Sanyam Raksha Ange Mari Manovyatha

Author(s): Deepchand Vakhatchand Mehta
Publisher: Deepchand Vakhatchand Mehta
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/011587/1

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ka je jIva sAdhu thayA pachI paNa je bhagavAnanI AjJA samaje nahIM ane te mujaba jIve nahIM te tene kaI belI nathI. AjJA samajavA chatAM AjJAne IrAdApUrvaka bhAge ane marajI mujaba Ave tene saMsAra anaMta vadhI javAne. pitAnAmAM sAdhupaNuM nathI--e jANavA chatAMya sAdhu sAdhupaNunI pUjA le che te durgatimAM jAya ane bhaviSyamAM sAdhupaNuM durlabha thAya. pApa karanAra karatAM hu pApa karuM chuM tema je na samaje te vadhAre bhu De che. * dUSaNu bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA AtmAne na choDe to tamane ke mane kema cheDe? e tArakanA AtmAnA dUSaNa kahevAya ane tamAruM koI kahe to babaDI UThe e kayAMne nyAya ? ja bhulane svIkAra karavAthI janasamUhamAM halako abhi

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prAya baMdhAze e bhaya rAkhavo nirarthaka che. satyanA bacAva mATe chatIzaktie bedarakAra rahenArA pApanA bhAgIdAra che. che paraMtu te ane bIjA yogya AtmAonA kalyANanI apekSA rAkhIne tevI vAtamAM rahetA siddhAMta virUddhanAne avasare jAhera karavAne cakavuM nahi eya zaktisaMpanna , zraddhALu AtmAone mATe parama kartavyarUpa che. ' haiyAthI asAdhu ane vANIthI sAdhu te khoTA sAdhu che. ja bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAthI virUddha cAlavAne ja Agraha karatA hoya te mAthAnA sukuTa samAM hoya te paNa kahI devuM ghaTe ke ApanI sAthe amAre meLa have nahi rahe. ja evI vyakti hoya ke jenA saMsargathI hajAre baga

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saMyamarakSA aMge mArI manovyathA lekhaka : sapAdaka : prakAzaka vakhatacaMda mahetA dIpa ( mAthubhAi haLavadavALA) kalama roDa, dhrAMgadhrA (saurASTra) vIra savata H 2510 vikrama savaMta H 2041 IsvIsana : 1985 [prathama AvRtti prata H 5000

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: prAptisthaLa : mahetA dIpacaMda vakhatacaMda kalaba roDa, dhrAMgadhrA-363 310 (saurASTra) tathA dareka jaina bukaselare (zakya banaze tyAM) anukramaNikA viSaya pRSTha/vibhAga sakala zrIsaMghane agatyanuM jAhera nivedana saMyamarakSA aMge mArI manovyathA/3 zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba uparanA vinaMtI patro.....vibhAga pahelo zAsanapakSanA ane samudAyanA parama pUjaya. AcAryAdi munirAje uparanA vinaMtI patro.vibhAga bIje aneka zaheranA zrIsaMgha, bhAratabharanA zrIsaMgha ane caturvidha zrIsaMgha samasta uparanA vinaMtIrUpa patro/nivedane..... vibhAga trIjo | suNasthaLa : zrI sarayU prinTarI sTezana roDa, senagaDha-364 250 (ji. bhAvanagara, gujarAta)

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sakala zrIsaMghane agatyanuM jAhera nivedana [sacamarakSA aMge mArI maneAvyathA] " ana`tI puNyanI rAzio ekaThI thAya tyAre ja mAMdyA mAnavabhava tathA bhagavAna zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnuM zAsana prApta thAya che." e zro jJAnIbhagava'tAnI vAta dharma zraddhALu jainA kAyama sAMbhaLatA ane samajatA AvyA che. e sAthe ja, :: A baMne vAnAM maLyAM pachI paNa zAstra, siddhAMta, sauMgha ane zAsana (jinAjJA)nI sa*pUNa vaphAdArI svarUpa dIkSA--sAdhujIvana tA koIka vIralAne ja maLI zake che; ane eTale ja, dIkSA lIdhAM pachI sAdhujIvananI cathArtha svarUpe ArAdhanA na kare ane zAstra tathA siddhAMtathI viparIta paNe varte te tene sAdhu' na gaNAya, paNa mAtra veSadhArI-pAkha'DI ja gaNAya. " evuM paNa ApaNe ghaNA vakhatathI sAMbhaLatA AvyA chIe, ApaNe sArI rIte jANIe chIe ke jaina sAdhunI jIvanacaryAM kevI hoya ? pAMca pAMca mahAnatA svIkArIne ahiMsA, sayama ane tapa svarUpa zrI jinadhanI vizuddha ArAdhanA karavAM dvArA jagatanA jIva mAtrane abhayadyAna ApavuM ane e dvArA peAtAnA AtmAnI ekAMte unnati sAdhavI e ja jaina sAdhunA jIvananuM lakSya hoya ane e lakSyane anusAre ja emanI jIvanacaryAM racAi hoya, e have ApaNane suvidita che. ane AthI ja ApaNA mATe jaina sAdhue e bIjA kAIpaNa dharmAMnA sAdhue karatAM pUjanIya, vaMdanIya ane gurusvarUpa hoya che.

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ApaNe samajIe chIe ke jaina sAdhunuM jIvana vastutaH ghaNuM kaThina ane vikaTa hoya che. emaNe je AcAra ane niyamanuM pAlana karavAnuM che, te kharekhara ghaNuM kaThina ane kaThera hoya che. ane chatAM, potAnA ghare khAvAnI, pIvAnI, rahevAnI, paheravA-oDhavAnI ane saMsArI jIvana jIvavA mATenI tamAma sukha-sagavaDa-sAmagrI hovA chatAM, kazI ja agavaDa na hovA chatAM, kevaLa AtmAnA hitanI sAdhanAne ja AgaLa karIne, Aja sudhImAM seMkaDe nAnAM-meTAM bhAI-baheno hasatA meMe gharabArane tyAga karIne, A kaThina-kaThora niyamabaddha jIvana jIvavA nIkaLI paDyAM che. ane Aje paNa seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM AvA vIralA AtmAo nIkaLe ja jAya che. sAmAnya rIte ApaNe A badhI bInAne zAsananI balihArI gaNIe chIe ane badhAMne zAsananI prabhAvanA tarIke mUlavIe chIe. dIkSA lenArane lAgevaLage che tyAM sudhI A vAtamAM kAMI ajugatuM nathI. kema ke teo potAnA ghara-kuTuMba ane dehanI temaja bhautika sukhasagavaDanI mamatAne sarva tyAga karIne kevaLa AtmAnA kalyANane khAtara ja dIkSA le che ane zAsanane samarpita thAya che, eTale A bInAne e apekSAe zAsananI prabhAvanA gaNavAmAM kAMI ja khoTuM paNa nathI. paraMtu e dIkSArthI AtmA je vIlAsathI dIkSA levA nIkaLe che, le che, ane letI vakhate Atmahita sAdhavA mATe enAmAM je thanaganATa vIllAsa pravartate hoya che, te badhuM, ghaNA dAkhalAomAM dIkSA lIdhAnA bahu thoDA ja vakhatamAM vadhavA-vikasavAne badale ke pAMgaravAne badale jyAre karamAvA-sukAvA ke osaravA mAMDe che ema dekhAya, tyAre sujJa AtmAnA haiye "AmAM kAMIka vicitra che. evI lAgaNI ugyA vinA rahe nahi. athavA te dIkSArthInA dIkSA letI veLAnA je ucca pariNAma hoya te, dIkSA pachInA thoDAMka vakhatamAM ke thoDAM ghaNuM varSomAM ekadama palTAI jAya; pachI Atmahitane badale dehanI ne bIjI laukika eSaNA 4 / saMyamarakSA aMge mArI manovyathA

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enI mamatA ne te mamatAne saMtoSavAnI vRtti-pravRtti vadhatI jaNAya, ane te paNa dharmanA tema ja dharmaprabhAvanAnA oThA heThaLa; ane e rIte teNe pAMca mahAvrata letI vakhate bAMdhelA AtmahitanA lakSyamAM bhaMgANa paDatuM jAya ne sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte pAMca mahAvrate ke te paikI koIpaNa vrata,vatanuM khaMDana thatuM spaSTa jaNAya, ne vaLI te bhaMgANa tema ja vrata khaMDanane enA manamAM DaMkha ke raMja te bAjue rahyo, paNa te te sthitine anivArya gaNe ane vaLI dharmamAM ke karavA cogya pravRttimAM khapAvI devA lAge, tyAre keIpaNa sujJane--dharmArthI AtmAne AghAta lAgyA vinA na ja rahe. Ave ja AghAta mane lAgyo hovAthI zrIsaMgha samakSa A nivedana huM karI rahyo chuM. huM ahIM ja spaSTatA karIza ke A rIte jAheramAM AvuM nivedana karavuM ke A badhI vAta rajU karavI te zrI zAsananA hitanI daSTie ucita gaNAya ke kema, e muddA para be mata hoI zake. ane Ane mATe zreSTha upAya te lAgatIvaLagatI vyakita vyaktio sAthe sIdho saMparka sAdhava ane patravyavahAra kare te ja heya. paraMtu, chellAM pAMca pAMca varSathI, huM atre je vAte ane mArI hRdayavyathA/manovyathA rajU karavA mAMguM chuM te badhuM meM, saMbaMdhita vyakti sAthe, tema ja bIjA aneka, mane lAgelA, sthaLoe eka nahi paNa anekavAra-vAraMvAra rajU karI che, ane mArI A rajUAtane javAba tathA mArI mane vyathAone ukela meM mAge che, paraMtu bhAre duHkha sAthe mAre kahevuM paDe che ke mArI e rajUAto mAtra baherA kAne ja aphaLAI che, ane mane Aja sudhI ukelarUpe kaI ja javAba maLela nathI. A javAba mATe meM pAMca pAMca varSa rAha joI che. ane kadAca mane javAba na maLatA teya huM calAvI leta, je A pAMca varSa daramyAna, mArI phariyAdo tarapha lakSya apAyuM hatuM ane te anusAre dharmanA nAme cAlatI adharmanI anarthakAraka pravRttiomAM sudhAro ke rUkAvaTa AvI gaI hata te. paNa pAMca varSomAM e mATenAM kaI ja cihna jovA maLyAM nathI; balake e anarthakAraka pravRttio yathAvat cAlu ja rahI che ke temAM vRddhi ja thatI rahI che. AthI chevaTe thAkIne huM A rIte jAhera nivedana karavA tema ja patro Adi pragaTa karavA prerA chuM. saMyamarakSA aMge mArI manovyathA / 5

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1. mAruM A nivedana sakala zrIsadhane uddezIne che; e vAta mAre zarUAtamAM ja karavI joIe. hu* mAtra eka tithimAM mAnanArA sa`ghane ke e tithimAM mAnanArA saghane uddezIne A badhuM kahetA nathI. paNa zrI jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka tapAgacchIya sakala sauMgha prati mAre A nivedana namra bhAve karavuM che. 2. sAmAnya rIte mArA mATe satra evI chApa pravarte che ke hu e tithi pakSanA chuM ane temAMya pU. AcAya zrI vijayarAmaca`drasUrIzvarajI mahArAjasAhebanA ananya ane kaTTara bhakta chu." mArA bhUtakALa jotAM A vAtamAM kAMI khATu' paNa nathI. meM mArI jindagInA cAlIsa cAlIsa varSa teozrInI gurubhAve sevA karavAmAM vItAvyA che, emAM e mata nathI. paNa e sAthe ja mAre kahevu joie ke A rIte gurupade teozrIne svIkAravA pAchaLa mArA Azaya mAtra dharma ArAdhanAnA ja hatA. teozrInA TaMkazALI dharmAMpadeze ja mArAmAM dharmanI bhUkha jagADI hatI ane jema jema dhama ArAdhanAnI ne zAsana-sevA mATe kaI karI chUTavAnI dhagaza hoMza jAgatI ne vadhatI gaI tema tema temanA sahaja ja samAgama vadhatA gayA ane tema tema lAgatuM gayuM ke zAstra-siddhAMta ane zAsana pratye emanA jevI vaphAdArI ane zAstra-siddhAMtanI rakSA kAjenI emanAmAM che tevI tatparatA anyatra kyAMya nathI. ane A zraddhA eTalI badhI mArAmAM dRDhamULa banI gaI hatI ke pachI me' rAtadahA joyA vinA, tana-mana-dhana-jIvana badhuM ja hADamAM mUkIne paNa zAstrasiddhAMta ane zAsananI rakSA khAtara ne dharma prabhAvanA kAje emanA mAdarzana ane upadeza anusAra athAga parizrama karyo che. zAsana ne zAstra-siddhAMtanI rakSAnA nAme saghanA AcAryAdi munirAje tema ja aneka gRhasthA vagere sAthe ajhUmavAmAM pAchI pAnI nathI karI. ane Ama karavAmAM meM haMmezAM dharmabuddhi ja AgaLa rAkhI che, pakSabhAvanAne kyAMya mahattva nathI ApyuM', ema hu* prAmANikapaNe kahI zakuM' tema chuM, jo ke mArI pravRtti pakSa ane vyaktinA anUnI rAgavALI hatI ema, mArI kArakirdI zvetAM saune lAge, ane te sAva svAbhAvika paNa che; kema ke mArI tamAma pravRttienA mULa preraka srota teA AcArya zrI vijayarAmaca'drasUrijI mahArAja sAheba ja hatA. emAM te kAi phera nathI. Ama chatAM, emaNe prerelI ke na prerelI koIpaNa pravRtti me karI 6 / saMcamarakSA aMge mArI maneAvyathA

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haze, te meM mAtra zAstra--siddhAMta ane zAsananI AnAthI rakSA thAya evI dhabuddhithI ja karI che, ema huM nikhAlasapaNe kahIza. 3. zrI jinazAsanane tema ja zrI jinezvaradeveAe sthApelA caturvidha zrIsa dhanA prANu athavA AdhArastaMbha jo kAI hoya teA te zrI jinazAsananI sAdhusasthA che. ApaNA sAdhu ane sAdhvIjI jeTalAM pavitra, tapAlaka ane zuddha teTaluM ja zAsana paNa unnata ane AkhAda. ane sAdhu-sAdhvI jeTalAM zithila ke bhraSTa teTaluM ja zAsanane paNa nukasAna; A mArI namra samaja che. mATe ja ApaNAM sAdhu- e sAdhvIjInu jIvana tema ja sauMcama atyaMta vizuddha kATinuM, rahevu. joIe e bAbatane me" kAyama agrimatA ApI che. mane e paNa kharA ara samajAyu` che ke sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjonA sayamapAlanamAM kyAMya paNa jo kacAza hAya tA tenI pUrI javAbadArI gacchAdhipati AcArya - devanI hAya che. ane A javAbadArI cA paNe nibhAvI zake evu' sAma mane zrI AcAryaM zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. sA.mAM jaNAyu* hAvAthI ja me" teozrIne guru tarIke svIkAryAM hatA. paNa chellA keTalAka samayathI temanI acAnya pravRttiothI mane barAbara samajAI gayu* che ke huM kevaLa bhramaNAmAM hatA, ne mArI A vaUjUnI mAnyatA ne zraddhA paNa khATI ja hatI. huM jemane saMyamanA rakSaka ane zAstra siddhAMtanA vaphAdAra samajatA hatA te vyakti khuda gacchAdhipatija e badhAthI khUba dUra hatA ane che, ema mane khAtarI thaI cUkI che, ane tenu mane ghaNuM ghaNu* duHkha che. 4. Aje ApaNA pUjanIya sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo paikI ghaNAomAM AcArazithilatAe mAjhA mUkI dIdhI che, ema narI AMkhe joIne paNa kahI zakAya tema che. najIkanA ja bhUtakALamAM thaI gayelA ApaNA bhavabhIrU, sacamapAlaka ane sauMghahitaciMtaka pUjyapAda AcArya devazrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba tathA teozrInA samakAlIna anya aneka pUjya mahApuruSA, sAdhu-sAdhvIenA sayamanI zuddhi jaLavAya te mATe rAta-divasa sabhAnapaNe puruSArtha karatA hatA, te bahu jUnI vAta sacamarakSA a Mge mArI maneAvyathA / 7

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nathI. e mahApuruSa eTalethI ja na aTakyA, paraMtu potAnI hayAtI na hoya tyAre paNa pAtAnA munisamudAya sAdhujIvananu" yathArtha paripAlana kare te mATe thaine teozrIe 11 kalamanu" eka baMdhAraNa paNa rac" hatuM. sAdhu-sAdhvInA sa'sAratyAga eLe na jAya ane AtmasAdhanAthI pIchehaTha na thAya te mATenI keTalI cIvaTa haze e pUjya puruSamAM ! 8 gucchAdhipati ' padanI sAkatA A mahApuruSamAM kharAkhara jovA maLatI hatI, te vAta teozrInu* A baMdhAraNa jotAM spaSTa samajAya che. para'tu, Aje e baMdhAraNanA chaDeceAka bhaMga tathA nAza temanA ja paTTadhara ane Aje gacchAdhipatipade birAjatI vyaktinA hAthe thatA jovA maLe che ane tenI sAthe samudAyanA sAdhu-sAdhvIMgaNunAM cAritramAM paNa dinadahADe vadhu ne vadhu zithilatA ghara cAlatI jAya che. tema ja baMdhAraNanI 11 kalamA paikI ekanu paNa cathA pAlana thatuM nathI, te joIne uMce apAra AghAta tathA vyathA thaI rahI che, je asahya che. cAlyA 5. atyAra sudhI te hu' mAnatA hatA ke amAre tyAM badhuM kharAkhara ja cAle che, phAI ja khAmI nathI; paraMtu pAMca varSa pahelAM mane spaSTa pratIti thaI ke amAre tyAM paNa garabaDa che ja, ane te paNa nAnIsUnI nahi, ke game te vyaktimAM nahi, paNa je amArA saunA meAbhI ne guru na mAdaka che temanAmAM ja ne temanI pAse ja. je vyaktine khAtara prANa ApI davA paNa taiyAra hoie; jemane deva karatAMya adhika gaNIne pUchyA.-mAnyA hoya; jemanA vacanane brahmavAkya mAnIne ja hAie, te vyaktimAM ja jyAre na kalpI zakAya tevI kSati jovA-jANavA maLe, ane te vyaktinI chatrachAyAmAM ja aMdhera cAlatu anubhavavA maLe tyAre kaI vyaktine AghAtanA AMcakA na Ave ? mane paNa asahya AMcakA lAgyA. na te ja paLathI me* temane cheADyA. paratu mane thayuM ke mAtra cheDI devAthI dahADA nahi vaLe. e vyaktithI hu' dharma pAmyA che, tA have mArI pharaja thai paDe che ke e vyakti dhamAthI viparIta vatatI hAya tA tena dharma mAge pAchI vALavI ne anatha karatI aTakAvavI. A mArI dharma ja che ema samajIne me' teezrIne chellA pAMca varSeA daramyAna anekavAra vinatIrUpe ne namrapaNe patrA lakhyA, teezrI dvArA thatA, ana teozrInI chatrachAyAmAM cAlatA anarthA ne adharma tarapha 8 | sayurakSA aMge nArI aneAvyathA

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dhyAna doryuM teozrInA tathA teonA Azrita sAdhusamudAyanA saMcamabhraSTa jIvanane vahelItake vizuddha banAvavA mATe khUba khUba vinaMtIo karI, paraMtu mArI te tamAma mahenata vyartha gaI. mane koI ja pratibhAva tyAMthI na maLe, ne kaze sudhAre paNa na thaye; balake bagADe vadhate ja jAya che; ne te mArA jevA dharmazraddhALu ne sAcA saMcamanA cAhaka mATe atyaMta asahya che. 6. Aja dina sudhI meM karelI dharma ArAdhanA ane mArI keLavAyelI samaja mujabanI zAstranI sevAnI pAchaLa, tema ja Aje paNa huM je rIte dharmaArAdhanA karuM chuM ane zAsananI rakSAnA marmane samaje chuM te anusAra-ApaNuM saMghanA cogakSemane khare AdhAra ApaNA pUjyasAdhu-sAdhvIgaNanI saMyamazuddhi ja che. Aje ApaNe sAdhu- sAbIgaNamAM AcArazithilatA ane saMyamavimukhatAne je prabhAva vadhato jovA maLe che te bahu ja zocanIya che ane mArA jevA mATe te anahada vyathAjanaka che. jaina-jainetara samAja sAme ApaNe ApaNuM sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne aMge UMcu meM rAkhI na zakIe evI sthiti Aje ApaNe tyAM pravarte che. ne chatAM jANe ke te dizAmAM ApaNe tyAM keInuM ya lakSya ja nathI jatuM ke keIne A bAbate ciMtA ja nathI thatI ! mAre A bAbate sakalasaMghane, keIpaNa bhedabhAva rAkhyA vinA vinati karavI che, paraMtu mane aMgata rIte lAgevaLage che tyAM sudhI eka tithi pakSanA saMghane tathA pUjyone A aMge vinati karavAno adhikAra hajI mAra na gaNAya. mATe huM ahIM betithi pakSanA saMdhane tathA pUjAne hiyAMnI varNavI na zakAya tevI vyathA sAthe vinatI karuM chuM ke ApaNe tyAM saMyamazuddhi khUba ghaTavA mAMDI che. asaMyama ane asaMyamIone piSaNa maLI rahyuM che. asaMyamIonuM zAsana saMyamIone paNa mAnavuM paDe che. A badhI sthiti keIpaNa rIte cogya nathI. paramapUjya paramagurudeva zrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI AjJArUpa agiyAra kalamane AmAM chaDecoka bhaMga thAya che ane tema karIne ApaNe sau sIdhI ke ADakatarI rIte gujJA tathA te dvArA zrI jinAjJAne bhaMga karavAnuM mahAna pApa AcarI rahyA chIe, je ApaNane keI rIte zobhatuM nathI. huM ApasaunA caraNomAM vAraMvAra vinavaNuM karuM chuM ke have velAsara saMyamarakSA aMge mArI manovyathA | 9

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jAge, asaMyamInA zAsanane tya ane asaMyama vadhu vakare te pahelA ja tene DAmIne saMyama ane saccAritranuM vAtAvaraNa race. 7. A badhI vAte ane A patravyavahAra A rIte jAheramAM mUkavAthI zAsananI hIlanA ja thaze-evo abhiprAya mane ghaNA mitro ane snehIo taraphathI maLyo che maLe che. paraMtu mane khAtarI thaI cUkI che ke have te mAre A badhI vAte jAheramAM karyA sivAya chUTake nathI ja. A badhuM jAheramAM mUkavuM na paDe te mATe meM chellAM pAMca varSamAM mArI samaja ane zakti mujaba je upAyo karyA che tene Acho citAra ahIM ApavAnuM asthAne nahIM gaNAya. (1) zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA khudanI tathA temanI chatrachAyAmAM cAlatI saMyamabhraSTatA ane AcAravimukhatAnI piSaka pravRttio tarapha, teozrI upara sIdhA patra lakhIne satata dhyAna doryuM, ane chatAM teozrI taraphathI mArA A (tA. 12-10-1980 thI Aja sudhInA) eka paNa patrane ke eka paNa vAtane hakArAtmaka ke nakArAtmaka javAba ke khulAse mane maLyo nathI. (2) samudAyanA tathA pakSanA AcAryo tathA munibhagavaMtane tathA zrIsaMghane tema ja vyaktione A zithilAcAra ane asaMyamane DAmavA mATe, te aMge upAyo karavA mATe vAraMvAra vinatipatro lakhyA che. (3) AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba mane dharmaprApti karAvavAne aMge mArA parama upakArI hovAthI teozrInA upakArane badala teozrInI dharma ane saMgha temaja sAdhupaNAthI viparIta pravRttine rikavAthI ja huM vALI zakuM, ne e mATe teozrInA cittanI zuddhi thAya ne saMyamanA adhyavasAya teone prApta thAya tathA asaMyamathI bace te mATe ArAdhanA dvArA sumabaLa UbhuM karavAthI ja mAruM kAma ghaTe. A AzayathI meM chellAM pAMca varSa daramyAna mArI zakti anusAra zakaya eTalI vadhumAM vadhu tapazcaryA karI che. ane Ama chatAM, A pAMca varSanA gALAmAM jyAre kAMI ja saMtoSa thAya tevuM valaNa ke thoDuMka paNa parivartana temanAmAM jovA maLyuM nathI. tyAre mArA jevAnI dhIraja khUTI jAya temAM navAI nathI. meM temanI chAyAmAM 40 varSa vItAvyAM che. e daramyAna aneka prasaMge teoe amane samajAvyuM ane upadezya che ke "AcAryo10 | saMyamarakSA aMge mArI manovyathA

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upAdhyAye-zAsana ke saMghanA AgevAne, zAsanane nukasAna thatA aTakAve nahi, te zaktisaMpanna AtmAoe rAjadarabAre ne keTakacerIe jaIne paNa dAda mAMgavI joIe. ane zAsanane bacAvI levuM joIe. te ja dharma pAmyAnuM lakSaNa che." ane "siddhAMtane mUkavA karatAM jhera khAIne maravuM vadhAre sAruM." tema ja "siddhAMtane khAtara ekalA rahevuM paDe te ekalA rahIne paNa zAsana rakSA karavI joIe." teozrInA A upadezane zAstrAnusArI samajIne meM aneka prasaMge tenuM anusaraNa paNa karyuM che. ane khapa paDyo tyAre dharmabuddhie ghaNuM AcAryAdi tathA saMgha temaja AgevAno sAthe vaimanasya thAya tevI pravRtti paNa karI che. vaLI, emaNe ema paNa samajAvyuM che ke "gurunI nizrAe AvelA AtmAonuM Atmikahita sadhAya tenI ciMtA na karatAM tenuM patana thAya tevI pravRtti kare ke karAve, te e guru kasAI karatAM paNa bhUDe che." mane have barAbara samajAyuM che ke A teozrInuM vacana teozrIne pUrNa paNe lAgu paDe tevI ja temanI rItabhAta che. potAnI nizrAe AvelA ne AvanArA AtmAonA hitanI temaNe kayAre paNa lezamAtra khevanA rAkhI nathI, paNa temanuM patana thAya tevuM ja vartana rAkhyuM che ne saMcamabhraSTatA vadhe temAM ja sahAya karyA karI che. ane eTale ja meM emanI pAse ne anya AcAryo tathA saMghanA AgevAno vagere pAse A bhayAnaka saMyamanAzaka rItabhAtane aTakAvavA mATe vAraMvAra dAda mAgavA chatAM mane te kyAMyathI na maLI tyAre teozrIe ApelI samajaNa pramANe ja, temanI sAme ja mAre keTakacerIe zA mATe na javuM? ane A badhI vAto ne patravyavahAra jAheramAM zA mATe na mUke? ane huM Ama karuM te zAsananI hilanA paNa zI rIte ? e mArI samajamAM AvatuM nathI. vadhAre dukha te e bAbatanuM che ke teozrI siddhAMtane khAtara ane devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana khAtara sakala saMghathI judA paDyA ne have te ja hetuone teo-bagacchAdhipati ja nAza karI rahyA che. saMcamarakSA aMge mArI mane vyathA / 11

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teozrIe zAstranA nAme dharmanI ghaNI UMcI vAta karI, paNa pitAnA jIvanamAM-AcaraNamAM dharma jevI koI cIja dekhAI nathI, ane te bAbatane chAvaravA mATe thaIne ja siddhAMtanA nAme sakala saMghamAM kaluSita vAtAvaraNa cAlu rahe te mATe ja temaNe zakya saphaLa prayatno karyA. ATalethI paNa saMtava temane na thayo, tethI temaNe potAnA AjJAvatI samudAyanA sAdhuonA kAryo tathA vAtane paNa, te kAryo ane vAte siddhAMta virUddhanAM che tema kahI gharSaNa thAya tevA prasaMge UbhA karyA. Ama karavA pAchaLa mArA sivAya jagatamAM zAstrano jANakAra ane siddhAMta-zAsanane vaphAdAra keI bIjo nathI tevI chApa UbhI karavAne ja Azaya temane che te teozrInI pravRttithI spaSTa thAya che. 8. gata varSe pAlItANuM cAturmAsa karavAnuM nakkI thayuM tyAre lAgyuM ke have te zrI siddhagirijI jevA pavitra mahAtIrthanI chAyAmAM rahIne ekAMte karmanirjarA thAya tema ja raheze ne vartaze. paraMtu tene badale tyAM paNa sAdhutAne nAza thAya ane asaMyamanI paraMparA cAle tevI ja pravRtti karI tathA karAvI che. vaLI zrAvakonA dAnadharmane paNa nAza karela che. siddhagirijImAM supAtradAna vidhipUrvaka karavAthI je lAbha thAya che te bIje kyAMya thatuM nathI. tema zAstrakAroe bhAra daIne kahyuM che ne ApaNe saue te sAMbhaLyuM che. paNa te vAtane amala amuka zrImatee paisAnA jore gayo cAturmAsamAM tyAM raDA kholIne sAdhuone AcArano nAza thAya ane bIjAo supAtradAnathI vaMcita rahe tevI pravRtti zrImaMtoe karI ne te paNa dharmabuddhie karI ane temAM gacchAdhipatie vAMdho ke vidha na letAM tene protsAhana ja ApyA karyuM ane e rIte sAdhuonI pavitratA khalAsa karI che. ahIM mArI eTalI ja vinaMtI che ke e bhakta zrImatie gacchAdhipatinI zAstra mujabanI vANune barAbara amalamAM mUkI hota to teoe AvI dharmane tathA sAdhunA AcArane nAza thAya tevI pravRtti na karI hota. hajI paNa huM te bhakta zrImaMtane sUcavuM chuM ke Apa 12 / saMyamarakSA aMge mArI mane vyathA

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' koIpaNa kAca --dharmanA nAme paNa--evuM teA na ja karaze! ke jethI sAdhunA AcAranA tathA temanI pavitratAnA ane dharmonA nAza thAya. 9. tInA uddhAra karAvanAra, bhagavAnanI/zAstranI AjJAne dhyAnamAM rAkhIne pravRtti kare te temAM ja tInI sAcI bhakti che. jee kharca mAM kAyo karavA ke sagavaDa sAcavavA mATe zAstrokta vidhine gauNa gaNIne uddhAra karAve che teo tInI mahAna AzAtanA kare che. A badhu dhyAnamAM rAkhIne ja zrI siddhAcalajI mahAtIrtha upara game tevA patthara ke bIjo sAmAna laI javA hoya tA paNa te badhu, peDhI, TrakanA rastA karyAM sivAya ja upara lai jAya che. AmAM paisAnI koI kiMmata nathI, paNa jenA kAMkare kAMkare anaMtA siddhayA che tenI AzAtanAthI khacavAnu' ja lakSya mukhya hoya che. zrI hastagiri paNa siddhAcalajInI ja Traka che, tenA ja bhAga svarUpa che. te vAtane bhUlI jaIne paisAnA phAyo karavA mATe, pahADane khAdIne TrakanA rastA karyAM ane tenA upacAga hajI paNa cAlu ja che. jene tInI bhakti karavAnAM tathA jIvayAnA sudara pariNAmA hoya te ja A badhAnA vicAra karI zake. zrI gacchAdhipatie zrI kAMtibhAI jhaverI jevA zraddhALu zrAvakane zAstrAjJA mujaba tInA uddhAranI vidhi samajAvI hota tA jarUra tee tyAM cUnAnA bhaThThA karavA tathA pattharanI khANA kheADhavI vagere mahA Ara`bha karatAM aTakI jAta. paraMtu mArA sAMbhaLavA pramANe te pahADanA rastA khAdIne TrakanA rADa karavAnI paravAnagI ja zrI gacchAdhipatie ApI che ane e rIte siddhagirijI upara rastA karavAnA mArga khulleDa karI ApI tInI gheAra AzAtanA thaze tenI javAbadArI zrI AcAryazrInI che. khIjuM', zrI hastagirijI tIrthAMnA uddhAra mATe prathama thayelu. je TrasTa che, tenA nAme levAyelI jagyA upara, prathamanu" TrasTa zAstravirUddhanuM lAgatAM khIju navu* TrasTa karI, rUpiyA bhegA karI, ma`dira taiyAra thAya che; temAM jo rUpiyA kharacAya te te mandira pahelAM TrasTanI mAlikInu* gaNAya, ne paheluM TrasTa azAstrIya che. Ama chatAM satya vAtane mArI nAkhavA mATe khIjuM TrasTa zAstra mujaba karyuM' che evA pracAra karIne gaye varSe aMjana saMyamarakSA aMge mArI maneAvyathA / 13

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zalAkA-pratiSThA karAvI, satya ane zAstrano anAdara karI, adharmane dharma karyAne AnaMda mAne che. vaLI, aMjanazalAkAnA e ja prasaMge bharAvavAmAM AvelI pratimAonI upara lakhAvelA zilAlekhomAM potAnA parama upakArI gurudevazrI vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanuM nAma IrAdApUrvaka TALyuM che, ne lakhAvyuM nathI. AthI zrI AcAryazrInA manamAM potAnA guru pratye keTale anAdara bharyo che te paNa jaNAI Ave che. zrI AcAryazrIe tIrtharakSA ane zAstra-siddhAMtarakSA karavA mATe je virodha vANI dvArA karyA che tevAM ja kAryo teozrInI nizrAmAM thayA che ane thatA rahyA che, te vAta uparanI bAbatathI mAnavAne prere che. e ja rIte A tIrtha upara je meTara rasta-mAlasAmAna caDhAvavA mATe karAvela te rastAne upaga yAtrALuone vAhana vaDe yAtrA karavA teozrInI upasthitimAM thato rahyo che. je Aja paNa e rastAne vAhanamArga yAtrA karavAmAM upaga thatuM hoya te pachI jyAre nirmANakArya pUrNa thaye je yAtrA mATe A mArga baMdha karavAnuM kahevAya che te zaMkA UbhI kare evuM che. A mATe je TrasTanA TrasTIo dvArA zrI AcAryazrI evuM jAhera nivedana pragaTa karAve ke bAMdhakAma pUrNa thaye rasto baMdha karAze ane je raste baMdha nahIM karAya te A tIrthanA uddhAra mATe jeNe jeNe rakama ApI che tene te parata karavAmAM Avaze. AvA nivedanathI saune vizvAsa besaze. 10. paramapUjya AcAryazrI vijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAje, lagabhaga 80 varSanI jaipha vaye paNa, zrIsaMghanI zAMtine jokhamAvatA, kaluSita karatA prazno/vivAdono sarvasammata zAMtimaya ukela Ave te mATe, tema ja paramapUjya AcAryadevazrI vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe samudAyanA sAdhuonI pavitratAnA rakSaNa mATe je paTTaka tathA tenuM pAlana thAya te jovA mATe sthavira munimaMDaLanI nImaNuMka karI hatI, te paTTakane bhaMga thato hoya tyAre te aMge dAda maLe e baMne zubha AzayathI, abhigrahapUrvaka chellAM be varSathI AyaMbilatapanI akhaMDa ArAdhanA AdarI che, ane e rIte zAsananI sevA-rakSA kAje kAMIka karI chUTavAnI 14 saMyamarakSA aMge mArI ane vyathA

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tema ja adveSabhAve khapI chUTavAnI dhagaza dAkhavI che tene trAgu' kahIne te vAtanA mane mArI nAkhavA mATenA hetupUrvaka prayatnA cAle che. zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmaca'drasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.nA eka vakhatanA parama bhakta tema ja temanI preraNAthI surendranagaramAM navanirmita jinAlaya--upAzraya Adi dharmasthAnAmAM tana-mana-dhananA vadhumAM vadhu sarvyaya karIne mATeA lAbha lenAra zrI nareAttamabhAI chaganalAla mAdI jevA teozrInA ananya bhakta sadbhagRhastha paNa temanI asa yamanI pASaka ane sa'yamanAzaka pravRttie tathA rItabhAta joine khUkha kheda sAthe temanAthI alipta thaIne peAtAnA AtmArthe dharma dhyAnanI, tapasyAnI tathA jJAnadhyAnanI suMdara pravRttimAM joDAI gayA che. ane A badhuM khIjA koIne mATe atyaMta AghAtajanaka tathA AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnI preraNA ApanAru` banI rahe, tene badale zrI AcArya zrI tA kazA ja raja ke pazcAtApa ke AghAta vinA peAtAnI paddhati pramANe vartavAmAM ja mazagUla che. 11. A take mArA ataranI bIjI vAta mAre e kahevI che ke mArA prathama dharma dAMtA mahA upakArI murabbI zrI cunIlAla kamaLazIbhAI (mAmA) hatA. teezrIe jIvadayA, mAnava anukapA ane sAdharmikabhakti tema ja deva--gurunI bhakti, cAturmAsa, navANuM yAtrA vagere dharmAMkAryA rUDI rIte karyAM hatAM. dIkSA prasaMgA paNa ghaNA ujavyA hatA. e dhAM temanAM dharma kAce e tathA temanI dharmazraddhAe ghaNAya AtmAemAM dhanAM khI rAkhyAM hatAM, temAMnA huM eka chuM. tenA nIti, nyAya, sadAcAra Aphri aneka guNA Adaza zrAvakane zAle tevA hatA. AvA pitAzrInA putra tarIke zrI kAMtibhAI cunIlAle temanA pitAzrInI uttarasAdhaka tarIke sevA karI hatI ane tethI temaNe je uttama guNA prApta karyAM hatA te guNeAnA nAza karI niSva"sa pariNAmI thayA che. ane tenuM kAraNu jinavANI'mAM mahA asayasIne mahA sacamI kahIne sadhanA vizvAsaghAta karyAM te che. meM mArA parama dharmamitra tarIke ane 'jinavANI'nA TrasTInA mArA saMbadhe ane vaDIleAnA * sacamarakSA aMge mArI maneAvyathA / 15

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atigADha saMbadhe A aMge temanuM dhyAna kheMcyuM tyAre, satya vAta svIkAravAnA badale dareka pAponI javAbadArI pate svIkArI, tIrthanI virAdhanA thAya ane asaMyama vadhe tevA pracAra bhAMDa-cAraNanI mAphaka karyo. A lekanuM sukha maLyuM che paNa jIvanane mahAnukasAna thayuM che, te prasaMge khabara paDaze. bhAvibhAva. 12. chelle chelle mAre zrIsaMghane prArthanApUrvaka kahevuM che ke (1) keTalAka evA paNa che ke jeo zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAma. . caMdrasUrijI mahArAja sAheba kyAreya pApa kare ja nahi; athavA teo game tevA pApanA ne saMyamanAzanAM kAryo kare te paNa te pApa na gaNAya ane te karavA chatAM temane pApa lAge ja nahi-AvA lekene mATe mArI A badhI vAta ke vinaMtI che nahi. (2) keTalAka ema paNa kahe che ke bIje ghaNe ThekANe asaMyamane poSaNa maLe tevA ghaNu anartho cAle che, te mATe tame kema kAMI pravRtti karatAM nathI? AnA javAbamAM mAre eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke ApaNe tyAM zAstramAM dharma ane samati pamADanAra gurune upakAra sauthI maTe gaNAvavAmAM AvyA che, ane zrI AcAryazrIthI huM dharma pAmyo hovAthI e rIte teozrI mArA parama upakArI gaNAya. emanA e upakArano badale mAre vALa hoya te teo pote dharma ane samaktinA kAryamAMthI bhraSTa thaI rahyA hoya tyAre teo pAchA dharmamArge vaLe tevI pravRtti huM karuM te ja zakaya bane. tema ja teozrI pakSanA gacchAdhipati hovAthI cukate javAbadArI teozrInI che, mATe huM A badhuM mAtra temane udezIne karuM chuM. . (3) A badhuM A rIte lakhIne jAheramAM mUkavA pAchaLa zAsananI apabhrAjanA karavAne mATe keI Azaya nathI, tenI sau neMdha le. (4) A badhuM jAheramAM meM mUkyuM che. temAM kayAMya paNa dharma saMgha-zAsananI maryAdAne bAdha Ave ke nukazAna thAya tevI koI paNa kSati hoya te te badala huM zrI deva-guru-dharma samakSa trividha micchAmi dukkaDaM dauM chuM. A lakhANamAM mArI jANye ajANye thayelI kSati tarapha keIpaNa dhyAna doraze te tene huM RNI rahIza. 16 | saMyamarakSA aMge mArI manovyathA

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(5) A adhu* lakhatI vakhate mArA manamAM zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba pratye ke bIjI koIpaNa vyakti ke vyaktio pratye jarAya kaDavAza ke dveSabuddhi nathI, te huM pramANikapaNe kahu chu.... meM temane mATe kAi kaDaka ke kaDavA zabdo lakhyA hoya teA te paNa temanA pratyenI dveSabhuddhithI tA nahIM ja. kharekhara tA teoe ja mane zIkhavyuM che ke je zAsanane nukasAna karanArI pravRttine chatIzaktie na aTakAve tA e sauMghanA vizvAsaghAtI che. " ane temanA te vacananA amalarUpe ja mArI A pravRtti che. (6) mArI eka mAtra IcchA-bhAvanA eTalI ja che ke ApaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebe niSkala"ka, pavitra ane zAstrAnusArI sAdhujIvana jIve, ane asayama-zithilAcArathI kheMce, ne sacamanA ghAta kare tevA tamAma kAraNAthI para rahe, emAM ja ApaNA zAsananI rakSA che. hu cavidha zrIsa ghanA caraNAmAM haiyAnI zuddhabhAvanAthI eka ja vinatI karuM chuM ke ApaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI aNIzuddha sA~camapAlana kare ane asa yamathI ne asa'camIethI khacatAM rahe. tevI ja pravRtti ne vyavasthA have karavA jevI che. (7) zrI jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka tapAgacchIya caturvidha sadhanA pUjya AcAryAdi munimahArAje tathA zrAvakasagha vagerenI, bhUtakALamAM, dharma pravRttinA nAme, mArAthI jANatAM ajANatAM kAI paNa hIlanA ke AzAtanA thaI hoya ke mArA nimitte koIne paNa manaduHkha thayuM hoya te badala huM trividha trividha saune khamAvu chuM. sau mane kSamA Ape tevI AzA sAthe viramu' chu. * niveddha H dIpacaMda vakhatacaMda mahetA ( bAbubhAI haLavadavALA ) sacamarakSA a Mge mArI maneAvyathA / 17

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666 69 a samramanI rakSA mATe anivAya vartamAnamAM je je dIkSAo thaI temAM temanA Atmika vikAsa mATe, mATA bhAge, kAI khAtrI karI nahIM, tethI tenuM pariNAma khataranAka Avyu che, te najare dekhAya che. sakala zrIsaghane vinaMtI pUrvaka kahuM chuM ke have ApaNe ApaNA saMtAneAnA Atmika vikAsa mATe dIkSA jevI mahAna uttama cIja apAvatA pahelA (1) jyAM AzravanA sthAne khaMdha hAya, (2) sa*vara nirjarAnI vyavasthA hoya, (3) asa'camIAne va'dana baMdha hoya, (4) devagurunI AjJAnu pAlana thatuM hAya ane (5) sayamarakSAnI khAtrI hoya tyAM ja dIkSA karavI--karAvavI; ne temAM ja Atmikahita samAyelu' che. mATe A khAkhatAnI khAtrI karavI. jo A khAtrI karyA sivAya dIkSAo thaze tA samranu' tema ja dIkSA lenArAnu Atmika ahita thaze; ane ApaNA ja satAnAnA AtmikaghAta ApaNA hAthathI thaze; ane te zAsananA rakSaka nahIM paNa zatru pAkaze. -dIpacaMdra vakhatacaMda mahetA ALL PO

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zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba uparanA vinaMtI patro vibhAga pahelo

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G jaTAyue rAvaNumAM mahAna zakti che te jANavA chatAM, tenA akRtyane joI na zakayA tethI, kapAI maravAnuM vadhAre pasaMda karyu. * jene je cIjanA rAga hoya temAM khaLAmaLanA vicAra karyA sivAya jIvanane hAmI de che, tevI ja rIte huM zAsananA rAgathI sadhanA ane ApanA kalyANu khAtara, sayamanAzanA kAraNeAne bei zakatA nathI. tethI Apane pApathI pAchA vALI pharaja bajAvIza agara hu homAi jaiza." temAM mAru' ekAMte kalyANu ja thavAnu che. SIMIMIMIMICAI * III+++++ 1 B *

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prAMgadhrA, tA. 12-10-80 parama pUjya, parama upakArI, karuNAnidhi, pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI rAjakeTa. lI. sevaka bAbunA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkAravA kRpA karazojI. ApazrInA pu deze sukhazAtA hazejI. ApazrIe bhagavAnanA mArgane sAcavavA mATe je dezanAo ApI, aneka uttama jIne dharmane marma samajAvI gharmarasika banAvyA che, temAM ame paNa je kaMI pAmyA ane dharmane vaphAdAra banyA temAM Apane mahAna upakAra che. A upakArane badale keI rIte vALI zakAya tema nathI. paraMtu sevaka tarIkenI pharajanI rUe ApazrIne vinaMtIrUpe jaNAvavAnuM ke ApazrI A kALamAM mahAna gItArtha che eTale zAstradaSTie Apa je vicAra karI zake tevo vicAra karavAnI amArAmAM muddala buddhi na hoya. chatAM ApanA eka vizvAsu sevaka tarIke nIcenI hakIkata upara Apane zAsananuM hita dekhAtuM hoya te ja ApazrI dhyAnamAM levA kRpA karaze. - zAstronI vAta sAMbhaLavA mujaba AcArya bhagavaMte chellI jiMdagImAM nivRtti laI ekAMte mokSanA sAdhana mATenI arcatara pravRttimAM rahe che. A vAta zAstraSTie satya hoya te sevakanI namra vinaMtI che ke ApazrI surendranagaramAM sthiravAsa karavA mATe sAdhutAne dIpAve tevA thelA sAdhuone sAthe rAkhI padhAravA namra vinaMtI che. ApazrI sevAnI taka amone Apaze tevI khUba khUba prArthanA karuM chuM. dIkSAtithi sAdhunI na ujavAya tevuM ghaNuM varSa pahelA pratipAdana zAstraSTie karela te vAtanuM dhyAna ApanA upara lAvatA tyAre ApazrIe dIkSA tithi ujavavAnuM baMdha karavAnuM kahela. paraMtu Apa pratye vibhAga pahele / 3

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dharmane vaphAdAra banyA temAM Apane upakAra che pUjyabhAvanI dRSTie zAstrane Aghu mukIne Apa pratye bhakitabhAva batA vya. tethI tenuM AlaMbana laI aneke ujavavAnuM zarU karyuM. zAstradaSTie niSedha hoya te ApanI hAjarImAM ja baMdha thaI jAya te zAstrane sAcavavA mATenI ApanI khyAti amara thaI jAya tema mAnuM chuM. hastagirijInuM navuM TrasTa rajIsTara karAvela che tema sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM che. paraMtu pahelAnI mIlakata A TrasTane TharAva karI sepe nahIM ane kAyadesaranI vidhi purI thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI A TrasTa game teTaluM sAruM hoya te paNa tenI kAMI kIMmata gaNAya nahIM. mATe ApanI ja nizrAmAM vahelAmAM vahelI take mIlakta sepavAnI kAryavAhI thaI jAya to ja prayatna saphaLa thayo jaNAya. TrasTanuM baMdhAraNa navuM karavAthI ke hetu saratA nathI. saMsAra che, jenA kevA kevA bhAve thAya che te Apa sArI rIte samajI zako che, mATe vizvAsa rAkhI ThagAI na jaIe, tevI salAha Apa jevA mahApuruSone ApavAne koI adhikAra mane nathI. paraMtu eka sevaka tarIke A vAta dhyAna upara levA mATe ja lakhela che. surendranagaramAM je prasaMga bane temAM kAMtibhAI tathA bAbunI aMgata vera levAnI vRttithI je khaTapaTa karI sAdhuone hAthA banAvI veranI vasulAta karI che temAM temane AnaMda thAya te svAbhAvika che paraMtu tethI vizeSa AnaMda mane thayo che ke mane nivRtti apAvI. huM mArI ArAdhanA sukhapUrvaka karuM, tenI sagavaDa karI ApI, tethI temane mahAna upakAra mAnuM chuM. paraMtu sukha eTaluM ke sAdhuonI kArakIda khalAsa karAvI ane sAdhutAnI phajetI karAvI che, ane maMdira, upAzrAnI jAhojalAlI khatama karAvI che. tethI teoe buddhinuM phaLa meLavI lIdhuM che. parama pUjya AcAryadevazrI mahodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane eka ja vinatI ke ApanI nizrAe AvelA sAdhuone sArI rIte keLavI sAdhutA joI aneka AtmAo dhIbIjane pAme tema ja 4/ vibhAga pahele

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ApaNA svArtha khAtara ciMtA nahIM karIe te.... pUjyazrIne surendranagaramAM sthiravAsa karAvI teozrInI uttama sAdhana thAya te mATe amArA vatI khAsa vinaMtI karaze. ApazrIe teozrInI bhakti karI khUba lAbha uThAvyA che te rUNa adA karavA mATe teozrIne nivRtti apAvavI ane sAdhuone jaina zAsananI sAdhutA dIpAve tevI keLavI, teonI vahelAmAM vahelI mukti thAya tevA prayatna karaze te pUjyazrInI sevAnI sArthakatA gaNAze. ApaNuM svArtha khAtara ciMtA nahIM karIe te ApaNe moTI bhUla karI gaNaze tema mane lAge che... Apa pratye bhUlecUke koI paNa prakArane avinaya thayo hoya te kSamA Apaze. lI. sevaka bAbunA keTI keTIzaH vAra vaMdana svIkAraze. vibhAga pahele | 5

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, dhrAMgadhrA tA. 13-5-81 parama pUjya, parama upakArI pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI DIsA. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkAraze. vinaMtIpUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke Ape dharmane mArga zAstra ane siddhAMta mujaba samajAvyo ane sudeva-suguru-sudharmanI sAcI samajaNa ApI amArA upara mahAna upakAra karela che, te kadI bhUlI zakAze nahIM. ApanI dezanAthI jIvanamAM dharmanI zraddhA pedA thaI. tethI zAstra ane siddhAMtane vaphAdAra rahevAya te ja sugurunI sahAyathI saMsArasamudra tarI zakAya che, te ApanI vAtane najara samakSa rAkhI. jyAM jyAM zAsanane nukazAna thatuM hatuM tyAM zaktine upacAra karavA mATe Ape khUba preraNuM ApI, tethI nukazAnathI bacAvavA mATe meM prayatna karyA che. bhagavAnanA susAdhu kevA hoya te vAta ApanI pAsethI khUba khUba sArI rIte sAMbhaLela che. tethI zrI kaunajIsvAmIe je dharmanA nAme pracAra karyo, sAthe gAmegAma maMdira UbhA karyA ane senagaDhamAM je sthAna UbhuM karela che tethI lAkhe ke tene bhagavAna tarIke mAnatA hatA. temanA bhakto taraphathI temanuM bahumAna ajoDa rIte thatuM hatuM. karoDapatio temanI sevAmAM hAjara rahetA hatA. riddhi-siddhine kaI pAra nahoto. tevI ja rIte zrI rajanIza pAse dharmanA nAme karaDe rUpiyA kharacanArA hatA ane temane bhagavAna tarIke mAnatA hatA ane pUjatA hatA, paraMtu bhagavAnanuM zuddha sAdhupaNuM nahIM hovAthI-zrI gurutavanI khAmI lAgavAthI ane temanAthI kadI AkarSaNa thayuM nahIM. 6 / vibhAga pahele

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ame bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM hatA ke asaMyamanA... bhagavAnane sAdhu bhagavAnanA zAsanane vaphAdAra rahI zuddha saMyamanI ArAdhanA na kare, te bhagavAnane sAdhu nathI paNa jaina zAsanane lUMTAre che-tema Ape kahela che. te uparathI, jaina zAsanamAM jyAM jyAM gurutatvanI khAmI lAgI tyAM, loke na chetarAya te mATe zakya prayatna karyA che tevI ja sthiti Apane tyAM che tevI pAkI khAtrI thavAthI Apane paNa choDI dIdhA che. ApanI vANIthI eTalA prabhAvita thayA hatA ke Apa sivAya jagatamAM kaI mahApuruSa nathI, ApanA sivAya dharmano mArga keI sAcavI zake tema nathI, eTale ja amee zakya hoya te mujaba tana, mana, dhanathI kAryo karI, aneka pAse karAvI, zAsanaprabhAvanAnA kAryo thayA temAM amArA jIvananI sArthakatA mAnatA hatA ane tethI anumodanAne khUba AnaMda thato hato. paraMtu rAjakoTa prakaraNa pahelAM, be mAsa agAuthI, ApanI pAse rahelA ghaNuM sAdhuonI sthiti temaja temAM Apane pure sahakAra jANI ghaNI ciMtA thatI hatI. tyArabAda rAjakeTanuM prakaraNa je banyuM ane temAMnI je je vAta sAMbhaLI, temAM Ape saMcamIone trAsa ane asaMcamIone Teke Age anIti, anyAya, kAvAdAvA karI popene DhAMkavA prayatna karyo, te jevAthI ApanA vacana upara vizvAsa UDI go ane satya zuM che te zodhavA mATe prayatane karyA ane temAMthI Apane bhUtakALane ItihAsa sAMbhaLavA maLe, tethI khAtrI thaI ke saMcamanI Apane keI kIMmata nathI. ApanI pAse atyAra sudhImAM je bAladIkSAo thaI ane je sAdhuo ApanI pAse rahyA temAMthI eka paNa sAdhue bhagavAnanA mArgane vaphAdAra rahI jIvanane suMdara banAvyuM hoya te eka paNa dAkhala maLaze nahIM, te ja tene mahAna purA che. ' ApanI pAse rahelA ghaNu sAdhuonI sthiti : asaMyamI jIvana ane temAM Apane purato sahakAra ne Apane bhUtakALane ItihAsa sAMbhaLI AghAtane kaI pAra nathI. ame bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM hatA ke asaMcamanA zAsanamAM tene vicAra karatAM kaMpArI chUTe che. bhagavAna vibhAga pahelo | 7

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upakArano badalo ApanA pApa DhAMkavAmAM nathI, paraMtu... nA mArganI dezanA kayAM ane ApanuM jIvana kayAM-te vacce AsamAna jamInane phera amane lAgyuM. eTale have amane asaMcamanI vAte IrSAthI ke atizayoktivALI che te muddala lAgatI nathI. ApanI pAse asaMyamanI pravRtti cAlI rahI che, tene DhAMkavA anIti, anyAyathI je prayatna thaI rahyA che, tethI zAsanane nAza-sAdhu saMsthAnI pavitratAne nAza mane najare dekhAya che. eTale mAre mArI zakti mujaba satyane paDakhe rahI bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavA prayatna karavA joIe. te prayatno karavA jatAM mane ApanA tathA ApanA bhatAthI ghaNuM bhave che. temaja mArA jIvanane paNa nukazAna thAya temAM jarA paNa mane atizayokti lAgatI nathI. kAraNa ke AjasudhInI kAryavAhIthI mane jarA paNa zaMkA rahetI nathI. paraMtu tenI paravA karyA sivAya mAre mArI pharaja bajAvavI joIe. Ape zAsananI sevA karavAno je upadeza Apela che ane meM sAMbhaLela che tene saphaLa karavAnI taka maLI che. tene saphaLa na karuM te mArA je dharmamAM aprAmANika koI nahIM gaNAya. ApanA upakArane badale ApanA tathA ApanA sAdhuonA pApa DhAMkavAmAM nathI, paraMtu pApono nAza kema thAya ane temAM sahAya karIe te ja RNa vALI zakAya. jJAnI zvAsozvAsamAM kaThIna karmone nAza karI zake che. mATe bAjI hAthamAM che. je Apa pApa-punyamAM mAnatA ho ane paraloka jevI cIja Apane lAgatI hoya te karma khapAvavA mATe prayatna karaze, ApanuM cheTaluM jIvana Adarza banI jaze. je sAdhue asaMyamI banI, sAdhutAne malIna karI rahyA che, te darekane sArA saMcamanA khapI AtmAe pAse ekabe judA judA mukI, temane pApane pazcAtApa karI suMdara sAdhupaNunI ArAdhanA karavA mATe prayatna karavA joIe. ane teo zaktimAna na hoya te ghare jAya temAM temanuM tathA zAsananuM hita che. InDiyana eksapresa chApAmAM raMgunanA TecanA 4 bauddha sAdhuo cAritrabhraSTa thayA, tethI saMghane ciMtAne pAra rahyo nahIM ane mahAna 8 | vibhAga pahelo

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pApa kkhAI jAya, asatya phAvI jAya, paraMtu ka`sattA... sAdhuAmAM saDA pese tA dhama jevI cIja keAI rahe nahIM mATe temane aTakAvavA korTamAM kesa karela hatA. prAthamika sunAvaNImAM sAdhuoe pApano ekarAra karyAM ane kahyuM ke 40 varSa sudhI ameAe akhaMDa brahmacarya pALela che, paNa amArA tIvra pApanA uce amAruM patana thayela che. hajArA mANasAnI hAjarImAM pApanA ekarAra karela, te tenI mahAnatA che. sAthe tene kATe veza ADavAnA Adeza karela. sAdhutAnI pavitratAne kalaka na lAge te mATe teee koI bacAva nahIM karatAM veza cheDI Apela che. uparanI vAta parathI Apa vicAraze ke jaina sAdhusa sthA keTalI pavitra hoya te ja bhagavAnanA mArga TakI zake. Apa ane ApanA bhakte pApane DhAMkavA mATe sayamI sAdhue sAthe kAvAdAvA karI anIti, anyAyanA AzarA lai dharmanA nAme je rIte prayatnA karI rahyA che tethI kadAca pApa dekhAI jAya, asatya phAvI jAya ane bhALA loko mAcAjALamAM phasAi jAya paraMtu kasattA pAse koI TakI zakatuM nathI. ane amAne pAkI khAtrI thatI jAya che ke pApalIlAne DhAMkavA A sivAya khIjA rastA paNa nathI. paraMtu Apa zAstradRSTie kahe che ke pApa thavuM te koI mATI vAta nathI, paNa pApane DhAMkI jIvanane kharakhAda karavu. te mahA bhayaMkara che--A vAta upara Apa vicAra karo. ane have uttama sAdhupaNu kema paLAya tenA prayatna karazeA tA bhagavAnanA zAsananI mahAna sevA karI gaNAze. have ApanI bahAranI pravRttithI, janazAsananI prabhAvanAnA nAme, pApe DhAMkI asayamanI puSTi vadhatI jaze te sAdhutAnA veza lajavAze temaja sAdhutAnA nAza eTale zAsananA nAza ApanA hAthe ja thavAnA. ApanI chellI jiMdagImAM A sthiti na thAya te mATe ja vinatIpatra lakhela che. me' ApanI bhakti deva karatAM vadhAre karI che, temAM dhama pAmavA sivAya kAI Azaya na hatA. tevI ja rIte upakAranA maThThale vALavA mATe ja patra lakhela che. tA jevI vANI che tevu vartana thaI jAya ane chellA varSI bhagavAnanI AjJA mujakhatu' jIvana jIvAya ane ApanI vibhAga pahelA / 9

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zAsana sayamathI jhaLahaLatuM thAya tevA prayatna karIza nizrAe AvelAnu paNa kalyANa thai jAya tevI sthiti, peTThA thAya tA mane AnaMdanA koI pAra raheze nahIM. mane AzA che ke Apa mArI vinatI dhyAnamAM leze. ApanA punyAya haze te ja ApanA tathA ApanI nizrAe AvelA sAdhuonA temaja zAsananA vicAra karI zakaze. Apane jeoe sAcI salAha ApI nathI teee ApanuM tathA zAsananu" mahAna ahita karela che. zAsanadeva temane satbuddhi Ape. Apa ApanA punyanA khaLa upara, zrIma'ta bhaktAnI tAkAta upara ane bhALA lokone samajAvavAnI kaLA upara-Apane tyAM je rIte cAle che tevI ja rIte calApI zAsananA nAza thAya tA paNa tenI paravA nahIM kareA tA mAre mArI zakti mujaba je upAcA karavA che te cAkkasa karIza. sAdhusa sthAnI pavitratA phema vadhe ane zAsana sayamathI aLahaLatuM thAya tevA prayatna jarUra karIza. jJAnIo kahe che ke asacamIe)nA matra siddha thatA nathI. surendra nagaranI aMjanazalAkA thayA pachI dharmasthAnanI zu... sthiti thaI te jonArane duHkhanA kAi pAra nathI. mATe have bhIlaDIAjI, DIsAmAM a janazalAkA sauMcamI mahApuruSeAnA hAthathI ja karAvaze, jethI sala saghanuM kalyANa thAya. e ja vinatI. lI. sevaka dvIparaDha vakhatacaMdrunA 1008 va'nA svIkArazejI. 10 / vibhAga pahelA (

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dhrAMgadhrA, tA. 22-6-81 parama pUjya, parama upakArI pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI DIsA. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vi. vi. Apane patra eka lakhela. te Apa zuddha buddhithI vicAraze te khAtrI thaze ke Ape ja samajAvela dharmanuM phaLa che. * atyAra sudhI zAstra ane siddhAMtanA nAme je vAta karavAmAM AvI te nIcenI hakIktathI zAstranA nAme UbhI karelI IndrajALa hatI. zAstranI vAte AcaravA mATe nahIM, paNa bolavA puratI ja hatI. ApanI prabhAvita vANIthI loko ajAI ApanA hRdayanA bhAvane samajI zakyA nahIM, te ApanA pApAnubaMdhI punyane ja AbhArI che. te hakIkata satya che ke kema te te jJAnI bhagavate ja kahI zakaze. ApaNe be tithio mAnIe chIe. te zAstradaSTie so TakA sAcI che tema Ape kahela, ane te sAcavavA mATe zAstra upara zraddhA rAkhanArAone mATe varga hovA chatAM Ape be pUnamanI be terasa karI ane saMtoSa mAnavA khAtara paTTaka banAvyA-paraMtu khATI ArAdhanA zarU thaI. Ape ghaNI vakhata jAheramAM kahela che ke huM ekalo rahIza paNa satya kadI choDIza nahIM. tevI vAto ja karI, kadI karI batAvyuM nahIM. haju paNa ekalA rahevAno daMbhI ane mAyAvI paDakAra cAlu rAkhela che. Apane zAstra pratyeno prema kRtrima che ke kema ane tethI kevuM pApa baMdhAya te te gItArtha pApabhIru bhagavate ja nakkI karI zake. zAstra pratye jemane athAga prema hoya temane ekalI tithi ja sAcavavAnI vAta na hoya, paraMtu zAsanano mukhya AdhAra saMcama che, tene jIvavAnuM ane jIvADavAne ati Agraha hoya. vibhAga pahele / 11 zarU thaI jADI havAne jIvi che ke sara karI zake

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zAstranI vAto AcaravA mATe nahIM bolavA puratI hatI zAstra mujabanuM jIvana jIvavA koI taiyAra na thAya te eklA rahevAne nirNaya karyo hota te Aje jaina zAsananI chAyA jagata upara koI judI hota. paraMtu Ape sAdhujIvanamAM saMyama mATe koI siddhAMta svIkAryo nahIM tethI ja zAsananI apabhrAjanA thaI rahI che, temAM Apa mukhya kAraNa che. Apane paNa kameM choDyA nahIM e hakIkata Apane satya lAge che ke kema te Ape nakkI karavAnuM che. prathamanI bAladIkSAne ItihAsa Apa sArI rIte jANe che. paraMtu be sAla pahelA (surendranagaramAM traNa bAla dIkSAo thaI ane te prasaMge temanA vAlIoe lakhalUMTa kharca karI jaina zAsanane ucca ranenI bheTa ApI. tethI temane tathA zrIsaMghane utsAhane keI pAra naheAte ane loke je anumodanA karatA hatA te sAMbhaLI AnaMdane" kaI pAra nahoto. AvI ucca dIkSAo ApanI nizrAe thAya paNa pachI teonI saMyamarakSAnI ciMtA Ape rAkhI nahIM ane tenI upekSA karI che. teno bacAva ApanAthI kadI thaI zake tema nathI. Ape zAstra pratye vaphAdArI rAkhI saMyamano ja Agraha rAkhyo hota te ApanI pAsenA ghaNuM sAdhuonI AvI kaMgALa sthiti banata nahIM. Apane saMcama pratyene bhAva vANImAM hatuM te jIvanamAM hota te ApanI pAsenA sAdhuonI khumArI Adarza jIvana jIvI jagatane meTuM udAharaNa pUruM pAData. Apane asaMcamI pratye prema ane mahAsaMyamI upara dveSathI Apa zAstra mujaba jIvana jIvI zakyA nathI, phakta vAto karI che. jagatamAM sAru jIvana jIvavA mATe ke preraNuM ke sahAya karI nathI, te eka satya hakIkta che. jarUra, ApanI vaNathI aneka zrAvakane dharma pratye zraddhALuM banI-ghaNI sArA kAryo karavAnA bhAvo pedA thayA. paraMtu ApanI pAse rahenArA ghaNuM sAdhuonI sthiti dinapratidina bagaDatI gaI, jethI saMyama pratye rAga nathI te ja tene purAve che. zAsananA kamanasIbe saMcamane Ape gauNa gaNyuM tethI zAsanane je nukasAna thayela che tenI cukatI javAbadArI ApanI che. zraddhALu, bhadrIka zrImatavarga pAse vANanA prabhAve jainazAsananI prabhAvanAnA nAme 12 / vibhAga pahele

