, ghara, zarIra, dAsa-dAsI, putra parivArane mATe arthAta prajanane mATe je daMDa devAmAM Ave che te arthadaMDa che ane projana vinA je daMDa arthAta hiMsA karAya che tene anarthadaMDa kahe che arthadaMDa karatA anarthadaMDanA pApe vadhu khataranAka che. arthe daMDanA pApo evA che ke jenA vinA jIvana cAle nahi. mahApurUSoe pApanA be prakAra batAvyA che : (1) keTalAka pApo jenI pAchaLa paDayA che. (2) keTalAka pApanI pAchaLa ApaNe paDyA chIe. khAvuM, pIvuM, AjIvikA calAvavI, paheravA mATe vastro vasAvavA, rahevA mATe makAna A badhA pApo evA che ke je tamArI pAchaLa paDayA che. saMsAramAM beThelA che A cIjo vinA pitAnuM jIvana samAdhIpUrvaka zAMtithI jIvI zakatA nathI, tethI zrAvake arthadaMDa mATe pApa karavA paDe che paNa temAM tallIna banato nathI. e pApa karavA paDe mATe kare che paNa tenA aMtaramAM pazcAtApa thAya che. sadAne mATe tenI e bhAvanA hoya che ke huM A pApamAMthI kayAre chUTuM ? khAvApIvA, paheravA, rahevA mATe paisAnI te jarUra paDe che. te jarUriyAta jeTaluM nyAya nItithI meLave. A rIte jIvana jarUriyAtanI cIjo mATe karavuM paDe te paNa pApa to che paNa te arthadaMDa che. jyAre anarthadaMDamAM manaraMjana, majazekha AdinA je pApo che e pAponI pAchaLa te mAnavI paDe che. e pApa evA nathI ke jenA vinA tamAruM jIvana nabhI na zake. anarthadaMDanA pApe te evA che ke jenA vinA jiMdagI sukhethI cAlI zake che. tethI e pApa karyA pachI e jIvane pazcAtApa ocho thAya che. je pApo karavA chatAM dilamAM tene pastAvo na hoya to nAnA ke moTA pApa bhAre khataranAka nIvaDe che. anarthadaMDamAM mAnavI vAdAvAdI, dekhAdekhathI karma bAMdhe che. keIne tyAM sAruM phanacara joyuM te kaheze ke mAre AvuM phanIcara joIe. keInI sArI vastu dekhe eTale thAya ke mAre, to AvuM joIe. te varatu pratye mamatA jAgI eTale te meLavavA mATe anyAya, anIti adharma Adi anartha karIne lAvavuM paDe. jJAnI kahe che ke anarthadaMDa bahu kharAba che. jANIpIchIne pApa kare tenuM prAyazcita kevI rIte thAya ? jANIne keInuM gaLuM kApI nAkhyuM ne pachI kahe ke mane prAyazcita Ape te kevI rIte apAya? Ajano mAnavI pitAnA kSaNika AnaMda khAtara kevA kevA pApa kare che ane anarthAdaMDe daMDAya che. eka nyAya ApuM. anarthodaDe na daDAva : yuropamAM sTAlIga nAmanA pakSIo khUba heya che. yuropanA leka te pakSIone lAvIne pAMjarAmAM pUre ane temanI baMne AMkho phADI nAkhe. te pakSIone kevuM duHkha thAya ? ApaNane jeTaluM duHkha thAya teTaluM te pakSIone thAya che. pakSIo saMjJI paMcendriya che. AcArAMga sUtramAM te bhagavAne batAvyuM che ke ekendriya ane koI kApe, chede, joke te tene paNa mAnava jeTaluM duHkha thAya che. jema lulA, laMgaDA, baherA, apaMga, AMdhaLA keI jIvane talavArathI mAre, chede to tene

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 733 du: kha jarUra thAya paNa te bolI zakatA nathI tema ekendriya jIne paNa eTaluM dukha thAya che. paNa keInI pAse kahI zakavAnI zakti nathI. ekendriya che. je ATaluM duHkha thAya che to paMcendriya jIvone to duHkha thAya e svAbhAvika che. jagatamAM ekendriyathI laIne paMcendriya sudhInA dareka jIvana jIvavuM game che. keIne saravuM gamatuM nathI. athavA, upayanavido zIvikAma sarNa vii ciM | A pakSIo tiryaMca paMcenidraya che. temanI AMkhe pheDIne pAMjarAmAM pUrI rAkhe tyAre e pakSI e vedanAmAM kAramI cIcIyArIo kare, kalpAMta kare ane karUNa savare raDe. e karUNa svara te lokene sAMbhaLavo bahu game te sAMbhaLavAnI temane majhA Ave, AnaMda Ave. A avAja sAMbhaLavA mATe teo A paMkhIonI AMkhe pheDI nAMkhe che. pitAnA AnaMda mATe AvA pApa karavA te anarthadaMDa. A rIte karavAmAM temane keI svArtha saravAno nathI. pitAne gamate avAja sAMbhaLavA mATe A rIte pApa karIne jIva anarthadaMDe daMDAya che. tame AvA pApa karavA javAnA nathI paNa bIjA pApathI anarthadaMDe daMDAI rahyA che. kaMIka vAra bhAI e rastAmAM cAlatA hoya ane vacce meTuM vRkSa Ave te vinA kAraNe phaLa-phUla pAMdaDAne toDe che. AvuM karavAmAM tene kaI svArtha sare kharo? vagara kAraNe pApa bAMdhe che. A anarthadaMDane samajavA mATe eka nyAya Ape che. sApa ane sApaliyAmAM bhayaMkara koNa? : sApa che ane sApaliyuM che. e bemAM vadhAre kharAba keNa? dekhAvamAM sApa moTo dekhAya eTale tame badhA kaheze ke sApa kharAba paNa sApa karatAM sApaliyuM vadhAre kharAba che. sApa dekhAvamAM meTo dekhAya tethI jaladI dekhAI jAya che. te karaDe te tenuM jhera paNa caDhI jAya che eTale tenAthI badhA khUba sajAga rahe che. khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhe che. tenAthI sAvadhAna rahevuM saheluM che jyAre sAliyuM kadamAM nAnuM ane pAtaLuM hoya che. te jaldI dekhAtuM nathI. gUMcaLuM vaLIne kayAMya pesI jAya te khabara paDatI nathI, tethI tenAthI sAvadhAna rahI zakAtuM nathI tethI kayAreka sApathI bacI janArA sApaliyAthI marI jAya che. je vAta sApa ane sAliyA mATe che e vAta arthadaMDa ane anarthadaMDa mATe che. arthadaMDa e sApa che ane anarthadaMDa e sApoliyuM che. tamAre jIvana vyavahAra calAvavA mATe paisA meLavavA pApa karavA paDe e arthadaMDa che. tyAM tamane thAya ke saMsAramAM rahyo chuM to AvA pApa karavA paDe che ne? te pApe pApa rUpe samajAya che. sApaliyuM dekhAtuM nathI. te chUpAtuM chUpAtuM Ave ane DaMkha daI de tema anarthadaMDa e chUpo duzamana che. duzmana ke zatru chete tenAthI cetatA rahIe paNa je mitra thaIne duzmana bane enAthI cetatA kevI rIte rahI zakIe? duzmana sAthe paNa vAlezrI duzmana nahi sAro. sApoliyuM dekhAtuM nathI tema anarthadaMDa pApa rUpe dekhAtuM nathI. tethI jIva ghera pApa bAMdhe che. anarthadaMDa te khUba kharAba che chatAM temAM jIva daMDAyA kare che. cAra bhAIo ke

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734 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi ene bhegA thaIne beThA. koInI niMdA karI, avarNavAda bolyA athavA te jyAM sAsuvahuM premathI rahetA hoya tyAM taDa paDAvavAnA kAma karyA. A vAtamAM tamane kaMI maLavAnuM nathI chatAM vagara kAraNe AvA pApa karIne jIva anarthadaMDe daMDAya che ane pApanA puMja ekaThA kare che mATe samaje ane pApathI aTake. Aje jarUrI pApo karatAM binajarUrI pApo vadhu thaI rahyA che. jarUrI pApa karatAM binajarUrI pApanuM lIsTa moTuM thaze anarthadaMDanA jJAnI bhagavate cAra bheda batAvyA che : (1) avajajhANuM cariyuM : mAThuM dhyAna dharavuM ke mAThI ciMtavaNuM karavI. dhyAna cAra che. ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna, dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAna. A cAra dhyAnamAM ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna kharAba che. dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAna sArA che. jagatanA jIvamAM moTA bhAge ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAna vadhAre hoya che. e be dhyAna naraka ane tiryaMca gatimAM laI jAya che. dharmadhyAna devakamAM ane zukaladhyAna mekSamAM laI jAya che, tethI pahelA be dhyAna cheDavA gya che ane pAchaLanA be dhyAna AdaravA gya che. A cAre dhyAna jANavA te joIe. je jANazo te cheDavA gya choDI zakazo ane AdaravA gya AdarI zakazo. eka sAthe cAra dhyAna keIne heya nahi. prathamanA traNa guNasthAne A dhyAna ane raudradhyAna. cethA pAMcamA guNasthAnake traNa dhyAna Arta, raudra ane dharmadhyAna. chaThThA guNasthAnake Ata ane dharmadhyAna, sAtamA guNasthAnake eka mAtra dharmadhyAna ane AThamAthI caudamA guNasthAnaka sudhI zukaladhyAna. atyAre pAMcamA ArAmAM keIne zukaladhyAna hoya nahi. dhana, saMpatti, saMtAna, svAthya Adi ISTa vastuo na maLavA para ane svajanone Adi ISTane viyAga thavAthI je mAnasika ciMtA thAya te ArtadhyAna. managamatA padArthonA saMyogomAM ane aniSTanA viyogamAM rAjI thavuM ane ISTanA viyogamAM tathA aniSTanA saMgamAM dukhI thavuM e ArtadhyAna che. saMpatti tathA zarIranI surakSA khAtara bIjAne khatama karI devAnA vicAra e raudradhyAna che. AtmA je AdhyAna ane raudradhyAnanA svarUpane samaje te jarUra e pApathI pAcho vaLe. mahAna purUne ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna thAya tevA prasaMgo temanI sAme UbhA thayA chatAM e dhIre purUSoe ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnane dharmadhyAna ane zukaladhyAnamAM pheravI dIdhuM. azubha dayAnane zubhamAM palaTAvI nAMkhyuM. e kevI rIte karI zakayA haze? temaNe evI kaI kaLA ajamAvI haze ? A vAta khUba vicAravA jevI che. dadI DokaTarane duzamana mAne ke dasta mAne? samajI le ke kaI mANasane bhayaMkara bimArI AvI, nAnA gAmamAM nidAna na thayuM te tene muMbaI, kalakattA jevA moTA zaheramAM laI gayA. are, je sukhI pATI heya te amerikA paNa laI jAya. DokaTare tapAsIne kahyuM ke oparezana karavuM paDaze, peTa cIravuM paDaze. paisA ApavAnA, sAmA pagale javAnuM chatAM manamAM AnaMda zA mATe ? rogane bhaya dUra thaze. DokaTara te dardIne Tebala para le, sAme oparezananA hathiyAre jue chatAM dardIne bhaya lAge khare?

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 735 te samaye dardI DokaTara para krodha ke roSa kare khare? temane gALa de kha? nA. tene mana te DaoNkaTara jANe bhagavAna lAge. zAthI? te samaje che ke A DaoNkaTara bhale mAruM peTa cIre paNa te mAre roga maTADavAnA che. tene mana DokaTara duzmana nahi paNa roga maTADanAra deta jevA lAge. DaoNkaTara pratye tenA sArA bhAva hoya, te DaoNkaTarane upakArI mAne. basa, A ja vAta mahApurUSoe jIvanamAM apanAvI che tethI Arta-raudradhyAnanA sthAne dharma-zukaladhyAna lAvI zakyA. mekSAthIne mana dukhada te sukhadaH khaMdhaka muninA zarIranI cAmaDI caDaDa utarI chatAM rAjasevako para reSa na Avyo, ArtadhyAna na thayuM. zA mATe ? temaNe rAjasevakane DaoNkaTara mAnyA. bhavarogane dUra karavA mATe e oparezana mAnyuM. A oparezanathI bhavane bhaya dUra thavAnuM che tethI rAjasevaka para zeSa ke krodha na Avyo paNa temane upakArI mAnyA. avaMtI sukumAle pitAnA zarIrane ziyALaNInA moDhe cavAI javA dIdhuM. ziyALaNane zarIranuM mAMsa khAvA dIdhuM, lehI pIvA dIdhuM. metAraka munie sonIne cAmaDAnI vAdhara pitAnA mAthe vIMTavA dIdhI. zA mATe ? emaNe karmane rega maTADanAra DokaTara mAnyA. temAM bhavano roga dUra thate dekhAya. ApaNuM zAsanapitA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne govALiyAe kAnamAM khIlA nAMkhyA. saMgame kALacakra mUkayuM. cha cha mahinA sudhI upasargo ApyA chatAM badhuM hasatA mukhe sahana karyuM kAraNa ke emAM emane bhavaraga dUra thatA dekhAyA. bhagavaMte munione upasargo sahana karavAne upadeza Apyo. te zA mATe? saMta bhavabhavanA rogane maTADavA sAdhanA kare che. upasargo Ave to temAM bhavanA roganuM oparezana thayuM che. oparezana karanAra DokaTara para dardIne zeSa thato nathI. e to upakArI lAge che tema aMdhaka munine upasarga denAra rAjasevake mahAupakArI lAgyA. metAraja munine enI upakArI lAgyA ane avaMtI sukumAlane ziyALaNuM upakArI lAgI. eparezana karatA DaoNkaTara je dardIne kharAba dekhAya, upakArI na lAge, dada DokaTarane gALo de to tenuM oparezana bagaDI jAya che tema upasarga vakhate upasarga denAra je kharAba lAge, duzmana lAge, tenA pratye kodha ke roSa Ave to samatA, kSamA tUTI jAya te tene saMsAra vadhI jAya. dumanane duzamana mAne tenI durgati : baMdhaka muninA 500 ziSyone ghANImAM palyA. te badhAe pAlakane upakArI mA. bhavaroga maTADanAra DaoNkaTara mAnyo. ame ghANImAM palAtA nathI paNa kharekhara amArA karmo pIlAya che. temaNe hasatA mukhaDe AvA bhayaMkara upasargane sahana karyo te mokSe pahoMcI gayA. A badhA samatAsAgara munioe e ja vicAra karyo ke je karmo khapAvavA mATe amAre keTalI sAdhanA karavI paData. te karmone jaladImAM jaladI khapAvavA mATe amane sArA sahAyaka DaoNkaTara maLI gayA te amArA bhavaroga jaladI dUra thayA. 500 ziSyonA gurU baMdhaka munie pAlakane

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736 ] ( [ zAradA ziremaNi ThekaTara na mAnyo paNa duzmana mAne tethI temane ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna thayuM. pariNAme tema bhavaroga dUra na thayo paNa temanI gati bagaDI gaI. nAnuM bALaka hoya te te oparezana hAlamAM jatAM Dare che. cakamaktA zastro ane DaoNkaTa ne joI ne gabharAI jAya che, cIsa pADe che kAraNa ke ene roganI bhayaMkaratA ane roga maTADanAra DokaTaranI oLakha thaI nathI tema je bAla-ajJAnI jIve che temane jarA paNa duHkha Ave tyAM te gabharAI jAya che kAraNa ke temane e samajAyuM nathI ke A upasarga te mAro upakArI che. karmanI zRMkhalAne teDanAra che. bhavarogathI mukta karanAra che tethI jyAre upasarga Ave tyAre ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna karIne bhavarogane vadhAre che. AThamA vratamAM ghaNI samajavA jevI vAta Ave che. bhale temAMthI saMpUrNa na bacI zake paNa bane teTalA pApathI te aTake te anarthadaMDathI bacI zakazo. haju AgaLa zuM bhAva cAlaze te avasare. caritra: guNasuMdarane udAsa joIne mANekacaMde pUchayuM beTA ! tane zuM thayuM che ? tyAre guNasuMdara haiyAphATa raDavA lAgyuM. tenI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahI. guNasuMdarane raDate jotAM, zeThanuM dila dubhAya, zuM ciMtA AvI haze tene, uttara de nahi Aja he. mANekacaMda guNasuMdarane pUchayuM tyAre te to hIbakA bharIne raDavA lAge, kAMI bolI zakato nathI. mANekacaMda zeThathI A guNasuMdaranuM rUdana joyuM jatuM nathI. temanuM vAtrA ya nItaratuM haiyuM ubharAI AvyuM. beTA! Aje zuM kAMI khAsa bInA banI che? je hoya te kahe guNasuMdara kAMI be nahi paNa maunapaNe teNe zrIphaLa ane sonAmahera batAvyA. dIkarA ! A zuM? A te sagAInA kaheNanuM nizAna che. A kenuM kaheNa AvyuM che? bApujI ! kaheNa AvyuM che eTaluM nahi. A ApIne lagnanuM vacana paNa laI gayA che. beTA ! A tuM zuM bole che? lagnanuM vacana paNa laI gayA che ? A zuM vAta che? zuM tane tArA pati maLI gayA? ratnasAra zeTha havelIe AvyA ne A badhI vAta karI gayA te mANekacaMda zeTha kAMI jANatA nathI eTale pUche che zuM amArA jamAI maLI gayA ? zuM temane khabara paDI gaI ke tuM ahIM AvI che? te temanA mAtA-pitAnI hAjarImAM pharI vAra lagna karavA mAMge che ? bApujI! je teo hata te huM ATalI raDuM zA mATe ? temane te kaI patto nathI. ghaNI zodha karI chatAM te jaDatA nathI. cAra cAra mahinA thayA chatAM temanA kAMI samAcAra maLatA nathI. mANekacaMda zeTha maMjhavaNamAM" mANekacaMda zeThane zraddhA che ke A guNasuMdara kaI divasa avicAryuM pagaluM bhare nahi ane keI strI sAthe te e lagna karavAnI hA konI pADe ? kAraNa ke e te jANatA hatA ke guNasuMdara e guNasuMdarakumAra nathI paNa guNasuMdarI che. eTale te mAnatA hatA ke A zrIphaLa tenA pati taraphathI AvyuM haze. te ja te saMmati Ape paNa guNasuMdarane niHsAso nAMkhatA jeIne samajI gayA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 737 ke A bIjA keInuM zrIphaLa AvyuM haze. zeTha samajI zakatA nathI ke guNasuMdarane zuM thayuM che? guNasuMdarane zAMta karavA temaNe majAkamAM kahyuM ke to A zrIphaLa keNa ApI gayuM ? guNasuMdaranuM haiyuM vadhu bharAI gayuM. atyAra sudhI teNe khUba pairyatA rAkhI hatI. aneka yuvAnane jotI paNa keImAM tene patine aNasAra dekhAto na hate. puNyasArane joIne tenA manamAM thatuM ke temanuM mukha ane zarIranI AkRti patine maLatI Ave che paNa te te ja che evuM nakakI karI zakatI na hatI. puNyasAranI sAthe gADha mitrI thaI gaI che tethI tenI sAthe haratI pharatI paNa pitAnA zIla ane saMskArane sAcavIne potAno veza bhajavatI hatI. tenA haiyAmAM te UMDe UMDe e bhAvanA hatI ke mArA pati mane kyAre maLaze ? lagnanI vAta thatAM tene patinI yAda AvatAM tenuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM ane mANekacaMda zeThanA kheALAmAM mAthuM nAMkhIne hIbakA bharIne raDavA lAgI. guNasuMdare vyakta karelI aMtaravyathA : mANekacaMda zeTha to khUba ciMtAmAM paDI gayA kAraNa ke guNasuMdarInA pitAe temane khUba bhalAmaNa karI che. Apa tenuM khUba rakSaNa karaje eTale temane te khUba ciMtA thaI. eka te temane khabara nathI ke Aje guNasuMdarane zuM thayuM che ? vaLI te pUche che to javAba ApI zakatI nathI ane vadhu raDe che, tethI temanuM haiyuM paNa bharAI gayuM. huM kevI rIte tene zAMta pADuM ? have tene eka vAra raDI levA dauM jethI tenuM haiyuM haLavuM bane. tene seDamAM lIdhI ane mAbApa dIkarIne vAtsalyathI mAthe hAtha pherave tema mANekacaMda zeThe vahAlabharyo hAtha pheravyo. thoDI vAra thaI pachI guNasuMdara zAMta thayuM. tenA manamAM thayuM ke je huM Ama raDayA karIza to mANekacaMda zeTha vadhu ciMtAtura banaze eTale te svastha banI gayo. mANekacaMde pUchayuM- beTA ! tuM ATalI badhI raDe che zAthI? zuM kAMI azubha banyuM che ? banyuM nathI paNa banaze ema lAge che. dIkarI ! tArI vAtamAM mane kaMI samaja paDatI nathI. Aje tuM mane barAbara javAba ApatI nathI. huM tArA aMtaranI vedanA samaju chuM. tane tArA patinI yAda satAve che paNa Ama hiMmata hArI javAthI, raDavAthI zuM e maLI jaze? mATe hiMmata rAkha. beTA ! A zrIphaLa tane koNa ApI gayuM? ane kenI sAthe lagnanuM vacana apAyuM che ? bApujI ! ApaNI sAme ratnasAra zeTha che. temane ekanI eka dIkarI ratnasuMdarI che. huM jyAre dukAne javA nIkaLe tyAre e mArA para reja phUla nAMkhatI. mane zI khabara ke e mArAmAM Asakta banI che. je mane pahelA khabara paDI hota to huM A ghara badalI nAMkhata. tene mArI sAthe lagna karavA che. zeTha kahe paNa te to dIkarI che. te mArA sivAya keInI sAthe lagna karavA IcchatI nathI eTale Aje savAre ratnasAra zeTha ahIM AvyA hatA ne mane A vaLagADI gayA che, mArA vezapaTAe ene bhAre dago dIdhe. e te nakakI karIne beThI che ke paraNIza 47

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738] [ zAradA ziramaNi to ene ja. je huM nA pADuM te ApaghAta kare. have mAre zuM karavuM? huM khullI thaI zakatI nathI. mArA mananI vAta kone karavI ? bhItarane bheda aNukhe sAre : ratnasAra zeThe sagapaNanI vAta karI tyAre meM ghaNI nA pADI, ghaNuM bahAnA batAvyA, keTalIya dalIla karI chatAM te mAnyA nahi ane zrIphaLa mUkIne cAlyA gayA. meM zrIphaLa hAthamAM lIdhuM nathI. huM te mUMjhAI gaye chuM; Apa kAMI rasto batAvo. beTA ! AmAM te mArI mati paNa muMjhAI gaI che. mArI buddhi kAma karatI nathI. huM tane kayA raste batAvuM? bApujI ! je banI gayuM che te koyaDA ukelavA mATe kaMIka raste te zodhavuM paDaze. temanuM zrIphaLa ane sonAmahora pAchA mekalI daIe. beTA ! zrIphaLa pAchuM mokalavuM e khAnadAnane zobhatuM nathI. te zuM karavuM ? tamArA jamAIne pattI paDatuM nathI. huM tenI sAthe lagna karuM. pachI ene khabara paDe ke A chokarI che to tene keTale AghAta lAgaze? pachI A duniyAmAM meTuM zuM batAvuM ! mANekacaMda kahe, je zrIphaLa pAchuM mokalAvIzuM te ratnasuMdarI ane enA mAbApa badhAne keTale AghAta lAgaze! te have mAre karavuM zuM ? beTA ! tuM ratnasuMdarIne ekAMtamAM bolAvIne satya vAta pragaTa karI de. nA. e vAta te khullI karavI nathI. jenI zodha mATe ahIM AvyA cAra mahinA thayA, mAtra be mahinA bAkI che. mArA mAthe haju talavAra khulI rahI che mATe bheda te khule kara nathI. mArA aMgata mitra puNyasArane paNa A vAta karI nathI te ratnasuMdarIne zuM vizvAsa rakhAya ? te have karavuM zuM ? gUMcavaNabharyA keyaDAne ukela : mANekacaMda kahete have AvelA lagnane svIkArI levA, paNa ratnasuMdarIne pachI e bhedarekhAnI jANa thAya tyAre te ema nahi mAne ke mane guNasuMdare dago dIdhe. dIkarI ! tuM Aje e bheda khule nahi kare te vaheluM ke moDe bheda te khule thavAnuM che te samaye zuM karIzuM ? bApujI ! A bheda atyAre te khule na karAya. samaya Avaze tyAre joyuM jaze. Aje A gAmamAM badhA mane guNasuMdara tarIke oLakhe che. cha mahinAmAM mane mArA pati nahi maLe tyAM sudhI A rIte rahIza ane pachI nahi maLe te mArI pratijJA pramANe agnisnAna karIza. beTA ! tuM AvA amaMgaLa, azubha zabdo kema bele che? mane vizvAsa che. cha mahinAmAM tane tArA pati jarUra maLI jaze, tyAre tuM tAro bheda khule karaje, pachI A ratnasuMdarI temane seMpI deje. tyAM sudhI tuM enAthI dUra rahevA prayatna karaje, ane tArI gupta vAtanI khabara paDavA daIza nahi. karmanI kitAba vicAratI guNasuMdarI : bApujI ! to have mAre tenI sAthe lagna karavA ? te sivAya bIje kaI rasto dekhAtuM nathI. guNasuMdarI kahe-bhale, mArA mAthe je vItavAnuM haze te vItaze. je thavAnuM haze te thaze pachI dekhA jAyegA. karmanI kitAba kaI judI che. karmanA koyaDA ukelavA muzkela che. zuM karma tArI lIlA che ! Aje eka strIne strI sAthe paNavAnuM thayuM che ! karmarAjA nacAve

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 739 tema nAcavAnuM che. mArA pitAjI eka devanA vacana para mUkI gayA ! te chokaro te jANe addhara AkAzamAMthI Ave tema AvI paDyo hato. mArA bApujIe tenuM nAma, ThAma, gAma ke jAti kAMI pUchyA karyA vagara sAte dIkarIone tenI sAthe paraNAvI dIdhI ! e lagnanI rAte kameM patine viyAga karAvyo. Aje karma strI jAti sAthe lagna karavAnI pharaja pADe che, te kare tema mAre karavAnuM rahyuM. pUrvabhavamAM karelA karmo bhogavyA vinA chUTake nathI. to have kameM je sthiti sarjI che temAM AnaMdathI rahevAnuM. karmanI sattA AgaLa bhalabhalA camarabaMdhIo ane moTA moTA samrATo paNa hAra khAI jAya che to pachI mArA jevInuM zuM gaju ! mArA bhAgyamAM je thavAnuM haze te thaze. atyAre ciMtA karavAthI zuM? mANekacaMda kahe- beTA ! A lagna pAchaLa koI zubha pariNAma paNa hoya! zA mATe ApaNe azubhanI kalpanA karavI ? have bIjo keI upAya nathI. mATe A kAmane maMgaLa mAnIne badhI taiyArI karavAnI. have te zrIphaLa ane sonAmahorane vadhAvIne lagananI taiyArIo zarU karavAnI. beTA ! have ApaNe lagnanI taiyArIo karIe. have zuM banaze te avasare. : tA. 29-9-85 bhAdaravA vada 1ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 80 badalAtI tasvIra anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadazanI evA tIrthakara bhagavaMte jInA zreya mATe siddhAMta rUpa vANInuM prakAzana karyuM. jemAM zAzvata sukhane mahAsAgara vahI rahyo che. jenA akSara akSaramAM anaMta sukha, zabda zabdamAM zAzvata zAMti, pade padamAM pavitratA ane vAkaye vAkayamAM vairAgya rasanA jharaNA vahI rahyA che. A vANI rUpI jaLamAM je AtmA zuddha bhAvathI snAna kare te amara thayA vinA rahe nahi. rAgImAMthI vItarAgI, janamAMthI jina ane pApImAMthI punita banAvavAne valapAvara bhagavAnanI vANImAM rahele che. jinezvara prabhunI dhama dezanA eTale anupama prakAranuM suMdaramAM suMdara saMgIta. ema kahIe te kahI zakAya. bhagavAnanI dezanA mAlakoza rAgamAM ane ardhamAgadhI bhASAmAM thAya che. bhagavAna sUra atyaMta madhura hoya che. deve temAM dulbhInA sUra pUre che. prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLatA jIvane thAka paNa na lAge ane bhUkha paNa na lAge. evA prabhu pharamAve che ke he jI ! tamane je mAnavadeha maLe che tenA dvArA tamArA jIvananI tasvIra badalI nAkhe. vyavahAramAM tasvIrano artha tame chabI, phoTo ke AkRti karo cho paNa AdhyAtmika kSetramAM tene artha jJAnIe judo karyo che. tasavIramAM cAra akSara che. prathama akSara che 'ta "ta" eTale tarI jA. "sa eTale saMsArathI, "vI eTale vItarAga vANI dvArA, "ra" eTale ramaNatA kara. vItarAga vANInA bhAvamAM ramaNatA karIne tuM A bhayaMkara duHkhamaya saMsArane tarI jAya athavA tArA pApamaya azuddha jIvanane vizuddha

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740 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa anAva. prakRtinu` parivartana ane dRNNAnuM daphana karIne jIvananI tasvIrane badalI le A dehanI tasvIra teA jIve ghaNI badalI che paNu A mAnava deha dvArA have jIvananI tasvIra badalavI che. ApaNA AtmAe pRthvI, pANI, te, vAu, vanaspati rUpe deha dhAraNa karyAM. kIDI, kIDA, macchara, mAMkaDA ane mAkhInA deha dhAraNa karyAM. jyAM sudhI AtmA karahita na bane tyAM sudhI dehanI tasvIra tA badalAyA kare che paNa e tasvIro evI maLI hatI ke je jIvananI tasvIra badalAvI na zake. are ! devabhavamAM gayA tyAM enI zArIrika zakti, khaLa game teTalu hAvA chatAM jIvananI tasvIra badalI zake evI enAmAM zakti na hatI. nArakInA jIvAtA bhaya'kara duHkhamAM paDelA che. mAtra A mAnava dehanI tasvIra evI maLI che ke jenA dvArA jIvananI tasvIra badalAi jAya. jo jaDanI tasvIra badalAya tA jIvananI tasvIra na badalAya? A manuSya dehamAM paNa tasvIra keTalIya vAra khadalAya che. tamArA bALapaNanA phoTo jue, vidyAthI jIvananA phoTA jue, yuvAnInA phoTA jue, emAM tamane keTaleA pharaka dekhAya che? tamArA bALapaNanA phoTA tA tame ALakhI zakaze nahi. A badhA phoTA jo svaccha ane sArA AvyA haze te tamane gamaze. tenA tarapha AkarSaNa thaze. ethI AgaLa vadhatAM ghaDapaNano phoTo paDAvyeA haze teA yuvAnInA phoTA AgaLa e phoTo sAva judA lAgaze, kAraNa ke yuvAnInA phoTAmAM mukha para tejasvItA ane yauvananuM nUra jhaLahaLatu' haze. jyAre ghaDapaNanA phoTAmAM e nUra nahi dekhAya. A ja rIte ApaNA jIvananI tasvIra badalavI che. phoTAmAM je hasatuM mukha haze te pheTA sAro Avaze ane gamagIna mukha haze teA phoTo sAro nahi Ave tema jIvananI tasvIra sArI banAvavI che ke khATI ? e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. paththaranA TukaDA koI zilpInA hAthamAM jAya teA enI tasvIra badalAtA suMdara mUrti banatA lAkhA leAkAnI pUjanIka bane che. eka lekhaDanA TukaDA sArA ejiniyaranA hAthamAM jAya te evI mazInarI banI jAya ke jenA vecANathI 24 zrImaMta banI jAya. kAgaLanA TukaDAne sarakAre presamAM mokalI tenA para sarakArI e'kanI chApa mArI te kAgaLanA TukaDA ka`matI banI gayA. AvI jaDa vastunI jo tasvIra badalAI jAya che te zu' ApaNA jIvananI tasvIra na badalI zakIe ? aMgulImAla lUMTArAnuM jIvana kevuM hatuM ? rastethI AvatA jatA mAnavInI AMgaLIo kApIne teneA hAra banAvI gaLAmAM paheratA hatA ane leAkeAne trAsa ApatA hatA paNa eka vAra yuddhanA samAgama thatAM tenA jIvananI tasvIra badalAI gaI. hiM saka maTI ahiMsaka banyA. uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 18 mA adhyayanamAM vAta Ave che. sayati rAjA zikAra karavA gayA tyAM khaNuthI mRganA zikAra karyAM. e mRga muninI pAse AvIne paDayA hatA, tethI rAjAne bhaya lAgyA ke A mRga muninA haze. jo muni kApaze teA temanA prabhAvathI karoDo manuSyAne bALI nAMkhaze, tethI rAjA munine vaMdana karI potAnA aparAdhanI mAphI mAMge che tyAre muni kahe che he rAjana " abhao

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 741 cavA sudama, amArA matA ica " je tAre mAphI joItI hoya te tArA jIvananI tasvIra badalI nAMkha. tAruM jIvana je hiMsAmaya che tene tuM ahiMsAmaya banAvI de. pApathI kharaDAyelA tArA kALA jIvanane tuM punita ane svaccha banAvI de, te tArA jIvananI tasvIra keI judI ja palaTAI jaze. kharekhara muninA eka vacane rAjAnA jIvananI tasvIra badalAI gaI. hiMsaka maTI ahiMsaka banyA. bhagI maTI yegI banyA ne khUnImAMthI muni banyA. arjuna mALI, paradezI rAjA badhAe eka vAra bhagavaMtana ane gurUdevane saMga thatAM pApanA DAghAvALI tasvIrane badalAvI nAMkhI. temaNe dezanuM damana karyuM, durguNonuM daphana karyuM ane saddaguNe jIvanamAM keLavIne evI tasvIra badalI nAMkhI ke je tasvIrane jatAM bIjAnA jIvananI tasvIra paNa badalAI jAya. kayAM caMDakauzikanI pApathI kharaDAyelI tasvIra ane kayAM prabhu mahAvIranA saMgathI badalAyelI pavitra nirmaLa tasavIra ! A mAnava jIvanamAM je kaSAyonuM zamana, viSayenuM vamana indriyenuM damana ane mehanuM mAraNuM karIzuM te jIvananI tasvIra evI badalAI jaze ke pachI pharI pharIne A dehanI tasvIro badalavAnI baMdha thaI jaze, mATe A mAnavadehanI je tasavIra maLI che eno sadupayoga e karo ke jIvananI tasvIra badalAI jAya. je kalAkAranA hAthamAM paththara jAya te enI tasavIra badalAI jAya to ApaNI jIvananaiyA je gurUdevanA caraNamAM arpaNa karI daIe te zuM jIvananI tasvIra badalAyA vinA rahe kharI ? prabhu mahAvIra svAmIno bheTo thatAM, temanI vANI sAMbhaLatA jeNe jIvananI tasavIra badalI evA AnaMda zrAvake sAta vrate grahaNa karyA. have AThamuM vrata aMgIkAra karI rahyA che. AThamuM vrata anarthadaMDanuM che. tenA cAra bela che. pahela bela che avajajhANuM cariya' eTale mAThuM dhyAna ke mAThI ciMtavaNu karavI. ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnane zAstrakAro anarthadaMDa kahe che. je ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnanA badale dharmadhyAna AvI jAya te te avabAmAMthI savaLuM joze. pachI tenA jIvananI tasvIra badalAI jaze. eka mANasa khUba bIDI pIto hato. eka vAra saMte tene pUchyuM-bhAI! tuM rojanI keTalI bIDI pIve che ? gurUdeva ! huM bahu nathI pIto paNa 70 jeTalI pIvuM chuM. ATalI tane ochI lAge che ? upAzrayamAM Ave tyAre bIDI pInAra aDadhA aDadhA kalAke bahAra jaI Ave. saMta samajI jAya ke te zA mATe UThe che? saMto to tamane nakhathI mAthA sudhI oLakhe. saMte tene bIDIthI thatA nukazAne samajAvyA chatAM te bIDI na cheDI zako. saMta to cAlyA gayA. cAra pAMca mahine pharI vAra saMtane te gAmamAM AvavAnuM banyuM. bIDIne vyasanI bhAI upAzraye Avyo. cAra kalAka thayA chatAM te uTha nahi eTale saMtanA manamAM thayuM ke aDadhA aDadhA kalAke uThanAre

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74ra ] [ zArada ziromaNi Aje cAra kalAka thayA chatAM te uo nahi. tenA jIvanane po thayA lAge che. saMte pUchayuM bhAI ! zuM tame bIDIne tyAga karyo che? gurUdeva ! have te mArI pAse tenuM nAma na leze. kema, evuM te zuM banI gayuM ? mAnavInuM jIvana kyAreka bedha sAMbhaLIne parivartana thaI jAya te kaI vAra sAmAnya nimitta maLatA badalAI jAya che. saMta kahe, bhAI, tAruM jIvana sudharyuM kevI rIte? - bIDI mATenI lAcArI jotAM vyasana tyAga : mArA jIvanamAM eka prasaMga banI gaye. huM eka vAra pAnavALAnI dukAne UbhuM hatuM. tyAM eka bhikhArIe AvIne pAnavALA pAse bIDI mAMgI. te khUba karagaryo, mane eka bIDI Apa ne ? pAnavALe kahe, tAre bIDI joItI hoya te theDI vAra nAca.- kara, pachI tane bIDI ApIza bhikhArIe eka bIDI mATe nAcavAnuM zarU karyuM. thoDI vAra nA, peTa mATe veTha karavI paDatI hoya te judI vAta che. A te vyasane gulAma banele nAca karavA taiyAra thayA. bhikhArIe nAca karyA pachI bIDI mAMgI tyAre pAnavALe zuM kahe che? je sAme gaTara che, temAMthI cAra ghuMTaDA pANI pI Ava pachI tane bIDI ApuM. vyasanonI gulAmI zuM karAve che? bhikhArI gaTara pAse jaI vAMke vaLIne cAra ghuMTaDA pANI pI A pachI pAnavALAe tene bIDI ApI. A prasaMga jotAM mArA manamAM vicAra Ave ke eka bIDI ATalI lAcArI karAve ! bhara bajAramAM nacAve, gaTaranuM gaMdu pANI pIvaDAve, mArI pAse atyAre paisA che te sAruM che. mAre jeTalI bIDI pIvI hoya teTalI pIvuM chuM. kAle mArA pApane udaya thAya ne paisA cAlyA jAya. mArI sthiti A bhikhArI jevI thaI jAya te bIDI mArI pAse nAca nahi karAve ane gaTaranA gaMdA pANI nahi pIvaDAve tenI zI khAtrI ? A karatAM bIDI choDI devI zI khoTI? A bIDInA vyasanamAM paisAnI khuvArI, zarIranI khuvArI, ane pApa bAMdhavAnA. te divasathI meM bIDI cheDI dIdhI che. mAruM jIvana parivartana thayuM che. A badhA vyasane gulAma banavuM, te mATenA vicAra karavA te Ata dhyAna. dharmadhyAna jenA jIvanamAM hoya tenAmAM AvA kuvyasane na hoya. keInuM kharAba ciMtavavuM, duzmananuM ahita thatuM joIne rAjI thavuM e raudradhyAna che. - ArtadhyAnanA cAra prakAra batAvyA cheH (1) je tamane gamatA nathI tevA padArtho maLyA te A kayAre dUra thAya ane managamatA kayAre maLe tenuM ciMtana karavuM. (2) karmodaye kaI roga Ave tyAre hAyaya karavI ane have kayAre jaladI maTe tevI vicAraNA karavI. (3) managamatA padArthone saMga kAyama TakI rahe tenuM ciMtana karavuM. (4) niyANuM karavuM. A badhuM anarthadaMDamAM gayuM che. A dhyAna tiryaMca gatimAM laI jAya che ane raudradhyAna naraka gatimAM laI jAya che. A baMne dhyAnathI jIva anarthadaMDe daMDAya che. A baMne dhyAnamAMthI bacavuM hoya to dharmadhyAnanA zaraNe jAva. avaLAmAMthI - savaLuM zodhatAM zIkho to anarthadaMDathI bacI jaze, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke samajo ane

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zAradA zirAmaNi ] [ 743 pApathI aTake. eka samaya eveA hatA ke caiArI karanArA cArIneA dhakhA karavA chatAM tenI nIti evI cekhkhI hatI ke tene cAra kahevA ke zAhukAra e samajaNu na paDe. cArInA dhadhA karatA heAvA chatAM koi ene sAcu' samajAvanAra maLI jAya teA peAtAnA pApamaya jIvananI tasvIra badalI nAMkhatA. huM tamane pUchuM ke tame cAra kAne kaheze ane zAhukAra kAne kaheze ? te tame tarata kaheze| ke cArI kare te cAra ane dukAna para besI vepAra kare te zAhukAra. tame tamArA AtmAne pUchI jojo ke tame cAra che ke ? mAre tamane keI ne cAra nathI kahevA. mAre te madhAne zAhukAra kahevA zAhukAra che. cArI karanArA badhA cAra ane dukAne besanArA badhA zAhukAra hAya che evuM nathI manatuM. koI cAra paNa hAya ne koI zAhukAra paNa hAya. eka cAra ghaNI cerIe karatA. te bhAre khahAravaTIyA jevA hatA. corI karavAmAM ghaNeA bahAdura. badhA tene bahAdura ceAra kahetA. eNe keTalI bhaya...kara cArIe Aja sudhI karI hatI chatAM koI cAra tarIke pakaDIne ene keda karI zakatuM na hatuM. A samaye avaMtImAM mahArAjA vikrama rAja karatA hatA. vikramanuM rAjya eTale madharAte mArA khullA mUkIne sUI jAya teA ya koInI tAkAta nathI ke enA rAjyamAM cArI karI zake. A cAranA manamAM thayuM ke vikrama rAjAnA rAjyamAM enI sAme Takkara jhIlI tyAM cArI karu' te huM sAcA cera. e te upaDayA vikramanA rAjyamAM cerI karavA. tenA gAmathI avaMtI ATha gAu dUra hatu. sAthe koI paNa sAgarItane lIdhA vinA mAthe ThekANuM khAMdhI vikrama rAjAne potAnA parAkramanuM pANI pIvaDAvavAnI IcchAthI e nIkaLyA. apeAranA taDakAmAM cAlatA cAlatA khUba thAkI gayA. cAranA dilamAM paNa Atithya bhAvanA : rastAmAM meTo vizALa vaDalA ANye. jyAM jatAM AvatA pathikA visAmA le ne potAneA thAka utAre. khAjumAM pANInI paraba hatI eTale pANI pIne tRSA zAMta kare. A ceAra vaDalA nIce thAka utAravA beThA. tene bhUkha kakaDIne lAgI hatI. maMdamaMda zItaLa pavana AvatA hatA. cAra peAtAnI pAse bhAthAnA DakhkhA hatA te khAlIne khAvA beThA. tenA manamAM vicAra thayeA ke zu' huM ekalA khAuM ? jo koI Ave teA tene jamADIne jamu`. cAra hovA chatAM bhAvanA kevI sarasa che ! te vicAra kare che tyAM sAmethI eka mANasa AvatA joyA. cAre vANiyAne kahyuM-esa bhAI ! ane sAthe beThA, vANiyAne khabara nathI ke A cAra che nahi tA Ubhe rahe nahi. vANiyAe tene bhAtAnA DabbA khelyuM. baMnee sAmAsAmI ekabIjAnuM bhAtuM lIdhuM ne nAstA karyAM. parabanuM pANI pIdhuM. vAtavAtamAM cAre vANiyAne pUchayu-bhAI ! Apa kayAMthI AvyA ? avantInI bAjunA gAmaDAmAM ugharANI karIne Avu chu. ane atyAre avaMtI jAuM chuM. vANiyA jarA gabharAyA. eka teA vagaDA hatA. peAte ekalA hatA ne ugharANI karIne AnyA hatA eTale ajANyA mANasanA zuM vizvAsa !

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744 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi - vaNikanA dilamAM thayele gabharATa ke game tema te ya vaNikanI buddhi. teNe vAta badalI nAMkhI. A to gAmaDAmAM mArA eka saMbaMdhInI tabiyata narama hatI eTale khabara kADhavA gayo hato. manamAM hatuM ke ugharANI karato jAuM paNa ugharANI jaI zakyA nahi. tame keNa che ? tamAruM nAma zuM che ? cera paNa jabare satyavAdI. teNe kahyuM, huM bahAdura rUpe cara. huM te nAmacIna cera chuM. ceranuM nAma paDatA vANiyAnuM haiyuM thaDakavA lAgyuM. te te dhrujavA lAgyuM. tenA zarIre paraseve vaLI gayA. have te tyAMthI uThavuM bhAre thaI paDayuM. pAse dhana ane sAme cora pachI pUchavuM ja zuM ! teNe te jhaTapaTa khAdhuM ne DALe baMdha karI javAnI taiyArI karavA lAge. cera samajI gayo ke A mArAthI bhayabhIta banI zake che. teNe kahyuM-bhAI ! tAre gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI huM cora chuM e vAta sAcI che paNa mAre pratijJA che ke mahinAmAM eka ja vAra corI karavI, tethI vadhAre na karavI mATe tamane huM nahi lUMTuM. mane khabara che ke tame ugharANI karIne AvyA che eTale tamArI pAse paisA che paNa mAre joItA nathI. vANiyAnI IcchA te vaDanA chAMyaDe ArAma karavAnI hatI paNa have ArAma karavA rahe kharo? te te jaladIthI khAvAnuM patAvIne javAnI taiyArI karavA lAgyA. cora kahe bhAI ! Apa ATalI badhI utAvaLa zA mATe kare che? huM paNa avaMtI AvavAne chuM. ApaNe baMne sAthe jaIzuM, jaMgalamAM eka karatA be bhalA; paNa A vANiye have Ubho rahe khare ? te kahe-nA bhAI, mAre moDuM thAya che, mATe huM te jaIza. vizvAsa besADavA karelI yuktiH cera kahe, tamAre javuM hoya te jAva paNa ApaNe eka sodo karIe. zAne sodo ? sodAnuM nAma paDatA vANiyo dhrujavA lAgyA. cera kahe-tamArI pAse A lAkaDI che te mane bahu gamI gaI che, tame kaho teTalA paisA ApuM paNa Apa mane te lAkaDI Apa ne! lAkaDInuM nAma paDatA vANiyo dhuMApUMA thavA lAgyA. bhAI A lAkaDI te keIne na apAya. mArA bApadAdAnA vakhatanI A lAkaDI che. A lAkaDIne joIne mArA bApAne, dAdAne yAda karuM chuM. A to temanI yAdagIrI che. tenA mane kaI be pAMca lAkha rUpiyA Ape te paNa te na apAya. vANiyA enA pADI eTale cAre tarApa mArIne tenA hAthamAMthI jhuMTavIne laI lIdhI ane tenA dekhatAM te lAkaDInA be TukaDA karI nAMkhyA. lAkaDI aMdarathI pilI hatI. lAkaDI tUTI evA temAMthI cAra kiMmatI ratno jamIna para paDayA. te cere laIne vANiyAne ApI dIdhA meM tamane kahyuM hatuM ke huM era paNa tamane lUMTavAne nathI chatAM tamane mArA para vizvAsa na Avyo mATe meM A rIte karyuM. tArA rana tane maLI gayA ne ! have tamAre javuM hoya te khuzIthI jAva paNa avaMtInareza vikrama rAjAne mArA taraphathI eTale saMdeza Apaje ke zukravAre rAtre sADA bAra vAge rUpa cerI-karavA AvavAne che. temane je vyavasthA karavI hoya te kare je cekIpahere rAkhave hoya te rAkhe. sainikonI TukaDIne mArA svAgatamAM ekalavI hoya te mokale. killA para

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] ( 745 bharI kha'phruke sainiko UbhA rAkhavA hoya teA rAkhe paNa huM avaMtIne lUMTayA vinA pAchA javAnA nathI. sadezeA maLatA sajAga banelA vikrama rAjA : A vANiyA teA koI paNa rIte enI pAsethI chUTavA mAMgatA hatA, eTale kahyu.-bhale. ema kahIne te tyAMthI cAlavA lAgyA. cAra dekhAtA hatA tyAM sudhI te| dhIme cAlyA paNa yAM cAra dekhAtA khaMdha thayA ke eNe te evI doTa mUkI ke gharabhegA thaI gayA, pachI rUpAe meAkalelA sa'deze| vikrama rAjAne ApyA. vikrama rAjAne Azcaya thayuM ke A kevA bahAdura cera ke pahelA saMdezA kahevaDAve ne pachI cArI karavA Ave ? A te cera kahevAya ke ke zAhukAra kahevAya ? A cAra gAmamAM cArI karavA nahi AvatA hoya paNa mArI buddhinI parIkSA karavA AvatA haze paNa A vikrama kayAM echI buddhinA dhaNI hatA ! rAjAe te bIje divase gAmamAM DhaMDhero pITAyeA ke Apa badhA gharanA daravAjA khullA mUkIne sUI jajo. koI kabATane tALuM ke cAvI mAraze nahi. ApanI je mAla-milkata hAya tenu Apa lIsTa banAve. kadAca koinA ghera cArI thaze teA cerInI rakama rAjAjI peAtAnA bhaMDAramAMthI bharapAI karI Apaze. Aje koine cAkI karavAnI jarUra nathI. Aje rAtre vikrama rAjA pote cAkI karaze. prajAmAM Ana AnaMda chavAI gayA. badhA cokIyAtA UMghI gayA. e rAtre badhA bAraNA khullA mUkI ArAmathI sUI gayA. cArane pakaDavA mATenA kimiyA : zukravAranI rAta vikramanA mAthe AphatanA vAdaLA samAna hatI. rAta paDatAM vikrama rAjAe vezapalTa karyAM. cAranA svAMga sajyA. bukAnI bAMdhI ne kammare talavAra AMdhI gAmamAM pharavA lAgyA. vicAra thayA ke ava tInA phillA tA jabaradasta che. te kayAMthI Avaze ? A killA para koI caDhI zake nahi ane kadAca caDhe teA utaravA mATe koI sAdhana joI e. sAdhana vagara utarI zake tema nathI. mane teA lAge che ke A cArI karavA nahi paNa parIkSA karavA AvatA haze. vikrama rAjA killAnI rAMge rAMge pharatA hatA. cAra Ave teA kaI jagyAethI Ave ema che ? pharatA pharatA killAnI eka bAjunI divAla tUTelI joI. cAra Ave te ahI thI Avaze ema mAnIne cAranI rAha jotA UbhA rahyA. vikrama rAjAnI dhAraNA sAcI paDI. kharAkhara 125 vAgyA tyAM rUpe AgnyA ane killA para caDhayA. dhAra tUTelI hatI eTale emAMthI dhULa kharavA lAgI. rAjA samajI gayA ke nakkI rUpA AnyA. cAre caMdanaghA mUkIne dhIme dhIme utaravA mAMDayuM. aDadhe sudhI utaryAM tyAM eNe nIce koi mANasane UbheleA joyA. eTale e pAcho caDhavA lAgyA. e samaye vikrama rAjAe pAtAnI buddhithI cAra leAkA cArane khelAve evA avAja karyAM. cArane thayu. mArA jevA bIjo koI cAracArI karavA AvyA lAge che. ThIka thayuM eka karatAM be bhalA. cAra nIce utarI gayA. A tA cAra ke zAhukAra : vikrama rAjAnA paheraveza, bhASA adhu cAra jevuM

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746] [ zAradA ziramaNi hatuM eTale cera oLakhI zake nahi. vikrama rAjA ceranI sAthe coranI jema bhaLI gayA. baMne sAthe gAmamAM gayA. nagaranA leke rAjAnA hukama pramANe gharanA daravAjA badhuM khUlyuM mUkIne sUtA hatA. cAlatA pahelA pradhAnane baMgale Avyo. vikrama kahe, Aje ApaNe pradhAnane ghera cerI karIe. badhAnI lAMca laIne teNe ghaNe mAla bhege karyo che. prajAne lUMTavA karatAM prajAnA lehI cUsanArane zA mATe na lUTa? pradhAnanA baMgalAnA daravAjA khullA hatA. cakIyAte ArAmathI sUtA hatA. vikrama kahe- huM bahAra kI bharIza. tuM aMdara jaIne lUMTAya eTaluM lUTI lAvaje, gabharAte nahi, huM ahIM Ubho chuM. tAre vALa vAMke thaze nahi. cora aMdara gayo paNa be miniTamAM pAchA pharyo. vikrama kahe, tuM kema pAcho AvyuM ? cora kahe; bhAI! huM pradhAnanA rUmamAM gaye. tyAM pradhAnanA patnI sUtelA hatA. mAre paga aDatA te UMghamAMthI jAgyA ne bolyA, koNa che bhAI? teNe mane bhAI kahyo te e mArI bena thaI. bhAI bahenanA ghera cerI kare khare? bhAIthI benanuM lUMTAya kharuM ? huM te uparathI enA ozIkA nIce eka sonAmahera mUkIne Avyo chuM. have cAle AgaLa jaI e vikramanA manamAM thayuM ke A te cAra ke zAhukAra ? nAdAna ke khAnadAna ? AjanA jamAnAmAM kaMIka vAra bhAI bahenane lUMTato hoya che. baMne bhAIne tyAM thApaNuM mUkI hoya te bhAI pacAvI pADe. bena levA jAya tyAre kahe ke thApaNa kevI ne vAta kevI ? vicAra karo ke A te sagabhAI nathI. mAtra bena UMghamAM belI gaI ke koNa che bhAI ? bhAI zabda sAMbhaLatA corI na karatAM te pAchA AvyA. laNanuM RNa cAlatA cAlatA AgaLa jatAM nagarazeThane baMgale AvyuM. na maLe keI cokIdAra ke na koI paheragIra. bArIbAraNuM paNa khullA. vikrama kahe- huM bahAra Ubhe chuM. tuM aMdara jA. lUMTAya eTaluM barAbara lUMTI leje. je pAcho na Avato. cAra aMdara gaye. ghanaghora aMdhAruM che, tenA manamAM vicAra thaye ke badhA kahe che ke vikrama rAjAnA rAjyamAM corI karavI eTale lekhaMDanA caNA cAvavA barAbara che paNa ahIM te keTaluM aMdhera che? jeTalI corI karavI hoya teTalI karAya tema che. badhA karatAM ahIM cerI karavI sahelI che cAra oraDAmAM game tyAre paTArA para eka vADakI hatI. temAM thoDAka sapheda gAMgaDA paDayA hatA. ceranA manamAM thayuM ke A te sAkara haze. sAkara to zukana kahevAya. sAkara mAnIne TukaDA meMmAM nAkhyA te sAkarane badale mIThuM hatuM. cora te tarata pAchA vaLe. vikrama kahe, kema bhAI ! tuM pAcho Avyo? bhAI ! temanA rUmamAM eka vADakI paDI hatI temAMthI meM sAkara mAnIne eka TukaDe khAdhe. te lUNa nIkaLyuM. jenuM namaka mArA peTamAM paDayuM hoya tenA ghera mArAthI cerI zI rIte karAya ? rAjA te A sAMbhaLI rahyA. ane te mANasa kahe ke deva? cora ke zAhukAra ? AjanA jenI dazA te evI che ke khAdhuM hoya enuM ja vAMka bele. jenuM khAya enuM nakheda vALe.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 747 ceranI buddhinI parIkSA karatA rAjA : rUpa cera pAcho Avyo. vikrama rAjA kahe, bhAI ! pradhAna ane zeThanA baMgalethI pAchA AvyA. have te ApaNe vikrama rAjAnA mahelamAM cerI karIe. e moTA rAmarAjane jhaMDo laIne phare che. ene ya khabara paDe ke emanA rAjyamAM keTaluM aMdhera che? temanA mahelamAMthI game teTaluM lUMTIe to emane zuM khUTavAnuM che? cera kahe, tamArI vAta mane bahu gamI. bahAra lake te ema ja bole che ke vikramanA rAjyamAM corI karavI e te ghaNuM agharuM kAma che paNa ahIM te sAva juduM lAge che. mane te lAge che ke nadhaNiyAtuM rAjya hoya te rAjA vikramanuM che. rAjA kahe-sAcI vAta. rAjAnA mahelamAM ApaNe baMne sAthe jaIe. baMne sAthe rAjAnA mahelamAM gayA. rAjA vikramano baMgale eTale pUchavuM zuM? sAta mALano AlezAna bhavana. mahela meTo paNa eke ya cekIdAra nahi. ekeka mALa caDhatA sAtame mALe pahoMcyA. tyAM to jANe svarga khaDuM thayuM na hoya ! senAnA pAyAvALA palaMga upara vikrama rAjAnA rANu ArAmathI ghasaghasATa UMghe che. vikrama kahe, ahIM zuM cerI karIzuM ? ceranI buddhinI parIkSA karavA mATe kahyuM - je rANajI sUtA che, cerIne barAbara lAga che. palaMganA cAra pAyA sonAnA che te kADhI laIe paNa rANI jAge nahi ne nIce paDe nahi. e rIte tuM pAyA kADhe te huM mAnuM ke tuM sAce cera che. rUpa kahe, emAM zI moTI vAta ? e te mAre mana eka ramata che. ceranI caturAI H core AjubAju najara karI te eka bAju gAdalAne Dhagale paDe hate. cAre temAMthI ekeka gAdalA laI palaMga nIce gaThavavA mAMDyA. te gAdalA evI rIte goThavyA ke barAbara palaMganI pATIne aDI gayA. rAjA te bAjumAM UbhA rahIne joyA kare che ke cora zuM kare che ? tyAM to ghere cappAthI cAre bAjunI pATIne sAcavIne kApI nAMkhI. pATI kapAI gaI tevA rANajI gAdalA para AvI gayA. rANIne kAMI takalIpha paDI nahi. te te UMghatA rahyA, pachI cAre palaMganA sonAnA cAra pAyA kADhI lIdhA. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A cera che paNa keTale catura ane hoMziyAra che ! rANIne IjA thaI nahi ane vastu maLI gaI. rAjA kahe bhAI ! tAre haju vadhAre levuM hoya te laI le. ahIM keI tUTo nathI. cera kahe, mAre pratijJA che ke mahinAmAM eka vArathI vadhu vAra corI karavI nahi. A cAra pAyA te bahu thaI gayA. have ApaNe ahIMthI ravAnA thaI e. pakSIe rAjAnI karAvelI oLakhANa : rAjA ane cAra baMne mahelamAMthI utarI gayA. gAma bahAra jaI eka jhADa nIce beThA. cAra kahe-cAle, have ApaNe bhAga pADI laIe. be pAyA tamArA ne be mArA. cora che chatAM nIti keTalI che ! vikrama kahe bhAI ! huM te eka bAju Ubhe rahyo hate. mahenata te karI che mATe traNa tArA ne eka mAre. tamane maLe te zuM karo ? ( zrotA : are ! cAre cAra laI laIe.)

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748 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi cAra kahe, nA. be tamArA ne be mArA. cerI karatA rANI jAgI gayA hota ne ApaNe pakaDAI jata te baMnene zikSA sarakhI maLata. temAM ochI vadhatI na thAta. te pachI cerI karatAM je mAla maLe emAM paNa be sarakhA ja bhAgIdAra gaNaIe ne ! A rIte baMnenI rakajhaka cAlu hatI tyAM jhADa para eka paMkhI bolyuM, rAjA ane cAra bhAga pADe che. mAlika ane cera bhAga pADe che. A cAra paMkhInI bhASA samajato hato. teNe paMkhInI A vAta sAMbhaLI. tarata te ekadama UbhuM thaI gaye ne rAjAnA caraNamAM paDI gayo. rAjAnA meLAmAM mAthuM mUkI khUba raDo. AMsuthI rAjAnA paga dhoI nAMkhyA. A jotAM rAjAne te Azcarya thayuM. A cera ekAeka Ama kema kare che? rAjAe pUchayuM- bhAI tane zuM thayuM che ? tuM ATaluM badhuM kema reDe che ? cera kahe-mahArAjA ! Apa ja avaMtInA nareza vikrama rAjA cho. Ape mArI sAthe chUpA rahIne mane chetaryo che. sAthe rahevA chatAM Apa pragaTa thayA nahi ane corI karavA chatAM mane pakaDe nahi. rAjA kahe, tane zI rIte khabara paDI ke huM vikrama rAjA chuM. mahArAjA ! huM paMkhInI bhASA jANuM chuM. juo, A jhADa para paMkhI bole che ke mAlika ane cera bhAga pADe che. A cAra pAyA tamArA mahelanA che mATe tame enA mAlika che ane huM cora chuM, tethI samajI gaye ke Apa vikrama rAjA che. rAjA ane cera baMne bheTI paDyA, pachI rAjA corane pUche che tame cho zAhukAra. tame sAcA cira he tevuM dekhAtuM nathI. tamAre A cerIne, pApane dhaMdhe kema kare paDe ? ApanuM kuLa khAnadAna lAge che. tuM cora hoya evuM mane dekhAtuM nathI. tuM satya vAta mane kahe. pramANikatAe apAvelI pradhAnapadavI : mahArAjA ! huM moTo zrImaMta zeThane dIkare chuM. mArA mAtA-pitA nAnapaNamAM gujarI gayA. amaladAre mArI badhI milakta laI lIdhI ne mane bhagave banAvIne kADhI mUkyuM. mane kharAba mitrone saMga thatAM huM corI karatAM zIkhe ane Aje moTo nAmAMkita cAra banI gayo. A pApa mane khaTake che, tethI meM mArI AjIvikA mATe mahinAmAM eka vAra corI karavAnI chUTa rAkhIne bIjI pratijJA karI che. corI karavA chatAM huM kayAre paNa asatya bela nathI. bhAI ! tuM te amaladArane oLakhe che? cAre tenI oLakhANa ApI eTale rAjAe tene bolAvyo. rAjAe badhI pUchaparacha karI. bhAre zikSAnI dhamakI ApI eTale teNe badhI sAcI vAta rajU karI. A cAranI badhI milkata pAchI apAvI. cora pharI zeTha jevo banI gayo. rAjAne te tenA pratye khUba bahumAna thayuM ke cera hovA chatAM keTale khAnadAna ane pramANika che ! tene pitAnuM jIvana nibhAvavA Ave baMdha karavo paDe paNa tenI nIti keTalI cembI che ! cerI karavA chatAM te hayAne cora na hate paNa zAhukAra hatA. rAjA kahe-tuM AjathI mArA rAjyane pradhAna. tArA jevA satyavAdI ane pramANika pradhAnathI mAruM rAjya paNa sArI rIte cAlaze. A vAtathI samajavAnuM e che ke era hovA chatAM zAhukArI keTalI hatI ? rAjAnA

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ 749 saMgathI tene carIne dhaMdhe chUTI gaye. pradhAnanI padavI maLI, teNe jIvananI tasvIra badalI nAMkhI. A mAnavajIvana pAmIne ApaNe paNa A jIvananI tasvIra evI badalI nAMkhIe ke pachI dehanI tasvIra vAraMvAra badalavI na paDe. te mATe ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna choDIne dharmadhyAnamAM AvavAnI jarUra che. samaya thaI gayela che vadhu bhAva avasare. bhAdaravA vada 3 ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 81 : tA. 1-10-85 sarvajJa, sarvadazI bhagavAne upAsakadazAMga sUtranA bhAva samajAvyA. AnaMda zrAvaka bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLIne vratadhArI zrAvaka banyA. temaNe sAta vrata AdaryA. AtmAnI vaDAI vrata levAmAM ane tenuM nirmaLa rIte pAlana karavAmAM che. vratadhArI sAce vIra che. vrata levAmAM ane pALavAmAM mardAnagI che. vrata vinAnuM jIvana pazu jevuM che. jenA jIvanamAM vrata nathI tyAM AhAra saMjJA, bhayasaMjJA, maithuna saMjJA ane parigraha saMjJAnI bolabAlA rahevAnI. A cAra saMjJAnI bolabAlA te pazuomAM paNa che. jenA para saMjJAo rUpI pazuo rAjaya kare che te pAmara che ane jeNe e saMjJAo rUpI pazuone vaza karyA che te sAce vIra che, te vaMdanIya che. AhAra saMjJA sAme tapanI joradAra saMjJA khaDI kare, bhaya sAme uttama bhAva, maithuna sAme zIla ane parigraha sAme dAna kare to saMjJAo para vijaya meLavI zakAze. mAnavAmAM mAna ane maithunanuM pramANa ghaNuM hoya che tethI je manuSya maithuna ane mAnanuM mardana kare te sAce mahAmAnava kahevAya. mAna ane maithunathI mukta thayA sivAya mokSa maLavAnuM nathI. mAna ane maithuna AgaLa je AtmAo jhUkI gayA te vAraMvAra janma maraNa kare che ane jemaNe mAna ane maithunane potAnA caraNamAM mUkAvyA eTale tenA para vijaya meLavyuM tenA mATe mokSa dUra nathI. mAna ane maithuna gayA eTale mokSa najIkamAM che. A be to anAdikALathI paDelA che. Ama te cAre saMjJA jIvane anAdi anaMtakALathI lAgelI che. te saMjJAo para vijaya meLavavA mATe vrata niyamanI khAsa jarUra che. vrata AdaravAthI khAvAnI vastuo, parigraha, maithuna badhAnI maryAdA thaI jAya che. vrata levAthI AtmAnI vizuddhi vadhe che. ApaNe AThamA vratanI vAta cAle che. temAM pahele bola che "avajajhANuM cariyuM ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnane vaza thaIne kaI jAtanA prayajana vinA jIvane duHkha pahoMcADavuM kedhAdi kaSAthI prerita thaIne tamAre jenI sAthe aNabelA hatA tene kAMI nukazAna thayuM, sAMbhaLe te bolI jAva ke e te e ja dAva hato, te tyAM keTalA keTalA karmo baMdhAI jAya !tenA pUrvakRta karmo udayamAM AvyA eTale e duHkhI thayo. te karmo maMda paDaze eTale tenuM duHkha TaLI jaze paNa je vacana bolyA ke e te e dAvano hato e je karma baMdhAI gayuM che te jogavavuM paDaze. A jIbhanA be kAma che, khAvAnuM ane bolavAnuM. Aje binajarUrI balavAnuM ane binajarUrI khAvAnuM eTaluM vadhI gayuM che ke teNe zaktione nAza karyo che ane anekanA jIvanamAM

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750 | [ zAradA ziramaNi saMgharSo pedA karyA che. bolavuM e bahAdurI nathI paNa kaI jagyAe kayA samaye kevA zabdo bolavA e kaLA zIkhavI e jIvananI sAcI bahAdurI che, AvI kaLA keIka viralA pAse hoya che. bIje bola pamAyA cariyuM'. pramAdane vaza thaIne kharAba vacane bolavA, bIjAnI niMdA karavI, bIjAnA doSa jevA, avarNavAda bolavA e anarthadaMDa che. vacanane sadupayoga karatAM AvaDe te sva-para anekanA jIvanamAM suMdara samAdhi ane prasannatAbharyuM, AnaMdamaya vAtAvaraNa pedA karI zake che. evI mIThI madhurI bhASA bole ke gamagIna vAtAvaraNa hoya te te hasatuM banAvI de ane je vANIne durUpayega thAya, bolatAM na AvaDe te zAMta, prasanna jIvanane paNa saLagAvI mUke. kaThora ane kaDavI vANI karavatanuM kAma kare che, karavatathI lAkaDAnA be bhAga thAya che. tema kara ane kaDavI vANI karavatanuM kAma kare che. karavatathI lAkaDAnA be bhAga thAya che tema kaThora ane kaDavI vANIthI mAnavI mAnavI vaccenA saMbaMdhanA paNa be bhAga thaI jAya che ane sAmAnA dilamAM AghAta lAge che. sattAne naze bhayaMkara cheH ItihAsamAM auraMgajhebanI vAta Ave che. auraMgajhebe tenA pitA zAhajahAMne jelamAM pUrIne rAjya meLavyuM hatuM. zAhajahAMne manamAM e vicAra AvyA karatA hatA ke huM ke meTo rAjA ! ke sattAdhIza ! mArI A dazA ? mArA dIkarAe mane dago dIdhe? te mAre duzamana banyuM mane AvuM duHkha ApyuM ? ema AdhyAna karIne khUba gUre che. auraMgajhebe khAvA mATe eka kathuiM ApeluM. temAM temane khAvAnuM Ape. joI lejo tamAre A saMsAra ! sAkara je mITho lAge che ne ! dIkarA mATe karma kare che paNa yAda rAkhaje e dIkarA tamArA raheze ke nahi? tenI kayAM khabara che ? je puNyane udaya haze to saMpatti nahi heya chatAM ya dIkarA sevA karaze ane pApane udaya haze te aDhaLaka saMpatti hovA chatAM sevA karaze nahi. auraMgajheba meTo sattAdhIza hovA chatAM khAvA mATe eka thALI paNa nathI. mATInA keDiyAmAM khAya che. temanA manamAM khUba duHkha thAya che, udAsa banI jAya che. eka vAra temanA hAthamAMthI keDiyuM chaTakI gayuM. jevuM paDyuM tevuM phUTI gayuM, mIThAvALI rAba jemAM khAvA Apato hato te keDiyuM phUTI gayuM. have zuM kare? temaNe cokIdArane kahyuM-tuM tArA rAjAne jaIne kaheje ke tamArA pitAjIne khAvA mATe je keDiyuM ApyuM hatuM te phUTI gayuM che, te have eka navuM maMgAvIne mane mokale. hAtha te tUTI nathI gayA ne! : sattAne naze bahu bhayaMkara che. auraMgajhebe cekIyAtane kevA zabdo kahyA ? tuM jaIne DosAne kaheje ke keDiyuM phUTI gayuM che paNa hAtha te tUTI gayA nathI ne? be hAthane khobe banAvIne le. have tane bIjuM keDiyuM maLavAnuM nathI. cekIyAte AvIne zAhajahAMne A zabdo kahyA tyAre te codhAra AMsue raDavA lAgyA, tenuM haiyuM naMdavAI gayuM. badhA aMgamAM sauthI kamaLa, pocuM hadaya che.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [751 te kAcanA vAsaNa jevuM che. kAcanA vAsaNane tUTatA vAra na lAge tema koI e kaDaka zabdo kahyA ke haiyu tUTI jAya. zAhajahAMne khUba duHkha thayu.. zuM A dIkarA che ? dIkarAe mArI AvI dazA karI ? te Ata dhyAna karatA rahyA. jo AtmAne dharma tarapha nahi vALA te| A dhyAna, raudradhyAna thavAnu' che ane AtmA anarthA'De daDavAnA che. pamAyAcariya' eTale pramAda AcaravAthI. tela, ghI tathA cIkAzavALA padArtho temaja cA, dUdha, kephInA vAsaNeA pramAdane vaza thaIne ughADA mUke te temAM jIvajaMtu paDe ne marI jAya. raseAI karatI vakhate ukaLatI dALa, dUdha, bhAta Adi khullA rAkhavAthI temAM uDatA jIvaja tue paDe ne tenI dhAta thaI jAya. culA, sagaDI, gesa, prAyamasa Adi khullA saLagatA paDayA hoya te uparathI temAM jIvaja tu paDe ne baLIne bhaDathuM thaI jAya. eka jamAnA e hatA ke sAI karatA hoya te sthAne upara caMdaravA bAMdhatA hatA. tethI jIvAnI theADI jatanA rahe. pramAdane vaza thaine A rIte vastuo khullI mUkavAthI jIvahiMsA thai jAya che ane anarthAda'nA doSa lAge che. huM teA mArI mahenAne kahuM chuM ke Apa rasoi karatA khUba upayAga rAkho. gesa, sagaDI vAparo tyAre pUjIne vAparavA. pUjyA vagara levAthI paNa kAMIka vAra trasa jIveAnI hi'sA thaI jAya che. upayeAge dharma che. vagara upayeAge karavAthI ghaNI vAra huMsA thai jAya che ne krama `dhAya che. e karmAM tA jIvane peAtAne bhAgavavA paDe che. mATe jJAnI kahe chepApanA kAryane vilaMbamAM nAMkho ane dharmanA kAryo te hAjaramAM patAvajo. anarthAMdaDe teA jIva ghaNA daDAI rahyo che. tamAre rahevA mATe makAna joI e. pachI te makAnanI zaiAbhA mATe phanIcara, rAcaracIlu` vasAvA. pachI jo tenI kharAkhara svacchatA na jaLavAya te jIvahiMsAnI zakayatA rahe eTale aDamAMthI anaMdaDa thaI javAne, mATe samajIne pApanA tyAga karatA zIkhe nahi te durgatimAM tamArA khurA hAlahavAla thaze. tame jamavA beseA ne eDDa' mUkIne UbhA thai jAva teA a hAtha dheAyelI thALImAM be ghaDI pachI samu ima jIvA utpanna thaI jAya che mATe thADI uNeAdarI karA paNa eThuM teA na mUkaze. A badhuM jIva pramAdane vaza thaine kare che tethI ana daMDa lAge che. temaja pAMca prakAranA pramAdathI paNa jIva anaDe daMDAya che mATe dareka kAma upayega rAkhIne karavuM jethI nika pApa na lAge. trIjo khela che. 'hiMsarpIyANu" jenAthI hiMsA thAya evA rhiMsAkArI zasro gharamAM vasAvavA ane bIjAne ApavA. cappu, kAtara madhu gharamAM hoya chatAM bajAramAM jo sAruM cappu joyu. teA kharIdaze paNa khabara nathI ke A sAdhanA te ahI rahI jaze ane mRtyu vakhate jo vAsarAvyA nahi teA pApanA bhAthA sAthe laI ne jaze. tamArI charI tame koIne Ape te paNa tame pApanA bhAgIdAra banaze. A yugamAM te ghaMTIe vasAvatA thaI gayA paNa yAda rAkhajo jeTalA pApanA sAdhanA vasAvaze teTaluM pApanu bhAthu' tamArI sAthe Avaze. tamAre kAtara, cappunI je jarUra hoya teTaluM rAkhavu paDe

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752 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi paNa adhika navA na vasAvaze. tame bahAragAma jatA hai| ne kAI tamane kAtara, cappu Adi hathiyAro lAvavAnu` kahe teA tame cAkhkhI nA pADI dejo. meM vrata AdaryAM che mATe huM e nahi lAvuM. mATe hiMsA thAya evA sAdhanA vasAvavAnu kAIne kahevu nahi. tenI anumedanA ApavI nahi. tenI praza'sA paNa karavI nahi ane koI ne evA hi'sAkArI zasro ApavA paNa niDe. kahevAya che ke A dezamAM makAna bAMdhanAro kaDiyA paNa sAta mALanuM makAna banAvatA pahelA e makAnanI pahelI iMTa e makAnanA mAlika zeThanI pAse mUkAvatA. te samajatA ke makAna bAMdhavu' e pApAnu ghara che. enI zarUAta huM zA mATe karuM ? peAtAnI AjIvikA mATe kAma karatA hoya chatAM jo tenA manamAM AvI kAmaLatA hAya teA pachI jainazAsanane pAmelA AtmAmAM te keTalI komaLatA hAya ? e sAmethI bIjAne zastro ApavA jAya kharo ? ke tenI jAherAta kare kharA ? ana-'DanA A pApAmAM sAmA jIvAnA dravyaprANa bhAvaprANu e baMnemAMthI eka prANanI rakSA karavAnI kALajI heAtI nathI. tethI e pApe AtmAne bhAre banAvI de che, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke jIvAnI ghAta thAya evA hi'sAkArI sAdhanA adhika vasAvaseA nahi ane bIjAne tenuM dAna karaze nahi. (4) "pAva kammeAvaesa" ; eTale pApakArI upadeza ApavA. kAMika jIve evA hAya che ke peAtAne kAMI paNa svArtha na heAya chatAM rhiMsAnA upadeza ApyA kare. jema ke yajJa karo, homa karo. A jIbha ana DanA pApA bahu kare che. jyAM jarUra nathI tyAM paNa khela khela kare che. je pote pApanA kAryamAM mazagula hAya che tevA jIvA bIjAne pApanA upadeza ApavAmAM jarA paNa sa`kocAtA nathI paNa emAM potAnI hAMziyArI mAne che. koI kahe- gharamAM mAMkaDa khUba thayA che. sukhe UMghavA detA nathI te tene kahevu ke mAMkaDa mAravAnI davA maLe che. Apa chAMTI do ne teA nikAla thai jAya. AmAM tamAro kAMI svArtha che ? tamAruM kAMI hita thavAnu che ? chatAM Avu... khelyA eTale samajajo ke ghAra pApanA DhagalA thaI gayA. A rIte macchara, vAMDhA, kIDIo, maMkoDA, udhaInA nAza karavA mATe kahevu` ke davA chAMTI de. badhuM sApha. ararara....keTalA trasa jIvAnI hiM'sAnA bhAgIdAra banyA ! atyAre tA skUlamAM e pracAra thaI rahyo che ke iDA e vejITerIyana che. te khAvAmAM pApa nathI. AvuM khelanArA pa`cendriya jIveAnI hi'sAnA bhAgIdAra bane che. eka jIbhanA TesTa mATe keTalI hiM*sA. A TesTa tamAro sAMsA nIkaLI jaze. Avu. khelanArane khakhara nathI ke AnA gAjhArA pariNAma kevA Avaze ? AvI ni yatAbharI salAha ApanArAone e khabara nathI ke mArA ATalA zabdothI keTalAya bicArA nirdoSa jIveAnI ji'dagI samApta thaI jAya che. mahAna puNyAdace maLelI A jIbhane upayega jema tema na karo. nirdoSa jIveAnI jiMdagIne najara sAme

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 753 rAkhIne jIbhano upayoga karo. nahitara A jIbhano durUpayoga tamArA bIjA bhavane bagADI nAMkhaze. kaThora ane kaDavI vANIe ghaNune dharmathI vimukha banAvyA che. bhAIbhAI vacce, pitA putra vacce, zeTha nekara vacce, gurU ziSya vacce jhaghaDA ane kaleza karAvyA che. kaThora ane kaDavI vANIthI prAyaH kAryasiddhi thatI nathI. mIThI ane kamaLa vANIthI kAryasiddhi thAya che. mIThI vANIthI lokone prema saMpAdana karI zakAya che. loke ApaNA para prasanna rahe che. jIbhane saMyama e jIvana jIvavAnI jaDIbuTTI che." jene vivekathI madhura belatAM AvaDyuM tene beDo pAra thatAM vAra nahi lAge. bolatA pahelA khUba vicAra karo ke mArA bolavAnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze ? sAmI vyakti para mArA balavAnI chApa kevI paDaze teno vicAra karIne bolavuM. je bolatAM zIkhe nathI te jIvana saMgrAmamAM hAra khAya che. Dagale ne pagale bIjAne kaleza pamADe che. je A bhavamAM jIbhano durupayoga karyo te bIjA bhavamAM pachI belavA jIbha nahi maLe jovA AMkha nahi maLe, sAMbhaLavA kAna nahi maLe, garIbAI evI Avaze ke bhIkha mAMgavA chatAM roTalAno TukaDo ya nahi maLe. dIkarA tamane sukhe jIvavA de evA nahi maLe. keI nokarImAM rAkhavA taiyAra nahi thAya. jIvana akAruM banI jaze. je A sthiti na lAvavI hoya te pApane upadeza ApavAnuM baMdha karI de. Aje mAnavI jarUriyAta na hoya chatAM binajarUrI balIne pApa bAMdhe che. dAkhalA tarIke tamArA saMbaMdhI ke svajana ke makAna bAMdhe che, tame tyAMthI nIkaLyA. tame bolyA, kema bhAI! makAna bAMdhe che ? ATaluM eka mALanuM makAna bAMdhIne zA mATe rahevA dIdhuM che ? upara be traNa mALa banAva ne ! atyAre makAnanI keTalI taMgI che. tamAre bhADA sArA Avaze. tamAre paisAnI agavaDa haze te huM ApIza. TAImanI agavaDa hoya to mane seMpI do. huM badhuM saMbhALI laIza. tamAre bhADAnI Avaka sArI thaze. eka makAna baMdhAtA keTalA pApa thAya che ? tamane eka rUma paNa rahevA ApavAnA che? chatAM pApane upadeza ApyA. keTalA karma baMdhAyA ? makAna banatA je hiMsA thaze tenI anumaMdanAnA bhAgIdAra banyA. A rIte vepAra bAbatamAM keIne kahevuM hamaNAM A dhaMdhe tejImAM che, tuM vepAra kara. tAre paisA joItA haze te huM ApIza. tuM A kArakhAnA, phekaTarIo khela. tArI pAse paisA che to be saMcAnA cAra kara. eka te pApane upadeza Apyo ne vaLI uparathI manamAM malakAyA ke meM kevuM sarasa karyuM ! A sarasa tamane kayAM laI jaze ? makAna bAMdhavuM, vepAra kare e badhI kriyAo pApamaya che mATe emAM jarA paNa jIbha vAparavA jazo nahi. tamAre je jarUra che, chUTako nathI tyAM karavuM paDe te paNa bhAva to e ja hoya ke huM kayAre AmAMthI chUTe ? mATe pApanI paTalAI karavA jaze nahi. pApanA kAryanI prazaMsA karaze nahi ne anumodanA paNa Apaze nahi. 48

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754] [ zAradA ziremaNi AraMbhane Adara na hoya eka rAjAe 14 lAkhano moTo baMgale banAvyo. te jamAnAmAM 14 lAkha eTale ghaNAM kahevAya. baMgale khUba suMdara navI Dhabane banAvyo. temAM deza paradezathI lAvelA pharnIcarathI baMgale barAbara sajA. barAbara taiyAra thaI gayo tyAre jAherAta karI ke jene A baMgale je hoya tene traNa divasamAM AvI javAnuM. AkhuM gAma jevA upaDyuM. emAM te pUchavuM ja zuM? na gayA eka nagarazeTha. badhAe mahela joIne khUba prazaMsA karI. zeTha na gayA eTale IrSALu mANasoe rAjAne caDhAvyA. mahArAjA ! AkhuM gAma jevA AvI gayuM paNa eka nagarazeTha nathI AvyA. nagarazeTha te jaina dharmanA custa anuyAyI che. rAjAe zeThane bolAvavA pAlakhI mekalI. zeTha kahe huM tyAM Avato hato. zeTha te pAlakhImAM besIne rAjAnA mahele AvyA. rAjA ane zeTha baMne sAthe mahelamAM gayA. rAjA zeThane badhuM batAve che ke A phanIcara paradezanuM che. A vastu A dezanI che. A vastu phalANA dezanI che. rAjA bela bola kare che. zeTha badhuM mUMgA moDhe sAMbhaLe che. eka akSara paNa bolatA nathI. rAjA manamAM vicAra kare che ke huM ATaluM boluM chuM paNa zeTha te kAMI bolatA nathI. prazaMsA paNa karatA nathI. AjanA je te rAjAne sArA thavA mATe heya enA karatA savAyI prazaMsA kare. bIjAne sArA thavA jatAM sArApaNuM seMsaruM nIkaLI jaze. zeTha te kAMI bolyA nahi tyAre chevaTe rAjAe sAmethI pUchayuM-zeThatamane A baMgale kevo lAgyo ? zeTha kahe, tame rAjA mahArAjA ! tamArI koI vAta thAya ? tamAre vAda kaI karI zake nahi. zeThe sAruM che ema na kahyuM paNa pApa baMdhAya nahi evI vivekapUrvaka bhASA belyA. je rAjAne sArA thavA prazaMsA karI hota to anarthadaMDa lAgI jAta. keI sagAsaMbaMdhImAM lagna heya tene kaho- bhAItamArI dIkarI paraNe che. gAmamAM tamAruM ghara mokhare kahevAya, tamAre te khUba dhAmadhUmathI lagna karavA joIe. jhADanA pAMdaDe pAMdaDe lAITo mUkavI joIe. maMDapa te rozanIthI jhaLahaLI uTha joIe. sAta jAtanI mIThAI banAvavI joIe. A rIte kahIne khUba pANI caDhAve ane karyA pachI paNa tenI khUba prazaMsA kare. zuM tamArI rozanI ! zuM tamAruM jamaNa ! A keTalA pApanA poTalA bhegA thaI gayA ! keTalA agnikAya, vAukAya Adi chae kAya ivenI keTalI hiMsA thaI? AvI salAha ApavAthI AtmA karmathI bhAre thAya che, mATe huM te Apane kahuM chuM ke DAhyA thaIne kayAMya keIne AvI zikhAmaNa devA jaze nahi. pApa baMdhAya tevA upadeza Apaze nahi. AnaMda zrAvake bhagavAnane kahyuM- he prabhu! mArI jAta mATe ke kuTuMba mATe je karavuM paDe te karIza. temAM paNa khUba upaga rAkhIza. mArA vacanane to huM khUba kaMTrolamAM rAkhIza. mana-vacana-kAyA traNethI anarthadaMDa lAge evuM kArya karIza nahi. jo tamane pApane bhaya lAgyuM hoya, pApane khaTakAro thayo hoya te vrata paccakakhANamAM Ave. vrata Adare to pApathI aTakaze. ATha vrata pUrA thayA have navamA vratamAM zuM vAta Avaze tenA bhAva avasare.

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 755 caritra : ratnasu MdarInuM hileALe caDheluM haiyuM : guNasuranA lagna mATe mANekacaMde te taiyArIe karavA mAMDI. A bAju ratnasAra zeThe ghera jaIne magala vadhAmaNI ApI. A sAMbhaLatA ratnasuMdarInA te sADAtraNa kreDa rAmarAya ullAsita thai gayA. tenA rAmaromamAM AnaMda thayA. khasa, Aje mArI AzA paripUrNa thai. dhanya ghaDI dhanya divasa AjanA ke mArA maneratha pUrA thayA. A vAta dhIme dhIme geApAlapura gAmamAM prasarI gaI ke ratnasuMdarInA lagna thAya che. ekamInta ekabIjAne pUchavA lAgyA ke ratnasuMdarInA lagna konI sAthe thAya che ? bhAi ! pelA paradezI guNasuMdara sAthe. adhA kahe cheAkarI bhAgyazALI, puNyazALI to kharI ke Ave suMdara pati maLyA ! tenA khApa game teTaluM bahAra zeAdhavA jAta teA paNa AveA vara na maLata. ratnasuMdarI paNa rUpa ane guNAthI bharapura che. kaI saubhAgyasu darI sAMpaDI ? : A vAta prasaratA prasaratA puNyasArane paNa paheAMcI ke ratnasuMdarInA lagna guNasuMdara sAthe thavAnA che. A vAta sAMbhaLatA tenA hRdayamAM khUba kheda thayA. je kanyAnI meM mAMgaNI karI hatI te khIjAne paraNaze ? bIje divase puNyasAra guNasuMdarane tyAM gayA ane kahyuM ke Aje kAMi navAjUnI che? A rIte thoDI vAtacIta karI ane pUchyuM' ke zu' tArA lagna thavAnA che ? je hAya te satya kahe. tuM mAnA aMgata mitra. dostanI sAthe kAMI dagA ramAya kharo ? Aje mAruM sagapaNa thayuM ne have thADA divasamAM lagna thavAnA che. konI sAthe ? kai saubhAgya suMdarI tane meLavIne bhAgyazALI banI ? ratnasAra zeThanI dIkarI ratnasuMdarI. ratnasAra zeTha zrIphaLa seAnAmaheAra ApIne lagnanuM pArka' karI gayA che. have lagnanA divasa jovaDAvavAnA bAkI che. puNyasAranI udAsInatA ane guNasu`daranI zakA : ratnasuMdarInuM nAma sAMbhaLatA puNyasArane gurUkuLanI vAta yAda AvatA tenA mukha para udAsInatA chavAI gaI. tene udAsa joI ne guNasuMdare pUchyuM -mitra ! tuM kema udAsa thaI gayA ? tane A saMbaMdha na gamyA ? A kanyAmAM kAMI kahevApaNu hoya te mane kahe. puNyasAra mauna rahyo eTale enA dilamAM caTapaTI thai. A khAmatano khulAse tA karavA joie. A te mATI muMjhavaNu AvI. guNasuMdara kahe-mitra ! mArA mAtApitA teA ahI` hAjara nathI. mArA bhAi kahu ke mitra kahuM, je kahuM te tuM che mATe je satya vAta hAya te mane kahe. mArAthI kAMI chupAvIza nahi. haju tA mAtra zrIphaLa vidhi thaI che. puNyasAra kahe-mitra ! nA....nA....evuM kAMI nathI. tA mArI vAtane ha`thI vadhAvavAne badale tuM udAsa kema thaI gayA ? kanyAnI khAkhatamAM evuM kAMi nathI. e che|karI tA ghaNI sudara ane sadguNI che. 5....Nu.... guNasu Mdara kahe puNyasAra ' paNa ' zuM ? tuM aTakI kema gayA ? pa...NuM.. kahe che eTale mane vahema paDe che. sAcI vAta kara ne. tAre enI sAthe kAMi paricaya che? zu e chekarInu' pahelAM koInI sAthe nakkI thayeluM hatuM ? e kanyA koInA premamAM che ?

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756] [ zAradA ziremaNi zaMkAnuM samAdhAna : puNyasAra kahe- nA. mane e kaI khAsa paricaya nathI. ame gurUkuLamAM sAthe bhaNatA hatA. e tyAM saMgIta zIkhavA AvatI hatI. e svabhAvanI jarA tIkhI che, paNa A to ghaNuM samayanI vAta che. atyAre to te moTI ane samaju thaI che eTale zAMta ane saumya banI gaI che. puNyasAre pitAnI mULa vAta chUpAvIne kahyuM- mitra! tAre gabharAvavAnI jarUra nathI. guNasuMdara kahe ke mane te ema ke zuM haze ? DIvAramAM te mane hujAre vicAro AvI gayA paNa kaMI nahi. kahyuM eTale mane zAMti che. have mArA lagnanuM kAmakAja badhuM tAre karavAnuM che. puNyasAre badhI vAta sAMbhaLI paNa temAM tenuM citta na hatuM. uparathI mukha hasatuM rAkhyuM hatuM paNa aMdarathI tenA AtmAmAM zAMti na hatI. chatAM kahyuM- tuM bephIkara raheje- huM badhuM tAruM kAma karIza, pachI puNyasAra ghera gaye paNa manamAMthI ratnasuMdarInA vicAre jatA na hatA. puyasAranuM citta cakaDoLe have ratnasuMdarI bIjAnI thaI gaI. tenA manamAM eka ja vicAra AvatuM hatuM ke meM tene kahyuM hatuM ke huM tane paraNIne ja rahIza. e mArA bolelA belanuM zuM thaze ? have ratnA mArA mATe te parastrI banI gaI mArA mitranA lagnamAM jaIza to e mane oLakhI jaze. ane te ema ja thAya che ke lagnamAM javuM ja nahi. citta cakaDoLe caDyuM che. arere he deva! te A zuM karyuM? te mane vacana ApyuM hatuM ane atyAre mArI kevI kura majAka karI ? vaLI te ratnAne paraNAvI te bhale paraNAvI, paNa tene mArA mitra guNasuMdara sAthe zA mATe paraNAvI ? mAre mitranI sAthe tenA lagnamAM to javuM paDaze. huM mArI najare tene bIjAne paraNatA kevI rIte joI zakuM ? te zuM huM A lagna samaye bahAra cAlyA jAuM? ghaDIkamAM Ama vicAra thAya che, vaLI pAchuM tenuM mana kahe ke tAre bahAra cAlyA javuM e tane na zobhe. te tenA mitrane vacana ApyuM che. jo huM gAma choDIne bahAra jaIza te paNa lagna te thavAnA che. tenA lagna kAMI aTakavAnA nathI. temaja have te guNasuMdaranI banI eTale mane te khapatI nathI. have huM tene mArI banAvI zakavAne nathI; pachI bhAgI javAne zo artha ? te zuM karuM ? zuM huM ratnasuMdarInuM apaharaNa karIne upADI jAuM ? ane baLAtkAre tenI sAthe lagna karIne mAruM vacana siddha karuM? tyAM tenA AtmAmAMthI avAja Avyo. nAnA e te have guNasuMdarane apAI gaI eTale mArA mATe parastrI thaI tene sparza paNa mAre na karAya game tema te ya te zIlavAna hatuM. have te mATe te zuM vicAra karaze te avasare, bhAdaravA vada ane gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 82 H tA. 3-10-85 anaMtajJAnI pharamAve che ke bhavavananI bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM AtmA mArga bhUlI gayA che. te bhUlabhUlAmaNImAMthI bahAra kADhanAra A kALamAM vItarAganI vANI ane tene samajAvanAra saddagurU bhagavaMte che. jema ke eka mANasa eka zaheramAMthI bIjA

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 757 zaheramAM page cAlIne jaI rahyo che. rastAmAM te mArga bhUlI gaye. zaheramAM javAnA rastAne badale jaMgalanA raste caDhI gaye. sAMja paDavAnI taiyArI hatI. cheDA cheDA prakAzamAM te AgaLa vadhI rahyo hate. rastA para tene keIkanA pagalA dekhAyA. tene ema ke A rasto jaMgalanI bahAra jato haze tethI pagalAne AdhAre te AgaLa vadhavA lAgyA. tyAM acAnaka dUrathI keIkane avAja saMbhaLAyo. tuM tyAM Ubhe raheje. eka DagaluM paNa AgaLa vadhIza nahi. A sAMbhaLI te yuvaka tyAM thaMbhI gayo. kaI prauDha mANasa jaldIthI pitAnI tarapha Avate joye, chevaTe ekadama najIka AvIne pUchayuMbhAI! tuM kayAM jAya che? tAre kayAM javuM che? are, bhAI! huM te bhUle paDyo chuM. rAta paDavAnI taiyArI che. AvA aghera jaMgalamAM rAta kevI rIte pasAra karuM? A vicArathI je pagalA dekhAya che tenA AdhAre huM jhaDapathI jaI rahyo chuM paNa bhAI ! tane khabara che ke A rasto kayAM jAya che? nA...nA. huM to pagalAne AdhAre AgaLa cAlI rahyo chuM. bhAI! sAMbhaLa, A raste te siMhanI beDamAM jAya che. siMhane mAravA zikArIo A raste gayA haze tethI temanA pagalA paDayA che. siMha te maryo nahi paNa teNe zikArIone mArI nAMkhyA lAge che, mATe bhAI! tane kahuM chuM ke tuM A rastethI pAcho phara. huM tane jaMgalanI bahAra sahIsalAmata rIte pahoMcADI daIza. A sAMbhaLatA pilA yuvakane keTale AnaMda thaye haze? teNe pelA prauDha mANasane kayA zabdothI AvakAryo haze? prauDha mANasanI vAta sAMbhaLI pele yuvaka te tenA pagamAM paDI gayo ne kahyuM, "he he upakArI kAkA ! tamAro upakAra A janmamAM te nahi paNa janmajanmamAM nahi bhUluM. tame te mane mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacAvyo che. tame te mane jIvatadAna ApyuM che. tame te mArA mahAna upakArI che. Ama kahIne te yuvaka pelA prauDha mANasanI sAthe cAlyo ane jaMgalamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayo. te sahIsalAmata pitAnA icchita sthAne pahoMcI gaye. vananI bhUlabhUlAmaNImAM Ave kaI bhUmi maLI jAya te AnaMdane pAra rahetuM nathI. ApaNe AtmA bhavananI bhUlAmaNImAM bhUle paDe che gurU bhagavaMte ApaNuM bhemiyA che. teo ApaNane samajAve che ke he AtmA ! je tuM pApanA mArge cAlIza te siMhanI beDa samAna durgatinA dukho UbhA che ane bhagavAne batAvelA dharmanA mArge cAlIza te bhavanI bhUlAmaNImAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakIza ane tArA Icchita sthAna evA mekSamAM pahoMcI zakIza. AnaMda zrAvakane bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jevA bhemiyA maLI gayA. temaNe bhavanI bhUlavaNImAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno sAco mArga batAvyo. AnaMda zrAvake e mArga para pagalA bharavA mAMDayA. temaNe ATha vrata svIkAryA. AThamuM anarthadaMDa vrata bahu samajavA jevuM che. ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAnane vaza thaIne jIva anarthadaMDe daMDAI rahyo che pariNAme durgatimAM javAnA karmo UbhA kare che, mATe ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAnane choDIne dharmadhyAnamAM Ave. je dharmadhyAnamAM joDAze te naraka ke tiryaMca gatimAM javuM nahi

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758 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNu thayA chatAM temAM paDe. mahAna sAdhakoe A dhyAna-raudradhyAna thavAnA prasa`geA UbhA rAnane joDAvA na dIdhuM pazu dhama dhyAnamAM joDAI gayA. satI sItAjIne A janmamAM kama rAjAe traNa vAra phaTakA mAryAM chatAM e duHkhanA prasaMgamAM azubha dhyAna na karyuM koinA doSa na joyA paNa savaLI khatavaNI karI te jIvanamAM dharmAM dhyAna AvI zakayu. sItAjIne pahelA phaTakA H sItAjIne ka rAjAe pahelA phaTako e mAryA ke sItAjI paraNIne sAsare AvyA tyAre temanA manamAM e AnaMda, umaLakeA hateA ke meM kevA puNya karyAM haze, mAruM kevu. sadbhAgya ke duniyAnI kaI chokarIne na maLe tevA rAmaca`drajI jevA pavitra, yazasvI pati maLyA. te peAtAne mahAbhAgyazALI mAnatA. AvA pavitra pati maLavAthI peAtAnA jIvanane dhanya mAnatA ane temAM gaurava anubhavatA. huM emanI sAthe mahelamAM AnaMdathI rahIza paNa kame* evA Tako mAryAM ke le tAre rAjamahelamAM Anada karavA che te| have tane kharAkhara batAvI dau'. karAjAe sItAnA Ana'nlR ke hu TakavA na dIdhe. phruTa laIne kaikayInA vacanathI rAmane 14 varSanA vanavAsa apAtmyA. rAmacaMdrajInA karmAM udayamAM AvyA teA AvI mati sUjhI. bAkI kaikayIne AvI mati na thAya. rAme sItAne kahyuM- tuM ahIM mahelamAM rahe paNa patinA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI rahenArI sItA mahelamAM nA rahI paNa rAmanI sAthe ja galamAM gai. vanavAsa maLye chatAM kevA sarasa vicAra karyAM ! bhale mahela gayA paNa pati te mArI pAse che. huM mahelane ke sukha sagavaDane kayAM paraNI chuM ! huM teA mArA pitane paraNI te pati tA mArI pAse che. jenI sAthe meM hRdayanA saMbadha bAMdhyA e mAre jo salAmata che te adhu' salAmata che. A rIte temaNe mana vALyu tyAre kame bIjo phaTako mAryAM, kamarAjAnA bIjo phaTako H kamarAjAe kahyuM, tu mAne che ke mArA pati te salAmata mArI pAse che teA le, huM tane khatAvI dauM. kame rAvaNanI mati bhraSTa karAvI. rAvaNa tyAM Avye ane sItAnuM apaharaNa karIne upADI gayA. A phaTakAmAM kayAM tenA pati salAmata rahyA ? tu patimAM AnaMda, sa MteSa mAnatI hatI te le have rAmane tArI pAse rahevA nahi dauM. cha cha mahinA azokavATikAmAM rAkhI. rAvaNe tene peAtAnI banAvavA ghaNAM prayatna karyAM paNa A te satI hatI. te jarAya cilata na thaI. jo tenAmAM A samaye sAcI samajaNa na hota te jhUrI jhUrIne A dhyAna- raudradhyAna karata. A sthiti evI hatI ke A-raudradhyAna thayA vagara na raheta. te tyAM evA vicAra karI zakta ke keyInA dinamAna uThI gayA ke mArA patine vanavAsamAM mekalyA ! patine vanavAsa maLye tA mArI A dazA thaI ne? paNa teNe AvA vicAra na karyAM. dha dhyAna karyuM. dharmAMdhyAna Ave tyAre AtmA duHkhamAM paNa sukha mAne, teNe kaikayInA ke rAmane doSa na joyA paNa kamanA doSa joyA. kama rAjAne trIjo phaTakA : rAvaNane harAvI sItAne laine rAma ayeAdhyAmAM AvyA. rAjarANInuM pada maLyuM. sukhanI ghaDI AvI. manamAM thayu ke khasa, have mArA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 759 duHkhanA divaso gayA. sukhanA divase AvyA. tyAM kame trIjo phaTako mAryA. le, tuM mAne che ke have mane sukhanI ghaDI AvI, duHkhanI ghaDI gaI. tA e badhA duHkhane eLaMgI jAya evu duHkha Apu. lokonA beAlavAthI rAma caDhI gayA ane ekalI aTUlI ga vaMtI sthitimAM ja'galamAM tarachoDAvI dIdhI. satI sItA sukhe sUtA, dheAkhI veNu anyA dhRtA, sItA mUkayA vanavAse, veNu veNumAM...vacana, je sItAjI svabhAvane choDIne vibhAvamAM gayA haiAta te pramAdyane vaza thaine niMdA karata ke AkhI aceAdhyAmAM huM ja eka najarama AvI ? tuM mane kayAM jovA Avye hatA ? AvA veNu kADhata paNa nA.... eka zabda na khelyA. anarthAg'OM'DAya evA prasa'gA sAme khaDA thayA chatAM tene AtmA daMDAyA nahi paNa sabnaga rahyo, chevaTe tenA karyAM pUrA thayA ne rAma tene zeAdhIne ayeAdhyAmAM laI AvyA; chatAM haju karma zuM karAve che ? leAkA kahe che A badhuM thayuM. e sAcu' paNa ame te temane tyAre sAcA mAnIe ke Apa agniparIkSA karIza. sItAjInI agniparIkSA thaI temAM te pAsa thai gayA. agni phITI pANI banI gayu. rAma-lakSmaNu badhAe kahyu, have ApanA duHkhane aMta ANye. have Apa rAjasukha bhegave. sItAjInA manamAM ema nathI. thatuM ke have mArA duHkhanA divaseA gayA ane sukha AvyuM te AnaMdathI bheLavIe. temaNe kahyuM, have mAre ayAkhyAnA rAjamahelamAM Avavu` nathI ane rAjasukha bhagavavuM nathI. mane kama rAjAe traNa traNa phaTakA mAryA. have mahelamAM rahIne mAre kanA phaTakA khAvAM nathI . Apa mane mApha karo, anaMtA janmAmAM me' karmonA anaMtA phaTakA khAdhA. have phaTakA khAvA taiyAra nathI. karmAM mane zuM phaTakA mAratA hatA ? huM ja cAritra laI ne ahiMsA, saMyama, tapathI karmAne phaTakA mArIza ane sadAne mATe ravAnA karI daiza. te mATe huM saMyama mAge prayANa karIza. A badhA pratApa ApanA : rAmaca`drajI kahe che ke tame AvuM kema bele che ? jo ke ame tamAre| mahAna aparAdha karyAM che. tamArA para apakAra karyo che chatAM tame mATuM mana rAkhI amArA aparAdhane mApha karo. amArA para rIsa na rAkheA. sItAjI kahe Apa A zuM khelyA ? tame apakArI zenA ? tame te mArA mahAna upakArI che. jo mArA dilamAM tame hatA. teA agninu pANI thayuM, mArA dilamAM tamArA badale jo bIjA keI hota te agninuM pANI na thAta paNa sItAnI rAkha thaI gaI heta. mArA dilamAM tamArA sthAnanA pratApe agni pANI thaI jAya ne hu baLI na jAuM e tamAro mArA para Ache upakAra che ? kevI savaLI STi ? kamarAjAe traNa traNa bhayaMkara phaeNTaka mAryA chatAM jarA paNu A dhyAna ke raudradhyAna na karyu paNa dharmadhyAna karyuM. mahAna AtmAonI A vizeSatA che ke kamabaMdhanA sthAnamAM karyAMthI chUTakAro meLave che.

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20] [ zAradA ziromaNi AnaMda zrAvake ATha vrata AdaryAM. have navamA vratanI vAta vicArIe. navamu sAmAyika vrata. tamane koI pUche ke sAmAyika keTalI lAMbI ? cauda rAjaleAka jeTalI. cauda rAjaleAka jeTalI lAMbI zA mATe kahI? tame sAmAyika karo tyAre cauda rAjaleAkanI pApanI kriyA rokI do che. sAmAyikane samabhAva rUpa kahela che. samabhAva eTale samatA. samatA rasamAM jhUlavuM tenuM nAma sAmAyika. sAmAyika karavAno hetu ze? anaMtakALathI jIvAne avrata dvArA pApanA pravAha AvyA kare che. cauda rAjaleAkamAM jeTalI cIjo che te pratyenI mamatva buddhinA kAraNe Azrava cAlyA Ave che. te AzravamAMthI, pApanI kriyAmAMthI mukta thavA mATe ochAmAM echI e ghaDI, 48 miniTa sudhI sarva pApakArI kAryAMnA tyAga karavA mATe sAmAyika karavAnI che. sAmiyaka e koI sAmAnya cIja ke vastu nathI paNa mahAna adbhUta cIja che. te cAritranA aMza che. zrAvakanI sAmAyika e sAdhupaNAnI vAnagI che. sAmAyika karavAthI navA pApe AvatA baMdha thaI jAya che ane ghaNAM jUnA karmAM khapI jAya che. bhagavAne pAMca prakAranA cAritra batAvyA che. temAM pahelu' che sAmAyika cAritra. jo sAmAyika karavAnI tAlIma leze te sAmAyika cAritrane gheADo lAbha maLaze. amUlya sAmAyikanA agaNita lAbha : sAmAyikamAM tA keTalAya lAbheA samAyelA che. sAmAyikamAM tapanA samAveza thAya che tethI AvatA navA karyAM rokAya che eTalu nahi paNa anaMtA bhavAnA karyAM UDI jAya che. 10 mananA, 10 vacananA ane 12 kAyAnA e 32 doSa TALIne zuddha bhAvathI karAtI sAmAyika naraka, tiya cagatine aTakAve che eTaluM ja nahi paNa manuSyamAM halakI jAtimAM ane devamAM vANunyatara ke bhavanapatimAM jatA nathI. te samaye jo AyuSyanA baMdha paDe te vaimAnika gatine paDe che. sAmAyikamAM 18 pApamAMthI eka paNu pApa karAtuM nathI. jeTaleA samaya sAmAyikamAM hAya teTale vakhata teA zAtA vedanIya, uccagAtra ane zubha nAma kama khAMdhe graMthakArAtA kahe che ke koI dAnezvarI dararoja lAkha lAkha khAMDI seAnAnuM dAna kare ane koI jIva sAmAyika, kare teA A dAnavIratuM dAna sAmAyika karatAM vadhatuM nathI. sAmAyikamAM rahela teTalA vakhata sAdhu jevA che. sAmAyika saguNNAnA AdhAra che. sAmAyika zArIrika ane mAnasika badhA du:khAnA nAza kare che ane mekSa tarapha laI jAya che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM gautama svAmIe prabhune prazna karyAM ke he prabhu ! sAmAieNa maste nIve 'i naLacarU ? " sAmAyika karavAthI jIvane zu lAbha thAya ? prabhue kahyu'- " sAmALa sAjana no virU naLayar / '' sAmAyika karavAthI sarva prakAranA sAvadha yeAgothI nivRtti thAya che. eTale sAmAyika karavAthI sarvathA mApeAnA tyAga thAya che. samabhAvane lAbha thAya sAmAyika asthira AtmAne sthira kare che. sAMsArika bhAvamAMthI adhyAtma bhAvamAM lAve che. anaMta karmAnI bhekhaDA teDAvI mahAna nirjarA karAve che. haLukamI banAve che, mATe Apa eTaleA niyama leA ke mAre dararoja ochAmAM ochI eka zrAvaka HH 1,

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 761 sAmAyika teA karavI. eTale eka varSamAM 360 sAmAyikA thAya. kadAca koI prasa`gAvazAta eka sAmAyika karavI paNa muzkela paDe teA evI rIte paccakkhANa lai zake ke eka vamAM mAre 360 sAmAyika karavI. jo eka divasa sAmAyika na thAya tA khIjA divase vadhAre karI levI paNa paccakkhANa haze teA sAmAyika thaze. niha te pramAdamAM samaya cAlyA jaze. samatAne lAvavA ane mamatAne mAravA jJAnI bhagavaMtAe sAmAyikanA mahimA khUba gAyA che. anAdikALathI avaLA abhyAsathI mana ukaLATavALu' banI gayu` che. gheADI ghaNI anukULatA maLe, managamatu maLe tyAM mana rAgamAM kheMcAi jAya che ane managamatu na maLyuM, pratikULa maLyuM tyAM dveSa thaI jAya che. A rAga-dveSanA anAddinA ukaLATane hArI devAnI tAkAta A sAmAyikamAM paDI che. jagatanA anaMta anaMta jIvAne e ghaDI mATe sa`pUrNa abhayadAna ApI devAnI tAkAta sAmAyikamAM rahelI che. kaMika jIvA je sAmAyikanA rahasyane jANatA nathI, tenA hArdane samajatA nathI tevA jIvA gAmagapATA mAravAmAM, peparo vAMcavAmAM, khIjAnI paMcAta karavAmAM sAmAyikanA amUlya lAbha gumAvI bese che ane pApanA bhAtA khAMdhe che. anaMtakALathI rakhaDatA AtmAne mahAna puNyAye A kiMmatI samaya sAdhanAnA maLyA che teA sAmAyika karavAnI cUkaze nahi. sAmAyika ApaNane samabhAvanA rasamAM jhUlAve che. sAmAyikathI keTalA mahAna lAbha thAya che. sAmAyika saMsAranA du:khAthI paNa kevI rIte macAve che te mATe ahI eka vAta yAda Ave che. paNa eka zeTha khUba zrImaMta hatA. temanA dhaMdhA dhamadheAkAra cAlatA hateA pApanA udaya thatAM duHkhanA divaseA AvyA. temaNe ATha lAkha rUpiyAneA mAla bharI vahANa paradeza mokalyA hatA. rastAmAM bhayakara vAvAjhoDu' thatAM vahANu madhA adhavaca DUbI gayA. khabara AvI ke Ape je vahANA mAla bharIne meAkalyA che tenA patto nathI. A sAMbhaLatA zeThanA dilamAM khUba duHkha thayuM. je mAla mokalyA hatA temAM pAMca lAkha rUpiyA bIjAnA laIne mAla mAkalyA hatA. temanuM karaja mAthe hatu eTale zeThanA manamAM e AghAta lAgyA ke have leAkanuM karaja cUkavIza zI rIte ? loko mArI pAse levA Avaze tA huM mAruM zuM batAvIza ? te samaye AjanA jevA jamAnA na hatA ke jaldI devALA kADhe. Aje te ghara sAjA rAkhIne devALA kADhe. eka be varSamAM te te U'cA AvI jAya. jayAre pahelAnA jamAnAmAM devALA kADhavA e keTaluM' lajjAspada lAgatu. devALA kADhayA pachI te daza bAra varSa UMcA na AvI zake. ijjata sAcavavA AtmahatyA karavA taiyAra manamAM peAtAnI milkata gaI e du:kha nathI paNa bIjAnu` ciMtA hatI. dukAnethI ghera AvIne zeThANIne kahe che ke tuM ghALI Apa. huM pIne sUI jAuM; paNa che zu' ? zA mATe thayelA zeTha : A zeThanA karaja zI rIte cUkavIza tenI mane eka vADakAmAM aphINu Ama karavuM paDe ? zeThe

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762 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi badhI vAta karI. zeThANI kahe, AmAM maravuM paDe evuM zuM che ? huM bahAra mAruM moTuM zuM batAvuM ? ke paisA mAMgavA mATe Ave te huM nA pADI zakuM tema nathI. tenA karatAM marI jAuM te e mAthAkUTa na rahe. zeThANI kahe, havAmInAtha ! tamAre te dIkSA levI hatI. dIkSA te na lIdhI paNa Apane niyama che ke mAre roja sAmAyika karavI. sAmAyika karyA vinA mukhamAM kAMI nAMkhavuM nahi. te tamAro niyama kyAM rahyo ? A rIte ApaghAta karavAthI tamArA keTalA bhava vadhI jaze ? chatAM tamAre aphINa pIvuM hoya te pahelA sAmAyika kare, pachI pIje. zeTha kahe-bhale, sAmAyika karuM chuM paNa tame aphINa halAvIne taiyAra karajo. je Apa taiyAra nahi karo teM bagIcAmAM jaIne pI AvIza. ATalI badhI maravAnI utAvaLa ? Apa jIvatA haze to paisA game tyAre AvI maLaze ane devuM patAvI devAze, chatAM ApanI IcchA haze tema karIza paNa pahelA sAmAyika te karI le. zeThANIne te jema tema karIne samaya vadhAre che. "zuM pavitra kapaDe pApa thAya ?' : zeTha sAmAyika laIne beThA. zeThANI prabhune prArthanA kare che ke he prabhu! mArA patine bacAvo. zeThanI sAmAyika thaI gaI. tata zeThANIne kahe che ke aphINa halAvIne vATako lAva. tamArA sAmAyikanA pavitra kapaDA te utAre. te kapaDA paherIne AvuM AtmahatyAnuM kAma karavuM che ? pahelA kapaDA badale. zeTha kapaDA badalatA hatA tyAM bAraNe TakorA paDayA. zeTha to dhrujavA lAgyA. nakkI koI e rAjAne cADI khAdhI haze ke zeTha devALuM kADhIne bhAgI jaze mATe mane pakaDavA keI AvyuM haze ? zeThANanA manamAM thayuM ke kadAca rAjAno mANasa pakaDavA AvyuM haze te patine jelamAM laI jaze. mArA pati jelamAM jAya te bhale jAya paNa ApaghAta karatAM to aTakaze. ApaghAta karatAM kevA mAThA pariNAma Ave? temanI gati bagaDI jAya tenA karatAM jelasArI. dhabakArAnA badale zairyatAH zeThANIe bAraNuM kholyuM te rAjAnA divAnane je. zeThanA dhabakArA khUba vadhI gayA. divAnane jotAM te vadhu pujavA lAgyA. divAna aMdara AvyuM. zeThane kahe Apa dhrujazo nahi. huM tamane pakaDavA nathI AvyuM. mArI pAse 12 lAkha rUpiyAne dAgInAne DaLe che te huM Apane ghera thApaNa mUkavA Avyo chuM. mArA para kameM jhapATo mAryo che. mArA viruddha keIe rAjAne kAnabhaMbheraNI karI ke divAna te tamane mArI nAMkhavA mATe kAvatru karI rahyo che tethI rAjAe mane deza nikAla karyo che eTale huM have bIjA dezamAM jAuM chuM. manamAM thayuM ke mAruM A dhana laIne jAuM ne rastAmAM koI lUMTIne laI le te ! te karatAM ApanA ghera mUkIne jAuM. zeThe satya vAta karI ke atyAre mArA pApane udaya che. mAre pAMca lAkhanuM devuM che. tame tamArI vastu ahIM mUkI jAva te mane levAnI vRtti thaI jAya. tamAruM badhuM vaparAI jAya mATe Apa mAre tyAM na mUkazo. devAdAra bane chuM eTale te maravAnI taiyArI karI che. sAmAyikano sAkSAta prabhAva : divAna kahe- Apa eTalA mATe maravA taiyAra

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 763 thayA che te tame AmAMthI jeTaluM vAparavu. hoya teTalu vAparo. Apa badhAnuM devuM patAvajo ane bAkI vadhe te tame temAMthI vepAra karajo. Apa pAchuM devAnI ci'tA karaze| nahi. huM mAnIza ke meM mArA svadhamI bhAIne maratAM bacAvyeA che. A rIte kahIne divAna te gayA. zeThANI kahe, Apa aphINu pIne sUI gayA hota tA pAchaLa kaI 25 lAkha ApI jAta te paNa zA kAmanA? jue, A sAmAyikanA prabhAva ! sAmAyika karavAnI khAdhA hatI teA khacI gayA ane sAmethI mAlamilkata AvI gai. zeThe tA badhAnuM devuM cUkavavA mAMDayuM. zeThanI nIti khUba cAkhI che. temaNe pAI pAI nAMdhavA mAMDI. pAMca cha divasa thayA tyAM khakhara AvyA ke zeThe mekalelA vahANa sahIsalAmata rIte AvI gayA che. Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne ke sAmAyikanI pratijJAe zeThane mRtyunA mukhamAMthI khacAvI dIdhA mATe Apa jarUra niyama lejo ke mAre ochAmAM ochI eka sAmAyika teA karavI. dazamuM dizAvagAsika vrata. chaThThA vratamAM jAvajIva sudhI dizAonI je maryAdA karI heya temAMthI dazamA vratamAM rAjanI maryAdA karavAnI ane sAtamA vratamAM khAvApIvAnI vastuonI je maryAdA karI che temAMthI dazamA vratamAM ochA karavAnA. temAM dararoja dravyanI maryAdA karavAnI. gaucarI javAnI. tyAre evA bhAva Ave dhanya che. sAdhu sAdhvIone ke rAja taDakAmAM AvI rIte gaucarI karavA jAya. mane e avasara kayAre Avaze ? mahAvratadhArI saMtAnI jema 42 tathA 96 dveSa TALIne nirdoSa gaucarI kayAre karIza ? khAra vrata AdaranAre eka varSImAM AchAmAM echA be dazamA vrata karavA joi e. zuddha bhAve dazamu' vrata karavAthI eka divasa mATe sAdhupaNAne anubhava thAya che ane ana'ta karmonI nirjarA thAya che. agiyAramuM pASadha vrata, pASadhamAM dezathI ke sa`thI AhAranA tyAga, zarIranI zuzruSAno sarvathA tyAga ane vepArane sathA tyAga karavAne hoya che. saMyamI jIvananA kaMIka AsvAda karAvanAra A pauSadha e zrAvakanu suMdara AbhUSaNa che. 24 kalAka mATe Arbha samAraMbhanA pApathI sarvathA nivRtta thavAya che ane ana`tA jIvane abhayadAna apAya che. pauSadha eTale AtmAne peASave. tame patikramaNamAM rAja khele che ke zrAvake kevA vhAya ? mahinAnA cha cha pauSadhanA karanArA hAya. dhanya che tevA zrAvaka zrAvikAone ! huM to kahuM chuM ke tame upavAsa karyo hAya tyAre jo anukULa sayAgo hoya teA Apa pauSadha karavAnuM cUkaze niha. pauSadha karIne tamArA jIvanane dhanya banAvajo. pauSadhamAM e TAIma kapaDAnuM ane gucchAnu` paDilehaNa karavAnuM temaja paraThavavAnI bhUmi paNa joi levI joI e. A vratA letA koI vAra kaseATI Ave paNa sattva teA heAvu' joI e. jenI pAse sattvanI jakharadasta mUDI che tene mATe kaSTa| kaSTarUpa na jAya che. Apattie AzIrvAda rUpa banI jAya che. jo sattvane anatA puSpa rUpa khanI TakAvI rAkhavu. hAya tA

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764] | zAradA ziremaNi zaktione vrata niyamamAM joDI de. 11 vratanI vAta thaI have bAramA vratamAM zuM bhAva Avaze te avasare. caritra : adhurI AzAe AtmahatyAnA bhAva : puNyasArane ratnasuMdarI maLI nahi ane potAnA mitra sAthe tenuM sagapaNuM thayuM temAM tene pitAnuM svamAna ghavAtuM lAgyuM, tethI teNe eka nirNaya karyo ke huM mArA kuLadevI pAse jAuM. tyAM jaIne tenA caraNamAM talavArathI mAruM mastaka uDAvI daIza. tene kahIza he devI tame mane vacana ApyuM hatuM ke ratnasuMdarI tane paraNaze paNa Aje e vacana kheTuM paDayuM che. have tArA caraNe mArA prANa choDuM chuM. A rIte vicAra karIne mAtApitAne jANa karyA vagara kuLadevI pAse gayo. jaIne zuddha bhAvathI devInI stuti karI ane navakAramaMtra gaNyA. pachI kuLadevIne kahyuM- he mA ! tuM mArI eka vinaMtI sAMbhaLa. huM atyAre tArI pAse A chellI arajI karuM chuM. mArA dilamAM te duHkhane dAvAnaLa saLage che. mAruM kALaju cIrAI jAya che. mArI mane vedanAne te kaI pAra nathI. varSo pahelA te mane prasanna thaIne ratnasuMdarI sAthe paraNAvavAnuM vacana ApyuM hatuM paNa tAruM vacana mithyA gayuM che. ratnasAra zeThe te guNasuMdara sAthe ratnasuMdarInuM nakakI karI dIdhuM che. are tenA lagnanI taDAmAra taiyArIo cAlI rahI che. A mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. A duHkhamAMthI mukta thavAne eka ja upAya che ke tArA caraNamAM mArA prANa tyAga. te sivAya bIje kaI mArge mane sUjhatuM nathI. A rIte kahI sarva jInI sAthe kSamApanA karI talavAra upADIne Doka para mAravA jAya che tyAM zuM banyuM? mastaka kApavA taiyAra thAo, Asana surInuM kaMpe, avadhijJAne joyuM devIe, puNyasArane dIThe tyAMya he puNyasAre jyAM talavAra upADI tyAM devInuM Asana DolAyamAna thayuM. teNe mane yAda karatuM haze ? kayA duHkhI jIve mArI ArAdhanA karI haze ? avadhijJAnamAM joyuM te puNyasArane dITho. are ! A te puNyasAra maravA taiyAra thayo che. mAre jaldI javuM joIe. ema vicArI devI pratyakSa sAme AvIne UbhI rahI. puNyasArane kahyuM-sabUra kara. sabUra kara, tAre maravAnuM zuM prajana che ? A gAMDe kema thayo che? tane A zobhe che? tuM jaina dharmane samaje che ne A rIte AtmahatyA karavA taiyAra thayela che ? | he mAtA ! zuM karuM ? have jIvavuM nakAmuM che. tame mane vacana ApyuM hatuM te niSphaLa gayuM che. meM tArI pAse je strInI mAMgaNI karI hatI te te have bIjAne paraNI jaze. devI kahe beTA ! dhIraja dhara mAruM vacana satya mAna. puNyasAra kahe-mArI sagI AMkhe joI rahyo chuM. tenuM sagapaNa thayuM ne lagna thavAnA che. te have mArA mATe parastrI thaI gaI. te have mane khapatI nathI. devI kahe-puyasAra ! tuM mArA para zraddhA rAkha. huM tane sIdhI vAta kahuM chuM ke e kuMvarI meM tane ApI che. mArA vacana pramANe

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ 765 e tArI patnI thaze. pusArane A vAta para zraddhA besatI nathI chatAM devI kahe che ke te Aja sudhI zraddhA rAkhI che te have be mahinA vadhu rAkha. "jIvate nara bhadrA pAme." devInA ati AgrahathI vacana mAnya karyuM. jevI ApanI AjJA, paNa je be mAsamAM ApanA kahyA pramANe nahi thAya to tArI pAse AtmahatyA karIza. e samaya ja nahi Ave. atyAre huM vadhu kahevA IcchatI nathI paNa eTaluM jarUra kahuM chuM ke ratnasuMdarI tArI thaze ema kahIne devI adazya thaI gaI. puNyasAra potAne ghera pAcho Ave. have zuM navAjunI banaze te bhAva avasare. (Aje 5 mahAsatIjInA gurUbhAI bA. brA pU. harSadamuni ma.sA.nI 32 mI puNyatIthi hovAthI temanA jIvanamAM rahelA vinaya, saraLatA, cAritranI daDhatA, Adi guNa rUpI pupanI parimala prasarAvatA jIvananA suMdara prasaMgo varNavyA hatA. je sAMbhaLatA zrotAonI AMkhe azrubhInI banI hatI.) bhAdaravA vada 8ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 83 : tA. 6-10-85 parama paMthanA prakAzaka, bhavabhavanA bhedaka, rAga-dveSanA vinAzaka evA bhagavaMta jIvone samajAve che ke " saMf saMmuDhA" karmanA saMgathI mUDha banelA che saMsAramAM duHkha bhogavatA cartugatimAM paribhramaNa karI rahyA che. jyAM karma che tyAM saMsAra che. karma nathI tyAM saMsAra nathI. to e samajIe ke karmane utpanna karanAra koNa che ? rAgo ya doso vi ya kammabIyaM, kammaM ca mohappabhavaM vayanti / naM 1 nA maLajJa pUrva, surva ra aa para vayanita | utta.a.3ragAthA7 rAga ane dveSa e karmanA bIja che. karma mohathI utpanna thAya che. karma janma maraNanuM mULa che ane janma-maraNa e duHkha che. tame khetaramAM eka bIja nAMkhaze te ekanA so dANA maLaze paNa bIja nAMkhyuM nathI te dANuM kyAMthI maLavAnA che ? tamAre kaI paNa anAja meLavavuM che te bIja hoya te vAvaNI thAya. dA. ta., bAjarAnuM bIja hoya te bAjarAnI vAvaNI thaze. jenuM bIja haze tenI vAvaNI thaze. bIja vagara phaLanI prApti thatI nathI, tema A saMsAramAM rakhaDavApaNuM, rajhaLavApaNuM zAthI thAya che ? rAga-dveSanA kAraNe. rAga-dveSa e karmanA bIja che. Dagale ne pagale jIva rAga-dveSamAM daMDAI rahyo che, jIvanamAM rAga-dveSanI Aga bhabhUkI rahI che. rAga-dveSa rUpI bIjanA kAraNe jIvene saMsAra navapallavita ane phUlyophAlyA rahe che. rAga-dveSanuM bIja vAvavAthI saMsAranI vAvaNuM thAya ane samyaktvanuM bIja vAvavAthI mokSanI vAvaNI thAya. mAyA ane lebha rAganA saMtAna che. kaidha ane mAna e cheSanA saMtAna che. te rAga pachI saMsArane hoya, kuTuMba parivArane hoya ke dhanane heya paNa rAga jIvane karmabaMdhana karAve che. saMsAranA sukhane rAga mAnavIne bebhAna banAve che, AtmasvarUpane bhUlAve che ane jIvane adhogatimAM laI jAya che.

