Book Title: Samaysara Siddhi 2
Author(s): Kanjiswami
Publisher: Simandhar Kundkund Kahan Adhyatmik Trust Rajkot
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Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 prastAvanA maMgalaM bhagavAn vIro maMgalaM gautamo gaNI / maMgalaM kundakundAryo jainadharmo'stu maMgalam / / mahAvidehakSetramAM sadehe viharamAna trilokanAtha vItarAga sarvajJa 52madevAdhideva zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanI divya dezanAno apUrva saMcaya karI bharatakSetramAM lAvanA2 sImaMdhara laghunaMdana, jJAna sAmrAjyanA samrATa, bharatakSetranA kaLikALa sarvajJa eTale ke zuddhAtmAmAM niraMtara keli karanAra hAlatAM cAlatAM siddha AcArya zrI kuMdakuMdadeva thayA. jeo saMvata 49 mAM sadehe mahAvidehakSetramAM 8 divasa gayA hatA. mahAvidehakSetramAM trilokanAtha sarvajJadevanA zrImukhethI vahetI zrutAmRtarUpI jJAnasaritAno tathA zrutakevaLIo sAthe thayelI AdhyAtmika sUkSma carcAno amUlya bhaMDAra saMgharIne bharatakSetramAM AvI paMcapa2mAgama Adi AdhyAtmika zAstronI racanA karI. temAMnuM eka zrIsamayasArajI dvitIya zrutaskaMghanuM sarvotkRSTa adhyAtma zAstra che. jemAM zrI kuMdakuMdAcArye 415 mArmika gAthAonI racanA karI che. A zAstra sUkSma dRSTipradhAna graMthAdhirAja che. zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya bAda eka hajAra varSa pachI adhyAtmanA anAhata pravAhanI paripATImAM A adhyAtmanA amUlya khajAnAnA UMDA hArdane svAnubhavagata karI zrI kuMdakuMdadevanA jJAnahRdayane kholanAra siddhapada sAdhaka munivara saMpadAne AtmasAta karI nija svarUpa sAdhanAnA alaukika anubhavathI paMcaparamAgamAdinuM siddhAMta ziromaNi zAstra samayasArajI che tenI 415 gAthAnI TIkA karavAnuM saubhAgya tathA temAM rahelA sUkSma ne gUDha rahasya ne teno marma apUrva zailIthI AcArya zrI amRtacaMdradeve "AtmakhyAti" nAmaka TIkA karI kholyo ne tenA u52 278 mArmika maMgaLa kaLazo tathA pariziSTanI racanA karI. A zAstrano bhAvArtha jayapura sthita sUkSmajJAna upayogI paMDita zrI jayacaMdajIe karelo che. vartamAna A kALamAM mokSamArga prAye; lopa thayo hato. mithyAtvano ghora aMdhakA2 chavAyelo hato. jaina darzananA mULabhUta siddhAMto mRtaprAyaH thayA hatA. 52mAgamo mojUda hovA chatAM tenA gUDha rahasyone samajAvanA2 koI na hatuM. tevAmAM jainazAsananA nabhomaMDaLamAM eka mahApratApI vIrapuruSa adhyAtmamUrti, adhyAtmasRSTA, AtmajJasaMta adhyAtma yugapuruSa, niSkAraNa karuNAzIla, bhavodadhi tAraNahAra, bhAvi tIrthAdhirAja 52ma pUjya sadgurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmIno udaya thayo. jemaNe A AcAryonA jJAnahRdayamAM saMcita gUDha rahasyone potAnA jJAnavaibhava dvArA zrutAmRta rasapAna karI AcAryonI mahAmahima gAthAomAM bharelA arthagAMbhIryane svayaMnI jJAnaprabhA dvArA saraLa sugama bhASAmAM caramasImAe mUrtimaMta karyA. mithyAdarzana mithyAjJAnanA ghora timirane naSTa karavA eka tejomaya adhyAtma Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dIpakano suvarNamaya udaya thayo. jemaNe potAnI divyAmRta caitanyarasIlI vANI dvArA zuddhAtmasiMdhunA asmalita sAtizaya zuddha pravAhane vaheto karyo. teozrIe jainadharmanA mULabhUta siddhAMtone ati spaSTapaNe, aviruddhatApUrvaka bhavyajIvone bhavatApavinAzaka paramazAMti pradAyaka pravacanagaMgA dvArA teozrI potAnI sAtizaya vANIthI relAvatA rahyA. virodhIonA virodhano paNa jaMgalamAM pharatA kesarI siMhanI jema adhyAtmanA kesarI siMhu banI niDarapaNe chatAM niSkAraNa karUNAvaMta bhAve sAmano karI virodhIo paNa "bhagavAna AtmA" che tevI dRSTithI jagatanA jIvo samakSa adhyAtmanA sUkSma nyAyone prakAzita karyA. zrI samayasArajI zAstra pU. gurudevazrInA hAthamAM saMvata 1978 nA phAgaNa mAsamAM AvyuM. A samayasArajI hAthamAM AvatAM ja jhaverInI pArakhu najara samayasAranA sUkSma bhAvo upara paDI ane temAM dRSTi paDatAM, sahaja ja aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI karUNAzIla komaLa hRdaya bolI UThyuM. are ! A to azarIrI thavAnuM zAstra che. anAdino apratibuddha jIva pratibaddha kema thAya tenuM saMpUrNa rahasya ne zuddhAtmAno saMpUrNa khajAno A zAstramAM bharelo che. A zAstranuM rahasya kharekhara to adhyAtma yugapuruSa pU. kAnajIsvAmInA hAthamAM A zAstra AvyA bAda ja caramasImAe prakAzita ne pradarzita thayuM. 45-45 varSa sudhI suvarNapUrImAM "sonagaDha" mukAme adhyAtmanI helI nItaratI cAlI. pU. gurudevazrIe 1978 thI 1991 (13) varSa sudhI gusamaMthana karI jJAnavaibhavano saMpUrNa nicoDa A zAstramAMthI zodhI kADhayo ane pharamAvyuM keche samayasAra to dvitIya zrutaskaMdhanuM sarvotkRSTa sarvocca AgamonuM paNa Agama che. che samayasAra to siddhAMta ziromaNi -advitIya ajoDa cakSu ne AMdhaLAnI AMkha che. che samayasAra to saMsAra viSavRkSane chedavAnuM amogha zAstra che. che samayasAra to kuMdakuMdAcAryathI koI evuM zAstra banI gayuM. jagatanA bhAgya ke AvI cIja bharatakSetramAM rahI gaI. dhanyakALa ! samayasAranI eka eka gAthA ne AtmakhyAti TIkAe AtmAne aMdarathI DolAvI nAkhyo che. samayasAranI AtmakhyAti jevI TIkA digaMbaramAM paNa bIjA koI zAstromAM nathI. enA eka eka padamAM keTalI gaMbhIratA, kholatAM bolatAM pAra na Ave evI vAta aMdara che. che samayasAra to satyanuM udghATana che. bhAratanuM mahAratna che. jI samayasAra jenA thoDA zabdomAM bhAvonI abhuta ne agAdha gaMbhIratA bharelI che. che samayasAra to bharatakSetrano pravacanano sarvotkRSTa bAdazAha che. A sAra zAstra kahevAya. che samayasAra to jagatanA bhAgya, samayasArarUpI bheTarNa jagatane ApyuM. svIkAra nAtha! have svIkAra ! bheTa paNa de, e paNa svIkAre nahIM? samayasAra to vairAgyapreraka paramArtha svarUpane banAvanAra vItarAgI vINA che. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 che samayasAramAM to amRtacaMdrAcArye ekalA amRta reDayA che amRta vahevarAvyA che. che samayasAra ekavAra sAMbhaLIne ema na mAnI levuM ke ApaNe sAMbhaLyuM che. ema nathI bApu! A to pra... vacanasAra che eTale AtmasAra che vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavuM. jI samayasAra bharatakSetranI chellAmAM chellI ane UMcAmAM UMcI satane prasiddha karanArI cIja che. bharatakSetramAM sAkSAta kevaLajJAnano sUrya che. samayasAre kevaLInA viraha bhUlAvyA che. che samayasAranI mULabhUta eka eka gAthAmAM gajaba gaMbhIratA pAra na paDe evI cIja che. eka eka gAthAmAM hIrAmotI TAMkelA che. che samayasAramAM to siddhanA bhaNakArA saMbhaLAya che. zAzvata astitvanI dRSTi karAvanAruM paramahitArtha zAstra che. samayasAra e to sAkSAta paramAtmAnI divyadhvani, traNa lokanA nAthanI A divyadhvani che. AvA apUrva samayasAramAMthI pU. gurudevazrIe potAno nija samayasArarUpI zuddhAtmAne anubhavIne pharamAvyuM ke AtmA AnaMdano pahADa che. jJAyaka to mITho maherAmaNa AnaMdano gaMja ne sukhano samudra che. nyAyono nyAyAdhIza che. dharmano dhodha evo dharmI che. dhruva pravAha che. jJAnanI dhArA che. traNa lokano nAtha caitanyavRkSa amRtaphaLa che. vAstavika vastu che. sadAya vikalpathI virAma ja evo nirvikalpa jeno mahimA che evo dhuvadhAma dhruvanI dhakhatI dhagaza che. bhagavAna AtmA ciMtAmaNi ratna, kalpavRkSa ne kAmadhenu che. caitanya camatkArI vastu che. anaMta guNonuM godAma-zaktionuM saMgrahAlaya ne svabhAvano sAgara che. sanAtana digaMbara munioe paramAtmAnI vANIno dhodha calAvyo che. jainadharma saMpradAya vADo gaccha nathI vastunA svarUpane jaina kahe che. pU. gurudevazrIe zAstranA artha karavAnI je pAMca prakAranI paddhati zabdArtha, matArtha, AgamArtha, nayArtha ne bhAvArtha che te apanAvIne kayAM kaI apekSAe kathana karavAmAM AvyuM che tenuM yathArtha jJAna ApaNane mumukSu samudAyane karAvyuM. A pravacanagaMgAmAM ghaNA AtmArthIo potAnA nija svarUpane pAmyA, ghaNA svarUpanI nikaTa AvyA ne A vANInA bhAvo grahaNa karIne ghaNA AtmArthIo jarUra Atmadarzana pAmaze ja. tenI niraMtara amRta jharatI vANImAM ja temanI asAdhAraNa pratibhAno khyAla Ave che. pU. gurudevazrI samayasAramAM pharamAve che ke samayasAra be jagyAe che eka potAno zuddhAtmA che te samayasAra che ne utkRSTa nimittapaNe samayasArajI zAstra che. A zAstramAM potAno nija samayasArarUpI zuddhAtmA batAvavAmAM Avyo che. eka eka gAthAnA artha karatAM pU. gurudevazrI evA bhAvavibhora thaI jAya che ke temAMthI tene nIkaLavuM muzkela paDe che. pU. bahenazrI caMpAbahena vacanAmRtamAM pU. gurudevazrI vize pharamAve che ke pU. gurudevazrInuM dravya to alaukika ne maMgaLa che. temanuM zrutajJAna ne vANI AzcaryakArI che. teozrI maMgaLamUrti, bhavodadhi tAraNahAra ne mahimAvaMta guNothI bharelA che. temaNe Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ IV samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 cAre bAjuthI muktino mArga prakAzyo, temano apAra upakAra che te kema bhUlAya ? pU. gurudevazrIne tIrthakara jevo udaya varte che. pU. gurudevazrIe aMtarathI mArga prApta karyo bIjAne mArga batAvyo tethI temano mahimA Aje to gavAya che paraMtu hajAro varSo sudhI paNa gavAze. pU. bena zAMtAbena pharamAve che ke jema mahAvidehakSetramAM tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno sAkSAt upakAra che tevI ja rIte bharatakSetramAM pU. gurudevazrIno eTalo ja upakAra che kAraNa ke je bhavano aMta tIrthaMkaradevanI samIpamAM na Avyo te bhavano aMta jemanA pratApe thAya te paramakRpALu sagurudevane atyaMta bhaktithI vAraMvAra namaskAra ho. namaskAra ho. - pU. nihAlacaMdrajI sogAnI ke jeone pU. gurudevazrInuM eka ja pravacana sAMbhaLatA bhavanA abhAvarUpa samyagdarzananI prApti sonagaDha suvarNapUrI mukAme thaI. teo pharamAve che ke pU. gurudevanA eka kalAkanA pravacanamAM pUrepUrI vAta AvI jAya che. badhI vAtano khulAso pU. gurudevazrIe taiyAra karI Apyo che tethI koI vAta vicAravI paDatI nathI. nahiM to sAdhaka hoya to paNa badhI taiyArI karavI paDe. "zrI sImaMdhara kuMdakuMda kahAna AdhyAtmika TrasTa"nI racanA sva. caMdulAla khImacaMda mahetAnA smaraNArthe bena sarojabena caMdulAla mahetA parivAra rAjakoTa dvArA karavAmAM AvI che. A TrasTanI pravRttimAM pU. gurudevazrInA pravacano prakAzita karavAnuM kArya karavAmAM Avaze. A parivArane AdaraNIya pU. zrI lAlacaMdabhAI modI-rAjakoTa dvArA ja AdhyAtmika mArgamAM pravezanI preraNA tathA AdhyAtmika mahAmaMtronuM rasapAna thayuM hoya A parivAra temano atyaMta RNI che. pU. lAlacaMdabhAI haMmezA A parivArane kahetA ke tamo badhA pU. gurudevazrInA bhavabhramaNano thAka UtAranArA mULattvane sAMbhaLI ne samajo. teozrI pharamAvatA ke tane "jANanAro jaNAya che kharekhara para jaNAtuM nathI" tema ame jANIe chIe, have to svIkAra karI le. AvA AvA ghaNA mahAmaMtro jemAM bAra aMgano sAra bharelo che tevA mahAmaMtro tathA pU. bhAIzrInI adhyAtmanI sUkSma siddhAMtika sacoTa zailIthI ja A parivAra adhyAtmamAM otaprota thayo hoya teozrIno atyaMta AbhArI che. AvA apUrva anupama zrI samayasArajI zAstranI jIva adhikAranI pUrNatArUpe 13 thI 38 gAthA tathA te uparanA zloko upara pU. gurudevazrInA 19 mI vakhatanA saLaMga pravacano naM. pa3 thI 111 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-ramAM akSaraza: prakAzita karavAmAM AvyA che. pU. gurudevazrIe jAherasabhAmAM samayasAra 19 vakhata vAMcyuM ane khAnagImAM to seMkaDo vakhata vAMcyuM che. ane aMdaramAM to temane AmAM keTalo mAla dekhANo haze. koIvAra doDha varSa koIvAra be varSa koIvAra aDhI varSa tema 19 vakhata 45 varSamAM jAheramAM vAMcyuM che. A pravacano pU. gurudevazrInI 45 varSanI sonagaDha suvarNapUrImAM thayelI sAdhanAnA nicoDarUpa mAkhaNa che. jema jema jJAnInI jJAna sthiratA vRddhigatta thatI jAya che tema tema ekane eka gAthAnA pravacana paNa pharI levAmAM Ave to navA navA Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhAvo Ave che. tethI ja 18 mI vAranA pravacano prakAzita thayA hovA chatAM A aMtima pravacano prakAzita karavAno bhAva Avela che. ToTala 487 pravacano 1 thI 11 bhAgamAM kramabaddha zRMkhalArUpe prakAzita thaze. pU. gurUdevazrI pharamAve che ke pAMcamAM ArAnA cheDA sudhI je koI jIva samyagdarzana pAmaze tene A vItarAganI vANI nimitta thaze. A vANI sIdhI sImaMdhara bhagavAnanI vANI che. AmAM eka akSara phare to badhuM pharI jAya. A samagra pravacano pU. gurudevazrInI sI. DI. uparathI akSarazaH UtAravAmAM AvelA che. tyArabAda jyAM jyAM jarUra paDe tyAM kauMsa karI vAkyo pUrA karelAM che. TeIpa uparathI UtarAvavAnuM kArya tathA tene ceka karavAnuM kArya AtmArthI bhAIzrI DaoN. devendrabhAI ema. dozI-surendranagara dvArA thayela che. bhASA tathA vyAkaraNa zuddhi zrI devazIbhAI cAvaDArAjakoTa dvArA thayela che tyArabAda samagra pravacano pharIthI sI. DI. uparathI sAMbhaLI ceka karI saMpUrNa prUpharIDiMganuM kArya zrI cetanabhAI mahetA-rAjakoTa dvArA pUrNa thayela che. te badala saMsthA sarveno AbhAra mAne che. A pravacanonAM prakAzanamAM kAMI kSati na rahe te mATe amoe vAraMvAra pravacano sAMbhaLI lakhANa zuddhi karI che chatAM koI paNa kSati rahI hoya to te amAro doSa che te badala amo kSamA cAhIe chIe. samayasAra siddhi" bhAga-2nA pravacanonuM samagra kaoNpyuTarAIjhaDa TAIpaseTiMganuM kArya zrI nilezabhAI tathA zrI devAMgabhAI vArIyA-rAjakoTa dvArA tathA pustaka prinTiMga bAIDiMganuM saMpUrNa kArya zArpa ophaseTavALA zrI dharmezabhAI zAha-rAjakoTa dvArA tathA kalara peIjanuM kAma DoTa eDavALA zrI kamalezabhAI somapurA-rAjakoTa dvArA thayuM hoya saMsthA temano AbhAra mAne che. pU. gurudevazrIe A paMcamakALamAM amRta varasAvyA che. adhyAtmanI helI varasAvI mokSanA mAMDavA ropyA che. AvA ati apUrva mArmika zAstranI gAthAonA khUba ja saraLa bhASAmAM AcAryonA gUDhabhAvone rajU karI mumukSu jagata upara apUrva upakAra karyo che. "bhagavAna AtmA" kahIne pratyeka jIvane vItarAgI karuNAthI saMbodhana karanAra pU. gurudevazrI ama bALakonA anaMta anaMta upakArI dharmapitA che. basa temano upakAra to ApaNe sau temaNe batAvelA zuddhAtmAnuM rasapAna karIne ja vALI zakIe. samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 mATe zrI zAMtIlAla mAdhavajI mahetA - loara parela muMbaI. huM. amItAbena bharatabhAI zAha. borIvalI - muMbaI taraphathI sahyoga prApta thayela che te badala TrasTa temano AbhAra mAne che. A pustaka http://www.AtmaDharma.com para mUkela che. TrasTI zrI sImaMdhara kuMdakuMda kahAna AdhyAtmika TrasTa rAjakoTa Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : anukramaNikA :) tArIkha kalaza naM. pravacana peIja naM. ] zloka-5 -- | Oclocl'oc W | zloka-6 - 13 54 55 56 57 10/08/78 12/08/78 13/08/78 14/08/'78 222 32 41 zloka-7 51 51 58 | 15/08/'78 | gAthA-13 59 61 63 58 59 60 61 | | | | 15/08/78 16/08/'78 17/08/78 18/08/'78 19/08/78 | | | | 73 bloka-8 62 63 64 65 - 6pa 19/08/78 20/08/78 21/08/78 22/08/78 - 22/08/'78 83 94 101 103 106 116 127 129 129 139 139 145 zloka-9 | | | | zloka-10 m 66 | 23/08/78 | gAthA-14 | | 67 68 69 70 23/08/78 24/08/08 25/08/'78 26/08/78 27/08/78 148 154 165 176 zloka-11 71 28/08/78 zloka-12 186 197 198 208 209 210 214 72 - | 28/08/'78 29/08/'78 - | | zloka-13 | ] Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalaza naM. gAthA-15 zloka-14 gAthA-16 zloka 15-16 17 zloka-18-19 gAthA-17-18 zloka-20 gAthA-19 zloka-21 gAthA 20 thI 22 zloka-22 gAthA 23 thI 25 zloka-23 pravacana naM. 72 72 73 74 75 - 75 76 77 78 79 80 80 81 81 82 83 83 8|4|||||||||2 l tArIkha 29/08/'78 29/08/'78 30/08/'78 31/08/'78 01/09/'78 01/09/'78 02/09/'78 03/09/'78 05/09/'78 06/09/'78 08/09/'78 08/09/'78 09/09/'78 09/09/'78 10/09/'78 11/09/'78 11/09/'78 11/09/'78 12/09/'78 12/09/'78 12/09/'78 13/09/'78 14/09/178 15/09/278 15/09/78 peIja naM. 214 218 220 224 235 246 254 254 257-258 259 269 270 280 281 291 299 303 303 309 317 318 320 329 331 331 334 336 342 343 343 348 350 354 363 372 375 376 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ | kalaza naM. | pravacana naM. tArIkha peIja ne. | 381 gAthA-26 zloka-24 15/09/ 78 382 384 gAthA-27 thI 30 zloka-25-26 88 21/09/08 gAthA-31 89 9o 91 22/09/78 24/09/'78 25/09/78 gAthA-hara 92 25/09/08 26/09/08 27/09/08 28/09/78 93 94 gAthA-33 84 28/09/'78 29/09/78 95 zloka-27 95 29/09/08 30/09/78 | zloka-28 | 388 398 399 408 415 422 423 425 433 442 447 448 452 46O 46O 461 463 464 471 479 480 482 490 5OO 502 503 511 517 517 521 525 526 532 542 | | 30/09/08 01/10/'78 | | gAthA-94 ' 01/10/78 03/10/'78 04/10/78 05/10/78 100 gAthA-35 05/10/78 06/10/78 zloka-29 | - 100 101 - 101 102 | | | 06/10/'78 07/10/'78 gAthA-36 102 103 104 07/10/78 08/10/'78 10/10/78 | (3) Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalaza naM. zloka-30 gAthA-37 zloka-31 gAthA-38 zloka-32 pravacana naM. 104 105 105 106 107 107 108 109 110 111 (4) tArIkha 10/10/'78 11/10/'78 11/10/'78 12/10/'78 13/10/'78 13/10/'78 14/10/'78 15/10/'78 17/10/'78 18/10/'78 peIja naM. 549 550 553 559 560 564 572 580 580 583 584 595 604 15 15 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI samayasA2jI-stuti (harigIta ) saMsArI jIvanAM bhAvama2No TALavA karuNA karI, saritA vahAvI sudhA taNI prabhu vIra! teM saMjIvanI; zoSAtI dekhI saritane karuNAbhInA hradaye karI, munikuMda saMjIvanI samayaprAmRta taNe bhAjana bharI. (anuSTupa ) kuMdakuMda racyuM zAstra, sAthiyA amRte pUryA, graMthAdhirAja! tArAmAM bhAvo brahmAMDanA bharyA. (zikhariNI ) aho ! vANI tArI prazamarasa-bhAve nItaratI, mumukSune pAtI amRta2sa aMjali bharI bharI; anAdinI mUrchA viSa taNI tvarAthI UtaratI, vibhAvethI thaMbhI svarUpa bhaNI doDe pariNati. (zArdUlavikriDita ) tuM che nizcayagraMtha bhaMga saghaLA vyavahAranA bhedavA, tuM prazAchINI jJAna ne udayanI saMdhi sahu chedavA; sAthI sAdhakano, tuM bhAnu jagano, saMdeza mahAvI2no, visAmo bhavaklAMtanA hRdayano, tuM paMtha mukti taNo. suNye tane jANye tane tuM rucatAM (vasaMtatilakA ) rasanibaMdha zithila thAya, hRdaya jJAnI taNAM jagatanI ruci ALase sakalajJAyakadeva rIjhatAM jaNAya; sau, rIjhe. (anuSTupa ) banAvuM patra kuMdananAM, ratnonA akSaro lakhI; tathApi kuMdasUtronAM aMkAye mUlya nA kadI. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI sadagurudeva-stuti) (harigIta) saMsAra sAgara tAravA jinavANI che naukA bhalI, jJAnI sukAnI maLyA vinA e nAva paNa tAre nahIM; A kALamAM zuddhAtmajJAnI sukAnI bahu bahu dohyalo, muja puNyarAzi phaLyo aho! gurukahAna tuM nAvika maLyo. (anuSTrapa) aho ! bhakta cidAtmAnA, sImaMdhara-vIra-kuMdanA! bAhyAMtara vibhavo tArA, tAre nAva mumukSunA. (zikhariNI) sadA draSTi tArI vimaLa nija caitanya nIrakhe, ane jJAtimAM hI darava-guNa-paryAya vilAse; ni jA le bIbhAve pariNati svarUpe jaI bhaLe, nimitto vahevAro ciThThana viSe kAMI na maLe. (zArdUlavikrIDita). haiyuM "sat sat jJAna jJAna" dhabake ne vajavANI chUTe, je vaje sumumukSu sarva jhaLake; paradravya nAto tUTe; - rAgadveSa ruce na, jaMpa na vaLe bhAveMdrimAM-aMzamAM, TaMkotkIrNa akaMpa jJAna mahimA hRdaye rahe sarvadA. (vasaMta tilakA). nitye sudhAjharaNa caMdra! tane namuM huM, karuNA akAraNa samudra ! tane namuM huM, he jJAnapoSaka sudhe dha ! tane namuM huM, A dAsanA jIvanazilpI! tane namuM huM. (stragdharA) UMDI UMDI, UMDethI sukhanidhi satanA vAyunA nitye vahetI, vANI cimUrti! tArI ura-anubhavanA sUkSma bhAve bharelI; bhAvo UMDA vicArI, abhinava mahimA cittamAM lAvI lAvI, khoyeluM ratna pAmuM-manaratha manano; pUrajo zaktizALI ! -------------------- Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramAtmane nmH| zrImadbhagavakuMdakuMdAcAryadevapraNIta zrI samayasAra ( zloka - 5 ) have AcArya zuddhanayane pradhAna karI nizcaya samyakatvanuM svarUpa kahe che. azuddhanayanI (vyavahAranI) pradhAnatAmAM jIvAdi tatvonA zraddhAnane samyakatva kahyuM che to ahIM e jIvAdi tatvone zuddhanaya vaDe jANavAthI samyakatva thAya che ema kahe che. tyAM TIkAkAra enI sUcanArUpe traNa zloka kahe che; temAM pahelAM zlokamAM ema kahe che ke vyavahAranayane kathaMcit prayojanavAna kahyo topaNa te kAMI vastubhUta nathI : (mAlinI). vyavaharaNanayaH syAdyadyapi prAkpadavyAmiha nihitapadAnAM hanta hstaavlmbH| tadapi paramamarthaM ciccamatkAramAtraM paravirahitamantaH pazyatAM naiSa kiJcit / / 5 / / zlokArthaH- [ vyava62T-nA:] je vyavahAranaya che te [ yadyapi] joke [ rUda prAvaparvavyAM] A pahelI padavImAM (jyAM sudhI zuddha svarUpanI prApti na thaI hoya tyAM sudhI) [nidita-palAnAM] jemaNe potAno paga mAMDelo che evA puruSone, [7] arere! [stAvanaDu: cAta] hastAvalaMba tulya kahyo che,[tav-piJtopaNa[ vi-mAramAtra para-virahita para kartha manta: pazyatAM] je puruSo caitanya-camatkAra-mAtra padravyabhAvothI rahita (zuddhanayanA viSayabhUta) parama artha'ne aMtaraMgamAM avaloke che, tenI zraddhA kare che tathA tarUpa lIna thaI cAritrabhAvane prApta thAya che temane [ps:] e vyavahAranaya [ vinvita ] kAMI paNa prayojanavAna nathI. bhAvArtha-zuddha svarUpanuM jJAna, zraddhAna tathA AcaraNa thayA bAda azuddhanaya kAMI paNa prayojanakArI nathI. 5. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 53 zloka-5 tA.8-8-08 budhavAra, zrAvaNa suda-5 saM. 2504 samayasAra 4 tho kaLaza cAlI gayo che. be lITI hatI. have AcArya, zuddhanayane pradhAna karI nizcaya samakitanuM svarUpa kahe che. eTale zuM kahyuM? - ke pahelAM ema kahyuM hatuM ke jJAna svarUpa AtmA athavA jJAna darzana cAritrane prApta thAya te AtmA. evo bheda samajAvyo hato. paNa e bheda koi cIja nathI. jJAnasvarUpa AtmA ene samajAvavA kahyuM che ke A jJAna te AtmA evo bheda pADIne samajAvyuM hatuM. e vyavahAra che. vyavahAra Ave kharo vacce paNa e AdaraNIya nathI ema kahe che. samajANuM kAMI? A AtmA caitanya svarUpa, evo je caitanya svarUpa e jJAna svarUpa evo je guNI guNIno bheda pADIne vAta karavI, evuM kathana je Ave e paheluM vyavahAramAM hastAvalaMba tarIke Ave, paNa e AdaraNIya nathI. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. AcArya zuddhanayane pradhAna karI, nizcaya samaktinuM svarUpa kahe che. eTale trikALI je vastu che, anaMtaguNano piMDa, te nizcaya samakitano viSaya che. dhruva svarUpa je cidAnaMda bhagavat jJAyaka svabhAva e ja samyagdarzanano viSaya che, nizcaya samyakatva enA dravyane lakSe thAya che. sAcuM samakita, satya darzana, cothuM guNasthAna, AhAhA ! e trikALI jJAyaka bhagavat svarUpa ene Azraye thAya che. ethI ahiMyA nizcayanayane mukhya karI(ne) samakitanI vyAkhyA karela che. AhAhA!... azuddhanayanI pradhAnatAmAM vAditattvonA zraddhAnane samyakatva kahyuM (che), bheda pADIne vAta karI hatI, e vyavahAra paNa e vAstavika che nahIM. AhAhA ! to ahIM e jIvAdi tattvone zuddhanaya vaDe jANavAthI samakti thAya tema kahe che. jhINo viSaya che. AhA ! navanA bheda pADIne kathana navanuM (karyuM) paNa (che) ekanuM kathana, A vastu che abheda, emAM A jJAna te AtmA evo je bheda pADavo te ja eka nimitta ne vyavahAra (tene) hastAvalaMba kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa te anusaravA lAyaka nathI. AhAhAhA ! AvuM svarUpa che. e vyavahAranI mukhyatAmAM kahyuM hatuM. to ahIM jIvAdi tattvone zuddhanaya vaDe jANavAthI samakita thAya ema kahe che. AhAhA! TIkAkAra enI sUcanArUpe traNa zloka kahe che. temAM pahelA zlokamAM tema kahe che, vyavahAra kathaMcit kahyo hato prayojanavAna, jANavA mATe kahyuM hatuM paNa AdaravA mATe bilakula prayojanavAna nathI. AhAhA ! kAMI vastubhUta nathI. ema kahe che. tyAM ApaNe agIyAramI gAthAmAM AvyuM hatuM. jinavacanamAM vyavahArane bhedane hastAvalaMba jANI ghaNo kahyo che. dhanAlAlajI! zuM kIdhuM? vyavahArane hastAvalaMba jANI jinavANImAM ghaNo kahyo che, paNa enuM phaLa saMsAra che. e A hastAvalaMba. AhAhA ! jayacaMda paMDitamAM AvI gayuM che 11mI gAthAnA bhAvArthamAM. ke bhedano pakSa to anAdino che jagatane, ane bhedanA pakSanI vAto paraspara anyonya karyA kare che, ane jinavANImAM paNa bhedanA pakSane, hastAvalaMba jANI ghaNo kahyo che, paNa traNeyanuM phaLa saMsAra che. A gajaba vAta che. ( zrotA:- bhagavAne kahyuM che enuM phaLa saMsAra?) bhagavAne kahyuM che, e to nimittanuM jJAna karAvyuM che. ene ThekANe nimittathI lAbha thAya? nimitta to rAga che, e to rAga che, guNa guNIno bheda che e rAga che. AhAhA! e Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 5 jaNAvyuM paNa e AdaraNIya nathI. AhAhAhA ! kemake nizcayathI dravya svabhAva evo che, bhagavAna AtmAno guNa svabhAva evo che ke, vikArapaNe pariNamana rahita thavuM e eno guNa che. zuM kahyuM? vikArapaNe je pariName che, SakAraka rUpe, vikRta avasthA tethI rahitapaNuM thavuM e eno bhAva nAmano guNa che. bhAva nAmano eka guNa che. vikRtapaNA(nA) pariNamanathI rahita thavuM e eno guNa che. vikRtapaNAthI sahita thavuM evo eno koi guNa nathI. AhAhAhA ! anaMtaguNa che, paNa emAM koI evo guNa nathI ke vikArapaNe guNa thAya evo koi guNa nathI. AhAhAhA! eTale enAmAM eka guNa evo che ke SakArakarUpe pariNati je vikRta avasthA vyavahAranI rAganI thAya jene hastAvalaMba kahe che. AhAhAhAhA ! enAthI rahitapaNe pariNamana (thAya) evo eno e guNa che. e vyavahArathI thAya evo to guNa enAmAM nathI. kema ke anaMtA guNo nirmaLapaNe pariName evA guNa che. koi guNa vikArapaNe pariName evo koI guNa AtmAmAM anaMtamAM che ja nahIM, samajANuM kAMi? A vAta jhINI bApu bahu! atyAre to pheraphAra eTalo thaI gayo, ke vyavahAranA rAgapaNe pariNamana (thAya) evo koi jIvano guNa nathI. jIvano guNa to bhagavAna AtmAno guNa, e guNano guNa, vikAra rahita pariNamana thavuM te guNano guNa che. dhanAlAlajI!( zrotAH- guNano guNa?) e guNanuM kArya. guNano guNa (eTale guNanuM kArya ). AhAhAhA! AvI cIja che, bhAI !bhagavAna AtmA rAganA vyavahAra ratnatrayanA rAgathI pariNamana rahita evo eno guNa che. kemake vikRtarUpe vyavahAra dayA dAna AdipaNe pariNamavuM evo koI guNa anaMtaguNamAM ekeya guNa nathI. paNa e rahita pariNamavuM evo eka guNa che. AhAhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bahu bApu! samajANuM kAMI ? ethI ahIM kahe che, TIkAkAra enI vAta kare che. vyavahAranaya have. (mAninI) vyavaharaNanayaH syAdyadyapi prAkpadavyAmiha nihitapadAnAM hanta hstaavlmbH| tadapi paramamarthaM ciccamatkAramAtraM paravirahitamantaH pazyatAM naiSa kinycit||5|| na eSakiMcita na eSakiMcita. AhAhAhA! have eno zlokArtha, vyavahAranaya e kaLaza TIkAkAre to eno artha evo karyo che, vyavahAranayano to kathanamAtra! vyavahAranaya eTale kathanamAtra! vastu nahIM. bhAI ! kaLaza TIkAkAre che ne A pAMcamo, pAMcamo zloka che. ghaNIvAra kahevAI gayuM che, A to judA-judA hoyane sAMbhaLanArA vyavahAranaya jeTaluM kathanamAtra, kahevAmAtra! vastu nahIM, kathana, kAraNake rAga cAhe to devagurunI zraddhAno rAga ke paMcamahAvratano rAga ke zAstra taraphanA paradravya taraphanAM valaNavALA bhaNavAno (ke) jANavAno rAga, e paNe thavuM evo koI jIvamAM guNa nathI. AhAhAhA! e paNe na thavuM evo jIvano guNa che. samajANuM kAMI AmAM? A to loko kahe Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 che ne ke vyavahA2thI nizcaya thAya paNa e vastumAM vyavahA2 che ja nahIM, ene nizcaya thAya kyAMthI AvyuM? vyavahA2nuM pariNamana ja nizcayano koI guNa nathI. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! e to bhagavAna vikAranA vikalpa je vyavahAra ratnatrayano zubhAga jene hastAvalaMba kahyo jinavANImAM, e paNa baMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhAhAhA ! ane baMdhanA kAraNarUpe thavuM evo koI jIvamAM anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta guNo che. anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, jenI saMkhyAnI hada nathI. AkAzanA kSetranI jema kyAMya da nathI, ke kyAM thaI rahyuM AkAza ? ema anaMtaguNanI hada nathI. ke A guNa, have A A-A chello anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMtamAM chello ( guNa kyo ? ) evI koI hada nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! AkAzano kyAM aMta ? zuM che A ? anaMtaguNA anaMta jojana, anaMta jojana anaMtane anaMta guNe ke have AkAza thaI rahyuM ema che ? AhAhA ! jenA kSetrano paNa aMta nathI. evo je kSetrano "A" kSetra jANanAra bhagavAna kSetra "A" che A to. enA guNanI saMkhyAnI koI hada nathI, ke anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMtamAM A A A anaMtamAM, anaMtamAM, anaMtamAM, anaMtamAM, chello A Avyo ! AhAhAhAhA ! evo je anaMtaguNano rAzi prabhu, je samyagdarzanano viSaya. AhAhAhA ! kema ke e satya eTaluM ne evaDuM che. tene te rIte pratItamAM jJAna karIne levuM ene satyadarzana jevuM satya che, tevuM darzana thayuM. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA ! e ahIM kahe che, vyavahAra paDelo kahevAmAM Avyo. jo ke pahelI padavImAM svarUpanI prApti na thaI hoya tyAM sudhI eNe guNano bhedano vikalpa ene samajAvavo paDe ( che ). AhAhA ! ke jo A AtmA, e jJAnasvarUpa che, darzanasvarUpa che, evo je bhedano vikalpa pahelo e jJAnano aMga gaNIne, samyagnAnano aMga nahIM. paNa vyavahAru jJAnano aMga gaNIne, temAM lakhyuM che kaLaza TIkAmAM. samajANuM kAMI ? evuM Ave paheluM. AhAhA ! hastAvalaMba jANI, che? "jemaNe potAno paga mAMDelo che. evA puruSone, arere! hastAvalaMba kahyo che." AcAryo khedathI kahe che, arere ! ene navatattvanI zraddhA ne guNa guNInA bhedanI vAta, evI vAta Ave, arere ! paNa e to kheThanuM kA2Na che. e AtmAne lAbhanuM kA2Na nathI. AhAhAhA ! jene vItarAge kahelo vyavahArano viSaya. AhAhA ! e hastAvalaMba jANIne karyo che ghaNo, AhAhA ! ca2NAnuyogamAM AvyuM hatuM pravacanasAra. he paMcAcAra ! jJAnAcAra ! vinayathI bhaNavuM, akSarone Ama karavA yogadAna karavuM, e badhuM jJAna vyavahArAcAra tuM mAruM svarUpa nathI. darzAnAcAra, niHzaMka, niHkAMkSa evo vyavahAra samakitanA AcAra ATha e tuM mAruM svarUpa nathI. paMcamahAvrata ne pAMca samiti gupti evA aThThayAvIsa mULa guNa e vikalpa tuM mAruM svarUpa nathI hoM, paNa mArI pUrNa dazA na thAya tyAM sudhI tuM che, pAMceya AcAra che, jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIrya ane tapAcAra vyavahAranA. AhAhA ! e je vyavahAra kahyA che bhagavAne tyAM, arthamAM to evuM AvyuM che ke, teM tArA prasAdathI pUrNa jyAM sudhI na pAmuM (tyAM sudhI ) e vyavahA2nA kathana che. (zrotAH- kharekhara mArUM svarUpa nathI.) AvuM svarUpa che. AhAhA !... huM pUrNAnaMdane prApta na thAuM tyAM sudhI tAro Avo bhAva hoya che eTaluM basa ! paNa che e baMdhanuM kA2Na che. ane baMdhanA kAraNano je bhAva, AhA ! e anaMtA, anaMtA, anaMtA, guNono DuMga2 guNano godAma, anaMta guNano godAma prabhu (che ). jenAM anaMtanI anaMtano aMta nahIM Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 zloka - 5 evA anaMta guNano godAma, ( AtmAmAM ) evo koI guNa nathI ke vyavahA25Ne pariName, rAgapaNe evo koI guNa nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! AvuM svarUpa che bhAI ! koI vAdavivAde pAra 5De evuM nathI. AhAhA ! samajANu kAMI ? e ahIM kahe che. pahele jyAM sudhI sAMbhaLe che tyAM sudhI enuM lakSa tyAM rahe che bhedamAM. AhAhA ! "evA puruSone hastAvalaMba tulya kahyo che" nimittapaNe jaNAvyuM che. AhAhAhA ! topaNa AhAhA ! je puruSo caitanya-camatkAramAtra, bhagavAna AtmA caitanya camatkA2, camatkAra eno zuM artha. AhAhA ! jene traNakALanA samayathI AkAzanA pradezo anaMtaguNA, enAthI anaMtaguNA to AtmAnA guNa ( che ). AhAhA ! ane te caitanya camatkAra che. evo koi anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu koI camatkArI cIja che. AhAhAhA ! are enI vAtanI khabara na paDe, e vastunI dRSTi na kare, enuM jJAna na kare ane bahA2nI vAtamAM marI jAya karIne, A vrata karyAM ne tapa karyAM ne, AhAhA ! AkaruM kAma che. e vyavahA2 vrata, tapapaNe pariNamavuM evo enAmAM koi guNa nathI. evo je bhagavAna AtmA citta-camatkAra vastu. AhAhA ! jeno vizvAsa karatAM jenI dRSTi karatAM caitanya camatkAranAM anaMta guNo paryAyamAM vyaktapaNe UchaLIne vyakta pragaTa thAya. AhAhAhA ! kaho devIlAlajI ! AvuM svarUpa che bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! jenI zaktionA saMgrahanI saMkhyAno pAra nathI, kSetra bhale zarI2 pramANe ho, paNa enI zaktionA mApanuM koi mApa nathI. koI mApa nathI tenuM jJAna mApa karI le che. AhAhAhA ! zuM kahyuM I ? bhagavAna AtmA anaMta anaMta zakti( o ) nI sImA nathI. AhAhA ! koI enI hada nathI. sImA nathI kahetAM ke A mAruM khetara ATalA sImAvartI che. ATalA ( jojanamAM ) sImAvartI che ke 25-50 jojanamAM che. ema A guNanI koi sImA nathI. AhAhAhA ! evA guNanI sImA vinAno prabhu ( asIma ) jene vyavahA25Ne pariNamavuM AvA anaMtA-anaMtA guNo paNa koI evo guNa nathI ke vyavahA2nA rAgapaNe pariName evo koI guNa nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! hA, emAM lIdhuM che ne bhAI 39-40 zakti nahIM ? 39 zaktimAM 'bhAva' lIdho A, ke SaTkA2kanA pariNamanathI pariNamatI vikRta avasthA enAthI rahitapaNe thavuM evo enAmAM guNa che. 'bhAva' ane 'kriyA' zakti, SaTkArakanA zuddha pariNamanapaNe pariNamavuM e eno guNa che 47 zakti. AhA ! gajaba kAma 47 zaktie to, AhAhAhAhA ! are bhAI zrotA tuM jJAnamAM lakSa to le ! AhAhA ! e amApa cIjane jJAnanI paryAyamAM mApa lai le. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotAHamApanuM mApa ka2 ) amApanuM mApa kara tuM, to e samyajJAna kahevAya. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMi ? mArga bApA vItarAga mArga eTale jinavara mArga eTale digaMbara mArga eTale Atma mArga koi alaukika che. AhAhA ! ahIM kahe che je puruSo caitanya camatkAra mAtra e caitanya camatkAra mAtra jemAM rAgano to abhAva che, nimittano to abhAva che, paNa jemAM vartamAna pragaTa paryAyano paNa jemAM abhAva che. (zrotAH- caitanyano zuM camatkAra che) e poteja camatkArI che cIja ja. camatkArI che. ( zrotAH- zI rIte rahe) alpakSetramAM rahe chatAM aloka lokane jANe paryAya. AhAhAhAhA! alpakSetramAM ne alpakALamAM eka samayanI paryAya hoya, chatAM amApa evA guNano Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dariyo prabhu ene e jANe, jenuM kSetranuM mApa nathI kayAMya aMta nathI, ene paNa jANe, jenA kALanI zarUAta nathI, kyAre? kayAM? AhAhAhAhA ! ene paNa jANe. evo je jJAnano paryAya ene caitanya camatkAra tarapha jyAM vALyo. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA! jhINI vAta che. prabhu zuM thAya? A to anaMtakALamAM eNe eka sekanDa karyuM ja nathI. (zrotA- sAMbhaLyuM nathI) evuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI, A zuM che? A te A? mAro nAtha aMdara caitanya camatkArathI bharelo, e koi vikArane kare ne paranuM kare ne parathI potAmAM kaMi thAya evI e cIja ja nathI. AhAhA! AhA! je puruSo, puruSo eTale AtmA, puruSo ja kare evuM kAMI nathI. je puruSo caitanyacamatkAra-mAtra, AhAhA! jemAM vyavahAranuM pariNamana karavuM evo to guNa nathI, paNa jemAM vartamAna paryAya che te temAM (dhruvamAM) nathI. AhAhA ! je, je jJAnanI paryAye amApane mApamAM lai lIdho che, e paryAya paNa emAM nathI. AhAhAhA! evo je caitanya camatkAra, AhAhA! "mAtra", "mAtra' zabda che ne? caitanya mAtra eTale koi rAga nahIM, vikalpa nahIM, paryAya nahIM, bheda nahIM, AhAhA ! "padravya bhAvothI rahita zudhdhanayanA viSayabhUta" AhAhAhA ! jene 11mI gAthAmAM bhUtArtha kahyo, chaThThI gAthAmAM jene jJAyaka kahyo. AhAhAhA!caitanya-camatkAramAtra, pAradravya bhAvothI ( rahita) pahelo to ati kIdhuM, caitanya-camatkAra mAtra vastu, vastu, vastu, vastu have paradravyothI rahita, nAsti kIdhuM. rAgAdithI rahita. AhAhA! "parama arthane aMtaraMgamAM" AhAhA ! evo parama padArtha prabhu, jenI zaktinA guNanA saMgrahano mApa nathI. AhA....A te zuM che A? olA kSetranuM mApa nathI, kALanuM mApa nathI, ahIM guNanuM mApa nathI, chatAM kSetra to ATaluM che, zarIra pramANe kSetra che. are, aMguLanA asaMkhya bhAgamAM nigodanAM anaMtA jIvo, e eka eka jIva anaMtA anaMtA guNanA mApathI, amApathI bhareluM che. AhAhA ! are bApu ene dravyanI zradhdhA kyAre thAya? AhA! aMguLanA asaMkhyAtamAM bhAgamAM ahIM, anaMtA jIvo che ahIM. AkhA lokamAM eTalA bharyA che. DuMgaLI, pyAja, lasaNa enI kaLI eka kaTakI, (emAM) asaMkhya zarIra eka zarIramAM anaMtA jIva eka eka jIvanA amApa anaMtA guNo A badhAnuM kSetra nAnuM che, paNa e kSetranI ahIM jarUra nathI. enA svabhAvanA sAmarthyanI zuM cIja che? samajANuM kAMI? AhAhAhAhA ! evA paradravya mAtrathI (bhAvothI) rahita parama arthane" paramapadArtha, AhAhA... caitanya camatkAra trikALa anaMtaguNano amApa vastu, prabhu ! AhAhA ! ene aMtaraMgamAM avaloke che. aMtaraMgamAM aMtara avaloke paryAyamAM, AhAhAhA... jJAnanI paryAya ene avaloke che. AhAhAhA! e paryAya kevaDI ane keTalI tAkAtavALI ke je amApaguNanI zaktino saMgraha prabhu, AhAhA.. bhAI ! samyagdarzana ane eno viSaya ane ene jANanArI jJAnanI paryAya, koi alaukika cIja. arere ! evI e cIja je che ene je avaloke che, avaloke che e paryAya che. amApa evo bhagavAna AtmA ene je jJAnanI paryAya avaloke che. (avalokanArI) paryAya, dhruva dhruvane kyAM avaloke? e paryAya siddha karI. avaloke che, tenI zraddhA kare che. AhAhAhA ! je amApa zaktino prabhu saMgrahAlaya anaMtaguNonA saMgrahano Alaya, sthAna, dhruvadhAma. ene je aMtaramAM para sanmukhathI chuTI, svasammukha thAya che, ene tyAre avaloke che. dariyo moTo guNano dariyo ene Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 5 je jJAna aMtarmukha thaine avaloke che. AhAhA.. ane enI je zraddhA kare che. samajANuM kAMi? artha manta: pazyatAM che ne ane tadarUpa lIna thai cAritrabhAvane prApta thAya che. zuM kahe che? ke je aMtara AvI cIja che tenuM jJAna karI tenI zraddhA karI ne temAM lInatA thai jAya che. ene vyavahAra hoto nathI. ene vyavahAra kAMipaNa jANelo paNa ene hoto nathI. AhAhAhA ! e jANelo prayojanavAna kahyo hato e have AmAM rahyo nathI. zuM kahyuM e? ke prathama je AtmAno anubhava darzana jJAna thayuM, paNa jyAM hajI pUrNatA nathI, tyAM AgaLa ene apUrNa zuddhatA ane azuddhatAnA aMzo che, tene jANelo prayojanavAna che ema kahyuM hatuM. 12mI gAthA. eTale ke te vakhatanI jJAnanI paryAya te prakAranI zuddhatAno aMza che, pUrNa nathI, ane azuddhatA beya che, ene jANelo prayojanavAna eTale ke, te ja sAdhaka jIvane te kALe jJAnanI paryAya ane jANe ane parane je prakAre rAga ne azuddhatA thoDI che, enuM jANavuM e potAno svaparaprakAzaka paryAya pariName che, ene jANelo prayojanavAna kahyo che, samajANuM kAMi? e have pUrNa jyAM thayuM tyAM e rahyuM nahIM, samajANuM kAMi? e kahevuM che. vyavahAra Ave, jyAM sudhI pUrNa cAritravata lIna thAya nahiM yathAkhyAta cAritra Adi tyAM sudhI ene svabhAvano Azraya ne avalaMbananuM jJAna zraddhA thaI paNa chatAM cAritranI lInatA purI thaI nathI, tethI ene Avo zuddhatAno apUrNa aMza ane azuddhatAno aMza evo be hoya che, ene jANanArI paryAya jJAnanI te kALe, potAne kALe kAraNe sva ane pArane prakAze tevI aparaprakAzaka paryAya thAya che. tethI tene jANelo prayojanavAna kahevAmAM Avyo che. AhAhA! dhanAlAlajI! AvI vAta che. AhAhA! paNa jyAM jJAna ne darzana ne sthiratA jyAM pUrNa thai gai pachI apUrNa zuddhatA ne rAga e rahyo nahIM, eTale jANelo je prayojanavAna hato e tyAM rahyo nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! are A mArga to juo. cImanabhAI ! Avo mArga ane loko bacArA ekAMta che ekAMta, are bApu bhAI tane vastu svarUpa, bApA ulaTA ethI pariNAmanAM phaLa bhAI ! AkarA Avaze bhAI ! e bIjAthI joyA nahIM jAya evA du:kha thAze. AhAhA! tane atyAre ThIka lAge Ama jANe ame ohoho ane lokoya pAgala badhAM bhegA thaine AhAhA. bhAre vAta kare che, sArI vAta kare che. vyavahArathI joie ne vyavahArathI thAyane? 11mI (gAthAmAM) kahyuM ne paraspara vyavahArano bhedano upadeza kare che mAMho mAMhe e to anAdinuM che, emAM navuM zuM che. (zrotA :tyAM vyavahAra jANelo prayojanavAna kahyo - ene ahIMyA kADhI nAkhyo. ) hA ene ahIMyA kADhI nAMkhyo pUraNa thayuM-pUraNa thayuM eTale kADhI nAMkhyo. ahIM apUrNa hatuM. deSTi, jJAnano viSaya to pUrNa ja che paNa ahIMyA paryAyamAM pUrNatA ne zuddhatA purI nahotI ane azuddhatA hatI tyAre te prakAranuM jJAna sva ne parane te ja prakAre jANatuM pragaTa thatuM, e prakAranuM jJAna have puruM thayuM to tyAM rahyuM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhASA to sAdI che bApu! bhAI ! tArI vAto zuM karavI. prabhu! tArI prabhutAno pAra na maLe. AhAhA! ekeka paryAyamAM enI prabhutA prasarI gai che. kemake enAmAM prabhutva nAmano eka guNa che. ane e guNa che anaMta guNamAM enuM rUpa che. AhAhAhA ! ane anaMtA guNomAM prabhutvanuM rUpa che ane enI paryAyamAM paNa prabhutvanI paryAya pragaTa thAya che, e akhaMDa pratApita Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svataMtra zobhIta. jene rAganA nimittanI avalaMbananI jarUra nathI. AhAhAhA ! e rIte akhaMDa pratApita svataMtra svAdhIna paryAya eka prabhutvaguNanI thAya evI rIte anaMtAguNanI prabhutva guNane kA2Ne potAnuM paNa svarUpa evuM che mATe, AhAhAhA ! svataMtrapaNe, svAdhInapaNe, jeno koi pratApa khaMDa karI zake nahIM evI guNanI paryAyanuM pariNamana svataMtra potAthI thAya che. AhAhA ! ene vyavahA2thI A thAya ne nimittathI A thAya, e vastunA svarUpamAM nathI. samajANuM kAMi ? AhAhAhA ! AvI vastu che. sAMbhaLavI kaThaNa paDe pahelI to. AhAhA ! bApu ! prabhu ! tuM cho Avo ne ? tuM che enI vAta hAle che e. AhAhA ! e caitanya camatkAra mAtra prabhu enI zAna zraddhA thai ane pachI lInatA pUrNa thai gai, ene pachI apUrNatA je zuddhatAno aMza ane azuddhatA e che nahIM, tethI ene vyavahAranaya che nahIM, ethI vyavahAranuM prayojana paNa jANavuM rahyuM nathI. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMi ? ( zrotAH- 19 mI vAra vAta thai ) hA ! 19mI vAra sAcI vAta che. 19mI vA2 che. 19 vA2 emAM choTAbhAI kahe che amAre cuDAvALA ke A pherI pahelI gAthAthI bahu sAruM cAle che ema kahe che. 19mI vA2, choTAbhAI ! e kahetA'tA aMdara AvIne kahetA hatA. mArga Avo bApA! AhAhA ! e bhagavAne kahyo che ema che kAMI bhagavAne karyo nathI A kAMI. potAnuM karyuM paNa 52nuM kAMI karyuM nathI e to e enI cIja svataMtra che. bhagavAna to ema kahe che ke tArA svarUpanI prApti mATe tAro guNa evo che ke amArI apekSA vinA tAruM pariNamana thAya evo tAro guNa che. AhAhA ! ame deva guru ne zAstra je 52 chIe ane 52nI apekSAthI tArAmAM kAMi rAga thAya e svabhAva tAro che ja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! tyAre ? ke ene thAya che ne ? ke thAya che tene jANavAnI paryAya sva52prakAzamAM jANe che. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotAH- vyavahAre pracAra prasAra karyo pachI enuM phaLa AvyuM ne ?) pracAra-prasAra kAMi na maLe. e to paheluM eTaluM AvyuM ke A AtmA te zAna che evo bheda Avyo eTalI vAta. e ene anusaravuM nathI. anusa2vAnuM abhedane che. ane pachI paNa jyAre paryAyamAM pUrNatA nathI. tyAM sudhI apUrNa zuddhatA ne azuddhatAno aMza hAre che, judA judA aMza che. AhAhA ! ene jANelo prayojanavAna che, eTale ke te vakhate tevuM ja jJAna, e rAga che ne azuddhatA che, enI apekSA rAkhyA vinA, jJAnano paryAya paNa svataMtra svathI jenI akhaMDatAnA svataMtratAthI zobhAyamAna jenI paryAya che ene koi rAga che mATe enuM jJAna thAya evI paNa apekSA nathI. AhAhAhA! samajANuM kAMi? enI te samayanI jJAnanI paryAya svapa2prakAzakapaNe te kALe te ja prakAranI utpanna thavAnI svataMtrathI zobhe che. ene koi rAga che mATe sva52prakAzaka paryAya thai ema nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! A vastu tattvajJAna cIja ja koi judI che. AhAhA ! A to mahA UMDo pAtALano kUvo, pAtALanAM pANI e A pAra Ave evuM che ? ( zrotAH- e avAvaruM thai gayo to ) avAvo. AhAhA ! janaDAmAM kahyuM hatuM ne pAtALamAM pANI tarata taiyA2 hatuM. bahu khodayuM, ghaNuM khodayuM nIkaLyuM nahIM, eka cA2 tasunI paththa2nI olI rahI gai pAtALane ane tUTavAnI. to thAkI gayA to viyA gyA ghare, pANI nIkaLyuM nahIM. emAM eka AvI jAna, jAna samajyAne dulhA lagna dasa vAgyAnuM TANuM dasa sADA dasa ke have ahIM kUvo che ne ApaNe ahiMyA ArAma karIe ahIMyA nAstA kare ne lADavA khAya ne jAna A lagana ja Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 5 koika Aghe javuM haze ke sADA daza thai gayA ke A kUvo che te ubhuM rAkhyuM tyAM Ama jovene tyAM pANI na maLe, emAM eka jaNo kahe mAthe moTA paththarA paDayA che moTA paccIsa-paccIsa maNanA nAkho ne emAM eka paththaro jyAM nAkhyo olI cAra tasu tuTIne pANInI zeDa uDI aMdarathI, zeDa uDI Ama aMdarathI, tyAM to nIce pANIno pravAha che ne nIce pAtALamAM joradAra, AhAhA.... (kUvAmAM) pANI bharyuM che, ema AtmAmAM pANI bharyA che guNanA UMDA-UMDA. AhAhA! A mANasa nathI kahetA, A mANasa pANIvALo che chokaro, pANIvALo eTale tAkAtavALo ema bhagavAna anaMta pANIvALo che. AhAhAhA ! jenA taLIyAmAM pAtALamAM pAra nathI, jeno pAra kevaLI pAmI zake ke jJAnI pAmI zake, bAkI tarkathI meLavI zakAya evI e cIja nathI. AhAhAhA ! evA caitanya camatkAra mAtra avaloke che, ema che ne? temane vyavahAranaya kAMipaNa prayojanavAna nathI, eTale ke ene vyavahAranayano viSaya ja raheto nathI. AhAhAhAhA! samajANuM kAMI? Avo mArga che bhAI ! jyAM samyagdarzana jJAna thayuM pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanA e dedAranA darzana thayAM. AhAhA! adabadanAtha pote prabhu, enI pratIta ane jJAna thayAM paNa emAM lInatA pUrNa na thAya, tyAM sudhI ane zuddhatA ne azuddhatAnAM aMzo, paryAya che te, vyavahAranayano viSaya che, paryAya che ne zuddhano aMza ne e vyavahArano eTale vyavahAranaya jANelo eTale te kALe te jJAnanI paryAyanI utpatti, te ja prakAre svaparane prakAze tevI utpatti thAya, ene ema kahyuM ke vyavahAra jANelo prayojanavAna che. paNa jyAM pUrNa dazA thaI, tyAre ene zuddhatA, apUrNatA ne azuddhatA hatI e rahI nahIM, pUrNa zuddhatA thai gai, eTale e jJAna paNa svapara pUrNane prakAze evuM jJAna thaI gayuM, adhurAne prakAze evuM jJAna je hatuM e tyAM rahyuM nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! kaho devIlAlajI! Avo mArga che. A digaMbara dharma. AhAhA! bIjI rIte kahIe, to A AtmAnI paryAya jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya ene cha dravya jANavAno eno svabhAva che, ane e paryAya tyAre mAnI kahevAya ke chadravya jANavAno eno svabhAva che, ane e paryAya tyAre mAnI kahevAya ke cha dravyo emAM anaMta tIrthakaro siddho AvyA, nigodanA jIva AvyA sAkSAt vartamAna mahAvidehamAM birAjanArA e dravyo emAM AvyA, evA anaMtA dravyone eka samayanI paryAya bhale zrutajJAnanI hoya, te jANavAnI tAkAta rAkhe che, eTale eka samayanI paryAyanI jeNe pratIta karI eNe cha dravyane mAnyA che. paNa te to hujI vyavahAra che. AhAhAhAhA ! eka samayamAM anaMtA tIrthaMkaro siddhone mAnyA, jANyA, paryAya eno svabhAva ja evo che paNa eka paryAyane jyAM sudhI mAne tyAM sudhI to hajI vyavahAranaya che eno. AhAhAhA ! e chUTIne dravyanAM A jyAM trikALa jemAM eka evI paryAyo nahIM, anaMtI anaMtI eka eka guNano saMgraha paDyo che. evA anaMtA guNono prabhu. AhAhAhAhA! anaMtI, anaMtI, anaMtI, anaMtI, anaMtI, zaktio eTale saMkhyA, enI eka eka zakti prabhutva guNathI bharelI che. AhAhAhA ! ane tenI paryAya paNa prabhutvaguNanI paryAya che. enI prabhutva guNanI paryAyane para koi khaMDa karI zake ke paranI apekSAthI te prabhutva guNanI paryAya athavA bIjA guNomAM paNa prabhutvanuM rUpa che. bIjA guNonI paryAyamAM paNa prabhutvanuM rUpa che, paNa bIjA guNanI Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 paryAyane paNa paranI apekSA hoya to te paryAya utpanna thAya ane paryAya rahe ane paryAya vadhe ema nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! mAno na mAno jagata game te kaho. samajANuM kAMi? AvuM vastunuM svarUpa ! bhAre vAta, olA e bacArAe lakhyuM che jApAnavALAe ke eka to Avo jaina dharma anubhUtirUpa jainadharma ane nirvANarUpa AtmA, eTale ApaNe muktasvarUpa AtmA kahIe eNe nirvANa kahyuM. AtmA pote muktasvarUpa ja che. svabhAva, zaktisvarUpa muktasvarUpa ja che. eNe nirvANa lIdhuM bacArAe eNe eka kahyuM atyArano A dharma vANIyAone hAtha Avyo ane vANIyA vepAranA vyavasAyamAM guMcI gayA che. e hiMmatabhAI ! loDhAmAM ne AhAhAhA ! ahIMyA eNe lakhyuM che ( jApAnavALAe ) vANIyA vepArI AmAM guMcavAI gayA vyavasAyamAM emAM A zuM cIja che eno nirNaya karavAne, nivRtti paNa le nahIM. AhAhA ! eka to vepAranA dhaMdhAmAM guMcAI gayA bIjA pAchA bAyaDI, chokarAne kuTuMbane sAcavavA, jALavavA ne enI hAre A A A rAjI rAkhavA ne sArA karavAne ramatuM karavI ne ararara! vepAranA vyavasAya uparAMta A, A to badhAne hoya, e jaina dharmano marma che teno nirNaya karavA mATe vANiyA vepAranA vyavasAyavALA navarA nathI ane bhAIe to lakhyuM che jagamohanalAlajIe are A loko AvA jApAnanA anya mithyASTio te anArya dezamAM rahelA, evA vijJAnanI zodha karatAM karatAM AvuM jeNe jaina dharmanuM rUpa kADhayuM, ApaNe jaina loko pramAdI chIe ema lakhyuM bacArAe jagamohanalAlajI, hai? che ne evuM vAcyuM, batAvyuM tuM. ApaNe rAte vAgyuM hatuM ne mohanalAlajI! rAte nahIM be traNa divasa pahelAM. (zrotA- pramAdI) pramAdI che. are vANiyA ApaNe ema ke jaina, e loko AvuM zodhI ne kADhe ke jainanuM svarUpa AvuM che ane tame vANiyA vepArI jainamAM janamyAne kAMi nirNayanAM ThekANAM na maLe. AhAhAhA!(zrotA - vANiyA evA ja hoya) have ene mATe nirdhAra karavo joie. nakkI karo ema lakhyuM pAchuM have, taiyAra thAva pramAdane choDo, bahAranA vyavasAyamAM rokANa choDI do. AhAhA ! bhAI nathI AvyAne hasamukha nathI AvyAne bapore Ave che bapore Ave hasamukha. amAre gAMdhI che ne hasamukha boTAdano, mALe 42 varSanI uMmara be traNa lAkhanI pedAza dukAne loDhAnI muMbaI pote jAte dukAna karelI, e gAMdhI tamArAmAMthI A hasamukha, hasamukha, hasamukha kAMtilAla AhAhA ! traNa traNa lAkhanI pedAza pote karelI 42 varSanI uMmara eka chokaro che 10 ke 11 varSano, eka choDI che, bhAIone kahe bhAI have mAre kAMI dhaMdho karavo nathI. bhAI ! ApaNe traNa bhAIo chIe. mAro trIjo bhAga Ave ne, mane cotho bhAga Apo. paNa have huM dukAne nahIM AvuM dukAne, Ave che. ghaNI vAra bapore Ave Aja Ave to Ave kAla nathI AvyA nahIM. zanivAra-ravivAre kAyama. (zrotA:e saba ApakA pratApa he) ene ekadama ema thaI gayuM ke AhA! ApaNe karavAnuM to rahI jAya che ne A zuM? chokarAoe pAMca lAkha ApyA, cImanabhAI, be bhAIoe be traNa lAkhanI pedAza varSanI. paisA ghaNAMya haze bhAI pAMca lAkha ApyA bhAI ame pAMca lAkha ApIe. basa kAMi bolyA nahIM. basa, mAre basa che. pAMca lAkhanuM pAMca hajAranuM mahIne vyAja Ave, basa mAre vAparIza huM A zAstromAM chokarAnI davAmAM garIba mANaso Ave e joyuM che ne garIbapaNuM pote eTale garIbapaNAne dekhIne dayA AvI jAyane kahe be pAMca rUpiyA laI jA bhAI, laI jA, Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 zloka - 6 mahIne pAMca hajAranuM vyAja Ave e A rIte vAparI nAMkhe. pAMca lAkha paDyA che. Ave che bapore vAraMvAra zanI-ravi Ave che. ekAMtare Ave che 4ra varSe saMtoSa karyo ane ahIM to tamAre karoDo rUpiyAne pacAsa pacAsa lAkha hoya dasa lAkha hoya vIsa lAkha toya sakha (saMtoSa) nathI kyAMya evo dAkhalo besADayo mALe. gAMdhI kuTuMbamAM bIjA paisAvALA ghaNA che hirAlAla ne caMpakalAla ne phalANA bhAI ApaNe traNa bhAI, kareluM pote dukAnanuM pachI be bhAIe to pachI AvelA, bhale AvyA bApA bhAI A badhuM tAruM che, ane trIjo bhAga Ave ne mane cotho Apo, vastu hoya emAMthI mane cotho Apo. paNa have huM dukAne bilakula AvavAno nathI. dukAna mAre mATe baMdha che. nivRtti karI ane tyAM ghare vAMcana basa - zAstranuM vAMcana. vAMcana savAre zarU thAya tyAM Ave ramezanA bhajano A to ghATakoparavALA ghAtakI khaMDa yAda Ave che. e ghATakopara, ghATakopara che ne? rameza savArathI bese. gurujI mArA cetanane mane samajAvo AvuM karIne zarU kare. gurujI mArA cetanane samajAvo e pada zarU kare Akhodi' A kAMi levA devA dhaMdho vepAra kAMi nahIM. are bApu ! karavA jevuM A che are jAvuM che kyAM bhAI, A badhAM saMyogo chuTI jAze bApu, A kyAM tArA che? AhAhA ! rAgano saMyogIbhAva paNa prabhu tAro nathI, to A cIja kyAMthI AvI, tuM kyAM rokAI gyo ? kone sAcavavA?AhAhA ! jene sAcavavo to ene sAcavavo nathI ne jene sAcavI zakato nathI tene sAcavavAmAM rokAi gyo. ane AmAM sAcavI zake che tyAM Avato nathI. AhAhA ! ahIM kahe che, jyAM AgaLa bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa caitanya camatkAranuM jyAM jJAna thayuM samyagdarzana thayuM ane cAritranI pUrNatA jyAM thai gaI pachI apUrNatA che nahIM, ethI apUrNatAne jANatAM jJAnane vyavahAra kahevAmAM Avato hato, che to e potAno svaparaprakAzaka paryAya, paNa paranI apekSAe ene vyavahAra jANe che ema kahevAmAM Avato hato, e pUrNa dazA jyAM thaI, tyAre e vyavahAra rahyo nahIM. tethI jANelo prayojanavAna ene che nahIM. AhAhA ! ekalo anubhava AnaMdano, kevaLajJAna !! vizeSa kahevAze. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva.). nizcaya samakitanuM svarUpa kahe che. satyadarzana, samyagdarzana je AtmAno pUrNa nirvikalpa vastu eno je anubhava emAM thatI pratIta evuM je nizcaya samyagdarzana enI vyAkhyA che. AhAha ! ( zloka - 6 ) (zArdUtravikrIDita) ekatve niyatasya zuddhanayato vyApturyadasyAtmanaH pUrNajJAnaghanasya darzanamiha dravyAntarebhyaH pRthak / samyagdarzanametadeva niyamAdAtmA ca tAvAnayaM tanmuktvA navatattvasantatimimAmAtmAyameko'stu nH||6|| Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1ra. samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 have pachInA zlokamAM nizcaya samyakatvanuM svarUpa kahe che - zlokArtha:-[J mAtmanaH] A AtmAne [ rUdravyAntaregya: pRtha varNanama] anya dravyothI judo dekhavo (zraddhavo)[tatayvaniyamati sabhyanama]te ja niyamathI samyagdarzana che. kevo che AtmA?[ vAstuH] potAnA guNa-5ryAyomAM vyApanAro che. vaLI kevo che?[ zuddhanayata: tveniyatasya]zuddhanayathI ekapaNAmAM nizcita karavAmAM Avyo che. vaLI kevo che?[pUrNa-jJAna-ghanazya] pUrNajJAnaghana che.[]vaLI[tAvAna yaMgAtmA] jeTaluM samyagdarzana che teTalo ja A AtmA che. [ tata] tethI AcArya prArthanA kare che ke [mAma nava-tattva-sattatiM muvA] A navatatvanI paripATIne choDI, [ hyama mAtmA : 3stu naH] A AtmA eka ja amane prApta ho. bhAvArtha-sarva svAbhAvika tathA naimittika potAnI avasthArUpa guNaparyAyabhedomAM vyApanAro A AtmA zuddhanayathI ekapaNAmAM nizcita karavAmAM Avyo-zuddhanayathI jJAyakamAtra eka-AkAra dekhADavAmAM Avyo, tene sarva anyadravyo ane anyadravyonA bhAvothI nyAro dekhavo, zraddhavo te niyamathI samyagdarzana che. vyavahAranaya AtmAne aneka bhedarUpa kahI samyagdarzanane aneka bhedarUpa kahe che tyAM vyabhicAra (doSa) Ave che, niyama raheto nathI. zuddhanayanI hade pahoMcatAM vyabhicAra raheto nathI tethI niyamarUpa che. kevo che zuddhanayano viSayabhUta AtmA? pUrNajJAnaghana che-nsarva lokAlokane jANanAra jJAnasvarUpa che. evA AtmAnA zraddhAnarUpa samyagdarzana che. te kAMI judo padArtha nathI-AtmAnA ja pariNAma che, tethI AtmA ja che. mATe samyagdarzana che te AtmA che, anya nathI. ahIM eTaluM vizeSa jANavuM ke naya che te zrutapramANano aMza che tethI zuddhanaya paNa zrutapramANano ja aMza thayo. zrutapramANa che te parokSa pramANa che kAraNa ke vastune sarvajJanAM AgamanAM vacanathI jANI che; tethI A zuddhanaya sarvadravyothI judA, AtmAnA sarva paryAyomAM prAsa, pUrNa caitanya kevaLajJAnarUpa-sarva lokAlokane jANanAra, asAdhAraNa caitanyadharmane parokSa dekhADe che. A vyavahArI chadmastha jIva Agamane pramANa karI, zuddhanaye darzAvelA pUrNa AtmAnuM zraddhAna kare te zraddhAna nizcaya samyagdarzana che. jyAM sudhI kevaLa vyavahAranayanA viSayabhUta jIvAdika bhedarUpa tatvonuM ja zraddhAna rahe tyAM sudhI nizcaya samyagdarzana nathI. tethI AcArya kahe che ke e nava tattvonI saMtatine (paripATIne) choDI zuddhanayano viSayabhUta eka AtmA ja amane prApta ho; bIjuM kAMI cAhatA nathI. A vItarAga avasthAnI prArthanA che, koI nayapakSa nathI. jo sarvathA nayono pakSapAta ja thayA kare to mithyAtva ja che. ahIM koI prazna kare ke-AtmA caitanya che eTaluM ja anubhavamAM Ave, to eTalI zraddhA te samyagdarzana che ke nahi? tenuM samAdhAna -caitanyamAtra to nAstika sivAya sarva matavALAo AtmAne mAne che; jo eTalI ja zraddhAne samyagdarzana kahevAmAM Ave to to saune samyakatva siddha thaI jaze. tethI sarvazanI vANImAM jevuM pUrNa AtmAnuM svarUpa kahyuM che tevuM zraddhAna thavAthI ja nizcaya samyakatva thAya che ema samajavuM. 6. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 pravacana naM. 54 zloka -6 tA. 10-8-78 gurUvAra, zrAvaNa suda-6 saM. 2504 ekatve niyatasya zuddhanayato vyApturyadasyAtmanaH pUrNajJAnaghanasya darzanamiha dravyAntarebhyaH pRthak / samyagdarzanametadeva niyamAdAtmA ca tAvAnayaM tanmuktvA navatattvasantatimimAmAtmAyameko'stu nH||6|| "naH" no artha amane che. "naH" no artha nakAra nathI, "naH" no artha amane che, amane navatattvanI paripATI choDIne eka bhagavAna AtmA prApta ho. AhAhA! kema ke navatattvano anAdi abhyAsa e mithyAtva che. eka svarUpa je caitanya nirvikalpa vastu mAtra ene choDIne nava prakAranAM tattvono anubhava anAdino e mithyAtvabhAva che. mokSamArga prakAzakamAM to kahyuM che ke navatattvanuM zraddhAna te samyagdarzana. e to bIjI vAta che, tyAM navatatvamAM ekavacana che. ekarUpa AtmAne jANe che emAM navatattvanI zraddhA emAM bhegI AvI jAya che. svanuM pUrNa svarUpa nirvikalpa, nirvikalpa abheda jJAnaghana vastu eno anubhava thatAM, samyagdarzana thatAM emAM bIjA tattvo nathI evuM aMdara jJAna thaine zraddhA AvI jAya che eTalI vAta. tyAM ekavacana che, ane A nava to aneka prakAra che. navanAM aneka prakArano anubhava te mithyAtva che. ane navano ekapaNe je abhyAsa svarUpa taraphanI dRSTi thaine ATha emAM nathI evuM je zraddhA sahita jJAna thAya, ene navatattvanI zraddhAnuM samyagdarzana kahyuM che, are! AvI vAtuM bhAI ! mULa vAta evI kaThaNa aparicita abhyAsa nahIM. eTale ahIM kahe che. A AtmAnam zlokArtha "A AtmAne" maca mAtma: AtmAnI mojUdagI nirvikalpa svarUpa AhAhAhA... ema siddha karyuM paheluM sarca zAtmana:nirvikalpa caitanya mAtra prabhu evo je AtmA AhAhA anya dravyothI judo zraddhavo, "marca mAtma:" nirvikalpa vijJAnaghana prabhu. e astithI vAta karI. ane anya dravyathI pRthaka dekhavo e parathI nAsti. AhAhA ! che? "gAtmana" A to adhyAtmanA maMtro che, prabhu ! A koI sAdhAraNa vAta kathA vArtA nathI. AhA! bhagavAna AtmA e vastu tarIke jJAyakabhAva tarIke nirvikalpa abheda svarUpa tarIke je vastu che ene "garca mAtmana" 'A' AtmA ema kahyo che. AhAhA ! evA AtmAne "yat rUda dravyAntaregya: pRthak nam" anya dravyothI judo "ya i" ene enAM dravyAMtarathI anerA. AhAhA ! rAga ne navatattvanAM bheda paNa anya dravya che kahe che. ane tIrthaMkaradeva, devaguru e paNa anya dravya che, enI zraddhAdi che, te paNa anya dravya che - e anya dravyAntaremyo: potAnA dravyathI anerA dravyathI pRthaka. che? AhAhAhA ! anya dravyathI judo eTale pRtha varNanam dekhavo eTale ke zraddhavo. AhAhA ! rAgAdinA bhedo ne navatattvanAM je bhedo e badhA paradravya che. AhAhAhA ! enAthI pRthaka bhagavAna AtmA, "mAtmA' pUrNa nirvikalpa vijJAnaghana ane anya dravyothI judo zraddhavo. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 che? enuM nAma samyagdarzana che. jhINI vAta che bhAI. AhAhA ! (zrotAH- guru to mahAna upakArI che ane pRthaka to kema kahevAya?) enAthI judo, vANI ne gurudeva e anya dravya che, e to anya dravya che, paNa tenI mAnyatAno bhAva je che e paNa rAga te anya dravya che. AhAhAhA ! bhAI ! mULa cIja, atyAre to muzkelI thaI paDI lokone, satya vAtane khoTI TharAvavI ne khoTIne satya TharAvavI e. AhAhA! "asya AtmA nirvikalpa vijJAnaghana je tattva vastu ene anerA dravyo, enAthI anerA dravyo, dravyAntara che ne? dravyAntara eTale potAnA dravyathI anerA dravyo. AhAhAhA ! "asya AtmA e svadravya thayuM ane ene dravyAntarebhyaH, potAthI jeTalA anerA puNya ne pApa, rAga ne dayAdAna kAma krodha ke deva guru zAstra Adi ke navatattvanA bhedano bhAva e paNa anya dravyamAM jAya che. AhAhA ! che ke nahIM emAM juvo ne? ( zrotAH- ghara choDIne dUra dUrathI ahIM AvIe chIe.) koNe choDyuM che ghara? kone kahevuM ghara? ghara hatuM ke di' nyAM? gvAliyaramAM ghara che? AhAhA ! ghara to ahIM "asya AtmAnamaH" e ghara che. AhAhA ! bhajanamAM nathI AvyuM? aba tuma kabahu na nija ghara Aye "aba tuma kabahu na nijaghara Aye, para ghara bhamata nAma aneka dharAye" mai krodhI ne meM rAgI ne meM puNavaMta meM lakSmIvaMta ne meM bAyaDIvALo kuTuMbavALo evA aneka nAmo ajJAnapaNe dharAvyA, paNa kabhI A nijaghara bhagavAna asya AtmAnamaH jyAM asya AtmanaHnirvikalpa vijJAnaghana nija ghara. AhAhAhA ! kaho devIlAlajI! AvuM che kAma, bApu zuM thAya? enA jJAnamAM pahelo Avo nirNaya to kare, anubhava pachI. AhAhAhA ! enA vikalpa sahitanA nirNayamAM paNa AvuM parama satya je dravya kAyama nirvikalpa vijJAnaghana e anya dravyothI pRthaka che. enA bhedothI paNa e pRthaka che. AhAhAhA ! paryAyano bheda che enAthI paNa abheda vastu pRthaka che. bhAI A to vItarAga mArga che bApu! A koI kalpita ArapArathI kahyuM e nathI bhAI. AhAhAhA ! arere ! janama-maraNa karIne corAzI lAkha yonimAM eka eka yonimAM anaMta avatAra karyA, e avatAranA duHkho sAMbhaLe, AhAhAhA ! dekhanArane rUdana Ave evA duHkho sahana karyA prabhu, paNa A vartamAna jarI A mANasapaNuM maLyuMne A maLyuMne A maLyuMne bhUlI gayo thaI rahyuM. AhAhA! AhAhA! bhAI ! janama-maraNanAM duHkho ene maTADavA hoya to teno eka upAya A che ke je cIjamAM janama maraNa to nathI, janama-maraNanA kAraNarUpa bhAva to nathI paNa jenA dravyamAM vartamAna eka samayanI paryAya paNa jemAM nathI. AhAhAhA ! evuM je svadravya abheda nirvikalpa eTale abheda, nirvikalpa jJAnaghana, ene anerA navanAM bhedothI paNa bhinna pRthaka zraddhavo, pRthaka dekhavo eTale ke zraddhavo. Are ! bhASA to TUMkI paNa bhAva bApA. are duHkhI che juone, kAla parama di' no sAMbhaLyuM oluM rIkSA paMdara vIsa hajAranI rIkSA navI lIdhI ane have kamAvA mATe beThA sAta jaNA, cha jaNA juvAna ne eka choDI, kaccaraghANa badhuM mAthe basa pharI gaI, cAra ne choDI to tarata marI gayA be ne IspItAlamAM laI gayA tyAM marI gayA. AkhI paMdara-vIsa hajAranI gaI, kamAvA mATe karI hatI tyAM e pote badhAya marI gayA emAM. A dazA to juo bApu, AhA! evA bhava prabhu anaMtavAra karyA che Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 15 enI vAta nathI. ( zrotAH- AgaLa moTa2 hatI kyAM ? te bhava karyA che) e moTara nahotI to bIjuM tuM badhuMya hatuM. e vakhateya hatAM bhagavAnanAM vakhatamAM to mAthe vimAno cAlatA, devo AvatA. have AvatAne paNa e. AhAhA! vidhAdharonA vimAna hatA, manuSyonAM hatA. AhAhA ! are kaLAbAja badhI cIjo hatI, nohatI kAMI, ghaNI che. AhAhA ! ahiMyA kahe che, e bhagavAna AtmA navatattvano je anAdino jIvanI sAthe ajIva ne puNya ne pApane Adino saMbaMdha evA navatattvano anubhava e to mithyAtva che. e samyagdarzana guNa je trikALa che, enAthI ulaTuM e pariNamana che. samyagdarzana zraddhA nAmano trikALI guNa AtmAmAM che, pragaTa thAya e paryAya che tenI. zraddhA nAmano trikALI bhagavAna AtmAmAM eka guNa che e guNanuM mithyAtvapaNe thavuM, viparItarUpe pariNanama che, tene ahIMyA mithyAtva kahe che. AhAhA ! e mithyAtvanA tyAga mATe, AhAhAhA ! je bhramaNanA bhavano, bhavanAM bhramaNanuM kA2Na che, tevA mithyAtvanA nAzane mATe bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMda prabhu che, tene anerA dravyothI judo zraddhavo. AhAhAhAhAhA ! kaho choTAlAlajI ! AvuM kalakattAmAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI kayAMya. AhAhA !( zrotAH- kyAMya maLe evuM nathI ) AvI vastu che. zabdo thoDA paNa bApu zuM kahIe ? AhAhA... kahe che ke, mithyAtva zraddhA nAmanA guNanuM viparIta je pariNamana mithyAtva che, e anaMtA naraka ne nigodanA bhavanuM bIjaDuM che. AhAhA ! bhale te kahe che ke rAgAdi ho paNa AtmA rAgathI ne 52thI bhinna che. AhAhA ! evo asya AtmA, vidhamAna vastu bhagavAna AtmA, "A AtmA" 'ImAma ' kahe che A mANasa Avyo ema kahe che ne ? A bhagavAna AtmA, ( zrotAH'A' e to pratyakSa che. ) pratyakSa che, A e pratyakSa che. AhAhAhA ! 'asya AtmAnam' gajaba che saMtonI vANI, digaMbara munionI vANI to, AhAhAhA ! enI pAse jagatanA vidvAno badhA pANI bhare evI vANI che. A te vAta che. AhAhA ! lokone enI kiMmata nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? eka "asya AtmA"mAM to AkhuM tattva nirvikalpa vijJAnayanane batAvyuM, ane te paNa pratyakSa thAya che evo e AtmA. AhAhAhA ! kema ke enAmAM prakAza nAmano eka guNa che, AhAhA ! e guNano guNa zuM ? ke svasaMvedanamAM pratyakSa thavuM te teno guNa che. mati ane zruta jJAnamAM AtmA pratyakSa jaNAya, AhAhA ! ane pratyakSa jANIne je zraddhA thAya, AhAhAhA ! ene ahIMyA mithyAtvanA nAzanuM kAraNa ane mokSanA mArgarUpa kA2Na evuM samyagdarzana kahe che. AhAhAhA! anya dravyothI judo zraddhavo putata puvaeN niyamAt samya varzanama che ? etata eva niyamAta AhAhA ! te ja niyamathI e tat eva e ja ema, etat eva eTale e ja etat eTale te ja. AhAhA ! eTale ke zAyaka svarUpa je bhagavAna nirvikalpa padArtha che tene 52 dravyathI pRthaka zraddhavo te ja nizcayathI samyagdarzana che. AhAhA ! moMghu to che bApu. bAkI zuM thAya ? mArga A che ema eno jJAnamAM nirNaya to ka2vo paDaze ne vaLI pachI, anubhava pachI, pahelo to vikalpa sahita eNe nirNayamAM Ama levo paDaze ke A vastu che e aMda2mAM koI rAgAdinA vikalpathI, navatattvanA bhedathI paNa abheda nirvikalpa cIja tadna judI che. 'etat eva', 'etat eva' Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 "e" etat eTale "e" eva eTale "ja' te ja, te ja, AhAhA... nizcayathI samyagdarzana che. cImanabhAI ! AhAhAhA ! A bhavanA nAzano A upAya che. AhAhAhA ! prathama e bIjavuM che, pachI jJAnIne rAgAdi hoya, azubha rAtreya hoya paNa enAthI tenuM jJAna pRthaka kAma kare che. AhAhA! samajAyuM kAMI ? te ja niyamathI eTale nizcayathI, te niyama ja che. te nizcaya ene samyagdarzana kahevuM che. deva-guru zAstranI zraddhA ne navatattvanI bhejavALI zraddhA te samyagdarzana nahIM. AhAhA ! dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM e nahIM. AhAhAhA ! prabhu te tane kevI rIte oLakhAvyo jagata pAse? A huM AbarUvALo chuM ne, paisAvALo chuM, sAMITha varSavALo, vIsa varSathI A dhaMdho mAMDyo emAMthI mArA bAhubaLe paisA bhegA karyA ne Ama tAre dekhADavuM che badhAne? AhAhA ! ke tAre tane dekhavo che? AhAhA ! mane ATaluM AvaDayuM ane mane ATaluM AvaDe che ne ema tAre dekhADavuM che? ke tane, tane ja dekhavo che? huM? AhAhA ! te ja AhAhAhA ! "etat eva" niyamathI samyagdarzana che. AhAhAhA ! tyAre koI kahe A to eka samyagdarzananI ja vAta thaI. emAM Ave che ne emAM, mokSamArga to darzana-jJAnacAritra traNa che. A kaLazanA arthamAM Ave che. mokSamArga to traNa che, ane ahIMyA to tame eka samyagdarzananI vAta anubhavanI karo cho. zuM kIdhuM? mokSamArga to samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra traNa che, ane tame ahIM eka mArga pUrNAnaMdano nAtha ene samyagdarzanane jJAna karIne tene mokSamArga kaho cho to bApu! bhagavAna ! tArI mahimA sAMbhaLa nAtha ! tuM pUrNAnaMdano nAtha cho enI dRSTi thaI tyAM jJAna thayuM enuM svarUpanuM AcaraNa paNa bheguM che. AhAhA! hIrAbhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. (zrotA- e to aMdaranI vAta thaI ne kriyAnI vAto to kAMI AvI nahi) kriyAnI kIdhI ne? kriyAno bhUko uDADyone ! rAganI kriyA thaI e paradravya che, enAthI bhinna che. dayA-dAna-vrata bhaktinAM pariNAma, brahmacaryanA pariNAma, zarIrathI brahmacarya pALavuM ne A ne te, e badho rAga te paradravya che, e svadravyamAM nathI, e svadravya svapaNe che ne para dravyapaNe nathI. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM kaThaNa bahu bApu ! bahAranA badhA pILA lIlA dhoLA Ama dekhAya badhA emAM pacIsa pacAsa lAkha rUpiyA ne karoDa be karoDa rUpiyA thayA hoya. AhAhA ! (zrotAH- rUpiyA vagara nahIM cAle) rUpiyA vinA, svadravya para dravyanA abhAvathI ja calAvyuM che. zuM kIdhuM? e dasanI sAlamAM prazna thayo hato boTAda, naTubhAI hatA nAgarabhAInA moTAbhAI e svAmInArAyaNa(paMthanA) hatA. ne A hatA nAgarabhAI paNa pachI to badhA premamAM AvatA. dasanI sAlamAM myunIsIpAlITImAM vyAkhyAna cAlatuM hatuM. emAM eNe e prazna karyo hato vyAkhyAnamAM mahArAja! paNa kAMI paisA vinA cAle che A zAka lAvavuM. bhAI ! tame eka vAra A vAta sAMbhaLo, Ama svAmInArAyaNa pALatA paNa pachI to AnI kora prema thaI gayo vAta vAtamAM kuTuMbane badhAne atyAre to badhAne prema che, AnIkora enA nAnAbhAI to ahIM ja rahetAM. bhAI ! A AMgaLI e A AMgaLI vinA calAvyuM che. AnA abhAvathI A vastu che. AnA bhAvathI che ne A badhAnA abhAvathI che. ema AtmA pote potAno aMdara bhAva, svathI karyo che ne paranA abhAvathI karyo che. (zrotA - e to rIta batAvI paNa ene amalamAM kema Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 mUkavo) amalamAM mUkavo aMdaramAM zraddhA jJAna karavI te. svadravyamAM para dravyanA abhAvathI sva dravya TakI rahyuM che. are jenAmAM eka samayanI paryAya paNa nathI, evuM dravya svathI TakI rahyuM che. ene paryAya che mATe e dravya TakI rahyuM che ema paNa jyAM nathI. AhAhAhA! AvI vAta! (zrotA- kyAMya che nahIM) AhAhAhA ! e bApu ahIM to dhoLA-dhoLA pILA phare Ama zarIra Ama paisA ne AbarU ne pacAsa pacAsa sAMITha varSanI uMmarU thaI hoyane jANe ghaNuM karyuM hoya ema Ama dhaMdhA karyA ne ame Ama karyA dhULeya karyA nathI, karyA che badhA pApanA narkamAM javAnA che. karyA che e narakamAM ne nigoda javAnA che badhA. eya, tamAro Avyo che ne? bhatrIjo phakiracaMda! AhAhA ! para vinA cAlatuM nathI ema je kahenAra che, ene paramAtmAno evo pokAra che ke paranA abhAvathI ja tuM nabhAvI rahyo cho tuM. para vinA ja teM calAvyuM che. AhAhAhAhA ! tuM je svapaNe cho e parapaNe abhAvarUpe ja te nabhAvyuM che tAruM. paranI haiyAtIthI teM tAruM nabhAvyuM che ema nathI dhanAlAlajI! (zrotA- rUpiyA roja zAka lAvavA joIe ke nahIM?) koNa zAka lAve ne koNa de. AhAhA ! zAka to chokarAoneya maLe che. nAnA bALakane kayAM enI pAse paisA che? AhAhA ! paNa e to abhAva svarUpa che. zAka ane paisAnA bhAvamAM AtmA nathI ane potAnA bhAvamAM e nathI. AhAhA ! ' are ene kayAM khabara che potAnI tattva sata bhaMgImAM pahelI bhaMgI e che svapaNe che ne parapaNe nathI. AhAhAhA ! parapaNe nathI te rIte ja eNe nabhAvyuM che, para che mATe parapaNe pote paNa che ema nathI. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? vAta phera che badho bApu khabara che ke ame to duniyA badhI jANI che AkhI, abajopatithI mAMDI ne rAMka garIba mANasane joyA che. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- vakilAta thaI?) vakIlAteya A jAtanI dhaMdhAnI karI hatI dukAnamAM, pAMca varSa dukAna calAvI hatI. 17 varSanI uMmarathI rara varSa, paNa e to 66 varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. kAle amAre AvyA pAlejavALA AvyA'tA. zvetAmbara hatA gayA haze kAMIka haze, pAlItANA. pAleja ne miyAMgAma, beya gAmavALA AvyA hatAM. amane to ALakhe ne amArI dukAna tyAM hatI ne. hajI dukAna che ne hajI amAre kuMvarajIbhAInI amArA bhAgIdAra hatA phaInA dikarA ne enI dukAna che, moTI dukAna che, traNa chokarA che, pAMtrIsa cAlIsa lAkha rUpiyA che traNa cAra lAkhanI pedAza che. dhULanI pedAza che rakhaDI maravAnA che badhA. AhAhA ! e dukAnamAM huM hato mArI pitAjInI dukAna hatI. thaDAmAM huM besato, bhAgIdAra no hoya tyAre huM besato, bhAgIdAra hoya to huM mAruM aMdaramAM vAMcana karato. huM to pahelethI 18 varSanI uMmara hatI zvetAmbaranAM zAstro sthAnakavAsI hatA ne zvetAMbaranA zAstro vAMcato. gharanI dukAna svataMtra hatI. arere! e svataMtra nahIM bApu. svataMtra to bhagavAna ahIM je nirvikalpa vastu abheda che je e svataMtra che. AhAhAhA ! ane enAmAM prabhutva nAmano eka guNa che, bhagavAna AtmAmAM dhruva nitya. AhAhAhA ! ene para dravyathI pRthaka mAnatAM, enI mAnyatAmAM prabhutva guNanI paryAya paNa Ave. AhAhAhAhA ! e samyagdarzanamAM zraddhA guNanI paryAya, emAM prabhutvaguNanI paryAya paNa aMdara Ave, anaMtI Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anaMtI paryAyono piMDa te aMdara samyagdarzana. AhAhAhA ! e samyagdarzanamAM IzvaratA AvI mArI svataMtra dazA huM svataMtrapaNe mAnanAro mArI paryAya paNa svataMtra che. koInI apekSAthI nathI, mArI paryAyane koI hetu nathI mATe utpanna thaI che. AhAhA ! e samyagdarzananI paryAya te samaye 52nI apekSA rAkhyA vinA, phakata svadravyanAM lakSamAM hatuM eTaluM, e samyagdarzananI paryAyane 52nI koI apekSA nathI ke A vyavahA2 hato ne deva-guru mAnyA mATe samyagdarzana thayuM, ethI anya dravyathI pRthaka kahyuM che. anya dravyanI sahAya ane nimittathI thAya che, ema che nahIM kAMI. AhAhAhA! kevo che AtmA ? potAnA guNa paryAyomAM vyApanAro che. zuM kahe che I ? samuccaya vAta che hajI pahelI. che AtmA je vastu e potAnA guNo ne potAnI vikArI avikArI paryAya emAM vyApanAro che. eTaluM ja, astitva hajI to siddha kare che. emAMthI zuddhanaye bhinna batAvyo ema kahe che. zuM kahyuM e ? ke vastu je che bhagavAna AtmA enA jeTalA guNo che ane jeTalI enI paryAya che vikArI ke avikArI, e dravya pote guNa paryAyamAM vyApeluM che, 52mAM nahIM, 52mAM nahIM, 52ne laIne nahIM. potAnA guNo je dhruva trikALa ane vartamAna pragaTa thatI paryAya vikRta ke avikRta enAthI guNa paryAyamAM ja te rahelo che vastu tarIke. hajI viSaya tarIke zuddhanayano e pachI batAve che, A to e vastu AvI che ke jene 52mAM vyApavuM to che nahIM, 52thI potAmAM vyApavuM evuM che nahi. AhAhAhA! eTale ? vikArI avasthApaNe AtmA pariName che. vyApaka e potAthI pariName che. ene koI bIjI cIja che mATe vikArIpaNe pariName che ema nathI. AhAhAhA ! e pote ja guNa paryAyamAM pariNamanA2o vastu bhagavAna. AhAhAhA ! bhale vikA25Ne pariName paNa pote, dravya pote, dravya pote guNane paryAyamAM vyApeluM che. emAM koI anya dravya vyApyuM che, AvyuM che, prasaryu che (ema nathI. ). AhAhA ! bApu mAragaDA vItarAganA ! AhAhAhA ! judI jAta che bhAI. AhAhA ! ene pahelo 52 dravyathI judo batAvyo. ahIM to hajI, guNa paryAyamAM vyApe che, emAM, hajI to vikA2mAM vyApe che guNamAM rahe che, ema batAvyuM. enA sivAyanA bIjA 52 dravyo che, emAM e vyApato nathI eTaluM ahIMyA siddha karyuM. have ahIMyA 5ramArtha batAvavA AhAhA... potAnA guNa paryAyamAM vyApanAro, vaLI kevo che ? emAMthI je bhagavAna AtmA vastu che enA trikALI guNomAM rahe che. ane enI vartamAna paryAyamAM che. eTalI vAta sidhdha karI. hajI samyagdarzana ne I pachI kaheze. have tene zuddhanayathI ekapaNAmAM nizcita karavAmAM Avyo che. AhAhAhA ! e vastu pote trikALI guNamAM ne vartamAna paryAyamAM rahelo che vyApelo che, prasarelo che guNa paryAyapaNe thayelo che, evA AtmAne zudghanayathI eTale nirvikalpa vastunI dRSTithI joIe to, AhAhA.... ekapaNAmAM vyApanAro che. nizcita karavAmAM Avyo che. ekarUpa trikALa che. enA guNanA paryAyanAM bhedo paNa jemAMthI nIkaLI gayA ( che ). AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. be vAta karI ke eka to anerA dravyathI bhinna che e to vastunuM svarUpa paheluM samyagdarzanano viSaya batAvyo. paNa chatAM e vastu che, e potAnA guNa paryAyamAM vyApelI che. e vastu bhale Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 karmanAM nimittanAM saMbaMdhe vikArI paryAya potAthI thaI ne temAM e vyApelo che. eTaluM to enuM dravya ane paryAyanuM parathI bhinnapaNuM eTaluM siddha karyuM. hujI have emAMthI je guNa ne paryAyamAM vyApelo rahelo bhedamAM che, tene "zuddhanayata: pavachatve niyata" zuddhanayathI ekapaNAmAM nizcita karavAmAM Avyo che. AhAhAhA ! paNa ene bhedanA bhAvathI bhinna, ekapaNuM trikALI che tene zuddhanayathI ekapaNe batAvyo che. samajANuM kAMI? AvI cIja che, devIlAlajI! para dravya to bIjI cIja che upasthita che eTaluM che. ane pote potAnA anaMta guNomAM ane enI paryAyamAM naimittika vikArI dazA, emAM e pote vyApelo che, rahelo che. enuM AkhuM svarUpa A rIte kahyuM. samajANuM kAMI? have emAMthI AhAhAhA... nirvikalpa ekarUpa vastu zuddhanaye je batAvI che, temAM A bhedo che nahIM. (zrotAH- dravya-guNa-paryAya ane badhAM bheda ekamekamAM haze.) traNa e kIdhuMne. eTalI vastu che eTaluM. have e zuddhanayano viSaya zuM? e traNa nahIM. e to eka cIja batAvI ke A vastu jagatathI nirALI, potAnA guNa paryAyamAM vyApelI basa eTaluM. have emAM zuddhanaya te nirvikalpa cIja zuM? AvA prakAramAM rahelo hovA chatAM, nirvikalpa vijJAnaghana svarUpa je che te ekarUpa che, te e vastu che. AhAhAhA! bApu! A to alaukika mArga che A to apUrva vAto che. pUrve koI di' sAMbhaLI nathI, ane sAMbhaLI hoya to beThI nathI ene. AhAhAhA ! sAMbhaLI nathI ema ja kIdhuM che, cothI gAthAmAM rAgathI pRthaka prabhu che te vAta teM sAMbhaLI nathI. AhAhA ! e dayA-dAna-vrata ne bhakti ne pUjA ne jAtrAno bhAva rAga che e to, emAM e vyApelo che e paryAyathI, vastu tarIke joIe to tenAthI te bhinna che. AhAhA ! enI vastu tarIke joIe to te enI paryAyamAM rAga che. paNa have jyAre vastu akhaMDa joIe to, nirvikalpa vastumAM te guNanA bhedo ne paryAyanA bhedo nirvikalpa abhedamAM e nathI. e zuddhanayano viSaya nirvikalpa cIja che ekalI. AhAhAhA ! je "asya Atmana" kahyuM hatuM te. AhAhA! kevaLIonAM viraha paDyA paNa kevaLInI vANI saMtoe rAkhI che. e vANIno bhAva samajavo bahu alaukika vAta che. vANI to jaDa e to nahIM kahe ke mAruM A svarUpa che, ema kaheze vANI? AhAhA ! ahIM kahe che, prabhu ekavAra sAMbhaLa. be astitva siddha karyA. eka to tuM pote guNa ne paryAyamAM vyApelo che, evo paNa tuM cho. have emAMthI parathI to judo, 5ramAM to vyApelo nathI ne parathI tuM tArAmAM vyApelo che emeya nathI. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhAhA ! mithyAtva ane rAga-dveSanAM paryAyamAM pariNamelo vyApelo. AhAhA!tuM emAM Avyo cho, vyApelo tuM cho. have emAMthI abheda vastu je samyagdarzanano viSaya, zuddhanayano viSaya, olo to pramANano viSaya kidho paNa have emAMthI je pramANa che te pUjya nathI. emAM nizcayanaya te pUjya che. e nizcaya nayano viSaya to nirvikalpa vastu mAtra pote, emAM guNI A ne guNa A evo bheda paNa jemAM nathI. bApu A to mArga che, A kAMI vANiyAveDA nathI ke A thoDA bahAramAM thaI gayA moTA zeThIyA thaI gayAne thaI gayA A, e zeTha? nANAvaTIpaNuM halAvyuM ne Ama karyuM ne tema karyuM moDhA AgaLa, AhAhA... nokaro pacIsa pacAsa Ane, Ane dhULamAMya nathI bApA ! bhAI ! badhAM bhUtAvaLa che. (zrotA:- dhULamAM nathI paNa paisAmAM che.) paisA dhULa nathI to zuM che I ? Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 mATInA piMDalA che pRthvIkAya che. AhAhA! ekendriya, beindriya, traNa indriyapaNuM e vyavahAranaye che. paisAvALApaNuM to enAmAM vyavahAranayeya nathI. e to asabhUtanayathI mAne che, mAne. A to enAmAM che. ekendriya, be indriyapaNuM, chatAM e jIva nathI. jIva to aMdara jJAnasvarUpa te jIva che. kAraNake ekendriyapaNe jo jIva svarUpa hoya to kAyama rahevuM joIe. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhAhA ! ekendriya, beindriya, traNaIndriya, corendriya, paMcendriya, mANasa, deva, Dhora nArakI, AhAhA... e kAMI jIva nathI, paryAyamAM che. paNa e jIva nathI. jIva to ekalo jJAnasvarUpa che te jIva che. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? potAnA guNa paryAyamAM vyApelo che, chatAM have zuddhanayathI ekatva niyatasya-zuddhanayathI to ekapaNAmAM nizcita karavAmAM Avyo che. AhAhAhA! bhUtArthanayathI trikALI satya vastune dekhanAra jANanAranA nayathI te to trikALI ekarUpa che tema prasiddha karAvyuM che. AhAhA ! vAta evI che bhAI ! A kAMI vAda-vivAda emAM zAstranA moTA bhaNelA paMDita hoya ne to A vAta besene evuM AMhI che nahIM. (zrotA:- A to, vAda-vivAda karavAnI niyamasAramAM nA pADI che) AhAhA !niyamasAramAM to nA ja pADI che bApu! jJAnanidhine pAmIne ekalo khAje. svasamaya ne parasamayamAM vAda na karIza bApu evI koI cIja che. evI e koI cIja che ke ene have aneka apekSAthI jotAM vyavahAranI vAto vItarAge karI che, e paNa saMsAranuM kAraNa che have tuM zI rIte (nakkI karIza bhAI). AhAhAhA! ahIMyA to bhagavAna AtmA eka to e siddha kare che, ke e AtmA che e pramANa AkhuM dravya ne paryAya e zarIramAM vyApeluM nathI, karmamAM vyApeluM nathI, paradravyamAM vyApeluM nathI, e vyApyuM hoya to tenA guNa ane paryAyamAM vyApeluM che basa ATaluM, samajANuM kAMI? AhAhAhA ! have ene para dravyamAM vyApeluM nathI ane potAnA guNa paryAyamAM vyApeluM che e to pramANano viSaya thayo, paNa have zuddhanayano viSaya ene emAMthI batAvavo che. AhAhA ! ekarUpa nirvikalpa vastu je zuddhanayano viSaya che, je samyagdarzanano viSaya. AhAhA ! samyagdarzanano viSaya dravya ne guNa, paryAyamAM vyApeluM dravya e viSaya eno che ja nahIM. (zrotA- e pramANanuM dravya che.) AhAhAhA ! potAnA guNamAM paryAyamAM vyApelo chatAM zuddhanayathI ekapaNAmAM, "zuddhanayataH ekatve niyatasya' nirvikalpa vijJAnaghanane eNe batAvyo zuddhanaye. guNa ne paryAyamAM vyApelo e vastunuM pramANa che, paNa samyagdarzanano viSaya ne zuddhanayathI ene jotAM, ekarUpe e vastu che. samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM. upadeza sAMbhaLavo kaThaNa paDe ane A te kyAMno haze upadeza bhagavAnano haze? A te? are bApu eNe sAMbhaLyo nathI bhAI ! vItarAga jinezvaradeva eno upadeza kevo che bhAI, e to alaukika vAta che. AhAhA ! zuddhanayathI ekapaNAmAM vyApelo che. vaLI kevo che e to samuccaya kIdhuM, have kevo che? 'pU-jJAna dhanarI' pUrNajJAnaghana che. ekapaNe nizcita karavAmAM Avyo paNa hajI zuM e cIja che tyAre ? ke pUrNa jJAnaghana che. pUrNajJAnano pUMja che, ekalo abheda enI sAthe anaMtA guNo sAthe levA jJAnanI pradhAnatAthI vAta karI che. pUrNa jJAna, paryAyeya nahIM. AhAhA ! pUrNajJAna pUrNajJAna Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 pUrNajJAna jema pUnamano caMdramA, pUnamano pUrNa caMdramAM, pUnama kema kahe che sAMbhaLyuM? pUnama pUro caMdra, pUro pragaTayo che, mATe pUnama kahe che. pUnamamAM mAsa pUrNa thAya che, ne amAsamAM mAsa ardhamAsa thAya che. amAsa ardhamAsa. ahIM kAThIyAvADamAM bIjo rivAja che. suda1 mI zarU kare che. siddhAMta to vada ekamathI zarU kare che. pahelI vada ne pachI suda- kemake paMdara divase to amAsa Ave e to ardhamAsa thayo ane pUrNamAM pUraNa punama, caMdra paNa puraNa thaI gayo tyAM, soLa kaLAe khIlI nIkaLyo che. eka kaLA to sadAya enI khullI ja hoya che. samajANuM? AhAhA ! bIje traNa kaLA hoya che. ekame be, bIje traNa, pUname pUrNa, ema bhagavAna AtmA vastu tarIke pUrNa vijJAnaghana che. jemAM apUrNatA nathI, viparItatA nathI, azuddhatA nathI, alpatA nathI. AhA ! dareka zabdomAM vAcya che, e ene jANavuM joze bhAI ! A koI vidvattAno viSaya nathI. vidvAnono ke bIjAne samajAvI zakIe mATe Avo bApu e nathI A cIja to koI alaukika che. AhAhA ! e pUrNa jJAnaghana zabda eka ja jJAnane pUrNa lIdhuM paNa enI sAthe anaMtAguNo pUrNarUpa che, ekarUpa che evo e bhagavAna che. samajANuM kAMI? "tAvAna vaye gAtma" tAvAna jeTaluM samyagdarzana teTalo AtmA che. AhAhA ! pUrNa vastu che. tenI pratIta thaI anubhavamAM te e to vastu ja pUrNa che te pramANe. AhAhA! je anAdithI karmacetanA, karmacetanA ne karmaphaLacetanAnuM je vedana hatuM e mithyAtva hatuM. samajANuM kAMI? rAga ne rAganuM phaLa enuM je vedana ekAMte duHkhI ne duHkhanuM vadana hatuM. samyagdarzana thatAM ene jJAna cetanA pragaTI. AhAhAhA ! tethI te AnaMdanAM vedanamAM Avyo have. AvI zarato mALA ! samajANuM kAMI? etat samyagdarzana. AhAhA! pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanuM jyAM darzana thayuM ane tenI sAthe jJAna thayuM, ane tenI sAthe AnaMdanuM vedana. AhAhAhAhA ! eTale cAritra Avaze hAre. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? karma cetanA, karmaphaLa cetanAnuM anAdithI ajJAnIne vedana che. AtmAnuM jJAnacetanAnuM vedana che ja nahIM. AhAhA ! ethI jyAM pUrNa jJAnaghana che, evuM jyAM bhAna thayuM tenI paryAyamAM jJAnacetanA, zAMtinA AnaMdanA vedanavALI cetanA pragaTI. AhAhA ! ekalA duHkhanuM vadana hatuM mithyAtvamAM, e pUrNajJAnaghana che evuM jyAM samyagdarzana tene Azraye thayuM temAM jJAnacetanA, je jJAna, jJAnamAM ekAgratA thaI, tenA sAthe tene AnaMdanuM vadana thayuM, eTale A darzanamAM traNeya AvI gayA, ema mAruM kahevuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? samyagdarzana pUrNanI pratIti, pUrNanuM jJAnane, pUrNanA jJAnanI sAthe vedana. AhAhA ! (zrotA- sarva guNAMza te samakti) sarva guNAMza te samakita paNa A to traNanuM atyAre to kAma che ne samyagdarzanamAM e prazna che ne Ano atyAre ema ke tame samyagdarzananI vAta karo cho ne mokSamArga to traNa che. vAta sAcI bApu ame traNanI nA nathI pADatAM. AhAhA ! pUrNa jJAnaghana prabhu atIndriya AnaMdathI pUrNa ghana prabhu A to jJAnathI pUrNa kIdhuM, paNa evA atIndriya AnaMdathI pUrNa ghana prabhu, atIndriya prabhutva zaktithI pUrNaghana prabhu, evI anaMta zaktithI pUrNa vastu prabhu. AhAhA! bhAI enuM samyagdarzana ne jJAna thatAM cetanA paNa palaTI gaI, je karma cetanA ne karmaphaLa cetanA hatI, e jJAnacetanA thaI gaI. vedana palaTI gayuM. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 samajANuM kAMI ? bhale thoDo hajI rAga che, ene vedana che paNa e gauNapaNe gaNavAmAM AvyuM. jJAnanI paryAyathI jovuM hoya to beya hAre che. AnaMdanuM vedana paNa che ane sAdhaka che mATe rAganuM paNa hajI vedana che, jJAnathI joIe tyAre ema kahe. darzananI pradhAnatAthI kathana Ave tyAre ene AnaMdanuM vedana mukhyapaNe che tema kahevAya. AhAhAhA ! eTalo ja e AtmA che. joyuM pAchuM, samyagdarzanamAM Akho AtmA Avyo che. samyagdarzana che te Akho AtmA che. vizeSa vAta kahevAze. ( zrotAH- pramANavacana gurudeva ) pravacana naM. 55 zloka - 6 tA. 12-8-78 zanivA2, zrAvaNa suda-9 saM. 2504 samayasAra zloka chaThTho - hindI calegA, Aja chaThTho che ne chaThTho. zloka bolIe pharIthI. (zArdUlaviIDita) ekatve niyatasya zuddhanayato vyApturyadasyAtmanaH pUrNajJAnaghanasya darzanamiha dravyAntarebhyaH pRthak / samyagdarzanametadeva niyamAdAtmA ca tAvAnayaM tanmuktvA navatattvasantatimimAmAtmAyameko'stu naH / / 6 / / AcAryano pokAra che emAM juo to kharA. AhAhA ! Isa AtmAko 'asya' eTale A AtmAko e zuddha caitanya thana pUraNa svarUpa je asya AtmAko ema 'anya dravyose pRthaka dekhanA' anya padArtha cha dravyo, deva-guru zAstra usakI zraddhA AdikA rAga-usase bhinna zraddhAna karanA. A AtmAne anya dravyothI bhinna, apanA svabhAvathI abhinna, apanA svabhAvase abhinna, sUkSma bAta hai bhAI ! ( zrotAH- pha2mAvo ) aMtarmukha hokara usakA zraddhAna usako dekhanA arthAt zraddhAna karanA hI niyamase samyagdarzana hai. e nizcayase satya samyagdarzana dharmakI pahelI sIDhI kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! e samyagdarzanameM jItanA AtmAneM guNa hai saMkhyAe anaMta-anaMtAanaMta-anaMtAanaMta-anaMtAanaMta saMkhyAe jIsakA aMta nahIM, aisA anaMta anaMta je guNa hai AhA... aisA AtmAko zraddhAna karanA to jitanI zraddhA jyAM huI, to jItanI saMkhyAmeM anaMta guNa hai usakA eka aMza vyaktapaNe samyagdarzanameM vedanameM AtA hai, usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhA ! hajI to cothuM guNasthAna kahA paMcama ane chaThThAnI vyAkhyA to bahu AkarI che. AhAhA ! A to prathamamAM prathama bhagavAna AtmA anaMta guNano apAra sAgara usakA anya dravya ane anya dravyanA bhAvase bhinna dekhanA athavA zraddhAna karanA. e nirvikalpa samyagdarzana e darzana kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! ane jyAM samyagdarzana nathI tyAM usakA jJAna ne vrata cAritra tapa e badhA bALa ajJAna tapa bALa vrata hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? evI vAta che bhAI A. yaha kaisA hai AtmA ? " apane guNa paryAyaneM vyAsa rahenevAlA ( AtmA ) hai" kayA kahete hai ? ke je vastu AtmA hai, ye apanA guNa sahabhAvI aura kramavartI tenI paryAya usameM vyAsa hai. samyagdarzanakA viSaya kayA hai e pIche kahegA. yahAM to hajI AtmA kaisA hai ke apanA anaMta ,, Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 23 guNameM vyApta hai rahela hai aura usakI vikRta athavA avikRta avasthA usameM vo AtmA vyAsa hai, prasarela hai. Are AvI vyAkhyA have. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA e paradravyase bhinna. zarIra, karma, karmakA anubhAga bhAva usase to bhinna paNa apanA anaMta guNa hai aura guNakI vartamAna (paryAya) kramavartI vikArI ke avikArI. avikArIkA artha ! astitva guNakI paryAya avikArI hai saba guNakI paryAya vikArI hai aisA hai nahIM. ajJAnameM bhI ho ahIMyA to. samajameM AyA? AvI vAta che. astitva, vastutva Adi guNa hai usakI paryAya to nirmaLa hI hotI hai. paNa jo dUsarA guNa hai usameM kitanA guNakI paryAya vikRta bhI hotI hai. zraddhA guNakI, cAritra guNakI, AnaMda guNakI, pradezatva guNakI evA guNakI kartA-karma karaNa saMpradAna guNakI vikRta avasthA hotI hai. e vikRta avasthA ane guNamAM AtmA vyApela hai usameM rahela hai. paradravyameM nahIM. paradravyanA bhAvameM nahIM. yahAM paradravyanA bhAva eTale vikArI jIvanA (bhAva) e ahIMyA nahIM lenA. ahIMyA to paradravya karma zarIra vANI Adi vastu aura usakA bhAva nAma zakti enI je guNa paryAya usase bhagavAna AtmA rahita hai. e samyagdarzanakA viSaya hai kI nahIM e bAta atyAre nahIM. pahelI to A bAta hai. vastu kaisI hai, sArA pramANa kA viSaya, nizcayakA viSaya ane vyavahArakA viSaya. viSaya zabda trikALI dravya nizcayakA viSaya haiM aura vartamAna paryAya vikRta avikRta avasthA hai, yahu vyavahAranA viSaya hai. do milakara pramANakA viSaya hai. AhAhAhAhA ! to kahete hai ke "apane guNa paryAyameM vyApta rahenevAlA hai" A paryAyameM vikRta bhI lenA. samajameM AyA? e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, kAma, krodha, hiMsA, jUTha AdikA bhAva hai, yaha vikRta avasthA hai, usameM bhI AtmA vyAsa usameM rahela hai. koI paradravyameM rahela hai aise nahIM. aura paradravya usameM AyA hai aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA! e bhagavAna AtmA vastue trikALa zuddha hone para bhI, usakA guNa bhI zuddha pUraNa hone para bhI, usakI paryAyameM apUrNatA ane vikRta avasthA jo hai, vo bhI AtmA usameM vyApyA hai AtmA usameM vyApta nAma usame prasaryA hai. usakA vistAra vo hai, dhanAlAlajI!dravya guNa ne paryAya. dravya jo hai vastu e apanA guNa ane paryAyameM rahela hai. paradravyanA bhAva ane pAradravyamAM e rahela nathI. paradravyanA bhAva e vikArI ahIMyA nahIM lenA. apanA vikArI bhAva e nahIM. karma ne karmano anubhAga je jaDa, usase rahita AtmA hai. paNa apanI paryAyameM je vikRta avasthA hai, usameM to yahu sahita vyAsa hai. samajameM AyA? kayA kaha? (zrotA:- eka bAra Apa kaho paryAyakA IsameM abhAva haiM) e kyA? e to zuddhanayakA dravyanA viSaya jaba batAnA ho taba, ye to abhI kaha diyA ne! vastu jo hai anAdise e apanA guNa paryAyameM vyAsa hai, anAdise hai. have ItanA hone para bhI, samajameM AyA? bhASA to sAdI bApA. vastu to koI alaukika, samyagdarzanakA viSaya kayA, aura AtmA kisameM rahela hai. AhAhA ! anAdise koI zarIrameM AtmA rahA hai, ke karmameM rahA hai, ke strI kuTuMba parivArameM rahA hai, ke devaguru zAstrameM rahA haiM aisA haiM nahIM. anAdise rahA che to apanA je anaMta guNa hai aura usakI vartamAnameM vikRta aura avikRta avasthA hai usameM vo AtmA rahA hai. samajameM AyA? A pramANa kA viSaya batAyA. have usameM samyagdarzanakA Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 viSaya kayA yahuM pIche kahegA. AhAhA ! A... re zuM thAya? mULa tattvanI vAta ja pheraphAra thaI gayo ne eTale lokone vrata karo ne tapa karo ne A paDimA le lo. dhULa hai. (zrotA - e to kAmakI cIja hai.) kAmakI cIja huM ne rakhaDanekI. e zubhabhAva jo e to saMsAra hai, paribhramaNakA kAraNa hai-paribhramaNa svarUpa hai. yaha kahAne, AtmA vyAptA hai vikArI bhAvameM e paribhramaNa svarUpa hai. AhAhA! e paribhramaNa karmane kAraNase karate hai, aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! ahIMyA to bhagavAna AcArya, apanI vAta karate karate A vAta karate hai, ke amArA AtmA jo hai, ye apanA guNa jo sahavartI anaMta guNa hai usameM to haidravya, paNa apanI paryAyameM jitanA mitthAtvabhAva hai, rAga bhAva hai, vaiSa bhAva hai, kAma-krodha bhAva hai, puNya-pApa bhAva hai, vo usakI paryAyameM hai ane dravya usameM vyApyA (phelA) hai koI karmase vikArI avasthA huI hai aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? apane guNa paryAyomeM, apanI paryAyameM, vikArI bhI apanI paryAya hai, ema kahete hai yahAM. ye vikArI paryAya koI karmakI nahIM hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! are mithyAtva bhAva hai e bhI apanI paryAya hai, mithyA zraddhA hai yaha bhI apanI paryAya hai. (zrotAH- karmajanya hai?) karmajanya bilakula nahIM. e to nimittase kathana karAnA ho. e to nimittake Azrayase utpanna huvA ItanA, paNa hai to yaha apanI paryAyameM, apane kAraNase. (zrotA:- audayika kahete nA ) udaya nAma apanI paryAya udaya bhAva e apanI paryAya hai jIva tatva hai. tasvArtha sutram AyA nahIM, pahele adhyAyameM. jIva tattva hai yaha mithyAtva, puSya, pApa e jIva tattva hai. udayabhAva e jIva tatva hai. Ave che ne pahelA adhyAyamAM? e to pIche samyagdarzana batAnA ho, zuddhanAyakA viSaya batAnA ho tyAM pIche kahI bAta. pahele to ItanemeM rAgameM, vikArameM mithyAtvameM puNyapApa AtmA hI kartA haine vyAsa hai, aisA bhI siddha na karene vikAra parase hotA hai to apanI paryAyakA astitvakA bhI usako khabara nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! A to samyagdarzana thaye pahele, bhagavAna AtmA ! cAre kora bhale dravya paDA ho, karma, zarIra, vANI paNa yaha AtmA jo hai, yaha to apane guNa ane paryAyameM hI vyApta hai, basa ! AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? mithyAtvameM bhI AtmA vyApta hai. e darzanamoha karmane kAraNase mithyAtva hai, aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA ! rAga ne vaiSakA pariNAma jo AtmAmeM huvA, e cAritra guNakI viparIta avasthA apanemeM hai. samajameM AyA? aisA AtmAko khyAlameM pUraNa lekara pIche samyagdarzanakA viSaya kayA hai yaha batAnA hai have. AhAhA! AhAhA! kayoMki samyagdarzanakA viSaya eka nayakA viSaya hai ane A guNa paryAyameM vyAsa dravya e pramANakA do nayakA viSaya hai. pramANakA viSaya hai. zuM kahe che A? pramANa nAma be bhAgane lakSamAM le enuM nAma pramANa ane eka bhAgane lakSamAM le tenuM nAma naya. kaho AvI to bhASA sAdI hai. AhAhA ! pATaNIjI! AvI vAtuM che A ! AhAhA ! ahIM to hajI AcArya, A je tattva vastu je AtmA e para rajakaNo karma zarIra vANI mana emAM enI aMdara madhyamAM bhale dekhAya paNa vo usameM huM nahIM. aura usase vikAra huA aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 25 dravya nAma trikALI vastu, guNa nAma trikALI svabhAva, ane paryAya nAma vartamAna vikRta ane avikRta avasthA e badhAmAM AtmA vyApela hai. e vikArameM koI karma vyApela hai aisA hai nahIM. samajameM AyA ? ( zrotAH- have nayanI vAta ) enI pachI vAta. AhA ! pahele se ema vicAra kare ke vikAra hai, ye karmase huvA hai to pahelI paryAyanI astitvakI cIjakI khabara nahIM. samajameM AyA ? kayA kare ThumAre karmakA aisA udaya AtA hai to vikAra hotA hai. " karma bicAre kona bhUla merI adhikAI." jaDa karma e bicArA ajJAna jaDa hai usakI kayA, e to ajIva dravyameM astitva hai usakA, e ajIva dravyakA astitva caitanyakI vikArI paryAyameM e karmase hotA hai ? bilakula nahIM. AhAhAhA ! dhanAlAlajI ! A to che aMdara juvone aMdara, usakA to artha hotA hai. A badhA amAre zeThiyA AvyA nathI ? mohanalAlajI ane bAbulAlajIne badhA aMdara che ke nahIM paNa aMdara ? pAnAmAM lakhyA hai ke nahIM ? ( zrotAH- aMdaramAM lakhyuM che paNa aMda2mAM to amane samajAtuM nathI. Apa kaho tyAre mAMDa mAMDa samajAya che) AhAhAhA ! kahe che, kahete hai ke yaha AtmA, paheluM kahyuM'tuM ne ke Isa asya AtmAko 5dravyase pRthaka dekhanA, e nizcayase samyagdarzana hai ItanI bAta pahele kiyA. have e AtmA hai yaha kisameM vyAsa hai ? kitanA zaktimeM ne paryAyameM hai ? ke apanA guNa paryAyameM vyAsa rahenevAlA hai. AhAhA ! kabhI AtmA karmameM gaye nahIM, za2I2meM gaye nahIM, zarIrarUpa huvA anaMta vA2 za2I2kA, paNa AtmA zarIrakI paryAyarUpa kabhI nahIM huvA. AhAhAhA ! anaMta karmakA rajakaNakI madhyameM prabhu hai, paNa vahu AtmA karmakI paryAyapaNe kabhI nahIM huvA. aura e karmakI paryAya AtmAkI sAthameM hai to karmakI paryAyase vikRta avasthA AtmAneM hotI aisA kabhI nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA ! bAbulAlajI ! nyAM tamAre kalakatAmAM kyAMya na maLe paisAmAM dhULamAMya kyAMya na maLe. mATe kahe che ne ame ahIMyA AvyA chIe ne kalakatethI. AhAhAhA ! kyAM gayA choTAlAlajI ! AhA ! samajAya evuM che ne bhagavAna ! AhAhA ! AhAhA ! 5ramAtmA kahete hai yaha saMto kahete hai. saMto to ADatIyA hai. ke prabhu Ama kahete hai ne aisA hai, ke A AtmA je vastu hai, dravya tarIke padArtha, to usameM je guNa hai e usameM AtmAneM hai ane paryAyameM vikRta avasthA hai e bhI AtmA usameM vyApyA hai, koI 52dravya vyApyA hai ne vikAra hai aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? apane guNa paryAya, apane guNa ane apane paryAya mithyAtva rAga, dveSa, ajJAna, kAmakrodha viSaya vAsanA, e apanI paryAyameM hai, e apanI paryAya hai, AhAhA ! koI 52dravyakI paryAya hai ane 52dravyase huI hai aisA nahIM, ItanA to pahele siddha kiyA. AhAhA ! aura, aise hone 52 bhI, aisA rahenevAlA hone 52 bhI, pramANakA viSayameM guNa ne paryAyameM rahenevAlA hone 52 bhI zudghanayata: tve niyatasya "zudghanayase ekatvameM nizcita kiyA gayA hai AhAhA! ' ,, yahAM trikALInaya vo to do nayakA pramANakA viSaya siddha kiyA. have jo zuddhanaya jo hai, ye to ekAkAra svarUpa trikALa ekarUpa hai, usako batAte hai. AhAhA ! guNakA bheda ne paryAyakA bheda e batAte nahIM. e guNakA bheda ne paryAyakA bheda vyavahAranayakA viSaya thA to pramANakA usako viSaya batAyA. samajameM AyA ? AvI vAtuM have vANiyAne navarAza na maLe, dhaMdhA ADe Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pApa ADe Akho di' zeThIyA zuM tamAre kahevAya ? ( zrotAH- AmAM vANiyA ghaNAMya Avaze. ) vANiyA ja AvavAnA ne badhA. olAmAM ema lakhyuM chene bhAIe jaina dharma atyAre vANiyAne vyavasAyavALAne AvI gayo che. vyavasAya Akho di' dhaMdhA pApa bAyaDI chokarA kuTuMba davAkhAnA Injekazana A davA lIdhI ne A karyuM dhULe dhULa. ( zrotAH- mAMdA paDe to zuM karavuM ?) koNa mAMdo paDe ? ( zrotAH- zarIra mAMdu paDe. ) zarI2 ? e to jaDa che, ane jaDanI avasthAmAM AtmA nathI. AtmAmeM roga che e to mithyAtva ane rAga dveSano roga che. paNa e rogamAM paNa vyApelo AtmA che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! koI Izvare ene vikA2 ka2Avyo che, ke karmanuM bahu jora AvyuM aMda2mAM mATe vikA2 ka2vo paDe che ema che nahIM. enI paryAyanuM svarUpa ja vikRta thavuM te kALe, e rIte eno vyApelo AtmA emAM 2helo che. chaThThA zloka amArA jinezvaradAsajI ( kahA ) ke bhAI Aye hai nA, emanA mATe Aja hindI lyo kIdhuM. have maMgaLavAre zarU hogAne ApaNe, zikSaNa zibira. AhAhA ! bhAva to hai ye hai. hindImAM Ave paNa vastu to je che te ja che ne bhaiyA. AhAhA ! pahelAM jJAnamAM AtmA dravya ne guNa paryAya svarUpa che aisA pahele usako jJAna honA cAhie, e jJAna samyak nathI. paNa e jJAnanuM aMga pahele pragaTa honA cAhie. olAmAM AvyuM che ne ? emake bheda batAvavo che te jJAnano aMga che. emAM e jJAnano aMga e jAtano sAco thAya che. samyagnAna nahIM, paNa jJAna aMdara, darzana jJAna cAritra te AtmA ema batAvavuM, paNa emAM eka jJAnano aMga tyAM siddha thAya che eka vyavahA2no, kaLaza TIkAmAM che. samajANuM kAMI ? AmAM ja che, pAMcamAM kaLazamAM kaLaza TIkA che ne ? juo lyo e ja nIkaLyuM. pAMcamo kaLaza che ne ? "tevI rIte guNaguNIrUpa bheda kathana jJAna upajavAnuM eka aMga hai" e jAtanuM jJAna thAya che paheluM, e samyagnAnanI ahIM vAta nathI. A guNaguNInuM bheda kathana, e vyavahAranaya, AhAhA ! guNaguNIrUpa bhedakathana e jJAna upajavAnuM eka aMga che, jIvanuM lakSaNa cetanA ItanA kahete pudgalAdi acetana dravyose bhinnapaNAkI pratIti upajate hai, tethI jaba anubhava thAya tyAM sudhI guNaguNIrUpa bheda kathana jJAnanuM aMga hai. jAnanemeM ItanA AtA hai, pachI anubhava to usako choDakara hotA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? bhAI ! vItarAga mArga ! jinezva2 52mezvara mArga. ( zrotAH- vyAsano zuM artha karyo che kaLaza TIkAmAM ?) e vyApelo ja che, emAM. e to chaThThAnI vAta thaI. A to pAMcamAnI vAta che. e to pahelAM AvI gayuM che ne, astu ? cAritranI e to lAMbI vyAkhyA che. ahIM to samakitanI pahelI vyAkhyA karI che. emAM AvI gayuM che, zuddha jIvane anubhavatA traNeya che. joyuM ? zuM kIdhuM ? ahIM to darzana jJAna cAritra traNeya paryAyanayano viSaya che, e che ema vikAra paNa che ema laI levuM. ,, paNa zudghanayathI jotAM nirvikalpa vastu mAtrane jotAM zuddhapaNuM te rUpa che. vastu paNa e ja che ne ? vastu sthiti che ne ? " etat niyamAta samyagdarzana " - vyAkSuH vyApuH zabda emAM che ne. lAMbu che ne eTale etat niyamAt samyagdarzana. (zrotAH- chellI cAra lITI lyo.) hA che, juone, kIdhuMne, "saMsAra avasthAmAM jIva dravya nava tattvarUpa pariNamyuM che" A bhASA e karI, 66 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 27 e to paheluM pAMcamAMmAM AvI gayuM che e to kahyuM'tuM pahelA AmAM AvI gayuM che, e nava tattvarUpa pariNamyuM che e mithyAtvabhAva che enAmAM. AhAhA ! saMvara nirjarA sAcAnI vAta ahIMyA nathI, paNa anAdithI jIva ajIva puNya pApa Adi ane Asavano aMza nathI, eTalo e guNasthAne pahele eTalo ene saMvara vyavahAre gaNyo. ahIM karmano aMza khare che ene nirjarA vyavahAre gaNI ane baMdhano eka aMza ocho hoya ene mokSa gaNyo e dravya. dravya e naveya tattvarUpe mithyAdeSTimAM pariNamela che. samajANuM kAMI? Are... A. juo ahIM AvyuM, kAraNake A jIva dravya "dravyAMtarebhyaH pRthaka" ema AvuM hovA chatAM, dravya svabhAvanI dRSTi levI che, dRSTi lenA hai. AhAhA ! to pahele e bAta siddha kiyA ke paradravya to nimitta mAtra hai usakI koI cIjakI bAta nahIM, terI cIja jo dravya ne guNa jo zuddha hai aura terI paryAyamAM jo azuddhatA AsavanI puNyapApanI baMdhanI je hai bhAva baMdha e terI paryAyameM hai ne usameM AtmA vyApyA hai. koI paradravya ke kAraNase vikAra hai ne mithyAtva aisA bhAva hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? Avo mAraga che bhAI ! hajI to, A to ApaNe cAlI gayuM'tuM thoDuMka. A to amAre bhAIne laIne phIra hindI liyA. aura zuddhanaya, vo to usakA astitvameM dravyameM, guNameM ne paryAyameM astitvameM je hai vo batAyA. have zuddhanayakA viSaya kayA hai? AhAhAhA ! pramANakA viSayameM vikArI paryAya ke paryAyakA niSedha nahIM hotA. kayA kahA? nayacakrameM ye hai, ke pramANakA viSayameM paryAyakA ne vikRta avasthAkA niSedha nahIM hotA, mATe te pramANa pUjya nahIM. AhAhA! aura nizcayanayakA viSayameM hai, e paryAyakA niSedha hotA hai aura trikALI dravyanA Azraya hotA hai. mATe nizcayanaya pUjya hai. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI. bIjI rIte kahIe to vastu je che e anAdi apanA guNamAM to hai hI. paNa anAdi usakI vikRta avasthAmeM bhI vo AtmA hI hai. e avasthAmeM koI karma AyA hai ne karmase huvA hai aisA haiM nahIM. to aisI cIjakA pahele nirNaya kara kara have zuddhanayakA viSaya e to do dravya ne paryAya do kA jJAna karAyA. paNa vo pramANa to sabUta vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai. jarI jhINuM paDaze, kayA kahA? jo trikALI dravya hai aura guNa hai ne paryAya hai usako viSaya karanevAlA pramANa usameM hai ye. to e pramANa hai usameM do AyA, tethI e pramANa pote sabhUta vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai. AhAhA! have zuM thAya? kayA kahete hai. AhAhA! paMcAdhyAyImeM hai, pramANa e vyavahAranayano viSaya hai. kayoM ki tyAM eka na AyA. do AyA. to do AyA. vo pramANakA viSaya ho gayA, do AyA to vyavahAranayakA viSaya ho gayA, pramANa vyavahAranayakA viSaya. AhAhAhA !! bhAI mArga to vItarAgakA koI alaukika hai, lokomAM atyAre to eTalI badhI garabaDa, paDImA laI lyo ne brahmacarya lo ne lUgaDA pheravI nAMkho. AhAhA! ekalo ajJAnabhAva hai. (zrotAH- bAhya tyAga to kharo ne?) bAhya tyAga to anAdithI che aMdarameM, traNeya kALameM paradravyanA grahaNa tyAgakA to abhAva hai usameM. AhAhA! AdAna grahaNa karanA aura choDanAparadravyanA grahaNane choDanA usase to o rahita trikALa hai. aisA to guNa trikALa hai usameM. choDanA eTale nahIM hai aisA to guNa hai usameM usako choDanA eTale usakA artha e huvA ke Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 grahaNa kiyA thA usane ema mAnyA usane. jhINI vAta bApu! vItarAga mArga! AhAhA! have emAMya digaMbara dharma e jaina dharma. enI cIja alaukika vAtuM che bhAI ! AhAhA ! duniyAnA pApanA dhaMdhAmAM bAra mahinAmAM ghaNo vakhata eno tyAM jAya ene. heM ? covIsa kalAkamAM bAvIsa kalAka pApamAM dhaMdhA raLavA lakhavA ne A ne te, have emAM eka kalAka maLe kadAcit sAMbhaLavAno ane sAMbhaLe toya ene nirNaya karavAno vakhata na maLe. AhAhAhA ! eraNanI corI ne soyanA dAna, ema bAvIsa kalAka trevIsa kalAka AmAM rahe ane eka kalAka sAMbhaLavA jAya tyAM sAMbhaLavAnuM evuM maLe ke vrata laI lo paDImA laI lo tapasyA karo, rasa choDo, lUgaDAM choDI do. ekAda be lUgaDAM rAkho, rasano parityAga karo. lyo AvI vAtuM badhI. (zrotA - keTalA badhA pariSahu sahana kare che) dhULamAMya pariSaha nathI. samakita vinA pariSaha hoI zake ja nahIM. samajANuM kAMI ? pariSahamAM to sahana karavuM eTale jJAtA dekhApaNe rahevuM e. e to samakita huA pachI ene jJAtA dekhApaNuM rahe enuM nAma pariSaha che. dhanAlAlajI! AvI vAtuM che bhAI ! zuM thAya? bhAI. (zrotA:- jJAtAdRSTA paNe rahevuM e pariSaha che) hA ! enuM nAma pariSaha che. e pariSahu jaya che. are prabhu! AhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai, ke aisA bhagavAna apanA guNa paryAyameM vyApta rahenevAlA hai. "vyAsu Asrava puNya pApa baMdha bhAva usameM AtmA rahenevAlA hai, AtmAkI paryAya hai ne AtmA usameM AyA hai. anAdise e nava tasvarUpa pariNamana usakA hai. AhAhA!nava tattvomAM saMvara nirjarA mokSa e ahIMyA na lenA. dravya saMvara ne dravya mokSa.... aura "zuddhanayataH ekatve niyatasya" zuddhanayase ekatvameM nizcita kahA gayA hai. aMtarane jonArI zuddhanaya, jo zrutajJAnakA nizcaya aMza, vo usako dekhanese, e to pUraNa svarUpako dekhate haiM. samyagdarzanakA viSaya pUrNa svarUpa hai, aura zuddhanayakA viSaya hI pUrNa svarUpa hai. naya, jJAnakI apekSAse hai aura samakita, zraddhAnI apekSAse (zrotA- usameM apaneko kyA apaneko to dharma kI bAta sUnanI hai) A vAta to e calatI hai. (zrotA:- samyagdarzana to ho jAyane usameM kyA hai) dhULamAM... samyagdarzana e ja pahelI dharmanI zarUAta che. dharma kahAMse AyA, dhULameM? paDImA le liyA be pAMca ne dasa ne agiyAra ne. (zrotA:- paMdara hoya to paMdara laI le.) emAM zuM? ene kyAM AMkaDo ja gaNavo che ne? vastu kyAM che enA gharamAM? AhAhAhA ! (zrotA - hama choDa devA paDImA ko) paDImA choDa degA kA artha kayA? e to vikalpa hai, usameM choDa degA to? (zrotA - nirvikalpa hogA) nirvikalpa hogA taba choDa degA. AhAhA ! e vikalpa bhI AtmAkA AtmAmeM vyApta hai. have usako zuddhanayase dekhanese pramANakA viSaya batAkara parakI koI apekSA paryAyameM nahIM, aisA batAkara have zuddhanayameM koI bhedakI apekSA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! bhAI A to tIrthakara jinezvara deva. AhA! jene indro ekAvatArI traNa jJAnanA dhaNI, AhA... jene vaimAnikamAMthI chUTIne sAMbhaLavA Ave e vANI kevI hoya bhAI ! hai ? ( zrotAalaukika adbhuta.) ahIM loko kahe dayA pALo, vrata pALo have e to bhIkhArA kuMbhAreya kahe che. (zrotA:- bhIma agiyArase nathI kahetA.) bhIma agiyArasa amAre kahetA hatA ne kIdhuMne Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 amAre umarALAmAM, umarALAmAM sAMITha varSa pahelAM rivAja evo hato, amArA gAmano, bIjA gAmamAM ya hato ke zrAvaNa mahinAnI A noma che ne? ekama Ave eTale gAmanA je zeThiyA hoya e amAre rokaDa zeTha hatA. e be cAra jaNAM bhegA thaIne pAMpa pAMca sopArI laIne jAya. ghAMcI pAse jAya, ghAMcI musalamAna, tyAre e samaje ke huM huM A vANiyAnA paryuSaNano mahino Avyo. baMdha karavuM paDe, ghAMcI ghANI na kare. zrAvaNa suda ekamathI bhAdaravA suda pAMcama sudhI musalamAna ghAMcI paNa ghANI na pIle, eTalI mahAjananI chApa hatI. amArA gAmamAM pAMca hajAranI vastI umarALA rokaDa zeTha hatA. pahelAM to ThIka hatuM mANasa ThIka hatAM. pachI to ghasAI gayA. mANasa khAnadAna hatA. atyAre cha chokarA che amAre to sIttera varSa pahelAMnuM badhuM e ghAMcI musalamAna enI pAse jAya zeThIyA cAra, zrAvaNa mahinAnI ekame. eTale e samaje AjathI bhAdaravA suda pAMcama sudhI ghANI nahIM pilAya. musalamAna nahIM pIle. kuMbhAra pAse jAya, pAMca sopArI laIne, niMbhADo na kare eka mahino. zrAvaNa suda ekamathI bhAdaravA suda pAMcama sudhI. niMbhADo, niMbhADo samajate hai? (zrotA:- vAsaNa mATInA pakave I.) taMtrI paNa vANiyAnA paryuSaNa AvyA che ema kahe evuM to laukika rItamAM gAmaDAmAM hatuM. ane puruM thayA pachI paNa zrAvaNa suda ekamathI bhAdaravA suda pAMcama sudhI niMbhADA baMdha, ghANI baMdha, pachI paNa paheluM zarU karaze e vadhAre pApI che ema mAnanArA becAra di' AghA hAlyA jAya. koI chaTTe zarU kare, koI sAtame kare, koI AThame kare, evuM to musalamAnamAM manAtuM, mahAjananI vAta, e kyAM dharma hato? AhAhA! samajAya che kAMI ? AvuM to gAmaDAmAM hatuM. tamArA zaheranI to ApaNane kAMI khabara nathI. nAganezane badhe haze A to amAre umarALAmAM eTale to amane khabarane pAMca hajAranI vastI. have e niMbhADA baMdha kare, ghAMcI ghANI baMdha kare mATe e dharma che? e to tIvra pApa, vANiyAnA paryuSaNa che, zeThiyAo gAmanA che, ane emanuM atyAre prabaLa che, mATe ApaNe evuM na karAya. musalamAna na kare pAMtrIsa divasa sudhI musalamAna ghANI na halAve. ethI evI to laukika lAIna hatI e to. ahIMyA to paramAtmA kahe che, vikAranI dazA cAhe to e zubhanI vikAra dazA, bIjAne nukazAna na karazo, hiMsA na karazo. A na karazo evo je bhAva e paNa eka vikRta avasthA che ane emAM AtmA vyApela che, e vikRta avasthA koIe karAvI che ema nathI. have, evo AtmA dravya guNa paryAyamAM rahelo hovA chatAM zuddhanaya eTale je nayano aMza trikALane viSaya kare che tene zuddhanaya kahIe. eka akhaMDa AtmA abheda jemAM guNaguNIno bheda paNa nahIM, jemAM paryAyano bheda nahIM, nirmaLa paryAyano paNa jenA viSayamAM bheda nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA ! zuddhanayase ekatvameM nizcita kiyA gayA. ekapaNe nirNaya karAyA. AhAhAhA ! eka jJAyakabhAva dhruvabhAva, svabhAvabhAva, nityabhAva, sAmAnyabhAva, sadezabhAva, ekarUpa rahenevAlA trikALI e zuddhanayakA viSaya usameM nirNaya karAyA. samajameM AyA? are ! AvI vAtuM hajI to A kaLazA. mahA prabhu e vItarAgano mArga ekeka zloke digaMbaranA saMtoe gajabanA kAma karyA che. AhAhA ! evI vAta kyAMya che nahIM. AhAhA ! paNa emAM janmelAne tamane bhAna ke di' hatI Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 tyAM. (zrotA - emAM janmelA che evuM ApaNe mAnavuM zuM kAma ) paNa digaMbaramAM janmyA che ne A badhA. (zrotAH- nAmanA che) nAma nikSepa che, cImanabhAI ! AhAhA! bhagavAna sarvajJadeva, paramezvare ema kahyuM aisA kahA ke terI dazAmeM vikRta avasthA anAdikI hai, Asava, baMdha bhAva rAgAdi puNya pApa mithyAtva, ye terI dazAmeM hai, tuM usameM AyA hai, koI karmase AyA hai aisA nahIM. ItanI bAtanA jJAna karAkara, e samyajJAna nahIM. olAmAM kahyuM batAvyuM'tuM ne jJAnano aMga, have samyajJAna kaba hotA hai? ke trikALI bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha dhruva svarUpa jo zuddhanayakA ne samyagdarzanakA viSaya hai, e samyagdarzane trikALIko batAyA. zuddhanaye trikALIko jAnA. AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- zuddhatA trikALa ) trikALa zuddha eka vastu vartamAna bhale trikALamAM na lo, to vartamAnamAM dhruvapaNuM ekarUpa te teno viSaya, A to zAstra bhASA che. AhAhA!jemAM samyagdarzananA viSayamAM, ne zuddhanayanA viSayamAM guNaguNIno bheda paNa na Ave, enI vikArI paryAya to na Ave paNa avikArI paryAya samyagdarzanakI paryAya samyagdarzananA viSayamAM na Ave. AhAhA ! samaja AyA? AhAhAhA ! A to saMtonI vANI che bApA! digaMbara saMto eTale kevaLInA keDAyato. AhA! kevaLajJAnInA keDe cAlanArA, ane kevaLajJAna lenArA eka be bhave mokSa janArA. e saMtone karuNAno vikalpa AyA to A zAstra bana gayA. AhA! to kahete hai, ke Ama AtmA dekho to terI vikArI paryAyameM bhI vyAsa to hai. sArA dravya paryAya dekhanese to ye doya usakI hai paNa have usakA kalyANa karanekA upAya batAnA hai, to usameM to ekarUpa trikALa dravya jo hai dhruva vo zuddhanaye batAyA. ye dravya guNa paryAyameM vyApta hone para bhI, zuddhanaye ekalA dravyako batAyA. dravya guNa paryAyameM vyApta nAma rahelA hone para bhI samyagdarzane ekalA trikALIko batAyA. trikALI te huM. paramAtma dravya te huM. e AyAne 320 gAthAmeM, jayasena AcAryanI TIkAmAM 320, meM to paramAtma dravya huM. hai? 320 nahIM? vyAkhyAna ho gayA hai. juo, saMskRta TIkA hai(gujarAtI) "je sakala nirAvaraNa, akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya, avinazvara, zuddha pAriNAmika parama bhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtma dravya te ja huM chuM". juo A samyagdarzanano viSaya A zuddhanayano A viSaya. AhAhA ! viSaya nAma dhyeya. AhAhA! samyagdarzananuM dhyeya, dhruva dhyeya che. dhruva dhyeya hai. samyagdarzanakA viSaya guNaguNI bheda ne paryAya usakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhAhA ! kSAyika samyagdarzanakA viSaya bhI dhruva hai, kSAyika samakita samakitakA viSaya nahIM. A to saMskRta TIkA che. A to ghaNuM hAlyuM A to teMtAlIsa varSa uparAMta hAlyuM A to. AhAhA! bhAI ! eNe samajavuM paDaze bApu! coryAsI lAkhanA duHkho eNe vezyA che. e kAle AvyuM'tuM olAmAM sajjAmAM, cha DhALAmAM ke enA duHkhanI bhASA karoDa jIbhe na kahevAya bApu! AhAhA! emAM AvyuM'tuM. eNe duHkha veThyAM che bhAI enI paryAyamAM, saMyoganA nahIM, mithyAtva ane rAga dveSanA malina pariNAma mahA duHkharUpa ene eNe veThyA che. e duHkhanI vAta karoDo jIbhathI kahI zakAya nahIM. bhAI ! AhAhA! are ! tuM bhUlI gayo prabhu tane, tArI tane dayA na maLe nAtha, tuM koNa cho? kyAM cho? AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? kAle AvyuM tuM DhALAmAM. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31 zloka - 6 ane eka e AvyuM'tuM nigodamAMthI trasanI paryAya prApta thAya e ciMtAmaNI ( ratana ) jevuM che. AhAhA ! trasapaNuM hajI be indriya, traNa indriya, cAra indriya AhAhA bhAI ! tane A mAMDa maLyuM, nigodanA godamAM paDayo hato, prabhu anaMta kALamAM duHkhI. AhA ! bhAI ! tuM bahA2 nIkaLyone have tuM. AhAhA ! e ciMtAmaNI ratana jema maLe tema trasa thAya. AhAhA ! A manuSyapaNuM ne emAM A bhagavAnanI vANIno yogane, AhAhA... e badhuM maLyuM chatAM, jo e zudghanayano viSaya dRSTimAM na lIdho to badhuM nirarthaka jaze. AhAhAhA ! tArA dAna ne dayA ne maMdiro banAvyA ne karoDo rUpiyA kharcyA ne, AhAhA ! A moTA 26-26 lAkhanA makAna ne mATe tyAM dha2ma thaI gayo aMdara ne AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- dharma to nathI paNa kAMI madada to ka2ze !) jarIye madada ka2ze nahIM, nukazAna karaze. zubhabhAva to AtmAmAM nukazAna karanAra che. AkarI vAta che bApA ! vItarAgano mArga, AhA.... jinezvaradeva jenA indro taLIyA cATe, ane indro jenI sabhAmAM kUtarInA baccA jema bese tema bese, bhAI! e mArga kevo haze e bApu. AhAhA! e mArga sAMbhaLavo paNa mahAbhAgya hoya tyAre maLe ane aMtara puruSArtha kare to pragaTa kare. AhAhA ! A eTalAmAM hAlyuM. ahIM to hajI. AhA ! zuddhanayase ekatvameM, zudghanayathI jotAM ekapaNAmAM nirNaya karAvyo. guNa ane paryAyanI anekatA che. te bhale enA sattvamAM ho paNa have Azraya levA yogya vastu che e to trikALI dravya zAyakabhAva che. AhAhA ! emAM eno nirNaya karAvyo ekatvamAM. AhAhA ! ekapaNAno aMdara nirNaya kara. anubhava to tane samyagdarzana thAya, e vinA thothAM che badhuM. samajAya evuM che AmAM. AhAhA ! bhASA kAMI evI nathI, bAbulAlajI ! bhASA to tamArI hindI AvI Aja to. have loko Avaze ne kAlane 52ma di' thI, hindI loko Avaze ne have to zarUAta thaI gaI thoDI thoDI. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! zudghanayathI ekatvamAM nizcita kiyA gayA hai, kayA hai? "pUrNajJAna ghanasya" zudghanaye ekatvano nirNaya karAyA vo cIja kayA hai ? pUrNajJAnaddana hai bhagavAna ! AhAhAhAhA ! vikAra to nahIM, paNa paryAya jisameM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotAH- abheda tarIke to paryAya che ne ?) bilakula nahIM. abhedamAM paryAya kevI ? paryAya abhedano viSaya kare che. paryAya to abhedano viSaya kare che. enA viSayamAM paryAya nahIM. e to hamaNAM kahyuM paheluM e kahI gayA che. samyagdarzananA viSayamAM samyagdarzananI paryAya nahIM. vAta thaI gaI badhI, dhyAna rAkhe to badhI Ave che hAre. (zrotAH- be vAta thaI ) be vAta thaI. pUrNajJAnayana zudghanayano viSaya ekatva batAvyo e zuM cIja ? AhAhA ! jJAnanI pradhAnatAthI kathana che. bAkI anaMta guNano kaMda evo ekarUpa, (nijAtmA ) AhAhAhAhA ! e enA Azraye samyagdarzana thAya, e zudghanayano viSaya. bAkI badhA thothAM. A jyAM sudhI na kare, tyAM sudhI badhA ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA, poka mUkavA jevuM che ene. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! pIche thoDI bAta hai. vakhata thaI gayo. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ) Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 56 zloka - 6 tA. 13-8-78 ravivAra, zrAvaNa suda-10 saM. 2504 samayasAra. kaLaza chaThTho, zlokArtha pharIne thoDA. "Isa AtmAko anya dravyose pRthaka dekhanA" bhagavAna AtmAko anya dravyose, karma za2I2 vANI Adi saba dravyose bhinna dekhanA koMki ye bhinna dravya hai. AhAhA ! zraddhAna karanA. anya dravyose bhinna karake pUrNajJAnayana AtmA usakI zraddhA karanA ye niyamase samyagdarzana hai, ye nizcayase samyagdarzana hai. satya samyagdarzana A hai. dharmanI pahelI sIDhI dharmanA pahelAM pagathiyA- sopAna. AhAhA ! yaha AtmAne nava tattvonA vikalpothI ane paradravyothI bhinna aMda2mAM jovo. aMdaramAM bhinna karIne ene dekhavo, bhinna karIne ene zraddhavo, usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhA ! hai ! e AtmA kaisA hai ? apane guNa paryAyameM vyAsa rahenevAlA hai. AhAhA ! AtmA pahelAM pramANakA viSaya batAte hai, ke je AtmA hai ye apanA anaMtA guNo aura apanI je vikArI Adi paryAya usameM vyApanevAlA hai. kayA kahA ? ( zrotAH- pharamAIe. ) jo AtmA vastu hajI samyagdarzanakA viSaya kayA, e pIche legA. samajameM AyA? samyagdarzanakA dhyeya kayA hai, zuddhanayakA viSaya kayA hai, ke samyagdarzanakA viSaya ye saba eka hI hai. e pahelAM AtmA apanA dravya jo vastu hai e apanI anaMtI guNa zaktimeM vyAse hai, aura apanI paryAya vikRta avikRta jo avasthA hai usameM vyAse hai. dhanAlAlajI! ( zrotAH- samyagdarzanavAlA AtmA dUsarA hai ? ) e nahIM e pachI. ahIMyA nizcayanaya ne vyavahAranaya do pramANa hai. pramANakA viSaya pahele batAte hai. 52kI sAtha koI saMbaMdha nahIM ye batAnA hai. AtmA to pramANarUpa hai paNa pramANarUpameM nizcayakA viSaya AtA nahIM ekIlA. 52 paryAyakA bhI viSaya AtA hai, vo kA2Na ahIMyA to 52dravyase bhinna zarIra karmase bhinna, apanA guNa paryAyase vyAsa aisA AtmA hai, basa. usameM to aisA siddha kiyA ke apanA guNa ane apanI paryAya jo vikAra ho, mithyAtva ho, rAga dveSa ho, to apanA astitvameM AtmAkA vyApakapaNA hai. karmameM ne za2I2meM vyApakapaNA hai aisA nahIM, aura karma ne za2I2 dUsarI cIja hai e apanI paryAyameM vyApaka hai aisA nahIM. sUkSma vAta bApu ! A to 52ma satya bAta hai. abhI kabhI ene jacI nahIM, rUcI nahIM. AhAhA ! ( e bhagavAna AtmA A za2I2 karma Adi hai aMdara vastu usako to chUte hI nahIM AtmA. karma za2I2 vANI usako to AtmA te hI nahIM, aDate hI nahIM. AhAhA ! tyAre hai kaise ? kisameM ? ke apanI anaMta zakti guNa hai guNa hai jo trikALa vastu hai ne, vastumeM guNa zakti rahete ke nahIM ? vastu hai usakA svabhAva hai kI nahIM ? vastu hai svabhAvavAna hai, to usakA koI svabhAva hai kI nahIM ? ye svabhAva jo jJAna darzana Adi anaMta guNa hai vaha usakA guNa svabhAva hai. usameM bhI vyAsa hai aura usakI jo vikRta avikRta avasthA, avikRta avasthA astitvaguNa AdikI avikRta avasthA hotI hai. sUkSma hai bhAI ! viSaya ja taddana judI jAta che. ane rAgAdi duHkhAdi e vikRta avasthA hai. e sabameM vyApaka AtmA hai dravyaguNa paryAyameM. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 33 e vikArameM vyApta hai to apanI paryAya hai usameM vyApta hai. e vikAra karmase huvA ne karma vyApaka hokara yahAM AyA aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! pahele to cauda brahmAMDameM AtmA eka vastu hai e kitanemeM hai ne kaisA hai, yaha bAta siddha karatA hai. AhAhA! yaha apanA jo anaMta guNa hai zaktimAM sakA sattva, vastukA svabhAva, vastakA guNa aura usakI vartamAna paryAya-avasthAhAlata e vikArI ho ke avikArI ho, avikArI eTale saMvara nirjarAnI avikArI paryAya anAdikI hai, e ahIMyA nahIM, anAdikI nahIM, paNa usameM jo vikAra hotA hai to guNa ane vikArameM AtmA vyApaka hai, aisI vastukI cIja parase bhinna ane apane guNa paryAya sahita batAnA, ye pramANakA viSaya hai! Are have AvI vAta! hai? apane guNa paryAyomeM vyAsa rahenevAlA hai. kala vo kaLaza TIkAmeM dekhA thA paNa zabda A nahotA AyA. pIche dekhA zabda AyA hai usameM. "vyAsu" pIche dekhA. pachI nava tattvanuM kahyuM 'tuM ne? paNa emAM aisA AyA. "vyAsum" apanA guNa paryAya sahita hai, bhAI ! pahelAM eNe mArga yathArtha samajanA cAhie, kayA cIja che. AhAhA ! anaMta kALase ajJAnameM cAra gati coryAsI lAkha yonimeM paribhramaNa karate hai, ye paribhramaNakI paryAya bhI usameM hai, usameM vyApaka hai, ema kahete hai. samajameM AyA? mithyAtva ane rAga dveSakA pariNAma yaha bhI usakI paryAya hai, usameM) vyApta AtmA hai, ye paryAya koI karmase huI hai ke ye vikArI paryAya karmameM jAtI haiM karmameM vyApaka hokara jAtI hai, aisA nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! aise guNa paryAyameM vyApta rahenevAlA, basa, ItanI bAta. have "zuddhanaya ekatva niyatasya' usameMse zuddhanayase ekatvameM nizcita kiyA gayA. kayA kahAye. AhAhAhA ! e vastu bhagavAna AtmA ane enA guNo anaMta ane enI paryAya emAM vyApta e AtmA. ye pramANakA viSaya, have pramANakA viSayamaeNse zuddhanayakA viSaya bhinna pADanA hai. samajameM AyA? vastu to ItanI apanemeM basa ATalI. have zuddhanayase usako dekhanese zuddhanaya ekatva niyatasya' e zuddhanaya to ekatvapaNAko dikhAte hai. guNaguNIkA bheda ne paryAyakA bheda e zuddhanayakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhA ! AvI vAta ! samajameM AyA? aMtara jo vastu hai ekalo dravya jJAyakabhAva o zuddhanaya usako batAtI hai. arthAt samyagdarzanakI paryAya jo hai, usakA viSaya vo trikALI dhruva hai. usakA viSaya dravyaguNa paryAyameM vyApta jo thA, vo samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. dhanAlAlajI ! (zrotAH- barAbara) jhINI vAta hai bhAI ! AhAhA ! aisA apanA astitvameM dravya guNa paryAyameM rahenevAlA hone para bhI zuddhanaya nAma nizcayanaya usakA viSaya jo hai ye to ekatva ekarUpa trikALa vastu vo usakA viSaya hai. guNanA ne paryAyanA bhedo vo samyagdarzanakA viSaya ne zuddhanayakA viSayameM hai nahIM. Are! Avo artha che. che? zuddhanayase ekatvameM nizcita kiyA gayA, ekarUpa trikALa hai. jIsameM guNaguNIkA bheda bhI nahIM. e samyagdarzanakA viSaya dhyeya e zuddhanayakA viSaya. AhAhA! are eNe koI di' aMdara vicAreya kiyA nahIM. ane emane ema ove othe jANe ne mAne e kAMI vastu nathI, enA bhAvamAM bhAsana AvavuM joIe. AhAhA ! A to sarvajJa paramezvara usase siddha huvA aura Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 lojIkase bhI vo siddha aisA hI hotA hai. samajameM AyA? paNa e darakAra kyAM ? AhAhA ! kahete hai ki prabhu AtmA zarIra vANI karmaki madhyameM rahete bhI ho paNa usako chUte hI nahIM ane e karma ne zarIra e AtmAko kyA hI nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! vo to trIjI gAthAmeM kahA, kayA? samayasAra trIjI, dareka dravya vastu A to tadna vAta jagatame nirALI hai. pratyeka vastu apanA guNa paryAyako cuMbate hai. apanA dharma nAma dhArI rAkhela zaktimAM aura paryAya usako cuMbate hai, paNa para dravyano eka svadravya kabhI cuMbate nahIM, chate nahIM, aDate nahIM. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? kala rAtriko kahA thA nahIM ? paisA hama dete hai dAnameM. (zrotA:- to barAbara hai) kayA barAbara hai? paisAko AtmA chUte hI nahIM, hAthako chUTe nahIM, ne hAtha paisAko chUte nahIM. aura paisA mai diyA, lo A. e taddana bhrama hai ajJAnIkA. samajameM AyA? kayoMki paradravyameM to vyAsa hote nahIM. apanI paryAyase paradravyano chUte nahIM. vyAsa hote nahIM. paradravya meM diyA meM rakhA meM liyA yahu vastumeM huM nahIM. koNa de ane koNa le. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta bahu bApu! AhAhA! zuM thAya? eka paisAkI noTa ho ke paisA ho rUpiyo ho cAMdIkA usako A hAtha hai ne yaha chUTe nahIM, aDate nahIM ane paisA jAte hai usakI kriyAse. aura hAthakI paryAyako AtmA chUte nahIM aMguliko, kyoMki apanA AtmA apanA dravya guNa paryAyameM apanA dharmameM vyApaka hai, parako cuMbate nahIM. zarIrakI aMgUliko chUte nahIM. pATaNIjI! AvuM che jyAM kalakatAmAM na maLe tyAM kyAMya AvI vAta. paisA pedA thAya ye to kahete the pahele aisA bAta. AhAhA! Avo mArga ! kahete hai ke eka dravya dUsarA dravyano chUte nahIM to apanA AtmA apanA dravya guNa paryAyako chUte hai, yahuM to kahA. samajameM AyA? have usameMse, ItanA nakkI kiyA pIche, usameM samyagdarzana na huvA, samyagdarzanameM to paryAyakA bhedakA niSedha hotA hai. pramANameM bheda ne paryAyakA astitva sAthameM rahete hai. (zrotA:I kAMI samajANuM nahIM) nahIM samajANuM? AhAhA ! pramANa jo hai yaha trikALI ko bhI sAthameM rakhate hai aura paryAyako bhI sAthameM rakhate hai ke paryAya usameM hai, aise pramANa apanA viSayameM paryAyako apanemeM rakhate hai, kayA kahA? (zrotA- pramANakA viSayameM dravya paryAya sAthameM rahete huM?) beya che. huM paNa, paryAya usakI hai ne usameM hai ke parakI hai ne parameM hai? potAnA bhAvameM hai, apanA kSetrameM hai, apanA svakALameM hai paryAya. AhAhAhA ! aisA hone para bhI, samyagdarzana pragaTa karane ko, AhAhAhA ! dharmakI pahelI sIDhI, dharmakI pahelI dazA pragaTa karane ko zuddhanayakA viSaya batAte hai ke o trikALa ekarUpa hai ye zuddhanayakA viSaya hai, samyagdarzanakA vo viSaya hai. kahete hai ke apanI zaktimAM aura vartamAna dazA usameM vo vyAsa hai vo to pramANakA viSaya huvA. e cIja parase bhinna hai aura apanese abhinna yaha guNa paryAyase bhI hai usameM aisA siddha kiyA. paNa vo samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. samyagdarzana ne samyakanizcaya zuddhanaya e bhAvazrutajJAnabhAvazrutajJAna, dravyazruta nahIM. bhAvazrutajJAnakA eka avayava jo vyavahAranaya usakA eka avayava haivaha to paryAya guNa bhedako bhI jAnate hai, paNa usakA jo eka avayava zuddhanaya hai Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 35 yaha trikALI ekatvako dekhate hai. samajAya eTaluM samajo bApu! A to mArga kabhI darakAra kiyA hI nahIM. dharmane nAme sAdhu yuvA digaMbara huvA, paMcamahAvrata liyA, saba mithyAtvabhAvameM hai saba bhAva ye. AhAhAhA ! yahAM to samyagdarzanakA viSaya athavA zuddhanayakA viSaya arthAt zuddhanaya jo jJAna zrutajJAnakA eka nizcayanayakA jJAna, usakA viSaya ekatva hai. pUraNa svarUpa ekatvakI dRSTi yaha zuddhanAyakA viSaya hai. AhAhA ! zazIbhAI ! AvuM jhINuM che. A to hindI huvA have hajI A to hindI Aja AyA hai ne, have abhI hindI calegA ne? AhAhA! e pUrNajJAnaghana hai. AhAhA ! vastu jo dravya hai ye to pUrNajJAnaghana hai. yahAM to mere aisA bhI tarka uThA abhI pUrNajJAnaghana hai to pUrNa zraddhA guNa pUrNa guNa zraddhA samyagdarzana guNa, paryAya nahIM, jo samyaka zraddhA guNa hai vaha usase paripUrNa che. samajameM AyA? phira... bhagavAna jo AtmA dravyaguNa paryAyase vyApta pramANakA viSaya batAyA, usase koI AtmAkA lAbha huvA nahIM. AtmAkA lAbha kaba hote hai, ke jo trikALI jJAyakabhAva jo dhruva e bheda ane paryAyakA viSayase bhinna ekarUpa jo trikALa vastu hai pUraNa jJAnaghana e samyagdarzanakA viSaya athavA zuddhanayakA viSaya arthAt e pUraNa jJAnaghana je kahA, vo hI pUraNa zraddhA guNa pUraNa hai, jJAnase lo to pUraNa hai, zraddhA guNase lo to ye pUraNa hai, paryAya nahIM. AhAhA! cAritra guNase lo to vItarAgI cAritra paryAyakI bAta nahIM. cAritra guNase bhI pUraNa hai. AnaMda guNase lo to AnaMda guNase pUraNa hai. AhAhAhA ! prabhutva guNase lo to prabhu prabhutva guNase pUraNa hai. AhAhAhA!Avo mAraga ! evo prabhu, pUraNa jJAnaghana, pUraNa jJAnaghana e jJAnakI pradhAnatAse pUraNa jJAnaghana kahI. bAkI dUsarI cIjase dekho to pUraNa cAritra guNa eTale zAMta guNa avikArI vItarAga bhAvase paripUrNa che. zraddhA guNase lo to trikALI je zraddhA guNa hai ye zraddhA guNase paripUrNa hai. AhAhA ! AvuM che. pUrNa jJAnaghanama:, pUrNa zraddhAghanama:, pUrNa cAritraghana, pUrNa AnaMdaghana. AhAhA ! "evuM tAvAnuM ayaM AtmA' jItanA samyagdarzana heM ItanA AtmA hai, AhAhAhA ! eka to ye bAta ke vastu jo hai usakA zraddhA guNa jo he e zraddhALuNa mAtra AtmA hai, eka vAta A to olyA.. AhAhA ! to kahete hai jItanA samyagdarzana utanA AtmA eka vAta e ke trikALI darzana guNa hai jema pUrNa jJAnaghana kahA aise pUrNa darzana guNa. darzana eTale zraddhA. pUrNa zraddhA guNa saMpanna hai. itanA AtmA hai. (zrotA:- paryAyano AtmA) pachI paryAyano AtmA Ane lIdho che. I kahuM chuM ne. pahelo to A guNane lIdho. pUrNa jJAnaghana kahAne? tyAM pUrNa zraddhAghana, pUrNa cAritraghana aisA lenA. have e pUrNa jJAnaghana saMskRta TIkAmeM guNa liyA hai, kaLaza TIkAmeM zuM kahevAya ? A kaLaza TIkA, A lyo ekatva niyatasya AvyuM, e ja AvyuM. rAjamala TIkA, dekho! AtmA! "tAvAn ayaM A ayaA jIva vastu tAvAn samyakatva guNa mAtra hai- apekSAthI che. jema e pUrNajJAna pUrNajJAna svarUpa hai. ema zraddhA samyakatva guNa pUrNa hai aMdara, samajameM AyA ke nahIM? Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vastu zraddhA guNa hai ke nahIM trikALa? jJAnaguNa trikALa hai ke nahIM? AnaMda guNa trikALa hai ke nahIM? cAritra guNa vItarAga guNa trikALa hai ke nahIM? to ekeka guNase dekho to yaha paripUrNa guNase paripUrNa hai. rAjamalajI! Avo mArga che bhAI ! AhAhA ! (zrotA:- A navI vAta AvI) paNa ahIMyA to aisA kahenA hai ke pUraNa samyaka zraddhA guNa AtmA pUraNa hai to IsakI pratIti kiyA vo bhI AtmA hai, kayuM kahA yaha? ke nava tattvakI zraddhA vo AtmA nahIM, ye anAtmA hai. bhAI ! nava tattvanA bhedavALI zraddhA e rAga hai, rAga e AtmA nahIM, e anAtmA hai. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA pUraNa zraddhA guNa saMpanna trikALa vastu bhagavAna enI pratIti zraddhA e paryAya AtmA hai. nava tattvakI zraddhAkA rAga e AtmA nahIM. e batAnA hai yahAM samajameM AyA? A re prabhuno mArga to eTalo gaMbhIra lAge che aMdara. AhAhA ! zailI vItarAganI bahu alaukika vAto che. AhAhA! ane te A saMto digaMbara saMta sivAya AvI vAta kyAMya che nahIM, huM nahIM, paNa ene samajanArA saMpradAyamAM paDayA ene paNa enI khabara na maLe. AhAhA! kahete hai ke "pUrNajJAnaghana eva" jitanA samyagdarzana hai utanA AtmA hai. AhAhAhA! arthAt je pUrNajJAnaghana, pUrNa zraddhAdhana aisI jo pratIti huI usakA dhyeyase jo pratIti huI e pratIti AtmA hai. nava tattvakI pratIti huI vo AtmA nahIM, o to rAga hai, ye anAtmA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? vo kAraNase trikALI jJAyaka bhAvakI pratIti aMdara zeya banAkara jJAna hokara pratIti huI e AtmA hai, ye AtmAkI paryAya AtmA hai. rAga e AtmA nahIM. navatattvakI zraddhA vo AtmA nahIM ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! A bhejavALI navatattvanI (zraddhA hoM). mokSamArga prakAzakamAM navatattvanI zraddhA je kIdhI che te abheda che e samyagdarzana "tattvArtha zraddhAne samyagdarzana" je umAsvAmIe kahA e paNa abhedanI dRSTi, samyagdarzana hai nizcaya. e AtmAkA pariNAma hai. AhAhAhA ! yahAM to olA nava tattvono bheda hai ne jIva, ajIva, Asrava Adi to e haiM aisI zraddhA karane jAte hai to usako vikalpa uThate hai, rAga AtA hai, rAgako tyAM vyavahAra zraddhA kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhA ! to e AtmA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA apanA pUraNa svarUpa ekarUpa usakI pratIti ne jJAna karanese jo pariNAma huvA e pariNAma AtmA hai. yahAM pariNAma hai ye to vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, samajameM AyA? paNa yahAM jo pariNAma hai usakA viSaya jo paripUrNa haiye upara usakA dhyeya hai. vo kAraNase vo pariNAmako AtmA kahA. kayoMki navatattvonI zraddhA ne vyavahArazraddhA jitanI hai e badhI vyabhicAra AtA hai, usameM rAga AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA! bhAvArthameM kahegA. samajameM AyA? ane A to avyabhicArI bhagavAna AtmA e pUrNa jJAnaghana, pUrNa AnaMdaghana, sukhano vRMda prabhu ekalo sAgara Akho DuMgara ekarUpa usakA jJAna karake pratIti karanA e samyagdarzanakI paryAya e AtmA hai. (zrotA:- paryAya AtmA kema thaI jAya?) kahA ne kI ye rAgako AtmA nahIM kahA mATe paryAyako AtmA kahA. vyavahArakI zraddhA ke AtmA nahIM, ye kAraNe usako yahAM AtmA kahA. nirvikalpa paryAya huI hai. AhAhAhA ! mArga to atyAre kyAMya... jagatane Akaro paDe evo che zuM thAya bhAI ? Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 37 e AtmA kayuM kahI ? do prakAre kahA. eka to zraddhALuNase paripUrNa prabhu he, e AtmA. aura zraddhALuNakI paripUrNa svabhAvakI pratIta kiyA, vo bhI AtmA. ye rAga nahIM ne vikalpa nahIM mATe usako AtmA kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? utanA hI AtmA hai Isaliye AcArya prArthanA karate hai "ImAma navatattva saMtati mukatvA" dekho AhAhAhA! AcAryano to AtmA prApta huA hai paNa hajI vikalpa uThate hai ne nava tattvakA, jJAnakA zeya tarIke, AhAhAhA! to Isa navatattvaka paripATIko choDakara saMtatisaMtati. A jIva ne A ajIva ne A rAga ne A pApa ne A Asrava ne baMdha ne evA je bhedonI paripATIko choDakara, AhAhA... emAM ekarUpatA na AI. paripATIko choDakara 'aya AtmA eka astu naH', ayaM nAma A, A, ayaM AtmA, eka vastu naH eka vastu naH" nAma amane "naH' no artha ahIM nakAra nathI. eka vastu naH eka vastu amane ho basa. AhAhA! loko bahAramAM tophAna kare che hajI ene potAnuM svarUpa zuM che ke zraddhA zuM che teno vicAra karatA nathI ne A maphatanA jhaghaDA ubhA (kare che) hai ekAMta che. are bhAI badhuMya jema che tema che sAMbhaLIne have. hujI pahelI samyagdarzananI dazA kema prApta thAya ne eno viSaya kayA ane prApta thAya to e pariNAma kaisA hai usameM AnaMda AtA hai aura e AtmAkA pariNAma hai, kayuMki rAga nahIM, Asrava nahIM, baMdhanA pariNAma nahIM mATe e mokSakA pariNAma hai, mokSanA kAraNakA pariNAma hai, e AtmA hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? kayoMki usameM eka bhAva, bhAva nAmakA guNa hai AtmAmeM. to jaba dravya svabhAvanA ekatva buddhi jyAM huI to usameM eka bhAva, bhAva nAmakA guNa hai, to vo kAraNe jo bhAva, bhAva nAmakA guNa jo huM e dravyameM bhI hai, guNameM bhI hai, aura samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM bhI bhAva, bhAva nAmakA guNakA pariNamana AyA ! AhAhA ! e AtmAkA guNakA pariNamana huvA, kayA kahA I? ahIM paryAyako samyagdarzanako AtmA kahAne. AhAhAhA ! ke AtmAmeM eka AnaMda ne jJAna ne zraddhA nAmakA jema guNa trikALa hai, aise eka bhAva, bhAva nAmanA eka guNa trikALa hai. AhAhAhA! are Isako pakaDanese dravyakI ekatva buddhi honese e bhAva, bhAva nAmakA guNa jo hai vo dravyameM bhI hai guNa meM hai aura paryAyameM bhI bhAva, bhAvakA guNakA pariNamana AyA. to e guNako e AtmAkA pariNamana AyA. samajameM AyA? A to bhAI tIvra puruSArtha hoya jene mATe jAgRta dazA joIe. bAkI pramAdIo ane ALasunA kAma nathI A. AhAhA! AhAhA ! AhAhA ! utanA hI AtmA. Isa navatattvakI paripATIko choDakara "ayaM AtmA eka vastu naH" aneka paripATI jo hai vikalpa nava tattvakA o ho paryAyameM paNa amArA Azraya karane ke lAyaka cIja to ekarUpa trikALa hai. AhA ! samajameM AyA? A saMto ema kahete huM ema karIne jagatane batAte haiM. ekarUpa trikALa jJAyaka bhAva, e ekarUpa amane prApta ho. vartamAna samyagdarzanameM prAsa huvA hai, paNa hajI cAritram nabaLAI kamajorI hai ne rAgAdi hai, to usako choDakara hamako ekIlA AtmA prApta ho basa. AhAhAhA ! Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38. samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 (zrotA-paripATI zabda zA mATe Avyo?) kahA ne chene krama eka pachI eka jIva ajIva Asrava ne baMdha ne mokSa ema prakAra paDayAne? ema paripATI A ekaDe eka, bagaDe be, tragaDe traNa nathI bolatA Ama AMka AMka paripATI. ema A nava AMka AvyA ne? jIva ajIva puNya pApa Asrava saMvara nirjarA baMdha ane mokSa e paripATI che. AhAhA! A mArga te mArga. AhAhA ! AcArya prabhu ema kahete hai. A to amRtacaMdrAcAryano kaLaza che. ema kuMdakuMdAcArya ema saMto badhA saMtonI, ke navanA vikalpo hajI samyagdarzana huvA, cAritra huvA, chatAM hajI vikalpa je uThate hai bhaktikA, mahAvratakA Adi vikalpa uThate hai, samajameM AyA? to e bhedako choDakara, AhAhAhA... hamako to ekIlA AtmA mokSakI paryAyavALA, kevaLajJAnakI paryAyavALA AtmA amane pragaTa ho. (zrotA - AmAM aMdara cAritra AvI gayuM.) cAritra to aMdara pahelA A gayA hai, paNa A to cAritranI pUrNatA kevaLajJAnanI pUrNatA e paryAya AtmAkI e amane ho. AhAhAhA ! arere! eNe anaMtakALa thayA. jainanA nAme AyA, agiyAra aMgeya bhaNyo zAstra, paNa emAM zuM thayuM? bhaNyo kharo paNa gaNyo nahIM. olAmAM Ave che ne? "vAMce paNa kare nahIM vicAra" e amAre AvatuM. dalapatarAma kavi hatA moTA. amArI nizALa vakhate sIttera paMcotera varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. dalapatarAma kavi hatA moTA ka. da. DA, ka. da. DA. eTale kavi dalapatarAma DAyAbhAI enA traNa nAma hatA. ka. da. DA. kavi dalapatarAma poNoso varSa pahelAMnI vAta che, amArI parIkSA jyAre letA. ahIM to parIkSAmAM amane to e vakhate kAMI lAgatuM nahotuM. je je parIkSA ApIe emAM parIkSAmAM pAsa pahele naMbare. kAraNa ke e to sAdhAraNa bhaNatara. e to aMdara... AhAhA ! paNa e dalapatarAma ema kahetA ke "vAMce paNa nahIM kare vicAra e samaje nahIM saghaLo sAra." vAMce paNa eno vicAra kare nahIM ke A zuM che, A bhAva zuM? A vastu zuM? A sthiti zuM? AhAhA ! ane eka zabda Avato to e vakhate "prabhutA prabhu tArI to kharI." (zrotA- kyAre) kyAre? "prabhutA prabhu tArI to kharI, mujaro, mujaro, mujaro muja roga le harI" A to poNoso varSa pahelAMnI vAta. tera varSanI uMmara hatI ne. AhAhA ! kavi hoMziyAra hatA bahu kavi hoMziyAra hatA. ApaNe ene joyela nahIM. enA bhAIne joyela. enA dIkarA hatA ne sAMITha varSanuM ujavyuM hatuM ne ahIM? ahIM gurukuLamAM ujavyuM hatuM sAMITha varSanuM, kavi nAnAlAla enA eka moTA bhAI hatA vaDhavANamAM e vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA, dalapatarAma.(nA) jyAM jyAM jAIe tyAM moTA moTA mANaso sAMbhaLavA Ave kharA, (tene) bese na bese te judI vAta. eka bIjA che tyAM vaDhavANamAM nAnAlAlathI bIjA, nahIM ? e Ama kahetA'tA "prabhutA' AtmAmAM prabhu nAmano eka guNa che. A bhAI ene khabara nathI. AtmAmAM IzvarapaNA nAmanI zakti guNa che. heM ne? 47 zakti. jIvatara, citi, dezi, jJAna, sukha, vIrya, prabhu, sAtamo guNa hai. 47 kA varNana hai. A sAtamo to prabhu Izvara terA guNa hai. aMdara to prabhutA prabhupaNuM terI to kharI. "mujaro muja roga le harI. ajJAnanA rogano nAza karI de ane terI prabhutA pragaTa kare to terI prabhutA kharI. AhAhA ! ene to bIjI vAta hatI IzvaranI vAtuMne. Izvara kartA ne Ama huM to Ama(artha) karI nAkhato. samajANuM che kAMI ? AhAhA ! e Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 39 navatattvanA prakAra bhedone choDI daI "yaha AtmA eka hI" eka hI ekAMta karate hai dekho, "eka astu naH" eka ja amane ho. ekAMta nahIM karate? paryAya bhI ho, bheda bhI ho to anekAMta hotA hai, aisA nahIM. e aisA eka AtmAkA bhAna huvA taba paryAyakA jJAna hote hI (usako ) anekAnta kahenemeM AtA hai. samyajJAna huvA ekalA caitanya uparakA eka sabhyajJAna ekAnta apanemeM huvA taba vo jJAna aparaprakAzaka hone se paryAya ne rAga hai usakA jJAna karate hai. yaha anekAnta hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! bhAvArtha vo TIkA huI "sarva svAbhAvika ane naimittika apanI avasthApa" kayA kahete hai? AtmA jo anaMta guNa jo svAbhAvika hai aura usakI avasthA jo svAbhAvika ho, aura naimittika karmanA nimittanA saMge jo vikRta avasthA ho, apanemeM apanese naimitika apanI avasthApa "guNa paryAya bhedomeM vyApanevAlA" AhAhAhA ! apanI zakti eTale guNo trikALa aura vartamAna paryAya. vikRta avikRta. naimittika eTale nimitta karmanA saMge utpanna huvA jo apanemeM apanese, aisI vikArI paryAya, avikArI paryAya ane adhikArI guNo, emAM vyApanevAlA yaha AtmA, emAM rahenevAlA A AtmA. AhAhAhA ! "zuddhanayase ekatvameM nizcita kiyA gayA hai" AhAhAhA ! zuddhanayase jJAyaka mAtra eka-AkAra dikhalAyA gayA hai. "eka-AkAra hai" eka-AkAra eTale eka svarUpa. jJAyaka ekarUpa trikALa hai usakI dRSTi karanese samyagdarzana hotA hai. dharmanI pahelI zarUAta tyAMse hotI hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! zuddhanayase ekatvameM nizcita kiyA gayA ekaAkAra dIkhalAyA gayA, usase sarva anya dravyo aura anya dravyoke bhAvose use alaga dekhanA, AhAhAhA! zraddhAna karanA. trikALI zAkabhAva ekarUpa svabhAva, usakA jJAna karanA, usakI zraddhA karanA usako dekhanA so niyamase samyagdarzana hai. nizcayathI satya darzana samyagdarzana usako kahene meM AtA hai. vyavahAranaya have bIjo naya. AtmAko aneka bhedarUpa kahekara AtmAko guNanA bheda ne paryAyanA bheda ne vikAranI avasthAnA bheda ne, AhAhAhA ! AtmAko aneka bhedarUpa kahukAra samyagdarzanako aneka bhedarUpa kahetA hai. vyavahAra samyagdarzananA aneka bheda, deva gurunI zraddhA karo ne zAstranI zraddhA karo ne nava tattvanI bhUdavALI zraddhA karo. AhAhA ! Asavane Asrava tarIke zraddhA karo, ema vyavahAranI zraddhA bhedarUpa kahete hai nyAM vyabhicAra AtA hai. tyAM samyagdarzana hotA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! vyavahAranaya vastako ekarUpa choDakara anekarUpa dikhAtA hai aura anekarUpakI zraddhA karanA vo doSa hai, yaha samyagdarzana nahIM samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! A to jayacaMda paMDIte lIkhA hai. vo pahele to AcAryakA thA. A to gRhasthAzramameM rahenevAlA paMDIta usane lIkhA hai. hai? vyavahAranaya AtmAne aneka bhedarUpa kahete hai. samyagdarzanane aneka bhedarUpa kahe che. devane mAno. bhagavAna deva hoM. gurune mAno, zAstrane mAno. navatattvane mAno AvA bhedane anekane mAno vahIM vyabhicAra AtA hai. niyama nahIM rahetA. nizcaya samyagdarzana nahIM hotA usameM, ekarUpatA nahIM hotI usameM, AhA! samajameM AyA? Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ YO samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 zuddhanayakI sImA taka pahoMcane para, AhAhAhA ! svarUpanI ekatAnI naya jo batAte hai ekatA. enI sImA nAma maryAdA zuddhanayakI sImA ekarUpako batAnA hai. nizcayanayakI maryAdA ekarUpako batAtI hai. AhAhA! have A eka jaNo kahe ke A samayasAra huM paMdara divasamAM vAMcI gayo to, tame samayasAra bahu vakhANa karo cho. bApu enI ekeka paMkita samAjanA prabhu A to maMtro hai. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! lyo AvI gayA DAkaTarajI. ThIka. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! zuddhanayakI sImA taka pahoMcane para, AhAhAhA ! eka zAkabhAva pUrNarUpa batAnevAlI zuddhanaya usakI maryAdA taka dekhanese, vyabhicAra nahIM rahetA. anekatAmeM zraddhA karanA vo tyAM nahIM rahetA. ekarUpakI zraddhA karanA vo samyagdarzana rahete hai. e avyabhicArI samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhA ! Isaliye niyamarUpa hai. yathArtha nizcayarUpa hai. trikALa ekarUpa paramAnaMda prabhu usakA jJAna karake pratIti karanA anubhava karake, usameM doSa nahIM rahetA. vyabhicAra nahIM rahetA, anekatA nahIM rahetI. ekarUpatA usameM dRSTimeM AtA hai, vo niyamase hai. zuddhanayakA viSayabhUta AtmA pUrNajJAnaghana hai. AhAhA ! e bhagavAna to pUrNajJAnaghana hai, pUrNa zraddhAghana hai, AnaMdaghana hai, jJAnakI pradhAnatAse kathana hai nai? to kaisA hai jJAnaghana ? sarva lokAlokako jAnanevAlA jJAnasvarUpa hai. usakA artha aisA nahIM che ke e lokAlokako paryAyameM jAnate hai. usakI zakti lokAlokako jAnane kI zakti usameM hai. samajameM AyA? harIbhAI ! khabara che? enA bApA hatA ema kahetA ke e to lokAlokane e jANe pachI samyagdarzana thAya. khabara che ne? e mAMdA hatA ne meDI upara gayA hatA ne morabI ? A to lokAlokane jANavuM e to enI zakti che guNanI, jJAnano svabhAva lokAlokane jANavAno eno svabhAva che. lokAlokane jANe paryAyamAM tyAre pachI samyagdarzana thAya ema nathI ahIMyA. samajANuM kAMI? AvuM che, ghaNA paricayamAM AvelA hoya ne ghaNAM ghaNAM, AhAhA.... AvelA hoya ne ghaNAM ghaNAM. (zrotAH- parama avagADha samyagdarzana to kevaLajJAna thAya tyAre thAya che. ) e darzana to darzana hI hai. e to jJAnanI apekSAe tyAM paramaavagADha kahyuM. kSAyika samakita huvA to kSAyika samakita e pUrNa hI huvA. e to jJAna jaba huvA to jJAnanI apekSAe paramaavagADha kahene AyA. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! kSAyika samakita huvA to eka aMza bhI aMdara kamI nahIM have. AhAhA ! e kSAyika samakita kevaLajJAnameM sAthameM A jAyegA. zreNika rAjA gRhasthAzramameM thA hajAro rANI thI, hajAro rAjA cAmara DhALate the, kSAyika samakita thA. AhAhA!te bahAranI cIja kyAM naDate hai aMdarameM, aMdara bhAna huvA to kSAyika samakitI. AhAhA ! samakitamAM kAMI paNa uNapa, ochapa nahIM. AhAhA ! ane e kSAyika samakita lekara narakameM gaye. aura vo samakita lekara nIkalegA aura tIrthakara hogA. vo bhava chellA. samajameM AyA? pahelAM tIrthakara hogA padmanAbha deva. AhAhA ! ekarUpa trikALajJAyakakI pratIti jJAna karake ho, e te kAMI sAdhAraNa vAta hai bApu! AhAhA ! lakSameM AkhI cIja ekarUpa lenA e kayA cIja hai. AhAhAhA ! jJAnanI vartamAna paryAyanA upayogameM pUrNa cIjako tenA upayogameM. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? e samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhAhA ! pahelAM ja vAMdhA hajI zraddhA ne samyagdarzana e vinA vrata ne tapa laI lIdhA. Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 41 ho gayA sAdhu, mIMDA hai ekaDA vinAnA. AhAhA! zreNika rAjA gRhasthAzramameM kSAyika samakitI paNa mokSamArgameM. AhAhA ! kemake pUrNajJAnaghanA jJAna ne pratIti nirvikalpa apratihata e samyagdarzanase AgaLa baDhakara cAritra hogA ane AgaLa baDhakara kevaLajJAna hogA. to samyagdarzana saLaMga rahegA usameM. AhAhAhA! yogasArameM vo Ate hai gRhasthAzramameM heyAyanuM jJAna. Ate hai? gRha kAma karatAM chatAM heyAyanuM jJAna. gRhasthAzramanuM kAma karatAM ye to batAyA hai. kAma hotA hai usako jAnate hai. vRkAma karavA chatAM heyAyeyanuM jJAna. heya nAma bheda Adi vikalpa Adi heya hai. ane abheda akhaMDAnaMda prabhu te upAdeya nAma aheya hai. aheya eTale upAdeya che. AhAhAhAhA ! cakravartInA rAjyamAM rahyA chatAM paNa A bana sakate hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? yogasAramAM Ave che ne be ThekANe Ave che. munijana ho AtmajJAnI anubhavI ho ke gRhasthI ho AtmAno anubhava kara sakate hai. AhAhA ! ane niyamasAramAM to tyAM laga kahA hai, ke gRhasthAzramameM zrAvaka hai vo bhI samyagdarzana nizcaya samyajJAna nizcaya ane cAritra nizcaya usakI bhakti karate haiM nAma sevA karate hai tInoM. niyamasAra(muM) hai. AhAhAhA ! tyAre eka ThekANe aisA kahA kI zrAvakako gRhasthAzramameM zuddha upayoga hotA nahIM, aisA kahA TIkAmeM. hai? IsakA artha kayA? je munine zuddha upayoga hotA hai aisA zuddha upayoga nahIM hotA. samajameM AyA? zuddha upayoga na ho to zuddha upayogameM to samyagdarzana hotA hai. AhAhA ! aura pIche pAchaLameM paNa koIne paMdara di' mahine koIne turata ja hotA hai zuddha upayoga. AhAhA ! koIko paMdara divase mahine ho jAtA hai zuddha upayoga samakitIko. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana naM. 57 zloka -6 tA.14-8-78 somavAra, zrAvaNa suda-11 saM. 2504 samayasAra chaThThA kaLazakA bhAvArtha calatA hai. chaThThA kaLaza hai ne? yahAM AyA hai Isaliye AcArya kahete hai tyAM AyA hai. tIna lITI hai AkhirakI. kayA Isaliye? kahete hai vyavahArase navatattvakA bhedakI zraddhA vo zraddhA yathArtha nahIM. usameM to vyabhicAra AtA hai. niyamarUpa samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. bhedarUpa vyavahAra hoM. navatattva, AyAne? jaba taka kevaLa vyavahAranayake viSayabhUta usakI pahelI lITI. jIvAdi bhedarUpa tattvo jIva ajIva Adi navakA bhedarUpa, bhedakA zraddhAna rahetA hai. taba taka nizcaya samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. samajameM AyA? Isaliye, A kAraNe sUkSma bAta hai. bhAI ! AhAhA ! AcArya kahete haiM ke Isa navatattvakI saMtatiko choDakara navatattvanA aneka prakAranA bheda usako choDakara, zuddhanayakA viSayabhUta, AhAhA ! je AtmA anaMta guNa svarUpa, anaMta anaMta guNa svarUpa, je anaMta guNameM A AkhirakA anaMtamAM guNa hai aura A AkhirakA guNakI paryAya hai aisA hai nahIM, kayA kahA? AhAhA ! jo bhagavAna AtmA dravya jo eka hai, usameM anaMta guNa hai, to anaMta guNameM A guNa anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta lekara A AkhirakA guNa hai aisA usameM AtA nahIM. Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AhA ! jaise kSetrakA koI aMta nahIM ke kahAM AkAza purA huvA, AhAhA !apAra, apAra, apAra, apAra, apAra, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta eka kSetrakA bhI kahAM aMta hai aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA. vo kALakA bhI kahAMse zarUAta huI, e hai nahIM. AhAhA ! aise bhagavAna AtmAneM bhAva ye liyA e kSetrakA aMta nahIM, kALakA aMta nahIM, zarUAta ( nahIM ) aura chellAkA aMta nahIM. AhAhA ! aise A bhagavAna AtmA anaMta anaMta anaMta guNakA rAzi piMDa, e anaMta guNameM A eka be traNa anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta aise kahekara chellA AkhirakA AyA dharma guNa aisI cIja hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhAhA !( zrotAH- A bhagavAna mahAvIranA AtmAnI carcA che ? ) A to dareka AtmAnI carcA hai prabhu, bhAI gaMbhIra cIja hai. AhAhAhAhA ! hai vastu jo bhagavAna AtmA, A (nija) bhagavAnakI bAta calatI hai, IsameM ItanI saMkhyAmeM guNa hai ke AkAzakA aMta nahIM ItanA je pradeza hai aMta nahIM ItanA pradeza hai usase anaMta guNA dharma hai guNa hai AtmAe~. AhAhAhA ! kSetraneM usakA aMta A gayA asaMkhya pradezameM paNa bhAvakI jo maryAdA guNakI saMkhyAkI hai prabhu ! yaha koI alokika bAta hai nAtha ! e anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMtano A, A guNa chellA anaMtakA hai aisI cIja hai nahIM. AhAhA ! kayA kahete hai A, samajameM AyA ? jaise kSetrakA aMta nahIM. kahAM aMta hai usakA ? aMta ho to pIche kayA ? AhAhAhA ! eka kSetrakA bhI koI svabhAva alaukika hai, aura kALakA bhI svabhAva kahAMse pahelI zarUAta paryAyakI huI, AhAhA... aura kALa pahele zarU kahAMse huvA aura dravyakI pahelI paryAya kahAMse huI ? AhAhAhA ! prabhu ! terA dravya svabhAva, kSetra svabhAva, kALa svabhAva, dravya svabhAva koI alaukika hai prabhu ! AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? traNa lokanA nAtha jinezvaradevanI IcchA vinA vANIke kA2Ne vANI nIkaLI'tI. divyadhvani usameM aisA AyA thA. AhAhAhA ! prabhu tuma kitane guNakI saMkhyAmeM hai. AhAhAhAhA! jema vo kSetrakA kyAMya aMta nahIM. A kayA hai nAtha ? nAstiko bhI vicAra kare to A kSetra kahAM, kaThAM purA huvA ? ekalA vAMcana karake nahIM paNa usake bhAvameM vicAra karake, AhA ! kahAM purA huvA kSetra ? AhAhAhA ! koI anaMta anaMta kSetrakA svabhAva bhI aisA anaMta hai, kALakA kahAMse zarU huvA usakA bhI aMta nahIM aisA anaMta kALakA bhI svabhAva hai. AhAhA ! aise eka bhagavAna AtmAneM anaMta saMkhyAneM jo guNa hai, ye anaMta kitanA anaMta ? AhAhA ! eka kSetrakA jo anaMta hai usakA jo pradeza hai usase bhI anaMta guNA dharma guNa AtmAmeM hai. AhAhAhA! ItanA guNa eka 52mANu meM bhI ItanA anaMta hai. AhAhA ! zuM kayA kahete hai A ? prabhu terA svabhAva koI alaukika hai bhAI ! samajameM AyA ? rAgAdi vikalpa hai usakI to maryAdA hai, sImA hai. koMki maryAdita hai to chUTa jAtA hai. AhAhAhA ! cAhe to vyavahAra ratnatrayakA vikalpa ho, paNa vahu maryAdita hai. vo rAga maryAdita hai. amaryAdita nahIM ke na chUTe. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmAkA guNa amaryAdita hai. AhAhAhA ! zuM kayA kahete hai A ? amaryAdita, maryAdA nahIM kahAM A purA huvA, anaMta ne anaMta guNA varga karo topaNa jIsakA aMta nahIM Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 43 ItanA AtmAneM guNa hai, AhAhAhA! aisA anaMta guNameM guNa bhedakI dRSTi karanA vo bhI hajI mithyAtva ane vyavahAra hai. ahIM nava tattvakA vyavahAra viSaya kahAne bhedarUpa usako mithyAtva kahA. AhAhA ! dUsarI rIte kahIe to navatattvathI pariNamana dazA anAdikI hai, vo saccA saMvara nirjarA ne mokSa nahIM. paNa vyavahAre jItanA Asrava nahIM hotA usako saMvara, jItanA karmakA udaya jara jAte hai usako nirjarA, eka aMza baMdhako abhAva ho usakA nAma mokSa vyavahAra. aisA nava tasvarUpe to jIva anaMtavAra anaMtakALase pariNamana huvA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? to ahIMyA kahete hai AcArya oho... aisA navatattvakA bhedarUpa kA bhAva e vyabhicAra hai, vyavahAra hai usameM samyagdarzana nahIM hogA. satyadarzana e pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha anaMtaguNakA piMDa jenA guNano aMta nahIM, aisA svabhAva samyaka satya darzanameM Ate hai to mithyA bhedameM e zraddhA AtI nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? samyagdarzana, samyagdarzana, satyadarzana jo satya cIja pUrNAnaMda anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta guNanI rAzino kyAMya aMta nahIM. aisA jo dravya svarUpa usakI pratIti e vikalpase A pratIti nahIM hotI. AhAhA ! kayoMki vikalpa jo rAga hai vo to maryAdita hai, to vikalpase rahita, AhAhA ! AcArya mAgate hai ki hamako to ekIlA AtmA ho! AhAhA ! hai? AhAhAhAhA ! bhAI A to sarvajJa paramezvara usakA A bhAva hai. sUna prabhu! terI zakti to apAra hai. sukhAmRtanA sAgara prabhu tuma hai, anaMta saMkhyAmeM guNa che. ane eka eka guNameM anaMta saMkhyAvALA guNakA rUpa anaMta che. kayA kahA? AtmAmeM anaMta jIsakA aMta nahIM ItanI saMkhyAmeM to guNa hai aura eka guNameM anaMtI saMkhyAe jo guNa huM e ekeka guNameM anaMta guNakA rUpa hai. AhAhAhA ! jaise jJAna guNa hai, astitva guNa hai, e to bhinna hai paNa astitva guNakA jJAna hai jJAna hai aisA jJAnameM apanA astitvanA rUpa hai, aisA eka guNameM anaMtakA rUpa hai. AhAhAhAhA ! aisA amRtaka mahAsAgara bhagavAna, AhAhA ! nirvikalpa sAmAnya vastu dhruva, vo hamako prApta ho AcArya ema kahete hai. hamako yaha navanA bheda ne (prApta na ho) AhAhA ! hai? nava tattvathI paripATIko choDakara zuddhanayakA viSaya. ekarUpa bhagavAna anaMta guNameM ekarUpa anaMta dharma svabhAvanuM ekarUpa. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI, A to jinezvara traNa lokanA nAtha paramAtmA. AhAhA ! jIsakI eka paryAyameM jisakI jJAnakI eka paryAya hai vo eka paryAyameM bhI anaMta guNa ne dravya jAnanameM AtA hai, aura eka paryAyameM anaMtI paryAya, paryAya jitanI anaMtI hai eka samayameM ke e paryAyakA aMta nahIM, kayA kahA? anaMta guNakI eka samayameM anaMtI paryAya he. e anaMtI paryAyameM bhI aMta nahIM koI (paryAyakA ke A AkhirakI paryAya hai. AhAhAhA ! aisI eka samayameM anaMta guNakI jema guNakA aMta nahIM apAra hai, aisI usakI paryAyakA aMta nahIM. ke A A A AkhiranI paryAya hai? anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMtameM A AkhirakI aisI bAta hai nahIM. paMDItajI! samajameM Ate hai? AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- pUrI sUkSma bAta hai.) vastu aisI hai bhagavAna duniyAne A cIja maLI nahIM ne. AhAhA ! bahAramAM bhaTako bhaTaka karate hai. AhA ! navatatvanI bhedarUpa zraddhA, paMca mahAvratanI kriyA e to saba Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 manuSya vyavahAra hai, ye Atma vyavahAra nahIM. pravacanasAra gAthA 94 gAthA pravacanasArakI 94 gAthA. navatattvakI bhedarUpakI zraddhA o vikalpa rAga, paMca mahAvratakA 28 mULaguNakA vikalpa rAga aura zAstrakA paDhanA para taraphakA lakSase ye bhI rAga, to kahete hai. AhAhAhA! ye rAgakA vyavahAra hai, ye mukhya vyavahAra hai, cAragatimeM rUlanekA, mANasa usakA vyavahAra hai. AhAhA ! tyAre Atma vyavahAra kayA? AhAhA ! o to manuSya vyavahAra eTale saMsAra vyavahAra gatikA vyavahAra huvA. AhAhA! to Atma vyavahAra kayA? ke bhagavAna AtmA eka samayameM aise anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta guNakA aMta vinAnuM svarupa usakI nirvikalpa (pratIta kara zake e ) rAgakI zakti nahIM kI nirvikalpa tattvako pratIta kara zake. AhAhA! ye zubha rAgakI tAkAta nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! e pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha apAra, apAra, apAra, apAra, apAra aisA zaktikA sAgara e upara dRSTi ho e nirvikalpa samyagdarzana e nizcaya samyagdarzana, aura vo apAra apAra guNakA piMDa prabhu usakA jJAna ho ye samyajJAna, aura usameM sthiratA ho anaMta anaMta aisA guNakI pratItikI paryAyameM kitanI tAkAta AI? e pratItimeM dravyaguNa AyA nahIM. samajameM AyA? ye dravyaguNa AyA nahIM pratItimeM, paNa pratItimeM dravyaguNakA svarUpa hai ye pratItameM A gayA. AhAhAhAhA ! Avo jyAM svabhAva che ne prabhu, aisI pratIti aura jJAna ne ramaNatA vo bhI vyavahAranayase paryAya pradhAnase mokSakA mArga kahenemeM AtA hai. 242 gAthA pravacanasAra 242 gAthA. kala prazna huvA thA ne? zeya jJAyaka kI pratIti te samyagdarzana. aisA AyA 242 gAthA pravacanasAra. zeya aura jJAyakakI, zeya jitanA hai aura zAyaka jitanA svabhAvavALA prabhu hai dokA jJAna hokara pratIti honA, usakA nAma samyagdarzana liyA hai. samajameM AyA? zeya anaMta anaMta zeya, anaMta siddho, anaMta nigoda, anaMta jIva dravyathI saMkhyAse anaMta guNA paramANu, usase anaMta guNA kALakI paryAya. AhAhA! usase anaMta guNA AkAzakA pradeza, usase anaMta guNA eka dravyameM guNa, aisA zeyakA jJAna aura zAyakanA jJAna. jhINI vAta che prabhu. AhA ! evA zeya ane jJAyakanuM yathArtha jJAna thaIne pratIti honA o samyagdarzana hai aisA liyA hai, 242 gAthA pravacanasAra caraNAnuyoga, caraNAnuyoga che ne? 201 thI 275 e caraNAnuyoga hai. AhAhA ! 92 gAthAmeM jJAna yoga hai. jJAna adhikAra hai aura 93 me 200 gAthA taka zeya adhikAra hai e zeya adhikArameM 94 gAthAmeM A AyA hai ke zeyakA svarupa aisA hai, AhAhAhA ke jitanA rAgAdikI kriyA hai yaha saba manuSya vyavahAra hai. saMsArakA vyavahAra hai, e zeyakI paryAyameM A vikRta avasthA utpanna ho AhA... kriyAkAMDakA Adi, aura e zeyakA pUraNa svarupakI pratIti pUraNakA jJAna ne ramaNatA tInoM-tInoM ye paryAyakA vyavahAra huM yaha Atma vyavahAra hai. AhAhA ! aura nizcaya ekarUpa bhagavAnameM ekAgratA vo hI nizcaya hai ahIMyA. AhAhA A e mAgate hai digaMbara saMtonI balihArI che. digaMbara saMtonI vANI evI vANI kyAMya nathI. aisI cIja kyAMya hai nahIM. zvetAMbara ke sthAnakavAsI e vAta bApu duHkha lAge zuM kare, paNa A cIja aisI hai aisI kyAMya huM nahIM. enA bhAvanuM kAMIka bhAna kare to khabara paDe ke kayA cIja kahAM hai. AhAhAhA ! Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 45. e AcArya kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! ke navanA bheda e to ThIka e to nahIM. paNa dravya jo svabhAva merA hai usameM ekAgratA ekarUpa dazA e mere ho. AhAhA ! dRSTinI apekSAe to ekarUpa huvA hai paNa hajI vikalpa hai. AhAhAhA ! dRSTinI apekSAe to ekarUpa dRSTi svabhAvanI ekatA huI hai. paNa hajI cAritranI apekSAe emAM vikalpI asthiratA sAdhaka hai to bAdhaka AtA hai. sAdhya pUrNa ho tyAM bAdhakapaNA AtA nahIM. aura jyAM sAdhakapaNA hai hI nahIM mithyAtvameM tyAM bAdhakapaNA ekalA paDA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajAya eTaluM samajavuM prabhu A to gaMbhIra cIja hai. AhAhA! ahIMyA kahete hai ke e vyavahArako choDakara zuddhanayakA viSayabhUta eka AtmA, dekho tIna paryAya bhI nahIM yahAM to, vikalpa to nahIM. AhAhAhA ! amAre to eka, jayacaMda paMDita aisA artha karate hai. AhAhA! pAThameM hai usako kholate hai. e kAMI gharakI bAta karate nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e zuddhanayano viSaya nAma dhyeya, jo trikALI ekarUpa vastu bhUtArtha, satyArtha sAheba prabhu, satya vastu je anaMta guNakA piMDa satya vastu hai pUraNa. AhAhA! e zuddhanayakA viSaya hai. viSaya zabda dhyeya hai athavA vo hI trikALI vastu hai, vo hI zuddhanaya hai, agiyAramI gAthAmeM kahA hai, "bhUyatno desiyo zuddhanayo" dUsarA pada hai, pahelA pada aisA hai, "vyavahAro abhUyatno bhUyatno desiyo" bhUtArtha hai trikALa ekarUpa vastu hai vo hI zuddhanaya hai. naya aura nayakA viSayaka bheda nikAlakara, AhAhAhA... e trikALI jJAyakabhAva anaMta anaMta guNakA apAra svabhAvanA sAgara prabhu paNa ekarUpa jo cIja hai, AhAhAhA vohI ko yahAM zuddhanaya kahA pIche dUsarA padameM liyA. 11mI gAthAmAM "bhUdatyassido khalu samAdiThI havadi jIvo" ye bhUtArtha vastu hai usakA Azraya karate hai, AzrayakA artha ItanA hai, ke paryAyakA lakSa jo para upara thA ye paryAyakA lakSa ahIMyA AtmA upara AyA to Azraya kiyA aisA kahenemeM AtA hai. nahIMtara paryAya ne dravya eka ho jAtA haiM aisA to hai nahIM. AhAhA ! kayA kahA? samyagdarzanakI paryAya, samajameM AyA? usakA viSaya bhUtArtha hai. to trikALI vastukI pratIta A gaI, pratIta huI, e pratIta samyagdarzanakA lakSaNa pratIta hai. pratIta huI paNa vo pratItameM dravya ne guNa ke..... jyAM dhruvatA je ahIMyA zakti hai e pratItameM vastu AI nahIM. vastukI jitanI sAmarthya hai ItanI pratItameM A gayA, paMDitajI ! AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga prabhu, Avo mArga che ati e rIte. AhAhAhAhA ! lAlacaMdajI! A bahArathI mAMDIne bese prabhu e vAta nathI. AhA ! aMtaramAM moTo prabhu sukhAmRtanA sAgarathI bharelo dariyo UchaLe che aMdara. AhAhAhA ! evI ekarUpa cIja amane prApta ho ema AcArya kahe che. dRSTimeM to ekarUpa huvA hI hai. (magara) zrotAko sAthameM lekara amane A prAsa ho ane tamane bhI A prAsa ho ema. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! hama dUsarA kucha nahIM cAhate hai? hama dUsarA kucha nahIM cAhate. paryAyakA bheda bhI hama nahIM cAhate. AhAhAhAhA ! navatattvakA bhedakA vikalpakI zraddhA to nahIM cAhate hai. AhAhAhAhA ! paNa samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakA tIna bheda jo paryAya vyavahAranayase hai, tattvArthasUtrameM jo samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrANi mokSamArga kahA vo vyavahAranayase paryAya pradhAnase kahA hai. samajameM AyA?AhA!yAM to prabhu AcArya ema kahete hai e pATha chene kaLaza amRtacaMdrAcAryano Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 che? "tanu navatattvasantatimimAmAtmAyamevoDastu naH" "naH' eTale nakAra nahIM. "naH eTale amane. AhAhAhA ! amane to eka bhagavAna AtmA ekasvarUpe che, e bheda vinA, anekatA vinA, vyavahAra vinA ekarUpakI prApti hamako ho. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? dhanAlAlajI! AhAhAhA ! hajI gaMbhIra he bAta. hama dUsarA kucha nahIM cAhate, to usakA artha ke paryAya bhI hama nahIM cAhate. ye kayA kahete hai? yaha vItarAga avasthAkI prArthanA hai. paryAya nahIM hai aisA hai nahIM. paryAya nahIM haine ekalA dravya haiM aisI mAnyatA to mithyAtva hai. AhAhAhA ! jayacaMda paMDite paNa pAThamAM bhAva hai usako kholakara khulAsA kiyA hai. samajameM AyA? ke AcArya mahArAja prabhu to ema kahete haiM ne amRtacaMdrAcArya ema dareka saMto, amane to ekarUpa AtmA prApta ho. tIna paryAya darzana, jJAna, cAritrakI ye to AI nahIM ke e to hamako ekarUpa prAsa ho. yaha vItarAga avasthAkI prArthanA che. amane vItarAgatA ho, yaha prArthanA che. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhAhA ! kayoMki cAreya anuyoganuM tAtparya 17ra gAthAmeM liyA hai paMcAstikAya ke cAreya anuyogakA tAtparya kayA hai? ke bhAI dravyanuyogamAM aisA hai ne karaNAnuyogameM aisA hai ne phalANAmeM aisA hai, cAreya anuyogakA tAtparya prabhu vItarAgatA hai, AhAhAhA ! 17ra gAthA paMcAstikAya to vItarAgatA tAtparya paramAtmAkI cAreya anuyogakI vANImeM tAtparya vItarAgatA hai. have vo vItarAgatAkA tAtparya, paryAyameM kaise pragaTa hogI? usakA artha hI aisA AyA, ke cAreya anuyogakA tAtparya to vItarAgatA to ye vItarAgatA svadravya, Azrayase hotI hai, to trikALI dravyanA Azraya karanA vo usakA tAtparya hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? heM ne? paMcAstikAya 17ra gAthA. sUtra tAtparya to gAthA dITha kahete Aye hai, paNa sarva zAstrakA tAtparya kayA hai? vItarAgatA pragaTa karanA. to vItarAgatA pragaTa ho ye kaise ho? ke vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! o paMDitajI abhI patra AyA hai vAMcyA hai, jApAnakA eka patra jagamohanalAlajIe lIkhyA hai. vAMcyA hai? nahIM vAMcyA e pachI dejo paMDitajako, jApAnameM eka paMDita hai baDA. 63 varSanI uMmara hai, aura usakA laDakA 17 varSanI uMmara hai. usane jaina dharmakA zodha kiyA. aitihAsika saba zodha kiyA. zodha karate karate karate karate pUrNa to ene kyAM? paNa usane aisA nikAlA ke, jaina dharma kayA? ke anubhuti e jaina dharma hai. aisA nikAlA. ApaNI pAse vo patra AyA hai. saba le lenA pIche vAMcanA saba. vo jagamohanalAlajIe nAkhyA huM jApAnanA paMDita zodhaka jIva paNa aisA kahete haiM. joke pUrNa svarUpa to ene kyAM khyAla hoya paNa anaMta guNa ne evo khyAla (na hoya) paNa usane aisA to nikAlA ke jaina dharma kayA? ke anubhUti. do bola kahA hai, aura vastu hai yaha AtmA vo kayA hai? ke vastu nirvANa svarUpa hai. ApaNI bhASAmeM kaLaza TIkAmeM aisA kahA ke vastu huM yahu "mukta svarUpa" hai. mukta svarUpa kaho ke nirvANa svarUpa kaho. kayoMki mukta svarUpa jo hai usameMse mukta paryAya pragaTa hogI. rAgase nahIM hogI. paNa pUrvaka paryAya mokSakA mArgakI hai usase bhI mokSa paryAya utpanna nahIM hogI, mokSakA mArga hai vo to vyaya hotA hai. pIche mokSakI paryAya utpAda hotI hai, to utpAdakA kAraNa vo vyaya nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 47 mukta svarUpa je bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhA! eNe evuM lakhyuM che. be zabdo emAMthI sArA lAgyA ApaNane e to ThIka badhu have paNa mULa cIja to kyAM koIne hAtha Ave anyamatine kyAM khabara paDe. samaje? AhAhA? A to aitihAsika zodhIne eNe jaina dharmanA patramAM A sArA bola lakhyA hai jagamohanalAlajIe chApAmAM diyA hai kayu chApuM? "ahiMsAvANI usameM liyA hai. AhAhA ! ApaNe to yahAM yaha siddha karanA hai ke prabhu jo AtmA hai ye to mukta svarUpa che. jaise 15 mI gAthAmeM kahA ke "jo pasyadi apANe abaddhapuruM" abaddha kaho nAstise abaddha kahA. astise mukta hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! jisane abaddha svarUpa evA mukta svarUpa bhagavAna usako jisane dekhyA jANyA anubhavyA vo jaina zAsana che. kayoMki jina so hI huM AtmA "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ne ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAna so matavAlA samaje na." jina svarUpI bhagavAna AtmA dareka AtmA jina svarUpI hai. mukta svarUpa kaho, vItarAga svarUpa kaho, abaddha svarUpa kaho. AhAhAhA ! e jina svarUpa hai trikALa jina svarUpa hai. usake Azrayase jina svarUpakI dazA pragaTa hotI hai. AhAhAhAhA ! AhAhA! (zrotA- ati nAsti nahIM hame to Apa dharmakI bAta kaho.) A kayA kahete hai A dharmakI bAta to calatI hai. kayA hai? kabhI vicAra kiyA hI nahIM ne? A zeThiyAne dukAne paisA aisA lenA ne aisA denA. bAvIsa kalAka ekalA dhaMdhA. bAyaDI chokarA kuTuMba ane paisAmAM bAvIsa kalAka pApa-pApa eka do kalAka rahe to emAM vAMcana kare bAkI bAvIsa kalAka pApa. AhAhA! eraNanI corI ne soyanA dAna. eraNa samajate haiM lohAkI? sonIkI hotI hai ne? eraNa, lohAkI hotI hai ne usa para TIpe dAgInA vo eraNa kahete hai, tumhAre kayA kahete hai? (zrotA:- lIhAI) eraNanI corI ane soya kA dAna, ema bAvIsa kalAka pApa emAM eka kalAka do kalAka sUnaneko Aye to e paNa zubhabhAva hai. AhAhAhAhA ! dharma to e cIja aisI cIja hai. AhAhAhA ! ke e zubharAgakI navatattvakI bhedakI zraddhA bhI AtmAkI vastu nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhedakI zraddhA hoM. navatattvakI abheda zraddhA vo samyagdarzana hai. tattvArtha sUtrameM liyAne nava ye ekavacana hai. jIvaajIva puNya pApa e nava liyA hai paNa tyAM ekavacana liyA hai. tattvArtha sutra vo bahuvacana nahIM, ekavacana hai. bahuvacana to bheda ho jAtA hai. hai? tattvArtha sUtrameM, samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrANi mokSamArga, pachI samyagdarzanameM lete hai jIva, ajIva Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSa yaha saba eka vacana hai ekarUpa hai. aisA eka vacana liyA hai. AhAhAhA! saMtonI vANI bhale vyavahArase AyI paryAya paNa usakA kayA Azaya hai umAsvAmI ho ke koIpaNa saMta digaMbara saMto, AhAhA.. kevaLInA keDAyato, kevaLIne keDe cAlanArA eka do bhave kevaLa lenArA hai. AhAhAhA! bhAI ! enI vANInA pattA lenA, bApu! bahu AkarI vAta hai. azakya to nahIM hai. paNa AkarI to bAta hai. AhAhAhA! yahAM kayA kahete hai ke amAre ekarUpa AtmA ho to e eka nizcayanayakA viSayanI prArthanA huI, to paryAyanakA viSaya hai nahIM? ke ema nahIM, yahAM to aisA kahA ke hamako ekarUpatA ho e vItarAga paryAyakI prArthanA hai. vItarAga bhAvakI prArthanA hai. eka naya ja A Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 amane ho ane paryAya Adi hai hI nahIM aisA huM nahIM. AhAhA ! kemake jo ekarUpa amane prApta ho, e bhI paryAya hai ne paryAyameM ekarUpa prAsa ho to ye to paryAyameM AyA hai. AhAhA ! zuM prabhunuM kathana? AhAhAhA ! tAro caitanya hIralo e anaMta guNanA zaNagArathI zobhato prabhu! AhAhA ! e zRMgArarasamAM nAkhyuM che. "adhyAtma paMcasaMgrahu" huM ne, dIpacaMdajIkA ! dIpacaMdajI ho gayA ne sAdharmI ! (1) "anubhava prakAza" (2) "ci vilAsa' usameM adhyAtma paMcasaMgraha liyA hai. yahAM hai, yahAM hai ne? nathI AvyuM lAgatuM tyAM haze, adhyAtma paMcasaMgraha adhyAtma paMcasaMgraha, AhAhA ! usameM aisA liyA ke apanA zaNagAra kayA? "zRMgAra rasa', nava rasa huM ne nava, to zRMgAra rasa liyA hai. eka eka guNameM zRMgAra rasa liyA hai. apanA apanA guNameM parako na Ane denA aura apanI zobhA apanemeM rakhanA e zRMgAra rasa hai. AhAhA! ema bhagavAna AtmA anaMta guNanI paryAyase nirmaLa pragaTa hokara apanA zaNagAra kiyA usane. A zarIrako zaNagAra karate hai ne AMhIyA. dAgInA loDhAnA lyo ne sonAnA, hIrAnA hai to saba dhULa hai ne, ahIM laTake ne ahIM laTake. AhAhA! A kaNabI che ne hamaNAM hIrAthI vadhAvavAnA che. jhINAM jhINAM hIrAthI. bahenano janmadivasa Ave che ne bIja zrAvaNa vada bIja, te divase eka bhAI zIvalAlabhAI sADAtera hajAra rUpiyAnA hIrAse vadhAvegA. sADAtera hajAra rUpiyAnA hIrA hai. usameMse sAta hajAra rUpiyA degA usameM se nikAlakebahenanA janmadina para, hama to eMsI hajArakA hIrA dekhA thA ekabAra. becarabhAIe batAvyA'tA rAjakoTa. karoDapati hai ne becarabhAI ane nAnAlAlabhAI, A jhINA jhINA jhINA A dhoLA paramANunI paryAya, jaDakI camakatI camakatI camakatI paryAya. are prabhu! e hIrAse to terI cIja, AhAhAhA... anaMta guNanA pAsAthI camakatA hIrA terI cIja teremeM hai. yahAM AcArya ema kahete hai ke amane e AtmA prAsa ho basa. abheda dazAnI prApti mAMgate hai. ye kahete he ne? e vItarAga dazAthI prArthanA hai. koI naya pakSa nathI. e kayA kahA? ekalA nizcaya ja amane prApta ho to paryAya nahIM hai aisA nahIM. AhAhA ! kAraNake mokSamArga ne mokSa pota-pote paryAya che. siddha paryAya hai, mokSamArga paryAya hai. AhAhAhA ! ekalA dravyathI mAMgaNI karanemeM ekalA nayapakSa hai nahIM. usameM vItarAgatA prApta honA vItarAgabhAvakI bhAvanA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ye kahete hai, koI nayapakSa nahIM. nahIMtara to paryAya jo mokSamArga hai magara yahAM to hamako dravya prApta ho abheda basa! to bheda koI cIja hai nahIM? paryAya bheda hai. paryAya vo vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, dravya nizcayanayakA viSaya che. paNa nizcayanayakA ekAMta pakSa mAMgate hai to dUsarA pakSa raha jAtA hai, to nayapakSakI bAta yahAM hai nahIM. yahAM to hamako vItarAgatA prApta ho. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jJAnacaMdajI! mArga to prabhuno evo bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! AhAhA! alokika vAtuM che. enA eka eka padanA bhAvane prApta karavo bahu kaThaNa vAta che. AhAhA! A paMDite usakA khulAsA kiyA usako bhI samAjanA kaThaNa hai. pATha aisA haine ahIMyA? chaThThA zloka chellI lITI "tamuvI navatattvamnatimimImAtmAyamevoDastu naH' amane to eka AtmA ho. vo to eka zuddhanayakA pakSa huvA paNa tyAM Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 6 49 vItarAgatA honA ye prArthanA hai, ekIlA A ja pakSa hai ne paryAya hai nahIM aisA nahIM. e kahete hai dekho. samajameM AyA? yadi sarvathA nayokA pakSapAti huvA kare to mithyAtva hI hai." e kayA kahete hai. ke sarvathA ekIlA zuddhanayakA viSaya ho ane vyavahAra paryAya huM hI nahIM. aisA sarvathA jo nayapakSa kare to mithyAtva hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? have ahIMyA ye zloka pUrA huvA. chaThThI zloka kaLaza che ne kaLaza. aba yahAM koI aisA prazna karatA hai ke AtmA caitanya hai mAtra ItanA ha anubhava Ave to ItanI zraddhA samyagdarzana hai ke nahIM? "caitanya vastu, caitanya vastu ekalI haiye ItanA mAtra jo anubhavameM Ave to e zraddhA hai kI nahIM? usakA samAdhAna - nAstikoko choDakara sabhI matavAle AtmAko caitanyapaNuM mAnate hai. cetana haiM aisA to nAstika sivAya sabhI mAnate hai. kahate haiM aisA nahIM. yadi ItanI zraddhAno samyagdarzana kahA jAve to sabako samyagdarzana siddha ho jAyegA. juo kayA kahete hai jarI. Isaliye sarvajJakI vANImeM jaisA saMpUrNa svarUpa kahA) AhAhAhA ! kayoMki jIva jo AtmA hai yaha sarvajJa svarUpI hai, kayA kahA? bhagavAna jo AtmA huM ye sarvajJa svabhAvI hai. sarvajJa usakI eka zakti, guNa hai. to sarvajJa svarUpa hI AtmA hai. to e sarvajJa svarUpameMse paryAyameM sarvazapaNA AyA. e sarvaze sarva jAnA, usakI vANImeM jo AyA vo hI yathArtha hai. AhAhA ! e eNe kahA jo AtmA, ajJAnI to AtmA AtmA to bahota kahete hai. samajameM AyA? sarvajJakI vANImeM jaisA saMpUrNa AtmAnA svarUpa kahA. AhAhA! jisakI eka paryAyameM sArA dravyaguNa ane sarvadravyoko jAnanekI eka paryAyameM sAmarthya hai, eka ja paryAya ho, to sArA dravya guNa, sArA cha dravya guNa, sArA eka paryAyameM aisA bhagavAnakI vANImeM AyA hai. aisI cIja dUsare koI ThekANe hai hI nahIM. AhA ! samajameM Ate hai? AhAhA! ane e paNa kahyuM kahA aisA? ke A jIva hai ne pratyeka ye "jJa" svarUpI hai. "za" svarUpImeM jo "jJa" kI sAthe sarva zabda joDa do to sarvajJa svarUpI hI hai. AhA! bhagavAna AtmA sarvajJa svabhAvI badhA anaMtA AtmAo sarvajJa svarUpI hai. yaha sarvajJA svarUpImeMse paryAyameM sarvajJapaNA AtA hai. sarvajJa svarUpameMse sarvajJa paryAya AtI hai. usameM paryAyameM jo sarvajJapaNA AyA, usane jo AtmA dekhyA ane cha dravyAdi dekhyA. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? usane jo AtmA kahA hai? caitanya caitanya to badhA kahe paNa A caitanya bhagavAna anaMta guNa ne anaMta dharma jenA mApa nahIM aisI anaMtI paryAya ane aisA AtmA e to sarvajJakI vANImeM AyA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? Ama upara Tapake hAtha Ave evuM nathI prabhu. AhAhAhA ! A to UMDe UMDe UMDe, AhAhA... jenA dhruva paryAyameMse dhruvanA taLa hai aMdara. paryAya to upara huM eka samayakI, enuM taLa je huM dhruva pAtALa. pAtALa kUvA hotA hai ne pAtALa kUvA, aise paryAyakA pAtALa dhruva hai. AhAhAhA! are! e sarvajJakI vANImeM aisA AyA hai, e sivAya kyAMya aisI vAta hotI hai nahIM kyAMya. samajameM AyA? - zvetAMbarameM bhI eka samayameM jJAna ne dUsare samayameM darzana aisI vyAkhyA karate haiye vastu to aisI hai nahIM. eka samayameM sarvajJakA upayoga dUsare samaya darzana upayoga, sarvadarzI upayoga Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 aisA hai nahIM, ye upayoga eka samayame do hI hai. AhAhA ! dIpacaMdajIe paMcasaMgrahamAM adbhuta rasa varNavyo che. usameM aisA varNana kiyA hai, prabhu eka vAra sUna to sahI, ke je jJAnakI paryAya sabako bheda karake bheda karake anaMta jIva, anaMta paramANu, anaMtA guNo anaMtA guNanI anaMtI paryAyo, ekeka paryAyanA anaMtA avibhAga pratiSThada, e jJAnakI paryAya sabako bheda hai aisA jAnate hai. ekeka bheda saba, sabako jAnate hai. ane vo hI samaya darzanakI paryAya koIkA bheda kare binA, AhAhAhA! A abhUtatA to dekho kahe. AhAhA! sarvajJakI paryAya A jIva hai, A jaDa hai, A jIvakA dharma che, A jaDakA dharma che, A jIvakI paryAya hai, A jaDakI paryAya hai, A eka paryAyameM anaMtI tAkAta hai aisI praticcheda bheda bheda bheda bheda chellA aMzano ke jemAM chello aMza che ja nahIM, usako bhI jisane kevaLajJAnameM jAna liyA, AhAhAhA ! voha jJAnakI paryAyake sAtha darzanakI paryAya jo hai, e hai basa. bheda nahIM. are eka paryAyakI ItanI tAkAta tyAre dUsare paryAyameM hai ItanA. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? nAstikako choDakara AtmAko caitanyamAtra mAnate hai, ItanI zraddhA ho to sabako samyagdarzana ho jAya. kintu sarvajJakI vANImeM jaisA saMpUrNa AtmAkA, AhAhAhA.... trilokanAtha jinezvaradeva sarvajJa paryAyameM jaisA dekhA sArA lokAloka usane jo AtmA kahA, AhAhA! ye AtmA anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta guNa svarUpa aura anaMtI paryAya sahita aura ye dravya apanA guNa paryAyameM vyApaka, e pahelA A gayA hai kala, prazna A gayA, jhINI vAta AvI gaI thoDI. e AtmA hai ye guNa paryAyameM vyApta hai. guNa ane vikArI paryAyameM bhI bAta hai. pahelA A gayA hai. che? pahelA zlokamAM AmAM che ne AmAM? "vyAsu" paheluM pada che "vyAsu" e kaLazanuM paheluM pada, "vyAsunI vyAkhyA e che ke A AtmA jo huM e apanA anaMta guNa aura vikArI adhikArI paryAya e sabameM vyApaka hai. e pramANakA viSaya pahele batAyA. samajameM AyA? "vyAsu"mAM apanA guNa paryAyameM vyApaka hai, usakA artha hai ke zarIrako chUTe nahIM, karmako chUte nahIM, zarIrako vyAsa nahIM, karmako vyAsa nahIM, aura karmase apanemeM vikArI paryAya vyAsa hai aisA bhI nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ye apanA guNa paryAyameM "vyAsa'nuM astitva, vikArI paryAyanuM astitva paNa apanemeM vyAsa apanese hai, aisA batAkara pIche, AtmA pramANakA viSaya ItanA che, paNa zuddhanayakA viSaya kayA e have batAyegA. che ne? "pUrNajJAna ghanasya darzanahi" aisA AtmA hai, vo to pramANukA viSaya huvA. ane pramANakA viSaya pUjya nahIM. pramANa pUjya nahIM. kayoMki pramANa dokA viSaya karate hai, to vyavahAranA viSaya ho gayA. pramANa vyavahArakA viSaya, do AyA ne? paMcAdhyAyImeM hai, pramANako vyavahArakA viSaya kahA. be AyAne? eka na rahA. AhAhAhA ! nayacakrameM to aisA AyA. pramANameM paryAyakA niSedha nahIM hotA mATe e pUjya nahIM. jo nizcaya vastu hai usameM paryAyakA niSedha hotA hai mATe nizcayanaya pUjya hai to yahAM kahete hai ke hamane, AhAhA! jaisA sarvazakI vANImeM jaisA AtmA dravyaguNa ne paryAya AyA hai aisA aMdarameM pratItameM anubhavameM Ate ho to usakA nAma samyagdarzana kahete hai. aisA caitanyamAtra, mAtra kahete hai ye sArI duniyA kahetI hai, nAstika Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 7 51 sivAya paNa. sarvajJa bhagavAna paramAtmA trilokanAtha sarvazanI paryAyamAM jaisA AtmA dekhyA ne jaisA AtmA hai aisA kahA, aisA AtmAkI pratIti kare to samyagdarzana nizcaya hotA hai bAkI hotA nahIM. vizeSa kaheze. (zrotA-pramANa vacana gurudeva) zloka - 7 ) have, tyAra pachI zuddhanayane AdhIna, sarva dravyothI bhinna, Atmajyoti pragaTa thaI jAya che' ema A zlokamAM TIkAkAra AcArya kahe che (manuNuma ) ataH zuddhanayAyattaM pratyagjyotizcakAsti tat / navatattvagatatve'pi yadekatvaM na muJcati / / 7 / / zlokArthaH- [vata:] tyAra bAda [zuddhanaya-gAyatta] zuddhanayane AdhIna [pratyajyotiH] je bhinna Atmajyoti che [tata] te [ vAsti] pragaTa thAya che [26] ke je [nava-tattva-tatve gi] navatattvamAM prApta thavA chatAM [da] potAnA ekapaNAne [namuti] choDatI nathI. bhAvArtha:- navatatvamAM prApta thayelo AtmA anekarUpa dekhAya che; jo tenuM bhinna svarUpa vicAravAmAM Ave to te potAnI caitanya-camatkAramAtra jyotine choDato nathI. 7. pravacana naM. 58 zloka-7 tA. 15-8-78 maMgaLavAra, zrAvaNa suda-12 saM. 2504 samayasAra sAtamo kaLaza hai. kaLaza sAtamo che ne. (zrotA:- jI hA jI ) ataH zuddhanayAyattaM pratyagjyotizcakAsti tt| navatattvagatatve'pi yadekatvaM na munycti||7|| TIkAkAra AcArya nimnalikhita zlokameM yaha kahete haiM ki tatpazcAt zuddhanayake AdhIna sarvadravyose bhinna Atmajyoti pragaTa ho jAtI hai. kayA kahete hai ke tatpazcAt nAma yathArtha dRSTie "zuddhanayAyatta" zuddhanayane AdhIna. trikALI vastu jo jJAyakabhAva hai e zuddhanaya svarUpa hai athavA zuddhanayake AdhIna jo jJAnakA aMza trikALako svIkAra karatA hai, usako yahAM zuddhanaya kahete hai. zrutajJAna pramANa hai, usameM naya pramANakA bheda hai. usameMse zuddhanaya jo eka bheda hai, ye trikALako svIkAra karatA hai. samajameM AyA? zuddhanaya AdhIna ho, jJAnakI paryAya trikALa dravyanA svIkAra karatI hai usake AdhIna pragaTa hotA hai to ye samyagdarzana, aisA hone para bhI samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM zuddhanayakA viSaya jo dravya hai, ye paryAyameM AtA nahIM. jhINI vAta che thoDI. ahIM kahete hai zuddhanayake AdhIna pratya jyoti pragaTa hotI hai. navatattvameM prAsa hone para bhI, kayA kahete hai. AhAhA ! jIvakI eka samayakI paryAya, usameM Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 52 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ajIvanA jJAna hotA hai, ajIva to Ate nahIM, ajIvarUpa to pariNamana hotA nahIM. paNa ajIvarUpa pariNamana hotA hai aisA kahA, to ajIvakA jo jJAna hotA hai, yaha paryAya hai. ye paryAyako yahAM ajIva kahete hai. jJAna jANene ajIvako paNa e rUpe dravya nahIM hotA. AhAhA! hai? (zrotA- koNa thAya che?) paryAya thAya che. sUkSma bAta che. sArA zloka ja sUkSma hai. navatattva nAma yahAM jIvakI eka samayakI paryAya aura eka samayakA ajIvanA jJAna aura eka samayakA tyAM puNya pApakA vikalpakI utpattikA kALa aura do milakara AsravakI paryAya aura saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSarUpa paryAya pariNamatI hai to ye saMvara nirjarA ne mokSarUpa paryAyameM dravya nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! sUkSma hai bhagavAna. Asrava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSa. Asrava eTale puNya pApa, aMdara e paryAyapaNe paryAya hotI hai. paryAyapaNe dravya nahIM hotA. ekarUpa jJAyaka rahenevAlI cIja e paryAyameM nahIM AtI. AhAhA ! cAhe to ye mokSakI paryAya ho paNa vo paryAyameM dravya nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! cAhe to saMvara nirjarA mokSakA mArgakI paryAya ho, vo samaye utpanna honeke kALameM utpanna ho. AhAhA! chateM jIva dravya jo vastu hai vo nava paryAyameM AyA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA- paryAyase dravya bhinna kahAM rahA?) dravya bhinna rahA dhuvameM. jhINI vAta che prabhu, ahIM to navatatvameMse eka bhUtArtha nikAlanA yaha zuddhanayakA viSaya hai. AhAhA! navatattvarUpa paryAyameM pariNamana huvA, e hai, vyavahAra tarIke hai, tIrtharUpI samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra cothuM, pAMcamuM, chaThuM e tIrtha hai. yaha vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai. tIrthane A leze TIkAmAM tIrthanI pravRtti mATe navatattva kahA hai. kAraNake cothuM pAMcamuM cha e bheda , ye bheda hai e saba vyavahAranayakA viSaya che. paNa vo vyavahArakA viSayarUpe jo paryAya hai usase zuddhanayake AdhIna dravya to bhinna hai. AhAhA! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! AhAhA! che? "navatattva gata-api" ahIMyA to navameM kitanA azuddha haine kitanA zuddha hai navameM. A puNya pApa Asrava baMdha e azuddha hai, aura saMvara nirjarA mokSa e zuddha hai. e navatattvameM zuddha tattva ane azuddha tattva do, paryAyakA hoM. e navatattva gata--api. paryAyamAM eTalA navatattvaki prApti hone para bhI apane ekatvako nahIM choDatI. AhAhA ! vastu jo svarUpa dhruva cidAnaMda prabhu nitya vastu dravya svabhAva hai, ye kabhI paryAyameM AtA nahIM. ane apanA dravyapaNA kabhI choDatA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga che. heM ne? zuddhanayane AdhIna Atmajyoti pragaTa hotI hai. pragaTa hai to hai paNa aMtara daSTi karanese zuddhanayakA lakSa karanese svabhAvameM ye hai aisA pratItameM AtA hai, huM to hai, huM paNa huM ye kaba pratItameM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? eka prazna huvA thA nA abhI thoDA varSa pahelAM eka vakIlakA laDakA hai. virajIbhAI vakIla hai. A kAThiyAvADameM digaMbaranA abhyAsa pahelAM usako jAmanagara. pahelavahelA digaMbarakA bahota purAnA 90-9192 varSa, usakA laDakA hai, usane prazna kiyA abhI do tIna varSa pahele, ke prabhu tuma AtmAko kAraNa paramAtmA kahete ho, AtmAko kAraNa paramAtmA kahete ho aura kAraNa jIva kaho, kAraNa paramAtmA kaho, dravya kaho, sAmAnya kaho, dhruva kaho, sadeza kaho, ekarUpa kaho, to usako prabhu tuma kAraNa paramAtmA kahete ho to kAraNa ho to kArya to AnA hI cAhiye. aisA prazna ( kiyA) Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 7 kArya to hamAre AtA nahIM. kAraNa paramAtmA tuma kAyama kahete ho ne kArya to AtA nahIM prabhu ekavAra svIkAra kare to samaja. e kAraNa paramAtmA hai aisI dRSTi jaba huI taba haiM aisA usako AyA. hai, hai paNa kisako hai, jisakI paryAyameM aMdarameM Azraya liyA to paryAyameM kAraNa paramAtmA hai aisI zraddhAmeM AI chatAM kAraNaparamAtmA AyA nahIM paryAyameM, paNa kAraNa paramAtmA aisA hai aisI pratItameM AyA usako kAraNaparamAtmA hai. AhAhAhA! (zrotA- bIjA mAne ke na mAne enI hAre zuM nisbata e to che ja.) mAne na mAne ema nahIM, paNa kAraNa paramAtmA che, huM yaha kisako khyAlameM AtA hai? hai jagatameM paNa huM yaha khyAlameM kisako AtA hai? paryAya buddhivAlAko to kAraNaparamAtmA khyAlameM AtA nahIM. to ene mATe to kAraNa paramAtmA hai hI nahIM. AhAhA ! hai? jarI sUkSma he bhagavAna. sarvajJa paramezvarakA mArga koI alaukika jinezvarakA paMtha, ohoho ! aciMtya koI svarUpa usakA. ahIMyA vo kahete hai ke kAraNaparamAtmA hai vastu, to hai kI bhAna huvA usako hai, jisako bhAna nahIM huvA usako hai yaha kahAMse AyA? samajameM AyA? A vastu hai paNa hai IsakA khyAla Aye binA hai yaha kisako AyA hai? bahu sUkSma lojIka hai. AhAhA ! vastu jo hai trikALa kAraNaparamAtmA AnaMdakaMda prabhu zuddha dravya sAmAnyarUpa yaha paryAyameM jaba khyAlameM AyA usako kAraNaparamAtmA hai to usako paryAyameM kArya samyagdarzanakA huye binA rahe nahIM. AhAhAhA! kayA kahA? ahIM zuddhanayake AdhIna kahA ne? jisako trikALI vastu huM IsakA lakSa huvA to usake mATe trikALI zuddha hai. paNa jene lakSa hI huvA nahIM khyAlameM AyA nahIM usako hai kayA? ene kayA hai? e to sarvajJa kahete hai. hai? AhAhAhA! AvI vAta che prabhu! A to samayasAra bApA! samayasAra eTale bharatakSetrameM, eka vAra paMDitajIe kahA thA tyAM gauhaTI AsAma samayasAra vAMcate vAMcate tuma bole the eka vAra, ohoho ! samayasAra sivAya koI cIja aisI nahIM. AsAmamAM Aye the. bApu A to kayA cIja huM prabhu. terI prabhutAkA pAra nahIM ke prabhutAkA svarUpa jo aMdara hai trikALa- to hai trikALa hai, paNa hai usakA lakSa karake pratItameM AyA ke oho ! A to pUrNAnaMda prabhu hai. e pratItameM ne jJAnakI paryAyameM hai aisA hai aisA AyA, e cIja AI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! dhanAlAlajI! ye pratIta AI hai enI pratIti. to pratItimeM sArA dravya hai, aisI pratIti AI, sArA dravya pUraNa hai aisI paryAyameM pratIti AI, usako to hai kAraNaparamAtmA, ane dravya hai usako pratItameM AyA. AhAhAhA ! chateM paryAyameM trikALI dravya zuddhanayake AdhIna huvA chatAM vo paryAya je samyagdarzana( ki) huI usameM dravya nahIM AyA. dravyanA sAmarthya kItanA hai aisI pratIti A gaI. AhAhA! bApu! mAragaDA judA bhAI ! are saMpradAyameM janama huvA jainameM, (to) tere jaina tattvakA khyAla A gayA aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! kayA kahete hai? ke zuddhanayane AdhIna, je vastu hai e upara dRSTi gaI, to e AdhIna nyAM dravya A haiM aisA khyAlameM AyA. aisA hone para bhI, aisI cIja hone para bhI, paryAyameM nava prakArakA paryAya che, pariNamana hai, kItanAka zuddha ane kItanAka azuddha. Asrava baMdha ane ajIva Adi e azuddha, aura saMvara, nirjarA, mokSa e zuddha. paNa e azuddha ane zuddha paryAya hone para bhI, e dravya svabhAva zuddha azuddha paryAyameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? are AvI Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vAtuM che. to kahete hai "zuddhanayake AdhIna Atmajyoti pragaTa hotI hai." pragaTa hotI hai arthAt hai aisA bhAna huvA. vastu to hai ye hai. vastu pragaTa hotI hai? paNa jisakI dRSTi tyAM gaI, usako yaha zuddha hai, aisA pragaTa kuvA. AhAhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? A to 13 mI gAthAno upoddAta hai. 13 mI gAthAkA upoddAta hai A zloka. bhAI samajanemeM usako barAbara prayatna karanA cAhiye prabhu! AhAhA ! kAMI paNa pheraphAra eka aMzano rahI jAya to vastu hAtha nahIM Ave. (zrotA- phera miTAne ke liye to Aye hai.) paMDitajI likhA thA ke hamAre AnA hai. prabhu e cIja jo hai parama AnaMda ne anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta jisakA aMta nahIM utanA guNa hai, gajaba vAta hai prabhu! AhAhA !kitanA guNa hai, ke jenI saMkhyAnI anaMtatA emAM A anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMtane anaMta anaMta kara lenA, to bhI A chellA anaMtakA aMza hai. A dharma guNa aisA to AtA nahIM. AhAhA! aise anaMta guNarUpa behada aparimita zaktikA sAgara prabhu ekarUpa vastu e samyagdaSTiko zuddhanayake AdhIna pragaTa hotI hai. AhAhAhA ! arthAt samyagdaSTiko paryAya uparase lakSa chuTa jAtA hai, nava prakAranA bheda hai usako lakSa chuTa jAtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ane eka trikALa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda dhruva pravAha, pravAhanA artha dhruva pANIkA pravAha Ama calate hai. A dhruva dhruva dhruva dhruva dhruva, urdhva pracaya, aisA ne aisA dhruva dhruva dhruva dhruva, aisI zuddhanayake AdhIna, jJAnakI paryAya e upara jAtI hai tyAre vo AdhIna A cIja hai usako khyAlameM AtA hai. DAhyAbhAI ! AvuM che A badhuM. tamArA jaja phajamAM kAMI AvuM AvatuM nathI tyAM moTA jaja che jaja amadAvAdanA moTA jaja. have choDI dIdhuM. (zrotA:- sarakAre choDAvyuM.) e to mudata thaI jAya 55 varSanI eTale pachI choDI de, rAkhe nahIM pachI. AhAhA! prabhu tuM sUna to sahI, terI jitanI mahattAkI, mAhAbhyavALI mahAprabhu te cIja huM e cIja to zuddhanayake AdhIna pragaTa hotI hai, arthAt je zrutajJAnakA nizcaya aMza hai. zrutajJAnakA to do bheda hai, nizcaya ane vyavahAranaya. samajameM AyA? zrutajJAnakA do bheda hai. zruta to pramANa hai. usakA do bheda nizcaya ane vyavahAra. usameMse eka nizcaya aMza jo huM vahu svabhAva taka jAtA hai. AhA ! samajameM AyA? Aja hai ne (paMdara) ogaSTa, svataMtra milA. svataMtra dhULameMya nahIM hai ! svataMtra to bhagavAna trilokanAtha, jenI paryAyakI haiyAtI hai to dravyathI hayAtI hai aise bhI nahIM. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! aisI jo cIja hai e kahete hai ke zuddhanayake AdhIna Atmajyoti, Atmajyoti nAma sahajAtma pUrNAnaMda pUrNa svarUpa, paryAyase rahita paryAyameM, paryAyase rahita paryAyameM AtmajyotikA bhAna hotA hai. samajameM AyA? zloka hai amRtacaMdrAcAryanA gajaba hai. saMto digaMbara saMtonI vANI. AhAhAhA ! e zuddhanayane AdhIna yahu pragaTa hotI hai. pragaTa hotI hai nAma hai to hai ye kyAM pragaTa thAya e to vyakta hai. vartamAna paryAyakI apekSAe usako avyakta kaho, 49 gAthA samayasAra. cha dravyasvarUpa loka zeya hai, vyakta hai, usase bhagavAna bhinna avyakta hai. 49 gAthA Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 7 55 avyaktanA cha bola hai ne, usakA pahelAM bola. cha dravyasvarUpa loka eka paryAyameM jAnanameM AtA hai. aisA paryAyakA zeya hai aura ye vyakta hai, nAma paryAyameM pragaTa hai. usase bhagavAna AtmA bhinna avyakta hai, vo apekSAse avyakta hai, hoM. paryAyameM AyA nahIM ne? samajameM AyA? eka eka bolakI bahota kiMmata hai. A kAMI vArtA kathA nahIM hai. AhAhA! A to bhAgavat kathA hai. niyamasArameM AyA hai Akhira gAthAmeM, niyamasAra ! A to bhAgavat zAstra hai. loko kahete haiye bhAgavatI nahIM. AhAhA! bhagavAna paramAtmAkA svarUpa kahenevAlA zAstra. bhagavAna sarvaze aisA kahA. oho! prabhu! tuma navatattvameM Ane para bhI paryAyameM paryAya aisI hone para bhI trikALI cIja jo dhruva hai, samyagdarzanakA no viSaya hai, zuddhanayake AdhIna jo pragaTa khyAlameM AtA hai, ye cIja navatattvameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jaise agni, kASTakI agni, chANAkI agni, chANAM kahete haiM ne? chANAkI agni, parNakI agni pAMdaDA, tRNakI agni ema kahenemeM AtA haivo bhedase, bAkI to agni to uSNa svarUpa hI hai trikALI, trikALa hai. samajameM AyA? ye daSTAMta diyA hai, kaLazaTIkAmeM. A zloka che ne kaLazaTIkA hai ne rAjamallanI, rAjamalakI kaLazaTIkA hai alaukika rAjamalla TIkA, bhale jagamohanalAlajIe kiyA hai, paNa prabhu zuM kahIe? vAstavika dRSTikA viSaya tyAM pheraphAra kara diyA hai. vyavahArase nizcaya prApta hotA hai aisA tyAM le liyA hai. aisA nahIM hai prabhu. samajameM AyA? AyA hai ne? paMDitajIne khabara hai ne? khabara hai paMDitajIe vAMcyA hai ne likhA hai usameM pahele. AhAhA ! prabhu zuM kahIe kahe che. e paryAyane AdhIna dravya pragaTa hotA hai aisA hai nahIM. navatattvano vikalpa hai ne bheda hai usake AdhIna AtmAkA bhAna hotA hai aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA ! ane jo vyavahAra dayA, dAna, vrata, Adi deva guru zAstranI zraddhA navatattvanI vyavahAra ratnatraya e vyavahAra ratnatraya to eka rAga hai. samajameM AyA? e rAgameM AtmA AyA hI nahIM ane rAgase AtmA jAnanameM AtA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? (zrotA:- rAgase prApta ho jAyegA?) prApta bilakula ho jAtA nahIM. AhAhA ! paMDitajI spaSTIkaraNa karAte hai. tIna kALa tIna lokameM vyavahArakA vikalpa game teTalA ho usase AtmAnI prApti ho nizcayathI tIna kAla tIna lokameM nahIM. (zrotA:- aisA Apa kahete ho.) aisA zAstrakA dAMta to dete hai ne, AdhAra to dete hai. AhAhA! zeTha spaSTa karAte hai. kahA nahIM? ke saMvara nirjarAkI paryAya bhI jo samaye je samaye utpanna honevAlI hai te samaye hogI. zeyakA svarUpa aisA batAyA hai, pravacanasAra "ya adhikAra', samyagdarzana adhikAra, to yakA svarUpa aisA batAyA bhagavAna kahete hai ke jo samaye jo paryAya utpanna honevAlI hai vaha usakA janmakALa hai, ye utpattikA kALa hai. koI nimittase hotA hai ke dravyaguNase hotA hai aisA bhI nahIM. AhAhA ! eka eka samayakI paryAya, ahIM jIvanI laIe chaye dravyomAM che to chaye dravyomAM, zeya adhikAra tyAM che. chaye dravyo jo zeya hai, e je samaye je paryAya utpanna honevAlI haiye kramabaddha, kramasara, ye samaye ye paryAya apanese utpanna hotI hai SaTakAraka se utpanna hotI hai cAhe to malina paryAya utpanna ho ke nirmaLa paryAya utpanna ho, paNa e paryAya apanA SakArakase ( utpanna hotI hai). kartA karma kriyA SaTakAraka paryAya hoM, dravyaguNa ekakora rahI gayA. Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 SaTkA2kase pariNamIta paryAya hotI hai. AhAhA ! aise samyagdarzanakI paryAya bhI apane SaTkA2kase utpanna huI hai, paNa usakA lakSa zradvAkA dravya upara gayA hai, to dravyakI zraddhA kiyA aisA kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA ! mArga bApA A to sarvajJa trilokanAtha 5ramezvarakA paMtha hai. A koI pAmarakA paMtha nahIM. kahete hai ke yaha AtmA vastu hai, ye pUrNa jina svarUpI hai e. 52mAtma svarUpa hrI AtmA hai. paryAyakI bAta nahIM vastu. vastu to 52mAtma svarUpa hI hai. vastu to jina svarUpa hI hai. samajameM AyA ? vo kahA thA ne kala nahIM ? "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ne ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina." AhAhAhA! e jina svarUpa hI prabhu hai AtmA. trikALa svarUpa usakA jina svarUpa hI hai. AhAhA ! e jina svarUpI vastu paryAyameM saMva2 nirjarA ne mokSa Adi zuddha paryAya ne Asrava puNya pApa ne baMdha e azuddha paryAya e hote chateM navatattvagatattvaapi paryAyameM hote chateM paryAyameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! ohoho ! kaho zeTha! paisAmAM ahIM nathI zeThAI karavI ahIMyA. AhAhAhA ! e bhinna Atmajyoti yaha, yaha e Atmajyoti yaha trikALI vastu e zudghanayake AdhIna aMta2jJAnakI paryAya vo ta2pha ki gaI to usake AdhIna ye hai. aisA pragaTa huvA hai. AhAhA ! vo vyavahA2ke AdhInase nizcaya pragaTa hotA hai aisA yahAM hai nahIM. vastukA svarUpa aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? kayA kare ! prabhukA viraha paDayA, traNa lokanA nAtha rahI gayA tyAM, kevaLajJAnakI utpattikA abhAva huvA, e samaye A tattvakA bodha karAnA ane karanA bahota alaukika bAta hai bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AhAhAhA ! zudghanayake AdhIna AyAM che ne Ayatta, eTale ke je jJAnano aMza aMtara dravya svabhAva tarapha gayo, usako A AtmA hai, nityAnaMda prabhu, sahajAtma svarUpa, jina svarUpa aisA paryAyameM bhAna huvA to usako pragaTa huvA. 11mI gAthAmeM to kahA hai. 11mI gAthA hai ne ? 