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devadravya pratye rAga sAcavavA nahIM paraMtu pratiSThA..... lAkha rUpIyA kharcAvI zakyA, paraMtu saMcamanI ane zuddha AcAronI kadI paravA karI nathI. tene jema jema vicAra karIe chIe tyAre AghAtane kaI pAra raheto nathI. sAdhutAnI je phajetI thaI rahI che tene bacAva karavA zaktine upacAga je kare tene kevuM pApa baMdhAya te gItArtha bhagavate nakakI karaze. sAdhuonA AhAra ane vihAra ApanI sAthe rahIne je rIte thayA che tethI bhagavAnane mArga kadI TakI zake nahIM. kadAca sahAyanI jarUra paDe te ochAmAM ochI jarUriyAta ane ochAmAM ocho AraMbha samAraMbha thAya ne temAM paNa dukhane keAI pAra na hoya. AvI sthiti hoya te ja sAdhupaNuM Take. pApane Dara cAlyA jAya tyAre ja dharmanA nAme dareka sagavaDo UbhI karAvI, saMyamane duSita banAvela che. tethI saMyamanI kaI kiMmata rahI nathI. chatAM jagatamAM Adarza sAdhutAnI chApa UbhI karI nilepatAne pracAra karavAmAM amArA jevA murkhane meTe hise hatuM, te amAre kabUla karyA vinA cAle tema nathI. tevI ja rIte satya hakIktane ekarAra kare te ja sAdhutAnuM sAcuM lakSaNa che. chatAM paNa ApanI buddhithI ane zaktithI saMyama virUddhanI pravRttine bacAva karaze ane haju paNa tevI prathA cAlu rAkhazo to tenAthI kevuM pApa badhAya te saMyamanA mahA rAgI mahApuruSe ja nakkI karI zake. zrI hastagIrIjI tIrthanuM TrasTa zAstra viruddhanuM hevAthI bIju TrasTa karela che. paraMtu prathamanA TrasTanI mIlakta sudhArelA TrasTane na sepe tyAM sudhI devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza aTaktA nathI. te vAta Apane satya lAgavAthI kahela ke jyAM sudhI zAstra mujaba kAryavAhI nakakI na thAya tyAM sudhI koIe madada karavI nahIM. ane je koI madada karaze te pApanA mahAna bhAgIdAra banaze. tevI jAherAta karavAnuM paNa kahela. tethI ja zrIyuta kAMtibhAIne duHkha thAya tenI paravA karyA vagara, temanI nArAjI vahorIne, siddhAMtanI rakSA khAtara, ApanA vizvAse prayatna karatAM te Apane khyAlamAM che. chatAM bIjI bAju zrI kAMtibhAIne saMtoSa ApavA, devadravyanA siddhAMtanA nAzane Dara rAkhyA sivAya, teozrIne paisA bhegA karAvI ApavA mATe prayatane karatAM devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza karanArane vibhAga pahele / 13

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lakhyuM ke cAlI AvatI praNAlikA baMdha karavA jevI nathI madada kare te bhayaMkara pApa lAge, tevuM samajAvanArAnA hAthathI ja madada , karavAnuM kAma thAya to devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza karavAnuM bhayaMkara pApa lAge ke kema te Ape nakkI karavAnuM che. devadravyo pratye rAga sAcavavA mATe nahIM paraMtu pratiSThA meLavavA mATe hatuM, te ApanI kAryavAhIthI nakkI thAya che. zAstraSTie AvI melI ramata rame temane kevuM pApa baMdhAya te te jJAnI bhagavate ja nakkI karI zake, dIkSAtithi ujavavI zAstra virUddha che, te Ape jagajAhera kahela che. chatAM ApanI dIkSAtithi ujavavA saMmati ApI. ApanI pAse zAstravirUddhanA kAryo najare jovA ane te kAryone vyAkhyAnamAM virodha karatAM, ne tevA ja kAryo pAchA ApanI nizrAmAM thAya, chatAM chatI AMkhe AMdhaLA thaI gayA hatA. jethI sAmA pakSanA kAryo zAstravirUddha che te samajAvI virodha karAvatAM. ane tethI vadhAre zAstra virUddha ApaNe tyAM kAryo thAya tyAre zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme karAvI zaktA. jethI zAstra pratyene rAga athAga che, te bhrama UbhuM karela. tethI mahA buddhizALIo paNa AvI IndrajALane rAganA kAraNe samajI zaktA nahIM, je Apane pApAnubaMdhI punyane prabhAva che. pApAnubaMdhI punyanA baLe karelA kAmane aMjAma ke Ave che te jJAnI bhagavate ja kahI zake. kesara-sukhaDa bAbatamAM Ape pitAnA dravyathI pUjA na kare te pApa baMdhAya te zAstranI dRSTie kahela. te vAta amAe jhIlI ane ahIMnA (surendranagaranA) derAsaramAM Adarza dAkhalo bese te mATe amee prayatno karyA. tethI 80 TakA pUjA karanArAo svadravyathI pUjA karatAM thayA; ane kaI pUjA karatAM na rahI jAya te mATe kesaranI vATakIo svadravyathI pUjA karanAra bhAIo muktAM. paraMtu zaktivALA hovA chatAM pArakuM vAparavAnI mane vRttivALAe kesara rAkhavAno Agraha rAkhyA tethI Apane pUchAvyuM, ApanI pAse AvI rUbarU vAta karI. Ape svadravyathI pUjA na kare to pApa baMdhAya tevuM borDa mukavA mATe saMmati ApI. chatAM, aMgata kAraNasara mana duHkhathI veravALavAnI halakI vRttithI, zAha kAMtilAla cunIlAla tathA zAha manaharalAla prabhudAse khaTapaTa zarU karI. temAM sAdhu mahAtmAone upayoga karyo. thaDA divasa bAda 14 | vibhAga pahelo

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siddhAMtanI vAta karanAra siddhAMta vihoNuM jIve tenI gati kAMtibhAIne ApanA nAmathI lakhela patra dastakhata vagarane Avyo. temAM lakhyuM ke cAlI AvatI praNAlikA baMdha karavA jevI nathI. Apa zAstravirUddhanI praNAlikAne mAnaze, te kadI mAnavAmAM Ave nahIM, eTale amAe zAstranI vAta pakaDI rAkhI. dharmasthAno tathA sAdhu mahAtmAne upaga dharma pAmelA siddhAMtane nAza karavA mATe kadI kare nahIM. paraMtu dharmamAM svArthI, satvahIna ane apramANika mAyAvI mANase buddhine upayoga aMgata svArtha sAdhavA khaTapaTa kare te bicArA dayApAtra che. Ape praNAlikAnI salAha na ApI hota te teo, dharmasthAnamAM je rIte pApa bAMdhyA che, te kadI bAMdhI zakatA nahIM. teo bicArAe ghaNuM pApathI bacI gayA hatA. jeonI pAsethI zAstrane nica levAne hoya te zAstrane vaphAdAra na rahe tethI kevI paristhiti pedA thaI ane tenAthI keTaluM anartha thayuM te siddhAMtapremI mahApuruSa pAse nakkI karAvaze. jethI khAtrI thaze ke AmAM vadhAre javAbadAra keNa gaNAya. siddhagiri upara cAturmAsamAM na javAya, sutaka lAge, pratikramaNa puru thayA pachI saMtIkaraNa belivuM joIe, be tithi na haiya-AvI aneka praNAlikAne badalI zAstra mujabanI ArAdhanAnI vAta karanAre kesara-sukhaDanI praNAlikAne mahatva ApI zAstrane bhayaMkara droha karyo che, te ApanA vacanathI ja siddha thAya che. Ape zAstra virUddhanI praNAlikAne mahattva ApI zAstrane vaLagI, rahenArane vizvAsaghAta karyo che. Apane keAI siddhAMta nathI. ApanI pratiSThA sacavAtI hoya te game te ane game tevI rIte karI zake che, te uparanI vAtothI siddha thAya che. ane have pAkI khAtarI thaI gaI che ke je kaI siddhAMtapremI ApanA bharaze kAma karaze te tenA jIvananI moTAmAM moTI bhUla haze ane tenI kiMmata ghaNI cukavavI paDaze. siddhAMtanI vAta karanAra siddhAMta vihoNuM jIvana jIve tenI gati zI thAya te zAstradaSTie gItArtha bhagavate nakkI karI zake. zAstranI ane siddhAMtanI vAta samajAvI ekate mokSanI ArAdhanA mATe dharmasthAne UbhA karavA joIe, te upadeza Apela. ApanA vizvAse punyazALIoe lAkha rUpIyA khaca dharmane TakAvavA mATe sthAne UbhA , vibhAga pahele / 15 "

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Apane je zakti maLI che tene sadupayoga karI... karyA. te ja dharmasthAnomAM dharma virUddhanI pravRtti karI asaMyamI jIvana jIvAya che, tevI ApanI pAse vinaMtI kare te tenA badalAmAM mAra paDe, ane saMcamane khapI AtmAo vadhAremAM vadhAre dukhI kema thAya te mATe prayatno thAya. tethI dharmasthAnamAM paisA ApanArAone temaja saMghane bhayaMkara aparAdha karela che ke kema te Ape nakkI karavAnuM che. Apane zAstranI vAta karavAmAM pratiSThA vadhAravA sivAya bIjuM koI lakSa nahotuM, te ghaNuM hakIkatothI temaja anubhavathI nakkI thAya che. dharma ne zAstra pratye aMtarane rAga heta to dharmasthAnamAM kadI asaMyamIe TakI zake nahIM. saMghamAM mahAna jainAcAryanI khyAtI pAmelA zAstra ne siddhAMtanI vAtamAM ja rahe ane AcaraNamAM ke amalamAM kAMI na hoya te temane mATe amAre kAMI kahevuM nathI, tene nyAya gItArtha mahApuruSe ja karaze. ApanI jagatamAM eTalI badhI khyAtI vadhI gaI hatI ke ApanA sivAya A kALamAM bhagavAnane mArga TakAvI zake tevA koI nathI, tethI ApanA guNanuM varNana sAMbhaLatA tyAre amane khumArIno koI pAra nahato ke amAruM keTaluM saddabhAgya ke ApanA jevA guru ane maLyA; paraMtu jyAre anubhavathI jANyuM ke A badhA guNane vyavasthita pracAra hatA ane kuzaLatApUrvakanI IndrajALa hatI. te vAta jANavAmAM AvI tyAre amane AghAtane koI pAra rahela nathI. bhAvibhAva. Ape satya hakIkata svIkAravA jevI tAkAta keLavI hoya te gaI gujarI bhUlI jaI, Apane je zakita maLI che tene saddaupayoga karI, chellI jiMdagImAM, Atmika zAMti mATe, e nirNaya kare ke amAruM mastaka jagatamAM UMcuM laIne pharI zakIe. zrI bhIDiyAmAM Ape kahela che ke AvatI sAla, pIMDavADA comAsuM karyA pachI, gacchAdhipati tarIke pU. AcAryadevazrI vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajIne nImavAnA che. A vAta kharekhara satya hoya te Avo lAMbo TAIma kADhavAmAM koI phAyado nathI. jeTalI vahelI nivRtti 16 / vibhAga pahele

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amArA jevA sukhane moTo hisso hatA, te amAre kabula.. levAze temAM ApanuM ane saMghanuM kalyANa che. paraMtu temAM koI ramata haze te gumAvavAnuM ghaNuM thaze. have ApanA hAthathI ja koI ramata ramAze te Apane ane jaina zAsanane mahAna nukazAna thaze. e ja vinaMtI. amArI vedanA have pachI jaNAvazuM. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vibhAga pahele | 17

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tA. 15-7-81 parama pUjya, parama upakArI pUjya AcAryadeva zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI DIsA. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vandanA svIkAraze. Apane rajIsTarathI be patra lakhela che. te vAMcI prAmANikapaNe vicAra karavA namra vinaMtI che. temAM darekanuM kalyANa che. ApanI dezanAnA prabhAve bhagavAnane mArga gamI gayo, temAM Apane mahAna upakAra che. bhagavAnanA suguru kevA hoya te mATe Ape sAcI samajaNa ApI. tethI ame eTalA badhA makkama thaI gayA hatA ke susAdhu sivAya bIje dharma na hoya. tethI zAstranI AjJA virUddhanuM jIvana dekhAya tyAM kadI javAnuM mana thatuM nahIM. Ape kahela ke zAstra AjJA virUddhanuM gurunuM jIvana hoya te tene paNa cheDI devA joIe. Apa je upadeza Ape che tevuM ja ApanuM tathA ApanA sAdhuonuM jIvana saMyamI heya tema mAnI ApanI nizrA svIkArI ane tenuM amane khUba gaurava hatuM ke Apa jevA mahApuruSanI kRpA amane maLI. paraMtu Apane tyAMthI sthiti sAMbhaLavA maLI tyArathI duHkhane kaI pAra nathI. A saMsAra che; dareka-jI karmane vaza che, pUrvadhare paNa paDyA che, eTale je kAMI bane temAM navAI jevuM nathI. Ape mahAna dekhAvA mATe ghaNuM uttama mahAtmAonI kuzaLatApUrvaka niMdA karI che, temAM Apane tyAMnA asaMyamane keAIne khyAla na Ave te mATenA ApanA prayatna hatA. cAritrasaMpanna mahAtmAo pratye darekane bhAva ghaTI jAya te mATe ghaNuM mAyA karI che. tethI ghaNA ArAdhaka AtmAo pavitra mahApuruSanI sevAthI vaMcita rahyA che, te satya hakIkata che. 18 | vibhAga pahele

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* ApanA khUba rAgI hatA...Apane samarpita hatA. zrI rAjubhAI ApanA khUba rAgI hatA. Apa pratye pUjyabhAva ghaNe hato. tethI Apane samarpita hatA, te Apa sArI rIte jANe che. Apane khUba lAbha maLe te mATe prayatna karatA hatA. teone saMyamane athAga rAga hovAthI rAjakoTanuM prakaraNa UbhuM thayuM. rAjakeTamAM parvanI ArAdhanA karavA AvyA ne ghaNuM sAdhuonI sthiti asaMcamI tarIkenI joI. tethI temane khUba dukha thayuM. ApazrI pAse khUba vinatIpUrvaka vAta karI ane Ape sAMbhaLI. tenI vAta kabUla rAkhe te asaMcamI sAdhuone duHkha thAya. tevAne duHkha lAge tevI kahevAnI ApanI sthiti nahAtI lAcAra hatA. eTale vAtA baMdha na thAya to Apane sAMbhaLavuM paDe. tethI bhayaMkara kAvataruM racyuM ane temAM Ape buddhine upAga karyo. tethI sAdhuone na zobhe tevuM kArya karavA chatAM jagatanI daSTie, gurubhaktinA rAge, sAmAnya thayela che tevo dekhAva karyo ane pracAra karyo. satyane mArI nAkhI asatyane Azaro lIdhe. zrI rAjubhAI ApanI pATa pAse beThA hatA. Apa pATa upara beThA hatA. ApanI pAse vAta kare che. temAM asaMyamI sAdhuo, amArA gurunuM apamAna kare che tema kahI, temanA upara tUTI paDyA. Apane vinatI kare che? sAheba! sAdhuo mAre che, Apa kaho. paNa Apa eka zabda na belyA. ApanI hAjarImAM tAkAta nathI ke kaI sAdhu AvI rIte mArI zake. Ape vyavasthita rIte karela Ayojana tenuM pariNAma che. ApanuM mana keTaluM kaluSIta haze tyAre, Apa zAMtithI joI zakyA. asaMyamI sAdhuone mArathI saMtoSa na thaye. eTale te vadhAre kema duHkhI thAya te mATe tenI saMbhALa levA keI jAya nahIM, davAne koI bhAva pUche nahIM, khAvAnI tathA rahevAnI agavaDa paDe te mATenA prayatna karyo. tenI madade AvelAone teo na maLe tevuM vAtAvaraNa UbhuM karAyuM. pakSanI AbaruM sAcavavA ajJAna ane bheLA lokee je rIte kAryavAhI karI che te sajjana mANase AvI rIte kare, te kalpanAmAM bese nahIM. temAM teozrIne doSa jarApaNuM nathI. kAraNa ke adhama kArya karavA chatAM nirdoSa tarIke khyAtI meLavavI hoya tyAre AvI rIte asatyane Azare levAya te ja pratiSThA, sacavAya. pratiSThA vibhAga pahelo ? 19

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sAheba ! sAdhuo mAre che... paNa Apa eka zabda na bolyA sAcavavA mATe nItinuM dhoraNa paNa khalAsa kare. Apa nahIMtara AvI kAryavAhI kare nahIM. AvI kAryavAhIthI kevuM pApa baMdhAya te te jJAnI bhagavaMte kahI zake. Ape kalikALanA jInA guNanuM varNana karela che te Ape pratyakSa batAvI ApyuM che. musalamAnanA dharmaguru islAma khatarAmAM che mATe hiMduone jema vadhAre nAza thAya tema khudA khUba rAjI thaze tevI samajaNa ApI veranI paraMparA vadhAre che, tevI Ape gurubhaktinA nAme preraNAo karI ke zAsananI apabhrAjanA na thAya te mATe game te karIne satya hakIkata bahAra AvavI joIe nahIM. temaja saMyamIonI ciMtA karanArane vadhAre trAsa kema thAya te mATe prayatno karavAnI salAha ApI. bahArathI AvelA bhAIone ApanI ramatanI khabara nahIM hovAthI ApanA pratyenA rAganA kAraNe Ape mAyAvI karela vAta sAcI mAnI. bIjI koI tapAsa karI nahIM ne karI hoya to ApanI virUddhanI vAta mAnavA taiyAra nahIM. temAM teono muddala doSa nathI, kAraNa ke ApanI kAryavAhIthI taddana ajANa hatA. ane amuka bhAIo satya hakIkata jANatA hatA, paraMtu ApanI AbarUne sAcavavA mATe, satya hakIktane dAbI devA mATe, tanatoDa prayatna karatA hatA. zrIyuta nittamadAsabhAIne be mahinA agAu ApanI tathA ApanA asaMyamI sAdhuonI paristhitinI khabara paDI gaI hatI tenI pAkI khAtrI karI lIdhI hatI. temane zAsanane khuba rAga hato ane ApanA pratye khuba bhaktibhAva hate. tethI ApanI niMdA na thAya te mATe prAmANika upAya karavA mATe mahenata karI. temaja ApanA pApanA kAryamAM jarApaNuM madada karavI nahIM, tevA makkama vicAranA hatA. tethI ApanI pAse nahIM AvatA zrI rAjubhAI pAse jaI tabiyatanA khabara pUchI davA vigerene prabaMdha karyo. temanI zAMti thAya te mATenA prayatna karyA ane zAsananI apabhrAjanA na thAya te mATe keI jAherAta na kare ane vahelAsara ghare jAya te mATe samajAvavA nI mahenata karI ane temane ghare vahelAsara mokalI dIdhA. saMyamI mahAtmAone Apane tathA ra0 | vibhAga pahele

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asatyane Azaro levAya tA ja pratiSThA sacavAya ! ~ ApanA asacamI sAdhuonA ghaNA trAsa hovAthI have teo ArAdhanA karavA sArI rIte rahI zake tevI temanI citi na hatI. tethI tenI suMdara ArAdhanA kema thAya te mATe prayatna karyAM. vyavasthita rIte asa yamIonI puSTi thAya tevA dAkhalA itihAsamAMthI sAMbhaLela nathI. Apa jANatA hoya tA mane khakhara nathI. atyAra sudhI Ape dezanAmAM samajAvela che ke pApa karavA karatAM pApane chUpAvavu' ane tenA bacAva karavA te bhayakara che. AvI zAstrIya vAtA Ape na svIkAravI tethI game tevA pApA kare ane chupAvavA mATe game tevA kAvAdAvA kare temaja zrI kAMtibhAI pApanA kheMcAva zAsananA hitanA nAme game teTalA kare, paraMtu have satya vastu caturvidha saoNMghamAM jAhera thaI gayela che. eTale asatyanA pracAra jema vadhAre karaze, temAM bhayaMkara nukazAna Apane thavAnuM che. A rIte kAMtibhAi cAluM rAkhaze tA ApanI pratiSThAnA temaja ApanA AtmikaghAta temanA hAthathI ja thaze te Apane TAIme khabara paDaze. Apane salAha ApanAre bhagavAnanA mArgane vaphAdAra rahIne, zAstra sAme rAkhIne, ApI hota tA Aje sthiti ApanI pAse che te kadI thAta nahIM. pApAne DhAMkavA ane tene mATe game tevA asatyanA Teko levA paDe te levA, tevI salAha ApanArane khabara na paDI ke tenu* pariNAma, azubhanA udaya Avaze tyAre, khataranAka Avaze. Apa mahAna buddhizALI hovA chatAM tenA sadghapayAga karI zako tevI ApanI sthiti rahI nathI. mATe Apa koI mahAna sacamI, zone vaphAdAra AcArya bhagavaMtanI salAha laI zAstra mujabanA mArga leze. temAM Apanu tathA zAsananu hita che. jaina zAsanamAM eka mahAna jainAcAya bhagavAnanA mArganI dezanA UMcAmAM UMcI Ape ane sacama vinA mukti koInI nathI" tevI temanI vAtA sAthe rahelA sAdhu rAja sAMbhaLe, chatAM AvA asacamI mane ane tenA bhAvaprANa nAza pAme tathA Apa tenI upekSA karo tenuM kAraNa asa"camanA rAga che. vibhAga pahelA / 21

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1 7 satya hakIkata jAhera thaze tyAre ApanA vizvAsa.... rAjakoTanA prasa*gathI Apa vicArazeA ke asatyanA AzI lIdhe temAM Apane keTalu nukazAna thayu* che ? prAmANikapaNe vicArazeA tA Apane paNa khAtrI thaze ke me' mArA jIvanamAM zuM karyu* che. zAsananI malInatA keTalI thaI te Apa vicAraze. samartha AcAya nI eAkharu keTalI thai te Apa vicAraze. asatyanA AzarA lai leAkeA pAse sArA thavA mATe dInatA ane dabha kevA karavA paDyA te Apa vicAraze. dharma sthAnAnA upayAga kakha dha thAya tevA kAryo karavAthI paisA ApanAranA temaja sadhanA vizvAsaghAta keTaleA thayA te Apa vicAraze, ApanI pAse rahelA ghaNA sAdhuenI AtmikacitA karI nahIM, svArthI sAdhuoe peAtAnI aMgata lAlasA mATe daMbha ane mAyA karI jIvanane barabAda karyuM ane ApanA paNa AtmikaghAta thAya tevI rIte bhakti karI, tenu pariNAma kevuM Avyu. te vicAraze. ApanI 'dezanAnA pAvara khalAsa thatA jaze. kAraNa ke ApanI vAtA upara vizvAsa besaze nahIM. temaja ApanI vRddha uMmare azAMtinA pAra nahIM rahe. AmarU sAcavavA asatyanA AzarA lIdhA ane aceAgyanA TUMkA levA paDyo, tethI keTaluM nukazAna thaze te Apa vicAraze. ApanI atyAra sudhInI aprAmANika kAya vAhI sAme je lAkoe prAmANika rIte vAtA karI tenI pratiSThA ghaTADI nAMkhI. tenI vArtAne lAko vajana na Ape tevI sthiti pedyA karavA mATe buddhipUrvaka atyAra sudhI kAma karela che. temAM Apanu... pApAnukha zrI punyanuM jora ghaNuM hatuM tethI dareka kAcanI phAvaTa AvatI gai. ApanA pratye khUkha rAganA kAraNe Apa satyavAdI, mahA sauMcamI, cAritra sa`panna ane prAmANika zAstrane ja vaphAdAra che tevI mAnyatAthI loko ApanI vAta pramANabhuta mAnatA hatA. tethI dinapratidina sAdhutAnI phajetI lAko najare jovA chatAM mahApuruSa-nI prasiddhi maLatI gaI. have ApanI pAsenI peAla khullI paDI gaI 22 / vibhAga pahelA

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te ApanA hAthe ja sAcI sAdhutAne nAza thaze che ane jemane khAtrI thaI gaI che. ApanI vAta upara temane vizvAsa uThI gayela che. jagata samakSa satya hakIkta jAhera thaze tyAre ApanI upara vizvAsa khatama thaI jaze. amane badhI khabara paDI javAthI, koI aghaTIta banAva na bane te mATe rAjakoTanuM prakaraNa banyA pahelAM, Apane vinaMtI patra lakhela che. Apa 5-7 cAritra saMpanna mahAtmAo sAthe laI surendranagara sthiravAsa karavA padhAre. Apano amArA upara mahAna upakAra che, tenuM RNuM adA karavA ane lAbha Ape-tevI vinaMtI eTalAja mATe karI hatI ke have kAvAdAvA karI pApene DhAMkavA prayatna karaze te temAM Apa kadI phAvaze nahIM. kAraNa have azubhane udaya zarU thayo che tevI khAtrI thavAthI mArI pharaja bajAvI. paraMtu Ape mArI vAta- upara dhyAna na ApyuM. bhAvibhAva haju zAstraSTie vicAra nahIM kare pariNAma kevuM Avaze te te jJAnI bhagavate jANe. have pratiSThA nAza na pAme te mATe satyane Azare zAstrane AMkha sAme rAkhI leze, temAM ApanuM tathA sakala saMghanuM hita samAyeluM che. amArI pravRttithI Apane AnaMda tha joIe ke mAro khare bhagata mane. pApanA kAryamAM sahAya kare nahIM, paraMtu pApathI pAchA vALavA mATe prayatna kare. temaja asatyane kadI Teke Ape nahIM. A suMdara vicAra Avaze te sAdhutAnI pavitratAne bacAvI levAnA vicAre Avaze. paraMtu mithyAtvanA udayathI mamata ane kadAgraha vadhato jaze te ApanA ja hAthe sAcI sAdhutAne nAza thaze, temAM jarA paNa zaMkA nathI. e ja vinaMtI. mArI vedanA haju have pachI. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008-vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vibhAga pahele / ra3

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tA. 28-7-81 parama pUjya, parama upakArI AcAryadeva zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, navA DIsA. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. Apa ne rajIsTarathI traNa patro lakhela che, te upara vicArazojI. bhagavAnanA mArgane sAcavavA mATe, tithi ArAdhanA sAcI rIte thAya te mATe, game tevA upasarga Ave te sahana karavAnI, chevaTa ekalA rahevAnI taiyArInI vAta karI. lokone ArAdhanAnI vAte samajAvI ane virAdhanAthI keTale doSa thAya te samajAvyuM. tethI satya ane siddhAMtane prema hatA teoe ApanI vAta svIkArI, ane tene mATe jeTalo bhoga Apavo paDe teTale Apyo. mArgane sAcavavA tanatoDa prayatna karyA. tenuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke gAmegAma satyanA AgrahI thayA ane kusaMpanA bIja vavAyAM. chatAM tenI paravA karI nahIM. temAM keTaluM sahana karavuM paDayuM che te sau jANe che. ApanA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhI dharma ArAdhanA suMdara rIte thAya te mATe prayatna karatAM hatAM. paraMtu ApanA jIvananI je lokone khabara hatI teo kahetA hatA ke zAstranI vAte temanI malInatA DhAMkavA mATe che, siddhAMta sAthe kaI saMbaMdha nathI. paraMtu ame tevI vAta mAnavA taiyAra nahotA. tethI sthAne UbhA karavA ane sAcI ArAdhanA leko zAMtithI kare te mATe ghaNuM prayatno karyA. paraMtu Ape satya sAcavavA ane ekalA rahevA tathA prasaMga Ave to gurune choDavA paDe te choDI devAnI vAto karanAranI pAchaLa moTo varga hovAthI ekalA rahevAnA nahotA. chatAM Ape che pUnamanI be terasa svIkArI. kAraNa ke pIMDavADAnI vATAghATemAM jyAre ApanA Tebala upara aMgata jIvananA kAgaLo mukavAmAM AvyA tyAre Apa lAcAra banI gayAM. Ape te ja vakhate bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvavAno nirNaya karyo hota to ApanA hAthathI sAcI ArAthanA kadI marI jAta nahIM. Apane siddhAMta karatAM asaMyamane rAga ghaNe hato te pUjya gurudevanA dhyAnamAM AvavAthI teone ghaNuM ja dukha hatuM. teozrIne lAgyuM ke tithi sAcavavA asaMyama ghaNuM vadhI jaze, ra4 | vibhAga pahele

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zAstranI vAte temanI malInatA DhAMkavA mATe che sAdhutA naSTa thaI jaze te zAsana nAza thaze-tevI temanI dIrghadraSTithI teone tithinI ArAdhanA sAcI thAya te temane khUba Agraha hovA chatAM temane nukazAna ghaNu dekhANuM; eTale tithinI mAnyatA sacavAya te mATe paTTaka karI saMyamanI rakSA mATe saMghanI aikyatAnI jarUra lAgI, ne tethI ja tithine Agraha mukI dIdhe. temAM teozrIne cAritra pratye akhaMDa prema ja kAraNabhUta hatuM, tema AjanI sthiti jotAM lAge che. pU. gurudeve dIrghadRSTithI karela kArya saphaLa na thAya te mATe haju ApanA prayatna cAlu che. asaMyamanA rAge siddhAMta sacavANe nahIM te satya hakIkata che. tithinI vAte nAmanI rahI che, sAcI ArAdhanA khatama thaI gaI che. chatAM saMghanI ekyatA na thAya te mATe Apa pUrepUrA sajAga che tenuM kAraNa Apane mahAvrate pALavA mATe keI ullAsa nathI. ApanA ghaNA sAdhuone paNa mahAvatenI kiMmata nathI. chatAM jagatamAM mahAtyAgI, mahAsaMcamI tarIkenI khyAti pAmyA temAM ApanI vANune prabhAva kharo, paraMtu pApAnubaMdhI punyanA jore Apane saphaLatA maLI che. saMcamane AdhAra nirdoSa gocarI che. te mATe zAstradaSTie kahela ke sAdhu mATe AdhAkamAM AhAra viSTa che. AvuM kahenArA ane sAMbhaLanArA raja vinA kAraNe viSTAne upayoga kare ane pUrepUrI anukULatA bhegavavA game teTalA pApa lAge tene paNa Dara mukI bhagavAnanI AjJA upara paga muke tenuM kadI sAdhupaNuM Take nahIM, tema Ape zAstradaSTie kahela che, chatAM AjJAne sAcavavA kadI prayatno karyA nahIM. Apane tathA ApanA ghaNuM sAdhuone vihAra bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabane nahoto; tethI sAdhutA zobhatI nahatI, jaina zAsananI niMdA thatI hatI ane dharmanA nAme mahAne adharma pasAte hate; chatAM dharma sAcavavA mATe kadI prayatna karyA nathI. ApanI dezanA ane ApanA jIvana vacce ghaNuM aMtara paDI gayuM che tenuM pariNAma che. vibhAga pahele | 25

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' hastagirijI...devadravyanA..nAzanuM pratika raheze ghaNuM mahAtmAo karmavaza paDyA che. paraMtu jemane DaMkha hate te kalyANa sAdhI gayA che. teozrIe jAheramAM uttama dekhAvavAne kadI prayatna karyo nathI. Ape dezanAmAM kugurunA lakSaNa tathA mithyAtvanuM lakSaNa samajAvela che tethI, ApanA upakAranA saMbadhe, upakArane najarasamakSa rAkhIne lakhuM chuM ke ApanA tathA zAsananA hita khAtara chellI vRddha avasthAe bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavA mATe prayatna karazo te ApanuM atyAra sudhInuM jIvanacaritra lakhAya che temaja moTA anuSThAna karAvI zAsananI prabhAvanAnA nAme je hevAle bahAra paDyA che tene lokone sadabhAva TakI raheze. temaja Apane paNa zAstra ane saMyama sAcavavA mATe nakakara kArya karyAne AnaMda raheze. rAjakeTamAM prAmANikatAne Azaro lIdho hato te zAsananI malInatA thAta nahIM. Apa je sthAne che te sthAnane zebhe tevuM kahela hata te ATale phajete thAta nahIM. zAsananI vaphAdArIthI Ape sAdhuene Thapake Apyo hato ane zrI rAjubhAIne sAMtvana ApyuM heta to Apane pApane DhAMkavA prayatna karavA paDe che te karavA paData nahIM temaja daMbha ane asatyanI paraMparA vadhata nahIM. saMyamI mahAtmAone je trAsa Apyo che je sAmAnya mANasa na kare. AvI bhUla karIne Ape eka prakaraNa UbhuM karyuM. have te bhUlane sudhArI levAmAM ja mahAnatA che. mATe koInI vATAghATanI rAha joyA sivAya Ape ja saMcamI mahAtmAone je rIte saMteSa thAya tema karavuM joIe ane paripatrathI, anyAya karela che temane, purepuro nyAya maLe tema karI levuM joIe, te ja panI pratiSThA vadhaze. tithinI mAnyatA sAcavavA mATe zakaya prayatna karyA che. hajI saMyama mArgane sAcavavA vahelAmAM vahelI take saMghanI ekyatA thAya tevA prayatno karavA joIe. ApanI hAjarImAM aikaya nahIM thAya te pU. gurudevanI bhAvanAne asaMyamanA kAraNe Ape naSTa karI nAkhI che* * 26 | vibhAga pahele

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chaThThanA pAraNe ekAsaNuM karI chaThTha karavAno nirNaya tevuM ApanA mAthe kAyamanuM kalaMka raheze. AvA kalaMkathI bacavA mATe vahelAmAM vahelI take saMghanI aikyatA karavAnA prayatna karavA joIe, temAM ApanI zobhA vadhaze. Ape dharmasthAno mokSanI ArAdhanA sArI rIte thAya tema kahIne UbhA karela che. temAM asaMyama na pASAya te mATe- 9 vADenuM pAlana sArI rIte thavuM joIe ane tenA upAye karavA joIe. vADenA pAlanamAM DhIlAsa keAInI na Ave te mATe sapta thavuM joIe. asaMyamI sAdhuo hoya tyAM pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebanA cAturmAsa karAvavA nahIM. pU. sAdhu mahArAja sAhebe pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAheba sAthe kaI letIdetIne vahevAra karavo nahIM. pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebane keIna maLe tevI cIjane khapa paDe te zrI vaDIla pAsethI maMgAvI levI.' pU. bApajI mahArAja sAhebane samudAya, pU. kanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane samudAya tathA pU. dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane samudAya temaja ApanI AjJA mAnatA hoya temanA samudAya pAse nakkI karAvI Ape te ArAdhanA mATe karelA sthAnene saddaupayoga thaze ane je je punyazALIoe lAbha lIdhe che temane khUba AnaMda thaze temaja Ape saMcama sArI rIte sacavAya tevA prayatna karyo che te jANI zrIsaMghane khUba AnaMda thaze. sAdhunI dIkSAtithi ujavavAnI zAstradaSTie vyAjabI hoya te, prathama na ujavAya tema kahela che te, AtmArthI AtmAoe khulAse karI de joIe; ane zAstradaSTie na ja ujavAya tema hoya te vahelI take baMdha karAvI devuM joIe. ATalI pramANiktA rAkhavI ja joIe. zrI hastagIrIjInA TrasTane Ape mIlkata saMbhALI cAkaNuM karAvI levuM joIe. na thAya tyAM sudhI keIe madada karavI nahIM tevI jAherAta vibhAga pahelo | ra7

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ApanA Tebala upara aMgata jIvananA kAgaLo karI devI joIe. devadravyanA siddhAMtane bhaMga kAyama raheze te tenI cukate javAbadArI ApanI gaNaze ane tenuM bhayaMkara pApa kevuM baMdhAya te Apa zAstradaSTie sArI rIte samaje che, ane Ape ghaNI vakhata kahela che. Apane zrI hastagIrIjInA uddhAranI pratiSThA karAvavAne meha na hoya te ja A bhayaMkara pApathI bacI zakaze. TrasTanI mIta cokakhI nahIM thAya te zrI hastagirijIne uddhAra nahIM paraMtu devadravyanA siddhAMtanA nAzanuM pratika raheze ane tene kALe ItihAsa lakhAze ne tenuM mahAna kalaMka ApanA upara Avaze. ApanAthI sudhArI zakAvavAnI zakti na hoya te turata temAMthI khasI javAnI jAherAta karI devI joIe. jethI ghaNu anarthothI bacI javAya. kesara-sukhaDa bAbata Ape zAstraSTie pitAnuM jake sara vAparavuM joIe, na vApare to pApa ja lAge, tevuM pratipAdana khuba jorathI kahela. ne tethI zAstrIya vAtane amala sArI rIte thAya te mATe prayatna karyA. zrI kAMtibhAIe tathA zrI manaharalAle aMgata vera vALavA mATe dharmasthAnone nukazAna thaze, zAstrIya vAtano nAza thaze, zrI sAdhuonI phajetI thaze ane ApanA vacananI paNa kAMI kImata raheze nahIM, te keInI paravA karI nahIM. temanA azubhanA udaye khaTapaTa karI. temAM ApanI pAse "cAlI AvatI praNAlikA baMdha karavA jevI nathI tema lakhAvyuM. AvA dharmane samajelAnA hAthathI AvuM akRtya thAya tyAre lAge che ke temane kameM bhulAvyA. te mATe teo bicArA ane dayApAtra che; mithyAtvane udaya hoya to ja dharmasthAnene A droha thaI zake. paraMtu Ape zrI kAMtibhAIne sAcavavA mATe zAstrane ane mAre vizvAsabhaMga thaze tene paNa vicAra karyo nahIM. zrI kAMtibhAIne rAjI rAkhavA mATe zAstrane AduM mukyuM temAM keTaluM gumAvyuM tene vicAra Ape karavAnuM che. Ape zrI kAMtibhAIne kema rAjI rAkhavA paDyA te kAraNe huM sArI rIte jANuM chuM, paNa mAre atyAre kAMI kahevuM nathI; Apa sArI rIte jANe che. mahAna jainAcAryanI khyAti pAmelA teo pote ja zAstranI vAtane vaLagI na rahyA te satya hakIkata che. haju zAstrane 28 | vibhAga pahelo

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mukavAmAM AvyA tyAre Apa lAcAra banI gayA sAcavavA ane ApanA vacanane sAcavavA Ape kahela te mujaba beDa mukAvI devuM joIe, te ja pratiSThA sacavAze, ane svadravyathI dareka pUjA karatAM thAya te mATe zrI kAMtibhAIo tathA zrI manaharalAle prayatno karavA joIe, jethI teonuM paNa kalyANa thAya. teone sadabuddhi sujhaze - to ja A kArya karI zakaze. | zAstrane sAcavavA ane saMyamanI rakSA mATe, meM lakhela tethI vadhAre, sArA upAye karI Apaze te mane ghaNe AnaMda thaze. paraMtu mithyAtvanA udaye kAMI na karI zake te prAmANikatAnI khAtara, Ape jyAM jyAM TrasTe thayA che temAM, ApanI zAstrIya AjJA mujaba varatavAnI kalama che te rada karAvI devI joIe agara Ape salAha ApavAnuM mAMDI vALavuM joIe. kAraNa ke Apa zAstrane samarpita rahyA nathI. zAstra ane saMyamanI rakSA mATe parama pU. AcAryadevazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe prabhubhakti ane jApathI salAha ApI. tapa vinA jApa sArI rIte thaI zake nahIM tethI mArA AtmakalyANa mATe temaja zAstra ane saMyamanI rakSA mATe aSADa zudi 14 zrI chaThThane pAraNe ekAsaNu karI chaThuM karavAno nirNaya karela che. mArI zArIrika zakti pahoMcaze tyAM sudhI karI zake ane temAM jApa ane tapa thaI gayA pachI, tenuM phaLa meLavavA mATe, zAsanarakSA mATe je je upAyo sUjhaze te karIza. zAsanarakSAnA lAbha Ape ghaNuM samajAvyA che, tethI citA ghaNI thAya che, temAM eka vicAra evo Ave che ke dharma keInI pAse baLajabarIthI karAvAtuM nathI. ghaNuM bhAremI ja keInI satya vAta svIkAratA nathI ane temanA jIvanamAM koI pheraphAra karatAM nathI, uparathI Sa vadhAre che te zA mATe prayatno karavA ! bIjI tarapha ema lAge che ke AvA jIvAthI zAsanane ghaNuM nukazAna thatuM hoya te asaMyamIonA phaMdAmAMthI bacavA mATe ane saMyamIonI rakSA mATe prayatna karavA joIe, chatI zaktie mauna besI rahe te pApa baMdhAya te dhyAnamAM rAkhIne kArya karIe to ghaNuM kaSTa sahana karavuM paDe che ane bhega vibhAga pahelo | 29

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mauna rahevuM ke sahana karavuM te bemAM lAbha.. paNa ghaNe mAge che. te pahelA vicAra mujaba mauna rahevuM ke zAsana khAtara jIvanamAM sahana karavuM, te bemAM lAbha zemAM vadhAre che te zAsanadeva buddhi sUjhADaze te mujaba, zakti mujaba, kevA prayatna karavA te vicArIza; mATe Apane hAla patra lakhavAnuM baMdha karela che. Apane chellI jiMdagImAM zAstra ane saMyama mATe nakkara kArya karavAnI sadbhAvanA jAgaze te ja sakala saMghanuM kalyANa thaze ane bhagavAnane mArga TakI raheze. e ja vinatI. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. 30 | vibhAga pahele

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tA. 22-9-81 parama pUjya, parama upakArI AcAryadeva zrI vijayarAmacaMdra sUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI DIsA. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. . vi. vi. sAthe jaNAvavAnuM ke zAstramAM ghaNuM daSTAMte AvyA che ke gurunuM karmanA udaye patana thAya te vakhate tenA bhaktAe temane pApathI bacAvI temanI gati na bagaDe te mATe, sarvasva bhega Apo paDe te ApIne, temanI sadagati thAya te mATe dareka zakaya prayatno karavA joIe. tethI ApanA upakArane dhyAnamAM laI, tapa-jApathI mArI punya prakRti vadhArIne Apa mArI vinaMtI svIkAre tevA zubha AzayathI, chaThThane pAraNe ekAsaNuM karI chaThuM cAlu karela che. Aje tevIsame chaThTha che. jApa suMdara rIte thAya che. tethI zAsananA vicAra AvyA kare che. zAsanadevane eka ja prArthanA karuM chuM ke AvA samartha gurune saddabuddhi pedA thAya te zAsanane jaya jayakAra thAya ane ApanuM paNa mahAna kalyANa thAya, tethI mane apUrva AnaMda thAya. jaina zAsana prAmANika ane guNAnurAgInuM zAsana che. asaMyamIo mATe A zAsanamAM kadI sthAna nathI. jaina saMghanA sthaMbha gaNAtA gacchAdhipatinuM biruda dharAvanArA AvA UMce sthAne kevA hoya, jemAM cAritra-tyAga, saMcamane rAga ne tayanA aneka guNanI parAkASTA hoya te ja Aja sthAna upara hoya. ApanI vANunA prabhAvathI ane ApanA pApAnubaMdhI punyanA prabhAve sAdhutAne kalaMka lAge tevA ApanA kAryo dekhAya chatAM dAna, tapa mATe lakSamIne upayoga karI, zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme ApanI pratiSThA pUba vadhI tema tema, Apa ane ApanA ghaNuM sAdhuo sAdhutAnI niMdA pUba thAya tema karatAM thayA. zIla ane bhAva je zAsananA prANa che tenI upekSA karI, tethI zAsananA rAgIone ghaNuM duHkha thatuM. Apane vinaMtI kare te, teonI pratiSThA ghaTADI, temane dAbI devAnI ApanI tAkAtanA jore kaI kAMI karI zakyuM nahIM. tethI dinapratidina pApanI paraMparA vadhatI gaI. Ape bAhyadaSTie je meLavyuM che tenA karatAM anekagaNuM AtmikadaSTie gumAvyuM che; ane jIvanane vibhAga pahele / 31

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temanI gati na gaDe te mATe samvanA bhAga ApavA kalakIta sukha che. A satya hakIkata ApanA AtmAnA hitaciMtake kare tyAre, Apa tene niMdA, zAsananI phajetI ane malInatA thAya che tema kahI, jagatanI pAse pApA chUpAvavA mATe prayatnA kareA che, te ja ApanuM mithyAjJAna che. Ape ghaNI vakhata kahela che, ke dharmI mahAtmAe pApanA udaye paDe athavA kAI niMdIta kArya jIvanamAM thayu hoya te temaNe jAheramAM bhAga levA nahIM ane ekAMtamAM besI peAtAnI sAdhanA kare. jAheramAM koIpaNa anuSThAnAmAM bhAga levA joie nahIM, jethI dharmanI ane zAsananI nidA thAya nahIM. A vAta Ape tathA ApanA ghaNA sAdhuoe svIkArI hota tA ApanA kAryathI aneka dharmAMAtmA du:kha anubhave che, te kadI khanata nahIM. Ape zAstrane najara samakSa rAkhIne vAta karela che ke jeo sAdhutAne kalaMkIta karavA chatAM susAdhutA tarIke tathA vairAgI--tyAgI--tapasvI mahAtmAonA daMbha karI, saghane chetaratA hAya, teonI pakDamAMthI zaktisampanna AtmAe na kheMcAve te saghanA mahAna drohI che. jevA hAya tevA kahevAmAM jarAya doSa nathI ke niMdyA nathI, te vAta Apa mATe lAgu pADavI joie, tA ja sAcI prAmANikatA che. jaina zAsana mahAna prAmANika che. bhagavAnanA AtmAe jyAM jyAM bhUleA karI tenI, sAtamI narake gayA tyAM sudhInI, zAstrakAra bhagava tAe jAherAta karI. bhagavAnanA AtmA sAtamI narake gayAnI vAtA lakhavAthI bhagavAnanA AtmAnI niMdA thaze tevA kAIe kadI vicAra karyA nathI. jaina zAsananA zaNagArarUpa mahAtmAe je mahA tapasvI, tyAgI, vairAgI-nardiSaNa muni, araNika muni, sneha guphAvAsI suni--jevA utkRSTa kATInI ArAdhanA karanAre paNa, jyAre karmane vazathI paDyA ane vezyAne ghera rahyA pachI kAI divasa mahAtmA ke mahApuruSa tarIke kahevaDAvela nathI; ane prAmANikapaNe vezane cheDI dIdhela che; ane jyAre bhUla samajANI tyAre prAyazcitta laI ucca koTInI ArAdhanA karI jIvanane dhanya banAvela che. AvA mahAna mahAtmAe vezyAne ghare gayA tevI temanI halakI vAtAne paNa zAstrakAra bhagavaMtAe prAmANikapaNe lakhI che. teoe kAinA pApane chupAvyuM nathI. AvA punyavAna 32 / vibhAga pahelA

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mahAtmAo kevA uttama, kevA khAnadAna, kevA mahAguNI, kevA prAmANika ane AvA vizeSa kATInA guNA hAvAthI ja teoe je pApA karyAM tene chUpAvyA nathI, te ja temanI mahAnatA che. bhagavAnanA AtmA hoya ke mahA tapasvI vairAgI--tyAgI muni ke samartha AcAya hoya, temane bhUla karI hoya teA bhUla tarIke jAhera karavAmAM zAstrakAra bhagavatAe koInI zarama rAkhI nathI, temaja tenA kAI khacAva karela nathI. A jaina zAsana che. game tevA samartha hoya ane pApa kare te tene kasattA kadI mApha karatI nathI, te ja jaina zAsananI vizeSatA che ane prAmANikatA che. jaina zAsana pApathI bacAvavA mATe jarUra prayatno kare paNa pApAne DhAMkavA keAIthI macAva thaI zake nahIM. ane je kAI pApanI paraparA vadhe te mATe pApAne DhAMkavA prayatna kare ane sahAya kare tA teonI durgaM`tI nizcita che, tema mahApuruSA jagajAhera kahe che. bhagavAnanA AtmA marIcInA bhavamAM sAdhupaNuM na pALI zakayA tethI prAmANikapaNe sAdhuveza mukI triDha DInA veza dhAraNa karyAM; ane chauMcA kahetA ke dhama mArI pAse nathI. dharma bhagavAna pAse che. peAtAnI zakitathI aneka punyavAnAne pratikhAdha pamADI bhagavAna pAse dIkSA levA meAkalatA. jyAre te mehanA vazathI bhAna bhulyA, ane mArI pAse dhama che tevI vAtA karI, tethI teoe ana ta sa sAra vadhArI dIdhA; ane anekavAra durgAtImAM gayA. AvA mahAna guNavALA AtmAnI pApa karavAthI AvI sthiti thAya che tema kahevAmAM--tathA pUrvanA mahApuruSAnA jIvanacaritra va"cAya che, temanI je je bhulA thai te vistArathI lAkhA leAkAne kahevAmAM Ave che tethI tene kAI niMdyA ke zAsananI pratiSThA ghaTe che tema kAI kahetuM nathI. pApAnA ekarAra karavA-jevA hAya tevA dekhAvu* te ja mahApuruSAnI uttamatA che. pApane DhAMkI mahApuruSa kahevaDAvavu te teA pAkhatA che, tema jaina zAsana peAkArI pokArIne kahe che. pUnA mahApuruSA jevA ApanAmAM mahAna guNA hAta tA, kema thI paDyA pachI prAmANikatA, khAnadAnI, saraLatA, sa yamanA rAga, guNAnurAgIpaNA jevA guNAthI ApanAmAM kadI mahApuruSa kahevaDAvavAnI halakI manAvRtti pedA thAta nahIM, ane Apa ghaNA pApathI macI jAta. Ape mahAtmA marIcInI mAphka nivRtti lai, ghaNAne prati medha pamADI, sa`camanA khapI AtmAone cAritrasa*panna mahAtmA pAse vibhAga pahelA / 33

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ekalI sAdhutAne dIpAve tevA pakavyA hatA te jaina zAsananI apUrva sevA karI, jagatamAM prAmANiktAne UMco Adarza khaDe karI, jaina zAsananI pratiSThA vadhArI hata. haju paNa cheDe TAIma che. temAM ghaNuM karI zakAya tema che. pApane Dara lAge te ja banI zake. mahApuruSoe je prAmANikatA rAkhI tevI prAmANikatA rAkhI nathI ane temanI haroLamAM khapavA mATe prayatna karavA che. ajJAna ane bheLA loko Apane mahApuruSa ja mAne paNa karmasattA pAse Apane daMbha, mAyA ke asatyapaNuM kadI TakavAnuM nathI, temAM jarApaNa zaMkA nathI. - munijIvana zAstra che. muni juve te zAstramAM dekhAyA. zAstronI vAta karanArAnuM jIvana aMdhakAramaya hoya tyAre teo game tevI UMcI tAnI vAta karI dharmaprabhAvanAnA kAryo karAve, paraMtu jJAnInI dRSTie tenA kAryonI koI kiMmata nathI. kAraNa ke pariNAmo mAyAvI nirvasI hoya che tethI temanI vANathI jagata chetarAya che ane teone mahApuruSanuM birUda Ape che. tethI pAponI paraMparA vadhe che ane karmathI bhAre thatA jAya che. zAsanane bhayaMkara nukazAna thAya che. lokone samajAvI devAnI zakti ane kaLAthI ne sthAnanA abhimAnathI ghaNu anyAya thayA che. mahApuruSe jevA mahAna guNo hota te dharmanA nAme, zAsananA nAme ke zAstranA nAme asaMyama poSavA saMghanI chinnabhinnatA kadI thAta nahIM. temaja mahAsaMyamIone trAsa ApavAnuM ane vadhAre kema dukhI thAya tevI kAryavAhI karavAnuM kadI mana thAta nahIM. teone koI ThekANe sthAna na maLe ane vadhAre duHkhI thaI mArA zaraNe Ave te badhA pApe DhaMkAI jAya. te mATe sAmAnya mANasa na kare tevI vRtti Ape pedA karI je pApa bAMdhyuM che tenA pariNAme kevA bhegavavA paDaze te te jJAnI jANe. asaMyamIe kadI sArAsArane vicAra karI zaktA nathI. teone potAnA sthAnanuM mahAna abhimAna hoya che. tethI zAstrane vaphAdAra rahI zakatA nathI. Apa bhulI gayA ke A deza haju saMcamane ja rAgI che. jyAM sudhI saMyamanA premIo jIvatA che tyAM sudhI keInI tAkAta nathI ke saMyamIone duHkhI karI zake. temaja saMcamI mahAtmAo teTalA ja satvazALI hatA ke game tevA temaja sAdhI kenI rAgI che nA nathI. 34 / vibhAga pahele

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kaSTo Ave te paNa asaMyamIonA zaraNe kadIya na javuM, tevA makakama hatA. tethI ja saMcamanI sAdhanA karI zake che. parama pU. AcAryadevazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba tapasvI, cAritra saMpanna ane ' prabhubhaktithI ArAdhanA khUba sArI rIte kare che. tethI saMghamAM teozrI pratye pUjyabhAva ghaNuM vadhatuM jAya che. temaja ApanA pAse thaDA cAritra saMpanna mahAtmAonA cAritrabaLanA punyathI kaI buddhipUrvakanI cejanA karI, cAritra saMpanna mahAtmAone sAthe rAkhe. lekenI pAse pApa DhAMkavA keIjanA karI zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme have kaI pravRtti na thAya te mATe Apane namra vinaMtI pUrvaka lakhuM chuM ke ApanA AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya ane chellI jiMdagI bagaDI na jAya te mATe dareka kAryathI nivRtta thaI, sthiravAsa thaI, ekAMte ArAdhanAmAM lAgI jAva. temAM ApanuM ane jaina zAsananuM mahAna kalyANa che. Apane hitabuddhithI vinaMtI pUrvaka kahevA chatAM, ApanI zakti ane jJAnano upayoga karI jagatane murkha banAvI, sAdhutAne kalaMka lAge tevI pravRtti cAlu rAkhaze te zAsananA rAgIo satyane paDakhe rahIne zAsanasevA karavA kadI cukaze nahIM. satya hakIkata jagata samakSa mukI zAsananI apabhrAjanA thaze ane zAsananI phajetI thaze tevI bIkathI ghaNuM mauna thaI gayA ane tene Ape lAbha uThAvI, sAdhutAnI phajetI thAya tevA kAryo karI, susAdhutAnI khyAtI prApta karI. tethI sArA uttama mahAtmAonI oLakha durlabha banI gaI ane saMghane mahAna nukazAna thayuM che. tethI saMghamAM aMdhAdhuMdhIarAjakatA pedA thatI jAya che, te duHkhada bInA che. asaMcamanA pApe, tIrthasthaLo tathA upAzraya Adi dharmasthAne je mukti meLavavA mATe hatA, tene upayoga saMsAra vadhAravA mATe karI keTalA guNane nAza thayo ane keTalA nIce utarI gayA te Apa zAMta citta vicArazo te, Apane ja te kAryo upara dhikkAra pedA thayA vinA raheze nahIM. karma vaza paDAya, paNa kharekhara paralekane Dara manamAM beThe hoya ane pApa khaTakatuM hoya te haju uddhAra thayA vinA rahe nahIM. Apa sArA thavA lake pAse game te bacAva karaze, paraMtu te bacAva karmasattA kadI mAnavAnI nathI. mATe mAyA-daMbha choDIne, vibhAga pahelo | 35

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saralatA pUrvaka, chellI jidagI, karelA pApane pazcAtApa karI, jIvanane dhanya banAvavA, ekAMtamAM khUba suMdara ArAdhanA karI sadagatIne pedA kare. jJAnI zvAse zvAsamAM mahA bhayaMkara pApano nAza kare che. tethI Apa zaktine upaga karI, ApanI nizrAe AvelA ghaNuM sAdhueniA jIvana kalakIta banyA che temanuM paNa kalyANa karI, zubha bhAvamAM jIvana pUru kare. pratiSThAne bhaya mukI saralatA Ave che, jJAna ane zaktinA jore, thaDAka TAImamAM ghaNA karmo khapAvI jIvanane dhanya banAve, tevuM jovAnI sevakanI tIvra IcchA che. mArI bhAvanA saphaLa karavI ke kema te ApanA hAthanI vAta che. huM AzA rAkhuM chuM ke Apa vicAra karI zAsanane niMdAthI bacAvI zakaze. saMsAra ke svAtha ane bhayaMkara che te Apa vicAraze. ApanI pAsethI dharmanI zAsanasevAnI ghaNI vAta sAMbhaLI tethI ApanA ghaNA bhakto thayA paraMtu bhagavAnanA zAsananA sArA bhakto thayA nahIM. tethI ja ApanA AtmAnI tathA zAsananI ciMtA karanAra thoDA ja mahAtmAo nIkaLyA. jemaNe satya vAta Apane karI te ja ApanA hitaciMtaka che, bAkI te svArthI leke zatrunA kAma karanArA che. jema rAjyadarabAramAM "hAjI-hA karanAra svAthI loko hoya che temane rAjyanI ke rAjA-keInI paDI hatI nathI. tema ApanI pAse pApo DhAMkavA khuzAmata bere hAjI-hA karanArA lokee ApanI Atmika katala karI che ke zAsananI mahAna kusevA karI che, ane abhimAnapUrvaka dharmanA nAme svArtha sAdhI rahyA che; AvA sAdhunA ghAta karanAra jIvo hoya che. tethI karmathI paDelA sArA AtmAone bacAvI lenArAone ghaNuM kaSTa sahana karavA paDe che. temAM daMbhI- mAyAvI jene mATe hI che. teo bicArA dayApAtra che. AnuM nAma ja saMsAra che. prAmANikapaNe mahApuruSonA jIvanacaritra lakhAya che. temAM jyAM jyAM bhUlo karIne bhUlene ekarAra karyo, tevI ja rIte, ApanA jIvanacaritramAM jyAM jyAM bhUla thaI che, te ekarAra karI ApanuM jIvanacaritra lakhAya. dharmanA moTA anuSThAnanA moTA ahevAlo bahAra paDe che 36 / vibhAga pahele

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jevA hoya tevA kahevAmAM jarAya deSa ke niMdA nathI temanI halakI vAtane paNa zAstrakAroe lakhI che jemaNe satya vAta karI te ja ApanA hitaciMtaka che temAM sAdhutAne kalaMka lAge tevI ghaNuM vAtane chUpAvI, satya hakIkatane dAbI daI, pratiSThA ja vadhAravAmAM Ave che, tethI ApanI prAmANikatA naSTa thAya. A nukazAna zAsana mATe ghaNuM che tema Apane baMdha ItihAsa aprAmANika thaze, mATe zAsananA hita khAtara satyane je Azare te joIe. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vibhAga pahele ( 37

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dhrAMgadhrA, tA. 23-1-82 parama pUjya, parama upakArI AcAya devazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, amadAvAda. lI. dIpaca`da vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazeAjI. vi. vi. Apane agAu pAMca patra lakhyA te uparathI mane vizvAsa hatA ke Apa mArI satya vAta dhyAnamAM laI, sthiravAsa karI, AtmasAdhanA karI, chellu' jIvana ArAdhanAmaya karI sadgatine sAdhaze; paNa atyAra sudhI mamatA ane kaThThAgrahathI je kAryo karyAM hoya, tene pApAnubaMdhI punyanA prabhAve pUrepUrI saphaLatA maLI hoya, teozrI kAInI satya vAta svIkAre tevI AzA rAkhI, te mArI mUrkhAi hovA chatAM, meM sAhasa karIne Apane vinatI karela hatI. haju vicAravAnI taka che. ApazrIe dezanAmAM kahela che ke dIkSA ApyA pachI tenA AtmAnI guru ciMtA na kare, kALajI na rAkhe ane AtmAnu patana thAya tevuM jIvana jIvavA chatAM tene calAve rAkhe te kasAI karatAM bhuDA che. temaja Ape zAsrardaSTie sAdhunA AcAya, sauMcamI jIvana viSe ghaNuM kahela che, te ApanA mATe nahIM khIjAo mATe Ape tenA amala karyAM hota tA Aje zrIsa'ghamAM cAthA ArA hota. zrIsa ghanA kamanazIbe zakti sapanna AtmAne kame pADyA ane tethI dezanA mujaba amala karI zakyA nahIM. sattAne Apa tadna bhulI gayA jethI zAsanane vaphAdAra na rahetA pApA karavAnA Dara cAlyA gayA. Apane pApa punyamAM vizvAsa hota teA zAstra mujabanI amAda dezanA ApanAra tethI viruddhanu jIvana jIvI jagatamAM ATalA varSo sudhI sArI rIte pApAne DhAMkI vicarI zake nahIM ane mahApuruSa tarIke kadI kahevarAve nahIM. Ape sarva viratInA dheAdhamAra varasAda varasAvyA ane mAladIkSA mATe jhaMDA pharakAvyA. tethI aneka punyavAna AtmAe sayamane mAge 38 / vibhAga pahele

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vaLyA. paNa ApanI nizrA svIkAryA pachI ekapaNa bAladIkSA bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanuM jIvana jIvI Adarza sAdhutAne na pAmyA temaja yuvAna sAdhuomAMthI ghaNuM asaMyamanA rAgI banyA. sAdhutAne kalakIta banAvavA chatAM teonA jIvananI koI kALajI na rAkhatA, dinapratidina vadhAre asaMyamI bane te mATe, dharmanA nAme prasaMge jI teonA AtmAnI bhayaMkara durdazA karI che. ane thoDA cAritrasaMpanna mahAtmAo paNa game tevA akRtyo hovA chatAM satvahIna banI zAMta besI rahyA tenuM pariNAma jaina zAsana mATe ghaNuM ja kharAba Avela che. ApanI dezanAthI jeo cAritra laI pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI banyA te bhagavAnanI AjJAne vaphAdAra nahIM rahetA Apane vaphAdAra rahyA temaja gRhastha zAsanane vaphAdAra nahIM rahetA ApanA rAgI thayA. ApanI zAstranI vAte khUba sAMbhaLavA chatAM ApanA rAgI thayelAmAMthI thoDA paNa zAsanane vaphAdAra hota to Apane ghaNuM pApathI bacAvI zakyA hota ane jaina zAsananI sevA karI hota. dharmanA nAme lAkho rUpIyA kharcavA chatAM ekapaNa vyakti bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba satyane paDakhe na rahI-ane svArthI banI ApanA rAgI banyA-tethI zrIsaMghane ghaNuM ja nukazAna thayuM che, te satya hakIkata svIkAravI ja paDaze. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI dIkSA prasaMge temanA vaDIle-sagAsaMbaMdhIoe tathA zrIsaMghe aDhaLaka dravya kharcA-jaina zAsanamAM mahAna tyAgIvirAgI banI Adarza sAdhutAnuM jIvana jIvI sarva jIvonuM kalyANa karaze tevA manorathI-ApanI nizrAe mokalyA. ApanA upara vizvAsa rAkhI je AzAe mekalyA hatA, tenA upara pANI pharI vaLI rahyuM che. uparathI zAsanamAM phajetI thAya te rIte sAdhujIvana jIvI rahyA che. chatAM Apane jarApaNu raMja ke dukha nathI. ane tene bacAva karavAthI teone AtmikathAta thaI rahyo che. tethI khAtrI thAya che ke Apane saMcamanezAstrane muddala prema nathI. ApanI AjJAmAM rahelA ghaNuM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja bhagavAnanI AjJAne mAnanArA rahyA nahIM te satya hakIkata che, tenA purAvAnI jarUra nathI. pratyakSa Akha khulI rAkhe dekhAya che. Ape teozrInA jIvananI kALajI na rAkhI tenI cukate javAbadArI ApazrInI vibhAga pahele / 39

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zAMta besI rahyA tenuM pariNAma kharAba Avela che ApanA rAgamAMthI thoDA paNa zAsanarAgI hota to adharmane paNa dhama samajAvI dIdho tenuM pariNAma che che. tethI Ape temanA vaDIlane, zrIsaMghane ane zAsanane bhayaMkara vizvAsaghAta karyo che. temaja zrImaMta zrAvakabhAIoe dharmanA anuSThAne cejI sAdhuonI pavitratA sAcavavA mATe kALajI na rAkhI tethI zAsanane nukazAna ghaNuM thayuM che. paNa temAM teozrIne deSa nathI paNa Ape adharmane paNa dharma samajAvI dIdho tenuM pariNAma che. zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIrtha yAtrAne saMgha zrI vinodabhAI vidhipUrvaka kADhavAnA che. temanI bhAvanA saphaLa karavA mATe vIsapacIsa sAdhu- sAdhvIjI mahArAjane mekale, je bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba nava vADenuM pAlana tathA aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana kare. tethI ja saMghanI mahAna pavitratA * vadhI jAya. saM yamayAtrAne mArI nAMkhI tIrthayAtrAmAM janArA kadI zAsanaprabhAvanA karI zakavAnA nathI. ajJAna mANase vAhavAha kare paNa jJAnInI daSTie zAsananI ane sAdhutAnI phajetI che. atyAra sudhI je hakIkate banI che tene bacAva nahIM karatA je pApo bAMdhyA che tene DhAMkavAne badale nAza karavA temaja navA pApa na baMdhAya te mATe sthiravAsa karI ApanI AjJAmAM rahela pU. sAdhu-sAvIjI mahArAjane nava vADenuM pAlana tathA aSTapravacana mAtAnuM jatana kare tevI AjJA karazo te chelle zAsanane vaphAdAra rahI prabhuAjJAne jIvaMta rAkhI gaNAze. temAM ja zAsananuM mahAna kalyANa che. zAsanadeva Apane sadabuddhi Ape temaja Apane AtmikaghAta karanAra svArthIone sadabuddhi prApta thAya tevI prArthanA karuM chuM. sAdhutAnI jeTalI pavitratA vadhaze temAM ja saMghanuM mahAna kalyANa che. e ja vinaMtI. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. 40 | vibhAga pahele