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766 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi rAga e bhayaMkara dharatIkaMpa che. dharatIkaMpa thAya tyAre parvata tyAM samudra ane samudra tyAM parvata thaI jAya che. mAnavInuM hajAro varSonuM sarjana dharatIkaMpa eka kSaNamAM visarjana karI nAMkhe che. AvA bhayaMkara dharatIkaMpa karatA saMsAra sukhane rAga ati bhayaMkara dharatIkaMpa che. A rAgane dharatIkaMpa AtmAnI anaMtabhavanI kamANIne nAza kare che. AvA dharatIkaMpa na thAya mATe saMsAranA sukhane rAga vadhAraze nahi, rAgane siMhanI upamA ApI che. eka lekamAM kahyuM che ke jo rAgAiNa vase vasaMmi, so sayaladukkhalakkhaNa / jassa vase rAgAi, tassa vase sayala sukkhAiM // jaMgalamAM pharato kezarIsiMha khUba khataranAka che. jyAre sarakasane siMha mAnavInA pUrA kabajAmAM hoya che. ApaNe rAga jaMgalI siMha je che ke sarakasanA siMha je che? A vAta khUba vicAravA jevI che. ApaNe rAga je jaMgalI siMha tarIke jIvatA hoya te paLe paLe ane Dagale Dagale ene paMje ApaNuM jIvanane bagADate rahevAne paNa je rAgane kabaje karI laIne sarakasanA siMha jevA ke pALelA kUtarA je banAvI dIdho hoya te enI tAkAta nathI ke saccidAnaMda evA AtmAnI sAme cUMcA karI zake. "ApaNuM kabaje rAga eTale mekSa ane rAganA kabaje ApaNe eTale saMsAra" jemaNe rAgane kabaje karI lIdhuM che tevA saMtane te zAstrakAroe pegI kahyA che. jema cAra polIsothI pakaDAI jAya te polIsa coranI sAthe cAre bAju goThavAIne cAle che ane rAjA bahAra nIkaLe te rAjAnI sAthe paNa polIse cAle che, paNa A baMnemAM pharaka keTalo? khabara che? cAranI sAthe polIso cAle temAM polIsenA kabajAmAM cora che ane rAjAnI sAthe cAle temAM rAjAnA kabaje piolIso che. A rIte gI ane bhegImAM aMtara ghaNuM moTuM che. yegIoe rAgane kabaje karyo che jyAre bhegIo rAganA kabajAmAM che. yegI banAya te sauthI zreSTha che chatAM kadAca yogI na banAya te haju calAvI levAya paNa bhautika bheganA gulAma te na banaze. AnaMda zrAvaka yegI nathI banyA. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM bheganI gulAmImAMthI mukta banI zakyA. ApaNe 11 vratanI vAta karI gayA. have bAramuM atithi saMvibhAga vata. atithi eTale jemanI AvavAnI kaI tithi nakakI nathI te. sAdhu-sAdhvI acAnaka tamArA ghera padhAre tyAre tamane khUba ulAsa Avaze. utkRSTa bhAve AhAra pANI vaherAvazo. manamAM evA bhAva Avaze ke dhanya ghaDI, dhanya divasa ke Aje mane apUrva lAbha maLe. A vrata pALavuM saheluM che. A vratamAM jamatA samaye atithi ciMtavANA karaje paNa saMtane AdhAkamI ke asUjhata AhAra na vahorAvaze. je sUjhatuM hoya te utkRSTa bhAve vaherAvaze te mahAna lAbha thaze. vastunA mUlya nathI paNa bhAvanAnA mUlya che. A vratamAM kaI kAraNa ke keTi nathI kAraNa ke A vratamAM mAtra bhAvanA bhAvavAnI

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zAradA ziramaNi ! [767 che. utkRSTa bhAve dAna detAM jIva tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhI zake che, tethI supAtra dAnane mahimA zAstrakAroe khUba varNave che. bhagavAna belyA che dullAhAu muhAdAI, muhAjIvivi dullhaa| mudA mudAnava, ravi pati muvADuM / daza.a.pa.u.1gA.100 niHsvArtha buddhithI dAna devAvALA ane zuddha bhikSA levAvALA bhikSu e baMne durlabha che. dAna denAra, dAna lenAra ane dAna, badhuM je zuddha heya te dAna denAra ane dAna lenAra baMnenI sugati thAya che. bAramA vratamAM A rIte bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. zAstrakAra have aticAranuM svarUpa samajAve che. te grahaNa karyA pachI temAM aticAra na lAgavA joIe tenuM khAsa dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. prathama samakitanA pAMca aticAra batAvatA pahelA zrAvakanA be vizeSaNa batAvyA. te AnaMda zrAvaka kevA hatA? "mirara navA nIre jhAra gaLaphevaLijo " abhigama jIvANuM eTale je jIva ane ajIvanA svarUpane jANe che. tame pratikamaNumAM bele che ke zrAvaka kevA hoya? nava tattvanA jANakAra hoya. jaina darzanamAM tatva nava batAvyA che. nava tattvamAM mukhya be tattva che. jIva ane ajIva. bAkInA sAta tatva che. puNya-pApa, Azrava-saMvara-nirjarA-baMdha ane mokSa. A sAte ta chanA zubhAzubha pariNAmane batAve che. ekAMta AtmalakSe je sAdhanA thAya tenAthI karmonI nirjarA thAya. AvatA pApane rokIne sAmAyika, pauSadha Adi kare te saMvara. te na thAya te Azravano pravADa to cAlu che. sArA kAryo karavAthI puNya baMdhAya ane kharAba kAryo jemAM jIvonI hiMsA thAya evA kAryo karavAthI pApa baMdhAya. A badhA ta jIvAtatvanA pariNAma che. je jIvane ane ajIvane jANatA nathI te dayA kenI pALI zakaze. AnaMda zrAvaka jIvAdi navatatvanA jANakAra hatA. zarUmAM te vyaktine tenA pitAnA nizcayathI ke dharmazraddhAthI kaI calita karI zake nahi. je vrato le tenI zraddhA evI majabUta hoya ke deva DagAvavA Ave to paNa Dage nahi. Apa eTaluM samajaje ke je dharmakAryamAM tame mana nizcita karyuM, daDha karyuM temAM saMkaTa Ave paNa je temAM daDha rahyA te tamAre jarUra vijaya thavAno. dhana meLavavA mATe tame ochA saMkaTo veTho che? keTalI deDadhAma kare che? dhana meLavatAM saMkaTo Ave che te dharmanA kAryomAM kaSTo Ave paNa je dharma pratye aDaga zraddhA hoya te kaSTa dUra thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. have zAstrakAra aticAranI vAta batAve che. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe AnaMda zrAvakane kahyuM ke AnaMda! jIvAjIvane jANanAra ane dharmathI calita nahi thavAvALA zramaNopAsake samatinA pAMca aticAra jANavA jeIe paNa tenuM AcaraNa karavuM joIe nahi. aticAra eTale vratamAM koI prakAranI khalanA thavI. zraddhA te samyapha heya paNa temAM kayAreka aticAra lAge che. aticAramAMthI te mukta thaI zakAya

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768 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi paNa anAcAra deSa lAge tyAre to vrata tUTI jAya che. samakita e dharmanI AdhAra zIlA che. tenA pAMca aticAra che. (1) zaMkaH jaina dharmamAM saMdeha rAkhave. AgamanI vANInA gahana, gabhIra bhAva sAMbhaLIne zaMkA karavI. svarga-naraka keNe joyA che? te haze ke nahi hoya? puNya pApanA phaLa haze ke nahi? Aje pApI pUjAya che ne dhamI sIjhAya che. yAda rAkho, pUrvanA puNya hoya to pApI pUjAya paNa tenA kaTu phaLa te tene bhegavavA paDaze. dhamI jene pUrvanA pApanA udaya hoya te duHkhI dekhAya paNa A janmamAM karelI sAdhanA niSphaLa nahi jAya. vItarAganI vANI traNe kALamAM zAzvata che. tameva sarva niraM' = hiM vAM" jinezvaranI vANI satya ane niHzaMka che. keI vAta na samajAya te ApaNI buddhinI kacAza samajavI paNa zaMkA te karavI nahi zaMkAthI samakitane nAza thAya che. (2) kaMkhAH anya mArganA ADaMbara athavA pralebhanomAM aMjAIne te mArganI IcchA karavI. temAM badhuM kevuM sarasa ! A rIte anya mArganI IcchA karI heya. (3) vitigicchAH dharmanA anuSThAnamAM saMdeha kare. ATalI tapazcaryA karIne kAyAne kasI nAkhuM chuM, dAna dauM chuM, ATalI ArAdhanA karuM chuM te tenuM phaLa maLaze ke nahi maLe? A rIte jyAre paNa saMdeha kare nahi. zubha karmonA sArA phaLa ane azubha karmonA kharAba phaLa maLe che. (4) paraphAsaMDa pasaMsA : mithyAtvInI prazaMsA karI hoya. Aje jIvane ADaMbara ane bhabhakA bahu game che. je dharma mAM ADaMbara, bhabhakA hoya te joIne tenI khUba prazaMsA karI heya paNa yAda rAkhajo ke jyAM ADaMbara che tyAM AraMbha che. "Ara nathi vaca" AraMbha che tyAM dayA nathI. dayA nathI tyAM dharma nathI, mATe bhagavAne prarUpita dharma sivAya bIjA koI dharmanI prazaMsA karavI nahi. (5) parAsaMDa saMtha : mithyAtvane paricaya karyo hoya. samakita kevI rIte cAlyuM jAya che ? mithyAtvIne gADha rAga karavAthI, tenI sAthe rahevAthI, vAraMvAra vAta karavAthI samakita cAlyuM jAya che kAraNa ke pite haju zraddhAmAM majabUta na haya, jaina siddhAMtane barAbara jANakAra na hoya ane bIjA matane paricaya kare che ane bhraSTa tate bhraSTa jevI sthiti thAya che. samakitane nirmaLa rAkhavuM hoya te mithyAtvane paricaya kare nahi. kaI aticAra lAgavA deze nahi. have pahelA vatanuM nAma che ahiMsAvRta, ahiMsA e cAritranuM sauthI prathama aMga che. pahelA vratamAM zrAvakone trasa jIvane jANIprIchIne haNavA nimitta haNavAnA paccakakhANa thAya che. cAlatAM, UThatA, besatA paga nIce kaDI AvI jAya te zUnya upaganuM pApa lAge paNa vrata bhAMge nahi. prAyazcita laIne te pApane dUra karI zakAya che. have pahelA vratanA aticAra samajAve che. badhe ? trasa jIvene evA gADha baMdhane bAMdhavA ke jethI temane duHkha thAya. pahelAnA zrAvako hera rAkhatA hatA. atyAre to kaI rAkhatA nathI. gAya, bheMso rAkhe

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[ 769 zAradA ziromaNi ] te evI rIte rAkhe ke tene bAMdhavA na paDe. te chUTathI rahe, kadAca Dhorone bAMdhavA paDe te emane DelAmAM pUrIne evI rIte bAMdhe ke acAnaka Aga lAge te Dhera agnimAM baLI na jAya paNa potAnI jAte khIla ukhADIne bhAgI jaI zake. are ! kaMIka tiryaMca che zrAvakanA jIvana jaIne kaMIka pAmI jAya. zrAvakanuM jIvana evuM hoya ke kaI paNa jIvane duHkha paDe te tene na game. (2) vahe : vadha kare. vadhane artha ahIM hatyA kare nathI. hatyA karavAthI te vrata sarvathA tUTI jAya che. ahIM vadhane artha nirdaya rIte keraDA, lAThIthI mAre che. jethI jIvonA aMgopAMgane nukazAna thAya. A rIte mAravAthI aticAra lAge. lAkaDA, charI Adine kayAre paNa jerathI chUTo ghA kare nahi kAraNa ke chUTo ghA karavAthI keI vAra marma sthAna para vAgI jAya che tenuM mRtyu thAya che. bina upage kaI cIja pheMkavA ke pachADavAthI keTalAya trasa jIvenI hiMsA thaI jAya che, mATe dareka kAryo khUba upagapUrvaka jatanAthI karavA jethI jIvanI rakSA thAya. (3) kavie H hAtha, paga, nAka, kAna Adi avayave kApavA. kaMIka vAra kAdhanA AvezamAM AvIne keInA aMgane kApI nAMkhe paNa tene khyAla nathI ke aMgopAMga kApavAthI te jIvane keTale trAsa ane vedanA thAya che mATe keI ne trAsa thAya tevuM vartana karavuM nahi ane kare to aticAra lAge. (4) aIbhAre ? atibhAra bhare. baLada, ghoDA, UMTa Adi para tenI zaktinI darakAra karyA vagara gajA uparAMtane bhAra bharo. temaja manuSya pAse paNa tenI zakti uparAMta kAma levuM, beje upaDAvavo te aticAra che. dAsa dAsI ke nokara cAkaro pAse potAnI jAte bhAra caDhAvI zake ane jAte utArI zake teTale beje uMcakAva paNa tenI zaktithI adhika bejo na upaDAva. (5) bharapANa chee : bhAta pANInI aMtarAya pADavI. mUMgA pazuone bhUkhyA tarasyA rAkhe, TAImasara cAra pANI na Ape. pitAnA Azrita rahelA nekarane TAImasara jamavA na choDe. pite bAra vAge jamIne Ave ane nekarane be vAgyA sudhI jamavA na mekale te tene aticAra lAge. jIva mAtrane veTha karAve tevuM piTa che. piTamAM bhUkhanI Aga badhA jIne satAve che. koI vAra bhUkha eTalI kakSA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che ke bhUkhanA duHkhathI prANuo marI jAya che. pazune ke nokarane kaI rega lAgu paDyo hoya ane tenI cikitsA mATe bhUkhyA rAkhavA paDe che te judI vAta. bAkI keI ne ane pANInI aMtarAya pADavI nahi. A pAMca aticAra barAbara jANavA tethI pahelA vratamAM doSa na lAge, sAcA zrAvaka to bIjA jInA prANu na dubhAya tenI ciMtA karatA hoya che. je che bIjAnA sukhane Icche che tene sukha maLe che. jJAnI kahe che ke keIne asamAdhi ApanAro samAdhi meLavI zakato nathI. jheranA dAna karanAra amRta pAmI zakatA nathI. duHkhanA dAna denAra sukha pAmI zakatA nathI. bAvaLiyA vAvanA AMbAne meLavI

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770 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi zakato nathI. be ne be cAra jevI sIdhI vAta che. tamAre je joItuM hoya te bIjAne ApatA zIkhe. bIjAne prema meLave che te bIjAne prema ApatA zIkhe. - eka moTA garbhazrImaMta zeTha hatA. temano baMgale te jANe AlizAna bhavana ! baMgale vizALa hoya eTale phanIcara paNa moTuM hoya. baMgalAne zaNagAravA eTaluM rAcaracIluM joIe. A zeThane tyAM divAnakhAnAmAM lagabhaga pAMca hajAra rUpiyAnuM moTuM kAcanuM jhummara laTakAveluM hatuM. A zeThane svabhAva khUba garama hato. gharamAM ke dukAnamAM je koIthI raheja nukazAna thAya to tenuM AvI ja bane. eka vAra temanI bAjunA baMgalAmAM saMta padhAryA. ghaNAM mANaso temanA vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke lAva, huM paNa vyAkhyAnamAM jAuM. zeThanI bhavyatA khIlavAnI haze eTale javAnuM mana thayuM. zeTha gayA to evA gayA ke saMtanI vANI hRdayamAM utaratI gaI. zeThanA vicAre, vartana ane jIvana badhuM badalAyuM. temane samajAyuM ke A badhA pratye mamatA, Asakti, mUcha rAkhIne huM beTA karmo bAMdhI rahyo chuM, jyAre A karmo bhogavavAnA Avaze tyAre mane keI bacAvavA nahi Ave. AvezanA badale AzvAsana : eka divasa gharane nokara Tebala para caDhIne jhummara sApha karI rahyo hate. jhummara UMcuM ghaNuM hatuM. nokaranA hAtha tyAM pahoMcI zakatA na hatA, tethI lAkaDIne kapaDuM bharAvIne tenAthI te sApha karate hato. temAM acAnaka lAkaDI jarA jhummarane vAgI gaI. jhummara nakucAmAMthI nIkaLI gayuM ane kaDaDaDa karatuM nIce paDyuM. tenA TukaDe TukaDA thaI gayA. nokaranuM mukha te DhIluM thaI gayuM. te te bhayathI dhrujavA lAgyA. pAMca hajAranuM jhummara phUTI gayuM. zeTha sAme sophA para beThA che. have mAruM zuM thaze ? zeTha mane nekarImAMthI chUTo karI deze ? 5000 rUpiyAnA tUTI gayelA jhummaranI nukazAnI je mAre bharapAI karavAnI thaze te ? A vicArathI tenI AMkhe aMdhArA AvavA lAgyA. e ja samaye sephA para beThelA zeThe kahyuM -beTA rAmA ! gabharAIza nahi. haju zeTha AgaLa te pachI kaheze paNa beTA rAmA gabharAIza nahi, ATalA zabdo bolyA tyAM teno gabharATa zAMta thaI gaye, pachI AgaLa kahyuM-tuM Tebala parathI khUba sAcavIne nIce utaraje, pachI cAre bAju je kAcanA TukaDAo paDayA che te tane vAgI na jAya te rIte sAcavIne vALI leje. saMtanA pravacane parivartita thayela jIvana : zeThanA A zabdo sAMbhaLatA nokarane thaDakAre baMdha thaI gayuM. teNe zeTha pAsethI AvA sarasa mIThA zabdo sAMbhaLavAnI te kaI kalpanA karI na hatI. kare paNa kayAMthI ? kAraNa ke zeTha evA garama hatA ke ATaluM bhAre mathuM jhummara tUTatAM temanI pArAzIzI caDhI jAya paNa saMtanA vyAkhyAnathI zeThanA jIvanamAM keTaluM parivartana AvyuM ? nekara te zeThanA zabdo sAMbhaLIne gadgad, thaI gayo. te TebalathI nIce utaryo. verAyelA kAcanA TukaDA badhA vALIjhUDIne bhegA karI dIdhA ane eka bAju pheMkI Abe, pachI zeThe kahyuM-rAmA ! jhummara tUTI gayuM

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 771 tethI tuM gabharAIza nahi. jhummara Aje nahi teA kAle paNa tUTavAnu' te| hatu. nAza thavuM e te pudgalanA svabhAva che. A zarIra ja nAza thavAnuM che tyAM AnI te vAta ja kayAM karavI ? tane kAca vAgyA nathI ne? tuM khacI gayA e sAruM thayuM. amArA koithI na tUTatA tArAthI tUTayuM che paNa ethI tAre DaravAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe tyAM paisAneA kayAM tUTo che ? kAle navu' jhummara Avaze. kadAca nahi Ave teA ya enA vinA kAMI aTakI javAnuM nathI, mATe tuM jarAya ciMtA na karIza. huM tAro pagAra kApavAnA nathI ke tane nokarImAMthI chUTo paNa karavAnA nathI. tArA khadale amArA koIthI phUTI gayuM heta tA? have pachI AvI cIjonI sAphasUphI karatA khUba sAcavIne dhyAna rAkhIne karaje. kSamA rAkho ke gusso karaze ? A zabdo sAMbhaLatA nAkara kayAM Ubhe rahe ? tene kahevuM paDe ke tuM zeThanA pagamAM paDe ? nAkara teA tarata zeThanA pagamAM paDI gaye ane dhruske dhruske raDavA lAgyA. zeTha kahe-beTA ! tuM UbhA thA. raDa nahi. te ghaDI paLe jhummaranA nAza thavAnA haze. kadAca mArA hAthe cUMTayu hAta to zuM karata? jaDanA nAza thavA para mAre gusseA karIne ka baMdhana zA mATe AMdhavA ? huM tArA para game tevA krodha karu tA paNu je banI gayu te banI gayuM. have sudharavAnuM nathI. AnuM nAma sAcA dhama samaye| kahevAya. AvA samaye krodha na thavA devA e khUkha vizeSatA che. A jaDa pudgalAnA svabhAva saDana, paDana, galana, vidhvaMsana che. enI jo kharAkhara jANakArI hAya teA magajanI samatulA barAbara rahI zake. A te nAkaranA hAthe jhummara tUTI gayu chatAM zeThe keTalI kSamA rAkhI ? mAnI le ke tamArA gharamAM A rIte neAkarathI koi bhAre mUlyavAna vastu ke jhummara phUTI jAya te tame zuM kare? zeThanI jema kSamA rAkhA ke gusso karo ? jhummara tUTavA karatAM e jhummara konA hAthe tUTayuM che enA AdhAre manamAM kaSAyanI vadhaghaTa thayA kare che. nAkaranA sthAne tamArA vahAlaseAye putra ke patnI hAya tA nAkara jeTalA gussA Ave kharA? nA. khuda tamArI jAte phUTayuM hoya te ? kaSAyanI mAtrAmAM keTalA phera paDe ? e zeTha dharma samajyA na heAta te A samaye gussAmAM AvIne nokarane jo kAMi ADuM avaLuM mAryuM hata te tenA dilamAM keTaluM duHkha thAta ? mATe jJAnI kahe che ke gussAnA AvezamAM AvIne je kAMi karIe tenAthI aticAra lAge che. paDeluM vrata ahiMsAnu.. jIvAnI dayA pALavAnuM. pahelAnA samayamAM ApaNe tyAM rAjanA vyavahAramAM paNa khUba kALajI rakhAtI hatI. jIvAnI jatanA thatI hatI. gharamAM raseADA para teA caMdaravA maMdhAtA hatA. pANI gALIne vaparAtuM hatuM. pANInA saMkhArAnI paNa rakSA thatI hatI. sagaDI ane kolasA pUjyA vinA kayAre paNa sagaDI saLagAvatA nahi. pANI paNa khUba limiTamAM vAparatA. za tithinA divase DhaLavA, khAMDavA ane dhAvA Adi koI paNa kAryAM karatA nahi. prasaMge jIvAne abhayadAna ApavAnI vAta pahelI

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772 ] [zAradA ziremaNi karAtI. jenI jatanA te dareka kSetramAM karavA jevI che. kapaDA dhovA Ape tyAre barAbara vyavasthita joI levA ke temAM koI mAMkaDa ke macchara te bharAye nathI ne ? gesane ke mATIne koI paNa cUle saLagAvatA pahelA e culAne jaNIthI pUcha le. paMkhA ane lAITa cAlu na kare, kAraNa ke temAM vAukAya ane agnikAyanI ghora hiMsA rahelI che. kahevAya che ke kumArapALa mahArAjA pitAnA 11 lAkha gheDAone ja pANI gALIne ApatA hatA. mahApurUSonA jIvana tarapha daSTi karIe to jaNAze ke kIDIone bacAvavA mATe dharmarUcI aNagAra mA khamaNane pAraNe kaDavI tuMbaDI vAparIne prasanna citte hasatA mukhaDe mRtyune bheTayA to sarvArthasiddha vimAnamAM pahoMcI gayA. temanA jIvanamAM ahiMsAnI jyota keTalI pragaTI haze! arNikAputra AcAryane bhAlAnI aNIe vIMdhyA tyAre kevI bhavya bhAvanA bhAvI ? A kevuM pApiTha zarIra maLyuM che ke jenA lehInuM eka TIpuM pANInA asaMkhya jIne motane ghATa utArI rahyuM che. AvI bhavya bhAvanA bhAvatA bhAvatA aNikAputra kevaLajJAnI banI gayA. ApaNe paNa e ja rahe cAlIe. jAgRtimaya jIvana jIvIe te anaMtakALe maLela A mAnava janmanI sArthakatA thaze. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra : lagna karyA pachI zuM ? ? puNyasAra kuLadevInA vacana para vizvAsa rAkhI be mahinA dhIraja rAkhavA taiyAra thayA. tyArabAda manane makkama karIne pitAnA mitra guNasuMdarane tyAM jaI lagnanuM kAmakAja khaMtathI ane utsAhathI karavA lAge. divase jatAM guNasuMdaranA lagnane divasa AvI gayo. pite ThAThamAThathI taiyAra thaIne gheDA para beThe tyAre jANe kaI sAkSAta deva na hoya te rIte zAbhavA lAgyo. pote jAya che lagna karavA paNa tenuM mana UMDA vicAra sAgaramAM DUbI rahyuM che. lagna karyA pachI A kanyAnuM zuM ! ene pUrvanA maraNo yAda AvavA lAgyA. cha cha bene yAda AvI, yAda AvyA mA-bApa, patinI yAda satAvavA lAgI, manamAM duHkha apAra...ho... guNasuMdara pite varaghoDe caDhe che paNa aMtaramAM AnaMda nathI. tene pitAnA lagnanA smaraNo yAda AvavA lAgyA. amAre pati sAta sAta kanyAo sAthe lagna karIne amane choDIne cAlyA gayA. temanA dilamAM kAMI thatuM nahi heya ! mArA mA-bApa bicArA paNa keTalA duHkhI haze! A rIte tenuM aMtara duHkhathI vahevAI rahyuM che. varaghoDo AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che tema tenA vicAro paNa vadhI rahyA che, chatAM manane daDha karI pitAne khela bhajavI rahyo che. guNasuMdarane varaghoDo jevA AkhuM gAma umaTayuM che. varaghoDAmAM nagaranA rAjA, nagarazeTha badhA page cAlatA hatA. guNasuMdaranI mAtA te ahIM che nahi eTale puNyasAranI mAtA e tenI mAtA che. varaghoDo pharate pharate ratnasAra zeThanA mahele AvyuM. ratnasAra zeThanI patnI ratnamaMjarIe jamAIne paMkhyA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 773 ne sonAnA bAjoTha para besADayA. brAhmaNe lagnanI vidhi zarU karI. lagna suMdara rIte patI gayA. ratnasAra zeThane ratnasuMdarI ekanI eka dIkarI che, eTale khUba kariyAvara karyo. dIkarInI vasamI vidAya ? have ratnasuMdarIne sAsare vaLAvavA mATe vasamI ghaDI AvI. dIkarI te pArakA gharanI vastI che. je dIkarIne ucherIne moTI karI, varSo sudhI jeNe mA-bApanA kheALA khUdhyA, je dIkarI mA-bApane AnaMda ApatI hatI tevI vahAlasoyI dIkarI Aje sAsare jAya che eTale mAtApitAnuM haiyuM bharAI gayuM. temanI AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra thaI. sagAvahAlA sakhIo badhA raDavA lAgyA. have tene navA navA mANaso sAthe badhAnA svabhAvane anukULa thaIne rahevAnuM. ratnamaMjarI potAnI vahAlI dIkarIne zikhAmaNa ApatA kahe che ke beTA ! tuM amAruM ghara choDIne bIje ghera jAya che tyAM tArA sAsu sasarAne tuM mA-bApa samAna gaNaje. tArA diyarane bhAI mAnaje. naNaMdane bena gaNaje. badhAnI sAthe saMpIne premathI ekameka thaIne raheje. baMne kuLane dIpAvaje. sAsu sasarAnI sevA karaje. patinI sAthe bAtha bIDIza nahi. ratnasuMdarI mAtAnA khabhe mAthuM nAkhIne khUba raDI. beTA ! tuM khUba samabhAvI sahiSNu banaje. tArA zIla saMskArane jarA paNa AMca AvavA daIza nahi. khUba hiMmatavAna banaje. A rIte mAtApitAe zikhAmaNa ApI have ratnasuMdarI sAsare jAya che ne tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. bhAdaravA vada 10ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 84 : tA. 8-10-85 upAsakadazAMgamAM ApaNe AnaMda zrAvakano adhikAra cAle che. bhagavAnanI eka vAra dezanA sAMbhaLatA teo AtmasvarUpamAM karI gayA. jema pavana khUba joradAra hoya tyAM sudhI pANImAM paDelI vastu dekhAtI nathI paNa pavana baMdha thAya ne pANI sthira thAya tyAre pANImAM paDelI vastu tarata dekhAya che, tema AtmAmAM saMkalpa vikalpane pavana bharele che. te jyAre baMdha thaze tyAre AtmA svamAM TharI jaze ane AtmAmAM paDelI anaMta zakti dekhAze. tene anubhava thaze. jene AtmAnI svAnubhUti thaI evA AnaMda zrAvake vrata te lIdhA. bhagavAna have. aticAranuM svarUpa samajAve che pahelA vatanI vAta karI. have bIjA vratanA aticAra samajAve che. bIjuM vrata che satyanuM. kharekhara satya e amRta vacana che. mahApurUSoe satya vANane kAmadhenu gAyanI upamA ApI che. te mAnavInI manokAmanA pUrNa kare che. te kIti rUpI lakSmIne prApta kare che ane pApane nAza kare che. satya e eka vazIkaraNa maMtra che. vakIla, vepArI Adi badhA pitAnA kSetromAM satyane vyavahAra kare che. satya bolanAra vakIlanA vacamAM nyAyAdhIzane pUrNa vizvAsa hoya che. satyathI bhautika ane AdhyAtmika baMne prakAranuM aizvarya prApta thAya che. satya e amRta samAna mIThuM madhura che. jenA manamAM satya ramI rahyuM che, jenA saMskAromAM satya tANAvANAnI jema gUMthAI gayuM che tenI pAse bhautika ane AdhyAtmika aizvarya surakSita rahI zake che.

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774 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi satyamAM sthira rahevAthI AtmA samasta guNe rUpI kaLAothI khIlI UThe che. satyathI mana ane vANInI zuddhi thAya che. mana-vacana zuddha thatAM AtmA paNa zuddha bane che. hajAre sUryo karatAM anaMta gaNe prakAzamAna satyane sUrya che. satya sUrya samAna che ane asatya rAhu samAna che. satya e prakAza che ane asatya e aMdhakAra che. satyavAdI mAnavI jyAM jaze tyAM pUjAze. badhAne vizvAsapAtra banaze. loko tene satkAra sanmAna karaze. asatya bolanArane kaI vizvAsa karatuM nathI. satyaniSTha mAnavI para zatruone paNa vizvAsa hoya che. satyathI duniyA TakI rahI che. satya na hoya te duniyA TakavAnI nathI. Aje moTA bhAgane vyavahAra satyathI cAle che. tame beMkamAM hajAro, lAkha rUpiyA tathA dAgInAo mUko che te satyanA vizvAsathI. je beMka tamane satyathI barAbara mUDI pAchI na ApatI hota to tame mUkavA jAva kharA? nA. tyAM vizvAsa che ke beMka amArI mita laI nahi le, lUMTI nahi le, paNa barAbara mUDI Apaze tethI mUkavA jAya che. vepArI sAthe levaDa devaDa kare che. temanA para vizvAsa che ke A mane dago nahi de. te sAcA che evI zraddhA che te vyavahAra kare che. pArsalamAM lAkha rUpiyAno mAla ekale che tyAM sarakAra para vizvAsa che ke relave khAtuM satya para cAle che. jo satyathI na cAlatuM hoya to aMdhAdhUMdhI thaI jAya. tame TapAla lakhIne pisTamAM nAMkho che tyAM paNa vizvAsa che ke traNa cAra divase kAgaLa pahoMcADaze. badhA vyavahAra satyathI cAle che. satyanA vyavahArathI rASTromAM paNa zAMti sthApita karI zakAya che. vahepArI paNa pitAnA satya vyavahArathI badhAnA vizvAsapAtra banI lAkha rUpiyA kamAI zake che. satyanA prabhAvathI mAnavI agnimAM baLI zakato nathI, parvata parathI paDavA chatAM te maratA nathI. vizALa samudramAM DAmADoLa baneluM vahANa satyanA prabhAvathI sthira bane che. te pANImAM DUbI jatuM nathI. satya e mahAna vrata che. bIjA vratanA pAMca aticAra che. pahele aticAra che sahassAtmakakhANe. keIne dhrAska paDe evuM bolyA heya. ghaNAM ane svabhAva e hoya ke temAM pitAne keI svArtha sarato na hoya, pitAnuM kaI kAma siddha thatuM na hoya chatAM majAka karavAnI Teva paDI gaI hoya che. jainadarzana te kahe che ke bhale mananI majAka hoya paNa e majAka karmonA mAra khavaDAvaze. majAkathI sAmAnA dilamAM phALa paDe evuM bole. tame upAzrayamAM sAmAyika laIne beThA che. tyAM koIe AvIne kahyuM-bhAI ! tame haju ahIM beThA che? A sAMbhaLatA tamane dhrAsko paDaze. zuM mArA ghera kAMI navAjUnI thaI haze ? zuM banyuM haze ? have tenuM citta sAmAyikamAM rahe kharuM ? pachI te vyakti vAtane pheravavA jAya te paNa tame sAcuM na mAne. keI AvIne kahe tamArA ghera tAra Avyo che te paNa phALa paDe ke zene tAra haze ? tAra sArAne Ave ne beTAne paNa Ave paNa cokkasa khabara nathI eTale manamAM thayA kare ke zene tAra AvyuM haze ? A rIte keIne dhrAsko paDe ke phALa paDe tevuM bolavAthI aticAra lAge che mATe tevI bhASA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 775 zrAvakathI bolAya nahi. " rahassAbhakhANe " keInI chAnI vAta ughADI karavI. be mitra, sagAsaMbaMdhI ke snehI vacce dUdha sAkara je prema hoya to ekabIjAne pitAnI aMgata vAta karI hoya paNa jyAre be vacce taDa paDe tyAre te vAta khullI karI de te aticAra lAge. koI sajajana mANasa bhIMsamAM AvI gayA. te vAta bahAra paDavAthI tenI peDhIne dhakko vAge evuM che te samaye tame tene madada karI. te barAbara lAIna para AvI gayA ane tamane tamArI rakama pAchI ApI dIdhI. te bhAI sAthe taDa paDI tyAre kaho ke besI rahe ne have, te divase bhUlI gaye ? huM na hota te tane bacAvata keNa ? hato te tuM UbhuM thaye. tAro bApa ke hatA te mane badhI khabara che. sajajana mANasanI vAta kaI jANatuM na hatuM paNa A rIte bolIne tenI gupta vAta khullI karI. A rIte gupta vAta khullI karavAthI sAmAnA dilamAM keTaluM duHkha lAge ? bhagavAnanA zrAvake tuccha na hoya paNa sAgara jevA gaMbhIra hoya, marI jAya to paNa vAta bahAra na jAya. Aje mAnavIne nANuM mUkavAnI jagyA che paNa vAta karavAnuM ThekANuM nathI ke koInI pAse haiyAnI vAta karI zake kAraNa ke Aje bApane dIkarA para, mAtAne dIkarI para, sAsune vahu para koIne koInA para vizvAsa nathI. samaya Ave kyAre meNuM mAre ne vAta khullI karI de A rIte keInI chAnI vAta pragaTa kare te aticAra lAge. satya vrata lenArane A aticAra na lAge te khAsa dhyAna rAkhavuM. jevuM bela evuM pALatA zIkho. kaTImAM zeThanI makkamatA : bhImAzAha nAmanA zeTha khUba satyavAdI hatA. temanI satyaniSThAnA kAraNe temano dhaMdhe khUba sAro cAlato hato. satyanA prabhAve temaNe samAjamAM nAmanA sArI meLavI hatI ane lakSmI paNa ghaNI meLavI hatI. eka vAra zeThanA satyanI kasoTI thaI. zeTha ekalA keI kAraNasara cAlatA gAmaDe jaI rahyA hatA. te samaye rastAmAM cAra leke sAme maLyA. zeThanuM tejasvI mukhaDuM, bhabhakAbaMdha sArA kapaDA, temane prabhAva joIne cora samajI gayA ke A moTA dhanavAna zeTha lAge che. temane luMTavAnA AzayathI coe gherI lIdhA ane kahyuM, tamane javA daIzuM nahi. tamArI pAse je heya te ApI de, je nahi Apa te jAnathI mArI nAkhIzuM. zeTha kahe-bhAI ! mArI pAse je che te tamane ApI dauM chuM. huM kayAre paNa asatya bela nathI. tamAre mane mAravAnI jarUra nathI. zeThe potAnI pAse je hatA te paisA ApI dIdhA. cera kahe, ATalA paisAne zuM karIe ? vadhAre Ape. tamAre keTalA joIe che? 500 sonAmahore. bhAIo! huM mArA putra para ciThThI lakhI ApuM chuM. tame tyAM jAva. teo tamane Apaze. tame mane bAMdhazo ke mArazo nahi. huM kayAMya nAzI bhAgI nahi jAu. Apa laIne Ave tyAM sudhI huM ahI beTho chuM. tamane mArA para vizvAsa na besate hoya te bAMdho. prANa jAya te kurabAna paNa zeTha kayAre paNa asatya bolatA na hatA. caro zeThane tyAM besADIne zeThane ghera gayA.

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76 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi zeThanI satyaniSThAthI cArenA jIvanapalTo : zeThe ciThThImAM lakhyuM hatuM. ke A be bhAIe je AvyA che temane tame 500 seAnAmahArA gaNIne ApI dejo. zeThe ApelA eDresa pramANe cAra gayA. zeThe ApelI ciThThI batAvI. chekarAe vicAra karyuM ke mArA khApujI muzkelImAM mUkAI gayA lAge che tethI maMgAvI haze. karAe 500 seAnAmahArA gaNIne ApI dIdhI. cAra laIne AvyA teA zeTha te te sthAnamAM beThA hatA. cArAnA manamAM ema ke zeTha bhAgI gayA haze paNa beThelA joI ne manamAM thayuM ke zeTha keTalA satyavAdI ane pramANika che. temaNe kahyuM-zeTha ! cAle, ame tamane mUkavA AvIe. ceArA ane zeTha jAya che. rastAmAM zeTha kahe che bhAI ! sAnAmaheAra tAvane! cArAe senAmaheAra batAvI. zeTha kahe- are ! A teA nakalI seAnAmaheAre che. mArA dIkarAe tamane ThagyA che, tamane sAcI seAnAmahero ApI nathI. banAvaTI ApI che. huM tamane khIjI ciThThI lakhI dauM chuM. temAM lakhyuM, dIkarA! banAvaTa karavAthI ghAra karyAM adhAya che. khATu' olavAthI khIjuM vrata bhAMge che. ApaNe ji MdagImAM jIvavuM che keTalu` ? tuM A bhAI ene 500 sAcI seAnAmahoro Apaje. cArAne kahyuM-tame A kheATI pAchI ApI Ave ane sAcI lai Ave. bhImAzAhanI A satyatA, pramANikatAnA bIleA para adbhUta prabhAva paDayA. tee zeThanA pagamAM paDI gayA ne kahyuM-zeTha! amAre seAnAmahArA nathI joItI. Aje te amane bhagavAnanA dana thayA. tamArA darzanathI ame Aje A pApanI pravRttinA tyAga karIe chIe. have kayAre paNa cArI ke lUMTaphATa karIzuM' nahi. zeThane cArAne kaI Adha ApavA paDayA ? satyanA prabhAva keTaleA paDayA ? zeTha kahe mArI vakhArAmAM mAla sAcavavA ceAkIyAta ane nAkarAnI jarUra che. tame mAre tyAM rahejo. zeThane cArA para jarA paNa avizvAsa na Avye huM satyaniSTha chuM te khIjAmAM avizvAsa karAya kema ? satyanuM pAlana karatAM kaseATI Ave paNa temAM makkama rahevAthI Akhare satyanA jaya thAya che. bIjA vratanA trIjo aticAra che 44 sadArAma'tabhee. ' purUSe peAtAnI patnInA ane patnIe potAnA patinA mama khullA karavA. patnI patinu eka aMga che. patnI mATe pita tA sa`sva che. te patithI koI vAta gupta na rAkhe. pati patnIthI gupta na rAkhe. kadAca khAlapaNamAM koI bhUla karI hoya tA te chAnI na rAkhatA ekabIjAne kahI dIdhI hAya te vAta kyAre paNa ughADI na kare. A rIte karavAthI ekabIjAne khUba AghAtanuM kAraNa ane che. koi vAra uzkerATamAM AvIne na karavAnu` karI bese che. A rIte strIe purUSanA ane purUSa strInA mama` khullA karavAthI A aticAra lAge che. (4) " meseAvaese " jUTho upadeza ApavA. hi'sAdi pAMca Azrava sevavAnA, hema havana, yajJa karavAnA, phaLaphUla teADavAnA upadeza ApavA e khATo upadeza che. kheATI vArtA karavI, khATo pracAra karavA, bIjAne avaLe raste caDhAvavAnA upadeza ApavA e aticAra che. ""

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 777 bhaNelI gaNelI sArA saMskAravALI vahu paraNIne sAsare AvI. te M.A. sudhI bhaNelI hatI. vahu eTalI rUpavAna, saudaryavAna ane guNavAna hatI ke jANe sAkSAt devI joI le. mAtA-pitA, dIkarA-vahu, dIkarI ane nAnA putra e cha jaNAnu` kuTu kha hatuM. vahu khUba khAnadAna ane kAmakAjamAM badhI rIte hAMziyAra hatI. tene eka nAnA diyara hatA. teNe kahyuM-bhAbhI! mane amuka vAta samajAtI nathI. Apa mane bhaNAvaze ? hA, bhAI! tane bhaNAvIza. mAruM bhaNelu zA kAmanu ? te diyarane premathI bhaNAve che. vahu samaje che ke diyara eTale nAnA bhAI. te tA dIkarA samAna gaNAya. jo saMsArane svarga samAna banAvavA hAya tA chekarIe sAsu sasarAne potAnA mA-mApa samAna gaNavA joI e. diyarane bhAI samAna, naNaMdane bena samAna gaNe ane sAsu vahune dIkarI samAna mAne te sa`sAra svaga jevA banI jAya. te jIvanamAM AnaMda haiAya. diyaranI parIkSA najIka AvI eTale bhAbhInA manamAM thayuM' ke bhaNAvavAmAM thoDo vadhu TAIma Apu', tethI roja savAramAM vahelI uThatI, kAmakAja karatI. kAma adhUruM rahe te pachI kare paNu pahelA diyarane bhaNAvavA besatI. nIce avAja Ave eTale upara meDI para bhaNavA besADe. bhaNAve, sudara sa`skAra Ape ane jIvananuM su Mdara ghaDatara kare, khATI caDhavaNIe jIvanamAM lagADelI Aga sAsujInA svabhAva sAva judI jAtanA hatA. te upAzraye jAya tyAre temanA jevA cAra bhegA thaI ne kahe, tame teA upAzraye bahu moDA AveA che. tamAre zu' kAma che? TAimasara vyAkhyAnamAM kema AvatA nathI? tamArI vahu bahu harAmI lAge che. gharanuM kAmakAja karatI nathI lAgatI, vahu AvI te ya tame kAmakAja cheADatA nathI. eka te vahu para meAM caDhAvIne pharatI hatI, temAM temanI ToLakInA khoTA upadeza rAja sAMbhaLatI. eTale te kharAbara khagaDI. have vahunA doSa dekhAvA lAgyA. ghera jaIne jematema bolavA lAgyA. vahu kahe-khA ! mArA diyarane parIkSA che. temanuM varSa khagaDe nahi mATe bhaNAvavA besuM chuM. Apa kAma karazeA nahi. huM thoDu* mADu' karIza. sasarA ghera AvyA. sAsune kholatA joyA. temaNe kahyu - Apa zA mATe ATaluM khole che? ApaNI vahu teA kevI guNIyala ane DAhI che. sAsue kahyuM-tame badhA tene caDhAvA che. gharanA DhasaraDA mAre karavA paDe che. vahu pratye vahemI banelA sAsu : sAsu chevaTe vahu pratye vahemIlI banI. kone khabara ke vahu meDI upara jaine zu kare che ? mAnavI pote zabda khelatAM ke koinA para khATuM ALa caDhAvatAM vicAra nathI karatA mane keTalA ke karma baMdhAze ? sAsu peAtAnI nAnI dIkarIne kahe che jA, upara jaIne joi Ava ke tArA bhAi-bhAbhI zuM kare che? A samaye diyarane bIje divase parIkSA hatI tethI vahue lekha lakhIne taiyAra karyAM hatA te kriyarane ApyA ne kahyu.-Apa A kAle vAMcI jajo. naNaMde A joyuM. teNe nIce jaI ne kahyuM-bhAbhI bhAI ne kAgaLa Ape che. A sAMbhaLatA sAsujI teA kharAkhara rUpamAM AvI gayA ne jema phAve tema khelavA lAgyA. tyAM sasarAjI AvI caDhayA.

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778]. | zAradA ziremaNi sasarAe kahyuM-tuM samaja. tArA mahAna bhAgyodaye tane kuLadevI jevI vahu maLI che. tuM zA mATe tenA para khoTuM ALa caDhAve che ? keTalA karmo bAMdhe che ? tane tArA dIkarA pratye vizvAsa nathI? tyAM moTo dIkare ghera Avyo. teNe kahyuM- bA ! mane te lAge che ke te mane paraNAvyuM te khoTuM karyuM che. mArA lagna karyA na hatA tyAM sudhI tuM mArI bA hatI paNa lagna karyA ane vahu ghera AvI eTale tuM bA maTIne sAsu banI. mA hatI tyAM sudhI vAMdhe na AvyA paNa sAsu banyA eTale vadhe AvyuM. vahu kahehuM to AvI tyArathI bA kahuM chuM, sAsu kayAre paNa kahetI nathI paNa mArA pApane udaya eTale bA mArA bA nathI rahetA paNa sAsunA svarUpamAM rahe che. svarga jevuM baneluM ghara : bApujI ! mArA diyara sArA mATe pAsa thAya te mATe huM mahenata karuM chuM, temane bhaNAvuM chuM. huM vahelI UDIne kAma karI lauM ane pachI bhaNAvavA besuM. bhaNAvIne AvyA pachI bAkInuM kAma karuM chuM. huM to bAne kahuM chuM ke Apa kAma karaze nahi. DuM moDuM thaze te vAMdho nathI. vahunA zabda sAMbhaLI sAsujInI AMkha ughaDI gaI. vahu te mArI sArI che paNa huM je cokaThAmAM besuM chuM temaNe mane khoTI khoTI vAta karI caDhAvI. huM caDhI gaI ane vahu para aLa caDhAvavA taiyAra thaI. meM mAruM jIvana bagADI nAkhyuM. dUdha te sAruM hatuM paNa bharavAnuM vAsaNa khaTAzavALuM hatuM eTale dUdha phATI gayuM, tema sAsujI te sArA hatA paNa bIjAnA khoTA upadeze bagaDI gayA. tyArathI sAsujIe ekaThAmAM besavAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. te divasathI temanuM ghara svarga jevuM banI gayuM, mATe keIne khoTo upadeza Apavo nahi. (5) kuDalehakAraNe khoTA lekha lakhavA. khoTA khoTA copaDA rAkhavA. nanAmA kAgaLa lakhavA ane lakhIne koInA para AkSepa karavA. je vaDIlonA hAthamAM kAgaLa jAya to vaDIle dhamadhamI UThe. pariNAme mana-duHkha thavAno prasaMga Ave. kaMIka vAra abhaNa, bheLA mANasone lUMTavA ke phasAvavA mATe 100 nA AMkaDA para eka mIMDu vadhArI hajAra karI de che. kaMIka mANaso evA hoya che ke so rUpiyA dhIrI basanuM khAtuM paDAvI le. deNadArane jyAre khabara paDe tyAre tene phALa paDe che tyAre te kakaLATa kare paNa leNiyAta pAse kaMI cAle nahi. pariNAme te garIba mANasa AbarU jALavavA bicAre gharabAra, dAgIne vecIne tenuM deNuM bharapAI kare. A rIte beTA lekha lakhavAthI aticAra lAge che ane pApanA bhAgIdAra thavAya che. bhagavAne AnaMda zrAvakane pAMca aticAra samajAvyA. bIjA vratamAM AvA koI aticAra lAgavA na joIe, have trIjA tamAM zuM Avaze te avasare. caritra : eka ati AnaMdamAM ane eka ati ciMtAmAM mAtApitAe pitAnI vahAlasoyI dIkarIne khUba zikhAmaNa ApI, pachI jamAIrAjane kahyuM ame amArI lADalI dIkarI ApanA hAthamAM seMpI che. kadAca cherU kachorU thAya te Apa tenI bhUlane mApha karaje. tene khUba sAcavaje. guNasuMdara manamAM vicAra kare che ke Apa mane

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zAradA ziromaNi] 779 bhalAmaNa kare che paNa huM keTale duHkhI chuM te keNa jANe che ? tenuM hRdaya aMtarathI raDI rahyuM che paNa hiMmata rAkhIne bahArathI hasatuM mukha rAkhIne phare che. tenA manamAM thAya ke have ahIMthI jaldI vidAya Ape to sAruM. mAbApe raDatI AMkhe dIkarIne vidAya ApI. rathamAM besIne baMne mahele AvyA. mahele AvIne puyasAre lagnanuM badhuM kAmakAja patAvI dIdhuM pachI te ghera gayo. ratnasuMdarInA manamAM AnaMdano pAra nathI. mArA mahAna bhAgyodaye mane A pati maLe. jyAre guNasuMdaranA manamAM ciMtAne pAra nathI. aho ! A ratnasuMdarInA manamAM keTalA keDa haze ! tenA manamAM AnaMdanA kevA taraMgo uchaLatA haze ! have mAre zuM karavuM ? e viTaMbaNamAM gherAI gayo hato. lagna karIne te tene laI AvyuM paNa have tene kevI rIte kahuM ke tuM mane je samajIne AvI che te huM nathI. huM paNa tArA jevI chuM abhAgaNuM chuM. mArA lagna thayA pachI lagnanI rAtre mArA pati mane choDIne cAlyA gayA che. mane temanA nAmanI-gAmanI khabara nathI. ATalA mahinAothI huM temanI zodha karuM chuM paNa haju kayAMya samAcAra maLatA nathI. mAruM duHkha kone kahuM ? Ama vicAra karatA divasa to pasAra thaI gayo. rAtre ratnasuMdarI patinI rAha jotI beThI hatI. tyAM guNasuMdara AvyuM. tenuM mukha ekadama udAsa ane gamagIna hatuM. te UMcuM paNa joto nathI. vAta te Aje karavI paDe tevI che ! : ratnasuMdarI pUche che lagnanA prathama divase A5 ATalA udAsa, gamagIna kema che ? Apa mArA sAmuM jotAM nathI, bolatA nathI. te pagamAM paDIne kahe che-mAre koI doSa, guno, vAMka hoya to mane kaho Ape mArI sAthe rUsaNA lIdhA che ke mArI sAmuM ya jotAM nathI. zuM huM Apane nathI gamatI ? jo evuM hoya te Ape pahelA spaSTa kahI devuM hatuM ne? ratnasuMdarIe khUba pUchayuM tyAre guNasuMdare kahyuM-huM tane eka vAta karavA mAMguM chuM paNa e vAta evI che ke tane duHkha lAgaze. te Aje e vAta na karaze. e vAta to Aje karavI paDe evI che. tenI rAha jovAya evI nathI. tane duHkha thAya, AghAta lAge te paNa Aje kahyA vinA chUTako nathI. ratnasuMdarI kahe-bhale ! Aje e vAta kare. mane e nathI samajAtuM ke evI kaI vAta haze ke je sAMbhaLIne mane duHkha thAya. mane to tamArA pratye vizvAsa che ke Apa mane duHkha thAya evI vAta kare ja nahi. guNasuMdare kahyuMtane duHkhI karavAnA mArA kaI bhAva nathI. sAMbhaLa mArI vAta. kahe guNasuMdara priyAne te vAra, muja niyama A vAra, pitarone jaba lagabhaLuM nahi, taba lagaziyaLa pALavuM sahI. tuM kahe che huM tamane gamatI nathI, mAre zuM vAMka gune? evuM kAMI nathI. mAruM gamagIna thavAnuM kAraNa huM tane kahI zakatuM nathI, chatAM vAta karuM chuM. vAta e che ke jyAre huM mAbApanI pAsethI musApharIe nIkaLe tyAre meM pratijJA karI che ke huM mAbApanI gerahAjarImAM lagna karIza nahi, paNa tArA pitAnuM khUba dabANa AvyuM

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780 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa tethI saMyeAgavasAt lagna karavA paDayA; tethI me' mArA mAtApitAne ApelA vacananu ullaghana karyuM che. lagna tA karyAM paNa jayAM sudhI huM mArA mAtApitAne ane amArA kuLadevIne page na lAguM tyAM sudhI akhaMDa brahmacarya pALavAnuM. A zaratanA tAre svIkAra karavA paDaze. nAtha! A te ghaNI lAMbI vAta cAlaze. ApaNe pharatA pharatA mAbApa pAse paheAMcI jaIzu. mAtApitAne ane kuLadevIne page lAgIzu pachI badhI vAta. A ja mArI udAsInatAnuM kAraNa che. ratnasuMdarI kahe-ApanI vAta mane maMjUra che. tamArI pratijJA pALavAmAM huM tamane pUro sahakAra ApIza. lIdhelI pratijJA pALavI joI e ema huM paNa mAnu chuM. tamArA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI rahevuM e mArI pharaja che. Apa have mana parathI e ciMtA dUra karA guNasuMdara kahe-tyAM sudhI ApaNe bhAIbenanA sabaMdhathI rahevAtu ane akhaMDa brahmacarya pALavAnuM. ratnasuMdarIe guNusuMdaranI vAtaneA svIkAra karyAM. mANekacaMdanA manamAM paNa thatu hatu ke guNasuMdara zuM karaze ? guNasuMdara khUba DAhyo ane buddhizALI cAritrazIla che te Ijjatane kalaka lagADe evA nathI evA vizvAsa hatA. have tyAM zu navAjUnI khanaze te avasare. Aje amArA upakArI sva. AcAya. ugratapasvIrAja pU. gurUdevazrI gulAbacaMdrajI ma.sA.nI puNyatIthine pavitra divasa che [pU. tapasvI gurUdevanA cAritra rUpI gulAbanI suvAsathI maghamaghatA jIvana para pU. mahAsatIjIe khUba suMdara prakAza pADayA hatA. te sAMbhaLatA zreAtAjaneAnI AMkhA azrubhInI banI hatI. dhanya che (ra) evA maheAgra tapasvI gurUdevane ! ] bhAdaravA vada 11ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna na, 85 * tA. 9-10-85 he bhavyAtmAe ! A jIvana pAmIne tamAre kaika meLavIne javuM che ke gumAvIne javuM che ? jagatanA jIvAnI mAnyatA evI che ke kaI paNa jagyAe koI paNa cIja meLavavI hAya teA jItavu paDe. je jIte che te meLave che ane hAre che te gumAve che. tamArI badhAnI mAnyatA paNa AvI che ne ? paNa eka kavie sAva judI vAta atAvI che. 46 je maLe che hAravAthI. jItavAthI nA jaDe. ' jItavAne dila kadApi, hAravu. tAre paDe, kavi kahe che ke duniyAnI badhI sAmagrIe kadAca jItavAthI maLatI haze paNa kAInuM dila jItavu' che teA hAravu paDaze, eTale tenI pAse namra banIne jhUkI javuM paDaze, 44 22 * rUpiyA jItavAthI maLe paNa lAgaNI teA hAravAthI maLe. paDhavI jItavAthI maLe paNa sahRdayatA hAravAthI maLe. A vAta barAbara lAge che ne ? rAmaca`drajI aceAdhyAnuM rAjya cheDIne gayA chatAM ayeAdhyAvAsIenA dila jItI gayA. gajasukumAla muni seAmila sasarA pAse jhUkI gayA tA mekSa lakSmIne meLavI gayA. metAraja munie

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 781 sonInA upasargane prasannatAthI hasatA mukhe svIkArI lIdhe te kalyANa karI gayA. IdrabhUti prabhu pAse garva laIne AvyA hatA paNa vIra bhagavAna pAse hAra svIkArI te gaNadhara padavI meLavI lIdhI. caMdanabALAe mULA zeThANanA trAsa, jumane svIkAryo to zAsanapitA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA pAMca mAsa ane paccIsa divasanI ugra tapazcaryAnuM pAraNuM karAvavAne mahAna lAbha meLavI zakayA. hajAre jene mAranAra caMDakauzika sarve prabhu pAse hAra svIkArI to AThamuM devaleka meLavyuM. huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke tamAre dila meLavavuM che ke dolata meLavavI che? dila meLavavuM hoya to hAra svIkArI le ane dolata meLavavI che te vijaya mATe saMgharSa karatA rahe paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke saMgharSo dvArA je vijaya meLavazo te vijayamAM viSAda che, unmAda che. jyAre jhUkI javAthI maLatA parAjyamAM AnaMda ane svasthatA che. temAM ApaNuM kalyANa che. je AtmAne AnaMda, nirogItA, sukha meLavavuM che te dizA badalavAnI jarUra che. eka nyAyathI samajIe. eka bhAI hAthamAM kuhADI ane lokhaMDanI khIlI laIne divAlamAM mArI rahyo hato, te mATe eTalI mahenata karI ke parasevAthI te rebajheba thaI gaye. ghA mAravAnuM kAma cAlu hatuM chatAM khIlI dIvAlamAM jatI na hatI. eka sajajana bhAInI najara A bhAI para paDI. temanAthI sahaja rIte bolAI gayuM. bhAI! bhItamAM khIlI nAMkhavI che te A rIte na marAya. tame khIlInA aNIdAra cheDAne UMdha rAkhe che. A rIte khIlI rAkhIne game teTalA ghA karaze te paNa khIlI dIvAlamAM jaze nahi, mATe Apa khIlInuM zIrSAsana kare. tene ulaTAvI nAMkhe. A bhAIne sajajananI vAta satya lAgI paNa temaNe zuM karyuM? khIlI je rIte pakaDI hatI te rIte pakaDIne sAmI divAle gayA, eTale khIlIne aNIvALo bhAga divAla tarapha gaye be traNa ghA karyA ane divAlamAM lAgI gaI. je teNe khIlIne ulaTAvI hota to divAla badalavAnI paNa jarUra na hatI. A vAta ApaNA jIvanamAM samajavAnI che. dharmasAdhanAnA mArgamAM te divAla paNa badalavAnI jarUra nathI. mAtra dizA ane dRSTi, dimAga ane dila badalavAnI jarUra che. mananI khIlInuM zIrSAsana karavAnuM che. samyaka daSTi ane samyapha dizA tarapha manane vALyuM te samajavuM ke beDo pAra. pudgalanA rAgane badale prabhu vItarAgane anurAga, avirati taraphanI doTane badale virati jIvana taraphanI doTa ane nazvarane badale zAzvata taraphanI daSTi keLavavAnI che. khoTI dizAnI ane kharAba daSTi taraphanI hajAro mAIlanI doTa karatA sAcI daSTipUrvakano sAcI dizA taraphano zeDo prayAsa paNa mukti maMjhIla tarapha laI jaze. jenA jIvanamAM sAcI daSTi AvI che ane jemane prayAsa paNa sAcI dizA taraphane che evA AnaMda zrAvakane vrato adarAvyA pachI bhagavAna aticAranuM svarUpa samajAve che. vrata lIdhA pachI temAM kayAre paNa aticAra-doSa lAga na joie.

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782 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi nAnA doSa paNa vrata khaMDanamAM kAraNabhUta bane che. hADImAM seAya jeTaluM nAnu chidra paDayu' hAya, tene pUrI devAmAM na Ave te nAnuM chidra paNa heADIne DUbADI deze. te rIte jo vrata lIdhA pachI nAnu' sarakhuM chidra paDayu tA vrata bhaMga thavAnA prasaMga Avaze. have ApaNe trIjA vratanA aticAra samajIe. trIju vrata che cArI na karavI. tame cerI teA karatA nathI chatAM temAM doSa kevI rIte lAge che te samajAve che. (1) tinnAhaDe : cArAu vastu lIdhI hoya cArAu vastu che te khakhara kevI rIte paDe ? tamAre tyAM koI mAla vecavA AvyA, pachI te cAhe seAnA rUpAnI vastu hAya ke anAja jevI sAmAnya cIja heAya, tame ajAramAM bese che. tamane khabara che ke A vastunI ATalI kiMmata che. tenA bhAvatAla jANeA che. vastu vecavA AnyA te kadAca aDu thAya tA 5-25 rUpiyA ochA kahe paNa sIdhI 50 TakA ka`mata ochI na kahe. tyAM tame samajo che ke A vastunI ATalI echI kimata na hoya ane echI kahe che mATe ceArAu haze. chatAM sastAmAM maLe che teA laI lau.. ema mAnI paisAnA leAbhe jANavA chatAM vastu lai le te tamane aticAra lAge. (2) tarapaAge : cArane madada karI hAya. cArInA mAla laine Ave tyAre kahe ke bhAi ! tuM roja AvI rIte mAla laIne Avaje. amArA mALAmeTA che. tArI badhI vastu vecAI jaze, A rIte cArane madada karI hAya. zrAvakathI A rIte cArAu vastu levAya niha ke cArane madada karAya nahi. praznavyAkaraNa sUtramAM cAra ane cArInA sAta prakAra khatAvyA che. (1) je pAte cArI kare che. (2) je cArAne vastue Ape che. (3) je cArAne cArI karavAnI sa'mati Ape che. (4) kayAre kAnA gharamAM kai rIte cArI karavI te batAvanAra paNa cAra che. (5) cArelI cIjo vecANa rAkhanAra cAra che. (6) cArane khAvApIvAnI, sUvAnI tathA davA AdinI je madada kare che te paNa cAra che. (7) je cArane peAtAnA gharamAM Azraya Ape che te paNa cAra che, mATe zrAvake trIjA vratanA aticAra na lAgI jAya tenI khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. parAyI vastu levAnI icchA kAre paNa karazeA nahi. 50-100 varSonI alpa jiMdrugI che. temAM anIti, cArI ADhi pApeA karIne lakSmI meLavavAnI mamatA karaze nahi. AMkha mIcArya dhana bhRgu nahi Ave paNa karelA kAM tA jIvanI sAthe jAya che. je vrata lIdhu che temAM kadAca kaseTI Ave paNa temAM kharAkhara makkama raheze teA tamArA vijaya thaze. pravacananA prabhAve lIdhelI pratijJAH eka vAra gAmamAM saMta padhAryAM. temanu vyAkhyAna khUba sacoTa ane AtmapazI' hatuM. hajAro leka temanA vyAkhyAnamAM Ave gAmamAM adhe saMtanA vyAkhyAnanI khUba praza'sA thavA lAgI. upAzrayanI najIkamAM eka bhAI rahetA hatA. te koI divasa upAzrayamAM paga na mUke, tene Aje thayuM ke saMtanu' vyAkhyAna sarasa che te Aje huM paNa sAMbhaLavA jAu. te bhAI upAzraye gayA. te divase mahArAje trIjA vratanu' svarUpa samajAyuM. aNudIdhI vastu levI nahi. rastAmAM

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 783 paDelI vastu AjJA vagara levI nahi. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayA bAda pele bhAI saMta pAse AvIne kahe che gurUdeva! AjanA divasa mATe paccakkhANuM Ape ke aNudIdhI parAyI cIja AjJA vinA mAre levI nahi. bAjumAM ubhelAM badhA kahe mahArAja ! A te Aje bhUla paDe che. bhAI kahe bApajI! huM garIba mANasa chuM. kAgaLanI kothaLIo banAvI tene vecIne mAMDa piTa pUratuM meLavuM chuM mArA kamabhAgya che ke huM upAzraya AvI zakatuM nathI. huM bIjuM kAMI karI zakato nathI mATe aNadIdhuM levuM nahi te eka divasane niyama lIdhe che carUe cagaDoLe caDhAveluM citta: te bhAI pratijJA laIne ghera AvyA. te divase sAMje saMDAsa javA te gAma bahAra gayo. te kriyA patAvIne nadInA pANImAM hAtha, paga dhoIne eka jhADa nIce jaIne beThe. beThA beThA vicAra kare che ke Aje mAre divasa ke sarasa uge ke Aje saMtanA darzana thayA. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA maLyuM. huM ke kamabhAgI chuM ke reja A suMdara lAbha laI zako nathI. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA mane evI majhA, AnaMda Ave ke na pUcho vAta. A rIte vicAra kare che. vicAra karatAM karatAM jamIna khetara hate. khotaratAM jarA vadhu paDatuM khodAyuM, to tene lAgyuM ke ahIM kaMIka che. teNe vadhAre khedayuM to jhaverAta ane sonAmahorothI bharele carU je. jeNe kaI divasa jhaverAtanA darzana karyA nathI tene te A maLe te keTale AnaMda thAya. bhAInuM mana levA mATe lalacAyuM paNa Aje pratijJA karI che ke aNadIdhuM levuM nahi te mArAthI A AjJA vinA levAya kevI rIte? je keInI AjJA levA jAya to kaI jANI jAya, A carU maLI jAya te tenI jiMdagInuM daridra TaLI jAya evuM che tethI levA mATe talapApaDa thAya che. A jagyAe tame he te zuM kare? satya bolaje. (tA :- Aje maLyuM che te laI laIe. kAle gurU pAse tenuM prAyazcita laI laIzuM) bhalA prAyazcita kenuM ? jANIne pApa kare tenuM ke ajANatA pApa thaI jAya tenuM ? A bhAIne levAnuM mana thayuM paNa paccakhANa che eTale levAya kevI rIte? pahelA jainenA jIvana evA Adarza hatA ke bIjA para tenI pratibhA paDe. temanI eTalI chApa hatI ke grAhake samajatA ke A jaina bhAIne tyAM jamavuM hoya te sUryAsta pahelA jazuM te jamADaze. sUryAsta pachI te jamADaze nahi. bhale te lAkha rUpiyA kamAtA hoya paNa eTalo vizvAsa ke dhana mATe te dharmane vecaze nahi. Aje che ATale jaina para vizvAsa? huM te kahuM chuM ke jemane svataMtra dhaMdhe che temane zA mATe AvA rAtrI bhejananA pApa karavA paDe ! A jIvana pAmIne pApano saMgraha na thAya eTaluM to kare. cerae karAvelI ciMtAH pelA bhAInuM mana carU levA lalacAyuM, chevaTe hAthamAM lIdhe daza bAra DagalA game tyAM tenuM mana kahe che Aje tAre bAdhA che mATe na levAya te pAcho gaye. carU mUkI dIdhuM. cAra pAMca vAra hAthamAM lIdhuM ane chevaTe sAcavIne mUkI dIdhe, ane ghera gaye. rAtre UMgha AvatI nathI. daza vAgyA, agiyAra vAgyA

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784] ziAradA zizamaNi chatAM UMgha na AvI. patnI kahe che tame ja te thAkayA pAkyA Ave che ne ArAmathI UMghI jAva cho. Aje UMdha kema AvatI nathI ? mane eka ciMtA che. zI ciMtA che? huM gAma bahAra zArIrika kAraNe gayo hate. pachI jhADa nIce beTho hate tyAM hAthathI jamIna khetaratA DuM UMDuM khodAI gayuM te mAlamilkatane bharela moTo carU nIkaLe, paNa Aje mAre pratijJA che ke aNudIdhuM levuM nahi. keInI AjJA levA jAuM to e jANI jAya. patnI kahe-bAdhA tamAre hatI paNa mAre kayAM bAdhA che? mane bolAvavI hatI ne? nA. mArAthI tane paNa na bolAvAya. huM barAbara dATIne Avyo chuM. levA gayA carU paNa majyA vIMchInA caTakA : A baMne mANase je vAta karatA hatA te vAta gharanI bahAra ubhelA be e sAMbhaLI. ceranA manamAM thayuM ke sAruM thayuM. ApaNe koInA ghara toDavA maTI gayA. vagara mahenate taiyAra mAla maLI jaze. nAma, ThekANuM badhuM barAbara sAMbhaLyuM hatuM eTale cAro te upaDI gayA. jaIne te jagyAe khodayuM te keIke caTake mAryo. joyuM te vIMchI hato. teNe bIjA carane vAta na karI. huM ekale duHkhI thAuM? bIjA bhegA bhale ne duHkhI thAya. eTale te kAMI bolyo nahi. bIjAe aMdara hAtha nAMkhyo te tene paNa vIMchIe caTake mAryo. teNe kahyuM ke ahIM te vIMchIo che. pile vANiye ke pAke ke tene khabara paDI haze ke cera AvyA che eTale ApaNane kADhavA mATe jUThuM be haze. teNe ApaNane carUne svAda barAbara cakhADI dIdhe. ghaNe pAka vANiye. te ApaNane chetarI gaye. have tene barAbara batAvI daIe. caroe te carUne dhULathI barAbara DhAMkI dIdho. pratijJAno adabhUta prabhAva : savAranA cAra vAgatAM coro te bhAInA ghera AvyA. tenuM makAna naLiyAnuM hatuM. chAparA para caDhIne naLiyA khaseDI nAMkhyA ne vIMchIne bharele carU Udhe vA ne kahyuM -le, A tAro carU. A carU gAdalAmAM paDe tyAre bhAI pathArImAM besIne prabhune prArthanA karatA hatA ke meM Aje pratijJA lIdhI hatI ke aNadIdhuM levuM nahi. temAM huM calita thaI gaye. huM ene aDaye zA mATe ? mArAthI aDAya nahi. mArAthI A pApa thaI gayuM ? huM gurUdeva pAse jaIne pApanuM prAyazcita laI AvuM. carU mArA bhAgyamAM haze to savAre mane maLaze. prArthanA karyA bAda savAramAM joyuM te jhagamaga jhagamaga dekhAyuM. aho ! A te meM je joyuM hatuM te che. pratijJAne prabhAva keTale paDayo! patnI kahe-have Apa raja sAdhu pAse jatA raheje ne navA navA paccakakhANa letA raheje. jethI roja navA navA carU AvyA kare. pati kahe, ema Ave nahi. huM pratijJAthI calita na thayo, sAmethI maLyuM chatAM lIdhuM nahi te ghera beThA AvI gayuM. je huM laIne AvyuM hatuM ane kadAca carUne mAlika tapAsa karavA AvatA te huM pakaDAI jAta ane mArA hADakA bhAMgI jAta. pratijJAna ke addabhUta prabhAva ! bhagavAna samajAve che ke trIjA vratamAM aticAra lagADazo nahi. trIjo aticAra che.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [785 che "virUddharAIkame" rAjya virUddha kAma karavuM. game tevA saMge ke sthitimAM rAjya virUddha dANacerI karavI nahi. jene parigrahanI mamatA che te AvA kAma kare che. jene mamatA nathI te karatA nathI. puNiyA zrAvakane mamatA na hatI to AvuM pApanuM eka paNa kArya karavuM paDatuM na hatuM. tenA jIvanamAM saMtoSa hatA. je nIti ane pramANikatAthI cAle che tene maLavAnuM che paNa Aje zraddhA-vizvAsa nathI. je rAjya virUddha dANacorI Adi kare te aticAra lAge. () "phUDatele phUDamANe" beTA mApa rAkhavA. levAnA kATalAM judA ane ApavAnA paNa judA. letI vakhate savA pAMca zerI ane ApatI vakhate piNA pAMca zerI. A rIte karavAthI aticAra lAge che. (5) "tapaDignavavadhAre " sArI vastu batAvI kharAba ApI hoya. dhana pratyenI mUcha A pApa karAve che. grAhakane UMce, sAro mAla batAve ane pachI halake mAla Ape. anAja batAve sAruM ane pachI Ape saDeluM, athavA sArAmAM kharAba bheLavI de. AvuM karavAthI ghera pApa baMdhAya che. a5 jiMdagI mATe AvA pApa zA mATe karavA? vrata lIdhA hoya ke na lIdhA hoya paNa AvA aticAra deSa na lagADaze. A pApa karIne je karmo bAMdhyA te jIvane potAne bhegavavA paDe che. A trIjA vratamAM pAMca aticAra che. cethuM vrata che brahmacaryanuM. A vratane bhagavAne sAgaranI upamA ApI che. jIvananI kiMmata cAritrathI che. hIrAnI kiMmata te ghaNI hoya che paNa jo temAM kALI chAMTa paDI te tenA mUlya nathI. matImAMthI pANI gayuM te tenA mUlaya nathI tema jenA jIvanamAM zIlanI saurabha nathI, cAritranI maheMka nathI tenI kaI kiMmata nathI. A vrata mahAna che. bIjA vrate nadI jevA che ane brahmacarya vrata sAgara samAna che. bhagavAna bolyA che ee ya saMge samaikkamittA, suduttarA ceva bhavanti sesA / nA masAjarapurA , jIruM ane vikAsamApaI | uta.a.3ragA.18 jevI rIte mahAsAgarane tarIne pAra thaI gayA pachI gaMgA jevI nadIone pAra karavI saraLa che tevI rIte strIo pratyenI Asakti chUTI gayA pachI bIjA prakAranI badhI Asaktio saraLatAthI chUTI jAya che eTale ke jenA jIvanamAM brahmacarya AvyuM tene mATe bIjA vrata levA saraLa che. jenA jIvanamAMthI cAritra gayuM tenuM badhuM gayuM. eka samaya evo hato ke mAnavInuM mUlya enA cAritra uparathI AMkavAmAM AvatuM. rUpa, raMga ke bAhya bhabhakA uparathI nahi. aneka guNa hovA chatAM jIvanamAM je gunA ziromaNi rUpa brahmacarya nathI te te jIvana zetuM nathI. game tevA kaTokaTInA prasaMge Ave paNa cAritra javuM na joIe. eka bahena tenA pAMca mahinAnA bAbAne laI jIyANuM laIne sAsare AvatI hatI. tenA mA-bApe vevAIne tyAM kAgaLa lakhI dIdhuM hatuM ke amArI dIkarI A divase A 50

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786 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNi gADImAM Avaze. mATe Apa sTezane levA Avajo. cheAkarI peAtAnuM gAma AvatA utarI gaI paNa kAgaLa paheAMcce nahi eTale sTezane koi AvyuM nahi. chekarInA manamAM ema ke hamaNAM koIka Avaze. badhA vAhano jatA rahyA. sTezana khAlI thaI gayuM. sUryAsta thavAnI taiyArI hatI. chekarIe vicAra karyo ke koI AvyuM nahi. A aghAra jagalamAM rAtre ekalI huM zuM karIza ! tyAM eNe eka gheADAgADIvALAne joyA. teNe kahyuM-bhAI ! mane gAmamAM laI jaIza. ? hA, bahena ! besI jAva. adhArI rAta hatI. peAte ekalI hatI. temAM tenu athAga rUpa, dAgInAthI jhaLahaLatuM zarIra ane ekAMtavAsa eTale cheAkarInuM hRdaya tA tharathara dhrujatu hatu. rUpa ane rUpiyAe bagADelu mana : benanu rUpa, dAgInA joine gADIvALAnu mana calita thayuM, tethI teNe rastA badalyA. bahene kahyuM-bhAI ! A rastA gAmamAM javAnA nathI. gADIvALeA kahe te raste khADA kheAdelA che tethI pharIne javu paDe che. bene tenI vAta sAcI mAnI lIdhI. theADA dUra gayA tyAM te jagala dekhAyuM. vIrA ! A teA jagala AvyuM. A bAju kema gADI calAvA che ? have tame ahIM utarI hava. gADIvALAe tA benane nIce utArI, bahena khAkhAne bheAMya sUvADIne peAtAnA sAmAna utAre che tyAM gADIvALAe khAkhAne lai lIdhA, pachI kahyuM-tAruM tana ane dhana mane paNa karI de tA tArA khAkhe ApIza nahitara A charIthI bALakane mArI nAMkhIza. mahena samajI gai ke A mAruM zIla lUMTavA mAMge che. mAtAne peAtAnA satAna keTalA vahAlA hAya che. pAtAnA saMtAna mATe badhuM devu' paDe teA daI devA taiyAra hoya che. gADIvALAe bALakane lai lIdhe eTale te raDavA lAgyA. bALakane paNa saMjJA che, tethI khIjAnA svanI, bhAvanI asara bALaka para paDe che tethI bALaka raDe che. A bena samajI gaI ke atyAre huM ekalI chuM. baLathI nahi paNa kaLathI kAma levu paDaze. ' zIla sAcavavA zeAdhelI yukti : A bene yuktithI vicArIne kahyuM, tame khAkhAne nIce sUvADI do. dharatI para kAMkarA bahu che te tene vAgaze. gheADAgADImAM gAdI iM te laI Ave. tenA para bAbAne sUvADo, pachI mArA tana ane dhana ApuM. gADIvALA charI ane DAMga bheya mUkIne gAdI levA gayA. chekarI vicAra kare che prANa jAya tA bhale paNa zIla teA nahi javA dau. A che!karIe charI ane DAMga laI lIdhA. jevA gADIvALA gAdI laI ne Avye tyAM cheAkarIe ane DAMgathI kharAkhara phaTakAravA mAMDayA ane charInA geAdA mAravA lAgI. te te kharAkhara raMgamAM AvI gaI. jANe raNucaMDI na hoya ! zIlarakSA mATe strI evuM jhanUna keLave che ke narizAcA enI sAme Takkara jhIlI zakatA nathI. DAMganA mAra ane charInI aNIe vAgI chatAM tene yu' ke huM... meTA paththara laI AvuM ane tenu mAthu phoDI nAMkhuM. zuM eka akhaLA AgaLa mArI hAra ? nA....nA...evu' teA na ja mane. duSTa kAnI duSTa zikSA : sAme paththaranA moTA DhagaleA paDayA hatA.

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 787 gADIvALA parANe parANe Ubhe thayA ane moTA paththara levA gayA. jeve paththara upADavA jAya che tyAM eka meTA bherIga nAga nIkaLye ane tenA be page vIMTaLAi gaye. pheNa mAMDIne tenA sAmu joyA kare che. A bicArAne te gabharATanA pAra nathI. satI teA bhagavAnane prArthanA kare che ke mAruM sasva jAya teA bhale jAya paNa mArA zIlane AMca AvavA daIza nahi. " zarIranA zaNagAra cAlyA jAya te bhale cAlyA jAya paNa mArA zIlanA zaNagAra akhaDa rahejo." A rIte prabhune prAthanA kare che tyAM eka amaladAra gADI laine nIkaLyeA. te samaye bALaka raDavA lAgyA. amaladAranA manamAM thayuM ke AvI aMdhArI rAtamAM bALakanA raDavAno avAja kema Ave che ? teNe nIce utarIne joyuM teA eka benane beThelI joi. bena ! AvA aMdhArA jaMgalamAM tuM ekalI kema beThI che? mArA vIrA ! mArI A sthiti thaI che. teNe badhI vAta karI. te gADIvALA patharA levA gayA tyAM nAge tene bharaDA dIdhA che. amaladAre kahyu-ena ! tu mArI dIkarI che. huM tArA bApa chuM. tuM have jarAya ciMtA na karIza. cAritra cuMdaDIne camakAvatI satI : amaladArane gADIvALA para khUba gussA AvyA. are narAdhama! tuM AvA kAma kare che? gADIvALA kahe, mane mArA pApanI zikSA barAbara maLI gaI che. mane have A nAga pAzamAMthI cheDAvA. bhale nAga mane karaDatA nathI paNa mane cheDatA ya nathI. have hu kayAre paNa parastrI sAme dRSTi karIza nahi. je divase mArI dRSTi bagaDaze tyAre mArI AMkheA phADI nAMkhIza. teNe satIne kahyu "bena have tu' mane bacAva. kharekhara tuM sAcI satI che. A nAgadeva tAruM rakSaNa karavA AvyA che. satIne teA keinA pratye vairabhAva nathI. teNe kahyu', nAgadeva ! have tene cheDI do. ema kahI namo arihaMtANu kholI tyAM nAgadeva adRzya, amaladAra te benane ghera mUkavA gayeA. tyAM badhA mANaseAnI vacce satInI kaseATInI ane satInA satItvanA prabhAvanI vAta karI. A sAMbhaLI gharanA badhA raDI paDayA. beTA! te amane khabara paNa na ApI ? bApujI! kAgaLa te lakhyuM che paNa tamane maLyA nathI. badhA tene satI kahIne pagamAM paDayA. tamArI pAse bIjA hathiyAra nahi hoya te cAlaze paNa jenI pAse zIlanu hathiyAra che te yAM jaze tyAM tenA vijaya thavAnA che. satIe ATalu kaSTa veThayu. paNa cAritra cuDIne DAgha paDavA dIdho nahi. A ceAthA vratanA pAMca aticAra che te jANavA paNa AdaravA nahi. ,, (1) ittariya parigahiyA gamaNe potAnI paraNelI paNa 'maramAM nAnI hoya evI patnI sAthe gamana karyuM hoya. kare teA aticAra lAge. (2) " aparig2ahiya gamaNe " : jenI sAthe saMgAI thaI che paNa lagna thayA nathI tevI kuMvArI kanyA sAthe gamana kare to aticAra lAge. A te leAka vyavahArathI paNa viruddha che. Aje jamAnA eve AvyA che ke sagAI thaI eTale haravApharavAnu cAlu thaI jAya che. temAM koI vAra chekarInI jiMdagI bagaDI jAya che mATe zAstra viruddha A kAma karavuM nahi, (4) parivavAha

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788] [ zAradA ziremaNi karaNe bIjAnA vivAha meLavI ApyA heya. ghaNune A zokha bahu hoya che paNa temane khabara nathI ke A kAmamAM anumodana ApavAthI keTalA karmo baMdhAya che. tamArA saMtAnane pahelA samajAve. ame to A saMsAramAM paDyA chIe paNuM tame A pApanA piMjarAmAM na pUrAze. sAce mArga tyAgane che. satya vAta samajAvavA chatAM na mAne ane temanuM sagapaNa karavuM paDe to paNa mana kacavAtuM hoya e kare te udAsIna bhAve kare, pachI bIjAnA vivAha karavAnI te vAta ja kayAM! tame dalAlI kare te dharmanI karaje paNa AvI pApanI dalAlI karazo nahi. A rIte bIjAnA sagapaNa karAvavAmAM zrAvaka anumodana Ape nahi. Ape te aticAra lAge. (5) kAmabhoga tivvAbhilAze ? kAmaganI tIvra abhilASA rAkhI hoya. kAmaganI tIvra abhilASA jIvane duHkhamAM dhakelI de che. pAMca indrimAM kAna ane AMkhanA viSayane kAma kahevAya che. nAka, jIbha ane sparza e indriyanA viSayane bhega kahevAmAM Ave che. samajavA jevI vAta che ke IndriyonA vikAre jema ochA tema zAtA vadhu. jema ke upara uparanA devalekamAM. vaimAnikanA pahelA be devalekamAM manuSya jevA vikAre ane zAtA ochI. trIjA cethA devalekamAM vikAre ochA eTale saMga nahi, mAtra zarIra sparzathI saMtoSa, eTale pahelA bIjA devaloka karatAM vikAro ochA ane zAtA vadhAre. pa-6 devalokanA dene sparzendriyane ya vikAra nahi. ene cakSune vikAra eTale e mAtra rUpa darzanathI saMtoSa pAme. temane nIcevALA deve karatAM zAtA vadhAre. 7-8 devakanA devene chetedriyane vikAra. te devInA gIte, madhurA zabdo sAMbhaLIne saMteSa pAme. temane nIcenA deve karatAM zAtA vadhAre. 9-10-11-12 mA devalekavALAne e ya vikAra nahi. emane mAtra mAnasika vicAra uThe eTale devInA smaraNathI saMtoSa pAme eTale nIcenA deve karatAM zAtA vadhu. upara uparanA devalokamAM devenuM puNya UMcuM che. te tyAM zAtA sukha UMcA heya. jema jema puNya UMcuM UMcuM tema zAtA UMcI UMcI. jyAM zAtA UMcI tyAM IndriyanA vikAro ochA thatA Ave. navaraiveyaka ane pAMca anuttara vimAnanA devone ethI puya UMcuM tethI zAtA UMcI ane e zAtA bhogave nirvikAratAthI. anuttaravAsI dene vItarAga samAna dazA che te parama zAtAnI apekSAe. guNasthAnanI vRddhithI A dazA nathI AvI. temanuM guNasthAnaka te cethuM avirati samyakdaSTinuM che. dezaviratinuM pAMcamuM guNuM. nahi pachI sarva viratinA chaThThA guNanI temaja AgaLanA guNanI vAta ja kayAM? kahevAno Azaya e che ke kAmaganI abhilASA jeTalI ochI teTalI zAtA vadhAre. have pAMcamA vratanA aticAra avasare. bhAdaravA vada 13ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 86 : tA. 11-10-85 ApaNe AnaMda zrAvakane adhikAra cAle che. AnaMda zrAvaka AtmAne sAco AnaMda mANI rahyA che. bhagavAna temane pAMcamA vratanA aticAra samajAve che. pAMcamuM vrata che

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zAradA ziromaNi ] | [ 789 parigrahanI maryAdA karavAnI. pAMcamuM vrata kyAre laI zakAya ? jIvanamAM saMtoSa Ave tyAre. jyAM sudhI asaMtoSanI Aga jale che tyAM sudhI vrata laI zakAtuM nathI. asaMtoSanA kAraNe mAnavI e vicAre che ke amuka abhAvanI pUti thaI jaze te huM sukhI thaI jaIza paNa abhAvanI sarvathA pUti kyAre paNa thatI nathI ane pariNAme te duHkhI thAya che. te keI ne koI abhAvane duHkhanuM kAraNa mAne che. te mAne che ke je A abhAva pUro thaI jAya, amuka AvazyaktA pUrI thaI jAya to sukhI thaIza paNa jyAM eka abhAva pUro thAya tyAM bIjo abhAva satAve che. bIje pUro thAya tyAM trIje. A rIte abhAvane kama cAlu raheze. Aje je paisAno abhAva che te kAle saMtAnano abhAva manane duHkhI karaze. je saMtAnane abhAva nathI te samAjamAM mAna-sanmAna, pratiSThAne abhAva jIvane duHkhI kare che. tAtparya e che ke kaI ne kaI rIte abhAva manuSyane duHkhI kare che. jyAM asaMtoSa che tyAM abhAva rahevAnuM. jene svabhAva asaMtoSI che tene kuberane khajAne ane sArI pRthvInuM rAjya maLI jAya te paNa te abhAvanI pUtine anubhava karI zakato nathI. te manamAM moTI moTI mahattvAkAMkSAo kare che paNa te badhI mahattvAkAMkSA kyAre paNa pUrI thatI nathI. kahyuM che ke asaMtoSaM paraM duHkhaM, saMtoSaH paramaM sukham / sukhAthI puruSastasmAt, saMtuNTaH satataM bhavet // saMsAramAM duHkhanuM kAraNa asaMteSa che. saMtoSa e sukhanuM mULa che, mATe jene sukhanI abhilASA hoya te satata saMtuSTa rahe. asaMtoSa eka mAnasika javara (tAva) che. jevI rIte tAva Ave che tyAre rogI zArIrika ane mAnasika baMne rIte azakta thaI jAya che. cAlatA cAlatA tenA paga lathaDiyA khAya che, cakakara AvavA lAge che tevI rIte asaMtoSa rUpI tAvathI pIDAyelA rogInI hAlata thAya che. thoDuM saMkaTa ke duHkha Ave to te azakta thaI jAya che. bIjAnI vadhu caDhatI dazA joIne tenuM mana kSubdha banI jAya che. te mananI samatulA gumAvI de che. tenA manamAM uganI azAMta lahere uchALA mAre che. pragatinA patha para AgaLa vadhavA mATe dherya, gaMbhIratA, zAMti, sahiSNutA, saMtoSa Adi je guNenI jarUra che te guNe asaMtoSI mAnavathI keTalAya gAu dUra thaI jAya che. tenuM dila ane dimAga saMkucita hoya che. A saMsAranI racanA ka9pavRkSa jevI nathI ke mAnavI je kAMI IcchA kare te vagara mahenate maLI jAya. A duniyA eka prayogazALA che. ahIM darekane parIkSAnI agnimAM tapAvuM paDe che. je A parIkSAmAM uttIrNa thaI jAya che tene duniyA pramANika mAne che. je AtmA vairyatAthI ane pramANikatAthI pitAnI vizeSatA ane gyatAnuM pramANapatra meLave che tene duniyA Adara Ape che, sahayoga Ape che ane pragatinA dvAramAM praveza karavAnI anumati Ape che paNa jenuM mana asaMtoSanI AgamAM rAta divasa baLatuM rahe che te

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790 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi lone sanmAna pAtra banato nathI. mAnavIne asaMtoSa thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke te pitAnA karatAM adhika saMpattivALA mAnavInI sAthe pitAnI sarakhAmaNI kare che. tenI pAse cAra kAra che, nokara-cAkare che, moTo AlizAna baMgale che ane kareDonI saMpatti che jyAre mArI pAse te tenI sarakhAmaNImAM kAMI nathI. A rIte bIjAnI apekSAe pitAnI sthitine nIcI mAnIne aprasanna rahe che. ochuM hovA chatAM je jIvanamAM saMtoSa che te te dhanavAna karatA mahAna sukhI che. saMtoSa evuM dhana che ke jenI pAse dhananI kAMI kiMmata nathI. bhagavAna pAMcamA vratanA pAMca aticAra samajAve cheH (1) kheravadhUpamANuI kae. khetI karavA mATe jeTalI bhUmi rAkhI che te ane rahevA mATe ghara AdinI je chUTa rAkhI che tenuM atikramaNa karavuM-ullaMghana karavuM te aticAra che. zrAvake khetI mATe jeTalI bhUminI maryAdA karI hoya tenA karatA vadhu jamInane upayoga karAya nahi ke navI jamIna kharIdAya nahi. rahevA mATe jeTalA gharanI chUTa rAkhI hoya teTalA vAparavAnI chUTa, pachI navA makAna levAya nahi ke baMdhAvAya nahi; athavA khetaranI bAjumAM bIju khetara sastAmAM maLatuM hoya te laIne vaccethI vADa kADhIne eka karI de. makAnanI bAjunuM makAna laIne sAthe bheLavIne eka karI de. A rIte karavAthI aticAra lAge che. (2) hiraNa suvarNa pamANAikame. sonuM, cAMdI, bahumUlya dhAtuo, sonAmahora AdinI jeTalI maryAdA karI che tenAthI adhika bheguM kare to aticAra lAge. sonA cAMdInI maryAdA karatAM tolAnuM mApa rAkhavuM. pahelA sonAnA bhAva ochA hatA. atyAre ghaNuM vadhI gayA che. to e rIte dhAravuM ke deza, kAla pramANe bhAva vadhe te rIte chUTa. je pramANe maryAdA karI hoya te pramANe vartavuM. bane te je maryAdA karI che temAM ghaTADo karatA javuM paNa vadhArAya te nahi. potAnA kuTuMba, AbarU ane saMgo joIne maryAdA karavI jethI aticAra lAgavAne bhaya na rahe. A badhA pratyenI mamatA jItavI e sahelI nathI. jagaDuzAhanuM nAma te Apa badhAe sAMbhaLyuM che. te mahAna dAnezvarI puNyAtmA hatA. dhamI paNa khUba hatA. te dariyA kinArethI gAmamAM pAchA vaLatA hatA tyAM bame saMbhaLANI. zeTha ! UbhA rahe. UbhA rahe. bUma sAMbhaLIne zeTha UbhA rahyA. tyAM eka vahANu najIka AvyuM. mANasoe kahyuM-tamArA vahANa amane sAmA maLyA. jagaDuzAhe kahyuM-bhAI o ! Ape mane bUma zA mATe pADI ? zeThajI ! ame ghaNuM rakhaDyA, ghaNuM bhaTakyA, bhaTakI bhaTakIne thAkI gayA paNa amAro mAla keIe kharIdayo nahi. amane vAta sAMbhaLavA maLI ke bhadrezvara baMdara evuM che ke tyAM keI nirAza thAya nahi. rAjagRhI nagarInI khyAti sAMbhaLIne vaNajhArA ratnakAMbaLa vecavA AvyA hatA tema A vepArIo bhadrezvaranI khyAti sAMbhaLIne AvyA hatA. vahANanA mANaso kahe che ke ame ahIM meTI AzAthI AvyA chIe. ApanuM nAma cAre bAju prakhyAta che, tethI AvyA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 791 chIe. jagaDuzAhane te mAna hatuM nahi. temaNe pUchayu-Apa kayA kAme AvyA che ? jagaDuzAhanuM jigara eTale jANe mINu ; mANaseAe kahyuM-zeTha ! amArA vahANamAM mINanA ceAsalA bharyAM che, amArA mAla kAI e kharIdayA nahiM, Apa amArA para kRpA karIne amArA mAla kharIdI leA. Apane levu hoya ke na levuM hAya paNa Apane kharIdavu paDaze. ame pAchA javAnA nathI. zeTha gheADI vAra vicAramAM paDI gayA. temaNe zu' vicAra karyAM haze ? tamane pUchuM te tamArA badhAnA javASa judA Avaze. zeTha vicAra kare che A mINanA dhaMdhA eTale pApanA dhaMdhA che. jaina kuLamAM janmelA zrAvakothI Ave pApano dhaMdho na karAya. mArAthI A mINu kevI rIte levAya ? A mANuse khUba karagaravA lAgyA. jagaDuzAhanuM jigara mINa jevu' hatuM. temanI kAkalUdI bharI vAtathI te pIgaLI gayA. bicArAne nirAza kema karAya ? mArAthI A dhaMdhA thAya nahi paNa je huM nihu lauM te A AzAbharyAM aMtarAnuM zuM ? leAbha mATe nahi, lAbha mATe nahi pazu dubhAtA A dine dilAsA ApavA mATe A vahANu kharIdavuM paDaze. zeThe bhAva tAla kAMI pUchyA niha. munimajI para ciThThI lakhI dIdhI ane mINanu gADu ghara tarapha ravAnA karyuM. vahANanA mAlika khuza thaI gayA. zeThanI dukAne jaine ciThThI ApI. munime badhA paisA cUkavI dIdhA. zeThane jyA javuM hatuM tyAM gayA. A pApa mArA gharamAM na joie : mINanuM bhareluM gADu' ghara tarapha Avyu tyAre jagaDuzAhanI patnI yaze|matI khAraNAmAM UbhI hatI. teNe gADAvALA bhAine pUchyuMzuM kAma che ? gADAvALA bhAie kahyuM-A gADu Apane tyAM utAravAnu che. kayAM utArIe ? zeThe A kharIdayu che ane Apane dhera utAravAnuM kahyu` che. yazAmatie joyu teA gADAmAM mINanA ceAsalA hatA. mINu jotAM enA manamAM eka jhATako lAgyA. ararara....patidevane A pApanA vepAra kema sUjhayeA ? amAre kAM dhananA tUTo che ? temane AvI kuti kema sUjhI ? te te vicAronA vamaLamAM aTavAI gaI. jo hu temanI sAcI dharma patnI hAu" te temanI A bhUla sudhAravA mATe kAMIka karavu' joie. A tamArI yazeAti jevI na hatI. tene khUba lAgI AvyuM. teNe kahyuM -A pApa mArA gharamAM nahi pesavA dauM. gharanI bahAra ceAkamAM jhADa hatuM. tyAM gADuM ThalavAyuM. gharanA ATalA sudhI paNa AvavA dIdhu' nahi. A pApa gharamAM pesADIne karavu che zuM? A pApa mAre na joIe. tenA manamAM tA eka duHkha che ke mArA pati A pApa lAvyA ja kema ? paisA ApIne kharIdayu che chatAM gharamAM na pesavA dIdhu. cAkamAM naMkhAvI dIdhuM. je thavu hAya te thAya. jIvanamAM pApanA bhaya ane saMteASa keTaleA che! jenA jIvanamAM saMteASa che te peAtAnI vartamAna sthitimAM saMtuSTa rahIne bhaviSyane ujajavaLa banAvavA mATe purUSArtha kare che. meTAmeTA zrAvakoe parigrahanI maryAdA karIne saMtASapUrvaka peAtAnu jIvana adhyAtma sAdhanAmAM joDayu che, puNIyA zrAvaka zu lAkhAnI sapatti meLavIne tenA upabhoga karI zakatA na hatA ? zuM te peAtAnI

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792 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi AvazyakatAo vadhArI zakatA nahatA ? vadhArI zakata paNa temaNe pitAnA jIvanamAM AdhyAtmika unnatine mATe e badhuM gauNa mAnyuM. saMteSa e eka eve guNa che ke badhI viSamatAone tyAganA AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM badalI de che. saMtoSa prakAza che. je AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnA mArgane prakAzita kare che. mINa vepAra mATe nahi paNa dayA mATe ? yazomatInA jInavamAM saMtoSa hato to pisA ApIne kharIdeluM mINa paNa pApane dhaMdhe levAthI gharamAM na AvavA dIdhuM. DI vAra thaI tyAM zeTha jamavA mATe AvyA. temaNe mINane cekamAM nAMkheluM joyuM. te gharamAM AvyA te yazematI kAMI bolI nahi. zeTha samajI gayA ke mArI patnIne A gamyuM nathI tethI cekamAM Dhagale karAvyo che. zeTha kAMI beyA nahi, tyAre patnIe sAmethI kahyuM ke tamane khabara paDI ke mINane Dhagalo kyAM karyo che? zeTha kahe, huM samajuM chuM ke A pApane vepAra che tethI tame gharamAM nAMkhavA dIdhuM nathI. svAmI ! te pachI A pApa lAvyA ja zA mATe ? ApaNe tyAM dhanane zuM toTo che? devI! A mINa meM vepAra mATe kharIdayuM nathI. mArI kevI kaphoDI sthiti thaI hatI te tane kayAM khabara che? mINane vepArI ghaNuM bhaTakaye chatAM kaI mAla kharIdanAra na maLyuM tethI teo akaLAI gayA, pagamAM paDIne mane karagaravA lAgyA ne kahyuM ApanI nAmanA sAMbhaLIne ame ahIM AvyA chIe mATe A mAla Apane kharIda paDaze, tethI dayA khAtara temanuM dila sAcavavA mATe meM lIdhe che. yazomatInI pApabhIrutA : yazomatI kahe che tamane dayA AvI te bhale AvI. tame mINa vepAra mATe nahi paNa temanuM dila sAcavavA lIdhuM e vAta sAcI paNa dila sAcavavAnA bIjA rastA kayAM nahotA? e mINanI jeTalI kiMmata thAya eTalA paisA ApI devA hatA ane mINa emane pAchuM laI javA devuM hatuM, paNa A pApa ApaNA gharamAM lAvyA zA mATe? tene kahevuM hatuM ke A mINa amAre na joIe. AvA karmo karavAthI thaze zuM tamAruM ? A yazomatI dhana pAchaLa pAgala na hatI. amArI bene je AvI yazomatI bane te tene pati dharmaviheNo rahe kharo? paNa Aje te baMnene lAvelA ne lAve; e sivAya vAta nahi; pachI tenA ThaThArA pUrA karavA mATe tamAre pApa karavAnA. e pApanA phaLa te tamAre ekalAne bhogavavA paDaze. yamatIe te patinI jhATakaNI barAbara kADhI. mINa te cekamAM paDyuM che. samaya jatAM jatAM cAra mahinA pasAra thaI gayA. cosalA paDayA che te kaI laI jatA te nathI ne? kaI vicAra nahi. koIne pUchatA nathI ke jotA paNa nathI. tame jenI pAchaLa doDadhAma karo cho te prArabdhamAM haze te maLaze. jaje, A zeThanuM prArabdha kevuM kAma kare che. A te tApaNuM ke senuM! ziyALAnI Rtu AvI. kaDakaDatI ThaMDI paDatI hatI. nAnA bALake ThaMDI uDADavA mATe lAkaDA, chANA saLagAvIne tApaNuM karavA beThA. bAjumAM mINanA cosalAne Dhagale paDayA hatA. eka chokarAnA manamAM thayuM ke mINanA A

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 793 cosalAo mahinAothI paDayA che tethI nakAmA lAge che. tenAthI tApaNuM sarasa saLagaze. eNe eka cesaluM laIne tApaNAmAM nAMkhyuM, moTo bhaDako thaye. chekarAo te kudavA lAgyA. temane majhA paDI. mINa ogaLI gayuM ane tenI vaccethI nIkaLeluM sonuM agnimAM jhaLahaLI rahyuM hatuM. A samaye yazomatInI najara tyAM paDI. aho! A to maNa nathI paNa mINamAM DhAMkeluM sonuM che. teNe aMdara jaIne patine bolAvyA. patie bahAra AvIne joyuM te AzcaryathI bolI uThayA : A to tApaNuM ke sonuM? yazomatIe kahyuM, ApaNane A sonuM paNa na khape, paNa nAtha! A senAne vecIne tenA je paisA upaje te ApaNe paramArthamAM vAparI nAMkhavA. A prasaMga banyA pachI tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke sonAnA rakSaNa mATe tene mINanI vacce saMtADayuM hatuM. je jagaDuzAhanA prArabdhamAM hatuM te sAmethI AvyuM. je bhAgyamAM na hoya te sonuM mAnIne le ne pittaLa nIkaLe. jIvanamAM nIti ane pramANikatA hatI te mINa lIdhuM ne sonuM nIkaLyuM, mATe saMtoSanA gharamAM Ave ane pApathI aTake. pAMcamAM vratano trIjo aticAra che " dupada caupada pamANaIkame. ' be pagavALA eTale nokara cAkara, dAsa dAsIonI maryAdA karI hoya tethI vadhu rakhAya nahi. cAra pagavALA eTale gAya, bheMsa, baLada Adi. AnaMda zrAvake maryAdA karI ke mAre cAra gokuLa eTale ka8 hajAra gAye rAkhavI, ethI vadhu mane na kare. A rIte gAya, bheMsa, gheDA, baLada AdinI maryAdA karI hoya tenA karatAM vadhu rAkhe to aticAra lAge. (4) "dhaNadhAna pamANaIkame.maNi, mukatA tathA mahorabaMdha nANuM e badhuM dhana che ane ghauM, cokhA, bAjarI Adi 24 jAtanA anAja che te dhAnya che. e badhAnI maryAdA karI hoya tenAthI vadhAre rAkhe te aticAra lAge. jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke parigraha te mahA anarthakArI che. durgatimAM laI janAra ane bhavanI paraMparA vadhAranAra che. bhagavAna bolyA che ke viyANiyA dukkhavivagaNaM dhaNaM mamattabaMdhaM ca mahAbhayAvahaM / kuvaraMdharamapura cattaraM vAre nizvALa TrahuM madaM utta.a.19gA.98 he AtmAo ! A dhana kevuM che? duHkhane vadhAranAra che evuM jANe. je vasatunA svarUpane barAbara jANe te tene samajIne cheDI zakaze. nAnA bALakane e jJAna nathI ke sApa karaDe te marI javAya eTale e sApane joze te paNa pakaDavA jaze. tamane jJAna che to sApathI dUra raheze. te rIte samaje ke dhananI mamatA duHkhane vadhAranAra che. tame dhaMdho kare che temAM khoTa AvI to tamAruM nUra UDI jAya che. divaso bekAra lAge che paNa dharma ArAdhanA vagaranA divaso ema cAlyA jAya te thAya che ke mArA divase bekAra jAya che. puNyavAna che haze tene AvuM thatuM haze. bAkI te jIvene jeTalI dhana pratye prIti che teTalI dharma pratye nathI. tana ane dhana mane pyArA e pyAre prabhu mane tuM nathI, kahuM chuM sAcI vAta, mAnI le prabhu Ajatana ane dhana...