'vyavahAro abhayatno' tyAM TIkAmeM aisA liyA hai ke zAyakabhAva tirobhUta ho gayA hai - o zAyakabhAva AvirbhAva huA. aisA pATha hai TIkAY=- usakA artha kayA? zAyakabhAva jo vastu hai vo tirobhAva ho gayA hai, aisA kahA. jJAyakabhAva to koI di' tirobhAva hotA nahIM, paNa jisako khabara nahIM, to Isako zAyakabhAva hai nahIM to tirobhAva ho gayA, hai to hai. pATha aisA hai TIkAmeM ke zAyakabhAva tirobhAva ho gayA. are prabhu jJAyakabhAva tirobhAva ? zAyakabhAva to trikALa ekarUpa hI hai. tirobhAva ne AvirbhAva usako lAgu paDate hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? bhagavAna amRtacaMdrAcArya kahete hai ke ( jJAyakabhAva )tirobhUta ho gayA hai. usakA artha ? rAga ane puNya ne paryAyabuddhimeM vo hai vo DhaMka gayA hai usako. AhAhAhA! aura dravya buddhivAleko (jJAyakabhAva ) hai aisA bhAna huvA to usako zAyakabhAva AvirbhAva huvA aisA kahenemeM AtA hai. zAyakabhAva to hai yaha hai. samajameM AyA ? A to prabhuno mArga che bApA ! AhAhA ! A koI paMDitAIno viSaya nathI A. heM ? amAre paMDitajI nA pADate hai. vAta sAcI, aisA hai bhagavAna. AhAhA ! hai vo cIja trikALa anaMta AnaMdano pUMja ane anaMta anaMta guNano piMDa prabhu sAmAnya dhruva e Atmajyoti zuddhanayake AdhIna pragaTa hotI hai. arthAt hai to hai hI. pragaTa hI hai trikALa, Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 7 57 vyakta hI hai. AhAhA ! paNa daSTi jaba zuddhanAyakI tyAM gaI, tyAre usako A hai aisA pragaTa huvA. huM e to hai hI. samajameM AyA? bhAI A to bhagavAnanI kathA che. A koI vArtA kathA nahIM sAdhAraNa prabhu! terI prabhutAno pAra nathI nAtha. AhAhA ! terI zakti eka ekameM prabhutA pUrNa paDI hai. aisI anaMtI zakti prabhutAse bharI paDI hai, AhAhA ! aisA anaMta zaktino ekarUpa sAgara bhagavAna dravya. AhAhAhA ! e aMtarano viSaya nizcayanaya che. tyAM gaye to usake AdhIna ye hai aisA khyAlameM AyA. to pragaTa huA ema kahenemeM AyA. AhAhA! ke jo navatattvameM prApta hone para bhI jema e agni kASTanI chANAnI che, agni tarIke dekho to agni agnirUpe hai. e kASTane AkAre agni thaI e to paryAya huI. agnipaNuM jo hai e to kAyama agnipaNe hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhAI A to sarvajJa trilokanAtha jinezvara deve kaheluM tattva, are e te kauna hai bhAI ! AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA jisakI eka samayakI paryAyameM cha dravya jAnanameM AtA hai ItanI to paryAyakI tAkAta hai. kayA kahete haiM? eka samayathI paryAya mAne taba to cha dravya mAnyA taba kahenemeM AtA hai. cha dravya mAne nahIM ne paryAyako mAne nahIM to usane cha dravyako mAnyA nahIM ne paryAyako mAnyA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! eka samayakI paryAyameM kaLazaTIkAmeM liyA hai bahota, jisameM cha dravya hai, cha dravyameM to anaMta siddha hai, kevaLI hai, tIrthakara hai yaha saba cha dravyameM A gayA. AhAhA ! jisameM eka paryAyameM cha dravyako jAnakI tAkAta hai to ItanI paryAyako mAne to cha dravyo mAnyA. ane cha dravya mAnyA, anaMtA siddho ke paMcaparameSThi Adi to paryAya mAnI. chatAM e paryAyameM dravya na AyA. AhAhA ! svadravya na AyA. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? e paryAya jaba sva tarapha jhUkatI hai taba zuddhanayakA viSaya jo dravya hai usake AdhIna ho gaI, e daSTi ho gaI. ohoho! A to anaMta caitanya ratnAkara anaMta AnaMdakA zAMtikA sAgara bhagavAna AtmA hai aisA jJAnakI paryAyameM vo taraphake jhUkanese khyAlameM AyA, to ye pragaTa huA aisA kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA! arere ! AvuM kAma bhAI ! bAIone bacArAne to Akho di rAMdhavuM ne A karavuM ne temAM A vAtuM, zuM che A? chokarAo sAcavavA nAnAne moTA karavA A nAnA bicArA, bhAI emAMya paNa AtmA kAma karI zake che. AhAhA ! e yogasAramAM nahIM kahA? gRhasthAzramamAM kAma karavA chatAM paNa heyAyanuM jJAna. yogasAramAM Ate hai! yogIndra deva! gRhasthAzramamAM rahevA chatAM paNa heyAyeyanuM jJAna, rAgAdi heya hai ane svarUpa upAdeya hai usakA bhAna hai. AhAhA! AhA! samajameM AyA? gRha kAma karavA chatAM aisA do zloka he. yogasAra, yogIndra deva ! heyAyanuM jJAna. AhAhA ! bhAI usako bhI pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha mojUdagI cIja, haiyAtIvALI cIja, hai aisA svarUpa jisako trikALa. AhAhA ! usakA dravya kI dRSTi huI to dRSTimeM ane jJAnakI paryAyameM usakA bhAna AtA hai ke A hai. bhale cAhe to e paryAyameM dravya AyA nahIM, paNa paryAyameM dravyanA jitanA sAmarthya hai usakA jJAnameM usakA bodha A gayA. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! ema zraddhAkI paryAyameM pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha AyA nahIM, paNa vo pUrNAnaMda svarUpa hai usakI pratItimeM ItanI sAmarthya A gaI. AhAhAhA ! chatAM vo paryAya dravyarUpa huI nahIM, ane vo dravya hai ye paryAyarUpa Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 huvA nahIM dekhA to kharA tattva prabhukA. A thoDu ghaNuM vAMce to ema thaI jAya ke jANe ke ApaNe samajI gayA. bApu mAragaDA judA bhAI. AhAhAhA ! apane ekatvako nahIM choDatI hai? ekarUpa cIja jo hai vaha navatattvakI paryAya pariNati bhale ho paNa ekapaNuM cidAnaMdanuM nahIM choDatI dRSTi. AhAhAhA ! mokSanI kevaLajJAnakI paryAya ho prabhu. AhAhAhAhA ! akSarane anaMtameM bhAge nigodameM jJAnakI paryAya ho to bhI usakA zAkabhAva to paripUrNa hI hai tyAM. aura kevaLajJAnakI paryAya je anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta guNakI paryAya pragaTa huI, anaMtA kevaLIo kevaLajJAnameM jAnanameM AyA siddha, e paryAya pragaTa huI (to bhI) e samaye to jJAyakabhAva to pUrNa hai ItanA hI hai. AhAhA! A to agamyagamyanI vAtuM che prabhu. ATalI tAkAtavALI paryAya bahAra AI to usameM koI zakti ghaTI hai ke nahIM aMdarameM? nA. pUrNAnaMdameM kucha ghaTa vadha hai nahIM. e ekatvano choDatI nahIM. ItanA artha huvA. samajameM AyA? bhASA to sAdI che. bhAva to prabhu hai yaha hai. AhAhAhA! bhAvArtha:- navatattvameM prAsa huvA AtmA paryAyapaNe pariNamanameM dikhatA hai, anekarUpa dikhAI detA hai. "yadI usakA bhinna svarUpa vicAra kiyA jAya'AhAhA!to vaha apanI caitanya camatkAra mAtra jyotiko nahIM choDatA. AhAhAhA ! caitanya jyoti jJAyakabhAvakA pUrNarUpa ye kabhI usane choDI nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? baMdha bhAvakI paryAyameM AyA to bhI zAkabhAva kabhI chUTA nahIM. AhAhA! aura kevaLajJAnakI paryAya, mukta paryAya hai, to bhI jJAyakabhAvameM kabhI ghaTa nahIM huvA, kamI nahIM huvA, e to ItanA ne ItanA rahA hai. e vastu bApu e svabhAva aisA hai. kSetrakA svabhAva dekhone, kyAMya kyAMya aMta nahIM. kayA hai A te? AhAhA! dazeya dizAe kyAMya aMta nahIM. kayA hai A? to o jo kSetrakA kyAMya aMta nahIM aisA khyAlameM nA Aye aisI cIja hai to bhagavAna AtmA aisI cIja hai ke koI rAgakI paryAyase ke paryAyabuddhise khyAlameM Ave aisI cIja nahIM bhAI, AhAhA! samajameM AyA? AvuM che Ama ja satya che, trikALa satya aisA hai. e kahAne ahIMyA apanI caitanya camatkAra mAtra jyotiko nahIM choDatA. e to jitanA svabhAva sAmarthya hai, cAhe to kevaLajJAnameM Avo ke cAhe to akSara ke anaMtameM bhAgameM nigodameM paryAya Avo. vastu to hai vo hI hai pUraNa. e kayA hai bApu? ye koI svabhAvakI jema kSetrakA kayAMya aMta nahIM, aisA kSetrakA koI svabhAva, bhAvakA aMta nahIM. anaMta guNakI saMkhyAnA guNa anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta yahAM purA ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! ema bhagavAna AtmA pUraNa svarUpa jo hai e kabhI ekatvapaNAko choDate nahIM kabhI. naraka ne nigodameM paryAyameM rahA chatAM ekatvapaNuM chuTayA nahIM usako. AhAhA ! kayA hai A? khyAlameM to aise Aye ke kevaLajJAna ho to paryAya ItanA sAmarthyavALI AI to koI guNameM kamI huI ke nahIM? bhAI ! jema e kSetranA svabhAva kahAM pUrA huvA! kALakA pravAha kahAMse zarU huvA ? dhruvakI paryAya kahAMse zarU huI ? AhAhA ! e koI agamya svabhAva ja vastu che bApu! samajameM AyA? aise bhagavAna AtmA kevaLajJAnakI paryAya ho ke mithyAtvakI paryAya ho ke samyagdarzanakI paryAya ho, vastu to jJAyakabhAva jo hai vaha pUraNa pUraNa paDayA hai aMdara samajameM AyA? Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ HTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT bhUdattheNAbhigadA jIvAjIvA ya puNNapAvaM c| AsavasaMvaraNijjarabaMdho mokkho ya sammattaM / / 13 / / bhUtArthenAbhigatA jIvAjIvau ca puNyapApaM c| AsravasaMvaranirjarA bandho mokSazca smyktvm||13|| amUni hi jIvAdIni navatattvAni bhUtArthenAbhigatAni samyagdarzanaM sampadyanta eva, amISu tIrthapravRttinimittamabhUtArthanayena vyapadizyamAneSu jIvAjIvapuNyapApAsavasaMvaranirjarAbandhamokSalakSaNeSu navatattveSvekatvadyotinA bhUtArthanayenaikatvamupAnIya zuddhanayatvena vyavasthApitasyAtmano'nubhUterAtmakhyAtilakSaNAyAH smpdymaantvaat| tatra vikAryavikArakobhayaM puNyaM tathA pApam ,AsrAvyAsrAvakobhayamAsravaH, saMvAryasaMvArakobhayaM saMvaraH, nirjaryanirjarakobhayaM nirjarA, bandhyabandhakobhayaM bandhaH, mocyamocakobhayaM mokSaH, svayamekasya punnypaapaanvsNvrnirjraabndhmokssaanupptteH| tadubhayaM ca jiivaajiivaaviti| bahidRSTyA navatattvAnyamUni jIvapudgalayoranAdibandhaparyAyamupetyaikatvenAnubhUyamAnatAyAM bhUtArthAni, atha caikjiivdrvysvbhaavmupetyaanubhuuymaantaayaambhuutaarthaani| tato'mISu navatattveSu bhUtArthanayenaiko jIva eva prdyotte|tthaantrdRssttyaa jJAyako bhAvo jIvo, jIvasya vikaarheturjiivH| kevalajIvavikArAzca puNyapApAsravasaMvaranirjarAbandhamokSalakSaNAH, kevalAjIvavikArahetava: puNyapApAsravasaMvaranirjarAbandhamokSA iti| navatattvAnyamUnyapi jIvadravyasvabhAvamapohya svaparapratyayaikadravyaparyAyatvenAnubhUyamAnatAyAM bhUtArthAni, atha ca sakalakAlamevAskhalantamekaM jiivdrvysvbhaavmupetyaanubhuuymaantaayaambhuutaarthaani| tato'mISvapi navatattveSu bhUtArthanayenaiko jIva eva prdyotte| evamasAvekatvena dyotamAna: zuddhanayatvenAnubhUyata ev| yA tvanubhUti: sAtmakhyAtirevAtmakhyAtistu smygdrshnmev| iti samastameva nirvdym| e pramANe ja zuddhanayathI jANavuM te samyakatva che ema sUtrakAra gAthAmAM kahe che - bhUtArthathI jANela jIva, ajIva, vaLI puNya, pApa ne bhAsava, saMva2, niI, baMdha, bho ta sabhyatva cha. 13. PuthArtha:- [bhUtArthena abhigatA:] bhUtArtha nayathI [jIvAjIvau] 04, 75 [ca] 4jI [ puNyapApaM] puNya, 5 / 5 [ca] tathA [ AsravasaMvaranirjarAH ] Asapa, saMvara, ni., [bandhaH ] baMdha [ca] bhane [ mokSa:] bhora [ samyaktvam ]-se napatattva sabhyatva che. TIkA- A jIvAdi navatattvo bhUtArthanayathI jANye samyagdarzana ja che (-e niyama Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6O samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kahyo ); kAraNa ke tIrthanI (vyavahAradharmanI) pravRtti arthe abhUtArtha (vyavahAra) nayathI kahevAmAM Ave che evAM A nava tatvo-jemanAM lakSaNa jIva, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSa che temanAmAM ekapaNuM pragaTa karanAra bhUtArthanayathI ekapaNuM prApta karI, zuddhanayapaNe sthapAyelA AtmAnI anubhUti -ke jenuM lakSaNa AtmakhyAti chetenI prApti hoya che. (zuddhanayathI navatatvane jANavAthI AtmAnI anubhUti thAya che te hetuthI A niyama kahyo.) tyAM, vikArI thavA yogya ane vikAra karanAra-e banne puNya che, tema ja e banne pApa che, Asava thavA yogya ane Asrava karanAra-e banne Asrava che, saMvararUpa thavA yogya (savArya) ane saMvara karanAra (saMvAraka) -e banne saMvara che, nirjaravA yogya ane nirjarA karanAra-e bane nirjarA che, baMdhAvA yogya ane baMdhana karanAra-e banne baMdha che ane mokSa thavA yogya ane mokSa karanAra-e bane mokSa che; kAraNa ke ekane ja potAnI meLe puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha, mokSanI upapatti (siddhi) banatI nathI. te banne jIva ane ajIva che (arthAt te bannemAM eka jIva che ne bIjuM ajIva che). bAhya (sthUla) dRSTithI joIe to:-jIva-pugalanA anAdi baMdhaparyAyanI samIpa jaIne ekapaNe anubhava karatAM A nava tattvo bhUtArtha che, satyArtha che, ane eka jIvadravyanA svabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM teo abhUtArtha che, asatyArtha che; (jIvanA ekAkAra svarUpamAM teo nathI;) tethI A nava tatvomAM bhUtArthanayathI eka jIva ja prakAzamAna che. evI rIte aMtardaSTithI joIe to:-jJAyaka bhAva jIva che ane jIvanA vikArano hetu ajIva che; vaLI puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSa-e jemanAM lakSaNa che evA to kevaLa jIvanA vikAro che ane puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjara, baMdha ane mokSa-e vikArahetuo kevaLa ajIva che. AvAM A nava tatvo, jIvadravyanA svabhAvane choDIne, pote ane para jemanAM kAraNa che evA eka dravyanA paryAyopaNe anubhava karavAmAM AvatAM bhUtArtha che ane sarva kALe asmalita eka jIvadravyanA svabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karavAmAM AvatAM teo abhUtArtha che, asatyArtha che. tethI A nave tattvomAM bhUtArthanayathI eka jIva ja prakAzamAna che. ema te, ekapaNe prakAzato, zuddhanayapaNe anubhavAya che. ane je A anubhUti te AtmakhyAti (AtmAnI oLakhANa ) ja che, ne AtmakhyAti te samyagdarzana ja che. A rIte A sarva kathana nirdoSa che-bAdhA rahita che. bhAvArtha-A nava tattvomAM, zuddhanayathI joIe to, jIva ja eka caitanya-camatkAramAtra prakAzarUpa pragaTa thaI rahyo che, te sivAya judAM judAM nava tattvo kAMI dekhAtAM nathI. jyAM sudhI A rIte jIvatanuM jANapaNuM jIvane nathI tyAM sudhI te vyavahAradRSTi che, judAM judAM nava tattvone mAne che. jIva-pudagalanA baMdhaparyAyarUpa deSTithI A padArtho judA judA dekhAya che; paNa jyAre zuddhanayathI jIva-pudagalanuM nijasvarUpa juduM juduM jovAmAM Ave tyAre e puNya, pApa Adi sAta tattvo kAMI paNa vastu nathI; nimitta-naimittika bhAvathI thayAM hatAM Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 61 gAthA - 13 te nimitta-naimittika bhAva jyAre maTI gayo tyAre jIva-pudagala judAM judAM hovAthI bIjI koI vastu (padArtha) siddha thaI zakatI nathI. vastu to dravya che ne dravyano nijabhAva dravyanI sAthe ja rahe che tathA nimitta-naimittika bhAvano to abhAva ja thAya che, mATe zuddhanayathI jIvane jANavAthI ja samyagdarzananI prApti thaI zake che. jyAM sudhI judA judA nava padArtho jANe, zuddhanayathI AtmAne jANe nahi tyAM sudhI paryAyabuddhi che. pravacana naM 58 gAthA-13 have gAthA 13. bhUdattheNAbhigadA jIvAjIvA ya puNNapAvaM c| AsavasaMvaraNijjarabaMdho mokkho ya sammattaM / / 13 / / bhUtArthathI jANela jIva, ajIva, vaLI puNya, pApa ne Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha, mokSa te samyakatva che. 13. usakA gAthArtha laIe, A to 19 mI vAra calate hai. samayasAra 19 mI vAra sabhAmeM calate hai. paMDitajI! samayasAra 18 vAra pahelese TheTha pUrA sabhAmeM cala gaye hai. A 19 mI vAra eka aura nava. (zrotA - eka e dravya ane nava e tattva.) haiM? e paryAya hai. dravya to hai. yaha hai. AhAhA! sAmAnyako to aisA lage ke A kSetrakA aMta kahIM nahIM? kahIM hogA nahIM? kayA pIche kayA kayA hai sUna to sahI, aise bhagavAnakI jJAna paryAya utpanna huI to bhI svabhAvameM bilakula apUrNatA, ghaTa huI (nahIM) pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha pUraNa svarUpase bharA paDA hai. e svabhAvanI vAtuM prabhu bahu sUkSma hai. AhAhA ! sAdhAraNa prANI bicArA kahete hai ne A Izvare kiyA. kAraNake e vAta ene beThI nahIM ne hai hai A hai. dravya hai paryAya hai e bhI anAdi hai. AhAhA ! ane siddha bhI anAdi hai ema nahIM ke saMsAra pahele ne pIche siddha huvA, A kayA hai? AhAhA ! saMsAra bhI anAdi hai ne siddha bhI anAdi hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aise bhagavAna AtmA cAhe jitanI baMdha paryAyameM nAstikatI paryAya mithyAtvakI huI to jJAyakabhAva to jaisA hai vaisA hI hai. AhAhA ! e bhUtArthanayase jJAta, hai? gAthArtha:- jIva, ajIva, "jIva'no artha olo trikALI nahIM lenA ahiMyA, usakI eka samayakI paryAya. navatattvameMse bhinna batAnA haine? to jIvase bhI jIva bhinna hai. to jIvakI eka samayakI paryAyase bhinna huvA. AhAhAhA ! jJAnacaMdajI! AhAhA ! nava lenA hai nA? to navameM jIva dravya AkhA A jAye to to navaparyAya hotI nahIM. eka samayakI paryAya jo jIvakI hai usako yahAM jIva kahA navameM. "ajIva' ajIva to paryAyameM AtA hI nahIM ne. ajIvarUpa paryAya hotI nahIM. paNa ajIvakA khyAla AyA ki A ajIva hai ye jJAnakI paryAyako tyAM ajIva kahA. ajIvanA jJAnakI paryAyako "ajIva" kahA. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! Avo mAraga ! aura puNya pApa" zubha azubhabhAva paryAyameM hotA heM ne? aura Asrava e puNya pApa do hI milakara Asrava hai, tattvArtha sUtram sAta liyA hai. yahAM nava liyA hai. tasvArtha sUtramAM Asrava kahekara Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 62 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 puNya pApako usameM nAkhakara Asrava kahA. jIva, ajIva, Asrava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA, ane mokSa. yahAM dhULa bAta spaSTa kara diyA hai. AjhUvameM do bhAga hai. puNya ane pApa do hI Asava hai. AhAhAhA! dayAdAna vrata bhakti tapa AdikA vikalpa uThate hai, ye puNya tattva hai, ye puNya tattvake kALameM bhI bhagavAna to jJAyaka tattva taddana bhinna hai. pApa tattvakI paryAyake kALameM bhI bhagavAna to jJAyaka tattva tanna bhinna hai. Asrava tattvakI paryAyake kALameM bhI bhagavAna to jitanA hai ItanA hI hai. AhAhA ! hai? Asrava "saMvara" saMvara saccA lenA hoM. pahelAM navatattvakA jo anAdikA pariNamana hai ye mithyAtva he. anAdi navatattva vo AyA hai kaLazameM ke navatattvarUpa pariNamana mithyAtva bhAva hai. ye mithyAtvabhAvameM A saMvara nirjarA mokSa zuddha hai yaha nahIM lenA. samajameM AyA? ahIMyA to e bhI lenA. kayA kahA? samajameM AyA? pahelA A gayAne? navatattvakA ApaNe kaLazameM liyA hai. kaLazameM liyA hai ne? chaThThI kaLaza meM? dekho. jIva, ajIva, Asava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA, mokSa puNya pApakA anAdi baMdha saMbaMdhako choDIne saMsAra avasthAmeM jIva dravya navatattvarUpa pariNamyA hai. te to vibhAva pariNati hai. navatattvarUpa vastukA anubhava mithyAtva hai. e navameM saMvara nirjarA zuddha e nahIM tenA tyAM. dravya saMvara, dravya nirjarA ane dravya mokSa eTale baMdhano abhAva. usako mokSa gina karake navatattva liyA hai. AhAhA ! kayoMki navatattvakA anubhava to mithyAtva kahA, to saMvara nirjarA ho to mithyAtva kahAMse AyA? samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! yahAM jo navatattva hai, usameM to saMvara zuddha hai, nirjarA zuddha hai, mokSa tattva bhI zuddha hai paryAya, Asava, baMdha e azuddha tattva hai paryAya, paNa vo navameM vastu jo trikALa cIja haiye navase bhinna hai, AhAhAhA ! AvuM che. are saMtoe AvI sahelI bhASA lokone samajAya evI zailIe ( jAhera karI). (zrotA- gaMbhIra to hai) gaMbhIra to koI paNa cIja khyAlameM lyo to tamane ema lAge ke A kSetrano aMta zuM? kayA? nAstikane kahyuM meM eka vAra 91 nI sAlamAM vyAkhyAnameM AtA thA maherabAnajI divAna thA, jAmanagaranA pArasI thA, 91-91 keTalA varSa huvA? 43 varSa. vyAkhyAna 1OO mI gAthA calatI thI samayasAranI 100 mI, sabhA moTI ahIM to prasiddhi moTI hai ne pahele se. AhAhA ! to maherabAnajI divAna thA. bahota aisA thA ke jisane darabAra hai usakA 1000 kA pagAra thA. vo samaya to 1200 kara diyA. doso baDhA diyA. to usako khabara paDI. koNe A 1200 caDhAyA ? DAhyAbhAI !. A divAna kahe che, A mahinAnA 1OOO merA pagAra hai, 1200 koNe likhA? sAheba darabAre likhA. darabAre kayuM likhA? kayA darabArakA koI kAma Aye to merI saphArasa meM usako DhIlA karI dauM, aisA hai? kesa-kesa rAjyanA kesa ho. base muje pagAra milA vizeSa to usakA kesa meM jItAduM Isaliye base vadhAryA? choDa dI nokarI nahIM karanI hai. aisA pArasI thA. doso pagAra tuma rAjA baDhA diyA to tumhArA rAjyanA kAma Aye to meM kAyadesara na karuM pheraphAra kara6 e mATe baso pagAra dete hai hamako vizeSa aisA hama nahIM lete. to usakA laDakA thA to hama vihAra karake Aye to.. laDakA bhI AyA aura eka baDA thA Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ s3 gAthA - 13 DAkaTara o bhI AyA. aDhI hajArano pagAra hato. kIdhuM bhAI suNo tame koI na mAnatA ho bhale paNa meM ItanA kahetA huM A kSetra hai ne kSetra to ye kSetrakI pUrNatA kahAM AI ? kayA hai? vicAryA hai kabhI kIdhuM. nAstika bhI A vicAregA kI nahIM ? anaMtane. pAMcane pAMca vaDe pAMcavAra guNe to usako varga kahenemeM AtA hai. aise anaMtameM anaMtavAra aise anaMtane anaMta eka vAra guNe jo AyA use pIche anaMtavAra use pIche trIjIvAra anaMtavAra aise anaMtako anaMtavAra guNo to anaMta varga hotA hai. to usase bhI pAra kSetrakA nahIM hotA hai. kayA hai A? aise khyAlameM liyA vinA mAnanA aisA nahIM. jisakA aMta nahIM aisI koI cIja hai, to usakA jAnanevAlekA kyA kahenA prabhu. IsakI haiyAtI kI usako khabara nahIM. aMta vinAnI cIja hai usako khabara hai? AhAhA ! jJAnakI paryAyameM ahIMyA usakI khabara hai, ye aMta vinAkI cIja hai ye jJAna jAnatA hai. ye jJAnakI paryAya ne usakA guNa bApu e zuM cIja che?! AhAhAhA ! bhale eka guNa ho paNa e guNanA aciMtya anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta sAmarthya hai. AhA! aisA aisA anaMta guNameM ekeka guNakA rUpa ne anaMta sAmarthya hai, aisA jJAyakabhAva trikALa ekarUpa rahete hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! A saMvara nirjarA baMdha che ne? mokSa e saba nava tattva samakita hai. arthAt navatattva vyavahArase kahA thA usameM ekIlA AtmA nikAlanA, usakA nAma samakita hai. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana naM. 59 gAthA - 13 tA. 16-878 budhavAra, zrAvaNa suda-13 saM. 2504 samayasAra! 13mI gAthA TIkA hai ne? yaha jIvAdi navatattva" jIvAdi navatattvakA artha ye hai ke jIvakI eka samayakI paryAya aura ajIvako jJAna aura paryAya, AsravakI utpatti puNya pApakI o paryAya, baMdha rAgameM rUka jAnA e baMdha paryAya aura saMvara zuddha caitanya, avalaMbanase jo rAgakA abhAvarUpa saMvararUpa paryAya vo bhI paryAya hai. aura karmakI zuddhatA hokara aMtarameM zuddhatAkI (paryAya ) pragaTa honA saMvarameM zuddhatA jo hai usase zuddhikI vRddhi ho aisI paryAyako nirjarA kahete hai. aura rAgase aura sarvase mukta hokara apanemeM pUrNa AnaMdakI pUrNa jJAnakI paryAyakA honA ye bhI navatattvameM eka paryAya hai. ye jIvAdi navatattva sUkSma bAta hai. "bhUtArthanayase jAne hue" usakA artha e ke navakI paryAya jo hai usakI dRSTi choDakara, trikALI jJAyakabhAva jo satya dhruva caitanya prabhu, usake Azrayase e bhUtArthanayase e trikALI jJAyakabhAva usake Azrayase utpanna honA e bhUtArthanayase jAnA huA kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! bhUtArthanayase jAne hue navatattvameM paryAyakA bheda hai usakA lakSa choDakara trikALI jJAyakabhAva dhruva hai, bhUtArtha chato padArtha hai. paripUrNa AnaMda ne paripUrNa atIndriya jJAnase bharA prabhu, je navatattvameM kabhI eka paryAyameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! aisA jo bhUtArtha nAma trikALI jJAyaka zuddha caitanya, usakI nayase eTale usakI dRSTie jAte hue samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhAhA ! Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 navakI paryAyameMse lakSa choDakara trikALI jJAyakabhAvakA lakSa karake ( jo bhAva) utpanna hotA hai, usako samyagdarzana kahete hai, dhanAlAlajI! AhAhAhA ! dharmakI pahelI sIDhI, dharmakI pahelI zarUAta vahAM se hotI hai. bAkI puNya ne dayA dAna ne vrata Adi vikalpa ho vo koI dharma nahIM. AhAhA ! vo koI samyagdarzana nahIM, aura vo samyagdarzanakA e kAraNa bhI nahIM. AhAhA ! navatattvakI paryAya jo hai, ahIMyA jIvakI eka samayakI paryAyako "jIva' tattvameM yahAM navameM ginanameM AyA hai. samajameM AyA? ye nava paryAyakI yogyatAse paryAyameM hotA hai. paNa usameMse nava prakArakI paryAyakA lakSa choDakara trikALI caitanya bhagavAna bhUtArtha, chato padArtha, dhruva usake nayase dekhanese samyagdarzana hotA hai. aisA hone para bhI samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM ye trikALIbhAva AtA nahIM. kayA kahA? jugarAjajI che? jugarAjajI gayA. samajameM AyA? navanI vyAkhyA pIche karegA. abhI paNa usameMse paryAya uparakA lakSa bheda uparakA lakSa choDakara, bheda hai, mokSanI paryAya bhI hai, saMvara, nirjarAkI paryAya bhI hai, navameM kitanA azuddha paryAya haine kitanI zuddha hai. puNya ne pApa Asrava baMdha vo azuddha hai aura saMvara nirjarA e zuddhanI apUrNatA hai, aura mokSanI paryAya zuddhanI pUrNatA hai, paNa vo saba paryAya hai. AhAhA! | usameMse bhUtArtha jJAyaka prabhu atIndriya AnaMdakA kaMda dhruva caitanya prabhu jo kabhI AsavakI ane baMdhakI paryAyameM to AyA nahIM paNa vo saMvara nirjarA ane mokSa kI paryAyameM bhI kabhI jJAyaka AtA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! chateM usakA deSTi karanesa, paryAyameM samyagdarzana hotA hai, to ye samyagdarzanakA viSaya trikALI hai, usakI zraddhA hotI hai. aura vartamAna jJAnameM, trikALI cIjakA jJAna hotA hai. chatAM jJAnakI paryAyameM aura zraddhAnakI paryAyameM ye trikALI dravya AtA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! sUkSma viSaya hai. gAthA aisI A gaIne. AhA ! jIvAdi nava tattva bhUtArthanayase jAne hue. AhAhA! sArA ekarUpa cIja jo dhruva sadezya sAmAnya eka akhaMDa trikALI nirAvaraNa, akhaMDa, eka, pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya cIja jo hai, jJAnakI paryAyameM pratyakSa pratibhAsa hotA hai. aisI jo trikALI cIja avinazvara kabhI nAzavAna hotA nahIM. paryAyakI nAzavAnameM avinAzI kabhI AtA nahIM. aisA paramapAriNAmikabhAva, paramapariNAmika bhAvalakSaNa aisA sahaja paramAtma tattva, jo yahAM bhUtArtha kahenemeM AyA hai, ye sahuja paramAtma tattva ye meM huM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? (zrotAH- paryAya se dravya bhinna rahetA hai yaha samajameM nahIM AtA barAbara?) paryAyane dravya to do bhinna hI hai. paryAyameM dravya AtA nahIM. paNa paryAya samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM dravya AtA nahIM. paNa dravyakI jitanI tAkAta hai utanA sAmarthyakI pratIti hotI hai. sAmAnya jo trikALI vastu hai usakI pratItimeM usakA pUrNa sAmarthya AtA hai. paNa vo cIja nahIM AtI. are! AhAhA ! bhAI A to apUrvakI bAta hai. anaMta kALameM kiyA nahIM ane vartamAnameM to garabaDa aisI ho gaI hai ke A vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne paDimA dhAraNa karo ne usase dharma ho jAyegA. zeTha! A zeThiyAne bahAramAM pravRtti kare eTale enAthI dharma ho jAyegA jANe. usameM to rAga maMda hotA ho, to puNya hai ane puNya e AtmA nahIM. AhAhAhA! puNyakA pariNAmanI Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 samIpameM aMtarakI samIpameM dhruva caitanya paDA hai, are saMvara nirjarAkI paryAyameM eka samayathI paryAyameM samIpameM jo dhruva paDA hai. usakI dRSTi karanese samyagdarzana hotA hai. Ama che prabhu! terI prabhutAno pAra nathI nAtha. AhAhA! (zrotA - aisI bAta sUnane milatI nahIM.) nahIM milatI bhAI, bApu zuM thAya. arere ! paramAtmAnA viraha paDyA bharatakSetrameM, sarvajJa paramAtmA rahA nahIM. aura sarvajJakI paryAya utpanna hone ke lAyaka jIva rahA nahIM. AhAhA ! e kALameM prabhu samyagdarzana kayA cIja hai aura usakA viSaya kayA hai e alaukika bAte hai prabhu. AhA! yahAM to kahete hai ke navatattvaka paryAyameM nava bheda hai, paNa usameMse ekIlA AtmA trikALI, AhAhAhA ! vartamAna paryAyako, bahirlakSameM jo hai e paryAyako aMtarlakSameM karanese, bhUtArtha nAma trikALI bhagavAna AtmA, dRSTimeM zraddhAmeM ne jJAnameM AtA hai, ye dRSTiko samyagdarzana kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! hai? jIvAdi navatattva paryAya, bheda, bhUtArthanayase usameMse ekarUpa trikALIko dekhanese samyagdarzana hotA hai. ye samyagdarzana "hI hai ema zabda paDA hai saMskRta, samyagdarzana ja e hai. dUsarA samyagdarzana hai hI nahIM. samajameM AyA? navatattvakA bhedakI zraddhA, e samyagdarzana hai hI nahIM. AhAhA ! aura navatattvameM saMvara nirjarA jo hai, AhAye nizcayase to usako paradravya kahenemeM AyA hai niyamasArameM. paryAya hai usakI nirmaLa, e svadravya nahIM svadravya to usase bhinna akhaMDAnaMda prabhu hai. AhAhA ! jJAnacaMdajI! Aja paMDitajIko bukhAra AyA hai phulacaMdajIko, AyA nahIM, bukhAra AyA hai. AhA! prabhu tu kitanA hai aMdara? AhAhA! e hama to hara vakhate vo hamArA AkAzako daSTAMta dete hai. AkAzanA aMta kahAM AyA prabhu? lakSameM lyo vicArameM ke AkAza AkAza AkAza AkAza loka pUrA ho gayA. pIche alokameM bhI AkAza to hai ki e AkAza kahAM pUrA huA, hai aMta? kyA cIja hai A. AhAhA ! e kSetranA bhI svabhAva jyAM lakSameM AnekA mahA muzkela, AkAza pIche pIche pIche pIche anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta jojana cale jAva emane ema lakSameM to bhI kyAMya aMta nahIM prabhu, aisA jo AkAza usakA jo pradeza anaMta, AhAhA.. usase bhI bhagavAna AtmAmeM anaMtaguNA guNa hai, bhAI ! e zuM cIja che? samajameM AyA? kSetramaiM to asaMkhya pradezI zarIra pramANa hai usakA, paNa usakI saMkhyA jo guNakI hai, prabhu gajaba bAta hai nAtha. AhAhA! ahIM jJAna darzana cAritra AnaMda astitva vastutva prameyatva karate karate karate anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta to anaMtano chello A guNa hai aisA koI hai nahIM. kayA cIja hai A. AhAhA ! heM? aisA jo anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta guNakI saMkhyAmA ekarUpa, e bhUtArtha hai, AhAhA! jisameM guNa guNIkA bhI bheda nahIM. samajameM AyA? navatattvakI paryAyakA bhI bheda jisakI dRSTimeM nahIM, aura anaMta anaMta anaMta guNa hai ne A guNakA dharanevAlA guNI hai, aisA bheda bhI jisameM nahIM e samyagdarzanakA viSaya bhUtArtha trikALa. AhA ! usakI dRSTise samyagdarzana hI hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! hai? yaha niyama kahA. e vastukA niyama kahA. AhAhAhAhA ! bhAI ! A zabdo kAMI kathA vArtA nahIM, A to bhagavata Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 66 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svarUpakI kathA che. AhAhA ! kayoMki tIrthakI pravRttike liye tIrthaka pravRttikA artha ? vyavahAranayase tIrtha utpanna hotA hai aisA yahAM nahIM. paNa jo cothuM pAMcamuM chaThuM guNasthAna Adi hotA hai, ye paryAya hai ne vo tIrtha svarUpa hai. ye tIrthakI pravRttike lIye, paryAyanA bhedo hai ye tIrtha nAma darzana jJAna cAritranA ochI adhika paryAyakA bheda ye pravRtti ke lIye abhUtArthanase kahA jAtA hai. nava kyoMki paryAya na ho to dharmeya nahIM. paryAya na ho to saMvara nirjarA ne mokSa bhI nahIM. ye bheda nAma paryAya tIrthanI pravRttine arthe, usase tIrtha utpanna hotA hai aisA yahAM nahIM, paryAyameMse tIrtha utpanna hotA hai aisA nahIM. e paryAya pote tIrtharUpa hai, bheda samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! cothuM guNasthAna kayoMki cauda guNasthAna e dravyameM hai nahIM, ne cauda guNasthAna e tIrtha nAma paryAyanA bhedameM hai to bhedameM hai ye batAneko tIrthakI pravRttike lIye, usakA nAma paryAyakA pariNamanakA jJAna karAne ke liye, AhAhA ! usameMse aisA artha nikAlate hai vyavahAranayase tIrtha pravRttimeM hotA hai. vyavahAranayase hotA hai aisA yahAM hai nahIM. yahAM to paryAyameM pravRtti jo hai ye bhedakI pravRtti hai, e tIrthakI nAma samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakI ochI vastI dazakA pravartana hai. usako yahAM tIrthakI pravartanA kahenemeM AtA hai. sUkSma viSaya hai, bhAI ! eNe kadI nijakA pattA liyA nahIM. eka samayakI paryAyake pIche sArA dhruva taLameM taLIyA pAtALa paDayA hai aMdara. AhAhAhA ! pAtALa kUvA hotA hai ne? aise eka samayakI navakI paryAyake pIche, AhAhAhAhA ! pAtALa kUvAnI peThe mahA dhruva dhruva dhruva AhAhAhA. usakA Azraya lenese samyagdarzana hotA hai, to kahe nava kahA kayuM? ke paryAyameM navabheda hai ane vyavahAranayakA viSaya cothu guNasthAna pAMcamuM, chaThuM, sAtamuM are teramuM e saba vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? paryAyakA bheda e vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai ane e tIrtha usameM AtA hai. cothuM pAMcamuM chaThuM sAtamuM ne dazamuMne siddha e tIrthanI pravRttinA pariNamanameM aisA hotA hai e batAneko abhUtArthanayase vyavahAranayase navatattva kahA, AhAhA ! are enI vAta to juo prabhu. emAM samayasAra AhAhA... emAM kuMdakuMdAcAryanI vANI ane amRtacaMdrAcArya saMta enA TIkA karanAra kevaLInA keDAyo che. AhAhA ! ene yahAM kahe che, prabhu eka vAra sUna to sahI nAtha, bhagavaMt ema kahIne bolAve che AcArya. AhAhA ! pAmarako bhagavAna tarIke bolAte hai prabhu ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! terI prabhutAmeM bhagavata svarUpa jo aMdara paDA hai. AhAhAhA! aisI trikALI svarUpa jo bhagavata svarUpa hai. AhAhAhA ! bhaga nAma anaMta AnaMda jJAna Adi vAna svarUpa hai. bhagavaMtu bhagavAna svarUpa terA trikALI. AhAhA ! jina svarUpa hai ye, kahAne? "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina mata madirA ke pAnaso matavAlA samaje na." apanA abhiprAyamAM pAgala huvA AhAhA... apanA mata madirA, matarUpI madirA dArU pIyA hai e jinA svarUpa trikALa hai usako ye jAnate nahIM. basa paryAyameM hama hai aisA matavAlA hai. matavAlA apanA mithyA abhiprAyase trikALI jina svarUpa kayA cIja hai ye jAnate nahIM. samajameM AyA? e trikALI jina svarUpa hai e bhUtArtha hai. AhAhA ! bhAI ! mAraga koI alaukika hai. e dharmanI pravRttine arthe arthAt paryAyameM pariNatike samajAneke arthe, paryAyameM pariNati hotI hai. ye paryAya Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 67 usako samajAneke kAraNa e tIrthanI pravRtti paryAya. samajameM AyA? sAme hai ne pustaka? abhUtArthanase kahA jAtA hai ye vyavahAranayase kahenemeM AyA hai, navaprakAranA paryAya, mokSa bhI vyavahAranayase kahenemeM AyA hai paryAya hai ne? AhAhAhA! mokSamArga jo saMvara nirjarA haiye bhI vyavahAranayase kahanemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhAhA! hai kI nahIM usameM ye? (zrotA:- bhedarUpa pariNati ke liye bhI vyavahAranaya?) kahAne A paNa pariNati paryAyameM pariNati hotI hai. usako batAneko vyavahAranayase navatattva kahA hai. (zrotA- tIrthakI pravRtti mAne dharma karanekI pravRtti ?) dharmakI paryAya hai ye tIrthakI pravRtti. usase tIrtha hotA nahIM. pravRtti hai vyavahAranayase tIrtha pragaTa hotA hai ye ahIM prazna hai nahIM. yahAM to paryAyakI pravRtti hotI hai ye tIrthakI pravRtti. samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra cothe pAMcame chaThTha sAtame AThame navameM Adi ye paryAya hotI hai. ye paryAyakI pravRtti ye tIrthakI pravRtti. ye dharma paryAyase hotA hai ne paryAyake Azraye ye prazna ahIM hai nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jhINI vAta che A. paMDitone paNa pANI UtarI jAya evuM che AmAM to. devIcaMdajI! kevaLajJAnakI paryAya bhI paryAya hai to ye paryAyakI pravRtti hotI hai ye batAneko navatatva batAyA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? (zrotA:- zAstrake saba artha phIrA diyA.) vAta sAcI che. usakA jo artha hai aisA karate hai, UMdhA artha karate the to phIra diyA. AhAhA ! prabhu vItarAgakA mAraga bhAI! kayoMki vastu jo trikALI vastu hai, jo samyagdarzanakA viSaya hai usameM to guNasthAna caudeya nahIM. jJAnacaMdajI! usameM cauda guNasthAna hI nahIM. usameM to mokSa bhI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! ye to trikALI svarUpa hI hai. to mukta svarUpa hai. mukta paryAya hotI hai e dUsarI cIja. ye vastu hai ye to mukta svarUpa hI trikALa hai. jina svarUpa kaho mukta svarUpa kaho. samajameM AyA? abhI AyA hai ne jApAnamaeNse nahIM? jApAnI mANasa eka aitihAsika zodhaka hai baDA. bahota zodha kiyA usane. tresaTha varSakI umara hai. jApAnI mANasa aura usakA laDakA sattara varSanI uMmara hai to usane sArA itihAsa zodhakara jaina dharma kayA hai ye zodhyA. bahota AyA hai, ye AyA hai dekhA? dekhA ke nahIM? pustaka che bhAI ! hemarAjane pachI dejo to kahete hai pUrA svarUpa to kayAM bhAna nahIM (Usako) paNa usane aisA likhA ke jaina dharma anubhUti svarUpa hai. usane zodhake likhA ye jApAnI paradezI paNa zAstra zodha karate karate zAstra zodhyA bahota hajAro. ke jaina dharma kayA? ke anUbhuti svarUpa e jaina dharma hai. ye rAgakI kriyA ne dayAdAna ne vrata bhaktikA ye jaina dharma nahIM. zeTha! jApAnI mANasa bahota aitihAsika hai. paNa A tattva A tattva to A tattvakI khabara to usako hai hI nahIM. A to hajI jainamAM aMdaramAM rahelAne bhAna nahIMne to usako bicArA (ne kyAMthI bhAna hoya) paNa zodha kara ItanA nikAlA do bola hama nikAle usameMse ke jaina dharma kayA hai? ke anubhUti jo trikALI cIjakA anubhUti to ye anubhUti paryAya huM ne trikALI to, ItanA badhA to ye pahoMca zake nahIM jApAnI hai ne eka vAta ne dUsarI bAta usameM likhA hai ke AtmA nirvANa svarUpa hI hai, aisA likhA hai to ApaNe usako kahete hai ye mukta svarUpa hI hai. jo mukta svarUpa na ho to paryAyameM mukta svarUpakI paryAya kahAMse AyegI? to Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 68 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vo bhI ema kahete hai, devIcaMdajI! ye dekhA hai? vAMcyA hai? nahIM vAMcyA hai, have vAMcajo hemarAjajIko diyA hai, vAMcanA. ye vAMcane lAyaka hai thoDA. AhAhA! anubhUti pIche liyA nirvANa svarUpa. AhAhA ! nirvANa svarUpa e anubhUti svarUpa hai ye paryAya liyA. paryAyakI ene to khabara na hoya. paNa nizcayase lo to AtmA anubhUti svarUpa hI hai trikALa. kayA kahA ? 73 gAthA kartA karma 73 gAthA meM paryAyameM jo SaTkArakakA pariNamana hotA hai usase anubhUti bhagavAna bhinna hai aisA batAyA hai. ye anubhUti yahAM usameM batAnA hai to anubhUti paryAya batAnA hai paNa vastu anubhUti svarUpa e trikALa hai. AhAhA ! have AvI vAtuM. e anubhUti trikALa 73 gAthAmeM kahA hai kartA karmameM anubhUti trikALa e anubhUti hai. aura dUsarA tyAM bhI liyA hai pravacanasAra AjJA lete haiM ne strI pAse caraNAnuyoga adhikAra nahIM AyA ? e strI pAse AzA lete haiM ke, he strI A za2I2ne ramADanArI, merA AtmAko 2mADanAra to tuM nahIM. AhA ! The strI ! tuM mereko 2jA de. meM merI anAdi anubhUtike pAsa jAnA cAhatA huM. AhAhAhAhA ! pravacanasAra caraNAnuyogameM hai. AhAhAhAhA ! eTalI badhI to e lokone zodhI nahIM zake paNa A to ItanA thoDA liyA. A to alaukika vAtuM bApA ! jainanA paMDitone hajI e khabara paDatI nathI tyAM. AhAhA ! e anubhUti svarUpa ja bhagavAna hai, paryAya nahIM e trikALI anubhUti svarUpa hai to usake Azrayase paryAya anubhUti hotI hai. ye mukta svarUpa hI hai. bhagavAna mukta svarUpa, mokSa (mukta) paryAya nahIM. trikALI dravya mukta svarUpa hI hai. ye kaLazameM AtA hai. kaLazameM, samayasArameM kaLazameM AtA hai. 'sa eva mukta' AhAhA ! zloka Ave che ne, zloka pAchaLa che. "eva" 'mukta eva' amRtacaMdrAcAryakA kaLaza che. badhI yAdagIrI kAMI thoDI yAda rahe che? hamArA kSayopazama to ItanA nahIM. bhAva yAda rahe. kaThAM kayA pATha hai. AhAhAhA ! "mukta eva". A bAju che, zloka hai, pAchaLa che samayasArameM. to usane kahA ke AtmA nirvANa svarUpa hai to usakA artha, maiM ? ( zrotAH- 198 kaLaza-gAthA 318 pachI ) 198 kaLaza hai. 318 mI gAthA hai. AhAhA ! hA milA 198. " zuddhasvamAva niyata: sa: di mutta va" 198 kaLaza eka nava ne ATha, che ? "sahi mukta eva" AkhirakA zabda hai. bhagavAna AtmA "mukta eva" AhAhAhA ! mokSakI (muktakI ) paryAyakI bAta A nahIM. bhagavAna ! bIjI bhASAe kahIe to je 14 ne 15 gAthAmAM abadghaspaSTa kahA hai 14-15 gAthA abadvatkRSTa padi, je koI AtmAne abaddhasRSTa dekhe to ye jaina zAsana dekhate hai. to usakA artha ? abaddha kaho ke mukta kaho. baddhase rahita kaho ke mukta kaho. ye mukta svarUpako je aMtarameM dekhate haiM zuddha upayogase ye zuddha uyapoga jaina zAsana hai. AhAhAhAhA ! ye vyavahA2 ratnatrayakA vikalpa uThate hai, vo jaina zAsana nahIM. AhAhAhA ! devIcaMdajI ! AvI vAta che bhAI. "sahi mukta eva". eNe nirvANa likhA hai, paNa ene eTalI badhI kAMI khabara nA hoya paNa A to. samajameM AyA ? bhagavAna AtmA je AMhI bhUtArtha kahA vo mukta svarUpa hai, samajameM AyA ? ye mukta svarUpake lakSase usakA zudghanayake Azrayase ye trikALa bhUtArthake mukta svarUpake Azrayase samyagdarzana hotA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! hajI to pahelI dazA hajI to pAMcamAM ne chaThThA guNa sthAnanI vAto bApA Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 e to koI alaukika bAta hai. AhAhA ! are re! janama maraNa karIne prabhu tuM thAkyo nahIM ? coryAsInA avatAra, AhAhA ! coryAsI lAkha yonimAM ekeka yonimAM anaMtavAra avatAra karyA. prabhu tuM thAka tere nahIM lAgyA? e thAka utAranekA sthAna to prabhu mukta svarUpa vizrAma sthAna ye hai. AhAhA ! e bhUtArtha jo kahA ye vizrAma sthAna hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA- ghaDIkamAM mukta eva kaho ghaDIkamAM bhUtArtha ?) e bhUtArtha kaho ke "mukta eva" donoM eka hI bAta hai. chato padArtha hai trikALI e mukta svarUpa hI hai. rAgakA saMbaMdha vinAkI cIja e hai. AhAhAhA ! kharekhara to paryAyakA saMbaMdha vinAnI vo cIja hai. bApu mAraga vItarAgano bhAI emAM A jaina darzanane emAM digaMbara darzana. AhAhA ! (zrotA:- paryAya binAkI cIja hai?) paryAya binAkI cIja hai. usako yahAM mukta svarUpa ne bhUtArtha kahA. usako kabula karate hai paryAya. samyagdarzana e paryAya hai. dhruvako bhUtArthako nirNaya karatI hai paryAya. paNa vo paryAyakA samyagdarzanakI paryAya samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samyagdarzanakI paryAya navatattvameM jAtA hai bheda. AhAhA! DAhyAbhAI ! AvuM svarUpa che prabhu tAruM, tuM koNa cho aMdara. A deha to mATIno piMDalo bApu jaDa hai. aMdaramAM puNya ane pApakA vikalpa uThatA hai ye saba mela ne acetana ne jaDa hai. e jaDameM varNa gaMdha rasa sparza nahIM. AmeM, jaDameM A varNa gaMdha rasa sparza hai, puNya pApa jaDa hai to varNa gaMdha rasa sparza nahIM, paNa hai acetana cetana svarUpa jo hai usakA kiraNa puNya pApameM AtA nahIM. (zrotA:- A5 aisI bAta karate haiM to bhI loga ApakA virodha kayoM karate hai?) e to ene na bese to I kare zuM bicArA eNe "jAme jItanI buddhi hai Itano diye batAya, vAMko bUro na mAnIye aura kahAMse lAya?' ene bUro na kahevAya bicArAne enA upara karUNA karIe. ' arere ! A to sAMbhaLyuM'tuM kAle rAtre bhAI. manoharalAlajIne koIe gaLe phAMso daI dIdho ema kahe che. kemake ApaNe sUnA thA aisA ke hArTa pheIla ho gayA paNa maratAM kahe che, jIbha bahAra paDI hatI. AhAhA! gaLe koIe TUMpo daI dIdho. kayoMki usakA paisA haze koInI pAse pAMca lAkha rUpiyA thA. to koI eka vyakti pAse aDhI lAkha rUpiyA thA. paisA bahota karate the nA seTa pustakakA banAve ne paisA kamAya. are kAma hai terA bApA? are paisA mAMganA ne karanA ne becanA prabhu terA kAma nahIM... paisA bahota kamAte the aisA sUnA. lAlAnaMdajIne kahA ke jIbha nIkaLI gaI'tI bahAra. AhAhA! te koI olA aDhI lAkha koInI pAse mAMgatA haze, paisA haze enA. badhA mANaso bhegA thaIne AvyAne kahA usako moTA moTA bhegA thaIne ke tuma IsarImeM raho - kAnajIsvAmI kyU eka ThekANe rahekara badhe pracAra karate hai, tyAM badhe pracAra karate hai? tuma eka sthAnameM raho. to aisA sUnA hai, saccA kayA hamako khabara nahIM. tarata usane kahA mere eka mahinemeM dasa hajAra rUpiyA do tuma zAstra chapAneko aisA sUnA hai. bAta saccI khoTI kaMI hamako khabara nahIM. are paNa bhAI paisA kayA kAma hai tere bhAI paNa pustaka banAnA ke zuM terA kAma hai? ane vecanA usako prabhu e kAMI kAma che? bhAI koI pAse eka pAI paNa mAMganA e AtmAkA kArya nahIM prabhu. AhAhA! arere paNa kAla to sAMbhaLIne evuM thaI gayuM Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bicArAne arere koI mAranAra maLyo haze. sADA cAra vAge to beThA'tA, kAMI na hatuM. baiThe the. emAM ekadama aDadhA kalAka pIche jyAM dekhA tyAM, AhAhA! koIe mArI nAMkhyo haze, gaLe, ema lAge che. AhAhA ! ema lAge che. A dazA juone bApu evI to anaMtavAra dazA ho gaI prabhu. terA rAjIpA parame kahAM AyA? bahArakI cIkI camatkRti dekhakara tere vismaya hotA hai ye mahAbhrama hai mithyAtva hai. aMdara camatkArika vastu paDI hai, mahAprabhu, jo ne caitanya camatkAra. AhAhAhA ! eka to bAta aisI hai ke caitanya camatkAranI guNakI saMkhyAnA aMta nahIM. kayA hai A? kayA kahete hai? kSetrameM to ItanA hI hai, zarIra pramANe bhinna. paNa vo saMkhyA jo guNakI hai e anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMtane anaMtaguNA varga karo to bhI ye saMkhyAnA aMta nahIM, aisA aMdarameM guNa hai. kayA kahete hai A? AhAhAhA! bhAI ! tane khabara nathI tArI cIjanI, prabhue paNa aisA kahA ke jyAM kSetrakA aMta nahIM, usakA jJAna karanevAlI paryAya AhAhAhA... ane e paryAyake pIche jo jJAnaguNa hai usakI kitanI tAkAta hai aisA aisA anaMta guNa jo hai. je guNakI A anaMta gaNate gaNate gaNate gaNate A AkhirakA A dharma guNa hai, aisA kabhI hotA nahIM. kayA kahete A? samajameM AyA? prabhu tArI pAtALa kUvAmeM paDA hai anaMta guNa. e anaMtaguNakI koI saMkhyAkI A anaMta anaMta ho gayA AkhirakA anaMtane anaMta guNA guNe to bhI A chellA AkhirakA guNa hai aisA usameM hai nahIM, kayA kahA? samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! paMDitajI! aisA amApa, mApa kara lete hai jJAnakI paryAya usakA mA5 kara lete hai, paNa usakA saMkhyAkI mApa hai nahIM, kayA kahA vo? jJAnakI paryAya, pramANa kaho ke mApa kaho pramANa mA5. to trikALI ItanA guNa hai usakA mApa le lete hai paryAya. anaMtakA anaMtapaNAkA mApa le lete hai. AhAhAhAhA! arere ! A vAta cAle nahIM, mULa vAta cAle nahIM ne uparathI badhI vAtuM thothe thothAM. janama-maraNanA aMta nA Ave prabhu emAM, e rakhaDI maravAnA rastA hai saba. zubhabhAva paNa saMsAra hai prabhu! AhAhAhA ! ye dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAnA vikalpa hai rAga hai duHkha hai-dukha hai, vo paryAyameM AtA hai, batAyA saMvara nirjarA hotI hai ye batAyA paNa usameMse ekIlA trikALI prabhu, bhUtArthanayase jAne hue usakA nAma samyagdarzana . AhAhAhAhA ! hujI usakA jJAna bhI saccA nahIM vyavahAru jJAna. to aMdarameM e kaise jA zake ? mahA satya prabhu aisA jJAnameM bhI saccA nahIM ke meM rAgase rahita maiM huM. rAga meremeM hotA hI nahIM, merI cIja to aMdara bhinna hai. merI cIja prApta karanemeM rAgAdikI apekSA hai nahIM, vyavahAranI apekSA hai nahIM, AhAhAhA ! aisA jJAnameM bhI paralakSI jJAnameM bhI saccApaNA na Ave, ye aMdarameM satyameM jA sake? samajameM AyA? mAraga prabhu to sarvazanA viraha paDyA prabhu! arere! e trilokanAtha to ema kahete hai tyAM simaMdhara bhagavAna mahAvidehameM to A kahete the ye sUnakara AyA ne kahete hai saMta. AhAhAhA! bhAI ! samyagdarzana koI e cIja hai, e vinA sArA jJAna ne vrata tapa badhA niSphaLa, saMsAra nAma niSphaLa, dharmane mATe niSphaLa, rakhaDavA mATe saphaLa hai. AhAhAhA ! e AMhI kahA. Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 | tIrthanI pravRtti nAma paryAyanI pariNatine batAneko, e tIrtha e samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra Adi cothuM pAMcamuM chaThuM sAtamuM Adi paryAyanI pravRtti che. AhAhA! ye vyavahAranayase kahA jAtA hai. pravRtti jo paryAyakI hai ye vyavahAranayase kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! keTalI gaMbhIratA hai? AhA! aise vyavahAranayase kahA jAtA hai aise, navatattva jinakA lakSaNa "jIva' A jIvanI vyAkhyAmAM olI paryAya lenA. eka samayakI paryAya, "ajIva' ajIvarUpe to pariNamate nahIM jIva. paNa ajIvanA jJAna hotA hai ne usako yahAM ajIvanA jJAnako ajIva kahenemeM AyA hai. samajameM AyA? AvI vAta che prabhu! mAraga bhAI. AhAhA ! (zrotA:- ajIvanA jJAna karane se jJAna ajIva ho jAtA hai?) ajIvarUpa nahIM hotA hai paNa ajIvanA jJAna hai e jJAnako yahAM ajIva kahete hai. navatatvarUpe pariNamyA ema kahete he ne? to kyA jaDarUpe pariNamate haiMsamajameM AyA? paNa ajIvakA jJAna huvA usako hI ajIva kahenameM AyA. e rUpe pariNamyA hai. jIva-ajIva (have) puNya zubharUpe pariNamatA hai. ye bhI khulAso karegA abhI. "pApa" viSaya jUThuM corI viSaya-bhoga vAsanA pApakI paryAyarUpe pariNamatA hai. "Asava" do milakara Asrava puSya ne pApa do milakara Asava. kayoMki do(noM) Asrava hai, Isase nayA karma AtA hai, dharma to hotA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! dayA, dAna, vrata, tapa, bhakti, mAsa-mAsakhamaNakA upavAsa e saba vikalpa hai, e Asrava hai. jhINI vAta che prabhu! e Agnavase to baMdha hotA hai. paNa paryAya hotI hai paryAyameM Asrava, batAnA hai ne nava. saMvara' A zuddha paryAya hai. paryAyameM zuddha paryAya hai. paNa vo vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai. paryAya ne? samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAya sva-ke Azrayase huI e saMvara, paNa vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, paryAya hai ne? AhAhAhAhAhA ! prabhu tArI jo to kharI balihArI. e paryAyase pAra terI cIja aMdara hai. AhA! ' are jene sUnanemeM mile nahIM A bAta e bicArA kyAM vicAra kare ne kyAM jAya. arere! ane e viparIta mAnyatAmeM bhale ekAMta pote kare paNa prabhu e mithyAtvakA phaLa bahota AkarA hai. prabhu nAtha ! AhAhA ! e mithyAtvakA phaLameM to naraka nigoda hai. arere eno tiraskAra kema karAya? samajameM AyA? jo koI mithyAtva sevate haiM aura samyaka cIjako ekAMta kahete hai to e mithyAtvakA phaLameM mahA duHkha hogA bhAI. to ye jIvako duHkha hogA usako tiraskAra karyuM kare prabhu? ye to jAnane lAyaka haiM aise hotA hai jagatameM. AhAhA ! koI virodha karanA aisA hai nahIM aura ye vyakti pratye vera karanA bhagavAna hai, ye paNa vastue to bhagavAna hai, eka samayakI bhUla hai to bhagavAna bhUla TALegA ApameLe. samajameM AyA? koI vyaktiko virodhase dekhanA nahIM. sarva AtmA bhagavAna hai. AhAhA! e yahAM kahete hai AhAhA ! saMvarakI paryAya utpanna nirmaLa zuddha hoM, paNa hai paryAya ne? ye vyavahAranayakA viSaya huvA. AhAhAhA ! "nirjarA" saMvarano artha zuddhi, puNya pApa azuddhamalina ane saMvaramAM zuddhi hai, pavitratA. aura nirjarAmeM zuddhikI vRddhi hai, paNa haiye paryAya. aura baMdha" rAgameM rukanA vo baMdha hai, ye paNa eka paryAya hai. karmakA baMdhako to eka kora dUra rakho. Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 72 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 "mokSa' e bhI eka paryAya hai. AhAhAhAhA ! jIva dravyanA do bheda pADanA saMsAra ne mokSa vo vyavahAra ho gayA. trikALI jJAyakabhAva bhagavAna ye nizcaya huvA ne usakA saMsAra ne mokSa be bhAga pADanA e vyavahAranaya ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! samajAya eTaluM samajanA prabhu ! A to paramAtmAnA gharanI vAta che prabhu! AhAhA ! trilokanAthe aisA kahA aisA saMto ADatiyA hokara batAte hai. AhAhAhA ! mAraga to aisA hai prabhu. tuM kaMIka kaMIka bahAramAM vismayatA mAnakara ruka gayA hai prabhu terA dvAra-dvAra khulA nahIM kiyA tune. rAgakA premase, rAgakA rasa hai, ye aMtarameM merA arAgI svabhAvameM nahIM jA sakate hai. samajameM AyA? yahAM to mokSanI paryAyakA jisako lakSa hai vo bhI vyavahArakA lakSa hai. AhAhAhAhA! mokSa, hai? unameM ekatva pragaTa karanevAle. AhAhA ! e puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, mokSa paryAya e to anekapaNA huvA, usameseM ekapaNuM pragaTa karanevAlA trikALI jJAyakabhAva upara dRSTi karanese, AhAhAhA ! ekatva pragaTa karanese bhUtArthanayase, trikALI zAkabhAva upara dRSTi karanese ekatva prApta karake, ekatva prApta karake anekapaNAkI paryAyameMse nikalakara ekatva trikALI jJAyakabhAvameM ekatva prApta karake, AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che have. sabhAmAM samAjane kahe, A mAraga bApA! mAraga to A hai. samajameM AyA? cotho Aro hoya ke pAMcamo paNa A to paMcamaArAnA jIvako kahete hai, paMcamaArAnA to sAdhu hai, A paMcamaArAnA AcArya huM sAdhu hai pote - paMcamaArAnA jIvako to kahete hai to koI aise kahe ke A to cothA ArAkI bAta hai. bhagavAna ema na hoya nAtha terI cIjakI mahimAko koI kALa lAgu nahIM paDatA. samajameM AyA? aura terI cIkI mahimAmeM koI kALa ruka sakate nahIM. AhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai kI nava prakAranI paryAyomeM jo anekapaNA hai vyavahAranayakA viSaya usako choDakara, ekatva pragaTa karanevAle bhUtArthanaya ekarUpa pragaTa karanevAlA trikALIko dekhanese ekarUpa pragaTa hotA hai. AhAhA! zuddhanaya rUpase sthApita AtmAkI anubhUti" e zuddhanayase sthApita, trikALI ke Azrayase jo ekatva huvA aisI jo AtmAkI anubhUti. AhAhAhAhA ! ye AtmAkI anubhUtikI AnaMdakI paryAya, A anubhUti AI usase. A TIkAkA nAma AtmakhyAti hai. A TIkAkA nAma AtmakhyAti che. AtmAnI prasiddhi to e liyA dekho, jisakA lakSaNa AhAhAhA... zuddhanayase navatattvane, AtmAkI anubhUti zuddhanayarUpase sthApita AhAhAhA... AtmAnI anubhUti, svakA trikALakA Azraya karake jo anubhUti huI, jisakA lakSaNa AtmakhyAti haiM dekho. AtmA prasiddha huvA. je rAgakI ekatAmeM aprasiddha thA, dayA dAna vikalpanA premamAM e AtmA aprasiddha thA. AhA ! DhaMka gayA thA, e aMdarameM rAgase ne paryAyase bhinna karake apane AtmAko jyAM dekhyA, jANyA, mAnyA to e jo zakti thI e paryAyameM vyaktapaNe prasiddha huvA. ki maiM to A zuddha huM. (zrotA- AtmAkI anubhUtimeM AtmA prasiddha hotA hai.) haiM? prasiddha hotA hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? pahele saMvara nirjarA kahA e paryAya hai paNa vo lakSa choDAneko paNa usake Azrayase saMvara nirjarA jo huI e to anubhUti hai. samajameM AyA? pahele jo kahA ke usako Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 73 nava to bheda hai usakA Azraya choDAyA. samajameM AyA? paNa AtmAkA Azraya liyA to anubhUti je huI ye saMvara nirjarA svarUpa hai. AhAhAhAhA ! ye AtmakhyAti hai. yaha prApta hotI che. AhAhA! ye zuddhanayase navatattvako jAnanese AtmAkI anubhUti hotI hai. Isa hetuse ye niyama kahA. vizeSa nava prakAra hai. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana naM. 60 gAthA - 13 tA. 18-78 gurUvAra, zrAvaNa suda-14 saM. 2504 samayasAra 13 mI gAthA hai. samyagdarzana kaise hotA hai prathama, prathama dharmakI zarUAta to kahete hai ke navatattvakA bhedakA lakSase samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jhINI vAta hai kabhI kiyA nahIM aura yathArthase sUnanameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! navatattva jo hai vo to bhedarUpa hai, bhedarUpa hai to vyavahAranA viSaya huvA. usameMse bhagavAna AtmA zuddha caitanyaghana pUrNAnaMda prabhu ekarUpakI dRSTi aMtarameM karanA usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. dharmanI prathama sITI ye hai bhAI ! AhAhA ! vo navatattva kayA haiye kahete hai pahele. navatattva kaise huvA haiye prathama kahete hai. ahIM AyA ne? zuddhanayase navatattvako jAnanese AtmAkI anubhUti hotI hai Isa hetuse niyama kahA. sUkSma vAta he bhagavAna! AhAhA ! vikArI hone yogya" zabda hai? kayA kahete hai. 13 mI gAthA bIcameM hai. cha paMkita pIche "vikArI hone yogya hai? e AtmAmeM jo zubhabhAva hotA hai, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA kA bhAva ye zubhabhAva puNya bhAva, jIvakI ye paryAya kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! usake lakSaNe dharma nahIM ne vo vastu dharma nahIM. AhAhA! vikArI hone yogya ema kayuM kA? ke zubhabhAva apanI paryAyameM apanese yogyatAse utpanna hotA hai. karma to usameM nimitta hai. paNa vikArI bhAva, puNyakA bhAva dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdikA bhAva apanI paryAyameM yogyatAse apane puruSArthase, ulaTA puruSArthase e samayakI utpanna hone yogya paryAyase, jIvakI bhAva puNya paryAya utpanna hotI hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA- emAM karmanI chAyA paDe che ema kahe che). e bilakula vAta jUThI hai. AhAhA ! karmako chUte hI nahIM AtmA, paNa nimitta kahenemeM AtA hai. (zrotA - mATe enI chAyA paDe che) chAyA phAyA kucha huM nahIM. duniyA ajJAnI game te kahe. duniyAne (kAMI khabara nathI) A to cIja vItarAga sarvazadeva trilokanAtha paramAtmA usakI divya dhvani usakA A sAra che. AhAhA ! ke jIvakI paryAyameM je samaye paryAya utpanna hone lAyaka hai vo samaye puNya bhAva utpanna hotA hai, ye puNya tattva kahA. e apanI yogyatAse utpanna hotA hai. karmase nahIM, karma nimitta kahenemeM AtA hai. kayA kahA ye ! AhAhA ! hajI to vyavahAranI khabara na maLe, to nizcaya to kahAM A samyagdarzana anaMtakALameM kabhI kiyA nahIM. AhAhA! to kahete hai "vikArI hone yogya' apanA zubhabhAva aura azubhabhAva ye puSya ne pApa hone lAyaka hai to apane se hotA hai. hai? "donoM aura vikAra karanevAlA" je zubhabhAva hai ye Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 apanI paryAyameM apanese huvA. to pUrvakA karma jo hai usako nimitta kahenemeM AyA hai. ( zrotA:karane lAyaka nathI?) karane lAyaka kahAne, usakA artha kayA? ke svabhAva apanA nahIM. trikALa dravya svabhAva usase utpanna nahIM hotA. to ye vikAra utpanna, are saMvara kahete hai ye bhI hajI AgaLa AyegA, Ane do. bApu mAraga judA hai bhAI ! AhAhA ! arere ! e marIne coryAsInA avatAramAM cAhe to deva ho ke cAhe to abajopati rAjA zeTha ho, saba duHkhanI rAgAgnimeM saLagate hai. "rAga Aga dAha dahe sadA" cha DhALAmuM AtA hai. AhAhA ! e zubha ane azubha rAga, "rAga Aga dAha dahe sadA" AhAhA ! e zubha ke azubha rAga e Aga hai. agni hai. bhagavaMtu tArI cIja nahIM e. AhAhA! zeTha ! A dUsarI bAta yahAM AyI hai thoDI. AhAhAhA ! e mATe to AyA hai ne ahIMyA, usake gharameM haiM to prema bahota hai. bahena to Ate the mereko khabara nahIM tyAM gaye to mahinA rahyA. usake gharameM Utare the nA? ahIM to bairAva sAthe saMbaMdha nahIM oLakhANa nahIM khabareya na hoya koNa Ate hai ne koNa jAte hai. AhAhA ! eka mahinA rahyA'tA pahele. yahAM kahete hai sUna to sahI prabhu! AhAhA! terI paryAyameM jaba zubhabhAva AtA hai ye tere yogyatAse AtA hai. e kALa kramameM jyAre dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AdikA bhAva AtA hai. ye hai? "vikArI hone yogya" usakA artha hai bhAI A to maMtra hai. A koI sAdhAraNa kathA vArtA nahIM hai. AhAhA ! apanI paryAyameM vikArI hone yogya je zubhabhAva apanese huvA apanI yogyatAse huvA, usameM pUrvakA karmakA udaya hai, sUkSma bAta hai thoDI pUrvaka karmakA udaya tyAM kadAcit tIvra bhI ho, paNa yahAM rAgakI maMdatA jisane kiyA, usane vo karmakA nimitta jo hai usako nimitta karanevAlA' kahA. kayoMki svabhAva apanA nahIM. abhI saMvarameM bhI parakA saMbaMdha karanevAlA. AhAhAhA ! bheda hai ne? ye samyagdarzanako viSaya nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! hajI vAta samajameM na Ave prabhu, ye kahAM jAye kenI kora, kisa tarapha jhUke. AhAhA! yahAM to pahele "vikArI hone yogya" je zubhabhAva e jIvakI paryAya apanese huI hai, chatAM usakA lakSase samyagdarzana nahIM hotA, usase nahIM hotA hai, usake lakSase nahIM hotA. eka vAta, "aura vikAra karanevAlA" pUrvakA jo udaya hai usako yahAM zubhabhAvameM nimitta kahekara, karanevAlA kahA hai. jhINI vAta. zeTha nyAM kyAM beThe? ahIM jagyo Apo jagyo. pustaka huM pustaka? samajameM AyA? kayA kahA devIcaMdajI? (zrotA- karmakA udaya kadAcita karAtA haiM) nahIM nahIM nahIM nahIM karmakA udaya to kadAcit tIvra bhI ho rAgakA, paNa yahAM rAgakI maMdatA apane kiyA apanI yogyatAse, to ye pUrvakA karmakA udayako nimitta karanevAlA kahenemeM AyA. arere! hai? A to mahA siddhAMta hai prabhukA! A to sarvajJadeva trilokanAtha ! AhAhA ! usakI vANI hai, kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAna pAse gaye the ATha dina rahe the tyAM have enI ya yahAM zaMkA kare che bhAI ke mahAvidehamAM gayA na hatA. are prabhu tane khabara nathI. paMcAstikAya TIkAmeM pATha hai kuMdakuMdAcArya gaye the mahAvidehameM aura darzanasArameM pATha hai devasena AcAryakA darzanasAra eka zAstra hai ke are ! kuMdakuMdAcArya mahAvidehameM jAkara aisI cIja na lAte to hama munipaNuM kaise Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 13 75 pAte ? AhAhA ! muni kahete hai darzanasAra pustaka to hajAro zAstra hajAro pustaka hai. paMcAstikAya kahAne ? vo to jayasena AcAryakI TIkAmeM pahele kahA jayasena AcAryakI TIkAmeM aisA kahA kI mahAvidehameM gaye the bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcArya nagna muni digaMbara chadmastha, AhA ! aura tyAM jAkara, yahAM zivakumAra rAjakumArane mATe samayasAra banAyA hai, aisA pATha saMskRta hai, jayasena AcAryakI TIkA. jayacaMdrajI ! jayasena AcArya, aura darzanasAra nAmakA eka pustaka hai siddhAMta hai. yahAM to hajAro zAstra dekhyA hai ne ! ahIM to aDhA2 varSakI uMma2se hamAre to A to 89 huvA 90 calate hai. kharekhara to garbhanA savA nava mahinA gine to to 90 purA ho gayA. loko to janamase ginate hai thai ? janamase, paNa mAtAnA peTamAM savA nava mahinA AyA bhagavAna usako bhI kahete hai, e AyuSya yahAMkA hai. samajameM AyA ? yahAM to samaya samayakI bAta hai bhagavAna ! yahAM to boMtera varSase calate hai. hama to dukAna 52, gha2kI dukAna thI tyAM hama to A ja vAMcate the. A nahIM, digaMbara nahIM the, hama to zvetAMbara the ne ! sthAnakavAsI che. samajameM AyA ? e vAMcate the, dukAna gha2kI thI, dukAna bhI calAte the, dukAna u52 jyAre hamArA bhAgIdA2 beThe hai to hama zAstra vAMcate the aMdara, ye nahIM to hamAre dukAna upara besanA paDe thaDe, choTI uMma2kI bAta hai 17 varSase 22 varSa taka 5 varSa. 5 varSa dukAna calAI thI pApakI. paNa chatAM paNa huM to zAstra vAMcato to. usameM bhI zAstra vAMcate the ho, dekho. loko e koI nahIM ye to mazagUla dhaMdhAmAM paNa hama to ye zAstrase to ItanA 72 varSa huvA. AhAhA. A digaMbara zAstra 78 se vAMcate hai, aThayote2-56 varSa huvA. ahIMyA prabhu ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! sUna to sahI eka vAra ke "vikArI hone yogya" je zubhabhAva 'hone yogya' kayuM kahA ? ke te samaye te janama utpattikA kALa hai zubhabhAvakI utpattikA kALa hai to zubhabhAva utpanna huvA hai, e eka bAta aura vikArI hone yogya pApa, do bAta yahAM hai. zubha azubhabhAva e azubhabhAva hotA hai pApa hiMsA jUThuM corI viSaya bhoga vAsanA kAma krodha, A paisA kamAnA, dhyAna rakhanA vyAja upajAnA, vyApAra dhaMdhAkA bhAva ye saba pApa azubhabhAva hai. ye azubha bhI vikArI hone yogya thA. e samayameM ye utpattikA kALa thA. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AMhI to batAnA hai ki navatattva hai ye samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhA! samyagdarzana jisako prApta karanA hai dharmakI pahelI sIDhI to usako ye navatattvakA bhedako jAnanA, jAna karake akhaMDAnaMda, AhA ! caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, ekarUpa svarUpa usakI dRSTi karanese samyagdarzana hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI! dharmanI pahelI hajI zarUAta. cAritra ne vizeSa sthiratA ne tapa o to dUsarI koI AghI cIja hai. yahAM kahete hai kivikA2I hone yogya do, zubha ne azubha. doI vikArI hone yogya thA. aura vikAra karanevAlA pUrvakA karmakA udayako nimitta kaho ye puNyabhAvakA karanevAlA nimittase kahA, vo pApa bhAvakA karanevAlA nimittase kahA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? "dono puNya hai ne dono pApa hai" hai ? dono puNya hai ne dono pApa hai. koNa do ? ke jIvameM puNya yogya bhAva jo zubha huvA vo jIvakI paryAya hai, aura nimitta jo hai ye ajIvakI paryAya hai, donoM puNya hai ne donoM pApa hai. AhAhA ! Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 76 samajameM AyA ? zubhabhAva jo huvA e bhAva puNya hai zubha, aura nimitta jo hai e dravya puNya hai karma, donoM milakara donoM hI puNya kahA hai. donoM hrI puNya hai, aura donoM hI pApa hai. apanemeM azuddhakI yogyatAse jo pApa bhAva huvA e apanese janama utpatti kALa huvA to huvA. usameM pUrvakA karmakA udaya hai usako nimittase pApa kahenemeM AtA hai. to dohI puNya ne pApa hai. jIvakI paryAya bhI puNya pApa hai, aura ajIvakI paryAya bhI puNya pApa hai. hajI to A to vyavahAra hajI A to dharmeya nahIM. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! do bAta huI. donoM pApa hai. hai? AyA, 'donoM' samaje ? jo bhAva puNya phuvA ne bhAva pApa, usameM jo nimitta hai dravya udaya to A ne A donoM hI puNya hai ne donoM hI pApa hai. AhAhA ! tIsarI bAta "Asrava hone yogya " TIkAkA tIsa2A bola, ye puNya pApa do milakarake Asrava hai. nayA karma AnekA kA2Na hai. AhAhAhA ! Asrava hone yogya, zubha azubhabhAva apanI paryAyameM vo samayameM janmakSaNake kA2Na utpattikA kALa hai to apanI yogyatAse puNyapApakA bhAva Asrava utpanna hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! zaratuM bahu AkarI bApA ! jhINuM samajavA, vANiyAne oluM vyAja kADhavuM hoya cakravartI to kADhe. cakravartI vyAja samajate hai ? dasa lAkha rUpiyA diyA hai koIko ATha AnA. pahele to ATha AnA thA ne ? have to eka Tako doDha Tako hotA hai. to dasa lAkha diyA huA ho to eka dinakA dasa lAkha kA ATha AnA ne ? pahele ATha AnA thA. vyAja caDhAkara dasa lAkha u52 eka dinakA vyAja caDhAkara dUsare dina vyAja sahitakA vyAja caDhAkara, Ise cakravartI vyAja kahete hai. bAre mAsakA mudla vyAja sahita pahele dasa lAkha. pIche dUsare dina dasa lAkha upara usakA jo vyAja AyA vo milAkara usake pIche pAchA usako milAkara, AhAhA ! e vANiyA ema cakravartI vyAja nikAlate hai. ( zrotAH- e AgaLanA vANiyA ) havenA vANIyA to atyAre ThIka che. A to pahelekI bAta hai. samajameM AyA ? AMhI kahete hai ki e vyAja karatA A dUsarI koI cIja hai. AhAhA! apanI paryAyameM zubha azubhabhAva hone yogya zabda liyA hai, ye kayuM ? kayA kA2Na ? ke e samaye vo janma utpattikA kALa hai zubhAzubhakA bhAva to utpanna huvA. vo jIvakI paryAya huI. aura usameM pUrvakA karma nimitta hai e ajIvakI paryAya huI. e nimittako yahAM karanevAlA kahA, ane vikA2ko yahAM yogyatAvAlA apanI jIvakI paryAyako kahA. AvI vAtuM che bhAI. hai ? Asrava hone yogya, AhAhA ! e kayuM kahA ? ke koI karmase yahAM Asrava huvA hai aisA nahIM. yahAM apanI paryAyameM apanI puruSArthakI UMdhAIse, AhAhAhAhA ! e zubha ne azubhabhAva hone yogya apanese huvA hai. "aura Asrava karanevAlA" pUrvakA udayako Asrava karanevAlA kahA. "do hI Asrava hai" samajameM AyA ? zubha azubhabhAva e Asava, aura nimitta jo karma hai vo bhI Asava. eka jIvakI paryAya eka ajIvakI paryAya. paryAya hai. A to navatattva hajI siddha karate hai. A navatattvameM AtmA bhinna hai. aisI navatattvakI paryAyase, AhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna aMdara caitanyamUrti prabhu eka hai. navatattvakI paryAyase bhagavAna aMdara bhinna hai ! hai ? ( zrotAH- bhagavAna nitya kayA kArya karatA hai ?) kAMI karate nahIM. aisAne aisA hai Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 77 anAdise. anAdise jJAyaka hai e aisA hai. e kAMI karate nahIM ne e kAMI choDate nahIM. vo paryAyameM AtA nahIM. sUkSma bAta hai prabhu! jaina darzana samajanA vItarAga dharma vo alaukika bAta hai. cAhe jaisA bhI tIvra mithyAtva bhAva ho. nigodameM jAnekI lAyakAta e mithyAtva samaya bhI jJAyakabhAva to zuddha trikALa ekarUpa hI paDA hai. AhAhAhA ! ane cAhe to kevaLajJAna ho, e kevaLajJAnakI paryAyake kALameM bhI jJAyaka to pUrNa zuddha hai hI hai. emAM ghaTa vadha kucha huI nahIM. AhAhA ! (zrotA- jJAyaka kucha karate nahIM?) jJAyaka kucha karate nahIM. kartavya to paryAyameM hai. jJAyaka to jJAyaka hI trikALa AnaMdakaMda prabhu dhruva dhruva dhruva, AhAhA! ye samyagdarzana kA viSaya, ye to kAyama ekarUpa rahete hai. e mATe to A navakI bAta karate hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? hajI to nava samajameM na Ave usako samyagdarzanakA viSaya abheda kahAMse Ave? e to rakhaDI maravAnA che. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhA ! bApu! deha chUTI ne AMkho baMdha thaI jaze. cAlyo jaze narka ne nigoda. tyAM koI avatAra jyAM AtmAnA jJAna na kiyA, samyagdarzana na kiyA, AhAhAhA.. e coryAsInA avatAra ajANyA dravya ne ajANyA kSetra, ajANyA kALa, ajANyA bhava, ajANyA bhAva tyAM cale jAyegA, AhAhA ! bhAI nyAM koI saphArasa kAma na karegI. AMhI kahete hai ki eka vAra sUna to sahI navatattvakI yogyatA kaise hai. e bhI samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. to pahele jaNAte haiM nava. AhAhA ! Asrava karane yogya hone yogya, Asrava karanevAlA dono Asrava. vo karmakA udaya huM e bhI dravya Asrava nayA Ate hai e nahIM. jhINI vAta hai, yahAM zubha azubhabhAva huvA vo nayA karma Ate hai ye yahAM nahIM. yahAM to purANA karma jo hai je ahIM puNyapApakA bhAva huvA usameM purANA karma nimitta kahenemeM AyA hai, usako dravya Asrava kahete hai, ane paryAyako bhAva Asrava kahete hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhAI vItarAga mAraga ! AhAhA ! indro jene sUnane jAte hai jene batrIsa lAkha vaimAna zakendra hai, sudharma devalokakA indra-batrIsa lAkha to vaimAna. eka vaimAnameM asaMkhya deva hai. aisA batrIsa lAkha vaimAna. eno svAmI zakendra hai. abhI tIna jJAnakA dhaNI hai. mati, zruta, avadhi. aura zAstram siddhAMtameM e lekha hai ke o jIva aisA hai ke manuSya hokara mokSa jAyegA. eka bhavatArI hai. abhI indra hai sudharma devalokameM e sUnaneko Ate hai bhagavAna pAse to e vANI kaisI hogI ? AhAhA! A dayA pALo ne vrata pALo ne have e to kuMbhAreya kahete hai. samajameM AyA? je tIna jJAnakA dhaNI eka bhavatArI aura usakI patni bhI eka bhavatArI hajAro indrANI he ne emAM eka mukhya indrANI hai. eka bhavameM mokSa jAnevAlI, e bhI tyAM samakitI hai, tIna jJAna hai. cAMse manuSya hokara mokSa jAnevAlA hai do hI. e bhagavAna pAse jAte hai sUnaneko mahAvideha, AMhI thA to AMhI Ate the, bhagavAna yahAM the to yahAM Ate the. AhAhAhA! AMhI to aisA kahenA hai ke aisA indra jaisA ekAvatArI eka bhavatArI ye sUnaneko Ate tIna Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jJAnakA dhaNI samakitI jJAnI, AhAhA! ye sUnane Ate hai prabhu e vANI kaisI hogI? AhAhA! AMhI to sAdhAraNa hajI vANI samajane lAyaka nahIM, jAne nahIM. AhAhA ! e indra sarakhA paNa e vAta sUnane bhagavAna pAse jAte the, yahAM bhagavAna hotA thA to yahAM Ate the. AhAhA ! e yahAM kahete hai kI hujI to navatattvakA bheda ko dikhAte haiM chatAM navatattvakA bheda e samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? pIche "saMvararUpa hone yogya" hai? saMvararUpa hone yogya e kayA kahA? apanI paryAyameM zuddhatAkI pragaTa honekI lAyakAta apanI paryAyameM huI, apanI yogyatAse saMvara nAma dharmakI paryAya apane kALameM utpanna hone ke lAyakase saMvara paryAya utpanna huI, dharma paryAya. AhAhAhA ! vo bhI paryAya hai. usakA lakSase samyagdarzana hotA hai aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! saMvara hai ye do prakAranA hai. eka AtmAmeM zuddhi nirmaLa anaMta kALameM pragaTa nahIM huvA, aisI dazA pragaTa huI e bhAva saMvara, aura pUrvaka karmakA udaya ItanA udaya AyA nahIM IsakA nAma dravya saMvara, dohIko saMvara kahenemeM AtA hai. eka bhAva saMvara eka dravya saMvara. dohI bheda hai. AhAhA ! e dohI ke lakSase, e paryAya hai to usakA lakSase samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. huvA hai usako bhI usake Azrayase samyagdarzana nahIM TIkatA. kayA kahA? saMvara hone yogya to dharma to huvA hai, paNa usake Azrayase samakita TIkatA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! utpanna hotA to nahIM paNa usake Azrayase, utpanna to huvA hai dharma samyagdarzana huvA hai. jJAna saMvararUpa dazA to huI hai. paNa usake Azrayase samyagdarzana utpanna to pahele huvA apane sva ke Azrayase paNa A saMvara ke Azrayase have samyagdarzana TIka sakatA hai, aisA nahIM hai. e to dravya, Azrayase samyagdarzana hotA hai. hotA hai, TIkatA hai, vRddhi pAmatA hai vo trikALI dravya, Azrayase. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta ! navarAza kyAM che? oluM kahyuM tuM ne jApAnI eka mANasa hai ne baDA, baDA zodhaka hai. 63 varSathI uMmara aura 17 varSanA enA laDakA bahota zodha kiyA ki jaina dharma, kayA? ke "anubhUti' e jaina dharma. ThIka paNa pIche usane aisA kahA ke A jaina dharma vANiyAko milA he, ne vANiyA vyavasAyameM ghUsa gayA hai. jApAnIe, vyApAra kaho ke vyavasAya kaho ke adharma kaho saba eka hI hai. jApAnI mANasa hai baDA zodhaka. bahota zodhaka, hajAro zAstro zodhakara eka saMsthA sthApI hai jApAnameM, jApAnameM aisA zodha karake usane yahAM AyA hai chApA hai. chApA hai ne kala diyA hai. to usane nikAlA ke "AtmAnubhUti" e jaina dharma hai, aura AtmA nirvANa svarUpa hai aisA nikAlA hai usane. kayA kahA ? samajameM AyA ? AtmA jo he trikALI svarUpa usakA anubhava karanA usakA Azrayase anubhava karanA, vItarAgI dazA pragaTa karanA, samyagdarzana pragaTa karanA vo anubhUti e dharma hai, vo kahete hai aura AtmA kayA hai, jaina dharma kahete hai ke AtmA nirvANa svarUpa hai. AhAhA! ApaNe ahIM kahe che, mukta svarUpa" hai. mukta svarUpa hI AtmA aMdara hai. AtmA rAgake saMbaMdhase baMdhA huvA, AtmAme baMdha nahIM huvA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e to paryAyameM rAgakA saMbaMdhase baMdha hai. dravya jo vastu hai ye to mukta svarUpa aMdara hai. AhA ! AvI vAta have. e ema kahete hai, pIche likhA Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 79 ke are vANiyAne hAtha A jaina dharma AyA ne vANiyAo vyavasAyameM ghUsa gayA hai. vyApAra ne dhaMdhA ne AhAhA! emAM A jaina dharma kayA hai, pragaTa karanekA avasara nahIM milatA usako, AhAhA ! (zrotA - tyAre vyApAra karanA ke nahIM?) koNa vyApAra kara sakate haiM? rAga kara sakate hai, yahAM kahAne? vyApArakI kriyA AtmA kara sakate hai? paisA denA, lenA? A khetIkA kAma paMDitajIko hai ne kRSi paMDita, vo kara sakate hai AtmA? ( zrotA- paisA to laI zake che.) hai? paisA Ate hai AtmAne pAsa? paisA to jaDa hai. bhagavAna to arUpI caitanya hai to usake pAsa paisA AtA hai? (zrotA:- sarvazaktimAna che ne AtmA) sarvazaktimAna to jaDa upara zaktimAna che aisA kahA? jaDakA zaktimAna hai aisA zaktimAna hai? aisA haiM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! eka aMgUli calA sakate tIna kAlameM AtmA traNa kAlameM nahIM. aMgUli calatI hai e AtmAse calatI hai, e tIna kAla tIna lokameM nahIM. kayoMki e jaDakI ajIvakI paryAya hai. e ajIvakI paryAya ajIvake kALameM apanA janmakSaNane kAraNe utpatti ke kALameM aisA utpanna hotA hai, AtmAse nahIM. AhAhA ! eka vAta. dUsarI bAta. bhagavAna AtmA sva dravya jo huM e ajIvako kabhI chUtA nahIM, kayA kahuM? (zrotA:- ajIvako chUtA nahIM) bhagavAna AtmA jo arUpI caitanyaghana hai ye kabhI zarIrano chUtA nahIM, karmako chUtA nahIM, aMgUliko chUtA nahIM. AhAhA ! A hAra jo hotA hai usako kabhI AtmA chUtA nahIM, pANI AtA hai usameM AtmA chUte nahIM. AhAhA ! tuma kayA kahete haiM A? hai? A duniyA bIjI che jaina paramezvaranI. DAhyAbhAI ! A jaja amArA baiThA hai. jaja hai ne baDA jaja huM amadAvAdamAM have chUTTI ho gaI, rajA ho gaI nivRtti che. AhAhA ! vyAkhyAnameM saba jaja Ate the hamAre amadAvAdameM jAte hai to badhA Ate hai baDA baDA vakIla ne jaja ne, paNa A cIja pahelI samajanemeM milatA nahIM. AhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai ke saMvara hone yogya to AtmA hai. apanI paryAyameM dharmakI dazA samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakI dazA apanI yogyatAse apane kALameM utpanna honeke lAyaka apanese utpanna hotA hai, saMvara koI rAgake kAraNase utpanna hotA hai. vyavahAra rAga kiyA ne rAgake kAraNase saMvara huvA aisI cIja nahIM. hajI to navatattvakA bheda samajAte hai. AhAhAhA!samajameM AyA? "saMvara hone yogya" jIva saMvArya ema kahA saMskRtameM hai "aura saMvara karanevAlA saMvAraka" pUrvakA udaya ItanA na udaya AyA usako nimittarUpe saMvara kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! have, "nirjarA" "nirjarA hone yogya" kayA kahete hai have? AtmAmeM jo saMvara-zuddhi utpanna huI e paryAya hai, paNa pIche vizeSa zuddhikA utpanna honA ye nirjarA hai. AhAhA! bhASA dITha bhAva phera. saMvara jo samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra jo AtmAne avalaMbanase utpanna huvA, ye zuddha hai, aura nirjarA haiye zuddhikI vizeSa vRddhi hai, to ya zuddhikI je vizeSa vRddhi apane kAraNase utpanna huI hai. AhA ! koI apavAsa kiyA ne aisA kiyA mATe nirjarA huI, aisA hai nahIM. apavAsa Adi karanemeM to zubha rAga hai, vo koI nirjarA nahIM ne dharma nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA - apavAsase nirjarA nahIM hotI?) apavAsa ye saba, hai, upavAsa to Isako Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8O samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kahete hai upavAsa zuddha caitanyaghana prabhu "upa" nAma samIpameM jAkara vasanA TIkanA aMdarameM usako upavAsa kahete hai. aisA bhAna binAkA A laMghana karate hai. eka do ne tIna pAMca daza apavAsa ne pacAsa apavAsa ne e saba apa vAsa hai, upa vAsa nahIM. "apa' nAma mAThA vAsa, bhUMDA rAganA vAsameM paDA hai vo. AhAhAhA ! (zrotAH- badhAno artha pharI jAya che.) badhAno artha pharI jAya che bhAI. bhagavAna ! AhAhAhA! trilokanAtha paramAtmA mahAvidehameM to zrImukhe ye kahe rahe hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? are manaSyapaNA AyA, usameM A vAta samajameM na Ave to manuSyapaNA milA na milA hai. AhA ! e to Dhorako pazuko nahIM milA hai ne Ane milA hai. paNa jo A vastu samajameM na AyA, to milA na milA ho jAyegA, jAyegA naraka ne nigodakA anaMta bhavameM cale jAyegA bhAI, ahIM kahe che, nirjarA hone ke yogya, eTale ke azuddhikA nAza hone yogya aura zuddhikI utpatti hone yogya, e bhAva nirjarA, e zuddha jIvakI paryAya hai. gAthA aisI A gaI, A barAbara hai. (zrotA - Aja to bahota majA AI ) jijJAsu hai ne bhagavAna. AhAhA! e AtmA aMdara AnaMdakaMda prabhu usake Azrayase zuddhikI vRddhi jo huI usakA nAma nirjarA. nirjarAnA tIna prakAra. eka zuddhikI vRddhi ho e nirjarA, eka azuddhikA nAza ho e nirjarA aura vo yahAM azuddhakA nAza huvA to tyAM karmakA ItanA udaya bhI nahIM AtA hai, nAza hotA hai e dravya nirjarA. hajI to navatattvakI bAta calatI hai hajI to. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhAI nathI AvyA hamAre jIvarAjajI? zarIrane ThIka nahIM hoya. nathI AvyA? blaDa prezara 245 thaI gayuM. zuM kahevAya e blaDa prezara 245 jIvarAjajIne che ghaNA vakhatathI rahyA kare che, blaDa prezara. jaDanI paryAya hai bhAI. AhAhA! blaDa prezara ho ke kSaya roga ho ke kensara ho. e to jaDanI paryAya hai. mATI dhULakI bhagavAnameM e hai nahIM. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna zabda A AtmA rogako chUte hI nahIM kabhI tIna kAlameM. are Isako chUte to nahIM. paNa jJAyakabhAva bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu dravya svabhAva vo rAgako chUte nahIM. AhAhAhA ! rAgako chUte nahIM, paNa dharmakI paryAya jo utpanna hotI hai usako dravya chUte nahIM. Avo mAraga che bApA! arere ! samajameM AyA? dravya jo jJAyaka svarUpa hai e to trikALa ekarUpa rahenevAlI cIja hai. e paryAyameM AtI nahIM. A to paryAyakA bhedakI vyAkhyA karate hai abhI to. AhAhA! nirjarA hone yogya aura nirjarA karanevAlA eTale jUnA karma khira gayA vo nirjarA karanevAlA kahenemeM AyA hai. "donoM nirjarA haieka ajIvakI paryAya eka jIvakI paryAya. donoM nirjarA hai. "baMdhane yogya" AtmA vikArakI paryAyameM baMdhane yogya apane kAraNase, AhAhAhA ! rAga puNya pApakA bhAvase baMdhane yogya vikArase baMdhane yogya e apanI yogyatAse baMdhane yogya hotA hai koI karmaka kAraNase baMdhane yogya bhAva hotA hai aisA huM nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! baMdhane yogya e jIvakI paryAya. baMdhana karanevAlA e jUnA karma, nayAnI yaha bAta nahIM. purAnA karma nimitta hai e baMdhane karanevAlAko, dravyabaMdha kahA. ajIvakI paryAya kahA. A bhAva baMdha hai e jIvakI paryAya hai. AhAhAhA ! hujI to navatattva samajAte haiM. baMdha hai donoM. Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 mokSa hone yogya" have AkhirakI chellI. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmAmeM kevaLajJAnameM siddhapada hone yogyake kALameM mokSa paryAya hotI hai. AhAhA ! apanA svakALameM mokSa honeke samayameM apanA nija kSaNameM utpatti mokSakI paryAyakA kALa thA to usameM mokSa dazA utpanna huI. e mokSa dazA e jIvakI paryAya hai. AhAhAhA ! paryAya hai, e dravya nahIM. AhAhAhA !mokSa hone yogya je kevaLajJAna utpanna huvA e jIva dravya nahIM paryAya hai. AhAhAhA! aura e samaye karmakA chUTa jAnA e dravya mokSa hai, A bhAva mokSa hai, vo karma chUTa jAnA vo dravya mokSa hai. eka jIvakI paryAya hai, eka ajIvakI paryAya hai. AhAhA ! bahuM jhINuM bApu! AhAhA ! jJAnane keLavavuM paDe bhAI ! AhAhA ! vo ATA hotA hai ne ATA, loTa loTa banAte hai ne kAMI roTalI tarata karate hai? ye ATAko keLavate haiM aisA. aise jJAnameM pahelI A bAta keLavavI paDegI prabhu! AhA! jAnane lAyakako jAnanA paDegA tere. AhAhA ! are ! mokSa hone yogya, hone yogya karyuM kahA? ke e samayameM kevaLajJAnakI utpatti hone yogya apanI paryAyameM lAyakAtase utpanna huI hai. koI karma kSaya huvA to mokSa kI paryAya utpanna huI haiM aisA nahIM. AhAhA! kayA kahete haiM? (zrotA:- zuddha dravya kahA hai?) nahIM nahIM. A to paryAyakI bAta hai. paryAya vo hai e zuddha dravya nahIM. yahAM to nava paryAyase bhinna dravya hai usakI dRSTi karanese samyagdarzana hotA hai e batAnA hai. jhINI bAta hai. e bAta to sUnanemeM kaThaNa paDatI hai abhI, bahArameM kahe aise ke vrata karo, bhakti karo. pUjA karo, maMdira banAvo, gajaratha kADho, ratha nikAlo. koNa kare? e to jaDakI paryAya parakI kriyA hai IsameM terA bhAva kadAcit maMda ho rAgakI maMdatA ho to ye puNya hai, vo koI dharma nahIM. (zrotA- dharma Apa kisako kahete ho?) haiM! A kahete hai ne, ke A navatattvakI paryAya jo hai, eka jIvakI aura eka ajIvakI, doko choDakara dokA navatattvakA paryAyakA bhedako choDakara, trikALI akhaMDAnaMda prabhu je zuddha hai, jo paryAyameM kabhI AyA nahIM, kabhI malina huvA nahIM, kabhI kevaLajJAnakI paryAyameM bhI AtmA AtA nahIM, AvI vAta hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA. paNa AvuM amArA dezamAM saMbhaLAtuM nathI, paNa emane Avo TAIma hoya AvuM manuSyapaNuM bApu! atyAre nahIM kare to ke di' karaze, bhAI ! A manuSyapaNuM to vikhAI jaze. bhAI ! AMkho mIMcIne cAlyo jaze, rakhaDato, jIva.ye pavana hotA hai ne vaMToLiyA pavana nahIM hotA? vaMToLiyA kahete hai kayA kahete hai? usameM tInakA hotA hai tInakA, uDake kahAM jAyegA? AhAhA! aise jisako abhI samyagdarzana nahIM mithyAzraddhAmeM paDA hai e uDakara tInakA kahAM jAyegA, bhAI ! AhAhA ! ahIMyA baDA cakravartI brahmadatta 96OOO strI, 96 kroDa pAyadaLa, 16000 deva sevA karate the. paNa mithyAtvakA pA5 sevana karate the, Ama hIrAnA palaMga upara poDhe the, isakI eka strIko to hajAra deva sevA karate the, deva sevA karate the strIkA. aisI to 96000 strI A AMkha mIMcI prabhu, e palaMgameMse dUsare samaye sAtamI narakameM gaye. AhAhAhA ! jenA eka kSaNanI vedanA prabhu, karoDo jIbha ane karoDo bhavase kahI zake nahIM aisI vedanAmeM gaye. eka kSaNa nahIM, paNa Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 82 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 tetrIsa sAgara eka sAgaropamameM dasa kroDAkoDI palyopama, eka palyopamameM asaMkhya bhAgamAM asaMkhya abaja varSa. AhAhAhA! bhAI evA duHkha te anaMtavAra sahana karyA hai, anaMtabaira naraka gaye hai anaMtabaira nigodameM gaye hai. prabhu tere khabara nahIM bhUla gayA mATe nahIM thA aise kema kahe? AhAhA! samajameM AyA? janama pIche cha mAsameM kayA huvA e khabara hai abhI? khabara nahIM mATe nahIM thA, ema koNa kahe? ema anaMta kALameM duHkha sahana kiyA e khabara nahIM huM to nahIM thA aisA koNa kahe, samajameM AyA? lojikase nyAyase samajanA paDegA ke nahIM? AhAhA ! to terI janama maraNakI duHkhanI dazA, bhagavAna pokAra karate hai, prabhu e duHkhane kayA kahA hai? te duHkha to sahana kiyA, paNa duHkha terA duHkha dekhanevAlAkI AMsu dhArA calatI thI. AhA ! e duHkha miTAnekA rastA, AhAhA ! navatattvakI dRSTi choDakara kayoMki navatattva e paryAyakA bheda hai. AhAhAhA ! paryAyakA lakSa choDakara, AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? mokSa hone yogya tathA mokSa karanevAlA dono mokSa hai." AhAhA! " kayoMki ekako hI apane Apa puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha, mokSa nahIM hotA," kayA kahete hai? ekIlA prabhu jJAyakabhAva usameM A bhedabhAva nahIM hotA. nimitta-nimitta saMbaMdhane kAraNe e bhedabhAva hotA hai. ekIlA zAkabhAva usameM A bheda nava nahIM hotA. apanI paryAyakI yogyatA ane nimitta dUsarI cIja, doke kAraNase e nava bheda utpanna hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? kayoMki ekako hI apane Apa, apane kAraNase puSya, pApa, Asrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha siddhi nahIM hotI. ekIlA zAkabhAvameM navabheda kaise AyA? usakI paryAya aura nimitta do milakara navabheda hue hai. AhAhA! hai! AhAhAhA! e donoM jIva ne ajIva hai, koNa do? jo jIvakI paryAya hai e jIva kahenemeM AtA hai ane udaya jo ajIva hai usako ajIva kahenemeM AtA hai. do milakara jIva-ajIva hai. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? donoM jIva ajIva hai, arthAt vo donomeMse, domeM se eka jIva hai ne dUsarA ajIva hai, AhAhA ! e puNya pApa Asrava saMvara nirjarA baMdha ne mokSa e jIvakI paryAya hai, ane udaya jo hai karmakA e ajIvakI paryAya hai nimitta, do milakara yahAM navabheda huvA hai, ekalA AtmAmeM navabheda hotA nahIM. AhAhA ! A..hA ! have dUsarI cIja, vo to nava siddha kiyA, vo samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! hajI to dharmakI pahelI sIDhI IsakA A viSaya nahIM nava. AhAhA ! A deva guru ne zAstra to para raha gayA. vo bhI samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhAhA ! dharmakI pahelI sIDhI utpanna honemeM trikALI jJAyakabhAva hI eka Azraya karane lAyaka hai basa! AhAhAhA ! sUkSma to hai paNa vastu aisI hai. AhAhA ! have e kahete hai. "bAhya daSTise dekhA jAya" kayA kahete haiM? cULa dRSTise dekhA jAya to jIva pudgalakI anAdi baMdha paryAyake samIpa jAkara, AhAhA ! jIvakI paryAya ne ajIvakI paryAya donoM ke samIpa jAkara "ekarUpase anubhava karane para navatattva bhUtArtha hai". nava hai. AhAhA ! navaprakAranI paryAya hai, asatya hai jUThA hai aisA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jIva pudgalakI anAdi baMdha paryAyake samIpa jAkara ekarUpase anubhava karane para nava bhUtArtha hai. nava paryAya hai. Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 nava bheda hai. eka jIva dravya, svabhAvake samIpa jAkara anubhava karanese navatattva abhUtArtha hai. AhAhA ! kayA kahA? AhAhA ! eka svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, usakI samIpa jAkara ekatvakA anubhava karanesa, ye nava abhUtArtha jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! DAhyAbhAI ! A vAta hai bhAI. koI di' sAMbhaLI nathI, bese to kyAMthI? AhAhAhA ! ema ne ema jiMdagI baphamamAM ne baphamamAM, baphama nAma bhAna vinA jiMdagI nikAlI jAtI hai. AhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai ke jIva ane jaDa dokA bhedase vicAra karanese nava hai, nava hai, aura eka jIvadravya, svabhAva, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu dhruva svabhAva, nitya svabhAva, sAmAnya svabhAva, ekarUpa svabhAva, AhAhAhA ! usakI samIpa jAkara, ekarUpa svabhAvakI samIpa jAkara, hai? anubhava karane para abhUtArtha hai. nava vAta sAcI hai nahIM, paryAya svabhAva asatyArtha hai, hai? (zrotAH- samIpa kaise jAnA?) kahete hai ne aMdara e taraphakA bhedakA lakSa choDakara abhedameM jAnA. jhINI vAta bApu! AhAhA! A to anaMta kALamAM eka sekanDa kiyA nahIM kabhI. rAga Aga dAha dahe baLI gayo che marI gayo che emAM. AhAhAhA ! vikalpanI jALamAM baLI gayo che, marI gayo che, bhAna nathI ene. meM kayA cIja huM aMdara? AnaMdakA nAtha jJAyakabhAvase birAjamAna prabhu! AhAhA ! usako rAgakI agnimeM bALa (sulagA) diyA. AhAhA ! e baLatA nahIM, rAgase baLa gayA to usako jJAyakabhAva nahIM hai aisA huvA. kayA kahA? rAgakI paryAyameM ekAkArase jala uThA to usako jJAyakabhAva hai nahIM to usake mATe jJAyaka to mara gayA hai. AhAhA! yahAM to tyAM laga kahete hai. "puruSArtha siddhi upAya" amRtacaMdrAcArya saMto to digaMbara hai saba. e parakI dayA pALanekA bhAva AyA e rAga hai. e svarUpakI hiMsA hai. vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka kAyamakI cIja hai usameM vo rAga vikRta dazA huI e svarUpakI hiMsA huI. apanA svarUpanA niSedha huvA. rAgakA astitva prasiddhameM AyA. (zrotAH- IsameM hiMsA kahAM huI ?) rAga huA usakA kyA artha huA, rAgakI haiyAtI dekhanemeM trikALakI haiyAtI chUTa gaI. deSTimeMse chUTa gayA. AhAhA! AkarI bAta bhAI ! ekarUpa vastumeM se nikalakara vikalpa AyA hai. cAhe to... dharmakA, AhAhA! ye apanA svarUpanA Azraya na liyA ne rAgakA Azraya liyA to svarUpakI hiMsA huI. AhAhAhA ! vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva). pravacana naM. 61 gAthA - 13 tA. 18-8-78 zukravAra, zrAvaNa suda-15 saM. 2504 zrI samayasAra gAthA 13 dUsarA peregrApha hai ne. sthULa dRSTie dekhA jAye, peregrApha AyAne, sUkSma viSaya bhagavAna! anaMta kALameM navatattvaka paripATIkA bheda hai usako choDakara jJAyakabhAva ekIlA caitanyamUrti hai aisA kabhI Azraya liyA nahIM. dRSTi kabhI kiyA nahIM. to kahete hai kI "sthULa dRSTie dekhA jAye" to jIva pudgalakI anAdi baMdhaparyAyake samIpa, bhagavAna AtmA ne rAgano saMbaMdha baMdhaparyAya e samIpa jAkara ekarUpase anubhava karane para rAga ne AtmA, bheda ne AtmA jIvakI eka samayakI Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 84 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 paryAya ajIvanA jJAna jo hotA haiye usako yahAM ajIva kahete hai. ajIva to bhAva hotA hI nahIM AtmAmeM, aura puSya ne pApakA bhAva jo malina bhAva do hai, e baMdhakI paryAyake samIpa jAne? dikhate hai. AhAhA! navatattvakA bheda, sUkSma bAta hai prabhu! e jIva pugalanI samIpe jAkara anubhava karane para navatattva bhUtArtha hai. nava paryAyameM prakAra hai, sUkSma bAta hai bApu! paryAyameM nava prakAra hai, ye bhUtArtha hai, vyavahAranayase hai. (zrotA pahelAM to abhUtArtha kahetA thA) e ahIMyA hai e apekSAe bhUtArtha kahetA thA, vo trikALakI apekSAe abhUtArtha hai. e kahegA abhI. AhAhA! bahu sUkSma viSaya! anaMta kALameM kabhI, jJAyaka kayA cIja hai, aMdara paramAtmA svarUpa hai, hari kaho, viSNu kaho, brahma kaho, brahmAnaMda kaho, paramAtmA kaho, e saba AtmA hai aMdara. harati Iti hari, jo ajJAna ane rAgadveSako hare vo hari. paramAtmA apanA svarUpa hai hari. samajameM AyA? aisA ekarUpa paramAtmAmeM karmakA nimittake saMbaMdhameM dekhanese navatattva paryAyarUpa hai, bhUtArtha hai aisA kahenemeM AyA hai, samajameM AyA? AhAhA! vAta! heM ne? aura eka jIvadravya, svabhAvaka samIpa jAkara, AhAhAhA ! have rAtriko koI pUchate the ke hame kaise jAnanA? bhAI e jIva svabhAva jJAyakarUpa zAzvata cIja hai usakI tarapha samIpa jAnero, AhAhA ! jJAyakabhAva, zAzvata svabhAva ekarUpa bhAva jo bhAva, puNya pApa to AyA nahIM paNa vo saMvara nirjarA ne mokSakI paryAyameM bhI vo jJAyakabhAva AyA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bahu sUkSma jaina dharma ane e ja dharma hai, dUsarA koI dharma hai nahIM. samajameM AyA? e jJAyakabhAvakI samIpa jAnero, eka jIva dravya, svabhAva, eka jIvadravyanA svabhAva ekarUpa trikALa jJAyakabhAva, AnaMdabhAva, zAMtabhAva, dhruvabhAva, je navatattvakI paryAya, samIpa jAnese navatattva hai, paNa usakI dRSTi choDakara navakA paryAya bhedakA lakSa choDakara jJAyaka parama trikALI prabhu hai, usakI samIpa jAkara, dRSTi tyAM lagAkara, AhAhA! bhUtArthanayase eka jIva hI prakAzamAna hai. AhAhA ! tyAM to navatattvameM paryAyabhedameM eka jIva jJAyakabhAva trikALa vo hI prakAzamAna hai. AhAhA! kayA kahete hai hujI? samajameM AyA? paryAyameM vartamAna dazAmeM karmakA nimittakA saMbaMdhakI dRSTise dekho to nava paryAya hai, paryAyameM nava prakAra hai, e jIvameM navaprakArameM jo jIva ginanameM AyA, vo jIvakA eka aMza paryAya lenA, (samajanA) sArA jIva dravya nahIM. samajameM AyA? eka jIvakI eka samayathI paryAyako yahAM jIva navameM kahenemeM AyA. aura bheda saba Asrava puNya pApa saMvara nirjarA (baMdha) mokSa ye saba bhedarUpI paryAya hai. paryAyanTise ye vastu hai. paNa vo dRSTise AtmajJAna hotA nahIM, samyagdarzana dharmakI pahelI sIDhI, ye navatattvakA bhedakI dRSTise samyagdarzana hotA nahIM. samyaka nAma satya darzana, vo to trikALI jJAyakabhAva jo dhruva hai, jisameM bheda nahIM aura bhedameM e AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! AvI vAta. e mokSanI paryAya hai usameM bhI dravya AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! saMvara nirjarA Adi je mokSakA mArgakI paryAya hai, usameM bhI vo jJAyakabhAva AyA nahIM. AhAhAhA aisA, hai? Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 8pa gAthA - 13 | navatattvameM bhUtArthanayase navakI paryAyameM lakSa choDakara ekarUpa trikALI jJAyakabhAvakI dRSTi karanese eka jIva hI prakAzamAna hai, tyAM to caitanyamUrti bhagavAna eka hI prakAzamAna hai. vo dRSTi samyagdarzanakA viSaya (hai). AhAhA! AvI vAtuM bApu! samAjane sAdhAraNa vAtamAM aTakIne jiMdagI nikAlate hai. AhAhA ! AMhI paramAtmA sarvajJadeva trilokanAtha ema pharamAte hai, vo hI saMto kahete hai. saMto ADatiyA hokara mAla kahete hai. ADatiyA samajate hai? mAla to sarvajJakA gharakA hai, saMto ADatiyA hokara A vAta karate hai, AhAhA! samajameM AyA? ke navatattvameM, navakA paryAyakA bhedamaeNse bhUtArthanayase eka jIva hI, AhAhAhA ! chato, chatI cIja, chatI mojUdagI trikALI zAzvata vastu jisameM paryAyabheda bhI nahIM. AhAhAhA! aisA bhUtArthanayase, bhUta nAma chato padArtha pUrNAnaMda prabhu IsakA nayase e dRSTise dekhanese eka jIva hI prakAzamAna hai. bhAI ! A to maMtro hai. A koI vArtA-kathA nathI. A koI zabdo eka zabdamAM pUruM paDe aisI cIja nahIM. A to sarvajJa paramAtmA jinezvara devanI divya dhvani usameM AyA A mArga che. je indro ekAvatArI, eka bhavatArI bhI sUnate hai, e cIja kaisI hai bhaiyA. AhA! AhA! e navatattvakI paryAyakI avasthAkA bheda, huM bheda, paNa usake Azrayase samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. dharmakI pahelI zreNI ye navakA paryAya bhedase samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. kayoMki samyaka pUrNasvarUpa je bhagavAna sat hai, ye sat hai, IsakI dRSTise samyagdarzana hotA hai. samyaka nAma satya dRSTi, AhAhA ! e trikALI jJAyakabhAvaka samIpa jAnese jIvakA ekarUpa dravya svabhAvaka samIpa jAnese eka jIva hI prakAzamAna dikhate hai basa. usameM bheda beda hai nahIM. saMvara nirjarA ne mokSa kI paryAya bhI aise jIva dravya svabhAvameM hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! "Isa prakAra aMtaradRSTise dekhA jAye" vo bAhya deSTikI pahelI bAta kiyA. have aMtara daSTise dekhA jAye aMtara desei dekhA jAya bhagavAna AtmAko to jJAyakabhAva jIva hai. vastu jANaka jANaka jANaka svabhAva, jJAnasvabhAvakA piMDa, jema e baraphI are! pATa hotI hai 50 maNanI, aise bhagavAna anaMtaguNakI pATa ekarUpa svabhAva hai aMdara. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. jIvaka, jJAyakabhAva jIva hai. bhagavAna jANaka jANaka jANaka jANaka jANaka jANaka jANaka jANaka dhruva A pANIkA pravAha aise calate hai, ane AtmAkA dhruva pravAha dhruva dhruva dhruva dhruva aise calate hai. AhAhAhA ! aise zAkabhAva jIva hai. e trikALI jJAyakabhAva dhruva dhruva dhruva dhruva e jIva hai. AhAhAhA ! aura jIvake vikArakA hetu, vikArakAno artha bhedakA hetu saMvara nirjarA mokSa bhI AMhI vikAra kahete hai. bheda AyA ne bheda ? vizeSa kArya, A vikAra eTale malinatA aisA yahAM na lenA. AhAhAhA ! jIvake vizeSa kAryakA hetu, bheda paDate hai. e nimitta karmakA ajIvakA nimittase usakI haiyAtImeM puNya pApa Asrava baMdhanA bheda dikhate hai, aura usako abhAvameM saMvara nirjarA paNa usameM bhI nimittake abhAvakI apekSA AI. kayA kahA? jo bhagavAna jJAyakabhAvarUpa eka hai, usameM jo paryAyameM puNya pApa Asrava baMdha vikArI paryAya hotI hai, emAM ajIva karmakA nimitta sApekSa hai, aura saMvara nirjarA mokSa haiye nimittakA abhAvakI sApekSatA hai IsameM paramapAriNAmika Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 86 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhAva AyA nahIM, usameM sApekSa AyA. AhAhAhA ! jIvake vizeSa kAryakA hetu vizeSa paryAya bhedakA hetu ajIva hai. AhAhAhA! bhAI ! A to bhagavaMta paramAtmA sarvajJa trilokanAthakI vANI bApu e kAMI sAdhAraNa vAta hai nahIM. AhAhA! jene indro, so indro vAgha ane siMha jaMgalameMse kuttAnA baccAnI jema cale Ave bhagavAnakA samavasaraNameM. mahAvidehameM hai bhagavAna, (sImaMdharanAtha) yahAM the to yahAM bhI the. bhagavAna birAjate hai 500 dhanuSyakA deha hai. pUrva dizA haine? AhAhA! mahAvidehameM pahelA meM... 32 bhAga hai, usameM eka bhAgameM bhagavAna birAjate hai, AhAhA ! 500 dhanuSa, (zarIra-deha) do hajAra hAthakA UMcA hai abhI. prabhu birAjate hai manuSyapaNe, aMdarameM to trikALIjJAna sarvajJa prabhu eka sekaMDakA asaMkhya bhAgameM tIna kAla tIna lokako dekhate hai, usakI vANImeM A AyA e saMto jagata pAse jAhera karate hai. samajameM AyA? AhA ! jIva to jJAyakabhAva hI hai. A trikALI dravya kI bAta AI. vo navatattvameM jIva vo to eka samayakI paryAyako jIva kahA. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! trikALI jJAyakabhAva zAzvata dhruva cIja anAdi anaMta, aNa utpanna, anAza, nAza nahi ane apanA pUrNa svabhAvase bharA paDA bhagavAna e jJAyakabhAva e jIva hai. aura IsameM vizeSa kAryakA hetu, puNya pApa Asava saMvara nirjarA baMdha ne mokSa e vizeSa kArya hai. usameM hetu ajIva hai to ajIva hetu kayoM kahA? ke puNya zubha azubhabhAvameM Asrava baMdha hai. to ajIva nimittakI sApekSatA A jAtI hai, paNa pIche saMvara nirjarA molameM bhI nimittakA abhAvakI apekSA AtI hai. aisI cIja paryAya kahenemeM AtA hai. e vikAra hetu ajIva, vizeSa kAryameM hetu nAma nimitta ajIva hai. to saMvara nirjarA mokSanI paryAyameM hetu ajIva kaise? bhagavAna je AtmA trikALI svarUpa paramapAriNAmika jJAyakabhAva usameM koI nimittakI haiyAtI ne abhAvakI apekSA hai nahIM. aisI jJAyakabhAva trikALa vastu hai, usakA samIpa jAnese samyagdarzana hotA hai. usase dUra dUra bhaTakate hai aura nava paryAyameM usakA lakSa ne tyAM rahete hai to jJAyakabhAva usako deSTimeM nahIM AtA. enuM paripUrNa svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA e usakA daSTimeM ne jJAnameM nahIM AtA. AhAhAhA! (zrotA:- samyagdarzanano viSaya adhUro che, trikALI vastu) trikALI vastu e samyagdarzanakA viSaya hai. (zrotA:- to adhUrA rahA hai.) adhUrA kauna kahA? trikALI vastu heM ne? paryAya pIche. (zrotA:- pramANanI apekSAe bheda che ne?) e ahIM to nayakA viSayakI bAta calate haiM ne. pramANakA viSaya to trikALI jJAyakabhAva ane vartamAna rAgAdi paryAya, saMvara Adi e saba vyavahAranayakA (viSaya) nizcaya ne vyavahAra dokA viSaya pramANa. e pramANa kA viSayameM to dravya paryAya do AyA. paNa usameM jyAM nizcayanayakI dRSTie dekhanA hai eka naye, AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? to jJAyakabhAva jIva hai. aura jIvake vizeSa kAryakA hetu ajIva. koNa? puNya ne pA5 Asrava saMvara nirjarA baMdha ne mokSa jisakA lakSaNa, aise jIvaka, kevaLa jIvane vizeSa dazA hai. hai? zubhabhAva jIvakI vikRta avasthA, pApabhAva jIvakI vikRta avasthA. Asrava vikRta avasthA. saMvara avikRta avasthA. paNa vizeSa hai ne ye? Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 13 sAmAnya jJAyakabhAva nahIM vo. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta have ene ekeka gAthAmAM. ( zrotAH- ghaDIkamAM Apa kaho AtmA dhruva che, ghaDIkamAM Apa kaho paryAya amAre samajavuM zuM ? ) vizeSa spaSTa karAte hai. paryAya bhI hai ne dravya bhI hai. do hai. dravya hai e jJAyakarUpa ekarUpa hai ne paryAya hai ye bhedarUpa dazAvaMta hai. puNya pApa Asrava saMvara nirjarA Adi bhedarUpa ye hai. hai to ye bhI hai ne A bhI hai. paNa navatattvakA bheda hai vizeSa vo to vyavahA2nayakA viSaya hai samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM vo. AhAhA ! e zudghanayakA viSaya nahIM, viSaya zabde dhyeya, zudghanayakA dhyeya to trikALI zAyakabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bApu! eNe koI di' karyuM nathI. duniyAnI hoLI saLagAvI. rAga ne dveSa Akho di' AhvAhA ! ( zrotAH- hoLI mAne ) agni saLagAvI rAganI, kahA nahIM thA kala ? kahyA thA ne rAga dAha dahe cha DhALAmAM AtA hai ne ? pAThazALAmeM bhaNAte hai "cha DhALA". usameM AtA hai rAga Aga dAha dahe sadA, rAga Aga dAha dahe sadA, e rAganA vikalpathI agni saLagatI hai aMdara baLate hai. azAMtise jalate hai anAdi prANI. samajameM AyA ? cAhe to e svargameM ho ke cAhe to e zeThAImeM abajopatineM ho e rAganI agnimeM jalate hai, baLate hai ye. AhAhAhA !( zrotAH- majA kare che ne Apa kaho cho baLe che ? ) koNa majA kare ? mUrakha hai, majA mAnate hai to. sanepAta hotA hai sanepAta. ( zrotAH- A to DAhyAnI vAta che. Apa to gAMDAnI vAta karo cho. ) vAta pIta ne kapha vizeSa jyAre vakarI jAte hai vizeSa hotA hai tyAre sanepAta hotA hai. sanepAtamAM vo dAMta kADhate hai. sukhI hai ? aise, ekarUpa bhagavAna AtmAkI zraddhA binA, rAga ne paryAyakI zraddhAvALA mithyA zraddhA hai, jJAna mithyA hai, aura rAgakA AcaraNa mithyA AcaraNa hai, tInoMkA sanepAta lagA hai usako. e majA mAnate hai, e sanepAtIyA jema harakha karate hai. ema e majA ( mAnakara ) sanepAtIyA, pAgala hai ye. AhAhAhA ! Ama bhagavAna kahete hai hoM ! AhAhA ! 87 ( zrotAH- sonagaDhakA siddhAMta nikalA ) sonagaDhakA ? e bhagavAna kevaLI kahete hai, A koNa kahete hai A ? saMto digaMbara saMto, AnaMdakI ramatameM 2manevAlA, AhA ! nirvikalpa AnaMdanI mojameM 2manevAlA aMdara nija vaibhava, atIndriya AnaMda ne atIndriya jJAna ne atIndriya zAMti, aisA nija vaibhavameM 2manevAlA saMta usako saMta muni kahete hai, e saMta kahete hai yahAM. AhAhA ! A TIkA usakI hai saMskRta. e bhagavAna AtmA ekarUpa jisa jJAyakabhAva vo to usakA svabhAva hai ne vo hI rdaSTikA viSaya e jJAyakabhAvameM samIpa jAnese to samyagdarzana hotA hai. navakA bheda upa2 samIpa jAnese samyagdarzanakA abhAva hotA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e puNya ne pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ne mokSa, jinake lakSaNa hai, aise kevaLa jIvakI paryAya vikA2, jIvakA vizeSa bhAva hai. vikAra nAma jIvakA vizeSa bhAva hai. sAmAnya bhAva to jJAyaka ekarUpa trikALa hai. samajameM AyA ? ane A puNya zubhabhAva, pApabhAva, AsavabhAva be, do milakara-saMvanirjarA-mokSa vo saba jIvakI paryAya, hai? kevaLa jIvakI vizeSa dazA hai, vizeSa, vikAra nAma vikAra, vikRta avasthA vizeSa avasthA hai. AhAhA ! cAhe to saMva2 nirjarA ne mokSa paNa vizeSa avasthA hai. ye jJAyakabhAva trikALa e usameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA! Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 88 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 samyagdarzanameM jJAyakabhAvakA bhAna hotA hai, pratIta AtI hai paNa pratItameM paryAyameM zAkabhAva AtA nahIM. AhAhA ! karyo? kayoMki vo dravya hai, e paryAyameM kahAMse Ave? dravyakA sAmarthya jitanA hai ItanI pratItameM sAmarthya AtA hai. paNa vo dravya cIja hai vo paryAyameM A jAye, aisA kabhI hotA nahIM. AhAhA! are ! koNe sAMbhaLyuM che? jaya bhagavAna ! emane ema jiMdagI nikALI. AhAhA ! e kevaLa jIvakI vizeSa dazA hai nava. eka samayakI paryAya paNa vizeSa dazA hai, ema liyAne bhAI ? navameM jIvakI eka paryAya hai usako jIva kahA hai. dravya jIva jo hai vo usameM AyA nahIM. samajameM AyA? nava kahIne ? nava e kevaLa jIvake vizeSa hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ane vizeSa nAma dazA hai, usakI paryAya hai. usameM bheda hai. vastu jJAyaka hai. ye usameM AyA nahIM. AhA! to ye vikArakA ye prakAra jIvakI paryAyameM navaprakAra hai, vizeSa. eka vAta. puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSa e vikAra hetu nimitta kevaLa ajIva hai. usameM jo nimitta hai ye kevaLa ajIva hai. bheda jo apanI paryAyameM hai ye jIvakI paryAya hai. AhAhA ! A eka gAthA paNa samajavI kaThaNa. eka jaNo kahe samayasAra meM sArA paMdara dinameM vAMca liyA. e tame bahu samayasAranA vakhANa karate ho aisI cIja hai vaisI cIja hai to paMdara dinameM vAMcyA. are vAMcyA emAM kayA dALiyA huvA? usakA bhAva kayA hai ye samaje binA tune vAMcyA aMgrejI akSaro likhA hai ye pustaka e bI sI DI e bI aisA akSara vAMcyAne vAMca gayA to usame bhAva AyA vizeSa, DAhyAbhAI ! AhAhA ! aisA akSara vAMca paDha gayA, paNa usameM bhAva kayA hai e kayA AyA tere? AhAhA ! (zrotAH Apa kahete hai. jJAyakabhAva jIva hai aura navatattva jIva ke vizeSa hai.) kaI rIte bhASAmeM? bhASAmeM A gayA? AhAhA ! AMhI to bhAvameM AnA cAhIe ema kahete hai. ( zrotA:- eka zarata khatama huI tyAM dUsarI zarata AI, lAvo cho keTalI zarato?) e to ekanI eka zarata hai. trikALI sAmAnya jJAyakabhAva vo hI samyagdarzanakA viSaya hai, ye eka ja zarta hai paNa bhinna bhinna tarIkese samajAte hai. AhAhA ! jIsako janama maraNa rahita honA ho usako samyagdarzana pragaTa karanA cAhIe, samyagdarzana kaise ho ke trikALI jJAyakabhAvakI samIpa jAnese ekatvabuddhi hotI hai, usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhA ! chate samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM sAmAnya jIva hai usakI pratIti AI, paNa sAmAnya jIva hai ye samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM jIva AyA nahIM, vizeSameM sAmAnya AyA nahIM. AhAhA! zuM kahe che A? jJAnacaMdajI! e nava hai e ajIva hai, vizeSa hetu ajIva che. "aise yahu navatattva jIva dravyane svabhAvako choDakara" AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna zAyakanA svabhAva trikALa hai "usako choDakara" "svayaM aura para jInake kAraNa hai" apanI paryAyameM nava aura para nimitta e svayaM ne para jInake kAraNa hai aise eka dravyakI paryAyake rUpameM e dravyanI paryAyanA bhedarUpameM anubhava karane para nava hai, nava hai. hai? bhAI ! A mAraga to vItarAgano bhAI ! jenI pAse indro vAgha ane siMha jaMgalameMse kezarI siMha jaMgalamaeNse calA AtA hai samavasaraNameM sUnane ko zAMta ! zAMta ! zAMta ! vananA zuM Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 kahevAya? e rAjA siMha vanano rAjA, seMkaDo siMha jaMgalamaeNse calA AtA hai. bhagavAnakI sabhAmeM, to e cIja kaisI hogI ? e vArtA hotI hogI? (zrotA- bhagavAnakI vANI kA kitanA prabhAva!) prabhAva to, e to usakA puNyanA udaya paNa sUnane lAyaka jIva, e sUnate hai kitanI pAtratA hai usameM, AhAhA! samajameM AyA? sAkSAt traNa lokanA nAtha, enI vANI e A vANI hai. AhAhA! kahete hai, e navatattva jIva dravya ke svabhAvako choDakara, trikALI zAkabhAvakA lakSa choDakara sva ne para jinake kAraNa svameM olA pahele jIvane alaga kiyAne, kevaLa jIvake vikAra e sva. ane puNya pApa Adi ajIva e "para". "aise eka dravyakI paryAya, dravyanI paryAyoko anubhava karane para" e vastunI vartamAna dazA usakA anubhava karane para, e nava hai. AhAhA ! anubhava zabda yahAM samyagdarzana nahIM. navakA jAnanA karane para, nava hai. AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM have. lokone bahArathI mAnIne besI gayA. kAMIka vrata lIdhA ne tapAsA apavAsa karyA ne maMdira maMdira banAvAyA ne bhakti pUjA ne jAtrA ne bakhalakhiyA karavAyA bhagavAna. (zrotA-Agama maMdira banAve to dharma thAya?) Agama maMdira karyA kahAne? rAmajIbhAIe banAvyuM nathI A. AhAhA ! hA. tame to pramukha hatA ke nahIM? AhAhA! pramukha to e hatA, bhale e vakhate navanItabhAI hatA paNa badhuM navanItabhAI to ThIka, paNa pramukha to pahelese e eka hI he, te usane banAyA nahIM. usase A banA hI nahIM. vo to jaDakI paryAya, e samaye utpanna honekI lAyakAtase banA hai. e maMdirakI jaDakI paryAya hai. AhAhAhA ! e janama kSaNa hai, 102 gAthA pravacanasAra. e janama nAma utpattikA kSaNa thA tyAM utpanna huA hai. samajameM AyA? ene usake banAnemeM vikalpa ho, e zubhabhAva hai, basa, puNya hai. puNya e AtmAkI vizeSa dazA, vikAra hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. paryAya dRSTie dekho to nava hai. bhUtArtha hai paNa usameM samyagdarzana na AyA. dharmakI pahelI sIDhI utpanna karanemeM navatattvakA viSayase e darzana utpanna nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA ! paryAya vizeSa hai ne? AhAhA! "aura sarvakALameM ammalita"dekho have A, sarvakALameM vizeSameM nahIM AnevAlA, asmalita skUlanA usameM eka aMzameM bhI AtA nahIM kabhI. kevaLajJAnakI paryAyameM bhI jJAyakabhAva trikALa AtA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e nigodameM hai jIva to jJAnakA akSarake anaMtameM bhAge usako vikAsa hai, to bhI jJAyaka to sarvakALe asmalita aisA hai tyAM aMdara paDA hai, kayA kahA? jJAnakI paryAya, A nigoda hai ne nigoda ? nigoda kayA? A lasaNa, pyAja usakA eka TukaDA lo rAI jeTalA to usameM asaMkhya to zarIra hai, aura eka zarIrameM anaMta jIva hai aura eka jIvako vartamAnameM usakI paryAyameM akSarakA anaMtameM bhAgakA usakA vikAsa hai, aisA hone para bhI paryAyameM, vastu hai e to trikALa asmalita jJAyakabhAva hai. AhAhA. Are! AvI vAtuM have kone? ane kevaLajJAna hotA hai paripUrNa paryAya traNa kALa traNa loka jAne aisI paryAya AI, to bhI jJAyakabhAva to jaisA hai aisA ne aisA hai. likhA hai ke nahIM dekho! sarvakALameM asmalita, hai? sarvakALameM alita nahIM hotA, nAma ghaTavadha usameM koI nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! have AvuM che. Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 sarvakALa askhalita eka jIva dravyake svabhAva, AhAhAhA ! trikALI jIva dravyakA svabhAva vartamAna. kAmaya rahenevAlA askhalita kAyama sAmAnyabheMse vizeSameM skhalanA A jAtI hai, aisI e cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! sarvakALameM askhalita, AhAhAhA ! nakameM nA2kIpaNe anaMta anaMta duHkha veThayA paryAyameM, paNa vastu to sarvakALameM askhalita zAyakabhAva to tyAM bhI aisA ne aisA hai. AhAhA ! aura sarvArtha siddhameM gaye aura tyAM sukhanI sAmagrIkA pA2 nahIM aura tetrIsa hajAra varSe to AhA2kA DakAra AtA hai kaMThameMse, e prANIkI paryAyameM bhI dravya to jaisA hai paisA ne paisA paDA hai aMdara. sarvakALa askhalita ye sarvakALa askhalitakI A vyAkhyA hotI hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? kevaLajJAnakI paryAya ho, paNa vastu che e to traNa kALa, traNeya kALe askhalita hai. e paryAyameM AtI nahIM. enA artha aisA hai. ( zrotAH- paryAyameM AtA nahIM usakA nAma askhalita ?) askhalita. AhAhA ! juo kayA kahete dekho, sarvakALameM A to maMtra hai prabhu, jema vIMchI utA2nekA maMtra hotA hai ne vIMchI DaMkha, ema sarpakA DaMkha, ema A mithyAtvakA jhera utAranekA maMtra hai A. AhAhA ! anAdi rAga ne puNyanA pariNAma merA, usase mere lAbha hai mithyAtvakA jhera lagA hai usako. e jhera utAranekI A maMtra dazA hai. AhAhA ! 90 sarvakALameM. AhAhA ! trikALI svabhAvavaMta 52mAtmA sarvakALe askhalita ekarUpa hai. AhAhA ! anAdikALase A jagata hai, to anAdikALase kevaLajJAnI bhI hai. jagatameM kevaLajJAnI bhI anAdikALase hai. e jagata thA ne kevaLajJAnI 52mAtmA nahIM thA, aisA nahIM. paNa vo jagata hai mATe kevaLajJAna huvA aisA nahIM, aura kevaLajJAna huvA to AtmA sAmAnyabheMse haThakara skhalita ho gayA, ItanI kevaLajJAna dazA anaMta AnaMda dazA pragaTI, to trikALI svabhAvameM koI ghaTa ho gaI ? AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? "sarvakALameM askhalita" zabdakA baDA gaMbhIra artha hai. AhA ! arere ! ene kayA sUnA nahIM ne ? sAtamI narakanA nArakInA duHkha prabhu kahA thA ne kala pahele eka kSaNakA duHkha 52mAtmA ema pharamAte hai ke karoDo bhavane karoDo jIbhase kahI zake nahIM, ItanA kSaNakA duHkha, aisA tetrIsa sAgara sudhI anaMta baira huvA hai, paNa vastu hai e to askhalita zAyakabhAva paDA hai aisA ne aisA hai. AhA ! AnaMdase paripUrNa hai e aisI duHkha dazAke kALameM bhI AnaMdase paripUrNa jJAnAnaMda bhagavAna paDA hai aMdara. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? samajAya eTaluM samajavuM bApu ! A to bhagavAnano mAraga bhAI ! are 52mAtmAnA viraha paDayA, vItarAga rahyA nahIM, jema lakSmI jAtI hai aura mA-bApa gujara jAte hai pachI pAchaLathI chokarA takarAra karate hai. AhAhA ! vaheMcavA mATe. A makAna merA, meM baDA bhAI huM meM usameM rahetA huM pitAjI rahete the, dasa lAkhakA makAna paNa ye mere lenA hai. ye takarAra 5De. lakSmI ghaTe mA-bApa gujara jAye, ema kevaLajJAna lakSmI gaI, trilokanA nAtha 5ramAtmA pitAjI rahyA nahIM, AhAhA ! pAchaLase A taka2A2 uThAvI. koI kahe ke nahIM puNyase dharma hotA hai, koI kahe deva guru zAstrakI zraddhAse dharma hotA hai... koI kahe maMdiko banAnese dharma hotA hai. aisA takarAra bhagavAnakA virahameM paDayA bahota. yugalajI ! AhAhA ! Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 91 aisA ho bhale cAhe so viparIta deSTi, paNa vastu jo aMdara hai e to akhkhalita trikALa paDI hai aMdara. AhAhA ! bhAI ! bhASA saraLa dikhate haiM paNa vo bhAva samajanA. AhAhA ! sarvakALameM ammalita eka jIvakA dravyanA svabhAva, dekho trikALa kAyama rahenevAlI cIja ekarUpa, aisA eka jIvadravya, dekho eka jIvadravya, eka apanA jIvadravyanA svabhAva, samIpa jAkara, navatattvakA bhedameM dUra jaba hotA hai, samIpase (jaba) navaparyAyake samIpa jAte the paNa dravyase dUra hotA thA. AhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai ke bhagavAna ekarUpa dravya svabhAva sarvakALameM skUlanA nAma vizeSapaNe vo kAMI nahIM hotA ane vizeSa dazA pUrNa ho to bhI tyAM skUlanA kAMI nahIM hotI, aura vizeSa dazA bahota alpa hotI hai, to bhI tyAM skUlanA nahIM hotI. AhAhAhA ! aisA sarvakALameM akhkhalita eka jIvadravya, svabhAva, samIpa, A aMtaramAM dRSTi kara prabhu. AhAhA ! paryAyakA bhedakI dRSTi choDa . AhA! terA jIva, dravyasvabhAva jAnanA hoya to. AhAhA! aura tere samyagdarzana pragaTa karanA ho to, dharmakI pahelI dazA pragaTa karanA ho to, trikALa asmalita jIvadravyanA svabhAvake samIpa jA. paryAyase dUra ho jA. AhAhA ! Avo mArga che. eka jIvadravyathA svabhAvake samIpa jAkara ema kyu kahA? ke karma haThe to samIpa jAkara, aisA nahIM tema tere puruSArthase trikALI svabhAvakA samIpa jA sakate hai. samajameM AyA? aura terA ulaTA puruSArthase hI tuma paryAya buddhimeM ruka gayA hai. samajameM AyA? koI karmaka kAraNase ruka gayA hai, aura karma haTha jAya to samyagdarzana pAte hai ne samIpameM jAte aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA ! ( zrotA:- hamArI tarapha to aisA kahete haiM karmase hotA hai.) e e saba jUTha hai. ye to pahele se hai devacaMdajI, e to ekotera kI sAlase hamAre calatI hai. 63 varSa huvA. 63 sAITha aura tIna varSa, pahele hamAre guru thA, bahota prasiddha thA, thA sthAnakavAsI paNa dRSTi viparIta thI paNa hameM 71meM, 70 meM dIkSA liyA. 70 kahete tumhAremeM sattara kahete ne sAta aura zUnya. 1970, 65 varSa huvA. to pahele hamane nikAlA. hamAre to pUrvakA saMskAra thA ne! to gurue diyA nahIM. zAstram vAMcate the to, usameMse nikAlA pahele vahele bahAra bole ke "apanemeM vikAra hotA hai e karmase bilakula nahIM." khaLabhaLATa ho gayA. dopaharako vyAkhyAna karate the, savArameM hamArA guru thA ne saMpradAyakA vo karate the aura AThama pAkhIkA poSA karate hai ne poSA? pauSadha nahIM? covIsa kalAka khAnA nahIM ne eka ThekANe rahenA. to lAThI-lAThI, dAmanagara pAse to tyAM poSA 25-30-40 mANasa hotA thA aura dopaharako loko kahe kAnajI svAmI vAMce, kAnajI svAmI vAMce ema loko bahota mAMgaNI karatA thA. to hama dopaharako eka ghaMTA vAMcate the. AThama ne pAkhI, mahinemeM cAra vAra, dararoja nahIM. pauSadha jaba ho savAramAM vyAkhyAna ho gayA ho dopaharako mAgaNI kare ke mahArAja kAnajI muni vAMce ema. to ekavAra vAMcatAne ekavAra to pahele e kahA guru baiThe the, pIche sAMbhaLate, sUnate the, ke AtmAmeM jo mithyAtvabhAvane rAga dveSa bhAva hotA hai e karmakA nimittase hotA hai, aisA bilakula jUTha hai. apanA ulaTA puruSArthase vikAra hotA hai. aura sulaTA puruSArthase vikArakA nAza hotA hai. Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 92 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pIche sthAnakavAsImeM garabaDa ho gaI A vAta nikAlI to. pIche zvetAMbarameM bAta gaI ne tyAM garabaDa ho gaI, ne A digaMbarameM AyAne to ahIM bhI garabaDa ho gaI. nyAMya aisA kahete, nahIM ke vikAra aisA nahIM hotA, vikAra karmase hotA hai. e varNAjIkI sAthe carcA huI thI ne? 21 varSa pahele, 13 kI sAla 21 varSa huvA. saba the rAmajIbhAI the, amAre hiMmatabhAI the, phulacaMdajI the, kailAsacaMdajI thA, baMsIdharajI thA, vo indorakA baDA paMDita thA, saba the to kahA dekho 6ra gAthA paMcAstikAya zAstra dekho. apanemeM SakArakase vikAra apanI paryAyameM apane kAraNase hotA hai, "SaTkAraka' kayA? jo koI rAga dveSa ne mithyAtva hotA hai, e paryAyakA kartA paryAya hai e mithyAtvakI paryAyakA kartA paryAya hai. mithyAtva usakA kArya hai, mithyAtva usakA sAdhana hai, mithyAtva usakA apAdAna hai. usase mithyAtvameMse mithyAtva AtA hai aura mithyAtvakA AdhAra e mithyAtva hai. dravyaguNa nahIM ne para nahIM. paranA kArakase nirapekSa hotA hai aisA kahAne. khaLabhaLATa ho gayA tyAM isarImeM. eka phulacaMdajI A paMDita hai ne madhyastha hai vo, magaja bahota acchA hai unakA, to ye bole saba sabhA beThI thI, ke svAmIjI ema kahete hai ke vikAra parake kArakakI apekSA binA nizcayase apanemeM apanemeM hotA hai, e kulacaMdajIe kahA. ema kahete hai, madhyastha mANasa hai, to ye bAta jarI ruci nahIM keTalAkane. kIdhuM: apanI paryAyameM e vakhate to hamane pravacanasAra dekhA nahIM thA, pahelAM kahAne e vakhate dekhA thA. paNa jaba pahele kahA thA taba pravacanasAra samayasAra dekhA hI nahIM thA. aMdarase bAta A gaI. bhagavAna AtmA apanI paryAyameM vikRta rAga ne dveSa ne mithyAtvabhAva karate hai e samayakA aparAdha apanese hotA hai. karmase bilakula nahIM. karmako yahAM aparAdha chUte nahIM aura aparAdha e karmako chUte nahIM. karma aparAdhako chUte nahIM. khaLabhaLATa ho gayA sabhAmeM. sabhAko no beThI bAta. vo bAta kalakatte A gaI pIche. zeTha thA zeTha zAhujI thA ne, tyAM A vAta lAyA. to hama hamArA bhojana thA gajarAjajIne tyAM gajarAjajI nahIM? vo choTA baDA kayA nAma? tolArAma ane A vacharAjajI dUsarA ne tIjA gajarAjajI. to gajarAjajI ke tyAM bhojana thA tyAM, patra tyAMse AyA hai ke pUcho vikAra karmase hotA hai ke nahIM? zAhujI AyA vo lekara. patra AyA hai samedazikharajIse. kIdhuM javAba de diyA hai tyAM, uTho. zAhujI ho ke game te ho hamAre kayA? ahIMyA ! zAhujI lekara AyA. zAMti zAhujI. javAba de diyA hai tyAM vikAra apanese hotA hai parase nahIM ke zAstrapATha batAyA. tyAM batAyA 6ra gAthA paMcAstikAya. dekho ahIMyA abhI hai, ke vikAra karane meM parakA kArakakI apekSA hai nahIM. parakA kAraka ne kAraNakI apekSA hai hI nahIM. aisA pATha hai paMcAstikAyameM hama batAyA thA ne do dina pahele, do dina pahele batAyA thA. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! ahIMyA e kahete hai kI apanemeM vikAra dazA ho ke vizeSa dazA ho vo apanese hotI hai. usameM nimitta, e kahAne ? e jIvakI paryAya nava hai, ane usameM nimitta ajIva hai nimitta, paNa nimittase huvA aisA nahIM. AhAhA! nimittake lakSase bheda paDa gayA aMdara. samajameM AyA? paNa vo koI cIja nahIM, samyagdarzana jisako pAnA hai, dharmakI pahelI sITI pAnA ho, to usako to sarvakALameM ammalita eka jIva dravya, svabhAvaka samIpa jAkara, anubhava karane para e Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 93 gAthA - 13 abhUtArtha hai, nava paryAya jUThI hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A to akSare akSara bApu artha hai. AmAM to eka akSara pheraphAra kare to? saMtonI vANI, digaMbara saMta, Atma anubhavI bhAvaliMgI saMta, paramezvara padameM AyA. AhAhAhA ! paramezvara hai AcArya to. paMcaparameSThi hai kI nahIM ? paMca ye parameSThi heM ne? AhAhA ! AcArya mahArAjakI A vANI hai mULa gAthA. aura TIkA hai ye AcArya mahArAjazrI amRtacaMdrAcArya! digaMbara. hajAra varSa pahele huvA. e gAthAmeM bhAva thA e kholakara rakha diyA. A AcArya Ama kahete hai kuMdakuMdAcArya, tyAre atyAre Ama kahete hai, abhI AyA hai ne navuM "samayasAra' vidhAnaMdajInuM to usameM aisA likhA hai balabhadra paMDita hai eNe kahyuM haze ke, zAstra to baDA saraLa hai, paNa vidvAnoe TIkA banAkara duruha kara diyA. duruha kayA kahete hai? "kaThina' aisA hai. samajameM AyA? che ahIMyA pustaka? nathI... AhAhA! kayoMki amRtacaMdrAcArya! jyAM pAThameM avyakta huM, tyAM usakA cha bola nikAlakara spaSTa kara diyA, ke AtmA ye hai paryAyase vyakta hai, usase bhinna avyakta AtmA hai aisA artha liyA hI nahIM, usameMse, eka basa zabdArtha liyA thA sAdhAraNa, TIkA nahIM. are bhAI ! e AcAryonI TIkA, saMtonI TIkA hai e koI vArtA nahIM. e to mULagAthAmeM jo bhAva thA usako bola diyA hai jaise gAya ane bheMsane AumeM dUdha hai ne dUdha, to usameM AMcaLameM, aisA AMcala nahIM lagAte hai. dekhA hai? aisA nahIM lagAte, aisA lagAte hai. aisA lagAte hai to cAMdA paDI jAya ahIMyA. paNa A ne A amAre to ghare bahenane ghera thA ne to hamane saba dekhA thA. dohate the to A aMgUThA hai ne A AmAM khADa hai usameM AMcaLa rakhate hai AMcaLa to usameM thA vo nikaLate hai. aisA gAthAmeM bhAva hai e tarkase uThAkara A banAyA he. zeTha! zeThane to ghaNo abhyAsa hai saMskRtano ne vyAkaraNano. kAraMjAmeM paDhayA hai, paNa badho bahArano. AhAhA ! | sarvakALameM ammalita, vizeSameM kabhI AtA hI nahIM, ane sAmAnyameM kabhI ghaTavadha hotI hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! zuM kahe che A? aisA ekarUpa trikALI bhagavAna usake samIpa, eka jIva dravyanA svabhAva, samIpa jAkara anubhava karane para vo nava hai e jUThA hai. navaparyAya jUThI hai. ekarUpa satyArthakI dRSTi karanese navaparyAya, dRSTimeM AtA nahIM, e apekSAe jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! hajI to navatattva jUThA to bahAranI vAta to kyAM karavI. AhAhA! (zrotAH nava paryAya bhI jUThA!) paryAya saba jUThA. ekarUpa prabhu! kAyama ekarUpa sarvakALameM rahenevAlA bhagavAna prabhu ! jJAyaka svabhAva, dravya svabhAva, jIvadravya svabhAva, ekarUpa svabhAva, vo taraphakA puruSArthase tyAM jAkara anubhava karane para, navaparyAyakA bheda e jUThA hai, ho jAtA hai. AhAhA ! tyAre usako samyagdarzana hotA hai. yugalajI! hajI to dharmanuM cothuM guNasthAna, pAMcamuM ne chaThuM e to kayA cIja hai. samajameM AyA? zrAvaka kahete hai jisako kahete hai ye zrAvaka A vADAnA zrAvaka e zrAvaka hai nahIM koI. hujI samyagdarzana kayA hai ne kaise prApta hogA usakI khabara nahIM, kahAMse zrAvaka AyA? kahAMse sAdhu A gayA? AhAhA ! e samIpa jAnepara, nava abhUtArtha hai, asatyArtha hai Isaliye.. vizeSa AyegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva) Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 94 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM 62 gAthA - 13 zloka - 8 tA. 198-78 zanivAra, zrAvaNa vada-1 saM. 2504 samayasAra 13mI gAthA nyAM AyA hai. sarvakALameM askhalita eka jIvadravyake svabhAvake samIpa jAne 52 anubhava karane 52 abhUtArtha hai. kayA kahA ? A jIva jo AtmA hai usakI paryAyameM nava prakA2kA tattva utpanna hotA hai. ahIMyA navatattvameM jIvakA eka aMza paryAya e tyAM lenA navameM, aura ajIvakA jJAna ahIMyA hotA hai usako ajIva lenA. ajIva padArtha nahIM lenA, e jIva apanI paryAyameM eka aMzarUpa jo hai, e navatattvameM usako jIva kahA. aura ajIva jo jaDa hai usakA jJAna hote hai ye usako yahAM ajIva kahA. aura apanI paryAyameM zubhabhAva hone lAyaka hote hai, taba sAme karma jo hai nimitta usako dravya puNya kahA. ane bhAvapuNya apanI paryAyameM yogyatAse, apanI yogyatAse e kALameM zubhabhAva hotA hai usako jIva bhAva puNya kahA. aise 'pApa' apanI yogyatAse jIvameM pApa tattvakI lAyakAtase utpanna hotA hai ye bhAva pApa. aura usameM nimitta jo pUrvakA karma hai usako dravyapApa kahenemeM AtA hai. aise Asrava apanI paryAyameM zubha azubha Asrava hone lAyakase e samaya utpanna hone lAyaka hai utpanna hotA hai apanI yogyatAse, karmase nahIM. karma tyAM nimitta hai, paNa nimittase hotA hai aisA nahIM. samajameM AyA ? Asrava purANA nimitta karma, jo purANA, usako dravya Asrava kahete hai ane bhAva Asava. apanI paryAyameM jo utpanna hotA hai ye bhAva Asrava hai. pIche saMvara nirjarA ne mokSa. baMdha rAgameM rUka jAte hai apane kAraNase, e bhAvabaMdha hai, aura purANA karma jo hai e dravyabaMdha hai. aura saMvara apanI yogyatAse zuddhikI utpatti huI e jIva saMva2 kahenemeM AtA hai. aura karmakA udaya ItanA na AyA, aura koI nayA karma na AyA usako dravya saMva2 kahete hai. aura apanI paryAyameM zuddhikI vRddhi huI, usako bhAva nirjarA kahete hai, aura karmakA udaya je khira jAtA hai usako dravya nirjarA kahete hai. AhAhA ! aura apanI paryAyameM mokSa hone lAyaka paryAya jo utpanna huI kevaLajJAna e bhAva mokSa hai. aura usameM karmakA abhAva huvA usako dravya mokSa kahete hai. aise navatattva paryAyameM utpanna hotA hai. paNa vo nava vyavahAranayarsa, paryAyanayase dekhane 52 nava hai. paNa usameM samyagdarzana usase utpanna nahIM hotA. AhA ! samajameM AyA ? e kahete hai juo. tyAre samyagdarzana kaise hotA hai ? ke sarvakALameM askhalita ! AhAhA ! sarvakALameM apanA jJAyakabhAva paryAyameM Asrava Adi huvA, to paNa vastu to askhalita jJAyakabhAva paripUrNa rahI hai. AhAhA ! naraka ne nigodameM, nigodameM akSa2ke anaMtame bhAge jJAnakI paryAya huI chatAM vastu to askhalita zAyakabhAve hI rahI hai tyAM. AhAhA ! sUkSma hai bhAI ! aura kevaLajJAna utpanna huvA to bhI vastu to trikALI jJAyakabhAva hai hI hai. kevaLajJAna huvA to zAyakabhAvameM ghaTa ho gaI ke akSarameM anaMtameM bhAge jJAnakA kSayopazama rahA, to jJAyakameM baDha gaI bAta aisA hai nahIM. zAyaka to trikALI ekarUpa ghaTa vadha binAkI cIja hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? thoDI sUkSma bAta hai bhAI. e trikALa sarvakALameM askhalita ! AhAhA ! eka jIvadravyake svabhAva, trikALI jJAyaka Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 95 paramapariNAmika svabhAva, rAga Adi Asrava e udayabhAva, saMvara Adi kSayopazamabhAva, kevaLajJAna Adi kSAyikabhAva sabase bhinna. AhAhA ! eka dravya ke svabhAvaka samIpa jAkara, e dravya svabhAva tarapha jhUkanese, anubhava karanepara, AhAhA ! eka jIvadravyanA svabhAva ekarUpa jo trikALa hai, jo apanA sAmAnya svabhAvameM se kabhI vizeSameM AyA nahIM. kevaLajJAnakI paryAyameM bhI sAmAnya bhAva AyA nahIM. AhAhAhA! aisA jo trikALI bhagavAna, ekarUpa jIvadravyakA svabhAva vo taraphanI samIpa jAne para, hai? AhAhA ! abhUtArtha hai, to navatattva pachI jUThA huvA. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta hai bhAI.! - bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka, AnaMda, zAMta rasakI jema zItaLa zItaLa baraphakI zuM kahevAya e? pATa baraphakI pATa hotI hai ne 50-50 maNakI barapha barapha ThaMDI, aise bhagavAna AtmA akaSAya svabhAvakA piMDa barapha jaisA zItaLa hai. e trikALI zAMta rasakA piMDa prabhu, je vastu paryAyameM kevaLajJAnameM bhI AtI nahIM, ane akSaranA anaMtameM bhAgameM bhI AtI nahIM, are je mokSakA mArga samyagdarzana hai, jisake samIpa jAne para samyagdarzana hotA hai, e paryAya bhI aMtara jAtI nahIM ane e paryAyameM bhI dravya sAmAnya AtA nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? sUkSma viSaya he bhagavAna! AhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai, ki anubhava karane para, eka dravya svabhAva trikALI hai usakA svabhAvane anusAra hokara anubhava karane para, to anubhava hai, ye paryAya hai. anubhava hai ye paryAya hai. aura usakA viSaya ekarUpa dravya svabhAva hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. aise anubhava karane para, navakA bheda abhedakI dRSTimeM navakA bheda jUThA hai, AhAhA ! usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai, chatAM samyagdarzanakI paryAya asmalita svabhAvameM jAtI nahIM aura paryAyameM asmalita dravya svabhAva Ate nahIM. chate samyagdarzanakI paryAya akhkhalita svabhAvakI pratIta ane jJAna karatI hai. jJAnakI paryAya asmalitakA jJAna karatI hai. aura alita svabhAva sAmAnyakA zraddhA paryAya pratIta karatI hai. chateM pratIta ane jJAnakI paryAya, usameM dravya svabhAva AtA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI cIja hai. e abhUtArtha ho gayA, nava bheda. e dRSTikA viSayameM vo AyA nahIM, to hai nava, chatAM gauNa karake asatyArtha ho gayA. mukhya dravya svabhAvakI dRSTi karanese anubhava karane para, bhUtArtha hI yaha hai. ane paryAyakA nava bheda hai e gauNa karake lakSa choDa karake usake A bAju Aye, to ye navatattva abhUtArtha ho gayA. viSaya hai nahIM. dravyanA svabhAvakI dRSTimeM ye haiM nahIM, mATe abhUtArtha kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhA ! jhINI vAtuM bhAre. Isaliye una tattvameM dekho navatattvakA bhedameM bhUtArthanamase, bhUtArthanayase trikALI jJAyakabhAvakI dRSTise, AhAhA ! eka jIva hI prakAzamAna hai. hai? nava bhedomeM, vizeSa prakAromeM daSTi choDakara usakI to ekIlA sAmAnya prakAzamAna hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! AvuM durlabha hai. A to hajI pahelI (dazA) samyagdarzana, samyajJAna cothA guNasthAnanI vAto che bhagavAna, e vinA saba e dayA dAna ne vrata ne bhakti ne pUjAne sArA saMsAra che. AhAhA ! paribhramaNakA kAraNa hai. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA, e tattvomeM eTale navakA bhedameM bhUtArthanayase trikALIkI daSTi karane se yaha jIva hI prakAzamAna hai, nava bheda nahIM tyAM. AhAhAhA ! sUkSma hai bhAI ! paNa karanA paDegA usako, kalyANa karanA ho to? are coryAsI lAkhameM avatArameM duHkhI hai, Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 86 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AkuLatAmAM rAgarUpI agnise jala rahA hai. AhA! rAga Aga dAha dahe sadA, AhAhA! rAgakI AgameM dAha jalatI hai anAdise, AhAhAhA ! e kaSAya agnimeM rAga agni bhI agni hai, to vo jalatI hai ne agnise atyaMta duHkhI hai prANI, cAhe to zeTha ho ke rAjA ho ke deva ho, ye rAgakI agneimeM jalatA hai. AhA ! usako chUTanA ho, usase chUTanA ho, to navatattvakI paryAyameM jo bheda huvA, usakA lakSa choDakara, eka jIvadravya svabhAvaka samIpa jAne para tere samyagdarzana hogA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? "Isa prakAra yaha ekatvarUpase prakAzita hotA huvA" dekho. AhAhA! ekarUpa ekatva nAma sAmAnya je olA aneka nava bheda thA, usase chuTakara trikALI jJAyakabhAvakA anubhava karane para ekatvapaNA AyA. Isa prakAra e ekatvarUpase prakAzita hotA huvA, AhAhAhA ! zuddhanayarUpase anubhava kiyA jAtA hai. zuddhanaya nAma jJAnakI je zuddha paryAya, usakA viSaya jo dhruva, e zuddhanayase anubhava kiyA jAtA hai. AhAhA ! aMtarmukha honekI dRSTise aura aMtarmukha honekA jJAna kA nayase e anubhavameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! aisI bAta hai bhAI ! "aura" e anubhUti hai ye AtmakhyAti hai. A TIkAkA nAma hI AtmakhyAti hai. AhAhA! navatattvakI yogyatAse utpanna huI paryAya, to ye bhedamaeNse nikalakara, AhAhA ! e bheda uparakI dRSTi hai e uThAkara apanI dRSTi dravya svabhAvameM joDanese usako anubhava dravyanA hotA huM, huM to anubhava paryAya, paNa vo dravya, Azrayase anubhava huvA, usako yahAM samyagdarzana ne jJAnanA anubhava kahejemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aura e anubhUti hai e AtmakhyAti hai. AtmAnI pahecAna hai. AhAhAhA bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdakA piMDa prabhu, jJAnakA sAgara, guNakA godAma, anaMta guNakA godAma prabhu che. AhAhA ! aisI dravyasvabhAva upara dRSTi denese anubhUti hotI hai, ye anubhUti e samyaka AtmakhyAti hai. e anubhUti AtmA prasiddha huvA. bhedameM AtmA prasiddha nahIM hotA. AhAhA! bhedameM to rAgakI paryAya utpanna hotI hai. (zrotA - anubhUti jJAnakI paryAya hai?) jJAnakI paryAya hai, paNa e jJAnakI paryAya trikALake Azrayase huI hai ne? to paryAya to kaho. anubhUti hai paryAya, paNa kisakI anubhUti kiyA? trikALa dravyakI, anubhUti. trikALa dravyakI anubhUti hai anubhUtikI paryAyameM trikALa dravya AtA nahIM. paNa trikALa dravyanA sAmarthya hai ye anubhUti meM AtA hai. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta bahu bApu! vartamAnamAM to garabaDa bahu ho gaI hai. pahelI samyagdarzanakI bAtameM garabaDa ho gaI. hai? Avo prabhu eka sekaMDanA asaMkhya bhAgamAM jIvadravya jo svabhAva trikALI zAyaka ekarUpa bhAva usakI samIpa jAnepara arthAt navatattvakA bhedako dUra karakara, AhAhA ! eka jIvadravya svabhAva usakI samIpa jAnepara paryAya jJAnakI vo tarapha jhUkanese, AhAhA ! jo AtmA jaisA hai aisA anubhUtimuM prasiddha huvA. tyAM AtmA jaisA hai aisA prasiddha huvA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? haine? e anubhUti hai so AtmakhyAti hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e caitanya dravya mahAprabhu, saccidAnaMda prabhu, jinasvarUpI bhagavAna, usakA anubhava karane para vo tarapha jhUkanese, AhAhA ! taba usako AtmakhyAti, AtmA kaisA hai aisI prasiddhi Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 13 97 hotI hai. anubhUtimeM AyA ki AtmA to jJAnasvarUpa akhaMDa hai, anubhUtimeM AyA ki AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna akhaMDa hai anubhUtimeM AyA ki prabhutva IzvaratAse pUrA bharA paDA prabhu hai. AhAhA! e anubhUtimeM AtmAkI prasiddhi huI. AhAhAhA ! e rAgakI paryAyameM AtmAnI prasiddhi nahIM hotI. dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti tapa Adi lAkha karoDa abaja kare, samajameM AyA? vo che DhALAmuM AtA hai ki nahIM? "lAkha bAta kI bAta nizcaya ura ANo. choDI jagata kaMda phaMda eka Atma ura dhyAvo". cha DhALAmuM AtA hai. paNa artha kone khabara ? ghaDIyA hAMkaye jAya. aisA cha DhALAmeM kahyA, paNa vastu kayA? anaMta bAtakI bAta. bhedase dUra hokara AtmajJAyaka svarUpa trikALa zuddha caitanyana paramAtmA svarUpa usako urameM dhyAvo. dhyAnameM usako dhyeya banAvo. AhAhA ! taba usako Atma prasiddhi hotI hai. (zrotAH- navatattvamAM DhaMDha jaMda hai?) vo to baMdha hai, kaMTha hai. bheda hai ye haM hai. ekarUpameM do prakAra e hai. (zrotA:- kaMTha kaho paNa phaMda kayA hai?) kaMTha kahAne do. ekarUpameM navaprakArako ThaMdra huvA to daita huvA. AhAhAhAhA! bhAI ! samyagdarzana ne anubhava usakA viSaya koI alaukika hai. kabhI kiyA nahIM. sUnanameM AyA to darakAra kiyA nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! pahelAM dharmanuM bIja tyAMse utpanna hotA hai, aura bIja hove bIja, to paMdarameM dine, tera dina(pIche) to pUnama hogI hogI ne hogI. aise bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa svarUpamA anubhavameM anubhUti huI. samyagdarzana huvA dUI ugI, to usako pUnama nAma kevaLajJAna prApta hogA, hogA ne hogA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aisI anubhUtimeM AtmAkI pahecAna hai, khyAtino artha e karyo, pahecAna nAma prasiddhi. AtmA jaisA thA aisA anubhUtimuM prasiddha huvA. AhAhA ! rAga ne vyavahAra ratnatrayameM to rAgakI prasiddhi thI anAtmAkI prasiddhi thI vyavahAra ratnatrayakA rAgameM anAtmAdI prasiddhi thI. AhAhAhAhA ! aMtarameM jJAyakabhAvameM samIpa jAkara bahArase, sabase paryAyako haThAkara aMtarameM guphA prabhu caitanyameM, guphA liyA hai hoM 49 gAthA hai ne samayasArakI usameM jayasena AcAryazrI TIkAmeM anubhUtirUpI guphAme cale jA aMdara, aisA pATha hai saMskRta, tAtparyavRtti jayasena AcAryanI TIkA, che AMhI? saMskRta nathI, samayasAra nathI. saMskRta TIkA hai. 49 TIkA hai 49 kI. arasa agaMdha arUpa agaMdha avyakatta usakI TIkAmeM liyA hai ki dharmAtmA muni kahAM jAte haiM? apanI nirvikalpa samAdhirUpI guphAmeM pesate hai aMdara. bahAranI guphAmeM to tuM anaMtabaira rahA. parvatakI guphAmeM rahete haiM to tyAM dharma hotA hai aisA hai nahIM. aMtara caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakI guphA hai aMdara. AhAhAhA! giriguphA, aisA pATha liyA hai. anaMta anaMta zAMtinI zobhAse aMtarameM praveza karane se giriguphAmeM praveza kiyA, mahA paramArtha paramAtmA enI guphAmeM praveza kiyA. AhAhA ! bhAre vAta bhAI ! A to nizcaya A hai ne vyavahAra jUThA hai. hai? ema AMhI TharAvyA. aura jo AtmakhyAti hai, so samyagdarzana hI hai". hai? tIna bAta liyA. ke je jJAyaka dhruva caitanya ekarUpa paramAtma svarUpa jina svarUpa, ghaTaghaTa aMtara jina vase, aisA jo bhagavAna Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jina svarUpI trikALa hai. vastu svabhAva trikALa jina svarUpa hI hai. to usake samIpa jAnese, jo samyagdarzana hotA hai anubhUti hotI hai, e anubhUti dharma paryAya hai. e anubhUtimeM AtmAkI prasiddhi huI. e anubhUtiyeM AtmAkA jJAna huvA, e anubhUtiyeM AtmA kaisA hai usakA pahecAna huvA. AhAhAhA... e vinA AtmAkI pahecAna hotI nahIM, zAstrase vAMce, bhaNe game te kare, lAkha zAstra bhaNe, AhAhA ! usase koI AtmAkI prasiddhi nahIM hotI. AhAhA ! yugalajI ! AhAhA! agiyAra aMga to anaMta baira paDhayA hai. eka AcArAMgameM aDhAra hajAra pada aura eka padameM 51 ka2oDa jAjherA zloka, aisA aisA aDhAra hajAra pada, chatrIsa hajAra pada, boMtera hajA2 pada, aisA agiyAra aMgameM Dabala karate karate chellA le jAnA, aisA agiyAra aMga to anaMtabaira paDhayA hai, vo to zAstrajJAna hai. zabdazAna hai. baMdha adhikA2meM kahA hai, ye zAstrajJAna e zabdajJAna hai, AtmajJAna nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA ! tyAM baMdha adhikA2meM liyA hai. AcArAMga Adi zabdajJAna hai, aisA liyA hai. baMdha adhikA2 samayasAra. AhAhAhA ! aura navatattva e darzana hai vyavahA2 aura cha kAyanI dayA e cAritra hai vyavahAra-rAga e nizcaya e nahIM, satya e nahIM. AhAhA! satya to bhagavAna AtmA 'pUrNaIdaM' svabhAvakI pUrNatAse bharA paDA eka aMza bhI khaMDa nahIM, eka aMza bhI apUrNatA nahIM, eka usakA aMzameM azuddhatA nahIM, jisameM trikALa ni2Ava2Na hai. AhAhAhA ! je vastu je hai e to trikALa nirAvaraNa hai. 320 gAthAmeM AyA hai chelle 320 jayasena AcArya "je sakaLa nirAvaraNa akhaMDa eka pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya avinazvara zuddha pAriNAmika 5ramabhAva lakSaNa nija paramAtma tattva dravya te huM chuM" samajameM AyA ? hai ne e ? A to saba vyAkhyAna ho gaye, bahota ho gayA hai. 66 "" ye hai dekho, jayasena AcAryakI TIkA hai "je sakaLa nirAvaraNa" dravya vastu jo hai ye to trikAla nirAvaraNa hai. AhAhAhA ! jo samyagdarzanakA viSaya, jisake Azrayase anubhUti hotI hai, ye sakaLa nirAvaraNa hai eka. "akhaMDa" hai, paryAyakA khaMDa usameM hai nahIM. "eka", ekarUpa hai. "pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya" hai. jJAnakI paryAyameM sArA dravya jaisA hai paisA pratibhAsameM AtA hai. pratyakSa jJAnakI paryAyameM pratibhAsa jaisA hai aisA bhAsa AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! "avinazvara hai trikALa. nAzavaMta koI cIja usameM ( nahIM ) paryAya nAzavAna hai. kevaLajJAna bhI nAzavAna hai. AhAhA ! eka samayakI paryAya hai ne ? niyamasAra zuddhabhAva adhikArameM pahelI gAthAmeM liyA hai, ke saMva2 nirjarA puNya pApa ne kevaLajJAnane e paryAya badhI nAzavAna hai. AhAhA ! koMki eka samaya rahetI hai. bhagavAna avinazvara trikALa aMdara hai. AhAhAhA ! are ! ane "zuddha pAriNAmika pa2mabhAva lakSaNa nija 52mAtma dravya te ja huM chuM". paraMtu ema bhAvato nathI ke khaMDajJAnarUpa huM chuM. dharmI paryAyakA-khaMDakA jJAnakA bhAvanA karate nahIM. AhAhA ! e saMskRta TIkA hai. usakA A gujarAtI hai. samajameM AyA ? ahIMyA kahA ke e trikALI jJAyaka svabhAva ! bhAI ! e vAta anubhavameM lAnA vo koI alaukika bAta hai. AhAhA ! e ta2phase jhUkanese paryAyako dravya ta2phako jhUkanese, paryAya jo dUra Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 99 gAthA - 13 hai rAga tarapha jAtI hai e paryAyako aMtarameM lAnA. AhAhA ! IsakA nAma Atma samIpa gaye, kayA kahA? jo vartamAna paryAya hai jJAnakI rAgako jAnate haiMne parako jAnanemeM rahetI hai, e paryAya to tyAM rahI. paNa vo paryAya aMdarameM lA zake nahIM, kAraNa vo paryAya to rAga tarapha jhUkI hai. pachIkI paryAya dravyameMse utpanna hotI hai ane vo paryAya aMtarameM jhUkatI hai. AvI vAta che. AkaruM kAma bhAI, samajameM AyA? e paryAyakA pati, jJAyaka svabhAva, AhAhA ! anubhavameM AtI hai, taba ye vastu prasiddha huI ke vastu aisI hai trikALa zuddha hai, trikALa AnaMda hai, trikALa jJAyaka hai, trikALa akhaMDa hai, trikALa eka hai, trikALa sAmAnya hai. AhAhA! e anubhUti e AtmAkI prasiddhi hai, ane AtmAnI prasiddhi e AtmakhyAti hai, aura vo samyagdarzana hai. AhAhA ! hajI to dharmanI pahelI sIDhI, AhAhA ! aisA hue binA usakA jJAna bhI nirarthaka ane vo saba vrata ne tapa kare saba bALavratane bALapa nirarthaka hai. svabhAva mATe nirarthaka, paribhramaNa mATe sArthaka. AhAhA!( zrotA- anekAMta karyuM) AhAhA ! Isa prakAra yaha sarva kathana nirdoSa hai, amRtacaMdrAcArya kahete hai, A sarva kathana nirdoSa hai. AhAhA! bAdhA rahita hai ye TIkA ho gaI. have bhAvArtha ye TIkA huI amRtacaMdrAcAryakI, muni saMta digaMbara to usane A TIkA banAI hai, AhAhAhA ! chateM vo kahegA ye TIkA maine banAI nahIM hoM, kayoMki ye to zabdakI paryAya hai. use kahAM racuM? merI ye kriyA nahIM. meM to svarUpameM guma huM. AhAhA! meM to merA svarUpameM gupta huM. meM rAgameM AtA nahIM. vikalpa AyA TIkAkA to ye rAgameM meM AtA nahIM. AhAhA ! TIkAkI paryAya maine kiyA, e he jIvo aisA moha na karo, ema kahate hai, aisA moha karake na nAco, ke meM TIkA banAI ne TIkAe tumako samajAyA, aise mata samajo prabhu! AhAhA! vastunI sthiti aisI hai. AtmA rajakaNakI paryAyakA kartA ho sakate nahIM. AhAhA ! A to Akho di' meM kiyA, meM kiyA, A kiyA, AhAhA! meM samajAtA huM meM vANI cokhkhI nikAla karatA huM dhIme bola sakatA huM, ugrase bola sakatA huM, AhAhA ! (zrotA - ye to barAbara bAta hai.) saba mithyAbhAva hai. hamAre zuM kailAsacaMdajI nahIM pahele bolate the kailAsacaMdajI, buMdelakhaMDa. dhImese bolo, utAvaLA bolo, utAvaLe, tamAre kaI bhASA hai? jorase bolo. AtmA jorase bola sakate nahIM ne dhImese bola sakate nahIM. AhAhAhA! gajaba vAta hai prabhu! zuM thAya? tattvanI khabara na maLe ne avaLe raste caDha gayA aura mAna baiThe ke hama kAMI karate hai dharma. AhAhA ! have vo bhramamAM gayA vo kahAMse bhagavAna pAse jA zake? AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhagavAna nAma AtmA hoM. bhAvArtha bhAvArtha hai? "Ina navatattva zuddhanayase dekhA jAye to jIva ha eka caitanya camatkAra mAtra prakAzarUpa pragaTa ho rahA hai" navatattvakA bhedakI paryAyameMse dekho to sArA navatatvameM sAmAnya dravya trikALa caitanya camatkAra bharA hai. AhAhAhA !navatattvameM paryAyabheda, zuddhanayase dekhe jAya to, dravya svabhAvase dekhe jAye to, jIva hI eka caitanya camatkAra mAtra prakAzarUpa pragaTa ho rahA hai. AhAhA ! Isake atirikta, Isase bhinna, bhinna bhinna navatattva kucha bhI dikhAI nahIM dete. AhAhA ! svabhAva pUrNAnaMdakA dekhanese, navatattvakA bhinna bhinna tyAM hai nahIM, dikhate kahAM? tyAM to ekalA bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMda hai. AhAhA ! jabataka Isa prakAra Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jIvatattvakI jAnakArI jIvako nahIM. AhAhA! jyAM lagI, Isa prakA2 jIvatattva ekAkAra jJAyakabhAvakA anubhava nahIM karate, jIvako nahIM, taba taka ye vyavahAra dRSTi hai, paryAya buddhi hai. eka aMzako mAnanevAlA hai sUMDha hai. AhAhA ! "paryAya mUMDhA para samayA" pravacanasAra 93 gAthA. AhAhA ! eka samayakI paryAyane mAnanA vo bhI mUMDha hai. sArA dravya bhagavAna 27 jAtA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta. hai? vyavahAra dRSTi ? bhinna bhinna navatattvako mAnatA hai. jIva pudgalakI baMdha paryAyarUpa dRSTise yaha padArtha bhinna bhinna dikhAI dete hai, kintu jaba zudghanayase jIva pudgalakA nija svarUpa, bhinna bhinna dekhA jAye, AhAhA ! rAgakA svarUpa bhinna hai ne caitanyakA svarUpa rAgase bhinna hai, aise dikhA jAye, taba ye puNya pApa Adi sAta tattva to kucha bhI vastu nahIM hai. AhAhAhA ! haiM ? ( zrotAH- koI vastu nahIM ? ) vastu kahAM hai ? ye jJAnakA zeya ho gayA. apanemeM nava bheda hai nahIM. AhAhA ! sUkSma viSaya ! anaMta kALa anaMta kALa huvA.. sAdhu bhI anaMta baira huvA, paNa usane AtmajJAna na kiyA. e navatattva ne rAganI kriyA ne paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma ne. '' kahyAne usameM yaha "munivratadhAra anaMta baira traiveyaka upajAyo paNa AtmajJAna bina leza sukha na pAyo". e paMca mahAvratakA pariNAma bhI duHkharUpa hai. usase Thakara AtmA AnaMdamUrti hai, e ta2pha kabhI jhUkAva kiyA nahIM. AhAhA ! cAra gatimeM rUlate hai evA dravyaliMga anaMtabaira liyA. jaina muni dravyaliMga nagnapaNA aisA anaMtabaira aThayAvIsa mULaguNa pALyA aura pIche anaMta anaMta bhava dravyaliMga karake bhI aSTapAhuDameM haiM liMga pAhuDameM, dravyaliMga anaMta baira dhA2Na ka2ke anaMta anaMta coryAsInA avatA2mAM pIche pharyA. AhAhA ! paNa vo mithyAtvakA nAza ane samyagdarzanakI utpatti kayA hai, ye khyAlameM liyA hI nahIM. AhAhA ! bAkI paMDitAI agiyAra aMgakI huI. logoMko samajAve pAMca pAMca hajAra daza daza hajAra mANasoko samajAve usameM kayA huvA ? AhAhA ! bhASAkI paryAya jaDa, vikalpa uThate hai e bhI acetana, bhagavAna to e acetanase bhinna caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna jAgRta svabhAvakA piMDa, AhAhA ! o taraphakA jhUkAva nahIM kiyA to samyagdarzana nahIM huvA. samyagdarzana binAkA jJAna ne vrata Adi saba ajJAna hai. AhAhA ! hai ? kintu jaba zudghanayase jIva pudgalakA nija svarUpa bhinna bhinna dekhA jAye taba puNya pApa Adi kucha nahIM. nimitta naimittikabhAvase hue the. 'naimittika apanI avasthA karma nimitta, nimittase huvA nahIM paNa nimitta hai ane naimittika apanI avasthA nava' Isaliye ye nimitta naimittikabhAva jaba miTa gayA taba jIva pudgala bhinna hokara bhinna honese anya koI vastu siddha nahIM ho sakatI. bhagavAna bhagavAnarUpe AtmA hai karma pudgala pudgalarUpe hai emAM koI dUsarI cIja bhinna nahIM hotI. vastu to dravya hai aura dravyakA nija bhAva to dravyake sAtha hI rahetA hai. jJAna, AnaMda, zAMti, svacchatA, prabhutA. AhAhA !nimitta naimittikabhAvakA abhAva hI hotA hai. Isaliye zudghanayase jIvako jAnanese hI samyagdarzanakI prApti ho sakatI hai. AhAhA ! jaba taka bhinna bhinna navapadArthoko jAne aura zuddhanayase AtmAko na jAne taba taka paryAya buddhi hai mithyA buddhi hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Rels-8 1/1 (als-8 ) ( mAlinI) ciramiti navatattvacchannamunnIyamAnaM kanakamiva nimagnaM vrnnmaalaaklaape| atha satataviviktaM dRzyatAmekarUpaM prtipdmidmaatmjyotirudyotmaanm||8|| athaivamekatvena dyotamAnasyAtmano'dhigamopAyAH pramANanayanikSepAH ye te khalvabhUtArthAsteSvapyayameka eka bhuutaarthH| pramANaM tAvatparokSaM pratyakSaM c| tatropAttAnupAttaparadvAreNa pravartamAnaM parokSaM, kevalAtmapratiniyatatvena pravartamAnaM pratyakSaM c| tadubhayamapi pramAtRpramANaprameyabhedasyAnubhUyamAnatAyAM bhUtArtham, atha ca vyudstsmstbhedaikjiivsvbhaavsyaanubhuuymaantaayaambhuutaarthm| nayastu dravyArthika: pryaayaarthikshc| tatra dravyaparyAyAtmake vastuni dravyaM mukhyatayAnubhAvayatIti dravyArthikaH, paryAyaM mukhyatayAnubhAvayatIti pryaayaarthikH| tadubhayamapi dravyaparyAyayoH paryAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAM bhUtArtham , atha ca drvypryaayaanaaliiddhshuddhvstumaatrjiivsvbhaavsyaanubhuuymaantaayaambhuutaarthm| nikSepastu nAma sthApanA dravyaM bhaavshc| tatrAtadguNe vastuni saMjJAkaraNaM naam| so'yamityanyatra pratinidhivyavasthApanaM sthaapnaa| vartamAnatatparyAyAdanyad drvym| vartamAnatatparyAyo bhaavH| taccatuSTayaM svasvalakSaNavailakSaNyenAnubhUyamAnatAyAM bhUtArtham, atha ca nirvilkssnnsvlkssnnaikjiivsvbhaavsyaanubhuuymaantaayaambhuutaarthm| athaivamamISu pramANanayanikSepeSu bhUtArthatvenaiko jIva eva prdyotte| ahIM, e arthanuM kalazarUpa kAvya kahe che - kamsurtha:- [iti] // [ ciram nava-tattva-cchannam idam AtmajyotiH ] na tatvomAghauthI.chupAyelImAAtmabhyotine,[varNamAlA-kalApe nimagnaM kanakam iva] bhavarNona samAM chupAyelA 2 supAne bA2Dhe tema,[ unnIyamAnaM] zuddhanayathI bAra DADhI pragaTa 32vAmA sAvI. che. [atha] bhATe huve he bhavya po! [satataviviktaM ] Ibheza sAne anya dravyothI tathA temanAthI tht| naimittimAyothI minna,[ekarUpaM] me'35 [dRzyatAm] po.[pratipadam udyotamAnam ] (bhyoti), pade pade arthAt paryAye paryAye ekarUpa cicamatkAramAtra udhotamAna che. bhAvArtha:- A AtmA sarva avasthAomAM vidhavidha rUpe dekhAto hato tene zuddhanaye eka caitanya-camatkAramAtra dekhADayo che; tethI have sadA ekAkAra ja anubhava karo, paryAyabuddhino ekAMta na rAkho-ema zrI guruono upadeza che. 8 TIkA - have, jema nava tatvomAM eka jIvane ja jANavo bhUtArtha kahyo tema, ekapaNe Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1/2 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 prakAzamAna AtmAnA adhigamanA upAyo je pramANa, naya, nikSepa che teo paNa nizcayathI abhUtArtha che, temAM paNa AtmA eka ja bhUtArtha che (kAraNa ke zeya ane vacananA bhedothI pramANAdi aneka bhedarUpa thAya che). temAM pahelAM, pramANa be prakAre che-parokSa ane pratyakSa. *upAtta ane anupAtta para (padArtho) dvArA pravarte te parokSa che ane kevaLa AtmAthI ja pratinizcitapaNe pravarte te pratyakSa che. (pramANa jJAna che. te jJAna pAMca prakAranuM che-mati, zruta, avadhi, mana:paryaya ne kevaLa. temAM mati ne zruta e be jJAna parokSa che, avadhi ne mana:paryaya e be vikala-pratyakSa che ane kevaLajJAna sakala-pratyakSa che. tethI e be prakAranAM pramANa che.) te banne pramAtA, pramANa, prameyanA bhedane anubhavatAM to bhUtArtha che, satyArtha che; ane jemAM sarva bhedo gauNa thaI gayA che evA eka jIvanA svabhAvano anubhava karatAM teo abhUtArtha che, asatyArtha che. naya be prakAre chedravyArthika ane paryAyArthika. tyAM dravya-paryAyasvarUpa vastumAM dravyano mukhyapaNe anubhava karAve te dravyArthika naya che ane paryAyano mukhyapaNe anubhava karAve te paryAyArthika naya che. te baMne nayo dravya ane paryAyano paryAyathI (bhedathI, damathI) anubhava karatAM to bhUtArtha che, satyArtha che; ane dravya tathA paryAya e bannethI nahi AliMgana karAyelA evA zuddhavastumAtra jIvanA (caitanyamAtra) svabhAvano anubhava karatAM teo abhUtArtha che, asatyArtha che. nikSepa cAra prakAre che-nAma, sthApanA, dravya ne bhAva. vastumAM je guNa na hoya te guNanA nAmathI (vyavahAra mATe) vastunI saMjJA karavI te nAma nikSepa che. "A te che' ema anya vastumAM anya vastunuM pratinidhitva sthApavuM(-pratimArUpa sthApana karavuM) te sthApanA nikSepa che. vartamAnathI anya eTale ke atIta athavA anAgata paryAyathI vastune vartamAnamAM kahevI te dravya nikSepa che. vartamAna paryAyathI vastune vartamAnamAM kahevI te bhAva nikSepa che. e cAreya nikSepono potapotAnA lakSaNabhedathI (vilakSaNarUpe-judA judA rUpe ) anubhava karavAmAM AvatAM teo bhUtArtha che, satyArtha che; ane bhinna lakSaNathI rahita eka potAnA caitanyalakSaNarUpa jIva-svabhAvano anubhava karatAM e cAreya abhUtArtha che, asatyArtha che. A rIte A pramANa-nayanikSepomAM bhUtArthapaNe eka jIva ja prakAzamAna che. bhAvArtha - A pramANa, naya, nikSeponuM vistArathI vyAkhyAna te viSayanA graMthomAMthI jANavuM; temanAthI dravyaparyAyasvarUpa vastunI siddhi thAya che. teo sAdhaka avasthAmAM to satyArtha ja che kAraNa ke te jJAnanA ja vizeSo che. temanA vinA vastune game tema sAdhavAmAM Ave to viparyaya thaI jAya che. avasthA anusAra vyavahAranA abhAvanI traNa rIti che: pahelI avasthAmAM pramANAdithI yathArtha vastune jANI jJAna-zraddhAnanI siddhi karavI; jJAnazraddhAna siddha thayA pachI zraddhAna mATe to pramANAdinI kAMI jarUra nathI. paNa have e bIjI 1. upAtta = meLavelA. (indriya, mana vagere upAtta para padArtho che.). 2. anupAtta = aNameLavelA. (prakAza, upadeza vagere anupAtta para padArtho che.) Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 103 avasthAmAM pramANAdinA AlaMbana dvArA vizeSa jJAna thAya che ane rAga-dveSa-mohakarmanA sarvathA abhAvarUpa yathAkhyAta cAritra pragaTe che; tethI kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya che. kevaLajJAna thayA pachI pramANAdinuM AlaMbana rahetuM nathI. tyAra pachI trIjI sAkSAt siddha avasthA che tyAM paNa kAMI AlaMbana nathI. e rIte siddha avasthAmAM pramANa-naya-nikSepono abhAva ja che. Isa arthakA kaLaza kahete hai. lyo kaLaza hai ne ATha. ciramiti navatattvacchannamunnIyamAnaM kanakamiva nimagnaM vrnnmaalaaklaape| atha satataviviktaM dRzyatAmekarUpaM prtipdmidmaatmjyotirudyotmaanm||8|| Iti nAma Isa prakAre "ciram navatattva cchannam Idam Atma jyoti" AhAhAhA ! navatattvake bhedameM bahotase samayase chIpI huI, navatattvakA bhedameM pIche A vastu hai. yaha chipaka DhaMkI gaI. AhAhA! bhedakI navatattvakI paryAya buddhimeM o dravya svabhAva DhaMka gayA. AhAhA ! hai? zuddhanayase bahAra nikAlakara pragaTa kI gaI, aisI Atmajyoti jo chIpI thI. paryAya ke pIche aMdara dravyasvabhAva DhaMkA dikhate the, e zuddhanayase svabhAva para dRSTi karanese e bhAva vo prakAzita huvA. navakI paryAyameM rukanese dravyasvabhAva DhaMka gayA thA, chIpa gayA thA. use aMtarameM zuddhanayase dekhane para AtmA prakAzita hotA hai. hai? AhAhA ! zuddhanayase bahAra nikAlakara pragaTa kI gaI, jaise varSo ke samUhameM chIpe hue ekAkAra suvarNa, sonA hotA hai ne sonA sonuM. agnimeM dete haiM ne tApa, to bhinna bhinna bhinna aMga hotA hai, sonAnA varNameM, paNa usameM sonA to ekarUpa bhinna hai. samajameM AyA? aise AtmAmeM navaprakAranI paryAya bhinna bhinna hai, paNa usase AtmA to usase bhinna hai. AhAhAhA ! saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSakI paryAyase bhI bhinna hai ema kahete hai. AhAhA! hai? Isaliye aba hai bhavya jIvo, AcArya mahArAja saMbodhana karate hai "atha" have, he! lAyaka jIvo! satatavivikta sadA anya dravyose, anerA padArthase, unameM honevAlA naimittikabhAva vikArase bhinna, anya dravyase bhinna ane anya dravyanA nimittase apanemeM huA vikAra, usase bhI bhagavAna bhinna. AhAhA... ekarUpa dekho, ekarUpa dekho "eka dekhie, jANIe, ramI rahIe eka Thora, samaLa vimaLa na vicArIe, e hI siddhi nahIM ora" amAre vIrajIbhAI vakIla thA. A kAThiyAvADameM digaMbaranA abhyAsI vIrajIbhAI vakIla thA jAmanagara. jo pahelAM abhyAsa thA usakA vo purAnA, 91-92 varSe gujara gaye. to vo A vAraMvAra kahete the. samayasAra nATakakI bAta huM "eka dekhie, jANIe, ramI rahIe eka Thora, samaLa vimaLa na vicArIe e hI siddhi nahIM ora" samayasAra nATakakA zabda hai, ekarUpa dekhIe. vastako ekarUpa haiM aisA dekho dekhIe jANIe ramI rahIe eka Thora, aura usameM ramanA. jJAyakabhAvameM dekhanA, jJAyakako zraddhanA ne jJAyakameM ramanA samaLa vimaLa na vicArIe, e arthAt dravyarUpa hai nirmaLa ane darzana jJAna cAritranA bhedase, vyavahArase malina, doIkA vicAra choDI denA. samaLa vimaLa na vicArIe. 16 mI gAthAkA hai. samajameM AyA? darzana jJAna cAritrakA bheda hai e vyavahAra The. rAga AdikI bAta to ekakora rakho. ane tyAM to aisA liyA hai, ke darzana jJAna cAritra jo paryAyamAM bheda Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 104 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai ye vyavahAra hai, usako malina kanekI paddhati hai, aisA liyA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! rAga to malina hai hIM, paNa ekameM tIna paryAyakA bheda karake dekhanA, vo bhI vyavahAra hai ne vikalpa uThate hai to malina che. AhAhA ! to yahAM ye kahete hai, dekho, heM ne? ekarUpa dekho! AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! yahu jyoti pada pada para, pada pada para, pratyeka paryAyameM ekarUpa citta camatkAramAtra udyotamAna hai. pratyeka paryAyameM bhagavAna to bhinna caitanya camatkAra jyoti prakAzamAna, e paryAyameM kabhI AI nahIM. AhAhA ! aisA caitanya pAtALa, caitanyakA pAtALa dhruva, usako ekarUpa dekho. AhAhA! are ! AkaruM kAma che AvuM. eka to A duniyAnA vyavasAya ADe navaro nathI. e jApAnIe kahyuM hatuM ItihAsavALAe, jApAnI mANase vANiyAne jaina dharma maLyo ne vANiyA vyavasAya vinA navarA thatA nathI, pApa ADe. Akho di' A dhaMdhA dhaMdhA dhaMdhA. ahIM to kahIe chIe pahelethI ghaNAM. dukAnano dhaMdho rara kalAkane ra3 kalAka ne bAyaDI chokara. ararara! ekalA pApanA vyavasAyamAM paDyA, UMDe kUve, have ene AtmA taraphano jhUkAvakI bAta karanA. haiM? phasAI gayo che e, phasAI gayo che. garAsamAM ne amArAmAM. A mArA dikarA ne A mAro garAsa ne A mArI AvI pedAza. pacAsa hajAranI, lAkhanI eka pedAza, dasa lAkhanI pedAza mAre. haiM? (zrotA:- mAro dikaro moTo sarakArI amaladAra hai.) moTo amaladAra. AvA abhimAna mithyA, dikarA konA? e to paradravya hai. paradravya AtmAkA hotA hai kadI? AhAhA! zarIra para dravya hai, usakA AtmA paradravya hai, to merA dikarA AyA kahAMse tere ? samajameM AyA? zAstra to ye kahA nahIM 16 mI gAthAmeM para dabbAo dugaI. strI kuTuMba parivAra saba paradravya hai, usakA tarapha lakSa karegA to durgati nAma rAga utpanna hogA. AhAhAhA ! 16 mI gAthAmAM AvyuM che. paradabbAo dugaI. paradravyarUpI e zarIra vANI mana strI kuTuMba dhaMdhA parivAra saba paradravya hai. paradravyanA lakSa karanese to durgati hI hogI terI. rAga utpanna hogA tere, siddha gati nahIM huI. AhAhA! aura tyAM laga kahete hai ke deva guru ne zAstra hama hai. hamArA tarapha terA lakSa hogA to bhI tere durgati, rAga hogA. AhAhAhA ! AkarI vAta che bhAI ! (zrotA to karavuM zuM amAre ?) A kahete hai" ne usako choDakara aMtara daSTi lenA. lAkha vAta hoya ne game teTalA abajopati indra hoya baDA, to kayA hai? e to para cIja hai. AhAhA ! aMdarase parase haThakara, are e puNya ne pApanA vikalpase haThakara, are eka samayakI paryAyakA premase haThakara, AhAhA! apanA zAyakabhAva ekarUpa hai, heM ne? pratyeka paryAyameM ekarUpa, cAhe to nigodakI paryAya ho ne cAhe to kevaLakI paryAya ho. AhAhA ! pratyeka paryAyameM ekarUpa cityamatkAra mAtra udyotamAna hai. AhAhA! caitanya camatkAra! AhAhA ! apanA kSetrameM rahene chatte para kSetra loka ne aloka usakA jAnanevAlA, dekhanevAlA caitanya camatkAra hai. AhAhA ! apane kSetrameM rahete huve, parakSetra loka ne aloka vo apanemeM rahete huve, parako jAnate haiM. aisA caitanya camatkAra bhagavAna, usakA anubhava karo, usakI dRSTi karo, usakA Azraya lo, usakA avalaMbana karo, to samyagdarzana hogA. AhAhA ! cAritra to kahAM rahA, e to dUsarI cIja hai. aise samyagdarzana hue pIche, AtmAmeM AnaMdameM lIna honA, AnaMdameM lIna hokara atIndriya Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 105 AnaMdakA anubhava bhojana karanA usakA nAma cAritra hai. (zrotA- e to cothA kALamAM pAMcamAM kALamAM!) pAMcamAM ArAmAM A paMcamaArAnA gRhasthane to kahete hai. pAMcamA ArAnA sAdhu. A to pAMcamA ArAnA sAdhu hai. kuMdakuMdAcArya, amRtacaMdrAcArya ane pAMcamA ArAnA jIvane to kahete hai. kuMdakuMdAcArya kaba huvA hai? do hajAra varSa pahele. hajI to pAMcamA ArAmeM huvA hai. amRtacaMdrAcArya bhI hajAra varSa pahele huvA hai. hajAra varSa pahele to ye yahAM jIvate the bharatakSetrameM jIvate the amRtacaMdrAcArya. to vo kahete he ke to pAMcamAM ArAnA saMta, pAMcamAM ArAnA jIvako kahete hai. A cothA ArAnA saMta, pAMcamA ArAnA ema kahete nahIM. AhA ! ArA bArA kucha naDate nahIM aMdarameM, AhA! yahAM ekarUpa cityamatkAramAtra udyotamAna hai. AhAhA ! bhAvArtha - "yaha AtmA sarva avasthAomeM vividha rUpase dikhAI detA thA" kayA kahete hai? bhagavAna AtmA paryAya paryAya dITha bhinna prakArase paryAya dikhatI thI, koI alpa paryAya, koI vizeSa paryAya, koI rAga, koI arAga aise bhinna bhinna paryAya dikhatI thI. use zuddhanayase eka caitanya camatkAra mAtra dikhAyA. AhAhA! "isaliye aba use sadA ekAkAra hI anubhava karo." he bhavya jIvo! jIsako saMsArakA nAza karanA ho, AhAhA ! to ekAkAra anubhava karo. prabhu ekarUpa aMdara hai usakA anubhava karo. AhAhA! pattA lage nahIM kAMi, Avo mArga che. paryAya buddhikA ekAMta mata rakho. paryAya hai kharI, navabheda hai kharA, paNa ekAMta mata rakho ke, usase merA kalyANa hogA ne yahI AtmA hai aisA na rakho. paryAya hai, paryAya nahIM hai aisA nahIM. paryAyabuddhikA ekAMta mata rakho, aMdara dravya buddhimeM le jAo AtmAko. AhAhA ! evuM, aisA zrIguruokA upadeza hai. lyo e saMto digaMbara saMto paMcamaArAnA anubhavIo kevaLajJAnanA keDAyato, e saMtono A upadeza hai, samajameM AyA? ema TIkAkAra arthakAre bhAI A to saMto digaMbara munio A ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! paMcamaArAmeM bhI kuMdakuMdAcArya, amRtacaMdrAcAryo Adi sAdhu bahota saMta hue. vo saba guruokA e upadeza hai, navakA bhedakI paryAyabuddhi choDakara, ekarUpa trikALa svabhAva upara dRSTi karo, to terA janama maraNakA aMta AyegA. nahIMtara coryAsInA avatAra, terA karanA paDegA prabhu. AhAhA ! TIkA: aba aise navatattvameM eka jIvako hI jAnanA satyArtha kahA. ekarUpa jIvako jAnanA e sAcI vAta hai, usI prakAra ekarUpase prakAzamAna AtmAke, bhagavAna to ekarUpa vastu hai cidAnaMda, usake adhigamake upAya. ene jAnanekA je upAya AhAhAhA ! pramANa, naya ne nikSepa. AhAhAhA! nava tatvo to choDAyA paNa aba kahete hai ke yaha AtmA jo vastu hai trikALausakA jAnane kA jo upAya- pramANa naya ne nikSepa, AhAhA ! ve bhI nizcayase abhUtArtha hai. pramANa naya ne nikSepa jJAna pahecAnane kA , ye bhI abhUtArtha jUThA hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA- kaThaNa che) kabhI kiyA nahIM to kaThaNa lagate hai usako. AhAhA ! bAkI sata. hai, saraLa hai, sarvatra hai. kahA nahIM paramAtmA? pote nahIM hai? kai paryAyameM hAjarAhajUra bhagavAna nahIM hai? samajameM AyA? AhAhA! kahAMkA paryAyameM game te paryAya hoya bhagavAna hAjarA Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hajUra paramAtmA dravya birAjate hai. paNa vo upara najara karate nahIM, to kaThaNa lage. AhAhA ! e unameM bhI eka AtmA hI bhUtArtha hai, naya nikSepa, pramANase jAnanA vo bhI parakI lakSase jJAna hai. ye bhI abhUtArtha jUThA hai. ye vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.). pravacana naM. 63 zloka - 8 tA. 20-8-78 ravivAra, zrAvaNa vada-2 saM. 2504 zrI samayasAra 13 mI gAthAkA kaLazanA bhAvArtha hai. nIce TIkA hai ne TIkA. saMskRta TIkA hai. amRtacaMdrAcArya digaMbara muni utkRSTa AtmAnA prabhAva anubhavI usakI TIkA hai. sUkSma bAta hai. kayA kahete hai ye dekho. sUkSma viSaya hai. jaise navatattvameM eka jIvako hI jAnanA bhUtArtha kahA hai kayA kahA? bhAI ! jIvakI- AtmAkI vartamAna paryAya nAma avasthAmeM navatattvakA bhAva paryAyameM bhedameM hotA hai. paNa vo koi samyagdarzana unase hotA hai aisA nahIM. jIvakI eka samayakI vartamAna paryAya, avasthA aura puNya, pApa, Asrava, baMdha, saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSa e paryAyo hai, e navatattvameM to paryAya buddhise vyavahAranayase ye hai paNa jIsako apanA kalyANa samyagdarzana pragaTa karanA ho, dharmakI pahelI sIDhI, to ye navatattvameMse bhinna hokara, AhAhA! AvI vAta che prabhu! A bahAranA dhamAla ne bahAranI kriyA to jaDase hotI hai. aMdarameM rAga Ate hai, zubha rAga, vo bhI baMdhako kAraNa hai. samyagdarzanakA vo kAraNa nahIM. AhAhA ! e ahIMyA navatattvameM navaprakArakI vartamAna paryAyanA bhedomeM eka jIvako hI jAnanA. AhA ! sAmAnyarUpa jo paryAyameM AtA nahIM kabhI. AhAhA ! dhruva, dhruva, dhruva AnaMdakA piMDa ekarUpa svarUpa usako jAnanA e bhUtArtha hai. AhAhA ! e trikALI cIjako aMtarmukha hokara jAnanA vo hI bhUtArtha cIja hai, satya cIja hai. AhAhAhAhA ! hai? eka jIvako hI jAnanA, cAhe to saMvara ho, nirjarA ho, mokSanI paryAya paNa usameM sAmAnya jo jIvadravya hai ekarUpa usakI upara najara karanese abheda cIjakI najara karanese ye abheda cIja e hI bhUtArtha hai. AhAhA ! Avo mArga che. (zrotA - ekeya akSara samajAya evo nathI.) haiM! kayA kahA? prabhu tIna cAra divase to calate hai (spaSTIkaraNa ). navatattvameM jIvakI eka samayakI paryAyako yahAM navatatvameM jIva ginanameM AyA hai. paMDitajI! A amAre paMDitajI AyA, A to, bhAI nathI AyA, phulacaMdajI! tAva Ayo bukhAra hai. hai e to AyA ne bhAI phulacaMdajI Ate hai. tAva AyA bukhAra AyA. A AtmA jo trikALI jJAyaka svarUpa dhruva svarUpa hai, usakI vartamAna paryAya nAma avasthA nAma hAlatameM jo paryAya hai usako yahAM jIva kahejemeM AyA hai. aura usameM dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktikA bhAva hotA hai, ye zubhakI apanI yogyatAse apane kALe apane kAraNe utpanna hotA hai aura hiMsA, corI, viSaya, jUTha, bhoga, vAsanA e pApa pariNAma paNa apane kALameM apane kAraNase vikRta avasthA utpana hotI hai aura do milakara Asrava bhI apane kAraNase Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 107 apane paryAyakA te kALa hai to vo kAraNe Asrava utpanna hotA hai aura rAgameM rukanA e bhAvabaMdha bhI apane kAraNase tyAM bhAvabaMdha utpanna hotA hai. aura saMvara, e apanI paryAyameM zuddhatA jo pragaTa hotI hai e bhI apane kALe, pavitra samyagdarzana jJAnakI paryAya e saMvara hai. e apane kALe utpanna hotI hai. nirjarA, e bhI apane kALe vo zuddhise vRddhi hotI hai e bhI paryAyameM apane kALe nirjarA nAma zuddhikI vRddhi athavA azuddhatAkA nAza e apane kALe nirjarA hotI hai. aura mokSa bhI apane kALe paryAyamAM kevaLajJAna hokara utpanna ho. paNa e navaprakAra jo hai usameM AtmA AyA nahIM, trikALI. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA! e navaprakArako bhI choDakara, haiM? una nava tattvameM, e paryAyakA navaprakAranA tattva nAma bheMdameM eka jIvako hI, e saMvara kALameM bhI eka jIva hI aMdara trikALa hai te upAdeya hai. AhAhAhAhA ! nirjarAke kALameM paNa bhagavAna ekarUpa cidAnaMdakI pATa zitaLa paDI hai dhruva, vo eka hI upAdeya hai, aura mokSanI paryAya to abhI nahIM paNa mokSakI je kevaLajJAna paryAya utpanna hotI hai, ye bhI sabhUta vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, usake Azrayase samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA ! navatattvameM eka jIvako hI aMtarmukha zuddha caitanyaghana bhagavAna, ekarUpa dhruva sAmAnya sadeza nityAnaMda prabhu ekarUpa vastu jo hai, AhA ! e hI jAnanA bhUtArtha kahA. ene jANyA yuvA vo vastuko bhUtArtha kahA. AhAhAhA ! AvI cIja che bhAI ! dharmanI zarUAta paNa aise hotI hai. koi A kriyA ne vrata karanA ne tapa karanA ne bhakti karanA ne vo to paryAyameM bheda vikArakA hai. AhAhA ! e navatattvameM eka, olA nava aneka huA, paryAyanI avasthAmeM aneka bheda huA, usameMse eka jIvako hI, ekAMta liyA hai. AhAhAhA ! trikALa akhkhalita paryAyameM bhI jisakA AnA nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA! aisI jo cIja nityAnaMda prabhu, vo hI eka jAnanA yathArtha, bhUtArtha, satya kahenemeM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? eka bAta hui. have dUsarI, tIna bAta hai. usI prakAra jaise navatattvake bhedabheMse ekIlA jIva trikALa usakA avalaMbana lenA, usakA Azraya karanA vo hI bhUtArtha hai. vo hI samyagdarzanakA viSaya hai. chateM samyagdarzanakA viSaya ekarUpa caitanya hai, chate samyagdarzanakI paryAya e samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhAhA! samyagdarzanakA viSaya jo trikALI jJAyakabhAva hai e paryAyakA viSaya paryAya nahIM. AhAhAhA! bApu! janama maraNa rahita samyagdarzananI kriyA koi alaukika hai. AhAhA! aura e samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM jJAyaka trikALakA zraddhA jJAna hotA hai, paNa vo trikALI cIja vo paryAyameM AtI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvuM have jhINuM! usI prakAra ekarUpase prakAzamAna AtmA, AhAhA ! bhagavAna to akarUpa caitanya prakAza jyoti prakAzamAna jyoti AtmA hai, itanI bAta. have ekarUpase prakAzamAna AtmA usake abhigamake upAya, usako jAnane kA upAya, pramANa, naya, nikSepa hai. pramANakI vyAkhyA karegA. dravya - vastu ane paryAya dokA jJAna kare vo pramANa hai. aura "naya' "be' meMse ekakA - aMzakA viSaya kare vo naya hai. cAhe to sAmAnya kA viSaya kare, cAhe to vizeSakA viSaya, paNa eka aMza Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AyA, nayameM eka aMza AyA, pramANameM do aMza sAthameM AyA. aisA jAnanekA upAya hai, vo bhI vikalpAtmaka hai. AhAhA ! vo bhI AhAhA... pramANa, naya ane nikSepa. nikSepa nAma, nAmase jJeya padArtha jAnanA, sthApanAse jAnanA, yogyatAse dravyakI yogyatAse jAnanA, aura bhAvakI paryAyase ye jAnanA, ye zeyanA je cAra bheda e nikSepakA bheda hai. e nikSepase bhI apaneko jAnanA vo bhI eka vikalpa hai. AhAhAhAhA ! jyAM navatattvakA bheda bhI samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM, tyAM naya nikSepa ne pramANa bhI samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhA ! sUkSma bAta hai bhAI ! vItarAga mArga anaMta kALa huvA, AhAhA ! kabhI ene dhyAna diyA hI nahIM. AhAhA ! pATaNIjI ! bahA2mAM ne bahA2mAM bhaTaka bhaTakakara, AhAhA ! aMtara pAtALakUvA paDA hai, eka samayakI paryAyake samIpameM, samIpameM sArA dhruva tatva nityAnaMda prabhu hai, e A abhigamakA jAnanekA upAya hai e bhI nizcayase abhUtArtha hai. kayA kahA ? pramANa, naya pramANa nAma do. dravya ne paryAyakA jJAna sAtha kare vo pramANa, paNa vo vikalpAtmaka pramANa yahAM liyA hai. 'naya' trikALakA aMza karanevAlA 'naya' e nizcaya. A vartamAna paryAyakA viSaya karanevAlA vyavahAra, paNa doDhI vikalpAtmaka, rAgAtmaka liyA hai. AhAhA ! aura nikSepa, e to zeyanA bheda hai. e bhI vikalpAtmaka nikSepa, bhAva nikSepa bhI vikalpAtmaka yahAM to hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? arthAt merI paryAya zuddha pUrNa hai aisA bhAva nikSepa bhI bhedavALI dazA hai, to vo bhI vikalpa hai. AhAhAhAhA ! ye nizcayase to jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! apanA anubhava karanemeM e pramANa, naya, nikSepa bilakula sahAya karate nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! vyavahAra ratnatrayakA rAga e bhI apanA anubhavameM bilakula sahAya karate nahIM, usakI madada nahIM, aura usako choDakara apanA svabhAvameM dRSTi kare taba samyagdarzana hotA hai. aise A pramANa, naya, nikSepakA jJAna ho, paNa vo trikALakI dRSTi ka2nese e abhUtArtha hai, bheda pramANa, savikalpa pramANa, A savikalpa lenA. savikalpa naya, rAgavALI naya, rAgavALA pramANa aura rAgavALA nikSepa, e bhI, AhAhAhAhA ! jJAyaka cidAnaMdakI dRSTi anubhava ka2ne 52 samyagdarzanakA dhyeya dhruva u52 dRSTi karanese e naya nikSepa pramANa bhI jUThA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. hajI to dharmanI pahelI (sIDhI ) samyagdarzana, jo ke nizcayase to cAritra dharma hai, paNa vo cAritra dharmakA kA2Na vo samyagdarzana hai, ema laie ne ? caritam khallu ghammo. AhAhA ! AtmAneM vItarAga paryAyakA jamanA, AhAhA ! jAmI jAnA AnaMda AnaMdakI dazA, e vItarAgI paryAya hai. AhAhA! vo bhI eka samayakI dazA hai. usakA Azrayase bhI samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta bhAI ! atyAre to garabaDa bahu karI prabhu ! ane da2kA2 kaMi keTalAkane to paDI nahIM aMdara. jisameM janmyA basa vo bhakti ne maMdira ne savA2mAM stuti karanA ne, zeTha! basa ho gayA dharma. ( zrotAH- e sa2La paDe) e sa2La paDe ? jhera che e sa2La paDe. e rAga to jhera hai. yahAM to naya nikSepa pramANakA jJAna bhI abhUtArtha, svarU5kI dRSTi karanemeM abhUtArtha hai. A vAta hai prabhu. ( zrotAH- bhakti jhera kahevAya ?) bhagavAnakI bhaktikA bhAva viSakuMbha, jhe2kA ghaDA hai. ( zrotAH- ye to nayI bAta ) mokSa adhikAra. e mokSa adhikA2 usameM mokSa Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 109 adhikArameM viSakuMbha kahA hai, prabhu tereko khabara nahIM, amRtakA sAgara aMdara Dolate hai nAtha ! amRta svarUpa atIndriya AnaMdanuM amRta svarUpa dhruva aMdara birAjate hai prabhu ! usakI apekSAse zubhabhAva bhI jhera hai. AhAhA! are usako to asatyArtha kahA, paNa naya nikSepa ne pramANase jJAna karanA vo bhI asatyArtha ne abhUtArtha hai. AhAhAhA ! bhAI ! A to mAraga aMtarakA hai. AhAhAhA ! rAgase parase udAsa hokara aMtara jJAyakabhAvane pakaDanA, trikALI AnaMdakA nAtha usako paryAyameM pakaDanA e koi apUrva vAta hai. e anaMta kALameM kiyA nahIM kabhI. AhAhA! kaho paMDitajI! bAkI paMDitAi bhI anaMta baira huvA, mUrkha bhI anaMta baira huvA, raMka bhI anaMta baira huvA, aura rAjA bhI anaMta baira huvA, nArakI bhI anaMta baira huvA, aura navamI raiveyakakA deva 31 sAgarakI sthiti anaMta baira huvA. AhAhA ! e sabakA bhedakA lakSa choDakara apanA caitanya bhagavAna, AhAhA ! dhruva ekarUpa cIja rahenevAlI hai, usakA Azraya karanese e bhUtArtha cIjakA Azraya karanese samyagdarzana hotA hai. e samyagdarzana dharma svarUpakI dazAkA zarUAta hai aura usameM pIche AtmA jo samyagdarzanameM jAnanameM AyAne atIndriya AnaMda, atIndriya jJAna, anaMta anaMta zaktimeM eka eka zakti anaMta prabhutAse bharI paDI hai. AtmA eka hai, aMdara zaktiyAM anaMta hai. guNa, guNa kaho ke zakti kaho aura eka eka zaktimeM anaMtI sAmarthyatA paDI hai, aura ekaeka zaktikI anaMtI paryAya hai, ye sabako bhedako choDakara, AhAhA ! usakA jJAna AtA hai pahele. jhaverAtakI dukAnameM praveza karate pahele, aMganameM khaDA rahete hai, aise naya nikSepa pramANase AtmAko jAnanA e aMganameM AyA hai. aMdarameM praveza karanemeM e kAma nahIM karate. kala AyA thA ApaNe blenanA vacanomAM, ke guphAmeM jAnA ho, guphAmeM tyAM laga vAhana kAma kare jAnekA, paNa aMdara jAnemeM e vAhana kAma nahIM kare, choDa denA (paDe). AhAhA ! ema AtmAko jAnanemeM vikalpa pahele AtA hai, naya, nikSepa, pramANakA, paNa aMtara anubhavakI guphAmeM jAnemeM e kAma nahIM karate kucha. vo kahA thA 49 gAthA hai, saMskRta TIkA hai jayasena AcAryazrI, usameM ye liyA hai. aMtara zAMti samAdhIrUpI girikI guphAmeM praveza karate hai aisA pATha hai. yahAM hai pustaka? nathI. zrImadda jevuM hovuM joie moTuM. nathI? kAle AvyuM tuM ahIM. 49 gAthA hai samayasArakI usakI TIkA hai jayasena AcAryazrI, usameM aisA liyA hai, ke bhagavAna AtmA apanA AnaMdakA DuMgara atIndriya jJAnakA sAgara usameM praveza karanemeM, AhAhA ! e girirUpI guphA, e samAdhi zAMti vItarAgatA tyAM kAma karatI hai. AhAhA. tyAM rAga Adi, nimitta Adi, koI kAma nahIM kara sakate. AhAhA! AvI vAta bhAI ! AkarI paDe che ne tethI sonagaDhane ema kahe che ekAMta che, ekAMta hai kahe che. kaho prabhu tuma paNa bhagavAna hai badhA bIjI rIte kahete hai ne A vAta bIjI paddhatise kahete hai, e kahe usameM koi virodha karanekI jarUra nahIM hai. usakI buddhimeM e AyA vo kahe paNa, satya to koi bhinna cIja hai. AhAhA... "jAmeM jitanI buddhi hai itano diye batAya, vAMko bUro na mAnIe aura kahAMse lAye" AhAhA ! AMhI kahete hai, ke nizcayase to pramANa, sArA dravya paryAyakA jJAna karanevAlA pramANa savikalpa, "naya" pramANa do prakAranA che. eka savikalpa Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pramANa, eka nirvikalpa pramANa. A savikalpakI yaha bAta hai. naya do prakArakI hai. savikalpa rAga sahita ane eka rAga rahita. yahAM naya rAga sahitakI vyAkhyA hai. "nikSepa' e bhI vikalpa hai. jarI cAra bheda pADanA. AhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna sthApanA nikSepa hai yahAM, usake (upara) lakSa jAnA ye zubhabhAva hai. samajameM AyA? - vo kahA thA eka bhaira bahota prazna huvAne tyAM tyAM amAre saMpradAyameM bahota prazna hote the ne? 83kI sAla hai 83kI. kitanA varSa huvA? 51. to eka zeTha thA. aise kahete the sthAnakavAsI, the hama bhI usameM the ne? paisAvALA thA. 70 varSa pahele kI bAta hai. usake pAsa dasa lAkha rUpiyA. cAlIsa hajArakI upaja thI, e vakhate hoM, atyAre to paccIsa trIsa guNA ho gayA, kiMmata ghaTa gaI. e vakhatakA eka lAkha, abhIkA pacIsa lAkha, to eka daphe usane aisA kahA ki jaba laga mithyAdRSTi hai tabalaga mUrtikI sevA Adi Ate hai. samyagdaSTi hone ke pIche mUrtikI sevA nahIM, e eNe kahA. meM kIdhuM aisA hai nahIM. sUno, ke jaba AtmAkA bhUtArtha jo trikALa cIja hai usakA jyAM samyagdarzana huvA to usakI sAtha bhAvazrutajJAna huvA, gAMgulIjI! sUkSma viSaya hai thoDA abhyAsa karanA paDegA thoDA. olA homiyopethInA bahota abhyAsa kiyA hai ne? narama mANasa hai. AhAhA ! to kahA ke jaba AtmAmeM samyagdarzana hotA hai, ekarUpa cidAnaMdakI dRSTi ne anubhava taba usako bhAvazrutajJAna hotA hai. bhAvazrutajJAnakA do bheda paDate hai. nizcaya ne vyavahAranaya. vo bhAvazrutajJAnakA eka bheda vyavahAra, aura nikSepakA eka bheda sthApanA, e vyavahAranayakA viSaya samakitIko hI hotA hai. hai zubharAga bhale, samajameM AyA? baDI carcA hotI thI. paNa meM kIdhuM bhAI hama aisA, maiM IsameM A gayA hai mATe aisA mAnanA aisA hamAre nahIM hai. A to aMdarameM kasoTIse satya ho e mAnegA hama to, hama saMpradAyameM rahA mATe saMpradAyakI dRSTi hamAre mAnanA e hamAre nahIM, hamAre to satya kasoTI para Ate hai e mAnanA paDegA. to kharekhara to bhAvazrutajJAnIko nizcaya ne vyavahAra zrutajJAnakA do avayava hai. zrutajJAna avayavI aura naya avayava. to zrutajJAnIko hI vyavahAranaya hotA hai. hai bhale vikalpa, samajameM AyA? ane e zrutajJAnIko hI nikSepa upara dRSTi jAtI hai, vikalpase, to yathAryameM samakitIko hI vyavahArase sthApanA nikSepa pUjya hai, lAlacaMdabhAI! AhAhAhA! bhAI ! mAraga A hai koi garabaDa ADI avaLI kare to ye nahIM cAle AMhI hai? AtA hai zrutajJAnakA bheda vyavahAranaya eka AtI hai. aura e zubharAgarUpa bhI hai. aura usakA viSaya bhagavAnanI pratimA bhI hai. paNa AtA hai. paNa vo samyagdarzanakA viSaya nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che zeTha. zeTha to paDhayA hai tyAM kAraMjAmeM bahota. nahIM paDhayA hai. AhAhA! paNa A paDhayA nahIM, zeTha AvI vAta che. AhA! aMdarameM kahete hai, ki pramANa naya ne nikSepa che, pahelA kyA thA, kahete the ekarUpase prakAzamAna AtmA bhagavAna to aMdara ekarUpa prakAzamAna hai caitanya. usameM usake jAnanekA upAya aneka. pramANa-naya-nikSepa. AhAhAhA ! ekarUpa trikALI paramAtmA bhagavAna prakAzamAna paramAtmA hai. usameM usako jAnanekA upAya aneka hai. paNa e aneka upAya paNa abhUtArtha hai. Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 111 AhAhA! hA ! e kahenA, hai ke nahIM? AhAhA! e upAya, e vyavahArase jAnanekA upAya, ekarUpako jAnanemeM anekase upAya, e ekarUpa jAnanekI apekSAmeM anekarUpe jAnanekA bhAva abhUtArtha hai. are prabhu! AvI vAta che bhAI ! AhAhA.. paMDitajI. have pramANakI vyAkhyA karate hai. "unameM bhI yaha AtmA eka hI bhUtArtha hai." pramANa naya nikSepakA jAnane kA bhAva AtA hai vikalpAtmaka rAga svarUpa usameM bhI yaha AtmA eka hI bhUtArtha hai. AhAhAhA.... ye naya nikSepa pramANakA vikalpa hai usase bhinna bhagavAna, upAya jAnanekA hai, usase bhI bhinna hai. AvI vAta che bhAI ! zuM thAya? samyagdarzananI jagatane kiMmata nahIM. zubhabhAvanI kiMmata ne bahAranI A dhULanI ne paisA ne AbarU ne zarIra suMdara ne makAna moTA hajIrA hoya, pacAsa pacAsa lAkhanA maMdira ne, makAna apanA rahenekA, hai ne govAmAM, huM ne? govAmAM eka thA. gujarI gayA bicArA hamaNAM. laDakA hai do, do abaja cAlIsa karoDa bahota rUpiyA thA, bahota paisA paNa AkhirameM eka sekaMDameM do- cAra pAMca miniTameM aisA duHkhAvA huvA, kucha dukhAvA hai aisA kahA ne dAktarako bulAo, basa dAktarako bulAke Ate the e pahelAM cale jAva paralokameM rakhaDaneko. zAMtilAla khuzAla! (zrotA- paisA thA to kayuM gujara gayA?) paisA thA paDyA rahyA paisA, sAme cAlIsa lAkhakA makAna thI rahenekA, cAlIsa lAkhakA govAmeM hai. dasa dasa lAkhakA do hai. aura cAlIsa lAkhakA eka. sAMiTha lAkhakA makAna hai govAmeM. usakA laDakA AyAne (zrotA:- sIttera lAkhanuM makAna muMbaimAM ramaNikabhAInuM) A ramaNikabhAInuM lyone amAre, ame Ama UtarIe chIe ne muMbai! kai tithi 87, zarIrameM janmakI thI ne 87 varSakI to AmodavALA hai ne Amoda, amAre pAleja pAse Amoda hai, gujarAtI to tyAMnA rahenevAlA ramaNikabhAI hai, do bhAI hai, to eka rahenekA makAna 70 lAkhakA hai. pAMca cha karoDa rUpiyA hai, narama mANasa hai, gujarAtI hai amAre pAlejameM dukAna thI ne hamArI, to sAthameM Amoda thA. to hama to Amodako jAnate the. kIdhuM tyAre ame AmodanA rahIza hai. baDI dukAna hai. kAMika nAma hai kAMika peDhInuM. (zrotA- ronaka inDasTrIjha) ApaNane yAda rahe nahIM, to e makAnameM ame Utare the. sIttera lAkhakA eka makAna, usameM kayA AyA? dhULameM. makAna makAnameM rahA jaDameM e terI cIjameM kahAM AyA vo? tuma tyAM kyAM rahete haiM? tuma to apanA AtmAnA svabhAvameM rahenevAlI cIja hai. AhAhAhA ! vibhAvameM AnA ye bhI terI cIja nahIM. e to paradeza hai. kala AyA thA. bhajanameM bhI AyA thA. AhAhA! zubha ne azubha rAga hotA hai ye paradeza hai prabhu! terA deza nahIM. AhAhAhA! svadeza to AnaMdano nAtha prabhu! atIndriyaAnaMda, atIndriyajJAna, atIndriyaprabhutA pUrNa pUrNa pUrNa pUrNa IdaM, aisI pUrNa zaktikA bhaMDAra bhagavAna e paramAtmA e terA svadeza hai. AhAhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai, ye pramANa naya ne nikSepa bhI e nizcayase to jUThA hai. AhAhA ! to kayuM Ate hai? ke Ate hai. sarvajJa paramAtmA jinezvaranAtha, jo AtmA kahete hai ane dUsarA AtmA kahete hai ajJAnIo usase bhinna hone ke, yathArtha AtmA paramezvare kayA kahA, vo mATe naya nikSepa pramANa AtA hai. samajameM AyA? paNa AtA hai, paNa huM abhUtArtha. (zrotA:- zuddhatA azuddhatAko batAte nahIM?) batAte nahIM. kahA ne, Ate hai, A kayA cIja hai ema jAnaneko Ate Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai, paNa aMdara jAnanekI vahAM jAnA usameM vo naya nikSepa pramANa kucha kAma nahIM karatA. AhA ! (zrotAH- rAstA batAkara chUTa jAte hai. ) rAstA batAyA nahIM hai eNe, AhAhA ! dekhA to apanI paryAyase abhedameM jAkara dekhA, usane dikhAyA hai, bhedase dikhAyA nahIM. kahenemeM AtA hai aisA. 8 mI gAthAmeM AyAne ? ke saMto AcAryo paNa AtmA ekarUpa hai usako samajAne ke kAraNa, darzana-jJAna-cAritrako prApta ho ye AtmA aisA saMto bhI vyavahA2meM Akara kahete hai. vikalpameM Akara saMto, yahAM kevaLakI bAta yahAM hai nahIM, kAraNake kevaLI to e vakhate thA nahIM, saMta thA samayasAra vakhate. to usakI bAta kahete hai, ki saMta bhI apanA svarUpameMse bahAra nikalakara jarI vikalpa AtA hai vyavahAra, to vyavahA2meM samajAneko duniyAko kahete hai ke 'AtmA' to vo 'AtmA' 'samaje nahi' to usako aise batAve ke darzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAyako prApta ho ye "AtmA". e bhI vyavahAra huvA. aisA vyavahA2se samajAte hai, paNa vyavahA2kA anusaraNa samajanevAleko nahIM karanA ane kahenevAleko bhI vyavahA2kA anusaraNa nahIM karanA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. kaTho bhAI ! tuma prabhu cho hoM ! terI prabhutA vANImeM nahIM AtI nAtha. AhAhA ! ye terI prabhutA naya nikSepa ke pramANameM, savikalpameM bI AtI nahIM nAtha. are tuma pAmara nahIM prabhu. tuM alpajJa nahIM, tuM ye rAga terA nahIM, rAga teremeM hai nahIM. AhAhA ! prabhu tuma to sarvajJa svabhAvI hai ne aMdara. ekIlA jJAna svabhAvI kaho 'za' svabhAvI kaho ke sarvajJa svabhAvI, AhA... svabhAva hoM, paryAyameM bhale alpajJatA ho paNa svabhAva to usakA sarvajJa svabhAvI prabhu hai. AhAhA... isakI prabhutAmeM kabhI khoDa- khAMpaNa ghaTavadha huI nahIM. aisA trikALI bhagavAna AtmA usakA anubhava ka2ne 52 A pramANa naya nikSepa jUThA hotA hai. unameMse yaha eka AtmA hI bhUtArtha hai. AhAhAhA... eka zAyakabhAva ye satya vastu hai, e dRSTimeM lenA. AhAhA ! pramANa naya nikSepakA bhI jJAna vikalpAtmaka hai, e dRSTimeM na lenA. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. have ' kayoMki zeya vacanake bhedo se, zeya aura vacanake bhedose pramANa Adi aneka bhedarUpa hote hai.' have usameMse sUkSma viSaya hai bhAI A gAthA, pahele pramANa do prakA2kA hai parokSa ane pratyakSa. pramANakA do bheda hai, eka pa2okSa ne eka pratyakSa. upAtta, anupAtta padArtho dvArA pravarte e parokSa hai. indriya ane mana dvArA pravarte aura prakAza ane upadeza dvArA pravarte e parokSa hai. AhAhA ! indriya ane mana dvArA jJAnakA pravartana ho e parokSa hai aura prakAza ane upadeza dvA2A ho e bhI parokSa hai. AhAhAhA ! kayA kahA ? ke sarvajJa 52mAtmAkI divya dhvani Ai, khyAlameM AyA lakSameM, paNa vo bhI parokSa jJAna hai, indriyase khyAlameM AyA ne ? nimittase khyAlameM AyA ne ? parokSa hai, ane savikalpa parokSa jJAna hai e. AhAhAhA ! aura kevaLa AtmAse hI eka bhagavAna AtmAse hI pratinizcitarUpa prati nAma kharekhara rUpase pravRtti kare, so pratyakSa hai. apanA AtmA ke Azrayase jo jJAna kAma kare ye pratyakSa hai. pramANa jJAna hai, vaha jJAna pAMca prakArakA hai. pahelA be bheda kiyA, parokSa ne pratyakSa. eTalA bheda kiyA paNa have usakA bheda, jJAna pAMca prakA2kA hai. e pramANakA bheda hai. matijJAna, zrutajJAna, avadhijJAna, manaH paryayajJAna ane kevaLajJAna usameM mati ne zrutajJAna parokSa hai, koMki indriya Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 113 ne mana dvArA pravartatA hai. avadhi ane mana:paryayajJAna vikala pratyakSa hai thoDA pratyakSa hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aura kevaLajJAna sakala pratyakSa hai pUrNa kevaLajJAna to saMpUrNa. isaliye do prakAranA pramANa hai. ye meM, dokA donomeM dokA pramAtA jAnanevAlA pramANajJAna aura prameya jJAnanA viSaya prameya, e bhedakA anubhava karane para bhUtArtha hai, e paryAyameM hai. pramANa, naya, pramANakA viSaya parokSa pratyakSakA paryAyameM AtA hai, satyArtha hai. paryAyanI apekSAe satyArtha hai. kevaLajJAna kevaLajJAnanI apekSAe hai e satyArtha hai. parokSajJAna bhI hai e vartamAna hai. e paNa satyArtha hai. aura jisameM sarvabheda gauNa ho gaye hai. AhAhAhA.. ke parokSa ne pratyakSakA pramANakA bhI bheda lakSa choDa diyA jisane, usakA nAma gauNa karake.. AhAhA. zIrA hotA hai halavA to usakI vidhi kayA hai, halavA karanekI ? ke pahele ATA ghImeM zekate hai ghImeM. pIche sakkara aura guDakA pAnI nAkhate haiM, paNa koi aise mAne ke A to ghI pI jAtA ATA, to hamAre ghIkA bacAva karanA hai, to kayA karanA hai tere ? to pIche guDakA pAnI nAkhanA hai to pahele guDakA pAnImeM ATA zeko, pIche ghI nAkho. zIrA nahIM hogA. e luparI nahIM hogI, khabara nahIM tane. gumaDA upara hotI ne poTIsa, kayA kahete hai. ? poTIsa poTIsa nahIM hogI. kayoMki poTIsameM to bahota thoDA ghI vizeSa paDe nahIM ne thoDA paDyA vinA rahe nahIM. e amArI kAThiyAvADI bhASAmeM jAtu-vaLatuM ghI aisA sUnA hai ApaNe kAMi kiyA nahIM. bAiyuM kahetA hoya ke jAtuM vaLatuM ghI nAkhajo. A poTIsa upara. jAtu-vaLatuM eTale ghI thoDuM paDe ane bilakula na paDe ema nahIM. AmAM to ghI to pIchese nAkhanA hai. pahele ATA moMghA paDatA hai, moMghI cIja hai ghI meM ATA zekanA to ghI pI jAtA hai. moMghA paDatA hai, e karatAM pahele ATAko guDakA pAnImeM zeko. pIche ghI nAMkho, poTIsa nahIM hogI. terA traNeya jAyegA. kayA traNeya? ATA, zakakara ne ghI, nakAmA jAyegA tere. ema bhagavAna AtmAko aMtara jAnanemeM bahAranA sAdhana tere saraLa paDe, paNa usase nahIM hogA bhAva, bhava bhramaNakA bhAva hogA bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! ane A moMghA paDe aMdarathI, AhAhA... aMdarameM jAnA vikalpa bhI kAma na kare tyAM pramANakA jJAna bhI kAma na kare tyAM. AhAhA! aisI moMghI cIjameM pahelese koi vrata niyama kara lo aura pIche samyagdarzana hogA, dhULameM nahIM hogA. dhULameMkA artha kayA? puNya, puNyAnubaMdhI bhI puNya nahIM hogA. pApAnubaMdhI puNya hogA tere. AhAhAhA ! arere ! A cIja ja duniyAne maLI nathI. AhAhA... satya bAta sUnanemeM milatI nahIM. AhA! yahAM e kahete hai ki e sarva jisameM sarva bheda gauNa ho, pratyakSa ne pramANa, e indriyase ne prakAzase jAnanameM Aye ye parokSa aura sIdhA AtmAse jAnanameM Ave aisA pratyakSa. e vikala pratyakSa, thoDA pratyakSa ne sakala pratyakSa, paNa e saba bheda paryAyakA bheda hai vo to. sabako gauNa karake, abhAva karake nahIM kiyA hai. hai? paNa usako lakSa choDakara, AhAhAhA... bheda sarva bheda gauNa ho gaye aise eka jIvane svabhAvanA anubhava karane para, AhAhA. e parokSa ane pramANakA bhedakA jJAna vikalpase hotA hai. paNa usako gauNa karake, usakA lakSa choDa karake bhagavAna AnaMdakA nAtha prabhu aMdara hai, abheda cIja hai usako anubhava karane para yaha saba gauNa ho jAte Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai. usakI mukhyatA nahIM rahetI. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? are bhAI ! paramAtmAno mAraga bahu sUkSma hai. ane ye samyagdarzana kayA cIja hai, ane kaise prAsa ho baDI sUkSmatA hai bhAI, e koi aisA kiyA dhAmadhUma ho-ho ne ho-hA gajaratha calAyA ne ratha banAyA ne 50 - 50 lAkhakA makAna maMdira banAyA mATe dharma ho gayA? (zrotA - vo bhI eka rAstA hai.) bilakula nahIM rAstA hai rakhaDanekA. kahA nahIM, muniko je AtmAnA anubhava hai zAMti hai tIna kaSAyakA abhAva hai, tIna kaSAyakA usako bhI je zubharAga AtA hai e jagapaMtha hai. samajameM AyA? aisA batAyA thA, kahA hai ne? jagapaMtha, mokSadvAra, mokSadvAra samayasAra nATaka. lyo e ja pAnuM AvyuM 40 mo zloka. "tA kAraNa jaga paMtha evuM" AhAhAhA... AtmAkA AnaMdakA anubhava hai, samyagdarzana sahita cAritra bhI hai paNa jo vikalpa AtA hai paMcamahAvratakA, AhAhAhA.. e to kAraNa jagapaMtha e, e rAgakA vikalpa ye jagapaMtha nAma saMsArakA paMtha hai. AhAhA!"tA kAraNa jaga paMtha eha, utta ziva mAraga joga" aMtarameM AnaMdameM vikalpa rahitakA ramanA ye ziva mAraga hai, A saMsAra hai. muni saccA saMtakI bAta hoM, ekIlA dravyaliMgI nahIM. jisako AtmAnA jJAna huvA hai. anubhava hai aura svarUpameM ramaNatAnA cAritra bhI hai pUrNa nahIM vo kAraNa paMcamahAvratanA vikalpa 28 mULa guNakA vikalpa, bhakti Adi bhagavAnakI vinaya AdikA vikalpa AtA hai, paNa hai jagapaMtha. (zrotAH paMDita banArasIdAsane likhA hai) kaLazAmeM hai. kaLazAmAMthI nikAlA hai. (samayasAra kaLazamAMthI). zeTha ema kahete hai ki A paMDitakA lakhANa hai ne, paNa e kaLazAmaise nikAlA hai. AhAhA ! spaSTa karAte hai zeTha! AhAhA ! e banArasIdAsa usameMse rAjamalakI TIkArbese A samayasAra nATaka banAyA hai. rAjamallakI TIkA hai ne kaLazakI usameMse A banAyA hai. akSare akSara usameMse liyA hai. rAjamalla ! jaina dharmanA marmI, usane A banAyA hai A usameMse A samayasAra nATaka banAyA hai. AhAhAhA ! arere ! usako moMghA paDe. moMghA kahete hai kayA kahete haiM? maheMgA paDe mATe paMDitakA hai ema karake nikAla detA hai. are bhagavAna ! A to bahenakA vacana hai ne dopaharako vAMcate hai usakI bhI TIkA ho gaI. AhAhA ! paNa bahene te aMtarameMse anubhavameMse vANI AI vo vANI kiyA hai. ToDaramale je mokSamArga banAyA to mokSamArga kayoM nahIM vAMcate. samajameM AyA? to vANI bahenakI AI hai ye sAra, sAra, sAra tattvase bharA AyA hai. vistAra thA vo to choDa diyA pIche. to vo bhI tattvakI bAta ye yathArtha daSTi anubhavapUrvaka Ai hai. are prabhu! enI TIkA kare, ke caMpAbenako caDhA diyA ne page lAgegA ne aisA karegA, are prabhu zuM kare che. bhAI ! paMDitAi kAma na kare prabhu! samajameM AyA? kailAsacaMdajIne likhA hai dekhA hai? khabara hai ! prabhu! e anubhUti kayA cIja hai nAtha tere. AnaMdakA anubhavameM jo bAta AtI hai, usameM jo bAta AtI hai ye yathArtha bAta hai. cAhe to siddhakA samakita ho ne cAhe to tiryacakA samakita ho. hai?e AtA hai rahasyapUrNa cIThThImeM, do hI sarakhA hai, sthiratA cAritram phera hai. paNa dRSTikA viSaya ane dRSTikA jJAna jo yathArtha duvA usameM jo kathana AtA hai vo yathArtha kathana AtA hai. AhAhA... zuM thAya? mANasane kAMi paMDitAinuM bahu bhaNyA hoya ne gaNyA na hoya, bolatA AvaDe ne bahu, to e jJAna hai (ema mAne che). AhAhA ! Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 115 ahIMyA to bhagavAna AtmA, kahAne? pramANakA bhedako gauNa karake, AhA... eka jIvane svabhAvanA anubhava karane para, eka jIvakI anubhUti, trikALI svabhAvakI anubhUti hone para e bheda e abhUtArtha hai. pramANakA bheda jUThA hai. to rAga ane dayA dAnanA vikalpakI bAta kayA karanA? AhAhA! bhAI mAraga Akaro che. bhAvadipikAmeM, paMDitajI, bhAvadipikAmeM dIpacaMdajI likha gayA hai. dIpacaMdajI bhAvadipikA, paMcasaMgraha hai adhyAtma, nathI AvyuM ahIMyA? ane eka bhAvadipikA hai usameM likhA hai ke arere meM dikhatA huM to logoM ko Agama anusAra zraddhA nahIM dikhatI mere. loko hai nAma dharAvanArA zrAvaka ne sAdhu ne paNa Agama anusAra je zraddhA e hamako nahIM dikhatI usIke pAsa. aura maiM kahetA huM satya to sUnate nahIM. A kayA? A kayA? to meM likha jAtA huM ke mAraga A hai. AhAhA! bhAvadipikAmeM hai. paMDitajI? bhAvadipikAmeM hai, saba dekhyA hai ne? hajAro zAstro dekhA hai. hajAro, hajAro zuM lAkho zAstro dekhA hai ahIM to. 65 nI sAlase sArA abhyAsa to haiM 65 hai? (saMvata) 35 ne 4 ogaNa cAlIsa ne 30, ogaNa sIttera. sItterameM eka kama isameM to hama dukAna para hama zAstra abhyAsa karate the. gharakI pitAjIkI dukAna thI. nivRtti thI bahota, pahele paNa sthAnakavAsI thA, zvetAMbara thA, sthAnakavAsI. AhAhA ! emAM jyAM A samayasAra ( saMvata) 78meM milA. AhA! vAha! "siddha honekI cIja A hai." kIdhuM meM to saMpradAyameM kahe diyA thA. dAmodara zeTha virUddha thA. tasvase anajAna eneya kahe diyA. zarIra rahita honekI A cIja hai. paNa e vakhate to usameM (saMpradAyame) thA to harakata nahIM ne. ApaNA mahArAja ne? paNa (saMpradAya) choDI deze enI ene kAMi khabara nahIM zeTha thA baDA vo. moTA amaladAra usakI pAsa Ate the, e vakhate dasa lAkha. pacIsa trIsa guNA gaNo atyAre itanA paisA itanA, ghara AkhA, apanemeM eka sArA gAma dasa hajArathI pedAzavALA, e vakhate dasa hajAra eTale pacIsa guNA gaNo. aisA gAma gharameM the. gAmadhaNI thA, cAlIsa hajArakI upaja thI. sthAnakavAsI hai dAmanagara. amArA saMpradAyakA gAma thA vo. to vo ema kahete the, AhAhA... bhagavAnakA darzana kare to, ye to mithyASTi hoya to kare mUrtikA darzana. kIdhuM nahIM. samyagdarzana hue pIche bhAvazruta AtA hai. e bhagavAnanA darzana karate hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! zAstra to tyAM bhI thA bahota, usake pAsa digaMbara zAstra thA. to tyAM pahele vAMcyA 78 meM to usako kahA, "A zAstra zeTha siddha honekI A cIja hai" A azarIrI honekI A cIja hai. e tamArA batrIsa phatrIsa zAstra ne pIstAlIsa hai saba dekhA thA hamane to karoDo zloko dekhe the. paNa e vakhate to usameM thA (saMpradAyameM) tyAre hamArA thA mahArAja hai kAMi harakata nahIM. kAMI paNa vAta karegA jo vizeSa hamako virodha to hama saMpradAya choDa degA, usako zeThako sabako bIka lagatI thI merI, meM koi A gayA mATe meM saMpradAyako mAnatA huM aisI cIja nahIM. mere to aMdarameM yathArtha AnA ho to meM mAnatA huM. to ye aise kahete the ki nahIM, A ja mAraga saccA hai samayasAra, pIche saccA kahete the hama kahete the, (usane) pIche bhUla nikAlA. samayasArameM bhI bhUla hai.. choDa diyAne basa A to usameM bhI A jIva tattvameM bhUla hai ne ajIvameM hai ne Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AsavameM ye hai ne, tame dekhyA nahIM, dAmodara zeTha ? enA dIkarAnI vahu nahIM tamAre tyAM rAjakoTa, zuM nAma ? AMThI, tyAM ApaNe makAna hatuM ne enI pAchaLa hatuM. A bhAInuM makAna nahIM ? UtaratA thA ApaNe sthAnakavAsI, lAbhubena ne A makAna ApaNe UtaratA'tA. pArekhanuM makAna, pArekhanuM makAna nathI ? tyAM UtaratA'tA enI pAchaLa makAna che enA bApanuM. AhA ! A vastu judI bApu kIdhuM AMhI kahete hai ki be prakA2 52okSa ne pratyakSa aisA jJAna karanemeM AtA hai. paNa vo bAta apanA svarUpameM jAnemeM usakI koi madada nahIM. AhAhA ! usako bhI gauNa karake, hai ? eka jIvake svabhAvakA anubhava karane52 e jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! ye pramANakI vyAkhyA kiyA. nayakI vyAkhyA karegA. (zrotAH- pramANa vacana gurudeva ). pravacana naM. 64 zloka-8nI TIkA tA. 21-8-78 somavAra, zrAvaNa vada-3 saM. 2504 samayasA2 13mI gAthA. usakA navatattvakA adhikAra to A gayA. paryAyameM navatattvakA bheda hai, usako jAnanA e paNa AdaraNIya e nahIM. AhAhA ! ekarUpa jJAyaka caitanya Age hai emAMthI, ekarUpase prakAzamAna AtmA, aMtarameM dhruva jJAyaka pramANakA viSaya to dravya ne paryAya hai. paNa ahIMyA to nizcayakA viSaya jo trikALa, pramANa vo pUjya nahIM aise kahA hai, koMki usameM paryAyakA niSedha nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! nayacakrameM hai. AhAhA ! paryAyakA niSedha hokara caitanya camatkAra prabhu aMdara pUrNAnaMda prabhu usakA Azraya lenA, ekarUpakA dRSTi karanA, taba AtmA jaisA hai paisA prakAzamAna zraddhAmeM aura jJAnameM hotA hai. ekarUpa trikALI je svarUpa hai usakI dRSTi denese ekarUpa prakAzamAna hotA hai, usakA nAma anubhUti ne samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhA! pIche kahA e pramANajJAna, paryAya ane dravyako sAbita karaneko, siddha karaneko dokA astitva siddha karaneko pramANakA viSaya batAyA. paNa vo pramANa vikalpa hai. AhAhA ! meM jAnanevAlA pramAtA ane jJAna pramANa aura prameya aisA bheda hai vo bhI vikalpa hai rAga hai, usako choDakara ekIlA jAnanevAlA jJAyaka dRSTimeM prakAzamAna ho taba ekarUpakI pratIta ho taba (usa ) pratItako samyagdarzana kahete haiM. AhAhAhA ! e pramANakA viSaya cala gayA. 66 'naya" Aja naya calegI. sUkSma viSaya hai bhAI ! AhA ! naya do prakA2kA hai. pramANa do prakA2kA kahA thA vo pratyakSa ne parokSa, ahIM naya do prakA2kA. nayakA artha kayA? jo jJAna paryAyameM zrutajJAnarUpI bhAva pramANa hai e avayavI hai aura usakA nayakA eka bhAga avayava hai. AhAhA ! svarUpa taraphakA lakSa karake jo nizcayanaya hai vo yAM vikalpAtmaka lenA hai, ahIMyA rAga sahitakI naya. nayakA lakSa vikalpa sahita aura vyavahA2naya hai e vartamAna paryAya ne rAgane jAnanevAlI e paNa rAga sahita vikalpa sahita hai. AhAhA! e nayakA do prakAra. dravyArthika naya, paryAyArthika naya. jo jJAnakA aMza trikALI dravyakA prayojanase dravyakI dRSTi karate hai e jJAnakA aMzako dravyArthika naya kahete hai. dravya prayojana jisakA aisA jo jJAna dravyArthika naya, je jJAnakA prayojana dravya jo trikALI hai e jAnanA hai e nayako Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 117 dravyArthika naya kahete hai. have A palAkhA sAMbhaLyAya no hoya hajI to. AhAhA! (zrotAzuddhanaya kisako kahete haiM?) e ja kahete hai. abhI to zuddhanaya A to dravyArthikanAyako zuddha, paNa vikalpAtmaka yaha bAta . kayoMki eka trikALI jJAyaka meM haiM aisA dravyanA prayojana jisakA nayakA huM e nayako dravyArthika kahete hai. e zuddhanayakA viSaya usako kahete hai. paNa yahAM vikalpAtmaka hajI vicArameM siddha karaneko A dravyArthikanaya AyA hai. vastu trikALa hai isakI siddhi karanemeM anyamati kahete haiM isase (judA) sarvajJa jo kahete haiM e cIjako nirNaya karanemeM dravyArthikanakA vikalpAtmaka bhAva pahele AtA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? sUkSma viSaya hai bhAI ! anaMta kALamAM kabhI anubhUti kayA cIja hai aura samyagdarzana kayA cIja hai aura usakA viSaya kayA hai e khyAlameM kabhI liyA hI nahIM. Ama to kriyAkAMDa bahota kiyA. vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjAne ane zAstrakA jJAna bhI bahota kiyA. AhAhA ! paNa A vastu je trikALa hai usako jo jJAna jAnate hai isako yahAM dravyArthika, dravya jisakA trikALI cIja jisakA jAnanemeM prayojana hai, e nayakA aMzako dravyArthika naya kahete hai. paMDitajI ! gusa bAta hai bhAI ! are ! ene kabhI dhyAna diyA nahIM. AhAhA! dravya zrAvakapaNA bhI anaMtabaira huvA. dravyaliMgI sAdhu jema anaMta baira huvA ema AtmajJAna binA dravya zrAvaka bAra vrata ne bhakti ne pUjA ne cha prakAranA zrAvakanA je AcAra kahete hai ne deva pUjA, guru sevA e bhI anaMta aira kiyA. paNa vo vastu aMdara trikALa AnaMdakA nAtha prabhu usakI mahimA lAkara aMtarameM gaye nahIM, bahAra ne bahAra bhaTaka gaye. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? vastu aisI he bhAI ! e dravyArthika naya ne paryAyArthika (naya) je jJAnako bhAga, vartamAna avasthAkA jAnanekA prayojana e nayako paryAyArthika kahete hai. hai? yahAM dravya-paryAya svarUpa vastumeM vastu jo hai AtmA e to dravya bhI hai trikALa aura vartamAna paryAya bhI hai. do hai. dravya paryAya svarUpa vastumeM, AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA dravya ane paryAya svarUpa vastu hai. e dravya ja ekIlA hai ne paryAya nahIM aisA nahIM. ane paryAya ekIlA hai ne dravya nahIM. vastu aisI nahIM. dravya ne paryAya svarUpa vastumeM, vastu aisI hai. AhAhAhA ! dravyanA mukhyatAse jJAna karAve, ahIM anubhava karAvekA artha jJAna karAve lenA. anubhava karAve e hajI Ane kahenA kayA e to hajI vikalpAtmaka hai. kayA kahA? ke jo jJAnakA aMza, zrutajJAna pramANa hai usakA aMza naya, je mukhyapaNe dravyanA jJAna karAte usakA nAma dravyArthika naya kahenemeM AtA hai. AvI vAtuM have. (zrotA- A to paMDita hoya e samaje) paMDita nahIM, A to AtmArthI hoya te samaje. paMDiteya na samaje. e to kahA nahIM, kala kahA thA zrImadbhA. "saba zAstranake naya dhArI hIe, mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye, vahu sAdhana bAra anaMta kIyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paDyo" AhAhA! zAstrajJAna vAda karake khaMDana maMDana kiyA, aisA hai ne aisA nahIM hai ne aisA vikalpase aisA jJAna kiyA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? "saba zAstranake naye dhArI hIe, mata maMDanA khaMDana bheda liye, vaha sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paDyo." hAtha na paDayo hame kachu, paNa vastu kayA hai e daSTimeM na liyA. hai! AhAhAhA ! Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 e AMhI kahete hai. ke dravya, vastu-dravya eTale vastu hoM, AMhI tamArA paisAnI vAta nahIM hai. e vastu hai e anaMta paramANukA vAta hai AMhI to. eka eka dravya bhinna enI vAta hai. paiso hai e to anaMta paramANu anaMta dravyase ekaThA huvA usakI noTa ke rUpiyo e to anaMta paramANu anaMta dravya ekaThA huvA dikhanemeM AtA hai eka dravya nahIM. noTa dasa dasa hajAranI noTa hotI hai ne abhI to bahota hotI hai. noTa AtI hai dasa dasa hajArathI paNa vo, vo kAgaLameM anaMta rajakaNa hai, eka hI dravya nahIM hai ye, unameM to anaMta dravya he, jaDakA ajIvekA, paramANukA ajIvakA anaMta dravya hai. to yahAM AtmA dravya kisako kahete haiM? ke zarIrase rAgase bhinna ane eka samayathI paryAyase bhI bhinna, aisI cIja jo trikALI hai usako yahAM dravya kahete hai. Are ! do prakArakA dravya hai. eka pramANakA dravya hai, eka nizcayanayakA dravya hai. pramANakA dravya isako kahIe ke je trikALI dravya ne vartamAna paryAya doko jAne e pramANakA dravya. aura nizcayanayakA dravya, paryAyase rahita trikALI ekalA jJAyakabhAva vo paryAyase rahita e nayakA dravya hai. eya, bhAI ! mAraga bahu sUkSma che, bhAI ! arere ! e mAraga liyA binA A coryAsInI ghANI, avatAra (karIkarIne) marI gayo pIlAbane. AhA ! samajameM AyA? ghANImeM jema tala pIlAte hai tala, aisA anAdise rAga dveSanI agnimeM pIlAtA, pIlAtA kyAMya ene zAMti nathI, zAMti kyAMya na maLe. zAMtino sAgara to bhagavAna AtmA usakA dravyakI mukhyatAse vikalpase jJAna karanA vo dravyArthikanakA viSaya kahenemeM AtA hai. hajI vikalpa hai rAga. AhAhA! prathama bhUmimeM bhagavAne kahelA dravya ane bhagavAne kahelI paryAya usako sAbita karaneko dravyArthika ne paryAyArthika naya vikalpAtmaka pahele AtI hai. dhyAna rAkhe to samajAya evuM che bApu! A kAMi vArtA nathI. AhAhA! A to bhagavAnanI bhAgavat kathA che. AhAhA ! kahete haiM dravyaki jisako mukhyatA hai mukhyapaNe, paryAya hai paNa paryAya tyAM gauNa hai, vastu trikALIko jo lakSa karAve, anubhava karAve, anubhava zabda jJAna. A dravyArthikanayakA mukhyatAse anubhava karAve eTale vedana karAve e A vAta nathI ahIMyA. samajameM AyA? anubhava nAma dravya kI jo naya hai, vo trikALI mukhyatAse dravyanA jJAna karAve, usako dravyArthika kahete hai. pATaNIjI! AvI vAtuM che. bApA! AhAhA! aura paryAyakA mukhyatAse anubhava karAve anubhava zabda yahAM jAnanA. vedana anubhUti e nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA.. paryAya nAma avasthA vartamAna, e usakI mukhyatAse jJAna karAve to paryAyArthika naya hai, ina dono naya, dravya aura paryAyakA, dravya trikALI ane paryAya vartamAna avasthA, dokA paryAyase eTale bhedase, bhedase, kamase jAnane karane para, anubhava karane para to bhUtArtha hai. e vikalpAtmaka jJAna yathArtha hai, hai itanA. satya hai ke samyajJAna hai e kAMI vAta ahIM nahIM. gAthA barAbara evI AvI gaI che. (alaukika !) hai? AhAhAhA ! paramAnaMda prabhu dhruva dravya, vo jisakI mukhyatAse jJAna karAve jJAna, e dravyArthika aura je paryAyakI mukhyatAse jJAna karAve e paryAyArthikanaya. AhAhA ! e dokA bhedase, bheda huvAne? prakAra huvA ne? krama huvA ne? dravyArthikako jAnanA pachI paryAyArthikako jAnanA aisA krama huvA. aura dravyArthikase jAnanA Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 119 zloka - 8 paryAyArthikase jAnanA aisA bheda huvA. AhAhA ! bhedase anubhava karane para to bhUtArtha hai. hai kharA ! e vikalpAtmaka jJAna dravyArthikakA ne paryAyArthikakA hai kharA. bhUtArtha nAma trikALI cIja hai e bAta ahIMyA nahIM kahenA. e dravyanA jJAna aura paryAyakA jJAna vikalpAtmaka hai, hai! AhAhAhA!hai? satyArtha hai, e dravyanA jJAna ane paryAyakA jJAna hai. saccA jJAna hai aisA yahAM bAta nahIM karanI hai, paNa e hai. samajameM AyA? yahAM saccA jJAna hai e samyaka e vAta nahIM kahenA hai. yahAM to dravyArthikakA lakSa karake jo jJAna huA aura paryAyArthikakA lakSa karake jo jJAna huA e hai! basa itanA! e bhUtArthakA artha itanA hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA- savikalpa samyagdarzana) samyaka nathI. savikalpa samyaka nathI. savikalpa jJAnakI paryAya hai. (zrotA-nirNaya to yathArtha hai ne) yathArtha nirNaya. paNa hajI vikalpAtmaka hai. samyajJAna nahIM, samyagdarzana nahIM. AhAhA ! (zrotA- vyavahAra samyagdarzana kahevAya.) jarIye nahIM. e to aMganameM khaDA hokara jema jhaverIkI dukAnameM kayA kayA jhaverAta hai e jAnate hai. e aMganameM ubhA hai aMdara nahIM gaye. ema bhagavAna AtmA trikALI dravya ne vartamAna paryAya do kA vikalpase jJAna karate hai. vastukI siddhi sAbita karaneko, anubhava karaneko nahIM, e pIche. AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM have ! ane A samajyA vinA ene dharma thai jAya ane paDimA le lo ane vrata le lo. kayA vrata ne kayA paDimA. AhAhAhA! hujI to dravya ne paryAyanI mukhyatAse jJAna karAve e bhI vikalpAtmaka jJAna hai. basa itanA. samyajJAna hai ne samyagdarzana hai e bAta yahAM nahIM. jJAnacaMdajI! AhAhAhA ! (zrotA e jJAna mithyASTi ho taba ho jAtA hai) hA, e mithyASTipaNemeM dravya ane paryAya kaisA hai aisA jJAna karate hai itanA, samyajJAna nahIM. AhAhA! pIche "aura dravya paryAya donose aNAliMgita" AhAhA!dravya ane paryAyanA bhedane je sparzatA nahIM, AliMgana nahIM kiyA huA, zuddha vastu mAtra jIvake, AhAhA.. e bhedako AliMgana nahIM karanA. dravyArthikanayase dravyanA jJAna ne paryAyArthikanayase paryAyako jJAna e bhedarUpa jJAna kaho e AliMgana nahIM karatA, aisA paMDitajI ! viSaya to bahota acchA AMhI hai! AhAhA ! hai? dravya ne paryAya donoMse bhedase aNAliMgita, AliMgana nahIM karatA huA, zuddha vastu mAtra jIva, ekIlA zuddha caitanyamUrti bhagavAna caitanyamAtranA svabhAvanA anubhava karane para, A anubhava vedana hai. pahele anubhava thA vo jJAna thA. samajameM AyA? pATaNIjI ! pustaka hai ke nahIM? che. ThIka. A badhA saba paMDito che ne sAme, pahele jo dravyArthikakA anubhava kahA thA vo to jJAna karanA itanI bAta hai. anubhava nAme vedana hai AnaMdakA e nahIM. paryAyArthika nayakA mukhyatAse jJAna karAyA thA. e jJAna e prakAranA vikalpAtmaka jJAna asti hai. basa itanA. paNa jaba AtmAnA anubhava karate hai. AhAhAhA... e hai dekho! AliMgana, bhedako dravya ne paryAyakA jJAna bhedako vikalpAtmakako AliMgana, sparza chuye binA. AhAhA.... zuddha vastumAtra jIva, vo to azuddhakA vikalpa nayAtmaka jJAna azuddha thA. AhAhAhA! zuddha jIva vastumAtrA, jIvakA svabhAvakA anubhava, dekho! zuddha vastu mAtra jIvake svabhAva, trikALI jJAyakabhAva, AnaMda Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhAva, zAMtabhAva, vItarAgabhAva, isakA anubhava karane para, usakA vedana karane para, e abhUtArtha hai. dravyArthika ne paryAyArthikakA jo jJAna kiyA thA ye jUThA hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? Ama bAta hai. vItarAga mAraga paramezvara jinezvaradeva usakA paMtha samajanA bahota puruSArtha cAhIe. bahota aMdaraseMse nivRtti cAhIe. aMdaraseMse kahA. bahArakI bAta nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna amRtacaMdrAcArya saMta, navatattvakI bAta to kuMdakuMdAcArye kahA pAThameM, ke usase bhinna bhagavAna ekAkAra che. to amRtacaMdrAcArye pramANa, naya, nikSepa nikAlA usameMse. samajameM AyA? pramANa ne nayanA bhedase jJAna karanA vo eka prakAre hai. he, mAyA hai aisA jo anya kahete haiM ne, anyamati kahe e, mAyA hai, saba paryAya ne rAga e saba mAyA hai. mA........ yA eTale mAyA, yA. mA, yA....mA.. yA- te mA - nahIM. aise kahete hai. hamane to vedAMtInI khabara hai ne, hamAre dukAnameM jaba hama thA taba hamArA gharAka thA eka. e vakhate brAhmaNa eka thA bahota vedAMtI thA. hamArA gharAka, gharAka samajate hai? dhAradhIra karate the to ye hamArI dukAne hai to mAla leneko Ate the, hama ugharANI (karane) jAte the tenA ghera to, zeTha padhAro, zeTha padhAro, amArI nAnI umara thI ne te di'. sattara aDhAra varSanI, kahe beso. bahota vedAMtI thA, eka, vyApaka huM ne. to sAthameM eka darajIkA makAna thA to tyAM Ave to saba page lAge. hama to samajate the ki A, kayA vedAMta, ne kayA paryAya nahIM ne ekalA vedAMta, eka, vyApaka, sarva vyApaka eka ja cIja hai. paNa sarvavyApaka eka haiM aisA mAnA kisane? mAne kise( kauna)? paryAya mAne ke dhruva mAne ? (paryAya). to dhruva ane paryAya do ho gayA, vaita huA, advaita nahIM rahA. baDI carcA hotI thI. hamAre bhAI che ne motIlAlajI brahmacArI. paramahaMsa thA rAjakoTameM. hamAre vyAkhyAnameM Ate the saba, paNa pachI vo paramahaMsa ho gayA. relanA uparI thA. pagAra baDA thA to pachI pIche ahIMyA AyA thA aura pIche tyAM rAjakoTameM AyA thA, rAjakoTa carcA bhI bahota hui. paramahaMsa ho gayA. basa eka ja vyApaka. are paNa eka vyApaka kahA to suNo. eka vyApaka nahIM mAnA aisI koi dazA hai ki nahIM? to tame eka mAnaneka prayatna karAte hai ne? haiM? aura eka aneka mAnanekI jo paryAya hai, e mAnatA (mAnyatA) hai e asti hai ke nathI? mAyA hai? yA mA hai hI nahIM. e ahIM batAte hai. samajameM AyA? dravyArthikakA lakSa karake jJAna, paryAyArthikakA lakSa karake jJAna, vikalpAtmaka paNa hai, e samyajJAna hai aisI yaha bAta hai nahIM atyAre. hai, ati he ne ati? itanA. to pachI bahota carcA hotI thI. aisA kabUla to kiyA. meM kIdhuM bhAI eka (bAta) sUno ke vedAMta to aisA kahete hai ki AtyaMtika duHkhase mukta thAva. to du:kha hai, hai to AtmA AnaMda hai ne duHkha hai do vastu ho gai. daita (ho gayA) tumhArA aMta na rahA, aura dUsarI, duHkhase mukta thAo to e isakA sthAnameM AnaMda dazA AtI hai to AnaMda dazA ne vastu trikALI do ho gai. yugalajI! bhAI ! aisI bAta na cale. ahIMyA to satya kayA hai, kasoTI para caDhAkara nirNaya lenA vo cIja hai. AhAhA ! sonAko bhI kasameM kasoTIpe caDhAte hai ki nahIM, A paMdara valA hai sola valA hai tera valA hai ema Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 121 bhagavAna AtmA sarvajJa paramAtmAe jaisA kahA, aisA nayase nirNaya kara kara kasoTIse jema sonAkA nirNaya karate hai, ema nayase AtmAkA dravya ne paryAya nirNaya karake vikalpAtmaka nirNaya. AhAhA! priyaMkarajI! paMDitAi UDI jAya che badhI AmAM to. dravya ne paryAyArthikase jo jJAna huA usako abhUtArtha kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA- kayoM?) kayoM ki e to vikalpAtmaka bhAva hai. emAM zuddha vastukA anubhava AyA nahIM. AhAhAhA! gAthA to AvI che barobara AmAM zikSaNa zibiramAM, mAraga to aisA hai bhAI. AhAhA! zuddha vastukA, vastumAtra jIva, zuddha vastu mAtra jIva ! rAga nahIM, paryAya mAtrakA lakSa nahIM. zuddha vastu mAtra jIva usakA caitanya mAtrA svabhAvanA anubhava karane para, AhAhA... trikALI AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna, trikALI jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna, A bhagavAna AtmAkI bAta hai hoM. bhagavAna bhagavAna pAse rahA. trikALI jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna, trikALI AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna, usakA anubhava karane para, usa taraphake dorakara paryAyako tyAM joDakara, aura vedanameM anubhava karane para e dravyArthika paryAyArthikakA jo jJAna vikalpAtmaka thA ye jUThA hai. anubhava karane para jUThA hai. pATaNIjI! AhAhAhA ! (zrotAH- gurugama vagara badhu nakAmuM che, gurugama vagara patA nahIM lAge) vastu aisI hai bhAI, vastu aisI hai. AhAhA ! bIjA jJAna to ekakora raho, paNa dravyArthika paryAyArthikakA bhedase jJAna karate hai e bhI hai kharA, paNa anubhava karane para e jUThA che. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? samyagdarzana honemeM, trikALIkA anubhava karanese samyagdarzana hotA hai, ye dravyArthikakA ne paryAyArthikakA jo jJAna huA, use samyagdarzana ye hai, ye nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! svabhAvanA anubhava karane para e abhUtArtha hai, jUThA hai, kauna? vo dravyArthikanayase vikalpAtmaka jJAna kiyA, aura paryAyArthikase paryAyArthika sAbita kiyA, e saba anubhava karane para bheda saba jUThA hai. AhAhA! kaho paMDitajI! A aisI bAta hai. AhA ! e nakI vyAkhyA huA. pahelA pramANakA e pahele navatattvakA have eka nikSepakA rahA. nikSepa" zeyakA bheda hai. "naya' jJAnakA bheda- bhAga hai. nikSepa zeyakA bheda hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! nikSepa e viSaya haiM aura naya viSaya karanAra hai. naya viSayI hai aura nikSepa viSaya hai e naya nikSepa viSayakA cAra bheda . AhAhA ! kahA thA ne nahIM, kala kahA thA. vo eka zeTha thA. ne eNe aisA kahA thA ke mithyASTi ho taba laga bhagavAnakI pratimAke upara lakSa jAya ane taba laga mAne aisA kahA thA. zeTha thA gRhastha. tabhI to sArA kAThiyAvADameM usake pAsa hai aisA paisA (nahIM kisIke ) pAsa. sATha sIttera varSa pahele dasa lAkha rUpiyA ne cAlIsa hajArakI pedAza. aura dasa hajArakA eka gAma, garAsa, AkhA gAma garAsa. vo moTA amaladAra adhikArI aura jaja amarelInA usake pAsa jAte the, aisI usakI chApa thI baDI bahArameM hoM, to vo kahete the sthAnakavAsI the, to vo kahete the ki mUrti to jabalaga mithyAtva he taba laga mAne. meM kIdhuM suNo, kIdhuMH nikSepa jo huM e nayakA viSaya hai, ane jaba naya utpanna hotI hai, e pramANajJAna huA. jisako samyajJAna huA usako nayakA bheda paDate hai ane nayanA bheda paDate Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 122 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai vo nikSepakA bhedakA viSaya e karate hai. nyAya samajAya che? vAta to bApu jhINI bahu. bhAI ! AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? "nikSepa' paramAtmAkI pratimA e to nikSepa hai. pIche kahenemeM aisA AtA hai "jina pratimA jina sArakhI" jina sArakhIne? jina nahIM ne? nikSepa hai ne? to nikSepa e zeyakA bheda hai. paNa nikSepa zeyanA bheda hai e nayakA viSaya hai. jisako yathArtha nayajJAna huA usako yathArtha nikSepakA viSaya lAgu paDate hai. paNa ahIMyA bhedase cArakA vicAra karanA e abhUtArtha hai. ema batAte hai. AhAhAhAhA ! hai? nAma nikSepa, sthApanA, dravya ne bhAva. vastumeM jo guNa na ho vo guNa ke nAmase vyavahArameM vastukI saMjJA karanA, bhagavAna zarIrako nAma denA. e nAma nikSepa hai. bhagavAna to hai nahIM. samajameM AyA? pArtha, Ate haiM ne? vardhamAnapArtha nAma Ate hai ne, vardhamAna pArtha, vardhamAna covIsa(ve) tIrthakarakA nAma hai. pArtha trevIsakA hai, to ye vardhamAna pArtha banI gayA, hai aMdarameM guNa? e to nAma nipase, guNa na ho paNa nAma kathanase kahenemeM AtA hai. usakA nAma, "nAma-nikSepa'. nahIM Ate hai ki nahIM, amAre vAMkAneramAM hato eka kayA pArtha vIra. hamAre hai vAMkAnera. pArthavIra nAmanA eka laDakA thA. vo do nAma usakA, pArtha ane vIra do. ema A vardhamAna zAstrI heM ne? e to nAma nikSepa hai. (zrotA :- paMDitajInA putranA nAma paramAtma prakAza hai ne) hA e to usakA nAma hai ne, usakA putrakA nAma hai, paMDitajIkA baDA putra hai ne yahAM usakA nAma "paramAtma prakAza" hai. choTAkA nAma "adhyAtma prakAza" hai. hoMziyAra hai, magajavALA, paNa paramAtma prakAza to nAma hai. barobara hai? to jene guNa na ho paNa usake nAmase vastunI saMjJA karanA, vastuko nAma lenA e nAma nikSepa che. AhAhAhA ! have "sthApanA" - yahu vaha hai. A bhagavAna hai. aisA jo pratimAneM nikSepa karanA, yahu sthApanA hai. A bhagavAna hai, A sarasvatIkI vANI hai. hai to pustaka. Ama, sarasvatI vANI huM ema kahenA A e sthApanA nikSepase hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? isa prakAra anya vastumeM, anya vastumeM, anya vastukA pratinidhitva sthApita karanA. vastu to anya hai ne bhagavAna anya hai, chatAM bhagavAnanA usameM nikSepa karanA. AhAhA! kayA hai? gUmaDuM hai. zenA. thayuM che Aje rAte bhAI nathI AvyA? gayA? haiM? gayA? rAte gayA? ThIka. e gAMgulI ! homIyopethInA baDA, kalakattAmeM baDA vo dAktara hai, bAla brahmacArI hai, lagana nahIM kiyA hai. pachI AyA hai. pIche mahArAja AzIrvAda dayo ke have jAvajIva brahmacArI rahenA hai. lagana karanA hI nahIM. nahIM to itanI umarameM bhI kanyA to bahota dete hai lAkhokI pedAza hai. homIyopethInA baDA, paNa ahIMyA AzIrvAda dayo mahArAja ke jAvajIva hamAre lagana nahIM karanA. kala nahIM AyA bhagavAnanI bhaktimeM? doso pacAsa, doso ekAvana maNa ghI diyA. maNanA aDhI rUpiyA hoM. akabarake vakhatameM maNakA aDhI rUpiyA thA, akabara thA ne jaba, akabara bAdazAha thA, taba ghI kA aDhI rUpiyAnA maNa thA. e kayuM calA, e bAta siddha kiyA. atyAre to keTaluMka kAMika che. so rUpiyAnuM maNa, keTalA kahyA? ohoho ! savAso rUpiyA ! A aDhI to akabarake vakhatameM thA. cAra paise kA zera, ghI. to vo calegA. (zrotA:- te di' cAra paisA moMghA Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 123 zloka - 8 hatA.) te di' cAra paisA moMghA hatA. vAta sAcI che, te di' cAra paisA hatA to atyAre eka rUpiyAnA be paisA ginanemeM AtA hai, eka rUpiyA upara do paisA, AhAhA ! AMhI kahete hai. ke nikSepameM bhagavAna A hai ema kahenA, e pratimA nikSepa hai. e sthApanA nikSepa kiyA. "dravya nikSepa" : - vartamAnase anya atita, anAgata, paryAyase vastuko vartamAnameM kahenA dravya nikSepa hai. kayA? tIrthakara vartamAnameM nahIM. zreNikarAjA janama hote hai, to tIrthakara kahenA vo bhUtakALakI apekSA nikSepa kahete haiM. tIrthakara to terameM guNasthAne hogA taba hogA. bhaviSyamAM tIrthakara honevAlA hai usako vartamAna tIrthakara kahenA e atItakALakI bhUtakALakI apekSAse kahenA e dravya nikSepa hai. usameM yogyatA hai bhaviSyakI. e apekSAe ginakara dravya nikSepase tIrthakara bhaviSyameM honevAlako vartamAna tIrthakara kahenA. samajameM AyA? hai ? vartamAnameM kahenA e dravya nikSepa hai, aura vartamAna paryAyameM vastako vartamAna kahenA e kevaLajJAnI paramAtmA sAkSAt birAjate hai usako bhAva nikSepase kahenA ke ye kevaLajJAnI hai. hai aisA kahe denA e "bhAvanikSepa" hai. dravya nikSepameM vartamAna hai nahIM, paNa bhaviSyamAM hogA, athavA bhUtakALameM ho gayA, jANe zeTha thA baDA aura pIche dIkSita huA to usako zeTha kahenA e bhUtakALakI apekSAse, samajameM AyA? ane muni hai e pahele zeTha thA, to muni huA usako zeTha kahenA, e bhUtakALakI apekSAse, ane kevaLajJAnI huA to usako muni kahenA. AhAhA... bhUtakALakI apekSAe, aura vartamAna paryAyameM, bhaviSyameM honevAlako bhUtakALameM ho gaye usako vartamAnameM kahenA e dravyanikSepa hai. AvI vAta che. have kyAM AmAM navarA Adi. navarA samaje? phurasada. AhAhA. bhAI ! janama maraNase pIlA rahA hai to, aisA jJAna yathArtha pahele vyavahArU jJAna bhI karanA paDegA. A vyavahAru hai, hajI. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? vartamAnakI paryAyameM vartamAna kahenA so "bhAva nikSepa" hai. e cAroya nikSepokA apane apane lakSaNa bheda, darekanA lakSaNa bheda huA. ekanuM nAma guNa nahIM ne nAma kahenA. eka ko guNa hai nahIM. paNa sAme sthApanA karanA bhagavAna hai usakI eka vartamAna yogyatAko ginakara bhaviSyakI paryAyako usako kahekara bhUtakALakI kahenA, aura eka vartamAna paryAyako vartamAna paryAyarUpa kahenA. AhAhA ! bhagavAnano mAraga bApA! e vastukA svarUpa hI aisA hai. bhagavAne kaMi kiyA hai? kahA hai karyA nahIM hai. bhagavAne banAyA hai AtmAko? AhAhA! sarvajJa bhagavAne to jaisA haiM aisA jAnA, aura vANImeM aisA AyA. AhAhA! ahIM kahete hai ki e cAra nikSepa hai e lakSaNa bhedase aura usase bhinna bhinna rUpase anubhava kiyA, anubhava nAma jJAna kiyA jAne para bhUtArtha hai. anubhava zabda yahAM jAnanA lenA. cAranA lakSaNa bhede, bheda karake jAnanA, usakA nAma cAra nikSepaka jJAna hai. e jAne para bhUtArtha hai. samajameM AyA? vartamAna, vartamAna ne bhUta nAma, nAma Adise kahenA hai vo satya hai, hai itanA, hai itanA nAma bhI satya hai, nAma kahenA hai to e prakArase satya hai ki nahIM, sthApanA bhI satya hai e prakAre kahenA satya hai, dravya nikSepa bhUtakALameM bhaviSyakA kahenA e bhI satya hai, itanA apekSAe satya hai. AhAhA! Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 124 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 aura bhinna lakSaNase rahita e nAma, sthApanA dravya bhAvake bhedakA lakSa choDakara, AhAhA... eka apane caitanya lakSaNarUpa, eka apane caitanya lakSaNa, jAnanA dekhanA usakA lakSaNa bhagavAnakA, e AtmAkA, caitanyalakSaNase jIva svabhAvakA anubhava karane para e jIvano svabhAva caitanya lakSaNa hai. jAnanA dekhanA e usakA lakSaNa hai. koi rAga ne puNya ne dayA dAna ho vo usakA koi lakSaNa nahIM. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? eka caitanyalakSaNarUpa jIva svabhAvanA anubhava karanA anubhava nAma vedana, yahAM anubhava karane para arthAt anubhUti karane para, AhAhAhA.. cAroya abhUtArtha hai, jUThA hai, cAra nikSepa jUThA hai, ye AtA huM ne kaLazameM? "udayati na nayazrI rastamati pramANam" naya asta ho jAtA hai. pramANa asta ho jAtA hai. naya udaya nahIM hotA. pramANa asta ho jAtA hai. nikSepa kahAM calA jAtA hai usakI hamako khabara nahIM. Ate hai? kaLazameM hai. heM ne? AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA, apanA svarUpa sanmukha hokara anubhava kare taba vo nikSepakA bheda kahAM calA jAtA hai hamako khabara nahIM kahete hai. nayanA udaya hotA nahIM, AhAhA... pramANa to asta ho jAtA hai. vikalpAtmaka pramANa, nikSepa kahAM jAtA hai hamako khabara nahIM. hamako to atakA ekalA anubhava hai. advaita nAma vo ajJAnI advaita kahete huM vedAMtI e aMze nahIM. advaitakA anubhava hai e to paryAya hai, paNa advaita ekarUpa cIjakA anubhava to ekarUpI to cIja Ai ane anubhavakI paryAya bhI Ai, do hI AyA. AhAhAhA! trikALa caitanya svabhAvanA anubhava, jo trikALa caitanya svabhAva bhI AyA, e to vastu, aura usakA anubhava no paryAya hui. nirvikalpa jJAna ane nirvikalpa darzana huA e paryAya hai. AhAhA! AvI vAta che. aise, hai? jIva svabhAvakA anubhava karane para e cAroM jUThA hai. AhAhA ! pahelA kahe ke saccA hai. pachI kahe ke jUThA hai. jo saccA hai kahene kA (matalaba) ke astitva hai itanA, sAcuM jJAna che ne samyajJAna che ema ahIMyA nathI. usakA astitva hai. paNa svabhAvanA anubhava karane para usakA astitva haiM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! A vAda-vivAde to pAra paDe evI vAta che nahIM. aMtara anubhava karane para e bhAnameM AtA hai. AhAhA ! vAda vivAda kare to kAMi usase vAda vivAda kare so aMdhA" samayasAra nATakameM AyA hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! ane niyamasArameM AyA hai, bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcArya kahete hai. prabhu! terI caitanya nidhinA anubhava ho, bhedase rahita. to ye nidhino pAkara ekIlA bhogavanA. jaise paradezameM gaye prANI koi karoDo rUpiyA lekara AyA apane dezameM, to e khAnagI rIte karoDo rUpiyA bhogavegA bahAra nA pADegA bahota, DhaMDhero pITegA ke hama karoDo rUpiyA lAyA hai to kuTuMbI mANaso nAtavALA jAtavALA, bhikhArI saba lAva lAva kahegA niyamasArameM mATe paradezameMse koi lAyA ho karoDa - do karoDa - pAMca karoDa, e hasamukhabhAI, hai? enA bApa pAse 50-60 lAkha rUpiyA che, bAvIsa lAkha to bharanA paDA sarakArako, cha laDakA (sabake) pAse paisA judA hai. cha bhAI hai, to usakI pAsa to bahota paisA hai. eka eka pAse saba aura usakA pitAjI bhinna thA usakI pAse paisA thA 50-60 lAkha kyAMka hogA khabara nahIM. sarakArako bAvIsa lAkha bharanA paDA vArasAmAM abhI, sarakArako usakA pitAzrI lakSmI, A Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 125 vArasA tarIke AyA ne? bAvIsa lAkha to usako sarakArako bharanA paDA. ekIlA usakA pitAjIkI lakSmImeMse, apanemeM se to cha cha laDakA hai usakI pAsa lakSmI bhinna bhinna. aisA sUnA hai A beThA hai baDA hai. usakA baDA bhAI hai, sabameM hasamukha! tamArI pAse baiThA hai te. kartA hartA hai isa che meM, pAMca bhAIo mAnate hai usako, baDA jo hai, vaDIla tarIke. usameM kayA AyA dhULameM? AhAhA! AhIMyA to paramAtmA kahete hai eka vAra sUna to sahI prabhu, e naya nikSepa pramANa ane navatattvakA bheda, AhAhAhA.. pahele jJAna karanemeM jJAna AtA hai, paNa tene anubhava karanemeM vo jJAna kAma nahIM karate. AhAhAhA ! kayA kahA? navatattvakA jJAna, naya nikSepaka jJAna, pramANakA jJAna, aMtaSTimAM anubhava karane para vo kAma bilakula nahIM karate. AhAhAhAhA ! aisA bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMda prabhu e taraphameM jhUkanese jo AnaMdakA anubhava AtA hai usameM A bhedakI apekSA huM nahIM. vo apekSAe bhedako jUThA kahe diyA. AhAhA ! eka vAta. apanA jo dravya hai ne vastu, apanI cIja hai ne dravya, e apekSAse dUsarA dravyako adravya kahete hai. samajameM AyA? kayA kahA ye? (zrotA- bilakula samajameM nahIM AyA.) nahIM samajameM AyA to spaSTIkaraNa karate hai. bhagavAnane zAstram aisA liyA hai caubhaMgI, ke apanA dravya jo vastu hai e apanA dravya apanese dravya hai. paNa apanA dravyakI apekSAse bhagavAnanA dravya ne bIjA dUsarA dravya hai, e adravya hai. A dravyakI apekSAse dUsarA dravya adravya hai. usakI apekSAse dravya hai. jUgalajI! AhAhAhA! apanA asaMkhya pradezI kSetrase, svakSetrapaNe AtmA hai e apekSAse dUsarA jo kSetra asaMkhya pradezI jIvakA hai e akSetra hai. aura apanA jo trikALI AtmA hai aura vartamAna paryAya hai e apekSA svakALamAM apanA ati hai. ane apanA svakALakI apekSAse paradravyathI paryAyakA kALa hai, e akALa hai. AhAhA ! AvuM kyAM mANasane ane apanA bhAva trikALI anaMta jJAna darzana Adi bhAvase apanA bhAva hai, apanA bhAvakI apekSAse saba dUsarA dravya kA jo bhAva hai e abhAva hai. samajameM AyA? aise yahAM navatattvakI paryAya bheda, nikSepa naya pramANakA bheda, apanA trikALI dravyakI apekSAe jUThA hai. para to adravya ne akSetra, kALa bhAva hai. bhAI ! prabhuno mAraga bahu sUkSma che. AhAhA ! saptabhaMgI calatI hai ne, to apanA dravya kSetra kALa bhAvase apanA ati hai, ne apane dravya kSetra, kALa, bhAvakI apekSAse para vastukI nAsti hai. adravya, akSetra, akALa, abhAva hai. AhAhA! aise yahAM paryAyameM navatattvakA bheda, naya-nikSepakA bheda, pramANakA bheda e hai, usakI apekSAse jema apanI apekSAse dUsarA adravya hai, aura usakI apekSAse dravya hai. ema paryAyameM A cAra bola AyA hai yahAM, to usakI apekSAse ye hai, paNa aMtara anubhava karanese svadravyakA anubhava karanese ye nahIM hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have. ( zrotA - isameM dharma kahAM ho gayA?) A dharma huvA. aMtara AnaMdakA nAthakA anubhava karane para jo AnaMda vedana AyA aura jJAna samyaka huvA aura vI je apanI anaMta zaktikI paryAyakI racanA kiyA vo dharma hai. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM. loko pachI kahe ne sonagaDhavALA nizcaya hai. ekAMtI hai. kaho bhAI ! tamane ruce ema kaho. Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 (zrotA - saba loga rAjI rahe aisA kahenA cAhIe.) saba loga rAjI rahe ke AtmA rAjI rahe? (zrotA - duniyAmAM koi vastu evI nathI ke badhA rAjI rahe.) usameM likhA hai mokSamArga prakAzakameM ki koI aisI cIja nahIM ki sabako pasaMda ho. sat bAta kahene para vo asavALAko to duHkha hogA, to usameM kayA hai, AhAhA ! mokSamArga prakAzakameM to bahota spaSTa kiyA hai. ToDaramala hai. e tamArI upara AkSepa hai. khabara hai? ke tame ToDaramalanuM badhuM mAno cho. tame enA mATe calAyA to meM kahyuM e mAnate nahIM tuma ? AyA hai chApAmeM. AyA hai? hai? aisA AyA huM ema ke ToDaramala smArakamAM ToDaramalane pramANe hama mAnate hai hama aise kahete hai hukamacaMdajI, hamArI sAthe carcA kare. e pramANe mAnate nahIM, aisA AyA hai. isameM AyA hai. AhAhA! khabara huM ne, hama to mokSamArga prakAzaka to 82 kI sAlase vAMcate the bIyAsI, para varSa huA, samayasAra 78 se. pa6 -varSa huvA. ekeka akSara ne ekeka zabdako bhinna bhinna karake nyAya kayA hai usakA zodha kara liyA hai. AhAhA ! emAM lakhANa AyA thA e tamArA upara, ke tuma smAraka, ToDaramala smAraka karake ToDaramalako mAnate hai to ToDaramalane likhA hai e pramANe tuma mAnate nahIM, tumhArI zraddhA phera hai. eya, kyAM gayA ratanacaMdajI? tamArA bhAI upara aisA AkSepa AyA hai. no samaje, no bese ene to kayA kAmakA? AhAhA ! ToDaramale to kahA hai yathArtha paNa samaje usako ne? paNa koi vakhate aisA likhA usameM ke bhAI jo yahAM rAgakI maMdatA karate karate kare ane bhaviSyamAM koi nimitta aisA mila jAya to kadAca pAme aisA bhI likhA hai. paNa vo to vyavahArakA kathana hai. khabara hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! ema ke e lokoe A bhUla nikAlI hai. to hamako sArA mokSamArgakI khabara hai. AhAhA ! are prabhu AMhI to jyAM naya nikSepa ne pramANa ne navatattvake bhedako bhI svabhAvane aMtara anubhava karane para jUThA kahete hai, to tamAre kai bAtako saccA sthApanA hai! dayA, dAna, vrata ne rAga vo to jUThA hai, svabhAvaanubhavanI apekSAe. ane nahIMtara e jUThA hai aMtara AnaMdakA prApta karAne mATe jUThI cIja hai. jema A bheda, navatattva, naya, nikSepakA paryAya anubhava karanevAleko jUThA hai, e uparAMta vyavahAra ratnatraya huM e nizcaya pAmavA mATe jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! bAbubhAI ! AvI vAta che bhAI. A mAno ke game te mAno vastu to A hai. samajameM AyA? - e AMhI kahete hai. eka jIva hI prakAzamAna hai. AhAhA!hai? navatattvameM pramANakA bhedameM, nayakA bhedameM aura nikSepakA bhedameM ekarUpa caitanya prakAzamAna nahIM hotA, vo to anekarUpe bhinna bhinna bhAsate hai, paNa bhagavAna AtmA ekarUpa caitanyaprakAzakA pUMja prabhu hai, vo taraphakA anubhava karane para vo paryAyameM thA aisA kahA thA paNa anubhava karane para e jUThA hai. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva ). Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 8 127 pravacana naM. 65 zloka - 8nI TIkA tathA zloka naM. 9 tA.22-8-78 maMgaLavAra, zrAvaNa vada-4 saM.2504 samayasAra, 13 mI gAthAmAM nikSepa, pramANa A gayA ne usakA bhAvArtha hai, sUkSma hai paNa vo A gayA hai. ina pramANa naya nikSepokA vistArase kathana tad viSayaka graMthomeM jAnanA cAhIe. unase dravya paryAya svarUpa vastukI siddhi hotI hai. kayA kahete hai ? pramANase dravya hai trikALI aura paryAyakI siddhi hotI hai. pramANa parokSa ho ke pratyakSa ho, paNa vo dravya ane paryAya dokI pramANase siddhi hotI hai. hai? aura, unake binA vastuke nayase eka trikALIko viSaya karanevAlA naya, eka bhAga, paryAyako viSaya karanevAlA eka bhAga vyavahAra, do nayase vastuko eka aMgakI yathArtha siddhi hotI hai aura nikSepomeM zeyakA bheda hai nAma, sthApanA, dravya, bhAva e bhedakA jJAna nikSepase yathArtha hotA hai paNa vo saba nikSepa naya pramANa vikalpAtmaka yahAM liyA hai. vikalpa jo rAga hai usase vo pramANakA jJAna, rAga mizrita vicArameM nayakA jJAna, aura rAga mizrita vicA2se nikSepakA jJAna, to ye samayameM e hai, bhUtArtha hai. bhUtArthano artha ? e jJAna sAdhavA mATe jo cIja AtI hai ye hai itanA, paNa vo apanA anubhava karane 52, AhAhA... apanA caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpa usakA anubhava karane 52 e naya, nikSepa, pramANa saba jUThA hai. samajameM AyA ? jaise kala kahA thA ne jaise apane dravyakI apekSAse dUsarA dravya, adravya hai. AhAhAhA ! A dravya jo vastu hai bhagavAna AtmA apanA nija cihnana, e svadravyakI apekSAse, 52dravya adravya hai. usakI apekSAse dravya hai, paNa A dravyakI apekSAse adravya hai. AhAhAhA ! aise apanA jJAyakakI anubhUtikI apekSAse, naya nikSepa pramANakA jJAna jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? aura naya nikSepa jJAnakA pramANakI dRSTise dekho to ye haiM. haiM ? jema svadravyanI apekSAe 52ko, 52ko dekho to adravya hai. paNa 52kI dravyakI apekSAe dekho to ye dravya hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? aise bhagavAna AtmA naya, nikSepa, pramANase bhale vikalpAtmaka jJAna kare, sAdhaka avasthAmeM pahele hotA hai, to vo apekSAse hai. jema 5dravya 52dravyakI apekSAse hai, ema naya nikSepa pramANakA vikalpase jJAna karane 52 e rUpe hai, paNa anubhava AtmAkA karane 52, svadravyakA anubhava karane 52, jema svadravyakI apekSAe dUsarA adravya hai, aisai dravyakA anubhava karane 52 pramANa, nikSepakA jJAna asatyArtha abhUtArtha hai. AhAhAhA... AvI vAta have. hai ? koMki jJAnake vizeSa hai unake binA vastuko cAhe jaisA sAdhA jAye to viparyaya ho jAtA hai. pramANase, nikSepase, nayase yathArtha sAdhanA e binA A vastukA svarUpa yathArtha siddha nahIM hotA. vastuko jAnakara jJAna zraddhAnakI siddhi karanA prathama avasthAmeM. jJAna zraddhAnake siddha hone 52 aMta2meM samyagdarzana ne jJAna huA, pIche pramANa AdikI koI AvazyakatA nahIM. koI aMtara samyagdarzanake mATe pIche pramANa Adi naya nikSepa AdikI jarUra nahIM. AhAhA ! pahele nirNaya Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 128 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 karanA, naya huM eka aMzako pragaTa jAnate hai. cAhe to nizcayanaya ho to bhI eka aMzako jAnate haiM. eka aMzako arthAta dravya jo sAmAnya hai e eka aMza hai ane paryAya e bhI eka aMza hai. to nayakA viSaya eka aMza hai. pramANakA viSaya do hI hai nikSepakA viSaya zeyakA bheda hai. e prathama zraddhA karane pahele aisA vastako sarvaze kahA, anya kahA usase viparIta kayA hai. anya kahA usase dUsarI cIja bhagavAne kahI kayA hai usase pramANa nikSepaka jJAna AtA hai. paNa anubhava karane para e zraddhAna ne anubhavI apekSAse e pramANa, naya, nikSepa jUThA hai. AhA! AvI vAta che. hai? pIche zraddhAnakI apekSA e vastutva nahIM, "kintu jaba dUsarI avasthAmeM pramANa Adike avalaMbanase vizeSa jJAna hotA hai aura rAga dveSa moha karmakA sarvathA abhAvarUpa yathAkhyAta cAritra pragaTa hotA hai, taba vo pramANa nayakI cAritranI apekSAe jo siddhi thI usakI jarUra nahIM. samajameM AyA? aura kevaLajJAnakI prApti hotI hai. kevaLajJAna honeke pazcAt pramANa AdikA avalaMbana nahIM rahetA. pUrNa jJAna hue pIche pramANa naya nikSepako vikalpAtmaka jJAna tyAM huM nahIM. AhAhA ! samajanekI cIja hai zeTha. aise nahIM mile aisI cIja hai. bahArase nahIM mile, e cIja aMdarase milatI hai. AhAhA. (zrotAH- Apa samajAo tyAre maLe che ne?) i samaje tabA milegA, samajAve zuM thAya? hamArA badhA paMDito che ne enI sAme, hamAre A bhI kRSi paMDita hai ne. AhAhA... bhagavAna sUno to kharA, kahete hai. AhAhA... aMtara cIja jo anaMtaguNakA caitanya ratnAkara prabhu, anaMta ratnAkara, (abhedAtmA) pahele kahA thA eka vAra. svayaMbhUramaNa samudra asaMkhya jojana laMbA hai. saba dvipa ane samudra A bAju hai usase e svayaMbhU samudra tIna jojana laMbA vizeSa hai. kayA kahA? asaMkhya dvipa samudra A bAju hai, usakI laMbAi gaNo pIche svayaMbhUkI laMbAi. isase bhI tIna jojana adhika hai. ratana bharyA hai nIce ekalA, veLu ne retI nahIM. svayaMbhU! aise bhagavAna svayaMbhU AtmA! AhAhA! hai! AhAhAhA ! usameM to jJAna darzana Adi anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta jenI maryAdA hada nahIM. AhAhAhA! kayA hai? e vastumeM itanA dharma- guNa hai, ke guNakI saMkhyA anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta jitanA le jAva to bhI usakA aMta nahIM AtA, itanI saMkhyA hai, e saba caitanya ratnAkarase bharA bhagavAna (AtmA) hai. AhAhA ! usakA aMtarameM anubhava karane para samyagdarzana hotA hai. prathama dharmakI dazA e koi kriyAkAMDase ne nimittale ne parase koi hotA hai aisA hai nahIM. AhA! e kahete hai. kevaLajJAna hue pIche koi jarUra nahIM, tIsarI sAkSAt siddha avasthA vahAM bhI koi AlaMbanakI jarUra nahIM. isa prakAra siddha avasthAmuM pramANa naya ne nikSepakA abhAva hai. have zloka 9 mo. RESS Avo ne Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 9 12 - ka ( zloka - 9) *** (mAninI) udayati na nayazrIrastameti pramANaM kacidapi ca na vidmo yAti nikssepckrm| kimaparamabhidadhmo dhAmni sarvaGkaSe'smi nnanubhavamupayAte bhAti na dvaitmev||9|| e arthano kalazarUpa zloka kahe che: zlokArdha - AcArya zuddhanayano anubhava karI kahe che ke-[ smina sarva dhAni anubhavama 3payA] A sarva bhedone gauNa karanAra je zuddhanayano viSayabhUta caitanyacamatkAramAtra teja:puMja AtmA, teno anubhava thatAM[ nayazrI: 13yati]nayonI lakSmI udaya pAmatI nathI,[ TM mastamati] pramANa astane prApta thAya che[ pa ] ane [ nikSepama rita yAti, na vi:] nikSepono samUha kyAM jato rahe che te ame jANatA nathI. [ ma garama milma:] AthI adhika zuM kahIe?[ atamavana mAti] dvata ja pratibhAsita thatuM nathI. bhAvArtha:- bhedane atyaMta gauNa karIne kahyuM che ke-pramANa, nayAdi bhedanI to vAta ja zI? zuddha anubhava thatAM vaita ja bhAsatuM nathI, ekAkAra cinmAtra ja dekhAya che. ahIM vijJAnAdvaitavAdI tathA vedAMtI kahe che ke-chevaTa paramArtharUpa to advaitano ja anubhava thayo. e ja amAro mata che; tame vizeSa zuM kahyuM? eno uttara-tamArA matamAM sarvathA advaita mAnavAmAM Ave che. jo sarvathA ati mAnavAmAM Ave to bAhya vastuno abhAva ja thaI jAya, ane evo abhAva to pratyakSa viruddha che. amArA matamAM nayavivakSA che te bAhya vastuno lopa karatI nathI. jyAre zuddha anubhavathI vikalpa maTI jAya che tyAre AtmA paramAnaMdane pAme che tethI anubhava karAvavA mATe "zuddha anubhavamAM dvata bhAsatuM nathI" ema kahyuM che. jo bAhya vastuno lopa karavAmAM Ave to AtmAno paNa lopa thaI jAya ane zUnyavAdano prasaMga Ave. mATe tame kaho cho te pramANe vastu svarUpanI siddhi thaI zakatI nathI, ane vastusvarUpanI yathArtha zraddhA vinA je zuddha anubhava karavAmAM Ave te paNa mithyArUpa che; zunyano prasaMga hovAthI tamAro anubhava paNa AkAzanA phUlano anubhava che. 9. udayati na nayazrIrastameti pramANaM kacidapi ca na vidmo yAti nikssepckrm| kimaparamabhidadhmo dhAmni sarvaGkaSe'smi nnanubhavamupayAte bhAti na dvaitmev||9|| AhAhA ! AcAryazrI zuddhanayakA anubhava karake kahete hai, kayA? zuddhanaya jo jJAnakA eka nizcaya satya aMza hai, usakA viSaya jo dravya trikALa hai usakA anubhava karane para, AhAhA... Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anubhava karake kahete hai ke "asmina sarvaSeDasmi dhAgni anubhavam upayate". Ina samasta bhedako pramANa ne naya ne nikSepakA bhedoMko gauNa karanevAlA, lakSameM nahIM lenevAlA, AhAhA... gauNa karanekA artha e ke lakSameM nahIM lenevAlA, zuddhanayakA viSayabhUta je zuddha samyajJAna nirmaLa nizcaya usakA viSayabhUta bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda, AhAhAhAhA.. caitanya camatkAra mAtra, caitanya camatkAra vastu (nijAtmA) hai. AhAhAhA ! jisameM anaMtaguNakI saMkhyAkI hada nahIM, aura jisameMse kevaLajJAna Adi utpanna ho to bhI caitanya camatkArakI jitanI zakti hai e pUrNarUpa rahetI hai. AhAhA! kevaLajJAna Adi utpanna ho to bhI ye jJAna guNa caitanya camatkArarUpe pUrNa rahete hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aise anaMta guNakI caitanya camatkArIka vastu teja:pUMja AtmA hai. caitanyanA tejano pUMja prabhu, anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta aisA be aparimita zaktikA sAgara prabhu tejapUMja prabhu hai. AhAhAhA ! usakA anubhava hone para e vastu taraphanA daSTi karake, vastu taraphakA sanmukha hokara, nimitta rAga ne paryAyase vimukha hokara, AhA... "nayazrI: na udayati'. nayoMkI lakSmI udita nahIM hotIAhA! apanA caitanya camatkArIka cIja jo hai usakA sanmukha hokara anubhava karane para nayakI lakSmI nAma nayanA bhedo utpanna nahIM hotA. na udayati nayazrI , naya udaya nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! bahu sUkSma vAta hai. hai? nayokI lakSmI eTale nayokA prakAra koi nizcaya ne vyavahAra ne sadabhUta ne asabhUta ne e saba koi nayoMkI lakSmI udaya nahIM hotI tyAM, tyAM to svarUpa caitanyamUrti taraphakA anubhava hai. caitanyanA atIndriya AnaMdakA vedana hai. samyagdarzanake kALameM jo trikaLI caitanya bhagavAnanA avalaMbana lekara jo paryAyameM atIndriya AnaMda Adi zaktiyoMkA vyaktakI dazA hui, anaMta guNakI vyakta dazA aMze huI e anubhavameM AhAhAhA.... nayokI utpatti hotI nahIM. ahIMyA vikalpAtmaka naya liyA hai, AhAhA ! pramANa asta ho jAtA hai. AhAhAhA ! A vikalpAtmaka pramANanI bAta hai. hoM? aMtara AtmA pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha prabhu caitanyacamatkAra jisane apanI dRSTimeM liyA, lekara usakA anubhava svarUpa jaisA hai use anukULa, anukaraNa karake jo bhavana paryAyameM huA, AhA... "anubhava ratna ciMtAmaNI, anubhava hai rasakUpa, anubhava mAraga mokSano, anubhava mokSa svarUpa" e AtmAno anubhava pUrNAnaMda prabhu aMtarmukhanI dRSTi karake jyAM anubhava hotA hai, tyAM naya utpanna hotI nahIM. pramANa to asta ho jAtA hai. pramANa AthamI jAtA hai. AhAhA ! vikalpAtmaka pramANanI bAta hai prabhu. nizcaya nayAzrita munivaro prApti kare nirvANanI" e zabda AyA he zAstram, e vikalpa rahita (nirvikalpa) nayakI bAta hai. ane ahIMyA je calatA hai e vikalpAtmaka naya pramANa nikSepakI bAta calatI hai. AhA ! bIje to aisA liyA hai nizcayanayAzrita munivaro athavA aisA bhI kahA, "vidvAna loko aMtara nizcayanayakA Azrayako choDakara vyavahArameM vartana karate hai paNa usako mukti nahIM hotI". Ate huM ne? hA, e viddhatajano bhUtArtha tyajakara, trikALI AnaMdakA nAthanA anubhavane choDakara vyavahAramAM vartana karate hai, paNa usako mukti nahIM hotI. nizcayanayAzrita jo AtmA anubhavameM Aye to usako mukti hotI hai. (zrotA - anAdithI Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 9 131 AvuM ja che?) vastukA svarUpa anAdise aisA hai. AhAhA! tIrthakaranA samavasaraNamAM jAva to paNa A cIja hai, saMtonI sabhAmAM jAva to bhI A cIja hai, sAcA saMtanA hoM. bAkI to vAto bahArathI kare ke dayA pALo ne vrata karo ne ethI thaze kalyANa e to mithyA zraddhA, mithyA prarUpaNA hai. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to kahete hai, pahelI vastuko siddhi karane (ke lie) mATe dravya ne paryAya svarUpa vastu hai. nizcayanayakA viSaya dravya jo sAmAnya, pramANakA viSaya jo dravya ne paryAya do hokara dravya, samajameM AyA? aise pramANa ne naya nikSepase prathama to vastunI sAbitI, siddhi, astitva siddha karanemeM jJAnakA vizeSa e AtA hai. paNa jaba aMtarameM anubhava karane para, AhAhAhAhA... samyagdarzanake kALameM jo anubhUti sAthameM hotI hai, e anubhUtike kALameM e naya udaya pragaTa hotA nahIM. anubhava pragaTa huA tyAM naya pragaTa hotA hI nahIM vikalpa. AhAhA ! bhagavAna jyAM AtmA apanA anubhavameM AyA, samyagdarzana jJAnake pragaTake kALameM, taba tyAM pramANa asta ho jAtA hai, do bAta kiyA. naya utpanna nahIM hotA, pramANa asta ho jAtA hai. AhAhAhA... aura nikSepacakra, AhAhA.. "nikSepacakra kavacitayAti na vi." nikSepokA samUha kahA calA jAtA hai hama nahIM jAnate. "nikSepacakra kavacitayAti na vidhaH nikSepakA bheda kahA calA jAtA hai hama jAnate nahIM. ema kahete hai. (zrotA - AcArya bhagavAna nahIM jAnate?) anubhavameM hai nahIM. aMtara AtmAnA anubhava je samyagdarzana hotA hai. AhAhA... aura samyakubhAvazrutajJAna hotA hai e kALameM A svataraphakI sanmukhatAkA vedana hai. AhAhA ! tyAM nikSepakA cakra kahAM calA jAtA hai kahete hai. eno artha e ke nikSepakA cakra tyAM hotA nahIM. ame jANatA nathI eTale ame anubhavamAM (abheda) jANIe chIe. emAM A nikSepanA bheda kahAM AyA? yuM. AhAhA ! mAraga Avo che bhAI A. "nikSepa caOM kavacit yAti na vidmaH" kahAM calA jAtA hai hama nahIM jAnate. AhAhAhA... "kiM aparama abhidalmaH" isase adhika kayA kahe? AcArya mahArAja kahete hai ki have vizeSa kayA kahe tumako. AhAhA ! aMtara bhagavAna AtmA caitanya camatkArase bharA prabhu usakA svasammukha hokara anubhava karane para naya nikSepa ne pramANa utpanna nahIM hotA, nikSepacakra kahAM calA jAtA hai, bhAva nikSepa jo hai. AhAhA... bhAva nikSepa to paryAya hai. samajameM AyA? paNa paryAyakI daSTi bhI kahAM cAlI jAtI hai, ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! kayA kahA? naya nikSepa to vikalpase nizcaya A hai ne vyavahAra A hai. pramANa dokA viSaya hai, paNa nikSepameM jo bhAva nikSepa hai ye to paryAya anubhUti e bhAva nikSepa hai. paNa vo bhAva nikSepa hai, tyAM dRSTi paryAya upara nahIM, ema kahete hai. hamArI dRSTi to anubhava (abheda) para hai, to bhAvanikSepa bhI kahA calA jAtA hai hamako khabara nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI vAta che. aMtarameM jaba samyagdarzanake kALameM jaba anubhUti hotI hai, jJAnakI pradhAnatAse anubhUti kahenemeM AtA hai, zraddhAnakI pradhAnatAse darzana samyaka kahenemeM AtA hai. svarUpakI pradhAnatAse svarUpa AcaraNa kahenemeM AtA hai. (tIno) eka ja samayameM. kaho! eka A dravya svabhAva Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhagavAna pUrNa AhAhA... sAkSAt paramezvara 52mAtmA, AhAhA ! 38 gAthAmeM kahA hai, apanA 52mezva2ko bhUla gaye the, aisA pATha hai 38 gAthAmeM, jaisA suvarNa hAthameM 2khA ho, A dAtaNa karate hai ne to ( sonekA dAMta ) nikAlate hai bhUla gayA, kyAM hai? kyAM hai? gotate hai, yahAM hI hai aMdara. aise hAthameM 2khA thA paNa bhUla gaye. ema vastu ( AtmA ) to thA aMda2meM AnaMdano ( nAtha prabhu paNa maiM rAga ne paryAyakA premameM usako bhUla gayA thA. ( zrotAH- yAda hatuM ke te bhUlI jAya. ) bhUlano artha ? usako khyAlameM liyA nahIM usakA artha e. bhUla gayAno artha pahele yAda thA ne pIche bhUla gayA aisA nahIM, anAdise bhUla gayA hai. vartamAna eka samayakI paryAyakA premameM, "paryAya mUMDhA para samayA" aisA kahA hai, pravacanasAra zeya adhikA2 93 mI gAthA pahelI. samajameM AyA ? to rAgameM mUrchita huA vo to bahu sthULa, paNa eka samayakI paryAyameM, maiM itanA huM, e bhI "paryAya mUMDhA para samayA" mithyArdaSTi hai. samajameM AyA ? to yahAM to kahete hai ke hamArA bhagavAna e naya, nikSepa ke pramANakA vikalpase chuTaka2, vastukA anubhava karaneke kALameM, ye kahAM cale jAte hai paryAyakA bheda bhI hamAre lakSameM Ate nahIM. vedAMta jaisA AMhI amAre bhASA hai paNa vedAMtamAM to anubhUti hai, e paryAya hai, ema e mAnate nahIM vedAMta. aise carcA hui thI hamAre vedAMtIke sAthe bahota, to kahe AtmA anubhava karate haiM to do bAta kahAMse Ai ? ema ke AtmA ne anubhUti do, dvaita ho gayA. dravya ne paryAya, dvaita ho gayA, hai nahIM. samajameM AyA ? paNa e vastukI sthiti ja aisI hai. vastu jo trikALI hai usakI sanmukha hokara anubhUti hai, e paryAya hai, vo guNa dravya nahIM. AhAhA ! to paryAyameM dravyakA anubhava honese paryAyakA lakSa bhI chUTa jAtA hai, to bhAva nikSepa kahAM calA jAtA hai ? AhAhAhA ! AvuM che bhAI. ja ( zrotAH- vedAMtamAM paryAyanI vAta nathI ? ) paryAya che ja kyAM vedAMtamAM, paryAya mAne to paryAya, to daita ho jAtA hai. vo to kahAne dravya ne paryAya be hoya tyAM, dvaita ho jAtA hai. ahIMyA carcA hui thI hamAre eka hai ne motIlAlajI thA, relanA uparI amAre vyAkhyAnamAM kAyama Ate the tyAM rAjakoTa. pIche thai gayA 5ramahaMsa. pIche AyA mArI pAsa carcA karane. carcAmeM jUThA hai ema nahIM. amAre upara to usako bahu mAna thA. to carcA khUba hui, kIdhuM tame ekAMta sarvavyApaka mAno to, meM aisA kahetA huM ke vedAMta aisA kahete hai ke sarva duHkhathI AtyaMtika mukti honI cAhIe. to e sarva duHkhathI AtyaMtika mukti to pahele duHkha dazA thI pIche mukta hotA hai, to AnaMda dazA Ai e to paryAya hui. dravya to kAyama rahete hai. paryAya hui e to dvaita ho gayA. kabUla karate hai. AyA thA 52mahaMsa AyA thA. motIlAlajI karIne pelA dazA zrImALI tyAM hatAM rAjakoTamAM to Ate the, kAyama 95 meM 99 meM pIche ho gayA sAdhu anyamatikA, terI bAta aisI hai nahIM. prabhu ! anubhUti hai ye paryAya hai. AtmAkA sAkSAtkAra honA e paryAyameM hotA hai. dravyameM nahIM, dravya to dhruva hai. samajameM AyA ? kArya hotA hai e paryAyameM kArya hotA hai vastu to trikALI kAraNarUpa dhruva paDI hai. paryAya e kArya hai ne vastu e kA2Na hai. do vastu ho gai. aise cale nahIM kIdhuM. aisA e ahIMyA bAta kahete hai juo. ke isase adhika kayA kahe ke dvaita hI pratibhAsita Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 9 133 nahIM hotA. dekho, hai? A dravya hai ne A paryAya hai aisA dvata paNa pratibhAsita nahIM hotA. ema kahete haiM usakA artha to ve vedAMta advaita kahete hai e ahIMyA nahIM liyA. AhAhA! e ja kahete hai, e kahegA arthameM ke dvata nahIM bhAsate' usakA artha advaita hai aisA cIja nahIM. meM dravyakA anubhava karatAM huM aisA vikalpa bhI jyAM nahIM, aura tyAM paryAya upara lakSa bhI nahIM. kayoMki paryAya dravya sanmukha jhUka gai hai. paryAya dravya tarapha jhUka gai hai. to paryAyakA lakSa hai nahIM. chatAM paryAyameM kArya huA, e paryAya hai. are AvI vAtuM. samajameM AyA? e jaina paramezvara sarvajJa sivAya, alAvA koi aisI bAta kyAMya hai nahIM, samajameM AyA? zvetAMbara ne sthAnakavAsImeM bhI aisI bAta yathArtha hai nahIM, bAta to aisI hai. usameM bhI kevaLajJAnameM eka samayamAM jJAna ne dUsare samayameM darzana are A te pUrNa ho gayA pIche vaLI pahelAM A jJAna ane pIche darzana? samajameM AyA? ahIMyA to anubhavameM krama nahIM ema kahete hai. apanA svarUpa tarapha jhUka gayA. AhAhAhAhA.. vikalpakA lakSa choDakara, paryAyakA lakSa choDakara-naya, nikSepa aura pramANakA vartamAna vastukI siddhi kiyA. jJAna vizeSa jJAna, e samyajJAnanI vAta nahIM hai, sAmAnya jJAnanI vAta hai. e jJAnakA aMga jo hai e prakAre naya, nikSepa, pramANakA usameM jJAna AtA hai, paNa vo jJAna e kAMI samyaka nahIM. AhAhA ! samyakajJAna, bhAvazrutajJAna to jJAyaka trikALI caitanyakA kaMda prabhu caitanyarasa svabhAva mojUdagI ekIlA caitanyaprakAzakA pUMja prabhu, jisameM A dravya hai ne paryAya haiM aisA bhI anubhavameM nahIM, chatAM dravyanA anubhava hotA hai, e anubhava paryAya hai. rAtriko prazna huA thA, 18, 19, 20 aliMgagrahaNa. rAtre koI prazna kiyA thA. 18, 19, 20 - 20 bola hai aliMgagrahaNameM to 18 mA bolameM aisA AyA ke arthAvabodharUpa guNa vizeSa usakA AliMgana nahIM karanevAlA dravya hai, 20 bola hai emAM 18 meM bolakI bAta cAlatI hai. A to hamArA sadA svAdhyAyakA viSaya hai. savAra, sAMja, sArA saba kaMThastha hai saba. samajameM AyA? e 18 mAM bolamAM aisA kahA aliMgagrahaNa 172 gAthA, to aise kahA ke AtmA guNI hai ane A guNa hai. aisA guNaguNIkA bhedakA vizeSa jyAM AliMgana karate nahIM, bhedako AliMgana karate nahIM aisA dravya svabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! 19 aura arthAvabodharUpa paryAya vizeSa usako AliMgana nahIM karanevAlA bhagavAna AtmA dravya svarUpa hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? dravya jo hai e paryAyako chUTe nahIM, ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! ne pIche 20 mA bolamAM sUkSma liyA. pratyabhijJAnakA-pratyabhijJAnakA kAraNa aisA sAmAnya dravya usako AliMgana nahIM karate aisA AtmA zuddha paryAyasvarUpa hai. Are A ! kayA kahA e? 20 mAM bolameM, pratyabhijJAnakA kAraNa aisA jo dravya dhuva usako nahIM sparzanevAlA AtmA, apanI zuddha paryAya svarUpa hai. je anubhavameM AyA e maiM huM. dhruva anubhavameM AtA nahIM. samajameM AyA? 20 mA bola hai. dekhanA hai? hai yahAM? AvyuM nathI kAMI? A... le. ohoho ! AMhI kyAM che? che nahIM, pravacanasAra huM nahIM AMhI? aise kayuM karate hai? ekeya bhI na lAyA, pravacanasAra do , rakhA hai, 20 mA bola hai ye. pratyabhijJAnakA kAraNa aisA jo dravya sAmAnya usako AliMgana nahIM karate AtmA. AhAhA... zuddha paryAyasvarUpa che. AtmA aisA Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kahA hai tyAM kayoMki jo paryAya vedanameM AyA e meM huM. aisA tyAM le liyA hai. e che. paryAyaSTi nahIM, dRSTi to dravya upara hai paNa dravya kI dRSTi hone se jo paryAyameM vedanA anubhava AyA e meM huM. aisA anubhavameM Ai thI e cIja meM haiM. yahAM pustaka nahIM? ekeya lAgatuM nathI. be pustaka hai. koinI pAse nathI ahIMyA? olo levA jAya che, samajameM AyA? sUkSma bAta hai bhAI ! sarvajJanA paMthane samajanA e bahu sUkSma bAta hai. yahAM to kahA 18, 19 meM aisA kahA ke guNI, guNakA bhedako sparzata nahIM, aisA dravya svabhAva hai. AhAhA ! pIche kahA ke paryAyako dravya chUte nahIM. AhAhA... aisA dravya hai, tIsarAmeM ema kahA ke dravyano AtmA chUte nahIM. paryAyako chUte hai vo paryAya anubhavameM Ai itanA AtmA hai aisA kahA tyAM sUkSma hai bhAI ! A to aMtara saMtonI vANI hai. AhAhA! (pustaka) levA gayo che, kayA kahA? samajameM AyA? bhagavAna AtmA jo tyAM bhAvanikSepakI paryAyase rahita kahA hai. tyAM to ye bhAvanikSepa zuddha pariNati je hui e AtmA apanA dravyano chUTe nahIM, aura paryAyarUpa zuddha hai e meM AtmA huM. aisA 20 meM bolameM liyA hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? sUkSma hai bhAI ! rAtriko carcA huI thI. koie prazna kiyA thA. 18, 19, 20. have AMhI kahetuM ke, hama jaba hamArA anubhavameM Ate hai to daitapaNA bhAsate nahIM, meM anubhava karatA huM ne A dravyanA kartA huM aisA heta tyAM huM nahIM. nikSepa, naya ne pramANa to tyAM hai nahIM. paNa meM AtmAnA anubhava karatA huM, aisA dvata paNa tyAM huM nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ( zrotA:- tyAre kare che zuM?) kare che, vedana karate hai. emAM meM vedana karatA huM ne usakA dravyakA vedana karate haiM aisA dvata hai nahIM. AhAhA ! are.....! lAvyA? e pustaka koka rakhe ne to ThIka, sAkSI devAya ne sAkSI, lAvo lAvo bhAI ! jo vo AyA. (bola) 18 liMga- aliMgagrahaNa, aliMgagrahaNa, liMgase grahaNa hotA nahIM. to usakA artha 17 to ho gayA hai. liMga eTale guNa. aisA jo grahaNa arthAvabodha padArthanA jJAna te jisako nahIM. AhAhAhA! emAMya jarI sUkSma bAta hai. arthAvabodha zabda paDA hai. temAM eka guNa artha avabodha jJAnako liyA hai. paNa tyAM jJAnanI pradhAnatAse bAta kiyA hai. bAkI hai saba guNa, pATha aisA hai. liMga eTale guNa aisA arthAvabodha liyA hai. artha nAma padArthanA jJAna athavA padArthanA guNa ema lenA, arthAvabodha aisA kahA hai paNa tenA padArthanA guNa ekalA jJAna nahIM. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! arthAvabodha te jisako nahIM aliMgagrahaNa hai, A rIte AtmA guNa vizeSase nahIM AliMgita sAmAnya cIja hai, e guNakA bhedako sparza karatI nahIM. AhAhAhA! dhanAlAlajI! A to pravacanasAra bhagavAnakI divya dhvanikA sAra-pravacana kaho ke divyadhvani kaho-pravacana- pra-vizeSe AhAhAhAhA... saMto kahe che sUNo to sahI kahe che. bhagavAna aliMgagrahaNa che. liMgase grahaNameM AtA nahIM. e to 17 kA artha to kahe diyA. 18 meM liMgase grahaNameM AtA nahIM usakA artha? guNa vizeSase sparza karate nahIM, to ye liMga grahaNa nahIM, guNa vizeSase jAnanameM AtA hai, aisA nahIM. AhAhA ! guNI, guNakA Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 9 13pa vizeSase jAnanameM AtA hai aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA! jhINI che vAta. te jene nathI aisA zuddha dravya hai. pachI 19 liMga nAma paryAya olAmAM liMga nAma guNa thI pahele, to dravya vastu hai vo guNa vizeSako sparzate nahIM. vo kAraNa aliMgagrahaNa kahenemeM AyA hai. guNakA bhedako sparzata nahIM to liMga je guNa usako sparzate nahIM, mATe aliMgagrahaNa kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA ! have paryAya, e bhI paryAyakA vizeSako dravya sparzate nahIM. e kAraNe usako aliMgagrahaNa kahenemeM AyA hai. paryAyarUpI liMga usako dravya sparzate nahIM e mATe aliMgagrahaNa kahenemeM AyA hai. have 20 vIsa, liMga eTale pratyabhijJAnakA kAraNa aisA jo grahaNa eTale ke arthAvabodha sAmAnya eTale dravya te jene nathI, dravya jene nathI, AhAhA ! kayA kahA? (zrotA:- paryAyanI mastI caDhI gai gurudeva!) anubhavameM paryAya Ai hai, dravya AyA nahIM. dravyanA anubhava hotA nahIM. to AtmA dravyano sparze binA, hai? pratyabhijJAnake kAraNa aisA grahaNa sAmAnya vastu, e jisako nahIM, dravya jisako hai nahIM, bhAI ! A to paramAtmAno mAraga alaukika hai, bhAI ! A koi vidvatAnA viSaya nahIM. AhAhA! e aliMgagrahaNa A rIte AtmA dravyase nahIM AliMgita, dravyako nahIM sparzanevAlA, AtmA dravyo nahIM chUnevAlA, AhAhA... aisI zuddha paryAya hai e zuddha paryAya jo vedanameM AI e dravya jo hai AtmA, dravyako AliMgana nahIM karatA, dravya jo vedanameM AyA e usakI paryAya hai. paryAyameM vedana, dravyakA vedana nahIM. AvI vAtuM che bApu! mAraga evo che, vastunuM svarUpa aisA hai. vedanameM paryAya AtI hai. to kahete hai ke AtmA apanA dravyo nahIM sparzate, nahIM chUte ane zuddha paryAya mAtra AtmA hai. vedanameM AnaMda AyA e paryAya mAtra AtmA hai. ema kahene meM AtA hai. A vyAkhyAna saba ho gayA hai. bahota vistArase ho gayA hai. abhI ahIM ahIMyA AyA ne pahele yahAM to savA be mAsa huA e pahelAM ahIMyA sADA cAra mAsameM sabakA vyAkhyAna spaSTIkaraNa bahota ho gayA hai. 47 zaktikA, 47 nayakA, A cha avyakta bola je huM 49 gAthAmaiM usakA, A 20 aliMgagrahaNa kA eka sAthameM saba vyAkhyAna huA hai thoDA. sADA cAra mAsa. eya! paNa have bahAra paDe tyAre khabara paDe. e to zI khabara paDe? usameM (TeIpameM) UtarI gayA hai sArA. cha bolameM AyA hai. avyakta 49 gAthAmeM avyaktakA cha bola hai. tyAM bhI aisA liyA hai, ke cha dravyasvarUpa loka e zeya hai vyakta hai, usase bhinna bhagavAna avyakta hai, dravya ! sUkSma bAta hai ! A to 20 mAM bola A gayA aMdara, AMhI paryAya A gAine, bhAva nikSepa bhI tyAM anubhavameM paryAya hai nahIM, paryAyakA lakSa hai nahIM. AhAhA! AhAhA ! aliMgagrahaNameM kahA ke AtmA zuddha paryAya e rUpa ja hai. e vedananI apekSAe tyAM kahA hai. vedanameM dhuva ne dravya AtA nahIM. to hamane to jitanA AnaMda ne anaMta guNakI paryAyakA vedana huA vo meM huM. AhAhAhAhA ! to avyaktameM bhI aisA kahA hai vyakta ne avyakta eka sAthe jAnanemeM Ate hone para Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhI, vyakta eTale paryAya, avyakta eTale dravya, eTale kahete hai ne? arthAt, vyakta paryAya, dravya avyakta. dokA eka sAthe jJAna hone para bhI dravya avyakata vyakatako chUte nahIM. AhA! samajameM AyA? e to samayasAra hai. ApaNe ApaNe calate haiM ki nahIM? A samayasAra calate haiM ne. juo usameM dekho ne 49. 49 gAthA. 49 mAM avyaktakA bola hai. avyakta ! hai? AyA? 49 gAthA "aba avyakta vizeSaNako siddha karate hai" AyA? AtA hai paMDitajI, AyA? bhAIko AyA? kayA kahA dekho, cha dravyasvarUpa loka jo joya hai aura vyakta hai, usase jIva anya hai e avyakta hai. AhAhAhA! A to abhyAsa thoDA honA cAhIe zeTha! jyAM tame kAraMjAmAM abhyAsa kiyA ne? A to adhyAtmanA viSaya hai. AhA! eka bAta! kaSAyoMkA samUha jo bhAvakabhAva vyakta hai, avyakta jIva usase anya hai. avyakta hai. citta sAmAnyameM caitanyakiI samasta vyaktiryAM nimagna hai. sAmAnyameM vizeSa vyaktiyAM, paryAya aMdara nimagna hai, vartamAna (paryAya ) sivAya, isaliye avyakta hai. vartamAna sivAya hoM, vartamAna paryAya to vyakta, avyakta ko jAnatI hai. paNa bhUta bhaviSyakI paryAya sAmAnyameM aMtaralIna hai. aisA avyaktako, nahIM chUnevAlA vyakta dravya, paryAyako chUte, paNa paryAya dravyako chUtI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! sUkSma hai bhAI ! kayA kare? cIja ja aisI hai ye. kSaNika vyakti mAtra nahIM isaliye avyakta hai e to ThIka. vyaktatA ane avyaktatA ekamekase mizritarUpase pratibhAsita hone para bhI A vAta hai yahAM. vyakta nAma pragaTa paryAya, avyakta nAma dravya ekameka mizritarUpase jJAna hone para bhI, dokA jJAna eka sAtha hone para bhI, vo kevaLa vyaktatAno sparza nahIM karatA. AhAhAhA! vyakta nAma paryAya, ekalA dravyako sparza nahIM karatA, isaliye avyakta hai. kevaLa vyaktatAno sparza nahIM karatA. hai? isaliye avyakta hai, kevaLa vyaktatAko o sparza nahIM karatA, ekalA dravyako vo sparza nahIM karatA, paryAyako sparza karate hai. AhAhA ! sUkSma hai bhAI thoDA. pAMcavA bola bhI sUkSma huM thoDa, vyakta avyaktatAnA jJAna ekasAtha hone para bhI kevaLa vyaktako sparza nahIM karatA. AhAhA ! ane vyakta hai vo avyaktako sparza nahIM karatA. dravya hai vo paryAyako sparza nahIM karatA. ane paryAya hai vo dravyano sparza nahIM karatA. dUsarA cIkI sAtha to vo sparza tInakAlameM hai hI nahi. AtmA zarIrano chUte nahIM. karmako chUte nahIM. agniko aisA hAtha lagAtA hai, to agniko kabhI chUte nahIM. A aMgUliko AtmA kabhI chUyA nahIM. paradravyako to kabhI paryAyameM chUyAya nahIM. paNa AMhI to aise kahete hai, ke paryAya usakI ne dravya usakA, usameM jo vyakta ne avyaktakA jJAna eka sAtha hotA hai, paNa vyakta avyaktako ekalA sparza aisA huM nahIM. avyaktako sparzate nahIM, vyaktako sparzate hai. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! AhAhA ! A to AvI gayuM ne? have ApaNe ahIMyA AvyA. dvita pratibhAsita nahIM hotA. AhAhAhAhA ! AcArya aMtarake anubhavake kALakI apekSA kahete hai, ke hama jaba AtmA AnaMdamUrti prabhu, usake jaba samyagdarzanakALameM utpattimeM hama gaye aMdarameM, to vo samayameM, AhAhAhA... mai anubhava karatA huM ne anubhava AtmA,paryAyakA hai aisA dvata paNa tyAM huM nahIM. samajAya eTaluM samajo prabhu ! A to gahana viSaya hai. A koI kathA Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 9 137 vArtA nahIM. AhA ! A to bhAgavat kathA. traNa lokano nAtha prabhu ! AhAhA ! kahete hai ke hama apanA svarUpa, je dhruvane zuddha usakA anubhava karane 52, anubhava paryAya hai. AhAhA ! dravyakA anubhava ka2ne 52 A dravyakA anubhava ne anubhava dravyakI paryAya hai. aisA bhI bheda mAlUma nahIM paDatA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? pATaNIjI ! pahele isakA khyAla to le ke A kayA apekSAe kahA hai ? AhAhA ! e yahAM AyA ne "kima a52ma abhidannaH isase dvaitama eva na bhAti" usakA artha aisA nahIM ke advaita hI AtmA hai ema nahIM, eka hI AtmA ne advaita hai, aisA ya nahIM. yahAM hai to dravya ne paryAya dvaita aMda2meM, paNa anubhavake kALameM A be hai aisA bhAsa rahete nahIM. are ! AvI vAta che. e khulAso karegA. bhAvArtha:- bhedako atyaMta gauNa karake kahA hai, ke pramANa nayAdi bhedakI to bAta hI kayA ? "zuddha anubhavake hone 52 dvaita hI bhAsita nahIM hotA" AhAhAhAhA ! hai ? e zloka 9 kA bhAvArtha hai. nava kaLaza, navameM kaLaza. bhAvArtha: - bhedako atyaMta gauNa karake kahA hai ki pramANa-nayAdi bhedakI to bAta hI kayA ? zuddha anubhavake hone 52, AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA samyagdarzana jJAna prathama utpanna kALameM aura pIche bhI anubhavake kALameM, AhAhAhA... vo kahA ne tyAM 47 gAthA, "dravya saMgraha" " uvihaM pi movavaheNaM phALe pApavi naM muLI niyamA|" A bloka hai. dravya saMgrahakA 47 cAra ne sAta AhAhA ! nizcaya mokSamArga ne vyavahAra mokSamArga dhyAnameM prAsa hotA hai. usakA kayA artha ? duvihaM pi bhokkhaheuM iANe pAuNadijaM muNI NiyamA / ,, dravya saMgraha- nemIcaMda siddhAMta cakravartI, ke apanA svarUpa paryAya jaba dravya u52 jhUka gai. taba jo anubhava hote hai. AhA... taba nizcaya samyagdarzanazAna usameM prAsa hotA hai, dhyAnameM prAsa hotA hai, bahA2se koi vikalpAtmakakA lakSa karake hotA hai, aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA !nizcaya samyagdarzanajJAna ane cAritrakA aMza vo dhyAnameM prAsa hotA hai, kayA dhyAnameM ? aMtara svarUpa je pUrNa AnaMda tarapha jhUkate hai, dhyeya dhyAnameM dravyako dhyeya banAkara, TIkAmeM aisA zabda hai, kaLazaTIkA, adhyAtma taraMgINi, dhyAnameM dravyako viSaya kuru, aisA pATha hai saMskRta. "dhyAnameM dravyakA viSaya ku" paryAyameM dravyakA viSaya ka2, paryAyakA dhyeya dravya banA de. dhyeya dravya hai ne paryAya usakA dhyAna karatI hai. samajameM AyA ? AvI vAta bApu ! atyAre to bahu garabaDa thai gai che. ( zrotAH- bahu garabaDa thai gai eTale zuM ? ) koi kaMi mAnate hai, koi kaMi mAnate hai, vyavahAra A dayA, dAna karo, vrata karo ne tapa karo, AhAhA... ane tyAM aisA zubharAga AtA hai. guNa-guNIkA bheda, Usase bhI lAbha hotA hai. aisA e saba garabaDa hai. ( zrotAH- vastumeM thoDI garabaDa hai ?) vastumeM garabaDa nahIM, paNa mAnate hai ne garabaDa. vo to kahete hai yahAM. AhAhA ! koi kahe ke nimittase hotA hai ne, koi kahe vyavahA2se nizcaya hotA hai ne, saba garabaDa hai. samajameM AyA ? ahIMyA kahete hai ke zuddha anubhavake hone 52 dvaita hI bhAsita nahIM hotA. maiM anubhava karatA Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 huM ne dravyanA anubhava karatA huM aisA dvata bhI tyAM nahIM. (zrotA - pramANa utpanna thAya) haiM? vikalpa hai e to. do lakSameM A jAte hai to, ekaDe eka ne bagaDe be, do hotA hai to bigaDe jAtA hai. ekarUpa prakAzamAna caitanyameM dekhanese dvata nahIM bhAsatA. dvata jo bhAse to rAga AtA hai, to AtmAkA usameM nukasAna hotA hai bagADa hotA hai. A ekaDe eka AtA hai ke nahIM. ekaDe eka ne bagaDe do. do ne bagaDe be, bagaDe .ta lakSameM lete hai to AtmAko vikalpa utpanna hotA hai ne bagADa hotA hai. AhAhA ! e kahA hai ne? zuddha anubhavake hone para daita nahIM bhAsatA. ekAkAra cinmAtra dikhAi detA hai. have khulAso karate hai, "ahIMyA vijJAna advaitavAdI ane vedAMtI kahete hai, dekho ke aMtameM to paramArtharUpa advaitakA hI anubhava huA". tame vAto bahota kiyA paNa aMtameM to aMta AyA amArA vijJAna advaitavAdI hai bauddha ane A vedAMtI. aMtameM paramArtharUpa jo advaitakA hI anubhava AyA e hI hamArA mata hai, vedAMta kahete hai. are sUna to sahI. isameM Apane vizeSa kayA kahA? usakA uttara:- tumhAre matameM sarvathA advita mAnA jAtA haiM yadi sarvathA advaita mAna jAye to bAhya vastukA abhAva ho jAtA hai. bAhya vastukA abhAva ho jAtA hai ne. paryAyakA bhI abhAva ho jAtA hai. ekIlA advaita mAnanese. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bAhya vastukA abhAva- lopa ho jAtA hai kayuM ke, eka hI hai AtmA eka hI hai to dUsarI cIja hai usakA lopa ho jAtA hai. aura aisA abhAva to pratyakSa virUddha hai. hamAre manameM naya vivekSA hai. nayakI apekSAse kathana hai. koi apekSAse A kahA, kayA? "ke bAhya vastukA lopa nahIM karatI." paryAya nahIM hai, bAhya vastu nahIM hai, aisA nahIM hai. advaita bhAsate hai to usakA arthameM paryAya nahIM hai, para vastu nahIM aisA nahIM hai, to paryAya hai, bAhya anaMta vastu hai, anaMta bhagavAna hai, anaMta siddho che, anaMta nigoda hai, anaMta paramANu yugala hai. AhA ! jaba zuddha anubhavameM vikalpa miTa jAtA hai, yuM hai. hai? taba AtmA paramAnaMdako prApta hotA hai. AhAhAhA! isaliye anubhava karAne ke liye, anubhava karAne ke liye, yaha kahA hai ke zuddha anubhavameM dvata bhAsita nahIM hotA. samajameM AyA? yadi bAhya vastukA lopa kiyA jAye to AtmAkA bhI lopa ho jAyegA.kayuM ke bAhya vastu hai usakI paryAyameM jJAna to hotA hai. jo bAhya vastu nahIM ho to jo paryAyameM jJAna huA e paryAya bhI nahIM aisA huA. apanI paryAyameM cha dravyanA jJAna to hotA hai. paryAyakI itanI tAkAta hai. to paryAya mAne to cha dravya mAneM e usameM AyA, paryAya AyA, cha dravya AyA. AhAhAhA ! AtmAkA lopa ho jAyegA aura zunyavAdanA prasaMga AyegA. isaliye jaisA tuma kahete hai usa prakArase vastu svarUpanI siddhi nahIM ho sakatI. aura vastu svarUpakI yathArtha zraddhAke binA zuddha anubhava kiyA jAya, yathArtha dravya paryAya anaMtaguNa AdikI zraddhA binA ekalA zuddha anubhava ke zuddha anubhava to hotA nahIM. paNa mAnate hai ke hama zuddha anubhava karate hai, vaha bhI mithyA hai. zUnyaka prasaMga honese tumhArA anubhava bhI AkAza kusumakA anubhava ke samAna hai. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ) Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 10 139 ( zloka - 10 ) AgaLa zuddhanayano udaya thAya che tenI sUcanArUpa zloka kahe che (3panAti) AtmasvabhAvaM parabhAvabhinnamApUrNamAdyantavimuktamekam / vilInasaGkalpavikalpajAlaM prakAzayan shuddhnyo'bhyudeti||10|| zlokArthaH- [zuddhaya: mAtmasvabhAvaM prAzayana gamyuti] zuddhanaya AtmAnA svabhAvane pragaTa karato udayarUpa thAya che. te AtmasvabhAvane kevo pragaTa kare che? [paramAvamitramaM] paradravya, paradravyanA bhAvo tathA paradravyanA nimittathI thatA potAnA vibhAvo-evA parabhAvothI bhinna pragaTa kare che. vaLI te, [zApU5] AtmasvabhAva samastapaNe pUrNa samasta lokAlokane jANanAra che-ema pragaTa kare che; (kAraNa ke jJAnamAM bheda karmasaMyogathI che, zuddhanayamAM karma gauNa che). vaLI te, [ mAri-janta-vimup+] AtmasvabhAvane Adi-aMtathI rahita pragaTa kare che (arthAt koI AdithI mAMDIne je koIthI utpanna karavAmAM Avyo nathI ane kyAreya koIthI jeno vinAza nathI evA pAriNAmika bhAvane te pragaTa kare che). vaLI te, [ 1] AtmasvabhAvane eka-sarve bhedabhAvothI (dvitabhAvothI) rahita ekAkAra-pragaTa kare che, ane [ vitIna-satpa-vikalpanAa] jemAM samasta saMkalpa-vikalpanA samUho vilaya thaI gayA che evo pragaTa kare che. (dravyakarma, bhAvakarma, nokarma Adi pugaladravyomAM potAnI kalpanA karavI tene saMkalpa kahe che ane zeyonA bhedathI jJAnamAM bheda mAluma thavo tene vikalpa kahe che.) Avo zuddhanaya prakAzarUpa thAya che. 10. pravacana naM. 66 zloka - 10 tA. ra38-78 budhavAra, zrAvaNa vada-5 saM. 2504 AtmasvabhAvaM parabhAvabhinna-mApUrNamAdyantavimuktamekam / vilInasaGkalpavikalpajAlaM prkaashynshuddhnyo'bhyudeti||10|| zrI samayasAra kaLaza 10mo. Age zuddhanayakA udaya hotA hai, kayA kahete hai, kaLazameM liyA hai. "zuddhanayaH AtmasvabhAva prakAzayana abhyadeti" zuddhanaya Atma svabhAvako pragaTa karatA huA udaya huA hai, kayA kahete haiM? e trikALI je vastu AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna usakA dRSTi karanese e zuddhanayakA viSaya jo pUrNa hai, usakA avalaMbana lenese paryAyamAM zuddhanaya pragaTa hotI Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! jaisA usakA dhruva svarUpa hai. atIndriya anaMta guNakA piMDarUpa prabhu! sUkSma viSaya hai! e vizeSa kahegA 14 ne 15 (gAthA) meM, jo (AtmAmeM) asaMkhya pradeza huM usameM dareka pradeza upara paryAya hai. rAtriko kahA thA thoDA, asaMkhya pradeza hai to upara upara pradeza ne paryAya hai aisA nahIM. jo asaMkhya pradeza aMdara hai, usameM bhI paryAya upara hai. e paryAyako pradeza dITha jo paryAya upara hai, e pradeza dITha jo paryAyakI samIpameM dhruvatA paDI hai. asaMkhya pradeza kA upara upara A paryAya hai aisA nahIM. dareka pradezameM paryAya upara hai, jhINI vAta bhAI ! AhAhA ! e pradezakI asaMkhya pradezameM darekakI pradeza upara paryAya hai. usako aMdara dhruva jo cIja hai, paryAyake samIpameM asaMkhya pradezameM dhruva cIja hai. AhAhA ! usako yahAM zuddhanaya kahenemeM AyA hai. e zuddhanayakA viSayakI dRSTi je aMdara paryAya, sArI paryAya, aMdara madhyameM asaMkhya pradeza hai aMdara usakI bhI upara paryAya hai e aMtara dhruvameM (paryAyako) jhUkAnA. sUkSma hai bhAI ! samajameM AyA? to tyAM zuddhanaya pragaTa hotI hai ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! paryAya dRSTikA avalaMbana choDakara trikALI, paryAyaka samIpameM dhruva anAdi anaMta nityAnaMda prabhu e paDA hai, tyAM AgaLa paryAyako le jAnA. AhAhA ! sUkSma viSaya hai bhAI ! taba vo zuddhanaya pragaTa hotI hai. e viSaya je AnaMdakaMda prabhu hai, vo paryAyameM pragaTa hotA hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! jo paryAyameM eka samayakI paryAya aMza paralakSI jo hai, usako choDakara dareka pradezameM paryAya jo hai e paryAyako aMdarameM jhUkanese, AhAhAhA.... A bAhya uparakA pradeza, aMdarakA pradeza saba pradeza, saba pradeza upara paryAya hai, to vo paryAyako aMtara dhruvameM jhUkanese zuddhanaya pragaTa hotI he ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! - sUkSma hai have 14 ne 15 kA upoddAta hai. 14 mI gAthAkA upAdyAta hai, 14 meM abaddha spaSTa batAyegA. aMdara vastu jo vastu dhruva jo cIja hai e to rAgakA saMbaMdhameM baMdharUpa (hai) hI nahIM, samajameM AyA? aisI jo cIja aMdara hai, usakI dRSTi lagAnese e je zaktirUpa jo hai, e paryAyameM zuddhanayakA svabhAva paryAyameM prakAzamAna hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! hai? zuddhanaya! A to gaMbhIra gAthA hai bhAI ! Atma svabhAvako pragaTa karatA huA, prakAzamAna lAtA huA, AhAhA ! je svarUpa hai e paryAyameM prakAzamAna hotA huA. samajameM AyA? prakAza AtmasvabhAvako pragaTa karatA, je zaktirUpe, dhRvarUpe thA. AhAhA... usakA dRSTi karanese e zaktimaise vyaktatA aMza saba pavitra paramAtma svabhAvakI vyaktatA paryAyameM AtI hai. AhAhAhA ! paMDitajI ! heM? eka zabdameM to bahota liyA hai. AhAhA ! dareka pradezameM paryAya bhI hai aura dhruva bhI hai. to vo aMtarmukhI dRSTi karanesa, paryAyako dhruva tarapha jhUkanese, jo zuddha vastu hai e paryAyameM prakAzamAna pragaTa hotA hai. samajameM AyA? vastu bahu, 14 ane 15 e to jainazAsana hai. AhA... paMdarameM emAM to kahegA. A upoddhAta 14 kI hai. AhAhA ! jene apanA dravya svabhAva jo paryAyase bhinna aMdara taLIyA taLIyA taLameM pAtALa paDA hai aMdara, AhAhA... vo taraphaDI naya nAma daSTi aMdara lagAnese, Atma svabhAva pragaTa hotA hai. paryAyameM samyagdarzana jJAnameM, e sArI pUrNa cIja hai usakA jJAna hotA hai ne usakI pratIti hotI Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 10 141 hai. AhAhAhA ! chatAM vo pratIti ne jJAnakI paryAyameM pUrNa svarUpa AtA nahIM. paNa pUrNa svarUpakA pratIta ane jo paryAya hui isameM pUrNa cIja jitanI hai itanA pragaTapaNe khyAlameM zraddhAmeM A jAtA hai. AhAhAhA ! Avo viSaya. samajameM AyA? zuddhanaya, AtmasvabhAva eTale trikALI svabhAvako, AhAhAhAhA... pragaTa karatA huA zaktimaiMse vyaktatA karatA huA. (zrotA- acchA nayA dharma nikAlA) A dharma, (zrotAparyAya dharma to nayA hI hai) zeTha ema kahete hai ke A nayA dharma nikAlA hai. nayA nathI prabhu! e Adi- aMta rahita bhagavAna aMdara birAjate hai, e AyegA abhI, usakA taraphakA, jhUkAva karake jo zaktimaeNse vyaktatA anaMta guNakI vedanameM AtI hai, e zuddhanaya pragaTa hui ema kahenemeM AtA hai. bhAI A to zabda zabdanI tulanAmAM eka zabda bhI ochA vattA ho to pheraphAra ho jAya aisI cIja hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? zuddhanaya AtmasvabhAvako nAma trikALI jJAyaka svabhAvako dhruva svabhAvako pragaTa karatA huA e paryAyameM zaktikI vyaktatA pragaTa karatA huA, udaya hotA hai prasiddhime AtA hai bahAra. AhAhAhA ! zuddha anubhava jyAM huA samyagdarzana jJAnameM, to isameM sArA AtmA prasiddhi (meM) AyA, ke A AtmA aisA hai aisI paryAyameM prasiddhi Ai. A TIkAkA nAma AtmakhyAti heM ne? A TIkAkA nAma AtmakhyAti hai, AhAhAhA... to e Atma svabhAvako pragaTa karatA huA paryAyameM nirmaLatA atIndriya AnaMdakA svAda AtA huA. AhAhA ! "parabhAvabhinnam" pahelAM astise kahA pragaTa aisA huA. AhAhA... paNa kaise have ke parabhAvabhinnam"padravya, paradravyabhAva aura paradravyakenimittase honevAlA apanA vibhAva" zubha azubha vikalpa tIno bola e parabhAvameM tInoM bola AyA, parabhAvameM tInoM bola AyA, paradravya karma Adi, pAradravyanA bhAva udaya Adi, usakA udaya hoM, karmameM udaya AnA vo paradravyanA bhAva, aura e nimittase apanemeM jo vibhAva hotA hai e trIjA bola huA, AhAhAhA... e tInoMse bhagavAna bhinna. AhAhAhA! hai? A to alpa zabda hai, saMtokI vANI hai. AhAhA... sarvajJa anusAriNI vANI hai. to usameM to marma garbha bahota bharA hai. to kahete hai ke parabhAvabhinnama, pahele Atma svabhAva pragaTa huA zuddhatAkA AnaMdakA anubhava AyA, aura anaMta zakti jo hai usakI eka aMza vyaktatA pragaTa zuddhanayase huA, paNa vo kaise huA ? ke paradravyase bhinna huA. koi rAgase, karmase, karmakA bhAvase aura karmakA nimittase apanemeM huA (nahIM). vikArase tInoMse parabhAvase bhinna huA. AhAhAhA... aisA kahenemeM aisA kahete hai ke koi aise kahe ke vyavahAra ratnatraya jo rAga hai usase nizcaya paryAya utpanna hogI, to yahAM kahete hai ke parabhAvase bhinna pragaTa hotA hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! anaMtakALamAM kabhI eka sekaMDa bhI apanA dravyasvabhAva kayA hai, use sparza nahIM kiyA. AhAhA.. samajameM AyA? e parabhAvase bhinna, AhAhA. aura bhinna hai, aura pragaTa paryAyameM huA, paNa e vastu kaisI hai? ApUrNa, ApUrNa, A...pUrNam "AtmasvabhAva Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 'A' saMpUrNa rUpase pUrNa hai." 'Ano artha e kiyA. A atizayathI atizaya svarUpa saMpUrNarUpase pUrNa hai. bhagavAna to pUrNarUpa aMdara samasta lokAlokako jAnanevAlI zaktirUpa AtmA hai. kAryameM ahIM atyAre e bAta nahIM liyA. AhAhA ! usakA svabhAva e bhagavAnakA, bhagavAna hI AtmAko ema kahete hai. usako samasta lokAlokakA jJAtA (kahA ) hai, sArA lokAlokakA zAyaka svabhAva jJAtA hai. koi cIjakA kartA nahIM ne koi cIjase apanemeM mokSa paryAya dharmakI paryAya hotI nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? ( zrotAH- koi cIja mAne kayA ?) koi cIja nAma rAga kahA ne ? rAga, 52dravya, 52dravyakA 52dravyameM rahA bhAva, au2 52dravyakA nimittase apenemeM huA vibhAva, usase bhinna apanA AtmasvabhAvakI zaktikI vyaktatA hui e svabhAva kaisA hai? ke ApUrNam. saMpUrNarUpase pUrNajJAnathana, AnaMdaghana, darzanathana hai. AhAhAhA ! yaha ApUrNam 'A' nAma samasta prakAre 'A' nAma atizayathI 'A' nAma vizeSa prakAre saMpUrNarUpase pUrNa hai, AhAhAhA ! bhagavAnakA svabhAva AtmAkA pUrNa pUrNa pUrNarUpa hai e Ava2Na to nahIM, azuddhatA to nahIM, paNa apUrNatA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! aisI cIjako AhA.. samasta lokAlokako pragaTa karatA hai, zakti aisI hai ke lokAlokako jAne aisI samyagdarzanameM pratIta huA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? chateM samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM e saMpUrNa lokAloka jAnanekI zakti hai. e cIja samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM nahIM AtI, paNa paryAyameM e lokAloka jAnanekI zakti hai, isakA sAmarthya hai, aisA jJAna A jAtA hai. aisI pratIti AtI hai zraddhAmeM. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! "kyoMki jJAnameM bheda karma saMyogase hai." vastu svabhAvamAM to kaMi saMbaMdha hai nahIM. AhAhA ! "zudghanayameM karma gauNa hai." e alpatA hai nimittake Azritase huI ye hai. alpatA apane kA2Nase paNa nimittake Azraye alpatA hai ye yahAM bAta gauNa karake, peTAmAM leka2, lakSa choDAkara, e trikALI jJAyakabhAvakI dRSTi hai emAM apUrNatA, azuddhatA hai hI nahIM, 52bhAvase bhinna kahenemeM azuddhatA hai nahIM, ane apanA pUrNa svabhAva kahenemeM apUrNatA hai nahIM. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA! aura vo "Adi-aMta vimuktam" AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmAkA AtmasvabhAva Adi aMta pUrva ne pazcima kALase to bhinna hai. usameM koi pahele kALa thA ne pachI A thA aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA ! "Adi aMta vimuktam" pahelAMne kALameM thA yahAM ne pachIne kALameM nAza hogA aisA hai nahIM. "Adi aMta vimuktam" jisake kALameM Adi nahIM ne jisake kALameM aMta nahIM, aisA Adi aMtase vimukta hai. AhAhA ! A paryAyakI bAta nahIM vastukI. ye Adi aMta vimuktam, ekalA mukta nahIM, vimuktam. AhAhAhA ! hai ! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda 52mAtma svarUpa e Adi ane aMta rahita hai anAdi anaMta hai. usakI zarUAta hui hai ne pIche aMta hogA aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! arthAt kisI Adise lekara aura kisIse utpanna nahIM kiyA gayA, aura kabhI bhI kisIse jisakA vinAza nahIM hotA, aise pAriNAmika bhAvako pragaTa karatA hai. AhAhAhA ! pAriNAmika Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 10 143 eTale sahaja svabhAva. pAThamAM to aisA AtA hai ne paMcAstikAyameM chappana gAthA pariNAmI bhAva, pariNAmI bhAva aisA pATha huM saMskRtameM paMcAstikAya 56 gAthA pariNAmI bhAva-bhAva i paNa pariNAmI bhAva e pariNAma eTale paryAya AMhI na lenA. pariNAmI bhAva sahaja bhAve rahA, pAriNAmika bhAva e trikALIbhAva hai. paMcAstikAyameM chappana gAthAme, pAMca bhAvakI vyAkhyA AtI hai. saba ho gai vyAkhyA to. sahaja svabhAva e pAriNAmika nAma sahaja svabhAve sahaja svabhAve je trikALa hai usako yahAM e pAriNAmikabhAva kahete haiM. udaya upazama kSayopazama kSAyika e to paryAyakA bheda hai, e cAra usameM hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! kSAyikabhAvakI paryAyase bhI AtmA bhinna hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aise pAriNAmikabhAva, jisameM kSAyika, kSayopazama, upazama ne udaya, udaya to pahele kahe diyA, parabhAvase bhinna paNa ahIMyA to have upazama, kSayopazama ne kSAyika Adi je paryAya hai usase bI bhinna paramapariNAmika sahajabhAva-bhAva trikALa, kSAyikabhAvakI to utpatti hotI hai. samajameM AyA? to e nahIM. ahIMyA to trikALa, utpanna ne vinAza rahita jo trikALa svabhAva huM. AhAhAhA ! AvuM svarUpa che prabhu ! e jJAnakA daLa paDA hai, jJAnakA sAgara aMdara hai dhruva, pANInA pravAha jo hai e aise calate hai, ane A pravAha dhruva dhruva dhruvadhruva-urdhva-urdhvaaise cale. e Adi-aMta vinAkI cIja hai. AhAhA! urdhva pracayameM Ate hai ne vo pravacanasAra 93 gAthA. Ayata samudAya, sAmAnya samudAya, e Ate hai, guNano samudAya eka ne Ayata nAma paryAyakA samudAya sAmAnya. AhAhAhA ! to kahete haiM inase pAriNAmika jJAyakabhAva, pAriNAmika kayuM liyA? usako sahaja svabhAva batAnA hai vo, nahIM to pariNAmikabhAva to paramANumeM bhI hai paNa e pAriNAmikabhAva jJAyakabhAva hai. trikALI jJAyakabhAvako ahIMyA pAriNAmikabhAva kahejemeM AyA hai. AhAhA ! bhAvako pragaTa karate hai ahIMyA. aura vaha AtmasvabhAvako 'eka' sarva bhedabhAvoMse rahita, AhAhAhA... kSAyikakI paryAya ne kSayopazamakI paryAya ne badhA bhedabhAvoMse rahita, AhAhA.... ekAkAra pragaTa karatA hai. ekarUpa dhruva hai (vo) usako jJAnameM zraddhAmeM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? adhyAtmanI vAtuM bahu jhINI hai bhAI ! e koi zabdomAM bhale hoya. paNa bhAva usakA bahota gaMbhIra hai. aMdarameM svabhAva pAriNAmikabhAva sarva bhedose rahita, kSAyika ne upazama ne kSayopazama ne usase bhI rahita, ekAkAra pragaTa karatA hai. eka svarUpe trikALI hai e pragaTa karatA hai. samajameM AyA? AvI vAtuM che. AkarI paDe eTale lokone, hai parama satya vAta bhAI ! are usakA Azraya liyA nahIM kabhI, usake zaraNe gayA nahIM. maMgaLa svarUpa bhagavAna trikALa hai, e maMgaLa svarUpa hI trikALa hai. usake zaraNe gayA nahIM. to e vastu usake zaraNe jAnero paryAyamAM ekarUpa hai, aisA jAnanameM AtA hai, paryAyamAM e vastu ekarUpa trikALa hai aise jAnanameM AtA hai, samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! AvuM che, zeTha kahe che ne ke navuM kADhayuM? navuM nathI A to. AhAhA! paramAtma svarUpe birAjamAna, Adi aMta rahita, aura lokAlokako jAnanekI zakti, lokAlokako apanA mAnanekA bhAva nahIM, paNa lokAlokako jAnanekI zaktivALA e tattva hai AhAhA! aise ekAkAra pragaTa karatA hai. Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 144 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 aura "vilIna saMkalpa vikalpa jAla' jisameM samasta saMkalpa vikalpakA samUha vilina ho gayA hai. AhAhA ! pahelA saMkalpa thA e kahete hai saMkalpanI vyAkhyA do tIna prakAranI hai. eka prakAra ahIMyA lIdhA, "dravyakarma, bhAvakarma, nokarma Adi pudagala dravyoMmeM apanI kalpanA karanA e saMkalpa" AhAhA ! rAgAdi bhAvameM apanI kalpanA karanA e saMkalpa mithyAtvakA hai. samajameM AyA? hai? khulAso karyo che eNe dravya karma jaDa, bhAvakarma vikalpa, nokarma zarIra mana vANI Adi pudgala dravyomeM apanI kalpanA karanA e saMkalpa mithyAtva hai. mithyAtvako yahAM saMkalpa kahA hai. AhAhA! aura zeyoMke bhedase jJAnameM bheda (khaMDa) jJAna honA e anaMtAnubaMdhIkA vikalpa batAte hai. "saMkalpameM' mithyAtva hai ne "vikalpa'meM anaMtAnubaMdhIkA bhAva hai. so do se rahita hai. hai? zeyoMke bhedase jJAnameM bheda je mAluma paDate hai e anaMtAnubaMdhIkA lobha kaSAyake kAraNa, AhAhA... zeyoMke bhedase jJAnameM bhedajJAna honA, merA jJAna bhedarUpa hai aisA, so vikalpa hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jJAnakI paryAyameM zeyo aneka huM e jAnanemeM AtA hai paNa aneka zeyakA bhedase jJAnameM bheda mAluma ho gayA, jJAnameM bheda paDyA e vikalpameM anaMtAnubaMdhIkA vikalpa hai. samajameM AyA? "aisA zuddhanaya prakAzarUpa hotA hai." dravyakarma, bhAvakarmane nokarma merA hai, aisI dRSTi chUTa jAtI hai aura zeyomeM joyoMke jAnanemeM jANe jJAnameM anekapaNA A gayA, vo bhI chUTa jAtA hai. AhAhA! aisA zuddhanaya prakAzarUpa hotA hai, pragaTa hotA hai. AhAhA ! athavA zuddhanayakA kathana have zarUAta hotA hai, ema kahA hai. samajameM AyA? kaLaza TIkA hai ne usameM aisA zabda liyA hai. yahAMse zuddhanaya have kathanameM upadezameM AtA hai, bhAvase le to zuddhanaya jo cIja hai trikALI o paryAyameM pragaTa hotI hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? isa arthakA gAthA sUtra kahete haiM lyo yaha to upoddAta huA. - -- -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- * bahAranA jhAjhA joyo jovAnI ene evI Teva paDI gaI che ke, ke jethI ene ekarUpa svazeyamAM AvatAM bhAra lAge che, kaThaNa lAge che. bahAranA jhAjhA zeyomAM ene bhareluM bhareluM lAge che ane ekarUpa zeyomAM (aMdaramAM) javuM tene khAlI khAlI jevuM lAge che, paNa kharekhara to bahAranA jhAjhA zeyo khAlIkhama che, eka spazeyamAM ja bhareluM bhareluM che. anaMtA joyone jANavA jatAM ekeyanuM sAcuM jJAna thatuM nathI. eka spazeyane jANavA jatAM anaMtA zeyanuM jJAna sAcuM thAya che. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 203) maka -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 gAthA 14 7 7 7 7 7 T **** jo sadi appANaM abaddhapuTThe aNaNNayaM NiyadaM / avisesamasaMjuttaM taM suddhaNayaM viyANIhi / / 14 / / yaH pazyati AtmAnam abaddhaspRSTamananyakaM niyatam / avizeSamasaMyuktaM taM zuddhanayaM vijAnIhi / / 14 / / aak e zuddhanayane gAthAsUtrathI kahe cheH 145 yA khalvabaddhaspRSTasyAnanyasya niyatasyAvizeSasyAsaMyuktasya cAtmano'nubhUtiH sa zuddhanaya:, sA tvanubhUtirAtmaiva; ityAtmaika eva pradyotate / kathaM yathoditasyAtmano'nubhUtiriti cedbddhspRsstttvaadiinaambhuutaarthtvaat| tathA hi- yathA khalu bisinIpatrasya salilanimagnasya salilaspRSTatvaparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAM salilaspRSTatvaM bhUtArthamapyekAntataH salilAspRzyaM bisinIpatrasvabhAvamupetyAnubhUyamAnatAyAmabhUtArtham, tathAtmano'nAdibaddhasya baddhaspRSTatvaparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAM baddhaspRSTatvaM bhUtArthamapyekAntataH pudglaaspRshymaatmsvbhaavmupetyaanubhuuymaantaayaambhuutaarthm| yathA ca mRttikAyAH karakakarIrakarkarIkapAlAdiparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAmanyatvaM bhUtArthamapi sarvato'pyaskhalantamekaM mRttikAsvabhAvamupetyAnubhUyamAnatAyAmabhUtArtham, tathAtmano nArakAdiparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAmanyatvaM bhUtArthamapi sarvato'pyaskhalantamekamAtmasvabhAvamupetyAnubhUyamAnatAyAmabhUtArtham / yathA ca vAridhevRddhihAniparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAmaniyatatvaM bhUtArthamapi nityavyavasthitaM vAridhisvabhAvamupetyAnubhUyamAnatAyAmabhUtArtham, tathAtmano vRddhihAniparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAmaniyatatvaM bhUtArthamapi nityavyavasthitamAtmasvabhAvamupetyAnubhUyamAnatAyAmabhUtArtham / yathA ca kAJcanasya snigdhapItagurutvAdiparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAM vizeSatvaM bhUtArthamapi pratyastamitasamastavizeSaM kAJcanasvabhAvamupetyAnubhUyamAnatAyAmabhUtArtham, tathAtmano jJAnadarzanAdiparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAM vizeSatvaM bhUtArthamapi pratyastamitasamastavizeSamAtmasvabhAvamupetyAnubhUyamAnatAyAmabhUtArtham / yathA cApAM saptArciHpratyayauSNyasamAhitatvaparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAM saMyuktatvaM bhUtArthamapyekAntataHzItamapsvabhAvamupetyAnubhUyamAnatAyAmabhUtArtham, tathAtmanaH karmapratyayamohasamAhitatvaparyAyeNAnubhUyamAnatAyAM saMyuktatvaM bhUtArthamapyekAntataH svayaM bodhaM jiivsvbhaavmupetyaanubhuuymaantaayaambhuutaarthm| abaddhaSTa, ananya ne je niyata dekhe Atmane, avizeSa, AezasaMyukta, tene zuddhanaya tuM bhAbhe. 14. Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 146 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 gAthArthaH- [] je naya [mAtmAnama] AtmAne [3varRNama] baMdha rahita ne paranA sparza rahita, [anya$] anyapaNA rahita, [niyatama] caLAcaLatA rahita, [ vizeSama] vizeSa rahita, [ saMyu$] anyanA saMyoga rahita-evA pAMca bhAvarUpa [pazyati] dekhe che [taM] tene, he ziSya! tuM [ zuddhayaM] zuddhanaya [ vinAnAdi] jANa. TIkA-nizcayathI abaddha-aspaSTa, ananya, niyata, avizeSa ane asaMyukta-evA AtmAnI je anubhUti te zuddhanaya che, ane e anubhUti AtmA ja che; e rIte AtmA eka ja prakAzamAna che. (zuddhanaya kaho yA AtmAnI anubhUti kaho yA AtmA kaho-eka ja che, judAM nathI.) ahIM ziSya pUche che ke jevo upara kahyo tevA AtmAnI anubhUti kema thaI zake?tenuM samAdhAna- baddhaspaSTatva Adi bhAvo abhUtArtha hovAthI e anubhUti thaI zake che. A vAtane dRSTAMtathI pragaTa karavAmAM Ave che - jema kamalinInuM patra jaLamAM DUbeluM hoya teno jaLathI sparzAvArUpa avasthAthI anubhava karatAM jaLathI sparzAvApaNuM bhUtArtha kensatyArtha che, topaNa jaLathI jarAya nahi sparzAvAyogya evA kamalinI-patranA svabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM jaLathI sparzAvApaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che; evI rIte anAdi kALathI baMdhAyelA AtmAno, pudgalakarmathI baMdhAvA-sparzAvArUpa avasthAthI anubhava karatAM baddhaspaSTapaNe bhUtArtha chensatyArtha che, topaNa pudgalathI jarAya nahi sparzAvAyogya evA AtmasvabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM baddhaspaSTapaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che. vaLI, jema mATIno, kamaMDaLa, ghaDo, jhArI, rAmapAtra Adi paryAyothI anubhava karatAM anyapaNuM bhUtArtha satyArtha che, topaNa sarvataH akhkhalita (-sarva paryAya-bhedothI jarAya bhedarUpa nahi thatA evA) eka mATInA svabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM anyapaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che; evI rIte AtmAno, nAraka Adi paryAyothI anubhava karatAM (paryAyonA bIjA-bIjApaNArUpa) anyapaNe bhUtArtha che-satyArtha che, topaNa sarvata: akhkhalita (sarva paryAyabhedothI jarAya bhedarUpa nahi thatA evA) eka caitanyAkAra AtmasvabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM anyapaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che. jema samudrano, vRddhihAnirUpa avasthAthI anubhava karatAM aniyatapaNuM (anizcitapaNuM) bhUtArtha cheksatyArtha che, topaNa nitya-sthira evA samudra svabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM aniyatapaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che; evI rIte AtmAno, vRddhihAnirUpa paryAyabhedothI anubhava karatAM aniyatapaNuM bhUtArtha che-satyArtha che, topaNa nitya-sthira (nizcala) evA AtmasvabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM aniyatapaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che. jema suvarNano, cIkaNApaNuM, pILApaNuM bhArepaNuM Adi guNarUpa bhedothI anubhava karatAM vizeSapaNuM bhUtArtha che-satyArtha che, topaNa jemAM sarva vizeSo vilaya thaI gayA che evA suvarNasvabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM vizeSapaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che; evI rIte AtmAno, jJAna, darzana Adi guNarUpa bhedothI anubhava karatAM vizeSapaNuM Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 147 bhUtArtha kensatyArtha che, topaNa jemAM sarvavizeSo vilaya thaI gayA che evA AtmasvabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM vizeSapaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che. jema jaLano, agni jenuM nimitta che evI uSNatA sAthe saMyuktapaNArUpa-tapaNArUpaavasthAthI anubhava karatAM (jaLane) uSNapaNArUpa saMyuktapaNuM bhUtArtha che-satyArtha che, topaNa ekAMta zItaLatArUpa jaLasvabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM (uSNatA sAthe ) saMyuktapaNuM abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che; evI rIte AtmAno, karma jenuM nimitta che evA moha sAthe saMyuktapaNArUpa avasthAthI anubhava karatAM saMyuktapaNuM bhUtArtha cheksatyArtha che, topaNa je pote ekAMta bodharUpa ( jJAnarUpa) che evA jIvasvabhAvanI samIpa jaIne anubhava karatAM saMyuktapaNe abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che. bhAvArtha:- AtmA pAMca prakArathI anekarUpa dekhAya cheH (1) anAdi kALathI karmayugalanA saMbaMdhathI baMdhAyelo karmayugalanA sparzavALo dekhAya che, (2) karmanA nimittathI thatA nara, nAraka Adi paryAyomAM bhinna bhinna svarUpe dekhAya che, (3) zaktinA avibhAga praticcheda (aMza) ghaTe paNa che, vadhe paNa che-e vastuno svabhAva che tethI te nityaniyata ekarUpa dekhAto nathI, (4) vaLI te darzana, jJAna Adi aneka guNothI vizeSarUpa dekhAya che ane (pa) karmanA nimittathI thatA moha, rAga, dveSa Adi pariNAmo sahita te sukhadu:kharUpa dekhAya che. A sau azuddhadravyArthikarUpa vyavahAra nayano viSaya che. e dRSTi (apekSA) thI jovAmAM Ave to e sarva satyArtha che. paraMtu AtmAno eka svabhAva A nayathI grahaNa nathI thato, ane eka svabhAvane jANyA vinA yathArtha AtmAne kema jANI zakAya? A kAraNe bIjA nayane tenA pratipakSI zuddhadravyArthika nayane-grahaNa karI, eka asAdhAraNa jJAyakamAtra AtmAno bhAva laI, tene zuddhanayanI dRSTithI sarva paradravyothI bhinna, sarva paryAyomAM ekAkAra, hAnivRddhithI rahita, vizeSothI rahita ane naimittika bhAvothI rahita jovAmAM Ave to sarva (pAMca) bhAvothI je aneka prakArapaNuM che te abhUtArtha che-asatyArtha che. ahIM ema jANavuM ke vastunuM svarUpa anaMta dharmAtmaka che, te syAdvAdathI yathArtha siddha thAya che. AtmA paNa anaMta dharmavALo che. tenA keTalAka dharmo to svAbhAvika che ane keTalAka pugalanA saMyogathI thAya che. je karmanA saMyogathI thAya che, temanAthI to AtmAne saMsAranI pravRtti thAya che ane te saMbaMdhI sukhaduHkha Adi thAya che temane bhogave che. e, A AtmAne anAdi ajJAnathI paryAyabuddhi che; anAdi-anaMta eka AtmAnuM jJAna tene nathI. te batAvanAra sarvajJanuM Agama che. temAM zuddhadravyArthika nayathI e batAvyuM che ke AtmAno eka asAdhAraNa caitanyabhAva che te akhaMDa che, nitya che, anAdinidhana che. tene jANavAthI paryAyabuddhino pakSapAta maTI jAya che. paradravyothI, temanA bhAvothI ane temanA nimittathI thatA potAnA vibhAvothI potAnA AtmAne bhinna jANI teno anubhava jIva kare tyAre paradravyanA bhAvo rUpa pariNamato nathI; tethI karma baMdhAtAM nathI ane saMsArathI nivRtti thaI jAya che. mATe paryAyArthikarUpa vyavahAranayane gauNa karI abhUtArtha (asatyArtha) Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kahyo che ane zuddha nizcayanayane satyArtha kahI tenuM AlaMbana dIdhuM che. vastusvarUpanI prApti thayA pachI tenuM paNa AlaMbana rahetuM nathI. A kathanathI ema na samajI levuM ke zuddhanayane satyArtha kahyo tethI azuddhanaya sarvathA asatyArtha ja che. ema mAnavAthI vedAMtamatavALA jeo saMsArane sarvathA avaDu mAne che temano sarvathA ekAMta pakSa AvI jaze ane tethI mithyAtva AvI jaze, e rIte e zuddhanayanuM AlaMbana paNa vedAntIonI jema mithyAdeSTipaNuM lAvaze. mATe sarvanayonA kathaMcit rIte satyArthapaNAnuM zraddhAna karavAthI ja samyagdaSTi thaI zakAya che. A rIte syAdvAdane samajI jinamatanuM sevana karavuM, mukhyagauNa kathana sAMbhaLI sarvathA ekAMta pakSa na pakaDavo. A gAthAsUtranuM vyAkhyAna karatAM TIkAkAra AcAryuM paNa kahyuM che ke AtmA vyavahAranayanI dRSTimAM je baddhaSTa Adi rUpe dekhAya che te e dRSTimAM to satyArtha ja che paraMtu zuddhanayanI dRSTimAM baddhapRSTAdipaNuM asatyArtha che. A kathanamAM TIkAkAra AcAryo syAdvAda batAvyo che ema jANavuM. vaLI, ahIM ema jANavuM ke A naya che te zrutajJAna-pramANano aMza che; zrutajJAna vastune parokSa jaNAve che; tethI A naya paNa parokSa ja jaNAve che. zuddhadravyArthikanayano viSayabhUta, baddhaspaSTa Adi pAMca bhAvothI rahita AtmA caitanyazaktimAtra che. te zakti to AtmAmAM parokSa che ja. vaLI tenI vyakti karmasaMyogathI mati-zrutAdi jJAnarUpa che te kathaMcit anubhavagocara hovAthI pratyakSarUpa paNa kahevAya che, ane saMpUrNajJAna je kevaLajJAna te joke chadmasthane pratyakSa nathI topaNa A zuddhanaya AtmAnA kevaLajJAnarUpane parokSa jaNAve che. jyAM sudhI A nayane jIva jANe nahi tyAM sudhI AtmAnA pUrNa rUpanuM jJAnazraddhAna thatuM nathI. tethI zrI gurue A zuddhanayane pragaTa karI upadeza karyo ke baddhaspaSTa Adi pAMca bhAvothI rahita pUrNajJAnaghanasvabhAva AtmAne jANI zraddhAna karavuM, paryAyabuddhi na rahevuM. ahIM koI evo prazna kare ke-evo AtmA pratyakSa to dekhAto nathI ane vinA dekhe zraddhAna karavuM te jUThuM zraddhAna che. teno uttara-dekhelAnuM ja zraddhAna karavuM e to nAstika mata che. jinamatamAM to pratyakSa ane parokSa-banne pramANa mAnavAmAM AvyAM che. temAM AgamapramANa parokSa che. teno bheda zuddhanaya che. A zuddhanayanI dRSTithI zuddha AtmAnuM zraddhAna karavuM, kevaLa vyavahAra-pratyakSano ja ekAMta na karavo. (gAthA 14 nuM pravacana ) jo passadi appANaM abaddhapuDhe aNaNNayaM nniydN| avisesamasaMjuttaM taM suddhaNayaM viyaanniihi||14|| abaddhaskRSTa, ananya ne je niyata dekhe Atmane, avizeSa, aNasaMyukta, tene zuddhanaya tuM jANaje.14 TIkAH nizcayase bhagavAna AtmA dravyasvarUpa isako zuddhanaya bhI kahIe ane dravya svarUpa Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 14 149 bhI kahIe. agiyA2mI gAthAmeM "bhUdarthaM desido du suddhaNao" bhRtArtha je dhruva hai usako zudghanaya kahete hai. naya ane nayakA viSayako adhyAtma dRSTimeM choDa detA hai. samajameM AyA ? jo trikALI jJAyakasvarUpa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu usako hI zudghanaya kahA hai. nahIM to zudghanayakA to vo viSaya hai paNa viSaya ane viSayIkA bheda choDakara, vo trikALI jJAyakabhAva dhruva jo samyagdarzanakA viSaya hai, usako hI zudghanaya kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA ! AvuM have yAda kyAM rAkhe AmAM dhaMdhA ADe navarAza na maLe. zeTha!( zrotAH- Aja jAnevAlA hai zeTha ) jAnevAlA hai ? samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! je koi AtmAko abaddha, rAgaAdi karmaAdise baddha nahIM, aise passai nAma aMtarameM dekhate hai. ( 1 ) aspRSTa karmakA visasrA 52mANu pudgala hai karma honekI lAyakAtavALA usase bhI aspRSTa hai. bhagavAna to rAgase aspRSTa hai ane visasrA 52mANu sAthameM hai karmarUpa pariNamyA nahIM usako bhI sparzase rahita hai. AhAhA ! ( 2 ) 'ananya ' darekakA artha karegA hoM, ananya hai, anerI anerI gati isameM hai nahi. e to ananya hai. ye to anya anyase ananya hai. bhinna hai. AhAhA ! (3) 'niyata' paryAyameM anekatA dikhatI hai usase bhI vo bhinna hai. (4) 'avizeSa' darzana jJAna cAritrakA bheda jo dikhate haiM e vizeSa, usase rahita hai, avizeSa hai sAmAnya hai. AhAhAhA ! (5) 'asaMyukta' zubha azubhabhAvameM jo AkuLatA hotI hai ye AkuLatAse saMyukta nahIM. AhA ! e AkuLatAse sahita bhagavAna hai nahIM aMdara. AhAhA ! aise AtmAkI anubhUti, aisA AtmAkA anubhava, ahIM zudghanaya kahenA hai ne ? jJAnapradhAna kathana A hai, darzanapradhAna kathana A hai ane paMdaramImeM jJAnapradhAna kathana AyegA. caudamImeM darzanapradhAna kathana hai. paMdaramImeM jJAnapradhAna kathana AyegA. hajI to samyagdarzananI pratIta kayA hai? isakA kathana A hai aura sAthameM anubhUtikA kathana hai nayakA e paMdarameM AyegA. AhAhA ! AMhIyA kahete hai ki aise AtmA, aise AtmA, paryAyameM rAgakA saMbaMdha hai, e dravyameM saMbaMdha nahIM, aisA AtmAko anubhUti, aise AtmAkI anubhava honA paryAyameM, AhAhA... e AtmA jo kahA e to abaddha spaSTa hai, vo paryAyake binAkI cIja hai, paNa usakA anubhava karanA vo paryAya hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? "isakI anubhUti e zudghanaya hai." dekho anubhUtiko zudghanaya kahA. eka bAju zuddhanaya trikALako kahete hai aura to anubhUtiko hI zudghanaya kahA. koMki zudghanayakA viSayameM dRSTi jaba gai, to paryAyameM anubhUti hui, to e zudghanaya usako bhI kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! hai ? "au2 ye anubhUti AtmA hI hai." pAchA anubhUti jo hui, AnaMdakA vedana AyA e AtmA hai e kahe diyA. e paryAya hai e AtmA hai. rAgAdi thA e aNAtmA thA, ane vastukA je anubhava huA e zuddhanaya huA. ane e paryAyako AtmA kahete hai. AhAhAhAhA ! jhINI vAtuM bApA bahu bhAI ! (zrotAH- aliMgagrahaNanA 20 mA bolamAM anubhavanI paryAyane Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AtmA kIdho.) e anubhUti paryAyakI bAta hai. 20 mA bolanI vAta e. 20 mA bolanI vAta mAre kahevI'tI paNa kIdhuM kAla kahI gayA chIe. aliMgagrahaNanA 20 mA bolamAM e AyA hai, ke AtmA aliMgagrahaNa arthAt AhAhA... e dravyano chUte nahIM. 20 mA bolamAM aisA AyA hai, kayoMki dravyako chUte nahIM. to dravyanA anubhava hotA nahIM, e anubhava to paryAyameM hotA hai. AhAhA! to AtmA aliMgagrahaNa, a-liMga grahaNa, liMga nAma sAmAnya usako nahIM chate hai, aura nirmaLa paryAyameM AtmA vedanameM AyA, e nirmaLa paryAya e AtmA kahenemeM AyA hai, AhAhAhA ! kala kahA thA vo, paNa A to bhAI AvyA che. samAjameM AyA? AhAhA ! vastu jo hai pUrNa zuddha lokAloka jAnanekI tAkAtavALI aura pUrNam saMpUrNam atizayathI e cIjako naya kahA. paNa usakA anubhava huA usako bhI ahIM zuddhanaya kahA. AhA! kyuMki rAga Adika paryAya deSTi hai e azuddhanaya hai. AhAhA ! aura trikALa jJAyakabhAvakI dRSTi huI anubhUti hui, to trikALIko bhI zuddhanaya kahA, anubhUtiko bhI zuddhanaya kahA. AvI vAta che. Avaze arthamAM karaze, ane isa prakAra anubhUti AtmA hai. pAchuM dekho anubhUti hui e kSayopazamabhAva hai, kSAyikabhAva hai. samajameM AyA? to tyAM pahele nikAla diyA thA ke jene kSayopazama kSAyikabhAva aMdarameM hai nahIM. vAta to evI che bApu! jainadharma koi alaukika cIja hai, jainadharma koi pakSa nahIM vastukA svarUpa hai aisA. AhAhA ! e to vastukA svarUpa aisA hai usakA nAma jainadharma. AhA! ane olA jApAnavALAe to aisA kahA ne? ke jainadharma kisako kahete hai? jApAnI mANasa 63 varSathI uMmara aura laDakA 17 varSanI uMmara paNa aitihAsika zodha karake basane nikAlA, jainadharma kayA? ke anubhUti e jaina dharma hai. arthAt vItarAga paryAyakA anubhava honA, e jainadharma che. rAgakA anubhava honA e jainadharma nahIM. AhAhA ! vAMcyuM to hoyane eNe aitihAsika mANasa che ane zodhaka hoya mANasa to vAMcIne to... bhale e vAta ene bese na bese e bIjI vAta che. AMhI to jainanA janmelA vANIyAnA dhaMdhAmAM pacAsa-sAITha-sIttera gayA toya, lakhyuM che eNe bIcArAe, ahIMyA to banIyA ne jo dhaMdhA hai usameM rokakara A kayA cIja hai ne usakA kayA anubhava hai ne kayA paryAya hai ne kyA dravya hai, usakA nirNaya karate nahIM. e likhA hai usane. vANIyAke hAthameM jainadharma AyA to vANIyA, vANIyA he vyavasAyameM rUkA gayA hai sArA, Akho di'. (zrotA - vANIyA dravyane mAne to che.) e kayAre e dravyane mAne? dravya haiM aisA dhAraNAmeM mAnyA hai. (zrotA:- dravya eTale paisA) kamAte hai e to dravya to dhULa hai. AhAhA ! kema hasamukhabhAI ? (zrotA - dhULa kema kahevAya) dhULa ne mATI pugalakI paryAya hai. (zrotAenA vinA zAka na maLe.) zAka maLe kisako? isase zAka milatA hai? vo to cIja jo AnevAlI hai, vo to kahejemeM nahIM AtA hai? khAnevAlakA nAma dAne dAne hai, usakA artha kayA? nAma likhA hai aMdara? paNa je rajakaNa usakI pAsa AnevAlA hai e AyegA, usakA rAgase AyegA ane rAga na kare to AyegA, aisA hai nahIM. je rajakaNo usakI pAsa AnevAle hai e AyegA hIM, nahIM AnevAlA hai nahIM AyegA e. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 151 godIkAjI, e to keTale, paisA sAruM kyAMya jAya che, rakhaDe che amerikA ne phamerikA ne AhAhA ! chatAM e rajakaNo AnevAlA hoya e AyegA, usakA rAgakA prayatnase Ate huM e bilakula jUTha hai (zrotA- eka vAra kaho ke paisA mATe jAya che ne pAchA kaho ke paisA maLatA nathI ?) koNe kIdhuM AvatuM nathI, e to ahIMyA enI pAse Ate hai. meM kahyuM, usakI pAsa Ate hai nahIM, najIkameM Ate hai (zrotA:- usako milate nahIM hai.) nahIM nahIM. usakA paramANukA bhI AtmAmeM abhAva hai. svabhAvakA bhAva hai ne paramANukA abhAva hai, to usakI pAsa aMdara(para) dravya nahIM AtA. AhAhA! yahAM kahete hai kI e anubhUti e AtmA hai, dekho isa prakAra AtmA eka hI prakAzamAna hai. AhAhA ! usakA artha kiyA, dekho usameM, paMDitajI ! jayacaMda paMDita ! zuddhanaya AtmAkI anubhUti, AtmA saba eka hI hai. hai? A apekSAse samajAte hai. zuddhanaya, AtmAnI anubhUti aura AtmA tIno eka hai. (zrotA- paryAyane dravya do eka hai?) paryAya ne dravya ne dohiko zuddhanaya kahA, AtmAko zuddhanaya kahA. anubhUtiko zuddhanaya kahA. AhAhA.. zuddhanayako zuddhanaya kahA, trikALI viSayako apekSAse e saba samajanA cAhIe ne? AhAhA ! juo, zuddhanaya kaho AtmAkI anubhUti kaho nahIMtara zuddhanayakA viSaya to dhruva trikALa hai, paNa trikALako viSaya kiyA to paryAyameM anubhUti hui, anubhUtimeM zuddha vastu pratItameM AI, to paryAyako bhI anubhUti zuddhanaya kahenemeM AyA. AhAhA ! AvuM have zIkhavuM, gokhavuM (zrotA - paryAyako bhI dravya kahe diyA) paryAyako dravya nahIM kahA, zuddhanaya kahA. e zuddhanAyakA artha ? e zuddhanayake Azrayase jo pavitratA pragaTa huI to usako bhI zuddhanaya kahA, ane usako AtmA kahA pIche. pavitratA pragaTa huI e samyagdarzana jJAna e paryAya hai usako AtmA kahA. rAgameM nahIM, rAga anAtmA hai. itanA bahAneko anubhUti jo samyagdarzana AdikI hai. usako AtmA kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhA... AvI vAtuM che. (zrotA- eka daphe aura kahe do.) vastu jo hai vastu trikALI cIja jo bhagavAna Adi aMta rahita paryAyameM Adi hotI hai ne aMta nAza hotA hai, paryAya utpanna huI to Adi hai, dUsare samaya vyaya hotA hai, Adi aMta ho gayA to vastu Adi aMta rahita hai, to usameM paryAya bhI nahIM, aisA Adi aMta rahita, saMpUrNam- ApUrNa- paripUrNam parase vimukta e cIjako yahAM zuddhanaya kahA, aura usakA anabhava kiyA usako bhI zuddhanaya kahA, aura usakA anubhava huA usako AtmA kahA. AhAhA ! kayoMki nirmaLa paryAya hui (to vo) AtmA hai, rAgakI paryAya AtmA nahIM itanA batAneko anubhUti ja nirmaLa samyagdarzanazAna huA, e AtmAkI paryAya nirmaLamaeNse nirmaLa AI to nirmaLa paryAyako AtmA kahenemeM AyA. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhAhA ! AvI cIja hai. 14 mI gAthA samyagdarzanakI mukhyatAse A kathana hai. samyagdaSTiko. samyagdarzanameM trikALI Adi aMta rahita AtmA daSTimeM AtA hai. samajameM AyA?AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- isaliye A zikSaNa zibira lagAyA.) maiM to lagAyA nahIM, meM to kabhI kahA hI nahIM. meM to kabhI kahA hI nahIM, hotA hai A. A tIrtha phaMDakA banAvo e bhI maiM to kabhI kahA nahIM, yahAM to upadeza Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 152 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dete hai tattvakI bAta AMhI dUsarI bAta hamArI pAsa hai nahIM. aisA makAna banAvo ke aisA pustaka banAvo hama ( ne ) kabhI kahA nahIM. eka A bahenakA pustaka AyA maiM (ne ) tabhI kahA thA. bAkI itanA 20 lAkha chapa gayA hai, hame kabhI kahA nahIM pustaka banAvo. A AMhI to upadezameM Ave e samajo e samajo. e lapameM paDate nahIM hama kyAMya, samajameM AyA ? A makAna banyA pahele kahyAne ? svAdhyAya maMdira (saMvata ) 94 meM to hama to kabhI kahyA nahIM. ke banAvo, aisA kahA thA hama, ke tuma banAte ho, hama rahenA ke na 2henA e ThumAre pratibaMdhame nahIM hama, rAmajIbhAI to thA ne 94 meM, A makAna tame banAte hai to amAre AMhI rahenA hI hai aisA koi pratibaMdha hamAreko nahIM hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? e karanevAlA AtmA nahIM bApA. e koNa kare bhAI ! AhAhA ! AMhI to kahete hai ke e vastuko, trikALIko bhI zudghanaya kahenemeM AyA, aura trikALIkA anubhava huA e anubhavako hI zuddhanaya kA, aura trikALako bhI AtmA kahA ane anubhUtiko bhI AtmA kahA. samajameM AyA ? have ziSya pUchatA hai, ziSye e sUnA A bAta sUnA ne aisA khyAlameM AyA hai usako, ke A kayA kahete hai ? to prabhu tame kahete ho to isameM to anubhava kaise ho ? jaise u52 kahA hai, vaise AtmAkI anubhUti kaise ho sakatI hai ? ema ziSye prazna kiyA. tame kahete ho ki bhagavAna AtmA rAgase bhinna, baMdhase, rAgase bhinna sAmAnya vizeSase bhinna sAmAnya, paryAyase bhinna, niyata ekarUpa aisI cIjakI e anubhUti kaisI hotI hai ? usakA anubhava samyagdarzana aura sabhyajJAna anubhUti kaise ? A prazna AyA. paNa ahIM darzanakA viSaya hai. samajameM AyA ? AhA... gAthA darzanakI hai, anubhUti kaise ho sakatI hai? AhAhAhA ! ( zrotAHanubhUti kema thAya e Aja to bahAra pADavuM ja paDaze. ) paNa anubhUti usameM jarI marma hai. kayA ? dekho upa2 kahA paisA AtmAkI anubhUti kaise ho sakatI hai? usakA samAdhAnaH- dekho have, "ke baddhasRSTatva Adi bhAva abhUtArtha hai" AhAhAhA ! ziSyakA prazna huA ke bhagavAna AtmA aisAkI anubhUti kaisI hotI hai ? ke sUna prabhu "e badrupRSTatva Adi bhAva abhUtArtha hai." kAyama rahenevAlI cIja nahIM hai. ThIka ! rAga AdikA saMbaMdha ke paryAyakA vizeSa bhAva, e kAyama rahenevAlI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! baddhasRSTa Adi bhAvo abhUtArtha hai. AhAhA... e kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM. kAyama rahenevAlI cIja to bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMda e kAyama rahenekI cIja hai. AhAhAhA ! samajAya eTaluM samajanA prabhu ! A to 52mAtmAnI gaMbhIra vAto hai. A koi kathA vArtA nahIM. A to traNa lokano nAtha sImaMdhara bhagavAnakA mukhase Ai bAta e kuMdakuMdAcArye jhIlI ane le liyA hai ! hai ? ane amRtacaMdrAcArya to hajA2 varSa pIche huA paNa usakA peTa khola diyA ene, ke kuMdakuMdAcArya Ama kahete hai, kahevA mAgate hai ne bhagavAna bhI aise kahete the. AhAhA ! kayA javAba diyA ? ziSye prazna kriyA ke aisA AtmA aba&spaSTa Adi hai usakA anubhava kaise ho ? ( zrotA:- prazna bahota acchA.) prazna hato, ema ke A baddhatkRSTa Adi hai ne ? yahAM ema kahete hai. A baddhasRSTa rAga AdikA saMbaMdha hai, paryAyameM bheda hai darzana jJAna Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 153 cAritrakA vizeSa hai, hai ne anubhUti kaise hotI hai? hai? usameMse parase bhinna kaise hotA hai ema kahete hai. ziSyakA prazna A prazna hai, ke rAgakA saMbaMdha hai, paryAyameM vizeSatA hai, guNakA vizeSa bheda hai, aisI cIjameM usase rahita anubhUti kaise hotI hai? samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! e AcArye ziSyanA mukhameM aisA prazna (rakha) liyA. sUna prabhu eka vAra sUna kahete hai. e baddhaskRSTa Adi bhAva abhUtArtha hai, kAyama rahenevAlI cIja nahIM mATe usase bhinna anubhUti ho sakatI hai, ema kahete hai. rAga AdikA saMbaMdhane vizeSa Adi paryAya ane guNabheda darzana jJAna cAritra e kAyama rahenevAlI cIja nahIM, abhUtArtha honese usase bhinna anubhUti ho sakatI hai. AhAhAhA ! gAthA to bahota acchI A gaI hai. 13-14, AhAhA ! A to navamA dina hai ne tamAre, nahIM? navamA dina hai agiyAra dina bAkI hai. AhAhA ! kayA kahA? ziSyakA prazna aisA hai ki prabhu Apa AtmAko abaddhaskRSTa Adi kahete hai pAMca bola, to hamako to pAMca bola sahita dikhate haiM. rAgakA saMbaMdha hai, paryAyakA vizeSa hai. guNa bheda hama dikhate hai. to usameMse anubhUti kaise hotI hai? prabhu sUna e badhA bhedabhAvo kAyama rahenevAlI cIja nahIM, abhUtArtha hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A to bApu bhagavAna traNalokanA nAtha, jinezvaradevanA kathano ne A saMto to usakA ADatIyA hai, ADatIyA samajate haiM? ejanTa! AhAhA ! (zrotA - anubhUti sonagaDhameM hotI hai) sonagaDhameM nahIM AtmAmeM. AhAhA! ziSyakA prazna e thA ke tuma abaddhaskRSTa Adi AtmAko kahete hai, paNa ahIMyA to pratyakSa dikhate hai, rAga saMbaMdha hai, paryAyakA bheda hai, guNa bheda dikhate hai, to e usameM anubhUti kaise ho? aisA ziSyakA prazna hai itanA to ziSyane khyAla meM A gayA ke A badhA bhedabhAva hai usase rahita anubhUti karaneko kahete haiM, to aise kaise ho? e yuM kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! kayA kahA? ziSyakA prazna thA ke aisA upara kahA upara kahI aise khyAlameM liyA usane, hai? AhAhA.... zabda zabdameM bhAva bharA hai aMdara. to A ziSya prazna kahe upara kahA hai e mere khyAlameM AyA hai. Apa aise kahete hai upara kahA huA aisA zabda AyA ne? aise sUnakara nikAla diyA aisA nahIM. enA khyAlameM AyA hai prabhu Apa aise kahete ho. AhAhA! gajaba vAta hai. bApA ! zrotA paNa aisA liyA hai. hai? ke abaddhaspaSTa kahA e khyAlameM usako A gayA hai tuma kahete hai aisA, hama nikAla diyA hamAre khyAlamaeNse sUnakara aisI bAta nahIM. hamAre khyAlameM AyA Apa aise kahete hai paNa merA prazna hai prabhu! e rAga ne vizeSakA saMbaMdha to hai, have usameMse usase rahita anubhUti kaise hogI? AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? zabda kayA hai? ziSya pUchatA hai ke jaisA upara kahA hai, jaisA upara kahA hai, je Ape kahA o amArA khyAlameM AyA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! jaisA upara kahA hai, tyAM vajana hai paMDitajI! vaise AtmAnI anubhUti kaise ho sakatI hai? Apa kahete hai vaise anubhUti kaise hotI hai? to usako kahA huM samAdhAnaH e baddhaskRSTa Adi bhAva hai, paNa e abhUtArtha hai, kAyama rahanevAlI cIja nahIM, mATe kAyama rahenevAlI cIjaDI anubhUti hotI hai. AhAhA ! kayA kahA? AhAhAhA! kitanI TIkA ! (zrotA - kitanI TIkAkI kitanI TIkA) AhA ! prabhu! Apa kahete ho ke AtmA Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 baddhaspaSTa Adi pAMca bhAvase rahita kahA to upara kahA huA khyAlameM hai Ape kahA e paNa ahIMyA baddhaspaSTa to hai, bheda hai vizeSa che, darzana jJAna cAritrakA vizeSa paNa hai, ne Apa usakA abhedakI anubhUti karaneko kahete hai. e kaise ho sakatA hai? prabhu sUna! e pAMca bola jo kahA e abhUtArtha hai. eka samayanI sthitivAlA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? eka samayakI sthitivAlA hai mATe abhUtArtha hai. AhAhA ! rAgakA saMbaMdha, guNakA vizeSa bheda, eka samayanA bheda hai, eka samayakI sthiti hai. AhAhAhAhA... to eka samayanI sthiti hai. kevaLajJAnakI sthiti eka samaya hai. 38 gAthA niyamasAra sAta to e nAzavAna hai, jIva, ajIva, Asrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha, mokSa e sAta nAzavAna hai. to usameM kevaLajJAna bhI nAzavAna hai aisA kahA hai. eka samayanI sthiti hai. kevaLajJAnakI sthiti hai eka samaya hai guNakI sthiti trikALa hai, paNa kevaLajJAnakI paryAya to enI sthiti eka samaya hai, to A tuma abhUtArtha kahete hai usakI sthiti eka samayakI hai to abhUtArtha hai to usase bhinna anubhUti ho sakatI hai. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva). pravacana naM. 67 gAthA - 14 tA. 24-878 gurUvAra, zrAvaNa vada-6 saM. 2504 zrI samayasAra gAthA 14. pAMca bola pahele liyA hai vistAra abhI AyegA. ke A AtmA baddhaspaSTa eka samayakI paryAyameM rAgakA saMbaMdha dikhate hai, aura paryAyameM anekatA patruNahAnivRddhi Adi paryAyameM dikhate hai. aura darzana jJAna cAritrakA bheda bhI dikhate hai paryAyaSTie, e saba abhUtArtha hai. e kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM, samajameM AyA? ziSya prazna kiyA hai ke e jaisA upara kahA, Ape AtmAko abaddhaspaSTa, ananya, sAmAnya svarUpa kahA guNabhedakI vizeSatAya jisameM nahIM, paryAya jisameM nahIM aura ekIlA caitanyadravya jo jJAyakasvarUpa bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda prabhu usako tame AtmA kahA to A baddhasmRAdi bhAva hai ne? paryAyameM rAga AdikA ne paryAyakA bheda hai ne? te aisA upara kahA vaisA AtmAkI anubhUti kaise ho sakatI hai. AhAhA! aisI cIja hai ne paryAyameM rAga Adi hai, bheda hai, eka samayanI vAta hai hoM. to aise hone para AtmAkI anubhUti kaise hotI hai? AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMda svarUpamA anubhava, AnaMdakA vedana, AhAhA.. samyagdarzanameM anubhUti hotI hai. samyagdarzanameM trikALI jJAyaka svarUpako anusarIne anubhUti hotI hai. usameM samyagdarzanakI pratIta bhI usImeM hotI hai. aura usameM anubhUti meM atIndriya AnaMdakA svAda bhI AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! samyagdarzana hone para pUrNAnaMda svarUpa taraphakA jhUkAvase paryAyameM anubhava samyagdarzana ane AnaMdakA svAda AtA hai e kaise? baddha Adi haiMne? eka samayathI rAgAdi paryAyake saMbaMdhameM hai ne? aura guNa bheda hai ne? jhINI vAta hai prabhu! AhAhA ! to kahate hai AcArya ke e baddhaspaSTaAdi bhAva abhUtArtha hai. AhAhA ! eka samayathI avasthAmeM rAga ne rAgakA saMbaMdha ane bheda, eka samayakI avasthA to, e to abhUtArtha hai Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 155 kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! kAyama rahenekI e cIja nahIM te abhUtArtha hai, to usase rahita AtmAnA anubhava ho sakatA hai. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! prathama samyagdarzana utpanna honekI bAta hai. A caudamI gAthA samyagdarzanakI hai. paMdaramI gAthA samyajJAnakI hai. AhAhA ! soLamI darzana jJAna cAritra tInoMkI hai. ahIMyA darzanakI samyagdarzanakI bAta hai, to ziSya prazna kiyA ke Ape kahA e mere lakSameM AyA, upara kahA huvA aisA zabda AyA ne? ke AtmA abaddhaspaSTa hai, ananya hai, abheda hai, paryAyakI anekatAse e bhinna hai, AhAhAhA.. aise Apa kahe e khyAlameM AyA, paNa vo baddhaskRSTa Adi bhAva to hai, to aisA AtmAnA anubhava samyagdarzana anubhUti kaise hotI hai? AhAhAhA !to kahete hai ke A baddhaskRSTa Adi bhAva abhUtArtha (hai), kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM. AhAhA ! eka samayakI paryAyakA rAgakA saMbaMdha hai. e kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM. darzana jJAna cAritrakA je bheda karate hai, e bhI paryAyadRSTise bheda karate hai, e kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? vo kAraNe anubhUti ho sakatI hai, hai ne, heM? isaliye ye anubhUti ho sakatI hai. AhAhA.. to zuM kayA kahA? ke paryAyameM jo dayA, dAna, vrata, AdikA vikalpa hai vyavahAra, usakA saMbaMdha eka samayakA saMbaMdha hai, vo koi kAyama rahene kI cIja nahIM. AhA ! samajameM AyA? vo kAraNe abhUtArtha nAma kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM, e kAraNe usase daiSTi choDakara trikALI bhagavAna aura saccidAnaMda prabhu, nirvikalpa AnaMdakaMda prabhu usakA anubhava samyagdarzana ho sakatA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. A loko kahete haiM ne ke vyavahAra, vyavahArase nizcaya prAti hotI hai. saba mithyASTi hai. jhINI vAta hai prabhu! vyavahAra to rAga hai, rAga e abhUtArtha hai, e bhUtArtha prAptimeM e abhUtArtha kAraNa kaise hotA hai? paMDitajI! tame to khabara hai ne tumako to, usane to TIkA kiyA hai. AhA! jainatattva mImAMsA banAyA baDA acchA. AhAhAhA ! A koI paMDitAi kI cIja nahIM. paMDitAI jANapaNA bahota hai. agiyAra aMgakA ne aisA ne phaisA ne, e koi paMDitAikI cIja nahIM. A to aMtara paMDitAikI cIja hai, samyagdaSTiko paMDita kahete hai. kayA? (zrotA - aMdarakI paMDitAi aura bahAra paMDitAI vahI paMDitAi hai) e bahArakI paMDitAI bhI paMDitameM raha gayA, AtmAmeM na AyA. barAbara pUchate hai pUchate hai to kharA. aise to agiyAra aMga prabhu anaMta aira kiyA. samajameM AyA? yamaniyama saMjama Apa kiyo, puni tyAga virAga athAga lahyo; vanavAsa liyo mukha mauna rahyo, daDha Asana padma lagAi diyo. 1 mana pauna nirodha svabodha kiyo, haThajoga prayoga sutAra bhayo; japa bheda jape tapa tyauhi tape, uraseMhi udAsI lahI sabaveM. 2 saba zAstranake naya dhAri hiye, mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye; vahu sAdhana bAra anaMta kiyo, tadapi kachu hAtha hajA na paryo. 3 zrIma! zrImad rAjacaMdra, thA to gujarAtI samyagdaSTi thA, AtmajJAnI huA thA. pIche A hindImeM banAyA usane hai to gujarAtI vANIyA. samajameM AyA? prabhu! yama niyama, yama nAma paMcamahAvrata niyama nAma aneka jAtanA abhigraha. yama niyama saMyama indriyakA damana kiyA, Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 156 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jAvajajIva bALabrahmacArI rahA, AhA! aisI kriyA prabhu anaMta aira kiyA hai. yama, niyama, saMyama Apa kiyo. puni tyAga vairAgya athAga liyo, jene eka TukaDA kapaDA bhI na rahe, aisA tyAga kiyA, tyAga vairAgya udAsa ho gayo parase. paNa vo cIja, apanI cIja kayA hai usakI taraphekI dRSTi nahIM. AhAhA ! e tyAga vairAgya athAga liyo, mana pauna nirodha, zvAsozvAsako nirodha karake, jANe meM AtmadhyAna karatA huM, aisA bhI anaMta aira kiyA. vo koi cIja nahIM, vaha sAdhana vAra anaMta kiyo, aba (kyoM na) vicAratA hai. (manase kachu aura rahA una sAdhanase) tabase, kI una sAdhanase bhinna koi hara bAta hai. e sAdhana bAdhana hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA ! e AMhI kahete hai ki pAMca bhAva jo paryAyameM dikhateM hai, e kAyama TIkanekI cIja nahIM, mATe e uparase daSTi uThAkara, paryAyadeSTi uThAkara, vyavahAra dRSTi uThAkara, trikALI jJAyaka AnaMdakaMda prabhu atIndriya AnaMdakA daLa, sAmAnya je dhruva e upara dRSTi lagA de. AhAhAhA.. to tere anubhUti hogA, AnaMdakA svAda AyegA. AhAhAhAhAhA ! samyagdarzana hote hI jitanI saMkhyAmeM guNa hai AtmAmeM, traNa kALakA samayase bhI anaMta guNA AkAzanA pradeza hai. AkAzako pradeza apAra apAra apAra apAra apAra usase anaMta guNA eka AtmAmeM guNa hai. AkAzanA pradezanI saMkhyA karate jisakA pAra nahIM kyAMya, aMta nahIM, aMta nahIM, aMta nahIM, aMta nahIM isakA je pradeza hai AkAzanA usase anaMta guNA to eka jIvameM guNa hai. AhAhAhA ! aise guNa hone para bhI guNI ane guNakA bheda bhI nAzavAna hai, AhA abhUtArtha hai, jhINI vAta hai prabhu! vAta atyAre to bahota garabaDe caDI gai hai, atyAre to paMDita loko ne badhA aise vyavahAra karate (karate ) nizcaya prApta hotA hai, bhAI ema nathI prabhu! aMtarameM zuddha caitanyaghana prabhu ! anaMta guNakA piMDa, usakA anubhava karanemeM parakI koi apekSA hai nahIM. vyavahAra ane rAgakI apekSA nahIM, aisA samyagdarzana parakI apekSA binA svakA Azrayase utpanna hotA hai. samajameM AyA? A bAta hai bhagavAna! zuM kahIe? AhAhA ! e kahete (hai) anubhUti ho sakatI hai. AhAhA ! eka samayakI paryAya hai, abhUtArtha che. kAyama TIkanekI cIja nahIM. vyavahAra ratnatraya hai, vo bhI eka samayakI cIja vikRta hai, e kAyama TIkane rahene kI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhAhA to kAyama TIkanekI cIja hai bhUtArtha! e abhUtArtha uparase dRSTi uThAkara bhUtArtha trikALI jJAyakamAM dRSTi lagA de, tere AnaMdakA svAda AyegA, tere samyagdarzana hogA aura jitanI saMkhyAmeM guNa hai e saba guNakI aMza-aMza vyaktatA vedanameM AyegI, jitanI saMkhyAmeM guNa hai anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta jemAM anaMtanA guNanI saMkhyAmAM A chello AkhirakA hai, aisA koi aMta nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! e saba guNakA vo tarapha dRSTi denese paryAya dRSTiko choDakara AhAhAhA... aMtarmukha deSTi karanese usameM koi apekSA parakI hai hI nahIM. vyavahArase bhinna paDanA hai to para vyavahAranI apekSA rakhakara aMdara jA sake? aisI cIja hai nahIM. vastu aisI hai nahIM. samAjameM AyA? AhAhAhA! e ahIMyA kahete hai. Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 14 157 anubhUti ho sakatI hai, abhUtArtha vo cIja hai paryAya eka samayakI, bheda hai are rAga Adi bhI vikRta avasthA eka samayakI hai, e kAyama TIkanekI cIja nahIM. vo mATe usake u52se dRSTi uThA de. AhAhA ! aura bhUtArtha eka samayameM trikALI jJAyakabhAva anaMta guNakA ekarUpa usakI dRSTi karanese jJAnakI AnaMdakI svabhAvakI anubhUti hogI, usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhA ! satyadarzana e hai - samyak nAma satya darzana - satya nAma pUrNAnaMda satyArtha, bhUtArtha, bhUtArtha bhagavAna satyArtha sAheba prabhu pote anaMta guNakA sAhebA, usakI dRSTi anubhava karanese, AhAhAhA... jitanI saMkhyAmeM guNa hai e sabakA paryAyameM eka aMza vyaktakA anubhava huA. AhAhAhAhA... AvI vAta hai ! - A to nivRtti laine A kAma kare tyAre bane, bAkI to pravRtti karI karIne marI gayo che anaMta kALathI. ( zrotAH- marI kyAM gayo che jIvato to che ) haiM, kayA ? are jIvato'to ene kahIe prabhu ! jJAyaka jIvata2 zakti hai ne usameM ? jIvata2 zaktimeM jIvana hai, vo samayasArakI dUsarI gAthAmeM liyA ke "jIvo caritaosaNaNANaThiyo, to e jIvomAMthI jIvatva zakti nikAlI hai. amRtacaMdraAcArya 47 zaktiyAM nikAlI hai guNa, hai to anaMta paNa kaha sake kitanA to 47 liyA hai, usameM jIvatara zaktimeM anaMta jJAna darzana cAritra AnaMda ne sattA e bhAvaprANase AtmA jItA hai trikALameM, aisA jIvatarase jInevAlA prabhu, usako rAgase meM jItA huM, aura puNyase mere lAbha hogA. e caitanyakA jIvanakA eNe nAza kara diyA hai, caitanyakA pUrNAnaMdakA nAthakA anAdara karake hiMsA kiyA usane. yugalajI ! jhINI vAta che. AhAhAhAhA ! hiMsAkA artha ? jaisA astitva hai, itanA astitva na mAnanA ane e dUsarI rIte mAnanA e svabhAva nahIM hai. aisA (mAnanA ) e hiMsA hai. e kayA kahA e ? bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda anaMta jJAna, darzana, AnaMda zuddha caitanya ghanase je TIka rahA hai, jIvatA hai, TIka rahA hai, usako rAgase lAbha hogA, puNyase lAbha hogA, vyavahA2se hogA, to e vastukA usane hiMsA kara diyA hai. je svataMtra vastu hai e 52se lAbha hogA, e vastukA jIvatarakA jIvana TIkatA hai TIka rahA hai usako nahIM hai aisA kaDhe diyA. dUsarI bhASAe laie to jo 2AgAdi vikalpa AtA hai. usakA jisako prema hai usako trikALI jJAyaka pratye dveSa hai, krodha hai. samajameM AyA ? jisako vyavahAra paryAya upara prema hai. AhAhAhAhA... gajaba vAta hai bApA! e mAragaDA prabhunA alaukika hai. AhAhA ! eka samayakI paryAya ne dayA, dAna, vrata AdikA vikalpa usakA jisako prema hai usako A bhagavAna AtmA pratye krodha hai ne dveSa hai. koMki dveSakA do bhAga krodha ane mAna, rAgakA do bhAga mAyA ne lobha, to jisako AtmA pratye abhAva hai, ane rAga pratyekA bhAva hai, usakA svabhAva pratye dveSa ane krodha hai. AhAhAhA ! jisane rAga pratye maitrI bAMdhI, usane svabhAva pratyekI maitrI choDa diyA. AhAhAhA ! A nAnI uMma2mAM chokarA ame ramatA tyAre kahetA kaTTI, ema karatA kAMIka Ama, khabara che ne ? mitro hoya ne badhA mitro enI sAthe aNabanAva karavo hoya, kaTTI tArI hAre kaTTI jA. evuM ka2tA nAnI uMmaranI vAta che. tamAre kAMika haze kharUM hindImAM, kaTTI karate the ne kaTTI ane A to Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 Ama Ama kaTTI hamAre karate the. ema jisane paryAyameM ne rAga pratye prema kiyA usane svabhAva pratye zuM kIdhI che tamArI? (e kaTTI kara diyA.) AhAhA ! ane jisane svabhAva pratye prema kiyA usako prema paryAya ne rAga pratye kaTTI kara diyA ke jAva tume nahIM. samajameM AyA ? A to bALapaNameM hama kahete the ne, usakA samAdhAna ye AyA. isa bAtako deSTAMtase pragaTa karate hai. jaise deSTAMta pahele dete hai, kamalinI, patra, kamalinIke vela hotI hai ne usameM patra hotA hai lukhA lukhA patra. kamalInIkA patra jaLameM DubA huA ho. pANImeM aMdara DubA huA, dekhanese usakA jaLase parzita hone para, sparzitakA artha to aisA hai, nimitta nimitta saMbaMdha ho gayA itanA, bAkI to jaLa, jo e kamaLa jo hai phUla, eka paryAya dUsarI paryAyako chUte nahIM. kabhI (bhI) AtmA, apanA guNa ne paryAyako cuMbate haiM trIjI gAthAmeM hai. apanA dharma jo guNa ne paryAyako cUMbate hai paNa paradravyathI paryAyako kabhI cuMbate nahIM, chUte nahIM, sparza karate nahIM. trIjI gAthA "eyattaNicchayagado samao savvattha suMdara lAge". samajameM AyA? paNa ahIMyA to nimitta nimitta saMbaMdha kahekara, samajameM AyA? e usakA jaLase sparzita honerUpa eTale aMdara DukhyuM che ne e apekSA, aMdara Ama pANImeM dikhate haiM ne, bIcameM Ama pANImeM aMdara hai, aise dikhate hai, pANImeM hai nahIM hai to apanemeM e, paNa pANIkA saMyogameM kamaLa usako dikhate haiM to sparzita hone para, avasthAe anubhava karanepara jaLase sparzita honA nimitta, nimitta saMbaMdhase e bhUtArtha hai. e DUbA huA hai e vartamAna paryAyanTise dekhanese hai, itanI bAta. hai? "tathApi" topaNa aisA hone para bhI vohI samayameM, AhAhA... A to maMtro che. saMtonI vANI digaMbara saMtonI vANI eTale, gajaba vAta hai bhAI ! e koi paDhI jAya ne bhaNI jAya mATe samajAya jAya e vAta hai nahIM. alaukika bAta hai. AhAhAkahete hai, e jaLameM kamaLa DUbA huA dekhane para bhI, usakA kamaLakA svabhAva dekhanese, AhA hai! jaLase kiMcit mAtra bhI na sparzita hone yogya. isakI rUMvATI aisI hotI hai, rUMvATI samaje? patra, lukhA-lukhA jhINI jhINI lukhI pANI chayA hI nahIM usako, UMce karanese pANIkA biMdu aDyA nahIM isako, usakI rUMvATI samajAya? rUMvATI kahete hai. jhINI jhINI bahota korI, bahu lakhI hotI hai. pANIthI UMcuM Ama karo to pANIkA eka aMza bhI aMdara nahIM AtA. AhAhA! A to hajI dAMta hai hoM. tathApi jaLase kiMcit nahIM sparzate. kamalinI patrake svabhAva, joyuM? kamalinInA patrano svabhAva, velanA patrano svabhAva lukhA lukhA taddana korA, aise svabhAvake samIpa jAnepara, svabhAva upara dRSTi denese, AhAhA... anubhava karane para jaLase sparzita honA jUThA hai. jaLase chUyA huA nimitta nimitta saMbaMdha ke jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! isI prakAra e to deSTAMta huA. have siddhAMta anAdikALase baMdhe hue AtmAkA rAgakA aura karmakA nimitta nimitta saMbaMdhase dekho to, paryAyameM anAdi kALase baMdhA huA AhAhA... AtmAkA pudgala karmose baMdhana sparzita honerUpa, avasthAse anubhava karanepara paryAyakA nimitta nimitta saMbaMdhase dekhane para jANe nimitta hai e naimittika ke sAtha joDA huA hai, aise dekhanemeM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? athavA vo nimitta e AMhI naimittika paryAya sAthe joDA Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 159 huA hai aisA dikhanemeM vyavahAranayase AtA hai, nizcayase hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. hajI to samyagdarzanake kALameM kaisI cIja hotI hai e bAta kahete hai. AhAhAhA! anAdi kALase anubhava karane para baddhaspaSTa hai, to bhI pudgalase tathApi aisA hone para bhI pudgalase kiMcitmAtra bhI sparza na honese, rAgakI sAtha dravyasvabhAva kiMcit chuyA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jo dravya svabhAva hai e to trikALa nirAvaraNa hai. aura azuddhatA rahita hai, aura kamI usameM nahIM, uNapa nahIM uNapa kamI (nahIM) e to paripUrNa jJAyaka AnaMdakaMda dhruva paDA hai AkhA. AhAhAhA ! A to abhyAsa thoDA joie, A to koleja hai, thoDA abhyAsa hoya pIche A samajameM AtA hai. aisI cIja hai. AhAhA ! pudgala kiMcit bhI sparze nahIM unheM, rAgakI sAtha jarI bhI usakA dravyasvabhAva chuyA nahIM. AhAhA ! bhagavAna dravya svabhAva usako rAgakI sAtha nimitta nimitta saMbaMdha bilakula hai nahIM. hai? (zrotA - e to trikALI svabhAvanI vAta che. paryAyamAM to che) kahA ne paryAyameM thA paNa paryAyameM hai e dRSTi choDa , kayoMki e abhUtArtha hai, kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM, usakI dRSTie dravya svabhAvakA anubhava nahIM hotA. paryAya daSTise AtmAnA samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. AhAhAhAhA! evI vAta che bhAI ! zuM thAya? atyAre to garabaDa garabaDa olA paMDito ne moTA moTA sAdhuo kahe basa vyavahAra karo vyavahArase nizcaya ho jAyegA. rAga kiyA karo nizcaya ho jAyegA. bilakula jUTha, mithyAtva hai. eya, A badhA kRSi paMDita e saMsAranA zeThIyAo nyAM ne tyAM ghUsa gayA hai. nivRtti letA nahIM hai. AhAhA !( zrotAH- Apa usako dravyanA paMDita banA do.) kRSi paMDita hai ne kahete hai. AhAhA! ahIMyA to aMdara kheDa kare, karma kRSe so kRSNa kahIe. jo rAgako nAza kara de aura apanI cIjako khetarake samyagdarzanane ke halANa karake kheDe usako kRSNa ane usako kRSi kahete hai. AhAhA! rAgakA puNyanA vikalpakI kRSi choDakara, RSabhakumArajI? aMtara jJAyaka cidAnaMda paramAtma AnaMdano nAtha prabhu pUrNa AnaMdano daLa atIndriya AnaMdano piMDa, jema pacAsa maNanI jema baraphanI pATa hotI hai, pacAsa maNakI baraphathI pATa muMbaimeM bahota hotI hai, aise bhagavAna AnaMda ne zItaLatAnI pATa pUrNa hai aMdara. AhAhAhA ! usakA anubhava karane para e saba vyavahAra Adi paryAya saba abhUtArtha hai. AhAhAhA! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! koi di' karyuM nathI, anaMta vAra navamI grevaiyake dravyaliMga dhAraNa, "munivrata dhAra anaMta baira raivaiyaka upajAyo paNa AtamajJAna bina lesa sukha na pAyo." e paMcamahAvrata aThayAvIsa mULaguNa duHkha hai, rAga hai, Asrava hai, duHkha hai, jhera hai, (zrotA - pApa che. ) hA, e AMhI-AMhI vo to calatI hai bAta yahAM, aisA jheranA pyAlA to anaMta aira pIyA. AhAhA... mahAvrata liyA, paMcamahAvrata mULaguNa nagna digaMbara jaMgalameM, (base) AhAhA.. usameM kayA huA ? atyAre to ThIka atyAre to bicArA! vyaktigatanI kAMi nahIM. tattvanI vAta che ahIMyA to vastu sthiti aisI hai A to. bhagavAna AtmA apanA parakA kiMcit saMbaMdha nahIM, nimitta nimitta saMbaMdha bhI nahIM, e to paryAya sAthe nimitta nimitta saMbaMdha hai, rAgakA-karmakA nimittakA saMbaMdha, eka samayakI paryAyake sAtha e nimitta ne naimitika saMbaMdha hai, vastumeM koi nimitta Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 naimitika saMbaMdha hai hI nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e kiMcit mAtra sparzita na hote hue, oho! bhagavAna dravya svabhAva! anAvaraNa svabhAva! AhAhAhAhA ! AvaraNa rahita, azuddhatA rahita, paryAya rahita AhAhAhA... aisA AtmAno svabhAva, e apane, parase na hone yogya AtmasvabhAvaka samIpa jAkara, e kayA kahete hai? rAgakA premameM AtmasvabhAvase dUra hotA hai, cAhe to vyavahAraratnatrayakA deva guru dharmakI zraddhAkA e bhI rAga, ane e rAgameM jaba prema hai taba AtmAse dUra vartate hai. have e rAgakA prema choDakara svabhAvakA samIpa jAkara, jA aMdara, AhAhAhAhA... AvI vAta che bhAI ! hai? baMdhane yogya pugala kiMcit bhI sparzita na hone yogya, kiMcit bhI na sparzane yogya. AhAhA ! rAga AdikA dayA, dAna, deva guru zAstrakI zraddhA, devaguruko jJAna athavA agiyAra aMgako jJAna ane paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma e saba bhedako kiMcit nahIM sparzatA huA dravya. AhAhAhA.. Avo mAraga vItarAgamaya, traNa lokanA nAtha, indro jene sAMbhaLavA Ave eka bhavatArI indra kendra, eka bhavatArI hai, 3ra lAkha vaimAnano svAmI che. eka bhavatArI zAstramAM pATha hai eka bhavatArI, manuSya hokara mokSa jAnevAlA hai. enI indrANi karoDomAM eka indrANi aisI hai. e bhI eka bhava kara mokSa jAnevAlI hai. e eka bhavatArI indra- indrANio ane mati ne zruta ne avadhijJAnavALA bhagavAna (tIrthaMkaradeva) pAse sUnane jAte hai e bAta kaisI hogI? (zrotAH- bhagavAnake pAsa jAne kI mahImA hai ne ) vikalpa AyA hai aisA Ate haiM ne sUnaneko, sUnaneko Ate hai ke nahIM? bhagavAna pAse jAte hai, abhI indra indrANi, bhagavAna birAjate hai mahAvidehameM, manuSyakSetramAM 500 dhanuSya deha 2000 hAtha UMcA, karoDa pUrvakA AyuSya, birAjate hai (sImaMdharanAtha) yahAM jAte hai, AhAhA ! bhAI ! e to dharma kathA kaisI hogI? AhA! e avadhijJAnI indra vo sUnate hai cAra jJAnakA dharanevAlA gaNadhara e vANI sUnate hai, AhA! bhAI ! e koi alaukika bAta hai. AhAhA ! kayA? (zrotA:- bhagavAna e hI bAta kahete haiM) e A kahete hai bhagavAna ! A saMto ADatIyA hokara sarvajJakA mAla jagatako batAte hai. AhAhA! baddhaskRSTa asatyArtha hai, hai? AhA... AtmasvabhAvaka, AtmasvabhAva, AhAhA... Atma sva-bhAva, vo baddhaskRSTa Adi paryAya e AtmasvabhAva nahIM, Atma sva-bhAva AhAhA ! jo jJAyaka AtmA usakA zAyaka svabhAva, AhAhAhA... AnaMdasvabhAva, zAMta svabhAva, akaSAyasvabhAva, vItarAgasvabhAva, nirvikalpasvabhAva, sAmAnyasvabhAva, sazasvabhAva, ekarUpa rahenevAlA svabhAva, AhAhA... aisA AtmasvabhAvake, je AtmA jema nitya hai ema usakA svabhAva bhI nitya kAyama hai. AhAhA ! dravya jema nitya hai to usakA svabhAva bhI nitya hai. AhAhAhAhA ! AtmasvabhAvake samIpa jAkara, anubhava karane para, AhAhAhA ! pUrNa AnaMda prabhu, usakA samIpa jAkara, rAgase haThakara paryAyabuddhi choDakara, dravyabuddhimeM samIpa jAkara, AhAhAhA... bhagavAnako bheTA karaneko sAtha samIpa jAkara, anubhava karane para e baMdha ane rAga Adi saMbaMdha e saba jUThA hai, abhUtArtha hai, hai kharA hoM! e to A apekSAse jUThA kahA. paryAya nahIM Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 161 gAthA - 14 aisA nahIM, paNa paryAya trikALadravyakI apekSAse abhUtArtha kahenemeM AyA hai. paryAya nahIM hai aisA mAne to to vedAMta ho jAtA hai. samajameM AyA? paNa yahAM paryAyakA lakSa choDakara trikALako ( lakSameM ) lekara paryAyako abhUtArtha kahenemeM AyA hai. hai to paryAya hai, aura rAgakA saMbaMdha bhI paryAyaSTise hai, paNa anubhava svabhAva samIpa jAnA hai, taba usako choDakara, AhAhAhAhA... jJAyaka bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA daLa, zuddha caitanyaghana, dravya svabhAva, paryAyabuddhi choDakara, dravyabuddhimeM samIpa jAkara, AhAhAhAhAhA.... juo A samyagdarzana AhA ! e AtmasvabhAvake samIpa jAkara, rAgakA premameM ne paryAyakA premameM to paryAyamUMDha jIva, AtmasvabhAvase dUra thA. AhAhA ! aura vo paryAyakA aMza hai vo bhI buddhi choDakara. "paryAyamUMDhA para samayA" kahA. pravacanasAra zeya adhikAra 93 gAthA pahelI, "paryAyamUDhA para samayA" to eka samayakI paryAyameM bhI jisako ruci hai e mUMDha mithyAdeSTi hai. AhAhA.. e buddhi choDakara samyagdarzana pAnA ho to, samyak nAma, satya darzana to satya je pUrNAnaMda prabhu satya hai usakI pratIti ne anubhava karane para samyagdarzana hotA hai. AhAhA ! kAma bahu AkaruM bApA! bhAI ! janama maraNa rahita honekI cIja koi alaukika hai. AhAhA! godikAjI! A rIta hai, paisA baisA bhegA karIne dAnamAM denA phalANA mATe dharma hotA hai aisA kucha nahIM. mahine pAMca lAkha pedA kare ne ke be lAkha Apo. eTalA badhA to na Ape paNa lAkha be lAkha Ape. to e toya eraNanI corI ne soyanA dAna. (zrotA:- nathI ApatA e karatAM to sArA ne) e, nA. sArA bArA bilakula nahIM. ( zrotA- corI kahAM hai-kamAyA hai) hai? koNa kamAyA? e corI he rAga, rAgako apanA mAnanA e cora hai mokSa adhikArameM AtA hai, cora hai, gunegAra . rAga zubharAga e merA e to cora hai, apanI cIja nahIM to usako apanI mAnanA e cora hai. AhAhA ! mokSa adhikAramAM liyA hai, aparAdhI hai, zubharAga e jhera hai, viSakuMbha hai, aisA liyA hai. mokSa adhikAra, zubha rAga- deva guru zAstrakI bhaktikA rAga, paMcamahAvratakA rAga, viSa kuMbha hai, jherakA ghaDA hai. kayuM? bhagavAna amRtakA sAgarase virUddha bhAva ye hai. AhAhA ! are! parama satya vAta sUnanemeM mile nahIM, e kahAM satya tarapha jAyegA? samajameM AyA? deDakA to nAza hogA eka samayameM, AhAhA! lyo olA zobhAlAla hai ne usakA bahota tabIyata narama hai have e to keTalA karoDadhipati che, zobhAlAla bhagavAnadAsa. sIrIyasa hai evuM kAla kahetA'tA bhAI amAre RSabhakumArajI! aisI sthiti to dehanI sthiti bApA! e rAga jyAM nAzavAna hai to pachI zarIrakI bAta to karanA kayA? AhAhA ! are paramAtmA to ema kahete hai ke kevaLajJAnakI paryAya bhI nAzavAna hai, kayuMkI eka samaya rahetI hai. AhAhAhA ! kevaLajJAna bhI vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, kevaLajJAnIko nahIM, nIce sAdhaka jIvako, aMza hai ne? e saddabhUta vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, to vyavahAra huM e abhUtArtha hai. AhAhA ! mAraga bahu bApA! paNa abhUtArthakA artha aisA nahIM e paryAya nahIM hai aisA nahIM, paNa trikALakA Azraya lene kI apekSAse eka samayakI cIjako abhUtArtha nAzavAna kahA hai. paNa nAzavAna kahA hai mATe Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 162 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 e paryAya hai hI nahIM aisA nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! e kahete hai dekho, AtmasvabhAva, samIpa, samIpa, samIpa AhAhAhA... jo paryAyakA prema hai, rAgakA prema hai e abhUtArtha hai, usako choDa de lakSamaeNse, aura bhagavAna trikALI svabhAva paDA hai usakA samIpa jA, jo dUra thA vo najIka jA. AhAhAhA!(zrotA keTalA mAIla cAlavuM paDe.) eka samayameM gati pheranA paDe. kitanA mAila ema ke cAlanA paDe? eka samayameM gati pheranA paDe kIdhuM. vo Ate hai ne prajJAchINI "rabhasA" prajJAchINImAM, ema ke eka samayameM Ate hai prajJAchINI 181 kaLaza, hai? A e hI hai ne samayasAra hai A to 181 hai dekho kaLaza keTalAmeM hai? 181 kaLaza hai. A to hindI, hindI hai, hA 414 peja AyA AyA AyA, ahIM AyA 414 dekho kayA kahete hai? 414 peja, "rabhasAt" hai, juo "rabhasA" zIrgha, kaLazaTIkAmeM eka samaya liyA hai, rabhasAt, hai? rAtma--samayastha sUkSma anta:sandhivaje antaH saMdhibadhe "rabhasA" paDatI hai. eka samayameM paDatI hai eka samaya AMhI to hajI zIdhra liyA, kaLaza TIkAmeM eka samaya liyA hai. samajameM AyA? A kaLazaTIkA heM ne? A "rabhasA" juo. "rabhasA"ati sUkSmakALameM eka samayameM paDate hai, kyA kahA e? ke rAga ne paryAyabuddhi choDakara svabhAva sanmukhameM jAnA usameM eka samaya lagatA hai. AhAhAhA ! pachI khyAlameM bhale asaMkhya samaye Ate hai usako, paNa bheda paDa jAtA hai ne svabhAvakI dRSTi hotI hai to eka samayameM, samayAMtara ho jAtA hai. AhAhAhA ! rabhasA liyA hai, "eka samaya" basa! AhAhA ! jaise eka samayameM bheda Adi ne paryAya Adi hai to usako choDakara dravya, samIpameM jAnA, eka samayameM jAnA hai, AhAhAhA ! kayA kahA? eka samayakI paryAyakI ruci choDakara, eka samayameM dravya, samIpameM jAnA paDatA hai. AhAhAhA ! sUkSma hai bhAI! samyagdarzana ne samyagdarzanakA viSaya koI alaukika cIja hai. atyAre to sArI vAta, dayA karo ne A karo, paDimA lelo dhULameM hai nahIM ne tArI paDimA agiyAra lelo have rAmajIbhAI to kahete huM ogaNIsa paDimA hai to ogaNIsa le lenA, emAM kyAM vastu hai? (zrotA:- jeTalI sAruM lAge eTalI laI lya) agiyAra lai liyA ne, be lai liyA ne, dhULeya nahIM ne hamaNAM kaheto to eka jaNo olo nahIM olo kaheto'to guNadharalAla, guNadharalAla kahete hai ki mereko paDimA to diyA paNa merI pAsa to Ai nahIM hai, kahete hai, lo paDimA kahe. evuM cAlyuM'tuM, vrata, saune vrata devA mAMDe. sabhAmAM Ave eTale to, ohoho ! so, e to ahIMyA AnevAlA thA ne gujarI gayA e, vo kahe ne paDimA mereko diyA thA, paNa merI pAsa Ai nahIM. kayoMki paDimA to kisako kahe prabhu? e rAgase bhinna hokara AtmAkA eka samayameM anubhava ho, ane pIche svarUpakI sthiratAkA aMza baDha jAye svarUpA AzrayakI sthiratAkA aMza baDha jAya usako paDimAkA vikalpa AtA hai, usako vyavahAra kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aura jisako sthiratA isase bhI baDha jAye usako mahAvratakA vikalpa AtA hai e bhI duHkharUpa ne rAga hai. AhAhAhA ! are AMhI to atyAre ekadama paDimA lIdhA, aisA liyA ne Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 163 aisA liyA ne aisA pAMcamaeNse sAta liyA ne sAtameMse agiyAra liyA ne, kahetA ne, vacce kaheto'to eka jaNa AMhI, AMhI kaheto'to eka jaNo ATha paDimA to hai mere pAsa paNa koi bhAva pUchate nahIM to agiyAra paDimA lenA paDegA. ke loko pUche to kharA ke mahArAja padhAro padhAro padhAro AhAra lyo. ahI Avyo to eka jaNo ATha paDimAvALo paNa ATha paDiyA hama kSullaka nahIM, laMgoTI nahIM, aisA nahIM dekhe ne to AhAra leneko deneko nahIM Ave, to paDimA lete hai to Ate hai padhAro padhAro gurujI padhAro e mATe agiyAra lenA paDegA kahe. ararara! are re! prabhu! zuM kare che bhAI ! bApA paDimA kAMI aise AtI hai, e to svarUpakI jaba sthiratA jAmatI hai, samyagdarzana hue pIche zAMtinI sthiratA aMze baDhatI hai usako paDimAkA vikalpa AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! ema ne ema le le....? AMhI to javAba e AyA, rAgako ne paryAyako bhI nahIM chUte aise AtmasvabhAva, AhAhAhA... bhagavAna! amRta sAgarase bharA prabhu, dhruva AtmasvabhAva, aNIndriya jJAna, aNIndriya AnaMda, aNIndriya prabhutA, aNIndriya svacchatA, aisA AtmasvabhAva, samIpa jAne para paryAyakI buddhi choDakara trikALa bhagavAnanA svabhAvakI samIpa jAkara, AhAhAhA... anubhava karane para, e AtmAnA anubhava karane para baddhaspaSTa jUThA hai. paryAya baryAya e trikAlameM hai nahIM samajameM AyA? anubhava hai e paryAya hai, samyagdarzana e paryAya che, paNa vo paryAya dravyameM hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! paNa vo dravyaka samIpa jAkara anubhava karanepara (vaisI) paryAya utpanna hotI hai, e paryAya bhI hai, paNa vo rAgakA saMbaMdha Adi hai, IsalIye usako abhUtArtha kahe diyA, ane AMhI to ApaNe pahelA A gayA, caudameM arthameM ke AtmA vastu jo zuddha caitanyaghana, bhAI e vAta nathI bApu, e zabdo sahelA che. AhAhAhA ! e pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu paramAtmasvarUpe birAjamAna hai AtmA vo upara daSTi lagAnA, AhAhAhA. e dRSTi hai to paryAya, samyagdarzana bhI hai to paryAya, paNa paryAyakI dRSTi dhruva upara lagAnese, samyagdarzana hotA hai. aisA bodha hai bhAI ! AhAhA ! heM? (zrotA - dhruva upara lagAvavI zI rIte?) lagAvavI kahe moDhuM pheravavuM Ama. te kai rIte? moDhuM pheravavuM. aisA moDhA hai ne kara de aisA, kaise pheravavA? paNa pheravI de. caMdubhAI ! e paryAyakA jo lakSa rAga ane paryAya upara hai, to paryAyakA Azraya aisA banA devo samayakI paryAya to parasammukha hai, paNa dravyameMse, lakSa hokara navI paryAya samyagdarzanakI huI, e paryAya vo tarapha jhUkanese hui aisA kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! e samaye dravyamaeNse samyagdarzana hotA hai, dravya, Azrayase, taba vohI paryAya dravya sanmukha hui ema kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA! AkarI vAtu bahu bhAI ! A samyagdarzanakA adhikAra che, A caudamI gAthA. e samyajJAnakA pIche AyegA, cAritrakA to pIche kahIM, samyagdarzana vinA jJAneya saccA nahIM. samyagdarzana vinA cAritra phAritra e badhA bALavrata ne bALapa hai. AhAhAhA !( zrotA gurudeva paryAyane badalavI, parasammukha che tene svasammukha karavI paryAyane e kaI rIte?) paryAyane svasammukha karavI eno artha ? sva sanmukha vo to kahAne, je paryAya para sanmukha hai Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 164 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vo to rahe gaI tyAM (zrotA:- lakSako sva sanmukha karanA) karanA. e navI paryAya utpanna karake sva sanmukha karanA ema kahenemeM AtA hai. (zrotA- karanA vo to maranA hai) nahIM. nahIM. rAgako karanA vo maranA hai. sva tarapha karanA vo to jIvatara hai. (zrotA:- samyagdarzanakI paryAya karanA eTale zuM?) karanA, e karanAno artha e hotA hai. trikALa samIpa jAnepara samyagdarzanakI paryAya hotI hai, chatAM usakA lakSa paryAya upara nahIM, AvuM che prabhu! zuM thAya? are mAraganI rItanI ye khabara na hoya, e mAragamAM zI rIte jai zake? AhA! AMhI vo kahA, baddhaskRSTa taraphase dekho to vyavahAra paryAya hai, rAga hai, nimitta-nimitta saMbaMdha hai, paNa svabhAvakI dRSTise dekho to e bAta abhUtArtha jUThA hai. jUThA eTale? paryAya nahIM hai aisA nahIM, paNa gauNa karake usako jUThA kahA hai AhA... ane mukhya karake bhUtArthako satya kahA hai. AhAhAhA ! e to agiyAramI gAthAmeM AyA ne? trikALIko mukhya karake nizcaya kahA ane paryAyako gauNa karake vyavahAra kahekara abhUtArtha kaho. AmAM keTalI vAtuM pahoMcavI ? nahIMtara paryAya to isakI hai ye nizcaya hai, guNa usakA hai ye nizcaya hai, dravya usakA hai ye nizcaya hai, sva e nizcaya hai, para vyavahAra. paNa yahAM trikALI jJAyakako bhUtArtha kahekara, mukhya mahekara nizcaya kahA ane paryAya usameM hai chateM usako gauNa karake, vyavahAra karake abhUtArtha kahA. AhAhAhAhA... have AvuM jJAna na maLe ne? AvI vAta che bApu ! (zrotA:- hameM to pravacanameM e sUnA thA mahArAja ke paryAyakA karanA bhI nahIM hai, paryAyakA honA bhI nahIM aisA sUnA thA.) karanA baranA nahIM hai, AMhI to paryAya hotI hai ema kahAne? dravya upara lakSa hotI hai ema kahA. AhAhA (zrotA:- karanA nahIM hotI hai.) svabhAva tarapha sanmukha hote hai to paryAya samyagdarzana hotA hai. basa, samyagdarzanakI paryAya upara samyagdarzanakA lakSa nahIM. kayA kahA? samyagdarzanakI paryAya upara samyagdarzanakA lakSa nahIM, samyagdarzanakI paryAyakA lakSa dhruva upara hai, are re! AvI vAta che. mULa atyAre bahota garabaDa ho gai (zrotA- bahota garabaDa nikala gaI.) AhAhA! vo kahA lyo. eka bola huA vo, pAMca bolamaeNse pAMca bola heM ne? abaddhaskRSTa to abaddhaspaSTakI eka kI vyAkhyA kiyA, samajameM AyA? dUsarA jaise miTTikA DhaMkana, ghaDA, jhArI ityAdi paryAyose anubhava karanepara anyatva anerA anerApaNA satya hai." paryAyameM anerA anerA mATImeMse jo ghaDA hotA hai, jhArI hotI hai anerA anerA anya hai, tathApi sarvataH akhkhalita' mATI khkhalita hokara paryAyameM nahIM AtI. AhAhA ! sAmAnya mATI hai e "sarvaparyAyabhedose kiMcitmAtra bhI bhedarUpa nahIM honese" sAmAnya mATI e paryAyameM alita (hokara) AtI hai, AtI hI nahIM kabhI. AhAhA ! e jhArI ne ghaDA ne Adi hotA hai usameM mATI nahIM AtI, e to paryAya hai, paryAyameM sAmAnya nahIM AtA. AhAhAhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! paNa eka miTTike svabhAvane kiMcit mAtra paNa bhedarUpa nahIM honevAlA, sarva paryAyabhedose bhinna, eka miTTi, svabhAva, dekho mATIke svabhAva ekarUpa rahenA sAmAnyapaNe samIpa jAkara anubhava karane para anyatva jUThA hai, anerI anerI mATInI avasthA e jUThI hai, "isIprakAra" AtmAmeM utAregA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ). Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 14 165 pravacana naM. 68 gAthA 14 tA. 25-8-78 zukravAra, zrAvaNa vada-7 saM. 2504 samayasAra 14 mI gAthA. pahelA e kahA ke AtmA jo hai, abaddha hai, rAgake sAtha baMdha jo dikhate hai e paryAyanayakA- vyavahA2nayakA viSaya hai paNa e aMdara svarUpa hai e to abaddha hai, nirAvaraNa, akhaMDa, eka, avinAzI, 52ma pAriNAmika pa2mabhAvalakSaNa, nija paramAtma dravya te ekarUpa vastu hai, e abaddha hai. AhAhA ! usakI upara dRSTi lagAnA usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhA ! pAMca bola to me samajAyegA. nyA pAMca bola krama nahIM paDate, kayA kahA ? pAMca bola abaddhatkRSTa, ananyam, niyatama, avizeSar, asaMyuktam e pAMca bola to kramase samajAte hai, paNa jaba aMdara samyagdarzana hotA hai taba eka sAtha hI pAMcakA abhAva aMda2 baphrakA AdikA abhAva hotA hai. - karmakA saMbaMdha baMdha, anerI anerI gati jo nA2kI Adi dikhate hai, e bhI aMtaramAM abaddhadaSTi, dRSTi hote saba anekapaNAkA abhUtArtha hotA hai, aura eka svarUpa u52 dRSTi denese e nizcaya bhUtArtha hai. AhA ! AvI vAtuM che. e pahelA abaddhanA deSTAMta diyA kamalinIkA. dUsarA mATIkA deSTAMta, mATImeM jo ghaDA jhArI Adi hotI hai paryAya. vo hai, paNa mATIkA svabhAva ekarUpa dekhanese e paryAya saba abhUtArtha hai. e to dRSTAMta huA siddhAMta, hai ? usI prakA2 AtmAkA, bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa dhruva, usakA nA2ka Adi paryAyose anubhava ka2ne52, gati na2ka hai, manuSya hai, deva hai, tiryaMca hai aisI gatikI paryAyase dekho to anekapaNA dikhate hai, paryAyanayakA viSaya ye hai, paNa use dekhanese samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. AhAhAhAhA ! nA2ka Adi paryAyose anubhava zabde jAnana ka2nese anubhava eTale jJAna, jAnanA, jANana ka2ne 52 paryAyose anyonyaMtararUpa hai. naraka gati, tiryaMca gati, manuSya gati, deva gati, anya anya hai e apekSAe satya hai. tathApi, topaNa AhAhA... sarvataH askhalita, bhagavAna zAyaka dhruva svarUpa apanA svabhAvase gatimeM skhalita nahIM huA hai, AhAhAhA ! trikALa sadA nirAvaraNa bhagavAna AtmA e apanA svabhAvase kabhI skhalita, gati AdimeM nahIM AyA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? sUkSma hai bhAI ! e vAta karanA, bolanA vo koi dUsarI cIja hai. AhA ! naraka gati, manuSya gati, deva gati, tiryaMca gati, ekendriya, beindriya, traNa indriya paryAyanayathI dekho to ye anekapaNA hai, paNa vo to vartamAna eka aMzakI dRSTise dekhanese vyavahA2 hai, te paNa vyavahAranaya, paNa vo vAta trikALa satya nahIM. e cIja AtmAneM trikALa TIka zake aisI cIja nahIM. AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA apanA sarvataH askhalita cihnana dhruva jJAyakabhAva e apanA svabhAvase kyAMya skhalita ( hokara ) koi gatirme AyA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? sarva paryAya bhedomeM kiMcita mAtra bhedarUpa na honese, vastu jo dravyasvabhAva hai e nakagati AdimeM kiMcit bhI anyatva nahIM huA hai. a222 ! e to paryAyameM anyatva hai. AhAhAhA ! Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 166 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 sUkSma viSaya hai. samyagdarzana aura usakA viSaya, samyagdarzana e nirvikalpa dRSTi hai ane usakA viSaya sarvataH askhalita ciddana dhruva svabhAva jo kabhI apanA svabhAvabheMse gatikI paryAyameM AyA nahIM, aisI cIja jo hai. AhAhAhAhA ! sarva paryAya bhedose kiMcit mAtra bhedarUpa na honese, AhAhAhA... na2kagati ke manuSyagati Adi hui paNa apanA trikALI jJAyakasvabhAvase kiMcit bhI gatimeM bhedarUpa nahIM huA. AhAhA ! have A cIja hajI samajanA kaThaNa paDe usakI prApti karanA, apUrva puruSArtha hai bhAI ! AhAhA ! ane e ja kartavya hai prathama to. AhAhA ! "meM sarvataH askhalita" sarva paryAyoneM, askhalitano artha kiyA, kiMcit mAtra paNa anyarUpase nahIM huA. AhAhAhA ! hai ? anyatva abhUtArtha hai. kiMcit mAtra bhedarUpa na honA, AhAhA ! gati eTale A manuSya zarIra nahIM, aMdara manuSyakI gatikA udaya jo gatipaNA hai, nAmakarmakA nimitta hai ne gatipaNA jo hai, e paryAyameM zAyakabhAva trikALI zuddha caitanya jo samyagdarzanakA viSaya e apanA svabhAvabheMse askhalitapaNA kabhI gatikI paryAyameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! keTalAka kahete hai ne ke manuSyakI gati ho to kevaLajJAna hote hai. manuSyagatimeM kevaLajJAna hote hai, paNa e vAta jUThI hai. AhAhAhA ! apanA ekIlA jJAyaka dhruva askhalita, jo gatikI koi gatikI paryAyameM dhruva jJAyaka svabhAva AyA nahIM, usakA Azrayase samyagdarzana hotA hai, aura usakA Azrayase cAritra hotA hai, aura usakA Azrayase kevaLajJAna hotA hai, koi saMhananase, manuSyapaNAse kevaLajJAna hotA hai aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? satya vastu bahota durlabha hai bApu ! AhAhA ! sarvataH askhalita, cA2 gatieMse ekendriya, beindriya, traNa indriya, coindriya, paMcendriya, manuSya, deva, nA2kI Adi paryAyameM AyA paNa vo vastu svabhAva paryAyameM kabhI AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! eka dhruva svarUpa, ekarUpa sadeza svarUpa, nityAnaMda prabhu apanA svabhAvabheMse kiMcit mAtra gatimeM skhalita nahIM huA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? vo eka 'caitanyAkA2 AtmasvabhAvake samIpa jAkara' kayA kahete (hai ) ? gatikI paryAyakA samIpa jAkara, vo paryAyakA jJAna hotA hai, ane e maiM huM e mithyArdaSTi hai. AhAhAhA ! vo paryAya, gatikI paryAya hai usakI samIpase dUra hoka2, paryAyabuddhimeMse nikalakara AhAhA... AtmA jo zAyaka caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhu hai, usake samIpa jAkara, anubhava karane 52 trikALI jJAyakabhAvakA samIpa nAma dRSTi karanese, usakA svIkAra ane satkAra karanese, usakA anubhava karanese, AhAhA... AvuM che prabhu ! "anyatva abhUtArtha hai." e anerI anerI gati je paryAya hai e jUThA hai, paryAya paryAya tarIke hai paNa svabhAvakI dRSTikI apekSAe paryAya jUThI hai. jUThI hai nAma hai paryAya nahIM thI aisA nahIM. hai to kharI, paNa vo vyavahA2nayakA khaMDa khaMDakA jJAna karanekA viSaya hai. AhAhA ! aura bhagavAna AtmA zAyaka askhalita caitanya svarUpa anAdi anaMta ekarUpa rahenevAlI cIja e abheda u52 dRSTi karanese, e paryAyakA bhede ya jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotA:- paryAyakA bheda jUThA hai eTale ? ) bheda e dRSTikA viSaya nahIM. to paryAya gauNa karake Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 167 usako jUThA kahe diyA hai. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! dharma cIja koi alaukika hai. AhAhA ! e paryAyakI dRSTie, dravyadRSTi nahIM hotI. paryAyakA lakSase dravyadRSTi nahIM hotI. vohI apekSAse dravya nAma jJAyaka cidAnaMdasvarUpa usakA samIpa jAkara, nAma usakA satkAra, svIkAra karanese, aura trikALI jJAyakabhAvako sanmukha honese anubhava karanepara e paryAyakA bheda gauNa ho gayA, to vo abhUtArtha hai. AhAhAhA! usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. (zrotA- paryAyanA bhedo to jJAnamAM AvyA che) e pIche bhedajJAnameM darzana huA, usakI sAthe jo jJAna huA e jJAna svako bhI jAnate haiM ne paryAyakA bhedako jAnate hai. jAnanemeM do hai pIche, paNa samyagdarzanameM do, dRSTikA viSayameM nahIM. Are AvI che vAta bhAI ! AhAhA! samajameM AyA? e caitanyaAkAra, eka cetanyaAkAra, eka caitanyasvarUpa svabhAva, eka caitanya svabhAvarUpa AtmasvabhAva, athavA caitanyasvarUparUpa AtmasvabhAva, AhAhA.... inake samIpa jAnepara anubhava karanepara e anyatva jUThA hai. anerA anerApaNe jUThA hai. bhagavAna to ananya hai. anyatva, anyatvameM AtA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? gati AdikI paryAya anyatva anyatva hai. usameM ananya prabhu anyatvameM AtA nahIM. are A zuM che A vAta, kahe che. atyAre mULa cIja ane mULa cIjakA viSaya, bAta AkhI jANe pheraphAra ho gayA. A karo ne, A karo ne A karo ne zAstra vAMco ne zAstra bhaNo ne bhakti karo ne pUjA karo ne vrata karo ne tapa karo ne, AhAhAhA... bhAI ! tane khabara nathI prabhu! e badhI kriyAno vikalpa che e to rAga hai ane rAgase prabhu to abaMdha hai. rAgase saMbaMdha nAma baMdha nahIM. svabhAvameM rAgakA saMbaMdha, saMbaMdha, (nahIM) samajameM AyA? kayA kahA? ke bhagavAna jJAyakasvabhAva e ekarUpa caitanyasvarUpa AtmasvabhAva, usakI dRSTi karanese gati je anya anya hai vo usameM nahIM. usameM nahIM e apekSAse usako asatyArtha kahenemeM AyA hai. samajameM AyA? pahele eka vAra kahA thA, ke svadravyanI apekSAe anya dravya adravya hai. kayA kahA? sva AtmA hai svadravya, svadravya apanepaNe hai, paradravyase haiM nahIM. aura paradravya paradravyase hai, apane dravyase huM nahIM. to usakA artha kayA huA ? pahelI caubhaMgI, saptabhaMgImeM, apanA dravyakI apekSAse apanemeM hai, paNa apanA dravyanI apekSAse dUsarA dravya adravya hai. AhAhAhAhA. usakI apekSAse dravya hai, paNa A dravyakI apekSAe adravya hai. AhAhA! aura A kSetrane asaMkhya pradezI bhagavAna AtmA, e svakSetrathI apakSAse apane hai, ane apanI apekSAse dUsarAkA asaMkhya pradezI kSetra jIvakA aura paramANukA eka pradezI kSetra e akSetra hai. Are AvI vAtuM have, AkAza paNa A svakSetranI apekSAe akSetra hai. caMdubhAI ! AvI vAtuM che, bApu! zuM thAya? vastunI sthiti, (zrotA:- AkAza to bahota baDA kSetra hai.) bahota baDA kSetra hai usameM hai, A kSetranI apekSAe to akSetra hai. usakA kSetranI apekSAe kSetra ho, samajameM AyA? vAta bApA bhagavaMta terI cIja aisI koi e enI lIlA paryAyameM anekatA dikhatI hai, paNa e vastu svarUpa e aisA nahIM. AhAhA ! ema kALanI apekSAse, apanI paryAyakA svakALakI apekSAe apanA apanemeM hai, ane Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 168 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 apanA paryAyakA svakALakI apekSAe dUsarI paryAyakA kALa parakALa che. AhAhAhA! aura isase sUkSma le jAe, to trikALI jJAyakabhAva e svakALakI apekSAe apanA hai, ane apanI paryAyakI apekSAe parakALa hai e apane meM nahIM. samAjameM AyA? e ahIMyA kiyA, kahete hai ke parakALa jo gati Adi hai ho, apanA dravyasvabhAvakI apekSAse ye hai nahIM, usakI apekSAse vo hai. AhAhAhA.... A jainadarzana bApA! sUkSma bahu bhAI ! AhAhA ! e koi paMDitAino vidvAnano viSaya nathI. e to aMtaradRSTino viSaya hai. AhAhAhA ! tiryaMca hajAra jojananA maccha bhI samyagdarzana pAte hai, kayA jAnapaNA thA? asmalita caitanyadravya jJAyaka dhruva svabhAva, usakA deSTi karanese e satya hai ane paryAya hai e apekSAe e asatya hai, usakI apekSAse satya hai, apanA dravyasvabhAvakI apekSAe asatya hai. AhAhA ! jaise "bhAva" apanA bhAva jo hai anaMta guNarUpa bhAva e apanI apekSAe satya hai. ane dUsarA jo anaMta siddho ane usakA bhAva kevaLajJAna Adi aMdara guNabhAva apanA bhAvakI apekSAe e abhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aise yahAM, jJAyakabhAvakI dRSTi aMdara karanese e satyArtha ye hI hai aura paryAya bheda jitanA gati AdikA huM e asatyArtha haiM. Ama che prabhu! zuM thAya bApu! mAraga bahu pharI gayo prabhu ! zuM kare? bhagavAnanA viraha paDayA. kevaLajJAnanI utpatti nahIM, lokoe svacchede mAraga calAyA hai. (zrotA - vANI to rahI gaI bhagavAnanI) hai? A mAraga rahI gayo aMdara vastu. AhAhA! paNa usako ekAMta mAnate hai. (zrotA-mAnane do.) AhAhA ! vo ekAMta hI hai. e AyegA, samyaka ekAMta hI hai. pAMcamAM bolameM AyegA, A to hajI dUsarA bola calate hai. AhAhA ! e do bola huA. - have tIsarA bola: - jaise samudrakA vRddhihAnirUpa avasthA bharatI oTa, tamArI bhASAmAM kyA? bADha, bADha kahevAya, e vRddhi apekSAse ne hAni apekSAse, anubhava karane para eTale jJAna karane para aniyatapaNA bhUtArtha hai. e che, bharatI oTa hotA hai, e bADha AtI hai ghaTa jAtI hai e paryAyakI apekSAse samudrameM e huM. AhAhA... tathApi nitya, sthira samudra svabhAva, dhruva svabhAva, samudra ekarUpa rahenevAlA, jemAM bharatI bADha ne hAni hai nahIM aisA samudrakI eka ekarUpa cIjako dekhane, AhAhAhA... anubhava karanepara aniyatatA jUThA hai. e samudrameM jo bADha AtI hai ne ghaTa jAtI hai e saba jUThA hai. trikALanI apekSA, samudranI sAmAnyanA svabhAvanI apekSAe vo bADha Adi hai e saba jUThI bAta hai, samajameM AyA? Are AvI vAtuM che. isI prakAra" e to daSTAMta huA. have AtmAmeM, AhAhA... AtmAkA vRddhihAnirUpa paryAyabhedoMse anubhava karanepara, AhAhA... paryAyameM anaMta guNa paryAya vizeSa hotI hai, aura e ghaTa jAtI hai. aisA akSarane anaMtameM bhAge paryAya ho jAtI hai nigodameM, kevaLajJAna paryAya sarvajJako hotI hai, aisI paryAyabhedose dekho, AhAhAhAhA.. to aniyatatA hai kharI aniyata nAma anizcaya vastu hai kharI, paryAyadeSTise. AhAhA! have, "tathApi nitya-sthira" nityano artha sthira, sthira biMba dhruva biMba anaMta guNarAzikA piMDa prabhu, AhAhAhA.. usakA sthira nizcala AtmasvabhAvake samIpa jAnepara, nizcala AtmasvabhAva jo ekarUpa paryAyameM AtA nahIM. hAnivRddhirUpa paryAya je hotI hai usameM e Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 169 ekarUpa dravya AtA nahIM. AhAhAhA.. akSarane anaMtameM bhAge paryAya ho, to bhI dravya to pUrNa hI pUrNa hI paDA hai, aura kevaLajJAnakI paryAya ho to bhI dravya to paripUrNa ja hai, to paryAya itanI bahAra Ai to tyAM ghaTavadha ho gaI hai, aise hai nahIM. AhAhA ! kevaLajJAnakI paryAya eka samayakI e bhI eka samayakI paryAya che. paryAyakI mudata ja eka samaya hai, guNa ane dravyakI mudata trikALa hai. AhAhA! to kahete hai, ke kevaLajJAna traNa kALa traNalokako apanI paryAya jAnanameM, vo jAnanameM A jAte hai, aisI e paryAya bhI honepara dravya svabhAvameM koi kamI huI hai, aisA hai nahIM, itanI paryAya bahAra Aine kamI nahIM aMdara? bApu e koi alaukika cIja hai. AhAhA ! e paryAya itanI tAkAtavAlI bahAra AI to aMdarameMse kucha ghaTavadha hogI ke nahIM ? bhagavAnano mAraga to bahu alaukika hai bhAI ! AhAhA! e dravyasvabhAva ekarUpa trikALa hai, eka hai ne? nitya sthira AtmasvabhAvakI samIpa jAkara, nitya sthira ekarUpa hai, cAhe to kevaLajJAna huA ho ne, cAhe to akSarane anaMtame bhAge ho ne, cAhe to cAra jJAna ne avadhijJAna Adi ho. paNa e vastu to usameM AtI nahIM. AhAhA! e paryAyameM vastu jo trikALI hai, e AtI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! ane trikALI jJAyaka svabhAvakA Azraya karanA, to usakI dRSTi karanA usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. A samyagdarzanakI gAthA hai. (hajI) atyAre to kAMi devaguru zAstranI zraddhA karo, navatattvanI bhedanI zraddhA karo samakita ! arara ! bApu tane khabara nathI bhAI ! AhA! navatattvanI bhejavALI zraddhAkA anubhava to mithyAtva hai bhejavALI hoM Ama navatatva, tattvArthasUtramAM kahA huM tyAM to ekavacana hai tyAM, bahuvacana nahIM hai tattvArtha sUtrameM. jIva, ajIva, Asava, baMdha, mokSa, ekavacana hai. e navakA ekavacana A abheda navako jAnate hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! yahAM kahete hai ke paryAyameM hinAdhika dazA, AhAhA... agurulaghuke kAraNa ane paryAyakA dharmaka kAraNa, paryAya adhika ho, sAmAnya ho thoDI ho, vizeSa ho, aisA prakAra ho paryAya dRSTie paNa vastunI dRSTise dekho, bhagavAna ekarUpa caitanyasUrya bhagavAna caitanya samudra paDA hai aMdara, AhAhAhA... jema e samudrameM paryAyakA bADha bharatI vRddhi hai nahIM, aise bhagavAnameM A paryAya hinAdhikakI paryAya aMdarameM hai nahIM aura hinAdhika paryAyameM AtmA AtA nahIM. AvI vAta che bhAI ! AhAhA! are, Avo manuSyabhava maLyo ne emAM jo A na kiyA to prabhu tAruM zuM thaze bhAI ! AhAhA ! 84 lAkha yonInA avatAra nAtha, AhAhA... e daSTikA viSaya samyagdarzana binA e huA, AhAhA... e samyagdarzana paryAyako nahIM svIkAratI hai, samyagdarzana trikALI jJAyakabhAvako hI svIkAra karatI hai. AhAhAhA ! samajAya evuM che prabhu! bhASA to sAdI che, bhAva to je hai e hai. AhAhA ! kahete hai ke paryAya cAhe to kevaLajJAna ho ne cAhe to matijJAnanA zrutanA akSaranA anaMtameM bhAge ho, bhedanI apekSAe paryAyanI dRSTise paryAya hai. AhAhA ! vo to jAnane lAyaka Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai itanA, have Adarane lAyaka kayA cIja hai? AhAhA! trikALI svarUpa kevaLajJAnakI paryAya bhI Adarane lAyaka nahIM hai. yaha sabhUta vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai. AhAhA ! are ! are ! kevaLajJAna e nizcayanayakA viSaya nahIM. nizcayanayakA viSaya to dhruva trikALI jJAyakabhAva te viSaya usakA hai. paMDitajI! AhAhAhA! aura, AhA... e paryAyameM dravya AyA hI nahIM kabhI, AhAhA... aisA dravyasvabhAva asmalita vo upara dRSTi denese e vastu satyArtha ho gaI, ane enI apekSAse paryAyakA bheda asatyArtha ho gayA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? sUkSma hai bhagavAna ! zuM thAya prabhu? terI lIlA to dekha. AhAhAhA ! paryAyameM anekANA hone para bhI, bhagavAna terI ekarUpa cIja hai, e kabhI anekameM AI nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? kevaLajJAnakI paryAyameM bhI dravya AtA nahIM. samyagdarzanakI paryAyameM, pUrNa zAkabhAvakI pratIti ne usakA jeTaluM sAmarthya hai e saba usa jJAna paryAyameM AtA hai paNa vo cIja paryAyameM nahIM AtI. AhAhAhA ! jema agniko dekhanese agnikI uSNatAnA jJAna hotA hai yahAM, paNa e uSNatA yahAM nahIM AtI. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! ema apanI paryAyame lokAloka jAnate chate paryAyameM lokAloka nahIM AtA, eka vAta. ane paryAyameM pUrNa jAnakI tAkAta khIlI to usameM dravya nahIM AtA. paryAyameM lokAloka nahIM AtA ne paryAyameM dravya nahIM AtA. AhAhAhAhA! (zrotAH- paryAya akelI laTakegI?) eka ja samayakI paryAya, eka bAra to kahA thA, ke A jagatameM eka samayakI paryAya e hI pUrNa hai basa, sArA dravyaguNako jAnatI hai, anaMtI paryAyako jAnatI hai, lokAloka paddhavyako asti hai mATe jAnatI nahIM, usakA svaparaprakAzaka (svabhAva) honese jAnatI hai, eka samayakI paryAyameM sArA saba A gayA. chA~ dravya AyA nahIM usameM, dravyanA jJAna AyA. AhAhA! AvI vAta che bhAI ! bhagavAna trilokanAtha sarvazadeva ema kahete hai, saMto e rIte jagata pAse vAta mukta hai, prabhu! AhAhA! bhAI ! tere kArya bahota karanA paDatA, aMtarmukha jyAM sArI cIja huM pUrI tyAM tere dRSTi mUkanA paDegA prabhu! AhAhA ! taba terI prabhutAkI tere pratIta hogI, samajameM AyA? paryAya to pAmara hai! AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- pAmara hone para jAnane kI zakti to hai ne) jAnakI zakti ho bhale paNa e pAmara, svAmI kArtikeyameM to aisA kahA hai ke samakita dRSTiko jJAna darzana cAritrakI paryAya hui, chatAMya e kahete hai ke prabhu merI paryAya to kevaLajJAnakI apekSAse pAmara hai. svAmI kArtikeya mULa zloka hai, samajameM AyA? (zrotA- e paryAya pUraNa sAmarthyavAna to hai ne) e paNa dravyanI AgaLa pAmara hai. AhAhAhA ! kemake eka eka guNameM aisI kevaLajJAnakI paryAya to anaMtI avaMtI anaMtI paryAya eka guNameM paDI hai zaktirUpa. AhAhAhA ! ne aisA anaMta guNa jo huM anaMta guNakA ekarUpa prabhu bhagavAna dravyasvabhAva, usakI dRSTi karanese e satya hai, aura paryAya te dRSTikA viSaya nahIM mATe te asatya hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have, AmAM zuM karavuM, kayA karanA kAMi sUjha paDatI nahIM ema kahete hai. ema ke Ama karavuM ne Ama karavuM, bhAI ! svasammukha honA vo karanA nahIM? sva nAma paripUrNa bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhA... usakA daSTi karanese AtmasvabhAva trikALIkA samIpa jAkara, Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 171 AhA... samIpa jAkara bhASA to dekho. TIkA te TIkA hai. AhAhA! bharatakSetramaiM aisI TIkA koI hai nahIM. AhAhA! gajaba vAta hai. sarvajJa anusAriNI, aisA zAstrakI racanA ho gaI hai. AhAhA ! e AtmA, A TIkAkA nAma AtmakhyAti huM ne? A TIkAkA nAma AtmakhyAti huM A samayasAra. to AtmakhyAti nAma prasiddhi huI. svabhAva trikALa hai usakI dRSTi karanese AtmA kaisA ne kitanA hai usakI prasiddhi zraddhAmeM A gaI. ane jJAnakI paryAyameM usakA zeya kitanA hai e A gayA. AhAhA ! e rAgakI paryAyameM usakI prasiddhi nahIM AtI. samajameM AyA? rAga pote jaDa heM acetana hai, jJAnakA caitanyanA aMzakA abhAva hai usameM. vyavahAra ratnatraya cAhe to devaguruzAstrakI zraddhA ho cAhe to paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma ho ke zAstrajJAna ho vikalpAtmaka parase paDhayA paNa rAga acetana hai e to. baMdha adhikArameM to tyAM laga kahA ke jitanA zAstra jJAna hai parakA, e zabdajJAna hai e AtmajJAna nahIM, aisA liyA hai. baMdha adhikAra, e jJAna zabdakA jJAna hai ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! e zabdo hai ne? usameM zabda nimitta thA ne? ne jJAna to bhale apanI paryAyameM huA, paNa e zabda jJAna hai e AtmajJAna nahIM. AhAhAhA ! baMdha adhikArameM hai. navatattvakI zraddhA e navatattvakI bhedarUpa zraddhA hai apanI nahIM. ahAhA!hai usameM? ane cha kAyakI rakSAkA bhAva e cha kAya jIva hai e para hai terI cIja nahIM, AhAhA! aisA tyAM liyA hai baMdha adhikArameM. AhAhA! AMhI to isase AgaLa baDhakara, AhAhA.. paryAyameM je gati Adi hai aniyattatA hai, hinAdhika dazA paryAyameM hotI hai, e saba paryAyanI dRSTie paryAya hai, paNa vastukI dRSTi karanese anubhava karane para samyagdarzanakA viSayakA anubhava karanepara, e saba usakA viSayameM AtA nahIM. to apekSAe abhUtArtha hai, samajameM AyA? have Avo upadeza. have zI rIte AmAM? AhAhA! olI to evI vAtuM hoya ke Ama karo, vrata karo, dayA pALo, bhakti karo, rAga karo, (zrotA:- rAga karavAno upadeza) maMdira banAvo, gajaratha calAvo, eya godikAjI? A paisAvALAne ThIka dekhAya kaMika paisAthI thAtuM hoya to, AhAhA bApu! kyAMya nathI bhAI ! e parakI cIja kara sakate nahIM. maMdira kara sakate nahIM, gajaratha AtmA calA sakate nahIM. rathakI kriyA AtmA kara sakate nahIM, usameM bhAva hotA hai te zubha ho, e zubharAga baMdhanA kAraNa hai. ( zrotAApa pratiSThA to karAvo cho) koNa karAve che? hotA hai ame to kabhI koiko kahA nahIM ke A karo, maMdira banAvo e bhI ame to kabhI kahA nahIM. A makAna bhI banAvo ame to kabhI kahA nahIM. svAdhyAya maMdira banate hai to kabhI kahI nahIM ke A banAvo. meM to aisA kahA thA ke tuma banAte ho paNa amArI koi vizeSatA ke vItarAgatA baDha jAye to hamako koi pratibaMdha nahIM ke hamAre ko yahAM rahenA hI paDegA hamAre. pahelese kahA thA, ame kadI koi makAna banAvo ke aisA koi (nahIM kahA) AMhI karoDo rUpiyAkA makAna ho gayA abhI AMhIyA. kadI kiyA (kahA) nahIM, karate hai to hama jAnate hai. hai? (zrotA - Apako roka diyA A makAnameM ) koie rokA nahIM hai, (zrotA - parapadArtha roke ?) samajameM AyA? apanA rAgameM, vItarAgatA na ho, to Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 172 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kAraNase rAgameM rUka gayA hai. makAnake kAraNase nahIM. AhAhAhA ! evI vAta che prabhu! zuM thAya? ahIMyA huve e kaho. bhagavAna nizcala sthira prabhu paDyA che. ekarUpa!Adi aMta binA akRtrima, aNakarAyelI cIja paryAya to kartA hotA haine bhokatA hotA hai e cIja nahIM trikALI jJAyakabhAva, dhruvabhAva, avinAzIbhAva, nityabhAva, dhruvabhAva, avicaLabhAva, ekarUpabhAva, sadezabhAva, sAmAnyabhAva, usako dekhanese, usakA samIpa jAnese tere samyagdarzana hogA, aura samIpa jAnese e paryAya saba abhUtArtha dikhegI, usameM AtI nahIM. AhAhAhA!samajameM AyA? tIna bola huA, abaddhaskRSTa, ananya, niyata tIna(bola) huA. have cothA "avizeSa" cothA. jaise sonekA, sonuM sonuM suvarNa, cikanApana, pIlApana, bhArepana ityAdi guNarUpa bhedose, ityAdi guNarUpa bhedose jAnane karanepara, anubhava nAma jAnanA karane para vizeSatA bhUtArtha hai. e sonAnA aneka je cikanApaNA Adi guNa hai, e vizeSase dekhanese e hai, e vizeSa huA. guNInA guNakA bheda vizeSa huA. AhAhAhA! vizeSa dekharese hai, paNa usakI dRSTise samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. ahIM to sonAkI bAta hai. usakI dRSTie sonA nahIM khyAlameM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? sonAkA guNabheda dekhanese sonA khyAlameM nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! 'tathApi' topaNa jisameM sarva vizeSa vilaya ho gayA hai, AhAhAhA.. cIkaNA pILApaNA ne saba vilaya ho gayA hai, ekalA sAmAnya sonA (ko) dekhanese, vizeSako na dekhanese, vizeSa vilaya ho gayA hai, jisameM hai nahIM sAmAnyameM. aisA suvarNasvabhAvake samIpa jAkara jJAna karane para vizeSatA abhUtArtha che. e sonAnI vizeSatA cIkaNApaNuM Adi jUThuM hai, ekarUpa sonAmeM e bheda hai nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! Akaro bola che A cotho jarI. usI prakAra AtmAkA jJAnadarzana Adi guNarUpa bhedose jAnane para vizeSatA hai, guNabheda hai, e paryAyanayakA viSaya hai, vyavahAranayakA e viSaya hai. AhAhAhA ! to bhI jisameM sarva vizeSa vilaya ho gaye, sarva je avyaktameM kahA hai, ke caitanya sAmAnyameM, caitanyakI vizeSa vyaktiyAM, saba aMtargata ho gai, pUrvaka paryAya aMtargata ho gai, vartamAna paryAya bhinna bahAra rahI, to vo vartamAna paryAyase dekhanemeM bhUta ne bhaviSyakI paryAya caitanya sAmAnyameM ghUsa gai aMdarameM. jalakA taraMga jaise jalameM DUbata hai, Ate hai ne? A to pUrNarUpa hai. ema caitanya sAmAnyameM jitanI paryAya huI eka samayameM rahI bahAra vyakta, bAkI saba pUrva bhaviSya ne bhUtakI to aMdara ghUsa gaI. e guNameM abhedarUpe ho gaI. AhAhAhA ! jaise jJAnanA kSayopazama jo huM e paryAya hai, eka samayakI avasthA. dUsare samayameM e avasthA aMdarameM calI gaI, to bahArameM to e kSayopazama dazA thI. aMdara gaI tyAM kSayopazama rahI nahIM pAriNAmikabhAva ho gaI. AhAhAhAhAhA ! A zuM che, A te? samajameM AyA? (zrotAH- naSTa ho gai) naSTa ho gaI. paNa gaI kyAM? naSTa huI magara sat thA ne? e kAMi asat nahIM thA. paNa kyAM gaI? vartamAnamaeNse gaI che, paNa sAmAnyameM gai huM Ama. (zrotAbahAra nahIM rahI) e to paryAyameM nahIM hai, aMdarameM hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhA ! Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 173 e vartamAna dazA cAhe to udayakI ho rAga Adi, e eka samaya rahetI hai, dUsare samaya to vyaya hotA hai, vyaya hokara kyAM gaI? ati hai nA, asti thA ne? utpA vyaya dhruva yuktam asti sat hai. tInoM sat hai. to paryAya bhI udayakI thI (vo) sat thI, AhAhA... tasvArtha sUtrameM to usako jIvatattva kahA, kahenemeM AyA hai, pahelA adhyAyameM, rAga Adi dayA, dAnako vikalpa e jIvatattva hai, ema kahA hai. (zrotA:- svatattvam) hA, svatattva kahA hai, paNa eka samayameM rahekara dUsare samayameM calI jAtI hai, kaho? aMdarameM, paNa aMdarameM A vikAra cale nahIM jAtA, paNa usakI yogyatA aMdarameM calI jAtI hai, pAriNAmikabhAve ho jAtA hai. AhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai bhAI, samajameM AyA? aise kSayopazamabhAvakI paryAya eka samayanI sthiti hai, dUsare samaya calI jAtI hai, to kahAM jAtI hai? aMdarameM. to aMdarameM kSayopazamabhAvakI paryAya rahI nahIM. aMdarameM gaI to pAriNAmikabhAvakI dazA ho gaI. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ema kSAyika kevaLajJAnakI paryAya eka samaya rahetI hai, dUsare samaya vyaya hotI hai, to gaI kyAM? aMdara. yahAM to kSAyikabhAvakI thI, aMdara gai tyAM pAriNAmikabhAva ho gayA. (zrotA:- aMdarameM paryAyarUpe kahAM rahI dravyarUpe raha gaI?) paryAyarUpe nahIM, guNarUpe ho gaI. (zrotA:- pAriNAmika bhAvamAM pheraphAra thaI jAya to ?) kAMi pheraphAra nathI, nizcayamAM to pheraphAra nathI, vyavahAre aisA kahenemeM AtA hai. paryAya aMdarase nikalI ne paryAya aMdara gai ne e badhA bhedanayase hai. gajaba che bhAI ! e dravyanA svabhAva aciMtya hai. AhAhA! jaise kSetrakA aMta hai kyAMya? A loka to asaMkhya jojanameM hai, pIche aloka, AkAza kahAM pUrA huA ? pUrA huA to pIche kayA? bhAI ! koi alaukika svabhAva hai bhAI ! AhAhAhA! (zrotA:- kahIM to aMta hogA ?) kahIM ne kahIM aMta hai hI nahIM, e mATe to A kahenA hai, AhAhAhAhAhA ! aMta hai to pIche kayA? pIche huM ke nahIM kucha aMta? bhAI ! A to alaukika vAtuM che bApu! AhA... eka nAstika mANasa thA barAbara nahIM thA. divAnanA laDakA thA mArI pAse AyA, to pUchate the, meM kIdhuM bhAI kaho, bhale tamane koi vAta na bese to eka vAta meM aisA kahetA huMki A kSetra hai kSetra, kahAM pUrA huA ? vicArameM to lyo, e kSetra kyAM pUrA huA ? AhAhA ! cauda brahmAMDa to asaMkhya jojanameM pUrA ho gayA, pIche? AkAza AkAza AkAza anaMta ne anaMtaguNA guNAkAra karo to bhI usakA aMta nahIM. kayA cIja hai A? koi kSetra svabhAva bhI koI alaukika hai. eya, divAnano dikaro. (zrotA - kevaLajJAna anaMtane jANe.) hai? jANe anaMtane anaMta tarIke, jANyA mATe aMta ho gayA tyAM aisA nahIM. anaMtane anaMta tarIke jANyA, jANyA mATe tyAM aMta ho gayA aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA! e garabaDa bahota Ai hai kala, jaina darzanameM. (jaina saMdezameM) sarvajJa dekhA aisA hogA to to niyata ho gayA. are sUna to sahI prabhu! AhAhA ! e sarvajJakI paryAyake nizcaya karanA, vo svabhAva sanmukha hokara puruSArtha anaMta hai. AhAhA. pIche diThayA aisA hogA, AhA. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! jyAM kSetrano svabhAva aisA khyAlameM... AhAhA... kALano svabhAva? kahAMse zarU huA ? dravyanI paryAya kahAMse zurU pahelI hai paryAya? Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 174 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhA! dravya e kahAMse ne paryAya bhI pahelI paryAya kai? pahelI hai nahIM. anAdi, anAdi, anAdi, anAdi, anAdi, anAdi, anAdi. bhAI ! koi vastukA svarUpa e alaukika hai. e to jainadarzana ja jANate hai anyako to khabara nahIM. AhAhA... to vo kALakI Adi nahIM, kSetrakA aMta nahIM, kALakA aMta nahIM, usase bhI anaMtaguNA kSetranA pradeza hai. anaMtaguNA dharma AtmAkA. anaMtaguNAkA guNa to e guNakA aMta nahIM ke eka, do, tIna, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, A chellA AyA? aise hai nahIM. eya ! (zrotA:- gurudeva! koI kahetA hoya ke kevaLI bhagavAnanuM kevaLajJAna paripUrNa che to pahelI paryAya kaI e to jANe ne?) paNa pahelI paryAya hai nahIM. to e to kahA ne, e to hai khyAla hai saba tarka to saba AyA hai hamAre pAsa to. pahelI paryAya huM nahIM to pahelI paryAya kahAMse dekhe bhagavAna? anAdikI hai aisA anAdikI dekhate hai. AkarI vAta bhAI ! (zrotA - anumAnase dekhate haiM) pratyakSa dekhate hai, anumAna kaisA? bhaviSyakI paryAya, bhUtakI paryAya, vartamAna hai nahIM, chatAM bhagavAna to pratyakSa dekhate hai. AhA ! bApu! e koi alaukika vAtuM hai, sarvajJakI paryAya bhaviSyameM anaMtakALa pIche hogI atyAre huM nahIM, paNa jJAna nyAM hai aisI pratyakSa dikhate hai e. (zrotA - huM nahIM to kyA dekhe) e huM nahIM e dikhate hai, hai nyAM, bhaviSyameM honevAlI pratyakSa ahIMyA dikhate hai. bApu! e alaukika vAtuM bhAI ! AhAhAhA! e kSetranA svabhAva, kALakA svabhAva, guNakA anaMtakA svabhAva ke kyAMya to aMta hogA, usakA kSetrakA aMta AyA, anaMtaguNa hai to kSetra itanAmeM hai. paNa usakI bhAvakI saMkhyAkI koi hada nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! bhAI ! vastukA svarUpa aisA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ahIMyA e kahete hai ke guNa itanA hai bheda, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta vo to bhedakI dRSTise guNa bhale ho, hai? AtmAkA jJAna darzana Adi, eTale anaMta, guNarUpa bheda, guNImeM guNarUpa bheda, AhAhAhA ! anubhava eTale jJAna karane para vizeSatA to hai, bheda hai, paryAyanakA viSaya guNabheda hai, guNIkA guNabheda hai. AhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai bhAI ! tathApi" aisA hone para bhI jisameM sarva vizeSa vilaya ho gayA hai, dravyasvabhAvameM guNabheda vilaya ho gayA hai, bheda rahete hI nahIM aMdarameM, AhAhAhA... guNabhedakI dRSTi e bhI paryAyanakA viSaya hai. AhAhAhA ! ane itanA mAnanA vo mithyASTi hai aisA hone para bhI anaMta guNarUpabhAva satyArtha paryAyanTise satyArtha hone para bhI, AhAhAhAhA... are! usakI paryAya lyo eka samayakI anaMtaguNakI, A paryAya anaMta huM emAM A paryAya anaMtakI AkhirakI hai, e kahAM AyA? kayA kahA? AtmAmeM jo anaMtaguNa hai apAra, apAra, apAra pAra nahIM jema kSetrakA pAra nahIM, kALakA pAra nahIM, bhAvakI saMkhyAkA pAra nahIM, itanI saba paryAya hai, jitanA guNa hai itanI paryAya hai, to e anaMtI paryAyameM A anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta ane A chellI AkhirakI paryAya hai, kahAM AI usameM? eka samayakI paryAya anaMta hai. usameM A paryAya AkhirakI, AkhirakI, AkhirakI hai ne A badhI anaMta anaMta hai kahAM AyA usameM ? AhAhAhA ! pATaNIjI! Avo mAraga che prabhuno Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 14 bhAI ! AhAhA ! evA guNabhedo, ( zrotAH- spaSTIkaraNa to bahota ho gayA.) hai! vastu to aisI hai bhAI ! e koie karI nathI, koi kartA hai nahIM A 14 brahmAMDakA, sat hai, usako kartA kaise ? hai usako kartA kaise ? na hoya isako kartA kaise ? AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? ahIMyA kahete hai guNabhedase dekhane52 hai, topaNa jisameM sarva vizeSa vilaya (ho ) gayA hai, aise AtmasvabhAvake samIpa ekarUpa guNa, dravyasvabhAva ! jemAM guNabheda bhI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! guNabheda bhI paryAyardaSTikA viSaya hai, dravya dRSTikA viSaya guNabheda hai hI nahIM. AhAhA ! samyagdarzanakA viSaya, e ekarUpa dravyasvabhAva, usakA viSaya guNabheda nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA... bhAI ! samyagdarzanakA sAmarthya kitanA ? e zuM kahIe ? AhAhAhA ! - 175 anaMta anaMta guNabheda hone 52 bhI vastukA svabhAvako dekho to e guNabheda nAza ho gayA, bheda hai nahIM aisI dRSTi, usakI dRSTi karanA, AhAhAhA... e dRSTimeM sAmarthya kItanA prabhu ? AhAhAhA... ekIlA abheda anaMta guNakA ekarUpa usakA jJAna huA paryAyameM ane zraddhAmAM usakI pratIta hui, samajameM AyA ? e bApu enuM nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhA ! AMThI to hajI A mAnyuM, A mAnyuM samyagdarzana. are prabhu ! sUna to sahi bApu samyagdarzana huA to bhavakA aMta ho gayA usakA. AhAhA ! e to mukta svarUpa prabhu abaddhamAM AyA ne ? abaddha nAma mukta, badgha nahIM kaho ke mukta kaho, e to mukta svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA hai. AhAhA ! aisA AtmasvabhAvakI dRSTi karanese e guNabheda e abhUtArtha hai. AhAhAhA ! are ! caitanyacamatkAra vastu che bhAI ! eka kSetrano camatkAra dekho, kyAMya aMta nahIM zuM che A khyAlameM ene AvavuM muzkela, kALakA aMta nahIM, paryAyakA aMta nahIM ke pahelI paryAya A, zuM che prabhu ? guNakA aMta nahIM anaMta anaMta bhAva, ke A anaMtamAM anaMtameM anaMtameM anaMtameM AkhirakA A bhAva, aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA ! aisA dravyabhAva jo hai usakA samIpa jAne52, AhAhAhA... bhedadRSTiko choDakara, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha u52 samIpa jAne52, e samIpa jAne52 jo samyagdarzana huA, prabhu isamAM kitanI tAkAta hai ? AhAhA.. ke sArA AtmA anaMta anaMta guNakA piMDa eka, usako jisane pratItameM liyA. pratItameM liyA, vastu AI nahIM usameM, AhAhA ( zrotAH- sAMbhaLavA maLe che e ja ahobhAgya che. ) A vastu evI che bApu ! che zuM kahIe ? are bhagavAnanA zrImukhe to A nIkaLelI vAta che. AhA ! samajameM AyA ? ene mATe nivRtti laine vAMcana Adi vicAra karIne nirNaya ka2nA paDe prabhu, A aise nahIM mIla zake. AhAhA ! e paisA sATu paNa deza choDIne 52dezamAM rakhaDe che, nyAM bAyaDI nahIM, chokarA nahIM, kuTuMba nahIM, koi na hoya. e to vaLI muMbaimAM gha2 thai jAya to tyAM badhuM hoya e have iMglenDamAM jAto hoya tyAM hAre koNa hoya, enI hAre koNa hoya ? pUnamacaMdajI hAre che koi tyAM 2khaDavAmAM bIjo koNa hA2e 2khaDe ? ahIMyA to bIju kahevuM che ke paisA ne mATe deza ne kuTuMba choDIne paNa tyAM jAya che - to AtmAne paryAya choDIne dravyameM jAnA hai. AhAhA !vizeSa kahegA. vakhata thai gayo lyo. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) na Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 176 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 69 gAthA - 14 tA. ra6-8-78 zanIvAra, zrAvaNa vada-8 saM. 2504 zrI samayasAra gAthA 14 TIkA calatI hai. kyA calA, e AtmA vastu hai usameM anaMta guNa hai, e guNIkA guNakA bheda karanA vo to vikalpa hai. samyagdarzana hotA hai. prathamameM prathama to e guNI (guNa) guNIkA bhedakA paNa vikalpa choDakara, eka svabhAva trikALI jJAyakabhAva dravya svabhAva, usakI dRSTi karanese samyagdarzana hotA hai. AhAhA! vizeSa guNakA bhedakA bhI lakSa choDanA ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! sAmAnya jo jJAyaka ekarUpa svabhAva , vizeSa sarva vilaya ho gayA. AhAhA ! paryAyakI vizeSatA to lakSameM choDanA, rAgakA-vikalpakA pakSa to choDanA e to sthULa bAta, paNa yahAM guNa guNIkA bhedarUpa vizeSa, usakA bhI lakSa choDanA, aliMgagrahaNameM aisA AyA hai. arthAvabodharUpa guNa vizeSa usase AliMgIta nahIM aisA eka dravya svabhAva hai. AhAhA ! arthAvabodharUpa guNa vizeSa usako nahIM AliMgana karate, usako nahIM sparzate, usako nahIM chUte, AhAhA... aisA eka dravya svabhAva hai, ye AtmA hai. AhAhA ! aMtara eka svabhAvarUpa je Atmadravya hai guNa guNIkA bhedase bhI bhinna, AhAhA.. atyAre to aise hai vyavahAra karate karate nizcaya hotA hai, are prabhu! e to vyavahAra to anaMta baira kiyA navamI gravaiyaka gayA to aisA to vyavahAra (abhI) hai (hI) nahIM. AMhI to guNa guNIkA bhedako bhI nikAla de. AhAhA!... taba samyagdarzana hogA ema kahete hai. samajameM AyA? e cAra bola huA, pAMca Aja hai. pAMcavA bolamAM dedAMta hai jaise jaLakA agni jisakA nimitta hai, nimitta hai, uSNatA to hotI he apanese agni nimitta che. aise uSNatAke sAtha saMyuktarUpa, uSNatAne sAtha saMyuktarUpa jaLa taptatArUpa hai, avasthAe anubhava karane para e uSNatA che. paryAyameM agnikA nimitta ane uSNatA hai e paryAya hai. AhAhA!tathApi ekAMta zItaLatA-ekAMta zItaLatA kayA kahete ? eka svabhAva jo zItaLatA trikALI, ekAMta eka svabhAva zItaLatArUpa, AhAhA... jaLakA ekarUpa zItaLatA svabhAva, AhAhA.. aise dekhanese jaLa svabhAvake samIpa jAkara anubhava karane para saMyuktapaNA, uSNapaNA jUThA hai. AhAhAhA ! A to daSTAMta hai. - siddhAMta ! usI prakAra AtmAkA bhagavAna AtmA jJAyakasvabhAva trikALI eka jJAnasvabhAva svarUpa, eka jJAnasvabhAvarUpa aisA AtmAkA AhAhA.... karma jisakA nimitta hai, nimitta hai hoM aisA mohake sAtha saMyuktapaNA, avasthAe anubhava karane para hai. karmakA nimitta jema agnikA nimitta ne uSNatA jaLameM hai, aise karmakA nimitta ne moha rAga dveSa mithyAtvabhAva paryAyameM hai. AhAhA ! e hai vyavahAranayakA viSaya, hai! tathApi topaNa jo svayaM ekAMta, kayA kahete hai? usameM AyA thA ke karmakA nimittase moha rAga dveSa huA. have ahIMyA to nimittase dUra, AhAhA... svayaM-svayaM svabhAva usakA hai. vo to karmakA nimittakA saMbaMdhameM rAga dveSa moha thA, e vyavahArakI paryAyakA viSaya hai. have samyagdarzana pAnemeM viSaya kayA? AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? svayaM ekAMta, svayaM svarUpa Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 177 usameM to nimittakI apekSA hokara vikAra thA, paryAyameM karmakA nimittakI apekSAse vikAra upAdAna apanemeM thA have ahIMyA to nimitta nahIM. svayaM e nimitta sAme svayaM AyA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? jhINI vAta che prabhu ! AhA ! jema eka karmakA nimittase upAdAna to apanemeMse huA hai, paNa vo paryAyameM jo moha ne rAga dveSa, dayA, dAna, kAma, krodha AdinA bhAva e paryAyakI apekSAse karmakA nimittakI apekSA hokara apanemeM hai paNa vo vastukA svarUpa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! - 14 to svayaM usameM nimittase vikAra thA, aisA kahA thA. AMhI svayaM nimitta sivAya svayaM sahaja pAriNAmika zAyakabhAva, AhAhAhA... svayaM, ekAMta eka dharma, jisakA eka dharma hai sadA, e moha ne rAga dveSa aneka e vastukA svarUpameM hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! ekAMta svayaM eka dharma, kayA ? ke bodha, jJAnarUpa hai aisA jIva svabhAva. AhAhAhA ! svayaM eka jJAnarUpa jisakA svabhAva hai. trikALI svayaM jJAnarUpa eka svabhAva aisA bhagavAna, AhAhAhA... hai ? svayaM ekAMta eka dharma evo jJAnarUpa, hai ! bhagavAna to svayaM eka jJAnarUpa AtmA hai. AhAhA ! aise jIva svabhAvake samIpa jAkara ekarUpa jJAnasvabhAva, jJAnakI pradhAnatAse kathana hai, bAkI AnaMda svabhAva, darzana svabhAva, zAMta svabhAva, svacchatA svabhAva, prabhutA svabhAva e eka jJAna svabhAvameM sarvasvabhAvakI ekatA jJAnameM ( jAnanemeM AtI hai ). samajameM AyA ? e jIvakA jo anaMta svabhAva usameM jJAnapradhAnatAse kathana hai. ke ekarUpa jisakA jJAna svabhAva kAyamI ekarUpa hai, svayaM hai, vo koi nimittase svayaM pAriNAmika svabhAvabhAva hai aisA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! aisA svayaM ekAMta eka dharmarUpI jJAna, jJAnarUpI AtmA hai, aisA jIva svabhAvake samIpa jAkara, AhAhAhAhA... arthAt ekarUpa jJAna svabhAvakI samIpa nAma sanmukha jAkara, anubhava karane 52 AhAhAhAhA... A samyagdarzana. AhAhA... AvI cIja hai. AhAhA ! AcArya mahArAje to ghaNuM sa2La karIne TIkA kiyA hai, to usako keTalAka duruha kahete hai, kahyA thA ne rAtriko duruha ema kahe che ema ke samayasAra hai to sa2La paNa vidvAnoe usako TIkA karake duruha kara diyA hai. are prabhu ! kayA kahete hai tuma. ( zrotAH- vidvAnoe ke AcAryoe ? ) e vidvAna eTale AcAryano mULa kahevAno artha e hai, hai AyA hai samayasArameM AyA hai, vidyAnaMdajIkA ( samayasA2meM ) AhAhA ! AMhI duruddha kara diyA amRtacaMdrAcAryakA. are bhagavAna ! ema na kahevAya prabhu ! aisA, AhAhAhA... kayuMkI usameM vo AyA hai ne ? zuddhozuddhA dezonAyavyA 52ma bhAva lakSaNo vyavahA2 desidA e sa2La lAge ene, vyavahA2 upadeza denA, e sa2La lAgyA. paNa TIkAkAre kahA ke vyavahAra eTale kayA ? desidA eTale kayA ? ke vo paNa samayameM rAgakI azuddhatA hai, aura zuddhatAkI kamI hai, e vyavahAra hai, usako jAnA huA prayojanavAna hai aisA TIkAkAre duru* kara diyA TIkAkAre khulAsA kara diyA hai, duru* nathI kiyA prabhu ! are ema nahIM hai, vAta ene e naDe che zabda, ne vyavahAra desidA eTale pahele to vyavahArano upadeza denA, paNa e upadezakI vyAkhyA ahIMyA hai hI nahIM. samajameM AyA ? hai ! ( zrotAH- AcAryano evo artha thAya ema !) AcAryane artha AvaDayo nathI ema kahete hai, TIkAkArane, are prabhu ! are paMdaramI gAthA, "apadesa santa majajhaM passadi jinazAsanaM sarvAM" have apadesanA artha to Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 178 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jayasena AcArye dravyazrata kiyA usako atyAre jUThA pADakara kahete hai ke apadasa eTale aisA nahIM, akhaMDa pradeza ema lenA. are prabhu! A zuM kare che bhAI ! AhAhA ! e duniyA to cAlaze duniyA aisI hai, paNa mAraga bApA virUddha hai ye. samajameM AyA? amadesa santa Ate haiM ne? eno artha e karyo samayasAramAM AyA hai, (yahAM) akhaMDa akhaMDa ema lenA, paNa AMhI apadezano artha jayasena AcArya dravyazruta kiyA e arthAt dravyazrutamAM bhI aisA hai ke abaddhaspaSTa dekhanA vo jainazAsana hai aisA dravyazrutameM bhI aisA kahA hai. ane bhAvazruta to e hai hI. AhAhA ! bhAvazrutase jo abaddhaspaSTakA anubhava hai vo bhAvazruta to jainazAsana hai, e zuddha upayoga hai, e jaina dharma hai, e jainazAsana hai. AhAhAhA ! paMdaramI gAthAmeM e artha pheravI nAkhyA. ahIMyA kahete hai ke ema nathI prabhu, apanI vAta rakhaneko zAstrakA artha palaTa denA, e hoya nahIM bhAI ! AcAryoe saMtoe to karUNA karIne e TIkA banAi hai, chatAM to ye kahete hai ke prabhu e TIkA meM nahIM banAi hoM, vo to zabdose bana gaI nAtha ! AhAhAhAhA ! paramANukI paryAyase TIkA bana gai hai, to hame TIkA kiyA hai aisA mohase na nAco. AhAhAhA !( zrotA:- amRtacaMdrAcAryano e samajameM nahIM AyA thA ?) nahi AyA thA (aisA nahI). are bhagavAna amRtacaMdrAcArya kauna hai? paMcaparameSThimeM paramezvara hai. AhAhA ! bApu sAdhu koNa hai? AcArya koNa hai? AhAhAhA ! ane keTalAka to "namo loe'mAMthI "loe nikAla detA hai. paMDitajI! namo loe savva sAhurNa heM ne? to "loe nikAla do. abhI vo tulasI hai ne terApaMthIkA vo kahe "loe" nikAla do. are prabhu ! A tuma kayA karate ho? A tuma "namo loe savva sAhurNa" ema na rAkhanA. "namo savva sAhUNaM" basa. loe nahi ane prabhu. (zrotA- loe nAma saba sAdhu le lenA) saba lenA vaLI e to dUsarA e artha karate hai suzIla to, loe nAma jitanA sAdhu hai e saba le lenA, are e artha AMhI hai hI nahIM yahAM to anaMta AnaMda jisakA, anubhava huA tIna kaSAyakA abhAva hai, jisako chaThThI sAtamA guNasthAna kSaNameM aneka bAra AtA hai, aisA hI sAdhuko liyA hai. anyamatikA to bAteya kahAM hai, jainamAM dravyaliMgI je haiM isakI bAta yahAM nahIM hai. samajameM AyA? e akSare akSara satya hai. are dhavala to aisA kahetA hai, ke namo loe savva aMtaH dipaka che, to cArameM le lenA ethI - isase vizeSa kahete hai Isase bhI vizeSa kahete hai dhavala to trikALavartI zabda lenA bhegA A pUrA pada hai. namo loe savva trikALavartI arihaMtANaM, namo loe savva trikALavartI siddhANaM, namo loe savva trikALavartI AyariyANaM, namo loe savva trikALavartI uvajAyANaM, namo loe savva trikALavartI sAhuNe." dhavalamAM aisA pATha karake navakAra aisA banAyA pUrA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? paNa trikALavartI nikAla diyA pIche namo loe savva sAhUNaM' rakhkhA ne aMta:dipaka tarIke cAromeM le lenA, namo loe savva arihaMtANuM, namo loe savva siddhANe ema lenA, vastunuM svarUpa Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 179 anAdi hai. aisI cIja hai. emAM garabaDa kare e cale nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AMhI kahete hai, AhAhA ! ke e jema karmakA nimitta hai ne, upAdAna to apanA hai, rAga deSa moha Adi to vo paryAyameM hai paNa have dekhikA viSaya jyAre samyagdarzana pragaTa karanA hai to eka, ekAMta, eka aMta, eka dharma, eka svabhAva bodhabIja, jJAnasvarUpa, bIjako artha ahIM svarUpa lenA, eka jJAnasvarUpa, eka dharma sAmAnya, eka svarUpa aisA jIvakA svabhAva usakI dRSTi karanese, e moha AdikA bhAva te abhUtArtha hai, jUThA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? kaho jJAnacaMdajI! hai? topaNa svayaM ekAMta apanese svabhAva trikALa, AhAhA... usameM thA ke karmakA nimittase vikRta avasthA, itanA nimitta nimitta saMbaMdha batAyA thA, vyavahAranayamAM. nizcayameM to svayaM jJAyaka ekarUpa svabhAva, jJAna ekarUpa svabhAva, AnaMda ekarUpa svabhAva, zAMta ekarUpa svabhAva, zAMta eTale sthiratA, cAritranI vItarAga ekarUpa svabhAva aisA sarvaguNokA ekarUpa svabhAva, aise jJAnakA ekarUpa svabhAvameM saba le lenA sAthameM. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna eka dharma, eka svabhAva. jJAnarUpa aisA jIvakA svabhAva usakI dRSTi karanese jo paryAyabuddhi hai usako choDakara dravya svabhAvakI samIpa jAkara, AhAhAhA... A rIta e jAkara anubhava karane para samyagdarzana hotA hai. A to hajI dharmanI pahelI sIDhI AhAhA... ane e samyagdarzana binA, cha DhAbAmeM Ate hai jJAna, cAritra mithyA hai saba. AhAhAhA ! pahelethI thoDA sudhAra kiyA thA, emAM hai? svayaM ekAMta jo jJAnasvarUpa hai aisA jIva svabhAva, jJAna svabhAva svayaM hai. AhAhA ! usameM to karmakA nimittase moha vikAra, vikAra karmase nimittakA artha e ke nimittase huA e nahIM, paNa usakA nimittakA lakSase huA to nimittase huA aisA kahene meM AyA hai. bAkI to e samayameM mithyAtva ne rAgadveSanI utpattikA janmAkSaNa hai, 102 gAthA pravacanasAra. e kSaNameM, e kALameM mithyAtva ne rAgadveSa utpanakA, utpanna honekA janmAkSaNa, utpattikA kALa thA, nimitta bhale ho. samajameM AyA? to paryAyadeSTise dekhanese moha ne rAgadveSa paryAyamAM hai aisA jJAna karAneko kahA paNa AdaraNIya e nahIM. AhAhA ! ekarUpa bhagavAna AtmA svayaM apanese eka svabhAvarUpa jIva svabhAva usakA samIpa jAnepara, e paryAyakA lakSa choDakara, jJAyakabhAvakA eka jIva svabhAvakA samIpa je dUra thA, paryAyabuddhimeM ekarUpa svabhAvane dUra thA. AhAhAhAhA ! AvuM AkaruM kAma che, e dUra haThAkara, paryAyabuddhi choDakara, AhAhA... eka aMta nAma dharma jJAna svabhAvarUpa jIvakA svabhAva, usakI dRSTi karanese, usakA samIpa jAkara anubhava karanese, moha AdikA bhAva abhUtArtha hai, bhUtArtha svabhAvanA anubhava karanepara e cIja abhUtArtha hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. AvuM samyagdarzana ene kaMika kaMika karI nAMkhyuM mALe. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArthano paMtha, bhagavAne je kahyo paramArthano paMtha eka ja prakAra, A hai. AhAhA ! svayaM jJAnasvarUpI prabhu jIvakA svabhAva usameM koi nimittapaNA hai nahIM, ane e kSaNika hai nahIM. AhAhA ! trikALI jJAnasvabhAva svarUpa prabhu usakI dRSTi karanese, usakA samIpa jAkara anubhava karane para samyagdarzana hotA hai, anubhUti hotI hai. taba rAgAdiko abhUtArtha kahenemeM Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 180 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AyA hai, samajameM AyA? AhAhA! AvI vAta che. e pAMca bola ho gayA. bhAvArtha: - AtmA pAMca prakArase anekarUpa, anekarUpa dikhAi detA thA. usameM ekarUpa dikhAnA hai" have. AhAhA ! juo TIkAkAra kitanI spaSTatA karate hai, jayacaMda paMDita ! AhAhA ! AtmA' (zrotA:- vadhAre spaSTa karyuM che.) spaSTa karyuM che eNe, lokone sAdI bhASAmAM samajamAM Ave aisI bAta kahete hai. AhAhA ! AtmA eka vastu, pAMca prakArase anekarUpa dikhAI detA thA, baddhaskRSTa, anya anya, niyata nahIM paNa aniyata, vizeSa ane rAga sahita, moha sahita aisA anekapaNe dikhatA thA. AhAhAhA! (1) anAdikALase karma pudgalake saMbaMdhase baMdhA huA, A pahelo bola lete hai, karmapugalake sparzavAlA dikhAi detA thA. AhAhAhA ! (2) karmane nimittase honevAle nara, nArakI Adi paryAyase bhinna bhinna anya anyarUpe dikhAI detA thA, bhagavAna ekarUpa svabhAva hone para bhI karmakA nimittase nArakI Adi gati anekarUpa dikhate the usako. (3) zaktike avibhAga praticcheda ghaTate bhI hai ne vadhate hai paryAyameM agurulaghuAdi eka samayakI paryAyameM SaguNahAnivRddhi Adi hotI hai baDhatI bhI hai, e vastu svabhAva hai. paryAya svabhAva hoM e, A vastu svabhAvano artha paryAya svabhAva, isaliye nitya niyata ekarUpa dikhAI nahIM detA haiM? kayA kahA? paryAyameM hinAdhika dazA hotI hai, e vastukA svabhAva hai svabhAva nAma paryAyakA aisA eka dharma hai, vastukA svabhAva nAma trikALIkI ahIMyA vAta nahIM. AhAhA ! yaha ghaTatI baDhatI paryAya anaMtaguNI baDha jAye, ane anaMtaguNI hINI ho jAye, AhAhA... akSarake anaMtameM bhAge jJAna ho jAya kevaLajJAna ho jAya mati zratanI pUrNatA ho jAya, apUrNa rahe eTalA bheda, yaha paNa usameM yaha nitya niyata ekarUpa dikhAI nahIM detA. AhA... nitya niyata svabhAva ekarUpa dikhAI nahIM detA, eka vAta. (4) vahu vaLI, darzana, jJAnaAdi aneka guNose vizeSarUpa dikhAi detA hai. aura (5) karmane nimittase honevAle moha, rAga dveSa Adi pariNAmo ke sahita vaha sukhaduHkharUpa dikhAi detA hai. sukhaduHkhakI kalpanAse, A sukha AnaMdakA nahIM lenA, A sukhada:kha kalpanAkA lenA, svabhAvakA sukha e AnaMdakI to ekarUpa dazA hai A kalpanA sukha duHkhakI aneka dazA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! sukhaduHkha dikhAi detA hai. yaha saba azuddha dravyArthikarUpa, yuM kayo kahA? hai to paryAya, paNa vo dravyakI paryAya hai aise ginakara azuddha dravyArthika kahA. haiM? azuddhadravyArthikanaya vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai. azuddha dravyArthika kaho ke paryAyArthika kaho ke vyavahAra kaho, AhAhAhA.. azuddha kayo pahele liyA? ke dravya trikALI hokara, paryAyameM azuddhatA hotI hai, aise mATe azuddha dravyArthika kahA, vo koi dUsarAmeM huI hai ane dUsarese huI hai aisA nahIM hai. AhAhAhA ! paMDitonA pahelAnA lakhANa to juo, vastunI jevI spaSTatA hai e spaSTatAko kholakara mukta hai. AhA! (zrotA- agurulaghu mAne kyA?) agurulaghu ho paNa paryAyameM hinaadhika dazA hai e bhI hai agurulaghu hai paNa Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 181 paryAyameM hinaadhika dazA hotI he e bhI lenA. AhAhA... saba azuddhadravyArthika vyahAranayakA viSaya hai. e dRSTie dekhA jAye to e hai paryAyameM e bheda . baddhapaNA, nimittapaNA hai, vikAra hai, aneka paryAya hinAdhikapaNe hai, vizeSatA hai, vyavahAranayase dekho to e hai, paraMtu AtmAnA eka svabhAva e nayase grahaNa nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA.. A siddhAMta hai. bhagavAna AtmA svayaM ekarUpa svabhAva trikALI jisameM nimittakI haiyAtIkI to apekSA nahIM, paNa nimittakA abhAvakI apekSA nahIM. kSAyika samakita, kSAyika kevaLajJAnameM nimittakA abhAvakI apekSA huM. rAgameM nimittake sabhAvakI apekSA hai. AmAM to nimittakA sabhAva ne nimittakA abhAva, koi apekSA nahIM, aisA svayaM Atma svabhAva. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! thoDA sUkSma huM paNa bApu mAraga A hai! AhAhA ! are janama-maraNa karI karIne 84 nA avatAra karyA bhAI ! enA duHkhanI vyAkhyA karatA paramAtmA ema kahe ke, tArA kSaNanA duHkha narakanA kahetAM karoDo bhava ane karoDo jIbhathI na kahI zakAya. bhAI te eTalA duHkha veThayA che. e mithyAtvane laine. AhAhAhA samajameM AyA? samyagdarzana hue pIche, ArtadhyAna, rodradhyAna hotA hai, paNa bhaviSyakA AyuSyakA baMdha azubhabhAvake kALameM nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA ! kayA kahA? ke AtmAnA anubhava samyagdarzana hue pIche A rodra dhyAna Adi azuddhabhAva Adi hotA hai, paNa bhaviSyakA AyuSya jyAre baMdhAtA ho tyAre to zubhabhAvameM hI AyuSya baMdhagA, azubhabhAvameM AyuSya nahIM baMdhagA, azubhabhAvameM dUsarA karmakI prakRti baMdhagI, samajameM AyA? itanA samakitakA jora hai. AhAhAhA ! raudradhyAna hotA hai samakitIko. pAMcamA guNasthAna sudhI raudradhyAna, chaThTha guNasthAne ArtadhyAna, chatAM e raudradhyAnake kALameM bhaviSyanA AyuSya nahIM baMdhegA. ArtadhyAnake kALameM bhI bhaviSyakA AyuSya nahIM baMdhagA, vastukA svarUpa aisA hai. (zrotA- ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna kare ane baMdhAya nahIM?) e AyuSya na baMdhAya ema kahA, prakRti baMdhAya, bIjuM baMdhAya kIdhuM ne, e to kahAne, rAtre kahyuM, AyuSya nahIM baMdhAya, bhava nahIM baMdhAya, bhaviSyako bhava to jaba zubhabhAva AyegA taba baMdhegA. AhAhAhAhA! paMDitajI! aisA hai ne? kAraNa ke samakitI hai, nArakI meM to AMhI AnA hai to manuSyapaNAkA hI AyuSya baMgA, ane manuSya hai usakA AyuSya vaimAnikakA hI AyuSya baMdhagA samakitIko, AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ane vaimAnika je hai, samakitI usako manuSyanA AyuSya baMdhagA, usako tiryaMcakA AyuSya nahIM baMdhagA samakitIko, AhAhAhAhAhA ! e samyagdarzanakA mAhAsya hai. (zrotAH- unhoMne zAstra likhA hai. apane lie socake likhA hai) nahIM nahIM nahIM jUTha hai saba, emaNe to likhA nahIM e to vItarAgabhAvameM paDA thA, saMto to vItarAgabhAvameM gusa thA, kahA nahIM, hama to hamArA jJAnasvarUpameM gusa hai. hameM TIkA banAyA thA aisA nahIM e to bhASAkI vargaNAse svaparaprakAzaka zakti bhASAmeM hai, svaparaprakAzaka zakti, svapara jAnana zakti jIvameM ane zabdomAM svapara kahenekI zakti hai. samajameM AyA? to bhAI e vANIse bana gayA hai nAtha,mai banAyA aisA na mAno. AhAhAhAhA... A vANI maiM karatA huM aisA na mAno prabhu, Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 182 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vANI jaDakI hai. AhAhAhA ! AMhI to kahete hai aise e pAMca prakAranA aneka prakAra dikhate hai, isase samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! kayoMki ekarUpa jIvakA svabhAva jaba dRSTimeM na Ave, taba laga samyagdarzana nahIM hotA. AhAhAhAhA... gAthA to bahu sarasa AvI. 13, 14 samajameM AyA? isa dRSTise dekhA jAye to yaha saba paryAyase hai, paraMtu bhagavAna AtmAkA eka svabhAva isa nayase grahaNa nahIM hotA. e trikALI jJAyaka eka svabhAva e paryAyanayase grahaNa nahIM hotA. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? anekapaNAkI jAnanekI je dRSTi huM e vyavahAra huM ane anekapaNAkI dRSTise eka svabhAva pakaDameM nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! kayA kahete hai? (jabataka samyagdarzana nahIM hotA tabataka saMsArameM rakhaDegA.) kare, bAMdhe rakhaDe che saMsArameM, zuM? narakane, nigodameM jAyegA. paNa saMskAra nAkhyA haze. samyagdarzana bhale na ho, paNa saMskAra nAkhyA hogA ke meM to rAgase bhinna huM, bhinna huM bhinna huM. bhinna aisA saMskAra to vo bhI narka, nigodameM nahi jAyegA. samajameM AyA? jene samakita sanmukha mithyAdeSTi kahenemeM AyA hai, mokSamArga prakAzaka ! sArA adhyAya hai, aMdarameM daDhatA saMskAra nAkhyA hai ke meM e rAgase bhinna huM, puNyase bhinna huM, paryAya jitanA bhI maiM nahIM, meM to pUrNa jJAyaka svabhAva huM aisA deDha saMskAra nAkhyA hai bhale samyagdarzana nahIM hai. AhAhA! jema korA zakorA hotA hai ne zakorA? kayA kahete hai Apa? zakorA pANI nAkhate hai nAkhate nAkhate pI jAtA hai pIche vizeSa pANI paDate hai bahAra dikhAtA hai, aise pahele aMdara saMskAra aisA deDha nAkhanA ke rAgase ne vikalpase merI cIja jAnanemeM AtI nahIM, meM to merA svabhAvase jAnuM aisA saMskAra nAkhate nAkhate nAkhate vizeSa jaba ho gayA taba anubhava ho jAyegA. samajameM AyA? AhAhA... A cIja hai maiyA. duniyA mAno na mAno, mAraga to A hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? eka svabhAva isa nayase, isa nayase kayA? anekapaNAnA pAMca bola kahA e nayase eka svabhAva dRSTimeM nahIM A sakatA, AhAhA... aura eka svabhAvako jAne binA ekarUpa kAyamI svaya, zuddha, parama svabhAvabhAva pAriNAmika svabhAvabhAva aisA eka svabhAva jAne binA yathArtha AtmAko kaise jAnA jA sakatA hai? vAstavika ekarUpa trikALa svabhAvako jAne binA vAstavika AtmAko kaise jAnanameM AtA hai? AhAhA! bhASA jarIka saraLa hai vastu kaThaNa hai paNa bhASA saraLa ne samajameM Ave aisI cIja hai. samajameM AyA? isaliye dUsare nayako, kayuM kahA? ke pAMca bheda baddha, anyaanya, aniyata, vizeSa rAgAdi saMbaMdhavALA dekhanese ekarUpa svabhAva nahIM dekhanemeM AtA, AhAhA ! vyavahArameM rAga AtA hai usako dekhanese ekarUpa svabhAva dikhanemeM nahIM AtA. AhAhA! vyavahAra hai ne dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti deva guru zAstrI zraddhA AdikA vikalpa, usakA lakSase ekarUpa svabhAva nahIM jAnanameM AtA. AhAhA ! usase ekarUpa svabhAva nahIM jAnanameM AtA. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? samajAya evuM che prabhu, tArA gharanI vAta nAtha tane na samajAya te kema? AhAhA! haiM? prabhu tArI prabhutAno pAra nathI, ane prabhu tane khabara nathI. terI prabhutA aisI hai ke saMskAra Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 183 aMdarameM nAkhanese anubhavameM AyegA hI AyegA. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! e pAmaratA tUTa jAyegI. AhA.. ekarUpa svabhAva, ekarUpa svabhAva, ekarUpa svabhAva, AhAhA... aisA anubhava karane para samyaka svabhAva jAnA jAtA hai. TIkAno artha gaMbhIra lAge eTale sAdI bhASAmAM artha kiyA hai. isaliye dUsare nayako usake pratipakSI zuddhadravyArthikako, o azuddha dravyArthika thA. azuddha dravyArthika kaho, vyavahAra kaho ke paryAyanaya kaho tIno eka hotA hai. have ahIMyA zuddhadravyArthika lenA hai. AhAhAhA ! bhAI ! A to hitanI vAta hai prabhuA to dharmanI kema prApta ho samyaka aisI bAta hai. AhAhA! A kAMi sAdhAraNa bAta nahIM. AhAhA! anaMtakALakA janama maraNa usakA bhAva usakA nAza karanekA A upAya hai. zuddha dravyArthika zuddha dravyasvarUpa trikALI zuddha dravya arthi nAma prayojana, je nayakA zuddha trikALI dravya prayojana zuddha dravyArthika zuddha dravya arthi jisakA prayojana trikALakA, aisA nayase AhA grahaNa karake eka asAdhAraNa, eka asAdhAraNa dUsarI cIjameM aisA bhAva ekarUpa huM hI nahIM paryAyameM ema, jJAyakabhAva AtmAkA bhAva lekara, eka jJAyaka mAtra bhAva AhA ! muddAnI rakama hai. muddAkI kayA kahA? vo pAMca lAkha diyA hoya ne ATha AnAnI terIkhe, pahele to ATha AnA tarIkhe vyAja thAne, ATha AnA have to TakA ho gayA, to pAMca lAkha diyA hoya to ATha AnA vyAja 25 varSa liyA, pIche kahe bhAI vyAja to liyA paNa have paisA lAvo, muddAnI rakama lAvo vyAja nahi have ke rakama nahIM hai, AhAhA... ema yahAM kahete hai. puNya pApase svarga naraka Adi milA hai. e to saba vyAja hai bahArakA, mULa rakama lAvo. A trikALa svabhAva je mULa rakama hai, AhAhAhA.... jenI utpatti nahIM jeno nAza nahIM jemAM apUrNatA nahIM, jisameM AvaraNa nahIM, jemAM azuddhatA nahIM, AhAhAhAhA.. AhA ! aisA grahaNa karake eka asAdhAraNa jJAyakabhAva AtmAkA bhAva lekara, AhA.. use zuddhanAyakI daiSTise je jJAnanA aMza trikALako pakaDate huM e zuddhanaya, isase sarva padravyose bhinna, abaddhaspaSTa hai ne usIse liyA hai. paradravyose bhinna, sarvaparyAyase ekAkAra, nArakI Adi e anya anya nahIM. hAni - vRddhise rahita, aniyata nahIM niyata, vizeSase rahita guNabhedase vizeSase rahita aura naimitika bhAvase rahita, nimittanA lakSe utpana huA. rAga dveSa Adi e naimitika bhAvase rahita karma to nimitta hai, paryAyameM vikRta avasthA naimittika apane kAraNase huI hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e pokAra atyAre bahota hai karmano, badhAne basa karmase hotA hai, karmase hotA hai, karmase hotA hai. paNa parakI rAgakI paryAya karma paradravyase hue kaise? paradravya to chUte nahIM ne usako? ane rAga hai e karma dravya kA udayako chUte hI nahIM ne do dravya bhinna hai. "apaneko A5 bhUlake hairAna ho gayA. "karmase nahIM', apaneko Apa bhUlake hairAna ho gayA" AhAhA ! apanI cIja kayA hai usameM bhI AyA nahIM ? "aba hama nija ghara kabahu na Aye, para ghara bhamata". apanA ulaTA puruSArthase para ghara bhamata rAga ane puNya ne anekatA ko apanA mAnakara meM cAra gatimeM rakhaDayA. AhAhAhA ! Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 184 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 benanA vacanamAM to aisA AyA hai. vacanAmRtameM ke samyagdarzana huA hai svadezakA bhAna huA hai, caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhu zuddha caitanyameM arere rAgameM AyA hama paradezameM A gayA. AhAhA! benanA vacanAmRtamAM hai. arere dayA, dAna, vrata, Adi vikalpameM AyA. hama paradezameM A gaye usameM hamArA deza nahIM. AhAhA ! humArA svadezameM to AnaMda ne jJAna ne zAMti paDI hai, e hamArA parivAra hai. AhAhAhA ! vAtuM AkarI bahu bhAI ! AhAhA! hai ne vo, usameM hai ke nahIM? keTalAmeM hai 401, 401 hai, jJAnIkA pariNamana vibhAvase vimukha hokara svarUpakI aura Dhala rahA hai, jJAnI nija svarUpameM paripUrNarUpAse sthira ho jAneko tarasatA hai. AhAhAhA ! meM merA gharameM paripUrNa kaise beTha jAuM. AhAhA ! samakitIko to apanA svarUpamAM pUrNa kema karIne besI jAuM, aisI bhAvanA che. AhAhA ! isa vibhAvabhAva hamArA deza nahIM, e vyavahAra ratnatrayakA vikalpa bhI uThate haiM samakitIko paNa e hamArA deza nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! kaho jayapura choDIne vilAyata kayA kahete hai, amerikA-amerikA vilAyata che. A to dAkhalo che. AhAhAhA ! ahIMyA to prabhu! prabhu AnaMdano nAtha prabhu usakI jyAM daSTI huI aura usakA svabhAvakA bhAna ne anubhava huA pIche vikalpa AyA to kahe ke arere ame to paradezameM A gayA. usameM hamArA koi parivAra nahIM tyAM A gayA, yugalajI! AMhI to vyavahAra Ave to rAjI hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! Isa paradezameM tuma kahAM Akara pahuMce ! AhAhA ! hameM yahAM acchA nahIM lagatA, zuddha caitanya hamArA pavitra deza hai, usameM hama rahete hai ne A A gayA rAga, hama paradezameM kahAM A gayA? hamako yahAM acchA nahIM lagatA. zubhabhAva acchA nahIM lagate. e raMgulAlajI! AhAhAhA ! ene ThekANe hajI to bAiDI, chokarA ne paisA, AbarU ThIka lagate hai AhAhAhA... mithyAtvabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! bhAI traNa lokanA nAtha kevaLI paramAtmA enI A vANI che, enuM A svarUpa che. prabhu! AhAhA! ahIM hamArA koi nahIM. arere vikalpa uThayA e hamArA nahIM, jahAM jJAna, zraddhA, cAritra, AnaMda, vIrya Adi anaMta guNorUpa hamArA parivAra vasatA hai, ye hamArA svadeza hai. kaho ratanacaMdajI! aba hama usa svarUpa svadezakI aura jA rahA hai. AhAhA ! svarUpa jo jJAyaka ne AnaMdasvarUpa ekarUpa huM tyAM huma jA rahe hai, hameM tvarAse apane mULa vatanameM jAkara, tvarAse hamArA mULa vatana jo svadeza AnaMda jJAnaAdi, AhAhAhA.... tyAM ArAmase vasanA hai, jahAM saba hamAre hai. AhAhA ! pustaka nikala AyA to bahota vakhANa AtA haiM loko kahe, ohoho... AyA tamAre AyA ne hindImeM AyA hai ne patra AyA hai aise eka saMgraha ho gaye hai yahAM kahete hai. (zrotA - AtmadharmameM diyA hai) hAM, thoDA diyA hai. aisA dekhA jAya to sarva pAMca bhAvose jo aneka prakAra ye hai abhUtArtha hai svabhAvakI ekatAmeM deSTi karanese, svabhAvanI ekarUpa svabhAva sahitanI dRSTi karanese, anubhava karanese e pAMca prakAra hai, aneka prakAra hai e jUThA dikhate hai. usameM hai nahIM. sAmAnyameM vizeSa haiM nahIM, sAmAnyameM anekatA hai nahIM, sAmAnyameM aniyatatA hai nahIM. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM che, hai? Avo prabhu che bhAI ! bhAI ! tArA gharanI vAta che ne prabhu! AkarI lAge mATe bIjo rasto levo evuM kAMi che? haiM? mArga to A hai. Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 185 yahAM yaha samajanA cAhie ke vastunA svarUpa anaMta dharmAtmaka hai, vastunA svarUpa to anaMta dharma svarUpa anaMta guNa svarUpa hai, yaha syAdvAdase yathArthase siddha hotA dekhA jAtA hai. apekSAse aisA saba sArA nirNaya hotA hai, AtmA bhI anaMta dharmavALA hai usake kucha dharma to svAbhAvika , jJAna, darzana Adi kucha pudgalake apekSAe saMyogase huA hai, rAga dveSa Adi jJAna, darzana, AnaMda e svAbhAvika hai. ane rAga Adi e pugalakA nimittase huA vibhAvika hai. kucha pudagalake saMyogase hai, hote hai. AhAhA! "jo karmaka saMyogase hote hai usase AtmAthI saMsArakI pravRtti hotI hai". karmakA nimittase jo rAga Adi AtA hai e to saMsArakI pravRtti hai. cAhe to zubha ho ke cAhe to azubha ho. AhAhA ! samayasAra nATakameM to mokSa adhikArameM 40 mo bola liyA hai, samajameM AyA? ke muni hai saccA bhAvaliMgI jisako pUrNAnaMdakA nAthakA pattA lekara sthiratA aisI jAma gai hai vItarAgatA, vItarAgatA, vItarAgatA, vItarAgatA jama gaI, usako mahAvratanA vikalpa uThate hai, samayasAra nATakameM kahA ke e jagapaMtha hai. hai yahAM samayasAra nATaka? hai, mokSa adhikAra heM ne? usameM cAlIsavA bola hai, mokSa che ne? mokSa hai? e AyA dekho, "tA kAraNa jagapaMtha eva" AhAhA! munirAja AtmAkA AnaMdakA vedanavALA, zuddha caitanyanameM ramaNa karanevAlA usako bhI jo vikalpa AtA hai, paMcamahAvratakA 28 mULa guNakA, tA kAraNa jagapaMtha, e jagapaMtha hai itanA. AhAhAhA ! "ut zivamAraga joya". rAgase bhinna hokara aMdara svarUpamAM sthiratA e zivamArga joya. "pramAdi jagako TuMke" arere muni paNa pramAdamAM AyA to jagakI dazA huI rAgakI saMsAra AhAhA, AvI vAta che prabhu "ane apramAdi ziva aura" svarUpamAM apramAda hokara rahete hai e to zivalokameM- mokSake paMthameM calate hai AhAhA. muni saccA bhAvaliMgI jisakI bhAvaliMga jisakI mahora chApa hai, jJAyaka pracura svasaMvedana, jJAyakA pracura sva-saMvedana jisakI mahora chApa haiM aisA bhAvaliMgI saMto, AhAhAhA.. usako bhI vikalpa AtA huM to kahete hai, e to saMsAra hai, itanA saMsAra jagapaMtha hai. AhAhA. ajJAnIkI to bAta kayA karanA. AhAhA ! kayoMki rAga e udayabhAva hai, udayabhAva saMsAra hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? usase AtmAkI sAMsArika pravRtti hotI hai, rAga Adise to saMsArakI pravRtti hotI hai dekho, aura tat saMbaMdhI jo sukhaduHkha Adi hotA hai ne bhogate hai ajJAnI, AhAhA.. e A AtmAkI anAdikAlIna ajJAnase paryAyabuddhi hai. anekapaNAkI rAgAdinI paryAya ne bhedako dekhanA anAdikI paryAyabuddhi hai. AhAhA! bhagavAna eka samayakI paryAyakI samIpameM prabhu birAjate hai. AhAhA ! aneka paryAya, je paryAya eka samayakI hai, e paryAyakI samIpe aMtarameM prabhu birAjate hai, pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha! eka saMga ho gaye hai yahAM kahete hai (AtmadharmameM diyA hai) hA, thoDA diyA he aisA dekhA jAya to. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! e AtmA anAdi kALase paryAyabuddhi hai. use anAdi anaMta eka AtmAnA jJAna nahIM hai, joke jo bhinna dhruva paDA hai anAdi anaMta usakA jJAna nahIM hai. paryAyakA jJAna hai, AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? eka kSaNakI paryAya utpana hui dUsare kSaNe Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 186 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 nAza hotI hai. paNa usameM bhagavAna eka anAdi anaMta paDA hai dhruva. AhAhAhA ! usakA to jJAna hai nahIM, vo tarapha to jhUke nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e AtmAnA jJAna nahIM hai. ise batAnevAlA sarvajJakA Agama hai. e sarvajJakA Agama sivAya aisI bAta kyAMya hai nahIM tIna kAlameM. samaja AyA? (zrotA- badhA dharmavALA potAnA prabhune sarvajJa mAne ) mAne game te, sarvajJa hai hI nahIM. ajJAnI pote apaneko game te mAne, sarvajJa to eka jaina darzanameM, kayoMki AtmA sarvajJa svabhAvI trikALa hai bhagavAna AtmA sarvajJa svabhAvI trikALa hai aise kahanevAlA to sarvajJa paramAtmA hai ane vo sarvajJa svabhAva hai trikALI bhagavAna usake avalaMbanase paryAyamAM sarvazapaNA hotA hai, jisakA sarvajJa svabhAva AtmAmeM hai aisA mAnatA nahIM usako sarvajJa paryAya kabhI hotI nahIM. AhAhA ! (zrotA - AtmAko to mAnatA hI hai) AtmAko kayA mAne badhI vAto kare, AtmA eTale kayA prabhu? sarvajJa, bIjI sAdI bhASAe kahIe to "za" svabhAvI ane "jJa" svabhAvamAM sarva lagAvI diyA to sarvajJa svabhAvI, kayoMki vo sarvajJa svabhAva usakA guNa hai, usakI zakti hai. AhAhAhA! ane e sarvajJa svabhAvI ekarUpa prabhu usakI dRSTi karanese ne usameM sthira honese sarvazakI paryAya, pragaTa paryAyamAM hotI hai. sarvajJameMse pravAha AtA hai. AhAhA ! pUrvaka paryAyameMse mokSa ho aisA kahenA bhI vyavahAra hai, bAkI to sarvajJa svabhAva hai usameMse sarvajJa paryAya AtI hai. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? usameM zuddhadravyArthikanakase e batAyA hai, ke AtmA eka asAdhAraNa caitanyabhAva hai, trikALI eka asAdhAraNa dUsarA guNa bhI aisA nahIM, jJAna svabhAva jaisA, dUsarA guNa bhI apaneko jAnate nahIM, jJAna apaneko jAnate huM ne dUsarA guNako jAnate huM ne parako jAnane vAlA asAdhAraNa eka jJAyaka svabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? Avo upadeza!haiM? AhAhA! jJAna che asAdhAraNa caitanyamAtra jo ke akhaMDa hai prabhu to dravyasvabhAva to akhaMDa hai paryAyakA bheda bhI jisameM nahIM, nitya hai anitya nahIM, anAdi anaMta hai, anAdi nidhana "a" Adi anidhana, Adi nahIM ne aMta nahI. aisI cIja dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu! AhAuse jAnanese paryAyabuddhiA pakSapAta miTa jAtA hai aisA bhagavAna trikALI jJAyakako jAnanese ne anubhava karane se paryAyabuddhinA pakSapAta chUTa jAtA hai tabhI samyagdarzana hotA hai. AhA! vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM. 70 gAthA - 14 tA. 27-8-78 ravivAra, zrAvaNa vada-9 saM. 2504 zrI samayasAra, e to 15 mI gAthAmeM AtA hai ne "apade santamarjha" paMDitajI ! "apadezasattamanjha" usakA artha akhaMDa kiyA hai vo vidhAnaMdajIe, e vAta jUThI hai, suNo to have e kahete hai ki apadasakA artha amRtacaMdrAcArye jAnanameM na AyA to kiyA nahIM ema kahete che. amRtacaMdrAcAryano "apade santamajha" zabdako artha jAnane khyAlameM na AyA to likhA nahIM. eka vAta, apadasakA artha jayasena AcArya TIkAmeM dravyazruta kiyA hai eka vAta aura "apade santamarjha"no artha e sUtram 15mI gAthA Ai usameM A gayA. paMDitajI !! Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 14 187 dravyazruta e zabdo ja dravyazruta hai, paMdaramI gAthA hai e hI dravyazruta hai. to dravyazrutameM e A gayA. apadesakA artha amRtacaMdrAcAryako khyAla nahIM rahA to nahIM AyA aisA nahIM. ( zrotAHemAM garbhita che ) kaiM ? e usameM gAthA vo hI dravyazruta hai. "apadesasantamakhkhuM" AhAhA... dravyazrutameM bhI e kahA hai aura bhAvazrutameM bhI vItarAgatA bhAva zudgha upayoga e jainazAsana aisA kahA. paNa dravyazrutameM bhI e gAthA hai e dravyazruta hai, paMDitajI! AhAhA! "apadesasantamakhkhuM" e gAthAmeM dravyameM e AyA eTale dravyazrutakA artha apadesakA artha nahIM kiyA hai amRtacaMdrAcArye ( ema nathI ). ( zrotAH- e bhAvano artha karyo emAM dravya AvI gayuM. ) nA nA-dravya ema nahIM, emeya nahIM. e gAthA e dravyazruta hai ema kahenA hai. paMDitajI ! e gAthA ehI dravyazruta hai, to dravyazruta A gayA bhAI, ane usakA bhAvazruta to passadi appANaM, zuddha upayogameM AtmAko dekhate hai e jainazAsana e bhAvazruta huA. paMDitajI ! barAbara hai, samajameM AyA ? ja2I garabaDa ho gai hai bahota, apadesano artha akhaMDa kiyA hai e bAta aise aise hai nahIM. samajameM AyA ? - ane dUsarI bAta e kahe, rAtriko prazna huA thA caMdubhAInA e praznano utta2 have ke rAtriko bahota calA thA, ki jaise kSetrakA aMta nahIM, e vastu sthiti hai, aise kALakA aMta nahIM, zarUAta kahAMse usakA e vastukA svarUpa aisA hai aisI dravyakI paryAya pahelI kayA usakA aMta nahIM. pahelI kayA ? AhAhA ! aise AtmAneM anaMtaguNa jo hai usakA AkhirakA guNa kayA ? e hai hI nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? to itanA dravyakA svabhAva guNa amApa hai aura paryAya eka samayakI bhI anaMta hai e bhI amApa hai, e anaMta paryAya eka samayakI hai, to A anaMta, anaMta anaMta anaMtameM AkhirakI A eka paryAya usameM eka samayaneM, e bhI hai nahIM. AhAhA ! tyAre koi kahe ke eTalA badhA dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva, amApa ne usakA mApa paryAya lai le to to vikalpa hai usameM AyA. samajameM AyA ? aisA hai nahIM. samajameM AyA ? vo rAtriko kahA thA, kahenA thA to cidvilAsameM hai, cidvilAsa hai ne ? usameM cotrIsa pAne hai dekho, sAmAnyatA karI nirvikalpa vastu hai, vizeSatA-vizeSapaNA ekadravyameM anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta guNa, AhAhAhA... jisakA aMta nahIM aise jaba vizeSa samajAte hai guru, AhAhA... aura paryAya eka samayaneM anaMta, mudata eka samayakI paNa anaMta paryAyamAM A paryAya AkhirakI hai aisA hai nahIM. anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta eka samayameM hoM aisA ziSyako pratibodha kijIe, cidvilAsameM hai, cidvilAsa dIpacaMdajI. taba jyoM jyoM ziSya guruke pratibodhako guNakA svarUpa, niyamasArameM aisA kahA ke dravya, guNa ne paryAya tInoMkA vicA2 ka2nA e vikalpa ne anAvazyaka hai. yahAM e kahA ke dravyaguNane anaMta anaMtaguNa ne anaMta anaMta paryAyako guru je ziSyako samajAte hai. AhAhAhA ! tyAre ( taba ) guruke pratibodhako guNakA svarUpa jANI, jAnI vizeSa bhedI hotA jAtA hai. vizeSa usakA bhedajJAna nirmaLa bahota ho jAtA hai. aura taba ve ziSyake AnaMdakI taraMga uThate hai. samajameM AyA? bhagavAna AtmA eka aura anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta kSetrase aMta e A gayA Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 188 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 itanAmuM, paNa bhAvakI saMkhyAkI anaMtatAkA aMta nahIM. AhAhAhA ! aura eka samayakI paryAya anaMtameM A AkhirakI, hai to eka samaya paNa anaMtameM A paryAya AkhirakI aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA! aisA koi gaMbhIra, gUDha dharma, guNakA ne paryAyakA, kSetrakA ane kALakA, aise vyAkhyA jema guru kahete hai, to ziSya sUnanemeM usako vizeSa bhedajJAna ho jAtA hai. aura jAnI jAnI AnaMdakI taraMga UThe, te (usI) hI samaya vastukA nirvikalpa AsvAda kare. paMDitajI! vAta hai bhAI ! A to gaMbhIra alaukika vAtuM hai, A koi zAstrakA ekIlA zabdakI bAta nahIM haiM. AhAhA ! anaMta anaMta anaMta AtmAmeM jema e eka vicArakI kasoTImeM na le taba taka anaMta hai anaMta hai bhale mAne, paNa aMdara kasoTImeM caDAve jaba, AhAhA.. to eka vastumeM anaMtaguNa aura eka paramANumeM anaMtaguNa, jitanI saMkhyAmeM eka AtmAmeM guNa hai, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta anaMtano aMta nahIM. aise eka paramANumeM astitva, vastutva Adi anaMtaguNa itanA hai, ke usakA aMta nahIM. paramANu eTalA (ItanA) AhAhA.. aura eka AkAza, eka AkAzameM bhI anaMtaguNa hai. jitanA paramANumeM hai itanA AkAzameM hai, aura itanA eka AtmAmeM hai. AhAhAhA! asaMkhya pradezameM bhI anaMta, anaMta, anaMta eka paramANumeM bhI anaMta anaMta eka pradezameM, anaMta pradezI AkAzameM anaMta anaMta, AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jholA Ate hai jholA, hamaNAM AMhI jholA caDI gayA che. ghaNIvAra rAtrI game tema karatA hoya paNa vyAkhyAnameM jholA ja Ave ene, AMkha bhAre thai jAya. AvI vAtamAM bhAre AMkha thAya, samajameM AyA? jarI samajanekI cIja hai usameM, AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA anaMta to kai prakArane hote hai.) A anaMta to aMta na Ave e anaMta hai, ardhapudgalakA anaMtakA to aMta AtA hai, kayA? ardha pudgala hai e anaMtakA anaMta kALa hai, paNa usakA aMta AtA hai, paNa anaMta pudgala parAvartanakA kabhI aMta nahIM. AhAhA.. aise eka dravyameM anaMta guNakA koi aMta nahIM. ema AkAzanA kSetrakA koi aMta nahIM. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! (zrotA- eka samayakI paryAyakA aMta nahIM) eka samayamAM anaMtI paryAyanA aMta nahIM, ke A paryAya AkhirakI eka samayamAM anaMta, to A anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMta, anaMtamAM AkhirakI aise aMta nahIM, bhAI koi (aciMtya) vastu hai, (zrotA - guNakA aMta nahIM eTale paryAyakA aMta nahIM) guNakA nahIM, paryAya to eka samayakI hai vo trikALIkA aMta nahIM, A eka samayakA aMta nahIM. AhAhA ! (zrotAH- eka samayakI aMtima paryAya kauna sI) aMtima paryAya kayA? paryAya anaMta hai emAM aMtima kayA? AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! anaMta anaMta covIsI ho jAya to bhI usako anaMta covIsImeM aMta A gayA, Akhira. paNa A to anaMta anaMta kALa kadI Adi hai nahIM, aMta nahIM, usakA kadI aMta nahIM ne zarUAta nahIM. AhAhAhA! (zrotA-anaMta kahevuM ne aMta AvI jAya che zuM?) aMta kayAM, koNe kahyuM aMta AvI jAya, e A to aMta AvI gayo ne ahIMyA. ardha pula parAvartanano anaMtakALakA aMta A gayA, e aMta hai ne? aMta e prakAranA aMta hai. aisA hai dhavalameM pATha hai aisA. dhavalameM aisA pATha liyA he ke anaMtanA do prakAra, ardhapula e anaMta hai paNa usakA aMta A jAtA hai. bhAI Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 189 A zAstram AdhAra paDA hai. zAstramAM to digaMbara saMtoe to gajaba kAma kiyA hai. AhAhA ! ardhapudgalakA aMta A gayA. ardhapugala (kA) aMta hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? paNa anaMta anaMta anaMta guNa jo svabhAvanA aMta nahIM, bhAI alaukika vAtuM hai bApA, prabhu tArI prabhutAnI pAra na maLe. AhAhA ! e anaMta amApa usakI jJAna paryAya mApa le letI hai. kayA kahA e ? jJAnakI vartamAna paryAya anaMta, anaMta, anaMta jisakA aMta nahIM isakA mApa le letI hai. AhAhA! (zrotA-mApa le liyA to aMta A gayA.) isakA aMta kahAM AyA? anaMtakA, anaMtakA, anaMtakA yahAM jJAna AyA, anaMtakA anaMta jJAna AyA. bahu sUkSma vAta bhAI ! samajameM AyA? dravyAnuyoga bahota sUkSma hai, aise koi sAdhAraNa abhyAsase samajAya aisI cIja nahIM. bhAI ! AhAhA ! enI eka samayanI paryAyamAM paNa anaMta avibhAga praticchada, AhAhA... eka samayakI paryAyameM anaMta mAyalI eka paryAyameM anaMta avibhAga praticcheda hai usakA aMta nahIM utanA avibhAga praticcheda hai, kayuM ke eka samayameM aMta nahIM aisA kSetranA jJAna A gayA, aMta nahIM aisA kALakA jJAna A gayA, anaMta dharma jo hai usakA aMta nahIM usakA paryAyameM jJAna khyAla A gayA. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? to e paryAyameM anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta sAmarthya hai. AhAhAhA ! e saba dravyazrutameM kahA hai. samajameM AyA? e 15 mI gAthAmeM jo e AyegA. jo passadi appANaM abaddhapuDhe annnnnnmvisesN| *apadesasaMtamajhaM passadi jiNasAsaNaM savvaM / / 15 / / isako artha ke amRtacaMdrAcArye aMdara apade kA artha kiyA hI nahIM, aisA haiM nahIM. e "apade santamajha" je sUtra kahA usameM e dravyazruta A gayA. samajameM AyA? jarI ! AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- AkhA jinazAsananuM dravyazruta AvI gayuM 15mI gAthAmAM) e dravyazruta ja e hai, ke jisameM apadesa nAma dravyazruta usameM AyA kayA AyA? ke abaddhaspaSTa hai AtmA e usameM AyA hai. ane bhAvaRRtameM bhI e AyA zuddha upayogameM ke abaddhaskRSTa AtmA e zuddha upayogameM AyA vo hI jainazAsana. dravyazrutameM e kahI ne bhAvathutarUpa pariNamana huA AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? ( zrotA:- 15mI gAthAkI apadeza hai?) e AMhIyA "apade santamajha" evI bAta hai bhAI. AhA ! atyAre to kalpanAe artha karate hai. aise na cale bhAI ! AcAryo kahete hai e to saMto kahete haiM, isakI vANIkA sAra hai. AhAhA ! e vANI vANIme bhAva ja kahenemeM AyA hai, apAra huM vANIkA vANImeM bhAva hoM, AhAhA ! dravyaguNakA bhAva, vANIkA apanA bhAva, e vANI kahetI hai. AhAhA ! vANImeM dravyaguNa jo bhAvavatu hai e bhAva usameM nahIM AtA, paNa vANI jitanA dravyaguNabhAva hai usako kathanakI zakti bhASAkI paryAyameM hai, bhASAkI paryAyameM haiM, bhASAkI paryAyameM vo anaMta dravyaguNa paryAya AyA nahIM. AhAhA! alaukika vAtuM che bApu A to, AhAhA... samAjameM AyA? eTale dravyazrutameM bhI gAthA e ha dravyazruta hai to usameM bhI A gayA aura amRtacaMdrAcArye Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 enA artha nathI karyA aisA hai nahIM. e gAthA "apade santamajhe" kIdhA vo hI dravyazruta A gayA usameM ane jayasena AcArye enI TIkAmeM cokhkhA liyA. apasa eTale dravyazrutamaSTha dravyazrutanI aMdara A kahA hai. AhAhAhA ! sAnta nAma bhAvasRta ane apadesa e dravyazruta. dravyazrutameM bhI AtmA abaddhaspaSTa kahenemeM AyA hai. aura bhAvazrutameM bhI abaddhaspaSTakA anubhava hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! evo mAraga che bhAI ! ? A to usakA artha AyA hai samayasArameM dekhA to ane A kala kahenA thA ne to usameM e AyA hai, ke samayasAra vyavahArako lekara calatA hai aura usakA aMtima lakSa nizcaya taka pahuMcanA hai, aise haiM nahIM. AmAM likhA hai A to vIra patra AyAne vIrameM A patramAM kala batAnA thA ne koi le gayA thA A merA nahIM, merA to cihma kiyA hai, dUsarA koka le gayA A to maganalAlajI lAyA thA. kayA kahA? ahIMyA ApaNe calate hai dekho, paryAyArthikarUpa vyavahAranayako gauNa karake asatyArtha kahA hai, yahAM AyA hai, bicameM, hai? jIva usakA anubhava karatA hai vo paradravyabhAvo svarUpa pariNamita nahIM hotA. "isaliye karmabaMdha nahIM hotA. aura saMsArase nivRtti ho jAtI hai" tyAM AyA hai, hai? paMDitajI! hai? vo kyA kahA? ke A AtmA to akhaMDa, nitya, anAdinidhana hai. use jAnanee paryAyabuddhinA pakSapAta miTa jAtA hai, hai? paradravyose unake bhAvose aura unake nimittase honevAlA apane vibhAvose apane AtmAko bhinna jAnakara, AhAhA... paradravyase, paradravyanA bhAvase aura paradravyanA nimittase honevAlA apanA vikAra, AhAhA... tIna bola AyA, hai? bhinna jAnakara jIva usakA anubhava karatA hai. taba paradravyoke bhAvasvarUpa pariNamana nahIM hotA, taba rAgarUpa pariNamana nahIM hotA. AhAhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bhAI ! A to jainazAsana! emAM samayasAra, aura usakI TIkA ne usako marma jayacaMda paMDite khola diyA hai, AhAhA! isaliye karmabaMdha nahIM hotA. aura paryAyArthikarUpa vyavahAranayako gauNa karake, paryAya hai, nahIM hai aisA nahIM, paNa paryAyArthikanAyako gauNa karake, abhAva karake nahIM paryAyakA abhAva karake hoya to vedAMta ho jAtA che. vastu aisI hai nahIM. AhAhA... paryAyArthikanAyako gauNa karake lakSa choDAneko usako gauNa karake abhUtArtha kahA hai. AhAhA! paryAya na ho ane guNabheda na ho to vastu ja nahIM hai, aisA ho jAtA hai. AhAhA! zuddha nizcayanayako satyArtha kahekara usakA AlaMbana liyA hai. zuddhanayakA viSaya jo dhruva trikALI jJAyakabhAva usakA Azraya leneko AlaMbana leneko kahA hai, bhedakA AlaMbana choDAneko, AhAhA... paryAyakA AlaMbana choDAneko, paryAya nahIM hai aisA nahIM, paryAya hai. hai? vastu svarUpakI prApti hone ke bAda, jaba AtmA prApta ho gayA aMdarameM, pIche usakA AlaMbana nahIM rahetA. pIche Azraya karatA rahetA nahIM. pUrNAnaMdakI prApti hui paryAyameM to AlaMbana rahA nahIM. dravyakA Azraya karanA rahA nahIM. kayA kahete hai. AhAhA ! jabalaga AtmA pUrNa paryAyako prApta na ho tabalaga dravyArthikanakA AlaMbana lene ko kahA, paNa e AlaMbanase jaba paryAyameM pUrNatA ho gaI pIche dravyanA AlaMbana rahA nahIM. AlaMbana to e Azraya adhurA thA tabalaga AlaMbana rahete the, pUrNa huA pIche dravyanA Azraya to rahI nahIM. e to ho gai paryAya pUrNa. Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 191 AvI vAta A jayacaMda paMDite likhA usakA samajanA A kaThaNa paDate hai. samajameM AyA? digaMbaranA paMDito paNa yathArtha kahete hai. ane amAre paMDitajIne aisA carcA huI thI ne khAniyAmeM tyAre e loko kahe muni ane AcAryonA vacana e ja amAre pramANa hai. A kahe ke bhAI ke badhAne A paMDitonA vacana bhI pramANa hai. paMDitajI! kahA thA, khAniyAcarcAmuM, eka hI kaheneko nikale the. AhAhA! je samyagdaSTi jIva hai usakA kathana barAbara mAnya hai. AcAryonA ja mAnya hai to pachI A padmaprabhamaladhArideva muni hai, e AcArya nahIM hai to usakA mAnya nahIM hai? ema aise kahe mAne te enI svacchaMdatA hai. AhAhA! digaMbara gRhastho paNa samakitI banArasIdAsa, ToDaramalajI, Adi saba AdhAra, saba AdhAra lenekA hai. usakA zabda bhI siddhAMtane anusAra barAbara saccA hai. samajameM AyA? gRhastha samakitI(ne) banAyA hai mATe ahIM enA Azraya lenA nahIM ne vo nahIM AdhAra aisA hai nahIM. samyagdaSTi to jaisA tiryaMca hai aisA hI siddha samyagdaSTi hai. AhAhAhAhA! bhagavAna traNa lokano nAtha aMdara jyAM dRSTimAM AyA, AhA... vartamAna paryAyameM pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha, lakSameM paryAyameM dravyakA sAmarthya AyA sAmarthya AyA dravya nahIM. AhAhAhA... usakI dRSTivAne game te kahe e yathArtha siddhAMta pramANe kahete hai. (zrotA:- game te kahe?) heM? game te kahe! game te kahe eTale te yathArtha ja kahe, e ja kahe, game te kahe, usako jo gamate hai yathArtha e kahe. AhAhA ! e AMhIM kahA dekho. zuddhanizcayanayako satyArtha kara AlaMbana diyA vastusvarUpakI prApti honeke bAda dravyasvarUpakA Azraya AlaMbana liyA jaba laga pUrNa nahIM huM tyAM laga, ane pUrNa ho gayA pIche AlaMbana rahetA nahIM, pIche Azraya lenA rahetA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bhAI ! vItarAgano mAraga e darzanazuddhikA mAraga samajanA bahu alaukika hai bhAI ! AhA! samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! are emAM abhimAna kare thoDA ghaNAM jANyA, ame jANyA bApu! e vAtuMnI vAtuM koi alaukika hai. jenA jJAnano mApa na Ave guNIno, usakA mA5 karale paryAya bApu e samyagdarzana cIja kaisI hai. AhAhA! dravyameM guNakA mApa nahIM, aMta nahIM ke A AkhirakA hai, usakA samyajJAna paryAya aMta le le, AhAhA... e samyajJAnakI paryAyakI kitanI mahimA hai, paryAyakI hoM, AhAhA ! isakA nAma bhAvazrutajJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. (zrotA - paryAyano mahimA cAle che.) paryAyano mahimA A rIte, kai rIte? paryAyano mahimA dravyase kaMi vadha jAte nahIM, paNa paryAyameM dravyanA mAhAbhya khyAla A gayA to e sArA dravyakA, sArA guNakA, sArA lokAlokakA, apanI paryAyameM usakA jJAna nAma mApa A gayA. AhAhA ! eka ja paryAyameM sArA lokAlokakA ne e paryAyameM anaMtI paryAyakA, e paryAyameM anaMta guNakA e paryAyameM anaMta dravyakA. (mApa A gayA). jIva dravya kitanA? ke Adi binAkA kALa hai, anAdi sAMta abhI takakA kALa, usase anaMtaguNA jIva hai, trikALase anaMtameM bhAge hai, jIvadravyanI saMkhyA trikALa samayase anaMtameM bhAge huM paNa bhUtakALa anAdise aMta takakA kALase jIvadravya anaMtaguNA hai, AhAhAhA ! zuM che A? AhAhAhA ! are jisakI Adi nahIM kALakI, isakA anAdi anaMta kALa usase Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 192 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anaMtaguNA jIvaTI saMkhyA, prabhu dravya kitanA? AhAhA ! ane usase anaMtaguNA paramANu, aura usase anaMtaguNA trikALakA samaya, aura usase anaMtaguNA eka AkAzako pradeza, aura usase anaMtaguNA eka dravyanA dharma, guNa, bhAI sAdhAraNa vAta nathI A. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jJAnacaMdajI! A to thoDA ghaNA jJAna ho jAya dhAraNA kA tyAM to jANe ke, ohohoho.... hamAre to bahota ho gayA. have jagatane batAvo, jagata jANe are bhaiyA, tuma kayA? AhAhA ! e kahA dekho ! isa kathanase nahIM samaja lenA cAhie ke zuddhanayuko satyArtha kahA isaliye azuddhanaya sarvathA asatyArtha hai. paryAya azuddha dravyArthika paryAya, azuddha dravyArthika vyavahAranaya bilakula jUThA hai, hai hI nahIM aisA nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! aisA mAnanese vedAMta matavAle saMsArako sarvathA avastu mAnate hai. mAyA e kahete hai ke yAmA e paryAya ne bheda emAM nathI. aisA ho jAyegA. e mAyA kahete haiM ne mAyA hai saba mAyA hai paNa mAyA hai ke nahIM? samajameM AyA? vedAMtI sAthe carcA bahota hotI thI. motIlAlajI, paramahaMsa AyA thA, pahele vyAkhyAnameM Ate the, pIche paramahaMsa ho gaye the, pIche AyA tuma vedAMta vedAMta karate haiM e saba loga to duHkha hai ke nahIM aMdara paryAyameM? duHkha hai ke nahIM duHkhase mukta honA to duHkha hai ke nahIM? duHkha hai to AtmA ne duHkha do cIja ho gaI, haiM?dvata ho gayA, aura duHkhakA abhAva hokara sukha AtA hai. e bhI paryAyameM AyA, to dravya ne paryAya do ho gayA. aise na cale kIdhuM yahAM. ahIMyA to vastako, jaisI cIja hai aisI samAjanA cAhie, ochA adhika ne viparIta, saba mithyAtva bhAva hai, samajameM AyA? AhAhA! saMsArako sarvathA avaDu mAnate hai, aisA sarvathA ekAMta pakSa A jAyegA usase mithyAtva A jAyegA. paryAya hai hI nahIM. paryAyanako asatyArtha kahA, azuddhatAko asatyArtha kahA, bhedako asatyArtha kahA, to bheda ne paryAya hai hI nahIM, aisA hai nahIM. bheda bhI hai ne paryAya bhI hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI jhINI vAtuM paNa have. isa prakAra e zuddhanayakA AlaMbana bhI vedAMtIokI bhAMti mithyAdeSThitva A jAyegA. to paryAya na ja mAne azuddhatA paryAyameM hai e nahIM mAne, to vedAMtIonI peThe mithyASTi ho jAyegA. AhAhA ! jovo have khUbI. isaliye sarvanayoMkI kathaMcit satyArthatA zraddhAna karanese, bhASA dekho, kayA kahete hai? isaliye sarvanayoMkI kathaMcit satyArthatA, paryAyana kI bhI satyArthatA, dravyanAyakI bhI satyArthatA AhAhA !hai? paryAyameM azuddhatA e satyArtha hai, paryAya e satyArtha hai, trikALa bhI satyArtha hai. hai? (zrotA:- pramANakA viSaya e to ho gayA) nahIM, e pramANanA viSayanI vAta ahIM nahIM hai. ahIM to paryAyameM asatyArthatA kahA, to e paryAya asatyArtha nahIM aisA kahenA hai. paryAya hai, e to trikALanI apekSAse eka samayakA paryAyako lakSa choDAneko asatyArtha, gauNa karake asatyArtha kahA. paryAya abhAva karake asatyArtha kaho aisA he nahIM. AhAhAhA ! agiyAramI gAthAmeM kahA ne vyavahAroDabhUyatno agiyAramI gAthA mULa, jaina darzanano prANa, vyavahAroDabhUtArtho vyavahAra zabda paryAya, paryAyaabhUtArtha, kai rIte abhUtArtha? usakA lakSa choDAneko gauNa karake abhUtArtha kahA hai. paryAya nahIM hai ne aisA kahekara asatyArtha kahA hai Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 193 aisA nahIM. Are AvuM badhuM. haiM? bhAI tArI lIlA to dekha. AhAhAhA.. terA guNanI pATa paDI hai aMdaramAM mahAprabhu, chate paryAyameM vikRta avasthA ne duHkha hai, e nahIM hai aise mAno, ekAMta ho jAyegA. kathaMcita, dekhA? sarvanayoMkI paryAyanaya, dravyArthikanaya, vyavahAranaya, azuddhanaya, azuddha dravyArthikanaya, zuddha dravyArthikanaya e kathaMcit satyArtha, sabako kathaMcit satyArtha mAnanA cAhie. AhAhAhAhA! kathaMcit satyArthapaNAkA zraddhAna karanese, dekho pahele to aisA kahA thA ke dravyakA trikALIkA zraddhAna karanA vo samyagdarzana hai, ne AhIM to e kahA ke paryAyameM azuddhatA hai. paryAya hai usakA bhI jJAna rakhakara trikALakA Azraya lenA. usakA jJAna choDa denA ke ye hai hI nahIM ane trikALakA Azraya lenA aisA he nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? thoDA sUkSma hai. devacaMdajI ! kayA kahete hai? ( zrotA - saMskRta vyAkaraNa vAlIkA to kAma nahIM) saMskRta vyAkaraNanA AMhI kAma kayA hai, AMhI to aMtarakI bAta hai bApA. AMhI aMtaranA saMskArakI bAta hai, saMskRtakI bAta yahAM nahIM. AhAhA ! hai? sarvanayake koi prakAre satyArtha, vyavahAranaya azuddha dravyArthikanaya, paryAyanaya paNa hai, kathaMcit paryAyakI apekSAe paryAya hai, dravyakI apekSAe dravya hai. AhAhA ! juone keTalA khulAsA kiyA? AhAhA ! pahelA aisA kahA kI vyavahAra abhUtArtha hai. to AMhI kahete hai kI vyavahAra bhI hai, kathaMcit ye hai, paryAya apekSAse hai, aisA jJAna karake, trikALakA Azraya lenA, usakA jJAna choDa de ke paryAya hai hI nahIM to trikALakA Azraya nahIM hogA, jUThI daSTi hogI usakI. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? godikAjI! A badhuM jANapaNuM karavuM paDaze tyAM mIlamAM dhULamAM kyAMya nathI nyAM. hajI zarIrane ThIka nahIM hoya toya rakhaDe che bahAra. hajI ema loko kahe che. hai ne kayA kahete hai hArTa upara kAMi hai ne asara ema kahe che. AhAhA! prabhu tuma kayA hai? meM to trikALI huM. paNa trikALIkA avalaMbana lenemeM paryAya bilakula nahIM ja haiM aisA lakSa karake avalaMbana lene jAegA (to) samyagdarzana nahIM hogA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AtmAmeM vikAra hai, e satyArtha hai, karmase nahIM. AhAhA! (zrotA - Apako to AnaMda A rahA hogA haMsI AtI hai) A cIja bApA! AhAhA! ahIMyA to prabhu ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! yahAM saMtokI vANImeM vyavahAra abhUtArtha kahA, to usakA khulAsA paMDitajI karate hai. ke abhUtArtha to e apekSAse kahA ke kAyama rahenekI cIja nahIM ne kAyama rahenekI cIjakA avalaMbana leneko paryAyakA lakSa choDAneko gauNa karake asatyArtha kahA. paNa paryAya nahIM ne azuddhatA nahIM ja hai aisA lakSa karaneko dravyanA AlaMbana karegA nahIM hogA karyuki paryAya hai isako to mAnI hI nahIM usane ne, samajameM AyA? azuddhatA saMsAra hai paryAyameM, samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! jayacaMdajI paMDita bhI itanA khulAsA karate hai, pahelAnAM paMDito ya koi.... isaliye sarvanayo, sarva nayomeM kayA AyA? azuddha dravyArthika, vikArI paryAya, mithyAtva paryAya Adi hai aisA lakSa jAnanA cAhie, hai ja nahiM paryAyameM mithyAtva ne paryAya hai hI nahIM, AhAhA.. to usane saba nayako satyArtha mAnyA nahIM. AhAhAhA.. AvI vAta che. kaho bAbubhAI ! AvI vAtuM che A. Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 194 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 isa prakAra syAdvAdako samajaphara dekho, isa prakAra syAdvAdako samajakara jinamatakA sevana karanA cAhiye. paryAya azuddha hai, vikAra hai e nayamAM lakSa rakhakara, trikALakA Azraya lenA, e syAdavAdakA zaraNa hai. ekAMta mAnanA ke dravya ja hai ne, paryAya nahIM azuddhatA nahIM, saMsAra nahIM, vikAra AtmAmeM nahIM, samajameM AyA? to ekAMta hai e, AhAhAhA!hai! ekAMta pakSa nahIM pakaDanA cAhie, AhAhA ! hai ? mukhya gauNako kathana sUnakara, dravya trikALIko mukhya karake nizcaya kahA ane paryAya azuddha AdikA bhedako gauNa karake asatyArtha kahA, gauNa karake asatyArtha kahA to sarvathA ekAMta pakSa nahIM pakaDanA cAhiye, paryAya nahIM ja hai, azuddhatA jIvameM paryAyameM hai hI nahIM, saMsAra vikArI paryAya jIvakI paryAyameM hai hI nahIM. aisA ekAMta nahIM lenA. mAyA e kahete hai ajJAnI aura vedAMtI aise nahIM. yAmA e haiM nahIM, paNa yA kahete hI isakA astitva siddha ho gayA. samajameM AyA? yA mA e nahIM, to e nahIM to e hai usameM A gayA, vikAra hai, rAga hai, saMsAra (hai) paMDitajI! "A" hai nahIM, to usameM "A" to A gayA hai' A gayA, samajameM AyA? meM AtmA huM nahIM, to usameM "huM" aisA A gayA, nirNaya jisane kiyA vo AtmA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhagavAnanA lojIka- nyAya bahu sUkSma hai. AhA! isa gAthA sUtrakA vivecana karate hue TIkAkAra AcAryane bhI kahA hai ke AtmA vyavahAranayakI dRSTie baddhaspaSTa Adi dikhAi detA hai. hai, karmakA saMbaMdha hai, aniyatatA hai, vizeSatA hai, rAgadveSatA hai, isako bhUtArtha pahele kahetA AyA hai, paryAyanayase bhUtArtha hai, ema likhA hai. vahu e dRSTise to satyArtha hI hai, paryAyanTise to e baddhaspaSTa vyavahAra Adi rAga Adi huM to huM hI, e dRSTise to satya hai. AhAhAhA... mALuM Avu have navarAza na maLe, dhaMdho kyAre karavo, e hasamukhabhAI dhaMdhA ADe navarAza kyAM? paranA pApa Adi karavAnA kALamAM, AtmAne bagADavAnA rastAnA kALamAM A ke di' sudharavAno rasto sUjhe. AhAhAhA ! e zuddhanayanI dRSTie baddhapRSTAdi asatyArtha hai. paryAyadRSTie to satyArtha hai. isa kathanameM TIkAkAra AcArye svAvAda batAyA hai. apekSAse kahenA e batAyA hai. trikALako satyArtha ne paryAyako asatyArtha e apekSAse kahA hai. ekAMta mAna le ke paryAya ne azuddhatA hai hI nahIM, aisA hai nahIM. ane e azuddhatA karmane laine haiM aisA hai hI nahIM. samAjameM AyA? apanI paryAyakI te kSaNanI yogyatAne kAraNase azuddhatA hai. AhAhAhAhA.... AvuM svarUpa have ene samAjamAM, A samajAya nahIM eTale pachI vrata ne tapa ne karo bhakti ne A pUjA ne AhAhA... bhagavAna e badhI to rAgakI kriyA hai ne nAtha, paNa e kAMI AtmAnA svarUpa nahIM trikALI, AhAhA vo koi dharma nahIM adharma hai, adharma hai, e bhI hai kharA, rAga bhAva e adharma hai, e kharA paryAyameM, AhAhAhA.. usakA lakSa choDAkara trikALIkA avalaMbana le prabhu, jyAM bhagavAna pUraNa paramAtmA paDA hai, AhAhA.. usakA Azraya diyA hai, paryAyako gauNa karake. abhAva karake diyA nahIM. yahAM e samajanA cAhie ke e naya hai. e zrutajJAna pramANa kA aMza hai. naya e to pramANakA aMza hai. zrutajJAna e pramANa hai. che to zrutajJAna paryAya, bhAvazrutajJAna e hai to Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 14 195 paryAya, paNa e paryAya pramANa hai. kayuMki dravya ne paryAya e donoMko jAnate hai to e pramANa hai. AhAhA ! e pramANakA aMza naya, e to pramANakA aMza hai. zrutajJAna vastako parokSa batalAtA hai, zrutajJAnakI (paryAya ) pratyakSa aMdara nahIM hai. AnaMdakA bhale pratyakSa ho, paNa zrutajJAna pratyakSameM ye nahIM, parokSa hai. isaliye e naya bhI parokSa hI batalAtA hai. dekho, zuddhanaya, zrutajJAnakA aMza, zrutajJAna parokSa hai aura usakA bheda naya zruta e bhI parokSa hai. zuddha dravyArthikanayakA viSayabhUta baddhaskRSTa Adi pAMca bhAvose rahita AtmA caitanya zakti mAtra hai. bhagavAna caitanya zakti, caitanya sAmarthya, svabhAvarUpa have kayA kahA dekho, yaha zakti to AtmAm parokSa hai. vastukI zakti hai e to parokSa hI hai, dravya svabhAva to parokSa hI hai. e vastu svabhAva je hai e paryAyameM pratyakSa dekhanemeM AtA nahIM, to parokSa hI hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA - e to aMtara anaMta akhaMDa pratyakSa pramANa che) e pratyakSa hui kayAre e to eka apekSAse pratyakSa hui, e kahegA AnaMdakI apekSAe pratyakSa hai, ne zrutajJAnameM parakI apekSA nahIM e apekSAe pratyakSa hai, bAkI to hai to parokSa hI hai. (zrotAH- pratyakSa pramANa kaI rIte?) pratyakSa to aMdara svasaMvedana nAmakA guNa hai, aise usakI dRSTi karanese paryAyameM svasaMvedana pratyakSa AtA hai. paNa e svasaMvedana pratyakSa rAgakI apekSA nahIM e apekSAe kahA hai. bAkI to e paNa parokSa . jJAna pratyakSa Ama dekhate hai, kevaLajJAna dekhate aise dekhate haiM zrutajJAna? AhAhA! e to AyA hai ne tyAM anubhavo paccakakho mokSamArgameM AyA hai ke tame jo parokSa kahetA ho to anubhavameM pratyakSa kahI tyAM zlokameM tyAM zloka huM anubhavo paccakakho- anubhava pratyakSa kahA ne tuma to zrutajJAnako parokSa kahete ho? mokSamArgameM AyA hai, ke bhAI sUna to sahI kai apekSAe hama parokSa kahete hai, e nayanA jJAna jo pUrNa svarUpa asaMkhya pradezI hai aisA nahIM dekhate hai. ye zrutajJAnakA aMza asaMkhya pradeza hai e nahIM dekhate hai, paNa vedanamAM AnaMda AtA hai. e apekSAe usako pratyakSa bhI kahenemeM AtA hai, AnaMda koi dUsarA veda hai ne apane meM vedanameM nahIM hai, aisA nahIM, e apekSAe pratyakSa kahA. AMhI parokSa ja hai. zrutajJAna parokSa ja hai. e bIjI vAta kIdhI'tI zakti eTale dravyasvarUpa ema, dravya paryAyameM AyA nahIM mATe zakti parokSa ho gai. ema hajI to calate hai vAta, e kahA thA pahele kahA thA ke, zakti je dravyazaktirUpa hai trikALI e to parokSa hI hai kyuki pratyakSa paryAyameM AyA nahIM e, eka vAta. dUsarI vAta. yaha zakti to AtmAmeM parokSa hai hI, kayA kahete haiM? caitanya zakti, caitanya sAmarthya, caitanya svarUpa, dhruva e to paryAyameM parokSa hai. paryAyameM AyA nahIM. e paMDitonA lakhANa paNa alaukika hai. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! nahIMtara to A gAthA upAData, paNa A lakhANameM bhI samajanekI cIja hai. zakti to AtmAmeM parokSa hai. aura usakI vyakti, have dekho, karmasaMyogase matizrutaAdi jJAnarUpa hai. aMdara paryAyameM atizrutajJAna paryAyameM hai, vo zakti to bhinna dUra raha gaI. paNa paryAyameM atizrutajJAna pragaTa paryAyameM hai, vaha kathaMcit anubhavagocara honese, dekho pratyakSarUpa hI kahalAtI hai. matizrutajJAnako, matiyuta pratyakSa jo pragaTa hai usako pratyakSa bhI kahenemeM AtA Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 196 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai, vastu to parokSa hI hai trikALa, AhAhA.. Are Are AvI vAtuM che. paNa e zakti jo trikALa jJAnasvarUpa, bhagavAna sat prabhu usakI vyakti jo paryAyameM pragaTa hotI hai e mati ne zrutajJAna, to e atizrutajJAnako kathaMcit kaMi paranI apekSA rakhe binA svako jAnate haiM to tyAM pratyakSa bhI kahenemeM AtA hai, A apekSAse. AhAhA.. pATaNIjI! vAtuM to evI che bhagavAna ! zuM kare prabhu? AhAhA! bhagavAna tuM itanA baDA hai ke terA pAra pAmanA... AhAhA.. aura saMpUrNa jJAna kevaLajJAna, e to chadmasthako pratyakSa nahIM, e bhI parokSa hai. isaliye zuddhanaya AtmAne kevaLajJAnarUpako parokSa kahelAtI hai. ekaluM kevaLa svarUpa ekaluM. jabataka jIva isa nayako nahIM jAnatA taba laga AtmAne pUrNa svarUpanA jJAna, zAna zraddhAna nahIM hotA, kevaLajJAna zabda olI paryAya nahIM ahIMyA. eka jJAna, eka jJAna, sarvajJa jJAna, kevaLajJAna aisA pUrNa svarUpa usako jabalaga na jAne, AhAhA!haiM? tabataka nayako nahIM jAnatA taba laga AtmAkA pUrNarUpakA jJAna zraddhAna nahIM hotA e pUrNasvarUpa jo jJAna zakti dhruva hai usako jabalaga na jAne tyAM sudhI jJAna ne zraddhAna saccA huM nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! huM ? isaliye zrI gurune isa zuddhanayako pragaTa karake upadeza diyA hai, e zuddhanayako pragaTa karake, svakA Azraya diyA hai. AhAhAhA ! pragaTa karake hoM, apane(meM) bhI paryAyameM zuddhanaya pragaTa karake, parako pragaTa karanekA batAyA hai. AhAhAhA ! arere ! bhagavAnanI paryAya bhI gaMbhIra, guNa bhI gaMbhIra, dravya bhI gaMbhIra, AhAhA... alaukika vAtuM he bhAI ! A ekalA vANIyA to vepAramAM ghUsa gayA ne navarAza na maLe pApanA dhaMdhA Akho di' puNeya nahIM tyAM to dhULamAM paisA nyAM kyAM hatA e to puNya hoya to AtA hai, paNa rAgamAM ghUsa gayA. A karuM ne A karuM, ne e to jApAnIe ema kahyuM hatuM ke jaina dharma anubhUti hai paNa vANIyAne hAtha AyA, vANIyA vyavasAyameM ghUsa gayA hai. vANIyA eTale vahepArI. cAhe to khojA hoya te paNa vepArI kahenemeM AtA hai ne kAMI vANIyA nAta hai e vANIyA aisA kahA nahIM, "vepAra kare te vANIyA" to khojA musalamAna bhI vepAra kare to te vANIyA kahenemeM AtA hai. vepAra karate hai usameM ghUsa gayA. AhAhA! ararara! savArathI rAtri e e aisA kalpanA karate karate so jAe to, kalpanA to svapnAmAM bhI e A jAve. arere! aisA AtmAko samajanA, e mATe to nivRtti ghaNI joie prabhu! AhAhA ! kemake e to vikalpase bhI nivRtta svarUpa hai. haiM? to parakI nivRtti svarUpa to hai hIM, paNa parakI nivRttithI huThate nahIM khasate nahIM pravRttimeM paDyA paDyA paDyA AhAhA... to kahete hai zuddhanayako pragaTa karake upadeza diyA he ke baddhaspaSTa Adi pAMca bhAvoe rahita pUrNajJAnaghana svabhAva AtmAko jAnakara, zraddhAna karanA cAhie. paryAyabuddhi nahIM rahenA cAhie paryAya hai nahIM aisA nahIM paNa paryAyabuddhi rahenA cAhie nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA! yahAM koi aisA prazna kare ke aisA AtmA pratyakSa to dikhAi nahIM detA, vinA dekhe zraddhAna karanA, asatta zraddhAna hai. usakA uttaraH- dekhe huekA hI zraddhAna karanA so nAstika mata hai. jainamatameM to pratyakSa ke parokSa donoM pramANa mAne gaye hai. parokSa bhI pramANa che, parokSa bhI Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 197 zloka - 11 pramANa hai, pratyakSa bhI pramANa hai. parokSa bhI pramANa hai. pramANa- mApa karanevAlA, parokSa bhI yathArtha pramANa hai. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? A to hajI bhAvArtha calate hai. emAM sUkSmatA lAge, AhA! haiM? dekhe huekA hI zraddhAna karanA nAstika mata hai. jainamatameM pratyakSa ane parokSa donoM pramANa mAne gaye hai donoM pramANa hai, unameM se Agama pramANa parokSa hai. Agama pramANa eTale A jJAna hoM. bhAvazrutajJAna e Agama pramANa e jJAna usakA artha zuddhanaya hai. bhAvazrutajJAna AgamapramANa e Agama hoM, Agama eTale zAstra nahIM, bhAvazAna jo hai ye parokSa hai. aura usakA bheda zuddhanaya hai, e zuddhanAyakI deSTise zuddha AtmAkA zraddhAna karanA cAhie. AhAhAhA ! paryAya hai isakA lakSa to rakhanA cAhie, paNa vo buddhi choDakara, dravyakI lakSabuddhi karanA cAhie. AhAhAhAhA.. are! AvI vAtuM have. mAtra vyavahAra pratyakSakA hI ekAMta nahIM karanA cAhie basa itanA, vyavahAra paryAya hai guNa-guNI bheda hai paNa mAtra vyavahArakA hI pakSa nahIM karanA cAhie hai usakA jJAna karake trikALIkA Azraya karanA vo samyagdarzana hai. AhAhA ! haiM? have e zuddhanayako mukhya karake kalaza kahete hai usakA kalaza hai vo to TIkAkA bhAvArtha AyA. samajameM AyA? have usakA kaLaza kahegA, vizeSa. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) (zloka - 11 ) (mAtinI) na hi vidadhati baddhaspRSTabhAvAdayo'mI sphuTamupari taranto'pyetya yatra prtisstthaam| anubhavatu tameva dyotamAnaM samantAt jagadapagatamohIbhUya smyksvbhaavm||11|| ahIM, A zuddhanayane mukhya karI kalasarUpa kAvya kahe che - zlokArtha- [ nAta tama kava sanyasvabhAvama anumavata] jagatanA prANIo e samyaka svabhAvano anubhava karo ke[yatra] jyAM[ nI paddhaskRSTamAvAca:] A baddhaspaSTa Adi bhAvo [patya dama upara taranta: pi] spaSTapaNe te svabhAvanA upara tare che topaNa[ pratiSThAna divivadhati ](temAM ) pratiSThA pAmatA nathI, kAraNa ke dravyasvabhAva to nitya che, ekarUpa che ane A bhAvo anitya che, anekarUpa che; paryAyo dravyasvabhAvamAM praveza karatA nathI, upara ja rahe che. [samannAta rotamAnaM] A zuddha svabhAva sarva avasthAomAM prakAzamAna che. [+tamodImaya] evA zuddha svabhAvano, moha rahita thaIne jagata anubhava karo; kAraNa ke mohakarmanA udayathI utpanna mithyAtvarUpa ajJAna jyAM sudhI rahe che tyAM sudhI e anubhava yathArtha thato nathI. bhAvArtha:- zuddhanayanA viSayarUpa AtmAno anubhava karo ema upadeza che. 11. Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 198 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 71 zloka - 11-12 tA. 28-8-78 somavAra, zrAvaNa vada-10saM. 2504 zrI samayasAra: - aba kaLaza hai, 11. (matinI ) na hi vidadhati baddhaspRSTabhAvAdayo'mI sphuTamupari taranto'pyetya yatra pratiSThAm / anubhavatu tameva dyotamAnaM samantAt jagadapagatamohIbhUya samyaksvabhAvam / / 11 / / "jagata tam eva samyakrasvabhAvam anubhavatu"- jagatanA artha jagatake prANIo, AhAhA... jagatake prANIo saba isa samyaka svabhAvanA anubhava karo. AhAhAhA ! je AtmA trikALa jJAna AnaMda svarUpa hai, eka samayakI paryAyase bhinna hai, sUkSma bAta hai bhAI, dharma koi alaukika cIja hai, eka samayakI paryAya jo hai, e AyegA. usase aMtarameM cIja jJAyaka, AnaMda, zAMta, vItarAga svarUpase pUrNa bharA paDA padArtha hai, usako yahAM samyaka svabhAvanA anubhava karo ema kahA. AhAhAhA ! samyak nAma trikALI satya vastu, tattva vastu trikALI jJAyaka AnaMdakaMda prabhu, usakA anubhava karo, to kalyANa hogA, nahIM to paribhramaNa miTegA nahIM. 84 nA avatAra karate karate duHkhI hai. e paisAvALA abajopati ne rAjAne e badhA duHkhI bhikhArA hai rAMkA hai, rAMkA- varAchA kahete hai. AhAhA ! kayoMki apanI lakSmI kyA hai usakI khabara nahIM, ane bahAranI dhULanI lakSmI jaDa mATI, dhULa eya hasamukhabhAI ! e apanA mAnate hai, e bhikhArI hai zAstra to ema kahete hai, rAMkA hai rAMkA. AhA! eya mahendrabhAI ! yahAM to kahete hai ke terI lakSmI aMdara, caitanya svabhAvamAM anaMta AnaMda, anaMta jJAna, anaMta prabhutA, anaMta svacchatA Adi anaMta lakSmI paDI hai aMdara, bhAI tane khabara nathI. terI eka samayakI vartamAna paryAya vyakta je pragaTa hai usakI pAchaLa sAme, najIkameM sArA tattva paDA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e samyaka svabhAvanI vyAkhyA e. trikALI satya svabhAva, jJAyaka atIndriya AnaMda, atIndriya jJAna, atIndriya prabhutA, aisA jo kAyamI asalI trikALI svabhAva, tere janama maraNakA aMta lAnA ho to prabhu, AhAhAhA... e samyaka svabhAvanA anubhava karo. AhAhA ! e trikALI AnaMdakA nAtha prabhu AtmA saccidAnaMda svarUpa e AtmA pUrNAnaMda nAtha AtmA hai aMdara. enI sanmukha hokara, parase vimukha hokara, e kaheze pachI apanA svabhAva, bhAI AkarI vAta che, atyAre to A vAta guma thai gai, evI thai gai che. dharma eTale A dayA pALavI ne vrata karavA ne apavAsa karavA e dharma, dhULeya dharma nahIM, sUna to sahI samajameM AyA? apanA je asalI kAyamI svabhAva dhruva svabhAva, vartamAna utpAda vyayakI paryAyase bhI bhinna svarUpa, AhAhAhA... abhI kahegA ke utpAduM vyayakI paryAyameM pAMca bola je kahA (gAthA) caudameM usakA khulAsA karegA. samyaka svabhAva anubhava karo prabhu tere jo kalyANa Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 199 zloka - 11 karanA ho to. AhAhA ! mahA prabhu caitanyasvarUpa aMdara, pUrNa AnaMda ne pUrNa jJAna Adi svabhAvase bharA paDA bhagavAna aMdara hai ne prabhu. AhAhA ! tuma bhagavAna svarUpa hI hai aMdara. A terA svabhAva 52mAtma svarUpa hI hai, aura terA svabhAva, AhAhAhA... pUrNa vItarAga svabhAvase bharA paDA vastu hai aMdara bhAI tane khabara nathI. samajameM AyA ? duniyAnA DahApaNa ADe caitanyanI cIjane bhUlI gayo che. duniyAnA gAMDAnA DahApaNa badhA, zuM kIdhuM ? hasamukhabhAI ! A tamArA karoDo rUpiyAnA patharAM ne dhULane emAM DahApaNa A A karyA ne A karyAne mUrkhAi hai badhI. AhAhA ! je vastu hai aMdara cidAnaMda, AnaMdakaMda prabhu ! sarvajJa jinezvaradeve paNa aisA kahA, vo AMThIyA kahenemeM AtA hai. prabhu tane khabara nathI te2I 52mAtma zakti ne vItarAga svabhAvasvarUpa terI cIja, AhAhA... e tereko terI khabara nahIM AhAhA... to kahete hai, eka vAra A to sAra, ekadama le liyA hai. AhA... e samyaktvabhAvakA anubhava karo. jahAM, have yahAM AyA, usa gAthAmeM AyA thA ne ? 14mI. baddhasRSTaAdi kayA kahete hai jarI sUkSma bAta hai bhagavAna, e rAgakA saMbaMdha jo paryAyameM dikhate hai, e saMbaMdha u52 ( u52 ) hai, aMtara cIjameM nahIM, baAspaSTa je rAga ane visasrA paramANuo e karma hone lAyaka, je 52mANu aMdara hai, usase baddhasRSTa dikhate hai, e vartamAna samayakI paryAya dikhatI hai paNa e aMtarameM jAtI nahIM e cIja, e u52 u52 2hetI hai. AhAhA ! are Avo upadeza ve, arere ! paryAya u52 2hetI hai, pANIkA daLameM jema telakA TIpA paDate hai telakA e u52 2hete hai praveza aMdara nahIM karate. ( zrotAH- camaDIke u52 hI saba rahete ) camaDI nahIM, aMdarameM paryAya sArA asaMkhya pradezanI u52 paryAya rahetI hai. vo to pahele kahA thA, ( AtmAneM ) asaMkhya pradeza hai prabhu jhINI vAta bhAI ! ( zrotAHu52 u52 kaise rahetI hai ) to vo kahete hai ne ! asaMkhya pradeza jo hai aMdara dhruva, ane e asaMkhya pradeza u52 eka samayakI paryAya hai, rAgakA saMbaMdhavALI aniyata, aneka aneka bhinna bhinna paryAya hotI hai e, ( AtmA ) abaddhasRSTa, niyata, ananya (hai), nArakI gati Adi, naraka gati Adi je anya anya e paryAyameM u52 u52 hai. aura ( AtmA ) asaMyukta (hai ) rAgase saMyukta nahIM. paNa paryAyameM AkULatAke sahita dikhanemeM AtA hai, aura vizeSa guNabheda bhI nahIM usameM, AhAhA ! aura vizeSa guNakI vizeSatA e bhI u52 u52 ti2tI hai, aMdara nahi jAtI hai, AhAhA ! jhINI vAta bhAI ! dharma vItarAga jinezvarano mAraga koi alaukika hai, vartamAnameM to bAhyamAM AkhI vAta khovAi gai, jANe ke ! AhAhA... AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- Ape zodhIne kADhI ) yahAM kahete hai. A khullI vastu che prabhu tane khabara nahIMne, bhAI. e sAdhu nAma dharAte hai usako bhI khabara nahIM kayA cIja hai ? nAma dharAve ne loko mAne paNa aMtara sAdhana karanA je aMtara rAgase bhinna, e pAMca bolase abaAspaSTa, ananya, asaMyukta, avizeSa ne niyatne pAMca prakAre (dravyasvabhAva ) paryAyonA bhedase bhinna hai. e (paryAya ) upara u52 hai aMda2 dravya svabhAvameM jAtI nahIM e cIja. AhAhAhA ! Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 200 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 zuM kahe che A ? olA to ekendriya, beindriya, treindriya, cauindriya, paMcendriya, icchAmi paDikammA, micchAmi dukakaDa jAva eya dhULameMya nahIM e, sUna to sahi have, AhAhA ! AMhI kahete hai e baddhaSTaAdi bhAva, kayA kahA e ? rAgakA paryAyameM jo saMbaMdha hai aura paryAyameM aniyatatA nAma aneka prakArakI paryAya vividha utpanna hotI hai, aura vizeSatA jo guNI to trikALI hai, usameM jJAna, darzana cAritra vizeSatA bhI upara u52 hai, paryAyameM hai. AhAhA... aura rAga ne dveSanI AkULatA e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktinA pariNAma, e AkULatA hai saba, AhAhA... e AkULatA u52 u52 2hetI hai. AnaMdanA nAthamAM aMdara e praveza nahIM karatI. AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- akhaMDa padArthameM upara kyA aura nIce kayA ? ) e A kahA ne ? pANIkA daLameM jema telanA TIpA paDA hai e upara rahete hai aMdara nahIM jAte, aise ( zrotAH- padArtha to akhaMDa hai ) akhaMDa hai, e dravya tarIke akhaMDa hai. paryAya tarIke khaMDa, bheda hai. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI. 52ma satya koi sarvajJa jinezva2 52mezvare kahA jo sUkSma tattva 52ma koi alaukika bAta hai. lokone to atyAre maLatI nathI bicArAne, bicArA eTale ? bhale e abajopati hoya ne rAjA hoya badhA, paNa e bicArA bhikhArI hai, apanI cIjakI khabara nahIM e calatA maDadA hai. aSTapAhuDameM kahA hai apanI aMdara cIja cidAnaMda akhaMDa AnaMdakA kaMda dhruva kayA cIja hai, usakI khabara nahIM, vo calatA maDadA hai. aSTapAhuDameM AyA hai. aSTapAhuDa zAstra hai usameM AyA hai. AhAhAhA! bahAramAM badhA zarIra ne paisA ne makAna ne hajIrA moTA pacAsa pacAsa lAkhanA hoya ne, sIttera lAkhanA utaryA'tA ne ame nyAM muMbai AmodanA hai ne? AmodanA, AmodanA 2maNikabhAI e kaMpanInuM nAma zuM che, e bhUlI gayA, zuM che ? ronaka kaMpanI, ApaNane kaMi nAma AvaDe nahIM, e AmodanA amAre pAleja pAse, pAleja amArI dukAna thI ne, hai ne, hajI bhI hai ne pAleja pAse Amoda hai, e AmodanA tyAM che. pAMca cha karoDa rUpiyA to eka sIttera lAkhakA to eka baMgalA jisameM ame utaryA'tA. jayaMti thI ne varSanI kaMika 87, 87, 87 jayaMti beThI ne za2I2ne abhI to 89 huA, tyAre enA makAnamAM utaryA'tA. paMdara dina rahe the. (zrotAH- baDI AnaMdakI jagaha hogI. ) dhULameMya nahIM tyAM maiM to aisA maiM to usako aise kahA thA e vakhate ke, A eka samudra najIka hai, tadna najIka hai, samudranA kAMThe sIttera lAkhakA baMgalA hai. eka baMgalo sIttera lAkhakA dekhA hai ke nahIM ! godikAjI ! tyAM Aye the ne ? badhA AyA thA mANaso tyAM. to najIkamAM samudra hai tyAM bagalA uDatA thA bagalA, A bagalA nahIM ? kabuta2 ( jaisA ) to itanA uDate the, uDate the, macchI khAneko, maiM (ne) pUchA usako bhAI A bagalA kyAM laga jAte hai? ke samudrameM vIsa mAila sudhI jAte hai. vIsa mAila sudhI macchI leneko, AhAhA... addhara, jhADa nahIM, kAMi nahIM, AhAhAhAhA... e addharathI vIsa mAila sudhI jAya jyAM sudhI macchI pUrI na mile ane pIche jAnA hai na2kameM prabhu, a222 ! AhA ! e to na2kameM jAnevAlA hai. Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 11 201 ane e narakanI pIDA prabhu te anaMta aira gaye hai bhAI tane khabara nathI. e narakanI eka kSaNanI pIDA, duHkha bhagavAna kahete hai ke karoDo jIbha ane karoDo bhavase na (kaha sake) prabhu, aisA duHkhakI vedanA te karI hai, paNa terI cIja kayA hai usameM pIchA na kiyA kabhI. AhAhA! duniyAnA DAhyA thai gayA ne dasa dasa hajAra ne vIsa vIsa hajAranA pagAra mahine ne pAMca pAMca lAkhanI pedAza mahine ne emAM dhULameM AyA kayA? AhAhA ! e raMgulAlajI! AhAhA! yahAM kahete hai. e bhAvo terA vikalpa ho zubha azubha rAga, aura paryAyameM aniyatatA nAma ekarUpa dazA na ho, e ane paryAyameM rAga ne AkULatA ho, e saba upara upara hai, paryAyameM hai, avasthAmeM hai vastu je dhruva hai usameM vo hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM bhAI ! pahelI to sAMbhaLavI maLe nahIM bApA, zuM karIe? sarvaza trilokanAtha, jinezvaradeva paramezvarano A hukama che. paramezvara birAjate hai yahAM, (sImaMdharanAtha) mahAvidehameM bhagavAna to hai A usakI AjJAkA mAraga hai A. AhAhA ! traNa lokano nAtha sImaMdhara paramAtmA, (zrotA - abhI to Apa batA rahe haiM) AhAhA! tyAM kuMdakuMdAcArya gaye the. saMvata 49 ATha divasa rahe the sAkSAt samozaraNameM indro sUnaneko Ate hai, vAgha ane siMha jaMgalamaeNse Ate hai abhI, tyAM kuMdakuMdAcArya gaye the saMvata-49 do hajAra varSa pahele. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! e tyAMse Akara A zAstra banAyA hai, bhagavAnakA A saMdeza hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA - Apa bhI vahIM the. svAmIjI Apa bhI vahIM the) tyAre amArI hAjarI to hatI samozaraNameM paNa e sUkSma aMgata bAta hai, A to tAtvika bAta kahenA hai, samajameM AyA? tyAM mArI hAjarI hatI samozaraNameM, tyAMse ame Aye ahIMyA. samajameM AyA? e jarI aMgata bAta hai, aMgata bAtakA vizvAsa AnA e jarI sUkSma hai. A to tAtvika bAtanI ApaNe carcA hai, samajameM AyA? tAtvika bAta ahIMyA to kahete hai, vo aMgata bAtakI kAMika usakI, kAraNa vo cIja dUsarI hai bhaiyA e to aMtarakI cIja hai. 1 yahAM kahete hai ki baddhaspaSTa je pAMca bola kahA, bahota calA apane ghaNA dinase calate hai e pAMca bola "etya skuTam upari tarantaH api" AhAhA ! "spaSTatayA" vo svabhAvake upara tirate hai, kayA kahete hai? AhAhA ! jema vo jaLakA daLa hai pacIsa maNa pacAsa maNakA pANIkA daLa ora vo uparameM telakA TIpA nAkhe to e daLameM praveza nahIM karate upara upara rahete hai. e cIkAza pANIkA daLakA piMDameM praveza nahIM karatA. AhAhA ! ema bhagavAna AtmA ! atIndriya AnaMda ne zAMta rasano piMDa prabhu AtmA, usakI upara A rAgadveSa Adi pAMca bola hai, e upara tirate hai, aMdarameM nahIM jA sakate. AhAhA ! zuM kahe che? Avo te upadeza kai jAtano, hasamukhabhAI ! nyAM tamArA thAnanA olA paththara, thANAmAM zuM kahevAya tamAre e lAdI paththaranI tyAM UtaryA'tA ne ame tamArA makAnamAM, bhAI hatA ne popaTabhAI, dhULamAMya e kAMI nathI nyAM, paMdara paMdara lAkhanA vIsa vIsa lAkhanA makAna ane A pedAzo moTI ne dhULa huM badhI, badhA rakhaDavAnA rastA hai cAra gatimeM. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to paramAtmA, zarIra, vANI, karma, paisA e to bahAra dUra rahI gai cIja, e to usakI paryAyameM bhI nahIM, kayA kahA? A zarIra A to mATI dhULakI dhULa hai. e to AtmAkI Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 202 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 paryAyameM bhI e nahIM. paisA baisA, godikAjI ! A tamArA karoDo rUpiyA bupiyA e AtmAnI paryAyameM nahIM hai. bAiDI, chokarA, kuTuMba, dhULa ne makAna e badhAM terI paryAyameM bhI nahIM, paryAya samaje ? avasthA, vartamAna avasthA usameM bhI nahIM. AhAhA ! have jo avasthA jo hai baddhasRSTaAdi pAMca bolakI dazA e paryAyameM hai, nahIM hai aisA nahIM. paNa vo u52 u52 2hetI hai, dravya trikALI AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu sarvajJa 52mezvare dekhA jinezvare te hoM, anyamati kahete hai e vastu nahIM. e vastu kyAMya ene hAtheya nahIM Ai. A to jinezvara, trilokanAtha, 52mezva2 vItarAga eNe je aMdara AtmA (dekhA ) kahA, AhAhAhA... aisI cIja jo dhruva AtmA, dhruva AtmA, jJAyaka AtmA, bhAva svabhAva zuddha svabhAvarUpa AtmA, usameM vo pAMca prakA2kI paryAya kahI e u52 upara tiratI hai. dekho 'spaSTatayA' pratyakSa ahIMyA to kahete hai. AhAhAhAhAhA ! usa svabhAvake u52 ti2te hai, kyA kahete hai A ? AhAhA ! nityAnaMda prabhu aMdara kAyamI 52ma satya trikALa TIkanevAlI cIja, usameM vartamAna paryAyakI A dazA u52 2hetI hai, aMdara nahIM jA sakate. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA ? paryAya hai, A za2I2, vANI, mana to dhULa ne 52 e to enI bAta to ahIMyA hai nahIM. e to usakI paryAyameM bhI nahIM. paNa usakI paryAya--hAlata vartamAna hAlatameM pAMca bola hai rAgakA saMbaMdha aniyata, aneka aneka paryAyakA bhinna bhinnapaNA, vizeSapaNA, anya anya gatipaNA ane saMyukta nAma vikA2nI dazAkI AkULatAkA saMyuktapaNA, e paryAyameM hai, vartamAna dazA usakI avasthAmeM hai. samajameM AyA ? jema suvarNa sonA hai, e sonA jo hai e to pILAza ne cIkAzathI bharelo padArtha, e kAyama hai, aura usakA kuMDaLa ne kaDAM ne vIMTI hotI hai e avasthA hai. e avasthA sonekA trikALI svabhAvameM praveza nahIM karatI avasthA. Are Are AvuM che. samajameM AyA ? bhAI ! dharma samajanA koi apUrva vAta hai. bAkI koi A paisA milanA, abajopati ne rAjA paNa e to anaMtabaira milA, e koi navI cIja nahIM. e to rakhaDanekA bhAva cAra gatimeM phulanekA bhAva ane vo cIja to anaMta baira milI. AhAhA ! paNa ahIMyA paramAtmA jinezvaradeva trilokanAtha kahete hai, e saMto ADatIyA hokara jagatakI pAse mAla mUkate hai. AhAhAhA !( zrotAH- bhagavAnamAM A goTo bharyo kai rIte ?) kyAM ? bharyo nathI ne ? koNe bharyo che? paryAyamAM che, enI dazAmAM che, aMda2mAM bharyo nathI e to vAta cAle che. goTo paryAyamAM Ubho karyo che, i che enI dazAmAM, vastumAM nathI. AhAhAhA ! vastu zabde trikALI cIja. AhAhAhA !trikALI to atIndriya AnaMdano kaMda, prabhu dhruva e u52 u52 paryAya hai, dhruvameM kaise jA sakate hai, AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AkarI vAta che, prabhu zuM thAya? abhI to bahota mANasa AyegA to sabako A samajanA paDegA prabhu, bahArameM dhULameM kAMi nahIM hoM, marI jaze, e A vANIyA moTA vahepArI hoya che ne, e mAMsa ne dArU na khAya paNa vepAranA ArtadhyAna ne rodradhyAnanA pariNAmamAM e marIne pazu thavAnA che, Dhora, mAchalInA kuMkhe ne bakarInI kuMkhe ne kAM kUtarIne kuMkhe javAnA che. AhAhA ! eya, dhanAlAlajI ! vepA2nA Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 11 203 dhaMdhAnA pApa eTalA to lIna, lIna ne ArtadhyAna ne rodradhyAna, haju dharma zravaNa karanekA do cAra kalAka bhI hai nahIM, ne dharma to huM nahIM, paNa dharma zravaNa san zravaNa kayA hai usake mATe cAra kalAka divasamAM nikAlanA to nahIM eka AdhA ghaMTA eka kalAka maLyA ne te paNa ene kuguru milA aisI bAta, aise tamAre vrata karo ne tapa karo ne kuguru lUMTI letA usameM kalAka, samajameM AyA? eya ! (zrotA- kare kayA sAhaba) A kahete hai, kayA kare? usakI dRSTi choDakara aMdara dravyameM jAnA. e karanA hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA- jAnekI vidhi batA do Apa.) A kahete haiM ne A. humArA to bhAgIdAra thA bhAI, phainA dikarA, usako bhI maiM (ne) kahA thA 66 nI sAla, kahyuM ne 66 sAla 66 keTalA varSa thayA? 1966 hai? (zrotAH- 68 varSa) 68 varSa pahele kahA thA, merI uMmara vIsa varSathI thI, atyAre 89 calate hai. e janamanA hoM, garbhanA to 89 pUrA ho gayA, savA nava mahinA yahAMse ginatImeM AtA hai ne? te 90 calate hai. e vakhate hamArA bhAI thA ne moTI dukAna thI be dukAna hai abhI dukAna baDI hai. pAMtrIsa cAlIsa lAkha rUpiyA hai, dukAna huM amArI pitAjIkI thI aura dUsarI hamArA phaInA laDakAnI thI. pAMtrIsa cAlIsa lAkha rUpiyA abhI hai. tIna cAra lAkhakI AmadanI hai. abhI pAlejameM, bharUca vaDodarA bIcameM, maine bhI tyAM pAMca varSa dukAna calAi thI. 17 varSathI 22 varSa uMmara saMvata 1963 1968, paNa vo kahA mai to kahA thA usameM usako bhAIko maiM to bhagata pahelese kahelAtA choTI uMmaramaeNse meM to usako kahA thA meM dukAne thaDAmeM baiThe the kuMvarajI. mArAse cAra varSa moTA the merekA 90 huA usako 94, marIne tiryaMca hone jAyegA e dhyAna rAkhe tuM. ApaNe vANIyA chIe eTale mAMsa ne dArU ne iMDA to khAtA nathI eTale narakamAM to nahIM jAva e yAda rAkho kIdhuM. e godikAjI! A 66 saMvata 1966 (zrotA - Apano anuyAyI to kyAMya jAya nahIM) Ano anuyAyI kyAM che? e AtmAno anuyAyI thAya. eya to jene be cAra kalAka sUnanameM milA hai, saMskAra hai e prANI to svargameM ho jAyegA. paNa AMhI to jene saMskAreya nahIM kAMi sUnanameM AyA nahIM. sat ane bahArameM aisA mAthA phoDa ghANImeM pilAya ema AtmA to pila diyA hai rAga ane dveSameM, AhAhA! e prANI to kIdhuM maine usako kahA thA yAda rAkho kIdhuM bole nahIM mArI sAme, huM to bhagata kahevAto hato. choTI uMmaramaeNse hamArI to dukAna calatI thI meM to vAMcatA thA zAstra vAMcatA thA, (maine kahA) tiryaMcameM jAyegA, deva honekI mane to lagatA nahIM tereko, aura manuSya honekA mere lagatA nahIM tere tuM manuSya ho, bole nahIM. AhAhA ! eka tiryaMca gati ane huA aisA, maratA Ama bahu paisA pedA karavAmAM be-be lAkhanI pedAza dasa-dasa lAkha rUpiyA mUkIne gayo'to. have to atyAre vadhI gayuM to. meM kiyA, meM kiyA (kahA) aisI dukAnakI calAi vyavasthA, dhULeya nahIM hai sAMbhaLane. teM kyA kiyA? teM kiyA ajJAna ne rAgadveSa. e mahendrabhAI ! (zrotAH- Apako kaise patA calA ke vo DhorameM gayA.) kahAne yahAM gati nahIM, aisA usakI terA lakSaNa nahIM dikhate kIdhuM. hama vo vakhate paNa zAstra vAMcate the ne hama, dukAna calAte the, bhAgIdAra jaba baiThe ho tyAM thaDe to hama aMdara vAMcate the, bhAgIdAra na ho to hamAre dukAne Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 204 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 thaDe beThanA paDe. A to 63 se 68 kI bAta hai. saMvata 1963 se 68 kitanekA to usa ( samaya ) janameya nahIM huA hogA abhI. AhAhA ! A to pUrvakA saMskAra thA ne to aise kIdhuM ApaNe mANasa chIe vANIyA chIe ne mAMsa dArU nathI ne devamAM javAnA lakSaNa mane lAgatA nathI. kemake te2A puNyakA pariNAma aisA hai nahIM, aura munaSya honekI lAyakAta mere dikhatI nahIM ke aisA bhI terI vinayapaNA, kaSAyakI maMdatA e bhI dikhatI nahIM, bole nahIM. (zrotA:- moDhe kahyuM'tuM ) moDhe kahyuM ne beThe the ne thaDe beThA thA ne kIdhuM ne hamArI be dukAna thI, be dukAna tIsa mANasa thA hama, eka 2soDe jamate the to eka dukAnameM rasoDe jamaneko gaye to tyAM merese aisA bolAi gayA me2A bhAI bhI baiThA thA tyAM baDA vo to sa2La thA mArA baDA bhAI ne e, enA baDA bhAI ne maiM be dukAna thI, kayA. Akho di' A ArtadhyAna, sUnA hai koi dharma kayA koi cIja kayA gAmameM sAdhu Ave ( zrotAH- enA mAnelA ) to rAtre ATha vAgyA pachI jAya. divase sAmuM jove nahIM, gAmamAM sAdhu AvyA hoya to. e mAnelA sAdhu enA saMpradAyanA jo ke sAdhu hai nahIM, samajameM AyA ? paNa enI sthiti bahA2 evI sAdhu Ave toya jAya nahIM, rAte ATha vAge jAya. zuM A mAMDI che kIdhuM Akho divasa te ? duniyA bhale DAhyA ne duniyA badhA vakhANa kare gAMDA pAgalo, pAgala vakhANa kare, ethI terI rIporTa A gayA pariNAma, usakA zuM kahevAya e rIporTa zuM kahevAya e ? sarTIphIkeTa. A pAgalo badhA sarTIphIkeTa Ape tane ke, ohoho ! bhAre tame karyAM ne, AhAhA ! paisA pedA karyAM ne emAMthI tame pAMca hajAra ApyA tyAM ne dasa hajAra ApyA ne emAMya mAna hoya pAchuM tyAM, mAruM nAma rAkhajo moDhA AgaLa, takatI, takatImAM tasadI le eTalI badhI ke takhatI paDAve. A tArA to puNyanAya ThekANAM nathI mALA ! AMhI kahete hai e cIja to kaMi dUsarI rahI paNa AMhI to paryAyameM jo pAMca bola hai prabhu terI cIja vo aMtara AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu usameM ye hai hI nahIM. AhAhA ! usakI dRSTi kara, usakA anubhava kara to tere samyagdarzana hogA ne janama maraNakA taba aMta AyegA, nahIMtara aMta nahIM AyegA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? e kahete hai. kayA ? e dekho ! AhAhA ! upara tirate hai, tirate hai, hai ke nahIM aMdara ? 'sphuTama upari tarantam' AhAhA ! kayA kahete hai A ? zarIra, vANI, karma, bAiDI, chokarA upara tarate hai e to bAta hai hI nahIM, e to dUra rahete hai, paryAyameM rahA AhAhA ! godikAjI ! AhAhA ! A amerikAmAM jAva cho ne raLavA, 2LavA, 2LavA, ArtadhyAna ne A paisA Ave be cAra lAkha Ave jaine Ave tyAM, have dhULamAM A kyAM tArA lAkha zuM karoDa Ave to ya kayA cIja hai ? AMhI to kahe e cIja to dUra rahI gai e AtmAkI paryAyameM bhI lakSmI, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra to hai nahIM, paNa terI paryAyameM e vastu nahIM, paNa e paryAyameM rAgAdi hai, AkULatAkA bhAva hai, e trikALI AnaMdakaMdameM usake u52 upa2 hai aMdarameM nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? haiM ? kayA kahete hai ? tathApi kayA kahete hai ? hajI to paryAyanA nAma sUnA na hoya, majUranI peThe jiMdagI kADhI badhI, moTA majUro olA majUra to hajI savAramAM AThathI bAra, cAra kalAka kAma kare ane Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 11 205 bapore be thI cha A majUra savArano UThe che cha vAgye te rAtanA ATha vAgyA sudhI. are olo to cAra kalAkamAM to aDadho kalAka bIjo kADhI nAkhe bIDI pIvI che ne pezAba karavA jAvuM che ane A to bhAI sAheba beTho dukAne te rAtanA ATha, AhAhAhA ! moTA majUra, e hasamukhabhAI ! AMhI to e vAta che bApA, kiyA ne moTA majUra eTale A majUrI nahIM. samajate haiM? baDA majUra lyo, baDA majUra, A saba vepArI Adi hai e baDA majUra hai. savArathI sAMja sudhI kAma karate hai ekalA pApa, pApa, pApa, pApa AMhI to kahete hai ke e parakI kriyA kara sakate nahIM, paNa apanI paryAyameM jo rAga dveSa Adi AyA, AhAhAhA... e bhI paryAya upara rahetI hai, dravya svabhAvameM jAtI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? tathApi e pratiSThA nahIM pAte hai' AhAhAhA ! e rAga dveSa, puSya ne pApa, paryAyameM anekatAthI vividhatA ne vizeSatA guNakI, e aMdarameM zobhA nahIM pAmatA, aMdarameM peTha sakate nahIM, usako aMdarameM AdhAra milate nahIM. AhAhAhA! AvI cIja che (zrotA - mahArAja, dhruva svabhAvanA kayA bigaDA ?) svabhAva to aisA ne aisA hai, paryAyameM bagADa hai ne paryAyameM duHkha hai ne paryAyameM saMsAra hai, samajameM AyA? vastu to svabhAva aisA ne aisA hI hai, aisA bagADa ho to e paryAyameM hai, saMsAra paryAyameM hai, rAgadveSa paryAyameM hai, saMsAra rakhaDanA paryAyameM, duHkha paryAyameM hai, vastu usase bhinna hai, kAyama game itanA paryAyameM duHkha AyA, vastu to AnaMdakaMda zuddha caitanyaghana rahA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che ne ? AhAhA! bhAI ! tane khabara nathI tArI cIjanI. ane kyAM kyAM tuM. vo mRgalA hotA he ne hiraNa, usakI nAbhimeM kasturI hotI hai, nAbhimeM, paNa gaMdha Ave to e jANe ke bahArase AtI hai, bahAra bhamate hai ema AnaMda to aMdarame hai paNa bahArase jANe AnaMda milate hai paisAmeMse, bAyaDImeMse, chokarAeMse, kuTuMbamaeNse. dhULamAMya nahIM hai sUna to sahI. AhAhA! raMgulAlajI! AhAhA.. AMhI to bhagavAna traNalokano nAtha, jANyA aisA kahA, aisA saMto anubhavIne kahete hai. AhAhAhA! prabhu! bhagavAna tarIke hI bolAte hai, AcArya to, AtmA bhagavAna svarUpa aMdara hai. AhAhA ! terA bhagavAna svarUpa jo aMdara hai, emAM A paryAyakI pAmaratA aMdara praveza nahIM karatI. e paryAyakI zobhA aMdarameM nahIM jA sakatI. AtmA zobhA nahIM detA usako, AhAhAhAhA ! haiM? pratiSThA nahIM pAte, eTale zobhA nahIM hotI. kayoMki dravyasvabhAva to nitya hai. vastu je hai dravyasvabhAva padArtha e to nitya kAyama hai AhAhAhA ! bhASA to sAdI hai paNa vastu to alaukika huM bApu, are bicArAne maLatI nathI atyAre to, AhA... A Akho di' majUrI karI karIne marIne hAlyA, vayA javAnA. AhAhA... e khisakolI tyAM phare haiM ne bahu phare eTale ekadama vicAra AvI jato, khisakolI khisakolI kayA kahete hai? khileharI hai? svAdhyAya maMdirameM bahota phirate hai bahota cAre bAju phira A te kiIdhuM koNa. bahota phirate hai tyAM kAyama ghaNAM mahinA thayA, koNa jANe kyAMno jIva haze, kIdhuM A. khileharI bahota phiratI tyAM hai. AhAhA! arere eno AtmA kyAM, kyAMnI thai dazA, kyAre e manuSyapaNuM pAme, AhAhAhA... ane kyAre A vicAra sUnanemeM Ave ane sUnanameM AyA pIche aMdara amalamAM mUkanA kyAre? ararara! hai? Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 206 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhagavAna AtmAkA trikALI to nitya svabhAva hai, hai? ekarUpa. be, eka to trikALI nitya hai ane ekarUpa hai, paryAya anitya hai ne anekarUpa hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhAI, A to bhagavAna jinezvaradevanI dharmakathAnI vAta che bApu, A koi cakalI lAvI cokhAno dANone cakalo lAvyo magano dANo, banAvI khicaDI ne A evI kathAo hAle che atyAre to. vrata karo ne apavAsa karo ne A karo dhULeya nathI badhuM sAMbhaLane. AMhI to paramAtmA jinezvaradeva indronI samakSamAM ema kahete the, indro je ekAvanArI jenI sabhAmAM bhagavAna pAse Ate hai. abhI mahAvidehamAM birAjate hai, to usakI pAsa A kahate the, usake kAMi koi indra che ne rAMka le te usameM phera hai? saba eka hai e to bArI paryAya hai. A dravyasvabhAva to nitya hai. kayA kahete haiM? paryAyameM avasthAmeM anekatA paryAyakI ane rAgakA saMbaMdha e anitya hai ane aneka hai, tyAre vastusvabhAva nitya hai ane eka hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. nitya ekarUpa hai aura vaha bhAva anitya hai dekho, beya AyA dekho, paryAye aneka aura anitya hai, joyuM? vastu svabhAva je trikALI nitya hai, aura ekarUpa hai sadeza svabhAva ekarUpa hai, tyAre paryAya aneka hai, aura anitya hai A nitya hai ane eka hai, AhAhAhA. paryAya, dravya svabhAvameM praveza nahIM karatI. AhAhAhAhA ! zarIra, vANI, karma ane bAiDI, chokarA, kuTuMba to kyAMya ( dUra) rahI gayA kyAM AtmAmeM hai ye nahIM. parane merA mAnate hai mUrakha hai moTo, AhAhA... jagatakI cIja hai, e to jagatakI cIja hai. A mArI bAIDI ne mArA chokarA thayA kyAMthI tane A? sanepAta lAgyo che ene, AhAhA... evI vAta che bApalA ahIM to, AhAhA!haiM sanepAtavALo dAMta kADhe to zuM e sukhI che? duHkhI che. A majA che amAre. zenI majA dhULamAM sanepAtIyo dAMta kADhIne khuzI mAne che, che duHkhI, ema A paisA ne bAiDI chokarAnA saMbaMdhamAM beTho hoya jANe AhAhA.. sAta ATha chokarA hoya ne bAiDI beThI hoya ne choDIo beThI hoya ne jamAI beThA hoya, jANe moTo vAto karato hoya hoMze hoMza, ohoho.. badhuM ame to joyuM che ne badhuM, AhAhA... prabhu terI anityatA e upara upara rahetI hai. AhAhAhA ! yaha zuddha svabhAva sarva avasthAomeM prakAzamAna hai, kayA kahete hai e. pratyeka avasthA bhale rAgavALI ho, AkULatAvALI ho, vizeSatA ho dareka avasthAmeM, e zuddhasvabhAva to prakAzamAna paDA hI hai aMdara. AhAhAhA! tyAM deSTi denese anubhava hotA hai, A vAta hai. to samyagdarzana hotA hai. satyadarzana, bAkI thothA hai saba. samajameM AyA? e samyaka svabhAva jo trikALa hai, zuddha svabhAva sarva avasthAomeM ekarUpa trikALa prakAzamAna hai. AhAhAhA ! sArA, haiM? (zrotA:- e dhruvane samyakrasvabhAva kIdho.) trikALa samyaka svabhAva jIvakA, nitya nitya aMdara nitya svabhAva utpAduM vyaya dhruva yukta sat hai ne? to je dhruva je hai, e utpAduM vyayameM AtA nahIM, ne utpAdu vyaya tyAM jAte nahIM. AhAhAhA ! dhruva hai e nitya haine ekarUpa hai, paryAya anitya hai ne anekarUpa hai, e aneka ne anityatA, nitya ane ekarUpamAM praveza nahIM karatI. AhAhAhA ! zuM gAthA ! AhAhA!mAkhaNa hai, mAkhaNa nIkaLate he ne! aisA rakhate hai mAkhaNa chAsamese Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 11 207 k to aisA chAsa nItarI jAya che mAkhaNa u52 2hegA. A aDIne na hoya hoM bahu, mAkhaNa hotA OM ne dahIMbheMse maNa do maNa, pIche nikale aisA karate hai ne nIce chAsa nIkaLa jAtI hai, mAkhaNa nikaLa (27 ) jAtA hai, "ema paryAya buddhi nikaLa jAtI hai ne dravyabuddhi ekalI 27 jAtI hai" AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. bhAI mAraga kaThaNa paDe, paNa mAraga to A hai. AhAhA ! khyAlamAM hajI AvuM AvavuM muzkela paDe, ke e kyA kahete hai A, ane kai rIte A paryAya ne paryAya u52 tare ne aMda2mAM nahIM, ane aMdara nitya eka, ane anitya aneka zuM kahe che, A kayA kahete hai A sAMbhaLyuM na hoya koi di'. AhAhAhA ! are e to va2tanA ekaDAnA mIMDA hajI to AMhI, ekaDAnA mIMDA, ekalA mIMDA judI jAtanA hoya, paNa ekaDo hoya ne ekaDo ekaDAnuM paheluM to mIMDuM kare ne Ama mIMDu pachI ekaDo hoya ne paNa ekaDAmAM mIMDA hoya e bIjI jAtanuM hoya, oluM goLa cakkara hoya ekaluM mIMDu ane A jarI Ama laMbagoLa hoya. ema A to dravya ne paryAya e to ekaDAnA mIMDAnI vAta hai, samajAya che kAMi ? AhAhAhA ! pIche paryAya, bhAI alaukika vAtuM nAtha ! tArI prabhutAno pAra nahIM, paNa terI khabara nahIM tane, AhAhA... terI e prabhutA itanI hai ke terI vANImeM pUrI na A sake aisI terI prabhutA paDI hai aMdara. bhagavAna 52mAtmA anaMta guNano dhAma, AhAhA... svayaM jyoti sukha dhAma svayaM apanese hai, koi kartA nahIM usakA, AhAhA... sukhadhAma e attIndriya AnaMdakA sthaLa hai, vizrAma karaneko A eka vizrAmaghara hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? paryAya dravya svabhAvameM praveza nahIM karatI, upa2 ( u52 ) 2hetI hai. sarva avasthAomeM dravya prakAzamAna hai, aise zuddha svabhAvakA, AhAhAhA... moha rahita hokara mithyA bhramaNA choDakara, AhAhA... paryAya buddhi rakhakara hai e moha hai, e paryAyabuddhi mithyAtva hai. AhAhAhA ! hai kharI e cIja paryAyameM, paNa usakI buddhimithyAtva hai, te mithyAtva buddhi, paryAyabuddhi choDakara moha rahita hokara 'jagata' jagata eTale jagatanA jIvo, bahA2thI to ema kahevAyane ke A kAThiyAvADa AvyuM. kAThiyAvADa Ave che ? kAThiyAvADanA mANaso Ave che. dakSiNanA mANaso Ave che, to kahevAya che ke A dakSiNa AvyuM. ema A jagata kIdhuM. paNa jagatanA mANaso kahevAya. AhAhA ! hai jagatanA prANI, anubhava karo, AhAhAhA... jyAM bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda nitya dhruva birAjate hai aMdara, usakA anubhava karo, anubhava hai paryAya. paNa dravyakA anubhava karo, paryAyakA anubhava jo hai e to ajJAna anAdikA hai anAdikA. AhAhA! vastu je trikALI nityAnaMda prabhu, jisameM paryAyakA praveza nahIM, are trikALI dravya jJAyakabhAva paryAyako teya nahIM, samajameM AyA ? ( zrotAH- dyUteya nahIM, sparza karate nahI. to kyA karate hai ) nahIM, sparza karate nahIM bhinna hai. ( zrotAH- dhyAna kisakA kare ?) paNa dhyAna kare paryAya to trikALIkA to e paryAya chUtI nahIM, paNa dhyAna usakA karanA. anubhavakI paryAya dravyako dyUtI nahIM, chatAM dravyakA lakSase je anubhava huA e AnaMdakA anubhava hai. AhAhAhA ! paryAyakA anubhava e du:khakA anubhava thA. e karmacetanA ne karma phaLacetanAkA anubhava thA, ane AtmAkA anubhava e jJAna cetanAkA anubhava huA. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 208 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 'jagata ' eTale jagatanA prANIo, anubhava kare. koMki moha karmake udayase utpanna mithyAtvako mithyA zraddhArUpI ajJAna jahAMtaka rahetA hai, paryAyabuddhi rAga maiM huM, paryAya jitanA maiM huM aisA ajJAna rahete hai, vahAM taka e anubhava yathArtha nahIM hotA. AhAhAhAhAhA ! zarIra, strI, karma kuTuMba merA hai e to mahAbhramaNA ajJAna hai, paNa paryAyabuddhi hai yaha ajJAna hai, kahete hai. AhAhA ! ( zrotA:- paryAyabuddhi samajameM nahIM Ai.) eka samayakI avasthAkI buddhi nAma paryAyabuddhi, anAdikA e cIja hai e to, AhAhAhA ! Avo mAraga che. evo mAraga vItarAgano kahyo sabhAnI mAMya sImaMdhara 5ramAtmA, AhAhA ! moha karmanA Udayase, anubhava yathArtha nahIM hotA, kyA kahete hai ? jabalaga rAga puNya dayA ne dAna ne aneka paryAya je hai usakI ruci rahetI hai, tabalaga aMta2kA yathArtha anubhava nahIM hotA. jisakI ruci hai tyAM vIrya kAma karate hai, rAga ne paryAyakI ruci hai to vIrya tyAM kAma karate hai. ane aisI rucise aMta2kA anubhava nahIM ho sakatA. AhAhA ! bhAvArthaH - yahAM e upadeza hai ke zuddhanayake viSayarUpa AtmAkA anubhava karo. bahu TUMku karI nAkhyuM. samyajJAna je zuddhanaya hai jisakA viSaya jJAyaka trikALa hai usakA anubhava karo. A sAra liyA. samajameM AyA ? AkarI vAta hai paNa e nirNaya to kare jJAnameM pahele nirNaya to kare ke mArga A hai. AhAhA! aba isI arthakA sUcaka kaLazarUpa kAvya punaH kahete hai, isameM yaha kahA gayA hai ke aisA anubhava karane52 Atmadeva pragaTa pratibhAsamAna hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! zloka - 12 (zArdUlaviIDita ) bhUtaM bhAntamabhUtameva rabhasAnnirbhidya bandhaM sudhIryadyantaH kila ko'pyaho kalayati vyAhatya mohaM haThAt / AtmAtmAnubhavaikagamyamahimA vyakto'yamAste dhruvaM nityaM karmakalaGkapaGkavikalo devaH svayaM shaashvtH||12|| have, e ja arthanuM kalazarUpa kAvya pharIne kahe che jemAM ema kahe che ke Avo anubhava karyo Atmadeva pragaTa pratibhAsamAna thAya che: zlokArtha:-[ vi] jo [ : api sudhI: ] koI subuddhi (samyagdaSTi ) [ mUrta mAntar amRtam va dhanvaM] bhUta, vartamAna ane bhAvI evA traNe kALanAM karmonA baMdhane potAnA AtmAthI [ramasAt] tatkALa-zIdhra [ nirmigha] bhinna karIne tathA [ mohaM ] te karmanA udayanA nimittathI thayela mithyAtva(ajJAna )ne[ hatAt] potAnA baLathI ( puruSArthathI ) [vyAhatya] rokIne athavA nAza karIne [anta: ] aMtaraMgamAM [tti ado layati] abhyAsa kare-dekhe to [ ayam AtmA ] A AtmA [lAbhaanubhava-puru-zamya-mahimA ] potAnA anubhavathI ja jaNAvAyogya jeno pragaTa mahimA che evo [ vyao: ] vyakta Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 12 209 (anubhavagocara), [ghuvaM] nizcala, [zAzvata:] zAzvata, [ nitya >>rma- vacchu-paTTavina:]nitya karmakalaMka-kardamathI rahita-[svayaM leva:]evo pote stuti karavA yogya deva [ zAste]virAjamAna che. bhAvArtha:- zuddhanayanI dRSTithI jovAmAM Ave to sarva karmothI rahita caitanyamAtra deva avinAzI AtmA aMtaraMgamAM pote virAjI rahyo che.A prANI-paryAyabuddhi bahirAtmAtene bahAra TUMDhe che te moTuM ajJAna che. 12. (zArdUnavihita) bhUtaM bhAntamabhUtameva rabhasAnnirbhidya bandhaM sudhIryadyantaH kila ko'pyaho kalayati vyAhatya mohaM htthaat| AtmAtmAnubhavaikagamyamahimA vyakto'yamAste dhruvaM nityaM karmakalaGkapaGkavikalo devaH svayaM zAzvataH / / 12 / / rasAt joyuM rasAt AvyuM ahIMyA vo prajJAchINImeM rasiAt AtA hai tyAM eka samaya lIdhu'tuM, jema eNe A ramasAt zIdhra. AhAhA ! tuM bhagavAna deva zAzvata aMdara hai prabhu terI divyazaktikA pAra nahIM, khabara kema paDe? AhAhA! be bIDI sIgAreTanI sarakhI pIve to bhAIsAbane kaLazo Utare AvA to apalakhaNa, have ene ema kahevuM ke A deva hai. hai! ane 60 varSe chokaro Ave vAMjhiyAmeNuM TaLe tyAre enA chokarAne Ama baccI bhAre AhAhA ! ohoho ! zuM che paNa A, tAruM pAgalapaNuM kyAM che? ane emAM pAMca -dasa lAkhanI pedAza thai hoya to karo Aja lApasI. pedAza moTI thai gaI che dhULamAMya nathI have pApanI pedAza che sAMbhaLane have. AhAhA! yadi koI subuddhi, AhAhA ! he? subuddhi, jJAnI, samyagdaSTi, AhAhAhA... "bhUta bhAnta anubhUtama eva bandha" jIva bhagavAna AtmA, bhUtakALa gayo kALa vartamAna ne bhaviSya tInoM kALameM karma, baMdhako apane AtmAse, tInoM kALakA rAgakA saMbaMdha usako apane AtmAse tatkALa zIghra bhinna karake, AhAhA ! e rAga ane puNya dayA dAna Adi vikalpa ne AkULatA e badhI hai, usase AhAhA... "rabhasAtInoM kALakI vikArI paryAyase, AhAhA.. aneko zIghra bhinna karake, ghauseMse jaisA kAMkarA nikAla dete hai, ghauM kahete haiM ne ghauM, kAMkarI nikAlate hai ema puNya ne pApakI paryAya, mela kAMkarI hai usase bhinna ghauM hai, aisA AnaMdakaMda prabhu hai. AhAhAhA... usakI dRSTi karo to tere samyagdarzana hogA. dharmakI pahelI sIDhI zarUAta tyAMse hogI. AhAhAhA ( zrotA - puNya pariNAmako mela kyo kahete ho Apa mahArAja) mela hai ke nahIM, kayA hai? malina haine, azuci hai ne, jaDa heM ne? duHkha heM ne? ( zrotA:- jaDa kaho paNa mela nahIM) e jaDakA artha kayA? caitanya prakAzakA nUrakA usameM abhAva hai. rAga, dayA, dAna Adi bhAva hai usameM caitanyakA aMzakA abhAva hai, mATe jaDa che. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA -mela nahIM kahenA cAhIye) mela hai azuci kahA ne! azuci kaho ke mela kaho ke vibhAva kaho, adharma kaho, AhAhA! AMhI to Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 210 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kahete hai ke prabhu trikALI jJAyaka mUrti prabhu ene A trikALI je vikAra hai usase bhinna kara de, AhAhAhA ! trikALI cIjanI dRSTi karake, trikALameM rahenevAlI vikRta avasthAko dUra kara de. AhAhA! bhASA to kaisI ? AhAhAhA. bhUtakALa, vartamAna ne bhaviSyameM rahenevAlA vikRta avasthA usako trikALI jJAyakabhAvakA Azraya karake choDa de, bhinna kara de, AhAhAhA... e puruSArthase hotA hai. samajameM AyA? koi kahete hai ke tuma to kramabaddha mAnate haiM ne emAM A kahAM AyA? AhAhA... are sUna to sahI prabhu, kramabaddha mAnanemeMya akartApaNA A rIte A gayA, samajameM AyA? je samaye hogA e hogA kramabaddha, paNa e hogA e hogA kisako? jisane zAkabhAvanA nirNaya kiyA ane rAgakA akartApaNA huA usako kramabaddhakA nirNaya yathArtha The. rAgako kartA huM ane kramabaddha mAnanA do cIja rahetI nahIM. kayA kahA e? AhAhAhA! vikalpakA kartA ho ane kramabaddha mAne e do cIja rahe sakatI nahIM. e kramabaddha mAnanevAlA rAgakA akartA hokara jJAyakasvabhAvakI dRSTi karate hai. AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM che. navuM lAge ajANyA mANasane to. A kai jAtano te jaina paramezvarano mAraga haze A? have ame to icchAmi dariyA vIrIyA tasya micchAmi dukakaDa lyo logassamAM evuM maye abhiththuA -kAMI na maLe bApA AhAhA ! AMhI to e to zabdo jaDa, bhASA jaDa, vikalpa UThe e paNa jaDa, enAthI to bhagavAna bhinna, nitya ekarUpa hai. AhAhA ! haiAhA! ane AtmAse zIdhra bhinna karake usa karmodayake nimittase honevAlA, nimittase honevAlA hoM, hai to apanese hotA hai moha, karma to nimitta hai. honevAlA mithyAtvako bhramaNA jo hai rAga bhai huM puNya meM huM, paryAya jitanA mai huM aisA jo mithyAtvabhAva hai usako apane baLase haThAva, juo apanA baLase svabhAva sanmukha honekA apanA baLase rokakara puruSArthase rokakara, nAza karake aMtaraMgameM abhyAsa kara dekhe, aMtaraMgameM rAgase bhinna abhyAsa karake dekhe. to yahu AtmA apane anubhavameM A jAnane yogya jisako pragaTa mahimA hai, pragaTa mahimA hai aMdara paDI hai. AhAhA ! amRtakA sAgara uchaLate hai aMdara atIndriya amRtakA sAgara bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhA ! e pragaTa mahimA hai. aisA vyakta, anubhavagamya, nizcala, A zAzvata, zAzvata vastu prabhu hai aMdara, e nitya karmakalaMkase rahita svayaM aisA stuti karane yogya deva, AhAhA... e stuti karane lAyaka e bhagavAna AtmA hai, AhAhA.. usakI svIkAra karanA satkAra karanA e stuti hai, e stuti karanA e devakI stuti hai, dravya kI stuti hai. AhAhA ! vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.). pravacana naM 7ra zloka - 12-13 tA. 288 maMgaLavAra, zrAvaNa vada11 saM 2504 zrI samayasAra 12 mA kaLazano bhAvArtha. bhAvArtha:- 12 mo kaLaza thayo ne, zuddhanayakI dRSTise dekhA jAya bAramA kaLaza hai usakA bhAvArtha hai! AtmAko zuddhanaya nAma nizcaya dRSTise trikALI jJAyakabhAvako dekhanese sarva karmose rahita bhagavAna AtmA to hai, darzanakI vyAkhyA hai, samyagdarzana(kI). sarva karmose rahita, rAga Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 12 211 AdithI paNa rahita caitanyamAtra deva e to daivIzakti, divya zaktikA dharanAra deva bhagavAna AtmA caitanyadeva avinAzI e kabhI nAza nahIM hotA, paryAya palaTatI hai usameM e AtA nahIM. AhAhA ! AtmA aMtaraMgameM svayaM birAjamAna hai, aMtarameM dhruvameM sArA asaMkhya pradeza hai dareka pradeza upara paryAya hai. kayA kahete hai? A asaMkhya pradeza hai to upara upara paryAya hai aisA nahIM, saba pradeza aMdarameM pradeza upara paryAya hai. A peTamAM aMdaramAM asaMkhya pradeza hai to dareka pradeza upara paryAya hai. AhAhA ! e paryAyako taLameM dhruvameM lagAkara, AhAhA... pAtALameM bhagavAna dhruva paDA hai aMdara, svayaM birAjamAna bhagavAna hai, usako prANI paryAyabuddhi bahirAtmA use bahAra DhaMDhate hai, paryAyanI aMza buddhi rAga bahAra DhaMDhate hai. bahArase koi milegA, koi kriyAkAMDase aise vaise, AhAhA.. paNa vo bhagavAna to aMtarameM birAjate hai. AhAhA! - saccidAnaMda svarUpa sat zAzvata, cidAnaMda, jJAnAnaMda svabhAva aisI paripUrNa cIja, usako aMtarameM birAjamAna hai, paryAyabuddhi bahArameM DhaMDhate hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jANe koi bhagavAnanI bhakti karanese bhagavAna AtmA mila jAyegA, koI dayA, dAna, rAgakI mamatA karanese bhagavAna mila jAyegA AtmA, aise vartamAna aMzako hI mAnanevAlA aura aMzanI pIche aMdara bhagavAna samIpameM birAjamAna hai e paryAyabuddhi usako nahIM zodhate, paryAyabuddhi bahAra zodhate haiM. AhAhA!haiM? jANe sametazikharanI jAtrA karIe to bhagavAna mila jAyegA, nahIM? aisA AyA ne? ekavAra vaMde jo koi, Ate hai ki nahIM ? eka vAra vaMde jo koI tAke naraka pazuM nahIM hoi, paNa naraka pazu nahIM hoya ne? paNa cAra gati na hoya aisA to AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! e to zubhabhAva hai, vo usameM koi AtmA milatA hai aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA! e prANI paryAyabuddhi bhASA bahu TUMkI hai, paNa marma bahota hai, bhagavAna AtmA asaMkhya pradezI sukhadhAma anaMta anaMta divya zaktikA deva, e usako aMtarameM hai tyAM zodhate nahIM. e paryAyabuddhi bahArameM zodhate hai. aisA karuM to aisA ho jAye. aisA karuM to aisA hogA, deva, guru, zAstrake bahota bhakti, bahota vinaya karuM to e prAsa hogA, aisI paryAyabuddhi bahAra sakate hai, AhAhAhA... cha prakAranA tapa heM ne? vo atyaMtara, bAra prakAranA tapameM cha atyaMtara tapa hai ne? prAyazcita, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, sajjAya, dhyAna, vyutsarga vo bhI saba vikalpAtmaka bAhyakI kriyAkI apekSA che. AhAhA ! usase rahita bhagavAna, jahAM hai tyAM najara nahIM karate, ane paryAyameM huM nahIM tyAM najara anAdise paDI hai. paryAyameM dravya AyA nahIM, dravya rahete nahIM, dravya hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! are, Avo vakhata kyAM maLe? mAMDa manuSyapaNAmAM e jAtanA kSayopazamajJAna ane usako sUnanekA milA paNa aMtarameM jAnA, AhAhAhA.. (zrotA-paryAyameM dravya rahetA nahIM ki paryAyameM dravya AyA nahIM.) paryAyameM dravya AyA nahIM. paryAya dravyameM gai nahIM. (zrotA:- vAha re vAha) AhAhA! ane tyAM paryAyameM vartamAna aMzameM zodhate hai. yahAMse mila jAyegA? jJAnakA kSayopazama bahota huA to usase mila jAyegA? vo to paryAya kSayopazama paryAya hai, usameM, vo koi akhaMDa tattva nahIM. AhAhAhA... rAgakI maMda kriyA karate karate aMtarameM ema ke Atmadravya mila jAyegA, vo to paryAyabuddhi hai. bahirAtmA hai, kaho ne? Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 212 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 paryAyabuddhi, bahirAtmA, bahira AtmA, bahAra zodhanevAlA, bahira nAma svarUpameM nahIM aisI cIjako zodhakara usase milegA e bahirAtmA hai. AhAhAhA... bahu jhINuM bApu mAraga. use bahAra DhuMDhatA hai vo mahA ajJAna hai, AhAhA... aMtarameM divya zakti deva birAjamAna aMtarameM jAte nahIM. AhAhA ! taLameM pAtALameM jema pANI bharA hai aise taLameM pUrNAnaMda bharA hai bhagavAna, paryAyase bhinna. jo ke usakA anubhava karatI hai paryAya. AhAhA ! je trikALI jJAyakabhAvakA anubhava hotA hai paryAyameM, paNa paryAyake Azrayase dravyakA anubhava nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA ! ane pIche bhI anubhavakI paryAyake Azrayase cAritra ne kevaLajJAna nahIM hogA. AhAhA ! e to jJAyaka cidAnaMda prabhu anaMta guNakI khANa usake Azrayase cAritra ne kevaLajJAna hogA. AhAhAhA ! loka bahArase DhuMDhate hai paNa e ajJAna hai. e cauda gAthAkI bAta kiyA. have 15 mI. aba zuddhanayake viSayabhUta AtmAkI anubhUti e 14 mImAM darzana pradhAna karake trikALI jJAyakakI anubhUti e samyagdarzana hai aisA kahA. samajameM AyA? yahAM jJAnI anubhUti huM e jJAnakI anubhUti hai. kayA kahete hai? jo jJAyaka svabhAva zuddha caitanya, usakA anubhava vo hI jJAnakA anubhava hai. jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA to jJAnakI pradhAnatAse jJAnakI anubhUti he. je AtmAkI anubhUti hai. ye hI jJAnakI anubhUti hai. paMdaramI gAthAmeM jJAnakI anubhUtikI pradhAnatAse kathana hai. AhAhAhAhA! - jJAnakI anubhUtikA artha kayA? je trikALI jJAyaka jJAna svarUpa hai usako grahaNa karake asAdhAraNa jJAna svabhAva je trikALa hai usako grahaNa karake anubhava karanA, pravacanasArameM AyA hai, jJAna adhikArameM. asAdhAraNa jJAnasvabhAvako grahaNa karake paryAyameM anubhava karanA, AhAhAhAhA... pravacanasAra jJAna adhikArameM AyA hai. jJAna adhikAra hai ne pahele, dUsarA darzana adhikAra che, zeya adhikAra kaho ke darzana adhikAra, tIsarA caraNAnuyoga adhikAra hai. tIna. AhAhA.. to tyAM aisA liyA hai ke asAdhAraNa jJAna svabhAva, eka guNa dUsarA guNameM, aisI cIja huM nahIM, e guNa dUsaremeM huM nahIM, A guNa dUsaremeM hai nahIM. aise asAdhAraNa guNako kAraNapaNe grahaNa karake aisA pATha hai saMskRta TIkAmAM. samajameM AyA? e jJAyaka hai e jJAnasvabhAve vastu hai. sAkarano anubhava kaho ke gaLapaNakA, gaLapaNa kahete hai ne? (mIThAza) mIThAzakA anubhava kaho, ema AtmAkA trikALakA anubhava kaho ke usakA jJAnanA anubhava kaho. AhAhA ! A jJAna kayA? zAstrajJAna nahIM, kSayopazamajJAnakI paryAya e paNa A nahIM. kSAyikajJAnakI paryAya to huM nahIM atyAre. e to bAta nahIM, A jJAna eTale trikALajJAna svarUpa je piMDa prabhu usakA anubhava hai jJAnakA kSayopazamazAnakI paryAyakA anubhava e AMhI vAta hai nahIM. AMhI to jaisA AtmA trikALI hai, usakA jJAnasvabhAva trikALI hai, e jJAnanA anubhava lenA hai yahAM. AhAhA! paryAyakA anubhava jJAnakI paryAyakA anubhava e nahIM trikALI jJAnanA anubhava, AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A 14 mI gAthAmeM darzanapradhAna kathana thA, have yahAM jJAnapradhAna kathana hai. to e kahete hai ke zuddhanayake viSaya dhyeya dharmIkA dhyeya, samyagdaSTikA dhyeya dhruva, samyagdaSTikA dhyeya dhruva, Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 12 213 dhyAnakA viSaya dhruva, AhA... AvI vAta che. usako viSayabhUta banAkara AtmAnI anubhUti hI jJAnakI anubhUti che. e to e ja AtmAnA anubhava kaho ke jJAnakI anubhUti kaho, do eka hI bAta hai. guNIkA anubhava kaho ke jJAna guNakA anubhava kaho. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:mahArAja hamako to mokSamArga sUnAo.) A kisakI gAthA calatI hai? A mokSamArga A hai. je mukta svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, usakA anubhava karavA e mokSamArga hai. ahIM to samyagdarzanakI bAta calate hai samyajJAnakI, cAritra to pIche soLameM legA. caudamemeM darzana adhikAra, paMdaramemeM jJAna mukhya adhikAra, soLamemeM darzana, jJAna, cAritra tInoMkA adhikAra. cauda, paMdara ne soLa. samajameM AyA? soLameM vo legA cAritra, AMhI to hajI jJAna darzanako adhikAra kahA. aise e AtmAno anubhava vo samyagdarzana, to aisA jJAnakA anubhava bhI samyajJAna ane e samyagdarzana. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che bahu AkarI. dhIrA vinA e vastu aMtaramAM pakaDAya evI nathI bApu. AhAhA ! ghaNI dhIraja joie. apanI paryAyako dravya tarapha jhUkAnA e kAMi sAdhAraNa vAta nahIM, samajameM AyA? vartamAna paryAyako AhAhAhA.. usakA taLa jo dhruva vo tarapha jhUkAnA e alaukika bAta hai. hai (zrotA:- vo hI vidhi batAo mahArAja.) Aja vastu hai e kahegA. 0 0 0 0 0 0000 0 0 0 0000000000000000 * AtmAne sadAya Urdhva eTale mukhya rAkhavo. game te prasaMga Ave paNa dravyasvabhAvane mukhya rAkhavo. zubhAzubha pariNAma Ave bhale, paNa kAyama dravyasvabhAvanuM dhyeya rAkhavuM. AtmAne mukhya rAkhatAM je dazA thAya te nirmaLadazAne sAdhana kahevAya che ne tenuM sAdhya kevaLajJAna karavuM te che ne tenuM dhyeya pUrNa AtmA che. kaSAyanI maMdatA ke jJAnanA UghADanI mukhyatA haze tenI dRSTi saMyoga upara jaze. AtmAnI UrdhvatAnI ruci ne jijJAsA hoya teno prayAsa thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. AtmAnA anubhava pahelAM paNa sAcI jijJAsA hoya tene avyaktapaNe AtmAnI UrdhvatA hoya. haju AtmA jANavAmAM Avyo nathI paNa avyaktapaNe UrdhvatA thAya ane anubhavamAM Ave tyAre vyakta-pragaTa UrdhvatA thAya. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 99) 00000000000000000 Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 214 -- ( zloka - 13 ) isa prakAra AgekI gAthAkI sUcanAke artharUpa kAvya kahete hai paMdaramI gAthAnI sUcanAnA upodghAtarUpa zloka kahenemeM Ate hai tera. AhAhAhA ! (vasaMtatinA) AtmAnubhUtiriti zuddhanayAtmikA yA jJAnAnubhUtiriyameva kileti buddh| AtmAnamAtmani nivezya suniSprakampa meko'sti nityamavabodhaghanaH smntaat||13|| have, zuddhanayanA viSayabhUta AtmAnI anubhUti che te ja jJAnanI anubhUti che ema AgaLanI gAthAnI sUcanAnA artharUpa kAvya kahe che - zlokArtha-[ti] e rIte [ yA zuddhanayAtmivaI mAtma-zvanubhUtiH] je pUrva-kathita zuddhanayasvarUpa AtmAnI anubhUti che [3yama kava ni jJAna-anubhUtiH] te ja kharekhara jJAnanI anubhUti che[ti vRddhA] ema jANIne tathA [ bAtmani mAtmAnama sunijhampama nive5] AtmAmAM AtmAne nizcaLa sthApIne, [ nityama samattAt : navalodha-dhana: asti] "sadA sarva tarapha eka jJAnaghana AtmA che" ema dekhavuM. bhAvArtha- pahelAM samyagdarzanane pradhAna karI kahyuM hatuM; have jJAnane mukhya karI kahe che ke A zuddhanayanA viSayasvarUpa AtmAnI anubhUti che te ja samyajJAna che. 13. AtmAnubhUtiriti zuddhanayAtmikA yA jJAnAnubhUtiriyameva kileti busa / AtmAnamAtmani nivezya suniSprakampameko'sti nityamavabodhaghanaH samantAt / / 13 / / kaLaza che kaLaza e to, maMdirameM kaLaza caDhAvene aisA kaLaza hai. AhAhA! amRtacaMdrAcArya! usameM nAma AtA huM ne bhAI jagamohanalAlajI abhI TIkAkA nAma ApyA ne? "amRta kaLaza" A "amRta kaLaza" e phulacaMdajI paMDitakA hai usameM lekha hai. abhI A kaLaza TIkAkA artha kiyA ne jagamohanalAlajIe to usakA nAma ApyA hai "amRta' (zrotA:- sau potAno abhiprAya lakhe.) e to khyAlameM hai, e to khyAlameM hai ane tame aisA likhA hai aMdara thoDA ke aisI dRSTi rakha karake samajanA, khabara hai, A khabara hai. tamArA lakhANa dekhyA hai, barAbara likhA hai. ane koi pUchate the tethI A phulacaMdajI aisA zuM usameM likhA, AhAhA... mereku pUchate the. kahyuM bhAI usane jaina tattva mimAMsAmeM jagamohanalAlajIe likhA thA. to usane likhA paNa chatAM chellA akSara aisA hai usameM paMDitajIkA hai, khabara hai, ke aise trikALakA zAyakakI dRSTimeM lekara samaje, AhAhA... usako vAMco, e dRSTi karake aise vAMcanA, vyavahArase hogA ne, aise hogA ne aisI dRSTise nahIM vAMcanA, paMDitajIe likhA hai. AhAhA ! AMhI to amRtacaMdrAcAryanA amRtakaLaza. AhAhA! kayA kahete hai dekho. Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 13 215 isa prakAra yaha zuddhanayAtmikA Atma-anubhUtiH je pUrvakathita zuddhanayasvarUpa AtmAkI anubhUti dravyakI. AtmA jJAyaka trikALIkA anubhava, hai? vahI vAstavameM jJAnakI anubhUti hai. kayA kahA? trikALI jJAyaka jo svabhAva bhAva dhruva usakA anubhava vohI usakA jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna usakA ye anubhUti hai. guNase lo to jJAnakI anubhUti hai, dravyase lo to AtmAnI anubhUti hai, vastu to ekanI eka hai. AhAhAhA ! are bhAI AvuM kyAM maLe bApu? are A manuSyapaNA viMkhAi jAya che, cAlyo jAya che samaya. AhAhA ! karanekI cIja to A hai, bAkI badhuM AhA... zuddhanaya svarUpa joyuM? bhagavAna kAyama trikALI paNa zuddhanaya ane enI anubhUti paNa zuddhanaya svarUpa. AhAhAhA! vahI vAstavameM jJAnakI anubhUti hai, yahu jAnakara, kayA kahuM? samajameM AyA? vastu je svayaM deva divya dhruva vastu jJAyaka AtmA usakA anubhava kaho ke usakA jJAna guNako kAraNa banAkara anubhava kaho, do eka bAta hai. AhAhA ! anubhUti yaha jAnakara suniSkampam nivezya" AtmAmeM, kayA kahete hai dekho have, bhagavAna jJAyaka svarUpameM AtmAko nizcala sthApita kara, pAradravyanA sahArA bilakula nahIM ema kahete hai, jisameM vikalpa Adi paradravyakA nimittakA ke devagurukA paNa sahArA nahIM. AhAhA! ApanA AtmAmeM AtmAko sthApita karake, samajameM AyA? hai? Atmani AtmAnam suniSpakampa nivezya, nivezya AhAhA... AtmAmeM AtmAko, AtmAko kahA nAma apanA nirmaLa pariNatika dvArA, aMdara sthApana karo. usako koI rAga ne nimittakA sahArA jisameM nahIM. AhAhA! bahu vAta. A zarUAtanI vastu ja A hai. dharmanI zarUAta ahIMyAse hotI hai, cAritra to pIche, yahAM to darzanako adhikAra kahAM, A jJAnanA adhikAra, cAritra to pIche paNa jyAM darzana ne jJAna ja jyAM saccA nathI tyAM cAritra kahAMse AyA? AhA ! samajameM AyA? AtmAmeM, Atmani che ne? AtmAnam, AtmAko, apanA AtmAmeM apanA AtmAko, nirmaLa svabhAva dvArA sthApita kara, AhAhA.. vo rAga ne parase sthApita nahIM hotA hai ema batAte hai. apanA svarUpako apanA svarUpase sthiratA aMdara kara. AhAhA ! AtmAko AtmAmeM AhAhAhA. bhagavAna cidAnaMda prabhu aisA AtmAko AtmAnam nAma apanI zaktimeM, sthApana kara, niveza kara, niveza kara, sthApa, tyAM vAsa le. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che jhINI. e koi pAMca pacIsa lAkha kharcI jAya ne AMhI dharma thaI jAya aisA hai nahIM. maMdira baMdira banavAi diye be pAMca dasa, gajaratha calA de, to dharma ho jAye, tIna kAlameM hai nahIM. parakA sahArA binA AtmAmeM AtmAko, AhAhAhA! (zrotA - AtmA ko khuda abheda jAne nirmaLapaNA svabhAva haine) AhAhAhA ! are mAraga to prabhu A hai bhAI. (zrotA-aisA kaheMge mahArAja phira maMdira koi nahIM banavAyeMge) bane, banAvI zakate hI nahIM. e honA to hoyegA, hoyegA, usase banate hI nahIM. e paramANu pugalakI paryAya je samaye jyAM utpanna honekI hai e utpanna hogI hI, parase nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? (zrotA - AtmAmeM matalaba dravya hai ki paryAya?) AtmAmeM AtmAkI paryAya svabhAva dvArA sthApana karanA ema kahete hai, rAga dvArA nahIM, para dvArA nahIM, apanA nirmaLa paryAya dvArA AtmAmeM sthira honA. AhAhAhA ! Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 216 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AtmAmeM AtmAko, pahele AtmAmeM, AtmAko eTale nirmaLa paryAya dvArA sthiratA kara e nirmaLa paryAya anubhUti e AtmA hai. e pahelA caudamImeM A gayA hai, AtmA kaho, zuddhanaya kaho, anubhUti kaho, tIna bola A gayA hai caudamImeM. saMskRta TIkAkA pATha hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! e bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda ne pUrNa jJAnasvarUpa prabhu usakI nirmaLa pariNati dvArA tyAM AgaLa sthApana kara, AtmAmeM sthApana tyAM kara, rAga ane puNya ne vyavahArase aMtarameM sthApana kara e cIja hai hI nahIM. samajameM AyA? lo A vAta, rADa ai hai ne ke vyavahAra karate karate nizcaya hogA, bilakula jUTha bAta hai. samajameM AyA? AhA! prabhu terI cIja terI cIjathI zuddha pariNati dvArA tyAM jA, usakA sahArA rAgakA ne paradravyanA bilakula nahIM. AvI cIja hai. pahelAM usakA jJAnameM nirdhAra to nakkI kare ke rAgase AtmAkI prApti nahIM hotI, apanI nirmaLa pariNati dvArA prAti hotI hai. AhAhAhA ! are usakI kAyama rahenevAlI cIja kai, kayA hai? e to jJAna AnaMda Adi kAyama rahenekI cIja hai. rAga Adi koi cIja usakI nahIM ane eka samayakI paryAya bhI kAyama rahene kI cIja nahIM, to e nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa karake AtmAm sthApa tyAM. AhAhAhA! dRSTikA dora tyAM rakhakara nirmaLa pariNati pragaTa kare tyAM AtmAmeM jA. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. bIjI rIte kahIe to je nirmaLa pariNati jo hai e SakArakase pariNati utpanna hotI hai. kayA kahA? je dravya hai emAM SakAraka zaktirUpe to paDA hai, paNa jo pariNati hotI hai, samyajJAnakI, samyagdarzanakI, anubhUtikI e bhI SaTkarakake pariNamanase utpanna hotI hai. kayA kahA? samajameM AyA? samyagdarzanakI paryAyane samyajJAnakI anubhUtikI paryAya, e paryAya paryAyakI kartA, paryAya usakA kArya, paryAya usakA sAdhana, paryAya sAdhana paryAya usakA saMpradAna, paryAyase paryAya hui, paryAyake AdhArase paryAya hui. AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- sAdhana to kAraNa samayasAra hai.) yahAM paryAya sAdhaka hai, rAgase bhinna paDake AtmAnA sAdhana kiyA vo paryAya sAdhaka hai. AhAhA ! rAga bAga sAdhaka hai nahIM. (zrotA- samayasAra e sAdhaka hai) samayasAra e AtmA, A samayasArakI bhASA bhI AdhAra nahIM tyAM, vo samayasAra vAMcake (paDhakara) jo jJAna huA vo isakA kAraNa nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! kayoM? are bhagavAna pAse sUnA, samayasAra eTale AtmA usakA lakSameM AyA ke bhagavAna Ama kahete hai paNa vo jJAnake AdhArase aMdarameM jA sakate haiM aisA nahIM. AhAhA ! kaya? vo paryAya paralakSI hai. ane svalakSI paryAya dvArA aMtarameM jAnA. AhAhA ! paMDitajI! bahu jhINI vAta che bhAI ! are manuSyapaNuM jAya che bhAI ! e AMkhyu vIMcIne kyAM jAze ? A jo pattA na liyA, AhAhAhA.... (to) kyAMya koI zaraNa nathI. AhAhA ! e bhagavAna AtmAko, AtmAkI nirmaLa pariNati dvArA tyAM niveza, sthApa. tanna nirAlaMbana, parakA AlaMbana bilakula nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! apanA jJAyakabhAvanA AlaMbana lekara jo pariNati utpanna huI e AtmA hai, aise usako kahA. AtmAko AtmAse eTale nirmaLa pariNati dvArA sthira thA aMdara. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! sthApita karake "nityam samantA eka avabodha ghana: asti". je prabhu AtmA sadA Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 13 217 sarva eka jJAnaghana AtmA hai, AhA. isa prakAra dekhanA, isaprakAra anubhavanA, AhAhA ! Avo mAraga, lokone ekAMta lAge che ne? ke A paNa, usake mATe koI sAdhana hai ke nahIM ? ema kahete the, zrImamAM gaye the ne agAsa Azrama vyAkhyAna sUnA eka ghaMTA pIche Aye eka mAravADI, ke tame kahete haiM e barAbara paNa usakA koi sAdhana? sAdhana A bAhya kAraNa ke AtmasiddhimeM paNa aisA AtA hai, nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM sAdhana karanA so hI" e sAdhana hai hI nahIM. bhAI ! AhAhA ! e prajJAchiNI rAgase bhinna kara (ke) jo huA vo hI sAdhana hai. prajJAchiNI dvArA AtmAmAM bheda karake parase bheda karake aMtarameM jA. AhAhA ! sUkSma bAta hai bhAI ! A to sarvajJa trilokanAtha jinezvaradevanuM A kathana hai prabhu. A koI kalpita ajJAnInA kathana A nahIM hai. saMto kahete hai e sarvaze kahA e isakA ADatiyA hokara kahete hai. mAraga to bhagavAna Ama kahete hai, hama tumako kahete hai. hame bhI aisA kahA hai, aisA na kaheke, AhAhA ! jinavara ema kahete hai, Ate haiM ne? ghaNI gAthAmeM, jinavara ema kahete hai, aisA kahete hai. paramAtmAkA Azraya lekara bolate hai. AhAhA! ahIMyA kahete hai sadA sarva aura, kayA kahete hai ? sadA nAma trikALa, sarva aura, cAre bAjuse eka jJAnaghana bhagavAna jJAnakI anubhUti lenA hai ne? AtmAnI anubhUtimAM dravyanA anubhUti lenA, eka jJAnaghana jJAnapUMja jJAnapiMDa AtmA hai isa prakAra dekhanA cAhie. AhAhAhA! (zrotA- ghana kyuM kahA) haiM! piMDa, jJAnakA piMDa, jemake rUkA piMDa hai ne dhokaLA, kayA dhokaLA, dhokaLA kayA kahete hai? gaThThA, rUkA gaThThI nahIM Ave he moTA? rUikA, ema A jJAnakA gaThThI huM aMdara. svabhAva-svabhAva, jJAnasvabhAvakA gaThThI hai. AhAhA ! bhagavAna mAraga bahu aisA hai, are usako karanA paDegA prabhu zaraNa bIjA nahIM hai kaMi. AhAhA ! vItarAga trilokanAtha indronI samakSamAM Ama kahete the, ekabhavatArI indra jyAre sUnaneko Ate haiM, tyAM bhI Ate hai abhI. bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhu the tyAMya Ate the. indra ne indrANI do ekabhavatArI hai abhI sudharma devaloka ekabhavatArI chellA munaSyadeha hokara mokSa jAnevAle hai. usakI pAsa bhagavAna A kahete the. AhAhA ! usakI to khabara hai usako. samyagdaSTi hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! prabhu tuma AtmAkI anubhUti. hama kahA, have to hama kahete hai ke jJAnakI anubhUti, e guNIkA anubhUti kahA thA, have guNakA anubhava, paNa guNa e jJAnaghana akhaMDa pUrNa che. guNa bhinna guNa aisA nahIM. e guNakA piMDa prabhu AtmA, jJAnaghana hai ema kahyA ne? eka jJAna guNa bhinna aisA nahIM. AhAhA ! e jJAnaghana hai sadA sarva trikALa cAre bAjuse eka jJAnaghana AtmA hai prabhu. AhAhA! isa prakAra dekhanA, e prakAre aMdaramAM dekhanA anubhava karanA. AhAhAhA ! bhAvArtha: - pahele samyagdarzanako pradhAna karake kahA thA. aba jJAnako mukhya karake kahete hai ke zuddhanayake viSayasvarUpa AtmAkI anubhUti hI samyajJAna hai. Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 WwthA - 15 ) jo passadi appANaM abaddhapuDhe annnnnnmvisesN| *apadesasaMtamajjhaM passadi jiNasAsaNaM savvaM / / 15 / / yaH pazyati AtmAnam abddhspRssttmnnymvishessm| apadezasAntamadhyaM pazyati jinazAsanaM srvm||15|| yeyamabaddhaspRSTasyAnanyasya niyatasyAvizeSasyAsaMyuktasya cAtmano'nubhUti: sA khalvakhilasya jinazAsanasyAnubhUtiH, zrutajJAnasya svayamAtmatvAt; tato jnyaanaanubhuutirevaatmaanubhuutiH| kintu tadAnIM sAmAnyavizeSAvirbhAvatirobhAvAbhyAmanubhUyamAnaapi jJAnamabuddhalubdhAnAM na svdte| tathA hi yathA vicitravyaJjanasaMyogopajAtasAmAnya-vizeSatirobhAvAvirbhAvAbhyAmanubhUyamAnaM lavaNaM lokAnAmabuddhAnAM vyaJjanalubdhAnAM svadate, na punaranyasaMyogazUnyatopajAtasAmAnyavizeSAvirbhAvatirobhAvAbhyAm; atha ca yadeva vizeSAvirbhAvanAnubhUyamAnaM lavaNaM tadeva saamaanyaavirbhaavenaapi|tthaa vicitrajJeyAkAra karambitatvopajAtasAmAnyavizeSatirobhAvAvirbhAvAbhyAmanubhUyamAnaM jJAnamabuddhAnAM jJeyalubdhAnAM svadate, na punaranyasaMyogazUnyatopajAtasAmAnyavizeSAvirbhAvatiro-bhAvAbhyAm atha ca yadeva vizeSAvirbhAvenAnubhUyamAnaM jJAna tadeva saamaanyaavirbhaavenaapi| alubdhabuddhAnAM tu yathA saindhavakhilyo'nyadravyasaMyogavyavacchedena kevala evAnubhUyamAnaH sarvato'pyekalavaNarasatvAlavaNatvena svadate, tathAtmApi paradravyasaMyogavyavacchedena kevala evAnubhUyamAna: sarvato'pyekavijJAnaghanatvAt jJAnatvena svdte| have, A artharUpa gAthA kahe che - apadaspRSTa, ananya, bhavizeSa heNe sAmane, te dravya tema ja bhAva jinazAsana sakala dekhe khare. 15. uthArtha:- [ yaH] 4 puruSa [AtmAnam ] mAmAne [ abaddhaspRSTam ] aspRSTa, [ananyam ananya,[avizeSam ] bhavizeSa (tathA GaauthI niyata bhane asaMyuta) [ pazyati] heNe te [ sarvam jinazAsanaM sa nasanane [ pazyati] hethe cha, 4 nizAsana ['apadezasAntamadhyaM] nAva dravyazruta tema 4 sabhyata2 zAna35 bhAvazrutavALuM che. TIkAH- je A abaddhaspaSTa, ananya, niyata, avizeSa ane asaMyukta evA pAMca bhAvosvarUpa AtmAnI anubhUti che te nizcayathI samasta jinazAsananI anubhUti che, kAraNa ke zrutajJAna pote AtmA ja che. tethI jJAnanI anubhUti te ja AtmAnI anubhUti * 5nta2 : apadesasuttamajjhaM 1. apadeza = dravya zruta; sAnta = zAna35 mAvazruta. Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 15 219 che. paraMtu have tyAM, sAmAnya jJAnanA AvirbhAva (pragaTapaNuM ) ane vizeSa ( jJeyAkA2 ) jJAnanA tirobhAva ( AcchAdana ) thI jyAre jJAnamAtrano anubhava karavAmAM Ave tyAre jJAna pragaTa anubhavamAM Ave che topaNa jeo ajJAnI che, zeyomAM Asakta che temane te svAdamAM AvatuM nathI. te pragaTa dRSTAMtathI batAvIe chIe. jema-aneka tarehanAM zAka Adi bhojanonA saMbaMdhathI Upajela sAmAnya lavaNanA ti2obhAva ane vizeSa lavaNanA AvirbhAvathI anubhavamAM AvatuM je (sAmAnyanA tirobhAvarUpa ane zAka AdinA svAdabhede bhedarUpa-vizeSarUpa) lavaNa teno svAda ajJAnI, zAkanA lolupa manuSyone Ave che paNa anyanA saMbaMdharahitapaNAthI Upajela sAmAnyanA AvirbhAva ne vizeSanA tirobhAvathI anubhavamAM AvatuM je ekAkAra abhedarUpa lavaNa teno svAda Avato nathI; vaLI 52mArthathI jovAmAM Ave to to, je vizeSanA AvirbhAvathI anubhavamAM AvatuM ( kSA22sarUpa ) lavaNa che te ja sAmAnyanA AvirbhAvathI anubhavamAM AvatuM ( kSA22sarUpa ) lavaNa che. evI rIte-aneka prakA2nA zeyonA AkAro sAthe mizrarUpapaNAthI Upajela sAmAnyanA tirobhAva ane vizeSanA AvirbhAvathI anubhavamAM AvatuM je(vizeSabhAvarUpa, bhedarUpa, anekAkArarUpa ) jJAna te ajJAnI, zeya-lubdha jIvone svAdamAM Ave che paNa anya zeyAkAranA saMyogarahitapaNAthI Upajela sAmAnyanA AvirbhAva ne vizeSanA tirobhAvathI anubhavamAM AvatuM je ekAkA2 abhedarUpa jJAna te svAdamAM AvatuM nathI; vaLI 5ramArthathI vicArIe to to, je jJAna vizeSanA AvirbhAvathI anubhavamAM Ave che te ja jJAna sAmAnyanA AvirbhAvathI anubhavamAM Ave che. alabdha jJAnIone to, jema saiMdhavanI gAMgaDI, anyadravyanA saMyogano vyavaccheda karIne kevaLa saiMdhavano ja anubhava ka2vAmAM AvatAM, sarvataH eka kSA22sapaNAne lIdhe kSA25Ne svAdamAM Ave che tema AtmA paNa, 52dravyanA saMyogano vyavaccheda karIne kevaLa AtmAno ja anubhava ka2vAmAM AvatAM, sarvataH eka vijJAnanapaNAne lIdhe jJAnapaNe svAdamAM Ave che. bhAvArtha:- ahIM AtmAnI anubhUti te ja jJAnanI anubhUti kahevAmAM AvI che. ajJAnIjana jJeyomAM ja-indriyajJAnanA viSayomAM ja-lubdha thaI rahyA che; teo indriyajJAnanA viSayothI anekAkAra thayela jJAnane ja zeyamAtra AsvAde che paraMtu zeyothI bhinna jJAnamAtrano AsvAda nathI letA. ane jeo jJAnI che, zeyomAM Asakta nathI teo zeyothI judA ekAkAra jJAnano ja AsvAda le che,-jema zAkothI judI mIThAnI kaNIno kSA2mAtra svAda Ave tevI rIte AsvAda le che, kA2Na ke jJAna che te AtmA che ane AtmA che te jJAna che. A pramANe guNI-guNanI abheda dRSTimAM AvatuM je sarva 52dravyothI juduM, potAnA paryAyomAM ekarUpa, nizcaLa, potAnA guNomAM ekarUpa, panimittathI utpanna thayela bhAvothI bhinna potAnuM svarUpa, tenuM anubhavana te jJAnanuM anubhavana che, ane A anubhavana te bhAvazrutajJAnarUpa jinazAsananuM anubhavana che. zuddhanayathI AmAM kAMI bheda nathI. Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 220 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jo passadi appANaM abaddhapuTThe aNaNNamavisesaM / *apadesasaMtamajjhaM passadi jiNasAsaNaM savvaM / / 15 / / hai ? apadesamAM dravya lIdhuM, majyaM zAMtisUtra samyagdarzana bhAvazruta liyA, A kahete hai ke nahIM ? apadesameM akhaMDa dravya akhaMDa pradeza lenA, aisA ahIM bAta hai nahIM. samajameM AyA ? abhI chapA hai, samayasArameM aisA hai nahIM, emake dravyazrutamAM paNa A dravyazruta zabda ja dravyazruta hai. dravyazrutamAM ema ke amRtacaMdrAcArye dravyazrutakA artha, usameMse apadesakA artha nikAlA hI nahIM paNa e apadesa kahA vo hI dravyazruta hai. AhAhA ! ane dravyazrutabheMse bhAvazruta kahenA thA, dravyazrutameM bhI, ke aMtara AnaMdakA anubhava karanA, bhAvazruta dvArA e (vo ) bhAvazruta hai, dravyazrutameM bhI aisA kahA. AhA ! dekho kaLazaTIkA hai ne AnI kaLazaTIkA A 13 mAM A pahelAM 13 mo zloka gayo ne ApaNe usakI kaLazaTIkAmAM aisA liyA hai. kaLazaTIkA hai ne ? keTalAmuM thayuM tera, dekho AtmAnubhava ema kahete hai, jJAnAnubhava aisA kahyA nAma bheda hai, vastu bheda nahIM. gujarAtI hai AtmAnubhava mokSamArga hai. A prasaMge bIjo paNa saMzaya utpanna hotA hai, rAjamallanI TIkA hai, ke koi jANaze ke dvAdazAMgajJAna koi apUrva labdhi hai. dvAdazAMgajJAna koi apUrva labdhi koi kahe to aisA hai nahIM, e to vikalpa hai. paMDitajI ! e to dvAdazAMgajJAna paNa vikalpa hai. have, ApaNe to apadesamAMthI nikAlanA hai, usameM paNa dvAdazAMgajJAnameM paNa aisA kahA hai, ke svAnubhUti mokSamArga hai. samajameM AyA ? bAra aMgameM bhI ye kahA hai, e dravyazruta hai, vikalpAtmaka bhAva hai paNa kahA hai usameM e, ke AtmAnI anubhUti te mokSamArga hai, aisA kahA. to dravyazrutameM bhI A AyA. ethI amRtacaMdrAcArye apadesano artha na kiyA, kayuMki apanA sUtra ja e hI hai, e sUtra hI apadesa hai. e sUtrameM bhI aisA kahA, dravyazrutameM ane bhAvazruta to, bhAvazruta to usako to hai. aMtara anubhava huA to bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA, to bhAvazrutameM to AtmA hI jAnanemeM AyA thA. AhAhA ! A kaLazanI TIkA kiyA hai, A gujarAtI che. hindI nahIM hoya ahIM hindImeMya aisA hai. dvAdazAMgajJAna, e apadeza AyA usameM dravyazruta A gayA. usameM amRtacaMdrAcArya bola liyA tIna paNa pAMceya lenA, (gAthA ) paMdarameM tIna bola liyA hai ne ? pAMcameMse paNa e to gAthA saMkIrNa hai vo kA2Ne e prazna huA thA bahota, dasadasakI sAlameM covIsa varSa pahele vo thA ne vo mukhatyAra dilhI, e kayA mukhatyAra, hA jugalikazo2. A jugalajI gayA ? A TIkA kiyA ne usane kiyA thA, khabara hai ema ke A tIna bola hai. tIna bola lenA pAMcameMse, paNa tInameM pAMca AtA hai. amRtacaMdrAcArye TIkAmeM liyA hai ne, paNa e TIkA karate the, khabara hai Thumako, dasanI sAla covIsa varSa huA amAre lAThI gaye the tyAM AyA thA vo lakhANa ke paMdaramI gAthAmeM tIna bola kahA hai pAMca bolameM do - do bola kahAMse nikalA ? paNa amRtacaMdrAcArya kahete hai e to saMkIrNa karake banAyA hai dekho. AhAhA ! TIkAH- TIkA hai ne ! jo yaha abaddhasRSTa, ananya, niyata, avizeSa ne asaMyukta pAMceya nikAlA hai amRtacaMdrAcArye nikAlA hai. are mANasa apanI kalpanAse kare aisA na cale bhAI. Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 15 221 saMtonI vANI digaMbara saMto eTale koNa ? AhAhA ! e kevaLajJAnanA TukaDA hai e. are eka vakhate to aisA kahA ke kevaLajJAnI ane munimAM koi phera na dekhanA niyamasArameM aisA kahA hai. muni eTale koNa ? paramezvara pada ! AhAhAhA... tyAM vItarAgI AnaMda uchaLI rahA hai. pracura svasaMvedana jisakA mahora chApa hai, pAMcavI gAthAmeM AyA hai, e paDhA hai ne ? pracura svasaMvedana jisakA maho2chApa hai. munipaNAkI bhAvaliMgakI chApa kayA ? pracura, thoDA saMvedana AnaMdakA to cothe pAMcameM bhI AtA hai, paNa muniko to pracura svasaMvedana mahora chApa mArI hai. posTa mAstara mArate hai ke nahIM patrako ? = ema A bhagavAna kahe ke AhAhA... saMtonI vAtuM bApA ene pakaDavuM kaThaNa che. ema kahete hai kuMdakuMdAcArya. ane TIkAkAre kahyuM ke muni apanA nija vaibhavase kahegA, nija vaibhava kayA ? apanA AnaMdakA anubhava jo huA vo. e nija vaibhavakI kayA cIja ? e svasaMvedana pracu2, bahota atIndriya AnaMdakA vedana e usakI mahora chApa hai. sAdhukA bhAvaliMgakI mahora chApa tyAMthI sAdhupaNA calatA hai. samajameM AyA ? mArga hI aisA hai. e AMhI kahete hai dekho. pAThameM to tIna bola liyA. abaddhasRSTa ananya, avizeSa. asaMyukta e rahI gayA e emAM A gayA. caudameM A gayA usameM le lenA. to vo TIkA karate the mukhatyAra, A gayA yugalajI gaye nahIM, maiM ? ( zrotAH- rAjakoTa gaye ) rAjakoTa gayA. je abaddhasRSTa rAga ne karmakA saMbaMdha binAkI AtmacIja hai. 'ananya' anerI anerI gati Adise bhinna ananya hai. naraka manuSya Adi anerI anerI gatise ananya ane anya anya nahIM, anya anya nahIM, ananya hai. anya anya nahIM. AhAhA !'niyata' paryAyameM anekatA, paryAyameM AtI hai. agurulaghu Adi usase rahita niyata hai. AhA ! aura 'avizeSa' guNabhedase rahita sAmAnya hai, avizeSa kaho ke sAmAnya kaho, vizeSa nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA ! aise AtmAko pAMca bhAvasvarUpa, amRtacaMdrAcArya to kahete hai ke pAMca bhAvasvarUpa A gAthAmeMse lenA, loko mANasa apanI TIkA karate hai, ane apadesakA artha amRtacaMdrAcAryane samajANuM nahIM mATe nahIM kiyA ema kahete hai. ema AyA thA chApAmeM. are prabhu ema na kahenA. amRtacaMdrAcArya ! AhAhA ! amRtacaMdrAcArya saMta koNa thA ? AhAhA ! e cAlatA siddha thA. bharatakSetrameM thA hajA2 varSa pahele. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotAH- kALakA doSa A gayA ne ?) kALakA doSa boSa hai nahIM. bhaiyA ! e kahete the keTalAka, AhA... e usakA svacchaMdakA ajJAnIkA doSa hai. AhAhA! AMhI kahete hai ke e pAMca bola svarUpa anubhUti, hai? pAMca bhAvasvarUpa anubhUti AtmAke pAMca bhAva AMhI to baddhasRSTako nikAlakara abaddhasRSTa liyA to e pAMca bhAvasvarUpa liyA astipaNe, badghatkRSTa nahIM aisA na lekara, abaddhasRSTa hai, niyata hai, avizeSa hai aisA bhAvasvarUpa aisA pAMca bhAvanA asti svarUpa, AtmAkI anubhUti hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e juo dravyazruta A gayA usameM, dravyazrutakA artha kiyA hI nahIM, ema nahIM. A dravyazruta hai A. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? bahu AkaruM kAma bhAI ! ane saMtonI bhUla nikAlanA, 52mezva2nI bhUla nikAlanA jaisA hai ? ( zrotAH- saMtoe to saMtonI bhUla nikAlI Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 222 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ne ) e saMta hatA kyAM ? are jhINI vAta. koi vyaktinuM ApaNe kAma nahIM. ApaNe tAttvika vAtanI vAta thAya, aMgata bAta to samajanAra samaje. AhAhA ! bhAI ! muni kisako kahIe ? AhAhA ! jisako AtmAkA AnaMdakI anubhUti ho e upa2AMta jisako anubhUtikI urdhvatA vadhI gai ho, AhAhAhA... e AnaMdanA jhUle jhUlatA ho, pracura atIndriya AnaMdanA vedanameM jhUlate ho. AhA ! saptameM Ate hai to atIndriya AnaMdameM chaDhe Ate to jarI vikalpa A jAtA hai, chatAM aMta2meM atIndriya AnaMdakI bhUmikA pramANe to hai. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! bhAI munipaNuM bhAI bApu ! alaukika cIja hai. e AMhI kahete hai. AMhI to hajI samyagnAnanI bAta hai. aisA AtmA jo abaddhasRSTa hai, mukta svarUpa hai, nizcaya hai, sAmAnya hai, isako anubhava karanA e pAMca bhAvasvarUpakA usakA nAma anubhUti AhA... e jaina zAsanakI anubhUti hai. A jaina zAsana hai vItarAgI paryAya- bhAvazrutajJAna e jainazAsana hai. dravyazrutameM to kahA thA A, bhAvazrutameM vo AtmA anubhavameM AyA vo jaina zAsana hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? OM ? AvuM jainazAsana ! jainazAsana koi pakSa nathI. vo to vastu abaddhasRSTa hai. usakA anubhava vo jainazAsana, vo to vastukA svarUpa hai, sthiti hai. samajameM AyA ? AhAhAhA ! (zrotAH- jainazAsana to dvAdazAMga hai. ) jainazAsanameM bAra aMgameM A kahA hai. e kahA ne batAyA ne abhI, bAra aMgameM bhI anubhUti batAyA hai. bAra aMgakA vizeSa nahIM, vikalpa hai e vizeSa jJAna, vizeSa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! aMtarakI anubhUti, AhAhAhA... isameM kahA ne navamI gAthAmeM e nizcaya zrutakevaLI hai. apanA bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMda Adi divya zaktikA bhaMDAra prabhu usakA abaddhasRSTa svarUpa hai, niyata svarUpa hai, sAmAnya svarUpa hai ane rAgAdi AkULatAse rahita svarUpa hai. AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- vo nizcaya zrutakevaLI hai ? ) e ja nizcaya zrutakevaLI hai, anubhava hai bhAvazruta hai ne tyAM ? AhA ! navamI gAthAmeM kahA hai, navamI gAthAmeM kahA hai. "jo hi sudeNahigacchadi appANamiNaM tu kevalaM suddhaM / taM sudakevalimisiNo bhaNati loyappadIvayarA / / " navamI gAthA hai. no hi suveLahiLacchavi bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA AtmAko anubhavate hai, e A no ddei suveLadiyARvi bhAvazrutadvArA aMda2meM anubhava karate hai suveLadiyaRvi appALamiLa tu jevAM suddha AhA ! tuM suvaovasimisino maLaMti noya--vIvayarA lokAlokanA dekhanArA sarva kevaLIo athavA zruta kevaLIo ene zrutakevaLI kahete hai. AhAhA ! nava nava navamI gAthA che, AhAhAhA... dasamI vyavahA2nI hai, agiyAramI samakitanI hai. ahIMyA kahete hai A jinazAsana A, bhagavAnane kahenA hai e A vItarAga paryAya, cAra anuyogakA tAtparya vItarAgabhAva hai, e 172 gAthAmeM (paMcAstikAyameM ) kahA. e sUtra tAtparyakA artha kyA, zAstra tAtparya ? ke vItarAgatA aisA pATha hai, 172 gAthA cAre anuyogakA tAtparya vItarAgatA hai. vItarAgatA paryAyameM AnA e tAtparya hai, vo vItarAgatA kaba AyegI, kaise ? ke jo trikALI jJAyaka abaddhasRSTa hai e vItarAga svarUpa hai. usake Azrayase vItarAgI Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 223 gAthA - 15 paryAya AyegI, e cAreya anuyogomeM AtmA vItarAgasvarUpakA Azraya lenA vo kahA hai, samajameM AyA? jhINI vAta che bhAI! AhA! A to paramAtmA traNa lokano nAtha sarvajJadeva enI pAse gaye the kuMdakuMdAcArya, have ene ya uDAve che, ke mahAvidehamAM nahotA gayA. are prabhu zuM kare che tuM? jayasena AcAryanI TIkA hai paMcAstikAya usameM likhA hai, mahAvidehameM jAkara Aye aura zivarAjakumArane mATe banAyA aisA pATha hai. aura darzanasAra hai devasena AcAryanA usameM to aisA likhA hai, are kuMdakuMdAcArya mahAvidehameM jAkara jo A na lAyA hota to hameM munipaNA kaise prApta hotA, aisA likhA hai darzanasAra. AhAhA ! devasena AcArya. A to mahAmuni kahete hai, bAkI to aSTapAhuDanI TIkA ne vo sukhasAgara bhaTTAraka jaisA hai vo to. usakI dareka pAhuDanI pAchaLa e likhA hai kuMdakuMdAcArya mahAvidehase AyA thA. paNa A to darzanasAra-devasena AcArya, paMcAstikAyajayasena AcArya, aisA pATha hai. AhAhA! (zrotA- usane kahA o to ThIka sonagaDhameM kyuM kahete?) basa sonagaDhameM kahete hai, usakA virodha karanA. sonagaDhavALA kahete hai ke kuMdakuMdAcArya tyAM gaye the, to kahe nA. (zrotA:- usameM bhI prayojana hai.) prayojana hai. A to vAta aisI hai. ahIMyA to prabhu ema kahete hai, jinazAsana kisako kahe? cAra anuyogakA sAra kisako kahe? ke apanA abaddhaspaSTakI anubhUti kare, e bhAvazrutajJAna, e zuddha upayoga bhAvazrutajJAna e jainazAsana hai. dravyazrutameM bhI e kahA he ne bhAvakRta A hai. AhAhA ! e kahA ne ke A teramA kaLazanI aMdara TIkAmeM ke dvAdazAMga vikalpa hai, paNa kahA hai anubhUti, bAre aMgameM kahenekA Azaya to te prabhu AtmA, usakI anubhUtikA Azraya le dravyatA to anubhUti hogI, ane e anubhUti vItarAgI paryAya hai, vItarAgI paryAya kaho ke jainazAsana kaho. AhAhAhA ! kaho AmAM samajAya evuM che, AmAM na samajAya evI vAta nathI. bahu sarasa, saraLa che sIdhI vAta. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che prabhu. (zrotA- bahota khulAsA kiyA mahArAja bahuta khulAsA) abaddhaskRSTa, ananya, niyata, avizeSa ane asaMyukta aise pAMcabhAva svarUpa, dekho aisA bhagavAna aisA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa hai. y AtmA aise pAMca bhAvasvarUpa hai muM, samajameM AyA? aise pAMca bhAvasvarUpa AtmA. dekho, hai? AhAhA ! abaddhaskRSTa, ananya, anyatva eTale anerA anerA nahIM, niyata, nizcaya sAmAnya aura asaMyukta, rAgase saMyukta nahIM aisA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa AtmA. AhAhAhAhA ! aise pAMca bhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA trilokanAtha paramezvara ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! e kuMdakuMdAcArya kahete hai. e pAMca bhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA hai aMdara, abaddha nAma mukta svarUpa hai, nizcaya hai, rAgase rahita hai, aura sAmAnya svarUpa hai. AhAhA... aura paryAyanI anekatAse bhinna ekarUpa hai AhAhA! AvI vAtuM che bApu. aisA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa, aisA huM ne? aise pAMca bhAvasvarUpa, aise pAMca bhAvasvarUpa eTale? abaddhaskRSTa, niyata, ananya, avizeSa, asaMyukta aise pAMca bhAvasvarUpa, AhAhA... AtmA usakI anubhUti e paryAya. A pAMca bhAvasvarUpa to Atma dravya. AhAhA ! samayasAra to vItarAganI sAkSAt vANI, AhAhA.. jagatanA bhAgya ke A zAstra rahI Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 224 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 gayA che. AhAhA !( zrotAH- Apa padhAre amArA bhAgya). are amane to kheda thAya che. arere ame kyAM hatA ne kayAM AvI paDayA chIe? arere kyAM, ame prabhu pAse hatA ne ahIMyA AvI paDyA chIe bApu. AhA ! (zrotA:- hamako to harSa hotA hai ne) A vAta to e ja tIrthakaranA gharakI bAta hai prabhu. AhAhA! sAra gajaba vAta hai bhAgya che jagatanA ke AvI vANI ene kAne paDe che. AhA ! bhagavAna AtmA kaisA hai? ke abaddhaspaSTa hai, rAgase ane visagnA paramANuse sparza nahIM, saMbaMdha nahIM, aura ananya hai, ananya hai, anerI anerI gati e nahIM, ananya hai, enA e hai, aisA ne aisA. AhAhA! niyata hai, paryAyameM anekatA ho aisA nahIM niyata hai nizcaya hai. AhAhA ! aura guNakA vizeSa bheda usameM nahIM, aisA e sAmAnya hai, aura asaMyukta nAma rAgakI AkULatAe rahita hai e AnaMda prabhu hai. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMi? aise pAMca bhAvasvarUpa, AhAhAhAhA... AtmA usakI anubhUti, aisA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa AtmA usakI anubhUti, AhAhA.. yaha nizcayase samasta jinazAsana, sArA jainazAsanakA e sAra hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? nizcayase samasta jinazAsana, samasta jainazAsana, cAreya anuyoganA sUtram ane jainazAsana bhAvazrutameM A hai. AhA.. samajameM AyA? bhAvazruta abaddhaspaSTako anubhave e jainazAsana hai, bhAvazruta abaddhaspaSTako anubhave e jainazAsana hai, arthAt e pAMcabhAvasvarUpa vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA usakI anubhUti paryAya vItarAga, e jainazAsana hai. AhAhAhA ! kayoM ke? e vizeSa AyegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM. 73 gAthA - 15 tA. 30-8-08 budhavAra, zrAvaNa vada-12 saM. 2504 samayasAra 15 mI gAthA calatI hai. pharIne TIkA. jo yaha, "je A' Ama pratyakSa batAte hai Ama. je "A" abaddhapUra A AtmA aMtarmukha cIja e yaha abaddhaskRSTa rAga ane visasA paramANase baddha ane spaSTa nahIM aisI ye cIja che. "ananya" hai. anerI anerI gatim honA ye nahIM, ekarUpa ananya svarUpa hai, "niyata hai, paryAyameM hinAdhikatA aneka prakAre agurulaghuguNake Azrayase Adi vizeSatA dazA paryAyakA svabhAva hai, to hinAdhikatA hotI hai. paNa usase rahita AtmA niyata hai, ekarUpa nizcaya hai. "avizeSa" guNanA vizeSo bheda rahita trikALI ekarUpa sAmAnya hai. AhAhA! "asaMyukta" AkULatAe rahita, AkULatAe sahita e paryAyameM hai, dravyameM AkULatAe rahita aisA AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna e pAMca bhAvosvarUpa, AhAhA... e pAMca bhAvosvarUpa AtmA, usakI anubhUti. mukta svarUpa bhagavAna sAmAnya svarUpa AnaMdasvarUpa aisA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa, aisA AtmA, usakI anubhUti, usake anusAra svabhAvane anusAra AnaMdakA anubhava honA e nizcayase samasta jinazAsakI anubhUti hai. AhAhAhA! gAthA bahu sarasa AvI che. rasa, sarasa, sarasa nAma AnaMdanA rasa sahitakI gAthA che. AhAhA ! kyoMki zrutajJAna svayaM AtmA hI hai. kayA kahete hai jo bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA abaddhapRSThakA Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 15 225 anubhava huA e bhAvazrutajJAna, hai ? AtmA hI hai, hai paryAya, vItarAgI bhAvazrutajJAna paryAya, paNa usako yahAM AtmA kahA rAga nahIM, rAga hai e anAtmA hai. AhAhAhA ! pAMca bhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA asti, sAmAnya, abadgha baddha ne spaSTa rahita, mukta, niyata, ekarUpa rahenevAlI cIja, sAmAnya nAma vizeSa guNakA bheda rahita, aura AkULatAse rahita, aisA bhAva pAMcabhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA hai. AhAhAhA ! aise AtmAkI usake anusAra karake anubhUti honA, vItarAgI bhAvazrutajJAnakA pariNamana honA. AhAhAhA... e jainazAsanakI anubhUti hai. AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- AtmA pote jainazAsana che ?) AtmA jainazAsana nahIM, AtmAkA anubhava karanA e jainazAsana hai. AhAhA ! kayA kahA ? AMhI to anubhUti paryAyako jainazAsana kahA, bhAvazrutajJAnako jainazAsana kahA. dUsarI rIte kahIe to bhagavAna ( AtmA )pAMca bhAvasvarUpa hai usakA anubhava e zudgha upayoga hai. paNa AMhI bhAvazrutajJAna kahekara zuddha upayoganA khulAsA e kiyA hai. AhAhA ! je zubha azubha je upayoga hai usase rahita bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa pAMca bhAvasvarUpa hai. AhAhAhAhA ! usakA sanmukha hokara jo anubhava huA e bhAvazrutajJAna hai, e zudgha upayoga hai, e jainazAsana hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? cAreya anuyogameM vItarAga( tA ) tAtparya kahete hai, to vItarAga( tA ) tAtparya kaise hotA hai ke pAMca bhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA usakI anubhUti kare to vItarAgatA pragaTa hotI hai. samyagdarzana prathama e pahele 14 mI gAthAmeM AyA, paNa e samyagdarzana e vItarAgI paryAya hai. sarAga samakita ne vItarAga samakita e to cAritra mohanA doSanI apekSAnA bhAvanI apekSAe kahA, vastu samyagdarzana e to vItarAgI ja paryAya hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? e AMhIyA zrutajJAna kahA, darzananI apekSAe samyagdarzana kahA, e vItarAgI paryAya kahA, e jainazAsanakA anubhava hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? = hajI sUkSma AyegA thoDA prabhu ! AhAhA ! koM ke zrutajJAna svayaM AtmA, zrutajJAna svayaM AtmA, bhAvazrutajJAna svayaM AtmA aisA kahA. AhAhA ! vItarAgI bhAvazrutajJAna jo pragaTa huA, dravyazrutameM to A kahA hai, e to gAthA kahetI hai, eTale koi kahe ke AmAM dravyazrutanI vyAkhyA to Ai nahIM. A dravyazruta e zabda hI dravyazruta hai, samajameM AyA ? ane dravyazrutameM e kahA hai, ke bhAvazrutajJAnase apane AtmAkA anubhava karanA e jainazAsana, e jainadharma, e Atamadharma. AhAhAhA ! e zrutajJAna svayaM AtmA hai. zAstrakA jJAna ne e cIja nahIM. e to AtmAkA aMdara AnaMdakaMda bhAvasvarUpa paMca bhAvasvarUpa hai, usakA u52 dRSTi lagAnese jo bhAvazrutajJAna huA e vItarAgI paryAya hai, ene jainazAsana kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? pAThameM tIna bola hai paNa TIkAkArane pAMca bola je ( gAthA ) 14 mAM thA e le liyA hai, e to e takarAra karate hai virUddha, e dasakI sAlameM takarAra Ai thI, jugalakizo2 ta2phase, dilhI-jugala kizora thA ne, utaryA thA ne usakA makAna hai. usakA makAnameM Utare the hama, Ate the sUnaneko paNa A cIja, pIche 10 kI sAlameM aisA AyA thA ke tIna ja bola hai yahAM Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 226 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ananyam, avizeSama, abaddhaskRSTam traNa bola hai yahAM, pAMca bola kahAMse kADhayA? paNa bhaiyA e tIna bola gAthAmeM samyajJAnakI bAta karanA hai to apadesazrutam e dravyazrata bhI kahenA hai to vo kAraNa tInameM pAMca samA jAte hai, samajameM AyA? AMhIyA kahete hai, AhAhA.... e zrutajJAna svayaM AtmA hai. isaliye jJAnakI anubhUti hI, jJAna kayA? AtmA jJAyakasvabhAva je kAyamI, trikALI jJAnasvabhAva usakI anubhUti e vartamAna bhAvazruta e AtmAkI anubhUti hai. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? paraMtu aba yahAM, aba vahAM, sAmAnya jJAnake AvirbhAva, kayA kahete hai e? je AtmA jJAnasvabhAva hai usakA anubhava karanA e AvirbhAva, jJAnasvabhAva sAmAnya jo trikALa huM usakA anubhava AmAM karanA e sAmAnya jJAnakA anubhava, e paryAya sAmAnya jJAna hai. kayA kahete hai jarI, sAmAnyajJAnake AvirbhAva, e sAmAnya jJAna eTale jJAyakasvarUpa jo hai usakI payAryameM indriyakA jJAnanA viSayakA anekAkAra jJAna hotA hai usase rahita, A paryAyakI bAta hai yahAM. A sAmAnya jJAna trikALakI ahIMyA bAta nahIM hai. (zrotA:- sAmAnya kisako kahenA?) sAmAnya nAma, indriyakA viSayakA honese anekAkAra jJAna, usase rahita, ekIlA AtmAnA jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna, paryAyameM ekalA jJAnanA anubhava honA, e. e... jJAna paryAyakA usako sAmAnyajJAna kahete hai. sAmAnya trikALakI bAta yahAM nahIM. e to pahele kahe diyA ke pAMca bhAvasvarUpa hai e to trikALa hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! sAmAnyajJAnakA AvirbhAva e arthAt ekIlA jJAnakI AtmAkI zuddha paryAyakA pragaTa honA, AhAhAhA.. e sAmAnya jJAnakA AvirbhAva kahejemeM AtA hai. sAmAnya artha dravya sAmAnya usakA AvirbhAva aisA nahIM. sAmAnya kA artha? vizeSa prakAranA jo rAga Adi hotA hai ke IndriyakA viSayarUpa anekAkAra jJAnakA bheda hotA hai. usase rahita, usakA nAma sAmAnyajJAnakA AvirbhAva kahenemeM AtA hai, paryAya hai hoM A. AhAhA ! (zrotA:- paryAyako hI sAmAnya kahA) e sAmAnyameM kahA ne, ke vizeSa jo zeyAkArase rahita mATe ekalA jJAnanA anubhava e sAmAnya jJAnakA anubhava. sAmAnya nAma dravya ahIM nahIM lenA hai, e jJAna ja apanA svabhAvase anubhava kare, apanI paryAyameM usakA nAma sAmAnya jJAnakA AvirbhAva. AhAhA! sAmAnya jJAna trikALI usakA AvirbhAva e prazna ahIMyA nahIM. samajo prabhu! A to vAta alaukika hai nAtha, jaina zAsana koi alaukika vastu hai. AhAhA ! e abaddhaskRSTa Adi pAMca bhAvasvarUpa prabhu e trikALI sAmAnya kahA, have usakA anubhava paryAyameM, indriyakA viSayase anekAkAra zeyAkAra jo paryAya hotI hai, e vizeSa hai, usase rahita-usase rahita ekIlA zAyakasvabhAvakI paryAya, anekAkAra jJAna vizeSase rahita, ekalA jJAnasvabhAvanA AkAra paryAyameM pAnA e sAmAnya jJAnakA AvirbhAva hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? hai, aMdara dekho. amAre paMDitajI baiThe hai ne yahAM, e kahe usameM likhA nahIM, ke usameM likhA hai. AhA ! jJAnacaMdajI! kayA kahete hai suNo. ahIMyA sAmAnya ne vizeSa do prakAra dete hai. to e sAmAnya Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15 227 jo trikALa hai usakI bAta yahAM nahIM, ekalA jJAyaka svabhAva paryAyameM anubhavameM AnA anekAkAra viSayase je anekAkAra jJAnakA bhAva hotA hai e vizeSa hai, usase rahita ekalA jJAnanA paryAyameM anubhava AnA e sAmAnya jJAnakA AvirbhAva. AhAhA ! phira, A to alaukika mArga hai prabhu ! AhAhAhA! to aba vahAM sAmAnya jJAna, jJAnakI AtmAkI nirmaLa paryAya ekAkAra honA e sAmAnya jJAnano AvirbhAva. AtmAnA zAyakabhAvameM ekAkAra hokara jo jJAnakI paryAya parakA Azraya binA, bheda rahita, abhedase utpanna huA e sAmAnya jJAna, samajameM AyA? e ekIlA AtmAkA anubhava paryAyameM honA e sAmAnya jJAna. e paryAyako sAmAnya jJAna kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e jainazAsana, e bhAvazruta. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? sAmAnya jJAnako AvirbhAva pragaTapaNA paryAyameM vizeSapaNe ekarUpa svabhAvako paryAyameM ekIlA AtmAne Azrayase je anubhava ho usakA nAma sAmAnya jJAna kahete hai. AhAhA! (zrotA- taba vaha jJAna huA hI nahIM.) e jJAna paryAya pragaTa hui svake Azrayase bhedarahita e paryAyako sAmAnya jJAna pragaTa huA, ema kahenemeM Ate hai. AhAhA! Avo mAraga che. kaho, gAthA bahu sArI AvI che. agiyAra, bAra, tera, cauda, paMdara, prabhu Avo mAraga che. AhAhA! ahIMyA jainazAsana e bhAvazrutajJAna athavA vItarAgI paryAya ai jainazAsana, to e vItarAgI paryAyako ahIMyA sAmAnya jJAna kahA hai, trikALIko nahIM. trikALIkA avalaMbanase ekarUpa parakA Azraya binA je samyajJAnakI paryAya hui usakA nAma sAmAnyajJAna pragaTa huA ema kahenemeM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? gAthA agharI hai. AhA... eka vAta. aura vizeSa joyAkAra jJAnake tirobhAva dekho, indriyakA viSayase jo anekAkAra vizeSajJAna paryAya hai usase rahita, hai? jJAnake tirobhAva, usakA DhaMkAi jAnA, AhAhA.... indriyokA viSayase jJAna jo huA, usakA anekAkAra vizeSa hai usase rahita, hai? AcchAdana - e vizeSa jJAnase DhaMka diyA - vizeSa jJAnako DhAMka diyA aura sAmAnya paryAya, vItarAgI utpanna hui usakA nAma sAmAnya jJAna kahete hai. AhA. samajameM AyA? vizeSa zeyAkAra jJAnakA tirobhAva, vartamAna IndriyakA viSaya, indriyajJAnakA vizeSa viSayase, indriyajJAnameM viSayakA vizeSase jo jJAna hotA huM e vizeSa hai, vizeSa kA nAma mithyA hai, e satya nahIM, apanA samyajJAna je jainazAsanakI anubhUti te (e) jJAna nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A to dhIrAnA kAma bApu. AhA! bhagavAna pAMca bhAvasvarUpa pahele kahA, e to trikALI vAta lai, paNa usakA jo anubhava e dravya sAmAnyakA anubhava honA, e sAmAnya jJAna hai, e anubhava honA e sAmAnya jJAna hai. jemAM vizeSa zeyAkArakA abhAva apanA jJAnasvabhAvanA ekalA anubhava huA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? pATaNIjI ! jisameM pAMca bhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna e to dravya kahA vastu, usakA anubhava e sAmAnyajJAna, (zrotA - ekAkAra jJAna?) e ekalA, paranI apekSA binA huA ne? ekAkAra eTale usako sAmAnya jJAna kahA, kyA kahA? A to vizeSa spaSTa hoye binA samaje nahIM eTale emAM punarukti kAMI lagatI nahIM usameM. e bhagavAna Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 228 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AtmA je mukta svarUpa, sAmAnya svarUpa, niyata-nizcaya svarUpa, AhAhA... AkULatAnA bhAva rahita AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, aisA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa prabhu pote AtmA hai, usako zeyAkA2kA vizeSase chUTakara ekIlA zAyakasvabhAvakA jJAnAkAra honA, bhAvazrutarUpe honA, zuddha upayoga rUpe honA e sAmAnya jJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA ? ( zrotAHsAmAnyajJAnakA namUnA AyA) namUnA AyA aMdara, sAmAnya e, e prazna atyAre nahIM. ahIMyA sAmAnya nAma ekIlA zAyaka svabhAvake avalaMbanase e indriyakA viSayase rahita, indriyanA viSayathI anekAkAra hotA thA jJAna, e vizeSa jJAna, e vizeSa jJAnano artha ? e mithyAjJAna, AhAhA... aura bhagavAna AtmA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa prabhu vo to dravya, e to sAmAnya dravya, have e sAmAnya dravyamAM e dravyake avalaMbanase bhAvazrutajJAna je huA vItarAgI paryAya hui, isako yahAM sAmAnya jJAna kahete hai, paryAyako. AhAhAhA ! hai ? dekho aMdara, hajI Avaze vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa. ( zrotAH- zeyAkAra jJAna mithyA hotA hai ? ) paryAyakA anekAkA2 indriyajJAnakA vizeSa jJAna, anekAkAra jJAna e vAstavika jJAna hai hI nahIM. eTale vizeSa jJAnakA DhaMka jAnA ane ekIlA AtmAke avalaMbanase jo bhAvazrutajJAna huA, vItarAgI paryAya hui, usako sAmAnya jJAnakA AvirbhAva kahanemeM AtA hai. AhA... ane vizeSa jJAnakA DhaMka jAnA, indriyakA viSaya, indriyakA jJAna jo 52kA viSaya karate hai, usameM anekAkAra hote hai e anekAkA2kA DhaMka jAnA, ane e jJAyaka svabhAvakA ekAkArakI paryAya utpanna honA, usakA nAma sAmAnya jJAna. hai ke nahIM aMdara ? emAM Avaze hajI vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa. AhAhA ! aura vizeSa zeyAkA2 jJAnake dekho, juo vizeSa zeyAkAra jJAna, zeyAkAra je indriyonA viSayo. zeyAkAra jJAna, usakA DhaMka jAnA aNIndriya jJAnakA aMdara utpanna honA e jJAnako sAmAnya kahete hai. aura indriyajJAnase jo jJAna hotA hai ene vizeSa kahete hai, e jJAna mithyA hai, DhaMka jAnA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che prabhu, zuM thAya ? AhAhA ! samajAya evuM che, bhASA jarI sAdI che. bhASA evI kaThaNa nathI koi saMskRta ne bhAva to che e che bhagavAna, zuM thAya ? 52kA indriyajJAnanA viSayathI huA anekAkAra jJAna, usakA lakSa choDakara, AhAhA... ekIlA AtmasvarUpa bhagavAna pAMca bhAvasvarUpa usameMse jo jJAna huA e sAmAnya jJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. paryAyako sAmAnya jJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. vItarAgI paryAyako bhAvazrutajJAnako sAmAnyajJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! haiM ? ( zrotAH- koM ) kema e vastu 52kA indriyakA jJAnake AkArase rahita ekAkAra jJAnakA AkAra hai. bhagavAna AtmajJAna svarUpa je trikALa pAMca bhAvasvarUpa kahA usake ekAkAra huA, usake eka dravyake AkAra ekAkAra jJAna huA, ekAkAra jJAna huA vo sAmAnya jJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. kaho, godikAjI ? emAM kyAMya nilama philamamAM maLe evuM nathI. nyAM kyAMya, rakhaDA rakhaDa kare che jyAM tyAM te, AMhI jAvAnuM che aMda2mAM ema kahe che eya ! A vaLI vadhAre karoDapati che. dhULa dhULa, AhAhA! ahIMyA to bhagavAna pAMca svarUpe prabhu, AhAhA... AcAryanI zailI to juo eka. Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15. 229 AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA mukta svarUpa, sAmAnya svarUpa, niyata svarUpa, rAga AkULatAe rahita AnaMda svarUpa, e pAMca bhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA hai, usakA Azrayase ekAkAra jJAna jo utpanna hotA hai, usako yahAM sAmAnya jJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. sAmAnyanA jJAna huA mATe sAmAnya jJAna ema nahIM, ene ekAkAra svabhAvanA jJAna huA, mATe te jJAnako sAmAnya jJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. te jJAnako bhAvazruta kahenemeM AtA hai, te jJAnako vItarAgI paryAya kahene meM AtA hai, te jJAnako jainazAsana kahenemeM AtA hai, jainazAsana dravya nahIM, bhAva. (arthAt paryAya) AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? pustaka ne sAme? AhAhA! sAmAnyajJAnake AvirbhAva, AhAhA ! 11 mI gAthAmeM eka AyA hai, tyAM aisA AyA hai, ke jyAM jJAyakabhAva to jJAyakabhAva hI trikALa hai. paNa usakA anubhava huA tyAre jJAyakabhAva AvirbhAva huA, aisA pATha huM agiyAramImAM, A jJAyakabhAva AvirbhAva, jJAyakabhAva to jJAyaka hI hai, paNa paryAyameM bhAna huA to jJAyakabhAva AvirbhAva huA, aisA khyAlameM AyA ke A jJAyakabhAva, ene AvirbhAva huA ema kahenemeM AtA hai, jJAyaka to jJAyaka trikALa AvirbhAva tirobhAva jJAyakameM hai hI nahIM. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? 11 mI gAthAmeM haiM, jJAyakabhAva AvirbhAva huA, jJAyakabhAva tirobhUta hotA thA? jJAyakabhAva to jJAyaka hai trikALa hai, emAM AvirbhAva ne tirobhAva jJAyakabhAvameM hai hI nahIM. paNa vo zAkabhAva hai aisA anubhavameM AyA tyAre jJAyakabhAva AvirbhAva huA ema kahenemeM AyA. daSTimeM usakA svIkAra huA pahele A jJAyakabhAva haiM aisA (dRSTimeM) nahIM thA, to jJAyakabhAva dhruva aisA svIkAra AyA to e paryAyameM zAkabhAva AvirbhAva huA, paryAyameM jAnanameM AyA mATe. samajameM AyA kaMi? jJAnacaMdajI! e agiyAramI gAthAnA, AhAhA.... aura indriyajJAnanA viSayameM jaba paDA hai, usako jJAyakabhAva tirobhUta ho gayA hai, usakA khyAlameM AyA nahIM. e tirobhAva huA. vastu to vastu hai jJAyakabhAva, AvirbhAva ne tirobhAva jJAyakabhAva nahIM hotA. e to trikALa zuddha jJAyakabhAva hI hai, paNa paryAyameM khyAlameM na AyA, tyAre e jJAyakabhAva usako tirobhUta ho gayA, Dheka gayA enI dRSTimeM. samaja AyA? AhAhAhAhA! zuM mAraga prabhuno ! e prabhu svarUpa, bhagavAna paramezvara svarUpa hI hai. paramezvara svarUpa e AtmA vItarAga svarUpa kaho, paramezvara svarUpa kaho, prabhu svarUpa kaho, e to vastu, have e vastune Azraye je jJAna pragaTa huA e jJAnako para AzrayakA abhAva hai, indriyakA viSayanA anekAkAra jJAna vizeSanA abhAva hai, tirobhUta hai, ane A samyajJAna jo sAmAnya ekarUpa paryAya hui, e pragaTa hai, e AvirbhAva huA, tirobhUta-zeyAkArase aneka usako tirobhUta hai, usake jJAna hai nahIM usameM aisA. sAmAnya jJAnameM, Indriyase indriyajJAnakA vizeSase anekAkArakA jJAna, sAmAnya jJAnameM hai nahIM. sAmAnya jJAna kayA? anubhavakI paryAya hui vo sAmAnyajJAna. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? gAthA bahu UMcI che ne AkhuM jainazAsana batAve che. AhAhA ! jainazAsana koi saMpradAya nathI koi pakSa nathI, e vastu je vastu je pAMca bhAvasvarUpa hai, vastu, usakA anubhava e Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 230 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhAvazrutajJAna, e jainazAsana, e vastunuM svarUpa. AhAhA ! paryAyamAM khyAlameM AyA tyAre vastu hai aisI pratIta hui, khyAlameM nahIM thA to vastu to usako hai hI nahIM. samajameM AyA ? e prazna huA thA abhI do tIna va2sa pahele, eka vI2jI vakIla thA ahIMyA kAThiyAvADameM digaMbarakA abhyAsa pahelAM virajIbhAIko 91, 92 varSe gujara gaye. AkhA kAThiyAvADameM pahelA digaMbarakA abhyAsI, usakA laDakA hai usane prazna kiyA, ke mahArAja ! A AtmA kA2Na 52mAtmA hai to kArya kayuM nahIM AtA hai, kA2Na hai to kArya AnA hI cAhIye aisA prazna kiyA. bhagavAna AtmA to A pAMca bhAvasvarUpa hai e kA2Na 52mAtmA hai. samajameM AyA ? are ! A kAraNa 52mAtmA niyamasArameM AtA hai, to kA2Na 52mAtmA vastu hai to to kArya to AnA cAhie ? meM kIdhuM barAbara hai paNa kAraNa 52mAtmA hai aisA jisako svIkAra hai, svIkAra hai usako kA2Na 52mAtmA hai to usako kArya AyA vinA rahe nahIM samyagdarzana. paNa kA2Na paramAtmA hai isako svIkAreya nahIM to ene kA2Na 52mAtmA kyAM AyA ? samajameM AyA ? e to hai hI bhagavAna to paNa hai usakI pratItameM ne jJAnakI paryAyameM zeyarUpe Aye to usako kA2Napa2mAtmA hai to kA2Napa2mAtmA hai. aisI pratIti Ai to samyagdarzana kArya hue binA rahe nahIM. paNa kA2Napa2mAtmA hai aisA svIkAra kare ne kA2Napa2mAtmA hai aisA usako bese taba kArya hotA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? bahota prazna calA thA. AMhI to sUkSma bAta calatI hai ne bahota, abhyAsa to bahota karate hai loko. kA2Napa2mAtmA hai e jJAyakabhAva trikALa hai, paNa zAyakabhAva hai kisako jisako asti hai aisA zraddhA jJAnameM svIkAra huA usako kA2Na 52mAtmA hai. jisako ye zraddhA jJAnameM svIkAra nahIM, usako kA2Napa2mAtmA dRSTimeM kahAMse AyA ? samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! Avo mAraga vItarAgano bahu sUkSma bhAI, bahu sUkSma bhAI !( zrotAH- svIkAra na kare to kA2Napa2mAtmA kaMI calA jAtA hai ) ene kayAM hai ? ene to rAga ne paryAya hai. to isako kA2Napa2mAtmA kyAM hai zraddhAmeM ? samajameM AyA ? paryAyadRSTivAnako dravya aisA hai aisA AyA kyAM ? AhAhA ! eka samayakI paryAya vyakta hai ne rAga hai vo hI usako dRSTimeM hai, to usameM kA2Napa2mAtmA AyA kahAMse ? aise hai to, hai usako AyA kahAMse yAM ? (zrotAH- pA2samaNI lohAkA sparza kare to lohA sonA bana jAtA hai. ) pArasamaNI ! nahIM nahIM nahIM nahIM usa kA2Na lohAse pArasamaNIkA sparzase lohA sonA hotA hai aisA hai nahIM. usakI yogyatAse hotA hai. samajameM AyA ? bahu alaukika vAtuM hai bApA A to. e to bhASA to aisA hai ne "pArasamaNi aura saMtako baDo AMtaro jANa, vohI lohAko kaMcana kare vohI apane samAna" aisA zloka AtA hai. kayA kahA ? saba AMhI to bahota dekhA hai saba karoDo zloka dekhA hai, zvetAMbarakA, digaMbarakA, sArI jiMdagI 72 varSase usameM hai. isameM kahA hai ne "pArasamaNi aura saMtako baDo AMtaro jANa, pArasamaNi aura saMtako baDo AMtaro jANa, vo pA2samaNi lohAko kaMcana kare ane saMta Apa Apa samAna" AhAhA! e saMtakA samAgamase samaje usako Apa samAna karate hai, aisA kahenemeM AtA hai. e zloka AtA hai ne ? khabara hai ne amAre ghaNA va2sathI amAre saMpradAyamAM cAlate the. ema kahe pA2samaNi ' Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 15 231 lohAko ( sonA ) pA2samaNi nahIM kara sakate hai, nimitta tarIke paNa vo lohAko sonA tarIke ho jAtA hai, pA2samaNi nahIM hotA, ane saMta jo vItarAgI muni mahA bhagavAna, AhAhA... paMcaparameSThi usakA anubhavakI bAta e kahete hai ne jo sUne ne samaje to apanI dazA jaisI usako ho jAe. samajameM AyA ?( pArasamaNise, pArasamaNi lohA nahIM karate e, sonA karate hai basa itanA. AhAhA !) ane traNalokano nAtha bhagavAna vItarAga ne vItarAganA saMto usakA samAgama ne sevA kare, sevA nAma e AzA kahete hai, vItarAgatA pragaTa kare, AjJA usakI vItarAga pragaTa karanekI hai. saMtokI vItarAgI zAsanakI sA2AkI vItarAgI paryAya pragaTa karanekI AjJA hai, e AjJAkI sevA karI to saMtakI sevA kaba kahenemeM AtA hai ? to eNe je AjJA kiyA vItarAgI paryAya, vItarAgI paryAya pragaTa kare to saMtanI sevA eNe nimittase kiyA aisA kahenemeM AtA hai AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AMhI to A zabdaneM jarI, sAmAnya jJAnanuM pragaTapaNuM arthAt ekAkAra jJAnakA ekAkA2kA honA, aura vizeSa jJAna anekAkA2kA DhaMka jAnA, e saba jJAnamAtrakA anubhava kiyA e jaba ekalA AtmA jJAna svabhAva usakA anubhava jJAnakA paryAyameM kiyA jJAnamAtra, rAga nahIM, bheda nahIM, jJAnamAtrakA anubhava kiyA jAtA hai, taba jJAna pragaTa anubhavameM AtA hai, dekho. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! jaba jJAnamAtrakA anubhava paryAyameM, ekAkAra jJAnakA anubhava kiyA jAtA hai, taba jJAna pragaTa anubhavameM AtA hai, tyAre paryAyameM sAmAnya jJAnakA anubhava hotA hai. AhAhA ! tathApi jo ajJAnI hai dekho, jJeyomeM Asakta hai, indriyajJAnanA viSayomAM anekAkA2 huA jJAna usameM Asakta hai. AhAhAhAhA ! indriyajJAnakA viSayomeM anekAkAra huA jJAna usameM je Asakta hai. AhAhAhA ! zeyomeM Asakta hai, unheM vo svAdameM nahIM AtA. dekho, AhAhAhA ! indriyajJAnanA viSayothI huA anekAkAra jJAna, usameM jo Asakta hai usako AtmA jJAnasvarUpa hai aura usakA svAda jJAnAkArakA hai, aisA svAda usako AtA nahIM. usako to rAga ane dveSakA ajJAnakA svAda AtA hai, AhAhAhA ! vizeSa, vizeSa yahAM kyA kahete hai ? pahele to kahA ke vizeSa AtmAneM hai hI nahIM. e to sAmAnya vastukI bAta kahA. sAmAnya- avizeSa kahete hai ne avizeSa sAmAnya e vastu, have ahIMyA vizeSa eTale kayA ? ke indriyakA viSayameM anekAkAra huA jJAna usako DhaMka diyA, ane usakA (jJAna ) anekAkArameM cuka gayA e vizeSa jJAna, dRSTAMta degA zAkakA. zAka, zAka kahete hai? kayA kahete hai ? zAka, zAka, zAka dvA2A lavaNakA svAda AnA e vizeSa huA. ane lavaNakA svAda lavaNa dvArA AnA e sAmAnya huA. samajameM AyA ? e dRSTAMta degA spaSTa samajAneko ke zAka, A zAka khArA hai ema kahete hai ne ? zAka bahota khArA hai, zAka khArA hai? zAka to zAka hai, khArA to namaka hai e namakakA svAda zAka dvA2A jisako AyA e vizeSa huA, ane namakkA svAda namaka dvArA AyA e usakA sAmAnya huA. AhA ! ema jJAnakA svAda apanA anubhavameM sAmAnya nAma zAnakA ekAkA2paNAkA svAda Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 232 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AyA e jJAnakA svAda, aura zeyako anekAkArakA svAda e rAga ne dveSakA svAda, e karma cetanA ne karmaphaLa cetanAkA svAda. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aura sAmAnya jJAnakA vedana AyA vo jJAnacetanA hui. jJAna cetanA ane vizeSa jo prakAra hai usakA vedana e karma ne karmaphaLa cetanA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? (zrotAH- zeyomeM Asakta hai.) indriyakA jJAnakA zeyomeM Asakta lakSa tyAM hI hai. vastu ahIMyA hai e khyAleya nahIM. basa indriyajJAnameM lubdha indriyajJAnakA viSayameM anekAkArakA huA jJAnameM lubdha. AhAhA ! AhAhA! A indriyase jo jJAna sUnanemeM AtA haine, e bhI jJAna indriyajJAna hai, e aNadriyajJAna nahIM. kayA kahA ? bhagavAnakI vANI sUnI ane jJAnakI paryAya huI e arNAdriyajJAna nahIM, 31 gAthAmeM kahA hai. samayasAra 31 ja iMdiye jiNitA sANasAvAdhie muNadi AdaM!" iMdiya jiNitAnA artha traNa prakAre liyA. saMta amRtacaMdrAcArye (1) eka to dravya indriya A jaDa (2) bhAvendriya eka eka viSayako jAnanevAlA bhAva indriya aura (3) indriyakA viSaya cAhe to deva, guru, zAstra, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, deza sabako indriya kahenemeM AyA hai. jaDa indriya, bhAva indriya aura usakA viSayoko bhI indriya kahenemeM AyA hai. pAThameM TIkAmeM liyA hai amRtacaMdrAcArya. tInoM ko jIte, AhAhAhAhA.... e tInoMkA lakSa choDakara usase zruta jo huA indriyajJAna huA e to. bhagavAne kahA ne sUnA to vo jJAna, IndriyajJAna huA. kayoMki indriyakA viSaya e hai, ane usase jJAna huA to indriyajJAna hai. AhAhAhA! kayA kahA e? (zrotA - vo indriyajJAna zeya hai?) bhAvaindriyameM dravya indriyakA nimittase ne bhagavAnakI vANIkA nimittase je jJAna huA e indriyajJAna hai, e vizeSa hai. e AtmAnA jJAna nahIM. jhINI vAta hai bhAI, bahu AkaruM kAma che. vartamAnameM to eTalo goTo uThayo che Akho tattvano, AkhI vAta pheravI nAkhI bApA. A to vItarAga mAraga traNa lokanA nAtha. AhAhAhA ! eno mArga kevo haze. AhAhA ! e AMhI kahete hai ke bhagavAna ne bhagavAnakI vANIko indriya kahA hai 31 mI gAthAmeM. bhagavAna ne usakI vANIko Indriya kahA hai. para heM ne? to dravya indriya, bhAvaindriya ne usakA viSayako, tInoMko indriya kahA hai. e indriyajJAnameM jo jJAna hotA hai e vizeSa anekAkAra jJAnakA, anekAkArarUpa e vizeSa jJAna (hai) e sAmAnya jJAna nahIM. e AtmAnA avalaMbanase vizeSa jo jJAna hotA hai e sAmAnya jJAna. AtmAkA trikALI svabhAvanA Azrayase vizeSajJAna huA e vizeSajJAnako sAmAnya jJAna kahA AMhIyA. AhA! are, samajameM AyA? ane joyomAM je Asakta hai, AhAhA ! hai? e kharekhara to zruta zabdo bhagavAnakI vANI ne bhagavAnanA yahAM jJAna huA, e saba ya hai, e apanA jJAna nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e zeyomeM je Asakta hai, indriyase jJAna huA e zeya, parazeya huM e svajoya nahIM, aNIndriya svajoya nahIM. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? bhAI A to vItarAgano mAraga prabhu! AhAhA! usako samajanemeM bahota prayatna cAhie, AhAhA ! aisA koi zAstra paDha liyA ane bhaNI liyA mATe jJAna ho gayA aise hai Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 15 233 nahIM. ( zrotAH- zAstra racanA huI kaise ) kayA kahete hai ? zAstra racanA jaDase hui hai. ( zrotAHzAstra banAyA koNe ?) koNe banAyA hai? koie banAyA nahIM. jaDase banA hai. e to amRtacaMdrAcArya Akhi2meM kahete hai ne tInoMmeM samayasAra, pravacanasAra, paMcAstikAyameM ke maneM TIkA banAyA aisA moha na karo. hama to jJAna svarUpameM gupta hai tyAM TIkAmeM paryAyameM AyA kahAMse ? AhAhA! bApu mAragaDA judA bhAI. ane TIkAse tumhereko jJAna hotA hai aisA mohase nAco nahIM. TIkA 52vastu hai ne usase jJAna hotA hai, e to 52zeyakA jJAna huA. AhAhAhAhA ! svajJeyakA jJAna jo hotA hai aMta2ke Azraye e svajJAna e sAmAnya jJAna hai. e vItarAgI jJAna, e zrutajJAna bhAvazruta hai. AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- sAmAnyase vizeSa baLavAna hotA hai. ) e ahIMyA nahIM e vizeSakA jJAna ho, sAmAnya jJAna huA pIche jo anekAkAra, usakA jJAna ho to jJAna ho, paNa apanA hai aisI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jJAnIko apanA svabhAvakA ekAkA2se jo jJAna huA vo sAmAnyajJAna aura usake pIche vizeSa jo indriyakA jJAna hai, aisA khyAlameM AtA hai, khyAlameM AtA hai, paNa e merA jJAna nahIM. jema 52zeya khyAlameM AtA hai, chatAM ye 52zeya merA nahIM. samajameM AyA ? AhAhAhAhA ! ema, anekAkA2 indriyakA viSayakA sAmAnyajJAna jyAM svarUpakA bhAna huA, to e jJAnameM svapa2prakAzaka jJAna huA. to svakA jJAna honese sAmAnyajJAna pragaTa huA e jJAnako sAmAnya kahA ane e jJAna indriyakA viSaya Adiko A jAne, hai, paNa e merI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. gajaba vAta bApA ! AhAhAhAhA ! traNa lokanA nAthanI vANI kAne sAMbhaLe e indriyakA, A indriya, bhAvaindriya paNa indriya, ne e traNe indriya, e sAmAnyajJAna nahIM. ekAkAra AtmAkA jJAnase jJAna huA vo nahIM, e to zeyase huA e zeyAkAra jJAna e nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! sUkSma bAta hai prabhu ! A to gAthA AvI tyAre, haiM? AhAhA ! 52sattAvalaMbIjJAna, 5ramArtha vacanikAmeM AyA hai, paramArtha vacanikA hai ne banA2sIdAsa ApaNe nAkhyA hai mokSamArgameM pIche liyA hai tIna. e to usameM aisA liyA hai. jitanA parasattAvalaMbI jJAna hai e mokSamArga hai, aisA jJAnI mAnate nahIM. samajameM AyA ? AhA ! hai usameM, saba khyAla hai e to vo ekavAra paDhate hai to saba khyAlameM hai ne magajameM, 52sattAvalaMbI jJAna nimittase jJAna huA, huA to apanemeM, paNa usameM nimittakI sApekSatA AI ne to e jJAna 52sattAvalaMbI usako samakitI jJAnI mokSamArga na mAneM, hai ? AMhI mokSamArga prakAzaka che ke nahIM ? A kayA hai ? ye hai. juo 52mArtha vacanikAmeM hai. ahIMyA hai mAthe, ene khabara hai, AhAhAhA ! AyA dekho, koi prakA2kA jJAna, koi prakA2kA AtmAkA jJAna, jJAna evuM na hoya ke 52sattAvalaMbI jJAna banI mokSamArga sAkSAt kahe, e nahi. je parAvalaMbI jJAna huA nimittase huA upAdAna apanese, paNa emAM nimittakI apekSA thI aisI parasattAvalaMbI jJAna usako jJAnI mokSamArga nahIM kahe. yahAM hai mokSamArga prakAzakameM tInoM ciThThiyAM nAkhI (chApI ) hai, kemake hamako pahelI je milI thI banArasIdAsakI to e pahele kyAMya nahiM milA thA banArasIdAsakI ciThThi dekhI pahele 90 kI Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 234 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 sAla, 91 kI sAla are AvI vAta gupata rahI gai. mokSamArgamAM nAkho (chApo ) usako. "banArasI vilAsa " hai graMtha dekhA hai ne saba usameM eka 52mArtha vacanikA hai, rahasyapUrNa ciThThi ToDaramalanI aura upAdAna nimittakA dohA, bhaiyA bhagavatIdAsajIkI ! AhAhA ! * bhagavAna pAMca svarUpa e bhAvasvarUpa e prabhu AtmA usakA eka, ekakA ekAkAra jJAna jo huA eka avalaMbanase svake avalaMbanase jo ekAkA2 jJAna huA, e jainazAsana hai. e sAmAnya jJAna hai, e zrutajJAna hai, vo hI vItarAgI paryAya hai. AhAhA ! ane jitanA paryAya 52kA nimittase avalaMbanase bhale jJAna nimittase nahIM huA, apanA upAdAnase huA hai, paNa e upAdAnameM nimittakI sApekSatAkA bheda thA, to e nimittase jo jJAna huA apanI paryAyameM e parasattAvalaMbI jJAna hai. svasattAvalaMbI jJAna nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? Avo mAraga na bese ne ene pachI ema karIne kADhI nAkhe che ke A to nizcayanI vAto ne, are prabhu paNa nizcaya eTale A satya A hai. AhAhA ! e kA dekho zeyomeM Asakta hai unheM vaha svAdameM nahIM AtA, kayA kahete hai ? indriyajJAnake viSayomeM anekAkA2 jJAna khaMDa khaMDa hotA hai usameM Asakta hai usako jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna trikALa usakA paryAyameM svAda AnA cAhie (phira bhI ) usako svAda nahIM AtA, kayA kahA ? samajameM AyA ? je indriyajJAnakA viSayameM Asakta hai, usako atIndriya jJAnakI paryAyameM svAda AnA cAhie e svAda usako nahIM AtA. ( zrotAH- ene atIndriyajJAna thAya ja nahIM ? ) e to nathI eTale svAda Avato nathI eno artha zuM thayo. samajameM AyA ? AMhI to anubhavanA svAdanI apekSAe bAta kI hai. sAmAnyajJAnameM AtmAkA AnaMdakA svAda AyA. zrutajJAna hai, vItarAgI paryAya hai, atIndriya AnaMdakA svAda AyA. ane indriyanA AsaktamAM je jJAna che usameM rahete hai usako AtmAkA svAda nahIM AtA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che, ekadama AkaruM lAge mANasane. jJAnacaMdajI ! bhagavAna mAraga to A hai, AhAhA ! usakA pahele saccA jJAna to karanA paDegA ne ? ane jJAna kiyA pIche svakA Azraya lenA e jJAna hai. AhAhAhA ! usako yahAM sAmAnyajJAna kahA hai. AhAhA ! sAmAnyakA jJAna mATe sAmAnya ema nahIM, e jJAnamAM ekAkA25NA hai mATe sAmAnyajJAna ane jJAnamAM anekAkAra viSaya hai, enuM nAma vizeSajJAna. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! eka kalAka to usameM cale jAte hai. lyo, vaThu svAdameM nahIM AtA. e pragaTa dRSTAMtase batalAte hai. dRSTAMta kahete hai. lokone khyAlamAM Ave e mATe dRSTAMta kahete hai. jaise aneka prakA2ke zAka Adi zAka, khIcaDI, cAvala, usameM bhI lavaNa khIcaDImeM to lavaNa nAkhate the, abhI to cokhAmeM nAkhate hai, cAvala ( meM ) mIThA (lavaNa ) roTalImeM nAkhate hai badhAneM nAkhate hai, have roTImeM, roTalAmeM to nAkhate the. bAjarIkA roTalA hotA hai ne paNa have to roTImAMya mIThA nAkhate hai, zAkameMya mIThA, roTImeMya mIThA, roTalAmAM to mIThuM nAkhe che, ahIMyA kahe che e bhASA liyA ne zAka Adi zabda liyA ne ? eka vakhata aisA banA thA. zrImad rAjacaMdra rANa52ke pAse eka gAma hai. haDamatALA hai tyAM Aye the to zrImad rAjacaMdra, to pAMca pacIsa pacAsa mANasa mumukSuo AyA thA to Ama Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15 235 zAka AyA dUdhIkA vATakAmeM, vATakA kayA kahete hai? kaTorI-kaTorImeM (to dekhakara bole) bhaiyA usameM mIThA bahota hai. lavaNa bahota hai, sAheba Ape cAkhyA to nahIM ne? dekho, ekIlA zAka dUdhIkA pANIse bAphate hai to usakA resA nahIM tUTate resA, A mIThA paDA hai vizeSa to dUdhIkA TukaDAkA resA tUTa gayA hai, khAyA binA hoM, resA samajate hai? vo TukaDA dudhIkA saLaMga hoya ne saLaMga to mIThA vizeSa paDanese resA tUTa jAtA hai, bAphe ekIlAmeM to resA nahIM tUTe, paNa vizeSa mIThA paDa jAye lavaNa to A eka sarakhI cIja hai usameM tUTa paDatA hai, tUTa jAtA hai resA. aise kayuM jAnA? rAkho, kayoMki vRddhi nahIM thA to usako khyAlameM A gayA ke mIThA vizeSa hai, ane gRddhivALAko mIThAkA vizeSakA khyAla nahIM AtA, e zAka mIThA hai, zAka khArA hai, zAka khArA hai. AhAhA ! yahAM e dRSTAMta dekara vizeSa samajAegA. lo vakhata ho gayA. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM. 74 gAthA - 15 tA. 31-878 gurUvAra, zrAvaNa vada-13 saM. 2504 15 mI gAthA. TIkA- phira thoDA koi kahete the pharIne tenA koie kahyuM 'tuM kahetu'tuM. (zrotA:- darabAre kahyuM'tuM). A AtmA vastu kaisI hai? ke yaha "A" "abaddhaskRSTa' hai, jisako yahAM AtmA kahIe, e to rAga ne karmanA nimittanA sparzathI baMdhathI rahita hai. arthAt e mukta svarUpa hai. trikALI eno svabhAva mukta svarUpa hai. AhAhA! abaddhaskRSTa "ananya" anerI anerI gati e nahIM usameM, e to ananya ekarUpa trikALa hai. "niyata' nizcaya ekarUpa, nizcaya trikALa hai, usameM paryAyakA bheda hai e vastumeM nahIM. "avizeSa" e sAmAnya hai. guNakA bheda vizeSa usameM hai nahIM. AhAhA ! je AtmA hai vo sAmAnya hai jisameM guNa ne guNIkA bheda bhI nahIM. AhAhA! e guNamaya kahA thA ne? anaMta guNamaya AtmA. e vizeSa bheda nahIM. aura "asaMyukta" AkULatAkA saMyuktase rahita hai arthAt atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa hai. aise_aise pAMca bhAvasvarUpa, huM to eka samayamAM paNa pAMca bhAvasvarUpa eka samayamAM he. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jisako yahAM AtmA kahIe e AtmA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa yaha, yaha nAma paryAyaSTi ne rAgadaSTi choDakara, yaha AtmA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa hai, usakI anubhUti aisA AtmAnI anubhUti aisA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa, muktasvarUpa, sAmAnyasvarUpa, niyata svarUpa ane anya nahIM anerA anerA nahi ananya svarUpa e hI hai. aisA AtmAnI anubhUti AtmAkI arthAt jJAna cetanAmeM anubhava karake jo nirmaLa paryAya hotI hai e AtmAnI anubhUti. AtmA huM e trikALI dravya, pAMca bhAvasvarUpa aura usakI anubhUti hai e paryAya hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A to AkhA jainazAsanano marma che. AhAhA! samayasAra zAsana karuM bhAI Ave che ne, paMDitajI! pahelAM, jayacaMda paMDita ! samayasAra zAsana karuM, pahelAM Ave che ne zarUAtamAM, zarUAtamAM hai ne vo jayacaMda paMDita hoM, hai! (zrotA- samayasAra zAsana karuM ) hA e, samayasAra zAsana karuM (deza vacanamaya bhAI ) hai. A Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 236 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jaina zAsana kaho ke samayasAra kaho. AhAhAhA ! e jayacaMda paMDite pahelAM liyA hai, samayasAra zAsana karuM samayasArakA jJAna svabhAva jo hai AnaMda kyA hai use meM batAuMgA. AhAhA! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! A to aMtara samyagdarzana sahita samyajJAnakA kyA anubhava hai usakI bAta hai. samyagdarzanakI bAta to caudameM cAlI have usakI sAtha samyajJAna to samyagdarzanameM to AtmAnI anubhUti te samyagdarzana. have ahIM jJAnAnubhUti te samyajJAna. jJAnAnubhUtikA artha? hai ne pahelA hai. AhA! bhagavAna AtmA paramAnaMda caitanya Atmarasadeva, divya zaktikA bhaMDAra bhagavAna ekarUpa je hai e muktasvarUpa hai. rAga ane puNya pApakI AkULatAe rahita svarUpa hI hai usakA. ekarUpa hai ne sAmAnya hai usakA vizeSapaNe anubhUtimeM vizeSa lenA e guNabheda vizeSa judI cIja hai, e usameM e to sAmAnya hai, paNa vo sAmAnya jJAyakabhAvakA zAyakake avalaMbanase ekAkAra jJAnakI paryAya jo utpanna ho usako yahAM anubhUti kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! bahu vAtuM AkarI, lokone A paricaya nahIM ne? eTale vastu sthiti A he. jainazAsana eTale ke bhagavAna pAMca bhAvasvarUpa prabhu usakI anubhUti dravyane anusAra apanI paryAyameM anubhava honA e anubhUti, e bhAvazrutajJAna e jJAyaka svabhAvakI ekAkAra dazA, isako jainazAsana kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA! e nizcayase samasta jainazAsana, sArA jainazAsana, AhAhA... cAreya anuyogameM jo kahenA hai vItarAgatA utpanna karanA, e vItarAgatA trikALI vItarAga svabhAva mukta svarUpa AtmA usake Azrayase anubhUti kaho, vItarAga paryAya kaho, zAstrako tAtparya vItarAga dazA kaho, ene jainazAsana kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? samasta nizcayase samasta jainazAsana, sArA jainazAsana, AhAhAhA! cAreya anuyogameM kahA vo vItarAga trilokanAthe to A kahA hai. jinanI AjJA vItarAgatA utpanna karanekI hai, gurunI AjJA ane zAstranI AjJA paNa tInoMkI, vItarAgatA utpanna karanekI hai to e vItarAgatA kema kaise utpanna ho? ke pAMca bhAvasvarUpa vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA hai, usakI anubhUti karanese vItarAga payArya utpanna hotI hai. AhAhAhA ! e samasta jainazAnakI anubhUti. kayoM ke zrutajJAna svayaM AtmA hI hai. e bhAva je jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna trikALa usakA anubhava huA e bhAvazrutajJAna che. dravyazruta jJAnameM bhI aisA kahA thA, bhAvazrutajJAnameM esA AyA. sArI cIja dRSTimeM anubhavameM Ai. anubhavameM dravya AyA nahIM, paNa dravyakI anubhUti Ai. AhAhAhAhA! anubhUtikI paryAyameM sArA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa AtmA hai e anubhUtikI paryAyameM nahIM AtA, paNa pAMca bhAvasvarUpa jo AtmA hai usakI anubhUti karanA usakA Azrayase e anubhUtimeM AnaMdakA svAda AnA, jJAnakI cetanA pragaTa honA usakA nAma yahAM bhAvazruta jJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. arere AvI vAtuM che. ' e zrutajJAna svayaM AtmA, e anubhUti jo samyajJAna huA, trikALI jJAyakabhAvake avalaMbanase ja anubhUti bhAvazrutajJAna huA e svayaM AtmA hI hai. bhAvazruta anubhUti haiM e AtmA hai, rAgakA, rAga bhAva AyA e anAtmA hai. anAtmAnA jAnanevAlA AtmA hai. Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15 237 anAtmAmeM utpanna honevAlA AtmA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! vyavahAra ratnatrayameM utpanna honevAlA AtmA nahIM. AhAhA! e to nizcaya AtmA bhagavAna, e jJAyaka svarUpa, AMhI jJAnapradhAna kathana heM ne? to jJAyaka je trikALa hai sAmAnya, usakA anubhava sAmAnya, anubhava sAmAnya vizeSako rAgakA abhAva karake anubhavakI paryAya honA usako yahAM sAmAnyajJAna kahete hai. e sAmAnya jJAnako bhAvazrutajJAna kahete hai, bhAvazrutajJAnako samasta jainazAsanakI AjJA hai, samasta jainazAsana bhAva hai usameM. AhAhA jeNe bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA AtmAko jAnA eNe lokAloka, baMdha, mokSa kyA cIja hai. sabako jAna liyA usane. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? isaliye jJAnI anubhUti hI AtmAkI anubhUti hai. pahele ja darzanameM AtmAkI anubhUti kahA thA, yahAM jJAnI anubhUti e jJAyaka jo trikALa hai e jJAnapradhAnase kathana le kara jJAnakI anubhUti e AtmA, hai? e jJAnakI anubhUti e ja AtmAnI anubhUti hai. AhAhAhA ! AtmAmeM eka svasaMvedana nAmakA guNa hai, saMvedana, bAramA guNa hai 47 meM prakAza nAmakA-prakAza nAmakA guNa hai. e guNakA kArya kayA? ke sva saMvedana paryAyameM honA e guNakA kArya hai. pratyakSa rAgakA avalaMbana binA, nimittakA Azraya vinA e prakAza nAmanA guNakA kArya guNakA pariNati svasaMvedana pratyakSa honA e guNako kArya hai. A anubhUti, AhAhA! jisameM atIndriya AnaMdakA svAda AnA. AhAhAhA ! jisameM jJAna-cetanA pragaTa honA, jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna unameM ekAkAra hokara jJAnacetanA je pragaTa hotI hai, usako yahAM anubhUti kahA, bhAvazruta kahA, e jainazAsana kahA. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? paraMtu aba vahAM, vahAM sAmAnya jJAnake AvirbhAva, AhAhA... je sAmAnya trikALI jJAyaka kahA usameM ye jJAnakA ekAkAra honA, e sAmAnya jJAnakA AvirbhAva sAmAnya yahAM paryAyameM vizeSakA bheda rahita, paryAyameM ekIlA zAyakanA jJAnameM jJAnAkArakI paryAya utpanna honA usakA nAma sAmAnya jJAna pragaTa huA ema kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA! sAmAnya jJAnake AvirbhAva, A sAmAnya eTale trikALI jJAyakabhAvakA AvirbhAva aisA nahIM, jJAyakabhAva to jJAyakabhAva ekarUpa trikALa hai, paNa usakA avalaMbanase, Azrayase jo jJAna utpanna huA usako sAmAnyajJAna, jJAnameM ekAkAra eka svarUpakA ekAkAra jJAna honA usakA nAma sAmAnya jJAna kahete hai. samajameM AyA? sAmAnya jJAna ke AvirbhAva aura vizeSa joyAkAra jJAnake dekho, vizeSa zeyAkAra indriyajJAnase jo zeyAkAra jJAna hotA thA, usakA AcchAdana, usakI gusa ho gayA. ekIlA jJAnakA AkAra, ekAkAra utpanna huA, emAM anekAkAra indriyajJAnase viSayanA anekAkAra thA vo DhaMka gayA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A to game teTalI vAta kare te game teTalI paNa e vAta to mAkhaNa che. AhAhAhA ! A karanA hai ye dharma che. kabhI A binA dharma kadI hotA nahIM ane kabhI AtmAkA AnaMdako svAda e binA AtA nahIM. AhAhA ! jabalaga puNya ne pApanA rAganA karmacetanAnA svAda hai, tabalaga anAdise mithyAdeSTi hai, kayA kahA? zubha azubhabhAva, rAga jene yahAM asaMyukta kahA thA, e rAga Adi saMyukta hai Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 238 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 usase rahita che, paNa e saMyukta bhAvakA svAda hai jabalaga, AhAhAhAhA! tabalaga e jainazAsana na milA usako, tabalaga AtmAkA AnaMdakA svAda na AyA. AhAhAhA ! sAmAnyakA AvirbhAva, vizeSa zeyAkAra A jJAnAkAra ekAkAra e sAmAnyajJAna ane vizeSa joyAkAra jJAnake tirobhAva DhaMka gayA. jaba jJAnamAtrakA anubhava kiyA jAtA hai, ekilA bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI prabhu. jJAna trikALI jJAyakabhAva, jJAnabhAva usakA anubhava karanese jJAna pragaTa anubhavameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! taba AtmAkI paryAyameM vItarAgI jJAna bhAvazrutajJAna pragaTa hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI zaratuM che. tathApi aisA hone para bhI, aisA svarUpa jJAnAkAra zeya paryAyameM jJAnAkArakA utpanna honA ane zeyAkArakA utpanna na honA, aisA vastukA svarUpa hone para bhI, jo ajJAnI hai. AhAhAhAhA... vastu svarUpa bhagavAna jJAna ne sAmAnya svarUpa hai usakA ajJAnI hai, usakA jJAna nahIM hai. AhAhA! zeyomeM Asakta hai, e indriyajJAna jo hai e indriyajJAnamAM para viSayaka jJAna hotA hai, e joyomAM Asakata hai. e paralakSI jJAna huA usameM jo Asakta hai. AhAhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bhAI ! vItarAga mAraga sUkSma bahu. AhA! aisA vasukA pAMca bhAvasvarUpa prabhu, usakI anubhUti bhAvazrutajJAna jaina zAsana ane jJAnakA ekAkAra anubhava honA e vastukI sthiti hai, paNa e vastu svarUpakA jisako jJAna nahIM, caitanya svabhAvI bhagavAna sAmAnya vItarAgI svarUpI prabhu usakA jJAna nahIM, ajJAna hai. AhAhA ! joyomeM Asakata hai. AhAhA ! indriyajJAna e zeya hai, svasvarUpa nahIM, parazeya hai. AhAhAhAhA! anAdise indriyajJAnapaNe pariNamyA hai, paNa e paraNeyapaNe pariNamyA hai. AhAhA ! svajoyapaNe AyA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhAI vItarAga mAraga ghaNo gUDha ne gaMbhIra hai prabhu. AhAhA ! ene to pahelAM samajanemeM bhI alaukika bAta hai, jJAnameM lenA e vAta pIche anubhavameM lenA e to alaukika vAta hai. AhAhA! naMdakizorajI ! AhAhA ! hai? ( zrotA:- hamArI buddhi to kAnUnameM calatI hai, kAnUnameM, kAyadAmeM) kAnUnameM tamArA kAnUnameM badhA vakIlanI vAta kare che, naMdakizorajI vakIla hai ne? sarakAranA kAyadA to ajJAnanA hai saba kAyadA, AhAhA ! e kAyadA, bhAI e rAmajIbhAI karatA'tA ne tyAM korTamAM kuzAnakA hai saba kAyadA. A tame vakIla cho ne yAda karyuM rAmajIbhAI, vakIlane yAda karyA, ema ke vakIla je kAyadA kADhate hai, e to kultAna hai. AhAhAhA !( zrotA:kuzAna kaho paNa jItADavAno kAyado to kharo ne). kAyado A hai, jJAyaka svabhAvanA joyAkArakA jJAnAkArarUpa honA e zeyAkArako jitanA hai. jina hai ne, jina? to jitanA ne? usako jina kahete hai. jitanA to kahete hai. kisako jitanA? ke indriyajJAnAkAre je jJAna hotA hai usako jitanA. AhAhAhA! (zrotAH- korTamAM kesa hoya emAM jItavuM e jaina nahIM.) nyAM dhULamAM hai nyAM to pApa hai ekilA. korTamAM barAbara ApaNe rAmajIbhAI A kAyadAne barAbara olAne pAsa karAve, zuM kahevAya che korTamAM ema ke ene lAbha Apyo ne Ama karyuM ne phalANuM karyuM dhULa dhULa hai, pApakA lAbha AyA. godikAjI! AhAhA ! (zrotA-paisAnA lAbha huA.) paisA, dhULameya lAbha nahIM Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 239 gAthA - 15. huA, mamatAkA lAbha huA. rAgakA lAbha huA. anubhUti vItarAgI paryAyako lAbha hai, A vo rAgakA lAbha hai, mithyAtvameM, AvI vAta che bhAI ! AhA! gAthA AvI che ne barAbara zikSaNa zibiramAM A 17 mA dina hai Aja 17 mA hai ne 17 mAM vIsa dina, tIna bAkI hai kala. A 17 hai 10 ne 7 vIsa dina huM ne kalAsa Aja 17 mA hai hamArA 17 kahete hai tumhArA kayA satarA amAre sattara kahete hai gujarAtImAM. yahAM kahete hai. AhAhA... ajJAnI hai arthAt jJAyakasvarUpa bhagavAnanA bhAna nahIM te jJAnameM ekAkAra nahIM, e zeyomeM ekAkAra hai. AhAhAhA ! indriyajJAnameM IndriyakA viSaya IndriyajJAnameM indriyakA jJAnakA viSaya usameM ekAkAra ajJAnI hai. AhAhAhA ! (zrotAekAkArano artha ) vo taraphathI ekAgratA hai. indriyajJAna jo huA are bhagavAnako sUnanese jo jJAna huA apanI paryAyameM e indriyajJAna hai. vo to kala kahA thA ne? dravyaindriya ne bhAvaindriya ne viSaya bhagavAna vANI Adi bhagavAnanI, ene Indriya kahete hai. 31 gAthAmeM tInoMko indriya kahA hai. TIkAmeM saMskRta TIkA, dravya indriya A jaDa, bhAvaindriya jo kSayopazamakI paryAya eka viSayako eka eka indriya jAne e vo, do aura indriyakA viSaya cAhe to strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, deza, bhagavAna, bhagavAnakI vANI, samozaraNa, AkhuM jagata Indriya hai. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- bhagavAnakI vANIko to bacAnA thA ) e vANI to jaDa hai, jaDakA khyAla AtA hai isameM jJAna AtA huM e paralakSI jJAna hai, e indriyajJAna hai. isameM ekAkAra honA, vo Asakti honA vo mithyAtva hai, hai ke nahIM usameM? (zrotA:- deva, zAstra, guru indriya nahIM hai.) deva zAstra guru para hai, parazeya hai ane parazeyakA jJAna honA e parajJAna hai, anekAkAra jJAna hai, bhagavAna ! AhAhAhA ! svadravya jJAyakabhAvanA jJAna honA vo ekAkAra jJAna hai, AhAhAhAhAhA! bhagavAna ema kahete hai ke paradabbAo dugai, AhAhAhA ! eka bAju ema kahe ke zAstranA abhyAsa karanA, dUsarI bAju ema kahe ke zAstranA abhyAsamAM buddhi jAte e vyabhicAriNI hai. (zrotA- e hI to samajameM nahIM AtA kayA kahenA cAhate ho ) kayA kahete hai samajameM Ate hai ne, zAstra kahe e indriyakA viSaya hai, paradravya heM ne? to paradravyanA lakSase je jJAna hote hai e anekAkAra, zeya nAma anekAkAra jJAna hai, e AtmAkA jJAna nahIM. AhAhA! (zrotA:- nahIM paDhanA zAstra) vo kahete hai ne ke paDhanA kahete hai. paNa vo svalakSe paDho aisA kahete hai. pravacanasAra! pravacanasArameM "jJAna adhikAra" pUrA huA pIche zloka liyA hai amRtacaMdrAcArye, ke A zeyako abhyAsa karo, zeyakA adhikAra hai ne dUsarA? paNa vo svalakSa rakhakara karo. ekIlA paralakSe abhyAsa hai e zeyAkArakA anubhava rAgakA hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che prabhu! A vAta evI che. AhAhAhAhA ! bAra aMgakA vikalpa e teramA zlokameM kahA hai, rAjamalajIe. e vikalpa huM, ane bAra aMgameM bhI kahenA e hai anubhUti karanA, hamArA taraphakA lakSa choDakara, AhAhAhA.. samajameM AyA? e prazna hamAre bahota varasa pahele ho gayA thA eka kahyA thA ne dasamI sAlameM hamAre vo zIvalAlabhAI heM ne? usakA pitA thA pitAjI to vo zrImadbhA mAnanevAlA tyAM to devaguru Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 240 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 zAstranI bhakti karanA, bhakti karanA e tyAM bahu cAle agAsameM pachI aise prazna calA taba mANaso to hajA2o thA, dasakI sAla cobIsa barasa huA, to mahArAja, deva guru ne zAstra 52 ? e to zuddha hai. zuddha hai ke 52mAtmA hai e 5ra hai. siddha hai ke arihaMta hai, paMcaparameSThi 52 hai. svadravya nahIM. e 52dravyakA jJAna lakSamAM lenA e rAga hai e anekAkAra jJAna paryAyabudghikA hai. AhAhAhAhAhA ! bahu vAta AkarI bhAI ! eka bAju kahe ke abhyAsa AgamakA karanA terA kalyANa hogA, mokSamArga prakAzakameM pahelA adhyAyameM AtA hai, pahelAM adhyAyameM hai ne ? che ahIMyA mokSamArga ? nathI AvyuM, AyA nahIM, hai ? pahelAM adhyAyameM AyA, ke AgamakA abhyAsa karanA terA kalyANa hogA. paNa e kayA apekSAse, svavastu bhagavAna zAnakA lakSase AgamakA abhyAsa karo, ekalA 52kA lakSase abhyAsa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! ane padmanaMdImeM to aisA kahA hai padmanaMdI AcArye, ke je zAstrameM buddhi jAtI hai e buddhi vyabhicAriNI hai aisA pATha hai, usameM bhI mokSamArga prakAzakameM bhI hai vo dRSTAMta, vyabhicAriNI kahA hai ne ke vAta saccI hai paNa, e strI apanA svabhAva gharameMse nikalakara sajjana gha2ke jAya to usake koi doSa nahIM vizeSa, ema zAstrakA abhyAsa karanemeM jAya svalakSase to usako koi doSa nahIM, paNa ekIlA parakA abhyAsameM jAya e durbuddhi vyabhicAriNI hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM bhAre AkarI paDe. ( zrotAHe hI khaTakatA hai ) e ii khaTakatA hai, paMDitajI sAcI vAta kahe che. AhAhA ! AMhI e kahA dekhone, AhAhA ! zeyomeM Asakata hai ajJAnI. e zeyo nAma dravya guNa, arihaMta deva enA guNa ne paryAya e saba 52, gurunA dravya, guNa ne paryAya 52 ane zAstranI paryAya e to 52 ja che. e 52zeyomeM Asakta hai. AhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai. unheM vaha svAdameM nahIM AtA, unhe vo AnaMdakA svAda anubhUti nahIM hotI. AhAhAhA ! paralakSameM zeyAkArakA jJAnameM rUka gayA hai, usako rAgakA svAda AtA hai, jherakA svAda AtA hai. usako bhagavAna amRta svarUpa prabhu usakA svAda usako nahIM AtA. AhAhAhA ! indriya taraphanA jJAnanA viSayomAM je Asakta hai usako anubhUtikA AnaMda nahIM AtA, usako to rAgakA duHkhakA vedana jhe2kA AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. "yaha pragaTa deSTAMtase batalAte hai". jaise aneka prakA2ke zAka Adi, zAka ho, khIcaDI ho, roTI ho have to sabameM mIThuM lavaNa nAkhate haiM ne ? "bhojanoke saMbaMdhase utpanna sAmAnya lavaNano tirobhAva" je zAkaAdimAM lavaNa nAkhate haiM to ekalA zAkakA svAda hai sAmAnyakA e DhaMka gayA, ane zAka dvArA khArAkA svAda AyA, e vizeSa lavaNake AvirbhAva (dvArA ) vizeSa lavaNakA artha A, zAka dvArA khArA lavaNakA svAda AnA, vizeSa lavaNakA svAda. AhAhAhA ! zAka khAruM, roTI khArI, khIcaDI khArI, A khIcaDI hotI hai ne khIcaDI hotI hai ne ? to bAyu be cAra hoya gha2mAM, to olI khIcaDI caDatI hoya to eka bAie mIThu nAkhyuM hoya lavaNa, to dUsarI bAine khabara nahIM ke lavaNa nAkhyuM hoya, e to dUsarI gha2mAM cAra pAMca vahurU hoya, bIjo dhobo nAkhe, Ama jue to khAruM kema ATaluM ? bAi bIjI samajI gai ke pahelAM nAkhyuM haze ne mArAthI nakhAi gayuM mIThuM. gharamAM be cAra bAyu hoya ne koine khabara na hoya ke Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15 241 A khIcaDImAM mIThuM nAkhyuM che pachI bAI pelI bAI e khArI khArI kayA kahete haiM? khArI bolate huM ne? khArI khIcaDI, khArA zAka, khArI roTI, khArA roTalA, khArI purI, khArA zIMgakA dANA, zIMgadANA mIThAmAM karate hai ne, are badAmako bhI mIThAmeM nAkhakara khArA banAte hai. badAma, badAma hai ne badAma, AhAhAhA... paNa vo ajJAnIko zAka dvArA lavaNakA svAda AtA hai, vizeSa dvArA lavaNakA svAda AtA hai, sAmAnya dvArA lavaNakA svAda nahIM AtA. basa gRddhi hai ne zAkameM? AhAhAhA... baDA zAka mIThA huA, khArA huA are zAka khArA hai? khArA to mIThA hai, lavaNa hai, zAka to bhinna cIja hai. bhinna cIjameM kayA lavaNa ghUsa jAte hai aMdarameM? AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhojanake saMbaMdhase utpanna sAmAnya lavaNano tirobhAva ekalA lavaNakA svAdakA DhaMka jAnA, ane vizeSa lavaNakA AvirbhAva zAka dvArA, roTI dvArA, khicaDI dvArA lavaNakA svAda anubhavameM AnevAlA ke jo sAmAnya ke tirobhAvarUpa zAka Adike svAdabhedase bheda, ekalA lavaNakA svAdakA svAda na AnA ane zAka Adi svAdabhedase bhedarUpa vizeSarUpa lavaNa hai. vizeSarUpa lavaNakA artha e, zAka dvArA je lavaNakA svAda e vizeSa kahenemeM AtA hai, ane ekalA lavaNakA svAda lavaNa dvArA e isako sAmAnya kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! A AvI vAtuM have. A to samajyA vinA pAdharuM karo tyAga, paDimA lai lyo ne A karo ne A karo arara! mithyA abhimAna! pachI ene mithyA abhimAna caDI jAya ke ame tyAgI chIe, A loko gRhasthI sAme samakitI hoya, samajameM AyA? paNa gRhasthAzramameM ho ane A jarI lUgaDAM pherave eTale tyAgI thai gayA? mithyAtvanuM abhimAna hai. AhAhA! (zrotA- lokamAM satkAra thAya.) duniyA gAMDI pAgala satkAra Ape emAM usameM kayA lAbha huA usako? samajameM AyA? pAgala pariNAma Ape rIporTa, zuM kahevAya e? sarTIphIkeTa haiiM? pramANapatra, mAnapatra, pAgala mAnapatra Ape enI kiMmata kayA? ema indriya viSayanA jANanArAo bahAranA tyAgIne tyAga mAnakara mAna Ape, pAgala hai. AhAhAhA ! zuM kahyuM? (zrotA:- pAgalanI sabhAmAM to pAgala ja hoya ne) AvI vAta bApA jhINI bahu bhAI ! AhAhAhA! AMhI to kahete hai ke lavaNano svAda zAka dvArA ajJAnIko AtA hai, e zAka lolupa manuSyako AtA hai, zAkakA lolupIko AtA hai, gRddhi zAkameM huM, samajameM AyA? kala kahA thA ne vo zrImadbhA nahIM ? mumukSu pacIsa pacAsa thA ne bhojana banAyA thA gAmaDA gAmameM haDamatALA gAme rANapara pAse, to zAka jyAM AyA zAka khAyA binA usake zAka dekhakara, kayuM ke e to jJAnI thA, gRddhi binAkA thA "zAkameM lavaNa bahota paDa gayA hai" kayuM sAheba? Ape to cAkhyA nahIM ne? dekho, e pANIse dUdhIkA TukaDA bAphe, bAphameM AtA hai usakA resA nahIM tUTate, resA uparanA Ama phATate nahIM, resA tUTa gayA hai, lavaNa bahota hai. AhAhA ! to cAkhyuM tyAM khAruM, AhAhA! ke are tamane to cAkhyA vinA khabara paDI gaI hatI, paNa pahelAM dekhate the ke nahIM? samajameM AyA? AMhI kahete hai ke lavaNakA svAda ajJAnI zAka lolupIko AtA hai, kintu anyakI saMbaMdha Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 242 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 rahitatAse utpanna A sAmAnyatA AvirbhAva paNa zAkase utpanna nahIM ne ekalA lavaNase khArAze khArA utpanna honA usakA pragaTapaNA. lavaNase lavaNakA svAda sIdhA AnA, e AvirbhAva sAmAnyano aura vizeSakA tirobhAva AhAhAhA... anubhavameM AnevAlA jo ekAkAra abhedarUpa jo lavaNa hai. AhAhA... ekaluM khAruM khArA-khArA lavaNa hai. aisA anubhavameM AnevAlako, AhA... abhedarUpa lavaNa hai, usakA svAda nahIM AtA, ajJAnIko abhedarUpa svAda nahIM AtA. zAkakA lolupIko lavaNa abhedarUpa jo hai sAmAnya usakA svAda nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! aura paramArthase dekhA jAye to, have kayA kahete hai, kharekhara yathArtha dRSTise dekho to vizeSake AvirbhAvase anubhavameM AnevAlA khArAza jo zAka dvArA lavaNa khyAlameM AtA thA vo hi paramArthe lavaNa khArA apanese AtA hai, e to zAka dvArA paNa lavaNakA svAda AtA thA, zAkakA svAda nahIM thA tyAM. AhAhA ! hai? paramArthase, AhAhAhA... paramArthase dekhA jAye to vizeSake AvirbhAva, zAka dvArA, roTI dvArA, anubhavameM AnevAlA lavaNa e sAmAnya, AvirbhAva e zAka dvArA je khAra5 dikhate hai e lavaNako dvArA bhI lavaNako svAda e usakA AtA hai. zAka dvArA je lavaNakA svAda AtA huM e sAmAnya lavaNa, lavaNake lakSase lavaNakA svAda AtA hai. samajameM AyA? paramArthase zAkameM bhI lavaNakA svAda AtA hai, lavaNakA svAdakA svAda AtA hai. to e jema paramArthase dekhA jAye to e lavaNako svAda hai e. zAkakA nahIM. aise ekilA lavaNakA svAda dekhe to lavaNakA svAda hai. AhAhAhA! are AvI vAtuM have, mANasane phurasada na maLe nirNaya karanekA vAstavika tattvakA, je prathama bhUmikAnI cIja hai A to samyajJAna prApta karanekI A cIja hai. samyagdarzanapUrvaka samyajJAnakI prANikI A cIja hai. AhAhAhA! zAstrajJAna ne vyAkaraNa ne A nyAya zAstro ne moTA paMDito badhA phare, AhAhA. e to kala AyA thA ne tyAM mokSamArga prakAzakameM, e to paMDitAi pragaTa karanekI cIja hai, aisA AyA thA. mokSamArga prakAzakameM (zrotA:- emAM AtmAnA hitanuM kAraNa nathI) emAM AtmAnA hitanI vAta hai hI nahi - mokSamArga (prakAzaka) nathI ahIMyA. samajameM AyA? kala AyA thA. kAMI nahIM. ai hai usameM khyAla hai, kala AyA thA. dopaharako, khyAla hai ke nahIM? AhAhA ! kayA kahete haiM? ke vyAkaraNa ne nyAya ne aisA meM aisA jiMdagI gumA de, vo usameM koi hitakA paMtha hai nahIM, tyAre usane kahA prazna, to kayA hamAre e nyAya AdikA graMtha abhyAsa nahIM karanA? ke bhAI jo mahA moTA graMtha hai usako vyAkaraNa, nyAya AdikA bhaNe binA moTA graMthakA abhiprAya samajameM nahIM AtA, aisA hai, aisA hai ne? hai khabara hai. kayoMki nyAyazAstram baDA zAstra vyAkaraNa sahitakA graMtha banAyA hai to baDA zAstra hai e thoDA abhyAsa vinA usakA khyAlameM abhyAsa nahIM AtA. A AyA dekho, khyAlameM nahIM AtA tathA zAstrAbhyAsameM kitane hI to vyAkaraNa, nyAya kArya Adi zAstrokA bahota abhyAsa karate hai paraMtu ve to lokameM paMDitAI pragaTa karanekA kAraNa hai. mokSamArga prakAzaka hai ne? unameM AtmahitakA nirUpaNa to hai hI nahIM. AhAhAhA! tyAre inako prayojana itanA hI hai ke apanI buddhi bahota ho to thoDA bahota inakA Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15 243 abhyAsa karake, pazcAta Atmahitake sAdhaka zAstranA abhyAsa karanA. mokSamArga prakAzakameM bahota liyA hai. hajAro bolakA spaSTIkaraNa khulAsA karate hai, samajameM AyA? pahele jaba hamAre hAthameM AyA to 82 kI sAla 82 kI, bAvana varasa huA vo to hamako vAMcate vAMcate kaMI khAnA, pInA, bhojana lenA jAnA, kAMi ruce nahIM, ohoho ! parama satya vAta hai kIdhuM. 