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tA. 4-2-22 parama pUjya, parama upakArI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI zakhezvarajI. vi. vi. jaNAvavAnu` ke Apane cha patra lakhela che, Ape sava viratI vinA kadI koInI mukti thaI nathI ane thavAnI nathI tema zAsra dRSTie upadeza ApI ghaNA punyavAnAne, bhagavAnanA sayamamA ne TekAvavA tathA AtmakalyANa sAdhavA mATe, sacamamAge mAkalyA. temanA vaDIlA, sagAsa`kha dhIoe tathA dareka zrI sadyAe lAkho rUpIyA kharcI tathA tyAgamAgane dIpAvavA temaja jaina zAsananI tathA cAritradharmanI khUba prabhAvanA thAya te mATe ghaNA prayatno karyAM che. ApanI nizrAmAM seMkaDA khALa, cuvAna, prauDha, vRddhe bhAio-mahenAe sAdhupaNu aMgikAra karela che. Ape sAdhupaNAnI ArAdhanA bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM che, tema spaSTa kahevA chatAM jeoe sAdhupaNu svIkAyu'' temane atyAra sudhImAM bhagavAnanI AjJA pALI che ke kema athavA pALavA mATe prayatnA kare che kema ane lIdhela mahAvratanuM pAlana sAdhutAne dIpAve te mATe kare che ke kema ane teozrI sadhanu zu adA kare che ke kema temaja teozrInA vaDIleAe teozrInI sAdhanA kevI thAya che. temaja Atmika vikAsa kevA thayA che te saMbadhI Ape gacchAdhipati tarIke kALajI karI che ke kema--A badhI vastuonA vicAra karatAM tathA paristhiti jotAM lAge che ke mATA bhAge vaphAdArIpUrvaka bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana nahIM karavA chatAM, jagatamAM sAdhunI khyAtI meLavI, zrIsa'dha pAsethI je lAbhA uThAvyA che tethI kharekhara zAsanane AzIrvAdarUpa che ke zrAparUpa che te, ApanI vairAgya ane AjJApAlana mATenI dezanA sAMbhaLyA pachI, ApanI pAse kAI sattvazALI ane vicArazIla hAta tA jarUra kahI zakta ke sAdhu vadhyA paNa sAdhutAnI pavitratA nathI vadhI, tema jagata samakSa hiMmatapUrNAMka kahI zakata; ane te mATe koNa javAbadAra che te paNu, zAsana ane sacamanI rakSA khAtara jarUra kahI zakta. Aje bhakTrika lAkA DhADhamADhathI dharmanI kiMmata AMke che ane dharmAM ghaNA vadhI rahyo che tema kahe che. paraMtu zAsrardaSTie mAdhyasthavRttithI vibhAga pahelA / 41

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satya zuM che te nakkI karanAra ochA hoya tyAre mithyAtva ghaNu vadhI rahyuM che ke kema te tA jJAnI bhagavatA ja kahI zake, temaja Apa zAstra sanmukha rAkhIne kahI zakA. Apa bhagavAnanI AjJA prANa jAya te paNa AjJAvirUddhanA koi kArya karavAnA nathI tevI ApanI pUrepUrI khAtrIthI khAlatA tyAre AjJApremI ArAdhaka AtmAone khumArInA keAI pAra nahotA. kAraNa ke AvA viSamakALamAM bhagavAnanI AjJAne vaphAdArIpUva kanI javAbadArI svIkAranAra eka samatha purUSa zAsanane maLela che tethI sa*cama-dharma ne ane sAdhutAnI pavitratAne TakAvI jagatamAM AdazatA khaDI karaze. paraMtu khabara paDI ke Apane bhagavAnanI AjJAnI vAtA karavA pUratI ja hatI, amala karavA mATe temaja jIvanamAM AcaravA mATe nahotI. A hakIkata jANavAmAM AvI tethI khAtrI thaI. ApanI pAse ghaNI dIkSAo thaI tenu* mukhya kAraNa zuM te Apa sArI rIte jANI zake che. bhagavAnanI AjJAne bevaphA banelA ane sAdhutAnI phajetI karanArA zrIsa dhamAM pAtA jAya che tyAre dIkSA mATe jeoe tana-mana-dhanathI bhAga ApyA che te satya hakIkata jANaze tyAre temane duHkhanA kAI pAra raheze nahIM. ATalI badhI dIkSA thayA pachI jaina zAsanamAM sAdhutAnI pavitratA ane khumArI vadhavI joIe tene badale dinapratini bhagavAnanI AjJAnu khuna thatuM jAya che tenu mukhya kAraNa zu che, te Apa zAMtacitte, pApanA Dara rAkhIne, vicAraze ke zAsananI thru sthiti thaI rahI che ? bhagavAnanA zAsanane TakAvavuM haze te AjJA mujabanu jIvana, vaphAdArIpUva kanI khumArI, cAritra pratyenA athAga prema ane sAdhutAnI pavitratAnI kALajI rAkhanArA pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebanA prayatnathI ja Takaze. tethI lAkA sAcA dhama samajIne pAmI zakaze. vAtA karanArAthI kadI bhagavAnanuM zAsana TakavAnu" nathI. zAsananA rAga bhAga mAge che. dharmanA nAme keTalA adhama thaI rahyo che te mATe zAstra vaphAdAra tapAsapaMca nImavAmAM Ave te atyAranI sthiti mATe kANu javAbadAra che ane jaina zAsanane keTaluM nukazAna thaI rahyuM che, te jANI zakAya. temaja sayama mATe dheAdhamAra varasAda varasAvanArA asayamI ane 42 / vibhAga pahelA

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bhagavAnanI AjJA viruddhanu jIvana jIvanArA hovA chatAM pUrvanA mahApuruSo jevA jagatamAM dekhAvuM che. pApanA Dara cAlI gayA pachI pratiSThA meLavavA keTalI halakI maneAdazA thaI che, te dhamanA hArdane samajanArA vicArI zake tema che. A sthiti jaina zAsanamAM cAlaze te cAritradhama nA nAza thayA vagara rahevAnA nathI, mATe sAcI sAdhutA TakAvavA caturvidha jaina saghane jAgRta karavA ghaNA ghaNA vicAra AvyA; ane temAM ja cAritrasa panna ArAdhaka mahAtmAo tathA dharma zraddhALu zrAvakonA sAtha levA mATe prayatna karyo. paNa teozrI hiMmata na khatAvI zakyA. tethI sAru' paraNAma lAvavAmAM ghaNI muzkelI UbhI thAya tema lAgavA chatAM, eka maraNIyA hajArane bhAre paDe tevI ana ta zakti AtmAmAM che te kahevata upara vizvAsa rAkhI, zAsana khAtara ne sacamanI rakSA khAtara, prANunA bhAge, zAsananI sevAnA maneAtha thayA. tenA upAceA mATe je je vicAraza AvyA te mujaba kArya karavA mArA dharmAMsnehI mitra nAttamadAsabhAIne jaNAvyuM. paraMtu mArA vicAra kaDaka lAgavAthI mane aTakAvyA. nahIMtara Aje AkhuM jaina jagata jAgRta thai gayu* hota. paraMtu, tethI sAdhutAnI pavitratA na vadhata paNa sAdhutAnA dabhanA lAkone khyAla jarUra AvI jAta. paraMtu mArA tapanA maLe tathA jApanA prabhAve temaja mahApuruSanA jIvana caritrathI temaja narottamadAsabhAinI dharmabuddhinI salAhathI vicArAmAM parivartana Avyu, te zrIsa"ghane jAgrata karavAmAM kaSAyAnI paraparA khuba vadhI jAya, ajJAnatAthI hiMmata ane kadAgrahathI lAkA ghaNA pApA khAMdhe ane jaina zAsananI laghutA thAya ane satyane mArI nAMkhavA mATe ghaNA aprAmANika prayatnA thAya tethI sAcI sAdhutA pragaTa karavA mATenA je manArathA che te siddha thAya nahIM. ApanI dezanA mujabanu* jIvanaghaDatara ApanI nizrAe AvelAnuM thayu* hota te| zrIsa ghanI sthiti Aje keAI jIddI hAta. paraMtu saghanu' kamabhAgya ke zrIsa`ghane ApanA jevA zaktisaMpanna maLavA chatAM, asa yamanA rAge bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM sAdhue vadhArI zakayA paNa sAdhutAnI pavitratAne vadhArI zakayA nahIM. mane eTaluM badhuM duHkha che ke Apane eka paNa vyakti ApanA AtmikahitanI ciMtA karanAra na maLI, tenu" A vibhAga pahelA / 43

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pariNAma che. Ape tIvra karmanA udaye zAsanane nukazAna karyuM che tethI anekagaNuM, Apane satya mArgadarzana nahIM ApatA, phakta ApanI maherabAnI meLavavA khAtara tevA paDakhIyAoe karyuM che. keTalA adhama ane svAthI ke upakArIonA AtmikaghAtamAM sahAya karI. ApanA sevake samajaNavALA hovA chatAM svArthanA kAraNe prAmANika na rahA, tethI sAdhutAnI pavitratAnI katala thaI rahI che. ApanA pApAnubaMdhI punyanA prabhAve, zAstranA bahAnA nIce, pratiSThA ghaNI vadhI che paNa te pratiSThA karmasattA pAse upagamAM Avaze nahIM. ApanuM kiMmatI sAhitya tathA anuSThAnanA ahevAle bahAra paDe che tene zrIsaMghamAM lAbhadAyI ane anudanA karavA jevuM banAvavuM haze te haju Ape sthiravAsa thaI, AtmikakalyANa mATe suMdara ArAdhanA karI, sAdhutAnI pavitratAne dIpAvI; ApanA Azare AvelAnuM paNa kalyANa thAya te mATe, bhagavAnanI AjJAne najara samakSa rAkhI Apa prayatno karazo te ja ApanA sAhitya upara vizvAsa pedA thaze. Apane dardabharI rIte eka ja vinaMtI karuM chuM ke pU. dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA samudAyanI pratiSThA khAtara, zAsananA hita khAtara, ApanA AtmikakalyANa khAtara, ane pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA jIvana khAtara ane ArAdhakenA Atmahita khAtara bhagavAnanI AjJAne vaphAdAra rahI zrIsaMghanuM ruNa adA karAvaze; temAM darekanuM kalyANa samAyeluM che. tethI zAsanapremIone khUba AnaMda thaze sAthe jana zAsanane jaya jayakAra thaze. jaina zAsananA mahApuruSa pU. AcArya bhagavaMta siddhasenadivAkarajI jevA pratApI puruSa pAlakhImAM besatA te vAta teozrInA gurujIne kheMcI ane temane bhUla samajAvI. Aje keTale bhayaMkara kALa che ke zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme zAstranI dRSTie ghaNuM bhayaMkara bhUlo karavA chatAM, ApanI Atmika ciMtA karanAra, pApathI pAchA vALavA keI prayatna karatuM nathI, te Apane azubha udaya ja kAma kare che. loko ApanA kArcanI pAchaLathI ja TIkA karI vAta kare che. mAre satya hakIkata sIdhI kahIne pharaja bajAvavI che. te pharaja huM na bajAvuM te vizvAsaghAtI gaNAuM. jeo bhagavAnanA zAsanane pAmelA hovA chatAM, satvahIna banI, Apane satya hakIkata kahI hita IcchatA nathI te Apane, zAsanane - 44 / vibhAga pahele

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ane sAdhutAnA bhaya kara droha karI rahyA che. haju paNa teone zAsana khAtara samuddhi sUjhe ane Apane sthiravAsa karAvI kalyANanA mArgamAM sahAya karaze te paNa ghaNI pharaja bajAvI gaNAze. 'sadeza' peparamAM ApanA phoTA temaja ApanI pAse ApanI pATa nIce kUtarA beThA che. te punya AtmA haze ke ApanI jinavANI sAMbhaLavA Ave che tema pAchaLa pAchaLa Ave che. paNa Apa te zAsananA jANakAra che. sAdhuoe sayamanI virAdhanA karI hoya ke zrAvakAe dharmonI virAdhanA karI hoya tA ja punyaAtmAne kUtarAnA bhavamAM Avavu paDe. darekane cetavavA mATe e ApanI pAchaLa nathI AvatuM ke AjJAnI virAdhanAthI karela kRtyanuM phaLa mane malyu che. mATe dareke cetI jaI bhagavAnanI AjJAmaya jIvana jIvavAnI sAcI salAha devA ApanA pAchaLa pAchaLa e Ave che ke kema te Apa vicArazo. Aje aDhAra mahinAthI rAtadivasa eka ja vicAra-zAsananAAve che : ApazrIe je zuddha dharma samajAvyuMA tethI viparIta dharma thaI rahyo che. tethI dharmanA nAme zuM zuM cAle che te vicAratA lAge che ke zAsana dhaNIdhArI vagaranu che. tethI zAsanane meADIkhAmaNInuM khetara hoya tema lUTI rahyA che. A sthiti nahIM aTake tA bhaviSyamAM zu thaze te kalpI zakAtuM nathI. A sthitinI puratI javAbadArI ApanI che kAraNa ke gacchAdhipati Apa che. DIsAmAM bhagavAnanA dIkSA kalyANaka vakhate cAritranA upakaraNA pAtrA Adi phuTI gayA ane ghaNA bhAMgIne bhukako thaI gayA. chatAM tenA upara Ape vicAra karyAM hAta tA, zAsanadeva cetave che ke lAkhA rUpIyA leAko pAse kharcAvI AnaMda mAnA che paNa sAcI sAdhutAnA A rIte bhAMgIne bhukko thaI nAza thaI rahyo che. haju nahIM cetA te tenuM pApa lAgyA vinA raheze nahIM. ApanAmAM ATalI uMmare kAya karavAnI zakti che. mATe pU. bApajI mahArAjanA samudAya, pU. dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA samudAya, pU. kanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA samudAya, jemAM pavitra cAritra sampanna ArAdhaka ane tyAgI mahAtmAe che, tene atyAranI paristhitithI ghaNu* duHkha che, teene zAsana khAtara sAdhutAnI pavitratA vibhAga pahelA / 45

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to ja punya AtmAne kUtarAnA bhAvamAM AvavuM paDe pANInI mAphaka kharcelA paisA dhULa bhegA thaI javAnA kema vadhe te mATe mArgadarzana ApI sAruM pariNAma lAvazo to Ape zAsananuM ruNa adA karyuM gaNAze. ema sAMbhaLavA maLyuM che ke zrI zaMkhezvarajInA saMghamAM prathama mukAme pANIno babe UMdhI vaLI dhULamAM pANuM DhoLAI gayuM. AthI vicAra karavAmAM Ave te zAsanadeva saMketathI kahe che ke dharmanI prabhAvanAnA nAme game teTalA rUpiyA kharcI paNa sAdhutAnI pavitratAne ane AcArane nahIM sAco te pANInI mAphaka kharcelA paisA dhULa bhegA thaI javAnA che. A satya hakIkta svIkAravAmAM Avaze te ja kalyANa thavAnuM che ane dharma mATe te ja AjJAnuM pAlana thaze. bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanuM jIvana jIvavA mATe temaja mahAvratanA pAlana mATe nava vADanuM pAlana ane aSTapravacana mAtAnuM jatana pALavAnI bhAvanAvALA haze te ja sAcI sAdhutA prApta karI zako ane suMdara ArAdhanA karI jIvanane sArthaka karaze. teozrIne parameSThI padamAM sthAna ApI jagatamAM jaina sAdhunuM kevuM ane keTaluM UMcuM sthAna che te batAvI Ape. temaja je AjJA pALavA mATe taiyAra na hoya temaja saMyama pALavA mATe satvahIna hoya tevAone baLa ApI bhagavAnanA mArgamAM sthira thAya tevA prayatane kare. tema chatAM teonA tIvra pApanA udaye AjJAnA pAlana mATe zaktimAna na hoya temane eka judu keI nizAna Apa ke leke teone sArI rIte oLakhI zake, jethI sAcA dhamIM mANase ThagAya nahIM temaja teo paNa pApathI bace. haju Apa vicAra karaze te ane maLela zaktine saddaupayoga karaze te zAsananuM ghaNuM kAma sAruM thaI zake. paNa temAM ghaNe bhega Apo paDe. have vAtAthI nahIM cAle. kharekhara zAsananuM hita haiiye vasyuM haze. te bagaDela bAjIne sudhArI zakaze, tenI khAtarI che. e ja vinaMtI. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vandanA svIkAraze. _ 46 / vibhAga pahele

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tA. 1-4-82 parama pUjya, parama upakArI AcAryadevazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI pATaDI. lI, dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. Apane sAta patro lakhyA che. te upara dharmabuddhithI vicAra karaze te AtmAne ane zAsanane ghaNuM lAbha thaze tema aMtakaraNapUrvaka mAnuM chuM. vinaMtI pUrvaka jaNAvuM chuM ke, mArA upara dharma pamADavAne Apane mahAna upakAra che. te upakArano badalo vALavA Apane sadabuddhi sujhe te mATe zrI zAsanadeva pAse prArthanA karavA tapa-jApathI ArAdhanA karI rahyo chuM. zarIra nabaLuM paDatuM jAya che paNa mananI tAkAta ghaNuM vadhatI jAya che. upakArIne upakArano badale vALavAne tathA zAsanasevA karavAne lAbha maLe tethI tapanA prabhAve khUba ja AnaMda thAya che. Ape sAdhunA ra7 guNonuM varNana tathA upAdhyAyajInA 25 guNanuM varNana tathA AcAryanA 36 guNenuM varNana karI AvA guNavALAnI oLakhANa karAvIne sAcI sAdhutAnI kiMmata samajAvI. AvA mahA guNavALA athavA guNe meLavavAnI bhAvanAvALA uttama padane zobhAvI zake, paNa tema kahenArA ApanA ja hAthathI, pavitratAnI kimata nahIM havAthI, agya ane asaMyamIone uttama pade birAjamAna karela che; ane hajI karavAnA vicAramAM che. zAstra ane bhagavAnanI AjJAne Apa vaphAdAra rahI zakyA nahIM. prANanA bhege bhagavAnanI AjJA mATe marI phITavAnI ane ekalA rahevAnI vAto karanAre asaMyamane DhAMkavA ane jagatane rAjI rAkhavA, bhagavAnanI AjJAne bhaMga karI, temaja zAsananI AjJAne vaphADAra pavitra mahApuruSonI haroLamAM mukI pUjane bhayaMkara aparAdha karI teozrInuM apamAna karela che. tethI zrI jaina saMghane vizvAsaghAta karyo gaNAya ke kema te zAstrathI nakkI karavAnuM che. dharmanA sthAnane apavitra banAvanArAo, bheLA ane ajJAna lokene dharmanA nAme samajAvI, jagatamAM khyAtI meLavavA prayatna karI jIvanane mahAna nukazAna karI rahyA che. temanAthI temaja zrImate dharmanA nAme jagatamAM pratiSThA meLavavA = D '= & P vibhAga pahele | 47

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mATe sAdhutAnI pavitratAne ne sAdhunA suMdara AcArane nAza karI, dharmanA nAme ApanI ja nizrAmAM anuSThAne thAya tethI sAdhutAnI pavitratAne tathA zAsanane keTaluM nukazAna thAya che, te te zAstrane vaphAdAra hoya te ja satya hakIkata kahI zake. amo ApanI nizrAmAM hatA tyAre, anuSThAne thatAM tyAre, sAdhutAnI malInatA thatI tyAre, ApanI vANI upara pUre vizvAsa ke, ApanI nizrAmAM je prasaMge thAya te, Apa zAstrane vaphAdAra cho tevI zraddhAthI lakSa ApyuM nahIM. paNa asaMyamanuM kaubhAMDa jANavAmAM AvyuM tyAre khyAla Avyo ke phakta vAte ja zAstranI che, sAcI sAdhutAnI kaI kiMmata nathI. tethI nizrA choDI sAcI sAdhutAnI pavitratA mATenuM game tevuM kaSTa Ave te sahana karavAnI bhAvanA thaI che. ApanA belavAmAM zAstranI vAta ane amalamAM adharma. ApanI zaktine upaga je. upadeza tevuM AcaraNa, zakti mujaba paNa, viparIta rIte na karyuM hota ane bhagavAnanA mArgane sAcavavA mATe karyuM hatuM te AjanI jaina zAsananI sthiti ghaNuM uttama heta. ame ApanuM UMcAmAM UMcuM AlaMbana mAnI ApanI nizrA svIkArI, paNa pANImAMthI Aga jharI. amAruM kamabhAgya ke bhagavAnanI uttama sAdhutA jevAnuM amAruM saddabhAgya nahIM, tene amane pArAvAra kheda thAya che. ApanuM zAstrane vaphAdAra rahevAnuM satva asaMyamanA kAraNe khalAsa thaI gayuM. karme Apane sadbuddhi na ApI tenuM A pariNAma che. ApanI pAse "hAjI hA" karanArAonI vAtethI ApanI kiMmata akaze nahIM. meTA bhAganA lekene dharmanA nAme karAtI ApanI mAyAnI tathA ApanA jIvananI khabara paDI gaI che. paNa ApanA punyanA hisAbe, zaramathI, ApanA rAgathI kAMI bolatA nathI. paNa manamAM ghaNuM ja mUMjhavaNa che, pArAvAra duHkha che ke sAmA pakSane zuM meTuM batAvavuM. A jIva narakanI godamAM anaMtIvAra jaI Avyo che. hAla dharmanA nAme mAnapAna, anukuLa sAmagrI, pratiSThA maLatI hoya te, bhagavAnanI AjJAne droha karIne, te jatAM karavA nahIM. eka vAra vadhAre jazuM tevI mAnyatA bhArekamIM jIvanI hoya che. A jIvane mekSa -- 48 | vibhAga pahele

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jJAnInI STie thavAnA haze tyAre thaze, tA pachI zA mATe siddhAMtane sAcavavA ane maLatI sukha sAmagrI cheADI zA mATe kaSTa bhegavavA ? AvI mAnyatA UMDe UMDe beThI hAya tA siddhAMtanA bhAge sArA dekhAvavAnA prayatna kema na karI zakAya ? Apane kadI AvA vicAra Ave nahIM chatAM bhagavAnanI AjJAbhaMganA doSathI khacavA mATe kema vicAra AvatA nathI ? te zuM sAdhupaNAnI khumArI khalAsa thai gai che, ke pApa punyamAM zraddhA nathI ke Apane paNa AvA vicArAthI agara Apa game tevA AjJAbhaganA doSA karA tA paNa Apa temAM mAnatA nathI--temAM zuM satya che tenI samajaNa paDatI nathI, te teA jJAnI jANe; jyAre hatuM karmI AtmA, je DhASa thayA hoya te batAve tyAre, tene TALavA mATe khUba prayatna kare, paNa tenA kadI khacAva kare nahIM. * ApanA jIvanamAM dharmanA nAme je pApeA thayA che te pApAne DhAMkavA mATe, hajI pApa pravRtti cAlu rahe te mATe, ApanA svArthI sAdhue Atmika ciMtA nahIM karatA, phakta zarIranI ciMtA kare. anukULa sAmagrInA lAlacu hovAthI, ApanA pApAnukha dhI punyanA lAbha levA mATe, ApanA AtmAnuM ahita thAya te paNa koI kALajI rAkhatA nathI. temaja ApanI pAse zAsadrohI ane asayamanA premI vyaktirAgI svArthIe salAha denArA che, temaja ApanI vANIthI ajJAna leAkeA dha buddhithI mAnapAna Ape che, tyAM sudhI kadI Apane sArA vicArA Ave ane pApAne khapAvavA mATe sArI ArAdhanA karavAnu mana thAya te AzA rAkhavI nakAmI hAvA chatAM, mArI pharaja samajI, ApanI chellI jindagI samAdhimaya pUrI thAya ane sudara ArAdhanA karI sadgatine pAmA tevI bhAvanAthI, rUNa adA karavA mATe vina"tI karu chu.. teA kRpA karI zAsananA hita khAtara, ApanA Atmika kalyANa khAtara, zrIsaMghanA kalyANa khAtara ane sAdhutAnI pavitratA sAcavavA khAtara Ape je bhUlA karI che temaja AjJA virUddhanA je kAryo karyAM che ane Apa je sthAna upara beThA che tenI vaphAdArInA nAza karela che tenA pastAvA karI, bhUlA sudharI zake tevI sudhArI, jIvanane niSpApa manAvavA sthiravAsa thaI kalyANa sAdhavA mATe prayatnA kA tA hajI khAjI hAthamAM che. A AyuSyanA kAI bharese nathI mATe ekapaNa divasa zAsana prabhAvanAnA nAme pApA cAlu na rAkhI, sA~camanI pavitratA ne bhagavAnanI 4 vibhAga pahelA / 49

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AjJA virUddhanuM kArya na karI have zAsanane nukazAna na thAya te mATe sevakanI namra vinaMtI che. Apa zAstra mujabanI AcArapAlananI vyavasthA kare ke jethI sAdhutAnI pavitratA khIlI uThe. AvI sthiti jevA sevakanI tIvra IcchA che. AvI . te nahIM e mArA A kipeDhA thaI ApanuM sAhitya vAcuM chuM tyAre mane khUba AnaMda thavA sAthe zAsananA hArdane samajavAnI temaja jJAnInI AjJA zuM che te samajavAnI sAcI samajaNa AvI ne tethI sevA karavAnA bhAva pedA thAya che. AvI dezanA ApanAra A kALamAM na hota te lAyaka che sAco dharma pAmI zata nahIM. ApanI dezanA mane pUrepUrI lAbhadAyI banI che. tethI ja zAsanane mATe, mArA AtmakalyANa mATe temaja ApanA AtmakalyANa mATe bhega ApavAnI zakti pedA thaI che. paraMtu duHkhanI vAta e che ke suMdara dezanA amalamAM mukavA mATe karmasattAe Apane sadabuddhi ApI nahIM. tethI aghaTIta ghaNuM banI gayuM che, banatuM rahe che, ne tethI AghAtane kaI pAra nathI. Apa kaho cho ke vyAyAna amArA kalyANa mATe ApIe chIe; ane zAstro vAMcIe chIe tyAre amAre amArI jAta sAme jovAnuM, tema kahevA chatAM kadI ApanI jAta upara vicAra karyo hoya tevuM ApanA kAryathI dekhAtuM nathI. chatAM jaina saMgha Aje nIcI mUMDIe ApanI vANuM ane vartananA aMtarane tamAse joyA kare che. sadAcAra TakAvavAmATe nava vADenuM pAlana tathA sAdhutA TakAvavA mATe aSTapravacana mAtA, nuM jatana karavA mATe jJAnInI AjJA hevA chatAM, chaDecoka bhaMga karI, asaMyama poSavA mATe, dharmanA nAme je pravRtti cAlI rahI che te keTalI bhayaMkara che ane sAdhutAne keTaluM nukazAna karanArI che te buddhizALI dharmanA marmane samajanArA ja samajI zake. sAdhuvezamAM hovA chatAM, bhagavAnanA mahAvrata lIdhA chatAM sAdhutAnI phajetI thaI rahI che, chatAM zrIsaMghanA AgevAne nIcI mUMDIe joI rahyA che. tethI zAsanane rAga zrIsaMghamAMthI keTale naSTa thAya che te najare dekhAya che. tethI asaMyamIonI bolabAlA belAya che ane zAsananuM adhaHpatana thatuM jAya che. AvuM najare jevAthI, kharekhara bhagavAnane mArga gamyo hoya te ja zAsana lUMTAI rahyuM hoya tyAre kadI luMTAvA de nahIM ane zakti mujabanI pravRtti karyA vinA rahe nahIM. hajuM bhagavAnanuM pa0 | vibhAga pahele

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zAsana cAlavAnuM che. eTale ArAdhaka pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjenA darzana thAya che tyAre sAdhutAnI pavitratA joI khUba ja AnaMda thAya che. Aje duHkhanI vAta e che ke dharmanI sAcI samajaNanA abhAve khumArI marI paravArI che. Ape cAlAkIthI zAsananA rAgI nahIM banAvatA ApanA rAgI banAvyA tenuM pariNAma che. ApanI pAse ghaNuM zrImaMte-zakti sampanna, bhalALA temaja aMdhazraddhALuM che tethI Ape kuzaLatAne upayoga karI teonI bhalamanasAIne lAbha lIdhe che. ane teonA ja hAthe dharmanA nAme anuSThAne karAvI sAdhutAnI pavitratA lUMTAvI che, chatAM tene dhamanI prabhAvanA kahevAmAM Ave che. Apa prAmANikapaNe zAstra sanmukha rAkhI vicAraze te mArI vAta satya lAgyA vinA raheze nahIM. Apa dhyAnamAM rAkhaze ke ApanI pAse adharma cAluM che. kayAre beAbarU karaze te kahI zakAya nahIM. azubhane udaya thAya tyAre Apane khyAla Avaze. Apane tyAre ApanA gaNatA keI sahAya nahIM ! kare. mATe have cetI javAnI jarUra che. svAthI sAdhuonA tathA zAsanane bevaphA zrAvakanA baLa upara atyAra sudhI je rIte ajamAvI che tema ja bhagavAnanI AjJAne chaDecoka bhaMga karI, bhagavAnanI AjJAnI tathA zAstra ane siddhAMtanI vAta karI, lekene AMjI dIdhA che, ane temAM phAvaTa AvI gaI, paNa karmasattA pAse ApanI buddhi ke zakti kAMI kAma AvavAnI nathI. Apane karmasattA upara vizvAsa hoya te jarUra vicArazojI. Apane Atmika kalyANa sAdhavuM haze te mArI vinaMtI upara dharmabuddhithI vicAra karavA paDaze, nahIMtara pastAvavAne pAra nahi rahe. Aje Apane satya hakIkata kahIne, upakArane badalo vALavA mATe, ApanI Atmika ciMtA karate hovA chatAM, satya hakIkata saMgha pAse na mUke tyAM sudhI ajJAna ane dRSTirAgI lokethI mAre ghaNuM sahana karavuM paDe che. chatAM dharma mArI paDakhe hovAthI tenI sahAyathI caDatA pariNAme jIvI rahyo chuM. satya khAtara, jina zAsana mATe ane Atmahita khAtara temaja dharmanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe anaMta zaktine dhaNuM zuM karI zake che te prasaMge Apane khabara paDaze. Ape rAmacaMdrajI ane sItAjInA prasaMgamAM kahela che ke AjanI tamArI kauTuMbika dazA joIne AMkhamAM AMsu Ave che. te maryAdAo jenAmAM nathI e maryAdAo temane gamatI nathI tevA mANase Arya vibhAga pahele | 51

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dezamAM pAkavA mAMDayA. pite asadAcArI hovA chatAM sadAcArI banAvavAnI khAeza rAkhanArAthI Ape ghaNuM dukha vyakta karyuM che. tema ja meTe bhAge dhUta lAke AgevAna hoya ane mUkha loke tAlIothI vadhAve tyAre AryadezanA mAnavI kyAM mArge jaI rahyA che tenI citA khUba thaI rahI che, tema Ape kahela che. te ciMtA kahevA puratI na hota ane hRdayanI hota te Ape ApanA jIvananI tathA ApanA Azare AvelA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI tathA zrAvaka-zrAvikAnI ciMtA karI AMsu sAryA hota, ane tenA mATe zaktine upaga karyo hota te Aje zrI jaina saMghanuM bhAvi ghaNuM ujaLuM hota. paraMtu Apane karmasattAe jAtaprabhAvanA sivAya zAsananuM rUNa adA karavA mATenA saddavicAra AvavA dIdhA ja nahIM, tema ApanI kAryavAhI uparathI spaSTa dekhAya che. tethI Aje mArA jIvananA bhoge AMsu sArI rahyo chuM ke sAdhupaNuM nahIM hovA chatAM sAdhupaNAnA veMzathI dharmanA nAme jaina saMgha lUMTAI rahyo che, ne zAsananI apabhrAjavAnA nAme sAdhutAnA premI sAtvika bhAIo tathA sAdhubhagavate mauna besI rahyA che ane sAdhutAnI pavitratAne bacAvavA prayatna nathI karatAM. tethI saMghanI durdazA vadhatI javAnI che ane dharmanA bhAvaprANanA nAza thaI javAnA che. chata meM dharmabuddhithI Apele bhoga kadI niSphaLa javAne nathI ane mane ekAMte lAbha ja thavAne che. ApanI chellI avasthAmAM zrI siddhagIrIjInI chAyAmAM cAturmAsa nakakI che. Ape ghaNI vakhata kahela che ke tIrthasthAne bagaDatA jAya che tethI sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI zithilatA AcArapAlana mATe vadhatI jAya che. paNa pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI rakSA mATe je kALajI rAkhavI joIe te Ape haju sudhI rAkhI nathI. sAdhutAnI niMdA thAya tyAre maunapaNe sAMbhaLI lIdhela che ane upekSA karI che. A vakhate pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebe nava vADenuM pAlana ane aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana sArI rIte karI bhagavAnanI AjJAne svIkAre te mATe prayatna karaze to ja Apa cAturmAsa mATe padhAre che te saphaLa thaze, nahIMtara zAsananI phajetIne keI pAra raheze nahIM. ApanI pravRtti sAdhutAnA nAza mATe thaI tethI mane ghaNuM duHkha thayuM che. chatAM ApanA pratye kadI durbhAva thaye nathI, karmanI vicitratAne para ! vibhAga pahele nA javAnone bacAvavA bhagavAnanA mA nA

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chatAM jaina saMdha Aje nIcI mUMDIe ApanI vANI ane vartananA aMtarane tamAso joyA kare che Apane lakhela patre zrIsaMdha pAse mukI nyAya mAgIza khyAla Avyo. ApanA kAryathI je kukazAna thayuM che tethI ApanI Atmika ciMtA karavAnI mArI pharaja hovAthI je pravRtti karI tenI niMdA, ISa zAsananI apabhrAjanA kahIne Apa satya vastune mArI nAkhavA pApa pravRttine DaMkha na hoya te mujaba ApanA daSTirAgathI pracAra karI zAsanane bhayaMkara aparAdha karI rahyA che. chatAM mArI pharaja sAdhutAnI pavitratA kema vadhe ane zAsananI pratiSThA vadhe te mATe Apa bhUtakALa bhUlI jaI haju bAjI hAthamAM che te kahI rUNa adA karavA vinaMtI karI. tene durapAga karela che tethI ApanA hAthathI atyAra sudhI zAstranA siddhAMtanA bhoge je kAryo thayA te hakIkate tathA Apane lakhela patro zrIsaMgha pAse mukI nyAya mAgIza. mArI vAta cheTI haze to je zikSA karaze te sahana karIza ne jAheramAM mAphI mAgIza. temaja Ape asaMcamanA rAge zAsanane niMdIta ane meluM keTaluM karyuM, siddhAMtanA nAme saMghanI zuM sthiti karI tenA upara zrIsaMgha vicAra kare tevI vinaMtI karIza. mArI pharaja ApanA upakAranA kAraNe vinaMtI karavAnI hovAthI khUba vinaMtI karela. paNa satya = vAta upara kadIgrahathI sArA vicAra karI zakatA nathI te ghaNuM ja dukhadAyI = che. bhAvibhAva. mane zAMti tyAre ja thaze ke ApanA hAthathI ja - sAdhutAnI pavitratA dinapratidina vadhe ane zAsanane jaya jayakAra thAya, . evI bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vibhAga pahelo / 53

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dhrAMgadhrA tA. 26-5-2 parama pUjya, parama upakArI pU.AcAryadevazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI hArIja. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. Apane atyAra sudhImAM ATha patro lakhyA che. te mATe kahevAmAM Ave che ke patrone TepalAmAM pheMkI devAmAM Ave che. patranI kaI kimata nathI. siddhAMta ane zAsanarakSakanuM biruda dharAvanAra pAsethI saMyamarakSAnI pravRttinI kimata na aMkAvavAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne khUba ja AghAta thAya che ke ApanI manodazA kevI thaI gaI che. bhagavAnanA zAsana mATe sarvasvane bhega Apavo paDe te ApIne zAsanasevA karavA mATenI mane preraNuM ApanArA evA Apa sAdhunI saMyamarakSAnI vAta-je zAsananA hitanI tathA zrIsaMghanA kalyANanI gaNAya tevI kimatI vAta-bhagavAnanA sAdhuo AjJAne vaphAdAra rahevA mATe pratijJA lenArA pAsethI zAsananA hita khAtara AjJAnuM pAlana karAvavA mATe Apa taiyAra nathI, tyAre ane keI pAra nathI. zuM Apane tyAM be naMbarane kALA dharma cAlatuM hatuM te kaI samajI , zakyuM nahIM? - sAdhunI pavitratA mATe ane bhagavAnanA mArganuM rakSaNa karavA mATe huM pravRtti karuM tenI kiMmata Apane na hoya te zAstradaSTie pApane bhaya na hoya, saMyamane khapa na hoya ane parAkane Dara cAlyo gaye hoya te vAta satya che ke kema te Apane vicAravAnuM che. * zAsananI phajetI thatI hoya, asaMyama phelyo kulate hoya, zrIsaMgha dharmanA nAme lUMTAtuM hoya ane bhagavAnanA maMgane nAza thato hoya teve vakhate, temaja zAstra ane siddhAMta viruddha kArya karI zAsanane nukazAna karatA hoya tyAre, sarvasvane bhega ApavAnI Apa preraNA ApatA ane temAM Atmika lAbhe kevA hoya che te samajAvatA. tethI zAsananA rAgathI zakti mujaba pravRtti karI che. 54 | vibhAga pahele

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zAsana susAdhu sivAya temaja sAdhuonI pavitratA sivAya ke nahIM ane bhagavAnanI AjJAne nahIM mAnanAra susAdhu nathI-AvI vAta Ape . ghaNuM samajAvI. te samajaNathI sAdhutAnI pavitratA TakAvavA mATe vinaMtI karuM tyAre tene Ape vicAra na karyo, tethI gacchAdhipati tarIkenI ApanI pharaja ghaNuM cukI gayA che ke kema te Apa pramANikapaNe vicArazojI. atyAra sudhI zAstra ane siddhAMta tathA sAdhuonA saMyamanI vAte temaja bhagavAnanI AjJAnI vAte bIjAone halakA dekhADavA karI. ApanI pAse sAcI sAdhutA che tevuM lekene ThasAvavA karI ke, jethI ApanI pAse game tevA AjJAbhaMganA pApe thAya te paNa bhakta bacAva kare tevI bhUmikA taiyAra karavA mATe hatI ke, zAsananA kharekhara rAgathI karI hatI te Apane aMtarAtmA jANe che. saddhAMtika dRSTie zAsananI ciMtA pramANikapaNe karI hoya te mArI zubha bhAvanAne mArI nAkhaze nahIM. mane chaThThane pAraNe ekAsaNuM karIne chaThuM karyAne agiyAra mAsa thavA Avaze, tenI sAthe japa karuM chuM. temAM eka ja bhAvanA che ke zAsanadeva dharmanA kArya karavAnI zakti Ape temaja ApanI chellI avasthAmAM bagaDela bAjI sudhAravAnI sa6buddhi pedA thAya, tevA saMkalpathI prayatna karI rahyo chuM. tene Apa pramANikapaNe vicAraze, temAM ja sakala saMghanuM kalyANa che. Apane dharma pamADavA mahAna upakAra che tethI sudharmanI sAcI samajaNa zakita mujaba maLI che, temAM Apane ja phaLe che. eTale upakArI pratye pharaja bajAvavA mATe vinaMtIpUrvaka kahuM chuM ke ApanuM AyuSya laMbANuM che to teno lAbha laI zAsanamAM cAritranI suvAsa muktA jAva ane vaDIlonI pratiSThA vadhArI zAsananuM RNa adA kare. sAcI sAdhutA TakAvavA mATe jJAnIo bhArapUrvaka kahe che ke nava vADenuM pAlana ane aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana jeTaluM vadhAremAM vadhAre thAya teTalI sAdhutAnI pavitratA vadhavAnI. AmAM jeTalI DhIlAza teTale AjJAbhaMgane doSa ane sAdhutAne nAza thavAne mATe zAsana khAtara, bhagavAnanI AjJA khAtara ane ApanA Atmika kalyANa khAtara temaja saMghanA upakAranI khAtara sAdhuonI pavitratA dina-pratidina vadhe ane vibhAga pahele ! 55

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zAsananI sAcI prabhAvanA thAya tevu ApanA hAthathI thaze te asacamanI paraparAnA pApathI ghaNA ja kheMcI jazeA. zrIsadya pAse ne bhatA pAse pApAne DhAMkavA Apa jJAna tathA zaktinA upayAga karazeA tA kadAca, pApAnudhI punya bAkI rahyu hAya tA, okharU sacavAI jAya paNa kasattA AgaLa game tevA samaya mAMdhAtAonuM cAlyu nathI, te vAta Ape bIjAne samajAvavA mATe ghaNIvAra karI che. ApanI jAta mATe A a Mge koI vicAra karavA ja nathI. Apane zu Atmika nukazAnathI bacAvavA keAI hitecchu sAcA salAhakAra ja nathI ? kame Apane satva vagaranA banAvI dIdhA ke jethI haju puruSArtha karI zAsananI apUrva sevA karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. eka sevaka tarIke bharI vinaMtI karuM chuM' ke Apa hajI vicAra karo. khAjI hAthamAM che. chatAM Apa nahIM vicArA tA dhamasthAnA adharmanA sthAnA thaze ane je pApAnI paraparA cAlaze te badhA pApAnA bhAgIdAra Apa thaze ane tenA kaDavA phaLa zrIsa ghane bhAgavavA paDaze. chatAM Apane zrIsa dhanA hita khAtara kema zubha vicAra AvatA nathI ane cAMTa lAgatI nathI tenu' kharuM rahasya chu' hoi zake ? Apane paraleAka jevI kAI cIja nathI tema lAgI gayu che ke kema? tenI mane samajaNa paDatI nathI. Ape atyAra sudhI samAvela che ke sAdhunu` sacama e ja zAsananI mATI prabhAvanA che. sacama vinA kadI zAsana Take nahIM. cAritranA nAza eTale bhagavAnanA mAnA nAza. bhagavAnanI AjJAnA nAza karanArane ane asacama poSanArane "kevA ghAtakI kIdhA che te Apa zAMtacitte vicArI te paNa pApathI pAchA pharavAnA vicAra jarUra Avaze temaja sA~camarakSAnu* uttama kArya karavAnu mana thaze; ane gacchAdhipatinI pharaja majAvyAnA AnaMda thaze temaja mananA kheAja ghaNA ja haLavA thaze, pakSanI pratiSThA sAcavavA asayamI sAdhuone paNa mahAsatIene vaMdana karAvavAnI ghelachA UbhI karI che, tethI mane khUba AghAta thAya che. paNa Apa game tevA, zAsananA nAza thAya tevA, anyAya karA tA paNa Apane kahI zake tevI vyavasthA khalAsa thaI gaI tenu pariNAma eTaluM kharAba Avaze tyAre Apa cAMkI uThazeA, ane jagatamAM sArA tarIke jIvI zakaze nahIM. mATe kRpA karI mahAsatIenI sacamarakSA thAya tevA praNa"dha karI zAsanane bacAvI leze. 56 / vibhAga pahelA

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ApanI vANIne vizvAsu aneka bhAI-bahenee dIkSA lIdhI tathA zrIsa che ane temanA kuTuMbIoe lAkhe rUpiyA kharcA. jaina zAsananI prabhAvanA sAthe sAdhutAnI pavitratAthI zAsanane keTale lAbha thAya che e samajAvatA tyAre sAMbhaLanArane kharekhara lAgatuM ke AvA samartha puruSa vagara bhagavAnane mArga keNu TakAvI zakata. Ape ApanA jJAna ane zaktinA jorathI bAladIkSAne dhadha varSa. sAdhupaNunA [, Amikasukha AgaLa cakravartinA sukhanI kaI kiMmata nathI, AvI sAdhutA nI mahattA samajAvI. tethI aneka bALa, yuvAna, prauDha ane vRddhoe ApanAmAM vizvAsa mukI, uttama prakAranA Atmika sukha bhogavavA mATe, dIkSA lIdhI. hAthInA dAMta dekhADavAnA ane cAvavAnA judA hoya che tevuM ApanAmAM heya nahIM tema mAnI, ApanAmAM vizvAsa rAkhI, ApanI nizrAe AvyA. ApanI nizrAe AvyA pachI keTalA ghare gayA, keTalA saMyamathI bhraSTa thayA, keTalA viSaya kaSAyathI rIbAI rahyA che ane keTalA sAdhutAnI khumArI gumAvI satvahIna banI ArAdhanA mATe DhIlA thaI gayA che. saMsArane nAza karavAnI ane mokSa meLavavAnI tIvra jhaMkhanAvALAono saMsAra vadhI rahyo che tevI sthiti najare jovAya che. temAM koI purAvAnI jarUra nathI. theDA mahAtmAo sArA rahyA che te ApanI kALajIthI nahIM paNa emanI khAnadAnI ane pUrvanI ArAdhanAthI. Ape te bhagavAnanI AjJA upara paga mUkI asaMyama vadhe te mATe sAdhunA prANa samAna nava vADeno nAza ane aSTa pravacana mAtAne mArI nAkhavAnI pUrI sagavaDa karI ApI che, te kadI chUpAya tema nathI. gurunI nizrAe AvelAnI kALajI guru na rAkhe ane asaMyamI pAke ane tene saMsAra vadhI jAya, tene Ape je kaDaka zabdomAM kIdhuM che te Apa yAda ' karaze zuM ApanA zabdonI paNa Apane kimata nathI ? tithi aMge Ape jJAnamaMdiramAM kahela ke bhagavAnanI AjJAne mArI nAkhavA mATe jIvavuM tenA karatA jhera khAIne marI javuM te vadhAre sAruM. tithi mATe AjJAnI ATalI mahattA jyAre sAdhuonA bhAvaprANu saMyamanI pavitratA sAcavavA mATe karelI bhagavAnanI AjJAne sAcavavA mATe tenI kaI kiMmata AMkI nathI, te ghaNuM ja zaramajanaka che ane A upajAve tevuM che. mahApuruSee cAritranI kiMmata je AMkI che te , vibhAga pahelo / 57

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Apa samajAvatA, te Ape belavA pUratI AMkI, amalamAM mukavA mATe nahIM. tenuM kAraNa Apa game te AjJAbhaMgano guna kare te paNa, ApanAmAMthI vizvAsa na UThI jAya, ane saMghamAM pratiSThA jaLavAI rahe tevI buddhithI bhadrika lekene samajAvyA che, te mahAna anyAya karela che. huM ApanA dharmaratna prakaraNanA vyAkhyAna vAMcuM chuM tyAre bhagavAnanA mArganI zraddhA pAkI thatI jAya che ane AnaMda khUba thAya che. Ape ApanA AtmA mATe prAmANikapaNe vicAra karyo hota te zrIsaMghamAM cothA ArAnA darzana thAta ane sAdhutAnI pavitratAnI suvAsa cAre bAju phelAI gaI hota. ame kamabhAgI ke AvA samartha mahApuruSanI zakti saMghane maLavA chatAM kaLikALanA darzana thavA mAMDyA che. hAya. zAsananA hita mATe ApanI vAta jene jene karI te vAtane Apa ApanA jJAna, zakti ane bhadrika zrImaMta lokeAnI tAkAta upara cheSabuddhithI asaMtoSathI thAya che tema kahI samajAvI zakayA che. tenuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke sAcI vAta sAMbhaLavA jeTalI zakti khalAsa thaI gaI. mahApuruSo saMyamanA khapI, zAsananA rAgI ne guNanA pakSapAtI hoya, zAsanane samarpita ke tene ja mahApuruSa kahe che. ApanuM keI punyodaya jAgatuM thaI jAya ne chelle chele sAdhutAnI pavitratA TakAvavAno suMdara vicAra AvI jAya to sakala saMghanuM kalyANa thaI jAya. kadAca kaI tIvra pApanA udaye asaMyamane kADhavA mATe sadabuddhi na sUjhe te paNa have navA cIkaNuM karma na baMdhAya te mATe jAgRti rAkhavA sevakanI vinaMtI che. mArI zubha bhAvanAthI karelA tapa ane jApasaMyamanA rAgI pramANika mahAtmAone, dhamI ArAdhaka zrAvakene temaja zraddhALu zrImaMta zrAvakane saMyamarakSAnA kAryamAM madada karavA zAsanadeva preraNA karaze, tevI mane pAkI zraddhA che. Apane cAritranI kiMmata samajAya te zrIsaMgha ghaNA anarthothI bacI jAya. e ja vinaMtI. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkAraze. tIne pAvI jAya to chelle sAdhutAna ApanuM 58 / vibhAga pahelo

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} tA. 20-6-82 parama pUjya, parama upakArI AcArya devazrI vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, pATaNa, lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazeAjI. ApanA mArA upara dhama pamADavA mATenA upakAra che te dhyAnamAM rAkhI, Apane A je je patro lakhyA temAM ApanI maneAvRtti, ApanI sthiti tathA ApanA Azraye AvelAnI sthiti ane Ape zAsanarakSAnI vAtA karI paNa amala mATe kAI prayatna karyAM nahIM jenuM pariNAma ghaNuM ja kharAma AvyuM che te mATe thADuMka Apane na ruce tevu' lakhIne paNa ApanA hAthathI kAI rIte khagala khAjI sudhare te bhAvathI saMghanA kalyANa khAtara vinatIpUrvaka lakhela che, te upara kRpA karI vicArazeAjI. gAbhadranu jIvana, siddhapuruSanu' jIvana, ca'dralekhAnuM jIvana, tenA guNAnuM varNana, pU. AcArya bhagavaMta dharma ghASavijayajI mahArAja sAhebe ApelA upadeza, sAdhu kANu ane ane kone banAvAya te badhI vAta sAMbhaLyA pachI, gAbhadranI sAdhu thavAnI tItra bhAvanA thai ane utkRSTa ArAdhanA karavA chatAM mAna--kaSAyanA jorathI thayelu patana ane tenuM kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma, paraMtu kAI sArI bhavitavyatAnA ceAge tene da bhagavAnanA cAga maLI gayA, tethI temanA thayelA uddhAra A khadhI vAtAnuM Ape varNana karI ceAgya AtmA mATe guNA pAmavA ApanA jJAna ane zaktinA upayAga karyAM. kAM kAM ane kevA sajogAmAM keTalI uttamatA hAya tA ja TakI zake, paraMtu mAna--kaSAyanA jore sAdhupaNAmAM krAdha karI AtmAnI keTalI khAnAkharAkhI thaI, e badhuM varNana Ape karela che. paraMtu Ape aMtaramAM mAtmakalyANa mATe vicAra karI hAta tA Aje zrIsaMghanI sthiti koI judI hAta. Apa pharIthI vAMcIvicArI joze ke ApaNe kayAM chIe ? mithyAtvane pAmelA jIvAnA guNAnu varNana sAMbhaLatA lAge che ke AvA jIvAnI keTalI ceAgyatA ane Apa tathA ApanI nizrAe vibhAga pahelA / pa9

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tA AvelA 6-7mA guNasthAnakane pAmavAnI jhaMkhanAvALA hovA chatAM, keTalAoe sAdhupaNAnA guNa khIlavavAnI mahenata karI ke jethI bhavAnI paraparA kapAya ane keTalAee bhagavAnanI AjJAne vaphAdAra rahI puruSArtha karyo ke jethI zAsana ujaLuM dekhAya ?vAtA ghaNI karI, AcaraNamAM keTalI pIchehaThe. dharma dabANathI karAvAtA nathI, paraMtu ArAdhaka AtmAone mArgadarzana ApI ane karuNAbhAva lAvI kahevAmAM Ave te jarUra sArA AtmAonu* vahelAsara kalyANa thAya. bAkI tA pApanI paraparA vadhAranArA AtmA upara dekhADavA puratA vAtsalyabhAva ke karuNAbhAva batAvavAthI kadI tenu hita thatu nathI; te zAsananI niMdA karanArA mane che. sAdhutAnI pavitratA TakAvavI e zAsanarakSAnu` mATAmAM mATu kAma che ne te ApanA hAthanI vAta che. mATe nava vADAnu tathA aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM zakti mujaba pAlana karavAnuM ane pramAdathI doSa thaI jAya teA AkhA divasamAM thayela pApanuM prAyazcita levAnI gAThavaNa karavAmAM Ave te, ArAdhaka AtmAe ka vaza DhIlA paDyA hoya te, teno uddhAra thatAM vAra lAgaze nahIM. tethI zrIsaMdhamAM sAdhutAnI pavitratAnI suvAsa prasaravAthI jaina zAsananI jAheAjalAlI ghaNI vadhI javAnI. lAkAmAM sArA dekhAvA, cADA pheraphAra karI, jagatane patAvavA pUratA prayatna thaze paNa ataramAM tenI kimata nahIM hoya teA AtmAne kAMI lAbha thavAnA nathI. Apa zAsanarakSaka gaNAva che. Ape pravacananI tAkAtathI leAkAne zAsanasevAnA lAlA samajAvyA. tethI-dhabuddhithI-leza kajiyA karI, lAkhA rUpiyA kharcI, tapa-jApa Adi karI, jAnanA jokhame ApanA vacana upara vizvAsa mUkI khUba bhAga Apela che, te ApanAthI ajANya nathI. atyAra sudhI zAsanarakSAnA je kAryo karAvyA temAM zrIsaMdhane bhAga ApavAnA hatA. Apane phakta vANI dvArA preraNA ja karavAnI hatI. sacamarakSAnI kiMmata atyAra sudhI thayelA zAsanarakSAnA kAya karatA anatagaNI che; ane temAM Ape jAte ja bhAga ApavAnA che. temAM Apa upekSA sevA tA zAsananI sevAnI phakta vAtA ja karavAnI hatI. sAdhutAnI pavitratAnA nAzathI dharmasthAnA adhanA banI jaze. tethI khALakA, bahena ane pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebAne dhama sthAnA 1, 60 / vibhAga pahelA '

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mAM javA mATe bhaya vadhatuM jAya che. te vakhate zAsananI rakSA nahIM thAya te zAsanane nAza avazya thavAne, temAM jarA zaMkA nathI. pU. mahAsatIzrI sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebanuM ziyaLabhaMga karanArane pU. zAstrakAra bhagavatee kevA kevA vizeSaNe ApyA che te jagata samakSa Ape kahelA che. te vakhate sAMbhaLanArane, bhayaMkara pApI hoya paNa thoDI ghaNuM gyatA hoya te, pApathI pAchA pharavAnuM mana thayA vinA rahe nahIM. chatAM mahAsatIonI pavitratA sacavAya te maTe bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanuM niyaMtraNa mukavA mATe taiyArI nathI, tethI khUba duHkha anubhavuM chuM. zrI rajanIza asaMyamanA vicAre hatA te mujaba jagatamAM amala karAvate. zrIkAnajIbhAIe tayakriyAthI mukti nathI tema kahI adhyAtmanI vAta karI, ane te mujaba pramANikapaNe vartana karyuM. Ape mokSa mArganI prarupaNuM zAstra ane siddhAMtane vaphAdAra rahI sAdhujIvananI mahattA samajAvI Atmika sukhano mahimA gAye. tethI jIvanamAM keTalI zAMti rahe che ane AtmAne keTale vikAsa thAya che te pratipAdana karyuM. paraMtu tene amala, zakti mujaba, pramANikapaNe Ape nathI karyo. teno vicAra haja karaze te paNa lAbha ghaNe thaze. ApanA mAthe satya vAta kahenAra keI Aje vaDIla nathI, tethI saMghanuM mahAna durbhAgya che. haja'theDA sAtvika, cAritrasaMpanna ane mokSanA khapI mahAtmAnI hAjarI hovA chatAM Apane satya vAta nathI kahI zaktA temAM Apane ja azubhane udaya gaNAya ke kema, te te jJAnIbhagavaMte kahI zake. siddhapuruSane punyane udaya hatuM tethI gaMbhadra jevo pavitra mANasa maLI go ane tenuM ThekANuM paDI gayuM. Apane keAI punya udaya jAge te saddabuddhi jAge ne zrIsaMghanuM saMcamarakSAnuM kAma sArI rIte thaI jAya. lokene zAstra ane siddhAMtanI UcI vAta karI samajAvyuM ane tene amala Ape tethI viparIta karyo. tethI ja punya ja khAdhuM che te vAta Apa zAMtacitte vicAraze te jarAya atizayokti nathI tema lAgyA vinA raheze nahIM. have AyuSyane keI bharose nathI. . vibhAga pahelo | 61

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karmasattA pAse kAMI cAlavAnuM nathI. chelle jIvanane sArthaka karavuM hoya te zAsananuM hita vicArI prAmANikapaNe prayatna karaze te hajI bAjI hAthamAM che. Apa je sthAna para birAje che tene vaphAdAra na rahetA, buddhi ane jJAnazaktino upaga ArAdhanA mATe nahIM karatAM, phaData mAnapAna-pratiSThA mATe karyo, tethI Ape AtmAnI ciMtA temaja zAsananI ciMtA karI nahIM. rAjakAraNamAM iMdirAbene je mAna-pratiSThA meLavI, tethI vadhAre zakti hovA chatAM, tevI mAna-pratiSThA meLavI zakayA nathI, te satya hakIktathI haju vicAra karatA thAva te zrIsaMghanuM mahAna kalyANa thaI jAya. "mahAvIra zAsanamAM zrI rAjubhAI mATe zabdo vAparyA cheH dhanya che temanA dharmane, dhanya che temanA jJAnane, dhanya che temanI zAsanasevAne, dhanya che ApanA uparanA rAgane. pUjya AcAryabhagavaMta zrI haribhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba ane pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba jevA mahA prabhAvazALI mahAtmAnI haroLamAM, paMca parameSThInA trIjA pade sthApita karI muktipadanuM sarTIphIkeTa phADI ApanAra paNa ochA dhanyavAdane pAtra nathI. jagatamAM badhuM be naMbaramAM che te be naMbaranA dharmamAM Ane ja mahAna dharma kahevAya? zeThazrI jIvAbhAInI preraNAthI zeThazrI kasturabhAIe sAdhutAnI pavitratA vadhe te mATe saMmelana belAvela. jAheramAM AvI carcA thAya te zAsanane nukazAna thAya ane sAdhunI niMdA thAya tevI vAta samajAvI saMmelanane niSphaLa banAvavAnA zakaya teTalA prayatna karyA. Ape khAnagImAM sAdhutAnI pavitratA mATe koI prayatna na karyA tenA kaDavA phaLa zrIsaMghane cAkhavA paDe che. ane ame ApanA vizvAse kArya karela tethI bhayaMkara pApa bAMdhyuM che. pApa chupAvavA Ape mAyA karI kevuM pApa karyuM te te jJAnI jANe. have anyAyane DhAMkavA e pracAra karavAmAM Ave che ke sAheba te ghaNI ja vAtsalyavALA ane mahAna karuNAnA bhaMDAra che. A be guNe utkRSTa keTInA hovAthI keIne duHkha lAge tevuM kahI zakatA nathI. A be uttama guNe kevalajJAnI bhagave temAM ja hoya tethI gaNane vAyaNAM, coyaNuM, paDIcoyaNuM karI zake temane ja sepe che. te Apane A be guNe utkRSTa keTInA prApta thayA hoya te samudAya bIjAne pI kara ! vibhAga pahele

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sAdhutAnI pavitratA vadhe te mATe saMmelana bolAvela devuM joIe, jethI nidA ane phajetI na thAya ane zAsananI malInatA TaLe. asaMyamane protsAhana ApavA mATe vAta thatI hoya to mane lAge che ke ApanA hAthathI na karavAnA kAryo thayA hoya tethI lAcAra thaI javAthI AbarUnA bhaye kAMI kahI zaktA nathI. tethI buddhi ane kaLAthI mAyA karI A be guNane pracAra karI zake che. zuM satya che te Apa ja jANuM zake agara jJAnI jANe. mane ApanA ja vicAro Ave che ke karmasattA zuM zuM karAve che ? pUrvadhare kema paDyA? zAsanane zaktisampanna maLyA chetA saMghanuM keTaluM ochuM punya ke Ape karela zaktine dura upayoga karyo tethI saMghanI khAnAkharAbI thayelI. A vicArathI huM ghaNuM ja duHkhI thauM chuM. Apane zAsananA rAgI, punyAtmA ne satya vAta kahenArA maLI jAya te ja saMghane udyota thAya. Apa atyAra sudhI pApAnubaMdhI punyanA hisAbe je rIte jIvyA che te ApanI karma prakRtithI game tevA doSo se te paNa leke guNe mAne. tethI mAnanI parAkASThAe pahoMcelA Apane saheje thAya ke, mArA paganA taLIye besanAra, sevaka tarIke rahenAra mane salAha denAre kezu? AvA bhAvathI aMtaramAM kaidhanI mAtrA vadhI jAya te, Apane vinaMtIpUrvaka kahuM chuM ke zAMta thAva, zAMta thAva. Apa jJAnI che. haju dhAre teTaluM sAruM karI zake tema che. te zakti, jJAna, buddhine sadupayoga karI, bhUtakALane bhUlI jaI, mAnane mArI nAkhI, Apa ekAMte AtmakalyANa mATe prayatna karaze te darekanuM kalyANa che. zAsanane mahAna ulkApAtathI bacAvI ApanI chellI jiMdagI sArthaka kare, tevI sevakanI dardabharI namra vinaMtI che. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazejI. vibhAga pahele / 63

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tA. 8-1ra-ra parama pUjaya, parama upakArI AcAryadevazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI pATaNa. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkAraze.. ApazrIne agiyAra patro lakhyA. sAdhuonI pavitratA sAcavavA ghaNuM vinaMtI karI. paNa Ape atyAra sudhI saMyamanI, zAsanarakSAnI, zAstra-siddhAMtanI ane dharmanI khUba vAta karI, paraMtu aMtaramAM dharmane rAga nahIM hovAthI, cAritranI kaI kiMmata nahIM hovAthI ApanI pAse tathA samudAyamAM temaja pakSamAM je asaMyamanI sthiti thaI rahI che tene aTakAvavA gacchAdhipati tarIkenI pharaja bajAvI nathI. paraMtu asayamane bacAva karavA bhadrika zrImaMtanA baLa upara tathA sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA pracAra karAvavAnI tAkAta upara Ape jJAnano upacAga karI prayatna karyA che te gacchAdhipatinA padane kalaMka samAna che. mahAvratanI pratijJA lIdhA pachI bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana na karyuM tenAthI nava vADa tathA aSTa pravacana mAtAne ghAta thaye tenuM ja pariNAma che. tethI meTA bhAganA sAdhuonI sthiti dayAjanaka ane karuNApAtra banI che; ane jIvanane barabAda-karI, ATalI UMcI sthitie AvyA pachI, jIvanane hArI gayA che ane zrIsaMghane bevaphA banyA che. Ape keInI bhAvadayA na ciMtavI tenuM kAraNa Apane sAdhutAnI kiMmata nahotI. phakta cAritranI UMcI vAta karI lokene bharamAvI sAdhuonI saMkhyA gaNavI. pratiSThA mATenI ramata hatI, te atyAranI sthitithI nakakI thaI gayuM che. haju Apane vinaMtIpUrvaka lakhuM chuM ke ApanI kArakidI kalaMkita hovA chatAM, jagatamAM mahApuruSanI khyAtI che tene TakAvavI hoya to, chellI avasthAmAM saMghanA kalyANa khAtara, sAdhuonA jIvana khAtare, ApanA AtmakalyANa khAtara je kAraNathI asaMyama vadhyo che te (nIcenA) kAraNe nAbuda thAya te ja darekanuM kalyANa che. vyAkhyAna sivAya sAdhvIjIe ke bahenee AvavuM nahIM. vaMdana dareke te ja vakhate karI levuM. 64 | vibhAga pahele

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vAta karI lekone bharamAvI sAdhuonI saMkhyA gaNAvI - cAre AhArano tyAga karI mArA jIvanane sArthaka karIza gAmaDAmAM sAdhu sAdevIjIe sAthe rahevuM nahIM. - asaMyamI sAdhuonuM cAturmAsa hoya tyAM sAdhvIjInuM cAturmAsa karAvavuM nahIM. asaMyamI sAdhuo pAse sAdhvIjIne vaMdana karAvavuM nahIM. asaMyamI sAdhu have prAyazcita laI zuddha thAya. pachI je bhagavAnanI AjJAne vaphAdAra na rahe ane AjJAbhaMga kare te pATa upara besADavA nahIM. je kaI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI AnuM pAlana na kare to tenI sAthe vaMdana vahevAra baMdha karI devo. sAdhutAnI pavitratA sArAmAM sArI sacavAya te mATe cAritrasaMpanna pU. sAdhuo tathA cAritranA premavALA zrAvakenI kamITI nImavI. uparanI hakIkta Apa dhyAnamAM laI ApanA ja hAthathI zAsanane rAga haze te ja kArya thaze tethI darekane khUba AnaMda thaze. Apane tathA bIjA cAritrasaMpanna mahAtmAo pAse sAdhutAnI pavitratA vadhe te mATe khAnagImAM khUba mahenata karI, paNa haju sudhI keIe prayatno karyA nahIM tenuM mane pArAvAra dukha che. tethI zrI sakala saMghane jAgRta karavA ane sAcI paristhatithI vAkepha karavA zrI jJAnamaMdiranI bahAra oTA upara, cAre AhArane tyAga karI mArA jIvanane sArthaka karIza. temAM jaina zAsananI nidA thaze tathA sAdhuonI phajetI thaze tenI puratI javAbadArI ApanI che; ane Ane dabANa ke dhamakI mAnaze nahIM. mArA hRdayanI vedanA 18 mahinAthI sAdhutAnI pavitratA mATe karela tapathI thayela rakSAnI zuddha bhAvanA che. e ja vinaMtI. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vibhAga pahele | 65