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794 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi bhakta kahe che he prabhu! mane tana ane dhana jeTaluM vaheluM che teTalA prabhu tame mane sArA nathI. dhananI mamatA na chUTe to A bhavamAM duHkha ane parabhavamAM paNa duHkha. mammaNa zeTha pAse keTalI saMpatti hatI chatAM e bhavamAM sukha bhogavI zako nahi ane enI tIvra mamatAe narakane mahemAna banAvyo, tethI tyAM paNa duHkha. dhana mATe bhAI bhAI vacce, pitA-putra vacce jhaghaDA thAya che. A rIte dhana A bhavamAM duHkhadAyaka che, ane dhanane meLavavA karelA pApothI paraka paNa duHkhadAyaka che, mATe jJAnI bolyA che ke dhana e duHkhane vadhAranAra che. Aje tame badhA zuM mAno che? dhanathI jIvananuM sTAnDarDa vadhI jAya che paNa huM te kahuM chuM ke tenAthI AtmAnA guNonuM sTAnDarDa ghaTe che. eka vakhata paradezamAM dhanakubera henarIpherDane pUchavAmAM AvyuM ke duniyAmAM sauthI vadhu sukhI tame che? tyAre temaNe zuM kahyuM te sAMbhaLaje. temano javAba sAMbhaLavA je che. temaNe kahyuM huM te dhana upADanAra baLadra chuM. dhanasaMpattithI kayAre paNa koIne sukha maLyuM che kharuM ? dhanathI paNa vadhu AnaMda ApanAra vastuo A duniyAmAM che. jema ke sAta ATha varSathI khevAyela putra ke jenI maLavAnI AzA chUTI gaI hatI te putra mAtApitAne maLe to ke AnaMda thAya? zuM temane te AnaMda koI paNa kiMmata ApIne kharIdI zakAze kharo? nA. mATe dhanamAM sukha che e vAta bhUlI jAva. hA, je puNyAnubaMdhI puNya haze te dhana vadhatAM sAthe AtmAne vikAsa vadhaze. dhananI sAthe dharmanI sAdhanA paNa vadhatI jaze. tenuM cAritra tejasvI banaze. namratA, dayA, dAna, paropakAranI bhAvanAmAM bharatI Avaze. je pApanuM baMdhI puNyavALI lamI haze te dhana vadhatAM dharma bhUlAte jaze. abhimAna Avaze ane AtmAnI avanati thaze. evI lakSmI duHkhanA sAgaramAM dhakelI de che. jainadarzanamAM daSTi kare. je sthAna savA rUpiyAnI paMchavALA puNIyA zrAvakanuM che tevuM sthAna brahmadatta cakravatIne kayAM maLyuM che? jIvanamAM kiMmata dhananI nathI paNa dharmanI che, mATe prabhue samajAvyuM che ke he jI ! dhana e duHkhane vadhAranAra che. vaLI te mamatvanuM baMdhana karAvanAra che. mamattavarSa 2 mAmacAva" mamatvanuM baMdhana e mahAbhayanuM kAraNa che. jagatanA jIve bhayathI grasta banelA che. cAre bAju bhaya, bhaya ane bhaya. tame tamArA aMtarane pUcho ke tame bhaya vinA jIve che? savAre pathArImAMthI uThayA tyArathI bhayanI duniyAmAM rahe che. rAtre sUvAnA samaye paNa bhaya. kevI karUNa dazA che? jenI pAse abajo, karoDo ane lAkhonI saMpatti che tene keTale bhaya? te jIvatAM bhayathI jIve, mare to ya bhaya ane phaphaDATamAM mare. pise bhegA karavA mATe tene keTalA bhayamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe. Tekasa bacAvavA tathA sarakAranI najaramAMthI bacavA keTalA kALA dhoLA karavA paDe? kadAca pakaDAI jAya to keTalo bhaya? hAthakaDI ane jelanA saLiyA gaNavAnA. reDa paDavAnI ociMtI khabara paDe to bhareluM bhANuM mUkIne UThI jAya. phena upara phena kare. dukAnanA oTale

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ 75 UbhelA pitAnA mANasomAM paNa ophIsaranI kalpanA karI bhayabhIta banI jAya ane parasevo chUTI jAya. bhagavAne pharamAvyuM che taMpi se egayA dAyAyA vA vibhayanti, adattahAro vA se avaharanti, rAyANo vA se / vispati, iskuti vA che, virati vAre, vALa vA zarU ! AcAraMga sUtra A saMpattimAM svajane bhAga paDAve che athavA cora leke te saMpattine lUMTI jAya che, rAjA chInavI le che athavA vahepAramAM nukazAna lAgatAM nAza thAya che athavA agnino upadrava thatAM baLIne nAza thaI jAya che. ghaNAM prayatna bhUkha, tarasa, ThaMDI, garamI veThIne kALa akALanI paravA karyA vinA meLavelI lakSmIne nAza thatAM te AtmA duHkhane anubhave che. dhananI kAramI Asakti ane parigraha paranuM mamatva bhAva duHkhane AmaMtraNa Ape che. karoLiye potAnA mukhamAMthI lALa kADhIne tenI jALa bichAvI temAM phasAIne aMte pitAnA hAthe pitAnuM mota netare che. tene kadAca kaI samajAvavA jAya te paNa te na samaje kAraNa ke te ajJAna che paNa mAnavI te buddhimAna prANI che. te mamatvanI jALamAM phasAye, parigrahanI pAtaLI lALa paNa je na chUTI to tenA mATe ghaNuM bhayAvaha che. mamatvanA baMdhana pAchaLa durgatino, janma maraNane, duHkhano ane AtmAnI behAla dazA thavAno bhaya che. dhana pratyenI mamatA A bhavamAM paNa jIvane keTalI duHkhadAyI bane che! eka bhAI pAMca lAkha rUpiyAnI milakata laIne TrenamAM musApharI karato hate. te manane nabaLe hate. tenA manamAM e bhaya hato ke mArI pAse pAMca lAkha rUA. jevI mita che. kadAca UMghI jAuM ne mAruM A dhana kaI lUMTI le to? tenA manamAM gabharATa pedA thayo. sTezane gADI rokAI tyAM te bhAI DabbAmAMthI utarI gayA ane eMjina DrAyavara pAse gayA. DrAyavara kahe, kema zeTha! zuM kAma che? bhAI! mArI pAse pAMca lAkhanI mita che tethI bhaya lAgyo ke kaI mAruM dhana lUMTI jAya ke corI jAya to? mATe ahIM Avyo chuM. mane tamArI pAse besADe. mAruM sTezana Avaze tyAM utarI jaIza. gADI to saDasaDATa upaDI. DrAyavara kahe, bhAI ! A verAna jaMgala che. aMdhArI rAta che mATe tamArI pAse je pAMca lAkha rUpiyA che te begamAM mUkI do. bhAIe paisA begamAM mUkI dIdhA. te eTaluM samajato nathI ke pAMca lAkha joIne A DrAyavaranI buddhi paNa cAkhI raheze ke kema? paiso to bhalabhalAnI buddhi bagADe che. DrAyavare bhAInI pAse paisA begamAM mUkAvI dIdhA pachI te bhAIne UMcakIne je moTo bhaThTho bhaDabhaDa saLagate. have temAM phekI dIdho. pelA bhAIe ghaNI bUma pADI. bhAI! zA mATe mane pheMkI do cho? teNe ghaNI bUma pADI paNa gADInA avAjamAM koNa tenI bUme sAMbhaLe? bhAI to agnimAM baLIne bhaDathuM thaI gayA. baMdhuo ! paisAnI lAlasA kevA bhayaMkara pApa karAve che ! mATe jJAnI kahe che ke maryAdAmAM Ave.

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796 ]. [ zAradA ziromaNi A aticAramAM e samajavAnuM che ke tame jeTalI dhananI chUTa rAkhI hoya tenAthI adhika na vaparAya. vrata letA pahelAM jeTalI chUTa rAkhavI hoya teTalI rAkhe ke pachI aticAra lAgavAne bhaya na rahe. tame eka koDa rUpiyAnI chUTa rAkhI. bhAgyodaye kadAca koDa karatAM vadhI jAya te tamArAthI levAya nahi. je maryAdA karatAM vadhu saMgraha kare te aticAra lAge. 24 jAtanA dhAnya che tenI jiMdagIbharanI maryAdA na karI zake te eka varSa mATe maryAdA karo ke eka varSamAM mAre ghauM, bAjarI, cekhA Adi ATalA vAparavA. duniyAmAM keTalI jAtanA anAja thatA hoya che. kaMIkanA nAma paNa jANatA nathI. jarUriyAta pUratA rAkhIne bIjAnA paccakkhANa kare te pApane pravAha Avate aTakI jAya. A rIte dhananI ane dhAnyanI maryAdA karI hoya tenA karatA adhika vApare te aticAra lAge. kaviyapamANAikame.o zayyA, Asana, vastra, pAtra Adi gharavakharInA sAmAnanI je maryAdA karI hoya tenuM ullaMghana karavuM te aticAra che. A rIte pAMcamA vratanA aticAra samajAvyA. A vratamAM bhagavAne e vAta samajAvI ke zrAvake pitAnI jarUriyAtathI adhika bhUmi, makAna na rAkhavA. dhana dhAnyane vadhu saMgraha na kare. pazu Adi maryAdAthI vadhu na rAkhavA. tenA para mamatva na rAkhavuM. "te huM hiMdu muLI varasa nathi mama rU ." jene mamatva nathI te sAce mokSa mArgane jJAtA che, mATe dhanane duHkha vadhAranAra ane mahAbhayanuM kAraNa samajIne he AtmA tuM "muhAvaruM dhamapura guttara" sAcA sukhane ApanAra evA zreSThamAM zreSTha mahAna jJAnadarzanAdi guNone ane mokSane ApavAvALI evI dharmanI dhurAne dhAraNa kare, te zAzvata evA mekSanA sukhone pAmI zakazA. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra : guNasuMdaranA lagna thaI gayA. mANekacaMdanA manamAM muMjhavaNa hatI ke A chokarI zuM karaze ? paNa guNasuMdare potAnI buddhithI ratnasuMdarIne je javAba Ape te khabara paDatAM temanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. zuM tenI buddhi che! ratnasuMdarI DAhI, guNIyala chokarI hatI. guNasuMdaranI A vAtane tarata svIkAra karyo. guNasuMdare kahyuM-mane AzA na hatI ke tuM mArI A vAtane ATalI jaldIthI svIkAra karIza. e vAta have tyAM rahI. ratnasuMdarInA mAtApitAne saMtoSa thaye ke ratnAnA lagna sArI rIte thaI gayA. jamAI paNa sAro maLe. ratnasuMdarI paNa saMtoSa mAne che ane AvA pati maLavA badala potAnI jAtane bhAgyazALI mAne che paNa AnaMda nathI guNasuMdarane. manerane kakaDabhUsa thate mahela : pitAnA pati cAlyA gayA pachI bhISma pratijJA karIne teNe purUSaveza paheryo hato. A vezamAM rahIne teNe gopAlapuranI janatAne prema jItI lIdhA hatA. AbarU khUba vadhArI ane ane lagna paNa karyA paNa A badhuM tene vyartha lAgatuM hatuM. cAra cAra mahinA vItavA chatAM haju tenI IcchA pUrNa thaI nathI. sArA gAmanA leke prazaMsA karatA hatA chatAM ene mana kAMI na hatuM. tenuM dila rAtadivasa rahI rahyuM hatuM. samaya jatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. pAMca mahinA thayA. sADA pAMca mahinA thayA.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 797 have te 15 divasa bAkI rahyA. ghaNA prayatno karavA chatAM pati dekhAtA nathI. tenI AMkha sAme mota jhajhUmavA lAgyuM. ratnasuMdarI khUba buddhizALI hatI. te patinA mukha sAme jotA samajI gaI ke mArA pati bhale mane vAta karatA nathI, mane bahAnA batAve che paNa UMDe UDe temanA dilamAM kaI bhAre ciMtA hoya tevuM lAge che. jema jema divaso vitatA jAya che tema tema temanA mukha para ciMtAnI rekhA vadhatI jAya che. te ghaNuM pUche che paNa kAMI kahetA nathI. te te kahe mane kAMI nathI. divase jatAM cha mahinA pUrA thavAne have eka ja divasa bAkI hatuM. have tenuM haiyuM tUTI paDayuM. tenI AzAo dhULamAM maLI gaI. manamAM mane rathane mahela kakaDabhUsa thaI gaye. basa, have te pati maLe kyAMthI ! paNa tenI pratijJA eTale pratijJA temAM koI pheraphAra thAya nahi. guNasuMdara kahe mANekacaMdane, sAMbhaLe mArI vAta, mArI citA taiyAra karA, kAla savAre agnisnAna he.. guNasuMdare mANekacaMdane kahyuM-pitAjI ! cha mahinA pUrA thavAmAM Ajano eka divasa bAkI che. mArI pratijJA pUrNa thaI nathI mATe kAle savAre agnisnAna karavAnuM. Apa mArA mATe mazAnamAM citA taiyAra karavA lAkaDA maMgAve. te mATenI taiyArI karo. mAre kAle savAre agnisnAna karI jIvanane aMta ANavAne che. agnisnAna zabda sAMbhaLatA AMkhamAM AMsunI dhArA : guNasuMdaranI vAta sAMbhaLI mANekacaMde kahyuM beTA ! tuM A zuM bole che? mArAthI A zabdo saMbhaLAtA nathI. ema bolatA Dhagale thaIne paDayA. thoDI vAre bhAnamAM AvyA. pachI tyA beTA ! tArA pitAjI to dezamAM che. atyAre te huM tAre bApa chuM. tAruM A kAma mArAthI nahi bane. meM tane ucherI che. tAruM pAlanapoSaNa karyuM che. tArA mAthe vAtsalyabharyo hAtha pheravyo che. e hAthethI tArI citA kevI rIte khaDakI zakAya ? zuM kahuM tane jIvatA bALI mUkuM ? nA..nA... mArAthI e te nahi ja bane. AvuM bhayaMkara pApa karavAnuM tuM mane kayAre paNa kahIza nahi. keTalA ghera karmo baMdhAya ! ATaluM bolatAM temanI AMkhamAMthI daDadaDa AMsu paDavA lAgyA. pitAjI! ApaNe gharethI nIkaLyA tyAre pitAjIne zuM kahyuM che ? tyAre temanI pAse meM pratijJA karI che ke cha mahinAmAM je pati maLI jaze to huM tamane saMdeza mokalAvIza. je pati nahi maLe te huM agnisnAna karIza. te pratijJAthI huM calita nahi thAuM. mAro niyama eTale niyama. e sivAya have koI rasto nathI. have pati maLavAnI keI AzA nathI, pachI mAre jIvIne zuM kAma che ? have mANekacaMda zeTha guNasuMdarane zuM kaheze tenA bhAva avasare. bhAdaravA vada amAsane ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 87 : tA. 13-10-85 jinezvara bhagavaMtanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta. jinavANInA niraMtara zravaNathI AtmAmAM bharAI gayelA deze ane durgaNanI pichANu thAya. ajJAna

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798] [ zAradA ziremaNi TaLatuM jAya ane nitya na tattva prakAza ne guNe vikAsanuM mArgadarzana maLatuM rahe. jinavacana to anAdinA khaMdhA AtmarogonuM cikitsA zAstra che. enA nitya prayogathI mithyAtva, avirati, krodhAdi kaSAya, viSayAsakti, IrSA vagere rogo maTADI zakAya che. e rogo maTADavA mATe dAna, tapa, tyAga, vrataniyamo vagere auSadhe batAvI ne utsAha jagADe che. A auSadhionuM sevana mAtra manuSya bhavamAM thaI zake che, mATe jJAnI kahe che ke he jI ! tame jAgRta thAva. io vidvaMsamANassa, puNo saMbohi dullahA / sudAje tavAgo, dhama vicAre che sUya.sU.a.15gAthA.18 je ja sAdhanA, ArAdhanA karyA vinA A manuSya zarIrathI bhraSTa thaI jAya che tene pharI samyak bodhanI prApti thavI durlabha che, samyapha darzanane gya aMtaHkaraNanA zuddha pariNAma thavA te ati durlabha che. dharma prApta karavA gya zubha lezyAnI prApti paNa durlabha che. prathama vAra samakti manuSya bhavamAM pAmI zakAya che. manuSya janma e mokSamAM javA mATe pAsaporTa che ? Adhunika yugamAM paradezanI yAtrA te ghaNI vadhI gaI che. keI pharavA mATe, kaI dhaMdhA mATe, kaI bhaNavA mATe, te kaI rASTrIya saMmelanamAM bhAga levA mATe paradeza jAya che. paradeza javA mATe be cIjanI jarUra paDe che. eka pAsaporTanI ane bIjI videzI hUMDiyAmaNanI. je pAsaporTa na maLe te paradezanI musApharI thaI zakatI nathI. pAsaporTa hoya ane paradezI calaNa-nANuM na hoya te paradezanI sapharanI majhA mANI zakAtI nathI. A pAsaporTa regya adhikArIne apAya che. aneka vidhimAMthI pAra utaryA pachI pAsaporTa maLe che. A rIte ApaNe AtmA paNa cAra gati rUpa paradezanI yAtrAe nIkaLe che ane karmone sarvathA kSaya na kare tyAM sudhI te gatiomAM pharavAne che. AyuSya e nANuM che. AyuSya rUpI nANuM khUTI jaze eTale bIjI gatimAM javuM paDaze. paradeza javAne pAsaporTa egya adhikArIne apAya che. tema mikSa javA mATe pAsaporTa cAra gatinA jemAMthI mAtra 15 karmabhUminA paryApta manuSyane maLe che. je mokSa gatinI saphara karavI hoya to jIvanamAM samatAM, saMvega, tapa ane AtmAnuM jJAna joIze. tamArA paradezanA pAsapiorTamAM to lAgavaga cAlaze paNa ahIM te karmarAjA sAthe chetarapiMDI nahi cAle. dekhAva tyAgane karI bhega bhegavatA hazo to mekSane pAsaporTa nahi maLe. vairAgyanuM sarTIphikeTa laIne saMsAranI moja mANaze te tamAro pAsaporTa japta thaI jaze. pachI pariNAma zuM Avaze ? pharIpharIne janmamaraNanA pherAmAM pharavuM paDaze ane vividha yoniomAM bhaTakavuM paDaze. je A janmamAM muktine pAsaporTa nahi meLave te pachI bIjI koI gatimAM nahi maLe, mATe A jIvana mahAna kiMmatI che. tamAre eka nAnuM ke moTuM makAna banAvavuM hoya te pahelA ene plAna taiyAra kareAkITekaTanI salAha levA jAva. AkITekaTa pUche ke makAna bAMdhavA pAchaLa tamAre

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [799 keTalA rUpiyA kharcavA che ? makAna baMdhAvanAra AMkaDe kahe te pramANe AkITekaTa makAnano plAna banAvI Ape. thoDA samaya mATe je makAnamAM vasavATa kare che tenI ATalI ciMtA kare che paNa A jIvana rUpI makAnanI ciMtA karI che kharI ? A jIvana eka makAna che. A makAnane keI lAna taiyAra karyo che ? moTA bhAganA A makAno Aje beghATa ane baLa che, AuTa opha DeTa che kAraNa ke mAnavIe potAnA jIvana rUpI makAnane plAna taiyAra karyo nathI. A jIvana dvArA kevI gatimAM javuM che tenuM lakSya nakakI karyuM nathI. " plAna vinA makAna nahi tema lakSya vinA jIvana nahi. je jIvananI suMdara mahelAta UbhI karavI hoya to jIvana jIvavAne plAna banAve. jIvanane plAna gurU bhagavaMta rUpI AkITekaTa tamane banAvI Apaze. vItarAga bhagavaMtanA A AkITekaTa je plAna banAvI Apaze temAM tamane sukha ane zAMti maLaze. atyAre evA gurU bhagavaMta rUpI AkITekaTa tamane maLyA che. temanI pAse jIvana rUpI makAnane e plAna banAvI de ke pachI vAraMvAra navA makAna banAvavA na paDe. jemane zAsanapati bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI jevA AkITekaTa maLI gayA evA AnaMda zrAvakane jIvanane suMdara palAna ghaDI Ape. bhagavAna have AnaMda zrAvakane aticAranI samajutI Ape che. pAMca vratanA aticAra samajyA. have chaThuM dizAvata pAMcamA vratanI sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che. dizAomAM jIva doDadhAma zA mATe kare che ? parigraha-dhana meLavavA mATe ne ? dizAonI maryAdA karyA pachI game teTale lAbha thato hoya te paNa dizAonuM je pariNAma karyuM che tene oLaMgIne AgaLa javAya nahi. je jAya to aticAra lAge. (1) udisi pamANuAIkame (2) adisi pamANukame. UMcI ane nIcI dizAnI je maryAdA karI che te dizAmAM maryAdA bahAra lAbhanuM kAraNa heya te paNa javAya nahi. jAya to aticAra lAge. (3) tiriyadisi pamAikame. pUrva, pazcima, uttara ane dakSiNa A cAre dizAmAM javAnI jeTalI maryAdA karI che tenAthI adhika javAya nahi. game te prasaMga hoya ke dhaMdhAmAM lAbha thatuM hoya te paNa javAya nahi. vrata lIdhA pachI dIkare paradeza gayo. je tame AgAra rAkhyo na hoya te javAya nahi. je jAya to aticAra lAge. (4) khettavu. eka dizAnI maryAdA ghaTADIne bIjI dizA vadhArI hoya. mAne ke tamAre pUrva dizAmAM baso mAIlanI maryAdA che. ane bIjI dizAmAM 800 mAIlanI chUTa rAkhI che. basa mAIlanI maryAdA pUrI thaI gaI pachI te dizAmAM AgaLa javAya nahi. tyAre evo vicAra na karAya ke mAre pUrva dizAnI maryAdA pUrI thaI che to bIjI dizAnA 800 mAIlamAMthI ra00 mAIla temAM umerIne 400 mAIla jAuM. A rIte na karAya. eka dizAnA mAIla ghaTADIne bIjI dizAnA mAIla vadhAre te aticAra lAge. (5) saI aMtaradhAe. saMdeha paDavA chatAM AgaLa cAlyA gayA che. je maryAdA karI che te yAda rahyuM na hoya tethI manamAM saMdeha

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800 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi thAya ke meM je mAIlanI maryAdA karI che te 400 mAIlanI che ke tethI vadhAre che? e cekakasa yAda na hoya te 400 mAIlathI vadhAre jAya to aticAra lAge. vrata lIdhA pachI aticAra na lAge te mATe khUba sajAga rahevAnI jarUra che. jeTalI parigrahanI mamatA vadhAre teTalI dizAomAM doDadhAma vadhAre. jainadarzanamAM te parigrahanI Asakti anarthakArI kahI che paNa anya darzanamAM ya parigrahanI mamatA choDIne akiMcana banavAnuM kahyuM che, chatAM je AtmA parigrahanI Asakti vadhAre che te AtmAnI kevI dazA thAya che ? anya darzanamAM eka vAta Ave che. bauddha dharmanI A vAta che. dareka darzanamAM tyAganI mahattA samajAvI che. eka vAra bauddha dharmanA be ziSyo gurUnI AjJA laIne dharmapracAra mATe nIkaLyA. baMne vihAra karIne sAthe jAya che. AgaLa cAlatAM be rastA phaMTAyA. baMnee ekabIjAne kahyuM ApaNe ahIMthI judA paDI jaI e. je sAthe vicarazuM te ochA kSetrone lAbha ApI zakIzuM ane judA vicArIzuM to vadhu kSetrone lAbha maLaze. ema vicArIne baMne bhikSuka judA paDI gayA. baMne alaga alaga sthAnamAM jaIne lokone dharmano upadeza Ape che. A rIte vicaratA vicAratA divaso, mahinAo ane varSo pasAra thaI gayA. bAra varSo thayA chatAM baMne bhikSukane bheguM thavAnuM na banyuM. bhakatajanothI bhikSumAM AvelI zithilatA : A baMnemAM je nAnA bhikSu hatA te jJAnamAM, bhaNavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra thaI gayA. temanI vakatRtva kaLA eTalI AkarSaka hatI ke lokonA ToLeToLA temanuM pravacana sAMbhaLavA AvatA. temanA bhakto paNa ghaNuM banyA. pahelA temanI pAse mATInA pAtra, be cAra kapaDA ane bhaNavAnA pustaka sivAya kAMI na hatuM, paNa have bhakto khUba vadhI gayA. temane eka vastranI jarUra hatI tenA badale be thayA. bemAMthI vadhatA vadhatA dhIme dhIme ATha daza vastro, kAmaLI Adine saMgraha vadhato gayo. bhakto vadhyA tema mAyA vadhatI gaI. pahelA sAmAnya kiMmatanA vastra paheratA hatA. have mUlyavAna vastro paheravA lAgyA, te sivAya navA navA pAtra tathA navA sAdhane ekaThA karavA lAgyA. pahelA teo gharagharamAM bhikSAcarI karIne AhAra lAvatA hatA. have bhaktonA ToLA vadhyA eTale bhakto jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApavA lAgyA. bhikSA karIne jamavA karatAM Apa amArA ghera jamavA Ave. ghaNI vAra bhakto evA aMdha banI jAya che ke gurUnA AcAra vicAra joI zakatA nathI. jene dharmane raMga uparano hoya te kAMI jatA nathI. jene dharmane raMga aMtarane heya te AcAra vicArane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne bhakti kare. sukhazIlatAmAM moTA gurUbhAInI vismRtiH A bhikSu te bhaktonA AmaMtrathI temane tyAM jamavA gayA. pachI AgaLa vadhatAM to jamavA javAnuM baMdha thayuM. bhakto reja temanA mATe savAre dUdha-nAstA ane bapore miSTAna ApavA AvavA lAgyA. be traNa bhakto te temanI sevAmAM sAthe rahe. bhUkha sUkA AhAra bhikSu jIvanane vadhu daDha banAve. sArA miSTAnna, mIThA bhejane tathA badhI suvidhAo bhikSu jIvanane pramAdI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 801 banAve che. pariNAme patanane notare che. A bhikSu te khUba sukhazIla banI gayA. dezadezamAM vicAravAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. eka sthAnamAM rahevA lAgyA. A rIte bAra varSamAM to temaNe sArA sArA dAgInA, vastro, pAtra eTaluM badhuM bheguM karyuM ke jANe moTo zrImaMta na hAya! atyAra sudhI pitAnA moTA gurUbhAI kyAM vicare che? zuM kare che? te badhuM pitAnA sukhamAM bhUlI gayA. temanuM samaraNa paNa AvatuM na hatuM. moTAbhAIe ApelI samajaNa-sAce bhikSu keNu? : bAra bAra varSe vItyA bAda eka divasa temane vicAra AvyuM ke mArA gurUbhAI kayAM vicaratA haze? mAre te rahevA mATe suMdara maTha che, khAvApIvAnuM sarasa maLe che. bhakto taraphathI Adara satkAra paNa khUba thAya che eTale mane to AnaMda AnaMda che paNa mArA gurUbhAI kyAM haze ? temanI tapAsa karuM. te pitAne maTha choDIne gurUbhAIne zodhavA nIkaLyA. pharatA pharatA gAmathI 10-12 gAu dUra eka jhADa nIce temane dhyAna dharIne beThelA joyA. A bhikSunI bAjumAM tarakhaMDI paDI che ane je vastra paheryuM che te paNa phATaluM che. nAnA bhikSune te Azcarya thayuM ke A bhikSune rahevA mATe maTha nathI, paheravA sArA vastra nathI. phATelA kapaDA paheryA che. sarapaMDI sivAya kaI pAtra nathI. A zuM ? ATalA varSo vItyA chatAM te te evA ne evA rahyA che. A moTA bhikSuke samaya thatAM dhyAna pALyuM eTale A bhikSue pitAnA vicAro darzAvyA. temaNe meTA bhikSune pUchayuM-tame rahevA mATe maTha ke Azrama paNa nathI bAMdhyo ? ApanI pAse sArA kapaDA ke pAtra paNa dekhAtA nathI. moTA bhikSue kahyuM-bhAI ! maTha bAMdhIne eka sthAnamAM rahevAthI pramAda, sukhazIlatA AvI jAya che, dharmane bhUlI javAya che ane patananA mArge pahoMcI javAya che. bhAI ! tamArI vAta mane barAbara lAgatI nathI. eka sthAnamAM rahevAthI lokone upadeza sArI rIte roja TAimasara ApI zakAya che. huM te maThamAM rahIne ja lekone dharmopadeza ApuM chuM. have mAre bhikSA levA mATe ghara ghara pharavAnI jarUra nathI. mArA bhakto roja savAra, bapora, sAMje sAruM sAruM garama garama jamavAnuM ApI jAya che. moTA bhikSue kahyuM-bhAI! A tuM je badhuM kare che te ApaNA bhikSu jIvanamAM thAya nahi. bhikSune artha e che ke bhikSAcarI karIne khAvuM ane kone upadeza ApIne temanA AtmAnuM zreya karAvavuM. upadeza lokone manoraMjana mATe nahi paNa temanuM kalyANa thAya te uddezathI karavAnuM che. A bhikSunA manamAM thayuM ke mArA gurUbhAI te haju jUnA vicAro kare che tethI temane mArI vAta gamatI nathI. | nAnA bhikSunuM jIvana jotAM thayela duHkha nAnA bhikSune bhUkha khUba lAgI hatI eTale kahyuM bhAI ! mane bhUkha khUba lAgI che. kaMIka jamavAnuM Apane. bhAI ! tuM theDI vAra besa. huM hamaNAM bhikSA karIne laI AvuM chuM, pachI tane jamADIza. bhAI! zuM tame bhikSA levA jazo ? mane te loke divasamAM cAra cAra vAra bhajana mArA 51

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802] [zAradA ziramaNi maThamAM ApI jAya. meTA bhikSu te pitAnuM pAtra laIne gAmamAM bhikSA levA gayA. DI vAramAM jADI roTalI ane bApheluM zAka laIne AvyA. roTalImAM ghI na hatuM ane zAkamAM tela masAlA na hatA. temaNe nAnA bhikSune kahyuM-le, AhAra AvI gayo. Apa AhAra kaze. lukhI jADI roTalI hAthamAM lIdhI ne kahyuM-bhAI ! A jADI lukhI roTalI ne bApheluM zAka mArA gaLe utaraze nahi. A sAMbhaLatA moTA bhikSune khUba duHkha thayu. mAre nAne gurUbhAI ema bele ke A roTalI mArA gaLe utaraze nahi ! egataratte rure rasammi, atAlise se kuNai posa / tuvaNarasa pIjI mudde vAje, DhiLa tenA muLa virALo utta...32.gA.65 bhagavAna bolyA che je jIva mane rasamAM atyaMta anurakta bane che. amaneza (nahi gamatA) rasomAM TheSa kare che te ajJAnI jIva atyaMta duHkha ane pIDAne prApta kare che. vItarAgI muni te duHkhathI lepatA nathI. eTale temane mana te manejha, amanez baMne samAna che. mane rasa para rAga nathI ane amanejha para TheSa nathI. nAnA bhikSu sArA sArA mana rasomAM Asakta banyA eTale temane A roTalI ane zAka pratye aNagame thaye. moTA bhikSunA manamAM thayuM ke A nAnA bhikSue A bAra varSamAM sArA bhikSu jIvanane dhULamAM ragadoLI nAMkhyuM. nAnA bhikSu kahe, Apa eka vAra mArA maThamAM Ave. tyAMne badhe bhabhaka juo. mArA bhakto te eTalA badhA che ke mAre bhikSA levA javuM paDatuM nathI. mane lAge che ke tame tamArA jJAnane prabhAva janatA para pADI zakyA nathI. mArI ane tamArI vacce keTaluM aMtara che? bhAI! mAre tAre tyAM jevA AvavAnI jarUra nathI. mane te A jIvanamAM AtmamastI che. tuM tArA jIvanane khUba UMDANathI vicAra kara. te dIkSA lIdhI te tAre tyAM ghara, palaMga Adi hatuM ke nahi? gharamAM khAvAnuM zuM na hatuM? mevA mIThAI na hatA? tArI pAse gharabAra, mAla mita, jamIna, sukhanA sAdhane badhuM hatuM chatAM te A badhAne tyAga zA mATe karyo? A badhuM choDIne dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI? choDelI vastuone pharI bhogavavA mATe ? te samajIne, vicArIne joyuM che ane have pharI tene gavavA taiyAra thaye che? tyAgI maTIne bhAgI banI gaye ? "manI mama saMsI, amo vighAravA.'' bhegI AtmA saMsAramAM bhame che ane agI AtmA saMsArathI mukta thAya che. tame pitAne bauddha bhikSu kahe che. ApaNuM buddha bhagavAnanI AjJA che ke bhikSAe pakSInI jema vicaraNa ane bhikSAcaryA karavI joIe. jevI rIte pakSIo kaI vastune saMgraha karatA nathI tevI rIte bhikSuoe kaI vastune saMgraha kare joIe nahi tArI buddhi kayAM gaI? akhUTa sukha saMpattine cheDIne zuM lekanA mAna-sanmAna, Adara satkAra ane bhaktonA ToLA jamAvavA mATe dIkSA lIdhI che ? saMsArano tyAga karIne

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ 803 AmAM lapaTAI gayA ? tame sva-para kalyANa kevI rIte karI zakaze ? tamArA AtmAnuM kalyANa paNa kevI rIte thaze ? mArga bhUlelAne sAcA rAhe lAvavA mATe moTA bhikSue nAnA bhikSunI khUba jhATakaNI kADhI. nAnA bhikSunA hRdayamAM gurUbhAInI vAta gaLe utarI gaI, temane potAnI bhUla samajAI gaI. temaNe kahyuM- moTAbhAI ! ApanI vAta satya che. mArA aMdhakAramaya banelA jIvanamAM Ape jJAnane prakAza Apyo che. sAcA bhikSu to saMsArathI nirlepa thavAne mATe saMsArano tyAga karIne akiMcana bane che. kharekhara, huM bhAna bhUlI gayo. ajJAnatAnA kAraNe choDelA parigrahamAM pharI vAra phasAI gaye ane mArI akiMcana dazAne bhUlI gaye. basa, have mAre mArA maThamAM javuM nathI. ApanI sAthe vicarIza. kahevAne sAra e che ke A parigraha kaI vAra tyAgIne paNa pitAnI mAyAjALamAM phasAvI de che, mATe parigraha pratyenI mamatA ghaTADaze te vratamAM AvI zakazo. chaThThA vratanA aticAranI vAta thaI. have sAtamA vratamAM zuM vAta cAlaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : mArI pratijJA eTale pratijJA : guNasuMdarIne pitAne pati na maLavAthI potAnI pratijJA mujaba agnisnAna karavA tayAra thaI, tyAre mANekacaMde kahyuMbeTA ! A rIte agnisnAna karavAthI tene zuM lAbha ? tuM dhIraja rAkha. tArA pati gopAlapuramAM che, tuM jIvatI haze to kayAreka patine meLavIza. tuM sukhI thaIza ne A ratnasuMdarI paNa sukhI thaze. "jIvate nara bhadrA pAme. maraNa pachI te badho khela khatama. pitAjI! ahIM cha mahinAthI AvI chuM. bahArathI ujaLI thaIne pharuM chuM. loko mAruM mAna sanmAna kare che. badhA khammA khammA kare che. tame mAnatA hazo ke mArI dIkarI sukhI che paNa huM te patinA virahanI AgamAM rAta divasa baLI rahI chuM. reja ciMtAmAM baLavA karatA citAmAM baLI maravuM zuM khoTuM? jethI bIjI vedanA sahana karavI na paDe. have te temanI zI AzA rAkhavI? je mane maLavAnA heta te cha cha mahinAmAM maLI gayA na hota ? mANekacaMda guNasuMdarane ghaNuM samajAve che paNa guNasuMdara kaI rIte mAnatA nathI. te to eka ja pakaDa pakaDIne beTho che ke tame mArA mATe citA khaDakAve. huM kAle savAre agnisnAna karIza. mArI pratijJA eTale pratijJA. tamAre mArI A vAta mAnavI paDaze. mANekacaMdanuM tUTeluM hRdaya : mANekacaMde ghaNuM samajAvyuM chatAM guNasuMdara na mAnyo eTale tUTelA hadaye ane bhAMgyA page mANekacaMda zeTha uThayA. temanA dilamAM te khUba duHkha che. raDI raDIne AMkhe sujhI gaI che, chatAM guNasuMdare kahyuM eTale na chUTake raDatA dile citA mATe lAkaDAnI kharIdI karavA cAlyA. temanA paga sAva bhAMgI gayA che. cAlatA cAlatA cakkara Ave che ke mArI dIkarIne jIvatI bALavA mATe lAkaDA levA huM jAuM ? mArAthI e nahi bane. tenA bApujI mane pUchaze te huM temane zuM javAba ApIza? lAkaDA mAMgatA vepArIne thayeluM AzcaryaH mANekacaMda meTA lAkaDAvALAnI dukAne gayA. tyAM vicAre che ke mArI dIkarIne agnisnAna mATe zuM sAdA lAkaDA

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804 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa hoya ? gheADA sukhaDanA ane gheADA bIjA ema lauM. temaNe vepArIne kahyuM-mAre thADA sukhaDanA ane thADA bIjA lAkaDA joIe che. lAkaDAnA vepArI mANekacaMda ane guNasuMdarane oLakhatA hateA. mANekaca' zeThe lAkaDA mAMgyA eTale e camakayA. are kaMTha! tame ? keAnA mATe AvyA che ? vepArIne khabara hatI ke guNasuMdarane tyAM koI mAMdu na hatuM. acAnaka zu banyu haze ? zuM keAInuM hA besI gayu haze ? athavA bahArathI koI AvyuM haze tenuM kaMIka banyuM haze ? eTale vepArIe pUchyuM-mANekacaMda ! kANu gayuM ? A zabda sAMbhaLatA mANekacaMda tA chUTI pAke raDayA. temanuM haiyuM tA bharAyelu` hatu`. raDatA hRdaye AvyA hatA eTale A zabda sAMbhaLatA temanu' haiyuM tUTI paDayuM. mahAmusIbate bAMdhI rAkhelI AMsunA baMdha tUTI paDayA. lAkaDAneA vepArI A jotAM AbhA banI gayeA. teNe mANekacaMdane chAnA rAkhavA khUba prayatno karyAM. zeTha ! zA mATe raDe che? vepArIe temane khUba AzvAsana ApyuM. zeTha ! razeDA nahi. Apa zAMta dhAva. zu` banyu che te vAta karo. mANekacaMda zeThanu haiyuM bharAI gayuM che tethI khAlI gakatA nathI. have tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. AsA suda 2 ne magaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 88 * tA. 15-10-85 jJAnI bhagavaMte gRhastha jIvanane suMdara ane vyavasthita banAvavAne mATe cAra purUSA nuM varNana karyuM che. dhama, atha, kAma ane meAkSa. mAnavajIvanamAM purUSArtha karavAne mATe cAra sAdhana batAvyA che. zarIra, mana, buddhi ane AtmA. A cAra sAdhanA cAra purUSArthInI prAptithI satuSTa thAya che zarIra athI sa`tuSTa thAya che. mana kAmathI saMtuSTa thAya che. buddhi dharmAMthI sa MtuSTa thAya che ane AtmA peAtAnu' carama lakSya meAkSane meLavIne saMtuSTa thAya che. A cAra purUSAmAM dhama purUSAne sauthI AgaLa rAkhyA che ane mekSane chelle rAkhyA che. jevI rIte relagADImAM sauthI AgaLa enjina hoya che. gADI calAvanAra DrAyavara temAM rahe che. gADInA chellA DakhkhAmAM gA` hoya che. vacce yAtrikAnA DakhkhA hoya che. DrAyavara gADIne sArI rIte calAve che. yAtrikAne kayAMya dUra sudhI tenA sthAne pahoMcADe che. gADha gADInI dekhabhALa rAkhe che. basa, A rIte A cAra purUSArtha jIvananI relagADI samAna che. A relagADI dvArA mekSamAM paheAMcavuM che. A gADImAM sauthI AgaLa dha e eMjina DrAyavara che. je sauthI AgaLa che. te AtmAene Atma sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa lai jAya che. A gADImAM vacce aM, kAmarUpI jIvana yAtrIonA DabbA che. te kAMya bhaTakAI na jAya, mA`thI bhraSTa na thaI jAya eTalA mATe A DakhkhAonuM niyaMtraNa dharUpI DrAyavaranA hAthamAM che. chelle meAkSanA purUSAthI gA samAna vItarAgI sa'teA che. je A jIvanagADImAM kayAMya garabaDa thAya, jIvanayAtrA viparIta dizAmAM jatI rahe athavA mArgamAM kAMya khatarA thAya te te mAgadazana Ape che. Ape ghaNI vAra joyu' haze ke je vRkSanu mULa sUkAI jAya che tenA pAMdaDAM ane DALIone game teTalu sicana karavAmAM AveteA vRkSa haryuM bharyuM rahI zakatuM nathI. A

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [805 jIvana rUpI vRkSanuM mULa dharma che. artha ane kAma tenI DALIo ane pAMdaDA che. je mAnavI artha rUpI pAMdaDA ane kAma rUpI DALIone pANInuM siMcana kare che tenuM jIvana haryuMbharyuM rahI zakatuM nathI. je dharma rUpI mULane siMcana karavAmAM Ave te jIvanamAM sukhazAMti maLatI raheze ane AtmAnI unnati thatI raheze. vasaMtaRtumAM vRkSe kevA haryAbharyA hoya che. tenI chAyAmAM musAphare pitAne thAka utAre che. pakSIo paNa dUra dUrathI AvIne tenA para Azraya meLave che. jayAre pAnakhara Rtu Ave che tyAre e jhADanI DALIo sUkAI jAya che ane pAMdaDAM kharI paDe che pachI tenI pAse kaI pakSI ke musAphara AvatA nathI. te jaMgalamAM ekaluM UbhuM hoya che paNa je tenuM mULiyuM sajIvana haze to pharI vAra te navapallavita thaI jAya che. A rIte jIvana rUpI vRkSanA mULa dharmane sajIvana rAkhavAnuM che. A jIvanamAM kyAreka arthanI pAnakhara paNa Ave che. kayAreka kAmavAsanAnI garama lU tene satAve che. anIti, anyAyathI dhana meLavavAnA pralobhane paNa Ave che. te samaye jIvana vRkSanA dharma rUpI mULane surakSita rAkhyuM haze to A pralebhane, arthanI pAnakhara ke kAmavAsanAnI lU tene satAvI zakaze nahi ane eka divasa te AtmAnI anupama vasaMtane khIlavI zakaze, mATe dharmane surakSita rAkhavAnI jarUra che. dharmane pAyo majabUta banAvavAno che. mAnI le ke eka mahelanI divAle khUba majabUta che. tenA para raMgarogAna khUba suMdara karyA che. phanIcara paNa sarasa ane suMdara geThavyuM che paNa te makAnane pAye kAce che te A suMdara mahela keTalA divaso sudhI Takaze? joradAra vaMToLa AvatA te dharAzAyI thaI jaze. A rIte jIvana mahelanI dhanasaMpatti rUpI divAle ghaNI majabUta che. temAM viSaya sukhanuM raMgarogAna karyuM che paNa jIvana mahelane dharmarUpI pAyo khUba kAce che. bahArathI dharmAnuSThAna kare che paNa aMdara piolamapola che. dharma rUpI majabUta pAyA vinA jIvana mahela keTalA divasa TakI zakaze? dharma vinAnuM jIvana lagAma vinAnA ghaDA jevuM che mATe jIvanamAM dharma purUSArthanI avazya jarUra che. dharmanuM pallu artha ane kAmanA 59lA karatA vajanadAra hoya tyAre jIvana sukhazAMtimaya banI zake che. jemanuM jIvana dharma purUSArthamAM AgaLa vadhI rahyuM che evA AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta cAle che. bhagavAna temane sAtamA vratanA aticAra samajAve che. sAtamA vratanuM nAma che uvaga paribhega. je eka vAra bhegavAya te vibhAga ane vAraMvAra bhogavAya te paribhega. AnaMda zrAvake ra1 belanI maryAdA karI. tame paNa roja roja mATe 26 bolanI maryAdA karI zako cho. maryAdA nathI tethI pApano pravAha te AvyA kare che. sAtamA vratamAM pAMca aticAra ane 15 karmAdAnanuM svarUpa samajAvyuM che. pahele aticAra che (1) sacittAhAre: saceta vastu khAdhI hoya. ahIM sacittAhArano artha e samajavo joIe ke zrAvake pANI, phaLa Adi saceta vastuonI je maryAdA karI che tenAthI adhika vApare te aticAra lAge. (2) sacittapaDibaddhAhAre

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[ zAradA ziromaNi sacetanI sAthe lAgela aceta vastu khAdhI heya. vRkSanI sAthe lAgela lIMbaDAne guMdara Adi khAdhuM hoya, saceta vastunI maryAdA karanArane AvI vastuo na khavAya. (3) apelio sahi bhaphakhaNayA : jemAM jIvanA pradeza rahI gayA hoya evI vastu khAdhI heya kAkaDI Adi zAka cUle mUkIne tarata utArI lIdhuM hoya tethI te barAbara aceta thatuM nathI mATe zrAvakethI AvA kAcApAkA zAka Adi na khavAya. khAya te aticAra lAge. (4) pelie sahi bhaphakhaNayA: kharAba rIte pakavele AhAra karyo hoya. bhaDathA, uMdhIyA vagere udhIyAmAM ghaNI vAra AkhI pApaDI Adi joyA vinA naMkhAya che, tethI jenI jatanA rahetI nathI. A zAkamAM ghaNI vAra jIvAte heya che. tene je AkhA ne AkhA bAphI devAmAM Ave te keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thaI jAya. A abhakSa AhAra kare te zrAvaka kahevAya kharo? sAce zrAvaka te e ja vicAra kare ke mAre jIvana nibhAvavA khAvuM paDe che paNa te khAtAM pApa kema ochA lAge te rIte khAvuM joIe. AvA AhAra karavAthI aticAra doSa lAge che. A badhA pApa jIbhanA svAda mATe thAya che. eka rasendriyanA svAda mANavA jatAM jIvanI dazA kevI thAya che? eka vAra eka bhAI taiyAra thaIne bahAra javA nIkaLatuM hatuM, tyAM tene traNa cAra chIMka AvI. patnI kahe, ubhA rahe. tame bahAra na jaze. tamane zaradI thaI lAge che. huM tamane mazAlAvALI garama garama cA banAvI ApuM chuM. A bhAI jIbhanA svAdIyA ghaNu hatA. te te manamAM harakhAI gayA ke Aje TesTadAra masAlAvALI cA pIvA maLaze. patnIe masAlAvALI cA banAvI ApI ane bhAIe TesTathI pIdhI. tene te zaradI thaI na hatI paNa cAnA svAdamAM lalacAle eTale kahyuM nahi ke mane zaradI thaI nathI. cA pIne te bahAra nIkaLavA game tyAM bIjI vAra be traNa chIMka AvI. patnI kahe-tamane bhAre zaradI thaI gaI che. UbhA rahe, bIjI vAra cA banAvI ApuM. patnIe bIjI vAra masAlAvALI cA banAvI. patine be kapa cA pIvaDAvI pachI kahyuM-ATalI badhI zaradI thaI gaI che. Aje bahAra javuM nathI. bahAranI havA lAgaze te vadhAre zaradI thaze. huM tamane bAma ghasI dauM. tame oDhIne sUI jAo. A bhAIne zaradInA bahAne babbe vAra garama cA pIvA maLI eTale te khuza thayo paNa bAma lagADavAnuM kahyuM te na gamyuM. mane zaradI te che nahi ane garamI ghaNuM che. bAma kevI rIte sahana thAya? paNa A te zrImatInI AjJA eTale mAnavI paDe. bhAI to sUI gayA. patnIe bAma lagADI dIdhuM. bAma lagADIne traNa cAra dhAbaLA oDhADayA. A bhAInuM te AvI banyuM. eka te dhamadhakhato unALo. vaizAkha mahinAnA bhaDakA jevA taDakA. temAM garama cA pIvaDAvI, bAma ghasI ane upara garama khUMce tevA dhAbaLA oDhADavA. pachI zuM bAkI rahe? te to parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gaye. zarIramAMthI pANI TapakavA lAgyuM. tenAthI sahana na thayuM. teNe te dhAbaLA kADhI nAMkhyA ne beThe thaI gaye. patnI kahe-huM uThavA nahi dauM. dhAbaLA oDhIne sUI jaze eTale zaradI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 807 maTI jaze. bhAIe kahyuM-mArAthI A garamImAM dhAbaLA nathI sahevAtA. parasevAthI rebajheba thaI gayo chuM. mane kAMI evI zaradI thaI nathI. patnI kahe, zaradI thayA vagara ATalI badhI chIMka Ave nahi mATe mAruM kahyuM mAne. bAma lagADa che eTale kAmaLA oDhIne sUI javAthI zaradI maTI jaze. bhAI te zrImatIjI pAse kAMI bolI zakyA nahi. bhAIne sUI javuM paDyuM. patnIe te cAra garama dhAbaLA oDhADayA. bhAI te evA gabharAI gayA ke mAruM te AvI banyuM. ararara.... Ane patnI kahevI ke zuM kahevuM ? bhAIe to pAMca miniTamAM dhAbaLA kADhIne pheMkI dIdhA. parasevo te eTale badhe vanya hatuM ke pANI TapakatuM hatuM. patnI kahe, juo, A parasevA vATe badhI zaradI bahAra nIkaLI gaI. are, zuM zaradI bahAra nIkaLI gaI? huM te marI gaye. gabharAmaNa thaI gaI. tArI be kapa cAe te nakheda vALI dIdhuM. manamAM te thAya che ke kayAM bhaMga lAgyA ke huM cAnA TesTamAM lalacA. mAre TesTa te barAbara nIkaLI gayA. cAne svAda mANavA Ubhe rahyo na heta te mArI A dazA na thAta ne? jeNe rasendriya jItI che te kharAba rIte pakavele AhAra khAya nahi. pAMcama aticAra che tuccha sahi bhakhayA jemAM khAvAnuM che ane pheMkI devAnuM jhANuM evI vastu khAdhI heya. zeraDI, sItAphaLa Adi. A cIjomAM khAvAnuM thoDuM ne phekI devAnuM vadhAre hoya che. zeraDInA kUcA Adi jyAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave tyAM kIDIo ane mAkhIo khUba thAya che. je tenA para mANasane ke pazune paga AvI jAya athavA kaI vAhana nIkaLe to te jIvane kaccaraghANa nIkaLI jAya che mATe AvI vastu zrAvakee khAvI nahi. A pAMca aticAra che. have 15 karmAdAna kayA che te samajIe. karmone grahaNa karavAmAM je kAraNa rUpa bane che arthAta jenA dvArA kaThIna karmonuM graDaNa thAya che tene karmAdAna kahe che. A karmAdAnanA vepAra evA che ke jemAM ghera hiMsA thAya che jemAM karmanA Dhaga bhegA thAya che. arthAta AvA vepArathI jJAnAvaraNIya Adi karmone prabaLa baMdha thAya che. A kAMdAnenuM sevana zrAvakee pite karavuM nahi, bIjA pAse karAvavuM nahi ane karatAne anudana paNa ApavuM nahi. te karmAdAna A pramANe che. (1) igalakame : lAkaDA bALIne kelasa banAvavAnuM baMdha kare. lAkaDAne bALavAthI agnikAya, vAukAya ane vanaspatikAyanI jabbara hiMsA thAya che. agni bheMya paDe tyAM kIDI, maMkaDA Adi keTalAya trasa jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. temAM ghera pApa baMdhAya che ane durgatinI TikiTa phATe che. huM te kahuM chuM ke garIba rahevAnuM pasaMda karajo paNa karyAdAnanA vepAra te karaze nahi. (2) vaNakarme : vananA vRkSone kapAvIne lAkaDA Adi vecavA. je vRkSa para ghaNuM pakSIo AvIne besatA hatA te jhADa kapAI javAthI te paMkhIo keTalA nisAsA nAkhe. keInuM makAna acAnaka tUTI paDe ne bIje kaI sthAne rahevAnI jagyA na hoya te mAnavIne kevA nisAsA paDe che. have

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808 ] |[ zAradA ziremaNi huM kayAM jAuM ? tema paMkhIo pitAnuM AzrayasthAna tUTI jatAM nisAsA nAkhe che. koI vAra paMkhIoe mALA bAMdhyA hoya te jhADa kApI nAMkhatA mALA paDI jAya ane paMcendriya jIvonI hiMsA thaI jAya mATe AvA vepAra karazo nahi. (3) sADIkame H baLadagADI, gADA, ratha Adi banAvIne vecavAno dhaMdho kare, athavA AthA vagere nAMkhIne vastu banAvI vecavAne vepAra kare. (4) bhADIkamsa : baLada, gheDA Adine bhADe ApavAno vepAra kare. (5) pheDIkamma : khANa khodAvavI, kUvA, taLAva vagere khodAvavA, pRthvIne khadAvI meTI suraMga karAvavI. AvA dhaMdhA karavAmAM ghera pApa baMdhAya che. (6) datavANijaje : hAthIdAMtane vepAra kare. hAthIdAMta meLavavA mATe hAthIonI kevI karUNa dazA thAya che ane te maraNane zaraNa thAya che mATe hAthIdAMtanI bagaDI Adi kaI cIja paheravI nahi. (7) lakakhavANijaje : lAkhano vepAra kare. AsAma bAju lAkha bahu thAya che. amuka jIvaDA thAya che tene mArI nAMkhIne A lAkha banAvAya che. bhagavAnane zrAvaka karmAdAnane eka paNa vepAra na kare. (8) rasavANije madirA Adi rasane vepAra kare che. A dhaMdhAmAM kadAca lAkhonI kamANI thatI hoya te paNa bhagavAnanA zrAvake A vepAra kare nahi. (9) visavANije ? aphINa, jhera, viSa Adine vepAra kare. A vastuo khAvAthI mANasa marI jAya che. keI vAra aphINa, jhera Adi pIne ApaghAta paNa kare che, temaja talavAra, baMduka, rAiphala, dhanuSyabANa Adi je hiMsaka hathiyAre che tene samAveza paNa A belamAM thaI jAya che. (10) kesavANije camarI gAyanA vALa Adina vepAra kare. A camarI gAyanA vALa utAre tyAre tene keTalI vedanA thAya che temaja dAsa-dAsI, gulAma ke pazu pakSIone vecavAne baMdha karo. A badhA vepAra karavAthI mahAna pApanA bhAgIdAra thavAya che. (11) jantapIlakarme : ghANI Adi maMtrothI tala, magaphaLI, sarasava vagere pIlavAne dhaMdho karavo. leTa daLavAnI nAnI moTI ghaMTIo vagere vecavAno dhaMdho kare. jemAM vIse kalAka ekendriya jI pIsAyA kare, temaja anAjamAM kaI kaI vAra dhaneDA, IyaLa Adi hoya che. je jIvanI jatanA karyA vagara anAja daLAve te trasasthAvara onI hiMsA thaI jAya che. zrAvakothI moTA moTA kArakhAnA paNa naMkhAya nahi. (12) nilaMchaNakame : baLada, gAya AdinA avaya chedAvavA, temane DAma devA. (13) davagidAyaH dAvAnaLa saLagAve. jaMgalanI bhUmine khetIlAyaka banAvavA dAvAgni lagADavo. A AgamAM tyAM rahelA trasa ane thAvara jIvane saMhAra thaI jAya che. (14) saradahalAgAsaNayA : sarovara, draha, vAva, kUvA, taLAva AdinA pANIne ulecAvavA, khAlI karAvavA ke sUkavI devA. jyAM pANI hoya tyAM lIla, phUga ke sevALa hoya, temaja pANInA Azraye pirA Adi trasa jIve hoya che. jaLAzayAnA pANI ulecAvavAthI A badhA trasa jIvenI hiMsA thAya che. (15) asaIjaNasaNayA : hiMsaka jIva pALI piSIne vepAra karyo hoya. zikArI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 809 bilADA, kUtarA Adi hiMsaka ivene pALIne hiMsAnA kAma karAve temaja tene vecavAno vepAra kare. (kulaTA strIone rAkhI temanI pAse vezyAnA kAmo karAvI AjIvikA calAve.) AnaMda zrAvake paMdara karmAdAnanA vepAranA paccakkhANa karyA. bhagavAnanA zrAvake athavA jemane pApanI bhItI lAge evA AtmAothI karmAdAnane eka paNa vepAra karAya nahi. dhananI Asakti mATe, dhananA vadhu saMgrahane mATe AvA karmAdAnano eka paNa vepAra karazo nahi. tevA dhaMdhAmAM paisA dhIrazo nahi ane karatAne anumodana paNa Apazo nahi. A badhA pApa prAyaH bIjA mATe karo che. tamAre te keTaluM joIe ? zALa snAna na ma ratha ! " karelA karmo bhogavyA vinA chUTako nathI. A karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAthI pApane paTArA bharAya che. jIva bhAre kamI bane che. sAtamA vratanA pAMca aticAra ane 15 karmAdAna jANavA paNa AdaravA nahi. Apa badhA karmadAnanuM svarUpa samajyA. have Apa eTale nirNaya karajo ke game tevI sthitimAM ke game tevA saMyogomAM paNa mAre karmAdAnanA vepAra te karavA nahi. gozAlakanA zrAvake karmAdAnanuM vepAra kare nahi, kaMdamULa khAya nahi te pachI tame badhA te zAsana ziromaNi bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA zrAvake che te tamArAthI karmAdAnanA vepAra thAya kharA ? kaMdamULa khavAya kharuM ? nA..nA... AvA mahApApanA dhaMdhA karazo nahi, karAvaze nahi, je kare tene tyAM paisA dhIravA jaze nahi. je paisA dhIraze te paNa tame pApanA bhAgIdAra banaze. A rIte sAtamA vratamAM karmAdAnanuM svarUpa samajyA. have AThamA vratamAM zuM bhAva cAlaze te vAta avasare. caritra H hibakA bharatA mANekacaMda zeTha : mANekacaMda zeTha citA mATe lAkaDA levA vepArIne tyAM gayA. vepArIe pUchyuM-zeTha ! keNu cAlyuM gayuM ? A sAMbhaLatA haiyuM khUba bharAI gayuM, temanI AMkhamAMthI to zrAvaNa bhAdara vahI rahyo che. vepArIe khUba khUba pUchyuM-zeTha ! bole te kharA ke zuM thayuM ? chatAM zeTha zAMta thatA nathI ne hIbakA bharIne raDe che. temanuM haiyuM zAMta thAya kevI rIte ? A kaMI thoDuM keInuM mRtyu thayuM che ? A to jIvatAnI citA saLagAvavAnI hatI. te bIjA koInI nahi paNa pitAnA zeThanI vahAlasoyI, hoMziyAra, lADalI dIkarInI ! tethI temanuM aMtara vadhu raDI rahyuM che. A vAta kaIne karavI kevI rIte ? zeThane raDatA joIne AjubAjuthI leke bhegA thaI gayA. badhA ekabIjAne pUche che zuM thayuM ? haju te be mahinA pahelA mANekacaMde dIkarAne paraNAvyuM che. ekAeka zuM thayuM ? badhAe lAkaDAnA vepArIne pUchayuM-vepArIe kahayuM, mane khabara nathI. te lAkaDA levA AvyA tyAre meM pUchayuM ke zeTha! keNa gayuM ? A zabda sAMbhaLatA teo haiyAphATa raDavA lAgyA. badhAe khUba pUchayuM. zeThanI bolatA jIbha upaDatI nathI chatAM raDatA raDatA kahyuM-mAro vahAlo dIkaro guNasuMdara jIvatA agninAna kare che. zuM guNasuMdara agnisnAna kare che ? zA mATe ? guNasuMdaranI gopAlapuramAM kIti khUba hatI. tenA yazagAna gavAtA

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810 ] | [ zAradA ziremaNi hatA eTale guNasuMdara agnisnAna kare che. e sAMbhaLatA badhAnA haiye hAtha paDI gayA. nAnA moTA badhAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvyA. vepArIe pADelI bUma bacAve...bacAve vepArIe to lAkaDA ApavAnI nA pADI dIdhI. te te dukAna khullI mUkIne bajAramAM cauTA vacce jaIne bUmo mAravA lAgyA. bacAve...bacAve. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke zuM vepArInI dukAne kAMI thayuM che? bacAvonI bUmo kema pADe che? tyAM te vepArI be bacAve..guNasuMdara AtmahatyA kare che. vepArInI karUNa cIse sAMbhaLIne badhA vepArIo dukAne khullI mUkIne AvyA. keI tijorI ke dukAna baMdha karavA na rahyA. gAmamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo koI kahe ke guNasuMdara te moTo vepArI che. tenI A gAmamAM khyAti ghaNI che. te zA mATe agnisnAna karavA Icche che? zuM kAraNa haze? kaI kahe tene vepAramAM moTI oTa AvI haze! badhAnA paisA cUkavI zake evA saMge nahi hoya tethI pitAnI AbarU, lajajA mATe maravAnuM IcchatA haze! kaMI kAraNa vinA bharayuvAnImAM AtmahatyA na kare. lokomAM jAtajAtanI vAto thavA lAgI. pANImAM telanuM TIpuM nAkho. te pANImAM prasarI jAya tema jotajotAmAM A vAta AkhA gAmamAM prasarI gaI ke guNasuMdara agnisnAna kare che. karNopakaNe cAlatI vAta, pahoMcI naravara pAsa nareza gharathI cAlI Avyo, bheda jANavA khAsa he... eka kAnethI bIje kAne jatAM jatAM vAta nagaranarezanA kAne pahoMcI gaI. temanA manamAM thayuM ke A nAmAMkita, yazanAmI guNasuMdara agiranAna zA mATe kare che? guNasuMdare rAjAnuM dila jItI lIdhuM hatuM. rAjA te mArate ghoDe keIne sAthe lIdhA vinA ekalA guNasuMdaranA mahele AvyA. guNasuMdaranA mahele te mANasonI ThaTha jAmI che. mANasanI bhIDa joIne ratnasAra zeThe pUchayuM-zuM che? kema ATalA badhA mANase ekatra thayA cho? zeTha! tamArA jamAI guNasuMdara arinAna kare che. are...Apa zuM kahe che? haju to mArI dIkarInA lagna karyA be mahinA thayA che tyAM A dukha ! te to bhAna gumAvI beThA. pANI chAMTIne bhAnamAM lAvyA. te paNa raDatA raDatA mahele AvyA guNasuMdaranA mahelamAM karUNa rUdanane avAja AvatA hatA. ratnasuMdarI paNa bebhAna thaIne paDI. have tyAM zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. Aso suda 4 ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 89 : tA. 17-10-85 anaMtajJAnI jinezvara bhagavaMte A saMsAramAM cAra jAtanA mAnava batAvyA. (1) paramAthI (2) svArthanI sAthe paramArtha karanArA (3) svAthI (4) adhama. paramAthI sapurUSa te che ke je potAne svArtha na jotAM bIjAnA hitane mATe prayatna kare che. bIjI koTinA je sAmAnya vyakti che te pitAne svArtha sAdhe ane bIjAnA sukha mATe

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 811 paNa prayatna kare. je svArthI che te pitAnA svArtha mATe bIjAnA sukhane nAza kare ane je adhama che te te koI jAtanA prayajana vinA bIjAnA hitane nAza kare. svArthI manuSya mAtra pitAne lAbha jue che. te mATe bIjAnuM game teTaluM nukazAna thAya, tene game tevuM kaSTa paDe te paNa tenI paravAha nathI karatA. A saMsAramAM saMgharSo, keSa, irSA, lebha, lAlasA Adi samasta denuM mULa kAraNa svArtha che. evo svArthI mAnava potAnA sadguNene dhIme dhIme gumAvI bese che. svArthapUrNa jIvana sauthI vadhu duHkhamaya jIvana che. | svArtha ane paramArthamAM ghaNuM aMtara che. je zarIranI suvidhA Ape paNa AtmAnI upekSA kare tene svArtha kahevAya che. paramArthamAM AtmakalyANanuM dhyAna rAkhavAmAM Ave che. sAMsArika sukhone upabhoga karavAthI zArIrika sukha maLe che paNa AtmA sukhI nathI banate. paropakAra ane paramArthanA kAryo karavAthI AtmA sukhI thAya che. je vivekala AtmA che te sAcuM sukha meLavavAne mATe svArtha sukhanI apekSA karatAM paramArtha sukhane adhika mahatva Ape che. paramArtha sukhane mATe te svArtha sukhane tyAga kare che, kAraNa ke te samaje che ke zArIrika sukha te kSaNika che jyAre Atmika sukha, satya, zAzvata ane yathArtha che. paramArtha pUrNa jIvana svargIya sukha zAMtine bhaMDAra che. paramArtha buddhi rAkhanAra vyaktinuM jIvana khUba sukhI ane saMtoSI hoya che. paramAthI AtmA te saMteSI hoya paNa tenA saMparkamAM AvavAvALA jI paNa saMtuSTa ane prasanna rahe che, tethI AtmAno AnaMda vadhI jAya che. badhA leke temanI prazaMsA kare che. jyAre svAthI mANasa adhika adhika vastuo meLavavA ane potAne vArtha pUro karavA saMdharSo kare che. kaMIka evA jIve che ke pitAne ane parivAra Adine svArtha sAthe ane bIjA jI para paramArtha paNa kare. khetI, dhaMdhA karavA emAM pitAne svArtha te che paNa je temAM bhAvanA UMcI heya te paramArthane lAbha paNa maLI zake. jema eka kheDUta khetI kare che. te vicAre che ke A khetInI mane je Avaka thaze tenAthI mArA parivAranI AjIvikA cAlI raheze, jIvana jarUriyAtanI badhI vastuo mane maLI raheze. sAthe kheDUta e paNa vicAra kare che ke khetI karavI e mAruM kartavya che. A khetImAMthI dezane, rASTrane anAja maLaze. mArI jarUriyAta pUrI thayA pachI je anAja bacaze te huM samAjane sevA mATe yogya bhAvamAM ApIza tethI mane lAbha thaze. jIvana nibhAvavA paisAnI jarUra che tethI egya bhAvamAM vecIne pisA meLavIza paNa vadhu kamAvA mATe bhAva vadhAre nahi vadhAruM, AnuM nAma svArtha sAthe paramArtha. AvA jI svArthanI sAthe paramArthanuM puNya paNa upArjana karI zake che. A saMsAramAM utthAna ane patananA be mArga che. ekane paramArtha kahe che ane bIjAne svArtha kahe che. svAthI jIvananuM pariNAma duHkha, kaleza, azAMti ane karmabaMdhana che jyAre paramArthI jIvananuM pariNAma

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812 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi sukha, zAMti, svarga, prazaMsA Adi che. A cAra prakAranA jIvanamAM sauthI zreSTha jIvana paramAthI jIvana che. paramAthI jIvana jIvanArA AnaMda zrAvakane bhagavAna have AThamA vratanA aticAra samajAve che. AThamuM vrata che anarthadaMDa. jemAM jIvane koI lAbha na hoya chatAM bolavuM, kArya karavuM jethI AtmA malIna thAya te anarthadaMDa. A vratamAM khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. vagara kAraNe jIva khUba daMDAI jAya che ane karmanA bhAtA bAMdhe che. AThamA vratanA pAMca aticAra che. te jANavA paNa AdaravA nahi. (1) kaMdapeH kAmavAsanA saMbaMdhI vAta karavI, ceSTAo karavI te aticAra. Aje te evI nevele bahAra paDI che ke je vAMcatA jIvanuM patana thAya. bahAra bhI te para posTaro paNa evA eDavAmAM Ave che ke kAmavAsanA utpanna thAya, temaja sinemA, TI vI. ane vIDiye e badhuM zrAvakathI jovAya nahi. moTA bhAge te pikacaramAM kAma vadhe evI kuceSTAo hoya che. e jevAthI jhera caDhe che. bhagavAna bolyA che ke kaMdappa kukkuyAI, taha sIla sahAvahAsavigahAhiM / vidato ya paraM, mavi . a.36.gA.ra69 " viSaya vikAra utpanna kare tevI vAto karavI, bhAMDa samAna bIjAne hasAve evA vacane balavA, mukha, AMkho Adi dvArA vikArI bhAva pragaTa thAya evI ceSTA karavI. 'zIla svabhAva (ahIM zIla artha hAsyane utpanna karAvavAnI ceSTA) hAsya, vikathA Adi karavuM. A ceSTAothI bIjAne vismaya karato jIva kaMdarpa bhAva kare che mATe bhagavAna kahe che ke zrAvakanuM jIvana evuM na hovuM joIe ke jenA vartana, vicAra, vacanathI keIne vikArI bhAva utpanna thAya. (2) kukakuI e : mukha, nAka, hAtha AdinI kuceSTAo karavI te aticAra. AvI ceSTAo karavAthI kayAreka cAritrathI paDavAI thaI jAya che. (3) maharie? vagara vicAryuM sAmAne duHkha thAya evuM jema tema bolI nAMkhavuM. ghaNI vAra hAMsI majAkamAM bolavAthI paNa sAmAnA hRdayane pratyAghAta pahoMce che. duHkha thAya che mATe jIbha para khUba kaMTrola rAkhavAnI jarUra che. bane teTaluM mauna rAkhavuM. jethI karma ochA baMdhAya. ApaNA zAsanapitA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne kevaLajJAna na thayuM tyAM sudhI mauna rahyA. game tevA upasargo, pariSaha AvyA chatAM badhuM maunapaNe sahana karyuM. mauna rahevAmAM kaleza kaMkAsathI bacI javAya che. je jIbha para kaMTrola na hoya te rA IMcanI jIbha sADA pAMca phUTanA mAnavInA prANa paNa laI le che. tene khabara nathI ke A rIte belavAthI mane keTalA karmo baMdhAze jIvanamAM thoDuM jJAna meLavo. samajo ke karma kevI rIte baMdhAya che. je thoDuM jJAna haze te karma bAMdhatA aTakaze. jJAna nahi hoya te karmanA baMdhana gADha karatA jaze.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 813 eka zeTha bhaNelA thoDuM paNa buddhi vadhAre hatI. vepAra dhaMdhAmAM te ekkA hatA. dhaMdhAmAM puryodaye lAkha rUpiyA kamAyA. temane eka dIkaro hate. te te kelejamAM bhaNe, apaTuDeTa thaIne phare. mojazokhamAM bApanA paisA bagADe. te bhaNya paNuM gaNa na hato. A be divasa sinemAM, hoTalamAM pharato ne paisA uDAvato. zeTha ghaNI vAra kahe ke tuM dukAne Ava. dhaMdhAmAM madada kara paNa sAMbhaLe ja nahi. AthI bApane khUba duHkha thatuM, ane reDiyAnA raMge to e raMgAyele ke bApanI zikhAmaNa paththara upara pANI. reDiye sAMbhaLavo ne gIta lalakAravA e tenuM kAma. saMta sAme manamAM thayelI uthalapAthala ? eka divasa gAmamAM tyAgI tapasvI saMta padhAryA. AThamano divasa hato. zeTha kahe-beTA ! Aje mAre vyAkhyAnamAM javuM che, tuM dukAne besIza ? je huM na AvuM tyAM sudhI bahAra jaIza nahi. jo ke gharAka Ave te rokaDe mAla laI jAya te rekarDa lakhaje ane udhAra laI jAya to udhAra lakhaje. bhUla na karata. chekare kahe bApujI ! Apa khuzIthI vyAkhyAnamAM jAva. ciMtA na karazo. A5 vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne na AvatA. pauSadha kare hoya te pauSadha karaje. bApA samaje che ke kyAM pauSadha karuM ! tuM ke che te mane badhI khabara che. zeTha paNa koI divasa upAzraye jatA na hatA. Aje gayA che. zeTha te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA beThA. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA dukAna yAda AvI jAya che. dukAne beThA beThA sAdhu ke upAzraya yAda na Ave paNa ahIM upAzrayamAM Ave tyAre ghara, dukAna badhuM yAda Ave. zeTha vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che paNa manamAM thAya che ke chokare zuM karaze ? kAMI uMdhucatta te nahi kare ne ? ravivArano divasa hate. saMte te be kalAka vyAkhyAna calAvyuM. 11 vAge pUruM thayuM. zeThanA manamAM te uthalapAthala thavA lAgI. temane ema hatuM ke 10 vAge vyAkhyAna pUruM thaze eTale jato rahIza paNa vyAkhyAnamAM uThAya kevI rIte ? na chUTake 11 vAgyA sudhI besavuM paDayuM. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayuM eTale zeTha te utAvaLA utAvaLA dukAne AvyA. zeTha kahe beTA ! keI AvyuM hatuM ? hA. ApanA gayA pachI thoDI vAre eka bAI pAzera khAMDa levA AvI. meM tene khAMDa ApI. te copaDAmAM lakhyuM che ne ? A bhAIne nAmuM kevI rIte, kema lakhAya e AvaDatuM na hatuM. teNe bAInuM nAma paNa pUchayuM na hatuM. Akho divasa reDiyAnA gIto sAMbhaLatA gIte banAvato hate. teNe copaDAmAM lakhyuM " rAte sADele rAMDa, ne laI gaI pAzera khAMDa." lakhIne harakhA ke ke sarasa prAsa maLI gayo. thoDI vAra thaIne te bAI pAchI tela levA AvI. chokarAe telanI paLI bharIne bAIne tela ApyuM. bAI gayA pachI bhAIe copaDA khelyA. nAmuM lakhatA AvaDatuM nathI. tene prAsavALI kaDI banAvIne cepaDAmAM lakhyuM, "vaLatA pAchI vaLI, laI gaI pAzera telanI paLI." zeThe pUchayuM tyAre chokarAe kahyuM-bAI udhAra laI gaI che. te meM cepaDAmAM lakhI dIdhuM che. Apa

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814] [ zAradA ziromaNi vAMce te khuza thaI jaze. zeThe paDe che. vAMceluM joyuM tyAre kapALa kuTavA lAgyA. dhULa paDI tArI kaDImAM ne tArA copaDAmAM. te lakhyuM che rAMDa AvI hatI te pAzera khAMDa ne tela laI gaI, paNa tenuM nAma ThAma te lakhyuM nathI. mAre ugharANuM kayAM javuM ? paisA kayAMthI lAvavA ? kavitA karavAnI hoMziyArIthI copaDA na lakhAya. dhaMdho ya na thAya. tane vepAra eNvuM te tuM mane bAra mahinAmAM devALuM kaDhAve. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke huM kayAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayo ? pAzera khAMDa ane pAzera telanI kiMmata keTalI ? chatAM temane thayuM ke huM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gaye te mane keTaluM nukazAna thayuM ! meM keTaluM gumAvyuM ? temane pAzera tela ane khAMDanI kiMmata samajANI teTalI AtmAnI na samajANI. temane ema na thayuM ke mane A mAnava jIvana maLyuM che tenI kiMmatI ghaDI paLomAM kAMI sAdhanA karatA nathI to meM keTaluM gumAvI dIdhuM ? bhale, mAre cheka dhaMdhe jANatA nathI. 10 vAgyA sudhI dukAna baMdha rAkhIza paNa jinavANI sAMbhaLavA jAuM ane AtmAnI kaMIka kamANI karuM AvA bhAva na AvyA. dhananI mamatAmAM dharma sAva bhUlI gayA. arthanI kiMmata samajANI teTalI AtmAnI nathI samajAI. A paisAnI prItamAM re, dharmane tuM bhUlI gayo, have jAgI vahelA... (2) Avo re.... amUlo lAbha laI lo. jIva paisAnI prItamAM prabhune bhUlI gayo che. A jAgavAne avasara che. te Atma sAdhanAno amUlya lAbha laI le. anarthadaMDanA pApa na lAge te mATe sajAga rahe. (4) sajutAhigaraNe kuhADI, pharasI, talavAra, mUsala, charI, cappA Adi hathiyArone saMgraha karavo. gharamAM eka be cappA heya chatAM ghaNune e zekha hoya ke bajAramAM jAya ne sAruM caNyuM, kAtara dekhe te navA laI Ave. tamAre jarUriyAta hoya ne na chUTake lAvavuM paDe e judI vAta paNa navA navA adhika bhegAM karaze nahi. navA hathiyAre bhegA karavAthI adhikaraNukI kriyA lAge. A zastrothI jIvahiMsA thavAnI che. A bhavamAM tame vasAvyA tenAthI je hiMsA thAya te pApanA bhAgIdAra te kharA ane A deha choDatAM je vosirAvAya nahi te bIjA bhavamAM paNa tenI pApanI kriyA AvyA kare mATe navA navA hathiyArone saMgraha karaze nahi. kare te aticAra lAge (5) uvabhAga paribhoga ari : eka vAra bhegavAya tevA khAna pAna Adi ane vAraMvAra bhagavAya tevA vastra, pAtra, dAgInA Adi tenA para niyaMtraNa rAkhavuM ane te jarUriyAtathI vadhAre na rAkhavA joIe. temAM Asakata na banavuM joIe. jarUriyAtathI adhika rAkhavAthI aticAra lAge. tame tamArA dIkarAo mATe bheguM karavA pApanA piTalA na bAMdhaze. pApanA kAryo vAyade rAkhatA zIkhe. AjanA nI dazA e che ke dharmane vAyade rAkhe che ane saMsAranA kAryomAM vAyado nathI rAkhatA. tame darajInI dukAne kapaDA sIvavA ApyA. tene zuM kaheze ? mane eka be divasamAM maLI javA joIe. koI

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 815 vastu khAvAnuM mana thayuM te kaheze ke A vastu te Aje ja banAvajo. kAlanI vAta kAle. pikacara jovAnuM mana thayuM teA kaheze ke AjanI TikiTa lai Avajo. na maLe te blekanI paNu lAvajo. saMsAranI pApanI kriyA vAyade nathI rAkhatA paNa dharmanI vAta Ave tyAM vAyadA sUkAya che. eka vAra phakIra jatA hatA. rastAmAM eka yuvAna chekarA maLyA. phakIre kahyuM-bhAI! kayAM jaI Avye ? vImeA utarAvavA gayA hatA konA ? mAro. tuM teA haju 25-30 vanA che ane atyArathI vIme? bApu! A jiMdagInA zaiA bharosA ? raste cAlatA Thesa vAge ne paDI jaI e teA mRtyu thaI jAya, ekasIDanTa thaI jAya te mAta. ghaDIkamAM hA besI jAya ne mAta. AjanA jamAnAmAM te DagalA nIce mata che teA vImA zA mATe utarAvyeA ? je paisA Ave te patnIne maLe ne ? rastAmAM kha'ne thoDuM cAlyA. cAlatAM ADIavaLI vAtA karI pachI phakIre kahyu -bhAI! bhagavAnanuM nAma de che kharA? kAMI dharmadhyAna kare che kharo? yuvAna kahe, zu' A uMmara dharmadhyAnanI lAge che? A uMmara meAjamajhA karavAnI che. haju tA jiMdagI ghaNI bAkI che. ghaDapaNamAM zuM karavAnuM che ? nirAMte bhagavAnanu nAma lezuM. vImA utarAvA che tyAM kahe che jiMdagInA bharose nathI, ane dharmadhyAnanI vAta Ave tyAM kahe che haju jiM dagI ghaNI khAkI che. jJAnI kahe che pApanA kAryAM vAyade rAkheA ane dharmanA kAryoM hAjara tarata karo. dhama karavAnI A amUlya ghaDI che. lAkhA janama pUrA karI, ApaNu sau AvyA ahI', jo A bhave jAgyA nahi te pharIzuM cakkara mahI', ' keTalA janmA karatA karatA mahAna puNyadaya thayA tyAre A manuSya janmamAM AvyA chIe. jo A bhavamAM jAgaze nahi te A cAra gatinA cakkaramAM pharavAnuM', AnaMda zrAvakanA AtmA jAgI gayA. temaNe vrata aMgIkAra karI lIdhA. bhagavAne ATha vratanA aticAra samajAvyA. have navamA vratanA aticAra samajAve che. AnaMda zrAvake jyAre ATha vratAne svIkAra karyAM te samaye nava, daza, agIyAra ane khAramu' vrata A cAra zikSAvratA samasta jIvanane mATe nathI hAtA. te e ghaDI, cAra ghaDI divasa-rAta Adi nizcita zikSAvratanuM nirUpaNa karyuM' nathI. tenuM kAraNa e che ke sAmAyika Adi kAlane mATe hAya che ane te tamArI sthiratA hAya te rIte grahaNa karAya che tethI mata letI vakhate A zikSAvratAnA nirdeza karavAmAM Avye nathI. navamA vratanuM nAma che sAmAyika vrata. sAmAyika e kAI sAmAnya cIja nathI paNa cAritranu` aMga che. sAmAyikanA artha che jIvanamAM samatA-samabhAva keLavavA. jIvanamAM rAga-dveSanA kAraNe viSamatA Ave che. te viSamatAne cheDIne zuddha Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA karavI tenuM nAma che sAmAyika. sAmAyikathI rAgadveSa Adi vikRtio zAMta thAya che ane jJAna, darzana Adi guNNAnI vRddhi thAya che. saMtAnI sAmAyika jAvajIvanI hAya che; zrAvakonI sAmAyika be ghaDI 48 miniTanI hAya che, pachI sthiratA

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816 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi hoya te cAra ghaDI, cha ghaDI karI zake. sAmAyikamAM samasta pApa kriyAone tyAga karAya che. sAmAyikane naMbara navamo che. AgaLa ATha vrata AvI gayA. te ATha tamAM je tArI sthiratA AvI haze te navamuM vrata sAmAyika barAbara zuddha bhAve karI zakIza. jema keIne bAthamAM dAkhala thavuM hoya te te cAmaDInA DaoNkaTarane batAvavuM paDe. DekaTara sarTIphikeTa Ape ke cAmaDIne roga nathI te bAthamAM javA maLe che. bAthamAM jatAM pahelAM bahAranA naLe snAna karIne jAya jethI kharAba jamsa bIjA keIne lAge nahi. sAmAyika e AtmAne bAtha che. te bAthamAM samabhAvanuM snAna karavAnuM che. A bAthamAM jatAM pahelAM e sarTIphikeTa lAvavuM paDe ke sAmAyikamAM cAra kathA karIza nahi, 10 mananA, 10 vacananA ane bAra kAyAnA kula 32 doSa lagADIza nahi. je ATaluM saTaphikeTa maLyuM haze te AtmAnA bAthamAM samabhAvanuM saranAna karI zakaze. sAmAyika kare te evI kare ke karmanA DhagalA banIne khAkha thaI jAya. eka sAmAyikamAM evI zakti che ke te ekAvanArI banAvI zake. bhagavaMta pharamAve che agAri sAmAiyaMgANi, saDI kAraNa phAsae / pAsa tu ghauM, rAyaM na dAva | utta.a.pa.gA.23. zraddhAvAna zrAvaka gRharathanI samyaktva, zrata ane dezavirati rUpa sAmAyika ane tenA aMgonuM mana, vacana, kAyAthI pAlana kare. eka pakSa-pakhavADiyAmAM be pauSadha kare. eka rAtrI mATe paNa pauSadha choDe nahi. A suvatI zrAvaka gRhasthAzramamAM rahevA chatAM devalokamAM jAya che. Aje to ghaNI vAra jovA maLe che ke jaina kuLamAM janmyA hoya chatAM eka sAmAyika AvaDatI na hoya. keTalA khedanI vAta che! karoDonA vepAra karatAM AvaDe temAM te bahAdura ane hoMziyAra paNa eka sAmAyika na AvaDe. zrAvaka kuLamAM janma maLavA chatAM je sAmAyika, pratikramaNa AvaDatuM na hoya, jIvAdi nava tanuM jJAna na hoya te bhale vyavahArathI zrAvaka kahevAya paNa te sAco zrAvaka na kahevAya. dIkarAne nAmuM na AvaDe te kalAsa karAvo. bhaNavAmAM eka viSayamAM kAcA hoya to 100-200 rUpiyAnA Tayuzana karAve ane chokarAne temAM barAbara taiyAra karo paNa tame tamArI taiyArI keTalI karI che? je saMsAramAM sukhethI jIvana pasAra karavuM hoya te Apa vratamAM Ave. AnaMda zrAvakane have bhagavAna navamA vratanA aticAra samajAvaze. Aje ApaNe tyAM eka daMpati AjIvana brahmacarya vrata levAnA che temane pratijJA apAya che. caritra : ratnasuMdarInuM kAramuM rUdana : guNasuMdara agniranAna kare che te vAta sAMbhaLatA ratnasuMdarIne hAya lAgI. AghAtamAM te bebhAna thaIne DhaLI paDI. upacAra karIne tene bhAnamAM lAvyA, pachI teNe guNasuMdarane kahyuM-tame zA mATe AvuM karo che ? meM tamArI pratijJA bhaMga karAvI nathI. tame je pramANe kahyuM te pramANe meM maMjura karyuM che. mAre koI vAMka gune che? ApanA vinA mArI zI sthiti thaze ? eTaluM bolatAM chAtI phATa raDavA lAgI. pharI vAra bebhAna thaI gaI. tene pANI chAMTIne bhAnamAM lAvyA. mANekacaMda zeTha kahe-beTA ! hiMmata rAkha. ame guNasuMdarane maravA nahi daIe.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 817 rAjAe kahyuM-mUrkha'! tane bhAna che ke nahi ? tuM A zu karavA uThayA che ? jANe tane koI kahenAra ja nathI. guNasuMdare UMcu' joyu. te gAmanA narezane joyA. uThIne tarata rAjAnA pagamAM paDayA. guNasuMdarane jotAM rAjA vicAramAM paDI gayA. zuM A guNasuMdara che ? tenI tejasvItA, zauya, badhu' kayAM gayuM ? tenu' sau' te jANe sAva phikaku paDI gayuM che. tenu mukha to sAva karamAI gayu che. tenu zarIra dhrujI rahyuM che. zuM thayuM haze ? tenA mAthe zu' Apatti AvI paDI haze ke te AtmahatyA karavA taiyAra thayeA che ? AtmahatyAnuM kAraNa pUchatA nagaranareza : rAjAe kahyuM-eTA guNasu dara ! tArI tejasvItA, tAruM zauya, mukhanu' hAsya adhu kayAM gayuM ? zuM tuM agnisnAna karavA taiyAra thayA che ? tane evu` zu` bhaya'kara duHkha AvyuM che ke tuM A rIte AtmahatyA karavA taiyAra thaye che? tArA jevA sajjana DAhyA purUSane AvuM ghAra kRtya karavuM' zele che? beTA ! je hAya te kahe. tArI je mujhavaNu haze, tAruM je duHkha haze te huM dUra karIza. rAjA dhaNuM ghaNuM pUche che paNa guNasuMdara kAMI javAba ApatA nathI. mahelanA ceAkamAM te mANaseAnI medanIneA pAra nathI. kemaLa hRdayavALA mAnavI badhA pAka mUkIne raDe che. arere...huM ka`rAjA ! tamane jarA paNa dayA nathI AvatI ? A guNasuMdara te amArA geApAlapuranuM eka ratna che. te A rIte akALe cAlyu jaze teA gAmamAM kALA kera vartAI jaze. A rIte Alabhe Ape che paNa koine sAcI vAtanI khabara paDatI nathI. rAjA tene agnisnAnanu` kAraNa pUchI rahyA che paNa guNasuMdara te kAMI khelateA nathI. have tyAM zuM banaze te avasare AsA suda 5 ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna na. 90 * tA. 18-10-25 vizvava danIya, carama tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kevaLajJAna, kevaLadazananeA divya prakAza prApta karyA pachI Agamano aNumela khajAne ApaNI sAme rajU karyAM. karmAM sAme kesirayA karavAmAM vIratApUrvaka kaSTone sahana karyAM. te te sAcA vIra kahevAyA. vIra purUSa kone kahevAya ? virayA vIrA samudiyA, kohakAyariyA pIsaNA / pAne na DhaLati sangase, pAvAgo viyA'minivruTM || sUya.a.ra.u.1.gA.12 je hi'sAdvi pApAthI dUra che, krodha, mAyAdi kaSAyenuM vidyAraNu karavAnA kAraNe vIra che, tathA samasta Ara bheAne cheDIne mekSa mAga mAM cAlavAne mATe samusthita thayelA che, je beindriyAdi jIvAne mana-vacana kAyAthI sathA mAratA nathI. evA karmothI rahita purUSa mukta jIvAnA samAna zAMta hAya che. te vIra purUSa che. samasta pApa para

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818] [ zAradA ziremaNi vIra kene kahevAya? je yuddhamAM lAkho jIvane saMhAra kare che, jenI eka AMkha paDe ne hajAro mANaso dhrujavA lAge che, je pitAnA mojazokhane mATe lAkhe nirdoSa prANIone mArI nAMkhe che te kadAca bhautika kSetramAM te vIra kahevAtA heya paNa AdhyAtmika kSetramAM te vIra temane mAnavAmAM Ave che ke je hiMsAdi pApothI virakta che, karmonuM vidAraNa karavAne kAraNe te sAhasI vIra che, kodhAdi kaSAyane jeNe saMpUrNa jItI lIdhA che. sarvathA AraMbhane choDIne saMyamI jIvananA cIra paheryA che, je mana-vacana, kAyAthI koI paNa jIvanI hiMsA karatA nathI, pApothI nivRtta che te sAcA vIra kahevAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI AnaMda zrAvakane bAra vratanuM svarUpa samajAvyA pachI aticAranuM svarUpa samajAvI rahyA che. ApaNe navamAvatanI vAta cAle che. sAmAyika eTale zuM ? samabhAvanA sarovaramAM snAna karavuM tenuM nAma sAmAyika. khuda zreNika rAjA puNIyA pAse eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa levA AvyA. te mATe potAnuM rAjya daI devA taiyAra thayA paNa te eka sAmAyikanuM phaLa kharIdI zakyA nahi? sAmAyika e AtmAno guNa che. te kevI rIte kharIdI zakAya ? sAmAyika te ahIM beThelA lagabhaga karatA haze. sAmAyika te karI paNa tenA aticAra jANavA joIe. pahele aticAra che "mada5DihANe" sAmAyikamAM mana mADuM pravartAvyuM hoya, kharAba ciMtavaNA karI hoya, AtmA vacanathI ane kAyAthI jeTalA karmo nathI bAMdhato teTalA manathI bAMdhe che. prasannacaMdra rAjarSie manathI sAtamI naraka sudhI javAnA karmo bAMdhyA ane upayogamAM AvyA to manathI toDayA. mokSanuM kAraNa mana che ane narakanuM kAraNa mana che. Aje mAnavI garamIthI bacavA pitAnA makAnane erakaMDIzana banAve che. bahAranA avAjathI dUra rahevA makAnane sAunDa prapha banAve che. AvA makAnamAM rahevA chatAM temane zAMtithI UMgha AvatI nathI. temanA manamAM zAMti nathI. Ajane mAnavI AvA makAnamAM zItaLatA ane zAMti zodhe che paNa tene zAMti maLatI nathI. je zAMti meLavavI hoya te manane erakaMDIzana banAve eTale manane saMsAranI kAmanAo, vAsanAothI ThaMDuM karo to jyAM jazo tyAM badhe zAMti ane zItaLatA maLaze. magajane sAunDa prapha kare. azubha vicAro ane vikAronA avAjane magajamAM pisavA na dezo. mehanA bumarATane magajamAM dAkhala thavA na de to nirava zAMtinI moja mANI zakazo mATe manane erakaMDIzana banAve. mana ghaNI vAra nakAmA ane azubha vicAra karyA kare che. azubha vicAra bahu bhayaMkara che. niMdakane kayAMya sthAna na hoya ? eka vepArI pitAnI dukAnamAM beTho hato. baporano samaya eTale gharAkI na hatI. te eka sUnamUna thaIne beTho hato. te samaye apaTuDeTa eka mANasa tyAM Avyo. teNe je dukAnanA pagathiyA para paga mUkyo tevI vepArIe tene nA pADI dIdhI. khabaradAra ! je A dukAnamAM Avyo che. tene dukAna upara caDhavA na dIdho. te samaye eka vicAraka tyAM Ubhe have teNe vepArIne pUchayuM ke bhAI ! pele mANasa koNa hato ? zuM te cAra hatA ? nA, te cora na hato paNa

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [819 nidAkhora hato. tene niMdA kuthalI karavI bahu game che. tene dhaMdhe ke nokarI karavI gamatI nathI. AvA mANasanA saMgathI dUra rahevuM sAruM che. vicAre zubha te mana satvazIla : A vAta ApaNe samajavI che. ApaNuM mana e dukAna che. jene saMga sAro nathI, vicAre sArA nathI tene dukAnamAM pesavA detA nathI, tene dukAna uparathI utArI mUke che te azubha vicArone manamAM pesavA devAya kharA ? je durgaNI mANase dukAnamAM pesI jAya ane dhaMdhAmAM nukazAna thAya te A bhava pUratuM thaze paNa mana rUpI dukAnamAM je duSTa, kharAba vicAro pisI gayA te A bhava bagADaze ne bIjA bhAva paNa bagADaze mATe azubha vicAra manamAM pesI na jAya te mATe khUba sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. je eka azubha vicArane pesavA dIdho to pachI bIje AvavAno che. sArA vicArothI mana sAtvika bane che ane kharAba vicArathI mana ni:satva bane che. eka vAra je kharAba, azubha vicArathI mana niHsatva banI gayuM pachI ene sArA vicAramAM ramatuM karavuM e ghaNuM duHzakaya che. A manamAM kacarA jevA eTalA badhA nakAmAM vicAre khaDakayA che ke jethI mane eka paNa sAre vicAra karI zakatuM nathI. kayAreka kaI sAruM nimitta maLI jAya te zubha vicAra Ave che paNa te lAMbA samaya sudhI TakatA nathI. Aje saMsAramAM DhagalAbaMdha azubha nimittA che ke jethI zubha vicAra AvavA muzkela banI gayA che. AvA vAtAvaraNamAM paNa evA saddabhAgI AtmAo che ke je azubha nimitto vacce paNa pitAnA manane zubha vicArothI bhAvita kare che. azubha vicArane dUra karavA je AtmA prayatna kare to tene dUra karIne jarUra zubha vicAro lAvI zake paNa aphasesa che ke mAnavI nakAmA mANasane pitAnA gharamAM ke dukAnamAM pesavA detA nathI ane mahA kiMmatI mana rUpI dukAnamAM azubha vicAre pisI jAya tyAre bephikara rahe che. eka vAta yAda rAkhaje. durgaNa mANasane dukAnamAM ke gharamAM AvatA rokavAmAM jeTalo lAbha che tenA karatA aneka gaNo lAbha nakAmA vicArone manamAM pesatA aTakAvavAmAM che. atyAra sudhI nakAmA ane nukazAnakAraka vicAra karIne manane niH satva banAvI dIdhuM che. have sArA ane hitakAraka vicAra karavAmAM muzkelI lAgaze paNa e muzkelInI paravA karyA vinA manane zubha vicAro tarapha vALavAne prayatna je cAlu rAkhIzuM te jarUra mana satvazIla banI zakaze. uttarAdhyayana sUtranAM 23 mA adhyayanamAM kezI svAmIe gautama svAmIne prazna karyo ke bhayAnaka duSTa ghoDe cAre bAju doDAdoDa kare che tene Ape kevI rIte vazamAM karyo che tyAre gautama svAmIe kahyuM : maNA sAhasio bhImo, duTussA paridhAvaI / rAkhaM tu niziorfma, dhamasA paMtha| gAthA 58 mana rUpI sAhasika ane bhayAnaka duSTa gheDe cAre bAju bhAgAbhAga karI rahyo

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820] | [ zAradA ziramaNi che. jAtivAna ghoDe zikSA dvArA sudharI jAya che tevI rIte A mana rUpI ghaDAne samyaka rIte dharmanI zikSA dvArA vazamAM karuM chuM. tene zrutajJAna rUpI lagAmathI bAMdhuM chuM tethI te mane unmArge laI jato nathI paNa sanmAgamAM pravRtti kare che. mananI mAvajatamAM mekSanI prApti che jyAre enI jALavaNInI upekSAmAM janma maraNanI paraMparA cAlu che. manamAM pravezI jatAM azubha vicArone aTakAvavA hoya te manamAM satata navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa cAlu rAkho. je sAmAyikamAM manamAM kharAba vicAro karyA hoya, kharAba ciMtavaNuM karI hoya te aticAra lAge. (2) vayaduppaDihANe : asatya bolavuM athavA bIjAne duHkha thAya tevuM vacana belavuM. kharekhara to sAmAyikamAM svAdhyAya, dhyAna, zAstravAMcana karavuM. kAMI na AvaDe te mALA gaNavI. bane tyAM sudhI sAmAyikamAM mauna rAkhavuM jethI aticAra ke doSa lAge nahi. vANI te jIvanamAM dAvAnaLa saLagAve che ane naMdanavana paNa banAve che. vANIne pANI sAthe sarakhAvI che. cAturmAsamAM varSARtumAM muzaLadhAra varasAda varase che. e pANIthI AkhI dharatI bhInI bhInI thaI jAya che. varasAdanA kAraNe Thera Thera vRkSo lIlAchama banI jAya che. ghAsa ane cheDavAo thaI Ave che. jANe bhayaMkara jaMgala na hoya ! varSARtumAM cAre bAju pANInA khAbociyA bharAI jAya che. e pANI upara lIla jAmI jAya che. bIjI vAta A varasAdanuM pANI bagIcAmAM paDe che. bagIcAno mALI vyavasthita rIte choDavAone pANI pAya che, tyAre e bagIco ekadama haryobharyo ane AkarSaka lAge che. kene tyAM jaIne besavAnuM mana thAya e bagIco bhavya banI jAya che. bagIcAnI bhavyatA mALInI kuzaLatA ane pANIne AbhArI che. varSARtumAM pANI dharatI para paDayuM ane bagIcAmAM paDayuM paNa pariNAmamAM aMtara keTaluM badhuM paDI gayuM ? dharatI para paDelA pANIe jaMgala banAvI dIdhuM jyAre mALIe vyavasthita rIte yogya jagyAe nAMkhyuM te te pANIe bagIco banAvI dIdho. - vANI vana saje ane naMdanavana paNa banAve ? ApaNI vANI paNa pANI jevI che. vANI bhayaMkara jaMgala paNa pedA karI zake che ane suMdara bagIce paNa Ubhe karI zake che. badho AdhAra che vANInA upaga para. khUba UMDANathI vicArIzuM to jaNAze ke vANIne upayoga moTA bhAge jaMgale UbhA karavAmAM thayuM che. bagIco banAvavAmAM te vANI niSphaLa gaI che. anaMtakALe maLelI A vANInI pracaMDa zaktine ApaNane khyAla nathI. jIva ekendriyamAM game tyAre te vANI maLI na hatI. vikalendriyamAM jIbha maLI paNa e jIbha dvArA bolAtI vANI spaSTa hotI nathI. saMjJI paMcendriyamAM jIva AvyuM tyAre spaSTa vANI bolI zake che. A vANI baLatA jhaLatA aMtarane zItaLatA paNa ApI zake che ane zAMta AtmAonA jIvanane saLagAvI paNa zake che. vicAra karIzuM te samajAze ke pANI karatAM vANInI zakti vadhAre che. kevI rIte ! ApaNe sAruM ke

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zAradA zAmaNi ] [ 821 khATu' jevu' olIe tenI asara khIjAne thAya che ane bIjA khele teA tenI asara ApaNane thAya che. sAru khelIe teA bIjAne AnaMda thAya, enA mananA ukaLATa zAMta thAya ane kharAba khelIe teA sAmA jIvAne duHkha thAya, kaSAya Ave. nirdoSane gunegAra TharAvavA ane gunegArane nirdoSa TharAvavA A kAma vANInuM che. asamAdhivALAne samAdhi ane samAdhivALAne asamAdhi karavAnu kAma paNa vANI karI zake che. dharatI para pANI paDavAthI je jagaleA UbhA thaI jAya che te jagalA ghaNI vAra eTalA gIca hoya che ke mAnavI tyAM bhUlA paDI jAya che. sAcI dizA tene sUjhatI nathI tema vANIne jema tema upayega karIe, jarUra vinA elakhela karIe, dha kathAne badale vikathAo karIe, sAmAnA dilamAM AdhAta paheAMce tevI vANI bolIe te tenAthI karma khaMdhAya che, pachI te AtmA cAra gati rUpa saMsAranA jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDI jAya che ane A bhavamAM paNa upayAga rahita vANI khelavAthI keTalAya saMgharSo pedA thAya che, bagIcAmAM mAnavI jaIne bese teA tenA dilanA ukaLATa zAMta thAya che. tene tAjagIneA prasannatAnA ane sugadhane anubhava thAya che. ja'galamAM javAnu` koIne mana thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke tyAM prasannatA maLatI nathI. kadAca jo tyAM bhUlA paDI gayA te ema thaze ke ahI'thI jaldI bahAra nIkaLI jAu teA sAruM. bagIcAmAM javAnu` nAnA moTA saune game che. tyAM gayA pachI tyAMthI uThavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. jANe ahI besI rahIe evu thAya che. A ja rIte jenI vANI mIThI,hitakAraka ane komaLa che tenI pAse AvanArane zItaLatA maLe che. azAMta hRdayane zAMti maLe che. je AtmA vANIno game te rIte upayoga kare che, kaza, kaThora ane sAmAne duHkhakAraka vANI ele che tenI pAse javAnu` kAIne mana thatuM nathI. kadAca evA AtmA pAse javuM paDayuM hAya tA tyAMthI jaldI chUTI javAnu mana thAya che. je AtmA pAse vANInA upayega karavAnA viveka che tenI pAse javAnu` sau icche che. badhAne tenI pAse javAnuM mana thAya che. gayA pachI tenI pAsethI uThavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. kaza, kaTu vANI mAnavInA haiyAmAM azAMti, duHkha UbhA kare che.. kADhe lAkhaDanA kAMTA, kSaNika duHkha upaje, kaTu vANI taNA kAMTA, janmAve vaira ne bhaya. lAkhaDanI khIlI ke kAMI vAgyu hAya te te na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI duHkha kare paNa nIkaLI gayA pachI thoDA samayamAM sAru thaI jAya che paNa kaTuvANI rUpI kAMTA tA ekabIjA sAthe vera ane bhaya utpanna karAve che mATe vANInA khUba kaTrola rAkhavAnI jarUra che. enA sadupayoga mATe mALI banIne vANInA vivekathI upayAga karIzuM te jIvana jarUra bagIcA jevu' manI jaze. A jIvanane vana nahi banAvatA ja naMdanavana banAvavu hoya tA vANInA sadupayeAga karatA zIkheA. mahAna puNyAye A vacana zakti maLI che te

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822 ] ( zArada ziromaNi, tenA dvArA arihaMta bhagavaMtanA tathA gurU bhagavaMtonA guNagrAma karIe, temanI stutistavana karIe te paNa ApaNe keTalAya pApathI bacI zakIzuM. arihaMta, siddha AdinA guNagrAma karavAthI te jIva tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhI zake che. e prabhAva che vANIne, mATe sAmAyikamAM balavuM paDe te sArI bhASA bole. koIne duHkha thAya tevI kharAba kaTu bhASA belAI jAya te aticAra lAge. (3) kAyaduppaDihANe sAmAyikamAM kAyA mAThI rIte prarvatAvI hoya. sAmAyika lIdhA pachI vagara kAraNe uTha besa thAya nahi. AMTA marAya nahi ke doDAdoDI thAya nahi. kAraNavazAta uTha besa karavI paDe te pUjIne karAya. binaupage halanacalana karavAthI jenI hiMsA thaI jAya che. jahA kumme saaMgAI, sae dehe samAhare / va gramhuM evI mA sAre sUya.a.8gAthA16 jevI rIte kAcabe pitAnA hAtha paga, mukha Adine saMkucita karI pitAnA dehamAM gopave che te rIte AtmAthI sAdhaka dharmadhyAnanI bhAvanAthI potAnA aMgone gopavIne sthira rAkhavA upayoga rAkhe jethI bIjA keI ne duHkha na thAya. sAmAyikamAM mana, vacana, kAyAne je kharAba rIte pravartAve te aticAra lAge. sAmAyikamAM te samabhAvamAM rahevuM joie. (4) sAmAIyassa saIakaraNayA : sAmAyika karI che ke nathI karI tenI khabara rahI na hoya. keTalA vAge sAmAyika lIdhI che ane keTalA vAge thAya che te yAda na hoya ane je vahelI paLAI jAya te doSa lAge. haju sAmAyikamAM jIvane rasa jAgya nathI, mATe A sthiti thAya che ane aticAra lAge che. (5) sAmAIyassa aNavakiyassa karaNayA : sAmAyikane samaya pUro thayA pahelA pALI lIdhI hoya. sAmAyika karanAre pitAnA vratamAM barAbara vaphAdAra rahevuM joIe jethI aticAra na lAge. navamA vratanA A pAMca aticAra che. have dazamA vratanA aticAra samajAve che. dazamA vratanuM nAma che dizAvagAsika vrata. ene artha e che ke amuka nizcita samaya mATe kSetranI maryAdA karavI. te maryAdA bahAranI kaI paNa sAMsArika pravRtti na karavI. chaThThA vratamAM dizAonI maryAdA jAvajIva sudhInI che. te maryAdAmAM ghaTADo karIne rejarejanI maryAdA karavI, temaja sAtamA vratamAM je dravyanI maryAdA karI che temAMthI ochA karIne ja dravyanI maryAdA karavI. jenA jIvanamAM tRpti Ave che, saMtoSa Ave che tevA che AvI maryAdA karI zake che. jenA jIvanamAM tRpti nathI te maryAdAmAM AvatA nathI ne pApathI aTakatA nathI. dazamA vratanA pAMca aticAra che. (1) ANavaNupage : hada bahAranI vastu maMgAvI hoya. A vratamAM pUrva, pazcima, uttara, dakSiNa A cAra dizAnI maryAdA karI ke mAre Aje A cAra dizAmAM be gAu uparAMta javuM nahi. A maryAdA karyA pachI keInI pAse hada bahAranI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [823 vastu maMgAvI zakAya nahi. maMgAve to aticAra lAge. dazamuM vrata karyuM hoya tyAre cAre dizAmAM jeTalI chUTa rAkhI hoya tenAthI vadhu dUra sudhI gaucarI javAya nahi. (2) pesavaNapage ? dizAonI maryAdA karI che tenA karatAM adhika AgaLa nokarone mokalI tenI pAse vastu maMgAve te aticAra lAge, kAraNa ke karavuM, karAvavuM ane anamedavuM temAM pApa te lAge che. (3) sadANuvAe H sAda karIne bolAve athavA maryAdAnA kSetrathI bahAranuM kAma karAvavuM hoya to chIMka, udharasa khAIne, kheMgAre khAIne ke IzAro karIne kArya karAve to aticAra lAge. (4) rUvANuvAe : pitAnuM rUpa batAvI keIne bolAvI maryAdAthI kSetranI bahAra kAma karAvavuM. (5) bahiyA pugala pakakheve : kAMkare, patthara Adi phekIne bIjAne saMketa karI hada bahAranI vastu maMgAve to aticAra. A aticAro jANavAnA paNa AdaravAnA nahi. Apane dizAnI maryAdAmAM jeTalI jarUra hoya teTalI rAkhe paNa maryAdA karyA pachI te maryAdA oLaMgIne koInI pAse maMgAve te aticAra lAge. have je pApano bhaya lAgyo hoya to vratamAM Avo. ApaNe AtmA anaMtakALathI duHkhathI bhayabhIta banyuM che. mane duHkha kema na Ave te mATe bhaya lAge che paNa pApane bhaya lAgyo nathI. duHkha mATe rahyo che paNa pApa thaI jAya te mATe raDe nathI. Apa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke " duHkhathI duHkhI te bIjA bhavamAM sukhI nahi paNa pApathI duHkhI te bIjA bhavamAM sukhI. AnaMda zrAvakane bhagavAne dazamA vratanA aticAra samajAvyA, pachI temaNe bhagavAnane kahyuM - prabhu! huM mArA vratamAM aticAra nahi lAgavA dauM. te mATe khUba sAvadhAna rahIza. AvatI kAle AyaMbIlanI oLI zarU thAya che mATe badhA tapamAM joDAze. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra : kAMI UMDu kAraNa lAge che ? guNasuMdara agnisnAna kare che A samAcArathI gAmamAM hAhAkAra macI gayo che. nAnA moTA saunI AMkhomAM AMsu che. rAjAe khUba kahyuM chatAM guNasuMdara bela nathI. rAjA kahe-guNasuMdara ! tuM AvuM sAhasa zA mATe kare che? A rIte karavAthI tAruM jIvana alekhe jaze. tane zuM duHkha che? mArA rAjyamAM keIe tArI AjJA khaMDita karI che? keIe tAruM apamAna karyuM che? tArI vastu keIe cArI lIdhI che? tArA mAthe evuM kayuM duHkha AvI paDayuM che ke tAre A rIte AtmahatyA karavI paDe che ? kAraNa jANyA vinA ame ukela kevI rIte lAvIe? mATe je hoya te tuM badhuM niHsaMkecapaNe jaladIthI mane kahe te huM tAruM duHkha tarata maTADI dauM. rAjAe ATaluM kahyuM chatAM guNasuMdara kAMI na bolyo, tethI rAjA vicAravA lAgyA ke game te paNa kaI UMDuM kAraNu lAge che eTale te kAMI bolatuM nathI. tenI gaMbhIratA keTalI che! A pRthvImAM ghaNuM vIraratno pAke che temAMnuM A eka ratna che. te pitAnI vAta aMtaramAM - gopavI rAkhe che paNa kaIne kahetA nathI. ame tamane maravA to nahi ja daIeH guNasuMdare rAjAne kAMI javAba na Ape eTale nagarazeTha puraMdara zeTha bolyA. guNasuMdara! je hoya te amane kaho. zuM

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824] [ zAradA ziremaNi tamArA mAthe devuM vadhI gayuM che? tamAre dhadha devuM thAya evuM che nahi. tame kaI evA khoTA raste nathI ke devAdAra banI jAva chatAM devAmAM DUbI gayA hoya ane tamane ema thatuM hoya ke mArI AbarU, Ijajata zI ? A kAraNathI tame maravA UbhA thayA hoya te ame tamArI paDakhe UbhA chIe. tamArA duHkhamAM sahAyaka banIzuM paNa tamane maravA te nahi daIe. ratnasAra zeTha paNa tyAM AvyA che. te vicAra kare che ane te AmAM bIju kaI kAraNa lAgatuM nathI. temanA gharanuM kaI kAraNa haze te be vacce kaMIka thayuM lAge che ema vicArIne kahyuM- beTA! tame te mArA jamAI che ane dIkarA jevA che. Apa kema kaMI belatA nathI. je mAro kaMI aparAdha thayela hoya to mane kaho. huM mAphI mAMguM. zuM mArI dIkarIe tamAruM kAMI apamAna karyuM che. vaLI ratnasuMdarI muja putrIe, dabhavyA heya je tuja, teha gunha tame mujane prakAze, te huM samajuM gujha he.. ratnasuMdarIe tamAruM mana dubhavyuM che? zuM teNe aghaTita pagaluM bharyuM che? tamArA kahyA pramANe nathI cAlatI ? tamArI IcchA na heya ne parANe lagna karyA hoya tethI phasAmaNamAM AvI gayA che ? Apane evuM zuM duHkha AvI paDyuM che ke Apa agnisnAna karavA taiyAra thayA che. Apa je hoya te vyakta kare paNa AtmahatyA na kare. ame koI tamane agnisnAna te nahi karavA daIe. amArA ke ratnasuMdarInA kaI paNa gunA hoya te badhA mApha kare. kayA dukhe tame mRtyune vadhAvI rahyA che ? ratnasAra zeThe ghaNuM pUchayuM paNa guNasuMdara te kAMI bela nathI. mArI te dastI ya lajavAya ? A samaye puNyasAra kaI prasaMge bahAra gayo haze te Avyo. AkhuM gAma hiloLe caDyuM che paNa tene kAMI khabara paDI nathI. AkhA gAmamAM badhAne e vAtanI khabara che ke puNyasAra guNasuMdarane jigarajAna mitra che. je e gAmamAM Avyo ke badhAe tene kahyuM-puNyasAra ! tuM kaMI jANe che? zuM che bhAI ? tAro mitra guNasuMdara agnisnAna karavA taiyAra thayuM che. zuM agnisnAna ? A sAMbhaLatA te ghera na gaye. sIdhe hAMphaLe phAMphaLA thate dhAsabhera guNasuMdaranA mahele AvyA. guNasuMdaranA mahela pAse te hajAronI medanI hatI. badhA vaccethI pasAra thaIne mahela sudhI pahoMcavuM paNa muzkela hatuM. te te badhAne AghA khaseDato (2) guNasuMdaranA mahele pahoMcyA. nagarazeTha, nagaranareza badhA AvI gayA che. puNyasAre guNasuMdara pAse jaIne enI bocI pakaDIne kahyuM -are gAMDA A zuM laIne beTho che? tane bhAna che ke nahi ? tuM jainane dIkaro che. jaina kuLamAM janmelAne ApaghAta vicAra kare e paNa mahApApa che. AtmahatyA strIo kare, purUSa na kare. tArAmAM purUSapaNuM che ke nahIM ? purUSane game tevA saMkaTa Ave, duHkha Ave to paNa ApaghAta na kare. tuM Ama kare te mArI dostI paNa lajavAya che. badhA mane kaheze ke tAro mitra A kAyara ke AtmahatyA karavA uThaze ? huM gaI kAle te tArI pAse AvyA hatA.