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dhrAMgadhrA zrI AcArya mahArAja zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI pATaNa. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazejI. vi. vi. sAthe jaNAvavAnuM ke Apane 12 patro lakhyA che. tenAthI Apane vicAravAnI taka maLavA chatAM kadI vicAra karyo nahIM. tethI khAtarI thaI che ke Apane kadI paralokano vicAra AvavAne nahIM. tema samajavA chatAM kadAca kaI sArI bhavitavyatA hoya ane saMghanuM punya jAgRta hoya to saMghanuM hita karavAnuM mana thaI jAya te mATe ja prayatna karuM chuM. jaina pravacananI phAIlamAMthI pU. gurudevazrI gacchAdhipatie karela baMdhAraNanI kepI A sAthe bIDI che. te baMdhAraNa Ape mAnya rAkhela 4 che. sAdhuonI pavitratA sacavAya te mATe bhagavAnanI AjJAne tathA baMdhAraNane najara samakSa rAkhI upadeza ApatA hatA ke sAcI sAdhutA TakAvavI hoya te nava vADAnuM pAlana ane aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana karavuM ja joIe. evuM kahenArAonA hAthathI ja saMyama ane AcArane nAza thayo che ane baMdhAraNane bhAMgIne pheMkI dIdhuM che te kamanazIbI che. A saMbaMdhI Apa zAMtacitte vicArazo te Apane ja lAgaze ke mArA jIvananuM meM zuM karyuM ane tenuM pariNAma kevuM AvyuM? aMtaracakSu khullo haze te najare dekhAze. pU. gurumahArAjazrIe ApanI sAthe saMgaThana karyuM ke havethI bhagavAnanI AjJA virUddha kaMI na karavuM, viziSTa rIte cAritranuM suMdara pAlana thAya te mATe baMdhAraNa karyuM, ane tenuM kaDaka rIte pAlana karavAnI khAtrI ApyA pachI ja Apane samudAyamAM lIdhA che. pU. gurumahArAjazrIne akhaMDa prema ne vizuddha jIvana hovAthI saMyamamAM duSaNa lAge tevA kAraNone nAbUda karavA mATe, ApanI pAsethI ja A baMdhAraNanI vigata vibhAga pahelAnA aMte ApI che. 66 | vibhAga pahele

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pAkI khAtrI lIdhA pachI ja, Apa jevA samartha ane zaktizALI saMghamAM gaNatAnI zarama rAkhyA sivAya, saMyamanI rakSA karI. tyAre Ape saMyamamAM khapI, je sAdhuoe ApanI asaMyamanI pravRttimAM sAtha na Apyo temanI sAthe vyavahAra baMdha rAkhI samudAyanI bahAra mukI dIdhA che jethI teo nirAdhAra banI jAya. paraMtu teomAM cAritranI khumArI tathA game tevuM kaSTa Ave te te sahana karavAnI tAkAtathI ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. tethI ApanI melI murAda saphaLa thaI nathI. cAritrasaMpanna zikSA karavAne atyAra sudhImAM A pahelo prasaMga haze. dhanya che ApanA sthAnane, dhanya che ApanA dharmane. ApanA upara keIne aMkuza nahI tethI ja A mahAna anyAya karI, asaMyamanI puSTi karI che. ApazrI ' vicAra, asaMyamanA pApe kevI rIte karavI paDI, te paNa dharma ane zAsananA nAme. pU. gurumahArAjazrIne vizvAsa saMpAdana karyA pachI zrIsaMghe ApanI vANI upara zraddhA rAkhI. seMkaDe bhAI-bahenanI dIkSA thaI temAM zAstra mujabanuM kaI dhAraNa svIkAryuM nahIM. tethI moTA bhAganA dIkSItanA jIvana sAdhutAnA AcArane nAza karI jIvanane barabAda karI rahyA che, te satya hakIkta najare dekhAya che. Ape dIkSAnuM mahattva zAstra AdhAre evuM samajAvela ke 12 mAsanuM sAdhupaNuM pAlanAra anuttara devanA sukha jevuM Atmika sukha ahIMyA beTho bhagave che. AvuM sukha jogavanAra eka paNa sAdhu pAka nathI evuM jANavA chatAM ApanA upara vizvAsa rAkhI aneka kuTuMboe potAnA vahAlasoyA putra-putrIo, bhAI-bahene ane sagAsabaMdhIone sAcA sukhane svAda levA ane vahelI mukti thAya te dhyAnamAM rAkhI lAkha rUpIyA kharcI dharma prabhAvanAo karI. ApanI nizrAe AvyA pachI ApanA mAyAvI jIvanathI temane Atmika vikAsa nAza thaI gaye. Ape saMkhyAbaLa vadhAravA pratiSThAnuM lakSa zaru karyuM paraMtu aneka AtmAonuM ahita thayuM. tethI tenA vAlIone tathA zrIsaMghane ha gaNAya ke kema temaja Apane bhayaMkara pApa baMdhAya ke kema te Ape ja nakkI karavAnuM che. Apane kharekhara dharma upara premazraddhA hota te kadI AvI bhayaMkara sthiti prApta thAta nahIM. Apa karmasattA tathA paralokane Dara bhUlI gayA tenuM mane pArAvAra duHkha che. AvA vibhAga pahele ! ka7

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samartha zakitazALInI kame kevI sthiti karI nAkhI. paraMtu hajI vicAra karavAnI taka che. vRddha uMmara thatI jAya che. avAranavAra tabiyata bagaDI jAya che. paraMtu AyuSyanA baLe tabiyata sudharI jAya che te saMghanA hita khAtara, AtmakalyANa khAtara, pU. gurudevazrIne Apela vacana pALavAne khAtara sadavicAra Ave te darekane sAcI sAdhutAnA darzana thAya ane saMghanuM raNa adA karI zakAya. tethI chellI ghaDIe sAcI samAdhi Takaze. Ape zAsanarakSA, tIrtharakSA, siddhAMtarakSA, saMyamarakSAnA lAbha samajAvyA. bhagavAnanA mArganI rakSA karavA punyAthI hoya te ja tana, mana ane dhanathI temaja jarUra paDe te rAjakartAne Azaro laIne temaja kerTamAM nyAya meLavavAno ane nyAya na maLe te AmaraNAMta upavAsa karI lAbha laI zake. chatIzaktie kAMI na kare te mahAna pApanA bhAgIdAra bane che. ApanI A vANuM upara vizvAsa rAkhI sAdhuonI pavitratA kema vadhe te mATe jene jene prayatno karyA tene takalIphamAM mukavA koI kacAza rAkhI nathI. paraMtu teonA punya Apane saphaLatA maLI nathI. tethI nakakI thAya che ke ApanI vANuM ane jIvana vacce AkAza-pAtALa jeTaluM aMtara che. ApanI pAse ApanA AtmAnI ciMtA karanAra hiterachu keI ja nathI, tenuM ja A pariNAma che. huM ApanAthI dharma samajyo tethI hitaciMtaka tarIke mAre mArI pharaja bajAvavI joIe. asAdhya darda mATe ghaNI kaDavI davA pAvI paDe che tema mArAthI hitabuddhithI kaDaka lakhANuM hoya ane satyano pakSa karyAthI Apane duHkha lAge te svAbhAvika che. chatAM Apane vinaMtI karuM chuM ke have khuNe - besI, AMsu sArI, karela kRtyano pazcAtApa karI jIvanane zuddha banAvavA prayatna karaze te paNa ghaNuM pApathI haLavA thaI javAze. hajI bAjI hAthamAM che. mATe kRpA karI mAyA-daMbha-kAvAdAvAne sarAvI jIvanane saphaLa banAvo, te jovAnI mArI tIvra bhAvanA che. Ape jIvana sudhAravA ghaNAne salAha ApI che. Apane mATe vinaMtI karavAno vakhata Avye te paNa kALanI balIhArI che. AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che, ane koIpaNa vicAra nahIM karo to, Aje AyuSya pUruM thaI jaze te, ApanI jagatamAM meTI bhula haze. ApanI zakti, buddhi, jJAnano upayoga karI, 68 | vibhAga pahele

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Apane ja lAgaze ke mArA jIvananuM meM zuM karyuM khAtrI ApyA pachI ja Apane samudAyamAM lIdhA che kevI rama karI, te paNa dharma ane zAsananA nAme dharmanI vAta karI ane dharmanA kAryo karI, sakala saMghane mUrkha banAvavAne AnaMda jAte karI, karelA pApone pramANikapaNe svIkAravAthI saddagatI nakkI thaI jAya che. have to Ape ja AtmakalyANa karavuM ke na karavuM tene nirNaya karavAno che. sAdhuonI pavitratA na sacavAya te zAsanane nAza ane tethI dharmane nAza; ane te nAzane aTakAvavA Apa kAMI nahIM karo te mAre game tevA bhege ApavA paDaze te ApI, jIvanane sArthaka karIza. pariNAma te jJAnIe dIThuM haze te Avaze. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA. vibhAga pahelo | 69

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tA. rara-ra-84 parama pUjya AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, amadAvAda. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA. vizeSa jaNAvavAnuM ke Apane patra lakhavAnuM pUjya AcAryadevazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe baMdha karAvI pote saMyamanI rakSA mATe, deva-gurunI AjJAnuM pAlana karAvavA mATe, cAturmAsamAM sAthe rahI prayatna karaze, tema kahevAthI mArA prayatno baMdha rAkhela. ApanI tabiyatane najara samakSa rAkhI dhArela ke A5 chelle bhagavAnanA zAsanane ane ApanA AtmAne thayela nukazAnathI bacAvI jIvana sArthaka karaze, te dhAraNuM paNa niSphaLa nIvaDI che. pUjya guru deve sAdhuonI saMyamarakSA thAya te mATe 11 kalamenuM baMdhAraNa karela che, te pALavA mATe khAtrI Apela. te khAtrIne chaDecoka bhaMga karanAramAM, pUjya gurudeva pratyeno rAga ane saMyamane rAga ke hato te jagajAhera thato jAya che. 11 kalamanuM ane 9 vADenuM pAlana karI deva-gurune vaphAdAra rahyA hatA te zAsanapakSamAM meTAbhAge AcArabhraSTa ane saMcamabhraSTa thayA che te kadI thAta nahIM. sAdhunA saMyama khAtarane zAsanapakSanI pratiSThA vadhAravA mATe meM gharabArane tyAga karI theDA TAImamAM mArI pravRtti zarU karavA nirNaya karela che. mArA jIvanamAM lehInuM bindu haze tyAM sudhI mahAsatIonI ziyaLarakSA karavA prayatna karIza. mArA hAthathI ApanI kArakIrdI khalAsa na thAya tevI tIvra bhAvanA hovA chatAM lAcAra thaI eka bAju zAsanasaMcamarakSA che, bIjI bAju zAsana. zAsana pakSe Apela khAtrI bhaMga karI sAdhunA AcAra ane saMyamano nAza karavAmAM Apane mATe hise che. eTale ApanI kRtrima pratiSThA karatAM saMyamarakSAnI kiMmata aneka gaNI che. tethI mAre mArI pharaja bajAvavI tema mAnIne have prayatna karIza. temAM Apa, samudAya ane pakSanA sAdhumAM moTA bhAge je rIte jIvana jIvI rahyA che ane sAdhunA AcArane ane saMyamane 70 | vibhAga paTela

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samane rAga kevo hato te jagajAhera thatA jAya che, ApanI kRtrima pratiSThA karatAM saMyamarakSAnI kiMmata game tevuM sahana karavAnI mArI saMpUrNa taiyArI che nAza karavA mATe sAdhuvezamAM rahIne je pravRttio cAlI rahI che ane zraddhALuM, bheLA, saraLa jIne dharmanA nAme phasAvI mAyAdeSTi ane ane asatyanuM AcaraNa karI mahAvratane chaDecoka bhaMga karI aneka AtmAone durgatimAM malavAne dhadho cAlI rahyo che ane devagurunI AjJA pAlana karavA mATe zAstra ane siddhAMtane vaphAdAra rahevA zAsanapakSe - khAtrI ApI hatI te ja pakSanA moTAbhAganA sAdhuo ApanI AgevAnIthI keTalI nIcI kakSAe jaI zAsanapakSane tathA tenI pratiSThAne khatama karavA sudhI je kRtya karyA che, te bhUtakALa bhUlI jaI have tevI paristhiti na thAya, te mATe zAsanapakSe Apela vacananuM pAlana karAvavA zAsanadeva je preraNuM karaze te badhA kAryo karIza ane te mATe game tevuM sahana karavuM paDaze te mATe mArI saMpUrNa -- taiyArI che. paheluM kAma Apa jyAM haze tyAM sAcI paristhiti jANuM vIza. te patranI nakala have pachI melIza. AzA rAkhuM chuM ke haju ' saMyamarakSA mATe deva-gurunI AjJA mAnaze. , huM samajuM chuM ke ApanI pAse paisAdAranuM pIThabaLa che, lAgavaga che temaja aneka prakAre Apane bacAva karanAra mATe varga che. tethI siMha samAna gaNAvI che. paNa karmasattA pAse pAparUpI jIvamAM eTalA badhA phasAI gayA che tene mArA jevA nAne uMdaraDe ApanI jALane toDI nAkhI Apane sAce khyAla Avaze tyAre ja mane saMyamarakSAne AnaMda thaze. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vaMdanA. vibhAga pahele | 71

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tA. 27-284 mahArAja zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrIamadAvAda. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vA2 vadanA svIkArazeAjI. ApanA mArA upara dharma samajAvavAnA upakAra che tenA badalA vALavA ApanA AtmAnI ciMtA karavI te ja sAcA upAya che. Atmika dRSTie Ape ghaNuM ja gumAvyu che te huM sArI rIte samajI zakyA cheM.. tethI zAsananA hita khAtara, sAdhutAnI pavitratA sAcavavA mATe zAstrIya vAtane tema ja pU. gurudevane 11 kalama pALavA vacana Apela, te pALavA mATe khUba vinatI karI, paNa tenA amala karavAkarAvavA taiyAra nahi, tethI ApanI manAzA sAdhutAne zAle tevI che ke kema te Apa vicArI joze. zAstranI vAtA sa`ghamAM kleza karAvavA ane mahattvAkAMkSA peASavA mATe ja hatI. dharmanI vAtA khIjAene halakA dekhADavA mATe ja hatI, jIvanamAM amala karavA mATe nahotI, te buddhizALI prAmANika leAkeA sArI rIte samajI gayA che. haju jIvana sArthaka karavA mATe amala karavAnI sudara taka che. jeene ApanA AtmAnI ciMtA nathI ane ApanI punyanI lIlA upara dRSTi rAkhI devagurunI AjJA bhaMga karavAmAM sahAyaka banyA che te ApanA tathA zAsananA bhaya Mkara droha karI rahyA che. tene bhagavAnanI vANI phaLI hota teA ApanI ane zAsananI ciMtA karavAnA suMdara manAratha thayA hota. zAsrardaSTie sAdhutAnI pavitratAnA nAza karanArAmAM sahAyaka thAya che te tana-mana-dhananA bhAga ApI pApa kharIda karavAnA dhaMdhA karI rahyA che, tethI saMdhanu ghaNuM ja ahita thayu* che zuddha cAritrasa panna pUrNAMnA mahApuruSA pAtAnI aMtima ghaDI jema najIka AvatI jAya tema vadhAre jAgRta banI, dareka khAdya pravRttio cheDI dai, ekAMte Atma-sAdhanA karI, samAdhipUrvaka AyuSya pUrNa kare 72 / vibhAga pahelA

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che. te Apa sArI rIte samajavA chatAM tene amala nahi karatAM ane A jIvananI kiMmata nahi Akta mAna-pratiSThA-ADaMbarathI vicArazunya banI gayA che, tethI ja sAro e saMsAra UbhuM karI zakyA che. Ape ghaNune nivRtta thavAnI salAha ApI. tene Ape ja amala na karyo, tenuM ja pariNAma che. pApAnubaMdhI punyanA jorathI vyaktinAgamAM aMdha banelA svArthI lako rAma tyAM adhyA kahI ajJAnane jagatamAM pracAra kare che. A kALamAM guNanA pUjArI bahu ochA hovAthI bhATa-cAraNe khUba vadhI gayA, eTale guNavAnane oLakhavAnuM muzkela thayuM che. rAmanI pAchaLa AkhI ayodhyA nagarI teonA guNe saMbhArI saMbhArI zokamAM DUbI gaI hatI, tyAre A rAmanI pAchaLa saMghanA vyaktirAgI vargane sAdhunA AcArane nAza karavAmAM moTAmAM moTo hisso che. chatAM ajJAna bheLA lokene dharmanI mAyAvI vAto karI saMghane mUrkha banAve che. te aTakAvavAnI tAkAta nahi hovAthI duHkha anubhave che. AnuM pariNAma ghaNuM ja bhayaMkara bhegavavuM paDaze tevuM kahenArA vaDIle ke hitecchu koI nathI, te ja Apane mahAna pApane udaya che. Apa vicAre, dhIrendra brahmacArI upara rAjyakartAonA cAre hAtha pApAnubaMdhI punyanA jere hatA. mukhya khalAsa thayuM tyAre zuM sthiti thaI rahI che te najare jevA chatAM ApanA jIvana mATe jJAnane saddaupayoga nathI karatAM tenuM mane pArAvAra dukha che. vANI ane punyanA prabhAvathI vyaktirAgI bhakto thayA, tenuM pariNAma Apane tathA saMghane mATe nukazAnakAraka banyuM che, te satya hakIkta svIkAraze te ja jIvana sArthaka karI zakaze. zAsanarAgI bhakto thayA hatA te asaMyama kadI vadhata nahi ane Apane paNa sAcI salAha Apata. apanA vyAkhyAnamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI, zrAvaka-zrAvikAoe sAMbhaLavA mATenI khUba khUba doDAdoDI karI. ke dharma pAmyA ke keIe ApanA AtmAnI ciMtA na karI ane uparathI AtmaghAtaka vibhAga pahele / 73

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' pravRttimAM sahAyaka banyA. jarUra, ApanA nAzavata zarIranI ciMtA khUMkha karI rahyA che, temAM Apanu punya kAma kare che. leAkeA mAne che ke Apa gItA che, zAsanapakSanA gacchAdhipati che. eTale ApanI pAse pApathI haLavA thavA mATe prAyazcita laI zuddha thayAnA Anada mAne che. paNa Apa jJAnInI dRSTie karela bhUlIne bhUla mAnIne prAyazcita lai sakala saghane aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka khamAvI zuddha thayAnA AnaMda bhAgavA tevI eka ja IcchA che. I zAsanane nukazAna karanArA mATe jAheramAM Ape kevA kevA kaDaka zabdo zAstra AdhAre kIdhA hatA te yAda karavA nIce mujaba jaNAvu chuM ke AvA pApA mAMdhanArane zuddha thavAnA upAya kharA ke kema ane tene zu zu karavu" joie tA AtmA nirmaLa thAya te zAsraSTie Apane vicAra karatAM Ape zAsanane kaeNla nukazAnanA vicAra Ave ta mArI sacamarakSAnI zubha bhAvanA saphaLa thAya. 8 susAdhune sAdhu kahe ane kusAne susAdhu kahe te anaMta sasArI che. " AjJAbha'jaka, sacamanAzaka susAdhunI khyAti meLave tene je chatIzaktie na roke te saghanA mahAna vizvAsaghAtI che. ', " je gurue dIkSA ApyA pachI tenA AtmAnI ciMtA karatAM nathI tethI AjJAbhaMga banI sAdhunA AcAranA nAza kare che. tene aTakAvatA nathI te guru nathI paNa kasAI karatAM bhuza che. ' " sAdhu-sAdhvI atha ane kAmanAbhAgI banI AjJAbha jaka, sacamanAzaka ane te sAdhu nathI paNa lUMTArA che. " sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mAyAda bha karI, zAstrane bevaphA banI, peAtAnA ja pApAne DhAMkavA zAstranA upayeAga peAtAnA mATe nathI karatAM; ane khIjAne siddhAMta sAcavavAnA Agraha rAkhI saghanI aikyatAne chInnabhInna karanArAo dharmasthAnA UbhA karAvI tenA upara mAlIkI jevA ja 74 / vibhAga pahelA

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vahevAra rAkhe te sAdhu nathI paNa zrIsadhane mahAna zatru che tema jJAnI bhagavatA kahe che. sAdhvIjInA zIyaLabhaMga karanAra; mahenAnI pavitratAne khaMDita karanAra, jAtI sa'adhakuceSTA karanArA, khAlasAdhu-yuvAna sAdhunA jIvanane barabAda karanArAne zAstrakAra bhagavatAe adhamAdhama, narapIcAza ane rAkSasa jevA kIdhA che. ane tevAone TekA ApanArAne zAsananA ghAtaka kIdhA che. hanAne sagavaDa sAdhunA AcAranA nAza karavA sAdhvIjIne tathA sAcavavA sAthe rAkhe che, rasagArava, RddhigArava, sAtAgAravamAM lahera karI rahyA che temaja dharmasthAnA ane tI sthAnAmAM AjJAbhaMjaka manI AcAranu* lIlAma karI rahyA che te zAsana drohI che. tevAonA paDachAce! na levA joIe, temAM ja AtmakalyANa che, tema jJAnI bhagavata kahe che. jee devagurunA AjJAbha'jaka che, sayamanAzaka che, siddhAMtane bevaphA bananAra che te sAdhu nathI paNa mahAna tArA che ane zAsanane kIDAnI mAphaka phAlI khAnAra che. susA sivAya kAI sAcA dharma pramADI zake ja nahi tema jJAnI bhagavatA kahe che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI devagurunI AjJA bhAMgatA hAya, sAdhunA vratanA bhaMga karatA hoya, ziyaLarakSAnI jyAM khAtrI na hoya, asacasIone jANI joIne vadana karAvatA hoya teo pAse dIkSA na thavA devI temAM dharma ke dIkSArthIne sAcI paristhiti samajAvI, sa`camarakSaka, gurudevanI AjJAne vaphAdAra, siddhAMtapremI tevA pAse dIkSAe karAvavI temAM dharma, te zAadRSTie pUchI zakAya tevI sthiti ApanI have rahI nathI, te ja mahAna duHkhanA viSaya che. Aje asa yamIe zAstranA nAme vAtA karanArA ghaNA che, tene zAstra mujabanA dhama karavA nathI; ane khIjA pAse dhama ane zAstranA bahAnA nIce, aMgata lAlazA pASavA, dhama kALAbajAranA vibhAga pahelA / 75 1

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karAve che. zAsanane bacAvavuM nathI, saMyama rakSA karavI nathI, AvA viSanA gulAmanI pakkaDamAMthI saMghane choDAvavAnI amUlya taka hevA chatAM bacAvanArane duSkALa paDyo che. chatAM koI vIralA nIkaLaze tyAre ja sAcI sAdhutAne TakAvI zakAze. A kALamAM mahAsaMyamI, cAritra saMpanna, bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvanArA pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAje che. bhale ceDA haze paNa teothI ja bhagavAnanuM zAsana TakavAnuM che. ekalI dharmanI vAyaDI vAta karI sAdhunI AcArane nAza karanArA nathI saMghanuM ke pAtAnuM kalyANa karI zakavAnA. A satya vAtane vyaktirAgIo mArI nAkhe che. zAsanane rAgI ja satyane TakAvI jIvanane dhanya banAvI zakaze. ApanI pAse punyanI muDI tathA vANInI zakti che. tene duraupaga himatapUrvaka saMyamane nAza ane zAsana pakSane nAza thAya tevA kAryo karyA ane tene DhAMkavA zrImaMte, aMdhazraddhALu zrAvake tathA apramANika sAdhu-sAdhvIjInuM jutha UbhuM karI sahakAra meLavyo. tenA pratApe ja saMghane sArI rIte mUrkha banAvI zakyA che. A vAta dharmane pAmelA pramANika bhAIo sArI rIte samajI gayA che mATe have tene bacAva karavAnI taka nathI. karmathI chuTavAne avasara che, sadabuddhi sujhe te. zrI hastagIrIjInuM TrasTa, pahelA karela te drasTa, zAstra ane siddhAMta viruddha che. te vAMcIne pAkI khAtrI karyA pachI sudhAravA mATe khuba dabANa karyuM. paNa te TrasTa sudharI zake tema nahi hevAthI bIjuM TrasTa UbhuM karavuM paDyuM. pahelA TrasTanI badhI mIlkata bIjA TrasTane soMpI devI. jyAM sudhI te kAryavAhI zAstra mujabanI na thAya tyAM sudhI keIe temAM eka paNa paise Apa nahi, tevI maukhika tathA patrathI khAtrI mane Ape ApI che. te patra mojuda che. temaja aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA huM karAvIza nahIM, tema rUbarU kahela. te vakhate 15 thI 20 lAkha rUpiyA kharcANa hatA. kAma baMdha rahe tenI ciMtA karavI nahIM, tIrtha uddhAra karatA siddhAMta sAcavavAnI kimata ghaNuM che, tema Apa kahetA hatA. ApanI jAta mATe siddhAMta pharI zake che tethI badhuM bhUlI javAya che. devadravyamAMthI tathA dhamazrAvake pAsethI lAkha rUpIA apAvI, kAma puru thAya ke adhuruM hoya te paNa, aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA karAvavA 76 | vibhAga pahele

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padhAre che tethI Apane vacanabhaMga, devadravyanA rUpicAne duraupayoga karAvyAnuM mahApApa lAgyuM che, te ApanA vacanathI siddha thAya che. siddhAMtane mukavA karatAM jhera khAIne marI javuM, tevuM kahenArA pApane paNa sArI rIte pacAvI zake tevI zakti Apa ja pedA karI zake. Apane keIne Dara nathI tethI ja ApanA hAthathI anyAyanA kAme thaI zake che. punyathI maLelI zakti keTaluM pApa baMdhAve che te vicAra karavAnI haju taka che. zeThazrI kasturabhAIe zrI girirAja upara leTarI paddhattithI pratiSThA karAvI. temAM devadravyane nukazAna thAya che tema kahI virodhanuM vAtAvaraNa UbhuM karyuM hatuM ane korTathI sTe lAvIne paNa pratiSThA aTakAvavI temAM dharma che. devadravyane nukazAna thayuM te paisAthI puruM karAvavAnI mahenata thaI zake paNa siddhAMtanA nAzane game te bhege aTakAvavuM joIe tevuM kahenArA Ape atyAra sudhI AjJAbhaMganA pApa bAMdhyA tenA upara eka kalagI caDAvI rahyA che. Apane aTakAvanAra saMghamAM samartha vyakti nathI te ja ApanA pApane mahAudaya che. zrI hastagIrIjImAM je rIte kAma thaI rahyuM che te, sAmApakSe karyuM hota te, tIrthanA uddhAranI nahIM paNa tIrthanI pavitratAne tathA siddhAMtane nAza karI rahyA che tema kahI, saMghamAM virodhanI heLI saLagAvI hota. bhagavAnanI vANu samajaNa, tethI ja satya hakIkata huM Apane kahI zakuM chuM. temAM Ape dharma samajAvyuM teno pratApa che. susAdhunI khumArInI vAta karanArA ApanI, ApanA samudAyanI ane zAsakapakSamAM moTAbhAganI sthiti vicAre. sAdhIjI sAthe vihAre thAya, bahena-dikarIone bhakti karavAnA bahAnA nIce sagavaDatA sAcavivA sAthe rakhAya, maryAdA mukI dharmasthAna tathA tIrthasthAnano upayoga kare, sAdhunA AcArane nAza thAya, saMghanuM khAI saMghano nAza kare- A badhuM dharmanA nAme nATaka cAle che. te nATaka baMdha nahi thAya te bhAvI bhayaMkara che. have hada AvI gaI che. saMghanuM kalyANa karavAnI bhAvanA nahi thAya te A jidagInI kiMmata turacha sukha AgaLa Apane ja nathI. vibhAga pahele | 77

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surendranagaramAM nUtana maMdira-upAzrayamAM ITe ITe siddhAMta sAcavavAnI khAtrI ApI hatI. ApanA vizvAse pAyAmAM caNAI gayo chuM, te ja sthaLamAM saMyama-siddhAMtanuM rakSaNa na thAya tenuM kAraNa? ApanI AjJA bhaMganA kAryamAM sahakAra na Apyo tenA phaLa tarIke mArI AMkhamAM lAla maracAM bharI rIbAvI rIbAvIne mArI nAkhavAnI kAryavAhI cAle che. mArI pAse mahAna dharma che, tethI keInI tAkAta nathI ke mane dabAvI, trAsa ApI, phAvI zake. Apane mahArAjAe evI lapaDAka mArI che ke jagatamAM bAhya dRSTie UMcAmAM UMcu sthAna pAmyA pachI karmarAjA aneka kaSA karAvI nIce pachADavA mATe ghaNI mahenata kare che ane tene saphaLatA ghaNI ja maLatI jAya che. tene vicAra karavAno have De TAIma che. ame to saMsArarUpI kIcaDamAM paDelA chIe. Ape kIcaDamAMthI nIkaLyA pachI, anekAnekane kacaDamAMthI bahAra kADhavAnI vAta karI, pAchA kIcaDamAM paDavAne dha zarU karyo. tuccha kSaNika sukha je ekAMte ghaNuM ja duHkhanA kAraNubhUta che temAM Apa phasAI gayA, ane badhu satva khalasa karI nAkhyuM. ApanI ciMtA karanAra koI na maLyuM. moTA bhAganA svArthIonuM TenuM bheguM thayuM. AvA svArthIothI ja Apane AtmikaghAta thayo che. eka samartha jainAcAryanI maharAjAe kevI sthiti karI te joI ame cetI gayA, te ja ane dharma phaLyo. chelle chelle mane ApanuM zuddha jIvana jovAnI eka ja abhilASA che. , cuvaka saMghe dIkSA virodha karyo. Ape anekene dIkSA ApI. temAMthI meTA bhAganAone devagurunA AjJAbhaMjaka banAvyA, saMyamabhraSTa banAvyA, sAdhunA AcArane nAza karanArA banAvyA. te bemAM zAsananA ghAtaka vadhu keNa gaNAya, te pramANika paMca pAse nyAya karAve. | kenpharansa bAladIkSAno virodha karyo. tene sAmano karI aneka bAladIkSA tathA yuvAnane dIkSA Ape ApI. temAMthI eka paNa mAlasAdhu- ApanI pAse rahyA tenuM-AtmakalyANa karI, zAsanane vaphAdAra rahI, saMghanuM raNa adA karyuM hoya te eka paNa dAkhala nathI. temaja yuvAna sAdhumAMthI, eTAbhAganA, vijAtI saMbadhe thatAM, kuceSTAo karI rIbAya 78 | vibhAga pahele

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che ane jIvanane AtmIkavikAsa rUMdhAya che. kyaDAthI sAdhu dekhAya che, jIvanathI naSTa thaI rahyA che. anekene dIkSA ApI-sAdhutAne dIpAvI saMghanuM rUNa adA karyuM hota to saMghanI jAhojalAlI keI judI hota, paNa Apane sAdhutA sAthe saMbaMdha nahote. ApanA jIvana caritramAM keTalI saMkhyA dIkSAnI thaI te ja hetu hatuM, te siddha thaI gayuM che. - siddhAMtanI vAto karanArAoe zAstra virUddha jaI aneka agyane dIkSAo ane padavIo ApI. saMghanA lAkho rUpiyA dharmanA nAme kharcAvI, tenA vaLatara tarIke, aneka AtmAnA bhAvaprANano nAza karyo, tene caza Apane che. kenpharansa bAladIkSAne virodha karyo. Ape bhagavAnanI AjJAne bhAMgI agya dIkSAo karI. bemAM saMghane kenAthI vadhAre nukazAna thayuM te nirNaya ApanI hAjarImAM karI levA jevuM che. rAtrIjanane bhAMgAne nahi gaNakAratAM vinA kAraNe AdhAkama AhAra vApare te viSe che tema kahenArAe, badhA niyamone neve mUkI, gacarIne badale bAvA-phakIne raI-sIdhA Ape che tethIe kharAba rIte AhAra-pANe vAparyA. tethI je veSadhArI asaMcamIo pAke te saMghane ke upakAra kare te te jJAnI bhagavate kahI zake. ( zrI udayana maMtrIone chellI avasthAe, sAdhu vaMdananI tIvra abhilASAne pUrNa karavA, bhAMDane sAdhune veza paherAvI dharmanI samajaNa ApI. maMtrIzrIjIne sAdhunA darzanathI ane AnaMda thayo ane samAdhipUrvaka jIvana pUrNa thayuM. bhAMDane veSa kADhI nAkhavA kahyuM, tenA javAbamAM vicAra karI kahyuM ke "A veSamAM gujarAtanA mahAmaMtrI pagamAM mAthuM mukI vaMdana kare te veSane vaphAdAra rahIza." veSe kevuM parivartana karyuM. Aje mahAna kiMmatI cIjane bhAMDa jeTalI gyatA nahIM dharAvanArAne ApI, tethI saMghane lUMTavAnuM nATaka bhajavAI rahyuM che. khAnadAna lUMTArA-DAkuo jenA gharanuM khAya che tenA gharane kadI lUMTatA nathI tema ja bahena-dIkarIone potAnI bahena gaNe che. Aje asaMyamI veSadhArI sAdhue, khAnadAnI ane pramANiktAne nAza karI saMghanuM khAI saMghanA ja gharamAM dhADa pADI, sAdhvIjInA ziyaLa bhAMgI, bahena-dIkarInA jIvanane barabAda karanArA, pATa upara besI dharmanI vAte vibhAga pahelo | 79

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karanArA pApAtmAe saMghanuM lehI cUsI, saMghanI ajJAnatAne kAraNe, guru tarIke meja mANI rahyA che. kRta tiryaMca prANI che. buddhihIna che. chatAM sUke TukaDe roTala jenA gharane khAya che tene kadI karaDatA nathI ane prasaMge vaphAdArI batAvI khAdhuM hakaka karI batAve che. Aje asaMyamIo veSamAM rahI kUtarA jeTalI saMghanI varAdArI nathI rAkhatA, jenuM khAdhuM tene ja bhasyA kare che ane baTakA bhare che. bhagavAnanA mArgane ane sAdhunA AcArane nAza karI lekene mahAmUrkha banAvI rahyA che. buddhihIna, aMdhazraddhALu loke saMghamAM na hota to kALA kAma karanAra amAruM sthAna upAzrayamAM nahi paNa jelamAM hoya tema sArI rIte samaje che. Aje veSadhArI asaMyamIo-AjJAbhaMjamAM bhAMDa jeTalI khAnadAnI, DAku lUMTArA jevI prAmANikatA ane kUtarA jevI vaphAdArI nahIM hovAthI sAdhvIjIone sAthe rAkhe che, bahena-dikarIonA jIvana barabAda karavA kArastAne race che. zAsanapakSamAM keNa kevA che te najare dekhAya che. A badhA mATe javAbadAra koNa gaNAya te paNa nakkI thaI gayuM che. tethI saMghanA mahAna gunhegAra che. AvA gunhegArane madada karanArI vadhAre javAbadAra che. A badhAnI dayA khAvAnI che. teonuM kalyANa thAya tenI ciMtA karanArA dharmane pAmelA hoya che. bhUtakALa bhUlI jaI, Amika hita karavA mATe jJAnIe batAvela nava vADenuM pAlana, pU. gurudevanI 11 kalamanuM pAlana, asaMyamIonuM pU. sAdhvIjIone vaMdana baMdha, e ja sAco upAya che. loke mane kahe che ke tuM game tevI mahenata kara paNa temanI pAse zrImatAnuM pIThabaLa che. apramANika sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne pracAra che. aMdhazraddhALu vyaktirAgI bhadriIka lokena Teke che. ajJAna lokene bhramamAM nAkhI devAnI kaLA che. mAyAmAM kuzaLa che. AkhA hindustAnanA saMghane mUrkha banAvavAnI kaLA che. samaju leke satya vAta kare tene samAjamAMthI pheMkI devAnI hoMzIyArI che. asatyane satya- banAvI zake che. asaMcamIne AcAranAza karavAnuM vyasana paDayuM che chatAM nilepa che te dekhADavAnI kuzaLatA che. A badhA asAdhya kakSAnA dardI che. 80 | vibhAga pahele

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rAmanI pAchaLa ayeAdhyAnagarI zAkamAM DUbI gai tyAre A rAmanI pAchaLa vyaktirAgInA AcAra nAza karavAnA... sAmA pakSe karyu hAta tA...virodhanI hALI saLagAvI hAta huM zAsanarAgathI...sayamanAzane joi zakatA nathI temAMthI bacAvavAnI tArI zakti bahAranI vAta che, tema ghaNA kahe che. hu te sArI rIte samaju chuM. tenA eka ja javAba che : game tevu asAdhya na hoya paNa hitaciMtaka kaDavAmAM kaDavA auSadha pAine chellA zvAsa sudhI mahenata kare che. kadI nAzIpAsa thatA nathI. svArthI leAkeA ja svArtha pUrA thAya tyAre turata upekSA karavA mAMDe che. zrI rAvaNa jevA mahAdharmI kAmAMdha banyA. pU. sItAjInu` haraNu karyuM.... jIvanamAM mahAna kala'ka lagADayu". ghaNAe samajAvyA. jyAM dugati nakkI hoya tyAM kadI sadguddhi AvatI nathI. pariNAma najare joyuM. jaTAyue rAvaNumAM mahAna zakti che te jANavA chatAM, tenA akRtyane joI na zakayA tethI kapAI maravAnu` vadhAre pasa"de karyu.. jene je cIjanA rAga hoya temAM khaLAbaLanA vicAra karyAM sivAya jIvanane homI de che. tevI ja rIte huM zAsananA rAgathI saghanA ane ApanA kalyANu khAtara sacamanAzanA kAraNeAne joI zakatA nathI. tethI Apane pApathI pAchAvAnI pharaja khajAvIza agara huM' homAI jaIza. temAM mAru ekAMte kalyANu ja thavAnu' che, tenI mane bhagavAnanA vacanathI purepurI khAtrI che. Apa mamatva, dAgrahathI nahiM ja vicAro tA bhAvi ghaNuM bhayaMkara che. e ja vinatI. lI. dIpaca'da vakhatacaMdanA va danA svIkArazeAjI. vibhAga pahelA / 81

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tA. 27-6-84 zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI pAlItANuM. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA. vi. vi. sAthe jaNAvavAnuM ke ApanA vyAkhyAnanA pustake ane pUrvanA mahApuruSanA graMthanA bhASAMtare vAMcyA. bhagavAnanA mArgane sArI rIte samajavAnI sAthe Apane sAcA svarUpamAM oLakhavAnI taka maLI che te bhulAya tema nathI. Ape kalIkAlanA jInA guNonuM varNana karela che. te sAMbhaLanArane ke pustaka vAMcanArane moTA bhAge te upara vicAra karavAne heto nathI. tethI ApanI pravRtti sAme kaI jotuM nathI. tene lAbha Apane A guNe bIjA mATe khIlavavAmAM ghaNuM phAvaTa AvI gaI che. A kALamAM A guNe vadhatA-ochA aMze kene nathI lAguM paDatA, te eka vikaTa prazna che. chatAM belanAra nirguNa che tevo bhAsa ubhe karavAne badale A guNane ApanA jIvana mATe vicAra karI tenI virUddhanA guNe prApta karavAno prayAsa karyo heta to Aje jainasaMghanI sthiti keI judI heta. zrIsaMghanA kamanasIba ke Apane kalIkAlanA mahApuruSa banavAne lAbha lAgyo. tethI AjJAnAzaka, saMyamanAzaka ane sAdhunA AcAranAzaka banIne kalIkAlanA-guNa prApta karavAnA anerA thayA, bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAne ane AjJAthI virUddha thAya te ApaApa saMgha bahAra thaI jAya che, tema zAstraSTie kahenArA cheDA paNa pramANika heta te pATa upara kadI besI zata nahi. sAcI khAnadAnI hota to ghaNuM pApathI bacI zakata. AjathI papa thI 60 varSa pahelA asaMyamI banyA. pU. gurudeve ApanA kalyANa mATe ghaNuM mahenata karI. ApanI pAse pATa hatI tethI 82 | vibhAga pahele

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ane vANInI tAkAtathI zrIsaMgha Apane sAcA svarUpamAM oLakhI na zako. pU. gurudevane khabara hatI ke Apane asaMyamane cepa khUba lAgI gayela che. tenI khAtrI thavAthI samudAyamAM tenA chAMTA na uDe te mATe dUra karyA. Ape saMyamI banavAne badale dUra rahevAnuM pasaMda karyuM. ApanI zaktithI ApanA mATenuM mAnasa saMghamAM badalAvI zakyA. AgevAnoe pU. gurudevane khUba vinaMtI karI, paNa ApanA mATe khulluM kahI zake tevA saMjogo , nahotA. sAthe sAthe khAtrI hatI ke Apa sAdhupaNuM pALI zake tema nathI chatAM karuNAbuddhithI saMyamamAM TakI jAva te mATe asaMcamI banavAnA kAraNe nava vADene bhaMga che te bhaMga na thAya te mATe tethI vadhAre kaDaka saMcamapAlana karavA mATe 11 kalama pALavAnI khAtrI mAgI. Ape vacana ApyuM. paNa dinapratidina asaMyamI thavA mATenA kAraNe vadhatA gayA. vacananuM pAlana na karI zakayA. pariNAme ApanAmAM ane zAsanapakSamAM moTA bhAge sAdhutA naSTa thaI, zuM kAma te ApanuM anukaraNa karavA mAMDayuM tethI. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM devagurunA AjJArUpI aMkuzanI khAsa jarUra che te cagya aMkuzane svacchedAcArIone ja na game tema kahenArA Ape bhagavAnanI ane gurunI AjJAne chaDecoka bhAMgI. svaccha dAcArI banavA chatAM saMgha upara varcasva rAkhI, kalIkAlanA mahApuruSa kahevarAvavAmAM, AjJApAlana karanArane duSkALa paDe tevI kAryavAhI karI, AzAbhaMjakanuM 'TeLuM UbhuM karI, saMghane mahAna vizvAsaghAta karela che. te pApane huM vicAra karuM chuM tyAre buddhi kAma karatI nathI ke zuM Apane pApa nahi lAgatuM hoya. tenA kaTravipAke Apane bhegavavA na paDe, tevI karmasattA sAthe saMdhI karI haze. ApanA jIvanane ane ApanA mAnasane zrIsaMgha na samajI zakyo temAM ApanI vANuM, buddhine pratApa nathI paNa ApanI pAse joradAra pApAnubaMdhI punyanI muDI hatI tene prabhAva che. jethI 60 varasathI dina-pratidina sAdhutAne na zobhe tevuM jIvana jIvavA chatAM mahApuruSanI chAyA UbhI karI che. temAM Apane tyAM, ApanA nikaTanA vartuLAmAM, saphaLatAne AnaMda Avato hoya paNa te saphaLatA, bAhya sukha khAtara, A mahA kImatI mAnavajIvanane ghaNuM UMce AvyA pachI, barabAda karI, anaMta cakrAvAmAM pharavAne dhadha karyo che. A sAcI vAta dharmane pAmelA pramANIka hoya te ja samajI zake. vibhAga pahelo | 83

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bhagavAnanA zAsanane TakAvavA mAladIkSA khAsa jarUrI che tema vAtA karI. zraddhALu mAtA-pitAe sudara jIvana jIvavA mATe ane zAsananI rakSA mATe ApanAmAM vizvAsa rAkhI ane bALakeAnI bheTa ApI. te mAladIkSArthIonI Atmika tala karI sAcI sAdhutAnA nAza karavAmAM Apa saphaLa thayA che. ame kamanazIba chIe ke AnA nyAya meLavavA saghamAM keAI vyavasthA nathI tema ja ApanA upara vaDIla nathI. tethI Ape niraMkuza khanI anekAnA jIvana cU'thI nAkhyA che. chatAM khAladIkSAnA caza Apane ajJAna leAkA Ape tevuM kuzaLatApUrvaka vAtAvaraNa pedA karI zakayA che, paNa temAM zAsrardaSTie ghaNu gumAvyuM che. 'Ape devagurunI AjJA bhAMgI sAdhvIjIone tathA mahenAne sAthe rAkhI rasADA Adi aneka sagavaDa UbhI karAvI. jaina sAdhune na zAle tevI rIte khAvAnI jamAta jeve dekhAva thAya, chatAM tene dharmanA nAme zAsana prabhAvanA kahevarAvI. ghaNAee Apanu' anukaraNa karyu, tethI kevA pApA thAya che te leAkeAthI ajANyu nathI. paNa satva khalAsa thaI . gayuM che, jethI darekane phAvaTa AvI gaI che. zAsanapakSa sayamarakSA, siddhAMtarakSA mATe judo paDayeA hatA, temAM Apa ja nAzaka banyA. saoNMghanA bhadrIka zraddhALu leAkeAnA, dharmanA nAme, lAkhA rUpiyA kharcAvI mahA adhanI bheTa ApI che ane sAcI sAdhutAne mArI nAkhI che. tenA cepa zAsanapakSamAM phelAI gayA che, temAM thoDA ArAdhaka khacI gayA che. sAdhupaNA sivAya kAInI mukti nathI ane thavAnI nathI tema zAstra AdhAre kahI aneka saraLa AtmAone dIkSA ApI. temAMthI moTA bhAganAnI sadgatinA dvAra madha thAya tevI kAya vAhI karAvI AjJAbhaMjaka banAvyA. ApanA amRtyAne DhAMkavA lazkara ubhuM karyuM. tenA ugyeAga ApanI praza'sA ane khIjAnI niMDhAnA pracAra karavA mATe karyAM. tethI sAcI sAdhutAne mArI nAkhI sa'camanAzaka anyA. A aparAdha bhayaMkara che. A badhI hakIkatA jagata samakSa mukavAmAM Ave tA Apane koI sAdhu tarIke svIkAre nahi ane karelA pApAne kasattA mApha kare nahi, chatAM A jainazAsana cheH draDhaprahArI jevA mahA 84 / vibhAga pahelA

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ghAtakIone jyAre AtmakalyANa karavuM hatuM to te karI zakayA. tAttvika dRSTie draDhaprahAra karatAM paNa ApanuM pApa vadhAre gaNAtuM hoya te paNa zuddha thaI AtmakalyANa thaI zake che. temAM kadIgraha-mamatvane mukI, saraLa banI, AbarUne bhaya mukI, karelA kRtyane pazcAtApa karI, saMgha pAse aMtaHkaraNa pUrvaka mAphI mAgI, zAstrIya dRSTie je kAryavAhI thatI hoya te karIne jIvanane sArthaka karI levA jevuM che. 2-5 varSanI jiMdagI che. anya hoya te AbarU kadAca Take, paNa pApane udaya thaI jAya te badhI dhAraNAo beTI paDe. mATe kharekhara dharmanI sAcI samajaNa hoya te sArA thavA mATe prayatna karaze, jethI bhaviSyakALa ghaNe sudharI jaze ane TUMke thaI jaze. jaina zAsanamAM Apane janma thaye, ApanI dIkSA thaI, vidvAna thayA, vyAkhyAna vAcaspati banyA. ApanA vacana upara zAsana mATe karoDa rUpiyA khacI aneka bAla-yuvAnone ApyA, paNa Ape zuM siddhi meLavI? lekenI daSTie cakavatI jevuM sukha bhogavyuM che-tenA badalAmAM Ape zuM ApyuM teno vicAra pramANIkapaNe ekAMtamAM karaze te Apane AMsu paDayA vinA nahi rahe. dharmanI vAta karavAmAM kuzaLa thayA tevuM AcaraNa karI ArAdhanAmAM kuzaLa thayA hatA te jainazAsanano ItihAsa kaI judo lakhAta. ApanA vyAkhyAnanI tathA ApanA jIvananI samAlocanA taiyAra karuM chuM. ApanI apramANiktAne vicAra karuM chuM tyAre khUba ja duHkha thAya che. jJAna-zaktine Avo duraupayoga 2500 varSamAM keIe karyo hoya tevuM sAMbhaLela nathI. dharmanI vAta karI dharmane nAza, saMyamanI vAta karI saMyamane nAza ane siddhAMtanI vAta karI siddhAMtane nAza karavA chatAM zAsanarakSaka tarIke pUjANuM hoya tevuM banyuM nathI. zakti mujaba, bhagavAnanA zAsananI sevA karavA ane sAdhuenI pavitratA TakAvavA, chellA cAra varasathI, khUba vinaMtI karI. Apane sAco saMyamane khapa heta, zAsananI ciMtA hatA te mane jarUra sahAyaka thAta. paNa Apane pApAnubaMdhI punyathI maLela puSkaLa pApanI sAmagrI sAthe sAcI sAdhutAnA ghAtaka ApanI paDakhe rahyA. vibhAga pahelo | 85

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tenA pratApe sadabuddhi sUjhI nahIM. have zuM karavuM, kenI pAse javuM, zAthI A pApa aTake tenI mUMjhavaNa vadhatI jAya che. ApanA zabdo yAda Ave che ke zAsanarakSA mATe saMgha ke AcAryo sahAya na kare te kerTamAM ke sarakAramAM ke jenetara zaktisaMpanna hoya tenI madada laIne rakSA karavI. te upAya ApanI sAme karavAne vakhata Avaze tevuM kalpanAmAM paNa na Ave tevuM banyuM che. bhAvibhAva. Ape satyanuM rakSaNa ane khoTAno pratikAra karavA sajaja banavAnI gheASaNa karI che. zAsanapakSamAM pramANIkapaNe Ape tene amala karyo heta te kALAbajArane dharma kadI phAlata nahi. paNa sAcI sAdhutAnA kaTTara zatru gacchAdhipati hoya tyAM AzA rAkhavI te retImAMthI tela kADhavA jevuM che. A spaSTa kahevAmAM mAre mATe ghaNuM jokhama che te sArI rIte samajuM chuM. paNa have zAsanane bacAvavuM hoya te satya jAhera karyA sivAya bIjo koI rasto nathI. haju ke bhavitavyatA chelle chele sArI hoya te mATe ja cAturmAsa pavitra girirAjanI chAyAmAM karavAnuM mana thayuM hoya te, bhagavAnanI AjJA nava vADenuM pAlana, saMcamarakSA mATe pU. gurudevanI 11 kalamenuM kaDaka rIte pAlana karavAnuM, asaMyamI sAthe vahevAra baMdha, o ne muhapattI je mahAvratane akhaMDa pALavA mATenuM ane saMpUrNa ahiMsaka jIvavA mATenuM pratika che, tene vidhipUrvaka upayoga thaze te ja cAturmAsa saphaLa thaze. jyAre IrAdApUrvaka tIrtha sthAne AjJAbhaMga karavA mATe anukULa che ane manuSyabhava anaMtakALe maLavAno nathI tevI khAtrIthI, maLe teTaluM bheLavI levAnI lAlasAme AvyA haze te zrIsaMghane zrAparUpa banavAnA che. jyAM ziyaLarakSA nathI, devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana nathI, ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavAnI khAtrI nathI-tenI tapAsa karyA sivAya dIkSAo ApI teoe jhera khAvA jevuM karyuM che. sAcI sAdhutAne naSTa karI - anekanA jIvana barabAda karanArA pApAtmAone jJAnabhagavaMtoe kasAI karatAM bhuDA kIdhA che. ApanI pAse javAba mAMganAra sAcI sAdhutAnA premI marda keI nIkaLaze tyAre ja ApanI AMkha khulaze. 86 / vibhAga pahele *

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khAtrI hatI ke Apa sAdhupaNu* pALI zake tema nathI satva khalAsa thaI gayuM jethI darekane phAvaTa AvI gai zAsanane pacAvavuM heAya te satya jAhera karyo sivAya... Ape ghaNAne cetavyA che ke mahAmuzkelIe maLela mAnavajIvanane veDaphI na nAkhA. AyuSyanA bhareAseA nathI ane ahIMthI javAnI nAkhatA gagaDI rahI che. manuSyajIvana kALanI dADhamAM che. suDI vacce seApArInA jevI A jIvananI dazA che. mATe A TUMkA ane caMcaLa jIvanamAM sAdhavA cAgya sAdhI zakAya. ApanI AvI vAtA sAMbhaLIne jenA punyAya hatA te cetI gayA che paNa Apa ja cetatA nathI, te ja mahAkaruNatA che. e ja vinatI. k li. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 108 vanA. vibhAga pahelA / 87

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tA. 7-7-84 zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba nI sevAmAM, zrI pAlItANuM. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vi. vi. sAthe jaNAvavAnuM ke-Ape ghaNuone dIkSA ApI. temAM moTA bhAganA ghA laIne nAcyA paNa te bIjAnI salAha mujaba nAcyA, tenuM pariNAma AjJAbhaMgamAM AvyuM che. aMtarathI nAcyA hatA te AjJApAlanamAM AnaMdano pAra na hota. Apane cAra-cAra varasathI saMyamarakSA mATe vinaMtI karI. pariNAma nahIM AvavA chatAM mArA prANa haze tyAM sudhI prayatno cAlu rAkhIza. devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAmAM na Ave te IrAdApUrvaka caturthavrata bhAMgavAne mArga khule thaI jAya. tethI pAMca mahAvrate naSTa thAya. pachI sAdhupaNuM rahetuM nathI. mane khAtrI che ke haju zAsanapakSamAM sAcA dharmanA rAgI ane saMyamarakSAnA premI che tyAM sudhI, teo saMyamanAzane kadI joI zakaze nahIM. Apane vinaMtIpUrvaka lakhuM chuM ke chellI avasthAe ApanA hAthathI ja AjJApAlana karAvI saMyamanI rakSA thAya. temAM ja pratiSThA vadhavAnI che. asaMyamane piSavA mamata ane kadAgraha rAkhazo ne nahIM vicAro te jIvanamAM moTAmAM moTI bhUla haze. ane tethI AkhI jiMdagInI kArakirdI ApanA ja hAthe khalAsa thaze, temAM jarAya saMko nathI. ItihAsakAro kaheze ke ApanI pAse ApanA AtmAnI citA karanAra ane saMyamarakSA karavA mATe salAha ApanAra ekapaNa mANasa nahIM, tenuM pariNAma che. 88 | vibhAga pahele

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ItihAsakAre kaheze ke ApanI pAse ApanA AtmAnI.. Ape kahela che ke siddhAMta na sacavAya te jhera khAyane... mArI hAjarImAM sAdhvIjIo tathA bahena-dIkarIonI pavitratA jokhamAya tevI sthiti huM joI zake tema nathI. eTale mArA chellA prayatna karyA pachI pariNAma nahIM Ave te, Ape kahela che ke siddhAMta na sacavAya te jhera khAyane marI javuM sAruM, te pramANe zAsanapakSanA hita khAtara, saMcamanI rakSA khAtara, zAstra-siddhAMta khAtara ane bhagavAnanA zAsanane TakAvavA mATe-zrI parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanA karI, navapadajInuM dhyAna dharI ane AvatA bhavamAM bhagavAnanA zAsananI apUrva sevA karavAnI zakti maLe te mATe-mArA jIvanane aMta lAvavA A vadi 1nA roja agnivilopana agara jhera laI mAru AyuSya pUruM karIza. mane lAge che ke mArA jIvanane bhega ApyA pachI ja saMyamarakSA sArI rIte karavA saMdha jAgRta banaze. e ja vinaMtI. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkAraze. vibhAga pahele | 89

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tA. 21-7-84 zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba nI sevAmAM, zrI pAlItANA. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdunA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vi. vi. sAtha jaNAvavAnu" ke Aje asatyanI jIta ane satyanI sakhta hAra ghaNA lAbha mATe thai che ! ApanA pAse zrImatAnA mATA varga, se"kaDA sAdhu-sAdhvIo, tenA (sa'sArI) kuTu khIe tathA sagA-sa"kha"dhIe ane bhaktavanuM mATu' jutha--tethI Apane ghaNI khumArI, tenI sAme hu ekalA. dharma khAtara mArI pAse je bhAga ApavAnI zakti hatI tenAthI mane khAtarI hatI ke Apane vicAravu ja paDe tevA sa MjogA UbhA thAta. te samajIne mArA AtmavilApananI vAta karI. bhAga kAine eLe jatA nathI tenA mane sa*pUrNa vizvAsa hatA. ApanA upadeza tathA ApanA sAhityamAM zAsana ane siddhAMta mATe marI phITavAnI preraNAe sacamarakSA karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. paraMtu huM na samajI zakyA ke ApanA hAthathI zAsananAzanI pravRtti thAya paNa - tenI rakSA thAya nahi. ApanA upadeza dareke jhIlyA. peAtAmAM dhama ke siddhAMta sAcavavAnA hoya ke na hoya paNa dharma'nA nAme jyAM jyAM jarUra paDI tyAM kajiyA, phleza, ka*kAsa karIne zAsanarakSAnA nAme tana-mana-dhanathI leAkAe khUba bhAga ApyA che. temAM hu. paNa sAthe hatA. te vakhate Ape kahela ke mArAmAM sAdhupaNuM na dekhAya te mane cheADI devA. teA ja tamArAmAM dharmanI sAcI samajaNa AvI che ane sAcA dharma pAmyA che tema mAnIza. A vAtane dhyAnamAM laIne Apane tyAM je paristhiti hatI te badhI padmAmAM lagabhaga jaNAvela che. mArA karatA ApanA jIvananA Apane vadhAre khyAla hoya te svAbhAvika che. chatAM mArA patrathI Apane sacamarakSA karavA mATe vicAro na AvyA ane je cAle che te 90 / vibhAga pahelA

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bAbara che, tema kahevAnuM zarU karyuM. tethI meM chelluM pagaluM bharavAne nirNa karyo. tenAthI kevuM vAtAvaraNa pedA thaze te badhuM huM samajI zakta hatuM, paraMtu zAMtasudhArasanI 12 bhAvanAe mAruM AkhuM mAnasa badalI nAkhyuM. . keI vyakti pAse dabANathI dharma karAvI zakAtA nathI. dabANathI karAvela kyAM sudhI Take te nakakI nahi. paraMtu vaDIle ke guruo pitAnI nizrAe AvelAnuM dabANathI kare te lAbha thaI zake che. te mATe ApanI jarUra paDe. paNa saMghanA kamabhAge Apane saMyamarakSAnuM mana thayuM nahi. tenA kAraNe huM sArI rIte samaju chuM. Apa vRddha thayA cho chatAM sAdhu-sasthAne tathA zAsanapakSane vicAra na Avyo. tethI nakkI thaI gayuM ke Apane zAsananA nAme saMghanuM vAtAvaraNa azAMta rAkhavAthI ja lAbha dekhA heya. temAM Apane pUrepUrI saphaLatA maLI che e ApanI pAsenI punyanI joradAra muDIne pratApa che. anitya bhAvanA, saMsAra bhAvanA, azuci bhAvanA sAthe maitrI AdinI bhAvanAne jema jema vicAra karuM chuM tyAre mane lAgyuM ke cAlIza varSathI dharmanA nAme je pravRttio karI tenA badalAmAM kaSAya sivAya bIjuM kAMI meLavyuM nahi. ane te kaSAyathI ke lAbha thaze haze te te jJAnI jANe, paNa samatA jevI cIja jIvanamAM jovA maLI nahi. mAruM sadbhAgya ke kALa pAkya haze ane bhavitavyatA sArI haze, jethI nivRtti ane tapa sAthe vAMcanathI lAbha thAya che. tenA kAraNe ghaNuM pApathI bacI gayo chuM ke kema te to jJAnI jANe. paNa have puruSArtha karavAnI ghaNI jarUra lAge che. Ase vadi 1ne aDhI mahinAne gALe che. temAM Apane tyAM darekane zuM zuM vicAre Ave ane mane paNa mArI rojanA kaI rIte saphaLa thAya tenA ja vicAra Ave. je pariNAma Ave tene amala karavAno Apane ja hoya. 11 kalama pALavAnuM vacana ApyA pachI paNa amala na karyo te dhyAnamAM laI mAre vicAra AjathI A aMgenI mArI dareka pravRtti baMdha karavAno nirNaya karela che. A aMge mAre chello patra che. vibhAga pahele | 91

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mArA jIvanamAM saMyamarakSAnuM kAma karavAnI tatra IcchA hatI. tene saphaLa karI zakayo nathI tenuM mane pArAvAra duHkha che. cAlIza varasathI dharmanI, ApanI ke zAsananI zakti mujaba sevA karI che. tenA badalAmAM ApanI pAse zAsana khAtara saMyamarakSAnI mAMgaNI karuM chuM. mArI mAMgaNune nahi svIkAro te sAcI sAdhutA naSTa thaI javAnI che, temAM muddala zaMkA nathI. zrI girirAjamAM pisAthI AkarSaNa karI zakaze paNa jyAM sudhI sAdhunA AcAra mATe ane devagurunI AjJAne amalamAM nahi mukAya tyAM sudhI sAce dharma pAmI zakavAnA nathI. Aje gorajI karatAM bhayaMkara kALa AvI rahyo che temAMthI zAsanapakSane bacAvavAnI javAbadArI ApanI che. amuka apavAda bAda karatAM kayAM A kALa mATe bhagavAnanuM sAdhupaNuM ane kayAM atyAranI sthiti! bAhya pravRtti ane AcAranA nAzanI kaI maryAdA rAkhI nathI. Aje sAdhvIjIo tathA bahenone vihAramAM sAthe rakhAtA ane dharmasthAnamAM game tyAre AvavAnI chuTa apAtA niyamono bhaMga thavAthI thAvRtta bhAMgavAne mArga khullo thayo che. pachI bahArathI game teTalI zAstranI vAte karavAmAM Ave ke hajAro mANaso bhegA karavAmAM Ave tenuM pariNAma sAruM na ja Ave. Aje samaju lokene A badhI pravRttiethI lAbha dekhAtuM nathI, chatAM mauna rahI joyA kare che. ApanuM punya che tyAM sudhI dabAyeluM kadAca raheze, paNa pachI evI bhayaMkara paristhiti sajAze ke leke Apane saMbhArIne kahezeH badhe pratApa Apane che ke saMyamarakSAnI vyavasthA karIne na gayA. ApanI nizrAe AvelA tathA zAsanapakSanA moTA bhAganA sAdhu -sAdhvIjI je rIte jIvana jIve che temAM saMvara ke nirjarAnuM nAmanizAna nathI. teomAM atyAranA saMskAra badalI sAcI sAdhutA lAvIne nahi jAva te ApanA mAthe moTAmAM moTuM kalaMka rahevAnuM ane sAthe temanA vAlIone ane saMghane paNa ApanA pratye dukhane ke pAra raheze nahi. vicAre amalamAM muke, nahitara bhAvibhAva! zAsananA rAganA kAraNe saMyamarakSA mATe Apane ghaNI vinaMtI karI. kaDaka paNa lakhyuM che. Apane na game chatAM sAcI hakIkato lakhI 92 | vibhAga pahele

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che. te badala Apane duHkha paNa thayu` hoya, paNa tenA sIdhA atha karaze teA, ane mArI zuddhabhAvanA sacamarakSA mATenI hatI tethI, Apane duHkha thavAnu kAraNu nahi rahe ane mArI satya vAta samajAze. rAma tyAM ayAdhyA kahI kahIne Apane phulAvyA. ati DAhyA gaNAtAone khakhara nahi hoya ke punyathI maLelI sAmagrI cheADI sAdhu thaI muktie gayA. punyathI maLelI sAmagrInA UMcAmAM UMcA seAgavaTA karanAra keAInI sadgati thaI hoya tevuM haju sudhI sAMbhaLela nathI. r } ApaNI tithinI mAnyatAne sAcI manAvavA atyAra sudhI prasa`ge prasaMge hajArA rUpiyA kharca karela che chatAM jee jyAM pratikramaNa karatAM hatAM temAMthI kAI javAbadAra vyaktioe pheraphAra karI hoya tevu sAMbhaLela nathI. tithinI jeTalI pakkaDa hatI teTalI sAcu* pratikramaNa, karavAnI pakkaDa rAkhI hota tA Aje saghamAM cAthA ArA hota. anatAnudhInA kaSAyA mAMdhI bAMdhIne kaIka AtmAe gayA. have sAcu* pratikramaNa karI' samatArasa jhIlI jIvanane sArthaka karIzu tA ja A bhavanI kImata thavAnI. bhavitavyatA sArI hoya ane kALa pAmyA hAya tA puruSArtha karavAnu mana thavAnuM. have tithimAM phera Ave tyAre zAMtithI jAhera karavuM joIe ke amArI satya vAta che. jemane amArAmAM vizvAsa hoya te amArI mujaba kare. bAkI A age ghaNu' kahevAI gayuM, lakhAI gayuM ane chapAi gayu. che; navu kAMI kahevAnuM nathI. mATe Traka nivedyana sivAya jeTalu vadhAre lakhAze to te hiMsApAtra thaze. kAraNake ApaNe koI siddhAMta sAcavyeA nathI. * pUrvanA ghaNA mahAtmAone AcAya padmavI devA chatAM teoe lIdhI nathI. Aje AcAya padmavI UbhI karAya che. tethI padanI mahattA ghaNI ghaTI gaI che. pUrvanA mahApuruSanI harALamAM guNavagaranAne mukavAthI teonI mahAna AzAtanA thaI che. A sivAya koI siddhi thaI nathI. samudAyamAM vAtsalyabhAvathI praznonA nirNaya lAvI samudAyanI pratiSThA vadhArIe temAM ja darekanI zAlA che. Apa je sthAne birAje che. tyAMthI je anyAyeA thayA che te sudhArI levA ghaNu* jarUrI che. vibhAga pahelA / 93

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' mArAmAM sAdhupaNuM na dekhAya teA mane cheDI devA leAkeA sa'bhArIne kahezeH badhA pratApa ApanA che ke.... teA ApanA mAthe meTAmAM mATu kalaMka rahevAnu siddhagirijI jevA uttama tInI ArAdhanAnI suMdara taka maLI che. vAcanA ane vyAkhyAnA ghaNA karyA, have amala karavAnI ghaNI jarUra che. cAturmAsanI saphaLatA devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana, aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana, nava vADonu pAlana, 11 kalamanu sakhta rIte pAlana ane mAhyapravRttio cheADI atarmukha thayA ke kema tethI nakkI thavAnu che, ane tenA upara ja sAcI sAdhutAnA AdhAra che. ApanI vRddha uMmara che. dareka pravRtti cheADI daI ekAMte AtmakalyANa sAdhavAnI sudara taka maLI che. teA rAga-dveSa--mAhane mArI nAkhI, samabhAva keLavI, sakala jIvAne aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka khamAvI, samatArasa jhIlI samAdhimaya jIvana pUru' thAya te jovAnI icchA che. mArA sadabhAgye . bhavitavyatA sArI ane kALa pAmyA ke mane nivRtti levAnI taka maLI. tapa, jApa ane vAMcanathI ghaNA pApathI bacavAnI taka maLI che. lAbha keTalA thaye te jJAnI jANe paNa jIvanamAM zuddha dharma samajavAnI taka maLI che. tene sAka karavA puruSArthanI ghaNI jarUra che mATe, 12-4 bhAvanAnuM ciMtavana kAyama TakI rahe ane tenAM zakti mujaba amala thAya te mATe zAsanadeva pAse eka ja prArthanA che ke samAdhimaraNa mATe satata jAgRta rAkhe jethI bhaviSyakALa ghaNA TUMkA thaI jAya. dareka pravRttimAMthI nivRtta thaI samatArasamAM sthira thavAya te mATe sahAya karo evI vinaMtI karuM chuM. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazeAjI. 94 / vibhAga pahelA

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tA. ra6-9-84 parama pUjya zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI pAlItANa. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. vi. vi. Apane patra lakhavAnuM baMdha karela, paNa ApanA ja hAthethI sAdhutAnA nAzathI jainadharmanI phajetI thaI rahI hoya ApanA ja vicAra Ave che tethI patra lakhela che. : Apa siddhAMtarakSaka che tevI ApanI pratiSThAthI ane ApanA tathA - samudAyanA aTTanI khabara nahi hovAthI huM zAsananA kArya karate. Apane huM ADakhIlIrUpa thatuM nahi tyAM sudhI, mArI virUddhanI kaI vAta kare te Apa teone kahetA ke zAsana mATe kaiTale bhAga Ape che. satya mATe ja kaDaka che tema samajAvatA. paraMtu pahele patra amArA traNa upara Avyo ane kepI ApanI upara AvI. temAM ApanI ane ApanA samudAyanI vAta lakhela. tethI je AMcake A che tenuM zuM varNana lakhuM. Apa mArA svabhAvane samajatA hatA tethI Apane lAgyuM haze ke huM ApanA kAryamAM sahAyaka thaIza nahi paNa vinnarUpa banIza. Ape tema mAnI dharmane neve mukI rAjakAraNa jevI sthiti UbhI karI. mane tyArathI lAgyuM ke pUrvadharo jevA bhAna bhulI nigAdamAM jAya to Apane sAdhuveSamAM rahI saMsAra gamatA hoya te badhuM karI zake. tethI prathama kesara-sukhaDa bAbatamAM pUjya mahAbaLavijayajI masAheba tathA pUjya punyapAlavijayajI ma. sAhebane Ape upayoga karyo ane teonI 25 varSanI suMdara ArAdhanAno vicAra nahi karatAM je kaSA karAvyA te temanI jiMdagImAM yAdagAra rahI jaze. A takano lAbha laI zrAvakAe tathA sAdhuoe je rIte upaga karyo ane pApe DhAMkavA mATe kAvAdAvA thayA temAM Apa sAdhutAne taddana bhUlI gayA. pepara vAMcIne rAjaramatamAM Apa rASTranetA jevA pAvaradhA thaI gayA ane Ape AgamonI vANInI zraddhA khalAsa karI nAkhI. Ape, ajJAna kene kema vadhAre mUrkha banAvIne sArA dekhAIe te mATe Ape buddhine upacoga karyo tyAre lAgyuM ke dharmanA bahAnA nIce jaina vibhAga pahele | kalpa

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/ zAsananI A sthiti karanAra jo Avu kaubhAMDa calAve te zAsananI apabhrAjanA thaze, te khyAla rAkhIne Apane surendranagaramAM sthiravAsa karavA khAsa vinaMtI karI. paNa Apane nivRttinA AnaMda laI ArAdhanA karavAnA bhAva na ja jAge. kAraNa ke kAvAdAvA ane mAyA bha karI dharmanA nAme zrIma MtA, sAdhue ane bhakatAne paDakhe rAkhI sthAna TakAvI rAkhavuM hatu. temAM Apane ApanA pApAnubaMdhI punyanA prabhAve saphaLatA maLatI gai eTale sAcI salAha na gamI. je ApanI kArakidImAM meATAmAM mATA phaTakA paDayA che ane ApanI bhavitavyatAe mATI bhUla khavarAvI che. te vAta Aje nahi samajAya. punya khalAsa thacu' teTalI vAra che. ' ApanA badhA itihAsa sAMbhaLyA, purAvA maLyA, te uparathI lAgyuM" ke Apa dharmAcAya nathI paNa sAdhunA veSamAM rASTranetA che. ApanI pAse have AtmakalyANa thAya tema nathI tethI Apane cheDI dIdhA; ane Aja sudhInI ApanI kAryavAhIthI spaSTa kahI zakuM' chuM ke jainadharmanI sAthe Apane kAi sabaMdha ` nathI. tyArapachI rAjakITanu prakaraNa banyu*. ghaNI ghaNI vAtA jovA-sAMbhaLavA maLI. ane cAlIza vanI sevAnA phaLa tarIke Apane pApathI pAchA vALavA khUba vinatI karI. paNa lAgyu` ke Apane dhama gamatA ja nahotA. eTale leAkeAnA pIThabaLa upara abhimAnathI devagurunI AjJAne bhAMgI. huM samajuM chuM ke dharma pAmavA mahAdulabha che. jIvananA vikAsa thavAnA hoya tA ja sudara vicAra Ave ane prAmANika rahevAnu" mana thAya. Ape kahela ke satyane sAcavavA khaLAmaLanA kadI vicAra karavA nahi paNa sakhta virodha karavA. pariNAma Ave ke na Ave paNa saghamAM badhAya mAyalA nathI tevI khAtrI karAvI devI joIe jethI ItihAsakArA kaheze ke prAmANika vidha karanArA hatA. ApanI A vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhIne sayamarakSA mATe prayatna karI rahyo chuM. mATe hajI vinatI karuM chuM ke, mAre sala sadhane sAcI paristhitithI vAkepha karavA paDe tevI sthiti UbhI na thAya te mATe, ApanA hAthathI sayamarakSA thAya temAM ja gaurava vadhaze. A salAhane paNa Apa dhyAnamAM hi le te jIvanamAM A bhUla kadI sudharavAnI nathI ane tenI kImata ghaNI cUkavavI paDaze; ane asayamanI paraMparAnu. pApa ghaNuM vadhI 96 / vibhAga pahele

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1 ' javAnuM ane tenA vipAkA bhAgavavA paDaze. jJAnInI A vAtamAM zraddhA haze ane pApanA bhaya jAgaze tA ja sArA vicArA Avaze. sayamarakSAnI bhAvanAthI mane je pratyakSa lAbha thayA che temAM mArI punyAIe kAma karyuM che. bhavitavyatA ghaNI suMdara ke taddana nivRtta thavAnI taka maLI. temAM vAMcana thayuM tethI bhagavAnanA zuddhamA ne samajavAnA-vicAravAnA sudara avasara prApta thayA ane tapa Adi karavAnI sagavaDa thaI gaI temaja bhagavAnanA mArganA nAza karanArAonA pApamAM sahAyaka thavAnA mahApApathI bacI gayA. nivRttinA AnanI kImata pravRttivALAne kadI samajAtI nathI. have eka ja kArya ke bhagavAnanA mArgane kalaMkIta karanArA ane devagurunI AjJA bhAMgI sa yamanI ghAta karanArAone sthira karavA mATe zakti mujakha prayatna karIza. 'bhale Aje hu ekalA chuM paNa zAsanadeva jarUra sahAya karaze, kAraNa ke mArI pAse dharma che. ApanI pAse bhale game tevu pIThabaLa haze paNu * adharma che, ane tethI azubhanA utkraya thaze tyAre koI sahAyaka manavAnA nathI. jJAnInI A vAtane dhyAnamAM rAkhI nahi zako te bhAvi aMdhakAra manI javAtu. Ape kahela ke zAsanarakSAnA kAmamAM satyanI rakSA mATe game tevA virodha karavA paDe ane temAM kAIne duHkha thAya tA paNa micchAmi kruDanI jarUra nathI. tema ApanA kAryanA sakhta virodha hovA chatAM, 'aMgata rIte Apanu* tathA ApanA sahAyakAnu ii ahita ciMtavyu nathI teApaNu, jANatA ajANatA satya vAta kahetA Apane tathA je kAIne mArA pratye durbhAva thayA hoya temanI pAse micchAmi dukksa mAMgu chuM. Apa atyAra sudhI je rIte jIvana jIvyA che temAM paraleAkanA sArA vicArane avakAza ja nathI, chatAM kAi chelle bhavitavyatA sudara hAya ane sArA vicArA Ave tA te eka accherU gaNAze. 3 lI. sevaka dIpaca'4 vakhatacanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA. vibhAga pahelA / 97 '

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tA. 16-10-84 zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, zrI pAlItANA. ghaNI ja dilagIrI sAthe jaNAvavAnuM ke Apane saMcamarakSA mATe ghaNI vinaMtI karI paNa ApanI pAse zrImaMtanA dhananuM ane sAdhusAdhvIjI tathA aMdhazraddhA, bhadrika ke Teke-tenI khumArI upara bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavAnI sadabuddhi sUjhI nahi. saMyamarakSA mATe devagurunI AjJAnuM sakhta pAlana karAvavAmAM jeTalI DhIla thaze teTalI pratiSThA vahelI khalAsa thaI javAnI. Aje je rIte vahevAre thaI rahyA che te ghaNuM ja nidanIya ane sAdhutAno nAza karanAra che. tene nyAya meLavavA mATe koI sthAna rahevA. dIdhuM nathI, chatAM dharmane samajelA kadI calAvI zakaze nahi ane tenA mATe badhuM karI chuTaze. dharmanI rakSAmAM majabUta banAya. paNa dharmanAzamAM majabUta banI ghamaMDa rAkhanArAonA hAla ghaNuM ja kharAba thaI jAya che te kadI bhUlaze nahi. A vAta dhyAnamAM nahi lo te aMjAma ghaNA ja kharAba AvavAno. zAsana mATe ane saMyamarakSA mATe meM ekalA hAthe have badhu karI levAno nirNaya karela che. pachI bhale jelamAM javuM paDe, mAra khAve paDe ke jIvanane aMta Ave; paNa sAdhuonI pavitratA TakAvavAne mAro dharma kadI cukIza nahi. citrabhAnu asaMyamI, AjJAbhaMjaka, AcAranAzaka hovAthI ane sAdhupaNuM pALI na zakyA tethI tene Agho laI levA Ape ghaNuM tophAne karAvyA hatA te huM bhUlI gaye nathI. Ape tenA karatAM vadhAre saMyamanAzaka banI sAdhu-saMrathAnI pratiSThAne khatama karI nAkhI che. chatAM zrImaMtenA tathA sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA pracArathI mahApuruSa kahevarAvI, saMghane aMdhArAmAM rAkhI, sAdhuonA jIvana bhraSTa karavAnA mArgo khullA karI nAkhyA 98 | vibhAga pahelo

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bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavAnI saddabuddhi sUjhI nahi dharmanI rakSAmAM majabUta banAya paNa dharmanA nAzamAM... pachI bhale jelamAM javuM paDe ke mAra khAvo paDe ke.. che. temAM Apa sakhta rIte sudhAro karavA taiyAra na hoya te Apane keIe laI le temAM jarAya gu gaNAya nahi, tevuM svIkAravuM ja paDaze. adharmane mamata AkhI jiMdagInI pratiSThAne khalAsa karI nAkhaze. sAdhu tarIke jIvavuM haze te devagurunI AjJA mAnavI ja paDaze. e ja vinaMtI. lI. dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA. vibhAga pahelo ? 99

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pUrvanA mahApuruSa kevA hatA ne kaLikALanA mahApuruSe kevA hoya te vicAravA vinati bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabane zAstrakAra bhagavatee kahela dharma pUrvanA mahApuruSoe pitAnA jIvanamAM jIvI Adarza khaDe karI jagatamAM suvAsa mUkI aneka lokenuM kalyANa karela che ane teo ja jagatane AzIrvAdarUpa banI AtmakalyANa sAdhI gayA che ne teo ja sAcA ! mahApuruSa banyA che. jyAre Aje bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvavAnI vAta karI tethI virUddhanuM AcaraNa karI jagatane mUrkha banAvavAnI kaLA hoya ane mAyA daMbha karI dharmane vikRta banAvatA hoya te ja kaLikALanA mahApuruSa banI zake ! pUrvanA mahApuruSe kadI pitAnA hAthe temanA guNonA vizeSa lakhAvatA nahIM paraMtu gurumahArAja ke zrIsaMgha te padanI pUrepUrI yegyatA lAge tyAre vizeSaNa ApatA. jyAre Aje dharmanI pavitratAne, siddhAMtane tathA vidhimArgane nAza ane AjJAne chaDecoka bhaMga karIne zAsanarakSaka, siddhAMtapremI jevA vizeSaNe lakhAvIne AnaMda anubhavanArA ne pratiSThAne ja sarvasva mAnanArA kaLikALanA mahApuruSa gaNAya ! - pUrvanA mahApuruSe kadAca kaI karmane vaza paDyA hoya te kadI jAheramAM Ave nahIM ane potAnI jAtane nIMda ne lA-zarama anubhave tema ja kadI pUjA-prabhAvanAnI IcchA kare nahIM. jyAre Aje asaMyamI jIvana jIvavA chatAM, zaramane neve mUkI mAna-pratiSThA ne pUjAprabhAvanA mATe jagatane sArI rIte mUrkha banAvI kALAbajArane dharma karAvavAnI jemanAmAM buddhi hoya te ja kaLikALanA mahApuruSa banI zake! - kaLikALanA mahApuruSa banavA je pApa bAMdhyuM che tene pUjyazrI vicAra kare. pratiSThAne gauNa banAvI jIvanane sArthaka karo ne sadgati pAmo tevI sevakanI vinaMtI che. - - - 100 | vibhAga pahele

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pU. siddhAMta mahedadhi gacchAdhipati A. bha. zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA sAdhusamudAyanuM saMgaThana [A ja vibhAganA pRSTha 66 upara trIjA perAnI zarUAtamAM baMdhAraNanI kepI mokalyA je nirdeza karela che, te kepI, eTale ke " jaina pravacana patramAM-saMgaThana, nivedana ane baMdhAraNanI jAherAta thavA prasaMge-pragaTa karAyela saMpAdakIya nedhanI kepI ahIM Apela che.] zrI jaina pravacananA tA. 6-5-62nA aMkamAM 135mA pAne pUjya pravacanakAra mahAtmA (zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI - mahArAja sAheba)nA vihArane lagatA samAcAramAM jAhera karAyuM hatuM ke, pUjya parama gurudevazrInI sAthe pUjya AcAryadevazrI gIradharanagara thaI amadAvAda padhAryA. A samaya daramyAnamAM aneka bhavyAtmAonA puNya prayAsathI, zrIsaMghanA saddabhAgye, keTalAka varSo thayAM je aMtarAya khaDe thavA pAmyo hato te dUra thaI javA pAmyo ane pUjya parama gurudevazrIe potAnA samudAyanI sadhAyelI ekatAnI zubha jAherAta karatAM zrIsaMghamAM bhAre AnaMdanI lAgaNI pragaTI." A samAcAra saMbaMdhI vistArayukta sattAvAra vigata amane pragaTa karavAne maLI che. je tenA anusaMdhAnamAM A nIce jAhera karavAmAM Ave che. cAlu varSanA phAgaNa vadi ane caitra sudinA divasomAM pUjya siddhAMtamahedadhi vayevRddha AcAryabhagavAna zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnuM zArIrika svAcya pAlaNapura, UMjhA ane mahesANuM vagere sthaLe vAraMvAra vadhAre paDatuM bagaDayuM hatuM. A samAcAra teozrInA paTTAlaMkAra pUjya parama zAsanaprabhAvaka, vyAkhyAvAcaspati AcAryadeva zrImadda vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane maLatA, khaMbhAtathI tarata ja vihAra karIne teozrI sAbaramatImAM potAnA parama gurudevazrInI sevAmAM upasthita thayA hatA. pUjya AcArya zrI vijayajabUsUrIzvarajI vibhAga pahele / 101

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mahArAja vagere paNa AvI pahoMcyA hatA. samudAyanA saMgaThana mATe A avasara anupama che ema jANIne zeThazrI ramaNalAla vajecaMda khaMbhAtavALA, zeThazrI caMdrakAntabhAI bakubhAI, zeThazrI ramezabhAI bakubhAI ane bhAI zrIkAnta e mATe prayAsa AdaratA temAM saphaLatA maLI hatI. caitra vada 5 tA. 25-4-62 budhavAre bapore zubha muhUte A saMgaThananI zubha jAherAta karavAnuM nakakI thatAM pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayadAnasUrIzvarajI jJAnamaMdira ane pauSadhazALAmAM pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI pavitra nizrAmAM pUjya AcAryodi munivRnda tathA AgevAna zrAvakasamUha ekaThA thayA hatA. e vakhate pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA taraphathI nIce mujabanA nivedana dvArA potAnA sAdhusamudAyanA saMgaThananI jAherAta karavAmAM AvI hatI. nivedana : "zAsana, zrIsaMgha ane samudAyanA hitanI daSTie huM Aje bhUtakALa bhUlI jaIne AkhA samudAyanuM saMgaThana jAhera karuM chuM. AcArya zrI rAmacaMdrasUrijI vagere sAthe paNa samAdhAna thaI gayuM che, jethI havethI badhAe parasparane vahevAra barAbara jALavavAno che. have AkhA samudAya mATe eka baMdhAraNa nakkI karavAmAM AvyuM che. ane dareke tenuM barAbara pAlana karavAnuM che pachI huM houM, AcArya zrI rAmacaMdrasUrijI hoya ke nAnAmAM nAne sAdhu hoya paNa baMdhAraNane vaLagI rahIne cAlavAnuM che. eTale havethI keI bhaMga calAvI levAmAM Avaze nahi tema ja kaDakapaNe baMdhAraNano amala karavAnuM che. e khuzI thavA jevuM che ke sAdhuo khAnadAna che, vidvAna che tethI baMdhAraNanuM aNIzuddha pAlana karIne samudAyanuM gaurava vadhAraze, evI mane AzA che. gAmegAmanA AgevAnone paNa huM bhalAmaNa karavAne chuM ke baMdhAraNanA pAlanamAM munione jarUra pramANe sahAyabhUta thAya. tithicarcA bAbatamAM tithi ApaNI ja sAcI che temAM zaMkA ja nathI paraMtu sakala saMghanA ekayanI AvazyaktA sahu koI jANe che. tethI keI vakhate kadAca koI vicAra karavAno prasaMga UbhuM thAya te te vakhate huM AcAryazrI rAmacaMdrasUrijInI salAha sammatithI karavAnuM chuM. mArA A baMdhAraNamAM upagI thavA mATe suzrAvaka tarIke ramaNalAla vajecaMda - 102 / vibhAga pahele

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tathA ramezabhAI bakubhAIne rAkhavAmAM AvelA che ane bhaviSyamAM samudAya bAbatamAM jarUra paDye baMne jaNuM sevA ApavA mATe saMmata thAya che." A nivedana vaMcAyA bAda vaMdanavidhi thayA hatA ane te pachI pUjya AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI, pUjya AcArya zrI vijayajabUrIzvarajI, pUjya paMnyAsa zrI bhadraMkaravijyajI gaNivara ane pUjya paMnyAsa zrI bhAnavijayajI gaNivare prAsaMgika vivecana sAthe A saMgaThananuM anumAna karyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda zeThazrI caMdrakAntabhAI ane zeThazrI ramaNabhAIe AbhAra mAnatuM vaktavya karyuM hatuM. aMtamAM pUjya AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAje uparyukta nivedanamAM jaNAvela nUtana baMdhAraNanI agiyAreya kalama vAMcI saMbhaLAvI hatI, je nIce mujaba che. baMdhAraNa -(1) sAmAnya sAgamAM sAdhvIjI athavA zrAvikAe vyAkhyAnanA samaya sivAya sAdhunI vastImAM AvavuM nahIM. e mATe vyAkhyAnAdi prasaMge niSedha kare ane zakya prabaMdha karAva. asAdhAraNa saMyogamAM dA. ta. bahAragAmathI keI AvyA hoya athavA ApaNe navA gAmamAM gayA hoIe ane tyAM keI Ave to ekAda divasa vaMdana puratA AvI jAya te revA nahIM. jenI kriyAomAM paNa sAdhvIjIe banatA sudhI zrAvikAne sAthe laIne AvavuM. tema ja zrAvikA upadhAnanI kriyA prasaMge puruSane sAthe laIne AvavuM. sAdhunI akasmAta bimArI jevA prasaMgamAM niSedha karavo nahIM. (2) sAdhvIjI pAse sAdhuoe kAMI paNa kAma karAvavuM nahIM. ane sAdhue potAnA kAma dA. ta. pItrA raMgavA, sAMdhavA vagere zIkhI levA. jyAM sudhI na zikhAya tyAM sudhI ghA, DhavANu jevA azakya kAme mukhya spardhakapatie sthAnika prauDha zrAvikA dvArA sAdhvIo pAse karAvI levA, paNa sAdhuoe sAdhvInA saMparkamAM AvavuM nahIM. (3) sAdhvIjIne kAMI kAma hoya te sIdhu sAdhune na kahe paraMtu paraMparAe prauDha zrAvikA ane zrAvaka dvArA sAdhune kahevaDAve, e paddhati jALavavI. keI tAtkAlika akasmAta AvI paDyuM hoya te pUchI levAya. (4) sAdhue joItI vastu mATe TukaDInA vaDIlane kahevuM ane vaDIla tenI sagavaDa karI Ape vibhAga pahele | 103

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(5) sAmAnya saMjogomAM 15 divasa pahelAM kApa kADhavo nahi. sivAya lUNa, jheLI, LiyA jevA kapaDAM. (6) rezamI kAmaLI, dazI, muhapattI vagere vAparavI nahIM. (7) dezanA vyavahAra pradhAna ApavI ane vyavahAramAM prANa puravA mATe bhAva samajAvo. (8) eka spardhakSatinI TukaDIne sAdhu bIjA spardhakapatinI TukaDImAM gacchAdhipatinI tathA jenI nizrAmAM hoya tenI AjJA sivAya rahI zake nahIM. (9) mAIkamAM bAlavuM nahIM. (10) pheTA paDAvavA nahi. (11) potAnuM ke pitAnA vaDIlanA nAmanuM jJAnamaMdira pate UbhuM karavuM nahi. temaja zrAvake dvArA UbhA karAtA jJAnamaMdira AdimAM potAnuM varcasva rAkhavuM nahi. uparanI kalamo aMge jemane kaI pUchavuM hoya temaNe zrI gacchAdhipatine pUchI levuM. A pachI zrAvakasaMghe pUjya AcAryadevane A varSanuM caturmAsa atre ja karavAnI khUba AgrahapUrvaka vinaMtI karI hatI. sAdhusamudAyanA saMgaThananI Aje thayelI jAherAtathI catuvidha zrIsaMghamAM bhAre AnaMdanI lAgaNI vyApI gaI hatI-ane prayAsa karanArAonuM bahumAna karAyuM hatuM. 14 | vibhAga pahele

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zAsanapakSanA ane samudAyanA parama pUjaya AcArya bhagavaMtAdi padastha ane sunimahArAjazrIe uparanA vinatI patro ' SAR r kAkA 5 . vibhAga bIjo

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s ArAdhaka mahAtmAonI hAjarImAM dharmanA nAme adharma pAgare chatAM pitA na thAya to kahevuM paDaze ke zrI saMghane tIvra pApane udaya hAya ja dharma sAcavavA keI sahAya kare nahI. * * sArA ArAdhaka mahAtmAmAM, zakitanuM bahAnuM kADhI, zrI pyArthIne satya vAta kahevA jeTalI hiMmata na hoya te che temanA kAryane bhUlacuke Teke maLa jAya. pakSanA mehanA kAraNe ke ekatAnA bahAnA nIce temanI pratiSThA vadhAra vAmAM sahAyarUpa na thaIe te paNa 4 zrIsaMghanuM RNa adA kyuM gaNAya. 4 *

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prAMgadhrA tA. 7-11-80 parama pUjya AcArya zrI vijathamahAdayasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba tathA pUjayazrI temabhuSaNavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI sevAmAM, lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazejI. vinaMtIpUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke pU. gurudevazrIne amArA upara mahAna upakAra che. teozrInI dezanAthI amArA AtmAne ghaNo lAbha thayo che. teozrIe dhamanI samaja ApI ane prabhunA mArgamAM sthira karela che. A kALamAM AvI bhArgarakSaka dezanA ApanAra kyA naheta to amAruM zuM thAta te kahI zakAya nahIM. AvA mahApurUSo dvArA jaina zAsananI apUrva prabhAvanA thAya ane aneka AtmAo bhagavAnanA mArgane kema pAme te mATe zakaya teTalA prayane punyazALIoe karI jaina zAsananI apUrva sevA karI che. tethI zakti mujaba aneka AtmAoe - dharmanI ArAdhanA karI jIvanane dhanya banAvyuM che. pUjyazrInI AvI meghagarjanA jevI dezanA tamee tathA bIjA sAdhuoe tema ja sAdhvIjIoe sAMbhaLI ane sahavAsamAM rahevA chatAM teozrInI vANune jhIlI nahIM. tethI zAsanane je nukazAna thavuM che, te ka9pI zakAya tema nathI, je zAsana haiyAmAM heta ane pUjyazrInI vANune amala karI sAdhutAne dIpAvI hota to Aje jaina saMghamAM ceAtho Are, vartAta. paNa tamArA darekanI chAtI keTalI kaThora ke pUjyazrInI eka paNa vAtane nahIM svIkAratA ane viparIta rIte vratonuM pAlana karI pUjyazrInI pratiSThane mahAna nukazAna karyuM che. (amuka pApabhira AtmAo tamArI pravRttithI bacI gayA che. tethI amane AnaMda thAya che ke haju ArAdhaka AtmAonA baLe za sana TakavAnuM che.) tamArI atyAra sudhInI pravRtti sAdhuone zobhe tevI nahIM hevA chatAM, je karmavaza che tema mAnI, tamArI dareka pravRttinI upekSA karI. pUjayazrIno lAbha levAya teTalo lIdhe paraMtu tame e pUjyazrInI punyAIne geralAbha uThAvI sAdhutAne kalaMka lAge te rIte jIvana jIvI nizrAe AvelAnA jIvana naSTa karI nAkhyA tame pApa, punya ke karmasattA jevI cIja nathI tema mAnatA ho te ja AvI rIte jIvana jIvAya. atyAra sudhI jene jene tamArI rIte sAdhutAne zebhe tevI nathI tema lAgela tene tamee satya hakIkata dAbI daI samajAvI dIdhA, paraMtu tame karmasattAne nahIM samajAvI zake. amoe atyAra sudhI, sAdhutAnA darzana karavA hoya to, pUjyazrIne samudAyanI je prazaMsA karI che tenAthI le khUba anumodanA karatAM. paNa jyAre tamArI pravRttinI khabara paDaze tyAre jagatamAM

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tamArA darekanI chAtI eTalI kaThora ke.. keTaluM nIcuM jovuM paDaze te vicAratAM kapArI chUTe che. je tamArAmAM dharma pratyenI ja zraddhA heta te bhUlane bacAva na karatAM. sudhAravAmAM ja gaurava che. jyAre nAnA nAnA bALakonI dIkSA thatI tyAre haiyu nAcI uThatuM ke zuM jaina zAsananI balihArI che. ane leke anumodanA karatAM thAkatA nahIM. temaja temanA vaDIloe tathA saMe mIMcIne kAMkarAnI mAphaka paisA kharacI lAbha lIdhe che. paraMtu tamArI badhAnI pApa-pravRtti jema jema le konA khyAlamAM Avaze tyAre tamArI sAdhu jeTalo to nahIM paNa eka sAmAnya mANasa jeTalI paNa kI mata raheze nahIM. pUjyazrInA eka vizvAsu zrAvaka tarIke Apane vina tIpUrvaka lakhuM chuM ke atyAra sudhI bhale bhulyA, paNa have jIvana je rIte jIvyA te rIte jIvavu nathI. bAjI hAthamAM che. paNa atyAra sudhI je rIte sukhane bhogavaTa karyo che tene lAta mArI kaSTa bhegavavA taiyAra rahevuM paDaze. to ja jainazAsananI apUrva prabhAvanA karI zakaze.meM sAMbhaLela che ke haju karelA pApane pastAvo nathI, ulaTuM pApene DhAMkavA sArA ArAdhaka AtmAonI niMdA karI tamArI jAtane UcI gaNavA prayatna kare che. te tamArA AtmA mATe khataranAka che. tamAre pUjyazrInuM gaurava vadhAravuM hoya te arAdhaka AtmAone sAthe rAkhI sa dhutAnuM gaurava vadhe te mATe prayatna karavA paDaze. je ArAdhaka AtmAo tamArI pravRttithI nArAja thaI judA thaze to tamArA jIvanamAM eka moTAmAM moTuM kalaMka gaNAze. je sthAnamAM lAkha rUpiyA mokSamArganI ArAdhanA mATe kharacyA hatA tyAM aMgata saMsAra vadhAravAnI kriyAo thAya te pUjyazrInA samudAya mATe paNa mAM agni prakaTa thayo gaNAya. atyAra sudhI pUjyazrInA samudAya mATe koI paNa halakI vAta kare te amo eka mInITamAM mona karI gauravapUrvaka jIvatA paraMtu tamArI jema jema vAto sAMbhaLIe chIe tyAre zaramathI mAthuM namI jAya che. bhAvibhAva. pUjyazrInI dezanA satata sAMbhaLavA chatAM tamene asara thaI nahIM. paNa jene sArI vANuM sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI tenI sthiti bagaDe temAM koI navAI pAmavA jevuM nathI. jyAM jyAM kharAbI dekhAya che temAM me TAbhAge tamArI pravRtti vadhAre javAbadAra che. mArA upara traNa patro AvyA. tenI kApI tamane ekalI che tema teo lakhe che. te tamoe vAgyA haze. vAMcyA pachI koIe daMSabuddhithI lakhyA che tema mAnaze te tamArA jIvanamAM kaI divasa sudhAre thaze nahIM. * | vibhAga bIjo

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rAta-divasa ciMtA rahyA kare che. temAMnI ghaNu hakIkate amArI jANa bahAra na hatI chatAM pUjyazrI pratye bhaktibhAvanA hisAbe mana DaMkhatuM. paNa amee mauna rahI calAvyuM, tethI ame paNa pApanA bhAgIdAra banyA chIe. haju anuSThAne ujavI zAsanaprabhAvanA karAvI che ke sAdhutA keLavI zAsana prabhAvanA karavI che? zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme je sAdhutAne ghAta thAya che tene calAvavo heya '. te amAre kaMI kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. paNa zAsananA hita khAtara, pUjyazrInA gaurava khAtara ane amArI khAtara paNa bhega ApI sAcI sAdhutA keLavavA prayatno karazo te mahAna upakAra karyo gaNaze. tamo kAMI vicAra nahIM kare ane jema cAle che tevI rIte ja jIvana puruM karavuM haze te tamArA mATe bhAvI ghaNu kharAba che tema mAnaze. pUjyazrIne siddhAMtanI bAbatamAM svArtha khAtara DhIlA pADavAmAM tamAre paNa maTe phALo che. ( patra AvyA pachI jarAya cena paDatuM nathI. rAta-divasa ciMtA rahyA kare che. UMgha uDI gaI che. patra lakhanAra kAMI paNa pagalAM le ane temAM zAsananI tathA pUjyazrInI keTalI niMdA thAya tene vicAra karatAM cena paDatuM nathI. pUjyazrInI pratiSThA vadhAravI ke ghaTADavI te tamArA darekanA hAthamAM che. tame koI paNa vicAra nahIM kare te meTAmAM moTI bhUla gaNAze. tame darekane saddabuddhi sujhe ane sArI sAdhutA keLavavA tamane baLa maLe tevI zAsanadeva pAse aMta:karaNa pUrvaka prArthanA karuM chuM. pUjyazrInI uMmara ghaNuM thaI che. have jyAM sthiravAsa karaze tyAM tIrtha jevuM thaze ane aneka gaNuM zAsana prabhAvanA thaze. tamAre pUjyazrInuM gaurava vadhAravuM haze te bhega Ape ja chuTako che. to tamArA savArtha khAtara temanI punyAine upayoga karaze to tamArA jevA gurudrohI koI nahIM gaNAya, te cokkase mAnaze tamane mArI vAta kaDaka lAgaze, paNa tamAruM darda asAdhya thayuM che mATe sAdhya banAvavA mATe prayatna che. lI dIpaya vakhatanA 108 pAra vadhavA svIkAraze. vibhAga bIje | pa

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surendranagara tA 18-6-80 parama pUjya, parama upakArI pUjya AcArya devazI vijayamAnatulasIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI pAlItANuM. lI. sevaka bAbunA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkAravA kRpA karazojI. zrI hastagiri tIrtha aMge Apane patra lakhela. tenA javAbamAM ApazrIe jaNAvela ke TrasTa zAstra ane siddhAMta virUddhanuM nahIM hoya. ane je bhUla thaI che te sudhAravA mATenA prayatna cAle che. tenA javAbamAM eka pharI patra lakhela, te patranA javAbamAM Ape eka bhAI mAraphata saMdeza mokalela ke patra maLe che. tene javAba have pachI jaNAvIza." paraMtu Apane javAba nahIM AvavAthI tema ja TrasTa sudhAravAnI mahenata karavA chatAM sudharI zakyuM nathI tethI sevakane ciMtA thAya che te kRpA karI javAba Apaze. haju sudhI TrasTa na sudhare te je punyazALIoe temAM lAbha lIdhe che ane have levAnA che teone devadravyanA siddhAMtanA nAzanI bhAgIdArImAMthI bacAvavA mATe satya hakIkata jaNAvavI joIe ke kema ane jaNAvavAthI zAsanane lAbha thAya ke kema ane te mATe zuM zuM karavuM joIe ? devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza kare te durgatimAM ja jAya tema mahApuruSa kahe che. chatAM te siddhAMtane naza karIne tIrthanA uddhAranA nAme tema ja le ke bedhibIja pAmaze tevuM kahIne tIrtha uddhAnuM suMdaramAM suMdara kAma kare te tenI kaI gati thAya ane tene je punya baMdhAya te kayAM prakAranuM hoya? je TrasTamAM devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza thato hoya te TrasTa sarakArI kAyadA pramANe TrasTamAM bhUla mAnIne sudhAravAnA prayatna kare, paraMtu jyAM sudhI te na sudhare te paNa maMdiranuM kAma cAlu rAkhe te sidhdhatine nAza kare che tema gaNAya ke kema ane tethI zAsanane lAbha thAya ke kema? devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza karanAruM TrasTa na sudhare tyAM sudhI tene madada karI zakAya ke kema ane jANavA chatAM madada kare te bhaya kara pApanA bhAgIdAra bane che kema? zAstradaSTie nakkI thayA pachI satya hakIkata saMdhane jaNAvavAnI jarUra kharI ke kema ? ane na jaNAvIe te tenA pApanA bhAgIdAra keNa deNu gaNAya ? tIrtha uddhAranA nAme devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza thatuM hoya te chatI zaktie tene aTakAvavA prayatna na kare te tene lAbha thAya ke kema ? 6 / vibhAga bIje

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chatAM zrI hastagiri tIrthanuM TrasTa devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza karanAruM nakkI thayA pachI.. siddhAMtarakSA karavAne badale mauna seve temaja koInI zarama rAkhe ane zakti chatAM kaMIne duHkha na lagADe che te siddhAMtanAzamAM bhAgIdAra bane che kama ane tene bhayaMkara pApa badhAya ke kema ? zrI hastagiri tIrthanA uddhAranuM kAma ApazrInA upadezathI thAya che. tethI anekone lAbha levAnI preraNu karI che. tethI aneka punyazALIe pitAnA tathA devadravyamAMthI lAkha rUpiyA ApI tIrtha uddhAranA kAryamAM bhAgIdAra banyA che. ane tene AnaMda punyazALIone ghaNo che. ane tethI ApazrIe je lAbha apAvyo tenuM RNa adA karavA "tIrtha uddhArakanuM birUda Apane ApIne pharaja bajAvI che. paraMtu TrasTa devadravyanA siddhAMtano nAza karanAruM che, je na sudhare tyAM sudhI Apa A birUda koI ne vApare tevI bhalAmaNa kare te zAsanane lAbha thAya khare ke kema ? ane temAM zAsananuM hita che te Apane vyAjabI lAge che ke kema ? zrI kAMtibhAInI dharmiSTha, dAnezvarI ane cAritrasaMpana tarIkenI khyAti che. teo zrI hastagiri mATe je tana-mana-dhanane bhega ApI tIrtha uddhAranuM kAma karI rahyA che te ghaNuM ja prazasanIya ane anumodanA karavA jevuM hovA chatAM TrasTa devadravyanA sidhdhAne nAza karanAruM hevAthI jayAM sudhI TrasTa na sudhare tyAM sudhI tenA kAryanI anumodanA thAya ke kema? TrasTa sudhAravA mATe sarakArI rAhe mahenata karI rahyA che, ane temane kharekharI bhUla thaI che tevuM lAgavAthI TrasTa sudharavA mATe kabulAta Ape che; paraMtu je vAta pitAnA hAthanI nathI tenI kabulAta Ape te zrIsaMghane gerarate derave che ke kema? TrasTa mahenatathI sudharI jAya te ghaNuM ja AnaMdane viSaya che, paraMtu TrasTa sarakArI kAyadA pramANe na sudhare te devadravyamAMthI tathA punyazALAoe Apela rakama tIrthanA uddhAranA badale devandravanA siddhAMtano nAza karavAmAM ApI gaNAya ke kema ? ane zrI kAMtibhAI tIrtha uddhAranuM kArya kare che te temane punya baMdhAya ke kema ane ApaNAthI tenI anumodanA thAya ke kema ? ApazrI zAsana ane siddhAMta virUddhanA kAryamAM kadI koInI zarama rAkhatAM nathI chatAM hastagiri tIrthanuM TrasTa devadravyanA siddhAMtane nAza karanAruM che te vibhAga bIje | -

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madada karI zakAya ke kema ane madada kare tA bhayaMkara pApanA bhAgIdAra ane ke kema ? nakakI thayA pachI Apa kaMI daSTie temane madada karI rahyA che ane temAM kaI rIte lAbha ApazrIne dekhAya che te sevakane jaNAvavA kRpA karazejI, zrI madira purU thAya tyAM sudhI sarakAranA vizvAse lAkhA rUpiyA khacI nAkhIe ane sarakAra kAyadA pramANe TrasTa na sudhArI Ape te Apanne meTI bhUla karI gaNAya ke kema ane AvI bhUlanI paraMparA na thAya te mATe pratiSThA karAvAya ke kema ? siddhAMtanI rakSA mATe koi paNa pravRtti karIe te pahelAM, Apa pUjyazrI pAse, je zaMkA thAya che te mATe patra lakhela che. te kRpA karo javAba ApavA vinatI che. ApazrInA punyadehe sukhazAtA haze. sevanTa ceAgya kAmasevA pharamAvazeAjI. } 8 / vibhAga bIjo lI. sevaka AjInA 1008 vAra la`danA svIkAroAcha '

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tA. 8-11-82 parama pUja, parama upakArI pUjaya AyAdevI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI ujajena. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkAraze. ApazrInA punya he sukhazAtA haze. vi. vi. jaNAvavAnuM ke zrI AcAryazrAne 11 patra lakhyA. zAsananA hita khAtara tapa, jApa, svAdhyAya karyAne 16 mahinA thayA. paNa zrI AcAryazrInuM pApAnubaMdhI punya ghaNuM joradAra. mArI bhAvanA sAdhutAnI pavitratA vadhe te mATe karela prayatane haju sudhI saphaLa thayA nahi. kAraNa ke jemaNe 50 varasa thayAM asaM. thama piSI sAdhutAnI pavitratAne mArI nAkhI che ane daMbha, mAyA ne asatya bolavAnI kaLAthI jIvana jIvI mahApuruSanI khyAti meLavavA zakti ane buddhine durupayoga karyo hoya temanI pAsethI cAritra mATe sArA vicAronI AzA rAkhavI nakAmI che. temanuM darda ghaNuM bhayaMkara che te cAritranA khapI AtmAo ja temanA roganuM nidAna karI zake. bAkI pApAnubaMdhI punyanI lIlA upara dharmanuM mApa kADhI daSTirAgI bane te kadI dharmamAM pramANika rahI zake nahI. zrI AcAryazrInA asaMyamanA bhaya kara roganA cepathI ApaNuM pakSanA ghaNAonI sthiti kevI karuNujanaka ane dayApAtra banI che te jene pramANikatAnI AMkho maLI che te joI zake. zrI AcAryazrIe ghaNAne mArgAnusArI, aphavadhArI, dezavirati, sarvavirati banAvyA che tethI temane ghaNe upakAra che-AvI vAta karI pApane bacAva karI zrIsa ghane A dhArAmAM rAkhI bhadrIka ane bheLA lokone vizvAsaghAta karI zrIsaMghanI khAnAkharAbI karI rahyA che. kharekhara zAstra mujabane dharma pamADayo hato te zrIsaMghanI AvA durdazA kadI thAya nahIM. DokaTara game teTaluM bhaNele heya paNa kaI dardIne sAje na karI zake te tenA jJAnanI kiMmata keTalI? tema vakIla game tevo vAcALa he, pleTapharma gajavate heya ane bhaNelA tarIkenI khyAti maLI hoya paNa te eka paNa kesa jItI na Ape te teno buddhi ane jJAnanI kiMmata keTalI? temaja sAdhupazumAM mahAna zAstra bhaNI darekanuM khaDana-maDana karI, dharmanI UMcAmAM UcI vAte karI hajAre mANasane vANunA prabhAve bhegA karI zakatA hoya ane lokone zakti ane buddhinA jore ajI detA hoya paNa temanA dharmanI vAte thI sAMbhaLanAranA bhAvarAgane nAza na thAya ane uparathI saMsAra vadhe to temanA jJAna-zaktinI kiMmata keTalI ? paNa te jJAnane upaga pratiSThA ane mAnapAna meLavavA purata ja hato vibhAga bIje | -

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pramANikatAnI AMkha maLI hoya te joI zake temane dharmanI sAthe I saMbadha nahI, temAM khAtrI karAvavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI kAraNa ke te pratyakSa dekhAya che. apuna baMdhaka avasthA pahelAM game teTalI " dharma kriyA kare ane lAkha rUpiyA dharmanA nAme kharce tenI kiMmata jJAnI bhagavaMtee. kevI AMkI che te Apa zAstranA jANakAra che tethI sArI rIte samajI zake che. apUnabaMdhaka avasthAmAM savArtha visarjana pahelA mAge che, te guNa Ave te dazA AvI gaNAya. te AtmAmAM karuNa, paramArthavRtti, dAkSiNanA, akSudratA, gaMbhIratA, nilabhatA, atya, amAtyasarya, abhaya vagere guNo bIjanA caMdramAnI jema dinapratidina vadhatA hoya tyAre zukala pAkSika kahevAya. tyAra pachI samyaktva pAmanAramAM kayA guNe hoya, dezavirati pAMcame guNasthAnake sAdhu -7 guNasthA5ka hoya tyAre temanAmAM kevA guNo hoya, te zAstradaSTie mahApurUSoe kIdhA che ane Ape khUba dehana karela che. AvA guNavAna punyazALI zrI AcAryazrIe pakavyA hatA te Aje cothe Are dekhAta ane teozrIe saMghanuM RNa adA karyuM gaNata tema zrIsaMdhamAM dharmanA nAme thate adharma kadI vadhI zakta nahIM ane AvI arAjakatA jovA maLatA nahIM. paraMtu arasa-parasa eka bIjAnA vakhANa karI dhamI tarIkenI khyAti meLavI phUlAI che tevA pakavIne temanA rAgI banI zAsanane vaphAdAra na rahetA teozrInA pracAraka ane ejanTa tarIke kAma karI asaMyamane puSTa kare che. teo pApathI kevA bhAre thAya teno nirNaya zAstradaSTie siddhAMtane vaphAdAra rahenAra mahAtmAe e karavAne che. ApazrInI khyAti zrIsaMghamAM tatvaciMtaka ane adhyAtmayogI tare kenI che AvA ArAdhaka mahAtmAonI hAjarImAM dharmanA nAme adharma pAMgare chatAM citA na thAya te kahevuM paDaze ke zrIsaMghane tIvra pApane udaya heya to ja keI dharma sAcavavAmAM sahAya na kare. sArA ArAdhaka mahAtmAomAM, zaktinuM bahAnuM kADhI, zrI AcArya zrIne satya vAta kahevA jeTalI himata na hoya te temanA kAryane bhUlecUke Teke maLI jAya. mATe pakSanA mahinA kAraNe ke ekatAnA bahAnA nIce temanI pratiSThA vadhAravAmAM sahAya nahIM karIe te paNa zrIsa ghanuM rUNa adA karyuM gaNAya. zrI AcAryazrIne pUchAvela ke AjJAbhaMga karIne jIvavu tenA karatAM jhera khAyane maravuM vadhAre sAruM tema ApazrI hajAre mANasanI vacce bethA che, ane Ape ja sAdhutAnI pavitratAne mArI nAkhI AjJAbhaMga karI, dharmane maDaduM banAvI dIdhuM che, chatAM Ape kadI jhera khAdhuM nathI, te AvA daMbhI ane mAyAvI zabdathI zrIsa ghane droha kare che te huM joI zakato nathI, te huM jhera khAIne marI jAu te Atmaka lAbha kevA thAya te jaNAvazojI. paNuM javAba Avela nathI. 10 | vibhAga bIje .

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te temanA kAryane bhulecuke Teke maLI jAya. zrI AcAryazrIne sAdhutAnI pavitratA sAcavavA khuba khuba vinaMtI karI, paNa asaMyama kadI dayALu banI zaktA nathI. temane zAsananI kadI paDI hatI nathI. bIjAnA bhoge zAsanarakSAnI vAta karI. pratiSThA meLavavA zAstra ane siddhAMtane upaga karIne ane kAvA-dAvA, prapaMca--khaTapaTa karavA paDe te karIne phakta vAte ja karavAnI hoya che. AvAo pAsethI cAritranI sArI AzA rAkhavI te retImAMthI tela kADhavA jevuM gaNAya. chatAM huM Aje gharanA khuNe mArI zakti mujaba sAdhanA karI zAsanadeva pratye vina tI karI sAdhutAnI pavitratA khAtara prayatna karI rahyo chuM. te pratApe mane je vicAra AvyuM che teno amala karavAne vakhata Avaze tyAre zrI AcAryazrIne sAdhutAnI pavitratA TakAvavA mATenI pharaja paDaze agara mahA asaMyamI ane dharmanA nAme adharma calAvI zrIlaMghanI durdazA karanAra vyakti tarIke jAhera thavuM paDaze rAjakAraNamAM jema prajA sarakAra pAse satya vAta raju kare paNa te vAtane pratiSThAne prazna banAvI satya vAtane mArI nAkhavA mATe game tevA julmo karavA paDe te karI te vAtane svIkAra karatI nathI. paNa temAM jayAre nAsIpAsa thAya tyAre satyava na svIkAravI ja paDe che. sarakAra ane prajA vaccenuM aMtara vadhyuM che ane thayela khAnAkharAbI naphAmAM rahe che. tevI ja rIte dharmakSetramAM zrI AcAryazrI zrImata varganA TekAthI, sakhyAbaLanA abhimAnathI, sAdhu-sAvIjInA pracArakanI tAkAta upara satya hakIktane mArI nAMkhI saMyamane mATe kaI vicAra nahi kare te pa raName kevu Avaze te te jJAnAbhagavate ja jANe. bAkI A temanA jIvanamAM moTAmAM moTI bhUla haze. punyadaya jAgatA haze te ja saddabuddhi jAgaze. AvI paristhiti AvyA pahelAM ApIne eka ja vinatI karavAnI ke cAritra sapana mahAtmAo sAthe patravahevAra karI jemanI pAse thI sAdhvIjI mahArAjane mATe samudAya che temane zrI sANIjInA kalyANa khAtara ane zrI saMghanA hita khAtara asa yamI sAdhuone vaMdana kare nahi, te mujabane pratibaMdha mukavA joIe. temaja vyAkhyAna sivAya keI zrI sarva jI mahArAja tathA bahenee sAdhuo pAse javuM nahi. A bhayaMkara kALamAM sakhta rIte pAlana thAya te ja ghaNuM ja anarthothI bacI javAya. nahI tara sAdhuveSamAM rahelA jene asa yamanAM pApane Dara nathI ane sAta jInA ziyaLane bhaMga karavAmAM duHkha nathI ane saMyamane khapa nathI tevA adhama ane bhAre karma jIvone zrI jJAnIbhagavaMte narapazAca kahe : - vibhAga bIjo ! 11

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taiyAra na thAya to teono meha na rAkhatA... che, tevAo kaMIkanA jIvana bagADI dharmasthAne ane tIrthasthAnono nAza karaze. mATe kRpA karI anartho aTakAvavA ane saMyamarakSA mATe amala karAvavA vina tI che. ghaNuM ApanI AjJAmAM hovA chatAM zrI AcAryazrI uparanA dharma pamADavAnA roganA kAraNanuM bahAnuM kADhI asaMyamane Te ApI ApanI AjJA mAnavA tauyAra na thAya to teone deha nahIM rAkhatA. 5 vaDIlenI pratiSThAne dhyAnamAM - rAkhI sAdhutAnI pavitratA kema sArI rIte vadhe te mATe prayatna karavA sevanI vinaMtI che. dIkSAnA rAganA kAraNe huM seMkaDonI dIkSAmAM sahAyaka thathe chuM. tevA mahAna punyAtmA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIe daSTirAgathI ne pApAnubaMdhI punyanI lIlAthI A jAI jaI pakSanA mohanA kAraNe, jemanAmAM sAdhutAne aMza nathI, asayamane pAra nathI ane pApane Dara nathI tevA sAdhuveSamAM rahelA cAritrathI khatama thayelAne, pU. mahAsatIonI pavitratAnI kI mata nahIM akatA, vaMdana karAvavAmAM zuM dharmanI prabhAvanA karAvI ? huM tene vicAra karuM chuM tyAre lAge che ke zuM A jaina dharmanI sthiti jeoe A dIkSAo pAchaLa lAkho rUpiyA khacI jena saMdhamAM pavitratA kema vadhe ane pramANikapaNe zAsanane ujaLuM banAvavAmAM sahAyaka banaze tema vizvAsa rAkhela tene badale dharmane maDaduM banAvI dIdhuM. AthI bIjIkaraNa thiti kaI hoI zake. AvA bhayaMkara kALamAM dIkSA mATe cokkasa dheraNa nahIM rAkhavAmAM Ave te dIkSA phArasarUpa banI jaze. AtmakalyANa mATe nahI paNa jagatane chetaravA mATe hatI tema jagata bolatuM thaI jaze ane sAdhutAnI phajetI ane niMdA thaze. tene aTakAvavA ane mahAsatInA saMyamanI rakSA mATe je upAya karavA paDe te karI, tene amala karAvavA prayatna karazo te ja zAsananI pratiSThA vadhaze ane vaDIlonuM rUNa adA karyuM gaNAze. pU. gurudeva AcArya bhagavaMtazrI vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe upAzrayamAM beDa mukAvyA ke vyAkhyAna sivAya sAdhvIjI ke bahenee na AvavuM. A AcAryazrI vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI tathA temanA sAdhuo upara sIdhe dhA hatA tevuM lAgavA chatAM saMyamanI rakSA khAtara kevuM sakhta pagaluM lIdhuM tene vicAra karuM chuM tyAre lAge che ke AvA mahAsaMyamI ane cAritrano khapa hoya te ja AvuM pagaluM bharI zake. paNa AvA dIrghadRSTA mahAsaMyamI mahApuruSone oLakhI zakayA nahi. pU. gurudevanA athAga rAgI ane premI temanA ziSyo je thaDA hatA 12 vibhAga bIje

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1 tene vicAra karuM chuM tyAre lAge che ke.... teo paNa gurudevanI AjJA paLAvavAmAM ane AjJAbhaga karanAra mATe kAMI karI zakatA nathI te mahA duHkhanA viSaya che. pU gurudevazrInI AjJAno bhaMga karavAthI keTalu bhayaMkara pariNAma AvyuM te najare joI zakIe chIe. zrI AcArya zrI temanI buddhi ane zaktithI leDAne sukha banAvI zake che paNa kamasattA pAse krAInuM cAlatu nathI. mATe have temanI yA ja khAvAnI rahe. zrI AcAryazrInuM mApa zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme, temanI vANInA prabhAve ane pApAnudhI punyanA jore zrIsa Mdhe lAkho rUpiyA khacI ane hArA mANusA bhegA thAya che, te uparathI temanI sAdhutAnI pavitratAnuM mApa nakkI karyuM. paNa jIvanane sAdhutAnA AcAranA mApathI joyu hAta tA AvI bhayaMkara karuNuAjanaka sthiti na thAta. Apane tapa, dhyAna, jASathI je siddhi maLI DhAya tene sadupayAga sayasranI rakSA karI zrIsa ghanuM tathA vaDIlAnuM rUNa adA karavAnA avasara che. mATe kRpA karI zAsana khAtara, sAdhutAnI pavitratA khAtara game tevA bhAga Apave paDe te ApAne, khIndra kAryak gauNa karI, zrIsaMdhanI apUrva sevA karI tevI sevakanI namra vinatI che. AzA che ke Apa mane purA sateSa Apaze. e ja vinaMtI, sevaka yegya kAmasevA pharamAvaze". dhama ArAdhanAmAM yAda karazeAjI, dareka pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjane vaMdanA sukhazAtA pUchazeAcha. hI. dIpAda lakhatacaMdranA kADhI keTIzA vaDhatA svIkArazeAtha vibhAga bIjo / 13

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dhrAMgadhrA tA 5-4-83 parama pUjya, parama upakArI AcAryadeva zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI kaTArIA. lI. sevaka dIpaca da vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. ApazrIne ceDA divasa pahelA patra lakhela te maLyuM haze. bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM vadhAremAM vadhAre sayamanA ArAdhaka bane ane bhagavAnanA mArgane vaphAdAra rahI AtmakalyANa sAdhanArA ane temAM AtmAthI AtmAne apUrva AnaMda heya. AvI dIkSA lenAra, ApanAra ane apAvanArane mahAna karma kSayanuM kAraNa bane che. tema saMyamanI rakSA karavAmAM ane rathara karavAmAM ane asaMyamIonI pakkaDathI dura karAvavAmAM anekagaNe lAbha thAya che, tema jJAnI bhaga vate kahe che. ' ApazrInA zubhahaste kaTArIA tIrthamAM 25 dakSAo thaI che paraMtu atyAra ' sudhI devagurunI AjJAne gauNa karI saMkhyA vadhAravA Ayogyane dIkSA ApI temAMthI moTAbhAganA AtmAoe deva-gurunI AjJA bhAMgI sAdhunA AcArane kalaMkIta karI jIvanane vikAsa sAdhI zakyA nahIM te ghaNuM ja duHkhane viSaya che. A paristhiti mATe vadhAremAM vadhAre keNa javAbadAra che te ItihAsa kaheze. Apane bhagavAnanI AjJA pratye athAga prema, pU.gurumahArAjazrI vijyakanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba pratye samapata bhAva ane khUba ja pUjayabhAva, cAritrane athAga rAga, AjJApAlanathI ja mekSa maLe tevI zAstra pratyenI apUrva zraddhA che tethI ApanA hathathI keIpaNu AtmAnuM temaja bhagavAnanA zAsananuM ahita na thAya te mATe Apa purepurA jAgrata che eTale sAyamanI rakSA mATe nava vADenuM pAlana, aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana ane asaMyamIothI dUra rAkhavAnuM nakkI karIne ja 25 pacIsa mahAna pUjaya AtmAne uddhAra karo jainazAsananI apUrva sevA karI zrIsaMghanuM tathA temanA vAlIonuM AtmakalyANa thAya te mATe Ape mahAna kalyANakArI dIkSA saphaLatA pUrvaka karI tenI khUba khUba anumodanA karuM chuM. - sAdhutAnA sAcA darzanathI ja zAsana TakavAnuM che. AjJAbhaMjaka asa yamIothI paisA bacAvavAnA jera upara zAsanaprabhAvanA kadI thaI nathI ane thavAnI nathI temaja temAM dharma paNa nathI, kALAbajArane phugAve che. nakkara prabhAvanA bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana, tyAga, vairAga vadhavAthI thavAnI che temAM ja darekanu kalyANa thavAnuM che tema jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che 14 | vibhAga bojo

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bhaktanI gAMDI bhaktimAM nahi lepAtA kALajI rAkhI bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM hamaNAM ja chelle pU0 dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba jevA samartha cArItrasaMpanna thayA. temanI nizrAthI mahA cAritrasaMpana ArAdhaka, AjJApAlaka, sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA AcAranI sapta rIte kALajI rAkhanArA mahApuruSa pU. AcArya devazrI vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba haLavadamAM 50 ThANuM rahyA hatA, ane pU. sADavIjI mahArAja sAhebane jega karAvAnA hatA. teozrIne eka ja cIMtA hatI ke bheDA gharamAM kevI rIte gaucarI levI ane kayAre vAparavI, jethI ganI kIyA apamatapaNe bAjhA mujaba saMyamanA pAlanamAM jarA paNa deSa na lAge. te ja teonuM sAdhupaNu jIvananA aMta sudhI sArI rIte pALe zake kAraNa ke krIyAmAM eka dANa nIce paDe te dIvasa bagaDe tathA upaga na rAkhe ane dalIta AhAra vApare te Akho bhava bagaDe ane zIthIlatAnA saMskAra paDI jAya te zAsanane bhaya kara nukazAna thAya, tethI apavAdane kAI Asare nahi letA temaja keinI zaramamAM ke bhaktanI gAMDI bhaktimAM nahi lepAtA sakhta kALajI rAkhI. bhagavAnanA mArgane surakSita rAkhavA suMdara vyavasthA goThavI. kemake teozrIne bhagavAnanuM zAsana najara samakSa hatuM temaja javAbadArIne purepure khyAla hatuM. tethI samudAyanI suvAsa mahA saMyamI tarIkenI cAre bAju phelAI gaI hatI. te TAIme asaMyamIone kadI saMyamI kahI mAna ApanArA zrI sAdhuo tathA zrAvake bahu ja ochA hatA. tethI pavitratAnI kI mata ghaNu hatI. pUjyazrInI AjJA svIkAro temanI hAjarImAM amala karyo temanA jIvana mahAna, ucA ane Adarza banI gayA che te satya kahIkata che. zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmaca drasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba pApAnubaMdhI punyanI muDIthI, vANInA prabhAve, asayamane premathI, devagurunI AjJA bhaga karI bhagavAnanA pavitra mArgano nAza karavAmAM saphaLa thayA che. te kalaMkane dabAvavA mATe ane vadhAre pratiSThA meLavavA mATe Apa jevA tyAgI, tapasvI, vairAgI, ArAdhaka mahAtmAne sAtha lIdhe che. temAM kAvAdAvA-khaTapaTa karI je prayatna thayA tenuM pariNAma ghaNuM bhayaMkara AvavAnuM che te prasaMge khabara paDaze. zrI AcAryazrIe zAsanaprabhAvananA nAme saMghane mukha banAvI nAme dharmane nAme jamaNavAre, prabhAvanAo, pujane karAvyA. tenA upara ajJAna e dharmanuM mApa kADhayuM che. tethI have ApanI nizrAmAM dharmanA nAme AjJAbhaMga, AcAranI zIthIlatA, maryAdAne bhaMga karAvavA mATe kAvataruM racela che. te vAta upara Apane vizvAsa nahI bese te gumAvavAnuM ghaNuM che ApanI pratiSThA ghaTADavAnI cAlabAjI che. Apane sAdhutAnI khumArI naSTa thAya, cAritrane vibhAga bojo | 15

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te kalaMkane dabAvavA mATe.. sAtha lIdho che prema ghaTI jAya ane AnAne vaphAdAra na rahevAya te mATe upayoga karI sAdhunI khyAti TakAvavA mATe ja ramata che. ApanA cAritra ane tayAga gamyA hatA te ghaNuM sudhAre thaI gaye heta. paNa haju vizeSa pApa bAMdhavA Apa jevA mahAtmAone upaga karI zAsanane bhayaMkara nukazAna karaze tyAre ja temanI vRddhi mATeno Anada thaze. parama pU AcAryadevazI vijyakanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA Apa vArasadAra che, mahAna ArAdhaka ane tatvaciMtaka che, tethI pU. guramahArAjanI dinacaryA, vahevArazuddhi, saMyamapAlana mATe AcArazuddhi, pratiSThA meLavavAnI kaMI jaMkhanA nahI tethI teo chellA zvAsa sudhI jAgRta banI AtmIka kalyANa sAdhI gayA. te suvAsamAM Apa vadhAre karI teozrInA Adarza ane siddhAMtane svIkArI bhagavAnanI zAsanane TakAvavA prayatna karavA sevakanI namra vinaMtI che. zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba pApAnubaMdhI punya prakRtinA baLe, vANInA prabhAvathI ane dharmazAstra sidhdhAMtanA nAme sahelAIthI pApa karI zakayA che. tethI temanA samudAyamAM vitIne atI paricaya, jAtI saMbaMdhe, kuceSTAo, mahAsatIonA zIyaLanAza karavAnA prasaMge bahena-dIkarIonI pavitratAne nAza karIne sakala saMghane mukha banAvo zAsanane bhayaMkara gha ta karela che. tenuM haju temane dukha nathI, jethI devagurunI AjJA mAnavA taiyAra nathI. temane sAdhu-sAdhavInA pracArano Teko, zrImaMtanuM pIThabaLa, ajJAnatAthI dharmane nAme banelA bhaktone Teko te ja temanA abhimAnanuM mULa che. azubhane udaya a.vyA pahelA satya vAta samajAya jAya te paNa kalyANa thAya. sAdhutAnI maryAdAne bha ga bhaktinA nAme ghA vadhatI jAya che tethI samAM ane vicAraka varga vadhAre duHkhI thatuM jAya che. vaLI saMgha upara sAdhutAnA nAzanI bhayaMkara Aphata AvI paDI che. tene aTakAvavA AtmArthI AtmAo lakSa nahI Ape te zAsananA nAzanuM ghera pApa temanA zIre lAgavAnuM, tema jJAnI bhagavate kahe che. asaMyamI jIvana jIvanArA ane devagurunI AjJA bhaMga karanArA zrIsaMghane mahAna prAparUpa thavAnA che temAM jarA zaMkA nathI. pU. uttama sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAheba zeDA haze tenAthI ja bhagavAnanuM, zAsana TakavAnuM che. sAcI sAdhutAne khapa haze ane sArI ArAdhanA karavI haze temane mATe dIvAdAMDIrUpa banavAnA te satya hakIkata svIkAravI ja paDaze. Apane tyAM amuka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAje maryAdAne bhaMga karI jIvanane 16 / vibhAga bIjo

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ApanI pratiSThA ghaTADavAnI cAlabAjI che nukazAna karela che. temane riyara karI temanuM kalyANa karavA ane bIjA keI nimitta pAmIne akalyANa na kare te mATe temaja pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAje zrIsaMghanI pavitra mAtAe che ane baheno zrIsaMghanI dIkarIo che temanA jIvanane DAgha na lAge te mATe devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana sakhta rIte karAvavuM te ja sAro upAya che. temAM upekSA thaze to zrI rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA samudAyamAM moTA bhAganAnI je sthiti thaI tevuM pariNAma Apane tyAM na Ave te mATe Apane vinaMtI pUrvaka lakhuM chuM. ApanA jIvanamAM AdarzatA, sAdhutAnI pavitratA che tethI zrI ghanuM bhAvI kaMIka ujaLuM che. Apa zAsana rakSaka tarIke mahAna punya upArjana kare tevI zubha bhAvanA che. sAtvika mahApurUSo kadI tuccha pralobhanothI phasAtA nathI temaja mAyA ane daMbhane sArI rIte oLakhI zake che. ApanI saraLatA, pApagratA ane pramANikatAe ja. ApanA pratye darekanA khUba pUjyabhAva vadhato jAya che ane tema tema ApanI javAbadArI paNa ghaNI vadhatI jAya che. zAsanane aNuzuddha sAcavavA ane bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavAnuM zAsanadeva khUba baLa Ape tevI eka ja aMtaranI abhilASA che. zAsananI upekSA karanAra ane pU sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjenI saMyamayAtrAmAM sahAya nahI karanArane zrIsaMghano bhaya kara ghAtaka kahela che. tenuM kevuM bhayaMkara pApa baMdhAya te Apa gItArtha bhagavaMtoe nakkI karavAnuM che. , zrI saMgha pratyenuM rUNa adA karavuM haze, mA-bahenanI pavitratAno prema haze, - zAsanane rAga haze, saMyamano khapa haze, devagurunI AjJA pratye akhaMDa prema haze, mekSamAM javAnI tAlAvelI haze temane AzAbhaMjaka, asaMyamIothI dura rahevuM ja paDaze. to ja sAdhutAnA sAcA darzana saghane thaze. - - koIpaNa prakAre avinaya, AzAtana thaI hoya te kSamA karaze. dharma ArAdhanAmAM sevakane yAda karazojI. devagurumAM ajJApAlaka pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI * mahArAja sAhebane vaMdanA sukhazAtA pUchaze. - sevaka ye 5 kAmasevA pharamAvaze. , ji. sevake dIpacaMda vakhataSadanA 1008 vAra nA svIkArazojI. vibhAga bIjo | 17