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zAradA zirAmaNa [825 te mane kAMI vAta karI nathI ane Aje ekAeka A zu' karavA uThayA che ? UTha, ubhA thA. kahI de ke huM agnisnAna nahi karuM. A rIte samajAve che ne zu` banaze te avasare. AsA suda 7 ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna na 91 tA. 20-10-85 jJAnI bhagavaMta pharamAve che ke huM jIvAtmA ! A jIvanamAM zu karavAnu che. iha jIvie rAya ! asAsayammi, dhaNiyaM tu puNNAI akuvyamANo / se soyaI maccumuhovaNIe, dhammaM akAuNa pazmi sau utta.a.13gA.21 A jIvana zAzvata nathI paNa azAzvata che. ka"ika jIvAne dharma dhyAna karavAnu` kahIe tyAre kahe che ke haju jiM dagI ghaNI bAkI che. jJAnI kahe che ke A jIvana azAzvata, kSaNabhaMgura che. AvA azAzvata jIvanamAM je manuSya nira Mtara dharmanA kAryAM, puNyanA kAryAM karatA nathI te manuSya jayAre mRtyunA mukhamAM paheAMce che tyAre A duniyAmAM te zeAka kare che ane paraleAkamAM jAya tyAre tyAM paNa du:khI thAya che pachI pazcAtApa kare che ke me' manuSya jIvanamAM kAMi dharmArAdhanA karI nahi. jo dharmArAdhanA karI hota te duHkhe bhAgavavAnA samaya na Avata. eka vicArake mAnava jIvanane eka kArakhAnAnI upamA ApI che. AjanA audyogika yugamAM ghaNAM kArakhAnA che. kArakhAnAmAM judI judI jAtanA lAkhA rUpiyAnI ki`matanA mAlanuM utpAdana thAya che tethI dezanI AkhAdI vadhe che. A kArakhAnuM tenA mAlikane dhanavAna banAve che temaja te kArakhAnAmAM kAma karatA hajAro kAmadAra ane majUrone rAjI paNa Ape che. A kArakhAnAmAM utpAdana baMdha thai jAya te te kArakhAnu anI jAya che. utpAdana baMdha thatAM tenA mAlikane, majUrone ane rASTrane paNa nukazAna thAya che. A rIte mahAna puNyAye ApaNane pAMca indriyAvALuM apaTuDeTa kArakhAnuM maLyuM che. hAtha, paga, AMkha, nAka, jIbha ane mana rUpI samRddha yaMtrasAmagrI maLI che. ghaNI vAra evu bane che ke samRddha vizALa kArakhAnu` maLI javA chatAM te samRddha anI zakatA nathI kAraNa ke kArakhAnAnA saMcA ema ja rahevA dIdhA che. paDayA paDayA yaMtrone paNa kATa lAge che, pachI kArakhAnAmAM mAlanuM utpAdana thatuM nathI. tenA mAlikane kaMI Avaka thatI nathI ane jo bhADe lIdhelu heAya te vadhArAmAM bhADu caDhe che. jIvana kevu' banAvaze| ? kArakhAnuM ke kATakhAnuM ?: A ja rIte zarIra rUpI kArakhAnuM te suMdara rIte maLI gayuM che. pAMca indriyA, mana, hAtha, paga rUpI yaMtro paNa maLyA che paNa jo A yaMtro dvArA AtmAnI kamANInuM navu' utpAdana na karIe, dharma dhyAna na karIe, sArI bhAvanAe na bhAvIe. hAtha dvArA supAtradAna na daI e, AMkha dvArA gurU bhagavaMteAnA daOna na karIe, zAstronuM ke sArA pustakanu vAMcana na karIe, kAna dvArA vItarAganI vANI na sAMbhaLIe, koI du:khI ke garIbeAnI

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826] [ zAradA ziromaNi ApavItI na sAMbhaLIe, kAyA dvArA paramArthanA kAryo na karIe, jIbha dvArA mIThA vacane bolIne keInA baLatA hRdayane zAMti na ApIe. prabhunA ke gurU bhagavaMtanA guNagrAma na karIe te A jIvana rUpI kArakhAnA dvArA AtmAne koI zubha karmonI kamANI thaze nahi ane vadhArAmAM azubha karmonA bhADA caDhatA jaze. A mAnava zarIra rUpI kArakhAnAnA A pAMca Inidra ane mana rUpI yaMtro dvArA saMvega ane vairAgyanuM AdhyAtmika utpAdana karavAnuM che. dharmanI kamANI karavAnI che ane puNyanI Avaka vadhAravAnI che. prema, karUNA, maitrI, zAMti, kSamA, samatA vagere UMcI jAtane mAla utpanna karavAne che. jo A jAtanA zubha kAryonI kamANI karI nahi hoya to mRtyu Ave tyAre pastAvAne vakhata Avaze ane paralekamAM paNa azubha karmonA kAraNe duHkha bhogavavA paDaze mATe A jIvanamAM dharma ArAdhanA karI le. dharma vinAnuM jIvana tAruM phegaTa cAlyuM jAya che, karI nahi bhAI emAM kamANI, pAchaLathI pastAya che. jiMdagI-bahu TUMkI che ne kurasada nathI kAmathI, be ghaDIne samaya prema karI le prabhu nAmathI. dhana daulata badhuM ahIM raheze, jIvaDe cAlyo jAya che....dharma samaya te dhamane jAya che ne adharmane paNa jAya che paNa adhamIne samaya niSphaLa jAya che ane dhamIne samaya lekhe jAya che. jeNe dharma karyo nathI te mRtyune samaya Ave tyAre kahe ke kALarAjA ! ghaDIka rokAI jAva, huM dharma karI lauM ? te te rokAvAnuM nathI. te te koInI rAha joze nahi. atyAre karavAnI kiMmatI taka che te AtmA ! tuM kAMIka karI le. ArAdhanAnA divasonI maMgala zarUAta thaI che. nava divasanI AyaMbIlanI oLI che. kaMIka haLukamI jI so so AyaMbIla sAthe kare che. A te mAtra nava divasa ArAdhanA karavAnI che. to AjathI ArAdhanAmAM joDAI jajo. ApaNuM ArAdhanA saphaLa kayAre bane ? Aje ghaNuM kahe che ke ame to ghaNI ArAdhanA karI. tapa, japa karyA. sAmAyike karI paNa amane tenuM phaLa kaMI dekhAtuM nathI. ArAdhanA kare paNa sAthe zraddhAne dIpaka pragaTo haze ane lakSa mekSa taraphanuM haze te ArAdhanA saphaLa banI zakaze. eka nyAyathI samajIe. eDesa kheruM te patra kyAMthI maLe ? : be mitro hatA. gADImAM traNa divasa sAthe rahevAthI ghaNuM ja mitratA thaI gaIhave eka mitranuM gAma AvavAthI bIjAne kahe che ke tuM utarI jA ane mArA ghera cAla. baMne mitro sAthe jAya che. cAra divasa rahe che. ekabIjAne sneha khUba vadhe che chevaTe je dUra gAmane mitra hato te jAya che. pachI tene gayA bAda A mitra tenA patranI rAha jue che paNa patra nathI Avato. mahine thayo paNa patra na AvyuM tethI A mitra prema ane nehathI nItarata 22 pAnAne kAgaLa mitrane lakhe che paNa teno javAba na Avyo tethI nirAza thAya che

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [8ra7 chevaTe bIje patra lakhe che paNa javAba nathI AvatuM tethI mitranA prema pAchaLa adhIro banele mitra khUba ja manathI duHkhI thAya che. patranI rAha jete rahe che temAM ekAeka mitra pote ja Ave che. tethI tene ane AnaMda thAya che. A divasa khUba ja AnaMdathI pasAra kare che. rAtre pUche che ke he mitra ! meM tane be patro lakhyA te javAba kema nA Ape ? mitra kahe ke mane eka paNa patra maLyuM nathI. A kahe ke meM be patro lakhyA che. bhAI! saranAmuM zuM karyuM hatuM ? bhAIe je eDresa karyuM hatuM te kahyuM are ! bhAI ! A saranAmuM ja khoTuM karyuM che. te phroma (From) karyuM hatuM ? nA. je kroma karyuM hota te chevaTe patra pAche tane maLata. A te kAgaLanI vAta karI have ApaNI vAta karIe ApaNe ArAdhanA ghaNuM sarasa karIe chIe. upavAsa, AyaMbIla A badhI ArAdhanAo jevI tevI nathI. A ArAdhanAo 22 pAnAnA kAgaLa karatAM ghaNuM caDhI jAya tevI che. sAdhanA, ArAdhanAo ghaNuM kare che paNa saranAmuM khoTuM karyuM che eTale lakSa khoTuM che. ArAdhanA karavA chatAM je lakSa sAcuM na hoya te e ArAdhanAo ApaNane joIe tevI phaLadAyI banatI nathI. kavara paranuM saranAmuM kAgaLanA lakhANanI apekSAe khUba TUMkuM hoya che chatAM kAgaLanI saphaLatA ane niSphaLatAne AdhAra saranAmA para che. A rIte ghaNI ugra tapasyAo, ArAdhanA, sAdhanAno AdhAra tenA lakSa para che. AtmalakSe mokSanA lakSe karelI ArAdhanA saphaLa che. bhautika sukhanA lakSe karelI ArAdhanA mokSane hetu banI zakatI nathI. saMbhUti muninI ArAdhanA keTalI jabbara hatI. A vAta te sAdhune paNa samajavA jevI che. moTA saranAmAvALo kAgaLa yathAsthAne pahoMce nahi tema cAritra lIdhuM paNa lakSa je khoTuM te AtmA mekSa gatie pahoMce nahi. saMbhUti muninI sAdhanA eTalI aghera hatI ke na pUcho vAta. eka vAra cakravatI ane temanI strIratna muninA darzana karavA AvyA. banne vaMdana kare che. vaMdana karatAM strIratnanA mAthAmAMthI vALanI laTa chUTI paDI gaI. strIratnanA mAthAmAM te UMcI jAtanA kiMmatI sugaMdhI tela nAMkhelA hoya che. jevI te vaMdana karavA vAMkI vaLI tevI A chUTI paDelI laTamAMthI sugaMdhI telanuM TIpuM temanA aMguThA para paDatAM munine krodha zAMta thayuM. tenA zarIramAM zItaLatA lAgI. munie najara karI to cakravatIne ane strIratanane joI. muninI ArAdhanA jabara hatI paNa jIvananuM lakSa cUkI gayA. saranAmuM khoTuM karyuM, ATalA varSothI cAritra ane tapanI suMdara ArAdhanA karI paNa cakavatIne ane strIratnane jotAM pitAnuM lakSa gumAvI dIdhuM, tyAM niyANuM karyuM ke mArA tapa ane saMyamanuM phaLa heya te AvatA janmamAM huM cakravatI banuM ane mane AvA strIratnanI prApti thAya. muni bhAna bhUlI gayA ke meM dIkSA zA mATe lIdhI che? karmo khapAvIne mokSamAM javA mATe, paNa saranAmuM cheTuM karyuM. potAnA karelA tapanA phaLane vecI nAMkhyuM. A mAMgaNI

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828 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi pAchaLanI bhaya'kara nukazAnI temanI najaramAM na AvI. jJAnI kahe che ke huM sAdhaka !tu' dhyAna rAkhaje. te sAdhanA, ArAdhanA teA ghaNI karI paNa saranAmuM khATu' na thai jAya. sAdhaka re.... prabhunA zAsanamAM je kamanA baMdhAya, sAdhanA karavAthI siddhi sadhAya....(ra).... jJAnI ApaNane e Takora kare che ke ArAdhanAnA putra tA sarasa lakhyA che paNa saranAmuM khATuM karyu. tA mekSamAM paheAMcI zakIza nahi. sa'bhUti munie niyANu karyuM... ka sattAe niyANA pramANe tene cakravatI pada Apyu. te brahmadatta cakravatI anyA. te cakravartInA sukhAnA badalAmAM krame temane sAtamI narakanA pAsaporTa ApI dIdhA. neyANu karyAM pachI tenI AlecanA na kare, prAyazcita na le te niyANA pramANe sukhA maLe paNa bIjA bhavamAM cAritranA bhAva na Ave. citta munie brahmadattane keTalu' samajAvyA paNa brahmadatta cakravatI pazu` cheDI zakayA nahi ane sAdhupaNu laI zakayA nahi. tame kAgaLa para saranAmuM khoTuM karyu te temAM nukazAna eTaluM thaze ke kAgaLa nizcita sthAne paheAMcI zakaze nahi ane game tyAM aTavAI jaze paNa ArAdhanA pAchaLa jo lakSa cUkI gayA tA e je nukazAna thaze te teA kalpanA khar3AranuM haze. e mAtra mekSa nahi paDeoMcADe eTaluM nahi paNa ghaNA kALa sudhI sa'sAramAM rakhaDAvaze. khIjI vyaktinA dilamAM prema TakAvI rAkhavA mATe lAgaNIsabhara bhAtrabharyAM kAgaLa ane saranAmuM sAcuM A baMne jarUrI che, tema paramapaDhanI prApti mATe vizuddha ArAdhanA ane mekSa taraphanuM lakSa A baMne jarUrI che. A baMnemAMthI jo eka paNa kharAkhara nahi hoya to AtmakalyANa thavuM muzkela che. jIva ArAdhanA te ghaNI kare che, paNa tenu lakSa kharAkhara nathI, parigrahanA mAha cheDI dAna te ghaNuM dIdhu. paNa tenuM lakSa kIti, praza'sA meLavavAnu che. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karyuM * pazu khIjA bhavamAM bhAgasAmagrI sArI maLe te AzAthI. are! abhavI AtmA cAritra teA le che paNa tenuM lakSa meAkSanuM nathI paNa devalokanA bhautika sukhA meLavavAnu che, tethI navamI traiveyaka sudhI jai zake che paNa meAkSe jaI zakatA nathI. AnuM mukhya kAraNa e che ke ArAdhanAnA kAgaLa te ghaNA lAMbA lakhyA paNa tenA para meAkSanu' saranAmuM na karatAM saMsAranuM saranAmuM karyuM... A khATA saranAmAe ArAdhanAnA uttama kAgaLanI mahenatane niSphaLa banAvI dIdhI mATe koI paNa ArAdhanA karo teA lakSa meAkSanu heAvu joie; pachI jojo tamArA patranA javAba maLe che ke nahi ? e ArAdhanA jarUra ApaNane mekSa paheAMcADaze. kheDUta khetaramAM ghauM' vAvavA jAya te tenu lakSa ghauM meLavavAnu che te ghau MnI sAthe ghAsa te ugavAnuM che, tema ApaNI sAdhanA, ArAdhanAnuM lakSa teA meAkSanuM hAvu... joie. e lakSe sAdhanA karatA puNya rUpI ghAsa teA ugavAnu che ane tamArA mAnelA bhautika sukhA maLavAnA che. jainadarzananA siddhAMta pramANe zubhAzubha karmI anusAra jIvane sukha duHkha maLavAnA che. koI koIne sukha ApI zakatuM nathI ane koI koIne duHkha ApI zakatuM nathI.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 8ra9 "sApa jIttA vitta ca Tu sui ca " karma karanAro AtmA che ne bhegavanAra AtmA che. sukha duHkhana karavAvALe paNa AtmA che. je A sUtra hRdayamAM ThasI jAya to ApaNe kaIne zatru ke mitra mAnIzuM nahi. eka vakhata ripumardana rAjA rAjasabhA bharIne beThA hatA. te pitAnI baDAI, DaMphAsa mAratA hatA ke huM sArI rIte rAjaya calAvuM chuM tethI AkhA nagaranA leko ane rAjaparivAra ATaluM sukha bhogave che. je huM dhAruM te ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM temanuM sukha jhUMTavI zakuM tema chuM. AjanA lAkhapatine ghaDIkamAM rAkhapati banAvI zakuM chuM. mArAthI badhA sukhI che. sarvatra mArI bolabAlA vartAya che. je karmano siddhAMtane samajatA na hoya te rAjAnI vAtane hA jI hA kare ane temanA vacanane vadhu protsAhana Ape. sukha duHkha te puNya pApa pramANe A sabhAmAM rAjAnI dIkarI beThelI hatI. tenA pitA je vacananA bANa pheMkI rahyA hatA te tene gamatA na hatA. te jaina darzananA karmavAdane barAbara samajatI hatI, eTale tenA manamAM thayuM ke bApujI! tame zuM karI zako tema che? sau saunA karma svataMtra che. darekane pitAnA zubhAzubha karmo pramANe sukha duHkha maLe che. mAnava mAtra temAM nimitta rUpa che. chokarInuM nAma hatuM madirA. rAjAnI najara temanI lADakI dIkarI maMdira para paDI. tene DokuM dhuNAvatI joI eTale rAjA samajI gayA ke maMdirAne mArI vAta gamatI nathI. eTale rAjAe pUchyuMbeTA maMdirA ! tuM mAthuM kema dhuNAve che? pitAjI! mAre aparAdha thAya to mApha karaje. huM Apane e kahuM chuM ke Apa kahe che ke badhAne sukha duHkha ApanAre huM chuM paNa huM to kahuM chuM ke sukha-duHkha te jIvone pitAnA puNya, pApa pramANe maLe che. sukhane karavAvALe AtmA che te duHkhana karavAvALo paNa AtmA che. Ama jevA karma bAMdhe che tevA tene bhegavavA paDe che. Apa te nimitta mAtra che ApanuM A abhimAna khoTuM che. karmavAdane mAnatI madirAH A sAMbhaLatA rAjAne gusso Avyo. bharasabhAmAM tane pitAnuM apamAna karatAM zarama nathI AvatI ? huM dhAruM to tane eka sArA rAjakumAra sAthe paraNAvI sukha sAhyabImAM hAlatI karI dauM ane huM dhAruM te eka kuSTi bhikhArIne ApI tane rastAnI rajhaLatI bhikhAraNa banAvI zakuM. huM dhAruM te daridrane paLavAramAM dhanavAna banAvuM ane dhanavAnane paLavAramAM daridra banAvI dauM. samajI? mATe tane haju kahuM chuM ke tuM mArA vicAramAM saMmata thA. maMdirAe kahyuMpitAjI! ApanA garvane A unnata jhare tamane UMDI gartAmAM pheMkI deze. Apa mArA mATe sAre rAjukumAra zodhazo paNa je mAruM puNya paravAryuM haze to te paNa rastAne bhikhArI banI jaze. Apa mane sAva daridra bhikhArI jevA sAthe paraNAvaze paNa mArA puNyane sitAra camakaze te te rAjyane mAlika banI jaze. puNya pApanA saMgathI AtmA sukha duHkhane joktA bane che. e vAta taddana satya ane niHzaMka che. putrInI vAta sAMbhaLatA rAjA dhamadhamI uThayA kAraNa ke abhimAna che ke huM kahuM te sAcuM.

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830 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi dIkarIe temanI vAtane svIkAra na karyo eTale krodha Avyo. kodhathI dhuMdhavAtA mahArAjA gajI uThyA. ahIM keI hAjara che ke nahi ? tarata dvArapALa hAjara thayo. pharamAve mahArAjA ! ApanI zI AjJA che? garvamAM unmatta banela rAjAe putrI para karelo prakopaH rAjAe te vacana bANa pheMkayuM. A chekarI kahe che Apa kaIne sukhI duHkhI karI zaktA nathI. sau pitAnA karmo pramANe sukha duHkha bhogave che. te have tene barAbara batAvI dauM. Apa gAmamAM jAo. sAva garIbamAM garIba bhikhArI hoya tene zodhI lAvIne mArI pAse hAjara kare rAjAnA sevaka paNa tevA ja hatA. te gAmamAM jaIne eka taddana duHkhI, kaMgAla mANasane zodhI lAvyA. jene eka kAna nathI. nAkanI naskerI eka che, eka AMkhe kANe che, eka hAthe page ThuTho che, hAtha paga kAma karatA nathI. cAle te lAkaDInA Teke cAle che, AkhA zarIra para gumaDAne pAra nathI, gumaDAmAMthI lehI, parU vahyA kare che, tenA zarIra para mAkhIe baNabaNa karyA kare che, dekhAvamAM sAva bihAmaNo lAge che, sAta divasano bhUkhe che eTale peTa te pAtALamAM utarI gayuM che, bhIkha mAMge che chatAM tene keI detuM nathI. rAjA kahe- basa, A chokarI mATe A barAbara maLI gayo che. rAjasabhA te A jotAM avAka banI gaI. rAjA A zuM kare che? rAjahaTha ane bALahaTha vacce A gajagrAha! have zuM thaze.? A jovA mATe badhAnuM mana adhIruM banyuM. krodhathI dhamadhamatA rAjAe maMdirAne kahyuM -dIkarI ! haju huM tane kahuM chuM ke puNya pApane A khoTA lavArA cheDI de ane mArI vAtane svIkAra kara, nahItara A dIna, garIba mAnavane huM mArA hAthe tAruM kanyAdAna ApuM chuM. tArA karmo e tane maLe che te tene pati tarIke svIkAra karI le. madAMdhI rAjanA anyAye macAvelI rokakaLaH maMdira kahe che pitAjI! huM karmanA siddhAMtane mAnuM chuM. tamArI vAtane nahi mAnuM. huM tamane beTA maskA nahi lagADuM. ApanI IcchA mArA sArA mATe hoya. Aje mArA karma mane ApanA hAthe je apAve te svIkAravAmAM mane AnaMda che. AkhI sabhA A dazya jotAM raDI paDI. kayAM rAjakumArI ane kayAM A duHkhI kaMgALa mANasa! rAjAe kahyuM- te je dAgInA paheryA che te badhA kADhI nAkha. mArI AjJA e ja che ke taddana sAdA vezamAM meM tane jene arpaNa karI che tenI sAthe A gAma choDIne cAlI jA. mArI hadamAM rahIza nahi. jA, tArA karmo tuM bhegavI le. bhale pitAjI ! ApanA A badhA dAgInA Apane mubAraka ho. have ApanI AjJA pramANe jAuM chuM. AkhI rAjasabhAmAM rekaLa macI gaI. rAjakumArInI A dazA ! rAjAne ekanI eka dIkarI che chatAM kaI sthitimAM mUkAI ? duHkhamAM sukha mAnatI maMdirA: maMdira te e garIba mANasane hAtha pakaDIne rAjasabhAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gaI. A mANasanA manamAM duHkha thAya che kayAM rAjakumArI ane kayAM huM ! maMdirA kahe, mArA pitAe mane tamane arpaNa karI eTale tame mArA

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zAradA ziramaNi [ 831 pati thaI cUkyA. have tame mArA sarvasva che. baMne cAlatA cAlatA jAya che. rAta paDavA AvI. tyAM eka maMdira AvyuM. temAM baMne beThA. maMdirA pitAnA bhAvi jIvanane vicAra karatI patinA paga pAse beThI che. maMdirAnA patinI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. eka rAjakumArInI A dazA maMdirA kahe Apa zA mATe raDo cho ? mArA pitAjI te nimitta mAtra che. mArA karmamAM A sajAyeluM haze. tene pati kahe che devI ! mahArAjAne ke pAyamAna karIne hAthe karIne mArA jevA dIna patine svIkAravAmAM tame meTI bhUla nathI karI ? huM haju kahuM chuM ke huM mAruM duHkha bhogavI laIza. tamane sAthe rAkhavAthI mAre vadhAre duHkha bhegavavuM paDaze. Aja sudhI huM game tyAM paDaye raheto hato. have tamArI ciMtA vadhI. baMnenuM peTa pUratuM kevI rIte thaze ? tame rAjamahelamAM chalakatA vaibhamAM ucharelA che A duHkha kevI rIte veThI zakazo ? mATe huM to kahuM chuM ke tane bIjo sAre pati maLe te zodhI le. nAtha ! mArA pitAe badhAnI samakSamAM mane jene ApI te mAre pati. pachI te game te hoya, game te sthitimAM hoya te ya mArA mATe pUjanIya ane sarvasva che. A sivAyanA jagatanA tamAma purUSo mArA mATe bhAI ane bApa samAna che. Apa kyAre paNa AvA vacana pharIne bolazo nahi. ApaNuM jIvana nabhAvavA mATe A dAsI game tevA muzkelIbharyA kAma karatA zaramAze nahi. have te ApanI sevA e mArA mATe mevA che. mAre AbhUSaNa ke dAgInAnI jarUra nathI. zIlavata e moTAmAM moTuM kiMmatI AbhUSaNa che. mane zraddhA che ke mAruM bhAgya ApaNA jIvanane sAcI dizA batAvaze. maMdirAne karma para keTale vizvAsa che ane dharma pratye keTalI apUrva zraddhA che. te karmanI philosophIne barAbara samaje che eTale AvA duHkhamAM paNuM duHkha mAnatI nathI ne raDatI nathI. maMdiranA oTalA para baMne sUI gayA. zIlanI parIkSA karatI devI : rAta pUrI thaI. sUryanA sonerI kiraNe pRthvIne camakAvavA lAgyA. savAra paDatAM baMne UThayA ne cAlavA lAgyA. rastAmAM je kaMI phaLa maLe te khAI le ane pANI pIne tarasa chIpAve. rAtre eka maMdiramAM utaryA che. te samaye eka devI eka purUSane laIne AvI. devIe kahyuM- he kumArI ! bhUlane pAtra te sau che. te bhUla karI tethI tane A pati maLe che. huM A nagaranI adhiSThAtrI devI chuM. tArA para mane karUNA AvI che tethI tArA mATe A rUparUpane aMbAra rAjaputra laIne AvI chuM. tAre pati te kevo che? jene eka AMkha nathI, eka kAna ke eka nasakerI nathI, hAtha paga kAma karatA nathI. zarIramAMthI lehI, parU vahyA kare che. A mArAthI jevAtuM nathI eTale tArA mATe sAre chokaro zodhI lAvuM chuM. tuM ene svIkAra kare. devI ! huM tamane pagamAM paDIne kara joDIne kahuM chuM ke Apa AvI aghaTita vAta karaze nahi. mArA pitAe sabhAnI samakSa mane jene arpaNa karI te mAro pati che. te ja mAruM sarvasva che, mAre jAna jAya te kurabAna paNa mAruM zIlA te khaMDita nahi thavA dauM. kadAca IdrathI paNa adhika tejasvI purUSa hoya paNa mArA

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832 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa A pati sivAya koI ne paNa IcchIza nahi. te badhA mArA bhAi ane mApa samAna che. Apa A zabda kayAre paNa khelaze nahi, kRpA karIne Apa jyAMthI AvyA hai| tyAM pAchA sidhAveA. .. kAramI kasoTImAM paNa madirAnI makkamatA : devI kahe-tuM mArI vAta paNa nahi mAne ? te tane batAvI dau'. ema kahIne devIe krodhanA AvezamAM AvIne kuMvarIne pakaDI thoDe dUra laI jaI daDAnI jema addhara uchALI ane nIce paDatA trizuLa para jhIlI lIdhI ane kahyuM-he mUkhI ! have te! mAruM' mAna. nahi mAne teA haju khUkha kaseATI Avaze, dRDha vratadhArI maMdirAne zIlavratathI calita karavA devIe A badhu karyuM paNa maMdirA te peAtAnA vratamAM aDaga hatI. teNe kahyu he devI ! mane zIla vratathI calita karavAnI tamArI A kaLAne hu' eLakhI gaI chuM paNa yAda rAkhajo mane mRtyunA Dara nathI. Apa mane mArI nAMkhaze to kabUla paNa mArA zIla vratane te cheDIza nahi. ma`dirAnI makkamatA joIne devI tyAMthI adRzya thaI gaI. zIlanI suvAsa tenA jIvanamAM keTalI mhe'kI rahI che. zIla mATenI keTalI dRDhatA ane karmanA siddhAMta para keTalI aDaga zraddhA ! mArA pati kayAM gayA ? : madirA dhIme dhIme peAtAnA pati pAse gaI. AvIne jue che te jayAM patine besADayA hatA tyAM e pati nathI. tene badale rUparUpanA avatAra eka purUSa beTho che. are ! mArA pati kacAM gayA ? temanA sthAne A koNa AvIne besI gayu ? have hu' kayAM jAu` ? zu karu ? tenA manamAM aneka tarka vita thavA lAgyA. A kautukabharyA khanAvathI tenA magajamAM vicAronI paraparA cAlu thaI. manamAM navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgI. tyAM te purUSe kahyuM-maMdirA ! tuM gabharAiza nahi. huM ja tAro pati chuM. maMdirA kaDe-nA, tame mArA pati nathI. mArA patine te eka AMkha nathI, eka kAna nathI, mukhaDe che. A divya purUSe kahyuM-tuM mArI vAta sAMbhaLa, hu... tArA kADhiyA pati chuM. vidyAdhara rAjAe karelu rUpa parivartana H huM vaitADhaca paryaMta para maNipura nagaranA vidyAdhara rAjA chuM. mAruM nAma maNicUDa che. tArA pitAnA nagaramAM huM nagaracaryA jovA mATe AvyA hatA. rAjAe sabhAmAM kahyuM-Tu' adhAne sukhI duHkhI karI zaku chuM. te A vAtane svIkAra na karyAM. te' kahyuM-jIva peAtAnA zubhAzubha karmo pramANe sukhI duHkhI thAya che. tArI vAtathI rAjAne gussA AvyA ne hukama karyAM ke jAva kAI bhikhArIne zeAdhI lAveA. A badhuM meM joyu. tethI huM rUpa parivartana karIne bahAra kheDA hate. tyAM rAjAnA mANase AvyA ne mane rAjasabhAmAM laI gayA. tArA pitA e mane arpaNa karI. tArI parIkSA karavA devIe rUpavAna chekarAne tArI sAme rajU karyAM ne lagna karavA kahyuM. teNe kasATI karI paNa tuM tArA vratamAM akhaMDa rahI che. karmonA siddhAMtathI calita thaI nathI. A badhu karanAra huM' chuM, rAjAe tane mane soMpI paNa

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 833 tArA puNyabaLe tuM bAjI jItI gaI che ane rAjA chetarAI gayA che. meM tArI parIkSA karI emAM tuM pAsa thaI che, tethI mane khUba AnaMda thaye che. mane paNa have samajAI gayuM ke keI bIjAne sukhI duHkhI karI zakatuM nathI. karmo jIvane sukhI duHkhI kare che. bIjA te nimitta mAtra che. tane je vizvAsa besatuM na hoya to pahelA hatuM tevuM rUpa karI batAvuM eTale maMdirane vizvAsa beTho. pachI pitAnuM sAcuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. vidyAdhara. kahe-tane pAmIne huM dhanya banI gayo chuM. tane jeTalA dhanyavAda ApuM teTalA ochA che. nAtha Apa mArI prazaMsA na kare. pUrva janmamAM meM sukRtya karyA haze jethI ApanA jevA patine pAmI huM kRtArtha banI chuM. dharmakarmanI zraddhA karAvavA batAvela para : vidyAdhara kahe, devI tArA pitAne abhimAna ghaNuM che. tuM kahe to tArA bApane batAvI dauM. nAtha ! te ApaNA pUjya vaDIla che. ApaNe temane kaMI batAvavuM nathI ke duHkha devuM nathI paNa dharmakarmanA siddhAMtane mAnatA nathI tethI e paraco Ape ke jethI te dharma karmane mAne. temanuM khoTuM abhimAna utarI jAya. Apa temane kheDUtanA vezamAM belA. e vezamAM AvIne teo karmanI gatine jue evI mArI icchA che. tarata vidyAre potAnA sainikone mokalyA ne kahevaDAvyuM ke vidyAdhara rAjA caDhAI laIne AvyA che, je tamArI laDAI karavAnI zakti na hoya te kheDUtanA rUpamAM AvI temanA caraNamAM paDe; nahitara moTo raNasaMgrAma khelAze. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatA rAjA barAbara dhamadhamyA. rAjAe tapAsa karAvI te khabara paDI ke zatru rAjAnuM sainya ApaNA karatAM cAlIsa gaNuM che. ApaNe temanI sAme pahoMcI zakIzuM nahi mATe kheDUtanA rUpamAM jaIne temane namaskAra karavA zuM khoTA ? rAjA kheDUtano veza paherIne vidyAdhara rAjane namavA mATe AvyA. vidyAdharanI bAjumAM potAnI dIkarI maMdirAne beThelI joI. rAjA dIkarIne jotAM AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. meM to maMdirane kubaDA sAthe paraNAvI che. te te kevo bihAmaNo hatA ane A karo te devarUpa je ke sohAmaNo che ! zuM maMdirA bIjAne paraNuM haze ? vAte te karmanI moTI moTI karatI hatI. teNe A zuM karyuM ? teNe zA mATe kubaDAne cheDIne rAjakumAra sAthe lagna karyA haze ? maMdirAe pitAjIne karAvelI dharmakarmanI zradhdhA : rAjAne vicAramAM aTavAyelA joIne vidyAdhare kahyuM -rAjana ! tame aphasosa na karaze. zaMkA kuzaMkA na karazo. tamArI dIkarI sAcI satI che. tene karmano siddhAMta sAce che. Ape tene jenI sAthe paraNAvI che te huM ja chuM. Ape to tene duHkhanA dariyAmAM nAMkhI hatI paNa tenA puNyabaLe, zIlanA prabhAve te duHkhamAMthI mukta thaI che. je Apane vizvAsa na besate hoya te Apane te rUpa karI batAvuM. vidyAre tarata kubaDAnuM rUpa lIdhuM. juo, have Apane zraddhA thaIne ? pachI tarata rUpa badalI nAMkhyuM. Aje Apa ApanI dIkarIne 53

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834 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi sukhamAM joI zake che. have teA kanA siddhAMtane mAnazeA ne ? kai kaine sukhI duHkhI karI zakatuM nathI. have rAjAnI AMkha ughaDI gai. peAtAnA jamAInI sAcI vAta jANIne khuza thayA. pachI maMdirAnA vidhipUrvaka vidyAdharanI sAthe lagna karyAM ane kanyAdAnamAM rAjAe ghaNuM ghaNu' ApyuM'. vidyAdhara maNicUDa rAjA ane maMdirAe gheADA samaya sa'sAramAM rahI pachI dIkSA laI AtmakalyANa karyuM. A dRSTAMtathI e vAta jANavAnI maLe che. koIe phAMko rAkhavA nahi ke huM chuM te badhuM mArAthI thAya che. sau potapAtAnA karmo pramANe sukha duHkha bhAgave che. bhale tame kamAva che paNa temAM kuTu khanA koInuM puNya madadagAra banatuM heAya che. bIjI e vAta ke tame bIjA mATe game teTalA ka karazeA teA paNa karyAM teA karanArane bhAgavavA paDaze. tapanI oLI zarU thAya che. Aya'khIla e mahAna tapa che. maTI jAya che. game te ArAdhanA karo, sAdhanA karA paNu tamArI sAdhanA siddhi apAvaze. samaya thai gayA che. vadhu AjathI Aya bIla tenAthI bhalabhalAnA rogo lakSa meAkSanuM rAkho teA bhAva avasare. AsA suda 8 ne sAmavAra : vyAkhyAna na, 92 H tA. 21-10-85 anaMtajJAnI, karUNAnA kimiyAgara, dananA divAkara, evA jinezvara bhagavAna kramAve che ke A saMsAramAM mukhya be tattvAnI ramakhANu cAle che. jIvatattva ane ajIvatattva. jIva eTale cetana ane ajIva eTale jaDa. duniyAmAM jIva sivAyanA jeTalA padArthA che te badhA jaDa che. anAdikALathI AtmAe jaDa padArthonA saMga karyo che, jaDa sAthe prIti karI che. jaDa mATe jhajhUmI mare, kAhInUranI kadara na kare, kaSAya kAjaLa AMkhe dhare, amUlya ratnA aLagA kare. caitanya eve AtmA ajJAnanA kAraNe jaDa padArthone je peAtAnA thayA nathI, thatA nathI ane thaze nahi evA padArthAne meLavavA mATe tenI pAchaLa jhajhUmI rahyo che ane kohInUra samAna caitanya AtmAne bhUlI gayA che. jaDa padArtho badhA nAzavaMta, anitya ane azAzvata che. tenA saMgathI AtmA ghaDIkamAM sukhI te ghaDIkamAM du:khI thAya che. managamatA padArthA maLe te AnaMda thAya, sukha thAya ane managamatA na maLe teA duHkha thAya. te meLavavA mATe jIva rAtadivasa prayatna kare che, pApa kare che chatAM na maLe tA jIvane A dhyAna thAya. jaDa padArtho pAchaLa jhajhUmatA AtmA A dhyAnanI AgamAM zekAtA hAya che ane tene viyeAga thatAM raudradhyAna kare che, mATe jaDa padArthAnA saMga cheDIne cetana evA AtmAne saga karo. AtmA te nitya, zAzvata ane dhruva che, paNa nAzavaMta, anitya sukhA meLavavA mATe nitya evA AtmAne bhUlI gayA che.

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zArada ziromaNi ] [835 tenI AMkhe jaDavAdanA evA cazamA caDhI gayA che ke jethI te parane pitAnA mAne che. je potAnuM nathI tene pitAnA mAnavA e keTalI moTI bhUla che ! jJAnI kahe che ke A jaDavAdanA cazmAM dUra kare. A jaDavAde jIvane parAzrayI ane gulAma banAvyA che. jaDavAda dUra thaze to caitanyanA darzana thaze. jyAre cetana zaktinuM bhAna thaze tyAre aDhaLaka dhana vaibhava ke bhegavilAse pitAnA tarapha AkarSita nahi karI zake. tene e satya samajAze ke A badhA jaDa padArthone choDIne mAre javuM paDaze athavA te e mane choDIne cAlyA jaze. enA para vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI, mATe nAzavaMtane neha nahi karatAM zAzvata AtmAno neha kare. jeNe AtmAnA akhUTa nidhine jANI lIdhuM hoya te pagale pagale pApathI Darato hoya. te AtmA jaDanA rAgamAM na raMgAya. te samaje ke zAzvata kaI hoya te mAro eka AtmA che. bIjuM badhuM azAzvata che. ego me sAsao appA, nANa daMsaNa saMjuo / resA je vA imAvA, satra saMno varaghaTI || paracuraNa gAthA A duniyAmAM zAzvata kaI hoya te jJAnadarzanathI yukta e mAre AtmA zAzvata che. bAkI badhA bAhya bhAvo che, mATe kahyuM che ke Atmatatva amUlya ratna, sadA karaje tuM tenuM jatana, apramata banI jA pyArA cetana, maLI jaze tane tAruM vatana." ratnothI adhika mUlyavAna eka Atmatattva che. tenuM jatana karavA jevuM che. tenI sarabharA karavA jevI che, paNa jIva jeTalI jaDa evA dehanI sarabharA, mAvajata kare che eTalI AtmAnI nathI karatA. dehanI sarabharA karmo baMdhAvaze jyAre AtmAnI sarabharA zAzvata sukha apAvaze. eka divasa dharmagurU hilelane rastAmAM temanA ziSyane bheTo thaI gayo. temaNe ziSyane pUchyuM-tuM kayAM jaI rahyo che? ziSya kahyuM-gharamAM mahemAna che emanI sarabharA karavA. zuM tArA ghera raja mahemAna hoya che? hA, gurUdeva. AtmA e zarIrane mahemAna nathI to zuM che? Aje A dehamAM che te kAle bIjA dehamAM cAlyA jaze. gurU A ziSyane javAba sAMbhaLI ene bheTI paDyA ane kahyuM-je AtmAnI sarabharA kare che tenI sarabharA AkhuM jagata kare che. Aje AtmA dehanI sarabharA pAchaLa pote pitAne bhUlI gayo che. jJAnI kahe che ke jaDanA vikAsamAM AtmAne vinAza rahele che. "jaDa jeTaluM khIle eTale AmA karamAto jAya." jema ke keI AtmAne rAjaputra tarIke avatAra maLyo, samaya jatAM te rAjA banyo, rAjA banyA pachI te bhautika sukhamAM ane rAjyamAM garakAva banyo te tenI gati kaI? naraka gati. AnuM nAma jaDane vikAsa ane AtmAne vinAza.

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836] [ zAradA ziremaNi - cakavatIne cha khaMDanI mahAna riddhi siddhi hoya paNa e sukhamAM ja racyApacyA rahe ane jaDa sukhone cheDe nahi te sAtamI naraka sudhI pahoMcI jAya. A zuM che? jaDanA vikAsathI AtmAne vinAza. jaDa vikAsanA aMjAmaNamAM jIva evo aMjAI jAya che ke jethI te pitAnuM bhAna bhUlI jAya che. jaDa sukhane vadhAravAnI pravRtti karanArane pUcho ke chevaTe pariNAma zuM ? te kaheze khUba dhana kamAyA. pachI? jIvanamAM ghaNI sagavaDa maLI, mAna sanmAna maLyA paNa pachI? te te koI javAba nahi ApI zake. A sthiti jaDa vikAsanI che. jyAre AtmAnA vikAsIne A prazna pUchazo te kaheze ke paisAthI zubha kAryomAM vAvetara karyuM pachI? uttama sAdhanA ane sAdhanAthI chevaTe mokSa. jaDanA vikAsamAM badhA AtmaguNa kacarAI jAya che. jema kimiyAgara vaiDha jherI aphINamAMthI jIvADanAruM auSadha banAve che tema te AtmA ! tuM paNa vikaselA jaDa padArthomAMthI AtmahitanA kAryo karI le, ke jethI bhaviSyamAM sArI gati maLe. je AvI sAvadhAnI Ave te jIva bhAvi anaMtakALane ujajavaLa kare evI avasthA prApta karI le. je cakavatI jaDanA vikAsamAM mAre te narake jAya. evA jaDanA vikAsane bharata cakravartIe arIsA bhavanamAM e saMkecI lIdhe ke emAM AtmAnA guNonI anupama khIlavaTa thaI ane kevaLajJAnano apUrve vikAsa pAmyA. jaDano vikAsa jIvanA guNone ghAtaka bane che ane jaDano saMkoca jIvane uddhAraka bane che. devalekanA deve ratna, vAvaDIo vagere para meha rAkhe che te prathama be devaloka sudhInA de tyAMthI cAlIne pRthvI, pANI ane vanaspatimAM phekAI jAya che. kevI kAramI sajA ! mATe jaDanI jarUriyAta ochI kare ane AtmannitinI jarUriyAta vadhAre. jeTalI jaDanI jarUriyAta ochI eTale AtmavikAsa vadhato jaze. anAdikALathI jIva jaDane rAga karato Ave che. tenA saMgathI jIvane sukha ane tenA viyogathI jIvane duHkha thAya che. pudgala evA jaDa padArtho kevA che? je Aje che te kAle nathI, ghaDIe ghaDI palTAya che, ethI ja A saMsAramAM, sukha nahi jaNAya che." jaDa padArthonI je zobhA Aje dekhAya che te kAle dekhAtI nathI, kAraNa ke ghaDIe ghaDIe tenI paryAye paTAyA kare che. yuvAnImAM mAnavanA je rUpa, raMga ane tejasvItA dekhAya che te ghaDapaNamAM dekhAtI nathI. kapaDuM paNa je vadhu samaya mUkI rAkho to paDyuM paDayuM kahevAI jAya che ne phATI jAya che mATe jaDa padArthono rAga cheDavA jevo che ane AtmAne rAga karavA jevuM che tethI kahyuM ke samyapha dazana, jJAnathI yukta e mAro AtmA zAzvata che. AtmA sivAyanA bIjA badhA bhAvo bahirbhAva che, mATe amUlya evA AtmAnuM jatana karajo te AtmAnuM zAzvatuM vatana e mokSa maLI jaze. jene AtmAno rAga thAya che tevA che dharmathI vimukha banelA pitAnA saMtAnane AtmAno

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zAradA ziromaNi] [ 837 rAga kema thAya, teo dharma kema pAme te mATe rAtadivasa ciMtA kare che. ahIM mane eka vAta yAda Ave che. saMta eTale vAtane visAme H eka zeTha ja vyAkhyAnamAM pahelI lAInamAM bese ane jikara Ape. temanuM mukha joIne saMta samajI gayA ke zeTha ja upAzraye Ave che paNa temanA mukha para udAsInatA dekhAya che. temane UMDe UMDe keI ciMtA hoya evuM lAge che. tamArA DaoNkaTara to eka roganA niSNAta hoya. AMkhanA DokaTara hoya te gaLAnuM na jANe ane gaLAnA DokaTara heya te AMkhanuM na jANe. saMte te tamane pagathI mAthA sudhI jANe. A AtmA kyA bhAvathI ahIM AvyuM che te badhuM samaje kharA paNa bele nahi. saMta samajI gayA ke zeTha dilanA duHkhI che. temane koI ciMtA korI khAya che. eka divasa saMte temane pUchayuM-zeTha tame paiseTake sukhI che, vepAra dha sAro cAle che, gAmamAM tamArI AbarU paNa sArI che chatAM tamAruM mukha udAsa kema dekhAya che? tame ATalA gamagIna kema rahe che? gurU mahArAja ! huM eka vAte duHkhI chuM. Apane zuM dukha che? duHkhanuM kAraNa durtha sanI dAkare ke A vAta sAMbhaLatA zeTha raDI paDayA. gurUdeva ! mAre eka dIkare che. pahelAM ghaNAM varSo sudhI saMtAna na hatuM. saMtAna mATe zeThANIe thAya eTalA vAnA karyA. keTalAya tiSIone pUchyuM. amArA bhAgyamAM haze tethI eka dIkaro thayo. te paNa devarUpa je. ekane eka dIkaro eTale zeThANIe khUba lADa laDAvyA. huM ghaNI vAra zeThANIne kahe ke tame dIkarAne beTA lADa na laDAvaze. sonAnI kaTAra keDe khosAya paNa marAya nahi. meM ghaNuM kahyuM paNa zeThANI samajyA nahi. dhIme dhIme dIkaro moTo thaye. te jeTalA paisA mAMge eTalA vAparavA Ape. dIkare 18 varSane thatAM te badhA vyasanamAM pUre thaI zeThANInA ati lADa ane ati chUTanuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke te vyasanI banI gaye. tenAmAM kaI jAtanA saMskAra nathI. huM tene kaMIka kahevA jAuM to zeThANa tenuM uparANuM le. pariNAme amAre saMsAra saLagI uThayo che. atyAre te mArA gharamAM badhuM che paNa huM marI jaIza pachI A dIkaro devALuM kADhe evo pAka che. mAruM A duHkha kone kahuM ? duHkhamAM dilAso denAra keI nathI. A dIkarAnA lagna karuM te AvanAra chakarIne bhava bagaDe eTale mArI IcchA tenA lagna karavAnI na hatI paNa zeThANIe kahyuM, lagna karIzuM eTale cheka ThekANe AvI jaze, ema mAnIne tene paraNAvyo, chatAM te na sudharyo. bicArI chekarInI jiMdagI barabAda thaI gaI. tamArA dIkarAnuM nAma zuM che ? rameza. zeThanuM duHkha dUra karavA saMte karelo upAya : saMte zeThane dilAso ApatA kahyuM-zeTha ! Apa ciMtA na karazo. tame ene eka divasa mArI pAse mokalaje. bApajI ! te 20 varSane thaye paNa upAzraya kaI dizAmAM che te paNa tene khabara nathI. keI divasa te upAzraye AvyuM nathI. huM tene upAzraye AvavAnuM kahuM to mane mAravA UThe,

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838 ] [zArada ziromaNi gALe che. tene kevI rIte mokale? saMtanA manamAM thayuM ke A zeThanuM duHkha dUra karavuM e sAcuM. temaNe zeThane badhuM pUchI lIdhuM ke te kevuM che ? kevA kapaDA pahere che? badhI mAhitI jANI lIdhI. sAthe e paNa jANyuM ke e kyAreka enA bhAIbaMdha sAthe A rastethI nIkaLe che. saMta kahe-le, eka divasa rameza enA mitro sAthe jaI rahyo che, acAnaka saMtanI najara enA para paDI gaI. saMte kapaDA cazmA Adi parathI anumAna karyuM ke A rameza haze. saMte bUma pADI. rameza ! ahIM Ava. ramezanA manamAM thayuM ke mane keNa bolAve che ? teNe UMce joyuM te saMtane joyA. A sAdhu mane zA mATe bolAvatA haze ? caMDakauzika uDatA paMkhI pADate hate. keTalAya nA prANa lete hatuM chatAM enI bhavitavyatA jAgI te bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne sAmethI javAnuM mana thayuM. bhagavAnanA be zabdothI caMDakauzika pAmI gaye tema ramezanI bhavitavyatA jAgavAnI haze eTale manamAM thayuM ke sAdhu bolAve che te mAre javuM joIe. teNe sAdhune gALa na dIdhI paNa saMta pAse gaye. ramezane sudhAravA karelo kImi : rameze kahyuM-mahArAja ! tamAre mAruM zuM kAma paDyuM ? mane zA mATe belA che ? ramezanA mukhamAMthI mahArAja zabda sAMbhaLatA saMtane saMtoSa thayA. e samajI gayA ke A jIva puNyazALI che. je ene samajaNa ApIe te sudharatA vAra nahi lAge. saMte pUchyuM-tAruM nAma rameza ? hA. mAre tArI sAthe thoDI vAta karavI che. mahArAja ! mane jarAya TAIma nathI. be miniTa to besa. bhale, saMte pUchayuM-rameza ! tArA mAtA pitA tane duHkha Ape che ? tane kaI divasa kaTu zabdo kahIne tAruM apamAna kare che ? nA. teo te mane khUba sArI rIte sAcave che. keI divasa mane kAMI kahetA nathI. tArI mAtA, patnI badhA tane kevuM sAcave che? e badhA mane khUba sAcave che. kyAre paNa UMcA sAde bolAvatA nathI. je mAMgu te badhuM mane Ape che. te tuM tArA bApane kevA sAcave che ? mArA pitA mane kaMI kahevA Ave te temane huM mAravA doDuM, gALo dauM. tArA pitA tane ATaluM sAcave chatAM huM temane mAravA jAya che ? tuM ATaluM pajave chatAM tArA pitA tArA para gusso kare che kharA ? nA, mahArAja. mArA bApujI to kayAre paNa mArA para gusso karatA nathI. to pachI tArAthI gusse thAya kharo ? Aje eTalo niyama le ke tAre tArA bApujIne ke keIne mAravA nahi ane keInA para gusso kare nahi, mahArAja ! mArAthI e te nahi bane. kema na bane ? tuM tArA mA-bApane ekane eka dIkaro che. tArI kAMI pharaja kharI ke nahi? tuM to mahAbhAgyazALI che. zeTha jevA dhamISTha, saMskArI, kSamAvAna pitA maLyA che mATe ATaluM te kara ? saMtane prabhAva : saMtanA vacanane rameza para prabhAva paDaze. jenA jIvanamAM AcaraNa hoya te kaMI kahe te sAmA para prabhAva paDayA vinA rahe nahi. A saMta kayAre paNa kodha karatA na hatA eTale temanA vacanathI ramezanuM hadaya bhedAI gayuM.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 839 teNe kahyuM-huM mAtApitAne mArIza nahi ane krodha paNa karIza nahi. rameza niyama laIne gurUne vaMdana karIne ghera gaye. AyaMbIlanI oLI cAlatI hatI. AThamane divasa hate. zeThANIe vahune ka-beTA ! Aje vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA javuM che. Aje ekalI khIcaDI karavI che. te sagaDI para mUkI che e utArI leje. vahunA manamAM thayuM ke Aje AThama che. khIcaDI sivAya kAMI banAvavAnuM nathI. te huM paNa upAzraye jAuM. tene thayuM ke sAsue khIcaDImAM mIThuM nAMkhyuM haze ke nahi? tethI teNe mIThuM nAMkhyuM. pachI te paNa upAzraye gaI. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne sAsu vahu baMne ghera AvyA. khIcaDImAM sAsu mIThuM nAMkhIne gayA hatA, vahune khabara nahi eTale teNe paNa nAMkhyuM. Dabala mIThuM thaI gayuM. paccakakhANathI camatkAra ? eTalAmAM rameza ghera AvyuM. teNe kahyuM -bA ! raseI thaI gaI che? bA zabda sAMbhaLatA te addhara thaI gaI. tene khUba AnaMda thayo. Aje mArA rameze mane bA kahI ! te te khuza thaI gaI. teNe kahyuM-beTA! Aje ekalI khIcaDI banAvI che. kAMI vAMdho nahi. ramezanI patnIe ramezanA bhANamAM khIcaDI pIrasI. rameze kahyuM-kaDhI banAvI che? nA. rameze khIcaDI meMmAM mUkI. Dabala mIThuM paDI gayuM che eTale khArI khArI lAgI. je pratijJA karIne na AvyuM hota to thALI pachAData paNa Aje bAdhA laIne AvyuM che eTale gusse na karyo. teNe kahyuM ke gharamAM dahIM, chAza che ke nahi? khIcaDImAM dahIM, chAza nAMkhe te khArI ochI lAge. zeThANIe tene dahI ApyuM. khIcaDI ne dahIM khAIne te Ubho thaI gaye. eka zabda paNa bolyA nahi. tene manamAM thayuM ke AvI khArI khIcaDI hoya te bAnI sAme thALI pachADuM paNa Aje gurUe mane ke maMtra Apyo ke mArA dilamAM jarA paNa gusso na AvyuM. eka ja vAra bolAvavAthI gayo te paNa mArA jIvanane ATale palTo thaye. kharekhara saMtano saMga karavA jevo che satsaMgathI jIvanamAM durguNanI durgadha hoya to dUra thAya che ane saguNanI saurabha mahekI uThe che. Ape nadI kinAre to joyo che ne? nadI kinAre keTalI lIlI hariyALI vanaspati uge che! tyAM vanaspati ugADavA kaNa gayuM haze ? tyAM bIja keNe repyA haze? e bIjanI mAvajata koNe karI haze ? ke vAvanAra ke ucheranAra nathI. to e vanaspati kayAMthI ugI? vicAra karIzuM te samajAze ke nadInA pANIne e prabhAva che ke tenAM kAMThe je Ave tene zItaLatA Ape che. bhUminA peTALamAM daTAyelA bIjane te pioSaNa Ape che, tenI vRddhi kare che ane pachI bIja dharatIne cIrIne bahAra Ave che. nadInA pavitra sparzathI te AnaMdanuM gIta gAya che. satsaMgane prabhAva Ave che. saMtonI pAse bese, temanI vAto sAMbhaLe te tamAruM jIvana mahekI uThaze; bhItaramAM daTAyelI zubha lAgaNIo AtmAnA gIta gAtI banaze. ramezane jIvanapalTo : ramezanuM jIvana eka vakhatanA satsaMgathI palaTAI gayuM.

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840 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi bapore khIcaDI ne dahIM jamIne vagara bolAve gurU pAse pahoMcI gayA. zeTha jamavA AvyA. AThama hovAthI temane ekAsaNuM hatuM. zeTha jamavA beThA. khIcaDI moDhAmAM mUkI. khIcaDI khArI bahu lAgI. zeThe kahyuM- rameza jamavA AvI gaye? hA. te kaI belyo nahi? nA. teNe dahIM mAMgyuM hatuM. khIcaDI ne dahIM khAIne jato rahyo. te eka zabda paNa bolyA nathI. jamIne te ravAnA thaI gayA che. zeThane khabara nathI ke rameza upAzraye gayA hatA ne tenuM jIvana parivartana thayuM che. be traNa vAgyA chatAM rameza ghera na AvyuM. mAbApane khUba ciMtA thavA lAgI. Aje e kAMI bolyo nathI paNa bahAra jaIne kAMI navAjUnI te nahi kare ne ? dIkaro mA-bApane game teTaluM pajave herAna kare chatAM mAbApa saMtAnane bhUlatA nathI. kharekhara saMtAne upara mAtApitAne asIma upakAra che. te bhUla joIe nahi. bhUlaze nahi kadI mA-bApane re, temanA anaMta che upakAra (2) bhUlaze aDasaTha tIratha gharanA AMgaNe re, sevA karo sadAye amApa-bhUlazo ramezanA mAtApitAne khUba ciMtA thavA lAgI ke ApaNe rameza kayAM gaye haze? AkhA gAmamAM zeThe zedha karAvI paNa kayAMya rameza maLyo nahi. temane kapanA paNa kyAMthI Ave che te upAzraye gaye haze. tyAM eka bhAI zeThane pratikramaNa karavA lAvavA AvyA. zeThane ciMtAtura jaIne pUchayuM kema ciMtAmAM che? bhAI ! mAro rameza jaDatuM nathI. are zeTha, te te upAzrayamAM gurU pAse beTho che. vAta kare che ane pApanI AlocanA kare che. zeTha upAzraye gayA. rameza saMta pAse beTho hato. teNe jevA pitAne joyA te UbhA thaIne temanA caraNamAM paDI gayA. pitAjI ! meM Apane khUba duHkhI karyA che. have mArA badhA aparAdhanI mane kSamA Apo. ramezanuM hRdaya parivartana joIne zeThane khUba AnaMda thayo. eka vakhatane adhama dhama banI gaye. pApI punita banI gayo. saMtanA samAgamathI ramezanuM jIvana sudharI gayuM. gharamAM mAtAne, patnIne badhAne khUba AnaMda thaye. prabhu mahAvIra svAmInA eka vAra darzanathI ane bhagavAnanI dezanAthI AnaMda gAthA patinuM jIvana paNa badalAI gayuM. bAra vrata te aMgIkAra karyA paNa temAM deva na lAge te mATe prabhu aticAra samajAvI rahyA che. daza vratanA aticAra samajyA. have agyAramuM pauSadha vrata. A pauSadha vrata eka ahorAtrInuM che. jyAre pauSadha karavo hoya tyAre ghera AraMbha samAraMbhanA koI kAryo karAya nahi. kAcA pANI ke agnine aDAya nahi. jeTalA vAge lIdho hoya teTalA vAge bIjA divase paLAya. A vratamAM cAra vastune tyAga karavAmAM Ave che. asaNaM, pAchuM Adi cAre AhArano tyAga (2) zarIrane vezabhUSA, satkAra Adine tyAga. maithunane tyAga ane samasta pApane tyAga karavAmAM Ave che. 24 kalAka mATe sarva pApane tilAMjalI apAya che. zuddha bhAvathI AtmalakSe

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zArada ziromaNi ] [ 841 karele pauSadha anaMtA karmonI bhekhaDo toDe che ane nirjarI karAve che. A pauSadha vratanA pAMca aticAra che. (1) apaDilehiya du5Dilehiya sejA saMthAre barAbara paDilehaNa karyuM na hoya athavA karyuM hoya te mAThI rIte karyuM hoya. pauSadhamAM tamAre sUvA mATenA je upakaraNo che, guco che tenuM be TAIma paDilehaNa karavuM joIe. tene barAbara jevA joIe. pachI te zayyAno upayoga karAya. (2) ampamajyi duSpamajijya sijA saMthAre pUjyA vinA athavA sArI rIte pUjyA vinA zayAno upayoga kare te aticAra lAge. (3) apaDilehiya duSpaDilehiya uccAra pAsavarNa bhUmi (4) apamajiye dupamajiye uccAra pAsavaNu bhUmiH joyA vinA, pUjyA vinA athavA sArI rIte joyA vinA laghunIti athavA vaDInIti mATe sthAnane upayoga karo. pauSadha vrata letA pahelA laghunIti ke vaDInItinA sthAnane barAbara joI levuM joIe. ane paraThavavA jAva tyAre paNa kIDI, maMkaDA keI jIvajaMtuM na hoya te rIte paraThavavuM jethI keI onI hiMsA na thAya te khAsa lakSa rAkhavuM. (5) pasahevAsassa samma aNuNapAlaNayA H samyapha rIte vidhipUrvaka pauSadhanuM pAlana karyuM na hoya te aticAra lAge. aticAra rahita samyaka zraddhApUrvaka pauSadha , karavAthI ghaNe lAbha thAya che. huM te mArI bahenane kahuM chuM ke tame upavAsa karyo hoya tyAre je gharanI anukULatA hoya te pauSadha karavAnuM cUkaze nahi. upavAsamAM tamArA pitAnA mATe pApa baMdha thayuM paNa bIjA mATe karavuM paDe che. jyAre pauSadhamAM te 24 kalAka sudhI pApano tamAma bejo utarI jAya che ane anaMtA karmonI nirjarA thAya che. pauSadha karo tyAre aticAra na lagADaze. have bAramA vratamAM zuM bhAva cAlaze te avasare. caritra : jarUra paDI che devane mArA prANunI : puNyasAre guNasuMdarane AtmahatyAnuM zuM kAraNa che te mATe ghaNuM ghaNuM pUchyuM paNa kAMI bolato nathI. mAMDa teNe UMcuM joyuM. puNyasAra kahe-mitra ! tane evuM zuM duHkha AvI paDyuM che ! je hoya te mane kahe. mArA sAmuM tAkI tAkIne zuM jue che? zuM tane vaLagADa vaLage che ke Ama mArA sAmuM je je kare che ? vaLagADa vaLagyA hoya evuM paNa mAnavA taiyAra nathI. vaLagADa moTe bhAge strIone vaLage, purUSane na hoya. tane acAnaka zuM thayuM ? puNyasAre khUba kahyuM tyAre guNasuMdara bolyA- mArA vahAlA mitra ! mArA duHkhane pAra nathI. e duHkhane keI dUra karI zake tema nathI. deve mArI A hAlata karI che. tene mArA prANanI jarUra paDI che. puyasAranA manamAM thayuM ke ahIM kayA deva AvI paDayA ? deva mArI pAse Ave che ne enI pAse Ave che. mArA deve te mane maravA na dIdhuM ane Ane deva mAravA uTho che ? A badhuM zuM che ? kAMI samaja paDatI nathI. puyasAre kahyuM-mitra ! ApaghAta karavAthI je duHkhane aMta AvI jAta to ghaNuM ApadhAta karIne mArI jAta paNa ApaghAta karavAthI te ApaNuM bhava vadhe che.

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842 ] | [ zAradA ziramaNi durgatinA dukho bhogavavA paDe che. tArA jevA guNavAna, sajajana ane DAhyA chokarAne A zebhe che kharuM ? zuM dhaNIne vahAlAne viyoga hoya ? ? rAjAe A badhI vAta sAMbhaLI. teo guNasuMdaranI pAse AvyA ne kahyuM-beTA ! tane zuM dukha che ? je dukha hoya te kahe. guNasuMdare kahyuM-mahArAjA ! keIe mAruM apamAna karyuM nathI. mArA mAthe devuM paNa thayuM nathI. ratnasuMdarI taraphathI paNa koI manaduHkha thayuM nathI paNa mAruM duHkha ja che. huM kaIne kahI zakato nathI. kyAM jAuM ? kene kahuM? koIne kahevAmAM paNa sAra nathI. rAjA kahe-je hoya te kahe. tyAre kahyuM-he rAjA ! huM mArA vahAlAnA viyogathI dukhI chuM tethI agnisnAna karavuM che. A sAMbhaLatA leka zaMkAzIla banyA. vahAle te dhaNIne kahevAya. A te kare che tene kene viyoga haze ? kadAca koI vaDIlene viga haze. rAjA kahe-te te atyAra sudhI viyAga kema na batAvyuM ane Aje ja AtmahatyA karavA uThayo che, te zuM bahAragAmathI keI samAcAra AvyA che ? A praznane javAba guNasuMdara na ApI zakyA. te puNyasAranA sAmuM jevA lAge. badhA kahe enI najara puNyasAra sAme che. e enI pAse dila khelIne vAta karaze. rAjAe kahyuM-puNyasAra ! guNasuMdara tAre jigarajAna dosta che e tane badhI vAta karaze. huM tane AjJA ApuM chuM ke tuM ene eka rUmamAM laI jaIne badhI vAta pUcha. ame badhA bahAra beThA chIe. have puNyasAra guNasuMdarane rUmamAM laI jaIne badhI vAta pUchaze ne tyAM zuM navAjUnI banaze te bhAva avasare. A suda 9ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 97 6 tA. 22-10-85 sarvajJa, sarvadazI bhagavAna AtmasAdhanA karavA mATe jIvane elAna ApIne jagADatAM kahe che ke he AtmAo! jyAM sudhI jIvanane sUrya prakAzI rahyo che tyAM sudhI tuM dharmanuM AcaraNa karI le, samaya vItI jaze pachI pastAvAne pAra nahi rahe. dharma karavAne avasara vAraMvAra maLatA nathI. pApa karavAno avasara te A jIvane halakA kuLamAM ane halakI jAtimAM janmIne anaMtI vAra maLyA paNa dharma karavAne, janma maraNanA trAsathI chUTavAne avasara vAraMvAra maLa muzkela che. deha rUpI mALAmAM AtmA rUpI haMsale kIDA kare che tyAM sudhI sakala duHkhane nAzaka ane sakala sukhane sAdhaka dharma tuM sAdhI le. A janmamAM joradAra purUSArthathI e dharma kare ke TapoTapa karmanI jaMjIre tUTIne jamInadosta banI jAya. bhagavAna bolyA che se AyavaM nANavaM veyavaM dhammavaM baMbhavaM pannANehiM pariyANai loyaM, muLati , dharmavati 3nU gAvalopa saMmamitrALarU . AcAraga.a. 3.1 mumukSu purUSa Atma svarUpane jANe che. te jJAnayukta che, AgamonA jJAtA che,

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 843 dharmAMne jANanArA che, brahma svarUpa AtmAne jANe che. mati-zruta Adi jJAneAthI leAkanA svarUpane jANe che temane muni kahevAya che. dharmanA svarUpanA jJAtA saraLa AtmA sa`sAra cakrane sArI rIte jANe che. je dhamanA svarUpane jANe che te sa`sArane jANe che. je sa'sAranA svarUpane jANe che te tenAthI mukta thaI zake che ane karmInI ja jIrAne tADI zake che. dhama rUpI mahela yeAgya mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRttinA pAyA para ubhele joie. jo A pAyeA salAmata na hoya te arthAt e trividha yeAganA vartAva ayeAgya hoya te dharma mahela jamInadosta ane kakaDabhUsa thatAM vAra nahi lAge. dharmAMte jIvana rUpI bhUmi para amRtavRkSa che paNa jo bhUmi viSamaya hoya te dha vRkSa amRtavRkSa kayAMthI anI zake? mana, vacana, kAyAneA upayoga jo ayAgya hAya te| evu jIvana viSabhUmi jevu' che. emAM ugeluM dharmAMvRkSa paNa viSamaya banavAnuM, mana, vacana, kAyAnA yogya upayAgathI je jIvana bhUmi amRtamaya bane emAM ugela dharmavRkSa amRtavRkSa khanI amRtaphaLa pedA karI zake ane AtmAnuM utthAna thaI zake; mATe jIvanamAM dharmanI khUba jarUra che. dharma A bhavamAM ane parabhavamAM AtmAne hitakartA che. tame gADImAM musApharI karo te pharajiyAta TikiTa leA che. TikiTa lIdhA vinA musApharI karo e sarakAranA gunA che. je TikiTa lIdhA vinA musApharI kare che e pakaDAI jAya che. tene daMDa karavAmAM Ave che. gADImAM hajAro musAphara beThA hAya che; temAM TikiTa lIdhA vinAnA musApharI paNa hoya che. tenA dekhAva parathI bhAgye ja khakhara paDe ke te TikiTa lIdhA vinA musApharI kare che. te dekhAvamAM te bIjA musAphara jevA dekhAya che paNa tenA haiyAmAM satata phaphaDATa hoya che. tenI AMkhA TikiTacekara tarapha sAvadhAnIthI jotI hoya che. TikiTa cekarane jotAM tenuM haiyu' dhrujatuM hoya che. TikiTa vinA huM gADImAM besI gayA huM paNa pakaDAI jaIza tA? mArI AbarU jaze ane sajA thaze. AvA aneka bhayajanaka vicAro tenA magajamAM ghUmyA kare che. A saMsAramAM moTA bhAganA musApha TikiTa lIdhA vinAnA musApharo jevA che. jIva cAra gatinI musApharI karavA nIkaLyA che. tene kayAreka ja vicAra Ave che ke dharma rUpI TikiTa vinA mAruM zuM thaze ? ka rAjA mane meATI sajA karaze to ? marI jaIza te huM mArI pAchaLa patnI ane chekarAonuM zuM thaze ? AvA aneka bhayathI mAnavI aMdara dhrujI rahyo che. AvA bhayathI te jIve che tethI jIvana jIvavAnA sAcA AnaMda te mANI zakatA nathI. zAMtithI te jIvI zakatA nathI. AveA mAnavI bhayathI azAMta che. dhama rUpI TikiTathI jIvananI sAcI musApharI : jIvananI musApharI AnaMdathI pUrI karavI hAya teA dharmanI TikiTa laIne musApharI kare. dharmonI TikiTa jenI pAse che ane bhaya rAkhavAnu` koI kAraNa nathI. jenI pAse TikiTa hAya tene TikiTa cekara satAvatA nathI tema jenI pAse dharmAMnI TikiTa haze tene ka`rAjA rUpI TikiTa

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[zAradA ziromaNi cekara satAvaze nahi. dharma rUpI TikiTa pAse haze te jIvananI musApharI sukhazAMtithI pUrI karI zakaze. jenI pAse TikiTa letI nathI tene daMDa thAya che, sajA thAya che tema jeo pAse dharma rUpI TikiTa nathI tene durgationA duHkhane daMDa thAya che ane bhAre zikSA thAya che. TikiTa laIne musApharI karavA nIkaLela mAnavI pitAnA dhArelA sthaLe pahoMcI zake che tema jeNe dharmanI TikiTa lIdhI che te pitAnA zAzvata gharane meLavI zuM che mATe eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke TikiTa vinA musApharI na karAya. saMsAramAM vepAra vinA paisA nathI maLatA te dharmanA vepAra vinA paralokamAM sukha, sagavaDa ke zAMti kyAMthI maLavAnA che? - jemaNe AgAra dharmane jIvanamAM apanAvyuM che evA AnaMda zrAvakane bhagavAna bAramA vratanA aticAra samajAve che. bAramA vratanuM nAma che atithi saMvibhAga vrata. 1 vratamAM 11 vrata svataMtra che. sAmAyika, pauSadha karavAnuM mana thAya te tame dhAro tyAre karI zako cho paNa bAramuM vrata parataMtra che. tamArI dAna devAnI IcchA ghaNI hoya para saMto tamAre tyAM padhAre te dAna daI zaka saMto tamArA AMgaNe padhAre tyAre nirdoSa sUjhatA AhAra pANI vaherAvajo paNa asUjhatA AhAra pANI vahorAvaze nahi. tame bhAgyavAna che ke tamane supAtra dAna devAne avasara maLe che. je che paradezamAM jAya che temane tyAM supAtra dAnane lAbha kyAMthI maLavAnuM che ? saMtanA darzana paNa kayAMthI maLe? tyAM saMto che nahi te darzanano ane supAtra dAnane lAbha kevI rAte maLe? bharavADanA bhavamAM tapavI munine utkRSTa bhAve khIra vahorAvI to zAlibhadra banyA. zaMkharAjA ane jamatI rANIe utkRSTa bhAve drAkSa dhoyAnuM pANI vaharAvyuM to tIrthakara nAma karma bAMdhyuM. vastunA mUlya nathI paNa bhAvanAnA mUlya de. caMdanabALAe bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne utkRSTa bhAve aDadanA bAkaLA vaDarAvyA hatA. dAna denAranA bhAva zuddha hoya, dAna zuddha hoya te tene ghaNe lAbha maLe che. kArame vratanA pAMca aticAra che. (1) sacittanikakhevaNayA : aceta vastumAM saceta va tu nAMkhavI athavA kapanIya vastuomAM saceta vastu meLavI devI. kerIne rasa ceta che paNa temAM goTale mUkela che athavA phrIjamAM mUkele che te te rasa aceta hovA chatAM saceta thaI gaye. te rasa sAdhune vaherAva kalpatA nathI. (2) sacitta rehaNayA : saceta vastune acetathI ane aceta vastune sacetathI DhAMkI devI. dALa, laData, zAka Adi badhI vastuo sUjhatI che paNa tenA DhAMkaNuM para lIlA maracA ke lImaDo paDyo che te te vastu aceta hovA chatAM sacetathI DhAMkelI vaharAve te ticAra lAge. (3) kalAIkame H kALa vItI javA chatAM vaharAvyuM hoya. sAdhune kAra paNa thaI jAya ane sAro AhAra Apa paNa na paDe evI bhAvanAthI vastuno kALa AvI javA chatAM vastu vahorAvI hoya. leTa, khAkharA, mIThAI Adi vastuone amuka divasane kALa che. te kALa thaI gaye hoya chatAM vaherAve to aticAra

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zAradA ziremaNi ] (845 lAge. (4) pavaeze : pite sUjhatA hovA chatAM bIjAne vahorAvavAnuM kahyuM hoya. tamArA keTalA bhAgyodaya hoya tyAre saMta tamArA ghera padhAre, tyAre je tame sUjhatA he te kayAre paNa bIjAne vahorAvavAnuM na kaheze. dhanya ghaDI dhanya dina hoya tyAre tamane vahorAvavAne lAbha maLe. tamArA kara pavitra thAya. rasoDAne kayAre paNa erDara na karaze ke mahArAja ! mahArAja AvyA che. lakSamI cAMdalo karavA Ave tyAre meM jovA jAya evI A vAta che. supAtra dAnane mahimA keTaluM che. prajAne duSkALathI bacAvavA rAjAe uThAvelI jahemata : kamalapura nagaramAM eka rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. te khUba nyAyathI rAjya calAvatA hatA. te dhamI paNa khUba hatA. prajAnuM sukha e mAruM sukha ane prajAnuM duHkha e mAruM duHkha ema samajatA hatA. eka divasa tiSI tyAM AvyA. pahelAnA jotiSIo je kahe te moTA bhAge sAcuM paDe. te jotiSIe kahyuM- bApu ! Apane eka vAta karavA Avyo chuM. mArA jyotiSazAstranA AdhAre kahuM chuM ke A nagaramAM ane tenI AsapAsanA vistAramAM bAra varSane bhayaMkara duSkALa paDaze. baMdhuo! cAlu varSe dezamAM varasAda thaye nathI ane duSkALa jAhera karyo tyAre kevI rADa paDI gaI hatI. e to kudarate thoDo varasAda thayo. tiSInA mukhe bAra varSane duSkALa sAMbhaLatA AkhI sabhA chaka thaI gaI. rAjA, maMtrI badhAne A vAta sAMbhaLatAM khUba dukha thayuM. huM karIza zuM ? mArI prajAne jIvADIza kevI rIte? kudaratanI sAme keNu bAtha bhIDI zake? zuM karavuM ? keIne sUjha paDatI nathI. rAjAe to paisA kharcIne bharAya teTalA anAjanA keThA bharavA mAMDayA. eTale thAya teTale anAjane saMgraha karyo tiSI ziyALAmAM kahI gaye. jemAsuM AvatAM pahelAM te rAjAe prajAne jIvADavA mATe anAjane khUba saMgreDa karyo. dukALanA badale sukALa : unALo pUre thaye. aSADha mAsa Avyo keIne varasAdanI AzA nathI. aSADa pUro thavA AvyuM tyAM te ekAeka vAdaLA thavA lAgyA. vIjaLI jhabUkavA lAgI ane mUzaLadhAra varasAda varasya. baMbAkAra paNa paDyuM. nagarajane Azcarya ane AnaMda sAthe nAcavA lAgyA. badhA loko bolavA lAgyA ke pele tiSI khoTo paDe. rAjAne te A jyotiSIne jJAna upara khUba zraddhA hatI. emane te e Azcarya lAgyuM ke zuM maDApaMDita, prAjJanuM gaNita kheTuM paDayuM ? nA...nA... e te bane nahi paNa banyuM kema e Azcarya che. tenA para zraddhA rAkhIne mArA dhananA bhaMDAre khAlI karyA ane dhAnyanA bharapUra bhaMDAro bharyA. have huM ATalA badhA anAjane karIza zuM ? kharekhara A tiSIne to zikSA karavI joIe. te mane khoTuM kahI gaye? sajAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna : te samaye te gAmamAM cAra jJAnanA dhAraka gurU bhagavaMta tyAM cAturmAsa padhAryA hatA. rAjA temanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayA. dezanA pUrI thayA bAda rAjAe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! huM Apane eka prazna pUchuM? pUcho. amAre tyAM eka tiSI AvyuM hatuM te kahI gayo hate ke tamAre tyAM 12 varSane duSkALa paDaze ane

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846 ] [ zArada ziromaNi atyAre te varasAda thayo te zuM te jotiSI sAce che ke beTA ? rAjana ! te tiSI khoTo nathI paNa sAce che e vakhate evA graha hatA ke bAra varSane duSkALa paDe te prabhu ! Ama kema banyuM? duSkALa kayAM bhAgI gaye? rAjana ! eka mahA puNyavaMtanA netA pagalAe gagananA grahone veravikhera karI nAkhyA. A sAMbhaLatA rAjAne khUba Azcarya thayuM. rAjA! tamArA nagaramAM mahApuNyazALI AtmA mAtAnA garbhamAM Avyo che. jenA viziSTa puNya karmanA aNuoe bhayaMkara duSkALane dhakako mArI daIne sarvatra sukALa phelAvI dIdhuM. gurUdeva ! evI kaI mAtA bhAgyavaMtI che ke jene tyAM Ave puNyAtmA AvIne utpanna thayo che? te puNyAtmA koNa che? teNe pUrva janmamAM evuM zuM puNya karyuM che ke je mAtAnA garbhamAM AvatA duSkALa dUra thayo ? he rAjana ! e AtmAnA pUrvabhavanI kahAnI tuM sAMbhaLa. pUrvabhavanI kahAnI : pUrvabhavamAM enuM nAma pravaradeva hatuM. nAnapaNamAM enA mA-bApa marI gayA. e khAudharo khUba hato. je maLe te khAvAnI ene Teva paDI gaI hatI. tene bhUkha bahu lAge. khAu khAu sivAya vAta nahi. ati paDatuM khAvuM e rogane AmaMtraNa ApavA jevuM che. pravaranA AkhA zarIramAM kedra vyApI gayA. cepI koDhathI enuM zarIra phadaphadI gayuM. badhA lake ene achUta gaNavA lAgyA. badhA ene tiraskAra karatA. te jyAM jAya tyAM badhA ene haDadhUta karatA. mAMge te kaI roTalI paNa na Ape. keI oTale Ubhe rahevA paNa na de. haDakAyA kUtarA karatA ya enI kharAba rithati thaI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke A sthitimAM jIvIne zuM karavuM che? ApaghAta karIne marI jAuM. te gAma bahAra ApaghAta karIne maravA gaye. tyAM eka mahAjJAnI, mahAtaparavI munie tene je. tene pAse bolAvyo ne kahyuM-pravara ! tuM ApaghAta zA mATe kare che? pravaredeva muninA khoLAmAM mAthuM mUkIne codhAra AMsue raDavA lAge. pachI gadgad svare kahyuM -bhagavAna ! A kuSTa rege mArA jIvanane trAsamaya banAvI dIdhuM che. joke kUtarA jevA prANIne hAtha pheravIne paMpALe che ane mANasa jevA mANasane thuMke che. mane kaI baTakuM roTale ya ApatA nathI. are ! kaI eTale ubhA rahevA detuM paNa nathI. A roga have mArAthI sahuna thatuM nathI. huM kaMTALI gaye chuM tethI ApaghAta karavA taiyAra thayo chuM. o karUNAsAgara bhagavaMta ? mArA upara kRpA varasAve ne duHkhamAMthI bacAve. dukha rUpI dardIne kADhavA pApa rUpI kupathyane tyAga H gurU bhagavaMte kahyuMbhAI ! tuM duHkhane zA mATe raDe che? A duHkha AvyuM kayAMthI ? jabbara pApane udaya haze tyAre AvuM duHkha AvyuM ne? tAre raDavuM hoya te tuM pApane raDa ke jeNe AmaMtraNa ApIne A duHkhane lAvyA che. ApaNe paNa A ja dazA che. ApaNe ene raDIe chIe paNa pApa mATe kayAre paNa raDatA nathI. jeTalI mahenata AtmA duHkhone dUra karavA kare che teTalI mahenata pApane kADhavA mATe kare te kaI duHkha rahe kharuM? duHkhanuM kAraNa pApa, pApane palAyana kare eTale duHkha te dUra javAnuM che. A te evI

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [847 vAta che ke rega maTADe che paNa kupacya khAvAnuM baMdha karavuM nathI. pachI roga jAya kevI rIte ? tema duHkha rUpI dardIne kADhavA mATe pApa rUpI kupacceno tyAga kare paDe. je duHkha gamatuM nathI te pApa paNa na gamavuM joIe. je pApane choDe che tene duHkha paNa choDI de che. pApa to kahe che ke je mane pakaDI rAkhaze tene duHkha pakaDI rAkhaze. AtmA jeTale duHkhathI Dare che teTale je pApathI Dare te du:kha rahe kayAMthI? "duHkhane Dara te guNa che ane pApane Dara te sadguNa che" mithyAtvIo, ajJAnIo duHkhathI Dare ane samakita AtmAo pApathI Dare. ApaNe AtmA paNa cAre gatimAM gayA tyAM duHkha mATe raDe che paNa pApa mATe AMsunA be baMda paNa paDayA nathI. have A bhavamAM du:khene Dara choDIne pApanA DaravALA banIne pApane tilAMjalI ApI de, pApane tilAMjalI Apaze eTale duHkhane paNa tilAMjalI maLavAnI che. tyAganA teja kiraNe pragaTele puNya sitAro ? gurU bhagavaMta pravarane e ja kahI rahyA che ke tuM duHkhane raDIza nahi paNa duHkha ApanAra pApone raDa. sarva duonuM mULa aviratinuM pApa che. A mULiyA para ghA kara. pApanuM mULa baLI jaze, pachI duHkhanA jhADanI salAmatI rahI zakatI nathI. e sUkAI jaIne tUTI paDe chUTake. pApa jAya eTale duHkha jAya. pApane devA mATe tapa kara. tapa karavAthI tArA pApa dhovAI jaze. zratagaMgAnA A nirmaLa jaLanuM pAna karatAM pravarane khUba AnaMda thaye. ghaNAM varSe ene te jANe mA maLI ! sAce bhAI, sAco mitra maLe heya evuM lAgyuM. munie aviratinuM svarUpa samajAvyuM ane viratinuM mahattva samajAvyuM. pravare kahyuM-gurUdeva ! duHkha rahe te bhale ne jAya to bhale paNa pApanA mULane huM atyAre dUra karIza. Apa mane pratijJA Apo. jIvanaparyata eka anna, eka vigaya ane eka zAkathI vadhu khAvuM nahi. te paNa eka vAra khAvuM. kAcuM pANI pIvuM nahi. pravare eka zAka sivAya tamAma zAka, phaLa, phUTa badhAne tyAga karyo. saMta kahe- bhAI ! eka zAkanI chUTa paNa zA mATe rAkhe che ? bane to tuM AyaMbIla kara. pravare eka varSa sudhI AyaMbIla karyA ne pachI jIvanabhara mATe paccakakhANa karyA ke mAre eka vigaya, amuka zAka ane eka anAja vAparavuM. eka anAjamAMthI banatI badhI vastu nahi paNa eka ja vastu kape. tapa karavAthI, A rIte vastuone tyAga karavAthI tenuM zarIra sAruM thaI gayuM. tene roga saMpUrNa cAlyo gayo. tapathI to bhalabhalAnA rogo maTI jAya che. pravaranA karmo khapatA gayA. tene sAruM thaI gayuM. have badhA tene nekarI bolAvavA lAgyA. dha batAvanAra maLyA. chevaTe evI sthiti AvI ke te mATe vepArI thaI gayo. tene puNyasitAre e camakyo ke te lAkhopati thaI gayo. puNyAtmAnA sUkSma baLe hacamacAveluM sthUla jagata : pravaranA rogo te zAMta thaI gayA paNa sAthe bhagavAsanAo paNa zAMta thaI gaI. teNe nakkI karyuM ke have mAre lagna karavA nathI. te pitAnuM dhana paramArthamAM vAparavA lAge. eka vAra bhayaMkara duSkALa paDe. pravaradeve pitAnA anAjanA bhaMDAra khullA mUkI dIdhA. keTalAya svadharmIonI

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848] [ zAradA ziramaNi bhakti karI, svadharmI bhakti mATe teNe rasoDA bolyA. kahevAya che ke teNe eka lAkha vadhamI enI bhakti karI. svayama mATe rasoDA cAlatA hatA temAM keTalAya tene supAtra dAna ApyuM. hajAro munione aMtaranA bhAvathI khUba utkRSTa bhAve kupAtra dAna ApyuM. teNe dAna detAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI. eka te utkRSTa bhAve pAtra dAna dIdhuM, vadhamI bhakti karI ane AjIvana akhaMDa brahmacarya vrata pALyuM. nA prabhAve te marIne saudharma devalemAM sAmAnika deva thayA. tyAthI AyuSya pUrNa karIne te A nagaramAM zuddhabodha zeThanI patnInI kukSImAM AvyuM. pUrvajanmamAM utkRSTa bhAve ApelA supAtra dAnanA prabhAve teNe evuM jabbara puNya bAMdhyuM ke tamArA nagaramAM duSkALanA kALA oLA utAravA sajaja banI cUkelA graho vikharAI gayA. tenA dAnanA prabhAve bAMdhelA jabbara puNyodaye nagarajanonA azubha karmone dhakko mArIne haDaselI mUkayA. pariNAme mUzaLadhAra varasAda varasya ane dharatIne hariyALI banAvI dIdhI. e mAtAnI kukSImAM AvelA e mahAna puNAtmAnA sUkSma baLe sthUla jagatane hacamacAvI mUkayuM. A badho prabhAva hoya te supAtra dAnane che. dAnadhamanI jvalaMta joti nizadina jagamAM jalyA kare, TamaTama thAtA dIvaDAone, navI jiMdagI maLyA kare. supAtra dAnano mahimA apUrva che paNa eTaluM yAda rAkhajo ke dAna zuddha havuM joIe. bhAva paNa zuddha havA joIe. te te dAna mAna lAbhanuM kAraNa bane che. nadI parvata parathI nIkaLI kalakala vahetI vahetI te sAgarane maLe che. nadIonuM pANI mIThuM che ane sAgaranuM pANI khAruM che. nadIonA pANI pIne leka pitAnI tRSA zAMta kare che. e ja nadIonA mIThA pANIthI banelA sAgaranuM pANI mAnavIne bhAvatuM nathI. parvatanI godamAMthI nIkaLelI nadI jyAM jyAM vahe che tyAM tyAM te pitAnA pANInuM dAna ApatI ApatI AgaLa vadhe che, nadI dAna kare che udAratAthI Ape che tethI leke tene pUje che. sAgara keIne dAna karato nathI, svecchAthI koIne ApatuM nathI. te saMgraDara che, kaMjusa che, AthI tenuM pANI sadAya khAruM hoya che. nadI svecchAe bIjAne Ape che tethI tenuM pANe mIThuM che. A rIte je AtmA udAra bhAvanAthI dAna Ape che tenuM jIvana mIThuM bane che ane je saMgraha kare che paNa dAna Apate nathI tenuM jIvana sAgara jevuM khAruM bane che. dAna mAtra paisAthI ja nathI thatuM. dAna te zaktinuM, buddhinuM ane samayanuM paNa thaI zake che. ApaNe supAtra dAnanI vAta cAle che. bAramA vratamAM anna, pANI, vastra AdinuM dAna ApavAnuM che, A dAna ApatAM aticAra na lAge te dhyAna rAkhavAnuM che. tene chelle aticAra che "maccharIyAe" dAna ApIne ahaMkAra kare. dAna ApIne kyAre paNa abhimAna na karaze. dAna daIne tenuM pradarzana paNa na karaze. A rIte

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 849 karavAthI aticAra lAge che. 12 vrata pUrA thayA. AnaMda zrAvaka 12 vrata aticAra sahita barAbara samajyA ane aMgIkAra karyA. temaNe kahyuM -ahe ! mArA trilekInAtha prabhu ! huM 12 vratamAM aticAra nahi lagADatA khUba surakSita rIte sAcavIza. temane to romeromamAM AnaMda thaye ke Aje mAruM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM. jJAnI kahe che ke vrata lIdhA pachI vrata lIdhAno AnaMda levo joIe. vratathI sukha che ane avratathI duHkha che e nizcaya thaI jAya te vratanA pAlanamAM AnaMda Ave. vrata mArA AtmA mATe hitakArI che evI zraddhA hovI joIe. vratathI vipattio bhAge ane agratathI yAtanAo vadhe. vata para pUrNa prema joIe ane agrata para bhAre napharata joIe te vratanuM pAlana vizuddha thaI zake. 12 vrata maLavAthI huM dhanavAna banI gaye e bhAva Ava joIe. vrata pAlana karatAM game tevI muzkelIo Ave te jarA paNa mUMjhAvuM na joIe. prANa jAya to bhale paNa vrata javuM na joIe. atratanI akaLAmaNa thAya te vratane AnaMda Ave, niSpApa jIvana jIvavA mATe A mAnavajIvana maLyuM che. tene grahaNa karIe te niSpApa jIvana jIvI zakAya. vrate pApathI bacAve; te kaSAyathI, vAsanA vikArothI ane durgati gamanathI bacAve. vra svarga ane siddhi sudhI pahoMcADe. "sarva sukhanuM maLa zrata ane sarva duHkhanuM mULa avata." vrata lIdhA pachI uttarottara AnaMda vRddhi pAmate rahevuM joIe. vratanuM mahatva manamAM vasI jAya to mokSa dUra na rahe. vratamAM vedanAne anubhava na thatAM vida (AnaMda)no anubhava thavo joIe. vratathI aviratinuM pApa rokAya. Indriyo kAbUmAM Ave ane mana vaza thAya. vrata pALavAmAM prada rAkhavo paNa pramAda na rAkha. AnaMda zrAvake vrata lIdhA. temane to jANe apUrva nidhAna maLyuM hoya e apUrva AnaMda che. temaNe prabhu pAse zraddhApUrvaka 12 vrata aMgIkAra karyA. have zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. caritra : rAjAe kahyuM- puNyasAra ! tuM tArA mitrane rUmamAM laI jaIne badhI vAta pUchI Ava. sajajana, guNavAna vepArI ApaNuM nagaramAM ApadhAta kare te ApaNA mATe kalaMka che. tenA mAtApitA jANe te kahe ke rAjA, nagarazeThe keIe na bacAvyuM, mATe ApaNe tene bacAve che. huM tene pUchaje; kadAca paisAnI jarUra hoya te mArA bhaMDAra khullA che. be cAra karoDa jeTalA joIe teTalA devA taiyAra chuM. tuM saMkeca na rAkhIza. ApaNe te tene koI paNa hisAbe bacAve cheA rIte rAjAe khUba bhalAmaNa karI. pizAka ane dAgInAmAM patine AbhAsa : puNyasAre guNasuMdarane hAtha pakaDIne kahyuM- uTha, Ubhe thA. guNasuMdara kahe mAre AvavuM nathI. puNyasAre parANe Ubhe karyo ane tene aMdara rUmamAM laI jaIne khurazI para besADe. mitra guNasuMdara ! have 54

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850] [ zAradA zimaNi tuM je hoya te mArI pAse vyakta kara guNasuMdara te puyasAre paherelI vIMTI ane navaserA hAra tarapha dhArI dhArIne juve che. mitra ! tuM mArA sAmuM zuM joI rahyo che ? tuM te gAMDo thaI gayo che ke zuM. tAruM caskI gayuM che? huM tane ajANye lAguM chuM ? huM mArA mitranA lagnamAM gaye hatuM tethI A dAgInA paherI gaye hate. tArA A samAcAra sAMbhaLatA ghera na jatAM sAdhe ahIM AvyuM chuM. tyAre guNasuMdare kahyuM- mitra ! mAruM carakI gayuM nathI. huM gAMDo thayo nathI, paNa tArI sAme e jouM chuM ke cha cha mahinAthI jenA mATe tapa karuM chuM te tame nathI ne? mitra ! tArI AvI goLa goLa bhASA huM samajI zaktA nathI. mane samaja paDe evuM bela. tuM kayA duHkhathI ApaghAta karavA uThe che te mane jaladI kahe, mAre te jIva addhara thaI gayA che, tuM je hoya te kahe te vAtane pheMsale thAya. mArA pati che e cakkasa karavA guNasuMdare pUchelA prazno H guNasuMdare kahyuM- mitra! A vIMTI, navasero hAra tArA paheryA che ke bIjA keIne paheryA che ? tuM ema zA mATe pUche che ? meM paheryA che eTale mArA ja heya ne! tane vIMTI ane hArano meha lAgyo che te te huM tane utArI ApuM. tuM mArA je zrImaMta che mArAthI utare e nathI ne tAro jIva emAM bharAI gaye ! zuM huM bhikhArI chuM ke keInI pAsethI uchInA laI AvuM. A hAra ane vIMTI mArI che. te bAbatamAM tAre zuM kahevuM che? mitra ! tArA pitAjIe banAvela che ke tane keIe bheTa ApyA che ! puNyasAra kahe- A dAgInA mArA pitAe banAvela nathI. je tArA pitAe ghaDAvyA nathI te kayAMthI lAvyA che ? nimitta naimittika saMbaMdha ke bhege thAya che ! puNyasAre A dAgInA ane A pizAka tenA lagna pachI paheryA na hatA. Aje ja paheryA. A te tenA mitranA lagnamAM gayo hate eTale A pizAka ane dAgInA paherI gaye hate. guNasuMdaranI ApaghAtanI vAta jANI eTale te ghera na gaye. e pizAke sIdhe ahIM AvyuM che. A pizAka ane dAgInA jotAM guNasuMdarane zaMkA paDI ke A puNyasAra che paNa vAta cokkasa karavA mATe A badhA prazno pUchI rahyo che. have tyAM zuM banaze te bhAva avasare. Aso suda 10 ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 94 : tA. 23-10-85 ApaNe AnaMda zrAvakane adhikAra cAle che. temaNe bhagavAna pAse 12 vrata AdaryA ne tene aticAra paNa jANyA. have saMthArAnI vAta Ave che. maraNa be prakAranA che. sakAma maraNa athata paMDita maraNa ane akAma maraNa arthAt bAlamaraNa ApaNe kayA maraNe maravuM che? bAlamaraNe te jIva anaMtI vAra maryo che. kUvAmAM reTa phare tyAre pANIthI Dola bharAya ane ThalavAya tema cAre gatimAM jIva anaMtI vAra akAma maraNe maryo che. paMDita maraNa mAtra sAdhuone thAya che evuM nathI paNa vratanuM pAlana karavAvALA

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 851 zrAvaka, ane sadAcArathI jIvana jIvanArA gRDrusthAnu paNa thAya che eTale sAdhu, sAdhvI zrAvikA badhAne pa'ti maraNanI prApti thAya che. ajJAnI jIvAnu` akAma maraNu vAraMvAra thAya che. paMDita purUSonuM sakAma maraNu utkRSTa (kevaLajJAnInI apekSAe) eka vAra thAya che. bhUtakALamAM te kAma maraNe ghaNI vAra maryA paNa jo vamAnakALane sudhArIzu te bhaviSyakALa sudharavAnA che. bhale A pAMcamAM ArAmAM ahIMthI sIdhA meAkSamAM na javAya paNa ekAvatArIkhanI zakAya evI sAdhanA, ArAdhanA te karI zakIe chIe. A jIva bAlamaraNe zAthI mare che ? bAla maraNANi bahuse, akAma maraNANi caiva ya bahUNi / hiMti te vAyA, baLavacaLa jhena nALaMti | utta.a.36gAthA 267 je jinavacanane jANatA nathI, samajatA nathI te bicArA aneka vAra khAlamaraNathI ane aneka vAra akAma maraNathI maraNa pAmaze. mRtyu kone kahevAya ? : mRtyunA atha che AtmAnA deha tyAga. zarIranA tyAga karIne AtmA cAlyA jAya che tyAre duniyA kahe che ke AnuM mRtyu thaI gayuM. jyAM sudhI AtmA karmAthI jakaDAyelA tyAM sudhI mRtyu anivArya che. nizcita che. AThe karmAMnA a'dhana teADIne AtmA jayAre siddha, buddha, zuddha ane mukta khanI jaze tyAre mRtyu nahi thAya. saMsArI badhA jIveAnA janma ane mRtyu thAya che. mRtyu nathI thatu mAtra eka ka mukta siddha AtmAenuM. jyAM sudhI AtmA karmothI sa MpUrNa mukta na bane tyAMsudhI janmamaraNanuM viSacakra cAlyA kare che mATe sarvajJa purUSe karmAMnA 'dhana teDavAnA upadeza ApyA che. dhama purUSA pAchaLa lakSa ka`ba dhana teADavAnu hovuM joI e. jeNe jIvanamAM aneka praza'sanIya guNeAnI samRddhi meLavIne ahIthI prayANa karyuM che enA mATe mRtyu paNa maheAtsava rUpa banI rahe che. mRtyu e zarIranI ane tamAma saMbaMdheAnI kSaNubha gurutAnA khyAla Ape che. durlabhaM prApya mAnuSya, vidheyaM hitamAtmanaH / kartyakAMDa eveha mRtyuH sarvaM na kiMcana || mRtyu sAva acAnaka AtmA para AkramaNu karI bese che ane jANe kaMI hatuM ja nahi ema badhu` sApha karI mUke che, mATe durlabha evA manuSya jIvanane pAmIne Ahuita karI levuM joie. jANe AvatI kAle mRtyu AvI paheAMcaze ema samajIne jIvavAnuM che. mRtyunI kalpanAthI DaravAnu nathI paNa jAgavAnu che. virakRta mANasa mRtyuthI gabharAtA nathI. e Dare che janmathI e samaje che ke janma che tyAM duHkhA rahelA che. A samajaNathI je peAtAnA jIvanamAM dharma purUSA kare che te kayAre paNa mRtyuthI DaratA nathI. e teA paLe paLe mRtyunuM svAgata karavA taiyAra hoya che. mRtyune jo mahetsava rUpa banAvavuM heAya te jIvananI pratyeka paLa

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[85ra [ zAradA ziremaNi jAgRtinA ajavALAmAM jIvavI paDaze. pApanA paDachAyA tana, mana ane jIvanane gherI nA vaLe enI satata takedArI rAkhavI paDaze. je AtmAthI sAdhake che temane te mRtyu mahatsava rUpa bane che. agamamAM vAMcIe te jANavA maLe che ke kaMIka che e eka vAra prabhunI dezanA sAMbhaLIne dIkSA lIdhI aghora tapa karyA ane chelle saMthArA karyA, ApaNane vicAra thAya ke e jIve kevA haLukama haze ke eka vAra dezanA sAMbhaLatA bUjhI gayA dIkSA lIdhI. gajasukumAla, meghakumAra vagere te kevI rIte bUjhI gayA haze? tame reja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che chatAM vairAgya nathI AvatuM. AnuM zuM kAraNa? eka nyAyathI samajIe. kAgaLa keTale lakhaze ? pA, aDadhe, ke piNe? : eka mANasa kAgaLa lakhavA beTho. teNe kA kAgaLa lakhe tyAM UMdha AvI eTale kAgaLa lakhavAne mUkI dIdhe, bIje divase savAre teNe te kAgaLa pUre karyo. bIjo mANasa kAgaLa lakhavA beThe. teNe aDadhe kAgaLa lakhe ne UMdha AvI. bIje divase savAre teNe kAgaLa pUro karyo. trIjA mANase A kAgaLa karyo. mAtra saranAmuM bAkI hatuM ne UMgha AvI. teNe bIje divase saranAmuM karyuM. jene mAtra saranAmuM bAkI che tene saranAmuM karatAM keTalI vAra lAge? pAMca miniTa. jene aDadhe kAgaLa bAkI che tene saranAmuM bAkI hatuM tenA karatAM kAgaLa pUre karatAM vadhAre vAra lAge ane jene . kAgaLa bAkI che tene te vizeSa vadhAre vAra lAge. Ane kAgaLa pUro karyo che tene mAtra saranAmuM bAkI hatuM. adhe kAgaLa lakhe che tene aDadhe kAgaLa ane saranAmuM bAkI ane vA kAgaLa lakhe che tene piNe kAgaLa lakhavAne bAkI ane saranAmuM bAkI eTale eka karatAM ekane vadhAre vAra lAge. je patrane prAraMbha te pUrNatAnI prApti H A nyAya ApaNe samajavAne che. ApaNe keTale kAgaLa bAkI rAkhIne AvyA chIe ? mane te lAge che ke sAva kere kAgaLa mUkIne AvyA chIe. eka lITI paNa lakhavAnI zarU karI nathI. jemane mAtra saranAmuM bAkI hatuM evA baMdhaka muni, gajasukumAla muni. temaNe pUrva janmamAM jambare sAdhanA karI, taDa purUSArtha karyo te leka gaSaNa mATe nahi, mAna-sanmAna ke prazaMsA mATe nahi, koIne sArA thavA mATe nahi paNa ekAMta AtmalakSe utkRSTa ArAdhanA karela. ArAdhanAne kAgaLa Akhe lakhIne pUro karele paNa saranAmuM bAkI rahyuM hoya eTalA alpa karmo bAkI rahyA eTale A mahAna sAdhakoe nAnI uMmaramAM dakSA laIne saranAmA pUrA karavA samAna sAdhanA karIne karmone khapAvI dIdhA. A manuSyabhava ane jainazAsanamAM AvIne ApaNe badhAe evI sAdhanA karavI che ke mAtra saranAmuM bAkI rahe. jemane saranAmuM bAkI hatuM te te sAdhanA karIne mekSe gayA paNa jemane aDadhe kAgaLa bAkI hatA teo ekAvatArI thayA. saranAmuM bAkI hatuM tenA karatAM aDadhe kAgaLa lakhelAne pUro karatA vAra lAge tema A jIne saMsArakALa te

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zAradA zi ramaNi ] [ 853 cho karatAM vadhAre hatuM eTale teo ekAvatArI thayA. paradezI rAjA keTalA pApI hatA. jemanA hAtha lehI kharaDayA rahetA hatA chatAM eka vAra kezI svAmIne samAgama thatAM te paradezI maTI svadezI banI gayA ane ekAvatArI thaI gayA. jemane . kAgaLa bAkI hate temane aDadhA kAgaLa karatAM vadhAre vAra lAge tema te jIvene saMsAra aDadhA kAgaLa samAna jI karatAM vadhAre bAkI hatA, mekSa javAmAM vadhu vAra hatI eTale te che triIje, sAtame ke paMdaramA bhave mekSe gayA. TUMkamAM jemaNe lakhavAnI zarUAta karI hatI te pAmI gayA. ApaNe badhA ahIM bhegA zA mATe thaIe chIe ? kAgaLa lakhavA mATe. jenI jeTalI jAgRti haze teTale kAgaLa lakhAze paNa eka vAra lakhavAnI zarUAta to karavI che. zarUAta karIzuM to pAmIzuM. saMlekhaNuM eTale zuM ? zrAvaka roja savAramAM uThIne traNa manoratha ciMtave. he bhagavAna! huM AraMbha parigrahane tyAga kayAre karIza? paMca mahAvratadhArI sAdhu kayAre banIza? sarva pApone AlevI saMthAre kayAre karIza ? sAdhunA paNa traNa manoratha hoya cheH (1) huM bahusUtrI kayAre banIza? (2) bAramI paDimA kayAre vahana karIza? (3) bhatta pratyAkhyAna, iMgita ane pAde pagamana A traNa saMthArAmAM pAdapagamanane dhAraka kayAre banIza? sAdhu hoya ke zrAvaka hoya baMne saMthArAne paMDita maraNano manoratha te ciMtave. saMthAra karatAM pahelA saMlekhaNA kare, saMthAra ane saMlekhaNuM e bemAM pharaka che. saMkhaNA eTale zuM? saMlekhaNAmAM tana-manane ghasI nAMkhavA paDe. kAyAnI sukhazIlatA ane mananI kAyaratA phagAvI devI paDe. tana teDI nAMkhavuM paDe ane mana meDI nAMkhavuM paDe. evA kaThIna mArge cAlatA mane A nathI gamatuM, A nathI. phAvatuM evuM na rakhAya. game tevA bhAre kaSTa Ave te paNa manane gamADavA paDe. te kaSTa sahana karatA jarA paNa kheda ke arUcI nahi paNa tene khuzIthI vadhAvI levA paDe. tyAre mana moDI nAMkhyuM kahevAya. tanane toDavuM eTale kAyAne tapazcaryAthI karavI. kAyAne kasI nAMkhavI eTale zuM? A kAyA kAMI sukhaDanuM lAkaDuM nathI ke tene ghasI nAMkhIe. kAyAne kasavI eTale tapa AdithI tene kuza karavI. te mATe upavAsa, chaThTha, aThThama Adi karavA. tapanA pAraNane divase vigayane tathA rasane ochA kare, tene tyAga kare. pAraNane divase abhigraha dhAre. kadAca roga Ave te davA na le. nirdoSa gaucarI na maLe te divasanA divaso vItI jAya paNa AdhAkamI AhAra na le paNa upavAsa kare. DAMsa, macchara vagere pariSaha sahana karI kAyAne kare, rAtre kAusagga dayAnamAM rahe ane svAdhyAya to rAta divasa satata cAlu rAkhe. A badhe mananI makkamatA evI keLave ke kayAMya mana na bagaDe. jarA paNa kheda na thAya. keI upasarga Ave te jarA paNa kaSAya na kare. A rIte kAyAne kaze. e tana teDI nAMkhyuM kahevAya. tana-manane ghasI nAMkhyA e saMlekhaNe karI kahevAya. saMlekhaNane kALa bhagavAne A pramANe batAvyuM che.

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854 ] [ zAradA zimaNi bAraseva u vAsAI, saMlehukkosiyA bhave / saMvarajI makizamiyA, chANA 2 or | utta.a.36gAthAra 57 utkRSTa saMlekhaNa bAra varSonI, madhyama saMlekhaNe eka varSanI ane jadhanya saMlekhaNuM cha mAsanI hoya che. dravyanI apekSAe zarIrane tathA bhAvanI apekSAe kaSAne kRza karavA enuM nAma lekhaNa che. A saMlekhaNa uttama, madhyama ane jadhanyanA bhedathI traNa prakAranI heya che. bAra varSa pramANa kALa sudhI je saMlekhaNuM dhAraNa karavAmAM Ave che te uttama saMkhaNuM che. eka varSa pramANa kALa sudhI je dhAraNa karavAmAM Ave che te madhyama saMlekhaNA che ane cha mahinA sudhI je AcaravAmAM Ave che te jaghanya lekhaNa che. ukRSTa saMlekhaNamAM pahelA cAra varSamAM dUdha Adine tyAga kare, pachI bIjA cAra varSamAM eka, be ane aThThama Adi vividha prakAranI tapazcaryA kare. pAraNAnA divase ka5tI badhI vastuo laI zake che, pachI be varSa ekAMtara upavAsa kare ane pAraNAmAM AyaMbIla kare. pachInA agyAramA varSe cha mahinA sudhI aTTama, cAra ke pAMca upavAsa rUpa kaThIna tapa na kare. pachInA cha mahinAmAM aThThama, cAra, pAMca upavAsa rU5 kaThIna tapazcaryA niyamathI kare. A 11mA varSamAM te parimita theDA AyaMbIla kare. bAramAM varSamAM muni kaTi sahita AyaMbIla tapa kare. keTi eTale eka divasa AyaMbIla karIne bIje divase keI bIje tapa karIne pachI trIje divase AyaMbIla karavuM. A keTi sahita tapa kahevAya che. A rIte tapa karIne pachI eka mahine athavA paMdara divasa sudhI AhArane tyAga karIne aNasaNa athavA saMthAro kare. saMthArAnuM svarUpa : saMthAre eTale jIvatA kAyAne sarAvavAnI. saMthAra karyA pachI aMtima samaya sudhI tenuM lakSya badalAvuM na joIe. bIjane caMdra nAnuM hoya che. dararoja ekeka kaLA vadhatA te puname pUrNa thAya che tema saMthAre kare tyAre bIjanA caMdra jevA bhAva heya paNa jema jema divase jatA jAya tema tema tenI bhAvanA vadhatI jAya. zarIra uparanI mamatA, Asakti chUTe te saMthAre karAya. saMthArAmAM cAre AhAranA saMpUrNa paccakakhANa heya che. saMthArAnA traNa prakAra che : (1) bhakta pratyAkhyAna (2) igita saMthAre ane (3) pAdapagamana saMthAre. A traNe aNusaNu jIvanaparyata mATe hoya che. temAM pharaka eTale che ke bhakta pratyAkhyAnamAM AhAra ane kaSAyane tyAga hoya che. A saMthArAmAM sAdhaka eka sthAnathI bIjA sthAnamAM jaI zake (2) gita saMthArA mATe kahyuM che ke gItArtha muni tene svIkAra karI zake che. A aNasaNamAM bhUminI maryAdA hoya che. te maryAdita bhUmithI bahAra AvajA karI zake nahi. A aNasaNane zrutajJAna saMpanna, daDha saMghayaNavALA ja grahaNa karI zake che. A vAtane batAvavA mATe AcArAMgamAM vicaraNa vicALo e zabdone ullekha karyo che. bhakta pratyAkhyAna karatAM igita maraNanI sAdhanA vadhAre che. A aNasaNuM svIkAra karyA pachI je zarIramAM roga utpanna

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zAradA ziAmaNi ] [ 855 thAya teA te vedanAne samabhAvapUrvaka sahana karavI joIe. te tenI maryAdita bhUmimAM pharI zake, besI zake paNa maryAdAnuM ullaMdhana na karI zake. trIjo che pApagamana saMthArA. A saMthArA AgaLanA e saMthArA karatAM ghaNA kaThIna che. A saMthArAmAM vRkSanI chUTI paDelI DALI jema sthira paDI rahe che tema sAdhaka bilakula sthira rahe che. paDakhAbhera sUtA hoya te tema ne tema rahe. je sthAnapara je AsanathI beThelA ke sUtelA aNusaNune svIkAra karyAM heAya te rIte aMtima zvAsa sudhI rahe che. Amatema pharavAnuM te dUra rahyuM paNu zarIranuM halanacalana paNa karI zake nahi. kadAca kaSTA-pariSaddhA Ave teA samabhAvapUrvaka sahana kare. A traNa prakAranA saMthArAmAM pAdApagamana sava zreSThamAM zreSTha che. iMgita sathA madhyama sthitinA che ane bhakta pratyAkhyAna sAmAnya koTinA che. sAdhanAnI dRSTie traNa maraNu mahattvapUrNa che. huM tamane pUchuM tamAre kayu. maraNu joIe che ? pati maraNa ke khAla maraNu ? tame kahezeA ke paoNMDita maraNu. A khelavu' sahelu che paNa amalamAM lAvavu' ghaNuM muzkela che. paMDita maraNu mATe keTalI taiyArIo joize ? mana, vacana, kAyAne ni`La banAvavA paDaze. cAra saMjJA para vijaya meLavavA paDaze. rAga-dveSane maMda karavA paDaze. rAga-dveSa che tyAM saMsAra che. jenA rAga-dveSa gayA tenA sa`sAra gaye. jenA pratye jIvane rAga hoya tenuM badhuM karI chUTavA taiyAra ane rAga na hAya tenI saMbhALa pazu na levAya. A saMsAra ane svajanA pratyenA rAganA kAraNe jIva anaMtakALathI sa'sAramAM bhamI rahyo che. dveSanA kAraNe teA AtmAe na karavAnA kAma karyAM che, pachI paMDita bharaNu kayAMthI Ave ? pati maraNu joIe che te A badhu che|Davu" paDaze. A maraNu joI e che te rAga-dveSa ochA karI bhavaniveda lAvavA paDaze. dveSa buddhivALA AtmA peAtAnI AjubAjunA sukhI mAyuseAnA sukhane joI zakatA nathI. peAtAnAthI adhika sukhI joI ne maLI jAya che, duHkhI thAya che. pADAzI sukhI che te emAM ene kAMI nukazAna thavAnu che? nA. jo pADAzI sukhI haze te koI vAra khIjAnA duHkhamAM sahAyaka banaze paNa IrSyALu mANasa bIjAnuM sukha joI zakatA nathI. jo te du:khI thAya teA rAjI thAya che. te bahAra nIkaLyA. rastAmAM mitrane sArA baMgale joyA. tenA dhIkatA vepAra dhaDadhA joyA. joine tenA manamAM maLatarA thaI ke A mArA mitra mArA pachI ubhuM thaye te ya mArA karatAM caDhI gayA ? mArA karatAM AgaLa vadhI gayA? jo AvA bhAva Ave te pati maraNa kayAMthI Ave ? IrSyAnA kAraNe pAte sukhI hovA chatAM sukha bhe.gavI zakatA nathI. mane ahIM eka vAta yAda Ave che. dhananI mUrchAthI karelA tapa : anyadarzInAnI A vAta che. eka garIba mANasane dhanavAna banavAnA keDa jAgyA. te mANasa eka maMdiramAM gayA. jaine teNe devInI upAsanA karI. 15 divasa sudhI bhUkha tarasanA tyAga karyAM. ame tamane eka upavAsa karavAnu` kahIe teA kaheze| ke amArAthI na thAya paNa je lakSmI maLatI hAya

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56]. [ zAradA ziramaNi te ama karavA paNa taiyAra thaI jAva. dhana pratyenI keTalI mUcha ! vAsanAo pAchaLa kAyAne homI dIdhI, have AtmakalyANa mATe kAyAne kaze. A mANasa satata 15 divasa bhUkha, tarasa, UMgha joyA vagara devInI sAme beTho. anyadarzana batAve che ke devI te mANasa para prasanna thaI ane kahyuM, mAMga...mAMgamAMge te ApuM. te mANase kahyuMApa mArA para prasanna thayA che te mane evuM vacana Apo ke jyAre huM je mAMguM te ane Apaje. devIe kahyuM-tathAstu; paNa mArI eka vAta sAMbhaLa te jema mArI bhakti karI che tema tArA pADozIe mArI bhakti karI che. teNe te ekAgra citte tArA karatAM vadhu bhakti karI che eTale tane kahuM chuM ke tuM je mAMgIza te te tane maLaze paNa nArA pADezIne tArAthI Dabala maLaze. pahelA devIe tene vacana ApyuM tyAre te khuza khuza thaye paNa pADozIne Dabala maLavAnI vAta sAMbhaLatAM tenA moDhA paranuM nUra uDI gayuM. tene AnaMda adazya thaI gaye. tenA manamAM thayuM ke AnA karatAM devI ghasana na thaI hatI te sAruM hatuM. mane eka maLe ne pADozIne Dabala maLe e mArAthI sahana kevI rIte thAya? Aga lAge te olavavA mATe baMbe Ave paNa A ISyanI Agane koNa olave? Aje moTA bhAge mAnavIne potAne je joIe che e bIjA koIne na maLe evI tenI IcchA hoya che. A icchA tene vadhu duHkhI kare che kAraNa ke sAmAne je kAMI maLe che e tenA puNyathI maLe che. to sukhI thanAra vyakti para IrSA karavAnI zI jarUra ? chatAM jIvanI anAdinI evI Teva che ke bIjA jema sukhI thAya tema pitAne IrSyAnI kALI baLatarA thAya che. te bIjAnuM sukha joI zakatA nathI. irSAnI Age jalAve jIvana bAga : pele mANasa IrSAnI AgathI duHkhI thaI gaye. tenI prasannatA, AnaMda khalAsa thaI gayA. te duHkhI hRdaye ghera AvyA. tenA manamAM thayuM ke devI je kahI gaI che tenI eka vAra parIkSA te karavA de, aThavADiyuM pUruM thayA bAda teNe devI pAse mAMgaNI karI ke mArA gharanA AMgaNe eka pharsTa kalAsa suMdara meTara hAjara thaI jAva. tarata ja moTara hAjara thaI gaI. teNe gharanI bahAra najara karI te moTara jeI ane tarata pADozInA ghara tarapha joyuM te tyAM be meTara joI tene khAtrI thaI ke devInI vAta sAcI che. AvI suMdara maTara maLavA badala AnaMda thI joIe tenA badale duHkha thayuM. mAre eka meTara ane pADozIne be moTara? A baLApAmAM have tene cena paDatuM nathI. have devI pAse bIjI vastu mAMgato nathI ane je sukha maLyuM che e AnaMdathI bhegavI zakatA nathI. A baLApAmAM bAvuM pIvuM ke vAtacIta karavI gamatI nathI. tenuM zarIra ghaTavA lAgyuM. tene svabhAva phodhI banI gayA udAsInatAnuM kAraNa pUchate mitra : eka divasa rastA parathI te jaI rahyo hatuM. tene eka mitra maLe. mitre pUchyuM-kema dasta! kyAM jAya che? tuM udAsa kema lAge che? tArA mukha para AnaMda kema nathI ? zuM thayuM che? peDhI phUla thaI che

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zAradA ziremaNi ) [857 ke zuM? mitra! nA. evuM kAMI nathI. enAthI vizeSa duHkhanI vAta che. e mArI kahAnI kahevAya evI nathI, peDhI DUbI jAya ane te huM gauNa mAnuM chuM. baMdhuo ! Ape sAMbhaLyuM ne? pADozIne Dabala maLe emAM ene kaMI nukazAna kharuM? nA. chatAM ISyanA kAraNe ene mana e vizeSa lAgyuM ane peDhI DUbI jAya e gauNa lAgyuM. tame tamArA jIvanane hisAba tapAsajo. tamArA manamAM AvA vicAra AvatA nathI ne ? keInuM sukha jeIne rAjI thAva che ke nArAja thAva che? paMDita maraNa joIe che to AvA vicArone dUra karavA paDaze. mitre kahyuM -bhAI ! tAre je duHkha hoya te kahe, huM tane raste batAvIza. mitra ! meM devInI upAsanA karI. te mArA para prasanna thaI ane mane varadAna ApyuM ke tuM jyAre je mAMgIza te tane ApIza; paNa sAthe devIe e vAta karI ke tArA pADozIe paNa tArA karatAM mArI vadhu upAsanA karI che mATe tene je maLaze tenA karatAM Dabala tArA pADozIne maLaze. tenA vacana pramANe meM eka moTara mAMgI te tene tyAM be thaI gaI. mAre eka baMgale te tene be baMgalA, bhAI ! AmAM tuM zuM duHkhI thaI gayo? mArI pAse tene ilAja che. huM tAre raste cekho karI ApuM. mitra ! jaladI batAva, kaye IlAja che ? paranuM bUruM karavA ApelI salAha H mitre kahyuM-tuM devI pAse mAMga che ke mArI eka AMkha phUTI jAva. te tArA pADozInI be Akho phUTI jaze. te AMdhaLo thaI jaze. mitranI vAta sAMbhaLatA A bhAI to khuza khuza thaI gaye. mitra! haju tane vadhu batAvuM. tuM mAMgaje ke mArA gharanI sAme eka UMDe kU thaI jAya eTale pADezIne tyAM be UMDA kUvA thaI jaze. basa, pachI te AMdhaLe bahAra nIkaLaze ke tarata bemAMthI ekAda kUvAmAM paDI jaze. je paDaze evA rAma ramI jaze, pachI tAre kaI ciMtA nahi rahe. mitranI A salAhathI pelA bhAIne to e AnaMda thaye ke jANe miSTAnna khAIne na beTho hoya ! paNa tene khabara nathI ke huM AmAM AnaMda manAvuM chuM paNa mane kevA cIkaNuM karmo baMdhAze ? teNe kahyuM-mitra ! mane A vicAra kema kuryo nahi? huM Aje ja A prayoga karuM chuM ane ene motane ghATa utAruM chuM. A pramANe kahIne e harakhAte harakhAte ghera gaye. pApa karavA chatAM prasannatA : te bhAIe ghera jaIne devI pAse mAMgyuM ke mArI eka AMkha phUTI jAva. tarata tenI AMkha phUTI ane pADozInI be AMkha phUTI. te te bicAre AMdhaLA thaI gayA. tene te kAMI khabara nathI ke keIna pratye dveSa nathI. A bhAI pADozIne ghera jovA gaye. pADozInI baMne AMkha phUTI gaI hatI. A joIne tene to khUba AnaMda thaye. ahe mitra! tAre jeTale upakAra mAnuM teTalo ocho che. eka te pApa karyuM ne vaLI harSa manAve. kevA cIkaNuM karmo baMdhAya ? aThavADiyA bAda teNe devI pAse mAMgaNI karI ke mArA gharanI sAme eka kU thaI jAva. tarata ku thaI gaye. pADozInA gharanI sAme be UMDA kUvA thaI gayA. pilA

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858 ] zAradA ziramaNi, kANiyAe joyuM ke pADozInA gharanI sAme be kUvA thayA. basa, have te mAruM kAma phateha. pADozIne AMkhe nathI. tene khabara paNa nathI ke mArA ghara pAse be UMDA kUvA thayA che. te saMDAsa javA nIkaLyo. AMkha nahi hovAthI kR dekhAya nahi eTale te kUvAmAM paDI gaye. te bicArAnA te rAma ramI gayA. kANiyAe te divase barAbara peTa bharIne khAdhuM jenI dazA paNa AvI che. AtmAe pitAne vicAravAnI jarUra che ke kANiyA jevA karmo te ApaNe nathI karatA ne ? anaMtakALamAM jIve AvA kAmo karyA che. ApaNA karatAM adhika sukhIne te joI zaktA nathI paNa ApaNuM samAna sukhIne paNa ApaNe joI zakatA nathI, tethI kayAMya paNa ApaNu karatA vadhu sukhIne joIe tyAM tene pachADavAnA prayatna karIe chIe. mAnavanA mananI A vicitratA che ke e duHkhIne joIne sahAnubhUti batAve che paNa pitAnA karatAM bIjAne vadhu sukhI jaIne IrSALu banI jAya che. IrSAnA kAraNe pelA bhAI e kevA karmo bAMdhyA ? jo ApaNuM jIvana AvuM hoya te paMDita maraNa kayAMthI Ave ? paMDita maranI vAta te bAjumAM rahI paNa mAnavatAne guNa khIla paNa muzkela che. bAla maraNe te jIva anaMtIvAra maryo che. pariNAme ane te saMsAra vadhAryo che. jyAre paMDita maraNathI jIva janma maraNanA pravAhane samApta karI nirvANa padane pAme che. saMthAro karatAM game tevA ko Ave te deha kUrabAna kare paNa vratane choDe nahi. mAsakhamaNa karavA sahelA che paNa jIvatA kAyAne meha cheDe, kAyAne sarAvavI e ghaNuM kaThIna che. dhanya che je AvA saMthArA kare che tene ! ApaNe paNa e ja bhAvanA hoya ke huM paMDita bharaNe kayAre maruM? ApaNe bolIe chIe. chellA zvAsa sudhI niraMtara rahe A saMcamI bhAvanA, AdhyAtma sthitimAM vahe muja ure, kalyANanI sAdhanA. jyAre AtmAne raMga lAgaze tyAre ragaragamAM A bhAvanAnuM guMjana raheze. he prabhu ! mArA para vipatti Ave, saMkaTa Ave tenI mane paravA nathI paNa mArA pariNAmanI dhArA aMta samaya sudhI badalAvI na joIe. haLukamI je hoya te saMthAre karI zake bAkI kaMIka che evA paDyA che ke mAravAnI ghaDI sudhI davA, ijekazana cheDI zaktA nathI. game teTaluM karo paNa AyuSya pUruM thayA pachI deha rUpI devaLamAMthI haMsale uDI jatAM vAra nahi lAge. A virATa vizvamAM Aja sudhI eka paNa vijetA e ja nathI ke jeNe mRtyu para vijaya prApta karyo hoya. anaMta cakavatIe anaMta dhanakubera, samrATo thaI gayA paNa badhAne eka divasa mRtyu te AvyuM. rAjA ane raMka, samrATa ane sevaka, moTA ane nAnA badhAnI sAthe mRtyu sarakho vyavahAra kare che. saMsAranI kaI paNa zakti mRtyune rokI zakatI nathI mRtyu pAse koInI lAgavaga cAlatI nathI badhA para tenuM samAna rUpathI zAsana cAle che paNa tenA para koInuM zAsana cAlatuM nathI. te kayAre ane kyA samaye Avaze tenI khabara nathI.