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tA. 23-4-83 parama pUjya, parama upakArI pUjaya AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI kaTArIA. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkAraze. ApazrInA punyadehe sukhazAtA haze. vinaMtIpUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke Ape amadAvAdanuM cAturmAsa sudhAravAnI zubha bhAvanAthI sAthe nakkI karyuM. ApanI bhAvanA saphaLa thaze te sAdhutAnA suMdara darzana thaze ane tethI vadhAremAM vadhAre mane ja AnaMda haze. ane mArI aMtaranI vedanA naSTa thaI jaze. tethI Apane mahAna upakAra kadI bhulIza nahI.' saMyamanI sAdhanA mATe prAthamika bhagavAnanI AjJA ane nava vADenuM pAlana, aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana sArI rIte amalamAM mukAze te ja cAturmAsa saphaLa thaze. temAM AcArazuddhi, vahevArazuddhi ane maryAdAnu purepuruM pAlana thaze te ja zAsanane ghaNo lAbha thaze, nahIMtara dharmanI phajetI thaze temAM jarApaNa zaMkA nathI. Ape surendranagaramAM cAturmAsa sAthe karavA mATe zarata mukI hatI ke bannenA samudAyanA koI sAdhvIjI ma. sAthe rAkhavA nahI tema kahela. jethI sArAmAM sArI rane Atmika vikAsa, jJAna, dhyAna sArI rIte thAya ane ekAMte zAMti rahe te mATe ja sAthe rahevAnI bhAvanA hatI. te hetu amadAvAdamAM saphaLa thAya te Apane ane sakala saMdhane ghaNo lAbha thaze. paisA keTalA kharacAyuM tenA uparathI dharmanuM mApa kADhavAne murbAIno jamAno khalAsa thaI gayo che. kAraNa ke have lake DI ghaNA aMze dharmane samajatA thayA che. have te sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA cAritrabaLa, vairAgya keTale vadhe, saMsArano rasa keTalo taTaya ane AcArazuddhi keTalI vadhI tenA upara ja zAsananI prabhAvanA thavAnI che ane tenA uparathI ja dharmanuM mApa nIkaLavAnuM; te vAtathI nahI paNuM amalathI ja thavAnuM che. hAlanA vAtAvaraNa uparathI lAge che ke pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebanI saMkhyA ghaNI thaze. AvaDuM moTuM sainya rAjanagaranA AMgaNe mahArAjAnA pratApe pace IndrionA viSayo purabahAramAM khIlI rahyA che. te vakhate meharAjAne naSTa karI, asaMyamane mArI nAkhI, bhagavAnanI AjJAne jhaDe pharakAvaze to zrImaMdhamAM kAyama mATe AnaMda thaze. ane laDavAmAM pramAdI banI sainya meharAjAne baDe karaze te te vakaraze ne AkhA sainyanI khAnAkharAbI karI nAkhaze, jethI bhavAMtaramAM 18 | vibhAga bIje

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jJAnInI daSTie lekenA paisAnuM pANuM thaze cAtri durlabha banaze. AvI paristhitimAM Apa jAgRta nahI rahe ane vizvAsathI ke udAsInatAthI badhu joyA karaze te paravaza banAvI dharmanA nAme samajAvI deze. ane temAM ApanI mahera chApa paDI jaze te zAsanane ane saMghane bhayaMkara nukazAna thaze Aje rAjakAraNa jevI melI rAjaramata rasAya che, temAM Apane hAthA banAvI temanI pratiSThA vadha ravA puSkaLa paisA kharacAvavA prayatna thaze. paraMtu bhagavAnanI AjJA, nava vADenuM pAlana sapta rIte na thAya tyAM sudhI kadI pratiSThA vadhavAnI nathI ane jJAnInI daSTie tenA pitAnuM pANu thaze. ApaNe te IchIe ke chellI vRddha avasthAmAM mAyA-kAvAdAvAne mArI nAkhIne zrIsaMghane saMyamIonI mahAmulI bheTa AvI jIvana pUruM kare. zrI AcAryazrI upara saMyama pALavA mATe jyAre jyAre sakhtAI thaI tyAre pU sArA AtmAthI mahAtmAone Azraya lai teone buddhipUrvaka mAyA karI tene samajAvI dIdhA che. paNa asa yamane dezavaTo ApI zakyA nathI. te tamanI nabaLAIne Akho itihAsa sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave tyAre mAyAne sAce khya la Ave. zrIsaMghamAM tyAgI tarIkenuM ApanuM sthAna ghaNuM uMcu che. cAritra saMpanna pavitra ane adhyAtmayogI tarIkenI khyAti che ane ApanI punyAI vadhatI che. tene lAbha uThAvavA mATe ja Apane sAthe rAkhavAne Agraha hato. ApanI chAyA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI upara pADavA mATe zuddha dAnata heya to zuddha AcAra, maryAdAnuM pAlana, sAdhupaNuM pALavA mATe bhagavAnanI AjJA manAvavA ghaNuM karI zake tema che. paNa AkhI jIMdagI dharmanI vAta karI che. AcaraNamAM saMyamanI koIkIMmata AMkI nahI ane kone khuba murkha banAvyA che tenuM pariNAma moTA bhAganI sAdhutA naSTa thatI gaI, temAM keTalAkane bhava bagaDayA ane haju keTalAnA bhava bagaDI jaze te to jJAnI jANe, ApanA sAdhvIjI mahArAjAo ApanI AjJAmAM hovA chatAM moTAbhAganA sAdhvIjI mahArAjanuM kheMcANa zrI AcArya mahArAja taraphI che, tethI ja AjhApAlana karAvavAmAM muzkelI paDavAnI. teno anubhava thAya tyAre ja khabara paDaze. Apane pU, sAdhvIjI mahArAje tathA saMdhanA bahene ane mAtAonI pavitratA sAcavavA, ane saMyamarakSA mATe ApanA mAtA-bahena jevA lAgatA hoya to, temanA pratye Adara ane karuNAbhAva rAkhI zrIsaMdhanA kalyANa khAtara nava vibhAga bIjo ! 19

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asaMcamIone tyAga te ja rAmabANa ilAja vADenuM pAlana ane asaMyamIone tyAga te ja rAmabANa IlAja che ane temAM ja zAsananI vaphAdArI ane zAstranI sAcI zraddhA che. dharma rathAno pavitra rAkhavA haze te bhagavAnanI AjJAne prANanA bhoge sAcavavI ja paDaze. Apa jevA pAse ghaNo moTo samudAya che. temanI Atima cIMtA karI saMyamapAlana mATe, sakhtAI rAkhavAmAM Avaze te ja zrIsaMghanuM sAcuM raNa adA thaze. parama pUjya, mahApavitra ane mahAsa yamI AcAryadevazrI vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitratA ane AdarzatAne najara sAme rAkhI teozrInI pratiSThA vadhArI ApanI nizrAe AvelA Amika vikAsa thAya ane temanA bhavanI paraMparA kapAya te jovAnI sevakanI tIvra IcchA che. mArI bhAvanAne saphaLa karavI te ApanA hAthanI vAta che. bAje dharmanA nAme, apavAdanA nhAnA nIce, sagavaDatA khAtara AcAra ane vahevAra zuddhine mukI dIdhA tethI moTA bhAganA sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA hAthathI ja dharmano nAza thaI rahyo che. zAsanane bacAvavuM haze te agavaDa veThI kaSTa bhogavavuM paDaze. nahIMtara ekabIjAnuM joI joIne dharma maDaduM banI jaze. Apane atyAranA saMjogomAM mArI vAta sAcI lAgaze nahI. paraMtu kaDavA phaLa cAkhavA paDaze tyAre huM ja yAda AvavAne chuM te cokkasa che sevaka gya * kAmasevA pharamAvazojI. dharma ArAdhanAmAM yAda karazojI. hi, sevaka dIpa vakhatanA 108 vAra vaDalA, 20 / vibhAga bIjo

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la, 13-83. parama pUjya, parama upakArI AyAya levAzI vijayabhuvanabhAsarIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba, pUjya paMnyAsazrI jayaghoSavijayajI mahArAja sAheba tathA pUjyazrI ratanasuMdaravijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI amadAvAda lI sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA vIkArazejI. Apa pUe mArI aMtaranI vedanAne khuba vAtsalyabhAvathI sAMbhaLI mArA upara mahAna upakAra karela che pU. sAdhu mahAtmAonuM jIvana suMdara bane ane pavitratA vadhe te mATe bhagavAnanI AjJA ane pU. gurumahArAjanA baMdhAraNanuM pAlana ApanA AjJAvartIomAM thatuM hatuM. chatAM temAM koInAmAM koI kSati hoya te pU0 gurumahArAjanI AjJAne vizeSa rIte amala karavAnI ApanI pharaja che. pU. sAdhu mahAtmAonA kalyANa arthe ane saMghanA Amika kalyANa mATe bIjA vizeSa niyamo karI kaDaka rIte pAlana thAya te mATe Ape je bhAvane pragaTa karI tenI khUba anumodanA karuM chuM. meM mArI jiMdagIne bhagavAnanA zAsana khAtara heDamAM mukI hatI tene Apa kRpALuoe mArI vedanA je rIte zAMta karI che ane mArI jiMdagIne bacAvI lIdhI che tethI huM Apane mahAna RNuM chuM. , cAritrasaMpana mahAtmAothI ja zAsana TakavAnuM che. AcAra ane saMyamanA pAlana sivAya ekalI vAta karavAthI koInuM kadI kalyANa thayuM nathI ane thaze paNa nahIM. pharI pharI eka ja vinaMtI karuM chuM ke game tevA samartha hoya, paNa AcAra ane saMyamanI kiMmata na hoya te, temanI zaramamAM taNAI na javAya, jethI zAsanane nukazAna na thAya, sevakanI A vinaMtI dhyAnamAM rAkhazo ane mArI aMtaranI IcchAne saphaLa karavA kRpA karazojI. zrIsaMghamAM sAtvika, cAritrasampanA mahAtmAo che ke je Aje sAcI sAdhutAnA darzana thAya che. Apa pUjayoe sAdhutAnI pavitratA mATe mArI jiMdagI bacAvI, tyAre zrI AcAryazrIe mArA kuTuMbIo upara ke karAvI-khaLabhaLATa karAvI trAsa ApavAnA prayatna karyA. kharekhara zAsanano rAga hota, saMghanuM hita haiye vasyuM heta, mArA dravyaprANunI ciMtA karI hatI ane mArI zubha bhAvanAne saphaLa kema karavI te mATe vicAra karyo hato " te teo tema na karata. paNa asaMyamanA rAge satya vastu svIkArI zakatA nathI | * te ja mahAna du;khano viSaya che. karmasattA AvA mahAna samarthane paNa kevA savahIna " banAvI de che te vicAravA jevuM che. bhAvibhAva, lI. sevaka dIpacacvakhatanA 1008 bAra vedanA svIkAraze. vibhAga bIje | 21

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dhrAMga, tA. pa- 3stra parama pUjaya, parama upakArTI pUjaya munirAja zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI aMtarIkSa mahAtIrtha. ' lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 2008 vAra vatA svIkArazojI. pazrIne kRpA patra maLe. ApanI sAdhuonI pavitratA kema vadhe te mATenI suMdara pejanA ane ApanI cAritrapAlana karAvavAnI suMdara bhAvanA " che tenuM phaLa dasa varSa pachI zrIsaMghane jovA maLaze. te ApanA uparanI pUrNa zraddhAthI mAnI lauM. paraMtu sAdhusaMsthAmAM atyAre je rIte cAle che tevI rIte cAle ane tene aTakAvavA koI prayatna na thAya te dasa varSamAM eTalo badho asaMyama vadhI gayuM haze ke le ke artha ane kAmanAnI lAlasAe teone ja gusa mAnaze, sAcI sAdhutAnA sevake keTalA haze te te jJAnI jANe. Apa ApanI dasa varSanI vaijanA cAlu rAkhI, jyAre zraddhALu dhamI zrAvakavarga che ane sArA pU. AtmAthI sAdhu mahAtmAo paNa che. temanA zakitasaMpana nAyaka bane temane Apa jevA mahAna zAsananA rAgI mArgadarzana sAthe saMpUrNa Ta ApI, sakriya kArya thAya te, ApanI bhAvanA dasa varSa sudhImAM lAvavAnI che tene badale AjathI suMdara phaLa prApta thAya. haju sArA pavitra sAdhu-sAdarIjI mahArAja sAhebane duSkALa nathI paDe. zrI vaDIlenI DhIlAzanA kAraNe mahAtmAonuM satva dabAI gayuM che. tene khIlavavA mATe, vaDIlenI maryAdA, sAdhuonI pavitratA khAtara ne zrIsaMghanA kalyANa khAtara, choDavI paDe te choDIne zAsanane bacAvavAnA prayatno tAtkAlIka karavAnI sevakane jarUra lAge che. ApanuM punyabaLa ghaNuM che. zakti che. teno upayoga ArAdhakone bacAvI levA karavA namra vinaMtI che. hajAro sAdhusAvIjI ma. sAhebe ane hajAre dharmazraddhALu zrAvaka bhAIonI saMkhyAmAthI Apane zAsana kAryamAM madada na kare tema huM mAnatA nathI. chatAM mAruM maMtavya beTuM heya te dharma nathI vadhe, dharmanI vikRti thaI rahI che tema kahevuM joIe. je kArya Aje karavAnI jarUra che tenI dasa varSa sudhI rAha jovI, e AyuSyane koI bharose mane lAgatuM nathI te amArA mATe te suMdara divaso javAnI taka maLe nahIM. parama upakArI gurudeve dIrdhadaSTi vAparI, baMdhAraNa karI, 11 kalamo nakkI karI, asaMyamI banavAnA kAraNe badhA nAbuda karyA. paNa ga7nA nAyake kaI kalamanuM 22 | vibhAga bIje

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' pharaja aAvI RRNu adA karavAnA avasara pAlana karyuM nahIM ane kAIne pAlana karAvavA mATe salAha ApI nahI. tethI samudAyanI sthiti temano pAse vadhAremAM vadhAre kharAma thai ane tenA chAMTA khIje uDDayA. pU. gurudevanA vAsalyabhAvathI taiyAra thayelA ane teozrInI parama kRpA meLavI cukelA mahAtmAe pUjayazrInI AjJAne akSarasaH mALavA-paLAvavA, game te kAraNe, taiyAra na thayA tethI sadhane nukazAna thayuM che; ane pUjazrInI AjJAbhaMgathI phrAnuM mahatva ghaNu ghaTI gayuM gaNAya. tethI sa ghamAM kevI chApa paDe te Apa vicAravA rRpa karazeAjI, pU. gurudeva pratye apurva bhaktivALA mahAtmAe tathA zravA che te teozrI pAse AjJAne jIvaMta karAvavI ane pUjaya pratye puyaMbhAva che teno zrIsamAM chAyA UbhI thAya te ghaNI asa yama aTakI jAya, temAM jarA paNuM zaMkAne sthAna nathI. pUjyazrInA upakArane badale vALavAnI ane temanA khadhAraNane purepurai amala karAvI temanA AtmAne parama zAMti thAya tema karavAnI, pUjayazrIne jemanAmAM vizvAsa hateA ane zaktinI khAtrI hatI temanI naitika pharaja che. te pharaja bAvI rUNa adA karavAnA mahAna avasara che tema sevakanuM mAnavu che. zrI sAdhu mahAtmA gurunI AjJAnA bha`ga kare teA AjJAnuM mahattva kadI samAvI zakavAnA nathI, AjJAne vAdAra nahI rahenAra kadI sadhanuM kalyANa karI zakavAnA nathI. temaja peAtAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa ane nizrAe AvelAnuM kalyANu pazu karAvI zake nahIM. zAsraSTie vyAjakhkhI vAta hoya te vicAravA sevaphanI vinatI che. jaina saMskRtine TakAvavI haze teA pahelA sAllusa sthAne pavitra rAkhavI paDaze. AjJApradhAna jIvana jIvanArAthI ja zAsananA udyota thAya. jaina zAsananI pavitra tAthI ane mahAna tyAgI--tapasvInA paramANu AthI ja dezanI saMskRti TakavAnI, temAM zaMkA rAkhavA jevuM nathI. AthI ja prathama sAdhusaMsthA mATe bhega Ave joIe tema sevakanuM mAnavu che. bhUla hoya teA kSamA karazeAjI. kAdava uchALavAthI zakti vaikAya che, te apanI vAta taddana satya che, paraMtu me kAI naheramAM vAta karI nathI. mArI vedanAne sArA sArA mahAtmA pAse tathA rASaka zrAvakA pAse rajU karI che. zrI AcAryazrIe sAme pakSa kuguru che, mahA asaMyamI che tema kahI, vaMdana Adi vahevAro kApanArane samyakdaSTi, zAsanarAgI kahela che ne krugurune jevA che tevA na ALakhAve-te saMdhanA drohI che. te vibhAga zrIo / 23

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jaina saMskRtine TakAvavI haze te pahelA zrI AcAryazrInA asaMyamI jIvanane jANyA pachI huM na kahuM te temanA ja kahevA pramANe mArA jevo vizvAsaghAtI keNu hoI zake? vaLI huM vyaktine bhakata hata, dharmane vaphAdAra nahote, tevuM nakkI thaI jAya. sAdhunI pavitratA mATe mArA jIvanano bhega ApavAthI zAsanasevA thatI heya temAM mArI zubha bhAvanA hovA chatAM ajJAnatAthI pApa baMdhAya te mATe mArI pravRtti baMdha karavI joIe. mArA AtmAne nukazAna thAya tevuM koI kArya karavAnI mArI IcchA nathI. mATe A5, jJAnI che mATe, je mArgadarzana Apaze te mujaba karIza. Apa A kArya hAthamAM lyo te sevaka tarIke je AjJA karabhAvazo te karavA taiyAra rahIza. Apa jevA cAritrasaMpanna mahAtmA mAre mAthe zirachatrarUpa hoya te mArI ciMtA ghaNu ochI thaI jAya. te Apa pU vaDIlenI ane zAsananI pratiSThA vadhArI saMghanuM ka9yANa kare tevI namra vinatI che. mahA punyavAe dIkSA letI vakhate je ullAsa, khaMta, mokSa meLavavAnI tAlAvelI, saMsAra choDavA mATe Apelo keTale bhoga, Atmikasukha meLavavA kAInI dravyadayA khAdhI nahi ne bhAvadayAthI ja ka9yANa thAya che-AvI apUrva zraddhA, ane dIkSA pahelAnA pariNAma, ane satva joI mArA jevA satvahInane zaramAvavA jevuM lAgatuM hatuM. paNa caritra lIdhA pachI, gurunizrAe AvyA pachI, deva-gurune vaphAdAra na rahetA AjJAbhaMga karI ghaNuoe hetu siddha karyo nathI. tethI bhava kApavAne badale bhavanI paraMparA vadhe te jainazAsananuM zuM thAya? AnI ciMtA na karanAra, saMkhyAbaLa vadhAravA, saMyama-padavI mATe koI dhAraNa, jJAnInI , AjJA mujabanuM, nahIM rAkhatA pratiSThAnuM lakSa rAkhavAthI ArAdhanA mATe koIne prayatnazIla na banAvyA. tethI anekenA bhAvaprANa nAza thayA che ane thaze. tethI zrIsaMghano mahAna droha karyo che temAM Apane atizayokita lAgatI hoya to kSamA karazojI. dharmanI bAbatamAM ApanI pAse eka ajJAna bALaka jevo gaNAuM, paraMtu Apa jevA pUjaya pAsethI je sAMbhaLavA maLyuM ane mahApuruSanA jIvanacaritra vAMcI je dharmano mahA thaI tethI A sthiti huM joI zakato nathI. pU0 dAnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane samudAya, pU. bApajI mahArAja sAhebane samudAya ane pU. kanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanA samudAyane amArA upara .. mahAna upakAra che. Aje jaina saMghamAM paNa ghaNuM ja UMcA prakAranI chApa che 24 | vibhAga bIje

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khAtrI ApI eTale kAyamI ta5 baMdha rAkhIza ane te pUjyazrIothI aneka AtmAnuM kalyANa thayuM che. tethI e ja samudAya mATe mArI zakti uparaMta kArya karavAnuM mana thayuM che. A samudAyamAM pavitra mahAbhAo che. eTale huM AzAvAdI chuM ke bhagavAnanI AjJAne jIvaMta rAkhI saMdhanuM RNa adA karaze. temAM mArI zaktino bhoga sAdhuonI pavitratA jALavavA ane vadhAravA mATe ApI rahyo chuM. phAgaNa suda 14 nA huM amadAvAda hatA. zrI AcAryazrIne patrathI jaNa vela ke, " Ape deva-gurunI AjJAna bhaMga ane pU0 gurudevane Apela vacananebaMdhAraNane bhaMga karI sAdhutAnI pavitratA ane sAdhuonA AcArane nAze karyo che. ApanA hAthe anekanA bhAvaprANu nAza thayA che. have chelI-vRddha uMmare bhagavAnanI AjJA ane gurumahArAjazrIne Apela vacananuM pAlana karI, bhagavAnanA zAsanane bacAvI, jIvana sArthaka karI temAM sAdhuonuM ane zrIsaMghanuM AtmakalyANa che. meM ghaNu vakhata ApazrIne vinaMtI karI. paraMtu ApanA pApAnubaMdhI punyanA prabhAve ApanA pApakAryane sahAya karavAmAM dharma mAnI ane temAM zrImaMtavarga maLI rahe te abhimAnathI Apa zAsananI rakSA karI zakyA nathI. huM ApanI pAsenI paristhitine joI zakatA nathI. adharmane dharma manAvavAnI vANI, buddhi ane abhAvanI kaLAthI jagatane je mahA murkha banAvyA che ane mahApuruSanI khyAti prApta karavA je rIte kAvAdAvA, daMbha karyo che te joIne mArI chAtI bhAMgI gaI che. chele eka ja vinaMtI karuM ke have Ape bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavA bhagavAnanI AjJA ane gurumahArAjazrIne baMdhAraNanuM kaDaka rIte pAlana karavuM agara mArA vyaprANane bhoga levo. te bemAM pasaMdagI tamAre karavAnI che." - phAgaNa suda 15 thI cAre AhArane tyAga karI, bahAra koI pracAra na thAya ane zAsananI pratiSThA na ghaTe te mATe ghare rahI, ane vadi 1 nA serIsA tIrthamAM jaI bhagavAnanA sAMnidhyamAM ja jIvana pUruM kavuM tema nakkI karela. paraMtu rAtre pU. AcAryazrI vijyabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba, pUpaM. zrI jayavijayajI mahArAja sAheba tathA pU. ratnasuMdaravijayajI mahArAja sAhebe mArI ataranI vedanA khUba ja vAtsalathabhAvathI sAMbhaLI ane teozrIe kahyuM ke mArA samudAyamAM pU. gurudevanI kalamonuM pAlana thAya che chatAM temAM je kSati haze te dUra karI bIjA niyamo karI sAdhuonI pavitratA sAcavavA mATe kaDaka rIte amala karavA khAtrI ApI vadhumAM kahyuM ke cAre AhAra baMdhanuM kAyamI pagaluM vibhAga bIje | 25

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zAsanadeva Apane zakti Ape tema IcchuM chuM baMdha karI chaThThanuM paNa pAraNuM karavuM. meM pujayazrIne kahyuM ke Ape ApanA samudAya mATe ATalI khAtrI ApI che eTale kAyamI tapanuM pagaluM baMdha rAkhIza. chaThTha mATe Agraha na rAkhavA vinaMtI che. jyAM sudhI zrI: AcAryazrI zAsananA hita mATe pujaya gurumahArAjazrInA vacanane amala nahIM kare tyAM sudhI. mArI zakti pahoM. thaze tyAM sudhI, karIza. sAdhuonI pavitratA khAtara mane DhIluM paDaze nahIM. pUjayazrIe khUba ja vAtsalyathI mArA jIvanane bacAvI lIdhuM che. tethI teozrIne mahAna RNI chuM. have sAdhuonI pavitratA TakAvavA je keI niyamo karaze temAM ane 50 gurumahArAjazrInA vacanane paLAvavAmAM A5 sahAyaka thaI prayatna karaze. to pariNAma ghaNuM suMdara Avaze tema sevakanuM mAnavuM che. zrI AcAryazrIe mArI vinaMtI upara vicAra nahIM karatAM mArA kuTuMbIo upara TelIphena karAvI ane trAsa kema thAya ane huM pAche kema paDuM tevI kArya vAhI karI. bhagavAnanA mArgane sAcavavAnI ke pite Apela vacananI paNa kiMmata nahIM AMkanArane satya vastunI kiMmata na hoya. asaMyamanA rAtre temane pitAnA sthAnano kesa ghanA kalyANane vicAra AvatA nathI, tene huM vicAra karuM chuM tyAre khUba ja AghAta anubhavuM chuM. zrIsaMghamAM AvI mane vRttivALA gacchAdhipati bane temAM kadI saMghanuM kalyANa thAya nahIM. zrIsaMghane satya vasatune khyAla nahIM Ave te zAsanane nAza temanA hAthathI ja thavAne che. mArA bhoge paNa asaM. kama TakAvanAramAM kadI dayA heAtI nathI te batAvI ApyuM che. Apa jevA mahAtmAo pAse mArI vedanA pragaTa karavAnuM mana thAya tethI jaNAvuM chuM. Apa mArI vedanA zAMta thAya tevo khUba vAtsalyabhAva ApI mArA jIvanane saphaLa karavA kRpA karazojI. trIju cAturmAsa aMtarIkSamAM karavAnuM nakkI karI prabhubhakti khUba karI rahyA che tenI khUba khUba anumodanA karuM chuM. tevI ja rIte tyAM beThA sAdhuonI cita karI zAsanane bacAvI levA zAsanadeva Apane khUba zakti Ape tevuM . ataHkaraNa pUrvaka icchuM chuM. koI avinaya, AzAtanA thaI hoya te kSamA * karazojI. hatI. sejaka bAbunA 1008 vAra nA savIkAraze. ' 2 | vibhatra bojo

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tA. 21-12-82 parama pUya, parama upakArI mahArAjazrI rasuMdaravijayajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, jI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazojI. Ape tathA pU. guramahArAja sAheba zrI paMnyAsajI mahArAja sAhebanI hAjarImAM sAdhutAnI pavitratA kema vadhe ane asaMyama vadhavAnA kAraNo nAbuda karI saMyamanI rakSA kema sArI thAya te mATe niyamo karavA ane tene samudAya mATe jarUrI amala thaze tevuM AzvAsana ApavAthI mane khUba ja AnaMda thaye che. have zAsananuM bhAvI ujaLuM dekhAya che ke Ape A vAtane ghaNuM ja mahatva ApyuM che. mATe ApanI zakti, jJAna ane hiMmatane sadupayoga zAsananI rakSAmAM ane saMyamanI rakSAmAM kare tevI sevakanI namra vinaMtI che. badhA kAryo karatAM sAdhu nI pavitratAnI kiMmata anekagaNuM che te Apa sArI rIte samaje che. sa yama rakSAne lAbha je tevuM nathI. mATe asaMyamIone sthira karavA ane mahA saMyamIenI sukhazAtApurva AtmasAdhanA thAya te mATe Apa prayatna karaze te Apane karmanI ghaNI nijA karyA ane zAsananI apurva sevA karyAne AnaMda thaze. bhagavAnane mArga TakAvavAmAM sAdhutAnI pavitratA mukhya che. Aje je sthiti cAlI rahI che tene vicAra karIe te dharmane maDaduM banAvI tenI ujANuM karI rahyA che. AvA kharA TAIme ja savaza LA banI kArya kare tevI AzA rAkhuM chuM. je vadhAre paDatI nathI. pu. AcAryadevazrI vijaya kalApUrNa sUrIzvarajI ma. sAne khUba ja lAgaNIbharyo patra AvyuM che. Apa baMne bhegA thazo tyAre bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanI saMvamarakSA mATenA jarUrI niyamo nakkI karaze te AvA viSamakALamAM pavitratA ghaNuM khIlI uThaze. sAdhutAnI pavitratA mATenI ApanI UMcI bhAvanA hovAthI kArya game tevuM kaThaNa haze te paNa saraLa thaI jaze. ApanA cAritrabaLanA pratApe jaina sAdhu kevA heya tenI AdarzatAnA lokone darzana thaze ane jaina zAsanano vijaya ke vAgaze. bhale theDA mahAtmAo zAsanane vaphAdAra rahI AtmasAdhanA karaze ane bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanuM jIvana jIvaze, temAM ja sakala saMghanuM kalyANa che. Apane zAsanadeva zAsananI rakSA, saMyamanI rakSA karavAmAM khUba sahAya thAya tema aMta:karaNa pUrvaka IcchuM chuM. e ja vinaMtI. tA. bAbunA 1008 para vakanA svIkAraze ' ' vibhAga bIje | 27 .

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tA. 15-2-85 parama pU. panyAsazrI vicakSaNavijayajI mahArAja pavitra sevAmAM, sAhebanI zrI muMbaI. lI. sevaka dIpada vakhatacaMdrunA 1008 vAra va"nA svIkAraze jI ApazrInA punyadehe sukhazAtA haze. Ape mekalela patrikA maLI. vAMcI. Apa ArAdhaka, sayamanA khapI, pramANika, satyanA pakSapAtI che tevI pratiSThA ApaNA samudAyamAM che. tethI ja Apane vinatI puka lakhavAnuM mana thayela che, temAM dAI bhula hAya tA kSamA karazeAjI. } pU. pu. zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA muktidUtanA lakhANathI Apane AghAta thayA. tethI Ape pepara dvArA, patrikA dvArA saghanI mAphI mAga vAnI bhalAmaNa karI. sudhanI dhAra AzAtanAnA pApathI bacAvI levAnI jema preraNA thaI tevI preraNA bIjA samanAzaka ghaNA bhayakara pApe kare tene pApathI khacAvavAnA temaja zAsananI pratiSThA vadhAravAnA zubha bhAva krama AvatA nahAtA tenuM kAraNu Apa ja samajI zake!. atyAra sudhInI zAsanane nukazAna thAya tevI pravRttithI Apane AdhAta lAgyA hota te jaina zAsananI karUNa hAlata jovA maLata nahi, ArAdhaka AtmA jANavA chatAM mauna rahyA tenA kaDavA phaLa sauMdhane ghaNu jovA maLyA che temAM bhApanAthI InkAra thaI zake tema nathI, saMghamAM gheADuM sAru. hAya ane khIju ghaNu kharAba hoya tene dAkhI devAthI badhu sAruM thaI jatuM nathI te Apa sArI rIte samajI zakA che. pU. 5. zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAja sAhebe saMdhanI paristhitinu je vastu na karela che te najare dekhAya che. te satya hakIkatane mArI nAkhavAmAM bhakti che ke tenA pramANikapaNe upAyeA karI saMdhanI pratiSThA vadhAravAmAM sAcI bhakti che te Ape nakkI karavAnu che. ghaNA varSo pahelAM jaineAnA ghare dArU ane IMDA caTaNInI mAphaka vaparAya che tevu kahenArAne yuvaka sadhe sala jaina saMdha upara AkSepa kare che tema kahI sa ghamAM kaluSita vAtAvaraNa UbhuM karyuM. paraMtu te vAtAvaraNane zAMta karavA sArA sArA vidyAnanA abhiprAya laI bahAra pADela ke sakala jaina sadhane mATe te zabdo nathI vAparyAM; ane tema nakakI thayuM. Aje tenA karatAM jaina sa`dhamAM anekagaNI kharAba sthiti che. te pramANikapaNe kahevu temAM sakalasa dhanuM apamana mAne che te 28 / vibhAga khIjhe

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tene DhAkhI DhavAthI badhuM sAru thaI jatuM nathI vAjakhI che ke kema te vicAravA vinaMtI che. jaina zAsana mahA pramANika che. te satya hakIkatane kadI vikRta manAvI sArA dekhADavAnA prayatna kare ja nahi. te ja bhagavAnanA zAsananI uttamatA che. pU. 5. zrI ca MdrazekharavijayajI ma. sAhebe je paristhitinu varNana karela che te bhAkhatamAM temanI sAthe patravahevAra karI tenA zubha bhAvAne samajavA prayatna karyo hota teA Apanu kArya uttama gaNuAta ane Apane sadhamAM uzkeravAnuM mana thAta nahi dharmanA nhAnA nIce have teAphAna karAvavAnA jamAnA purA thaI gayA che. have ArAdhakreA dharmanI vAtAthI niha paNa ucca jIvanathI dhama thAya tema samajatA thatA jAya che, tevuM sevakanuM mAnavuM che. mApa paNa temAM samata hazeA. zrI gacchAdhipatie aneka vakhata kahela ke devagurunI AjJA na mAne te sAdhu nathI pazu luTArA che, svacchaMdAcArI che, satha bahAra che, kuguru che. ane devagurunI AjJA na mAne te sa gha nathI paNa hADakAMnA DhagaleA che tema kahI sakala sadhanA 70 TakAne cheADI dIdhA. Ape lakhyA e badhA dharma kAryo te sadhamAM thatA hatA. temane kruguru ane mithyAdaSTi kIdhA che, te Apa have yAM sadhanu apamAna, AzAtanA karyAnu mAne che ? ApaNA sagha 30 TakA jeTalA nAnA che temAM devaguruno AnA bhAMgIne dhamanA DhAryo karanArA keTalA TakA ane devagurunI AjJA mAnIne dharma karanArA keTalA ? eTale zrI AcArya zrInI dRSTie amuka apavAda sivAya sugha e bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanA sa`dha nathI tevu Ape sAMbhaLela tyAre phrAI divasa AdhAta ke cA lAgyo nahi ane atyAre sa*gha upara prema vadhI gayA tenu zuM kAraNa che te Ape nakkI karavAnu che. vicArabhedamAM jaina zAsananA ArAdhake satyazeAdhaka khanavuM joIe ane satyanI ArAdhanA karavI joie, te salAha khIjAne ApavA maTe che ke zrApane paNa mAnavA mATe che ? zastridRSTie asayamIone sAMyamI kahenArA utsUtra bhASI ane anaMta sa MsArI che, tevuM ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLavA chatAM asa yamIone cheDI sAcI ArAdhanA karavAnA krama vicAra AvatA nathI ? temAM zuM kAraNu che te huM sArI rIte samajI zakuM . Aje dhama be nabaranA kALAmAranA ca.le che. tethI paisAnA jorathI dhanuM mApa DhADhayuM ane cAritranI kimata sa MdhamAMthI bhu"sAvI nAkhI. tenI cukate vibhAga bIjo | 29

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satya hakIkatane mArI nAkhavAmAM bhakti che ke... javAbadArI nI gaNAya te Apa nakakI karaze. ane je te javAbadArI adA na kare ane saMghane vizvAsaghAta kare e saMgha mahAna zatru che te Apa zAstradaSTie samajI zake tema cho. chatAM ApanA jevA ArAdhaka mahAtmAo satyanI paDakhe nathI rahetA te zuM karmasattA mApha karaze ? ApanI hAjarImAM ja asaMmIonuM zAsana thaI jAya tevuM jevuM na hoya te vicAravA vinaMtI che. keInI caDhAmaNIthI ke koInI preraNAthI patrikA lakhI nathI, tevo khulAse karavo paDe tenuM kAraNa atyAra sudhI bhayaMkara pApa karanArane aTakAvavA mATe zAsananA hitamAM keI prayane karyA nahi; ane have satya vastune mArI nAkhI ' saMdhamAM vAtAvaraNa kaluSita karavAnuM mana thayuM. A mATe ja khulAse karavo paDaze heya tema sevakanuM mAnavuM che. avinaya, AzAtanA thaI hoya te kSamA mAMguM chuM. pAcho patra kAmasevA sevaka pharamAvaze. dharma ArAdhanAmAM yAda karazojI. lI, sevaka dIpaka vakhatacaMdanA 1008 vAra vadanA zvIkArazojI. 30 | vibhAga bIjA

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1 tA. 1-4-95 paramapUjya AcAya deva zrI vijayamAnatu trasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI pAlItANA. lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdranA 1008 vAra va"nA svIkArazeAjI ApazrInA purehe sukhazAtA haze, vi. vinatIpUrvaka jaLuAvavAnu ke zrI gacchAdhipati vijayarAmaca MdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe devagurunI AjJApAlana sAthe paramapUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe sayaMmarakSA mATe karela 11 kalama pALavA-paLAvavA mATe vacana Apela. AjJAbhA~ga kare te sAdhu nathI, tema kahenArAe ja tenA bha'ga karatA samudAya tathA pakSamAM sAdhunA sayama ane AcAranA nAza thaI rahyo che. tene aTakAvavA 11 kalamanuM sakhta rIte pAlana e ja sAcA upAya che. te mATe pAMca varasathI zrI gacchAdhi patine ghaNI ghaNI vinaMtI karI; para Mtu teozrIe dhyAnamAM lIdhI nahIM, tethI mahAsatInA ziyaLa tathA mA-bahena-dIkarIonA pavitratA ghaNI jokhamamAM mukAya che. tema ja saghamAM azAMti, samudAyamAM laha, tIthanI virAdhanA, utsUtrabhASI ane jIvananI zithilatA Adi thayA. AvA anyAya ke anarthA thAya tene mATe nyAya karI anarthAne aTakAvavA gItAnI samitinI nimaNu ka karavA paramapUjaya khAcA bhagava tazrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe paTakamAM AjJA karela che. temAM ApanuM nAma sArA gItA tarIke mAnIne muzkela che. te traNuM nAma nakkI karI, (je) bhagavAnanA zAsananI pratiSThA paisA kharcavAthI ghaNI vadhI che pazu cAritrathI ne tIthanI virAdhanAthI khalAsa thatI jAya che tene bacAvavA; ane amArA mA-bahena-dIkarInI tathA pUjya sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhekhanI sayamarakSA thAya tene mATe sakhta dekhasta karAvI devagurunI AjJAnu pAlana thAya tevuM karAvI ApavA kRpA karazeAjI, je gItAya samitinI AjJA na mAne tenI sAthe vahevAra kApI nAkhavA joIe. tethI sadhamAM kAI chetarAya nahIM. / paramapUjya mahAtapasvI AcAya deva zrI vijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba soMdhamAM tathA samudAyamAM zAMti thAya te mATe abhigrahapUrvaka AyaMbIla ghaNA TAImathI kare che. tabiyata bhagaDatI jAya che. chatAM tenI upekSA thAya che, je kalaMkarUpa che. AvA vakhate gItArtha samitie teozrIne abhicaDa pUrA karAvavA banatA prayatno karAvavA joIe. temAM ja zAsana ane samudAyanI pratiSThA vadhaze tema sevakanuM mAnavuM che. e ja vinaMtI. ' lI. sevaka dIpacaMda vakhataca`danA 1008 vAra vaMdanA svIkArazejI, vibhAga khojo / 31

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-zva kawabenAnajInA zrI gacchAdhipatinA jIvananA mahatvanA be kAryo ? pana vvvvvvvvvvvvvv vvv - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 1. zAsanarakSA, saMyamarakSA, tIrakSA, zAstra-siddhAMtarakSA ane deva-gurunI AjJApAlananA nAme, bIjAo je kAMI kAryo kare. teno virodha karavA-karAvavo ane saMghamAM arAjakatA UbhI karI kaleza-kaMkAsa karAvo. ane temAM teozrIne temanA pApAnubaMdhI punyanA hisAbe ne vANI tathA vidvattAnA prabhAve saphaLatA maLatI gaI. 2. zAsanarakSA, saMyamarakSA, tIrtharakSA, zastra-siddhAMtarakSA tathA devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana ne sAdhuno AcAra Adi darekane nAza karavA chatAM lokone samajAvavAnI zaktithI vyakti rAgIo pakavI teone pramANikatA ane satyanA pakSapAtImAM satvahIna banAvI dIdhA. tethI AjJAbhaMganA game te kAryo kare tene dharma kahetA karI dIdhA. temAM paNuM temane moTI sili. maLatI gaI. A baMne kAryomAM saphaLatA ane siddhi jarUra maLI, paNa karmasattA pAse jabarajasta hAra thaI gaI che. satyanA pakSapAtI, prAmANika ane dharmanA hadane pAmelA ja A samajI zake. li ghasevaka dIpacaMda vakhata

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- ta va lavaka dApacaMda vakhatacaMda (haLavadavALA bAbubhAInA 1008 vAra vaMdanA/praNAma svIkArazojI. kalaba roDa, dhrAMgadhrA-363 310 (saurASTra) vibhAga trIjo ---keTa,

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A A isu thaya . A chAdhipati zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba sAthe ApaNe dharmasaMbaMdha che che te kadI bhUlaze nahi, teozrIe UMcA sthAne besIne saMyama- A rakSAnI pharaja ajAvI tethI pUjya sAdhusAthIjI mahArAja sAhebanuM Atmika ahita ghaNuM thayuM che. tene bacAva kahI karatAM, saMyamarakSA mATe 11 kalamenuM pAlana che karAvavA prayatna karaze to ja teozrI che sAthe dharmasaMbadha sArthaka thaze. pratikramaNa - - - - - - - zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba zuddha dharma kajavA zAstra mujabanI tithi karAvavA Agraha rAkhyo tenA karatA zAstra mujabanuM pratikramaNa karavA karAvavAno Agraha rAkhyA hota to asayamane nAza thAta ane maitrI, prameha, karuNA ane mAyatha bhAvanAnA prabhAva zrI caturvidha saMghamAM parama zAMti ane ? suMdara ArAdhanA thAta ane dharmanI khumArI vadhI jAta, - - - - - - -

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tA. 1-7-94 satyanu rakSaNa ane asatyanA pratikAra jIvananA bhAge pUrvanA mahApuruSoe karela che jyAre A kaLiyugamAM dharmanA bhAge asatyanuM rakSaka ane satyane pratikAra karanArA saphaLa thatA jAya che zrI jaina dhama zALAnA TrasTI bhAI tathA cAturmAsa karavA padhArela zrI ArAdhaka bhAInI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI pAlItANA. Apa punyazALAo Atmika kalyANanI bhAvanAthI zrI AcAya zrI vijayarAma caMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhanI nizrAmAM cAturmAsa karavA padhArelA che. ApazrIne vinaMtI karavAnI ke, ApaNI suMdara ArAdhanA thAya, siddhAMtanI rakSA thAya, devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana thAya, sAdhu-mahAtmAonu` uttama cAritrapAlana thAya ane zrAva sArA ArAdhako ane tathA zAsanarakSaka ane te zubha AzayathI sakala, saMdhathI judA thayA ane zAsanapakSanI je sthApanA thaI tenA Aje gacchAdhipati zrI vijayarAmaca dra surIzvarajI ma sA. che tethI, teozrIne cAra-cAra varasathI sayamarakSA mATe pA lakhI khUba vinatI karI ke Ape ApanA ja hAthe zAsanapakSanI sudara bhAvanAne naSTa karI che tethI meATA bhAge zAsanapakSa khArAlaja chanatA jAya che. patramAM tenA vigatavAra kAraNA jaNAvyA che. teozrInA jIvanamAM zAsananA sAcA rAga hAta tA ane sathamanI sAcI khumArI heta ! samarakSAnA upAyeA karyA hata. paNa vANImAM dhama hatA, amalamAM dharma nahAto, te pratyakSa najare dekhAya che teo atyAre je sthAne khirAje che tyAMthI game teTale anyAya kare tene aTa kAvavA mATe ke nyAya meLavavA mATe zrIsa dhamAM koI vyavasthA nathI tema ja sa the koI vaDIla nathI. tethI niraMkuza khanI, pApanA Dara mukI je aparAdheA karyA che te jagata kadI bhUlI cakaze nahIM". chatAM teozrInI apakati na thAya te mATe bhUtakALa bhUlI' jaIne khU" vinatI karI ke-- vRddhAvasthA che. 25 varSanI TUMkI jiMdagI che. jatAM jatAM zAsanapakSamAM, samudAyamAM ane ApanAmAM bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana karI-karAvI sAcI sAdhuta nA darzana karAvI zrIsa dhanuM raNu adA karI temAM ja ApanI sAcI siddhi che. paraMtu

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teozrIne pApanA Dara nathI, palAkanA bhaya nathI, pApAnuma`dhI punyanI muDI che, paisAthI ja dhama thAya tevA zrImaMta ane zraddhALu-bhadrikanane 2 che ane aneka apramANika sAdhu-sAdhvIjI pracAraka che--teenA baLa upara sadguddhi maMda paDatI jAya che. chatAM darekanI naitika pharaja che ke teezrInA AtmakalyANa mATe ane sadhanu hita thAya te mATe prayatna karavA joIe. zAsanapakSanA moTAbhAganA sAdhuone dharma karavA nathI, paNa khIjA pAse dharmo karAvavA che. tethI sudha aa nAza karI kALAbajAranA dharma phugAvAnI mAphka jora kare che ane azAMti vadhAratA jAya che. Apa punyazALIe ekAMte dhamanI ArAdhanA karavA ane tyAgIonI suMdara ArAdhanA thAya temAM sahAyaka thavA zrI siddhagirijInI pavitra chAyAmAM padhAryA che. eTale dhama zakta mujakha thaze, paNa adhamane dharma mAnI paisA kheMcI pApa kharI davAnA dhaMdhe Apa kadI nahI kaga tenI mane pUrepUrI khAtrI che. kANu ke Apa hArdane samajela che. bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAne te sAdhu nathI, tema kahenArA ja AjJAnI viddha kAryo kare tyAre lAge che ke tiLakALane cepa. zrI gacchAdhipatine lAgyA che. tethI sAdhunI pavitratAne ghaNuM nukazAna thayuM che. hajI sAcI sAdhutAnA darzana karavA hoya te--devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana, nava vADAnuM pAlana, asa yamIene vadana dha, AdheA-muhapattI je mahAvrata pALavA ane ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavA mATenI pratijJA lIdhI che tenuM pratika che tenA vidhi mujaba upayoga thAya, pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe sa yamarakSA mATe karela 11 klama-te pALavAnu Apela vayana, tenA bha ga thaye tethI * ghaNuM ja nukazAna thayuM che, temAMthI bacavA have-tenA sakhta rIte amala. sayamarakSA mATe A zAstrIya upAya che. te mujaba amala thaze to Apa cAturmAsa yAdagAra banI raheze. paNa jo uparanA niyamAnu` kaDaka pAlana nahI thAya tA ane dharmonA bahAnA nIce chuTachATa leze teA dharmanA sthAneA adhanA khanI jaze, temAM za kA rAkhavAnu kAI kAraNa nathI, zAsanapakSamAM mane samajelA zAsanarAgI che. teo vyaktirAgI ke pakSanA rAgI khate nahIM, satyanA ja pakSapAtI hoya. jyAre zrI AcAthI game tevA pAca kare to paNa pApa lAge ja nahIM" tevu' kahenArA murkhAe nathI, tethI bhAvi ujaLuM dekhAya e ja A kaLiyugan prabhAva che ane dharmanA bhAge asatyanuM rakSaNa ane satyanA pratikAra karanArA saphaLa thatA jAya che e najare joI zakAya che lIsa ghasevaka dIpaNaMda vakhatathyonA vaMdana. 4 / vibhAga trIje

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tA. 3-11-84 jhAlAvADa zAsaMghanA TrasTIone vinaMtI zrI jhAlAvADa na tAmbara mUrtipUjaka tapagaccha saghanA TrasTI bhAIonI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI muMbaI vinaMtIpUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke surendranagaramAM zAstra, siddhAMta ane gurudevanI AjJA mAnavA, saMdhathI judA paDI suMdara ArAdhanA thAya te mATe maMdira, upAzraya Adi navA baMdhAvI, bhAvanA saphaLa karI, tenuM TrasTa karela. temAM Apa punyazALIo dharmapremI, pramANika, siddhAMtane vaphAdAra TrasTIo che. temAM saiddhAMtika matabheda paDe te, siddhAMtane muko tenA karatAM jhera khAIne marI javuM sAruM tevuM kahenArA, zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba zAstra mujabane je pheMsale Ape te darekane baMdhanakartA raheze. teonA vacanamAM vizvAsa hevAthI siddhAMtamAM kadI anyAya karaze nahi. paNa ghaNuM ja duHkha sAthe kahevuM paDe che ke teozrIne kameM bhulAvyA ane devagurunI AjJA bhAMgI, sAdhunA sUAcArane nAza karI, asaMyamanI puSTI karI, zrI gacchAdhipati padanA gauravane haNa nAkhI sAdhutAne kalaMka lagADela che. tethI have zAstranI bAbatamAM rakSaka bhakSaka bane tyAre temanI pAsethI nyAyanI AzA rAkhI zakAya nahi. kiIne kalpanA na Ave ke pANImAMthI agni pragaTaze ane vADa cIbhaDA gaLaze. zAsanapakSanuM kamabhAgya ke je hetuthI saMghanA TrasTI thayA te hetu zrI AcAryazrI siddha karI zakyA nathI, paraMtu zAsanane mahAna nukazAna karela che. A satya vAtane dabAvI devA paisAnA jore ghaNA prayatna thAya che paNa satya kadApI chupAvI zakAtuM nathI. pApane DhAMkavA tenA karatA pApone aTakavavAnA prayatna karavA te ja zAsananI sAcI sevA che. ApanI A aMgenI game tevI mAnyatA hoya te mATe mAre salAha ApavI nathI. paNa TrasTa sArvajanika che ane TrasTIo tenA baMdhAraNanA rakSaka che, baMdhAraNa mujaba vahivaTa karavA ba dhAyelA che, tethI koInI aMgata mAnyatA kAma Ave nahI. mATe vinaMtIpUrvaka lakhuM chuM ke have zrI AcAryazrIne abhiprAya le te baMdhAraNanI virUddha thaI jAya che. jeo zAstra ane siddhAMtane vaphAdara na hoya tene vizvAsa rAkhI zakAya nahIM. devaguranI AjJA na mAne te sAdhu nathI, te ApoApa saMgha bahAra thaI jAya che tema zrI AcAryazrIe zAstra daSTie kahela. te satya hakIkata che eTale Apa vibhAga trIjo | 5

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zAstrane vaphAdAra rahI, devagurunI AjJA mAnanArA ja susAdhu che ane teo ja A rasthAnamAM rahI zake tevI baMdhAraNamAM jogavAI che, chatAM tene bhaMga karI asaMyamIo, ajJAbhaMjako A saMrathAmAM Ave che te tene aTakAvavAnI Apane dhArmika daSTie naitika pharaja che. tema ja devagurunI AjJA mAnanArA cAritra saMpane ArAdhaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne padhAravA vinaMtI karavI joIe. AzA che ke Apa baMdhAraNane ja vaphAdAra rahI saMsthAnuM gaurava vadhAraze. e ja vinaMtI. li. saMghavaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA vaMdana. vibhAga trIje | 6

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- tA. 25-12-24 satya nakkI karI zAsanane bacAve siddhAMtane muko tenA karatAM jhera khAIne maravuM sAruM tema kahenArA zrI gacchAdhipatine ja siddhAMtane nAza karavA te ja temanA sidhati che te buddhizALI, vivekI ane dharmanA hArdane pAmelA sArI rIte oLakhI zakaze. sihAMtarakSAnA nAme saMghathI judA dharmasthAne UbhA karAvyA te bhagavAnane zuddha mArga sAcavavA mATe nahi paNa sAcI sAdhutA sahelAIthI naSTa karavA mATenI rAjaramata hatI te khulluM thaI gayela che. devagurunI AjJA mAnavI nathI ane manAvavA jevuM jIvana nathI teone zrI vachANipati banavAne keI zAstrakAre adhikAra Apela nathI. tethI tenuM sthAna dharmasthAnamAM heya nahi. AnI gaMbhIratA nahi samajIe te IrAdApUrvaka cAritrarUpI dharmane nAza karavAmAM sahAyaka thazuM. dharmasthAnemAM sudara ArAdhanA karavA mATe dharmAtmAoe lAkhe rUpiyA ApyA che te rathAnomAM veSadhArI devagaranA AjJAbha jaka ane vratabhaMjane sthAna ApI asaMyama piSavA sahAya karIzuM te dAtAone vizvAsaghAta karyo gaNAya ke kema te Ape nakkI karavAnuM che. bI . mUrtipUjaka tapagaccha sakala saMghanI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI amadAvAda. vinaMtIpUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAma drasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane saMyamarakSA mATe cAra-cAra varasathI vinaMtI karIH bhUtakALa bhUlI jaIne haja chelI avasthAmAM saghanuM hita karIne jAva. paNa teozrIe zAsananA hitanI vAta asaMyamanA pApe dhyAnamAM lIdhI nahi. tethI saMghanA AgevAne tathA ArAdhaka pUjaya mahAtmAone vinaMtI karI. paNa zrI AcAryazrInuM pApAnubaMdhI punya eTaluM joradAra ke sAdhuonA saMyama ane zuddha AcArane TakAvavA mATe koI kAMI karI zakavA nahi. tethI have ApanI samakSa eka saMsevaka tarIke nyAya mAguM chuM. vibhAga trIje | w

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zrI gacchAdhipati vratabha ja che, saMyamana zaka che, sAdhuonA AcAra'nA nAzaka che, devagurunI AjJAbhaMjaka che, mahA mithyAtvI che, utsatra bhASI che. chatAM saMghamAM mahApuruSa kahevarAve che, tethI saMghanA mahA vizvAsaghAtI che. aneka AtmAone dIkSAo ApI sAdhutAthI bhraSTa karI jIvana barabAda karela che. A satya hakIkata zAstrathI teonA pravacanathI teonA jIvana-vahevArathI huM cokkasapaNe nakakI karI za chuM ke teozrI jaina sAdhu nathI. temAM huM beTa karuM te mane sakhtamAM sakhta zikSA karavAne Apane saMpUrNa adhikAra che. te zikSAthI mane zuddha karI mAruM AtmakalyANa karavuM te Apane mahAna dharma che. ane mArI satya hakIkata sAbIta thAya te zrI gacchAvipati jaina sAdhu nathI tethI zAsanapukAnuM hita karI zake nahi tema jAhera karavuM joIe. jethI saMgha temanI mAyAvI vAtAthI phasAya nahi. te mATe kugurunA phaMDAmAthI zAsanapakSane bacAvavo te ApanI naitika pharaja che artha ane kAmane saMpUrNa choDIne dIkSA lIdhI che, chatAM sAdhu thaIne artha ane kAmane bhegavaTo kare te jaina sAdhu nathI paNa saMghane kaTTara zatru che. A zAstrIya vAtane dhyAnamAM rAkhIne nyAya karaze te ja sAce nyAya karI bhagavAnanA zAsanane bacAvI zakaze. pharI pharI vinatI karuM chuM ke sAdhuone saMyamamAM sthira karI sArI ArAdhanA karata karavA hoya te devagurunI AjJApAlana sAthe pU. AcArya bhagavaMta zrA vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe karela 11 kalamanuM sakhta pAlana karAvaze te ja sAcI sAdhuta Takaze. nahitara sAdhvIjI tathA mA-bahena-dikarInA pavitra jIvana jokhamamAM mukAze, artha ane kAmanA gulAma sAdhuveSa laI zAsanane lUMTI leze ane ArAdhaka mahAtmAone trAsa ApI dharmasthAnane kabaje laI dharmAtmAone AMsu paDAvaze. AvA divaso na jevA hoya te jAgRta banavuM paDaze ja. Apa dharmanI rakSA karavA mATe jAgRta na thaI kaI prayatna nahi kare te huM mArA prayatna cAlu rAkhIza; ane temAM eka divasa evo Avaze ke Apane upekSA karyAne mahAna pacca tApa thaze. e ja vinaMtI. li saMghavaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA vadana. 8 | vibhAga trIjo

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tA. 31-8-84 vyakita karatAM zAsana mahAna che rAgI vyakti pramANika rahI satyano pakSapAtI bane ja nahi, te zAsana ane saMghanuM hita karI zake ja nahi. zAsanapremI dhamabhAo! vicAra ane saMyamanI rakSA kare. zrI gacchAdhipatine devagurunI AjJA pALatA karavA te ja teozrInI sAcI bhakti che. | bhUlone bhUla tarIke svIkArI ane karI bhUla na karavA nirNaya bhagavAnanA zAsananA sAdhu, AcArya ke chAdhipati ja karI zake. bhUlo karavI tene chupAvavI ane bIjA upara oDhADavAnI kaLA je rAjadvArI netA jevA banI jAya temAM Ave che. teo vaSa badalI judA judA abhinaya karI saMsAranuM nATaka sA2 bhajavI zake che. bhagavAnano sAcA sAdhu Avu kahI kare ja nahi . zrI gacchAdhipatie kahela ke zAstra-siddhAMtane mUkave tenA karatAM jhara khAIne marI javuM vadhAre sAruM. teozrInA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhI zAsana khAtara lega ApanArAone kahapanAmAM paNa na Ave ke zrI AcAryazrI pote ja sAcI sAdhutAne nAza karavA gurUnI AjJA bhAMgI sAdhunA suAyAna nAza karI asaMcamane pAvaze. teozrInA dekhADavAnA ane cAvavAnA vata judA hatA, te khabara paDavAthI lAgyuM ke pANImAMthI agni pragaTayo che ane vaDe ja cIbhaDA gaLavA mAMDayA che. deva-gurunI AjJAbhaMga eTale mahAvratAno bhaMga : bha eTale zuddha sAdhunA ApyArano nAza; zuddha sAdhunA AcArane nAza eTale sAcI sAdhanAne nAzaka ane sAcI sAdhutAne nAza eTale jaina zAsanane nAza. jana dhamane nAza. tene aTakAvavA jene jene je zakti maLI hoya tene upayoga kara joIe, temAM sakaLa saMdhanuM kalyANa che. A vAta ghera-ghera paheAMcatI karavI te zuddha dharmanA rAgIonI naitika pharaja che. - zAsanane bacavavA, sAdhuonA saMyamanI rakSA karavA, sAdhvIjInA ziyaLanI rakSA karavA, mA-bena-dIkarIne dharmasthAnamAM nirbhaya rAkhavA ane dharmasthAnane pavitra rAkhavA mATe sAce zAstrIya upAya deva-gurunI AjJApAlana sAthe niyama kaDaka pAlana dha ke saMyamarakSA karavAmAM mArAmAM kaI bhUla dekhAya te batAvavA kRpA karaze, A5ne mahAna upakAra mAnIza. vibhAga trIje | 9

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zAstrakAra bhagavaMte kahe che ke rasagArava hiMgArava ane sAtAgArava bhogavI sAdhuonA AcArane nAza karanAranI sadgati thatI nathI. puNyazALIo ! dharmanA mahAna sthaMbha gaNAtA ArAdhaka bhAIo ! vicAre, vivekarUpI cakSu bolI sAco dharma kayAM che te tapAze. zrI dharmazALAnA TrasTIbhAIo tathA cAturmAsa karavA padhArela bhAIone namra vina tI... - vAMce ane vicAre cAritrasaMpanna mahAtmAo sivAya koI kALe jene zAsana karyuM nathI ane TakavAnuM nathI. tethI devagurUnI AjJA mAnanArA cAritrasaMpana mahApuruSo tathA ArAdhaka bhAIoe jAgRta banavuM ja paDaze, nahitara saMgha lUMTAI jaze. jaina zAsananI sAcI prabhAvanA sAdhuonA suMdara pavitra cAritryanA prabhAvathI ja thAya che. paisAnA jorathI sAdhutAne mArI nAkhanArAthI zAsanaprabhAvanA thatI nathI, paNa AjJAbhaMjanI prabhAvanA thAya che. tethI saMghanuM ahita thAya che. dIkSA lIdhA pachI pU. sAdhu, heya AcArya heya ke gacchAdhipati haya, je dinapratidina jJAnI , banI gyatA pramANe padavIo dhAraNa kare che teo ja zrIsaMghane mahAna AzIrvAdarUpa bane che; ane jeo dIkSA lIdhA pachI jJAnI mATI jaI vidvAna banI padavIo le che te mahA zAyarUpa bane che, tema jJAnI bhagavate kahe che. vidvAne dharmanI vAta karI dhaMdho sAro calAvI zake che, lekene AkaSI zake che; tenA badalAmAM pAMceya IndrIyonA viSayone bhagavaTo karavAmAM ja jIvananI siddhi mAne che. anitya bhAvanAnI vAta karanArA pate nitya rahevAnA hoya tevI rIte jIvana jIve che; ane jyAre mahA vidhAna bane che tyAre pratiSThA vadhAravAnI lAlasAe kAvAdAvA, khaTapaTa Adi kAryo karI mAyA-daMbhane Azare laI bAhya pravRtimAM ja rata rahe che, ane AlekanA sukhamAM je kaMI vinarUpa bane tene nAmazeSa karavA zaktine upayoga karavo te ja teozrInuM mukhya kArya hAtha che. pUrvadhAre jJAnImAMthI vidvAna banyA eTale nigodamAM jyAM nArakI karatAM anaMtI vedanA che tyAM cAlyA gayA, te samajavA chatAM teo AlokanA sukhamAM lalacANa tenuM pariNAma che, te zAstranI vAta bhUlI jAya che. jyAre jJAnI bhagavate anaMta kALane najara samakSa rAkhI temAMthI chUTavA ane muktie javA teone badhuM anitya lAge che. ane tethI pAMceya IndrIyonA viSaya jhera jevA lAge che. zarIra paNa mAruM nathI, te baLavAnuM lAkaDuM che tene polIza karavAnuM hoya nahi tema mAnI aMtarmukha banI prANuta mahAvratane pALavA udyamazIla bane che ane paramAtmA banavA satata 10 | vibhAga trIjo

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jAgRta heya che. teone AlokanA mAnapAna bajArapa lAge che. mAlatuSa-maha tmA be zabdo zIkhavAmAM bhUlI jatA hatA. te vidhAna nahetA paNa mahA jJAnI hatA mATe te ja bhavamAM mukitae gayA. A jJAnIbhagavaMtenI vAtane vicArIzuM te ja sAcA dharmanI oLakha karI kalyANa sAdhI zakIzuM. zAstrakAra bhagavate kahe che ke eka adhama mANasa ATha mAsanA garbhavALI evI eka lAkha strInI hatyA kare eTale ke be lAkha jIvonI hatyA kare tenA karatAM sAdhu strI jAthe saMbhoga kare tene navagaNuM pApa lAge ane adhama sAdhu sAdhvIjI sAthe eka vakhata dhuna seve te hajAragaNuM pApa lAge. bIjI vakhata seve te eka kareDa gaNuM pApa lAge ane trIjI vakhata seve te belibIjane nAza thAya tema kahela che. AvA pApAmAone pApathI pAchA vALavA ane dharmamAM sthira karavA te ja sAcA ArAdhakonI pharaja che. ane jeo AvA bhayaMkara pApane DhAMkavAmAM sahAyaka thAya che tene keTaluM pApa lAge te jJAnI jANe. AvA bhayaMkara pApothI bacAvavA mATe devagurunI AjJA paLAvavI te ja zAstrIya sAro upAya che. khuda bhagavaMtee mahAvrata pALavA je pratijJA lIdhI tevI ja pratijJA mahAvate pALavA mATe hAla ApavAmAM Ave che, temAM jarAya chUTachATa mUkI nathI. A kALanA hisAbe mAdhupaNuM pALavA mATe devagurunI AjJA pALavA sAthe niyama-aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana : IvI samiti bhASA samiti, eSaNu samiti, AdAna bhaMDamata nikSepaNa samiti pAriSThAyanikAya samiti e pAMca samiti ane mane gupti, vacanaguNi, kAyati e traNa gupti tathA nava vADonuM pAlana-nakkI karela che. 1. strI, pazu napusaka thakI rahita evA sthAnamAM rahevuM. . 2. strI sAthe sajAgapaNe kathA-vArtA kare nahi, 3. strI beThI hoya te Asana upara be ghaDI sudhI puruSa bese nahi ane puruSa beThe hoya te Asane strI traNa paheAra sudhI bese nahi. 4. strInA aMgopAMga sarAgapaNe jevA nahi. * 5. jyAM strI-puruSa saMtAM heya tathA kAmakrIDA vize vAta karatAM hoya tyAre bhIta pramukha aMtare rahe nahi. 6. pUrve strI sAthe bhogavelA bhegasukha saMbhAre nahi. 7. sarasa nigdha AhAra kare nahi kema ke tethI vikAra jAge. 8. nirasa e AhAra paNa adhika le nahi. vibhAga trIjo ! 11 * .

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9. zarIranI zebhAvibhuSaNa na kare. saMyamarakSA mATe A bhayaMkara kALane najara samakSa rAkhI sAdhunA Atmika kalyANa mATe kAmavAsanA eTalI bhayaMkara che ke tene nAthavA mATe, tenA kAraNothI dUra rahevA mATe, parama pU. A bha0 vijaya premasurIzvarajI ma. sAhebe agiyAra kalamanuM baMdhAraNa karela che. tene sakhata rIte pALavA-paLAvavAnuM vacana Apela che. (1) sAmAnya saMjogomAM sAdhvIjI athavA zrAvikoe vyAkhyAnanA samartha sivAya sAdhunI vastImAM AvavuM nahi. e mATe vyAkhyAna Adi prasaMge niSedha karavo ane zakya prabaMdha karAva. asAdhAraNa sagomAM dA. ta. bahAragAmathI kaI AvyA he athavA ApaNe navA gAmamAM gayA hoIe ane tyAM koI Ave te ekAda divasa vaMdana puratA AvI jAya te rokavA nahi. jaganI kriyAomAM paNa sAdhvIjIe banatA sudhI zrAvikAne sAthe laIne AvavuM. temaja zrAvikA upadhAnanI kriyA prasaMge puruSane sAthe laIne AvavuM. sAdhunA akasamAta bimArI jevA prasaMgamAM niSedha kare nahi. (2) sAdagIjI pAse sAdhuoe kaMI paNa kAma karAvavuM nahIM. sAdhuoe - pitAnA kAmo dA. ta. pAtrA raMgavA, sAMdhavA vagere zIkhI levA. jyAM sudhI na , zIkhAya tyAM sudhI AghA-ThavaNu jevA azakaya kAmo mukhya spardhakapatie sthAnika prauDha zrAvikA dvArA sAdhvIo pAse karAvI levA, pazu sAdhuoe sAdhavInA saMparkamAM AvavuM nahi. (3) sAdhvIne kaMI kAma hoya te sAdavI sAdhune na kahe paraMtu paraMparAe prauDha zrAvikA ane zrAvaka dvArA mukhya sAdhune kahevarAve. e paddhati jALavavI. koI tAtkAlika akasmAta Adi kArya AvI paDyuM hoya te pUchI levAya. () sAdhuoe joItI vastu mATe TukaDIne vaDIlane kahevuM. vaDIla tenI sagavaDa karI Ape (5) sAmAnya saMjogomAM 15 divasa pahelAM kApa kADhavo nahi, sivAya lUNa, + lI, beniyAM jevAM kapaDAM. ' (1) rezamI kAmaLI, dazI, muhapatI vagere vAparavI nahi. + () dezanA vyavahAra pradhAna ApavI ane vyavahAramAM prANa pUravA mATe bhAva samajAvavo. (8) eka spadhapatinI TukaDIne sAdhu bIjA spardhakapatinI TukaDImAM gacchAdhi pati tathA jenI nizrAmAM hoya tenI AjJA sivAya rahI zake nahi. 12 / vibhAga trIjo

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/ (9) mAIkamAM meAlavu nahi. (10) phoTA paDAvavA nahiM. (11) pAtAnuM ke potAnA vaDIlanA nAmanuM jJAnama"dira peAte UbhuM karavuM nahi. temaja zravA dvArA UbhA karAtA jJAnama'dira AdimAM petAnuM naCstra rAkhavuM nahi. . uparanI AjJA pALavA mATe ja sAdhupaNu levAnuM vidhAna che ane tene mATe ja tA, abhyAsa Adi karavAnA che. AjJAnA bhAge kAI kAryo karavAnuM phIdhela nathI. mATe te AjJA pALavA-paLAvavA mATenI javAbadArI zrI guccha dhipatinI che. te pharaja te na bhAve te sAcI sAdhutAnA mahAna zatru che, tema jJAnI bhagavatA kahe che. seA varSanA DAsA hoya ane tevu. varjInI DezI heya tenA sahavAsamAM rahevu. niha, temaja bhartuharie kahela che ke kANA kUtarA hAya, AkhA zarIre khasa thaI heAya, zarIra uparanA vALa UtarI gayA hAya, pUchaDI adhA kapAI gaI hoya ane saOtra haDadhUta thatA hoya Ave kUtarA kUtarIne dekhIne pAchaLa paDe che. AvI bhaya krura kAmavAsanAne saMpUrNa kANumAM rAkhavAnI jJAnIonI ceAjanAne naSTa karI nAkho. zrI AcArya zrI nAnI banyA hota tA sAdhuomAM pavitratA ghaNI vadhI jAta ane sa MdhatuM bhAvI ghaNuM UjaLuM hAta. r hajI sa dhanu' ane dharmanA ArAdhAnu sabhAm che ke zAsanapakSamAM bhagavAnanI AjJAne vakAdAra cAritryasapanna pUrva sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAje che teozrI pUnI ArAdhanAnAM baLe suMdara ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. atyAranA vAtAvaraNathI tee ghaNA du:khI che. su dhanA bhAgevAna bhAie dIrghadRSTi vApI, sa dhanA kalyANu khAtara, teozrIne sahAyaka banyA hota to AjJAbhaM ke ATalA vakhata nahi. hajI sAcI sAdhutAno khapa hoya te AjJAlajAne dharmamAM sthira karavA agara tenI mAyALamAMthI chUTavuM te ja sAMcA upAya che zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe kahela che ke pU. A. bha. hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI tathA pU. upAghyAyajI ma. sA. jevA samartha khAladIkSAnA prazna ve ja thayA hatA. temAzrInA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhI aneka punyazAlIe peAtAnA vahAlaseyA bALakone AtmakalyANu karavA temaja zAsana udyota mATe zrI AcArya zrInA caraNe dharyA. temAMthI eka paNu pratimAsa panna, zAsanarAgI, zuddha saMyamanA ArAdhaka, * siddhAMtane vAdAra khAlasAdhunI zrIsa Mghane bheTa ApI nathI. khAladIkSA mATe mAthA phrADAvyA. lAkhA rUpiyA zAsanarakSA mATe kharcyA. tenA pariNAmane vicAravAnI zakti teozrIe naSTa karI nAkhI, ane aneka mA-bApeAne tathA saMdhanA mahAna ' vibhAga trIjo / 13

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vizvAsaghAta karyo che. A aparAdha sAmAnya nathI, te ItihAsakAro nedha lIdhA vinA raheze nahi. zrI AcAryazrI kharekhara jJAnI banyA hatA te Aje ghaNA ba la sAdhuo zAsanapakSa upara suvarNakaLaza caDAvI aneka AtmAone mukti mArge caDAvI zakata. sa ghanuM kamabhAgya ke A prasaMgo jovA na maLyA, kAraNa ke zrI AcAryazrI vidhAna banI gayA hatA. zrI AcAryazrI pAse ghaNI dIkSAo thaI tenuM kAraNa teozrI pAse devagurunI AjJApAlana mATe ba dhana na hatuM, AthavanA mArgo khulA hatA ane saMvara nijara mATe kAI vyavasthA na hatI. tethI ja moTA bhAganA o laIne aMtarathI nAgyA nahotA. teozrIe nacAvyA tema nAcyA hatA. kharekhara aMtarathI nAgyA hatA te AjJA pAlanamAM anero utsAha heta. saMsAra choDavAnI vAta karI ane kAnA saMsAra vadhArI dIdhA che. A satya hakIkata, saMghanA hita khAtara, AgevAna bhAIoe vicArI heta te dharmanA nAme AvI arAjakatA karI zakta nahi ane saMkhyA gaNAvavA mATe AvI dIkSA karI zakatA nahi. dIkSA jevI mahAna pavitra cIjanI pratiSThA ghaTADI nAkhI tenuM kAraNa jJAnI nahAtA, mATe ja saMyamanI khumArI rAkhI zakayA nahi. atyAra sudhInA ItihAsamAM keI AcArya ke gacchAdhipatie saMyamanA ArAdhakane anyAya karI, trAsa ApI, asaMyamIone phulAvyAne eka paNa dAkhala jevA ke sAMbhaLavA maLyuM nathI, te AcAryazrIe karI batAvyuM. zAsanapakSa Aje dhaNIdhArI vagarane banI gaye teno lAbha laI pratiSThA jALavI zakyA, paNa cAriyana premI dharmI AgevAna bhAIoe UMDA UtarI tapAsa karI hatI te khAtrI thAta ke ahI yA dharmanA nAme ghaNI pila paDI gaI che. Aje satya hakIkatane bhale mArI nAkhI paNa itihAsakAre A kALA kRtyane kadI bhUlaze nahi. jagatamAM kaI saMsthA evI nathI ke saMsthAnA niyamane na mAne te saMsthAmAM rahI zake. jena zAsananI pavitra saMsthAmAM Aje chaDecoka devagurunI AjJA bhAganArA ga7 dhipati bane, temanI pAsethI sAcA dharmanI AzA rAkhavI te retImAMthI tela kADhavA jevuM che. zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe zrI haratagirijInuM TrasTa siddhAMta virahanuM che tema kahela te TrasTa na sudhare tyAM sudhI koIe temAM paiso Apavo nahi te lekhita patra mArI pAse che, ane kahela ke je TrasTa nahi sudhare te aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA karAvIza nahi. teozrInA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhI, bhAIzrI kAMtilAla jhaverIne duHkha lAgavA chatAM, TrasTa sudhAravA prayatna karyA. teo TrasTa sudharAvI zakayA nahi. zrI hastagirinuM TrasTa ane tene uddhAra je rIte , 14 | vibhAga trIjo

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thayA che tevI rIte sAmA pakSe ka heta te siddhAMtanA nAme, tIrtharakSAnA nAme, zrIma tenA paisAnA jore AkhA saMghamAM dAvAnaLa phelAvyuM heta ane bhakika le che pAse peTrela chaMTAvI Agane bujhAvI dIdhI na heta. tIrtharakSA mATe teozrI upara vizvAsa rAkhI jeoe tana-mana-dhanathI bhoga Apyo hato tene vizvAsaghAta karI aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA karAvIne dhamI mANasenA mAthA kApyA che. je teozrI kharekhara jJAnI heta te AvA bhayaMkara pApa kadI karI zakta nahIM, - zrI AcAryazroe sAcI tithinI pakkaDa rAkhI teTalo pakkaDa sAcu pratikramaNa karavA-karAvavAnI rAkhI heta te saMghanuM bhAvi ghaNu UjaLuM heta ane cothA ArAnA darzana thAta. paNa vidyAne sAcuM pratikramaNa karI-karAvI zake nahi. teo ne pApe DhAMkavA gharSaNe cAlu rAkhavA ja paDe. siddhAMtarakSAnI sAcI bhAvane heya teo kadI devagurunI AjJAo bhAge nahi jyAM vigurunI AjJApAlananuM baMdhana na hoya, asaMyamIone vAMdavAnuM baMdha na hoya, sAdhuonA AcAranuM pAlana na hoya, ziyaLarakSAnI khAtarI na hoya teo pAse dIkSA karavA, karAvavI ane sahakAra Apavo te irAdApUrvaka jhera khAvA jevuM che. zAsananI ciMtA hoya ane ApaNA saMtAnanA jIvana cANAbhaMja pAse mokalI bagADavA na hoya te vicAra karavA vinaMtI che. zAsanarakSAnA nAme navA navA ane UbhA karI saMdhamAM kaluSita vAtAvaraNa UbhuM thAya te pahelAM zAsana pakSanA gItArtha cAriyasa pana mahAtmAonI salAha laI vicAraNA karavI ke A kArya sakala saMdhanA hitamAM che ke kema ? te nakkI thAya te ja kAryamAM madade karavA vinaMtI che. baMdhane chinnabhinna karavAnuM pApa jevuM tevuM nathI. zAsanapakSamAM siddhAMtanA nAme kaleze karAvyA te vyAjabI hatA ke geravyAjabI te gItArtha bhamavAnI salAha lIdhI hota te satya samajI zakAta. zrI AcAryazrIe devagurunI AjJA bhAMgI che mATe have vizvAsapAtra gaNuya nahi. pU A bha0 zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe potAnA ziSya pU A. zrI rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. ne AjJA karela che bAlacaMdrane AcArya padavI ApavI nahi. ajayapALe sattAnA jore bhAlacaMdrane AcArya padavI ApavA hukama karyo. te hukamane tAbe nahiM thatAM, gurunI AjJApAlana khAtara ane saMghanA kala Na khAtara, pUe AzrI rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja telanI dhagadhagatI kaDAImAM taLAI gayA. AvA uttama mahApuruSa zAsanarakSaka-sihAMtarakSaka banI zake che ane teozrInA nAma zAstranA pAne suvarNa akSare lakhAya che. tyAre zrI AcAryazrIe deva-gurunI AjJA bhAMgI, asaMyamane piSya. mahAvate sahelAIthI bhaMgAya te mArga khule mUko. vibhAga trIjo 15

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saMyamIone trAsa ApyA. sAdhue nA suMdara AcArane nAza karyo. zAsanapakSanA vaDIlanI pratiSThAne khatama karI. zAsananAzaka banyA. zrI AcAryazrI saMsArI tuSTa sukha kha tara zAnI na banI zakaze, tethI ja bhavAnarane tiraskAra na karI zakayA, te mahA duHkhane viSaya che. zrI AcAryazrIe sAdharmika bhakti kema thAya ane ArAdhaka AtmAo pitAnA ja dravyathI dharmanA kAryo kare, jeo lAlaca ApI dharma karAve te bhakti nathI paNa sAdharmikanuM apamAna che, tevuM kahyuM. evuM kahenArAnI ja nizrAmAM zAsakane mAMgaNuM karavI paDe ke-mAre tamAre tyAM jamavA AvavuM che mATe pAsa Ape. mahA pavitra bhUmimAM cAturmAsa karavA javAnuM jiMdagImAM bhAgye ja bane che tyAre savadravyathI ArAdhanA karavAnI vidhine jIvaMta rAkhI hatI te ArAdhakane dAna-dharmane mahAna , lAbha maLata ane sAdhvIjIne nirdoSa AhAra-pANuM maLata. paNa chelle chelle, piluM vadhAre vAge che te dekhADavAne IrAde na heta te vidhinuM pAlana jarUra thaI zakata. polAne nakkI karavA AjJArUpI baLanI jarUra che. ekalA paisAthI pila vadhe che. zrI AcAryanA kAryane saMbhAruM chuM tyAre mahA duHkhI thaI lehInA Agra paDe che. mArI vedanA kahIne tamane lehIne asa paDAvavA nathI. , zrI AcAryazrIe zAstradaSTie kahela che - * * | devagurunI AjJA bhAge te sAdhu nathI. asaMyamIone vaMdana kare te anaMta saMsArI che. ane kuru kahe ane kurune suzuru kahe temAM mahA mizyAdaSTi che. aSTa pravacana mAtAne mArI nAkhe tene sAdhupaNAne khapa nathI. nava vADanu pAlana na kare temAM sAdhupaNuM Take nahi. bhagavAnanI AjJA na mAne te hADakAne Dhagale che. game teTalI moTI saMkhyAmAM hoya, te saMgha nathI paNa TeNuM che bhavAnanI AjJA mAnanAra eka sAdhu, eka sAdhvIjI, eka zrAvaka, eka zrAvikA heya te ja sAco saMgha che. kuguru-saMvamIone jagatamAM na oLakhAve te saMdhane vizvAsaghAtI che. dIkSA ApyA pachI tenA guru tene Atmika vikAsa na karAve ane tene saMsAra vadhAre te kasAI karatAM bhUDe che. gRhasthanA paisA mahA AraMbha-mahA parigrahanA pApathI pedA thayelA che. te paisAne 16 | vibhAga trIjo

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sAdhu durUpayeAga kare teA marIne bharUcanA pADA thAya. sASu vinA kAraNe AdhAkamI hAra vApare te niSThA jevA che. asayamI hoya chatAM mahAsa yamI kahevaDAve te sadhanA mahAna lUTArI che. zAsanarakSA tathA sayaMmarakSA karavI temAM ja manuSyabhavanI sAcI sArthakatA che. temAM satya vAtA karavI paDe tene niA nathI kIdhI paNa zAsanasevA kahI che. bhagavAnanA siddhAMtA mUkI devA paDe tenA karatAM jhera khAIne marI javu vadhAre sAru. rasagArava, RddhigArava, sAtAgAravamAM rahI sAdhunA AcArane nAza kare tene sAdhutane khapa nathI. sAdhu puNyane bhAgavaTA kare te pApa ja dhAya; ane zrAvakrA te puNya bhegave, tenA vakha Nu kare te sAdhutAnA zatru che. mArApaNAmAM sAdhupaNuM nA dekhAya te mane cheDI devA. temAM ja dharmanI sAcI samajaNu AvI gaNAya. (AvuM khonnuM ghaNuM kahela che. ) uparanI vAtA zrI aAcAya zrInA mukhe ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLI che. temanA 4 yune ane jIvanane uparanI vAta sAthe kAI meLa khAya tema che? te vAtA khInane utArI pADavA karI hatI ke amala karavA karI hatI te vicAravA khAsa vinatI che. zAsanapakSanI zAstra--siddhAMta ane 'sAdhuonuM suMdara sayama sacavAya te mATe ja, dareka niyamA pALavA mATe ja, sthApanA thaI hatI. tenI rakSA karavA mATe zrI gaccha dhipati adhAyelA che, paNu, beDI bAmaNInuM khetara heAya tema chaDeceka mahutratA bhAMge ane, aneka AtmAne vizvAsabhaMga karI, mahAvratA bhAMgavAne mArga khullA karI Ape tene dharma kahevA hoya teA zAsanapakSanuM nAma badalI nAkhavu joIe, jethI jete sAce dha karavA hAya te DhagAya nahi. cAritryasa panna Adhaka AtmAe zAsana khAtara nAma khudalavA na de teA zrI AcAya zrIe juda AjJAbha jakanA pakSa sthApavA joIe, jethI temazrIne krAI kahI zake nahi. zAsanapakSamAM rahevuM haze teA pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI tathA mena-dIkarInI sayamarakSAnI khatarI mATe, devagurunI AjJApAlana mATe, niyamanu pAlana karavu. ja paDaze. darekane kayeA dhama karavA, kAnI pAse kevA dhama karavA temAM sau svataMtra che. vibhAga trIe / 19 *

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bhagavAnanI AjJA bhAMganArAone mahApuruSo mAnI senAthA je che temAM teone saMpUrNa adhikAra che. rajanIza pAse ghaNu zrImate, vidvAne, bhaNelA, heziyAra, mAjamAM pratiSThA meLavanArAo dharma mAnIne jAya che ane karaDe rUpiyA kharce che. A kALamAM dharmanI vAta karI adharma karAvanArA dhUtArAo pAkavAnA, tema khuda bhagavAna bhAkhI gayA che. pAkane Dara cAlyA jAya ane A bhavanA subena lAlasA jAge tyAre dharmanA nAme zuM zuM na kare te kahI zakAya nahi. dareka pApa dharmanA nAme ja thAya che. bakarIIda karanAra dharmanA nAme ja katala kare che. mATe che buddhizALI bhAI, puNyazALIo ane ArAdhaka mahAtmAo! khUba vicAro ane bhagavAnanA zAsanane bacAve. temAM ja sAthI sArthakatA che. AMkha mI cIne dharma karazuM te lu TAI jazuM. zrI AcAryazrIne saMyamarakSA mATe cAra cAra varSathI vinaMtI karI ke vihAgyAM sAvIjIo tathA bahene je sAthe rAkhe che. dharmasthAnomAM maryAdA bahAne vyavahAra thAya che, sAdhvIjIonA ziyaLa bhaMga thAya che. tevAone uttama khAnadAna kuTuMbamAMthI AvelA cAritryasaMpanna sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAja vaMdana kare che. pavitra mahAtmAonA vadana laIne zI gati teonI thaze te te jJAnI ja jANe paNa pavitra jaina zAsananI A sthiti joIne AghAtane kaI pAra rahetuM nathI. saMyamarakSA jevo bIjo mATe dharma nathI tema mAnI ekalA vina tI pAthI have kAma nA thAya mATe tapanI Ara dhanA karavA nirNaya karyo. tethI chaThThane pAraNe ekAsaNu karI 270 chaThTha karyA, amane pAraNe ekAsaNuM karI 20 aThThama karyA, upavAsane pAraNe ekAsaNuM karI 60 kavAsa karyA, para acaMbila karyA ane hAla aSADha suda 1 thI chane pAraNe ekApAyuM karI cheTha cAle che AgevAna bhAIone khUba vinaMtI karI ke uMDA Utare. zAsanapakSamAM mATI pala paDatI jAya che. dharma prANa vinAnuM maDadu thatuM jAya che. sAcI sAdhutA TakAvavAnI ghaNuM jarUra che. te satya samajavA jeTalI tIvArI nahi hovAthI lAgyuM ke hava A bhava kara pApe jovA karatAM mArA jIvanane bhoga ApavAthI ja AvA papi aTakaze tema mAnI zrI AcAryazrIne jaNAvela ke A vada 1 nA Atmavilopana karI jiMdagI pUrI karIza. paNa, pAchaLathI vicAra AvyuM ke zrI AcArya zrI mArA pagalAthI khAtarI Ape paNa agiyAra kalama pALavAmAM vacanabhaMga karyo tema pAchaLathI vacanabha ga thAya te mAro bhega niSphaLa jAtha-te hetuthI teozrIne lakhI nAkhela ke mAre nirNaya baMdha rAkhela che. have ApanI pAse saMyamarakSAnI AzA rAkhavI nakAmI # A chaThTha zarIranI pratikuLatAnA kAraNe chaThThane pAraNe ekAsaNuM karI 30 chaThTha pUrA karela che 18 | vibhAga trIjo - -

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, 1 + + + na , che mATe ApanI sAthenI pravRtti taddana baMdha karuM chuM. have jayAM jyAM zAsanane bacAvavAnI zakti paDI haze tyAM prayAsa karI satya hakIkatathI saMghane jAgRta karIza. temAM mArA mATe bhayasthAne ghaNuM che. varatuthI ajJAna leke, vyakitarAgathI adha bane, paisAnA kAryathI dharma mAnanArA, cAritryanI kiMmata nahi AMkanArA taraphathI tiraskAra, gALo puSkaLa sAMbhaLavA maLaze te huM sArI rIte samaju chu paNa saMyama rakSA mATe tene gauNa mAnuM . Apa badhe bhUtakALa bhUlI jaI zAsanapakSanA kalyANa khAtara, sAdhu mahAtmAonA zuddha sayama khAtara, saMghanA hita khAtara mArA kAryamAM sahAyaka thaze te Apane sahana upakAra mAnIza je saMdhanA nAyaka mahAsanI heya te saMdhanuM bhAvI ghaNuM UjaLu hoya che jene AgevAna adha hoya tenuM kaTaka kuvAmAM paDe che te kahevata upara vicAravA vina tI che , zAsana pakSamAM jeonuM AjJArUpI ane saMyamarUpI mULa saDI gayuM hoya temAMthI cArirUpI suvAsa kadI prApta thAya nahi ane temAMthI sAru phaLa kadApi prApta thAya nahi. teozrIne bharese sAdhvIjIe ne tathA bahena-dIkarIone dharmanA bahAnA nIce mekalavA te sayamanA ghAta mATe ja thavAnuM. pharI pharIne eka ja vinaMtI karuM chuM ke kRpA karI puNyathI maLelI lakSmIne upaye ga zuddha saMyamanI vRddhimAM karazo. ApanAthA kadAca saMyamarakSA na thaI zake paNa saMyamanA tathA sAdhunA AcAranAzamAM sahAyaka thaI saMdhanuM ahita na karo tevI AzA rAkhu te vadhAre paDatI nathI. zrI AcAryazrIne AjJAbhaMga karavAno, adharmane dharma kahevAne ane UcA sthAne besIne anyAya karavAne karmasattA pAsethI paravAne maLe che te huM mahAna gunegAra gaNuuM ne Apa je zikSA karaze te AnaMdapUrvaka be gavIza. paraMtu teozrIne paravAne na maLyo hoya te bhagavAnanI AjJAne jIvaMta rAkhavA prayatna kare temAM ja darekanuM kalyANa che. zrI saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karI sarva jIvo pratye jANatAM-ajANatAM je de la gayA hoya tene ataHkaraNa pUrvaka khamAvela che vizepa zAsananA kArya karavA mATe atyAra sudhImAM satya vAta karatAM jANatAM ajANatAM je kaMIne manaduHkha thayuM hoya teone ataHkaraNa pUrvaka khamavuM . sakaLa sa mane kSamA ApazojI Ape * vibhAga trIje | 19

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mahA tIrthabhUmimAM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karela che te zAsanane TakAvavA satyane paDakhe rahevAno nirNaya karela haze. zrI siddhagirijI mahAtIrthamAM cAturmAsa karavA padhArelA che te zrI AcAryazrI vRddhAvasthAmAM suMdara ArAdhanA thAya te mATe nivRtti laI, karelI bhUlane ekarAra karI, zAstra mujabane prAyazcita laI sakaLa saMghane aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka khamAvI ekAMte AtmasAdhanAmAM lAgI jAya tevA prayatna karavAM temAM darekanuM kalyANa che ane temAM ja ApanuM cAturmAsa saphaLa yAdagAra banI raheze. e ja vinaMtI. li. saMghasevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA vaMdana 20 | vibhAga trIjo

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tA 26-9-84 naitika pharaja....uttama gharma : saMcamarakSA jJAnasAramAM jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che ke - jema Dukkara viSTAmAM magna thAya che tema ajJAnI ajJAnamAM magna thAya che. jema haMsa mAnasarovaramAM nimagna che tema jJAnI puruSo jJAnamAM nimagna tha ya che. bhagavAna sudharmAsavAminI pATa bhagavAnanA zAsananI rakSA karanArAo mATe, mahA puNyazALIoe hAre rUpiyA khacI, cAdaravA puThiyA ba lAvI banAvA-te pATa : upara besIne Aje dharmanA bahAnA nIce deva-gurUnI AjJA chaDecoka bhAMganArAo, susAdhunA AcArone nAza karI, dharmanuM khUna kare che ane bhagavAnanI pATane bevaphA bane che. A satya vAta zAsanapakSanA tyAgI mahAsaMyamI susAdhu mahAtmAe tathA mahAdhama ArAdhaka zrAvake e vyaktirAgamAM nahi phasAtA zAsana rakSA mATe A kalaMkane aTakAvavA mATe prayatna karavo te darekanI naitika pharaja che. zAsanarakSA, siddhAMtarakSA, tIrtha rakSA, saMyamarakSA mATe marI phITavAnI vAto karanArA jago ane bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavA saMyamarakSA karavI te ja uttama dharma che. zAstrakAra bhagavate kahe che ke deva-gurUnI AjJA bhAge te sAdhu nathI. jene AjJA baMdhanarUpa lAge teo ravajIMdAcArI che. teo sAdhunA AcArone nAza karavAmAM niSphara pariNAmavALA banI jAya che. tethI mahAsatIo tathA bahena-dIkarIonA jIvana teonI pAse bhaya rUpa bane che. temaja jAtiya saMbaMdho bhogavavAmAM kuceSThA karI jIvanane barabAda karanArA susAdhu maTI jAya che. te ApoApa saMdha bahAra thaI jAya che. teone sugurU mAnI vaMdana-pUjana-bhakita kare ke temanI pratiSThA vadhAravAmAM sahAyaka thAya te anaMta saMsArI thAya che ane saMghanA mahAna vizvAsaghAtI bane che. temaja sAdhvIjInA ziyaLabhaMga karanArA mahA adhamAdhama-narAdhama-pApAtmAo sAdhuveSamAM hevAthI tene mATe je kAMI karavuM paDe te anukaMpA buddhithI thAya, te zAsadaSTie satya vAta che chatAM tenI pAkI khAtarI karavA, siddhAMtane mUko tenA karatAM jhera khAIne maravuM te sAruM tevuM kahenArA zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA ne pUchaze ke gItArthane pApa karavAnI chUTa nathI paNa pApathI bacAvavAnI chUTa che. AmAM keIne apavAda tarIke pApa karavAnI kamasattAe chUTa ApI che ? vibhAga trIje | 21

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zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe mahApavitra tIrthabhUmimAM devagurUnI AjJA bhAMgI, ane pAse bhagAvI, sAdhuonAM AcArane nAza karAvela che. te teozrIne bhagavAnanA mArgane nAza karatA aTakAvI cheTalI avasthAe temanA AtmAnI ciMtA karanAra zAsanapakSamAM che ke teozrInA hitaciMtake ? zrI dharmazALAnA TrasTI bhAio tathA cAturmAsa ArAdhanA karavA padhArelA bha Ie no pavitra sevAmAM. zrI pAlItANA. vi. vi. pUrvaka zrI siddhagiri mahAtIrthamAM cAturmAsa mATe padhArelA je bhAI bahenoe bhagavAnanI AjJAne hadayamAM rAkhIne zakita mujaba ArAdhanA karI teone tathA pU. sAdhu bhagavaMte tathA pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAje jeoe devagurUnI AjJAne jIvaMta rAkhIne tapa, tyAga, vAdhyAya Adi suMdara ArAdhanA karI jIvanane mahAna sArthaka karela che teozrIne amArA kroDa krovAra vaMdanA che. zrI siddhagirijI upara anaMtA AtmAo bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanI ArAdhanA karI muThitapadane tathA saddagatine pAmyA che, te ja girirAjanI pavitra chAyAmAM zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmaca drasUrijI ma. chelI vRddhAvasthAe 400 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIne sAthe rAkhIne mahAjJAnI banavA utkRSTa keTInI ArAdhanA karaze, tethI kareta bhUle prAyazcita karI jIvanane sArthaka karI zAsanapakSanuM gaurava vadhAraze ane devagurunI AzAne pharI jIvaMta karI sayamanI kSiA karI sAdhuone suMdara AcAronuM pAlana karIkarAvI aneka AtmAonI sadgati sulabha banAvI deze ane keTaluM cAturmAsa jaina saghamAM yAdagAra tarIke rahI jaze ane Adarza sAdhuonA darzana sulabha banAvI apUrva sevA karI zrIsa ghanuM RNa adA karaze tathA teozrIe kahela ke tIrtho bagaDatA jAya che te tIrthonI AzAtanA TALavA bhagavAnanI ajJAne najara samakSa rAkhI dareka kAryo devagurUnI AjJA mujaba karaze ane karAvaze paNa te AzA ThagArI nIvaDI. yamayAtrA sAcavIne ja tIrthayAtrA karavAnI che, te bhagavAnanI AjJAne mArI nAkhI ane atyAra sudhInA ila apakane DhAMkavA mATe tIrthabhUmine upayoga karI pratiSThA vadhAravA zrIma tenA paisAnA jorathI aneka lene kharIdI lIdhA ane sAdhu sAvIne gocarInI vyavasthAne 9 karAvIne pracAra tarIke sAthe rAkhyA. ane 21neka jIvonI hiMsA karI-karAvIne pepara dvArA TI. vI, kima, phoTAo Adi berI merI jAherAta dvArA prayatna thayA. A badhA kAryo sAdhu mATe kalaMkarUpa che ane sAdhutAnA nAza mATe che tema kahenArA zrI AcAryazrIe te ja sAdhanAne upayoga karI-karAvI tarA khAMDavA paDayA che. kAraNa ke saMyamanuM baLa khalAsa thaI gayuM che tene pratA5 che. 22 ; vibhAga trIjo

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kRtrima pratiSThA meLavelI lAMbe TAIma TakatI nathI. zAstrakAra bhagavaMte kahe che ke merU parvata jeTaluM senAnuM dAna kare paNa sAdhunA zuddha jIvananI tole Ave nahi. AthI spaSTa samajAya che ke paisAthI kharIdAyelI pratiSThAmAM pApAnubaMdhI puNyanuM jora hoya che tyAM sudhI Take che. zrI AcArya zrI nAnI nahi hevAthI zAstronI vAtane upaga teozrI mATe karatA nathI kAraNa ke parlokano bhaya cAlyA gaye che. sAcA ArAdhaka mahAtmAone pratiSThAnI kadI kiMmata hotI nathI, chatAM hajAro varSa thayA te pUjya mahAtmAo saghanA hRdayamAMthI bhUlAtA nathI ane bhUlAze paNa nahi. tethI aneka mahApu to mahAsatIonA nAma dararoja teozrInA nAmamaraNathI jIvanane dhanya banAve che. pU. mahAtmA syulIbhadrajI jevuM jIvana tathA pU. mahAtmA metAraka munie eka jIvane bacAvavA potAnI jAnane bhega ApyA tevA aneka mahAtmAonA nAma amara banI gayA che. suMdara ArAdhanA ja amara banAvI zake che. kRtrima prati meLavavA paisAnA sAdhane upaga adha:patana karanAra che. ItihAsakAre lakhaze ke zrI AcArya zrI mahA vidvAna hatA tethI zAstra ne upayoga saMsAra vadhAravAmAM karyo che ane deva-gurUnI AjJA bhAMgI sAdhuonA AcArano nAza karI sAcI sAdhutAne naSTa karavA chatAM ajJAna lakAmAM mahAtmA kahevarAvAnI ghelachAe zAsananuM mahAna ahita karela che. A vAtane game teTalI DhAMkavAmAM Ave paNa satya hakIkata chupAvI zakAtI nathI. tethI meLavelI game tevI pratiSThA khalAsa thaI javAnI. hajI bagaDela vAtane sudhArI levAnI taka hAthamAM che. te te zAsanapakSanA hita khAtara, teozrInA AtmakalyANa khAtara, sAdhu-sAdhvInA jIvana khAtara, devagurUnI AjJAnuM pAlana, aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana, nava vADAnuM pAlana ane tene vadhAre majabuta karavA pU0 Aebha0thI vijaya premasIzvarajI ma. sAhebe karela agiyAra kalamanA baMdhAraNanuM pAlana temaja asa yamIone vadana baMdha karAvavAne zreSTha upAya karaze te ja saMyamarakSAnI pratiSThA TakI zakaze ane ApanuM cAturmAsa saphaLa thayuM gaNaze ane temAM vAparela, lakSmI sArthaka thaze. zrI AcAryazrI anitya azuci sa sAra Adi bAra bhAvanA ane mitro Adi cAra bhAvanA samajAve che tyAre AkhI sabhAne vicAratA karI de che. paraMtu teo jJAnI nahi hevAthI pitAnI jAta mATe kadI vicAra karyo nahi. ATalA UMcA sthAne beThA pachI maharAjAe jabarajasta phaTake mAryo che. mahA duHkhanI vAta e che ke moTI saMkhyAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvI tathA hajAre bhakti hevA chatAM koIe. temanI Atmika ciMtA na karI ane sAcI salAha na ApI. A eka karmanI vicitratA ja kahevAya. dharma kALA karAvya, zuddha karAvyo nahi, tenuM pariNAma che. vibhAga trIjo | 23

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je bhAIoe vyakitarAgathI aMdha banI, siddhakSetranI pavitra bhUmimAM paNa, deva-gurUnI AjJA bhAMgavAmAM, sAdhuonA AcArAnA nAza karavAmAM ane asayamI jIvana jIvavAmAM sahAya karI che temaNe zAsananA droha karI sauMdhanu kapu` che ke kema ? te tyAgI-saMyamanA rAgI-pApabhIru gItA jee dharmAMnA ajJAna leAkAnI prazaMsAthI kadI phulAI nahi. mahAna ahita bhagava tene pUchu, zAsanakSa dhaNIdhArI vagaranA anAtha banI gayA che. tyAgI-saMyamI mahAtmAe mauna rahI duHkha anubhavI rahyA che. tethI kheADIbAmaNInu khetara lUTAya tevI rIte, chaDecoka lAjamaryAdA mUkI, vihAramAM tathA dharmasthAnAmAM sAdhvIjIe tathA bahena bhagavAnanI AjJA bhaMga karI manasvI rIte varte che. arAjakatAnA kAI pAra nathI. tenA kaDavA pariNAma jovA chatAM kAinuM lehI ukaLatuM nathI. bhagavAnanuM zAsana atyArathI ja naSTa karI nAkhavuM na heAya te zAsananA sAcA rAgI marade buddha 2 Ave| ane sAcI sAdhutAnA saMghane darzana karAvo. saMpUrNa ahiM saka jIvana jIvavA ATe AdheA pratika che. te pratikanA ghAta karI cera hiMsA karanArA ane karAvanArA, pAMce IndriyonA viSayamAM gulAma ane saMyama mATe sahina banelA, dharmanI vAte karI ajJAna lene sAvI svA sAdhavA sAdhuvezamAM rahelA, pAtAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa nathI karI zakatA." te bhagavAnanA mAnA rakSAnI vAta karI zakaze paNa rakSA nahi karI zaE, samarakSA mATe vasvane bhAga ApanArA tyAgI sAdhue ja bhagavAnanA mArganI rakSA karI zakaze. zrI AcAryazrInI chelle chelle kAI bhavitavyatA sArI hoya ane samruddhi sUjhe te ja A UMcu sthAna sAOka karI zakaze. e ja vinatI. 24 / vibhAtra trone li. saghasevaka dIpa'da vakhatacaMdanA laMdana 1

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tA 16-10-84 vAMce, vicAre ane zAna bacAvo zrI gadhapati ke AcArya ke sAdhu puNyathI maLelI sAmagrIne bhagavAnanI AnA bhAgIne durUpayoga kare, tenI niyamA durgati ja thAya. A vAta ghaNu vakhata kahenArAe ja, durgatimAM javA mATenA mArgo khulalA karI, sAdhuone sa yamabhraSTa banAvI, sa ghanI kusevA kare je pApa bAMdhyA che te pApathI bacAvavA-sAdhuonA durgatimAM javAnA kAraNe baMdha karI, sAdhu mahAtmAone zuddha jIvana jIvavAmAM sahAyaka banI apUrva sevA karavI te ja sAco dharma pAmavAnuM lakSaNa che; ane sAdhuone sayamathaSTa karavAmAM sahAyaka banavuM te adhama mANasanuM kAma che, tema jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che. zAsanapakSanA ArAdhane naya vinaMtI... vi vi. sAthe jaNAvavAnuM ke- zAsanapakSe siddhAMta khAtara lAkha rUpiyA kharacyA. dharma khAtara gharegharamAM Aga saLagI. chatAM tenI paravA karyA vagara ArAdhaka AtmAo sAco dharma karavA mATe sakaLa saMghathI judA paDayA. Aje te zAsanapakSanA gacchAdhipati zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. che teozrIe pravacanamAM sa yamarakSA, sAdhuonA suMdara AcAra pAlana mATe temaja devagurUnI AjJApAlana mATe zAstrIya upadeza Apela che. te sAbhaLanArAoe yAda rAkhela heta te moTA bhAganA sAdhu-sAdhavI ma. sAheba sacI sAdhutAne mArI nAkhavAnI hada sudhI jaI sAdhutAne kalaMka lagADI zakata nahi mahA duHkhanI vAta e che ke devagurunI AjJA mAnavA ane siddhAMtanuM rakSaNa karavAnA preraNI karanAra zrI chAdhipatino ja tene nAza karavAmAM mukhya phaLe che, temAM ke I purAvAnI jarUra nathI. vivekarUpI cakSu jenAmAM che te najare joI zake ke sAcI sAdhutAno nAza kevo thai rahyo che ? zAsanapakSanA gacchAdhipati ke AcAryonI pharaja je zAstrakAra bhagavatee spaSTa kahe che ke devagurunI AjJa ne, vaphAdAra, saMyamarakSA karanAra, zAsana mATe sarvasavane bhoga ApanAra ane sAyamI hoya te ja gaccha ke samudAyane sAco dharma pamADI zake ane pitAnI nizrAe AvelA sadgati karAvI zake ane jenAmAM potAnA AtmakalyANanI ciMtA na hoya tema ja zAsananuM ane sAdhuonuM hita vibhAga trIja | 25

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haiye na hoya teo AvA javAbadArIvALA sthAna upara rahenArA zrI jainAcAryo nathI paNa saMghanA bhayaMkara zatruo che. zrI gacchAdhipatine sathamakSA mATe, cAra cAra varSa thayA, khUba khUba vinaMtI karI. sAco sayamane rAga ane zAsananuM hita haiye heta te devagurunI AjJA sakhata rIte pAlatA karI zakta. paraMtu zAsanapakSanuM kamanasIba ke bhagavAnanuM sAdhupaNuM pALavA mATe satvahIna banI gayela, tenuM pariNAma che. bhagavAnane mArga TakAvavA mATe sAdhuonuM saMyama ja mukhya che. tene gauNa mAnI zrImaMtanA paisAnA baLa upara sAcI sAdhutAne mArI nAkhIne ajJAna lekemAM kRtima dharmanI chAyA UbhI karI zAsanane mahAna nukazAna karyuM che. tenA kaDavA phaLa kIsa ghane najare jovA maLyA che. AvA bhayaMkara kALamAM kAmavAsanAne kAbumAM rAkhavA ane sAcI sAdhutAne TakAvavA nava vADonuM pAlana ane tene vadhAre majabuta karatA pU. A bhavya vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe 11 kalamo pALavA mATenI karelI suMdara vyavasthAne thI gacchAdhipatie pALavA-paLAvavAnI neka javAbadArI adA karI hatI te Aje sAdhutAnuM je lIlAma thaI rahyuM che te jovA maLata nahi. zAsanapakSamAM devagurunI AjJA nahi mAnavAthI, niSphara pariNAma thaI javAthI, hiMsaka banI tene bhAMgI nAkhI, vihAramAM sAdhavajI tathA bahene sAthe rAkhI, dharmasthAnomAM paNa maryAdAne teDI nAkhI sAdhuonA AcArane naSTa karavA ane rasoDA sAthe rAkhI bhagavAnanA zAsananI vihAranI uttama vyavasthAne mArI nAkhI, bAvAnI jamAta jevo dekhAva karIne, bhagavAnanA mArgane nAza karavAmAM zrI gacchAdhipatie, tuccha sagavaDa ane sukha khAtara, zAstranA niyamonuM pAlana nahi karI zakavAthI teoe zAsanapakSa ane vaDIlanI pratiSThAne naSTa karI nAkhavAthI ane ghaNuoe teo chInuM anukaraNa karyuM tethI Akho saMsAra gharabArI je thavA lAge che. ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavA mATe hAthamAM che rAkhela tene droha karI, hiMsaka banI, veSamAM ja sAdhupaNuM rAkhI, jIvanamAM sAdhupaNune nAza karI, bhagavAnanA sAdhu kahevarAvI, zAsanane kIDAnI mAphaka pholI nAkhI, sa dhana mahA vizvAsaghAtI banI aneka AtmAonA jIvana barabAda karela che. tethI uttama ArAdhaka mahAtmAo tathA ArAdhaka zrAvake zAsanapakSanI A sthiti joIne mahA duHkhI che. A sthitine aTakAvavA mATe zrI sakala saMgha jAgRta bane te ja A bhayaMkara rogane aTakAvI zakAze. ane te mATe gAmegAmanA ArAdhaka bhAIo dvArA zrI AcAryazrI ne vina tIpatro lakhavAmAM Avaze te zrI gacchAdhipati sAdhutAnA nAzanA kalaMkathI. bacI jaze. 26 / vibhAga trIjo

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Apane sAcI sAdhutAne prema haiya, zAsana pratye apUrva rAga heya, pU. sAdhvIjInA ziyaLanI citA hoya, dharmazAnamAM bahena-dIkarIo nirbhaya rIte jaI zake te jovAnI tIvra IcchA hoya ane sAdhuonA AtmakalyANa khAtara, sakala saMdhanA hita khAtara sAdhuonuM jIvana niSkala ka bane tevI aMtaranI zubha bhAvanA heya te ja patro lakhI zAsananI sevA karavA vinaMtI che. jene sAdhutA naSTa karavAmAM dharma lAgato hoya tene mATe vinaMtI karavI nathI. devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana, aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM jatana, nava vADonuM pAlana temaja 11 kalamanA amala sAthe niyamonuM kaDaka pAlana ane tene sArI rIte pALavA asalamIo sAthe vyavahAra sadaMtara baMdha karavAthI je jaina dharma TakavAne che. zrImaMtanA paisAnA jorathI, kALAbajArane dharma kugAvAnI mAphaka vadhavAthI, sAco dharma mArI nAkhela che. tene chupAvavA mATenI yojanAo thAya che A satya hakIkata ArAdhake samajaze te ja sAcI sAdhutAnA darzana thaze. vyaktirAganA aMdhApAmAM ane vANInA vilAsamAM ajeya nahi janArAone vinaMtI che ke zrI AcAryazrI vijayahimAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. zAsana khAtara potAnI ja dagIne hoDamAM mUkI rahyA che. te satya samajavA ArAdhaka AtmAo dharmarakSA khAtara vicAra karI tenA upAya karaze te ja zAsanapakSanuM nAma sArthaka thaze... 11 kalamanI eka eka kalama upara vicAra kare che sa yamarakSA mATe pU A bhagavaMtazrI vijaya premasUrIzvarajI masAhebe vijAtIya saMbadha sadaMtara baMdha rAkhavAnI je pratijJA karAvI hatI, te pratijJAne teDI nAkhanArA A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI ma. sA. sAdhuonuM suMdara jIvana jIvavA mATe kadI sahAyaka thaI zake nahi, paNa citrabha nune sArA kahevarAvI zakaze. devagurunI AjJA bhAMganArA sAdhu nathI, tema kahenArAe AjJA bhAMgI sa dhutAnuM jagajAhera lIlAma karanArA mahAtmA tarIke " pUjavAne dAkhala 2500 varSanA ItihAsamAM jovA maLaze nahi dharmanA nAme AvI arAjakatA baMdha karAvavA ane saMdhanuM lehI-dharmarUpI dhana-na cUsavA devuM hoya te zrImaMtane khAsa vinaMtI karuM chuM ke kadI sahAyaka thaze nahi. zAsanarAgI " mA~ bahAra Ave ane zAsana bacAve, e ja vinaMtI. li. saMghasevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA vaMdana vibhAga trIje | .

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tA. 1-11-84 pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ahArAjo tathA sAcI sAdhutAnA premI ArAdhaka bhAIo-bahenAne namra vinaMtI zAsanapakSanI sthApanA zAstra ane siddhAMtane sAcavavA mATe karanAra svastha mahAtmAoe peAte sudara ArAdhanA karI ane saMyamI, jJAnI, tyAgI, vairAgI ArAdhaka mahAtmAe ApI jaina zAsananu gaurava vadhArI sadgatIne pAmI chatranane sArthaka karI gayA te pUjyeAne amArI kATi kATi vaMdanA. pUjya vaDIleAnI sudara chAyA jemanA upara paDI che te sAdhusa'sthAnI sthiti jotA mahA du:khI che. temanI vedanAne sAcA dhamanA rAgI 'marda heAya te bahAra Ave ane sAcI jainazAsananu gaurava vadhAre. mahAtmAe a janI zAMta karavA je krAi sAdhutAnuM rakSaNa karI jyAre zAsanapakSanuM sukAna AcArya zrI vijayarAmaca drasUrIzvarajI ma. sAnA hAthamAM AvyuM tyAre temAzrInI vANInA prabhAve lAgyu ke zAsanapakSanu sadbhAgya ke AvA samartha jJAnI bhagavAnanA bhAganI rakSA karI, sakala sa dhanI apUrva sevA karI, zrI gacchAdhipatipadanu gaurava vadhArI jIvana sArthaka karaze. ane sAcI sAdhutA jhaLakI haze evA saMpUrNa vizvAsa rAkhI, bhagatrAna karatA guru eka apekSAe mahA upakArI che tema mAnI, leAkeA teozrIne vadhAremAM vadhAre kema lAbha le ane zuddha dharma samajI AtmakalyANu sAthe te zubha AzayathI vaSeryAM sudhI amArA AtmakalyANa mATe teozrInI je rIte sevA krUrI che te kAryanI jANa bahu ra nathI. paraMtu mane jyAre khAtrI thaI gaI ke AcArya zrI pAse vANImAM dharma che, jIvanamAM nathI; tene chupAvavA zAstranI vANIneA AzarA lIdhA che. dharmanI vArtA leAAmAM vizvAsa pedA karavAnI eka cAlabAjI hatI. tethI je AdhAta thayA che te duHkha hajI sudhI bhulI zakatA nathI. eka samartha gacchAdhipatie vruddhi ane zaktinA durUpayAga karyo tenu pariAma sAcI savrutA naSTa thavAmAM Avyu. bhAvie teozrIne ghaNA bhulAvyA che. gurunI dharma karavA mATe purepurI seTI karIne ja gurunI nizrA svIkArAya, paNa meM vANImAM aMta vizvAsa rAkhyo, tethI hu* mattuddhinA kAraNe DhaLAyA, tenu duHkha (eTaluM) nathI; kAraNa ke abhayakumAra jevA vruddhinidhAna dharmanA nAme vaizyAthI ThagAyA hatA; paraMtu mane duHkha enuM che ke tyAgI, ArAdhaka, sAdhutAnA premI, zAsananA 28 / vibhAga trIje

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apUrva rAgI sAcI paristhiti jANatA hovA chatAM eka vyakitanuM gaurava na haNAya teTalA khAtara zAsanapakSanI pratiSThAne vicAra na karyo ane mauna rahyA. tenA pariNAme asaMyamarUpI viSavRkSa ghaNuM moTu thaI gayu. ane gacchAdhipatine deva-gurunI AjJA naSTa karavAmAM pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA baLe saphaLatA maLatI gaI. teozrInA mAthe kaI vaDIla nahIM havAthI, ghaNuM anyAya karavA chatAM tene nyAya maLe evuM sthAna rahyuM nahi saMdhamAM satvazALI, satyanA pakSapAtI suzrAva hovA chatAM duSkALa jevI sthiti dekhAvA lAgI. tenuM kAraNa zeThazrI kastUrabhAI lAlabhAI, zeThazrI jIvatalAla pratApazIbhAI, zrI kastUrabhAI amaracaMda jevA nIDara saMyamarakSA karanArAonI hAjarIthI saMdha dhaNadherI vagarane banI gaye. sAdhuonI sa yamarakSA karavA mATe paramapUjya parama upakArI AcArya bhagavaMta vijayapremasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. tathA bIjA tyAgI mahAtmAonI sucanAthI zrAvaka samelana zeThazrI kastUrabhAI lAlabha Ie zAsananuM hita jene haiye vasyuM hatuM tevA zrAvAnI preraNuthI bolAvela, saMmelanathI sAdhuonI pratiSThA ghaTI jaze tevI AcA"zrInI vANImAM vizvAsa rAkhI saMmelanane niSphaLa banAvavA mATe, zaktisaMpanna zrAvAnI zaktine teDI nAkhavAnA prayatna thayA. tenA phaLarUpe Aje saMghanI mAbahena-dikarIo tathA mahAsatI (sAdhvIjI)one ziyaLa bhayamAM che, te sthiti jovAne vakhata avyio jyAre bhulane sudhAravA saMyamarakSA karanAranI zaktine majabuta karavI te ja sAce upAya hate. veSadhArIo-viSayakaSa yamAM rakta rahenArA--saMdhanuM satva haNI nAkhaze te sAcI sAdhutAnA darzana durlabha thaze. zAstrakAra bhagavaMte kahe che ke dazapUrvadhare deva-gurunI AjJA bhAMgavAthI nigodamAM gayA che tyAre AcAryazrInuM jJAna pUrvadhare pAse eka bindu tulya che. teo devagurunI AjJA bhAge te paNa saLatI thAya tevuM kahenArA eka paNa sajajana mANasa sa ghamAMthI maLaze nahIM. jagata AkhuM pApathI bharela che. dareka ja karmane vaza che, mATe dayApAtra che. tenA pratye dveSa karavo te ghaNuM ajJAnatA che tema jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che. paNa A kALamAM dharmamAM Ucu sthAna gacchAdhipatinuM che. te sthAne besanAra pitAthI saMyamarakSA karavAnI pharaja na bajAve ane saMyamane nAza karavA mATe zAstra mujabanI zAnInI vyavasthAne toDI nAkhe tyAre eka vyaktinI pratiSThAnI kiMmata nahI AMkatA saMyama rakSA mATe teonI pakkaDamAMthI saMdhane choDAve te ja sAco dharma che, tema jJAnI bhagavate kahe che. mATe saMyamarakSA mATe jAgRta banavuM ja paDaze. vibhAga trIje 29

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AcAryazrIne saMyamane khapa heta, sAcI sAdhutAne khapa heta, sacI sAdhu tAne prema heta ane sAdhunA utkRSTa AcAronI kiMmata hota te de-gurunI AjJAne vaphAdAra rahI pU. gurubhagavaMtanI 11 kalamanI pratijJAne suMdara rIte pALI zrI gacchAdhipatipadanuM gaurava vadhArI zakata paNa mahArAjAe viSaya kaSa yamAM dhakelI daI aMdha banAvI dIdhA. teozrInuM jJAna ajhAna banI teozrIne ja mAranAruM thayuM. saghanI AvI samartha vyaktinuM ahita thAya tyAre mAre mArI pharaja bajAvavI ' joIe tema mAnI cAra varSa pahelAM prathama eka patra lakhela ke ApanI dareka pravRtti khullI thaI gaI che, tene DhAMkavA prayatna karavo tenA karatAM bhUtakALa bhUlI jaI surendranagaramAM sthiravAsa thaI, sAta-ATha sArA ArAdhaka sAdhuone sAthe rAkhI, pApane pazcAtApa karI, suMdara ArAdhanA karI chelluM jIvana sArthaka kare. saMdhanA hita khAtara ApanI pratiSThAne dhakko na lAge e khAtara huM ApanI dagI parvata sevA karIza. paNa pApAnubaMdhI puNya joradAra ke AjJAbha ganA pApo hajI bAdhavA bAkI haze tethI satya vAta samajANuM nahIM tema ja paDakhe rahenArA svAtha hevAthI AtmikaciMtA keIe karI nahIM ane sAcI salAha ApI nahIM. AcAryazrInA puNyanA prabhAve maLatI sAmagrIne upayoga sAdhutAnA nAza mATe karanArAne paraleka kadI yAda Ave nahIM. jinavANunA TrasTI ane taMtrI tathA eka vakhatanA mArA aMgata mitrane meM eka patra lakhI jaNAvela ke, huM paNa TrasTI chuM. tethI TrasTI tarIkenI pharaja samajIne jaNAvuM chuM ke "jinavANuM nA hevAle ApaNe bI gacchAdhipatinI A daranI paristhitithI ajANa hatA tyAM sudhI temanI vANuthI A jAI jaI AvyA hatA, paNa have teozrIe zAsanapakSa tathA sakala saMghane ghaNuM nukazAna karela che tenA khabara paDayA pachI mu ghane A dhArAmAM rAkho te saMdhano mahAna doha che ane bhayaMkara pApa che mATe satya hakIkata chA5vA jeTalI zakti na hoya te vikRta ApI sAdhuonA suMdara AcAranA nAzamAM bhAgIdAra na thavuM joIe. tenA javAbamAM teozrIe lakhela ke saghaLA pAponI javAbadArI mArI che tenA javAbamAM meM lakhela ke atyAre tamArI zakti AkhA hindustAnanuM pApa kharIdavA jevI thaI gaI che tethI jinavANI phaLI nathI paNa phUTI nIkaLI gaNAya tevuM tamArA mAnasathI nakkI thAya che. pApa kharIdavAmAM rasa paDe teTale dharma kharIdavAmAM paDaye heta te saMyamarakSA sulabha thAta. bhAvibhAva, zrI nava aMge pUjanano niSedha karanArAone vinaMtIpUrvaka jaNAvuM ke, pUjana karavA yogya deva-guru be mahAna uttama pAtro che. tethI ja nava aMge pUjA karavA | 30 | vibhAga trIjo

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yogya che. bhagavaCtanI nava aMge pUjA karanArAone temanA `ganI pavitratAnA spaSTa khyAla che (ke) te a MgethI kama' khapAvavA zuM zuM. yu" te pUjAnA duSAthI samajAya che. pU. gurubhagava te nu` pUjana AcAryaM bhagavatI siddhasena divAkara ane kalikAla sarvajJa pU. AcAya bhagavatazrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma aa jevA samartha mahApuruSanuM pUjana rAja-mahArAjAoe tyAre karyuM hatu ke tenA eka eka aMga mahA pavitra che ane zAsananA hita mATe che. tenI khAtrI thayA pachI karela che. Aje teezrIne dAkhale ApI pUjana karAvanArA, jenu eka paNu aMga pavitra nathI te sAdhutAne nAza karanAruM che, zAsanane vizvAsaghAta karanAruM che. bhayaMkara kAmavAsanAne kANumAM rAkhavA mATenI zAstradRSTie daivagurunI pavitra AjJAne mArI nAkhI sa dhaneA droha karanArA nathI savigna sAdhu ke nathI savigna pAkSIka sAdhu. savigna pAkSIka sAdhumAM keTalo uttamatA, khAnadAnI ane pApabhirUtA hoya che ke teo vaMdana letA nathI, ane jevA heAya tevA dekhavA prayatna kare che. Aje pavitra padane ge! denArA peAtAnI Atane mahApuruSa kahevarAvI vege pUjA karAvavAnI dhRSTatAe asa yamIene pUjAvAnA mArga khullA thayA. jaina sAdhunA, AcAryonA ane gacchAdhipatinA guNAnu varNana mane kajonuM varNana zAstra daSTie jJAnIbhagavAe kahela che, temAMthI eka paNa lakSaNa nahI heAvA chatAM pUjra karAvI jaina zAsananI pratiSThAne naSTa karAvI nAkhela che. Aje satIe sidAya che ane nArI pUjAya che. tevuM nATaka najare dekhAya che. meM mArI zakti mujaba sayama rakSA mATe AcAryazrIne tathA AgevAna bhAIone khUba vinatIpUrvaka patra lakhyA. tenI upekSA thavAthI have jAheramAM L prAtna karavA paDe temAM mArI javAbadArI natho. bhagavAnanA sAdhuveSa paherI sa dhanI mA-bahena-dIkarI ke sAdhvIjInA upara kudRSTi karavAnI adhama manevRttine poSavA sAdhunI maryAdAne teDI nAkhanArA jagatamAM jaina sAdhu tarIke krI zAsananI AbarUne kala kIta nahI karI zake te mATe have saghaLA upAyeA karI zAsananu gaurava vadhAravA prayatna karIza, te mATe kAMI sahana karavu" paDaze te karIza temAM Apa sahakAra Apaze te mahAna upakAra mAnIza. sahakAra ApavA jeTalo zakti na hai.ya te sacamarakSAnA kArya mAM vighnabhuta kadI thaze! nahIM, tevI khAsa vinaMtI che. . pU. kAlakAcArya bhagava te eka sAdhvIjInA rakSaNa mATe AkhA dezane saLagAvI muyeA hatA. tenA va'zamAM pAkelA sa yamarakSakane badale. lakSa ane tyAre guccha ke samudAyanI kevI bhaya kara sthiti thAya tenI kalpanA karazeA. temAMthI bacAvavA sImanA rAgI, ArAdhaka pU. AcArya bhagavaMtA tathA pUrva sAdhu-sAdhvIjI 20 sAhebe vibhAga trIjo/ 31

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ciMtA karI rahyA che teTalu" sadhanu punya che. mATe teozrIne pUrepUra sahakAra ApavA e zAsanane macAvavAnA avasara che. je pakSamAM meTI sakhyAmAM AcAryA ke sAdhue heAya tyAM cAritranI suvAsa ceAmera phelAI gai heAya, tene badale Aje mATAbhAganA e uttama sthAnanA gauravane haNI nAkhI bhagavAnanA zAsanane cuthI rahyA che. tene aTakAvavAnI javAbadArI gacchAdhipatinI hatI.' teozrIe saMyamarakSA siddhAMtarakSA, karavA savanA bhAga ApIne zAsanane bacAvavAnI preraNA karanArA pote ja javAbadArI aA na karI, tenuM mukhya kAraNa zrI gacchAdhipatinA guNeA nahotA, paNa rASTranetA jevA guAA hAvAthI sayamana rAga nahotA ane saMyamanI sAcI kiMmata nahetI. eTale ja ATalIbadhI strarAjakatA vadhI gaI te khyAlamAM na Ave te mATe zrImAnA paisAnA jore sAcI sAdhunAne mArI nAkhavA zAstra ane siddhAMtanuM zastra hAthamAM lIdhuM. jema rASTranetAoe sattA ATe satya ane ahiMsAnI vAte karI asatya ane hiMsA vadhArI dIdhI tevI jaina zAsananI sthiti aMgata pratiSThA vadhAravA kI nAkhI. saMyamarakSAnI vAtA karI tene ja dhAta karyo. pUrva mahAsatIene tathA bahenone eka saMdhasevaka tarIke vinaMtI karuM chuM ke mA bhayakara kALamAM sayamarakSA mATe Apa zAstranA ja niyamAnu pAlana sakhta rIte karI-karAvI bhagavAnanA zAsananuM gaurava vadhAro zAsananI pUrvasevA karaze!, tA ja sAco sAdhutAnA darzana sulabha thaze. . AAjJAbhaMjaka asaMyamIonI nizrAmAM cAturmAsamAM hajArAnI sAdharmikabhakti karI zaheAtsava karyA. ujamaNA karyA. navvANu` yAtrA tathA upadhAnatAnI yojanA karI. lAkhA rUpiyA kharacyA. tene lAbha karanAra-karAvanArane keTalA thaze te te jJAnI jANe. paNa sAcI sAdhutAnA darzana durlabha karI asayamIenI pratiSThA vadhArI, tethI tenI Atmikaunnati thAya nahIM, Atmika kalyANa zrI siddhigirijInI pavitra cha 5 mAM dareka bhulene ekarAra karI, pApAnA pazcAtApa karo, phrI sAdhupaNuM laI, nivRtta thaI, chellI vRdghAvasthAe sudara ArAdhanA karavA sakala saMdhane khamAvI gatine sulabha banAvatrA zAvidhi che. AvA samatha zaktizALIne bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvatA karavA te ja temanI sAcI bhakti che. sayamanI pratiSThA vadhAravA citrabhAnune evA laI levA mATe phAnA karanArA Aje mauna raheze te te kA` saMyamarakSA mATe nahetu pazu vevRtti mATenu pagaluM hatuM, te apramANukata nuM kALu kalaka 45 Le coTaze. e ja vinaMtI lI saMghasevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdranA vana 32 / vibhAga trIjo

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tA. 1-11-84 sAcI sAdhutAnA pujakene namra vinaMtI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe kahyuM che ke, "sugurUne sura tarIke ane kugarane kuguru tarIke na oLakhAve te saMghane mahA vizvAsaghAtI che" te AdhAre ja mArA A prayAsa che. je koI tene "daMSabuddhithI kare che athavA zAsananI apabhrAjanA thAya che' tema kahIne satya vAtane mArI nAkhavA prayatna karaze te temAM zAsanane ghaNuM nukazAna thavAnuM che. kharuM te kALAkRtyothI ja zAsa nI meTI apabhAjana thAya che, ane tene aTakAvavAthI jaina zAsananI pratiSThA vadhe che. zAstranA AdhAre ja vAta thAya. temAM bAMdhachoDa heya nahi" tevA AcAryazrInA vacanane ja AdhAre nakkI thAya che ke teozrI saMvina sAdhu nathI, saMvina pAlIka sAdhu nathI tema ja sAmAnya gRhastha jeTalI temanAmAM khAnadAnI nathI. temanA jIvanathI e vAta nakkI karI zakAya ke karavI joIe ke jethI teozrI kuguru tarIke naMbara Ave ke kema? Apane khAtrI thAya ke kuguru gaNAya te evA gacchAdhipatithI pakSanuM, samudAyanuM ane zAsananuM zuM hita/ahita thAya te vicAravAnuM ApanA upara choDuM chuM. bhagavAnane sAdhu ahiMsaka, satyavAdI, saMyamI, aparigrahI tema ja pramANika, satyano pakSapAtI, saMyamarakSaka ane siddhAMtarakSaka heya; ane te ja susAdhu gaNAya. tethI viparIta heya te kugurumAM gaNAya. te oLakhavA mATe A vAta mahApuruSoe spaSTa kahela che ApaNane kudarate ghaNuM buddhi ApI che. te buddhino sadupayoga karIe te ApaNane ja khAtrI thaI jAya tema che. meM mArI buddhithI parIkSA karI ane satya samajAyuM tyAre meM teozrIne cheDI dIdhA AcAryazrIe kahela ke mArAmAM sAdhupaNuM na hoya te mane paNa choDI devo" te vAtane meM pramANika paNe amala karyo tyAre- gAMDo thaI gayo che, bicArekarma bAMdhe che, dayA khAvA jevo che. tema kahI samAjane geraraste doravA prayatna kare che. te ja batAvI Ape che ke pramANikatA jevI cIja nathI, je sAdhune mATe kalaMka rUpa che. saMvina sAdhu mATe, A kALanA hisAbe lIdhelA pAMca mahAvratane akhaMDa rIte pAne; ane te mATe deva-gurunI AjJAne tathA tenA niyamone kaDaka rIte pALavA vibhAga trIje | aa

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satata kALajI rAkhe; ane sa`ghayagu La tathA maneAkhaLa nabaLu paDe te tenA thAtApa kare; paNa tenAthI viddhanuM kAya tA prANAMte kadI kare nahIM te ja savigna sAdhu gaNAya. tA AryAya zrIe A pAMca mahAvrata pALavA mATe prayatna karyA che ke bhAMgIne sArA dekhAvAnA prayatna karyo che, temAM satya zuM chete ApaNe vicArIe. sAdhune ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavAnuM pratika Ave che. saMpUrNa ahiMsaka jIvana jIvavA mATe ja sAdhupaNu levAnu che--tema kahenArA AcAryazrI peAte ja hiMsaka nI gayA che. asatyavAdI kevA che ? asayamIe kevA che ? bhagavAnanA opha bhajana dhruvA che temaja parigrahI kevA che ? sAdhune mATe puNyanA bhogavaTA karavA te IrAdApUrNAMka dutImAM javAnA dhandha che. rasagArava, rUddhigArava ane sAtAgAravamAM ja, teneMDara mUkIne, jIvana vyatIta karanArA peAtAne mahAtmA tarIke pUjAve, te sabaMdhane AzIrvAda rUpa bane ke zrAparUpa mane te Apa pramANikapaNe vicAraze.. jo satya samajavA prayatna karaze te saMdhane lUTAtA jarUra kheMcAvI zakazeA. teozrI savighna sAdhu nathI te temanA jIvana uparathI ne temaNe kahela zAstrIya vacana uparathI, jo tapAsa 5ca nimavAmAM Ave te, sAkhIta karI ApavAnI mArI sapUryuM taiyArI che. tema chatAM, mArAthI chadmasthAnA kAraNe teezrIne anyAya thaI jAya te! bhUla sudhAravAnI mane taka maLe, teozrI savigna pAkSIka sAdhu paNa nathI, kAraNa ke deva-gurunI AjJA bhAMgyA pachI tathA vrata bhAMgyA pachI je peAtAnI jAtane mahAna kahevarAve te savigna pAkSIka sAdhumAM na Ave savigna pAkSIka sAdhumAM eTalI uttama khAnadAnI ane pApalitA hoya che ke teo kadI vadana letA nathI ane peAtAnI jAtane nate pALavAmAM satvahIna chuM tema jAhera kare che. sAmAnya gRhasthamAM je khAnadAnI joie teTalI khAnadAnI pazu nathI, te teozrInA atyAra sudhInA kAryAthI nakkI thaI gayu che. paNa pApAnuba dhI puNya ghaNuM joradAra ke temanI ekalI vANIthI aMjAI gayA ane teozrInA jIvana tathA kAvAdAvAne samajI zakayA nahIM. tethI sadhe ghaNu gumAvyuM che. 'jaina pravacana'nI zarUmAtamAM bAlabrahmacArI tarIkenu birUda Apela, te birUda temane mAthe vaDIlA hatA tethI, te bindva cAgya nahIM lAgavAthI pAchuM kheMcI lIdhru Aje teAne je birU ApavAmAM Ave che te birU temanA vaDIleAnI hAjarI 34 / vibhAga trIje