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zAradA zirAmaNi ] kAne khabara kayAre dhamaNu A cAlatI aTakI jaze, tejasvI lAcananI kIkI A hAlatI aTakI jaze, thaMbhI jaze jivA mukhe mIThA vacana uccAratI, khAparI vijJAnanI thabhI jaze vicAratI. [ 859 mATe mRtyu AvatA pahelA jo sAdhanA karI haze te mRtyunA bhaya nahi lAge. mRtyu Ave raDavAnA prasaMga nahi Ave paNa mRtyune mahAtsava mAnaze. je AtmAe sAdhanA, ArAdhanA dvArA peAtAnuM bhAvi jIvana sukhamaya banAvyu che tene paMDita maraNanA bhAva Ave. have sa thArAnA pAMca aticAra samajAve che. (1) IhalAgAsa'sarpageH saMthArA grahaNa karyAM pachI marIne huM manuSya leAkamAM cakravatI thAuM, rAjA thA, rAjamaMtrI thau evI IcchA karavI. (2) paralAgAsa'savpaAge : ' ahIthI marIne huM meTere vaibhavazALI deva banu, Indra khanu' evI paraleAka saMbaMdhI IcchA karavI. (3) jIviAsa sarpage : vadhu jIvavAnI IcchA karavI. jo huM vadhu jIvuM, mArA sathAro lAMbe cAle te vAta vadhu prasare. lAke mArI vADu vADu mele, leAkeAmAM mArI prazaMsA khUba thAya AvI IcchA kare te aticAra lAge. (4) maraNuAsa sa5ege : marI javAnI IcchA karI hAya. sathArA karyAM ane lAMkhA cAlyA. have bhUkha veThAtI nathI, mane kaIka thaI jAya che, have aru marI jAu te sAru evA vicAra paNa na lAve. kAmabhAgAsa'sarpAege kAmabhoganI abhilASA karavI. sacArA karyAM pachI pazu jo A jAtanI bhAvanAe kare te aticAra lAge che. tene sathAre lUMTAI jAya che. AvA sathAre e sAcA sathAre nathI saMthArA A lekanA sukha mATe ke paraleAkanA sukha mATe nathI karavAnA, kItI, mAna-sanmAna ke prazasA mATe nathI karavAnA; mAtra ekAMta ka nirA mATe karavAnA che. lakSathI karelA sathAre e sAcA sathAre che. temAM ana'tAkarmAnI nirjarA thAya che. khAra vrata ane saMthArAnA aticAra pUrA thayA. Ana Mda zrAvake 12 vrata AdaryAM ane aticAra paNu samajyA. temaNe kahyu -bhagavAna ! huM mArA vratAmAM deSa lagADIza nahi have AgaLa zuM vAta cAlaze tenA bhAtra avasare. (5) : AjanA divasanuM nAma che vijayAdazamI. Ama te dareka tIthi mahinAmAM be vAra Ave che. dazama paNa tevI rIte Ave che paNa AjanI A tIthinA pahelA ' vijaya ' zabda lagADavAmAM Avye che. A zabdanA prayAga AkhA varSamAM A Ase| mAsanI dazama mATe thAya che. Anu kAraNa e che ke AjanA divase mahAna dharmAvatAra rAmacaMdrajIe rAvaNu para vijaya prApta karyAM che. jo ke rAvaNanI pAse apAra, dolata, zakti paNa vadhAre ane sainyabaLa mATuM hatu. rAmanI pAse kAMI na hatuM. paNu dharma, nyAya, nIti ane maryAdA pAlananI bhAvanA ja para hatI te khaLanA kAraNe seAnAnI lakAnA svAmI rAvaNu para AjanA divase rAme vijaya meLavyeA hateA, A patra ApaNane e sUcana kare che ke rAme rAvaNa para vijaya meLaLye tema tame mithyAtva rUpI rAvaNane mArIne samyaktvane pragaTAve. A zatrune jItavA ghaNuMA muzkela

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860 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi che te mATe mahAna AdhyAtmika baLa ane sAdhanAnI AvazyakatA che. mokSAthI sAdhakane mATe mithyAtva rUpI rAvaNane jIta tathA kaSA para vijaya meLave e sAcI vijaya dazamI manAya che. rAmanI pAse satyatA, nIti, nyAya ane dharma hato eTale Aje sau kaI rAmane yAda kare che. rAvaNanA jIvanamAM adharma, anIti hatI tethI le ke tenA para napharata kare che. A divase leke rAvaNanuM banAvaTI pUtaLuM banAvI tenI sAme laDavA jatAM hoya evuM dazya UbhuM kare che. rAmanA jIvanamAM dharma ho to temane vijaya thayo ane rAvaNanA jIvanamAM adharma hatuM tethI teno parAjaya thaye. ApaNe jIvanamAM mithyAtva rUpI rAvaNa para vijaya meLavIne samyaktvane dIpaka pragaTAvIe e ja bhAvanA sahita viramuM chuM. A suda 11 ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 5 : tA. 24-10-85 tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe jene arthathI kahI, gaNadharee jene sUtrathI gUMthI ane AcAryoe lakhI evI dvAdazAMgI te A duniyAnI dIvAdAMDI che. sarvajJa bhagavaMto ane emanI dvAdazAMgI vANI sivAya saMsAranA sAcA svarUpane oLakhAvanAra keI nathI. balihArI e tAraka tIrthakarenI ke jemaNe ghora aMdhakAramAM dvAdazAMgIne dIpaka pragaTAvyo. A saMsAra sAgaramAM dvAdazAMgI eka dIvAdAMDInI jema prakAza pAtharI rahI che. je ene joI zake, samajI zake enuM jIvana rUpI jahAja sAme kinAre pahoMcI zake. A dIvAdAMDInA prakAzanI je avajJA kare ene bhAgyamAM rAzInA cakkaramAM athaDAvA sivAya bIjuM zuM hoya ? AnaMda zrAvake bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLI, bhagavAnanA svamukhethI bAra vrata dhAraNa karIne potAnA jIvanane dhanya banAvyuM. bAra vrata rUpa zrAvaka dharma aMgIkAra karyo. pachI AnaMda zrAvake bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karIne A pramANe kahyuM no khalu me bhante ! kappai ajjappabhiI annautthiya vA annautthiya devayANi vA annautthiya pariggahiyANa ceiyAI vA vaMdittae vA, namaMsittae vA / he pUjya bhagavAna ! A zabda keTale pUjyabhAva batAve che. A zabda bolatA AtmAmAM apUrva AnaMda thAya che. AnaMda zrAvake pahelA bhagavAnane vaMdana karyA. ApaNuM vaDIlene koI paNa pUchavuM hoya ke jJAna levuM hoya te pahelA vaMdana karavAnA ane praznano javAba Ape pachI paNa vaMdana karavAnA. vAMcaNI lIdhA pahelA vaMdana kare ane vAMcaNI lIdhA pachI paNa vaMdana kare. jJAna Take kayAre ane pace kyAre ? vinaya sahitanuM jJAna TakI zake che. jenAmAM vinaya, viveka, saraLatA, namratA che tene kadAca ochuM jJAna haze te paNa vikAsa vadhu pAmaze. vinayathI te vanayikA buddhi utpanna thAya che. vinaya e jinazAsananuM eka jhaverAta che. A jhaverAta evuM che ke te AtmAne karmakSaya

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zAradA migi) [861 Adi anekAneka lAbha Ape che. vinaya e eka AtyaMtara tapa che. bhagavAnanA paTTa ziSya ane prathama gaNadhara gautama svAmIe gurU bhagavaMta mahAvIra svAmI pratye e vinaya dharma bajAvyuM ke emAM aMte kevaLajJAna pAmI gayA. vItarAga sarvajJa banI gayA. gautama svAmI zrutajJAnanA pAragAmI hatA chatAM vinaya guNamAM evA pAvaradhA hatA ke prabhune je pUchavuM hoya ene javAba ravayaM pite jANatA hoya chatAM vinayapUrvaka prabhune vismayabharyA hadaye, AturatA bharyA dilathI pUchatA he bhagavAna ! AnuM Ama kema haze ? pitAnI jANakArI karatAM gurUnI jANakArI UMcI batAvavI e gurUno vinaya karyo kahevAya. ethI potAnA ziSya ema mAne ke amArA gurU gautama svAmI je bhaNAve che enA para prabhue chApa mArelI che mATe e barAbara che. gurUne pitAnA karatAM UMcA jANakAra batAvavA, gurunuM mAna vadhAravuM. gurUne yaza apAva, temanI mukhAkRti vagere parathI emanI IcchA jANIne yegya karI laIe A badhA vinaya che. vinaya e mahAna AtyaMtara tapa dharma che. A dharma bajAvatA rahevAthI ArtadhyAnathI bacI javAya che. avinayamAM ArtadhyAna che, vinayamAM dharmadhyAna che. vinaya bhAvamAM AgaLa vadhatAM AvaDe to e zubhadhyAna vadhatuM rahe. vinaya dvArA ahaMkAra tUTe ane dharmanA daravAjA khulI jAya mATe kahevAya che ke "vivAha" vinaya e dharma vRkSa ugavA mATenuM mULa che. mULa heya te jhADa thAya. vinaya e dharmanagarane daravAjo che. daravAjAmAM pisIne nagaramAM javAya. je daravAje tUTI jAya te bahAranA cera, DAku, lUMTArA aMdara pravezI nagarane khedAnamedAna karI nAkhe tema vinaya rUpI daravAje tUTI jatAM abhimAna Adi DAkuo pesIne dharmane naSTa karI nAMkhe. badhA dharmonuM mULa dayA che tema badhA guNenuM mULa vinaya che. vinaya na hoya te kareluM badhuM nakAmuM jAya che mATe bALakone sarva prathama vinaya zIkhavavAmAM Ave che. vinaya eTale sIdhuM pAtra ane avinaya eTale UMdhuM pAtra. pAtra sIdhuM hoya te vastu emAM rahI zake che ane UMdhuM pAtra hoya te vastu DhaLAI jAya che. A pramANe jenAmAM vinaya che enAmAM kAMI paNa nAMkhe te tarata jhIlI leze ane avinayavALA mANasamAMthI e DhoLAI jaze. arthAta tenAmAM guNa TakI zakaze nahi. jema jema vinaya keLavazo tema tema jJAna jIvanamAM na raMga lAvaze. veta kapaDA upara game te raMga caDhAvaze te jaladI caDhI jaze tema jenuM mana vinayazIla che tenA upara jJAnano raMga jaldIthI caDhI zake che. tene jJAna jaladI AvaDe che. jenAmAM vinaya che te AgaLa vadhI zake che. vinaya e te mezanuM eka sAdhana che. vinayathI jJAna, jJAnathI darzana, dazanathI cAritra ane cAritrathI mekSa prApta thAya che. e mekSano adhikArI bane che. vinaya mATe kahyuM che ke viNao jiNasAsaNa mUlaM, viNao. nivvANa sAhago / viNao vipyamukkassa, kuo dhammo kuo tavo //

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862 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi vinaya jinazAsananuM mULa che. vinaya nirvANa sAdhaka che. jenAmAM vinaya nathI tenAmAM dharma ane tapa kevI rIte TakI zake ? kaI manuSyamAM seMkaDo guNa hoya paNa vinaya guNa nathI te te badhA guNo jhAMkhA dekhAya che. vinayI AtmA jyAM jAya che tyAM mAna sanmAna pAme che. vinayathI vairI paNa vaza thAya che. vinaya e evuM vazIkaraNa che ke je badhAne pitAnA banAvI zake che mATe bhagavAne uttarAdhyayana sUtranA 36 adhyayanamAM sauthI prathama vinayanuM adhyayana batAvyuM che. Aje saMsAramAM kayAMya zAMti nathI. kyAMya prasannatA nathI, kyAMya sumeLabharyuM vAtAvaraNuM nathI. kadAca zAMti ane prasannatA dekhAtI hoya te tamAro mArIne gAla lAla rAkhavA jevI. A badhA kaluSita vAtAvaraNamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM hoya to vinayane AtmasAta karI le. jyAM maryAdA jALavavAnI che tyAM maryAdA jALave, pachI juo, vinayI jIvanane ke camatkAra thAya che? vinayamAM eka vAta che. nAnAmAM nAnA ane moTAmAM moTA thaIne rahezo. lAkha karoDe nadIone pitAnAmAM samAvI lete sAgara hamezA nadIethI nIce hoya che chatAM e lAkho, karoDe nadIo karatAM meTo gaNAya che. moTA banavA mATe nAnA banavAnI taiyArI rAkhe. eka vAra A vinayI jIvanathI sarjAtA camatkArane anubhava karI juo, pachI jiMdagImAM kayAreya vinaya choDavAnuM mana nahi thAya. jyAM vinaya che tyAM namratA che. pitAnA jJAnanA abhimAnanuM pradarzana : anyadarzananI eka vAta che... eka vakhata eka ziSya khUba vidvatA prApta karIne pitAnA ziSya parivAra sAthe gurUne maLavA mATe AvI rahyo hato. jJAna ghaNuM meLavyuM paNa jIvanamAM abhimAna AvI gayuM. rastAmAM tene je maLe tenI sAthe samAcAra mokalAve ke mArA gurUne kaheje ke huM khUba jJAna meLavIne ApanI pAse AvI rahyo chuM. gurUne A samAcAra maLatAM teo samajI gayA ke mArA ziSya jJAna ghaNuM meLavyuM che paNa e jJAna ene phaLyuM nathI paNa phUTayuM che paNa kAMI vAMdho nahi. eka vAra mArI pAse AvI jAya, pachI bIjI vAta. ziSya te gAmanA pAdara sudhI AvI gaye. tenA manamAM e abhimAna che ke huM keTaluM jJAna bhaye chuM. tene khyAla gurUne kevI rIte Ave? mATe sIdhA gurU pAse nahi jatAM kaI evI yukti karuM ke gurUnA manamAM thaI jAya ke duniyAmAM jJAnano IjAre mAtra mAro nathI paNa bIjAne paNa heI zake che. A vicAra karIne te ziSya pANIne glAsa chale chala bharIne pitAnA ziSyane Ape ne gurUdeva pAse meka. bharele glAsa mekalavA pAchaLa tene Azaya e hatuM ke pANIne glAsa chale chala bhareluM che, temAM have eka TIpuM pANInI paNa jagyA nathI tema huM jJAnathI chalachala bharele chuM. have mArAmAM jarAya jJAna samAya evI jagyA nathI. ziSya pANIthI bharele glAsa laIne gurUdeva pAse gayA. ahaMne ogALavA gurUe karele kImi : A gurU paNa kAMI ziSyathI jJAnamAM utare tevA na hatA. ziSyane A pANI bharela glAsa mekalavA pAchaLa Azaya

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zAradA zizamaNi ] [ 863 gurUdeva samajI gayA. A glAsa lAvanArA ziSyane thoDI vAra Ubhe rAkhyo. gurU bagIcAmAM jaIne nIce paDeluM eka tAju kula laI AvyA ane te kulane glAsanA pANImAM taratuM mUkI dIdhuM pachI kahyuM-jA, tArA gurUne kahe che ke tamArA gurUdeve A saMdeza mokalAvyA che ziSya te pANIne galAsa laIne gurU pAse pahoMcI gaye. pANIno lAsa gurUnA hAthamAM Apyo ne kahyuM, ApanA gurUdeve A saMdezo mokalAvyo che. ziSya te pANI para taratA puSpane joIne stabdha thaI gaye, kAraNa ke gurUdeva taraphathI AvelA A puSamAM mAtra saMdeze naheAte paNa pitAnA abhimAnanA cUrecUrA hatA. pANImAM puSpa mUkIne gurUdeve e batAvyuM hatuM ke bhale ne tuM jJAnathI pitAne pUrNa mAnate hoya paNa e tArA jJAnamAM te ghaNuM jJAna samAI zake tema che. gurUnI gaMbhIratAthI ziSyanI ThekANe AvelI zAna gurUnI gUDha samasyA samajatA temanI badhI AzAo dhULamAM maLI gaI paNa jJAnane ghamaMDa khUba che. te pitAnA zive sAthe gurU pAse gaye. gurU upakArI che, vaMdanIya che chatAM aMtaranA bhAvathI vaMdana karavAnuM paNa mana thatuM nathI. vyavahArathI vaMdana karyA. gurUe tenI sAthe vAtacIta karavA mAMDI. thoDI vAra thaI tyAre ziSya kahyuM-gurUdeva ! A badhI vAte ApaNe AkAzamAM uDatA uDatA karIe. gurU te ziSyanA bhAva samajI gayA. Ama kahIne ziSya mane e kahevA mAMge che ke mane AkAzamAM uDavAnI kaLA AvaDe che. tamArI pAse A kaLA che? gurUdeva khUba dhIra, gaMbhIra hatA. temanA manamAM e bhAvanA hatI ke mAre ziSya bhAna bhUlyo che tene ThekANe lAve che, eTale kahyuM-ziSya ! AkAzamAM uDatA uDatA vAte karavI te karatAM pANI para cAlatAM vAta karIe te sAruM. ziSya samajI gayA ke mArA karatAM gurUdeva jJAnamAM ghaNA caDhiyAtA che. mAruM abhimAna meTuM che. tene potAnI bhUlane pastA thaye te gurUdevanA caraNamAM namI paDe. gurUdeva ! mane mApha kare. ApanA jJAnane huM pichANI zakyo nahi. gurUe kahyuM-ziSya ! AkAzamAM uDavAnuM te paMkhIne AvaDe che ane pANImAM cAlatA te mAchalAne ya AvaDe che. jiMdagInA jhAjhA varSe te AvI kaLA meLavavA pAchaLa veDaphI nAMkhyA? enA badale je aMtarmukha banyo hota, AtmakalyANa kaI rIte thaI zake evuM jJAna meLavyuM hota te tAro purUSArtha saphaLa thaye heta. khera, je thayuM te thayuM. have tuM evuM bhaNa ke je bhaNatara tane tAre ane tArA saMgamAM AvatA bIjA ne paNa tAre. eka vAta yAda rAkhaje. jhADa para jema jema AMbA AvatA jAya che tema tema e jhADa vadhu namatuM jAya che. e rIte tuM jema jema jJAna meLavate jAya tema vadhu namra bano jaje. gurUdevanI AvI gaMbhIra vANI sAMbhaLIne zive tyAM pratijJA karI ke have jiMdagImAM kayAre paNa abhimAna karavuM nahi. ApaNI vAta e che ke vinaya guNa sarva pradhAna che. jyAM vinayanuM pAlana nathI tyAM dharmamaya jIvananI zakyatA nathI. AnaMda zrAvake vinayapUrvaka prabhune vaMdana namaskAra karyA. temane AtmAnA adUbhUta

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864] [ zAradA ziramaNi AnaMdanI anubhUti thaI. AtmasvarUpanI pIchANa thaI. mithyAtvane aMdhakAra dUra thaye ane samyaktvane prakAza jhaLahaLI uThayo. bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA vacanamAM apUrva zraddhA jAgI. temaNe bhagavAnane vinayapUrvaka kahyuM-aho ! he bhagavAna have AjathI mane vItarAga saMghathI bhinna saMghavALAone, vItarAga saMdhathI bhinna devane, anyatIthika sAdhuone eTale avasagna pArzva sthAne vaMdana namaskAra karavA ka5tA nathI. teoe belAvyA vinA temanI sAthe bolavAnuM, vAraMvAra bolavAnuM ka5tuM nathI, temaja temane tAraNahAra gurU che e daSTithI AhAra pANI ApavA kalpatA nathI paNa je vItarAganI AjJA pramANe cAritranuM yathAtathya pAlana kare che, je zAsananA sAcA zaNagAra che, pite tare che ane bIjAne tAre che evA zramaNa nigraMthane satkAra sanmAna karIza. temane nirdoSa AhAra, pANI, mevA, mukhavAsa, vastra, pAtra, kaMbala, paga lUchavAnuM vastra, pITha, phalaka, zayyA, saMsmAraka, auSadha, bheSaja Adi 14 prakAranuM dAna ApIza A 14 prakAranA dAnamAM prathamanA 8 bola pATIyArA nathI eTale ApyA pachI pAchA levAya nahi ane pITha phalaka Adi cha vastu paDhIyArI che, davA Adi jarUra hoya te lAvIe ane jarUra na hoya te pAchI ApI devAya. AnaMda zrAvake kahyuM ke huM vItarAgI saMtene nirdoSa sUjhatA AhAra pANI Adi utkRSTa bhAve vahorAvIza. anya tIthiene taraNatAraNuM mAnIne vahorAvIza nahi. anukaMpA nimitte ApIza temAM amuka AgAra rAkhuM chuM. - zayAmii rAjAnA abhiyogathI abhigano artha che balaprayoga. je rAjAnI AjJAne vaza thaIne anya matAvalaMbIonI sAthe belavuM Adi karavuM paDe te tenI chUTa. (ahIMyA pU. mahAsatIjIe kAtika zeThane nyAya Apyo hate.) gaNAbhiogeNaM, balAbhiogeNaM, devayAbhiogeNaM, guru naggaheNaM. vittikAntAreNa. gaNunA abhiyegathI, senAnA abhiyogathI, denA abhiyogathI, gurUnA abhiyogathI ane AjIvikAnA abhAvathI karavuM paDe to chUTa, AnaMda zrAvakanI zraddhA keTalI daDha che! mAtra eka vakhata bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI, tenuM maMthana karyuM ane dezavirati dharmanI ArAdhanA karI. tame ArAdhanAo ghaNI kare che paNa sAcA ArAdhaka banI zakyA nathI. eka nyAyathI samajIe. rastAmAM cAlatA cAlatA pagamAM kAMTo vAgI gayo. kAMTo vacce vacce hoya to khabara paNa na paDe ane pAnImAM vAge te pIDA khUba thAya. paga maMDAya paNuM nahi. jeTale kAMTo UMDe hoya teTalI soya vadhu UMDI javA devAnI. kAMTo kADhavA mATe kAMTo kADhanAra zarUAtamAM AjubAjuno bhAga khetaraze, chatAM aMdara rahele kAMTo bahAra dekhAze nahi to e bhAgamAM UMDu khataraze. kAMTo june ane UMDo che eTale pIDA to ghaNI thaze. kAMTo kaDhAve che eTale sahana karyA vinA cAle tema nathI. ghaNI mahenate ghaNuM sahana karyuM tyAre kAMTo nIkaLe. je kAMTo pagamAM rahI jAya te 24 kalAkamAM kaI vAra

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 865 pAkI paNa jAya mATe sahana karIne kAMTo bahAra kaDhAve chUTake karaze. paganA cheka UMDANa sudhI gayelA kAMTAne bahAra kADhavA keTaluM badhuM UMDe sudhI khetaravuM paDayuM ? bhale pIDA asahya thaI paNa UMDe sudhI khetaryA vinA kAMTo nIkaLata nahi. A nyAyathI bhagavAna ApaNane samajAve che avasohiya kaMTagApaha, ohaNo si pahaM mahAlaya / / simaja vihipA, rAmajaM nAma nA pApa utta.a.10gA.26 he gautama ! tame kAMTA patharAyelA mArgane choDIne rAjamArga pAmyA cho. e mArga zodhIne javAmAM samaya mAtrane pramAda na kare. bhagavaMte A gAthAmAM dravya kAMTA ane bhAva kAMTAnI vAta samajAvI che. pagamAM je vAge che te dravya kAMTA che ane mithyAtva, avirati, 18 pApasthAnaka Adi bhAvakAMTA che. dravya kAMTA pagamAM bheMkAya che ane bhAva kAMTA AtmAmAM bheMkAya che. dravya kAMTA kSaNika duHkha Ape che, bhAvakAMTA eka vAra bheMkAIne bhavamAM duHkha Ape che. dravya kAMTa razUla che ane enAthI bacavuM muzkela nathI, bhAva kAMTA sUkSama che ane enAthI bacavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. dravya kAMTA bheMkAvAthI je vedanA thAya che te samabhAve sahana karAya te karmonI nirjarA thAya che. bhAvakAMTA navIna karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa hoya che. pApanA kAMTA anAdikALanA junA che. Dagale ne pagale A kAMTA vAgyA kare che. 18 pApasthAnaka te jANe jIvanA mitra banI gayA che. eka te jIva karma kare che ane zAhukAra thaIne phare che ke meM pApa karyA nathI. yAda rAkhajo. tame pApa karIne kahezo ke meM pApa karyA nathI paNa karmo to koIne choDatA nathI. karmo tene abAdhAkALa pUro thaze eTale udayamAM AvyA vinA nahi rahe. udayamAM AvelA karmo bhagavyA vinA chUTako thavAne nathI. e karmone mULamAMthI kADhavA mATe UMDe sudhI gayA vinA cAle tema nathI. A saMsAramAM to pagale pagale pApa ane kadame kadame karma baMdhAya che." mAnI lo ke tamane managamatI TesTaphula vastu khAvA maLI tyAre te e khAvAmAM jaNe evA masta thaI jAya che ke jANe keI divasa e vastu khAdhI nathI. emAM Asakta banatA jIva karma bAMdhe che. are, upavAsa karyo hoya te paNa ghaNI vAra khAvAnA vicAre Ave che. saMpattinI hAjarImAM te aneka pApa thAya che paNa enA abhAvamAM ya e meLavavAnA pApa vicAro ochA thatA nathI. dharma sAmagrIone sadbhAva hoya ke pApa sAmagrIono abhAva hoya chatAM mana pApamaya vicArothI mukta banI zakatuM nathI kAraNa ke A pApane vAraso ati june ane UMDe che. tame mAne ke be cAra upavAsa AyaMbIla, ekAsaNA, 200-500 sAmAyike ke navakAravALI gaNI laIe; eTale amArA karmo khapI jaze paNa ema karmo nahi khape. sAdhanA karavA chatAM je rAga-dveSa, kaSAye 55

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86 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi gayA nathI teA pApa karmanA mULa vadhu UMDA jatA jaze. jo kAMTA kaDhAvavAnI laganI lAgI teA seyanA ghA sahana karyAM tema kramanA kAMTA dUra karavA mATe kaSTo sahana karavA paDe. mahApurUSonA jIvana sAme dRSTi karA, metAraja munine vAdharI vITALI tyAre emane kaMI nahi thayuM hoya ? madhaka muninA 500 ziSyAne ghANImAM pIlyA. gajasukumAlane mAthe aMgArA mUkAyA. ApaNA zAsaniSatA bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne zUlapANI yakSe, bya'tarI devIe upasargo ApyA. A khadhA mahApurUSo pAse temane harAvavAnI zakti ke khaLa na hatuM ? Aje duniyAmAM paisAvALA paisAthI, sattAvALA sattAthI, kuTuMbanu khaLa hoya teA kuTuMbanA baLathI khIjAne dabAvI rahyA che, jayAre A mahApurUSone upasagei AvyA tyAre zuM vicAra karyAM ? kAMTA UMDA che te seAya UDI javA devI paDaze tema karmAM UMDA che teA sAdhanA paNa UMDI-jabbara joize. te sAdhanA karatAM je upasarvAM Ave te sahana karavA paDaze. A upasargI denAra teA sAya banIne amArA kanA kAMTA kADhavA AvyA che. tA karmAMnA kAMTA kADhatA je pIDA-duHkha thAya te hasatA mukhe bheAgavI levuM joI e. A badhA mahApurUSA pAse zakti te hatI paNa temaNe zaktinA upayega svamAM-kanA kAMTA kADhavAmAM karyAM. ApaNe zaktinA upayoga paramAM karI rahyA chIe. koI ApaNane eka zabda kahe te sAmAne daza zabdo na kahIe te zvAsa nIcA na bese. pariNAme karmAMnA kAMTA vadhu ne vadhu UMDA jAya che ane je kama hatuM tenA karatAM keTalA gaNuM kama arUMdhAI jAya che. A te mArA kaeNnA kAMTA kADhanAra seAya che. : mRtyunA mukhamAMthI macAvanAra sagA bApa zreNikane jelamAM pUrI rAjanA 500 cAbUkanA mAra marAvanAra kANika upakArI pitAnA upakArane bhUlI gayA paNa zreNika rAjAne keNika pratye jarA paNa rASa ke rIsa na hatA. temaNe te mAnyu ke A keNika te seAya banIne mArA karmAMtA krAMTA kADhI rahyo che. mArA AtmA parathI anaMta anaMta duSTa karmI vidAya lai rahyA che. mane magadhanI rAjagAdI cheDAvIne mekSanI najIka lAvI dIdhA che. AvA du:khamAM AvA suMdara bhAva rahevA sahelA che? temaNe zatrune zatru na mAnyA paNa anaMtakALanA kAMnA kAMTA kaDhAvanArA mahAna upakArI mAnyA. A tAkAta, A parAkrama, dhaiya', sahunazIlatA, mardAnagI ane kSamAthI kevA camatkAro sajAI gayA! AkramaNano javAba AkramaNathI ApavAmAM Ave teA zatru parAjita thAya paNa AkramaNano javAba AkrAnta anIne ApIe te zatrutA parAjita thaI jAya. zatrunA parAjayamAM zatrutA te evI ne evI rahe che, ke vadhu majabUta thAya che jayAre zatrutAnA parAjayamAM te nathI zatru ubhA rahetA ke nathI zatrutA kAyama TakatI. "jagatanA rAha zatrune khatama karavAnA che ane jagatpatinA rAha zatrutAnA nAza karavAnA che. " ApaNe jagatanu nahi paNa jagatpati prabhunu' zaraNuM svIkAryuM' che te ApaNu' jIvana caMdana jevu' banAvIe. kuhADI cadanavRkSane kApI zakaze paNa sugaMdhane nahi tema pariSaDA, upasageryAM karanArA zarIrane

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 867 kaTa ApI zake paNa AtmAnA AnaMdane, prasannatAne jarA paNa khaMDita karI zake nahi. karmanA kAMTAne mULamAMthI kADhIne kevaLajJAna rUpI amUlya ratna meLavavuM che te te meLavavA mATe tenA mUlya paNa ghaNAM cUkavavA paDe. mahAna purUne upasargo AvyA. te atyaMta ullAsathI prasanna citta sahana karyA te karmanA kAMTAne dUra karI zakayA. AnaMda zrAvakane te aMgIkAra karatAM adhika ullAsa AvyA. temaNe prabhune kahyuM, mane ApanA vacanomAM yathArtha zraddhA jAgI che. have deva mArA arihaMta, gurU nigraMtha muni ane dharma kevaLI prarUpita A traNa tattva sivAya have mane keInI zraddhA nathI. have AgaLa te bhagavAnane zuM kaheze tene bhAva avasare. carika : puNyasArano pizAka ane dAgInA jotAM guNasuMdarane zaMkA paDI ke A puNyasAra che tethI vAtane cokkasa karavA mATe prazno pUchI rahyo che guNasuMdara mana ciMtave, jima vacana tima AkAra, dAgInA pozAka che emanA, emAM na pheraphAra guNasuMdaranA manamAM thayuM ke puNyasAranI vacana cAturI, dekhAva badhuM mArA pati jevuM ja che. je huM bhUlatI na houM te mane te e ja lAge che. vaLI A dAgInA ane pizAka temaNe lagna samaye paheryA hatA te ja che. cakakasa khAtrI karavA mATe pUche che ke A pozAka, dAgInA lagna prasaMge bheTa maLyA hatA ne ? A sAMbhaLI puNyasAra te sajajaDa thaI gayo. mArA lagnanI vAta to meM koIne karI nathI. mArA lagna thayA che e kaI jANatuM nathI. guNasuMdara mArA ghera Ave che tene khabara che ke puyasAranI patnI to che nahi; te te kayAMthI ema kahe che ke tene lagnaprasaMge bheTa maLyA che. vaLI te makkamatAthI kahete hoya ema kahe che. te puNyasAra kahe tane A vAtanI kyAMthI khabara paDI ? tArA lagna valabhIpuramAM thayA hatA ne? te A jANyuM kevI rIte ? puNyasAranA manamAM thAya che ke mArA mAtapitAne mArA lagna vallabhIpuramAM thayA eTalI vAtanI khabara che paNa kaI chokarI sAthe e kAMI khabara nathI. A mitrane badhI vAtanI khabara kayAMthI paDI ? guNasuMdara te puNyasArane javAba ApavAne badale navA navA prazno karato jAya che. teNe kahyuM-tuM eka nahi paNa sAta sAta chokarIone paraNyo che ne? lagna karIne sAtene rajhaLatI-raDatI mUkIne te rAtre bhAgI gayela hatuM te ja tuM ke bIje ? ATaluM bole che chatAM puNyasArane khabara paDatI nathI ke A mArI patnI che. ne khullo karato gupta paDado ? puNyasAra samaje che ke te chokarIonA gharane keImANasa haze athavA tene bhAI haze. te zuM zodha karavA AvyA haze ? guNasuMdara te tenI vAta cAlu rAkhe che. teNe kahyuM-paraNyA pachI tame sAtamAMthI koInI sAthe bolyA cAlyA nathI. nAma, ThAma ke jAta batAvI nathI. paraNIne thoDI vAra thaI tyAM tame kahyuM ke mane piTamAM duHkhe che. evuM bahAnuM kADhIne UMdhA paDI peTa dabAvIne beThA hatA, pachI

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868 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi saMDAsa javAnuM bahAnuM kADhIne tame gherathI bhAgyA. jatI vakhate bAra sAkha para leka lakhIne gayA che ne? guNasuMdare te pAyAmAMthI vAta karI. badhI vAta satya che eTale puNyasAra zuM bele? badhA praznano javAba hakAramAM te ApavuM paDe. A rIte guNasuMdara prazno karyA. puNyasAra mUMjhavaNamAM mUkI che. have tyAM zuM banaze te avasare. Aso suda 14ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 9 : tA. 27-10-85 sArA dekhAvuM che ke sArA banavuM che?" sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke A amUlya mAnavajIvana pAmIne tamAre zuM karavuM che ? jJAnIe be vAta batAvI che. A jIvanamAM tamAre sArA dekhAvuM che ke sArA banavuM che ? A bemAMthI tamane kaI vAta game? (tA : sArA dekhAvAnuM) jagatanA moTA bhAganA jIve huM kema sAro dekhAuM te mATe prayatna kare che. sArA banavA mATe prayatna nathI karatA. je jJAnI AtmA che, jemane samakita sparzI gayuM che, jene AmA jAgRta banyA che tevA ja sArA dekhAvA mATe prayatna nahi kare. temane prayatna sArA banavA mATe hoya che. sArA dekhAvuM e bAhya bhAva che ane sArA banavuM e AdhyAtma bhAva che. Aje duniyA sArA dekhAvA mATe deDI rahI che. AjanI TApaTIpa, bhabhake, ADaMbara e badhuM sArA dekhAvA mATe thaI rahyuM che. keI lagnaprasaMga, meTo utsava ke samArabhe hoya tyAre mAnavI karajadAra banIne paNa sArA dekhAvA prayatna kare che. tenA manamAM e bhAva hoya che ke duniyA mane jetI rahe ane kahe ke phalANA bhAI eTale koNa ? sArA dekhAvA mATe te jIve TApaTIpa karavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. jeTalI mahenata sAro dekhAvA mATe karI che tenI aMza mahenata sArA banavA mATe karI nathI. sArA banavA mATe zarIrane sajAvavAnI koI jarUra nathI. te mATe te AtmAne guNethI zaNagAravAne che. jenA jIvanamAM guNenI suvAsa che te sAro banI zake che. eka sajajana mANasa hato. tene sArA dekhAvuM hatuM. eka vAra dhaMdhAnA kAraNe tene amerikA javAnuM thayuM, tethI pAsaporTamAM mUkavA sAre pheTo te joIe ne ? te sAro pheTo paDAvavA mATe 10 thI 12 jeTalI TuDIomAM pharyo ane pheTo paDAbe paNa tene eke pheTo sAra AvyuM nahi. je TuDIo gAmamAM prakhyAta hatI tenA pheTogrAphara pAse gayo. tyAM paNa pheTa sAro na Avyo, pachI teNe kaI sArA mANasane pUchyuMbhAI ! tamArI najaramAM kaI sAro pheTegrAphara hoya to mane tenuM eDresa ane nAma Ape. huM tyAM jAuM. game te hisAbe mAre sAro pheTo paDAve che. mAre mArA pheTAnI khAsa jarUra che. huM te keTalI TuDIomAM pharI AvyuM chatAM mArA pheTAnuM ThekANuM paDatuM nathI. huM te kaMTALI gayo chuM. te bhAIe kahyuM-tame je pheTA paDAvyA che te mane batAve. te bhAI e tenA phoTA batAvyA. pheTA joIne te bhAIe kahyuM-bhAI ! A

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 869 phoTA te AbehUba tamArA jevA che. A phoTAne tame kharAba kaheA che ? tame aDhAra nahi paNa aDasaTha sTuDIyeAmAM jaze ke 108 phoTAgrAphara pAse jaze teA paNa phoTA te Ave ja Avaze. temAM sTuDIyAnA ke phoTogrApharanA doSa nathI. sTuDIyAvALA te kharAkhara che paNa tamAruM moDhuM evuM che temAM phoTogrAphara bicAro zuM kare ? A bhAI nA pheIsa kharAkhara na hatA paNa tene prayatna hu' sAro kema dekhAuM evA hatA. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM vAta sAva judI che. ahIM te kurUpamAM kurUpa vyakti paNa peAtAnI kurUpatAne prasanna citte svIkAre te enA AtmA svarUpavAna banI jAya. hirakezI muninI vAta Ave che. tee nAnA hatA tyAre bALako sAthe ramavA gayA. bIjA bALaka kahe tuM ahIMthI dUra khasa, AdheA jA. temanuM mukha dekhAvamAM sAruM na hatuM. zAstrakAra tA Ale che * vittahave jANe viAle" atyaMta bibhatsa rUpavALA, kALA raMgavALA, vikarALa, adaza nIya eTale kAIne jovA ceAgya nahi, evuM temanuM bhayaMkara bihAmaNuM rUpa hatuM. chekarAoe temane nA pADI eTale dUra UbhA rahIne jovA lAgyA. temane sArA dekhAvuM na hatu. paNa sArA anavuM hatuM. te jove che ke A nirdoSa bALako premathI AnaMda killAla kare che. te badhA kevA sArA che. huM sArA nathI mATe mane ramavA bhege na rAkhyA. teo ekameka thaI ne rame che. jene sArA banavuM che te khIjAtA doSa na jue paNa peAtAnA doSa jue. harikezI vicAra kare che tyAM badhA chekarAe ramatA hatA tyAMthI eka sApa pasAra thayA. chekarAoe paththaro mArI te sApane mArI nAMkhyA. tyAM bIjo sApa nIkaLyA. badhA kahe tene javA do. A joIne harikezIne vicAra thaye ke eka sApane mATe kahe che javA de ane bIjA sApane mATe kahe che ene mArI nAMkheA. AnuM zuM kAraNa haze ? eka sApa viSathI bharelA haze ane khIjo sApa nirviSa haze. huM viSa bharelA sApa jevA chuM tethI chekarAo mane ramADatA nathI. temAM chekarAonA doSa nathI. doSa mAre che. temaNe svadASa joyA. tyAM temane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM ane dIkSA laI ugra tapa karI AtmAnuM kalyANa karyuM. jene sArA banavuM che tenI koI praza'sA kare te tene nahi game paNa Aje tA svapraza'sAnI eTalI bhUkha che ke ene saMteASavA mATe dabha karavA paDe teA raMbha kare che. jeTalA vapraza'sAnA rasa che eTale svaniMdA pratyenA dveSa che. ApaNAmAM guNa hAya ke na hAya chatAM khATI prazaMsA kare te game che. jyAre sAcI niMdA ApaNane kaDavI jhera jevI lAge che. praza'sA patana karAve che. e lIssA pagathiyA jevI che. lIssA pagathiyA parathI jaldI khasI javAya che, tema prazaMsA ApaNane UMce caDhavA detI nathI. praza'zAthI abhimAna Ave che. temAM AtmAnA guNeAnI mahAmUlI mUDI kheAvAI jAya che. a. AtmAnA doSo tarapha STi karavA detA nathI. praza'sA ApaNI jAtane oLakhavA detI nathI, jyAre svani'dA peAtAne ALakhAvyA vinA rahetI nathI. praza'sA aha'ne peSe che jayAre svaniMdA ahane teADe che. praza...sA "hu AveA sAro, mArA badhA guNa gAya

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870 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi che" AvA bhAva jagADe che jyAre niMdAthI "huM ATaluM badhuM avaguNI, huM A adhama" AvA bhAva Ave che. jene sArA banavuM che te te pitAnI niMdA karanArane duzmana ke apakArI nahi mAne paNa parama mitra ane upakArI mAnaze. je sArA dekhAvuM nathI paNa sArA banavuM che te tamArI koI niMdA, TIkA kare te sahana karavuM paDaze. paththaramAMthI eka mUrti banAvavI hoya to paththarane keTalA TAMkaNA sahana karavA paDe che tyAre te mUti bane che. te sArA banavuM che to keI niMdA kare, apamAna kare, haDadhUta kare, vAMka na hoya chatAM niMdA kare te sahana karavuM paDe. ghaNAne evI Teva hoya che ke tenuM managamatuM na karI zakyA che te ApaNI niMdA karavAnA. te sahana karatAM zIkhIzuM te sArA banI zakIzuM. sonAne tejAbamAM paDavuM paDe che, tenI agni parIkSA thAya che te tenA mUlya aMkAya che. hIrAne pahelA teDe, kakaDA kare pachI sarANe caDhAve, pAsA pADe, ATaluM sahana kare tyAre tenI kiMmata thAya che. sArA banavuM che te kasoTI te Ave paNa samabhAve sahana karIe te sArA banI zakAya. keI ApaNane sArA kahe tethI sArA banI javAnA nathI. sArA banavuM eTale kevA thavuM? tame sAre kene kaheze? khAne ke khokhAnA mAlikane ? khAnuM sArApaNuM eTale zarIranI suMdaratA, niragItA, koI prazaMsA kare A zarIranuM sArApaNuM che, tethI sArA dekhAva che. sArA banavA mATe dAna, zIla, dayA, kSamA vagere guNene mahatva ApavAnuM che. jene mAtra sArA dekhAvAnI bhAvanA che paNa sArA banavuM nathI tevA ja bahArathI dAnI, dayALu hovAne dekhAva karaze. sArA dekhAvA mATe paisA cheDavA paDaze te choDI deze. - eka zeTha hatA. temane sArA banavAnI bhAvanA hatI. te khUba saraLa, bhadrika hatA ane svadharmanI bhakti karatA. keI svadhAma tamAre AMgaNe Ave te jJAnacarcA karavAne lAbha maLe. jJAnagoSThI karatA AtmAne vikAsa thAya. koI vAra evA puNyAtmA AvI jAya te gharanuM AkhuM vAtAvaraNa sudhArI de. A zeThane vicAra thayo ke mArI pAse saMpatti ghaNI che te vadhamI bhaktine lAbha lauM. mArA AMgaNe zrImaMta svadharma te Ave paNa bicArA garIba khAsa keI AvatA nathI. huM svAmIvAtsalya karuM te mArA AMgaNe zrImaMta-garIba badhAnA pagalA thAya. zeTha sArA dekhAvA mATe A nathI karatA paNa sArA banavA mATe kare che. te kaI AzAthI A karatA nathI. temanA manamAM eka ja bhAva che ke svadharmIone jamADIne huM lAbha lauM. svadharmInI bhakita karatA pavitra zeTha H A zeThane svamInI sevA karavAnuM mana thayuM. gAmamAM jAhera karyuM ke Aje svAmI vAtsalya che. zeTha pitAnuM nAma paNa jAhera karatA nathI. badhA ekabIjAne pUche che Aje kenA taraphathI svAmI vAtsalya che? keNa jamADe che? badhA kahe, khabara nathI. badhA jamavA AvyA. thALI vADakA mUkAI gayA. zeTha sAva sAdA vezamAM badhAne pIrasavA nIkaLyA. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke A zeTha taraphathI svAmI

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 871 vA sabhya hAvu joie. nAmaThAma vagara AvI rIte zuddha bhAve vadhamI bhakti karanAra bahu ochA virala AtmA hoya che. zeThanA manamAM te AnaMda che. Aje huM pavitra banyuM. ATalA badhA svadhamI nA mArA AMgaNe punita pagalA thayA. mAruM jIvana dhanya dhanya banyuM. zeThanI kAmaLatA ane bhAinI kaThoratA : badhAnA bhANAmAM badhI vastu pIrasAya che. jamaNamAM pApaDa paNa jene joI e teTaleA premathI apAya che. pApaDa pIrasatA pIrasatA aDadhA pApaDa TopalAmAM rahyo. pa`ktimAM chelle je bhAI beThA hatA tenA bhANAmAM aDadhA pApaDa pIrasyA ne kahyuM-bhAi ! pApaDa pIrasatA khalAsa thayA eTale aDadhA mUku chuM. ane pachI bIjo lai AvuM chuM. zeTha leAbhI na hatA. khUba udAra hAthe pIrasatA hatA. temanA manamAM te evA koI bhAva na hatA ke A bhAI ne aDadhA pApaDa Apu chu sAmA bhAInA manamAM mAna AvI gayuM. te mane ALakhate nathI, te tenA manamAM zuM samaje che? ATalA badhA mANaso vacce mAruM Avu. haDahaDatuM apamAna ! A mAna UbhuM karyu kANu ? teNe pAte UbhuM karyu. tenuM apamAna karavAnA te zeThanA bhAva hatA ja nahi. temaNe kahyuM-aDadhA pApaDa ApuM chu. ane khIjo laI AvuM chuM. emAM zuM apamAna karyuM. kahevAya ? paNa jevuM manamAM bharyuM... hAya tevu. mahAra Ave. pelA zeTha teA bicArA bIjo pApaDa laIne AvyA ne kahyuM leA bhAi pApaDa ! paNa A bhAI e teA lIdheA nahi ne thALI parathI Ubhe thaI gaye. . manamAM mAnanI uThelI Aga : A bhAinA manamAM thayuM ke Aje zeThe mAruM apamAna karyu che teA huM emanA karatAM utaruM eveA nathI. huM temanAthI savAye thAuM ane zeThane kharAkhara batAvI dauM. A vicAra karatAM karatAM te ghera gayA. ghera jaine dukAnanI tamAma milkatanA hisAba karyAM te gAma jamADavA jeTalA paisA na thayA A bhAI ne sArA dekhAvu che. teNe badhI milkata bhegI karI, DhAgInA, jara-jhaverAta je hatu te badhuM bheguM karyuM. kharAkhara dhamadhamATI lAvI dIdhI. maradapaNuM kharAkhara batAvyuM. patnI kaMI kahevA jAya teA cAra tamAcA caDhAvI de. bhAI e patnIne kahyuM-tArA sAsarA, piyaranA je dAgInA hAya te badhA ApI de. purUSa AgaLa strInuM zuM cAle ? patnIne badhu ApI devuM paDayuM. badhA dAgInA bhegA karIne vecI AvyA ne mUDI bhegI karI. zeTha karatAM savAya jamaNavAra karavA che eTale mUDI teA joI e ne ? pelA zeThe sArA banavA mATe svAmIvAtsalya karyuM hatuM. A bhAI teA sArA dekhAvA mATe karI rahyA che. A bhAI e te zeTha karatAM zreSTha ane besTa jamaNuM karyuM. badhA jamavA AvyA. kaMika lAka kahe, zuM jamaNunA svAda che ! kaMika leAkA kahe, AvA jamaNu jamIne zu' karavu` che ? ghara khALIne tItha karavA uThayA. rUpiyAnA mAla 14 AnAmAM vecI nAMkhyA che. enA uparathI samajAI jAya che ke tenI pAse paisA nathI. Aje cAkasIne tyAM senu' vecavA AvyA hatA. meM temane joyA hatA. kAI kahe Aje jhaverIne tyAM patnInA hIrAnA buTIyA vecavA AvyA hatA. Avu badhu karIne jamADavAnA ze| artha ! ApaNane te A

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872 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi jamavAmAM AnaMda nathI AvatuM. akSudratAnA guNane khIla : svAmIvAtsalya che eTale nAnA moTA sarve Ave. pilA sajajana zeTha paNa AvyA che. te jamavA beThA che. pIrasanAra TopalAmAM pApaDa laIne nIkaLe. teNe IrAdApUrvaka vA pApaDa Apyo. zeTha kahe bhAI! mane te pApaDa vagara cAlaze, chatAM pIrasanAre te hA pApaDa zeThana bhANAmAM mUko. badhAne A pApaDa ane mane vA ja kema Ape ? zeThane te A kAMI vicAra nathI Avato. jarAya guse na AvyuM. temanA mukha paranI rekhA jarAya badalAI nahi. jJAnI ane ajJAnImAM ATale pharaka che. game tevA saMgamAM jJAnI hasatA rahe che. te samaje che ke A badhI vibhAva dazA che. A bhAIe hA pApaDa A chatAM mananA bhAva jarA paNa na bagADavA. zrAvakanA 21 guNamAMthI zeThanA jIvanamAM akSudratAno guNa barAbara khIlele che. akSudratA eTale gaMbhIratA. gaMbhIratAvALe mAnavI duniyAmAM sAcuM mAna meLavI jAya che. jIvananuM sAcuM darzana gaMbhIratA vinA thaI zakatuM nathI. zeThanA jIvanamAM gaMbhIratA hatI ane A bhAInA jIvanamAM kSudratA-tucchatA hatI. jIvanamAM je gaMbhIratA na hoya to mAnavI nAnI bAbatane moTuM svarUpa ApI duHkhI thAya che. varSo juno vajanane prema eka divasamAM bagADI nAMkhe che. tenuM dhAryuM na thayuM, keIe barAbara AvakAra na Ape te tenA zudra manamAM kodhanI javALa bhabhUkI uThe che. tarata te gamagIna banI jAya che ane manamAM duHkhI thAya che. je gaMbhIratA na hoya to te AvezamAM AvI jAya che ane magaja para kaMTrola gumAve che pachI pariNAma viparIta Ave ne pastAvAne pAra rahetuM nathI. A bhAIne jIvanamAM tuccha vRtti hatI. tene aDadhe pApaDa maLe, temAM zeThanA tenA apamAna karavAnA bhAva na hatA. pIrasatA pIrasatA sahaja rIte aDadho vadhe te A hato ane bIjo lAvavAno kahyo hato chatAM pote temAM potAnuM apamAna samajIne pitAnI tamAma mAlamilkata, dAgInA vecIne zeThane halakA pADavA svAmI vAtsalya karyuM. taNe zeThanuM apamAna karavA IrAdApUrvaka vA pApaDa Apyo paNa zeThanA jIvanamAM gaMbhIratA hatI eTale te te badhuM pacAvI gayA. temane sArA banavuM hatuM. temaNe kahyuM mane pApaDa nahi hoya to paNa cAlaze. Aje mAnavInuM jIvana svAdiSTa khANIpINA khAvAmAM pasAra thaI rahyuM che. je sArA banavuM che to e vicAra kare ke mAre jIvavA mATe khAvAnuM che paNa khAvA mATe jIvavAnuM nathI. pApaDa Ave to bhale ane na AvyuM te bhale. A vAta tamane barAbara lAge che? AyaMbIlanI oLInA pavitra divase cAle che. bele, A nava divasa lIlerI zAka koNe karyuM? ATalI moTI sabhAmAM pAMcadaza jaNuM. zuM nava divasa lIlerI vagara na cAle? AvA ArAdhanAnA divasomAM lIlerI zAkane abhayadAna ApI zakatA nathI ? tame traNa vAta zIkhI jAva. gamaze, cAlaze ane bhAvaze. je haze te badhuM mane gamaze.

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 873 Da panI gAdI hoya to ya cAlaze ane kaThora bhUmi haze te ya cAlaze. mane je haze te khAvAnuM bhAvaze. dUdhapAka haze te bhAvaze ane roTale ne chAza haze te paNa bhAvaze. AvuM jIvana keLavAze te jamavA chatAM tapa che. tame dukAnethI jamavA gayA, benane rasoI karatAM moDuM thaI gayuM. tenA manamAM gabharATa che. patine bhAvatuM zAka banAvI zakI nathI. tame kahyuM-gabharAzo nahi. je haze te mane cAlaze. te patnInA hRdayamAM kevI ThaMDaka vaLaze ? A traNa vAta jIvanamAM AvI jAya te sArA banyA vinA rahIe nahi. bIjAnuM apamAna karavA jatAM pitAnI thayelI khuvArI: bhAIe zeThanuM apamAna karavA irAdApUrvaka vA pApaDa Aye. temanA manamAM ema hatuM ke zeThanuM moTuM bagaDaze paNa zeThanuM moTuM jarA paNa na bagaDayuM. jamaNavAra to patI gaye. sau jamIne ravAnA thayA. bhAInA manamAM thayuM ke jenuM apamAna karavA meM badhI milkata phanA karI dIdhI, dAgInA vecI dIdhA ane karaja karyuM chatAM te zeThanI rekhA paNa na badalAI. teNe jamaNane badho hisAba karyo to mUDI badhI sApha thaI gaI, dAgInA vecAI gayA ne uparathI karaja thayuM. pelA zeThe to potAnI pAse aDhaLaka saMpatti hatI tethI svAmI vAtsalya karyuM hatuM. A bhAI pAse te eTalI mUDI hatI nahi chatAM tuccha vRttivALA ! e zeThanuM apamAna karavA karaja karIne paNa jamaNa karyuM. have te khAvAnA sAMsA paDyA. traNa divasamAM gAmamAM vAta phelAI gaI. badhAne khabara paDI ke A bhAIe pitAnI tamAma mUDI khacIne ane karaja karIne svAmI vAtsalya karyuM paNa have khAvAnA sAMsA paDayA che. A vAta phelAtA phelAtA zeThanA kAne pahoMcI gaI. have je je zeThanI gaMbhIratA keTalI che ! kayAM zeThanI gaMbhIratA ane kayAM mArI tucchatA : zeThe vicAra karyo ke meM jamaNa karyuM te ATale kharco AvyA hatA tyAre A bhAIe to mArAthI savAyuM karyuM che mATe temane ATale kharco Avyo haze ! eTalA rUpiyA laIne zeTha te bhAInA ghera AvyA. A bhAInI AMkhamAM AMsu hatA. zeThe pUchayuM-dIkarA kema raDe che? tane zI mUMjhavaNa che? Aje te duniyAmAM ATalA mIThA be zabdonA paNa sAMsA paDyA che. zeThe kahyuM-bhAI ! tuM raDa nahi. le A pisA uTha Ubho thA. A paisAthI dhaMdhe cAlu kara, bekAra besI na rahe. A jotAM bhAInA manamAM thayuM ke meM zeThanuM apamAna karavA jamaNavAra karyo tyAre A zeTha te keTalA gaMbhIra kahevAya ? temane te manamAM paNa apamAna lAgyuM nahi ne uparathI mane ATalI sahAya karavA AvyA. kayAM emanI gaMbhIratA ane kayAM mArI tuchatA ! A bhAIe sArA dekhAvA prayatna karyo ane zeThe sArA banavA prayatna karyo. Aje je sArA dekhAvA zuM kare che? mAthAnA vALa sapheda thaI gayA che tene kALA karavA mATe kalapa lagADe. paNa e kyAM sudhI raheze ? A kAyAne game teTalI jALavazo te paNa aMte rAkha thavAnI che mATe sArA dekhAvA karatAM sArA banavAnI jarUra che. sArA banavA mATe kadAca ko Ave te paNa cittanI prasannatA choDavI na joIe. kevA banaze ?: rUpaka : eka kuhADI paDI hatI. tenI dhAra sugaMdhathI heMkI

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874] ( zAradA zizamaNi rahI hatI. bAjumAM bIjI eka kuhADI paDI hatI. teNe pUchayuM-ATalI badhI sugaMdha tArAmAM kyAMthI AvI? sugaMdhavALI kuhADI raDavA lAgI. kema bena raDe che ? bena ! zuM kahuM tane? A sugaMdha mArI potAnI nathI. huM te jaMgalamAM caMdananA lAkaDA kApavA gaI hatI. meM mArI dhArathI caMdananA lAkaDA kApyA. caMdananA lAkaDAe kapAtA kapAtA ya mArAmAM tenI suga dha mUkI. teNe ghA veDayA. te kapAI gayA chatAM mane sugaMdha ApI. caMdanane kApI nAMkho, cholI nAMkho, ghaso to e badhuM veThIne bIjAne sugaMdha Ape che. teNe sugaMdha ApavAne svabhAva na cheDo ane kuhADIe kApavAne svabhAva na cheDo. caMdane ATalA kaSTo veThayA te jagatamAM saurabha prasarAvI che. anaMtakALamAM anaMtIvAra kuhADI banyA chIe. have A janmamAM caMdana banIne javuM che. kApavA AvanArane ya sugaMdhanuM dAna karavuM che. je AvuM jIvana banaze to sArA banI zakAze. bahArathI sArA dekhAvA sArA kAma kare te kadAca sukhasagavaDavALI sadgati maLe paNa tyAM sadbuddhi na maLe. parakamAM saddabuddhi sArA banavAthI maLe. je ahIM sAro banyo nathI eTale kharAba bhAve haiyAmAM ramatA hoya te parabhavamAM e sAthe jAya. Apa eTaluM yAda rAkhaje ke sArA dekhAvuM e dharmanuM phaLa nathI paNa sArA banavuM e dharmanuM phaLa che. A AtmAe anaMtakALathI sArA dekhAvA mATe mahenata karI che paNa sArA banavA mATe nathI karI. je mahApurU thaI gayA temaNe sArA banavA mATe mukhya eka raste apanAvyA. koInA sArA beTA abhiprAyanI asara mana para thavA dIdhI nahi. kaI sAre bele, prazaMsA kare te phulAI gayA nahi ane keI niMdA kare to akaLAyA nahi. baMnemAM samabhAva rAkhe. A vAtane lakSamAM rAkhIne teo jIvana jIvyA, na mAnane vadhAvyuM, na apamAnane tirasakAyuM, na prazaMsAne sArI mAnI, na niMdAne kharAba mAnI, na sukha pAchaLa doDayA, na duHkhathI bhAgyA. je jIvanane sAruM banAvavuM che te doSamukta banAve. tamArI niMdA kare tene tirarakAro nahi paNa AvakAre. sArA banavuM che te bIjAnI prazaMsA kare ane pitAnA dukRtyanI niMdA kare. AnaMda ullAsa jotA zivAdevIe karelo prazna : AnaMda zrAvaka pitAnA jIvanane sAruM banAvavA mATe vratadhArI banIne ghera javA taiyAra thayA. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne traNa vAra vaMdana namaskAra karI vRti palAza ughAnathI bahAra nIkaLyA. AnaMda zrAvakanI patnI zivAnaMda bAraNAmAM rAha joIne UbhI che. haju mArA pati kema na AvyA? tyAM teNe patine dUrathI AvatA joyA. aho! Aje mArA patinA mukha para je AnaMda, ullAsa ane umaMga che tevo AnaMda ullAsa meM kayAre paNa je nathI. te vicAra kare che ke temanA mukha upara Aje ATale badhe ullAsa kema dekhAya che? Aje te koI anero AnaMda jhaLahaLI rahyo che. tamArA mukha para ATale AnaMda jyAre hoya? tame khUba kamANI karIne AvyA hoya tyAre. upAzrayathI ghera jAva tyAre ATale AnaMda heya khare? deha ane AtmAnuM bheda jJAna thaze tyAre samajAze ke

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 875 A badhuM teA mAre mUkIne javAnu che. A badhu cheADavA jevu che. mane eve avasara kayAre Ave ke huM A pApamAMthI chUTu`. upavAsa Adi dharmakriyA karavAmAM ullAsa Avaze teA anatA karmonI nirjarA thaze. AnaMda zrAvakanA ati ullAsa, AnaMda, haSa joIne zivAna dA pUche che nAtha ! ATalI jiMdagImAM meM kayAre paNa tamArA mukha para ATA AnaMda ke ullAsa joyA nathI. te Aje zuM che? AnaMda zrAvake kahyuM-tane zuM vAta karuM! huM Aje bhagavAnanA samesaraNamAM gayA hatA. tyAM bhagavAnanA darzana karyAM. temanI vANI sAMbhaLI, vANI sAMbhaLatA mArA mithyAtvanA jhera nIkaLI gayA. samyaktvaneA dIpaka AtmAmAM pragaTI gayA. dana karatA dezanA sAMbhaLatA romeromamAM AnaMda pragaTayA; tethI adhika AnaMda vrata aMgIkAra karatA AvyeA. je AnaMda avanIya, akathanIya che. ApaNI pAse 12 kroDa sAnAmaheArA che. cAlIsa hajAra gAyA che. makAna, mAlamilkata, khetIvADI ane aDhaLaka vaibhave che emAM mane je AnaMda nathI anye teve anupama AnaMda Aje AvyA che. zivAdevI jijJAsAthI pUche che nAtha! tamane ATalA ullAsa che te bhagavAna pAsethI zuM laIne AvyA che ? tamArI zivAnaMdA tamane zuM pUche ? tame bajAramAM gayA hatA teA zuM lAvyA che ? paradeza gayA hatA teA mArA mATe zu navIna lAvyA che ? kyAre paNa te evuM pUche che ke Aje tame gurU bhagava'tanA darzane gayA hatA ane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM te tame zu' laIne AvyA ? zivAnaMdAe umaLakAbhera jijJAsAthI AnaMda zrAvakane pUchyuM. have AnaMda zrAvaka zuM kaheze te avasare. caritra : peAzAke patinA pAkA karAvelA nica: guNasu Mdare puNyasArane dhaNA prazno karyA. puNyasArane thayuM ke guNasuMdare mArI badhI vAta kayAMthI jANI ? huM sAta sAta chekarIone paraNIne badhAne cheDIne bhAgI AvyA chu. te zu temanA pitAe koi guptacarane zeAdha karavA mAkalyA haze? chevaTe teNe guNasuMdarane kahyuM-tAruM A badhA prazno sAthe zu' nisbata che ? atyAre tuM mane e vAta karane ke maravAnI haTha laIne kema beTho che? atyAre A badhI vAtA karavAnI ke prazno pUchavAnA nathI. A badhA prazno tu mane nirAMte pUje. tArI maravAnI vAtathI mAruM teA kALaju ka MpI rahyuM che ane tane teA ka'I dekhAtu' nathI. badhI vAta cheDIne pahelA tArI vAta kara. mitra! thoDI vAra dhIraja dhara. tAruM haiyuM kaMpI rahyuM che, raDI rahyu` che, tene hamaNAM thoDI vAramAM zAMta karu' chuM. mAruM' eka kAma kara. tuM upara jaIne mArI begamAM lIlA kaDe bAMdhelI eka pATalI che te laI Ava. puNyasAra kahe- u nahi jAuM. tane mUkIne huM upara jAuM ne pAchaLa tuM khaLI ma tA mAre badhAne javAkha zuM ApavA ? guNasuMdara kahuM tane vacana ApuM chuM ke huM kAMI nahi karuM. tuM mAruM A kAma kara. guNasu'dara ane puNyasAranA khullA thayelA bheda : puNyasArane kAMi samaja paDatI nathI ke A kha' atyAre zA mATe karAve che? khera. ema karavAthI tenI

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876 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi AtmahatyA zA mATe che e vAta je jANavA maLatI hoya te bhale kAma kare. ema vicArIne jaladIthI upara gaye ne piTalI laIne jaladI nIce Avato rahyo. basa, have chelluM eka kAma kara. mitra! tuM batAve te eka nahi paNa hajAra kAma karavA taiyAra chuM paNa have tuM jaladI tArA duHkhanI vAta kara. bahArathI bAraNuM kholavA mATe utAvaLa kare che. badhA bUmAbUma kare che ke jaladI bAraNuM khole. bahAra badhA tArI rAha joI rahyA che. have tuM pAMca miniTa bAjunA rUmamAM jatA rahe. zA mATe ? tuM badhA AvA navA navA bahAnA kADhIne mane chetaravA mAMge che. mane dUra karIne tuM baLI mare che ? huM tAro mitra, tethI badhAe mArA para vizvAsa rAkhIne aMgata vAta jANavA aMdara mokalyo che. tuM mane dUra karIne kaMI kare to mAre rAjane huM batAvavuM? javAba zuM Apa ? badhA mane mukha ja kahe ne! puNyasAra ! huM tane kola ApuM chuM ke huM kAI nahi karuM. tuM thoDI vAra rUmamAM jA. guNasuMdaranA kahevAthI puNyasAra gaye te khare. A bAju guNasuMdara pioTalImAMthI kapaDA kAvyA. teNe purUSa veza phagAvI dIdhuM ane lagnane divase je pizAka paheryo hato te kapaDAM paherI lIdhA. strInA kapaDA paherIne puNyasAra jyAM ubhe hato tyAM jaIne caraNa sparza karyo. are ! tuM te guNasuMdarIne ! tuM mArI patnI ! te oLakhI gaye. priyA tumArI tame je paraNI, teraNa dvAra tajI AvyA. tuma ce kAraNa veza ra, AvI tuma zodhaNa kAraNa... guNasuMdarIe kahyuM-hA svAmI ! lagna karIne aDadhI rAtre badhAne raDatA mUkIne cAlyA gayA hatA te abhAgaNI huM chuM. tamane zodhavA mATe meM A purUSa veza paheryo hato. guNasuMdarI ane puNyasAra vacce badhe khulAse thaye. have agnisnAna karavAnuM baMdha rahyuM. bahAra rAjA, nagarazeTha badhA akaLAI gayA che. nagarazeThe bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM puNyasAra kahe-atyAre vAta karavAno samaya nathI. je bahArathI bAraNuM khakhaDAve che. badhA rAha joIne beThA che. puyasAre bAraNuM kholyuM. nagarazeTha pUche che beTA ! tane kaI vAta jANavA zALI ke nahi? pitAjI ! huM bahAra AvuM chuM. ema kahIne puNyasAra ane guNasuMdarI baMne sAthe bahAra gayA. leke te A joIne AzcaryamAM paDI gayA. A strI keNa che? te vaLI kayAMthI AvI ? badhA kahe-puNyasAra! tArI sAthe A koNa che? guNasuMdara kayAM gaye? tu vaLI A strIne laIne kayAMthI Avyo ? badhA bolavA lAgyA. guNasuMdara kayAM ? guNasuMdara kayAM gayo ? puNyasAre pitAnI badhI vAta karI. A ja guNasuMdara che. atyAra sudhI teNe pitAnI jAtane chUpAvI hatI. te tenA patine zodhavA cha cha mahinAthI strIne veza badalIne purUSane veza paherIne AvI hatI. teNe pratijJA karI hatI ke cha mahinAmAM je mAre pati maLe te ThIka na maLe te agnisnAna karavuM paNa have te tema nahi kare. te mArI patnI guNasuMdarI che. have puNyasAra zuM vAta karaze te avasare. Aso suda pUnamane somavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 97 : tA. 18-10-85 mahAna maMgalakArI ArAdhanAnA maMgala divasamAM Aje AyaMbIlanI oLIne

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 877 chelle divasa te AvI gaye. jemaNe ArAdhanA karI che temaNe te AtmAne AnaMda meLavyo che. AtmAno AnaMda meLavavA mATe A mAnavadeha e aNamola sAdhana che. bhagavAna pharamAve che ke sarIramAhU nAvatti, jIvo vuccai nAvio / saMsAra cho putta, vaM tAMti maNi | utta.a.23LA.73 zarIra eka naukA che, jIva tene nAvika che, saMsAra e samudra che. maharSi sAdhako A naukA dvArA saMsAra sAgarane tarI jAya che. A gAthAmAM bhagavaMte suMdara bhAvo raju karyA che. dariye che. sTImara che ane tene calAvanAra kaptAna che. nAnA hoDakA sAmAnya kAma kare che. vizALa samudrane taravA mATe sTImaranI jarUra che. eka vAra dariyAmAM eka sTImara pANIne kApatI kApatI saDasaDATa AgaLa jaI rahI hatI. yAtriko ekabIjA sAthe vAta karatA hatA. kaptAna tenI kebInamAM besIne dariyAnA pANIne ane mejAne joI rahyo hato. sTImara te pANImAM saDasaDATa cAlI rahI che. kebInamAM beThelA kaptAnane pANInI tarasa lAgI teNe eka mANasanI pAse pIvAnuM pANI maMgAvyuM. TImaramAM pANInuM mATaluM bhareluM hatuM. nokare temAMthI kaptAnane lAsa bharIne pANI ApyuM. kaptAne pANI pIne tRSA zAMta karI. ahIM samajavA jevI vAta che. kaptAna dariyAmAM musApharI karI rahyo che. tene tarasa lAgI te dariyAnuM pANI kAma na AvyuM paNa mATalAnuM pANI kAma AvyuM te pANI pIdhuM te tenI tRSA zAMta thaI, tene zAMti vaLI. kaptAna mATe mATalAnuM pANI barAbara che ane sTImara mATe dariye upayogI che. mATalAnA pANIthI sTImara cAlI zake nahi ne dariye tarAya nahi. TImara mATe mATalAnuM pANI nakAmuM che ane kastAnane pANI pIvA mATe dariye nakAmo che. A vAta ApaNe AtmA sAthe ghaTAvavI che. ApaNuM zarIra e sTImara che, AtmA kastAna che, saMsAra e dariyo che. mATalAnA pANI samAna jinavANI che. A bhavasAgarathI bahAra nIkaLavA mATe ane bhavane aMta karavA mATe jinavANI samAna mATaluM paDayuM che. reja emAMthI ghUMTaDe ghUMTaDo pANI pIze te paNa tRSA zAMta thaze. sTImaranI ane kaptAnanI jarUriyAta alaga alaga che tema AtmA ane zarIranI jarUriyAta alaga alaga che. zarIra mATe bAhya sAmagrIonI jarUra che ane AtmAnuM sauMdarya e badhI sAmagrIo pratyenI anAsaktimAM che. sTImara ane kaptAna eka nathI paNa alaga che, tema zarIra ane AtmA alaga che. AtmA te zarIra nathI ane zarIra te AtmA nathI paNa Aje AtmA bhAna bhUlI gayuM che. zarIrane pitAnuM sarvasva mAnyuM che. zarIrane managamatuM anukULa maLe te rAjI ane managamatuM na maLe te jIva duHkhI thAya che. zarIra pAchaLa AtmAne I beTho che. savArathI uDyA tyArathI rAtre sUve tyAM sudhI pUjA A zarIranI thAya che. 24 kalAkamAM AtmAnI pUjA kayAre kare che ? bhAgyazALI AtmAo reja ekAda sAmAyika karatA haze ke jinavANI sAMbhaLatA haze. moTA bhAganA je zarIrane sarvasava

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878 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi mAnI tenI sarabharAmAM paDayA che. AtmAnuM patana kayAM thaI rahyuM che? zarIra pAchaLa jIva pitAnA AtmAne bhUlI gayuM che. kadAca sTImarane nukazAna thAya te kaptAna tenuM samArakAma jarUra kare paNa tenI upekSA na kare. kayAreka dariyAmAM bhayaMkara tephAna thAya te kaptAna sTImarane bacAvavA tenAthI thAya teTalA prayatna kare paNa karmayoge evuM bane ke sTImarane bacAvavAnI koI bArI na rahe te kaptAna sTImarane cheDIne pANImAM kUdI paDe ane pANImAM tarIne pitAnI jAtane bacAvI le paNa sTImara bacAvavA mATe pitAnA prANa na gumAve. sTImara dariyAne pAra karavAmAM sa dhanabhUta che paNa kaTokaTIne prasaMga Ave tyAre kaptAna sTImarane choDIne potAnA prANa bacAve che, tema A zarIra bhavasAgarane taravA mATe sAdhanabhUta che, A zarIra dvArA sAdhanA thaI zake che mATe tene sAcavavAnuM che. zarIra jyAre kAma na Ape, koI sAdhanA thaI zake evA saMyego na rahe te jIvatA kAyAnI mamatA cheDI zarIrane sarAvI saMthAre karI de. je je mahApurU thaI gayA temaNe aghora sAdhanAo karI paNa jyAre lAgyuM ke A zarIrathI have kAMI sAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI tyAre temaNe jIvatA kAyAne sarAvI saMthArA karI dIdhA. je aMtima samaya sudhAro che, saMthArAnA bhAva lAvavA che te atyArathI AtmAmAM jJAna-darzanane khajAne bharI do. bhedajJAna meLavI le ke sTImara te kaptAna nathI ane kaptAna te sTImara nathI tema zarIra te AtmA nathI ane AtmA te zarIra nathI. AtmA zarIrathI judo che. AtmA saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che tenuM kAraNa e che ke dareka gatimAM dareka bhavamAM AtmAe zarIrane jIvananuM sarvasva mAnyuM che tethI cAra gatimAM bhaTakI rahyo che. Akho divasa kAma kare te kahezo ke thAkI gayA. dIkarInA lagna hatA. ATha divasa lagnanuM kAmakAja karyuM pachI kahezo ke hAza, have thAkI gayA. ApaNe AtmA keTalA kALathI bhaTake che. tene thAka lAge che? tyAM keIka divasa te bele ke hAza, have thAkI gayo chuM. bhaTakavuM kayAM lagI tAre, pravAsI paMtha badalI le (2) pahecavA muktinA dvAre, pravAsI paMtha badalI le (2) have bhaTakavAne thAka lAgyo hoya ane mukti maMjhIle pahoMcavuM hoya to tAre paMtha badalI le. yAda rAkhajo ke sTImara game tevI sArI hoya paNa kaptAna na hoya te nakAmI che. sTImara vinA kaptAna dariyAmAM tarIne sAme pAra jaI zake che. sTImara vinA haju kaptAnane cAlaze paNa kaptAna vinA sTImara te nahi cAle. dariye, sTImara ane kaptAna A traNemAM mahattvanuM kaI hoya te eka kaptAna che. kaptAna hoya te sTImara virATa sAgarane pAra laI jAya che. kaptAna vagara sTImaranI kaI kiMmata nathI. dariyA samAna saMsAra, sTImara samAna zarIra, ane kaptAna samAna AtmA A traNemAM mukhya AtmA che. AtmAnI bhAbhavanI tRSA zAMta karanAra mATalAnA mIThA pANuM samAna jinavANuM che.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 879 jinavANI vibhAvane dUra karI svabhAvane pragaTa karavAmAM sahAyaka bane che. jinavANI sivAyanA ta bahArathI game tevA AkarSaka ane sArA hoya te AtmA mATe nakAmA che. ahiMsA, satya, kSamA, saraLatA, karUNA, samatA, brahmacarya Adi guNa AtmAne mATe mIThA pANI jevA che. zarIra rUpI sTImara A bhavasAgaramAM taratI mUkI che. have sAcavaNI kenI karavI che! sTImaranI ke kaptAnanI ? zarIranI ke AtmAnI? atyAra sudhI zarIrane sAcavyuM che. tene sAcavavA mATe thAya teTalA pApa karyA che. pariNAme tenA kaTu phaLa bhogavIe chIe. A samajaNavALe bhava maLe che te paMtha badalavAnI jarUra che. have kaptAnane sAcavIe. tene sAcavatA kadAca zarIrano nAza thAya te bhale paNa AtmAne barAbara sAcave che. gajasukumAla muni, jhAMjharIyA muni Adi mahApurUSoe upasargonA jhaMjhAvAte AvyA chatAM AtmAne sAcavyuM. AtmAne sAcavatA zarIra rUpI sTImaranA bhukkA uDI gayA. sTImara bacavAnI zakyatA na hoya to kAna dariyAmAM kUdI paDe ane tarIne bahAra nIkaLI jAya tema A mahApurUSane lAgyuM ke A zarIra have TakI zake evuM nathI eTale sAdhanAnA sAgaramAM kUdI paDyA ane saMsAra sAgarane tarIne mekSanA kinAre pahoMcI gayA. AnaMda zrAvakane bhagavAnanI amUlya vANIthI bhAna thaI gayuM ke sTImara samAna A zarIra mane bhavasAgara taravA mATe maLyuM che to A zarIra dvArA thAya teTalI ArAdhanA karI lau. vrata laIne AnaMda zrAvaka ghera gayA. temanA mukha para ati ulAsa joIne zivAdevIe pUchayuM-nAtha ! Apa Aje prabhu pAsethI zuM meLavIne AvyA che ? AnaMda kahe-devI ! tane zuM vAta karuM ? e bhagavAnanI mArA para keTalI karUNA ! ke anaMta upakAra ! temanA keTalA guNa gAuM? prabhunA guNa gAvAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI. zabdamAM samAya nahi evo tuM mahAna, kema karI gAuM prabhu tArA guNagAna (2) gaju nathI mAruM evuM kahe A jabAna kema karI gAuM..... prabhunA guNa gAvAnuM mAruM gajuM nathI. zivAnaMdAnA manamAM thAya ke mArA pati je bolI rahyA che te belavAmAM paNa temane keTale AnaMda che? te prabhu pAse gayA, darzana karyA tyAre te temane AnaMda keI apUrva haze ! AnaMda zrAvake temanI patnI zivAnaMdAne kahyuM " taM gaccha je tuma devANuppie / samaNaM bhagava mahAvIraM vaMdAhi jAva pajjuvAsAhi samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa --atie -paMcANuvvaiyaM sattasikkhAvaiyaM duvAlasavihaM gihidhamma paDivajjAhi / " he devAnupriyA ! meM bhagavAna pAsethI je dharmazravaNa karyuM te mane khUba gamI gayuM che mATe tame paNa bhagavAna pAse jAva. bhagavAnane vaMdana karI temanI paryuM pAsanA karo ane temanI pAse pAMca aNuvrata ane sAta zikSAtrata rUpI bAra prakArane gRhastha dharma svIkAra kare. AnaMda zrAvakanI e bhAvanA che ke huM kaMIka pAmyo chuM tema zivAnaMdA

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880] [ zAradA ziramaNi paNa pAmI jAya te sAruM zivAnaMdAne patinI vAta sAMbhaLatAM khUba u9lAsa A. temane AtmA bhagavAnanA darzane javA utsuka banyo gharagharamAM pati AvA bane to patnInuM jIvana paTAI jAya ane patnI AvI bane to patinuM jIvana paTAI jAya. AnaMda zrAvaka sAMbhaLIne AvyA paNa AtmAmAM e ja vAte cUMTAyA kare che. jinavANI zravaNane artha zuM ? je jinavANI sAMbhaLatA AtmA jina banI jAya. jina banavA mATe te jinavANI mArga batAve che paNa jina banAya kayAre? jagatane ane jagatanA bhAvone choDayA vagara jina banI zakAya ema nathI. ekane pAmavuM che te bIjAne choDavuM paDe. nazvara baMgalo choDe to zAzvata baMgale maLe ? eka zeThe moTo baMgale bAMdhe, pachI temaNe bahAra pADyuM ke je mANasa baMgalAmAM ATalA TAImamAM pahelA pahoMce tene baMgale bakSisa karI daIza. AvI jAherAta thAya tyAM keNe na jAya? kema ke baMgalA pratyenI mohadazA ke na hoya ? gAmamAMthI ghaNuM mANasa baMgale AvavA nIkaLyA. A zeThe zuM karyuM che? badhA pitAnA gherathI baMgalA sudhI pahoMce te rastAmAM kone AkarSaNa kare evA citra, ramate badhuM goThavyuM che ke badhA mohamAM paDI jAya ane te jovA mATe aTakI jAya. badhAne thAya ke ATaluM to jAuM. badhA jovAmAM paDI gayA ne kaI TAImasara pahoMcI zakayuM nahi, keI baMgalo meLavI zakayA nahi. ApaNe badhAne mokSano baMgale joIe che. mekSanA baMgale pahoMcatA pahelA rastAmAM putra-parivAra, mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahena, badhA goThavI dIdhA che. A badhAnI mamatAmAM jIva e lapeTAI jAya che ke temAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakatuM nathI ane mokSano baMgale meLavI zakatA nathI. A badhAno moDa chUTe nahi to mekSa maLe kevI rIte ? cakravatIne 64000 strIo hatI. temano parivAra keTale meTo hato ? chatAM meha choDI dIdhe te mokSano baMgalo meLavI lIdho. tamAre te eka patnI ane be cAra saMtAno hoya chatAM moha chUTatA nathI. tamArA A nazvara baMgalA cheDe te zAzvata baMgale maLe. choDe te evuM cheDavuM ke pharIne jyAre enuM smaraNa paNa na AvavuM joIe. AnaMda zrAvake zivAnaMdAne kahyuM, tuM paNa bhagavAna pAse jA. zivAnaMdAe kahyuMbhale, huM jAuM chuM. tenA manamAM have e laganI lAgI ke mArA pati bhagavAna pAse gayA ne kaMIka pAmIne AvyA te have huM paNa jaladI jaladI jAuM. bhagavAnanI vAta karatAM patinA dilamAM ATale harSa, umaMga che te te bhagavAna kevA mahAna haze! teNe kauTuMbika purUSane bolAvIne A pramANe kahyuM, he devAnupriye ! tame jaladIthI "laghukaraNa ratha" eTale jemAM khUba jhaDapathI cAle evA baLada joDayA hoya evo dhArmika ratha taiyAra karIne ahIM lAve, mAre jaldIthI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA darzana karavA javuM che. AnaMda gAthA pati ane zivAnaMdA vArasAgata jaina dhama nathI chatAM kevA haLukama AtmA ke AnaMda zrAvake bhagavAnane eka vAra darzanathI bhIno cheDo kADhI lIdhe. jyAre jIvanamAM dhama Ave che tyAre dharmanI evI tAkAta che ke kadAca duHkhanA prasaMge AvI jAya te duHkhane duHkha na mAne paNa duHkhamAM samabhAva rAkhe, kAraNa ke te AtmA samaje

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 881 che ke A duHkha mArA karmothI AvyuM che. meM pUrva janmamAM duHkhane AmaMtraNa ApyuM haze te A bhavamAM udayamAM AvyuM che te hasatA mukhe tenuM svAgata karavuM joIe. duHkhamAM paNa dharma AvI bhAvanA rakhAvaze. jIvanamAM dharma haze te sahana karavAnI zakti paNa vadhe che. ahIM eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. zrIdevI nAmanI eka chokarI hatI. tenuM rUpa te jANe apsarAne paNa ghaDIbhara thaMbhAvI de. tenA mAtApitAe tenA jIvananuM suMdara ghaDatara karyuM. lAkaDAnA TukaDAne suthAra ghaDe te suMdara phanIcara banI jAya. lokhaMDanA TukaDAnuM luhAra suMdara ghaDatara ghaDe te mazInarI banI jAya. kaI paNa vyakti ke vastunuM ghaDatara suMdara thAya te enuM jIvana suMdara bane che. zrIdevInA jIvanamAM saMskAronuM siMcana sarasa thayuM hatuM. jeTaluM suMdara rUpa hatuM teTalA saddaguNo paNa tenAmAM bharapUra bharyA hatA. nigraMtha mahAna tyAgI satIjIeno paricaya paNa khUba karele, tethI tene dIkSA levAnA bhAva jAgyA paNa tenA cAritra mohanIya karmane udaya haze eTale mAbApe dIkSA levAnI nA pADI. tuM amArI ekanI eka dIkarI che mATe dIkSA te nahi levA daIe. tuM saMsAramAM rahIne zrAvaka dharmanuM pAlana karaje. tenA bhegAvalI karmane udaya eTale mAbApa ADA paDayA. te kaI hisAbe samajayA nahi ane eka bhaNelA gaNelA, rUpavAna zrImaMta chokarA sAthe zrIdevInA lagna karyA. eka ja dIkarI hatI eTale mAtApitAe ghaNe kariyAvara karyo ane raDatA dile dIkarIne sAsare vaLAvI. krodhanI javALA sAme Takkara jhIlatI zrIdevI zrIdevI paraNIne sAsare AvI. sAsaruM khUba zrImaMta che. tenI sAsunuM nAma nAgIlA hatuM. kharekhara nAgIlA eTale jANe nAgaNa joI le. zrIdevIne AvyA haju aThavADiyuM na thayuM tyAM te nAgIlA zrIdevInA chidro jevA lAgI. vagara vAMke Akho divasa tene dhamakAvyA kare. AkhA divasamAM jhaghaDo na kare to tenuM nAma nAgalA nahi paNa zrIdevI te evI zANI, saMskArI ane sahanazIla hatI ke sAsu game teTaluM bole te paNa eka akSara te bolatI nahi. Akho divasa manamAM navakAramaMtra gaNyA karatI. te samajatI hatI ke jJAnIoe kahyuM che ke A saMsAra e che "imitta sue vadukADha durajemAM kSaNamAtranuM sukha ane ghaNu kALanuM duHkha raheluM che. tene to dIkSA levI hatI paNa mAtApitA mAnyA nahi ane saMsAramAM paDavuM paDayuM. A rIte zrIdevInA divase duHkhamAM pasAra thaI rahyA che. te eka zabda paNa bele nahi eTale sAsune laDavAmAM majhA AvatI nathI. zrIdevI bole nahi te ema kahe ke tArA meMmAM maga bharyA che te phATatI nathI, chatAM zrIdevI te eka akSara na bole. nAgIlA jevA svabhAvanI strIone sajajana purU zikhAmaNa Ape te paNa sudhare nahi. AyaMbIlanI oLInA maMgala divaso AvyA. zrIdevI kahe bA ! Apa rajA Apo te huM AyaMbIlanI oLI karuM. A sAMbhaLatA sAsujI te dhaDUkI uThayA. lekenuM khAvA

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882 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi nathI javuM. bA ! e lokonuM na kahevAya, chatAM tyAM ApaNe jeTalA paisA ApavA heya teTalA ApI zakAya. Apa mane javA de ne ! chatAM nAgIlAe hA na kahI eTale zrIdevIe kahyuM-bA ! ghera AyaMbIla karuM. bAjarIno eka roTalI banAvIne pANI sAthe khAI laIza. sAsue kahyuM-bhale, te rIte kara. A zrIdevI gharanuM badhuM kAmakAja kare. temAMthI navarI paDe tyAre eka reTa banAvIne pANI sAthe khAI le. atyAre te AyaMbIlamAM ghaNI vastuo vadhI gaI che. zrIdevIe A rIte oLI karI paNa reja sAsune kakaLATa te cAlu ja heya. zrIdevInuM piyara te gAmamAM hatuM. te kaI vAra piyara jAya tyAre tene sUkAyelI joIne mA-bApa pUche, dIkarI ! tuM sUkAI kema gaI che ? tane duHkha to nathI ne? tyAre te kahetI, bA ! zarIrane svabhAva che. mane kAMI duHkha nathI. sAsu mATe te eka akSara paNa kharAba belatI nahi. te te kahetI mArA sAsu sasarA deva jevA che. mane te dIkarInI jema rAkhe che. te jarA paNa duHkhanI vAta karatI nahi. zrIdevI eTalI khAnadAna che ke enA mAthe game tevuM duHkha paDe paNa vAta jarAya bahAra javA detI nahi. tenI bahenapaNIo pUche te paNa badhAnuM sAruM bolatI. te eka ja samajatI ke A pUrvakRta karmonA phaLa che. ATalA duHkhamAM teNe kaI divasa moDhuM caDhAvyuM nathI. sadA prasanna mukhamudrA ane e ja mIThuM maMda hAsya veratuM mukha. keTalI sahanazIlatA ! je A guNa na hota te ApaghAta karI besata, nAgIlAe vITI mATe cerInuM caDhAveluM ALa ? eka divasa evo gojhAro AvyuM ke sasarAnI vIMTI paDI gaI ne khovAI gaI. temaNe kahyuM-vahu beTA ! mArI vIMTI paDI gaI che; meM ghaNI dhI paNa maLI nathI Apa kacaro kADhe tyAre je je. ule bApujI ! zeTha te bahAra gayA. savAramAM teNe kacaro vALe tyAre viTI kacarAmAMthI jaDI gai. te samaye sasarA hatA nahi ane sAsujI bAtharUmamAM snAna karavA gayA hatA eTale teNe vIMTI eka pATIyA para mUkI dIdhI ane pitAnuM kAma karavA lAgI. zrIdevI eka majuraNanI jema AkhA gharanuM badhuM kAma karatI chatAM sAsune kayAre paNa dayA na Ave. sAsu nAhIne bahAra AvyA tyAre zrIdevIe kahyuM-bApujInI vIMTI mane kacaro vALatA jaDI che. te meM pATiyA para mUkI che. basa, sAsune te ATaluM ja joItuM hatuM. te te nAcavA lAgI ane vahu pratye jema tema gALAno varasAda varasAvavA lAgI. arere..chapparapagI ! coraTI ! te ja vIMTI cerI lIdhI che. gharamAM rahIne AvI rIte corI karAya ? jA, nIkaLa gharanI bahAra. AvA dhaMdhA karavA AvI che? basa, corI karI karIne bApanuM ghara bharavAmAM samajI che. A pramANe nAgIlAe te vacananA bANanI jhaDI varasAvavA mAMDI chatAM eka paNa zabda bolyA vinA te gharanuM kAma karatI. zrIdevI upara gujArela kera : nAgIlA A rIte bolI rahI hatI tyAM zrIdevIne pati Avyo. tene uzkeravA nAgIlA vizeSa balavA lAgI. vIMTI khevAyAnI vAta karI. vITI zrIdevIe chUpAvI hatI. sAsue te mIThuM maracuM bhabharAvIne barAbara

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 883 vAta karI. zrIdevI para tenA patine ghaNeA sneha hatA. te ghaNI vAra patnInuM uparANuM lene paNa Aje mAtAnI caDhavaNIthI caDhI gayA. hAthamAM joradAra lAkaDI laine zrIdevInA mAthA upara niyapaNe prahAra karavA lAgyA. dhaDAka ! dhaDAka ! krodhAvezamAM pati bhAna bhUlI gayA ke A huM kAne mArI rahyo chuM. ati paDatA mAranA avAjathI loko bhegA thaI gayA. lAkaDIenA ghA vAgatA mAthAmAMthI te lehInI dhAra thavA lAgI. zrIdevI bebhAna thaI gaI. davA, upacAra karatAM bhAnamAM AvI tyAre melI, bApujI ! meM cerI karI nathI. kacarA vALatA mArA hAthamAM AvI che. pati kahe-have tuM mArA gharamAM joItI nathI. A vAta phelAtA zrIdevInA mAtApitAne khakhara maLI. badhA kAma paDatA mUkIne tee zrIdevI pAse doDI AvyA. dIkarInI A sthiti jotAM mAbApa raDavA lAgyA. peAtAnI vahAlaseAyI lADIlI dIkarInI A sthiti jotAM AdhAta lAge e sahaja che. mAbApa kahe-dIkarI! ame tane teDavA AvyA chIe. zrIdevI kahe-khApujI ! Apa zA mATe teDavA AvyA che ? ghara che te vAsaNa khakhaDe. emAM zuM thaI gayuM ? bApujInI vITI khAvAI gaI hatI eTale jarA UMcu nIcu thaI gayu. eTA! tArI vAta ThIka che paNa tArA mAthAmAMthI teA haju lAhI nIkaLe che. bebhAna thaI gaI hatI chatAM tuM kahe che ke mane kAMI thayuM nathI. "" zrIdevI kahe-pitAjI! emAM koInA doSa nathI. doSa mAtra mArA karmonA che. Ape ghaNI vAra sAMbhaLyu che ke DhALa mALa na mela asthi'karelA karyAM bhAgaLyA sivAya chUTakAro nathI. sa`sAra cheADIne sayamI ane teA paNa ene karyAM bhogavavA paDe che. tame zA mATe AvuM mAnA che ? chevaTe mAbApa zrIdevIne davA karAvavA ghera laI gayA. duHkhanI jhaDI varasAvanAra pratye paNa zubha bhAvanA : A badhuM banyuM tyAre Aya bIlanI eLInA AThamA divasa hatA. zrIdevIe eLI karI hatI. chellA divase tene upavAsa hatA, tethI pauSadha laI ne besI gaI. prabhune prAthanA kare che he prabhu! meM je karyAM karyAM che te huM samabhAve bheAgavI laIza paNa mArA nimitte khIjA jIvAne kam khAMdhavA paDe evu na karIza. sAsue, patie ATalu kaSTa ApyuM chatAM manamAM eve vicAra nathI AvatA ke mane A badhAe ATaluM dukha ApyuM. te te e vicAra kare che ke mArA kAraNe bIjA jIvAne karyAM badhAya che. mArA sAsu te| mArA kAraNe rAja karyAM khAMdhe che. te kame+ bAMdhatA aTakI jAya. temanA jIvanamAM sadguddhi Ave. mAre bIju kAMI joItu nathI. prabhu! huM ApanI pAse A eka mAMgaNI karuM chuM. ATalA duHkhamAM pazu koinA doSa na jovA e keTalI uttama bhAvanA ! teNe te mauna pauSadha karyAM hatA. AkhA divasa satata navakAramaMtranA jApa karyAM. tenA prabhAva evA paDayA ke sAsunuM hRdaya palTAI gayuM. sahanazIlatAe sahunA palTAvelA dila : sAsujI tarata uThayA ane zrIdevInA piyara AvyA. zrIdevI pAse jaIne kahe che devI ! tuM teA kharekhara devI che.

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884] [ zAradA ziremaNi sahanazIlatAno sAce zaNagAra che. kSamAnI mUrti che. huM abhAgaNI AvI devI jevI vahune oLakhI zakI nahi. ATaluM karavA chatAM meM tane kaI divasa sArI te kahI nathI paNa tArA chidro joIne roja jhaghaDo karyo che. have cAle ApaNu ghera. huM mArA badhA aparAdhonI vAraMvAra mAphI mAMguM chuM. zrIdevInI bA kahe, teNe te Aje mauna pauSadha karyo che eTale tamArI sAthe koI vAta karaze nahi sAsu te cAlyA gayA. bIje divase pauSadha pALIne zrIdevI mAbApane samajAvI temanI AjJA laI sAsare gaI. jaIne sAsu sasarAnA caraNamAM paDI. bA! AmAM tamAro doSa nathI. doSa mArA karmone che. mArA kAraNe Apane vagara prajane karmo bAMdhavA paDyA. huM Apane khamAvuM chuM. patinA caraNamAM paDI temanI mAphI mAMgI. pati kahe che devI ! mAphI te mAre mAMgavAnI che. keNa jANe huM ke niSphara banI gaye ke tane mAratAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI. e te puNyane udaya ke tane bIjuM kAMI thayuM nahi. nahitara huM AvI devI jevI panI gumAvI besata. badhAnA dila palaTAI gayA. jyAM kalezamaya vAtAvaraNa hatuM tyAM premanA jharaNuM vahevA lAgyA. kahevAno Azaya e che ke zrIdevInA jIvanamAM dharma hato. te AvA duHkhamAM paNa dhIraja rAkhI zakI ane samatAthI jIvana TakAvI zakI. dhamane prabhAva alaukika che. vadhu bhAva avasare. caritra : are guNasuMdara kayAM? : puNyasAra sAthe guNasuMdarane badale strIne jetA badhA navAI pAmI gayA. A strI keNa che? guNasuMdara kayAM gaye ? puyasAre potAnI badhI vAta karI. A ja guNasuMdara che. jyAre mane mArA pitAe kADhI mUkyo tyAre huM jhADanI bakholamAM beTho. te jhADa uDayuM. vallabhIpura pahoMcyuM tyAM ekAeka huM sAta kanyAne para, pachI mane thayuM ke mArA mA-bApanuM zuM thaze? eTale te sAtene choDIne cAlyo Avyo. meM temane mAruM nAma-ThAma sthaLa kAMI kahyuM nahIM. mAbApa pAse Avyo. temaNe lagnano pozAka joye. eTale mane pUchyuM tuM lagna karIne Avyo che? meM kahyuM hatuM. mArI zodha karavA guNasuMdarI veza badalIne ahIM AvI. mAro patto paDe nahi eTale te agnisnAna karavA taiyAra thaI. puNyasAre badhI vAta karI. badhAne Azcarya thayuM. aho ! eka strI paNa keTalI bahAdUra! cere ne cauTe badhe A vAta phelAI gaI. badhA kahevA lAgyA guNasuMdarI keTalI hoMziyAra ! teNe pitAnI buddhithI, guNothI AkhA gAmane pitAnuM banAvyuM. paNa keIne khabara paDI nahi ke A strI che. badhA guNasuMdarInA A sAhasanI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. ratnasAra zeThanI ciMtAne dUra karatA nagaranareza : mANekacaMda zeThane to AnaMdano pAra nathI. ratnasAra zeTha ciMtAmAM paDI gayA ke mArI ratnasuMdarInuM have zuM thaze ? strIne strI sAthe saMsAra thoDo cAle? have tenI jiMdagInuM zuM ? rAjAe kahyuM-have e puNyasAranI paDanI thaI cUkI. jyAM guNasuMdarI tyAM ratnasuMdarI. ratnasuMdarI tarata puNyasAranA caraNamAM paDI. puNyasArane te vizeSa AnaMda thaye. kema ke eka te pitAnI

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zAradA zimaNi ] [ 885 patnI maLI ane pete jenI sAthe lagna karavA icchatA hatA te ratnasuMdarI paNa maLI gaI. tene vaTa rahI gayA. game tema thayuM paNa ghera teA AvI ne! devInuM vacana sAcuM paDayuM. ratnasuMdarInA manamAM khAlapaNamAM je zabdo khAlI hatI te mATe duHkha thayuM. patinA pagamAM paDIne teNe mAphI mAMgI. huM te samaye ajJAna hatI. sAruM khATu samajatI na hatI tethI khAlI hatI te Apa mane mAfa karo. puNyasAre kahyuM-mane te kAMI che nahi. te samaye khAlabhAva hatA. puNyasAre have manamAMthI te vAta kADhI nAMkhI tenA para jarAya rASa na rAkhyA. badhA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. vallabhIpuranI vATe sAMDhaNI : have guNasuMdarIe patine kahyuM-hu jyAre gherathI nIkaLI tyAre mArA mA bApujI ane cha benAne kahyuM hatuM ke cha mahinAmAM je pati maLaze te temane laI ne ahIM AvIza athavA samAcAra meAkalAvIza. jo nahi maLe te agnisnAna karIza. teo paNa divaseA gaNatA haze, mATe have Apa eka sAMDhaNI taiyAra karIne vallabhIpura cha benene ane pitAne samAcAra mekalAvA. nahitara kadAca cha e eneA paNa khaLI mare te ? tarata guNasuMdarInI je pavanavegI sAMDhaNI hatI te taiyAra karI. puNyasAranA eka mAsa ane mANekaca'da zeThanA eka mANasa ane mANasAne meAkalavA taiyAra karyAM. `ne mANasA sAMDhaNI para ravAnA thayA. guNasuMdarI kahepitAjI! huM ahI. vepAra karavA mATe nahAtI AvI. mAruM lakSya tamArA dIkarAne zeAdhavAnuM hatuM. tamAro dIkaro mAro jigarajAna mitra khanIne rahyo chatAM huM mArA aMtarAyanA kAraNe eLakhI zakI nahi. mArI aMtarAya tUTI eTale te divase te lagnanA pAzAka ane vITI A paherIne mitranA lagnamAM gayA. Aja dina sudhI kayAre paNa temaNe te vITI paherI na hatI. jo koIka divasa paherI hota tA paNa huM ALakhI jAta. khera, je thayuM te sArA mATe. dIkarInuM ajoDa sAhasa : sAMDhaNI laIne mANase jAya che. bhAMgelA page javAnuM hoya te! javAmAM AnaMda ke utsAha na hoya paNa atyAre te kAma siddha karIne jAya che tethI pagamAM jora che. manamAM AnaMda che. sAMDhaNI vallabhIpuramAM pahoMcI gaI. dhanasAra zeThane tyAM jaIne ubhA rahyA. pUchyu ke Apa kayAMthI AvyA che ? gopAlapurathI. geApAlapura nAma sAMbhaLatA zeThane thayuM ke nakkI mArI dIkarInuM kAma siddha thayuM haze, tethI A mANase AvyA haze. zeThe temanuM svAgata karyuM; pachI baMne mANasAe badhI vAta karI. peAtAnI dIkarInuM AvuM ajoDa sAhasa sAMbhaLatA pitAne khUba AnaMda thayA. zeThe ghera jaIne zeThANIne ane cha e benAne vAta karI. vAta sarva suNAvI zake, haSa dharIne A vAra, zeThANI ane putrIo sAMbhaLI thaI raLiyAta A vAra jo.... mAtA ane cha e eneA A samAcAra sAMbhaLatA khUba Ana krita thayA. dhanya che

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886 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi guNasuMdarIne ! teNe kevI vIratAthI kArya siddha karyuM. zeThanA manamAM thayuM ke have A che e dIkarIne sAsare mokalavI joIe. cha e benee paNa kahyuM-pitAjI! amArA pati ane amArI bena guNasuMdarI gopAlapuramAM rahe che mATe amane paNa have tyAM mekale. zeTha ane cha e dIkarIo badhA sAMDhaNI para besIne gopAlapuramAM AvyA. puraMdara zeThe badhAnuM khUba svAgata karyuM. cha e bene pitAnA sAsu, sasarA ane patinA caraNamAM paDI. sAsue AzIrvAda ApyA, pachI cha e bene guNasuMdarIne bheTI paDI. bena! tuM amArA karatAM uMmaramAM nAnI che paNa kAma moTuM karyuM che, tAre eTale AbhAra mAnIe teTalA ocho che. rAte bhegA thaIne badhAe sukhaduHkhanI vAta karI. dhanasAra zeThane khUba AnaMda thayo. vevAI khUba saMskArI, sadAcArI ane dhamITha maLyA che. badhe rUDo pratApa dharmane che. thaDA divasa rokAIne dhanasAra zeThe vidAya mAMgI. pitAe potAnI dIkarIone suMdara zikhAmaNa ApI. beTA ! tame sAta bene eka thaIne ratnasuMdarIne kyAre paNa judI na pADazo. tame sAta nahi paNa ATha bene che te rIte raheje. sAsu sasarAnI khUba sevA karaje. patinI AjJAmAM rahejo. A rIte hitazikhAmaNa ApIne zeThe vidAya lIdhI. A agIyAra mANase khUba sukhazAMtithI AnaMdamAM rahe che. dharmadhyAna kare che. te nagarInA mahAna bhAgyeAdaye mahAna vidvAna AcArya saMtanuM Agamana thayuM. gAmajana, nareza, puraMdara zeTha, puNyazrI zeThANI, pusAra, tenI ATha patnI badhA saMtanA darzana karavA gayA. saMte vyAkhyAnanI amI varSA varasAvI, puraMdara zeTha ane puNyazrIe puNyasArane gharano badho kArabhAra seMpIne dIkSA lIdhI. samaya jatAM puyasArane tyAM dIkare thaye. tene khUba sArA saMskAra ApI bhaNAvya, gaNAvyuM ane paraNAvyuM. have te te gharanuM, dukAnanuM kAmakAja barAbara saMbhALe te the eTale puNyasAra ane tenI AThe patnIeAe dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSA laIne suMdara tapajapanI ArAdhanA karatA vizuddha saMyamanuM pAlana karI AyuSya pUrNa thatAM kALadharma pAmI devakamAM gayA, pachI alpa bha karI jaze. (pU. mahAsatIjIe anaMta upakArI sva. gurUdeva pU. pArvatIbAI mahAsatIjInA jJAna, darzana, cAritranI suvAsathI jhagamagatA jIvana para suMdara prakAza pADe hato. je sAMbhaLatA zretAonI AMkho azrubhInI banI hatI.) A vada 2 ne budhavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 98 : tA. 30-10-85 ApaNe cAlu adhikAramAM AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta cAle che. AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta sAMbhaLIne zivAnaMdA bhagavAnanA darzane javA utsuka banI. zivAnaMdAnI AjJA thatAM kauTuMbika purUe ratha taiyAra karI dIdhuM. cAra ghaMTA vAgavA lAgyA zivAnaMdA rathamAM besIne prabhunA vaMdane jAya che. temanA dilamAM e apUrva AnaMda ane ullAsa che ke Aje mane bhagavAnanA darzana thaze. temanI vANInuM zravaNa karavAne lAbha maLaze. evA ullAsathI jaI rahyA che. prabhu pAse pahoMcI gayA. prabhunuM mukha jotAM enuM dila TharI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 887 gayuM. zuM prabhutu teja che! uranA ullAsathI, haiyAnA harSoMthI bhagavAnane vaMdana karyAM, pachI bhagavAne zivAna'dAne ane pariSadane dha kathA kahI. bhagavAnanI amegha dezanA sAMbhaLatA temane khUba Ana' Avya. ahAhA....zu` bhagavAnanI dharmAMkathA che ! A amRta rasanA ghUMTaDA pIdhA ja karIe ! jagatanA koI sukhamAM je AnaMda nathI e dhama kathAmAM rahele che. dhama kathAthI AtmAnA jJAna prakAza pragaTe che, dharma kathA sAMbhaLavAnA AnaMda alaukika che. caMdana jema jema ghasAtuM jAya che tema tema emAMthI vadhu ne vadhu sugaMdha pragaTe che tema mANasa AvI dharmakathAmAM lIna bane che tyAre enA jIvanamAM navI suvAsa pragaTa thavA mAMDe che. A dharmakathA kone pIrasAya ? jene emAM rasa hoya tene te ApI zakAya. je AtmAnA athI hoya tenAmAM A mATenI tamannA jAge. vadana bhagavAne je dhamakathA karI temAM zivAdevI lIna banI gayA. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne vrata a'gIkAra karavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. bhagavAna pAse temaNe khUba samajIne vicArIne, AtmAnA ullAsathI gRhastha dharma eTale zrAvakanA 12 vrata aMgIkAra karyAM. vrata a'gIkAra karIne je dizAmAMthI AvyA hatA te dizAmAM pAchA gayA, pachI zu banyuM ? bajAramAM je mAla maLatA hAya tenI pRcchA thAya. kApaDIyAnI dukAne jAva te kApaDa batAve, jhaverInI dukAne jAva teA jhaverAta batAve. jene je vepAra heAya te batAve tema aDDI' zivAnaDhAnA gayA pachI gautama svAmI bhagavAna pAse AvyA. namaskAra karIne pUche che he mArA triaAkInAtha prabhu ! " bALare samaLAvAsa" devALuvicALa ati muzke nAva dhvajJap'AnaMda zrAvaka ane zivAnaDhAe ApanI pAse AvIne samyaktva ratna prApta karyuM`` ane mAra vratadhArI zrAvaka banyA te have te AtmAe ApanI pAse dIkSA leze ? teo pravati banavAmAM sama che? bhagavAne kahyuM-he gautama ! ne phaLo samavuM| A artha samartha nathI eTale teo dIkSA leze nahi. gautamasvAmI cAra jJAna ane cauDha pUnA dhaNI hatA. tee peAte A praznanu' samAdhAna peAtAnA jJAnathI karI zake tema hatA, paNa temanAmAM vinaya hatA. huM mArA bhagavaMtane prazna pUchuM tA mane temanA mukhethI javAba sAMbhaLavA maLe ne ! bhagavAnane prazna pUchavA javAthI keTalA lAbha thAya ? eka teA bhagavAna pAse javAnuM maLe. prazna pUchavA che eTale vadana karyA vinA te pUchAya nahi tethI vaMdana karavAne lAbha maLe, temanA mukhethI javAkha sAMbhaLavA maLe ane gurUbhakti maLe. prazna pUchavA javAthI ATalA lAbha maLe. peAte jAte praznanuM samAdhAna karI le te A lAbha kayAMthI maLata? gautama svAmIe pUchyu -AnaMda zrAvaka ane zivAnaMdA dIkSA leze ? prabhue kahyuMnA. madhue ! saMyamanI ArAdhanA sahelI nathI. cAritra mehanIya karmonA kSayApazama thayA hoya te cAritra laI zakAya. jema koI mANusane pArasamaNi maLyA. tenA gharamAM lAkhaDanI kAThIe hatI temAM nAMkhyA. tenA manamAM ema ke pArasamaNi koThIomAM nAMkhavAthI koDIe seAnAnI thaI jaze. aThavADIyu' thayuM chatAM keDIe sAnAnI na thaI.

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(26] [ zAradA zizamaNi kema Ama banyuM ? kAThIe keTalAya varSothI avAvarI paDI hatI. temAM jALA khAjhI gayA hatA. pArasamaNi te jALAmAM paDayA eTale kADhIne sparza thayA nahi pachI koThI seAnAnI kevI rIte bane ? A rIte AtmA sa'sAranI mAyAjALanA jALAmAM eve aTavAI gayA che ke gurU bhagavaMtA rUpI pArasamaNine sparza thatA nathI. je gurU bhagavAnA garaNamAM AtmA aNu thaI jAya teA jarUrathI tene AtmA paramAtmA banI zake. Ana zrAvaka ane zivAnaMdA bhagavAnanA zaraNe gayA teA sAcA zrAvaka zrAvikA khanI gayA. AtmAnuM sAcuM jJAna pAmI gayA. kahyuM che ke tattva pAmI tRpta banI jA, viSayothI virakata banI jA, satyane pAmI svastha banI jA, dRzya joI sAcA dRSTA banI jA. jo AtmAnu' sAcu' sukha joItuM hoya te tattvajJAnanA rasathI AtmAne tRpta kara. viSayAthI virakata bana. satyane pAmIne AtmAne svastha banAva. game tevA dRzya jovAmAM Ave te paNa tuM sAcA AtmAne dRSTA banI jA. AtmA mekSamAM jAya pachI tyAM koI atRpti nathI, icchA ke AkAMkSA nathI. gautama svAmIe prazna karyAM tyAre prabhue kahyuM-Anada zrAvaka ane zivAna dA pravati banaze nahi. te saMsAramAM rahIne Adaza zrAvakapaNuM zuddha rIte pALaze. teAmAM kharAkhara vaphAdAra raheze. A rIte aneka varSo sudhI zrAvaka dharmanuM pAlana karaze ane AyuSya pUrNa karIne saudharma nAmanA pahelA devaleAkamAM arUNAbha vimAnamAM utpanna thaze. tyAM ghaNAM devAnuM AyuSya cAra pakSeApamanu' che. AnaMda zrAvakanuM AyuSya paNa cAra patyeApamanu thaze. devAnA cAra bheda che. bhavanapati, vANunyatara, jayAtiSI ane vaimAnika. samati pAmyA pachI AyuSyanA ba`dha paDayeA hAya to bhavanapati, vANavyaMtara, jyAtiSI, naraka, tiya iMca, strIveda ane napusakavedamAM na jAya. vaimAnikamAM jAya. tyAM deva ane pazu devI na bane. ATale samitanA prabhAva che. ( samyaktva guNu ka i rastAmAM rajhaLatA paDayA nathI ke mahenata karyA vinA enI prApti thaI jAya. duHkhane vadhAvA, sukhane tarachoDA ane pApanA paDachAyAthI dUra raheA. A traNa cIjo amalamAM mUkAya ane anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya ane daza na meAhanIyanI traNa prakRti jItAya tyAre samyaktva guNa pragaTe. jagatanA jIve AnAthI UlTI rIte vate che. emaNe nakkI karyu che ke duHkhane game te rIte dezavaTo ApavA, sukha game te rIte meLavavu ane A e vAtanI siddhi mATe je koI pApa karavu paDe te karavuM. jo samyaktva ratna meLavavuM haze te| A vicAradhArAne badalavI paDaze. zAstramAM samyaktva guNanA mahimA khUba gavAyA che, kAraNa ke enA sahArA jIvane jAgRta rAkhanAro che. samati pAmyA pahelA durgAMtinuM AyuSya baMdhAI gayuM hoya ane du`timAM javuM paDe e judI vAta che. bAkI samakitI AtmA durgAMtimAM na jAya. agninA svabhAva khALavAno

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [889 che chatAM bena raI karatAM enI sAthe keTalI sAvadhAnIthI rahe che tethI agni ene bALI zako nathI. A rIte samakitI AtmA saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe to khUba sAvadhAnIthI rahe che. samakita dareka paLamAM, dareka prasaMgamAM jIvane sajAga rAkhIne jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhave che. samakitanI lahejata alaukika che. AnaMda zrAvaka mATe bhagavAne kahyuM ke te varSo sudhI ArAdhanA karIne pahelA devalekamAM arUNAbha vimAnamAM cAra palyopamanI sthitivALA deva thaze, pachI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI anya janapadamAM vihAra karatA aneka jIvane pratibodhatA dharmopadeza ApatA thakA vicAravA lAgyA. tap i ? mAre ramAvAsaNa gANa mafmAra vIvAnI nava vaDhiAmamALe vihArU | tyAra pachI AnaMda zrAvaka jIvAjIva Adi tane jANavA vALA thaI gayA ane sAdhu sAdhvIone prAsuka, aceta AhArAdinuM dAna karatA thakA vicAravA lAgyA. zivAnaMdA paNa sAcI zramaNopAsikA banI gaI ane te paNa sAdhu sAdhvIonI AhAra, pANI, vastra AdithI sevA karatA jIvana vyatIta karavA lAgyA. AnaMda zrAvaka zrAvakapaNuM lIdhA pachI jJAna prApta karavA lAgyA. jIva, ajIva Adi nava tattvanA yathArtha svarUpanA jANakAra banI gayA. jeTaluM jJAna vadhe eTaluM sAdhupaNuM ane zrAvakapaNuM daDha rIte pALI zakAya. vIranA zAsanane pAmelA zrAvakomAM navatatva ane chakAyanuM jJAna te avazya levuM joIe. tame pratikramaNamAM roja bole che ke zrAvake kevA hoya? navatattvanA jANakAra hoya. je AtmA jIvane nathI jANata, ajIvane nathI jANato te dayA kenI pALI zakaze ? AnaMda zrAvaka jIvAjIvAdi nava tanA jJAtA banI gayA. AnaMda zrAvaka ane zivAnaMdA baMne pitAnA gAmamAM je sAdhu sAdhvIo Ave temane khUba utkRSTa bhAve, ulAsa bhAvathI sUjhatA nirdoSa AhAra, pANI, vastra Adi vahorAve che. dAna devAthI lAbha te thAya paNa utkRSTa bhAve aMtaranA umaLakAthI kaI jAtanI AkAMkSA rAkhyA vagara Ape te anatA karmonI nirjarA thAya. dAna detAM, vratanuM pAlana karatAM kSaNe kSaNe prabhunA upakArone yAda kare che. aho ke mArA trikInAtha kRpALu bhagavaMta ! Apa mane je maLyA na hota te A dAna daIne kara pAvana kayAM karata? Apane bheTo thaye na heta mane pApamAMthI bacAvata kaNa? A rIte Dagale ne pagale bhagavAnane yAda kare che. paradezI rAjAne temanI sUrIkatA rANIe jhera ApyuM ane mRtyu najIka dekhAyuM chatAM tenA para jarA paNa dveSa na karyo ke marI javAne aphasesa na karyo. saMthAro karyo tyAre traNe namothuchuM belyA. arihaMta bhagavAna ane siddha bhagavAnanuM namethyaNuM gaNutAM AMsu na paDayA paNa trIjuM namothuchuM gurU bhagavaMtanuM gaNatAM AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhAra thaI. khUba raDyA. he mArA upakArI gurU bhagavaMta ! Apa jyAM birAjatA ho tyAM mArI vaMdaNa che. huM ke kara pApI hate ! Ape mArA para kRpAdraSTi karI mane sudhAryo. je Apa mane maLyA na hatA te mAruM zuM thAta? mArI kaI gati thAta ? mArA para

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890 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi Apane te anaMta anaMta upakAra che. bhale, Apa mArAthI dUra che paNa ApanuM sthAna mArA hRdayamAM che. A rIte dAna Adi kriyA karatA AnaMda zrAvaka ane zivAnaMdA prabhunA upakArone yAda kare che. khUba utkRSTa bhAve saMtane supAtra dAna ApI potAnA jIvanane dhanya mAne che. pitAnI lakSmIne bhojana mATe durUpayoga karate bhaMDArI : eka bhaMDArI para rAjAnI khUba kRpAdraSTi, amadaSTi hatI eTale rAjA tene khUba dhana ApatA, tethI tenI pAse ghaNuM dhana bheguM thayuM hatuM. lAkhe, karoDo game teTalA bhegA kare paNa aMte to badhuM mUkIne javAnuM che. lakSamI te keInI sAthe javAnI nathI. A rIte AyuSya pUrNa thatAM bhaMDArI te marI gaye paNa tenA putrane khabara nathI ke mArA bApanI milkata keTalI che? bhaMDArIne mitra khUba sajana, pramANika ane khAnadAna hatuM. teNe chokarAne bolAvIne bhaMDArInI aDhaLaka saMpatti batAvI dIdhI. chokare te te jotAM A banI gaye. ATalI badhI milakta ? mahAmahenate meLavelI ATalI badhI milakata cheDIne te cAlyA gayA ! kaI dhananA bhaMDAra sAthe na laI gayA ! kaI bhegavavA paNa na rahyuM ! mAre paNa badhuM choDIne marI javAnuM ne ! jIvanI sAthe te pote karelA satkRtyo ane duSkRtye jAya che. teNe manamAM vicAra karyo ke mAre paNa choDIne javAnuM che to mAre lakSamIne saMgraha kara nathI. teNe to e vicAra karyo ke khAIpIne jalasA karuM, mejamajhA uDAvuM ne AnaMdathI rahuM. te khAvAno khUba zokhIna hatuM eTale teNe ThAThamAThathI bhajana jamavAnuM nakakI karyuM. teNe lAkha rUpiyAnA kharce meTo baMgale banAvyo. temAM teNe jamavAne rUma khUba bhabhakAdAra, jhAkajhamALa banAvyA. te banAvavAmAM lAkha rUpiyA kharcA. thALI mUkavA mATe bAjaTha ratnajaDita banAvyuM ane jamavAno thALa sonAne banAvyuM. AvA mahelamAM apUrva ThAThamAThathI te bhavyatAthI bhejana kare che. bhaMDArIputrane jamavA mATe je biraMja banAvatA temAM kasturI, kesara Adi aneka jAtanA uttama ane sugaMdhI padArtho nAMkhatA. tenA eka TaMkanA bhajana pAchaLa hajAro rUpiyAno kharco thato. tenI sugaMdha te bahAra paNa kayAMya sudhI maheMkatI. jeNe eka vAra sugaMdha lIdhI hoya te bhUle nahi. bhaMDArIne addabhUta bhejana vaibhava taiyAra thaI jAya tyAre nagarImAM udgheSaNa karAve che jene bhaMDArIne bhejanathALa jovA AvavuM hoya te Avaje. tene mahela te e bhavya hatuM ke badhA te jovA AvatA hatA. dUra UbhA hoya to paNa biraMjanI sugaMdha Ave. eka bhAIne tyAM bahAragAmathI koI mahemAna AvelA. te bhAIe temane kahyuM-huM bhaMDArInA putrane janathALa jevA javAne chuM. tamAre AvavuM che ? bhaMDArI jame emAM zuM jovAnuM che? are, e jevuM e jIvanano eka hAve che. ApaNe 10 phUTa dUra ubhA hoI e tyAM enI sugaMdha Ave che. rasanA pAchaLa pAgala banela mAnavI : A baMne bhAI jevA gayA. bahArathI je bhAI AvyA hatA te te suMgadhathI lalacAI gayA. tenI lUlI labakArA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 891 mAravA lAgI. ahAhA-A bhojanane khAnAra keTale bhAgyazALI ! e biraMjane svAda to koNa jANe ke addabhUta haze ! enuM mana te e khAvA talapApaDa banI gayuM. teNe bhAIne kahyuM-mitra ! bhaMDArInA bhANAmAM rahele biraMja khAvAnuM mana thayuM che. are, tAruM khasI gayuM to nathI ne! evuM mana kare zuM vaLe ? tene eka dANe paNa koIne na maLe. A te e kaMjusIya che ke pradarzana kare paNa keIne Ape nahi. mitra ! game tema karIne mane lAvI Apa. mane to evuM mana thayuM che ke je mane cAkhavA nahi maLe te kadAca mArA prANa cAlyA jaze. A rasendriyane jItavI sahelI nathI. khUba kaThIna che. A bhAI rasendriya para kaMTrola na rAkhI zako tyAre A dazA thaI ne ! pelA bhAIe bhaMDArIne kahyuM mArI sAthe bahArano je mANasa Avyo che tene ApanA biraMjano svAda levAnuM mana thayuM che. Apa kRpA karIne eka koLiyo te Apo. te kahe che ke mane cAkhavA nahi maLe te mArA prANa uDI jaze bhaMDArI kahe-A biraMjanA eka keLiyAnuM mUlya se rUpiyAnuM thAya che. tenuM tane bhAna che? jeTalA mAMge teTalAne ApuM te mAre khAvA zuM rahe ? paNa svAmI ! A te prANa bacAvavAnI vAta che. svAdanI pAchaLa svIkArelI gulAmI : bhAInI vAta sAMbhaLatA bhaMDArInuM mana DuM pIgaLyuM. teNe kahyuM-je biraMjanA svAda vinA enA prANa jAya evo bhaya hoya te mArI eka zarata svIkAre te tene te khAvA maLaze. traNa varSa mAre tyAM ene nokarI karavI paDaze. rAtre-divase jyAre huM kAma batAvuM tyAre karavuM paDaze. tenA kAmamAM kAMI khAmI nahi Ave ne mane saMtoSa thaze te mAre Akhe bhajanano thALa ene ApI daIza. A bhAI te gharabAra, mAtA-pitA, patnI, parivAra badhAne choDIne ahI rahyA. traNa varSa sudhI gharamAM ke jaMgalamAM, divase ke rAtre game te kAma leMgyuM to teNe eka niSThAthI karyuM. jarA paNa khAmI Ave eve prasaMga AvavA dIdhuM nahi. A rIte tanatoDa mahenata karatA tene traNa varSa pUrA thayA. traNa varSa AvI rIte dAsapaNAmAM vitAvavA e ghaNuM muzkela che. mahAmahenate meLavelA bhojanane umadA bhAve devAnI vRtti traNa varSa pUrA thayA eTale bhaMDArIe tene snAna karavA sugaMdhI jaLa ApyuM. sArA kapaDA ApyA ane te divasa mATe nokara cAkaro ApyA. savAra sAMjanA nAstA mATe be hajAra sonA mahorano kharco karyo. nagaramAM DhaMDhero pITAvyuM ke sevake traNa varSa sudhI ghaNI mahenata karI bhaMDArIne bhajana vaibhava meLavyA che te jene jovA AvavuM hoya te Avaje. A gheSaNa sAMbhaLatA hajAre leke jovA AvyA. sArA vastralaMkArothI sajja thaIne te ratnajaDita Asana upara beTho. tene bhANAmAM sevakoe biraMja pIra ke jenA mATe traNa varSa kALI mahenata karI jAta nicovI nAMkhI che. biraMjana keLiyo hAthamAM lIdhe tyAM tene vicAra AvyuM ke bahAra ATalA badhA mANaso ubhA che temAM mArI jema keIne khAvAnI IcchA nahi thaI heya ne ? te huM bahAra jAuM. keIne IcchA thaI hoya te

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892 ] [ zAradA zazaNi huM thADA ApuM. mAre koInI pAse majurI karAvavI nathI paNa koI kahetuM nathI ke mane Ape, kAraNa ke temane sAme traNa varSoMnI majurI dekhAya che, tethI kAI khAvAnuM mana karatuM nathI. rasanAnA tyAga ane bhikSune devAnA lhAva : aDDAra najara karatAM karatAM eka bauddha bhikSune joyA. tenA vicArAmAM ekadama palTo AvyeA. A bira'jatuM bheAjana pUruM thatAM vaibhavano aMta AvavAnA che. jenA mATe traNa traNa varSAM parasevo pADyA, lehI reDayuM paNa ghaDI pachI teA hatA tevA ne tevA. lAko badhuM bhUlI jaze. mAtra eka TaMkanu bhAjana paNa pachI teA e ja gaddhAmajurI. te zA mATe A bhAjana pelA pavitra bhikSune bhikSAmAM na ApI devuM ? eka paNa koLiye jamyA vinA bhAjananA thALa laI ne pelA bhikSu pAse gayA. bhikSu kahe, mAre nathI joituM. bhAI ! teM traNa varSa majurI karI tyAre A bheAjana meLavyuM che. te garIba mANase khUba Agraha karyAM. Apa mane thADo lAbha Ape teA mAru jIvana dhanya bane. AvA avasara mane kayAMthI maLe ? bhikSu kahe--bhAI ! tuM thADu' Apaje. thADu' tAre khAvA mATe rAkhaje. teNe aDadhu khira ja ApyuM, pachI bhikSue kahyuM-khasa, bhAI ! have rahevA de paNa teNe kahyuM ke A te adhUruM dAna thayuM. mArI puNya kamAvAnI bhAvanA mane pUrI karavA do. mArA mATe jarA paNu rAkhavAnI IcchA nathI. teNe te badhA kharaja bhikSAmAM ApI dIdhA. zAlIbhadranA AtmAe pUrva bhavamAM mAMgIne lAvelI vastunI khIra banAvaDAvI hatI paNa muni padhAryA te utkRSTa bhAve badhI khIra ApI dIdhI, tema A mANase traNa varSoMnI kALI mahenata bAda biraMja meLavI hatI paNa bhikSune jotAM khUba ullAsathI badhI kharaja temane ApI dIdhI. peAtAne khAvA eka kALIyA paNa na rAkhI. dAnanI bhavya bhAvanAno paDelA adUbhUta prabhAva ; bhikSue tene AziSa ApI. tArI badhI manokAmanAo pUrNa thAo. badhA prekSakoe tALIothI ane dhanyavAdathI tene vadhAvyA. avAja sAMbhaLatA bhaMDArIne thayuM ke nakkI kaMIka dhamAla thaI lAge che. te mANasa maLelA vaibhava ane ThAThane bhAgavI zakayA nahi hAya, tethI badhA tenI hAMsI majAka karatA lAge che. teNe sevakone tapAsa karavA mAkalyA te khabara paDI ke teNe teA badhA kharaja bhikSune ApI dIdhA. bhaMDArIe kahyu-dhanya che bhAi dhanya tane ! traNa traNa varSoMnI tanatoDa mahenatanA pariNAme maLelA amUlya phaLanu te eka kSaNamAM bhikSune dAna karI dIdhuM ane huM aDhaLaka samRddhinA svAmI heAvA chatAM eka koLiyA paNa kAI ne na ApI zakayA. have mArI sa`pattinA aDadhA bhAga tane bheTa ApuM chuM. A bhAI kahe, mAre kAMI nathI joItuM. bhAI ! tArI A bhAvanA joI ne mAru jIvana paNa palTAI gayuM che. have huM A badhA khANApINA, meAjamajhA cheADIne satkAryAmAM mArA dhanane sadupayeAga karIza. garIba bhAInI dAnanI bhavya bhAvanAnA bhaMDArI para keTaleA prabhAva paDayA ? AnaMda zrAvaka ane zivAna dA khaMne khUba utkRSTa bhAve sAdhusaMtAne supAtra dAna

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 893 Ape che ane anaMtA karmonI nirjarA kare che. A rIte AnaMda zrAvaka bAra vratanuM niraticAra pAlana karatAM gRhasthAzramamAM AnaMdathI divaso pasAra kare che. vratamAM koI doSa lagADatA nathI. samaya jatAM cauda varSo pasAra thaI gayA. cauda varSamAM AnaMda zrAvake nAnI moTI tapazcaryA, sAdhanA, ArAdhanAo ghaNI karI. paMdaramAM varSamAM praveza karyA pachI dharma jAjhikA karatA eka divasa vicAra AvyuM. huM cauda varSothI zrAvakapaNuM pALuM chuM, dharmadhyAna karuM chuM paNa jo A rIte ArAdhanA karato rahIza te mAruM je lakSya che tyAM pahoMcI zakIza nahi. A saMsAra vyavahAramAM rahIza te mAre je pAmavuM che te pAmI zakAze nahi. te have huM zuM karuM? AnaMda zrAvaka gRhasthAzramamAM hatA ane tame paNa gRhasthAzramamAM che, chatAM tame AnaMda zrAvaka jeTalA dharmane vaphAdAra che? tenI jema dharma jAjhikA kare che kharA? AjanA jamAnAmAM to A badhuM bhUlAI gayuM che. savAramAM uThIne pratikramaNa karanArA keTalA ? pratikamaNa TAIme paNa uThI zakatA nathI pachI dharma jAgrikAnI vAta ja kayAM ! Aje to mAnavI bhAna bhUlI gayo che. dharma jAgrikAne bhUlIne karma jAjhikA kare thaI gayuM che. savAramAM uThe eTale e ja vicAra ke kayAM javuM che ? zuM lAvavuM che ? kenI ugharANI bAkI che ? mAre keTalAne paisA cUkavavA javAnuM che ? basa, A ja vicAra ke bIjA vicAra Ave ? are, rAtre UMgha na AvatI hoya te paNa saMsAranA, gharanA ane dukAnanA vicAra AvyA kare. keIne kema phasAvavA, mAyAkapaTathI ane anyAya, anItithI paisA kema bhegA karavA, A badhA vicAro ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnanA che, anAdikALathI AtmA AzravamAM paDyA che. tenA manamAM e bhAva che ke mAre saMsArano bagIco sUkAI ja na joIe. AtmAne bagIce bhale sUkAI jAya paNa yAda rAkhaje ke saMsArano bagIco lIlAchama rAkhavA game tevA prayatno karazo ane pApa bAMdhazo paNa ahIMthI gayA pachI kaI jovA AvavAnuM nathI, chatAM jIva Atma bagIcAne bhUlIne karma bagIcAne vikasAvI rahyo che. dharmajAgrikAmAM karelI dharmaciMtavaNuM ? AnaMda zrAvaka dharma jAcikA karatAM e vicAra kare che ke A vANijya gAmamAM rAjA, rAIsara, talavara, zeTha, senApati badhAne huM AdhArabhUta chuM, AlaMbanabhUta chuM, aneka kAryomAM badhA mane pUchavA, mArI salAha levA Ave che tethI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse meM je dezavirati dharma svIkAryo che tenuM pAlana barAbara thaI zakatuM nathI, mATe A badhI pravRttiothI mAre nivRtti levI joIe, to ja mArI sAdhanA barAbara karI zakIza. have mArA mATe e ja zreyakara, hitakara che ke kAle savAre sUryodaya thAya tyAre vipula pramANamAM azana, pAna Adi taiyAra karAvIne mitra, parivAra, kuTuMbIjanene bhejana jamADIne pUraNa zeThanI jema badhAnI samakSamAM mArA sauthI moTA dIkarAne kuTuMbane, ghara, dukAnane badho bhAra seMpI dauM. pahelAnA samayamAM AvA sukhI moTA mANase jyAre AvuM sAruM kArya kare

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894 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi tyAre te pahelA cAra jAtanA AhAra banAvI kuTuMbIjanene tathA parivArane badhAne jamavA belAve ane pachI je kArya karavuM hoya te kare. siddhAMtamAM ghaNAM dAkhalAo maLe che. AnaMda zrAvake paNa tema karavAno saMkalpa karyo. have saMsAranA keI kAmamAM temane rasa ke AnaMda nathI. have te eka ja laganI, eka ja dhUna che ke huM saMsArathI jaldI nivRtta thAuM. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke pUraNanI jema AnaMda zrAvake karyuM eTale pUraNe jema potAnA gharane tamAma bhAra pitAnA jayeSTha putrane seMpIne tApasapaNuM lIdhuM hatuM tema AnaMda zrAvake paNa e vicAra karyo. AnaMda zrAvakane have jaDa ane cetana parigraha pratyethI saMpUrNa mamatA utarI gaI to ja A vicAra Ave ne ? sarovaranI pALa tUTatAM sarovaranuM pANI cAlyuM jAya che tema Atma sarovaramAM bharAyelA pApa rUpa pANIne nikAla karavA mATe parigrahanI pALa teDavI paDaze. to pApa rUpI pANI cAlyuM jaze. jyAre e pALa tUTI jaze, pApanuM pANI cAlyuM jaze tyAre svAnubhUtine kaMI jude anubhava thaze, jyAre AtmA pitAnA svabhAvamAM sthira thAya che tyAre tenuM jIvana kevuM bane che ? be pADozI rAjAe potAnA nagaramAM bagIcA banAvavAno vicAra karyo baMne rAjAe potAnA bagIcA mATe eka eka sAro mALI niyukta karyo. baMne mALIoe eka sAthe bagIcAnuM kAma zarU karyuM. eka mALIne sepele bagIce thoDA samayamAM phaLaphUlathI haryobharyo thaI gaye. Akho bagIce sugaMdhathI ane suMdaratAthI khIlI uThaze. je A bagIcAmAM Ave tenuM mana zAMta thaI jAya, hadaya praphullita bane ane bagIcAnI suMdaratA jotAM AMkha tRpta thaI jAya. bagIco jenArane ema thAya ke keTale suMdara bagIca che ! tene mALI keTale kuzaLa haze ? bagIce ATale suMdara thavAnuM zuM kAraNa? mALIe tana manathI ane khUba khaMtathI A kAma karyuM hatuM. bagIcAnI khUba saMbhALa rAkhI hatI. rAjA paNa A bagIce joIne khUba prasanna thayA. bIjA rAjAnA mALIe bagIcAnI saMbhALa na rAkhI. teNe kayArIo barAbara na karI, mULiyAne poSaNa na ApyuM tethI bagIce ujajaDa vana je sAva zuSka dekhAtuM hatuM. A bagIce na koInA manane AnaMda Ape, na keIne prasanna kare ke na keIne sugadha Ape, tene joIne koIne ema thAya ke A bagIco che ke vana che ? rAjA pitAnA bagIcAnI A sthiti joIne gusse thayA. jIvanane vana banAvaze ke naMdanavana banAvaze ? A vAta ApaNe samajavAnI che. pahelA mALI samAna AtmA jyAre pitAnA svabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare che tyAre te jIvana rUpI bagIcAne sArI rIte saMbhALI zake che. te kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lebha, rAga-dveSa Adi kAMTAnA jhADa ugelA hoya tene ukhADIne phekI de che ane ahiMsA, satya, acaurya samatA, kSamA AdinA suMdara vRkSonI ropaNI kare che. jemAM saddaguNonA pupo khIle che, satkAryo rUpI phaLa Ave che. AvA jIvana rUpI bagIcAne joIne temanA

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[ 85 zAradA ziremaNi ] saMparkamAM AvavAvALA jIvanabAganA mALI evA AtmAnI prazaMsA kare che paNa je bIjA mALInI jema jIvana rUpI bagIcAnI saMbhALa rAkhatA nathI, rAga-dveSa, kaSAyenA kAMTAne dUra karatA nathI, satsaMganuM pANI sI catA nathI, satya, ahiMsAnA vRkSane repatA nathI. hiMsA AdinA jherIlA vRkSo je dekhAvamAM suMdara hoya paNa khAvAmAM upayogI na hoya evA vRkSo vAve che tene jIvana bagIce ujajaDa vana je banI jAya che. AvA jIvana bagIcAnI prazaMsA koNa kare? je A mAnavajIvana rUpI bagIce meLavIne beparavADa rahe che tenuM jIvana vana jevuM verAna banI jAya che. AnaMda zrAvake potAnA jIvana bagIcAne khUba suMdara rIte khIlavyo che. temanA jIvana bagIcAmAM bhagavAnanI vANInuM siMcana maLyuM te mithyAtvanA kAMTA ukhADIne phagAvI dIdhA ane samyakatva vRkSanI repaNI karI. temAM bAra vrato rUpI suMdara pupo khIlyA. temanuM jIvana saddaguNanI saurabhathI moMkI uThayuM. dezavirati dharmane apanAvavAthI paNa je jIvana ATaluM saurabhavaMtu banI zake che te pachI je pApanA, aviratinA kAMTAne sarvathA dUra karI sarvavirati dharmane apanAve che tenA jIvananI suMdaratA mATe to kahevuM ja zuM ? AnaMda zrAvake have saMsAranA baMdhanathI chUTavA mATe pitAnA dIkarAne badhI javAbadArI soMpavAne vicAra karyo. have kevI rIte putrane bhalAmaNa karaze ane teo zuM karaze tenA bhAva avasare. A vada 6 ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 9 : tA. 3-11-85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavAna pharamAve che ke jamAha ohaM salilaM apAragaM, jANAhi NaM bhavagahaNaM dumokkhaM / navI vinA vilaMbaruM, tudoDevi zrIyaM anusaMvati sUyaa.12gAthA14 A saMsAra sAgarane tarave e svayaMbhUramaNa samudrane taravA samAna stara che. kaI jaLacara ke sthaLacara A samudrane oLaMgI zake nahi evI rIte samyagudarzana vinA 84 lAkha chavAyeninA sthAna rUpa saMsArane pAra kare muzkela che. strI rUpa kIcaDamAM ane kAmaga rUpI viSayamAM phasAyelA Asakta cha cAra gatio ane cauda rAjakamAM vAraMvAra janma maraNa karyA kare che. baMdhuo ! A mAnava jIvanane zreSThatama purUSArtha hoya te pote saMsAra sAgara tare ane bIjA jIvane tAravA gaMgA-jamanA Adi nadIone taravA mATe paNa jJAna ane kriyAnI jarUra che. nadIne taravAnI kaLA zIkhyA hoya to purUSArtha dvArA tarI zakAya paNa taravAnI kaLA jANatA na hoya to DUbI javAya. A saMsAra sAgara tA. khUba bhayaMkara, tophAnI ane bhISaNa che. ene taravA mATe jJAna ane kriyAnI avazya jarUra che. jyAM sudhI A bhavasAgara khUba zAMta, sukhadAyI ane sArA lAge tyAM sudhI

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896 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi jIva te mATenuM jJAna meLavavAnA purUSArtha karatA nathI. jo bhISaNa bhavasAgara taravA che teA e sAgaranA svarUpanuM jJAna karyA vinA kevI rIte tarI zakAya ? jemanA sahAre taravu' che evA paramakRpALu paramAtmA ane gurU bhagavaMtAnI sAcI eLakhANa paNa karavI paDe. jemAM besIne sAme pAra javu' che evA saMyama rUpI jahAjanI paNa pUrNa mAhiti meLavavI paDe. A samudramAM saphara karatAM kadAca vighna Ave te kevI sAvadhAnI rAkhavI A badhu jJAna meLavavuM joIe te sAgarane pele pAra thaI zakIe. bhavasAgarane taravA mATe bhagavaMte je kriyAo karavAnI matAvI che te karavAmAM utsAha ane umaMga hAvA joi e. temAM pramAda kare na cAle. te mATe jJAna, darzIna, cAritra ane tapanA AcAronu yathAvidhi pAlana karavu joI e. bhavasAgarane taravA mATe jJAna hAya, sAthe kriyAo hAya paNa jo upazama, samatA nathI te| bhavasAgara taravAmAM niSphaLatA maLe che. krAya ane roSa AvatA badhI sAdhanA prANahIna banI jAya che ane sAgara parathI prayANa karatu' jahAja tyAM aTakI jAya che. jo e krodha, rASa, IrSyA, mAna, lAbha, rAgane dUra na karyAM ane AtmAmAM lAMbA samaya sudhI saMgharI rAkhyA te e saMyama rUpI vahANamAM chidra pADI de che. e chidrathI pApa rUpI pANI vahANumAM bharAya che, chevaTe pariNAma e Ave che ke e vahANu pANImAM DUbI jAya che, mATe bhavasAgara taravAnI IcchA haiAya tenAmAM kSamA, samatA hovA joIe. bhavasAgara taravA nIkaLelA AtmAe pAtAnI indriyAne vazamAM, kAbUmAM rAkhavI joIe. bephAma khanelI indriyA AtmAne saMyama rUpI jahAjamAMthI sa'sAra samudramAM pheMkI de che. jenA jIvanamAM ATalI vAtA hoya te AtmA sa`sAra sAgara tarI jAya che ane jenA jIvanamAM A vAtA nathI te sa`sAra sAgaramAM DUbI jAya che, mATe bhavasAgarathI taravA mATe jJAna, kriyA, kSamA ane jitendriyapaNuM ATalA guNNA keLavavA joI e. (C jemanA jIvanamAM sabhyajJAna, darzana, tapanI ArAdhanA che. cAritranI alpAMza eTale dezivaratinI ArAdhanA che, kSamA che ane jitendriyapaNu che evA AnaMda zrAvake sa'sAra sAgarane jaldI taravA mATe sa`sArane phAragati devAnA niNa ya kayeryAM, tethI meTA putrane gharanI tamAma javAbadArI ApavAnA saMkalpa karyAM. meTA putrane kuTu aneA badhA bhAra soMpIne mite jAva jeTTha puttaM ca ApucchittA, kollAe sannivese nAyakulaMsi posaha sAla paDilehitA samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrarasa aMtiyaM dhammaM paNNati upajjitANaM vitti / mitrA tathA jyeSTha putrane pUchIne keollAka sa'nivezamAM jJAtakulanI pauSadhazALAnu pratilekhana karI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse svIkArelA dhama prajJaptinuM yathAvidhi pAlana karuM. AnaMda zrAvakane rAtre dharma jAgrikA karatA kevA suMdara vicAra Avye ! temane thayuM ke hu' ahI. A rIte rahIza teA badhA mane pUchavA Avaze. paNa huM pauSadhazALAmAM jaIne raDu' tA mane koi pUchavA Ave nahi ane mAre pApamAM 'DAvuM na paDe, mATe mitrone,

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 897 kuTuMbIjanone tathA mArA jayeSTha putrane pUchIne temanI saMmati meLavIne A rIte dharmanuM pAlana karuM. AnaMda zrAvaka saMsArathI nivRtta thavA mATe badhI javAbadArI seMpavA taiyAra thayA. te saMsArathI ane saMsAranA tamAma kAryothI chUTakAro levA mAMge che. te chUTavA Irache che jyAre Aje kaMIka bApAe moTI uMmare pahoMcavA chatAM tene meha cheDI zakatA nathI. kaMIka dIkarAo evA sArA saMskAravALA hoya che teo kahe ke pitAjI ! tame atyAra sudhI amArA mATe ghaNuM karyuM che. amArA mATe ghaNuM meLavyuM che. tame amane bhaNavyA, paraNAvyA ne dhaMdhAmAM hoMziyAra karyA. Apane amArA para mahAna upakAra che, have Apane A kAma karavA devuM nathI. Apa dhaMdhAmAMthI nivRtti le. dharmadhyAna karo. dIkarAo ATaluM saMbhALavA taiyAra hoya chatAM bApAone moha chUTato nathI. temane dhuM sarIe joDAvuM game che. te kahe-beTA ! tuM haju nAno che mATe mAre hamaNu nivRtti levI nathI. potAnI vRttio jItANI nathI eTale dIkarAne kahe che ke tuM nAno che. tane samajaNa na paDe paNa yAda rAkhajo ke saMpatti maLavI e puNyanI kamANI che. dIkarAnA bhAgyamAM haze te tame jazo ke nahi jAva to paNa maLavAnuM che, paNa have dIkaro tamane kahe che te pApathI nivRtti le. pApathI aTako ane dharmanI pravRtti karo. dharma jIvanamAM zuM kAma kare che ? pravacana sAMbhaLatA pApane thayele pastAH eka vAra eka sALavI gurUdevanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvyuM. gurUdeva to upadeza Ape che. ghaNAM zretAo vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che. A sALavI paNa sAMbhaLe che. sALavI jema jema sAMbhaLatA jAya che tema tema tenI AMkhamAMthI daDa daDa AMsu paDe che. te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLato jAya ne raDate jAya. saMta vyAkhyAna Ape eTale emanI dRSTi to zrotAo para paDe. te zrotAonA mukha parathI samajI jAya ke A eka citta premathI sAMbhaLe che ke tenuM mana caMcaLa che. vyAkhyAna pUruM thayuM eTale pAMca daza miniTamAM badhA vikharAI gayA paNa A sALavI besI rahyo. gurUdeve pUchayuM -bhAI ! tuM ATale badhe raDe che kema ? A manuSyajIvana maLyuM che te ahiMsA Adi dharma pALe che ke nahi ? baMdhuo ! A zarIranI khabara lenArA svajane ghaNuM maLaze paNa AtmAnI khabara lenArA gurUdevo jaldI nahi maLe. tame darzana karavA jazo tyAre e dhananI ke putra parivAranI kaI vAta nahi pUche paNa dharmadhyAnamAM keTalA AgaLa vadhyA te pUchaze. tamArA baMgalA, moTarathI muni prasanna nahi thAya paNa tamArI ArAdhanAnI pragati jANIne e khuza thAya. gurUdeve sALavIne pUchayuM-bhAI! tuM zA mATe ATaluM badhuM raDe che? tyAre sALavIe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! mAruM zuM thaze ? ATaluM bolatAM to jANe tenA mAthe Abha tUTI paDyuM hoya evuM ene thayuM. mArA mATe have kaI rasto nathI. ApanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA pachI te mane cena paDatuM nathI. meM te khUba pApa karyA che ane haju karI rahyo chuM. Ape vyAkhyAnamAM pa7

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898 ]. [ zAradA ziramaNi samajAvyuM ke kayA karmanA kevA phaLa jIvane bhegavavA paDe che, Ape karmanuM je svarUpa samajAvyuM te sAMbhaLatA mAro AtmA kakaLI uThayo che. have mAruM zuM thaze ? mAre uddhAra kevI rIte thaze ? mane jyAM javAnuM mana tyAM mujane javA de nahi mArA karmo kaThaNa kevA mArI mukti thavA de nahi.mane mArA karmo evA kaThIna che ke mArI mukti thavA detA nathI. tame keTalA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA. kayAre evuM thayuM ke vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyA pachI khAvAnuM na bhALyuM hoya ke nirAte UMgha AvI na hoya mAnI le ke tame DokaTara pAse gayA. DokaTare kensaranA spezyAlIsTane batAvavAnuM kahyuM. haju cokkasa khabara nathI ke kensara che chatAM bhUkha ane UMgha UDI jAya. pApa rUpI kensaranA rogoe cAre bAjuthI humalo karyo che evuM vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLyA pachI UMgha ane bhUkha UDI jAya che kharI ? saMte dArU tyAga mATe batAvelI 'gaMThasI"nI pratijJA : A sALavIe eka vAra vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM ne hIbakA bharIne raDavA lAgyuM. teNe kahyuM -bhagavAna ! mArA badhA pApa mArI AMkha sAme dekhAya che. tenA kaTu phaLa huM kevI rIte bhogavI zakIza? enA vicAro magajamAM ramyA kare che. have huM ApanI pAse karAra karuM chuM ke dagA, - prapaMca, jhaghaDA, anyAya, anIti AdI pApa jIvanamAM kayAre paNa karIza nahi. A ra badhuM te cheDI zakIza paNa mane dArUnuM vyasana che te cheDI zakuM tema nathI. Ape samajAvyuM te pramANe je vyasana nahi choDuM te durgati che ane cheDavA jAuM te e vyasana kaI hisAbe chUTe tema nathI. mane te AMkha sAme naraka dekhAya che. narakanI vedanAne huM kevI rIte bheLavIza ? mAruM zuM thaze? A pApa mane kayAM laI jaze ? gurUdeva kahe-bhAI ! tuM dArU kevI rIte pIve che? gurUdeva ! dArUne to mArI sAthe laIne pharuM chuM. tarasa lAge ne pANI pIe te rIte huM thoDI vAra thAya eTale pI lauM chuM. je dArU pIvAmAM thoDI vAra lAge te mArI nase naso tUTI jAya ne huM marI jaIza evuM thAya che. keI saMgamAM huM choDI zakuM tema nathI. mArA pApa mane DaMkhe che. meM ApanI pAse mAruM pApa khullu karI dIdhuM che. saMta kahe-bhAI ! tuM ema kara. tuM gaMThasI ' nI pratijJA le. eka sUtaranI dorI rAkhavAnI. tAre kaMI paNa mukhamAM nAMkhavuM hoya tyAre gAMTha choDIne nAMkhavAnuM, pachI gAMTha vALI devAnI. ATalo niyama haze te tuM paLe paLe mukhamAM kAMI nahi nAkhe. sALavIne thayuM. A niyama levAmAM zuM vadhe che ? game teTalI vAra khAvApIvAno vAMdho nathI. mAtra derInI gAMDa mAravAnI ane cheDavAnI. teNe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! A niyama mane Ape. huM tene barAbara pALIza. sALavIe niyama lIdhe. niyamanuM barAbara pAlana kare che. dArU pIne gAMDa mAre ane pIvAnuM mana thAya tyAre choDe che.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 89 pratijJA pAlana mATe dehatyAga ane maLela devagati : gurU bhagavaMta te vihAra karIne bIje gayA. niyamanuM pAlana karavAmAM sALavIne eka divasa kasoTI AvI. dArU pIne evI gAMTha mArI ke kaI hisAbe chUTatI nathI. sarakaDA gAMThane badale maDA gAMTha lAgI gaI ukelI ukale ja nahi. tene dArU pIvAnuM mana thayuM. aDadhA kalAka thaye tyAM to dArU vagara enI nasenasa kheMcAvA lAgI. cena paDatuM nathI. jIva gabharAvA lAgyo. tenI hAlata te gaMbhIra thaI gaI. badhA bhegA thaI gayA. temaNe kahyuM-tuM dArU pI le ne. nA. mAre gaMThIne niyama che. te chUTe te pIza, ane nahi chUTe te nahi pIuM. sagAvahAlA keI jaina dharmane samajatA nathI. teo kahe tArI bAdhAne hamaNuM bAjumAM mUkI de. nA. e te nahi bane. gAMTha chUTe te ja pIza. nahi chUTe ne marI javAze te kabUla paNa gurU pAse lIdhela niyama te cheDIza nahi. te pratijJAmAM khUba daDha rahyo. eka vAra maravAnuM to che ja. e rIte niyamamAM daDha rahyo. tyAM tene prANu uDI gayA ne marIne deva thayA. naraka gatimAM javA yogya karmo teNe karyA hatA paNa eka sAmAnya niyame tene devagatimAM mokalI dIdhe. pApane pazcAtApa ane eka niyame tene narakane badale devagati apAvI. sAkSAta devarUpa pragaTa karI pratijJAne batAvela prabhAva : devagatimAM gayA pachI avadhijJAnano upayoga mUkIne jue che huM deva kevI rIte thaya? gurUdeva mane maLyA na hota ane niyama Ape na hota te mArI gati zI thAta ? narakamAM javAne badale devagatimAM AvyuM e badhe prabhAva gurUdevano che. tarata te manuSyanA rUpamAM gurUdeva pAse Ave che ane gurUdevane vaMdana kare che, gurUdeva pUche che bhAI tuM koNuM. tarata sAkSAta devarUpe pragaTa karyuM ne kahyuM- huM tamAro sALavI. Ape mane gAMThane niyama Ape hatuM. eka divasa gAMTha chUTI nahi paNa huM temAM makkama rahyo te marIne deva thayA. AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne pApathI pAchA vaLo. sALavIne game tevI kasoTI thaI. prANu gayA paNa niyamathI calita na thaye. dharma barAbara jALavI rAkhe te deva thayo. dharmane prabhAva alaukika che. kuTuMba pAse rajuAta karatA AnaMda zrAvakaH dharma pAmelA AnaMda zrAvake saMsAranA AraMbha samAraMbhathI chUTavA mATe moTA putrane badhI javAbadArI soMpIne pauSadhazALAmAM javAne vicAra karyo, tethI bIje divase mitravarga tathA kuTuMbIjanone bolAvIne vAta karI ane kahyuM -atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM meM zrAvaka dharmanuM pAlana karyuM che paNa A rIte rahevAthI mArI sAdhanA barAbara thaI zakatI nathI, tethI huM mArA jayeSTha putrane badhe bhAra oNpIne pauSadhazALAmAM jaIne bhagavAnanI pAse svIkArelA dharmanuM pAlana karuM. AnaMda zrAvake je badhAne bolAvyA te badhAne sArA sArA bhejana jamADyA. jamyA pachI mukhavAsa ApyA. te uparAMta badhAne sArA vastro, mALA Adi vastuo bheTamAM ApIne temano khUba satkAra karyo. badhAne lAvIne jamADyA eTaluM nahi paNa khAlI

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900 ] [ zAradA zirAmaNa hAthe pAchA na meAkalyA paNa badhAne bheTa ApI. tyAra pachI te badhAnI vacce peAtAnA jyeSTha sauthI meATA putrane melAvIne kahyuMbeTA ! A vANijya gAmamAM huM rAjA, talavara, zeTha, senApati tathA kuTu'bIjaneAne mATe AdhArabhUta chuM. te badhA dareka kAryoMmAM mane pUchavA mATe mArI salAha levA mATe Ave che tethI je rIte dhanu pAlana karavuM joie te rIte thai zakatuM nathI. have tuM meTA thayA che. dukAnanA tathA gharanA badhA bhAra upADe tevA taiyAra thayA che, eTale have kuTuMbanA pAlana pASaNanI javAbadArIno bhAra tane seApu chuM ane huM A saMsAranA Ara'bha samAra'bhathI nivRtta thavA mAguM chuM. AnaMda zrAvakanI badhI vAta sAMbhaLIne jyeSTha putre vinayapUrNAMka tene 'tahatti' kahIne vadhAvI lIdhI. Apa kaheA che. te pramANe tamAru kAma sArI rIte karIza. ApanI jema nyAya, nIti ane pramANikatAthI jIvana jIvIza. sadAya satya mAnuM AcaraNa karIza. ApanA ApelA saMskArone huM jIvanamAM barAbara TakAvI rAkhIza. jenA mAtApitA saMskArI hAya, dharmanA ra'ge raMgAyelA hAya tenA saMtAnomAM e vAraseA AvyA vinA rahe nahi. AnaMda zrAvakanA putra paNa saMskArI che. teNe pitAnI AjJAne mAthe caDhAvI ane vinayapUrvaka ziromAnya karI. tyAra pachI te AnaMda zrAvake mitra, jJAtibaMdhu AdinI samakSamAM jayeSTha putrane kuTuMba viSe sthApita karyAM ane kahyu -he devAnupriye ! AjathI gRhavyavasthA saMbaMdhI, gharanA kAmakAja sabaMdhI, vyavahAra saMbaMdhI, koI vAtamAM mane pUchavA ke mArI salAha levA Avaze| nahi. rAya saMbaMdhI, jJAti sabaMdhI koi paNa kAmamAM mane pUchaze nahi. sArA ke khATA kAmamAM huM have mAthuM' mArIza nahi. huM saMsAranA pApeAthI sa`thA chUTavA mAMgu chuM. sArA kAmeAmAM huM ha manAvIza nahi ane khATA kAmeAmAM zeka karIza nahi. keTalI badhI mamatA chUTI hoya tyAre ATalA UMcA bhAva Ave ane karI paNa zake. bAkI mamatA cheDavI sahelI nathI. A pa`khI re....bAMdhe zuM mamatAnA mALA (ra) uDI janAra chuM mALA mUkIne jyAM jIva gayA tyAM eNe mamatAnA mALA ubhA karyAM che. eka sukhI kuTuMba hatuM. badhA sArI rIte dharmAMdhyAna karatA hatA. mAtApitAne tyAM saMpatti aDhaLaka hatI. ekanA eka lADakavAyA, vahAlasAyA dIkarA hatA eTale mAtApitAe ene sukhI karavA pAchaLa peAtAnuM samagra jIvana khacI nAMkhyuM hatuM. mAtApitAnA manamAM meTI AzA hatI ke eka dIkarA che te te amArA dhananA ane dharmAMne! vArasA sAcavaze. mAnavInI IcchAe AkAza jeTalI heAya che ane jiM dagI taNakhalA jevI nAnI che. sa`sAramAM badhA divase koInA sarakhA jatA nathI. mAnava jAta ajapA, azAMti, ane duHkhanA tribheTe hameza mATe AthaDatI rahI che. enA jIvanamAM zAMti, sukha teA alpa hAya che. du:kha, azAMti prAya: enA karmImAM lakhAyelA hoya che.

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 901 mAtApitAnI chAMyaDI gumAvate nikhila : A chokarAnu nAma nikhila hatuM. te pAMca varSIne thayA tyAM enI mAtA mAMdI paDI. ATha divasanI bimArImAM mAtA marI gai. kare. khUba raDe che. pitA tene chAnA rAkhe che. beTA ! tuM raDIza nahi. huM to chuM ne ? huM tane mAtAnI jema sAcavIza. bApa dIkarA baMne raDe che. dilamAM khUba AghAta che. haju teA dIkarAnI AMkhamAM AMsu sUkAyA nathI tyAM pitA mAMdA paDayA ane te paNa e divasanI bimArImAM cAlyA gayA. mA-mApa baMne cAlyA gayA eTale chokarA te ceAdhAra AMsue raDe che. nikhila te nAMdhAre banI gayA. mAtApitA baMnemAMthI eka cAlyA jAya teA pazu chokarA duHkhI thaI jAya che teA jenA mA-bApa baMne cAlyA jAya enA duHkhanI teA vAta ja zI karavI ? bhale reATalI ne dALa khAvA maLatAM hoya chatAM mAbApa hAya teA beTA kahIne vahAlabharyAM hAtha pherave. nikhila mAbApa vinAne thaI gayA. ghaNAM sagAvahAlAe sagaNu kADhIne AvyA. dUradUranA sagA nikhilane sAcavavA peAtAnI ophara mUkavA lAgyA. ephara nikhilane sAcavavAnI nahi paNa nidhAna sAcavavAnI hatI. madhapUDo hoya tyAM mAkhIe doDI Ave te rIte ghaNAM mANusA AvyA. DAhyA mANasA samajI gayA ke A badhA dhana mATe deADIne AvyA che, jo dhana na heAta tA koI sa` thavA na Avata. A pAMca varSanA bALakane jJAna nathI ke mArA bApanI milkata keTalI che. badhAe bhegA thaine nikhilane mAmAne tyAM rAkhavAnuM nakkI karyu.. mahArathI prema, aMdarathI kapaTa : mAmA mAmI nikhilane sArI rIte uchere che. bhANAbhAI zu khelyA ane zu khelaze ? nikhila bahAra ramatA hAya te tene uMcakI le mahAllAvALA badhA jANe ke mAmA mAmI bhANAne kevA sarasa sAcave che. jamavAnA TAIma thAya eTale badhA jANe te rIte bUma pADe ke bhANAbhAi ! roTalI garama thAya che cAle! jamavA. samaya pasAra thatAM nikhila 15 vaSa~nA thayA. DAhyA mANase nikhilane kahetA nikhila ! tuM dhyAna rAkhaje. A badhA tArA paisA pacAvI na pADe. nikhilanA ghaNA paisA mAmAnA gharamAM AvI gayA. nikhilanA khApanI dukAna te saMbhALe che, have mAmI mAmAne kahe che ke mArA dIkarAne huM sAcavI zakatI nathI. tyAM A pArakI veTha kayAMthI lAvyA ? A zabda sAMbhaLatA nikhila samajI gayA ke have zarUAta thavA lAgI. mAmA kahe tuM hamaNAM beAlIza nahi. haju badhuM AvI gayuM nathI. thoDu bAkI che. tuM veTha kheAlIza nahi. mAmAe teA badhI milkata khe`cI lIdhI. duniyAne te ema kahetA ke mAre mArA bhANA mATe badhuM karI chUTavAnu che. mArA ghara sAmuM niha jouM paNa bhANAne sukhI karIza. e yAgya umaraneA thAya pachI badhu ene soMpI devAnuM che. nikhilanI milkatane hajama karatA mAmA mAmI : mAmAnA khelavAnA zabdo judA hatA ane vana tadna juduM' hatuM. mAyAvIne keNu paheAMcI zake ? dhIme dhIme suraMga cAMpanAra mAmAne badhA sArI rIte oLakhatA hatA. je jANatA na hatA te ene ' dayAnA deva' mAnatA hatA. eka divasa mAmAe navA pe to racyA. peDhImAMthI

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902] - [ zAradA ziremaNi muddAmAla ghara bhego karI dIdhuM ane peDhI para nikhilanA pitAnA nAmanuM ja pATiyuM hatuM te paNa kADhI nAkhyuM. lAkhonI mUDI hajama karI janAra mAmAe badhAne evI vAta karI ke nikhilanA pitA keTalA karajadAra hatA. temanuM badhuM devuM meM cUkate karI dIdhuM che. temanI badhI mUDI sApha thaI gaI. nikhilane tenA pitAno eka paiso na batAvyA. have te nikhila jamavA bese te paNa verevaM thavA lAgyo. mAmI reja kakaLATa karavA lAgI. nikhilane kAMI kahIe to sAme thaI jAya che. jema tema belavA lAgI. eka divasa nikhilane kahe che ke amAre tyAM rahI khAIpIne alamasta thayo che ane amArA sAmo thaI jAya che. gharabAra nIkaLI jA. mAmA mAmIe nikhilane bahAra kADhyA. nikhile mAmA sAme karelo kesa : nikhila haju 18 varSane hate. bhaNavAmAM khUba hoMziyAra hate. pitAnI pAse te paise che nahi paNa lekanI rahema daSTi khUba hatI. tene bhaNavAmAM sakelarazIpa maLatI ane Tayusana karate. te rIte pitAnI AjIvikAmAM vAMdho Avate na hatA. te 20 varSano thayo. have tene potAnI sthitine badhe khyAla AvI gayuM. te hoMziyAra ane bhaNele hatuM. teNe vakIlanI salAha lIdhI. mAmA sAme kesa karyo. nikhilanA pakSamAM jAmIna rahenArA 20-25 UbhA thayA jyAre mAmAnA pakSamAM kaI na hatuM, nikhilanuM puNya jera karatuM hatuM ane mAmAnA pApane ghaDo bharAI gayo hato. nikhila verane badale levA talasI rahyo hato. mAmAe pitAnI je dazA karI lAkhonI mUDI pacAvI pADI che emane barAbara bodhapATha Apa joIe. jethI bIjA paNa AvuM karatAM aTakI jAya, chevaTe mAmA jelamAM jAya e sthiti AvI gaI. bIjAnI pAyamAlI karI je saMpatti meLavI hoya te keTale TAIma TakI zake ? kahevAya che ke anItinuM dhana vadhu 10 varSa sudhI rahe ane pachI jAya tyAre pitAnI mUDI paNa sAthe laIne jAya. khAsa kAma che mATe mAre javuM joIe. eka vAra nikhila mAmAnA ghara pAsethI nIkaLyo. teNe mAmAnA ghara sAme najara karI te badhAnA mukha udAsa thaI gayA che, AthI nikhilane AnaMda che. mAmAnA kesano kAle cukAdo AvavAne che. cukAdAmAM temane jela maLavAnI che. tenA AgalA divase nikhilane rastAmAM eka saMta bheTI gayA. nikhila kalejamAM bhaNato hato tyAre A munine paricaya thayela. tyAgI, tapasvI, kSamAmUti A muninA jIvanathI te khUba prabhAvita banyA hatA. saMtane jotAM nikhile vaMdana karyA. gurUdeva ! Apa ahIM padhAryA che? hA. nikhila! mAre tAruM khAsa kAma che mATe tuM upAzraye Avaje. "khAsa kAma" e zabda Aje jANe judI rIte bolyA hoya evuM dekhAtuM hatuM. saMta upAzraye gayA. nikhila ghera Avyo. tenA manamAM thayuM ke sAdhune khAsa kAma na hoya chatAM Aje gurUe mane kahyuM ke nikhila ! mAre tAruM khAsa kAma che mATe tuM jema bane tema vahelo Avaje, te mATe Aje ja javuM joIe. saMtanI zikhAmaNa sAMbhaLate nikhila : nikhila upAzraye gayo tyAre saMta

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zAradA ziremaNi ] (903 gaucarI karIne AvyA hatA. saMtane thayuM nikhila atyAre AvyA che to gaucarI bhale DI vAra paDI rahe, pahelA enI sAthe vAta karI levA de. nikhilanA manamAM thayuM ke eTaluM badhuM khAsa kAma zuM haze ke gaucarI mUkI rAkhIne vAta karavA mATe beThA. mahArAje kahyuM-nikhila! huM tane eka vAta kahuM? tane cheTuM te nahi lAge ne? nikhile kahyuMnA. gurUdeva ! Apa to lAgaNI ane paropakArathI mane kahe che. saMto mAyAkapaTa na kare. je kare te saMta nahi. saMto je kAMI kahe te nikhAlasa bhAve kahe- gurUdeva! Apane je kahevuM hoya te kahe. saMte kahyuM-tArA mAtApitA gujarI gayA pachI tene moTo koNe karyo ? mAmA mAmIe. temane tyAM keTalA varSa rahyo? 13 varSa. atyAre kayAM rahe che? mArA makAnamAM. mArA mAmA ane mAmIe mane kADhI mUko. saMte kahyuMtane zuM thayuM? gurUdeva ! tamane saMsAranI vAta zI karuM? tamAre khAsa kAma hoya te mane kahe ne. nikhila ! mAre tane eka vAra badhI vAta pUchavI che. nikhile kahyuM - gurUdeva! mArA mAmA mAmIe mArI badhI saMpatti pacAvI pADI che tethI meM temanI sAme kesa karyo che. tene cukAde jyAre AvavAnuM che ? AvatI kAle. tenuM pariNAma tane kevuM dekhAya che? mAmAne jelanA saLiyA gaNavA paDaze evuM lAge che. mArI badhI milakata pAchI Avaze. mArA mAmA have phaphaDI uThayA che. A keTa ane karmanI kerTanA cUkAdA keI judA ja hoyaH saMte kahyuMnikhila ! paise koI divasa keIne B nathI, thavAno nathI ane thaze paNa nahi. yAda rAkhaje. lakSmI to anarthanuM mULa che. Aje duniyAmAM verajhera, jhaghaDA, kaleza je badhuM thAya che te paisAne AbhArI che. tArA mitra parezanuM zuM thayuM e te tane khabara che ne ? hA. parama divase gujarI gaye. tene zuM thayuM hatuM ? mArA jevuM thayuM hatuM. tenI badhI saMpatti kAkAnA dIkarAoe pacAvI lIdhI hatI. korTamAM kesa ga. pareza jItI gaye. tenI badhI milkata tene maLI gaI ane bIje divase maraNa pAmyA. nikhila! maLelI saMpattine paNa te bhogavI na zakyA ane palakamAM ravAnA thaI gaye, A korTamAM cukAdo Avaze paNa kamanI kerTanA cukAdA te kaI judA ja haze. tArA mAmAe anyAya, anIti karyo haze e kabUla karuM chuM. ame joyuM nathI. samAja kahe te sAMbhaLyuM che, paNa A rIte karavAthI vera vadhaze ke ghaTaze? atyAre tuM ene zatrunI daSTithI dekhe che ane tArA mAmA tane zatrunI dRSTithI jue che. kesa laDIne tArI milakata pAchI meLavIza ane mAmAne jela apAvIza emAM tAruM vera vadhavAnuM che. te mAnato hoIza ke huM mAmAne barAbara bodhapATha ApI rahyo chuM paNa anekenI "Aha upara UbhI karAyelI sukhanI imArata keTale TAIma TakI zakaze? veranI vasUlAta kadI verathI thatI nathI paNa kSamAthI thAya che. te je kSamA rAkhI haiyAne vizALa banAvyuM hota to tArA jIvanamAM zAMtinA dIvaDA jhagamagatA heta. kadAca tane saMpatti maLI jAya te tuM lakhANuM karI Ape che ke e milakta bhagavyA pachI huM marIza. e saMpatti sAthe tuM

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904] [ zAradA ziramaNi sadA mATe rahI zakIza khare? sukhanI mAnelI ImArate kakaDabhUsa thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI mAnavI lebhAmaNuM sukha tarapha AMkha phADIne beTho che paNa e sue tene dago daIne cAlyA jAya che. e vAtane nikhila tuM kema bhUlI jAya che? tane lAge che ke mAmAe mane dago karyo, vizvAsaghAta karyo che tethI mAmAne jela apAvuM chuM paNa nikhila ! A badhuM tane zobhe che? veranA sthAne vairAgya : nikhila kahe, gurUdeva ! to huM zuM karuM? tuM samajI jA. eka ja zabdamAM kahuM to kSamA e tAro dharma che. tuM A saMpatti meLavIza paNa tArA aMtaramAM ajaMpi cirasthAyI banaze. te tane sukhethI jIvavA nahi de. tuM svArthanA mArgathI pAchA phare e ja mArI moTI hitazIkSA che. A rIte karavAthI baMne vacce veranI paraMparA cAlu thaze. A khAsa kAma mATe meM tane belA hate. tArI vAta huM jANato hate. gurUdevanA AtmaspazI ugAro sAMbhaLatA nikhilanA manamAM eka jabbara AMcako lAgyo. ene samajAI gayuM ke je saMpattine meLavavA huM talasI rahyo chuM veranI Aga vadhArI rahyo chuM tenAthI mane lAbhane badale nukazAna thavAnuM che. teNe kahyuM-gurUdeva ! Ape kahyuM te badhuM sAcuM che paNa A badhuM saMsAramAM rahIne banI zake tema nathI. A mATe te badhI saMpattine tyAga karI saMyama lauM te ja banI zake. have huM mAro kesa pAchA kheMcI lauM chuM. saMtanI vANInI nikhila upara jAduI asara thaI. te tyAMthI uThIne mAmAne ghera jaI mAmA mAmInA pagamAM paDe. mAmA mAmI tame mArA mahAna upakArI che. huM Apane khamAvuM chuM. mAre paisA joItA nathI. mAro kesa pAcho kheMcI lauM chuM ekAeka nikhilanA jIvana paTAthI badhAne khUba Azcarya thayuM. bIje divase kesa pAchA kheMcAI gayA hatA. baMne vacce samAdhAna thaI gayuM. veranI Aga bhabhUkI uThI hatI tyAM zAMtinA jharaNA vahevA lAgyA. nikhile lagna karyA nathI. teNe e badhe moha choDI dIdho. tenuM mana saMsAra pratye udivagna banyuM. saMsAranA bhAve pratye pUrI napharata jAgI. mAmAne potAnI bhUla samajAI gaI. nikhile gurU pAse jaIne saMsAranA baMdhano cheDIne saMyamano mArga svIkAryo. saMsAranI svArtha jALane teDI nAMkhI. ene jIvanapalTo joIne badhA Azcaryacakti thaI gayA. nikhAlasa dilane nikhila sAce tyAgI banI gaye. pitAnI milakta dago karIne pacAvI pADI hatI tethI nikhile mAmA sAme kesa karyo. kesa tenI phevaramAM AvyA. bIje divase pitAnI badhI milakata maLI javAnI hatI ane mAmAne jela maLavAnI hatI chatAM gurUdevanA eka zabda eNe keTaluM cheDayuM? tamAma saMpattine A rIte meha choDa saheluM nathI. saMpatti cheDI sAthe kaSAya paNa cheDI. veranI vaNajhArane vadhatI aTakAvI. Aje je jarA paNa jatu karavA taiyAra nathI, jyAre nikhile keTaluM jatu karyuM ? aparAdhInA aparAdhanI sAme paNa AMkha uMcI karavAnI IcchA na jAge tyAre jIvanamAM sAcI kAti sadhAya che. tenuM jIvana dhanya banI jAya che.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [905 AnaMda zrAvakane paNa have badhA pratyethI mamatA utarI gaI che, tethI badhAthI mukta thaI pauSadhazALAmAM javA taiyAra thayA. putrane badhI javAbadArI seMpI dIdhI ane badhAne kahI dIdhuM ke have saMsAranA keI paNa kAryamAM mane pUchavA Avazo nahi. huM keIne javAba ApIza nahi, temaja mArA mATe azana, pAna Adi bhejana sAmagrI taiyAra karaze nahi. have AnaMda zrAvaka pauSadhazALAmAM jaze ne zuM banaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aso vada 8 ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 100 : tA. 5-11-85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMte karmonI vicitratA samajAvI che. karmonA kAraNe je rastAmAM rakhaDatA bhikhArI banI jAya, bhIkha mAMgavA chatAM bhikSA na maLe. je samrATonI hAke dharatI dhrujI uThe, zatruonA hAjA gagaDI jAya tevA rAjAo, mahArAjAo ane samrATo jyAre karmo viphare che tyAre rAMka, dIna ane garIba banI jAya che. prAcIna itihAsamAM evA aneka rAjA, mahArAjAonI vAta Ave che. koInI vAta vAMcatA tamAruM dila dravI uThaze, karUNAthI chalakAI jaze tyAre keInI vAta vAMcatA tamane evuM thaze ke A evA ja lAgano hato. A vAMcatAM kyAreya evo vicAra Ave che ke jenuM nAma duniyAnA dezadezamAM gAjatuM hatuM tenI AvI paDatI dazA zAthI thaI? raziyAmAM je kuva thaI gaye enAthI amerikAnA mAdhAMtAo paNa dhrujatA hatA. enA Aga jharatA zabda vizvanA mAnavIne bALatA hatA. jeNe raziyAnA sTAlIna ane lenIna jevA samrATonI kabara bedI nAMkhI hatI. evA kullevanuM eka rAtamAM patana thaI gayuM. enuM nAmanizAna na rahyuM. amerikAnA keneDI kSaNavAramAM goLIthI vIMdhAI gayA. A pRthvInA paTa upara aneka vAra jIvonA patana ane vinAza thAya che temAM karmo kAma karI rahyA che. sAre yaza maLa, nAmanA ke khyAti maLavI, kIrti, sattA, baLa maLavuM e badhA zubha karmonA phaLa che. e zubha karmonI kALamaryAdA hoya che paNa tene sAmAnya mAnavI jANuM zakatuM nathI, tethI te mAne che ke A badhuM lAMbo samaya raheze paNa jyAre zubha karmo pUrA thaI jAya che ane azubha karmone udaya Ave che tyAre vikAsamAMthI vinAza, pragatimAMthI patana, yazakIrtine badale apayaza maLe che. apayaza, nirbaLatA ane apakIti e badhuM azubha nAmakarmanuM pariNAma che. hA, eTaluM che ke azubha karmonI sthiti pUrI thatAM zubha karma udayamAM AvI zake che. sAthe bIjI e paNa vAta che ke azubha karmono udaya cAlu hoya tyAre amuka zubha karmo paNa udayamAM hoI zake. jema ke yaza nAmakarmano udaya hoya tyAre tenA pratipakSI apayaza nAmakarma udayamAM na AvI zake paNa rogIpaNuM ke je azubha karma che teno udaya hoI zake. karmo jyAM sudhI anukULa heya che tyAM sudhI bhale jIva garva kare paraMtu jyAM karmonI viSamatA pedA thaI tyAM jIvanA garva gaLI jAya che, mATe jyAre sukhaduHkha Ave tyAre karmone vicAra karavo te jIvane ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna na thAya.

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906 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi karmonA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thavAnI jene tAlAvelI jAgI che evA AnaMda zrAvake pitAnA gharane badho bhAra pitAnA jyeSTha putrane sepyo. tapa of se gaI kamaLovAraNa jeTuM puttaM mitta, nAI Apucchai 2 ttA sayAo gihAo paDiNikkhamai rattA vANiya jAmaM na maLyuM mavi unAijhara 2 ttA | pachI AnaMda zrAvaka pitAnA moTA putra, mitra tathA jJAtijanonI anumati laIne gharanI bahAra nIkaLyA. vANijya gAma nagaranI madhya madhyamAM thaIne jyAM keTalAka saMniveza hato, jyAM sAtakula tathA jJAnakulanI pauSadhazALI hatI tyAM pahoMcyA. pauSadhazALAnI bhUminuM pratilekhana karyuM temaja uccAra pAsavaNa bhUminuM pratilekhana karyuM, pachI dAbhanA saMthArA para besIne pauSadha laIne bhagavAna mahAvIre batAvelA dharmanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA. Aje ja ghaNI vAra vAte moTI moTI kare che paNa AcaraNa karatA nathI. AnaMda zrAvake badhAnI samakSa jevI vAta karI tevuM tarata AcaraNa karyuM. temaNe saMsAranI sarva pravRttiothI nivRtti lIdhI. ze kezanA ramakaDAthI bhUkha na bhAMge tema mAtra vAta karavAthI kalyANa na thAya paNa AcaraNamAM laIe te kalyANa thAya. DaoNkaTaranI pAse dardI e Ave ane mitro paNa Ave. mitra ke vepArIo ochA Ave ane dardIo jhAjhA Ave. A baMne jAtanA mANaso DaoNkaTara sAthe vAta karaze paNa temanI vAtomAM, vicAromAM matabheda haze. dardIo DokaTara pAse potAnA dardInI vAta karaze; mane A roga thayela che. te jaladI maTe tevI mane davA Apa. oNkaTara dadInI vAta sAMbhaLaze, tene roganuM nidAna karaze ane gya davA Apaze. mitro ke vepArI Ave che te DaoNkaTarane maLavA ane vAta karavA mATe Ave che. te duniyAbharanA vepAranI, dhaMdhAnI vAta karaze. te DaoNkaTaranI bAjumAM beThA che chatAM pitAnA roganI vAta nahi kare. roga hovA chatAM roganI vAta na kare te roga javAno nathI. tame kevI rIte jaze ? dardI rUpe ke mitra rUpe ? jJAnI bhagavaMto ApaNane e samajAve che ke gurU bhagavaMto bhAva roganA DaoNkaTara che. tame temanI pAse kevI rIte jAo cho ? dadI tarIke ke mitra rUpe ? dadI banIne kayAreya gayA che kharA ? gurUdeve pAse jaIne mananA ke AtmAnA roganI vAta karI che kharI ? vAta karI te hasatA hasatA ke raDatA raDatA? te rogane dUra karavAnI davA mAMgI che kharI? je dadI banIne jazo te tamArA bhAva roganuM nidAna thaze. temanI pAse dardanI rajuAta karavI paDaze. he gurU bhagavaMta! mAre AtmA anaMtakALathI janmamaraNa karI rahyo che ane cAra gatimAM raMTanI mAphaka pharI rahyo che. have huM A bhavamaNanA rogathI kaMTALI gayo chuM. have mAre A dardathI chUTakAra le che. mane have koI tRSNA, IcchA ke jijJAsA nathI. Apa mane bhavane roga maTe evI auSadhi batAve. anaMtakALathI jIva rakhaDe che tenuM kAraNa e che ke tene bhavaga haju khaTako nathI. tIrthakara ke kevaLI bhagavaMta pAse gayA haze paNa bhavaroga maTADavAnI vAta karI nathI. kadAca vAta karI haze te AcaraNa karyuM

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [ 907 nathI, tethI saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyo che. jene pitAno roga sAle che te dUra karavA mATe DokaTara pAse jAya che. kadAca DekaTarane kaI roga hoya paNa dadIne DaoNkaTarano roga dekhAte nathI. tenI daSTi pitAnA dardI tarapha hoya che. rogI DaoNkaTara paNa bIjAne nirogI banAvI zake che paNa je nirogI banavA jAya tene nirogI banAve paNa gAmagapATA mAravA jAya tene nirogI kevI rIte banAvI zake ? tame saMto pAse vAto karavA Ave che ke roga maTADavA ? vItarAganI AjJAmAM vicaratA sAcA saMto maLyA che to rogImAMthI nirogI banI jAva ane sAcA sukhane pAmI jAva. e gurUjI re... cIdhone sukhanI keDI (2) duniyAne bhUlIne, dharma karIne, levI che mukitanI meDI....cIne sukhanI jyAre bhavaraga khaTakaze tyAre AtmA pikAra karaze; he gurUdeva ! Apa mane sukhanI keDI batAvo. have mane bIjuM kAMI nathI joItuM. huM khUba bhaTaka chuM. have mane AtmAnI bhUkha lAgI che, jyAre bhava khaTakaze tyAre AtmA pApathI aTakaze. pApathI aTakaze tyAre bhavaragamAMthI mukti meLavaze. pApathI sarvathA aTakavA mATe AnaMda zrAvaka pauSadhazALAmAM gayA. bhUmi AdinuM pratilekhana karIne dAbhane saMthAro karyo. besavAnuM Asana paNa dAbhanuM banAvyuM. devAnupriye ! jene tyAM keTalI saMpatti hatI. mazarUnI rajAImAM sUnArA Aje dAbhanI pathArImAM sUvA taiyAra thayA. dehane rAga keTalo chUTa haze tyAre ATaluM badhuM choDI zake ? AnaMda zrAvaka pauSadhazALAmAM ekalA che chatAM temane have evuM nathI lAgatuM ke huM ekaluM chuM. jene AtmAne raMga lAge te badhAnI vacce rahevA chatAM huM ekaluM ema ciMtana kare. A jagatamAM mAruM koI nathI. huM koIno nathI. huM ekale Avyo chuM ne ekale javAne chuM. jyAre ekale hoya tyAre manamAM ema vicAre ke huM ekale nathI. mane, mArI bhUlane jevAvALA anaMtA siddha bhagavaMte, tIrthakara bhagavaMta ane kevaLI bhagavaMte che. A rIte AnaMda zrAvaka pauSadhazALAmAM pauSadha laIne dharmaciMtanamAM lIna banI gayA ane bhagavAne batAvela dharma prajJapti eTale samyaka jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapanI ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA, tyAra pachI AnaMda zrAvaka zrAvakanI 11 DimA dhAraNa karIne rahevA lAgyA. temAM pahelI che darzana paDimA. abhigraha vizeSane paDimAM kahe che. darzanane artha che zraddhA athavA samyak daSTi. Atma utthAna mATe pahelA samyapha daSTi eTale samyaktvanI jarUra che. darzanapaDimAne artha e che ke deva arihaMta, gurU paMca mahAvratadhArI gurU ane kevaLI prarUpita dharma temAM daDha vizvAsa, daDha zraddhA, zaMkA, kaMkhA Adi pAMca aticAra rahita samyakatvanuM pAlana karavuM te pahelI darzana paDimA. A paDimA eka mAsanI hoya che. AnaMda zrAvaka gharamAM hatA tyAre samyakatva aMgIkAra karatA rAjA, gaNa, mAtApitA AdinA AgrahathI kaMIka

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908 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi karavuM paDe te tenI chUTa rAkhI hatI paNa have paDimA dhAraNa karI eTale keI jAtanA AgAra rahita samyakatvanuM pAlana kare che. e rIte samyaktvanuM pAlana karatAM deva, mAnava ke tiryaMcanA upasargo Ave te zraddhAthI jarA paNa calita na thAya ane temanA mArgamAM AgaLa pragati karatA rahe. te kiyAvAdI, akiyAvAdI nAstika mate temaja badhA darzananA tene sArI rIte jANIne vidhipUrvaka samyakatvanuM pAlana kare. duniyAmAM be jAtanA che che. Astika ane nAstika chavAdi padArthomAM astitvanI mati rAkhe che eTale tene zraddhApUrvaka svIkAra kare che te Astika kahevAya che. tene AtmA dharmanA raMge raMgAI jAya che. te samakitanA pAMca lakSaNothI yukta hoya che. - nAstika mata eTale cArvAka matavALA jevo puNya-pApa, svarga, mokSa, paraleka, arihaMta, tIrthakara Adi koIne mAnatA nathI. sArA khoTA karmonuM phaLa paNa mAnatA nathI. te te kahe che ke paMcabhUtathI AtmA utpanna thaye che ane enA nAze AtmAno nAza thavAno che, pachI dharma Adi karavAnI jarUra zI ? A bhavamAM je sukho maLyA che tene AnaMdathI bhegavI le. kadAca paisA na hoya to karaja karIne paNa jalasA kare. paradezI rAjA kevA nAstika hatA. te deha ane AtmAne eka mAnatA hatA. te sAbita karavA mATe keTalA jInI hatyA karatA hatA paNa eka vAra kezIsvAmIne samAgama tha. kezIsvAmIe temane khUba suMdara nyAya ApIne zarIra ane AtmAnI bhinnatA samajAvI. pariNAme paradezI rAjA nAstikamAMthI Astika banyA. paradezI maTIne svadezI banI gayA ane vItarAga mArganI yathArtha zraddhA thaI. je Astika che te navatatva, varga, mokSa, AtmA badhuM mAne che karmanA phaLane paNa mAne che. AnaMda zrAvaka A badhAno zraddhApUrvaka svIkAra kare che. temane lAgyuM ke gharamAM rahIne paDimA vahana na thAya, tethI pauSadhazALAmAM AvIne pahelI darzana DimA vahana karI. temanA manamAM e bhAve ramI rahyA che ke huM muni banI zakyuM nahi. saMyama mArga e zreSTha mArga che. tenA vinA siddhi nathI paNa huM laI zakyo nahi te mArI kAyaratA che. zrAvakanA dilamAM satata A bhAvanA ramatI hoya. tame paNa AvuM mAne che ke nahi ? eka kAlpanika vAtathI samajIe. dharmane AvakAraze ke dhanane AvakAraze ? : mAne ke tamAre be dIkarA che. te be dIkarAne bahAragAma kamAvA mATe mokalyA. temane gayA pAMca varSa thaI gayA pachI dIkarAno patra AvyuM. pitAjI ! ApanI mIThI amI daSTithI ane AzIrvAdathI pAMca varSamAM meM kAMIka prApta karyuM che ane have huM dezamAM AvuM chuM. A patra vAMcatA tamArA rUMvADA UbhA thaI jaze. tamane khUba AnaMda thaze. dIkarAe meLavIne meLavyuM zuM? khanakhanIya ja ne ? dIkare AvyA tyAre khabara paDI ke te 10 lAkha rUpiyA kamAIne Avyo che, pachI te tamArA AnaMdanuM pUchavAnuM ja zuM? A eka dIkarAnI vAta karI. bIjo dIkaro che tene patra Avyo ke pitAjI ! huM kaMIka levA mATe AvuM chuM. tyAM

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zAradA ziramaNi ] tame zuM vicAra karazo ? (tA : paisAnI jarUra haze eTale levA AvatuM haze. akamI gayA hatA te pAcho Avya.) akamI kone kahevAya ? samaje che ? jenA ADe karmo khapI gayA hoya tene akamI kahevAya. te cheka AvyuM. teNe kahyuMpitAjI ! Ape mane kamAvA mokalyA e vAta sAcI che. tyAM gayA pachI mane eka saMtane bheTo thayA. temano paricaya thaye temanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM. A jIvana je maLyuM che temAM sAdhanA karI le. jema kUlamAM ghaMTa vAge tyAre chokarAo game te kAma karatA hoya, ramatA hoya chatAM doDIne kalAsamAM dAkhala thaI jAya che tema saMta mahAtmAe mane ghaMTa vagADIne kahyuM-he mahAnubhAva! A avasara, A vara zAsana ane jaina dharma tamane vAraMvAra nahi maLe. jIvananI ekeka kSaNuM lAkheNI jAya che. temanI amIdhArAe mAruM jIvana paTAI gayuM. huM pAMca varSa rahyo. meM vepAra karyo nathI, evA AraMbha samAraMbhanA pApo karyA nathI. mArI AjIvikA pUratuM meLavate hate. AnaMdathI raheto hato. tamArI mULagI mUDI pAchI ApI dauM chuM. tamArA AzIrvAda phaLyA. huM dIkSAnI AjJA levA Avyo chuM. have huM tamane pUchuM chuM ke eka dIkaro 10 lAkha meLavIne AvyA che ane eka dIkare kamAIne nathI AvyuM paNa dIkSAnI AjJA levA Ave che. tamane ke dIkare. vahAle lAge ? dikSAnI vAta tamane gamaze nahi kAraNa ke rUMvADe rUMvADe meha bharyo che. je tamArAmAM samyakatva sparyuM haze athavA mithyAtva sAva maMda paDI gayuM haze te dIkSAnI vAtathI tamAruM haiyuM harakhAI jaze. daza lAkha kamAIne A eNe pApanI mUDI bhegI karI. te daza lAkha te ahIM rahI jaze. bIje dIkaro bhale kamAIne nathI A paNa AtmAnA guNonI mUDImAM vadhAro karIne AvyA che. te dIkSAnI AjJA levA Avyo che. tyAM tamane thaze ke Aje huM bhAgyazALI chuM ke AvA dIkarAne bApa banyo. huM te dIkSA laI zake nahi paNa mAro dIkaro te e mArge jAya che. dhanya che tene ! saMyama e sukhane mArga che. evuM mAnanArane dIkSAnI AjJA levA AvanAra vahAle lAge ane muni paNa vahelA lAge. ApaNA AtmAe saMtane je rIte jevA joIe e rIte joyA nathI. temanA darzana kare te evI rIte kare ke emanI zAMti ane emanA mukha paranI prasannatA tamane AkarSyA vagara rahe nahi. AnaMda zrAvaka bhagavAnanA darzana karatAM, vANI sAMbhaLatA pAmI gayA. temaNe pahelI darzana DimA AdarI. bIjI DimAnuM nAma che "vata paDimA". samya daSTi jIva nAnA meTA judA judA vrata niyamonuM nirdoSa rIte pAlana kare che tene vrata paDimA kahe che. A paDhimAmAM te cAritra zuddhi tarapha jhUkIne karmakSaya karavAno prayatna kare che. A paDhimA be mAsanI hoya che. A paDiyAmAM Akho divasa judA judA niyama, pratyAkhyAna cAlu hoya che. paDimA dhAraNa karyA pachI te jagata tarapha dRSTi karatA nathI. te rAta divasa ArAdhanAmAM masta rahe che. rAtre kAusaga kare, dhyAna kare,

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910 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi kAusagga, dhyAna, vAdhyAya, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, prAyazcita e AtyaMtara tapa che. karmabaMdhana teDavAnuM apUrva sAdhana tapa che. karmone kSaya karavA mATe tapazcaryA karavAnI che. "jarmanAM tApanA tAH" karmone tapAve te tapa tapAve eTale nAza kare, kSaya kare, karmone kSaya karavA mATe atyaMtara tapanI avazya jarUra che, tethI tame ema nahi mAnI letA ke bAhya tapanI jarUra nathI. AtyaMtara tapa Ave tyAM bAhya tapa AvavAne che. cha prakAranA AtyaMtara tapamAM svAdhyAyane zreSTha tapa batAvyuM che kAraNa ke svAdhyAyathI vipula karmone kSaya thAya che. svAdhyAya karo te cittanI ekAgratA te joIe. svAdhyAya karatAM te gAthAonI anuprekSA karatAM temAM sthira banI javAya. svAdhyAya karavAthI jIva nANA jijJa ja varU . jJAnAvaraNIya karmone apAve che. svAdhyAya karavA mATe AhAra para kaMTrala Ave, je vadhu paDatuM khAvAmAM Ave to svAdhyAya sArI rIte thaI zake nahi. AhAra para kaMTrala AvyA eTale vRttikSepa tapa thaye. ochI vastuo khAvAthI, svAdane tyAga karavAthI, kAyAne kaSTa ApavAthI, eka sthAne sthira besavAthI AtyaMtara tapamAM vega Ave che. upavAsa karavAthI svAdhyAyamAM pragati thatI hoya te upavAsa kare joIe. AtyaMtara tapamAM je AgaLa vadhAre, pragati karAve te bAhya tapa te sAthe kare jarUrI che. upavAsa Adi bAhya tapa karavAnI zakti na hoya te AtyaMtara tapa dvArA karmo kSaya karI zakAya che. jyAM sudhI karmone phAya karI AtmasvarUpane nahi pragaTAvIe tyAM sudhI dukhane aMta nahi Ave. karmone aMta thAya te duHkhane aMta thAya. AnaMda zrAvake AtyaMtara tapa kAusagga, dhyAna, davAdhyAya Adi karatAM sAthe bAhya tapanuM pAlana karatAM bIjI vrata paDimA AdarI. have trIjI paDhimAmAM zuM Avaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aso vada 11 ne zukavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 101 : tA. 8-11-85 ApaNe AnaMda zrAvakano adhikAra cAle che. AnaMda zrAvake be paDimA AdarI. bIjane caMdra divase divase tenI kaLAmAM vadhAre karate jAya che tema AnaMda zrAvaka paNa AtmasAdhanAmAM AgaLa ne AgaLa pragati karI rahyA che. temanI dareka kiyA makita sahitanI che. mahApurUSe kahe che ke zrAvaka jIvananI ane sAdhu jIvananI pavitra kiyAo uttama bhejana che, paraMtu e bhajana karatA pahelA AtmA rUpI thALImAM paDelI pAkiyAonA eMThavADane sApha karI nAMkhe joIe. arthAta pAkiyAone tyAga karIne dharmakriyAo karavAmAM Ave te tenA apUrva svAdane anubhava thAya. tame bhejana kare pachI mukhavAsa khAva che ne ? tema suMdara sAdhanA, ArAdhanAnA amRta bhajana jamyA pachI samatA e mukhavAsa che. ArAdhanAo, dharmakiyAe suMdara hoya paNa je samatAne mukhavAsa nahi hoya te tRptine oDakAra nahi Ave.

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zAradA ziramaNi ) [ 911 AnaMda zrAvake sarva pApamaya pravRttionA eMThavADane sApha karyo ane zrAvakanI paDimAe rUpI pavitra kriyAonuM bhajana karI rahyA che. temaNe trIjI paDimA AdarI. tenuM nAma che " sAmAyika paDimA". A paDiyAmAM zIlavrata, guNavrata, viramaNa, pratyAkhyAna ane pauSadhopavAsamAM potAnA AtmAne sthApita kare che. te sAmAyika ane dezAvagAsika vanI ArAdhanA yogya rItathI kare che. A paDimAM dhAraNa kare tene divasamAM amuka sAmAyika te avazya karavI e niyama hoya che. sAmAyika eTale je karavAthI rAga-dveSa zAMta thAya tathA AtmAne jJAna, darzana, cAritrane lAbha thAya tenuM nAma sAmAyiko A paDimAdhArI zrAvaka kadAca parvAdi dinemAM pauSadhavratanI ArAdhanA samyapha rIte na karI zake paNa savAra sAMja sAmAyika vratanI ArAdhanA sArI rIte karI zake che. sAmAyika eTale Atma svarUpamAM ramaNatA. sAmAyikanI sAdhanA je samabhAva vadhAre, mamatAne ghaTADe ane ahaMne ogALe te samajavuM ke AtmA bhagavAne batAvelI sAmAyikanI sAcI dizAmAM pragatizIla che. sAmAyikamAM AtmA samabhAvamAM jhUlate heya. tenI sAmAyika be ghaDI, cAra ghaDInI hoya paNa tenA manamAM rAta divasa e jhaMkhanA hoya ke huM jAvajIvanI sAmAyika kayAre karIza ? sAmAyika pALavI paDe te tene duHkha thAya. sAmAyikamAM tene e rasa hoya ke be ghaDI kayAM cAlI jAya te khabara paDe nahi. kerInI sIjhanamAM tame kerIne rasa khAve che. tamane kaI pUche ke rasa ke ? te kaheze ke bahu mI. dADhamAM rahI jAya e. tame keInA ghera jamavA gayA. tyAM jamaNa, pharasANa, zAka badhuM khUba svAdiSTa hatuM. tame jamIne ghera gayA. tamane kaI pUche ke Aje tame jamavA gayA hatA to jamaNa kevuM lAgyuM? tyAre tame zuM kaheze ? bhAI ! zI vAta karuM? zuM tene svAda? zuM tenI mIThAza ! sAmAyika karatA Avo svAda ke mIThAza Ave che ? tenA samabhAvane svAda AtmAmAM rahI jAya che re ? sAmAyika karIne ghera jAva te tene prabhAva paDe joIe. AnaMda zrAvake trIjI sAmAyika paDiyA AdarI. temane divasamAM amuka sAmAyika to avazya karavAnI. A trIjI DimAM traNa mAsanI hoya che. AnaMda zrAvaka theDuM karIne aTakI jatA nathI. te te AgaLa AgaLa pragati karatA jAya che. temaNe ethI "pauSadha paDimA" AdarI. A paDimA cAra mAsanI hoya che. cethI paDhimAmAM zIlavrata, guNavrata, pratyAkhyAna ane pauSadhopavAsamAM potAnA AtmAne sthApe che. te sAmAyika, dezAvagAsika vratanuM yogya rIte pAlana kare che. AThama, caudaza pUnama ane amAsanA DipUrNa pauSadha vratanuM pAlana kare che. A paDimA dhAraNa kare eTale mahinAmAM cha pauSadha to avazya karavAnA. tame pauSadha te kare paNa tabiyatanuM koI kAraNa Ave ke vyavahArika kAma Ave te pauSadha na paNa kare, paraMtu A paDimA vahana kare tenI kadAca tabiyata bagaDe, svAthya sAruM na hoya, game tevI kasoTI Ave te paNuM mahinAmAM cha pauSadha te karavAnA. te temanA niyamamAM aDaga rahe ane AtmasAdhanA

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912 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi kare. jeNe jIvanamAM AvI adbhUta sAdhanA sAdhI che tenI bIjI gati paNa sukhamaya banavAnI che. mRtyu Ave tyAre e AtmA, prasannatAthI, AmA mastIthI jato hoya che. mahApurUSa aneka nyAya ApIne ApaNane samajAve che. eka vicArake eka vAta raju karI. eka makAnamAM chokarI jerazerathI raDatuM hatuM, cIso pADate hate. bacAve. bacAnI bUma pADate hato. vicArakanA manamAM vicAra thaye ke chokaro ATalo badhe kema raDate haze ne bUmo pADato thaze ? vicAraka tyAM jovA gayA. temaNe joyuM to eka guMDA jevo mANasa 8-10 varSanA chokarAne mArIne kapaDA utarAvI rahyo hato. chokare raDate raDate kaheto hato ke mArA kapaDA na utaravo, chatAM muMDA AgaLa bicArA kula jevA bALakanuM zuM cAle? guMDAe tene lUMTa te lUMTa paNa eTale sudhI ke tenA badhA kapaDA utArI nirvastra karI nAMkhyo, pachI chokarAne dhakko mArIne kADhI mUkyo. A dazya jotAM vicArakanuM dila dravI gayuM. thoDI vAra thaI tyAM bIjA makAnamAM vicArakanI najara paDI. tyAM eka chokare hoze hoze kapaDA utArI rahyo hato. kapaDA utAratA e raDato na hato paNa tenA mukha upara prasannatA hatI. A dazya jotAM temanA manamAM thayuM ke eka chokarI kapaDA utAratAM raDate hato jyAre bIje cheka hasatA hasatA kapaDA utAre che, zAthI Ama banyuM ? bIjA chokarAe kapaDA utAryA paNa tene navA kapaDA paheravA maLyA. e navA kapaDA khUba hoMzathI teNe paheryA ane hasate hasate te bahAra nIkaLe hasatA hasatA keNa jAya ? A vAta te nAnA bALaka samaje evI che paNa ApaNe A vAtamAMthI kaMIka samajavuM che. baMne bALakoe kapaDA utAryA paNa utAravAmAM pharaka hato. ekanA kapaDA utArI lIdhA, utAravA paDayA mATe utAryA jyAre bIjAe haze hoMze utAryA ane navA vastro paherI lIdhA. mahApurUSe ApaNane ahIM e samajAve che ke A duniyAmAMthI vidAya thanArA jIva paNa be prakAranA che. jeno janma che te badhAne vidAya te thavAnuM che. keTalAkane vidAya thavuM paDatuM hoya che jyAre keTalAka vidAya thatA hoya che. jene vidAya thavuM paDatuM hoya che te raDatA raDatA jatA hoya che ane je vidAya thatA hoya che te hasatA hasatA jatA hoya che. jemaNe potAnA jIvanamAM khUba sAdhanA, ArAdhanA karIne AtmaguNenI khIlavaNI karI che, bIjA nA sukha zAMti mATe pitAnA sukhane tyAga karyo che, jaDa pudgalenI bolabAlA karatAM jinezvaranI AjJAne pradhAnatA ApI che tevA che duniyAmAMthI hasatA hasatA vidAya le che kAraNa ke temane junA vo utAryA pachI navA vo paheravA maLavAnA che. A gati karatAM bIjI sArI gati maLavAnI che. tevA AtmAne chellA samaye DokaTara kahe ke bhAI ! tuM be pAMca miniTane mahemAna che. bhagavAnanuM nAma laI le, tyAre te kaheze ke huM A pRthvI para Avyo tyArathI mahemAna chuM. jeTaluM AyuSya haze tyAM sudhI mahemAna rUpe rahevAnuM che pachI bIjI gatimAM javAnuM che, janma che tenuM mRtyu te avazya che.

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zAradA zarmANa ] [ 913 raDe kANu : devAnupriyA ! jeNe jIvanamAM AtmasAdhanA karI che tene mRtyune Dara hAtA nathI. tema je jIveAne te A caramabhava che, athavA te trIje, pAMcame bhave paNa jenA meAkSa thavAnA che te teA hasatA hasatA jAya che. temane sArI gati maLavAnI che pachI raDe zA mATe ? jemaNe jiMdagImAM AtmaguNeAnI khIlavaNI thAya tevA koI sAdhanA karI nathI, peAtAnA svArtha khAtara bIjA jIvAne duHkhI karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karI nathI, AtmAne oLakhyA nathI ane jaDa padArthAnI aMjAmaNamAM aMjAI gayA che evA AtmAe duniyAmAMthI vidAya letI vakhate aksesa kare che, raDe che, kAraNa ke tene A vastro utAryAM pachI navA vasro maLavAnA nathI. tevA jIvAne naraka, tiya 'ca gatimAM javAnu hAya che eTale raDe che. mRtyu vakhate akaLAmaNu kAne thAya? akaLAmaNu kAne thAye maratAM maratAM ? jiMdagI gALI jeNe kheATu' karatAM jIvanabhara je nAce, pApAnI saMgAthe chellI ghaDIemAM ene kRtyA sAMbhaLatA, paraMtu pAvana pravRttimAM jIvana jenuM jAya,evA satkarmIne mIThuM lAge meAta....jeNe mRtyu AvavAnu che e teA nizcita che. tene aTakAvavAnI koInI zakti nathI paNa purUSArtha karIe teA avazya sudhArI zakAya kharuM. jo mRtyune sudhAravuM che teA jIvanane AtmaguNAnI suvAsathI mhekatuM banAvI de|. mahAna puNyAye je uttama sAmagrIe maLI che tene sadupayeAga karavA mATe satbuddhinI jarUra che. jayAM satbuddhi nathI tyAM sati nathI. jenI pAse satbuddhi che ane sAdhanA khUba karI che te teA jatI vakhate AnadathI jAya che eTalu ja nahi paNa tenA jIvanamAM AtmAnI mastI khUba hoya che. tene mana te jIvana ane maraNu kha'ne samAna hoya karI nathI ane aneka prakAranA pApe adhama karIne che tene choDIne jatAM duHkha thAya che. eTale te raDatA jAya che. paNa jeNe jIvanamAM koI sAdhanA saMsAranI je sAmagrIo meLavI tene bIjA bhavamAM sAruM maLavAnI saMbhAvanA nathI ApaNe ApaNA chatrananA hisAba mUkavAnA che. ApaNe kevu' jIvana jIvIe chIe? hasatA jaIe tevu` ke raDatA javuM paDe tevuM? raDatA raDatA kapaDA utArIzu ke hasatA hasatA utArIzuM? tamArA AtmAne pUche. A sa'sAramAM badhA mATe veTha ghaNI karI, kuTuMba, piravAra, samAja mATe ghaNuM karyuM. paNa AtmA mATe zuM karyuM ? tame dharmadhyAna karo che. paNa eTalethI aTakI na jAva paNu AnaMda zrAvakanI mAphaka AgaLa pragati karo. tame ahIM eka be kalAka mATe Ave tyAre soMpUrNa Asakti cheDIne AveA. cheDA tA evu' cheADA ke eTalA samayamAM anaMtA karmAnI bhekhaDA tUTI jAya. jema pANInA bharelA lATAne caitra vaizAkha mAsanA taDakAmAM mUkI rAkhe! te te pANI sUkAtA ghaNA samaya lAge paNa te leATAnA pANIne bapore dhAbAmAM nAMkhI de tA pAMcadaza miniTamAM badhuM sUkAI jaze, tema je sAdhanA kare te evA utkRSTa bhAve 58

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914 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi ullAsathI karo ke karmonA kacarA sApha thaI jAya. tamArI sAdhanAmAM keI nukazAna te thavAnuM nathI paNa je saMsAranI Asakti chUTI nahi hoya te karmonA kacarA sApha thatA vAra lAgaze. parigrahanI Asakti, mamatA chUTavI muzkela che. cAhe dhana, mAlamista Adi ata parigraha hoya ke kuTuMba parivAra Adi saceta parigraha hoya, game te parigraha hoya paNa enA pratyenI Asakti keTale anartha karAve che. eka kheDUta haLa laIne khetaramAMthI ghara tarapha jatA hatA. rastAmAM teNe eka gharaDA DozImAne bebhAna paDelA joyA. tenA dilamAM dayA AvI. pote khUba bhUkhe taro thayo hato, javAnI utAvaLa hatI chatAM DozInI A sthiti joIne ubhe rahyo. teNe havA nAMkhI, pANI chAMTayuM, ghaNuM upacAra karatAM DozI bhAnamAM AvyA. temaNe pAse kheDUtane ubhele . tene aMtaranA AzIrvAda ApyA; dIkarA ! mAre te koI nathI. tuM to mArA dIkarA karatAM vadhI gayo. te mane mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacAvI che. huM tArA upakArane badale kevI rIte vALI zakIza? te mArI sevA khUba karI che. atyAre mArI pAse A eka vIMTI che. te tArA puNyoge mArI pAse rahI gaI che, te huM tane bheTa ApuM chuM. kheDUta kahe-mADI! mAre kAMI joItuM nathI. dIkarA ! A vIMTI te be tolAnI che paNa e camatkArI vIMTI che. ene paherIne tuM je vastunI icchA karaze te tane maLI jaze paNa A eka ja vAra AvuM banaze. bIjI vAra nahi bane. DhagalAbaMdha sonuM joIze to maLaze paNa tene upaga eka vAra karavAne. sanIe vIMTI mATe karelI mAyA : kheDUta vIMTI laIne ghera gaye. ghera jaIne teNe patnIne vAta karI. baMne mANaso saMtoSI hatA. teo kahe, ApaNe hamaNAM koI jarUra nathI. khAdhepIdhe sukhI chIe, sonAnI jarUra nathI. keI vAra e samaya Avaze tyAre thaI paDaze. baMne mANasa A vAta karatA hatA te vAta temanI bAjumAM rahelo sonI sAMbhaLI gaye paNa kheDUtane ke tenI patnIne khabara nahi ke amArI vAta sonI sAMbhaLI gayo che. vIMTInI vAta sAcI che ke beTI te akhatare karavAnuM kheDUtane mana na thayuM. kheDUte hAthe vIMTI paherI rAkhI. sanInA manamAM rAta divasa e vicAre Ave che ke kheDUta pAsethI vIMTI kevI rIte paDAvI levI ? te vIMTI maLe to mAruM kAma thaI jAya. enI kheDUtane tyAM AvavA javA lAgyo. tenI sAthe mitratA karI lIdhI. thoDA divaso gayA pachI eka divasa nI kahe che bhAI ! tamArI patnI mATe dAgInA ghaDAvavA hoya te kaheje. huM ghaDAmaNu nahi lauM. kheDUta kahe-bhAI ! mArI pAse junA dAgInA che nahi ane navA ghaDAvavA nathI. amane dAgInAne meha nathI. mArI patnI te dAgInA paheravAnI nA pADe che. mArI pAse mAtra A eka vIMTI che. sonI kahete melI khUba thaI gaI che. lo, huM pelisa karI dauM. bhAI ! mAre vIMTI ujaLI karavI nathI. A te mane DozImAe premanA pratIka rUpe ApI che. mAre tene polisa karavI nathI. kheDUte ghaNuM nA pADI chatAM sanIe khUba Agraha karIne vIMTIne dhevAnA

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zAradA ziremaNi ] [915 baDAne vATI laI lIdhI ane tene ghera gayo. te vITI peIne sonIe laI lIdhI ane tenA badalAmAM tenA jevA ja ghATanI teTalA mApanI bIjI vIMTI kheDUtane ApI gayo. kheDUtane khabara nathI ke mArI vIMTI badalAI gaI che. dhananI mUrjIthI thayele anartha : te kheDUta bhale bheLe hate. vaNika je pAko na hato. je te pAka hota te ajamAza karata paNa teNe te kAMI karyuM nahi. eka mahinA pachI sanInA manamAM thayuM ke lAva, huM vIMTIne ajamAza karI jouM. bIjAnI vastu pacAvI pADavAthI sukhI thavAtuM nathI. puNya prabaLa hoya to sukhI thavAya che. ahIM sanInA puNyamAM pokaLatA hatI chatAM sukhanA sohAmaNuM svapnA kene satAvatA nathI ? vITI maLI eTale mAMgavAnuM mana thayuM. mAMgyuM maLavAnuM che to echuM zA mATe mAMgavuM ? sonIbhAI bIju zuM mAMge ? enuM ja ne ? keIne khabara na paDe te rIte teNe aDadhI rAtre mAMgavAno vicAra karyo. bAra vAgyA pachI teNe ciMtavANuM karI ke mArA gharamAM senAnI ITono varasAda paDe. A te camatkArika vIMTI hatI. sanIe mAMgavAmAM maryAdA na karI eTale dhaDAdhaDa sonAnI ITo paDavA lAgI. eTalI badhI IMTo paDI ke gharanA badhAnA mAthAmAM iMTo vAgI ane iMTo nIce dabAI gayA. badhAnA mAthA phUTI gayA ane tyAM ne tyAM rAma ramI gayA. ITo paDavAnA avAjathI kheDUta jAgI gaye. tene thayuM ke bAjumAM kaMIka thayuM lAge che. jaIne joyuM te senAnI iMTo dhaDAdhaDa paDatI hatI. kheDUta samajI gayo ke nakakI A sanIe mArI vITI badalI lIdhI lAge che. A badhe camatkAra vITIne che. eka te bIjAne chetarIne vastu laI lIdhI. bIjAnuM sukha lUMTavA gaye te pote lUMTAI gaye. tenI kharAba dAnata badala tyAM ne tyAM enA pApanuM phaLa pratyakSa maLyuM. je teNe mAMgavAmAM lAbha karyo na heta ane maryAdA rAkhI hota to A dazA na thAta ne? ati lobhe keTale anartha karyo ? kheDUtanA manamAM thayuM ke mAre te ATalI badhI ITo joItI nathI. huM saMteSathI rahuM chuM emAM mane AnaMda che. teNe thoDI ITo lIdhI. teNe rAjAne badhI satya vAta karI. rAjAe khuza thaIne badhI iTo tene ApI dIdhI. kheDUtane puSyoge ghaNuM maLyuM paNa eNe sonA upayoga pitAnA svArtha mATe na karatAM paramArthanA kAryo karavA mATe puNyanI paraba cAlu karI. kheDUta dAnezvarI tarIke paMkAvA lAgyo. ApaNe te e samajavuM che ke dhananI Asaktie keTale anartha karyo? AnaMda zrAvake badhA pratyethI Asakti uThAvI lIdhI ane pauSadhazALAmAM jaIne paDimA vahana karavA lAgyA. temaNe jethI pauSadha paDimA dhAraNa karI. te cAra mAsanI hoya che. pAMcamI paDimA " kAryotsarga paDimA". A paDiyAmAM zIlavata, sAmAyika, dezAvagAsika vrata tathA caudaza, pUnama, AThama AdinA pauSadhavatanI ArAdhanA kare che. A paDhimAmAM vizeSatA e che ke eka rAtrI kAusagga ane dhyAnamAM rahe. sAMsArika badhI pravRttiono tyAga karIne AkhI rAta AtmaciMtanamAM vyatIta kare che. A paDimAM

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916 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi pAMca mAsanI hoya che. temAM pAMca vAtanuM khAsa pAlana karavAnuM hoya che. pAMca mAsa sudhI nAna nahi karavAnuM, rAtrIjanane saMpUrNa tyAga, dhatIne kAchaDI na vALe, divase brahmacarya vrata pALe ane rAtrInI maryAdA kare. pagarakhAne tyAga kare, game tevA prasaMgamAM paNa A pAMca belanuM daDhatApUrvaka pAlana kare. A paDimA vahana karanAra pitAnA AtmasvarUpamAM sthira thAya che. pramAda tathA UMghane sthAna ApatA nathI. zarIra pratyenI mamatA utare to AvI kaThIna paDimA vahana karI zake. AgaLanI paDimAone A paDhimAmAM samAveza thaI jAya che. chI brahmacarya pahimA." A paDhimAmAM pUrvokta badhA vratanuM samyaka rUpathI pAlana kare che ane brahmacarya vratanuM sarvathA pAlana kare che. strIonA zRMgAra, ceSTAo jevA tathA binajarUrI vArtAlApa karavA e badhuM sarvathA varjita che. "sAtamI sacittAvAra vajita paDimA." A paDimAne dhAraNa kare te pahelI paDimAthI laIne AgaLanI badhI paDimAonuM niraticAra pAlana kare che. A paDimA dhAraNa karanAra saceta AhArane ane saceta pANIne sarvathA tyAga kare che. temanAthI saceta koI vastu khavAya nahi. saceta pANI paNa pIvAya nahi. AnaMda zrAvakanA dilamAM e ja bhAvanA che ke huM pApathI kema mukta banuM. sAdhupaNuM te laI zakatA nathI paNa eTalI kakSAe pahoMcAya eTalI taiyArI te karuM. kelejamAM janAra vidyAthIne pahelA prAyamarI kulamAM bhaNavuM paDe. meTrIka sudhI pahoMce pachI kelejamAM jaI zake tema AnaMda zrAvakane paNa sAdhanAnI kelejamAM AgaLa javuM che eTale A abhyAsa kare che. sainikamAM bharatI karavI hoya to tene pahelA tAlIma levI paDe che. temAM pAsa thAya to sanikamAM bharatI kare che. AnaMda zrAvaka tAlIma laI rahyA che. tame paNa abhyAsa karaze te dehAdhyAsa chUTaze. je A tAlIma meLavI haze te upasarga pariSaha Avaze te samabhAvamAM sthira rahI zakaze. AnaMda zrAvake sAtamI paDiyAmAM saceta AhAra pANIne sarvathA tyAga karyo. Aje kaMIka ne kAcI lIlerI jevI ke megarI, kAkaDI, Adi vastuo khAvAnI Teva hoya che. tenA kakaDA karIne temAM mIThuM, masAle nAMkhIne TesTathI khAtA hoya che paNa khAnArAone babara nathI ke A TesTa avaLA nIkaLI jaze. zrAvaka kuLamAM janmyA che, puNya-pApanuM bhAna che te ATaluM to kare ke mAre saceta vanaspati na khAvI. AnaMda zrAvakanuM jIvana sAMbhaLIne eTale te nirNaya kare ke huM AnaMda zrAvakanI jema paDimA to dhAraNa karI zakuM tema nathI paNa have mAre jIvanamAM saceta vastuo, kAcI vanaspati na khAvI, te paNa pApathI aTakazo. AnaMda zrAvake sAta paDimA aMgIkAra karI. sAtamI DimAM sAta mAsanI hoya che. have AThamI DimA aMgIkAra karaze tenA bhAva avasare. Aso vada 13 ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 102 : tA. 10-11-85 ApaNA cAlu adhikAramAM AnaMda zrAvaka paDimA vahana karI rahyA che. temaNe sAta

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [917 paDimA aMgIkAra karI. have AThamI DimAnuM nAma che. "AraMbha parityAga paDimA." A paDhimAmAM uparokta badhA niyamanuM pAlana kare che. vizeSatA e ke te khetI, vepAra Adi koI paNa prakArano AraMbha pite karatA nathI. keI cIja maLe ke na maLe paNa jAte AraMbha kare nahi, pApa karavuM nahi. jyAM AraMbha che tyAM hiMsA che. A paDimAmAM pitAnI AjIvikA athavA jIvana TakAvavA mATe bIjA pAse karAvavAne tyAga nathI hote. te pite svayaM AraMbhanA kAryo kare nahi. A paDimA ATha mAsanI hoya che. navamI paDimA pezAraMbha." A paDimAmAM AraMbha kara ane karAvavAno tyAga hoya che paNa udiSTa bhaktane tyAga hoto nathI, eTale temanA nimitta banAvyuM hoya che tene grahaNa kare che. te pite AraMbha karatA nathI, bIjA pAse karAvatA nathI paNa anumati devane tyAga heta nathI. A paDimA nava mAsanI hoya che. "dazamI aNaraMbha paDimA." A paDimAmAM potAnA nimittathI banAvelA bhajanane paNa tyAga kare che. je temanA mATe vastu banAvI hoya evI kaI vastune grahaNa karatA nathI. temane sAMsArika kAryonA viSayemAM koI eka vAra pUche ke aneka vAra pUche tyAre be prakAranA uttara Ape che. je te vAtane jANatA hoya to kahe ke huM ene jANuM chuM, je na jANatA hoya te kahe ke huM nathI jANatA. mAtra "hA" ke "nA" ja uttara Ape, tethI adhika balavAnI AjJA nathI. A paDhimAmAM sarvathA sAvadyoganA paccakhANa karI de che. game tevI tapazcaryA hoya chatAM manathI paNa e vicAra na kare ke Aje pAraNuM che te A maLe te sAruM, pachI keIne kahevAnI to vAta ja kayAM ? A paDhimAmAM astrAthI kezakuMcana karAve che. kaI kaI gRhasthanA cinha rUpa zikhAne dhAraNa kare che. A paDimA daza mahinAnI hoya che. AnaMda zrAvakanA jIvanamAM keTale tyAga AvI gayo haze ! dehAdhyAsa keTale chUTI gaye haze ? agiyAramI DimA vahana karatA AnaMda zrAvaka H AnaMda zrAvakane saMsAra khaTa che, pApanI bhIti lAgI che eTale kevI addabhUta ArAdhanAmAM joDAI gayA. AnaMdanI vAto sAMbhaLIne tamane vicAra Ave che ke huM paNa AnaMda zrAvakanI jema paDimA kayAre dhAraNa karIza ? eTaluM na karI zake te bane teTalA pApathI aTako ane vratamAM Avo. AnaMda zrAvake daza paDimA AdarI. have agiyAramI paDimAnuM nAma che "samaNubhUya paDimA." A paDimAne grahaNa karanAra AtmA AgaLanI daza paDimAonuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana kare che. A paDiyAmAM zrAvaka sAdhunA jevo veza pahere che. caloTo pacheDI pahere che, muhapati bAMdhe che, hAthamAM rajoharaNa rAkhe che paNa temanA rajoharaNamAM lAkaDIne kapaDuM vIMTALavAnuM nahi. sAdhunI jema te bhaMDepagaraNa rAkhe che. pitAnI zakti hoya to jAte kezavuMcana kare ane zakti na hoya to zastrathI muMDana karAve che. A paDiyAmAM sAdhunI jema nirdoSa, aceta gaucarI lAvavAnI. pharaka eTale che ke sAdhu bAra kuLamAM gaucarI kare. jyAre paDimAdhArI zrAvakane pitAnA jJAtivargane, sagA

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918 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi gabaMdhIono rAga sarvathA chUTa nathI eTalA mATe teo jJAtinA lokonA gharamAM gaucarI karavA jAya. te cAle te sAdhunI jema dUsarA pramANe joIne jatanapUrvaka cAle. temano sAdhu jevo veza joIne kaI pUche ke Apa keNa che? tyAre te kahe ke huM paDimAdhArI zramaNe pAsaka chuM. tyAre vAta gopave nahi ke asatya bole nahi. A rIte AnaMda zrAvake 11 paDimAonuM vidhavidhAna sahita suMdara rIte pAlana karyuM. A kALamAM paDimAo vahana karavI muzkela che, chatAM tene svAda cAkhavA ekAda divasa te dazamuM vrata karI gharagharamAM gaucarI jAva te kayAreka sAdhupaNAnA bhAva Avaze. AnaMda zrAvake A pramANe kaSTadAyaka prayatna karIne tathA kaThIna tapa karIne "to meLe sunAva ttei ghaniraMtara jJA" zarIrane sukakebhUkake karI nAMkhyuM. temanA zarIranI badhI nasenaso dekhAvA lAgI. AnaMda zrAvake zarIra to kRza karyuM paNa sAthe kodhAdi cAre kaSA, rAga-dveSa badhuM kRza karI dIdhuM. kaSAye sAva maMda paDI gaI. te kSamAnA sAgara banI gayA. AnaMda zrAvakanuM zarIra sukebhUkake thaI gayuM. AnaMda zrAvake kevI jambara sAdhanA karI! temanA zarIramAMthI lehI mAMsa sUkAI gayA. na dekhAvA lAgI. saMsAramAM rahIne paNa kevI aghera sAdhanA karI ! anaMtA karmonI bhekhaDe teDI nAMkhI. temane eka laganI che ke saMsAranI jaDa kema ukhaDI jAya? mAre jaladI mArA zAzvatA ghara mekSamAM javuM che. karmanA baMdhana teDavA che. karma che tyAM sudhI saMsAra che. baMdhuo! pUrvanA zubhAzubha karmanA ge jIvanamAM sukhaduHkhanA cako sadAya gatimAna rahe che, chatAM jeo pitAnA pApanA udaye duHkhane bhagavaTo karatI vakhate adIna banIne jAgRtipUrvaka tene sahI le che ane sukhamAM lIna banyA vinA jeo puNyanA udayane bhagave che te AtmAo saMsArane tarI jAya che paNa duHkhanI vedanAo bhogavyA pachI sukhanA samaye je pitAnA bhUtakAlIna jIvanane bhUlI unmatta banI bIjAone tucchakAre che, duHkhI kare che te jarUra adhaHpatananA mArge jAya che. karmo jIvane kevA nAca nacAve che. Aje saMsAra tarapha daSTi karIe te dekhAya che ke kaMIka jagyAe mAtApitA duHkhI che. kaMIka jagyAe saMtAne duHkhI che. temAM jenA mAbApa nathI tevA saMtAnane evuM duHkha hoya che ke te duHkha jotAM ApaNuM hRdaya raDI jAya. temanuM duHkha joyuM jatuM nathI. mane ahIM eka kahAnI yAda Ave che. mAtApitAne eka dIkaro hate. chekarAne janma bIjanA divase thayo hato ane caMdra je dedipyamAna hatuM eTale mAbApe tenuM nAma caMdrakAMta pADyuM. te bahu zrImaMta dhanADhaya na hatA paNa AnaMdathI temanuM jIvana nabhAvatA hatA. caMdrakAMta bIjanA caMdranI kaLAnI jema divase divase vadhate gaye haju cha sAta varSano thaye tyAM tenA mAtApitA eka aThavADiyAnA aMtare kALanA kAramA mukhamAM dhakelAI gayA. caMdrakAMta bicAre nirAdhAra thaI gaye. te khUba raDe che. sAta varSane che eTale samajaNavALe che. tene khUba AghAta lAge. he bhagavAna ! have huM mammI, pappA kone kahIza ? bahArathI AvuM