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heta te kadI lakhavA Apata nahIM, tema ja anyAyane aTakAvI tene je ya jarUra karata paNa Aje vaDIlenI hAjarI nathI. Aje saMghamAM anyAyane aTakAvavA kaI cvasthA nathI. tethI ja teo vadhAre sahelAyathI pApa karI zakyA che. zAsanarakSa, siddhAMtarakSaka tapAgacchAdhipati, sarIcakravatI-nA guNe nahIM hovA chatAM te birUda pitAnI meLe lakhI nAkhe te ja maTI apramANikatA che ane tethI ja nakkI thaI jAya che ke paralekane bhaya cAlyo gaye hoya te ja AvI. himata karI zake. pApanA Dara vagaranA saMdhanA AgevAna hoya tyAM kadI zAMti ke samAdhi rahe. nahI. teozrInI mAyAvI ramata khyAlamAM AvI javAthI mAre sAcI paristhitithI saghane mAhitagAra karavo joIe te saMghasevaka tarIkenI mArI pharaja samajuM chuM. teozrI pAse tapasvI ArAdhaka thoDA mahAtmAo che. temanA baLa upara ja vadhAre adharma karI rahyA che. teoe temane choDI dIdhA hatA te teo ghaNuM pApathI baco jAta. surendranagara tathA rAjakeTanA prakaraNathI ArAdhaka zrAva tathA sArA sAdhuoe UMDA utarI tapAsa karI hatI te saMghane ghaNuM nukazAnathI bacAvI zakyA hota. paNa kaLikALa keTale bhayaMkara che ke satyane paDakhe UbhA rahevA jeTaluM satva rahevA na dIdhuM. - teozrInA eka parama bhakta tarIke meM vinaMtIrUpe tathA sakhtAIthI patra lakhela. te dareka pAtrone sagha samakSa rajU karIza ke jemAM meM teozrIthI have vadhAre nukazAna na thAya ane teozrInI zAMti rahe te zubha hetuthI keTalo pravAsa karela. paraMtu haju temanI pAse puNyanI muDI che. te badhI muDI pApa bAMdhavA kharacAya na jAya tyAM sudhI satya kadI svIkAravAnI nathI. je ApaNane kharekhara temanA pratye prema che te AtmiciMtA karI temane pApathI pAchA vALavA ane chellA varSe samAdhipUrvaka pUrA thAya te mATe prayatna karavA temAM ja zAsananI sAcI sevA che. saMghanuM puNya ochuM ke A kALamAM samartha vyakti dharmanI vAta karI adharmanA mArge caDI gaI ane tethI teo taraphathI je Atmika lAbha maLavo joI hate te na maLyo A ryazrIe zAstradaSTie kahela che ke, devagurunI AjJA na mAne te hADakAne Dhagale che ane ApoApa saMdha bahAra thaI jAya che. A vAta teozrIne ja lAgu vibhAga trIje | 35

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paDatI hevAthI zrIsaMdhanA keI paNa praznamAM temanI sAthenA vahevAre baMdha karavAmAM Avaze te ja saMghamAM zAMti ane sArI sArAdhanA thaze, ema mAruM mAnavuM che. - AcAryazrIe pitAnI buddhine upayoga paNa karavAmAM kevo karyo che ane saMghamAM dharmanA nAme keTale adharma karyo che te temanA ja vacanathI nakkI karAvI ApanA pAsethI nyAya meLavavA mATe mArI mahenata che. tema ja sAdhvIjInA tathA bena-dIkarIonA jIvananI sAme AMkha UMcI na karI zake tema ja dIkSAo ApI temanA saMyamanI khAtrI mATenA niyamonuM pAlananI khAtrI na Ape te dIkSArthInA vAlIne tathA saMdhane vinaMtIpUrvaka jAgRta karIza. satya vastu samajAvavA prayatna karIza te ja mAre mukhya udeza che. Apa pUrepUro sahakAra Apazo tevI saMghasevaka tarIke mArI namra vinaMtI che. lI. saMsevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA naMdana 36 / vibhAga trIjo

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tA. 11-4 tamA vyaktimAgI nathI, pakSanA rAgI nathI paNa zAsananA rAgI che mATe zAsana subhaTA ane vIrasainikA jAge ane sayamarakSA karI jIvana sArthaka karI jaina zAsanamAM samatha gaNAtA zrI gacchAdhipati vijayarAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe devagurunI AjJA bhAMgI, sAdhusaMyamane nAza karI, sAdhunA uttama AcArAne mArI nAkhI, bhagavAnanA mAnA nAza karI zAsanapakSanA mahAna droha karela che. pANImAM AAga lAgI che. vADa cIbhaDAM gaLe tevu banyu che. bhagavAnanA zAsanane bacAvavuM hoya, susAdhunA dana sulabha karavA hoya teA zrI AcArya zrIne devagurunI AjJA sAthe agiyAra kalama sakhta pALatA karavA agara teozrIne choDI devA, te ja sAcA saMyamarakSAne upAya che. pujya munirAjazrI caMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAja sAhebe ApanI rageragamAM zAsanasevAnA saMskAra bharyAM che ane zAsana upara AkramaNu AvyA tyAre tene aTakAvA bhagIratha prayatno karyA che. jyAre tenA karatAM bhagavAnanI mAga nAza karavA, sayamanAzanA mArgo khullA mukI sAdhutAnuM lIlAma karavA zrI gucchAdhipati prayatna (devagurunI AjJA bhAMgIne) kare che tyAre tene aTakAvavA mauna rahezeA te pakSIya banavAnuM calaMka lAgaze. mahAsatInI ziyaLarakSA karavI hrAya ane bahena-dikarIone dharmasthAnamAM nibhaya rAkhavA hAya tA zrI gacchAdhipatine devagurunI AAgAbhaga ratAM aTakAvavA ja paDaze, temAM ja zAsananI sAcI sevA che. vi. sathasevaka dvIpaNa6 vakhatayanA vana vibhAga trIjo / 30

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tA 22-11-84 namrAtinamra vinaMtI * sAcI sAdhutAno khapa hoya te mArI aMtaranI vedanA ghare ghare pahoMcADazo ane zAsananI apurva sevA karaze. mArI sa yamarakSA karavA bhula hoya te batAvaze ane te mATe mahAna upakAra mAnIza. sa yamarakSA mATe je koI upAya karavA lAge te batAvavA namra vina tI- zrI zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka tapagaccha saMgha tathA tapovana saMskAradhAmanA TrasTI bhAIo, membara bhAIo ane ArAdhaka bhAIonI pavitra sevAmAM, zrI navasArI, lI. saMghasevaka dIpacada vakhatacaMdanA vadana. | vinaMtI pUrvaka jaNAvavAnuM ke Apa zAsana mATe je bhoga ApI bhAvI peDhI uttama saMskArathI bhAvIta banI jaina zAsananI apUrva sevA karI, AtmakalyANa mATe su dara ArAdhanA kare te zubha bhAvanAthI prayatna kare che tenI khUba khUba anumodanA karuM chuM. bALake bhagavAnanA zAsananA rAgI bane, koI vyaktinA rAgI na banI jAya ane guNAnurAgI bane te mATe purepurI kALajI rAkhavA namra vinaMtI che. vyaktirAgI banI gayA tenA kaDavAphaLa saMdha bhogavI rahyo che. zAsananA rAgI banazuM te ja sAce dharma pAmI zakIzuM ane dharmamAM pramANika rahI zakIzuM. * bhagavAnanuM zAsana sAdhuonuM uttama jIvana ane suMdara AcArathI ja TakavAnuM che, bhale thoDA heya. ekalI vAtethI kadI zAsana karyuM nathI. temAM mAthAdaMbha na heya. zAsanarakSA, saMyamarakSa, tIrtharakSA mATe atyAra sudhI je prava thayA che te zAsananA rAga mATe thayA hatA ke aMgata pratiSThA meLavavA karyA hatA ke varavRttithI thayA hatA tenI pramANikatA siddha karavAno avasara Avela che. - kharekhara zAsananA rAga mATe thAya te Aje tenA karatAM vadhAre nukazAna - bhagavAnanA mArgane nAza thavAmAM che te karanAra zAsanapakSanA gacchAdhipati zrI vijaya : rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe devagurunI AjJA bhAgI sAdhunA AcArane nAza karyo ane sAyamane je rIte nAza thaI rahyo che tenI chAyA zAsana pakSamAM ghaNuM UMDI '38 | vibhAga trIjo

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paDI tethI sAvajanA tathA mA-bahena-dIkarIne jIvana bhayamAM che. jethI zAsananI phajetI thaI rahI che, te vakhate tene aTakAvavA prayatna karazuM te ja sAcI pramANikatA siddha thaze. ApaNe kamanazIba ke zrI AcAryazrIne ane aTakAvavA koI vaDIlenI hAjarI nathI tema ja nyAya meLavavA mATe saMdhamAM koI vyavasthA nathI. tethI, bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavA ghaNuM ja mahenata karavI paDaze. dharmanA nAme keTale adharma karAvI zake che te sAcI vastu leke ajJAnatAthI samajI zakatA nathI, tethI saMghane sArI rIte lUTI zake che. sAdhu sa sthAne pavitra rAkhavI hoya te eka ja upAya che ke devagurunI AjJA mAnatA karI niyamonuM kaDaka pAlana kare-karAve. pU. A bhavya vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe sAdhuonA AtmakalyANa mATe A viSayakALamAM saMyamanI rakSA mATe agiyAra kalamanuM ba dhAraNa karela che, te pALavA Apela vacanane zrI gacchAdhipatIe bhaMga karI sAdhutAne mahAna kalaMka lagADela che pU. gurudevanI AjJA pALavA lIdhela pratijJAne bhaga karanArane kAInA guru banavAne adhikArI nathI. dharmanA hArdane pAmelA koIpaNa sajajana guru tarIke te mane svIkAre nahIM, temAM ja zAsananI pratiSThA che. zrI AcAryazrIne AvA bhayaMkara pApathI pAchA vALavA ane devagurunI AjJA pALatA karavA te ja temanI sAcI bhakti che. zrI kAlakAcArya bhagavate eka sAdhvIjInA rakSaNa mATe AkhA dezane saLagAvI mu. Aje aneka sAdhvIjInA ziyaLa jokhamamAM che tyAre keInuM lehI ukaLatuM nathI, te A kaLIkLanI balihArI che ane zakitazALIo paNa satvahIna banI gayA che tenuM pariNAma che. bhagavAnane sAdhuo saMyamarakSaka ja hoya, tene badale bhakSaka pAke te saMghanI zuM sthiti thAya tenI kalpanA kareH dharma ke ke prANa binAnuM maDaduM thAya? pachI paisAthI maDadu sajIvana na thAya paNa saMyamarUpI prANa puravAmAM Ave te ja dharma Take. saMyamI, tyAgI AcAryo tathA padavI dharo tathA sAdhuo ane ArAdhaka zrAvake bhale ceDA haiya, temanAthI ja zAsana TakavAnuM che. ane sAdhavajInI ziyaLarakSA tathA mA-bahena-dikarInI pavitratAnA rakSaNa mATe prayatna nahi thAya te dharmasthAno kadI pavitra rahI zakavAnA nathI. huM Apane eka saMgha sevaka tarIke namra vinaMtI karuM chuM ke zAsanapakSamAM vibhAga trIjo / 39

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jarA UMDA utare, moTI pila paDI gaI che ane bahArathI paisAnA jore zAsa prabhAvanAnA nAme pApa DhAMkavA mATenI janAo karAvI zAsanano, dharmarUpI dhanane nAza thaI rahyo che. have nahIM cetIe te bhAvI ghaNuM kharAba che ane tethI ghaNuM sahana karavuM paDaze. saMyamanAza thAya tevA mArge ApaNuM ja gacchAdhipati khUhalA mukI rahyA che vADa cIbhaDA gaLe pachI zAsananI salAmatI rahe che kema ane kevI sthiti peda thAya te aMge vivekapUrvaka vicAravA namra vinaMtI che. zrI AcAryazrI dIkSAnuM pratipAdana karatAM tyAre lAgatuM ke sAdhutAne keTale rAga che. saMyamanI kevI khumArI che. Aje temanuM boleluM badhuM mAyA ane daMbhatha bhareluM hoya tema teozrInA jIvanathI nakakI thayuM tyAre AghAtano kaI pAra nathI bAla dIkSAo ghaNI thaI. temAMthI eka paNa bAlasAdhu zAsananI rakSA karI jIvanane sArthaka karI saMghanuM raNa adA kare te nathI ApI zakayA. temAM kaI purAvAnI jarUra nathI. bAla dIkSA mATe saMghe mAthA phaDAvyA. zAsana mATe lAkho rUpiyA kharacyA. tenuM pariNAma zunya heya te saMghane bhayaMkara aparAdha che. zrIsa che teozrInI vANI upara ati vizvAsa rAkhI teozrInA jIvana sAme kadI na joyuM. temaja vyakitarAgathI keInI satya vAta sAMbhaLavA kAna baMdha karI dIdhA hatA tenuM pariNAma che zrI AcAryazrI pAse temaja bIjAo pAse bheTI saMkhyAmAM dIkSAo thaI tenuM kAraNa tyAM devagurunI AjJApAlananuM baMdhana nahotuM. AzavanA mArgo khullA hatA. saMvarani jarA mATe vyavasthA nahotI. tethI moTA bhAganA sAdhuo bhagavAnanA mArgane bevaphA banyA ane pote DrakhyA ane anekane DubADyA che te zAsananI zuM sthiti thaI te vicArazojI. jyAM yogya AmAne AjJA mujaba jIvana jIvavA mATe dIkSA thAya che te ja saMghane mahAna AzIrvAdarUpa thavAnA. eka prasaMga yAda Ave che ke hakIbhAInI vADI (amadAvAda)mAM eka sukhI AkhA kaTuMbanI dIkSA hatI. huM zrI kasturabhAI zeThanI pAse beThe hato. teozrIne ghaNA udAsIna joI mane lAgyuM ke zAsana mATe mahAna kauravane prasa ga che tyAre zeThazrI udAsIna kema ? mane lAgyuM ke sAdhutAne prema nathI ane sa yamane rAga nathI paNa AjanI paristhitithI ane tenA pariNAmathI khAtrI thAya che ke zeThazrI keTalA ' vicAraka ane dIrdhadaSTivALA hatA. teo mAnatA haze ke asaMyamIe kadI sArA saMyamI pakavI zake ja nahi ane pA DhAMkavA zAsanane zatruo ja pakavavAnA. 4 | vibhAga trIjo

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teozrInI udAsInatA sAcI TharI. paNa amArA jevA a dhazraddaLu, dhvatirAgI, dharma mAM ajJAna hatA tethI zeThazrInI pramANika vAta paNa samajyA nahIM. tenuM pariNAma sAcI sAdhutAnA nAzamAM AvyuM. temAM mATA phALA daSTirAgInA che te kabUla karavu paDaze, ' C zrI AcAryazrIe saMyamarakSAnI vAta karI sayamanA nAza karyA. zvAsanarakSAnI va te karI bhAnana mArganA nAza karyAM 'siddhAMtarakSAnI vAtA karI devagurunI AjJAne nAza karyAM. chatAM zAsanane je nukazAna thayuM che te vyaktirAgIe nahi samajI zake; pazu nistrAyI, pramANika dhamanA sAcA rAgIo UMDA utaraze tA khAtrI thaze ke gaccha dhipati bano sthAne gaiA dIdhe te satya vAta jarUra samajAze. bhUtakALa bhUlI jaIe ane have sadhanA satAnAne dIkSA ApI. devagurunA . AjJAbhajaMka ane asUyamIe na khanAvA hAya, bhagavAnanA mAnA duzmana na pakavavA hoya, pUjya sAdhvIjI 20nI ziyaLarakSA kacchI heya, bahena-dikarIonI dharmasthAnamAM pavitratA TakAvavI hAya tA devagurunI AjJApAlana sAthe dareka niyamanuM kaDaka pAlana te ja sAcA sAdhu pakavavAnA upAya che. have gAphela rahIzuM te AAhInA AMsu sAravA paDaze ane jainazAsanano pratiSThA khalAsa thai jaze. cAra-cAra varSIthI saMyamarakSA mATe upekSA thaI che tethI acAya zrIne sAdhutA nAza karavA mATe sArI saphaLatA maLatI gaI. temanu joI khIjAone ghaNI phAvaTa AvatI gai, tene aTakAvavA nakkara prayAsa nahi thAya te tenu pariNAma ghaNu zaya kara dekhAya che. lisa ghasava dvIpatha'da vakhatacaMdatA vRdruta, vibhAga trIjo / 41

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" : - , , , tA. pa-da zrI caturvidha saMghane namra vinaMtI ? nIbhagavate kahe che ke manuSyabhavanI sArthakatA uttama sayama levA mATe che ' aneka bhAgyazALAoe jIvana sArthaka karavA dIkSA lIdhI che, le che ane leze.. , tethI sakala saMdha dIkSArthInI uttama bhAvanAne saphaLa karavA tana-mana-dhanane be ga .. ApI u9lAsa pUrvaka cekha thI vadhAvI khUba khUba anumodanA kare che ane potAne saMyama levA mATe suavasara kayAre prApta thAya tevI aMtaHkaraNamUrvaka bhAvanA bhAve che. . AvI ApaNu zubha, bhAvatA tyAre ja saphaLa thAya che dIkSAthI mokSamArga : saphaLa thAya, temAM sahAyaka thaIe - - - , , , '-bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba jIvana jIve teonI ja dIkSA saM ka che, mATe che jemane sAcu sAdhujIvana jIvavuM heya temane nava vADenuM pAlana, aSTapravacana mAtAnuM jatana, devagurunI AjJApAlana ane asaMyamIo sAthe vahevAra baMdha karo. * te ja sAcuM sAdhupaNuM Takaze. jJa nIbhagavaMtanI A vAtane dhyAnamAM laIne uttama ' sAdhupaNuM kema maLAya te mATe sakala sa the sahAyaka thavuM joIe. mATe dIkSArthIne guru ke vaDIle pAsethI bhagavAnanI AjJA mujanuM jIvana jIvADavA mATenI khAtrI. ' mAgavI ja paDaze. ane jemane sAcA sAdhu banAvavAnI jhaMkhanA che teo ja AvI ' khAtrI ApI zakavAnA. 1 - - - - - - jayAM devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana nathI ane A viSamakALamAM viSaya vAsanAne ." kAbumAM rAkhavA mATe pU0 AbhagavaMtathI vijaya premasurIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe " samudAyanA hita mATe karela agiyAra kalA, je nava vADenuM sAlana karavAmAM ati jarUrI che, tenuM pAlana nathI karatAM, aSTa pravacana mAtAne mArI nAkhe che, ke - niyamanuM baMdhana nathI, AMzavanA mArgo khullAM che, saMvara nirbhara karelA vyavasthA nathI ? ane asaMyamIo sAthe vahevAra badhA nathI tyAM dIkSA ApavI te ApaNuM ja saMtAnone apaNA ja hAthathI asaMyamarUpI jhera ApI AtmikanAza karavA - mATe mArga khullo thAya che. ane teo sAcA sAdhu nahi bane paNa bhagavAnanA zAsananA bhayaMkara, zatruo thaze. tevI dIkSAothI .no bhagavate kahe che ke keInI ' mukti thaInathI ane yuvAnI nathI. ' , -. ' saMghanA saMtAnanuM hita IcchatA he te prathama khAtrI karI pachI ja dIkSAomAM, bhAga levo joIe, tevI sevakanI namra vinaMtI che. (dIkSA heya, vaDI dIkSA heya che che. padavI heya.) . , 6. hA , vIe.

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. . zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe je gacchAdhipatinI jaivAbadArI svIkArI che. teozrIe ja bhagavAnanA siddhAMtane nAza karI -- devagurunI - AjhAnA niyamonI maryAdA toDI nAkhavAthI teozrInuM anukaraNa zAsanapakSamAM meTA - bhAge karyuM. tethI aneka AtmAonA jIvana barabAda thaI rahyA che. teone bacAvavA ' ane navA dIkSAthIe na phasAya te mATe teone Atmika vikAsanI khAtrI karIne na ja dIkSAo karAvavAmAM bhAga leze te ja sAcI sAdhutAne TakAvI zakIzuM ane che. ApaNuM bhAvI ujaLuM banaze. . . . . . ; ' . : 'jJAnI vAta zAsananA hita mATe tathA dIkSArthInA kalyANa mATe che. tethI - sAcI sAdhutAnA premIe bhagavAnanA zAsanane TakAvavA jAgrata bane, nahitara sAdhu veSamAM rahenArA ja khyA vadhAravAmAM pratiSThA mAnanArA sAco sAdhutAne nAza karI - sAdhuonuM cAritrarUpI dhana lUTI leze. ' ', ' , , , , '' zAsanane vaphAdAra pU A. bhagavate, pU0 sAdhu-sAdhavajI mahArAje tathA saghane AgevAna bhAIo tathA ArAdhaka zrAlaka bhAIo tathA zrAvikA bahenane vinaMtI pUrvaka kahuM chuM ke bhagavAnanI AjJA bhaganArA pAse, jayAM ziyaLarakSAnI : khAtrI nathI, tyAM dIkSAo na thavA devI, temAM je sAce dharma che. .. - 1. dharmasthAne pavitra rAkhavA haze te. AjJArUpI dareka maryAdAo paLAvavI, - ja paDaze lI. saMdhasevaka dIpa vakhatacaMdana vaMdana, vibhAga trIje | jaa

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tA. 8-11-84 sakala sagha ciA ane sAcI sAdhutAne cAvA ww gacchAdhipati zrI nijayAma surIzvarajI ma sAhebe devagurunI AjJA bhAMgalA sAthe 11 kalae cALavA mATe Apela vacananA bha'ga karyA tethI sAcI sAdhutAnA nArA karyAM che ke kema-te tapAsa karavAnI thrIsa ghanI pharaja che. [] ] Kou degurunI AjJA bhAMganAra, sAdhutA AcAranA nAza karanAra, bhegene bhAgavatAra, traNa kALamAM jaina zAsananA mahApuruSa banI zake nahI", te jJAnInI vAtamAM zraddhA hAya te... zrI gacchAdhipati jJAnI che ke vidvAna che, sAdhu che ke rAjadvArI netA che te pramANikapaNe nakkI karavu temAM ja saMbaMdhanuM kalyANuM che. m ] [] maje tevA evA zrImata haiya ane dharmanA nAme game teTalA paisA khasatA kAya, thajI kheATI vAtane pramArthikapaNe khetI na mAne ane sAcI vAtane mArI nAkhavA sahAya kare te jaina zAsanane sAthe zrAvaka nathI, tema jJAnIgala tA kahe che. [7 [] je petAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa na kare te samudAya, pakSa ke sa"ghatu kadI cAlu karI zake nahI. *~~~FINALMEFATEMEHRANASAMAsiananimnanianAMARANANANAD bhagavAnanA mArga cAritrasa'panna sa~sAdhuthI ja Take che, tevu' kahenArA zrI gacchAdhipati vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvajI ma. sAntA hAthathI sAdhutAnA nAza thaI rahyo che. tene aTakAvavA ane sAcI sAdhutAnA darzana sulabha karAvavA te sakala saghanI pharaja che. bhagavAnanA mAnI rakSA karavI te siddhAMtarakSA kahevAya. zAsanane phailI khAya tevA dhRtArAethI saghane khacAve, asa yAM banelA vaiSadhArI kruguruethI sadhane jAgRta rAkhe ane kuguruone khullA pADe te zAsanarakSaka kahevAya pAte sayamI hAya ane sAdhunA sayamanI ciMtA heAya, devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana kanAra-karAvanAra hAya te ja sayamarakSaka kahevAya. jJAnIbhagava tenI A vAtane amalamAM mUkI siddhAMtarakSA, zAsanarakSA ane sathamarakSA karI hAta tA sAdhvIjI tathA bahenane sAthe rAkhI vihAramAM ke dharmasthAnAmAM maryAdA bahAra AI rahI zakata nahi ane bhagavAnane mA sAdhunA uttama AcArA ane sayuba upara ja Take che ta kadI nAza thAta nahIM'. 48 / vibhAga trIjo

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paNa vADa cIbhaDA gaLe tyAM zAsananI rakSA thaI zake nahIM. chatAM siddhAMtarakSaka, zAsanarakSaka ane saMyamarakSaka kahevarAve che. teozrInA jIvana tathA kAryothI ajJAna leke phasAya che, temAM teo zrIna pApAnubaMdhI punyane prabhAva che. nahitara AvA mAyAdaMbha varSo sudhI cAlI zakata nahIM. zrI AcArya bhagavaMta svaya bhusUrIjIe yakSanA AcAryane talavAra kADhI pUchayuM ke yakSama tatva zuM che. maraNanA bhayathI satya vAta kahevA paDI. teya zrI gacchAdhipatine koI zakti saMpanna pUchanAra nIkaLe ke Ape zA-siddhAMtane sAcavavAnI vAta karI, tyAga-vairAgyanI vAta karI ane kene dIkSA ApI paNa Apane tyAM meTA bhAganA sAdhumAM sAdhutAne zobhe tevuM kArya dekhAtuM nathI ane devagurunI AjJAthI viruddha jIvana jIvAya che te dIkSA AtmakalyANa mATe Apa cho ke sAcI sAdhutAno nAza karavA ke ApanA khoTA kAryone sahAyaka thaI tene chupAvavA ne pracAra karavA ke saMkhyAbaLa vadhArI pratiSThA vadhAravA mATe Ape che? te ja temAM satya zuM che te nakkI thaI zakaze. zrI AcAryane bAlabrahmacArInuM bIrUda lakhAtuM te egya nahi lAgavAthI lakhavAnuM baMdha karAvela, tenA kAraNe jagajAhera che. te vakhate vaDIla tathA pU0 gurUdevoe baMdha karAvela. maraNe cAlu na rahe te mATe agIyAra kalamo nakkI karela. tene bhaMga karavAthI jena zAsananI pratiSThAne ghaNuM nukazAna thayuM che. Aje vaDIle nathI ane zakkasapanA AgevAna zrAvake nathI ke teozrIne pApathI bacAvI zake. tethI have saMghamAMthI sAcI sAdhutAnA premI jAge te ja saMghanuM kalyANa thaze. nahitara saMyamamAM satvahIna banelA zAsanane DUbADaze temAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. Aje eTalI badhI mahatvAkAMkSA ane apramANikatA vadhI gaI che te sAdhuone mATe duSaNarUpa che. chatAM paralekane bhaya ane dharmanI zraddhA khalAsa thAya tyAre ja pApe karavAmAM AMca AvatuM nathI. zrI AcAryazrI sakala tapAgacchanA gacchAdhipati nahi hovA chatAM bhagavAnanI mUrti tathA maMdiranA zilAlekhamAM tapAgacAdhipati lakhAvAnuM sAhasa karI zake che. teonI apramANikatAne aTakAvanAra koI nathI, tethI teoe ghaNu anyAya karyA che, te sAdhutAne zobhArUpa che ke kema te nakkI karavAnuM kAma saMdhanuM che. sAcA tyAgI sAdhune dIkSA paryAya vadhe tema tema tyAga ane vairAgya vadhatuM jAya ane dareka pravRttithI nivRtta banI "aMtara sanmukha banatA jAya tyAre, 86 varSa zrI gacchAdhipatinA akRtyanI khabara paDI tyArathI saMdhanA tathA sAdhuonA kalyANa mATe cAra varasathI devagurunI AjJA mujabanuM saMyama paLAya te mATe vinaMtI karuM vibhAga trIje | 45

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, 'chuM, tema tema vyaktaraMgI zrImaMtanA paisAnA jorathI saMyamanAzanA kAmI, teozrI AgaLa vadhatA jAya che. Aje 90 varSe paNuM. zAsananuM ane sAdhunuM hita karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI, tenuM kANu sAcI sAdhutAne khapa nathI te khulluM thaI gayuM che. rAja jenA bhakta hatA. evA samartha, mahAjJAnI pU. AcArya bhagavaMta siddhasena divAkarasUrIjI jevA pAlakhImAM besI rAjadarabAre jatAM hatA. teozrInA gurUne khabara paDI mahA samarthane paNa Amika nukazAnathI bacAvavA mATe ane tenuM * anukaraNa asamIo na kare te dAkhale besADavA mATe pU. gurudeva vRddhavAdIoe * ' pAlakhI upADanAra bhaya lazanI sAthe eka bAjue pite rahyA ane teozrIne bacAvI lIdhA. pUrvanA mahApuruSone saMyama ane zAsananI keTalI ciMtA hatI ane tene mATe kevo bhega ApatA, tyAre ja sAcI sAdhutanA darzana thatA. "Aje zrI gacchAdhipatinuM AlaMbana laIne aneka AtmAo sAdhutAnuM lIlAma kare che. zrI gacchAdhipatine tIvra pApane udaya ne teozrIne.. bacavanAra vaDIle ke guru nathI, * tema kaI bhakta nathI. pApanubaMdhI putrane je zarIranI citA karI sagavaDa sAca , vanArA ghaNu maLyA. teonA AtmAnI ciMtA karanAre keIta te zAsanane teozrI nukazAna karI zakayA na heta. kaLikALe. A prabhAva che. - - . zrI rAdhipatie kahela ke zAsanane jhukazAna thatuM hoya ane AcAryo ke - sAdhuna bacAve te zaktizALIe rAjadarabAre jaIne paNa bacAvavuM joIe pari NAma Ave ke na Ave pUNu jagatamAM evI chApa na paDe ke zrIsaMdha bAle hato. te mATe vire kavo ja joIe. ane tethI zAsananA kAryamAM prasaMge prasaMge prayatna * karyA che. Aje khAtA dile kahevuM paDe che ke, zrI AcAryazrIne ane virodha na karavAno vakhata AvyozrI AcAryazrI zAsanane nukazAna kare ane sAdhutAno nAza * kare chatAM temane virodha na karAya tevuM samaje nathI. yamarakSA mATe marI phITavAnI , vAta kareta pite jA sayamarakSAnI ciMtA na kare ane ciMtA karanArane asatya karAvavA prayatna kare tyAre kahevuM paDe ke rakSAnI vAta karI te ghamAM kalejanuM gatA* varaNa pedA karI teozrInA kArya sAme koInI najare na jeya te mATenI buddhipUrvaka - nI rAjaramata hatI. * , cAra varSa pahelAM rAjATa akAraNa banyuM tyAre mAro mAcha agata mitra, je jinavANInA saMpAdaka che ane jinavANunuM pAna kare che, temaNe mane lakhelake * zrI AcAryazrIthI keTalA janatare dharma pAyA ane keTalA amAnusArI samyaktva, deza virati, sarvavirati pAmyA che. tene vicAra karavA kahela paNa meM temane jaNAvela * zrI AcAryazrInI vANInA prabhAve teo zrInAM jIvanathI ane teozrIna kAryothI * 1 | vibhAga trIjo : -

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ajANanA kAraNe bane paNa teozrInA jIvananI ane kAryonI khabara paDaze tyAre . = sAcA dharmane pAmelo eka paNa temano bhakta nahi rahe, phakata tamArA sivAya. Aje ! pharIthI kahuM chuM ke bhagavAnanA zAsananA sAcA rAMthI thayA heta te sAcI sAdhutAnA nAzamAM. kadI sahAyaka thAMta nahiM paNa zrI AcAryazrInAM Atmika kalyANamAM sahAyaka , . thAta. vyatirAgIo pote DUbe guruneya DUbADe. teozrIne jinavANI phaLI heta te zAsananI pratiSThAM ghaNuM vadhI jata paNuM jinavANuM phUTI nIkaLI tenuM pariNAma sAputAnA vAzamAM AvyuM che. ', ' ' zrI gAdhipatinA upadezathI zAstra ane siddhAMta sAcavavA judA sthAne thayA - che. tenA baMdhAraNamAM siddhAMtane 'sAcavavA khAtrI ApI che. chatAM zrI AcAryazrIe. zAstra siddhAMta ane devagurunI AjJAna bhaMga karela che. je navA sthAne siddhAMta sAcavavA thayA hatA te zrI AcAryazrI baMdhAraNane vaphAdAra rahyA hata. paNa dharma sAcavavA nahi paraMtu paho sAcavavA mATe thayA hoya tema nakkI thAya che. ' have zesapakSanA sAdhuoe sAmA pakSanA sthAnamAM na utaravuM tevo nirNaya karavo paDaze agara ApaNA sthAne baMdhAyA samudAya mATe khulA mukavA paDaze. te ja pramANikatA, gaNAze, nahitara digaMbara jevA gaNAzuM. bhagavAnanA zAsanane susAdhuthI surakSita rAkhavuM haze te akRtya karanAra, asaMyamIo game tevA samartha haiyuM te paNa tene aTakAvavA ja paDaze. * * lIsa sevaka dIpacaMt vakhatacaMdanA vaDA vibhAga trIjo / 40

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tA. 10-12-84 zrI sakala saMghane namra vinaMtI zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba jeo zAsana pakSanA gacchAdhipati che, teozrInA zAstra mujabanI vANuM ane temanA AcAra ne vahevArathI devagurunI AjJA bhAMgavAthI temanA jIvanathI asaMyamI, vrataka, mAyAvI temaja bhagavAnanA sAdhu nahIM paNa vidvAna rASTranetA che-A mArI pAkI mAnyatA che. jyAre teozrI pAse paisAthI thatAM dharmakAryone dharma mAnanArA ane sAdhunA cAritranI kiMmata nahi AMkanArA kemAM teo tyAgI mahApuruSa che. mArA AtmakalyANa mATe tathA sakala saMghanA hita mATe vina tIpUrvaka kahuM chuM ke mArI koI vAta beTI sAbIta karI Ape te jAheramAM mAphI mAgI prAyazcita laI zuddha thavuM che. te mArA upara karuNA lAvI mane mArI bhUla batAvaze te temano huM mahAna upakAra mAnIza. zrI AcAryazrI mArI vAtane beTI kahetA nathI paNa buddhipUrvaka mArI sanya vAtane mArI nAkhavA kahe che ke- tenA dIkarAe paisA beyA che. eTale gAMDA thaI gayA che. dharma hArI jaze dayApAtra che. A rIte zrI AcAryazrI mAyA- daMpUrvaka karUNa dekhADI le ke mAmA nAkhe che. bhagavAnane sAdhu kadI asatya bele nahi, AthI pite jaina sAdhu nathI tema nakakI karI Ape che. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIne gautamasvAmIe, teo jyAre adIkSita hatA tyAre, bhagavAna jevA bhagavAnane, pAkhaMDI ane dhutArA kIdhA hatA. bhagavAne tyAre temanI sAme koI AkSepa karyA nahIM paNa sAco dharma samajAvI zakAnuM nivAraNa karI muktimArga batAvyuM. bhagavAnanI pATe AvelAnuM gaurava lenArA zrI gacchAdhipatinI varSo sudhI sevA karI, paNa teone je hRdayamAM kharekhara sAcI dayA ane karUNuM hota te sevakane bacAvavA mATenuM kArya karI mane pApathI bacAvI zakata. paNa tema nahi karatA katrima vAte UbhI karI, pApa DhAkavA AkSepa karavA te bhagavAnane sAdhunuM lakSaNa nathI paNa rAjakArI netAnuM lakSaNa che. dharmane pAmelA A vAta jarUra samajI zakaze eka samartha jainAcArya jJAnI maTI rAjakArI netA banI jAya che tyAre teo AgamanI vANunuM AlaMbana letA nathI paNa pepara vAMcI rAjaramata ramavA mATe buddhine upayoga kare che tethI saraLatA naSTa thaI jAya che ane saMghane ghaNuM nukazAna sahana karavuM paDe che. 48 | vibhAga trIjo

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le mane kahe che ke- vRddha avasthA thaI che. theDI jiMdagI bAkI che, te temanI upekSA karavI. teozrIne huM kahuM chuM ke varSo sudhI saMyamanI vAta karI ma mane nAza karyo. te bhutakALa bhUlI jaie, paNa have chelI jiMdagImAM sAdhuonuM kalyANa karavAnuM ane saMghanuM bhAvI sudhAravAnuM mana na kare te zAsanane jatAM jatAM saMyamIone vAraso ApI jAya, jethI baMdhanI kevI karuNuM hAlata thAya tene vicAra nahi karIe te dharma e dharma nahi rahe paNa dharma e asaMyamIo mATe baMdha thaze. - citrabhAnu asaMyamI banyA che temanI pAsethI e laI levAmAM dharma samajanA ane tephAne karAvI e laI lenArA jo devagurunI AjJA bhAMgI asaMyamI jIvana jIvI anekanA jIvana barabAda karanArA pAsethI e laI le to tene " mahAna dharma gaNAya ke kema te nakkI karavAnuM kAma sara ghanA prAmANika AgevAna bhAIonuM che. maryAdA teDI vijAtInA saMbadhe cAlu rAkhI sAvIjI tathA bahena-dIkarIonI pavitratAne naSTa karanArA bhagavAnanA sAdhu tarIke have na karI zake tevI sthiti pedA karavAthI ja zAsana TakavAnuM che. jyAM sudhI AcAryazrI saMyamarakSA mATe devagurunI AjJA sAthe niyanuM pAlana karAvyA sivAya bIjo game te dharma karAve te dharma nathI paNa saMyamane nAza karavA mATeno buddhipUrvakanI janAo che. zrI sakala saM che tene samajavI ane dUra karavI joIe e ja vinaMtI. li. saMghavaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA vaMdana. jillAga trIjo | 49

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tA. 13-12-84 sAce dhama suguru vinA thaI zake ja nahi sAcI sAdhutA vinA suguru AI zake ja nahi zrI AcArya zrI vijayarAmaca drasUrozvarajI mahArAja sAhebane teozrInA jIvanathI ajJAna ane dRSTirAgI-vyaktirAgI tene susAdhu ane mahApuruSa kahe che, jyAre mane teozrImAM, temanA kAryathI, sAcI sAdhutA dekhAtI nathI. te zuM mane kamaLA thaI gayA che ke seAnu pIttaLa lAge che? ke pachI dRSTirAgIone kamaLA thayA che ke pIttaLa sAnu lAge che ? tene niNya karAtravA te mArA AtmakathANu tathA saMghanA kalyANa mATe jarUrI che. te gItA, cAritrasanna ane zAsanane vaphAdAranI eka kamITI nImI, bhaMgenA praztAthI niSNuya karI, teezrI susAdhu che ke rAjadvArI netA che te nakkI karAvI ApavA kRpA karoA te mahAna upakAra mAnIza. deva-gurunI AjJA bhAMge te sAdhu nathI tema kahenArA zrI gacchAdhipatie AjJA bhAMgI che ke kema ane bhAMgI heya te temAM niyamAne naSTa karI sAcI sAdhutAne mArI nAkhanArA aDDAlaka, sayamanAzaka susAdhu ke mahApuruSa kahevAya ke kema ? ane te nava age pUjA karAve tA zAstranA droha karyo gaNAya ke kema ? ' ' tIkSAnA kAryo zAstra mujaba ja thAya tevuM kahenArA zrI gacchAdhipati peAte ja zAstra viddhanA kAmeryA karI sudhamAM kaleSa pedA karAve te te to nAzaka kahevAya che kema ? zAstra ane siddhAMta mukavA tenA karatAM jhera khAIne marI javuM vadhAre sArU, tema kahenArA zrI gucchAdhipati zAstra ane siddhAMtane nAza kare ane tene sAcavavA mATenI vinaMtInA paNa vizva saghAta kare te temane siddhatinAzaka kahevAya ke kema ? tItha yAtrA sayama sAcavIne ja karavAnI ke sayamanA bhAge sa hyuene tIthayAtrA karavAnI nathI. sAdhuoe tAM mAM deSo na lAge tenI ka.LajI rAkhI karma khapAvavA ja mahenata karavI joIe tevuM kahenArA zrI gacchAdhipatie cArame sAdhu-sAkhIjIne sAthe rAkhIne cAturmAsa karyuM. temAM keAI evA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ma hatA ke girirAjanI yAtrA na karI hoya? chatAM sAdhunA samayanI ciMtA na hoya tema bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanI gAyarInI vyavasthAne mArI nAkhI deva-gurunI AjJAnu' pAlana na kare teA paNa gItA che, zastranA jANukAra che, mahApurUSa che, te samajIne ja kare tevuM kahevAthI karma baMdhamAM phera paDe ke kema ? ane kAI kAraNe gItA echa'mAM 50 / vibhAga trIjo 1

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che doSa lAge tevuM batAve ke gItAnI chAyAmAM game tevA pApa kare te paNa pApa na lAge tevI sattA temanI pAse che ke kema? bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanuM jIvana jIve te saMvina sAdhu kahevAya ane karmane asa yamI thAya te teo koInuM vaMdana le nahIM ane pitAnI jAtane sa kamI kahevarAve nahIM te saMvina pAkSIka ke sAdhu kahevAya. tema gacchAdhipati kahe - rAvanArA devagurunI AjJA bhAMgI asaMyamI bane te temane saMvigna sadhu ke saMvina pAkSIka sAdhu gaNuya ke kema ? saMyamanAzaka banyA pachI mahAsa yamI kahevarAve te sAdhu nathI, paNa te sAcA pramANika ke khAnadAna na gaNAya ke kema ? aSTa pravacana mAtAnu jatana ane nava vADanuM pAlana na kare te sAdhu nathI. devagurunI AjJA na mAne te hADakAMne Dhagale che, svachaMda.cArI che ane sagha bahAra che tevuM kahenArA zrI gacchAdhipati aSTa pravacana mAtAne mArI nAkhe, nava vADenuM pAlana na kare, devagurunI AjJA na mAne te teo paNa sAdhu nathI, hADakAMno Dhagale che, ravajIMdAcArI che ane saMgha bahAra che tevuM teozrIne mATe kahevAya ke kema? kuguru potAnI jAtane suguru kaherAve te lUTArA che tevuM kahenAra zrI gacchAdhipati kuguru jevuM kAma kare te lUMTArA gaNAya che kema ? tU tArA jenuM khAya tenA gharamAM dhaDa pADatA nathI, temanI bena-dIkarI upara kadI kudaSTi karatAM nathI. Aje asaMyamI kugurue sa ghanuM khAya sa ghanA ja gharamAM dhaDa pADe che ane sAdhavajI tathA bahenonA jIvana jokhamAya che, AvI bhayakara sthitithI bacAvavA tene dharma kahevAya ke kema ? zrI gacchAdhipatie dharmanI rakSA mATe kachavA karAvI saghamAM bhAgalA thayA hota te zAsananuM rUNa adA karyuM gaNata, paNa sAcI sAdhutAne mArI nAkho asaMyamIe pAke tevA mArge khulA mukyA, ane jagatane mUrkha banAvavA saMghanA TukaDA dharmanA nAme karAvyA, jethI asayama vadhI gayA. AvuM bhayaMkara pApa bAMdhavA A kALamAM teozrI sivAya bIjA keInuM gaju dekhAtuM nathI. teozrIe buddhine upayoga sAdhutAnA nAza mATe ja karela che. chatAM pApAnubaMdhI punyathI mahAguru kahevAya che. jIvanathI sAmAnya mANasa jeTalI yogyatA dharAve che ke kema te te jJAnI bhagavaMto jANe. sAdhunA saMyamanI ciMtA karI niyamo ane maryAdAnuM pAlana karAvavA sa thanA AgevAne prayana nahi kare te asa yamIe ne upAzrayamAM ke dharmasthAne mAM rAkhavA te ghaNuM jokhama thaI paDaze ? lI. sa ghasevaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA vaMdana. vibhAga trIjo / 51

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tA. rara-1-85 mArA jIvanamAM mahattvanA be kAryo zrI gacchAdhipatinI zAstronI vAtane yAda kare te temanI vANImAM ane jIvanamAM AkAza-jamIna jeTaluM aMtara dekhAze. AthI nakakI thaze ke cAvavAnA ane dekhADavAnA dAMta jenA judA hoya te sa dhanuM kadI hita karI zake nahi. vivekarUpI cakSu kholI satya samaje ke dharmanA nAme keTale adhama karAvI rahyA che. zrImate saghanA staMbha che, temane namratApUrvaka vinaMtI karuM chu ke ghaNuM pApothI maLelI lakSamIne saddaupayoga saMyamarakSA karI jIvanane dhanya banAvaze; paNa bhagavAnanA zAsanane nAza karanArAone kadI sahAyaka banazo nahi ane teo zrInI pratiSThA vadhArI saMghanuM ahita karazo nahi - thI gacchAdhipatie ghaNuMne dIkSAo ApI. temAMthI aneka pAse AzravanA sthAna khulA mukayA. saMvara nirjarA mATe vyavasthA karI nahi. devagurunI AjJApAlananI ciMtA karI nahi. asa yamIone vaMdana cAlu rakhAvIne aneka AtmAonA jIvana barabAda karI nAkhyA. A satya hakIkata jANavAnI tatparatA na hoya ane sAdhunI saMyamarakSA karavAnI tAkAta na hoya to tenA abhAve ApaNuM saMtAnone devagurunA AjJAbha jakane soMpavA te IrAdApUrvaka teone AtmikaghAta karavA mATe thaze. mannammamunomomomomomanomenaman zrI jhAlAvADa jaina zvetAmbara mUrti pUjaka tapagaccha sa ghanA TrasTIo, Adhaka bhAIonI pavitra sevAmAM, surendranagara zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe kahe che ke zAsana-kSA ane siddhAMtarakSA karavAmAM jIvananI sArthakatA che. tenI sevA karavAmAM ekalA rahevu paDe te rahevuM paNa siddhAMtane mukavo tenA karatAM jhera khAIne marI javuM vadhAre sAru che. teozrInI AvI AtmakalyANa mATenI vAta sAMbhaLI dharma karavA mATe meM mArA , jIvanamAM be mahatvanA kAryo karyA. 1. zeThazrI kasturabhAIe zAsanarakSa mATe saMmelana bolAvela te aMge zrI 54 / vibhAga trIjo

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AcAya zrIe kahela ke AmAM sAdhunI khetI thaze. te kAryane niSphaLa anAvavA amee ghaNA prayatna karyo. 2. siddhAtane sAcavavA surendranagaranA sadha sAthe mahAna dhaNA karI navA sthAne UbhA karyAM. A ane krAryA mATe mane khuma Ana Avato ke bhagavAnanA zAsanane sAcavavA mATe mArA jIvananI sArthakatA karI rahyo chuM, paNa jyAre ' zrI a cA zrI khudda bhagavAnanA mArganA nAza karI rahyA che, pANImAMthI agni pragaTaye, vADa cIbhaDAM gaLavA lAgyA ane dekhADavAnA ane cAvavAnA dAMta judA je tenI khAtrI thaI tyAre mane khuzna AdhAta thayA. tethI teozrIne cAra-cAra varasathI vinaMtI karI ke bhUtakALa bhUlI jaIne bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavA sAdhunI saMyamakSA mATe detragurunI AjJAnA pAlana sAthe parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI ma sAhebe sayamarakSA mATe karelI 11 kalamenu pAlana kare| ane karAvo. temAM sakala sadhanuM hita che ane tethI ja sAcI sAdhutA Takaze, paNa jemane sugurUnI mAtra vAte ja karI sAdhutAno nAza karavA heAya temane saddavruddhi sUjhe ja nahi. pAMpAnuRdhI punyanA prabhAve game tevA kRtyo, anyAyI karI chatAM tene zrImatAnA paisAnA jore zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme khapAvI sAdhunA cAritranI kiMmata bhulAvI dIdhI ane zrIsaMgha paisAthI dharmanuM mApa kADhatA thai gayA temAM teozrIne sAputAnA nAza karavAmAM saphaLatA maLatI gaI. eka samartha AcAya dharma ane siddhAtanA vAtA karI dharmanA ja ghAta karaze te jovAnuM durbhAgya amane prApta thayuM, ' zrI AcArya zrI vratabhaMjaka, sayamanAzaka, sAdhunA AcAranAzaka, devagurUnA AjJAbhaMjaka, mithyAdaSTi, utsUtra bhASI thaI javAthI sAdhu nahi heAvA chatAM saMdhamAM mahAtmA tarIke kahevarAvI saghane mahA vizvAsaghAta karA rahyA che. teozrIe zAstra dRSTithI pravacanamAM kahela ke devagurUnI AjJA bhAMge te sAdhu nathI paNa lUTArA che, svaccha dAcArI che ane saMdha bahAra che. gurUnI nizrAe AvelAnu ahita thAya tevu kAryo kare te gurU nathI paNa kasAya che AvI vAtA karanArA ja devagurUnI AjJA bhAMgI sAcI sAdhutAnA nAza kare temane te vizeSa karavAnu che. lAgu paDe ke kema te nakkI eka samaye jainAcAnI niMdA karavA mATe ke phebruddhithI khATA AkSepa kara nArane devA pApe badhAya athavA satya vastu naNyA pachI sauMdha pAse rajI kare tA tenA devA pApo baMdhAya tenA ane purepurA khyAla che, temAM mArI purepurI javAba. ', . vabhAga trIjo/ 55

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tA. 1-1-85 * bhAratabharanA zrIsaMghane namra vinaMtI bhAratabharanA saMghamAM che ke zAsananI ciMtA karanAra marda! devagurUnI AjJA bhAMgavI, saMyamane nAza karavo ane sAdhu enA AcArone nAza kare te ja zrI gacchAdhipati AcAryazrIne siddhAMta che. zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA.ne devagurunI AjJA paLAvavA ane sAdhvIjI tathA mA-bahena-dIkarIonI ziyaLarakSA karavA zAsanane vaphAdAra bhAIo bahAra Avo ane sAdhutAne bacAve. nevuM varSe paNa devagurunI AjJA mAnI sAce dharma karavAnuM mana thatuM nathI te vArasAmAM asaMyama mukI janArAmAM dharma ke heya tenuM mApa zrIsaMghe kADhavuM ja paDaze. zrI gacchAdhipatie siddhAMtanI rakSA karavA judA sthAne UbhA karAvyA ane te ja sthAnamAM asaMyamanA mArgo khullA mukayA. tethI have te , sthAne dharmarakSA karavA mATe rahyA nathI paNa pakSIya thaI gayA che. mATe zAsanapakSanA sAdhuoe have sAmA pakSanA koI paNa sthAnamAM utaravuM joIe nahi agara zAsanapakSanA sthAne badhA mATe khullA mukavA joIe. temAM ja sAcI pramANikatA che. tema nahi kare te digaMbara jevA gaNAze. sAdhuSamAM artha ane kAmanI IcachA kare te jaina sAdhu nathI paNa saMdhane kaTTara zatru che. te dharmanA bahAnA nIce keTalA bhayaMkara pApa kare te kahI zakAya nahi. para | vibhAga trIjo

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zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma... sAne saMyama rakSA mATe cAracAra varasathI vinaMtIo karI; paNa, pApAnubaMdhI pujanA abhimAnathI ane sAcI sAdhutAne nAza karavA mATe thayela asAdhya dardathI saMghanuM tathA sAdhuonuM Atmikahita karI zakavA nahi; paraMtu dina-pratidina sAdhutAne nAza thAya tevA paisAnA jore Ajano karI ane asaMyama vArasAmAM ApI sArA kahevarAvavA buddhipUrvakanA prayatna karI rahyA che, je saMghane sAthe mahAna Aphata che. zAstraSTie ane temanI ja vANIthI virUddhanA temanA jIvana tathA AcArAthI nakkI thAya che ke teozrI vratabha jaka, saMyamanAzaka, sAdhuonA AcArenA nAzaka, devagurUnI AjJAnA bhajaka, mithyA daSTi tema ja utsutra bhASI che. tethI sAdhu nathI chatAM mahApurUSa kahevarAvI saMghane vizvAsaghAta karI rahyA che. A satya hakIktanI khAtrI karavA koI purAvAnI jarUra nathI. dharmanI jeene sAcI samajaNa hoya teone najare dekhAya. chatAM mArI vAta keI beTI sAbita karI Ape te mane sakhtamAM sakhta zikSA karavAne saMghane adhikAra che. te ja rIte zrI AcAryazrIne devagurUnI AjJA bhaMga karatAM aTakAvavAne paNa saMghane saMpUrNa adhikAra che darekane dharma kayAM kare, kevo karo ane devA guru pAse kare temAM so daI vata ga che bAvA, phakIra ane dharmanA nAme tema ja paisAnA jore rajanIza potAne bhagavAna jevA kahevarAvI zake che. te jIvanamAM dharma nahi hovA chatAM sAdhuveSa laI le kenI ajJAnatAno lAbha laI vANunA jore saMghamAM mahApuruSa kahevarAve temAM koI Azcarya pAmavA jevuM nathI. chatAM jene sAcA dharma mATe suguruno khapa haze temane devagurunI AjJA mAnanArA pAse ja javuM paDaze. veSadhArI AjJAbhaMjane paNa jagatamAM sAcA sAdhu tarIke pharavuM haze te niyama ane maryAdAnuM pAlana karavuM paDaze. bhAratabharanA zrIsa ne namra vinaMtI pUrvaka kahuM chuM ke sAdhuo tathA AcAryone devagurunI AjJApAlana sAthe pU A bhavya vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe saMyama rakSA mATe banAvela 11 kalamanuM pAlana karAvI, saMyamamAM sthira karI jene zAsananI pratiSThA vadhAraze nahitara sAdhvIjI tathA mA-bena-dikarIonA jIvana jokhamamAM che ane dharmanA nAme mahAna adharma vadhI jaze temaja trAsa ApI AnaMda pAmaze. ghaNuM ja duHkha sAthe kahevuM paDe che ke AvI sthiti pedA karanAra ane saMyamarakSAnI vAta karanAra zrI AcAryazrI pote ja che. Apa dharmanI rakSA karavA mATe prayatna nahi kare to huM mArA prayatno cAlu rAkhIza temAM eka divasa evo Avaze ke Apane upekSA karyAno mahApazcAtApa thaze. li. saMpa sevaka rapaca vakhatacaMdanA vaMdana, vibhAga trIjo / 53

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tA. 22-1-85 mArA jIvanamAM mahattvanA be kAryo zro gacchAdhipatinI zAstronI vAtane yAda kare te temanI vANImAM ane jIvanamAM AkAza-jamIna jeTaluM aMtara dekhAze. AthI nakkI thaze ke cAvavAnA ane dekhADavAnA dAMta jenA judA hoya te saghanuM kadI hita karI zake nahi. vivekarUpI cakSu belI satya samajo ke dharmanA nAme keTalo adharma karAvI rahyA che. zrImaMta saghana taMbha che, temane namratApUrvaka vinaMtI karuM chuM ke-ghaNuM pApothI maLelI lamIne sadupayoga saMyamarakSA karI jIvanane dhanya banAvaze; paNa bhagavAnanA zAsanane nAza karanArAone kadI sahAyaka banazo nahi ane teo zrInI pratiSThA vadhArI saMghanuM ahita karazo nahi - thI gacchAdhipatie ghaNune dIkSA ApI. temAMthI ane pAse AzravanA thAna khulA mukayA. saMvara nirjarA mATe vyavasthA karI - nahi.' devagurunI AjJApAlananI ciMtA karI nahi. asa yamIone vaMdana cAlu rakhAvIne aneka AtmAonA jIvana barabAda karI nAkhyA. A satya hakIkata jANavAnI tatparatA na hoya ane sAdhunI saMyamarakSA karavAnI tAkAta na hoya to tenA abhAve A5NA saMtAnane devaguranA AjJAbha jakane soMpavA te IrAdApUrvaka teone Atmika ta karavA mATe thaze. zrI jhAlAvADa jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka tapa7 saghane TrasTIo, A Saka bhAIonI pavitra sevAmAM, surendranagara. zrI AcAryazrI vijayarAmarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebe kahela che ke zAsana-kSA ane siddhAMtarakSA karavAmAM jIvananI sArthakatA che. tenI sevA karavAmAM ekalA rahevu paDe te rahevuM paNa siddhAMtane mukavo tenA karatAM jhera khAIne marI javuM vadhAre sAru che. teozrInI AvI AtmakalyANa mATenI vAta sAMbhaLI dharma karavA mATe me mArA jIvanamAM be mahatvanA kAryo karyA. 1, zeThazrI kasturabhAIe zAsanarakSa mATe samelana bolAvela te aMge zrI , - 54 | vibhAga trIjo

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AcAryazrIe kahela ke AmAM sAdhunI phajetI thaze. te kAryane niSphaLa banAvavA amee ghaNA prayatna karyA. 2. siddhAMtane sAcavavA surendranagaranA saMgha sAthe mahAna gharSa karI navA sthAne UbhA karyA. A banne kAryo mATe mane khuba AnaMda Avate che bhagavAnanA zAsanane sAcavavA mATe mArA jIvananI sArthakatA karI rahyo chuM, paNa jyAre zrI a cAryazrI khuda bhagavAnanA mArgane nAza karI rahyA che, pANImAMthI agni pragaTayo, vADa cIbhaDA gaLavA lAgyA ane dekhADavAnA ane cAvavAnA dAMta judA che tenI khAtrI thaI tyAre mane khUba AghAta thayA. tethI teozrIne cAra-cAra varasathI vinatI karI ke bhUtakALa bhUlI jaIne bhagavAnanA mArgane TakAvavA sAdhunI saMyamarakSA mATe devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana sAthe parama pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta zrI vijyapremasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe saMyamarakSA mATe karelI 11 kalamenuM pAlana kare ane karAvo. temAM sakala sa ghanuM hita che ane tethI ja sAcI sAdhutA Takaze. paNa jemane sugurUnI mAtra vAte ja karI sAdhutAno nAza kare che temane sadabuddhi sujhe ja nahi. pAMpAnubaMdhI punyanA prabhAve game tevA akaryo, anyAya karI chatAM tene zrImaMtanA paisAnA jore zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme khapAvI sAdhunA cAritranI kiMmata bhulAvI dIdhI ane zrIsaMgha paisAthI dharmanuM mApa kADhato thaI gaye temAM teozrIne sAdhutAne nAza karavAmAM saphaLatA maLatI gaI. eka samartha AcArya dharma ane siddhAMtane vAta karI dharmane ja ghAta karaze te jovAnuM durbhAgya ane prApta thayuM. zrI AcAryazrI vratabha jaka, sayamanAzaka, sAdhunA AcAranAzaka, devagurUnA AjJAbhaMjaka, mithyASTi, usUtra bhASI thaI javAthI sAdhu nahi hovA chatAM saMghamAM mahAtmA tarIke kahevarAvI saghane mahA vizvAsaghAta krarA rahyA che. teozrIe zAstradaSTithI pravacanamAM kahela ke devagurUnI AjJA bhAge te sAdhu nathI paNa lUMTAre che, svachaMdAcArI che ane saMgha bahAra che. gurUnI nizrAe AvelAnuM ahita thAya tevuM kArya kare te gurU nathI paNa kasAya che AvI vAta karanArA ja devagurUnI AjJA bhAMgI sAcI sAdhutAne nAza kare temane te vizeSa lAgu paDe ke kema te nakkI karavAnuM che. eka samartha jainAcAryanI niMdA karavA mATe ke dveSabuddhithI beTA AkSepa karanArane kevA pApe badhAya athavA satya vastu jANyA pachI saMdha pAse raju kare te tenA devA pApo baMdhAya tene mane purepure khyAla che, temAM mArI purepurI javAba vibhAga trIje | 55

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dArIne paNa mane khyAla che; ane tenA pariNAme kevA Ave te paNa huM sArI rIte samajI zakuM chuM. sudhArakoe dIkSAono virodha karyo temAM zAsananI kusevA karI. jyAre zrI AcAryazrIe dIkSA ApI sAcI sAdhutAne nAza karI bhagavAnanA susAdhu karavAnA dharmane nAza karyo. dIkSA ApI sAdhuo nahi paNa pracArako pakavI pApo DhAMkavA zAsananA duzmana banAvyA. A baMnemAM zAsanane bevaphA vahAre koNa gaNAya te jJAnIne pUchI jozo. meM be kAryo je dharmarakSA tathA siddhAMtarakSA mATe karela te bhagavAnanA zAsana nAza mATe karI nAkhyA tenuM mane pArAvAra duHkha che. rAta-divasa Ugha AvatI nathI. zrI AcArya zrI dharmanA nAme kevA kevA pApa karAvI rahyA che tenA vicAre mane mUjhavI rahyA che. tene na aTakAvuM tyAM sudhI mane zAMti thavAnI nathI. have saMghanA tathA sAdhunA kalyANa mATe eka ja upAya che ke devagurunI AjJAnA pAlana sAthe 11 kalamanuM pAlana karAvavuM ja paDaze. saMdhanI mA-bahena-dIkarInA tathA sAdhvIjInA pavitra jIvananI kiMmata heya te ane sthAne tathA tIrthasthAne ArAdhanA mATe rAkhavA haze te siddhAMte sAcavavA ja paDaze. bhagavAnanA bhAgane ane sAcI sAdhutAne TakAvavA ane siddhAMtane sAcavavA jeTalI zakti na hoya te judA karelA dhana sthAne sakala saMgha mATe khulA mukI ApavA temAM ja sAcI pramANikatA che. A bemAMthI eka paNa kArya na karAvI zakatA he te mane mArI hayAtImAM pa.pa dekhADI trAsa Apa, tenA karatA jheranI paDIkI ApI mArI nAkhavAthI pApanA kAryamAM ADe Avate maTI jAu. have pApo jevAnI dhIraja mArAmAM khuTatI jAya che. tethI maratAM maratAM maga lohIthI jagatane jAgRta karIza ke siddhAMtanA nAme siddhAMtanAza karavAnuM bhava kara kAvataruM hatuM, mATe koI phasAze nahIM. mahA uttama evI dIkSA jayAM devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana heya, AvanA sthAna baMdha hAya, sa varanajara karavAnI vyavasthA heya, asa yamIone vaMdana ba che hAya, ziyaLakSAnI khAtrI heva tyAja karaje ane karAvaje, nahitara saMghanA sanA- * nene AtmikaghAta karavAmAM ApaNo moTo phALo haze. A saMdezo mArA maraNa bAda zAsananI rakSA khAtara jIvanamAM kAtarI rAkhaze. e ja vinaMtI. lI. saghavaka dIpacaMda vakhatacaMdanA vaMdana. pa6 | vibhAga trone

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C/o AcAryazrI vijyadAnasUrIzvarajI jJAnamaMdira ane pauSadhazALA, kALupura roDa, amadAvAda-1; 2034nA Aso vada 4 ne zukravAra. deva-gurubhaktikAraka suzrAvaka bAbubhAI vega dharmalAbha. tA. 16-10-78ne tamAro patra malyA. suzrAvaka narottamadAsa malyA hatA ane kAMtibhAI Aje malyA. tame zAsananI rakSA mATe tamAzathI banatuM badhuM ja karyuM che ane avasare karavAnA paNa che, mATe bhavitavyatAthI agara keI sArA vicArathI tame je karyuM che te barAbara karyuM che mATe dukha karavAnuM kazuM ja kAraNuM nathI. kALanA prabhAve kaI sAruM pariNAma AvavAnI zakyatA na hatI e ja kAraNe tame je karyuM che te barAbara karyuM che. samajIne karyA pachI dukha karavuM e barAbara nathI. hRdayane ravastha banAvI zAsananI sevA karI khUba khUba nirjarA sAdhe e ja eka bhalAmaNa. munizrI caMdrazekharavijayajI dvArA sAdharmikabhakti ane mAnavarAhata dvArA je pravRtti thAya che te kaI paNa rIte barAbara nathI. Ama chatAM te samaje tema nathI ane ajJAna leka paNa samaje tema nathI mATe e age paNa jarAya dukha karavA jevuM nathI. hastagiri aMge tame je jaNAvyuM che te paNa barAbara che. ene sadhAravA aMge zakya udyama karAI rahela che. emAM saphaLatA nahi maLe te ucita thaze ja mATe enI paNa cintA karatA nahi. ' chelle tame je vicArathI rAjInAmuM ApyuM che te ghaNuM sAruM

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varajI mahArAja sAhebanA - kRpApatro karyuM che mATe te bAbate hRdayamAM jarA paNa ajapa rAkhatA nahi ane hRdaya upara khoTe bhAra paNa rAkhatA nahi. jJAnIe jeruM bane che. tame tamArA puruSArtha dvArA khUba nirjarA sAdhI che. hRdayathI khUba khUba svastha banI pUrvanI mAphaka je rItie zaktinA sadupayeAga dvArA zAsanasevA karI rahyA hatA te ja rItie zAsanasevA karI siddhipadane khUba khUba najadika banAvavAnuM suMdaramAM suMdara sAmarthya pAme e ja ekanI eka-zubhAbhilASA. (2) zIhI, 2035nA vi. zu. 15 ne zanivAra deva-gurubhaktikAraka suzrAvaka bAbubhAI jega dharmalAbha sAthe jaNAvavAnuM ke tamArA ane patro malyA. AzrI vijayamAnatuMgasUrijI upara tame lakhela prathama patranI nakala, temanA uttaranI nakala ane tA. 10-pa-79nA tame lakhela patranI nakala malI. tamArA prayatna khUba ja kalyANakArI che. tamane vAtanuM je mahattva samajAyuM che te temane samajAya te sAruM. chele ApaNe mAlaNamAM sApha karyuM che ke have A baMdhAraNuM suMdara na thaI jAya tyAM sudhI koIpaNa sthAne sabhAmAM UbhA na thavA jaNAvela che. * tamArI dharmanI samaja ghaNI ja anamedanIya che. dharmanI zakaya ArAdhanA dvArA muktipada vahelAmAM vaheluM maLe evA sAmarthyanA svAmI bane e ja ekanI eka-zubhAbhilASA.