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [919 tyAre mArI mammI A beTA ! kahIne vahAlathI khoLAmAM besADatI hatI have mane keNa vahAlabharyA zabdothI AvakAraze ? bhale sthiti sAdhAraNa hatI paNa mAtApitAne prema ane vAtsalya te hatuM ne ! caMdrakAMtanA mAmA dayALu hatA. te kahe mArA bena banevI cAlyA gayA. mArA bhANIyAne huM mArA ghera laI jaIza. mAmA tene laI gayA. mAmAnI tenA para khUba rahema daSTi hatI. caMdrakAMtane potAnA dIkarAnI jema rAkhe che. caMdrakAMta tyAM AnaMdathI rahe che. mAmAe tene skUlamAM bhaNavA mUko. beTA ! tuM khAje, pIje, raheje ne AnaMdathI bhaNaje. zarUAtamAM to mAmI paNa sArI rIte rAkhe che. tene mAtApitAnuM ochuM AvavA detA nathI. caMdrakAMta paNa kahetA mAmA mAmI ! tame mArA mA-bApa che. nAnA bALaka premanA bhUkhyA hoya che. emane prema maLe eTale rAjI rAjI thaI jAya. bhANeja upara julama gujAratI mAmI : A rIte mAmAnI amI daSTithI caMdrakAMta AnaMdathI rahete paNa be traNa mahinA thayA eTale mAmInI AMkhamAM kaNAnI jema khUMcavA lAgyo. mAmI have vAraMvAra caMdrakAMtanA chidro jevA lAgI. tene mijAsa javA lAge. vadhatAM vadhatAM tenuM kAma eTaluM vadhI gayuM ke bicArA nirdoSa caMdrakAMtane vagara vAMke Thapake Ape ne mAra mAre. have te tene caMduDiye kahIne bolAvatI. tane khAvuM game che paNa kAma karavuM gamatuM nathI. e rIte ja maheNuM mAre. reja savAre jA vAge uThADI tenI pAse badhuM kAma karAve. mAmI te caMdrakAMtane duHkhI karavA thAya eTaluM kare che. caMdrakAMta te eka ja vicAra kare che ke AmAM deSa mAmIne nathI paNa mArA karmano che. je mArA bhAgyamAM sukha hota to nAnapaNamAM mArA mA-bApa cAlyA jAta zA mATe ? meM pUrvabhavamAM karmo karavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI, te have mAre bhogavI levA joIe. mAmI ATaluM kAma karAve paNa pUruM khAvA paNa Ape nahi. eka ghATI na kare eTaluM kAma caMdrakAMta kare che. 10 vAge kAma karIne skUlamAM jAya. keI vAra tenuM haiyuM bharAI jAya. mArA mA-bApa jatA rahyA tyAre mArI A sthiti AvI ne?. e paMkhIDA... (2) jAne mAtAne deza, mArI mAtAne kaheje, tuM jaIne tArA lAlane laI Ava, tAre dIka duHkha veThe apAra. caMdrakAMtanuM haiyuM bharAI jAya tyAre pikAra kare ke o paMkhIDA ! o paMkhIDA ! tuM jaIne mArI mAtAne eTalo saMdeze ApI Ava ke tAre dIkaro khUba duHkhI che. bhojanane badale prahAra maLe che. te svargamAM sukha bhogave che. tane tArA dIkarAnI dayA nathI AvatI ? tuM kema kAMI bolatI nathI ? eka vAra te tuM nIce Ava ne je ke tAre dIkaro ke duHkhI che. A rIte karUNa svare pikAra karate. A duHkhamAM bhaNavAmAM tenuM citta rahetuM nahi. bhaNIne ghera Ave tyAre mAmI kaTu zabdone ane mArano varasAda varasAve, chatAM eTaluM sAruM hatuM ke tenA mAmA tenA hatA, eTale mAmA pAse

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920 ] [ zAradA zinAmaNi vAta kare. mAmI mane bahu mAre che. tyAre mAmA kahetA beTA ! tuM moTo thAya eTale tane svataMtra dukAna karI ApIza. have pAMca varSanI vAra che. mAmAnA ATalA zabdothI tene thoDuM AzvAsana maLatuM, paNa mAmI reja mAmAne caMdrakAMtanI bAbatamAM beTI kAnabhaMbheraNI karatI, tethI mAmA paNa bagaDayA. mAmAne prema have reSanA svarUpamAM pheravAI gaye. mAmAnuM kemaLa hRdaya nipura ne nirdaya banI gayuM. have mAmA, mAmI baMnene trAsa thavA lAgyA. caMdrakAMta bicAro ekale paDI gayo. nirAdhAra caMdrakAMta mATe AMsu sivAya zuM ? : AkhA gharamAM caMdrakAMtane dilAso ApanAra ke bhUkhyA tarasyAnI saMbhALa lenAra keI na hatuM. badhA jamyA pachI vadhyuM ghaTayuM tene khAvA maLatuM. keI vAra na paNa maLe. haju te savAre kAma karIne cA pIvA paNa na maLI hoya tyAM te mAmInA vacanane prahAra zarU thaI jato. A zAhajAdAne kahIe tyAre uThIne kAma kare. AvA aneka vacana savAramAM caMdrakAMtane sAMbhaLavA paDatA chatAM niHsahAya caMdrakAMta badhuM mUMge moDhe sahana karI leto. mAmA mAmInA asahya julamathI caMdrakAMta khUba mUMjhAvA lAgyuM. jyAre ekale paDe tyAre mAtApitAnA vAtsalyane, nehane yAda karIne khUba raDate paNa atyAre tenA mATe AMsu sivAya zuM ? tAvanI bhaThThImAM zekAtA caMdrakAMta upara lAkaDInA prahAre eka divasa caMdrakAMtane ThaMDI vAIne khUba tAva Avyo tethI savAramAM uThI na zako. tyAM mAmI tADUkI, bhAna che ke nahi ? uThavAno samaya thayo chatAM uThate nathI. bicAre tarata uThI gayo. ThaMDIthI zarIra dhruje che chatAM kAma karyA vinA cAle tema na hatuM. lAkaDI para kapaDuM bAMdhIne badhuM jhApaTate hate. zarIra dhrujavAnA kAraNe lAkaDI tenA hAthamAMthI paDI gaI ane mAmInA pagamAM jarA athaDAI. basa, have te pUchavAnuM zuM ? e ja lAkaDI laIne mAmI caMdrakAMta para tUTI paDI. kamabhAgI ! lAkaDIne ghA kare che? e te jema tema belatI jAya ne mAra mAratI jAya. tAva khUba hate. bhUkha-tarasanuM duHkha te hatuM. mAmIne ati paDatA mArathI caMdrakAMta bebhAna thaI gaye. bebhAna thatAM pahelA tenA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI. keNuM enI cIsa sAMbhaLe? nirdaya mAmI te tyAMthI cAlI gaI. cIsa sAMbhaLIne ADozI pADozI deDI AvyA. caMdrakAMtanI AvI kaphoDI sthiti jotAM badhAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. bicAre Akho divasa kAma kare che chatAM tenI A dazA ! ApaNuthI A duHkha jovAtuM nathI. badhuM jAya te bhale jAya paNa koInA mAbApa na jaze. bAlavayamAM keinA mA-bApa maraze nahi, mAbApa vinAnA bALakane duHkhane pAra nahi. ADozI pADozInA manamAM khUba duHkha thayuM paNa thAya zuM ? theDI vAre bhAnamAM Avyo tyAre ekAMtamAM jaIne khUba raDe. nirAdhAra, nirdoSa bALakanuM rUdana joIne jANe

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zAradA ziramaNi ! [ 921 bhIMte paNa kakaLavA maMDI. kharekhara karmane koInI zarama nathI AvatI. AvI sthitimAM paNa badhuM kAma karIne bhUkhyA tarasya skUle gayo. mAmInA mAranI asahya vedanA ane tAvanA kAraNe tenuM citta bhaNavAmAM rahetuM nathI tethI TIcare gaNita lakhAvyuM te lakhI zake nahi, tethI TIcare paNa jema tema zabdo kahyA ane mAra mAryo. karmanA khela ajaba che. TIcara skulethI chUTIne ghera jatAM hatAM tyAM rastAmAM mAmI bheTI gayA. TIcare phariyAda karI ke tamAre bhANiye bhaNato nathI. bicAro caMdrakAMta bhaNe kevI rIte? mAmInA kAmamAMthI navaro paDe tyAre skUlane abhyAsa kare ne ? mArakUTanA kAraNe bhaNavAmAM tenuM citta eTatuM nathI. temAM TIcare Aje phariyAda karI eTale mAmIne te joItuM maLI gayuM. A garIbaDA bicArA caMdrakAMtane te asahya yAtanAnI bhayaMkara cakakImAM pIsavA taiyAra thaI. - caMdrakAMtanuM duHkha jotAM kakaLI uThelA pADozIo : mAmA ghera AvyA eTale mAmI kahe, A navAbajAdA skUlamAM barAbara jatA nathI ne bhaNatA nathI. gharanuM pUruM kAma karatA nathI. khAIpIne pADA jevuM thavuM ane bhaNavuM ke kAma karavuM nahi. mAmInI vAta sAMbhaLatA mAmAno pitto gayo. temaNe kahyuM-akamI ! kAma karatuM nathI ne bhaNato nathI. bAjathI pArevuM phaphaDe, bilADIthI uMdara phaphaDe tema mAmA pAse phaphaDatA be -mAmA ! be traNa divasathI tAva khUba Ave che, mAmInuM kAma karatAM skUlamAM javAnuM thoDuM moDuM thaI jAya che ane ghera lezana karavAne TAIma maLatuM nathI. mAmA kahe-kamajAta ! maphatanuM khAvuM, kAma karavuM nahi ane uparathI mArA sAmuM bole che ? ema kahIne caMdrakAMtane khUba mAryo. te behoza je banI gayA. tenA mATe upara Abha ne nIce dharatI sivAya kaMI nathI. nirAdhAra caMdrakAMtanuM rUdana joIne pADozIonA hRdayamAM arerATI thatI. badhAnA manamAM thAya ke A chokarAnI mA marI gaI tyAre sAthe enA kulane laI gaI heta te zuM cheTuM ? je kaI tenuM saguM na hatuM te ADozIpADozI keI jenAra nIkaLata paNa A te tenA sagA eTale ke I belI zakatuM nathI ane tene trAsa jovA nathI. badhAne khUba lAgI AvyuM paNa kare zuM? caMdrakAMta mAmAnA gharane karele tyAga : mAmA mAmInA ati julmathI caMdrakAMta kaMTALI gaye. gharanA nAnA moTA badhA tene tiraskAra karatA hatA. have jAkAra sivAya kaI zabda sAMbhaLavA maLatuM hatuM. pUruM khAvApIvA, paheravA ke pAtharavA oDhavA maLatuM na hatuM. e sthitimAM rahevuM kevI rIte ? tAva zarIramAM ghara karI gayuM hatuM. azakti tenI sahacAriNuM banI hatI, zAMti dUra gaI khAvuM bhAvatuM nathI ane nidrA devI paNa palAyana thaI gaI hatI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke have jIvIne zuM kAma che ? ene karatAM marI jAuM te zuM khoTuM ? te rAtre te gharanI bahAra oTalA para sUI gaye. keIe tene khAvA mATe pUchayuM nahi ane saMbhALa lIdhI nahi. te rAtre 12 vAge uThIne mAmAnA gharane chellI salAma bharIne aMdhArI rAtre caMdrakAMta ekale sadAne mATe ghara choDIne cAlI nIkaLe. sTezane jaIne gADImAM besI gayA. kayA gAma javuM te

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922 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi nakakI nathI. karma jyAM laI jAya tyAM javuM che. pAse TikiTa levAnA paisA nathI chatAM TikiTa vagara gADImAM besI gaye. enA haiyAmAM kaMIka ThaMDaka vaLI paNa karma kayAM enI ThaMDakane TakavA de tema hatA. TikiTa cekarane trAsa TikiTacekara TikiTa ceka karavA AvyA. bicArA caMdrakAMtanuM haiyuM dhrujavA lAgyuM, have zuM karIza ? tyAM cekare kahyuM-misTara ! tamArI TikiTa batAve paNa TikiTa batAve kayAMthI? cekarane khabara paDI ke enI pAse TikiTa nathI eTale teNe gusse thaIne kahyuM -utarI jAva. TikiTa vinA musApharI na thAya. bicAre nAne caMdrakAMta zuM samaje ? ene zI khabara ke haju pitAne mAthe kevA dukhe paDavAnA che. aDadhI rAtre nAnA gAmamAM caMdrakAMtane utArI mUko. karmarAjA kevA kevA khela karAve che? jJAnI kahe che ke anukULa saMga che. ArAdhanA karavAnI taka che ane puNyane udaya che tyAM sudhI ArAdhanA karI le. aMdagIne vyartha na gumAve. kamarAjA kyAre kaI sthitimAM mUkI deze tenI khabara nathI, mATe maLelI amUlya ghaDIne vadhAvI le. ghara aTavImAM niHsahAya caMdrakAMta : caMdrakAMtane nAnA sTezana para utArI dIdho. ghanaghora aMdhAruM che. gADI te upaDI gaI. ekalo aTUle, niHsahAya dazA, bhayaMkara rAtrI, jaMgala jevuM bhayAnaka sTezana, tethI nAno bALa dhrujI rahyo hate. kayAM jAuM ? zuM karuM? cAlatAM cAlatAM thAMbhalA sAthe athaDAye. mAthAmAM joradAra vAgatAM lehInI dhAra thavA lAgI. bebhAna thaIne paDayo che. ahIM tenI saMbhALa lenAra ke nathI. koNa tene pUche ke beTA ! tane zuM thayuM ? te zuM khAdhuM pIdhuM? jIva tiryaMcanA bhavamAM gayo tyAre te te zuM khAdhuM pIdhuM ? eTaluM pUchanAra koI na hatuM paNa A te manuSyabhavamAM paNa caMdrakAMtane kameM evI sajA phaTakArI ke kaI tenI saMbhALa lenAra nathI. keTaluM duHkha bhogave che ? je sAMbhaLatA ApaNuM haiyuM kaMpI jAya. gADI to gaI pachI eka kalAke caMdrakAMtane bhAna AvyuM. dhIme dhIme uThIne bAkaDA para beThe. | mAnI hatI "hAza ane maLI "hAya" : gADI AvavAno TAIma thayo eTale badhA mANase AvyA. bAkaDA para A chokarAne beThele che. temaNe pUchayuMbeTA ! tuM ekalo ahIM kema beTho che? tArA sagAvahAlA keI nathI ? bhAI ! mArA mAtApitA nAnapaNamAM gujarI gayA che. mAruM kaI nathI. huM nirAdhAra chuM. eka bhAIne thayuM ke huM A chokarAne mAre ghera laI jAuM pachI tene vecuM te mane sArA paisA maLaze. ema mAnIne tene ghera laI gayo. thAra divasa sArI rIte khavaDAvyuM, pIvaDAvyuM. caMdrakAMtanA manamAM thayuM ke hAza, ahIM mane jarA zAMti maLI. sArI rIte khAvApIvA Ape che paNa karma kayAM tene zAMtithI besavA de tema che. A bhAIe caMdrakAMtane paisA laIne vecyo. te jene tyAM vecAya tyAM te duHkha paDavAnuM zarU thayuM. kahevata che ke gharanA uThayA vanamAM gayA te vanamAM lAgI Aga." gharamAMthI chUTavA vanamAM gayA te vanamAM Aga lAgI, pachI kayAM javuM? tema caMdrakAMta bicAre duHkhathI chUTavA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [923 Icche che paNa jyAM jAya tyAM tenA lamaNe duHkha jhIMkAyeluM che. jeNe caMdrakAMtane vecAta lIdhe te to savArathI sAMja sudhI tenI pAse kALI majurI karAve che. caMdrakAMtane baLadIyAnI jema khetaramAM kAma karavAnuM. have tenI uMmara 13 varSanI thaI che eTale tenAmAM zeDI hiMmata AvI che. Akho divasa majurI karAve tyAre mAtra cAra AnA Ape che. cAra AnAmAM je maLe te lAvIne khAI lete ane peTa bharate. tene vecAto lIdho che eTale paisA te vasUla karavA joIe ne ? tethI kALI mahenata kare che. caMdrakAMtane saMtanI maLelI zItaLa chAMyaDI : eka vAra tene khabara paDI ke A gAmamAM jainanA saMta padhAryA che paNa jAya kevI rIte ? nokarImAMthI chUTI maLe tyAre jaI zake ne? eka divasa te zAkabhAjI levA gaye hatuM. tyAMthI sIdhe upAzraya gaye. gurUne vaMdana karI tyAM beTho. caMdrakAMtanA mukha parathI dekhAI AvyuM ke A chokaro che sAro paNa duHkhI hoya tevuM dekhAya che, eTale pUchayuM- bhAI ! tuM koNa che? kayAM rahe che ? gurUdeva ! huM eka duHkhIyAre chokaro chuM. mArA pApa karmothI huM duHkha bhogavI rahyo chuM. huM cha varSano hato tyAre eka aThavADiyAmAM mArA mA-bApa baMne mane nirAdhAra raDatuM mUkIne cAlyA gayA, pachI mArA mAmA mAmI mane laI gayA. temaNe mane A rIte duHkhI karyo. teNe pitAnA duHkhanI badhI vAta karI. caMdrakAMtanI karUNa kathanI sAMbhaLatAM saMtane paNa duHkha thayuM, jainakuLamAM janmelA chokarAnI kameM A dazA karI ? kameM tene kevA nAca nacAvyA. gurUdeve kahyuM -bhAI! sukha-duHkha maLavA e zubhAzubha karmonuM phaLa che. tuM roja zraddhApUrvaka navakAra maMtra gaNaje. ame A gAmamAM cAturmAsa AvIzuM pachI tArI khabara laIzuM. tane A baMdhanamAMthI choDAvIza. saMtanA mIThA madhurA zabdo sAMbhaLatA tenA haiyAmAM zAMti thaI. jANe Aje tene mAbApa na maLyA hoya ! e apUrva AnaMda thaye. pachI caMdrakAMta te ghera gayo. kAma kare che. ne manamAM navakAramaMtrano jApa kare che. be traNa mAsa vItyA bAda saMta cAturmAsa AvyA. te saMghane bolAvIne kahyuMbhAIe ! amuka bhAIe eka chekasane vecAte lIdhe che te tene choDAvI Ave ane tene sthAnakIyA tarIke rAkhe. saMte te chokarAnI badhI kahAnI kahI eTale badhAne dayA AvI ane paisA ApIne chokarAne tyAMthI choDAvI lIdhuM. caMdrakAMta AvIne gurUnA caraNamAM paDe ne kahyuM- gurUdeva ! ApanuM sAruM thaje, Ape mane baMdhanamAMthI choDA ema kahetA khUba raDe. tene sthAnakIyA tarIke tyAM nekarI apAvI. upAzrayanuM kAmakAja kare ane gurUdeva pAse sAmAyika pratikramaNa zIkhe. saMtanI sAthe gaucarI jAya ane zrAvakone ghera jame. caMdrakAMtane te jANe svarganuM sukha maLI gayuM hoya tevo AnaMda thaye. te saMtanI khUba sevAbhakita kare. divase TAIma maLe tyAre sAmAyika laIne besI jAya. kayAreka pauSadha paNa kare. te khUba ArAdhanAmAM joDAI gaye. dharmathI pAmya mahAsukha : eka vAra dAnavIra sajajana zeThanA manamAM vicAra

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924 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi thayA ke A chokarA tenA karme du:khI thayA che paNa te khUba sArA kuLanA ane sadguNI chokaro dekhAya che. tene sthAnakIyA tarIke rAkhavA jevA nathI, tene huM mAre ghera laI jAuM. te sukhI thaze. A zeThane kAI saMtAna na hatuM. temane A chekarI maLI gayA. chekaro paNa khUba DAhyo ane vivekI che eTale zeThane peAtAnA dIkarA jevA vahAlA lAgyA. zeTha ca`drakAMtane peAtAnA dIkarAnI jema rAkhe che. caMdrakAMtane game tevuM sukha maLyuM paNa te dharmIne cheDatA nathI. te samaje che ke dharmAMnA pratApe huM sukhI thayA chuM. tyAM te khUba Ana`dathI rahe che. zeThane dIkarA hatA nahi eTale A cheAkarAne dattaka lai lIdheA tene gharanI badhI supattinA mAlika banAvyeA. A vAta dhIme dhIme mAmAnA kAne paheAMcI. ca`drakAMta dhara cheDIne gayA te pachI koi divasa mAmA mAmIe kharbhara lIdhI nathI ke caMdrakAMta karyAM gayA ? zuM khAdhu ke na khAdhuM ? tene zu thayu ? pazu temane khakhara maLI ke bhANAne dattaka lIdhA che eTale mAmI mAmAne kahe che ke cAleA, ApaNe jaie. te teA gayA. jaine zeThane kahe ke A to mAro bhANIye che tame dattaka lenAra keNu ? Apa tene mane soMpI Dho. ca'drakAMte kahyuM-Ape mane meTo karyAM te mATe ApanA AbhAra; paNa have A mArA sAcA mA-bApa che. zeTha ca'drakAMtanI badhI kahAnI jANatA hatA. eTale tene ApavAnI nA pADI. ca'drakAMta te have sukhanA sAgaramAM jhule che. te dharma ne bhUlatA nathI. kahevAnA Azaya e che ke karmAM jyAre rUThe tyAre koi sazu' thatuM nathI. karelA karyAM jIvane peAtAne bhAgavavA paDe che. jyAre jIva dharmanu zaraNuM le che tyAre kane haMphAvI zake che, mATe jIvanamAM dharmAMne kayAre paNa bhUlatA nahi. samaya thaI gayA che. vadhu bhAva avasare. ( pAnA vadhI javAthI khabbe, traNa traNa vyAkhyAnanA sAra bhegA lakhyA che. ) Aso vada amAsa ne magaLavAra : vyAkhyAna na.103 : tA. 12-11-85 divALI ' 44 parama tattvanA praNetA, zAsanapati bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe A dIpAvalInA pavitra divaseAmAM arihaMta padamAMthI siddha padamAM jatAM pahelA seALa prahara sudhI uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane vipAka sUtranI dezanAnA dhodha vahAvyA. A parva samasta hindu ma ujave che paNa sahu sahunA uddeza judA che. jaine dipAvalI ujave che te kayA uddezathI te ApaNe vicArIe. divALInA traNa divasamAM pahele divasa dhanaterasa. dhanaterasanA divase bharata mahArAjAnI ayudhazALAmAM cakraratna utpanna thayuM. jemane cha khaMDa sAdhavA javAnu hoya temane cakraratnanI pUjA karavI paDe. eka vadhAmaNI cakraratna utpanna thayAnI AvI. bIjI vadhAmaNI e AvI ke RSabhadeva bhagavAnane ketraLajJAna thayu che. trIjI vadhAmaNI AvI ke paTarANIe putrane janma ApyA. A traNa vadhAmaNI eka sAthe AvI. tamArI pAse AvI traNa vadhAmaNI Ave te khissAmAMthI neTa kADhIne kone Apaze ?

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 25 (zretA- kevaLajJAnanI vadhAmaNI denArane) sAcuM bole che ne? bele. saMsAranI vadhAmaNI ne mukhya gaNazone? pahelo AvakAra kene? saMhAraka cakaratnane ke abhayadAyI kevaLajJAnane? : bharata mahArAjA kSaNu vAra to tamArA jevA banI gayA. manamAM thayuM ke jenAthI cha khaMDa sadhAya evA cakraratnanI pUjA pahelI karavI joIe mATe tenI pUjA karI lauM. pachI bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna thayuM che tyAM jAuM. ATale vicAra AvyA paNa kSaNavAramAM e vicArathI pAchA vaLyA. pahelI pUjA karananI ke kevaLajJAnanI ? A vicAra AvatAnI sAthe vivekI bharata mahArAjAne pazcAtApa thayo ke are! meM A zuM karyuM? ke mUDhatAbharyo vicAra karyo? konI sAthe kenI tulanA karI? kenI haroLamAM kene besADyuM ? dhikkAra che mArA AtmAne ! meM ke adhama vicAra karyo? huM saMsAranA sukhamAM lupta banyo? cakraratna utpanna thayuM che e to hiMsAnuM sAdhana che. huM cha khaMDa sAdhavA jaIza tyAre keTalI laDAIo karavI paDaze ane keTalA jIvono saMhAra thaze? keTalA pApa baMdhAze? tenAthI maLaze te saMsAranuM sukha ja ne! kyAM jagatanA sUkSama paNa anaMtA jene abhayadAna denAruM kevaLajJAna ane kayAM moTA duzmana jInA saMhAra karavAnuM cakaratna! meM kevI mUrkhatA karI ke AvA saMhAraka cakaratna sAthe abhayadAyI kevaLajJAnanI sarakhAmaNI karI! dhikkAra che mArI A adhama bhAvanAne ke jeNe mane mahAna viveka cUkA ? pahele AvakAra kevaLajJAnane Apavo joIe ke je kevaLajJAnI bhagavAnathI mArA AtmAnA dvAra khulavAnA che ane mArA uddhAra mATe paNa temanuM zaraNuM levuM paDaze evI vadhAmaNIne meM pahelI yAda na karI ! ane hiMsAkArI. vadhAmaNune yAda karI ! bharata mahArAjAno ke adbhUta viveka : bharata mahArAjAe kevI suMdara khatavaNI karI. A khatavaNI karatAM nakakI karyuM ke have pahelo utsava kevaLajJAnane karuM. emAM cakaratnane rahevuM hoya te rahe ne javuM hoya te jAya. kSaNavAra vIjaLInA jhabakArA jevA kuvicAra pachI tarata pragaTele bharata mahArAjAne A viveka ApaNa jIvanamAM kaMIka bodhapATha Ape che. khUbI to e che ke je cakraratnanA baLa para cha khaMDanA vijetA cakravatI banavAnuM che. e cakraratnanI oLakha e cha khaMDanI samRddhi denAra tarIke nahi paNa jIvasaMhAraka tarIke kare che. zA mATe ? cakraratna karatA kevaLajJAnanI kiMmata anaMta gaNI samajAI che. tIrthakara bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAnanuM anaMta jIne abhayadAyitva temanI AMkha sAme taravare che. enI meTI vizeSatA emane dekhAya che. tethI cakarananI ane putra janmanI vadhAmaNIne gauNa karI ane kevaLajJAnanI vadhAmaNIne mukhya mAnI. aha! mArA pitA evA RSabhadeva bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna thayuM? A samAcArathI temanuM haiyuM evuM harakhAI gayuM, e AnaMda AvyuM ke kadAca tamane 25 lAkhanI leTarI lAgI jAya ne je AnaMda Ave te paNa bharata mahArAjAnA AnaMdanI tole na Ave. e AnaMda AvyuM ke te tarata darzana karavA gayA ne sAthe marUdevI

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926 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi mAtAne paNa laI gayA. marUdevI mAtA hAthInI aMbADIe kevaLajJAna pAmyA ne mekSe gayA. e badhI vAta Apa jANe che. kaMIka che bole che ke marUdevA mAtAne hAthInI aMbADIe ane bharata mahArAjAne arIsA bhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna thayuM to amane paNa evI rIte thaI jaze. devAnupriye! A AtmAo pUrva janmamAM kevI jambara sAdhanA karIne AvyA che tyAre A rIte kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM che. ema ja thayuM nathI sAdhanA vagara siddhi nathI. ApaNuM cAlu adhikAramAM AnaMda zrAvake 11 paDimAonuM vahana karyuM. bAhya ane AtyaMtara tapa sAdhanA keTalI karI! zarIra kRza thaI gayuM sAthe kaSAyone paNa kuza karI dIdhI. jeTalI kaSAyo maMda paDe teTalI AtmajAgRti vadhatI jAya. jAgRti Ave eTale jIvanamAM prakAza thAya. rAtre UMgha Ave na Ave chatAM tamArI jema gaLI khAvAno vicAra na karyo paNa dharma jAjhikA karI. rAtre sUtA sUtA dharmamaMthana, ciMtana karatAM (2) vicAra Avyo ke tapazcaryAnA kAraNe mAruM zarIra sAve kRza thaI gayuM che. zarIramAM nase naso dekhAvA lAgI che. chatAM haju utthAna, baLa, vIrya, karma, purUSArtha, zraddhA, dhRti, ane saMvega vidyamAna che eTale haju mArAmAM utthAna che, zaktibaLa che te tene gopavavA nahi. temaNe e vicAra na karyo ke zarIra sAva azakta kRza thaI gayuM che te have huM ghera jaIne mAlamalIdA khAIne zarIrane sAruM banAvu. nA. he. e vicAra Ave kayAMthI ? temane te eka ja laganI che ke karmanA baMdhanathI mukta thavuM che, tethI zuM vicAra karyo ? "me dhamaraNa dhovANa maLe mAve mahAvIre ukaLa suthI virU, tAva tA meM seyaM kalla jAva jalaMte apacchima mAraNAMtiya saMlehaNA jhusaNA jhusiyassa / " jyAM sudhI mArA dharmAcArya, dharmopadezaka zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra rAgadveSa rahita thaIne suhastinI jema vicAre che tyAM sudhI huM aMtima mAraNAMtika saMlekhanA aMgIkAra karuM e ja mArA mATe zreyakara che. temaNe bhagavAna vicare che tyAM sudhI saMthAro karavAne vicAra karyo. tenuM kAraNa e che ke dharmAnuSThAnane mATe gurUdevanI upasthiti hovI atyaMta upayogI che tethI utsAha vadhe che ane keI prakArane saMzaya ke muzkelI utpanna thAya te tenuM nivAraNa thaI jAya che. temaNe eka vicAra karyo ke A jIvana eka sAdhana che. sAdhya nathI. A sAdhana dvArA sAdhyanI siddhi karavAnI che. jyAM sudhI A sAdhana sAdhya prAptimAM sahAyaka bane tyAM sudhI ene sAcavavAnuM. jyAre A sAdhana sAdhya prAptimAM bAdhA kare, sahAyabhUta na bane tyAre ene choDI devuM gya che. roga, azakti, athavA bIjA kAraNethI jyAre ema lAge ke have A zarIra vikAsane badale patana tarapha laI jaze, manamAM utsAha na rahe, bhAvanA malIna bane, aneka ciMtAo satAve, AvI sthiti AvatA pahelAM zarIrano tyAga kara, saMthAra kare e che. AnaMda zramaNopAsake paNa A nizcaya karyo. jyAM sudhI mArAmAM thelI zakti che tyAM sudhI huM

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 927 aMtima saMlekhaNa aMgIkAra karyuM. A rIte vicAra karIne bIje divase savAre temaNe saMlekhaNane svIkAra karyo. saMthAro e jIvananuM aMtima vrata che. jIvananuM mApayaMtra che. saMthAro karyA pachI maMkoDA, kIDI ke koI jIvajaMtu AvIne zarIra para caDhI jAya te hAyaya na kare ke rADo na pADe. pahelA mahApurUSe parvata para jaIne saMthArA karatA hatA. AnaMda zrAvakane dehAdhyAsa chUTI gaye, tethI chellA zvAsocchavAsa cAle tyAM sudhI zarIrane vesarAvI dIdhuM ane navakeTIe paccakakhANa karyA. mRtyunI AkAMkSA na karatA thakA zAMta cittathI ciMtana, mananamAM pitAne aMtima samaya vyatIta karavA lAgyA. mAtra Atma ciMtanamAM lIna banI gayA. jevI rIte jIvavAnI AkAMkSA choDI tevI rIte maravAnI IcchAne paNa tyAga karyo. arthAta temaNe evuM paNa na vicAryuM ke bhUkha tarasanA kAraNe kaSTa thAya, duHkha thAya che tethI mRtyu jaladI Ave te sAruM evo paNa vicAra na karyo. jIvana, maraNa, yaza, kIti A lekanA sukha ke paralekanA sukha Adi badhA IcchAothI nivRtta thaIne mAtra AtmaciMtanamAM masta banI gayA. A divALInA divasomAM caudaza ane amAsanA bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA mATe navamalI ane nava lacchI 18 dezanA rAjAo chaThTha pauSadha karIne AtmamastI sahita besI gayA. temanA dilamAM e AghAta hato ke have ApaNe prabhu mekSe padhAraze. ApaNuM manamAM saMzayanuM samAdhAna koNa karaze ? A bharatakSetramAM arihaMta bhagavAnane ApaNane viyoga paDaze. A divasomAM jainadarzanamAM eTale maDutva che ke bhagavAna zAsanapati mahAvIra svAmI mokSe pahoMcyA ane gautama svAmIne kevaLajJAna thayuM. tame telanA keDiyA pragaTAve che temAM keTalA chanI hiMsA thAya che. gautama svAmIe jJAnanA dIvaDA pragaTAvyA. je dIpakane prakAza kayAre ya jhAMkho thAya nahi ne bUjhAya nahi. divALI kevI ujavaze?? A divALImAM vahepArIo varSabharanI Avaka jAvakanA hisAba cokhkhA kare che. besatA varSathI navA hisAba lakhAya che. divALI e zrI prabhu mahAvIra devanA nirvANanuM parva che-vahepAranA saravaiyA ghaNuM kADhayA have A divasomAM AtmAnuM sAcuM saravaiyuM kADhe. bAra mahinAmAM AtmA caDha keTale? athavA caDhayo ke pAcho paDyo. ? kAmanuM sthAna saMyama, krodhanuM sthAna prema, lebhanuM sthAna udAratAe, mehanuM sthAna anAsaktio ane abhimAnanuM sthAna namratAe lIdhuM kharuM? varSabharamAM ApaNuM rAgadveSa vadhyA ke ghaTayA?? svAthI banyA ke paramAthI ? saMkucita banyA ke vizALa ? AkhA varSamAM AtmaguNanI prApti thaI ke hAni thaI? udAratA, sadAcAra, sahanazIlatA, viveka, karUNA ane sahiSNutA Adi guNe vadhyA ke ghaTayA? A meLa kADhaye che kharA ? vepArIo paDAnI ciMtA kare to ApaNe A divase jIvanane hisAba tapAsavAnI ciMtA karavI joIe. prakAzanA A mahAna parvamAM ApaNAmAM avaguNa rUpI aMdhAruM thaMka chupAIne paDayuM rahe te kema cAle ? bAhya jagatamAM ghara

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928 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi gharamAM dIvaDAnI hAramALA geAThavAi gaI hoya. dravya prakAza jhaLahaLatA hAya paNa AtmAmAM aMdhakAra hoya te kema cAle ? dipAvalInu parva ApaNane e sUcana kare che ke AtmAmAM jhAkamajhALa kayAre thaze ? A parva gharanA uMbarA para mUkelA dIvA jevuM che. `kharA para mUkeza dIvA aMdaranA ane bahAranA ane khaDane prakAzita kare che. tema A mahAna parva bhUtakALane jhINavaTathI tapAsa karavAnu' ane bhaviSyakALane ujjavaLa karavAnu pa` che. divALInA divase badhA copaDApUjana karIne zuM mAMgaze ? dhannA zAlIbhadranI riddhi. samyagdaSTi AtmA zu' nAzavaMta riddhi mAMge ? nA. A divaseAmAM te prabhue dezanAnA dhodha vahAvyeA. evA divase samakitI AtmA nAzavaMta lakSmI mAMge ? je divase vairAgyanAM phuvArA uchaLyA hatA, tyAganA dhodha vahI rahyA hatA evA divase dhannA zAlIbhadranI riddhi mAMgavAnI hAya ! je riddhinA teoe tyAga karyA hatA tene tame mAMgI rahyA che. e mAMgavAthI teA samyaktva milana thAya. A mahAtmAe pAse mAMgavA lAyaka ghaNu` che. mAMge te emanI pAse dAna ane tyAga mAMgA, gautama svAmInI labdhi mAMgA che paNa vicAra karo ke e labdhi AvI kayAMthI ? gurUbhakti na heAta tA e labdhi kayAMthI Avata! mATe emanI gurUbhakti mAMgeA. graMthakAra kahe che ke bhagavAnanA nirvANunA samAcAra sAMbhaLatA gautama svAmI nAnA bALakanI jema dhruske dhruske raDI paDayA. zuM mArA bhagavAna cAlyA gayA ? vIra....vIranA raTaNathI rAga dUra thayA ane vItarAgatA para emanI dRSTi sthira thaI . ane tyAM dhAtI karmAMnA bhUkkA uDADayA ane kevaLajJAnanI nyAta pragaTAvI. temanA jIvanamAM traNa mahAna guNA hatA--saraLatA, nirdoSatA ane samipa tatA. cAra jJAna ane cauda pUnA jANakAra hatA. dvAdazAMgInA svayaM racayitA ane prathama gaNadhara heAvA chatAM e pavitra purUSa pAse saraLatA, nirdoSatA ane samarpitatAnA je guNA hatA te ajabagajaba koTinA hatA. e traNa guNA ApaNane preraNA Ape che ke tame game teTalA moTA ane, jJAnI aneA paNa gurU bhagava'ta pAse saraLa, nirdoSa ane samarpita rahejo, A traNa guNA haze teA kalyANa dUra nathI ane temanI labdhi pazu maLavAnI, mATe e tArakanI gurUbhakti mAMgeA. abhayakumAranI dhabuddhi mAMgeA. yavanI zeThane sadAcAra mAMgeA. ane bAhubalIjInuM vivekavALuM khaLa mAMge. A sAthe puNiyA zrAvakanI sAmAyika, dhannA aNugAranA tapa, sthUlIbhadra svAmInuM brahmacaya ane prabhu mahAvIra svAmInI kSamA paNa mAMgo. A divALI evI ujavA ke AvatI divALIe jIvana AvuM ne Avu... jApremI na rahe. tamArI ujavaNI ane hu' je ujavaNI kahuM chuM temAM pharaka che. divALImAM navA navA kapaDA paheravA, sAruM sAruM jamavuM, phaTAkaDA phoDavA A badhuM karIne tame divALI ujavaze. kaMIka mAnavIe teA jUnu' kADhI nAMkhaze ane navuM vasAvaze. kapaDA, vastu badalAvI nAMkhaze paNa jJAnI kahe che ke A badhuM badalAvA karatAM eka ' svabhAva ' ne

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 929 badalavAnI jarUra che. sAmAnya bAbatamAM jIvane krodha AvI jAya, tenA manamAM ukaLATa AvI jAya, mana azAMta khanI jAya che te svabhAvane badalavAnA che. jo ApaNe svabhAvane alIzuM teA sAcI divALI ujavI kahevAya. A divaseAmAM hisAbanA cApaDA ceAkhA thaI gayA paNa kaSAyanA cApaDA evA ne evA goTALAvALA rahyA te zu karavAnuM ? phaTAkaDA phoDIne AnaMda manAvA paNa vicAra teA kare| A phaTAkaDA keTalA jIveAnA dilamAM phaphaDATa pedA karAve che. keTalA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che ? phaTAkaDA phADA tA kusaskArAnA ane rAga-dveSanA phADA ke jemAM badhA pApA maLIne sApha thai jAya. Aje tame e dhyeya nakkI karA ke have AvatI divALI pahelA niveda ane vairAgyanA phuvArA jIvanamAM uDe. A deza, uttama kuLa, vIranuM virATa zAsana maLyuM chatAM duniyAnA padArthoM jo jIvane gAMDAghelA banAve. e padArthAnA jIva saravaiyA kADhe ane AtmAnA saravaiyAnI vAta na kare te AtmAne zuM lAbha thAya ? A visAmAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe kevA apUrva lAbha ane zAzvata AnaMda meLavyeA. aNuttaragaM paramaM mahesI, asesamma sa visohatA / siddhi zarU sAmaLatavatte, nAmeLa sIje ca sameLa | sUya.a.6.gA. 17 maharSi bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI samyak jJAna, dana, cAritranA zuddha pAlanathI jJAnAvaraNIya Adi AThe karmone kSaya karIne sarvAMttama siddhipadane prApta karI, jenI Adi che paNa aMta nathI evI pAMcamI gatinA zAzvata sukhAne pAmyA ane gautama svAmIe kevaLajJAnanI adbhuta jyAta pragaTAvI. A kAraNathI jaine divALInA parvanI ujavaNI kare che. A parvanI ujavaNI tapa tyAgathI karavAnI che. ApaNe tyAM aThThama, chaThThuM ghaNA meATA pramANamAM thayA che. mAtApitAnA viyeAga karatA arihaMta bhagavAnanA viyega asahya che. meAjazekha karI, keDiyAnA dipaka pragaTAvI, phaTAkaDA phoDI, ghUgharA, suMvALI khAine divALI ujavA e sAcI divALI nathI paNa karmAMnA kITANuone dUra karavA ahiMsAnA dArUgoLA phADA, sayamanA zasro sajo, tyAga, vairAgya ane prAcaya rUpI ragabera'gI apeAriyA pragaTAve, ajJAna aMdhakArane dUra karavA jJAnanA prakAza pAtharo, zuddha bhAvanAnA sAthiyA pUrA ane ratnatrayanI raMgoLI pUrI cAritranA teja jhaLakAve tA sAcI divALI ujavI kahevAya. nUtana vaSa~nA maMgala prabhAte nUtana jIvana jIvavAnA saMkalpa karo e zubhecchA sahita viramuM chuM. ( pU. mahAsatIjIe bhagavAnanA nirvANu upara khUba vistArathI kahyuM hatuM. paNa vyAkhyAnanA pAnA vadhI javAnA kAraNe kALIcaudaza ane divALInuM byAkhyAna TUkamAM bhezu' lakhyuM che. ) 59

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930 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi kArataka suda 5 ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 104 : tA. 17-11-85 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene! Aje jJAna paMcamIne pavitra divasa che. anaMtajJAnI bhagavaMtoe jJAnanI mahattA khUba gAI che. jJAnane jeTalI upamAo, jeTalA vizeSaNo ApIe teTalA ochA che, AcAryo pharamAve che pIyUSam samudrotthaM, rasAyana manauSadham / ananyApekSamaizvarya, jJAnamAhumenISiNe // samudramAMthI nahi utpanna thayeluM chatAM evuM jJAna amRta che. auSadhionA pragathI nahi baneluM chatAM jJAna e rasAyaNa che ane anyanI apekSAvALuM nahi chatAM jJAna e ezvaryA che. - jJAnI kahe che ke jJAna e amRta che. duniyA jema mAne che ke amRta samudramAMthI utpanna thAya che tevI rIte utpanna thayeluM A amRta nathI. A te svataH amRta che. rasAyaNa auSadhethI utpanna thAya che paNa A jJAnane te auSadhanI jarUra nathI. duniyAnuM ezvarya bIjI sAmagrIomAM che paNa A jJAnane bIjI sAmagrInI jarUra nathI. eTale ke vataH adharyuM che. prabhunA zAsanamAM jJAnI keNa ane ajJAnI koNa ? jeNe ghaNAM pustako vAMcyA hoya, duniyAmAM moTo vidvAna gaNatA heya, ghaNI DIgrI meLavI hoya chatAM jenuM dhyeya mokSanuM nathI ene jainadarzana jJAnI tarIke svIkAravAnI nA pADe che ane jenAmAM moTA moTA pustako bhaNavAnI, vAMcavAnI ke samajAvavAnI zakti na heya chatAM jenuM dhyeya mAtra muktinI sAdhanA che te jJAnI che. mAro AtmA mokSane kyAre meLavaze ? kaI rItanI mArI pravRtti hoya te mokSa pamAya, e jAtanI bhAvanAne jaina darzana utkRSTa jJAna kahe che. jJAnI te che ke jene saMsAra pratye arUcI ane mokSa pratye rUcI pedA thaI hoya. jJAnanI prApti thayA pachI paNa je rAgAdi zatruo vadhatA rahe ane kaSAye ghaTatI na hoya te te jJAna sAcuM jJAna nathI. sUrya udayamAna thavA chatAM je aMdhakAra rahe te kahevuM paDe ke haju sUrya ugyA nathI tema jJAna prApta thayuM tyAre kahevAya ke rAgAdi zatruo ane krodhAdi durguNo rUpI aMdhakArane nAza thata jAya, mATe jaina darzana kahe che ke muktipadanI bhAvanA te samyaga jJAna ane e bhAvanA jenAmAM heya te jJAnI. "jJAnanuM dAna pAmelA AtmAone saMsArane saMnipAta na hoya, tuccha padArthonI kheMcatANa na heya." AvA samyaka jJAnathI AtmAne zuM lAbha thAya ? jJAnadAnena jAnAti, jantustasya hitAhitam / vetti jIvAditattvAni, virati ya samaznute // jJAnadAnathI Ama tenA hitAhitane jANe che. jIvAdi tane jANe che ane viratine pAme che. jJAnathI jIva kalyANanA mArgane ane pApanA mArgane jANe che. pachI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 931 baMnemAMthI je mAga zreya lAge tenuM AcaraNa kare che. jemanA jIvanamAM samyapha jJAnane dIpaka pragaTa che evA AnaMda zrAvake saMthAra karyo. saMthArAmAM khUba AtmaciMtana, zuddha adhyavasAya ane AtmasamAdhimAM masta banI gayA. saMsAranI tamAma jhaMjhaTa choDI AtmamastInI moja mANI rahyA che. ____taeNaM tassa ANaMdassa samaNovAsagassa annayA kayAha subheNa ajjhavasANeNaM subheNa pariNAmeNa, sAhiM visujjhamANehiM tayAvaraNijjAja kammAjakha ovasameNaM ohinANaM samune A rIte dharmaciMtana karatA thakA AnaMda zrAvakane eka divasa zubha adhyavasAya zubha pariNAma ane vizuddha lezyAnA kAraNe avadhijJAnAvaraNa kamano kSayopazama thaI gayo ane avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM. AnaMda zrAvaka temanI sAdhanAmAM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhatA rahyA. temane lezyA paNa zubha eTale teju, padama, zukala A traNe zubha lezyA ane sArA zubha adhyavasAyanA kAraNe emane AtmA vadhu ne vadhu nirmaLa banato gayo. pariNAme temane avadhijJAna utpanna thayuM. avadhijJAnanA svAmI cAre gatimAM hoya. nArakI ane devene bhavaAzrI avadhijJAna che. eTale tyAM utpanna thAya ke tarata thaI jAya. temAM jIva samakitI hoya te avadhijJAna thAya ane mithyAvI hoya te virbhAgajJAna thAya. manuSya ane tiryaMcane kSepazamathI thAya te guNaAzrI che. jJAna pAMca prakAranA che. matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, mana:paryavajJAna ane kevaLajJAna. tamane koI pUche ke eka jIvane eka sAthe keTalA jJAna hoya ? be, traNa ane cAra. be heya te mati ane zrata jJAna. naMdIsUtramAM bhagavate 4thu cha / " jattha AbhiNibohiyanANaM tattha suyanANa jattha suyanANa tatthA'bhiNi vodicanAla roDa, thAruM aoreogRgyAruM ! jyAM matijJAna hoya tyAM zrutajJAna hoya, jyAM zrutajJAna hoya tyAM matijJAna hoya. e be jJAna sAthe hoya. traNa jJAna hoya to mati, zruta, avadhi athavA mati zrata, ane mana:paryava. cAra hoya to mati, zrata, avadhi, mana:paryava ane eka hoya te kevaLajJAna. kevaLajJAna jevuM kaMI nathI. "devanA dara vAkuM, sarva vidaM, savya vaDhi, sadare mare bALarU pAvarU " | kevaLajJAnI sarva dravyo, sarva kSetra, sarva kALa ane sarva bhAvane jANe che ane dekhe che. Aje jJAnapaMcamIne divasa che. ApaNuM adhikAramAM paNa jJAnanI vAta AvI che. AnaMda zrAvakane avadhijJAna thayuM. avadhijJAnanA bhagavAne cha prakAra batAvyA che. (1) bAjumira : tame game tyAM besa, hare, pharo, game tyAM jAva paNa A AnugAmika avadhijJAna sAthe ne sAthe jAya. tenA be prakAra che. aMtaHgata ane madhyagata. aMtaHgatanA traNa prakAra (1) purataH aMtaHgata te zarIranA AgalA bhAganA kSetramAM jANe dekhe. (2) mAgataH aMtaHgata te zarIranA bAjunA bhAganA kSetramAM jANe dekhe. (3) pAzvataH aMtaHgata. te zarIranA be pArzva bhAganA kSetramAM jANe dekhe. te je tarapha jANe, dekhe te bAju tarapha saMkhyAtA, asaMkhyAtA, jana sudhI jANe dekhe. madhyagata avadhijJAna te sarva dizA,

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932 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi vidizA tarapha saMkhyAtA jana sudhI jANe dekhe. A AnugAmika avadhijJAna. (2) bAjumAM te je sthAnamAM, je kSetramAM avadhijJAna thayuM hoya tyAM Ave te dekhe. bIjA sthAnamAM jAya te na dekhe. (3) ramALa : vardhamAnaka avadhijJAna prazasta lezyAnA adhyavasAye karI tathA vizuddha cAritranA pariNAme karI sarva prakAre avadhijJAnanI vRddhi thAya tene vardhamAnaka avadhijJAna kahe che. (4) himALA : hIyamAna avadhijJAna. te aprazasta lezyAnA pariNAme karI azubha dhyAne karI avizuddha cAritranA pariNAmathI AveluM avadhijJAna thoDuM thoDuM ghaTatuM jAya tene hIyamAna avadhijJAna kahevAya. (5) divAjhudya : pratipAtI avadhijJAna. je avadhijJAna prApta thayA pachI cAlyuM jAya te pratipAtI avadhijJAna. (6) aparivArU H apratipAtI-avadhijJAna. je avadhijJAna AvyA pachI jAya nahi te apaDivAI avadhijJAna. nArakI ane devatAne AnugAmika, apratipAtI ane avasthita e traNa prakAranuM avadhijJAna hoya. manuSya ane tiryaMcane badhA prakAranuM avadhijJAna hoya. cothuM mana:paryavajJAna. mana:paryavajJAnI aDhI dvIpamAM rahelA saMjJI paMcenidrayanA manogata bhAvane jANe dekhe. mana:paryavajJAna kone thAya ? saMkhyAtA varSanuM AyuSyavALA karmabhUminA garbhaja manuSyanA paryAptAne thAya. temAM paNa samakitI, apramatta saMyati ane labdhIdhArI heya tene thAya. avadhijJAna cAre gatimAM thAya paNa mana:paryavajJAna te mAtra manuSyone thAya. manuSyamAM paNa jenAmAM ATalA bala heya tene thAya. manaH paryAva jJAnanA be bheda. anumati ane vipulamati. jumativALo kadAca paDe paNa vipulamativALo na paDe. kevaLajJAna te cAra ghAtI karmone kSaya kare tyAre thAya. - AjanA divasanuM nAma che jJAnapaMcamI. Aje jJAnanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. bhagavAna bolyA che ke "paDhamaM nALuM to cA ! " paheluM jJAna ane pachI dayA. jJAna paheluM zA mATe kahyuM ? je jJAna haze, jIvAjIvane, puNya pApane jANatA haze to te jIvonI dayA pALI zakaze, jJAna nahi hoya to dayA kenI pALaze ? ApaNuM AtmAe pUrva bhavamAM jJAnI para dveSa karyo hoya, tene avarNavAda bolyA hoya, jJAnInA upakAra oLavyA hoya, jJAna bhaNatAM aMtarAya pADI hoya, tenI sAthe jhaghaDA karyA hoya te jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya. tenA kAraNe jIvane mUMgApaNuM, babaDApaNuM Ave, bhaNatara na caDhe mATe jJAna AvaDe tevA prayatna karavA. jJAna jevuM koI sukha nathI ne ajJAna jevuM duHkha nathI. ajJAnanuM aMdhAruM te bhayaMkara honArata saje che. aMdhakAre sajelo anartha : eka bhAI rastAmAM cAlyA jatA hatA. rastAmAM eka sukhI, zrImaMta, mahAvaibhavazALI kuTuMbane dIkaro dhruske dhrusake raDatA joye. tene ghera kaI kamInA na hatI, chatAM ATaluM badhuM raDate joI te bhAIne vicAra thayo ke A cheka ATale badho kema raDe che ? te nAno nathI. yuvAna che. tenuM zarIra taMdurasta dekhAya che. tenA para evuM kayuM duHkha AvI paDayuM haze ke jethI te ATaluM badhuM raDe che ? chevaTe te bhAI tenI pAse gaye. jaIne tenA mAthe hAtha mUkIne pUchayuM-beTA ! tuM ATaluM badhuM kema raDe che? tAre mAbApa che, saMpatti khUba che, zarIra nirogI che

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[ 933 zAradA ziromaNi ] chatAM ATaluM badhuM raDavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? tyAre te chokarAe raDatA raDatA kahyuM-bhAI ! mArA mitranuM mRtyu thayuM che. tene mane khUba AghAta che. te bhAIe kahyuM chekarA ! jene janma che te badhAne mRtyu te eka divasa AvavAnuM nizcita che. moDA ke vahelA saune javAnuM che. chokarAe kahyuM-te mAro jigarajAna dosta hatuM. be divasa pahelA ame baMne eka mitrane maLavA jatA hatAM. te mitranuM makAna trIje mALe hatuM. be mALa ame caDhI gayA ne eka mALa bAkI hato tyAM ekAeka lAITa jatI rahI. ghanaghora aMdhAruM thaI gayuM. dAdara te dekhAya nahi. thoDI vAra ame ubhA rahyA paNa lAITa te na AvI. dAdara goLa vAMkocUka hatA. tyAM aMdhArAmAM saheja AbhAsamAM doraDA jevuM laTakatuM joyuM. ame vicAra karyo ke deraDuM pakaDIne upara caDhI jazuM, vadhe nahi Ave. mAro mitra deraDuM pakaDIne caDhavA gaye paNa koNa jANe zuM thayuM ke jevuM doraDuM pakaDayuM tevI tenA mukhamAMthI kAramI cIsa nIkaLI gaI ane bheMya paDI gaye. barAbara te samaye lAITa AvI gaI. huM jovA gayo ke mArA mitrane zuM thayuM ? pAse jaIne joyuM te tenuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM hatuM. A dazya jotAM huM to hebakAI gayA ke be miniTamAM mArA mitrane zuM thayuM? Ama kema banI gayuM ? vicAra karatAM najara doraDA para paDI ke je deraDAne mArA mitre upara javA mATe pakaDayuM hatuM, paNa kharekhara te doraDuM na hatuM, sApa na hatuM paNa IlekaTrIka vAyaranuM deraDuM hatuM. emAMthI vAyaro chUTA paDI gayA hatA. dAdaranI bhIMta para moTA akSare lakhyuM hatuM ke ahIM IlekaTrIka vAyaro tUTI gayelA che. tene koIe hAtha lagADa nahi. tene aDavAmAM jAnanuM jokhama che. ghanaghora aMdhArAmAM A lakheluM dekhAyuM nahi, tethI tene deraDuM mAnI lIdhuM. te IlekaTrIka deraDAne aDatA tene soTa lAgI gayo ane tenuM mRtyu thaI gayuM. mRtyu thavAnuM kAraNa IlekaTrIkanA doraDAne kAthInuM doraDuM mAnyuM. mArA mitre te aMdhArAmAM pakaDayuM ane pariNAme tenuM mRtyu thayuM. atyAre mane e dazya yAda Ave che, tethI huM raDI rahyo chuM. mitranA viyogane kAramo ghA mArA dilamAMthI jato nathI. zuM mAre mitra A rIte cAlyo gaye! tene AzvAsana ApIne te bhAI te cAlyA gaye. A vAtamAMthI ApaNane ghaNuM samajavA ne jANavA maLe che. pelA mitrane te aMdhArAmAM khabara paDI nahi ke kAthInuM doraDuM nathI paNa IlekaTrIka vAyaronuM doraDuM che. soTa lAgatA prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM. te to eka vAra mRtyune bheTayo paNa ApaNe te anaMta vAra mRtyune bheTayA chIe tenuM kAraNa ajJAna che. bhagavAna belyA che jAvanta'vijjA purisA, savve te dukkha saMbhavA / suti duzo mUDhA, saMsAni baLataNa / utta. a. da.gA.1

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934] [ zAradA ziramaNi A saMsAramAM jeTalA avidyAvALA, ajJAnI AtmA che te badhA duHkha bhogavavAvALA che, hitAhitanA vivekathI rahita ajJAnI jIve anaMta saMsAramAM vAraMvAra paribhramaNa kare che ane dukhothI pIDita thAya che. ajJAnane kAraNe vinazvara cIjone zAzvata mAnI che. ene sAcavavA, rakSaNa karavA zAzvata evA AtmAne jJAnAdi anaMta guNonI upekSA karI che ane e upekSA karavAthI pa-25 vAra nahi paNa anaMtIvAra jIva mRtyune bheTa che ane durgatinA duHkhe bhegavavA gayA che. AtmAe moTI bhUla kayAM karI che? je je padArthone unnatinA sAdhana rUpa mAnyA hatA e badhA padArtho nIce pADanArA hatA. paNa mehanA, ajJAnanA gADha aMdhakAre e satya vAta samajavA dIdhI nathI. e padArtho nAzavaMta te che eTaluM nahi paNa tenA para Asakti karI te AtmAnA bhAvaprANanI katala thavAnI che. ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM jIva aTavAI gayuM che. jyAM sukha nathI tyAMthI sukha meLavavA phAMphA mAryA che. "vaLamitta suravA vaduraDhi phulA" jyAM kSaNa mAtranA sukhanI pAchaLa anaMtakALanuM du:kha UbhuM che. jene sukhanA sAdhana mAnyA che temAMthI sukha to na maLyuM paNa duHkha maLyuM che. nAzavaMta padArthonA rAge cha khaMDanA mAlika evA cakravatIone narakamAM mokalyA che. zatakevalI tarIke eka vAra khyAti pAmela cauda pUrvamAM uNu evA ne nigodamAM dhakelI dIdhA che. mehanA gADha aMdhakAranA kAraNe jIvane satya vAta samajAtI nathI ane ajJAnanA kAraNe te vinazvara padArtho pratye rAga kare che ne temAM sukha mAne che. jyAM khAre dariye che tyAM amRta kayAMthI maLavAnuM che? pelA yuvake IlekaTrIka vAyara ajANatAM pakaDo chatAM tenI sajAmAM tenA jIvananI samApti thaI. tyAre ajJAna dazAthI jIva je bhUla karI rahyo che tenI sajAmAM anaMtA janma maraNanI sajA maLI che. haju paNa je e rastethI pAchA nahi vaLo te bhAvi bhayaMkara sarjAze. jJAnadRSTithI duHkha dUra ane A sukhanA pUra? ApaNA zAsanapati prabhu mahAvIra svAmInA AtmAe tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhAvamAM zayyApAlakanA kAnamAM sIsuM reDAvyuM. tyAre te ajJAna dazA hatI. jJAna na hatuM paNa dekho, ajJAna dazAmAM bAMdheluM karma paNa bhogavyA vinA chUTako nathI. karmane kAyado aTala che. jJAnadazAmAM karma karyA hoya ke ajJAna dazAmAM karmo karyA hoya paNa te te tene badalo levAna. ajJAna dazAmAM bAMdheluM karma bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA bhAvamAM udayamAM AvyuM. bhagavAnanA kAnamAM khIlA ThokANa tyAre prabhue e vicAra karyo ke ajJAna dazAmAM bAMdheluM karma jJAnadazAmAM bhegavavAnuM AvyuM che. temaNe je jJAnadaSTi keLavI te bhayaMkara upasargomAM samatA rAkhI zakyA. karma evo vicAra nahi kare ke A jIve ajJAna dazAmAM karma bAMdhyuM che mATe ene mApha karuM. jemanI sevAmAM karoDe deve hAjara hatA, tIrthakara nAmakarmane bhogavaTo thaI rahyo hato chatAM je karmo bAMdhyA hoya te bhegavyA vinA chUTakAre nahi thAya. retIno Dhagale hoya to joradAra vaMToLa AvatAM ghaDI vAramAM sApha thaI jAya che tema A

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zArada ziromaNi 7 [935 mahApurUSone kaSTA, upasargo AvyA tyAre e vicAryuM ke A te be ghaDInuM duHkha che. A karmanA DhagalAne uDADavA mATe je samatAne, kSamAne joradAra pavana Avaze te mArA karmanA gaMja baLIne sApha thaI jaze. A hatI temanI jJAnadaSTi. ajJAnathI aMdhakAra ane jJAnathI prakAzaH A ajJAne te jIvanamAM kevI henArata sarjI che. kuMDarika muni eka hajAra varSa saMyamanI sAdhanA karyA bAda rasavaMtA bhejanamAM Asakta banyA, mAna-sanmAnamAM masta banyA, jJAnadaSTi chUTI gaI, ajJAnamAM aTavAI gayA, pariNAme saMyama duHkhakAraka lAgyo ane cAritra cheDIne rAjyanA rAgamAM raMgAI gayA, chevaTe marIne narakamAM cAlyA gayA. je jIvanamAM jJAnane prakAza heta te A sthiti na Avata, mATe pratyeka paLe paLe sAvadhAnI rAkhavAnI che. je paLamAM A sAvadhAnI jAya che, jAgRti ochI thAya che e paLa AtmAne mATe bhAre khataranAka banI jAya che. Aje jJAnapaMcamIne divase upavAsa kare, eTale TAIma maLe teTalA samayamAM ekAgra cittathI bhaNe, jJAnInuM bahumAna karavAthI, enA guNagAna karavAthI jJAnAvaraNIya karma tUTe che. jJAna denAra gurUnA upakArane te kayAre paNuM bhUlazo nahi. jJAnadAna e mahAna dAna che, mATe jJAnadAtA gurUnI bane eTalI sevA karavI paNa temanA upakArane kakyAre paNa bhUlavA nahi. ahIM mane eka vAta yAda Ave che. jIvaNabhAI nAmanA eka TIcara skulamAM vidyArthIone bhaNAvatA hatA. A TIcara khUba pramANika hatA. Aje te eve samaya che ke vidyAthI TheTha heya paNa kalAsanA TIcaranuM Tayuzana rAkhyuM hoya te TheTha paNa pAsa thaI jAya ane je bIjA TIcara rAkhyA hoya te ciMtAne pAra nahi. A jIvaNabhAI badhAne premathI bhaNAvatA ane sArA saMskAronuM siMcana karatA. je vidyAthIo bhaNavAmAM nabaLA hoya temane rAtre belAvatA ne bhaNAvatA. keInI pAse paise letA nahi. A rIte bhaNAvatAM temanI uMmara thaI gaI eTale sarakAre temane chUTA karyA. temane penzana maLatuM ane AjIvikA mATe Tayuzana karatA. A TIcarane eka dIkarI hatI. te moTI thaI. dIkarI yuvAna thaI. eTale mAbApane ciMtA te thAya ne! dIkarInuM puNyadaye sArA ghera sagapaNa thayuM. have tenA lagna. karavAnA hatA. jIvaNabhAI vicAre che ke lagna karavA pAMca hajAra rUpiyA joIze te kayAMthI lAvIza? zuM karIza? temane vicAra Ave ke mArA hAtha nIce bhaNelA kaMIka chokarAe sukhI thaI gayA che. koI eMjIniyara, kaI hekaTara banyA che te huM temanI pAse jAuM ne 5000 rUA. uchIne laI AvuM. ema vicAra karI nIleza nAmanA vidyAthI pAse gayA. te moTo dhanavAna banI gayuM che. nIleze dUrathI joyuM ke A te mArA TIcara Ave che. tarata te temanA sAme gaye. mIThe AvakAra Apyo. padhAre sAheba padhAro! nIleza bhale moTo vahepArI bane che paNa enAmAM vinaya hato ! Aje te vinayane dezavaTo daI dIdhuM che. nIlezane TIcara mATe mAna hatuM. teNe temane satkAra karIne besADyA, pachI temane pUchayuM-ahe sAheba ! Aje Apane kayA kAraNasara ahIM

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[ zAradA ziremaNi AvavAnuM banyuM ? dhanya ghaDI dhanya bhAgya ke mArA jJAnadAtA gurUnA pagalA thayA. mArA lAyaka je sevA hoya te pharamAve. TIcare vidyArthI pAse karelI rajUAta TIcare kahyuM-nIleza! mAre tAruM khAsa kAma paDyuM che. be miniTa mAre tArI sAthe vAta karavI che. bele ne sAheba ! je hoya te kaho. bhAI! mArI dIkarI maTI thaI che. tenA lagna karavA che. te mATe mAre pa000 rUA. joIe che. nIleza pAse paiso ghaNo hato paNa lebhaya hatuM, paNa TIcarane e to kevI rIte paDAya ? eTale saheja vAra vicAra karIne kahyuM-sAheba kAle Avaje. bhale. tane ThIka lAge ne bIjAne vAta karavI hoya to karaje. TIcara te ghera gayA. nIleza tenI sAthe bhaNatA mineSane tyAM gayo. jaIne vAta karI ke ApaNuM TIcaranI AvI dithati che. temaNe ApaNane saMskAra ApyA che, jJAnadAna ApyuM che ane sadAcArI banAvyA che mATe temanA bANamAMthI mukta thavA mATe temane AvI sthitimAM madada te karavI joIe temane 5000 rUA. nI jarUra che. huM 2500 ApuM ane tuM 2500 Ape te baMne bhegA thaIne pa000 rUA. ApI zakIe. mIneze kahyuM -bhale. ApaNA TIcara khUba pramANika che. ApaNe temanI pAse jJAnadhana prApta karyuM che te huM jarUra ApIza. baMnee maLIne TIcarane 5000 rU. ApyA. TIcare kahyuM-lagna patI jaze ane mane maLaze tyAre pAchA ApI daIza. nileza kAMI bolyo nahi. mAstare dhAmadhUmathI dIkarInA lagna karyA. dIkarI paraNIne sAsare gaI. sAsare be mahinA rahIne pAchI piyara AvI. lobhavRtti zuM nathI karatI? : nIlezanA manamAM thayuM ke be aDhI mahinA thayA chatAM sAheba te dekhAtA nathI. paisA devA mATe emanI dAnata sArI lAgatI nathI. te have temanI pAse jaIne vAta karuM. nIleza bahAra jato hato tyAM rastAmAM TIcara maLI gayA. temaNe kahyuM-nIleza ! tamArA paisA mArA dhyAnamAM che. huM thoDA samayamAM tane jarUra ApI jaIza. nIleza kahe-bhale, paNa Apa utAvaLa rAkhaje. beTA ! mAre rAkhavA nathI. te mAro prasaMga patA te badala AbhAra. maneSa to A bAbatamAM koI vicAra paNa karato nathI. paisAne yAda karatA nathI. eka mahine thayo eTale nIlezane thayuM ke haju TIcara te paisA devA AvyA nahi, lAva, huM temane ghera jAuM. nIlezane paisAno kayAM tUTo hato chatAM lebhavRtti zuM kare che ? te te sAhebane ghera gaye. jIvaNabhAI samajI gayA ke A ugharANI karavA Avyo che. temaNe kahyuM -bhAI ! mArI pAse paisA nathI paNa mArI pAse eka pleTa che te tene lakhI ApuM chuM ne tane chUTo karuM chuM. leTa to ghaNo moTo hate. tenI kiMmata te ghaNI thatI hatI, chatAM koI vicAra karyA vinA leTa lakhI dIdhe. nIleze e pleTa vecI nAMkhyo. tene 40 hajAra rUpiyA AvyA. nIleze TIcarane to mAtra 2500 rUpiyA ApyA hatA, tenA badale e leTanA tene 80 hajAra rU. maLyA. tenA manamAM te AnaMda che, harSane pAra nathI paNa ema nathI thatuM ke mArA TIcaranI sthiti 5000 rU. ApI zake tevI nathI to huM mArA paisA

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [937 laIne bAkInA te temane ApI dauM. lebha bahu bhayaMkara che. nIlezane Thapako ApatI patnI : nIlezanA mukha para AnaMda joIne tenI patnI pUche che ke Aje ApanA mukha para khUba AnaMda dekhAya che to Aje zuM che? nIleze vAta karI. huM TIcara pAse pAMca hajAra mAMgato hato. huM ugharANI karavA gaye tyAre temaNe mane loTa lakhI dIdhe. te pleTa meM vecI dIdhuM. tenA mane 40 hajAra rU. maLyA. patnI kahe tame AmAM hoMziyArI mAne che paNa temanI AMtaraDI keTalI dubhANI haze. jenI 5000 rU. ApavAnI zakti nathI tene pleTa ApatA kevuM thayuM haze! A aNahakakanA paisA mAre nathI joItA. jAva, Apa temane pAchA ApI Ave. tame A paisA gharamAM rAkhavA Iccho cho paNa huM tamane nahi rAkhavA dauM. kAM to paisAne cheDe, kAM te mane choDe. patnI AvuM kahe pachI bhAI sAheba sIdhA dora thaI jAya, patnI kahe chatAM tamAre levA hoya te tamArA 2500 laI lo ane 37500 rUA. pAchA ApI Ave. mineSanI ucca bhAvanA : nIleza te tyAMthI mineSa pAse gayA. tyAM jaIne mineSane kahyuM-huM TIcara pAse ApaNuM paisAnI ugharANuM karavA gayo hato. temaNe mane pleTa lakhI dIdhe. te pleTane meM vecyo te rU. 40 hajAra AvyA. tArA hakkanA 2500 rU. laI le. mineSa kahe bhAI ! mAre te eka pAI paNa joItI nathI. je TIcare ApaNane bhaNAvyA, jJAna ApyuM. temane jarUra paDI ne ApaNe kaMIka ApyuM te pAchuM levAya kharuM ? jemaNe ApaNane ATalA darajaje pahoMcADavA temane upakAra tuM bhUlI gaye ? temanA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI thavuM e te ApaNuM parama saubhAgya che. mane vidyA denArA gurUne meM zuM ApyuM ? dakSiNe devAnuM yAda nathI rAkhyuM, kadI bheTe thaI jatAM huM moM saMtADuM chuM, upakAra karyA enA guNa huM vicAruM chuM tane upakArI gurU pAse 5000 rU.nI ugharANI karavA jatAM vicAra na thayuM ? te 5000 ApI zake evI zakti nahi hoya tyAre A paleTa lakhI dIdhuM haze ne? temanI AMtaraDI kevI kakaLI haze ? temanI AMkhamAMthI AMsu kevA AvyA haze ? te AvuM pApa karyuM ane have mane te pApa vaLagADavA AvyuM che ? ApaNe eka paiso levAnuM nathI. ApaNAthI bane te TIcarane kaMIka ApIne ApaNe UMcA lAvavA joIe tenA badale tuM levAnI vAta kare che ? chatAM tAre rAkhavA hoya te tArA 2500 laI le ane 37500 rahyA te tuM pAcho ApI Ava. mineSe nilezanI evI jhATakaNI kADhI ke nileza tyAMthI sIdhe TIcaranA ghera gaye. TIcara kahe kema bhAI ! mAruM zuM kAma paDayuM ? sAheba ! Ape mane je ploTa Ape tene meM vecI dIdhuM. tenA 40 hajAra rU. AvyA che. mineSa te tenA 2500 rU. levAnI nA pADe che. meM mArA 2500 laI lIdhA ane 37500 rU. tamArA che te tamane ApavA mATe Avyo chuM.

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948] [ zAradA zizamaNi garIbImAM paNa amIrI : TIcare kahyu-bhAI ! meM tane pleTa lakhI dIdhe. eTale pleTanA je paisA AvyA te tamArA, te paisA huM pAchA nahi lauM. tene hAtha paga aDADIza nahi. juo, garIbImAM paNa keTalI amIrI che ? kaMIka vAra zrImaMtemAM je amIrI jovA maLatI nathI te garIbamAM jovA maLe che. TIcare kahyuM-mAre eka piso paNa na joIe. nIleze kahyuM-sAheba ! tame seTanI kiMmata nahi jANatAM hoya eTale mArI ugharANanA badalAmAM pheTa ApI dIdhe paNa tene paisA ATalA AvyA che mATe Apa laI le. A badhI vAta sAhebanI patnIe sAMbhaLI, teNe kahyuM, 37500 rU. jeTalI moTI rakama jatI na karAya. tamArA pleTanA paisA che te tamArAthI kema na levAya ? badhA na le te thoDA te laI le. jIvaNabhAI kahe, ApaNe paisA saMgharI rAkhIzuM paNa je pApano udaya haze te yenakena prakAre cAlyA jaze. je bhAgyamAM haze te game te rIte maLavAnuM che. TIcarane tyAM temanI patnI sArI nathI nIlezane tyAM tenI patnI sArI che te pati sAra nathI, lebhI vRtti che. have TIcara kahe mAre na joIe. nIleza kahe mAre na joIe, chevaTe traNee maLIne nirNaya karyo ke A paisA nirAdhAra, garIba bALakone bhaNavAmAM ApI daIe. jIvaNabhAI TIcaranI keTalI garIbI hatI! chatAM paisAmAM lalacAyA nahi ne tene meha choDI dIdhuM. A rIte Apa badhA paNa dhananA mohane cheDI anAsakta bhAva keLave e ja bhAvanA. vadhu bhAva avasare. kArataka suda 8 ne maMgaLavAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 105 : tA. 19-11-85 anaMtajJAnI bhagavate jagatanA jIvone AtmAnI unnatine mArga batAvyuM. jagatanA dareka jIvane unnati game che. avanati koIne gamatI nathI. avanati dUra karavA mahenata kare che ane unnatinA upAye kare che, paNa unnati thatI nathI ane avanati TaLatI nathI. saMsAramAM vaselA ajJAnI che nAzavaMta zarIranI, dhananI unnatinA vicAra kare che paNa avinAzI AtmAnI unnatinA vicAra nathI karatA. tene dhananI, tananI unnati game che, e mATe prayatna paNa khUba kare che paNa emAM ya e pAcho paDe che. bhautika unnati puNyane AbhArI che. je puNya hoya te saMpattimAM bharatI thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI ane pApane udaya hoya te game teTale purUSArtha kare chatAM saMpatti maLatI nathI, eTale pastAvo thAya che. A pastAvAnuM kAraNa e che ke AtmAnI unnati thAya e A uttama manuSya janma maLyo che tene AtmA bhUlI gayo ne bhautika unnati karavA gaye. devAnupriye ! AtmAnI unnati dharmathI thAya che. jenuM lakSya AtmAnI unnatinuM che tene bhautika saMpatti prApta na thAya te duHkha na thAya. tene tananI ke dhananI evI ciMtA nathI ke jethI te ArtadhyAna karyA kare, kAraNa ke bhautika unnati karavA jatAM keTalA pApa karavA paDe che tenuM tene jJAna che, eTale te AtmA pApathI Dare che. tene

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 939 puNya pApa para vizvAsa che. zarIra mAMdu paDe ke lakSmI AchI thAya te e vicAra kare ke samudramAM bharatI ane eTa Ave che. pAMdaDAethI khIcokhIca bharelA jhADanA pAna kharI paDe che te pachI sa'pattimAM eTa Ave emAM zI navAI ! meATA cakravatI enA cha khaMDanA rAjya cAlyA gayA, baLavAneAnA baLa khatama thaI gayA te pachI mArI sa'patti jAya ke zarIra mAMdu paDe emAM asesa zA mATe karavA ? emAM mArA AtmAnI unnati aTakI javAnI nathI. A pramANe vicArIne e dharmAMmAM AgekUca karyA kare. jemaNe saMsAranA samasta saMbaMdhonA, dhananA ane dehanA paNa mehu cheDIne AtmAnI unnatimAM AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM nim La adhyavasAye, zubha pariNAma ane vizuddha lezyAnA kAraNe avadhijJAna prApta karyu evA Ana zrAvake avadhijJAna dvArA keTaluM joyuM ? puratthimeNaM lavaNasamudde paMca joyaNasagrAi khettaM jANai, pAsai, evaM dakkhiNeNaM paccatthimeNaM ya / uttareNaM jAva culla himavaMta vAsavara patrvayaM jANai pAsai / u jAtra khohamma kappaM, ahe jAva imIse rayaNappabhAe puThavIra loluyaccuya' nagaraM caurAsIi vAsasahassa dviiyaM jANai pAsai / pUrva dizAmAM lavaNa samudranI aMdara 500 ceAjana kSetra jANavA ane jovA lAgyA. e ja pramANe dakSiNamAM ane pazcimamAM paNa 500 yAjana jANavA ane jovA lAgyA. uttara dizA tarapha cullahimavata vaMdhara paryaMtane, urdhva dizAmAM saudhama devalAka sudhI ane nIcI dizAmAM pahelI narakanA 84 hajAra varSanI sthitivALA leAlupAcyuta naraka sudhI jANavA ane jovA lAgyA. gRhasthAzramamAM rahevA chatAM AnaMda zrAvakane keTaluM moTuM avadhijJAna thayu! temane AtmA keTale vizuddha, nimLa ane pavitra banyA haze tyAre ATaluM moTuM avidhajJAna thayuM. AnaMda zrAvakane avadhijJAna thayuM tenA krama batAvye che. tapazcaryA, dha`ciMtana AdinA kAraNe temanA adhyavasAya zuddha thayA, pachI temanA pariNAma zuddha thayA, pariNAma zuddha thavA para lezyA zuddha thaI. laizyA zuddha thavA para adhijJAnAvaraNa karyAMnA kSayApazama thayA ane temane avidhajJAna utpanna thayuM. te avidhajJAnamAM temaNe keTalu... vizALa kSetra joyuM ! UMce saudharmAM devaleAka kayAM Avyu' te khabara che ? ahIMthI 900 ceAjananu yAtiSa cakra che. tyAMthI asa`khyAtA kroDAkroDa ceAjana UMcA jaI e tyAre pahelu saudharma devalAka Ave. UMcI dizAmAM ATale dUra sudhI joyuM. lavaNu samudra kayAM AvyA ? manuSya kSetra aDhIdvIpa jeTaluM che. tenI madhyamAM jabudvIpa che. jemAM ApaNe vasIe chIe. te eka lAkha jojananA lAMkhe, paheALA ane gALAkAra che. tene krUratA be lAkha jojanane lavaNa samudra che. te lavaNa samudramAM 500 jojana sudhI joyuM. A ja buddhIpanI vacce merU parvata che. merU pa`tathI dakSiNa tarapha bharata Adi cha khaDA che. vadhara parvata A khaDAne vibhakta kare che. Ana' zrAvake uttara dizAmAM vadhara paryaMta sudhI joyuM. AnaMda zrAvaka AtmAnA AnaMda anubhavI rahyA che. A AnaMda mAhya padArthonA

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940 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi nathI paNa cetana AtmAne che. jema kAcanA TukaDA para sUryanA kiraNo paDe tyAre e khUba jhagamage che paNa sUrya AthamI jAya pachI e TukaDAne aMdhArAmAM mUko te nahi. camake, kAraNa ke ene prakAza pitAne nathI paNa bahArathI Avelo che hIrA ane maNine prakAza pitAne che. te te rAtamAM paNa camake che. tamAre AnaMda paraprakAzita che ke svaprakAzita? tamAro AnaMda kAcanA TukaDA je kSaNika to nathI ne? samudramAM bharatI Ave tyAre pANI kyAM ne kyAM sudhI patharAeluM dekhAya che paNa e pANIne vistAra alpa samaya pUrata hoya che. thoDI vAra pahelAM jyAM pANI dekhAtuM hatuM tyAM thoDI vAra pachI retI dekhAvA lAge che tema tamAro AnaMda, prasannatA kSaNika che. jyAre vItarAgI saMteno AnaMda, prasannatA cirasthAyI che. temanA mukha para jyAre juo tyAre prasannatA dekhAya. pahelA jUnuM eka gIta belAtuM hatuM temAM badhA belatA hatA ke "sAdhu te sukhiyA ghaNuM, dukhiyA nahi lavaleza." sAdhu te sadAya sukhI hoya che. temane duHkhane aMza paNa nathI. saMte sukhI zAthI che? tame jemAM sukha mAne che e bAhya samRddhi, badhI upAdhio temaNe cheDI dIdhI che, mATe teo sukhI che. A vAta tamane barAbara lAge che? bAhya samRddhi tamane upAdhi rUpa lAge che ke sukharUpa lAge che? bAhya samRddhithI maLatA AnaMda kSaNika che. e AnaMda kyAre zekamAM pheravAI jaze tanI khabara nathI. mAnI le ke kaI vepArIe ochA bhAve mAla lIdhe, pachI bhAva khUba vadhyo eTale mAla vecI dIdhe ne sAre naphe meLavyo. ene te khUba AnaMda . thoDA divasa pachI je bhAve mAla ve enA Dabala bhAva thaI gayA, tethI vepArInuM mukha udAsa thaI gayuM. kema? kalpanAne naphe ene duHkhI karI rahyo che. eka vepArIne tyAM mahemAna AvyA. temanI sArI rIte AgatAsvAgatA karI sArA sArA miSTAnna banAvI premathI khUba Agraha karIne jamADayA. miSTAnna jame eTale UMdha Ave. halake kherAka mApasara khAdhe hoya te svAdhyAya, dhyAna, kAmakAja karavAmAM ti rahe. mahemAna jamIne UMghI gayA. be kalAka thayA te ya pathArImAMthI uThavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. mAdaka AhAra jIvane pramAdI banAve che. pramAda Ave eTale patana karAve. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe gautama svAmIne keTalIvAra Takera karI. "samaye gema mA pamAyae. " he gautama! tuM samaya mAtrane pramAda na karIza. A sUtrathI ApaNe badhAe pramAda dUra karIne jAgRta banavAnuM che. kapanAne halavo : pelA mahemAna te palaMgamAM sUtA che. tyAM zeThANI zeThane pUchavA AvyA ke mahemAna rahevAnA hoya te sAMje zuM rasoI banAvIe ? zeThANIe dhIme rahIne kahyuM-dUdhapAka, purI, dALa, bhAta badhuM ghaNuM vadhyuM che. dALa-bhAta garama karI daIzuM paNa bIjuM zuM karIe? zeThe kahyuM-hala. bIjI koI jarUra nathI. mahemAne sUtA sUtA hala zabda sAMbhaLyo. sAMbhaLIne te khuza khuza thaI gayA. vAha...vAha! Aje

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [ 941 sAMje halavA khAvA maLaze. peTamAM te jarAya bhUkha nathI hulave bhAve che khUba paNa peTamAM samAya ema nathI, mar3emAnane sAMje khAvAnuM jarAya mana na hatuM paNa halavA sAMbhaLIne khAvAnuM mana thayuM'. e teA uThayA. mAM dheyu' ne pachI vepArIne kahyuM-huM e kalAka gAmamAM pharIne Avu chu. theDu' pharI AvuM te khAdhu' pace ne sAMje halavA khavAya. e bhAvathI pharavA gayA. peTamAM jagyA thAya tA halavA khAvAnI majhA Ave ne ze! doDha be kalAka pharIne AvyA pachI sAMje jamavA beThA. bhANAmAM te| dALa, bhAta ne pUrI AvyA. mahemAna tA kaI khAtA nathI. A khAuM teA pachI halavA na khavAya. temanA manamAM ema ke hamaNAM hulaveA Avaze paNa halavA banyA ja hatA kayAM ke emanA bhANAmAM Ave ! mane halavA Ape| ema te kahevAya nahi, dALa, bhAta badhu... AvI gayuM paNa halavA na AnyA. have te jamIne ubhA thavAnuM hatuM. halavA khAvAnI lAlacamAM khIjuM paNa na jamyA. rAtre vAtavAtamAM khabara paDI ke halavA eTale savAranI rasoI khUba vadhI che te sAMje halAvI de eTale calAve! kAThIyAvADI bhASAmAM calAvA ne badale halAveA kahe. kalpanAnA halavAe dALa bhAtanI majhA mArI nAMkhI, kalpanAnA naphAe vepArIne raDAvye. A badhAmAM je sukha hoya te! duHkha kayAreya Ave nahi paNa A sukhanI pAchaLa duHkha Ubhu` che. AtmAe bAhya padArthAMmAM rasa ghaNA keLavyeA che. nathI meLavye AtmasAdhanAnA rasa. bhoga ane bhojana maLyA bhaveAbhavamAM, tyAga ane sayama maLyA A bhavamAM; manane manAvIne have taiyAra karI le, bhavapAra karI le, mukti taNAM svapnA joyA ghaNA bhavamAM, have A bhave svapnA sAkAra karI le. bhAga ane bhAjana te jIva jyAM gayA tyAM meLavyA hatA. tyAga ane saMyama te A bhavamAM maLyA che, mATe ArAdhanA karI le. AnaMda zrAvake keTalI ArAdhanA karI. adbhUta ArAdhanAnA baLe emane avidhajJAna thayuM. te te AtmamastImAM jhulI rahyA che. te samaye kevA sapTeAga maLyA ! te kALa ane te samaye eTale cAthA ArAmAM vANijaya gAmamAM AnaMda zrAvakane avadhijJAna thayu' che te samayamAM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI grAmAnugrAma vicaratA vicaratA dharmadezanA ApatA ApatA vANiya gAmanI bahAra vrutipalAza udyAnamAM padhAryAM. jyAM tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanA punita pagalA thAya tyAM zuM AkI rahe ? gAmanI janatAne bhagavAna padhAryAMnA samAcAra maLyA eTale khavA bhagavAnanA dana karavA ane temanI dvizya dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayA. jIvanA mahAna aheAbhAgya hoya tyAre tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA maLe. bhagavAne dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvane anulakSIne dezanA ApI. tIrthaMkara bhagavAnanI dezanAnA prabhAva evA che ke jIvA kaika ne kaMika pAmIne jAya. kAI savirati khane, koI dezavirati ane, koI samakitI ane paNa kaMIka meLavIne jAya. jeTalA ane teTalA tyAgamAM Ave. tyAga vinA bhavasAgara tarAya nahiM. tyAga vinA trikALI khanAya nahi. jIvanamAM tyAganI avazya jarUra che.

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94ra ] [ zAradA ziremaNi rAjamukhe tyAgI rAjA vagaDAnI viSama vATe : eka rAjAne rAjasukhe bhagavatA bhegavatA vicAra AvyuM ke rAjasukha, vaibhava vilAse, sukha ghaNu bhagavyA. have A rAjapATa badhuM choDIne huM tyAga mArga apanAvI lauM. temaNe maMtrIne, putrane badhAne vAta karI. badhAe kahyuM-Apane mATe tyAga mArga kaThIna che. Apa rAjyamAM raho ne dharmArAdhanA kare. badhAe ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa rAjA te temanA nirNayamAM aDaga hatA, chevaTe badhAe raDatI AMkhe rAjAne saMnyAsI banavA vidAya ApI. rAjAe nekarane sAthe lIdhA khAvApIvAnI sAmagrI, sAdhano, sUvA mATe gAdI, jarUranI badhI vastuo sAthe laIne rAjA khullA page cAlI nIkaLyA. nagarajane, pradhAne, rAjaputre badhA rAjAne vaLAvavA mATe gayA. rAjAne khullA page jatA joIne dIkarAnI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. teNe kahyuM-pitAjI ! Apa keI divasa khullA page cAlyA nathI. jyAM jAva tyAM Apa vAhanamAM phare che. atyAre Apa khullA page jAya che. rastAmAM kAMTA kAMkarA, jhAMkharA vAgaze mATe Apa pagamAM kaMIka pahero. rAjA kahe, bhAI ! samasta rAjya cheDyuM pachI pagarakhAnI zI mamatA? dravya dazya jotAM maLelI divya dRSTi : rAjA cAlatA cAlatA dUra nIkaLI gayA. thAka khUba lAge che...tarasa paNa khUba lAgI hatI eTale rAjA ane nekara baMne jhADa nIce visAme khAvA mATe beThA. nekarane pANI levA mokalyA. tyAM rAjAnI najara sAme paDI, tyAM zuM joyuM? khaLakhaLa jharaNuM vahI rahyuM hatuM. tyAM eka kheDUta kAMThe besIne be be pANI pItuM hatuM. A dazya jotAM rAjAne Azcarya thayuM. A kheDUta pAse loTo, valAsa kAMI nathI chatAM be be be pANI pIdhuM. je ene lAsa vagara cAlI zake te mATe rAkhavAnI zI jarUra ? huM rAjasubene cheDIne sAdhanA karavA Avyo chuM te mArAthI ATale moDu na chUTe ? tarata rAjAe pANI pIvAnA sAdhanane tyAga karyo ane nekarane kahyuM -A pANI pIvAnA sAdhano kaI garIba mANasane ApI de. rAjA te jhADa nIce visAme levA beThA che. nakara jamavA mATe rasoI banAve che. tyAM eka kheDUtane jamatA joye, tenI pAse thALI vADa kAMI nathI. tenI pAse roTale ne maracuM che. eka hAthamAM roTale ne maracuM rAkhIne bIjA hAthe khAya che. jamIne jharaNAnuM pANI pIdhuM, pachI hAthanuM ozIkuM banAvIne sUI gaye. rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke A kheDUtane kAMI jarUra che ? te saMsArI che chatAM tyAgI jevo che. huM saMsAra choDIne Avyo chuM chatAM tenA jeTale tyAga mArAmAM nathI. rAjAe nekarane kahyuM-A badhA vAsaNa garIbane vaheMcI de. nekare badhA vAsaNa garIbone vaheMcI dIdhA, pachI rAjAne vicAra thayo ke mAre AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che tethI rAjya choDI jaMgalamAM AvyuM chuM, te mArI sAthe nekarane A duHkha veThavAnI zI jarUra? eTale temaNe nekarane kahyuMbhAI! tAre ghera javuM hoya te jA. rAjAnA kahevAthI nekara te cAlyo gayo. A tyAgI rAjA te saMsAranI badhI mAyA tyAgIne prabhubhaktimAM masta banI gayA.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 943 vanavagaDAmAM phaLaphrUTa je kAMI maLe te khAIne jIvana nabhAvatA, chevaTamAM sa'nyAsI saMta divasamAM eka vAra khAIne prabhu bhajanamAM lIna khanI jatA. tyAganA prabhAve maLelI divya vastuonuM dAna : rAjAnA Ave tyAga joIne devanA manamAM thayu` ke rAjAno keTale tyAga che! te prabhubhaktimAM keTalA masta che ke temane bhUkha tarasa paNa yAda nathI AvatA. khAvApIvAnI paNa mamatA nathI. nathI khAvApIvA mATe koI vAsaNa ke nathI sUvA mATe kai vasra. deve tenA anucarane hukama karyAM ke te je jagyAmAM rahe che te jagyA tuM sAph karI Ava. anucara deva AvIne A sanyAsI beThA che te jagyA sApha kare che. tyAM rAjAe dhyAna pALyuM. temaNe kahyuMbhAI! tuM zA mATe A kAma kare che ? deva kahe, mane mArA mATA devanI AjJA che tethI sApha karavA AnyA chuM. saMnyAsIe kahyuM-Apa mArA mATe na karaze|. mAre koinI sevAnI jarUra nathI. mAruM kAma huM jAte karIza. Apa AvatA nahi. deva tA cAlyA gayA. bIje divase deva cAMdInI thALImAM sArA sugaMdhita svAdiSTa leAjana laine rAjAne ApavA mATe AvyA. rAjA kahe-huM te| tyAgI chuM. mAre AvA bhAjana na khape. huM te lUkhA sUkA AhAra karu., phaLaphrUTa je maLe te khAIne jIvana nabhAvavAnuM. Apa e bheAjata garImAne khavaDAvI do. A rIte rAja sugadhita bhAjananI thALI Ave paNa A saMnyAsI letA nathI. rAja garIne vaheMcAvI de. A rIte rAja thALI Ave ne garIbene sugaMdhathI mheMkatu. bhAjana maLe. dhIme dhIme A sa`nyAsInI praza'sA khUba thavA lAgI. saMnyAsIne maghamaghatu bheAjana maLe che chatAM pote khAtA nathI ne garIbene vaheMcAvI de che. zu' e bheAjananA svAda che! zuM enI mheMka che ! svAdiSTa bhojana mATe saMsAra tyAga : A bheAjananA svAda cAkhyA pachI eka kheDUtanA manamAM thayuM ke A saMnyAsI tA A bhejana khAtA nathI, garImAne vaheMcI de che, te huM A sa`nyAsI jevA tyAgI manI jA" te mane A bhAjana khAvA maLe. bheAjananI lAlace tyAgI banavAnuM mana thayuM. ghera jaine paTalANIne vAta karI ke mAre te tyAgI banavu che paNa jatAM pahelAM sArAmAM sAru bheAjana banAvIne jamADa. paTalANIe paTelane sAruM bhAvatuM bhojana banAvIne jamADayu, pachI paTela te tyAgI rAjA pAse jaine besI gayA. bIje divase anucara deva thALI laIne AyeA. thALI tyAgI pAse mUkI. kheDUtane UMDe UMDe e AzA hatI ke A tyAgInI jema mArA mATe paNa bhAtabhAtanA bhAjana Avaze paNa deve tenI pAse bhojananA thALa mUkrayA nahi. eTale teNe kahyuM, tame jema A tyAgIne Ape che tema mane paNa Ape ne huM paNu tyAgI banyo chuM. deva kahe A tArA mATe nathI. tArA mATe te roTalA ne maracu' che. huM teA sevaka chuM. mArA mAlika indra deva mane kaheze te huM tArA mATe sAruM bhejana lai AvIza. bIje divase paNa kheDUta mATe teA roTalA ne maracu Avyu.. kheDUte te khAvAnI nA pADI. teNe kahyu -me' paNa A rAjAnI jema badhA tyAga karIne saMnyAsa

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944] [ zAradA ziramaNi lIdhe che mATe mane paNa A tyAgInI jema badhuM jAtajAtanuM sugaMdhita bhejana maLavuM joIe. deve kahyuM-jeno jevo tyAga heya tevuM phaLa maLe che. rAjAe je tyAga karyo che te mAtra AtmakalyANa mATe karyo che ane atyAre choDyA pachI je maLe che ene paNa tyAga kare che, jyAre tame sugaMdhathI maghamaghatA bhejana mATe, khAvAnI lAlace badhuM cheDayuM che. jyAM vAstavika tyAga hoya, sAce vairAgya hoya enI sAme AvI banAvaTa zA kAmanI? rAjA saMpatti vaibhavanA khaDakalA para beThA hatA chatAM jIvanamAM tyAga mArga apanAvyuM. te sAcA tyAgI banI gayA. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI badhAne apUrva AnaMda thaye. yathAzakti vrata niyama AdaryA, pachI jevI rIte pariSada AvI hatI tevI rIte pAchI cAlI gaI. te kALa ane te samaye zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInA sauthI vaDerA ziSya gautamasvAmI indrabhUti nAmanA aNugAra bhagavAnanI sAthe vicarI rahyA hatA. gautamasvAmI bhagavAnanA prathama gaNadhara ane 14000 ziSomAM sauthI vaDerA saMta hatA. temanAmAM vinaya, saraLatA, arpaNatA Adi guNe ajoDa hatA. cAra jJAna ane caudapUrvanA jANakAra hovA chatAM haMmezA nAnA bALakanI jema bhagavAnane prazno pUchatA paNa kayAreya pite upayoga mUkatA nahi. AvA gautama svAmI kevA hatA tenuM zAstrakAra varNana karatAM kahe che ke temanA zarIranI UMcAI sAta hAthanI hatI. temanuM nAma IdrabhUti hatuM paNa temanuM gotra gautama hatuM eTale gotranA nAmathI gautama nAma prasiddha thayuM che. bhagavAne paNa temane huM gautama, e zabda dvArA saMbodhana karyuM che gautamasvAmIne cha saMghayaNamAM sarva zreSTha vASabhanArA saMghayaNuM hatuM. saMghayaNa eTale zarIranI majabUtAI. cha saMThaNamAM sarvazreSTha samacarisa saMThANa hatuM. saMDANa eTale zarIranI racanA. samacaurasa saMsthAna eTale mAthAthI laIne paga sudhI samasta aMge ekabIjAne anurUpa ane suMdara hoya. haju gautama svAmIne AmAM kevA guNethI suzobhita have te bhAva avasare. kArataka suda 10 ne gurUvAra : vyAkhyAna - 106 : tA, 21-11-85 avanInA aNagAra, zAsananA zaNagAra evA jinezvara bhagavaMte upAsakadazAMgamAM AnaMda zrAvakanA adhikAranuM nirUpaNa karyuM. temAM ApaNe gautama svAmI kevA hatA, temanAmAM guNe kevA hatA te batAvatAM zAstrakAra batAve che ke jauore temanuM zarIra kasoTI para caDhAvelA senAnI jema tejasvI hatuM ane temanA zarIrane varNa kamala samAna gaura ane viziSTa saudaryathI yukta hato. A te temanA zarIranI vAta karI paNuM zarIra jevuM sauMdaryavAna hatuM e temane AtmA paNa mahA tejasvI ane sauMdaryayukta hatA. temanA AtmAnA guNenI prazaMsA karatA batAve che ke teo rave, virata, ghorate mAta hatA. teo kevA tapasvI hatA, te mATe zAstrakAra batAve che. teo ugatave eTale kaThora tapasvI hatA. teo ghora tapasvI hatA. "ghara" ne artha paNa kaThora thAya che. ahIM ghora tapasvI lakhavAnuM prayojana e che ke teo ugra tapa

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zAradA zimaNi ] [94pa karatA hatA eTaluM ja nahi paNa tapa karIne pitAnA zarIranI mamatA utArI dIdhI hatI. te karmone khapAvavAmAM kaThora hatA paNa bIjA mATe dayALu hatA. teo mahA tapasvI hatA. teo bAhI tapanI sAthe AtyaMtara tapanI ArAdhanA paNa khUba joradAra karatA hatA. A dRSTithI gautama svAmI mATe ugatave, gharata, dittatave ane mahAta A zabdo vaparAyA che. gautama svAmIe aghora tapa dvArA AtmAne dedipyamAna banAvyuM hatuM. te udAra arthAta vizALa hRdayavALA hatA. dareka kAryamAM temanI daSTi uccatama lakSya mokSa tarapha hatI. "ghora kuLe " te mahAna guNonA dhAraka hatA. te jJAna-darzana, cAritra, tapa, kSamA, namratA, saraLatA Adi aneka guNenA khajAnAbhUta hatA. teo bhagavAnanA cauda hajAra . saMtemAM sauthI vaDerA hatA chatAM kayAre paNa manamAM e vicAra nathI Avyo ke huM badhAmAM sauthI moTo chuM. vinaya to temanAmAM ajoDa hate. bAhyatAnI sAthe AvyaMtara tapa vinaya, vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya dhyAna Adi addabhUta hatA. " ghora tApI" te evA aghora ugra tapasvI hatA ke temanI tapazcaryA jene kAyara mANaso to kaMpI jAya. sAmAnya mANasa te te tapane vicAra paNa na karI zake. temaNe zarIranI saMpUrNa mamatA choDIne duSkara brahmacarya vrata graDaNa karyuM hatuM. tapa tathA dharmadhyAnanI vALAthI karmonA moTA vanane bALI rahyA hatA. ugra tapa, bhIkha brahmacarya vrata ane adbhUta saMyamanI sAdhanAnA baLe temane te jalezyA prApta thaI hatI. gautama svAmInI ArAdhanA keTalI badhI utkRSTa ane ajoDa hatI. AvI ArAdhanA karavI e sahelI nathI. junA jamAnAmAM lAITo na hatI tyAre dIpaka pragaTAvavA mATe keTalI mahenata paDatI hatI. dIvo saLagAvavA mATe keDiyuM tela, vATa ane divAsaLI joIe. vadhu pavana na hoya evI jagyA joIe. dIvo saLagAvyA pachI keTalI sAvadhAnI hoya tyAre lAMbA samaya sudhI e dI saLagelo rahe che, paNa e dIvAne bUjhavuM hoya to eka phUMka mAro eTale dI bUjhAI jAya. dave saLagAve kaThIna che paNa bUjhAva saheluM che. A rIte ArAdhanA zarU karatA te khUba mahenata paDe che. anAdinI asata avaLI pravRttione aTakAvI satyavRttimAM manane joDavuM e muzkela che. keTalI muzkelIomAMthI pasAra thayA bAda ArAdhanAne dIpaka pragaTe che. e dIpaka pragaTayA pachI khUba jAgRti rAkhavI paDe che. je jAgRti na rAkhI te dIpaka bUjhAtA vAra nahi lAge. kuMDarika munie eka hajAra varSe sudhI sAdhanA karI Asadhanane dIpaka pragaTAvyo paNa je jAgRti gumAvI to ArAdhanAno dIpaka bUjhAtA vAra na lAgI. ArAdhanAne AnaMda alaukika hoya che. eka nyAya ApuM. 0 chApAmAM pheTa joIne sahAya levA Avelo bhAi : bokasIMganI ramatamAM eka ekasara vijetA thaye. tene traNa lAkha rUpiyAnuM InAma lAgyuM. chApAomAM tenA raMgaberaMgI pheTA AvyA ane moTA akSare tenuM nAma jhaLahaLyuM. bekasIganI ramatamAM 60

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946 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi A bokasara jItyA che tene 3 lAkha rU. nuM InAma lAgyuM che A bokasaranA khUba sanmAna thayA. tenA para cAre bAjuthI abhinaMdananA tAra AvavA lAgyA. eka bhAIe piparamAM A samAcAra vAMcyA ke bekasarane 3 lAkhanuM InAma lAgyuM che tethI te kasara pAse gaye. jaIne temane kahyuM- sAheba! mAre tamane maLavuM che. bekare kahyuM- bhAI! tAre zuM kAma che ? meM Aje chApAmAM Apane pheTo joyo ane vAMcyuM ke Apane 3 lAkha rU. nuM InAma lAgyuM che, tethI huM ApanI pAse eka nAnakaDI mAMgaNI karavA AvyuM chuM. mAre eka ja dIkarI che. tene kensara thayuM che. te maravAnI aNI para che. DokaTare kahyuM ke je A chokarIne tarata TImenTa maLe te bacI jAya tema che paNa te mATe rU. 3000 joIze. bhAI mArI pAse te davA lAvavAnA paisA nathI, Apane InAmamAM 3 lAkha rU. maLyA che te mane 3000 rU Apa te mArI dIkarI bacI jAya. tene tAtkAlika hospiTalamAM dAkhala karavAnI che. Apa kRpA karIne mane 3000 rU. Ape. mArA paisA paDI gayA nathI paNa saphaLa thayA che : bokasarane vicAra thaye ke mane 3 lAkha rU. maLyA che, A bhAI bicAro raDe che. tene 3000 rU ApavAthI je chokarI bacI jatI hoya te mane mahAna lAbha thaze. bokasare tene 3000 rU. ApI dIdhA. tyAM UbhelA badhA mANasoe A joyuM ke pele bhAI 3000 rU. laI gayo. bIje divase khabara paDI ke pile mANasa banAvaTI DhaMgI hate. chekarIne kensara thayuM nathI. te banAvaTa karIne paisA laI gaye che. eka mANase kahyuM- sAheba ! tame chetarAI gayA. tamArA paisA paDI gayA. bhAI ! paDI gayA eTale zuM ? banAvaTI mANasa AvIne tamane lUMTI gaye. tenI chokarIne kensara nathI. A vAta sAMbhaLI chatAM bokasarane jarA paNa duHkha na thayuM ke kheda na thayuM. temaNe kahyuM- mArA paisA paDI gayA nathI. tame ema mAne che ke e chokarIne je kensara heta te mArA paisA saphaLa thAta ? meM te bhAIne 3000 rU. ApyA; kadAca chokarIne kensara heta te jIvata ke na jIvata tene vime hate paNa tene kensara nathI. A samAcAra sAMbhaLIne mane apUrva AnaMda thaye che. 3000 rU. te kadAca ApelA pAchA AvI zakata paNa enI chokarIne je kensara heta ane marI gaI hota te teNI tene pAchI kayAM maLavAnI hatI ? tethI bhAI ! mArA paisA paDI gayA nathI paNa saphaLa thayA che. have kahevA AvanAra bhAI zuM bole ? bekasaranA dilamAM bIjA pratye keTalI kamaLatA, sahAnubhUti haze tyAre AvA zabdo bolAyA haze ! jenuM dila sAva turacha ane zudra hoya tene AvA bhAva Ave nahi. ArAdhanA eTale pracaMDa agninI javalaMta ta H jJAnI kahe che ke jI ArAdhanA ghaNI kare che paNa kaMIka che bole che ke ArAdhanA karI paNa paDI gaI. sAmAyika, pauSadha Adi dharmakriyAo karIe paNa citta sthira rahetuM nathI tethI badhuM niSphaLa jAya. devAnupriye ! e vicAra na karaze. mAne ke tame sAmAyika karI. sAmAyika 32 doSa TALIne karavI joIe chatAM kadAca koI doSa lAge te paNa kAyAthI

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [947 te pApa karavA javAnA nathI. jeTalI vAra sAmAyikamAM bese teTalI vAra pApanI kriyA te aTakI gaI. jema jema samajaNa Avaze tema tema te doSa ochA lagADaze. dIpaka pavanathI bUjhAI na jAya mATe tene pavanathI dUra rAkhe che paNa e dIpakane pavanathI kayAM sudhI sAcava paDe che ? jyAM sudhI e pracaMDa agninA rUpamAM pragaTa thatuM nathI. jevuM agnie pracaMDa rUpa dhAraNa karyuM pachI te pavana te zuM ke vaMToLiyo phUMkAya, te paNa e agnine bUjhavI zakato nathI. bUjhavavAnI vAta to bAjumAM rahI paNa e pavana agnine vadhu ne vadhu prajvalita kare che. A rIte haju jenI ArAdhanA dIpaka samAna che tene pavana samAna sAmAnya nimitta maLatAM athavA kaI chaDAIbharyA zabdo kahe ane ArAdhanA karatA tene toDI pADavAnA zabda bole te ene ArAdhanAne dIpaka bujhAI jAya che. jema keI dAna detA hoya te tene kahe ke dAna daIne zuM karavuM che? tene dAna detA ke to pachI dAna denAra dAna detA aTakI jAya. je jIvane ArAdhanA pitAnA jIvana dhana samAna vahAlI che tenI rageragamAM ArAdhanA pratye zraddhA che. jenI ArAdhanA dIpakamAMthI pracaMDa agni samAna AgaLa vadhI che tenI pAse vaMToLa samAna keI kaThora ke kaDaka kharAba zabdo bole, kaSTa Ape te paNa tenI zraddhA tUTatI nathI paNa vadhu ne vadhu majabUta thAya che ane ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhe che paNa jenI ATalI zraddhA nathI te te sAmAnya azubha nimitta maLatAM ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhavAne badale kayAreka ArAdhanAne choDI de che, mATe sAmI vyaktinI ArAdhanAmAM jema Ave, AgaLa pragati thAya tevuM belane paNa ArAdhanAthI pIchehaTha thAya evuM kayAre paNa na belaze. koI paNa dharma kriyAmAM utkRSTa bhAve, UMcA vicAra rAkhaje tamArI najara sAme be bhaya rAkhaje. eka bhavane bhaya ane bIje pApano bhaya. jene bhavane bhaya lAge tene pApane bhaya lAge paNa haju jIvane bhavane bhaya lAge nathI. tame 50, hajAranuM jokhama laIne TrenamAM musApharI karatA ho tyAre rAtane samaya hoya chatAM jhokA ke UMgha Ave kharI ? nA..nA tyAM te UMgha UDI jAya ane divase mALA gaNatAM jhokA kema Ave ? dhana vahAluM che eTale dharma vahAle lAgyo nathI. dhananI surakSA mATe dinabhara kheDele pagapALA pravAsa: je jamAnAmAM vAhanavyavahAra na hatA te samayanI vAta che. be mitro jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. jaMgalamAM cera lUTArAne bhaya ghaNe hate. jaMgala khUba lAMbu hatuM. baMne pUra jhaDape cAlI rahyA hatA. savArathI sAMja sudhI cAlyA. rAta paDI gaI pAse jokhama ghaNuM hatuM. rAtanA eka jhADa nIce sUtA. baMnee nakakI karyuM ke ApaNe vArApharatI jAgavuM ne jemanI rakSA karavI. A rIte baMnee rAta pasAra karI. savAra paDatAM cAlavAnuM zarU karyuM. A vistAramAM cerane bhaya vadhu hatuM eTale khUba jhaDapathI cAlavA lAgyA. baMnenI pAse nAstAne DabbA sAthe hate chatAM khAdhA pIdhA vinA bhUkhyA ne tarasyA cAla cAla karyuM ! zuM temane bhUkha-tarasa lAgI nahi hoya ? lAge paNa pAchaLa lUMTAvAne bhaya che.

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948 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi cAlatAM cAlatAM rastAmAM sAMjanA cAra vAgyA. have te ekAda kaleAmITara jeTalu jagala khI rahyuM. tyAre eka mitra kahe che bhAI! have te mane bhUkha-tarasa khUkha lAgI che. te lathaDiyA Ave che. cakkara Ave che. eka Dagalu paNa calAya tema nathI, mATe eka jhADa nIce besIne theADA nAstA karI laIe. pachI AgaLa jaIe. bIjA mitra kahayuM. are bhAI! have te eka kilemITara paNa khAkI nathI. cAlI cAlIne ATalu badhu cAlyA ne aMte gheADA mATe lUMTAI jaIzuM', mATe tu game tema karIne ATalu cAlI nAM mitra! maherabAnI karIne kahuM chu ke eka pagalu paNa calAya tema nathI chatAM tAruM javuM hoya te jA. huM nAstA karIne Avu chu. bhaya jagADe suSupta zaktine : mitranI vAta sabhaLIne tenA mitra paNa tenI sAthe nAstA karavA beTho. DakhkhA kheAlIne haju jyAM aTaku meAMmAM mUkavA jAya che tyAM pakaDA....pakaDAnI cIsa paDI, ele, have khAvA besI rahe kharA ? bhUkha khUkha lAgI che, eka DagaluM paNa cAya tema na hatuM chatAM DabbA baMdha karI baMne evA zvAsabhera dayA ke pAMca daza miniTamAM te jaMgala pUruM thaI gayuM ne tee bahAra nIkaLI gayA. eka pagaluM calAya evuM nahotuM te eka kilAmITara jeTalu doDacA kevI rIte ? AtmAmAM sattAmAM te zakti ane khaLa paDelA che. DAkUenA bhaya lAgyA ke jo Avaze tA jAna, jokhama badhu lUMTAI jaze eTale badhI zakti keLavIne doDayA tA ja'gala eLagI gayA ne salAmata rIte paheAMcI gayA. tamane arjuma, chaThThuM karavAnuMkahIe te kahezeA ke mArAthI na thAya paNa evI muzkelImAM AvI gayA ke tyAre jo ame kahIe ke eka aThThama karIne traNa divasa dhyAnamAM besI jAva, tyAre tame kaheA kharA ke mArAthI ama nahi thAya ? tyAre te adbhUma karavA taiyAra thaI jAva. A batAve che ke jIvane jyAM bhaya lAge che tyAM suSupta paDelI zakti pragaTa thayA vinA rahetI nathI. tamane dIkSA levAnu mana kema thatuM nathI ? cAritra mehanIyanA udaya che e vAta thoDI kharI paNa sAcu' pUchIe te haju AtmAne bhavane bhaya lAgyA nathI. pelA mitrAne gu'DAenI cIsa sAMbhaLIne bhaya lAgyuM tema jo naraka gatimAM bheLavelA bhaya kara duHkhA najara sAme dekhAya te dIkSA levAnI zakti, maLa ApeAApa AvI jAya. jyAM bhavabhIrUtA Ave tyAM pApabhIrUtA AvyA vinA rahetI nathI. pApabhIrUtA Ave eTale ArAdhanA karavAmAM ullAsa AvyA vinA rahe naDei. jo Atma! bhavabhIrU ane te A sAMsAranuM bhayaMkara vana paNa eLagatA vAra na lAge. tamane jeneA bhaya lAge che tene jJAnIe e bhaya kahyo nathI. janma jarA maraNanA pherA mITAve prabhu mArA, sid gatinA sImADAnI saTTe javuM' e zabarI....... jJAnI purUSAe teA janma, jarA ane e ya nathI ane bhagavAne batAvelI dhama dhanI ArAdhanAmAM joIe tevA ullAsa mRtyune meATA bhaya kahyA che paNa jIvAne ArAdhanAe pratye sadbhAva nathI, tethI AvatA nathI. gautama svAmIne bhavanA bhaya

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zAradA zirAmaNuM ] [ 949 lAgyA te bhava bhramaNathI mukta thavA mATe bhagavAna pAse bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. temane lAgyu ke kama lUMTArAe mArI pAchaLa paDayA che mATe ArAdhanAmAM evI doTa mUkuM ke jethI jaldI bhavavanane eLagI jAuM. gautama svAmInuM jIvana vAMcIe tyAre ApaNI AMkhA TharI jAya. kevA adbhUta vinaya ! gurU caraNamAM keTalI aNutA ! cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanA dhAraka hatA. te sAmAnya na hatA. badhA cauda pUrvAdhArI paNa samagra zrutanA dhAraka heAtA nathI. temAM SaguNu hAni vRddhi thAya che paNa gautama svAmI cAra jJAna sa`panna hatA. temanA mATe "sabbalara sannivA" sarvAkSara saMneipAti zabda vaparAyA che. eTale temanuM jJAna eTaluM nima La, vizuddha ane viziSTa hatu ke saMsAramAM jeTalI padyAnupUrvI ane vAkayAnupUrvI saMbhavI zake che te badhAnA samAveza temanA jJAnamAM thai jatA hatA. eka pada athavA eka vAkaya mAtra kahevAthI samasta viSayAne samyak prakArathI jANI letA. gautama svAmI jJAnAcAra, danAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra ane vIryaMcAra sa`panna hovA chatAM paNa nirabhimAnI ane vinayanI jIvatI jAgatI mUrti hatA, tethI prabhuthI ati dUra nahi ne ati najIka nahi evI rIte saMyama ane tapathI AtmAne suvAsita karatA thakA bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhunI sAthe vicaratA hatA. A badhA guNA tathA kaThIna tapazcaryAMnA prabhAve bIjAne bhasma karI de tevI tejulecyA prApta thaI hatI paNa kayAreya tenA prayAga karyAM nathI. 'cha Trena... nizrvitena' gautama svAmIe dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI chaThThuM chaThThuMnI tapazcaryA karIne anaMtA karmonI nirA karatA hatA. tapanI sAthe kSamA paNu khUkha hatI. zarIranI mamatA teA sAva utArI dIdhI hatI. chaThThanA pAraNe paNa eka TaMka gaucarI karatA hatA. tee jAte gaucarI jatA hatA. chaThThanA pAraNAnA divase prathama prahare svAdhyAya kare. svAdhyAya e AbhyaMtara tapa che. laDyALa' nALAnikajha janma aver / svAdhyAya karavAthI jJAnAvaraNIya karmIno kSaya thAya che. svAdhyAyanA pAMca bheda che. vAcanA pucchanA prema, taheva ciTTaLA | bhupeddA dhammattA, sannAno padmA mave || utta.a.30gAthA34 vAcanA, pRcchanA, pariyaTTaNA, anuprekSA, dhama kathA. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavI e svAdhyAya che. bhagavAna je dhamakathA kahe che tene gautama svAmI sAMbhaLe che. AtmAnA ullAsathI, zuddha bhAvathI dhama kathA sAMbhaLatA keTalAya karyAM guNeAnI samRddhi vadhe che. bIjA pratu2e gautama svAmI dhyAna zu' pharamAvyu' ? mane bhagavAne zu` samajAyuM ? mAre zuM karavAnuM che ? mArAmAM kayAM kayAM khAmI che ? cAra jJAna ane cauda pUnA jANakAra heAvA chatAM keTalI saraLatA che! bIjA prahare bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLI hAya tenuM dhyAna kare. jJAnI bhagavate badhAne dhyAnanI vAta batAvI che. dhyAnamAM evI vicAraNA karo. khapI jAya che, AtmAmAM kare. Aje bhagavAne dezanAmAM

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950 | [ zAradA ziramaNi jo punarattAvaratta kAle, saMpikkhae appagamappaeNaM / "kiM meM kaDaM ? kiM ca me kicvasesa ? kiM sakkaNijjaM na samAyarAmi // gulikA varga-2 gA.12 sAdhaka rAtrInA pahelA praharamAM ane pAchalA praharamAM dhyAna karIne e vicAraNuM kare ke meM Aje zuM karyuM che ? mAre zuM karavAnuM bAkI che ? mArAthI thaI zake tevuM hovA chatAM meM zuM nathI AcaryuM ? A rIte AtmanirIkSaNa kare. A vicAraNA saMsAranI nathI karavAnI paNa AtmA mATe karavAnI che. anAdikALathI jIve paranI vicAraNA karI che. para padArthonI paLojaNamAM AtmA pitAne bhUlI gayo che. gautama svAmIe bIjA prahare pAna karyuM. "atu, " zIvratArahita eTale utAvaLathI nahi paNa dhairyatApUrvaka, capaLatA rahita, zAMta cittathI mukhavastrikA, pAtro ane vastronuM pratilekhana karyuM. ahIM zAstrakAra e batAve che ke gautama svAmI chaThTha chaThThuMnA pAraNA karatA hatA chatAM saMyamI jIvananI dainika kiyA sthiratA ane vairyatApUrvaka karatA hatA. temAM jarA paNa utAvaLa karatA nahi. capaLatA ane gabharATa vinA zAMta citta badhuM karatA hatA. pArAyuM hovA chatAM AhAra karavAnI utAvaLa nahi. bhagavAne sAdhakane kahyuM che ke huM mArA sAdhako ! vastra, pAtra, rajoharaNa, muhapatti AdinuM pratilekhana khUba jatanApUrvaka karaje. paDilehaNa karatA pahelA gurUdevanI DerAnI AjJA laIne pachI karavAnuM. paDilehaNa karatAM bolAya nahi. je bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe AtmA te te kalyANa dUra nathI. jatanA pUrvaka paDilehaNa karavAthI jIva jJAnAvaraNIya karmone khapAve che. paDilehaNa karyA bAda gautama svAmIne trIjA prahare gaucarI javuM che tethI have bhagavAna pAse AjJA levA jaze ne zuM banaze te avasare. kArataka suda 11ne zukravAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 107 : tA. 22-11-85 sva. AcArya. bA. bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI janma zatAbdI dina." anaMtajJAnI sarvajJa bhagavAnanA mukhamAMthI jharelI vANI tenuM nAma siddhAMta, Agama vacananI zakti alaukika che. daSTimAMthI viSane lAvArasa ekatA caMDakauzikane zAMta keNe banAve ? abhimAnanA Abhale caDhelA I-drabhUtine parama vinayI ane dvAdazAMgInA praNetA koNe banAvyA ? ahIM jarUra kahevuM paDaze ke AgamanA vacane. AtmAne mahAtmA ane paramAtmA banAvanAra jinavacana che. aMdhakArabharyA mArgamAM musApharI karanAra mAnavI beTarI sAthe rAkhe che kAraNa ke pagamAM kAMTo vAgavAne ke khADAmAM paDavAne bhaya dUra karavA te beTarIne khUba mahatvanuM sAdhana samaje che. te rIte Agama jJAnanI beTarInI jarUra che. je A beTarI pAse na hoya to ajJAnanA khADAmAM paga paDI jAya, rAganA kAMTA pagane ArapAra vIMdhI nAkhe, mithyAtvanA paththara sAthe athaDAI na javAya mATe

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [951 jJAnane dIpaka sAthe rAkho. AtmA para patharAyelI anaMtakarmonI jALanI racanA jANyA vinA karmanA baMdhano kevI rIte teDI zakaze ? je samyaka jJAnano dIpaka pAse nahi hoya te karmanI jALamAM aTavAI jazo, mATe AgamAnanI khUba AvazyakatA che. jIvananI dareka pravRttimAM AgAme ApaNane mArgadarzana ApyuM che. AdhyAtmika nAnI moTI badhI pravRttio kevI rIte karavI te vAta AgAme ApaNane spaSTa ane suMdara batAvI che. ApaNA adhikAramAM gautama svAmInI vAta cAle che. gautamasvAmIe chanA pAraNAnA divase prathama prahare svAdhyAya pachI bIjA prahare dhyAna karyuM. tyAra bAda pAtranuM ane vastronuM paDilehaNa karI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAse gayA. jaIne traNa vAra tikakhutone pATha bhaNI vaMdana namaskAra karyA. gautama svAmImAM vinayana guNa keTale addabhUta ne ajoDa che. kahyuM che ke "sAraNa rohA vikag gvatti" ziSyanI zobhA vinaya pravRttimAM che. gurUnI AjJAnuM zraddhA, bhakti ane vinayanI sAthe pAlana karavuM e ziSyanuM mukhya kartavya che. gurU ziSyanI unnati, hita ane tenA kartavyanuM khUba dhyAna rAkhe che. gurUnA dilamAM ziSya mATe ucca bhAvanA, ucca Azaya ane tenA jIvana nirmANanI tamannA hoya che. jIvanamAM gurUnuM sthAna bahu mahattvanuM che. rAmAyaNamAM eka vAta Ave che. mahArAjA dazarathanA manamAM e IcchA thaI ke huM mArA moTA putra rAmane rAjagAdI saMpIne mAruM jIvana tapa ane saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM vItAvuM. temanI A bhAvanA khUba pavitra hatI paNa kuLaparaMparA e hatI ke rAjAnA mRtyu bAda temanA moTA putrano rAjyAbhiSeka karIne tene rAjA banAvAya. A kuLa paraMparAmAM parivartana temanA kuLagurUnI rajA vinA thAya nahi. temanA kuLagurU vaziSTha RSi hatA. dazaratha rAjAe kuLagurU vaziSThane bolAvI temanI A samasyA raju karI. keTalo vicAra karyA bAda vaziSTha RSie kahyuM-ke cAra varNa eTale brAhmaNa, vaizya, kSatriya, mudra ane pAMcamA brAhmaNa gurUvargane jo A vAta sArI lAge te Apa rAmane rAjatilaka karIne rAjA banAvI zake che. dareka dharmamAM gurUnuM sthAna to AgaLa che. ahIM A vAtamAM e batAve che ke je gurUne A vAta game te pachI kArya karavAmAM vAMdho nahi. gurU je kahe te badhe AgaLa pAchaLano vicAra karIne kahe. Ajano divasa paNa amArA parama upakArI, jIvana rathanA sArathI zAsananA camakatA sitArA rU. AcArya brA. bra. pU. gurUdeva zrI ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI guNagAthA gAvAne pavitra divasa che. pU. gurUdevane janma thayA Aje se varSo pUrA thayA eTale janma zatAbdI mahAna divasa che. A pRthvInA paTa upara aneka jIve janme che ne mare che paNa duniyA temane yAda kare che, temanA guNa gAya che ke jemane jIvana jIvatAM AvaDayuM che. teo jIvana jIvI gayA ane ApaNane jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhavADatA gayA te temanA guNenI saurabha Aje paNa mahekI rahI che. Aje ame pU. gurUdevane yAda karI temanA guNonuM samaraNa karIe chIe kAraNa ke temane mArA

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9para ] [ zAradA ziremaNi para anaMta upakAra che. A paMcama ArAmAM tIrthakara ke kevaLI bhagavaMte, mana:paryavajJAnI ke parama avadhijJAnI keI nathI. ApaNane koI AdhArabhUta hoya to jinavANI ane jinavANInuM maMthana karIne satya samajAvanAra gurU bhagavaMte che. saMte e jIvatuM jAgatuM tIrtha che. je gurUdeva maLyA na hota te A jIvana nAvaDI bhavasAgaramAM kyAMya athaDAtI heta. dariyAmAM khADA TekarA khaDaka sAthe naukA athaDAI na jAya te mATe dIvAdAMDI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. dIvAdAMDI e sUcana kare che ke A bAju bhaya che mATe sAvadhAnI rAkhajo. ApaNuM A jIvana eka naukA samAna che. A naiyA kodha, mAna, mAyA, leba Adi khaDaka sAthe athaDAyA kare che. gurU bhagavaMte dIvAdAMDI banIne ApaNane sUcana kare che ke he AtmAo ! tame A raste na jazo. pelI naiyA jo khaDako sAthe athaDAI jAya ne bhAgI jAya to naukAmAM beThelAno eka bhava bagaDe che paNa ApaNI jIvananaiyA jo kaSAya rUpI khaDako sAthe athaDAI gaI te bhava bagADe che. mArI sayA mAge sahArA, (2) kaIne kaI dina AzA che ke pahece kinArA mArI jIvana naiyA tAre bharose, AMdhI bhayaMkara caDhI che AkAze, ho...ghaDIne ghaDI zuM the uchaLI rahyA nIra khAro....mArI naiyA niyA game tevI sArI hoya paNa nAvika na hoya to naukA tarI zakaze nahi. tema A jIvana eka nayA che ane gurUdeva tenA nAvika che. A AtmA ajJAnanI AMdhImAM aTavAI gayo hato tene gurUdeve jJAnane prakAza Apyo. mithyAtvanI graMthIne teDI samyaktva pAmavAnI lAInarI batAvI. sAcA zabdomAM kahuM te gurUdeva jIvananA sAcA ghaDavaiyA che. ghaDe mATImAMthI bane che paNa e bane kevI rIte ? kuMbhAra mATI lAve, temAM pANI nAMkhIne teno piMDa banAve, pachI tene cAka para caDhAve, cAkane pherave ane ghaDAno AkAra banAve, chevaTe kAcA ghaDAne agnimAM pakAve tyAre ghaDAnI kiMmata thAya che. hA khANamAM paDe hoya tyAM sudhI tenI kiMmata thatI nathI. jhaverI te kAcA mAlane laI Ave, tene ghasAve, sarANa para caDhAve ane temAM pAsA pADe tyAre te hIrAnI kiMmata aneka gaNI vadhI jAya che. sarakasamAM jaMgalI jAnavare kevA Azcaryajanaka kAryo batAve che. je te jAnavarone TrenIMga ApIne abhyAsa na karAvyuM hoya te tenuM ghaDatara thaI zakatuM nathI ane parAkramo batAvI zakatA nathI. gurU eTale nUtana jIvananA navanirmAtA : basa, A rIte gurUdeve ziSyanA jIvananuM navasarjana kare che, tenuM ghaDatara ghaTe che. ajJAna, asaMkArI jIvanane ghaDI ghaDIne susaMskArI, guNavAna ane parAkramI banAve che ane tenA jIvananuM navanirmANa kare che. vADhimakI trASinuM pUrvajIvana kevuM hatuM ? te bhayaMkara lUMTAre hato. aNaghaDa, asaMskArI ane niraMkuza hatuM. bIjA jIvone trAsa ApatA hatA paNa tenA bhAda jaMgalamAM pavitratAnI mUrti samA nArada munine tene bheTo thaze. pahelA to temanI sAme uddhatAIbharyuM vartana karyuM paNa nArada RSie samayecita barAbara upadeza Ape

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zAradA zirAmaNa ] [53 teA tenI AMkha khulI gaI. tenuM hRdaya parivartana thaI gayuM. te nAradamuninA ziSya banI gayA. samaya jatAM te vAlmikI RSi banI gayA. A badhA pratApa gurUdeva nArada RSinA hatA. paradezI rAjAnuM jIvana keTalu asa'skArI, aNudhaDa ane hiMsAmaya hatuM! eka vAra gurU kezIsvAmIneA samAgama thayo te temanu pApamaya jIvana pavitra anI gayuM. gurUdeve temane saMskArI banAvyA. temanuM ghaDatara evu' ghaDayuM ke peAtAnI patnIe peAtAne jhera ApyuM chatAM tenA para roSa ke krodha na karyAM. tenA doSa na joyA paNa karmAMnA udaya mAnIne kevI apUrva kSamA rAkhI zakayA ! gurUdeva ziSyanA jIvananI kAyApalaTa kare che. sAcA gurU te che ke je aMdhakAramAMthI prakAzamAM lAve. kayAreka ziSya bhUla kare tA gurU tene prAyazcita ApI tene sAcuM samajAvI tenA AtmAnI zuddhi karAve che. paradezI rAjA trIju namAthuNuM kholatAM zu kahe che ahe| he gurU bhagavaMta ! Apa jo mane maLyA na heAta te! mArI kaI gati thAta ? Aje A upasamAM paNa mane je kSamA rahI che te mArI nathI paNa tamArI che ! A pAvara tamAre che. tamArA gharamAM je lAITa jhaLahaLe che te zAthI ? pAvara hAusa sAthe kanekazana joDelu tA game teTalA dUra hazeA teA paNa lAITa jhaLahaLI uThaze, ane pAvara hAusanI bAjumAM jhUMpaDI haze paNa kanekazana joDeluM nahi hAya te| bAjumAM vasavA chatAM aMdhAruM rahevAnu che, tema pU. gurUdevanI AjJA, temanI zikhAmaNu sAthe ja kanekazana joyu haze te ApaNuM jIvana jhaLahaLI uThaze. ane kanekazana joyuM nahi hAya teA temanI sAnidhyamAM vasavA chatAM A jIvana rUpI jhUMpaDImAM aMdhAruM rahevAnuM che. AvA gurUdevanA anaMta anaMta upakAro che. anaMta ana ta upakAra hai gurUjI tumhArA, hai| gurUjI tumhArA.... dIbhrama hAkara bhaTaka rahI thI pAyA zaraNu tumhArA....anaMta je gurUdeve amArI saMsAramAM DUbatI naiyAne kinAre lAvI sayamanA sAgaramAM taratI karI che te gurUdevanA upakArAne kevI rIte bhUlAya ? mAtApitAnA, zeThanA upakAra A bhava pUratA che paNa gurUdevanA upakAra tA bhaveAbhava pUrA che. mAtApitA te mAtra jIvana Ape che jyAre gurUdeva teA suMdara rItathI jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA zIkhavADe che. paNa A badhA bhAva jIvanamAM Ave kayAre ? ziSyamAM vinaya guNu hAya teA. je ziSyamAM vinayanA guNa pradhAna che tenAmAM nirahaMkAratA, namratA, mRdutA, saraLatA, sevAbhakti ane samarpaNubhAva Ave che. vinayathI prIti, zAstrajJAna ane jaldIthI meAkSanI prApti thAya che. vinaya e ziSyanA jIvana mahelanA pAyA che. jo tenA jIvana mahelanA vinayanA pAyA majabUta che te tenAmAM sevA, dayA, kSamA, samatA Adi sadguNA AvavAnA che. kahyuM che ke " vijJacAyataSa guLaH sarve' samasta guNA vinayane AdhIna che. vinayathI mAnavI saMsAramAM paNa leAkapriya banI jAya che. vinayanuM mahattva batAvatA dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che ke

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954 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi naranArIo | taheva suviNIappA, logaMsi dIsaMti muhamehatA, iDhipattA lAkamAM jeTalA suvinita naranArIe che tee sukhasa'panna, samRddha ane mahA-- mahAyalA || a.9.u.2.gA.9 yazasvI dekhAya che. gurUdevAnI vinaya bhaktithI temanA AzIrvAda meLavIne kANu ziSya evA che ke je guNAthI samRddha, mahAyazasvI na banyA hoya ! arthAt ane ja. vinaya te eka evuM AbhUSaNa che ke jethI ziSyanuM jIvana, guNu, jJAna, yaza ADhithI jhaLahaLI uThe. tenA kAraNe badhA guNA khIlI uThe che. AvA vinayaneA guNa jenAmAM ze|bhI rahyo che avA gautama svAmI bhagavAna pAse gayA. sa'sArI hoya ke sAdhu hAya, dukAnamAM ke ophIsamAM jenAmAM vinaya guNa che te verIne paNa vaza karI zake che. jenAmAM vinaya- viveka che te jyAM jaze tyAM tenA vijaya thavAnA che. gautama svAmIne gaucarI javuM che eTale bhagavAna pAse AvIne vinaya sahita va`dana karyAM. gautama svAmIe bhagavAnane vaMdana karIne A pramANe kahyuM " icchAmiNaM bhaMte ! tubbhehiM ambhaNuNNAe chaTTakhamaNa pAraNaMgasi vANiyagAme nayare uccanIya majjhimmAI kulAI ghara samudANassa bhikkhAyariyAe aDittae / " he bhagavAna ! he pUjya ! ApanI AjJA hoya teA huM chaThThanA pAraNAne mATe vANijya gAmamAM UMca-nIca ane madhyama badhA kuLAmAM sAmUhika gharomAM bhikSAcarcAgaucarI karavA javAnI icchA rAkhu chu.. khelavAmAM keTalI mIThAza ane namratA che ! vinIta ziSya kacAre paNa ema na kahe ke mArI Ama icchA che. te te ema ja kahe ke gurUdeva ! ApanI AjJA hoya te mArI A icchA che. gautama svAmIe kahyuMbhagavAna ! ApanI AjJA hAya te gAmamAM UMca-nIca eTale zrImata, garIba ke madhyama kAI jAtanA bhedabhAva vagara sAmudAnIkI gaucarI mATe jAuM. sAmudAnIkI eTale gaucarI karatAM lAInabadha je dharA khapatA hAya te dhA vacce cheDayA vinA kramabaddha ghAmAM gaucarI karavI. sane 12 kuLanI gaucarI khape che, eTale gautama svAmI bhagavAnane pUche che ApanI AjJA hoya te Aje pAraNAne divase khapatA kuLAmAM koI jAtanA bhedabhAva vagara gaucarI mATe jAuM, tyAre bhagavAne kahyuM-"aA mudde revAnuNviyA ! mA TibaMdha haiM |'he devAnupriya ! tamane jema sukha upaje tema karo. bhagavAnanI AjJA maLatAM gautamasvAmI zrutipalAza udyAnathI nIkaLyA. cAlavAmAM paNa keTale upayAga ane sAvadhAnI che. Iyyasamiti jotAM jotAM cAle che. turiya' utAvaLathI nahi paNa capaLatA raheta, udvega rahita je cAle cAlatA haiAya te rIte jIvAnI jatanA karatAM thakA cAle. utAvaLathI cAlatA jIvAnI jatanA rahetI nathI. se gAme vA nagare bA, goaraggagao muNI / nA, sare maMtmazudhvigA, avidyuteLa ceyasA | daza.a.pa.u.1gA.2

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 955 bhagavAne dazavaikAlika sUtramAM khatAvyu` che ke gAmamAM hoya ke nagaramAM heya paNa gaucarI mATe gayele sAdhaka udvega rahita. avikSipta cittathI, vyAkuLatA rahita dhIme dhIme dhUMsarA pramANe sADA traNa hAtha sudhI daSTi karatAM karatAM dhaiyatAthI saceta khIja, vanaspati, pANI, mATI tathA jIvajaM tue jotAM thakA upayegapUrNAMka cAle paNa UMcu` nIcuM ADu avaLu jotAM na cAle. varasAda varasatA hAya, dhummasa hoya, moTA vAyarA vAtA hAya, khUba dhULa uDatI heAya ke mAkhI, macchara Adi aneka trasa jIvA khUba uDatA hAya te sAdhuthI gaucarI levA na javAya sUryAdaya pahelA ke sUryAsta pachI gaucarI na javAya. gautama svAmI koI jAtanI capaLatA ke gabharATa vinA zAMtithI sADA traNa hAtha pramANu jotAM jotAM dravyathI chakAya jIvanI hiMsA na thAya te rIte IrSyAsamitine AgaLa karIne gaucarI mATe gayA. vANiya gAmamAM ucca-nIca ane madhyama kuLomAM gaucarInI gaveSaNA karavA mATe ghUmavA lAgyA, sAdhaka 4ra tathA 6 doSarahita gaucarI kare. temAM koI doSa-na lagADe teA anaMtAkarmAnI nirjarA kare che. bhramara puSpamAMthI rasa cuse paNa puSpane kalAmanA na upajAve tema sate bhramaranI jema gRhasthane ghera gaucarI jAya paNa koI ne pIDA na pahoMcADe. te mahArathI dharmalAbha kahetA aMdara na jAya. cAranI jema pese ne zAhukAranI jema nIkaLe. sAdhune mATe banAvela AdhAkamI, uddezika, vecAtu lAveluM temane na ka2e. e vyakti jamavA beThI hoya, te anemAMthI ekanI IcchA ApavAnI hoya ane ekanI na heAya te te AhAra levA kalpatA nathI. kha'nenI IcchA hAya te te AhAra levA ka2e che. gautamasvAmI nirdoSa AhAranI gaveSaNA karatA thakA ghUmI rahyA che. gautamasvAmI mahAna pavitra sa`ta che. AjanA divasa paNa mArA jIvanamAM amIvarSA varasAvanAra, asIma upakAronI helI karanAra pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAhebanI janma zatAbdIne magala divasa che. jainazAsananA naleAma`DaLamAM aneka tejasvI hIralA ane vIralA jevA jhaLahaLatA ratnAe sayama ane tapanI sAdhanA dvArA A pRthvI para prakAza pAtharyAM che. temAM pU. gurUdeva ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba paNa jaina zAsananA tejasvI ratna hatA. nAma tevA guNeA temanAmAM hatA. ratna pAtAnA kiraNA cAre bAju prasarAve che tema pU. gurUdeve samyak saMyamanI sAdhanA, jJAnanI ArAdhanA ane dananI divyanA dvArA saMyamanA seAnerI kiraNA cAre bAju prasarAvyA che. Aje pU. gurUdevanu nAma smaraNa karatAM romeromamAM AnaMda thAya che. e gurUdevanA jIvanamAM guNAnA sAgara hileALA mArI rahyo hatA. temanA guNAnu varNana karavAnI mArAmAM zakti nathI chatAM temanA pratyenI bhakti, temanA anaMta upakAro mane temanI guNagAthA gAvA prere che. pU. gurUdeva tA kharekhara gurUdeva hatA. temanA jIvanamAM zAstronu, theAkaDAnuM, saMskRtanuM ane nyAyadarzananuM jJAna adbhUta hatuM. vRkSanI chAyA nIce visAme levA besanAra pathikanA tana mananA tApa zamI jAya che tema pU. gurUdevanA sa`yamanA, brahmacaya nA, adbhUta

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56 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi prabhAva jenA para paDe tene apUrva zAMti ane zItaLatAne anubhava thato hato. pU. gurUdeve mane saMyama mArganuM je sacoTa, saraLa ane saca keTinuM je mArgadarzana ApyuM che te bhabhava bhUlI zakAya tema nathI. pU. gurUdevano janma te gujarAtanA nAnakaDA gAma galiyANAmAM thaye hato. janma thayo tyAre kene khabara hatI ke A cIMthare bAMdheluM ratna haze ! kSatriya jAti, svAmInArAyaNa dharma, jaina saMtothI sAva ajANa chatAM temanI bhavitavyatA jAgavAnI haze eTale vaTAmaNamAM dhaMdhA mATe AvavAnuM banyuM. vairAgya rasathI bharapUra, AtmAnA bhAvane jagADatuM pU. mahAsatIjInuM bhAvavAhI gIta sAMbhaLyuM. kharekhara eka gIte temanA AtmAmAM vairAgya bhAvanI gUMthaNI karI, saMyamI jIvanano AnaMda lUMTavAnI mastI pedA karI, temanI aMtaravINAnA tAra jhaNajhaNI uThayA. chevaTe 14 varSanI cheTI uMmare pU. gurUdeva chaganalAlajI mahArAja pAse pravarjita banyA. bhAvinA bhItaramAM A ratna jaina zAsanamAM ane khA teja pAtharavAnA haze eTale gurUdeve temanuM nAma bA. bra. pU. ratnacaMdrajI mahArAja sAheba pADayuM. * pU. gurUdevanA jIvanamAM kSapA, saraLatA, vinaya, viveka, namratA, gurUbhakti, gurUcaraNamAM arpaNatA A guNone te akhUTa khajAne hatuM. je gurUdeva maLyA na hota to A jIvananaiyA A bhISaNa saMsAramAM kyAMya athaDAtI hota. A saMsAramAMthI DUbatI naiyAne bahAra kADhI saMyamI jIvananI aNamola bheTa ApanAra, karamAtI jIvanavADIne amI varSonA siMcanathI navapallavita karanAra, ajJAnanI AlamamAM aTavAtA jIvanane jJAnano prakAza ApanAra, mithyAtvanA mahAvanamAM bhaTakatI abUdha bALAne sAcuM mArgadarzana ApanAra, saMsAranA vAghA utArI saMyamanA sAja sajAvI siddhi mArganA sopAne caDhAvanAra anaMta anaMta upakArI guNanidhi pU. gurudevanA upakArane kevI rIte bhUlAya? Aje arihaMta prabhunI gerahAjarImAM gurU e jIvananA AdhAra che. guru brahmA guru viSNu, guru devo mahezvaraH / guru sAkSAt parabrahma, tasmeM zrI gurave namaH // gurU e ja brahmA, viSNu ane mahezvara che tethI gurUdevane koTI koTI namaskAra che. gurU dvArA parama gurU evA prabhunI prApti thaI zake che. gurUnI upekSA karanAra game teTalI mahenata kare to ya mokSa mahelamAM praveza na karI zake. sAdhanA game teTalI karo paNa kendramAM saddagurU haze te sAdhanA saphaLa. pU. gurUdevanA upakArone je smaraNamAM lAvIe te e upakAra eTale badho che ke tene badale karaDe bhave paNa vALI zakAya tema nathI. ATalI badhI gurUnI mahattA kema gAI haze tene zAMta citte vicAra karo. temanA dilanI kRpA meLavavA keTale bhoga Apa paDe te samajAvavuM nahi paDe. je gurUdevanI kRpAne pAme che tene svAdhyAya karatA zabdonA artho ukelavA nahi paDe. zabdonI pAchaLa rahelA arthanA prakAzane sAgara Ape Apa dekhAze. baMdha AMkhe paNa e prakAza tamArA aMtaramAM evA sIdhA lITA pADaze ke AtmAmAM ughADa udhADa

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [957 thaI jaze. gurUkRpAne pAtra banI cUkelA AtmAnuM jIvana sugaMdhathI suvAsita heya. e jyAM jyAM vicare tyAM enA guNonI suvAsa mUko jAya. enI saumyatA, saphaLatA, komaLatA, premALa mIThA vacana badhAne AkarSaNa kare. badhAne avazya gamI jAya tevuM tenuM sumadhura AkarSaka vyaktitva heya. e badhAno lADakavA bane. te ajAtazatrunuM jIvana jIvatA hoya. dharma rahe che gurU bhaktanA aMtaramAM, e phAlephule che ne khIle che gurUbhaktanI aMtaranA upavanamAM, mATe AtmasAt kare gurUbhaktinA guNane, jIvanasAta kare ? bahumAnanA zvAsane, pachI dhUlisAta thaI jaze avaguNonA pahADa, gurUkRpA vinAno dharma ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevuM che, mATe jIvanamAM meLavavA jevuM kaMI hoya te gurUkRpA . parama upakArI pU. gurUdevanI kRpAthI ane temanI amIdraSTithI amArI saMyamanI nAvaDI saDasaDATa cAlI rahI che. gurUdevanI kRpA vinA jIvanamAM kAMI karI zakavAnI amArAmAM zakti nathI. bhale, Aje gurUdeva hAjara nathI paNa temanA saguNonI suvAsathI te teo amara che. pU. gurUdeve cIdhelA mArge AgaLa AgaLa pragati karatA rahIe. temanA jIvanamAM je amUlya guNono bhaMDAra hate te guNomAMthI yatkiMcita guNene jIvanamAM apanAvIe. temanA ApelA sadudhane jIvanamAM jaDI, manamAM maDhI, svabhAvamAM sajI, vibhAvane vamI jIvanamAM vaNavA sabhAgI banIe te sAcI janma zatAbdI ujavI sArthaka gaNAya. Aje ApaNe e parama saubhAgya che ke pU. gurUdevanI janma zatAbdI ujavavAnuM sadbhAgya ApaNane prApta thayuM. A janma zatAbdInA maMgala prasaMge ApaNe tyAM akhaMDa aThThamanI ArAdhane ! karAvI che. ghaNuM menI saMkhyAmAM bhAIbene aMtaranA umaLakAthI te tapamAM joDAyA che. tapa karanAre utsAhathI tapa karyA, jenAthI tapa nathI thaI zake te badhAe tapasvInuM bahumAna karavAmAM udAra dile dhanane sadupayoga karyo che. A batAve che ke pU. gurUdevanA jIvanano prabhAva e addabhUta paDe che ke badhAne dAna karavAnuM, tapa karavAnuM mana thayuM. janma zatAbdI nimitte 100 logassano kAusaga paNa rAkhyo che. temaja roja vrataniyama, jApa Adi dharma pAnathI traNa divasa gAjatA rahyA che. aMtamAM pU. gurUdevanA guNo te anaMtA che. A lekhanathI lakhI zakAya nahi. jahuvAthI bolI zakAya nahi. temane guNene jIvanamAM apanAvI temanA cIdhelA rAhe cAlIe te sAcI janma zatAbdI ujavI kahevAya anaMta upakArI sva. AcArya bA. bra. pU. gurUdevanA caraNakamaLamAM koTI koTI vaMdana. kArataka suda 13 ne ravivAra : vyAkhyAna naM. 108 : tA. 24-11-85 sujJa baMdhuo, suzIla mAtAo ne bahene ! rAgadveSanA vijetA mokSamArganA praNetA bhagavAna pharamAve che ke

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58 ] [ zAradA ziremaNi bibheSi yadi saMsArAt mokSa prApti ca kAMkSasi / tadindriya jayaM kartu, sphoraya sphAra pauruSam / / he AtmA ! je tuM saMsArathI bhaya pAme che ane mokSaprAptinI AkAMkSA (IrachA) rAkhe che te Indriyo para vijaya prApta karavA mATe tAruM parAkrama pherava. - jJAnI bhagavaMta kahe che ke he AtmAo ! tamane saMsArano bhaya lAge che ? cAra gatimAM thatI bhayaMkara viTaMbaNAothI have trAsI gayA che ? AvA bihAmaNa saMsAramAMthI mukta thavAnI bhAvanA jAgI che ? pAMjarAmAM pUrAyelA siMhane piMjarAmAMthI mukta thavAnI bhAvanA ane enA dhamapachADA joyA che ? te chUTavA mATe rAtadivasa prayatna kare che. siMhanI jema saMsAranA piMjarAmAMthI mukta thaIne mokSamAM javuM che?mekSanI anaMta guNa samRddhi, anaMta jJAna ane anaMtadarzana meLavavAnI tamannA jAgI hoya te mahAna purUSArtha kheDa paDaze. bhAgyanA bharose besI rahevAthI ke kALanA bahAno kADhavAthI nahi maLe. e mATe ArAmane harAma kare paDaze ne mana vacana kAyAthI purUSArtha kare paDaze. pAMca Idri para niyaMtraNa karavuM paDaze. saMsArathI mukti ane mokSanI prApti mATe indriya vijayane purUSArtha anivArya che. jIva jema jema Indriyane managamatA viSaya ApIne piSe che tema AtmAmAM duSTa-malina vikAro puSTa thatA jAya che. jema jema vikAre puSTa thatA jAya che tema tema jIva para meDanI pakaDa daDha thatI jAya che. pariNAme te aneka prakAranA duHkho ane azAMtine bhega banI jAya che ane narakAdi durgatiomAM bhaTakato thaI jAya che. gaMgA jamanA jevI hajAra nadIe mAgaramAM ThalavAya che chatAM sAgarane kyAre paNa tRpti thatI nathI. te kayAre paNa kaheto nathI ke have mAre jarUra nathI, tema Indriyo rUpa sAgaranuM taLiyuM khUba UMDANavALuM che. anaMtakALathI jIva pitAnI indriyane tRpta karavA pagalika viSayo Apate Ave che, chatAM inidrae kayAre paNa tene InkAra karyo nathI. ene jema jema anukULa viSaya maLatA jAya tema tema viSayenI adhika IcchA karatI rahe che. A idrine tame kaI sAmAnya vastu na samajatAM. e dekhAvamAM bhale sIdhIsAdI lAgatI hoya paNa e tamane vaphAdAra nathI. meha samrATanI e AjJAMkti sevikAo che. meha samrATa A kuzaLa vaphAdAra sevikAo dvArA anaMtA jIve para pitAnI sattA calAvI rahyo che. AtmA pite samrATa hovA chatAM indriyane gulAma banI gayo che. indrie AtmA para AdhipatyapaNuM jamAvI dIdhuM che tethI AtmA sAcuM sukha ane AnaMda prApta karI zakatuM nathI. AtmA pite samrATa hovA chatAM je Indriyane gulAma banIne rahe to AnaMda kevI rIte meLavI zakaze ? eka nyAyathI samajIe. raMkamAMthI banelo rAjA : eka garIba bhikhArI galIomAM bhIkha mAMgI rahyo hato. bicAre mAbApa ! eka roTI Apo. ema badhAne karagarate hate. pApane udaya hoya tyAre bhIkha mAMgatA baTakuM roTale ya na maLe. pApanA aMdhakAramAM kyAre puNyane

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 959 sUrya prakAze che te khakhara paDatI nathI. acAnaka te gAmamAM rAjAnuM mRtyu thayuM. have rALa kone banAvavA te mATe prazna thaI paDayA, kAraNa ke rAjAne dIkarA hatA nahi. madha e nakkI karyu ke ApaNe hAthaNI pheravIe. te jenA para kaLaza DhALe tene rAjA manAvavA, hAthaNI AkhA gAmamAM pharatI pharatI pele bhikhArI gAma bahAra sUtA hatA tyAM AvIne kaLaza DhALyeA. badhAnA manamAM thayuM ke hAthaNIe bhikhArIne kaLaza DhALyA ? chatAM zAMta pramANe bhikhArIne tyAMthI uThADIne laI gayA. sArA kapaDA, alaMkAro paherAvI tene siMhAsane besADayA. tenA mastaka para ratnajaDita rAjamugaTa paherAvye, rAjasevakoe tenA mAthe chatra dharyuM. tenI ane Aju cAmara vIMjhAvA lAgyA. badhAe jayajayakAranA nAda sAthe tenA rAjyAbhiSeka karyAM. rAja maLyuM paNa mAna ane sthAna nahIM : bhikhArI rAjA banyA paNa tenA manamAMthI bhikhArIpaNuM gayuM na hatu. eTale rAjA khanavA chatAM tene AnaMda na hateA. bIje divase pradhAna tenI pAse Avye te bhikhArI banelA rAjAnA manamAM e gabharATa thayA ke A mane kaI kaheze te ? mAruM apamAna karaze te ? koI koI vAra tene koI vAtamAM khelavAnuM mana thAya paNa elI zake nahi. eka vAra hiMmatathI kaMika mAlyA tyAre ma`trI hasavA lAgyA ane kahyuM ke tamane kai vAtamAM samajaNa paDatI nathI ne vacce zA mATe khele che ? tamAre cUpacApa besI rahevAnuM. ame badhuM kAma saMbhALI laIzu. zastrothI sajaja thaine senAdhipati AvyA te tene beine rAjA dhrujavA lAgyA. tene joine rAjAnA manamAM thayuM ke Ane kaMi kahevA jaIza teA mArI kharAbara khakhara laI leze eTale kai khelyA nahi. A rAjAne maLavA nagaranA pratiSThita mANasA, nagarazeTha, vidvAna badhA Ave che paNa A rAjA te cUpacApa badhAnI sAme jue che paNa kaMI khelatA thI. tethI badhA tenA tarapha joIne hase che, tenI majAka uDAve che. Avu' joine rAjAnA manamAM vicAra thayA ke bhikhArI jIvanamAM te ghaNAMnA apamAna sahana karatA hatA paNa atyAre te rAjA banyA. chatAM badhA mArI majAka uDAve; mAruM apamAna kare te kevI rIte sahana thAya? A karatAM bhikhArI jIvana sAruM hatuM. rAta anavA chatAM apamAna thAya e te asahya che paNa te koine kAMI kahI zakatA nathI. manamAM badhuM samaje che ane apamAnanA kaDavA ghUMTaDA pIne rahe che. A rAjA mahAra nIkaLe teA dvArapALa, daravAna koi tenuM svAgata na kare, tenA sAmu na jue, AvA vyavahArathI rAjAnA manamAM khUba duHkha thatuM. AvA rAjA banavAnuM kANu pasada kare ? : tamane kaI kahe ke tame rALa aneA, tamane sAnAnu` si'hAsana besavA maLaze, ratnajaDita mugaTa maLaze, cAmara DhoLAze, tamArA jayajayakAra bAlAze paNa koi tamArI AjJAne mAnaze nahi. cUpacApa je thAya te badhuM joyA karavAnuM. badhA tamAruM apamAna karaze, hAMsI mazkarI karaze, te zuM AvA rAnta banavAnuM tame pasaMda kareA kharA ? (zvetA : nA..nA. ) koinI sthiti sAva garIba hoya

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960 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi te paNa AvA rAjA banavAnuM pasaMda nahi kare ThAThamATha bhale rAjazAhI maLe paNa jenI sattA bilakula cAle nahi, koI AjJA mAne nahi, mAna-sanmAnane badale apamAna maLe te tevI padavIne koNa samaju hoMziyAra mANasa svIkAra kare ? A mAnavajIvananI zobhA piaugalika saMpattinA ThaThArAthI nathI paNa Atmika vaibhava prApta karavAthI che. IndriyanA gulAma nahi banatA Indriyone gulAma banAvo ? A nyAya ApaNuM jIvana sAthe ghaTAvavo che. tame pite tamArA jIvananA samrATa rAjA che. AtmA rUpI rAjAne pAMca Iyei, mana, buddhi, hAthapaga rUpI rAjavaibhava maLyo che. AtmAe ATaluM sAmrAjya meLavyuM che chatAM tenuM saMcAlana barAbara na karI zake, tene upayoga kevI rIte karAya te na samaje. Indriye, mana tenI sattAmAM hovA chatAM tenAthI bhayabhIta rahe, manane ane indriyane zubha adhyavasAyamAM, AtmakalyANanI pravRttimAM joDavA Icche che chatAM te joDI na zake ane AtmA rUpI rAjAnI vAta sAMbhaLI na sAMbhaLI karIne viSayo tarapha doDe to AtmAnI sthiti pite samrATa rAjA hovA chatAM bhikhArI jevI ja kahevAya ne? bhikhArI rAjA hovA chatAM badhAthI Dara hato kAraNa ke rAjA banavA chatAM bhikhArI vRtti temanA manamAMthI gaI na hatI. rAjAnI padavI maLavA chatAM tene upayoga kevI rIte kare te samajaNa na hatI, tethI tenA jIvanamAM rAjA banavA chatAM rAjAne AnaMda meLavI zakyo nahi paNa duHkhI che. A rIte je AtmA indriya ane manathI dabAyeluM rahe che te pitAnA jIvanane vAstavika samrATa nathI. khUba UMDANathI vicArIzuM te lAgaze ke AtmA pote pitAne bhUlI gayA che. tene pitAnI oLakhANa nathI tethI mana ane indrie tene gulAma banAve che. jyAre AtmAnI oLakhANa thaze tyAre tene pitAnI anaMta zaktinuM bhAna thaze eTale te Indriyone gulAma nahi bane paNa indriyone gulAma banAvaze. jemaNe indriyone gulAma banAvI che ane jIvananA samrATa banyA che evA gautamasvAmI vANijya gAmamAM gaucarI mATe pharI rahyA che. chaThThanuM pAraNuM che chatAM jarA paNa utAvaLa nathI. nirdoSa gaucarInI gaveSaNa karI rahyA che. supAtra dAna evuM che ke lenAra ane denAra baMnenA karmonI nirjarA karAve che. asUjhatA AhArapANI vahorAvavAthI jIva TUkuM AyuSya bAMdhe che. ThANuga sUtramAM trIje ThANe batAvyuM che ke traNe kAraNe jIva phUMkuM AyuSya bAMdhe che. (1) pALe rUvADrA mA (2) muAM varU bhavai (3) tahAruva samaNaM vA, mAhaNaM vA, aphAsueNaM aNesaNijjeNaM asaNaM pANaM khAima sArU paDhimittA mavaDuM | jIvahiMsA karavAthI. gharamAM kIDI, maMkoDA, mAMkaDa thayA heya ne davA chaMTAve te keTalA onI hiMsA thaI jAya. kaMIka zokhIna jIvaDA gharanA kaMpAunDamAM bagIcA banAve, temAM je lIlI vanaspati ugI hoya tene sarakhI rAkhavA roja mazIna pheravAve ane mAne ke have kevuM sarasa dekhAya che. jANe jAjama pAtharI na hoya ! paNa tene khabara nathI ke AvA pApa karIne huM kyAM jaIza? AvA pApa karavAthI temaja paMcendriya Adi jenI hiMsA karavAthI alpa AyuSyane baMdha pADe.

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 961 (2) asatya bolavAthI, (3) tathArUpa zramaNa, mAhaNane asUjhatA AhAra pANI vaherAvavAthI. A traNa kAraNathI TUMkuM AyuSya baMdhAya che. je AtmA nI dayA pALe che, satya bele che ne sUjhatA AhArapANI vahorAve che te lAMbu AyuSya bAMdhe che. gautama svAmI zuddha AhAranI gaSaNA karatA karatA temanI gaucarI pUrI thaI gaI tyAre te vANijya gAmanI bahAra nIkaLI jyAM kalAka saMniveza che tyAM Ave che tyAre ghaNA mANaso vAta kare che ane bole che te sAMbhaLyuM. samAsa mAvo mahAvIra aMtevAsI ANaMde nAma samaNovAsae posahasAlAe apacchima jAva aNavaMkakha mANe viharai / zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA aMtevAsI AnaMda nAmanA zramaNopAsaka che. AnaMda zrAvakane bhagavAna pratye keTale saddabhAva, keTalI bhaktibhAvanA haze tyAre eka zrAvaka mATe aMtevAsI zabda vaparAye haze ! ziSya mATe te aMtevAsI zabda vaparAya paNa zrAvaka mATe aMtevAsI zabda vaparAya tyAre samajavuM ke temanI bhagavAna pratye keTalI bhakti haze ke bhagavAnanA hRdayamAM temanuM sthAna haze ! gautama svAmIe lokenA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM ke bhagavAnanA aMtevAsI daDhavI, priyadhamI AnaMda zrAvake pauSadhazALAmAM aMtima mAraNAMtika saMthAro kare che. te saMthAro paNa kevo ? mRtyunI AkAMkSA vagara, mane jaladI mRtyu Ave te sAruM, evI kaI paNa jAtanI bhAvanA vagara saMthAro karyo che, temanuM zarIra kevuM kRza thaI gayuM che te vAta AgaLa Avaze. AnaMda zrAvake prabhu mahAvIra svAmInuM zaraNuM laIne saMthAro karyo che, eTale temane baLa ane zakti maLyA hatA. jeNe trilekInAtha prabhunuM zaraNuM lIdhuM hoya tene zI ciMtA hoya ! azaraNamAM vizvAsa ane zaraNamAM vizvAsa nahi!: ApaNe AtmA anaMtakALathI A saMsAra sAgaramAM jholA khAI rahyo che. tenuM kAraNa eka ja che ke prabhunA zaraNanI apekSA rAkhI nathI paNa tenI upekSA karI che ane saMsArabhAvanI apekSA rAkhI che. eTaluM nahi paNa tyAM daDha zraddhA paNa rAkhI che. mAnI lo ke tamAre be pAMca lAkhanuM jokhama laIne dukAnethI ghera javuM che. to tame cAlIne jaze ke TekasI karazo? kaI e mUrkha na hoya ke jokhama laIne cAlIne jAya. kaI paNa jAtanI oLakhANa vinA TekasI DrAIvara para vizvAsa rAkhIne TekasImAM besIne jaze. tyAM tame ajANayA TekasI DrAIvara para keTale vizvAsa rAkhe ? vALa kapAvavA mATe tame herakaTIMga salUnamAM jAva tyAre hajAma je pramANe kahe te rIte mAthuM rAkhavA taiyAra thAva cho. tyAM zraddhA che ke hajAma dhAradAra astro mane vagADaze nahi; paNa huM tamane kahuM chuM ke tame je TekasI DrAyavara para vizvAsa rAkhIne beThA te DrAyavare kaMIkanA ekasIDanTa karyA che ane te TekasImAM besanAranA dhanamAla ane jAna lUMTI lIdhA che. ghaNA hajAme vALa kyAvanArane lehI kAvyA che chatAM tamane temanA para vizvAsa. mane te tamArI dayA Ave che. tamane DrAyavara, hajAma, DaoNkaTara, vakIla, vepArI, ghATI, kara A badhAmAM vizvAsa ane bhagavAnanA

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962 ] [ zAradA zizamaNi vacana para vizvAsa nahi ! paNa yAda rAkho ke A badhAnA zaraNe gayelA kaMIka vAra jokhamamAM mUkAyA che paNa jinezvara prabhunA zaraNe gayelA eka paNa sAdhakane bhagavAne kayAre paNa muzkelImAM mUkayA nathI. are, muzkelImAM mUkayA nathI eTaluM ja nahi paNu e tArake te temane kalyANanA mArga atAvI kalyANa karAvyuM che. prabhuzaraNa svIkAravAmAM sukha ane zaraNu tyAgamAM du:kha : eka sAthe cAra cAra jIveAnI hatyA karanArA dRDha prahArInuM bhAvi jIvana kevuM bhaya'kara hAya ? enA mATe du`ti hAya paNa jyAM gurU bhagava'tanu' zaraNa svIkAryuM tyAM te| ajaba camatkAra thaI gayA. pApI punita banI gayA. sayama cheDIne sa'sAramAM javA taiyAra thayelA meghakumAra, abhimAnI IndrabhUti gautama, kurUkSetranA yuddhamAM lAkhA jIvane maitane ghATa utAranAra pAMca pAMDavA, mahA kalyANakArI bhagava tanA zaraNe gayA teA kaSAyAthI mukta khanI gayA. kevA adbhUta camatkAra ! arjunamALI, caMDakauzika, jhAMjharIyA muninI dhAta karanAra rAjA jevA pApI AtmAe paNu bhagavAnanA zaraNe gayA teA temanA jIvanamAM paNa camatkAra sajAI gayA, te pachI ApaNA jIvanamAM zA mATe na sarjAya ? jarUra sajI zakIe paNa te mATe samaye samaye jinAjJAne sAme rAkhI dareka pravRtti karavI. sAthe e vAta paNa yAda rAkho ke eka vAra jinezvara bhagavatane ke gurUdevane pAmyA pachI jeNe temanu zaraNu cheoDI dIdhu che tenA kame` bUrA hAlahavAla karyAM che. mahAtapasvI kurika muni, utkRSTa vairAgI jamAli aNugAra e badhA dRSTAMta ApaNI sAme meAjuda che. kuMDarika munie varSoMnI sAdhanA karI chatAM gurU bhagavaMtanuM zaraNa cheDayuM te naraka gatimAM pheMkAI gayA ane jamAli munie bhagavAnanA vacana uthApyA te kiviSImAM pheM kAI gayA. prabhunuM zaraNa svIkAravAmAM ApaNA janmajanmAMtarAnI surakSA che. have tamAre janmA janmanA kha'dhanathI chUTavu' che ke rakhaDavuM che ? tamane meAkSamAM javAnI laganI kayAre lAgaze ? jIvAne meAkSa kema maLatA nathI ? : eka ziSya gurUne prazna karyAM ke he gurUdeva ! siddhAMtamAM lakhyuM che ane Apa khele che ke meAkSamAM te| mahAsutra che. AcArAMga sUtramAM bhagavAne pharamAvyuM che ke vamA na vijJarU / mekSanA sukhane upamA apAya evA kaI zabdo nathI. evuM mahAna anaMta sukha che. ziSye kahyuM-gurUdeva ! Apa kahe che ke mokSamAM teA zAzvata sukha che. je sukhanI pAchaLa kayAre paNa du:khanI chAyA nathI. meAkSamAM javAne adhikAra abhavI sivAya jagatanA tamAma jIvAne maLelA che. Apa mekSanA svarUpanI vAtA karA che te jagatanA badhA jIvAne meAkSa kema maLatA nathI ? ATalA badhA jIve saMsAramAM kema rakhaDe che ? gurUdeve kahyuM-tArA prazna ThIka che. ApaNuM zAzvata ghara meAkSa che. je gharamAM gayA pachI kayAreya jAkAro na maLe. ApaNu zarIra e bhADUtI dhara che. te kayAre, kayA samaye, kaI miniTe khAlI karavu' paDaze tenI khakhara nathI. AjanA sarakArI kAyadA pramANe te bhADUtIne rahevA paNa deze paNa ApaNu AyuSya pUrNa thaze tyAre te sarakArI lAMcarUzvata, vakIlAta ke sophArasa nahi cAle. e to muddata pUrI thAya eTale tarata khAlI karavu paDaze. mAtra meAkSanu ghara evu' che ke kayAre paNa khAlI na karavu' paDe. - -

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zAradA zimaNi ] [963 muktinI manISA vinA maMjila dUra H gurUe kahyuM-he vahAlA ziSya ! tAre prazna sAco che, paNa mokSa game che jene ? mekSamAM jAya keNu? ilekaTrIka karaMTa lAge tyAre kevI jhaNajhaNATI thAya che? jyAre ene evo karaMTa lAge ke huM anaMtakALathI rakhaDI rahyo chuM. have mArI saMsArathI mukti kayAre thaze ? seTa lAge te tarata upacAra karIe chIe, tema je mekSa meLavavAne soTa lAgyuM hoya te te mATe gurUdeva kahe tema karavuM paDaze. to pachI mokSamAM javAnuM agharuM nathI paNa saheluM che. mekSanI laganI lAgaze tyAre jaDa pudgalo taraphanI doTa ochI thaI jaze. gurU kahe che he ziSya ! tuM pUche che ke mokSamAM javAne adhikAra badhAne maLe che chatAM jo saMsAramAM kema rakhaDe che ? paNa mokSa joIe che ja kene? eka vAra tuM A gAmamAM jaIne badhAne pUchI Ava ke tamAre zuM joIe che ? ziSya to gAmamAM gaye. pahelA zrImaMtane ghera jaIne pUchyuM, tamArI zI IcchA che? tamAre mekSamAM javuM che? nA bhAI mAre mokSamAM javuM nathI. to tamAre zuM joIe che? bhAI ! mAre tyAM paise ghaNe che paNa pAraNe jhUlanAra keI nathI. bIjAne ghera gayo te kahe badhuM sAruM che paNa patnI sArI joIe che. keI kahe mAre badhuM sAruM che paNa zarIranI taMdurastI joIe che, te kaI kahe ke mAre mananI mastI joIe che. sAMja sudhImAM A ziSya 200 thI 300 ghara pharyo paNa koI evuM kahenAra na maLyuM ke mAre mokSa joIe che. ziSya sAMje pAchA AvyA. gurU kahe vahAlA ziSya! tuM badhAne pUchI Avyo ? hA, gurU bhagavaMta huM ghaNuM ghara pharyo. meM badhAne pUchyuMtamAre zuM joIe che? eka paNa mANasa e na nIkaLyo ke jeNe ema kahyuM hoya ke mAre mekSa joIe che. keIne paisA, keIne patnI, keIne chokarA, keIne moTara, koIne taMdurastI te keIne mananI mastI joIe che. basa, mokSane choDIne badhuM joIe che. ziSya ! have tane samajAyuM ne ke badhA jene mokSamAM javAno adhikAra hovA chatAM saMsAramAM kema rakhaDe che. tenuM kAraNa spaSTa che ke teone haju mokSa joituM nathI. temanI tRSNAono aMta AvatA nathI. jemanI rageragamAM mokSanI laganI lAgI che evA gautamasvAmIe leke nA mukhe sAMbhaLyuM ke prabhunA aMtevAsI AnaMda zrAvake jIvananI, maraNanI ke mAna sanmAnanI koI jAtanI AkAMkSA rahita saMthAro karyo che to huM paNa temanI pAse jAuM ane AnaMdazrAvakane jouM. AnaMda zrAvaka pAse javAnI temane tIvra utkaMThA thaI. A pramANe vicAra karIne gautama svAmI keTalAka saMnivezamAM pauSadhazALAmAM jyAM AnaMda zrAvaka hatA tyAM gayA. AnaMda zrAvakanA keTalA bhAgyodaya kahevAya ke pote saMthAro karyo che te ja nagaramAM temanA dharmopadezaka, paramopakArI tIrthakara bhagavaMta mahAvIra svAmI padhAryA che ane temanA aMtevAsI prathama ziSya, ugra tapasvI, mahAjJAnI, vinaya vivekanI ajoDa mUrti evA gautama svAmI AnaMda zrAvakane saMthArAmAM darzana devA mATe AvyA. baDA bhAgya hoya tyAre AvA samaye gurUdevanA darzana maLe. gautamasvAmI AnaMda zrAvaka pAse gayA. 62

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[ zAradA ziremaNi tae Na se ANaMde samaNovAsae bhagavaM goyama ejjamANaM pAsai pAsittA haThUta jAva hiyae bhagavaM goyamaM vaMdai namasai / .. AnaMda zrAvake gautama svAmIne AvatA joyA tyAM temanA sADA traNa koDa marAya ulasI gayA. te khUba harSita ane prasanna banI gayA. ahe ! mArA jJAnadAtA, mane mokSano mArga batAvanArA mArA bhagavAnanA aMtevAsI gautamasvAmI padhAryA ! Aje huM darzana karIne kRtArtha banIza. mAruM jIvana dhanya banI jaze. AnaMda zrAvakanA haiyAmAM ullAsa samAto nathI. badhI milkata tane dharuM to paNa tArI karUNAnI tole nA Ave, jiMdagIbhara tane bhaju te paNa tArA upakAranI tole nA Ave he prabhu ! mAruM sarvasva tArA caraNe dharuM te paNa tamArI karUNAnI te kaI na Ave. A rIte gautamasvAmIne jotAM AnaMda zrAvakanA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. temAM beThA beThA traNa vAra tikakhuttone pATha bhaNI gautamasvAmIne vaMdana namaskAra karyA, pachI kahyuM he gurU bhagavaMta ! huM ApanA caraNamAM mAruM mastaka namAvuM chuM. mAruM zarIra sAva kRza thaI gayuM che. huM ekadama azakata banI gayo chuM. huM mArA Asana parathI uThIne ApanI pAse AvIne vaMdana namaskAra karuM eTalI mArI zakti nathI. devAnupriye! vicAra karo ke temanuM zarIra keTaluM kRza banI gayuM haze ke Asana parathI uThavAnI zaki paNa rahI nathI, chatAM jarA paNa abhimAna nathI. keTalI namratAthI bele che ! bhASA mAM keTalI mIThAza ane madhuratA che ! je bhASAmAM mIThAza na hoya to zAMta mAnavane azAMta banAvI de. evI bhASA karmabaMdhananuM kAraNa bane che. mIThI bhASA karmanI nirjarA karAve che eka vAra eka chokare bIjA chokarAne kahe che ke mArI mammI to evI hoMziyAra che ke ene I sAmAnya nimitta maLI jAya to kalAko sudhI enuM lekacara calAve rAkhe. bIje chokaro kahe tArI mammI te nimitta maLe tyAre bele paNa mArI mammI to evI hoMziyAra che ke ene te nimitta na maLe te paNa kalAko sudhI belyA kare. je kAlanI vAta karuM. mArA pappA dukAnethI thAkIne AvyA hatA eTale kaMI bolyA vagara zAMtithI beThA hatA. tyAM mArI mammIe kahyuM-kema zAMta besI rahyA che ? kAMI bolatA kema nathI ? zuM tamane jIbhane lakavo thaI gaye che ? basa, pachI tenuM lekacara sADA cAra kalAka cAlyuM. bola have tArI mammI karatAM mArI mammI vadhu hoMziyAra kharI ke nahi? have pele karo zuM bole ? vacanazaktine ke bhayaMkara durUpayega ? vacana bolatA pahelA khUba tole ne pachI bole. AnaMda zrAvake mIThA zabdothI gautama svAmIne kahyuM- he bhagavaMta ! mArA zarIranI azaktinA kAraNe huM ApanI pAse AvIne traNa vAra vaMdana namaskAra karIne ApanI caraNaraja levA mATe asamartha chuM mATe Apa mArI pAse padhAre te huM vaMdana karI

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [ 965 ApanI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvuM. keTalI saraLatA ! keTalA vinaya viveka ! A rIte kahevAmAM AnaMda zrAvakane thoDo sakoca thate hatA chatAM gurU pratyene Adara ane bhakti bhAvanA kAraNe A pramANe kahyuM. Anada zrAvakanA kahevAthI gautamasvAmI tyAM gayA. AnaMda zrAvake vaMdana karI caraNaraja mastake caDhAvI. have AnaMda zrAvaka gautamasvAmIne zuM prazna pUchaze tenA bhAva avasare, kArataka suda 15 ne magaLavAra : vyAkhyAna na. 109 : tA. 26-11-25 Aje cAturmAsa pUrNAhutinA pavitra divasa che. Aje ApaNA cAlu adhikAra paNa pUrNa karavA che. ApaNA adhikAranA nAyaka AnaMda zrAvake saMthAre karyAM che. gautama svAmI temanI pAse gayA ane AnaMda zrAvake temane khUba utkRSTa bhAve vaMdana namaskAra karI caraNa sparza karyAM, pachI pUchyuM-he gurU bhagava ta ! gRhasthapaNAmAM rahetA saMsArI jIvAne avidhajJAna thAya kharuM ? gautamasvAmIe kahyuM-hA. AnaMda ! AcAra vicAranI zuddhi hAya ane tenI ArAdhanA joradAra hAya to avadhijJAna thai zake che. AnaMda zrAvake kahyuM- bhagavAna ! jo gRhasthane avadhijJAna thaI zake te! mane paNa avadhijJAna thayuM che. te avadhijJAnathI pUrva, pazcima ane dakSiNa dizAmAM 500 yeAjana sudhI lavaNu samudramAM jouM chuM. uttara dizAmAM phUlahimavaMta paryaMta sudhI, UMcI dizAmAM pahelA sudhAM devaleAka sudhI ane nIce aAdizAmAM pahelI narakanA lAlupAcyuta nAmanA pAthaDAmAM rahelA 84 hajAra varSanI sthitivALA nArakIone huM jou chuM ane jANuM chuM. satyanI samasyA sAme dRDha nIDaratA : AnaMda zrAvakanI avidhajJAnanI vAta sAMbhaLIne gautama svAmI teA sajjaDa thaI gayA. zu' zrAvakane ATaluM meA adhijJAna hAya ? temanI dhAraNA evI hatI ke gRhasthane ATaluM mATuM avidhajJAna na thAya, tethI temaNe AnaMda zrAvakane kahyuM he devAnupriya ! gRhasthavAsamAM rahetA jIvAne adhijJAna te utpanna thaI zake che paNa tame kahe che teTalA mATA, vizALa kSetranuM nahi. tame asatya khele che mATe tenI AlAcanA kare, prAyazcita le. AnaMda zrAvakane bhagavAnanA paTTa ziSya, prathama gaNadhara, cAra jJAna ane cauda pUrvanA jANakAra evA gautama svAmIe kahyuM-chatAM manamAM zaMkA na thaI ke AvA vIra purUSa mane kahe che te temanuM sAcuM haze ke mAruM sAcu' haze ? temaNe gautama svAmIne kahyuM-he prabhu ! zuM jina pravacanamAM satya, tAttvika, tathya ane sadbhUta bhAvAne mATe paNa AlecanA karavAmAM Ave che ? arthAta zuM satya vAta mATe prAyazcita ke AlecanA hoya kharI ? gautama svAmIe kahyu'-nA. A artha kharAkhara nathI. teA he prabhu me' avadhijJAnamAM jeTalu' joyuM che teTaluM satya ApanI pAse kahyuM che. jarA paNa vadhu ke ochuM kahyuM nathI, mATe bhagavAna ! A viSayamAM mane prAyazcita nathI AvatuM paNa Apane Ave che. Apa AAcanA karo. AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta satya hatI eTale AvA uttama purUSane kahetA jarA paNa bhaya na lAgyA. gaNadhara jevA vIra purUSa hatA chatAM AnaMda zrAvake jevuM hatuM tevuM nIDaratAthI

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966 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi kahI dIdhuM. AnaMda zrAvake bhale dIkSA lIdhI nathI. te zrAvakapaNAmAM hatA, temane veza gRhasthane hatuM paNa temanI sAdhanAnI daSTithI te saMyamI jIvananI avasthA sudhI pahoMcI gayA hatA tethI AgamanI bhASAmAM temane "samaNubhUyA" zramaNa jevA kahyA che. AnaMda zrAvake gautamasvAmIne kahyuM-prAyazcita Apane Ave. AlecanA tame karo. mane prAyazcita AvatuM nathI. tamane kadAca keI AvuM kahenAra maLe te tamArA manamAM zuM thAya ? gusso Ave. tuM mane vaLI AvuM kahenAra kezu? paNa gautamasvAmI te dhIra vIra AtmA che. temanA manamAM jarA paNa evA bhAva na AvyA ke eka zrAvaka mane AvuM kahe ? AvuM mane kahenAra tuM vaLI keNu? temaNe manamAM jarA paNa duHkha na lagADayuM. ochuM na lAvyA. temanA para roSa ke krodha na karyo paNa AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI zaMkA, kAMkSA ane vicikitsA thaI paNa sAthe e vicAra karyo ke mAre zaMkA, kaMkhA karavAnI jarUra zI ? amArA baMnenI vAtane nyAya karanAra bhagavAna jevA vakIla beThA che mATe tyAM jaIne amAre saMdeha dUra karIzuM. temaNe jarA paNa taMta pakaDI na rAkhyo ke mArI vAta sAcI che. tame zrAvaka thaIne mane prAyazcita levAnuM kema kahI zake ? teo te cAra jJAnanA dhaNI hatA. je te samaye upayoga mUka hota te tyAM vAtano pheMsale thaI jAta paNa temaNe te eka ja vicAra karyo ke mArA trilokInAtha prabhu birAje che mATe temanI pAse jaIne zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karIza. Aje sUtra bolavAnI asajajhAya che mATe sUtranA mAtra bhAva bolavAnA. gautama svAmI A pramANe vicAra karIne AnaMda zrAvaka pAsethI nIkaLIne vRti palAza udyAnamAM jyAM zramaNa bhagavAna birAjatA hatA tyAM gayA. jaIne gaucarI jatAM AvatAM je kiyA lAgatI hoya te mATe IriyAvahiyA kriyA karI. sAdhu, gaucarI, pANI ke koI kAma mATe upAzrayathI bahAra paga mUke eTale AvIne tarata iriyAvahiyA kriyA karavAnI. vicAra karo te samajAze ke eka iriyAvahiyAnA pAThamAM ekendriya, beIndriya, teIndriya, caurenidraya ane paMcendriya koI paNa jIvane duHkha pahoMcADayuM hoya te badhA pApanI AlecanA thAya che. gautama svAmIe IriyAvahiyA paDikkamIne bhagavAnane vaMdana namaskAra karIne kahyuM- he prabhu ! huM ApanI AjJA laIne vANijya gAmamAM gaucarI mATe gayo hate. gaucarI mATe badhA lAInabaMdha ghara letA letA nirdoSa gaSaNa karatA mArI gaucarI paryApta thaI gaI pachI huM gAma bahAra Ave tyAre lokonA mukhethI meM sAMbhaLyuM ke bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne paramabhakta , aMtevAsI AnaMda zrAvake saMthAre karyo che. A sAMbhaLIne huM tyAM gaye. tenuM zarIra eTaluM badhuM jINuM, sukebhukake thaI gayuM che ke teNe mane kahyuM- huM mArA sthAnethI uThIne vaMdana karI zakuM eTalI mArAmAM zakti nathI, mATe prabhu Apa najIka Ave, huM temanI pAse gaye. - bhagavAna to kevaLI che. te te badhI vAta jANe che chatAM kahetA nathI ke he gautama! A badhI vAta huM jANuM chuM. temaNe gautama svAmInI badhI vAta sAMbhaLI. gautama svAmIe kahyuM- prabhu ! te AnaMda zrAvake mane vaMdana karyA ane pachI prazna karyo ke he bhagavAna!

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [967 gRhasthavAsamAM rahetA jene avadhijJAna thAya kharuM? meM kahyuM - hA. temaNe mane kahyuM ke mane avadhijJAna thayuM che ne huM ATaluM kSetra jouM chuM. meM kahyuM, zrAvakane avadhijJAna thAya paNa Apa kahe che teTaluM moTuM na thAya. A5 asatya bele che mATe tenI AlecanA kare ne prAyazcita le. temaNe kahyuM- huM asatya bela nathI. jina AgamamAM prAyazcita satyanuM hoya ke asatyanuM ? meM kahyuM- asatyanuM. tyAre temaNe mane kahyuM- prAyazcita mane nathI AvatuM paNa tamane Ave che. A vAtamAM mane zaMkA thaI che te he prabhu ! te pApanI AlocanA mAre karavI joIe ke AnaMda zrAvake karavI joIe ? jema nAno bALaka pitAnI mAtA pAse saraLatAthI badhI vAta kare tema gautamasvAmIe badhI vAta bhagavAnane karI. gautama svAmI bhagavAnanA paTTaziSa, prathama gaNadhara ane cauda hajAra saMtamAM sauthI vaDerA saMta che. AnaMda zrAvaka game tema te ya saMsArI che te bhagavAna zuM zikhya pratyenA rAga bhAvamAM taNAya kharA ? nA....he. jarAya nahi. sAcA gurU to ziSyane bhUla samajAvI sAcA rAhe laI jAya paNa tenA pratyenA rAgamAM taNAya nahi. A jIvana naiyA je bhagavAnane ke bhagavAnanI AjJAnA ArAdhaka evA gurUnA caraNamAM soMpIe te naiiyA tarI jAya ane kugurUne soMpIe to naiyA DubI jAya. mAnI le ke koI eka mANasane meTara maLI gaI. meTara maLavI e vizeSa vAta nathI. vizeSatA te e che ke tene calAvavI, tenI saMbhALa rAkhavI ane kyAreka bagaDI jAya sudhAravAnI kuzaLatA, nipuNatA prApta karavI. meTara maLI gaI paNa je tene barAbara calAvatA nathI AvaDatI te te moTarane ADIavaLI calAvIne tenuM mazIna teDI nAMkhaze, moTara bagADI nAkhaze ane ekasIDanTa karI deze. jene moTara calAvatA AvaDe che tenI pAse kadAca meTara nahi hoya te paNa te DrAyavara banIne moTara calAvI pitAnI AjIvikA calAvI zake che kAraNa ke tene moTara calAvavAnI, tene saMbhALavAnI ane bagaDe te sudhAravAnI kaLA AvaDe che. mAnavajIvana eka meTara che ke A mAnavajIvana eka kiMmatI meTara samAna che. tamArI meTaramAM ne A meTaramAM eTalI vizeSatA che ke tamArI moTara calAvavA mATe DrAyavara joIe che jyAre A jIvana rUpI moTara calAvavAne mATe bIjA koI DrAyavaranI jarUra paDatI nathI. ene calAvavA mATe te svayaM pitAne DrAyavara banavuM paDe che. sau prathama A jIvana rUpI gADInI sArI rIte tapAsa karavAnI jarUra che ke A gADI kayAMya tUTIphUTI to nathI ne ? bagaDI gaI te nathI ne ke jethI rastAmAM adhavaca bhayamAM mUkI de. moTaramAM DIjhala ke peTrolanI jarUra che tema A jIvana gADIne tapatyAga, sevA, paropakAra ane paramArthanA kAryo karavA mATe AhAra, pANI ApavA e anivArya che. sAthe sAthe e khyAla rAkhavAne che ke A jIvana rUpI gADI vidhipUrvaka calAvatA AvaDe che ke nahi. je calAvavAmAM bedarakAra rahyA athavA barAbara vidhithI calAvatA na AvaDe te lAbhane badale nukazAna paNa thaI jAya. sAthe e jANavuM paNa

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968 ] [ zAradA ziromaNi jarUrI che ke A jIvana zA mATe maLyuM che ? ane tene upayoga kevI rIte karavAne che? moTara keI anADI, abUdhanA hAthamAM soMpavAmAM Ave to te moTarane nukazAna pahoMcADe ane kayAreka potAnI jAtane paNa jokhamamAM mUkI de tema A jIvanarUpI moTara kugurUne soMpavAmAM Ave to lAbhane badale vadhu nukazAna thavAnI zakayatA rahe che paNa je saddagurUnA caraNe soMpavAmAM Ave te ApaNuM jIvana meTarane salAmata rAkhaze, kayAreka ADA raste jaze te paNa teo sudhAraze. - gautamasvAmIne to traNa jagatanA nAtha evA gurU bhagavaMta maLI gayA che. gautama svAmIe bhagavAna pAse potAnI vAta raju karI. A te kevaLI bhagavaMta hatA. pitAnA paTTa ziSya hovA chatAM temanI bhUla che te bhUla kahevAmAM jarAya saMkoca na rAkhyo. temanI jarA jeTalI bhUla paNa DhAMkI nahi. are, ApaNA zAsananAyaka bhagavAnane jIvana itihAsa tapAso. temaNe kayAMya potAnA deSane chUpAvyA nathI. bhagavAne gautama svAmIne kahyuM- he gautama ! AnaMda zrAvakanI vAta sAcI che. temaNe tamane avadhijJAnamAM jeTaluM joyAnI vAta karI teTaluM temaNe joyuM che. temane evuM vizALa avadhijJAna thayuM che, mATe he gautama ! te AnaMda zrAvaka sAcA che. te prAyazcitanA adhikArI nathI paNa tame temane kahyuM ke zrAvakane ATaluM avadhijJAna thAya nahi, tema tame bolyA mATe tenuM tamane pApa lAgyuM che mATe prAyazcitanA adhikArI tame cho. tame emanI azAtanA karI che mATe tame tyAM jAva ne AnaMda zrAvakane khamAvo. enI pAse kSamAyAcanA kare. guru AjJAmAM keTalI arpaNatA : baMdhuo ! AvA cAra jJAnanA dhAraka gautama svAmIne prabhue kahyuM-tame AnaMda pAse bhUlanI kSamA mAMge. ahAhA.....AvA uttama purUSane eka zrAvaka pAse kSamA mAMgavA javuM e sAmAnya kAma nathI. tamAre koInI sAthe sAmAnya bAbatamAM manaduHkha thayuM hoya te paNa kSamA mAMgavA taiyAra nathI. jyAre A te sAdhue zrAvakane khamAvavA javAnuM che. gautamasvAmIne chaThThanuM pArAyuM che. haju gocarI karIne AvyA che. bhagavAne kahyuM-tame AnaMda pAse jaIne tene khamAvI Ave. temanA manamAM vicAra paNa na AvyuM ke pAraNuM karIne jaIza. prabhunI AjJA thatAM tarata UbhA thaI gayA. gurU AjJAmAM keTalI arpaNatA ! keTale vinaya ! manamAM jarAya kheda ke duHkha nahi. keI apIla ke dalIla nahi. te samaje che ke mArA bhagavAna mane je kaMI kahe te mama rAmotti veDDANa mArA lAbha mATe, mArA zreya mATe ane kalyANa mATe che. je bhagavAna mane mArI bhUla na samajAve to mane bhUlanuM bhAna kyAMthI thAya? mArA bhagavAna te kevaLI che. temanA vacanamAM jarAya zaMkA hoya nahi. - jyAre AtmA pitAnA donuM darzana karaze tyAre enI nAvaDI taratA vAra nahi lAge ane bIjAnA deze joze to nAvaDI taravAnI nathI. jIve je karmo bAMdhyA te udayamAM to AvavAnA che. are ! karmarAjAe te ApaNuM para keTalI kRpA karI che. je karma bAMdhyuM tene abAdhAkALa paDe. je karmanI jeTalI kroDAkoDa sAgaropamanI sthiti

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [ 69 hoya teTalA hajAra varSane utkRSTa abAdhAkALa paDe. abAdhAkALa eTale teTalA samaya sudhImAM te karma ApaNane bAdhA, pIDA na upajAve. je nikAcita karma na hoya to tapa, tyAga, udIraNA Adi karIne te kamene dUra karI zakAya. karma eTalI mahera karI che ke abAdhAkALa pUre na thAya tyAM sudhI te udayamAM AvavAnA nathI. tyAM sudhImAM tAre deNuM cUkavavuM hoya te cUkavI deje. jema keI mANasa bIjA pAse paisA mAMgate hoya, te mANasa badhI rakama sAthe bharapAI karI zake tema nathI te haptA pADI Ape ke tuM mahine, be mahine ATalA ATalA bharI jaje, to te vepArIne bhAre na paDe tema kae ApaNu para kRpA karI abAdhAkALa pADyo che. tyAM sudhImAM devuM cUkavAya to cUkavI de, pachI te karmo udayamAM nahi Ave. bAkI karma udayamAM Ave tyAre sukha paNa duHkhamAM palaTAI jAya che. eka vAra jenI khammA khammA thatI hoya che tene pApane udaya thatAM kaI khabara rAkhanAra rahetuM nathI. eka gaMgAmA hatA. temane eka dIkaro hato. tenuM nAma dharmeza hatuM. temanI sthiti sAva sAdhAraNa hatI. dharmezanA pitA sAmAnya mAMdagImAM svargavAsa pAmyA. je theDI mUDI hatI te patinI mAMdagImAM kharcAI gaI. gaMgAmAne to pati gayA ane paisA paNa gayA. temane khUba AghAta lAgyo. sagAvahAlAM badhA temane AzvAsana Ape che. pAse mUDI nathI ane anAja paNa aThavADiyuM cAle teTaluM mAMDa che. keInuM daLavAnuM, sIvavAnuM, bharavAnuM lAvIne pitAnI AjIvikA calAve che. mAtAnA manamAM te dharmezane phekaTara banAvavAnA keDa che. te mATe kALI majurI karIne dIkarAne bhaNAve che, chevaTe mAtAnI AzA phaLI ne dIkaro DaoNkaTara banyA. ATalI garIbAImAM dIkarAne DokaTara banAvatA mAtAne keTalI mahenata paDI haze? dharmeza DaoNkaTara thaye paNuM mAtAnI sevA khUba kare che. mAtAne paDyo bola jhIle che ne tenA caraNa dhoIne pIve che. te samaje che ke mArI mAtAe mane kaI sthitimAM ATalI UMcI kakSA sudhI pahoMcADayo che. mAtAnA manamAM have eka AzA che ke dIkare DokaTara thaI gaye. have sAruM kamAze, sArA gharanI vahu Avaze ne mArI pAchalI jiMdagI AnaMdamAM jaze. sAsunI zikhAmaNa paNa vahune mana kaTakaTa : dharmeza DokaTara thaye eTale sArA gharanI chokarIonA kaheNa AvavA lAgyA. dharmeza kahe-bA ! mArI prekaTIza barAbara jAme, ApaNuM ghara sArI rIte cAlI zake pachI huM lagna karIza. mAtAe kahyuM-beTA ! mArA lagna thayA tyAre tArA pitA pAse zuM hatuM? chatAM ATale UMce AvyuM ne? mAtAnA kahevAthI zrImaMta zeThanI bhaNelI chokarI nIlA sAthe sagapaNa karyuM ane lagna paNuM thayA. gaMgAmAM vahune kaMI sArI vAta kahe te paNuM vahane kaTakaTa lAgavA mAMDI. lagna pachI aThavADiye kahyuM-beTA ! cale paMjIne saLagAvaje. nIlA bhaNelI hatI paNa gaNelI na hatI. tenAmAM AvuM badhuM jJAna na hatuM. pANI gaLyA vinA vApare eTale sAsue kahyuM-beTA ! tamArA pitAnuM ghara te dhamaSTha ane saMskArI che.

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970] [ zAradA ziremaNi ApaNe paNa jaina chIe. pANI gaLyA vinA vaparAya nahi. nIlA kahe tamane kahI dauM chuM ke tamAre kaTakaTa karavI nahi. gaMgAmAM samajI gayA ke mAre naMbara kaTakaTamAM AvI gaye. have kAMI bolavuM nahi paNa vahu cule paMje nahi, pANI gaLe nahi te mArAthI jovAze nahi, chatAM nakkI karyuM ke kAma thAya te jAte karavuM ane na thAya te bolavuM nahi. dharmezane khabara paDI gaI ke sAsu vahune banatuM nathI paNa teNe nakkI karyuM ke mAre keInI bAbatamAM mAthuM mAravuM nahi. bhikhAraNe lIdhelI haTha : eka divasa temanA AMgaNe eka bhikhAraNa AvI. teNe kahyuM-huM khUba bhUkhI chuM, mane kaMIka Ape che. gaMgAmAM garIba hatA paNa temanA AMgaNethI kaI divasa garIbane pAcho na javA de. te samajatA hatA ke meM pUrvabhavamAM dIdhuM nathI eTale A bhavamAM maLyuM nathI. have A bhavamAM te kaMIka ApuM, ema vicArIne te ApatA hatA paNa Aje bhikhAraNa ghaNuM karaMgarI chatAM nIlA kahe che ke Aje tane eka baTakuM paNa nahi ApuM. bhikhoraNuM kahe che tArA sAsu mane kaI divasa pAchI kADhatA na hatA ane huM AvuM kema kare che ? paNa vaha evI haThe caDhI ke huM ApIza nahi ane bhikhAraNa evI haThe caDhI ke huM lIdhA vinA javAnI nathI, chevaTe gaMgAmAne kahyuM-mane thoDuM to Apo. bAI ! have mAre hakaka nathI. huM ApuM to mArA gharamAM hoLI saLage. tuM kAle Avaje paNa bhikhAraNa evI haThe caDhI ke be kalAka thayA te paNa khasI nahi, chevaTe gaMgAmAnA manamAM thayuM ke kAlanI vAsI roTalI paDI che. lAva tene ApuM. ema vicArIne vahune pUchaLyA vinA pAMca roTalI bhikhAraNane ApI. bhikhAraNe mukha para evA bhAva batAvyA ke nIlAbhAbhI ! mAre vaTa rahI gaye ne ! huM pAMca jeTalIe laI mAre vaTa rAkhIne jAuM chuM. ene vaTa rAkhavA jatAM gharamAM vaTa thaI gaye. bA tyAM huM nahi ane huM tyAM bA nahi : nIlA to khATalo DhALIne sUI gaI. gaMgAmAnA manamAM thayuM ke hamaNuM mAre dIkaro thAka pAka, bhUkhe taro Avaze ane mAruM mukha paDeluM che te mane pUchaze. huM kAMI kahevA jaIza te bhaDake thaze. e karatAM huM paNa aMdara jaIne sUI jAuM. gaMgAmAM oDhIne sUI gayA. thoDI vAra thaI tyAM dharmeza AvyA. nIlAne sUtelI joIne pUchayuM-tane zuM thayuM che ? nIlA te dhrusake dhruske raDavA lAgI. sAsu mATe jema tema bolavA lAgI ane kahyuM che tyAM nahi ane huM tyAM bA nahi. kAM te mane rAkhe, kAM te bAne rAkho. bAne ju have mArAthI sahana thato nathI. teNe te sAsunA viruddhamAM evI vAto karI ke te patinA gaLe utarI gaI. tarata tyAMthI uThe ne bAnI pAse jaI tenuM kAMDuM pakaDIne kahyuM- tuM gharanI bahAra nIkaLI jA. je dIkaro eka vakhata mAtAne tIrtha samAna mAnato hato te dIkaro Aje mAtAne ghara bahAra kADhavA taiyAra thaye. mAtAe kahyuM- beTA ! tuM mane ghara bahAra kADhIza temAM tArI Ijajata, AbarU jaze. bA ! tame enI ciMtA na karaze. tame gharanI bahAra nIkaLI jAva.

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zAradA ziramaNi ] [971 benapaNIe benapaNIne sAMbhaLele karUNa sAdaH dharmeze te gharaDI mAtAne gharanI bahAra kADhI. gaMgAmAM sAmA oTalA para jaIne beThA. beThA beThA dhruske dhruske raDe che. mArI pAchalI jiMdagImAM dIkarAe mArI A dazA karI? ghaDapaNamAM javuM kyAM ? tenA gharathI traNa cAra ghara dUra temanI benapaNInuM ghara che. benapaNIe gaMgAmAno raDavAno avAja sAMbhaLyo. teNe dIkarAne kahyuM- tuM jA. je te khare. A to tArA mAsIne raDavAno avAja lAge che. tarata chokaro tyAM gayA. jaIne kahyuM mAsI kema raDo cho ? Aje tamane zuM thayuM che ? gaMgAmAM zuM bole ? gharanI vAta kone kahevAya ? temaNe vAta badalIne kahyuM - beTA ! mane ThIka nathI. are mAsI ! tame tamArA dIkarAne DaoNkaTara banAvyuM che. tamane ThIka nathI te dIkaro IlAja karato nathI? beTA ! have tene mAtAnI jarUra nathI. te IlAja zA mATe kare ? cAle mAsI, mArI bA tamane bolAve che. gaMgAmA kahe, mAre tAre ghera AvavuM nathI. A samaye dharmeza jamavA beTho hato tenI najara raDatI mA para paDI. eka miniTa to AMcako lAgyo. tenA hAthamAMthI baTakuM paDI gayuM. nIlA kahe-bahAra zuM juo cho? dharmeze vAta chUpAvI dIdhI. tenA manamAM thayuM ke je nIlA vAta jANaze te barAbara Aga lAgI jaze. tethI teNe vAta gopavI dIdhI. sAcI bena banIne Apela AzvAsana : gaMgAmAM benapaNIne ghera javA taiyAra thayA. jatAM jatAM ghara sAme ane dIkarA tarapha dRSTi paDatAM temanuM haiyuM bharAI AvyuM. arere....je dIkarAne meM mArI jAta nIcavIne bhaNAvyo, DaoNkaTara banAvyuM, je dIkaro tIrthanI jema mArI pUjA karatA hatA te dIkarAe mArI A dazA karI? je dharamAM mArI jiMdagI pUrI thavA AvI e ja gharamAMthI sago dIkare mane jAkAro deze evI te kalpanA paNa na hatI. karmarAjA ! tArI kevI balihArI che, chevaTe duHkhita haiye gaMgAmA benapaNIne ghera gayA. benapaNIe pUchayuM- gaMgAbena ! zuM thayuM ? A benapaNI sAcI bena paNa hatI. duHkhamAM bhAga paDAve evI hatI. AjanA mitrone benapaNIe te badhA kahevAnA. khissA bhAre te mitro rahevAnA ane khissA khAlI te mitro nahi. sAcA mitro ane bahenapaNIo te te che ke je duHkhamAM bhAga paDAve. A benapaNIe pUchayuM- bena! zuM thayuM? kAMI nahi. bena ! kAMI kAraNa vinA eTale besIne raDe kharA ? bena ! mArA pati te nAnapaNamAM cAlyA gayA. kALI mahenata karIne peTe pATA bAMdhIne dIkarAne DekaTara banAvyo. te dIkarAe mane gharamAMthI kADhI mUkI. benapaNI kahe-bena ! A te saMsAra che. cAlyA kare. dharmeze bhale Aje bhUla karI paNa kAle tene jarUra bhUla samajAze. badhuM sAruM thaze. A5 manamAM duHkha na dharaze. A ghara tamAruM che ema mAnIne mArA ghera raho. be cAra divasa thayA chatAM dIkarAne ema nathI thatuM ke mArI bA kayAM gaI haze ? enuM zuM thayuM haze? A tamAre saMsAra! tame jene mArA mAnIne vaLagI paDyA che paNa keNa kevuM che?

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972) [ zAradA ziremaNi mAruM mAruM karI karIne, jagatamAM mahI rahyo, jyAM keI nathI keInuM, tuM rAga zuM kare........... gaMgAmAM benapaNane ghera rahe che. benapaNI, temanA dIkarAo badhA mAsIne zI vAte rAkhe che paNa gaMgAmAne pitAnuM duHkha bhUlAtuM nathI. eka vAra gaMgAmAne khUba tAva Avyo. benapaNI gaMgAmAne laIne dharmeza DaoNkaTaranA davAkhAne gaI. DaoNkaTarane kahyuM, A gaMgAmAne khUba tAva Ave che ane chAtImAM dukhe che. tamAre je phI levI hoya te leje, je bIla karavuM hoya te karaje paNa gaMgAmAne jaladI sAruM thAya tema karaje. DaoNkaTara gaMgAmAne tapAsatA hatA. te samaye mA dIkarAnI AMkha maLI gaI. gaMgAmAnI AMkhamAMthI AMsu sarI paDyA. beTA! meM tane kaI AzAthI moTo karyo, bhaNAvyA. nIlA bhUlI te bhale bhUlI paNa tuM ya mane bhUlI gayo? tuM bhaNato hate tyAre kahetuM hatuM ke badhAnI sevA karIza. sevA karavAne badale mane dhakako mArIne gharamAMthI paNa kADhI mUkI. ApaNA AMgaNe eka bhikhAraNe AvI hatI. te kahe, kaMIka Apo. nIlA kahe, huM tane baTakuM roTale ya nahi ApuM ane bhikhAraNa kahe huM lIdhA vinA javAnI nathI. baMne haThe bharAyA. meM kahyuM-tuM kAle Avaje paNa te tyAMthI khasI nahi tyAre mane thayuM ke kAlanI vAsI roTalI ghaNuM paDI che. lAva, temAMthI ApuM. meM vahune pUchyA vinA pAMca roTalI bhikhAraNane ApI. AthI nIlA game tema bolavA lAgI ne pachI sUI gaI. beTA ! AmAM mAro koI vAMka guno che? DokaTaranI ane nIlAnI khulelI dRSTi : mAtAnI vAta sAMbhaLatA DekaTaranuM dila kavI gayuM. arere.huM kayAM bhUlyo ! mArI mAtAe keTalA duHkha veThIne mahenata majurI karIne mane moTo karyo, bhale ne DokaTara banAvyuM. e mAtAne meM gharanI bahAra kADhI ! DaoNkaTara tarata ubhA thaI gayA ne mAtAnA caraNamAM paDI gaye. mAtA! mane mApha kara, mApha kara ! huM kharekhara tArA upakArane bhU chuM. patnIne caDhALe caDhI gaye ne tArI A sthiti karI. mane mApha kara. tarata dharmeza mAtAne gADImAM besADI ghera laI gaye. patnIne kahI dIdhuM, je tane mArI mAtA gamatI hoya te khuzIthI rahe ane na gamatI hoya to piyara bhegI thaI jA. have nIlA zuM bole ? te samajI gaI ke have mAruM cAlaze nahi. teNe kahyuM- tamArI bA e mArI bA. badhA AnaMdathI rahevA lAgyA. ghara svarga jevuM banI gayuM. chevaTe dRSTi khulI gaI. kahevAne Azaya e che ke jenI eka vAra khammA khammA thatI hoya paNa tenA azubha karmane udaya thAya tyAre aMgajAta dIkare paNa gharanI bahAra kADhI mUke che. jenA paDyA bola jhIlAtA hatA tenI khabara pUchavAnA paNa sAMsA paDI jAya che. mahAna jJAnI hovA chatAM amApa namratAH gautama svAmIne bhagavAne kahyuMtame AnaMda zrAvakane khamAvI Ave. bhagavAnanI AjJAne vinayapUrvaka tahata karIne tarata UbhA thaI gayA. tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. eka zrAvakane khamAvavA gautama svAmI jAya. temanI keTalI saraLatA ! keTalI laghukamItA! gautama svAmI AnaMda zrAvaka pAse gayA. jaIne

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zAradA ziromaNi ] [973 AnaMda zrAvakane kahyuM-tamArI vAta sAcI che. mArI bhUlanI kSamApanA karavA Avyo chuM. huM tamane khamAvuM chuM. baMne pAtra uttama che. gautama svAmI mahAtapasvI, mahAjJAnI hovA chatAM temane zrAvakane khamAvavA jatAM jarA paNa saMkoca na thayuM. huM Avo mATe ane zrAvakane khamAvuM evA bhAva paNa na AvyA. temanAmAM namratA ane saraLatA hatI. AnaMda zrAvakanA manamAM paNa evuM abhimAna na AvyuM ke bhagavAnanA prathama gaNadhara mane kevA khamAvavA AvyA! aMte te huM sAce paDe ne! nA...nA...hAM, jarAya evA bhAva na AvyA. gautama svAmI AnaMda zrAvakane khamAvIne gayA, pachI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIe vANijya gAmamAMthI vihAra karyo ane dharmopadeza ApatA thakA bIjA dezamAM vicaravA lAgyA. AnaMda zrAvaka pitAnI AtmasamAdhimAM masta rahevA lAgyA. temaNe 20 varSo sudhI zrAvakapaNuM pALyuM. cauda varSo sudhI zrAvakapaNAmAM gharamAM rahyA pachI ghara choDIne pauSadhazALAmAM jaIne zrAvakanI 11 DimAo svIkArI. jema jema sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhatA gayA tema tema temane utsAha vadhato gayo. chevaTe zarIra kRza thaI gayuM tyAre jIvana-maraNa, mAna-sanmAna kaI jAtanI AkAMkSA vagara saMthAro karyo. eka mAsa suthAra cAlyo. prabhunA ekeka vacanane yAda karatAM saMthArAmAM masta rahyA. saMthArAmAM aMtima AlecanA karI AyuSya pUrNa thatAM samAdhi bhAve mRtyu pAmIne prathama saudharma devalekamAM 32 lAkha vimAna che. temAM IzAna khUNAmAM rahelA arUNa nAmanA vimAnamAM deva rUpe utpanna thayA. tyAM ghaNA devonI sthiti cAra popamanI che. AnaMda zrAvakanuM AyuSya paNa tyAM cAra palyopamanuM che. pachI gautama svAmIe pUchayuM- he bhagavAna ! te AnaMda deva AyuSya tathA bhava sthiti pUrI karIne deva zarIrane choDIne kyAM jaze ane kayAM utpanna thaze ? bhagavAne kahyuM- he gautama ! te AnaMda deva devasthiti pUrI karIne mahAvideha kSetramAM khUba sukhI, samRddha, vaibhavazALI kuTuMbamAM janmaze. saMsAranuM ATaluM sukha maLavA chatAM temAM te nirlepa raheze, pachI moTA thatAM bhogane tilAMjalI ApI tyAga mArgane aMgIkAra karaze. khUba utkRSTa bhAve jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapanI ArAdhanA karI ghAtI karmono kSaya karI kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzana pAmaze. ghaNAM jIvane tAraze. AyuSya pUrNa thatAM siddha, buddha ane mukta thaze. Ape pAMca pAMca mahinA sudhI ekadhAruM AnaMda zrAvakanuM jIvana sAMbhaLyuM. tame zrAvaka che ane e paNa zrAvaka hatA. bhale e dIkSA na laI zakyA paNa sAdhu jevuM Adarza jIvana jIvI gayA ane jIvana ujajavaLa banAvI gayA. ekAvatArInuM pada meLavI gayA. AtmAno sAco AnaMda prApta karI lIdhe A adhikAramAMthI ghaNuM ghaNuM jANavA maLe che. saMsAramAM rahIne paNa Adarza jIvana kema jIvAya te kaLA A adhikAramAMthI jANavA maLe che. A adhikAra sAMbhaLIne gautama svAmI jevA guNa, vinaya, saraLatA, gurUbhakti, arpaNatA ApaNA jIvanamAM keLavavAnA che. AnaMda zrAvaka saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM kevuM Adarza jIvana

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74 ] [ zAradA ziramaNi jIvI gayA. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM keTalI nirlepatAthI rahyA ne AtmAne AnaMda meLavyA, te rIte Apa paNa AnaMda zrAvaka jevA bane ane AtmAne AnaMda prApta kare e ja abhyarthanA. (jaina dharmanA prANa lokazAhe pRthvInA paTa para janmIne jaina dharmanI kevI kAMti karI, zithilAcArane dUra karI badhAne bhagavAnanA sAcA siddhAMtane khyAla ApI jaina dharmanI khUba unnati karI che. A viSayamAM pU. mahAsatIjIe lekazAhanA jIvana para suMdara prakAza pADaye hate.) Aje cAturmAsa pUrNAhutine ane amArI kSamApanAne pavitra divasa che. pAMca pAMca mahinAnA cAturmAsa daramyAna Apane samajAvavAnI buddhithI vyAkhyAnamAM kayAreka vavu na 15 v, ----. depa dharAga sara zrI saMghanA bhAIbaMnenA mana dubhANuM AnaMda prApta karI AnaMda zrAvaka jevA bane e zubhecchA sahita viramuM chuM. A prasaMge zrI saMghanA kAryakartAo zrI ramaNIkabhAI kaTArI tathA harIbhAI vorAe pU. mahAsatIjIe sADA pAMca mahinA vIravANune je akhalita pravAha vahALe che ane temanI ojasvI, tejasvI jozIlI vANInA prabhAvathI kesaravADI (kAMdAvADI) saMdhane tapa, AkAra ane TUniyAnA sumathI saurabhavaMta banAvyuM che, je saurabha kesaranI jema A prasaMge zrI saMghanA kAryakartAo zrI ramaNIkabhAI koThArI tathA harIbhAI vIrA pU. mahAsatIjIe sADA pAMca mahinA vIravANune je akhalita pravAha vahALe che ane temanI ojasvI, tejasvI jezIlI vANanA prabhAvathI kesaravADI (kAMdAvADI) saMdhane tapa, tyAga ane vrata niyamonA sumanethI saurabhavate banAve che, je saurabha kesaranI jema caudizAmAM prasarI che. AvuM alaukika, yazasvI, yAdagAra cAturmAsa, prApta karIne zrI - 4 -alI -ge che. A badhe yaza mahA viduSI pU. zAradAbAI mahAsatInA saMdhane maLe tevI AgrahabharI vinaMtI karI hatI tA. ka. pU. mahAsatIjIe vyAkhyAna pAMca mahinA darareja ekadhArA pharamAvyA che paNa pAna vadhI javAthI pAchaLathI kaMIka babbe traNa traNa vyAkhyAnane sAra bhege karI ekeka vyAkhyAnamAM lakhe che. zAradA ziremaNi pustakamAM kaI paNa prakAranI bhUla rahI hoya te vyAkhyAnakArakanI ke lakhanAranI nathI paNa mudraNa doSa che. te A mATe tA. ka. pU. mahAsatIjIe vyAkhyAna pAMca mahinAmAMnI chAla dekhAya che paNa pAnA vadhI javAthI pAchaLathI kaMIka babbe traNa traNa vyAkhyAnane sAra bhego karI ekeka vyAkhyAnamAM lakhyo che. zArada ziromaNi pustakamAM koI paNa prakAranI bhUla rahI hoya te vyAkhyAnakArakanI ke lakhanAranI nathI paNa mudraNa deSa che. te A mATe vAMcakone vinaMtI karavAmAM Ave che ke Apane vyAkhyAna chApavAmAM presanI koI bhUla dekhAya te zuddhipatrakamAM jaze, chatAM koI bhUla dekhAya te vAMcakane sudhArIne vAMcavA namra vinaMtI che che zAradA ziro maNi-samApta che

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muMbaI muMbaI zarAdA ziremaNi pustakanA agAuthI grAhaka thanAranI nAmAvalI pustakanI saMkhyA nAma pustakanI saMkhyA nAma 401 vI. DI. kerporezana eca. ena. dozI pa vardhamAna sthA. jaina saMgha mulunDa enDa Ara. ena. dezI muMbaI 51 vADIlAla chaganalAla zAha sANaMda 300 maNIlAla zAmajIbhAI virANI muMbaI ha. temanA suputra naTavarabhAI tathA prANubhAI 300 nagInadAsa jayasukhalAla dezI siMgApura 51 nIlAbena vinayacaMdra desAI cIMcapokalI 250 sthA. jaina saMdha malADa 51 tejabAI vasanajI gAlA muMbaI 237 saurASTra sthA. jaina saMgha dhAnerA 51 surajamala rIkhavacaMda gAMdhI amadAvAda 201 gIrajAzaMkara khImacaMda zeTha muMbaI 51 trIkamabhAI kAlabhAI chatrANI dhAnerA 201 sthA. jaina saMgha ha. muLacaMdabhAI khaMbhAta 51 sthA. jaina saMdha kaThora 251 a.sau. kusumabena nemacaMda zAha navasArI 51 subhadrAbena dalapatabhAI jhaverI muMbaI 101 savitAbena jayakIzanadAsa navasArI 51 mANekabena geviMdajI lAThIyA malADa 151 mAlinI ena. zAha muMbaI 5 semIbena punamIyA 101 chaganalAla zAmajIbhAI virANI muMbaI 51 tArAbena maphatalAla paTela 51 hIrajI sejapAla kapAyAvALA 201 sthA. jaina saMdha kAMdIvalI 150 navaraMgapurA sthA. jaina saMgha amadAvAda 51 dhIrajalAla tArAcaMda desAI 101 sthA. jaina saMdha borIvalI 101 ramezabhAI vADIlAla zAha pA 101 prANalAla vIracaMda bakhAI enDa sukhalAla 51 maphatabhAI jIvAbhAI paTela sANaMda DosAbhAI 50 kusumabena manasukhabhAI turakhIyA muMbaI 100 cunIlAla muLajIbhAI meTANI muMbaI 5. dhIrajalAla talakacaMda zAha malADa 100 dhIrajalAla vrajalAla mahetA muMbaI 50 verazI devajI rAMbhIyA muMbaI 100 sagarAmapurA cha keTI sthA. jaina saMgha surata 50 nAnacaMdabhAI raNachoDabhAI cokasI surata 101 bAbulAla pUnamacaMda gAMdhI surata 50 maNInagara sthA. jaina saMgha amadAvAda 101 a.sau. subhadrAbena ramaNalAla zAha amadAvAda 58 sthA. jaina saMdha boDelI 100 rajanIkAMta nAraNadAsa khAMDIyAvALA ghATakopara 50 lattAbena praviNacaMdra paTela tathA 100 ravIcaMda sukhalAla zAha dAdara dIpakabena jayaMtIlAla paTela amadAvAda 100 naTavaralAla talakacaMda zAha malADa 50 sthA. jaina samAja pUrva vibhAga surendranagara 101 ajavALIbena prANalAla chaganalAla desAI 50 moMghIbena jeThAlAla 101 a.sau. zAMtAbena jayaMtilAla mahetA vAlakezvara 40 zrI sthA. jaina saMgha kheDA 101 nAnacaMda zAMtidAsa sthA. jaina saMdha sANaMda 35 cImanalAla choTAlAla zAha khaMbhAta 101 cImanalAla muLacaMda dezI 31 hemakuMvarabena popaTalAla pArekha 100 subhadrAbena rasIkalAla harIlAla jhaverI muMbaI 31 mAMgIlAla udayarAma surata 100 cunIlAla gagaladAsa muMbaI 31 vidacaMdra aMbAlAla zAha muMbaI 100 alakAbena zAha (C.S.V.) 26 ANaMdajI premajI anAjavALA 100 jItendra kAMtIlAla lemIcaMda medI muMbaI 25 bhavAnajI meghajI paMcaratna muMbaI 101 cha keTI sthA. jaina saMgha ha. maNIbhAI amadAvAda 25 maNIlAla kheMgArabhAI mahetA bAraDelIvALA 101 bhAIlAla jAdavajI zeTha kolhApura 25 ANaMdajI premajI 101 maNIbhAI dAjIbhAI paTela nAyarobI 25 vimaLAbena jayaMtIlAla mahetA 74 suratanA bhAIo 25 amIcaMda oghaDadAsa saMghavI 66 sANaMda zrI saMghanA bhAIo sANaMda 25 sthA. jaina saMgha surendranagara

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che yAMya pustakanI saMkhyA nAma 25 rasIkalAsa saurASTra ilekaTrIka IkayumenTa ku. 25 umarazI bhImazI vIrA malADa 25 harakIzanadAsa zAmaLajI pArekha 25 vinodaca dra ratIlAla pArekha 25 navInara bacubhAI koThArI 25 cunIlAla vIrapAla kAmadAra 25 kezavalA narasiMhadAsa mahetA surata 25 damayaMtIbena bAbulAla valANI surata 25 jIvaNalAla padamazIbhAI saMghavI surendranagara - lAla aMbAlUla zAha muMbaI 25 pipaTalAla mohanalAla 25 pAna caMdabhAI turakhIyA 25 kumudabena ramaNIkalAla saMdhavI dadara 24 caMdrikAbena bhadrakAMta pArekha 21 kalakattA javelarsa ha. kAMtIbhAI dhAnerAvALA 21 harIlAla anupacaMda zAha khaMbhAta 21 vadhuma bhAI prabhudAsa turakhIyA 21 khuzAlacaMda motIcaMda bAvIsI 21 zAMtAbena dhanajIbhAI zAha 21 pAlanapurI be bene (ha. tArAbena) surata 21 tArAbena cImanalAla zAha sANaMda 21 cImanalAla hIrAcaMda zAha sANaMda 21 savAIlAla ema. zeTha lIMbaDI 20 kAMtIlAla lalubhAI zAha 2 pustakanI saMkhyA nAma 15 kanIbhAI rAjAbhAI dhAnerAvALA surata 15 cInubhAI jeThAlAla zAha khaMbhAta 15 pAlIvALA hIrAlAlajI copaDA pAlI. 15 prAgajI meghajI nezanala sTasa 14 mehanalAla lAlacaMda kAmadAra 12 zAMtIlAla jecaMdabhAI desAI 13 nAnajI nenazI zAha 13 narasiMha vIjapAra 11 nyAlacaMda hIrAcaMdabhAI zAha sANaMda 10. sAkaracaMda kAnajIbhAI zAha sANaMda mAlasa 11 nemacaMda svarUpacaMda zAha khaMbhAta 11 bhegIlAla cImanalAla rAjA khaMbhAta 11 mukezakumAra caMpakalAla zAha khaMbhAta 23 khaMbhAtanA bhAIo taraphathI chUTaka 11 cha koTI sthA. jaina saMgha vIramagAma 11 lAlAjI paramalAla amRtalAla mAlakasa 11 zrI sthA. jaina saMgha udhanA ha bacubhAI surata 11 zAMtIlAla maganalAla khATaDIyA udhanA-surata 11 bherUmala vacharAjajI zAha surata 11 dhuDAlAla eca. mahetA surata 11 Do. AnaMdalAla bI kekArI surata 11 rozanalAla caMpAlAla zAha surata 11 tArAcaMda kAlIdAsa zAha surata 11 tArAcaMda velacaMda jogANI surata 11 phelI daiTalIka philDa 11 himatabhAI kakalabhAI dhAnerAvALA suta 11 tArAbena hiMmatabhAI dhAnerAvALA surata 11 damayaMtIbena kamalakAMta zAha surata 11 vI. prakAza enDa ku. surata 11 motIlAla amIcaMdajI 11 amRtalAla khImacaMda zeradalAla surata 11 lAlacaMda karamacaMda zeTha khasavALA surata 11 phatehalAla khumAnazIMgajI koThArI 11 veNIcaMda cunIlAla zAha surata 11 AzAbena bheralAla zAha surata 11 cunIlAla savarAja verA surata 11 mahendrakumAra lalubhAI raMgareja umIyAbena punamacaMda raMgareja surata jayaMtilAla zAMtilAla saMdhavI surata vAlacaMda karasanadAsa pArekha surata khImajI popaTalAla morabIyA mATuMgA 11 zAMtilAla cunIlAla paTela muMbaI surata 20 zaMkaralAla raMgalAla zAha surata 20 premacaMda ujamazI zAha 20 vimaLAbena jayaMtIlAla mahetA 20 bharatakumAra vrajalAla zAha ha. kIti jhATakIyA 17 zrI vala sthA. jaina saMgha vasa 16 ramaNIkalAla zeTha jaina saurabha 15 gagubhAI meNasI gAlA 15 ratanazI ladhubhAI zAha 15 akherA 8 punazI cheDA 15 i. sa. jasubena vasaMtalAla paTela khaMbhAta 15 tArAcaMda dIpacaMda avalANI mATuMgA 15 lalitAbena sumanabhAI zeTha mATuMgA 15 caMcaLabena dharamacaMda bALIyA mATuMgA 15 narendrakumAra sAkaralAla sADIvALA surata 15 bacubhAI vIracaMda zAha udhanA - surata 15 22mIkAMta zAmajI 15 jayaMtIlAla bhegIlAla zAha surata 15 cImanalAla lalubhAI bhAvasAra surata 15 surata e. dApa surata

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nAma 0. ( pustakanI saMkhyA pustakanI saMkhyA nAma 11 talakacaMda pAnAcaMda tejANI 10 lattAbena kAMtIlAla 11 pramodabhAI kaMcanalAla talasANIyA malADa 10 raMjanabena surezabhAI zAha 11 jItendrakumAra vRjalAla zAha aMdherI 10 dhanavaMtIbena caMpakalAla zAha muMbaI 1 a. sau. raMjanabena kizoracaMda ghATakopara 10 velajI morazI gAlA sadA vakIla gulAbacaMda hIrAcaMda saMghANI amadAvAda 10 nAnacaMda cakubhAI mahetA 11 phAvaDa TuDiyo 10 rAmajI hemarAja kArIyA 11 naTavaralAla harakhacaMda zAha mATuMgA | gIradharalAla amulakha TuvAvALA 11 kalyANajI kapuracaMda zAha muMbaI 10 jayAbena vRjalAla vADIlAla tALAvALA 11 jayaMtIlAla tArAcaMda zAha ghATakopara 10 naMdalAla nemacaMda 11 kInikamAra tejapAla dezI prophesara amadAvAda 10 gAMgabAI mAvajI nAnajI bIdaDAvALA 11 jaya tIlAla ma gaLadAsa zAha amadAvAda 10 harakIzanadAsa nyAlacaMda udANI 11 kAMtilAla paTela khaMbhAtavALA 10 kamaLAbena nAnAlAla saMgharAjakA 11 jagadIzacaMdra kezavalAla kAmadAra 11 vanitAbena dilipakumAra navasArIvALA 10 ravIcaMda aMbAvIdAsa paTela 11 IndrA jagadIzacaMdra kAmadAra 1. jayazrIbena hiMmatalAla daphatarI 11 hiMmatabhAI bI. badANI 10 ramaNIkalAla maMgaLajI avalANI 11 naTavaralAla zIvalAla kApaDIyA mulunDa - surezacaMdra motIlAla ajamerA 11 lamIbena TokarazI gAlA vaDAlA 10 rajanIkAMta cImanalAla jhaverI 11 rasIkalAla dalapatabhAI zAha 10 vRjalAla dayArAma zeTha 11 jItendrakumAra nyAlacaMda saMdhavI 10 anIlAbena zAha 11 zAradAbena dhIrajalAla zAha 10 bhegIlAla kakalabhAI zAha dhAnerA 11 kAkubhAI vIjapAra zAha mATuMgA 10 kAMtIlAla rAjAbhAI zAha dhAnerA 11 AzA amRtalAla zAha ghATakopara 10 devajI tejazI 11 kezavajI hemarAja kArIyA lAlajIbhAI lAdhAbhAI sonI 11 bhAIlAla raNachoDabhAI zAha 10 meghajI habubhAI 11 zAMtilAla muLajI gAMdhI vIramagAma zAmajIbhAI tejazI naMda 11 dilIpakumAra prANalAla dhruva 10 manasukhalAla dezI 11 aravIMdabhAI prabhudAsa zeTha 10 rasIkalAla mANekalAla pArekha 11 kAMtilAla maMgaLadAsa zAha 10. amarazI vIrajI morabIA 11 hukamIcaMda tArAcaMda dozI ratanazI naiyA 10 suMdaralAla mANekacaMda zeTha 10 sthA. jaina saMgha piIsara 10 korazI hIrajI 10 bhavAnajI devajI cheDA sva nAgaradAsa mANekacaMda lakhataravALA 10 guNavaMtI amRtalAla zAha jhaverIbena zAMtilAla 10 harakIzana vrajalAla zAha muLajIbhAI maNIlAla kAmadAra 10 hiMmatabhAI bhagavAnajI zeTha verazI jIvarAja sAvalA -- 8 bhAIcaMda vajecaMda zAha zAMtibhAI lallubhAI 8 khemacaMda narasIMhadAsa zAha sANaMda bhANubhAI dhanajI lAlajI kaccha bIdaDAvALA morArajI hIrajI zAha 10 nAgaradAsa valabhadAsa ghATalIyA 7 kamaLAbena ke. saMghavI 10 pAnAcaMda traMbakalAla zAha lImaDIvALA 7 rAjamala ke. zAha 10 vinodarAya somacaMda verA 7 pAlaNa bhImazI 10 kamaLAbena bAlacaMda zAha 7 anaMtarAya jIvaNadAsa gAMdhI 10 ramaNIkalAla mehanalAla 7 kusumabena kAMtilAla 10 dAdara .. adherI 1 0 khaMbhAta muMbaI

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purankanI saMkhyA nAma aLabena talasATa. bacubhAI AI. muMbaI che dI. umedalAla kaMpanI ha. bacubhAI i cImanalAla mehanalAla khaMbhAtavALA muMbaI 6 ratanazI AnaMdajI 6 harakhacaMda AnaMdajI zAha 6 naTavaralAla vI. zeTha bhIvaMDI 6 AnaMdarAja jaina harajIvana kezavajI TIMbaDIyA 6 mRdulAbena sAkaralAla mahetA 5 surezakumAra caMpakalAla zAha 5 medha7 mArana gaDA 5 lakhamazIbhAI chADavA 5 kItIkumAra jhATakIyA 5 cunIlAla parasetama dUdhavALA 5 bAlacaMda khuzAlacaMda khaMbhAtavALA 5 dalIcaMda ena zeTha 5 vADIlAla dhanajI zAha - ramaNIkalAla che. saMghavI 5 e. sI. hasumatIbena vinayacaMdra saMghavI pa rAdhavajI zAmajI gAlA 5 samajubena vrajalAla mahetA 5 kAMtAbena jayaMtIlAla vorA 5 madhubena vorA 'pa harIlAla anupacaMda zAha | gomIbAI rAmajI gAlA " manubhAI neNasI pArekha 5 caMpakalAla cunIlAla zAha pa tribhovanadAsa zAmajI paTela 5 kAntAbena maganalAla dozI 5 manasukhalAla vikamazI dezI 5 prabhAvatI amRtalAla zeTha 5 rajanIkAMta choTAlAla zAha 5 bacubhAI khaMbhAtavALA 5 maNIbena punazI gAlA 5 baMsIlAla jI. pArekha 5 kezavajI jIvarAja gegarI 5 kAntilAla jecaMdabhAI saMghavI 5 anupacaMda viThThalajI saMghavI bhImajI hAjAbhAI nIsara pa pravINabhAI hIrAbhAI bIlakhIyA 5 navInacaMda rAdhavajI 5 gaMgAbena khuzAlacaMda covaTIyA pa lAlajI premajI 5 mahendrakumAra enDa kaMpanI 5 jayasukhalAla bhurAlAla rUpANI 5 zIvalAla ke. rUpANI 5 ratanabena ratanazI kerANI muMbaI pustakanI saMkhyA ja nAma 5 uSA harendra mahetA pa zIvalAla khetazI saMghavI 5 zAmajI vIjapAla 5 kAnajI pAse ha. naMdalAlabhAI 5 surajamala joharamala 5 premajI rAyasI gAlA . 5 punamacaMda kekalabhAI zAha ' ' 5 kALIdAsa mayAcaMda bhaNI . 5 hIrajI ravajI daDIyA 5 amRtalAla jIvaNadAsa zeTha 5 zAMtilAla zIvalAla khaMbhAtavALA mulunDa 5 vrajalAla saMdharAja bAvIsI 5 vADIlAla pItAMbara saMdhavI 5 zAMtilAla devajI naMdu 5 aMbAlAla maNIlAla zAha 5 rAdhavajI zAmajI gAlA 5 ThAkaralAla sI. zAha khe bhAta 5 mahezakumAra parasottamadAsa zAha muMbaI 5 caMdrakAMtabhAI cunIlAla saMghavI 5 bApulAla mohanalAla gAMdhI khaMbhAta 5 pravINacaMdra devIdAsa zAha khaMbhAta 5 manasukhalAla ke. zeTha 5 eka sabrahastha 5 manasukhalAla nAgaradAsa dozI 5 pAlI rAjasthAna 5 dhIrajalAla sAMkaLacaMda mANI 5 narasIMhadAsa vakhatacaMda saMghavI dhAMgadhrA 5 ketanakumAra muLacaMda khaMbhAtavALA 5 tArAbena harajIvanadAsa gAMdhI 5 meNasI meghajI gAlA 5 amulakha hImajI gAMdhI malADa 5 bhIkhAlAla nAgaradAsa sANaMda 5 jeThAlAla tribhavanadAsa sANaMda 5 mahAsukhabhAI DosAbhAI sANaMda 5 sUryakAMta jIvaNalAla gAMdhI sANaMda 5 nAraNadAsa dharamazI saMdhavI sANaMda 5 mANekalAla bhIkhAbhAI gAMdhI dhAnerAvALA 5 hemaMtakumAra kheMgAra mahetA surata 5 caMdrakAMta nagInadAsa bhAvasAra surata 5 zAMtilAla zIvalAla jaina 5 manojakumAra lAlacaMda zAha surata 5 vrajalAla maNIlAla kAmadAra 5 vADIlAla tribhavanadAsa gAMdhI surata 5 kezarIcaMdajI bhImarAja mahetA surata 5 kAnajI pAsu jeThA ha. manubhAI pArekha surata surata

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zuddhi patraka vyA. na. pAnuM lITI azuddhi 5 zakAte * 0 12 vabhava zuddhi zakatA vaibhava nathI vyA. naM. pAnuM lITI azuddhi zuddhi 19 162 29 mukAme mukAme 20 163 10 sUyagaDAMya ga sUyagaDAyaMga 22 184 16 ba dhAtA baMdhAtA 22 184 17 laTuM 24 201 30 jIvanana jIvanane 24 203 10 baba baTuMbamAM 24 203 11 ApaNuM ApaNuM 24 206 3 nahi 25 218 14 pUradara pusAra 27 231 5 jita zastra jitazatru 27 235 27 ghera 30 261 13 pherabAna kurabAna 31 269 12-14 raunika senika 32 278 4 tamAra tamArA 34 302 3 divasane divasa te 35 306 nahi. 35 308 15 caritra cAritra 35 312 4 teDAvyA bolAvyA 37 314 28 zatra jyAM jyAM zatra hoya tyAM zatru 36 314 30 zanae zatruo 36 318 9 jIvanane jIvane 37 324 2 2 lAka kalAka 38 333 23 atRpti atRti 39 343 13 sAMbhaLavAnuM saMbhALavAnuM 39 345 25 gharigraha parigraha 39 347 3 hayuM haiyuM 40 353 17 sodo karavA do karAvavA 41 360 26 vItarAga vItarAgI 41 310 30 ukeyakAle uveyakAle 41 361 28 tayAra taiyAra 41 361 32 prathA 41 362 19 dI re dIkare 41 363 4 dhraNa karIe dhRNA karI e 41 364 4 mazunano maithuna 42 369 4 parvane parvane 42 377 24 kAusajhA kAusaga 43 382 22 saMtRpta saMtapta uchaLatA ucharatA ' ? 27 evAI khovAI 4 34 28 khovAI corAzI 36 1 zAyikApitA zAlihApiyA 40 32 AtmAnuM ciMtana AtmaciMtana 5 42 10 bAkAta bakAta 5 438 saMzrAmaThAe saMjamaThAe 5 43 22 sampana sammatta 44 10 nAbha nAma 47 22 zatraoe zatruone 6 49 32 bhA Ave Ave. 6 54 5 bIjAnI bIjAthI 7 56 14 saMsAra che saMsAra che. 7 60 20 AlekanA A lekanA 76 13 samakitane samakitIne 76 19-32 samakita samakitI 9 76 20 samakitanA samakitIne 31 samaktithInI saMmatithI 10 83 11 parivaranA parivAranA 11 98 21 vyAkhyAnA vyAkhyAna 12 99 21 Atma AtmA 12 105 2 pramANe pramANe 12 105 5 DhaSa 13 112 19 hayuM haiyuM 13 115 18 yurika 14 12 0 11 avadhijJAnathI jAtismaraNa jJAnathI 14 121 33 zaulIlA ! rIlIlA 15 128 32 he mArA he mArA sAdhake ! - - : AvI bhASA 16137 6 zivAnaMdanA zivAnaMdAnA 17 139 8 sidhdha sidhA 18 148 29-31 51 64 zatru rika kayAreka

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