82 kI sAla saMvata 1982, bAvana varasa huA rAjakoTameM the. sabhA moTI tyAM rAjakoTameM to baDI sabhA tyAM, hama to saMpradAyameM 74 se A vyAkhyAna karate hai. 60 varasa huA to pahelese hamArI prasiddhi bahota hai, to mANaso hajAro mANasa, to usameM A hAthameM AyA to na ruce vyAkhyAna karanA, na ruce AhAra lene kA bhojana (tene) jAnekA, aise dhUna caDa jAtI thI. (zrotA:- hAthakA likhA huA milA thA.) chApelA huA thA. aise hai ki aisA jo pustaka hai ne e pahele nahIM mere milA thA, aisA aisA ye milA thA pahele aisA usameM, usameM ane pIche kahA thA ne? je jaba abhyAsa to kiyA pIche ekavAra hama DhasA gayA. DhasA yahAM Aye, yahAMse DhasA sTezana hai, AMhI DhasA jaMkazana hai. tyAM huma gaye sthAnakavAsI thA ne hama to saMpradAyameM Utare apAsare, to apAsaremeM beThe Ama pATa upara mANaso bahota Ate the ne usa TAima to, Ama najara kiyA to alamArI thI, alamArI, alamArI kholI, kaMi koi pustaka nahIM. eka mokSamArga prakAzaka pustaka hamAre pAsa hai. eka paDA thA, A kayA? A sthAnakavAsImeM A kayA, sthAnakavAsI A mAne nahIM e pustaka hai hamArI pAsa, tyArase rakhA, nahIM to koikA hama pustaka nahIM rakhate the. pATa thI tyAM alamArI thI samaje ne? Ama kholA to koI pAnA pustaka ekeya nahIM. eka ja A mokSamArga prakAzaka paDA thA e koI sAdhu bAdhu lAyA hogA. pachI usako ThIka na paDayA. sthAnakavAsI huM ne, choDa diyA hogA. meM pUchA ke A pustaka kahAMse AyA bhAI, A e lokone sthAnakavAsIne, Are mahArAja hamako khabara nahIM kucha, Apa le jAo. sArI alamArImeM eka hI pustaka mokSamArga prakAzaka Ama ughADayA ne paDyA thA, kIdhuM ohoho! AMhI pustaka sthAnakavAsI upAzrayameM A mokSamArga prakAzaka kahAMse AyA? lokoko pUchA e 86 kI sAlakI bAta hai. saMvata 1986 to kitanA varasa huA hai? 48- e paDyA hai pustaka batAyA thA eka pherI paDA hai, tyArase hama rakhate hai, nahIMtara pustaka hama nahIM rakhate the. bahu hame kahete the to ekavAra 86 meM e pahele 84 meM e 82 mAM hAtha AvyuM'tuM. 84 mAM huma bagasare gaye the, to tyAM eka kalyANajIbhAI karIne zrImannA bhagata thA, usake pAsa mokSamArga prakAzaka thA to e kahe mahArAja lai jAva ne, meM kIdhuM bhAI evA pustaka bustaka huma rakhate hI nahIM. to sAtamA adhyAya lIkha liyA. sAtamA adhyAya haiMne likha liyA, jIvaNalAlajI thA ne e hamArI sAthe tabako hama to kaMi karate nahIM. sAthe thA usane likha liyA. e paDA mArI pAsa. 84se paDA hai sAtamA adhyAya nizcayAbhAsa ne vyavahArAbhAsa, sabakA sArA sAtamA adhyAya likha liyA hama koi pustaka bustaka rakhate nahIM. AMhI koNa rakhe? e sAtamA adhyAya likha liyA thA. e paDA hai. eNe to kahyuM hamako to bahota loga kahete hai ne mahArAja le jAo ne, are zvetAMbara gRhastho Ate the. gRhastha loko, mahArAja kaMi AjJA karone, AjJA eTale kAMi pAMca pacIsa Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 244 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hajAra ke be pAMca hajAra kharcavAne kaho ne. bhAI ame koiko kahete nahIM. hama koiko kahete nahIM ke A laI Avo A lai Avo. rANapurameM eka zeThiyA thA baDA zvetAMbara to hamArI bAta sUnate the mahArAja kaMi AjJA karo hamako. hama koiko kahete nahIM ke pAi diyo ke paisA diyo e hamArA kAma nahIM hai. bhAI hatA bhAI ujamazIbhAI hatA. nAgara puruSottamanA bhAI, gRhastha hatA. karoDapati nAgarabhAI enA bhAI hatA. hama to hamAre pAsa zAstra hai e rakhate hai bAkI koi paisA do ne, vecAtA done lo hama koiko kahete nahIM ne hama kisIkA rakhate nahIM aisA. A usameM se likhA dekho A. zAstra abhyAsa nahIM karanA? aisA hai to vyAkaraNa AdikA abhyAsa nahIM karanA cAhiye? aisA ziSyakA prazna hai, kahetehe ke unake abhyAsake binA mahAna graMthonA artha khulatA nahIM, moTA mahAgraMtha saMskRtamAM isaliye unako bhI abhyAsa to karanA bhI yogya hai. thoDA abhyAsa karanA aura pIche AtmahitakA abhyAsa karanA A bAta kahete he. ahIMyA vo AyA dekho, ke vizeSake AvirbhAvase anubhavameM AnevAlA lavaNa e sAmAnya bhAvake AvirbhAvase anubhavameM AnevAlA lavaNa hai. isa prakAra aneka prakAroke zeyoke AkAroke sAtha, kyA kahete hai? have je zAka dvArA jo lavaNakA svAda AtA thA vizeSa dvArA, vohI paramArthase to lavaNakA hI svAda hai. tyAM zAkakA svAda hai nahIM. aise have AtmAmeM utArate hai, aneka prakArane joyoke AkAroke sAtha indriyajJAnanA viSayomeM jo jJAnakA zeyAkAra jJAna hotA hai, vo jJAnakI paryAya hai, e koI paragneyakI haiM nahIM. paNa usake lakSa jJAnakI paryAya, A jJAyaka haiM aisA lakSa nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! jaise 17 meM kahA ne? sattaramI gAthA, satarAha hai, ajJAnIkI jJAnakI paryAyameM bhI dravya hI jJAnameM AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! kayA kahA e? 17/18 gAthA, samayasAra ajJAnIkI paryAyameM, kayuMki jJAnakI paryAya pragaTa huM e paryAyakA svaparaprakAzaka svabhAva hai, vo kAraNase e jJAnakI paryAyameM dravya kA hI jJAna hotA hai. paNa ajJAnIko e upara lakSa nahIM, enA paryAya ne rAga upara lakSa hai, to jJAnakI paryAya zeya jAnanameM AtA hai vo usako jAnanemeM AtA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! AvI vAta che. kaho, jJAnakI paryAyano svabhAva jJAnakA svaparaprakAzaka hai, cAhe to ajJAnIkA jJAna ho, paNa jJAnakI paryAyakA svabhAva to svaparaprakAzaka hai ke nahIM? to e jJAnakI paryAyameM dravya jo jJAyaka trikALI hai sAmAnya, usakA jJAna hotA hai, sva prakAzaka hai, para prakAzaka bhI hai, ne svaprakAzaka bhI hai. paNa ajJAnIkI jJAna payArTameM svaprakAzaka jJAna hone para bhI usakA lakSa zeya upara parazeya upara hai, azeya upara huM nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ema AMhIyA zAka dvArA lavaNa AtA hai ema zeya dvArA jJAna hotA hai, hai to jJAnakI paryAya apanI. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? kharekhara to zeyAkAra jo jJAna hai, usameM bhI jJAnakI paryAya hai to apanI e paryAya parako jAnatI hai, e jAnanekI paryAya, paryAya hai to apanI, samajameM AyA? parakA zAyakapaNese jJAna hote hai, e bhI paryAya to paraprakAzakakI jJAna paryAya hai to apanI. AhAhAhA ! jhINuM bahu bhAI ! chate e paraprakAzakakI paryAya hai to apanI paNa e sva taraphanA lakSa nahIM to e jJAnakA zeyAkArapaNe svAda usako AtA hai, ekIlA jJAnakA ( jJAnAkArakA) svAda AtA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15 245 aneka prakArane zeyoke AkAroke sAtha bhI mizrarUpase utpanna sAmAnya ke tirobhAva, ajJAnIko sAmAnya ekalA jJAnakA AnaMdakA AnA e DhaMka gayA aura vizeSako AvirbhAva aura zeyAkArase jJAnakA anubhava AnevAlA vizeSabhAvarUpa bhedarUpa, anekAkArarUpa jJAna e ajJAnI zeyalubdha, AhAhA. olAmAM zAka lolupa thA A zeyalubdha. apanA jJAyakabhAvanA lakSa choDakara zeyalubdha, AhAhAhA.. paranA lakSe huA apanI paryAyameM jJAna e bhI paraNeya hai kayoMki apanA jJAna usameM AyA nahIM. ahIM paraNeyameM lubdha prANI, AhAhAhA.... e pahele to vAta, dRSTAMta to diyA zAkakA. ajJAnI zeyalubdha jIvoke svAdameM AtA hai, kayA? vizeSakA AvirbhAva e anubhavameM AtA hai. vizeSake AvirbhAvameM anubhavameM AtA hai. sAmAnyakA tirobhAva ho gayA. (zrotAH- AmAM nathI samajAtuM) haiM! no samajAya to pharIne kahIe, vizeSa kahIe. juo dekho mizrarUpase utpanna sAmAnyakA tirobhAva ajJAnIko. ajJAnI zeyameM lubdha hai to ekAkAra jJAnakA tirobhAva- DhaMka gayA. ekAkArajJAna jJAnake lakSase jo honA hai, e usako hotA nahIM. aura vizeSa AvirbhAvase anubhavameM AnevAlA zeya dvArA jJAna, vaha ajJAnI zeyalubdha jIvoko svAdameM AtA hai, rAga svAdameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! paraNeyoke AkAre jJAna huA e rAgakA jJAna nyAM to hai, to rAga svarUpa jJAna hai. AhAhAhA ! to usako, hai? AhAhA ! svAdameM AtA hai, zeyalubdha jIvoMko e rAgakA svAda AtA hai, AtmAnA jJAyakabhAvakA svAda nahIM. AhAhA! zuM kahe che bhAre gajaba, AhA! TIkA te TIkA che. saMto, digaMbara saMto kevaLInA keDAyato ohoho... kevaLajJAnanA viraha bhUlAvI nAkhyA che eNe to. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? kyA kahete hai dekho, AhAhAhA! anya zeyAkArakA bhedarUpa, hai? vizeSake AvirbhAva anubhavameM AnevAlA jJAna ajJAnI zeyalubdha jIvoke svAdameM AtA hai. parazeyAkArakA jJAna je huA usakA khyAla rAgakA svAda AtA hai. AhAhA ! parayAkArakA jJAna huA. ajJAnI usameM lubdha hai. to usako usakA rAgakA svAda AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! para zAstrakA jJAna huA paNa e IndriyajJAnake aMdara lakSase huA, e parazeyAkAra jJAna huA usameM je lubdha hai, usako rAgakA svAda AtA hai. AhAhAhA !( zrotA-daSTikI bhUla hai ) dRSTinI bhUla hai. AhAhA ! ene mATe to batAve che. AhAhA. bhAI ! tuma to sAmAnyajJAna svarUpa trikALa hai ne? to sAmAnya jo trikALa hai usakA svAdameM terA sAmAnya AnA cAhie, usameM aneka zeyAkArakA jJAna honA na cAhie. paNa terA lakSa tyAM nahIM ane zeyomAM lubdha che. AhAhAhAhA ! jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva bhagavAna AtmA usakA anAdara karake para zeyAkArakA jJAna huA, usameM lubdha hokara. A rAgIko, rAgakA svAda AtA hai. AhAhAhA! ekIlA parakA zAstrajJAnameM e bhI rAgakA svAda AtA hai kahete hai. AhAhA ! have A vAda vivAde kyAMya pattA cale nahIM, prabhu zuM kare? AhAhA! je jJAnakI paryAya indriya dvArA viSayanA jJAna huA, cAhe to e zAstrajJAna ho, to bhI parayAkAra je jJAna huA, usameM lubdha rahekara paryAyabuddhivAlA zeyamAM lubdhavAlA usako AtmAkA AnaMdakA svAda nahIM AtA, rAgakA Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 246 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svAda AtA hai. AhAhAhA! AkuLatA utpanna hotI hai bhAI tArA svadravyano Azraya tyAM huA nahIM. paradravyanA Azraye je jJAna huA to paraNeyAkAra jJAnameM rAgakA svAda AtA hai. AhAhAhAhAhA ! vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.). pravacana naM. 75 gAthA - 15 tA. 1-9-78 zukravAra, zrAvaNa vada-14 saM. 2504 15 mI gAthA. AkhirakI cAra lITI hai paMkti. alubdha jJAnIoko tyAM se hai bhAvArtha upara cAra paMkti. sUkSma bAta hai bhagavAna. AhA ! alubdha jJAnIoko to arthAt indriyakA jJAnase jo jJAna aneka prakAre hotA hai parayAkAra jJAna. usake bhI ruci choDakara, AhAhA... usakA bhI Azraya avalaMbana choDakara apanA trikALI jJAyakabhAvameM jo dRSTi lagAte hai e alubdha jJAnI hai. AhAhA! paryAyameM indriyajJAnanA viSayase anekAkAra jJAnakI paryAya hotI hai, usameM vRddhipaNA choDakara, AhAhAhA... cAhe to zAstrakA jJAna ho, para taraphakA lakSavALA, e indriyajJAnanA viSaya huA. usameM bhI jisako lubdha nahIM ke meM jJAnI huM, mere jJAna huA aise lubdha nahIM. AhAhA! "alubdha jJAnIoko to jaise seMdhavakI DalI", lavaNakI DalI "anyadravyasaMyogakA vyavaccheda karake"zAka Adi anya dravyanA vyavaccheda, abhAva karake kevaLa seMdhavakA anubhava kiye jAne para ekilA saidhavakA anubhava kSArapaNAkA anubhava karane para, AhA... sarvataH eka kSAra rasasvAdake kAraNa eka kSArarasakA satvake kAraNa, kSAra rasatva, kSAra rasa-satva ke kAraNa ekIlA kSArarasakA anubhava hotA hai. e zAka AdimeM hai usako vyavaccheda kara, arthAt usakA lakSa choDakara ekilA kSArakA rasakA svAda AtA hai. usI prakAra, e to daSTAMta huA. AtmA bhI paradravya ke saMyogakA vyavaccheda karaje, AhAhAhAhA. jJAnakI paryAyameM indriyajJAnanA viSayase jo jJAna anekAkAra hai, usako yahAM padravya kahA. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? indriyajJAnase jAnanameM AyA, zAstra Adi jAnanemeM AyA, to kahete hai ki ye bhI paradravya hai. paradravyakA, hai? paradravya ke saMyogakA e saMyogI (bhAva hai) AhAhA.. gajaba vAta hai, rAga Adi to saMyogI dravya paradravya hai hI paNa paranA lakSe Indriyase jJAna huA zAstrakA. AhAhAhA... vo bhI apanA svarUpa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bahu dhIrAnA kAma che prabhu A to, e jJAnakI paryAyameM zAstrajJAna sUnakara jo jJAna huA e bhI indriyajJAna hai. e paryAyako AMhI paradravya kahA, kayoMke apanA svadravya zAkabhAva usameM AyA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. bhAI ! bhagavAna AtmA usakA zAyaka ekarUpa svabhAva, usako choDakara indriyajJAnakA viSayase aneka prakAre zeyAkAra jJAna huA, usako bhI yahAM paradravya kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA! zarIra Adi to paradravya hai hI, dayA dAna bhakti AdikA bhAva to paradravya hai hI. AhAhA... paNa jJAnakI paryAyameM parakA lakSase zeyAkAra, svaphleyako choDakara paranneyakA AkArameM anekAkAra jJAna huA, AhAhAhAhA... usako bhI paradravyanA saMyogakA vyavaccheda kara, e saMyogIjJAna e Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15 247 paradravyanA saMyoga hai. AhAhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta karate haiM ne. e aMtara svabhAva je jJAyakasvarUpa usakA jJAna nahIM. AhAhA ! e saMyoga, indriya saMyoga ane bhAvaindriya saMyoga ane zabda Adi para, e saMyoga usase utpanna huA je jJAnakI paryAya, isako yahAM paradravyaka saMyoga kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A to samyagdarzana ane samyajJAna pAnekA kALameM kayA hotA hai e bAta hai. samajameM AyA? samyagdarzanakA kALameM samyajJAna hotA hai ane samyajJAnake kALameM kaisA hotA hai e bAta calatI hai. AhAhAhAhA !nimitta to para hai hI, paNa parakA nimattase jo jJAna huA usako yahAM paradravyanA saMyoga kahA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? padravya ke saMyogakA vyavaccheda karake, AhAhA... kevaLa AtmA hI anubhava kiye jAne para svadravya ke A. AhAhA ! cidAnaMda bhagavAna sahajAtma svarUpa prabhu, aisA jo AtmA pUrNa AnaMdane pUrNa jJAnase bharA, aisA kevaLa AtmAkA hIM, AhAhA.. bahu sUkSma bAta, apUrva bAta hai bhAI ! paryAyameM anekAkAra jJAnako yahAM paradravya kahenemeM AyA. AhAhA ! saMyogI, saMyogase utpana huA to saMyogI ( jJAna ) hai, jaise puNya pApa saMyogI bhAva hai, puNya pApa e saMyogase utpanna huA e saMyogI bhAva hai, aise jJAnakI paryAyameM saMyoga laine parase utpanna huA e saMyogI jJAna hai. AhAhAhAhA! jaina zAsana kayA hai e batAte hai, (zrotA- saMyogIbhAva ke saMyogI jJAna?) haiM? prabhu aMdara jJAnakA gAMgaDA jema lavaNa kA DallI hai aise jJAnakI DallI AtmAkA piMDa hai to usakA taraphakA lakSa karaneka kAraNa, AhAhA... ekilA jJAyakabhAvakA Azraya ne lakSa karaneka kAraNa paryAyamAM paradravyanA saMyogase jo jJAna huA usako bhI choDakara, AhAhAhAhA... paradravya saMyogakA vyavaccheda karake, AhAhAhAhA... paralakSI jJAna bhI paradravyanA saMyoga kahenameM AyA hai. gajaba vAta hai. AhAhA! bhAI anaMta kALa huA 84 meM, usameM zAstrajJAna bhI anaMta aira kiyA hai. AhA ! paNa vo to paralakSase zAstrajJAna huA, vo kAMi svajJAna huA nahIM. bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpI prabhu usakA jJAna na huA, AhAhA! alubdha jJAnIko, saMyogImAM jisakI lubdhatA nahIM, aura asaMyogI bhagavAna AtmA usakA kevaLa AtmAne hI anubhava kiye jAnepara, AhAhAhAhA.... zuM vAta? "sarvata: eka vijJAnaghanake kAraNa" bhagavAna to sarvata: eka, eka vijJAnaghana kAraNa, parase to aneka zeyAkAra jJAna e ekapaNa nahIM huA nyAM. AhAhA ! Avo mAraga che bhAI ! vANImeM to kaMi jaDakI paryAya hai, vANI jo hotI hai e to jaDakI paryAya hai, meM kahetA huM e bAta to jUTha hai. AhAhAhA ! aura paralakSI jo rAga AyA vo bhI apanA nahIM. e rAga bhI paradravya saMyogI cIja hai. AhAhAhA! aise svAbhAvika caitanyanA jJAna binA parakA nimitta ne saMyogase jo jJAna huA, AhAhAhAhA... nimitta huA hai nahIM, huA to apanI paryAyameM nimittase nahIM, paNa nimittakA lakSase apanemeM joyAkAra jJAna je aneka prakAre hotA hai, usako bhI yahAM paradravya saMyoga vyavaccheda karake kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA ! "padravya, saMyogakA vyavaccheda karake AhAhA! jo ke niyamasArameM to nirmaLa samyagdarzana Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 248 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ne jJAnakI paryAyako bhI paradravya kahA hai, kayoM ke jema paradravyase apanI nirmaLa paryAya navI nahIM utpanna hotI aise nirmaLa paryAyameMse navI nirmaLa paryAya nahIM utpanna hotI, e kAraNe nirmaLa paryAyako bhI paradravya kahA, paNa usakI yaha bAta nahIM. yahAM to vo saMkalpa, vikalpakA artha AyA thA pahele, AhAhA... dravyakarma, bhAvakarma ne nokarmako apanA mAnanA e saMkalpa mithyAtva hai, pahelAM A gayA. samajameM AyA? jaDakarma, nokarma vikalpa Adi zubha Adi ane nokarma dravyakarma, nokarma saMyogI cIja bhAvapaNe, usako apanA mAnanA e saMkalpa mithyAtvabhAva hai, aura zeyabhede jJAnamAM bheda mAlUma honA e anaMtAnubaMdhIkA lobha hai. ( vikalpa hai) AhAhAhA! AvI vAta bhAI bahu AkarI. samajameM AyA? to yahAM to paradravya nAma ekalA spazeya svarUpa usase jJAna ho ane ekAkAra je jJAna honA cAhie usako choDakara ekalA paralakSamaeNse indriyakA viyaSake cAhe to bhagavAnako sUne, bhagavAna kI vANI sUne, AhAhAhAhA.. usase jo parazeyarUpI jJAnakI anekAkAra paryAya hui. AhAhAhA ! usakA dharmI jIva, usameM lubdha nahIM. e merI cIja hai ne mere jJAna huA aise nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AtmA paradravya, saMyogakA vyavaccheda karake, AhAhA ! (zrotA - vyavaccheda karanekI vidhi nahIM likhi gai) kyA? AhAhA! are ! ghauMmase kAMkarA nikAlanekI vidhi nahIM nakI kahI. ghaumeM hai ne ghauM huM ne ghauM? kAMkarI heM ne? e ghauMmaeNse kAMkarA nikAla denA o vidhi hai, athavA usake uparase lakSa choDanA e hI vidhi hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhAI mAraga bahu sUkSma hai. AhAhA ! A gajaba kAma karyuM che ne ? AcAryoe paNa TUMkI bhASAmAM kitanA gaMbhIra bhAva bharA hai. AhAhAhA ! e digaMbara saMto sivAya AvI prasiddhi koNa kare? AhAhA... A AtmakhyAti hai ne A TIkAkA nAma AtmakhyAti, Atmaprasiddhi. AhAhA ! bhAI ! A to dhIrAnAM kAma che. AhAhA ! utAvaLe AMbA na pAke, ema kahete haiM ne? utAvaLe AMbA to nahIM pAkate hai, nahIM kahete hai tumAre? A aMba nahIM, aMba, A vAvate hai to tarata pAka jAte hai? haiM? (zrotA - bhIMDo tarata thAya) bhIMDo tarata thAya paNa cha mahine pAcho sukAI jAya. bhIMDAkA jhADa hotA heM ne? AtA hai ApaNe e zloka bhI AyA hai, "bhIMDA, bhAdu mAsakA vaDaku kahe jarUra, hama Aye tuma khasa jAo." hama cha mAsamAM itanA huA to bAra mahinemeM kitanA ho jAyegA? vaDako kahe dUra ho jAva tame itanA ghaNA varase huA hai. cha mAsame itanA baDha gayA hai. vaDa kahete hai ke have cha mAsameM AyA hai have sukAi jAyegA have baDha nahIM jAyegA. eka zloka AtA hai. barobara badhA zabda yAda rahe nahIM. e Ate hai "bhIMDA bhAdu mAsakA, vaDakuM kahe jarUra" hama Aye ema kAMi che bhASA hama Aye ema ke huma baDha gaye to tuma dUra raha jAva, vaDane kahe dUra ho jAva, cha mahinAmAM itanA vadhyA ne tuma to itanA varase itanA vadhyA hai, to pIche bAra mahine kitanA baDha jAegA. dhULeya nahIM baDhA sUna to sahI. aise jJAnakI zeya paryAyameM anekAkAra jJAna huA to ene jAne ke. bahota mere jJAna Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 15 249 huA, ohoho ! are sUna to sahI prabhu ! AhAhA ! e bhIMDA bhAdu mAsakA jaisA hai. A bhAdu mAsa samaje ne? bhAdaravA bhAdaravAmeM bhIMDo ekadama hotA hai jhADa. itanA itanA paNa tarata sukAi jAtA hai. pIche Aso mahine. AhAhA! parazeyAkAra jJAna huA vo usameM lubdha hai to e mithyASTi anAdi hai, nigodameM cale jAyegA. tyAM to e para zeyAkAra jJAneya nahIM rahegA. AhAhAhAhA! kayoMki svabhAvase utpanna huA nahIM ane paradravyanA avalaMbana ne indriyase utpanna huA vo nAzavaMta ho jAyegA. AhAhA ! bhAI mAraga judo bApu. AhAA koine kahIne samajAnA hai ke aisI bAta (nahIM), aMdarameM hai A vastu. AhAhA ! e A kahete hai itanA tIna lITImeM to kitanA bhara diyA hai. AhAhA ! jaise lavaNakI DalIkA svAda lene, kAraNa, aneka zAka AdimeM jo lavaNa dikhate huM e paradravyanA lakSa choDakara ekilA lavaNakA svAda lenevAlA, lavaNakA svAda lete hai. aise apanI paryAyameM indriya, dravya ne bhAva Indriya ane bAhya vastu, enA nimittase jo jJayAkAra aneka prakAra jJAna huA, usakA lakSa choDakara usakA rasa ne prema choDakara, AhAhAhAhA. usameM merI haiyAtI hai, aisI bAta choDakara, AhAhAhAhA.. samajameM AyA? gajaba kAma, TIkA aisI, AhAhAhAhA ! svadravya jo bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA.... e paradravyanA saMyogakA vyavaccheda karake arthAt te taraphakA lakSa choDake AhAhAhA...kevaLa AtmAkA hI anubhava kiye jAnepara, AhAhAhA... gajaba vAta hai paMdaramI gAthA, A jainazAsana, ekilA bhagavAna AtmA, AtmAkA hI anubhava kiye jAne para, jJAyaka svabhAvase prabhu bharA paDA hai, vo taraphakA anubhava karane para AhAhAhA.. sarvataH eka vijJAnaghanatAne kAraNa, AhAhAhA.. eka vijJAnaghana huA. AhAhAhA... jo jJAnakI paryAyameM anekatAthI dhArA vahetI thI tyAM ghana nahIM thA. samajameM AyA? zAstrajJAna "saba zAstranake nayadhArI hie mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye, vaha sAdhana vAra anaMta kiyo tadapi kachu hAtha haju na paDayo, aba kayoM na vicAratI hai manase kachu aura rahyA una sAdhanase, bina sadguru koi na bheda lahe mukha AgaLa hai kaha bAta kahe" AhAhA ! (kavita) zrImaddanuM che. zrImad thA gujarAtI paNa ene hiMdI banAyA, AtmajJAna huA pIche A hindI banAyA thoDA. AhAhA! yahAM kahete hai gajaba do lITImeM to kitanA bharyA. AhAhAhAhA ! e saMtonI dazA to dekho aMdara, haiM? kahete hai ke humako gugamase vANI milI ane jJAna huA usakA bhI, mai usameM lubdha nahIM. AhAhAhA ! paradravya, saMyogako vyavaccheda karake kevaLa AtmA, ekilA bhagavAna AtmAkA hI anubhava kiye jAne para, jema zAka AdikA lakSa choDakara ekalA lavaNakA svAda lete hai, aise zeyAkAra aneka prakArakI, paryAyAMkA lakSa choDakara, kevaLa ekalA AtmA bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, AhAhAhA... vastu evI che, (zrotA - abhuta bAta hai) AvI vAta che prabhu zuM thAya? lokone evuM lAge ke A to badhuM vyavahAra uDAvI de che. vyavahAra uDe to nizcaya pAme, rAgakI ruci choDe taba nizcaya pAmate hai. ema paralakSakA jJAnanA lakSa choDe to svajJAna hotA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! kevaLa AtmA ekilA bhagavAna AtmAnA anubhava kiye jAne para sarvataH cArebAjuse Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 250 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 eka vijJAnaghana basa, aneka zeyAkArakA jJAna thA usakA lakSa choDakara A ekarUpa trikALI bhagavAna usakA eka vijJAnaghanatA, kAraNa jJAnarUpase svAdameM AtA hai. jema lavaNakA svAda lenese, zAka taraphakA lakSa choDakara lavaNakA svAda lenese, lavaNakA svAda AtA hai, aise zeyAkAra aneka prakArakI paryAyako lakSa choDakara, eka kevaLa AtmAnA anubhava karane para jJAnakA svAda AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! jJAnakI paryAyameM anekAkAra jJAna hai usakA rAgasvAda hai. AhAhA! ane A sarvataH eka vijJAnaghanatA, kAraNa aMtarameM anubhava karane para jJAnarUpase svAdameM AtA hai, bhagavAna to jJAnameM "jJAna" svabhAva svAdameM AtA hai, jJAnakI sAtha "AnaMda" hai, AhAhAhA ! samyajJAnakI sAtha AnaMda hai, te jJAna svAdameM AyA aisA kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhAhAhA ! samyajJAna utpanna huA ekilA kevaLa AtmAne anubhavane kAraNa AhAhA... to ekilA jJAna cetanAkA AnaMdakA svAda tyAM AtA hai, AhAhAhA! usakA nAma samyajJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! ane tyAM bhavanA aMta hotA hai bhavanA vyavaccheda huA. AhAhA ! bhava ane vikA bhAvase bhinna apanA svabhAvakI ekatAkA anubhava huA, bhavanA aMta ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! e sukhane mokSane paMthe paDA, sukhane paMthe, vo duHkhane paMthe thA. AhAhAhA! AvI cIja che bhAI ! vAda vivAda kare to AmAM kyAMya pAra paDe evuM nathI. AhAhA ! | sarvataH eka vijJAnaghanatA, kAraNa AhAhA... ekalo jJAnaghana piMDa prabhu AtmA, enA anubhava karane para jJAnakA svAda AtA he. ajJAnIko zeyAkAra aneka prakAre jJAnameM rAgakA svAda thA, jharakA svAda thA. AhAhA ! apanA kevaLajJAnanA anubhava, kevaLa AtmA anubhavane para amRtakA svAda AtA hai, samajameM AtA hai? lAlacaMdajI! A vAta bhopALameM hai nahIM kyAMya tyAM. AhAhAhA ! AtmAmeM hai ema kahete hai. e to bhopALameM nahIM ema kahA. AhAhA! (zrotAH- isaliye to sonagaDhameM Aye hai) sonagaDhameMya nahIM hai, AtmAme huM ahIMyA. AhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai prabhu! yahAMse sUnanemeM jo jJAna hotA hai, e paNa para zeyAkAra jJAna hai bhagavAna, ararara! usameMse bhI lubdhapaNA choDakara, AhAhAhA... pahele A jJAna nahIM thA ne hama to ghare the ne, ahIMyA huA to itanA to navIna huA ne? nahIM prabhu, e navIna nahIM hai prabhu. AhAhA ! para indriyajJAnase jo jJAna hotA hai, bhagavAnane bhagavAnakI vANIko bhI indriya kahenemeM AyA hai 31 gAthAmeM. AhAhAhA! zuM vItarAga mAraga !( zrotA- bhagavAnako indriya nahIM kaha sakate !) bhagavAnako Indriya kahA hai. apanI aNIndriya sivAya, dravya indriya, bhAva indriya ne para sabako indriya kahA hai. 31 gAthA. "TIMdAvAliyamukhalilAvuM, muri," judA e traNeyako saMskRta TIkAmeM amRtacaMdrAcAryane indriya kahA hai. jaDaindriya, bhAvaIndriya ora usakA viSaya strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, deza ane bhagavAna ne bhagavAnanI vANI sabako indriya kahenemeM AyA che. AhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai. bhAI ! mAragaDA prabhu judA, bhAI ! anaMta bhavakA aMta lAnA e koi bAta sAdhAraNa hai nahIM bhAI. e jJAnarUpase svAdameM, jema olA zAka AdikA vyavaccheda karake, eTale lakSa choDa karake, Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 15 251 ekIlA lavaNakA svAda AnevAleko lavaNakA svAda AtA hai. aise 52dravya nAma 52zeyAkA2 jo jJAna Adi hai usakA lakSa choDakara ekilA bhagavAna vijJAnaghanasvarUpa hai, yaha AtmA usakA anubhava karane 52 jJAnakA svAda, AnaMdakA svAda, zAMtikA svAda, svacchatAkA svAda, prabhutAkA svAda ( abheda svAda ) tyAM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! jJAnacaMdajI ! A jJAna ! A bhagavAna terI balihArI hai nAtha. terI kayA cIja hai aMdara. AhAhA... e vijJAnaghana bhagavAna to hai aMdara, jemAM paryAyakA honA e bhI usameM nahIM. AhAhA ! paNa vijJAnaghanakA anubhava ka2ne 52 jo paryAya hotI hai, usameM jJAnakA AnaMdakA svAda AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? bhAI ! A to vItarAga mAraga che prabhu ! A vItarAga mAraga eTale ? e paryAyameM vItarAgI jJAna utpanna huA, e paryAyameM vItarAgI dRSTi utpanna hui e paryAyameM vItarAgI AnaMda AyA, olA indriyakA AnaMda thA e rAga thA, duHkha thA. AhAhA ! arere ! samajameM AyA ? kala kahA thA, 5ramArtha vacanikAmeM 52sattAvalaMbI jJAna bhI mokSakA mAraga nahIM aisA kahA thA. pahelAMnA to banArasIdAsa, ToDaramala... ohoho ! vo carcA huine khAniyAmeM, to sAmAvALA kahe ke AcAryanuM kathana ane amAre paMDitajI kahe paMDitokA paNa kathana lenA paDegA. phulacaMdajI ! paNa e paMDito e jJAnI hai to yathArtha bAta kiyA hai, e samakita dRSTi ho, game te ho to vastuko to yathArtha hI kahetA hai. sthiratAneM phera hai. phulacaMdajIe liyA thA. paMDitajI kahe usako bhI lenA paDegA. AhAhAhA ! hai ? ( AcAryanuM levuM to niyamasAranI TIkA to khoTI paDI jAya ) e nahIM nahIM, e kyAM hai khabara che ? emAMya e khoTI pADe che e AlikAno bhAga karyo che ne jarI emAM eka zabda hai, to usameM khoTI e to eka sAmAnya vAta hai. AvalikAno bhAga che e kucha niyamasArameM hai, khyAla hai, aisI bhUla nikAlate hai, ratanacaMdajI, bApu bhUla nahIM saMtonI bhUla na hoya. AhAhA ! sthiratAmAM koi bhUla hoya, paNa dRSTi ane jJAnanA anubhavamAM jarI paNa bhUla na hoya. pulAka ane bakuza AdimeM jarI doSa lagate hai sthiratAyeM vastumeM, dRSTi ne jJAnameM bilakula doSa nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AhAhA! bhagavAna zAnasUrya tape che ne aMdaramAM. AhAhAhA! jJAna jinacaMdra e AtmA hai, zItaLatAnA vItarAgI zItaLa svabhAvase bharA prabhu, AhAhAhA... vijJAnaghana, AnaMdaghana, zAMtavana, svacchatAkA ghana, prabhutAkA ghana e hai AtmA. AhAhA ! e ta2phakA anubhava karane 52 saMyogI jJAnakA bhI vyavaccheda nAma lakSa choDakara, AhAhAhA... jJAnarUpase svAdameM AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! bhASA to sAdI hai bhAva gaMbhIra hai bhAI ! eka jaNo kahe ke samayasAranA tame itanA vakhANa karate hai eka eka padameM mAla bharyA hai to meM to paMdara dinameM to sArA samayasAra vAMca liyA, acchA ? aisA koi AyA paMDitajI ! aisA AyA meM kIdhuM bhAI e samayasArameM eka eka padameM mahA gaMbhIratA hai. AkhI gAthAnI to vAta kayA karanA ? paNa eka zabda "vaMditu savva siddha, jIvo caritaEsaNaNANaThiyo " eka eka padameM usakI gaMbhIratAkA pAra nahIM prabhu. AhAhAhA ! tyAre kahe hama to paMdara dinameM vAMca liyA. vAMce akSara likhyA hai e vAMce emAM zuM ? ( zrotAH- be rAta jAge ne vAMce ) ho, jAgI jAya ne y Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 252 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pachI vAMcyA kare emAM zuM akSara ? a, A, ka, kA emAM zuM ? bApu ! e samayasAra jagatanA bharatakSetrano caMdra sUrya hai. advaitacakSu hai. e AyA ne ! kaLaza hai chellA Akhira samayasArameM advaitacakSu, advaitacakSu, ajoDacakSu AkhirameM samayasAra, samayasAra eTale zabdo, ane samayasAra eTale AtmA. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA! omakA2 che ne ? banA2sIdAse liyA hai. omakAra zabde vizada yAke ubhayarUpa banArasI vilAsameM liyA hai. omakAra zabde vizadarUpa eka AtmikabhAva, eka pudgalako, omanA do zabda liyA hai. eka oma AtmasvarUpa e oma, ane eka vikalpa uThate hai ke 'oma' e zabda hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AMhI AvyuM nathI, banArasIdAsanuM ? hA, prameya mAhAtmyamAM lIdhuM che. banArasI vilAsa bahota varasa pahele dekhA thA ne te gupata bAta thI to mokSamArgameM pIche chapA diyA hai tInoM. AhAhA ! pachI jJAnanI vAta lIdhI che, che ne A to ghaNA va2sa pahelAM, ekANuMmAM jyAre dekhA thA ne to chapAyA pIche kIdhuM AvI vAtuM gupata rahI gai che. AhAhA! yahAM kahete hai, AhAhA ! nimittakA to lakSa choDa de, rAgakA to lakSa choDa de, paNa jJAnakI paryAyameM anekAkA2 jo 52 lakSe huA usakA bhI tuM lakSa choDa de. AhAhAhAhA... aura ekilA vijJAnaghana bhagavAna AtmA usakA anubhava karanese jJAnakA svAda AtA hai, ekilA svabhAvakA svAda AtA hai, ema kahete hai. samajameM AyA ? usakA nAma sabhyajJAna hai, AhAhAhA... usakA nAma bhAvazrutajJAna hai, usakA nAma jainazAsana hai. AhAhAhA... AvI vAta arere ! bhAvArtha:- yahAM AtmAkI anubhUtiko hI jJAnakI anubhUti kahA gayA. hai ne ? AtmAkA anubhava e jJAnano anubhava, dravyakA anubhava e jJAnakA anubhava. 14 meM dravyakA anubhava kahA, ahIMyA jJAnakA anubhava. ajJAnIjana zeyomeM hI-zeyomeM ii, indriyajJAnake viSayomeM hIzeyokA artha kiyA zeyomeM hI eTale ? lITI kake, zeyomeM hI eTale kayA ? arthAt--arthAt jJeyomeM hI arthAt jJeya indriyajJAnake viSayoneM hI lubdha ho rahA hai. AhAhAhA... e indriyajJAnake viSayoMse anekAkA2 hue jJAnako hI zeyamAtra AsvAdana karate hai. AhAhA ! TIkAkAra A paMDita paNa kitanA karate hai, samajameM AyA ? have vo carcAmeM kaThe paMDitokA AdhAra nahIM lenA, amAre paMDitajI kahe paMDitokA AdhAra lenA, haiM ? A vAta kisakI hai ? A paMDitajI to artha karate hai. AhAhA ! bhAI ! ema anAdara na thAya, prabhu ! samyagdaSTikA kathana e mAnya hai, anAdara na thAya. e sarvajJa jaisI samyagdaSTimeM jo kathana AtA hai, aise anubhavI jIvakI aisI vANI divya dhvani jaisA hI bhAva AtA hai. bhAI tere khabara nahIM. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! e AMhI kahA. indriyajJAnake viSayoMse, indriyajJAnakA viSayoMse 52, anekAkAra hue jJAna, che? e jJAnakI paryAyamAM anekAkA2 52lakSase jo huA jJAna, AhA... usako hI jJeyamAtra, e jANe apanA zeya hai ema mAnate hai, paNa e 52zeya hai. e jJAnako hI jJeyamAtra AsvAdana karate hai. AhAhAhA ! apanA jJAnako A parazeyakA svAda lete haiM ekilA kahete hai. apanA jJAna choDakara. gAthA to bahota acchI A gai hai. AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- bhAvakA spaSTIkaraNa bahota acchA = Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 15 253 AyA ) AhAhA ! A anubhava vinA samaje nahIM, samaje nahIM kaThaNa vAta. indriyajJAnake viSayoMse e indriyajJAna huA, zAstrase sUnA, bhagavAnako sUnA, guruko sUnA, zAstra vAMcyA ne jJAna huA, e saba indriyajJAnake viSayoMse anekAkAra hue, AhAhAhA... jJAnako hI anekAkAra hue jJAnako hI, zeyamAtra AsvAdana-AsvAdana karate hai, e to 52zeya hai, usako ye AsvAdana karate hai. svazeyako to bhUla gaye. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! sUkSma hai bhAI paNa AvI vAta maLe kyAM bhAI ! samajameM AyA? ra A durlabha hai bApu, prabhu, AhAhA ! A zeyamAtra karake, paraMtu zeyoMse bhinna dekho e jJAna anekAkA2 zeyase 52ke lakSase huA usako yahAM jJAnamAtrakA, e jJAnamAtrakA AsvAda nahIM karate, zeyamAtra karate hai, paraMtu zeyoMse bhinna, e zeyAkAra aneka jJAna usase bhinna, jJAnamAtrakA AsvAda nahIM karate. AhAhAhAhA ! kitanI spaSTatA paMDitajIe kriyA juo paMDita hai. "aura jo jJAnI hai" AhAhAhA ! "zeyomeM Asakta nahIM hai." anekAkAra jJAnakI paryAya ra hui e 52zeya hai, e svajJeya nahIM. haiM ? AhAhA ! zuM vANI saMtonI rAmabANa che, rAmanuM bANa phare nahIM, mAryuM, nAkhyuM e to marI jAya sAme ekadama. ema vItarAgI saMtonI vANI rAmabANa hai, phare nahIM tyAM. AhAhAhA ! zeyomeM Asakta nahIM hai, zeyoMse bhinna, e paryAyameM indriyajJAnase anekAkA2 huA, usakA lakSa choDakara ekAkAra jJAnakA hI AsvAda lete hai. AhAhAhA ! ekilA bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpIkA svAda lete hai. svajJAnakA svAda lete hai vo (ajJAnI ) parazeyAkArakA svAda lete hai e rAga. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! jaise zAkoMse bhinna namakakI DallIkA kSAramAtra svAda AtA hai, zAka Adise bhinna lavaNakA DalIkA svAda AtA hai, usI prakAra AsvAda lete hai. samyagdaSTi eTale samyaggAnI AhAhAhAhA... paryAyameM 52zeyAkAre zAnakA svAda choDakara, AhAhAhAhAhA... apanA bhagavAna jJAna svarUpI prabhu usakA AsvAda lete hai "jaise zAkose" AyA ne ? " kayoMke jo jJAna hai so AtmA hai". AhAhAhA ! jJAna e AtmA hai, "aura jo AtmA hai so jJAna hai". jJAna e AtmA hai ne AtmA vo jJAna hai. isaprakA2 guNIguNIko abheda dRSTimeM, abheda dRSTimeM AnevAlA guNaguNI bheda nahIM. ane 'guNa ne guNInI abheda dRSTimeM AnevAlA sarva 52dravyose bhinna" abaddhasRSTa AyAne apanI paryAyase ekarUpa "ananya " dUsarA bola liyA, apane guNomeM ekarUpa "sAmAnya" 52 nimittase utpanna hue bhAvoMse bhinna, AhA ! apane svarUpakA anubhava, jJAnakA anubhava hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e AyA thA aniyatameM, paryAyameM jo aneka prakAranI agurulaghune kAraNe Adi paryAyameM anekatA hotI hai, usakA bhI lakSa choDakara, samajameM AyA ?niyatako kahyA thA ne ? abaddhasRSTa, ananya, niyata, avizeSa ne asaMyukta aisA bhAvasvarUpa AtmA aisA bhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna, AhAhAhA... usakA anubhava karanepara AhAhAhA... jJAnakA anubhava hai, aura vo anubhavana bhAvazrutajJAna svarUpa yaha anubhava bhAvazruta jJAnasvarUparUpa jinazAsanakA anubhavana hai, AhAhAhAhA ! Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 254 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 gAthA alaukika hai, usakA bhAva ho, bhASA to bhASA hai, e bhAvazrutajJAna vo pArakA lakSase jJAna e to dravyazruta zabdajJAna, baMdha adhikArameM kahA hai, ke jitanA parakA lakSe jJAna hote hai e usako zabdajJAna kahete hai AtmajJAna nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! samayasAra hai ne? AgaLa baMdhameM hai, saba hai ahIM to aDhAra bAra cala gayA sabhAmeM, A to ogaNIsamI bAra calate hai, sabhAmeM hoM, aDhAra bAra to ho gayA. akSare akSarakA artha, A ogaNIsamI vAra calate hai. AhAhA! AhA! e jinazAsana anubhavana hai. zuddhanayase isameM koi bheda nahIM, e zuddhanAyakA jo viSaya hai ane viSayamAM anubhava hote hai ne nirmaLa paryAya vo bhI zuddhanaya hai, zuddhanayakA viSaya paripUrNa hai, e paryAyakA bheda bhI zuddhanayakA viSaya nahIM, e to vyavahAranayakA viSaya huA. to vo choDakara zuddhanayakA viSaya trikALI jJAyakabhAva usakA anubhavako bhI zuddhanaya kahenemeM AtA hai. to zuddhanayase isameM koi bheda nahIM. jainazAsana paryAya zrutajJAna jaina zuddhanAyakA anubhava saba eka hI paryAyakA vAcaka hai, AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? lo e ho gayA zloka - 14 ) (pRthvI) akhaNDitamanAkulaM jvaladanantamantarbahimaha: paramamastu na: sahajamudvilAsaM sadA / cidacchalananirbharaM sakalakAlamAlambate yadekarasamullasallavaNakhilyalIlAyitam / / 14 / / have A ja arthanuM kalazarUpa kAvya kahe che - zlokArtha:- AcArya kahe che ke [paramamada: : kastu]te utkRSTa teja-prakAza amane ho [ yata navaniri-3chanana-nirmaraM]ke je teja sadAkALa caitanyanA pariNamanathI bhareluM che, [87sata-navA-vinya-nIlAtima] jema mIThAnI kAMkarI eka kSArarasanI lIlAnuM AlaMbana kare che tema je teja [zna-rasama mArUte] eka jJAnarasa-svarUpane avalaMbe che, asvahitama] je teja akhaMDita che-joyonA AkArarUpe khaMDita thatuM nathI, [ sanAnaM] je anAkuLa che-jemAM karmanA nimittathI thatA rAgAdithI utpanna AkuLatA nathI, [ sanattama satta: vadi: veta] je avinAzIpaNe aMtaraMgamAM ane bAramAM pragaTa dedIpyamAna che-jANavAmAM Ave che, [ sadanama] je svabhAvathI thayuM che. koIe racyuM nathI ane [savA dritAsaM] hamezAM jeno vilAsa udayarUpa che-je ekarUpa pratibhAsamAna che. bhAvArtha- AcArye prArthanA karI che ke A jJAnAnaMdamaya ekAkAra svarUpajyoti amane sadA prApta raho. 14. akhaNDitamanAkulaM jvaladanantamantarbahi- mahaH paramamastu naH sahajamudvilAsaM sdaa| ciducchalananirbharaM sakalakAlamAlambate ydekrsmullsllvnnkhilyliilaayitm||14|| Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 14 255 aba isa arthakA kaLazarUpa kAvya kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! amRtakA amRta kaLaza hai. AcArya kahete hai "parama... mahuDa naH astu" nA nAme "ame" "naH" zabda hai ne? eTale ame, hamako "yahu utkRSTa teja prakAza prApta ho. AhAhA! amuka prApta to hai hI, paNa have utkRSTa prApta ho. AhAhAhA ! kevaLajJAna prApta ho hamako to, tejakA biMba prabhu, AhAhA.. hame yaha "maha:" che ne teja, astu, vaha utkRSTa teja prakAza prAsa ho. AhAhAhA ! hamArA nAtha prabhu! caitanya prakAzakA piMDa e amane paryAyamAM prApta ho. AhAhA! hame mahAvratanA vikalpa A ho ne A ho e koi bAta nahIM. AhAhA ! yat sakalakAlama ci ucchalana nirbhara ya nAma ke jo teja bhagavAna AtmAkA teja, caitanya teja sadAkALa, caitanyakA pariNamanase, caitanyanA svabhAvase paripUrNa che, pariNamanano artha caitanyakA svabhAvase paripUrNa hai. pariNamana paryAya aMdara nahIM hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? hai? ci ucchalana che ne ucchalana? ucchalanakA artha pariNamana kiyA. pariNamana svabhAva aisA trikALa ekarUpa hai. ema che ne? "yat sakalakAlam cit ucchalana nirbhara" yahu pariNamanase nirbhara, nirbhara eTale paripUrNa nirbhara, bhagavAna sakala kAlase jJAnathI paripUrNa bharyA paDA hai. pariNamanakA artha pAriNAmika svabhAva. pariNAmika svabhAva sahaja, aise nirbhara paripUrNa bhagavAna, AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? Are AvI vAtuM che. vyavahAranA rasiyAne to evuM lAge ke A badhuM vyavahAranuM to kAMI kahetA ja nathI. kahe che ne? vyavahAra, vyavahAranuM jJAna paNa choDane lAyaka hai, tArA vyavahAra dayA dAnanA vikalpa to choDane lAyaka hai hI, AhAhAhA ! arere anaMtA bhava kiyA prabhu, jainadharmameM bhI anaMtabaira janmyA hai, jainakA sAdhu digaMbara bhI anaMtabaira huA hai prabhu. AhAhA ! ho nava pUrvaka labdhi bI anaMtabaira huI hai. usameM kayA AyA? AhAhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai, je sadAkALa caitanyanA bhAvase paripUrNa hai. "ullasata lavaNa khilya lIlAyitam" jaise namakakI DalI, eka kSAra rasakI lIlAko AlaMbana karatI hai. AhAhA! ekalA kSArarasase bharA hai yaha. AhAhA ! usI prakAra, jo teja eka "rasam Alambate' eka jJAna svarUpakA AlaMbana karatA hai, eTale jJAna svarUpa hI bhagavAna trikALa hai. "akhaMDitam" je teja akhaMDa hai. AlaMbanakA artha yahAM paryAya nahIM, AlaMbanakA artha jJAnasvarUpa ja usakA AlaMbana trikALa he yU. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jJAnasAgara bhagavAna e jJAnakA AlaMbana nAma jJAna svarUpa ja che yuM. lIlAkA AlaMbana karatI hai, ema jJAna svarUpakA AlaMbana karatA hai. te ja akhaMDita che. je teja caitanyakA svabhAvabhAvarasa akhaMDa hai, paryAyameM bI khaMDa nahIM huA. jo zeyoke AkArarUpa khaMDita nahIM hotA" dekho. AhAhAhA ! paryAyameM bhI jaba jJAna hotA hai to zeyokA AkArase bhI jJAnakI paryAya, jJAnakA svAda lenemeM khaMDita nahIM hotI, AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga. jo anAkuLa hai, bhagavAna to anAkuLa AnaMda svarUpa prabhu hai. AhAhAhA ! "jisameM karmone nimittase honevAlA rAgAdise utpanna AkULatA nahIM." anaMtama antaH bahiH javala AhAhAhA! avinAzI rUpase aMtaraMgameM aura bAhyameM pragaTa dedIpyamAna jAnanameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! aMtaraMgameM ekIlA zAMtarasase bharA hai aura bAhyameM bhI Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 256 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 zAMtarasa dikhanemeM AtA hai. zAMta, zAMta, zAMta, zAMta AhAhA! bhaktAmarameM AtA hai ke nahIM? jitanA zAMtarasakA paramANu hai, prabhu e to zarIrameM aisA huA, A to aMdara zAMtikI paryAyameM zAMti itanI hai ke zAMtarasase to bharA hai, paNa paryAyameM zAMti dikhatI hai. AhAhAhA ! zarIrameM to zAMtarasakA paramANu pariNamyA huM e to jaDa, paNa aMtarameM zAMtarasa pUraNa paDayA hai, to usakI paryAyameM bhI zAMta, AhAhA! "upazama rasa varase re prabhu tArA nayanamAM upazama rasa varase re prabhu tArA nayanamAM" jJAnarUpI nayanamAM. AhAhA !AhA! aisA AtmA bhagavAna apanI paryAyameM upazamarasapaNe AtA hai. AhAhA ! bahArase ane aMtarase to dedIpyamAna jAnanameM AtA hai, jo svabhAvase huA hai. usako kisIne koI dravyano karyA nahIM hai. e to anAdi anaMta hai. ema ke svabhAvase huA hai svabhAva hI aisA hai anAdi anaMta koi Izvara usakA kartA hai ke koie banAyA hai aisI e cIja nahIM, e to prabhu AnaMdakaMda, jJAnaghana, akRtrima hai, aNakarAyela hai. AhAhA !jise kisIne nahIM racA. 'sadA udvilAsa' sadA udvilAsa, sadA jisakA vilAsa udayarUpa hai. AhAhAhA ! jisakA arthAt je ekarUpa pratibhAsamAna hai, trikALa ekarUpa hai, aisA paryAyameM bhAsana hotA hai, AhAhA ! hai to kharA paNa hai e bhAsana kisako? huM to hai aisA, paNa paryAyameM aisA pratibhAsa hotA hai ke, A vastu akhaMDAnaMda paripUrNa hai. AhAhA... usako pratibhAsa AyA. AvI vAtuM che. mArga ja aisA hai bhagavAna, jinazAsana A aisA hai. AhAhA ! jinasvarUpI bhagavAna usakA Azrayase jo anubhava AnaMda huA e jainazAsana hai, jainazAsana dravyako nahIM kahA, paryAyako kahA. AhAhA! rAga zAsana e vikAra dazA hai, jinazAsana e vItarAgI dazA hai, dazA ko yahAM zAsana kahA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? "ekarUpa pratibhAsamAna hai" AhAhA ! bhAvArtha- AcAryadeve prArthanA kI hai ke yahu jJAnAnaMdamaya ekAkAra svarUpa jyoti hame sadA prApta raho. AhAhAhAhA ! kahA paMcama ArAnA saMto, jagatane paMcama ArAnA prANI mATe paNa A vAta karate hai, hamako prApta ho aisA tumako bhI prApta ho ema kahete hai. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) * jema mATInA korA vAsaNamAM pANInA TIpAM paDatAM pANI cUsAI jAya : che, pANI dekhAtuM nathI, paNa vadhu pANI paDatAM pANI bahAra dekhAya che, tema A paramAtmatattvanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM huM jJAyaka chuM... jJAyaka chuM... evA deDha : saMskAra aMdaramAM pADe to mithyAtvabhAvano rasa maMda paDato jAya che. haju bhUmikA mithyAtvanI che, paNa mithyAtvano abhAva thavAnA saMskAra paDatAM jAya che. zubhabhAvathI mithyAtvano rasa bhavI-abhavIne anaMtIvAra maMda paDyo che, paNa A jJAyakanA saMskArathI mithyAtvabhAvano abhAva thavAnA saMskAra paDe pachI ekadama ? svabhAvano Azraya letAM svAnubhava thatAM mithyAtvano abhAva thAya che. (deSTinAM nidhAna - 33) : Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA --- 16, zloka 15-16-17 gAthA 16 zloka - 15-16-17 **** 7777 **** (anuSTubh ) eSa jJAnaghano nityamAtmA siddhimabhIpsubhiH / sAdhyasAdhakabhAvena dvidhaikaH smupaasytaam||15|| 257 n have, AgaLanI gAthAnI sUcanArUpe zloka kahe cheH zlo'rthaH- [ eSaH jJAnaghana: AtmA ] A (pUrva'thita ) jJAnasva3pa AtmA che te, [siddhim abhIpsubhiH ] sva3panI pratinA 4279 puruSoo [ sAdhyasAdhakabhAvena ] sAdhyasAdha'bhAvanA lehathI [ dvidhA ] je aDAre, [ eka: ] 4 [ nityam samupAsyatAm ] nitya sevavAyogya che; tenuM sevana karo. bhAvArtha:- AtmA to jJAnasvarUpa eka ja che paraMtu enuM pUrNarUpa sAdhyabhAva che ane apUrNarUpa sAdhakabhAva che; evA bhAvabhedathI be prakAre ekane ja sevavo. 15. daMsaNaNANacarittANi sevidavvANi sAhuNA NiccaM / tANi puNa jANa tiNi vi appANaM ceva Nicchayado / / 16 / / darzanajJAnacaritrANi sevitavyAni sAdhunA nityam / tAni punarjAnIhi trINyapyAtmAnaM caiva nishcytH|| 16 / / yenaiva hi bhAvenAtmA sAdhyaH sAdhanaM ca syAttenaivAyaM nityamupAsya iti svayamAkUya pareSAM vyavahAreNa sAdhunA darzanajJAnacAritrANi nityamupAsyAnIti prtipaadyte| tAni punastrINyapi paramArthenAtmaika eva, vstvntraabhaavaat| yathA devadattasya kasyacit jJAnaM zraddhAnamanucaraNaM ca devadattasvabhAvAnatikramAddevadatta eva na vastvantaram; tathAtmanyapyAtmano -jJAnaM zraddhAnamanucaraNaM cAtmasvabhAvAnatikramAdAtmaiva, na vstvntrm| tata AtmA eka evopAsya iti svayameva pradyotate / sa kila - have, harzana-jJAna-thAritra3Sa sAdhalAva che khema gAthAmAM ur3e che: darzana, vaLI nitya jJAna ne cAritra sAdhu sevavAM; paNa e traNe AtmA ja kevaLa jANa nizcayadRSTimAM. 16. gAthArtha:-[ sAdhunA ] sAdhu puruSe [ darzanajJAnacaritrANi ] harzana, jJAna bhane cAritra [ nityam ] sa6 [ sevitavyAni ] sevavAyogya che; [ puna: ] vaNI [ tAni trINi api ] te traezene [ nizcayataH][nizcayanayathI [ AtmAnaM ca eva ] kheDa khAtmA 4 [ jAnIhi ] bhaeo. TIkA:- A AtmA je bhAvathI sAdhya tathA sAdhana thAya te bhAvathI ja nitya sevavAyogya che ema pote irAdo rAkhIne bIjAone vyavahA2thI pratipAdana kare che ke Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 258 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 "sAdhu puruSe darzana, jJAna, cAritra sadA sevavA yogya che". paNa paramArthathI jovAmAM Ave to e traNeya eka AtmA ja che kAraNa ke teo anya vastu nathI-AtmAnA ja paryAyo che. jema koI devadatta nAmanA puruSanAM jJAna, zraddhAna ane AcaraNa, devadattanA svabhAvane ullaMghatA nahi hovAthI, (teo) devadatta ja che-anya vastu nathI, tema AtmAmAM paNa AtmAnAM jJAna, zraddhAna ane AcaraNa, AtmAnA svabhAvane ullaMghatAM nahi hovAthI, (teo) AtmA ja che-anya vastu nathI. mATe ema svayameva siddha thAya che ke eka AtmA ja sevana karavA yogya che. bhAvArtha:- darzana, jJAna, cAritra-traNe AtmAnA ja paryAyo che, koI judI vastu nathI; tethI sAdhu puruSoe eka AtmAnuM ja sevana karavuM e nizcaya che ane vyavahArathI anyane paNa e ja upadeza karavo. (anupura) darzanajJAnacAritraistritvAdekatvataH svym| mecako'mecakazcApi samamAtmA prmaanntH||16|| have, e ja arthano kalazarUpa zloka kahe che zlokArthaH- [pramANata:] pramANadeSTithI joIe to [ tmA] A AtmA [samam meghava: mevaE: 2 ga]i ekIsAthe aneka avasthArUpa ("mecaka') paNa che ane eka avasthArUpa ("amecaka') paNa che, [ rana-jJAna-vArisai: triFAta] kAraNa ke ene darzana-jJAna-cAritrathI to traNapaNuM che ane [svayama tvataH] potAthI potAne ekapaNuM che. bhAvArtha-pramANadeSTimAM trikALasvarUpa vastu dravyaparyAyarUpa jovAmAM Ave che, tethI AtmA paNa ekIsAthe ekAnekasvarUpa dekhavo. 16. (anukuma). darzanazAnacAritraistribhi: prinnttvtH| eko'pi trisvabhAvatvAdvyavahAreNa meckH||17|| zlokArthaH- [s: ]i AtmA eka che topaNa [vyavadAreT] vyavahAra-STithI joIe to [trirUmAvatvati] traNa-svabhAvapaNAne lIdhe [meva45:] anekAkArarUpa ("mecaka") che, [varNana-jJAna-vAritre: trimi: pariLatatvata:] kAraNa ke darzana, jJAna ane cAritra-e traNa bhAve pariName che. - bhAvArtha-zuddhadravyArthika naye AtmA eka che; A nayane pradhAna karI kahevAmAM Ave tyAre paryAyArthika naya gauNa thayo tethI ekane traNarUpa pariNamato kahevo te vyavahAra thayo, asatyArtha paNa thayo. ema vyavahAranaye AtmAne darzana, jJAna, cAritrarUpa pariNAmone lIdhe "mecaka' kahyo che. 17. Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 16, zloka - 15-16-17 259 pravacana naM. 76 gAthA - 16, zloka - 15-16-17 tA. 2-9-78 zrAvaNa vada 0)) saM. 2504 samayasAra kaLaza 15 hai 15 kaLaza. eSa jJAnaghano nityamAtmA siddhimbhiipsubhiH| sAdhyasAdhakabhAvena dvidhaikaH smupaasytaam|| 15 / / kayA kahete hai. "eSa jJAnaghana AtmA" A bhagavAna AtmA to jJAna svarUpI trikALa, e svarUpanI prAtinA Icchaka puruSoe, svarUpanI prAptinAM abhilASI puruSoe sAdhya sAdhaka bhAvake bhedase, e AtmA pUrNa svarUpa zuddha te sAdhya ane apUrNa svarUpa te sAdhaka. AtmA je jJAyaka trikALa jJAna svarUpa vo dRSTikA jo viSaya e AtmAko sAdhya sAdhaka bhAvase sevanA usakA artha? sAdhya nAma pUrNa mokSanI paryAya, kevaLajJAnanI paryAya e sAdhya hai, e AtmAnI pUrNa nirmaLa dazA te sAdhya ane apUrNa nirmaLa dazA te sAdhaka. rAgAdi sAdhaka ne pUrNa sAdhya aisA nahIM. samajameM AyA? AtmA jJAnAnaMda svarUpa prabhu vo vastu svabhAva ekarUpa trikALa Isako do prakArase sevanA, eka to sAdhya je pUrNa AnaMda ne pUrNa kevaLajJAna e sAdhya e paNa AtmAnI pUrNa dazA ane AtmAnI zraddhA jJAna ne cAritra je nizcaya e sAdhaka dazA e AtmAnI zuddhatAnI apUrNa dazA e sAdhaka ane AtmAnI pUrNa dazA te sAdhya. samajameM AyA? | svarUpakI prAsike icchaka puruSoe sAdhya sAdhaka bhAvake bhedase eka hI nitya sevana karane yogya hai. AhAhAhA! e AtmA je pUrNa svarUpa zuddha usakI nizcaya samyagdarzana jJAna ne cAritra je nirvikalpa AnaMda je apUrNa sAdhaka dazA te pUrNa sAdhyanuM kAraNa che. pUrNa sAdhya je paramAtma dazA IsakA vo sAdhaka hai. vyavahAra ratnatraya sAdhaka hai aura nizcaya sAdhya hai aisA hI nahIM. tema vartamAnameM vyavahAra sAdhaka hai ane nizcaya je sAdhakabhAva haiM sAdhyakA kAraNa usakA vyavahAra kAraNa ne nizcaya sAdhaka kArya aisA hI nahIM. Arere ! samajameM AyA? paMDitajI nathI? gayA? ThIka. AtmA eTale puSya ne pApake vikalpase rahita pUrNajJAnaghana, usakI apekSA lekara, Azraya lekara jo zuddha samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra nizcaya svake Azrayase pragaTa huA e sAdhaka dazA apUrNa hai, ane pUrNa kevaLajJAnanI prApti e sAdhya dazA pUrNa che. to pUrNa ne apUrNa doya AtmA dvArA sAdhana karanA AtmA apUrNa zuddhatA se pariNamana karanA e sAdhaka hai, ane AtmA pUrNa nirmaLapaNe sAdhya pragaTa kare e sAdhya hai. samajameM AyA? vyavahAra ratnatraya sAdhaka hai ane nizcaya sAdhaka paryAya e sAdhya hai aisA nahIM. tema vyavahAra ratnatraya sAdhaka hai ane sAdhya kevaLajJAna hai aisA bhI nahIM. samAjameM AyA? AhAhA.... vAta evI bhAI ! cauda gAthAmeM darzana kA adhikAra calA. paMdarameM jJAnanA adhikAra, have solamImeM darzana jJAna ne cAritra tInakA adhikAra sAthameM. AhAhA. apanA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNa A. 1 thI 8 Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26O samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 saccidAnaMda usakA e AtmA hI apUrNa sAdhaka zuddhatApaNe pariNamana kare e usakI sAdhaka dazA, ane vohI AtmA pUrNa sAdhyakI dazA pragaTa kare e usakA dhyeya, vo sAdhaka paNa AtmAnI zuddha dazA e sAdhaka huM ane AtmAnI pUrNa zuddha dazA te dhyeya nAma sAdhya che. AhAhA... samajameM AyA? (zrotAH- vyavahAra naya sAdhaka to kahevAyane?) vyavahAranaya sAdhaka to nimittase kathana hai. ye hai nahIM, huM nahIM usako kahenA nAma vyavahAra hai. AhAhA ! (zrotAH- dazAko dhyeya kahA) pUrNa dazAko dhyeya kahA. apUrNa dazA ko sAdhaka kahA, samajameM nahIM AyA? puNya pApakA vikalpa se rahita bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, usakA pUrNa dazA zuddhatAnI pUrNa dazA e sAdhya ane zuddhatAnI apUrNa dazA te sAdhaka. AhAhAhA.. evI vAta che. A vyavahAranA rasiyAne A kaThaNa paDe evuM che vyavahAra karatAM karatAM sAdhaka dazA pragaTa thaze aura vyavahAra karatAM karatAM sAdhya kevaLajJAna pragaTa thaze. e saba bAta jUTha che. AhAhA... samajameM AyA? AhAhA! yahAM to do prakArase eka hI AtmA, ema che ne? do prakArase eka hI AtmA, to AtmA to puNya pApase rahita e AtmA zuddha AnaMdaghana e eka hI do prakArase sevana karanA. AhAhA... e AtmAkI apUrNa sAdhaka nirmaLa upayoga dazA, zuddha upayoga dazA, e sAdhaka ane pUrNa sAdhya kevaLajJAna dazA e sAdhya, bicameM vyavahAra koI kAraNa hai ke phAraNa hai e IsameM hai hI nahIM. (zrotA:- kathaMcit hotA hai ) kathaMcit hotA he sAdhaka zuddha e - dravya nahIM e kathaMcit kayA kahA e? dravya je trikALI hai e kathaMcit sAdhaka hai aisA nahIM, e nirmaLa paryAya e sAdhaka hai. nirmaLa paryAyakA dhyeya to (trikALI dravya) yaha hai paNa ahiMyA e lenA nahIM hai. ahIMyA to trikALI AnaMdakaMda prabhu usakA avalaMbanase zuddhatA- zuddha upayoga darzana jJAna cAritra e pragaTa huI usako (dazAko) ahIMyA sAdhaka kAraNa kahenemeM AtA hai, aura usakI pUrNa sAdhya dazA zuddha kArya sAdhyadazA kahenemeM AtI hai. bhASA to ghaNI sAdI paNa have ene, samajameM AyA? AhA! ajANyA mANasane to evuM lAge A zuM che? kAraNa koi di' A dharma zuM cIja che, atyAre to saMpradAyamAMya e cAlatI nathI kaMI. A vrata karo ne tapasyA karI ne bhakti karo ne pUjA karo ne e to badhI rAganI kriyA he bhAI, e koI sAdhaka nathI. AhAhA... - sAdhaka to Isako ahIMyA kahenemeM AtA hai, guNasthAna, cothethI 12me taka sAdhaka kahete hai 13 meM sAdhya kahete hai, to e cothAguNasthAnakI je dazA e pAMcamanI chaThThAnI dazA svAtmAkA dhyeyase, Azrayase jo samyagdarzana jJAna, azuddhatAko choDakara zuddha dazA apUrNa pragaTa huI Isako yAM sAdhaka kahenemeM AtA hai. sAdhaka kaho ke kAraNa kaho. samajameM AyA? ane e AtmAkI pUrNa nirmaLa dazA sAdhya kaho ke kArya kaho, pATaNIjI! pote ja kAraNa ne pote ja kArya. AhA ! ahIMyA e ja siddha karanA hai. bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu apUrNa zuddhatApaNe pariName te kAraNa ane te sAdhaka te bhagavAna pUrNa sAdhya nirmaLapaNe pariName te kArya ne te sAdhya. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? (zrotA - kArya to dravyane Azraye thAya che.) nahIM, atyAre ahIMyA dhyeyakI ahIM bAta Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 16, zloka - 15-16-17 261 nahIM hai saMskRta TIkAmAM dhyeya liyA hai kaLaza TIkAkAre, paNa ahIMyA A lenA A, dhyeya banAkara dravya svabhAvako dhyeya banAkara je paryAyameM samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra huA, usako ahIMyA AtmA sAdhakapaNe pariNamyA ema kahenemeM AtA hai. bhale dhyeya dRSTi tyAM huM e ahIMyA bAta nahIM. dravyanA trikALa dhyeyakA avalaMbanase samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra huA paNa ahIMyA samyagdarzana cAritra je huA zuddha, usako kAraNarUpa sAdhakarUpa kahIne, pUrNa dazAko kAryarUpa kahIne sAdhyadazA kahenemeM AyA hai. eka hI AtmA apUrNapaNe azuddhapaNe pariNamanA ye hI AtmA pUrNapaNe pariNamanA e kAraNa ne kArya hai. AhA! samajameM AyA? AkarI vAta bhAI ! lokone aMtara A bhagavAna aMdara, AhAhA ! e pUraNa pUraNa pUraNa svabhAva jisakA svabhAva hai, e apUrNa ane viparIta kaise ho ? AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa AnaMda Adi, jJAna Adi, zAMti Adi, svacchatA Adi, prabhutA Adi, pUrNa svabhAvanA, bhara-bhara bharapUra, "bhara' zabda eka amAre ahIM kAThIyAvADamAM cAle che. gADAmAM Avene gADA mAla bharate haiM ne? bhara bharyA kahevAya. paccIsa maNa pacAsa maNa bhara, bhara bharyA kahevAya. aise zAstram bhara AtA hai, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA bhara hai. AhAhAhA ! pUrNa jJAna, pUrNa zAMti, pUrNa prabhutA, usako dhyeya banAkara samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra jo nizcaya huA usako zuddhatAkI apUrNatA hai, vo kAraNa usako sAdhaka kahA ane kAraNa kahA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ane e dravya hI pUrNapaNe-zuddhapaNe pariName AhAhA.. dravya hI azuddhapaNe apUrNapaNe pariName, ema dravya hI zuddhapaNe paripUrNapaNe pariName e sAdhaka sAdhya e hI hai. AhAhA ! A cAritra adhikAra liyA ne sAthameM, AhA... darzana jJAnako adhikAra to A gayA hai beya. (gAthA) 14 meM samyagdarzana, 15 meM samyajJAna. AhAhA ! e zrotAnI vyAkhyA judI e zrotAnI vyAkhyA che. e jaina dharmanI zraddhA hoM, e hujI samakita nathI tyAM, samakita to pachInAM anubhavIne leze tyAM, zrotA aisA honA cAhiye ke jene jaina dharmanI yathArtha zraddhA ho samakita nahIM, anubhava nahIM hajI. AtA hai ne vo? ane pIche zrotA pIche liyA hai ke anubhavI AtmAkA anubhavI zrotA ho to vo to barAbara hai, kyoMki usako kayA kahete hai usakA khyAla usako barAbara AtA hai, samajameM AyA? AhAhA! hai ke nahIM usameM? mokSamArga prakAzaka hai ne e, graMthanI pramANatA pachI zrotAnI (vAta) Ave che, "zrotAnuM svarUpa" dekho, vaLI je jaina dharmanA draDha zraddhALu, yahAM hajI anubhava na lenA, anubhavanI pIche vAta AyegA, anubhava AyegA, paNa pache. ahIMyA to anubhava binA prANI jaina dharmanI zraddhA barAbara hai, anyakI nahIM bilakula. aisA zraddhALu jIva nAnA prakAranA zAstro sAMbhaLavAne jenI buddhi nirmaLa thaI che. aura vyavahAra nizcayanayanuM svarUpa yathArthapaNe jANI sAMbhaLelA arthane yathArtha rIte nizcaya jANI avadhAre che, e zrotAnI vyAkhyA che. samajameM AyA? ane pIche zrotAmeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! jisako AtmajJAna na ho to upadezakA marma samajI sakate nahIM. AhAhA! hai? mATe AtmajJAna vaDe je svarUpano AsvAdI huA hai. AhAhA! AtmajJAna dvArA AtmAnAM AsvAdI huA hai, te jaina dharmano rahasyamaya zrotA hai, e jaina dharmanA marmakA zrotA hai. samajameM AyA? Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 262 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhA ! (zrotA - ye anubhavI hai?) kayA kahete hai? e tyAM anubhavI hai. pahele hajI zrotA hai ItanA basa, jainadharmanI zraddhA hai, anya dharmanI nahIM. e zraddhALu jIva zrotAne lAyaka che. ItanA. paNa jo anubhavI jIva ho e to rahasyako jAnanevAlA hai. samajameM AyA? mArga bApA bahu jhINo bhAI ! apUrva ane sUkSma. AhAhAhA... A pahelA adhyAyamAM hai ne. ahiMyA kahete hai. AhAhA.. jisa, (jo) pUrNa prAtikA abhilASI hai, siddhi pUrNa prAtikA abhIlASI hai, aisA jIvako je apanA pUrNAnaMda prabhu aMtara AtmA, usakA aMtara AtmAne Azraye je zuddha samyagdarzana, zuddha samyajJAna ane zuddha cAritranI ramaNatA e tInoM huI hai e sAdhaka kahenemeM AtA hai. kayuM ki zuddhikI paripUrNatA nahIM, zudhdhinI apUrNatA hai, e kAraNa usako sAdhaka kahenemeM AtA hai, aura zuddhikI pUrNatA jisako prApta huI usako ahIMyA sAdhya nAma prApti karaneke lAyaka e sAdhya kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. A badhuM grIka leTIna jevuM lAge ajANyAne to, che e khabara che, kAMI khabara nahIM dharma zuM che A kayA cIja hai. AhAhA... sarvajJa trilokanAtha jinezvaradeve je dharma kahA, e sAdhakapaNA pariNamanako dharma kahA. samaja AyA? dharmI aisA jo bhagavAna AtmA usameM jo anaMta jJAnAdi dharma paDA hai, dharmI aisA bhagavAna prabhu usameM anaMta AnaMda jJAnAdi dharma paDA hai. usakA lakSase, usakA Azraya se, paryAyameM jo zuddhatA pragaTa huI e paryAyakA dharma. vo dravya svabhAva usakA guNa dravyanA dharma ane dravyane Azraye je pragaTa dazA huI e paryAyadharma, AvI vAtuM che. e apUrNa zuddha paryAya dharma usako ahIMyA sAdhaka kahA, ane pUrNa sAdhya dazA zuddha usako ahIMyA sAdhya kahA. bhAvArtha AtmA to jJAna svarUpa eka hI hai, juo lyo e to eka ja prakAre bhagavAna zuddha caitanya hai, paraMtu usakA pUrNarUpa sAdhyabhAva hai, dekho aura apUrNarUpa sAdhaka bhAva hai, aise bhAva bhedase do prakArase eka kA hI sevana karanA do prakArase paNa eka hI AtmA kA sevana karanA. have, darzana-jJAna-cAritrarUpa sAdhakabhAva che ema gAthAmAM kahe che - (gAthA) lyo soLa soLa - daMsaNaNANacarittANi sevidavvANi sAhuNA NiccaM / tANi puNa jANa tiNNi vi appANaM ceva Nicchayado / / 16 / / darzana, vaLI nitya jJAna ne cAritra sAdhu sevavAM; paNa e traNe AtmA ja kevaLa jANa nizcayaSTimAM. 16. TIkAH yaha AtmA, yaha AtmA kaisA? jisa bhAvase paryAyase sAdhyane sAdhana ho "yenaiva hi bhAvanAtmA sAdhya:' A AtmA ema pUrNa AnaMdaghana aisA AtmA jisa bhAvase sAdhya ne sAdhana ho usa bhAvase nitya sevana karane yogya hai. AhAhAhA.. jisa bhAvase sAdhana nAma sAdhakapaNA ho, jisa bhAvase sAdhya ho, e rIte AtmAko sevana karanA. AhAhA... are sevana karanekA artha, dhyAnakI paryAyameM dhyeya banAkara AtmAmeM ekAgratA honA. AhAhA. "Isa prakAra svayaM vicAra karake dUsaroMko vyavahArase pratipAdana karate hai" dUsaroMko vyavahArase pratipAdana karate hai, dUsaroMko vyavahArase pratipAdana karate hai, tIna bola AyA ne? Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 16, zloka - 15-16-17 263 darzana jJAna cAritra vyavahAra huA. paryAya nirmaLa hai ye vyavahAra huA. AhAhA.... nizcaya jJAyakabhAva trikALI nizcaya huA, aura usake Azrayase jo paryAya nirmaLa samyagdarzana jJAna huA e paryAya huI to vyavahAra huA. AhAhAhA. e sAdhu puruSoko darzana-jJAna-cAritrakA sevana karane yogya hai, vyavahAranayase kathana hai e. loko paryAyase samajate hai, e kAraNa paryAyase kathana karanemeM AyA, ke AtmAko darzana jJAna cAritrase sevana karanA, vo to paryAya huI paNa paryAyase samajate hai to e apekSAe samajAyA. bAkI sevana karanA hai to AtmAkA, AhAhA... AvI vAtuM jhINI bahu paDe. are koI di' abhyAsa nahIM. jyAM bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu tyAM jhukAva nahIM, e camatkArIka cIjakA khyAla nahIM. AhAha usako ahIMyA sAdhaka sAdhya kayA hai e khyAlamAM, rahasya khyAlameM AnA muzkila hai, tethI kahAne zrotAmAM ke samakitI jJAnI jo zrotA ho to usako sUnanemeM, rahasya samajanemeM AtA he. AhAhA.. AhAhA ! sAdhana usa bhAvase nitya nitya sevanA karane yogya hai, nitya yahu AtmA je bhAvase sAdhya sAdhaka ho usa bhAvase hI AtmA nitya sevana karane yogya hai. AhAhA ! Isa prakArase (svayaM) vicAra karake dUsaroM ko vyavahArase pratipAdana karate hai, tIna AyAne? sAdhu puruSako darzana jJAna cAritra sadA sevana karane yogya hai. AhAhA! vyavahAra ratnatrayakI to ahIMyA vAteya nahIM. kAraNake e to rAga hai ne e to baMdhakA kAraNa che. AhAhA. evI vAtuM che. kintu paramArthase dekhA jAye to e tIno eka AtmA hI hai' kayA kahete hai? samyagdarzana zAna cAritra e tIna hai e to bhedarUpa huA to vyavahAra huA, kayA? je AtmA pUrNAnaMda prabhu usakI aMtara nizcaya samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra, nizcaya darzana (jJAna) cAritra e dravyanI apekSAe paryAyakA bheda vyavahAra huA. AhAhA... samAjameM AyA? sAdhu puruSoko darzana jJAna cAritra yukta, kintu paramArthase, vyavahArase e bAta kiyA, darzana jJAna cAritrakA sevanA yaha paramArthase? AhAhAhA... puNyane dayA dAna vrata vyavahArase e ahIM liyA hI nahIM, ne e vyavahAreya nahIM, e to asadabhUta vyavahAra. AhAhA... judA vyavahAra ane A AtmA jJAyaka svarUpakI zraddhA jJAna ne cAritra je nirmaLa e tInoM kahenA e vyavahAra hai, AhAhAhA ! tInakI sevA karanA e vyavahAra hai. paramArthase aisA dekhA jAye to tInoM eka AtmA hI hai, tInoM bheda hai ne e AtmA hI hai, AtmAkI paryAya to e AtmA hI hai, tIna bheda hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vyAkhyA have. jJAnacaMdajI! bhagavAna AtmAko darzana jJAna cAritrase sevanA, AhAhA... to kahete hai ke kArya nizcaya je samyagdarzana jJAna paNa paryAya huM ne bheda hai to vyavahAra kahA, paramArthe to eka hI AtmAkA sevana karanA. AhAhA... samajameM AyA? A to (zrotA:- rahasyanA udghATana hai) hA, A vastu aisI hai. AhAhA... sAdhu puruSako, sAdhu Isako kahIe, AhAhA... ke je sAdhe, sAdhe Iti sAdhu, darzana jJAna cAritrako sAthe vyavahArase, o vyavahAra ratnatraya vikalpa e nahIM, ahIM to traNa bhedako sAdhe e vyavahArase kahenemeM AtA hai, paryAya hai ne? bheda huA ne? AhAhA.... (zrotA- e hI Atma Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 264 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vyavahAra) e Atama vyavahAra, rAgAdi manuSya vyavahAra. tyAM kahA hai pravacanasAra 94 gAthA, Atama vyavahAra, AhAhA....dayA dAna dratAdi je vikalpa e manuSya vyavahAra, gatikA vyavahAra, gati prApta karanekA bhava, ane bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa svarUpakI nizcaya dRSTi jJAna ne ramaNatA te Atma vyavahAra. 94 meM liyA hai, pravacanasAra Atama vyavahAra (zrotA:- avicalita cetanA vilAsa) e avicalita cetanA vilAsa e Atma vyavahAra, apanI zuddha pariNati samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra e avicalita vilAsa cetanA e Atma vyavahAra. AhAhAhAhA! paramArtha vacanikAmeM aisA liyA hai vacanikAmeM ke loko adhyAtmanA vyavahAra bI jAnate nahIM. Agama kA vyavahAra jo hai e sAdhate hai ne, mAnate hai ke ame kAMI sAdhaka huA. vyavahAra je AgamamAM kahA aisA sAdhate hai, ne paNa adhyAtmanA vyavahAra bhI jAnate nahIM emAM likhA hai. adhyAtmanA vyavahAra zuddha bhagavAnanA avalaMbanase je nizcaya samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra, e adhyAtmakA vyavahAra che. AhAhAhA ! bhAre bhAI vAtuM. samajameM AyA? paramArthase dekhA jAye to ye tIno, tIna paryAya huI ne? eka AtmA hI hai, kayoMki ye anya vastu nahIM, e paryAya koI anerI vastu nahIM, AtmAkI hai, kintu AtmAkI hI paryAya hai. AhAhA !... samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra nizcaya e AtmAkI paryAya hai, mATe AtmA hai ema kahete hai. (zrotA - paryAyako AtmA zuM kahAM?) kahA, vyavahAra hai ne, e paryAya vyavahAra e AtmA hI hai. vyavahAra e paryAya. nizcayameM ekarUpa hai. ye kyA dekho, jaise kisI devadatta nAmaka puruSake, devadata nAme puruSake jJAna zraddhAna aura AcaraNa devadattake svabhAvakA ullaMghana nahIM karanese, devadattake svabhAvakA usakA jJAna zraddhAna AcaraNa ullaMghana nahIM karate, devadatta hI hai devadattakI zraddhA jJAna ne cAritra e devadatta hI huM AhAhAhA. anya vastu nahIM. usI prakAra AtmAmeM bhI AtmAne jJAna zraddhAna AcaraNa, ahIM jJAna pahele liyA dekho. samajameM AyA? olAmAM kahA sAdhu puruSako darzana jJAna cAritra sadA sevana karane yogya hai. ahIM liyA AtmAmeM bhI, AhAhA.. AtmAne zAna zraddhAna AcaraNa AtmA ke svabhAvakA ullaMghana na karanese, e AtmAnA svabhAva ullaMghana nahIM, svabhAvakI pariNati hai, AhAhA... e vibhAva pariNati nahIM. vyavahAra rAgakI pariNati A nahIM. AhAhAhA.. Avo mArga che. e AtmAnA jJAna, AtmAkA zraddhAna, AtmAkA AcaraNa aMdara ramaNatA hoM zuddhatA e AtmAne svabhAvakA ullaMghana nahIM karanese AhAhAhA... AtmA hI hai, e apekSAe AtmA trikALI svabhAva hai usakA pariNamana svabhAvamAM huA ye AtmA hI hai, svabhAvakA ullaMghana nahIM karate vibhAgameM nahIM jAte. AhAhAhA ! AtmA hI hai anya vastu nahIM. jema devadattanI apekSAe, Isaliye svayameva e siddha hotA hai, svayama eva hai, svathI siddha hotA hai eka AtmA hI sevana karane yogya hai dekho, olA tIna sevana karane yogya kahA thA. AhAhA... paramArthe to eka AtmA hI sevana karane yogya hai. AhAhAhA! paMDitajI ! tInoM je sevana karanekA kahA e vyavahAra paryAya, paNa paryAya usakI hai to vyavahAra kaha, zuddha, nizcayase to eka AtmA hI sevana karane yogya hai eka AtmA tIna Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 265 gAthA - 16, zloka - 15-16-17 bhedeya nahIM. AhAhA! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu usakI eka hI sevanA karanA basa usameM se darzana jJAna cAritra prApta hotA hai bheda, AhAhA... hai ke nahIM sAme pATha hai. bhAvArtha-darzana jJAna cAritra tInoM AtmAkI paryAya hai, dekho. samyaphanizcaya samyagdarzanaka bAta hai hoM ahIMyA. vyavahAra samakita ne e to kathanamAtra e koI vastu nahIM. AhAhA.... vyavahAra to eka kathanamAtra kI cIja jJAna karAneko hai, koI e cIja vastu mArga nahIM e. AhAhA.... deva guru dharmanI zraddhA, paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma, zAstra taraphanA zAstrajJAna e koI sAdhaka nahIM. AhAhAhA!. e to kathanamAtra vyavahAra kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhA! have AmAM navarA ke di' thAvuM. eya mahendrabhAi ! dhaMdhA ADe navarAza na maLe olA bApa marI gayA to vaLI pote ghUsI gayA aMdara, chokarA ne bhAio sAthe. A to dAkhalo eno hoM badhAnI vAta che ne ? AhAhAhA ! prabhu tAre karanekA kAma bahota bhinna hai. AhAhA... e pravRttikA pariNAma to rAgadveSa ne ajJAna hai. AhAhA. (zrotA: paMDitajI kahete hai Apane gujarAtImeM kahe diyA) kyA kahA? e to daSTAMta diyA vo vepArameM ghUsa jAte haiM ne? ema che bhAI. A amAre bhAI hai ne ghUsa jAte hai ne amerIkA ne rakhaDate hai, hasamukhabhAI AvyA che? nathI AvyA nahIM ? bhAvanagarathI. kAla AvyA hatAM. bapore Avaze. Aje zanivAra che ne? kAle AvyA hatA bapore koI kahetuM 'tuM nivRtti laI lIdhI, pAMca lAkha rUpiyA basa khalAsa! (zrotA:- paNa amArI pAse paNa pAMca lAkha thavA to dho) pAMca lAkhe zuM, karoDo paDyA che enI pAse dhULa AhAhA.. godIkAjI! pAMca lAkha thavA dho kahe che. pAMca lAkha zuM? pAMca karoDa thavA dyo ema. AhAhA... paNa pAMca karoDa thAya toya kyAM have AtmAmeM kyA? AhAhA... e to para cIja hai, para cIja usakI pAsa AtI hai? parako to chUte hI nahIM kabhI tIna kALameM, lakSmIko chUte hI nahIM tIna kALameM, zarIrano chUte hI nahIM tIna kALameM strIkA zarIrako chate hI nahIM tIna kALameM. hAthamAM A paisA hai to usako chUte hI nahIM AtmA tIna kALameM. AhAhAhA.... trIjI gAthAmeM AyA hai ne, trIjI? samayasAra, ke dareka padArtha apanA apanA guNa ne paryAyarUpI dharmako cUMbate hai, paNa anya dravyanI paryAyako kabhI tIna kALameM cuMbate nahIM. AhAhAhA... trIjI gAthA che. (zrotA:- nizcaya se) vyavahAra to kathanamAtra, haiM nahIM, hai. nizcayase cUMbate nahI, vyavahArase cuMbate hai. hai? e nizcayase cUMbate nahIM aise paramArthase bhI cUMbate nahI, vyavahAraseya cUMbate nahIM. AhAhA.. AhAhA! kahunemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA.. bhagavAneya ema vyavahArase kahe, zarIra ne AtmA eka hai ema vyavahAranayase kahenemeM AtA hai, apane na AyA pahele samayasArameM? paNa vyavahAra hai ne nimittarUpe hai to batAte hai itanA, paNa e saccA nahIM hai. AhAhAhA.. ahIM to darzana jJAna ne cAritra je apanA bhagavAnanA avalaMbanase utpanna honavAlI paryAya, usako vyavahAra kahA, bheda hai ne? AhAhAhA... hajI to AgaLa legA e darzana jJAna cAritra nizrayakA jo hai paryAya e bhedako mecaka kahA hai. kaLazamAM AyegA, mecaka e malina hai. Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 266 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhAhAhA... malinakA artha? ke tIna bheda hai, to e malina kahenemeM AtA (hai) bhedako aura abhedako nirmaLa kahene meM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! eka jAnIe dekhIe, ramI rahIe eka Thora, samaLa vimaLa na vicArIye ehI siddhI nahIM aura eka jANIe dekhIe, bhagavAna AtmAne jANanA dekhanA ne ramanA basa, ehI sidhdhi, nahIM ora, "samaLa' vyavahAranA bheda e samaLa kahenemeM AtA hai. nizcayako abhedako nirmaLa kahenemeM AtA hai. samaLa nirmaLa, bheda na vicArIye, ehI e sidhdhi nahIM aura, zloka hai gAthAno kaLaza Avaze usakA zloka samayasAra nATakameM, amAre virajIbhAI bahu kahetA, virajI vakila-kAThiyAvADameM digaMbara zAstranA abhyAsa pahele usako, bahota varSa huA nevuM ekANu varSe gujarI gayA e to, A vAraMvAra kahetA, eka dekhIe jANIe, eka bhagavAna trilokanA nAtha ene dekhIe, jANIe, ramIe basa, samaLa vimaLa na vicArIe, bheda ane abhedakA vicAra nahIM karanA. AhAhA! ehI sidhdhi, ehI muktikA upAya hai. nahi aura anya upAya hai hi nahIM. AhAhA.. AkarI vAtuM lAge mANasane, siddhAMta ja aisA hai, vastukI sthiti aisI hai. lokone maLI nathI sAMbhaLavAne garabaDa kare eTale kAMI satya thaI jAya ? ane bahu mANasa mAne mATe satya ho jAe? satya to satya hi hai, mAnanevAlA thoDA ghaNAM usake kAraNase e satya nahIM hai, ke bahota mANasa mAnate hai usake kAraNase e satya hai ane thoDA mAnate hai mATe asatya hai aisI koI cIja nahIM, AhA! samajameM AyA? bhagavAna AtmA! AhAhA ! kAle eka hindI be jaNA hatA, gayA ke nahIM. hiMdI be jaNa AvyA'tA koI, bahota khuzI hotA thA, ApaNane ajANyA hatA. AhAhA.. A vAta saphaLa jIvana. (zrotA:- mAlAmAla kara diyA ema kahete the!) heM ! kAla do kahete the. AyA thA, zAmako AyA thA. A kyAMnA che kAMI khabara nahIM paNa, ohoho... A vastu sthiti jiMdagIne saphaLa karanekI cIja hai. e to bicArA khuzI thayA ke saphaLa huA A amArA avatAra, AhAhA ! are A prabhunI vAta, AhAhA ! bhagavAnanA samIpe jAnA, aura dUrase haThanA, AhAhA..! rAgAdi vikalpase huThanA ane trikALI AnaMdakA nAthanI samIpameM jAnA e mArga hai. bhAvArtha- AtmA darzana jJAna cAritra tInoM AtmAkI paryAya hai, koI bhinna vastu nahIM. Isaliye sAdhu puruSoko eka AtmAko hI sevana karanA hI nizcaya hai. dekho traNakA (bhedakA) sevana choDakara ekakA sevana, AhAhA.. aura vyavahArase dUsaroM ko bhI yahI upadeza karanA cAhIye. AhAhA! IsI arthakA kaLazarUpa kAvya. (anukuma). darzanajJAnacAritraistritvAdekatvataH svym| mecako'mecakazcApi samamAtmA prmaanntH||16 / / AhAhAhA ! dekho, pramANa dRSTie dekhA jAye, abhedane bheda doko dekhanese pramANase dekhanA. pramANa nAma abhedako dekhanA ne bhedako dekhanA e pramANa dRSTi hai, pramANa dRSTie dekhA jAye to yahu eka hi AtmA ekI sAthe aneka avasthArUpa mecaka bhI hai. AhAhAhAhA... Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 267 gAthA - 16, zloka - 15-16-17 samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra je AtmAne avalaMbe je nizcaya huA. usako ahiMyA paryAya hai, bheda hai mATe mecaka kahA. vyavahAra hai, mela hai. AhAhAhA ! bheda upara lakSa karegA to rAga utpanna hogA. mecaka hai, vyavahAra hai, AhAhA! kayA kahA? eka hI sAthe aneka avasthArUpa eTale samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrarUpa aura eka avasthArUpa abheda bhI hai, aneka avasthArUpa bhI hai ane ekarUpa bhI hai, ekarUpa hai e nizcaya, aneka avasthArUpa hai e vyavahAra, doko eka sAtha jAnanA e pramANa. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? AvuM darzana jJAna cAritrane to tritatva hai aura apanese apaneko ekatva hai. dekho! vo mecaka hai e darzana jJAna cAritrase tritatva hai e mecaka hai, tInapaNAM hai vyavahAra hai aura apanese ekapakA bhAva nizcaya hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM Ate hai! gAthA alaukika thI saba. 13, 14, 15, 16, 13 se calI hai zikSaNa zibiramAM. AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA aMdara ekarUpa hai to usakI sevanA e nizcaya hai aura usakI paryAya bhede sevanA kahenA e mecaka nAma vyavahAra hai. rAga ne vyavahAra ratnatrayakA sevana kI bAta ahIMyA hai nahIM. ahIM to nizcaya ratnatrayakI sevanA vo paryAya hai mATe vyavahAra hai, mATe mecaka hai, ane eka kA sevanA e abheda ne amecaka hai. eka ko sevanA e abheda hai, nizcaya hai, amecaka hai, paryAya bhedako sevanA e mecaka hai, vyavahAra hai, aneka hai. AhAhA ! e aneka avasthAko bhI jAnanA ane ekarUpa cIjako jo jAnanA e pramANajJAna kahenemeM AtA hai. AvI bhASA, kaI jAtanI A? grIka leTIna jevuM lAge ajANyA mANAne to zuM che A? olI vAta evI sahelI hoya ke A karo, A karo ne A karo ne A karo, thaI rahyuM jAva. bhagavAnanuM dhyAna karo. bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karo. AhAhA ! dhULamAMya nahi huM e to saba vikalpa rAga huM bhagavAna to AtmA hai usakA smaraNa karanA darzana jJAna cAritram e bhI bheda hai. AhAhAhAhA ! ane ekarUpe aMdaramAM ramaNa karanA e abheda eka hai e nizcaya hai. AhAhAhA! bhAvArtha- pramANa dRSTimeM tInakALa svarUpa vastu dravya paryAya svarUpa dekhI jAtI hai, dekho! pramANa daSTie, pramANa nAma dravya ne paryAya dokA jJAna karanese, pramANa deSTimeM tIna kALa svarUpa vastu, dravya ne paryAya dohi dekhI jAtI hai. dravya bhI dekhA jAtA hai ne paryAya bhI dekhI jAtI hai, isIliye AtmAko bhI ekI sAtha eka anekarUpa dekhanA cAhie, vastu tarIke eka, paryAya tarIke aneka. doko eka sAtha dekhanA e pramANa jJAna hai. pra-mANa nAma dravya ne paryAyanuM mApa karanevAluM jJAna. AhAhA! pramANa prakaSTa mApa karanevAlA aneka paryAyako mA5 kare te vyavahAra hai, ekarUpakA pramANa kare te nizcaya, e do milakara pramANa hai. AhA... are AvI vAtuM che. bApA! A samayasAra olo kahe ke paMdara divasamAM vAMcI gayo. ThIka bApA (zrotA- hoMziyAra hoya to vAMcI de) hoMziyAra dhULameM hai nahIM. AhAhA!(zrotA - vAMcavAmAM bahu hoMziyAra haze) vAMce toya zuM kare. kIdhuM nahotuM bhAI e rAmajIbhAIe kahyuM na hatuM rAmajIbhAIe kAle, be rAtamAM vAMcI nAkhyuM hatuM. emAM zuM? AhAhA ! enA bhAva "vAMce paNa nahIM kare vicAra, e samaje nahiM saghaLo sAra" amAre copaDImeM AtA thA ye. poNoso varSa pahele, paDhanemeM AtA thA vAMce paNa nahIM kare vicAra dalapatarAma thA kavi, e vAMce paNa nahIM kare vicAra, kayA hai? A Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 268 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kayA kahete hai, bhAvakA khabara nahi e samaje nahi saghaLo sAra, kAMI samaje nahi sAra dhULadhANI, samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! ethI mokSamArga prakAzakameM kahAne, samakitI anubhavI zrotA hai, paNa rahasyako jAnanevAlA hai kaI apekSAse kahA vo jAnanevAlA hai nizcaya vyavahArako jAnanevAlA hai, anubhavI hoM. AhAhAhA ! naya, aba naya vivakSA kahate hai paheluM pramANa kiyA dravya ne paryAya dokA jJAna eka sAtha karanA e pramANa hai, dokA eka sAthe jJAna karanA e pramANa hai, have eka kA, eka kI jJAna karanA e nizcaya hai. darzanajJAnacAritraistribhiH prinnttvtH| eko'pi trisvabhAvatvAdvyavahAreNa meckH|| 17 / / AhAhAhA! AtmA eka hai tathApi vyavahAraSTise dekhA jAya to tIna svabhAvarUpatAke kAraNa, traNa svabhAva hoM, A jJAna darzana cAritra nizcaya svabhAva, AhAhAhA ! tIna svabhAvarUpatAne kAraNa, tIna eTale traNa prakAranA. samajameM AyA? anekAkAra e mecaka eTale anekAkArarUpa, e mecaka hai, traNa darzana jJAna ne cAritra e mecaka hai, bheda hai, vyavahAra hai. AhAhA! kaLaza TIkAmeM to aisA kahA hai, ke mecaka nAma malina kahenekA vyavahAra hai. samajameM AyA? kaLazaTIkA hai ne? 17mo che ne, 17 mo kaLaza kaLaza 17 meM AyA, dekho! vyavahAraNe guNaguNIrUpa bheda deSTise malina hai, mecakano artha ja malina liyA hai. kayA kahA? samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! paryAyaSTi, paryAyako dekho, bhedako to kahete hai malina hai, malinakA artha? bhedase lakSa karanese vikalpa utpanna hotA hai, paryAyakA lakSa karanese vikalpa utpanna hotA hai. mecakano artha e kiyA, 17 kaLazameM "eka api vyavahAreNa, mecaka" dravya dRSTie jo ke jIva dravya zuddha hai, topaNa guNaguNI ke bhedakI dRSTise malina hai, te paNa konI apekSAse? darzana jJAna cAritra traNa hai, sahaja guNo jenA, te paNa kevuM hovAthI? jema ke darzana jJAna cAritra e traNa guNorUpe pariName che, tethI bhedabuddhi paNa ghaTe che. hai, paryAya hai, paNa malina kahe che. AhAhA ! (zrotA - e vyavahAra adhyAtmaka) adhyAtmanA vyavahAra hai, A kaLazaTIkA hai rAjamallajI. AhAhAhA ! AtmA eka hai tathApi vyavahAranI dRSTie dekhA jAye to tIna svabhAvane kAraNe anekAkAra mecakakA artha anekAkAra, tyAM usako mecakakA artha malina, AhAhAhA... aura vaha darzana jJAna cAritra tIna bhAvoe pariNamana karatA hai. AhAhA ! mecaka, che ne? kayoMki darzana jJAna cAritra tIna svabhAvase pariNamana karate hai, ne tIna tInarUpe samyaka (darzana) nizcaya jJAyaka jJAna ne samyaka cAritra, paNa tInarUpe pariNamana karate haiM to mecaka nAma vyavahAra kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! e malinano artha I. bheda kaho, mecaka kaho, vyavahAra kaho, malina kaho, bhagavAna trikALIko abheda kaho, nizcaya kaho, amecaka kaho, nirmaLa kaho Ama che bhAI ! AkarI vAta bhAI ! adhyAtmano vyavahAra A. AhAhA ! vrata dayA dAna Adino vikalpa e to asabUta vyavahAra, Agamano vyavahAra. AhAhA ! A adhyAtmanA vyavahAra! nizcaya samyagdarzana jJAnacAritra Isako vyavahAra kaho anekAkAra kaho, malina kaho, mecaka kaho. AhAhAhA! hai? Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 18 - 19 269 bhAvArtha: "zuddha dravyArthikanayase AtmA eka hai, jaba usa nayako pradhAna karake kahA jAtA hai taba paryAyArthika naya gauNa ho jAtI hai" darzana jJAna cAritra tInoM hai, gauNa ho jAtA he. Isaliye eka ko tInarUpa pariNamana honA kahenA vyavahAra huA asatyArtha bhI huA. AhAhAhA ! nizcaya samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrapaNe tInapaNe kahenA vyavahAra huA, asatyArtha huA. AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- mecaka thayo eTale rAga thayo malina thayo) nA, ema nahIM. ene kahenekA vyavahAra aisA hai basa. samajameM AyA? bheda hai usako malina kahenekA vyavahAra, AhAhA ! huM to nirmaLa paryAya tIno. paNa tIna prakAranA bheda kahenA e vyavahAra malina kahenemeM AyA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? (zrotA - svachaMdatAnI jevuM to nathI lAgatuM ema kahe che) konI jevuM? (zrotA:- svacchaMdatA jevuM to nathI lAgatuM) A cAle emAM dhyAna rAkho to badhuM AvI jAze. e pUchaneka prasaMga rahete hI nahIM, aisI bAta spaSTa AtI hai. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to svarUpa jo ekarUpa caitanya he, dravyArthikase, usako tIna bhedarUpe kahenA paryAyArthikana se nizcaya samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrako paryAyarUpase kahenA e vyavahAra hai, ane vo malina kahenemeM AtA hai, bhedanI apekSAse, vizeSa kahegA lyo. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) ( zloka - 18 - 19 ) (nukuma) paramArthena tu vyktjnyaatRtvjyotissaikkH| srvbhaavaantrdhvNsisvbhaavtvaadmeckH||18|| have paramArthanayathI kahe che zlokArtha-[paramArthena tu] zuddha nizcayanayathI jovAmAM Ave to [ejJAtRtvajyotiSA] pragaTa jJAyaklAjyotimAtrathI [ 5:] AtmA ekasvarUpa che [sarvabhAvAttara-dhvansi-svamAvatvAta] kAraNa ke zuddhadravyArthika nayathI sarva anyadravyanA svabhAvo tathA anyanA nimittathI thatA vibhAvone dUra karavArUpa teno svabhAva che, [ amegha5:] tethI te "amecaka" che-zuddha ekAkAra che. bhAvArtha- bhedaSTine gauNa karI abhedaSTithI jovAmAM Ave to AtmA ekAkAra ja che, te ja amecaka che. 18. (anukuma) AtmanazcintayaivAlaM meckaamecktvyoH| darzanajJAnacAritraiH sAdhyasiddhirna cAnyathA / / 19 / / AtmAne pramANa-nayathI mecaka, amecaka kahyo, te ciMtAne maTADI jema sAdhyanI siddhi thAya tema karavuM ema have kahe che zlokArtha- [mAtmanaH] A AtmA [mevava-meghavarutvayoH] mecaka che-bhedarUpa Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 27) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anekAkAra che tathA amecaka che-abhedarUpa ekAkAra che [ cintayAva naM] evI ciMtAthI to basa thAo.[ sAdhyasiddhi:]sAdhya AtmAnI siddhi to [ sarjana-jJAna-caritra:]darzana, jJAna ne cAritra-e traNa bhAvothI ja che,[vanyathA] bIjI rIte nathI (e niyama che). bhAvArtha-AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvanI sAkSAt prApti athavA sarvathA mokSa te sAdhya che. AtmA mecaka che ke amecaka che evA vicAro ja mAtra karyA karavAthI te sAdhya siddha thatuM nathI; paraMtu darzana arthAt zuddha svabhAvanuM avalokana, jJAna arthAt zuddha svabhAvanuM pratyakSa jANapaNuM ane cAritra arthAt zuddha svabhAvamAM sthiratA-temanAthI ja sAdhyanI siddhi thAya che. A ja mokSamArga che, te sivAya bIjo koI mokSamArga nathI. vyavahArI loko paryAyamAM-bhedamAM samaje che tethI ahIM jJAna, darzana, cAritranA bhedathI samajAvyuM che. 19. pravacana naM. 77 gAthA - 16 zloka-18-19 bhAdaravA suda-1 tA.9-78 saM. 2504 (anuSTrama) paramArthena tu vyktjnyaatRtvjyotissaikkH| sarvabhAvAntaradhvaMsisvabhAvatvAdamecakaH / / 18 / / kayA kahete hai? zuddha nizcayanayase dekhA jAya to pragaTa vyakta nAma pragaTa jJAyaka svabhAva jyoti mAtrase AtmA eka svarUpa hai. AhAhA ! aMtara daSTise zuddhanayase dekhane para jJAyaka vyakta pragaTa jJAyaka svabhAva eka najarameM, dRSTimeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! zuddha nizcayase dekhA jAya to "vyakta jJAtRtva jyoti" vyakta nAma pragaTa jJAtRtva jyoti bhAva, ekalo jJAyakamAtra. AhAhAhA... e jJAnakI pradhAnatAse kathana hai, paNa huM anaMta anaMta anaMta guNa e anaMta guNakA aMta nahIM ItanA jJAyaka svabhAva mAtra AtmA, aMtarmukha dekhanese ekarUpa jJAyakamAtra pragaTa dekhanemeM nAma zraddhAmeM AtA hai. AhAhA... usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. eka AtmA eka svarUpa hai. AhAhA! "sarvabhAvAttara dhvasisvabhAvatvA" kyA zuddha dravyArthikanayase aMtarmukha svabhAvakI dRSTise dekhanese, AhA.. amApa amApa guNakA bhaMDAra bhagavAna usakI zuddha dravyanI dRSTise, aMtarameM ekarUpa, jo ke guNakA aMta nahi tyAM, ItanA guNa hai usameM ke guNakA aMta nahiM, ke A anaMta anaMtameM ke A AkhIrakA anaMtanA A aMta hai aisA nahIM, ane AkhIrakA anaMtameM A AkhirakA aMza hai, aisA bhI nahIM, AhAhAhAhA ! pragaTa, vyakta nAma pragaTa, aMtara jJAyaka jyoti, aMtarmukha ekarUpa dekhanese anya dravyanA svabhAva ane anya dravyane nimittase honevAlA vibhAvase dUra karanerUpa usakA svabhAva hai, AhAhAhA ! kayA kahete hai? "sarvabhAva dhvasisvAta" bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha svabhAvakI, Azrayase dRSTi honese, e usakA svabhAva rAgAdi vibhAvakA nAza karanekA svabhAva hai, rAgAdikA vyavahAra ratnatrayako utpanna karanA e usakA svabhAva nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? paNa Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 18-19 271 vo vyavahAra rAgAdi huM e bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa, agAdha-agAdha zaktikA prabhu bhaMDAra e AhAhAhA.... vyakta pragaTa jJAtR hai, usakA svabhAva vibhAvakA nAza karanekA svabhAva hai. vyavahAra ratnatrayakA rAga utpanna karanekA to svabhAva nahi paNa usakA nAza karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhAhA! bahu vAta, atyAre to e cAle ke vyavahAra karo vrata tapa bhakti pUjA e nizcayane pamADaze, are prabhu, AhAhA! (jyAM) nizcaya vastu hai tyAM rAgakA sparza nahIM. AhAhAhA! aMtara vastu eka samayamAM paripUrNa anaMta dharma nAma guNakA samudAyarUpa ekarUpa. AhAhA ! traNa darzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAyapaNe pariNamanA aise dekhanA vo to vyavahAra hai ane usako malina kahenekA vyavahAra hai. AhAhAhA ! kayoM? ke naya adhikAramAM AvyuM che ne nayamAM chelle nahi azuddha-zuddha, AhAhAhA.... mATImeM usakA aneka vAsaNakI paryAyase dekho to e azuddhanayase hai. AhAhAhA ! ane mATIkA ekarUpa dekho to zuddhanayase hai, AhAhAhA ! ema bhagavAna AtmA usakI darzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAya nirmaLa, AhAhAhA ! paryAyase dekho to e azuddhanaya hai. AhAhAhA ! tyAM mecaka kahA thA ne darzana jJAna cAritrakA? bhAI mAragaDA judA bahu prabhu bahAranA hoMze ne harakhe cAlyuM jAya jagata anAdise. e vyavahAra ratnatrayanA hoMzamAM paNa vyavahAra to hai nahIM usako nizcaya binA, paNa e mAnate hai ke hamAre vyavahAra hai, ke vrata ne tapa ne, bhaktine, kaSAya-zubhabhAva joradAra ItanA cale. AhAhA... prabhu! e to ahIMyA kahete hai ke e to rAga hai azuddhatAkI utpatti hai usakI to ahIMyA bAta hai hI nahIM, paNa ekarUpa bhagavAna AtmA paramArthase jo dekhA jAya to e svabhAva usakA esA hai ke bhedakA azuddhakA nAza karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhAhA ! dUsarI dRSTise kahIe to e paryAya darzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAyase dekho to e azuddhanaya hai, AhAhAhA! rAgakI bAta ahIMyA nahIM, phakata bhagavAna ekarUpe anaMtaguNano vyakta pragaTarUpa svarUpa usakI dRSTie dekho to ekarUpa hai e, ane e apekSAe nirmaLa hai, abheda hai. AhAhA ! e zuddha dravyArthikanAyakA viSaya hai, jyAre e darzana jJAna ne cAritrapaNe pariName e vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, e azudvanayakA viSaya hai, e bhedarUpanaya hai, vo to malinatA kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA! gajaba vAta hai. (zrotA:- prayojanabhUta vAta che.) haiM? AhAhA! ane bhagavAna ekarUpe trikALa hai e upara aMtaranI dRSTi lagAnese dravyArthikanaya dravya nAma akhaMDa pUrNa vastu abhedano artha, ahIMyA akhaMDa eka vastu usakI dRSTie dekho to ekarUpa svarUpa hai, emAM traNa bheda je darzana jJAna cAritranA pariNamana e bheda e bheda bhI usameM AtA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jyAM gauNa ho jAtA hai - apanI nirmaLa samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAya bhI trikALIko dekhanese, e nirmaLa paryAya bhI vyavahAra, gauNa ho jAtA hai. AhAhAhA! AvuM svarUpa che bhAI e rIte na bese, svarUpa ja aisA hai. AhAhA! azuddhapaNe pariNamanA usakI to bAta kahAM rahI? AhAhA.. vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA e to pariNAma azuddha hai. AhAhA ! yahAM to zuddha svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA apanI paryAyameM darzana jJAna cAritrapaNe pariName to ene paNa azuddhanayakA viSaya kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA! AvI vAta che. Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 272 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 usako mecaka kahA hai, usako vyavahAra kahA hai. AhAhAhA ! e pravacanasArakI 46 ne 47 naya hai, cAra ne cha ne cArane sAta, azuddha pahelI hai vo. AhAhA ! AtmAko ekarUpa dekhanA vo zuddhanaya nAma yathArtha daSTi hai, ane paryAya bhedase samyagdarzana jJAna cAritranA paryAya bhedase dekhanA e azuddhanaya hai, usako ahIMyA mecaka kahA hai. Are AvI vAtuM che bApA. lokonI takarAra to hajI bahAranI che. vyavahAra dayA dAna vrata bhakti tapa ATaluM sahana kare pariSaha ane A badhuM enAthI pAmaze. AhAhA ! (zrotA- badhI bahAranI vAtuM che aMdaranuM kAMI na Ave) bahAranI vAto, aMtarano nAtha, svabhAvano sAgara ekarUpane dekhanese e samyagdarzana hotA hai, AhAhA ! e trikALI zuddhako dekhanese, abheda kaho ke zuddha kaho, dravya kaho, abheda kaho, zuddha kaho, dravyArthikanayanA viSaya kaho, AhAhAhA... usakI dRSTise bhagavAna ekarUpa hai, e vastu svabhAva vibhAvakA nAza karanekA svabhAva hai, vibhAva kI utpatti karanekA usakA svabhAva nahIM. AhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai. samajameM AyA? akhaMDa eka svabhAvakI dRSTimeM eka svabhAva e vibhAvakA nAza karanekA usakA svabhAva hai. hai dekho! | sarvabhAvAntaram, bhAvAntara nAma apanA bhAva sivAya alAvA anerA bhAva bhedabhAva, azuddhabhAva, rAga bhAvAdi, AhAhAhAhA... are darzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAya bhedabhAva, AhAhA ! hai? sarva bhAvAntara apanA jJAyaka bhAvase aMtara, anerA, AhAhAhA... apanA jJAyakasvabhAva svarUpa ekarUpase anerA, rAga ke bhedabhAva, AhAhAhAhA... "bhAvAntara dhvasisvabhAvatA" usakA to nAza karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhA ! prabhu! to vyavahArase nizcaya hotA hai e vAtato baDI mithyAtvabhAva hai. samajameM AyA? zloka bahu acchA AyA hai. AhAhA! bahu bharyuM che. ohoho! aMtarmukha deSTise dekhanese ekarUpa dekhanemeM AtA hai, ane e ekarUpa dRSTi ho usakA nAma samyagdarzana ane e svabhAva ekarUpa je dikhate hai usakA svabhAva aisA hai ke bhedako ane azuddhatAno nAza karanekA svabhAva che. AhAhAhAhA ! e akhaMDa ne abheda ne zuddha jo svabhAva hai e bhedako ne rAgako utpanna kare aisA to usakA svabhAva nahIM. AhAhA ! gajaba vAta karate hai. puNya ne puNyanA pariNAma vyavahAra ratnatraya vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjA ne gajaratha AhA.. aisA zubhabhAva, usakA svabhAva bhagavAnakA ekarUpa hai, e bheda-azuddhatAkA nAza karanekA svabhAva hai. vo to ThIka, paNa vo ekarUpa svabhAvakI dRSTise, ekarUpa svabhAva darzana jJAna cAritra jo bheda hai usakA bhI abhAva karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhAhA ! bhedakA bhI nAza karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhA! AvI vAta che. arere ! bahu gAthA alaukika che. paramArthana, paramArthe eTale A parano paramArtha karavo e? AhAhA! (zrotA:- trikALa svabhAvano svIkAra karavo) paramArtha nAma parama padArthanI dRSTise ema, paramapadArtha bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda anaMta AnaMdakA kaMda e, AhAhAhA... parama padArthanI dRSTie dekhane para, AhAhA... e pragaTa jJAyaka jyotimAtra AtmA eka svarUpa hai. AhAhAhA... zuddhako dekhanese-abhedako dekhanese, AhAhA. e ekarUpa svabhAva hai, ekarUpa kaho, zuddha kaho, abheda kaho. AhAhA.... aura e zuddha svabhAva, ekarUpa svabhAvakA azuddhatAkA paryAya bhedakA bhI abhAva karanekA svabhAva hai. Avo Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 18-19 273 mArga Akaro paDe mANasane zuM thAya bhAI? moTA jhaghaDA AmAM ubhA thayAM che ne? bhAI mAragaDA prabhunA. AhAhA ! vItarAga svabhAvarUpe zuddha paDA hai ne prabhu akhaMDa vyakta pragaTa. AhAhA ! usako dekhanese ekarUpa hI hai ane ekarUpa dravyanA svabhAva anekarUpa azuddhatA ne bhedakA nAza karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! kayoMki abhedakI ekakI dRSTimeM bheda dekhanemeM AtA nahIM, vo kAraNe bhedakA bhI abhAva karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! eya! kayA bheda? samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAya nirmaLa e bheda. AhAhA ! e azuddhanayakA viSaya hai, azuddhanaya kaho, vyavahAra kaho, mecaka kaho, ene malina kahenekA vyavahAra kaho. AhAhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna ekarUpa svabhAva je trikALa, usako zuddha kaho, nirmaLa kaho, eka kaho, dravyArthikanayakA viSaya kaho. AhAhA ! e zuddhanaya svarUpa kaho, e svabhAva usakA, AhAhA.. usakI dRSTi karanese aisA pUrNa svabhAvakA Azraya lenese, pUrNa svabhAvanA avalaMbana lenese, pUrNa svabhAvakA ekarUpakA svIkAra karanese, AhAhAhA... AvI cIja che AkarI. e bheda sarvabhAvAntara heM ne? sarvabhAvAntara, apanA abheda svabhAva sivAya- alAvA, AhAhAhA... sarvabhAvAntara apanA zAyaka ekarUpabhAvase anerA bhAva azuddha ne paryAya bheda sabakA nAza karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? alaukika bAta hai prabhu! e caitanyanI lIlA alaukika aMdara hai. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! | jisakI paryAya aMtarmukha honese anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMtaguNakA piMDa prabhu je guNakA chellA AkhIrakA A, aise nahIM (asIma) usako samyajJAna pattA le lete hai. kayA kahA e? bApu jJAna eTale A zAstrakA bhaNatara ne e kAMI jJAna nahIM. AhAhAhA! aMtara je svarUpa je akhaMDa abheda ( usakA) jJAna huA, e jJAnakI paryAya anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta aisA guNakA prakAra jisakA aMta nahIM guNakI saMkhyAkA aisA anaMtakA, paryAya jJAnakI aMta le letI hai, aMta nAma usakA jJAna kara le letI hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? mAraga bhAI ! atyAre to ghaNI garabaDa thaI gaIne, atyAre to A cora koTavAlane daMDe evuM thaI gayuM che. AhAhAhA ! prabhu satya to A che ne nAtha! AhAhA ! tAro sAhebo aMdara anaMta AnaMdanA guNAdithI bharelo prabhu che ne nAtha ! AhAhA ! e tArA sAhebAnI saMpadA zuM kahevI, kayA kahenI ? prabhu terI saMpadA ne terA guNakI saMkhyA kayA kahenI? AhAhA! aise ekarUpa anaMtaguNa hone para bhI bhedakI dRSTi na karanese, AhAhAhAhA. ekarUpa abhedakI dRSTi karanese, e zuddha kaho, usako abheda kaho, usako eka kaho, e abheda ne eka ne zuddha daSTi athavA abheda zuddha ne eka svabhAva, azuddhatA ne aneka bhAvakA nAza karanekA usakA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! bhale paryAya he, paNa usako gauNa kara denekA usakA svabhAva hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? zazIbhAI ! AvuM che svarUpa bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! bahu zloka alaukika hai, AmAM vizeSa kayA AyA? sarvabhAvAMtaracchide. AhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna aMdara guNa guNIkA bhedase bhI rahita abheda, eka zuddha dravya jisakA prayojana hai aisA nayase dekho to, AhAhAhA. e svabhAva ekarUpa hai aisI dRSTi huI to samyagdarzana huA. Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 274 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhA ! samyak nAma satya darzana huA, kayoMki abheda vastu hai hI, e zuddha hai, eka hai, aisI dRSTi huI to e samyaka, satya dRSTi huI. AhAhAhA ! aura rAgakI dRSTi hai e to mithyASTi usase lAbha mAnanevAlA paNa usakA jJAna darzana cAritrakA nirmaLa paryAyakA bhedakA lakSa hai, e azuddhatA ne vyavahAra kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha ekarUpa svarUpa. AhAhA! caitanya ratnAkara, caitanyanA anaMta ratnonA AkAra nAma samudra, vo vyakta nAma pragaTa hai vastu, e upara dRSTi denese ekarUpatA dRSTimeM AtA hai, ane e ekarUpakA svabhAva, abhedakA svabhAva, zuddhakA svabhAva, e apanA abhedabhAva svabhAva alAvA, anerA bhAvako abhAva karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. bahu zloka, ohoho! saMtoe thoDA zabdomeM sArA dariyA bhara diyA hai, gAgarameM sAgara bhara diyA hai. AhAhA! sAgaranuM citra banAvIne gAgaramAM nAkhe e kAMI sAgara nahIM. AhAhA ! thoDA zabdomeM sArA sAgara bhara diyA hai aMdara. prabhu terI pAra nahIM prabhu tuM aisA hai ne nAtha, tArA guNano pAra nahIM ItanA guNa chatAM to hama aise vyakta ekarUpa kahenemeM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! darzana, 14 mI gAthAmAM darzananA adhikAra huA. 15 meM jJAnakA 16 meM darzana jJAna sahita A sthiratAkA adhikAra hai. AhAhA ! jyAM bhagavAna ekarUpa hai aisI dRSTi huI, tyAM sthiratA karanA hai e ekarUpa svabhAvameM sthiratA ne ramaNatA karanA hai, to hajI ekarUpa svabhAva dRSTimeM AyA nahIM usako sthiratA kahAM karanA? AhAhA ! to usako cAritra to kahAMse AtA hai? ahIM ema kahete hai. samajameM AyA? anaMta anaMta dharma svarUpa bhagavAna ekarUpa, ekarUpa deSTimeM AyA nahIM, vedanameM AyA nahIM, anubhavameM AyA nahIM, to usameM ramanA e cIja to dRSTimeM AyI nahIM to ramanA kahAMse hogA ? AhAhA ! charte.. e svarUpakI zraddhA jJAna ne ramaNatA tIna bhedakA lakSa karanA e azuddhanayakA viSaya hai. AhAhAhAhA... e azuddhanayakA viSayako abhAva karanA ekarUpa svabhAvanA svabhAva hai. AhAhA! AhAhA ! anya dravyake svabhAva aura anya dravyane nimittase honevAle vibhAvako dUra karanerUpa usakA svabhAva hai, Isaliye e amecaka hai, koNa ? trikALI zAkabhAva e amecaka hai, eka hai, zuddha hai, AhAhAhA ! ane paryAyanAM bhedo aneka hai, azuddha hai, vyavahAra hai, malina kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! A vANI kyAM che bhAI? digaMbara saMto e to kevaLajJAnanAM keDAyato, kevaLajJAnane khaDA rAkhyA che. AhAhAhA ! traNa bola liyA, amecaka hai, zuddha hai, ekAkAra hai, ema. paryAya bheda e azuddha hai, aneka hai, anekAkAra hai, AhAhA.. kayA aneka? darzana jJAna cAritrakI paryAyarUpe traNarUpe honA e azuddha hai anekAkAra hai. AhAhAhA ! eka nahIM, aneka hai, vyavahAra hai, gajaba vAta hai prabhu. AhAhA ! rAjamallakI TIkAmeM to mecaka, malina kahenekA vyavahAra hai aisA kahA hai. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! bahuzloka UMco che, bhAgyazALIne to enA artho kone paDe evI vAta che. AhAhAhA ! AmAM takarAra ne vAda-vivAde kyAM pAra paDe? (zrotA - aMdaramAM to samAI javAnI vAta che ) AhAhA ! jyAM ahiMyA svarUpa je ekarUpa che, usako e ekarUpa zuddha ne abheda kahA, e jJAna darzana cAritranI nirmaLa paryAyarUpe pariName, usako bhI Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 18-19 275 azuddha vyavahAra mecaka malina (kahA). AhAhA! samajameM AyA! bhAvArtha- bheda deSTiko gauNa karake ema kahAnAza karakeno artha gauNa karake yuM. samajameM AyA? darzana jJAna ne cAritrakI paryAya usako bheda hai to usako gauNa kara diyA, akhaMDa jJAyakabhAvakI dRSTimeM usakI koI kiMmata nahIM, gauNa kara diyA. AhAhAhA. nAzavAna kahyo ne ? svabhAva aisA hai ke bhedako ane anerAko nAza karanekA, usakA artha kiyA hai, ke nAza karanekA artha kayA? samajameM AyA? ke bheda daSTi ko gauNa karake yuM. AhAhA !nirmaLa paryAya jJAna darzana cAritrakI hai, paNa vo usako gauNa karake, AhAhA. usako trikALI svabhAva nAza karanekA svabhAva aisA kahenemeM AyA hai. gauNa karakeno artha? usakI koI gaNatarI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! gaNatarImAM lenekI cIja to e akhaMDa AnaMda zuddha e eka hI hai. AhAhA... AhAhAhA.. Avo mArga, vastunuM svarUpa aisA hai, paryAyako gauNa kare binA dRSTi dravyakI hogI hI nahIM ane dravyathI daSTi huI tyAM samyagdarzana Adi paryAya paNa gauNa ho jAtI hai kayoMki abhedameM bheda dikhate nahIM. e sAtamI gAthA, bhedaSTiko gauNa karake abheda daSTie dekhA jAe to AtmA ekAkAra hI hai, zuddha hai eka hai, abheda hai nizcaya hai, vaha amecaka hai, e nirmaLa hai, bhAre kAma bhAI ! AtmAko pramANa nayase mecaka amecaka kahA, kayA kahete hai? trikALIkI dRSTise amecaka hai, paryAya dRSTie mecaka hai, dohI pramANase mecaka amecaka dohI kahA, pramANa eTale dohIko jAnanevAlA pramANase mecaka amecaka kahA, usa ciMtAno miTAkara, AhAhA... e paNa vikalpa hai, pakSa hai. AhAhA! vaise, jaise sAdhyakI siddhi ho, AhA... mokSa, sAdhyakI siddhi ho aisA svarUpakI ekAgratA karanA, AhA.. aisA karanA cAhiye e Ageke zlokameM kahete hai. (1STrama) AtmanazcintayaivAlaM meckaamecktvyoH| darzanajJAnacAritraiH sAdhyasiddhirna caanythaa|| 19 / / "eka jANIe dekhIe, ramI rahIe eka Thora" AhA! e zloka pahele kahA thA. eka jANIe dekhIe ramI rahIe eka Thora. AhAhA."samaLa vimaLa na vicArIe e hi siddhi nahIM ora" A zlokano artha. A zloka hai ne usakA artha. juo e AvyuM 20 mo che ne paNa AmAM 20 mAM lIdhuM che, pachI AmAM Ave che ne eTale... eka dekhIe jANIe ramI rahie eka Thora" samaLa vimaLa na vicArIe, samaLa nAma bheda, nirmaLa nAma abheda. AhAhA ! samaLa vimaLa na vicArIe AhA... ye hI siddhi nahIM aura A sivAya anyathA koI siddhi mukti hotI nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhA.. yaha AtmA, mecaka amecaka kahyo. mecaka eTale bhedarUpa mecaka kaho, bheda kaho, paryAya kaho, azuddhatA kaho, anekAkAra kaho aura amecaka hai, abheda kaho, ekAkAra kaho, zuddha kaho, ekarUpa kaho e ciMtAse "alam" aisI ciMtAse basa thAo. AhAhAhA ! aisA vikalpakI bhedakI abhedakI ciMtAse basa thAo. alam ! prabhu usase koI lAbha nahIM hai. AhA... AhAhA! hai? abhedarUpa ekAkAra cintayA aisI ciMtAse basa ho, sAdhya AtmAkI siddhi to darzana jJAna cAritra tIna bhAvose hI hotI hai, pariNamanase ema kahete hai, vyavahAra batAyAne, pAchA e Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 276 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 darzana jJAna cAritranA pariNamana, pariNamanakA vicAra, A abheda hai ne zuddha hai, A bheda hai ne azuddha hai. aisA vikalpase basa thAo. AhAhAhA ! Avo upadeza ve, navarAza mANasane na maLe, Akho divasa kAma, have AvuM ene samajavuM kyAre samaje e. AhAhA ! navarAza kayA kahate hai, phurasata, ku2sata nahIM 20-22 kalAka dhaMdhA ne vepAra ne pApamAM Akho divasa hoMza ne harakha, paisAmAM ne bAyaDImAM ne chokarAmAM dhaMdhAmAM. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! hoMzuM-hoMzuM hoMza Ama jANe, AhAhA... kyAMya ghAta (hiMsA ) thaI jAya AtmAkA khabara nahIM. AhAhA ! 52nI harakhuM hoMziMDA mata hoMza na kijIe, eka sAya AtI hai, e sajajAya mALA hai ne e cA2 ? usameM AtA hai, 52meM hoMza na kara prabhu, 52meM rAjI na thA. AhAhA ! terA AnaMdakA nAtha paDA hai tyAM jAne prabhu AhA... tyAM tere AnaMdakI hoMza AyegI. AnaMda kA anubhava hogA. AhAhA ! bahAramAM bhaTakA bhaTaka karate haiM ahIMthI A rAjI, A rAjI, paisA milA ne AbarU milI ne kirtI milI ne, zarIra suMdara ne laDakA milA ATha-ATha dasa-dasa bAra-bAra laDakA. AhAhA... be-be varSe eka thAya to covIsa varSe bAra. bAra dikarA ( zrotAH- bAra bhAyA ) bArabhAyA che ne amAre vIMchIyAmAM che vIMchIyAmAM che bArabhAyA babbe varSe dikaro thAya to covIsa varSe bAra thAya. vIsa varSe paraNyAM hoya tyAM to cummAlIsa-pIstAlIsa varSe to bAra chokarA thaI jAya, dhULa dhANI ne vA pANI hai. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotAH- anaMta bhavathI A karyu hazene ?) A ja karyu che. Ama jarAkamAM paisA thAya ne hoMza ne, chokarA raLene hoMzane harakhane ( zrotAH- chokarA 2Lene ane khetaramAMthI upaja Avene dikarAva kamAya ) dhULamAM hai nahIM, zuM kamAya ? AhAhA ! dikarA konA ? paisA konA ? khetara konA ? AhAhAhA ! AbarU guDavIla ne nAka lAMbA che, kApI nAMkhavAnA che. AhAhA ! ahIM kahete hai bhASA kaisI vA52I hai mecaka te bhedarUpa ane anekAkA2, paryAyanAM bhedo te bhedarUpa anekAkA2ne mecaka malina. amecaka eTale abhedarUpa ane ekAkAra nirmaLa ema, ema lenAM, 'e ciMtayA eva alam' aisI ciMtAse basa ho. A sAdhya AtmAkI siddhi to, AhAhA... svabhAvake Azrayase darzana jJAna cAritrarUpe pariNamanA e muktikA upAya hai. AhA ! samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakA dhyeya banAkara dravyako, AhAhAhA... abhedako amecakako dhyeya banAkara, darzana jJAna cAritrapaNe pariNamanA nirmaLa samyak hoM nizcaya, vyavahAranI ahIMyA vAta hai nahIM. AhAhA !nizcaya samyagdarzana, samyajJAna aura cAritra tIna bhAvoMse e hotA hai, anya prakA2se nahIM e vyavahA2nI kriyAse ane bhedase ne rAgAdise mukti nahIM hotI. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? vyavahA2 ratnatrayakA kahyA hoI koI ThekANe, bhinna sAdhya sAdhana, paNa e to sAdhanakA jJAna karAyA hai. AhAhAhA ! tyAM pakaDe ke dekho bhinna sAdhya sAdhana kahA hai, are prabhu ! sAMbhaLa to kharo bhAI, e to rAgakI maMdatAkI yogyatA thI to aisA jJAna karAyA, e to suLatAlIsa nayameM bhI aisA AyA hai, vyavahAranayase hotA hai, kriyAnayase mukti hotI hai, jJAnanayase mukti hotI hai Are prabhu, AhAhA... e to eka ja samayameM aisI yogyatA ginanemeM AI Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 18-19 277 hai, koIko jJAnase hotA hai ne koIko kriyAnayase hotA hai aisA haiM nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? tyAM to kALanayase bhI mukti hotI hai ne akALanayase hotI hai, to koI ko kALanayase ne koIko akALanayase ema hai tyAM? e to eka vyaktiko, AhAhAhA... apanA svakALase hotI huM ne akALa nAma svabhAva ne puruSArthase hotI hai ye akALa. AhAhAhA.. samajameM AyA? bahu mArga sUkSma bhAI ! AhAhA! anya prakArase nahIM yaha niyama hai, apanA zuddha dravya ko dhyeya banAkara eka amecaka zuddhako dhyeya banAkara, jo darzana jJAna cAritrameM pariNamanA vohi mokSakA mArga hai. e paryAyase samajate haiM to paryAyase samajAyA hai. samajameM AyA? e likhegA. AhAhA ! e AgaLa likhegA. vyavahArIjana paryAya ne bhedarUpase samajate hai Isaliye yahAM jJAna darzana cAritra bhedase samajAyA hai, hai ne nIce ? hA, chelle ke A kayuM kahA? vaLI ema kahe ke darzana jJAna cAritrapaNe pariNamanA e to bheda kahA ke loko bhedase samaja sakate hai e apekSAse kahA hai. AhAhAhA... bAkI samajAnA hai to abheda. AhAhAhA... AhAhA ! eka bAI kahyuM hatuM ne eka pherI juvAna bAI hatI rUpALI emAM ene zItaLA nIkaLyA zItaLA, zItaLA samajate hai (zrotA- cecaka) hA e, te dANe-dANe IyaLa kIDA lAThImeM usakA dhaNIkI bIjI thI pahelI marI gaIthI A bIjI paraNyoto. be varSanA lagna emAM e IyaLu paDI. AhAhA ! e taLAIne, taLAI kayA kahete haiM? gaddI gaddI aise phare to hajAro kIDA, Ama phare to hajAro kIDA ane pIDA-pIDA-pIDA enI mAne kahe ke bA meM A bhavamAM AvA pApa nathI karyo. mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI, sUyuM jAtuM nathI, beThA jAtuM nathI. AhAhAhA ! deha chUTI gayo. amuka vakhata rahyo vakhata pIDA-pIDA-pIDA. are prabhu te anaMtavAra aisA sahana kiyA hai, samyagdarzana binA, AhAhAhA ! evA anaMtA bhava prabhu, kAle nahotuM gAyuM bhAIe, tArA duHkhane dekhIne jJAnIone paNa rUdana AvyA che. AhAhA! bhAI ! tane eTalA duHkha thayA. AhAhA ! narakamAM nigodamAM e duHkhane dekhI jJAnIone AMsu Ave che, ararara A zuM? karUNA Ave che kahe, AhAhA! bhAI ! tAre bacavAno upAya to A eka che. AhAhA! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha IsakA Azraya le, terI siddhi hogI, duHkhakA nAza hogA. AhAhA ! dUsarA koI upAya hai nahIM. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? bhAvArtha- "AtmAne zuddha svabhAvakI sAkSAt prApti athavA sarvathA mokSa sAdhya hai" dekho sAdhya A vyAkhyA karI AhIM, dravya dhyeya te ahIM nathI levuM atyAre. AtmAnI zuddha svabhAvakI sAkSAt prAti, eTale kayA? zuddha svabhAva to he, zuddha svabhAva to he, paryAyamAM sAkSAt prApti honI. AhAhA... samAjameM AyA? zuddha svabhAvanI sAkSAt kayo kahA? paryAyamAM batAnA hai. AhAhAhA. e bhagavAna zuddha svabhAvakA bhaMDAra paramAtmA traNa lokakA nAtha e to hai hIM, paNa usakI paryAyameM zuddha svabhAvanI prApti honA, e sAkSAt prAti kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM bApu! AtmAne zuddha svabhAvakI sAkSAt prApti athavA sarvathA mokSa sAdhya, kayA kahete hai ? vastu to mokSa svarUpa hai hIM, sAkSAt pragaTa svabhAva vastu to hai hIM, paNa paryAyameM Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 278 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 sAkSAt prApta karanA, mukta svarUpa to hai hI. samajameM AyA? ekalA zuddha svabhAva svarUpa to hai hIM, paNa paryAyameM sAkSAt prApti karanA athavA paryAyameM mokSa karanA A sAdhya hai. dhyeya bhale mokSa svabhAvasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, paNa paryAyameM mokSa prApta karanA ye sAdhya hai. AhAhAhA ! svabhAva to hai hI, paNa paryAyameM zuddha prApta karanA yaha sAdhya hai. mukta to hai hI, paNa paryAyameM mukti prApta karanA ye sAdhya hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI vAta che. - parama satya traNa lokanAM nAtha, tIrthakaronA A avAja che, divya dhvani che, e saMto jagatanI pAse ADatiyA banakara batAte hai, mArga to A he prabhu! AhAhA ! AtmAne zuddha svabhAva to hai hI trikALa, AtmA mokSa svarUpa to trikALa hai hI, sAkSAta prApti, vartamAnamAM prApti ane vartamAnamAM mokSanI dazA, AhAhA... e sAdhya hai, AtmA mecaka yA amecaka, vyavahAra ane nizcaya, bheda ane abheda, aise vicAra hI mAtra karate rahenese sAdhya siddhi nahIM hotI. aise sAdhya nAma muktikI paryAya zuddha svabhAvakI pUrNa prAti aisA vicAra karanese nahIM hotI. AhAhAhA.. AtmA mecaka amecaka aise vicAra mAtra karanese sAdhya siddha nahIM hotA. paraMtu darzana, zuddha AtmAnA avalokana paNa darzanakA artha e ke trikALIkA avalokana, pratIta, trikALI svabhAvakI, avalokana nAma pratIta, avalokana nAma jANanA pratIta. AhA! avalokana nAma jJAna, zuddha svabhAvanA pratyakSa jAnanA e jJAna, zuddha svabhAvanA jJAnameM pratyakSa vedana honA e jJAna, aura cAritra, AhAhAhA... zuddha svabhAvakA avalokana eka, jJAna zuddha svabhAvanA pratyakSa jAnanA. AhAhA ! rAga ne nimittakA avalaMbana binA bhagavAnanA jJAna sIdhA jJAna honA. AhAhAhAhA ! Indriyase jo jJAna huA hai jAnakara e jJAna nahIM, AhAhAhAhA... zAstra paDhakara, zAstra bhaNakara je jJAna huA e to zabdajJAna hai, AtmajJAna nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ahiMyA to jarIka zAstrako jJAna ho ane kathana karenemeM jora de jora varasAve paNa kayA hai jora, prabhu terA lakSa to tuma cUka jAte hai. AhAhA ! duniyA rAjI thAya. rAjI karaneko to e kahete hai, arere ! e to viparIta deSTikA bhAva hai. AhAhA ! ahIMyA kahete haiM ke zuddha svabhAvanA pratyakSa jAnanA e jJAna. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! aura cAritra, zuddha svabhAvameM sthiratA e sAdhyakI siddhi hai. bhagavAna AtmAmAM sthiratA e cAritra hai, AhAhA ! zuddha svabhAvakI zraddhA, AhAhA.. avalokana, avalokavuM eTale dekhavuM eTale zraddhavuM. ane zudhdhAtmAnA jJAna, AhAhAhAhA... te paNa pratyakSa jAnanAM. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna paramAnaMda svarUpa prabhu usako jJAna pratyakSa jAnanAM, pratyakSa jAnanAM, koI apekSA rAgakI nahIM, are prabhu A te kAMI vAta che? aura e svarUpameM sthiratA karanA. AhAhAhA ! A darzana, jJAna ne cAritra, sAdhyakI siddhi hotI hai, e rIte hotI hai vahI mokSamArga hai anya nahIM. dUsarA koI mokSamArga hai nahIM. AhAhAhA... A to kahe mokSamArga be che, e to nirUpaNa kathananI apekSAe kahA hai, vAstavika to eka hI mokSamArga hai. AhAhA! arere be paDakhAnA mokSamArga? eka to rAga to mokSamArga hai e to baMdhanA mArga hai, baMdhanA mArgako Aropase mokSakA mArga kahA. AhAhA... Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 18-19 279 vyavahArIjana, ahIM have kayA kahete hai, ke tame bahu pahele to aisA kahete the ke darzana jJAna cAritra e paryAya e mecaka vyavahAra, azuddha, aisA kahete the. vaLI tumha darzana jJAna cAritrako pariNamanA aisA kahA. samajameM AyA? vaLI ekarUpe nahIM tInarUpe pariNamanA aisA kahA. pahele to kahete the ke e to azuddha hai, vyavahAra hai, mecaka che. vyavahArIjana paryAyameM samajate hai e samajAnekI rIta bIjI kayA kahe bAkI. AhAhAhA ! bhedameM samajate hai yU usako bheda karake batAve to samajate hai. AhAhAhA! ke Isaliye yahAM jJAna darzana cAritrakA bhedase samajAyA hai dekho, nizcaya samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra e bhedase samajAyA hai, e bhedase samajate hai, e kAraNe bAkI vastu to abheda hai. AhAhAhA! AThamI gAthAmAM kahI ne? ke darzana jJAna cAritra ko prApta ho e AtmA, e to vyavahAra kahA. samajameM AyA? vyavahAra kahekara AcArye aisA kahA AThamI gAthA, ke vyavahAra kahete hai ne vyavahAra vikalpameM AyA hai paNa amAre bhI vyavahAra anusaravA lAyaka nahIM. aura tere bhI vyavahAra anusaravA lAyaka nahIM. AhAhAhA ! anArya Ave che ne? AhA! (zrotA - anusaravA lAyaka nathI evA bhAvathI dharma thAya?) evo vikalpa Ave samajAvyA vinA, AvyA vinA raheto nathI, paNa enAthI dharma thAya e nahIM. ene anusaravA lAyaka nathI. bhedathI samajAvyA bhagavAna AtmA darzana jJAna cAritrako prApta ho e AtmA, paNa vo bhedako AdaraNIya anusaraNa karane lAyaka nathI. e to tere samajaneko meM kahA mere bhI vikalpa AyA hai to bhedase kahA, mere bhI vyavahArako anusaraNa karane lAyaka nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have bhAre AkaruM paDe. AhAhA! Akho di' dhaMdhAmAM rokAya emAM koka di' sAMbhaLavA jAya emAM Ama mAthe beTho hoya e paMDita e kahe e mAnavuM. e eka jaNo ema kahe che ane bIju kyAM paNa ene khabareya na maLe ene bicArA, pApamAM poTalA paDyA Akho divasa bAyaDI chokarA ne emAM AvIne navaro hoya to sAMbhaLe to olo mAthe paMDita kaheto hoya je nArAyaNa, (ene ema thAya ke) e paNa samajIne kahetA haze ne? AhAhA.. ahIM kahete hai ke A jo darzana jJAna cAritrakA pariNamana kahA, to hama to pahelese mecaka ne bheda kiyA thA, paNa vo rIte samajate hai to samajAyA hai, bAkI to dRSTikA viSaya to abheda hai vo tarapha hI le jAnA hai. haiM. yahAM jJAna-darzana-bhedase samajAyA hai. have vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva...) * keTalAkane ema thAya ke A gajA uparAMtanI vAta che! are ! gajA uparAMtanI zuM? eka samayamAM kevaLajJAna tye eTaluM enuM gaja che. A to hAthI upara phUla mUkavA jevI haLavI vAta che. (deSTinAM nidhAna - 46) Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 280 M samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 uthA - 17-18 ) jaha NAma ko vi puriso rAyANaM jANiUNa sddhdi| to taM aNucaradi puNo atthatthIo pyttenn||17|| evaM hi jIvarAyA NAdavyo taha ya sddhedvyo| aNucaridavyo ya puNo so ceva du mokkhkaamenn||18|| yathA nAma ko'pi puruSo rAjAnaM jJAtvA shrdddhaati| tatastamanucarati punararthArthika: prytnen||17|| evaM hi jIvarAjo jJAtavyastathaiva shrddhaatvyH| anucaritavyazca punaH sa caiva tu moksskaamen||18|| yathA hi kazcitpuruSo'rthArthI prayatnena prathamameva rAjAnaM jAnIte, tatastameva zraddhatte, tatastamevAnucarati ,tathAtmanA mokSArthinA prathamamevAtmA jJAtavyaH, tataH sa eva zraddhAtavyaH, tataH sa evAnucaritavyazca , saadhysiddhestthaanythoppttynuppttibhyaam| tatra yadAtmano'nubhUyamAnAnekabhAvasaGkare'pi paramavivekakauzalenAyamahamanubhUtirityAtmajJAnena saGgacchamAnameva tathetipratyayalakSaNaM zraddhAnamutplavate tadA samastabhAvAntaravivekena niHzaGkamavasthAtuM zakyatvAdAtmAnucaraNamutplavamAnamAtmAnaM sAdhayatIti saadhysiddhstthoppttiH| have, A ja prayojanane be gAthAomAM daSTAMtathI kahe che - jyama puruSa koI nRpatine jANe, pachI zraddhA kare, pachI yatnathI dhana-arthI e anucaraNa nRpatinuM kare; 17. jIvarAja ema ja jANavo, vaLI zraddhavo paNa e rIte, enuM ja karavuM anucaraNa pachI yatnathI mokSArthIe. 18. uthArtha:- [ yathA nAma] ma [ka: api] cha [arthArthikaH puruSaH] dhanano mA puruSa [ rAjAnaM] 20ne [ jJAtvA] ne [zraddadhAti] zraddhA 13 cha, [ tataH punaH] tyA2 bA [taM prayatnena anucarati] tenuM prayatnapUrva anuy24|| 72 cha arthAt tenI suM62 rIte sevA recha,[ evaM hi] ovI 4zata [ mokSakAmena ] mokSanI 42chApAmA [jIvarAjaH ] 753pI ne [ jJAtavyaH ] Muo, [ punaH ca] pachI [tathA eva ] me za 4 [ zraddhAtavyaH] tenuM zraddhAna 32 [tu ca] mane tyA216 [ sa eva anucaritavyaH] tenuM ja anucaraNa karavuM arthAt anubhava vaDe tanmaya thaI javuM. TIkA-nizcayathI jema koI dhana-arthI puruSa bahu udhamathI prathama to rAjAne jANe ke Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 281 A rAjA che, pachI tenuM ja zraddhAna kare ke "A avazya rAjA ja che, tenuM sevana karavAthI avazya dhananI prApti thaze ane tyAra pachI tenuM ja anucaraNa kare, sevana kare, AjJAmAM rahe, tene prasanna kare tevI rIte mokSArthI puruSe prathama to AtmAne jANavo, pachI tenuM ja zraddhAna karavuM ke "A ja AtmA che, tenuM AcaraNa karavAthI avazya karmothI chUTI zakAze ane tyAra pachI tenuM ja AcaraNa karavuM-anubhava vaDe temAM lIna thavuM; kAraNa ke sAdhya je niSkarma avasthArUpa abheda zuddhasvarUpa tenI siddhinI e rIte upapatti che, anyathA anupapatti che (arthAt sAdhyanI siddhi e rIte thAya che, bIjI rIte thatI nathI). (te vAta vizeSa samajAve che:-) jyAre AtmAne, anubhavamAM AvatA je aneka paryAyarUpa bhedabhAvo temanI sAthe mizritapaNuM hovA chatAM paNa sarva prakAre bhedajJAnamAM pravINapaNAthI "A anubhUti che te ja huM chuM' evA AtmajJAnathI prApta thatuM, A AtmA jevo jAmyo tevo ja che evI pratIti jenuM lakSaNa che evuM, zraddhAna udaya thAya che tyAre samasta anyabhAvono bheda thavAthI niHzaMka TharavAne samartha thavAne lIdhe AtmAnuM AcaraNa udaya thatuM AtmAne sAdhe che. Ama sAdhya AtmAnI siddhinI e rIte upapatti che. paraMtu jyAre Avo anubhUtisvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA AbALagopALa saune sadAkALa pote ja anubhavamAM Avato hovA chatAM paNa anAdi baMdhanA vize para (dravyo) sAthe ekapaNAnA nizcayathI mUMDha je ajJAnI tene "A anubhUti che te ja huM chuM' evuM AtmajJAna udaya thatuM nathI ane tenA abhAvane lIdhe, nahi jANelAnuM zraddhAna gadheDAnAM ziMgaDAMnA zraddhAna samAna hovAthI, zraddhAna paNa udaya thatuM nathI tyAre samasta anyabhAvonA bheda vaDe AtmAmAM niHzaMka TharavAnA asamarthapaNAne lIdhe AtmAnuM AcaraNa udaya nahi thavAthI AtmAne sAdhatuM nathI. Ama sAdhya AtmAnI siddhinI anyathA anupapatti che. bhAvArtha- sAdhya AtmAnI siddhi darzana-jJAna-cAritrathI ja che, bIjI rIte nathI. kAraNa ke pahelAM to AtmAne jANe ke A jANanAro anubhavamAM Ave che te huM chuM. tyAra bAda tenI pratItirUpa zraddhAna thAya; vinA jAgye zraddhAna konuM? pachI samasta anyabhAvothI bheda karIne potAmAM sthira thAya-e pramANe siddhi che. paNa jo jANe ja nahi, to zraddhAna paNa na thaI zake; to sthiratA zAmAM kare? tethI bIjI rIte siddhi nathI evo nizcaya che. pravacana naM. 78 gAthA-17 -18 tA. pa-9-78 maMgaLavAra bhAdaravA suda-3 saM. 2504 jaha NAma ko vi puriso rAyANaM jANiUNa sddhdi| to taM aNucaradi puNo atthatthIo pyttenn||17|| evaM hi jIvarAyA NAdavyo taha ya sddhedvyo| aNucaridavyo ya puNo so ceva du mokkhkaamenn||18 / / Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 282 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 (harigIta) jyama puruSa koI nRpatine jANe, pachI zraddhA kare, pachI yatnathI dhana-arthI e anucaraNa nRpatinuM kare; 17. jIvarAja ema ja jANavo, vaLI zraddhavo paNa e rIte, enuM ja karavuM anucaraNa pachI yatnathI mokSArthIe. 18. TIkA- jaise nizcayase jaise koI dhanano arthI daSTAMta diyA. dhanano arthI hoya e rAjAne jANe. je dhananA arthI nathI tene zuM kAma rAjAnuM? dhananuM lakSmInuM arthI prayojana jene che jisako che, e dhanakA arthI puruSa bahota udhamase pahele to rAjAko jAne. pahele rAjA usakA cAmara, chatra Adi citrase A rAjA hai, aise jAne dhanano artha e dRSTAMta hai. aura e phira isIkA zraddhAna kare. rAjA jANyA phira zraddhA kare ema, jANyA pachI zraddhA kare. jANyA vinA zraddhA kisakI? aura avazya rAjA hI hai, e jarUra rAjA hI hai, usakI sevA karanese jarUra dhananI prApti hogI, aisA nirNaya kare, e to puNyase Ate hai A to dAMta hai ne? daSTAMta ke rAjA hai, cAmara chatra AdikA cihna hai, baDA chatra, cAmara Adi cihna e usako jAnanese jAnA. aura usakI sevA karanese usako dhana milegA, aura usIkA zraddhAna kare. jarUra rAjA hI A hai, IsakI sevA karanese zraddhAmeM kayA AyA? ke IsakI sevA karanese avazya dhanakI prApti hogI. AhA ! usakA anusaraNa karanese, Azraya karanese, ArAdhanA karanese, AhA.. AhAhA.. dhanakI prAti hogI. usIkA anucaraNa kare aura usakI AjJAmAM rahe, sevA kare, anucaraNa kare, sevA kare AjJAmAM rahe, aise prasanna kare rAjAko IsI prakAra, e to daSTAMta huA (Isa prakAra) mokSArthI puruSako jisameM paramAnaMdarUpI paryAya mokSa, sAdhya je mokSa paramAnaMdanI prAtirUpI mokSa IsakA jo arthI hai, olo dhanakA arthI hai A mokSakA arthI hai. pUrNa, atIndriya AnaMda, atIndriya jJAnanI pUrNatA aisA jo mokSa, usakA jo arthI hai, jisako mokSakA prayojana hai, dUsarA koI prayojana nahIM. AhAhA ! mokSakA jisako prayojana hai, aisA puruSako, pahele to AtmAko jAnanA cAhiye. ahIMthI vAta upADI hai. pahele nava tattvakA jJAna karanA ke phalANA karanA ke deva, guru, zAstrakI sevA e vAta nahIM liyA. AMhI to ekadama bhagavAna AtmA, jIvarAjA apanI saMpadAse zobhate hai, rAjyate zobhate Iti rAjA hai. aise bhagavAna AtmA anaMta jJAna AnaMda Adi apanI lakSmIse zobhate haiM aise jIvarAjA, AhAhA.. usako pahele to jAnanA, pahele to jAnanA. ema zabda aisA hai. AhAhA ! pahelA kayA karanA? to kahete haiM ne? pahelAM kayA karanA? samyagdarzana jJAna hue pahele kyA karanA? ke pahele A karanA. AhAhAhA ! ekadama bhagavAna AtmA mokSakA prayojana ho isako, jisako lakSmI ne puNya AdikA prayojana hai usakI to bAta hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! mokSArthIko pahele to, pahelAmAM pahele AtmAko jAnanA cAhie. AhAhA ! pahele zAstra bhaNanA ke paDhanA e bAta liyA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? pahele bhagavAna AtmA anaMta anaMta guNakA piMDaprabhu anaMta svabhAvakI saMpadAse paripUrNa bharyA hai. AhAhA ! svabhAvanI saMpadAthI paripUrNa hai prabhu to usako Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 283 prathama jAnanA. AhA ! svasaMvedana nirvikalpa jJAnase prathama jAnanA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? prathama jAnanAkA artha A, svasaMvedana jJAna apanA apanese anubhavameM AnevAlA jJAna aisA svasaMvedana, apanA vedana, AnaMdakA vedana, jJAnakA vedana, aisA svasaMvedana jJAnase jAnanA AtmAko svasaMvedana jJAnase jAnanA.mokSArthIko, AhAhA... paramAnaMdakI prAsikA mokSakA arthI (jo) hai, jisako usakA mokSa karanA hai, usako pahele (AtmAko) jAnanA. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? bhagavAna AtmA paripUrNa AnaMda Adi saMpadAse jIvarAja bharyA hai. jema vo rAjA chatra, cAmara Adi cihnose dikhate haiM ema bhagavAna AtmA aparimita jJAna ne aparimita AnaMda aparimita zAMti Adi svabhAvase zobhate hai. aisA rAjA nAma zobhate, rAjyate zobhate Iti rAjA. AhAhAhA ! e rAgathI zobhe che ne nimittathI zobhe aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! Avo mAraga che. usIko AtmAko pahele AtmAko jAnanA cAhie. pahele AtmAko jAnanA cAhie. AhAhAhA ! paNa pAdharA, sIdhA koI kAraNa phAraNa ke nahIM? ke gurukI sevA karanA, are guru to apanA AtmA hI guru hai, aura nirmaLa paryAya usakI ziSya che. AhAhAhA ! bahu vAtuM AkarI ! jagatane aMdara bhagavAna paramAtma svarUpa birAjamAna usako prathamamAM prathama jAnanA. mokSArthIko pahelAmAM pahelA prayojana A hai. AhAhA! zAstra jAnanA ne guru pAse pahelA sUnanA ne e bAta pahele liyA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! evI vAta che. jema dhanano arthI, prathama ja rAjAne jANe ema mokSArthI, AhAhA... parama atIndriyano pUrNa lAbha enuM nAma mokSa. pUrNa atIndriya AnaMdanA lAbha e AtmalAbha e mokSa. AhA ! evA AtmalAbhanA mokSArthIe prathamamAM prathama AtmAne svasaMvedana jJAnathI, AhAhAhA... nirvikalpa jJAnathI jAnanA ema kahI. AkarI vAta che bApu! AhAhA ! puruSoko, puruSa zabda AtmA. pahele to AtmAko jAnanA cAhie. puruSa zabda cetanA - cetanAmAM je ekAkAra huM e puruSa, "puruSArtha siddhi upAya" emAM huM ne puruSa - cetanAmAM ekAkAra hai e puruSa. cetanAmAM ekAkAra huM e puruSa. aisA puruSa jo AtmA. AhAhAhA... ekadama prathamamAM prathama kartavya hoya to, mokSArthIko svasaMvedanase AtmAko jAnanA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AtmAko lakSameM lekara paryAyameM sva apanA vedana pratyakSa, saMvedana sva apanA sama pratyakSa rAgakI ane nimittakI apekSA binA ane vyavahAra ratnatrayakI bhI apekSA binA, ahIMyA to darzana jJAna cAritra e vyavahAra kahenemeM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? kayA? apanA jJAna ne apanI zraddhA ne apanA cAritra anucaraNa e bheda ratnatraya hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! to jisako apanA AnaMdakA pUrNa lAbha aisA mokSa (ka) jisako cAhanA hai, Isako bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA.. pahelemeM pahele jAnanA cAhie ema kahete hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? ahIMyA pahelAM nava tattvanA nirNaya karanA ke naya nikSepa pramANase, teramI gAthAmeM AyA Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 284 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai, ye ke naya nikSepa pramANase pahelAM AtmA dUsarA (darzanase bhinna) bhagavAna kahete haiM e sivAya dUsarAse bhinna kyA bhagavAna kahete hai, bhagavAna trilokanA nAtha je AtmAnA svarUpa jeNe batAyA e dUsarA ajJAnIse kayuM bhinna hai, aisA naya, nikSepa, pramANase pahelAM anubhava karanA, jAnanA. pIche yaha bhI anubhava karanemeM e abhUtArtha hai. to AMhI to sIdhI vAta liyA hai. AhAhAhA! nizcayanaye dravya hai ne paryAya vyavahAranaya hai, ne pramANamAM dokA jJAna hai ne nikSepamAM zeya bhedanA bhedomeM, vyavahAranayase jAnanA ne, e saba bAta pahelI lenA, e bAta yahAM kiyA nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhA! | jisako aMtara pUrNAnaMda aisA AtmalAbharUpI mokSa, pUrNAnaMdarUpI AtmalAbhakA mokSa, IsakA jisako prayojana huM Isako, AhAhAhA... to usako to pahele A bhagavAna AtmA, svasaMvedana jJAnase prathama jAnanA, ekilA jAnanA, dhAraNA (karanA) ema nahIM ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! AtmA aisA hai ne aisA hai ne aisA jJAnameM dhAraNa karanA ekalI dhAraNA e nahIM, e cIja nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! mULa rakama je AtmA AnaMdakA nAtha prabhu, usako apanA svase pratyakSa vedanase jAnanA. e jANyA ke A AtmA paripUrNa zuddha AnaMda hai. AhAhA!hai? aura phira usIkA zraddhAna karanA. pahelI AMhI zraddhA na liyA kemake jo cIja usake jJAnameM jAnanemeM na AI usakI zraddhA kaisI. AhAhA ! jJAnakI paryAyameM A vastu akhaMDa zeya akhaMDa hai, aisA zeyakA paryAyameM jJAna hue binA kisakI zraddhA, kisakI karanA? je jJAnameM bhAsana bhAva, bhAsana huA nahIM, vastukA jJAnameM e cIja AI nahIM ane zeya banAkara jJAna huA nahIM, to usako zraddhA kaisI ? kisakI zraddhA? AhAhAhA ! mokSamArgameM samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrANi mokSamArga, tyAM aisA kahA, ema darzana kAraNa ne jJAna kArya, AMhIyA ekadama bhagavAna AtmAnA jJAna karanA, AhAhA... aura phira usIkA zraddhAna, phira usIkA zraddhAna karanA. jAnA huAkI zraddhA jJAnameM bhAsa huvA, A cidAnaMda prabhu zuddha pUrNa hai aisA jJAnameM bhAsa huA to A enI zraddhA. A hai aisI zraddhA. kemake zraddhAkA pratItabhAva to apane ko bhI jAnate nahIM ane jJAnakI paryAyameM pUrNa vastako, e jAnate nahIM. jAnanevAlI paryAya to jJAnakI hai, ane e jJAnakI paryAya jAnanameM AyA tyAM pratIta tyAM thaI ke A AtmA pUrNa zuddha hai, aisI pratIta AI. AhAhAhA ! bhAre kAma bhAI ! A aisA pahelAM zAstra zravaNa karanA, gurukI sevA karanA pahelAM AyA thA, cothI gAthAmAM anAtmajJAnI pote hai ane AtmajJAnIkI sevA kiyA nahIM tyAM to nimittathI e batAyA, paNa AMhI to ekadama bhagavAna AtmA, nimittase zodhe ne sAMbhaLe ne dhAre e bhI AtmajJAna nahIM. AhAhA! zAstrase jJAna ho, zravaNase ho, guruse ho, bhagavAnakI vANIse ho, paNa e jJAna, jJAna nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e paralakSI jJAna hai. e IndriyajJAna, khaMDa khaMDa jJAna, AhAhAhAhA... aisA khyAla choDakara indriyase jJAna huA e indriyajJAna, zravaNase huA, dekhane? huA, vAMcanese huA, AhAhA... AhAhAhA... e saba indriyajJAna hai. kayuMki bhAvaindriya jo khaMDa khaMDa hai usameM dravya indriya jaDa nimitta hai aura bahArakI cIja bhI nimitta hai. AhAhA ! bahArakI cIjako bhI indriya kahA, jaDa indriyako indriya kahA, bhAvaIndriyako indriya Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 285 kahA, tInoM indriyakA jJAna jo hai, AhAhAhA.. e khaMDa khaMDa jJAna hai, e parAvalaMbI hai, parasattAvalaMbI hai. aisA jJAna anaMtabaira kiyA, to e baMdhaka kAraNa hai. anaMta vAra kiyA ne koI e chUTanekA kAraNa na huA. agiyAra aMgakA jJAna navapUrvaka labdhi bhI anaMta aira kiyA. jo e jJAna mokSakA aMze bhI kAraNa ho to alpakALameM chUTanA honA cAhie. e navalabdhi pUrvanI ne agiyAra aMgakA jANapaNA, AhAhAhA... e khaMDa khaMDa jJAna indriyajJAna. AhAhA ! bhagavAna aNIndriya jJAna usameM na AyA. AhAhA! aNIndriya bhagavAna AtmA usakA prathama svasaMvedanase jJAna karanA. AhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai bhAI ! A to jisako saMsArakA, duHkhakA nAza karanA ho, ane pUrNa AnaMdakI prApti, mokSa zabda he ne? mokSa eTale mukAnA, kisase ke duHkhase, kisa cIjakI prApti karanA ke atIndriya AnaMdakA lAbhanI prApti, mokSa hai ne mokSa eTale mukAnA, mukAnA kisase? traNa indriyase ane lAbha kisakA ke anaMta AnaMdakA. AhAhA! (zrotA- keTalA vakhatameM) eka aMtarmuhurtase ho jAtA hai. utkRSTa to eka aMtarmuhurtameM ho jAtA hai. vizeSa cha mAsa batAyA kahyA ne. AhAhA ! ane jisakI jarUriyAta jaNAya tyAM puruSArtha hoe binA rahe nahIM. jisakI ruci ane jarUriyAta jaNAya usakA prayatna hoe binA rahe nahIM. saMsAranA kAmamAM prayojanameM hai ruci, jarUriyAta to puruSArtha tyAM kAmaya karate hai pApanA. AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA zuddha akhaMDa AnaMda AMhI bhedase kathana hai hoM, jJAna darzana cAritra e bhedase kathana hai, bheda ratnatraya A, ane akhaMDa AnaMda bhagavAnamAM e saepa aura ekalA AtmAkI sevA karanA e abheda. AhAhAhA ! bhedabhedanI vAta hai usameM. caudamI gAthAmeM AyA hai ne, prayojana Isa bAtakA hai. Age Isi prayojanako do gAthAmeM daSTAMtapUrvaka kahete hai". upara mathALe heM ne? AhAhAhA ! A to dhIrajanA kAma hai bhAI. gAthA upara hai amRtacaMdrAcAryanA e zabda nathI paNa paMDitajI jayacaMda paMDita hai eNe zabda mukayA hai. kayuMki gAthA kiyAne 19 kaLaza to pIche A liyA ke e mATe kahA e to vizeSa spaSTa karate hai. AhAhA! dhIraja dharane are adhIrA, tyAM utAvaLanA kAma nahIM tyAM. AhAhAhA ! dhIraja dharane are adhIrA. bhagavAna aMdara mahA AnaMdanA DhALAe DhaLIne prabhu, dhIrajase prabhu "dhI" nAma buddhi jJAnakI paryAya ane "ra" dhIra prerita, vartamAna jJAnakI paryAya svatarapha prere usakA jJAna, enuM nAma ahIM dhIra kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! je "dhI" "ra" "dhI" (eTale) jJAnakI buddhi paryAya usako "ra" -prerati sva tarapha, sva saMvedana tarapha jAte hai. AhAhAhA ! usako dhIra kahete hai, usako vIra kahete hai vIra. vizeSe vIrya nAma prayatna. puruSArtha jo "ra'_prerati. aMtarmukhameM puruSArtha prere usako yahAM vIra kahenemeM AtA hai. bAkI badhA kAyara ne AhAhAhA... napuMsaka. AhAhA ! puNya pApamAM je joDAI jAya ane usakI racanA kare e to napuMsaka hai. AhAhAhA ! jisameM cAra gati phaLe rajhaLavAnA bhAva kare ne rajhaLavAnA kArya thAya, AhAhA... e to kAyaranA kAma hai bhAI. AhAhA ! "vacanAmRta vItarAganA ane parama zAMta rasamULa, paNa auSadha je bhavaroganA paNa Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 286 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kAyarane pratikULa" AhAhAhA ! prathamaja, AhA. bhAre gAthA bhAI AvI che. have kAle poSaNa che ApaNA, dasa lakSaNa parva. AhAhA ! Aja maMgaLavAra che, maMgaLika zarU hotA he A. AhAhA !maMga nAma pavitratA "la" nAma lAti, prApti, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha usakA vedana karanA usako prApta karanA, AhAhA ! paryAyakA vedanameM bhagavAnako prApta karanA. AhAhAhA.. usakA nAma svasaMvedana jJAnase AtmA jAnA ema kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! pIche usIkA zraddhAna karanA cAhie, je jAnA usIkA zraddhAna karanA cAhie ema zabda hai ne? jAnanameM AyA usIkA zraddhAna karanA cAhie. AhAhA ! jJAyaka bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, pUrNam Idam jo samyaka vedanase jAnanameM AyA, usIkA zraddhAna karanA cAhie. jAnanemeM je cIja AI usakI zraddhAna karanA cAhie. have AvI vAtuM bApu AkaruM bahu jagatane. AhAhA ! are janama maraNanA aMta lAnA bApu! AhAhA ! e to dhIra vIranA kAma che. AhAhA ! usIkA, phira usIkA zraddhAna ema zabda hai ne? AhAhA! "jAnIte tatastameva zraddhate" ema zabda hai ne? saMskRtamAM "jAnIte jJAtavya: tataH sa eva zraddhAMtavya: prathama eva AtmA jJAtavya: tataH sa evI zraddhAMtavyaH sa eva zraddhAMtavya:' AhAhA ! saMskRta lIdhuM che. bIjI lITI che. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA apanI matijJAna Adi dhAraNAmeM AyA e nahIM, e mati ajJAna hai. AhAhA! je jJAnakI paryAyamAM sva saMvedana AyA, e jJAnameM jaNAyA AtmA pUrNAnaMda prabhu, pratyakSa jAnanameM AyA phira usakI zraddhA, hai? phira usakI zraddhA, phira nAma pIche eTale jANyAmeM zraddhAna karanA cUM-jANyA vinA zraddhA kisakI ? je cIja ja jJAnameM AI nahIM, bhAva bhAsana huA nahIM, zraddhA karo, kisakI zraddhA? AhAhA! paryAyarUpI bhAvameM bhAsana huA (sva) zeyakA. AhAhAhAhA ! Avo mAraga Akaro paDe lokone, olA to kahe ke nizcayase e ne vyavahAre A, samAjanuM rakSaNa karavuM ne vastra choDavA ne e vyavahAra karanA. are prabhu zuM kare che bhAI. ahIM to hajI bheda ratnatrayapaNe pariNamanA e bhI vyavahAra hai. samajameM AyA? ane ekarUpa AtmAmeM ekAkAra thaI jAnA e abheda ne nizcaya hai. samajameM AyA? jo jAnanameM AyA, apanA svabhAvakA jitanA sAmarthya hai, aura jitanI zaktimAM hai, sabako pUrNarUpase paryAyameM jAnanameM AyA, e jAnanameM AyA jo cIja usakA zraddhAna karanA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jAnanemeM paryAyameM AyA usakI zraddhA, paryAyakI zraddhA karanA aisA nahIM. AhAhA ! svasaMvedanase jAnanameM AyA to svasaMvedanakI zraddhA karanA aisA nahIM. samajameM AyA? svasaMvedanameM jo jJAna vastu bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda AyA usakI zraddhA karanA. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta ! divya cakSu hai, "samayasAra" "bhAva" divyacakSu ne "vANI' divyacakSu beya. AhAhA ! aMdaranA netra khula gayA, je rAganI ekatAmeM anAdise paDA thA. AhAhAhA ! to sArA nidhAnameM tALA diyA thA. AhAhA ! tALA samajate huM ne tALAtAlA diyA thA aura jaba svasaMvedanase jAnanameM AyA e rAgakI ekatAnA tAlA khola diyA, sArA nidhAna bhagavAna. AhAhAhAhA ! atIndriya AnaMda ne atIndriya jJAna ne atIndriya prabhutA aisA pUrNa svarUpa Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 287 jo akhaMDa AnaMda prabhu usakA jo svasaMvedanameM jJAna huA, usakI hI zraddhA karanA. AhAhA ! svasaMvedanakI paryAyakI zraddhA karanA aisA na liyA, e to paryAya hai, paNa vo paryAyameM jo svasaMvedanameM jo jAnanameM AyA ke A AtmA, AhAhAhA! ( usakI zradhdhA karanA). AvI vAta prabhu kyAM che. AhAhA! are A vAta jaba taka sUnanemeM na mile e kyAM jIvana gALe? kyAM jAya? AhAhA ! phira usIkA zraddhAna karanA cAhie ke yahI AtmA hai." dekho, e pUrNAnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna AtmA yahI AtmA hai. AhAhA ! usakA AcaraNa karanese, have zraddhAmeM kyA AyA vizeSa jayacaMda paMDite khulAsA kiyA hai, pAThamAM to ItanA hai, "sa eva anucaritavyazraya sa eva zraddhAMtavya: tataH sa eva anucaritavya" paNa usakA artha e liyA usane nikAlA ke bhAI A AtmA jo jJAyaka trikALI AnaMdakA nAtha prabhu bhagavat svarUpa bhagavAna svarUpa, paramAtma svarUpa usakA sva saMvedanameM jJAna AyA, vo AyA jisako jJAna usakI zraddhA karanA ane e zraddhAmeM aisA AyA ke usakA meM anucaraNa karuMgA, usameM lIna houMgA, Isase karmakA nAza ne azuddhatAkA nAza hogA. AhAhA ! koI vrata pALanese ne bhakti karanese (nahIM). AhAhA ! aisI zraddhAmeM aisA AyA, ke bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha prabhu enA vadana huA svasaMvedana IsakI zraddhA ke A AtmA ja pUrNAnaMda prabhu hai, aura e pUrNAnaMdameM ramate, usameM lIna hogA. ItanA azuddhatA ne rAga nAza hogA, aisI zraddhAmeM AyA. AhAhAhA ! AMhI to hajI zraddhA na maLe, vedaneya na maLe ane A bahAra vrata ne tapa ne bhakti karatA kalyANa thaI jaze ane prabhu bahu phera che bhAI, tane AkaruM lAge che. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? vyavahAra kriyA kare barAbara, to nizcaya pAmI zake e bAta hai hI nahIM prabhu. samajameM AyA? vyavahAra to saba rAgakI kriyA hai ne? bhagavAna to vItarAga mUrti prabhu hai ne aMdara. AhAhAhA ! e rAgase kaise prApta ho ? to zraddhAmeM bhI pahele e AyA, kayA AyA? AhA! IsakA AcaraNa karanese, IsakA AcaraNa karanese, svasaMvedanameM jo AtmA jJAnameM jaNAyA, usakI zraddhA kiyA ane zraddhAmeM aisA AyA ke bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu usameM sevA karanese anucaraNa karanese, usameM ramanese, hai? AhA! avazya karmose chuTA jA sakegA. jarUra karmase chUTanA hogA. aisA samyagdarzanameM e AyA ke A vastu svarUpa hai, bhagavAna tuM usameM lIna hogA, taba rAgakA ane karmakA nAza hogA. AhAhA ! koI vrata ne tapa ne bhakti, tapa karanA, apavAsa karanA, mahinA mahinAnA apavAsa ne cha mahinAnA apavAsa ne e badhA apavAsa hai, upavAsa nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! upa nAma trikALI jJAyakabhAva jo vedanameM AyA, usakI zraddhA kiyA, ne e bhagavAna AtmAmeM meM lIna hogA, usameM meM ramaNatA karuMgA Isase hI azuddhatA ne karma nAza hogA, dUsarI koI rIta hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? zraddhAmeM aisA AyA, to je jJAnakA vedanameM jaNAyA, prabhu usakI zraddhA kiyA ane e zraddhAmeM aisA AyA ke A vastumeM meM jo pUrNAnaMda prabhu hai usameM lIna hogA to karmase chUTegA. Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 288 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 koI dUsarI kriyAkAMDase karma chUTegA aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA!(zrotA:- vAta to sAcI bhAI) e bhAgyazALI che. A vAta A gaI ne ruci ho gaI, ke A vAta to aisA hai bhagavAna. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? amAre bAbulAlajIne badhAya bese cheTe bese che hamaNAM zAMtibhAI ne AvyA che ne? A mAraga bApu zuM kahIe. AhAhAhA ! vANIno viSaya nahIM, vikalpano viSaya nahIM. AhAhA ! zraddhAmAM kayA AyA?ke IsakA AcaraNa karanese, e cidAnaMda bhagavAna pUrNa AnaMdakA nAtha usakA AcaraNa, usameM ramase aMdara ramanese e AcaraNa, koI paMcamahAvratanA vikalpa ne e koI AcaraNa AtmAkA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhASA to sAdI che prabhu tuM tArI cIja ja sAdI hai. AhAhA ! e upAdhi vinAnI cIja hai AtmA. AhAhA ! sAdA zaNagArase zobhita bhagavAna che. AhA ! jJAna, AnaMda, zAMti, vItarAgatAkA svabhAvase zobhita prabhu hai, e IsakA zaNagAra che. AhAhAhA ! paMcasaMgrahameM liyA hai. paMcasaMgrahameM dIpacaMdajI hai ne dipacaMdajI hai, paMcasaMgrahameM aisA liyA hai, zRMgAra rasa caDhAyA eka ekameM abhUta rasa zuMgAra rasa, vIra rasa bahu vyAkhyA kiyA hai dipacaMdajIe, aisI vyAkhyA koI(ne) nahIM kiyA hai. vo bhI ema kahete the e vakhate ke arere meM bahArase dekhatA huM samAjako, saMpradAyako to koI Agama anusAra zraddhA dikhatI nahIM. doso varSa pahele, ane mukhase kahetA huM to mAnate nahIM, to meM likha jAtA huM ke mAraga A hai. aisA bhAva dipIkAmeM likhA hai. bhAva dipIkA nAmanA graMtha hai. AhAhAhA! have e to bahArameM ekadama AyA hai, hai? lAkho mANasa have ItanA to sUnate hai. AhAhA ! IsakA AcaraNa karanesa" IsakA eTale bhagavAna pUrNa zuddha dravya je paryAyameM jaNAyA usakI zraddhA huI ane usameM AcaraNa karanese AhAhAhA... paryAyameM ramanA paNa dravyameM ramanA yuM. ekalA paryAyameM ramanA ema nahIM, dravyameM ramanA. AhAhA ! hai to paryAyameM ramanA e, paNa trikALI bhagavAna aNIndriya, pUrNAnaMda ne pUrNa vItarAgatA svabhAva bharapura prabhu usameM meM AcaraNa karuMgA. Atma AcaraNa karuMgA, AhAhAhA ! aisA AtmAnA AcaraNa karuMgA taba avazya karmose chuTA jA sakegA. jarUra karmase chUTegA. mere mokSa honemeM bilakula jarUrI bAta A hai. AhAhA! game teTalA nikAcIta ne nisbata karma ho, AhAhAhA... paNa merI Atma bhagavAna cIja hai, usameM meM ramanese usakA AcaraNa, Atma AcaraNa, dayA, dAna, vrata Adi to aNAtma AcaraNa hai, rAgakA. AhAhA ! bhAre vAtuM bhAI ! Avo to siddhAMta bolate hai Agama hai, yukti hai, anubhava ne Agama saba eka hI cIja che. loko kahe eya sonagaDhanA ekAMta hai, ekAMta hai, mahAvIrase bhI virUddha hai, ne ema kahete hai. are bhagavAna ! bhAI ! tane khabara nathI prabhu! AhA! vastu to dravya sAdharmI jIva che e, paryAyameM bhUla hoya toya bhagavAna hai ye. AhAhA! bhagavAna tere khabara nahIM prabhu ane tuma aisA Aropa karate hai prabhu. AhA! AMhI to paramAtmA saMto kahete hai e paramAtmA kahete hai, e saMto ADatiyA hokara vAta karate hai apanA anubhavameM rahekara vAta karate hai. AhAhAhAhA! ye kahete hai, prabhu ekavAra sUna to sahI nAtha! e atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna usameM AcaraNa karanese, A sadAcaraNa kahete hai ne? laukika sadAcaraNa, e sadAcaraNa nahIM. sat Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 289 AcaraNa, sat svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda sat, usameM AcaraNa karanA e sadAcaraNa hai. AhAhAhAhA ! AMhI to A dayA, dAna ne vrata kare tyAM thaI rahyuM. AcaraNa karate hai. e sadAcaraNa nahIM, e to asad AcaraNa hai e to arere. bhagavAna tuM paripUrNa prabhu hai ne nAtha. AhAhA ! teremeM kyAM uNapa ne kacAza ne adhurAza hai. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna to anaMta anaMta guNathI paripUrNa prabhu paripUrNa bharA hai. AhAhAhA ! usakA vedanameM jAnA aura usakI zraddhA kiyA ke A AtmA aura ye AtmAmuM AcaraNa karuMgA to kamase chUTegA, aisI samyagdarzana ne pratItameM aisA AyA. AhAhA meM bhaviSyameM vrata leuMgA ne tapa karuMgA ne aisA bAhyakA karma chUTegA aise zraddhAmeM (thA) e chUTa gayA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? isakA AcaraNa karanese jarUra karmose chuTA jA sakatA hai, niHsaMdeha bhagavAna AtmAnA AnaMdameM ramate jarUra karmose chUTegA. AhAhA ! aisI niHsaMdeha zraddhA huI. samajameM AyA? jisakA pattA milA bhagavAnakA usameM ramanese karmase chuTegA jarUra chuTegA. AhAhA ! vyavahAra dharma paNa isako kahIe ke AvA nizcayakA zraddhA jJAna AcaraNa huA usameM vikalpa uThate hai Isako vyavahAra kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! paNa e vyavahAra ye baMdhanA kAraNa hai. AhAhA ! indriya AdhIna indriyase jJAna huA e baMdhanA kAraNa, paMca mahAvratanA vikalpa eya baMdhanA kAraNa, AhAhAhA.... ane navatattvanI bhUda zraddhA e mithyAtva baMdhanA kAraNa. AhAhAhAhA ! bheda hoM, navanA bheda. ekarUpa hoya to aMtaramAM A jAtA hai. AhAhA ! kaLazaTIkAmeM liyA hai, anAdi navatattvanI zraddhA to mithyAtva hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e saMvara, nirjarA, mokSa saccA nahIM, nava tattvameM, dravya saMvara, dravya nirjarA. AhAhAhA ! zuM zloka Avyo? AhAhA ! thoDA vyavahArakA AcaraNa karuMgA to meM chuTuMgA, e dRSTi chuTa gaI. samajameM AyA? thoDA vyavahArakI dayA, dharma, brahmacarya sevana zarIrakA aisA AcaraNa karuMgA to chuTuMgA e dRSTi chuTa gaI. AhAhAhA! vo mithyAdeSTi thA, AvI vAtuM bahu AkarI bhAI che, A to paMDitone paNa A pacAvavuM AkaruM paDe. AhAhA ! hai. vastu ja sat saraLa prabhu hai ne! hai ne bhagavAna!hai usako prApta karanA hai! e to na hoya ne prApta karanA ho e to vAta dUsarI hai. hai, AhAhA! sat prabhu, saccidAnaMda nAtha, hai usakA jJAna karanA ne hai usakI zraddhA karanA hai usameM ramanA, e bhedathI kathana traNa bola Ate haiM ne eTalA bheda AyA ne? soLamI gAthAme AvyuM che ne "daMsaNaNANacaritANI sevihavvANi sAhuNANie tANi paNa jANa tiguNavi apANe cevaNicchayaho" AhAhAhA ! to e vyavahAre traNa bAta kiyA hai, paNa vyavahAra A hoM. ekarUpa bhagavAnakI zraddhA, ekarUpakA jJAna, ne ekarUpakI sthiratA, e tIna bheda AyA, e vyavahAra huA. e vyavahAra huA, malina huA, mecaka huA, anekatA huA. AhAhAhA ! e azuddhatA kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA! paryAyakA e kahAne naya 47 nayameM hai. azuddhanaya ne zuddhanaya 46, 47 eka mATIkA aneka piMDa vAsaNa Adi anekapaNA hai. jhArI Adi aise dekhanA e azuddhatA hai, aura mATIko ekarUpa Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 290 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dekhanA e zuddhatA hai. ema bhagavAna AtmA usakI paryAya nirmaLa paryAya bhedase dekhanA e azuddhanaya hai. AhAhAhA ! nayanA vyAkhyAna A gayA hai saba, ane bhagavAna eka hI svarUpa akhaMDAnaMda prabhu usameM aMdarameM ramanA ekAkAra karanA e zuddha hai, e zuddhanaya hai. AhAhA ! arere kyAM ene, phira usIkA anucaraNa karanA cAhie. hai? "phira' pahele to zraddhAmeM liyA, e dravya svabhAvameM lIna hogA ItanA karma chuTegA, phira usIkA anucaraNa karanA, aMdarameM ramanA. AhAhA! usIkA anucaraNa, usakA anucaraNa karake caraNa ramanA. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda tyAM keDe keDa ramanA, ene anusarIne ramanA. AhAhA ! enuM nAma, usakA nAma cAritra. AhAhA ! nagrapaNA ne paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma ne e koI cAritra nathI. e to acAritra hai. AhAhA! nagnapaNA e ajIva (kI) dazA hai, paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma e to rAga hai. AhAhA ! e to rAga AcaraNa hai, e jIvanA AcaraNa nahIM. AvI spaSTa vAta saMtoe kahI ane lokoe virodha karyo. are prabhu e virodha to terA AtmA sAthe hai. hai? ( zrotA- ajJAnIno bhrama che) eno virodha enA AtmA sAthe hai. atIndriya AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna nirvikalpa abheda vastu, AhAhAhAhA.. aisA dRSTimeM liyA nahIM. jJAnameM vedana kiyA nahIM, ane bahAranI kriyAkAMDa ne aisA ne aisA, AhAhA.. lokaraMjana, mokSa pAhuDamAM Ate hai. aSTa pAhuDameM. lokaraMjana-lokaraMjana aSTa pAhuDameM AtA hai. loka khuzI thAya, rAjI (rAjI) AhAhAhA ! vyavahArase AtA hai aisI kriyA hai aisA hotA hai lokaraMjana ajJAna hai. AhAhA ! terA AtmA raMgAyA nahIM IsameM. AhAhAhA ! anubhavake dvArA usameM lIna honA cAhie. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha prabhu usakA jJAna kiyA, zraddhA kiyA, aba usameM lIna honA cAhie. AhAhAhA ! AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnameM ramanA, atIndriya AnaMdakA bhojana karanA, AhAhAhAhA... atIndriya AnaMda AhAhA... Ave che ne, nahIM? olAmAM nitya bhojI kaLazamAM Ave che, baMdha adhikArameM. AhAhA.... atIndriya AnaMdano nitya bhojI bhagavAna. olA kahe. khAvuM ne A khAvAnI kriyA paNa bApu e to jaDanI che bhAI, tane enA upara lakSa che e paNa vikArabhAva che. AhAhA ! A to atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna usakA jJAna zraddhA kiyA ne pIche ramanA, e atIndriyakA bhojana karanA, AhAhAhAhA.. atIndriyakA svAda lenA, AvI vAtuM AkarI paDe mANAne, (mANasone ) abhyAsa na maLe ne Akho di' saMsAranA pApanA poTalAmAM paDayA. arara! raMgulAlajI ! are bhagavAna bhAI ! AhAhA ! anubhavake dvArA usameM lIna honA cAhie, kisameM? usameM. A je jJAyakasvabhAva je jAnanameM ne zraddhAmeM AyA hai usameM lIna honA. samajameM AyA? kayoMke sAdhya jo niSkarma avasthA-mokSa, sAdhya jo niSkarma avasthArUpa e avasthA paryAya hai, mokSa paNa, sAdhya jo niSkarma avasthArUpa abheda zuddha svarUpa usakI siddhikI, AhAhAhA niSkarma dazA pUrNAnaMdanI mokSadazA abheda zuddha svarUpa usakI siddhikI IsI prakAra utpatti hai, A prakAre usakI prApti hai, dUsarA koI prakAre prApti nahIM. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 17-18 291 pravacana naM. 79 gAthA - 17-18 tA. 6-9-78 budhavAra, bhAdaravA suda-4 saM. 2504 uttama kSamA dharma A dasalakSaNI parvaH- usakA pahelA dina hai ne uttama kSamA, e uttama kSamA Adi dasa bola hai e cAritrakA bheda hai. cAritra khAsa mokSakA kAraNa hai. ethI cAritramAM dasa prakAranA dharma AtmAno anubhava zuddha caitanyanI dRSTi ane anubhava huA ho aura usameM pachI cAritra lInatA hui ho, usako A dasa prakA2kA dharma hotA hai e dasa prakA2kA dharmameM isase sukha hotA hai, AnaMda hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! dasa prakArakA dharma Isako kahIe ke jisameM atIndriya AnaMda AtA ho. AhAhAhAhA ! aura IsameM atIndriya AnaMda hai Isase atIndriya AnaMda hai e atIndriya AnaMda sukhasvarUpI hai. dasa prakA2kA dharma AvI vAta che bhAI. AhAhA ! aise Ama uttama kSamA, uttama kSamA kahA ne to samakita sahitanI, samakita vinA je kaMI hai e kAMI kSamA nahiM e to kaSAya hai ruMdhAyelo hoya. AhAhA ! mAthe AvyuM che bhAI 393 zloka 393 u52. muni dharma kSamAAdi bhAvoMse dasa prakA2kA hai sukhake sAtha, sukha Isase hotA hai. AhAhA ! are A cAritra-dharma, jisase atIndriya AnaMda AtA ho. AhAhA... usakA nAma dasa prakA2kA munikA dharma kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che bApA AkarI bahu. AhA ! che IsameM ? sukhake sAtha sukha Isase hotA hai. aura sukha IsameM hai athavA sukhase sAra hai e dasa prakA2kA dharma sukhano sAra, AnaMdano sAra usameM hai. AhAhAhA ! atIndriya AnaMdanuM vedana vizeSa ho usakA nAma yahAM dasa prakA2kA dharma hai. AhAhA ! AvI vyAkhyA have, AvI 393 mAM che pahelAM, piche 394, e daseyamAM ho daseya prakArano dharma, AhAhAhA... A dasalakSaNI parva e dasa prakA2kA dharma e cAritrakA bheda hai, samyagdarzana sahita anubhava ane cAritra huA ho usameM vizeSa AnaMda AtA hai usako ahIMyA dasa prakA2kA dharma kahenemeM AtA hai. AhA ! AvI vAta. samyagdarzanameM svarUpakI dRSTi honeMse AnaMdakA svAda AtA hai paNa thoDA hai. AhAhA... aura cAritrameM pracura AnaMda hai, aura usameM kSamA Adi ho. AhAhA... e kSamAneM to mahA AnaMda-AnaMda AtA hai, kahete hai. samajameM AyA ? AvI vAta che. e dasamAM pahelo uttama ( kSamA ) hai. ( zrotAH- vItarAgabhAva e ja dharma che) e vItarAga bhAva e ja A vItarAgakA dasa prakA2kA dharma hai. e to enA bheda batAyA, bAkI vItarAgabhAva e dharma ne e cAritrane e dasa prakA2kA dharma, vItarAgabhAva. AhAhAhA... AvI vAta che. e dasa prakA2kA dharma vItarAga bhAva hai. AhAhA ! ghaNo ja rAgano abhAva kaMIka kare, atIndriya AnaMdanA ugra anubhavameM AnaMda AtA hai usako yahAM dasa prakA2kA dharma kahenemeM AtA hai. A to kSamA karIne DhIMkaNu karyuM aisI bAta nahIM. A to uttama kSamA ne uttama mArdava, aMta2meM AtmA AnaMda prabhu usakA aMtara anubhavameM atIndriya svAdakA AnA usakA nAma to samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhAhA ! aura cAritra vizeSa AnaMdakA AnA nAma cAritra hai ane usameM dasa prakA2kA dharma, AhAhA e Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 292 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 sukhanA svAdamAM vRddhi ho, AhAhAhA.. usakA nAma, vAta evI che 393 mAM pahelAM kiyA thA pIche 394 (dasalakSaNa dharmanA zloka pU. gurudevazrIe "svAmI kArtikeya anuprekSA" mAMthI lIdhA che.) koheNa jo Na tappadi suraNaratiriehiM kIramANe vi / uvasagge vi raudde tassa khamA NimmalA hodi / / 394 / / je koI saMta-muni, manuSya tiryaMca acetanaAdi upasargameM hote chatuM paNa taptAyamAna nahiM ho, krodhase taptAyamAna na ho, paNa AnaMdase ugra AnaMdakA svAdameM A jAya. AhAhAhA ! usako yahAM uttama kSamA dasa lakSaNI parvameM prathama dharma kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? zrAvakako bhI darzana jJAna cAritra tInoM, paMcama guNasthAnameM paNa tIna hotA hai, niyamasAramAM Ate haiM ne? bhakti, darzana-samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakI bhakti kare zrAvaka, bhakti pariNAma e pariNamana karate hai. AhAhAhA hai Isake bhI A dasa prakArakA dharmameM aMza hai, muniko vizeSa hai Ane aMza hai paNa e aMzameM AnaMdakA svAda AtA hai vizeSa sukhasAra. AhAhAhA ! je zIsamIkI lakaDI hotI hai ne zIsama - zIsama usako sAra hoya, aMdara cIkaNo kaThaNa (sAra) ema A sukhasAra. AhAhAhA ! uttama kSamAmeM atIndriya AnaMdakA sAra AtA hai. AhAhAhA! usakA nAma uttama dharma kahete hai. nahiM patA? usa munike nirmaLa kSamA hotI hai pachI daSTAMta ApyA che. amukameM muni aise aise muni ho gayA ne zAMta zAMta.. ghANImeM pilA, AhAhA ! A pAMDavone lohAnA dAgInAmAM jhevaramAM, AhAhAhA ! atIndriya AnaMdakI bADha AtI thI kahete hai. AhAhA ! e upasargameM pariSaha sahanameM, sahana Isako kahejemeM AtA hai ke jJAtA-deSTA rahekara AnaMdakA vizeSapaNA pragaTa ho, usakA nAma pariSaha sahana kiyA kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI cIja che bhAI ! vItarAganA mAraganI koI lAIna AkhI phera che. e vastunuM svarUpa ja evuM aisA hai. e A kahyuM dekho uttama kSamA. have cAlato adhikAra. (gAthA 17-18) yahAM sudhI AyA hai, sAdhya jo niSkarma dazA, mokSanI dazA e sAdhya hai, e abheda zuddha svarUpa usakI siddhikI usI prakAra upapatti hai. AhA ! apanA bhagavAnanA darzana karanA pratIta karanA jJAna karanA ne ramaNatA e niSkarma avasthA mokSanI prAptinA upAya hai. AhAhA... anyathA anupapatti hai. A anekAMta hai olA anekAMta ema kahete huM ne ke nizcayase bhI ho ane vyavahArase bhI ho e anekAMta, (esA nahIM). AhAhAhA... tyAM to bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhA.. apanA nizcaya darzana jJAna ne cAritra usake niSkarma avasthA usase sAdhya hotA hai, anyathA nahIM, usakA nAma anekAMta hai. vyavahArase ke rAgase ke nimittase nahIM usakA nAma anekAMta, svase ho ne parase nahIM usakA nAma anekAMta hai. atyAre anekAMta aisA phadaDIvAda kara dete hai. AhAhA! nizcayase bhI ho, vyavahArase bhI ho, upAdAnase ho, nimittase bhI ho, e to phudaDIvAda hai, ekAMta mithyA hai, jhINI vAtuM bahu bApA, mAraga A. hai? isI prakAra upapatti hai, anyathA anupapatti hai, dUsarI rIte muktinI avasthAnI upapatti hotI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! apanA bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdanI dRSTi jJAna ne Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 293 ramaNatA karate hai, e eka niSkarma avasthA(mokSa) prAtikA upAya hai, AhAhA... dUsarA koI upAya hai nahIM. be mokSakA mArga kahete hai e to kathanakI zailI hai, mokSamArga to A eka hI hai. AhAhAhA ! A to jene bhAI bhavanA thAka lAgyA hoya, bhavanI bIka kyAM jaizuM, kyAMya? AhAhA eka zarIramAM pIDA Ave to sahana na thAya. AhAhAhA ! ene zarIramAM rahIne prabhu terA kAma karanA hai aMdara. meM to AnaMdakaMda prabhu, zuddha caitanyaghana, usakI pratItimeM AnaMda AnA, usakA jJAna karanemeM AnaMda AnA, usakI sthiratA karanemeM AnaMda AnA, AhAhAhAhA... Avo mAraga che te anyathA nahIM, che ne ? isI prakArase sAdhyakI siddhi hotI hai. anya prakArase nahIM hai? AhAhA ! (zrotAne) e bAraNA pAsethI khasI jAva Ama kaMi, e cheka pAchaLathI Ave che ne te moDhA AgaLa bese che. khasI jAva ke bahAra, pAchaLathI Ave ane moDhA AgaLa besavuM kAMI, AhAhA ! have, e vAtane vizeSa samajAte hai, che ne? jaba AtmAko anubhavameM Ane para, kayA? aneka paryAyameM rAga ane dveSa ne vikalpo, AhAhAhA... e apane AtmAko anubhava (meM) Ane para aneka paryAyarUpa bhedabhAva, anubhava nAme AnaMdakA anubhavanI A bAta nahIM hai, rAga ne puNya ne pApa e aneka prakAranA je vedanameM AtA hai anubhavameM, aneka paryAyarUpa bhedabhAvake sAtha mizritapaNA hone para bhI, AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdanI sAthameM, e puNya ne pApanA asaMkhya prakAra ne isakI sAthe mizritapaNA ho gayA anAdise, mAnyA hai. AhAhAhA ! mizritapaNA hai, hone para bhI, sarva prakArase bhedajJAnameM pravINa AhAhA... aMtarameM rAgase bhinna karanekA pravINa, rAga e baMdhakA lakSaNa hai, bhagavAnakA lakSaNa jJAna hai. e jJAnase rAgako bhinna karake AhAhAhA... AvI vAta. paryAyamAM puNya ne pApanA aneka vikAra, anubhavameM Ane para bhI, mizritapaNA hone para bhI, vastu to vastu tarIke hai, rAganuM mizritapaNuM mAnyuM che, mAnyA hai. (huA nahIM) samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! aise rAga ane AtmAkI eka mizrita dazA, aisA hone para bhI, AhAhAhA... sarvaprakArase bhedajJAna, dekho! sarvaprakArase, eka aMza rAgakA bhI apanemeM nahIM aise sarvaprakArase bhedajJAna, AhAhA.. aMtarameM jhUkanese rAgase bhinna ho jAtA hai. Are AvI vAtuM have. bhedajJAnameM pravINatAse, sarva prakArase, aMza bhI rAga usakA (apanA) nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jo yaha anubhUti hai so hi meM huM, e jAnanekA anubhava hotA hai. e meM huM. rAga e meM nahIM, cAhe to devaguru zAstranI bhaktikA rAga ho, guNa guNIkA bhedakA rAga ho, paNa rAgase AtmA mizrita mAna liyA hai, to usako bhedajJAna karake, AhAhAhA.. rAganA bhAvase bhagavAna AtmAko bhedajJAna karanese judA pADanese sarva prakArase judA pADanese AhAhA.. A kiyA. samajameM AyA? yaha anubhUti hai so hi" (mai huM) bhedajJAna karanese je jJAnanA anubhava rahA e mai huM, hai? anubhUti hai so hi meM huM. aisA AtmajJAnase prApta huA, AtmajJAnase prApta huA, AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA rAgase mizrita avasthAmeM hone para bhI, judA pADanekI bhedajJAnakI kaLAse sarva prakAra bhedajJAna karanese, e jJAnarUpa rahA e mai huM. AhAhAhA! AvI vAta che. jene kalyANa karavuM hoya ene A rastA hai bhAI, bAkI badhI vAtuM che. AhAhA ! AtmajJAna aise Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 294 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anubhUti so meM huM, e jAnanevAlA AtmA te anubhUti e meM, rAganuM mizritapaNuM ane sarva prakAre bhedajJAnase bhinna karake e AtamajJAna e jJAna yaha meM huM anubhUti e AtamajJAna. AhAhAhA ! have AvI vAtuM che. "prAsa hotA huA isa AtmAko jaisA jAnA hai, vaisA hI isa prakAranI pratIti" jAnanemeM AyA to A jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna hai, AnaMdasvarUpI prabhu hai, aisA jJAnameM bhedajJAnase anubhUti jJAnI anubhUti yaha meM huM, aisA jAnA, vaisA hI isa prakArakI pratIti, e prakAranI pratIti huA, AhAhA ! pratIti jisakA lakSaNa hai aisA zraddhAna udita hotA hai. AhAhA... usako samyagdarzana pragaTa hotA hai. are rAganA bhAgase bhinna bhagavAnako ( nijAtmAko ) karake aMdarameM je jJAnanA anubhava rahA e maiM huM ane e AtmajJAna hai. AhAhAhA ! e jJAnameM aisA AtmA jaNAyA, aisA hI pratItameM AyA. AtmAnA jJAna huA aisA hI pratItameM AyA ke A AtmA. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM. bhAI ! taba zraddhAna udita hotA hai. taba samasta anya bhAvoMkA bheda honese, jaba rAgase, puNyake vikalpase jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna bhinna honese bhinakA jJAna huA ane bhinnakI pratIti hui. A jAnanameM AyA vo hI AtmA aisI pratIti huI, pIche, anya bhAvoMkA bheda honese, samasta anya bhAvo, AhAhAhA! guNa guNIkA vikalpa uThate huM bheda, usase bhI bheda karake, AhAhAhAhA ! samasta anya bhAvakA bheda honese niHzaMka sthira honemeM samartha hotA hai. AhAhA! svarUpameM niHzaMkapaNe sthira honese cAritra hotA hai. A rAgase bhinna jJAnasvarUpa aisA anubhUti huI e AtmajJAna, ane e AtmajJAnameM je jaNAyA AtmA aisI pratIti huI aura pratIti hui pIche anya bhAvase bhinna hokara, rAga Adise, hai? niHzaMka sthira honese, svarUpamAM nizaMkapaNe sthira honese, AhAhA. AtmAkA AcaraNa udaya hotA hai. e AtmAkA AcaraNa. rAgase bhinna zraddhA jJAna kiyA aura usase pachI rAgase bhinna svarUpameM TharanA, (ekAgra honA) niHzaMkapaNe ke meM A huM, rAga ne dayA, dAnanA vikalpa je huM e to meM nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA ! bahu kAma ! zAstrakA jJAna je paralakSI hai e bhI maiM nahIM, kayuM ke emAM AtmajJAna nahIM huA. AhAhAhA ! AtmajJAna eTale je AtmA hai usakA jJAna, rAgase bhinna hokara AtmajJAna, aura aisI pratIti ke A AtmA. jJAnameM AyA, e A AtmA, to aisI pratIti, aura ye anya bhAvase "samasta anyabhAvoMse bhinna hokara niHzaMkapaNe karanekA samartha huA... AhAhA! rAga Adi mai nahIM aura merI cIjameM niHzaMkapaNe Tharanese, AhAhA... "AtmAkA AcaraNa udaya hotA he" tyAre AtmAnA AcaraNa, bhagavAna AtmAmeM lIna hotA hai. AcaraNa nAma svarUpanA AcaraNa hotA hai. e AcaraNakA udaya nAma cAritra huA. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. AtmAko sAdhatA hai e rIte anubhUti jJAna te huM ane te jJAnameM AtmA jaNAyA aisI pratIti hui, samasta anya bhAvose bhinna hokara niHzaMkapaNe svarUpameM TharanekA AcaraNa huA, Atma AcaraNa e rIte AtmAnI siddhi hai, e rIte AtmAko sAdhatA hai. AhAhAhA ! "aise sAdhya AtmAkI siddhikI isa prakAra utpatti hai." A prakAre sAdhya je niSkarma dazA Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 295 mokSa kevala isakI siddhi A prakAre hai, dUsarA prakAre haiM nahIM. AhAhA! thoDAmAM paNa kitanA bhara diyA hai. rAga, vikalpa ane bhagavAna vItarAga svarUpa usakA mizritapaNA jANe ho gayA ho, aise mizritapaNAmaeNse rAgase bhinna hokara anubhUti (arthAt ) A jAnanevAlA, jAnanevAlA e mai, aisA jJAna huA e AtmajJAna huA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? lyo, A dasalakSaNI parvano pahelo di' AhAhA! (zrotA - sukhano pahelo di' sukha prApta karavAno divasa). A sukha, sukha, sukha kahyuM'tuM bhAI ne kAle, tyAM ene tyAM suratavALA AvyAne. AhAhA! bhagavAna sukhano bhaMDAra hai ne prabhu. atIndriya AnaMdano sAgara hai ne usako rAgase bhinna karake, jJAnameM atIndriya sAgarakA jJAna huA, AtmajJAna. AhAhA ! aura jaisA jAnanameM AyA aisI pratIti kiyA, aura samasta rAgase bhinna hokara niHzaMkapaNe AtmA AcaraNa karanekA puruSArtha huA, AhAhAhA ! A cAritra. jhINI vAta bApu eNe jarI. arere! anaMtakALathI bhagavAnane bhUlI bhramaNAmAM paDyo che anAdithI duHkhane paMthe che. AhAhAhA ! e A rIte upapatti siddha dazAnI hai, sAdhya siddha. aisA hone para bhI, AhAhAhA ! have AyA, A zarIra ne paisA ne Abaru ne e masANanA hADakAno phosapharasa che. AhAhAhA ! enI jene vismayatA lAge, ene AtmAnI vismayatA nahIM lAge. jene AtmA sivAya bAhya padArthanI atizayatA-vizeSatA bhAse ene AtmAnI bhinnatA nahIM bhAse. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aisA hone para bhI paraMtu jaba esA anubhUti svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhAhA... jJAnamAM anubhavasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA... A bALagopALa, A bALa nAma bALakathI mAMDIne vRddha gopALa nAma vRddha, bALakase mAMDIne vRddhako sabako, AhAhAhAhA.. anubhavameM sadA, svayaM hI Ane para bhI AhAhAhA... enI paryAyameM jJAnakI paryAya hai usakA svaparaprakAzaka svabhAva hai, vo kAraNe paryAyameM svasvarUpa jAnanemeM AtA hai. paryAyameM dravyasvarUpa bhagavAna jAnanameM AtA hai. chatAM ajJAnIko para taraphanA baMdhanuM lakSa hovAthI, rAganA premathI e aMtaramAM joi zakato nathI. meM cIja AtmA merI paryAyameM jAnanameM AtA hai aisA dekha sakate nahIM. pharIne, AhAhA ! jJAnakI jo paryAya hai vartamAna, e paryAyakA svabhAva ja svaparaprakAzaka hai. cAhe to ajJAna ho ke jJAna ho, to e paryAyameM AtmA hI jAnanemeM AtA hai. kyuM ke svaparaprakAzaka svabhAva honese jJAnakI paryAyameM sva vastu hai vo hI jAnanemeM ne anubhavameM AtA hai. paryAyameM dravya ja jAnanameM AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA !? ( zrotA:- kyAre?) atyAre, sadAya kIdhuM ne? kahyuM ne A anubhavameM sadA ane svayaM, sadA ane svayaM AhAhAhAhA... e jJAnakI paryAyameM sadA svayaM AhAhAhA... Ane para bhI, svayaM Ane para bhI, AhAhAhA.... kahete hai ke jJAnakI vartamAna dazAmeM sadA svayaM jAnanemeM AtA hai, aisA hone para bhI anAdi baMdhake vaza, AhAhAhA... paNa anAdi rAgane vaza, rAga e kharekhara paradravya hai, e svadravya nahIM. jJAnakI paryAyameM svadravya jAnanameM Ane para bhI, rAga jo paradravya hai usake sAtha kI dRSTie paryAyameM jAnanevAlA AtmA usako jaNAte nahIM. usako jAnate nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhAre bhAI ! pharIne, paraMtu jaba aisA anubhUti svarUpa bhagavAna, jJAnasvabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 296 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dekho, bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpI anubhava, AbALa gopALa sabane, bALakase vRddha, AhAhAhAhA... sabako anubhavameM, sabako anubhavameM sabako sadA ane sabako svayaM, AhAhAhA... bhAI A to kAMi vArtA kathA nathI. A to bhagavata, AhAhAhAhA... AbALa gopALa sarvane ane sadA, sarvane ane sadA ane svayaM, AtmA ja jJAnakI paryAyameM jAnanemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! are ! aisA honepara bhI anAdi baMdhake vaza, paNa dRSTi rAga ane vikalpa u52 hai, AhAhAhA ! ene vaza ho jAnese paryAyameM jAnanemeM AtA hai dravya, chatAM e jAna sakate nahIM, AhAhAhA ! rAganI ekatAkI aMdha buddhimeM, paryAyameM jAnanevAlA bhagavAna jAnI zake, chatAM te jAnate nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. hai ke nahIM aMdara ? AhAhA ! aisA anubhUti jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, AbALa gopALako jJAnakI paryAyameM jAnanemeM AtA hai sabako-sadA ane svayaM, e AtmA ja sadA svayaM apanI paryAyameM jAnanemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! paNa apanA svabhAva tarapha dRSTi diyA nahIM, ane rAgane vaza hokara, abaMdha svarUpa je paryAyameM jAnanemeM AtA hai, e rAgake baMdhake, rAgarUpa baMdhake vaza hokara vaza hokara abaMdha svarUpa je paryAyameM jAnanemeM AtA hai usako jAna sakate nahIM. AhAhAhA ! kyA kahA ? A to dhIrajanA kAma che bApu. AhAhA ! bALakathI mAMDIne vRddha, saba AtmAneM paryAya jo jJAnakI hai, usameM e anubhUti ( svarUpa ) bhagavAna AtmA hI jAnanemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! paNa aisA honepara bhI anAdi rAgakA saMbaMdhameM, e baMdha kaho ke rAgakA saMbaMdha kaho. AhAhAhA ! rAgakA saMbaMdhameM rokAnese, abaMdhasvarUpa paryAyameM jAnanemeM AtA hai e baMdhaneM rokAnese abaMdha jAnanemeM AtA hai, e nahIM jAnatA. AhAhAhAhA ! phira, AtmA AnaMdajJAna svarUpa e paryAyameM ajJAnIko bhI bALakase vRddha, sadA svayaM AtmA, e AtmA ja paryAyameM anubhavameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA... aisA hone 52 bhI, ajJAnI rAgakA saMbaMdhameM cukanese, rAgakA baMdhabhAvameM cukanese, paryAyameM abaMdha svarUpI bhagavAna jAnanemeM Ane 52 bhI rAgake, saMbaMdhameM paDA vo jAnanemeM nahIM AtA. kaho hai ke nahIM aMdara ? AhAhA ! najara taLe cIja Ama dekhAtI ho, paNa najaranuM lakSa bIje hotA hai to e dikhAtA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! are prabhu tuM tArI paryAyameM, jJAnakI eka samayakI paryAyameM prabhu, sadA bALagopALane ne svayaM bhagavAna AtmA ja jAnanemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! e TIkA ! bharatakSetramAM, hai ! AhAhAhA... ( zrotAH- ajoDa ajoDa ) hai! pote ja pote ne 52 be nahIM ( zrotAH- pote ja, pote ne 52 be nahIM ) rAgameM vaza hokara paryAyameM abaMdha svarUpa jJAnameM Ane 52 bhI, rAgake saMbaMdhameM cukanese, abaMdha svarUpa jAnanemeM nahIM AtA. phira, AhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA usakI jJAnakI paryAya bhale ajJAna ho, paNa e paryAyameM paryAyakA svabhAva, jJAna hai ne ? to usakA svapa2prakAzaka svabhAva hai, to paryAyameM svayaM AbALa gopALane sadA svayaM AtmA hI jAnanemeM AtA hai, AhAhAhA ! aisA hone 52 bhI rAgakA saMbaMdhanA baMdhane vaze, e paryAyameM jAnanemeM abaMdha AtA hai usako jAnate nahIM. rAgako jAnate hai. AhAhAhA! Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 297 are A vAta kyAM sAMbhaLavA maLe che bApA, digaMbara saMto haze. AhAhAhA ! kevaLajJAnanA viraha bhulAve evI vAta che. AhAhAhA! bIjAne duHkha lAge ke A tamAro eka ja dharma? bApu, tamAro amAro nathI, A to vastunuM svarUpa ja AvuM che. AhAhA! kayA kahA? ke AtmA paryAyameM abaMdha svarUpa huM e paryAyameM paryAyakA svaparaprakAzaka svabhAva honese, ajJAnIkI paryAyameM bhI e dravya ja jAnanameM AtA hai, paNa ajJAnI rAgakA saMbaMdhameM rukanese, rAgako jAnate hai, je usameM huM nahIM usako jAnate hai, ane je hai paryAyameM jAnanevAlI cIja isako jAnate nahIM. AhAhAhA ! kaho sumanabhAI ! nyAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI AvuM. AhAhAhA ! rakhaDavAnA rastA che bApA. AhAhA! are ene kAne na paDe satya, sattane kaI rIte zodhe? AhAhA ! bhagavAna terA svarUpa je pUrNa abaddhasvarUpa hai, AhAhAhA.... e terI paryAyameM abaddha ja svayaM sadA sabako jAnanameM AtA hai, aisA hone para bhI rAgakA saMbaMdhameM baMdhameM tyAM rukanese paryAyameM jAnanemeM AtA hai abaMdha vo nahIM jAna sakate. AhAhAhA! AvI vAta che. cAhe to bhagavAnakI bhaktikA rAga ho, cAhe to zAstrakI bhaktikA rAga ho. AhAhAhA.. paNa e rAgako baMdha, rAga e baMdha hai, bhagavAna abaMdhasvarUpa hai, to paryAyameM abaMdha svarUpa jAnanemeM AtA hai, svabhAva ja aisA hai. paryAyakA svabhAva ja aisA hai. AhAhAhA ! jJAnakI paryAyameM avasthAmeM trikALI avasthAyI prabhu svayaM jAnanameM AtA hai aisA paryAyakA dharma hai, AhA ! svabhAva hai, aisA hone para bhI rAgakA saMbaMdhameM rukanese aura rAgako jAnanese, rAga vinAnI cIja paryAyameM jAnanameM AtI hai, usako jAnate nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! kaho AvI vAta che bApu, AkarI vAta bhAI ! vItarAga mAraga, rAganI paryAyameM rukanese vItarAga bhagavAna AtmA jinasvarUpI, AhAhAhAhA... jinasvarUpI bhagavAna AtmA e paryAyameM e jinasvarUpa ja jAnanameM AtA hai. AhAhA! aisA hone para bhI jinasvarUpase virUddha je rAga cAhe to dayA, dAna, bhakti, vrata Adi koi paNa vikalpa ho, AhAhAhA... usako dekhanese baMdhane vaze hokara, paryAyameM abaMdha svarUpa hI jAnanemeM AtA hai, chatAM e jAnate nahIM. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che bhAI ! keTalAkane to navI lAge. A samayasAra kaMi navuM che? haiM? be hajAra varSathI to kareluM che, AhAhAhA... vastunuM svarUpa ja aisA hai prabhu! jyAM svayaM-sadA, paryAyameM jJAnakI dazAmaiM jAnanameM Ate (aisA) hone para bhI lakSa baMdha upara hai, rAgano vikalpa cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata bhakti, rAgameM ekAkAra huA hai, rAgako dekhate hai, to rAgako dekhate hai, to paryAyameM arAgI abaMdha svarUpa jAnanameM AtA hai, usako nahIM jAnate. AhAhAhA! are! AhAhA! bahu ja bharyuM che. ohohohoho !! saMtoe to karuNA karIne jagatane AtmAnI jAherAta karI che. bhAI ! bhagavAnanI jAherAta terI paryAyameM hotI hai, paNa terI najaruM rAga ne paryAyameM rukanese e paryAyameM jAnanevAlI zaktine jAnate hone para bhI nahIM jAnate. AhAhAhAhA... ekalI jJAnanI kriyAnI vAta che AMhIyA to. jaba aisA anubhUti svarUpa A bhagavAna AtmA, dekho!bhagavAna AtmA! AhAhAhA ! Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 298 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anaMta anaMta AnaMda ne jJAnanI lakSmIkA bhaMDAra bhagavAna ! e A bALa gopALa, bALakase vRddha sabako AhAhAhA... e ATha varasano bALaka hoya AhA... prabhu, usakI jJAnakI paryAyameM e bhagavAna AtmA hI jAnanameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA... sabako sadA svayaM paryAyameM bhagavAna jAnanameM AtA hai. (aisA) hone para bhI anAdi rAgake vaza hokara rAgakA jJAnameM rukanese, abaddhasvarUpanA jJAna hone para bhI isakA jJAna nahIM karatA hai. AhAhAhA ! Avo upadeza ! olo to vrata karo ne tapa karo ne, AhAhA... paDimA lai lyo jAva. AhAhA! bhAI ! tAro nAtha aMdara moTo prabhu che ne? bhagavAna AtmA kIdhuM ne? bhagavAna AtmA! AhAhA.... ajJAnInoya AtmA, bhagavAna AtmA ema kahyo. AhAhAhAhA.. bhAI tane tArI khabara nathI. jenI khabaruM thAya che tenI tane khabara nathI, khabara hai nahIM tere, ane rAganI khabarumAM rukanese bhagavAna rukAI gayA. AhAhA ! kaho, yugalajI! AvI vAtuM che. AhAhAhA ! samajAya evuM che hoM A kaMi evI bhASA AkarI nathI, bhASA to sAdI che, AhAhA ! zuM saMtoe kAma karyA che. AhAhA ! AtmAnI prasiddhi A TIkAnuM nAma "AtmakhyAti" che. e AtmakhyAtinI prasiddhi karatAM, paryAyamAM AtmA jaNAtA hone para bhI AhA... AhAhAhA... kayoMki paryAyakA svabhAva svaparaprakAzaka hone se, bhale terI najara tyAM na ho paNa e svaparaprakAzaka honese saune svayaM jAnanameM AtA hai. svayaM bhagavAna jAnanameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! paNa anAdi baMdhake vaza, dekho e rAganA aMzanA baMdhane vaze paDyo. bhagavAna AtmA paryAyameM jAnanameM AtA hone para paNa rAganA aMzanA vazamAM paDyo. AhA ! "padravyoke sAtha ekatvake nizcayase" kharekhara to e vikalpa rAga hai, e bhI paradravya hai. AhAhAhA... e svadravya nahIM. bhagavAna AtmA! AhAhAhA ! vyavahAranA rasiyAne to evuM lAge A ke A zuM kahe che, A te, bhAI ! A tArA gharanI vAta che prabhu, ne tAruM ghara tane jaNAya che. jANavAmAM AvatA chatAM, tArI najara tyAM nathI. AhAhAhA.. kaho harAbhAI ! AvuM che. Avo kevo upadeza Avo, ke karavuM zuM AmAM kAMI hAtha AvatuM nathI kahe che. AhAhA ! bhAI karavAnuM e che paranA baMdha uparanuM lakSa choDI abaMdha svarUpI bhagavAna jaNAya che tyAM najara nAkha, A karavAnuM A che bAkI to badhAM thothAM che. AhAhAhAhA ! paradravyanA vize ekatvake nizcayase AMhI e kayA kahA? rAga ne svabhAvanI ekatA hai, aisA mAnanese, AhAhAhA.... vibhAvanA adhyAsa ho gayA hai. e mATe AhAhAhA ekatvake nizcayase mUMDha ajJAnIjanako AhA. ekakora bhagavAna AtmA kahA, AhAhAhA. bhAI A to amRtanA rela che. AhAhA ! amRtano sAgara bhagavAna terI paryAyameM bhagavAna AtmA sadA svayaM jaNAya che prabhu, e terI paryAyakA svabhAva hai, paNa te anAdi rAga cAhe to zubha ho, AhAhAhA.. guNaguNIkA bhedakA vikalpa, usameM rukanese AhAhAhA.. mUDha ajJAnIko jo yaha anubhUti hai vahI meM huM. e jAnanevAlA jJAna meM huM. aisA AtmajJAna udita nahIM hotA. aise AtmAkA jJAna, AtmajJAna pragaTa nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA... AvI vAtuM che. vItarAga svarUpI bhagavAna paryAyameM jAnanameM Ate hone para bhI, rAgake vaza honese rAgakA jJAna karanese, svakA jJAna ruka gayA. AhAhAhA ! rAgakA vikalpakA jJAna, tyAM jJAna Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 299 kiyA are zAstranA jJAna che tyAM ruka gayA, merI paryAyameM bahota zAstrakA jJAna huA. AhAhAhAhA... bhAI ! e zAstrajJAna e kAMi tArI cIja nahIM, paNa usameM rukanese AhAhAhA... e baMdha bhAva hai. AhAhA... jJAnako tyAM rukanese jJAnamAM bhagavAna jAnanameM AtA hai. so to usako jAnate nahIM mUMDha. AhAhAhA ! ajJAnIjanako yaha anubhUti hai vahI meM huM, jAnanevAlI cIja ye meM haiM aisA AtmajJAna udita nahIM hotA. usako aisA AtmajJAna pragaTa nahIM hotA, rAgakA jJAna pragaTa hotA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI gaMbhIra vAtuM. sAdhAraNa samAjane ema kahe paNa samAja pAse satya hoya e samAjanI pAse mUkanA ke asat ja mukanA? ane samAja AtmA hai ke nahIM prabhu? are ! AhAhA, bhagavAna AtmA he bhAI, aisA bhagavAna AtmA paryAyameM jAnanameM AtA hone para bhI, paryAyameM rAgameM rukanese, AhAhA... e jAnanameM AtA hai, usako jAnA nahIM mUMDha. AhAhAhA... aisA AtmajJAna udita nahIM hotA. rAgakA jJAna huA usako to, AhAhAhA.. bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI prabhu ekilA jAnanevAlA e AMhI usakA jJAna nahIM huA, jisameM e cIja nahIM aisA rAgakA jJAna huA. AhAhA! AtmajJAna udita na huA. AhAhAhA.. bhagavAna ! aura usake abhAvase ajJAnako zraddhAna gadheke sIMgake zraddhAna samAna hai. ajJAna je cIja jAnanemeM na Ai usakI zraddhA kayA? AhAhAhA ! vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana nabara 80 gAthA - 17-18 zloka - 20 tA. 08-09-78 zukravAra, bhAdaravA suda-6 saM. 2504 mArdava dharma. uttamaNANapahANo uttamatavayaraNakaraNasIlo vi / appANaM jo hIladi maddavarayaNaM bhave tassa / / 395 / / AhAhA ! A dasa prakAranA dharma, cAritra dharmanA peTAbhede hai cAritra e mokSakA sAkSAt kAraNa hai samyagdarzana ne jJAna jisako cAritrakA kAraNa hai ne cAritra mokSakA kAraNa hai. e cAritrameM A dasa bheda hai. isameM uttama mArdava-naramAza, naramAza, naramAza. uttama jJAna ho jAnanekA paMDita ho aura jJAna tapasyAmeM mahA pradhAna tapasyA karatA ho, cha- cha- mahinAnA apavAsa Adi, chatAM aprANa hiladI. AhAhAhA! A AtmAko anAdara karate hai. AhAhAhA ! are terI paryAya kahAM aura sarvajJakI paryAya kaho. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? muni hai, tIna kaSAyakA abhAva hai, cAritra hai, nirmAnatA ItanI pragaTa huI hai ke jisameM AgaLa kevaLajJAnakI paryAya dekhaneMse, mai to taraNatulya huM. AhAhA! ahIMyA to thoDA ghaNAM jANapaNA hoya tyAM jANe ame bahota kara diyA ne jANyA ne, AhA... arere AMhI to uttama jJAna ho zAstrakA mahA zAstrokA jAnanevAlA paMDita ho, jJAna mada nahi kare. AhAhA ! tema putra kalatra AdimeM samakitI ho e bhI usameM merA hai aisA abhimAna na kare. AhAhA! samadaSTi hai (usako) putra kalatra Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haOO samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 Adi lakSmI abajopati Adi e aMdara Asakita hotI hai, paNa vo mohakA vilAsa hai merI cIja nahIM. samajameM AyA? aisA AtmAmeM nirmAnapaNA rakhate hai. A vaLI A to trIjo hai ne (bIjo) uttama mArdava. have, Arjava dharma. jo ciMtei Na vaMkaM kugadi Na vaMkaM Na jaMpae vaMkaM / Na ya govadi NiyadosaM ajjavadhammo have tassa / / 396 / / jo muni manameM vakratAkA ciMtavana nahiM kare. AhAhA ! sUkSma bAta hai eka vAra prazna bahota huA thA, 82 thA, saMvata 82 meM jAmanagara gaye paNa tyAM to saba kriyAkAMDa bahota calate the. tArAcaMdabhAI hatA virajIbhAInA pitAjI to e bahArathI vyavahAra badhuM karAvatA emAM A vAta nikaLI ke bhAI jo mana vacana ne kAyA usakI vakratA rahita ne saraLatA ho, to usase to puNyabaMdha hotA hai A saraLatA judI hai vo saraLatA judI. samajameM AyA? cAra bola hai, zubha nAma karma baMdhanamAM cAra bola hai, mananI vakratA rahita, vacananI vakratA rahita, kAyAnI vakratA rahita, visaMvAda, jhaghaDo nahi koI sAtha, chatAM e to samyagdarzana rahita ho, to bhI aisA zubhabhAva to hotA hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? jisase zubha nAmakarma baMdha paDe A bhASA to enI e ja AhIMyA hai. manamAM vakratA nahi vacanamAM, e vakratAkA artha AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnanA anubhava karanemeM, AhAhA.... jisameM ItanI saraLatA hai ke atIndriya AnaMdakI ugra zAMti AtI hai. AhAhAhA ! usakA nAma Arjavadharma kahenemeM AtA hai. samajameM AyA? e pATha to aisA hai. paNa "na guvaI nija doSam" apanA doSa jo AsakitakA thoDA hai vo bhI gopave nahiM bhaI ke meremeM to hai. samajameM AyA? meremeM jarI asthiratAkA doSa AtA hai, merI kamajorI hai, aisA saraLa muni apanI jJAnadazAmeM AnaMdameM sukhano svAda lete hai, usako A saraLatA hotI hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? hai? vacanase vakra nahiM bole apane doSoMko nahiM gopave, (vo) munike uttama Arjava hotA hai lyo. AhA! apanA doSo ho e guru pAse saraLapaNe jAhera kare, jo ke e hai to vikalpa. samajameM AyA? nIce hai, jaise bALakakI tarahu guruoMke pAsa kahe, aisA aisA vikalpa e to vikalpa hai, paNa aMdarameM ItanI saraLatA hai. AhAhAhA ! ke kahenemeM jarI paNa gopavavA, ItanI padavIdhara tuma ne aisA rAga AyA, aisA saraLatA karake bole, AyA mere. AhAhA! maiM saMta huM, muni huM, zAMtikA dAtA huM, chateM merI pariNatimeM jarI rAga aisA AyA, aisA saraLapaNe vItarAgabhAve jAhera kare. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! Isako yahAM uttama Arjava dharma - trIjA kahenemeM AtA hai. A Arjava dharmameM zubhabhAva nahiM. aMdara zuddhakA upayogameM ramaNatA e A dasa prakAranA dharma hai. AhAhAhA ! e tIna bola AyA. ApaNe samayasAra bhAvArtha AyA ne? bhAvArtha-bhAvArtha- ( zrotAne) A badhuM AvI gayuM che. tamane khabara rahetI nathI, (kyA kahA) khabara rahetI nathI. AtmAko nahIM sAdhate anyathA sAdhya AtmAnI siddhinI anupapatti hai, tyAM badhuM AvI gayuM che. "anyathA anupapatti Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 17-18 301 he" AvI gayuM che. hura vakhate Ama thAya che hoM, yAda nathI rahetuM e vAta karI gayA'tA aMdara. bhAvArtha - sAdhya AtmAnI siddhi darzana jJAna cAritrase hai, paryAyase vAta kiyA hai. AhAhA ! e paryAya darzana jJAna cAritrase siddhi hai, aisI paryAyase bAta kiyA hai vyavahArase. AhAhA! are vikalpano vyavahAra to kyAMya dUra) rahI gayo paNa aMtara AtmAkI nirvikalpa dRSTinirvikalpa samyaka AtmAkA jJAna aura svarUpanI ramaNatA, AhAhAhA... e tIna bhI paryAyanTise vyavahAranayase kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA ! tIsarA zabda laie to e azuddhanayase kahenemeM AyA hai, paryAya hai ne? bheda ! AhAhA ! AvI vAta che A. bhagavAna AtmA, apanA zuddha, aMkhaDa, ekarUpa svabhAva usameMse tIna prakAra paryAyapaNe pariName, AhAhA. Avo mAraga. samyaka nirvikalpa anubhava aura AtmAkA, AtmAkA jJAna, zAstrakA jJAna e to bAta yahAM hai hI nahIM, aura AtmAmeM ramaNatArUpa cAritra, caranA, ramanA e tIna prakArakI paryAyase kahenemeM AyA hai, vyavahAranayase kahenemeM AyA hai. tIsarA zabda kahIe to azuddhanayase kahenemeM AyA hai paryAyakA kahenA e azuddhanaya, zuddhase kahenA abhedase e zuddhanizcayanaya hai. AhAhA!e nayameM AyA hai, kahA thA. azuddha-zuddhanaya heM ne? 46 ne 47 pravacanasAra, mATImeMse ghaDA, jhArI Adi vAsaNa ho e paryAya hai, to e azuddhanayakA viSaya hai. aura mATI ekilA, e zuddhanAyakA viSaya hai. daSTAMta. siddhAMta. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA! samyagdarzana jJAna nizcayacAritra ne paryAyarUpe pariName e azuddhanayakA viSaya hai. AhAhAhA ! aura ekarUpa dravya svabhAva, e zuddhanAyakA viSaya hai. Avo mAraga che, AhA! vo kahete hai, anya prakArase nahIM. e samyagdarzana jJAna nizcaya usase mokSakA mArga sAdhya kI siddhi hai. mokSa eTale sAdhya-siddhi, anya prakArase nahIM. niSedha kara diyA. vyavahAra ratnatrayase, nimittase hotA hai, e tIna kAlameM nahIM. AhAhA ! kayoMki pahele to AtmAko jAne, ke jAnanevAlA anubhavameM AtA hai. A jAnanevAlA jo hai e anubhavameM AtA hai. rAga hai e jAnanameM AtA hai ema nahIM. jAnanevAlA rAgako, svako, parako bhI jAnanevAlA hai. e jAnanevAlA anubhavameM AtA hai, so mai huM! AvI jhINI vAta hai. bhabhUtamala prazna karatA'tA ne rAtre, samyagdarzana kaise ho ? AhA ! bApu! e vAta AhAhA! A jAnanevAlA, e anubhavameM AtA hai, rAga-dayA, dAna, bhaktikA rAga nahIM. AhAhAhA... cAhe to devagurune zAstrakI bhakti, e bhI eka zubha rAga hai. samajameM AyA? e anubhavameM AtA nahIM. anubhavameM to jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA anubhavameM AtA huM ke A jJAna, jAnanevAlA AtmA e anubhavameM AtA hai. AhAhA! rIta bahu, abhyAsa nahIM ane vartamAnamAM to e upadezeya pheraphAra ho gayA. AhAhA ! AMhI to kahete hai, bIjI rIte kahIe to jAnanevAlA jo sarvajJa svabhAvI AtmA, AhAhAhA... jAnanevAlA sarvajJa svabhAvI e maiM huM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! "so maiM huM usakA nAma samyajJAna, AMhI jJAnapradhAnathI kathana heM ne? pratIti pIche lete hai, A jAnanevAlA jo hai, e jAnanevAlA sarvajJa svabhAvI hai, jAnanevAlA hai, e jAnana svabhAvI hai. jAnanevAlA hai, sarvajJa svabhAvI hai, jAnanevAlA hai-pUrNajJAna svabhAvI hai, A vAta hai, e anubhavameM AtA Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 302 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai, e meM huM aisA jJAna honA usakA nAma samyajJAna hai. AhAhA! "Isake bAda usakI pratItirUpa zraddhAna honA" jAnanameM AtA hai e mai huM, aisA jo jJAna huA samyaka hoM. zAstrako jAnanevAlA, rAgako jAnanevAlA e nahIM, meM to jAnanevAlA basa. AhAhA! aisI jJAnadazA huI usameM pratIti ke A AtmA, e pUrNa jJAna svabhAvI prabhu, pUrNa AnaMda atIndriya sukha svarUpa aisA jJAnamAM jAnakara, jJAnameM jAnate (hI) pratIti huI. AhAhAhA ! "kayoMki jAne binA kisakA zraddhAna karegA?" AhAhA ! jAnana svabhAvameM jAnana bhAvameM jAnanevAlA meM huM, aisA aMtarmukha lakSase jo jJAna huA, AhAhAhA ! e jJAnameM pratIti AI ke A AtmA vo jAnanameM AyA e AtmA usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhAhA ! tat pazcAt samasta anya bhAvose bheda karake apanemeM sthira ho". AhAhA ! jAnanevAlA e meM huM, aisA jJAna, bhAna, anubhava AyA usameM pratIti AI ke A AtmA, aura usameM rAga Adise bhedase bhinna hokara, AhAhA... e jJAna svabhAvI AtmA AtA haine? hukamacaMdajInuM nahIM? meM jJAnAnaMda svabhAvI huM, "e raMgarAgase bhinna, bhedabhAvase bhinna nirAlA huM" eka paMkita hai usameM. raMga, rAgase bhinna, raMga nAma ajIva, jitanA ajIva hai usase bhinna hai. rAga, jitanA vikAra hai dayA, dAna, vikalpa Adi usase bhinna raMga, rAgase bhinna, bhedabhAvase bhinna nirAlA huM. aura usameM jo paryAyakA bheda hai, AhAhAhA... raMga, rAgase bhinna, bhedase bhinna nirAlA huM, A hukamacaMdajIe goThavyuM che ne? pUnamacaMda bolatA thA. AhAhA ! ajIvanA samasta prakAra usase meM bhinna, vikRtanI avasthAnA aneka prakAra zubha-azubha Adi, usase bhinna aura paryAyakA prakAra anaMtaguNakA bheda paDa (huM) avasthA, AhAhA.... raMga, rAgase bhinna, bhedase bhinna nirAlA huM, AhA... aisI aMtarameM jJAnadazA hokara pratIti hone, ane anyabhAvase bheda karake dekho, AhAhA.... apanemeM sthira ho. svarUpa akhaMDAnaMda prabhu usameM sthira ho. AhAhA... Isa prakAra siddhi hotI hai. heM ne? kintu yadi jAne hI nahIM. AhAhA ! jisane jJAnakI paryAyameM AtmA kaisA haiM aisA jAnA hI nahIM, e pratIti kisakI kare, jJAnameM cIja jAnyA binA pratIti kisakI kare? AhAhA ! Avo mArga che. yadi, AhAhA.. jAne hI nahIM, to zraddhAna bhI nahIM ho sakatA. AhAhA!hai? aura aisI sthitimeM sthiratA kahAM karegA? jaba vastu akhaMDa abheda jJAnameM AyA nahIM to pratIti kisakI, ane pratIti binA sthiratA kisameM legA? AhAhA ! sthiratA kahAM karegA? je cIja ja akhaMDa jJAyaka akhaMDa AnaMda prabhu jJAnameM ne pratItimeM AyA nahIM, to sthiratA kahAMse karegA? AhAhAhA ! Avo mAraga che. "Isaliye yaha nizcaya hai ki anya prakArase siddhi nahIM hotI" AhAhA! lyo eno sAra AvI gayo uparano. anya prakArase siddhi nahIM. Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( zloka - 20 (mAlinI) kathamapi samupAttatritvamapyekatAyA aptitmidmaatmjyotirudgcchdcchm| satatamanubhavAmo'nantacaitanyacihnaM na khalu na khalu yasmAdanyathA saadhysiddhiH||20|| have A ja arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che zlokArtha- AcArya kahe che keH [ anantacaitanyavihaM] anaMta (avinazvara) caitanya jenuM citra che evI [ rUma mAtmaLyotiH] A Atmajyotine [ satatama anumavAma:] ame niraMtara anubhavIe chIe [ yAta] kAraNa ke[ anyathA sAthya-siddhi: nuM na JtenA anubhava vinA anya rIte sAdhya AtmAnI siddhi nathI. kevI che Atmajyoti? [thama pi samupAtrima ga ivatAyA: apatitama] jeNe koI prakAre traNapaNuM aMgIkAra karyuM che topaNa je ekapaNAthI Tyuta thaI nathI ane [kacchama 3 chata] je nirmaLapaNe udaya pAmI rahI che. bhAvArtha:- AcArya kahe che ke jene koI prakAre paryAyadeSTithI traNapaNuM prApta che topaNa zuddhadravyadRSTithI je ekapaNAthI rahita nathI thaI tathA je anaMta caitanyasvarUpa nirmaLa udayane prApta thaI rahI che evI Atmajyotino ame niraMtara anubhava karIe chIe. Ama kahevAthI evo Azaya paNa jANavo ke je samyagdaSTi puruSa che te, jevo ame anubhava karIe chIe tevo anubhava kare. 20. TIkA- have, koI tarka kare ke AtmA to jJAna sAthe tAdAbhyasvarUpe che, judo nathI, tethI jJAnane nitya seve ja che; to pachI tene jJAnanI upAsanA karavAnI zikSA kema ApavAmAM Ave che? tenuM samAdhAna: te ema nathI. joke AtmA jJAna sAthe tAdAbhyasvarUpa che topaNa eka kSaNamAtra paNa jJAnane sevato nathI; kAraNa ke svayaMbuddhatva (pote potAnI meLe jANavuM te) athavA bodhitabuddhatva (bIjAnA jaNAvavAthI jANavuM te) e kAraNapUrvaka jJAnanI utpatti thAya che. (kAM to kALalabdhi Ave tyAre pote ja jANI le athavA to koI upadeza denAra maLe tyAre jANe-jema sUtelo puruSa kAM to pote ja jAge athavA to koI jagADe tyAre jAge.) ahIM pharI pUche che ke jo ema che to jANavAnA kAraNa pahelAM zuM AtmA ajJAnI ja che kema ke tene sadAya apratibaddhapaNuM che? teno uttara: e vAta ema ja che, te ajJAnI ja che. e arthanuM kaLaza kAvya kahe che lyo. kathamapi samupAttatritvamapyekatAyA aptitmidmaatmjyotirudgcchdcchm| satatamanubhavAmo'nantacaitanyacihaM na khalu na khalu yasmAdanyathA saadhysiddhiH|| 20 / / Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhA ! saMto kahete haiM. AhAhA ! meM to bhagavAna AtmAkA niraMtara anubhava karatA huM. AhAhA! anaMta caitanya cihna ! AhAhA ! zlokArtha- AcArya kahete hai, AhAhAhA.. ke anaMta avinazvara caitanya jisakA cihna, AkhirakA zabda pahele liyA usa trIjA padameM hai ne Akhira, caitanya jisakA cita avinazvara, trikALa nityAnaMda jisakA cihna avinazvara jisakA lakSaNa kabhI vinazvara hotA nahIM, kabhI paryAyameM AtA nahIM, rAgameM to kahAMse Ave, AhAhAhA! aise bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA... sarvajJa svabhAvI avinazvara svabhAva, AhAhAhA... e caitanya jisakA avinazvara, anaMtano artha avinazvara kiyA, anaMta kALa rahenA e karatAM anaMta rahenA avinazvara rahenA. AhAhAhA! zrImadramAM ema Ave che, cha bola Ave che ne. "pAMceya uttarathI thaI AtmA viSe pratIta thAze mokSa upAyanI sahaja pratIta e rIta". jene AtmA che, nitya che, avinazvara AvyuM ne? AhA ! che. nitya che, pariName che, kartA tarIke ane vo pariNatikA bhoktA ye hai. mokSa hai, vastu svabhAva hai, e pUrNapaNe zuddhapaNe pariName aisA mokSa hai, mokSa hai, aisA che (bola), hai nitya pariNamana kartA bhoktAkA ane mokSa. apUrNa paryAyakA kartA bhoktA-zuddhatAkA, apUrNa zuddhatA, AhAhA... ane pUrNa zuddhatAkA mokSa hai, aisI aMtarameM jisako pratIti huI, AhAhAhA... thAze mokSa upAyanI, sahaja pratIta e rIta. AhAhA ! yahAM e kahete hai anaMta caitanya jisakA cihna, hai to kharA paNa avinazvara hai, caitanya, AhAhA.... bhAI ! A zabdo adhyAtmanA hai. AhAhA! aisI vANI dUsare nahIM mile, aisA vAcya. AhAhA... A hai. e avinara hai, e avinazvara caitanya jisakA cita hai, lakSaNa hai, AhAhAhA... thoDuM paNa prabhu satya honA cAhiye ema kahete hai. AhAhA! aisI, aisI 'Idam Atma jyoti' AhAhA.. A pratyakSa Atmajyoti. ohoho ! satatam anubhavAm" hama niraMtara anubhava karate hai. AhAhAhA ! e nitya avinazvara caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna usako niraMtara AsvAdate hai. AhAhA ! A mokSakA mAraga hai. AhA ! samajameM AyA? bhAva sUkSma hai, vAta to yathArtha hai. AhAhA ! satatama niraMtara vedanameM hama Aye, AhAhA... te Idam pratyakSa jJAtA amane vedanameM hai. AhAhA ! A' nitya avinAzI bhagavAna "A" usakA niraMtara apanI paryAyameM AsvAdanameM AtA hai, anubhavameM AtA hai. AhAhA ! kyoM ke, "yasmAt anyathA sAdhya siddhiH na khalu na khalu" usake anubhavake binA, usake nAma bhagavAna avinazvara caitanya svabhAvI bhagavAnanA anubhava binA, AhAhA.. anya prakArase sAdhya AtmAnI siddhi nahIM hotI. AhAhA ! koI bhagavAnakI khUba bhakti kare, zAstrakI koI bhakti khUba kare, dAna khUba karoDo abajonA kare, AhAhA ! zAstronI racanA karoDonI kare, karoDo maMdira banAve, AhAhA ! vo anya prakAre mukti nahIM hotI. "na khalu na khalu be vAra kahyuM, AhA! A sAdhya AtmAnI siddhi nahIM hotI, nahIM hotI, ema lenA. AhAhA.. AvuM kAma che. eno pahelo jJAnamAM nirdhAra to kare. mAraga to A hai. anyathA sAdhya siddhi na khalu na khalu. AhAhA ! are ekAMta nahIM ho jAtA hai? vyavahArase bhI bhaktise bhagavAna, zAstrakI mahimAse koI lAbha hogA ke nahIM AtmAmeM? Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 20 305 na khalu, na khalu, nathI, nathI, khalu nAma nizcayase nathI, kharekhara nathI, kharekhara nathI. AhAhAhA ! yaha Atmajyoti aisI hai ke "katham api samupAta tritvama api ekatAyAH apatitama" AhAhAhA! jisane kisI prakArase tritva aMgIkAra kiyA hai ye Atma vastu jo hai ekarUpa trikALa usane traNa prakArakI paryAya grahaNa kiyA hai. AhAhAhA... A mokSamAraga nizcaya hoM, AhAhAhA... jisane kisI prakArase vyavahArase, tritva aMgIkAra kiyA hai. vyavahAraze, paryAyase, bhedase, AhAhAhAhA... kisI prakArase, azuddhanayase, AhAhAhA.. Avo mAraga che Akaro bhAre. nizcaya AtmAkA samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra je nirvikalpa vItarAgI paryAya, paNa tIna prakArakA pariNamana, e paryAya, e vyavahAranayano viSaya, azuddhanayakA viSaya. AhAhAhAhA... paryAyanaya kaho, vyavahAranaya kaho ke azuddhanaya kaho. AhAhAhA... kisI prakArase tritva aMgIkAra kiyA hai tathApi ekatvase cuta na huI. AhAhAhA dravya svabhAva jo ekarUpe hai usase cuta nahIM huI. AhAhA! dravya svabhAva paryAyameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA! gajaba vAta hai. paryAyanayase tIna prakAra aMgIkAra kiyA hai, mAraga te mAraga che. kaho, bhabhUtamalajI! e nyAM pravRtti choDIne nivRtti le to samajAya evuM che, ema ne ema dhuMsAduMsa. AhAhAhA... A mAraga atyAre to bahu koIe kaMIka karI nAMkhyuM ne koIe kaMIka karI nAMkhyuM. koI kahe dayA, dAna ne vratathI thaze, koI kahe bhaktithI thaze, pratimAnI bhaktithI, koI kahe bhagavAnanI bhaktithI, koI kahe zAstranI bhakti, saba eka prakAra hai ajJAna. AhAhAhAhA ! AMhIyA to bhagavAna AtmA hai, nitya hai, ekarUpa hai, AhAhAhAhA ! usakA Azrayase tIna prakAranA pariNamana honA samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra vo bhI paryAya hai, vyavahAra hai ne azuddhanaya che. AhAhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- phira kayA karanA?) A karanA, kayA? hai? aMdara jAnA, dravya svabhAvameM ekatva karanA, dravya svabhAva upara dRSTi denA, paryAyakA bheda, lakSa choDa denA ema kahenA hai. bhagavAna jJAyakabhAva avinazvara AyA ne? ekarUpa rahenevAlA tyAM deSTi de, paNa e dRSTinI apekSAse kathana kare to traNa paryAya ho gaI, darzana, jJAna ne cAritra. AhAhA ! usakA viSaya hai e abheda hai, paNa abhedakA viSaya honese jo paryAya jo huI, he? (zrotA- emAM kAMI samajaNa AvatI nathI. ghaDIkamAM bheda kaho cho ghaDIkamAM abheda kaho cho? emAM kAMI samajAtuM nathI.) spaSTa karAve che. ema hai, ke vastu jo ekarUpa trikALa hai, usakA aMdara dRSTi denA vo cIja hai. chateM usakA lakSase dravya jo hai e samyagdarzana jJAnarUpe pariNamate hai, e paryAya e vyavahAra hai, trikALI vastu nizcaya hai. trikALI vastu e abheda hai, tIna prakAranA pariNamana karanA e bheda , vyavahAra hai, azuddha hai, mecaka hai, malina hai, aisA kahenemeM vyavahAra hai. AhAhA ! e soLamI gAthAmAM A gayA hai mecaka amecaka. AvI vAta che prabhu zuM thAya? bhagavAnanA viraha paDyA, lakSmI ghaTI gaI jJAnanI, lokoe apanI kalpanAse mAraga calAyA, aisA mAragameM huM nahIM bhAI. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? manoharalAlajI hatA ne varNI manoharalAlajI, varNIjInA ziSya ene bicArAne koke mArI nAkhyA, ema sAMbhaLyuM che. gaLe bAMdhIne paNa eNe prazna kiyA tyAM ekavAra jayapura AvyA'tA. ke A uzikano khulAso thAya, meM kIdhuM uzika kayA kahIe prabhu? ema ke gRhastho enA mATe Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 306 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 karate hai to lenArane emAM zuM doSa hato? eNe kyAM karAvyA hai? are prabhuno viraha paDyo ne prabhu, bhagavAnanI gerahAjarImAM usakA mATe kiyA e kAMI doSa nahi Ane? e na hoI zake, meM to tyAM laga kahA, meM to prabhu zAMtise kahA thA, usa samayameM to dravyaliMgI kSullaka bhI abhI hai mAnatA nahIM.. nahIM e kSullaka thA tabhI to sUnate the, pIche jarI virodha ho gayA bahota. emAM bicArA gujarI gayA. koke pustaka banAte the ne bahota, seTa banAte the ne pachI vecate the, gRhasthane, paisA bahota ekaThA huA thA, pAMca lAkha hai ema kahete the koI, emAM eka gRhastha pAse aDhI lAkha mAMgate the meraThameM, to aisA sUnA hai ke lokoe vinaMtI karI ke sAheba have tyAM Avo IsarImeM raho jema kAnajI svAmI eka sthAnameM rahete hai ane paricaya kare ne, zuM kahevAya ane prabhAvanA? nA, (zrotA - pracAra-pracAra pracAra ane prasAra karate hai. ema ke ene kahyuM tame have tyAM IsarImAM Avo tyAre ene olA e paisA mAgatA haze jenI pAse ene mAgyA aDhI lAkha mAgatA hatA, to kahe aDhI lAkha Apo. eNe kahyuM, 'zuM A hai) sADA cAra bajyA sudhI bicArA kAMI nahIM thA hoM, baiThe the, jIbha nIkaLI gaI. hArTa pheIla hoya to jIbha na nIkaLe. aisA sUnA hai. hArTapheIla ho jAye paNa Ama jIbha arara AvuM koI paNa prANI mATe, AhAhA... pAMca miniTamAM deha chuTI gayo. A bIjA joDe Ave tyAM marI gayA. maDadA, sADA cAra vAgyA tyAM sudhI kAMI nahIM, Ama zuM thayuM che ene meM kahA thA bhAI gRhastho, kSullaka ane sAdhu mATe (AhAra) banAte hai, e lete hai e vyavahAra bhI saccA nahIM usakA. AhAhA ! usakA dravyaliMga bhI saccA nahi. AhAhA! bhagavAnanA viraha paDyA to tamAre bacAva karavo che bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! AMhI kahete hai ke prabhu ekavAra sUna to sahI e sadoSa AhAra lenA e to cIjameM kyAMya rahI gaI, paNa AMhI to nirdoSa vastu jJAyaka ekarUpa abheda, usakI pariNatirmo tIna paryAya huI, samyagdarzana zAna cAritra usako hama kahete hai to, tritvam api ekatAyA; tritvam hai paNa e ekatAno choDate nahi, dravya svabhAva ekarUpa choDyo nahIM e pariNamanameM AyA tIna prakAra vo vyavahAra hai. AhAhAhA ! e paryAya hai, zuddha hai paNa paryAya hai, paryAya hai e vyavahAranayakA viSaya hai, dravya e trikALI nizcayakA viSaya hai, paryAyamAtra vyavahAranA viSaya che. kevaLajJAna ho to bhI vyavahArakA viSaya. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! to kahete haiM, kisI prakArase tritvam aMgIkAra pariNatirmo paryAya tIna prakAra huI thI tIna huI hai ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! kisI prakArase tri" eTale paryAya dRSTise, vyavahAranayase tIna prakAra huA hai, AhAhAhA.. tathApi ekatvase cuta nahIM huI. jJAyakarUpa nizcaya ekarUpa hai usase cUta nahIM, paryAyameM nahIM AI e cIja. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? tIna prakAra samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra muktikA saccA upAya, sAdhyakA siddhi utpatti isase hotI hai chate e tIna prakAranA paryAyako azuddha ne vyavahAranayakA viSaya paryAyako kahekara, bhagavAna trikALI jJAyaka hai, e ekarUpase kabhI cuta huA hI nahIM. dravya hai o paryAyameM kabhI AyA nahIM. AhAhAhA....nizcaya vastu hai e koI paryAyameM ne vyavahArameM AyA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! AvI Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 307 zloka - 20 vastu che. AhAhA... eka zlokameM to kitanA bharyA hai. ekarUpa trikALI bhagavAna jJAyaka, jJAyaka, jJAyaka, jJAyaka, jJAyaka... dhruva, dhruva, dhruva, dhruva, dhruva dhruva.. nitya nitya nitya.. sadeza saMdeza sadeza... e cIja jo nizcaya hai e apanA svarUpase cuta nahIM huI. AhAhAhAhA ! e nizcaya vastu hai e paryAyapaNe tIna prakAra huI, paNa paryAyameM nizcaya vastu AI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AnaMda goLo, trikALa AnaMda goLo, e dhruva ekarUpa AnaMda piMDa prabhu, e tIna prakAranI paryAyameM AyA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI vAta che prabhu. AhAhA ! ene jJAnamAM to pahelAM tenA paDegA, mAraga A hai, dUsarI rIte huM nahIM. AhA ! tathApi ekatvase zruta nahIM huI "acchama ugacchatam. AhAhA ! e nirmaLatAe udayako prApta ho rahA hai, AhAhA! trikALa nirmaLapaNe hai, AhAhAhA... "acchama udgacchatam" nirmaLapaNe trikALa hai. e nirmaLatAse udayako nAma pragaTa aMdara prApta huI hai trikALa. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AmAM kayA artha kiyA hai? zuM che A, vasamo che ne? pariName che ema kIdhuM che emAM. Atmajyoti prakAzarUpa pariName che ema lIdhuM. Ama eka artha aisA liyA hai. acchama nirmaLa trikALa hai nizcaya je vastu che e to nirmaLa trikALa hai. pIche paryAyameM pariNati hotI hai, jaisA usakA nirmaLa jJAyaka svabhAva hai acchama e paryAyapaNe pariNamati hai, paryAya dRSTise. AhAhAhA ! zloka ghaNo gaMbhIra che. AhAhAhA!dareka zloka Akho jaina dharma, basa sAcI vAta bApu. eno eka zloka, eno eka kaLaza, sArA jainazAsana, eka ekameM bhara diyA hai. AhAhAhA ! bhAvArtha - AcArya kahete hai ke jise kisI prakAra, jise eTale AtmAe koI prakAra eTale paryAya daiSTise juo. tritvam prApta hai. AhAhAhA.... dravya jo huM e paryAyapaNe tripaNe pariNamatA hai. AhAhA! alaga nahIM hai tathApi zuddha dravya dRSTise ekavase rahita nahIM huI. AhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA ekarUpa trikALa jo vastu che, e kabhI usase Tyuta nahIM huI. AhAhA ! paryAya dRSTise to tritva prApta he topaNa zuddha dRSTise ekatvase rahita nahIM huI. AhAhAhAhA ! e dravya pariNamyA hai paryAyapaNe ema kahenemeM AyA, chatAMya e dravya, paryAyameM AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! "dravati Iti gacchati Iti dravyam" Ave che ne? dravya che e "dravati gacchati Iti dravyam". dravya je che e dravyati, paryAyameM drave, drave pANInuM daLa hai, e pANInA taraMgapaNe UThe ema bhagavAna AtmA ekarUpa trikALa hai. e paryAyapaNe dravate hai. e dravyati hai e paryAya hai. dravya dravyati hai ema kahenA e vyavahAra hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA.. are AvI cIja hai, samajameM na Ave, sUnanemeM na Ave, e kayA kare? virodha kare virodha, kisakA virodha karate hai e khabara nahIM, haiM? eno virodha kare che. bhAI ! bApu! uMdhI dRSTie duHkha hogA bhAI ane duHkhamAM rahenA e koNa Icche prabhu. AhAhA ! e viparIta deSTie to mahAduHkha hogA, ahIMyA to viparIta deSTi nahIM paNa paryAya dRSTise bhI Azraya karane jAegA to rAga hogA. AhAhA ! tIna prakArakA samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritra, usakA lakSa karegA bhedase to bhI Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 308 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 rAga hogA. AhAhAhAhA... kisI prakA2 paryAya dRSTise jise ema kahAne ? AhAhA. jeNe... A to bhAI jeNe jise kisI prakAra, jise eTale AtmAe trikALI, kisI prakAra eTale paryAyadeSTise, ema ? traNapaNA aMgIkAra kiyA. AhAhAhA !nizcaya samyagdarzana nirvikalpa, nizcaya samyajJAna, AtmajJAna nizcaya cAritra svarUpanI ramaNatA, e jise eTale AtmAe paryAyardaSTise traNa prakAra huA hai. AhAhAhA ! zuddhadravyadRSTise je ekatvase rahita nahIM huI. ekarUpa jJAyakabhAva, e paryAyameM kadI Aye nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna ekarUpa caitanyadaLa sarvajJa, sarvadarzI, anaMta AnaMda ekarUpa nizcaya, e kabhI paryAyameM ekatvako choDakara, anekarUpa e cIja na huI. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! AvI vAta kyAM che ? AkarI paDe eTale rasto laI lIdho bIjo, UMdho. AhAhA! tathA anaMta caitanyasvarUpa nirmaLa udayako prAsa ho rahI hai trikALapaNe aisA hai, hai ? AMhI to e liyA anaMta caitanya nirmaLa udayako prAsa, kAyama trikALa nirmaLa jyoti paDI hai. jo aisA artha kiyA ahIMyA. AhAhA... mULa to tyAM batAnA ke vastu to nirmaLajyoti ekarUpa trikALa hai, aisI Atmajyotiko dekho. joyuM ? paMDitajI ! aisA Atmajyoti liyA hai. olAmAM jarI pariNamana lIdhA, paNa anaMta caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI caitanya cihna tyAM AvyuM ne ? AvyuM'tuM ne ? che ne aMdara ? anaMta caitanya cihna e pahelo e. AhAhAhAhA ! A traNa lokanA nAtha bhagavAnanI A vANI hai, saMtonI vANI e bhagavAnanI vANI hai, AhAhAhAhA... eka eka zabdameM bahota gUDha hai. bhagavAna AtmA anaMta caitanyasvarUpa nirmaLa udayako nAma kAyama rahenA e prAsa ho rahI hai. AhAhAhAhA ! aisI Atmajyoti dekho, aisI bhagavAna Atmajyoti, huma niraMtara anubhava karate hai, e paryAya. AtmajyotikA hama niraMtara anubhava karate hai, paryAyameM anubhava karate hai. AhAhA ! e AtmAkA hama anubhava karate hai ema kahete hai. paryAya hai ne anubhava to. AhAhAhA... Atmajyoti bhagavAna, caitanyajyoti, svayaMjyoti, nirmaLajyoti, ekarUpa bhagavAna caitanyajyota, usakA anubhava AhAhAhAhA... niraMtara anubhava karate hai, kayoMki e sivAya koI muktikI sAdhyakI siddhi hai nahIM, mokSarUpI sAdhya e sivAya siddhi hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! kahenekA Azaya e hai ke ye bhI jAnanA cAhiye ke jo samyagdaSTi puruSa hai. AhAhAhA ! pote muni to kahete hai ame bhagavAna Atmajyoti nirmaLa jhaLahaLa jyoti, avanizvara usakA anubhava karate hai, e mokSakA mArga hai. AhAhAhAhA ! have jo samyagdaSTi puruSa hai ve jaisA hama anubhava karate hai paisA anubhava kare. AhAhA !jisane apanA pUrNAnaMda jJAyakasvabhAva pratItameM liyA hai, aisA samakitI jIvo, tumhe niraMtara anubhava karo. rAgakI kriyAmeM Ate hai, to ( use ) choDakara anubhava karo ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! azubha rAgase bacaneko zubha rAga AtA hai, paNa usase bacaneko (use ) choDakara, AhAhAhA... samyagdaSTi paNa A anubhava karo. e anubhava AtmAkA mokSakA kAraNa hai. "anubhava ratna ciMtAmaNI anubhava hai 2sakUMpa anubhava mAraga mokSako anubhava mokSa svarUpa." A vAta hai bhAI. jhINI vAta hai. A to olA Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 20 309 paisAvALAne paisA kharce eTale pada ApI de ke jAva dhamAM thaI gayA. bhabhUtamalajI ! ATha lAkha kharyA tyAM eNe maMdirameM beMglora ATha lAkha. cAra lAkha bhAIe paNa kIdhuM bhAI tuma ATha lAkha zuM dasa lAkha nAkho A be karoDamAM ATha lAkha ApyA to cAlIsa lAkha to pedA thayA bIjA to emAM zubhabhAva hoya e to kIdhuM. dharama garama nathI. AMhI e ATha lAkha ne dasa lAkha Ape ja zenA ATalA badhA, eTalA badhA paNa karoDa kharcI nAkhe toya e to jaDa hai. jaDakI paryAya jaDa hotI hai, tere bhAva zubha hai, vo dharama barama nahIM. AhAhAhA! AtmAnA darzana-jJAna ne cAritra anubhava karanA vo dharma hai. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM. 81 zloka - 20nI TIkA tA. 9-9-78 zanivAra bhAdaravA suda-7 paryuSaNa divasa-4tho. uttama zauca dharma saM. 2504 cothA uttama zauca-zauca traNa A gayA ne pahele krodhase virUddha uttama kSamA mAnase virUddha mArdava - mAyAse virUddha saraLatA - lobhase viruddha zaucatA nirlobhatA e Aja cothA dina hai. samasaMtosajaleNa ya jo dhovadi tihalohamalapuMjaM / bhoyaNagiddhivihINo tassa sauccaM have vimalaM / / 397 / / muninI vyAkhyA che ne mukhya to eNe jANavuM to joIe ne? munikA cAritra dharmameM dasa prakAranA dharma ja AnaMdadAtA sukhasvarUpa sukhakA jisako anubhava hotA hai usako A uttama dharma hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! jo muni samabhAva kaMcana ane suNa beya upara jisako samabhAva hai. kayoMki e to zeya hai - kaMcana ho ke tRNa ho - tInakA, unheM A ThIka hai ne A aThIka usameM hai nahIM koI e to zeya hai to sabameM samabhAva aura saMtoSa aura AtmAmeM AnaMdanI prApti karanA e saMtoSa. AhAhAhAhA ! A hai. saMtoSa eTale A rAga ghaTADIne saMtoSa e ThIka paNa mULa to atIndriya AnaMdakA pragaTa karanA usase saMtoSa mAnanA mai sukharUpa huM, meM atIndriya AnaMda svarUpa huM, usakA nAma zaucadharma nirlobhadharma kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! tindu lobha maLa puMjama - tRSNA ne lobha bhaviSyanI koI padArthanI icchA e tRSNA, lobha vartamAna prApta padArthamAM icchA e lobha, samajameM AyA? bhaviSyameM padArtha milanakI icchA e tRSNA aura vartamAna prApta padArthameM lobha - usakA nAma ahIM lobha kahete hai. doko maLako dhove eka bAta, bhojanakI gRddhi dUsarI to hai nahIM muniko, eka AhAra hai. AhAhAhA! usakI gRddhi aticAra rahita ho usako, usa muniko citta nirmaLa hotA hai, AnaMda hotA hai, usako uttama zauca dharma hotA hai. lyo samabhAvanI vyAkhyA A gaI. kevaLa AhArakA grahaNa hai muniko usameM bhI tIvratA nahIM lAbha - alAbha sarasa nirasameM samabuddhi rahetA hai, taba uttama zauca dharma hotA hai. vartamAna lobhakA cAra prakAra jIvItakA lobha, Arogya rahenekA lobha, AhAhA ! indriya banI rahenekA lobha, Indriya anukULa rahenekA lobha aura upabhogakA lobha. e cAro apane aura apane saMbaMdhI svajana mitra Adi ke dono ke cAhunese ATha bheda hotA hai. AhAhAhA! Isaliye jahAM saba hI kA lobha nahIM hotA. AnaMda AnaMda AnaMda AnaMda ne Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 310 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AnaMda usakA nAma ahIMyA zauca, nAma pavitra dharma kahete hai. AhAhA.... AvI vAta che. samajameM AyA? e cothA bolakI bAta huI saMtoSakI. cAlato adhikAra TIkA AyA ahiMyA AyA hai ne aba koI tarka kare ke AtmAko jJAna ke sAtha tAdAtmasvarUpa hai. kyA kahete hai? bhagavAna saMtoe jyAre aisA kaho ke tuma jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna hai, usakI sevA karo, upAsanA karo. AhAhAhA ! jema deva ne devInI upAsanA karate hai. mithyA bhrama ajJAnI, aise tuma jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, jJAnamUrti prabhu, divya bhagavAna AtmA enI sevA karo. AhAhA... arthAt usameM ekAgra ho. AhAhA ! aisA ziSya sUnA, gurue kahI. to ziSya prazna karate hai AtmA to jJAnake sAtha tadarUpa hai hI, AtmA ne jJAna to ekarUpa hai, usakI sevA karanA (aisA) nayA kayA kahete hai tuma? AtmA aura jJAna eTale svabhAva, jJAna svabhAva ane AtmA to tAdAbhya hai. jema agni ane uSNatA tAdAbhya hai, tad svarUpa hai, ema bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA... ane jJAna jAnana jAnana svabhAva usase AtmA tarUpa to hai hIM, AhAhA.... alaga nahi, e AtmA apanA jJAna svabhAva kAyamI jJAyakabhAva "usase alaga nahi, Isaliye vadhu jJAnakA nitya sevana karatA hai." AhAhAhAhA ! e kAraNe jJAna ne AtmA ekarUpa hai. tadarUpa hai vo kAraNe AtmA jJAnakI sevA to karate hI hai. AhAhA! "taba phira use jJAnanI upAsanA karanekI zikSA kayo dI jAtI hai"? AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA dravya svarUpa usakA jAnana jJAna svabhAva e to tarUpa hai, tAdAmya hai, to pIche jJAnakI sevA karanekA upAsaka, upAsanA karo. sevA karo. AhAhA! "saeva" te meM huM aisI dRSTi karake ekAgra ho. AhAhA ! "aisA kayoM kahete hai"? usakA samAdhAna ye hai. "aisA nahIM he" sUna, bhagavAna AtmA ane jJAna trikALI svabhAva usakI sAthe tAdAbhya dravya guNase hai paNa paryAye usakI sevA kiyA nahIM, paryAya rAga ne puNya ne pApanA vikalpanI sevA karatI hai. AhAhAhAhA.. paranI sevAnI ahIM vAta hai hI nahIM. e jJAnakI paryAya vartamAnameM zubhAzubha rAga je IsameM hai nahIM, hai, jJAna ne AtmA eka hai. paNa rAga to usameM hai nahIM. chatAM e puNya ne pApanA rAganI sevA anAdise karate hai. AhAhAhAhAhA ! kayoMki aisA nahIM, yadyapi AtmA jJAnake sAthe tAdAbhya svarUpase haiM. bhagavAna AtmA jJAnarUpI svacchatAno arIso usase to abhinna hai hIM, AhAhAhA ! tathApi yaha, eka kSaNamAtra bhI jJAnakA sevana nahIM karatAM. AhAhAhA.. jJAna svabhAva ane AtmA svabhAvI usako ekarUpa hai, chatAM eka kSaNamAtra bhI anaMta kALameM kabhI jJAnakI upAsanA kiyA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA sUkSma vAta hai. eka kSaNamAtra bhI jJAnakA sevana nahIM kiyA, zAstrakA jJAna kiyA, usakI sevA kiyA, paNa apanA jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA hai, vo taraphakA Azraya karake ekAgra honA eka kSaNamAtra bhI kiyA nahIM prabhu. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e paryAyameM rAgAdi hotA hai, zAstrakA jJAna hotA hai, dayA dAnako bhaktikA bhAva hotA hai, usakI paryAya (meM) sevA nAma ekAgratA hotA hai. enI sevA karate hai anAdise, AhAhAhAhA. paNa jJAnakI paryAye apanA jJAna ne AtmA eka hai, e sanmukha hokara AtmAnA jJAnakI sevA kabhI kiyA nahIM. Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 20 311 A bAyaDI chokarAnI sevA karate hai. e to ahIM bAta hai hI nahIM, e to maphatano mAne che, e rAga kare, paNa e karI zakato nathI, sAcave ke chokarAne A roga thayo mATe ApaNe dhyAna rAkhIe ne mATe Ama thayuM ne (zrotA- chokarAne laTakato mUkavo?) kyAM chokaro hato, eno AtmA che ne zarIra che e to para dravya che. AhAhAhA ! ahiMyA to tyAM laga kahete hai ke para taraphanA lakSavALo je zubha azubhabhAva puNya Adi hotA hai, usameM je ekAgra hokara sevA karate hai, to e mithyAtvabhAva hai. AhAhAhAhA ! para vastu che. apanA cidAnaMda svarUpa jJAna svabhAvI prabhu, vo taraphakI upAsanAkA jhukAva nahIM, ane rAga ne puNyanA vikalpamAM jhukAva hai, e kSaNa mAtra bhI AtmAkI sevA nahIM karate hai. AhAhAhA ! e kusevA karate hai kIdhAne pahele, AhAhAhA ! e pApakA bhAva aura puNyanA bhAva usameM ekAgratA hai, e sevA karate hai kusevA, kusevA hai e to. AhAhAhA! parakI sevAnI to ahiMyA bAteya nahIM, dezanI sevA karo, Ane A karo, e karI zakato ya nathI pachI prazna kyAM ? AhAhAhA! ahIMyA to apanA svabhAvako bhUlakara puNya ne pApanA bhAva AhA... ane kSaNika vartamAna paryAya usameM ekAgratAkI sevA anAdise hai. AhAhA ! ahiMyA kahe to paryAya buddhi ema kahenA hai, bIjI bhASA hai, bhinna-bhinna rIte samajAnA heM ne? bAkI to anAdikI bhagavAna terA vastu svabhAva jJAnaprabhu caitanyamUrti, prajJAbrahma. AhAhA! e taraphaDI kSaNamAtra paNa te usakA Adara karake, svIkAra karake, satkAra karake, usameM ekAgra huA nahIM kabhI. AhAhAhA ! eka kSaNamAtra bhI jJAnakI sevA nahIM karatA. AhAhAhA.... to jJAna ne AtmA to ekameka hai ne? paNa ekameka hai paNa paryAyamAM kyAM ekameka mAnyA? e to dravya-guNameM ekameka hai. samajameM AyA? tInoM bola le liyA. dravya nAma vastu, jJAna nAma guNa, e to ekarUpa hai, paNa paryAya usameM ekarUpa nahIM huI. tabalaga jJAnakI sevA usane kiyA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA... dayA-dAnakA rAga ne zAstrakA jJAna kiyA, enI sevA kiyA. AhA.. gajaba vAta kare che ne ? e to paryAyabuddhi, ajJAnabuddhi che. AhAhAhAhA ! he? ziSyakA prazna thA, usakA uttara hai. ziSyakA ye prazna thA ke bhagavAna AtmA jema agni ane uSNatA to ekarUpa hI hai, koI judI hai nahIM, ema bhagavAna AtmA ane jJAna svabhAva ekarUpa, tadarUpa hai e judA to hai nahIM ane tuma kahete ho ke AtmA jJAnakI sevA karate nahIM, hama to kahe ke e to sadAya sevA karate hai, ke sUna to sahI. AhAhAhA... jJAna svabhAva AtmA aisI dRSTi karake usameM ekAgra huA nahIM, to kSaNamAtra bhI AtmAkI sevA kiyA nahIM usane. AhAhAhAhA ! ahIM jJAnanI sevA kahenA hai. AhAhAhA ! jJAna svabhAva bhagavAna AtmA usakI paryAyameM vo tarapha jhukAkara, AhAhAhA... vartamAnameM dayA dAna vrata bhaktikA pariNAma aura zAstrakA jJAna vo taraphakA jhukAva anAdise hai. AhAhAhA... paNa tumhArA jJAna ne AtmA eka haiM aisI sevA ekAgratA kabhI kiyA nahIM prabhu. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga have ahIM to kahe che, hajI paranI sevA karo, deza sevA karo, dharma thAze. eya ! badhAM juvAniyA olA kahe hAlo hohA hohA dezanI sevA karIe, koNa kare prabhu, sUna to sahI sevA karate ho to ajJAnase puSya ne pApanI sevA kiyA hai. AhAhAhA ! paNa vo puNya pApase ne puNya pA5 jisameM nahIM, jisameM jJAna svabhAva hI hai. AhAhAhAhA e bAjulA jJAnakI ekAgratA, Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 312 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svabhAvanI ekAgratA, svabhAva sanmukhanI upAsanA eka kSaNa mAtra bhI kiyA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! A to eka kSaNa huA vo to khalAsa janama-maraNakA aMta A gayA. AhAhAhA ! caitanya svabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA nityAnaMda prabhu, AhAhA.. e taraphakA bAhya je jJAna ne rAgAdi kI mahattA choDakara, AhAhAhAhA.. apanA zAyakabhAvase bharA paDA prabhu vo taraphanA dRSTi karake, usameM ekAgratA honA usakA nAma jJAnakI sevA kiyA kahenemeM AtA hai. A zAstra bAstra paDhanA e jJAnakI sevA nahIM hai, ema ahIM kahe che. AhAhA ! zabda jJAna kahyuM 'tuM baMdha adhikAramAM jitanA zAstrakA jJAna hai e to zabdakA jaDakA jJAna hai, caitanyakA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? zAstra hai, pustaka pAnAM, usakI bhakti karanA, are usakA jJAna karanA e bhI, AhAhAhAhA... e parakA jJAnakI zabda jJAnakI sevA hai. AkaruM kAma bhAI ! vItarAga mArga koI alaukika hai. AhAhA ! e zAstra cAhe to samayasAra ho, pravacanasArAdi e zAstrakA jJAna kare, A zAstra Ama kahete hai, Ama kahete hai, to e to zabdajJAna huA ane zabdajJAna huA e AtmajJAna nahIM. AhAhAhA... zAbdika jJAnameM jisakA prema hai, e zabdakI sevA karate hai. AhAhAhAhA.. Avo mArga che. bhUpatabhAI ! tyAM tamArA vepAramAM dharmavilAsa sAMbhaLavAmAM nyAM kyAMya nathI. evuM atyAre gajaba paDayu bhAI. AhAhA ! vAta bahu pheravI nAkhI lokoe, (zrotA lokoe badhuM viparIta karI nAkhyuM) viparIta karI nAkhyuM. AhAhA.. bhAI tuM kyAM cho? e to jJAna svabhAvamAM bhagavAna to rahe che. AhAhA ! kayA e rAganA bhAvameM AtmA hai? are ! kayA navatattvakI bhedavALI zraddhAmeM AtmA hai? kayA paMcamahAvratakA vikalpameM AtmA hai? AhAhAhA ! kayA e agIyAra aMgakA jJAna kiyA, nava pUrvaka jJAna, AhAhAhA ! prabhu emAM AtmajJAna na AyA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. yugalajI! lokone ekAMta lAge pachI sonagaDhanuM bhAI parama satya to A che prabhu. AhAhA! duniyA apane svArthanA svacchede zAstrakA artha kare, ane mAne ke ame jJAna kiyA bhAI e cIja koI dUsarI hai. AhAhA ! jyAM bhagavAna jJAnako bhaMDAra bhagavAna, vo taraphakA jhukAvase ekAgratA hotA hai, usane jJAnakI sevA kiyA aura jisakI puNya ne pApa ne zAbdika jJAna, AhAhAhA.. arere prabhu zuM kahe che? zAstrajJAna e zAbdika jJAna, e AtmajJAna nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e sevAmeM rukAva karate anaMtakALase kSaNamAtra bhI bhagavAna AtmA, cidAnaMda bhagavAna prabhu usakI sevA kiyA nahIM te, AhAhA. vo taraphakA jhukAva ekAgratA terA kabhI nahIM huA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bahu marmanI vAta hai. AhAhAhA! kyoMki? sevana kayuM na kiyA? "svayaM buddhatva, svayaM svataH jAnanA" apanese aMdara jJAnakI paryAyase AtmAko jAnanA, AhAhA... "aura (bodhita) buddhatva dUsare batAnevAlese jAnanA" Isa kAraNapUrvaka e do kAraNapUrvaka jJAnakI utpatti hotI hai, bhagavAna jJAna svarUpI to hai, paNa paryAyameM jJAnakI utpatti A kAraNase hotI hai. kAM svayaM aMtara AtmA jJAna kare kAM bodhita guru samajAve ke A jJAna te AtmA, to pIche paNa karanA to Isako hI hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI jhINI vAtuM eTale lokone, evuM ekAMta lAge ane pachI hA ho, hA ho bahAramAM moTA bhASaNa kare ne lAkho mANasonuM raMjana thaI jAyane juo. AhAhA! javAharalAla Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 20 313 ahIM AvyA hatAM javAharalAla (paMDita naherU ) bhAvanagara be lAkha mANasa, laukika vAto kare. AhAhA... are A vAta kyAM? are ahIM kahe huM paranI sevA karuM chuM, paranI sagavaDatA ApI zakuM chuM, parane agavaDatA daI zakuM chuM, e mAnyatA bhrama ajJAna che paNa ahIM to rAga ne zAbdika jJAna enI sevA karuM chuM, ekAgra chuM, e paNa mithyAtvabhAva che. AhAhAhA ! bIjI bhASAe kahIe to e paryAyabuddhimAM paDyo che. "paryAya mUMDhA para samayA" AhAhAhA... e para samayamAM che. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA apanI jJAnakI sevAkA "svayaM buddhatva apanese aMtarameM jAkara karate hai kAM koI guru samajAve basa eTalI vAta paNa karanA to usako aMtarase hai, e to nimittase kathana hai, "bodhita buddhatva jAnanA" e kAraNapUrvaka jJAnakI utpatti dekho paryAyameM A jJAna hai ne A AtmA hai, aisA sanmukha hokara sevA kare tyAre jJAnakI utpatti hotI hai, tyAre ene jJAna ne AtmA eka hai, aisA taba usane mAnyA. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? samayasAra eTale gajaba vAta che. sAkSAt sarvajJa paramAtmA sImaMdhara bhagavAnanI vANI, kuMdakuMdAcArya gaye the sUnane, AhAhA ! e A vANI hai. AhAhAhA ! jemAM eka eka padamAM ne eka eka zlokamAM bharapUra dariyA bharyA hai, AhAhAhA... AhA! bahu TUMku ne Taca e, ke prabhu je jJAna svabhAvI AtmA hai, usakA Azraya, lakSa choDakara paryAyameM jitanA (parakA) jJAna ne rAga hai para saMbaMdhI, usameM ekAgra honese e mithyAbuddhi, paryAyabuddhi, ajJAnabuddhi hai. AhAhA ! usane AtmA kI sevA nahIM kiyA. AhAhA ! saeva" bhagavAna, sevA eTale eva bhagavAna, jJAna svarUpI te huM, aisI ekAgratA jJAna svabhAvamAM samyagdarzana ne samyajJAnathI ekAgratA karanA. AhAhA ! Avo che mArga. lokoe na sAMbhaLyo hoya ene evuM lAge A zuM kahe che. A kyAMthI navuM kADhayuM? navuM nathI bhAI ! anAdino e mArga che bApu! pavitra jJAna svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna che ne ? e jJAna kAMI bahArathI AtA nahi hai. AhAhA ! zAbdika jJAnase vo AtmajJAna nahIM hotA hai, ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! e jaDakA jJAnase AtmAnA jJAna nahIM hotA ema kahete hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e AtmA taraphakA jhukAvase AtmAnA jJAnakI utpatti hotI hai. AhAhA! AvI vAta che bhAI ! ahIM to ghaNAM vakhatathI hAle che. eTale have to thoDuM thoDuM (samajAya) nahIMtara to ajIrNa lAge, kaho mohanalAlajI! AvI vAta che bhagavAna. AhAhAhA ! prabhu aMdara moTo paDyo che ne nAtha, paramezvara svarUpa ja tuM cho, jJAnano parama Izvara, AnaMdano parama Izvara, AhAhAhA... zAMtino parama Izvara, e tarapha terA jhukAva, svIkAra kabhI kiyA nahIM teM nAtha ! je cIja paripUrNa AnaMda ne jJAnase bharI hai, usakA tere svIkAra na huA, to te terA jJAnakI sevA nahIM kiyA. AhAhA ! AkaruM kAma bhAre! yA to kALalabdhi, svakALakI prApti, e samayameM prApti kALalabdhi, Aye taba svayaM jJAnase svayaM hI jAna le athavA koI upadeza denevAlA mile taba jAne, jaise soyA huA puruSa, soyA huA, sotA huvA puruSa yA to svayaM huM jAga jAe athavA koI jagAve taba jAge. AhAhA! jAge to e pote. AhAhA! yahAM punaH prazna hotA hai ke yadi aisA ho to jAnaneka kAraNase pUrva, AhAhAhA ! jJAna svabhAva bhagavAna aisA jJAna na kiyA e pUrve kayA e ajJAnI thA? AhAhAhA ! Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 314 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 samajameM AyA? jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna ajJAnI thA? AhAhA! bhagavAna jJAna svarUpI prabhu, usakA jJAna na kare to e jJAna svabhAvI prabhu ajJAnI thA, paryAyameM. AhAhAhA!hai? esA hai to jAnaneka kAraNase pUrva kayA AtmA ajJAnI hI hai? AtmA ajJAnI hai. AhAhA! vedAMtavALAne to A bhAre (paDe!). AhAhA! eka AyA thA ne tyAM navvANuMnI sAlamAM eka vedAMtI AvyA, ke A jainamAM AvI adhyAtmanI vAta, AvI jainamAM kyAMthI AvI? koNa kahe che A? ema ke jainamAM to A vrata pALavA ne bhakti karavI A badhuM ema ? eTale kahe lAvane sAMbhaLavA jAuM. ema karIne Avyo. vAta karatAM-karatAM evI vAta nIkaLI, paramahaMsa hato koka vedAMti, ke juo bhAI AtmA nitya to hai, paNa anitya bhI hai, bhAgyo ! ke hAya hAya anitya? are bhAI ! AtmA hai aisA nirNaya koNa dhruva karate hai ke paryAya karatI hai? anitya nirNaya karatI hai ke nitya nirNaya karate hai? ene paNa e vAta (na ruci) atyAre badhe garabaDa cAlI rahI che. AhAhA.... Avo ema ke jainamAM vaLI AdhyAtmanI vAta ne AtmAnI vAta e kyAMthI AvI? ema ke jainamAM to jANe kriyAkAMDa ne vrata ne e ja. evuM lokoe mAnyuM che, bahAranuM jaina dharmanuM. (zrotA - jainamAM hoya eTale karmanI vAta hoya) karmanI vAta ne kriyAnI vAta. (zrotA - AtmAnI vAta bilakula che nahIM.) AhAhAhA ! tyAre ene kahete hai ke bApu bhagavAna to saccidAnaMda prabhu hai, paNa usakA nirNaya karanekI paryAya anitya hai. are ! AtmA anitya? bhAgyo! AhAhA ! e zAstrajJAna bhI anitya hai, e to kSaNika para, vAstavika e jJAna nahIM, paNa AtmAkA jJAna huA, AhAhAhA. e bhI paryAya kSaNika hai, dhruvaka jJAna huA paNa paryAya kSaNika chuM. AhAhA! arere be vastu ja aisI hai. apariNAmI pariNamana pariNamanameM apariNAmI pAriNAmika bhAvanA jJAna hotA hai, kayA kahA? pariNamanameM, pariNamana anitya hai, pariNamanameM apariNAmI pAriNAmikabhAvakA jJAna hotA hai. AhAhA! e apariNAmIno artha paryAya hotI nahIM usameM, paNa hai usakA nAma pAriNAmika bhAva. AhAhAhA ! pAriNAmika bhAvako artha pariName tethI pariNAmika ema nahIM. sahaja svabhAvako apariNAmIko pAriNAmikabhAva kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! are koI di' AvuM tattva, vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmAnA paMthamAM janmyA eneya khabaruM na maLe. arere ! AhAhA ! kayA jAnaneka kAraNase pUrve svayaM AtmAnA jJAna hotA nahIM ane pUrve guruse bhI huA nahIM, to vo pahela kayA ajJAnI thA? AhAhA ! kayA ajJAnI hI hai? AtmA ajJAnI hai? AhAhA ! jJAna svabhAvano bhaMDAra prabhu e ajJAnI ? AhAhA ! kayoM ki use sadA apratibuddhatva hai. AhAhA! kayoMki svabhAvanA apanA jJAna hai nahIM. apratibuddha, dekho! A samayasAramAM apratibuddhako samajAte hai, keTalAka kahete hai ke A samayasAra to munike mATe hai, ahIMyA to (zrotA- e thavA mATe) e thavAno thAya pachI paNa A to apratibuddhako samajAte hai, samayasAra. AhAhAhA ! apratibuddha ja hai? usakA uttara aisA hI hai, e ajJAnI hI hai, apanA jJAna svabhAvakI ekAgratA huI nahIM, e sanmukha svIkAra huA nahIM, meM to AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa huM aisI dRSTi Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 20 315 huI nahIM. taba laga e ajJAnI hai, AhAhAhAhA.. paryAyameM ajJAnI hai, vastu bhale jJAna ne AnaMda hai. AhAhAhA ! dravya guNa ne paryAya tInoM le liyA. dravya svabhAvavAna, guNa svabhAva, aura usakA bhAna huA e paryAya. ane bhAna na huA e ajJAnarUpI paryAya. AhAhAhA! AvI vAta bApA ! dravya guNa ne paryAyanI kyAM khabara che? AhAhAhA... bApA hajI to dravya guNa ne paryAyanA nAmeya AvaDe nahIM. paryAya eTale zuM kahe eka jaNo paMDita Avyo hato, dakSiNano paMDita Avyo hato. narama mANasa hato, (kahe) paryAya eTale? are paNa tame moTA paMDita cho. ahIM Avyo hato olo vIsapaMthI pUjA kare bhagavAnanI kezarathI ne phalANAthI, bhAI ahIM e rivAja nathI bApu, paNa narama mANasa hato paMDita pachI to, e kahe-paryAya? are paNa zuM tame, dravya trikALI vastu, guNa trikALI svabhAva ane vartamAna palaTatI avasthA e paryAya. AhAhAhA ! e paryAyameM paryAyavAna kA jJAna hotA hai. AhAhA! AkarI vAta bApu bahu pheraphAra thaI gayo che. AhAhA ! e paryAya jJAyaka tarapha jhukatI hai, AhAhA... taba jJAnakI paryAyakA pariNamana nirmaLa hotA hai, e samyagdarzanakI paryAya kaho, jJAnakI paryAya kaho, svarUpa AcaraNakI kaho, AnaMdakI kaho, zAMtithI kaho, svacchatAkI kaho, prabhutAkI, IzvaratAkI kaho, e saba jJAnakI paryAya che. AhAhAhA ! A Avo mArga have, olA to upavAsa karo, chaThTha karo, saMgha karo, vrata karo, rasa choDo saheluMsaTa hatuM, rakhaDavAnA rastA hai e to badhAM. dAna Apo tame. pAMca paccIsa lAkhanA eTalA badhA to zenA Ape, pAMca-paccIsa pacAsa lAkha thoDA Ape vaLI. AhAhA! Ape, kyAM e cIja kyAM enI hatI. emAM bhAva kare kadAca rAga maMdano e paNa puNya che. ane puNyamAM ekAgratA e mithyAtva che. AhAhA ! puNya kI sevA kiyA. AhAhAhA.. Avo mArga che bApA! arere ! AhAhAhA... (zrotA- saMsthAnI sevA karavI ke na karavI?) koNa-konI sevA kare che? rAga ne puNyanA bhAvanI sevA kare, ajJAnabhAvathI. AhAhAhA... arere zAbdika jJAnanI sevA AhAhAhA.. ene mahattA lAgI jAya jANe ke meM keTaluM jANyuM? are bhagavAna sAMbhaLane bhAI tane ahaM pada AvI gayA che mithyAtvanA. AhAhA.... ane javAba detA AvaDe ne bhaDAkabhaDAka-bhaDAka eTale jANe ke, AhAhA... bhAI zuM che e to svAbhAvika hai. AhAhA ! ahIM to paramAtmA, saMto kahete hai yaha paramAtmA kahete hai, paramAtmA kahete hai e saMto kahete hai- prabhu teM svayaM apanA jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna AtmA, usakI tere mahimA kabhI eka kSaNa AI nahIM ne puNya ne pApa ne vartamAna zAstrajJAnakI mahimA kabhI teM choDI nahIM prabhu. AhAhA ! evo ahIMyA bhagavAna AtmA, caitanya svarUpI darzana kare prabhu tuM. AhAhA ! e apratibaddha hai, ema ziSya kahe che hoM hujI ke hA hA aisA hI hai, apratibaddha hai. apane svarUpane aMdara jJAna hai, AnaMda hai ane e apratibaddha hai? hA, apratibaddha hai. svarUpakA AnaMdakaMda jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna, usakA jJAna huA nahIM, ane ekIlA rAga ne zabdajJAnameM to ekAgra ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! eya ! surezabhAI ! zuM haze AvuM te bhAI, Avo mArga kyAMthI? e jhAMjharIjI, e aMtarikSanI sevA karavI, ne sevA-bevA karI zakato nathI ema kahe che. bhAva Ave zubha, vikalpa AhAhAhA... enI paNa ekAgratA thAya to mithyAtva che. AhAhAhA.. gajaba vAta hai bApA. vItarAga Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 316 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vItarAga vItarAga, traNa lokano nAtha sarvajJa svarUpI prabhu A AtmA hoM, A sarvajJa svarUpI paramAtmA jJAnasvarUpI kahyuM ne? e jJAna svabhAva ene kahyuM ne? e sarvajJa svabhAva ema, AhAhA ! vo taraphathI ekAgratA eka kSaNa paNa, samaya mAtra paNa kabhI kiyA nahIM, ane eka samaya mAtra paNa sevA kare to janma maraNanA aMta A jAe usakA. AhAhAhA ! bhavanA aMta tyAM hai, sukhanA paMtha tahAM hai, bhavanA aMta tahAM hai. AhAhA ! AkaruM paDe lokone evuM sonagaDhane nAme arere A koNa kahete hai? A zAstra kahete hai ke nahIM? AhAhAhA ! 0000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 * sarva jIvo sAdharmI che. koI virodhI nathI. sarva jIvo pUrNAnaMdane prApta thAva! koI jIvo apUrNa na raho, koI jIvo alpajJa na raho, koI jIvo virodhI na raho, koI jIvo viparIta deSTivaMta na raho. badhA jIvo satyanA mArge AvI jAva ne sukhI thAva! koI jIvamAM viSamatA na raho. badhA jIvo pUrNAnaMdarUpa prabhu thaI jAva. samayasAra gAthA-38nA zlokamAM amRtacaMdrAcArya kahe che ke sarva jIvo AtmAmAM magna thAva! AhAhA! juo jJAnInI bhAvanA! pote pUrNAnaMda svarUpa AtmAmAM magna thAya che eTale sarva jIvo paNa pUrNAnaMda svarUpamAM magna thaI sukhAnubhava karo ema kahe che. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 344) Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 19 aba ahIMyA punaH pUchate hai e AtmA kitane samaya taka AhAhA ! prabhu tyAre have aisA ajJAnI apratibuddha kitanA kALa taka rahegA ? samajameM AyA.. ? e pUchate hai ke yaha AtmA, yaha AtmA kitane samaya kitane kALa taka apratibudgha rahetA hai ? khe 'Do, prabhu to se jatAvone apratibuddha kaise 'hAM sudhI, ADADA... usake uttararUpa gAthAsUtra kahete hai. 317 tarhi kiyantaM kAlamayamapratibuddho bhavatItyabhidhIyatAm vaLI pharI pUche che ke A AtmA keTalA vakhata sudhI ( kyAM sudhI ) apratibuddha che te kaho. tenA uttararUpa gAthAsUtra kahe cheH kamme Nokammamhi ya ahamidi ahakaM ca kamma NokammaM / jA esA khalu buddhI appaDibuddho havadi tAva / / 19 / / karmaNi nokarmaNi cAhamityahakaM ca karma nokarma / yAvadeSA khalu buddhiapratibuddho bhavati tAvat / / 19 / / yathA sparzarasagandhavarNAdibhAveSu pRthubudhnodarAdyAkArapariNatapudgala-skandheSu ghaTo'yamiti, ghaTe ca sparzarasagandhavarNAdibhAvAH pRthubudhnodarAdyAkArapariNatapudgalaskandhAzcAmI iti vastvabhedenAnubhUtistathA karmaNi mohAdiSvantaraGgeSu nokarmaNi zarIrAdiSu bahiraGgeSu cAtmatiraskAriSu pudgalapariNAmeSvahamityAtmani ca karma mohAdayo'ntaraGgA nokarma zarIrAdayo bahiraGgAzcAtmatiraskAriNaH pudgalapariNAmA amI iti vastvabhedena yAvantaM kAlamanubhUtistAvantaM kAlamAtmA bhavatyapratibuddhaH / yadA kadAcidyathA rUpiNo darpaNasya svaparAkArAvabhAsinI svacchataiva vahnerauSNyaM jvAlA ca tathA nIrUpasyAtmana: svaparAkArAvabhAsinI jJAtRtaiva pudgalAnAM karma nokarma ceti svataH parato vA bhedavijJAnamUlAnubhUtirutpatsyate tadaiva pratibuddho bhaviSyati / no'rbha-'rbhe 'DuM', DuMbhAM vajI 'durbha ne no'rbha che', nokarma-karme e buddhi jyAM lagI jIvanI, ajJAnI tyAM lagI te 2he. 19. gAthArthaH- [ yAvat ] bhyAM sudhI A AtmAne [ karmaNi ] jJAnAvaraNAhi dravyarbha, bhAva'rbha[ca] ane[ nokarmaNi ] zarIra Ahi no'rbhamAM [ ahaM ] 'ADuMdhuM'[ca]ane [ ahakaM karma nokarma iti ] DuMbhAM ( - AtmAmAM ) 'khA durbha-no'rbha che'- [ eSA khalu buddhiH ] khevI buddhi che, [ tAvat ] tyAM sudhI [ apratibuddhaH ] A AtmA apratibuddha [ bhavati ] che. TIkAH- jevI rIte sparza, rasa, gaMdha, varNa Adi bhAvomAM tathA pahoLuM taLiyuM, peTALa AdinA AkAre pariNata thayela pudgalanA skaMdhomAM 'A ghaDo che' ema, ane ghaDAmAM Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 318 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 "A sparza, rasa, gaMdha, varNa Adi bhAvo tathA pahoLuM taLiyuM, peTALa AdinA AkAre pariNata pudgala-skaMdho che' ema vastunA abhedathI anubhUti thAya che, tevI rIte karma-moha Adi aMtaraMga pariNAmo tathA nokarma-zarIra Adi bAhya vastuo-ke jeo (badhAM) pudgalanA pariNAma che ane AtmAno tiraskAra karanArA che temanAmAM "A huM chuM" ema ane AtmAmAM "A karma-moha Adi aMtaraMga tathA nokarma-zarIra Adi bahiraMga, AtmatiraskArI (AtmAno tiraskAra karanArA) pudgala-pariNAmo che ema vastunA abhedathI jyAM sudhI anubhUti che tyAM sudhI AtmA apratibaddha che; ane jyAre koI vakhate, jema rUpI darpaNanI sva-paranA AkArano pratibhAsa karanArI svacchatA ja che ane uSNatA tathA jvALA agninI che tevI rIte arUpI AtmAnI to potAne ne parane jANanArI jJAtRtA (jJAtApaNuM) ja che ane karma tathA nokarma pudgalanAM che ema potAthI ja athavA paranA upadezathI jenuM mULa bhedavijJAna che evI anubhUti utpanna thaze tyAre ja (AtmA) pratibuddha thaze. bhAvArtha-jema sparzAdimAM pudgalano ane pugalamAM spardhAdino anubhava thAya che arthAt banne ekarUpa anubhavAya che, tema jyAM sudhI AtmAne, karma-nokarmamAM AtmAnI ane AtmAmAM karma-nokarmanI bhrAMti thAya che arthAt banne ekarUpa bhAse che, tyAM sudhI to te apratibaddha che; ane jyAre te ema jANe ke AtmA to jJAtA ja che ane karma-nokarma pugalanAM ja che tyAre ja te pratibaddha thAya che. jema arIsAmAM agninI jvALA dekhAya tyAM ema jaNAya che ke "jvALA to agnimAM ja che, arIsAmAM nathI peThI, arIsAmAM dekhAI rahI che te arIsAnI svacchatA ja che"; te pramANe "karma-nokarma potAnA AtmAmAM nathI peThAM; AtmAnI jJAna-svacchatA evI ja che ke jemAM zeyanuM pratibiMba dekhAya; e rIte karmanokarma zeya che te pratibhAse che"--evo bhedajJAnarUpa anubhava AtmAne kAM to svayameva thAya athavA upadezathI thAya tyAre ja te pratibaddha thAya che. kamme Nokammamhi ya ahamidi ahakaM ca kamma nnokmm| jA esA khalu buddhI appaDibuddho havadi taav||19 / / nokarma-karme "huM', huMmAM vaLI "karma ne nokarma che', e buddhi jyAM lagI jIvanI, ajJAnI tyAM lagI te rahe. 19. TIkAH- jaise sparza rasa gaMdha raMga Adi bhAvomeM ane coDA gaharA avagAharUpa udarAdike AkArarUpa pariNata hue pudgalake skaMdhomeM "yahu ghaTa hai" dekho kayA kahete hai? sparza, rasa, gaMdha ne raMga, Adi bhAvomeM ane coDA gaharA avagAharUpa AkAra, udarAdi AkAra pariNata hue pugalake skaMdhomeM yaha ghaTa hai, Isa prakAra, aura ghaDemeM yaha sparza gaMdha rasa varNa AkAra pariNata pudgalake skaMdha Adi bhAva coDe gahare udara AkAra Adi pariNata pudgala skaMdha hai. kayA kahA? varNa, gaMdha, raMga, sparzameM ghaTa hai ne. ghaTameM varNa raMga gaMdha sparza che. AhAhA.... arasaparasa. AhAhA ! Isa prakAra vastu ke abhedase anubhUti hotI hai. ghaTa ne ghaTano bhAva varNa, gaMdha, rasa, Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 19 319 sparza e ghaTa hai ane ghaTa e varNa, raMga, gaMdha, sparzarUpa hai, abheda hai. samajameM AyA? e vastune abhedase anubhUti hotI hai, jJAna hotA hai. IsI prakAra AhAhAhA.... karma moha Adi aMtaraMga pariNAma, AhAhAhA.. bhAva karmane A badhuM, AhAhA.. karma mohAdi aMtaraMga pariNAma aura rAga dveSa mithyAtva pariNAma. AhAhAhA.. pugala skaMdha hai. AhAhA... aMtaraMga pariNAma tathA nokarma zarIrAdi bAhya vastu, A zarIra vANI mana e bAhya vastu, e nokarma, ema e saba pugalake pariNAma hai. e to pudgalanA pariNAma hai. AhAhAhAhA... zubha-azubha rAga, ane zarIrAdi e to saba pudgalakA pariNAma hai. AhAhA ! "aura AtmAne tiraskAra karanevAle hai". AhAhAhAhA kayA kahete haiM? e zubhaazubhabhAva e AtmAko tiraskAra karanevAlA hai. AhAhA ! meM huM, tuma nahIM. puNya pApakA bhAva meM huM, e puNya pApakA bhAva AtmAkA tiraskAra karate hai. bhagavAna purNAnaMdakA nAtha paDA hai. AhAhAhAhA. AkarI vAtuM bahuM, zuM gAthA ne zuM TIkA. AhAhAhA.. gajaba koI, atyAre bharatakSetramAM samayasAra, AhAhA... sarvotkRSTa graMtha vItarAganA kahA huvA ho to A eka hai, jemAM sarvAgI pUrNa vAta badhI, AhAhAhA.. usake lagatA pravacanasAra, niyamasAra saba hai. AhAhA ! e tiraskAra karanevAlA hai, A koNa, kayA kahete haiM? ke zarIra vANI, mana ye meM haiM aisA Ate hai to bhagavAna AtmA akhaMDAnaMdakA tiraskAra hote hai. puSya ne pApakA bhAva upara dRSTi hai, tabalaga bhagavAnakA to tiraskAra huA bhagavAna traNa lokano nAtha birAje che aMdara. AhAhA. A. A huM, A nahIM ema kayA kahete hai e? e zubhaazubhabhAva AhAhAhA! are zAstrakA jJAna e meM huM, e bhagavAnanA anAdara tiraskAra karate haiM. gajaba vAta hai. AhAhA ! hai? (zrotA - gajaba vAta hai ke parama satya) parama satya, parama satya, parama satya sAhebo, bhUtArtha bhagavAna, satyArtha prabhu, parama satya prabhu che. AhAhAhA ! eka samayameM paNa bhUtArtha bhagavAna satyArtha prabhu , usako anAdara karake, rAga ne zarIra meM huM e svarUpakA tiraskAra karate hai prabhu. AhAhAhA! bhASA to sAdI hai bhAva to hai yaha hai. AhAhA! AhAhA ! AhAhA ! gajaba vAta karate hai TIkA te TIkA, AhAhA ! zarIrAdi vANI mana puNya ne pApakA aMtaraMga pariNAma e bAhyavastu hai, dekho! e to bAhyavastu hai, aMtara vastu nahIM e. AhAhAhA ! bAhyavastumeM saba pugalake pariNAma hai, aura AtmAne tiraskAra karanevAlA hai. AhAhA ! usakA jyAM svIkAra karane jAte hai, bhagavAnanA anAdara ho jAtA hai. AnaMdano nAtha prabhu aMdara paDA hai. usakA tiraskAra hotA hai bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. unameM yaha meM huM unameM yaha meM huM, AhAhAhA "Isa prakAra aura AtmAmeM ye karma nokarma aMtaraMga, bahiraMga, Atma tiraskArI" AtmAne tiraskAra karanevAlA pudgala pariNAma hai. e rAga ne zarIra ne vANImeM maiM huM ane rAga ne zarIrAdi meremeM hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta have kaho, ahIM to puNyathI dharma thAya ne, are prabhu zuM kare che tuM? A puNya aMtaraMga pariNAma usameM mai huM, aura meremeM e hai. mithyAtva tiraskAra tere AhAhAhA prabhu, samajameM AyA? ohoho! thoDA zabdameM gAgarameM sAgara bhara diyA hai. IsameM, unameM yaha meM huM, A maiM huM, rAga puNya dayA Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 320 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dAna vikalpa rAga, AhAhAhA.. deva guru zAstrakI bhaktikA rAga, zAstrakI bhaktikA rAga, AhAhAhAhA... yaha meM huM, Isa prakAra, aura AtmAmeM e karma-nokarma rAgAdi aMtaraMga pariNAma ane zarIra-vANI Adi bahiraMga (pariNAma), tiraskArI, AhAhA... AtmAne tiraskAra karanevAle pudagala pariNAma hai, meremeM ye hai, tiraskAra karanevAlI cIja meremeM hai. AhAhAhAhA ! gajaba hai. "Isa prakAra vastuke abhedase" kayA? e puNya ne pApanA pariNAma aMtaraMga, bahiraMga zarIra vANI mana e mai huM ane e meremeM hai. aisI (mAnyatA) jabalaga jema ghaTa ne varNa gaMdha rasa sparza abheda hai ghaTa varNa gaMdha rasa sparza hai. varNa gaMdha raMga sparza saba ghaTarUpa hai, aise A AtmA puNya ne pApa zarIra vANI mana meM huM. e aMtaraMga pariNAma Adi meremeM hai, aise abhedase jaba taka anubhUti hai. abhedase jabataka anubhava hai. eTale ke jJAna hai, AhAhAhAhA.. Avo mArga che. tabataka AtmA apratibaddha hai. AhAhAhA... kayA kahA ? ke jabalaga bhagavAna AtmA usameM puNya ne pApa ne zarIra ne vANI ne karmamAM e mai huM ane e cIja meremeM hai, tabalaga vo ajJAnI apratibaddha hai. AhAhA! usako jJAna svarUpameM A rAgAdi nahIM ne rAgameM AtmA nahi, IsakI khabara nahIM. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM bhAre AkarI ! deva guru zAstranI bhaktino rAga, e rAgameM maiM huM ane rAga meremeM hai. AhAhAhAhA.. A to rAgase mere kalyANa hogA, to usakA artha e huA ke rAga meremeM he. AhAhA ! tabalaga e apratibuddha ajJAnI, heM ne? AhAhA! pIche have vizeSa vAta hai. (zrotA - pramANavacana gurudeva) pravacana naM. 82 gAthA - 19 tA. 10-9-78 ravivAra bhAdaravA suda-8 saM. 2504 uttama satya dharma jiNavayaNameva bhAsadi taM pAleduM asakkamANo vi / vavahAreNa vi aliyaM Na vadadi jo saccavAI so / / 398 / / je muni, muninA cAritranA bheda che ne A cAritrakA bheda hai A dasa prakAra. muni ! jinasutra hI ke vacanako kahe, jinasutra ko hI vacanako kahe. usameM jo AcArAdi kahA gayA hai, usakA pAlana karane meM asamartha ho to bhI anyathA na kahe. AhA! ke e meM barAbara pALa zakatA nahiM. mere doSa lagatA huM ese jinavANI je kahe te pramANe kahe apanA svacchaMda na kahe, AhAhA.. pAlana karanemeM asamartha ho to bhI juThA na kahe. AhAhA ! aura jo vyavahArase bhI alaga nahi kahe. AhAhA ! vyavahAra bola hai usameM bhI asatya na kahe. bolacAla gRhasthI sAthe calatI ho bAta vyavahArameM bhI juThA na kahe. e muni satyavAdI hai. dasaprakAra lIdhA che usameM dasa prakAre nAma satya dravya satya bhAva satya, vigere usameM apanA vAta to e hai ke satya svarUpa bhagavAna jAnanameM Ate hai jo cIja usase jAnanevAlAko jAnanA, e satya hai. AhAhA! kyA kahA ? Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 19 321 je cIja jAnanemeM AtI hai. usako jAnate hai ne mAnate hai ke meM usako jAnA, paNa jAnanevAlA jAdA hai jAnanevAleko jAnA nahiM. AhA! A satya hai. jAnanevAleko jAnanA, jAnane lAyakako jAnanA e choDakara, AhAhA! (zrotA - jANavAvALAne jANavo e to zuddha upayoga thayo) hai! jANavAmAM jo cIja AtI hai zeya, vo bhI to dUsarI cIja huM. paNa jAnanevAlA kauna hai? AhAhAhA! e to aMtara lakSa kare to jAnanevAlAko jAna sake, para lakSameM to jAnane lAyaka cIja jAnanemeM AtI hai vo to para hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aise vedanameM Ane lAyakako vedate haiM jAnate hai vedanameM AnA paNa vedana karanevAlA jo cIja hai, AhAhA! parama satya to e hai. samajameM AyA? bhagavAna parama satyArtha je bhUtArtha vastu hai usako na jAnA ane parako jAnanemeM ruka gayA. AhAhAhA ! aura parakA vedana hotA hai bhale rAgako paNa parakA lakSase zarIrakA esA esA vedana ema dikhate haiM ne rAga rAga, paNa vedana karane lAyakako vedayA, jANyA. AhAhA! paNa bhagavAna vedana karanevAlI cIja kona hai? AhAhAhA ! usako jAnanA e satya vastu hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? vizeSa adhikAra hai. aMdara daza bolameM. cAlato adhikAra. samayasAra! AhAhAhA ! parama satya prabhu! e bIjI rIte vAta kiyA hai, bAkI to satyArtha jo bhUtArtha vastu hai. AhAhA ! usako jAnanA e satya hai. AhAhAhA ! bAkI parako jAnanemeM rukatA hai to pArako jAnA paNa jAnanevAlA koNa hai usako jAnA nahIM te asatya hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? yahAM 19 gAthA. jema ghaDo ane varNa gaMdha rasa sparza abheda hai ane ghaDAme varNa gaMdha rasa sparza hai ane varNa gaMdha rasa sparza ghaDA hai. ghaDA samajyAre ghaTa aise, IsIprakAra karma mohAdi aMtaraMga pariNAma AhAhAhA.. zubhAzubha rAga ane nokarma zarIrAdi bAhya vastu saba pudgalake pariNAma hai. kharekhara to puNya ne pApakA bhAva e pudgalakA pariNAma hai. nimittakA Azrayase huA to nimittakA hai ema kahete hai. apanA bhagavAna AtmA AhAhAhA.. zuddha caitanya bhagavAna usake avalaMbanase nahIM huA, vo nimittakA Azraya ne avalaMbanase huA to nimitta pudgala hai, usake Azrayase huA apanemeM, paNa chatAMya apanemeM huA vo svabhAva nahIM, vo kAraNa puNya ne dayA ne dAna vrata bhaktikA bhAva AhAhAhAhA... Indriya je A jaDa ne bhAvendriya usase jo jAnanameM AyA zAstra Adi jJAna, AhAhAhA... gajaba vAta prabhu! Isako bhI ahIMyA pudgala pariNAma kahA jANavAnA bhAva parakA, para taraphase jAnA zAstrajJAna Adi pudgalakA pariNAma hai. kyoMki usase abaMdha pariNAma nahIM huA. e baMdha pariNAma hai. to abaMdha svarUpI bhagavAna AhAhAhA... usase bhinna baMdhabhAva vo pulakA bhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta huM. zrImamAM, rAtre kahyuM hatuM ne digaMbaranA tIvra vacanone laIne rahasya samajI zakAya che. AhAhAhA. saMtonI, digaMbara saMtonI vANI jene ema kahe ke zAstrajJAna bhI huA, AhA.... prabhu dayA zAstra taraphanA vikalpa huA. dayA, dAna, vrata AdikA vo to pudgala kahA, paNa zAstrajJAnako AhAhAhA... prabhu-prabhu, je jJAnameM abaMdhapaNA nahIM te jJAna pugala hai, AhAhA ! Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 322 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 e paradravya hai. AhAhAhA... ahIMyA to bAyaDI, chokarA, kuTuMba badhuM pAradravya hai, aisA puNya ne pApako bhAva paradravya hai, aisA parakA jAnanA bhI bhAva paradravya hai. arere ! vAta AvI prabhu che, zuM thAya? arere ! saMtoe to jagatane jAhera karIne nyAla karI nAkhyA. AhAhA! bhAI ! tuM parako jAnane, bhagavAnako jAnane gaye. tIrthakarakI sAkSAt samozaraNameM, to bhI parako jAnanA jo huvA AhAhAhAhAhA kahete hai ke e to pudgalakA, pudagala hai. emAM bhagavAna AtmAkA pariNAma AnaMda na AyA. AhAhAhA! prabhu tuM koNa che? AhAhA ! apaneko jAnanemeM to AnaMda AtA hai. e AnaMda na AtA hai ne e parakA jAnanA huA, AhAhAhA... gajaba vAta hai prabhu, saMtonI vANI to vANI, rAmabANa hai. AhAhA ! amogha amogha saphaLa, mogha eTale niSphaLa, amogha eTale saphaLa, A mohu huto ne mogha, moghano artha niSphaLa thAya che, amogha(no artha) saphaLa thAya che. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, zAstrakI bhakti, gurukI bhakti, devakI bhakti, AhAhAhA ! e pariNAma pudgalakA hai. ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! kyoMki apanA jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna usakA pariNAma to nirmaLa ane pavitra honA cAhIye. AhAhA ! A malina ne apavitra pariNAma AhAhAhAhA ! e kahA, aMtaraMga zarIra Adi, rAgAdi, mohAdi bahiraMga Atma tiraskArI, AhAhAhA... bhagavAna anAkuLa AnaMda prabhu caitanyano DuMgara bhagavAna, AhAhAhA.. usakA vo dayA dAna bhakti AdikA pariNAma, svabhAvakA tiraskAra karanevAlA hai. AhAhA! usakA premameM svabhAvakA tiraskAra anAdara hotA hai. AhAhAhA! AvI vAta kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. AhAhA!haiM? tiraskArI (bhAva) AhAhA.... bhagavAna jJAna ne AnaMdano gaMja prabhu, usase virUddha pariNAma, e AtmAkA nahIM, pudgalakA kahA. AhAhA ! kyoMki e pariNAma hai e apanI cIja nahIM, AhA! apanI cIja hoya to judI paDe nahIM, dUra ho(ve) nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e puNyanA pariNAma dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, zAstrakI bhakti, AhA. gajaba vAta hai prabhu. e svarUpakA tiraskAra karanevAlA hai. AhAhAhA ! tyAM AgaLa ekalI dRSTi hai, jisane rAgako bhinna jANyA, vo rAgameM hai nahIM. samajameM AyA? rAgase bhinna jANyA AtmAko to vo to jJAyaka svarUpa hai, e jJAnI to jJAyaka svarUpameM hai. rAga AtA hai paNa usako jAnate hai, merI cIja hai aura usase mere lAbha hogA. (aise mAnate nahIM). AhAhAhA... traNa lokano nAtha ema kahe, amArI bhaktino bhAva prabhu tane rAga che. AhAhAhA... tuM prabhu nirAgI, AnaMdakaMda hai ne? terI cIja kayA hai teM jAnI nahIM nAtha. AhAhA ! parakA vedanameM vedhA e to jANyA, paNa vedana karanArA je paryAyameM A jo bhagavAna trikALI hai. usase A rAgAdi bhinna hai. AhAhA ! to yaha bhinnako yahAM pudgala pariNAma kahA. AhAhAhA ! bApu A to dhIrAnA mArga che. AhAhAhA! IsaprakAra vastuke abhedase jabataka anubhUti che, lyo hai ne? AhAhA ! e pariNAma be vAra tiraskAra AyA hai? tiraskArI e paNa AtmAne tiraskAra karanevAlA pudgala pariNAma, Isa prakAra vastuke abhedase' kayA kahA e? e zubha rAgAdi dayA bhaktikA AyA e pugala Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 19 323 to hai. aura AtmA usase abheda jabalaga mAnyA, rAgase AtmA abheda jabataka anubhUti hai, AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmAkI sAtha rAgakI abheda buddhise anubhava hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jIva adhikAra heM ne? AhAhA ! to e rAgAdi ajIva hai, pudgala hai. AhAhA! vyavahAra ratnatrayakA rAga hai, e bhI zubharAga pudgala hai, enI sAthe abheda anubhUti jabalaga hai, AhAhA.. "e abhedase jabalaga anubhUti hai jJAna, tabataka AtmA apratibuddha hai." tabataka AtmA ajJAnI hai, pratibuddha nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! bhASA nIkaLatI hai, e to jaDa hai, kaMTha dhrujate hai e jaDa hai, to jisako aise lage aMdarameM ke meM barAbara bolatA huM, vo to vANI ne AtmAse abhedabuddhi huI. AhAhAhA ! e to vANI, paNa usameM vikalpa AyA, e vikalpakI sAtha abhedabuddhi jabataka hai. AhAhAhA... tabalaga apratibaddha hai, ajJAnI hai, bahiAtmA hai. AhAhAhA! jaise "aura jaba kabhI"have samyaka batAte haiM. "jaise rUpI darpaNakI" rUpI darpaNa arIsA svacchatA hI-svacchatA hI arIsAkI svacchatA hI svArake AkAranA pratibhAsa karanevAlI hai. e arIso svano AkAra svarUpa ne parano pratibhAsa karanevAlI hai. AhAhAhA ! aura uSNatA ne jvAlA agni kI hai. AhAhAhA usameM jo agni dikhate haiM aura uSNatA huM e to agnikI hai, arIsAkI nahIM. AhAhAhA... ahIMyA to agni to agnimeM rahI, paNa arIsAmeM, agni jaisI paryAya hai ne? huM to svacchatAkI arIsAkI paryAya, paNa vo vAstavika usakI nahIM. samAjameM AyA? to e agnikI hai ema kahete hai. aMdara je jvAlA dikhatI hai arIsAmeM e agnikI hai. bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka arIso bhagavAna usameM rAga jo dikhate hai e to apanA nirmaLa jJAnakI pradhAnatAse rAga A hai aisA dikhate hai. meM haiM aisA nahIM, AhAhAhA ! are! kahAM jAnA? e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, tapa, apavAsa AdikA vikalpa uThayA, AhAhAhA.. vo aura meM, sva ne parakA jAnanevAlA huM, vo sva ne para rAgAdikA abhedabuddhi ajJAna hai, paNa sva aura rAgAdi pudagalakA pariNAma para, usako apanemeM rahekara svaparaprakAzaka jAnanevAlA huM. AhAhA ! apaneko ne parako jAnanevAlI jJAtRtA hI hai, apanI to apaneko ne rAgako jAnanevAlI jJAtRtA e apanI hai. rAgAdi apanA nahIM. AhAhAhA... to hajI chokarA ne bAyaDI ne mArA mArA ne A mArA ne marI gayo, mArI nAkhyo tane. AhAhA ! ThekANe pADavA joIe ne kIdhuM tuM ne phulacaMdajIe zuM? chokarA chokarAne ThekANe pADavA joIe ne? rakhaDavAmAM pote ThekANe paDe emAM rakhaDavAmAM (zrotA:- ThekANe paDatA jAya to ahIM AvI zakAya) dhULamAMya paDatA nathI, kone kahevA ThekANe? ThekANe to sthAna AnaMdadhAmamAM paDe ene ThekANe kahevAya. AhAhA! A to chokarAne sAre ThekANe varAvyA ne be-pAMca pacAsa hajAra laIne koI AvI kanyA ne Ahohohohoho. enI pAse eka hajAra tolA sonA ApyA che enA bApe. ohoho ! e zuM sonAnuM khabara nathI ApaNane kAMI. ekalA rAjI rAjI thaI jAya. AhAhA. eka lAkha tolA sonA, eka lAkha tolA ApyuM sonA sADalo, pAMca pAMca hajArano eka sADalo, evA dasa to sADalA, sADalA kayA sADI, sADI, bhabhUtabhAI A bhabhUti Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 324 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ajJAnanI (zrotA:- paisA hoya ene ) AhAhA ! prabhu tuM kyAM gayo? bhAI (zrotA:- khovAI gayo) khovAI gayo bhAI tuM. jANanAranI svacchatA e tArI hai. sva ne parane jANanArI jJAtA e tArI hai. zarIra, kuTuMba, parivAra to terA nahIM. deza merA deza, merA deza. humacI muMbaI, zuM kahe che ne kaMI muMbaI hamacI, hamacI muMbaI dhULeya nathI sAMbhaLane bhAI. marI gayA, mArI nAkhyA A badhA kAThiyAvADI AvyA che ne nIkaLI jAva yahAMse hamacI muMbaI hai dakSiNanI. AhAhA! mArI nAkhyA. AhAhA... AphrikAmAMya raMga bheda che ne? bahAranA mALA AvyA ne paisAvALA thaI gayA. ane ame ahIM garIba keTalAka chIe. tame AvIne ahIM moTA karoDapati ho gayA. mahAjana loko bahota karoDapati tyAM AphrikAmAM. AhAhA! ahIM baLadanAM pUMchaDA olA karatAM hoya khetImAM, tyAM paisAvALA thaI gayA karoDapati ne olA gAmanA mANaso bicArA keTalAka sAdhAraNa thaI gayA. bahAra nIkaLo, nahIM to ahIMne ahIM raheze ene mATe A che. tamArAthI paiso bahAra devAze nahIM, bahAra laI javAze nahIM. AhAhAhA ! ahIMyA to kahe che, ke svadeza bhagavAna AtmA, usase paradezamAM rAgAdi(meM) jAnA. AhAhA ! e to paradeza hai, svadhAma nahIM. AhAhA ! bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdakA, AnaMdadhAma amRtako sAgara usameM enI svacchatA e usakI hai, rAga saMbaMdhI apanI jJAnakI paryAya, aura apanI paryAya e svacchatA usakI hai. rAga ne para e usakA hai nahIM. AhAhA! arere! hajI aisI dRSTikA ThekANAM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! IsIprakAra arUpI AtmAkI to olo rUpI arIso, apane ko ne parako jAnanevAlI jJAtA basa. AhAhAhA ! e to apanI svacchatAmeM rAga jAnanameM AtA hai, paNa rAga apanA hai aisA hotA hI nahIM aMdarameM. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga bahu, lokone Akaro paDe che eTale bicArA bIje raste, e vyavahArathI thAya, AnAthI thAya, ahIM kahe che, ke vyavahAra tAro duHkharUpa che, e tArI cIja ja nathI, e to pugala che, gajaba vAta che nAtha. AhAhA! ane e pudgalathI terA samyagdarzana, terA AtmAnA jJAna huA ? zuM thAya? jagata, hai? (zrotA - jJAtA deSTA rahevuM...) AhAhA! ahIMyA to sva ne para, apaneko ne pArako jAnanevAlI jJAtRtA hI hai, e apanI hai. AhAhAhA ! rAgAdi ne zarIra ne strI kuTuMba parivAra to kyAMya rahI gayA. AhAhA! apanI paryAyameM rAga ho e bhI para hai, apanI svacchatAmeM jAnane lAyaka hai, to strI kuTuMba ne parivAra kyAMya kyAMya thothAM rahI gayA bahAra. AhAhA ! e badhA pudgala che kIdhA che, e pudgala che. para che ne? A caitanya nahIM mATe pugala. AhAhA ! bAyaDI chokarAnA AtmA pugala ! A dravya nahIM mATe adravya. A AtmA nahIM mATe aNAtmA, A AtmA nahIM mATe pugala. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta kyAM? arere ! satyane sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM, sUnanemeM Ave nahIM e kabhI kare? AhAhA! ekAMta hai, ekAMta hai, ekAMta hai, ema karIne tiraskAra tiraskAra paNa ekAMta ja che, samyaka ekAMta, nizcayano viSaya samyaka ekAMta hai naya haine? pramANamAM dokA viSaya hai. A nizcayanayano viSaya ekAMta, samyakracaitanyamUrti sva ne parane jANavAnI pariNati paryAya usakI basa e hai trikALI, paNa vartamAnameM svako Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 19 325 jAnanekI paryAya aura rAgako jAnanekI paryAya e paryAya apanI basa ItanI ginI. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! ane e asvAmI saMbaMdha e dravya guNa ne paryAya nirmaLa e sva ane usakA svAmI jIva. basa, rAgakA svAmI ane patnino pati svAmI ne narano narendra svAmI ne narapati ne nRpati manuSyano pati dhULeya nathI. A udyogapati, mArI nAkhyA. (zrotAborDIMgano gRhapati) pahelAM paisA nahotA enA bApe, kAMI nahotuM ApyuM, A atyAre bAhubaLe dasa karoDa rUpiyA, pacIsa karoDa rUpiyA ekaThA karyA che. ohoho ! zuM che paNa A tane? AhAhA! sanepAta vaLagyo che. AhAhA ! ahIM to prabhu ema kahIe, jevA puNya ne pApane pugala kahyA, evA zarIra vANI, karma, strI, kuTuMba parivAra sabane pudgala kahyA, A AtmA nahIM mATe pudgala ema. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! kyAM bharakhAI gayo che e ? AhAhA ! bharamAI gayo paramAM, bharakhAI gyo bhagavAnane bhUlI gyo tuM, prabhu. AhAhA ! terI to jAnane, apaneko aura parako jAnanevAlI AtmAkI to ema, AtmAkI to ema che ne? apaneko ne parako jAnanevAlI have vartamAna ahIM paryAyanI bAta karate hai. AtmA to trikALI dravya. samajameM AyA? haiM? arUpI AtmAkI to? ahIM paryAya lenA heM ne? dravya guNa to kaho e kahete hai apane ko ne pArako jAnanevAlI jJAtRtA. AhAhA ! e paryAya liyA. apaneko je paryAya jAnatI hai aura e paryAya rAgako jAnatI hai e jJAtRtva paryAya e AtmAkI che. samajameM AyA? bhASA to sAdI paNa bhAI bhAva to AkarA che bhAI. AhAhA! bhASA AvaDI jAya mATe aMdara AvavuM emeya nathI A to, judI bIjI cIja che. AhAhAhA! zarIrane pugala kahA, bahiraMga badhA strI putra Adi badhAne pugala kahA lyo. AhAhA ! Adi che ne? zarIrAdi zabda che ne? AhAhA! are!deva gurune zAstra e pudgala hai, ema kahete hai. ekatrIsa (gAthA) meM kahyA ke devaguru ne zAstra, indriya hai. e aNIndriya AtmA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! loko kyAM kyAM kheMcAIne ekAMtamAM cAlyA jAya che khabara nathI. AhAhAhA... sahajAnaMdI re AtmA ! suto kahIM nizcita ! kyAM prabhu tuM suto? terA poDhaNAM kyAM gayA bhAI ! rAga ane puNyamAM terA poDhaNAM so gayA! prabhu tuM to AnaMdano sAgara huM ne ! terI paryAyameM jo jAnanekI dazA huI e terI hai. AhAhAhA ! aura karma nokarma pugalake hai. puSya ne pApakA bhAva zarIra Adi bAhya vastu e saba pugalake hai. AhAhAhA! IsaprakAra svataH athavA paropadezase be prakAra basa. kAM apanese jAna le, kAM guru upadezase jAna le. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! jAnanA to usake hai. AhAhA! AvuM moMghu paDe kAma, saMsAranAM kAma karavA, bAyaDI chokarA sAcavavA, Abaru hoya e pramANe rahevuM, have A kahe, Avo AtmA, Avo AtmA. AhAhA! bhAI te vaitarA majUrI bahu karI prabhu seM. AhAhAhA ! rAga, rAga, zubha azubhabhAva, A to azubhabhAva che. A to zubhabhAvako bhI, AhAhAhA.. pudgala kahI. (zrotAH- AtmAnA tiraskAra karanArA e bhAva che) je bhAve tIrthakara gotra baMdhAya te bhAva pugala. AhAhA! apaneko jAnanA ne zubhabhAvako jAnanA, e jJAtRtva paryAya apanI ane e rAgAdi pudgalakA, AhAhA! caitanyakA nahIM mATe pudgala ema. Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 326 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhAhA ! AvuM hajI samajavuM kaThaNa paDe. haiM! zuM thAya bhAI? A to janma maraNa maTADavAnI kaLA che (zrotA- koleja) koleja che bApA. zuM kahIe? amuka jAtanuM jANapaNuM hoya to A to koleja che bhagavAnanI. AhAhA! sImaMdhara bhagavAna birAjate hai. AhAhA! usakI A vANI AvI che ahIMyA. A rIte AtmA apaneko jAne e jJAna paryAya ne rAgako jAne e paryAya e apanI hai. aise kaise jAne? ke kAM svathI apanese jAna le. AhAhA ! kAM para upadeza gurukA mile ne jAne, paNa jAnanA to ene usake hai. AhAhA ! eka svataH ne paraupadezase jisakA mULa, AhAhAhA.. jenuM mULa, olA abheda kiyA thA ne, to have jenuM mULa bheda vijJAna. AhAhAhA.... jema ghaDo ne varNa gaMdha rasa sparza, be abheda hai. ghaDAmAM varNa gaMdha rasa sparza hai ne, varNa gaMdha rasa sparzamAM ghaDA hai, abheda hai. ema bhagavAna AtmAmAM rAgAdi hai, e abheda hai e miththAbuddhi hai. have bheda, AhAhA... are bhAI karavA lAyaka A che, bAkI to pApanA poTalA bAMdhIne bhAI, kyAM jaIza bhAI ? koI na maLe kAMI, corAzI avatAra, ohoho.. zaraNa to eka bhagavAna che aMdara. AhAhA ! e apanese jAne. huM svataH jJAtA dRSTA chuM, kAM gurugamase jAne ke guru kahe ke terI cIja A hai. AhA ! jisakA mULa bheda vijJAna che. AhAhA ! jAnanameM AyA kayA? ke jenuM mULa bheda vijJAna, rAgase bhinna, svabhAvase abhinna apanI jAnana zakti svaparaprakAzaka usase abhinna, rAgase dayA dAna dratAdise bhinna. AhAhA ! AvuM spaSTa ne ATaluM chatAM are bicArA zuM kare che bhAI ! are! bhagavAnanA viraha paDayA paramAtmA rahI gayA tyAM. AhAhA ! kevaLajJAnanI zakti rahI nahIM. devonA AvAgamana ghaTI gayA. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? emAM AvI vAtuM, bahAra mUkavI bhAre kaThaNa kahe che. AhAhA ! (zrotA- devo atyAre kema nathI AvatA? deva.) e kahyuM ne ? devanuM AvAgamana ghaTI gayuM. ghaTI gayuM. kyAMka koI pradeze sTeja AvatA haze. laukika mATe, paNa dharmane mATe to, AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! kuMdakuMdAcAryane bhagavAnano viraha lAgyo. AhAhA... tyAre ene javAno bhAva huA. kudarate deva Avyo, samajameM AyA? ane potAnI labdhi paNa hatI. beya vAta Ave che. cAlo bhagavAna pAse vaimAnamAM. AhAhA ! juone, deva laI gayA bhagavAna pAse. labdhi paNa thI cAra tasu UMce (cAlavAnI). AhAhA ! e deva bhI raha nahIM abhI to. AhAhAhA!hai? devA pote rahyo eka. AhAhA ! deva zaktino nAtha bhagavAna e devanI hAjarA hajurI che. (zrotAbarAbara) samajameM AyA? AhAhA! A koI vyakti pratyenuM ApaNe ahIM kAma nathI. A to tatvanI sthiti AvI che bhAI. jinavANImAM vastunI sthiti aisI kahI hai. AhAhA! tyAM to aise liyA hai. "rAjA bhikSA arthe bhame evI janane Teva." pratimAjI pAse jAya, enI pAse jAya, zAstra pAse, mane kAMIka Apo. are ! bhikhArI zuM mAMge che? terI pAsa kayA nahI hai to hama tuma degA. zAstrane kahe paNa he zAstra... kAMIka tame prasanna thAva. bhagavAnanI mUrti pAse jyAM bhagavAna jyAM bese. bhagavAna hoya mAthe paNa bhagavAna terI pAsa hai ne? AhAhA ! bhikSA mATe kyAM nIkaLyo tuM bhikhArI. AhAhA! eka to bAhya lakSmInA bhikhArI Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 19 327 ne AhAhA.... aMtaranI cIja pAmavA mATe bahAramAM gothA khAya. ahIM jAtrA karIe ahIM zetrujaya mAthe zuM kahevAya e A mAthe zuM kahevAya olA besavAnI (DoLI) DoLI DoLI DoLImAM besIne jAya, hAlI na zake vRddha hoya e, jaya bhagavAna, zivapada amane dejo re mahArAja. e kahe ke zivapada to tArI pAse ja che. bhikhArI mAMgavA kyAM Avyo amArI pAse ? AhAhAhA ! jJAnIko bhI zubhabhAva AtA hai, paNa e jANate hai ke merI kamajorIse AyA to usako bhI heya tarIke jANate hai. AhAhAhA ! e stano ne parano upadeza jisakA mULa, AhAhA ! pare paNa e kahA thA ke rAgase bhinna kara. are ! apanese bhI kiyA, rAgase bhinna. AhAhAhA ! juo A AcaraNa ne A kriyA. AhAhA ! jisakA mULa bhedavijJAna hai. AhAhAhA ! e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktikA pariNAmase bhI svataH ko bheda karake jAnA. AhAhA ! ene gurue paNa e kahA thA ke terA rAgase terI bhinna cIja paDI he prabhu, vItarAgI bimba tuM to hai, paramAtmA hai tuM. AhAhA ! e rAgase bhinna bhedajJAna jisakA mULa aisI anubhUti, aisA anubhava, rAgase bhinna aisA AtmAnA anubhava, AhAhAhA ! utpanna hogA. aisI anubhUti utpanna hogI, dekho taba hI pratibaddha hogA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? tyAre e samyagdaSTi hogA. AhAhA! jJAna pradhAna kathana hai ne to anubhUti. AhAhA ! ahIM to tyAM laga kahA rAgase bhinna, ane zAstra jJAna huA usase bhI bhinna AhAhAhA... aisI anubhUti ho, taba e pratibaddha huA. tyAre usako samyajJAna huA. AhAhAhA.. ahIMyA to apratibuddha thA vo pratibaddha huA ema kahete hai, ajJAnI jJAnI huA, ajJAna TALake usakI to bAta calatI yahAM. AhAhA ! samayasArameM ema ke munikI vyAkhyA hai. are sUna to sahI e to mukhyapaNe kathana hai gauNapaNe pratibaddha honekI apratibuddha ko hI zikSA hai. AhAhAhA! bhAvArtha - jaise sparza varNa gaMdha raMga e pudgalakA aura pudgalameM spardhAdi anubhava hotA hai. pugalameM sparza-rasa gaMdha Adi ne sparza gaMdhameM pudgala, aisA anubhava hotA hai jJAna. dono ekarUpa anubhavameM AtA hai. varNa gaMdha rasa sparza ane ghaTa donoM ekarUpa dekhanemeM AtA hai. usI prakAra jabalaga AtmAko karma rAgAdi, nokarma zarIra Adi kuTuMba parivAra, deza Adi, deva, guru ne dharma para vastu, e AtmAkI aura AtmAmeM karma nokarmakI bhrAMti hotI hai. AhAhAhA ! deva bhagavAna mArA hai, AhAhAhA... donoM ekarUpa anubhavameM Ate hai, usI prakAra jaba AtmAko karmameM AtmAkI, AtmAmeM bhrAMti hotI hai. rAgameM aura zarIra Adi dezamAM ne paramAM AhAhAhA... donoM ekarUpa bhAsita hote hai. rAga, zarIra ane AtmA, rAga zarIra ekamAM gaNyA ahIM AtmA, do ekarUpa bhAsate hai. AhAhAhA... tabataka to e apratibaddha hai. AhAhAhA ! cAhe to e zAstra paDhayA hoya 11 aMga ne 9 pUrva. AhAhAhA ! Isase bhI merI cIja bhinna hai. bheda parasattAavalaMbI jJAna kahAne paramArtha vacanikAmeM. parasattAavalaMbI jJAna usako mokSamArga kabhI na kahe jJAnI. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! parasattAavalaMbI nAma, parakI apekSA hokara je jJAna huA e parakI sattAavalaMbI usako dharmI mokSamArga na kahe. AhAhAhA ! apanI svasattAkA avalaMbanase jo jJAna darzana huA usako mokSamArga kahe. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM. Page #343 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 328 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AkarI paDe hoM, pachI loko badhA virodha kare bicArA, zuM kare? koTAmAM yugalakizora sAme virodha Avyo ke nahIM tyAM ? have AvI vAtuM, A mAraga bhAI. AhA! are ! lakSmI cAMdalo karavA AvI, to kahe nA nA moDhuM dhovuM. paNa vaI jaze pachI TANAM AvyA to kahe e nahi nahi-nahi ekAMta hai, bhAI bApu! (zrotA- lakSmIke rUpameM Apano udaya che ) haiM? (zrotA:- lakSmInA rUpamAM Apano udaya che. lakSmInA rUpamAM, lakSmI badhAne cAMdalo karavA AvI) A to A cIja che bhagavAna zuM kahIe. AhAhA ! donoM ekarUpa bhAsita ho tabataka to vaha apratibuddha hai. AhAhAhA... aura jaba vaha yaha jAnatA hai, ke AtmA to jJAtA hI hai. AhAhA! e to jJAna svabhAvI sarvajJa svabhAvI jJAtA hai, e sarvane jAne, paNa sarvathI apanemeM jAnanA ho aisA hotA nahIM. apanI sivAya paracIjase apane jAnanA hotA hai aisA nahIM. meM to svaparako jAnanevAlA huM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! daza lakSaNIparva dharma, bApu A koI alaukika che dharma, cAritra ArAdhanAkA dharma hai. AhAhAhA ! dazalakSaNIno artha e huM ke cAritra ArAdhanAkA dharma. AhAhAhA ! samyagdarzanapUrvaka cAritrakI ArAdhanA kara. AhAhA! zvetAmbarameM ATha gaNyA ene eka pAMcama gaNI. ane pahelAM sAta dina, jema laukikamAM lagna karate haiMne lagna. lagnakI tithi ho usase pahele cAra-pAMca divasa A bAju maMDapa nAkhe, laukika, aise pAMcama rakhakara sAta di' A bAju rakhA, badhI laukika lAIna, A to dazaprakAra AkhA pUraNa, AhAhAhA ! digaMbaranI rIta ja koI vyavahAranI paNa koI alaukika hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! ane te paNa dazeya prakAranA dharma AnaMdadAyaka hai, e AnaMdadAyaka prabhu e kalpanAkA vikalpa nahIM, AhAhAhA ! koI sthAnameM aisA likhA hai, daza prakAranA dharmameM vikalpa uThatA hai ne e hisAbe zubhabhAva bhI ginA hai, paNa e AMhI na lenA ahIMyA. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmAkA samyagdarzana jJAnapUrvaka cAritranI ArAdhanA ane AnaMda sukharUpakI utpatti AhAhAhA.. usakA nAma dazalakSaNI parva hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? taba pratibuddha hotA hai jaise AtmA to jJAtA hI hai ane karma nokarma pudgalake hI hai, merA nahIM, rAgAdi jaDakA hai. AhAhA ! tabhI vahu pratibaddha hotA hai. "jJAnI hotA hai jaise darpaNameM agnikI jvAlA dikhAI detI hai vahAM e jJAta hotA hai ke jvAlA to agnimeM hI hai. "vaha darpaNameM praviSTa nahIM." jvAlA darpaNameM peThI nahIM aMdara, ema darpaNameM dikhAI de rahI hai, (vo) darpaNa kI svacchatA hI hai, e to darpaNakI svacchatA hai. IsI prakAra karma nokarma apane AtmAmeM praveza nahIM. rAga ne puNya ne dayA-dAnakA vikalpa bhagavAna AtmAmAM praveza nahIM. AhAhAhA ! are! cAre anuyogamAM ame kahIe chIe, tyAM to ekalo dravyAnuyoga che. are prabhu sUna to sahI, cAreya anuyogamAM, vastu to A dravyAnuyogamAM kahI e vastu che. AhAhAhA! kAMI virUddha dUsarA munioe kahyuM e virUddha hai? e to vyavahAranayase kathana karake batAyA hai, ke A guNasthAnameM aisA vrata hotA hai. aisA ahIM batAyA hai. samajameM AyA? kuMdakuMdAcAryane bIjA muniono virodha hai? (zrotAH- jarAya nahIM.) AhAhA ! jvALA to agrimeM hI hai. darpaNameM praveza nahIM. darpaNameM dikhAI de rahI hai, nokarma praveza nahIM bhagavAna AtmAmeM. AtmAnI Page #344 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 19 329 to jJAna svacchatA hI aisI hai ke jisameM zeyakA pratibiMba dikhAI detA hai. jAnakI cIja jo jAnate hai usakA pratibiMba jJAnameM AtA hai, e cIja nahIM AtI. AhAhAhA ! AvuM AkaruM paDe eTale mANasane ane ema pAchA kahe ke olA sonagaDhano A dharma che. are bhagavAna ! A to vItarAga paramAtmAnAM pharamAna che. enuM to A spaSTIkaraNa artha calate hai. AhAhA ! IsIprakAra karma nokarma zeya hai". rAga e jJAnakA paraNeya hai, spazeya nahIM. dayA dAna, vrata bhakti AdikA vikalpa uThate hai, e zeya hai, paraNeya hai. hai? Isaliye e pratibhAsita hote hai, jJAnakA svabhAva hai svaparaprakAzaka to pratibhAsita ho. aisA bhedajJAnarUpa anubhava AtmAko yA to svayameva ho athavA upadezase ho, tabhI vaha pratibaddha hotA hai. taba usako samyajJAna hotA hai. taba mokSakA mArga zuru hotA hai. (zrotAH- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM. 83 zloka - 21 tathA gAthA 20 thI 22 tA. 11--78 somavAra bhAdaravA suda-9 saM. 2054 uttama saMyama dharma paryuSaNa parva divasa-6 pahele cAritrakA bheda hai. cAritra kisako hote hai? ke jene AtmA rAganA vikalpase bhinna, cAhe to dayA-dAna vrata bhaktikA rAga ho, e rAga hai, e kAMI dharma nahiM. usase bhinna apanA AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa jJAyakasvarUpa paramabrahma AnaMda sarvajJa paramezvare je zuddha AtmA paramaAnaMda dekhA, aisA je anubhava kare usakA nAma samyagdaSTi dharmI pahelAM darajajAnA kahenemeM AtA hai. pIche svarUpameM e anubhava hue, pIche aMtarakA rasa caDhayA AnaMdakA rasameM mazagUla hote hai, usako cAritradazA, vItarAgadazA utpanna hotI hai usakA daza prakAra hai. jhINI vAta che. zuM thAya? chaThTho bola che. chaThTho divasa hai ne Aja "uttama saMyama" "uttama saMyama" yU y kahA? ke apanA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna usakA anubhavapUrvaka sam sa samyaka anubhavapUrvaka, yama aMtara svarUpameM vizeSa ramaNatA lInatA usako saMyama kahete hai. AhAhA ! emAM A chaThTho bola. jo jIvarakkhaNaparo gamaNAgamaNAdisavvakajjesu / taNachedaM pi Na icchadi saMjamadhammo have tassa / / 399 / / muninI mukhyatAe bAta hai ne A saba? dazalakSaNI parva munikI mukhyatAse hai. cAritra hai mokSakA kAraNa hai. e cAritra koi A kriyAkAMDa nagna ho jAnA ke paMcamahAvrata pALanA vo koI cAritra nahiM. AhAhA! cAritra to atIndriyaAnaMdameM ghUsa jAnA aMdara, guphAmeM pesanA ema atIndriyaAnaMdameM lIna ho jAnA. AhAhAhAhA... usakA nAma saMyama ne cAritra kahete hai. to saMyamakA bheda nahiM AyA jIvoMkI rakSA taptara e nimittase kathana hai. munine jIvanI rakSAkA hetu nahiM hai. samajameM AyA? para jIvako duHkha na ho esA apramAdabhAvase rahekara koi vikalpa AyA parako duHkha na denA, e jIvakI dayA sahaja paDa jAtI hai. jIvakI rakSA karanA e to AtmA kara sakate nahi. bhASA to nimittase kathana hai. samajameM AyA? mokSamArga prakAzakameM hai saMvara adhikArameM mokSamArga prakAzaka, ke samitimAM jIvakI rakSAkA Page #345 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hetu nahiM. AhAhA ! joine dekhanA, calanA usameM jIvakI rakSAkA prayojana nahiM. kayoMki jIvakI rakSA kara sakate hi nahiM AtmA, AhAhA ! tyAre ke tIvra rAgakI Asakita choDakara, gamanA gamanameM dhyAna rakhanA, sAvadhAnI rakhanA usakA nAma jIvakI rakSA kiyA ema kahenemeM (AtA hai) jIvakI dayA pALI, pALe koNa parakI. AhAhA ! yahAM e bhASA aisA liyA hai mokSamArgameM e nA pADI hai. saMvara adhikArameM ke parakI rakSAkA hetu muni AtmajJAnI dhyAnI calate hai to jIvakI rakSAkA prayojana samitimeM nahIM. IryAsamitimeM ye prayojana nahIM. AhAhAhA!( zrotAmunimAM bacAvavAnI yogyatA nathI?) bacAve koNa. apanemeM tIvra rAga na hone denA ane AnaMdameM rahenA usakA nAma samiti hai. AhAhA ! mArga bahu judI jAtano bhAI. AhAhA... yugalajI ! e mokSamArgameM Ate hai. saMvara adhikAra, pAMca samiti traNa gupti ne to koI aise mAna le ke jIvanI rakSA karanemeM dhyAna rakhanA, ye samiti hai hI nahIM. (zrotA- IryAsamitimAM che) hA e Ave che ne khabara hai ne hai AMhI to jIva rakSaNa zabda paDA hai e to vyavahArakA kathana hai. paNa para jIvako jarA para duHkha na denA pIDA na denA aisA apramAda bhAva usakA nAma yahAM saMyama kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! bhAre AkaruM ! vaLI gamanAgamana Adi saba kAryomeM muni kisako kahIe bApu muni paNuM to atyAre, AhAhAhA ! jene AtmajJAna anubhava AtmAkA huA ho aura pIche AtmAmAM lInatA ho gaI ho ane jisakI dazA bAhyameM nagna ho jAya. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- kapaDA choDanA paDe ke nahIM, kapaDA to choDanA paDene) kapaDA choDe koNa chUTI jAya. AhAhAhA ! kapaDA to jaDa hai e nIce utAranA e AtmAkI kriyA nahIM, AtmA kara sakate nahIM. jhINI vAta hai bhAI ! vItarAga mArga atyAre bahu pheraphAra karI nAkhyo che. kahyuM'tuMne eka phere cAMdamalajI sAthe carcA thaI te kahe ke kapaDA to utAre ne? kapaDA kayA e to jaDa hai. jaDakA utAranA e AtmA kriyA kara sakate hai? aura kapaDA oDhanA e AtmA kara sakate hai? e to jaDakI kriyA hai. kayA? AhAhA ! ahIM kahIM gamanAgamana kAryameM tRNakA cheda mAtra na cAhatA. AhAhAhA ! eka tInakA taraNA usakA do TukaDA ho e bhI jIvakI IcchA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! kayoMki tRNakA TukaDA ho e AtmA kara sakate nahIM. eka tInakA hai ne taNakhalA usakA do TukaDA AtmA kara sakate nahIM. e to jaDakI kriyA hai. (zrotAH- roTalAnA baTakAya na kare to to?) roTalAnA baTakAya kara sakate nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- roTalAnA baTakA na kare to cAve zI rIte?) cAve koNa? dAMta usakA nahIM. dAMta halate hai ye AtmA hulAte hI nahIM. e to jaDake kAraNa halatA hai. bApu mAragaDA judA bhAI ! arere ! samajameM AyA? tRNano cheda paNa na kare. zrImad to aise kahete hai ekavAra ke eka tRNanA be TukaDA karanekI hamArI zakti nahIM. zrImad rAjacaMdra eka tInakAkA be TukaDA e amArI tAkAta nahIM, kayoMki e TukaDA honA e to jaDakI paryAya hai. AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA - AkhI duniyA kapaDAM pahere che ne utAre che ne) koNa utAre che ne pahere rAga karate hai ke me kapaDA paheruM ne kapaDA utAruM rAga hai, jhINI vAta bhAI. samajameM AyA? A TopI meM paheratA huM oDhatA huM, mUrkhAI che. TopI jaDakA rajakaNa hai e meM paheratA huM oDhatA huM e jaDakI kriyA AtmA kara sakate hai? ( zrotA:- AkhI duniyAthI uMdhu). Page #346 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 21 331 AkhI duniyAse UMdhA hai. vItarAga mArga paramezvara trilokanAtha jinezvaradeva paramezvara usakA mArga AkhI duniyAse virUddha hai. e ahiM kahe che tuNakA bhI cheda na kare. usa muniko saMyama hotA haiM. lyo eTalI vAta thoDI liyA. 21 kaLaza 21meM hai ne ? ( zloka - 21 ) (mAlinI) kathamapi hi labhante bhedavijJAnamUlAmacalitamanubhUtiM ye svato vAnyato vaa| pratiphalananimagnAnantabhAvasvabhAvai MkuravadavikArAH santataM syusta ev||21|| have, A ja arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che: zlokArthaH- [] je puruSo [svata: vA anyata: vA] potAthI ja athavA paranA upadezathI [ 5thama pi di] koI paNa prakAre [evijJAnamUnAma] bhedavijJAna jenuM mULa utpattikAraNa che evI [gaNitama] avicaLa (nizcaLa) [anubhUtima] potAnA AtmAnI anubhUtine [tamatte] pAme che, [te ]te ja puruSo [muhuravata] darpaNanI jema [pratina-nimayana-mananta-bhAva-svamArve:] potAmAM pratibiMbita thayelA anaMta bhAvonA svabhAvathI [ sattataM]niraMtara vivA2I:]vikArarahita[J:] hoya che, - jJAnamAM je zeyonA AkAra pratibhAse che temanAthI rAgAdi vikArane prApta thatA nathI. 21. kathamapi hi labhante bhedavijJAnamUlAmacalitamanubhUtiM ye svato vAnyato vaa| pratiphalananimagnAnantabhAvasvabhAvairmukuravadavikArAH santataM syusta ev||21|| je koI AtmA apane hI athavA para, upadezase kisI bhI prakArase bhedavijJAna jisakA mULa, AhAhAhA ! meM to AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA e zubha azubha vikalpa jo rAga, dayA-dAna-vratabhaktikA vikalpa je rAga usase bhI maiM to bhinna huM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhedavijJAna jisakA mULa utpatti kAraNa aisI AtmAkI avicaLa anubhUti, AhAhAhA. A AtmA pUrNAnaMda atIndriya AnaMdakaMda prabhu hai, usako zarIra vANIse to bhinna hai. paNa aMdarameM zubharAga hotA hai. pApakA rAga azubharAga usase to bhinna hai. paNa puNyakA rAga dayA dAna vrata tapa bhakti pUjA jAtrA e zubha rAga hai. usase bhI AtmA bhinna hai. AhAhAhAhA! aisA bhedavijJAna jisakA mULa utpatti kAraNa, anubhUtikA utpattikA kAraNa kyA? anubhUtikA artha? meM zuddha AnaMda svarUpa usakA anubhava honA, samyagdarzana ne samyajJAnameM. AhAhAhA ! meM zuddha caitanya, vItarAga mUrti prabhu AtmA hai aMdara, usakA anubhava, anubhUti AnaMdakA svAda AnA, atIndriya AnaMdakA vedana AnA. usakA mUkhya hetu koNa? bhedavijJAna jisakA mULa utpatti kAraNa hai e vikalpa jo dayA dAnakA vikalpa, hiMsA, corI, jUThuM, bhoga, viSaya, vAsanA e to Page #347 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33ra samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pApa rAga hai ekalA, AhAhAhA ! paNa puNya rAganA vikalpase bhI bhedavijJAna jisakI mUla utpatti anubhUtikI, AtmAkA anubhava samyagdarzana jJAnakI utpatti, AhAhAhA.. jisakA bhedavijJAna mULa utpatti kAraNa hai. rAgase bhinna karanA ye anubhUti kI utpattikA kAraNa hai. Are AvI vAta. have, AvI vAtuM che bApu! samajameM AyA? e vinA to rAga ane meM AtmA do eka huM, e mahA pAkhaMDa ajJAna mithyAtva corAzInA avatArameM rakhaDanekA kAraNa hai. AhAhAhA ! paNa vo bhagavAna caitanyatattva prabhu e vikalpa nAma rAgase bhinna jisakI utpatti hai aise anubhUtinI utpatti ho, AhAhA... usakA nAma samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, AtmAnA svarUpa AcaraNa anubhUti, AhAhAhA ! eya, bhabhUtamalajI ! rUpiyA dhULamAM to kAMI saMbhaLAtuM nathI, tyAM pAchA (zrotA:- dhULa (paisA) vinA maMdira thAya) maMdira maMdirase huA hai, kyA dhULase huA hai? eya ame to e vakhate kahyA hatA tyAM, bAra lAkhakA maMdira huA, beMglora, usane ATha lAkha nAkhyA'tA ANe ATha lAkha, to ATha lAkha nAkhyA to kayA dharma hai? bilakula nahIM. eya (zrotA:- udAratA vinA ATha lAkha) udAratA kisako kahenA e udAratA rAga rahita anubhUti kare e udAratA he. rAga koI maMda kare ane e paNa pAchA emAM mArI Abaru nIkaLegI ne meM(ne) maMdira banAyA, merI prasiddhi hogI to e(bhAva) to pApa hai ekIlA, puNeya nahIM. AhAhA ! dharma to hai hI nahIM usameM. lAkha karoDa maMdira banAvo ane karoDo abajo rUpIyA kharco dharma hai nahIM. e to rAgakI maMdatA ho to puNya zubhabhAva hogA. AhAhAhA ! (zrotAH- ApanA pratApe A badhA) koNa kare che? rAmajIbhAI pramukha hatA to A badhuM karyuM hatuM. (zrotA- kyAMthI karyuM'tuM rAmajIbhAIe, e enA kAraNe thayuM ) koNa kare ene ? A to ene kAraNe paramANunI pulanI paryAya je kSetre je prakAre honI thI vo huI, kare koNa? AhAhA! kadAcit bhAva ho to zubhabhAva ho e puNya hai, dharma nahIM. AhAhA ! eya, A chavvIsa lAkhakA makAna hai. paNa bahAra pUchatA'tA ne, bahAra pUchatA'tA. nyAM bahAra pUchatA'tA paNa ethI A banI gayuM che, aisA nahIM. AhAhA... AvI vAtuM bahu AkhI duniyAthI bahu pheraphAra bhAI. AhAhA! avicaLa anubhUtiko prApta karate hai, je puruSa aMdara bhagavAna AtmA, Atmatattva paramAtmasvarUpe birAjamAna hai. AhAhA ! usako zubhAzubha rAganA puNyapApanA bhAvase bhedajJAna karake, judA pADa karake apanI anubhUti ho. AhAhAhA... usameM AnaMdakA anubhava ho, usakA nAma dharmanI zarUAta pahelI, AhAhA! pahelI enI sIDhI, pahelI enI sIDhI A. Are AvuM AkaruM kAma jagatane kyAM paDI che? are rakhaDAu rakhaDAu cAra gatimAM rakhaDI rakhaDIne marI gayo che, anaMta kALathI ( zrotA - ApanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM hoya e rakhaDe ema bane kema ?) sAMbhaLyuM to bhagavAna pAse anaMtavAra sAMbhaLyuM'tuM. AhAhAhA! ahIM kahe che acalita anubhUtiko prApta karate hai. AhAhAhA ! jJAnAnaMda prabhu jJAnarUpI arIso svaccha e rAgase bhinna hokara anubhava ho e anubhavameM darpaNakI taraha hai. "ve puruSa darpaNakI bhAMti" AhAhA... apanemeM pratibiMbita hue anaMta bhAvone svabhAvameM, anaMta niraMtara vikAra rahita rahete hai. AhAhA ! kayA kahete hai? dharmI jIva apanA svarUpa rAganA Page #348 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 21 - 333 vikalpase bhinna anubhava kiyA e anubhavameM 52zeyo jAnanemeM AtA hai. 52zeyo are rAga AtA hai e bhI jAnanemeM AtA hai, paNa jAnanemeM honese jJAna vikArI nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have kyAMya, duniyAnA saMpradAyamAM to A vAta hai hI nahIM. saMpradAyamAM to goTe goTA UMdhA hAlyA che. badhA sthAnakavAsImAM kahe sAmAyika karo ne poSA karo ne paDikkamaNA karo. hatA kyAM have ? hajI bhAna na maLe samyak ne kyAMthI sAmAyika AvI ? zvetAMbaramAM pUjA karo, jAtrA karo, bhakti karo, siddhacakranI karo, marI jAne lAkha karIne, e to saba rAgakI kriyA hai. AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- tyAM paNa mokSa to che, dayA dAnamAM ) mokSa che? AtmAno mokSa che? AtmAthI chuTo paDI gayo, rAganA premamAM garI gayo. AhAhAhA ! jeNe e zubhAgane upAdeya nAma AdaraNIya mAnyA hai, usane A bhagavAna AtmA heya, tiraskA2 ka2 diyA hai ene. AtmAkA tiraskAra kara diyA e A gayA ApaNe 19 mAM. puNya ne pApakA bhAvakA Adara karanevAlA, e puNya pApase AtmAkA tiraskAra karane (vAlA ) ho gayA. puNya pApa AtmAkA tiraskAra karate hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA, jAtrAkA bhAva e zubharAga AtmAkA tiraskAra karate hai. bApu ! mAragaDA judA bhAI ! AhAhA ! AvI gayuM ne ApaNe 19 mAM 'ti2skA2NIya', e zubhabhAva bhI AtmAkA tiraskAra karatA hai. meM ThIka huM to bhagavAna trilokanAtha AtmA jJAtAdeSTA hai, e ThIka nahIM. AhAhAhA ! dhULa to kyAMya rahI gaI paisA, paNa aMdarameM zubharAga puNya jAtrAno ne bhaktino ne bhagavAnanA darzanano AhAhA... e zubha rAga hai. dharma nahIM, e rAgako jisane AdaraNIya mAnyA eNe bhagavAna AtmAko heya mAnyA. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta ! e ahIM kahA apanemeM to pIche AtmAkA bhAna huA. maiM to vikalpase ne 52 saMyogase to taddana bhinna aisA anubhava honese darpaNanI svacchatAneM aneka 52 pratibiMba dikhate hai. paNa darpaNa vikA2I nahIM hotA. aise apanA jJAna svarUpameM jJAtApaNAkA bhAna huA. samakitIko dharmIko pIche rAga Adi zarIra Adi dekhanemeM AtA hai. paNa e jJAna karate hai, e jJAna usakA ka2nese jJAnameM vikA2 nahIM hotA hai. are are AvI vAtu kyAMnI, paNa A zuM che A ? kyAMno upadeza A ? bhagavAnano upadeza Avo haze ? ( zrotAH- bhagavAnano upadeza to evo ja hoya ne ) are bApu tane khabara nathI bhAI ! AhAhA ! vItarAga sarvajJa 52mezvara bhAI. AhAhA ! AtmAkA jJAna AtmajJAna huA. rAgase bhinna hokara, AhAhA ! tyA2se jagatakI cIja usako jJAtAmeM jAnanemeM AtI hai, paNa jAnanemeM AtI hai chateM jJAna vikArI nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! jJAtAdeSTA rahete hai, arere ! have AvI vAta che. samajANuM kAMI ? niraMtara vikAra rahita hote hai. jJAnameM jo zeyoMke AkAra pratibiMbita hote hai usase rAgAdi vikA2ko prApta nahIM hotA. Page #349 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 O (gAthA - 20 thI rara aba ziSya prazna karatA hai. apratibaddha kaise, A ajJAnI hai, mUMDha hai, adharmI ja hai e kaise pahecAnA jAtA hai? usakI pahecAna kayA? samajameM AyA? hai ? ziSya prazna 2 // hai prabhu ! | sazAnI hai, // sapratiyuddha hai, mUMDha hai, adhA hai, AhAhA.. kaise pahecAnA jA sakatA hai? usakA cihna batAIe, usakA koI lakSaNa bAme. nanu kathamayamapratibuddho lakSyeta ahamedaM edamahaM adamedassa mhi atthi mama edN| aNNaM jaM paradavvaM sacittAcittamissaM vaa||20|| Asi mama puvvamedaM edassa ahaM pi Asi puvvaM hi| hohidi puNo mamedaM edassa ahaM pi hossaami||21|| eyaM tu asabbhUdaM AdaviyappaM karedi sNmuuddho| bhUdatthaM jANaMto Na karedi du taM asNmuuddho||22|| ahametadetadahaM ahametasyAsmi asti mmaitt| anyadyatparadravyaM sacittAcittamizraM vaa||20|| AsInmama pUrvametadetasyAhamapyAsaM puurvm| bhaviSyati punarmamaitadetasyAhamapi bhvissyaami||21|| etattvasadbhUtamAtmavikalpaM karoti smmuuddhH| bhUtArtha jAnanna karoti tu tamasammUDhaH / / 22 / / - yathAgnirindhanamastIndhanamagnirastyagnerindhanamastIndhanasyAgnirasti, agnerindhanaM pUrvamAsIdindhanasyAgniH pUrvamAsIt, agnerindhanaM punarbhaviSyatIndhanasyAgni: punarbhaviSyatItIndhana evAsadbhUtAgnivikalpatvenApratibuddhaH kazcillakSyeta, tathAhametadasmyetadahamasti mamaitadastyetasyAhamasmi, mamaitatpUrvamAsIdetasyAhaM pUrvamAsaM, mamaitatpunarbhaviSyatyetasyAhaM punarbhaviSyAmIti paradravya evAsadbhUtAtmavikalpatvenApratibuddho lkssyetaatmaa| nAgnirindhanamasti nendhanamagnirastyagniragnirastIndhanamindhanamasti nAgnerindhanamasti nendhanasyAgnirastyagneragnirastIndhanasyendhanamasti, nAgnerindhanaM pUrvamAsInnendhanasyAgniH Page #350 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 20 thI 22 335 pUrvamAsIdagneragniH pUrvamAsIdindhanasyendhanaM pUrvamAsIt, nAgnerindhanaM punarbhaviSyati nendhanasyAgniH punarbhaviSyatyagneragniH punarbhaviSyatIndhanasyendhanaM punarbhaviSyatIti kasyacidagnAveva sadbhUtAgnivikalpavannAhametadasmi naitadahamastyahamahamasmyetadetadasti na mamaitadasti naitasyAhamasmi mamAhamasmyetasyaitadasti, na mamaitatpUrvamAsInnaitasyAhaM pUrvamAsaM mamAhaM pUrvamAsametasyaitatpUrvamAsIt, na mamaitatpunarbhaviSyati naitasyAhaM punarbhaviSyAmi mamAhaM punarbhaviSyAmyetasyaitatpunarbhaviSyatIti svadravya eva sadbhUtAtmavikalpasya pratibuddhalakSaNasya bhaavaat| have ziSya prazna kare che ke e apratibaddha kaI rIte oLakhI zakAya enuM cita batAvo; tenA uttararUpa gAthA kahe che: huM A ane A huM, huM chuM Ano ane che mAruM A, je anya ko paradravya mizra, sacitta agara acitta vA; 20. hatuM mAruM A pUrve, huM paNa Ano hato gatakALamAM, vaLI A thaze mAruM ane Ano huM thaIza bhaviSyamAM; 21. ayathArtha Atmavikalpa Avo, jIva saMmUDha Acare; bhUtArthane jANe la jJAnI e vikalpa nahIM kare. 22. gAthArtha:- [anyat 5radravya] je puruSa potAthI anya je paradravya[sattAvittamizra vA] sacitta strIputrAdika, acitta dhanadhAnyAdika athavA mizra grAmanagarAdika-tene ema samaje ke[ daMpatata]huM A chuM, [tatvadama] A dravya mujasvarUpa che, Ama tasya ]ihuM Ano chuM, [ wtata mama sti] A mAruM che, [tata mana pUrvema zAsIta] A mAruM pUrve hatuM,[takSya kadama pi pUrvama mAsama] Ano huM paNa pUrve hato, [tatva mama puna: bhaviSyati] A mAruM bhaviSyamAM thaze, [ kadama pitA bhaviSyAmi] huM paNa Ano bhaviSyamAM thaIza, - [tata tu samUtama] Avo jUTho [SatmivinaM] Atmavikalpa [ roti kare che te [ samUDha:] mUDha che, mohI che, ajJAnI che; [1] ane je puruSa[mUtArtha] paramArtha vastusvarUpane [gInana] jANato thako [tama] evo jUTho vikalpa [ na rati]nathI karato te [ asamUDha:] mUDha nathI, jJAnI che. TIkA - (dRSTAMtathI samajAve che ) jema koI puruSa baMdhana ane agnine maLelAM dekhI evo jUTho vikalpa kare ke "agni che te iMdhana che, iMdhana che te agni che; agninuM iMdhana che, Idhanano agni che; agninuM IMdhana pahelAM hatuM, Idhanano agni pahelAM hato; agninuM baMdhana bhaviSyamAM thaze, iMdhanano agni bhaviSyamAM thaze Avo IdhanamAM ja agnino vikalpa kare te jUTho che, tenAthI apratibaddha koI oLakhAya che, tevI rIte koI AtmA pAradravyamAM ja asatyArtha Atmavikalpa (AtmAno vikalpa) kare ke "huM A paradravya chuM, A paradravya mujasvarUpa che; mAruM A pa2dravya che, A padravyano huM chuM; mAruM A pahelAM hatuM, huM Ano Page #351 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 336 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pahelAM hato; mAruM A bhaviSyamAM thaze, huM Ano bhaviSyamAM thaIza";-AvA jUThA vikalpathI apratibuddha oLakhAya che. vaLI agni che te iMdhana nathI, iMdhana che te ari nathI,-ari che te agni ja che. baMdhana che te iMdhana ja che; agninuM iMdhana nathI, iMdhanano agni nathI, -agnino ja agni che, iMdhananuM iMdhana che; agninuM iMdhana pahelAM hatuM nahi, iMdhanano agni pahelAM hato nahi, agnino agni pahelAM hato, iMdhananuM iMdhana pahelAM hatuM, arinuM baMdhana bhaviSyamAM thaze nahi, iMdhanano azi bhaviSyamAM thaze nahi, agnino agni ja bhaviSyamAM thaze, iMdhananuM baMdhana ja bhaviSyamAM thaze;"A pramANe jema koine agnimAM ja satyArtha agnino vikalpa thAya te pratibuddhanuM lakSaNa che, tevI ja rIte "huM A padravya nathI, A paradravya mujasvarUpa nathI, huM to huM ja chuM, paradravya che te pAradravya ja che; mAruM A paradravya nathI, A paradravyano huM nathI, -mAro ja huM chuM, paradravyanuM paradravya che; A paradravya mAruM pahelAM hatuM nahi, A paradravyano huM pahelAM hato nahi, -mAro huM ja pahelAM hato, paradravyanuM paradravya pahelAM hatuM; A paradravya mAruM bhaviSyamAM thaze nahi, eno huM bhaviSyamAM thaIza nahi, -huM mAro ja bhaviSyamAM thaIza, A (padravya) nuM A (paradravya) bhaviSyamAM thaze."Avo je svadravyamAM ja satyArtha Atmavikalpa thAya che te ja pratibuddhanuM lakSaNa che, tenAthI te oLakhAya che. bhAvArtha- je paradravyamAM AtmAno vikalpa kare che te to ajJAnI che ane je potAnA AtmAne ja potAno mAne che te jJAnI che-ema agni-IbdhananA deSTAMta dvArA deDha karyuM che. pravacana na. 83 gAthA 20 thI 22 TIkA - hai TIkA? dRSTAMtase samajAte hai. jaise koI puruSa IMdhana ne agniko milA huA dekhakara lakaDI, lakaDI iMdhana ane agni milAkara dekhatA huA milA huvA dekhakara aisA jUThA vikalpa kare ke jo ari hai so iMdhana hai agni hai so lakaDI hai, jUThI bAta hai aura iMdhana hai so agni hai. ane lakaDI hai yaha agni hai. e sAmAnya vAta pahele kiyA. agnikA iMdhana hai, agninuM IMdhana vartamAna, dhanakI agni hai e vartamAna, agnikA iMdhana pahele thA. yaha agninuM lAkaDuM lakaDI pahele thI bhUtakALa, IdhaNakI agni pahele thI bhUtakALa. agnikA iMdhaNa bhaviSyameM hogA, bhaviSyakALa. AhAhAhA ! IMdhaNakI agni bhaviSyameM hogI. aisA iMdhaNameM agnikA vikalpa karatA hai vo jUThA hai, mUMDha hai, laukika mUMDha hai. have AtmA para utArate hai. aise apratibaddha koI pahecAnA jAtA hai, ajJAnI laukika mUMDha, IsIprakAra koI AtmA padravyameM asatyArtha Atma vikalpa karate haiM. AhAhAhA ! rAga puNya aura puNyakA phaLa A paisA, dhULa Adi bahArake zarIrane strI, kuTuMba, parivAra e asatyArtha paradravyameM, AhAhAhA... asatyArtha jUThA Atma vikalpa karate hai, ke yaha merA hai. strI merI, kuTuMba merA,dIkarA merA, paisA merA, makAna merA, mUMDha hai. AhAhA ! terI cIja kahAMe AI e to para cIja hai. AhAhAhA ! Page #352 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 20 thI 22 337 AtmA paradravyameM, paravastumeM, asatya, jUThA AtmabhAva karate hai ke meM ye paradravya huM, meM ye rAga huM, meM zarIra huM, maiM ye strI merI hai, ye merA laDakA hai, merI kanyA hai, merA chokarAnI vahu hai. mUMDha hai. aisA Atma vikalpa karate hai. AhAhA! (zrotA- to to badhAyane gAMDAnI hospITalamAM mUkavA paDe.) gAMDA ja pAgala. AhAhA. Avo bhagavAna traNa lokano nAtha, pokAre che jagatane, are jIva A mUMDha kema jAnanemeM AtA hai? ke ema jAnanemeM AtA hai ke yaha merA paradravya hai ane paradravyanA meM huM. AhAhA ! e vartamAna, pahelAM sAmAnya kahA thA kayA? meM yaha paradravya huM, meM puNya huM, meM rAga, yaha zarIra karma, lakSmI, dIkarA, dIkarI, laDakA, deza, makAna e mai huM aura paradravya mujarUpa hai, ane rAga zarIra, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra yaha merA rUpa hai. AhAhAhA.. (zrotA - e mAro parivAra che.) dhULamAMya parivAra nathI. AhAhAhA ! benamAM to AvI gayuM nathI ? vacanAmRtamAM, AhAhAhA ! are ! dayA, dAna ne vratanA vikalpameM AtA hai, jJAnI are! ame paradezamAM kyAM A gayA? AhAhAhA ! vacanAmRtamAM Ate haiM ne? AhAhAhA ! che. ahIM nathI? pustaka ahIMyA nathI AvyA lAgatA. hA, che. che, che ne? 149 pAnuM, keTalA? 401 bola. AhAhA! are lyo yaha vibhAvabhAva hamArA deza nahIM A vacanAmRta, e puNya ne pApanA dayA, dAna, vratanA bhAva e merA deza nahIM nAtha. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta karI. huM? e paradezameM tuma kahAM A gayA? A pahoMce ? arere ! amAro deza to AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna usameMse azubha rAgameM A gayA, paradezameM kahAM A gayA? AhAhAhA ! eya ! ApyuM che ne? tamAre AvyuM che. AhAhAhA.yahAM hamArA koI nahIM. AhAhA ! hame yahAM acchA nahIM lagatA. dharmIko to rAgameM acchA nahIM lagatA, (rAga) AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! jahAM jJAna, zraddhA, zAMti, cAritra, AnaMda, vIrya anaMta guNa humArA parivAra vasatA hai aMdara, hamArA parivAra to aMdarameM jJAna AnaMda e parivAra che. AhAhA ! strI kuTuMba parivAra to dhULa, terI nahIM, terI cIja ja nahIM, paNa rAga terA parivAra nahIM. AhAhA ! keTalI ciMtA thaI gaI'tI. olA chokarAne thaI gayuM'tuM te? khabara che ne? kSayanI asara hatI? sUnA thA. AhAhAhA! A saMsAra evo bApA. arere ! ame to AnaMda svarUpI AtmA chIe ne prabhu. AhAhAhA ! arere! e dayA, dAna ne vratano vikalpa UThe rAga e amArA deza nahIM. e amAro parivAra nahIM. AhAhAhA ! juo dharmInI dRSTi. AhAhAhA ! mUMDhanI dRSTi to A zarIra ne bAyaDI chokarA ne AhAhA ! amArI A gharavALI che. are ! ghara tAruM kyAMthI AvyuM? ghara to ahIM thayuM. tAruM ghara to AnaMdano nAtha sAgara e terA ghara che. e gharavALI kyAMthI AvI gaI terI? AhAhAhA! humArA svadeza, aba hama usa svarUpa dezakI aura jA rahe haiM. hame tvarAse apane mULa vatanameM jAkara ArAmase vasanA hai. jahAM saba hamArA hai. -401 (bola) AhAhA ! AMhI kahete hai ajJAnI, meM paradravya huM, yaha paradravya muja svarUpa hai, AhAhAhA... e sAmAnya vAta kiyA. yaha merA pAradravya hai vartamAna, e rAga merA. bAyaDI merI hai, kuTuMba merA hai, makAna merA hai, Isa paradravyanA maiM huM, ye rAga ne strI kuTuMbakA meM pati huM, patnIkA meM pati Page #353 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 338 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 huM, e mUDha mAnate hai. AhAhAhAhA ! ziSya prazna kiyA ke yaha adharmIkA lakSaNa kayA? cihna kayA? AhAhAhA ! AkarI vAtuM bApA! arere! jaina dharmamAM janmyA eneya khabaruM na maLe to anyamAM to che kyAM? AhAhAhA ! e bhUtakALakI bAta kiyA. mere pahele thA e bhUtakALa. are e to strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, paisA hamArA hatA. hamArA. ane amArA bhAIo, e kAMI pANImAM DAMga mAre pANI judA paDe kAMI ? lAkaDI mArene pANImAM ema ke amArA bhAIoe amArA kuTuMba kAMI ema amArA judA paDe ? sAMbhaLane have mUrkha, jagatathI juduM bahu bApu, haiM? (zrotA:- AkhI duniyAthI juduM) AkhI duniyA A pramANe gAMDI, pAgala hai. AhAhAhAhA! merA yaha bhaviSyameM hogA, AhAhA... are bhAI e paisA, AbarU, kIrti bhaviSyameM merI madada karegA. e laDakA laDakA, A strI, pacAsa varSe paraNe paMcAvane, bhAI nAgA bhUkhyA e rAkhaze DhAMkayA, are mUMDha kayA hai? AhAhA... paMcAvana varSe paraNe zuM karavA paNa? ke bAyaDI hoya to nAgA bhUkhyA DhAMke. koNa nAgo bhUkhyo sAMbhaLIne have mUrkha. A badhuM pogaLa khole che. AhA! ke kemake ughADuM zarIra hoya to dikarI dikaro kaI rIte AvI zake bicArA DhAMkavA? nagna hoya aMga to oluM thaI gayuM hoya to bAyaDI hoya to jarI (ThIka) rahe. AhAhAhA ! are koNa prabhu terI. e amArA hatA, e ame enA hatA. bhaviSyameM aisA hogA, aise jUTha-jUThe vikalpose ajJAnI jAnA (pahecAnA) jAtA hai, lyo. A mUMDha hai. kema jAnanemeM jAtA hai, AvA jUThA rAgako karate hai e ajJAnI jAnanemeM AtA hai. A mUMDha hai, adharmI hai, pApI hai. AhAhAhA ! AkaruM kAma bahu. agni hai vaha IMdhana nahI; have savaLA dAkhalA-agni hai yaha lAkaDuM nahIM. lAkaDu ne agni bhinna hai. IMdhana hai yaha agni nahIM. sAmAnya vAta kiyA - have vartamAna agni hai vaha agni hI hai. IMdhaNa hai vahu IMdhaNa hI hai. agnikA iMdhaNa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! IMdhaNakI agni nahIM. agnikI agni ne IMdhaNakA IMdhaNa hai. e vartamAna vAta karI. agnikA iMdhaNa pahele nahIM thA. agnikI lakaDI pahele nahIM thI. lakaDI to lakaDI kI hI hai ne, agni to agnikI hai. AhAhAhA ! agnikI lakaDI pahele nahIM thA, IdhaNakI agni pahele nahIM thI. lakaDInI agni pahele hatI ja nahIM. agni to agnikI thI, agnikI agni pahele thI. IdhaNakA IMdhaNa pahele thA, agnikA iMdhaNa bhaviSyameM nahIM hogA. IMdhaNakI agni bhaviSyameM nahIM hogI. agni hI agni haiM. bhaviSyameM hogI. IMdhaNakA iMdhaNa hI bhaviSyameM hogA. Isa prakAra jaise kIsiko agrimeM hI saccA agnikA vikalpa hotA hai e pratibuddha hai. ai laukika DAhyo kahevAya. agnine agni mAne ne agniko lakaDI na mAne ne lakaDIko agni na mAne e laukika DAhyo kahevAya. Isa prakAra, AhAhA! meM yaha paradravya nahIM. AhAhAhA... jaise agni lakaDIkI nahIM, aise meM bhagavAna caitanya svarUpa meM zarIrakA strI, kuTuMba, parivAra dezakA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! A dharmIkI pahecAna, AhAhA! AhAhA! hai? meM e paradravya nahIM. yaha paradravya muja svarUpa nahIM. rAga ne patnI strI, kuTuMba, parivAra merA svarUpa hai hI nahIM. ye merA svarUpa hai hI nahIM. Page #354 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 20 thI 22 339 AhAhAhA! AvuM badhuM bhedajJAna karavuM, navarA kyAM Akho di' pApanA dhaMdhA. AhAhA ! eka Akho di' bAvIsa kalAka A khAdhA ne A pIdhA ne A raLyA ne A dIkarA ne pApanA poTalA. kalAka sAMbhaLavA maLe te tyAM jAya to UMdhu maLe ene badhuM. A dayA pALo, vrata karo, dharma thaze e UMdhA lAkaDA. AhAhA ! eno kalAka eka lUMTI lIdho bacArAno zrImad kahe che kuguru eno kalAka lUMTI le che. bhagavAnanI jAtrA karo. pAlItANA zetruMjaya upara caDo navvANuM vAra caDo. dhULameM lAkha vAra caDa ne have (zrotA:- pAlItANAmAM maMdira baMdhAve) maMdira baMdhAve to e badho zubharAga che, samajameM AyA? paMdara lAkhakA maMdira hotA hai ne. AphrikA nairobI yahAMkA ghara hai sAMITha zvetAmbara thA, saba digaMbara ho gaye. sAMITha ghara hai. ATha to karoDapati hai. yaha dUsarA koI paMdara lAkha, vIsa lAkha, pacIsa lAkha, cAlIsa lAkha, pacAsa lAkha, badhA paisAvALA che. AphrikAmAM maMdira nahIM thA. pahele to hatA nahIM. AhAhAhA.... abhI A mahine pahele paMdara lAkhakA maMdiranA muhUrta kiyA hai. ye loko vinaMtI karavA Avaze. gRhastha loko hai. saba zvetAmbara (thA) sAMITha ghara, saba digaMbara ho gayA. kAraNake trIsa varSase vAMcana calate haiM tyAM AphrikAmAM, trIsa varSase svAdhyAya maMdira baDA aDhI lAkhakA hai. svAdhyAya calate hai. paNa zvetAmbara the, zvetAmbara hatA A badhAya. paMdara lAkhanuM maMdira muhUrta kiyA. jeTha suda 11, bhIma agiyArasa, AphrikA nairobI, vinaMtI karavA Avaze. paNa have to zarIrane bhAI 89 varSa thayA. komaLa zarIra, khorAka baMdha, vinaMtI kare che ne eno AvavAno bhAva che bhAI. AhAhA ! AMhI to kahete hai ke kisakA paisA ne kisakA maMdira ? AhAhAhA ! merA yaha thA ne merA ye rahegA, bhaviSyameM bhI merA rahegA. mUMDha hai. AhAhAhA ! hai? meM ye paradravya nahIM huM. dharmI to aise mAnate hai, dekho, maiM to e rAga ne zarIra, vANI, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, deza merA nahIM. e paradravya muja svarUpa nahIM. meM to meM hI huM. meM to AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpI prabhu meM huM, e dharmIkA lakSaNa hai. AhAhAhA ! A to jAtrA kiyA to dharma kiyA. pAlItANAnI jAtrA kiyA punamanI, dhULeya nahIM dharama sAMbhaLane emAM rAga maMda kiyA hoya to punya hogA. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. padravyanA paradravya hai. paradravya pahele merA nahIM thA. e rAga zarIra, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, makAna, mahela, pahelese hI mere nahIM thA. AhAhA! yaha paradravya meM pahele nahIM huM. meM bhI padravyamAM pahelese hI nahIM huM. e mere nahIM hai. mai usakA nahIM huM. pahelese hI aisA huM. AhAhA... A dharmI. AhAhA ! AnuM nAma samyagdaSTi jIva ! hajI dharmanI zarUAtavALA ho. AhAhA ! meM merAmeM hI pahelese thA. meM to anAdise AnaMda svarUpa meM pahelese apanA thA, paradravyanA paradravya pahele thA. e paradravya merA bhaviSyameM nahIM hogA. AhAhAhA ! e dIkarA ne bAyaDI ne chokarA ne vartamAnameM merA nahIM, bhUtakALameM merA nahIM thA, bhaviSyamAM merA nahIM rahegA. AhAhAhAhA ! nahIM hogA. IsakA maiM bhaviSyameM nahIM hogA. meM apanA hI bhaviSyameM rahuMgA. AhAhAhA ! meM to AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa meremeM bhaviSyameM meM hI rahegA, mai rAgarUpa ne pararUpe kabhI hogA nahIM, AhAhAhA ! A samyagdaSTinA lakSaNa. AhAhAhA... Ane to bhAreya na maLe ke AMhI A zuM Page #355 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 che? ke sAMbhaLavAmAM maLyuM nathI bacArAne. AhAhA! maiM apanA hI bhaviSyamAM DuMgA. e padravyakA yaha paradravya bhaviSyamAM rahegA e to paradravya hai. paradravya usameM rahegA. AhAhAhA! aisA jo svadravyameM satyArtha Atmavikalpa hotA hai. bhagavAna zAyaka svarUpa prabhu, aNAkuLa AnaMdakI mUrti prabhu AtmA, usameM jo AtmA nirNaya karate hai, e svadravyameM satyArtha AtmAkA nirNaya karate hai, vahI jJAnI hai, e dharmI hai, e dharmInA lakSaNa hai. AhAhAhA! bahu AkaruM kAma lIdhuM. dayA dAnanA vikalpa bhI merA nahIM thA, meremeM hai hI nahi. strI, kuTuMba, parivAra meremeM hai nahI, meM usameM nahi huM, bhUtakALameM nahi thA, bhaviSyameM nahi hogA. AhAhAhA ! ahIM to kaMIka zarIrane ThIka hoya to paNa chokarAne kahe A marI jAya tyAre jAyane snAna karaneko snAna-snAna jA ne tuM jAne tuM I huM ja chuM ne, jAne tuM? mALA murakha to tuM jA. tuM jA sanAnameM bhego jAya mahANamAM jAya tyAM hAre ? tuM che e huM ja chuM ne? paNa ke di' tuM I huM. AhAhAhA! ajJAnInI bhramaNA cAragatimAM rakhaDanekA lakSaNa hai e badhA. AhAhAhA! javAbadArI bahu huM AmAM to, AhAhA... e apratibuddha ajJAnIkA lakSaNa hai ! AhAhAhA ! Isase ajJAnI pahecAnA jAtA hai. ajJAnIkI pahecAna rAgAdi paradravyako merA mAnanA ane e merA svarUpa hai aise mAnanA, pahelAM merA thA meM usakA thA, bhaviSyameM merA rahegA, mai bhI usakA rahegA, usakA ajJAnIkA lakSaNa hai. dharmIkA, samyagdaSTi gRhasthAzramameM ho, cha khaMDakA rAjameM cakravartI samakitI thA. zAMtinAthakuMthunAtha-aranAtha, paNa eka rAgakA aMza ne chanuM karoDa pAyadaLa, chanuM hajAra strI, merI nahIM, e to para hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? mai usameM nahIM, e meremeM nahIM. ane mere kAraNase AyA e nahIM ane meM usakA svAmI huM aisA hai nahIM, indra hai sudharma devaloka, batrIsa lAkha vaimAna eka eka vaimAnamAM asaMkhya deva, sudharma devaloka. samakitI hai, jJAnI haiM karoDo apasarA hai paNa aMtarameM eka rUMvATe bhI, e strI merI nahi mai usakA nahi. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e IMdrANI merI nahi. mere IMdrANI nahIM, meM IMdrANImAM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! aisA parase bhedajJAna vartamAna bhUta ane bhaviSyameM tInoM kALameM aisA bhedajJAna vartate hai ! AhAhA ! ajJAnIko tInoMkALameM merA (saba) aisA vartate hai. AhAhA ! laDakAko samajAnA, keLavaNI denA, juvAna laDakI Ave vIsa-paccIsa paccIsa varSanI juvAna be-be varSanI uMmare eka tevIsa-paccIsa ne satyAvIsa ne ogaNatrIsa ene ThekANe pADavA ke nahi, have ahIM, koNa hai paNa terI, e hatI ja nahi ne? AhAhAhA ! paisA bahota hoya to e kAma karI zake nahi pote pachI eka gRhasthane dukAna sATu gote ke juo paccIsa lAkha tane (tujhe) degA, eka TakAnuM vyAja laIza aura mahIne tapAsa karavA AvIza copaDA, ane AdhA bhAga pedAzameM, AvI zaratuM kare A zeThIyAo. (zrotAH- Apane kyAMthI khabara, kahe che). tamAre duniyA AkhI duniyAnI khabara che. AhAhAhAhA! are prabhu zuM tuM kare che A? bhagavAna to ene mUMDha kahe che, e jaina ja nathI. AhAhAhA ! jaina to usako kahie, AhAhA... ghaTa-ghaTa aMtara jina vase ne ghaTa-ghaTa aMtara jaina, bhagavAna vItarAga mUrti prabhu birAje che AtmA, bhAI tane na bese bhAI. AhA! e AtmA huM ane Page #356 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 20 thI 22 341 rAga huM nahi, evI (rIte) jisane rAgako jIta liyA, jeNe rAgane jIta liyA, ane jene rAge jIta liyA e ajJAnI. jeNe rAgane jIta liyA e jaina. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jagatathI judI vAta che bApu! - ame duniyAne bahu jANIe chIe ke ahIM to nevAzI varSa thayA. ane 72 varSathI to A zAstra abhyAsa che. dukAnamAMya huM to zAstra abhyAsa karato pAleja, badhA joyA che ne? aneka joyA che. vedAMtI joyA che. vedAMtInA guru eka hatA moTA. e to amAro grAhaka hato tyAM. badhA page lAge ne amAro garAga asIla hato. zuM kahevAya? ene garAga hato. zuM kahevAya dhIratA dhAra-dhIra karatA Avato hoM. ugharANI jato huM tyAM emane meharAjasI gAma hatuM, tyAM ugharANI vadhAre hatI amArI. paNa e badhI ogaNIsa-vIsa-ekavIsa varSanI uMmare. badhI bhramaNAo karI. AhAhAhAhA ! are prabhu tuM koNa che kyAM cho? AhAhA ! tuM to AtmA che ne nAtha !kisameM tuma hai? tuma hai to jJAnameM, AnaMdameM, zAMti meM hai ne tuma to, tuma rAga ane parameM to hai hI nahi ne? AhAhAhA ! ane rAga ne para tere meM AyA hI nahi kabhI. AhAhA! aisA AtmAkA aMtarameM, rAgase bhinna hokara bhAna anubhUti honA, usakA nAma bhagavAna samyagdaSTi, dharmanI pahelI zarUAtavALA, pahelI zarUAta hajI hoM! AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga arere! duniyA hAlI jAya che. lUMTAI jAya che. bacArA kyAM jAze? AhAhA! ghaNAM to A AtmAnuM jene zravaNa nathI, puyeya nathI ne pApa ekalA karyA che, dharma to che nahi. rAgathI bhinna samyagdarzana to che nahIM. AhAhA... ane pApa bAvIsa-tevIsa kalAka ekAda kalAka sAMbhaLavA jAya koI zubhabhAva hoya, zubha, jAtrA Adi zubhabhAva paNa, eraNanI corI ne soyanA dAna. AhAhAhA ! eraNa samajate ne? sonI, sonuM ghaDavAnI, AhAhA. kyA kahete hai (erANI) erANI. eraNakI corI ne soyanA dAna. dharma to che nahi AtmajJAna, paNa puNyanA ThekANAM na maLe. ekAda kalAka sAMbhaLavA jAya e tethI zubhabhAva hoya te, emAM bAvIsa kalAka to pApa ekalA. bAyaDIchokarA ne dhaMdhA ne mArI nAkhyA. AhAhA ! ahIM to kahete he prabhu eka kSaNa paNa parakI cIja apanI huM ne meM usakA huM, e mAnanevAlA mUDha, mithyASTi, adharmI huM ne eka kSaNameM jema bhinna pADakara apanA bhAna huA mai to AtmA jJAnasvarUpa, AnaMdasvarUpa, meremeM e cIja jAnanemeM AtI haiM, chate merekuM vikAra nahi hotA, meM to jAnanevAlA huM. AhAhAhA ! usakA nAma dharmanI pahelI sIDhI. AhAhAhA. keTalI javAbadArI? e hI pratibuddhakA lakSaNa hai. hai? Isase jJAnI pahecAnA jAtA hai! bhAvArtha: jo paradravyameM AtmAnA vikalpa rAga ekatA karatA hai, vahu ajJAnI hai. ane jo apane AtmAko hI apanA mAnatA hai ye jJAnI hai. agni Idhanake daSTAMtase deDha kiyA, vAta to bahu sAdI hatI bhASA. agni lakaDIkI hotI nahIM, lakaDI agnikI hotI nahIM. paradravya apanA hotA nahIM, apanA dravya paradravyameM hotA nahi. agni zabda AtmA, AnaMdakaMda prabhu e rAga ne e saba lakaDI hai. paisA baisA usakA hotA nahIM ane lakaDI apanI hotI nahIM kabhI. AhAhA ! vizeSa kahegA. (zrotAH- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) Page #357 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 342 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 84 zloka naM. 22, gAthA 23 thI 25 tA. 12-9-78 maMgaLavAra bhAdaravA suda-10 saM. 2504 uttama tapa dharma sAtamo divasa hai. Aja uttama tapa-tapa, tapa dharma kahete hai. ihaparaloyasuhANaM Niravekkho jo karedi samabhAvo / vivihaM kAyakilesaM tavadhammo Nimmalo tassa / / 400 / / AhAhA ! je koI muni AhIM cAritranI vAta che samyagdarzana ne anubhava sahita jisako cAritra aMta2 ramaNatA pragaTa huI. jaise cAritrameM ugra puruSArtha karanA, svarUpameM ramaNatAkA ugra puruSArtha karanA usakA nAma tapa hai. samajameM AyA ? e kahete hai dekho sukha duHkha zatru mitra tRNa kaMcana samAna rAgadveSa rahita samabhAva. aMtarameM AnaMda svarUpakI anubhUtipUrvaka, svarUpameM ramaNatAmeM ugra puruSArtha karake vItarAgatA baDhAnA aura atIndriya AnaMdakA sukha svAda vizeSa lenA usakA nAma tapa kahenemeM AtA hai. A vyAkhyA. samajameM AyA ? tapa muniko nirmaLa zabda, bhAvArthamAM hai, cAritrake liye jo udhamane upayoga karatA hai vaha tapa kahA hai. AhAhAhA ! aMtarameM AtmA pUrNAnaMdasvarUpa usakA anubhavapUrvaka cAritra nAma svarUpameM ramaNatA, usameM ugra puruSArtha karate hai cAritrake liye, aMta2 ramaNatAke liye, AhAhA... udhama ne upayoga karatAM hai. hai ? udyama aMta2meM udyama karate hai. AnaMda svarUpameM ramaNatAmeM, AhAhA... so tapa kahA hai. ene bhagavAna tapa kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! A anazana apavAsa karI nAkhyA ne A karI nAkhyA ne e tapa aisA nahIM ema kahete hai. aMtarameM AtmA cAritrameM 2maNa karate karate ugra puruSArthase aMta2meM jora karanA svarUpameM ramaNatAkI e dazAko tapadharma uttama samakita sahitako kahete haiM. AhAhAhA ! yaha aMze ( cAritra ) bhI sahita hotA hai. AtmAkI vibhAva pariNatike saMskA2ko miTAneke liye muniko bhI jarI rAgAdi bAkI hai ne, paNa e vibhAva saMskA2ko miTAneke liye AhAhAhA... udhama karatA hai. apane zuddhAtma svarUpake upayogako cAritrameM rokatA hai. dekho, AhAhAhA ! are koi di' kyAM bahAranI mAne, ne meM A kriyA ne A kiyA. AhAhA ! zuddha svarUpa upayoga, apanA zuddha caitanya svarUpakA zuddha upayoga, usameM upayogako cAritrako rokatA hai. upayogameM aMta2 2maNatAmeM rokatA hai. hajI zuddha upayoga kyA ? aMtarameM vikalpakA rahita nirvikalpa zuddha upayoga, AhAhAhA... e cAritrameM rokatA hai, baDe baLapUrvaka rokatA hai aisA baLa karanA e tapa hai. A badhI vyAkhyA judI tamArI karatA artha hai ho aisA baLa karanA e tapa hai. AhAhAhAhA ! to bahArano tyAga karyo ne kAMI pAMca mahAvratanA vikalpa, vikalpa vastu to kyAM hai. A AyA apavAsa kiyAne thaI gayuM cAritra ne tapa. are bhAI vItarAgamArga koI alaukika hai. samabhAva zabda paDA hai ne aMdara. samabhAva zabda paDA hai mULa zlokameM samabhAvo ema AvyAne. "samabhAvo" esA zabda paDA hai. vItarAga, zuddha-upayoga, usase cAritrameM rokanA zuddha upayogameM tyAM lagA denA. AhAhAhA... svarUpakI dRSTipUrvaka cAritra to hai. paNa abhI rAga thoDA sama bAkI hai. usako nAza karaneke kA2Na Page #358 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 22 343 apanA zuddha upayoga karake svarUpakI ramaNatAmeM upayogako rokanA, jisako uttama tapa kahete hai. AvI vyAkhyA calate hai. samajameM AyA? enA bheda pachI bAhyaaMtaranAM vastusthiti A hai. A 22 kaLaza Avyo che ne? bAvIsamo kaLaza. ( zloka - 22 ) (mAlinI) tyajatu jagadidAnIM mohamAjanmalIDhaM rasayatu rasikAnAM rocanaM jnyaanmudyt| iha kathamapi nAtmAnAtmanA sAkameka: kila kalayati kAle kApi taadaatmyvRttim||22|| have A arthanuM kalazarUpa kAvya kahe che - zlokArtha-[ SI] jagata arthAt jagatanA jIvo [ banmatIamodama] anAdi saMsArathI mAMDIne Aja sudhI anubhava karelA mohane [TuvAna tyenatu] have to choDo ane [2fsAnAM ro] rasika janone rUcikara, [udya jJAnama] udaya thaI raheluM che jJAna tene [rasayata] AsvAdo; kAraNa ke [36] A lokamAM [mAtmA] AtmA che te [ ni] kharekhara [ ma ] koI prakAre [vanAtmanA sAma] anAtmA (pAradravya) sAthe [ pi vAne] koI kALe paNa [tAvInyavRtti vanayati ] tAdAbhyavRtti (ekapaNuM) pAmato nathI, kema ke [9] AtmA eka che te anya dravya sAthe ektArUpa thato nathI. bhAvArtha:- AtmA paradravya sAthe koI prakAre koI kALe ekatAnA bhAvane pAmato nathI. e rIte AcAryo, anAdithI paradravya pratye lAgelo je moha che tenuM bhedavijJAna batAvyuM che ane preraNA karI che ke e ekapaNArUpa mohane have choDo ane jJAnane AsvAdo; moha che te vRthA che, jUTho che, duHkhanuM kAraNa che. 22. tyajatu jagadidAnIM mohamAjanmalIDhaM rasayatu rasikAnAM rocanaM jnyaanmudyt| iha kathamapi nAtmAnAtmanA sAkamekaH kila kalayati kAle kApi taadaatmyvRttim||22|| AhA ! are ! jagata. jagatanA jIvo. jagatano artha, jagatanA jIvo, saMsArI prANIo. AjanmalIna". AjanmalIna, AhAhAhA.. anAdi saMsArase lekara Ajataka anubhava kiye mohako AhAhA... anAdi kALase rAga ane dveSakA karmacetanA karmaphaLacetanAkA anubhava karate, anaMta kALase huA hai. AhAhA ! "AjanmalInam" anAdikALase, AhAhA... puNya ne pApa rAgAdi bhAvameM lInatA usakA Ajataka anubhava kIe e mohako, AhAhA... "IdAnI tyajatu". aba choDa de prabhu. AhAhAhA! Ajataka anubhava kiyA rAgakA anAdikALase puNyapApa mithyAbhAvakA "IdAnI tyajatu" prabhu abItaka atyAre ja choDa . AhAhA ! Page #359 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 344 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anAdikA rAgakA vikA2kA vedana kiyA hai anubhava kiyA hai, e anAdise kiyA hai, to hai jagatanA prANIo! saMto kahate hai jagatane, AhAhA... "IdAnIM tyajatu" aba choDa de. AhAhAhA ! aura e rAgakA anubhava AkuLatAkA anubhava, duHkhakA anubhava, AhAhA... prabhu choDa de. ane AtmA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna usakA AnaMdakA anubhava kara. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. lokone evuM lAge ke AvuM to badhuM ? e parama satya ja aisA hai! hai? 'sikAnAM rocanam'. AhAhA... risakajanoMko rucikara jisako AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna, zAna svarUpa prabhu jisako rasikAnAM jisako ruci ho gaI hai ! AnaMdakA rasikakA ruci ho gaI hai usako, AhAhAhA... AtmA AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa prabhu vo ta2phakA jisako 2sa caDayA hai. AhAhA ! rAgakA 2sa choDa de ane AnaMda jJAnakA 2sako grahaNa kara. AhAhAhA... AvI bhASA che. AvuM svarUpa che, zuM thAya ? e rasikajanoMko rucikara, udaya huA jJAna. AhAhA ! kyA kahate hai ? rAgako choDakara, svabhAva sanmukhamAM jyAM ekAgra huA, to zAnameM AtmA pragaTa huA, udaya huA, rAgakA asta huA ane apanA AnaMda ne jJAnakI dazAkA udaya huA. AhAhAhA! jIva adhikA2 hai ne ? zubha-azubhabhAva, rAga e to ajIva hai. IsakA to anubhava prabhu teM anaMtakALase kiyA hai. sAdhu huA to paNa paMcamahAvratakA pariNAmakA anubhava e rAgakA anubhava hai. AhAhAhA ! anaMta baira munivrata dhA2Na kiyA AhAhA... have to, AhAhA... "rasikAnAM rocanama rasayatu" AhAhAhA... "rasikAnAM rocanama dhRt jJAnam" jisako AtmA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna zAna svarUpa, aMtarakA anubhava karake pragaTa huA hai. AhAhAhA... AvI vAtuM che. 'udham jJAnam' pragaTa huA hai AtmA. jJAna eTale AtmA. rAgase bhinna bhagavAna jJAna, e jJAna svarUpI pravAha AtmA, aMta2meM dRSTi karanese e udaya huA hai, pragaTa huA hai sUrya jema prakAze ema bhagavAna prakAzyA. AhAhAhAhA ! jJAna ne AnaMdanA prakAzase pragaTa huA hai, Are AvI vyAkhyA. hai? AsvAda karo. e vikalpakA rAgakA anubhava to prabhu teM anaMta kALase kiyA hai, have to choDa de, aura apanA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna jJAna svarUpa rasika rucikarako rasika aisA jJAna ne AnaMda utpanna huA, to usakA AsvAda karo. AhAhAhA ! aisA rAgakA puNya pApakA vikalpakA vikA2kA mohakA anubhava kiyA aise bhagavAna AtmAkA anubhava karo. thoDAmAM paNa bahota bhara diyA hai. AhAhA ! jJAna eTale AtmA hoM, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda vItarAga mUrti prabhu ! usakI pratyakSa dazA pragaTa huI. AhAhAhA ! rAgako choDakara svabhAvakA Azraya liyA, tyAM e jJAna ne AnaMda ne AtmA pragaTa huA paryAyameM. AhAhAhA... e AnaMdakA AsvAda karo prabhu! AhAhAhA ! usakA nAma jIvakA anubhava, jIva adhikAra hai ne ? rAga vikalpa jo hai ne cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktikA ho, jo usako choDakara AhAhA... apanA AtmA jJAna AnaMda svarUpa, usakA Azraya karate the to paryAyameM AnaMda ne jJAna pragaTa huA, usakA AsvAda karo. je rAgakA AsvAda karate the e AtmAkA AsvAda karo are AvI vAto che, hai ? samajameM AyA ? rAgakA AsvAda karate the e ajIvakA AsvAda thA, ane Page #360 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 22 345 bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa hai aisA Azraya karake jo paryAya AnaMdakI pragaTI vo jIva hai, e jIvakA bhAva hai, AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have. ahIM dUsarI bAta aisA kahete hai ke za2I2 strIkA, paisA lakSmI Abaru usako to kabhI AtmAe bhogyA hI nahiM. kayA kahA ? zarIra zarIra jaDa e to mATI dhULa hai, mATI e to mATI pudgala hai, paisA pudgala hai, laDu dALa bhAta zAka jaDa pudgala hai, usakA to anubhava kabhI kiyA hI nahi. anubhava kiyA to eNe rAga dveSakA apanA AtmAneM anubhava kiyA, samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! pahelAM e zabda liyAne ? aisA nahiliyA ke tame strI bhogyA, paisA bhogyA e choDa de, paNa e bhogyA hai ii nahi. e taraphakA rAga kacche, vikAra karake, vikA2ko bhogate the. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. e duHkhakA bhokatA thA prabhu, karmacetanA, karmaphaLacetanA, rAga ne rAgakA phaLa duHkha. AhAhAhA ! prabhu have arAgI bhagavAna aMdara, pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha vItarAga mUrti prabhu, usakA Azraya le tyAM rasa( meM ) jAma, usase terI paryAyameM AnaMda ne zAMti AyegI, usako AsvAda kara. AhAhA ! usakA nAma dharma hai, AvI vAta che. AhAhA ! AsvAdana anubhava karo. AhAhA ! bhagavAna AnaMda ne jJAna ne zAMtikA sAgara prabhu usakA anubhava karane AhAhAhA ! anubhava to paryAyameM hotA hai, dravyamAM kAMI anubhava hotA nahIM. dravya to dhruva anaMta AnaMda kaMda prabhu hai, paNa usakA taraphakA lakSase, Azrayase jo pragaTa dazA AnaMdakI huI usako AsvAdo, AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga have, A sAdhAraNa mANaso bacArAe sAMbhaLyuMye na hoya, ene A, A kAMI navo mArga kADhayo kahe che paNa A ke di'nuM che A ? ane hajAra varSa pahelAMno kaLaza che ne, emAM be hajA2 varSa pahelAno zloka che, ane anAdikALano e abhiprAya che. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AhA ! AsvAdana karo, karyo ke A lokamAM AtmA vAstavameM kisI prakAra bhI attAtmAke sAtha, AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa e kabhI rAga sAthe ekatva huA hI nahi. samajameM AyA ? kisI prakA2 bhI anAtmAke sAtha kadApi AtmA tAdAtmya vRttiko prAsa nahIM hotA. AhAhAhAhA ! rAga dayA dAna vratAdikA vikalpa hai, usakI sAtha bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa, AnaMdasvarUpa, pavitrasvarUpa e rAgake sAtha tAdAtmya kabhI huA hI nahi. AhAhAhAhA ! Avo mArga eTale pachI zuM thAya ? AhA ! olA kahe saMyama dharo, vastra choDo. to tyAM sAtamuM guNasthAna Avaze, ne tyAM nirvikalpa samakita, samakita tyAM thAze. ko are bhagavAna ! ahiMyA to prathama je anAdikA puNya ne pApanA vikArano anubhava duHkhano karate Aye hai, prabhu have ekavA2 usako choDa de dRSTimeMse, koM ? ke e AtmA rAga sAthe tAdAtmya huA hI nahIM mATe chUTa sakate hai ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! yugalajI ! AvI vAtuM che. AhA ! e puNya ne pApakA bhAva usakI sAtha bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa tAdAtmya ekarUpa kabhI huA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! to ekarUpa nahIM huA to dRSTi choDa de vo u52se, jisameM ekarUpa nahIM huA usakI dRSTi choDa de ane AnaMda ne jJAna sAthe ekameka he tyAM dRSTi lagA de. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga eya koI di' sAMbhaLyuMya no hoya enA bApa dAdAe. enA bApadAdA Page #361 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 346 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 to kyAM hatAM? paNa, AhAhAhA.... A digaMbara dharma kyAMya hai nahIM. AhAhA.. e vastuno svabhAva hai, digaMbara dharma koI pakSa nathI. e to vAta karate hai, ke AtmA vikalpa jo rAgAdi hai vo kapaDAse bhinna hai. AhAhAhA ! e rAgAdi kapaDAe AtmA abheda kabhI huA hI nahi. AhAhAhAhA ! Isase choDakara atyaMta jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna AtmA paramabrahma prabhu usakA Azraya lekara, usakA svIkAra karake, usakA satkAra karake, usako upAdeyamAM jAnakara, paryAyameM jo AnaMda AyA, usakA svAda le prabhu. AhAhA ! gajaba bAta karate hai ne. svAda lenA e saMvara nirjarA hai, aura jIva trikALI hai e jIva dravya huM dhruva-jJAyaka. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? rAgakA svAda lenA e ajIva hai, aura jIva to jJAyaka trikALa hai. AhAhA ! usako choDakara zubha azubha rAgakA svAda lenA e eka mithyAtvabhAva duHkharUpa bhAva paribhramaNakA kAraNa hai. AhAhAhA... samajameM AyA? A vAta evI lAge mANasane to. AhAhAhA ! tAdAmyavRttim kalayati na" ekatvako prApta nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! prabhu nirALA aMdara rahA hai. rAga jo dayA, dAna, vrata, zubha azubhabhAva, aura bhagavAna bicameM saMdhI hai, sAMdha hai, ekatva nahiM huA. AhAhAhAhA ! bicameM traDa che, traDa samaje ? bhinnatA hai. AhAhAhA... AvI vAta che. zarIra ne vANI ne mana ne strI ne paisA ne e cIja to kyAMya (dUra) rahI gaI. AhAhA ! usakA to anubhava hai nahiM, paNa vo taraphakA lakSa karake rAga ne dveSa utpanna karate hai, usakA anubhava hai paNa vo rAga ne dveSa bhagavAnakI sAthe tAdAbhya ekarUpa kabhI huA hI nahi. AhAhA! be bicameM sAMdha hai, traDa hai bheda hai. AhAhAhA ! to usako bheda hai to usako choDakara bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhu aMdara, AhAhAhAhAhA... prathama samyagdarzanakI vakhatanI vAta hai, munipaNA to bApu e koI judI cIja koI hai. AhAhA ! eno svAda le, kayoMki AtmA eka hai vahu anya dravyake sAtha ekatArUpa nahIM hotA. kayA kahate haiM? bhagavAna jJAyaka svarUpa paramabahma bhagavaMta ekarUpa hai. e vikalpAdi anekarUpamAM ekatA nahIM prApta hotA kabhI. AhAhAhA ! ekarUpa e anekarUpa kabhI nahiM hotA ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! zabdo? AhAhA ! saMtonI vANI rAmabANa che. are ! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM, e kyAre vicAramAM Ave ne, e kyAre jAya UMDa? AhAhA ! kyoMki AtmA to eka hai, ekarUpa svarUpa AnaMdakaMda jJAyakabhAva eka hai. ane A vikalpAdi aneka hai. e eka anekakI sAthe tAdAbhyarUpa kabhI huA hI nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! e kAraNe, A jIva adhikAra heM ne? e jIva svarUpa bhagavAna, e rAgAdi ajIvakI sAthe ekarUpa kabhI huA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! to ekakA aneka na huA, to anekako lakSa choDakarake ekakA anubhava kara. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga lyo. Avo mArga che bhAI ! A koI paMDitAInI cIja nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! chatAM jJAnIko bhI zubharAga AtA hai. samajameM AyA? paNa e duHkharUpa AtA hai. AhAhAhA... to kayoM AtA? paNa Aye binA rahe nahIM. jabalaga vItarAga na ho tabalaga aisA zubhabhAva bhagavAnakI bhakti Adi aisA AyA vinA rahe nahIM. hai duHkharUpa, chatAM e Page #362 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 22 347 duHkharUpameM tAdAmya AtmA huA hI nahi. AhAhAhAhA.. e duHkhake kALameM bhI apanA AtmA bhinna rahA hai aMdara. AhAhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta kIdhI, eka zloka paNa, ohohoho ! eka hai. AhAhA ! e eka anya dravya ke sAtha ekatArUpa kaise ho ? AhAhAhA... jJAyaka AnaMda svarUpa prabhu ekarUpa sAmAnya svabhAva AhAhAhA. e rAgAdi anekapaNe ajIva Adi kaise ho ? AhAhAhA ! e jIva jJAyakasvarUpI prabhu ekarUpa e rAgAdi aneka ajIva IsakI sAtha e aneka kayo? AhAhAhA ! samajAya eTaluM samajavuM bhAI ! mArga to, AhAhA... vItarAga sarvaza paramezvaranA A paMtha hai. saMto kahete hai e to ADatIyA hokara kahete hai. sarvajJa bhagavAna kahete hai e A hai. AhAhA.. AhAhAhA.. bhASA to juo, "kavApi kAle tAdAbhyavRttima na dharatA eka hai" AhAhAhA ! koI kALameM bhagavAna AtmA jJAyakarasasvarUpa, ajJAyaka aisA rAgake sAtha tAdAbhyavRtti, eka anekameM nahIM AtA, AhAhAhA... samajameM AyA? aisA ekarUpa svabhAva usakA anubhava karo e paryAyameM, vastu ekarUpa trikALa hai. AhAhA ! e rAga sAthe ekarUpa huA nahIM, to ekarUpakA anubhava karo. AhAhAhA... zuM vAta? kyAMya na maLe. AhAhA! bhAvArtha: "AtmA paradravya, sAtha kisIprakAra, koIpaNa prakAre, koIpaNa kALe, ekatA, bhAvako prApta nahI hotAM" AhAhAhAhA! "jema nirmaLatA re sphaTika taNI, temaja jIva svabhAva re" bhagavAna to nirmaLa sphaTika jaisI cIja anAdi anaMta bhinna hai. AhA ! AhAhAhA ! jisako jIva kahIe, AtmA kahIe AhAhAhA.. e to jJAyakabhAva svarUpe anAdi anaMta bhinna hai, hai? AtmA bhagavAna dravya svarUpa caitanyamUrti prabhu, paradravya nAma rAga ne puNya pApake sAtha zarIra vANI manake sAtha to saMbaMdha kayA hai, e to parakA vedana to hai hI nahi. kisIprakAra, koI prakAre vyavahArase bhI eka hai aisA nahi ema kahete hai ahIM to, AhAhA!nizcayase bhinna hai to vyavahArase eka haiM? e kathanamAtra AtA hai, paNa hai nahi. AhAhAhA! kisIprakAra, kisI samaya ekatA, bhAvako prApta nahIM hotA. IsaprakAra AcAryadevane bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcArya emane anAdikALase paradravyake prati lagA phuvA moha, usakA bheda vijJAna batAyA hai". AhAhA. aura preraNA kI hai Isa eka svarUpa mohako abe choDa do. AhAhA! bhASA to sahelI hai paNa bhAva koI alaukika hai. AhAhA ! e rAgakA svabhAvane sAthe saMbaMdha nahi, vo kAraNe choDa de. AhAhAhA ! aura svabhAvanA anubhava kare to e jIvakA anubhava huA. rAgako anubhava che e jIvakA anubhavase ajIvakA anubhava hai bhinna, AhAhAhA ! usakA bhedavijJAna batAyA, aura ekatva moko choDa do aura jJAnakA AsvAdana karo AtmA jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna, jJAnasvarUpa, jANakasvarUpa, jANakasvabhAva usakA anubhava karo, moha vRthA hai mohanI vyAkhyA, moha eTale vRthA, AhAhAhA... jUThA hai. duHkhakA kAraNa hai, e zubhaazubhabhAva AtmAmeM hai nahIM mATe jUThA hai, mohano artha ja vRthA hai, amohano artha saphaLa hai ne mohano artha niSphaLa hai. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM. have samAjamAM AvI vAta mUkavI. (zrotA hoya evI ja mUkAya ne) mArga to A che. bhAI, game te paMDita ho ke game te nAma dharAvo, mArga to A che aisA jJAnameM hajI nirNaya na kare usako anubhava kahAMse AtA hai? AhAhA.. samajameM AyA? AhA! moha vRthA hai, jUThA hai, duHkhakA kAraNa hai. Page #363 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ u48 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ) ja pa C _ - 0 tha.. athApratibuddhabodhanAya vyavasAyaH kriyate aNNANamohidamadI majjhamiNaM bhaNadi poggalaM davvaM / baddhamabaddhaM ca tahA jIvo bhubhaavsNjutto||23|| savvaNhuNANadiTTho jIvo uvaogalakkhaNo nniccN| kaha so poggaladavvIbhUdo jaM bhaNasi majjhamiNaM / / 24 / / jadi so poggaladavvIbhUdo jIvattamAgadaM idrN| to sakko vattuM je majjhamiNaM poggalaM davvaM / / 25 / / ajJAnamohitamatirmamedaM bhaNati pudgalaM drvym| baddhamabaddhaM ca tathA jIvo bhubhaavsNyuktH||23|| sarvajJajJAnadRSTo jIva upayogalakSaNo nitym| kathaM sa pudgaladravyIbhUto yadbhaNasi mmedm||24|| yadi sa pudgaladravvIbhUto jiivtvmaagtmitrt| tacchakto vaktuM yanmamedaM pudgalaM drvym||25|| yugapadane kavidhasya bandhanopAdhe: sannidhAnena pradhAvitAnAmasvabhAvabhAvAnAM saMyogavazAdvicitropAzrayoparakta: sphaTikopala ivAtyantatirohitasvabhAvabhAvatayA astamitasamastavivekajyotirmahatA svayamajJAnena vimohitahadayo bhedamakRtvA tAnevAsvabhAvabhAvAn svIkurvANa: pudgaladravyaM mamedamityanubhavati kilApratibuddho jiivH|athaaymev pratibodhyate-re durAtman, AtmapaMsan jahIhi jahIhi prmaavivekghsmrstRnnaabhyvhaaritvm| dUranirastasamastasandehaviparyAsAnadhyavasAyena vizvekajyotiSA sarvajJajJAnena sphuTIkRtaM kila nityopayogalakSaNaM jIvadravyaM tatkathaM pudgaladravyIbhUtaM yena pudgaladravyaM madamemityanubhavasi, yato yadi kathaJcanApi jIvadravyaM pudgaladravyIbhUtaM syAt pudgaladravyaM ca jIvadravyIbhUtaM syAt tadaiva lavaNasyodakamiva mamedaM pudgaladravyamityanubhUtiH kila ghaTeta, tattu na kathaJcanApi syaat| tathA hi-yathA kSAratvalakSaNaM lavaNamudakIbhavat dravatvalakSaNamudakaM ca lavaNIbhavat kSAratvadravatvasahavRttyavirodhAdanubhUyate, na tathA nityopayogalakSaNaM jIvadravyaM pudgaladravyIbhavat nityAnupayogalakSaNaM pudgaladravyaM ca jIvadravyIbhavat upayogAnupayogayoH prakAzatamasoriva shvRttivirodhaadnubhuuyte|ttsrvthaa prasIda, vibudhyasva , svadravyaM mmedmitynubhv| Page #364 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 349 have apratibuddhane samajAvavA mATe prayatna kare che ajJAnathI mohitamati bahubhAvasaMyuta jIva je, "A baddha tema abaddha pagaladravya mAru"te kahe. 23. sarvajJajJAnaviSe sadA upayogalakSaNa jIva je, te kema pugala thaI zake ke "mAruM A tuM kahe are! 24. jo jIva pudgala thAya, pAme pugalo jIvatvane, tuM to ja ema kahI zake "A mAruM pudgaladravya che". 25. gAthArtha-[ajJAnamohita matiH]jenI mati ajJAnathI mohita che[vaghumAva-saMyup:] ane je moha, rAga, dveSa Adi ghaNA bhAvothI sahita che evo [ nIva:] jIva [ maLati] ema kahe che ke [ rUvaM] A [vaddhama tathA mavaddha] zarIrAdi baddha tema ja dhanadhAnyAdi abaddha [puniMdravyama] pudgaladravya[mana] mAruM che. AcArya kahe che: [ sarvajJajJAnaES:] sarvajJanA jJAna vaDe dekhavAmAM Avelo che [nitya] sadA [35yo nakSa:] upayogalakSaNavALo [ nIvaDa] jIva che [ :] te [puniMdravyomUta:] pugaladravyarUpa [ thaM kema thaI zake [ yata]ke [ bha]i tuM kahe che ke phuvaM mama] A pudgaladravya mAruM che? [ ]i jo [ :] jIvadravya [punidravyamUta:] pudgaladravyarUpa thaI jAya ane [phatarata] pugaladravya [ nIvatvama] jIvapaNAne [mAtama] pAme [tata] to [vajuM zap:] tuM kahI zake [2] ke [gvaM pudgalaM dravyama] A pudgaladravya [ ma ma ] mAruM che. (paNa evuM to thatuM nathI.) TIkA- ekIsAthe aneka prakAranI baMdhananI upAdhinA ati nikaTapaNAthI vegapUrvaka vahetA asvabhAvabhAvonA saMyogavaze je (apratibuddha jIva) aneka prakAranA varNavALA *AzrayanI nikaTatAthI raMgAyelA sphaTikapASANa jevo che, atyaMta tirobhUta (DhaMkAyelA) potAnA svabhAvabhAvapaNAthI je jenI samasta bhedajJAnarUpa jyoti asta thaI gaI che evo che, ane mA ajJAnathI jenuM hRdaya pote potAthI ja vimohita che-evo apratibuddha jIva svaparano bheda nahi karIne, pelA asvabhAvabhAvone ja (potAnA svabhAva nathI evA vibhAvone ja) potAnA karato, pudgaladravyane "A mAruM che' ema anubhave che. (jema sphaTikapASANamAM aneka prakAranA varNanI nikaTatAthI anekavarNarUpapaNuM dekhAya che, sphaTikano nija kSeta-nirmaLabhAva dekhAto nathI tevI rIte apratibuddhane karmanI upAdhithI AtmAno zuddha svabhAva AcchAdita thaI rahyo chedekhAto nathI tethI pugaladravyane potAnuM mAne che.) evA apratibuddhane have samajAvavAmAM Ave che ke - re durAtma! AtmAno ghAta karanAra ! jema parama avivekathI khAnArA hastI Adi pazuo suMdara AhArane khUNa sahita khAI jAya che evI rIte khAvAnA svabhAvane tuM choDa, choDa. jeNe samasta saMdeha, * Azraya = jemAM sphaTikamaNi mUkelo hoya te vastu. Page #365 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 350 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 viparyaya, anadhyavasAya dUra karI dIdhA che ane je vizvane (samasta vastuone) prakAzavAne eka advitIya jyoti che evA sarvajJa-jJAnathI phuTa (pragaTa) karavAmAM Avela je nitya upayogasvabhAvarUpa jIvadravya te kevI rIte pudgaladravyarUpa thaI gayuM ke jethI tuM "A pugaladravya mAruM che" ema anubhave che? kAraNa ke jo koI paNa prakAre jIvadravya pudgala dravyarUpa thAya ane pudgaladravya jIvadravyarUpa thAya to ja "mIThAnuM pANI evA anubhavanI jema 'mAruM A pugaladravya' evI anubhUti kharekhara vyAjabI che; paNa ema to koI rIte banatuM nathI. e, daSTAMtathI spaSTa karavAmAM Ave che. jema khArApaNuM jenuM lakSaNa che evuM lavaNa pANIrUpa thatuM dekhAya che ane dravatva (pravAhIpaNuM) jenuM lakSaNa che evuM pANI lavaNarUpa thatuM dekhAya che kAraNa ke khArApaNuM ane dravapaNAne sAthe rahevAmAM avirodha che arthAt temAM koI bAdhA nathI, tevI rIte nitya upayoga lakSaNavALuM jIvadravya pudgaladravya thatuM jovAmAM AvatuM nathI ane nitya anupayoga (jaDa) lakSaNavALuM pudgala dravya jIvadravya thatuM jovAmAM AvatuM nathI kAraNa ke prakAza ane aMdhakAranI mAphaka upayoga ane anupayogane sAthe rahevAmAM virodha che; jaDa-cetana kadI paNa eka thaI zake nahi. tethI tuM sarva prakAre prasanna thA, tAruM citta ujvaLa karI sAvadhAna thA ane svadravyane ja "A mAruM che" ema anubhava.(ema zrI guruono upadeza che.) bhAvArtha- A ajJAnI jIva pugaladravyane potAnuM mAne che tene upadeza karI sAvadhAna karyo che ke jaDa ane cetanadravya-e banne sarvathA judAM judAM che, kadAcita koI paNa rIte ekarUpa nathI thatAM ema sarvaze dIThuM che; mATe he ajJAnI! tuM paradravyane ekapaNe mAnavuM choDI de; vRthA mAnyatAthI basa thAo. pravacana naM. 84 gAthA 23 thI 25 aba apratibuddhako samajAneke liye prayatna, dekho. kayA kahete hai. A samayasAra apratibuddhako samajAneke liye kahete hai. muniko mATe kahate haiM ne mithyASTi mATe nahi, aisA nahi hai. AhAhAhA ! keTalAka kahete hai ke samayasAra to munike mATe hai paNa ahIM to kahete hai ke apratibuddha ajJAnIko samajAne mATe prayatna karate hai bhASAmeM. AhAhAhAhA! are ! tIna gAthA hai. aNNANamohidamadI majjhamiNaM bhaNadi poggalaM davvaM / baddha mabaddhaM ca tahA jIvo bahubhAva sNjutto||23|| savvaNhuNANadiTTho jIvo uvaogalakkhaNo nnicc| kaha so poggaladavvIbhUdo jaM bhaNasi majjhamiNaM / / 24 / / jadi so poggaladavvIbhUdo jIvattamAgadaM idrN| to sakko vattuM je majjhamiNaM poggalaM davvaM / / 25 / / Page #366 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 3pa1 ajJAnathI mohitamati bahubhAvasaMyuta jIva je, "A baddha tema abaddha pudgaladravya mAruM" te kahe. 23. sarvajJajJAnaviSe sadA upayogalakSaNa jIva je, te kema pudgala thaI zake ke "mAruM A' tuM kahe are! 24. jo jIva pudgala thAya, pAme pagalo jIvatvane, tuM to ja ema kahI zake "A mAruM pudgaladravya che'. 25. TIkAH eka hI sAthe aneka prakArakI baMdhanakI upAdhithI ati nikaTatAse vegapUrvaka bahene hue, AhAhA ! aura asvabhAvabhAvIke saMyogavaza jo apratibuddha ajJAnI jIva aneka prakArane varNavALe AzrayakI nikaTatAse raMge hue sphaTika-pASANa jaisA hai, kayA kahate haiM? pharIne, eka hI sAthe aneka prakArakI baMdhanakI upAdhikI ati nikaTatAne vegapUrvaka rAgAdi vahete hue asvabhAva bhAvoMke saMyogavaza vikArabhAva, asvabhAvabhAva ene saMyogavaza, AhAhAhAhA.. traNalokano nAtha sphaTikamaNI jaisA caitanyamUrti, paNa asvabhAvika jo bhAva hai usake sAtha saMyogavaze aneka prakAra, raMgavALe AzrayakI nikaTatAse raMge sphaTikanI jema, sphaTika paththara hai e to saba nirmaLAnaMda hai nirmaLa hai, paNa saMyoga lAla-pILA phUlane kAraNe usameM lAla-pILA raMga dikhate hai, e upAdhi hai. AhAhAhA ! sphaTikameM lAla-pILA phUlane kAraNe emAM chAyA dikhatI hai, e apanI (sphaTikakI) yogyatAse huI hai, samajameM AyA? lakaDImeM ho to lAla pILA phUla ho to chAyA nahi paDe kyoM ki usakI yogyatA nahi. paNa vo yogyatA bhI usakA svabhAva nahi ema batAnA hai. AhA! sphaTikameM je lAlapILA je dikhate hai vaha usakA svabhAva nahIM. ema bhagavAna AtmAme asvAbhAvika je vikAra AdikA saMyogameM jo dikhate hai e usakA svabhAva nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! kharekhara to jJAnake A bhAvameM e zeya tarIke jAnanameM AtA hai, paNa aisA na mAnakara e cIja merI hai aisA mAnate hai e mithyAtva bhramako sevate hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? yahAM to sphaTikamaNInA dRSTAMta diyA ne? ke sphaTikamaNImeM- AtmAmeM aneka prakAranI baMdhananI upAdhi, ati nikaTa-najIka, AhAhA... e sarva vizuddhamAM Ave che ne? (cetakacetyabhAva) ema ke ati nikaTa che mATe, che to zeya para, paNa ati nikaTatAne laIne eka hai aisA ajJAnIko mAlUma paDate hai. AhAhA! sarva vizuddhamAM Ave che. samajAya che kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! aneka prakAranI baMdhananI nimittanI upAdhinI ati najIkatAne kAraNe, vegapUrvaka vahetA AhAhAhAhA... rAgAdibhAva vegapUrvaka praNamatA athavA asvabhAvabhAva ke saMyogavaza yahu asvabhAvabhAvanA saMyogane tAbe che. AhAhAhA ! apratibuddha ajJAnI jIva aneka prakArane raMgavALe AzrayakI nikaTatAse sphaTika, raMge hue sphaTikapASANa jaisA hai. AhAhA ! sphaTikapASANameM raMgakA saMbaMdhase jANe saMyoga jANe lAla-pILA Adi ho gayA, sphaTika aise saMyogavaze mAnate hai loko, aise bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA... ati nikaTa vikAranA bhAvanA saMbaMdhase jANe meM vikAra (rUpa) ho gayA aise ajJAnI mAnate hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. Page #367 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upara samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jaina dharma sUkSma hai bhAI ! jaina dharma eTale vastu dharma, vastukA svarUpa, sUkSma hai. AhAhA! hajI to pahelAM samyagdarzanakI bAta yahAM calatI hai, bhedajJAna. AhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA sphaTikamaNIne lAla-pILA aneka raMgakA upAdhike nimittase aise lAla-pILI dikhanemeM AtI hai, aise bhagavAna AtmAmeM puNya ne pApa Adi vikArI bhAvanA nikaTapaNA honese, huM to parazeya, svajJAnakA hai to paraNeya, paNa atinikaTatAse dRSTi tyAM honese rAgAdibhAva merA hai aisA ajJAnIko anubhavameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! atyaMta tirobhUta apane svabhAvabhAvavase jisako samasta bhedajJAna jyoti asta ho gaI hai". AhAhAhA ! e sphaTikamaNImeM lAla-pILA saMyogane kAraNe lAla-pILA bhASa hotA hai e jANe sphaTikakI dazA hai ema mAnate hai, aise ajJAnI apanA caitanya jJAyaka svabhAvanI samIpameM rAgAdi ati nikaTatAse dekhanemeM AtA hai ke e merI cIja hai aisA mAnakara ajJAnI mUMDha rAgakA vedana karate hai. AhA... ajIvakA vedana karate hai jIva nahiM ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! eka-eka zloka sUkSma bharA hai bhAI. AhAhA ! hai? atyaMta tirobhUta apane svabhAvabhAvavase jisakI samasta bhedajJAna jyoti asta ho gaI, e rAgase bhinna, bhedajJAna AthamI gayA ajJAnIko, asta ho gayA. ekatvabuddhi mAna liyA. AhAhA! cAhe to sUkSma guNa guNIkA bhedakA rAga utpanna ho, to rAgakI sAtha ekatA kabhI huI nahiM bhagavAnako, paNa ajJAnI e upara dRSTi honese rAgase bhinna bhedajJAna asta ho gayA, ane rAgameM ekatva haiM aisA mAna liyA. AhAhAhA ! Avo upadeza che lyo, asta ho gaI, aisA hai ajJAnI. bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhu, usakI vikAra dazAkI nikaTatAse bhedajJAna jyoti asta ho gaI kAraNe, rAga bhai huM aisA ajJAnI anubhava karate hai, e ajIvakA anubhava hai. AhAhAhA ! AkaruM kAma. mahA ajJAnase, AhAhA! jisakA hRdaya svayaM mahAajJAnase apane svabhAvabhAvanA jisakA hRdaya svayaM svataH apanese hI, karmaka kAraNase nahiM, samajameM AyA? bhAI karma aisA hai to, aise nahi kahate hai, AhAhAhA.... karma to paradravya hai, paradravyako to paryAya chUtI hI nahi, padravyathI paryAya apanemeM chUtI nahi, AhAhAhA ! mahA ajJAnase, AhAhAhA... rAga asvabhAvabhAva saMyogane vaze, Isako aisA ho gayA hai ke meM A huM. aura usase bhedajJAna jyoti asta ho gaI. aisA mahA ajJAnase jisakA hRdaya svayaM apanese svataH vimohita hai, karmaka kAraNase nahIM. AhAhAhAhA... emAMya vAMdhA, e to darzanamohano udaya hoya tyAre, aisA hotA hai kahe e to nimittakA kathana hai. samajameM AyA? apanA svarUpa caitanya svabhAva e asvabhAvika bhAva rAgAdikI sAtha ekatvabuddhi karake bhedajJAna asta ho gayA, usako parameM vimohita ho gayA, e svayaM apanese vimohita huA hai. apanI bhUlase vimohita ho gayA hai. karmaka kAraNase nahIM. samajameM AyA? "karma bicAre koNa bhUla merI adhikAI" Ate hai bhaktimeM. AhAhA ! emAMya vAMdhA lokone karmane laIne vikAra na thAya? haiM? ( zrotA - karmane laIne na thAya to vikAra svabhAva thaI jaze.) vikAra svabhAva thaI jAya, moTI carcA thaI hatI varNIjI sAthe, Page #368 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 353 13 nI sAla, ekavIsa varSa pahelAM, moTI carcA vikAra hai e karmakA nimittase hotA hai. kIdhuM bilakula nahIM. vikAra apanese (hotA hai) karmakI apekSA hai hI nahIM. paNa e badhuM sArA saMpradAyamAM e vAta hatI. zvetAmbarameM to enI e ja mukhyatA hai AkhI, samajameM AyA? rAmavijaya hai usameM eka, e rAmavijayake sAtha eka ApaNA hai. kheDAvALA jeThAbhAI zvetAmbara pAkA ane pachI enA bhagata hatA ne emAM ahIMnuM ApaNuM vAMcana AvI gayuM sAMbhaLavA, tyAre emane ema thayuM ke bhAI pacAsa prazno kADhayA eNe ke AnA koI javAba Apo. jo ApaNAmAMthI maLe zvetAmbaramAMthI to mAre pharavuM maTe. pacAsa prazno kADhayA koIe javAba ApyA nahIM. eka jaNe javAba ApyA paNa badhA khoTA. pachI rAmavijaya sAthe carcA karIe, rAmavijayanI sAthe beThA. rAmavijaye pahele kahyA ke jo bhAI A karmase vikAra hote hai e mAnya hai pahele tamAre? to pachI carcA karIe. A kahe ke e amAre mAnya nahIM hai, paNa zvetAmbaranI AkhI zailI ja karmane laIne thAya ne parane laIne thAya. AkhI UMdhI zailI che AkhI. AhAhAhA ! (zrotAH- AkhI saMsAranI zailI che.) Akho saMsAra zailI hai. zuM kahIe bhAI ? A to digaMbara to koI alaukika cIja che. kyAMya huM nahIM, kyAMya. A vAta baDI carcA huI thI jeThAlAla ne, jeThAbhAI che amadAvAda, muMbaI rahe che. rAmavijaya hAre carcA huI, e jANe ke AmaNe sonagaDhanuM badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che. AhAhA ! ApaNe carcA karIe, paNa pahele A mAnya che tamane ema kahyuM rAmavijaye ke karmathI vikAra thAya. e mAnya che? to carcA karIe. A kahe e mATe mAnya nathI. A enA moTA AcArya rAmavijaya ! enI vastu zuM? AkhI dRSTi ja viparIta che. zvetAmbaranI zailI ja AkhI dRSTi viparIta che. AhAhA ! ane lokone khabara nathI. A zvetAmbaranA sAdhu hatA. juo, cetanajI ! kyAM hatuM kAMI? AhAhAhA ! ahIMyA to kahete hai ke svayaM, hai? svataH hI, be zabdo to paDyA hai. e apanA svabhAvako bhUlakara svayaM svataH hI apanese vimohita haiM. rAgameM apanApaNA e vimohita svayaM siddha apanese hai. koI parake kAraNase hai nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! paNa vo zAstram aisA Ave ne? jJAnAvaraNI karma, jJAnAvaraNI karma jJAnane roke, are! aisA hai nahIM sUna to sahI e to nimittA kathana hai. jJAna paryAya apanese hINI pariNamate hai. to jJAnAvaraNI karmako nimitta kahenemeM AyA hai. nimittase ahIMyA jJAnAvaraNI AtmAko roke e bAta hai nahIM. paradravya AtmAko roke aisI bAta hai nahIM. eya AhAhA! AvI vAta che bhAI. mArga A che bhAI ! AhAhA ! saMto kahete huM ne AcArya mahArAja, AhAhA... aise kahete he ke "juo" kyA? jisakA hRdaya svayaM svataH hI vimohita huA hai, aisA apratibuddha ajJAnI jIva svaparakA bheda na karake, AhAhA... e rAga jo dayA, dAna, vrata AdikA vikalpa hai e rAga hai. AhAhAhA! usase bhinna na karake, AhAhA.. svArakA bheda na karake, mai jJAnAnaMda huM ne A rAga para hai. AhAhAhA ! una asvabhAvabhAvoMko hI e puNya ne pApakA rAgAdi asvabhAvabhAva hai. apane svabhAva nahIM hai aise vibhAvako hI apanA karatA huA. AhAhAhA ! e vyavahArakA rAgAdi AyA. usako apanA karatA huA, huM asvabhAvabhAva apanA svabhAva nahIM. AhAhAhA ! Page #369 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 354 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AmAM kyAM navarAza Adi dhaMdho nivRtti nahIM. AhAhA ! apanA karatA huA, AhAhAhA... pudgala dravyako yaha merA hai, e rAgAdi pudgaladravya hI hai. kharekhara, jIvadravya nahIM. AhAhAhA... dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA vikalpa hai, e pudgala hai, jIva nahIM mATe pudgala yU jIvakA abhAva e mATe, AhAhA... yaha pudgalako hI yaha merA hai. IsaprakA2 anubhava karatA hai. AhAhA ! ajJAnI rAgako merA hai, e asvabhAvabhAva hai. e svabhAvabhAva zAyakase bhinna hai, aisA bhinnako apanA mAnate hai, aura usakA kartA hotA hai, aura usakA anubhava karate hai. AhAhAhAhAhA ! have AmAM ekeka pada ne ekeka zloka samajanA kaThaNa. olo samayasAra paMdara di'mAM vAMcI gayo eka jaNo kahe. bahu tame samayasAranA vakhANa karo bApu, akSara vAMcI gayo, enA ekeka pada ne ekeka zabdo saMtonI digaMbara munionI vANI che. AhAhA ! AhAhA! e apanA jJAyaka svabhAva jIva vastu aura rAgAdi cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhaktikA vikalpa ho, paNa e rAga asvabhAvabhAva hai, e asvabhAvabhAva apanese bhinna hai, AtmA asvabhAvabhAvase tAdAtmyavRtti ekarUpa kadI huA nahIM, chatAM ajJAnI apanA svabhAvako na jAnaka2, asvabhAvabhAvako apanA mAnakara kartA hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! kharekhara asvabhAvabhAva e jJAnIko 52zeya tarIke jAnanemeM AtA hai. AvI vAtuM che. A tamArA jhaverAta karatAM A badhI bIjI jAta che tyAM, AhAhA ! bApu mAragaDA e badhI dhULanI jhaverAta che. badhI rakhaDavAnI ( zrotAH- olI jaDa jhaverAta che A cetana jhaverAta che ) AhAhA ! prabhu tuM caitanya jhaverI aMda2 cho ne prabhu, AhAhAhA... anaMta anaMta guNanA ratananA oraDA paDayA che ne aMdara prabhu, AhAhAhA... kamarA kahyA'tA kAle, gujarAtImAM oraDA. AhAhAhA... usameM A vikAra phikA2 hai hI nahIM, je bhAve tIrthaMkara gotra baMdhAya e bhAva bhI AtmAneM nahIM. e AtmAkA nahIM. AhAhA ! ajJAnI svabhAva bhAvakI sAtha vibhAvabhAvakA ekarUpa nahIM hone 52 bhI vo rAgAdi maiM huM aisA kartA hokara svabhAvako bhUla jAte hai ! aura kartA hokara rAgakA kartA hotA hai. ( aisA ) anubhava hotA hai. AhAhA ! vizeSa AyegA lyo. ( zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ) pravacana naM. 85 gAthA 23 thI 25 tA. 13-9-78 budhavAra bhAdaravA suda-12 paryuSaNa parva divasa-8 uttama tyAga dharma saM. 2504 AThamA dina hai tyAga-tyAga. jo cayadi miTTabhojjaM uvayaraNaM rAyadosasaMjaNayaM / vasadiM mamattaheduM cAyaguNo so have tassa / / 401 / / muninI vyAkhyA hai. jisako apanA AtmA jJAnasvarUpI AnaMda usakA aMtara anubhava huA ho o uparAMta svarUpameM atIndriya pracura AnaMdakA svAda AyA ho ye munikI bAta hai e munine tyAga dharma hai. tyAgakI vyAkhyA ? munine saMsArAdi bhokatRtva mamatvakA tyAga to Page #370 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 23 thI 25 355 hai hI, have je vastunI sAthe vartamAna kAma paDate hai, e bhojana, to bhojanameM iSTa bhojanako choDatA hai. AhAhA ! AtmAnA AnaMdanA svAda AgaLa iSTa bhojana bhI choDa dete hai. atIndriya AnaMdanA, AhAhA... anubhava ne vedana AgaLa muni priya bhojana iSTa bhojana choDa dete hai, usakA nAma tyAga. aura upakaraNanA saMbaMdha hai usameM rAgadveSakA tyAga. upakaraNa jo hai milA usameM rAgadveSa anukULa aisA na 2khe jisameM rAga ho. aisA upakaraNa sAthe... aura mamatvameM yoha vastI. tIna-AhAra, upakaraNa ne vastI - tIna sAthe saMbaMdha - to tIno meM rAgakA tyAga kare. AhAhAhA ! mamatva yoTha vastI mamatvano hetu moTI vastI makAna Adi hoya, AnaMdakA svAda AgaLa usakI kiMmata kAMI nahIM. e choDa de vastI usakA nAma A tyAga dharma kahenemeM ( AtA ) haiM. tyAga nAma A bAhya strI kuTuMba parivAra tyAga e to hai hI. saMsAra bhoga dehakA tyAga mamatvakA to hai hI. IsakI bAta hai. AhAhA... - vastI, bhojana ane u5ka2Na traNakI sAtha saMbaMdha hai. tIna to e pratyekA mamatva vRttikA AnaMdakA svAda lekara atIndriya AnaMdakA, AhAhAhA... svAda anubhavameM vizeSa sukhakA svAda Ate hai e vastu choDI dete hai. AhAhA... AnuM nAma tyAga hai. ye AThamA-AThamA dina hai Aja budhavAra - budhavAra A gAthA ahIMyA AyA. aisA apratibuddha svayaM jisakA hRdaya svayaM svataH vimohita huA hai aisA apratibuddha, hai ? pAMcamI lITI hai kayA kahate hai ? ke jaise sphaTikameM, sphaTika nirmaLa hone 52 bhI saMyoga AdimeM athavA jisa cIjameM sphaTika mUkayuM hoya, usakI aMdara chAMya paDe, pittaLanuM vAsaNa tenI chAMya paDe e upAdhi hai aise bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa sphaTika jaisA hai, usameM rAga puNya pApakA bhAvakI chAyA dikhatI hai upAdhi, AhAhAhA... e asvabhAvabhAva hai, zubhaazubhabhAva, AhAhAhA... e asvabhAvabhAva hai, e asvabhAvabhAva hai svabhAvabhAva rahita usako apanA mAnakara ajJAnI asvabhAvabhAvako apanA mAnate hai ne, vedate hai. AhAhA... paNa apanA AtmA kyA hai usako rAga hai paNa rAgako jAnanevAlA AtmA bhinna hai aisA jJAnIko jJAna hai, ajJAnIko khabara nahi, AhAhAhA... rAga hai, jhINI vAta bahu bApu. rAga paNa A rAga hai, cAhe to dayAdAna vrata-bhaktikA ho paNa e zubharAga e asvabhAvabhAva hai paNa usakA jAnanevAlA A hai aise jAnate hai kauna ? kisakI sattAmeM A rAga hai aise jAnanemeM AtA hai ? samajameM AyA ? e jJAnakI sattAmeM A rAga hai e jAnanemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA... e svabhAvabhAva meM huM aisA ajJAnI na mAnakara, e dayAdAnanA vikalpa rAga AyA e upAdhi hai, e asvabhAvabhAva hai, e vibhAvabhAva hai. AhAhAhA... usako apanA mAnate hai ajJAnI usako apanA mAnate hai. haiM ? "hRdaya svayaM svataH vimohita ho gayA hai, apratibuddha ajJAnI jIva sva52kA bheda na kaGe" AhAhA... e rAga aura svabhAva bhinna aisA dokA bhedajJAna na karake ajJAnI, AhAhAhA... jhINI vAta bahu bApu. AhAhA ! una asvabhAvabhAvoMko hI, e puNya ne pApanA rAga vikalpa rAga usameM sva ne 52kA bheda na ka2ke, e sva-52 svabhAvabhAvako hI, hai ? AhAhA... apanA svabhAva nahi aisA vibhAvoko hI apanA karatA huA, AhAhAhA... jAnanA-dekhanA bhagavAna, e Page #371 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 356 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svabhAvabhAvase rAga bhinna hai, ane rAga asvabhAvabhAvase, svabhAvabhAva bhinna hai. AhAhA ! aisA anaMta baira munipaNA liyA dravyaliMgI sAdhu huA paNa vo rAga ane AtmA dohI eka mAnakara asvabhAvabhAvoMko apanA lAbha mAnakara mithyArdaSTi huA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? bhAre kAma bhAI AvuM. pudgala dravyako yaha merA hai, e rAgAdi pudgala dravya hai kharekhara Atmadravya nahi. AhAhA ! cADhe to zubharAga ho paNa e rAga pudgala hai jaDa, caitanya nahi, koMki e rAga jAnate nahi, rAga jAnate nahi, rAga jJAna dvArA jAnanemeM AtA hai, e kA2Na vo rAga pudgala ane acetana hai. bhagavAna usase bhinna hai. AhAhA... paNa usako usakI khabara nahi. sva ne 52kI judAIkA bhAna nahi, tethI 52ko apanAbhAva mAnate hai. hai ! AhA ! yaha merA hI to hai aisA anubhava karatA hai! jaise sphaTika pASANameM aneka prakA2ke raMgokI nikaTatA varNa, aneka raMga rUpa avasthA dikhAI dete hai, sphaTikamAM dekhAya che. sphaTikakA nija zveta nirmaLabhAva dikhAI nahi detA. AhAhAhA ! sphaTika( ko ) vAsaNameM mUkayA ho usakI chAMya dikhe, Isako e apanA mAnate hai sphaTika( kI ) ajJAnI aise ene to kayAM mAne ? IsI prakAra ajJAnIko karmakI upAdhise AtmAkA zuddha svabhAva AcchAdita ho rahA hai. AhAhAhA ! e puNya ne pApanA vikalpano rAga cAhe to dayAkA rAga ho cAhe to bhaktikA rAga, AhAhAhA... paNa e rAga ne asvabhAvabhAva( ko ) apanA mAnakara, AhAhA... zuddha svabhAva AcchAdita ho rahA hai, rAgako apanA mAnanese, rAgako jAnanevAlA bhagavAna, jJAna svarUpa AcchAdita DhaMkAI gayA hai. AhAhAhA ! rAgakI prItike premameM jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna DhaMka gayA hai. Are ! have AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA ! jema sphaTikameM lAla pILA Adi vAsaNa ho usameM mukanese aisI upAdhi dikhatI hai, aMda2meM to usako nirmaLa svabhAva nahiM dikhatA. aise ajJAnI apanA caitanya jJAna svabhAva prabhu, usako rAgakI upAdhise apanA mAnakara svacchatAkA jJAna usako hotA nahIM. AhAhA ! A kyAM AmAM "karmakI upAdhise eTale rAgAdi AtmAkA zuddha svabhAva AcchAdita ho rahA hai" dikhAI nahiM detA. rAgako dekhanevAlA, AhAhA... rAgako jAnanevAlA ThaMka gayA tyAM, rAga hI rahe gayA usako... AhAhA... maiM to rAga huM, aisA ajJAnIko rAgakI upAdhise jJAna svabhAva DhaMka gayA, tirobhUta ho gayA, dRSTImeM rahA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! Isaliye pudgala dravyako apanA mAnatA hai, AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna jJAna caitanya camatkAra AnaMdakaMdaprabhu e rAgakA premameM asvabhAvabhAvakA ekatvabuddhimeM svabhAvabhAva DhaMka gayA to e svabhAvabhAva dikhate nahiM, rAga dIkhate hai ekIlA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have. A samyagdarzana honekI pahelI rIta A hai. AhAhA ! aise ajJAnIko aba samajAyA jA rahA hai dekho, A ajJAnIko samajAyA jA rahA hai saba samayasAra, apratibuddhako samajAnemeM AyA hai A. te dUrAtman ! AhAhAhA ! saMtonI karUNA hai karUNA hoM. AhAhA ! prabhu tuM rAga ne puNyanA pariNAma jo hai e pudgala hai, usako apanA mAnate hai, to hai dUrAtmanam ! he duSTa AtmA. AhAhAhA ! karUNA saMtokI are ! tuma kayA mAnate hai bhAI ! AhAhA ! terI cIja e rAgakA vikalpase mahA caitanyacamatkAra bhinna paDI hai ne ? AhAhAhA ! Isako to tuma mAnate Page #372 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 3pa7 nahi jAnate nahi ane jo terI cIjameM nahIM aisA rAgAdi pudgalako apanA mAnate hai, dUraAtman terI daSTI sUMDha hai. AhAhA ! rAgameM sukhabuddhi hotI hai, to AnaMdakaMdako nAtha tyAM DhaMka gayA. AhAhAhA ! jisameM AnaMda hai e rAganA vikalpamAM ThIka hai, sukha hai, majA hai, aise mAnanevAlako rAgako pugala hai usako apanA mAnyA, paNa rAgase AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna AnaMda meM AnaMda hai, AtmA e AnaMda svarUpa aisA he dUrAtman teM na mAnyA, AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAtuM bahu AvI. hajI to samyagdarzana ne mithyAdarzana enI vAta calatI hai munipaNuM bApu e to koI alaukika vAtuM, zuM kahIe ahIMyA to bhagavAna atIndriya jJAna ne AnaMdanI camatkArika vastu usako rAgakI upAdhimeM rAgako hI apanA mAnakara, caitanya camatkAra rAgase bhinna usako e choDa dete hai, e svabhAvabhAva hai usako mAnata nahiM ne asvabhAvabhAva hai, usako mAnate hai. AhAhAhA! dUsarI rIte kahIe to e rAga hai e pugala hai ajIva hai to ajIvabhAvameM AtmA rokAkara trikALI jJAna jIva svabhAva usako ThaMka gayA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have, olA to dayA te sukhanI velaDI dayA te sukhanI khANa anaMtA jIva mukta gayA dayA te sukhanI khANa hAMke gADAM, karate tane kAMI khabara? konI dayA? AhAhA ! paranI dayAkA bhAva e to rAga huM ane rAgako dekhanevAlA pudgalako dekhate hai. AhAhAhA! bhagavAnanI bhakti hai vo bhI rAga hai, zAstrakI bhakti hai vo bhI rAga hai, ane rAgako tuma dekhate haiM to pudgalako hI dekhate ho tuma, e ajIva hai usako tuma dekhate haiM aura asvabhAvabhAva hai vohi hamArA hai ema mAnate hai tuma. AhAhAhA ! AkarI vAta. AhAhA! (zrotA:- rAgamAM varNa gaMdha rasa sparza che emAM) rAgamAM e varNa gaMdha raMga nathI paNa acetana hai. caitanya camatkAra jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna usakA usameM kiraNa nahi rAgameM. e kAraNe rAgako acetana ane pudagala kahanemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! cAhe to paMcamahAvratanA rAga ho vikalpa, e acetana hai. caitanya prakAzanI mUrti bhagavAna e sUryanA kiraNa nahIM e caitanyarUpI sUryanA rAgameM kiraNa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM o kAraNe rAgako acetana kahekara pudgala kahyA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! A zravaNameM bhI jo rAga utpanna hotA hai, e rAga hai e pudgala hai. AhAhAhA.. kyoMki caitanya svabhAvakA jisameM abhAva hai, AhAhAhA... aisA pudgalako apanA mAnakara, ajJAnI apanA svarUpa rAga hai aisA mAnate hai. eya dUrAtman ! AhAhAhAhA ! saMtonI kaDaka bhASA nahIM karUNA hai. AhAhAhA ! are bhagavAna, e dayA-dAna vrata bhaktikA rAga e to pudgala hai. ararara! A vAta ! paMcamahAvratanA vikalpa e rAga che. AhAhAhA ! e pudgala huM, he dUrAtman ! tuM pugalako apanA kyoM mAnate ho? AhAhA ! paisA-baisAnI to kyAMya vAta rahI gaI. e to dhULa kyAMya ene potAnI mAne e to mahA mUMDha moTo, moTo mUMDha. AhAhA ! ahIM to paramAtmA trilokanAtha jinezvaradeva kahete hai e saMto ADatiyA hokara jagatako jAhera karate hai. vItarAgI digaMbara saMta hai. AhAhA! AnaMda ne AnaMdanI vItarAga dazAmAM jhUlate jhUlate saMtonI karUNAse vikalpa AyA. AhAhAhA ! Ama eka bAju bhagavAna AtmA aise kahe, ane ahIM he dUrAtman aisA kahA, boMtera gAthAmAM aisA kahAM- ke A puNya ne pApabhAva Page #373 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 358 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 prabhu e azuci hai, mela hai, nAkano guMgo hai mela. e mela hai to e acetana hai, jaDa hai, bhagavAna ! ema liyA hai zabda, bhagavat tuma to AnaMda nirmaLa jJAnasvarUpa hai ne prabhu. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? ahIMyA e rAgane pugala tarIke gaNI ane apanA AtmAnA hai aise ajJAnI mAnate hai. gaNI koNe? A ajJAnIe gaNI. AhA! e rAgako apanA mAnate hai, ane e rAga karate karate kalyANa hogA. AhAhAhAhA ! e paMcamahAvrata pALate vyavahAra ratnatraya karate, pudgala karate karate pugalase caitanya jAgRta hogA ? AhAhA ! yaha, durAtmanAm ! AhAhA! kayoMki rAgako apanA mAnate hai e terI AtmA dUrAtmA hai. AhAhAhA ! AtmaghAta karanevAle, AtmaghAta karanevAle AhAhAhAhA... e rAgakA kaNa utpanna huA vikalpa vRttiryA, dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti AhAhAhAhA.. e rAgakI vRttiko AhAhA.... apanA mAnanevAlA AtmaghAtI hai, AtmAkA ghAta karanevAlA hai prabhu tuM. AhAhAhA ! AvI to digaMbara saMto karuNAse vAta karate hai. AhA! jaMgalavAsI saMto siddhanI sAthe vAto karanArA, e jagata pAse jAhera kare che. AhAhAhA ! kuMdakuMdAcArya bhagavAna pAse gaye the saMvata 49, 2000 varSa pahele, bhagavAna to birAjate hai abhI pAMcase ghanUSakA deha hai, AhAhA ! tyAM ATha dina rahe, aura tyAM zrutakevaLI pAse bhI carcAmeM kitanA samAdhAna huA, vo ahiMyA AyA A zAstra banAyA. AhAhAhAhA!traNalokano nAtha sImaMdhara bhagavAna, sImam" apanI maryAdAmeM rahenevAlA AnaMdameM, vItarAga svabhAvameM, e sImaMdhara bhagavAna pAMcase dhanUSa deha karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya hai. zvetAmbaramAM ene corAzI lAkha pUrvanuM AyuSya kahe che. (aisA nahiM) karoDa pUrvanuM AyuSya hai. zvetAmbare badhI kalpita vAto bahu karI nAkhI. zuM karIe? kema? arere! (zrotA- ene Teko denArA maLyA) e to badhAM ajJAnIo hoya to maLe ne bhegA. AhAhA! kroDapUrvanuM prabhunuM AyuSya che. birAjamAna samozaraNamAM che. AhAhA. tyAM ATha dina rahe the. tyAMse Akara A banAyA, pIche hajAra varSa pachI amRtacaMdrAcArya huA, A usakI TIkA hai. AhAhA ! he AtmaghAtI ! AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpI prabhu evA svabhAvabhAvane nahiM mAnanevAlA ane asvabhAva rAga pugala hai usako mAnanevAlA AtmaghAtI hai! te AtmAnA zuddha svabhAvakA anAdara kiyA e te AtmAkA ghAta kiyA. yugalajI! AvI vAta che. AhAhAhA ! cAhe to rAga zAstra zravaNano ho. AhAhAhA ! zAstra kahenekA vikalpa ho, paNa e rAga pudgala hai, AhAhAhA ! prabhu emAM caitanyanA nUranA tejano pravAha na Avyo usameM. AhAhAhA ! emAM samyagdarzanajJAna cAritram zuddha caitanyanA pravAhu AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! rAga ne dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjA Adi bhAva ke hiMsA-jUThuM corI viSaya bhoga vAsanA e bhAvameM bhagavAna caitanyanA rasa aMzeya na AyA. AhAhA ! jemAM acetanapaNA pudgalapaNA prabhu teM Isako apanA mAnyA, tuM AtmaghAtI hai prabhu! AhAhAhA ! (zrotA - svabhAva ane asvabhAvanI spaSTatA sArI Ave che ) vAta sAcI, AvI vAtuM che bhAI bApu zuM thAya? AhAhA ! Page #374 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 23 thI 25 359 nirmaLAnaMda caitanya svarUpa svapa2prakAzaka svabhAvakA sAgara prabhu, aisA apane svarUpako na mAnakara usase viparIta rAgAdi je pudgala acetana jaDa hai e apanA mAnakara tyAM rUka gayA, AtmaghAtI huA. AhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna caitanyamUrti nirmaLAnaMda prabhu e 27 gayA zraddhAmeM, rAgAdi maiM huM e nyAM kiyA, kriyAkAMDa hai ne. sAmAyika ne pauSadha ne paDikakamaNA rAga hai e rAga hai, sAmAyika samakitadaiSTi vinA sAmAyika kaisA ? AhA ! AkaruM kAma bahu. e sAmAyika karuM ne vikalpa karuM ne pauSadha karuM paDikamaNA karuM e saba to vikalpa rAga hai, e pudgala hai, e pudgalako apanA mAnanevAlA, caitanya AnaMdanA nAthane ghAta karI nAkhe che. e nahiM, meM A huM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. AhAhAhA ! saMtonI karUNA to juo. ( kahate haiM ) AhA ! e dUrAtmana ! e rAganI vRtti uThI jJAnAnaMda svabhAvameM rAga hai nahi, e rAga AyA ke dayA pALo ne e karo A karo ne e vRtti upAdhi hai. AhAhAhA... e pudgala hai, acetana hai, ajIva hai, jaDa hai, mela hai, duHkha hai. AhAhAhA ! Isako tuma apanA mAnate ho aura bhagavAna AnaMdakaMda prabhu caitanyakA anAdara karate ho, to chatI cIjako teM achatI kara diyA, ane achatI cIjako teM chatI kara diyA, rAgAdi achatI cIja hai, asalameM hai nahiM aMdara. samajameM AyA ? usakA sapaNA teM (rAgakA ) kabUla kiyA, bhagavAna sat svarUpa trikALakA teM anAdara kara diyA. AhAhA! - bhAre kAma AkaruM duniyAne atyAre A maLavuM kaThaNa bahu. basa have ATha-dasa divasa thAya ATha apavAsa kare emAM coviyAA kare, ohohoho ! bhAre karyuM, mahinAnA apavAsa mahinAmahinAnA, apavAsa, hatA ke di' apavAsa mALA lAMghaNuM che tArI. e to kriyA-kAMDano kadAcit rAga maMda karyo hoya to, mAna sATu kare ne A apavAsa karIe to kAMIka zuM kahevAya e ujavaNuM kare, AhA... pAchaLa pAMca-paccIsa hajAra kharce to ApaNuM nAma 2he, tapasyAo karI hatI bahu, vahue bahu sArI, e to pApa che. paNa rAga maMda kiyA hoya kadAcit to e puNya che, pudgala che, rAga che, e dharma nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! hai dUrAtman ! AtmaghAta karanevAle. AhAhAhA ! mahAprabhu caitanya jJAtAdeSTA caitanya camatkAra aisA astitvakA teM to ghAta kara diyA prabhu, AhAhA... ane rAgako teM jIvita rAkhakara usarUpa terA jIvana ho gayA. pudgalameM terA jIvana ho gayA. "jaise 52ma avivekapUrvaka" bhASA dekho. "jaise 52ma avivekapUrvaka" khAnevAle hAthI. hAthI Adi pazu. hAthIko cUramA Ama dete hai ne ? ne sAthameM ghAsa hoya ghAsa, cUramA ne sAthe ghAsa hoya, e hAthI Adi suMdara AhArako tRNa sahita khA jAte hai. AhAhAhA ! e suMdara AhA2 sAthe cUramA hoya to sAthe ghAsa sAthe khA jAte hai paNa ghAsa ne cUramuM bhinna hai aisA khabara nahIM. AhAhAhA ! paDachA hote hai ne amAre kAThiyAvADI bhASAmeM, paDachA samaje? pahoLA paDachA hote hai ItanA ItanA pahoLA hote hai. cAra-cAra tasu zeraDInA paDachA temAM nAkhI cUramuM temAM roTalI lADu nAkhI khAya. AhAhAhA ! ' 52ma avivekapUrvaka khAnevAle hAthI Adi pazu suMdara AhA2ko tRNa sahita khA le jAte hai. AhAhAhA ! e tInakA usakA sahita cUramAko khA jAte hai. IsIprakAra A( rAga ) khAneke svabhAvako tuM choDa. AhAhA ! aisA rAga merA hai aisA anubhava choDa. AhAhA... jIva Page #375 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 360 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 adhikAra heM ne? rAga e ajIvameM pudgalameM nAkha diyA hai. AhAhAhA... ahIM to hajI vyavahAra ratnatraya kare sArA to nizcaya pAme, e pahoMcI zake, are prabhu zuM kare che tuM A? bhagavAnanA virahamAM te zuM karyuM prabhu? lokane rAjI rAkhI ne teM zuM karyuM te A? loko rAjI thAze ke, AhAhA... joyuM? vyavahArathI paNa nizcaya pamAya che. ekalA nizcayathI ja pamAya nizcaya ema nahiM, olA sAMbhaLanArA, hA! hA! kAMI khabara na maLe sAMbhaLanArane ne kahenArane. AhAhA ! (zrotAHkAMIka dAkhalo Apo ) dAkhalo kIdho ne A. ke bIjAne ema kahe ke tuM A dayA dAna vrata pariNAma kare che to terA kalyANa hogA. emAMthI tere samyagdarzana hogA. AhAhAhAhA ! pudgala khAte khAte tere AtmAkA AnaMda hogA. jhera khAte-khAte tere amRtakA oDakAra DakAra AyegA. AhAhA ! bhAI ! mAragaDA bahu alaukika che. saccidAnaMda prabhu! jisameM atIndriya AnaMda ThasoThasa bharyA hai prabhumAM, AtmAmAM bhAI tane khabara nathI. atIndriya AnaMdathI bharyA prabhu sAgara AtmA ! Isako tuM na mAnakara rAgakA svAdameM terI mIThAza A gaI. AhAhA ! e hAthI Adi avivekI ghAsa sAthe cUramA khAte hai, aisA rAga sAthe AtmAkA tuma anubhava karate hai. paNa AtmA aisA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA... AvI vAtuM che, pachI loko kahe ne ke sonagaDhanuM che. to zAstra bhagavAnanuM, sonagaDhanuM ekAMta che. nizcayAbhAsa che, (ema kahe ) kaho prabhu. AhAhAhA... bApu tAro paMtha koI judI jAtano nAtha. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! ahIMyA AcArya kahete hai IsIprakAra khAneke svabhAvako tuM choDa, choDa. AhAhAhA.. e rAga merA hai, aisA anubhava choDa, AhAhA... cAhe to dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti , pUjAnA zAstrakA rAga AyA ho, zAstrakA vaMdana karanekA bhAva rAga, ane rAgakA anubhava e pudgalakA anubhava hai, AhAhAhA.. e AtmA, e tuM choDa. AhAhA.. be vAra kahA, choDa-choDa. e rAgakA anubhava hAthI jema cUramA sAthe ghAsa khAte hai, e choDa. ema bhagavAnane (AtmAne) A rAga sAthe anubhava karate hai choDa rAga, e rAga terI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! rAga kone kahevo hajI enI khabara na maLe. e jANe ke bAyaDI-chokarA para rAga karavo ne phalANuM rAga, dayA pALavA ne paMcamahAvratano bhAva e rAga. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA - bhagavAnanA darzana karavA e?) bhagavAnanA darzana karavA e rAga (zrotA- ApanuM pravacana sAMbhaLavuM e?) zravaNa karavuM e rAga kahyuMne zravaNanuM. AhAhAhA! A pustakanuM vAMcana karavuM e vikalpa rAga. AhAhAhA. bhAI (e) hoya paNa e tuM nahIM, e terI cIja nahIM prabhu. AhAhA ! are! "anaMtakALase AthaDayo vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahIM guru saMtane-mUkayA nahiM abhimAna". kone kahevA saMta ne kone kahevA jJAnI bApu! arere ! vana vagaDAmAM ekalo raNa(mAM) jema phare roja ema atyAre ekalA thaI gayA che. bhagavAna paramAtmA ema pharamAve che ke prabhu eka vAra sUna mArI vAta kahe che. AhA... jene tuM dharma mAne che rAga dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti enA kAraNa, e rAga hai, yugala hai, acetana hai, jaDa hai, ajIva hai. usako anubhava e AtmAnA hai aisI dRSTi choDa . AhAhA! bhAre bhAI kAma AmAM. "jisane samasta saMdeha" have kyuM kahete hai kyA kahete hai bhAI ! prabhu bhagavAna AtmA to Page #376 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 361 sarvazadeve Isako kahA hai ke rAga e kAMI AtmA nahiM. AhAhAhA ! jisa bhAvase tIrthakara gautra baMdhe e bhAva rAga, e AtmA nahiM. AhAhAhA ! SoDaSa kAraNa bhAvanA bhAye tIrthakarapada pAya, nathI AvatuM? rAjI rAjI thaI jAya aMdara, e hoya samakitIne paNa chatAMya e rAga che e pudgala ne jaDa hai. AhAhA ! AhAhA! usase tIrthaMkara prakRtikA paramANu kaDakA baMdha hotA hai. AhAhA! e abaMdhabhAva nahIM, AhAhA... tuma bhagavAna AtmA caitanyabiMba caMdra zitaLa svarUpa, vItarAga mUrti, zitaLa zAMtasvarUpa, usameM azAMti evA vikalpa ne rAgako apanA anubhavate hai choDa de prabhu, sukhI honA ho aura dharma paMthame nAnA ho to choDa de. AhAhAhA! kayo choDa de? ke jisane samasta saMdeha viparyaya, anadhyavasAya viparyaya dUra kara diyA hai bhagavAna. sarvajJa paramAtmAe samasta saMdeha, viparIta ane acokkasabhAva, e dUra kara diyA hai aise vizako samasta vastuoMke upayoga prakAzita karane ke liye, AhAhAhA... sarvajJa paramezvara jinezvaradeva, kaisA hai? ke jene badhA saMdeha viparIta ne acokkasapaNA e saba dUra kara diyA hai aura jo vizvako samasta vastuoMko vizva nAma samasta vastu loka-aloka prakAzita karaneke liye eka advitIya jyoti hai. ajoDa jyoti caitanya bhagavAna sarvajJa hai. AhAhAhA! sarvajJa arihaMta paramezvara advaita jyoti ajoDa jyoti enA jevI koI jyoti hai nahiM jagatamAM. aise sarvajJa jJAnase pragaTa kiye gaye, e trilokanAtha sarvaza paramezvara, AhAhA... sArA loka ane alokane prakAza karanevAlA aisA sarvajJa bhagavAne kiye gaye, "nitya upayoga svarUpa jIvadravya" ene to prabhu AtmAne upayoga svarUpa kahA hai. jAnana dekhana upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA hai, e rAgarUpa kaise ho gayA? AhAhA! sarvajJa "sabUThu nANa diTho" sarvajJa trilokanAtha sarvajJa paramezvara jinezvara arihaMtadeve sarvajJa svabhAvameM jIvako to upayoga(svarUpa jIva) diThA hai, jAnana-dekhana upayoga e AtmA. rAga e AtmA bhagavAne kahA nahiM. AhAhA ! A te vAtevAte phera lAge zuM thAya bhAI ? AhAhA. traNalokanAM nAtha sarvajJa paramezvara ema pharamAve che e A muni kahe che bhAI sarvajJa paramezvara lokAlokanA prakAzaka usane to, AhAhAhA.. upayoga svabhAvarUpa jIvadravya kahA, jIvadravya nAma bhagavAna AtmA ane anaMta guNavALA nahIM kahA paNa "upayoga svarUpa AtmA" kahA, kayoMki anaMta-anaMta guNa hai to, anaMta-anaMta guNanA keTalA bheda ene batAvavA, A eka cIja mahAprabhu upayoga jenuM lakSaNa, AhAhA.. upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, e jIva dravya, upayoga svabhAvarUpa jIvadravya. AhAhAhA... anaMtaguNa svarUpa jIvadravya na liyA, mukhya lakSaNa batAneko jIva bhagavAna, e to upayoga svarUpa svabhAva hai ne usakA? AhAhAhA... jAnanA-dekhanA upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna huM ne! AhAhAhA... e, AhAhAhA.... jIvadravya to aisA kahA, "sabUThu nANa diTho" pATha che ne emAM gAthA che juone emAM bIjI "sabUThu nANa diho jIvo Uvaoga lakhkhaNo nicce." AhAhAhAhA... ene anaMta guNavALo che ema na kaho. AhAhA! paNa jAnana dekhana je upayoga je khAsa cIja hai je khAsa lakSaNa hai, tethI kahyA ne, "upayoga lakhkhaNo nicce" ema kahyuM, e bhagavAna to jAnana-dekhana upayoga lakSaNa svarUpa hai, e tere rAgameM kaise A gayA? AhAhAhA ! samajameM Page #377 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 362 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AyA? caitanyanA anaMta guNa svarUpa AtmA aisA na lekara, mahAprabhu "upayoga lakSaNa nicce" ema sarvajJa bhagavAne AtmAne kahA ne? AhAhAhAhAhA... ane "lakhkhaNo" lIdhuM che, "upayogo lakhkhaNo nicce savajuM nANa diho" AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmAko,(sarvajJa ) bhagavAna AtmAe, upayoga lakSaNa diThA hai. AhAhA ! emAM rAga lakSaNa ne rAgabhAva AyA kahAMse? ema kahete he jAnana-dekhana upayoga hai ne? dUsarA guNameM aisA jAnana-dekhana hai nahi, anaMtaguNameM. AhAhAhA... jJAnaprakAza ne darzana prakAza aisA je upayoga, upayogasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, bhagavAne to aisA kahA hai ane re dUrAtmana ! tuM dayA dAnakA rAgako apanA mAne ne apane samAna mAne pudgalako, A kahAMse AyA? AvI vAtuM che. jenA prakAzanA tejamAM svapara jaNAya aisA upayogasvarUpa bhagavAna (AtmA) to hai e parasvarUpa nahiM. AhAhAhA! rAgase aNaupayoga to rAga hai. rAga dayA-dAna-vrata AdikA vikalpa e terA hai e mAne e to aNaupayoga hai. AhAhAhA.. bhagavAna to jAnana-dekhana upayoga to bhagavAne dekhA kahetA hai. bhagavAne to aisA kahA hai, jene traNakALa traNalokanuM jJAna vizvaprakAzaka, vizva nAma samasta nAma prakAzaka, traNa kALa-traNaloka eka samayameM jene prakAzyA. AhAhAhA! aisI caitanya jyoti bhagavAna, usane to aisA kahA ke jIva to "nicce upayoga lakSaNa hai" emAM terA rAga AyA kahAMse? AhAhA! nyAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI tyAM beMgloramAM, dhULa Ave dhULa olI, paisA. AhAhAhA... nitya upayoga svabhAvarUpa aisA zabda paDA hai, trikALa jJAna upayoga darzana upayoga svarUpa e to hai. AhAhAhA... e rAgarUpa kabhI huA nahi, rAgarUpa kabhI hotA nahIM. AhAhA ! upayoga svarUpa jIva caitanya e ajIva rAgarUpe kaise ho, jIsameM aNaupayoga hai upayoga hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? vAta kahevI sUkSma ne samajameM AyA pAchuM kahenA. samajAya che vaLI kahe bApu A che bhAI. AhAhA ! eka sarvane vizvane prakAza karanAra bhagavAna sarvajJadeva, sarvajJAnase pragaTa kiye gaye sarvajJAnase pragaTa kiye gae nitya upayoga svabhAvarUpa jIvadravya dekho nitya upayogarUpa jIvadravya aisA na kahA nityasvabhAva hai aisA na kahA, "nitya upayoga svabhAvarUpa dravya" AhAhAhA ! jAnana-dekhana upayoga svabhAvarUpa. AhAhA... jIvadravya yaha pudgala dravya kaise ho gayA? e rAgarUpe kaise ho gayA? AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM che. yugalajI! bhagavAnano mArga A che bhAI ! AhA... duniyA pachI game te kaho ! ekAMta he, nizcayAbhAsa hai ema kahe prabhu. bhAI tane rAganA premamAM tane vastu bhinna che tenuM bhAna nathI. AhAhA ! ene ema hoya ke A AvI kriyA karIe, mahAvrata pALIe, indriya damana karIe, jAvajajIva brahmacarya pALIe to paNa kalyANa na thAya? e badhI kriyA rAganI hai sUna to sahI. e to rAganI vRttinuM utthAna hai. bhagavAna AnaMdakaMdameM ye utthAna hai hI nahIM. AhAhAhAhAhA kevI gAthA che juone. AhAhA ! e pudgala dravya kaise ho gayA? ke "jisase tuM yaha anubhava karatA hai ke pudgala dravya merA hai" rAga merA hai AhA.. kyA huA tere? AhAhAhA ! ghAsa nikAlanekI cIja hai, usako cUramAM sAthe ghAsa khAte ho, rAga pudgala hai usake sAtha AtmA merA hai aise tuma anubhava karate ho. AhAhAhA ! gajaba heM ne? kharekhara to A jIva-ajIva adhikAra huM eTale rAga jo hai, cAhe Page #378 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 363 to dayAno, vratano, bhaktino, pUjAno e saba ajIva hai e pudgala hai, e jaDa hai, acetana hai. arara AvuM sAMbhaLavAnuM. AhAhA ! sarvajJa bhagavAne to aisA kahA ke, AhAhA.. tuM kyAMthI vaLI aisA navA nIkaLyA ke A rAgakI kriyA karate karate, aNaupayoga karate-karate upayoga ho jAyegA. heM? AhAhA ! AhAhA ! kayoMki yadi kisI bhI prakArase jIvadravya pudgaladravya rUpa ho" koI paNa rIte bhagavAna AnaMda ne jJAna upayoga e rAgarUpa hoM, hai? "aura pudgaladravya jIvadravyarUpa ho" ane rAga pugaladravya e jIvadravyarUpa ho, daSTAMta Apaze. tabhI namakake pAnI. AhAhA! mIThAnuM pANI mIThA hotA hai ne pANI ho jAtA hai ne garamImeM, garamIne laIne, mIThAnuM pANI paheluM levuM che. pANInuM mIThu thAya e pachI levuM che. pANInuM mIThu thAya e pachI, pahele ahiM to levuM namakakA pAnI, mIThAkA pAnI, IsaprakAra ke anubhavakI bhAMti AhAhAhA... samajameM AyA? vizeSa AyegA pachI hoM daSTAMta, pudgala dravya jIvasvarUpa tabhI namakake pAnI IsaprakArane anubhava kI bhAMti, aisI anubhUti vAstavameM ThIka ho sakatI hai? yaha pudgaladravya merA hai kiMtu aisA to kisI prakArase nahi. AhAhA! jema namaka hai pAnI ho jAtA hai aise bhagavAna caitanya hai rAga ho jAtA hai, aisA kabhI hotA nahi. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM. 86 gAthA 23 thI 25 tA.14-9-78 gurUvAra bhAdaravA suda-13saM. 2504 uttama AkiMcanya dharma paryuSaNa parvadivasa-9 AkiMcanya, dasa lakSaNI parvameM yahAM samyagdarzanameM bhI eka rAgakA kaNa bhI merA nahIM. aisI dRSTi hotI hai, adhikAra calegA ahIMyA to munipaNAkI bAta hai samyagdaSTiko rAgakA kaNa ne rajakaNa e merA nahIM, meM to jJAyaka AnaMda svarUpa huM. aisI dRSTi usako ahIMyA samyagdaSTi kahete hai. usako dUsarA rAga hotA hai AsakitakA, paNa merA hai aise hotA nahIM. yahAM to muniko AsakitakA rAga bhI nahIM e batAte hai. AhAhA.. AkiMcanya hai ne. tiviheNa jo vivajjadi ceyaNamiyaraM ca savvahA saMgaM / loyavavahAravirado NiggaMthattaM have tassa / / 402 / / je muni loka vyavahArase to virakata hokara "ceyaNe Idharma svabhAva saMgama" cetanamAM ziSya ane saMga usakA bhI mamatva choDa de. AhAhA... A merA ziSya hai ke A merA saMga hai e bhI choDa de. "ceyaNe Idharma" pustaka- pIchI kamaMDaLa usameM bhI mamatvakA je aMza hai e choDa de. AhAhA... aura acetana meM AhAra, vastI ane deha. munino AhAra, rahenekA sthAna choDa de. usameMse bhI mamatva choDa de. cAritravaMta to hai, apanA svarUpameM AnaMdameM ramAnevAlA to hai, paNa thoDA rAgakA aMza koI ziSyase merA saMga hai, merA ziSya hai. A merA dharma upakaraNa pIMchI, kamaMDaLa, pustaka IsakI bhI vRtti mamatva svabhAvakA Azrayase AnaMdakA svAda lenese e choDa de.vizeSa AtmAkA AnaMdakA anubhava leneko e AsakitakA rAga e bI choDa de. "tiviheNa" Page #379 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 364 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 mana vacana ne kAyA, karaNa - karAvanA ne anumodana, Avo mArga che. munipaNuM kevuM hoya e jaNAve che. samAjameM AyA? muni ne vastra ke pAtra to hotA nathI - paNa ziSyane saMga hoya che, ke pachI kamaMDaLa ne pustaka hoya che. AhAhAhA... e pratye paNa mamatvakA aMza choDa de - AkiMcana e merI koI cIja hai nahIM. AhAhAhA... meM to atIndriya AnaMdameM rakhanevAlA AhAhAhA.... isako AkiMcanya dharma kahete hai dasa lakSaNI parvameM. vastra ne pAtra to muniko hotA hI nahIM. (vastra pAtravAlA) e to muni hai nahi. samajameM AyA? A vastra pAtra rakhakara muni mAnate hai e to muni hai hI nahIM, e to mithyASTi hai. AhAhAhA... paNa jeNe vastra ne pAtra choDa diyA hai paNa aMtarameM atIndriya AnaMdakA ugra cAritrakA svAda liyA hai, AhAhA... jisakI nagna dazA hai aura jisako acetana mora pIMchI kamaMDaLa pustaka Adi hotA hai e pratye bhI e mai nahIM. meM nahIM e daSTi to ho gaI hai. A to asthiratAkA rAga e mainahIM. AhAhAhA ! ekalo vItarAgI bhAva e vItarAgabhAvameM ramata karate hai, AnaMdameM jhUlate hai. usako AkiMcanya bhAva kahete hai, e navamA huA. cAlato adhikAra. daSTAMta Avyo che ne? deSTAMta-daSTAMta dekara IsI bAtako spaSTa karate hai' kyA? ke A AtmA jo jJAyaka caitanya svarUpa hai e kabhI rAgarUpa hotA nahIM ane rAga hai e caitanya svarUpa hotA nahIM. AhAhA ! A samyagdarzanakI bAta hai jaise khArApaNA jisakA lakSaNa namaka khArApaNA jisakA lakSaNa namaka e pANIrUpa hotA huA dikhAI detA hai, e namaka hai yaha pANIrUpa hotA huA dikhAI detA hai, namakakA pANI ho jAtA hai. AhAhA ! dRSTAMta to kevo juone. namaka hai mIThuM mIThA e pANI ho jAtA hai eka vAta, aura pravAhI paNa jisakA lakSaNa hai aisA pANI khArA pANI hotA hai ne lavaNakA, e pANI namakarUpa hotA hai, jo khArA pANI hai ne lavaNakA o mIThA ho jAtA hai, lavaNa ho jAtA hai. kyA kahA? samajameM AyA? ke lavaNa jo hai vo pANIpaNe khArA pANIpaNe ho jAtA hai usakA svabhAva hai aura pANI jo khArA hai e mIThApaNe ho jAtA hai, lavaNapaNe ho jAtA hai. mALe daSTAMta to juo. AhAhA! kayoM ke khArApaNA aura dravyatvakA eka sAtha rahenemeM avirodha hai. khArApaNA ane dravyatva pANI honA, e to usakA svabhAva hai, e to avirodha hai, namaka hai e pANI ho jAnA e to avirodha hai, koI virodha nahIM samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! arthAt usameM koI bAdhA nahIM AtI yaha to daSTAMta huA. IsIprakAra lavaNakI gAMgaDI hai vaha khArA pANIpaNe ho jAya, aura khArA pANI hai vo lavaNapaNe ho jAya, to usameM koI virodha nahIM. AhAhA ! have e dRSTAMtakA siddhAMta. "nitya upayoga lakSaNavALA jIvadravya" AhAhA! jaise lavaNakI DalI e pANIrUpa ho, khArA pANIrUpa ho paNa AtmA nitya upayoga lakSaNavALA jIvadravya pudgala dravya hotA huA dikhAI nahiM detA. e rAgarUpa hotA hai aisA dikhAI nahIM detA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? lavaNakI DalI, pANIpaNe khArA pANIpaNe hotI dikhatI hai, aisA bhagavAna upayogalakSaNa- jJAna darzana upayoga aisA upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna kabhI dayA-dAnakA rAga, kabhI rAgarUpa ho jAya, aisA kabhI hotA nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? dRSTAMtathI to samajAya evI che sIdhI vAta che, bhagavAna nitya upayoga jisakA lakSaNa Page #380 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 365 "sambundu nANadiTho jIvo upayoga lakhkhaNo nicce" e to jANana dekhana upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna trikALa hai. je upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna (AtmA) e kayA aNupayogarUpa rAgarUpa kabhI hotA hai? mIThAkA, lavaNakA pAnI hotA hai e to avirodha hai. paNa upayoga lakSaNa svarUpa e aNaupayoga rAgarUpa kadI hotA hai? virodha hai e to AhAhA zarIra ne vANIrUpa hotA nahIM e prazna yahAM hai nahIM. yahAM to bhagavAna caitanyadaLa, upayoga lakSaNa nitya trikALa e kabhI rAga dayA dAna dratAdikA zubha azubha rAga e rAga pudgala hai. to bhagavAna, jema lavaNa ogaLa karake pAnI hotA hai, ogaLe che ne ogaLa kahete hai ne? lavaNanuM pAnI ho jAtA hai ogaLa karake ( pigalakara) aise bhagavAna. AhAhAhA.... zuM dRSTAMta ! caitanyamUrti bhagavAna, upayogasvarUpa bhagavAna e rAga aNaupayoga huM e rUpe kadI hotA hai? AhAhAhAhA... cAhe to dayA dAna vrata bhaktikA bhAva ho. paNa e rAgarUpa bhagavAna kadI hotA hai? AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna e pigalakara kyA rAgarUpa hotA hai? AhAhA ! lavaNa to ogaLakara- pigalakara pANI ho, aise bhagavAna jJAna darzana upayoga svarUpa prabhu, AhAhA.. e kAMI pigalakarake rAgarUpa hotA hai? dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, pUjAnA vikalpa jo hai e rAgarUpa prabhu hotA hai? AhAhAhA ! to vyavahAra ratnatrayakA jo rAga hai. AhAhAhAhA !devaguruzAstrakI zraddhA, nava tattvaka bhedarUpa zraddhA, zAstrakA bAhyalakSI zabdakA jJAna aura paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma e rAga hai. to bhagavAna AtmA vItarAgI zuddha upayoga svarUpa prabhu AtmA, AhAhAhA.... kayA kabhI rAgarUpa hotA huA dikhAI dete hai? ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA... tAtvika bAta hai, adhyAtma bAta hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? khArApaNA jisakA lakSaNa hai, aisA namaka pANIrUpa hotA huA dikhAI detA hai? ke hA. aise nitya upayoga lakSaNavALA jIvadravya pugala dravyarUpa hotA huA dikhAI nahIM detA. AhAhA ! cAhe to tIrthakara gotra bAMdhe aisA bhAva, e bhAvarUpa kayA bhagavAna jJAna svarUpa upayoga hotA hai? e rAga to aNaupayoga hai, usameM jJAyaka svarUpanA upayoga ye to hai hI nahIM aMdarame. AhAhAhAhA!nitya upayoga lakSaNavAlA, aisA liyA heM ne? jIvadravya. bhagavAna to nitya upayoga lakSaNavAlA jIvadravya hai e pudgaladravyarUpa hotA huA dikhAI nahiM detA. AhAhA! e vyavahAra ratnatrayakA rAga e rUpe hotA dikhAI nahIM detA. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? caitanyanA nUranA tejanA pUra prabhu, e kayAM rAga aMdhakAra acetana aNupayoga asvabhAvabhAva e rUpe bhagavAna hotA dikhAI detA hai? nahIM. AhAhA!jisako rAga aNaupayoga apanA hai, dikhe-e deSTi mithyAtva hai. AhAhAhA... samajameM AyA? jisakI dRSTimeM bhagavAna AnaMda ne jJAna upayoga svarUpa prabhu, rAgarUpa meM huM, aisA bhAse, e pudgalarUpa huA ema bhAsyA e to mithyAdeSTi hai. AhAhAhA... e jaina nahIM. AhAhAhA! jina svarUpI, upayoga svarUpa e rAgarUpa hai e jaina nahIM. AhAhA ! upayoga svarUpa kahetAM e vastu pote jina svarUpa hI hai. bhagavAna jina svarUpI e jJAna darzana upayoga svarUpa kaho, ke vItarAgI upayoga svarUpa kaho ke vItarAgabhAva kaho, e kayA rAgarUpa hotA, vyavahAra ratnatrayarUpa hotA dIkhatA hai? (nahIM) Page #381 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 366 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhA ! jJAnIko apanA zuddha upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna rAgarUpa hotA dikhate nahIM, paNa rAga hai usakA jAnanA upayogarUpe dikhate hai. AhAhA! usakA ane apanA jAnana upayoga e rUpa dikhate hai. samajameM AyA? lokoe AkhI mULa cIja, mULa cIja ja A hai, ane mULa cIja binA badhA vrata ne tapa ne niyama, pUjA ne bhakti ne A maMdiro ne badhA thothAM hai. AhAhAhA ! e dekhanemeM nahIM AtA, hai? aura nitya aNaupayoga lakSaNavAlA, AhAhAhA... sAme liyA hai. rAga jo hai, deva-guru zAstrakI bhaktikA rAga, e rAga to jaDa hai. AhAhA! nitya aNaupayoga lakSaNa, rAgakA to nitya aNaupayoga lakSaNa, ane bhagavAnakA to nitya upayoga lakSaNa. AhAhAhA ! e AtmA, A to dhIrAnA kAma che bhAI. AhAhA. aMdara jAnana dekhana nitya upayoga lakSaNavALo prabhu, e aNaupayoga lakSaNa rAga, A vyavahAra ratnatrayakA vikalpa rAga, aNaupayoga rUpe kayA AtmA hotA hai kabhI?(nA) AhAhAhA ! ahIM to kahete hai ke rAga vyavahAra hai usase nizcaya hotA hai, are prabhu zuM kare che tuM A? pudgalase AtmA hotA hai? samajameM AyA? e rAga vyavahAra dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, deva, guru, zAstranI bhakti zAstrakA jJAna, paMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e saba aNaupayoga, jaDa rAga hai. e aNaupayoga jaDa rAgase upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmAkA pattA mila jAtA hai? AkaruM kAma bhAI. AhAhA... ahIMyA kahete hai ke bhagavAna AtmA, aNaupayoga je lakSaNavALA pudgaladravya rAga e pudgaladravya hai. AhAhA ! devaguru zAstrakI bhaktikA rAga, AhAhAhA ! gajaba kAma kare che ne? bhAI tArI cIjanI, tere khabara nathI. AhAhA ! tAro nAtha, jJAna ane darzana upayogavALo prabhu e jaDa rAga aNaupayogarUpa kayA dikhAI detA hai? ane dikhAI detA hai to tuma mithyASTi ho. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AhAhAhA ! TIkA ! zuM sArano sAra! samayasAra! e dravyakarma, bhAvakarma ane nokarma e aNaupayogI cIja hai. AhAhA!dravyakarma, bhAvakarma ane nokarma, zarIra vANI Adi deva, gurune zAstra paNa nokarma, AhAhA. e A svarUpa bhagavAna upayoga svarUpa hai, e aNaupayoga eTale A upayoga jisameM nahIM, aisA aNaupayoga je A para vastu e rUpe kabhI hotA hai? AhAhA... ahIMyA to ema kahete hai, ke trilokanAtha bhagavAnano ziSya AtmA hotA hai? AhAhAhA... paradravyakA AtmA ziSya hotA hai? (nA). AhAhAhA ! AkaruM paDe A mANasane, deva guru zAstrane paNa indriya kahA hai. A AtmA aNIndriya hai, tyAre A zarIra, A indriyAM, bhAvendriya aura devaguru zAstra ane strI kuTuMba parivAra, e saba indriya hai, eTale ke e jaDa hai, AnI apekSAe hoM enI apekSAe nahIM. jaise apanA svadravyakI apekSAse bhagavAnanA dravya bhI adravya hai. AhAhA! usakI apekSAse dravya bhagavAna pUraNa hai paNa A AtmA dravya hai e apekSAse para adravya hai. bhagavAna AtmAnA kSetra svakSetra hai to parakA kSetra te A AtmAnI apekSAe akSetra hai, svakALakI apekSAe apanA AtmA trikALa hai, to apanI apekSAe parakALakA usameM akALa hai. para akALa hai, aura merA bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda bhAva, Page #382 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 367 bhAvasvarUpa meM huM, to e bhAvakI apekSAse, saba tIrthakaronA bhAva bhI A bhAvakI apekSAe abhAva svarUpa hai- yugalajI! AvI vAtuM che. ane mArga te mArga! AhAhAhA! bhASA to sAdI che, bhAva to bhAI je che e che. AhAhA ! nitya upayoga lakSaNavALA jIvadravya bhagavAna jIvadravya to nitya jJAna darzananA lakSaNanA upayogavALA jIva hai. AhAhA ! e pudgaladravyarUpa hotA huA nahIM dikhAI detA. e rAgarUpe hotA hai aisA dikhAI nahIM detA, to rAga AtA hai ne? paNa rAgarUpe ho aisA dikhAI nahIM detA. e rAgase pRthaka apanA upayoga hai, e rUpe dikhAI detA hai, rAgakA je jJAna para prakAzakanI apekSAse ane apanA AtmA sva-prakAza e svaparaprakAzaka upayogapaNe AtmA dikhAI detA hai. AhAhA ! dharmIko vyavahAra ratnatrayakA jJAna jo yahAM hotA hai, svaparaprakAzaka e upayogarUpa dikhAI detA hai, rAgarUpa AtmA hai aisA dikhAI detA nahIM. AhAhA ! vRtti jitanI uThatI hai yaha saba aNaupayoga hai. e upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA, e aNaupayogarUpe kabhI dikhate haiM? ane dikhe tere to tuM mithyASTi hai. AhAhA ! AtmA jJAyaka AnaMda prabhu upayoga svarUpI (huM) rAga upayoga svarUpI dikhAI de tereko, to AtmA jaDa huA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e upayogasvarUpa bhagavAna bhinna na raho. AvI vAtuM have AkarI paDe mANasane zuM thAya? are bhAI kAla juone bicArA juvAna chokarA be bhAIo beya muMgA ne baherA, enI mAne kevuM thAtuM haze? eka chokaro Avo thayo tyAM bIjo pAcho evo thayo, have bicArA pALIne moTA karyA che hoMziyAra beya pAchA hoM. AhAhA ! e kyAM sAMbhaLate nahIM, bola sakate nahIM aisA bhAva hai, to e bhAvarUpa kyA ho gayA e AtmA? AtmA to nitya upayoga svarUpa hai aMdara. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? zuM TUMkI vAtamAM bhagavAna AtmA, jAnana dekhana nitya upayoga svarUpa prabhu e ajANa ane anupayoga aisA rAga ne dayA, dAna, vrata AdikA vikalpa e rUpa kabhI dikhAI detA hai prabhu? AhAhAhAhA ! caitanya to apanA zuddha upayogapaNe dikhAI detA hai, rAgapaNe dikhAI nahIM detA. AhAhAhA!hyuM ke nahIM, pATaNIjI! A aMdara hai, aMdara hoM. AhAhA ! bhagavAna pAse paDayA hai ne aMdara. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! e akSararUpe kabhI AtmA huA hI nahIM, zAstrakI racanA AtmA(ne) kabhI kiyA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! zAstra to jaDa paramANu hai, usakI racanA kyA kare AtmA, paNa o taraphakA jo rAga hai e rUpe bhI AtmA hotA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! kayoMki navatatvameM e zubha azubha rAga e puNya pApakA tattva hai. samajameM AyA? e Atmatattva nahIM. AhAhA ! kyoMki navameM jJAyaka tattva to bhinna hai. AhAhAhA ! e jANanadekhana upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna, to e rAgase to bhinna hai, aisA bhagavAna AtmA rAgarUpa kaise ho. bhinnarUpa hai yaha abhinnarUpa kaise ho? AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jhINI vAta bahu bhAI ! AhAhA! aura nitya aNaupayoga lakSaNavALA pudgaladravya, e rAga hai yaha nitya anupayoga hai. AhAhA ! e deva guru zAstrakI bhaktikA rAga, A AratI utAranA ne jaya nArAyaNa, jaya Page #383 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 368 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 nArAyaNa, samosaraNamAM bhagavAna pAse gaye jaya nArAyaNa. AhAhA! hIrAnA thALa, maNI ratananA dIvA kalpavRkSanA phUla samosaraNameM sAkSAt jaya ho. paNa o rAga hai, e kriyA to (AtmA) kara sakate nahIM, paNa rAgarUpa hotA nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! eya ! AvuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI koI di' nyAM. (zrotA:- kyAMya che nahIM) e to e kahe che ne amAre pATaNIjI kahe che ne? ke AvuM spaSTIkaraNa... (zrotAH- rAga hoya to bojo lAge) bojo lAge. kahyuMne kAle kahA thA ne (zrotAH- bojo ja lAge) upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna usameM rAgakA bojA bhAra AtA hai AyA thA ne kala. AhAhAhA! bojAkA artha e bhinna cIja hai to e apanemeM A sakatI nahIM. AhAhA ! duHkharUpa lagatI hai. AhAhA ! nitya aNaupayoga lakSaNavAlA pudgala dravya, AhAhAhA... e vyavahAra ratnatrayakA rAga e nitya aNupayoga lakSaNavALA jaDa dravya hai e to. AhAhA ! arere ! viSayameM rAga hotA hai e rAga to aNupayoga jaDa hai prabhu. AhAhAhA! samyagdaSTi jIva, zAMtinAtha, kuMthunAtha, aranAtha 96 hajAra strIo, AhAhA.... e to meM nahIM, paNa o taraphakA rAga huA yaha bhI meM nahIM. AhAhA !merA bhagavAna indriyakA viSaya ane rAgameM AyA huM nahIM ne. AhAhAhAhA ! meM jyAM huM tyAM aNupayoga rAga te hai hI nahIM ne. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A to 19 mI vAra vaMcAya che samayasAra sabhAmeM, 18 vAra ekeka vAra gaNo to ogaNIsamI vAra to vadhAre spaSTikaraNa hotA hai ke nahIM? AhAhA ! e rAgase AtmAko lAbha hotA hai aisI upadeza zailI paNa mithyAtva hai. AhAhAhA ! kayoMki rAga hai aNupayoga svarUpa jaDa, kayA upayoga svarUpI AtmA jaDa ho jAtA hai? AhAhAhA ! rAga vyavahArakA ho paNa usakI ruci choDakara bhagavAna jJAyaka svarUpakI dRSTimeM AyA, tyAM kayA rAga bhAvase upayoga bhAva pragaTa huA ? aNupayogabhAvase kayA upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna jAnanameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! to vyavahArase AtmA nizcaya prApta kara sakate hai? prabhu e kayA hai bAta. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? nitya aNaupayoga lakSaNavALA pudgaladravya, jIvadravya hotA huA dekhanemeM nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! e vyavahAra ratnatrayakA rAga nitya upayoga lakSaNavALA dikhanemeM nahIM detA, AhAhAhA. usase nitya upayoga lakSaNakA bhAna hotA hai aisA dikhanemeM nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! yugalajI! koTAmAMya garabaDa hAle che badhI, ghaNI yugalajI che toya. (zrotA- sArA hindustAnameM garabaDa hai, ajJAna hoya tyAM garabaDa ja hoya ne) bhagavAna A to be ne be cAra jevI vAta che. AhAhAhA! ahIM prabhu ema kahete hai saMto. AhAhA ! kuMdakuMdAcAryanI gAthAmAM e bhAva bharyA hai, e amRtacaMdrAcArye tarkase TIkA karake bhAva nikAlA hai. bhagavAna, rAga jo hai, cAhe to devaguruzAstrakI bhakti AdikA rAga ho, mahAvratakA rAga, e aNaupayoga rAga kayA upayogasvarUpa bhagavAna(AtmA) ho sakatA hai? AhAhAhA! usakA artha to e huA ne ke vyavahAra je aNupayoga rAga hai usase upayoga svarUpakI dRSTi hotI nahIM. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! bhagavAnanA zrImukhe jyAre e vyAkhyA nIkaLatI hoya saMtone, AhAhAhA.. TIkA paNa TIkA, AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! bharatakSetramAM A samayasAra jaisA koI zAstra nahIM, jenA eka Page #384 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 23 thI 25 369 eka padamAM kitanI gaMbhIratA. AhAhA ! kholatAM kholatAM pAra na Ave evI vAta che aMdara. upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna kayA anuupayoga svarUpa dikhAI detA hai ? A anaupayoga svarUpa rAga( meM ) kayA upayoga svarUpa AtmA dikhAI detA hai ? AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! samyagdarzana bhAna hotA hai, AhAhAhA... tyAre kayA upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna o rAga maMda huA hai, to usase upayoga svarUpakI dRSTi huI ? ane pachI AhAhA... upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA anubhavameM AyA ? aura aMta2meM jAnekA sthira honekA bhAva AyA ? AhAhA ! e dIkSita hote hai. AhAhAhA... e zarIrane ramADanArI tuM strI, maiM to merI anubhUti AnaMdakA nAtha mAro bhagavAna enI pAse jAnA cAhatA huM, choDa de. AhAhAhAhA... 2jA mAge vyavahAre, na choDe toya cAlyo jAya e to. samajameM AyA ? paNa vyavahAra aisA liyA haiM. AhAhAhA... mArI AnaMdarUpI anubhUti merI pAsa hai. AhAhA! upayogasvarUpa kaho ke AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA merI ramatomAM ramanevAlA meM, have A za2I2ne ramADanArI strI e merI nahIM, choDa de merekuM. na choDe to meM calA jAtA huM. AhAhA ! mArA bhagavAna pAse huM javA mAguM chuM. zuddha upayoga, nitya upayoga aisA maiM bhagavAna AtmA. AhAhAhA ! e upayogakI sthiratA karaneko meM jAtA huM. dekI kriyA karaneko ke mahAvrata karaneko ema nahIM, jo upayoga svarUpa hai usameM sthiratA karaneko maiM jAtA huM. AhAhA.! vanamAM akelA siMha ne vAghanI trADuM hoya tyAM A ekalo cAlyo jAya che. AhAhA ! e upayoga svarUpa AnaMdakA svAda AyA hai, ane anaupayoga svarUpa rAgakA svAda chUTa gayA hai. samajameM AyA ? AvI vyAkhyA have, be lITImAM to, AhAhAhA... nitya anupayoga ema rAgameM nitya anaupayoga hai, AhAhA... vyavahA2 ratnatrayakA rAgameM kabhI kAMI upayogakA aMza AtA hai ? nitya anupayoga lakSaNavAlA pudgaladravya, jIvadravya hotA huA dekhanemeM nahIM AtA. AhAhAhAhA ! e upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA rAgarUpa ho jAya aisA dikhanemeM nahIM AtA. vyavahA2 usakA rAgase maiM upayoga svarUpa AtmAneM A jAuM aisA dikhanemeM nahIM AtA. AhAhA ! 52 gha2meM meM rahuM to svagharameM meM A jAuM aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA ! are AvI vAta. zuM TIkA, zuM TIkA ! konI peThe? prakAza aura aMdhakAra eka sAtha dikhAI nahIM dete, kyoMki prakAza aura aMdhakA2kI bhAMti, have juo pahele kahA ke lavaNa jo khArA hai e pANIrUpa hotA hai. aura khArA pANI namakarUpa hotA hai, aise rAga hai e AtmArUpa ho jAya aura AtmA rAgarUpa ho jAya aisA kabhI banate nahIM. - have astikA dRSTAMta diyA prakAza aura aMdhakArakI bhAMti, AhAhAhA... upayoga bhagavAna e to prakAza hai, ane rAga vyavahAra e aMdhakAra hai. AhAhAhAhA... bhAre vAta bhAI. bhagavAna ema kahe amArA upara tAruM lakSa hai ye upayoga aMdhakAra hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? 52dravya ta2pha terA lakSa rahete hai e upayoga rAga hai, AhAhAhA... e aMdhakAra hai ane bhagavAna to upayoga svarUpa prakAza hai, kayA prakAza aMdhakArarUpa hotA hai ? ( zrotAH- kabhI nahIM hotA ) aMdhakAra prakAzarUpa hotA hai ? AhAhA ! A to pakaDAya evuM che. A kAMI, AhAhA... Page #385 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 370 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 prakAza aura aMdhakArakI peThe. upayoga anupayogakA, upayoga e prakAza hai ane aNupayoga rAga e aMdhakAra hai, ekI sAthe rahenemeM virodha hai. ekI sAthe rahenemeM virodhanA artha huM prakAza ane aMdhakAra beya eka cIja hai, aise rahenemeM virodha hai. dUsarI vAta zuddha upayogakA bhAnameM rAga AyA, paNa rAga sAthameM hai ye bhinna tarIke huM, e prakAza tarIke sAthameM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? prakAza ane aMdhakAra eka sAthe nahIM raha sakate, usakA artha ? ke caitanya upayoga prakAza ane rAga upayoga aMdhakAra do eka nahIM ho jAtA. samajameM AyA? eka sAtha rahenekA artha? ke rAgarUpe AtmA ho jAya ane zuddharUpe paNa,( rahe) aisA nahIM hotA. apanA zuddha upayoga svarUpa bhagavAna AtmA aisA bhAna huvA to kamajorIse rAga vyavahAra AtA hai. paNa vo aNaupayoga bhinna rahete haiM. upayogameM eka sAtha A jAtA hai. sAthakA artha? upayoga ne aNaupayoga eka ho jAtA hai aisA nahIM. paNa jJAna upayoga huA tyAM aNaupayoga rAgAdi bAkI AtA hai. ho ! paNa e aMdhakAra ane prakAzanI peThe bhinna cIja hai. AhAhAhA ! are ekavAra madhyasthathI sAMbhaLe ne to khabara paDe, e virodha kare che zuM kare che prabhu. ekadama nizcayAbhAsa, khoTuM, jUThA, bhagavAnane paNa jUThuM karAve che ne evuM lakhe che lyo! are prabhu zuM kare che tuM A? AhAhA ! ene ema ke A vyavahArathI kAMIka lAbha thAya ema mAne to to anekAMta kahevAya. AhAhA ! paNa ahIMyA to aMdhakAra ane prakAza beya bhinna cIja gaNavAmAM AvI che. vyavahAra aMdhakArase prakAza caitanya prakAza jAnatA ? AhAhAhA ! lavaNano dAkhalo, to lavaNa to pANIpaNe hotA hai aise prakAza aMdhakArarUpa hotA hai? khArApANI mIThArUpa hotA hai aise aMdhakAra prakAzarUpa hotA hai? AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? prakAza aura aMdhakAranI peThe upayoga ne anupayogakA eka hI sAthe rahenemeM virodha hai. eka hI sAthakA artha? upayogakA bhAna huM tyAM A rAga aMdhakAra ho paNa beya eka hai aise eka sAthe nahIM rahetuM. AhAhA... upayoga bhI huM ane aMdhakAra bhI upayogameM hai, aisA nahIM. rAga aMdhakAra vyavahAra AtA hai paNa vahu bhinna hokara rahete haiM ekarUpa nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! zuM zailI ! jJAnIko vyavahAra aMdhakAra AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! jabalaga vItarAga na ho tabalaga devaguru zAstrakA vikalpa AtA hai paNa hai aMdhakAra, AhAhAhAhA... chate e prakAzanI pAse ye rahe sakate hai, magara prakAzarUpa hokara rahe sakate nahIM. samajameM AyA? ( zrotA:- AkaruM kyAM che?) AkaruM nathI. paNa lokone kyAM bese che, moTA paMDito virodha kare che ne. AhAhA... zuM kare, varNajIno dAkhalo badhA Ape che. juo varNAjIe kahyuM che ke sonagaDhanuM sAhitya DubAnevAlA hai. evuM lakhe che. eNe kahyuM'tuM kAraNa ke nimittase bhI kabhI hotA hai aise mAnate the, kramabaddha nahIM. to ye virUddha karate the vAta sAcI. abI to usane kabula kiyA hai, kailAsacaMdajI. e vakhate kamabaddha nahIM mAnate the. have kabUla kiyA hai kramabaddha hai, aura nimitta mAnate hai sonagaDhavAlA, paNa nimittase hotA hai ema nahIM mAnate eTaluM kahe che. evA be bola AvyA che. e be carcA moTI thaI hatI, terakI sAla varNAjIkI sAthe moTI carcA. AhAhAhA... prabhu A mAraga Ama che bhAI. (zrotA- dhIre dhIre Page #386 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 371 kabUla kare) dhIre dhIre kabUla kare. bAta to aisI hai. amArA yugalajI TADhA mANasa hai ne eTale dhIre dhIre. AhAhAhA... mArga ja A che ne prabhu. ane te paNa be ne be cAra jaisI bAta hai vyavahAra hotA hai IsakI kisane nA pADI, paNa e vyavahAra aMdhakAra hai. AhAhA ! e prakAza ne aMdhakAra eka sAthe rahete nAma ekarUpa ho jAte hai, aise nahIM. e to bhAI prajJAchINI AvyuM che ne? prajJAchINI, rAga ane svabhAvakA bhAna eka sAtha rahe sakate hai. (zrotA- saMdhi che) chatAM saMdhi che e vaLI judI rAkhI che A to eka sAthe rahetA hai e prazna che. kaLazaTIkAmAM lIdhuM che vyavahArakA rAga ane bhagavAnakI pariNati zuddha caitanya eka sAthe rahe sakate hai. eka sAthe eTale eka samayameM rahe sakate hai, magara eka hokara nahIM rahe sakate, bhinna hokara rahe sakate, usameM koI virodha nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! kaho, samajAya che ke nahIM kAMI? ene olA nAtamAM bhaLavA sATu, ekatAlIsa hajAra bharyA pAchA, sonagaDhIyA thaI gayA cho te kADhI mUko, kADhI mUko, pachI nAtamAM bhaLavA ekatAlIsa hajAra bharyA pachI have koI bole nahIM ema. are bhagavAna A mArga tArA caitanyanI jAtano prabhu A mArga hai. bhAI A koI pakSa ne vADo nathI. AhAhA ! tuM maisA aMdara zuddha upayoga, nitya upayoga svarUpa prabhu, AhAhAhA... e rAga aNaupayogase kaise prApta ho? aMdhakArase prakAza kaise prApta ho? AhAhA! ane prakAzameM aMdhakAra ekameka kahAMse ho? ema zuddhaupayogameM, upayoga svarUpa lakSaNakA bhAna huA, pIche rAga to AtA huM vyavahAra, paNa ekarUpe kaise ho ? bhinnarUpe eka sAthe rahe sakate hai, ekarUpa hokara sAtha nahIM rahe sakate. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A navamo divasa che Aja, heM? aphara di' che, navano AMka. AhAhA ! jJAneya aphara che bhAI, A vastu evI che. kaho, jhAMjharIjI! e badhA agresara che tyAM. AhAhA ! aMtarIkSa, olA tophAna kare Ama, zuM kare bApu, bhAI ! AhAhA ! A digaMbara dharma to anAdi sanAtana hai, e koI naI cIja nahIM. samajameM AyA? zvetAMbara to be hajAra varSa pahele nayA nikalA, usameM A cIja hai nahIM aisI. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA... sUrajanI peThe prakAza upayoga svarUpa prakAza AtmA ane aMdhArA samAna rAga eka sAtha kayuM rahe ? ekarUpa ekasAtha kayuM rahe? ekarUpa hokara ekasAthe karyuM hatuM? bhinnarUpa hokara eka samayameM eka sAthe rahe sakate hai. AhAhA ! e jaDa aura caitanya kabhI bhI eka nahIM ho sakate. rAga jaDa ane bhagavAna caitanyaprabhu e kabhI eka nahIM ho sakate. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? Isaliye tuM sarva prakArase prasanna ho, AhAhAhA... e prasanna ho prasanna prabhu! terI cIja rAgarUpa kabhI huI nahIM, rAga teremeM kabhI AyA nahIM. AhAhA ! prasanna thaI jA ekavAra. AhAhA ! arthAt rAgase bhinna hokara AnaMdakA anubhava kara. AhAhAhA ! e prasanna, AhAhA.. e prasannakumArajI A prasanna AyA dekho. AhAhAhA! terA svarUpa prabhu rAgase bhinna hai, e rAgarUpa huA nahIM. aura tuma rAgarUpa huA nahIM. basa. AhAhAhA ! bhedajJAna karake prasanna ho jA. AhAhA! apane cittako ujjavala karake sAvadhAna ho. svadravyako hI yaha merA hai Isa prakAra anubhava kara maiM to zuddha svarUpI bhagavAna huM aisA anubhava kara. AhAhA ! vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva. ) Page #387 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 372 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 87 gAthA 23 thI 25 tathA 26 tathA zloka - 23-24 tA. 15-9-78 zukravAra, bhAdaravA suda-caudaza saM. 2504 uttama brahmacarya dina dasa lakSaNI parva, dasamA divasa hai brahmacarya, dasamA cAritrakA bheda hai ye pahele to brahma nAma AtmA rAgase bhinna usakI dRSTi anubhava honA. usakA nAma prathama samyagdarzana hai. brahma nAma atIndriya AnaMda prabhu usakA anubhava rAgase bhinna hokara honA e to prathama samyagdarzana bhUmikA hai. e uparAMta svarUpameM AnaMdame vizeSa ramata ramate cAritra dazA pragaTa huI usameM dasamA bola uttama brahmacarya hai. to vo bhI, brahma nAma bhagavAna AtmA emAM caryA ramanA, lIna honA usakA nAma brahmacarya dasa lakSaNIparvameM chellA kahenemeM AtA hai. jo pariharedi saMgaM mahilANaM Neva passade rUvaM / kAmakahAdiNiyatto NavahA baMbhaM have tss|| 403 / / jo muni strIonI saMgati nahiM karatA, AhAhA. apanA svarUpanA saMgameM strIkA saMga nahIM karatA, aura "neva passaI rUNasa" usako rUpa nahIM dekhate kema ke viSayomAM mukhya cIja to strI hai, to usakA saMga choDanA ne usakA rUpa nahIM dekhanA. AhAhA... aura "kAma kahAdi niyato" kAmakI kathA, viSayakI kathA, smaraNa Adi aura viSaya huA vo pahele, usakA smaraNa Adi choDanA. AhAhA ! AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAnanA smaraNa kare ke kAmabhogakI kathAkA smaraNa kare. AhAhA ! jisako jaisA prema hai usakA smaraNa kare. AhAhA! dharmIko to apanA brahmacarya AtmA pratye prema ane pariNamana hai. AhAhA! to usakA saMgameM rahe parakA saMga choDa de. aisA nava prakAra mana, vacana, kAyA, kRta, kArita, anumodanase kartA hai AhAhAhA! manase brahmacarya pALatA hai vANIse kahetA hai aura kAyAse usase dUra rahetA hai. karaNa, karAvavuM ane anumodana e arthameM liyA hai. brahma nAma AtmA usameM lIna honA e brahmacarya hai para dravyameM AtmA lIna ho usameM strImeM lIna honA mukhya hai. paradravyameM lIna honemeM usameM strImeM lIna honA mukhya hai. AhAhA... to usakA to saMga honA nahIM. nava vADe brahmacarya hotA hai. samajameM AyA? brahmacArIkA munikI bAta hai ne, to strIkA saMgameM, strIko zIkhAnA usakI pAsa besanA e bAta hotI nahIM hai. samajameM AyA? e paNa eka prema ne rAga huM e choDa dete hai. AhAhA. apanA AnaMdakA nAtha bhagavAna, brahmAnaMda prabhu amRtakA sAgara, usameM saMgameM jAne.. AhAhA... e asaMgakA saMga karane, A parakA saMgameM kayA hai tere ? AhAhA... AvI vAta che. enA pachI vizeSa bheda lIdhA che. saMgati karanA, rUpa nirakhanA, kathA karanA e saba choDanA. yahAM AyA hai, dekho gAthA calatI hai ne 25 kayA kahete hai, A jIva adhikAra che, to bhagavAna AtmA upayoga svarUpa caitanya jIva aura rAgAdi pudgalAdi saba aNupayoga jaDa, to doko bhinna karake, AhA... do eka nahIM huA kabhI. "jaDa aura caitanya kabhI bhI eka nahIM ho sakate" AkhirakI do lITI hai, bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa AtmA ane rAgAdi acetana aNupayoga, Page #388 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 23 thI 25 373 e upayoga ane aNupayoga kabhI eka ho sakate nahIM. AhAhA! Isaliye tuM sarva prakArase prasanna ho. AhAhAhA... kayA kahete hai? bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda jJAnasvarUpa prabhu ane rAga do eka hote nahIM kabhI. AhAhA ! to prasanna ho have. AhAhA! rAgase bhinna hokara apanA anubhava kara have. kyoMki do eka hai nahIM, do eka hotA nahIM. AhAhA ! prasanna thA, prabhu kahe che, AhAhAhA... e prasannajI! AhAhAhA... prabhu terI cIja aMdara rAganA vikalpase bhinna paDI hai ne? e kabhI ekatva huI nahIM ne? AhAhAhA! ekatva huI nahIM to bhinakA anubhava karanemeM prasanna thA. AhAhAhA! AvI vAta che. samajameM AyA? AnaMda svarUpa prabhu, e rAga svarUpa duHkha, aNa upayoga, e AnaMda ane aNaupayoga kabhI eka huA hI nahIM. AhAhA. cAhe to A dayA dAnano rAga ho ke A saMsAranA kamAnA aisA badhA pApa rAga ho. AhAhAhA ! e saba aNaupayoga jaDa hai, bhagavAna terI cIja(AtmA) usameM eka huI nahIM kabhI. eka huI nahIM to prasanna thA ne. AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM che. Isaliye tuM sarva prakArase prasanna thA. AhAhA ! bhinna hai yaha kabhI eka huI nahIM. AhAhA... to rAgase bhinna terI cIja paDI hai, eka huI hI nahIM to IsakI upara dRSTi karake AnaMdakA anubhava kara. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bahu. AhAhA ! eka huI ho to tere judI pADanemeM muzkela paDe. paNa eka huI nahIMne kahete (hai). AhAhAhA ! cAhe to e zubha azubha rAga ho, zarIra vANI karma to bhinna hI hai, paNa zubha azubha rAga hai yaha bhagavAna vItarAga svarUpa upayoga svarUpa e aNaupayoga rAgameM ekatva kabhI huA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e aneka te anekarUpe rahA hai, aneka rAga ane AtmA eka e ekarUpa kabhI huA hI nahIM. AhAhA ! prasanna thA. gurunA AzIrvAda juo. tuM khuzIne jAhera kara, ema kahete hai khuzImeM jAhera kara, ohoho! meM rAgase to bhinna rahA huM, aisA bhinnakA anubhava kara, prasanna thA, prasanna thA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. sarva prakArase prasanna ho, koI rIte paNa kheda na kara. terI cIja bhinna paDI hai prabhu. AhAhAhA! paDI hai bhinna usakA anubhava karanA to prasanna ho jAne. AhAhAhA ! e rAgase bhinna prabhu aMdara aNadri, aNIdriya paNa anaMta AnaMda svarUpa prabhu, indriyAM usameM hai nahIM. AhAhA ! e cIja jyAre rAgase vikalpase cAhe to anaMtakALa huA paNa e rAganA vikalpa ne nirvikalpa prabhu, (AtmA) eka huA nahi hai, to prasanna thA ne prabhu. AhAhAhA ! terI judI cIja hai tyAM najara karane, Are AvI vAtuM che. samajameM AyA? "apane cittako ujajavaLa karake sAvadhAna ho" AhAhA! nirmaLa citta, nirmaLa paryAya pragaTa karake, AhA ! sAvadhAna, svarUpa tarapha ho jA. rAga ne puNya tarapha anAdise eka nahIM thA chatAM e taraphI ekatAbuddhi mAnI'tI teM. AhAhAhA.. AvI cIja AkarI bahu. dhaMdhA AdinI kriyA ane udyogane e to badhI jaDanI kriyA. AhAhAhA ! usase to prabhu bhinna hai hI. paNa apanemeM kamajorIse rAga ne vaiSanA pariNAma duHkharUpa hotA hai, e prabhu AnaMda svarUpa duHkharUpa kabhI huA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! huA nahIM to pIche AnaMda karane, prasanna karane svarUpameM sAvadhAna ho jAne. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM AkarI paDe mANasane ema ke samakitanI utpattinA Page #389 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 374 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kA2No to badhA AvA hoya ne AvA hoya, paNa A kA2Na hai bhakti karavI ne pUjA karavI ne badhuM karavuM enAthI samakitanI utpatti thAya AvA badhA zikSaNa Ape. AhAhA ! maMdira banAvavA ne maMdi2kA darzana ka2vA ne e badhA samyakA kAraNa hai, aisA zIkhave, are prabhu zuM kare che vAta bhAI maMdira to ThIka, maMdira taraphakA bhAva hai rAga e bI ThIka, e bhI bhinna, paNa aMda2meM vikalpa UThe ke maiM AtmA aura anaMta guNarUpa, AhAhAhA... aise vikalpa UThe usase bhI to prabhu tuma ekatva to kabhI huA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! rAga, rAgarUpe rahA, bhagavAna zuddharUpe rA yahAM to. AhAhA ! sAvadhAna thA ! AhAhA ! gajaba bAta hai! saMtonI digaMbara saMtonI vANI to juo. AhAhA ! samaya varte sAvadhAna ! nathI kahetA ? lagna Ave tyAre, lagnano prasaMga hoya kanyAno prasaMga, sADA ATha baja gayA, TAIma ho gayA lAo, samaya varte sAvadhAna, kanyAne lAvo. ahIM samaya varte sAvadhAna ! te2A samaya samayasAra AtmA rAgase bhinna hai, sAvadhAna ho jA. AhAhA... AvuM kaThaNa paDe lokone. vyavahAra sAdhanathI thatuM hoya ne ? vyavahAra sAdhana e hai hI nahIM. AhAhA... samajameM AyA ? Isa prakA2 anubhava kara, aura svadravyako hI yaha merA hai, maiM to AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa svadravya hI merA hai. rAga Adi e badhA paradravya hai aura svadravya ne 52dravya eka kabhI huA nahIM. sAvadhAna hokara yaha svadravya merA hai aisA anubhava kara. AhAhA ! e be lITImAM to AvI vAta che. upAdAna-nimittanA jhaghaDA nimitta hoya to thAya, nizcaya vyavahAranA jhaghaDA, vyavahA2thI nizcaya thAya, arere prabhu zuM kare che tuM ? nimitta e 52dravya, upAdAna svadravyanI paryAya hotI hai tyAre nimitta ho, paNa padvavyase usameM hotA hai kAMI aisA nahIM, ema vyavahA2 ho, rAgarUpa vyavahAra ho pRthaka, paNa usase bhagavAna AtmA bhinna hai, rAgase to AtmAko kAMI lAbha hotA hai, aisA hai nahIM. rAgase to nukasAna hotA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? puruSArtha siddhi upAyameM to tyAM laga kahA. ke tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhe je bhAve aura AhA2ka zarIra je bhAve bAMdhe e bhAva aparAdha hai. AhAhAhAhA ! e AtmA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e AtmA prabhu aMdara zuddha caitanyaghana hai ne, AhA ! usameM sAvadhAna ho jA. ane e svadravya me2A hai aisA anubhava kara. rAgako choDa de. AhA... AvI vAta che. ( zrotAH- samakita prAptino upAya che ) hA. A upAya A. bAkI I badhuM bIju karavAnuM kahe che. samakita utpattinA kAraNa, vyavahA2 nAkhaze. paMcama ArAnA cheDA sudhI sAdhu-bApu sAdhu paNa kayA sAdhu bApu gamya kSetrameM to dikhate nahIM. mokSamArga prakAzakameM likhate hai. are prabhu zenI takarAra kare che bhAI ! hajI to samyagdarzanakA ThekANAM nahIM. AhAhA ! sAdhupaNA bApu, prabhu terA hitanI vAta hai nAtha ahitanA paMthe tuM hita mAna legA, duHkha hogA bhAI. AhAhA ! ene apamAna lAge ke ame AvuM karIe ne munipaNuM nahi? bApu tane duHkha zenuM ? e rAganI kriyA e duHkharUpa hai enAthI AtmAno AnaMda prApta thAya ema bane nahIM tIna kALameM. AhAhAhA... Isa prakAra yaha dravya merA hai, rAgeya nahIM, dayA dAna vrata vikalpa e meM nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! e strI kuTuMba parivAra to koI merA hai nahIM. hai ! e to 52cIja hai enA kAraNe AI hai ne TakI rahI hai paNa meremeM merA aparAdhase Page #390 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 23 375 jo vikalpa hotA hai, yaha bhI merI cIja nahIM. AhAhA! bhAvArtha yaha ajJAnI jIva pudgala dravyako apanA mAnate hai. e rAgAdi puNya Adi bhAva e pudagaladravya huM kharekhara. AhAhA ! use upadeza dekara sAvadhAna kiyA hai, jaDa-cetana dravya dono sarvathA bhinna bhinna hai, rAga ne zarIra ne prabhu AtmA tanna bhinna hai. AhAhA! AhAhAhA... dhIrAnA kAma che bhAI. cetana dravya sarvathA bhinna hai. kabhI bhI kisI bhI prakAra koI kALe ne koI prakAre ekarUpa nahIM hote. AhAhA ! rAgano vikalpa ane prabhu AtmA, koI kALe, koI prakAre eka nahIM hotA. nizcayase nahIM paNa vyavahArase to hai ke nahIM? eya nahIM ema kahe che. AhAhA ! aisA sarvajJa bhagavAne dekhA hai, "sambundu nANa diTho" bhagavAne to upayogarUpI AtmA sarvaze ene dekhA hai e aNaupayoga rAga (rUpa) kaise ho jAya? bhagavAne to terA AtmAko rAgase bhinna dekhA hai. AhAhA! bhagavAne dekhA hai aisA tuM dekha. AhAhA ! meM jJAna darzana upayoga rAgase bhinna huM upayoga merI cIja hai. AhAhAhA! aisA bhagavAne dekhA hai Isaliye he ajJAnI tuM paradravyako ekarUpa mAnanA choDa de. AhAhA... e vyavahArano rAga usase mere lAbha hogA (e bAta) choDa de. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? paradravyano ekarUpa mAnanA choDa de, vyarthakI mAnyatAse basa kara. AhAhA.. jUhI mAnyatAthI alam AhAhA ! zloka kaheze have. ( zloka - 23 ) (mAlinI) ayi kathamapi mRtvA tattvakautUhalI san anubhava bhava mUrte: pArzvavartI muhuurtm| pRthagatha vilasantaM svaM samAlokya yena tyajasi jhagiti mUrtyA saakmektvmohm||23|| have A ja arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che zlokArtha-[ ] "yi' e komaLa saMbodhananA arthavALuM avyaya che. AcArya komaLa saMbodhanathI kahe che ke he bhAI ! tuM[ thama gav] koI paNa rIte mahA kaSTa athavA [mRtvA]marIne paNa [ tattvakaudUdanI sana]tattvono kautuhalI thaI [ mUrve muhUrtama pArthavartI mava] A zarIrAdi mUrti dravyano eka muhUrta (be ghaDI) pADozI thaI [anubhava] AtmAno anubhava kara[patha yena]ke jethI [avisanta] potAnA AtmAne vilAsarUpa,[pRtha] sarva paradravyothI judo[samAnoya ]dekhI [mUlya sAm]A zarIrAdika mUrtika pudgaladravya sAthe [ tvamodama] ekapaNAnA mohane [ jiti tyasi]tuM turata ja choDaze. bhAvArtha- jo A AtmA be ghaDI pudgaladravyathI bhinna potAnA zuddha svarUpano anubhava kare (temAM lIna thAya), pariSaha Abe paNa Dage nahi, to ghAtakarmano nAza Page #391 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 376 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 karI, kevaLajJAna utpanna karI, mokSane prApta thAya. AtmAnubhavanuM evuM mAhAbhya che to mithyAtvano nAza karI samyagdarzananI prApti thavI to sugama che; mATe zrI guruoe e ja upadeza pradhAnatAthI karyo che. 23. ayi kathamapi mRtvA tattvakautUhalI san anubhava bhava mUrteH pArzvavartI muhuurtm| pRthagatha vilasantaM svaM samAlokya yena tyajasi jhagiti mUrtyA saakmektvmohm|| 23 / / ayi e komaLa saMbodhanane sUcaka avyaya che ayam he bhagavAna, he AtmA ema he bhavya jIva TIkAmAM to ema lIdhuM che ke he mitra, ayino artha adhyAtmamAM he, mitra. AhAhA ! he bhagavAna AtmA! he mitra! ema karIne kahyuM che. AhAhAhA ! AcAryadeva komaLa saMbodhanameM kahete hai, he bhAI ! kathamapi kisI prakAra, mahAkase game teTalI pratikULatA hoya to paNa ene choDakara svabhAvanA anubhava kara. AhAhAhA! mahA puruSArthase, mara kara bhI ! AhAhAhA ! mAyAne mArI nAkhIne, AhAhA! rAga ne udayabhAva e mAyA hai. e mAyA hai e AtmAkI cIja nahIM, kAyama TIkatI nahIM e to asthira hai. AhAhAhA! usako mArakara bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpase jIvana kara, AhAhAhA... AvuM kAma che, tattvonA kautuhulI hokara, AhAhA... tattvokI vismayatAko jAnakara, AhAhAhA... rAganI pAse aMdara prabhu, caitanya ciMtAmaNI ratana bhagavAna paDA hai, AhAhAhA. kAmadhenu, ciMtAmaNI kalpavRkSa, sUra tarU, devanAM vRkSa ema bhagavAna AtmA sUratarU, deva svarUpa vRkSa hai. AhAhAhA ! aisA bhagavAnako kautuhalI hokara, kutUhala to kara kahe che bahAramAM tane kutUhalatA lAge che, zarIra jarI suMdara dekhAya ane paisA jarI maLe ne strI jarI rUpALI hoya tyAM ene kutUhala lAge ke, AhAhA ! A zuM che? prabhu e to hADakAMnI phAsaksa che. masANamAM hADakAM hoya che ne. ne emAM camaka thAya ne agni phospharasa chokarA ema kahe ke tyAM vyaMtara hai vyaMtara, tyAM nahIM jAnA. vyaMtara kyAM hoya? hADakAM Ama paDyA hoya emAM phospharasa hoya che, ema A jagatanI phospharasa bahAranI che. masANanA hADakAMnI phospharasa ema A zarIra vANI paisA makAna bahAra, AhAhA... prabhu kahe che enI kutUhalatA prabhu ekavAra choDa ane aMdaranI kutUhalatA kara. AhAhA ! A kone paDI hai A rAgane paDade kyA cIja huM A? AhAhA ! eTalA eTalA prabhu vakhANa karate hai, traNalokanA nAtha AtmAnA vakhANa kare, tuM devAdhideva, tuM siddharUpa, parama amRtakA piMDa. AhAhAhA.. anaMta guNakA dhAma, zaktikA saMgraha, AhAhA.. kayA huM A te. aise ekavAra kutUhala to kara. eTale? aMtara avalokana karane mATe prayatna to kara ema kahe che. samajameM AyA? kutUhalano artha e karyo. AhAhAhA terA jJAnakI paryAya parako dekhatI hai to e paryAyako eka vAra kutUhula to kara ke A AtmA kayA hai aisA avalokana to kara. AhAhAhAhA... apanI jJAnaparyAyameM svarUpakA avalokana kutUhala to kara ke A kayA hai? avalokana to kara ekavAra. AhAhAhA... AvI vAtuM che. "bhavamUrta muhUrtam pArthavartI bhave" e zarIrAdi mUrti dravyanA eka muhUrta, do ghaDI pADozI ho jA, jema pADozI hai to usakA makAna dUsarA, terA makAna dUsarA. AhAhA! ekavAra do ghaDI Page #392 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 23 399 mUrta rAgAdi padArthase, AhAhAhA... pADozI kI cIja dekhakara aise mAne ke A merI cIja hai? AhAhA... e pADozI hokara anubhava kara. AhAhA ! rAgakA, puNyakA, zarIrakA pADozI hokara, bhagavAna usase bhinna hai aisA aMtara anubhava kara. AhAhA.. ke "jisameM sva vilasanta" apane AtmAne vilAsarUpa AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmAkA sva vilAsa, AhAhA.. bAga paDayA hai. aMdara baDA, tyAM jA aura usakI sugaMdha le. o tarapha jAkara AtmAkA vilAsakara, AhAhAhA.. apane AtmAne vilAsarUpa pRthaka, sarva paradravyase bhinna. AhAhAhA ! samAlokaya-dekhakara "muhUrtam mUtya sAkam" eka zarIrAdi mUrtika pudgaladravyoMke sAtha AhAhA.. rAgAdi mUrtika pudgaladravyatA sAthe ekatvamoham ekatvake mohako jhagiti tyajasi. prabhu tuM tatkAla choDa degA. AhAhAhA ! bhAre vAta. A rIta hai bhAIAhA! yaha pahelI to sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM ene samajavA na maLe. are AhA... dIna hokara mRtyu karIne cAlyA jAya, AhAhA. coryAsInA avatAramAM kyAM ekavAra prabhu Ama karane, ke AhAhA ! bhAI terI cIja rAgase bhinna paDI hai ne prabhu? bhinna hai usakA sAvadhAna hokara anubhava kara. AhAhA ! jhagati tyajasi rAgakI ekatAnA moha tatkAla chUTa jAyegA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? te kSaNe ja chUTa jAyegA, AhAhAhA... bhagavAna jJAyaka svarUpa prabhu usakA rAgase bhinna anubhava kare to terI rAgakI ekatArUpI moha jhagiti, te kSaNe chUTa jAyegA. AhAhA! aura vastukA svarUpa grahaNa ho jAyegA. AvI vAtuM che. AhAhA! ekatva moham jhagiti tyajasi" bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, upayoga svarUpa, rAgAdi aNa upayogase bhinna paDA hai ane e do eka huA huM nahIM kabhI to usakI dRSTi kara o tarapha sAvadhAna ho. usakA avalokana karanekI kutUhalatA to kara. AhAhA ! to e kSaNe ekatvamoham rAgakA ekatvarUpI mithyAtvabhAva jinabiMbakA darzanase( taja degA) aisA hotA hai lyo, pATha aisA huM pATha huM e jinabiMba A, kevaLInI stuti kahAne? A kevaLInI stuti kare, sAcI stuti, kevaLInI stuti eTale A AtmAnI stuti, anaMta AnaMdakaMda prabhu AtmA, enA guNagrAmano satkAra svabhAvano thAya, trikALa svabhAvano satkAra, svIkAra thAya e kevaLInI stuti. AhAhAhA ! e Ave che, dhavalamAM jinabiMbanA darzanathI niddha ane nikAcI karmano nAza thAya che. evo pATha Ave bhAI paNa kone jinabiMbanA darzana to anaMtavAra karyA. AhAhAhA ! ane svargamAM to jinabiMba asaMkhya birAje che. svargamAM bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSI ane vaimAnika (meM) asaMkhya pratimAo jina pratimAo zAzvata che, tyAM anaMtavAra upajayo che. AhAhAhA ! ane upajatAM( veMta ) prathama ja e jinabiMbanA darzana karavA jAya che evo zAstramAM lekha che paNa e to zubhabhAva che. e jinabiMba nahIM, A jinabiMba prabhu, vItarAga svabhAvathI ThasoThasa bharela jinabiMba che A. usakA anubhava kara, usakA avalokana kara, usakA darzana kara, usakI pratIti kara, usakA jJAna karake vizvAsa kara. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM AkarI. "zIghra hI choDa degA" jhagitino artha zIdhra karyo ane tyajasino artha choDa degA karyo. AhAhA ! bhAvArtha:- yadi A AtmA do ghaDI pudgala dravyase bhinna apane zuddha svarUpakA anubhava Page #393 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 378 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kare, A samyagdarzana pAnekI kaLA, A vAta hai bhAI. AhAhA ! zAstramAM Ave deva darzana-devanI Rddhi moTI hoya tene dekhavuM-enAthI samakita pAme e to nimittanA kathana che. AhAhA ! evuM to anaMtavAra thayuM chatAM thayuM kare tyAre ene nimitta tarIke kahevAya. AhAhAhA! naMdIzvara dvIpa bhagavAna bAvana jinAlaya 108-108 pratimA che ratananI zAzvata, devo mahotsava karavA tyAM kAyama jAya che. kArataka suda 8 thI 15. caitrasuda 8 thI 15. aSADa suda 8 thI 15 traNa vAra, evuM to anaMtavAra karyuM che. AhAhAhA ! e to zubhabhAva che puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. AhAhAhA! A bhagavAna jinabiMba prabhu, (nijAtmA) AhAhA ! enA darzana ane avalokana karanese mithyAtvakA kSaNameM nAza ho jAyegA. AhAhA ! prakAza huA tyAM aMdhArA rahe zake nahIM. AhAhAhA.. terI bhrAMti nAza ho jAyegI bhagavAnanA darzana karanese bhrAMtikA nAza ho jAyegA, A( nija) bhagavAna hoM. A vAMdhA uThAve A loko bahAranA badhA zAstramAM evuM Ave devanI Rddhi dekhavAthI, AhAhAhA vedanAthI Ave che tyone? nArakInI mahA tIvra vedanAthI samakita pAme paNa vedanA to anaMtavAra thaI che kema pAmyo nahIM? e to jene e pAmavAmAM aMdara jAya che, tenuM lakSa Ama aMdara jAya che. AhAhAhA! A? arere A duHkha A? enuM lakSa thAya che, e lakSa pheravI nAkhe che. tyAre vedanAthI thayuM ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhA ! enI pIDA bApu, narakanI pIDA bApu dasa hajAra varSanI sthiti pahelI narake, jaghanya sthiti dasa hajAra, utkRSTa sthiti eka sAgara pahelI narake ema jAva sAtamI narake 33 sAgara. AhAhA! hajAro vIMchI ThAkarIyA kaDaka vIMchI hotA hai ne, e karaDAve Ama, ethI paNa pIDA anaMta guNI hai tyAM. bhAI tuM tyAM anaMtavAra rahyo cho prabhu. AhAhA ! eTale zAstramAM ema Ave ke vedanAthI paNa pAme, paNa koNa ? e vedanAnuM lakSa karyuM ke arere A? koNa chuM? ema je AtmAmAM gayo e vedanAthI gayo ema nimittathI thayuM ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA ! evI vedanA to prabhu anaMtavAra sahana karI bhAI. AhAhA! manuSyapaNe paNa vedanAno pAra nahIM. AhAhA ! IyaLuM paDe hoM. AhAhA ! kahyuM 'tuM ne eka pherI lAThInI eka choDI, lAThInI laDakI thI 18 varSanI nAnI uMmare be varSanuM paraNetara emAM zItaLA nIkaLyA. zItaLA zuM kahevAya A? ( zrotA - cecaka) cecaka ekeka dANe ekeka IyaLa, kIDA taLAImAM sUve paNa, AhAhA... rove rove rove... 18 varSanI juvAna choDI, (bole) mAM meM AvA pApa A bhavamAM karyA nathI. mArAthI sahyA jAtA nathI- rahI zakAtuM nathI, zuM karuM? AhA... e emane ema marI gaI. lAThI. AhAhA... evA to prabhu anaMtavAra... e to sAdhAraNa hai, paNa jIvatA rAjakumAranA lagna hoya AjanA, jemAM karoDoabajo rUpIyA khacyuM hoya e juvAna 25 varSano juvAna ene tAtAnI agnimAM nAkhe jIvato, tAtAnI agni che ne? jamazedapura joyuM che ne, AhAhA... ame tyAM gayA hatA. jamazedapura-bhAI tyAM hatA ne narabherAmabhAI jovA gayA'tA tyAM moTu bane che loDhAnuM tyAM agni agni bhaDa bhaDa bhaDa, e juvAna rAjakumAranA lagna AjanA ne abajo rUpIyAnA kharce, ene jIvato nAkhe agnimAM, e pIDAthI anaMta guNI pIDA nArakInI aMdara che prabhu. AhAhA! AhAhAhA ! evI pIDA prabhu te anaMtavAra sahana karI che. ekavAra have tArA AnaMdane jone have. AhAhA... Page #394 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 23 379 hai? apane zuddha svarUpanA anubhava kare, usameM lIna ho pariSahake Ane para bhI Dige nahIM. AhAhAhA ! ghAtIyA karmakA nAza karake kevaLajJAna utpanna karake, mokSako prApya ho. AhAhAhA... aisI sthitimeM to aMtarmuhUrtameM kevaLajJAna hotA hai kahete hai, aisI terI tAkAta hai. AhAhAhA! to AtmAnubhavanI aisI mahimA hai to mithyAtvakA nAza karake, AhAhA !... atIndriya AnaMdameM lIna lIna lIna lIna lIna hote hote jyAM kevaLajJAna prApta karate hai tyAM mithyAtvakA nAza karanA e to sAdhAraNa bAta hai ema kahete hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! hai? taba mithyAtvakA nAza karake samyagdarzanakI prAti honA to sugama hai. AhAhAhA ! AnaMdanA nAthamAM samyagdarzanapUrvaka jyAM ramate hai aMdarameM, jamavaTa aMdara jAtI hai, AhAhAhA.... jAmI jAya jyAM AnaMdamAM kevaLajJAna ho jAtA hai to eka kSaNameM svarUpa taraphakA anubhava karake mithyAtvano nAza karanA e to sugama hai, ema kahete hai. samajameM AyA? hai? mithyAtvakA nAza karake samyagdarzanakI prAti honA e to sugama hai. "Isaliye zrIgurue pradhAnatAse yaha upadeza diyA hai" mukhe e upadeza diyA. (zrotA:- ahIM sugama kahyuM kyAMka kaThaNa kahyuM ) AhAhA ! e to kaThaNa apekSAe kahyuM che bodhidurlabha bhAvanA, bIju anaMtavAra maLyuM ne A maLyuM nahi e apekSAe durlabha kahe (zrotA:- bemAMthI kayuM sAcuM ) beya sAcuM che. (zrotA:- sulabheya sAcuM ne durlabheya sAcuM) e to kahA thA ne hama to kahete the ne saMpradAyameM hajAro mANasa te di' bhegA thatA thAne. eMsInI sAla keTalA varSa thayA? 54 varSa. boTAdamAM comAsA hajAro mANasa Ave sADA traNaso ghara, vyAkhyAna cAle tyAre kAnajI svAmI vAMcavA beThA che eTale hajAro mANasa pAra nahIM 55 varSa pahele, ekavAra aisA kahA thA usameMse zvetAMbarameM UttarAdhyayana hai, usameM eka brAhmaNakA cha laDakAkI kathA hai. pachI e laDakA vairAgya pAmate hai, pachI mAtA pAse rajA mAgate huM mAtAne kahete hai laDakA, e gAthA jyAre calatI thI vyAkhyAnameM tyAre loko Ama, 55 varSa pahelAM "ajeva dhammam parivajayAmo jahIM pavana nAma punaH bhavAmo" hai mAtA ! meM AtmAnA AnaMdanI ugra dikSA levA mATe Aje ja aMgIkAra karazuM. ajeva dhammam parivajajayAmo mAtA AnaMdanA nAthane pragaTa karavA ame vanamAM cAlyA jaIzuM, amane ahIMyA kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI. ajeva dhammam parivajajayAmo jahIM pavanAma punaH bhavAmo, mAtA janetA kola karAra karIe chIe bA pharIne have ame mAtA nahIM karIe. mAM, pharIne avatAra nahIM karIe have. AhAhA ! e vakhate sabhA bahu moTI boTAdamAM zeThIyAo beThA hoya 50-50 hajAranI pedAzavALA sAMbhaLe, pahelethI AvI zailI che ne ahIM to. AhAhAhA... ajeva dhammama parivajajayAmo ame, Aje ja AnaMdanA svarUpane cAritra aMgIkAra karavA mAgIe chIe, jahI pavanAma punaHbhavAyo, mAtA jene aMgIkAra karatA bIjI mAtA ne bIjA bhava na karavAnI amAre pratijJA che. anAgayuM evaatikiMcI trIjupada mAtA aNAgaya eva ati kiMcI anaMtakALamAM kaI cIja aNapAmI rahI gaI che. aAgaya niraati kiMcI, mAtA gayA kALamAM bhUtakALamAM kaI cIja bAkI rahI che ke je prApta na thaI hoya, anaMtakALamAM, anaMtavAra svarga milA, anaMtavAra zeThAI milI. aNAgAyameva atihiMcI, zraddhAkamma me. mAtA zraddhA karo, "vinaya tu rAgam amArA pratye mAM rAga choDI de have. AhAhA ! Page #395 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 380 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ame vanamAM ekalA cAlyA jaIzuM. AhAhA! jyAM amAruM koI nathI. AhAhAhA.. bahAramAM, AhAhA... e vanamAM vAghanI trADu paDatI hoya siMhanI, ame to AnaMdamAM jhUlazuM tyAM AhAhAhA... ekAkI vicarato vaLI smazAnamAM, AhAhAhA... A to e dazA pAmavI sahelI to pachI samakita pAmavuM kema muzkela che tane? ema kahe che. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e ahIM kahA. zrIgurue mukhyathI e upadeza diyA. AhAhA ! samakita pAmavAno, AhAhAhA... A loko e rIte kahe bahArathI Ama thAya ne Ama thAya guruno vinaya kare ne gurunI bhakti kare ne, ho paNa e rAga hai e to Ave, rAga hotA hai paNa usase koI AtmAkA samyagdarzana pAte hai, e cIja nahIM prabhu. AhAhAhA ! Ama to aisA kahe vinaya e mokSanuM dvAra che. vinaya e mokSano dvAra, paNa kyo vinaya? AhAhA... apanA anaMta AnaMdano nAtha eno vinaya, eno satkAra svIkAra karavo e vinaya bhagavAnano vinaya to Ave prabhu paNa e zubharAga che. AhA!dasamo divasa che Aje, dasalakSaNI parva che ne? AhAhA ! evA dasa lakSaNI parva paNa anaMtavAra gayA prabhu tAre mAthe. AhAhA ! anaMta anaMta bhavamAM, AhAhA.. jaina saMpradAyamAM, digaMbara saMpradAyamAM paNa janma anaMta baira huA aura anaMta aisA huvA paNa AtmA aMdaramAM kayA cIja hai e jAnanekA kutUhala nahIM kiyA. AhAhAhA ! aba apratibuddha jIva kahetA hai usakI gAthA. bahu jyAre jora diyA ke rAga ne zarIra AtmAkA hai hI nahi, tyAre apratibuddha pUche che. AhAhAhA ! mahArAja tuma itanA badhA jora dete ho to hama kahete he zAstrakI bAta sUNo. * huM lAyaka nathI. lAyaka nathI-ema enA nakAre vAta aTakI che. paNa ene aMdarathI ema AvavuM joIe ke huM A kSaNe ja paramAtmA thavAne lAyaka chuM. evo aMdarathI vizvAsa Avavo joIe. A vAtanI je hA pADe che, aMdarathI hakAra Ave che, te jIvane rAgathI chUTo paDavAnI zarUAta thaI gaI che, chUTo paDato jAya che eTale naigamanaye chUTo paDI gayo tema zAstramAM kahyuM che. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 18) Page #396 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 381 (uth|| - 26 ATS - 24 athAhApratibuddhaH jadi jIvo Na sarIraM titthayarAyariyasaMthudI cev| savvA vi havadi micchA teNa du AdA havadi deho||26|| yadi jIvo na zarIraM tiirthkraacaarysNstutishcaiv| sarvApi bhavati mithyA tena tu AtmA bhavati dehH||26 / / have apratibuddha jIva kahe che tenI gAthA kahe che jo jIva hoya na deha to AcArya-tIrthakarataNI stuti sau 42 mithyA 4, tethI mehatA 04-hehunI ! 26. thArtha:-sapratiyuddha cha : [ yadi ] . [ jIva: ] (r)cha / [zarIraM na] zarIra nathI to [tIrthakarAcAryasaMstutiH] tIrthaM 2 bhane mAyArthInI stuti rI cha / [ sarvA api dhAye. [ mithyA bhavati] mithyA (8) thAya cha; [ tena tu] tethI sabhe samaya chI [ AtmA ] mAmAta [ dehaH ca eva ] 4 [ bhavati] che. TIkAH- je AtmA che te ja pugaladravyasvarUpa A zarIra che. jo ema na hoya to tIrthaMkara-AcAryonI je stuti karavAmAM AvI che te badhI mithyA thAya. te stuti A pramANe cha:yadi ya evAtmA tadeva zarIraM pudgaladravyaM na bhavettadA (zArdUlavikrIDita) kAntyaiva napayanti ye dazadizo dhAmnA nirundhanti ye dhAmoddAmamahasvinAM janamano muSNanti rUpeNa ye| divyena dhvaninA sukhaM zravaNayo: sAkSAtkSaranto'mRtaM vandyAste'STasahasralakSaNadharAstIrthezvarAH suuryH||24|| Relsil:- [ te tIrthezvarAH sUrayaH vandyAH] ta tIrthaM'2-bhAyAryo vAyogya che. chate ? [ye kAntyA eva dazadiza: snapayanti] potanAhunI tithI ze himone dhumecha-nirbhagarecha,[ye dhAmnA uddAma-mahasvinAM dhAma nirundhanti ] potAnA te4 43 utkRSTa te4aa| sUryAnitene DhahA cha, [ye rUpeNa janamanaH muSNanti ] potAna 35thI toDIna manaharIle cha,[ divyena dhvaninA zravaNayoH sAkSAt sukhaM amRtaM kSarantaH] divyadhvani-vANIthI (bhavyonA) kAnomAM sAkSAt sukhaamRta varasAve che ane [aSTasahasralakSaNadharA:] sahArane 16aanone dhaa24|| urecha,-sevA che. 24. Page #397 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 382 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ItyAdi tIrthaMkara-AcAryonI stuti che te badhIye mithyA Thare che. tethI amAro to ekAMta e ja nizcaya che ke AtmA che te ja zarIra che, pugala dravya che. A pramANe apratibuddhe kahyuM che. AhAhAjhahA! ziSya prazna uThAvyo zAstramaeNse, ke tuma bhagavAnakA dehakI to stuti karate ho, to deha ane AtmA eka na hoya to aisI stuti kayuM karate ho? aisA ajJAnIkA prazna hai. AhAhA ! TIkA - jo AtmA hai vahI pudgaladravya svarUpa zarIra hai. yadi aisA na ho e pudgaladravya svarUpa zarIra hai, AtmA hai. vahI pudagala dravya svarUpa zarIra hai, ema kahete hai. AtmA jo hai yaha pudgala dravya zarIra hai vahI AtmA hai. yadi aisA na ho, to hama prazna karate hai, tIrthakara aura AcAryazrI stuti kI gaI hai. tIrthaMkaranA zarIrakI stuti kI gaI hai. to e saba jUThI ho jAyegI, samajameM AyA? saba mithyA siddha hogI. AhAhAhA... ziSya prazna karate hai ke tuma to zarIrase AtmA judA judA, ane AtmA e zarIra nahIM to hama to kahete hai- zAstram to tIrthakarakA zarIrakI stuti cAlI hai. zarIrakI stuti kiyA to e AtmAkI stuti huI. ( zrotA:- nahIMtara karo cho zuM kAma ) nahIMtara karo cho zuM kAma? AhAhA ! "je tIrthezvarA sUraya: vandhAH" e tIrthakara ane AcArya vaMdanIya hai. kese hai "ye kAtyA eva dazadizaH snAyanti' apane dekI kAMtise daze dizAoko dhote hai. AhAhA! e tIrthakaranuM zarIra kAMtimAna daze dizAne dhote hai Ama-prakAza prakAza prakAza paDe aMdhArA Ama ulacI jAya. AhAhA ! Ama, prabhu A konA vakhANa karo cho tame? e zarIranA vakhANa che! AtmA zarIra hai to Apa vakhANa karate haiM ne aisA ? zarIrakI kAMtise dazo dizA dhote hai, nirmaLa karate hai. bhagavAnanA zarIranI kAMti paramaaudArika hai. aisI kAMti ke sUryanA teja AgaLa jenA teja chavAI jAya che, kayA tuma vakhANa karate hai? zarIrakA ke AtmAkA? tIrthakarakA zarIrakI stuti huI o tIrthakarakI stuti huI. aisA hai nahi sUna to sahI. AhAhA ! kAcaiva dazadizaH snAyanti" apane zarIrakI kAMtise daza dizAo dhote haiM, "ye dhASnA udyama mahasvinAM dhAma nirundanti" apane tejase utkRSTa tejavALe sUryAdika ke tajako, AhAhAhA ! jenA zarIranI kAMtinA teja AgaLa sUryanA teja jhAMkhA paDI jAya che. samAjameM AyA? "e rUpeNa janamanaH mukhkhanti". apane rUpase logoM ke manako hara lete hai. bhagavAnanA ItanA rUpa hai zarIrakA. AhAhA. apane rUpase logoMke manako hara lete hai. "divyena dhvaninA zravaNayo sAkSAt sukha amRta rentaH divyadhvani" lyo AvyuM divyadhvani to jaDa hai. hama stuti to karate hai. samajameM AyA? divya dhvaninAM bhavyoke kAnomeM sAkSAt sukhAmRta varasAte hai. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAnanI divyadhvani indro ne narendro beThA hoya sAkSAt jANe amRta jharatA hoya ema lAge che. AhAhA ! jemAM siMhu ane bilADI miMdaDI ne uMdara sAthe beThA hoya miMdaDIne vera na UchaLe, e vANInA to tuma ItanA vakhANa karate ho, vANI to jaDa hai, jaDanA vakhANa karate ho to tIrthakarakI stuti ho gaI, zarIrakI stutise are ! sAMbhaLa to kharo bhAI. kAnomeM sAkSAt Page #398 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 26 zloka - 24 383 sukhAmRta varasAte hai aura eka hajAra ATha lakSaNose dhAraka hai lyo bhagavAnanA zarIramAM eka hajAra ne ATha lakSaNa zarIramAM hoya che, pagamAM, hAthamAM, hAthInuM kalpavRkSanuM evA cihno hoya e to badhA zarIranA vakhANa karyA tame, emAM AtmAnA vakhANa kyAM hai? AtmA e zarIra che mATe tame zarIranA vakhANa karyA che e to AtmAnA. ityAdi rUpase jo tIrthaMkara AcAryonI stuti hai yaha saba mithyA siddha hotI hai. jo tame aisI stuti karate ho ane kahete ho ke e zarIra te AtmA nahIM, to e mithyA stuti hogI. ziSyakA prazna hai. Isaliye hamArA to yaha ekAMta nizcaya hai, ke AtmA hai vo hi zarIra hai. AhAhA... yaha pudgala dravya hai - Isa prakAra apratibuddhane kahA. usakA javAba degA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) T * e jJAnanI divyatA che! e jJAnasvabhAvanI aciMtyatA che! ke je paryAyo vidyamAna nathI chatAM jJAna tene vidhamAnapaNe jANe che; to caitanya mahAprabhu to vimAna ja che, bhUtArtha ja che tene jJAna vidhamAnarUpe kema na jANe? vastu sat che ne! vidyamAna che ne! to e mahAprabhune tuM vidhamAnarUpe jANa ne! AhAhA! jenI haiyAtI nathI tene haiyAta jANa! to pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu vartamAna vidhamAna ja che, haiyAta ja che, tene jANa ne! bhAI ! tArI najaranI ALase vidhamAna prabhune dekhavo rahI gayo. jemAM jJAna AnaMda Adi guNonI anaMtatAno aMta nathI evo saccidAnaMda prabhu vidhamAna ja che tene jANa. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 111) Page #399 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 384 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 *va, gAthA - 27 thI 30 zloka - 25-26 ***** T T nayavibhAgAnabhijJo'si - vavahAraNao bhAsadi jIvo deho ya havadi khalu ekko / Na du Nicchayassa jIvo deho ya kadA vi ekkaTTho / / 27 / / vyavahAranayo bhASate jIvo dehazca bhavati khlvekH| na tu nizcayasya jIvo dehazca kdaapyekaarthH||27|| iha khalu parasparAvagADhAvasthAyAmAtmazarIrayoH samAvartitAvasthAyAM kanakakaladhautayorekaskandhavyavahAravadvyavahAramAtreNaivaikatvaM, na punarnizcayataH, nizcayato hyAtmazarIrayorupayogAnupayogasvabhAvayoH kanakakaladhautayoH pItapANDuratvAdisvabhAvayorivAtyantavyatiriktatvenaikArthatvAnupapatteH nAnAtvameveti / evaM hi kila nyvibhaagH| tato vyavahAranayenaiva shriirstvnenaatmstvnmuuppnnm| tyAM AcArya kahe che ke ema nathI; tuM nayavibhAgane jANato nathI. te nayavibhAga A pramANe che ema gAthAmAM kahe cheH jIva-deha banne eka che-vyavahAranayanuM vacana A; paNa nizcaye to jIva-deha kadApi eka padArtha nA. 27. ja gAthArtha:-[ vyavahAranaya: ] vyavahAranaya to [ bhASate ] ema kahe che ke [ nIva: veha: 7]jIva ane deha[y: vatu]eka ja[bhavati ]che; [tu ] paNa[nizcayasya ]nizcayanayanuM kahevuM che ke [ nIva: veda: va ] jIva ane deha[ vA pi ] kadI paNa[Artha: ] eka padArtha na]nathI. TIkAH- jema A lokamAM suvarNa ane cAMdIne gALI eka ka2vAthI ekapiMDano vyavahAra thAya che tema AtmAne ane zarIrane paraspara eka kSetre rahevAnI avasthA hovAthI ekapaNAno vyavahA2 che. Ama vyavahAramAtrathI ja AtmA ane za2I2nuM ekapaNuM che, paraMtu nizcayathI ekapaNuM nathI; kAraNa ke nizcayathI vicAravAmAM Ave to, jema pILApaNuM Adi ane saphedapaNuM Adi jemano svabhAva che evAM suvarNa ane cAMdIne atyaMta bhinnapaNuM hovAthI ekapadArthapaNAnI asiddhi che tethI anekapaNuM ja che, tevI rIte upayoga ane anupayoga jemano svabhAva che evAM AtmA ane za2I2ne atyaMta bhinnapaNuM hovAthI ekapadArthapaNAnI prApti nathI tethI anekapaNuM ja che. Avo A pragaTa nayavibhAga che. mATe vyavahA2naye ja zarIranA stavanathI AtmAnuM stavana bane che. bhAvArtha:- vyavahA2naya to AtmA ane za2I2ne eka kahe ane nizcayanaya bhinna kahe che. tethI vyavahA2naye zarIranuM stavana karavAthI AtmAnuM stavana mAnavAmAM Ave che. Page #400 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 27 thI 30 zloka - 25-26 385 tathA hi iNamaNNaM jIvAdo dehaM poggalamayaM thuNittu munnii| maNNadi hu saMthudo vaMdido mae kevalI bhayavaM / / 28 / / idamanyat jIvAddehaM pudgalamayaM stutvA muniH| manyate khalu saMstuto vandito mayA kevalI bhagavAn / / 28 / / yathA kaladhautaguNasya pANDuratvasya vyapadezena paramArthato'tatsvabhAvasyApi kArtasvarasya vyavahAramAtreNaiva pANDuraM kArtasvaramityasti vyapadezaH, tathA zarIraguNasya zuklalohitatvAdeH stavanena paramArthato'tatsvabhAvasyApi tIrthakarakevalipuruSasya vyavahAramAtreNaiva zuklalohitastIrthakarakevalipuruSa ityasti stvnm| nizcayanayena tu shriirstvnenaatmstvnmnuppnnmev| A ja vAta havenI gAthAmAM kahe che jIvathI judA pudgalamayI A dehane stavIne muni mAne prabhu kevaLItaNuM vaMdana thayuM, stavanA thaI. 28. gAthArtha-[ nIvAta anyat]jIvathI bhinna[ rUdramapunamaya veda] A pudgalamaya dehanI [ stutvA] stuti karIne [ niH] sAdhunuM mukhyatve 23]ema mAne che ke mayA]meM [vatI bhavAna] kevaLI bhagavAnanI [ stuta:] stuti karI, [vanvitaH] vaMdanA karI. TIkA- jema, paramArthathI jetapaNuM suvarNano svabhAva nahi hovA chatAM paNa, cAMdIno guNa je zvetapaNuM, tenA nAmathI suvarNanuM "zveta suvarNa' evuM nAma kahevAmAM Ave che te vyavahAramAtrathI ja kahevAmAM Ave che; tevI rIte, paramArthathI zukala-rakatapaNuM tIrthaMkarakevaLIpuruSano svabhAva nahi hovA chatAM paNa, zarIranA guNo je zukala-rakatapaNuM vagere, temanA jIvanathI tIrthaMkara-kevaLIpuruSanuM "zukala-rakata tIrthaMkara-kevaLIpuruSa' evuM stavana karavAmAM Ave che te vyavahAramAtrathI ja karavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu nizcayanaye zarIranuM stavana karavAthI AtmAnuM stavana banatuM ja nathI. bhAvArtha- ahIM koI prazna kare ke vyavahAranaya to asatyArtha kahyo che ane zarIra jaDa che to vyavahAranA Azraye jaDanI stutinuM zuM phaLa che? teno uttara-vyavahAranaya sarvathA asatyArtha nathI, nizcayane pradhAna karI asatyArtha kahyo che. vaLI chadmasthane potAno, parano AtmA sAkSAt dekhAto nathI, zarIra dekhAya che, tenI zAMtarUpa mudrAne dekhI potAne paNa zAnta bhAva thAya che. Avo upakAra jANI zarIranA Azraye paNa stuti kare che; tathA zAnta mudrA dekhI aMtaraMgamAM vItarAga bhAvano nizcaya thAya che e paNa upakAra che. tathA ditN Nicchaye Na jujjadi Na sarIraguNA hi hoMti kevlinno| kevaliguNe thuNadi jo so tacaM kevaliM thunndi||29 / / Page #401 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 tannizcayena yujyate na zarIraguNA hi bhavanti kevalinaH / kevaliguNAn stauti yaH sa tattvaM kevalinaM stauti / / 29 / / yathA kArtasvarasya kaladhautaguNasya pANDuratvasyAbhAvAnna nizcayatastadvyapadezenavyapadezaH, kArtasvaraguNasya vyapadezenaiva kArtasvarasya vyapadezAt; tathA tIrthakarakevalipuruSasya zarIraguNasya zuklalohitatvAderabhAvAnna nizcayatastatstavanena stavanaM, tIrthakarakevali - puruSaguNasya stavanenaiva tIrthakarakevalipuruSasya stvnaat| 386 u52nI vAtane gAthAthI kahe che: paNa nizcaye nathI yogya e, nahidehaguNa kevaLItaNA; je kevaLIguNane stave 52mArtha kevaLI te stave. 29. gAthArtha:-[taMt] te stavana [nizcaye ]nizcayamAM[TM yukhyate] yogya nathI [ ddei ] kA2Na ke [ zarIrmuLA: ] za2I2nA guNo [ vhevalina: ] kevaLInA [na bhavanti ] nathI; [ya: ] je [ vhevabhimukhAn ] kevaLInA guNonI[ ritti ] stuti kare che[sa: ] te [ tattva ] 52mArthathI [ vhevalinaM ] kevaLInI [ stauti ] stuti kare che. TIkA:- jema cAMdIno guNa je saphedapaNuM, teno suvarNamAM abhAva che mATe nizcayathI saphedapaNAnA nAmathI sonAnuM nAma nathI banatuM, suvarNanA guNa je pILA-paNuM Adi che temanA nAmathI ja suvarNanuM nAma thAya che; tevI rIte za2I2nA guNo je zukala-2katapaNuM vagere, temano tIrthaMka2-kevaLIpuruSamAM abhAva che mATe nizcayathI zarIranA zukala-2katapaNuM vagere guNonuM stavana karavAthI tIrthaMkara-kevaLIpuruSanuM stavana nathI thatuM, tIrthaMkarakevaLIpuruSanA guNonuM stavana karavAthI ja tIrthaMkara-kevaLIpuruSanuM stavana thAya che. kathaM zarIrastavanena tadadhiSThAtRtvAdAtmano nizcayena stavanaM na yujyata iti cetNayarammi vaNNide jaha Na vi raNNo vaNNaNA kadA hodi / dehaguNe thuvvaMte Na kevaliguNA thudA hoMti / / 30 / / nagare varNite yathA nApi rAjJo varNanA kRtA bhavati / dehaguNe stUyamAne na kevaliguNAH stutA bhavanti / / 30 / / have ziSyano prazna che ke AtmA to zarIrano adhiSThAtA che tethI zarIranA stavanathI AtmAnuM stavana nizcaye kema yukta nathI ? evA praznanA uttararUpe deSTAMta sahita gAthA kahe cheHvarNana karye nagarI taNuM nahiM thAya varNana bhUpanuM, kIdhe za2I2guNanI stuti nahi stavana kevaLIguNanuM. 30. gAthArtha:-[ thA] jema[nAre ] nagaranuM[ varNita vi]varNana karatAM chatAM [rAjJa: varganA ] rAjAnuM varNana[ na tA bhavatti ] karAtuM (thatuM ) nathI, tema [ vedanube skrUyanAne ] dehanA guNanuM stavana karatAM [ vhevattinuLA: ] kevaLInA guNonuM [ stutA: na mavanti ] stavana thatuM nathI. Page #402 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 387 gAthA - 27 thI 30 zloka - 25-26 TIkAH- uparanA arthanuM (TakAmAM) kAvya kahe che - tathA di (mA) praakaarkvlitaambrmupvnraajiinigiirnnbhuumitlm| pibatIva hi nagaramidaM parikhAvalayena paataalm||25|| iti nagare varNite'pi rAjJaH tadadhiSThAtRtve'pi prAkAropavanaparikhAdimattvAbhAvAdvarNanaM sthAta ! zlokArtha-[ rUdranAran di] A nagara evuM che ke jeNe [ prAra-vanita-nDarama] koTa vaDe AkAzane grAmyuM che (arthAt teno gaDha bahu UMco che), [3pavana-nI- nirgamUnitanama] bagIcAonI paMktiothI je bhUmitaLane gaLI gayuM che (arthAt cAre tarapha bagIcAothI pRthvI DhaMkAI gaI che) ane [parivAvAyena pAtAnamafpati rU] koTanI cAre tarapha khAInAM gherAthI jANe ke pAtALane pI rahyuM che (arthAt khAI bahu UMDI che). 25. Ama nagaranuM varNana karavA chatAM tenAthI rAjAnuM varNana thatuM nathI kAraNa ke, joke rAjA teno adhiSThAtA che topaNa, koTa-bAga-khAI-AdivALo rAjA nathI. tevI rIte zarIranuM svatana karyuM tIrthaMkaranuM stavana thatuM nathI teno paNa zloka kahe chetthaiv nitymvikaarsusthitsrvaanggmpuurvshjlaavnnym| akSobhamiva samudraM jinendrarUpaM paraM jyti||26 / / iti zarIre stUyamAne'pi tIrthaMkarake valipuruSasya tadadhiSThAtRtve'pi susthitasarvAGgatvalAvaNyAdiguNAbhAvAtstavanaM na syaat|| atha nishcystutimaah| tatra jJeyajJAyakasaGkaradoSaparihAreNa taavt| tevI rIte zarIranuM stavana karyo tIrthaMkaranuM stavana thatuM nathI teno paNa zloka kahe che zlokArtha:-[ jinendrajparaMnayati] jinendranuM rUpa utkRSTapaNe jayavaMta varte che. kevuM che te? [ nityama-vivAra-suristhata- sa ma ] jemAM sarva aMga haMmezAM avikAra ane susthita (sArI rIte sukharUpa sthita) che, apUrva sadana-bhaviSyama]jemAM (janmathI ja) apUrva ane svAbhAvika lAvaNya che (arthAt je sarvane priya lAge che) ane [samudra rUva zakSomana] je samudranI jema kSobharahita che, caLAcaLa nathI. ra6. Ama zarIranuM stavana karavA chatAM tenAthI tIrthaMkara-kevaLIpuruSanuM stavana thatuM nathI kAraNa ke, jo ke tIrthaMkara-kevaLIpuruSane zarIranuM adhiSThAtApaNuM che to paNa, susthita sarvAgapaNuM, lAvaNya Adi AtmAnA guNa nahi hovAthI tIrthaMkara-kevaLIpuruSane te guNono abhAva che. Page #403 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 388 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 88 gAthA - 27 thI 30 zloka 25 - 26 tA. 21-9-78 gurUvAra, bhAdaravA vada-5 saM. 2504 ema kahyuM ke zarIra ne AtmA to eka che kemake tame stuti to bhagavAnanI ne AcAryanI karo cho e badhA puNyanA phaLa ane zarIranI stuti karo cho. mATe huM to ema mAnuM chuM ke zarIra ne AtmA eka che. jarI jhINI vAta Avaze. tyAM apratibuddha ema kahyuM. ekAMta vyavahAra ja hoya ane nizcayanI khabara nathI e ekalA vyavahArane mAne che, e khoTuM che, e jUThuM che ema kahevuM che. AcArya kahe che ema nathI. tuM naya vibhAgane jANato nathI. vyavahAranayane rAkhI che kharI, che kharI paNa enAthI bhinna nizcayanayane te jANato nathI. AhAhA ! te naya vibhAga A pramANe che. vavahAraNao bhAsadi jIvo deho ya havadi khalu ekko / Na du Nicchayassa jIvo deho ya kadA vi ekkaTTho / / 27 / / (harigIta) jIva-deha banne eka che-vyavahAranayanuM vacana A; paNa nizcaye to jIva-dehu kadApi eka padArtha nA. 27. jarI sUkSma rIte vAta karI che. TIkA - jema A lokamAM suvarNa ane cAMdIne gALI, sonuM ane rUpuM cAMdI eka karavAthI, eka piMDano vyavahAra thAya che, eka piMDano vyavahAra thAya che, tema AtmAne ane zarIrane paraspara eka kSetre rahevAnI jagyA che. ( zrotA- AkAzanuM kSetra) ene emAM to jarI evuM kahevuM che ke e vikalpathI stuti che, e vikalpa pote vyavahAra stuti che ane vikalpa paranI stuti kare che, para upara Ama lakSa jAya che ne enuM eTale kharekhara to e vikalpanI stuti che e zarIranI stuti che ema kIdhuM che, vikalpathI stuti che. e kharekhara vikalpa pote pugala che nizcayanayathI. ane enAthI zarIranI stuti karI, kAraNa ke enuM lakSa tyAM para upara che. e vAstavika stuti nathI paNa e vastu sthiti nathI ja ema nathI. AhAhA ! kaheze dhImethI hoM moTo vyavahArano- nayano jhagaDo che ne. AtmAne ane zarIrane paraspara eka kSetre rahevAnI avasthA hovAthI, AhAhAhA.... eka paNAno vyavahAra che. AhAhAhA... Ama A vyavahAra mAtrathI ja AtmAne zarIranuM ekapaNuM che. paraMtu nizcayathI ekapaNuM nathI. AhAhA! kAraNa ke nizcayathI vicAravAmAM Ave to jema pILAzapaNuM Adi saphedapaNuM Adi, pILAzapaNuM sonAno guNa che ane saphedapaNuM cAMdIno. e suvarNa (ane) cAMdIne atyaMta bhinnapaNuM che. bhale eka piMDa tarIke kahyuM, sonuM ane cAMdI bheguM che tethI A sonuM dhoLuM che ema kahyuM, paNa dhoLuM to rUpe che, sonuM to pILuM che. AhA...kaI zailI nAkhI eka padArthapaNAnI asiddhi che tethI anekapaNuM ja che. sonuM sonuM che ane cAMdI cAMdI che. bhale eka piMDa tarIke kahevAmAM AvyuM hoya. tevI rIte AhAhAhA upayoga ane anupayoga jemano svabhAva che. AhAhAhA ! jANavuM dekhavuM evo upayoga jeno svabhAva AtmAno che. Page #404 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 27 thI 30 389 AhAhA ! ane vyavahAra stuti rAgAdi zarIrAdi e aNaupayoga jeno svabhAva che. AhAhAhA.. evA AtmAne ane zarIrane atyaMta bhinnapaNuM hovAthI, evo AtmAne ane rAgane atyaMta bhinnapaNuM hovAthI, samajANuM kAMI ? eka padArthapaNAnI prApti nathI. rAga ane AtmA ekapaNe nathI. ema zarIra ane AtmA ekapaNe nathI. AhAhAhA! tethI anekapaNuM ja che Avo pragaTa naya vibhAga che. AhAhAhA! vyavahAranaya to AtmAne ane zarIrane eka kahe che, AgaLa kaheze. vyavahAranayathI paNa A phaLa che ema kaheze, eno artha? e vyavahAra juho kahyo ethI bhagavAnanI stuti ne e hoI zake ja nahIM, ema nahIM. e paramArtha vastu nathI tethI ene asatyArtha kIdhI. jema paryAyane agiyAramI gAthAmAM asatyArtha kIdhI, e to trikALanI apekSAe asatyArtha kIdhI che, paNa paryAyanI apekSAe paryAya che, ema vikalpathI stuti bhagavAnanI, kAraNa ke vikalpa che e paramAM lakSa jAya che. enuM zarIra ne enA... e, e vikalpathI stuti che e paramArthe stuti nathI. paNa paramArtha stuti che, ene vikalpa bhAva Ave che, evI vyavahAra stuti hoya che. AhA... AvI vAtuM che. samajAya che kAMI? jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM to sAdhya sAdhaka lIdhuM che. vyavahAra sAdhana che, nimittathI kahyuM ne vikalpa vyavahAra, che ema siddha kare che eTaluM. AvuM karIne eka ArjA evI che ke juo bhagavAnanI mUrti ne pratimAnI stuti ne e badhu jUThuM che, mATe ame sthAnakavAsI mAnIe chIe e sAcuM che ema kahe che. kaI apekSAe kahyuM che? e to ekalo vikalpathI stuti kare che ane para taraphanuM enuM lakSa che e apekSAe jUThuM che. paNa nirvikalpaSTi thaI, rAgathI bhinna AtmAnI stuti thaI ene je vikalpa Ave che e vikalpa vyavahAra stuti che. che bhale e rAganI ane pudgalanI che e. vikalpa che e pote ja pudgala che ne rAga ! AhAhAhAhA.... AvuM aTapaTu lAge. vyavahAra stuti nathI, ema nahIM paNa vyavahAra stuti e paramArtha stuti nathI ema. AhAhA ! paramArtha stuti to bhagavAna AtmA anaMtaguNano piMDa che enA taraphanI ekAgratAnA AzrayamAM eno satkAra svIkAra, AhAhA... e nizcaya, satya, abaMdha pariNAmI nizcaya stuti. samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA ! ane ekalo vyavahAra che e jUTho che eTaluM siddha karavuM che. paNa vyavahAra nizcaya stutivALAne, evo vikalpa Ave ane bhagavAnanA guNa gAya, e bhagavAnanA guNa gAya e to paranA ne zarIranA che kharekhara, AtmAnA nahIM ema kahe che. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! ethI ahIM kahyuM A ja vAta havenI gAthAmAM kahe che. jAo 28 gAthA evI khUbIthI mUkayuM che ke vyavahAra jUTho che ema kahyuM chatAM paNa enI stuti karavAthI athavA emanI bhagavAnanI pratimA ke mUrti dekhavAthI zAMta bhAva eTale zubhabhAva thAya che, ane tene dekhavAthI zAMti AvI che, evuM jJAnamAM lakSa Ave che to zubhabhAva. paNa e zubhabhAva tadna nathI ja, ane na ja hoya ema nathI. samajANuM kAMI? e zubhabhAva hoya che, nizcayanA anubhavanI apekSA rAkhIne, kemake zrutajJAna thatAM AtmAne Azraye samyagdarzana thatAM, bhAvazrutajJAna je thayuM, enA be bheda nizcaya Page #405 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 39) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 (naya) ane vyavahAranaya paDI jAya che. eTale jJAnIne paNa vyavahAranaya hoya che. paNa ekalo vyavahAranaya e hitakara che ema nathI. AhAhA! samajANuM kAMI ? e vyavahAranaya Ave jJAnIne, emAM zubhabhAva hoya che ane tethI rAga dvArA bhagavAnanA, paradravyanA, AtmA sivAya padravya e adravya thaI gayuM, eTale A AtmA nahIM, eTale zarIra thaI gayuM. zuM kIdhuM samajANuM? A AtmA sivAya vikalpa uThayo e paNa zarIra che eka nyAye, ane jenI stuti karavAmAM Ave che e paNa A AtmA nathI eTale e zarIra ja che. vyavahAra stuti che ne? AhA ! cAhe to bhale bhagavAnanAM, sarvajJanA vikalpathI eno e kare, to paNa e to rAga che. ane te rAga che e kAMI svabhAvanI stuti nathI. enA AtmAno je svabhAva che enI stuti nathI. AhAhAhA ! e vyavahAra bilakula jUTho che ema kahevuM che I ema nathI tyAM. vyavahAra che kharo, paNa vyavahAra nizcayanuM kAraNa che ema nathI. chatAM nimitta kathanathI ema kahevAya, nimittane sAdhaka tarIke upacArathI, vyavahArathI, abhUtArthanayathI kahevAya. A.. re ATalA badhA samajANuM kAMI? A stutimAM moTo goTo che. e olI ArjA kahe che, juo samayasAra kahe che, ke mUrti ane mUrtinI pUjA ne stuti jUThI che. AhAhAhA... ane AtmasiddhimAM kAMI mUrti AvI nathI kyAMya. zrImamAM che ne khyAla che. paNa ethI karIne bhagavAnanI pratimA ane enI stutino vikalpa e jJAnIne na ja hoya, ema nahIM. (zrotA:- vikalpa AvI jAya che.) AvI jAya che. AhAhA! nizcaya stuti to potAnA svarUpamAM ekAgratA e nizcaya, ene zrutajJAnano vyavahAranaya Ave e vyavahAranaya eTale vikalpa. vyavahAranayano viSaya vikalpa ane eno viSaya pachI para. AhAhAhA... ene ahIMyA zarIranI stuti te AtmAnI stuti nahIM vikalpathI stuti te AtmAnI stuti nahIM eTalI vAta. chatAM nirvikalpa stuti je che ene pUrNa vItarAga nathI tyAre ene vikalpanI stuti AvyA vinA rahe ja nahIM. hoya che, sAdhaka che ne ? eTale ema ne ema niSedha ja karI nAkhe, vyavahAra stutino vikalpa che, e na ja hoya, to e jUTho che. tema e vyavahAra stuti che e mokSanuM kAraNa che ema nathI. AhA.. AvA phera bahu AkaruM kAma bahu. pakaDAI gayA hoya che ne emAM pachI potAnI dRSTie enA artha karavA. ema na hoya bhAI. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to e kahe che juo aThayAvIsa. iNamaNNaM jIvAdo dehaM poggalamayaM thuNittu muNI / maNNadi hu saMthudo vaMdido mae kevalI bhayavaM / / 28 / / (harigIta) jIvathI judA pudgalamayI A dehane stavIne muni mAne prabhu kevaLItaNuM vaMdana thayuM, stavanA thaI. 28. TIkAH- jema paramArthathI zvetapaNuM suvarNano svabhAva nahIM hovA chatAM paNa cAMdIno guNa je zvetapaNuM, tenA nAmathI suvarNanuM "zveta suvarNa dhoLuM sonuM ema kahe ne dhoLuM sonuM evuM nAma kahevAmAM Ave che, te vyavahAra mAtrathI ja kahevAmAM Ave che. tevI rIte paramArthathI zukla Page #406 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 27 thI 30 391 raktapaNuM tIrthakara kevaLI puruSano svabhAva nahIM hovA chatAM paNa, sonA varSe bhagavAna che ema Ave che ne? soLa tIrthakara sonA varNo, zarIranAM guNo je zukla raktapaNuM vagere temanA stavanathI tIrthakara kevaLI puruSanuM zukla rakta tIrthakara kevaLI puruSa, evuM stavana karavAmAM Ave che te vyavahAra mAtrathI ja karavAmAM Ave che. joyuM? vyavahAra siddha karyo. bhagavAna paramAtmA para vastu che, enI stuti che e vikalpa che, kharekhara to e pudgala che. ane te pote pudgala eTale A AtmA sivAya paranI stutino vikalpa jJAnIne paNa Ave che. paNa e vAstavika mokSanuM kAraNa nathI. AhAhAhA! eTaluM (siddha karavuM che.) AhAhAhA! AghuM pAchuM karIne mALe pheravI nAMkhyuM. (zrotA:- samyagdarzanane nizcaya stuti kahI che) e stuti che. paNa chatAM e stuti chatAM Avo vikalpano vyavahAra stutino bhAva Ave. chatAMya e sAcI stuti nathI. chatAM e vyavahAra vacce AvyA vinA raheto nathI. AvuM aTapaTuM bahu kAma. AhAhA ! kharekhara to je vikalpa UThe che e ja kharekhara to para zarIra che, ane enI stuti je Ama kare che paranI A AtmA sivAyanA parano, para che te aNAtmA che, A hisAbe to A dravyanI apekSAe to bhagavAnanA dravyane paNa adravya kahevAmAM AvyuM che. AhAhAhA ! AvuM che bhAI ! ema bhagavAna AtmAnI apekSAe, bhagavAnano AtmA paNa A apekSAe aNAtmA kahevAya che. enI apekSAe AtmA che. AhAhAhA ! evA aNAtmAnI eTale ke zarIranI, AhAhA... e stuti vyavahArathI karavAmAM Ave che. paraMtu nizcayase enuM stavana karavAthI AtmAnuM stavana banatuM nathI. paNa vikalpathI paranA stavanathI svanuM nizcaya stavana banatuM nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA! AhAhA... e kaLazamAM Ave che ne bhAI. pahelAM AtmA ne anAtmA zarUAtamAM Ave che. kaLazamAM Ave che. A AtmA sivAya bIjA badhA aNAtmA kahevAya. A apekSAe hoM. A dravya che e svadravya che, ane svadravyanI apekSAe bhagavAnanuM dravya adravya kahevAya. AhAhA ! emanI apekSAe emanuM dravya, AnI apekSAe adravya. AhAhAhA. emanI apekSAe emano AtmA AtmA, paNa AnI apekSAe eno AtmA aNAtmA. Are AvI badhI AkarI vAtuM. ohoho... eTale koI vyavahAra stuti che e jUThI kIdhI mATe hoya ja nahIM ema nahIM. jUThIno artha e baMdhanuM kAraNa che vyavahAranayano viSaya rAga ane stuti e badho baMdhanuM kAraNa che e apekSAe ene jUThuM kahyuM, paNa e vastu nathI ja ema nathI, AhAhA. evo zubhabhAva hoya che paNa enAthI bhagavAnanI stuti tIrthakaranI stuti... juo zarIranuM stavana karavAthI AtmAnuM stavana banatuM nathI eTalI vAta. vikalpa dvArA potAnA AtmAnA anaMtaguNanA piMDanI stuti sivAya jeTalI paranI stuti che e vAstavika yathArtha stuti nathI. samajANuM kAMI ? ethI ayathArtha stuti hovAthI e stutino bhAva ane para taraphanuM je stutinuM lakSa e vastu ja nathI, ema nathI. A... re ATalA badhA..(paDakhAM samajavA !) tethI kahe che juo Page #407 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhAvArthaH-tethI ahIM koI prazna kare ke vyavahAranaya to asatyArtha kahyo che. che ? ane zarI2 jaDa che, to vyavahA2nA Azraye jaDanI stutinuM zuM phaLa ? AhAhA... teno utta2H- "vyavahA2naya sarvathA asatyArtha nathI." che ja nahIM ema nathI. AhAhAhA... 'nizcayane pradhAna karIne satyArtha kahyo che' joyuM? aMdara bhagavAna AtmAnA AnaMdanI ekAgratAnI stuti, e nizcayanI pradhAnatAnI apekSAe vikalpanI stutine jUThI kIdhI che. AhAhAhA ! vaLI chadmasthane, have juo, olo vikalpa che ne eTale vikalpamAM kAMI bhagavAnano AtmA jaNAto nathI. "chadmasthane potAno ne 52no AtmA sAkSAt dekhAto nathI." che? vyavahA2thI zarIra dekhAya che. potAno paNa aMdara vikalpa dekhAya vyavahA2thI, ane sAmAnuM paNa enuM bAhya za2I2ne e dekhAya athavA bhale enA guNa hoya paNa A guNanI apekSAe e anAtmA che. AhAhAhAhA ! ahIM pAchuM kaheze ke bhAI bhagavAnanI stuti e nahIM, to nizcaya stuti kone kahevI ? tyAre bhagavAnanI nizcaya stuti ema na lIdhI. A AtmA aMtaramAM anaMta AnaMdano kaMda prabhu, enI sanmukha thaIne ekAgra thavuM te nizcaya kevaLInI stuti che. kaho have stuti ahIMyA kahevI AnI ne nizcaya stuti, AhAhAhA ! are A mArga to prabhu syAdvAdathI kaI apekSAe kahyuM che, e na samajatAM kheMcAtANI kare ane vyavahA2 stutithI kalyANa thaI jAya ema mAne e khoTuM che, ane vyavahA2 stuti na ja Ave, samakitIne jJAnIne paNa, eya khoTuM che. haiM ? e ahIM kahe che, juo, tenI zAMtarUpa mudrAne dekhIne juo, che to 52 paNa zubhabhAva Avyo che eTale bhagavAnanI mUrti, pratimA ke bhagavAna sAkSAt hoya. AhAhA ! zAMtarUpa mudrA dekhIne potAne paNa zAMta bhAva thAya zubhabhAva. samajANuM kAMI ? mudrA dekhIne e nimittathI kathana che paNa potAne evo zubhabhAva hoya che tyAre Ama dekhatA zAMta che ema ene lAge, enA jJAnanI paryAyamAM, AhAhA... zuM zailI ! 392 Avo u5kA2 jANI, joyuM ? zarIranA Azraye paNa stuti kare che, eTale ke vikalpano bhAva Ave che. AhAhAhA ! ane nirvikalpa prabhu AtmAnI stuti sivAya Avo vikalpano bhAva hoya che. AhAhA ! bahu phe2phA2. madhyasthathI vAta na samaje ne kheMcAtANa kare, ahIM to kahyuM che pAchuM khulAso karyo che ke enAthI zAMta bhAva thAya che, eTale ke zubhabhAva thAya che to potAthI, paNa enuM lakSa nyAM jAya che. AhAhAhA ! vyavahAranayanuM lakSa ja 52 upa2 jAya che, ane nizcayanuM lakSa sva u52 che. AhAhA ! paNa e vyavahAranayano viSaya stuti, e mokSano mArga nahIM. samajANuM kAMI ? chatAM baMdhano mArga vikalpano vacce AvyA vinA rahe nahIM, e paNa jJAnIne, ajJAnIne to nizcaya nathI to vyavahAreya nathI. AhAhAhA... AvuM badhuM ghaNuM kayAM phe2phA2 ? joyuM ? zAMtamudrA dekhI aMtaraMgamAM vItarAgabhAvano nizcaya thAya che. joyuM ? lakSa che ne 52 u52 ke, AhAhA... zAMta pratimA mudrA, vItarAga mudrA dekhI kevaLajJAna yAda Ave, Ave che ne ? samayasAra nATakamAM Ave che. cauda guNasthAnanA adhikAramAM mudrA dekhIne ke, AhAhA... che to zubhabhAva paNa enA lakSamAM, AhAhA... paNa evo bhAva Ave, tethI vyavahA2 stutine paNa avakAza che, eTalI vAta. paNa e vyavahA2 stuti che mATe nizcaya stutinuM kA2Na che ema nathI. Page #408 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 27 thI 30 393 bahu Akaro pheraphAra. vyavahArane nathI ja ema uthApe che e jUThA che, tema vyavahArathI nizcayano lAbha thAya che ema mAne che eya jUThA che. have AvI vAta kyAM. vItarAgabhAvano nizcaya thAya che, joyuM? pote jANe ke, AhAhA... AvA vItarAga, AvA vItarAga. e kone? ke jene nizcaya stutino svabhAva pragaTayo che ene zubhabhAvamAM Ama jaNAya che. AhAhAhA! juo, bhAvArtha kartAe Avo khulAso karyo. vyavahAra stutine sthApI che, paNa e baMdhanuM kAraNa che, ethI ene nizcaya stuti kahevAmAM AvatI nathI. paNa nizcaya stuti kahevAmAM nathI AvatI mATe vyavahAra stutino bhAva na ja hoya, ema nathI. Aje AvI vAtuM ghaDIkamAM "hA" ane ghaDIkamAM "nA" kaI apekSA che, e jANavuM joIe ne? AhAhAhA ! A AtmAnI apekSAe bIjA badhA AtmAo paNa aNAtmA ane adravya che. AhAhAhA ! eTale kharekhara to e ajIva che, e jIva nathI, A jIvanI apekSAe. AhAhAhA... AvI vAta che. eTale ajIvanI stuti che e zubha vikalpa che e ajIva che. ane sAmAnI stuti che e paNa A jIva nahIM mATe ajIva che. e mATe stuti jUThI kIdhI. paNa e bhAva AvyA vinA raheto nathI. bhAvazrutajJAna che ne? to be bheda nayanA enA paDe che. nizcaya ane vyavahAra ene, samakitIne ja vyavahAranaya hoya che, ajJAnIne vyavahAranaya hoto nathI. naya ja nathI jyAM (bhAva) zrutajJAna nathI tyAM naya kevo. AhAhA! have AvI takarAramAM. AMhI to zAMtamudrA dekhI, che to para, kharekhara to A jIvanI apekSAe e badhA ajIva che. kharekhara to e zarIra che. AhAhAhA ! kema ke vikalpa uThayo e ja pote zarIra-pudgala che. AhAhA ! A gAthA bhAre aTapaTI hai. uparanI vAtane have gAthAthI siddha kare che, have kema Ane vyavahAra kahyo ane kema Ane nizcaya na kahyo enuM varNana kare che. taM Nicchaye Na jujjadi Na sarIraguNA hi hoMti kevaliNo / kevaliguNe thuNadi jo so tacaM kevaliM thuNadi / / 29 / / (harigIta) paNa nizcaye nathI yogya e, nahi dehaguNa kevaLItaNA; je kevaLIguNane stave paramArtha kevaLI te stave. 29. TIkA:- jema cAMdIno guNa saphedapaNuM teno suvarNamAM abhAva che, joyuM? mATe nizcayathI saphedapaNAnA nAmathI sonAnuM nAma nathI banatuM. che? saphedapaNAnA nAmathI sonAnuM nAma.. kemake sonAmAM saphedapaNAno abhAva che. AhAhAhA ! suvarNanA guNa je pILAzapaNuM Adi che temanA nAmathI ja suvarNanuM nAma thAya che. tevI rIte, ohohoho.. kaI rIte ? zarIranAM guNo je zukla raktapaNuM vigere, kemake vikalpa je che e para taraphano che ( hovAthI) e AtmAne dekhato nathI. AhAhA! e to sAme enuM zarIra ne enA guNa bhale ahIM guNa levAnA chatAM e parane dekhe che e. ohoho ! zuM zailI? zarIranA je raktapaNuM, zuklapaNuM temano tIrthakara kevaLI puruSamAM Page #409 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 394 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 abhAva che. AhAhA.. tIrthakara ane eno je AtmA, enA AtmAmAM Ano abhAva che. AhAhA.. mATe nizcayathI zarIranA zukla raktapaNuM guNonuM stavana karavAthI tIrthakara kevaLI puruSanuM stavana thatuM nathI. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA... tIrthakara kevaLI puruSanA guNonuM stavana karavAthI ja, joyuM pAchuM. tIrthakara kevaLI puruSanA guNonuM stavana karavAthI, paNa eno artha? A AtmAnA guNonuM stavana karavAthI. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna jJAyaka svarUpa, pUrNaAnaMda svarUpa te AtmA tenI nirvikalpa daSTithI stavana karavAthI, AhAhAhA.. e kevaLInI stuti thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? (zrotA- ghaNI cokhavaTa karI) bAbubhAI ! Avo badho pheraphAra che Avo zuM thAya kheMcAtANa kare. ahIM to e kahe che, tIrthaMkara puruSanuM stavana thAya che paNa e kevaLa tIrthakara (kevaLI puruSanuM) stavana puruSanuM thAya che, eno artha ? A AtmAnA guNonuM stavana thAya e, AhAhA... oluM Ave che ne? "jJAtAra mokSamArga netA jJAtAra bahu pratApa vaMde taLuNaladhaye" eno artha e loko evo kare che "he prabhu ApanI stutithI tamArA guNa mane prApta thAo." taguNalabdhaye ema che ne? paNa eno artha ema nathI. AhA... enI stutinA kALamAM mArA taraphanuM je jora che svabhAvamAM, eno mane lAbha prApta thAo. eno lAbha thAo ema che vAta. zuM thAya? Ama bhagavAnanI stuti karavAthI lAbha thAya? AhAhA.. bhAI ! e kahyuMne, amRtacaMdrAcArya kalmASitAM mArA pariNAma hajI kaluSita varte che. paryAyamAM muni chuM, AcArya chuM, AhAhA! paNa huM zuddha caitanya dravya chuM, evuM mane bhAna che, chatAM paryAyamAM anAdinI kalmASitA pariNati UbhI che, tenI A TIkA karatAM karatAM teno nAza thaI jajo. have TIkA karatAM to, TIkA karatAM to karavAno to vikalpa che, paNa mAruM jora te vakhate aMdaramAM che, enA joranI vRddhi thaI jajo. e kALamAM enAthI nahIM. Avo badho pheraphAra bahu. (zrotA:- tenAthI eTale enA nimitte, upAdAna mAruM ) AvuM che. hajI satya samajavAmAM potAno Agraha rAkhe ane satyane na samaje to have ene oluM satya aMdara hAtha kyAMthI Ave? AhAhAhA ! have ziSyano prazna che ke AtmA to zarIrano adhiSThAtA che. che? zarIrano svAmI che, dhaNI che, AhAhAhA... tethI zarIranA stavanathI AtmAnuM stavana nizcaye kema yukta nathI ? AhAhA... e tyAMya kahyuM che ne "pravacanasAra" vyavahAra nizcaya e badhA jeTalA vikalpo che eno adhiSThAtA AtmA che. AhAhAhA... vyavahArathI mokSa thAya, kriyAthI thAya, evuM Ave che ne kiyAthI thAya jJAnathI thAya, nizcayathI thAya e badhA dharmo eka samayamAM gaNavAmAM AvyA che. ane eno adhiSThAtA AtmA che tyAM ema kIdhuM che, kAraNake enAmAM thAya che. AhAhAhA! - ahIM kahe che zarIrane ne AtmAne, adhiSThAtA eno svAmI che e, ke "nA" e svAmI ema nathI. tyAM je kIdhuM evuM ahIM nathI. AhAhAhA! tethI zarIranA stavanathI kema yukta nathI AtmAnuM enA uttararUpe daSTAMta sahita gAthA kahe che. Nayarammi vaNNide jaha Na vi raNNo vaNNaNA kadA hodi / dehaguNe thuvvaMte Na kevaliguNA thudA hoti / / 30 / / Page #410 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 27 thI 30 395 (harigIta) varNana karyuM nagarI taNuM nahi thAya varNana bhUpanuM, kIdhe zarIraguNanI stuti nahi stavana kevaLIguNanuM. 30. AhAhA! A nagara evuM che ke, AhAhAhA... e vikalpanI stuti ane badhA bhagavAnane e badhuM nagaranuM varNana che, AtmAnuM nahIM. AhAhA ! A nagara evuM che ke jeNe koTa vaDe AkAzane grasI nAkhyuM che eTalo koTa UMco che. gaDha ke Akho AkAzane gaLI jAya eTalo gaDha UMco che ema. A nagarano koTa eTalo UMco che ke AkAzane gaLI gayo che ema. (zrotAone uddezIne) ahIM to have ghaNI jagyA che nIce. upara bese che to ahIMyA ghaNI jagyA che upara beThA che koka, nIce besavuM joIe. eTale badhe UMce bese, sAMbhaLavA Ave te ahIM UMce bese eno artha zuM? che jagatanI eTalI svacchaMdatA, kAMI vyavahAranI khabara na maLe. ahIM vaMcAya che enAthI UMcu besavuM. e to te dimANasa nahotA samAtA - eka hAre besAya nahIM saunI hAre eTale. AkhI jagatanI rIta evI. AhAhAhA.. zuM kahyuM A? e nagaranA koTe AkAzane gaLyuM eTalo moTo UMco che paNa e to nagaranuM varNana che. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- rAjAnuM nathI) ema bhagavAnanA guNonuM ke bhagavAnanA zarIranuM, e badhuM nagaranuM varNana che, paranuM che. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? upavana rAjI nigIrNa-bhUmitalam bagIcAonI paMkitaothI bhUmiLane gaLI gayuM che eTalA badhA bagIcAo che ke jANe bagIcAo AkhI bhUmine gaLI gayA che paNa e to varNana nagaranuM thayuM, enA rAjAnuM na thayuM. AhAhAhA ! cAre tarapha bagIcAthI pRthvI DhaMkAI gaI che. ane "parikhAvalayam pAtAlam pibati dhya" koTanI cAre tarapha khAInA gherAthI jANe ke pAtALane pI rahyuM che, gaDha jANe AkAzanuM thaI gayuM. vartamAnamAM bagIcA pRthvI(ne) gaLI gaI. pAtALamAM khAI. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA.. Ama nagaranuM varNana karavA chatAM tenAthI rAjAnuM varNana thatuM nathI. kAraNa ke jo ke rAjA teno adhiSThAtA che, nimitta tarIke, topaNa koTa, bAga, khAI AdivALo rAjA nathI. AhAhAhAhA... e nagaranA varNanano nimitta tarIke rAjA adhiSThAtA kahevAya, chatAM e rAjAnuM varNana nathI. ema vikalpathI varNana thAya, AhAhAhA. e AtmAnuM varNana nathI. e to aNAtmA Adi pugalanuM zarIranuM varNana che. AhAhAhAhA...AvuM che. koTa bAga khAI AdivALo rAjA nathI, che? AhA ! e vikalpathI stuti kare paNa e vikalpavALo AtmA nathI. AhAhA ! ema vikalpathI A bhagavAnanI stuti kare paNa A AtmA tyAM nathI. AhAhAhA ! ghaNI gaMbhIratA nizcaya ane vyavahAra, alaukika gaMbhIratA. tevI rIte zarIranuM stavana kare tIrthakaranuM stavana nathI, eno artha ke vikalpathI cAhe to paramAtmA tIrthaMkaradevanuM stavana karo, to paNa e kharekhara AtmAnuM stavana nathI, e zarIranuM stavana che, pudgalanuM che. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI vANIne indriya kIdhI che ne? Avaze ne have. ekatrIsamAM Avaze. indriya kaho ke pudgala kaho ke para kaho. AhAhAhAhA. svaAtmAnA anaMta AnaMdanA Page #411 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 396 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kaMda AgaLa prabhu, e bhagavAnanI vANI ane bhagavAna pote indriya che. AhAhAhA.. eTale ke e pudagala che, eTale ke e para che. AhAhAhA... e zarIra che. enuM nagaranuM varNana e AtmAnuM varNana nathI. vikalpathI je varNana thAya bhagavAnanA guNanuM bhale, paNa e AtmAnuM varNana nathI. AhAhAhA ! gajaba zailI ! digaMbara saMtonI, gajaba vAta, gajaba vAta kyAMya che nahIM evI vAta. AhAhAhAhA ! zloka mUkyo-ra6 kaLaza. nityamavikArasusthitasarvAGgamapUrvasahajalAvaNyam / akSobhamiva samudraM jinendrarUpaM paraM jayati / / 26 / / zlokArtha - jinendranuM rUpa utkRSTapaNe jayavaMta varte che. "nityam avikAra-susthitam sarvADagam" jemAM sarva aMga haMmezAM avikArI TharI gayela zAMta zAMta zAMta zAMta, AhAhA. sArI rIte sukharUpa susthita che. paNa e to paranI zarIranI vAta che. apUrva sahaja lAvaNyam, jemAM janmathI ja apUrva ane svabhAvika lAvaNya che. sarvane priya lAge evI lAvaNyatA che. AhAhA... zarIranI eTalI suMdaratA ane namaNAI ane lAvaNyatA dekhanArane priya lAge paNa e to badhu nagaranuM varNana, zarIranuM varNana thayuM. are enA guNanuM varNana kare to paNa vikalpa che ne? paradravya che ne? AhAhAhA. emAM A AtmAnuM varNana na AvyuM. AhAhA ! samudra Iva akSobha- je samudranI jema kSobharahita che, caLAcaLa rahita che. zAMta zAMta eka chokarAne joyo to 80 nI sAlamAM, boTAda koNa jANe kevo sAta ATha varSano chokaro paNa juo to Ama gaMbhIra gaMbhIra gaMbhIra, Ama beTho hoya to jANe kAMI capaLAI nahIM kAMI nahIM- sAmAyika laIne beTho to enA bApa hAre Avyo to 80 nI vAta che boTAda. paNa enA zarIranI koNa jANe eTalI gaMbhIratA ke bALakapaNuM ja na dekhAya. A to eka sAdhAraNa puNya hina prANI, AhAhA. enA bApane kIdhuMtuM ke A chokaro Ama gaMbhIra mudrA, koI di' kAMI hasavu ke kAMI vismaya lAge kAMI nahIM kahe. ATha varSano bALaka hato 80 nI vAta che 20 ne 34 copana varSa thayA. A to traNa lokano nAtha enA zarIranI lAvaNyatAnuM zuM kahevuM, chatAMya e to paradravyanA guNa che. AhAhAhA..... bhagavAnanA guNa gAvA. bhagavAnanA guNa gAvA e paNa zarIranA ne paranA che, AtmAnA nahIM. AhAhA ! AvuM AkaruM kAma bhAI kAraNa ke bhagavAnanA guNo gAvA e guNo kAMI tArA nathI. e to tArI apekSAe to e badhA guNo ja nathI. AhAhA... A bhAvanI apekSAe bhagavAnano bhAva te abhAva che. AhAhAhAhA ! AvuM che. vItarAga mArga bahu gaMbhIra bhAI. AhAhA! agAdha gaMbhIra bhAI. AhA... eno nizcaya ane eno vyavahAra ne e kaMI vAta che! AhAhA ! Ama zarIranuM stavana karavA chatAM tenAthI tIrthakara kevaLI puruSanuM stavana thatuM nathI. AhAhAhA.. zubharAgathI vikalpathI bhagavAnanA guNa gAna gAvA e paNa zarIranA che, AtmAnA nahIM, AhAhAhA... tArA AtmAnA nahIM. jo ke tIrthakara kevaLI puruSane zarIranuM adhiSThAtApaNuM che nimittanuM, to paNa susthita sarvAgapaNuM ane lAvaNya Adi AtmAnA guNa nahIM hovAthI, tIrthaMkara kevaLI puruSane te guNono abhAva che. AhAhAhA ! eTale ke A Page #412 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 25-26 - 397 AtmAmAM enA je guNo gAvo, e guNono AmAM abhAva che. AhAhAhA !bhagavAnanA guNa gAvo paNa e guNanA bhAvano A AtmAmAM to abhAva che. e to 52mAM rahyA. AhAhAhA... AvuM navarAza kyAM phurasada-satyane kaI rIte satya ubhuM rahe. AhAhA ! ema ne ema hAlyuM jAya. AhAhAhA ! prazna:- atyAra sudhI zuM AvyuM A badhI gAthAomAM ? ke kevaLInA guNo je che, e to A AtmAnA guNo te kevaLInA guNo che. 52nA guNo je che e kevaLInA guNo nahIM. e 52nA guNo che e 52 AtmA tarIke gaNIne, A AtmAno emAM abhAva che, eTale kharekhara to e aNAtmAnA guNa che. AhAhAhA.. kema ke vikalpa che e rAga che ne emAM A ja Ave. AhAhA ! ane nirvikalpapaNe je AtmAnA guNo te kevaLInA guNo che. AhAhAhA ! viSaya Aje jarI nizcaya vyavahArano hato ne. AhAhA ! tethI have khulAso karaze, ke bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI vANI e badhA indriya che, pudgala che, A AtmA nahIM. AhAhAhA... AhAhAhA... jevI A jaDa indriya che, bhAvendriya che, evI ja A bhagavAnanI vANI ane bhagavAna pote indriya che kevaLI pa2mAtmA paNa A AtmAne hisAbe indriya che. AhAhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA aNIMndriya prabhu, AhAhAhA... enI apekSAe to bhagavAna sAkSAt( pratyakSa ) birAje che, te paNa indriya che. AhAhAhA ! ema sAkSAt bhagavAnanA guNa kare to paNa e pudgalanA guNa che. juo- vikalpa uThayo che ane 52 ta2pha Azraya che ne ? AhAhA... nirvikalpapaNe aMta2mAM dRSTimAM jAya te kevaLInA stavana kevaLI eTale kevaLa tuM pote. AhAhAhA ! AvuM svarUpa che. aTapaTuM hatu bAbubhAI Aje. AhAhA... AmAM kAMI phe2phA2 ka2vA jAya to thAya tevuM nathI. AhAhAhA ! kAraNake nyAya varNavI varNavIne bhagavAnanA guNagAna kare toya kahe che za2I2nA guNagAna che, tArA nahIM. e naga2 je bAhyanI cIja che enuM varNana naga2nuM varNana. vizeSa leze. (zrotAH- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) * siddhanagaramAM anaMtA siddho birAje che. teoe pahelAM bahA2thI naja2 saMkelIne aMdarano vistAra karyo hato tuM paNa bahA2thI saMkelo karI nAkha. huM to pUraNa abheda 52mAtmA ja chuM, mAre ne paramAtmAne kAMI phera nathI - ema phera kADhI nAkhanA2ne phera chUTI jaze. AhAhA ! digaMbara saMtonI kathanazailI alaukika che. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 24) Page #413 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 388 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 gAthA - 31 TTTTT T T T T T T T T T T T T T T T atha nizcayastutimAha / tatra jJeyajJAyakasaGkaradoSaparihAreNa tAvatjo iMdiye jiNittA NANasahAvAdhiyaM muNadi AdaM / taM khalu jidiMdiyaM te bhAMti je NicchidA sAhU / / 31 / / ya indriyANi jitvA jJAnasvabhAvAdhikaM jaanaatyaatmaanm| taM khalu jitendriyaM te bhaNanti ye nizcitAH saadhvH||31|| yaH khalu niravadhibandhaparyAyavazena pratyastamitasamastasvaparavibhAgAni nirmalabhedAbhyAsakauzalopalabdhAntaHsphuTAtisUkSmacitsvabhAvAvaSTambhabalena zarIrapariNAmApannAnidravyendriyANi, prativiziSTasvasvaviSayavyavasAyitayA khaNDazaH AkarSanti pratIyamAnAkhaNDaikacicchaktitayA bhAvendriyANi, grAhyagrAhakalakSaNasambandhapratyAsattiivazena saha saMvidA parasparamekIbhUtAniva cicchakteH svayamevAnubhUyamAnAsaGgatayA bhAvendriyAvagRhyamANAn sparzAdInindriyArthAMzca sarvathA svataH pRthakkaraNena vijityoparatasamastajJeyajJAyakasaGkaradoSatvenaikatve TaGkotkIrNa vizvasyApyasyopari taratA pratyakSodyotatayA nityamevAntaHprakAzamAnenAnapAyinA svataHsiddhena paramArthasatA bhagavatA jJAnasvabhAvena sarvebhyo dravyAntarebhyaH paramArthato'tiriktamAtmAnaM saJcetayate sa khalu jitendriyo jina ityekA nizcayastutiH / have, (tIrthaMkara-kevaLInI) nizcayastuti kahe che. temAM pahelAM zeya-jJAyakanA saMkaradoSano parihA2 ka2I stuti kahe che : jItI indriyo jJAnasvabhAve adhika jANe Atmane, nizcaya viSe sthita sAdhuo bhAkhe jitendriya tehane. 31. gAthArthaH-[ yaH ]o[ indriyANi ] indriyo ne [ jitvA ] tIne [ jJAnasvabhAvAdhikaM ] jJAnasvabhAva vaDe anyadravyathI adhi [ AtmAnam ] AtmAne [ jAnAti ] bhaeo che [ taM ] tene, [ ye nizcitAH sAdhavaH ] o nizcayanayamAM sthita sAdhuo che [ te ] tekho, [ khalu ] 5252 [ jitendriyaM ] [4teMdriya [ bhaNanti ] 'he che. TIkA:- ( je muni dravyendriyo, bhAvendriyo tathA indriyonA viSayabhUta padArtho-e traNeyane potAnAthI judAM karIne sarva anyadravyothI bhinna potAnA AtmAne anubhave che te muni nizcayathI jitendriya che. ) anAdi amaryAdarUpa baMdhaparyAyanA vaze jemAM samasta svaparano vibhAga asta thaI gayo che( arthAt jeo AtmAnI sAthe evI eka thaI rahI che ke bheda dekhAto nathI ) evI za2I25riNAmane prApta je dravyendriyo temane to nirmaLa bhedaabhyAsanI pravINatAthI prApta je aMtaraMgamAM pragaTa atisUkSma caitanyasvabhAva tenA avalaMbananA baLa vaDe sarvathA potAthI jAdI karI; e, dravyendriyonuM jItavuM thayuM. judA judA potapotAnA viSayomAM vyApA25NAthI jeo viSayone khaMDakhaMDa grahaNa kare che (arthAt Page #414 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 399 jJAnane khaMDakhaMDarUpa jaNAve che, evI bhAvendriyone, pratItimAM AvatA akhaMDa eka caitanyazaktipaNA vaDe sarvathA potAthI judI jANI; e, bhAvendriyonuM jItavuM thayuM. grAhyagrAhakalakSaNavALA saMbaMdhanI nikaTatAne lIdhe jeo potAnA saMvedana (anubhava) sAthe paraspara eka jevA thaI gayelA dekhAya che evA, bhAvendriyo vaDe cahavAmAM AvatA je IndriyonA viSayabhUta spardhAdi padArtho temane potAnI caitanyazaktinuM svayameva anubhavamAM AvatuM je asaMgapaNuM te vaDe sarvathA potAthI judA karyA; e, indriyonA viSayabhUta padArthonuM jItavuM thayuM. Ama je(muni) dravyandriyo, bhAvendriyo tathA indriyonA viSayabhUta padArtho-e traNene jItIne, zeya-jJAyaka-saMkara nAmano doSa Avato hato te saghaLo dUra thavAthI ekatvamAM *TaMkotkIrNa ane jJAnasvabhAva vaDe sarva anyadravyothI paramArthe judA evA potAnA AtmAne anubhave che te nizcayathI "jitendriya jina" che. (jJAnasvabhAva anya acetana dravyomAM nathI tethI te vaDe AtmA sarvathI adhika, judo ja che.) kevo che te jJAnasvabhAva? A vizvanI (samasta padArthonI) upara tarato (arthAt temane jANatAM chatAM te-rUpa nahi thato), pratyakSa udhotapaNAthI soya aMtaraMgamAM prakAzamAna, avinazvara, svata:siddha ane paramArthasa-evo bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAva che. A rIte eka nizcayastuti to A thaI. (mya to dravyandriyo, bhAvendriyo tathA indriyonA viSayabhUta padArtho ane jJAyaka pote AtmA-e bannenuM anubhavana, viSayonI AsaktatAthI, eka jevuM thatuM hatuM, bhedajJAnathI bhinnapaNuM jANyuM tyAre te zeyajJAyaka-saMkaradoSa dUra thayo ema ahIM jANavuM.) pravacana naM. 89 gAthA - 31 tA. 22-9-78 zukravAra zrAvaNa vada-6 saM. 2504 aba tIrthakara kevaLIkI nizcaya stuti kahete hai. hiMdI hai A loko AvyA che ne kayA kahete hai? ke nagarakA varNana karanese rAjAnA varNana nahi hotA aise zarIranA varNana, atizayakA varNana IsakA varNanase AtmAnA varNana nahi hotA. are yahAM to tyAM laga kahA ke apanese bhinna bhagavAna tIrthakara ho ke sarvajJa ho ke paMcaparameSThi ho e apanA AtmA kI apekSAe anAtmA, padravya hai. AhAhAhAhA ! usakI stuti e vyavahAra stuti hai, puNyabaMdhanA kAraNa hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA... to vAstavika tIrthakara ane kevaLakI stuti kisako kahe to, usake uttaramAM aisA kahA hai? usameM zeya jJAyakakA saMkara doSakA parihAra karake stuti karate hai. kayA kahete hai? AhAhAhA.... bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka hai aura A indriyo jo hai jaDa e zeya hai, para hai. ema aMdara bhAvendriya jo hai o bhI zeya hai, para hai. aise deva guru ne zAstra ke usakI vANI e bhI parazeya huM e bhI indriya hai. jaise A jaDa indriyoM hai. aise aMdara bhAvendriya ekeka viSayako jJAnako *saMkotkIrNa = paththaramAM TAMkaNAthI korelI mUrtinI jema ekAkAra jevo ne tevI sthita. Page #415 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4OO samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 khaMDa khaMDa batAnevAlI aura indriyakA viSaya cAhe to strI, kuTuMba, parivAra ho, cAhe to deva, guru, zAstra ho, ye saba paradravya hai, indriya hai. e indriya paradravya hai. indriya kaho ke paradravya kaho, jaDa indriya, bhAvendriya aura indriyakA viSaya, AhAhAhAhA... cAhe to traNa lokano nAtha bhagavAna samosaraNamAM birAjamAna ho e paNa indriyakA viSaya hone se indriya hai. AvI vAta che prabhu. AhAhA! ye saba joya hai aura tuma jJAyaka hai. dokI ekatA saMkaradoSa hai. dravyendriya meM huM, bhAvendriya mai huM, aura bhagavAnakI vANI ane bhagavAna ye meM huM. AhAhAhA !to usameM AhA.. zeya ane jJAyakako saMkara banAyA. saMkaranA artha khIcaDo banAyA. samajameM AyA? AvI vAta che bApu ! jhINI sUkSma vAtuM ghaNI. ye zeya jaDendriya, bhAvendriya aura indriyakA viSaya, cAhe to traNa lokanA nAthanI vANI ane bhagavAna Isako to ahIM indriya kahenemeM AyA hai. pAThamAM to ItanA hai ke indriya jiNitA tyAre olA keTalAMka vidvAno atyAre kahe mALA vidvAnoe duruha karI nAkhI TIkA, zuM ke A indriyane jItavuM eTaluM hatuM. are prabhu, paNa indriyane jItavAno artha ja A che. (zrotAindriyone jItAya kevI rIte) e loko ema kahe ke A bhASAmAM sAdI vAta hatI indriyane jItavuM ane A arthakAre, TIkAkAre dura karI nAMkhyuM ke indriyo jaDa, bhAvendriya aura bhagavAnakI vANI aura bhagavAna e paNa indriya ahIM laga le gayA mALA TIkAkAra. A to gaMbhIrapaNe pATha paDayA hai. usakI aMdara bhAva kayA hai usakI TIkA spaSTa kiyA hai. to e lokone e duruha lAgate hai. AhAhA! indriya? vItarAgakI vANI sAMbhaLe, bhagavAna sAkSAt, birAjate hai ema dekhe, e Indriya? indriyakA viSaya Indriya. AkarI vAtuM bApu bahu bhAI ! AhAhA...! e joya ne jJAyaka dokI ekatApaNAkI buddhi, saMyogabuddhi, saMkarabuddhi, paranI hAre sabaMdhabuddhi e mithyAtva hai. AhAhA... jhINI vAta prabhu! bahu mArga evo sUkSama che. AhAhA! e bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa prabhu ane e alAvA A dravyendriya Adi ane bhagavAna Adi paNa Isako indriya kaha, zeyarUpe indriya kahI. AhAhA...!bhagavAna AtmA aNaindriya jJAyaka prabhu aMdara, AhAhAhA... e aNaindriyanI apekSAe bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI vANIne paNa indriya kahI dIdhuM. AhAhA ! bAlacaMdajI (ahIM to) AvI vAtuM che, zuM thAya? e lokoe ema kahyuM che hamaNAM AvyuM'tuM ke TIkAkAre duruha karI nAMkhyuM. olA vidhAnaMdajIe samayasAra karyuM che. sAdI amathI bhASAmAM karyuM che sAdhAraNa. are bApu A koI vidvatAnI cIja nathI. AhAhA.. ahIMyA to paramAtmA apanA jJAyaka svabhAva e apekSAe usake alAvA jitanI cIja hai, sabako indriya kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhAhA ! dUsarI rIte kahIe to bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa usake alAvA dUsarI saba cIja ajIva hai. A jIva nahiM mATe ajIva hai. AhAhAhA.... bhagavAnano AtmA traNalokanA nAthano to A jIva jJAyakanI apekSAe e ajIva hai. jIva nahIM. A jIva nahIM mATe, sumerucaMdajI! AkarI vAtuM. nAnAbhAIne lAvyA Aje hAre. AhAhA ! bhAI anaMtakALamAM eNe vAstavika tattva dRSTimAM lIdhuM nathI. AhAhA... e zeya ane Page #416 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 401 jJAyaka AvyuM? saMkaradoSa, saMkaradoSano artha benuM ekapaNuM, benA saMbaMdhanuM ekapaNuM, saMyoga saMbaMdha, saMkarasaMbaMdha, AhAhA... benI ekatAnI mAnyatA enA doSanuM nirAkaraNa kare che ahIMyA. AhAhA... che? ema karIne stuti karate hai, tIrthakara kevaLInI stuti, bhASA aisI hai, paNa e tIrthakara kevaLInI stutino artha, apanA AtmA jo jJAyaka svarUpa pUrNAnaMda hai. usameM ekAgra honA ye tIrthakara ne kevaLInI stuti che. AhAhAhA.... AvI vAta. jagata samAjane kaThaNa paDe zuM thAya ? AhA... saMkaradoSakA parihAra kara tIrthakara kevaLInI sAcI stuti ema che ne bhAI bAbubhAI ? to tIrthakara kevaLI to para chene, vAta karaze, ahIMyA AtmAnI. bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu. AhAhA... enI sanmukha thaIne emAM ekAgratA karavI e tIrthakara ne kevaLInI stuti kahevAya che. AhAhA! samajAya che kAMI ? e vAta ahIMyA kahegA, hai? saMkaradoSakA parihAra karake, kenI stuti? tIrthakara kevaLInI, tIrthakara kevaLInI arthAt AtmAnI. AhAhA ! jo iMdiye jiNittA NANasahAvAdhiyaM muNadi AdaM / taM khalu jidiMdiyaM te bhaNaMti je NicchidA sAhU / / 31 / / (harigIta) jItI indriyo jJAnasvabhAve adhika jANe Atmane, nizcaya viSe sthita sAdhuo bhAkhe jitendriya tehane. 31. zabdArtha: gAthArtha laIe, A to 19 mI vAra vaMcAya che. 18 vAra to AkhuM samayasAra sabhAmAM vaMcAI gayuM che. ( zrotA:- ogaNIsamI vAra jAdI rIte vaMcAya che) 19 mAM 9 Avyo ne (zrotAH- na phare evo ekaDo ne pachI navaDo AtmA koI di' na phare evo) hA, evo. AhAhAhA ! gAthArtha sUkSma che bhAI, A gAthA ja barAbara AvyA che barAbara anukULamAM. AhAhA! evI che. je indriyoMko jItakara usakA artha tIna indriyakA, artha tIna, dravyandriya, bhAvendriya ane bhagavAna deva guru zAstra strI kuTuMba parivAra saba indriya. AhAhA... usako jItakara athavA e taraphakA Azraya ane lakSa choDakara. AhAhAhA ! jJAna svabhAve adhika jJAna svabhAvI bhagavAna AtmA e parase judA-judo adhika bhinna paripUrNa. AhAhAhA ! kayA kahA? Idriyako jItakara bahu TuMkAmAM paNa ghaNuM gaMbhIra kaheze. TIkA Avaze. A jaDa indriya, bhAvendriya je eka eka viSayako khaMDa khaMDa jJAna batAve aura deza, kuTuMba, strI, parivAra, Abaru, paisA, deva guru ne zAstra sabako ahIMyA to indriya kahA hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhAhA ! usako jItakara arthAt usase bheda karake, AhAhA... jJAna svabhAva adhika, bhagavAna AtmA, jJAna svabhAvathI parazeyathI bhinna, adhika, judA, paripUrNa. AhAhA.. jJAna svabhAvake dvArA anya dravyase adhika, AhAhAhA.. anya dravyase judA, bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI vANIthI paNa prabhu judo, AhAhA... AtmAko jAnate hai. apanA bhagavAnako anya dravyase bhinna, adhika, judo, apanA paripUrNa AtmAko jAnate hai, anubhavate hai, vedate hai, manutemAnate hai, jAnate hai, vedate che. AhAhA !.. Page #417 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 402 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 samayasAra to alaukika cIja hai. bApu. A to sAkSAt traNalokanA nAtha sarvajJanI vANI hai. AhAhA. (zrotA:- jagatanI trIjI AMkha) advitIya cakSu, ajoDa cakSu. AhAhA! bhagavAna advitiya cakSu, A to zabda hai. A to indriya hai. A indriya hai, A AtmA nahi. AhAhAhA ! enAthI paNa judo, AhAhA... jJAyaka svabhAva, adhika eTale zeyathI bhinna ane ekalA jJAna svabhAve paripUrNa ene je aMtarameM anubhavate hai, mAnate hai, jANate hai, Isako jitendriya kahenemeM AyA hai. eNe Idriyane jItI. Ama indriyane jItavI ke kAna baMdha rAkhavA. AMkhyuM Ama baMdha karI che. (e kAMI jItavuM nathI) AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AtmAko jAnate hai, unheM nizcayanayameM sthita sAdhuo nizcayanayamAM je sthita sAdhuo che, vaha vAstavameM jitendriya kahete hai. e jIvako jitendriya, dharmI, samakitI kahete hai. AhAhA.... nizcayamAM sthita saMto je koI zeyako apanA jJAyakase bhinna zeyase banAkara, apanA AtmAkA anubhava karate hai. usako nizcayameM sthita saMto usako jitendriya kahete hai. AhAhA.... AvI bhASAya kaThaNa paDe. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? TIkA dravyendriya A zarIra pariNAmane prApta jaDa A pAMca indriya hai. zarIranI pariNAmaparyAya, zarIranA pariNAmane prApta A jaDa Indriyo, AhAhA... Avaze TIkAmAM. bhAvendriya je eka eka jJAnano viSaya eka eka indriya eka eka viSayane khaMDa-khaMDa jaNAve, e bhAvendriya aura indriyoke viSayabhUta, indriyoMke viSayabhUta, AhAhAhA.. strI kuTuMba, parivAra, deza, deva guru ne zAstra e badhA indriyonA viSaya che. AhAhA! tene, AhAhA... padArthoko tInoMko, tIna AyAne dravyendriya, bhAvendriya ane eno viSaya. viSaya zabda padArtha. AhAhAhA... tInoM ko apanese alaga karake, e tIno zeyako apanA jJAyakabhAva, parase bhinna karake, AhAhAhA.. samasta anya dravyose bhinna samasta anya dravyose bhinna. dravyendriya bhAvendriya ane bhagavAnanI vANI Adi anya dravya, aise bhinna, usase bhinna, AhAhAhA.... apane AtmAkA anubhava karate hai. apane AtmAkA, bhagavAnanA AtmA nahi. AhAhAhAhA... apane AtmAnA anubhava karate hai ye muni nizcayase jitendriya hai. Ane jitendriya kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! have khulAsA. anAdi eno artha amaryAda karyo, be zabda nathI, TIkAmAM eka ja zabda che. niravadhi-niravadhi anAdi maryAdA vinAnA kALane, AhA.. baMdha paryAyake vaza, rAga ne karma ne nimittane vaza, nimittase nahi, paNa nimittane vaza, samajameM AyA? anAdi amaryAdita, e anAdino artha karyo. maryAdA vinAno kALa. anAdi, baMdha paryAyane vaza, AhAhA... rAgAdi para vastu je baMdha ene vaza thayelo jIva, jisameM samasta svArakA vibhAga asta ho gayA hai. jisameM apanA svarUpa ane rAga ane paradravya do eka mAnakara svArakA bhinnapaNA asta ho gayA hai. svaparakI ekatA karake svaparakI bhinnatA AthamI gaI, asta ho gaI. AhAhA... AthamI gaI eTale enI judAI rahI nahi. jJAyaka jJAyakapaNe ane indriyo para e je bhinna hai aisA na rahA, dokI ekatAne vaza asta ho gaI bhinnatA, bhinnatA asta ho gaI. AhAhAhA.. A to alaukika che bhAI. AhAhAhA.. A to digaMbara saMto ne jainadarzana Page #418 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 403 sarvajJanuM kaheluM e A tattva che, bApu. AhAhA ! vibhAga asta ho gayA hai, kayA kahA? eka kora jJAyaka bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu caitanya vilAsI AnaMdano nAtha prabhu ane eka bAju zarIra, vANI, mana, indriya, strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, deva, guru be svapara bhinna hai, e anAdi rAgake vaza hokara bhinnatA asta ho gaI hai, bhinnatA asta ho gaI. ekatA pragaTa ho gaI. AhAhA... e deva paNa mArA che, guru mArA che. (zrotA:- benI ekatA thaI gaI) ekatA hai. AkaruM kAma che prabhu! zuM thAya? e zeyamAM jAya che. deva sarvajJa trilokanAtha ane guru nigraMthamuni saMta digaMbara ane zAstra bhagavAne kahelAM e paramAgama. AhAhA ! e paravastu ane svaAtmA enI bhinnatA, rAgane vaza hokara dokI bhinnatA AthamI gaI hai. asta ho gaI hai. bhinnatA usakI pAsa rahI nahi. jhINuM che. bAlacaMdajI! AhAhA ! hai? svaparakA vibhAga, svArakA vibhAga, sva jJAyaka ane para rAgAdi, deva, guru Adi. svArakA vibhAga, svaparathI judAI asta ho gaI hai. arthAt jo AtmAne sAtha aisI ekameka ho rahI hai, ke bheda dikhAI nahIM detA. AhAhA... samajANuM? olAmAM leze nikaTatA, grAhya grAhakamAM che ne bhAI? tyAM nikaTatA tyAMya nikaTatA lIdhI che ne bhAI. 294 (gAthAmAM) caitya cetakanI atyaMta nikaTatA e pATha che tyAM, bhagavAna AtmA cetaka jANanAra ane rAga ne deva, guru, zAstra Adi e caitya che. jANavA lAyaka, jAnanevAlA bhagavAna ane e jAnane lAyaka. AhAhA !dokI ati nikaTatAne kAraNe, jANe jaNAvA lAyaka vastu merI hai aise ajJAnIko ho gaI. AhAhA... mIThAlAlajI! jhINI vAtuM bahu bApu. AhAhA ! ane bhAna hue pIche paNa, samyagdaSTiko, jJAnIko indriyakA paranA Azraye rAga hotA hai, jJAnIko bhI rAga hotA hai, paNa e rAga apanI jJAnadhArAmeM na goThavatAM, jJAnadhArA ane rAgadhArA bhinna rAkhate hai. karmadhArA AtA hai ne 110 kaLaza, 110 kaLaza. AhAhA.... samakitIko bhI anubhavIko bhI are sAcA saMtoko bhI, AhAhA.. para indriyanA lakSavALo rAga AtA hai. AhAhA ! e duHkha hai AnaMdase viparIta hai. AhAhA! aisA jJAnIko AtA hai paNa parako para tarIke jAnate hai. samajameM AyA? vedanameM bhI duHkha AtA hai, karmadhArA kahI tyAM. AhAhAhA ! kSAyika samakita ho, parase bhinna karake ekalA jJAyakako anubhava ho, apratihata kSAyika thayuM hoya, usako bhI rAga AtA hai. ye karmadhArA sAthameM hotI hai. ane karmadhArAkA vedana bhI hai. AhAhA ! AkaruM kAma bhAI ! e AtmAkA, jJAnakA vedana bhI hai aura apUrNa dazA hai, ne pUrNa nahi, ethI rAga AyA e zeya tarIke hoM. chatAM duHkhanA vedana hai. A vAta kaThaNa paDa jagatane. samajameM AyA? bhinna pADayuM, bhinna pADavA chatAM, rAga bAkI aMdara AtA hai, vItarAga nahiM eTale rAga AtA hai, sAdhaka huvA, anubhava huvA, zeyase jJAyaka bhinna merI cIja aisA anubhavameM AyA. chateM jabalaga vItarAgatA na ho tabalaga jJAnIko bhI rAga, rAga kaho ke duHkha kaho, AhAhA... AtA hai. tyAM to kahAne bhAI 110 kaLazamAM rAga, duHkha ane AtmAkA bhAnano AnaMda eka sAtha rahenemeM virodha nahi. tyAM liyA hai 110 kaLazameM mithyAzraddhA ane sabhyazraddhA doko eka sAtha rahenemeM Page #419 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 404 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 virodha hai. hai aMdara ? che kaLaza ? 110 hoM. juo e ja AvyuM hoM, gujarAtI che hoM. eka jIvamAM eka ja kALe jJAna ane kriyA AhA... baMne kaI rIte hoya ? eka ja kALe jJAna kriyA banne eka ko2 jJAnanuM pariNamana ane ekako2 rAganuM pariNamana evuM eka kALe kema hoya ? hai ? kaLazaTIkAmAM che. 110 kaLaza. zAna ane kriyA banne eka sAthe kaI rIte hoya ? prabhu ekakora AtmAnuM jJAna ane anubhava thayo ane te jJAnanA AnaMdanI dazA 2he aura sAthameM rAgakI kriyAkA duHkhakI dazA rahe eka sAtha kaise raha sakate hai ? e kahA. samAdhAnaH virodha to kAMI nathI. AhAhAhA ! hai ? keTalAka kALa sudhI banne hoya che. sAdhaka hai ne ? sAdhaka hai tyAM thoDuM bAdhakapaNuM che. rAga duHkha hai. jJAnIko bhI duHkha vedate hai. AnaMdakI sAtha doyakA vedana hai. AhAhA ! hai ? keTalAka kALa sudhI banne sAthameM 2hetA hai, aisA vastukA pariNAma hai. paraMtu virodhI jaisA dikhate hai. 52se bhinna jJAnano anubhava aura sAthameM rAganA duHkhano anubhava, e virodha jaisA dikhate hai. AhAhAhA ! paNa apanA apanA svarUpe hai. virodha to karate nahIM. AhAhA ! keTalA kALa sudhI raheze ? ke jyAM sudhI AtmA mithyAtvarUpI vibhAva pariNAma maTayA ane Atmadravya zuddha huvA paNa kriyAno tyAga barobara paripakavatAne pAmyo nathI. e rAganI kriyAno tyAga hajI pUrNa thayo nathI. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! kriyAno mULathI vinAza thayo nathI, jyAM sudhI azuddha pariNamana hai tyAM sudhI jIvano vibhAva pariNamana hai. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! vAtuM bApA, mAragaDA koI judA che. duniyAne hAtha Avyo nathI. samajAya che kAMI ? eka ko2 asta ho gayA ema kahyuM ane bhAna huA, e kaheze. AhAhA ! maiM to zAyaka svarUpa 52zeyakI ekatAse bhinna, saMkara saMbaMdhase saMyoga saMbaMdhase bhinna. AhAhA ! merI cIjane 52nI sAthe koI saMbaMdha hai nahIM, aisA aMtarameM anubhava samyagdarzana huvA. samajameM AyA ? aisA hone 52 bhI pUrNa jabalaga vItarAga na ho, tabalaga sAthameM rAga arthAt duHkhanI paryAya sAthameM AtI hai, ane jJAnIko bhI, AnaMdakA bhI vedana ane pUrNa AnaMda nahIM, to thoDA du:khakA vedana paNa hai sAthameM, jhINI vAta bApu.... mAragaDA judA koI che. atyAre to bhAre goTo UThayo che. AhAhAhA ! A nirmaLAnaMda nAtha ! AhAhAhA... emAM pUrNa nirmaLa dazA na ho, tabalaga malinatA to AtI hai. vyavahAra AtA hai ne ? vyavahAra AtA hai e to saba rAga hai, duHkha hai. AhAhA ! devaguru zAstranI zraddhAno rAga, paMcamahAvratanA pariNAmano rAga, are zAstranA bhaNatarano rAga, e rAga hotA hai, paNa hai duHkharUpa. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta AkarI paDe jagatane, paNa zuM thAya ? bhAI ! mAraga to e hai. AhA ! A janama maraNa rahita bApu, corAzInA avatAra ka2I karI ne kUtarAnA, kAgaDAnA, kaMthavAnA, AhAhAhA... e narakanA bhavo, prabhu ema kahe e narakanI vedanA nAtha eka kSaNa teM vedI karoDo varSanI to zuM vAta karIe ? eka kSaNanI vedanA, karoDo bhave ane karoDo jIbhe na kahevAya. prabhu eTalI vedanA tuM bhUlI gayo prabhu ! narakanI aMdara nAtha tetrIsa tetrIsa sAga2nI sthitie anaMtavAra gayo prabhu ! emAM 52mAtmA ema kahe prabhu terI eka kSaNanI vedanA, AhAhAhA... e duHkhanI vyAkhyA karatA karoDo bhave ne karoDo jIbhe na kahevAya prabhu evuM teM duHkha veThayuM che. samajAya che kAMI ? AhAhA ! are jAga re nAtha jAga, olAmAM Ave che ramezamAM, duHkhaDA sayA na Page #420 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 405 na jAya ane have jAgIne jo tuM jIva Ave che. ramezanuM, (bhajana) AhAhAhA.. ahIM e kahe che, jitanI paranI sAthe ekatvabuddhi e duHkha ane ekatvabuddhi gayA pachI paNa jitanI asthiratA e bI duHkha. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! jene emAM jJAnadhArA ane kriyAdhArA, karmadhArA kahI che e karmanI eTale rAganI paripUrNatAno tyAga jyAM sudhI na thAya, rAganI pariNatino paripUrNa tyAga na thAya, tabalaga rAga ane jJAna kriyA eka sAthameM rahenemeM virodha nahi. hai donoM virUddha, AnaMdanI dazA ane rAganI duHkha dazA, hai to do virUddha, paNa eka sAthe rahenemeM virodha nahi. AhAhAhA.. AvI vAtuM che. (zrotA :- duHkha che ane jJAnanuM ya mAnIe to), mAtra duHkha che, ema na mAne to mithyA bhramaNA ajJAna che. duHkha hai ne? jJAnanuM nizcayathI zeya che, paNa vedananI apekSAe vedate hai, AhAhA.... jJAnanI apekSAe zeya, zraddhAnI apekSAe heya, cAritranI apekSAe vedana. AvuM che bApu! mAraga bhAI ! AhAhAhA... e ahIM kahe che. AhA ! je AtmAne sAthe ekameka ho rahI hai, bheda nahi dikhatA hai, dravyendriya, bhAvendriya ane enA viSaya para, e be jANe eka hoya. AhAhA.. aisA bheda bhinna nahIM dikhate, ekapaNe dekhate hai ajJAnI anAdise. AhAhA... - have usakA khulAsA, indriyanI vyAkhyA have, anAdi baMdha paryAyake vaza jisameM samasta AvI gayuM ne? bheda nahIM dikhAI dete aise zarIra pariNAmane prAsa, kayA? A. A. A zarIranA pariNAma paryAya che ho. jaDa indriya zarIranI paryAya hai. zarIranA pariNAmane prApta dravya indriya hai. bhASA to sAdI che. pakaDAya evuM che. AhAhAhA... A zarIra pariNAmane prApta jaDa dravyandriya pachI bhAvendriya leze. zarIra pariNAma, zarIranI paryAya. AhAhA ! A jaDa indriya zarIranI paryAya che, e AtmAnI paryAya nahIM. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? prApta dravyendriyoMko - zarIra pariNAmane prApta, zarIranI paryAyane prApta, e pAMceya indriya, jaDa indriya zarIranI paryAya che. AhAhAhA... ene to nirmaLa bheda abhyAsanI pravINatAse, kayA kahete hai. have nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa. AhAhAhA. e jaDa zarIranI paryAyane prApta enAthI bheda abhyAsa, nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa, jarI zuM kahe che? zAstra abhyAsa nahiM, bheda abhyAsa ane te paNa nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa, eTale? ke dhAraNAmAM AvI jAya ene vAta, ke A indriya para che, A para e bheda abhyAsa nahiM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA... enA khyAlamAM Ave, ke A zAstra ke A dravya indriya para che AtmAthI, paNa e bheda abhyAsa nahIM, AhAhAhA ! e to zAstra abhyAsa. AhAhA... ane zAstranuM jJAna e paNa zabdanuM jJAna huA. AhAhAhA ! ethI nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa, A zabda paDyo che. zarIra paryAyane prApta enAthI bhinna aMdaramAM, nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa, paranuM lakSa choDI daI ane aMtaranA lakSamAM jAvuM, AhAhA! AhA! nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa, nirmaLa zAstra abhyAsa, ema nahIM. AhAhAhA ! eka vAta, nirmaLa bheda abhyAsakI pravINatA emAM caturAI, kauzalya, kauzalya zabda paDayo che ne bhAI, saMskRtamAM. AhAhAhA... catura mANasa, ema kauzalya e indriyathI bhinna abhyAsamAM, nirmaLa bhedanA abhyAsamAM pravINa. AhAhAhA... Page #421 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 406 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dravyendriyathI zarIra pariNAmane prApta paryAyane, zarIranI paryAya che. A dravyendriya enAthI nirmaLa bheda abhyAsathI pravINatA, caturapaNe, AhAhAhA.. ane dehanI paryAyathI bhinna karavuM AtmAne, AhAhA... A to hajI cULache, bhAvendriyanuM jhINuM che. AhA. nirmaLa bheda abhyAsanI pravINatA, zarIra pariNAmane prApta jo indriyo ene nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa, A abhyAsa karavo ema kahe che. nirmaLa bhedajJAnano abhyAsa. AhAhAhA.. bheda abhyAsanI pravINatA, caturAI, kauzalyathI prApta - bhedajJAnanI kauzalyatAthI prApta. bhagavAna aMdara AtmA. AhAhA ! AvuM kAma bahu. aMtaraMgameM zuM prAya? nirmaLa bheda abhyAsanI pravINatAthI prApta, zuM? kayA? aMtaraMgameM pragaTa, A zarIra pariNAma che e to bAhya rahyA, have enAthI bhinna pADavAno abhyAsa karatAM, AhAhA... aMtaraMgame pragaTa ati sUkSma, AhAhAhA... aMtaraMgameM pragaTa vyakta paramAtmasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA. AhAhA... ati sUkSma, vikalpathI paNa pAra, AhAhAhA.. gAthA jhINI sArI AvI gaI che, tamo AvyA ne barobara maMgaLika che. bhAgya hoya to AvuM maLyA vinA rahe nahIM. AhAhA... AvI vAta.. (zrotAH- e to pUrvanuM yAda karyuM vartamAnamAM zuM karavuM?) vartamAnamAM ene juduM pADavuM e. bheda abhyAsa karavo. ekapaNAnI buddhi che. emAM bhedano abhyAsa karavo. AhAhA! A to pudgalanI, jaDanI paryAya che. pariNAma kahyA ne? zarIra pariNAmane prAsa, pugalanI paryAyane prApta, ene nirmaLa bhedajJAnanA abhyAsathI, abhyAsanI pravINatAthI prApta, have aMdara, zarIra pariNAmane prAsa, ene nirmaLa bheda abhyAsanI pravINatAthI prApta. AhAhAhA.... kema maLe enI vidhi kIdhI. AhAhAhA... aMtaraMgameM pragaTa ati sUkSma caitanya svabhAva, AhAhA ! bhagavAna zAyaka svabhAva, caitanya jJAyaka AnaMda, jJAnarasa svabhAva, trikALI dhruva svabhAva. AhAhA! ati sUkSma aMdaramAM pragaTa che. AhAhA! jema zarIranA pariNAmane prApta bAhya pragaTa che. AhAhA.. ema bhagavAna AtmA aMtaraMgamAM pragaTa che. AhAhAhA! nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa, bApu A to maMtro che A kAMI kathA nathI. AhAhA! A to jhera UtAravAnA, sarpanA jhera karaDe che ne ? maMtra utAre che. vIMchInA A mithyAtvanA jhera UtAravAnA maMtro che. e kAMI zabda pAra paDe evuM nathI enuM. AhAhA ! zarIra pariNAmane prApta, ene nirmaLa bheda abhyAsanI pravINatAthI prAsa, AhAhA! aMtaraMgameM pragaTa, olA zarIranA pariNAma e bahAra hatA, e to jaDa. have aMtaraMgamAM bhagavAna nirmaLa bheda abhyAsanI caturAIthI, ke A to A indriya nahIM A to AtmA AnaMda che, jJAna svarUpa che aisI caturAIse, AhAhA... aMtaraMgameM pragaTa atisUkSma, je dayA dAnano vikalpa ke e to sthULa hai enAthI to prabhu bhinna aMdara che. atisUkSma, caitanya svabhAva, jANagasvabhAva, aMtaraMgameM pragaTa atisUkSma, AhAhAhA... TIkA te paNa TIkA che ne! AhAhAhA.. nirmaLa bheda abhyAsa eTale ke ekalI dhAraNA karI rAkhI hoya ema nahi, e ema kahe che. AhAhA ! jJAnamAM dhArI rAkhyuM hoya ke jaDa Indriya para che ne AtmA para che, e nirmaLa bhedajJAna nahiM, e to dhAraNAnI vAta thaI. AhAhAhA.. nirmaLa bheda abhyAsakI pravINatAse prAsa, AhAhA! aMtaraMgameM pragaTa, atisUkSma caitanya svabhAvanA avalaMbanake baLase, caitanya svabhAva enA avalaMbananA baLathI, dravyandriyane judI karI. Page #422 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 477 AhAhAhA.... vAta krame kaheze. dravyendriya ane bhAvendriya paNa thAya che to eka hAre, samajAvavAmAM to krama paDe che. AhAhA!dravyendriya ane bhAvendriyathI bhinna thavAno samaya to eka ja che. pahelo dravyandriyathI judo paDe che ane pachI bhAvendriyathI ema kAMI nathI, samajAvavAnI zailI, to zuM kare? AhAhA! avalaMbanake baLaze "ati" aMtaraMgameM astipaNe, vyaktapaNe pragaTa, atisUkSma caitanya svabhAvake AdhArase, avalaMbanake baLaze, sarvathA apanese alaga kiyA. AhAhAhA ! alaga karavAnI rIta A hai. caitanya, pragaTa sUkSma svabhAvathI enA avalaMbananA baLaseM AhAhA... dravyendriya judI ho gaI. dravyendriya judI karI ema kahevAya. ene karuM chuM ema tyAM nathI. paNa samajAvavuM zI rIte ene? aMtaraMgamAM bheda abhyAsanA baLathI, prAsa je aMtaraMgamAM atisUkSma caitanya svabhAva enA avalaMbananA baLathI, prApta thaI gayo AtmA. eNe dravyendriya jItI lIdhI, ene dravyandriyane jItI ema kahevAmAM Ave. AhAhAhA... AvuM svarUpa have mANasane evuM lAge, mALA sonagaDhiyA nizcayAbhAsa che. ema kahe che. kaho bApu kaho. prabhu ema ekalI nizcayanI vAtuM, vyavahAranI vAtuM nathI AvatI ? ( zrotA - mokSamArga prakAzakamAM kahyuM che nizcaya eTale kharI.) nizcaya eTale satya ane vyavahAra e to upacArika che. AhAhA ! chatAM vyavahAra Ave che e to kahIe chIe kahyuM ne. AhAhA! jyAM lagI pUrNa vItarAga na ho, jyAM lagI yathAkhyAta cAritra na ho, tabalaga jJAnIko samakitIko anubhavIko bI rAgadhArA, dukhadhArA AhAhA. duHkhadhArA eka sAthameM rahetI hai. AhAhAhA ! paNa ekatva hoya tyAM be dhArA kyAM rahI? tyAM to ekalI ajJAnadhArA, rAgadhArA rahI chuM. A to bhinna paDyo che. bhinna pADI, atisUkSma caitanyanA avalaMbananA baLa vaDe dravyendriya judI pADI, judI karI kahevAya. taba to jJAnadhArA utpanna huI ane jaba apUrNatA hai, rAga AtA hai, vyavahAra AtA hai, usako vyavahAra kaho, rAga kaho, duHkha kaho. AhAhA ! samajaAAyA? bAramI gAthAmAM kahyuM che ne, vyavahAre jANelo prayojanavAna 11mI gAthAmAM kahyuM ekalo bhagavAna bhUtArtha, satyArtha prabhu atisUkSma vastu eno Azraya laIne samyagdarzana thAya, pachI usakI paryAyameM kAMI hai ke nahIM kAMI ke paryAyameM kamajorI hai, ItanA rAga hai aura zuddhatA apUrNa hai e zuddhatA apUrNa ane kamajorIno rAga che, ane te kALe jANelo prayojanavAna che. hai. samajameM AyA? ane 110 kaLazamAM ema kahyuM, tene rAganI dhArA vedanameM ane AnaMdanI dhArA beya eka sAthe hoya che. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvuM che. vAda vivAde to kaMI pAra paDe evuM nathI A. apanese sarvathA ekAMta to nathI thaI jatuM ne. sarvathAmAM? AhAhA ! zarIra pariNAmane prApta ane bhagavAna atisUkSma e bhedanA abhyAsathI prApta, e bhinna paDI gayuM. AhAhA ! so yaha dravyendriyoMko jitanA huvA. to e dravyendriyane jItI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM. A prakAre hoM A rIte Idriyane kApavI ane Ama olA sUradAsamAM Ave che ke vaizyAne jovAnuM nahIM AMkho Page #423 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 408 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 phoDI nAkhavI. sUnA thA amane vahAM pAlejamAM e nahiM. yahAM to jaDase bhinna aMtaraMgameM ekAgratA karake aMtaragamAM anubhavamAM AnA usane dravyendriya jItI ema kahenemeM AtA hai. ( zrotAH- pramANa vacana gurudeva ). pravacana naM. 90 gAthA - 31 ravivAra bhAdaravA vada AThama tA. 24-9-78 saM. 2504 31mI gAthA calatI hai. kayA kahete hai ke jo koI prANI A dravya indriya je A jaDa, bhAvendriya je aMdara khaMDa khaMDa jJAnako jAnate hai, aura usakA viSaya bAhyapadArtha, sabako yAM indriya kahenemeM AyA hai. bhagavAna AtmA, indriyanA viSaya athavA indriya enI sAthe saMkara saMyoga saMbaMdha, maiM eka huM, e saMkara saMyoga saMbaMdha e mithyAtva hai. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotA:zarIranI sAthe ekapaNuM hoya e mithyAtva) zarI25NuM ekapaNuM te paNa bhAvendriya che, eka samayanI kSayopazama dazA enI sAthe ekatA e mithyAtva che. jhINI vAta che bApu ! yahAM to tInoko jJeya banAyA hai. apanA bhagavAna zAyakasvarUpa usakI sAtha dravyendriyAM za2I2 pariNAmako prApta e 52zeya hai. ema aMdara bhAvendriya je jJAnamAM kSayopazama avasthA vartamAna viSayako eka ekako jAnatI hai aura apanA jJAnameM khaMDa khaMDa jJAna jaNAtI hai. aisI bhAvendriya e bhI 52 hai aura indriyakA viSaya strI kuTuMba parivAra devaguru ne zAstra saba indriyakA viSaya hai to vo bhI indriya hai. AhAhAhA ! jhINuM bahu bhAI ! emAM za2I2kA pariNAmako prAsa indriyAM e A gayA hai. nirmaLa bheda abhyAsakI praviNatAse, AhAhA.... e maiM dravyendriyakI paryAya maiM nahi, meremeM nahi maiM usameM nahi. aise jaDa A zarIranA pariNAmane prApta indriyAM, bheda - nirmaLa bhedaabhyAsanA baLathI, AhAhA... bhinna pADavAnA jJAnanA baLa vaDe AhAhA... prAsa aMtaraMgameM pragaTa atisUkSma, aMtaraMgameM pragaTa vastu bhagavAna atisUkSma atisUkSma eka samayakI paryAyase bhI bhinna. AhAhA... atisUkSma caitanya svabhAvake avalaMbanake baLase, atisUkSma caitanya svabhAva usakA Azraya lekara, usakA avalaMbanake baLase, AhAhA... sarvathA apanese alaga kiyA, e dravya indriya jItI ema kahenemeM AtA hai. zarIra pariNAmane, paryAyane prApta A jaDa, usako apanA svarUpa, usase bhinna, aisA praviNatAnA bheda abhyAsase atisUkSma caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna usakA avalaMbanakA baLase dravyendriyAM bhinna kara diyA, AhAhA ! usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. jhINI vAta che. prabhu ! e vAta to ho gaI. eka vAta to ho gaI. A dUsarI bhinna bhinna apane apane viSayomeM, bhAvendriya hai jo pAMca. zrota, cakSu Adi ughADa aMdara ho, A jaDa nahiM, aMdara vikAsa hai, jJAnakA vikAsa hai. eka samayameM jo khaMDa khaMDa jJAnako jaNAtI hai aise bhinna bhinna apane apane viSayomeM vyApArabhAvase jo viSayoko khaMDa khaMDa grahaNa karatI hai. eka eka khaMDa khaMDa viSayako grahaNa karatI hai. usakA artha ke khaMDa khaMDa jJAnako batAtI hai. AhAhA ! khaMDa khaMDa jJAna e apanA svarUpa nahiM. AhAhA ! (zrotAHakhaMDajJAna svarUpa che ) akhaMDa. jhINI vAtuM bhAI ! eka to dravya indriya hai yaha siddha kiyA, zarIra Page #424 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 409 pariNAmane prApta dravyendriya hai, ye siddha kiyA ane bhAvendriya hai, eka eka viSayako jAnakI khaMDa khaMDa jJAnake jAnanekA viSaya hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? paNa usase bhI bhinna, AhAhA.... viSayoko khaMDa khaMDa grahaNa karatI hai, jJAnako khaMDa khaMDa batalAtI hai. bhAvendriyo aisI bhAvendriya AhAhAhA... vAta kramasara kahete hai, hotA hai eka samayameM saba, samajAnemeM krama pADate hai, dravyandriya, pachI bhAvendriya pachI viSayo, tyAM kahete hai je jJAnakI paryAya vartamAna khaMDa khaMDa athavA apanA apanA viSayameM vyApAra karanevAlI jo khaMDa khaMDa jJAna jaNAtI hai. e parazeya hai, e apanA svaya nahi. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. bhASA to sAdI paNa vastu to je che te che. AhAhA... aise bhAvendriyoMko, kaisI? ke je a5nI paryAyameM khaMDa khaMDa jJAna batAtI hai aisI bhAvendriyo, AhAhA... vo bhI jJAyakabhAvase bhinna cIja hai. apanA bhagavAna AtmA caitanya svabhAva AnaMdaghana prabhu saccidAnaMda AtmA, AhAhAhA... usase e bhAvendriya bhinna hai. bhAvendriya jJAyakakA paraya hai, svajJeya jJAyaka, AhAhAhA... AvI vAtuM. azeya jJAyaka paNa bhAvendriya khaMDa khaMDa jJAna batAtI hai. e parazeya, paraya apanA jJAyakabhAvase bhinna hai. AhAhA ! sarvajJa paramezvara vItarAga kevaLajJAna huvA aura tIna kAla, tIna loka eka samayameM jAnanameM AyA, usakI vANI divyadhvani nikaLI vo A divyadhvani hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhagavAna AtmA, e dravyendriya usase to bhinna, saMyoga sabaMdhase rahita paNa bhAvendriya e bhI saMyoga saMbaMdha hai. AhAhAhA ! khaMDa khaMDa jJAna jaNAtI hai, aisI indriyo ke bhI saMyoga saMbaMdha hai. svabhAva saMbaMdha nahi. sumerumalajI! AvuM che bhagavAna ! evo je bhagavAna AtmA, e khaMDa khaMDa jJAna zarIra to ekakora rahI gayuM have, AhAhA... paNa khaMDa khaMDa jJAna paryAyameM jo jAnanemeM AtA hai, vo bhI jJAyaka bhagavAna AtmAse bhinna cIja hai. e to jJAyakako parazeya hai. AhAhAhA ! Isako kaise jItanA? ane kaise jItanA kahanemeM AtA hai? AhAhAhA ! pratItimeM AtI huI. juo, have akhaMDa jJAnanuM levuM che ne mATe pratIti liyA. khaMDa khaMDa jJAnanI sAme akhaMDa jJAyaka bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, AhAhA.. emAM to zarIra pariNAmane prAsa, usase atisUkSma caitanya svabhAvanA avalaMbane liyA thA. AhAhAhA ! yahAM khaMDa khaMDa jJAnanI paryAya jo jAnatI hai, AhAhA. usako aMdarameM pratItimeM AnevAlA bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhA... akhaMDa eka caitanya zakti, olI khaMDa khaMDa aneka thA, sAme bhagavAna AtmA, akhaMDa eka, AhAhA.. caitanya zakti. AhAhA ! akhaMDa eka caitanya zakti, caitanya svabhAva. jhINI vAta che prabhu gAthA evI AvI che barobara. sumerumalajI AyAne gAthA baDI acchI AI hai bhAgyazALI, A aisI cIja hai, bApA. AhAhAhA! aMtarameM khaMDa khaMDa jJAna jaNAtI hai aisI, indriya bhAva hai to jJAnakI paryAya hoM, paNa vo bhI jJAyakakA bhinna paraNeya tarIke ginanameM AyA hai, AhA... kayoM ke akhaMDa eka caitanya zakti jo aMdara trikALa hai, prabhu AhAhA.. jisameM paryAyakA bheda, bheda bhI nahIM. AhAhA ! pratItimeM AtI huI. koNa AtI huI ? akhaMDa eka caitanya zakti, AhAhAhA... jJAyaka zakti, jJAyaka Page #425 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 410 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 zakti, caitanya zakti, dhruva zakti jema pANInuM pUra calate hai, aisA caitanya zakti Ama dhruva, dhruva, dhruva, dhruva, dhruva, samajameM AyA? e caitanyakA, nUrakA pUrakA dhruva, AhAhAhA... AvI vAtuM have, sAdhAraNa mANasane pakaDAya nahiM eTale... AhAhA ! e zarIra pariNAma prApta to ekakora dUra raho, paNa a5nI paryAyameM je jJAnakA khaMDa khaMDa dikhate hai. AhAhA. e bhI kharekhara to svaphleya jJAyakakI apekSAse to e paraNeya hai. ane e paraNeyakI zeyamAM nAsti hai prabhu tAro mArga to juo bhAI. AhAhA.. bAlacaMdajI! buddhi keLavavI paDe evuM che. AhAhA ! khaMDa khaMDa jJAnakI paryAya jo hai o nizcayase, paramArthase jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAna jo pratItimeM AnevAlA, akhaMDa eka caitanya svabhAva usase vo bhinna cIja hai. bhinna hai to use bheda karanA. AhAhAhA... bhinna hai to bhinna karake ati sUkSmakA avalaMbana lenA. AvI vAta bApA kyAMya hai nahIM, sarvajJa paramezvara sivAya. AhAhAhA! te zarIra pariNAmane prApta indriyAM jaDa e siddha kiyA. nahIM huM ema nahIM, ane bhAvendriya nahIM huM ema nahIM. AhAhAhA.. e khaMDa khaMDa jJAna jaNAtI hai. aisI cIja hai. paNa bhagavAna AtmA usase bhinna hai. AhAhAhA! bhASA to sAdI hai nAtha, bhAva to bhagavAna. A terI cIja bhagavAna kauna hai terA. AhA ! have rAga ane puNyapApakA vikalpakI bAta to kahAM rahu gaI. paNa yahAM to jJAnakI paryAyamAM vartamAnamAM kSayopazama aMza jo pragaTa hai, e kharekhara to bhAvendriya apanA zAyakabhAvase bhinna hai, to ye bhAvendriyako - pratItimeM AnevAlA aMtara bhagavAna, akhaMDa eka caitanya zakti dvArA, AhAhA... sarvathA apanese bhinna jAnA, AhAhAhA.... ekalA maMtro huM bhedajJAnanA maMtro che. ratanalAlajI! AvuM che bApA ! AhA! AhAhA ! gajaba vAta kare che ne? apanI jJAnakI paryAya bhI jJAyakameM parazeya tarIke hai. AhAhAhA ! o kAraNe kayoMki eka samayakI khaMDa khaMDa heM ne? bhagavAna to akhaMDa anaMta AnaMda. khaMDa hai aisA siddha bhI kiyA. AhAhA. zuM zailI ! dravyendriya hai aisA siddha kiyA, asti hai, sarvathA AtmA eka hI hai aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA... aura bhAvendriya (hai) AtmA ekIlA AtmA eka hI hai ane khaMDakhaMDa jJAna bhAvendriya hai nahIM aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA! vyavahAranayakA viSaya siddha karate hai. AhAhAhA ! e eka samayakI paryAyase bhinna bhagavAna.kaisA? ke pratItimeM AnevAlA vizvAsameM AnevAlA - bharosAmeM AnevAlA akhaMDa eka caitanya zakti, samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! e prabhu tArI vAta koI judI che. mULa vAta rahI nahIM. bahAranA kaDA kUTA, A vrata karo ne tapa karone, prabhu emAM AtmA nahIM. AhAhA ! e vrata ne tapano vikalpa che, e to rAga usameM AtmA to nahIM ane AtmAmeM e nahIM. paNa yahAM to khaMDa khaMDa jJAnanI paryAya, je rAga AyA usako jAnatI hai, jJAnakI paryAya, e khaMDa khaMDa jJAna usase bhI prabhu bhinna hai aMdara. (zrotA- sarvathA bhinna ke kathaMcit ) sarvathA bhinna. amAre zeTha kahete hai, kathaMcita nahIM? AvI vAta che bhagavAna ! are maLavuM muzkela zeTha pote kahe che. atyAre AvuM spaSTIkaraNa maLatuM nathI. are bhagavAna A to mArga bhAI ! AhA ! e khaMDa khaMDa jJAnanI paryAya je che apanI hoM, kSayopazama. AhAhA ! zarIrane prApta indriyo e to jaDa, paranI jaDa hatI. AhAhAhA ! ahIMyA jJAnanI Page #426 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 411 paryAyano vartamAna kSayopazamano aMza je khaMDa khaMDa jJAna jaNAya, AhA.. prabhu e tArI cIja nahIM, e teremeM nahIM, tuM usameM nahIM. AhAhA... tyAre kayA hai? meM to pratItimeM AtI huI akhaMDa eka caitanya zakti, caitanya svabhAva akhaMDa ekarUpa caitanya svabhAvake dvArA, akhaMDa eka caitanya svabhAvake dvArA, sarvathA apanese bhinna jAnA. AhAhAhA ! bhAvendriyano kSayopazama je jJAnanI paryAya usako sarvathA apanese bhinna jAnA, AhAhA... kaho samajAya che ke nahIM? AhAhAhA ! traNalokano nAtha aMdara akhaMDa AnaMdakaMda prabhu, AhAhA... enA avalaMbana dvArA khaMDa khaMDa jJAnase bhinna pADa sarvathA apanese, AhAhAhA ! apanese nAma jJAyaka je pratItimeM AnevAlA akhaMDa eka caitanya svabhAva usake dvArA apanese sarvathA bhinna jAnA. AhAhA ! caitanya jayota dhruva dhruva pravAha, pANInuM pUra Ama cale, A to caitanyanA nUranuM pUra dhruva, dhruva. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA... AvuM che bhagavAna zuM kahIe? kaho zazIbhAI ! bhagavAna che ne aMdara bApA. deha devAlayamAM bhagavAna birAje che. e bhagavAna khaMDa khaMDa jJAnase bhI bhinna hai. AhAhAhA... rAgase bhinna hai, zarIrase bhinna hai, khaMDa khaMDa jJAnase bhinna hai. akhaMDa eka caitanya svabhAvanA Azrayake dvArA usako judI kiyA. sarvathA judI kiyA. kathaMcit judI kiyA ne kaMthacit eka, aisA nahIM. bhagavAnanA mArga to anekAMta hai ne kaMthacit judA ane kathaMcit eka, aisA hai nahiM. AhAhA! yaha bhAvendriyoMkA jItanA huA, A jItanA huA, AMkhyuM baMdha karI de ane AMkhyuM phoDI nAkhe, e indriyakA jItanA e huM nahIM. AhAhA.... paNa vo eka samayakI khaMDa khaMDa dazA usase pratItimeM AnevAlA akhaMDa eka caitanya svabhAva, usake dvArA khaMDa khaMDa jJAnakI paryAyako bhinna jAnA. AhAhA.... usakA nAma samyagdarzana. samajameM AyA? be bola huA. be bola huAne? dravyandriya ane bhAvendriya. have grAhyagrAhakalakSaNavAle, kayA kahete hai. grAhya nAma zeya, jAnane lAyaka je zeya ane grAhaka jAnanevAlA jJAyaka, grAhyagrAhaka, grAhya jaNAvAlAyaka je parapadArtha zeya, jAnanevAlA grAhaka AtmA. grAhyagrAhaka zabda liyA hai ne? nahIM to che to zeyajJAyaka, paNa kayuM liyA ke anAdise, AhAhA.... e parazeya grAhya je jAnane lAyaka hai. o merA hai aisA mAnyA hai. AhAhAhA ! are strI kuTuMba parivAra zarIra vo to para che, paNa ahIM to deva, gurune zAstra je parazeya hai. AhAhA! e jAnane lAyaka ane AtmA jAnanevAlA. e sivAya e deva, guru, zAstra merA ane meM usakA e parazeyakI sAthe ekatAbuddhi hai. samajame AyA? bhAre jhINI vAta bApu! AhAhA ! grAhya, grahavA lAyaka, grAhya eTale grahavA lAyaka. dUsarI bhASAe kahIe to jANavA lAyaka parapadArtha, jANavA lAyaka ane grAhaka, jAnanevAlA bhagavAna(AtmA) e grAhya grAhaka, zeya jJAyaka lakSaNavAle saMbaMdhakI nikaTatAne kAraNa, AhAhA... nikaTa Ave che ne tyAM sarvavizuddha adhikAramAM. AhAhA! A deva, guru ne zAstra, maMdira ane pratimA e saba paraNeya hai. AhAhAhA ! paNa jJAyaka jAnanevAlA ane zeya para, usakI atyaMta nikaTatAne kAraNa, vo jAnanameM AyA ai meM huM, parazeya hai yaha mai huM. AhAhA ! devase meremeM lAbha huvA, guruse Page #427 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 412 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 meremeM lAbha huvA, keye pUrNa mere karanA. AhAhA... samajameM AyA? maMdira ho bhagavAna tIrthakara Adi ho to usako bhI choDakara jaMgalameM cale jAte hai. AhAhA! ahIM kayA kahenA hai ye parazeya hai ane AtmA jJAyaka, vo paraNeya tarIke jAnanelAyaka hai. vo sivAya AgaLa baDhakara parase mere lAbha hogA. AhAhAhA ! yaha bhrama hai. grAhyagrAhakalakSaNavALA e lakSaNa saMbaMdha, saMkara saMyoga enI nikaTatAkAraNa jANe ke apanemeM saMvedanake sAtha apanA jJAnameM usako jJAna Isa tarapha (AtmAmeM) A gayA. usake kAraNe usako jJAna meremeM A gayA. aisA ajJAnIko nikaTatAse bhAsa hotA hai. A zAstra jJAna kAne paDyA to merI paryAyameM zAstra jJAnase jJAna huvA aisI ekatA mAnatA hai, vaha mithyAtva hai. AhAhA! AvI vAta che. bhagavAna kI vANI e grAhaya hai, jAnane lAyaka hai. basa parazeya tarIke, bhagavAna paNa parazeya tarIke grAhya jAnane lAyaka hai. e sivAya ati (nikaTa) saMbaMdha ane saMyoganA nikaTatAne kAraNe usase meremeM lAbha huvA ye bhrama hai. AvI vAtuM. bhAre AkaruM kAma. AhAhA.. deva, guru ne zAstra UDI jAya che. e to para hai ne, AhAhA. bApu A to vItarAga mArga hai. AhAhA... deva-gurune zAstra e parazeya, jJAnameM nikaTatAse jAnanameM AtA hai. ethI aise lage ke usase meremeM jJAna huvA, vANI sUnanese meremeM jJAna huvA, bhagavAnako dekhanese mereko jJAna bhagavAnanA jJAna huvA. ye zeya jJAyakakI ati nikaTatAse bhrama utpanna hotA hai. AvI vAtuM che bApu! bAlacaMdajI! nyAM kayAMya saradAra zaheramAM maLe evuM nathI nyAM. AhAhAhA ! amRta varase che bhagavAna. AhAhA ! grAhyagrAhakalakSaNavALA, AhAhA ! e grAhyagrAhaka lakSaNa che. saMbaMdha vinAnI e cIja nahIM. paranI sAthe to grAhyagrAhakalakSaNa, AhAhAhA ! ati nikaTatA, kAraNa apanA saMvedana anubhavake sAtha paraspara eka jaisI huI dikhAI detI hai. AhAhAhA ! zAstrakA zabda kAne paDyA to mere jJAna usase huvA aisI ekatA bhAsatI huM ajJAnIko. bhAre kAma A to AkaruM kAma. paricaya na hoya, sat samAgama (nahIM) bhAre AkaruM kAma che bhAI ! Ama kahe ke zAstra vAMcanA svalakSe, (zrotA:- svalakSe ja jJAnane lakSa ke parane lakSa) paNa e svalakSa cUkIne zAstra kAne paDe vAMce to ene evuM thaI jAya ke AnAthI A jJAna thayuM. jJAnakI paryAya to apanese hotI hai. bhale e paralakSI ho. e apanese hotI hai. paNa zAstrase huvA, zabdase huvA. AhAhAhA! e zabdajJAna huvA, zAstrakA jJAna e zabdajJAna hai. o zabda jJAnase meremeM jJAna paryAya huA, bhrama hai. AhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai. samayasAra eka eka pada eka eka gAthA. AhAhAhA ! dhIrAnA kAma che bhAI A kAMI utAvaLe AMbA pAkI jAya evuM nathI. AhA ! nikaTatA, kAraNa zeya jJAyaka, jevuM zeya che aisA ahIMyA jJAna hotA hai. to aisI nikaTatAne kAraNa vo zeyase meremeM jJAna huvA, aisI bhramaNA choDa de. AhAhA! Avo mAraga. apanA anubhavane sAtha paraspara, paraspara dekhA, kayA kahA? ye zeya ane jAnanevAlA ( jJAyaka) be paraspara eka ho gayA ho, zeya ahIMyA A gayA ane jJAnakI paryAya usameM ghUsa gaI? AhAhA ! kuMdakuMdAcArya sAkSAt bhagavAna pAse gaye the. tIrthaMkara bhagavAna birAjate hai, tyAM gaye the, Page #428 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 413 ATha dina rahe. vahAMse Akara A zAstra banAyA. AhAhAhA.. e vANInuM zuM kahevuM! chatAM ahIM to ema kahete hai ke vANIse tere jJAna ho, (aisA nahIM). AhAhAhA ! to zeyase jJAna huvA, jJAnase jJAna na huvA. bahu kAma, bApA! sane pahoMcI vaLavuM e alaukika vAta che. bhAI ! AhAhA! eka jaisI dikhAI detI hai, paraspara hoM. bhagavAna, bhagavAnakI vANI ane jJAyaka, zeyajJAyaka lakSaNake kAraNa, ati nikaTatAse jANe usase meremeM (jJAna) huvA ane merA jJAna tyAM calA gayA usakI pAsa mATe jJAna huA ? AhAhAhA ! Avo upadeza have ajANyA mANasane to evuM lAge A zuM kahe che. bApu tArA mAragaDAM e alaukika che bhAI. AhAhA ! AyAne ? bhAvendriyo dvArA grahaNa kiye huve, kayA kahete hai? bhAvendriyake dvArA grahaNa kiye huve. AhAhAhA ! jJAnanA kSayopazamanI paryAya dvArA grahaNa kiyA, vANI, bhagavAna maMdira ke pratimA, AhAhA... bhAvendriya dvArA, jJAyaka dvArA nahIM. AhAhA.. grahaNa kiye huve indriyoM ke viSayabhuta indriyonA viSaya raMga, gaMdha rasane sparza bhagavAnanI vANI ne bhagavAna e saba indriyakA viSaya hai. arere AvI vAtuM, bhAvendriyoMke dvArA, AhAhA.. grahaNa kiye huve grahaNa eTale jAnanameM AyA. indriyoMke viSayabhuta sparza Adi padArtha. AhAhAhA ! bhAvendriya dvArA sparza jAnanameM AyA. raMga jAnanameM AyA, gaMdha jAnanameM AyA, zabda jAnanameM AyA. AhAhAhA! apanI caitanya zaktikI, AhAhAhA... apanI caitanya zaktise - svabhAvano svayameva anubhavameM AnevAlA e bhAvendriya dvArA jAnanameM AyA e nahiM. jJAnanA kSayopazamanA paryAyamAM, AhAhAhA ! zAstra jAnanameM AyA e nahi, AhAhAhA! apanA caitanya svabhAva svayameva anubhavameM AyA. e to koI nimitta hai, to jAnanameM AyA aisI cIja hai nahiM. bhagavAna apanA svayameva caitanya svarUpa. AhAhA ! svayameva anubhavameM AnevAlI, koNa? asaMgatAne kAraNa, zeyanA saMga binA zeyanA saMganA saMbaMdha vinA. AhAhAhA! deva, guru ne zAstra je zeya, enA saMbaMdha vinA bhagavAna asaMga prabhu aMdara hai. AhAhAhA ! zuM TIkA? AhAhA... apanI caitanya zaktikA svayameva anubhavameM AnevAlA, AhAhAhA ! indriyoMse sUnanese nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! caitanya pravAha bhagavAna dhruva, dhruva, dhruva, dhruva, dhruva, dhruva nityAnaMda prabhu, AhAhA! aisA caitanya svabhAvakA svayameva anubhavameM AnevAlA, bhAvendriya ane nimitta jAnA enA dvArA nahIM. AhAhA... AvI vAtuM che.(zrotAsvayameva kALalabdhi A gaI ) pote jJAyakabhAva svayameva jAnanevAlA nimittakI apekSAse nahi. bhAvendriyakI apekSAse nahi. (zrotA - kALa labdhinI apekSA Ave) kALalabdhi nahi e to puruSArthathI, e tyAre kALalabdhi kahete hai apanA puruSArthase jaba bhinna bhAna kiyA, kALalabdhi pAkI gaI. e to prazna hamAre 72 kI sAlameM AyA. 7ra-7ra kItanA varSa huvA, bAsaTha-sAMITha ne do. prazna saMpradAyameM khaDA thA. 70 mAM dikSA 62 varSa thayA. to pIche boMterameM prazna eka khaDA huA vo aise kahane lage, hamArA guru to bhadrika thA. paNa hamArA gurubhAI jarA aise kahe "kevaLIe dIThA aisA hogA, apane kayA kare" ? pATaNIjI 7ra-7ramAM eTale 6ra varSa pahele bahota prazna calA. sarvajJa bhagavAne jaisA dekhA aisA hogA, ApaNe kayA karIe ? sUno ! sarvajJa jagatameM Page #429 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 414 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai ? e jJAnakI eka samayakI paryAya tIna kAla, tIna lokako dekhatI hai. aisI sarvajJakI paryAya jagatameM sattArUpa hai, usakA svIkAra hai ? pIche dekhA ( aisA ) hogA. A to aMdarase AyA thA. taba to kAMI nahi thA. AhAhA ! 80 gAthA che ne pravacanasAranI jo jAdi a2haMta davyatta guNattapajajaya ttehiM "yaha aMda2se AyA thA. vAMcyuM nahotuM. AhAhA.... bhAI tame aise kaho, meM to aisA kahetA huM ke sarvajJe dIThA aisA hogA to sarvajJakI sattAkA svIkAra hai? alpajJa paryAyameM sarvajJakA svIkAra hai? e sarvajJakA svIkAra alpajJameM kaise AyegA ? AhAhA ! na e apanA sarvajJa svabhAva sanmukha hogA. sarvaza svabhAva bhagavAna AtmAkA hai, usakA sanmukha hogA, sarvajJa e vakhate ItanA nahIM thA, jJAna aMdara hogA esA kahA (saMvata ) 72 kI bAta. jJAnameM aMdara gaye ghUsa gayA. sarvajJakI paryAyakA nirNaya ka2nemeM AyA to samyagdarzana huvA. apanI paryAyameM sarvajJa svabhAva AyA nahi, paNa sarvajJa svabhAva jagatameM pragaTa hai, to e sarvajJa svabhAva AyA kahAMse ? sarvajJa svabhAvI bhagavAna hai. usameMse AtA hai. e sarvajJa svabhAvakA jisameM nirNaya huA e puruSArtha hai- A vAta hai bhAI. AhAhA ! ema na cAle kIdhuM AhAhA... bhAI maiM usameM A gayA huM mATe aisA mAnuM aise hai nahi. maiM to sat kayA hai, AhAhA.. nizcayakI bAta mAnuM. vyavahArakI bAta bhI aisI thI. usameM muhapatImeM thA ne hama to, taba zeThIyA dasa lAkha ( rUpiyAvAlA ) thA. 60 varSa pahele vo sthAnakavAsI thA. mUrtiko na mAne. to aise kahete the, ke mUrtikI pUjA tabalaga ho jabalaga mithyArdaSTi ho tabalaga ema kahete the. sUno to maiM ( ne ) kahA ke jina pratimAkI pUjAkA bhAva, bhAvazrutajJAnIko hI AtA hai. koMki jaba AtmAkA jJAna huA. sabhyajJAna huA, bhAvazrutajJAna huA to bhAvazruta jJAnakA bheda nizcaya ane vyavahAra be naya hai to vyavahA2naya usako AtI hai. ane vyavahAranayakA viSaya, bhagavAnakI pratimA vyavahAra hai. hai to vyavahAra. paNa vyavahA2 usako AtA hai. samajameM AyA? nizcayathI apanA svarUpakA nirNaya kare tyAre sarvajJakA nirNaya hotA hai. aura mUrtikI pUjA bhI sarvajJa svabhAvakA anubhava nirNaya huA. samyagnAna huA to zrutajJAna huA. bhAva, bhAvazrutakA bheda naya, nizcaya ane vyavahAra, to vyavahA2naya usako hai, ane nikSepa e jJeyakA bheda hai. A nayakA bheda hai. naya hai viSayI. ane o viSaya, to samakitIko hI nizcayase vyavahA2kA vikalpa bhaktikA AtA hai. nyAya samajameM AyA ? hai to vyavahAra, bhAvazruta jJAnIko hI e aisA vikalpa AtA hai, naya vyavahAranayakA viSaya, aura IsakA viSaya zeya, bhagavAna hai vyavahA2 hai zubhabhAva, nizcaya ane vyavahAra A rIte siddha hotA hai. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA! caitanya zaktikI svayameva anubhavameM AnevAlI asaMgatAke dvArA, AhAhAhA !jisako zeyakA saMga nahi, bhAvendriyakA saMga nahi, AhAhAhA... aise asaMga prabhu enA Azraya dvArA sarvathA apanese alaga kiyA. e zeya, cAhe to deva ne guru ne zAstra ho, paNa asaMga aisA apanA AtmAkA bhAnase bhinna hai. kaho. zivalAlabhAI ! emanA bApano prazna hato. dasanI sAla zivalAlabhAI boTAdavALA e kahe boTAda vyAkhyAna karate the dasanI sAla covIsa varSa Page #430 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 415 huA, boTAdameM vyAkhyAna karate the. hajAro mANasa to usane kahyuM ke deva guru ne zAstra para? zuddha hai ye para? lAkha vAra para, paradravya hai! svadravya nahi! samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! padravyanA lakSa karanese zubharAga hI hogA. vItarAgatA nahIM hogI tyAMse. AhAhAhA ! vItarAgatA to trikALI nAtha prabhu vItarAga svarUpI biMba aMdara usake Azrayase vItarAgatA hogI. hIrAbhAI ! AvuM che. AhAhA ! asaMgatA ke dvArA AhAhAhA- caitanya bhagavAna- caitanya svabhAva e asaMga hai. jisako eka samayakI paryAyakA hI saMga nahi. AhAhAhA! to devagurune zAstra parazeya usakA bhI saMga nahi. aise asaMgatAke dvArA sarvathA apanese alaga kiyA, zeyako bhinna kiyA. e zeya apanemeM nahIM. zeyase apanemeM lAbha nahi. ane zeyameM meM nahi. AhAhA ! AvI vAta ! sAMbhaLavA maLavI muzkela paDe. thoDuM ghaNuM jANyuM ne pachI mAnI le ke ApaNe A jANyuM. bApA e mAragaDA koI alaukika che. so indriyoMke viSayabhUta, indriyonA viSaya lIdhA padArthanA jItanA huA. traNa bola ho gayA. dravyendriya, bhAvendriya ane padArtha... AhAhA.. vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva). pravacana naM. 91 gAthA - 31 bhAdaravA vada-10 somavAra tA. 25-9-78 saM. 2504 samayasAra 31 gAthA. kahAM AyA hai? Isa prakAra kahAM AyA hai? jo dravyendriyo A jaDa paryAya, bhAvendriya, je khaMDa khaMDa jJAna jaNAte hai vo, aura paMcendriyoMkA viSayabhUta pAMce indriyanA viSayabhUta para padArtha, tInoM ko jItakara arthAt tInoMse bhinna hokara, AhAhA ! jJAyaka caitanya svabhAva asalI trikALI asala svarUpa usakA avalaMbanase vo parase bhinna karanA vo indriya jIta kahenemeM AyA hai. zeya jJAyaka saMkara nAmakA doSa AtA thA. kayA kahete haiM. bhagavAna svarUpa caitanya e to saccidAnaMda jJAyaka svarUpa usameM A dravyendriya parazeya hai, bhAvendriya paNa paraNeya hai. AhAhA... ane strI, kuTuMba, parivAra, deva, gurune zAstra deza ye saba paradravya hai, ye tInoMkA lakSa choDakara apanA caitanya svabhAvako pakaDakara usakI ekAgratA honA, e AtmAnI vAstavika nizcaya stuti hai. AhAhA ! AvuM che, hai? zeyajJAyaka saMkara(doSa) kayA kahete hai? bhagavAna caitanya svarUpa usameM dravyandriya, bhAvendriya e paraNeya hai. AhAhA ! apanA svajJeya jJAyaka caitanya prabhu usase dravyendriya bhAvendriya ye paraNeya hai. AhAhAhA ! aura deva, guru, zAstra, ke strI, kuTuMba, parivAra ye saba paradravya hai. e jJAyaka caitanya prabhu ye kSayopazamanI avasthA ye bhI paradravya parazeya, AhAhAhA! deva, guru, ne zAstra ye parazeya hai, svayameM para dravyanA saMbaMdha-saMyoga mAnanA e baDA mithyAtvakA doSa hai. AhAhA! Avo prabhu aMdara saccidAnaMda prabhu jisakA svabhAva ekalA jJAna ne AnaMda aisI cIjase A paryAya, zarIra pariNAmane prApta paryAya indriyAM, ye paraNeya hai. bhAvendriya je jJAnakI paryAya khaMDa khaMDa jaNAtI hai, ye bhI trikALI Page #431 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 416 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jJAyakakI dRSTise ye paradravya hai. AhAhAhA ! to deva, guru ne zAstra e to kyAMya rahI gayA. yazapAlabhAI ! AhAhA ! e tInoMko jItakara nAma zeyajJAyaka saMkara nAmakA doSa AtA thA. AhAhA ! jJAyaka bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu aura zeya vo tInoM cIja, ekatApaNAnI mAnyatAnA doSa mithyAtva AtA thA. AhA... saMkara nAmakA doSa AtA thA. saMkara nAma dokA ekatva saMbaMdha hai. aisA jo doSa AtA thA. so saba dUra honese, AhAhA... apanA bhagavAna jJAyaka caitanya jayota dhruva dhruva pravAhu anAdise AhAhAhA... usako pakaDa karake svaNeyako pakaDa karake parazeyako bhinna kara diyA. AvI vAta che prabhu ! zuM thAya? mAraga A to hajI prathama samyagdarzana ane samyaka anubhavakI bAta hai. pIche rAga jJAnIko bhI AtA hai. ye dUsarI tIsarI gAthAmeM kahegA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? yahAM to prathama bhAvendriya, dravyandriya ane para ye jJAyakanI sAthe saMbaMdha nAma ekatvabuddhi thI ItanA nAza kiyA. svabhAvakA avalaMbanase parakI sAtha ekatvabuddhi thI, ye svabhAvake Azrayase doSako nAza kiyA. ye doSa nAza kiyA ye eka AtmakI stuti huI. aMtara vAstavika tattva hai, usakI prazaMsA kiyA, stuti kiyA. samajameM AyA? bhAvendriya ne dravyendriya ane saMyogI cIja usakI jo prazaMsA e to indriyakI prazaMsA hai. AhAhAhA! bhagavAnakI stuti paNa indriyanI prazaMsA hai. AhAhA! ahIMyA kahete hai ke ye doSa AtA thA yaha saba dUra honese. AhA ! ekatvameM TaMkotkIrNa" bhagavAna AtmA ekarUpa svabhAva TaMkotkIrNa, TAMkaNAse jema khAdhA huvA aMdaraseMse pratimA nikaLatI hai. aisA bhagavAna TaMkotkIrNa rAgase bhinna hokara caitanya daLa bhinna kara diyA. AhAhA ! bAlacaMdajI! AmAM Ave che. sAMbhaLavuM kaThaNa paDe evuM che. mAraga evo bApA. AhAhAhA... anaMtakALano ajANyo mAraga. AhA ! yahAM kahete hai ke usako jAnanemeM liyA, AhAhA ! para uparakA ekatva buddhikI dRSTi choDakara, ekatva svabhAvameM ekatva honA. AhAhA! AhAhA! ye parakI sAtha ekatvabuddhi thI e mithyAtvakA saMyogakA saMbaMdhanA doSa thA. asaMga bhagavAnameM parakA saMga mAnanA, AhAhA... gajaba vAta hai bhAI. AhAhA ! e saba dUra kara diyA, caitanya jJAyaka atIndriya AnaMdakA kaMda prabhu, atIndriya AnaMdakA daLa, AhAhA... usakA Azraya lekara parakI ekattA choDa diyA. AvI vAta che. hajI rAga hai paNa rAgakI ekatA toDa diyA. samajameM AyA? bhAvendriya hai, dravyendriya hai, paNa usakI ekatA tUTa gaI. e prathama darajajAkI kevaLajJAnIkI stuti kaho, ke kevaLa ekaluM jJAna prabhu usakI stuti kaho, AvI vAta che prabhu! AhAhA! "anaMtakALathI AthaDayo vinA bhAna bhagavAna, sevyA nahi guru saMtane" sevyA nAme kAMI paga dAbavA che? AhAhA! emaNe kahelI AjJA na mAnI. AhAhA ! saMtonI AjJA, zAstranI AjJA, vItarAgatA pragaTa karanA e AjJA hai vItarAgatA pragaTa kaba ho, ke parase bhinna hokara svarge ekatvatA karanese vItarAgatA pragaTa hogI. AhAhAhA! e gurunI AjJA A hai. AhA.. samajameM AyA? - saMkara nAmakA doSa AtA thA. saMkara nAma ekatva, saMyoga, saMbaMdha so saba dUra honese ekameM TaMkotkIrNa, paNa e cIja kayA? e jJAna svabhAvake dvArA, AhAhA..... prajJAbrahma prabhu Page #432 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 417 e prajJA jJAnasvabhAvake dvArA, AhAhAhA... sarva anya dravyoMse paramArthase bhinna aise apane AtmAnA anubhava karate hai. AhAhA ! aise apanA AtmAnA anubhava karate hai. ve nizcayase jitendriya jina hai. AhAhA ! "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase ne ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" e jina svarUpI bhagavAna AtmA usakA Azraya lekara parakI ekatvatA toDI e paryAyameM jina huvA, dravyameM to jina thA. AhAhAhA!"ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase" dareka ghaTamAM bhagavAna jina svarUpI bhagavAna birAjate hai. ane "ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina" e jinakA avalaMbana lekara parakI ekatA toDa diyA, vo jaina. jaina koI pakSa ke saMpradAya nahIM. samajameM AyA? e vastukA svarUpa aisA hai. AhAhA ! bahArase ema kahevarAve ke huma sthAnakavAsI hai ne derAvAsI hai e jaina nahiM. ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jina vase, A jJAna svabhAvI jina svabhAvI. AhAhA ! e jina svabhAvakA aMtarameM pratIta karake parakI ekatA toDa diyA e vartamAna paryAyameM jina huvA, jitendriya jina huvA. pUrNa jina nahi hujI paryAya. samajameM AyA? AvI vAtuM have mANasane, traNa lokano nAtha aMdara birAje che ne prabhu. AhAhA ! "tArI najarane ALase re prabhu te na nirakhyA nayane hari" e stuti AvI viSNumAM "mArI najarane ALase re meM nirakhyA na nayane hari hari eTale AhAhA... ajJAna ane rAga dveSako hare e hari. AhAhA ! paMcAdhyAyamAM harino artha karyo che. AhAhA... vItarAgI jJAna svabhAvI bhagavAna jJAna svabhAva kahIne, dvArA AhAhA. e vItarAga svabhAva vaDa, jJAne svabhAva vaDa, jina svabhAva vaDa. AhAhA... anya dravyane pRthaka kara diyA. AhAhA... sUkSma bAta hai bhAI. AhA ! aise AtmAnA anubhava karate nizcayase jitendriya jina che. jJAna svabhAva bhagavAna AnaMda jJAna, jJAna eTale jANaga sarvajJa svabhAva svarUpanuM, sarvajJa svarUpa. AhAhA... ekalA jJAna svabhAva, anya acetana dravyomeM nahIM. arthAt A jJAna svabhAva dUsarA koI padArthameM nahIM. bhagavAnanA padArthameM bhI A jJAna svabhAva nahIM. AhAhAhA ! ane vo jJAna svabhAva bhAvendriya, dravyendriya ane para bhagavAna e badhAM acetana eTale A cetana nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e adbhUta vismayakArI tattva terA bhagavAna aMdara, AhAhA... e tattvanA avalaMbe, AhAhA.. acetana dravyomeM nahIM. e vastu svabhAva AnaMdane jJAna prajJAbrahma prabhu. prajJA nAma jJAna ne brahma nAma AnaMda, e to Ate hai ke nahIM? viSNumeM Ate hai. prajJAbahma paNa usakI paryAya kayA ne guNa kayA usakI to khabara nahIM. A to sarvajJathI siddha huvA hai. AhAhA... kayoMki jo jJAna svabhAva anya cetana nahi. Isaliye usake dvArA AtmA sabase adhika, AhAhA ! bhAvendriya, are sarvajJa trilokanAtha usase bhI A jJAna svabhAva adhika bhinna hai. samajameM AtA hai? AhAhA ! usake dvArA AtmA sabase adhika, bhinna, paripUrNa, AhAhA... muje te jAnanameM AtA hai, anubhavameM AtA hai. vo cIja parase tanna bhinna. traNa lokanA nAtha tIrthakara kevaLI usase bhI A cIja bhinna hai. zivalAlabhAI ! A to A AvyuM zuddhathI bhinna hai. ane AnAthI e bhinna ane enAthI e bhinna. - bhakti, bhakti, bhakti emAM pote potAne bhulI gayA. ame bhakti karIe deva gurunI eTale kalyANa hogA. paradravyanI bhakti to rAga . jhINI vAta che bhAI ! svadravyanI bhakti e Page #433 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 418 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vItarAgatA hai. bhajana nAma pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanuM dRSTimAM bhajana karanA. AhAhA ! e vItarAgI stuti hai. e vAstavika kevaLajJAnInI stuti hai. kevaLajJAnI ema kahete hai, bhagavAna sarvajJA paramezvara ema kahete hai ke hama terese bhinna hai. ane hamArAse terI cIja bhinna hai. aisI bhinna cIjakI stuti kare, usane vAstavika kevaLajJAnakI stuti kiyA. AhAhA ! humArI sAmuM dekhakara hamArI stuti kare ye to rAga hai, e AtmA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AtA hai, dharmIko bhI rAga AtA hai. paNa e baMdhananA kAraNa hai. vyavahAra AtA hai, jabalaga vitarAga na ho, paryAyameM. vItarAgatA, sarvajJatA na ho tabalaga sAdhaka jIvako bhI apanA bhagavAna AtmAthI ekAgratAkI stuti hone para bhI pUrNa ekAgratA nahIM, ethI bhagavAnano deva, guruno vinaya Adino bhAva AtA hai. paNa e bhAva puNyabaMdhanA kAraNa hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvuM lAge AkaruM mANasane, Avo kyAMthI kADhayo dharma ema kahe che keTalAka, bhAI mAraga ja A che bApu! AhAhA ! are janama maraNa karI karIne sothI nIkaLI gayA che, AhA bApA tane khabara nathI bhUlI gayo. bhUlI gayo eTale nahotuM ema prabhu koNa kahe ? AhAhA ! janama pIche cha mAsameM, bAra mAsameM kayA huA, e khabara hai? mAtA pitAe kaisA kiyA kaisA jaMgala besAryA kaMsA e khabara hai? jaMgala besArate hai ne bALako be paga lAMbA karI ane pagamAM besAre Ama. e khabara hai? (tane) khabara nathI mATe nahotuM? AhAhA! kAMkhamAM besAre ne hAthamAM. e che mahInAnI bAra mahinAnI kriyA khyAlamAM hai nahiM. khyAlamAM nahIM hai to nahIM thI? aise anaMtakALa prabhu cAra gatinA duHkho anaMtavAra veThayA che. prabhu, e khabara nathI mATe nahIM thA, aisA hai nahIM. huM? lojIkase, nyAyase. AhAhA ! ahIM kahete hai e AtmAnA svabhAvane dvArA sabase adhika bhinna, kaisA huM jJAna svabhAva, bhagavAna A jJAna svabhAva, caitanya hIralo, AhAhAhA... Atama hIralo. kaisA hai? ke vizvakI upara tiratA huA. kayA kahete hai? rAga deva, guru, zAstra, strI, kuTuMba, parIvAra usako jJAna jAne. jAne chatAM te rUpa hotA nahIM. samajameM AyA? upara tiratA hai. unheM jAnatA huA bhI, nirUpa nahIM hotA huA, AhAhAhA ! pArako jAnatA huA bhI jAnanemeM rahenevAlA hai. pararUpa hotA nahIM. AhA! agniko jJAna jAne to e jJAnameM agni AI nahIM ane agnirUpa jJAna huA nahIM. paNa agni saMbaMdhIkA jJAna apanemeM jJAna AtA hai. AhAhA ! to jJAna huA agni saMbaMdhI to e jJAna agnirUpa huA aisA hai nahi. AhAhA! aise jJAna prabhu (AtmA) parako jAne paNa pararUpa hokara jAnate nahi. AhAhA ! apanemeM rahekara jAnate hai. parako jAnanA huA, paNa parakA jAnanese pararUpa huA ? e parakA jAnanA e to apanA jAnanA hai. AhAhA ! A vAta. jAnatA huA bhI unarUpa nahIM hotA. pratyakSa udhotapaNese sadA aMtaraMgameM prakAzamAna, AhAhA. pratyakSa hai. AhAhA.. jisako jAnanemeM rAga ne nimittakI apekSA nahIM, to sIdhA apanA mati-zrutajJAnase pratyakSa jAnanemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! nIcalA darajajAkI bAta hai hajI to hoM, matizruta jJAna. e samyaka huA e pratyakSa jAnate hai. A bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda svarUpa e Page #434 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 31 419 pratyakSa udhotamAna, sadA aMtaraMgameM prakAzamAna, AhAhA... sadA aMtaraMgameM prakAzamAna caitanya jyoti jhaLahaLa jyoti birAjamAna prabhu, AhAhA... avinazvara, kabhI nAza nahIM hotA e cIja hai vaha kabhI palaTatI bhI nahIM. paryAya palaTe, vastu to vastu hai. AhAhA! svata siddha apanese hai koI kartA phartA usakA hai nahIM. samajameM AyA? kartA hai Izvara. koI kartA kahe, to paramezvare to (kahA) Izvara kartA nahIM (to) aisA AtmA banAyA, to aisAko usako janma kayuM diyA? jo Izvara kartA ho, to Izvara kartA nahIM hai, aisA mAnanevAlako janama kayuM diyA? bena to gharethI tamAre che eka pherI vicAra Avyo to, bA che ne ghare e jarI vicAra Avyo to, AhAhA ! oluM Ave che ne vedAMtanuM patra nahIM? kalyANa. eka pherI sUnA thA, kalyANa Ave che ne ghare eka pherI vAMcatA haze. bhagavAna tero kalyANa svarUpa to aMdara bhinna hai. eno koI kartA hai? are dravya jo hai yaha to paryAyakA kartA nahIM. AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka dhruvasvarUpa e apanI nirmaLa paryAyakA bhI e kartA nahIM. AhAhA ! paryAyakA kartA paryAya hai. AhAhA! Avo mArga! are janama maraNanA aMta lAvavAnA TANAM maLyAM prabhu, AhAhAhA... e TANe nahIM samajegA to kabI samajegA? AhA! svata: siddha aura paramArtharUpa, paramapadArtha, parama padArtha, paramaartha, paramArtha, parama artha, parama padArtha, aisA bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAva hai. A jJAnasvabhAva to bhagavAna jJAna. AhAhA ! bhagu nAma AnaMda ne jJAnanI lakSmI. vAna nAma lakSmIvAna AtmA, bhagavAna hai. jJAnarUpI lakSmI. bha eTale jJAnarUpI lakSmI, usakA vAna e lakSmIvAna hai. A dhULavALA nahiM eya... saubhAgyacaMdajI gujarI gayA nahIM? gujarI gayA enA gharamAMthI e eka AvatA" tA. AhAhA ! bhAgya vinA A kyAM maLe bApA. AhAhA ! aisA bhagavAna (AtmA) jJAna svabhAva hai. AhAhA! Isa prakAra eka nizcaya stuti to ye huI. eka prakAra A huA. stutinA traNa prakAra huM emAM A eka prakAra huA. parase bhinna hokara rAga rahA, paNa rAgase bhinna hokara ekatva huA e pahelI stuti kahenemeM AI. hajI rAga bAkI hai. samakitIko anubhava huA chA~ rAgakI ekatA tUTI, paNa rAgakI asthiratA bAkI rahI gaI. samajameM AyA? rAga kaho ke duHkha kaho, AhAhA.... duHkhakA, AnaMda svarUpameM ekatvakA to nAza kiyA, paNa asthiratAkA rAga ane duHkha hai, e bAkI hai. samajameM AyA? Isa prakAra eka nizcaya stuti to ye huI. khulAsA karyA. joya to dravyandriya, jo zeya para, bhAvendriya zeya para, indriyoMkA viSaya zeya para, e padArthonA aura jJAyaka svarUpa svayaM AtmAkA, donoMkA anubhava viSayoMkI Asakitase ekasA hotA thA anAdise, jaba bhedajJAnase bhinnatva jJAta kiyA. AhAhA... bhAvendriya ane parapadArthase paNa bhinnatva bhagavAna hai, usakA jJAna kiyA. bhAre vAtuM bhAI ! taba vaha yajJAyaka saMkara doSa dUra huA. do eka thA aisI mAnyatAkA nAza huA. paradravya ane paradravyarUpa rAga ane bhAvendriya, e ekatva thA usakA nAza huA. paNa ( rAga) hajI bAkI rahI gayA kharA. hajI bhAvendriya, dravyendriyanuM nimittapaNuM deva gurunuM paNa nimittapaNuM, AhA... ekatvathI judo thayo paNa asthiratAthI judo hajI nathI thayo. A bIjA prakAranI stuti UMcI, pahelI stuti to parase bhinna kara diyA ane AtmAse Page #435 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 420 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ekatva huA e eka stuti. have 52se bhinna kiyA to paNa aMda2meM hajI rAga bAkI rahA. jo rAga na rahe to vItarAgadazA ho jAya. samajameM AyA ? to samyagdaSTiko bhI jitendriya huA, to paNa bhI jinasvarUpakA anubhava huA to paNa bhI, rAga bAkI hai. AhAhAhA ! to e rAgakA jitanA kaI rIte hotA hai, e bAta karate hai. samajameM AyA ? dokA ekatvako choDa diyA paNa domeM rAga hajI bAkI hai. use asthiratA nahi chUTI. AhAhA... samajameM AyA ? dharmIko bhI samyagdaSTiko, jJAnIko kSAyika samakitIko bhagavAnakA vaMdana stutikA rAga AtA hai, hai rAga, hai duHkha, hai AkuLatA, hai kaSAya, samajameM AyA ? to have bhAvya bhAvaka saMkara doSa dUra karate hai. vo pahelemeM zeya jJAyaka ekatva, 52zeya ane svajJAyaka ekatva mAnA thA. yaha doSa dUra kiyA. have ahIMyA e uparAMta AgaLa jAte hai have, bhAvya AtmA rAgarUpa honeke lAyaka hai, bhAvaka karmakA udaya hai, e udayake anusAra apanI yogyatAse rAga jo thA usako bhAvya kahete hai. samakitIko bhI vo bhAvya kahete hai. AhAhA ! bhAvya, karma je jaDa hai vahu bhAvaka hai apanI paryAyameM usake anusaraNa karake jo vikAra bhAva hotA hai ye bhAvya hai, samakitIko - jJAnIko, muniko bhI rAga AtA hai. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA... gajaba vAta hai. paNa have ema ja mAnI levuM ke jJAnIko duHkha hai hI nahIM. viparIta dRSTi hai. jJAna viparIta huvA, tyAM dRSTi viparIta huI, AhAhA... ahIMyA to ekatva toDa diyA, bhagavAna zAna svabhAva dRSTimeM anubhavameM AyA to rAgakI, paradravyakI, bhAvendriyakI ekatA tUTa gaI paNa hajI asthiratAnI ekatA raha gaI. samajameM AyA ? e karmakA bhAvaka, bhAvaka kayuM kahA ? ke vikAra AtmAkA svabhAva nahIM, eTale bhAvaka karmakA udaya bhAva, bhAvake karanevAlA ane ene anusarIne rAga apanemeM hotA hai. e bhAvya, e 52kA anusa2nA e je bhAvya hai, aisA na hone denA e dUsarI stuti hai. samajameM AyA ? AvI vAtuM, have A to kolaja hai, thoDA to abhyAsa hoya to khyAlamAM Ave. AhAhA! ( zrotAH- ekatva buddhi tUTayA pachI to sahaja che ne A ). nahIM asthiratA AtI hai ne ? doSa hai ItanA, doSa hai usako jAnate hai, paNa merI paryAyameM udayake anusAra merI bhAvya dazA ye meremeM hotI hai, aisA bhAna karate hai. jhINI vAta che. ethI to gAthA liyA hai. AtmajJAna huvA, jJAnasvabhAva bhagavAna 52se bhinna huvA paNa 52se asthiratAse bhinna nahIM huvA hajI, jo asthiratAse bhinna ho jAye to ( pUrNa ) vItarAga ho jAye. AhAhA... sumerumalajI ! barAbara AyA hai barAbara bhAgyavAna hai ne tabhI barAbara A cIjamAM Aye. AhAhA ! e vANI kyAM che prabhu ? AhA ! yahAM prabhu kahete hai, ke eka jaghanya stuti to rAga ne bhAvendriya 52zeya hai. merA zAyaka bhinna hai aisA bhAna huvA. samyagdarzana huvA, samyagnAna huvA, svarUpamAM AcaraNa paNa thoDA phuvA paNa hajI svarUpameM pUrNa sthira honA e nahiM, kayoM ke bhAvaka jo karma hai unake anusAre apanI vikArI paryAya bhAvya honemeM lAyaka jIva hai. bhAvaka karmase bhAvya vikAra hotA hai aisA nahIM, tema vikAra bhAva hotA hI nahIM aisA bhI nahiM. paNa vahuvikA2IbhAva e bhAvaka jo karma hai usake paryAya sakitI jJAnIko bhI usakA anusaraNa ho karake jo vikAra hotA thA, Page #436 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 31 421 usakA nAma bhAvya. ene anusaraNa 52kA choDanA ane apanA zuddhakA anusa2Na vizeSa karanA, e dUsarA prakArakI stuti hai. ahIMyA to upazama zreNInI vAta karate hai. aMdara upazama zreNI eTale ke karmakA udayake anusAra jo rAga thA, usako svabhAvakI anusAre upazama karake choDa diyA. e dUsarI stuti hai. AhAhAhA ! upazamabhAva huvA. hajI sattAmeM rAgAdi hai, paNa usase bhinna hokara apanemeM bhAvya jo bhAvaka karmakA nimittase hotA nahiM, nimitta paradravya hai usase kayA, paNa usake anusAre apanI paryAyameM samakitIko bhI, muniko bhI jo rAga Adi AtA thA. e rAgako bhAvya kahete hai, ane karmakA udayako bhAvaka kahete hai. AhAhA ! are bhagavAna ! A to sarvajJa 52mAtmAno mArga bhAI, emAM kAMi ADuMaDavuM eka paNa pheraphAra thAya (to ) dRSTi viparIta che. bhAvyabhAvaka saMkara, A saMkara nAma ekatva nahIM. ekatvabuddhi nahIM paNa e rAga sAtha asthiratA hotI hai, ItanA saMkara hai, ItanA doSa hai. AhAhA... samakitIko jJAnIko kSAyika samakitIko, AhAhA... je apanI paryAyameM, apanI lAyakAta yogyatAse karmakA bhAvakane anusarIne jo vikRtabhAva hotA thA, ItanA svakA anusaraNa nahIM thA. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! jJAnIko bhI, samakitIko bhI, are muniko bhI, AhA... saccA muni hoM. bhAvaliMgI, usako bhI rAga jarI pAMca mahAvratakA ( rAga ) Adi AtA hai. e karma bhAvakakA anusarIne hotA hai. svabhAvane anusA2I vikAra nahiM hotA. samajameM AyA ? prabhu mArga A to aMdara satya hai, emAM koI pakSa karIne besI jAya e vastunI sthiti nathI. AhAhA... . prabhu AtmAkI stutinA traNa prakAra, zAyakabhAva usakI stuti nAma rAgase pRthaka hokara aMdara ekAgra honA e prathama stuti hai. aura dUsarI stuti AgaLa baDhakara bhAvaka jo karma hai usake anusA2 apanemeM apanI kamajorIse rAga du:khakI paryAya hotI thI e bhAvya, usako apanA svabhAvakA anusaraNa karake bhAvya hone denA nahIM e dUsarI stuti hai. sumerumalajI ! bhagavAna dekho to, AhAhAhA... ? *vikalpa sahita pahelAM pAko nirNaya kare ke rAgathI nahIM, nimittathI nahIM, khaMDakhaMDa jJAnathI nahIM, guNa-guNInA bhedathI paNa AtmA jaNAto nathI-ema pahelAM nirNayano pAko sthaMbha to nAkhe ! eTale 52 taraphanuM vIrya to tyAM ja aTakI jAya che. bhale svasanmukha vaLavuM hajI bAkI che... vikalpavALA nirNayamAM paNa huMvikalpavALo nahIM ema to pahelAM deDha kare ! nirNaya pAko thatAM rAga laMgaDo thaI jAya che, rAganuM jora tUTI jAya che, vikalpa sahitanA nirNayamAM sthULa viparItatA ane sthULa kartRtva chUTI jAya che ane pachI aMdara svAnubhavamAM jatAM nirNaya samyarUpe thAya che. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 309 ) Page #437 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 422 WER // // - 2 ) atha bhAvyabhAvakasaGkaradoSaparihAreNa jo mohaM tu jiNittA NANasahAvAdhiyaM muNadi aadN| taM jidamohaM sAhuM paramaTThaviyANayA beNti||32|| yo mohaM tu jitvA jJAnasvabhAvAdhikaM jaanaatyaatmaanm| taM jitamohaM sAdhuM paramArthavijJAyakA bruvnti||32|| yo hi nAma phaladAnasamarthatayA prAdurbhUya bhAvakatvena bhavantamapi dUrata eva tadanuvRtterAtmano bhAvyasya vyAvartanena haThAnmohaMnyakkRtyoparatasamastabhAvyabhAvakasaGkaradoSatvenaikatveTakotkIrNaM vizvasyApyasyopari taratA pratyakSodyotatayA nityamevAntaHprakAzamAnenAnapAyinA svataHsiddhena paramArthasatA bhagavatA jJAnasvabhAvena dravyAntarasvabhAvabhAvibhyaH sarvebhyo bhAvAntarebhyaH paramArthato'tiriktamAtmAnaM saJcetayate sa khalu jitamoho jina iti dvitIyA nishcystutiH| evameva ca mohapadaparivartanena rAgadveSakrodhamAnamAyAlobhakarmanokarmamanovacanakAyasUtrANyekAdaza paJcAnAM zrotracakSurdhANarasanasparzanasUtrANAmindriyasUtreNa pRthgvyaakhyaattvaavyaakhyeyaani|anyaa dishaanyaanypyuuhyaani|| have bhAvyabhAvaka-saMkaradoSa dUra karI stuti kahe che jItI moha jJAnasvabhAvathI je adhika jANe Atmane, paramArthanA vijJAyako te sAdhu jitamohI kahe. 32. AuthArtha:-[ yaH tu] bhuni[ mohaM] bhoDane [ jitvA ] tIna [ AtmAnam ] pona mAtmAne [ jJAnasvabhAvAdhikaM ] zAnasyamA anyadravyamApothI madhi[jAnAti] cha [taM sAdhu ]te bhunine [paramArthavijJAyakAH ] 52bhArthananamo [jitamohaM] timo'[bruvanti] he che. TIkA-mohakarma phaLa devAnA sAmarthya vaDe pragaTa udayarUpa thaIne bhAvakapaNe pragaTa thAya che to paNa tenA anusAra jenI pravRtti che evo je potAno AtmA bhAvya, tene bhedajJAnanA baLa vaDe dUrathI ja pAcho vALavAthI e rIte baLapUrvaka mohano tiraskAra karIne, samasta bhAvyabhAvaka-saMkaradoSa dUra thavAthI ekatvamAM TaMkotkIrNa (nizcala) ane jJAnasvabhAva vaDe anyadravyonA svabhAvothI thatA sarva anyabhAvothI paramArthe judA evA potAnA AtmAne je (muni ) anubhave che te nizcayathI "jitamoha jina"(jeNe mohane jItyo che evA jina) che. kevo che te jJAnasvabhAva? A samasta lokanA upara tarato, pratyakSa udhotapaNAthI sadAya aMtaraMgamAM prakAzamAna, avinAzI, potAthI ja siddha ane Page #438 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 423 gAthA - 3ra paramArthasat evo bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAva che. A rIte bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvanA saMkaradoSane dUra karI bIjI nizcayastuti che. A gAthAsUtramAM eka mohanuM ja nAma lIdhuM che; temAM "moha" padane badalIne tenI jagyAe rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, karma, nokarma, mana, vacana, kAya mUkIne agiyAra sUtro vyAkhyAnarUpa karavAM ane zrotra, cakSu, ghANa, rasana, sparzana- e pAMcanAM sUtro IndriyasUtradvArA judAM vyAkhyAnarUpa karavAM; ema soLa sUtro judAM judAM vyAkhyAnarUpa karavAM ane A upadezathI bIjAM paNa vicAravAM. bhAvArtha bhAvaka je moha tenA anusAra pravRtithI potAno AtmA bhAvyarUpa thAya che tene bhedajJAnanA baLathI judo anubhave te jitamoha jina che. ahIM evo Azaya che ke zreNI caDatAM mohano udaya jene anubhavamAM na rahe ane je potAnA baLathI upazamAdi karI AtmAne anubhave che tene jitamoha kahyo che; ahIM mohane jItyo che; teno nAza thayo nathI. pravacana naM. 91 gAthA - 3ra tA. 25-9-78 saM. 2504 atha bhAvyabhAvakasaGkaradoSaparihAreNa jo mohaM tu jiNittA NANasahAvAdhiyaM muNadi AdaM / taM jidamohaM sAhuM paramaTThaviyANayA beMti / / 32 / / (harigIta) jItI moha jJAnasvabhAvathI je adhika jANe Atmane, paramArthanA vijJAyako te sAdhu jitamohI kahe. 32. mohano nAza karIne nahIM upazama karIne... "adhika" nAma rAga jo thA samakitIko bhI usase adhika nAma bhinna aMdara anubhava kare. asthiratAse bhI bhinna hokara. AhAhA ! cothe guNasthAne bhI tIna kaSAya bAkI hai. pAMcame guNasthAne do kaSAya bAkI hai, chaThuM eka kaSAya bAkI hai, rAga hai yaha duHkha hai. e duHkha apanA svabhAvako anusaranese nahIM hotA paNa e duHkha karmakA udayake anusaranese (hotA hai) ahIMyA anusaranA choDakara ItanA anusaraNa kiyA to ItanA bhAvya ne rAga ne duHkha huA. AhAhAhA ! khUbI to yaha hai ke rAga huA e parase nahIM, parakA anusaraNa kiyA usase huA hai. svakA anusaraNa karake ekatvabuddhi huI. samyagdarzana samyajJAna huA paNa hujI rAga che to jitanA apane anusaraNa karanA cAhIe ItanA anusaraNa nahIM, ane karmakA nimittake anusaranemeM rAga dayA dAna vrata bhakti kAma krodha aisA rAga AtA hai. e rAgako bhAvya kahete hai. ane karmako bhAvaka kahete hai. dokA saMbaMdha thA e toDa diyA, svabhAvakA Azraya lekara e asthiratAkA nAza kara diyA nAza nahIM upazama kiyA, nAza pIche AyegA. AhAhA ! AvuM svarUpa pratyakSa che. AhAhA ! Page #439 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 424 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 gAthArtha je muni eTale ahIM muninI pradhAnatAthI kathana che. bhAvaliMga to pragaTa huA, muni dazA pragaTa huI paNa hajI asthiratAkA rAga bAkI rahA karmaka anusAre che. je muni mohako jItakara, e je asthiratAkA bhAva thA o svabhAvane anusAra karake, asthiratAko dAba diyA, DhAMka diyA. samajameM AyA? Are A AvI vAtuM have. "moha" kayA kahA? moha A mithyAtva nahIM, A mohamithyAtva nahIM, A moha asthiratAkA bhAva, jJAnIko je rAga AtA hai yaha moha hai. moha karye kahA? ke para taraphakI ItanI sAvadhAnI rahI. apanA taraphakI sAvadhAnI ItanI na rahI. AhAhAhA ! je muni, have muni to kahA, samakitIne moha che, paNa e moha mithyAtvano nahIM, cAritramohakA doSa hai. samajameM AyA? jItakara, upazama karakara dAbI diyA hai, apanA svarUpamAM upazamabhAva pragaTa kiyA ItanA, AhAhA ! apane AtmAko jJAna svabhAvake dvArA, anya dravyabhAvase adhika e bhAvya jo vikArI dazA usase bhinna have ahIM lenA. pahelI ekatvabuddhikA to nAza pahele kara diyA, samyagdarzana, samyajJAna huA. have asthiratAkA jo rAga AyA usase adhika nAma merI cIja bhinna hai aise hokara, rAgako dAba diyA, upazama kara diyA. AhAhA! Are AvI vAtuM! A to prabhuno mAraga che, bhAI ! AhA... sarvajJa paramezvara trilokanAtha e ema kahete hai, kuMdakuMdAcArya to bhagavAna pAse gaye the, ATha dina rahe the, vahAMse Akara A kahete hai. bhAI bhagavAna to ema kahete hai ke pahelI to stuti zeya, bhAvendriyAdi para usase bhinna karake apanemeM ekAgra honA aura AnaMdakA vedana honA, svasaMvedana honA, e AtmAkI, kevaLIkI pahelI stuti prazaMsA kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA! jo paradravyakI prazaMsA karate the, AhAhA... zubharAga, bhagavAna Ama ne bhagavAna Ama e stuti choDakara apanA bhagavAna jJAna svabhAvameM ekAgra huA stuti e prazaMsA, apanI kiyA. pIche bAkI rahyA hujI asthiratA, ekatvabuddhise stuti nahIM have, paNa asthiratAse je stuti thI. AhAhAhA ! samakitIko, kSAyika samakitIko are muniko, AhAhAhA ! muni kahete haiM ne amRtacaMdrAcArya trIjA zlokameM are meM to pavitra bhagavAna dravyasvarUpa zuddha huM. paNa merI paryAyameM anAdise je malinatA hai vo hajI khaDI hai. malinatAnA abhAva paryAyameM (sarvathA) nahIM huA. AhAhAhA! "kalmASitAyAM' ema pATha hai. merI paryAyameM, nahIMtara e to muni hai, zubhabhAva AtA hai to kahete hai merI paryAyameM yaha kaluSitatA hai. AhAhAhA ! meM to paramAnaMdakA nAtha huM, paNa merI paryAyameM anAdise hajI bhale anubhava huA, samyagdarzana huA, munipaNA huA, paNa paryAyameM je azuddhatA hai. e hajI gaI nathI. bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! trIjI gAthAmeM hai. heM ne? trIjA kaLazameM hai. trIjo kaLaza hoM ! amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva kahete hai e cothuM pAnuM. e samayasAra zuddhAtmA graMthakI vyAkhyAse hI merI anubhUti anubhavarUpa pariNatikI parama vizuddhi ho. kaisI hai merI pariNati? AhAhAhA... para pariNatikA kAraNa moha nAmakA karma, usake anubhAvyarUpa udaya ke vipAkase, meremeM je anubhAvya rAgAdirUpa pariNAma hotA hai. AhAhA ! bhAvamuni, samakitI to hai, paNa saMta hai, namo loe savya AyariyANaM AcAryapadameM hai, paNa meM chadmastha huM. merI paryAyameM zubhabhAvanI kaluSitattA utpanna hotI hai. AhAhA!hai! rAgAdikI Page #440 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 3ra 425 vyAsi hai. huM aMdara? merI paryAyameM rAga dveSakA aMza, usakI vyAsi hai, merI paryAyameM hai. AhAhAhA ! meM svarUpe to paramAnaMda zuddha caitanya huM. paNa merI paryAyameM hajI azuddhatA bAkI hai. AhAhA! e bhAvaka e karmane anusarIne apanemeM jarI paryAya hai bhAvya hotI hai, to meM kahetA huM, Isase niraMtara kalpASita melI hai, hai! AhAhA ! are munine azubhabhAva to hai nahIM, A TIkA karanekA vikalpa uThyA e mela hai ema kahete hai. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? aura maiM dravya dRSTie zuddha caitanyamAtra mUrti huM. AhAhAhA!hai? usakA bhAvArtha AcAryadeva kahete hai zuddha dravyArthikanAyakA deSTise to mai zuddha caitanyamAtra mUrti huM. zuddha caitanyamAtra mUrti vastu huM. kiMtu merI pariNati moha karmakA udayakA nimitta-nimitta pAkarake mailI hai, merI paryAyameM rAga hai, duHkha hai, AkuLatA hai. AhA! na hoya to mere parama AnaMda honA cAhIye. AhAhAhA! are jagatane satya milanA bahu kaThina ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! merI (paryAya) rAgAdi svarUpa ho rahI hai, sthApana karate hai ke aisA ItanA nahIM to rAgakA aMza, SakA aMza hai. satya aisA hai. aisA bhI sthApana karanA vahu rAgakA aMza hai. AhAhAhA ! e AyA (kaLaza) 143 meM. Isaliye zuddhAtmAkI kathanIrUpa samayasAra graMthakI TIkA karanekA phaLa merI pariNati rAgAdi rahita hokara, merI pariNati meM rAga hai. rAga kaho, duHkha kaho, AkuLatA kaho, kaSAya kaho, AhAhAhA ! bhASA to aisI hai ke mere zuddha svarUpakI prApti ho merI pariNati rAgAdi rahita hai, e TIkA karane kA phaLa paNa usakA artha yaha hai. TIkA karanekA jo vikalpa hai usakA phaLa, azuddhatAkA nAza aisA nahIM. paNa TIkAke kALameM merI dRSTikA jora tyAM jAyegA. aMdara o TIkAke kALameM merI azuddhatAkA nAza hogA. AhAhAhA ! A to amRtavANI hai. amRtacaMdrAcAryanA amRta kaLaza. AhAhAhA.. merI pariNati rAgAdi rahita hokara zuddha ho. muni kahete hai ke merI paryAyameM rAga hai. rAga duHkha kaho, AkuLatA kaho. AhA!to meM TIkAke kALameM, TIkAse nahIM paNa pATha "TIkA?" zabda hai. TIkAno vikalpa hai paNa merA jora aMdarameM hai. AhAhA ! e joranA ne joranA kAraNe azuddhatAkA nAza ho jAyegA, maiyA. AhAhAhA ! munirAja ema kahete hai AcArya pada namo loe savva AyariyANa. AhAhAhA ! e ahIMyA kahete hai. vizeSa artha AyegA- lyo vakhata thaI gayo. (zrotA pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana naM.92 gAthA - 3ra tA. ra6-9-78 maMgaLavAra bhAdaravA vada-10 saM. 2504 samayasAra gAthA-3ra gAthAno artha cAlyo ne? (hA) thaI gayo. TIkA:- sUkSma adhikAra hai, yahAM AtmA jJAnAnaMda sahajAtma caitanya svarUpa usakA anubhava hone para bhI usakA AnaMdakA svAda Ane para bhI, samyagdarzana ane samyajJAna hone para bhI apanI paryAyameM karmakA nimittakA lakSase vikArabhAva hotA hai, usako yahAM bhAvya kahete hai. karma bhAvaka e bhAvako karanevAlA upacArase, o bhAvya apanI paryAyameM dharmIko bhI jJAnIko bhI muniko bhI, AhAhA... apanI paryAyameM moha moha zabda ahIM mithyAtva nahIM, aMdara cAritramoha jo aMdara hai usakA udayameM apanI yogyatAse jo bhAvya. e tarapha anusarate hai to vikArI paryAya Page #441 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 426 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hotI hai. AhAhA! dharmAko, jJAnIko AhAhAhA. usako jItanA... TIkAH- "mohakarma phaLa denekA sAmarthyase" karma jaDa hai ye sattAmAM paDyA hai, have udayameM AyA, denekA sAmarthyase pragaTa udayarUpa hokara bhAvakapanese pragaTa hotA hai. yahAM vikArI paryAyameM bhAvakapaNA nimittapaNA hokara pragaTa hotA hai. "tathApi aise hone para bhI tada anusAra jisakI pravRtti hai". AhAhAhA ! dharmI jIvakI bhI jJAnIkI, samakitIkI, anubhavIkI bhI ye karma jo bhAvaka AyA, usake anusAra jisakI pravRtti hai, hai? apanI paryAyameM vikAra honekI yogyatA hai. AhAhAhA!mAlacaMdajI! A to dUsarA prakAranI stuti heM ne? pahelI stuti to AnaMdasvarUpa bhagavAna rAgase, para dravyase, bhAvendriyase bhinna, aisA bhAna huA to yaha prathama kevaLIkI arthAt kevaLajJAna svarUpa bhagavAnakI stuti kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! have usase dUsarI stuti usase vizeSa, ke bhAvaka hai karmakA udaya AyA, cAritramoha hai, bhAvakapaNese pragaTa hotA hai karmameM, karmameM udaya AyA jagameM have, "tathApi, topaNa tadanusAra jisakI pravRtti hai, e karmanA udayane anusAra hokara je bhAvya karmakI pravRtti hai" AhAhAhA ! aisA jo apanA AtmA, AhAhA ! khUbI to yaha kahA (haiM) ke karmakA udaya AyA paNa o kAMI vikAra karAte hai aisA nahIM. samakitIko ne jJAnIko, apanI paryAya taanusAra pravRtti karanese jo vikArabhAva rAgadveSa Adi ghaNAM bola legA. pahelAM ahIMyA mohakA liyA pIche soLa bola legA. AhAhAhA.. e karmanA udayane anusAra, yahAM anusAra Azraya alpa hai, paNa vizeSa, para upara gaye lakSa, AhA... e "ta anusAre jisakI AtmAkI pravRtti aisA apanA AtmA" AhAhAhA.... "bhAvya usako bhedajJAnake baLa dvArA AhAhA ! e vikArI paryAya jo apanemeM samyagdarzana jJAna AnaMda hone para bhI, puruSArthakI kamIse, AhAhA! bhAvaka jo karma udaya AyA usake anusAra jo pravRtti thI, usako choDa dete hai. AhAhA! apanA ulaTA puruSArthase karmakA udayane anusAra jo vikAra hotA thA "bhAvya", "bhAvya" eTale vikArI dazA honeke lAyakausako bhedajJAnake baLa dvArA, ekatvabuddhi to chUTI gaI hai, ane samyagdarzana jJAna hai. paNa usakI sAthe saMbaMdha jo hai e bhedajJAnake baLaze e saMbaMdha choDa dete hai. AhAhA! ane svabhAvane sAtha vizeSa saMbaMdha karate hai, AvI vAtuM bhAre bhAI ! samajameM AyA? apanA AtmA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna, e caitanyajayoti usakI dRSTi ne anubhava ho, chateM hajI kacAza puruSArthakI kamI hai. AhAhA ! jJAnIko bhI cothe guNasthAna, pAMcame guNasthAnameM raudradhyAna hotA hai, kayA kahA? AhAhAhA ! samakitI jJAnI anubhavI, usako bhI kamajorIse ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAna do hI hotA hai cothe-pAMcame AhAhAhA... aura chaThTha guNasthAne muniko ArtadhyAna hotA hai, raudradhyAna nahIM. kayoMki aMtarameM eTalI ekAgratAkA abhAva to para taraphakI ekAgratAkA raudradhyAna, ArtadhyAna moha bhAva utpanna hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e karmakA nimittakA anusaraNa karake jo bhAvya nAma vikAra dazA huI moha, usakA anusaraNa choDakara, svabhAvanA vizeSa anusaraNa karanese bhAvyakarmakA upazama kiyA. samajameM AyA? bahu jhINuM bApA! mArga jhINo bahu! e sarvajJa bhagavAna sivAya AhAhAhA. (kyAMya hai nahIM). samaya samayakA lekhA hai yahAM to. sumerumalajI! gAthA baDI acchI A gaI. AhAhA ! Page #442 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 3ra 427 bhagavAna trilokanAtha sarvazadeva ema kahete hai ke AhAhA.. jisako jJAtA dekhA bhagavAna AtmA, usake anusarIne bhAna ho gayA, samyagdarzana ho gayA, samyajJAna huA aura svarUpameM alpa sthiratA AcaraNa bhI ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! e jIvako abI taka karmakA udayane anusAra mIThuM nAma bhAvya vikAra dazA hotI hai, e saMbaMdha toDa dete hai, e udayakI sAthe saMbaMdha karate hai, to bhAvya hotA hai. pahelemeM saMkaradoSa thA, saMkaranA artha rAga ne meM eka huM aisI mAnyatA mithyAtvakA saMkaradoSa thA. AhAhAhA ! o saMkara( anyamatanA) nahIM hoM. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda prabhu usameM zubha rAga ke azubha rAga, e rAgakI ekatvabuddhi hai. tyAM laga to mithyAtva hai, vo ekatva buddhirUpa saMkaradoSa utpanna hotA hai. AhAhA. e bhagavAna AtmA apanI jAtakI saMbhALameM jAte hai, tyAre rAgakI ekatArUpI saMkaradoSa nAza hotA hai. AhAhA! dUsarI rIte kahIe to saMkara svarUpa, bhagavAna ziva svarUpa prabhu to hai. bhagavAna AtmA zivazaMkara, zaMkara eTale ziva-ziva eTale mahAdeva, A mahAdevasvarUpa che. ene rAgakI sAtha ekatA e saMkara nAmakA doSa hai, zaMkara nAmakA svabhAva bhagavAnakA ziva svarUpa nirUpadrava AnaMdakaMda nAtha usameM, AhAhA.. e sukha svarUpa hai. e zaMkara svarUpa hai- zaMkarasvarUpa hai. saMkara eTale A zaMkara nahIM. ziva svarUpa hai, bhagavAna e ziva svarUpameM rAgakI ekatA mAnanA e saMkara nAma virUddha dazA, je sukharUpa dazA saMkara svabhAva usase virUddha saMkaradoSa, AhAhAhA... are re! e doSa nikAla diyA. samyagdarzana huA to e ItanI AtmakI stuti kiyA. je rAgakI stuti karate the, e choDakara bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakI stuti aMdara ekAkAra huA to e nizcaya stuti huI. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che bApA ! AmAM jarI magaja keLavavuM paDe evuM che. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? ATA banAte hai ne bairA ATA, to usako bhI keLavate hai to roTI hotI hai. aise ne aise roTI nahIM hotI. AhAhA ! ATAmeM pANI nAkhakara pIche keLavate hai to roTI hotI hai. keLavyA vinA roTI nahIM hotI. AhAhA ! aise bhagavAnako jJAnameM keLavaNI denA cAhIye. AhAhA ! aisA kevaLajJAna prabhu bhagavAna aisA kevaLajJAna stuti kiyA, anubhava huA, paNa abI taka hajI karmakA udaya taraphakA anusaraNa jo rAga honA moha e nahIM gaye. AhAhA ! to e karmaka anusAre honevAlA vikAra, e apanA anusaraNa karake vikArako upazama, dAba denA, e dUsarA prakArakI stuti hai. samajameM AyA? AvI vAtuM have. vANIAne dhaMdhA ADe navarAza na maLe. vepAra, kema ratanalAlajI, A dhaMdho. AhAhAhA! e bhAvya-usako bhedajJAnake baLa arthAt o taraphakA anusaraNako choDakara, parakA saMbaMdha choDakara, apanA saMbaMdha kara lenA vizeSa e bhAvyako nAza nahi kiyA, magara dAba diyA, upazama kara diyA. A upazama zreNInI vAta che, bhedajJAnake baLadvArA eTale parakA saMbaMdhako choDakara apanA saMbaMdhameM vizeSa lekara e bhedajJAna huA. bhedajJAna - samyagdarzana to hai, paNa rAgakA saMbaMdha thA, karmakA nimittakA Ama saMbaMdha thA, usako bhedajJAna, apanA anusaraNa karake rAgase bhinna karake rAgako dAba diyA. AhAhA ! AmAM keTaluM yAda rAkhavuM. Avo mArga, duniyA kayAMyanuM Page #443 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 428 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kyAMya mAne, are AhAhA.. zuM zailI ! samayasAra! be vAta ke karmakA udaya AyA to vikAra karanA paDe aisA hai nahIM, udaya taraphakA jhukAva ho, to vikAra hotA hai. AhAhA! e parakA jhukAvakA saMbaMdha o saMkarameM ekatvabuddhikA saMbaMdha thA. AmAM asthiratAnA saMbaMdha hai. e asthiratAnA karmakA nimittakA saMbaMdha jo thA usako choDakara svabhAva taraphameM AyA to e dUsarI stuti zuddhatAkI vRddhi huI. yaha dUsarI stuti hai. AhAhAhA ! choTubhAI gayA ke che? (che) che. Avo mArga che. kalakattA nahi? choTubhAI ne zAMtibhAI ne choTubhAI ! AhAhA! bahu ene ruce che. AhAhA ! prabhu AmAM koI kA pakSa nahIM. AhAhA ! apanA svabhAvanA anusaraNa jo vizeSa honA cAhIe e na karake, karmakA nimittakA anusaraNakI dazA kare to e doSa hai. "rAga' ghaNAM bola legA, pahelAM "mohu' liyA hai ahIMyA asthiratAkA usako apanA (puruSArthase) bhinna karake mai apanA svabhAvakA anusaraNa vizeSa karake, rAgakA bhAva utpanna huA nahIM, dAba diyA ye dUsarA prakArakI stuti hai. samakitIko dUsarA prakArakI stuti kahenemeM AyA hai. are mArga bApA evo che alaukika. "bhedajJAnake baLa dvArA dUrase hI alaga kiyA" ye kayA kahA? dUrase nAma? karmakA udayakA saMbaMdha kiyA binA dUrase A chUTa gayA. karmakA udaya taraphanA saMbaMdha kiyA binA chUTa gayA. AhAhA ! aMdarameM jhUka gayA. samakitI jJAnI saMto AtmajJAnI dharmAtmA, AhAhA. ItanA abI karmakA udayakA nimittameM anusaraNa apanI yogyatAse karate huM e anusaraNa ko dAba diyA, apanA anusaraNameM vizeSa A gayA. samajameM AyA? Ama bhASA game evI sAdI paNa bhAva to je hoya e kahevAyane? AhAhA ! dUrase hI alama kiyA, eTale? ke utpanna huA ne pIche rAga dAba diyA aisA nahIM. utpanna huA hI nahi. AhAhA ! apanA svabhAva zuddhakA bhAna samyagdarzana jJAna to huM paNa vizeSa svabhAvakA Azraya lekara (ekAgratAse) e udayakA rAgako dAba diyA. upazama kara diyA. samajAya che kAMI ? Avo mArga che bApu! vItarAga paramezvara jinezvaradevano paMtha ye hai. hai! e to vastukA paMtha hai. A jaina koI pakSa nahIM. AhAhA! jinA svarUpI bhagavAna usakA anusaraNa karake rANakI ekatA pahelI toDa diyA. ane bhagavAna AtmAkI prazaMsA eTale stuti arthAt svIkAra ne satkAra huA, e ja bhagavAnakI stuti hai. AhAhA ! rAga ThIka hai yaha stuti vikArakI hai, bhagavAna AtmA ThIka AnaMdakaMda hai, aisI dRSTikA viSaya pakaDayA to pahelI stuti huI dUsarI stuti apanI paryAyameM kamajorIse nimittakA anusaraNa karatI rAgakI paryAya, AhAhA.. vo to dUrase huMTakara. nimittakA anusaraNa choDakara, bhagavAnakA AtmAkA anusaraNa vizeSa karake rAga dAba diyA, hajI kSaya nahIM huA. pANImeM jema mela, mela hotA hai ne, daba jAte hai ne, bahAra nikAla na diyA. AhA... evI zailI lIdhI. IsaprakAra baLapUrvaka apanA svabhAvane anusaraNa karanevAlA baLapUrvaka, AhAhA.. joradAra AtmA taraphakA baLapUrvaka puruSArtha karake, samakitIko-anubhavIko, jJAnIko, AhAhA... Isa prakAra baLapUrvaka mohakA tiraskAra karake para taraphakI sAvadhAnIkA bhAvako utpanna hone denA nahIM, yaha mohakA tiraskAra kiyA, bhagavAnanA svIkAra kiyA, vizeSa rAgakA tiraskAra kiyA. Page #444 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 429 gAthA - 3ra AhAhAhA ! mohakA tiraskAra karake samasta bhAvya-bhAvaka saMkaradoSa dUra ho jAne?" kayA? bhAvaka jo karmakA udaya, usake anusaraNa honevAlA vikArI mohabhAva, e dokA saMbaMdha dUra ho jAnerodokA saMbaMdha dUra ho jAnero, AhAhA... ane svabhAva bhagavAna AtmA e taraphako jorase Azraya karake, AhAhAhA... are! bApu tAro mArga koI alaukika hai. prabhu tuM bhagavAna svarUpa hai ne. AhAhAhA !? bhagavAna tarIke bhagavAnako jAnA chatAM paNa paryAyamAM hajI kamajorI hai. jJAnI (ko bhI) paMcama guNasthAna (muM) raudradhyAna hotA hai. ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna, dharmadhyAna, zukladhyAna e dhyAnanA cAra prakAra. usameM samakitako bhI, AhAhAhA... zreNika rAjA, usakA laDakAe rAjya apanA karaneko kedamAM DAla diyA, kSAyika samakitI, tIrthaMkara gotra bAMdhate hai, bhaviSyamAM tIrthakara honevAlA hai, AgAmI covIzImAM paNa jayAM e bALaka, enA laDakA, usako kedamAM DAlakara usakI mAtA pAse gaye, page lAganeko mAtA Aja maineM aisA kiyA- arere dIkarA terA janama vakhate mere pahele sapanA AtA thA, ke mai zreNikakA kALajA khAuM. dIkarA mere aMdara aisA AtA thA o kAraNe terA janama huA, to maine pheMka diyA bALakako (tuje) ukaraDe DAla diyA (zrotAH- kacarekA Dhera) kacarekA Dhera aura terA pitAjI AyA. kayA huA ? bALaka kyAM gayA. maine to nAkha diyA hai, kacarAnA DherameM, AhAhA. e ekadama gaye zreNika aura kacarekA DheramAM kUkaDA hoyane kUkaDA cAMca mArIne ane pIDA. zreNika rAjA gaye upADa liyA aura cUsa liyA aura Akara rANIko soMpa diyA. are bhAI terA pitAjIe aisA kiyA, tumane e kayA kiyA? mAtA, maine aparAdha bahota kiyA meM choDAneko jAUM jelamAM, hAthamAM hathIyAra che- rAjAne ema jANe ke mane mAraneko Ate hai. AhAhA ! hai samakitI, kSAyika samakitI, ekadama hIrA cUsyA aura deha chUTa gayA. AhAhA ! pIchearere mArA pitAno e kayA huA. kyA karuM, meM zuM karuM. aise jJAnIko bhI aisA AtmaghAta karanekA bhAva AyA. chatAM e samakitako doSa nahIM, e cAritrakA doSa che. samAjameM AyA- AhAhAhA ! samakita to nirmaLAnaMda, e samakita kevaLajJAna legA. AvI cIja che prabhu! ene paNa e maranekA bhAva A gayA chatAM e doSa cAritrakA hai. e karmakA nimittake anusaraNa bhAva ho gayA, apanA aparAdha apanese ho gayA. samajameM AyA? chatAM samyajJAna ane samyagdarzanameM kiMcit doSa nahIM. AhAhA! bAlacaMdajI! sUnA hai ke nahIM zreNika mahArAjAkA? ema yahAM kahete hai ke yaha bhagavAna AtmA anaMta guNa ratnAkarakI (khANa), AhAhA... mALA, usakA aMtarameM, bhAna samyagdarzana jJAna huA, chate paryAyameM kamajorIse karmakA udayane anusAra vikAra bhAvya nAma honekI apanI paryAyameM lAyakAta hai. e lAyakAtako choDa de. AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM have. AmAM ekendriyanI dayA pALo ne dharma thAya have Ane kyAM? dayA te sukhanI velaDI, dayA te sukhanI khANa, anaMtA jIva mukta gayA. dayA... dayA I A dayA nahIM. bApA! AhAhAhA ! parakI dayAkA bhAva rAga hai, usameM svarUpakI hiMsA hotI hai. samajameM AyA? dharmIko bhI rAga to AtA hai to ItanI svarUpakI hiMsA hai. AhAhAhA ! svarUpanA jJAna bhAna hai, chatAM Page #445 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 43) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svarUpakA AghAta lagAtA hai rAgakA e doSako saMkaradoSa dUra ho jAnese "ekatvameM TaMkotkIrNa" rAgaka yogyatAse utpanna thA o taraphakA saMbaMdha choDakara, svabhAvanA saMbaMdhameM ekatva huA.dvata hotA thA jo rAgakA ye choDakara svabhAvameM ekatva huA. samajameM AyA? bhASA to sahelI che paNa bhAva to bhAI bahu jhINAM che. AhA.... bhagavAna sUkSma arUpI AnaMdakaMdano nAtha. AhAhA.. e zubharAga dayA dAna vratano e paNa sthULa rAga bhagavAna to enAthI bhinna che. AhAhA ! chatAM jabalaga (pUrNa) vItarAgatA jJAnIko na ho, tabalaga karmakA nimittaka anusAra vikAra hotA hai, vikAra kaho, duHkha kaho. e vikArakA bhAvya, svabhAvako ItanA saMbaMdha vizeSa karake parakA saMbaMdha chUTa gayA. e svabhAvameM ekAgra ItanA huA e dUsarI stuti huI. AhAhA ! Avo mArga have A sAdhAraNa prANIne, sat haze to zaraNa raheze nahIMtara nahIM rahe prabhu. AhAhA! AhAhA ! ekatvameM TaMkotkIrNa. kayA kahete hai jo rAgakI yogyatA apanemeM apane puruSArthakI kamIse nimittaka anusAre hotI thI vikAra dazA, usako choDakara dvatapaNA jo rAgakA utpanna honA, svabhAvakI dRSTi hone parabhI, dvitapaNA rAgakA dvata utpanna hote the usako choDakara ekatva huA. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga che prabhu. loko sonagaDhane nAme virodha kare bicArA khabara nahIM. zuM kare ? AhAhA ! ekatvameM TaMkotkIrNa A to maMtro che prabhu, A to jhera UtAranekA maMtra che. mithyAtvakA jhera aura asthiratAkA jhera, AhAhAhA ! jJAnIko bhI zubhabhAva muniko bhI AtA hai paMcamahAvratakA paNa hai jhera, hai viSakuMbha. AhAhAhA ! to kyoM rAga Ate hai? use kamajorIse rAga AyA binA rahe nahIM, jabalaga vItarAga na ho, AtA hai. paNa usako have vizeSa saMbaMdha parakA thA, ahIMyA saMbaMdha to kiyA hai, paNa vizeSa saMbaMdha kiyA o saMbaMdha choDa diyA, AmAM magaja keLavavA paDatA hai. bhagavAna traNa lokano nAtha kevaLajJAnano piMDa prabhu enuM bhAna hove chatuM, paryAyamAM kamajorIne kAraNe nimittane anusarIne vikAra moha hotA thA e "bhAvya' e saMbaMdha choDa diyA ItanA svabhAvakA saMbaMdha karake rAgako dAba diyA, upazama kara diyA. samajameM AyA? ( 'samasta bhAgya bhAvaka saMkaradoSa dUra ho jAnero), eka jJAnasvabhAvake dvArA, dekho bhagavAna caitanya svabhAva, sarvajJa svabhAva e sarvajJa svabhAvake dvArA. "anya dravyoke svabhAvose honevAlA sarva anyabhAvose paramArthataH" heM ne? bhinna apane AtmAko je muni anubhava karate hai, samyagdarzana uparAMta rAgako choDakara svabhAvanA saMbaMdha karake anubhava karate hai. AhAhA ! e nizcayase jitamohu hai moha jItyA, mohakA nAza nahIM kiyA abI. upazama zreNI liyA hai, mohako jItyA. gAthA to bahota acchI A gaI hai. AhAhA! ekavAra madhyasthathI sUne to kharA, bApu A vastu AtmAnA anubhava ane samyajJAna huA. chateM jaba vItarAgatA pUrNa paryAyameM nahIM hai, tabalaga rAga AyA binA rahe nahIM, parako anusara, vikAra bhAvya-bhAvaka bhAva hotA hai. paNa have ahIMyA to kahete hai ke vizeSa svabhAvakA saMbaMdha karake parakA saMbaMdhako dAba diyA. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga have. have A sAdhAraNa mANasane pakaDavo? ( zrotA- koIvAra Apa kaho cho rasto sugama che koIvAra Apa Page #446 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 3ra. 431 kaho sAdhA2Na mANasa na pakaDI zake ) sugama che paNa eno prayatna nahIM ne prayatna kare to sugama hai. hai IsakI prApti hai. prAtakI prApti hai. paNa abhyAsa nahIM ne, ane lAkaDA bIjA UMdhA garI gayA hoya aMdara, eTale ene durlabha kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA... zAstramAM to aisA kahA lakSmI Adi milanA e durlabha kahA, karyo ? ke emAM karma hoya to mile ane AtmAkA dharma sulabha hai, koMki usameM 52nI koI apekSA hai nahIM. AhAhA ! eka bAju durlabha bodhi kahA ane eka bAju aisA kahA. prabhu A lakSmI anukULatA maLavI e durlabha kayuM ki terA puruSArthase nahIM milatI, e to pUrvakA prArabdha ho to usake Azrayase milatI hai. to e vastu tevA puruSArthase nahiM mile mATe durlabha hai, ane terI cIja hai to tevA puruSArthase milatI hai mATe sulabha hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? evuM paNa zAstramAM lakhANa che. samajameM AyA ? - te dharmAtmA muni ahIM AgaLa laI gayA ne, samyagdarzana uparAMta sthiratA aMdara vizeSa huI hai, te nizcayathI jitamoha jisane moThako jItyA, jina hai. jina to dRSTimeM to anubhava huA to jina huA, paryAyameM paNa A vizeSa rAgakA abhAva karake sthira huA to 'jitamoha jina' huA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? kaisA hai yaha jJAnasvabhAva ? bhagavAna zAnasvabhAva, samasta loka ke u52 tiratA huA. rAgAdi sabako jAnate hone 52 bhI, rAgarUpa na hote rAgase bhinna tirate hai. AhAhAhA ! kaisA hai bhagavAna AtmAkA svabhAva, ke samasta loka ke u52 tiratA huA. sArA jagatakA rAgAdi saba koI vastu usase apanA AtmA jJAyaka svabhAva tiratA huA bhinna rahetA huA. AhAhAhA ! pratyakSa udyotarUpase bhagavAna to pratyakSa hai aMdara. AhAhAhA ! pahele pratyakSa to matizrutajJAnameM thA. paNa ahIMyA 52 rAgakA saMbaMdha choDakara vizeSa sthiratA AyA to vizeSa pratyakSa huA. AhAhAhA ! Avo upadeza have, have A eka gAthAmAM ( zrotAH- keTalA bhAvo jhINAM ) mAragaDA bApu jhINAM bahu bhAI. AhAhA ! zAstrakA jJAna ho gayA mATe jJAna huA aisI cIja nahIM. bhagavAna jJAna svabhAva prabhu usakA jJAna, usakI dRSTi ne emAM lInatA pragaTa huI, e pahelI stuti, aura vizeSa rAga paryAyameM apanI yogyatAse thA, usako dAba diyA, ItanA saMbaMdha choDa diyA, ye dUsarI stuti, A vAMcatAya kaThaNa paDe evuM che. sumerumalajI ! AhAhA !bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAva rAgakI yogyatAse bhAvya vikAra hotA thA, usakA nimitta ta2phakA saMbaMdha choDakara, aMtara svabhAvakI dRSTi to hai, paNa svabhAvameM vizeSa ekatA huI, to 5se ti2tA bhinna rahetA AtmA rahetA hai. AhAhAhA ! sadA aMtaraMgameM prakAzamAna, cetanya jyoti, jhaLahaLa jyoti caitanya prakAzakA nUra, caitanyakA nUrakA pUranA teja. AhAhA ! are vAta sAMbhaLavA maLavI kaThaNa paDe. AhAhA... zuM stutinI sthiti, AhAhA ! aMtaraMgamAM sadA prakAzamAna bhagavAna to birAjamAna hai. AhAhAhA ! caitanya svabhAvakA prakAzakA pUra vahete hai aMdara A dhruva. AhAhA ! 'avinAzI apanese hI siddha' svayaM siddha AyA thA ne pahele, apanese hI siddha hai, koI 52ke kA2Nase hai nahIM e AtmA ane AtmAkA anubhava apanese siddha huvA hai. koI karmakA abhAva huA ne A siddha Page #447 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 432 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 huA aisA hI nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! ane "paramArtharUpa aisA bhagavAna jJAna svabhAva che". caitanya sUrya, caitanya caMdra, zItaLatAthI bharyA bhagavAna evo jJAna svabhAva bhagavAna hai. AhAhAhA! zAMtithI sAMbhaLe to samajAya evuM che, enA khyAlamAM to AvI vAta AvavI joIe ne? AhA ! enA gharanI vAta che ne prabhu. (zrotAH- potAnI che.) enA gharanuM kema na samajAya? enA khyAlamAM to pahelAM AnA cAhIe. AhAhA! IsaprakAra bhAvya-bhAvaka bhAvake, kayA kahA? bhAvya bhAvaka bhAva, bhAvaka jo karma usase anusAre honevAlA vikArIbhAva aisA bhAva, bhAvya bhAvaka bhAva. AhAhAhA... bhAvya bhAvaka bhAvake saMkaradoSa ko dokA saMbaMdhako, ekatvako nahIM. AhA.. dUra karake dUsarI nizcaya stuti huI. AhAhAhA ! Isa gAthAsUtramAM mohakA nAma liyA. usameM moha padako badalakara rAga lenA Isake sthAna para. karmakA udaya ke anusAra jJAnIko bhI jo rAga thA bhAvya, usako svabhAvakA saMbaMdha karake, rAgakA saMbaMdha parakI sAtha choDa diyA. AhAhA ! rAga thA, karmakA bhAvakane anusAra apanI paryAyameM rAga thA. AhAhA ! e rAga parakA saMbaMdhase thA, e choDa diyA ane apanA svabhAvameM A gayA ItanA, AhAhA... asthiratAkA rAga bhI chUTa gayA ane aMdara ItanA sthira ho gayA. AhAhA ! are ! A vANI kayAM prabhu, traNalokanA nAthanI amRta vANI he! rAga" "dviSa" lenA. haiSa bhI jJAnIko utpanna hotA hai karmakA udaya bhAvaka, dveSa bhAvya. AhAhA ! e dveSa bhAvya usako paNa choDakara rAga-dveSa AtA hai. are sakA sthApana karanA e bhI eka chabasthako vikalpa hai. asatyako jUThA TharAnA yaha bhI eka vaiSakA vikalpa. bhagavAna to jJAna svarUpa hai ne emAM A sthApana karanA vikalpa kyAM hai usameM. AhAhA ! sarvajJanI vAta dUsarI paNa chadmasthako e Ate hai, pAchaLa kartA-karmameM pAchaLa (hai) ke A sthApana karanA ke A aisA hai tyAM vikalpa hai, rAga hai. aura A nahIM e ItanA vaiSakA aMza hai. vaiSakA aMza nimittake anusaraNa karake hotA thA. jJAnIko- samakitIko, AhAhAhA... e saMbaMdha choDakara svabhAvanA anusaraNa vizeSa karanA. e dUsarI stuti huI. AhA! "krodha" have e draSanA be bhAga krodha ane mAna, krodha bI narI A jAtA hai. karmakA bhAvaka vastu nimitta jaDa unase anusarane lAyaka jo bhAva apanI bhAvya e krodha dazA utpanna huI. AhAhAhA ! usako bhI apanA svabhAvanA saMbaMdha vizeSa karake, nimittakA saMbaMdhameM jo krodha utpanna thA usako dAba diyA, AhAhAhA... to A badhA bhAva thA, samakita ane AtmajJAna hone para bhI, AhAhA! e bhAva thA e bhAva taraphakA anusaraNa choDakarake A bAjunA anusaraNa karake krodhako dAba diyA. A dUsarI stutinA bheda hai. AhAhA ! sarvajJa paramezvara e sivAya A kyAMya hai nahi, samaya samayanA doSanI vyAkhyA batAve che. samAjameM AyA? mAna mAna bhI karI A jAtA hai. deSTino viSaya nirmaLa hai usameM.. paNa asthiratAno jarI (bhAva A jAtA hai.) nemanAtha bhagavAna sabhAmeM birAjate the. yAdavanA badhA yoddhAo beThe the sabhAmeM, to loko vakhANa karate, karate, karate koI kahe bhImakA jora ne koI kahe arjunakA Page #448 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 3ra 433 jora, ema vAta karate karate bhagavAna to beThe the gRhasthAzramameM thA ne. to koI aise kahA bhAI A bhagavAna hai IsakA jora kitanA zarIrakA kitanA jora, usakA AtmAkA... tyAM bhagavAne paga nIce mUkyo, kRSNa e pagane halAvavA maMDayA, paga hale nahi. AhAhA.... tIrthaMkara-(zrotAthoDuM mAna Avyu ) jarI mAna AyA, asthiratAkA AyA, traNa jJAnanA dhaNI e bhavameM mokSa jAnevAlA. AhAhAhA... aisA vikalpa AtA hai. to usako svabhAvane anusAra karake dAba denA, pragaTa hone na denA. mAyA" e krodha ne mAna draSanA be bhAga hai. mAyA ne lobha e rAganA be bhAga che. mAyA nAma kapaTa, lobha nAma IcchA, e mAyAko bhI. AhAhAhA... zAnI samakitIko, kSAyika samakitIko bhI, jarI karma udayakA anusAra mAyA bhAva, bhAvya ho jAtA hai. e doSa cAritrakA hai. AhAhA. Isako apanA svabhAvanA vizeSa saMbaMdha karake mAyAko dAba denA e dUsarA prakAranI stutikA bhAga hai. AvuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI koI di' (zrotA- kyAMya che nahIM pachI kayAMthI sAMbhaLe) AvI vAta. bhAgyazALI ke ahIM AvI gayA pAchA. A bApu mAragaDA evA che. lobha' - samakitIko bhI karI lobha A jAtA hai, karmakA anusaraNa karake bhAvya lobha usako a5nA saMbaMdha karake o saMbaMdha toDa denA, e dUsarI stuti hai. AhAhAhA ! "karma' ATheya karma. saMbaMdhameM hai ne? to yaha karma hai usakA lakSa choDa denA. e karmako jItyA ema kahenemeM AtA hai. karmako dAba diyA. AhAhAhA! ema "nokarma', mana, vANI, deha, strI, kuTuMba parivAra A saba cIja nokarma, deva guru zAstra e nokarma. AhAhA ! o taraphakA lakSa jAte the, ItanI stuti kama thI, e taraphako lakSa choDakara svabhAvamAM vizeSa lakSa karanA e bhagavAnakI, AtmAnI bIjA naMbaranI stuti hai. naMbara bIjo paNa UMcI che. pahelAM naMbara karatAM, AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? arere ! AhAhA ! ekalo Avyo. ekalo che, ekalo cAlyo jaze. AhA ! e lAkha mANasa kuTuMba bheguM thayuM hoya ane e pIDA. AhAhA ! Ama kare to rADa nIkaLI jAya. bApA deha choDIne ekalA jAvuM evuM bhAna jo na karyuM to bhIMsAI jaIza bApA-AhAhA!nakarma sudhI AvyuM vizeSa Avaze. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM.93 gAthA - 32 tA. 29-78 bhAdaravA vada-11 budhavAra saM. 2504 samayasAra gAthA 3ra. nIce cAle che ne? IsaprakAra pharIne chene bhAvArtha upara "bhAvya-bhAvaka bhAvake saMkaradoSako dUra karake dUsarI nizcaya stuti". dUsarI eTale ke bIjA naMbaranI ema nahIM. pahelA naMbaranI stutithI bIjA naMbaranI stuti UMcI che. samAjameM AyA? pahelemeM to bhagavAna AtmA rAgase bhinna, indriyo je jaDa, bhAvendriya jaDa indriya ane indriyanA viSayo deva guru ne zAstra sabase lakSa choDakara apanA sva-saMvedana jJAnakA baLase usakI ekattA toDa diyA e prathama saMkaradoSakA nAza kiyA. saMkarakA artha? parakI sAthe saMyoga saMbaMdha saMkara saMyoga saMbaMdha e nAza kiyA. AhAhAhA ! Page #449 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 434 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ekatvabuddhi jo para indriyakA deva guru zAstra ho ke jaDa indriya, kharekhara to prabhu AtmAkI apekSAse jaDa Indriya, bhAvendriya ane bhagavAna e badhA aNAtmA hai, paradravya hai, anAtmA hai. AhAhA ! aNAtmAnA saMbaMdha jo lakSa hai, e choDakara bhagavAna jJAyaka svabhAva caitanya paramAtma svarUpa saccidAnaMda svabhAva usakA svasaMvedana karanA, e prathama-do padArthakI ekatAnA doSakA nAza kiyA. samajameM AyA? jhINI vAta bahu bApu. have aisA hone para bhI dharmIko, jJAnIko, samyagdaSTiko, AhAhA... karmakA udaya jo moha Adi hotA hai usake anusarIne honevAlA vikArI bhAvya, e karma e bhAvaka hai, aura usake anusara, honevAlI samyagdaSTi jJAnIko bhI, bhAvya nAma vikArI paryAya jo hai. e bola calate hai ne rAga dveSa, AhA ! e paryAyakA saMbaMdha, svabhAvakA nirvikalpa samAdhikA anusaraNa vizeSa karake, e saMbaMdha toDanA e AtmAkI, paramAtma svarUpakI stutikA dUsarA prakAra hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! muni ho, bhAvaliMgI usako bhI, jabalaga karmakA bhAvaka bhAva karanevAlA nimitta, paNa hai apanI paryAyameM apanese, muniko bhI rAgAdi paMca mahAvratanA vikalpa e rAga hai. AhAhA ! e bhAvakanA bhAvya apanI paryAyameM honevAlI dazA e samaye vikRta avasthAkA utpanna honA muniko bhI samakitIko bhI, AhAhA... hotA thA, usakA bhAvya taraphakA jo vikRta avasthA hai usakA lakSa choDakara aMtara nirvikalpa svasaMvedana jJAnakA baLase e bhAvya utpanna huA nahIM. e dUsarA prakArakI stuti kahenemeM AI hai. AhA Avo mAraga che bhAI. samajameM AyA? yahAM laga AyA hai-bhAvya bhAvaka bhAva. hai? bhAvya - bhAvaka bhAva apanI paryAyameM vikRta honekI lAyakAta e bhAvya, bhAvaka karmakA nimitta, bhAvyabhAvakakA bhAva, Are ! apanI paryAyameM samakitIko, jJAnIko, dharmAtmAko, AhAhA... jabalaga vItarAgatA na ho tabalaga apanI paryAyameM bhAvya nAma vikArI yogyatA dazA bhAvaka nAma nimitta karma e bhAvya-bhAvaka je bhAva e saMkaradoSa,e saMkara nAma saMbaMdha doSa-pahelemeM ekatvakA saMkaradoSa thA. AmAM saMbaMdhanA doSa he, zuM kahyuM samajANuM? saMkara, saMyoga, saMbaMdha tInoM eka arthakA hai. pahelemeM to jaDa indriya, bhAvendriya ane indriyanA viSaya, e badhA paraNeya hai. samajameM AyA? ane spazeya jJAyaka hai. svajJeya jJAyaka usakI sAtha A bhAvendriya dravyandriya ne A padArtha bhagavAna traNa lokano nAtha ane enI vANI, AhAhA... je parazeya hai. e paraNeyakA saMbaMdhase ekatvabuddhise jo mithyAtva utpanna thA, vo parakA lakSa choDakara, mai jJAna svabhAve adhikama judA pUrNama anubhavati, jAnAti, vedayati, saMcetayati e prathama jitendriya stuti kahenemeM AyA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? je rAga ane vikArakI prazaMsA karate the, aura paradravyakI prazaMsA karate the tabalaga to e vikArI dazA hai. AhAhA! apanA svabhAva cidAnaMda bhagavAna paradravyanA saMbaMdhase bhinna, aisI svabhAvameM ekatvabuddhi honA aura parase ekatvabuddhikA vyaya honA, AhAhAhA... svakI ekatvabuddhikA utpAda honA, utpAda-vyaya ane dhruva tIna ne? AhAhA ! parakI ekatvabuddhinA bhagavAnase vANIse mereko lAbha hogA, e to paradravya hai. paradravyase svadravyameM lAbha kabhI nahIM Page #450 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 3ra 435 hogA. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA - para dravya upakAra to kare che ne) upakArano artha nimitta basa. upakArano artha upakAra kare aisA hai nahIM. sarvArthasiddha vacanikAmeM aisA artha liyA hai upakArakA artha nimitta hai, paNa nimitta hai usakA saMbaMdhane lakSa karanese rAga hotA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAta. samakitIko bhI parakA lakSa choDakara svasaMvedana, parase bhinna parase adhika, parase judA, parase judA paripUrNa prabhu, AhAhAhA.. usakA anubhava huA e paryAya hai e to anubhava huA vo paryAya hai. paNa e anubhava paryAya kaba hotI hai? parakA lakSa choDakara apanA bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAthakA dhyeya banAkara, AvI zaratuM bahu AkarI. apanI paryAyameM svasaMvedana, e jJAnakI vedana dazA pragaTa karanA, vastu to vastu hai. samajameM AyA? A to agAdha vastu hai bhAI ! AhAhA... apanI cIja jo paradravyanA saMbaMdhase bhinna, adhika, pUrNa enA aisA svasaMvedanase anubhava karanA e prathama samyagdarzana jJAna ane cAritrano aMza hai, e prathama stuti kahenemeM AyA. kayuM ki jo usakI prazaMsA nahi karate the ane nimittakI prazaMsA karate the tabalaga AtmAkI astuti thI. AvI vAta hai. pATaNIjI ! AvuM kyAMya che nahiM atyAre to e to pote kahe che. bhAI e to. bApu mArga A che bhAI, nathI nathI bahAra zuM karIe. loko ema kahe A ekAMta che. prabhu kaho. mArga prabhu A hai. AhAhA! AhAhAhA! paradravya ane paradravyanA lakSe honevAlA vikRta avasthA usase bhagavAna aMdara bhinna hai. ane bhinna hai yaha paripUrNa hai ane bhinna hai yaha parase tanna judA hai. kathaMcit judA ane kathaMcit ekatva aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA! A mArga to juo! e AtmajJAna samyagdarzana huA chateM paNa paryAyameM karmakA bhAvaka nimitta ane te taraphanA valaNavALA bhAvya nAma vikAra avasthA "moha" pahelAM moha liyA hai. A "moha" mithyAtva nahIM. "moha" pada liyA he ne? mithyAtva nahIM. para taraphakI sAvadhAnI. moha nAma para taraphakI sAvadhAnI, vikArI-avasthA, AhAhA. Isako dharmI jIva parakA lakSase je utpanna thA usako svabhAvakA Azraya karake, usako upazama kara dete hai. A pahelI upazamanI stuti hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! upazama zreNI, AThamA guNasthAnethI zarU hotI hai ne? e dhArA liyA hai jJAnIko bhI AhAhA. samyagdaSTiko bhI, jabalaga upazama zreNI na jAya, tabalaga karmakA nimittakA lakSase bhAvya nAma vikArI moha dazA thI, cAritrakA doSa. AhAhA... usako dUrase haTAkara aisA AyA hai, dUrase haTAkarakA artha ke nimitta taraphakA valaNa hI chUTa gayA pachI kiyA ne choDanA aisA nahIM. bhAvaka-bhAvaka-bhAvaka karyu kahA? ke nizcayase vikAranA kartA nimitta tarIke ye kahenemeM AyA hai. A bhAvya hai. AhAhAhA ! e bhAvyako dUrase utpanna hone na denA, utpanna ja hone na denA, aise hai ne? dUrase haTAkara hai ne? AhAhAhA! ahIM AvI gayuM che. paheluM I. "baLapUrvaka mohakA tiraskAra karake" AhAhA! yahAM to paryAyameM, dravyameM nahIM, dravya to pUrNa akhaMDAnaMda hai. paryAyameM kamajorIse bhAvakakA lakSase vikArI bhAva muniko, samakitIko jJAnIko hotA hai, o taraphakA valaNa choDakara, choDakara to eka apekSA Page #451 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 436 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kahenA hai bAkI to A bAju anusaraNa karake, svabhAvakA anusaraNa karake nimittakA anusaraNa jo thA e upazama ho gayA. caMdubhAI ! AvI vAtuM che bApu. AhAhAhA ! are koI ema kahe ke jJAnI hai usako rAga ane du:kha hotA hI nahIM, to IsakI dRSTi jUThI hai. samajameM AyA ? usakA jJAna jUTha hai. AhAhAhA ! samyajJAna huA, 52kI sAtha ekatvabuddhi kaho, saMkaradoSa kaho ekatvabuddhi kaho, pahelemeM hoM ! krUsAmeM ekatva nahIM. saMka2mAM dUsarAme saMbaMdha dUsarI stutimeM saMbaMdha, pahelI stutimeM ekatvakA saMkara. ( zrotAH- saMkara zabda to eka ja rahyo ne pheraphAra zuM che ? ) phe2phA2 hai. che ne ? saMyoga je thA, saMyoga mere hai aisI buddhi mithyAtva hai, ane e chUTayA pIche saMyogameM asthiratA thaI e cAritra doSa hai, ( zrotAH- saMkara zabde to mithyAtva ) nahIM. nahIM. ahIM to saMkara zabde saMyoga ane saMbaMdha. have pahelo saMyoga ane saMbaMdha 52nI sAthe ekatvabuddhikA, dUsarAmeM 52kI sAtha saMbaMdha apanI kamajorIse nimittakA saMbaMdha karate the. bahu jhINI vAta che bApu ! gAthA bahu sArI AvI che bhAI, hoM sumerumalajI ! evI cIja che. A to traNa lokanA nAtha jinendradevanuM A pharamAna che. e saMto ADatIyA hokara vAta karate hai. AhAhA ! are prabhu ! tere pUrNa svarUpakI stuti kare mATe prathama to apanA zuddha svabhAvakI stuti nAma satkA2 ne svIkAra karanA paDegA. samajameM AyA ? AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA anaMta guNaratnAkara, dariyo. anaMta guNano ratnano Akara dariyo, bhagavAna eno svIkAra satkAra e samyagdarzana e bhagavAna AtmAkI pahelI stuti hai. samajameM AyA ? AvI vAtuM che bhAI ! ahIMyA to ApaNe bIjI stuti calate hai. bhAvya-bhAvaka bhAvakA saMkaradoSa. saMbaMdha, A saMbaMdha ahIMyA lenA. saMkara zabde saMbaMdha. samajameM AyA ? pahelemeM dravyendriya bhAvendriya ane bhagavAna e 52zeya thA. svajJeyakI sAtha 52zeyakA saMbaMdha ekatvabuddhi mithyAtva thA. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? e bhAvendriya dravyendriya za2I2 pariNAmane prApta, bhAvendriya khaMDa khaMDa jJAnako jaNAtI hai vo aura indriyakA viSaya saba 52zeya hai, e svajJeya nahIM. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! e svajJeyako paryAyameM zeya banAkara, 52zeyakA lakSa choDakara. AhAhAhA ! AvI zaratuM bahu bApu ! je 52dravyanI ne rAganI stuti karate the, tyAM to prabhukI astuti thI svanI. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu anaMtaguNano sAgara jenA pradeze pradeze anaMta guNa ratananA kamA oraDA bharyA hai. AhAhA ! e ene paryAyamAM 52jJeya banAkara je anAdise rUlate the, AhAhAhA... to paryAyakA svabhAva to svapa2prakAzaka hai. to e paryAya jJAnakI, ajJAnIkI bhI paryAya hoya to bI paryAyakA svabhAva to svapa2prakAzaka hai. to ekIlA 52 prakAzaka 52zeyako jAnanemeM aTaka gayA to mithyAtva hai. AhAhAhAhA ! paNa o paryAyameM 52kA jJAna hone 52 bhI svata2phakA jJAna hotA hai jaba, AhAhA... tyAre e 52zeya tarIke jAnanemeM AtA hai, paNa 52zeyase merI cIja saMbaMdhavALI hai aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! Avo upadeza have mANasane zuM thAya bApu. e mohakA nAma liyA hai. usameM 'moha' pada badalakara usake sthAna 52 'rAga' lenA. dharmIko bhI, samakitIko bhI, jJAnIko bhI, karmakA bhAvakakA anusa2Na ka2ke jo rAga thA e rAga Page #452 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 32 437 svabhAvakA anusaraNa karake rAgako upazama kara diyA. kSapaka pIche AyegA. evI zailI lIdhI che. AhAhA ! aisA 'dveSa 'kA le lenA. samakitIko bhI dveSakA aMza AtA hai. AhAhA... muniko bhI dveSakA aMza AtA hai. A nahIM, A hai, A hai aisA vikalpa rAga hai, ane A nahIM hai aisA vikalpa dveSa hai. ( zrotAH- satya nirUpaNa kare che dveSa zAno ? )vikalpa hai, sthApana kare che ne. zAtA jJAnarUpa kahAM rahyA tyAM ? aisA aMza AtA hai. ekaso tetAlIsamAM liyA hai pAchaLa kartAkarmamAM e sthApe tyAM sudhI hajI dveSa aMza hai, ekaso tetAlIsa kartA karma, hai saba samayasArameM to bahota bharyA hai, sArA dariyA hai. ekeka paMkita ne ekeka gAthA, ajoDa cakSu. bhagavAnanA zrImukhe nIkaLelI divyadhvani e saMto, e dvArA vAta karate hai. AhAhA ! - kahete hai ke dveSa, ema 'krodha '-krodha bhI AtA hai samakitIko, ekatAbuddhi tUTa gaI hai, paNa asthiratAkA krodha AtA hai, e bhAvya kahenemeM AtA hai, krodhakA udaya hai e bhAvaka ane usake lAyaka A apanI paryAya anusa2ke hotA hai e krodha, usako upazama karake svabhAvakI ekatA vizeSa karake, svabhAvakA anusaraNa vizeSa karake dAba denA e dUsarI stuti hai. e bhagavAna AtmAkI stutikI adhika dazA e dUsarI stuti hai. dUsarA naMba2kI ema nahIM, adhika hai. AhAhAhA ! are A kyAM bApA. ema 'mAna' 'mAna' paNa AtA hai jarI. samajameM AyA ? kAla to dRSTAMta diyA thA ne nemanAtha bhagavAnakA, bhagavAna hai tIna jJAnakA dhaNI hai, kSAyika samakitI hai. sabhA bharI hatI yoddhAonI usameM carcA hote hote hote koI kahe pAMDava joddhA hai. koI kahe bhIma aisA hai, koI kahe arjuna aisA hai. koI kahe phalANA aisA hai, koI aise-bolyA saba hai magara dekho bhagavAna birAjate hai vahAM gRhasthAzramameM usakA baLa dUsarI taraThakA hai, aisA baLa koIkA nahIM. to bhagavAne sabhAmAM paga nIce mUkyo ke halAvo, kRSNa AyA, hale kyAMthI ? eTaluM 'mAna' AhAhA... TIMgAI gayA paga upara, paNa hale nahIM- AtmAnA baLanI to kayA vAta karanA ? AhAhA ! to aisA koI 'mAna' Ate hai. 'mAna' kA udaya bhAvaka-ne usake anusAre hote hai. usako svabhAvakA vizeSa anusaraNa karake dAba denA. samajameM AyA ? kaho, ratibhAI ! AvuM che A. ema 'mAyA' kapaTa, mAyAkA udaya ho tyAM bhAvaka, A bAju anusaraNa karake jarI mAyA A jAtI hai samakitIko jJAnIko bhI, mAyA zalya nahIM. mAyA kI asthiratA, samakitIko, jJAnIko, AhAhAhA... usako 52kA anusaraNameM jo thA e ahIMyA svabhAva ta2pha anusaraNa baDhA denA usase o daba jAtI hai. mAyA upazama ho jAtI hai-( zrotAH- muni dazAmAM mAyA kayA prakA2nI haze ?) asthiratAnI. ( zrotAH- paNa kayA prakAranI) asthiratAnI ema kahenemeM AyA dUsarA kayA kahe ? zalya nahIM. mithyAdarzana nidAna zalya, mAyA zalya e zalya nahIM- paNa mAyAkA bhAva jarI Ate hai, e bhAvya hai. usako nimittake anusaraNa karanekA bhAva meM jo thA bhAvya mAyA, e na hone denA ane apanA jJAyaka svabhAva taraphakA vizeSa, adhika anusaraNa karanA, e dUsarA prakArakI stuti hai. A to bhASAmeM je Ate hai e barobara toLI toLIne samajanA cAhIye. pheraphAra kAMI hote nahIM. AhAhA... Avo mArga che. A tyAM le jAnA hai ne Page #453 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 438 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 TeparekorDIMga aisA sUnA hai. e loga. AhAhAhA ! ema "lobha' e kala to A gayA. hai! lobha bhI thoDA hai AsakitakA, to e bhAvya je hai, lobha karmakA bhAvaka karma usake anusarIne ItanA saMbaMdhameM jo lobhakA bhAvya thA e na hone denA, o taraphakA anusaraNa choDa denA ane svabhAva taraphakA anusaraNa adhika karanA usase lobhakA upazama ho jAtA hai, daba jAtA hai. samajameM AyA? ema "karma ATheya karma-karmakA saMbaMdhameM ATha karmakA saMbaMdhameM je kAMI dazA bhAvya hotI thI. AhAhA ! hajI to haine jJAnIko karma ATha nimitta huM ne ? nimitta, anusaraapanI paryAyameM vikRta avasthA hai, bilakula na ho to to vItarAga ho jAya. AhAhAhA ! karmase nahIM paNa karmakA nimittapaNAkA lakSase jo vikRta avasthA thI. AhA... e karmakA saMbaMdha choDa diyA, jitane aMze karma merA hai e to dRSTi chUTa gaI pahele, paNa A karmakA saMbaMdhameM jo kAMI Asakita thI, AhAhA.... e bI aMtara svabhAvanA anusaraNa karake e karmakA saMbaMdhakI Asakitako dabA dete hai. AhA.. AvI vAtuM che. AhAhAhA. bhASA to sAdI che prabhu samajAya evI che. AhAhAhA ! nokarma" deva, guru, zAstra, zarIra, vANI, mana e badhA sAmAnyapaNe nokarma, usakA saMbaMdhameM, saMbaMdha sarvathA chUTa gayA ho to to vItarAga ho jAya paNa kaMI Ama saMbaMdhameM bhAva hotA hai, to e nokarmako jIta liyA, e nokarma taraphanA bhAva utpanna hone na denA ane svabhAvakA anusaraNa karake e bhAvako dAba denA. AhAhAhA ! keTalI gaMbhIratA, gAthAmAM keTalI gaMbhIratA. AhAhA! mana" manakA saMbaMdha hai ne? manakI ekattA tUTa gaI, paNa rAgAdi utpanna hotA hai to manakA saMbaMdha hai. manakA saMbaMdha taraphakA jo bhAva utpanna hotA thA, e aMtara svabhAvanA vizeSa anusaraNa utpanna karake e saMbaMdhanA bhAva dAba denA, upazama kara denA. samajameM AyA? A to dhIrAnA kAma hai bhAI ! A kAMI.... AhAhAhA... "vacana' vANIkI sAtha ItanA saMbaMdha hai ne? rAga hai. e bhAvya huA. vacanakA saMbaMdhameM e bhAvyako svabhAvakA anusaraNa karake dAba denA. AvI vAtuM che. "samAdhizataka' meM to tahAM laga kahA, ke upadezakA vikalpa AtA hai, hama muni hai, AnaMda hai, jJAna hai, zAMti hai paNa o vikalpa AtA hai ItanA unmAda hai. mithyAtvakA unmAda nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI vAtuM che.. vItarAgI biMba prabhu! jinabiMba ! bhagavAna to jinabiMba AtmA hai usameMse vikalpa uThanA, AhAhA. e doSa hai. samajameM AyA? vacanake saMbaMdhameM apane jo vikalpa uThate hai e saMbaMdha choDa denA. AhAhAhA.. ItanA anusaraNa jo vacanakA bhAvameM karate the, ye anusaraNa bhagavAna, A to bIjA naMbaranI UMcI stuti he ne, upazama dhArAnI stuti he ne! AhAhAhA... "kAya" A kAyAkA saMbaMdhameM jo Ama lakSa jAte hai ItanA rAga hai, usako svabhAvanA AnaMdakA nAtha. enA aMtara anusaraNa karake kAyA saMbaMdhIkA bhAvyako dAba denA, asthiratAkA. (zrotA:- astinA eka kathana karavAne badale A nAstinA pacAsa kathana karavAthI ) nahIM nahIM badhAno vistAra hai. bhinna bhinna bhAva hotA haine eka prakAra nahIM hotA. bhinna bhinna bhAva Page #454 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 3ra 439 hotA hai. bhinna bhinna bhAva hajI to AgaLa leze, vizeSa leze. asaMkhya prakArakA vibhAva legA hajI to. sAmAnya mATe to vAta kiyA, e to nirjarA adhikArameM nahIM AtA, sAmAnya mATe to parigrahUkA tyAga kiyA have vizeSa mATe eka ekakA tyAga karAte hai. Ate hai? rAga, dveSa. AhAhA ! pANI. e to alaukika vAtuM hai. AhAhA ! e gyAraha sUtra rakhakara gyAraha rUpa vyAkhyAna karanA.heM ne? darekanI vyAkhyA karanI A samajane mATe pIche. zrota" zrota indriya o taraphakA lakSa honese je vikRta bhAvya hotA thA. AhAhAhA! e AtmAkA vizeSa anusaraNa karake dAba denA, upazama karanA e dUsarA prakAranI stuti hai. AhAhAhA ! sAMbhaLavAmAM paNa jo sUnanemeM jo rAga AtA hai, e rAgakI ekatA to pahele toDa diyA hai. paNa sUnanekA bhAvameM vANIkA rAga AtA hai, usako apanA svabhAvakA ugra Azraya lekara, dAba denA. AvI vAtuM che. traNa lokano nAtha jinezvaradeva enI divya dhvanimAM A AyA hai. e saMto jagatanI pAse ADatIyA tarIke jAhera karate hai. AhAhA! AmAM vAda ne vivAdane kare. ema "cakSu" AMkha ke saMbaMdhamaeN para taraphakA lakSa jAte hai. AhAhAhA ! ItanA svabhAvanA Azraya vizeSa karake e bhAvako utpanna na hone denA e stuti hai. aise "ghANa" ghANameM je sugaMdhakA bhAvakA lakSa jAte hai, asthiratAkA bhAva utpanna na hone denA upazama kara denA e dUsarI stuti hai. ema "rasa' rasendriya jJAnIko bhI rasendriya taraphanI vRttimeM asthiratA hotI hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! rAtriko kahA thA, eka tIrthakara ho, cakravartI ho, kAmadeva-soLa, sattara, aDhAra (zAMtinAtha, kuMthunAtha, aranAtha) usako batrIsa kavaLakA AhAra hai. kavaLa, to ekeka kavaLakI to kiMmata to hIrAnI bhasma hoya usameM ghImeM unA(garama) karake ghauM hoya ne ghauM e dhImeM bhasma nAkhakara ghauM nAkhakara e bhasma pI jAya ghauM. samajameM AtA hai? hai. karoDo rUpIyAnI kiMmatanI e ghaukI roTI banAte hai. kyAM AmAM tumhArI bhasma bama AI ? AhAhA.. to jisakA batrIsa kavaLameM eka kavaLa 96 karoDa pAyadaLako pAcana karanekI zakti nahIM. 96 karoDa pAyadaLa usakA eka kavaLa pacA sakate nahIM - rAtre tuM hato ke nahIM eya, e samakitI, kSAyika samakitI tIna jJAnakA ghaNI, e batrIsa kavaLakA khAnekA vikalpa AtA hai. e AkuLatA hai. e kavaLako khAte nahIM. e rAga AyA o usako vedate hai. o to jaDakI kriyA hai. mAlacaMdajI! A mAla mAlakA bAta calate hai yahAM. prabhu tuM kauna hai. AhAhAhA! atIndriya AnaMdakA nAthase bharA huM ne tuma, AhAhA... mahA anaMta guNakA godAma tuma huM ne nAtha ! AhA... usakA anusaraNa karake ekatvabuddhi toDanA ane usakA anusaraNa karake asthiratAkI paryAya utpanna na hone denA. AhAhAhA.. AvI vAtuM che. pahelI to pakakaDameM kaThaNa paDe. haiM! AhAhA! bhAI vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA AtmA usakA svabhAva jAnanA, ane jAte hue pIche bhI rAga AtA hai. AhA.. to rAga kaho ke duHkha kaho. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! rasana" A to rasana AvyuM ne? samakitI, kSAyika samakitI, tIrthakara bIjAo cakravartIne paNa hoya che. paNa ahIMyA to tIrthakara ko to aisA AhAra hotA hai, chatAM nihAra nahIM hotA. Page #455 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 440 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dUsarA cakravartIko aisA batrIsa kavaLakA AhAra hotA hai, nihAra hotA hai. AhAhAhA.. ahIM to vadhAre jarI eka roTI paDa jAya to dasta ho jAya, e batrIsa kavaLa hIrAnI bhasmo, ekeka dANAmeM karoDo hirAkI bhasmo caDI gaI dANAmeM usakI banAI roTI, te paNa rasoyo, amaladAra hotA hai. e pote banAte nahIM, bAra mahInAmAM usakI taiyArI karate hai. eka dinakI cakravartIkI rasoI mATe, bhagavAnane mATe tIrthakarakI. AhAhAhA ! taiyArI karate hai ke A karanA, A karanA A karanA.. bAra mAsa sudhI tyAre eka vAra hukama Ate hai amaladAra rasoyAne ke Aje A rasoI banAvo. eya caMdubhAI ! (zrotA- puNyanA pratApa che badhA) AhAhA ! e batrIsa kavaLanA AhAranI kriyA to usase hotI hai. vikalpa AtA hai. munine paNa "saMyamanA hetue yoga pravartanA" AhArAdi lenekA bhAva AtA huM paNa e bhAva jarI zubha hai. ane A je saMsArane mATe prANIo AhAra karate hai e bhAva azubha hai. AhAhAhA ! samakitIko bhI bhogakA bhAva AtA hai, AhAhAhA.... ItanA duHkha hai. samakitIko bhI paMcama guNasthAna taka raudradhyAna hotA hai. AhAhA... ItanA dharmI jIvako bhI duHkha hai. AnaMdasvarUpa se bhagavAna virUddha raudra dhyAnameM gaye, AhAhA... paMcama guNasthAnavALA hoM, cothe guNasthAne jJAnI to ThIka, paMcamavALA sudhI raudra dhyAna hai ane chaThe taka ArtadhyAna hai. e ArtadhyAna duHkharUpa hai ke sukharUpa hai? AhAhAhA ! yahAM kahete hai "rasana' AhAhAhA.... e batrIsa kavaLakA AhAra lenekI vRtti uThatI hai yaha rasanakA saMbaMdha hai ItanA, yaha saMbaMdha bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdakA nAtha, atIndriya AnaMdakA khorAka lekara, e rAgako dabA dete hai. saccidAnaMda prabhu. AhAhA... sat zAzvata jJAna ne AnaMdakA nAtha bhaMDAra prabhu, e apanA anusaraNa karake, ekatvabuddhi to toDa diyA hai, e to pahelI stuti hai. paNa dUsarI asthiratAkI vRtti utpanna na hone denA, AhAhA.. ItanA svabhAvakI stuti satkAra svIkAra vizeSa ho gayA. samajameM AyA? AvI vAtuM che prabhu! zuM thAya? AhAhAhA... atyAre to bahu pheraphAra thaI gayo che. atyAre to cora koTavALane daDe evuM thaI gayuM che. jhAjhA cora bhegA thAya ne ! are prabhu! AhAhA ! "rasana" A to rasanano utkRSTa dAkhalo lIdho. tIrthakara kSAyika samakitI traNa jJAnanA dhaNI mAtAnA peTamAM AvyA che ane pIche janmate hai to AhArakA bhAva to AtA hai. paNa e bhAva rAga hai. e rAgako svabhAvakA vizeSa anusaraNa karake dUrase haTAnA nAma utpanna hone na denA. AhAhA... jhINI vAta che bhAI. gAthA evI AvI gaI che. sumerumalajI! barAbara bhAgyavAnako paDe kAne aisI bAta hai. AhAhA! AhAhA ! pachI, "sparzana" sparzana-sparzananA saMbaMdhameM bhI jJAnIko bhI bhogakA rAga AtA hai. AhAhA ! kSAyika samakitI traNa jJAnanA ghaNI, tIrthakara. 96 hajAra cakravartI strI paraNate hai- bharateSa vaibhavameM kathA hai ekeka dinameM seMkaDo rAjakuMvarIone paraNe, lagana kare. AhAhA... hai samakitI e rAga hai ItanA. samajameM AyA? e rAgakI ekatvabuddhi to toDa dI hai, paNa rAgakI asthiratAno svabhAvake Azraye. upazama zreNI AgaLa lete haiMne, aMdara jAte svasaMvadena baLameM jAte e upazama ho jAtA hai. bhogakA bhAva, sparzakA bhAva, upazama ho jAtA hai. lyo A, Page #456 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 3ra 441 caMdubhAI. eTale sakha nahIM Ave ahIMyA. TUMkuM karyuM hota to paNa A to.. lAMbu lAMbu kare che. hujI. hai? Ina pAMco sUtroko indriya sUtraka dvArA alaga alaga vyAkhyAnarUpa karanA. Isa prakAra, have hajI eTalethI nahIM. soLa sUtroke bhinna bhinna vyAkhyAna karanA. darekakA bhinna bhinna vyAkhyAna. aura Isa upadezase anya bhI vicAra lenA. AhAhA... asaMkhya prakAranA vibhAva hai, AhAhAhA aneka prakAra hai. asaMkhya prakAranA vibhAva samakitIko hai. AhAhAhA... to aise vyAkhyAna karanA. e bhAvya hai usako apanA svabhAvanA anusaraNa karake utpanna hone na denA e apanI stuti hai. apanI prazaMsA bhagavAnakI hai. AvuM tyAM sAMbhaLyuM nathI saradAra zaheramAM kyAMya nahIM. prabhuno mAraga bApA! e "harino re mAraga che zUrAno e kAyaranA nahIM kAma jone re" ema Ave che ne? tamAre "e harino re mAraga che zUrAno, kAyaranA nahIM kAma jone prathama pahelAM mastaka mUkI vaLatA levuM harinuM nAma jone re. hari eTale A bhagavAna, AhA... e lokomAM evu stutimAM bhaktimAM Ave che. amAre to e bAjunA pAlejamAM badhAya gharAka hatA evA badhA. eka brAhmaNa hato amAro gharAka te di' ho. paNa vedAMtano moTo ane badhAno guru hato paNa amAro gharAka hato. enA gAmanuM nAma bhUlI gayA. meharAja ne tiloda be gAmamAM amArI ugharANI hatI e be gAmamAM vadhAre emAM A meharAjano brAhmaNa hato e mAla levA Ave. enA bhakto hoya ne e page lAge Ama. ame ene ghare paisA levA jaIe to khATalo DhALI de. meharAja gAma pAlejathI traNa gAu che. A to 17, 18, 19 varSanI vAtuM che zarIranI. AhAhA! badhuM e vakhate joyeluM jANeluM, paNa A nahIM. AhAhA! eka to bAvA AvyA hatA be. e vakhatanI vAta che. 65, 66 ke 67 nI vAta che. eka hato vedAMtI ane eka hato kabIra (paMthI) ane eka hato Izvara kartA mAnanevAlo be sAdhu moTA AvyA. tyAM dharmazALA che amAre tyAM utarelA ane amane khabara paDI jainone ke e loko carcA karavAnA che ame badhA gayA emAM eka sAdhu hato Izvara kartA mAnanAro. A jagatanA Izvara kartA hai, ame jaina loko gayelA sAMbhaLavA to olo sAmo kahe ke kartA hoya to kyAM UbhA rahIne kiyA Izvare? Izvarako koNe kiyA? ane Izvare kahAM khaDA hokara jagata banAyA, to khaDe hokara banAyA to koI cIja to rahI samajameM AyA? olo kabIra (paMthI) amArI sAme jove jaina sAme kema bhAIo ene khabarane ke A jaino che ne! A to 70, 72 varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. barAbara hai. Izvara ho to kahAM khaDA rahA aura A badhI sAmagrI kahAMse lAyA. kahAMse banAyA A? nahIM hai IsameMse banAI? nahIM ho use banA sakate hai! hai Isako banAnA ne na ho usako banAnA bilakula jUTha hai. bAlacaMdajI! A to 75 varSa pahelAMnI vAta. AhAhA... eka hato kabIrano sAdhu ane olo hato laTha jevo ne abhimAnI-merA ziSya ho to samajAvuM. olAne ema kIdhuM kabIrane e kahe ziSya paNa pahelo tuM samajAva to kharo ke Izvara terA hai, ne Izvare A banAyA. to Izvara kahAM rahA thA, koI sthAna thA ke nahIM, koI sthAna usane banAyA? aise A bAta to alaukika hai bApA. asaMkhya prakArakI vAta. (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva) Page #457 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 442 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 94 gAthA - 3ra-33 bhAdaravA vada-12 gurUvAra tA. 28-9-78 saM. 2504 gAthAno bhAvArtha che. kayA kahA usameM vo kahate hai. prathama to apanA zuddha svarUpa paradravyase bhinna rAgase bhinna paryAyase bhI bhinna, aisA AtmAnA anubhava ho usakA nAma jitendriya jina kahunemeM AyA hai. je kSayopazama jJAnakI paryAya hai, rAga hai ke nimitta hai e saba paradravya ginanameM AyA hai parazeya, jJAyaka svabhAva zeya, e svazekA lakSa karake Azraya karake parase apanI cIjako judI jAnanA, paripUrNa jAnanA, adhika jAnanA usakA nAma samyagdarzana jJAnacAritra hai. A pahelA darajAkI stuti hai. AvuM che. bIjA darajjAnI A (gAthA) 3ra meM. | bhAvArtha - "bhAvaka moha ke anusAra" kayA kahete hai? jJAnIko bhI samakitIko bhI muniko bhI AtmajJAna uparAMta cAritradazA huI hai, usako bhI hajI bhAvaka jo karma jaDa usake anusAre honevAlA vikArI rAgadveSa Adi bhAva e bhAvya hai. bhAvaka mohake anusArahai? svabhAvake anusAra nahIM, karmakA nimitta jo udayameM AyA e svabhAva taraphakA ItanA Azraya nahIM ane parakA Azraya karate hai, to usameM rAgadveSa vikArI paryAya samakitIko bhI jJAnIko bhI utpanna hotI hai. AhAhAhA ! usako jItanA arthAt "pravRtti karane se apanA AtmA bhAvyarUpa hotA hai" AhAhA ! jhINI vAtuM bahu "use bhedajJAnake balase" arthAt nimittaka anusAra jo pravRtti thaI e anusAra choDakara, svabhAvane anusAra vizeSa ugra Azraya liyA, AhAhA... bhinna anubhava karanevAlA jitamoha jina hai. jitamoha kSINamoha nahIM, kSINamohano pATha hai ne pATha hai tetrIsamo. "jimohassa du jaIA khINo moho" eTale koI kahe A jitamohano artha kayA? to ahIMyA tetrIsamAM liyA kSaNamoha, pahele jo rAgakA vikArakA svabhAvako anusara, upazAMta karate the usako jitamoha kahune AyA, upazama zreNI hoM AThame guNasthAne, AhAhA. sAtamA taka abuddhipUrvaka karmakA bhAvakane anusAra rAgAdi hotA thA. samajameM AyA? e karmakA bhAvakake anusAra jo rAgadveSa puNya pApa Adi vikalpa, moha bhAva, e pApa bhAva hai. usako jo nimittaka anusAre bhAvya thA e na hone denA. AhAhA... ane jJAyaka svarUpa bhagavAnakA ugra Azraya lekara e vikArako dabAnA, upazama karanA e bIjA prakArakI stuti UMcA prakArakI stuti, AhAhA... AvI vAtuM have AmAM kyAM mANasane (khyAla Ave) bApu mAragaDA aisA hai. e bhAvaka mohaka anusAra muniko bhI sasaguNasthAnameM mohakarmakA nimittaka anusAra abuddhipUrvaka rAga jo thA aMdara vikAra, usako svabhAvakA anusAra karake, e vikArako dAbake upazama karanA, upazama zreNI, zreNInI apekSAe upazama, e legA bhAvArthameM upazama Adi karake, zabda hai jarA sUkSma pIche artha karegA. AtmA bhAvyarUpa hotA hai use bhedajJAnake balase bhinna anubhava karanevAlA jitamoha jina hai." AhAhA ! e to atyAre (A kSetre ) ho sakate nahIM magara vastu sthiti batAte hai. samajameM AyA? Page #458 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 3ra 443 vahAM aisA Azaya hai ke zreNI caDate hue dekho AThame AhAhAhA... jise mohakA udaya anubhavameM na rahe, AhAhA... A vastukA khyAla to e kare ke upazama zreNI AThameM guNasthAne calatI haiM tyAM mohukA udaya anubhavameM na rahe, AhAhA.. bhagavAna AnaMdakA nAtha aMtarameM jhuka jAye vizeSa, samyagdarzana jJAna-cAritra to hai, paNa mohaka anusAra jo rAgAdi thI sAtame guNasthAna taka, AhAhA.. chaTTa guNasthAne to buddhipUrvaka rAga thA, abuddhipUrvaka do hI thA. sAtame buddhipUrvaka rAga nahIM thA, paNa bhAvaka karmaka anusAra rAgadveSa aisA pariNAma, bhAvya hotA thA. AhAhA ! sAtameM e aMtarameM sIdhA svabhAvane anusara karake je rAga AtmAmeM thA paryAyameM, usako dabA denA upazama karanA e bIjA prakArakI pahelAse UMcI stuti hai. samajameM AyA? yahAM aisA hai ke zreNI caDate mohakA e anubhavameM na rahe. AhAhA.. aura apane baLase, apane baLase svabhAvane anusArameM puruSArtha karanese, AhAhA.. upazama Adi karake, zreNI to upazama hai, paNa rAgakA kSayopazama tyAM hotA hai thoDA athavA jJAnAvaraNIkA bhI kSayopazama hotA hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhA! upazama Adi zabda paDA hai ne? hai, rAgakA upazama karate hai ane dUsarA jo jJAnAvaraNI Adi hai usakA vizeSa kSayopazama hotA hai. e upazama Adi karaje, hai to upazama zreNI, paNa upazama Adi karake, AhAhA... jJAnAvaraNI AdikA udaya hai, to usake anusAra jarI-jJAnakI hINI dazA hotI thI. AhAhAhA ! e svabhAvane anusAre jJAnakA kSayopazama huA tyAM jJAnanA upazama nahIM hotA, upazama to mohakA hotA hai, jhINI vAta bhAI bahu A to. AhAhA ! e apanA svabhAvakA bhAna huM anubhava huA, samyajJAna huA, samyagdarzana huA, aura svarUpanA cAritra AcaraNa thI thoDA huA, pUrNa AcaraNa ho to to yathAkhyAta cAritra ho jAya, to bhAvakane anusAra bhAvya karanekA rahete nahIM. samajameM AyA? thoDo thoDo abhyAsa pahelAM honA cAhIye. A to koleja huM vItarAga bhagavAnanI koleja hai. AhA ! bhagavAna AtmA atIndriya AnaMdakA nAtha saccidAnaMda prabhu, usako paryAyakA premase haThakara rAgakA premase haThakara, nimittakA premase huThakara apanA jJAyakameM prema lagA diyA ekAgratA karake, premakA artha ekAgratA, usakA nAma prathama jitendriya stuti pahelA prakAranI pahelA naMbaranI nahIM, pahelA prakAranI (stuti) kahanemeM AtA hai. have dUsarA prakArakI UMcI stuti dUsarA prakAra hai, paNa pahelA naMbarase UMcI hai. AhAhA ! jJAnIko bhI saham guNasthAna taka bhAvaka mohakarmaka anusAra samakitI hai, apramattadazA bhI rAga abuddhipUrvaka hotA hai bhAvya. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM hai. usako paraka anusArakA jo bhAva hai puruSArtha choDakara aMtarameM lagAnA to e rAgadveSa pujyapApakA bhAva e vikalpa hai vo dabA detA hai, dAba detA hai, aura upazamabhAva pragaTa hotA hai, ane jJAnAvaraNI darzanAvaraNI AdikA aMtarAya AdikA kSayopazama bhAva hotA hai. samajameM AyA? zreNI upazama hai, paNa upazama to mohukA ekIlAkA hotA hai. to sAthameM zuddhatA baDhatI hai jJAnakI, AnaMdakI, vIryakI e badhI zuddhatA baDhatI hai. samajameM AyA? e upazama zreNImeM e kSayopazamabhAva hai, AvI kyAM vAta Page #459 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 444 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 have udaya ne upazama ne kSayopazama. bhagavAna parama pariNAmika svabhAva prabhu paramasvabhAvabhAva usakA Azraya lekara jo samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra utpanna huA e pahelI stuti hai pIche asthiratAmeM paryAya abuddhipUrvaka thI, chaThe taka buddhipUrvaka rAga thA, buddhipUrvaka ane abuddhipUrvaka do hI. samajameM AyA? ye devakInaMdana eka paMDita thA baDA IndoravALA e Aye the, usane paMcAdhyAyInA artha usane kiyA thA ke chaThe guNasthAne buddhipUrvaka rAga huM ane sAtameM guNasthAne abuddhipUrvaka hai. to usako kaha, (e bAta ThIka nahIM) e to kahe ame to paMDita hai aisA haiM nahIM, mANasa saraLa thA paMDita thA. devakInaMdana, sudharAvo paMcAdhyAyIkA artha ke chaThe guNasthAne paNa khyAlameM AnevAlA e buddhipUrvaka rAga hai, ane vo hI samaya khyAlameM AtA nahIM e abuddhipUrvaka hai. AvI vAtuM have... ane satama guNasthAnameM buddhipUrvaka khyAlameM Ate hai aisI bAta nahIM hai paNa abuddhipUrvaka hai, kAraNa upayoga tyAM lAgu nahIM hotA paNa hotA hai rAga, e rAgako bhAvakane anusAra hotA thA e apanA bhagavAna taraphanA anusAra hokara e stuti huI. AhAhA ! are AvI vAtuM have. e rAgako upazama karanA aura dUsarI paryAyako kSayopazamakI vRddhi karanA. (zrotA - ekalA mohamAM ja e kSayopazamanuM upazamanuM kArya hoya che?) mohano upazama kSayopazama hoya che, paNa mohano upazama levo che ahIM upazama zreNI levI che ne hai to kSayopazama dazamA guNasthAna taka paNa ahIM dabAvyuM che eTale upazama zreNI senA hai, kSayopazama to hai. paNa (zrotA:- ekalA mohano ja upazama kema bIjA karmano kema nahIM) aMdara bIjA karmano upazama hotA nahIM. bilakula upazama nahIM, upazama eka mohakA kSAyika AThakA, upazama ekakA, udaya AThakA, kSayopazama cArakA, jJAnAvaraNI, darzanAvaraNI mohanIya ane aMtarAya. jhINI vAta bhAI ! ATha karma hai to udaya AThakA, have upazama ekatA mohakA, kSayopazama cArakA, jJAnAvaraNI darzanAvaraNI mohanIya ne aMtarAya, upazama zreNImeM mohakA upazama hai, e dabAnA apekSAe, bAkI hai kSayopazama (zrotA - jJAnano kSayopazama) enoya kSayopazama hai dazamAM guNasthAna sudhI udaya hai ne, ItanA kSayopazama hai paNa ahIMyA A apekSA lenA hai. AvI vAtuM have. mohakA bhI kSayopazama hotA hai, mohakA upazama hotA hai, ane mohakA kSaya hotA hai. jJAnAvaraNIkA udaya hotA hai, kSayopazama hotA hai, kSAyika hotA hai, upazama nahIM. darzanAvaraNIyakA udaya hotA hai kSayopazama hotA hai kSAyika hotA hai, upazama nahIM, aMtarAyakA udaya hotA hai kSamopazama hotA hai kSAyika hotA hai, upazama nahIM. AvI vAtuM have kyAM? AhAhA ! ahIM to samaya-samayanA hisAba hai. AhAhA! jabalaga upazama zreNI taka na Ave tabalaga samakitI muniko sakSama guNasthAna taka, AhAhAhA... bhAvaka karmaka anusAra karI rAga abuddhipUrvaka hai, AhAusako AgaLa puruSArthako baDhAkarake svabhAvanA vizeSa anusaraNa karake e bhAvakane anusAra rAga thA usako dabA diyA, upazama kara diyA. aise rAga dveSa Adi vizeSa lenA, vo soLa bola hai nA. amRtacaMdrAcArye soLa bola. pAMca indriyo aisA liyA hai, aura anya vicAra lenA aisA liyA hai- jayasena AcAryazrI TIkAmeM aisA bola lekara anya asaMkhya vibhAvanA vyAkhyAna kara lenA. (aisA Page #460 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 32 445 liyA hai) AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM che. vikalpakA aneka prakAra hai. aneka prakAra mAMyalA asaMkhya prakAranA vibhAva hai. AhAhA ! to je jIvako je prakArakA vikalpa hai usako svabhAvake anusAra dAba denA. AhAhA! upazama Adi karake, zabdamAM upazama Adi karake, ekalo upazama karake na liyA, zreNI upazama hai paNa kSayopazama hai sAthameM. AhAhA are prabhu tuM koNa hai kayAM hai? terI dazAmeM kayA hotA hai? AhAhA! AtmAnubhava karatA hai use jitamoha kahA hai, to yahAM mohako jitA hai nAza nahIM kiyA, kSaya nahIM kiyA dabA diyA. aisI eka stutikA prakAra liyA to sabako upazama zreNI AtI hai aisA kAMI hai nahIM. kayA kahA? ke AtmAnA anubhava huA ane AgaLa baDhakara sabako upazama zreNI hI hotI hai. aisA huM nahIM, paNa upazama zreNI hotI hai usako dUsarA prakAranI stuti ginanameM AyA hai ItanA kayA kahA? koI to AtmAno anubhava karake AThameM guNasthAnase kSapakazreNI caDhate hai, rAgakA nAza karake svabhAvanA anubhava karate hai aMdara cale jAte hai. to upazama sabako hotA hai aisA nahIM. paNa yahAM to stutikA prakAranA varNana karanA hai to traNa prakAranI stuti dUsarI stutimeM rAgako upazama karanA aisI eka stuti liyA, paNa sabako hotA hI hai aisA aise nahIM. AhAhAhA ! (zrotAH- samyagdarzanamAM prathama upazama thAya ja, evo cAritramAM niyama nahIM.) e prazna atyAre ahIM nathI. ahIM to zreNInI vAta che kyAM upazama thAya e vAta nathI. ahIM to zreNInI vAta che. samakitano upazama thAya pahelo e ahIMyA prazna nathI, e to pahelA upazama ho gayA, upazamamAMthI kSayopazama thaIne kSAyika huA enI kaMI bAta nahI ahIMyA. ahIM to cAritra mohakA je upazama hai usakI bAta hai, moha zabda liyA hai. e cAritramoha, moha zabda to hai pAThameM e cAritramohako moha hai, darzanako moha to huM nahIM, e to pahelI zreNImAM nAza kara diyA he. AhAhAhA ! are AvA badhA jANapaNA rAkhavA. (zrotA:- pahele jANapaNA to honA cAhIye ne?) A cIja aMdaranI vAta. thoDA vakhata lenA paDe prabhu, terI cIjameM kayA hai ane kaisA darzana hotA hai, ane kaisA upazama cAritra hotA hai aura kaise kSapaka cAritra hotA hai e kaisI paddhatti hai yaha jAnanA cAhIe. AhAhAhA! khImacaMdabhAI nathI AvyA? (zrotA:- bapore Avaze) ThIka bapore Avaze. ahIM apane baLase zabda paDA hai, e karmakA udaya ghaTa jAe mATe puruSArtha hogA aisA nahIM. kayoMki AtmAmeM eka abhAva nAmakA guNa hai, suDatAlIsa guNa hai ne? emAM abhAva nAmano eka guNa hai, e karmakA abhAva ho to abhAva guNa hai aisA nahIM. apanA svabhAva hI aisA hai ke parakA abhAvase pariNamanA aisA abhAva guNa hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhAI A to sarvajJa vItarAga enI zailI hai badhI A to. AhAhAhA ! apane baLase upazama Adi karake e kahenemeM e Azaya hai ke karmakA udaya tyAM maMda ho gayA, mATe ahIMyA AtmA tarapha jhukA aisA hai nahIM. AtmA tarapha jhukanekA baLase jhUkayA hai. AhAhAhA ! apane baLase upazama Adi karake Atma anubhava karanA, AtmA anubhava karatA hai use jitamoha kahA jAtA hai. yahAM mohako jItA hai, nAza nahIM huA. to koI aise kahe ke upazamAdi nikAlA kahAMse ke kSINamoha kahate haiM ne tetrIsameM to e Page #461 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 446 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jitamoha hai, to jitamoTuM nAma mohakA nAza ho gayA ho to kSINamoha kaise liyA to tyAM jitamohukA artha mohako dabA diyA he. samajameM AyA? are AvI vAtuM che. yahAM to samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra svabhAvake Azraye huA to usako rAga hotA hI nahIM aisA nahIM. rAga kaho ke duHkha kaho ke AkuLatA kaho, AhAhAhA ! satama guNasthAnameM bhI abuddhipUrvaka AkuLatA hai, rAga heM ne? AhAhAhA! aura chaThe guNasthAnameM AtmajJAna uparAMta svarUpanI ramaNatAmAM jama gayA ho, usako bhI rAgakA vyakta avyakta be prakAranA hai gommadasArameM yaha zabda hai, vyakta, avyakta chadde guNasthAne jitanA khyAlameM rAga AtA huM e vyakta usameM upayoga sthULa hai to khyAlameM na Ave e rAgako avyakta kahate hai. samajameM AyA? to vyakta avyakta rAga do prakAranA chaThe guNasthAne bhI hotA hai. sAtameM buddhipUrvaka rAga nahIM, abuddhipUrvaka. AhAhAhA ! e paNa ItanA duHkha hai. samajameM AyA? ItanA rAga, AgadAha dahai sadA. e rAga paNa AkuLatA kaSAya hai. agni hai. AhAhAhA ! zAMta zAMta prabhu AnaMdakA nAtha usameM rAga hotA hai ye duHkha azAMti AkuLatA hai. AhAhA ! mokSa adhikArameM to aisA kahA, samayasAra nATaka cha guNasthAne AtmajJAna uparAMta AnaMdakI dhArA cAritrakI vahetI rahai, usako bhI jo vikalpa uThate hai paMca mahAvratAdikA e jagapaMtha hai. rAga udayabhAva hai vo jagapaMtha hai saMsAra hai, AhAhAhA ! samayasAra nATakameM hai ne batAyA thA samayasAra mokSa adhikAra cAlIsamo bola hai, AhAhAhA ! mokSa- cotrIsa AvyuM sAme A cAlIsa "tA kAraNa jagapaMtha eva, ut ziva mAraga joAhAhAhA! AtmajJAnI anubhavI kSAyika samakitI ho ane munidazA bhAvaliMga aMdara pragaTa huA usako bhI jo paMcamahAvratAdi, zravaNakA kahenekA vikalpa uThate haiM e jagapaMtha hai. AhAhAhA ! e saMsAramArga ItanA hai! cAlIsamo bola hai mokSaadhikAra "tA kArana jagapaMtha eva ane utta zivamAraga jo" ane svabhAva sanmukhameM jitanI sthiratA ho gaI, e zivamAraga apramata dazA hai. e zivamAraga hai. AhAhAhA ! paramAdi jagako dhuke chaThTha guNasthAne muni tIrthaMkara ho, chadmastha usako je vikalpa AtA hai ye pramAdI jagata tarapha Tukate haiM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? Avo mAraga che bApA. "apramAdI ziva aura" svarUpameM apramAda hokara sthira ho jAtA hai ye zivamAragameM hai. ane jabalaba pramAdakA vikalpa hai muniko ho, AhAhAhA ! tIrthakara chadmastha hai tabalaga, AhAhAhA ! chaThTha sAtameM jhUlate ho prabhu ene chaThTha vikalpa AtA hai pramAda hai. AhAhAhA ! doSa hai, duHkha hai, AkuLatA hai. AhAhAhA ! chaThe vyakta avyakta AkuLatA hai, sAtameM avyakta AkuLatA hai khyAlameM nahIM AtI hai paNa abuddhipUrvaka AkuLatA hai aMdara. AhAhA! usako mohakarmakA bhAvakarma tyAM anusaraNa karanA thA je aMdara saptameM bhI. AhAhA ! e AgaLa baDhakara puruSArthakA aMdara baLa karake e rAgakA bhAva jo utpanna hotA thA, e dabA degA. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga che. mAlacaMdajI! paricaya vinA samajAya evuM nathI. bApu! AhAhAhA ! evo mAraga che bApA zuM kahIe? AhAhAhA ! are! A batrIsa gAthA huI. Page #462 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 447 ja ( gAthA - 33 ) atha bhAvyabhAvakabhAvAbhAvena jidamohassa du jaiyA khINo moho havejja saahuss| taiyA hu khINamoho bhaNNadi so nnicchyviduuhiN||33|| jitamohasya tu yadA kSINo moho bhavetsAdhoH / tadA khalu kSINamoho bhaNyate sa nishcyvidbhiH||33|| iha khalu pUrvaprakrAntena vidhAnenAtmano mohaM nyakkRtya yathoditajJAnasvabhAvAtiriktAtmasaJcetanena jitamohasya sato yadA svabhAvabhAvabhAvanAsauSThavAvaSTambhAttatsantAnAtyantavinAzena punaraprAdurbhAvAya bhAvakaH kSINo mohaH syAttadA sa eva bhAvyabhAvakabhAvAbhAvenaikatve TaGkotkIrNa paramAtmAnamavApta:kSINamoho jina iti tRtIyA nishcystutiH|| evameva ca mohapadaparivartanena rAgadveSakrodhamAnamAyAlobhakarmanokarmamanovacanakAyazrotracakSurghANarasanasparzanasUtrANi SoDaza vyaakhyeyaani|anyaa dishaanyaanypyuuhyaani| have, bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvanA abhAvathI nizcayastuti kahe cheH jitamo sAdhutaNo vaLI kSaya moha jyAre thAya che, nizcayavido thakI tene kSINa moTuM nAma kathAya che. 33. gAthArthaH- [ nitamodI tu sAdho:] jeNe mohane jItyo che evA sAdhune [ yA] jyAre [kSIna: moda:] moha kSINa thaI sattAmAMthI nAza [maveta] thAya [tA] tyAre [nizcayavidri] nizcayanA jANanArA[ g] nizcayathI [ ]te sAdhune [kSaNamoda:] "kSINamoha" evA nAmathI [ maLyate] kahe che. TIkAH- A nizcayastutimAM pUrvokta vidhAnathI AtmAmAMthI mohano tiraskAra karI, jevo (pUrve) kahyo tevA jJAnasvabhAva vaDe anyadravyathI adhika AtmAno anubhava karavAthI je jitamoha thayo, tene jyAre potAnA svabhAvabhAvanI bhAvanAnuM sArI rIte avalaMbana karavAthI mohanI saMtatino atyaMta vinAza evo thAya ke pharI teno udaya na thAya-ema bhAvakarUpa moha kSINa thAya, tyAre (bhAvaka mohano kSaya thavAthI AtmAnA vibhAvarUpa bhAvyabhAvano paNa abhAva thAya che ane e rIte) bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvano abhAva thavAne lIdhe ekapaNuM thavAthI TaMkotkIrNa (nizcala) paramAtmAne prApta thayelo te "kSINamoha jina" kahevAya che. A trIjI nizcayastuti che. ahIM paNa pUrve kahyuM hatuM tema "moha' padane badalI rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, Page #463 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 448 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 lobha, karma, nokarma, mana, vacana, kAya, zrotra, cakSu, ghANa, rasana, sparzana-e pado mUkI soLa sUtro (bhaNavAM ane) vyAkhyAna karavAM ane A prakAranA upadezathI bIjAM paNa vicAravAM. bhAvArtha-sAdhu pahelAM potAnA baLathI upazama bhAva vaDe mohane jItI, pachI jyAre potAnA mA sAmarthyathI mohano sattAmAMthI nAza karI jJAnasvarUpa paramAtmAne prApta thAya tyAre te kSINamoha jina kahevAya che. pravacana naM. 94 gAthA - 33. tetrIsa A trIjA prakArakI stuti, naMbara trIjo paNa UMcI stuti. AhAhA! kala to bola A gayA thA saba. have bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvake abhAva(se nizcayanayastuti kahete hai) cAra zabda hai, (AyA) dekho bhAvya, bhAvaka, bhAvake abhAva. kayA kahate hai? A to dhyAna rAkhIne samaje to samajAya evuM che. A kAMI kathA vArtA nathI A to prabhunI bhAgavata kathA hai. AhAhA ! niyamasAramAM Ave che ne bhAI chelle Ave che niyamasAra bhAgavata kathA. bhAgavata kathA loko kahe e nahIM. AhAhA ! A to bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI kathA che. kahate hai bhAvyabhAvaka, e bhAvaka je karmakA udaya satameM hai, usako bhAvakakA bhAvya, jo aMdara rAga thA e bhAvya, bhAvaka karmakA bhAvya e bhAva. cAra bolano artha. samaguNasthAnameM paNa jo mohakarma bhAvaka thA usake aMdara abuddhipUrvaka bhAvya nAma rAga thA. e bhAvakakA bhAvya vo bhAva. samajameM AyA? bhAvyabhAvaka bhAva abhAva, (gAthA) batrIsameM abhAva nahIM thA, saMbaMdhako nAza upazama karake, A to abhAva kara diyA. batrIsameM to upazama dabA diyA thA. AMhI to bhAvyabhAvaka, aMdara samaguNasthAnameM bhI bhAvaka karmaka usase anusAra bhAvya nAma rAga thA, e bhAvyabhAvaka bhAva usakA abhAva. AhAhA ! A kSINamohanI have stuti che. AhAhA! che hajI stuti, kevaLa thayuM nathI hajI, kevaLa to usakA phaLa hai. tyAM pachI stuti nahIM. samajameM AyA? bhagavAna AnaMdakA nAtha, e taraphathI daSTi anubhava to hai, paNa asthiratAmeM bhAvaka karmane anusAra je bhAvya thA, e bhAvaka bhAvyanA bhAva usako svabhAvakA ugra puruSArtha karake aMdara ugra AlaMbanase abhAva kara denA, usakA nAma trIjI stuti hai. AmAM to zabdo yAda rahe nahIM tyAM zuM kahetA'tA, paNa kahetA'tA bhAvya ane bhAvaka ne, ghare bairA pUche zuM tame sAMbhaLIne AvyA cho, paNa bhAI kaMIka kahetA'tA bhAvya ane bhAvaka evuM kaMIka kahetA'tA bhAvya bhAvaka bhAvano abhAva. AhAhA! bhAI A to bhagavAnanI amRtadhArA, AhAhA... AhAhA... bhAvya (arthAt ) sasamaguNasthAnameM honevAlI vikArI dazA, bhAvaka karmakA nimittakA usake Azrayase ItanA Azraya yahAM nahIM, ItanA Azraya nyAM hai, aisA jo bhAva usakA abhAva, pahalemeM e thA. bhAvyabhAvaka saMkaradoSa thA. bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvanA abhAva nahIM thA, saMbaMdhakA upazama bhAva kara diyA thA, ahIM to abhAva kara diyA. AhAhAhA ! Page #464 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 33 449 jidamohassa du jaiyA khINo moho havejja saahuss| taiyA hu khINamoho bhaNNadi so nnicchyvihiN||33|| jitamo sAdhutaNo vaLI kSaya moha jyAre thAya che, nizcayavido thakI tehane kSINamoTuM nAma kathAya che. 33. gAthArtha - jisane mohako jIta liyA hai. upazama aise sAdhuke dekho, jaba moha kSINa hokara sattAmaeNse naSTa ho jAya, AhAhAhA.. pahalemeM to upazama kara diyA thA, (eTale ) pANImAM mela hai usako dabA diyA, yahAM to melakA nAza kara diyA. bhagavAna AtmA apanA ugra Azraya lekara, AhAhA... samyagdarzana jJAnameM usakA Azraya dravya kA to huM paNa vizeSa Azraya lekara, AhAhA ! moha kSINa hokara sattAmaeNse naSTa ho, taba nizcaya ke jAnanevAlA saMto munio nizcayanA jANavAvAlA munio e nizcayase vo sAdhuko kSINamoha nAmase kahate haiM. nizcayanA jANanArA saMto e rAgakA bhAvakabhAvya jo bhAva thA vo svabhAvane anusAre ugra puruSArtha karake nAza kara diyA, Isako kSINamoha kahunemeM AtA hai, e jIvako kSINamoha kahunemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have AmAM, olo to ke dayA pALo, ekendriya (nI dayA) karo A karo A karo lyo. vrata pALone apavAsa karo zuM hatuM emAM? sAMbhaLane ? AhAhA... e to rAga hai. ahIMyA to rAga samakitIko muniko jo hotA hai, AhAhA.. ItanI stuti kama hai jaba rAga hotA hai tabataka. to e rAgako svabhAvake baLake jorase jitamohameM jo baLa thA utanA to upazama kara diyA thA, A to ugra puruSArthase, AhAhAhA. aMtara AnaMdanA nAthamAM ugra puruSArthase jama jAte hai. AhAhAhA ! taba usa sAdhuko kSINa moha, moha nAza ho jAtA hai, usako jJAnI, kSINamoha kahune meM AtA hai. AvI vAtuM che. TIkAH- A nizcaya stutimeM A che ne? "Ihu" A nizcayastutimeM bhagavAnakA AnaMdakA nAthakA Azraya lekara je stuti nAma prazaMsA bhagavAnakI huI, apanA svarUpanI, AhAhA.. "pUrvokata vidhAnase AtmAmaeNse mohakA tiraskAra karake" tiraskAra kiyA thA jita kiyA thA, AyA ne? abhAva nahIM kiyA thA. AhAhA! AtmATaeNse mohakA tiraskAra karake pUrvokata jJAna svabhAvake dvArA pUrve kahA ke jJAnasvabhAva, bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAva, prajJA brahmasvarUpa prabhu, e jJAna svabhAvake dvArA anya dravyase adhika AtmAnA anubhava karanese, anya dravyase bhinna apanA AtmAnA anubhava karane se jitamohu huA. A to batrIsanI sAthameM vAta lekara tetrIsamAM letA hai A jitamoha huA. use jaba, use jaba, e jIvako apane svabhAvabhAvakI bhAvanAkA bhalIbhAMti AlaMbana karake, dekho. AhAhA... rAgakA nAza karanA hai ne? to nAza kaba ho, jIta thA usameM to upazama bahota thA, nAza to usameM vizeSa baLa ho taba nAza hotA hai. samajameM AyA? muniko bhI rAga dveSa, krodha mAna Adi svabhAvane anusarake puruSArthase dAba diyA thA, usase A vizeSa puruSArtha hai, mohamaeNse nAza honekA bhagavAna AnaMda taraphakA ugra puruSArthane, hai? svabhAvabhAvakI bhAvanAkA bhalIbhAMti avalaMbana, bhalIbhAMti yathArtha avalaMbana lekara, AhAhA! upazama bhAvameM aisA avalaMbana nahIM thA. A to ugra avalaMbana liyA aMdara, AhAhA... apane jJAna svabhAvakI dekho, (tIrthaMkara) bhagavAnaka jJAnasvabhAva e nahIM, Page #465 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 450 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 apanA jo bhagavAna (nijAtmAkA) jJAnasvabhAva jo trikALI hai, AhAhA ! bhAvanAkA bhalibhAMti AlaMbana ka2nese, upazamameM jo baLa thA usase AmAM vizeSa baLa hai. AhAhA ! apanA svabhAva sanmukhakI ItanI ugra dazA hai ki avalaMbana ka2, mohakI saMtatikA-mohakI saMtati utpattikA aisA Atyantika vinAza hoke phira usakA udaya na ho. AhAhA ! AMhI to evI vAta lIdhI che. je rAgAdi thA muniko e AkuLatA thI, duHkha thA. usako pahale upazama puruSArthase svabhAvanA maMda puruSArthase dAba diyA thA, rAga Adiko. e ahIMyA trikALI jJAnasvabhAvakA bhalibhAMti ugra AlaMbanase e krodha, mAna ne rAga AdikA paryAya udayameM AtA nahIM, to usako nAza kara diyA. ( zrotA :- agiyAramAmAMthI bAramAmAM pahoMcI gayo !) AMhI to upazama zreNI AThamAMthI vAta che. upazamamAMthI kSapaka thAya che aisA nahIM. A to stutinA dUsarA prakA2 varNavate hai. ke jIvane jaba apanA AtmAkA ugra avalaMbana lete hai samakita hai, jJAna hai, cAritra hai, AnaMda hai, paNa hajI thoDA duHkha hai rAgakA. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! sasamaguNasthAnameM rAga hai e bhAvaka taraphakA bhAvya vikArI bhAva hai, e svabhAva taraphakI dazA nahIM hai. samajameM AyA ? AvI vAta. AhAhA ! ( zrotaH- apUrva vAta che) cha bhagavAna AnaMda prabhu, AhAhA... amRtanA AnaMdano sAgara nAtha ene 52se bhinna karake anubhavyA, aisA anubhava hone 52 bhI, paryAyameM karmakA udaya ta2phakA jhukAva hai, joDANa hai, na hoya to to vItarAga ho jAya. AhAhA ! kevI gAthA AvI che. AhAhA ! tetrIsa che ne ? be tagaDA, nava, nava vItarAgabhAva navano AMka aphara hote hai, nava eku nava, nava du aDhAra eka ne ATha nava. nava tarI satyAvIsa sAtane be nava. nava coka chatrIsa cha ne traNa nava. nava paMcA pistAlIsa pAMcane cAra nava. nava chaka coppana pAMcane cAra nava. nava satA tresaTha cha ne traNa nava. TheMTha nava nava. AhAhAhA... kSAyika bhAva lenA hai ne ahIMyA. AhAhA! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAthakA ugra avalaMbana lekara, bhalIbhAMti avalaMbana lekara, bhalIbhAMti barAbara rItase avalaMbana lekara ema. AhAhAhA... e rAgakA jo bhAva bhAvyarUpa thA usako nAza kara diyA. udayameM AyA hI nahIM paryAyameM. paryAyameM rAga AyA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! A sthiti hai aisA pahale jJAna to kare. samajameM AyA ? jJAna svabhAvakI bhAvanAkA, bhAvanA zabde ekAgratA aMdara, bhalIbhAMti avalaMbana kanese, AhAhAhA... mohakI saMtati dekho, hajI sAtameM bhI mohakI saMtati utpanna hotI hai, ema AvyuMne bhAI, moha saMtati, A moka saMtati eTale darzanamohanI bAta hai nahIM, mo zabda kayuM lAyA gayA ke 52 ta2phakI ItanI sAvadhAnI hai, ke rAga AyA rAga to e to 52 ta2phakI sAvadhAnI hai e apekSAe moha kahA. 52 taraphakI ekatvakA moha e to tUTa gayA hai pahale. samajameM AyA ? are bhagavAna ! AhAhA ! terA pUraNa svabhAva samartha-zakti aisA bhAna anubhava huA, samyagdarzana jJAnameM chateM pUraNa paryAya, paryAyameM pragaTa na huI, tabalaga apanI paryAyameM kamajorIse bhAvaka ke anusAra rAga Adi hotA hai. AhAhAhA... karmase nahIM, karmakA ItanA anusaraNa hai, anusa2nA ene kAMI khabara nathI ke A rAga che, paNa A bAjukA Page #466 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 33 451 (svabhAva ta2phakA ) anusaraNa apUrNa hai to A bAjukA anusaraNa hai aisA kahanemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! mohakI saMtati, mono parivAra, saMtati hai ne ? rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha AhAhA... e badhI mohanI saMtati hai. AhA... icchA utpanna honA sUnanekA kahenekA e bhI mohanI saMtati hai. AhAhA ! aisA Atyantika vinAza ho, ( kyA kahA ?) aisA Atyantika vinAza ho, ke phira usakA udaya na ho. AhAhA ! kSayadhArA svabhAvakI ugratAkA puruSArthase kSayadhArA pragaTa huI, e rAgako kSaya kara detI hai. kSaya karuM aisA hai nahIM, paNa svabhAvakA ugra puruSArtha kiyA to rAga utpanna na huA to e rAgakA kSaya kiyA, ema kahanemeM AtA hai.AhAhA... jo bhAvya hotA thA, e na huA svabhAvakA ugra puruSArthase to rAgakA kSaya kiyA, krodhakA kSaya kiyA, mAnakA kSaya kiyA, je je prakArakA vibhAvakA vikalpa thA usakA kSaya kiyA. AhAhA ! phira usakA udaya na ho, isaprakAra bhAvakarUpa moha kSINa ho, AhAhA... bhAvakarUpa moha kSINa ho, udaya nAza ho jAtA hai, AhAhA... taba bhAvaka mokA kSaya honese, AtmAke vibhAvarUpa bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvakA abhAva hotA hai. AhAhA ! taba AtmAke vibhAvarUpa bhAvyabhAva usakA abhAva hotA hai. AhAhA !trikALI AnaMdakA nAtha prabhu e ta2phakA jhukAva to thA, paNa alpa jhukAva thA vo kA2Ne 52kA anusaraNase jo rAga Adi bhAvya thA e ugra puruSArthase aMdara avalaMbanase rAgakA nAza kara diyA, kSaya kara diyA, mohakI saMtatikA nAza kara diyA. AhAhA ! have kevaLajJAna liye ( lIdhe ) chUTako. AhAhA... aisI bAta liyA hai hoM. samajameM AyA ? munirAja apanI paNa bAta karate hai usameM. bhaviSyameM hameM abhI to paMcamaArAkA saMta hai to hameM rAga to hai paryAyameM, vItarAgatA bhI hai, aura thoDA rAga bhI hai, pUraNa vItarAgatA nahIM. e rAgake kA2Na puNyabaMdha ho jAtA hai aura svargameM cale jAyegA. AhAhA... paNa vo rAga duHkhadAyaka hai, e vartamAnameM to hama usakA kSaya nahIM kara sakate, paNa bhaviSyameM (hogA ) atyAre to svargameM gaye kuMdakuMdAcArya saMta AhAhAhA... vikalpa rA nirvikalpa huA nahIM vItarAga dazA, puNyabaMdha ho gayA svargakA baMdha ho gayA, svarganeM gaye, to ye rAga thA e duHkha hai aura duHkhakA phaLa svarga hai. puNya hai ne ye ? aba to hama bhaviSyameM, AhAhAhA... kadAcit upazama dhA2A bhI kare nahIM to kSAyikadhArA to karegA hI. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? apanI bAta nAkhakara jarI puruSArthakI ( kamIse ) hamArA paMcamaArAmAM janma ho gayA. munipaNA AyA AnaMdakA nAthakA, paNa kamajorI hai. to e kamajorIkA nAza abhI nahIM kara sake. paNa hama svargameM jAte hai tyAMse manuSya hoka2 hama jaba muni hogA taba rAgakA jo bhAvya thA e svabhAvake baLase nAza karegA. AhAhAhA... aura vohI bhavameM hama kevaLa legA. chellA zarI2 hogA, carama zarIra, AkhikA za2I2 chUTa jAyegA azarIrI bhagavAna ekalA paramAtma dazA 27 jAyegI. samajameM AyA ? sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM anaMta AnaMdakI sAdi utpanna to Adi huI, anAdikI zakti thI paNa paryAyameM nahIM thA, e paryAyameM anaMta anaMta AnaMda paryAyameM utpanna huA. have sAdi anaMta anaMta samAdhi sukhamAM, anaMta darzana jJAna anaMta sahita jo, apUrva avasa2 aisA kaba AyegA, apUrva avasara Ave che ne zrImamAM. 'apUrva avasara evo kyAre Page #467 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 452 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 Avaze' enuM hiMdI che hiMdI haiM bhopAlameM banAyA. apUrva avasara aisA kaba prabhu AyegA- e tyAM lekara AkhiramAM banAyA hai. "sAdi anaMta hoM, tyAM he, e kAMI zabda hai aMdara-liyA hai anaMta anaMta anubhava gocara mAtra rahyuM te jJAna. hiMdI banAyA hai. apUrva avasara e kSaya aisA hoke phira udayameM na ho e bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvakA abhAva, ekatva honese TaMkotkIrNa ekarUpa dazA ho gaI aMdara. dvaita utpanna thA jo rAgakA jarI asthiratAkA chUTakara ekatva ho gaye. nizcala 5ramAtmAko prApta huA, yaha kSINamo jina kahalAtA hai. yaha tIsarI stuti hai. vizeSa AyegA ( zrotA :- pramANa vacana gurudeva ) pravacana naM. 95 gAthA - 33 bhAdaravA vada-13 zukravAra tA. 29-9-78 saM. 2504 samayasAra ! tetrIsa gAthAnuM chelluM che ne ? tetrIsa gAthA pUrI thaI. sUkSma viSaya hai. AhAhA ! yahAM bhI pUrva kathana anusAra kayA ? ke jo prathama AtmA jJAnAnaMda sahajAtma svarUpa vo dRSTimeM liyA, apanI paryAya jo jJAnakI hai usameM jJAyaka svabhAva atIndriya AtmadaLa jJAnameM liyA to jJAnasvabhAva sAthe ekatva huA to e prathama svabhAvanI stuti kahenemeM AtA hai. kevaLIkI stuti kaho ke kevaLajJAnamaya bhagavAna AtmA, kevaLa darzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta IzvaratA Adi anaMta guNakA piMDarUpI prabhu, vo ta2phakI dRSTi karake rAgakI ekatA toDanA, tyAM svabhAvakI stuti hui. trikALa jJAyakakA satkAra huA, Adara huA, upAdeya huA, to e samyagdarzanameM trikALI bhagavAnakA Adara huA. to e 52mAtma svarUpakI, kevaLI 5ramAtmA apanA svarUpa usakI stuti pahele naMba2meM kanemeM AyA. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. pIche aisA anubhava huvA chateM hajI paryAyameM rAgadveSa moha AdikA bhAva asthiratAkA rahate hai jJAnIko bhI. AhAhAhA ! e asthiratAkA bhAva e karmakA bhAvaka bhAvyake anusAre hotA thA, usako apanA svabhAvakA ugra Azraya lekara, e rAgadveSa Adi pariNAma samakitIko jJAnIko bhI hotA hai. AhAhA ! samakitI jJAnIko bhI rAga duHkhabhAva hotA hai. jabalaga AnaMda pUrNa nahIM hai, AhAhA ! A vAta tabalaga dharmI AnaMdakA anubhavI paNa alpa AnaMdakA anubhava hai to sAthameM rAgadveSa, cAritrakA doSa hoM, darzanakA doSa nahIM. e puNya ne pApakA bhAva utpanna hotA hai, e duHkharUpa hai jJAnIko bhI, koMki pUrNa AnaMda to prApta huA nahIM, AhAhA... to e rAgadveSa e duHkharUpa dazA, karma bhAvakake anusAra hotI thI. apanA ItanA Azraya kama thA, sUkSma vAta hai bhagavAna, mArga koI sUkSma hai. e apanA caitanya svabhAvakA Azrayase samyagdarzana jJAna to huA. paNa viSaya aura vizeSa Azrayase rAgadveSakA pariNAma thA bhAvya, usako dabA denA, upazama karanA. e dUsarA prakA2kI stuti, dUsarA prakA2kI nAma dUsarA naMba2kI nahIM, naMbara to usakA UMcA hai. AhAhAhA ! AtmA ! AhA ! mArA nAtha more AMgaNIe padhAryA. paryAyameM bhagavAna padhAryA. Page #468 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 33 453 sumerumalajI! AhAhA! jisakI prajAmeM prajAvaMta bAdazAha padhAryA. AhAhA.. aisA hone para bhI dharmIko bAdazAhukA anubhava huA, chA~ paryAyameM hajI kamajorI se rAgadveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi bhAva duHkharUpa bhAva jJAnIko bhI hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! e atIndriya AnaMda bhagavAna usakA ugra Azraya lekara e utpanna thA usako dabA diyA. (zrotA:- utpanna thayo ene dabAvyo ke pachI ) e utpanna thayAno artha, utpanna hato pahelo, tyAM utpanna thayA hI nahIM, utpanna thA, e ahIMyA AtmAkA Azraya liyA to utpanna hone diyA hI nahIM. AhAhA ! kayA kare? are vANI bhagavAnakI kitanA kahe. AhAhA ! e dabA diyAno artha ? thA pahele paNa vo thA usakA taraphakA Azraya parakA lakSa choDakara, AhAhAhA !dharmI samakitI anubhavI jJAnI AhAhA... e paNa (usakobhI) parakA Azrayase paryAyameM rAgadveSa duHkha dazA utpanna thI. AhAhA ! e thavA pahelAM dUrase haTAkara aisA AyA ke nahIM? AhAhA ! bhagavAna AnaMda prabhu svarUpa usakA, ugra Azraya lekara vo rAga utpanna thA bhAvyarUpa, usako utpanna hone diyA nahIM, hone diyA nahIM usako upazama kahate hai. AvI vAtuM che. arere ! bhAI tArA mArga koI. (aciMtya !) AhAhAhA! e dUsarI stuti. pahelemeM bhAvendriya kSayopazamakI paryAya rAga aura nimitta para, usakI ekatAbuddhi thI e saMkaradoSa, mithyAtva doSa thA, e saMkaradoSa svabhAvakI ekAgratAse parakI bhinnatA karake mithyAtvarUpI saMkaradoSakA nAza kiyA, aise hone para bhI hajI asthiratAkA saMbaMdharUpI saMkaradoSa hai. AhAhA ! paMDitajIne ThIka nathI hujI? AhAhA! e AtmA(kA) anubhava huA jJAnI huA samyagdaSTi huA are muni huA bhAvaliMgI saMta usako bhI bhAvakakarmaka anusAra rAgadveSa krodha mAnakI paryAya duHkharUpa hotI thI. samajameM AyA? usane svabhAvakA Azraya lekara puruSArthakI tivratA kSayamAM joIe nahIM paNa pahele je puruSArtha thA usase ugra puruSArtha karake svabhAva tarapha jhukanese e rAgadveSakI duHkhakI paryAya daba jAtI hai. e dUsarA prakArakI stuti (he). tIsarA prakArakI, bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvanA abhAva. Are AvI vAtuM che. e bhAvaka je karma jaDa ene anusAra apanI paryAya je bhAvyarUpa vikAra hotI thI, aisA je bhAva usakA abhAva, AhAhA ! e kSINa thayuM. AhAhA ! ApanA AtmAneM jo samyagdarzanakA puruSArtha thA e uparAMta sthiratAkA puruSArtha thA upazamakA, e uparAMta ugra puruSArthase, AhAhA.. bahu vAtuM AkarI bhAI, e kabhI anaMtakALameM kiyA nahIM, sUnA nahIM. AhA ! to e samakitIko bhI, jJAnIko bhI, are muniko bhI, bhAvaaMtara jisako pracura svasaMvedana AnaMdakA vedana hai muniko, usako bhI hujI pramAdabhAva hai. AhAhAhA... chaTTe guNasthAne mahAvatakA bhAva, devaguru zAstrakI bhaktikI zraddhA, bhaktikA bhAva, e AtA hai. paNa hai ye duHkharUpa. samajameM AyA? usako apanA bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu. saccidAnaMda svabhAva anAkuLa zAMti rasano bhaMDAra prabhu, usakA ugra Azraya lekara bhalIbhAMti puruSArtha karake, AhAhAhA. e bhAvyabhAvaka bhAvako abhAva kara diyA, e tIsarA prakAranI, tIsarA naMbarakI, paNa UMcA prakArakI "stuti'. Are Are AvI vAtuM have. samajameM AyA? koI ema ja mAnI le ke samyagdarzana ne anubhava huA to have usako duHkhakI dazA hai hI Page #469 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 454 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 nahIM, to usako samyagdarzanakI khabara nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA.. to usako hajI AtmA kayA ne darzana karyA, jJAna kayA usakI khabara nahIM bilakula. AhAhA! apanI paryAyameM jabalaga zreNIkA puruSArtha na ho kSapaka zreNIkA chellI A bAta hai ne? tabalaga paryAyameM bhAvya nAma bhAvaka karmaka anusAra apanI puruSArthakI kamajorIse jo bhAvya nAma rAgadveSarUpI duHkha dazA utpanna hotI thI, AhAhAhA usako atIndriya AnaMdakA nAthameM ugra puruSArtha karake vizeSa jhukanese e rAgakI duHkhakI paryAyakA kSaya hotA hai. samajameM AyA? AvI vAtuM che bApu! are mArga koI alaukika che bhAI. e koI paMDitAIse samajameM Ate haiM aisI cIja nahIM, zAstrakA bhaNatarase bhI A vAta samajameM nahIM Ave. AhAhA ! e kahegA stutimeM, stutino evo artha karyo che bhAI, A zloka Avaze ne 27 "cistutyaMvasai" trIjA padamAM che emAM artha karyo che arthakAre e Avaze have pachI, ke bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAthakA kathana karanA, smaraNa karanA aura usakA anubhava karanA e usakI stuti hai. samajameM AyA? traNa bola lIdhA che. kathana, smaraNa, anubhava. AhAhA... A cittastuti zabda hai ne enA arthamAM bhAI kaLaza TIkAkAra rAjamalla paMDita. AhAhA! trIjAno chello e satyAvIsamAM trIjA padano chello bola, trIjI lITIno " cistu vaiva saiva bhaveta" che ne? A to ekaeka zabdanI kiMmata hai ne? A to maMtra hai prabhu. AhAhA!hai A koI vArtA kathA nahIM hai A to bhagavat svarUpa, bhAgavat kathA hai, AhAhA ! niyamasAramAM thA Akhira gAthAmAM. AhAhA ! e AMhI kahate hai ke pUrve kathana anusAra "moha" padako badalakara, jaise moha zabda para taraphakI samakitIko bhI jJAnIko bhI anubhavIyoM ko bhI para taraphakA moha nAma sAvadhAnapaNA AtA thA, vItarAgabhAva nahIM to kamajorImeM para taraphakA moha, moha zabda mithyAtva nahIM paNa asthiratAkA bhAva moTuM vo duHkhakA bhAva AtA thA. usako svabhAva sanmukhakI ugratAse kSaya kara diyA, to aisA moha pada jyAM kiyA thA, tyAM "rAga' le lenA, hai? AhAhA! pahelo bola, bhagavAna AtmA vItarAga AnaMdakaMda prabhu atIndriya AnaMdano jinabimba vItarAgI AnaMdakA ugra Azraya liyA to rAga utpanna hotA nahIM to usako nAza kiyA aisA kahanemeM AtA hai! AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM. samajameM AyA? rAgadveSa samakitI jJAnI dharmAtmA anubhavI usako bhI SakA aMza to AtA hai. AhAhA... aura SakA vedana bhI hai, paNa have vizeSa jJAyaka svabhAva tarapha vizeSa jhukanese e SakA vedanakA nAza kara dete hai. AhAhA! AvI vAtuM have. bApu bhagavAna aMdara trilokanAtha caitanya prabhu paramezvara birAjate hai paramezvara hai ye. AhAhA ! e prabhu taraphakA puruSArtha e apane pAnekA puruSArtha hai. e prabhu taraphanA vizeSa puruSArtha, vizeSa AnaMdakI prAlikA upAya hai, e kSaya kahe che. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI vAta AkarI paDe eTale loko bIje raste caDI gayA. vrata karavA, apavAsa karavA, A karavuM, te karavuM. (zrotA:- guru kahe ema kare che. ) gurune bhAna na maLe ane guru kahe. bAlacaMdajI? mAthe kahI aisA mAnA vrata karo, apavAsa karo, bhagavAna e to apavAsa hai, ye apavAsa nAma rAgakA madabhAva hai e AtmAmeM apa, vAsa mAThA vAsa Page #470 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 33 455 hai, e upavAsa nahIM, upavAsa nahIM, upavAsa Isako kahate hai bhagavAna AnaMdakA nAtha upa nAma samIpameM jaIne aMdara TharanA vasanA. mAlacaMdajI! AnuM nAma upavAsa. bAkI to lAMghaNa hai. ( zrotA:- guru usako laMdhana kahete ) laMghana hai, kaSAya hai viSaya hai "AhAro tyAgo te vijayate". emAM rAga ane viSaya vAsanAkA tyAga, ane AnaMdakI utpatti vizeSa, usako upavAsa kahete hai. "zeSama laMghanama vidu" bAkIko laMghana kahate hai. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna traNa lokano nAtha pUrNAnaMda prabhu, enI siddha paryAyathI paNa anaMtA anaMtA zaktino sAgara bhagavAna paDayA hai. AhAhA ! enI samIpamAM jaIne usamAM vasanA, vizrAma lenA, usakA nAma tapa ane upavAsa kahate hai. samajameM AyA? suvarNa jema gerU lagAnese gerU hotA hai ne gerU, suvarNa zobhita opita hotA hai, aise bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdanA nAtha usakI sanmukha aMdara hokara ugra AnaMdakI dazA pragaTa karanA usakA nAma tapa ane usakA nAma saMvara ane nirjarA kahate hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? (zrotAH- AgnavakA nirodha to bhedajJAnase hotA hai nai?) e bhedajJAna kahA ne, rAgase bhinna hokara apanA anubhava huA to e pahelA prakArakA bhedajJAna, pIche asthiratAkA jo rAga hai usako judA pADake sthira honA e dUsarA prakArakA bhedajJAna. samajameM AyA? (zrotAHaisA spaSTa vivecana kabhI sUnA hI nahIM) nahIM sUnA hai, bAta aisI hai bhagavAna. are zuM kahe ? prabhunA viraha paDyA ane bharatakSetra sAdhAraNa haLavo mAraga aMdara. AhAhA ! kuMdakuMdaAcAryano to viraha thA vo to gaye. AhAhA... aMdara gaye ne bhagavAna pAse bhI gaye. AhAhA ! AMhI kahate hai ke vartamAna bhagavAna pAse jAnakI to yogyatA nahIM, paNa aMdara jAnekI lAyakAta to hai terI nAtha. AhAhA! aMtarmukha bhagavAna birAjate hai aMtarameM, e paryAyako aMtarmukha karanA, sanmukha karanA, sat sat sat prabhu usakI sanmukha karanA. AhA... ane rAga ane nimittakI paryAyase vimukha karanA, AhAhA... e vartamAna paMcamakALameM bhI ho sakatA hai. samajameM AyA? Avo mArga, lokoe kaMIka kaMIka karIne, viMkhI nAkhyo. satya mArgane paNa asatya TharAvavA mAMDayA. AhAhA. (zrotAH- baLavAnano to virodha thAya ja) thAya e vastu che. (zrotA - virodha na thAya to baLavAna na kahevAya) emAM enA AtmAnI aMdara virodhatA thAya che, enuM ene duHkha che, paNa enI ene khabara nathI. e tattvano virodha, satyano virodha kare ene potAnI paryAyamAM duHkha thAya che, ane enA phaLa tarIke nigoda AdinA duHkhamAM jaze prabhu. evA jIvano tiraskAra kema karAya? enA pratye dveSa kema karAya? AhAhAhA! AhAhAhA! ulaTI paryAyase enA pariNAmamAM bhAI kudaratanA niyamamAM to AhAhA.. "nigodama gacchaI' bhagavAna to ema kahate hai kuMdakuMdaAcArya, vastrakA eka TukaDA rakhakara hama muni hai aise mAne, manAve, mAnatAne anumode "nigodama gacchaI' e nigodamAM prabhu eka zvAsamAM aDhAra bhava e kitanA duHkha haze bhAI ? eNe koI di' vicAramAM liyA nahIM. jJAna upara e vAtane liyA nahIM. AhAhA ! viparIta mAnyatAkA phaLa, nigoda kahate hai prabhu to, AhAhAhA.. ane aviparIta deSTikA phaLa Page #471 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 456 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 mokSa kahate haiM. bicameM gati mile zubhAzubhabhAvase e dUsarI cIja. AhAhAhA ! mAraga bahu Akaro bhAI. AhAhA... e rAga, dveSa, krodha, krodhakI paryAya bhI utpanna hotI hai samakitIko, muniko bhI hoM thoDA, AhAhA. jJAnIko anubhavAyoko, AhAhA... pUrNa vItarAgabhAva nahIM tyAM jarI krodhakA bhAva, jUThI prarUpaNA karate hai usako samajAte hai are A nahIM bhAI, to e bI aisA eka vikalpa dveSa hai, aisA bhAva AtA hai, usako svabhAvakI ugratAkA Azraya lekara nAza kara denA. AhAhAhA ! mAna' mAna bhI AtA hai thoDA samakitIko, anubhavIko, bAhubalI ane bharata beya jJAnI samakitI anubhavI hatA laDAImAM caDayA, AhAhAhA... he anubhavI samakitI paNa e DhaSakA aMza AyA e duHkharUpa AyA, AhAhAhA ! samakitIko bhI duHkhakA anubhava AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotA:- AvA mahApuruSo kema laDayA) laDayA! AyA cAritra doSa aisA koI hai, aMdarameM bhAna hai ke A doSa hai, ane usase to merI cIja bhinna hai. hai, paNa meM doSakA pariNamanameM A gayA huM. (zrotA mahApuruSo laDa to bIjAnuM zuM ) evuM kAMI hoya mahApuruSa, A to aisA deSTAMta diyA ke aisA ekAvatArI e bhavameM mokSa jAnevAlA hai donoM, bhagavAne kaho ke A donoM caramazarIrI hai aura samakitI AtmajJAnI huA ane do bhAI sahodara ene pitAjIe rAjayakA bhAga to pADa diyA thA, piche bharata cakravartI jayAre usako jaba tAbe lene game to bAhubalIe kahA, bhagavAne to do bhAga kara diyA hai aba tuma lene ko kayo AyA? juo A samakitI anubhavI jJAnI, AhAhA... rAga hai ne krodhamAna ItanA mAna hai mAna jarI e Ate hai ne bAhubalIjI dhyAnameM the. velaDI vIMTAI gaI. paNa jarI aisA mAna rahyA ke A jamIna bharatakI hai aisA jarI mAna rahI gayA. zvetAMbarameM ema kahate hai ke usakI baheno Ai tyAM bAhubalI khaDe the ne dhyAnameM ane mAnameM thA thoDA, muni hai bhAvaliMgI saMta hai, anubhavI chadde guNasthAne AtmajJAnI uparAMta zAMti, paNa usako bhI jarI mAnakA aMza raha gayA. AhAhA... to baheno ema kahe che. "virA morA gaja thakI Utaro" e gaja eTale hAthI, mAnanA hAthI A badhI sarjAya bahota dekhI thI. hamane to dukAna para sarjAyamALA cAra AtI hai ne ekeka sajjayamALAmAM baso aDhIso zloka Ave eka sajjayameM pAMca-dasa paMdara kaDI AtI hai, saba dekhA thA dukAna para aDhAra ogaNIsa vIsa varasanI uMmare sIttera varSa pahelAMnI vAta che, to usameM A Ate hai. hama to pahele zvetAmbara the ne, ane e vAMcyA, to usameM e AyA thA "virA morA gaja thakI Utaro re" muni huM AtmajJAnI anubhavI paNa jarI - saMjavalanano mAna rahI gayo khaTaka aMdara "gaja thakI kevaLa na hoya re, virA morA gaja thakI Utaro" ApaNe ema Ave che ke e dhyAnameM hai emAM ApaNe paramAgama maMdirameM hai, bharata Ate hai, bharata namana karate hai ane jyAM Ama dekhyA, ohoho ! bharatako to kAMI hai nahIM, jyAM bharata namana karatA thA tyAM usakA mAna gaLa gayA. AhAhAhA ! aura ekadama kSapaka zreNI caDakara kevaLajJAna. A kSaNamoha. AhAhAhA ! (A kSINamoha dRSTi)- bhagavAne sArA pANIse taLAva bharA ho aura bahAra nikAlanA Page #472 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 33 457 ho to jarI ItanA kare pANIkA dhodha nikalate, AhAhA.. ema bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu, kevaLajJAnano kaMda, emAM jyAM ekAgra huA, eTalA mAnakA aMza thA, usase haTakara, aMdarameM gaye kevaLajJAna( ho gayA). AhAhA. jhaLahaLa jyoti caitanya paryAyameM, bhagavAna paryAyameM pUrNapaNe A gayA. AhAhAhA! ApaNe digambarameM aisA hai. bharata namana karate hai Ama dekhate hai ene ema thAya ke A bharatako kaMIka duHkha huA hogA ke mane anAdara kiyA. cakra mAryuM'tuM ne, AhAhA.. bharata cakra mAryuM'tuM paNa e cakra pAchuM pharyuM ke caramazarIrI ane sahakuTuMbIne koI cakra mAra nahIM sake. AhAhAhA ! kaho samakitIko bhAIko cakra mAranekA bhAva AyA rAga. e samakitI hai jJAnI anubhavI, chatAMya e duHkhakA anubhava huA jJAnIko bhI, AhAhAhA ! e apanA svabhAvameM jAte hai, taLamAM bhagavAna mahAbirAje prabhu, o dRSTikA viSayameM to A gayA thA, have aMdara sthiratAmeM gaye aMdara, AhAhA... to mAnakA nAza ho gayA. AvI vAta che bhAI. have, ane "mAyA" thoDA kapaTa bhI hotA hai samakitIko bhI, AhAhA.... anubhavIko jJAnIko bhI, thoDA kapaTa to hai kapaTa kaho ke duHkha kaho. kaSAya ne? kaSa eTale saMsAra ane Aya eTale duHkhano lAbha. AhAhAhA ! mAyA, lobha IcchA hotI haiM ne vRttimeM anubhava hone para bhI samyagdarzana hone para bhI anubhavIko rAgakI IcchA lobhakI IcchA hotI hai, Isako svabhAvakA, nigraMtha svabhAva jo bhagavAna AtmA usakA Azraya lekara, AhA! lobhano nAza kara denA. e tIsarA prakArakI UMcI stuti hai. are AvuM have kyAM yAda rahe AmAM? AhA ! "karma ATha karma hajI samakitIko bhI ATha karma hai ki nahIM? haiM? nimittapaNe karma hai aura e taraphanA jhukAvase jarI kamajorIse vikAra bhI hotA hai, karmase nahIM karma taraphakA jhukAvase, e apanA taraphakA jhukAva karake e jhukAvakA nAza kara denA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? nokarma" mana vacana ne kAyA, devaguru zAstra e badhA nokarma hai. AhAhA ! anubhavI, samakitIko bhI, nokarmakA saMbaMdhameM jAte to e bhAvya vikAra dazA hotI hai, duHkha hotA hai, e apanA svabhAvako anusaraNa karake duHkhanI utpatti nahIM honA duHkhakA nAza karanA e AtmAkI trIjA prakArakI stuti he. AvI stuti. A to bhagavAnane Ama kahe he bhagavAna zivapaMtha amane dejo re, zivamAraga. bhagavAna kahe zivamAraga terI pAsa hai. mere pAsa terA mArga nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AtA hai vikalpa jJAnI ko bhI samakitIko bhI anubhavIyoMko bhI bhagavAnakI bhaktikA rAga AtA hai paNa hai duHkha. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? to kayuM AtA hai? ke kamajorIse AtA hai, paNa jAnate hai ke A duHkha hai merI AnaMdakI cIjase viparIta hai. AhAhAhA ! Avo dharma. -ema "mana vacana ne kAyA" mana vacana ne kAyA taraphano jarI saMbaMdha hai, bilakula saMbaMdha chuTa gayA hoya to siddha ho jAye. AhAhAhA ! mana vacana kAyA je jaDa hai usakA hajI saMbaMdha abhI thoDA hai, e svabhAvakA anusaraNa karake ItanA saMbaMdha toDa denA, nAza kara denA, e tIsarI stuti hai. AhAhAhA! zrota indriya" usakA bhI saMbaMdha hai abhI zravaNa karanekA ItanA saMbaMdha hai, ItanA doSa hai abhI. AhAhAhA ! e aMtaranA bhagavAnanA bhAvendriyase rahita dravyendriyase rahita, para Page #473 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 458 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 indriyase rahita 52 eTale devaguruzAstra ne kuTuMba parivAra aisA bhagavAnakA, bhagavAna svarUpameM jAkara usakA tikSNa caitanya svabhAvakA avalaMbana lekara, usakA nAza karanA, dUsa2A koI upAya hai nahIM. mAlacaMdajI... 77 varSamAM nyAM kyAMya sAMbhaLyuM na hoya. che nahIMne tyAM ? AkaruM kAma bApA, bahu kAma bhAI. anubhava hove pIche bhI duHkha hotA hai, ema kahate hai duHkha na ho to AnaMda pUraNa honA cAhIe. AhAhAhA ! samakitI jJAnI anubhavI jANate hai ke merI paryAyameM duHkha hai, meM duHkha vedatA huM ane e duHkhakA bhokatA maiM huM. AhAhAhA ! paNa apanA AnaMdakA ugra bhokatA hokara, e duHkhakA bhokatAkA nAza kara dete hai, samajameM AyA ? have AvI vAtuM hoya che, gharethI bairA sAMbhaLavA na Ave ne pUche te, zuM kahetA'tA koNa jANe Ama kahetA'tA, tame e to sAMbhaLo to khabara paDe. Avo mAraga prabhu zuM karIe, alaukika vAtuM bApA. AhAhA ! lokottara ! A Avaze ahIMyA zarIra ne AtmA eka e to lokamAragase kahenemeM AtA hai. A zloka Ave che ne pachI e laukikase kahenemeM AtA hai. e Avaze pachI. ahIMyA to pAMca indriya zrotra, cakSu have 'cakSu', cakSu indriyanA saMbaMdhamAM paNa jyAM sudhI hai ItanA e bhAvya doSa hai. AhAhAhA... o doSako duHkhako bhagavAnakA darzana karanemeM cakSu indriyakA nimitta hai ne bIcameM ? ItanA saMbaMdha huA ne rAga AyA to duHkha hai, "rAga Aga dAha daDhe sadA, tAteM samAmRta sevIe" AhAhA... aMtara AnaMdakA nAtha samabhAvI amRta paDA hai, AhAhAhA... pANImeM DubakI mArake jema snAna karate hai, AhAhA ! ema AnaMdakA nAthameM aMdara DubakI mArate hai. AhAhA ! DubakI kahate hai na ? ( zrotAH- DubakI ) hiMdI hiMdI amAre umarALAyeM, umarALA janama gAma hai ne ? nadI moTI hai, kALubhAra baDI to eka kuvA thA nadImeM, hama to bALaka the choTI uMmara dasabAra varSa dekhaneko jAte the, to juvAna AdamI paDate the aMdara, Ubho kozIo kahate hai usako, jema koza hoya ne loDhAnI, ema pANImeM sIdhA paDate the aMdara, pANImeM, kuvAmeM aura jAkara nIcese taLiyAse veLu, veLu, veLu lekara hajI bahAra nIkaLI na zake paNa hAtha bahAra kADhe ke juo maiM taLIyAse retI le AyA. kuvAmAM taLe jaIne hAtha UMco kare dekhA hai saba najare hoM atyAre dekhAya che. ema ahIMyA bhagavAna AtmA caitanya dariyo AnaMdano nAtha sAgara enA taLamAM jaIne AnaMdakI dazAkA namunA bahAra lAnA. AvI vAtuM che. 66 e "ghrANa" ghrANa indriyakA saMbaMdha hai ne ItanA jarI, taddana aNIndriya na ho tabalaga thrANa indriyakA sabaMdha hai ItanA bhAvya doSa utpanna hotA hai vo apanA svabhAvake anusAra karake nAza karanA. ema "rasana" AhAhA ! e rasanamAM dRSTAMta diyA thA. nahIM paraso ? AhAhA ! bhagavAna traNa lokanA nAtha tIrthaMkaradeva saMsArameM jabataka hai, zAMtinAtha, kuMthunAtha, aranAtha cha khaMDa, chattuM hajA2 strI, yA chattuM karoDa pAyadaLa, aDatAlIsa hajAra nagara, boMtera hajAra.... aDatAlIsa hajAra pATaNa. ane khorAka usakA batrIsa kavaLakA eka kavaLa - abajonI kiMmata. jisakA eka kavaLa chattuM karoDa pAyadaLa pacAvI na zake. e samakitI jJAnI kSAyika samakitI Page #474 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 33 459 tIna jJAnakA dhaNI, mati zruta avadhi e khAnekA bhAva AtA hai, bhAva hai e duHkha he rAga hai, samajameM AyA? tIrthakarako, AhAhA.. duniyAne to ema lAge AvuM hoya, bhAI sUna to sahI paNa e puNyavaMta prANI hai, ekalI hirAnI bhasma, pannAnI bhasma, pannA AtA hai ne pannA lIlA ApaNe punamacaMdajI hai ne eka pannA sApha karanekA eka mahInAkA (cha hajAra) eka musalamAna ho aisA to bahota e pannAkI bhasma karate hai. AMhI to hajI vadhAre khIra khavAI jAya to pace nahIM, mesuba mesuba eka sera caNAnA loTa cAra zera ghI maisuba hotA hai na. (zrotA - mesuba pAka) eka TukaDA pAzera doDha pAzerA pace nahIM. AhAhA ! e A batrIsa kavaLa, AhAhAhA... vikalpa Ate hai. AhAhA... samakitI kSAyika samakitI tIrthakara bhagavAnako bhI ItanA duHkha hai. AhAhAhA ! anubhavIko bhI duHkha hai. AhAhA ! (zrotA - eno abhAva thAya kyAre) e aMdaramAM svabhAvanuM sAdhana thaIne jAya tyAre vo to calatI hai bAta. aNaAhArIpada pragaTa huA aMdara, taba AhAra lenekA vikalpa nAza ho gayA. bhagavAnako pIche AhAra nahIM, kevaLIko AhAra nahIM. samajameM AyA? zvetAMbarameM kahete hai AhAra lete hai, saba jUTha bAta hai. sarvajJa paramAtmA jyAM AtmA aNaAhArI svarUpa hai aisI aNaAhArI dazA pragaTa ho gaI, AhAra nahIM, pANI nahIM, davA nahIM, osaDa nahIM, roga nahIM zarIrameM, AhAhA.. paNa jabalaga (pUrNa) vItarAgatA ne aNaAhArI pada pragaTa nahIM thA tabalaga munipadameM bhI bhagavAna tIrthakarako bhI munipadameM AhArakI vRtti uThatI thI, AhAhA ! e duHkha thA, AhAhA ! to usako jItate hai, usako apanA svabhAvakA Azraya karake nAza kara dete hai. AvI vAta che. Isa padoMko rakhakara soLa sUtroMkA vyAkhyAna karanA. amRtacaMdrAcAryano ATalo zabda che. ane Isa prakAra upadezase anya bhI vicAra lenA ane jayasena AcAryanI TIkAmAM, Isase asaMkhya vibhAvanA vicAra karanA, asaMkhya prakAranA, vibhAva saMskRtamAM che samakitIko bhI anubhavIyoMko bhI, asaMkhya prakAranA vibhAvarUpI duHkhadazA utpanna hotI hai, AhAhAhA... to usako svabhAvanA Azraya lekara, usakA nAza karanA aisA vyAkhyAna karanA. AhA ! bhAvArtha:- sAdhu ahIMyA sAdhukI bAta pahale liyA he jina jitendriya liyA ne chaThe guNasthAne sAdhu pahele apane baLase-apane baLase upazama bhAvake dvArA samakita darzana hai jJAna huM cAritra bhI hai paNa hajI asthiratAkA bhAva hai, muniko bhI pramAdabhAva jo paMca mahAvratakA vikalpa jo hai e bhI jagapaMtha saMsArapaMtha udayapaMtha hai, udayabhAva hai duHkharUpa bhAva hai. AhAhA ! usako apane baLase upazama bhAvake dvArA mohako jItakara dAbakara phira jaba apanI mahAsAmarthyane baLase mohako sattAmaeNse naSTa karake, AhAhAhA ! mahAsAmarthya puruSArthanI ugratA (se) aMdarameM jAte. AhAhA... sattAmaeNse rAga Adi A je soLa pada kahyA ke asaMkhya prakAranA vibhAva, usako sattAmaeNse naSTa karake, jJAna svarUpa paramAtmAko prApta hote hai. bhagavAna ekIlA jJAnasvarUpa hai. jhaLahaLa jyoti kevaLajJAna bhagavAna pragaTa hotA hai. AhAhA! arihaMta dazA, namo arihaMtANaM kahe che. AhAhA ! jene ari nAma rAga ane dveSarUpI verI arihaMtA namo arihaMtANaM jeNe arine haNyA. (zrotA:- arihaMtanA dharmamAM vaLI haNavAnuM Ave). parane kyAM haNavuM che jyAM ? e to upadezanA vAkya hai, haNanA bhI nahIM kharekhara to svabhAva sanmukha jAte hai to( rAga dveSa) Page #475 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 460 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 utpanna nahIM hote to haNyA aisA kahunemeM AtA hai. AvI vAtuM che. Ane haNavuM to to hajI dRSTi paryAya para rahI che. Avo mAraga bahu bApu vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvara, usakA mokSakA paMtha alaukika hai, kyAMya dUniyA sAthe meLa ho sake nahI. AhAhA. lyo aba A nizcaya vahevArarUpa stutinA arthanuM kAzarUpa kAvya kahe che ( zloka - 27 ) (zArdUlavikrIDita) ekatvaM vyavahArato na tu punaH kAyAtmanonizcayAnuH stotra vyavahArato'sti vapuSaH stutyA na tttttvtH| stotraM nizcayatazcito bhavati citstutyaiva saivaM bhave naatstiirthkrstvottrblaadektvmaatmaanggyoH||27|| zlokArtha-[vAyAtmano vyavadArataHya] zarIrane ane AtmAne vyavahAranayathI ekapaNuM che[tupunaH] paNa [niyAna]nizcayanayathI ekapaNuM nathI;[vapuSa: stutyA naH stotra vyavahArata: sti] mATe zarIranA stavanathI AtmApuruSanuM stavana vyavahAranayathI thayuM kahevAya che, ane [tattvata: tatana]nizcayanayathI nahi;[ niyata:] nizcayathI to [ vistutyA va] caitanyanA stavanathI ja [vita: stotra mavati] caitanyanuM stavana thAya che.[sArvabhaveta]te caitanyanuM stavana ahIM jitendriya,jitamoha, kSINamohaema (upara) kahyuM tema che. [ ata: tIrthastottaralanAta] ajJAnIe tIrthaMkaranA stavanano je prazna karyo hato teno Ama na vibhAgathI uttara dIdho; te uttaranA baLathI ema siddha thayuM ke[sAtma-jayo: ] AtmAne ane zarIrane ekapaNuM nizcayathI nathI. ra7. ekatvaM vyavahArato na tu punaH kAyAtmanonizcayAnnuH stotra vyavahArato'sti vapuSaH stutyA na tattattvataH / stotraM nizcayatazcito bhavati citstutyaiva saivaM bhave nnAtastIrthakarastavottarabalAde ktvmaatmaanggyoH||27 / / AhA ! "kAyAtmano vyavahArataH ekatva" bhagavAna AtmA ane zarIra bene vahevAra nAma loka zabdase laukika, dravyasaMgrahamAM AvyuM tuM ne bhAI !dravya saMgrahamAM, vyavahAranaya eTale laukika e ja ANe nAkhyuM che ahIMyA. vyavahAra eTale laukika kathana. prabhu dravyasaMgrahamAM nAkhyuM che mALe. zarIra ane bhagavAna prabhu bhinna aMdara arUpI AnaMdaghana ane A zarIra mATI piMDa dhULa, do ko vyavahAranayase ekatva kathanamAtrase hai. loka rUDhIse kahanemeM AtA hai. samajameM Page #476 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 461 zloka - 27 AyA ? kintu nizcayanayase nahIM, yathArtha svabhAvakI dRSTise e be eka nahIM taddana bhinna. rAga ane AtmA bhinna hai to dehakI to kayA bAta karanA. samajameM AyA ? "vapuSaH stutyA nu: stotraM vyavahA2taH asti" vapu mATe zarIranA stavanathI AtmA puruSanuM stavana vyavahAranayathI thayuM kahevAya che e to kathanamAtra hai vastu sthiti aisI hai nahIM. "tattvataH tat na" nizcayase nahIM. "tattvathI te nahIM" zarIra ne AtmAnI stuti eka e tattvase eka nahIM. kathanamAtrase vyavahA2se kahenemeM AtA hai. A gAma merA, zarIra merA, rAjakoTa merA e to kathanamAtra hai. kyAM rAjakoTa tAruM che ? AhA ! ema zarIra ane AtmA eka hai e to kathanamAtra che. vyavahAra laukika rUDhikA kathana hai. "tattvataH tat na " nizcayanayase te nahIM. nizcayase to "cittutyA eva" caitanyanA stavanase hI A arthamAM rAjamalle lIdhuM che bhAI caitanyanA stavanamAM vAraMvAra kahanA ke bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda zuddhAtmA caitanya hai aisA kahanA aisA smaraNa karanA IsakA anubhava karanA e stuti, traNa bola lIdhA che. AhAhA ! caitanyakA svAmI, A samaje cittastutyA stavananA traNa bheda kahyAne-vizeSa AyegA ( zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ) pravacana naM. 96 zloka - 27-28 tA. 30-9-78 bhAdaravA vada 13 zanivAra samayasAra satyAvIsamo kaLaza che ne ? pharIne "kAyAtmanoH vyavahArataH ekatva" kAyA zabde za2I2, karma, rAgadveSa Adi pariNAma e saba kAyA za2I2meM jAte hai. samajameM AyA ? pIche zabda hai. "Atma aMgayo ". chellA zabda hai ne "Atma aMgayo " aMga zabde karmanI upAdhi liyA hai usameM kaLazaTIkAmeM, eka bAju bhagavAna AtmA ane eka bAju za2I2, karma-karmanI upAdhi nAma puNya ane pApanA bhAva, karma aMga kAyA zI2meM cale jAte hai, ahIM aMdarameM hai. "kAyAtmanoH vyavahArataH ekatva" e zarIra ne AtmAko vyavahAranayase ekatva kathanamAtrase loka rUDhIse, lokameM kahate hai e apekSAe kahanemeM AtA hai. "nizcayAta na" nizcayanayase nahIM hai bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa jJAyaka jisakA zarIra hai. jJAyaka ja jisakA zarIra hai. AhAhA ! e aura puNya ane pApanA bhAva e saba badhA kAyA za2I2meM jAte hai. eka bAju AtmarAma ane eka bAju rAga Adi grAma. AhAhA ! zarI2 (ane ) AtmAko vyavahAranayase ekatva hai, magara nizcayanayase nahIM, "vapuSaH stutyA-nuH stotrama vyavahArataH" asti Isaliye za2I2ke stavanase AtmA puruSakA stavana, AtmA puruSa bhagavAna usakA stavana vyavahAranayase huA kahete hai vyavahA2se "tattvataH tata na " tattvase te nahIM. AhAhAhA !nizcayanayase nahIM, nizcayase e to 'citastutyA eva' caitanyake stavanase caitanyakA stavanakA artha caitanyakA traNa bola liyA, lete hai, caitanyake stavanase hI dravyendriya citaH stotrama bhavati caitanyakA stavana hotA hai e caitanyakA stavana ahIMyA jitendriya AyA dekho. AhAhA ! caitanya bhagavAna usakA stavana jitendriya, rAga dravyendriya, bhAvendriya ane zarIrAdimAM devaguru zAstrAdi badhA, AhAhA... ekakora bhagavAna AtmA ane ekakora rAgase (le ka2 ) sArI cIja badhI, AhAhA... usako bhinna karanA. jJAna lakSaNase AtmAko anubhava karanA e jitendriya caitanyakI prathama stuti k Page #477 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 462 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kahaneMmeM AtA hai. AhA ! AvI vAta che. dUsarI jitamoha, hai ? A gayA hai ApaNe, aisA jitendriya hue chateM, samyagdaSTi huA munipaNA huA AnaMdakI dhArA pragaTa huI, chateM hajI karmakA je udaya hai, vo ta2phakA valaNa bhAvya vikA2 dazA hotI hai jJAnIko bhI, AhAhAhA... rAga dveSa Adi, jJAnIko samakitIko anubhavIko e rAgaAdi bhAva, karmake anusaraNa, pUrNa anusaraNa nahIM kiyA, tema bhagavAnakA pUrNa anusaraNa nahIM kiyA. kayA kahA ? jo karmakA pUrNa anusaraNa ho to to ekatvabuddhi 52meM calI jAya ne AtmAneM pUrNa anusaraNa ho to pUrNa vItarAga ho jAe. AhAhA ! to jabalaga AtmAe apanA svarUpa rAgadveSa, puNya, pApa ane zarIra vANIse devaguruse bhinna jJAnasvarUpI prabhu rAgase bhinnakA anubhava ho to e caitanyakI svIkAra ane stuti kiyA, satkA2 kiyA, e pahelA naMba2kI, pahelA prakA2kI stuti hai. AhAhA ! pIche bhI samakitI anubhavIko bhI karmakA udayakA anusaraNa sarvathA gayA nahIM, sarvathA gaye ho to sarvathA AtmAkA Azraya le liyA ho. sarvathA gaye nahIM te mATe karmakA nimittakA lakSameM rAgadveSa du:khaAdikI dazA jJAnIko bhI sakitIko bhI anubhavIyoMko bhI muniko bhI hotI hai. usako apanA svabhAvakA ugra anusaraNa karake e rAgAdi krodhAdiko dAba denA e dUsarA prakArakI stuti hai. e caitanya stuti AyA ne dekho. hai ? "citastutyA evuM" enI vyAkhyA hai. AhAhA ! e jitamoha, pIche kSINamo hajI rAgAdiko upazama kara diyA. anubhavI jIva svabhAvakA Azraya lekara paNa hajI usakA kSaya nahIM kiyA, to sattAmeM jo hai rAgAdi usako svabhAvakA ugra Azraya lekara, rAgakI dhArAkA nAza karanA, ane svabhAvakA ugra Azraya lenA e trIjA prakArakI UMcI stuti hai. samajameM AyA ? AvI vAtuM AkarI. e kahA ne ? "sA eva bhaveta " sA nAma te stuti caitanyakA stavana yahAM evaM bhaveta jitendriya, jitamoha, kSINamoha ityAdi rUpase kahA aisA hai, ityAdi nAma pIche bhI aneka prakA2kA vikalpa Adi hai yahAM dharmIko asaMkhya prakArakA, vo apanA svabhAvakA anusaraNa karake usako nAza karanA, e AtmAkA svabhAvakI prazaMsA kaho, stuti kaho, aMtarameM ugra ekAgratA kaho, AvI vAta che. ityAdi kahyuM ne pAchuM ? TIkAmAM Avyu'tuM ne soLasUtra pAMca indriya mana ne vacana, kAyA vagerenuM ane e sivAya paNa anerA asaMkhya prakA2kA vibhAva jayasena AcAryamAM hai, amRtacaMdrAcAryamAM upadezase anya bhI vicAra lenA eTalA. AhAhA ! thoDAmAM kitanA samA diyA hai. AhAhA ! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha, usakA dRSTimeM svIkA2 ka2nA, anubhava karanA e AtmAkI stuti kahanemeM AtA hai. AhAhA ! e stutikA tIna prakAra liyA ne ? jitendriya, jitamoha ane kSINamoha ityAdi rUpase kahA aisA hai. "ataH tIrthaMkara sva uttara balAta " ajJAnIe tIrthaMkarakA stavanakA jo prazna kiyA thA ke tIrthaMkarakA stavana karate ho to za2I2kA stavana karate ho usakA atizayakA karate hai vo to AtmA hai aisA Thuma mAnate hai. hama bhI, tIrthaMkarakA za2I2 vANI aisA hai, tumhArI vANI aisI hai, tuma aisA hai. ajJAnIe tIrthaMkarakA stavanakA jo prazna kiyA thA usakA uttara naya vibhAgase IsaprakAra diyA, naya vibhAga jo kahA thA vo vyavahAranayase kahA thA. 52mArthanayase nahIM. aisA nayakI Page #478 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 28 463 vaheMcaNIse vibhAgase kahA thA yahAM, AhA.... are AhA ! AvuM! uttara diyA, hai? jisake baLaze yaha siddha huA ke "AtmA aMgayo ekatva na" pahele aisA kiyA thA, "kAyAtmano vyavahArataH ekatva" e to kathanamAtrase kahA thA. samajameM AyA? ahIMyA "AtmA aMgayo ekatva naH bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda jJAyaka svarUpa aura aMgayo nAma karma zarIra ane karmakI upAdhise utpanna huA vikAra apanemeM, vo bhinaH nizcayase do(kA) ekatva nahIM. samajameM AyA? AtmA AtmA hai ne? "AtmA aMgayo": aMgayoH eTale zarIra, Adi eTale karmanI upAdhi, karma zarIra aura usakA nimittakA avalaMbana Azrayase jo vikAra hotA hai ye saba aMgamAM jAte hai. zarIra, zarIra AhAhAhA! hai. AtmAse bhinna aMgameM jAte hai, zarIra, zarIra. AhAhAhA ! vikArI bhAva hai ye bhI kArmaNa zarIra hai kharekhara, bhinna pADanA hai ne? karma aura nimittake anusara, huA huyA vikAra e sabako zarIra ane karmanI upAdhi kahanemeM AyA hai. bhagavAna usase bhinna hai. AhAhA ! aisA ekatva nahIM hai. AhAhA! aba phira Isa arthako jAnanese bhedajJAnakI sidhdhi hotI hai. A jAnane meM AtmAkA anubhava hotA hai, AhAhAhA. e arthakA sUcaka kAvya kahate haiM. ( zloka - 28) (mAlinI) iti paricitatattvairAtmakAyaikatAyAM nyvibhjnyuktyaatyntmucchaaditaayaam| avatarati na bodho bodhamevAdya kasya svarasarabhasakRSTa: prasphuTanneka ev||28|| ityprtibuddhoktiniraasH| evamayamanAdimohasantAnanirUpitAtmazarIraikatvasaMskAratayAtyantamapratibuddho'pi prasabhojjRmbhitatattvajJAnajyotirnetravikArIva prakaTodghATitapaTalaSTasitipratibuddha:( ?)sAkSAt draSTAraM svaM svayameva hi vijJAya zraddhAya ca taM caivAnucaritukAmaH svAtmArAmasyAsyAnyadravyANAM pratyAkhyAnaM kiM syAditi pRcchannitthaM vAcyaH have vaLI, A arthane jANavAthI bhedajJAnanI siddhi thAya che evA arthavALuM kAvya kahe che zlokArtha-[ paricita-tattva:] jemaNe vastunA yathArtha svarUpane paricayarUpa karyuM che evA munioe [ mAtma-vAya-vAyAM]jyAre AtmA ane zarIranA ekapaNAne [ ti naya-vimanana-yuvajyA ] Ama nayanA vibhAganI yukti vaDa[ atyantama RvitAyAma] jaDamULathI ukheDI nAkhyuM che-atyaMta niSedhyuM che, tyAre [ ] kayA puruSane [vogha:] jJAna [adya va]tatkALa [vAM] yathArthapaNAne [avatarati]na pAme ? avazya pAme Page #479 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 464 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ja. kevuM thaIne? [sva-rasa-ramata-chag: Vydana : pava] potAnA nijarasanA vegathI kheMcAI pragaTa thatuM eka svarUpa thaIne. bhAvArtha-nizcaya-vyavahAranayanA vibhAga vaDe AtmAno ane parano atyaMta bheda batAvyo che, tene jANIne, evo koNa puruSa che ke jene bhedajJAna na thAya? thAya ja; kAraNa ke jyAre jJAna potAnA svarasathI pote potAnuM svarUpa jANe tyAre avazya te jJAna potAnA AtmAne parathI bhinna ja jaNAve che. ahIM koI dIrthasaMsArI ja hoya to tenI kAMI vAta nathI. 28. A pramANe, apratibuddha je ema kahyuM hatuM ke "amAro to e nizcaya che ke deha che te ja AtmA che", tenuM nirAkaraNa karyuM. A rIte A ajJAnI jIva anAdi mohanA saMtAnathI nirUpaNa karavAmAM AveluM je AtmA ne zarIranuM ekapaNe tenA saMskArapaNAthI atyaMta apratibaddha hato te have tattvajJAnasvarUpa jyotino pragaTa udaya thavAthI ane netranA vikArInI mAphaka (jema koi puruSanAM netramAM vikAra hato tyAre varNAdika anyathA dekhAtAM hatAM ane jyAre vikAra maTayo tyAre jevAM hatAM tevAM ja dekhavA lAgyo tema) paDaLa samAna AvaraNakarma sArI rIte UghaDI javAthI pratibaddha thayo ane sAkSAt draSTA (dekhanAra) evA potAne potAthI ja jANI, zraddhAna karI, tenuM ja AcaraNa karavAno icchaka thayo thako pUche che ke "A svAtmArAmane anya dravyonuM pratyAkhyAna ( tyAgavuM) te zuM che?' tene AcArya A pramANe kahe che: pravacana naM. 96 zloka - 28 tA. 30-9-78 bhAdaravA vada 13 zanivAra iti paricitatattvairAtmakAyaikatAyAM nyvibhjnyuktyaatyntmucchaaditaayaam| avatarati na bodho bodhamevAdya kasya svarasarabhasakRSTaH prasphuTanneka eva / / 28 / / aThayAvIsa! saMtonI vANI kuMdakuMdAcArya amRtacaMdrAcArya ahIM kahete haiM. AhAhA ! "paricita tavai" jemaNe vastukA yathArtha svarUpakA paricaya kiyA hai, aisA muniyo athavA sarvajJo, paricita" jeNe tattvakA paricaya bahota kiyA hai sarvajJapaNA pragaTa huA hai athavA munio bhAvaliMgI saMta jene tattva AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAnakA paricaya kiyA bahota. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? "paricita tavaiH" jinhone vastuke tattva eTale vastu paricita eTale sabako paricaya kiyA. AtmA vastu zuddha caitanyaghana AnaMdakaMda usakA jisane paricita samasta prakAre paricaya kiyA to sarvajJa huA. paNa usakI nIcalI dazAmeM bhI paricaya kiyA, AhAhA... to muni huA, AvI vAtuM che. bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMda prabhu usakA ekadama pUrNa paricaya kiyA to sarvajJa huA ane usakA sarvajJa sivAya apanI yogyatAse je apanA pUrNa paricaya kiyA to munidazA huI. AhAhAhA ! karmakA ItanA paricaya chUTa gayA. samajameM AyA? Avo mAraga Akaro, A bApu. Page #480 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 28 465 are ! anaMtakALathI duHkhamAM dAjhI gayo che duHkhathI dajhAI gayo che kaSAyanI agnithI e zAMti enI baLI gaI che paryAyamAM hoM, vastu to che I che. AhAhA ! e kaSAya agnithI jalyA huA AgaLa kaheze AmAM "nayavibhAjana yukayA Atma ekatyo" AhAhA... olAmAM ema lakhyuM che bhAI kaLazaTIkAmAM ke bhagavAna AtmA ane rAga ane puNya ne zarIrAdikA ekatvase maraNako prApta ho rahA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! kaLazaTIkAmeM usakA artha aisA liyA hai kaLaza TIkA hai ne rAjamalajIkI keTalAmeM hai? aThayAvIsamo kaLaza. dekho "ucchAditAyAma" che ne AvyuM ne, juo "nayavibhajanayukatyA" jaDamULase ukhADa pheMkA, hai, che. heM ne? jaLamULase ukhADa pheMkA hai, usakA artha yahAM kiyA, jema DhaMkA huA nidhi pragaTa karanemeM AtA hai ema jIva dravya pragaTa hai, aMdara bhagavAna pragaTa caitanya jhaLahaLa jyoti, paraMtu karma saMyogase DhaMkAyeluM honese rAga ane puNya ane pApanA bhAvamAM DhaMkAI gayA. AhAhA ! maraNane prApta thaI rahyuM hatuM. jANe hai hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jANe ke zarIra ne puNya ane pApa ne bhAva ye hI hai. AhAhA ! aisA astitvameM bhagavAnanA pUraNa astitva maraNatulya ho gayA. bAlacaMdajI ! AhAhA ! zrImamAM Ave che ne 16 varSe "kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe kAM aho rAcI raho" zrImad rAjacaMdra soLa varasanI uMmare, samakita to pIche pAyA, e pahelA dehanA soLavarasa, dehanAne? AtmA to anAdi anaMta hai e ema kahate hai. "bahu puNya kerA puMjathI zubhadeha mAnavano maLyo. to e are bhavacakrano AMTo nahIM eke TaLyo". AhAhA! coryAsInA avatAra karyA prabhu paNa te bhava manuSyano pAmyo ane phero nA TALyo. "sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che" puNyamAM sukha che, bAyaDImAM sukha che, AbarUmAM sukha che, dhULamAM sukha che, bahAramAM sukha che, sukha prApta karatAM sukha TaLe che. bhagavAna AnaMdano nAza thAya che tyAM "kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe kAM aho rAcI raho" pachI to vizeSa kahyA haiM. "lakSmI ane adhikAra vadhatAM zuM vadhyuM te to kaho, zuM kuTuMba ke parivArathI vadhavApaNuM e naya graho, vadhavApaNuM saMsAranuM naradehane hArI javo, eno vicAra nahIM aho ho eka paLa paNa tamane aho!" AhA. soLa varase, mAlacaMdajI! A lakheluM, bahota kSayopazama lekara pUrva bhavameMse Aye the, AhA.. e kahete hai ke kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNa, prabhu e puNya ane pApa ane tenA phaLa ne apanA mAnakara kSaNe kSaNe terA bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNa ho rahA hai, dravyamaraNa to jaba zarIra chUTegA taba hogA. AhAhA.. jIvatI jyota prabhu aMdara caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna, usakA astitvanI mAnyatA nahIM) svabhAvakA svIkAra nahIM, ane A rAgAdi puNyAdikA phaLa AyA, A paisA dhULa strI kuTuMba parivAra, usakA tere mahAtama, AhAhAhA.. terA svarUpanA bhAvamaraNa huA hai. kSaNa kSaNameM mRtyu hotA hai prabhu. AhAhAhA ! kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAvamaraNe kAM aho rAcI raho. e rAga ane rAganA puNyabaMdhana ne enA phaLa saMyoga enA premamAM prabhu tuM kyAM rAcI rahyo bhAI. AhAhAhA!terI jIvatI jyota caitanyamA teM anAdara karake aura maraNa tulya kara diyA. sumerumalajI! AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. AhAhAhA ! yahAM e kahate hai, "atyantama ucchAditAyAma" jaDa mULase ukhADa pheMkA usakA arthameM liyA hai, yahAM samaje atyaMta niSedha kiyA thA. kiyA hai. kyA? rAga ne zarIra ne puNyanA phaLa Page #481 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 466 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 merA hai esI terI mAnyatAmeM terA maraNa huA thA. prabhu ! terI jIvatI jyotakA teM tiraskA2 kiyA thA. A meM huM puNyavaMta huM, pApI huM ne zarIravALA huM, strIkuTuMbavALA huM, baDA AbarUvALA huM, lakSmI adhikAra baDhayA pacAsa pacAsa hajA2nA pagAra mahIne mAsika kitanA vadhyA, kayA vadhyA prabhu vepA2meM ekadama pAMca pAMca lAkhakI pedAza mAsika baDha gayA baDA kayA baDha gayA prabhu e to saMsAra vadhyA te2A. yahAM kahete hai, " atyaMta ucchAditAyAma " bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu jJAnalakSmIkA bhaMDAra, AnaMda lakSmIkA bhaMDAra, usako rAga ane za2I2 Adise bhinna nizcayanayase kara diyA. "ucchAditAyAma" jaDa mULase ukhADa diyA terI sAtha rAgane bilakula saMbaMdha hai nahIM.. e maraNatulya jo huA thA. AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA caitanyamUrti mahAprabhu apanA caitanya svabhAvase jIvatara jyotise jIvate the aMda2, jIvatara zakti AtI hai ne pahelI ? jJAna-darzana AnaMda Adi sattAse jIvata2 e jIvana hai usakA jIvana. e jIvanako na svIkAra kara, bahArakA puNya ane pApakA bhAva ane tenA phaLa baMdha ne tenA phaLa saMyoga. tenA mahAtamamAM prabhu terI cIja to ma2Na tulya ho gaI. AhAhA... e "ucchAditAyAma" cheda kara diyA usako e cIja terI nahIM. tuM jIsako apanA jIvana mAnate hai puNyase ne pApase ne za2I2se ne e terA jIvana nahIM nAtha ! prabhu tuma bhinna hai ne nAtha ! AhAhA... e rAgAdikA bhAvako to jaDamULase ukhADa diyA, mULameMse ukhADa diyA. phira utpanna na ho aisA ukhADa diyA aisA kahete hai. AhAhAhA... samajameM AyA ? '' yahAM to kahate haiM ke, usakA atyaMta niSedha kriyA, AhAhA... taba,taba apane "sva2sa2bhasa kRSTaH praskuTanaika eva" nijasake vegase AhAhA... rAganA rasanA vegameM je tuma cale jAte the taba terI cIja mRtyuko prAsa hotI thI, to tumako batA diyA prabhu, e terI cIja nahIM, teremeM nahIM, tuM usase bhinna. to aisA aMta22sa nijarasake vegase apanA AnaMdasakA vegase AkarSita hokara pragaTa honevAlA eka svarUpa hokara, bhagavAna AtmA ! anekapaNAko apanA mAnate the usako choDakara, apanA bheda batA diyA ke tuma ye nahIM to eka 2sase pragaTa honevAlA AtmA, AhAhAhA... ahIM to Thapako dete hai, AcArya jarI - kisa puruSako yaha jJAna tatkALa yathArthapaNAko prApta na hove, are kayA AtmAko aisI prAsa na ho ? AhAhA ! bhagavAna tereko batA diyA terI cIja, rAga dayA, dAna, vrata, bhakti, za2I2, karma Adi usase bhinna prabhu ! terA jIvatara jIvana hai ne aMdara trikALI, e bhinna batA diyA prabhu te2eko, have te2eko kayuM AtmajJAna na ho. AhAhA ! ratibhAI ! Avo mAraga che saMtonI vANI to juo. eka to e ke 52se ekatva to jaDamULase ukhADa diyA, jaDabheMse nikAla diyA. AhAhA ! have kabhI ekatva hotA nahIM. AhAhA... juo jora to juo. ke bhAI samakita pAyA ne pIche paDa jAyegA ye cIja hai hI nahIM yahAM, AhAhA... rAga ne enuM phaLa baMdhana ane enuM phaLa saMyoga sArI rAga sAmagrI, rAgagrAma kahAne bhAI, eka ThekANe kahe che, rAgagrAma, e rAgagrAma eTale rAga ane rAgano samUha ane enuM phaLa ne badho rAgagrAma, ekakora AtmagAma ane ekako2 rAgagrAma. AhAhAhA! usako jaDa mUlase nikAla diyA ne nAtha tereko batA diyA ne, terI cIja bhinna hai ne aMdara. Page #482 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 28 467 AhAhA. koI saMbaMdha(nahIM) rAga ane parakI sAtha prabhu terA dravya svabhAva, jIvatI jyota birAjate haiM, TakatA tattva dhruvatatva. AhAhA.. tereko bhinna batAyA ne nAtha, tereko kayuM jJAna na ho? AhAhAhA... eka to kayuM jJAna na ho ane jaDamUlase nikAla diyA to e jJAna ho, e pIche ekatvabuddhimeM nahIM AyegA, aisA jJAna prabhu kahete haiM yahAM. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA.. saMtoe to amRta jharaNA vahevarAvyA che. AhAhA! Ane navarAza na maLe, phUrasada na maLe, bAIDI chokarA ne kuTuMbamAM dhaMdhAmAM marI gayo Akho di' AhAhA.. na hoya to kokanA laIne vaLI pAcho upAdhi vahore, pAcho, khoLe lya, AhAhA! zuM karavuM che prabhu tAre? AhAhA! (zrotA- khoLe lya) AMhI kahe che sUna to sahI prabhu terI cIja to sabase bhinna hai ne? bhinnako tere ekatva karanA hai? AhAhA ! prabhu kayAM jAnA hai tere? AcArya mahArAja to bahota ThapakA dete hai. ThapakA ko kayA kahate hai oLaMbhA oLabhA kahate haiM ne? oLaMbhA, prabhu terI mahAsattA caitanya bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu, rAgAdise mULase cheda karake viccheda karake tereko batAyA ne prabhu. AhAhA ! to, kayA AtmAko AtmajJAna nahIM hogA ? hogA ha. ema kahete hai. samajameM AyA? A to hajI pahelA naMbaranI stutino prazna calate haiM. samajameM AyA? pIche dharmIko jJAnIko anubhavIko rAga to rahete haiM paNa e rAgako svabhAva sanmukha hokara koNa nAza nahIM karegA? AhAhAhA... "eka eva tasya bodhama adhe eva" che? Aja ja. AhAhA... prabhu tuM atIndriya AnaMdanA mAkhaNanuM daLa paDA hai ne aisA, AhAhA... aura rAgAdi AkuLatA e saba cIja to bhinna hai. bhinna hai to bhinna karake ekatva svabhAvako kona nahIM pragaTa karegA? AhAhA... samAjameM AyA? tatkALa yathArthapaNe ko prApta nahIM hogA ? avazya hogA. AhAhAhA... keTalI vAta karate hai. AhAhAhA ! eka to aisA kahate hai, ke vo vikalpase hai Adi (se lekara) mAMDIne (saba) cIja, e terI cIja nahIM, aura tuM usameM nahIM, aise tereko parakA bhAvako mULamaeNse uccheda kara diyA, ukheDA kara nikAla DAlA. AhAhA ! gaddhA hotA hai na gaddhA ghAsa khAya to mULamaeNse ukheDa kara khAya, gAya hai ghAsa khAya to upara uparase khAya, mULa na kADhe, ethI gocarI kahAne munine, ghAsa hai uparase khAte hai mULa sAjA rakhe. phera pAchA ugI zake. ema ahIMyA gaddhA zabda paMDita jJAnI dharmAtmA vo gaddhA, yahAM dharmAtmA mULamaeNse rAgakA uccheda karake apanA anubhava koNa nahIM kare? AvI vAta che prabhu. AhAhA ! pIche rAga rahegA. A to bhinna batAyA ItanA paNa rAga asthiratAkA rahegA, asthiratAkA rAga tyAM AyegA. jJAnIko anubhavIko bhI du:kha hogA, vo bhI usako bhinna karake, aMdarameM ekAgra hokara koNa usakA nAza nahIM karegA? AhAhAhA... paNa e bhaviSyamAM nAza karegA ne kevaLajJAna pAyegA aise kahete hai. AhAhAhA ! rAtriko kahA thA ne nahIM ? samakitI, jJAnI, dharmI, anubhavI jIvako bhI, muniko bhI pratikramaNa parihAra aisA zubhabhAva AtA hai, savAra sAMja pratikramaNa vyavahArase, bhagavAnakI pratimAnA darzana rAgase huTanekA bhAva e saba zubha, e jJAnIko samakitIko bhI AtA hai, mokSa adhikArameM, pratikramaNa parihAra, parizaraNa, niMdA, gaha e zubhabhAva, haiM to jhera. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? samakitI jJAnI, anubhavIyoM ko bhI e bhAva AtA hai, jabalaga Page #483 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 468 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vItarAga na ho taba ye bhAva sAMja savAra pratikramaNakA vikalpa, hai to zubha, hai to jhera, hai to duHkha, azubhabhAvameM tIvra duHkha hai, zubhabhAvameM maMda paNa duHkha hai, to usako rAtriko kahA thA ke usameM likhA hai, ke kayuM usako jhera kahA duHkha ? ke tyAM to kartRtvabuddhi haiM arthAta ka2nelAyaka buddhi aisI tyAM na lenA, paNa tyAM rAgakA pariNamana hai, hajI muniko jJAnIko samakitIko bhI rAgakA pariNamana hai, ekatvabuddhi gaI anubhava huA, samakita thayA. samyagdarzana, samyagnAna huA, paNa samyak cAritrameM kamI hai ke munioko bhI sAMja savAra zAstrakA aisA vyavahAra pratikramaNa kA bhAva AtA hai, hai paNa hai e jherakA pyAlA viSakuMbha hai rAga hai, AkuLatA hai, duHkha hai. AhAhA ! arerere ! to usako choDakara svarUpameM AnaMdameM koNa nahIM rahegA kahete hai ? muniko bhI kahate hai. AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna aMda2 saccidAnaMda prabhu anAkuLa AnaMdakA sukha dhAma, "svayaMjayoti sukhadhAma" AnaMdakA kSetra hai to usameM to atIndriya AnaMda pAkate hai aisI cIja hai. k AhAhA... AcArye ema kahyuM "sva2sa2bhasa ugra dRSTa" AkRSTa hokara pragaTa honevAlA eka svarUpa hokara, AhAhA ! kisa AtmAko jJAna tatkALa AtmajJAna tatkALa e yathArthapaNAko prApta na hogA ? jarUra hogA. AhAhA ! "yadha eva bodhama " hai zabda ? " yadha eva bodhama " Aja ja, tatkALa ja, AhAhA ! juo, A zloka to juo zloka, AhAhA... jaDa mULase ukheDakara caitanyakI bhinnatAkA anubhava kisako nahIM hogA ? aura pIche bhI rAgakA bhAvya bhAva jJAnIko hotA hai, usako bhI choDakara svabhAvakA anubhava karake usako nAza koNa nahIM karegA ? AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? muni apanI bhI bAta karate hai, AhAhA... ke mAre paNa hajI jarI rAga hai vikalpa AtA hai, paNa vo bhinna hamako anubhava huA aura have usako bhinna karake nAza kayuM nahIM karegA ? AhAhAhA... bhaviSyakALamAM meM usako nAza karuMgA, magara yahAM to tatkALa nAza karuMgA aisA liyA hai. samajameM AyA ? digaMbaranI tIvra vANIne laIne, zrImamAM Ave che "digaMbaranI tIvra vANIne laIne rahasya samajI zakAya che zvetAMbaranI moLAzane laIne rasa ThaMDo paDI jAya che". zvetAMbaranI lAIna viparIta zrImamAM Ave che. zrImad rAjacaMdra AvI vANI che saMtonI. AhAhA ! "paricita tattva " je munioe apanA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna tattvakA paricaya kiyA hai, AhAhA ! rAgakA paricaya choDa diyA hai, thoDA paricaya asthiratAkA hai usako na ginaka2, apanA paricaya bahota kiyA hai, e saMto jagatako jAhera karate hai, ke hama jyAre rAga ane vikalpase, bhagavAna nirvikalpa AnaMdakaMda prabhu bhinna hai, aura mULase ukheDa karake uccheda kara diyA rAgakA, tevI cIjameM hai hI nahIM, terI cIja usase bhinna hai to aisA sUnakara, kauna prANI aisA hogA ? ke apanA AtmajJAna na hogA ? AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? jhAMjharIjI ! juo A digaMbara vANI, AhAhAhA... kyAMya hai nahIM zvetAMba2meM paNa e cIja hai nahIM, to anyamatimeM to kayA kahenA ? AhAhAhA ! traNa bAta liyA. eka to ame jyAre terI cIjako kAyAne aMga aMgayoH AtmA, AtmAne aMga aMga nAma rAga Adi saba cIja usase jaba bheda karake vastu sthiti aisI hai aisA batAyA ane te paNa rAgAdiko mULabheMse ucchedakara nAza kara batAyA, eka Page #484 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 468 zloka - 28 vAta to usako aMtarameM rAgase bhinna AtmajJAnakA Atmabodha kayoM na hogA ? hogA hI. AhAhAhA ! arthakAre likhA hai. nIce hai ne koI dIrdha saMsArI hoya o bAta yahAM na lenA. bhAvArthameM likhA hai. AhAhAhA!tatkALa ha yathArthapaNe ko bodhama eTale AtmajJAna, AtmAkA anubhava, AhAhAhA... dokA bhinnapaNA batAyA ne bhinna hai, to terI ekatvabuddhi parase karyo nahIM chUTegI, ane svarUpanI ekatvabuddhi karyuM nahIM hogI? tatkALa hogI. AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM. jhINI bahu bApu. samayasAra bharatakSetram advaitacakSu, ajoDacakSu, aisA zAstra. sarvajJa trilokanAtha paramAtmAnA mukhethI nIkaLelI te vANI A hai. AhAhA ! terA mAlakI mojUdagI vikAra ne vikAranA phaLakI mojUdagIse bhinna tereko batAyA ne prabhu. AhAhAhA ! to e tatkALa hI, Aja ja. AhAhAhA ! bhAvArtha-nizcayavyavahAranayakA vibhAgase AtmA ane parakA atyaMta bheda batAyA hai. use jAnakara aisA koNa puruSa hai jise bhedajJAna na ho?" AhAhA! hotA hI hai, paMcamakALa hai, aisA hai ne phaisA hai e koi naDate nahIM tereko ema kahete hai. AhAhA! kyoMki jJAnajaba apane svarasase svayaM apane svarUpako jAnatA hai dekho- e AyA. "arasarabhara kUda:" AtmA. apanA svarasase jJAna eTale AtmA apanA, apane svarasase apanA AnaMdake rasase svayaM apane svarUpako jAnatA hai, rAgake rasase nahIM, apanA AnaMdakA rasase apaneko jAnate hai. saccidAnaMda prabhu apanA, AhAhA.. rAgase bhinna AnaMda rasase apanA jAnanemeM kayuM Ate nahIM? AhAhA ! apane svarUpako jAnatA hai. AhAhA ! jJAna AtmA apane svarasase, svarasase svayaM, parakI apekSA binA, AhAhAhA... rAgakI maMdatA thI to yahAM svarUpakA anubhava huA e apekSA hai nahIM. AhAhAhA... jaba jJAna apane svarasase rAgakA rasase prabhu terI cIja bhinna hai ne aMdara, aisA kahA to apane AnaMdarasase apaneko kayuM nahIM jAnate? AhAhAhA.. aisA kahukara apanA anubhavameM AnaMda AtA hai, AnaMdase AtmAnA jJAna huA. AhAhAhA... svayaM apane svarUpako jAnatA hai avazya jJAna apane AtmAno parase bhinna hI batalAyA hai. AhAhAhA koI dIrdha saMsArIke, e kAMI nahIM AMhI e vAta nahIM AMhI e nahIM. AhAhA ! jAo to A kaLaza to, juo jema maMdira upara kaLaza sonAno caDAve ema ema A TIkA upara kaLaza caDAvyo. prabhu terI cIja to hai ne nAtha jIvatI jyota ApanA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpe jIvatI jyota caitanya hai e rAgase jIte haiMne parase jIte haiM aisA nahIM hai. apanA svarUpa jIvana anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta vIrya, zAMti, svacchatA, prabhutA usase terA jIvana hai ne! AhAhAhA... aisA jIvanako koNa nahIM pakaDe, ema kahate hai, are AmAM vAda ne vivAda ne jhaghaDAne avakAza kyAM che? samajameM AyA? IsaprakAra apratibuddha, ajJAnIe yaha kahA thA ke hamArA to yaha nizcaya hai ki zarIra ye hI rAgAdi zarIra ye hI AtmA hai hamane to yaha rAgAdi zarIra AtmA(haiM) usakA nirAkaraNa kara diyA, (kyA kahA) usakA nirAkaraNa kara diyA. AhAhA! Isa prakAra yahuM ajJAnI jIva anAdi kAlina mohuke saMtAnase mohakI saMtAna punya pApa rAga dveSa Adi (sahita) nirUpita Page #485 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 470 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AtmA, aura za2I2ke ekatvake saMskArase atyaMta apratibaddha thA, dekho koI kahete hai A samayasAra to munike liye hai, yahAM to atyaMta apratibuddha thA. AhAhA! are, ekatvake saMskA2se rAga ne za2I2, kaTuMki dekhanevAlAe dekhanevAleko dekhA nahIM, jAnanevAleko jAnanevAlA jAnA nahIM, Ane (52ne ) jANe che to e saMskAra rahI gayA usako. rAgako jAnA, za2I2ko jAnA, yaha maiM huM. samajameM AyA ? paNa jAnanevAlA( ne ) jAnanevAleko jAnA nahIM, jANanArane jANyA nahIM, dekhanArane dekhyA nahIM. AhAhA ! vahu tattvajJAna svarUpa jyotikA pragaTa udaya honese, vahu jaba tattvajJAna svarUpa jyoti, bhagavAna AnaMdanI caitanya jyoti, pragaTa udaya honese netrake vikA2kI bhAMti, jaise kisI puruSakI AMkhomeM vikAra thA taba use varNAdika anyathA dikhate the, vikA2 thA AMkhameM taba varNAdika aneka prakA2 dikhate hai, kamaLo hotA hai na kamaLo, pIliyA vo saba cIja pIlI dikhatI hai, aura jaba netra ( kA ) vikAra dUra ho gayA, taba ye jyoM ke tyoM yathArtha dikhAI dene lage. AhAhAhA... IsI prakAra paTala samAna Ava2Na karmake bhalibhAMti ukhaDa jAnese rAgAdikI ekatAbuddhikA nAza karake, AhAhAhA... pratibudgha ho gayA ! mithyAzraddhAmeM, mithyAjJAnameM 52 vastu apanI hai aise dikhate the, jema kamaLAvALAko pILA dikhate hai saba, paTala samAna Ava2Na, AhAhA... hai! vikA2kI bhAMti, paTala samAna Ava2Na ke karmoke bhalIbhAMti ukhaDa jAnese, pratibudgha ho gayA aura sAkSAt deSTA apanese hI apaneko jAnaka2, apanese apaneko jAnakara A AnaMda ne jJAna ne darzana paryAyase apaneko jAnakara, AhAhA... tathA zraddhAna karake anubhava huA, samyagdarzana huA, anubhava, usIkA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka, AhAhA... hajI asthiratA bAkI hai. samyagdaSTiko anubhavI ko bhI hajI rAgabhAga bAkI hai, doSa hai, duHkha hai, asthiratA hai, AhAhA... AhAhA... zraddhAna karake usIkA AcaraNa karanekA, hajI samyagdarzana hue paNa aMdara rAga hai hajI, avratakA rAga hai, zubhakA rAga hai, azubharAga hai, dharmIko anubhavIko bhI bhogakI vAsanAkA rAga hai, AhAhAhA... e choDakara svarUpakA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka, samajameM AyA ? AhAhAhA... usIkA AcaraNa karanekA arthAt jaisA jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna 52se bhinna dekhA usakA AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI, hajI usakA bhAna huA paNa hajI AcaraNameM rAga punya pApakA bhAva AcaraNameM AtA hai. AhAhA ! anubhavI samakitI jJAnIko, kSAyika samakitIko bhI. samajameM AyA ? AhAhAhA... jJAnI jANate hai ke abhI merI paryAyameM rAga hai, duHkha hai, mere yahudu:khakA AcaraNa choDakara AnaMdakA AcaraNa karanA hai mereko. AhAhA... zuM spaSTatA, e samyagdarzana huA, anubhava huA, to paNa ( pUrNatA nahIM ) usIkA AcaraNa karanekA to hajI AcaraNa huA nahIM aMdara, cAritra huA nahIM, pratyAkhyAna lenA hai. pratyAkhyAna nAma rAgakA abhAva hokara jJAna svarUpa jJAnameM 2meM aisI dazA hajI huI nahIM, AhAhAhA... ohoho ! saMtoe to amRta reDayA che. AhAhA ! kayA kahA ? rAga za2I2Adise bhinna bhagavAna AtmA anubhavameM AyA ke jJAnAnaMda maiM huM, aisA samakita darzana huA, chateM rAgakA hajI AcaraNa paryAyameM hai, e duHkharUpa AcaraNa hai, e apanA svarUpakA AcaraNakA Icchuka puruSa pUchatA hai. AhAhAhA... Page #486 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 28 471 samakitI jJAnI, anubhavI e bhI apanA svarUpanA AcaraNa eTale sthiratA karanA pratyAkhyAna karanA cAritra nahIM hai. paryAyameM rAga hai, duHkha hai, apratyAkhyAna hai, avatabhAva he, AhAhA... AhAhAhA... Apako apanese jAnakara jJAna ne zraddhA dohI huA, samyajJAna bhI huA samyagdarzana bhI huA. have usIkA AcaraNa karanekA hajI usameM cAritra nahIM, acAritrabhAva hai, apratyAkhyAnabhAva hai, pratyAkhyAna nahIM. svarUpameM TharanA rAgako tajakara choDakara nirAkaraNa karake apane svarUpameM ramanA e nahIM. AhAhA.... to e pUchatA hai samakitI pUchatA hai dharmI jIvase anubhavI hai ye pUchate hai. AhAhA... ugra puruSArtha karanA hai ne? Isa AtmArAmako anya dravyonA pratyAkhyAna tyAganA e kayA he prabhu? ekatA to tUTa gaI hai, hamako AtmAnA jJAna huA paNa rAgakA tyAga hameM nahIM to rAgakA tyAga kisa tarahase hotA hai? - vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ) pravacana naM. 97 zloka - 28 gAthA - 34 bhAdaravA vada-14 tA.1-10-78 saM.2504 samayasAra, tetrIsa gAthAnuM Akhira che ne? vaMcAI gayuM che paNa pharIne, "Isa prakAra e ajJAnI jIva tyAMthI huM ne? ajJAnI jIva anAdikAlIna mohake saMtAnase" mithyAzraddhA ane rAgadveSa mohanA saMtAnase nirUpita AtmA athavA terUpe mAnanevAlA AtmA athavA ajJAnI. "e AtmA ne zarIranA ekatva saMskAra" bhagavAna zAyaka caitanya svabhAvI jJAyaka sarvajJa svarUpI prabhu, usakI sAthe zarIra karma ne karmanA nimittanI upAdhi, zubha-azubhabhAva Adi, "usakA ekatva saMskArase atyaMta apratibuddha thA" atyaMta ajJAnI thA. apanA svarUpa kayA hai, guNa kayA hai, paryAya kayA hai, rAga kayA hai, para kayA hai, yaha bilakula jAnate nahIM. AhA! ( zrotA - badhAya jIvo evA che) badhAya jIvo e rIte ja che anAdise. AhAhAhA ! sarvajJa svabhAvI jJAyakanuM astitva, mojUdagI cIja hai usako na jAnakara punya ne pApanA rAgAdi bhAva ane karma ne zarIrAdi ye merA hai aisA saMskAra, merA AnaMda ne jJAna hai e saMskAra nahIM, AhAhAhA! rAga ne puSya ne pApanA vikalpa e merA hai aisA ekatva saMskAra, e kAraNe atyaMta apratibaddha thA. AhAhAhA ! e aba tattvajJAnasvarUpa jyotike pragaTarUpa udaya honese, prabhu tuM to rAga ane zarIrase bhinna hai ne nAtha ! AhAhA.... terI cIjameM to anaMta jJAna, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta zAMti pUraNa paDI hai ne prabhu! tuM rAgase ane zarIrase bhinna hai ema saMtoe jAhera karyo. AhAhAhA ! usako tyAre usako aMtarameM jAkara AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa caitanyabiMba rAga ne puNyanA vikalpanI duHkhadazAse bhinna, AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu. AhAhAhA.. aisA tattvajJAna bhAna huA, samyagdarzana huA. tattva jJAnasvarUpa jyoti, caitanya jyoti pragaTa huI. AhAhAhA ! je puNya ne pApa ne rAgAdinA saMskAra merA hai, aisA pragaTa thA, usake sthAnameM bhagavAna rAgase bhinna merI cIja hai, aisA tattvajJAnanA svarUpa pragaTa huA. AhAhA ! Page #487 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 472 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 netrake vikArakI bhAMti, AMkhamAM jema zuM kahevAya che? ( pIliyA) pILIyA amAre kamaLo kahe che; kamaLAne kAraNe jo sapheda cIja bhI pILI dikhatI thI, e vikAra nAza honese, taba ve jyoMkA tyoM yathArtha dikhAI dene lage, jaisI cIja thI vaisI dekhane lage, AMkhakA vikAra nAza honese, aise e to dAMta "pragaTa sAmAnya AvaraNa karma bhalI bhAMti ughaDa jAnese". AhAhA! e ughaDI jAya che ane nAza thAya che. karmoke bhalIbhAMti ughaDa jAnese pratibaddha ho gayA, ekatvabuddhikA nAza huA e karmakA thA. AhAhA.. aisA AtmA pragaTa tattvajJAnase pragaTa huA, meM to AnaMda ne jJAna huM, meremeM alpajJatA hI nahIM aura rAgAdi mai nahIM aisA anubhava dRSTimeM AyA. hai? pratibuddha ho gayA, jJAnI ho gayA. samyagdaSTi huA. AhAhA ! aura sAkSAt draSTA Apako apanese jAnakara sAkSAt prabhu to dekhanevAlA draSTA hai, rAgAdi para cIja to dezya hai, meM to draSTA huM. rAgAdi zarIrAdi para cIja to zeya hai, meM to jJAtA huM. AhAhA! Apako apanese hI jAnakara, dekho bhASA, bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, Apa apaneko apanese, apaneko apanese apanI jJAna AnaMdanI paryAyase apaneko jAnA. AhAhAhA ! rAgase AtmA jAnanameM AtA hai aisA AtmA hai hI nahIM ema kahate hai. e apanese bhagavAna jJAna pravAha dhruva e upara dRSTi karanese jo jJAnakI paryAya nirmaLa huI e dvArA apaneko apanese jAnA. AhAhAhA ! (zrotAH- indriyajJAna ane mana:paryayajJAnanuM zuM?) e bahAra gayuM dUra. indriyajJAna ane zAstrajJAna e badhA dUra rahI gayA. AvI vAta che prabhu. Apako apanese hI jAnakara, apanA svarUpa jAnA, jJAnakI sAthameM jo rAga bhI bAkI hai duHkha, vo bhI jJAne jAnA. pahele to usako bhI nahIM jAnate the aura apaneko bhI nahIM jAnate the. AhAhAhA! Apako apanese jAnakara apanA jJAnAnaMda svabhAva mai huM aisA jAnA aura usameM rAgAdi bAkI hai. duHkharUpa hai bhinna ho gayA paNa asthiratA bAkI rahI gaI. AhAhAhA ! to samyajJAnI jIva, samyagdaSTijIva, apaneko apanerUpe jAnA, jJAnakI paryAya AnaMdakI paryAya huI usako e paryAyarUpe jAnA aura rAga bAkI rahA e duHkharUpa hai usako bhI jAnA. AhAhA ! meremeM hajI duHkhakA tyAga nahIM, (zrotAH- vedana kharuM ke nahIM) vedana hai ne prabhu e mATe to kahate hai. samyagdaSTiko duHkhakA vedana hai ema jAnA, meM AtmA huM aisA AnaMdakA bhI vedana AyA, aura sAthameM rAgadveSa pariNAma hai avatabhAva, atyAgabhAva, duHkhabhAva usako vedanameM mere AyA, e bhI jAnA. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! mane savAramAM zrIkRSNakI bAta Aje AI thI bahota. tIrthakaranA AtmA hai vo to zrIkRSNa tIrthakarano jIva che. AhAhAhA! bhagavAnane vakhatameM usako AtmajJAna huA thA, samyagdarzana huA thA. nemanAtha bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM, AhAhA.... bhAna huA thA meM to AtmA huM ane e to bhaviSyame tIrthakara honevAlA hai, teramA tIrthaMkara AgAmI covIsImAM, bhagavAna honevAlA hai. paNa pahele (nijakA) bhAna huA. AhAhAhA... ane jaba, jyAre dvArakAnagarI saLage che sonAnA gaDha ne ratananA kAMgarA devatAe banAvyA. e lAkho rAjakumAro lAkho rANIo e dvArakA saLagI emAM saDasaDasaDa saDasaDa baLadeva, vAsudeva mahApuruSo, uttama puruSo e pANInA hiloLA nAkhe che ThAravA e pANI gyAsatela bana jAte hai. (zrotA:- te di' to Page #488 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 473 zloka - 28 gyAsatelanI zodha nahotI thaI ) zodha nahIM thI paNa. gyAsatelanI ( jema ) bALe aisI tAkAta hotI hai pAnIeM, jaba pAnI gyAsatela aMdarameM hotA hai na kUvAmeM pANInA ThekANe gyAsatela hoya che ema pANInA gyAsatela ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! e lAkho rANIo ane lAkho rAjakumAro baLe, are mane bacAvo re bacAvo bhAI pitAjI mane bacAvo, koNa bacAve ? AhAhAhA ! ( zrotAH- guru bacAve ) e to aMta2mAM zaraNamAM jAya to AtmA bacAve, bAkI koI nahIM. AhAhA. e bhAI saLage che. AhAhA ! (dvArakA), mAbApane 2thamAM besADI bahAra kADhate hai mAbApane to nikALIe. AhAhA... baLadeva ne vAsudeva baLadanI peThe rathane hAMke ( che )pitAjI mAtAjI beThe hai, jyAM dvArakAnA chellA dvA2 AyA daravAjA u52se hukama AyA svargase devakA, choDa do nikAlanA. teA mA bApa nahIM bace, choDa do, e bhAI e rAga choDa dete hai mAtA pitAkA Ama saLagate hai, baLate hai. AhAhAhA ! e jJAnI dharmAtmA hai. AhAhAhA ! paNa rAga AtA hai, rAga hai ne ? asthiratAkA rAga hajI duHkha hai A mAtAne dekhIne. a222 ! e baLadevane kRSNa kahe che, bhAI jenI ATha hajAra deva sevA karate the. AhAhAhA... e deva kyAM gayA ? jene rAjAo hajA2o cAmara DhALate the, AhAhAhA ! bhAI ApaNe kyAM jaIzuM zrI kRSNa kahe che. baLadeva kahe che bhAI ApaNe pAMDava pAse jaIe. bhAI ApaNe pAMDavane dezanikAla kiyA hai ne ? bhale dezanikAla kiyA (paNa ) e sajjana che ApaNe tyAM jaIe. AhAhA... A to sarvajJathI siddha thayelI vastu che. rastAmAM jAya che tyAM tRSA lAge che. tIrthaMka2no jIva ane AtmajJAnI. AhAhAhA ! e tRSA lAge che, bhAI e kausaMbI vanamAM paga bharI zakato nathI bhAI huM, mane tRSA bahu lAgI che have huM pagano Daga nahIM bharI zakuM. AhAhA ! bhAI tame ahIM raho, huM pANI lAvuM baLadeva kahe che. tyAM loTA-loTA kyAM hatA tyAM ? vaDanA pAnane bhegAM karI saLI nAkhIne loTA jaisA banAyA, boMttera kaLAnA jANanAra baLadeva pANI levA gaye, kRSNa ahIM sote the mahA uttamapuruSa hai pagamAM padmamaNI hai pagamAM, usakA bhAI bAra va2sase vanamAM rahete the jaratakumAra, bhagavAne kahA thA ki A jaratakumA2ke kA2Na kRSNakA zarI2 paDa jAyegA, bA2 va2sa sudhI bahA2 2he e jANe ke A haraNa hai, Ama najIka Ave tyAM prabhu Apa yahAM kahAMse, meM bAra bAra va2sase jaMgalamAM rahate the. A kayA ? AhAhAhA ! rove che, bhAI tuM cAlyo jA ahIMthI bApu baLadeva hamaNAM Avaze to tane mAraze. bhAI, huM kahAM jAuM, kaustubhamaNi che bahu kiMmatI abajo abajo abajo rUpIyAnI kiMmatanA abajoneM na mile aisI, vAsudeva che ne uttama puruSa che ne A laIne pAMDavo pAse jA, batAvaje tane rAkhaze. AhAhAhA ! e jAya che ne jyAM baLadeva Ave che e tyAM, tyAM deha chUTI jAya che. AhAhAhA ! e ta2se ta2phaDe trikamo nahIM koI pANIno pAnAra e sajjAya AvatI amAre dukAne vAMcatA ne jyAre ta2se ta2phaDe trikamo, samakitI jJAnI AnaMdameM rahanevAlA paNa hajI rAgano tyAga nathI asthiratAno, eTale... AhAhAhA... nahIM koI pANIno pAnAra re, sahajAnaMdI re AtmA, sUto kahIM nizciMta re, moha taNA re raNIyA bhame, jAga jAga mativaMta re, A sajjAya AvatI amAre cA2 sajjAyamALA hai zvetAmbaramAM to ekaekamAM baso aDhIso zloka Ave. Page #489 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 474 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hame nivRti thI, pitAjInI dukAna thI, choTI uMmarameM saba aDhAra ogaNIsa varase hama to A ja karatA hatA. vepAra bhI karate the. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA. "jAga jAga matIvaMta luMTe jagatanA jaMta" A lUMTArA dhute che tane A mArI bAyaDI ne A mAro chokaro ne huM tAro bApa. AhAhAhA ! "nAMkhI vAMka anaMta" paraNyA'tA zuM kAma tyAre juvAna avasthAmAM mane paraNyA to gharaDAne paraNavI'tI ne bhogano tyAga karo cho to. AhAhAhA !"nAkhI vAMka anaMta viralA koI ugata". AhAhA ! e zAMtinAtha bhagavAna jyAre dIkSita thAya che cakravartI, kAmadeva, tIrthakara chanuMye hajAra strIo ekaeka strInI hajAra deva sevA kare tyAM ene vairAgya thAya che, have ahIM pratyAkhyAnanI vAta cAle che ne? AtmajJAna to hai, samyagdarzana to hai, AhAhAhA ! have rAganA tyAganI vAta, rAga hai, hajI duHkha hai khyAlameM AyA hai saba jJAnIko, have e rAgakA tyAga karanekA bhAva AyA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jaMgalameM jAte hai to rANIyoM AtI hai aura jhaMTIyA tANatI hai (vALa), he strIomeM rahA thA, vo tumhAre kAraNe nahIM rahA thA. meM rAgake kAraNa meM rahA thA, meM samakitI huM, jJAnI huM paNa meremeM rAga thA meremeM duHkha thA, mere khabara hai bhAI. AhAhA hai rANIo e merA rAga mara gayA have, have tuma mereko lalacA nahIM sakatI, choDa , calI jA meM to AtmAne AnaMdameM jAtA huM. AhAhA.. samyagdarzana to hai, tIna jJAna hai, AhAhAhA. paNa aMdara rAgakA bhAva puNya pApakA bhAva duHkharUpa thA, e jAnanameM thA ke mere duHkha hai mere AnaMda ItanA nahIM AyA, jaisA pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha bhagavAna usakA avalaMbanase pUrNAnaMda honA cAhIe e maeNremeM nahIM hai, AhAhAhA.. mairemeM to alpa AnaMda AyA aura sAthameM duHkha bhI mere dikhate hai vedanameM, AhAhA.. aisA jIva e to tIrthakara thA enI to vAta kayAM karavI, paNa aisA jIva apaneko jAnakara aura zraddhAna karake, AhAhAhA ! usIkA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka vo jAnate hai ke meremeM hajI rAgadveSa puNya pApakA duHkharUpakA AcaraNa mairemeM he, to have e svabhAvanA AcaraNa karanekA kAmI samakitI, AhAhAhA.. badhuM zUnya lAge pachI ene, mAro nAtha bhagavAna AnaMdathI bharelo tyAM meM jAuM. A rAgAdi puNya pApakA bhogakA bhAva e duHkharUpa mere vedanameM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! e usIkA AcaraNa, rAgakA, puNyabhAvakA AcaraNa thA abhI, jJAnI samakitIko bhI, AhAhAhA.. ItanA zubha azubhabhAvakA AcaraNa, duHkharUpamaya vedanameM AtA hai, to have e kahate hai, samakitI jJAnI, AhAhAhA... AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka, merA AnaMdakA nAthameM meM ramuM e AcaraNa karanekA kAmI. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? samyagdaSTi hai, samyajJAna huA hai, anubhava huA e IcchA karate hai guru pAse jAkara. AhAhAhA.... anubhavI hai, jJAnI hai, rAgakA aura AnaMdakA vedanavAlA hai, e apanA svarUpakA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka, AhA ! pAThameM hai ne "cavAnucaritakumAH" saMskRtamAM hai kAma. mAro prabhu AnaMda svarUpameM mere bhAna huA hai meM merA AnaMdameM ramanekA AcaraNakA abhilASI huA huM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? nija pada rameM so rAma kahIe, AhAhA.. AnaMdakA nAthameM ramanekI IcchA prabhu mere huI hai. AhAhA.. AtamarAma! AnaMdanA hilloLe jhulato to, AhAhAhA. meremeM ye rAga ne dveSakA duHkha hai e mere AcaraNameM hai avatakA bhAva, have meM to Page #490 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 28 475 merA svarUpanA AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI huM prabhu. A samyagdaSTi jJAnI tIna jJAnakA ghaNI bhI aisI (bhAvanA bhAte hai.) AhAhAhA.... A usIkA AcaraNa meM AnaMda prabhu, sarvajJa svarUpI anaMta AnaMdanA nAtha svarUpI meM, aisA mere jJAna huA, anubhava huA, bhAna huA, paNa merA hajI AcaraNameM rAga ane dveSakA AcaraNa haiye duHkhakA AcaraNa hai mere prabhu, to mere have merA AnaMdakA AcaraNa karanekA meM abhilASI, e duHkhakA AcaraNakA duHkhako choDanekA tyAganekA meM abhilASI hotA huA pUchatA hai, AhAhAhA hai? samyakaSTi, jJAnI dharmAtmAko pUchate hai, ohoho ! eTalo to vinaya che. kAmI to hai IcchA to hai. IcchA utpanna huI, vikalpa to hai, AhAhA! aura guruko vinaya karate hai vo bhI vikalpa hai, rAga hai, duHkha hai, AhAhAhA... e apanA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka hotA huA, usIkA nAma jinakI zraddhA jJAna AtmAkA huA, usakA AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI, have arthAt apanI paryAyameM rAga ne dveSakA AcaraNa zubhAzubhakA hai. avatabhAva hai, atyAgabhAva hai, atyAgabhAvako vadana hai, AhAhA ! e merA svarUpanA AcaraNa karanekA meM abhilASI guruko pUchate hai. AhAhA... elA samyagdarzana huA, samyajJAna huA to tere to saba khabara hai, ho. sattara aDhAra gAthAmAM Ave che ne? samyagdarzana huA meM AtmA AnaMda huM to e zraddhAmeM aisA AyA ki maiM usameM AcaraNa karuMgA to karmakA nAza hogA, aisI zraddhAmeM AyA hai, 17-18 gAthAmAM samayasAra usameM aisA AyA hai. bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda ne jJAnasvarUpakA bhAna huA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? have e aMdarameM jAnekA abhilASI svarUpameM ramaNa karanekA, AhA... to e dharmI samakitI jIva muniko pUchate hai, zraddhAmeM to AyA hai ki maiM jitanA svarUpameM ramuMgA aMdarameM ItanA azuddhatAkA karmakA nAza hogA. aisI to samyagdarzanameM zraddhAmeM A gayA hai, e 17-18 gAthAmAM hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! mAraga to juo, AhAhAhA.... merI cIja, mai zuddha caitanya huM, atIndriya aparimita sarvajJa svabhAvI, jJAyaka svabhAvI kaho, sarvajJa svabhAvI kaho, "za" svabhAvI kaho, jJAna svabhAvI akelA AtmA, aisA mereko bhAna huA hai, paNa prabhu mere AcaraNameM rAga ne puNya pApakA AcaraNa hujI paryAyameM , avatabhAva, atyAgabhAva hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA.. e mere svarUpakA AcaraNa karanekA mai abhilASI huM ane A rAgAdikA duHkhakA AcaraNa choDanekA meM abhilASI prabhu huM. AhAhA ! e pUchatA hai to vikalpa hai ne? bAlacaMdajI! gAthA bahota acchI A gaI hai. AhAhAhA... AnaMdano nAtha jAgIne UThe che aMdarathI, AhAhA... tyAre ema kahe che, ke prabhu mAre to have merA svarUpanA AcaraNa karanekA meM kAmI huM, merI paryAyameM atyAgabhAva bhogabhAva-rAgabhAva, pApabhAva, puNyabhAva usakA merI paryAyameM avratA AcaraNa hai. duHkhakA AcaraNe hai ye merA jJAnameM AyA hai, merI pratItameM AyA hai, jJAnameM AyA hai, paNa have mai to merA svarUpameM AcaraNa karanekA kAmI huM. AhAhAhA ! kaho kSAyika samakitI hoya, AhAhAhA... zreNika rAjA kSAyika samakitI AhAhA... paNa mRtyukALe deha choDanekA rAga A gayA, ApaghAta kiyA, chatAM samakitamAM doSa nahIM, aura e Page #491 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 476 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 samaye tIrthakara gotra bAMdhe emAM phera nahIM, AhAhAhA.. evA zreNika rAjA ahIMyA tIrthakara thavAnA bhaviSyamAM, are re! tIrthakaranA jIvane paNa A dazA? AhAhA ! samyagdarzana hai, samyajJAna hai, ohohoho ! laDakA bacAneko AtA hai pitAjIko, maine jelameM nAkhyA merI baDI bhUla huI, mAtAjIe mane cetAvyo, bhAI terA janma huA taba maiMne kacareke DherameM tereko nAkha diyA thA, tyAM pitAjI AvyA mereko pUchayA bALaka kyAM gayA? maine nAkha diyA hai, arere ! nAkha kayuM diyA e mere peTameM AyA thA taba mere sapanA AtA thA ke ApakA kALajA khAuM e kAraNa maine bALakako choDa diyA. are ! AhAhAhA ! e ukaraDethI bALakane laI Ave che rAjakumAra (ko). AhAhAhA ! kukaDA-kukaDA hotA hai ne kukaDA cAMca mAre che zarIra kuNu rAjakumAranuM, pIDA pIDA pIDA tyAM zreNIka jAya che ane upADI le che. bhAI !terA bApe e kiyA thA ne usako te jelameM nAkhyA rAja karaneko? are mAtA merI baDI bhUla huI, mere khabara nahIM, huM pitAjIko jelase nikAlaneko jAtA huM, hAthamAM barachI leke gaye ane vo (zreNika) jAne ke A mane mArane AyA, haiM samakitI jJAnI, kSAyika samakitI, tIrthakaranA jIva, tIrthakara honevAlA, AhAhAhA... ene deha chUTanekA (samaye) hIrA cUsa liyA maraneko. e bhAva kaisA hai pApa hai ke nahIM? pApa to AyA hai, vedanameM pApa hai, AhAhAhA.. paNa samyagdarzanameM doSa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e ahIMyA kahete hai. AhAhAhA... zuM prabhuno mAraga? zuM vItarAgano paMtha? meM to merA vItarAga svarUpa bhagavAna mereko usakA jJAna huA hai, vartamAna paryAya nirmaLa huI hai usakA jJAna huA hai aura vartamAna sAthameM duHkhakI dazA avrata atyAcakA bhAva hai, e duHkhakA jJAna bhI mere huA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? mAraga bApu! alaukika hai koI, AhAhA... e Icchuka hotA huA pUchatA hai joyuM, have rAgakA duHkhakA tyAga nahIM kiyA, yahAM to svarUpakA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka hotA hai aisA zabda liyA hai bhAI, rAgakA atyAga haiM usakA meM tyAga karuM aisA zabda na liyA maiM to merA svarUpa, AhAhAhA... kayA kahA? samarme AyA? meM rAgakA tyAga karanekA Icchuka aisA naliyA, (zrotA:- astithI che) atise likhA hai. paNa meM to svarUpanA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka huM. samyagdaSTi hai, samyajJAnI hai, svano anubhava hai, saba jJAna huA hai, AhAhA... to mere prabhu, merA AnaMdakA nAthakA AcaraNa, alpa AcaraNa huA hai, paNa vizeSa AcaraNa nahIM, atyAgabhAva hajI meremeM hai, to meM merA svarUpameM AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka, AhAhAhA.... e pUchatA hai, juo to zailI to juo. AhAhAhA! are jagatane satya maLe nahIM sAMbhaLavA e kyAre samaje prabhu ane A bhava ekaeka samaya cAlyo jAya che jeno kaustubhamaNinI kiMmatathI paNa eka samayanI kiMmata kiMmatI che. manuSyabhava usameM A jo na kiyA to usane kAMI nahIM kiyA, AhAhA... yahAM to samyagdarzana huA aura samyakajJAna huA aura bhavathA nAza huA anaMtakA, anaMtakA huA, paNa hajI thoDA rAgakA atyAgabhAva hai, rAgakA AcaraNa hai to prabhu guru pAse jAte hai. prabhu paNa Apane to saba jJAna huM ne samakita hai aura pUchate hai hamako? vinayase pUchate hai. (guru bole) tumako to samyagdarzana hai to khyAla hai ke svarUpamAM TharuMgA taba rAgakA tyAga hogA, e to tamane khabara Page #492 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 28 477 hai. hai, paNa meM to prabhu.. AhAhA... AhAhA.. evA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka, usIkA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka, rAgakA tyAga karanekA Icchuka aisA na liyA. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! mAro AnaMdano nAtha atIndriya prabhu sAgara Isako mere jJAna huA huM pratIta huI anubhava huA hai paNa mere AcaraNameM kamI hai to merA svarUpameM AcaraNa karanekA meM kAmI abhilASI huM. AhAhA... huM to vikalpa, AhAhA.... guru pAse mahA saMta muni pAse kahate hai prabhu. Apa samakitI hai jJAnI hai saba jAnate hai, meM jAnatA huM prabhu paNa merI bhAvanA have aMtara svarUpameM ramanakI huI hai, merI paryAyameM AcaraNakA rAgadveSa duHkha hai. mere khyAla meM A gayA hai paNa meM have to merA svarUpameM AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI huM. AhAhAhA ! Isa AtmArAmako hai, pUchatA hai ki, Isa AtmArAmako, AtamarAma prabhu caitanyanA bAgamAM ramate hai AtmA, AhA... evo AtmA. AtamarAma jema bAgamAM phUla hoya, phUla jhADameM sugaMdha dete hai, ema bhagavAnamAM anaMta guNa hai e AtamabAgameM AtmA jJAnI aMtara ramate hai AtamarAma AhAhA. e AtmArAmako anya dravyoMkA tyAganA kayA hai prabhu? meM merA AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI, paNa have rAgakA meM tyAga karuM? hai? dravyonA pratyAkhyAna tyAga kayA hai? AhAhAhA.. AvI vAtuM che bApA! A to mahA bhagavAna traNa lokano nAtha tIrthakaranI vANI ane e indro sUne, ekAvatArI indro, ekabhavatArI indro, zakrendra hai, deva hai tyAMthI manuSya hokara mokSa jAnevAlA hai, e samakitI hai. zakrendra hai sudharma devaloka e Indra jyAre sabhAmeM Ate hai ane bhagavAna A vAta karate haiM. e kevI vAta haze? ( zrotA- alaukika) AhAhAhA.. bhavyanA bhAgyanA yoge bhagavAnanI vANI nIkaLatI hai. Ate huM ne, bhavi bhAganA joga. bhAI AMhI to aMtaranI vAtuM che nAtha. AhAhA ! samyagdarzana huA, samyajJAna huA, anubhava huA, to bhI usako have svarUpanA AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI, yahAM merI paryAyameM rAgadveSako duHkhakA AcaraNa hai prabhu, to have to maiM AnaMdakA AcaraNa karanekA Icchuka, e rAga ane duHkhakA tyAga kaise hotA hai? jJAna to huM paNa sthiratA mATe prazna karatA hai. AhAhAhA... Isa AtmArAmako anya dravyonA pratyAkhyAna, rAga AdikA tyAga, rAga e to anya dravya huM ne? duHkhanI dazA apanemeM hai paNa hai to paravastu e apanI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA... A loko samyagdarzana vinA pratyAkhyAna kare e to pratyAkhyAna hai hI nahIM e to ajJAna hai saba. e jentIbhAI ! A zuM tamArA badhAye karyuM atyAra sudhI? hamaNAM emanA bhatrIjAe karyA'tAne ATha upavAsa, muMgAe AvyA'tAne ahIMyA tame zuM karyuM'tuM ATha upavAsa ke dasa? ATha - jamADayuM tuM ne. paNa AMhI e nahIM bApu. AhAhA ! e AtmajJAna vinAno tyAga e tyAga hai nahIM. e to mithyAtva bhAva aMdara hai. (zrotA- e dharmano tyAga na thayo) svabhAvanA tyAga huA. rAgakI kriyA karate hai ane meM dharma karatA huM e to svabhAvanA tyAga huA. AhAhA....kaho choTAbhAI ! AvI vAta che A. kalakattAmAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI badheya rakhaDavAnA rastA, A lokone tethI ekAMta lAge che eTale bicArA virodha kare che. to paNa hamaNAM bahu thayuM kalakattAthI kAgaLa Avyo bhAI gayA'tAne jJAnacaMdajI, pATaNIjI ! jJAnacaMdajI Page #493 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 478 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 gayA'tA, to kAgaLa Avyo loko (vyAkhyAnamAM) bahu AvatA'tA ane virodhIone paNa jarIka kSamAno bhAva, amArI bhUla hatI bhAI badhAe kSamA karI kalakattAmAM ane ajameramAM, ajameramAM to kabhI pacAsa varasameM aisA nahIM huA thA. hukamIcaMdajI gaye hukamIcaMdajI atyAre bahu kSayopazama bahota. loko kahe aisI bAta hameM pacAsa varasameM nahIM sUnI ItanI mANasakI bhIDa ajamera nahIM to tyAM to bhAgacaMdajI svAmI jarI munibhagata tattvakA virodha kare, paNa e mAne ke amArI daSTi barAbara che, paNa vo bhI saba mANasa samAte nahIM, usane bhI kahA aisI bAta hameM sUnI nahIM, pacAsa varSameM ajamerameM aisI bAta humane nahIM sUnI, patra AyA hai kala. AhAhA ! hatI kyAM vastu kyAM hatI ? A to ahIMyAse nIkaLyA pachI bAta hai. AhAhA.. paNa ItanA narama thaIne aisA nahIM to ajamera to AkhuM gAma lagabhaga amuka bhajanamaMDaLI ke evA koI koI premI punamacaMda pahADiyA chokarA che, be bhAI bahu e premI che evA haze thoDA, bAkI atyAre to eTalo rasa jAgI gayo ke zikSaNa zibira karo ahIMyA pacIsa hajAra rUpIyA nikAlA zikSaNa zibira A jAtakA zikSaNa, AhAhA ! jagatanA bhAgya huM ne? evI A vastu prabhu! A zikSaNa zibira e dUsarI jAtakI hai. AhAhAhA... AtmajJAna vinA samyagdarzana vinA je A apavAsa ne tyAga ne ema mAne ke ame apavAsa karyo e to badho mithyAtva huThabhAva hai. ( zrotA - guru tene laMghana kahe che) ene laMghana ja kahe che. viSaya kaSAya AhAro tyAgo, "jatana vijayate tyAge jata vijayate upAsesa zeyama" rAgano tyAga, IcchAno tyAga Adi, AhAhA... e tyAga hoya tyAM upavAsa hoya tyAM AtmA saMga vase upavAse, zeSama laMghanama, zeSa lAMghaNa hai. AhAhAhA ! vastu svarUpa aisA hai. AhAhA! keTalI vAta mUkI che bhAI ! svarUpanuM jJAna huA, anubhava huA, jJAna huA, e prazna karate he mere svarUpameM AcaraNa karanekA meM kAmI huM. AhAhA.. merI paryAyameM rAga ne vaiSakA atyAgarUpI duHkhakA vadana hai. AhAhA... samyagdaSTi jJAnI e prabhu e vedanakA tyAga merA svarUpameM AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI e duHkhakA vedanakA tyAga kayA hai? jAnate hai paNa guru pAsa vinayase. AhAhAhA ! namratA hai ne? AhAhAhA.. * vairAgya to tene kahIye ke para taraphathI khasIne je aMdaranIS mahAsattA tarapha DhaLyo che, puNya-pApathI ane paryAyathI paNa khasIne aMdaramAM javuM te vairAgya che. jene rAgamAM rahevuM goThatuM nathI, paradravyamAM aTakavuM gamatuM nathI ane je paryAya pragaTI eTalAmAM ja rahevuM paNa jene goThatuM nathI, dhruva pATa paDI che aMdaramAM, emAM jene javuM che. ene to paryAyamAM rahevuM paNa goThatuM nathI. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 241)SAta Page #494 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 479 gAthA - 34 savve bhAve jamhA paccakkhAI pare tti nnaaduunnN| tamhA paccakkhANaM NANaM NiyamA muNedavvaM / / 34 / / sarvAn bhAvAn yasmAtpratyAkhyAti parAniti jnyaatvaa| tasmAtpratyAkhyAnaM jJAnaM niyamAt jnyaatvym||34|| yato hi dravyAntarasvabhAvabhAvino'nyAnakhilAnapi bhAvAn bhagavajjJAtRdravyaM svasvabhAvabhAvAvyApyatayA paratvena jJAtvA pratyAcaSTe, tato ya eva pUrvaM jAnAti sa eva pazcAtpratyAcaSTe,na punaranya ityAtmani nizcitya pratyAkhyAnasamaye pratyAkhyeyopAdhimAtrapravartitakartRtvavyapadezatve'piparamArthenAvyapadezyajJAnasvabhAvAdapracyavanAtpratyAkhyAnaM jnyaanmevetynubhvniiym| sau bhAvane para jANIne pacakhANa bhAvonuM kare, tethI niyamathI jANavuM ke jJAna pratyAkhyAna che. 34. gAthArthaH- [vasmAta] jethI [sarvAna mAvAna] "potAnA sivAya sarva padArtho [52] para che' [ti jJAtvA] ema jANIne [pratyAkyAti] pratyAkhyAna kare chetyAge che, [tasmAta]tethI,[pratyAkyAna] pratyAkhyAna [jJAna] jJAna ja che[niyamAn] ema niyamathI [ jJAtavyama]jANavuM. potAnA jJAnamAM tyAgarUpa avasthA te ja pratyAkhyAna che, bIjuM kAMI nathI. TIkA -A bhagavAna jJAtA-dravya (AtmA) che te anyadravyanA svabhAvathI thatA anya samasta parabhAvone, teo potAnA svabhAvabhAva vaDe nahi vyAsa hovAthI parapaNe jANIne, tyAge che; tethI je pahelAM jANe che te ja pachI tyAge che, bIjo to koI tyAganAra nathI-ema AtmAmAM nizcaya karIne, pratyAkhyAnanA (tyAganA) samaye pratyAkhyAna karavAyogya je parabhAva tenI upAdhimAtrathI pravarteluM tyAganA kartApaNAnuM nAma (AtmAne) hovA chatAM paNa, paramArthathI jovAmAM Ave to parabhAvanA tyAgakartApaNAnuM nAma potAne nathI, pote to e nAmathI rahita che kAraNa ke jJAnasvabhAvathI pote chUTayo nathI, mATe pratyAkhyAna jJAna ja cheema anubhava karavo. bhAvArtha-AtmAne parabhAvanA tyAganuM kartApaNuM che te nAmamAtra che. pote to jJAnasvabhAva che. paradravyane para jANyuM, pachI parabhAvanuM grahaNa nahi te ja tyAga che. e rIte, sthira thayeluM jJAna te ja pratyAkhyAna che, jJAna sivAya koI bIjo bhAva nathI. Page #495 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 480 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 97 gAthA - 34 Isa AtmArAmako anya dravyonA pratyAkhyAna kayA hai usako AcArya isa prakAra kahate hai savve bhAve jamhA paccakkhAI pare tti nnaaduunnN| tamhA pacakkhANaM NANaM NiyamA muNedavvaM / / 34 / / (harigIta) sau bhAvane para jANIne pacakhANa bhAvonuM kare, tethI niyamathI jANavuM ke jJAna pratyAkhyAna che. 34. AhAhA! gAthArtha thoDA laIe. jisase apanese atirika sarva padArthokA, para hai aisA jAnakara rAga dayA dAnakA, rAga bhaktikA vinayakA rAga AtA hai paNa jAnate hai ki e para hai. merI cIja nahIM, merI paryAyameM hotA hai paNa merI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA... aisA jAnakara pratyAkhyAna karatA hai tyAga karatA hai, usase pratyAkhyAna jJAna hI hai, arthAt jAnA ke A rAga hai aisA jAnakara jJAnameM sthira ho gayA vo pratyAkhyAna hai. jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna jJAnameM lIna ho gayA e pratyAkhyAna hai. AhAhA ! vAta te vAta, traNa lokanA nAthanI vANI saMto, e jagatane jAhera kare che, ADatiyA thaIne jAhera kare che. AhA.. AhAhAhA ! prabhu to Ama kahate the, prabhuno mAraga to A hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? kenA garva karanA, kenA abhimAna karanA, AhA... yaza lenA, AbarU lenA ne bhAI kayA hai tere? kahAM tere jAnA hai nAtha? AhAhA ! terA svarUpanA AcaraNa karanA ye terA yaza hai. AhAhAhA... AhA! aisA niyamase jAnanA. apane jJAnameM tyAgarUpa avasthA hI pratyAkhyAna he. kayA kahate hai? bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpIkA deSTi jJAna to huA anubhava, have jJAna jJAnameM rahate huM jJAna jJAnameM Tharate hai usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna hai. AhAhA! A kAMI bahAranA tyAga kiyA e pacakhANa e pacakhANa nahIM bApA! e to ajJAnabhAva hai sUna to sahI. samajameM AyA? jyAM AtmA jJAnasvarUpI prabhu, atIndriya AnaMdakA nAtha prabhu saccidAnaMda prabhu e sat zAzvata AnaMda ne jJAnako sAgara prabhu e jyAM bhAnameM AyA jJAna huA ke meM to pUrNAnaMda ne pUrNajJAna svarUpa huM, aisA jIva svabhAva jJAnameM sthira ho jAtA hai, ai pratyAkhyAna hai. AhAhAhA! AhAhAhA... e AnaMdakI dhArA vahI tyAM vizeSa jJAna jJAnameM sthira huA, je jJAnasvarUpakA bhAna thA aMze AcaraNa thA, aMza eka zraddhA thI samakita thA, jJAna thA ane aMze AcaraNa bhI thA, paNa A to vizeSa jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmAmAM jyAM lIna huA AtmAno Azraya karake, to e jJAnarUpI pariNamana AnaMdarUpI huA, vo hI pratyAkhyAna hai. AhAhAhA... AvuM A pratyAkhyAna che, kaho - nautamabhAI tame to AvuM, sAMbhaLyuM ya na hoya, sthAnakavAsImAM to A karo ne te karo.(zrotA:- sAcA sthAnaka vAsa aMdaramAM hoya ne) olA to banAvaTI A sthAnaka aMdara bhagavAna, kAle AvyuM tuM ne sthAyI. sthAyI Iti bhagavAna dhruvasthAna hai, sthAna Page #496 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 481 hai tyAM vasane, e sthAnakavAsI hai. (zrotA - oluM to bahAranuM ) e to ajJAna hai. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! apane jJAnameM tyAgarUpa avasthA athavA apane jJAnameM rAgakA abhAvarUpa avasthA, arthAt AnaMdakI ugra avasthA e pratyAkhyAna hai. AhAhAhA... ahIM to samyagdaSTi jJAnIne paNa vadana hai rAgakA duHkhakA. AhAhA... koI kahe ke jJAnIko duHkhakA vedana hI nahIM, e dRSTi mithyAtva hai, e kAMI vastune samakto nathI. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA.... ane duHkhakA vedana karanA e tIvra kaSAya hai, ema kahate hai, e ajJAna che, mUDha hai. are chaThThA guNasthAna sudhI duHkhakA vedana hai, sAtame bhI abuddhipUrvaka duHkhakA vedana hai, are dasamA taka bhI abuddhipUrvaka duHkhakA vedana hai. bhAI tane khabara nathI. pUrNAnaMda jyAM laga pragaTe nahIM tyAM sudhI duHkhakA aMza hai aMdara. AhAhA...AhAhAhA.. mAraga bahu (sUkSma) - (zrotA:- bahu spaSTa cokhkho). AhAhAhA.. TIkAH - A bhagavAna jJAtA, bhASA dekho, bhagavAna jJAtA dekhA, jJAtA dravya, AhAhA ! e prabhu AtmA to jJAyaka dravya hai, sarvajJa, sarvajJa svabhAvI dravya hai ema na kahetA jJAyaka kahA, ema kahetA jJAna svabhAvI jJAtA kahA, AhAhAhA.. paNa bhagavAna AtmA bhASA ema liyA. AhAhA ! eka ThekANe bahAra vAta gaI AtmAko bhagavAna kahate hai ke nahIM, nahIM atyAre bhagavAna na hoya, are sAMbhaLIne prabhu. bahArase AyA thA koI, atyAre bhagavAna na hoya. are bhagavAna traNeya kALe AtmA to bhagavAna hI hai. svabhAva to usakA bhagavAna hI hai, paryAyameM bhUla hai, AhAhA.. bhagavAnapaNA na ho to paryAyameM bhagavAnapaNA AyegA kahAMse? kAMI bahArase AtA hai koI cIja? prAtakI prApti hai, bhagavAna bhaga nAma AnaMda ne jJAnanI lakSmI, vAna nAma enA svarUpa. bhagavAna jJAna ane AnaMda lakSmIvAna e AtmA hai. (zrotA - be prakAranI lakSmI lAge che) dhULanI lakSmI e to rakhaDavAnI hai mArI nAkhavAnI paisA dhULa, ajIva dhULa mATI dhULa meM lakSmIvAna huM maiM lakSmIpati huM jaDapati huM. AhAhA! ahIMyA to dUsarI vAta hai. bApA e lakSmI to kyAMya rahI gaI ajIva paNa aMdarameM rAga hai usakA meM svAmI huM e bhI mithyASTi hai. vedana hai jJAnIko, paNa e merI cIja nahIM merA vedanameM AtA hai, e apekSA meremeM hai, paNa vo merI trikALI cIjameM nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? have eka apekSAe aisA bhI kahA, dUsarI apekSAe pravacanasArameM naya adhikArameM aisA bhI kahA ke jJAnIko AtmajJAna huA, samyakadarzana huA, usako bhI jo rAga AtA hai, duHkha hotA hai, usakA vo svAmI hai. 47 nayameM liyA hai. samajameM AyA? kayoMki usakI paryAyameM hotA hai, koI parase hotA hai ne parameM hotA hai aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA.. samakitI jJAnI paNa apanI paryAyameM je duHkhaka paryAya hotI hai, A atyAgabhAvanI usakA bhI svAmI to mai huM. AhAhAhA ! paNa usakA have mai usakA AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI, e svAmIpaNA merI paryAyameM rAgakA hai duHkhakA, usako tyAga pratyAkhyAna kaise ho usakI bAta vizeSa kahegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ). Page #497 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 482 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 98 gAthA - 34 tA.3-1078 maMgaLavAra Aso suda-1 saM. 2504 samayasAra gAthA-34. ziSya, apanA svarUpa gurumukhase sUnakara apanA AtmA rAgase bhinna hai aisA AtmAnA anubhava samyagdarzana huA, jJAtA vastu e mai huM evI dRSTimeM jJAtApaNAkI pratIta kiyA, AtmAmeM AnaMdakA aMzakA vedana bhI AyA. vo ziSya ema pUchate hai have, samyagdaSTi huM anubhavI che, AhAhA... prabhu, mere svarUpA AcaraNa kisa prakAra ho, merA svarUpameM AcaraNa samyagdarzana hai, anubhava hai, paNa hajI AcaraNameM zubhAzubha rAga AcaraNameM paDA hai. samajameM AyA? zubha azubha duHkha rAga e AcaraNameM (huM) ziSya (ko) samyagdarzana anubhava hone para bhI rAgAdi AcaraNameM hai, paryAyameM rAgakA puNyakA pApakA AcaraNa hai, e ema kahate hai ke prabhu merA svarUpa maine jAnA usakA AcaraNa karanekA meM Icchuka huM, to prabhu Apako meM pUchatA huM, AhAhAhA... samyagdaSTi, samyajJAnI bhAna hai saba to bhI prabhu bhagavaMta ema kahate hai prabhu merA AtmAnA AcaraNa kisa prakAra ho aise meM pUchatA huM. AhAhAhA... usako artha, ke samyagdarzana anubhava AnaMdakA huA, hone para bhI svarUpanA AcaraNa abhI nahIM hai sthiratA jo honI cAhIe e nahIM, e kAraNa ziSyako prazna uThayA prabhu mane merA AnaMdakA nAtha jJAtA vastu, usameM AcaraNa karanekA meM abhilASI huM. AhAhAhA.. to e rAgAdi AcaraNakA tyAga kaise ho? AhAhA... Ama che, samyagdaSTi hai, anubhavI hai. AhAhA... e paNa apanI paryAyameM avratakA rAga-dveSakA AcaraNa dekhakara, AhAhA..merI paryAyameM prabhu duHkhakA AcaraNa hai. AhAhAhA... ema samyagdaSTi, jJAnI gurune kahate hai. AhAhA ! prabhu! to e merA svarUpameM AcaraNa have kaise ho? e rAgadveSa ne duHkhakA AcaraNa hai usakA tyAga abhAva kaise ho? e meM pUchatA huM prabhu. AhAhA! yahAM to ema kahe ke samyagdarzana ne jJAna huA to usako duHkha hai hI nahIM e jJAna nahIM, mithyAjJAna hai. deSTi mithyAtva che. AvI vAtuM AkarI bahu bApu. samajameM AyA? kayoMki bhagavAna AtmA jJAtAkA namUnA samyagdarzanameM huA. AhAhA... samajameM AyA? meM AnaMda huM, jJAna huM, vItarAga mUrti meM prabhu huM, aisI paryAyameM bhI vItarAgI samyagdarzana, vItarAgI samyajJAna, zAstrajJAna nahIM vItarAgI svarUpa AcaraNakA aMza pragaTa huA hai, e have apanA zuddha svarUpameM vizeSa AcaraNa karanekA kAmI, AhAhA.. aura rAga ane duHkhakI paryAyakA tyAga karanekA kAmI, paravastukA tyAga- grahaNa ahIMyA to hai hI nahIM. samajameM AyA? mAraga bahu bhAI. AhAhA! ziSyako uttara dete hai. "yato hi" zabda hai ne bhAI? "yato hi" no artha yaha karyo che ne? yahu "A" eno artha chene ? gujarAtImAM 'A' che. AmAM e artha to "hi" no barAbara che. "yato hi" saMskRta chene? "yato hi" saMskRta hai. yaha che ne yahayaha saMskRtamAM "yato hi" 34 gAthA TIkA, kayA ziSya kahate hai, usakA uttara guru kayA kahate hai. AhAhA ! yaha bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA... A bhagavAna AtmA yaha "A" aisI dRSTimeM anubhavameM to AyA hai, pratyakSa. AhAhA.. mati zrutajJAna pratyakSa hokara, A AtmA jAnanemeM (ziSyako ) AyA hai. Page #498 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 483 samajameM AyA? yahuM bhagavAna AtmA jJAtA, AhAhAhA... guru kahate he ke huM bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhA! ene bhagavaMta kahyuM "bhagavat jJAtR dravyam" saMskRta, saMskRtameM "yato hi" bhagavat jJAtR dravya, bhagavat jJAtR dravya pahelAM zabda "yato hi" liyA saMskRtamaeNse "yaha pachI AkhirameM bhagavat jJAtRdravya saMskRtameM hai. AhAhA! A saMskRta hai usakI TIkA hai. bhagavAna kuMdakuMdAcAryanA zloka hai, usakI amRtacaMdrAcArya TIkA karate hai, usakA A hindI anuvAda thA, e anuvAda pIche gujarAtI huA, hiMdI ApaNe calate hai abhI. AhAhA... "yahu" A jJAtA bhagavAna jJAtAdravya, AhAhAhA... cAhe to strI, bALaka ho, cAhe to puruSa rAjakumAra ho, e apanA AtmAmAM AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI, AhAhA ! merA dravya "A" jJAtA bhagavat, jJAtAdravya, najarameM AyA. bhagavat jJAtAdravya, nimittameM nahIM rAgadveSameM nahIM, paryAyameM nahIM, A to jJAtA A jJAtA. AhAhA ! jJAtAdravya eTale AtmA hai yaha bhagavAna jJAtAdravya prabhu hai, AvI vAtuM che. yaha yaha bhagavAna jJAtA dravya. yaha yaha anya dravya, svabhAvase honevAle anya samasta parabhAveMko, AhAhA.. karmakA nimittase, apanemeM paryAyameM honevAlA anya samasta parabhAva zubha azubhabhAva Asrava vikArI bhAva, AhAhA... samyagdaSTiko bhI vikArI bhAva A paryAyameM hai ema batAnA hai, ane usako vedana bhI vikArIkA hai, AhA... to kahate hai ke ye anya dravya, svabhAvase honevAle, e puNya ne pApa, kAma ne krodha vikalpo je hai, e svadravyanA svabhAva nahIM, paryAyameM vibhAvarUpa anya dravyanA nimittase utpanna honevAlA vibhAva hai. samajameM AyA? yahuM anya 'A' e paNa kiyA hoM, 'A' huM ema jema A hai yahu jJAtA bhagavaMta dravya hai, "yaha" anya dravya, svabhAvase honevAlA, "huM" ema kahate hai. paryAyameM, avasthAmeM rAga dveSa A" anya dravyanA nimittase honevAlA bhAva merI paryAyameM hai. AhAhAhA... AvI vAtuM AkarI. are! yahu anya dravyane svabhAvase honevAle anya samasta parabhAvako, AhAhA... cAhe to tIrthakaragotra bAMdhe aisA zubhabhAva ho, AhA... paNa e to anyabhAva vibhAvabhAva hai. AhAhA.... e anya dravya, svabhAvase honevAlA, vibhAvabhAva ahIMyA dravya svabhAva nahIM ema batAnA hai, paryAyameM hote hai paNa acakA nimittane kAraNe hotA hai, hai apanI paryAyameM apane kAraNase to apanA svabhAva hai. yaha vibhAvarUpa pariNamanakA kAraNa hai hIM nahIM, yahAM hi lenA hai ne? vo svabhAva je bhagavaMta jJAtA dravya jo hai, e to hai, IsakI paryAyameM dravya svabhAvase pariNamana e nahIM. anya dravyanA svabhAvase vikArI vibhAvabhAva duHkhabhAva merI paryAyameM hai. (zrotAH- koNa kahate hai?) samakitI kahate hai. e guru ene kahete hai. samajameM AyA? e parabhAvako puNya ne pApa, je bhAvase svarga mile, je bhAvase tIrthaMkara prakRti baMdhe, je bhAvase AhAraka zarIra AdikA baMdha ho, e saba bhAva, parabhAva vibhAvabhAva du:khabhAva AkuLatArUpa bhAva hai. AhAhAhA... samajameM AyA? samasta parabhAva, emAM koI bAdha nahIM, vikalpa mAtra cAhe to tIrthakaragotrakA bhAva ho e bhI vikAra hai, vibhAva hai, duHkha hai, aparAdha che, je bhAvase tIrthakaragotra baMdhate hai, ye bhAva aparAdha hai. SoDaza kAraNabhAvanA e Ate haiM ne, Page #499 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 484 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 puruSArtha siddhi upAyameM liyA hai, e aparAdha hai. AhAhAhA! apanA yahu svabhAva nahIM. aparAdha utpanna hotA (he) paryAyameM AhAhA... ane aparAdhako baMdha hotA hai ne, aparAdhase bhAvabaMdha hotA hai ne ? aparAdhane kAraNe (baMdha hotA hai) niraparAdhi svabhAvase baMdha nahIM) hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! e anya samasta anya samasta cAhe jitanA vikalpa zubhaAdi ho. AhAhAhA ! ye samasta parabhAvako unake apane svabhAvabhAvase vyAsa na honese, bhASA dekho, ema ke apane svabhAvabhAva jo jJAtA dRSTA AnaMda hai aisA svabhAvase vyAsa na honese, e apanA svabhAvabhAvase vibhAvabhAva vyAsa nahIM honese, samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA... Avo mAraga bhAI sAdhAraNa prANIne kyAM jAvuM bApu? te vinA janma maraNa nahIM maTe bhAI. (zrotA:- apanI paryAyameM hotA chatAM vyApya-vyApaka nahIM?) potAnI paryAyameM honevAlA, parase nahIM, parake kAraNase nahIM, paNa apanI paryAyameM honevAlA hai usako tyAganA hai ne? usako choDanA hai ne? para (cIja) chuTI hai usako choDanA kayA? apanI paryAyameM rAgadveSa AkuLatAkA bhAva paryAyameM hai, paNa AtmA apanA svabhAvase parabhAvarUpe vyAsa na honese, svabhAvase vibhAvarUpa nahIM hotA. AhAhAhA ! juo A Aso suda ekama hai Aja, maMgaLa divasa hai. rAmacaMdrajI jyAre rAvaNane mAre che A dazerA, dazaharA kahe che ne? mAthuM to eka ja hatuM, paNa hAra bahu UMco bahu abajo rUpiyAnI kiMmatano hArane laIne dekhAya Ama mAthA dekhAya daza. AhAhA... e sItAjIne laI gayA, sItAjI paNa jJAnI samakitI, rAmacaMdrajI dharmAtmA samakitI e sItAjIko leneko gaye, tyAM rAvaNe lakSmaNako vidhA nAkhI. rAvaNe vidhA, AhAhAhA... avrata hai ne hajI, rAga bhAva hai ne, rAmacaMdrajI e bhave mokSa jAnevAlA hai. gAlIcA Ama paDayA hai rathamAM, karoDo manuSyo zuM kahevAya e? lazkara, moTo paMDAla karoDo manuSyo, eNe vidhA nAkhI che. AhAhA.... juo samyagdaSTi jJAnI anubhavI, lakSmaNa ko kahate hai. A to hama dukAna upara saba calate the dukAna upara A gAte the 64-65-66 nI sAlamAM "AvyA'tA tyAre traNa jaNAM ne jAzuM ekAeka" rAmacaMdrajI kahe che lakSmaNane jJAnI hai, gujarAtI bhASAmAM che. AvyA'tA tyAre traNa jaNA ne jAzuM ekAeka e mAtAjI khabaruM pUchaze baMdhava zuM zuM javAba daIza lakSmaNa jAgane o jIva baMdhava bola de ekavAra re. sumerumalajI ! A rAmacaMdrajI jJAnI anubhavI, AhAhA.. paNa hajI gRhasthAzramamAM che, rAga hai ne rAgakA vedana hai ne? AhAhA.... he lakSmaNa ! prabhu ApaNe traNa jaNA AvyA'tA ne vanamAM. A sItA gayA ne tuM A paDayo (mUcchamAM) bhAI, huM ekalo jaIza (to) mAtA pUchaze bhAI tame traNa gayAne tuM ekAkI Avyo pAcho. he! baMdhava ekavAra bola ekavAra bola. kaho bAlacaMdajI, juo A samakitI anubhavI, AhAhA... pratyAkhyAna nathI ne? svarUpanuM cAritra hajI nathI. AhAhA.... ane chatAM lakSmaNa jAge che, olI bAIne kAraNe eka bAI che ne? zAstramAM moTo lekha che. vizalyA nAmanI rAjakumArI che. e pUrve cakravartInI dIkarI hatI pachI vidhAdhara ene laI gayo to jaMgalamAM ajagara jaMgalamAM usako gaLI gayo hato aja eTale bakaro gaLe eTale gaLe e ajagara, bakarA aja nAma bakarA, ajagara kahete haiM ne usako aja nAma bakarA-bakarAko gaLe Page #500 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 485 gAthA - 34 e ajagara lAMbo pacIsa hAthano lAMbo hato e kanyAne vidhAdhare jaMgalamAM mUkI'tI. e ajagara gaLI gayo, thoDuM bAkI rahyuM tuM moTuM emAM eno bApa Avyo cakravartI zodhatA zodhatA, zodhatA. are A kyAM? bANa upADayuM ajagarane mAravA. kanyA kahe che pitAjI na mAro maine to AhArakA tyAga kara diyA hai. ajagaranA mukhamAM hai, thoDA bahAra huM thoDA aMdara. AhAhAhA... pitAjI na mAro huM nIkaLIne AhAra nahIM laI zakuM. mere to AhArakA tyAga hai, AhAhAhA ! e deha chUTa gayA. rAjAnI kuMvarI tarIke vizalyA nAmanI huI paNa aisI rahI labdhi usako huI, lakSmaNajI vidhAne vaza che koI kahe vizalyAne lAvo e AyegA vizalyA to jAgrata ho jAegA kaho. e vizalyA Ave che jyAM, jyAM paMDAlamAM pese che tyAM lAkho ghAyala jIva hatA ghAyala sAjA thaI jAya che. sAjA samajate haiM ne ? ( zrotA - hA, taiyAra!) ane A lakSmaNa pAse jyAM Ave che, Ama lakSmaNa jAgI jAya che ane bolyo kyAM gayo rAvaNa ? rAvaNane mAravAno vikalpa, kyAM gayo rAvaNa uThIne laDAI kare che, rAvaNane chedI nAkhe che. AhAhA ! chatAMya e rAmacaMdrajI ne lakSmaNa mahApuruSa che ne! AhAhA ! e maMdodarI rAvaNanI strI pAse jAya che mArIne, bA bahena mAtA ame AvI vAsudeva ne baLadevanI padavI laIne AvyA chIe e kAraNe A huA hai. merA koI virodhI nahIM thA. paNa A padavIne yogya A kAma kiyA hai. juo samakitI jJAnI. AhAhAhA.. e maMdodarI rAMDe che eTale tyAM jAya che. mAtA, bahena ame A padavIdhara chIe e kAraNe A kAma huA, bahena AhAhA.. mApha karajo. AhAhAhA ! e bhAI rAvaNane bALavA laI jAya che, prabhu rAmacaMdrajI ne lakSmaNa sAthe jAya che, e sumerumalajI, juo to kharA ItihAsa samakitI jJAnI Avo rAga hato rAgano ane jyAre rAvaNane bALe che taLAvanI pALa upara moTI che, pote bese che rAmacaMdrajI ne lakSmaNa, kaho mArI nAkhyA enA pratye paNa pAcho A bhAva, samakitI che anubhavI che. rAga A gayA jarI padavIne yogya, rAga vedana duHkhanA huA. AhAhA... e ahIM ziSya pUche che, prabhu mAro nAtha AtmA jJAtAdravya prabhu, merI daSTimeM AyA hai, merA bhagavAna AtmA merA anubhavameM, anubhava je vastu anaMta guNakA piMDa hai usake anusarIne anubhava huA hai, prabhu mere paNa merA svarUpameM AcaraNa karanekA abhilASI huM mai. AhAhAhA.. merI paryAyameM rAgadveSakA AcaraNa hai mATe prabhu to usakA tyAga ane svarUpakA AcaraNa kaise ho? to guru kahate hai, AhAhA... sItAjIne jyAre laI jAya che, rAvaNa Ave che najIka, cheTo raheje. cha mAsa mArI sAmuM joIza nahIM, samakitI. eya sumerumalajI! sItAjI jJAnI, AtmajJAnI, AhAhAhA.. pativratA, rAmacaMdrajI sivAya vikalpa nahIM koI patikA game te ho rAvaNa Ave che. Ama, mAro nAtha cha mahinAmAM mArI saMbhALa levA na Ave pachI tAre vicAravuM. Avaze. jo A samakitInA paNa aMdara AcaraNa, AhAhAhA.. emAM hanumAnajI, hanumAna che ne rAjakumAra, rAjakumAra che I hoM vAMdaro nathI hoM. vAMdarAnuM to enI dhvajAmAM cihna hatuM vAMdarA nahotA. traNa khaMDamAM to enA jevuM koInuM rUpa nahotuM evA hanumAna kAmadeva hatA. AhAhA.. e rAmacaMdrajInI aMguThI che ne e lekara jAya che sItAjI pAse juo A samakitInA AcaraNanA rAganA bhAva. AhAhA... aMguThI Ama dekhe Page #501 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 486 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 che sItAjI "vanacara virA re vadhAmaNI, he virA kyAM thakI lAvyo, e aMguThaDI mArA nAthanI" e samakitI rAmacaMdrajInI hatI ne ane enA jevA to koI puruSa nahatA ne te vakhate to baLadeva puruSa hatA "e aMguThaDI mArA nAthanI e virA kyAM thakI lAvyo, vanacara virA re vadhAmaNI". A vadhAmaNI A aMguThI laIne Avyo mane vadhAmaNI AvI, have bhagavAna Avaze. have rAmacaMdrajI Avaze. AhAhA... juo A vikalpo rAganA. AhAhAhA... pachI to rAmacaMdrajI tyAM jAya che ne (rAvaNane) mAre che. AhAhA ! samakitInA paNa AcaraNamAM paNa rAganA AcaraNa hoya che. AhAhA ! avatabhAva che ne? acAritra bhAva che ne? AhAhA ! to prabhu have to mere merA AcaraNa karanA hai ne nAtha. AhA ! merI paryAyameM parabhAvako AcaraNa to hai merA svabhAva, parabhAvarUpe ho aisA nahIM, paNa paryAyameM vibhAvarUpa paradravyatA nimittase merI paryAyameM hai. AhAhAhA... to kahete he prabhu, ziSyane guru kahete hai ke terA dravya svabhAva to usameM vyApta na honese, paNa dravya svabhAva jo hai usase to vibhAvarUpa pariNamana nahIM hotA. bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA.... jJAna ne AnaMda ne zAMta rasano dariyo prabhu, akaSAya svabhAvano sAgara nAtha, e akaSAya svabhAva svarUpa apanA svabhAvase kaSAyamAM pariNamana nahIM hotA. dravya svabhAvase nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A vAtuM bApA A to aMtaranI vAtuM che bhAI ! zuM thAya? atyAre to bahu (mArga) gupta thaI gayo, pheraphAra eTale lokone satya vAta paNa khoTI lAge che, A to ekAMta che are prabhu sUna to sahI nAtha, e tArA caitanyanA camatkAranI koI alaukika vAtuM che. AhAhA ! bhAI ! ziSyane guru kahe che. ane unake svabhAvase vyAsa na hone se pararUpa jAnakara, samakitadRSTi jJAnI anubhavI rAga ne dayA dAna ane avrata AdinA bhAva hai e vibhAva hai. e anya dravyanA nimittase svabhAvarUpa paryAyameM huA hai, merA svabhAvase nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhA... apane svabhAvabhAvase apane svabhAva jJAna darzana AnaMda aisA svabhAvabhAvase vyAsa na honese, AhAhA... e vikArI bhAvapaNe apanA svabhAvabhAvase vyAsa nahIM hotA, dravya svabhAvase e vyAsa nahIM hotA. AhAhA ! pararUpa jAnakara samyagdaSTi jJAnI dharmAtmA e rAga puNyapApakA bhAva maiM pararUpa jAnakara merA dravya svabhAvase meM vyApta nahIM honevAlA AtmA huM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e vikArI paradravyakA svabhAvase pariNamana hai, e pararUpa jAnakara dharmAtmA, AhAhAhA... juo A jJAnI pararUpa jAnakara vedanameM rAgAdi AtA hai paNa ye merA svabhAva nahIM. merI paryAyameM huM paNa merA svabhAva nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! pararUpa jAnakara tyAga detA hai. A rAga ne vikAra merA svabhAva nahIM. merA svabhAvase meM vibhAvarUpa nahIM huA e parabhAva hai merI paryAyameM, paryAyanI kamajorIse, paNa merA dravya svabhAvase merA vibhAvarUpe nahIM pariNamana honevAlA, AhAhAhA... aisA pararUpa jAnakara tyAga detA hai, arthAt terUpe pariNamate nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvA mAraga bApA. AhAhAhA ! juo A pratyAkhyAna, A pratyAkhAna AnuM nAma che. bhAI pratyAkhyAna koI alaukika cIja che nAtha pratyAkhyAna e cAritrakI dazA Page #502 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 487 hai. e acAritrakI dazAkA bhAva jJAnI jJAnapaNameM pararUpa jAnakara A para hai, meM e rUpe nahIM pariNamuM, e rIte rAgako tyAga karate hai aMdarameM. AhAhA ! je jANatA hai, ye para huM e usako tyAga detA hai, para hai to pararUpe meM nahIM honevAlA, AhAhAhA.. are, AvI vAta kyAM? amRtano sAgara uchaLe che aMdara. emAMthI ene vadhAre amRtanA sAgaranA AcaraNamAM jAvuM che ne, jAnA hai ne, te ziSyane A kahe che. AhAhA. AmAM deha kyAM, vANI kyAM, mana kyAM, kyAMya e to para rahI gayA. strI kuTuMba parivAra to kayAMya para rahI gayA. yahAM to paryAyameM dravya svabhAvase nahIM vyApta honevAlA maiM, paryAyameM paradravyanA nimittase vibhAvarUpa pariNamana hotA hai e maiM jAnatA huM, ke A rAga hai, kayoMki e rAgakI dizA paratarapha hai, para taraphakA lakSase rAga hotA hai, apanA lakSase rAga hotA nahIM. to A rAga hai ye paralakSameM utpanna honevAlA vibhAva e parabhAva hai, aise jAnakara jJAnameM ekAgra ho jAtA hai, rAga chUTa jAtA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhagavAna AtmAmeM Tharate hai, AhA ! e rAgakA AcaraNameM thA, e jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA eNe jANyA ke A to vibhAva parabhAva hai, duHkharUpa dazA merI dazA nahIM, merA dravya svabhAvanI dazA nahIM, AhAhAhA... paNa paryAyameM meremeM, AhAhA... AkuLatAkA vedana hai, paNa I para hai merA AnaMdakA nAthakI ye cIja nahIM dravya svabhAvakI. AhAhAhA.. usako jAnakara parako para jANyA e samaye jJAna (parase) chUTa gayA deSTimaeNse paryAyameMse aura jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna jJAnameM lIna ho gayA, je rAgameM jarI asthiratA thI, e rAgako choDakara sthira ho gayA, A usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna che. AvI vAta. bahArathI hAtha joDIne pacakhANa karone A karo bApu e badhI vAto judI che. bhAI terA mAraga koI judA haiM. AhAhAhA ! bAhyathI apavAsa karyo ne A karyA, tyAga karyo ne e amAro tyAga che, are prabhu sUna to sahI. e bahAranA tyAga to aMdarameM hai hI nahIM, "tyAga upAdAna zUnyatva zakti" kyA kahete hai? bhagavAna AtmAmeM aisA eka guNa hai anAdise parakA grahaNa ane tyAga to usameM hai hI nahIM. rajakaNa, karma parapadArthakA grahaNa ane parakA tyAga usase to zUnya hai prabhu (AtmA). samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! prabhu terA eka guNa aisA hai "tyAga upAdAna zUnyatva." e AhArapANIkA tyAga ane AhArapANIkA grahaNa e terI cIjameM hai hI nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! jhAMjharIjI! Avo mAraga che bhagavAna. AhAhAhA ! paramasatya hai prabhu hai. are ene lokoe garabaDa karI ane A to nizcayanI vAtuM paNa bApu satya ja A hai. nizcaya nAma satya ane vyavahAra to Aropita kathana hai. A choDayuM ne A tyAgI thayo e to vyavahAranA asabhUta vyavahAranA kathana, paNa kharekhara to tyAga Isako kahIe. AhAhAhA ! atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthamAM dRSTi ApI che tyAM, tyAM AgaLa aMdara TharatA rAgane jANatA ke A rAga to para huM e rUpe nahIM pariNamana karanevAlA merA dravyasvabhAva he. AhAhAhA ! ye apanA svabhAvameM ugrapaNe pariNamana karate hai, svasaMvedanabaLa, svasaMvedana jJAnakA vedana nirvikalpa samAdhimeM hotA hai usakA nAma pacakhANa kahate hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? Page #503 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 488 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 have pacakhANa kone kahevAya e paNa sAMbhaLyuM na hoya prabhu! A to A karyuM. A karyuM bhagavAna, AhAhAhA! bhagavAna tarIke ja bolAve che ne, bhagavAna jJAtAdravya kahA ne? pahelo zabda TIkAno, jisako pahele jAnA e tyAga detA hai. tyAga detA hai aisA kahenA e paNa nimittakA kathana kartApaNA hai nahIM IsameM, e AgaLa kahegA. samajameM AyA? rAgakA tyAga karatA hai e bhI AtmAmeM nAmamAtra hai. samajameM AyA? e rAgarUpa huA nahIM ane AnaMdarUpa huA usane rAgakA tyAga kiyA e to kathanamAtra hai, vastumeM hai nahIM. e rAgakA tyAga kayA karanA? rAgako jAnakara jJAnameM sthira huA, to rAga utpanna na huA, usako rAga tyAkhyA ema nimittase kathana hai. AhAhA ! e kahegA, ahIMyA Isaliye jo pahale jAnatA hai, (AhA!) eka-be lITImAM kitanA artha bharA hai, ane eka mANasa kahe tame samayasAranA bahu vakhANa karo cho, meM to paMdara divasamAM vAMcI kADhayuM. huM to vAMcI gyo'to ne, samajayo to kayAM? tame bahu vakhANa karo bApu enI eka eka paMkita ! (aciMtya ) AhAhA... e samajanemeM bahota kaThaNa lage bhAI. abhyAsa parakA ane anaabhyAsa svakA anAdikA, e kala AyA thA anAdikA paranA abhyAsa, e moDanA pAchA vaLanA guMlATa khAnA. AhAhA ! samyagdaSTi huA pIche pratyAkhyAna kaise hotA hai usakI bAta hai. eTale samyagdaSTi huA mATe sarvadoSakA tyAga ho gayA, aisA hai nahIM. dRSTimeM sarvadoSakA tyAga hai paryAyameM sarvadoSakA tyAga nahIM. AhAhAhA! e sarvadoSakA tyAga, e samyagdaSTi jJAnI kSAyika samakitI ho, AhAhA! bhagavAna tIrthakara ho, gRhasthAzramameM e bhI jaba namo siddhANaM kahIne cAritra aMgIkAra kare che. pAMca navakAra nahIM gaNe e, tIrthakara gRhasthAzramameM hai jyAM lagI tyAM lagI rAga puNya-pApaka AcaraNa, bhogakA AcaraNa, rAgakA duHkhakA AcaraNa che. AhAhAhA. e bhagavAna jyAre cAritra aMgIkAra kare che, zAstram aisA lekha hai namo siddhANaM basa, namo siddhANe karake svarUpameM aMdara Utara jAte hai. AhAhAhA.. tyAre usako pratyAkhyAna nAma cAritradazA hotI hai. tIrthakarane paNa. AhAhAhA ! Isaliye jo pahele jAnatA thA, pahale jAnatA thA ke A rAga para hai, e jAnanevAlA jAne ke A rAga para hai, pahele jAnatA thA, vahI bAdameM tyAga karatA hai. AhAhA ! usameM joDAtA nahIM hai, svarUpameM lIna hote hai. AhAhAhA! jema bhagavAna o vijaLI uparathI paDatI hai ne tAMbAnA vAyara hoya che ne vijaLI UtarI jAya che. AhAhA.. ema bhagavAna AtmA apanA anubhava ne jJAna to hai, guru kahete hai paNa rAgako te para jAnyA, para hai to svapaNe pariNamanA ane pararUpe nahIM aisA hokara jJAna jJAnameM pariNamate hai, to rAga chUTa jAtA hai, (utpanna nahIM hotA) ane rAga choDatA hai aisA kahenA e bhI tere mATe to nAma kathana hai. AhAhAhA! juo to gAthA ! A noratAno pahelo divasa che. nava ratA kahevAyane ? nava ratA noratA nahIM nava rAta. AhA! A bhagavAna sAme laDAI hAlI rAga sAme. AhA ! rAvaNanuM jema mAthuM kApI nAkhyuM lakSmaNe, mULa to lakSmaNe, vAsudeva che ne A to baLadeva hai rAmacaMdrajI to baLadeva che, padavI AmanI UMcI che vAsudevanI saMsAranI apekSAe. AhAhAhA !yahAM kahate hai AtamarAma Page #504 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 489 bhagavAna jyAM apanA svarUpanA anubhava huA, e AtamarAma apanI ramatamAM caDate haiM. rAgakI utpatti nahIM hotI usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna hai. AhAhA! aMtara AnaMdameM ramate hai bhagavAna AtmA e (pahale) thoDA AnaMda thA usameM ramate the, (aba) vizeSa AnaMda pragaTa karake ramate the, AhAhA ! rameM tyAre rAgakA duHkhakA bhAvakA tyAga ho gayA, abhAva ho gayA ene tyAga kiyA ema kahanemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA! bAkI to bhagavAna AtmAmeM eka abhAvabhAvanA svabhAva che. arere ! AhAhAhA ! kayA kahate haiM suDatAlIsa zakti hai ne ? usameM AtmAmeM eka abhAva nAmakA guNa anAdi anaMta che. e abhAva svabhAvane kAraNe rAgakA abhAvarUpe pariNamana ho gayA . samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! abhAva rAgakA abhAva svabhAvarUpa abhAva apanemeM hai. rAgarUpe na pariNamanA aisA abhAva svabhAva apanemeM hai. AhAhA ! are AvI vAtuM have keTalI yAda rAkhavI AmAM? rAmajIbhAI nahotA kahetA eka di' prabhu! tArA mAraganI rIta to A che bhAI. AhAhA ! e janamamaraNanA duHkhaDAnA nAza karavA prabhu. AhAhA ! bhavabhayathI DarI citta thaIne. bhAI kaThaNa, paNa karanA paDegA nAtha. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA... je jANe che, jANanAre jANyuM bhagavAne ke A rAga para hai, jANanAra jANe ane jANanAra pararUpe na ho, ane parakA abhAvarUpa svabhAvarUpa pariName A IsakA nAma tyAga ne pacakhANa kahunemeM AtA hai. AvI vAtuM che prabhu! zuM thAya? AhAhA ! parama satya paramAtmAe A rIte kahyuM che. bAkI badhI pachI ulaTI dRSTithI vAto kare e nahIM. game te have eka jaNa to ema kaheto'to indralAlajI hato jayapuramAM, digambaramAM janmyA e badhA bhedajJAnI to che ja, jamyA e to badhA bhedajJAnI che ene have rAgakA pratyAkhyAna karanA ane cAritra lenA basa e karanA hai. are bhAI bhagavAna te zuM karyuM, teM A bhAI ! AhAhAhA! digaMbaramAM (janmyo) zuM paNa digaMbara sAdhu anaMtabaira huA, "munivrata dhAra anaMtabaira raiveyaka upajAyo" paNa e to rAganI kriyA, evI kriyA to atyAre hai hI nahIM, evI rAganI kriyA zubha munivratadhAra anaMtabaira raiveyaka upajAyo paNa prabhu AtmajJAna vinA (leza sukha na pAyo). bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha prabhu usakI sanmukha tuma na huA usase vimukha hokara rAgakI kriyA te kiyA. samajameM AyA? digaMbarameM janma to zuM digaMbara sAdhu hoya to ya mithyASTi hai rAga kI kriyA apanI mAnate hai to. pATaNIjI! AvI vAta che. prabhu! AhAhA! bhagavAna jJAtA dravya, AhAhA.... AcAryonI bhASA to juo. bhagavAna jJAtAdravya pahelo zabda e upADyo che ne? yahI "bhagavaMtu jJAtR dravya", AhAhAhA... pAmarane bhagavAna mAnavo kaThaNa paDe che. e bhagavAna svarUpa jAnA huA charta, paryAyameM jaba taka parakA vikArakA pariNamana hai tabalaga vo svarUpanA AcaraNa nahIM, svarUpa AcaraNa aMze huA hai samyagdaSTiko paNa jisako cAritra kahIe aisA AcaraNa nahIM. to cAritra zabda jo kahe, e to svarUpa jo AnaMdakA nAtha hai usako jo jANyA ne mAyA, usameM (ugrapane) caranA AnaMdameM ramanA. AhAhA ! svasaMvedanameM atIndriya AnaMdakA kavaLa lenA, atIndriya AnaMdakA grAsa lenA. samajameM AyA? Page #505 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhAIe dAkhalo Apyo che ne ? sogAnIe gannAkA rasa, ghaTaka ghaTaka ghaTaka, pIte hai ne ? aise dharmAtmA svarUpakI dRSTi uparAMta svarUpameM sthiratA karaneko ghaTaka ghaTaka AnaMdako pIte hai. arere ! A zuM vAta ! AhAhA ! e kahate hai, jo jAnate hai voThI rAgakA tyAga karate hai, anya to koI tyAga karanevAlA nahIM, IsaprakAra hajI to A prakAre AtmAneM nizcaya karake, dekho AhAhA... kayA kahA I ? hajI to pratyAkhyAna have hogA, paNa A pramANe pale nizcaya karate hai maiM jJAtAdravya svabhAva e vibhAvapaNe svabhAvase pariNamanevAlA nahIM, paryAyameM vibhAva hai to e to 52nA nimittakA avalaMbanase hai, e duHkhadAyaka hai, mere to AcaraNa karanA hai merA, to jisako 52 jANyA, 52se pRthaka rahakara jAnA e 52ko pRthaka kara detA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? 490 have AvI vAta are bhAI du:khIdu:khI e prANI du:khI che bhAI. AhAhA ! jenA duHkha dekhI, zAstrameM to aisI bAta hai, AhA ! terA ma2Na huA aura terI mAtAkI AMkhameMse AMsu AyA, e AMsu ItanA hai ke samudra bharAya, bApA tArA du:kha dekhyA na jAya bhAI. AhAhAhA ! e kahyuM nahotuM eka pherI hamaNAM lAThImAM eka bAI hatI, kanyA aDhAra varasanI uMmara lAThI, sArA za2I2meM zItaLA, zItaLA kayA kahete hai ? cecaka be varSanA lagna enA dhaNIne bIjI eno dhaNI pahelI paraNyo to e marI gaI. ene zItaLA thayA ane taLAImAM paDI'tI ane dAne dAne IyaLa, kIDA, dAne dAne IyaLa kIDA, Ama paDakhuM phare tyAre hajAra kIDA Ama khare, bIjI bAju phare to Ama paDe, marI jAya navA utpanna thAya. enI mAne kahe che bA, meM AvA pApa A bhavamAM karyAM nathI, zuM AvyuM A ? AhAhA ! sahyuM jAya nahIM taLAImAM baLatarA baLatarA dANe dANe IyaLa paNa e pIDA paNa narakanI pAse to anaMtamAM bhAganI che. lokone kyAM khabara che bhAI narakanI pIDA je pahalI na2ke usase anaMtame bhAge hai deha chUTa gayA rotA rotA ne. AhAhA ! ane haDakAyuM karaDe che ne haDakAyuM kUtaruM zuM kahe che tamAre( zrotAH- pAgala kuttA ) pAgala kuttA karaDate hai. eka kanyAko karaDayA thA bAra varSanI juvAna kanyA, emAM pAgala kuttA, premacaMdabhAI che ApaNe lAThI rANapuravALA enA mitranI dIkarI hatI mitra gujarI gayelA bhAIbaMdhanI dIkarI-kAkA, mArAthI sahana thatuM nathI. pavana nAkho to sahana thatuM nathI - sUtA sahana thatuM nathI. pANI pIvAtuM nathI. zuM prabhu vedanA ? kuttA pAgala kuttA haDakAyA bAra varSanI juvAna choDI ane pIDA pIDA pIDA deha chUTa gayA. bApu e pIDAthI anaMta guNI pIDA tane narkamAM thaI che. e pIDAnA 52mANune choDanA ho to nAtha ! A upAya terA karanA paDegA. haiM ? AhAhAhA ! vizeSa kahegA. ( zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva ). pravacana naM. 99 gAthA - 34 tA. 4-10-78 budhavAra Aso suda-2 saM. 2504 samayasAra 34 gAthA TIkA phira. yaha bhagavAna jJAtA AtmA, bhagavAna jJAtA AtmA e to jANana-dekhana svabhAva svarUpa prabhu hai. e jJAtA jANana-dekhana aisA caMdra sUrya jaisA prakAzarUpa, e jaDa prakAza che A caitanya prakAza che. aisA AtmA yaha anya dravyoMke svabhAvase Page #506 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 491 honevAlA karmanA nimittanA saMbaMdhamAM honevAlA zubhaazubha rAga vibhAvabhAva e anya samasta parabhAvoMko, e parabhAva vikArIbhAva unase apane svabhAvabhAvase vyAsa na honese apanA jJAnAnaMda svabhAva e svabhAvase vibhAvamAM vyApta nAma pariNamana na honese AhAhA... e vibhAva samakitIko jJAnIko pararUpa jAnakara, enI bAta hai. e puNya ne pApanuM AcaraNa, avratA AcaraNa hai e samakitIko jJAnIko, to vo jAnakara ke A to rAga hai vikAra hai, merA svabhAvase meM pariNamana karuM aisI cIja nahIM. svabhAva to svabhAvarUpe pariName aisI cIja hai. to merA caitanya AnaMda jJAna svabhAva e anyabhAvakA pariNamaneke lAyaka nahIM. AhAhAhA ! vyAsa na hone se pararUpa jAnakara samyagdaSTi jIva, dharmI jIva apanA svabhAvase vibhAvarUpe na hone lAyaka maiM to huM, aisA jAnakara tyAga detA hai. AhAhA.. rAgarUpa jo AcaraNa avratakA thA, ye meM to jJAtA huM, dRSTA huM, ye merA svabhAvase vibhAvarUpa pariNamanakA vyAsa honeko meM lAyaka nahIM. mairA svabhAva aisA he nahIM. AhAhA ! juo A pratyAkhyAna, e tyAga detA hai Isaliye jo pahele jAnatA hai jJAnasvabhAvameM pahale jAnate hai ke A rAgAdi vikAra e para hai, AhAhA...vahI bAdameM tyAga karatA hai. jAnatA hai ve hI apanemeM Thara jAtA hai. anya to koI tyAga karanevAlA nahIM, jAnA ke A rAga hai. AhAhAhA ! asthiratA meremeM hai merA svabhAva rAgarUpe pariNamanekA lAyaka to nahIM, chatAM pariNamana hai, to vo rAgAdi, pratyAkhyAnanI A bAta hai ne? tyAga karanevAlA dUsarA to koI nahIM, jAnA ke A rAga hai, vikAra hai, vibhAva hai, basa jAnA to apanemeM Thara jAte hai. aisA to hajI nizcaya karate hai. ema kahete hai. IsaprakAra AtmAmeM nizcaya karake, A rIte AtmAmAM prathama nizcaya karake, pratyAkhyAnake samaya apanA svarUpameM lIna svasaMvedana honeke kALameM, AhAhA... pratyAkhyAna karane yogya, rAgakA tyAga karane yogya, Are AvI vAtuM, parabhAvakI upAdhi mAtrase, je vikArabhAva hai e to parabhAvakI upAdhi hai, enA pravartamAna tyAgake kartutvakA nAma, e vikArakA tyAga meM karatA huM, e to nAmamAtra (kathana mAtra) hai. apanA svarUpameM Tharate hai, tyAM rAgakA tyAga ho jAtA hai, usako (rAgakA) tyAga kiyA aisA kathanamAtra hai. AhAhA! AvI vyAkhyA lokone kaThaNa paDe che. ema ke pAThamAM to ItanA hai "sabe bhAve jamhA paccakhAI" parabhAvanA paccakhANa karyA eTale A bahArathI kare che ne, eTale e loko ema kahe che ke, A TIkAkAre ane vidvAnoe vastune gaharI, gaMbhIra banA diyA, paNa A TIkA kiyA paNa A pAThamAM che ne? "paccakhANa nANama niyama muNe-dabdha" cothuM pada che ke nahIM ? nANama eTale AtmA, jJAna zabda ahIMyA AtmA. pATha che ne? nANama niyamA muNe" TIkAno karanAra e to ema kahe che, A vAta to tadga saraLa hatI ekaso paMcAvana gAthAno prazna thayo hato tyAM dilhI, che ne ekaso paMcAvana? "jIvAdi sadahaNe" ema ke tyAM to "jIvAdi sadahaNa" ItanA hai, paNa usakA artha kayA huA usameM? ke jIvAdikI zraddhA eTale ke pratIta mAtra vikalpase aise nahIM, e jIvAdikI zraddhA (eTale ) e rUpe AtmA jJAnarUpe nAma AtmArUpe pariNamana honA usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai, tyAre e lokone ema Page #507 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 492 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 (6 thayuM, ke A zAstranI vyAkhyA gaharI karI nAkhI, sIdhI vAta hatI ke "savva bhAve paccakhAI, jIvAdi sadguNuM " samakita, paNa "jIvAdi sadahaNuM" samakita kahenA kisako ? samajameM AyA ? e to zvetAMba2meM ema kahate hai "bhAveNa sadaH aMtaHtattva" nava tattvane bhAvathI zraddhe aMtaHkaraNathI te samakita. paNa e bhAva kyA ? aThayAvIsamo adhyayana hai mokSamArga uttarAdhyayana zvetAMba2 amAre to saba cAlI gayAne vyAkhyAnamAM saMpradAyameM boTAdameM hajAro mANasa Ate the. sabhAmeM tyAM A kriyA aMtaHkaraNase, paNa aMtaHkaraNa eTale kayA ? AhAhA! aMtara AtmasvabhAvakA pariNamana karake, zraddhA karanA sakita karanA usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhA ! yahAM bhI ekaso paMcAvanameM ye kahA "jIvAdi sadahaNuM" jJAnarUpa eTale AtmA e svarUpa zuddha caitanya hai e rUpe usakA zraddhArUpe pariNamana ho jAnA, nirvikalpa zAMtirUpe pariNamana honA aMze usakA nAma samyagdarzana hai. AhAhA... ahIMyA ye kahA paccakhANameM ema ke pATha to ItanA thA. "savva bhAve jamahApaccakhAI" paNa eno artha kyA? artha to pAThameM liyA hai ne, "nANama niyamA munidavyaM" AtmA nizcayathI jANavo. pratyAkhyAne e AtmA nizcayathI jANavo ema che ke nahIM to usakA artha karanA paDe ke nahIM ? samajameM AyA ? ke AtmA apanA svarUpakA anubhava huA, samyagdarzana huA, AtmAkA AnaMdarUpe, jJAnarUpe pariNamana huA, e to samyagdarzana. have e samyagdarzanameM jJAna to hai sAthameM to e jANate hai ke meMremeM hajI avratakA, atyAgakA, rAga bhAvakA pariNamana meremeM haiM, ve e rAgakA tyAga karanA hai. to kayA ? je jJAna svabhAvI bhagavAna, A rAga hai aisA jAnA, jAnakara jJAnameM 27 gayA, sthira ho gayA, e pratyAkhyAna che. AhAhA ! Ane to ema ke pratyAkhyAna eTale sarva bhAvanA paccakhANa emAM AvI paccakhANanI vyAkhyA ? TIkAkAre vidvAnoe duruha karI nAkhyo ( artha ) are bApu ema nathI- enuM spaSTIkaraNa karyuM che. ke paccakhANa Isako kahIe, paccakhANa kaho ke cAritra kaho, pratyAkhyAna- rAgakA tyAga kaho ke cAritra kaho, ekaso paMcAvanamAM Ave che ne bhAI ? "jIvAdi sadahaNaM sammatte jIvAdi jJAnam" jIvAdi padArthano jIvanuM jJAna svarUpanuM jJAna e jJAnarUpe pariNamanA vo jJAna ane cAritra rAgAdi varjana jJAnameM, rAgAdi varjana jJAnameM, e cAritra to usakA e artha yahAM huA ke je rAga hai, vo jAnA ke A rAga hai, hai bhegA, 52 ta2phakA pariNamana chUTa gayA, ane jJAna jJAnarUpe pariNamana huA, usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna hai. eTale lokone ema ke pATha evA sahelA che, emAM paNa TIkAkAre ene Ama karI nAkhyuM. hamaNAM artha Avyo che ne samayasA2no basa gAthAno artha, sAdhAraNa zabdArtha. are bhAI, e gAthAmeM je bhAva hai usakA hI spaSTIkaraNa kiyA hai. gAya aura bheMsake AumeM jo dUdha hai, AumeM dUdha to usameMse nikAlate hai, vo jo hai IsameMse nikAlate hai, aise gAthAmeM ( jo ) bhAva hai, e tarkase TIkAkAre usakA spaSTIkaraNa kiyA hai. samajameM AyA ? lokone bahAranA AcaraNanI zraddhA ane jJAna zAstrakA jJAna ane A vrata Adi niyama basa, vo hI mokSakA mArga hai. e to baMdhakA mAraga hai. AhAhAhA! yahAM to bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpI muktasvarUpa prabhu, usako rAgase pRthaka hoka2 Page #508 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 34 493 apanA AtmAkI pratIta nirmaLa samyagdarzana vItarAgI paryAyase pratIta karanA, rAgakA abhAvarUpa vItarAgI samyagdarzana paryAyase pratIta karanA, usakA nAma samyagdarzana. AhAhAhA... aura rAgakA tyAgarUpe AtmAkA jJAnarUpa pariNamana honA e jJAna hai. aura AtmAkA, rAgakA jAnanA huA, jAnakara usameM pariNamana na huA, aura apanemeM (jJAnameM ) TharyA, usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna, jJAna pratyAkhyAna hai. e AyAne ? cothuM pada TIkAmAM hai pAThamAM e ja che jJAna pratyAkhyAna 'jJAna' zabde AtmA. bhagavAna AtmA apanA zuddha svarUpakA bhAna hai, aura pIche rAgAdikA AcaraNa paryAyameM hai, e zAna jAnate hai, merI paryAyameM duHkha AkuLatA rAga hai, atyAga hai, e jAnA ane jAnaka2 jJAna jJAnameM 27 gayA. jJAna( kA ) rAgameM pariNamana na huA, e jJAnasvarUpI AtmA jJAnameM 2he gayA usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna hai. 'nANama niyamA' ema AyA ne " nANama niyamA mUNe evuM" e AtmA nizcayathI e cAritrane pratyAkhyAna che, AvuM AkaruM paDe eTale lokone ema ke evA sIdhA sAdA artha hatA emAM AvA gaMbhIra artha kADhayA. e artha ja gaMbhIra che. OM ! e to spaSTIkaraNa hai, bhAI tere pratyAkhyAna kaba hogA, kaise hogA, usakA spaSTIkaraNa hai. bhale ene pratyAkhyAna abhI na ho, paNa pratyAkhyAna ho taba kaise hogA. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna (nijAtmA ) jJAna ane AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, e apanA jJAna svabhAvI bhagavAna pratye, jJAnanI pratIti samyagdarzananI pratIti e AkhA svarUpakI pratIti nirvikalpa e AtmAkI pariNamana dazA hai, usakA nAma samyagdarzana. aura ye AtmAkA jJAna, jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAnakA jJAna, zAstrajJAna e jJAna nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna zAnasvarUpI jJAnapradhAna anaMtaguNakA piMDa, paNa jJAnapradhAna kathana hAle che ne ? kala AyA thA. jJAnapradhAna anaMtaguNakA piMDa dopaharako AyA thA. AhAhA... aise bhagavAna jJAna prajJAbrahmasvarUpa prabhu e apanemeM jAnanemeM AyA ke A rAga hai ye jAnA ane rAgamaya jAnakara, aMzameM pariNamana na huA ane jJAna( kA ) jJAnarUpe pariNamana huA usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna cAritra hai. AhAhAhA ! A svasanmukhamAM Tharyo, svasanmukha rdaSTi jJAna to hai, paNa have svasanmukha aMtarameM (ekAgratA ) karake Thara gayA, jama gayA ! jJAna jJAnameM jama gayA, AtmArAma AtmAneM rama gayA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM eTale lokone artha bIjA karyAM ne AvuM karyuM ema kahe, are bhagavAna tane na bese vAta mATe bIjo artha karyo ema kahevAya ? ( zrotAH- AcArye bIjA artha karyAM ema kahevuM kAMI vyAjabI che ? ) hA ema I kahe che. bhASA evI che. Ave che ne vidyAnaMdajI emAM baLabhadra paMDite e lakhyuM che, paNa enuM kahevuM che mATe lakhyuM che. AhAhA ! ema ke "jIvAdi sadahaNuM sammataM" eTale jIvAdinI zraddhA e samakita, paNa enI vyAkhyA pAchI kahe, AtmA jJAnasvarUpe e rUpe pariName kahevo e samakita ne A badhuM lAMbu karyu, (zrotAH- jJAna jJAnarUpe pariName ) AtmA AtmArUpe pariName ema enuM kahevuM che ne tyAre samyagdarzana hai ne ? rAgarUpe pariNamate the ekatvabuddhimeM tabalaga to mithyAtva thA. samajameM AyA ? AhAhA ! rAga ne vikAra ne svabhAva be bhinna hai, chatAM e rAgarUpa maiM huM aisI ekatvabuddhi thI taba to mithyAtva hai, have e mithyAtvakA tyAga, jJAna jJAnarUpe pariName ane rAgarUpe na thAya bhale rAga ho, paNa rAganI Page #509 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 494 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ekatArUpe na thAya, na ho ane AtmA AtmArUpe ho usakA nAma samyagdarzana. bhagavAna tArI vAta to AvI che prabhu have paNa lokoe zuM karI nAkhyuM, A bahu pheraphAra karI nAkhyo. AhAhA ! e AMhI (kahate haiM) IsaprakAra AtmAmeM nizcaya karake, dekho pratyAkhyAnake samaya jyAre pratyAkhyAna svarUpanuM zuddharUpe pariNamana honeke kALameM, AhAhAhA.... pratyAkhyAna karane yogya rAga-parabhAvakI upAdhi, e rAgAdi hai e parakI upAdhi hai, usakA tyAga e to nAmamAtra kathana hai. e jJAna bhagavAna jJAnameM jama gayA, AtamarAma AtmAmeM rama gayA, basa vo pratyAkhyAna che. AhAhAhA ! lokone ema ke bahArathI pratyAkhyAna karyuM eTale pratyAkhyAna thaI jAya ema manAvavuM che. ema na hoya. (zrotAH- satya samajavAno prayatna nathI karavo.) AhAhAhA ! bhAI, pratyAkhyAna eTale paccakhANa, paccakhANa arthAt rAgAdinI asthiratAno tyAga, e tyAga kahenA, kahete hai e bhI nAmamAtra hai. yahAM to bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpI AnaMda saccidAnaMda prabhu e AtmA AtmAnA AnaMdameM rama gaye (jama gaye) jJAna eTale AtmA, AtmA AtmAmeM lIna ho gaye, e rAgameM je lIna thA e choDakara ke A to para hai merI cIjameM ye nahIM, aise jAnakara jJAnasvarUpa jJAnameM rama gaye, e kALameM pratyAkhyAna kahanemeM AtA hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI vyAkhyA cAritranI. have ahIM to paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma e cAritra che. (AhA!) ane e cAritra, vyavahAra cAritra enAthI nizcaya cAritra thaze. (ema nathI.) are bhagavAna ! arere bhAI lUMTAI gayo prabhu tuM. tuM evI mAnyatAthI lUMTAI gayo chuM. bhagavAna to ema kahete hai prabhu, terI cIja to aMdara e zubha-azubha rAgakA vibhAvase, terI cIja svabhAva bhinna che, e svabhAvanA jisako jJAna samyak huA anubhava huA usako bhI rAgabhAva rahate hai, hote hai, paNa merA svabhAvase meM rAgarUpe pariNam aisI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! merA prabhu jJAna ane AnaMda svarUpI prabhu e rAgarUpe ho aisA (hai) nahIM. aisA jAnakara rAgakA abhAva hokara svabhAvakI zuddhatAkA pariNamana paccakhANa ho, usakA nAma cAritra ane pratyAkhyAna kahate hai. arere ! zuM thAya? AhAhA! samyagdarzana huA ne samyajJAna huA, to cAritra kayuM lete nahIM? ema kahete hai, (vo loga) ke bhAI cAritra ema kAMI, AhAhA... cAritra to bhAI bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdakA nAtha (zrotAH- cAritra levuM eTale bhagavAna thaI gayA) are! e to bhagavAna ho gayA, cAritra eTale AhAhA.. paMcaparameSThI AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu. AhAhA... e koI bahAranI cIja nahIM, e to aMtara AnaMda svarUpamAM AnaMdanI ugratArUpe pariNamanA enuM nAma sAdhu, AcArya ne upAdhyAya hai. bahAranA nagnapaNA ne e koI cIja nahIM. AhA ! aliMgagrahaNameM to aisA kahA hai, yatinI bAhya kriyAno jisameM abhAva hai A paMcamahAvratanA vikalpa Adi ke nagnadazA e svabhAvameM to usakA abhAva hai. aliMgagrahaNamAM Ave che ne bhAI, yatinI bAhya kriyA. AhAhAhA... zuM paNa vAta yatinI A paMcamahAvrata Adi kriyAnA vikalpo, nagnaparA, vastrarahitapaNA e svabhAvameM to usakA abhAva hai. AhAhAhA... aisA bhagavAna AtmA aliMgagrahaNa rAgase ne parase pakaDameM nahIM AtA, kacUM ki e mahAvratAdikA rAga ne nagnapaNA usakA to svabhAvameM abhAva hai, to svabhAvameM abhAva hai to usase pakaDanaeNme Page #510 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 495 Ate haiM? aliMgagrahaNa. liMga nAma rAgAdise grahaNameM nahIM AtA. AvuM AkaruM paDe mANasane bApu mAraga to e che bhAI. (zrotA- anabhyAse AkarUM paDe) abhyAsa nahIM ane e jAtanuM sAMbhaLavA maLatuM nathI. bahAranuM sAMbhaLavA maLe A karo ne A karo karavuM e kahetA (huM) to e vikalpa ne rAga - rAgakA karanA e (Atma) svabhAvako soMpanA e to mithyAtva hai.. AhAhA ! mahArAjA cakravartIko ema kahenA ke A mahelameMse kacarA nikAla do. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A bhagavAna AtmA jJAnAnaMda svabhAva usako vibhAvakA karanA soMpanA(e) mithyAbhAva hai. (rAga ) hotA hai paNa meM karuM, karane lAyaka hai, aisI cIja nahIM e. AhAhA! anaMta AnaMdano bAdazAha prabhu, anaMta guNano bAdazAha, svAmI e apanA guNapaNe pariName, samajameM AyA? e rAgarUpe pariNamanA, (paryAyameM) pariName bhale e jJAna jAne, paNa pariNamanA ye merI cIja hai mere pariNamane lAyaka mai huM aisA nahIM. AhAhA ! bhAre AvI vAtuM. parabhAvakI upAdhimAtrase pravartamAna tyAgake kartutvakA nAma AtmAko hone para bhI" kayA kahete hai? bhagavAna AtmA AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpI prabhu apanemeM jAnA ke A rAgAdi hai, meremeM samakita to hai, jJAna hai, svarUpakA AcaraNa thI aMze hai. paNa cAritra nAma dharAve aisA AcaraNa nahIM. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA ! to vo jyAre aMtarameM aMtara svabhAvase rAga para haiM aisA jAnA to samyagdarzanameM AyA hai pahele. paNa jAnA vo hI samaye usarUpa na honA, ane jJAna ne AnaMdarUpa honA usakA nAma cAritra ane pratyAkhyAna hai. are! enI vidhinI khabara na maLe. AhAhAhA ! zIrA halavA hotA hai to ATA ghI pahelAM pI jAte hai, ATA ghI pIche guDa sakakarakA pAnI nAkhate haiM ne? to A (ATA ghI) pI jAya che to moMghA paDate hai hamAre, to kayA karanA hai? ke pahele guDakA pAnImeM ATA zeko. pIche nAkho ghI, e zIrA to nahIM banegA magara loparI nahIM banegI. hai! AhAhA? moMghu paDe paNa e karye ja chUTakA hai. ema ke aisA pratyAkhyAna ? hA, ke aisA pratyAkhyAna. samajameM AyA? bhagavAna AtmA zuddha svabhAvakA pariNamana zraddhA jJAnakA hai, aMze sthiratA bhI hai, paNa vizeSa asthiratA bahota hai. AhAhAhA... to AhIM jyAre pratyAkhyAnake samaya usako jAnA ke A hai, aura jAnakara vahAMse haThakara jJAnameM sthira huA, usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna hai. AvI vyAkhyA have. AhA... bhASA to sAdI paNa prabhu bhAva to huM e hai. AhAhA! AhA ! parabhAvaka upAdhi mAtrase pravartamAna tyAgake kartutvakA nAma kathana hone para bhI, nAma mAtra hai. paramArthase dekhA jAya to parabhAvake tyAgakA kartutvakA nAma apaneko (huM) nahIM. e rAgakA tyAga AtmA karate haiM aisA hai hI nahIM kayoMki vastu vasturUpe jyAM huM tyAM TharyA tyAM rAga chUTa gayA to rAgakA tyAga kiyA e to nAmamAtra kathana hai. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have. Ane paccakhANa kahevuM. usako tyAga cAritra kahenA, usako nizcaya vrata kahenA, nizcayavrata svarUpa, svarUpameM vIMTAI gayA ane AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna e AnaMdameM vIMTAI gayA, lIna ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vyAkhyA. (zrotAH- AvI ja vyAkhyA hoya, bIjI hoya ja nahIM.) Page #511 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 496 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vastu svarUpa ja evuM che ne bhAI. moMghu paDe paNa rIta to A che, ATAne zekatA ghI pIvAI jAya mATe ATAko pahele pANImeM zekanA pachI ghI nAkho. traNeya tArA jaze ATA, ghI aura sakakara traNeya nAza thaze. zIrA- phalavA nahIM hogA ema bhagavAna AtmAko pahele samyagdarzana jJAnameM pratItameM aMtara sanmukha hokara lenA paDegA. moMghA paDe paNa vastu to e hai. aura pIche rAgakA tyAga mATe vastunA svabhAvamAM rAga para hai aisA jAnA, aisA jAnakara jJAna jJAnameM jama gayA. AtmA AtmAneM jama gayA, e "nANu muNeyavyA" e jJAna eTale AtmA te pacakhANa che. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM have sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM, prabhu zuM kare ? AvA avasara maLyA, manuSyapaNAnA bIje kyAMya sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe nahIM. (zrotAH- ane maLe tyAM viparIta maLe) viparIta maLe. AhAhA.. mArga moMgho paDe, durlabha lAge, paNa mArga to A hai. AhAhAhA.. eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArthano paMtha. ohoho ! saMtoe zuM karUNA karIne TIkA karI che. AhAhA ! bhagavaMta! kAle AvyuM "tuM nahIM ? bhagavat svarUpa jJAna, bhagavAna jJAtA-dravya saMskRtamAM bhagavat jJAtR dravya. AhAhA.. e apanA jyAre jJAna sva zeyako banAkara, paraoyakA jo jJAna karate the e paryAye svayakA jJAna kiyA tyAre usako samyagdarzana ane samyajJAna huA. tyAre have cAritra kaba hotA hai? e jJAna svarUpanA jJAna huA. jJAna svarUpakI pratIta huI, anubhava e jJAna ne AtmA rAgako apanA svabhAvase rAgarUpe honA e merI cIja nahIM, svabhAva merA nahIM, aisA svabhAva jAnakara svabhAvameM sthira ho jAnA, sthira ho jAnA, jAmI jAnA jema pAnI hai yaha barapharUpa jAmI jAtA hai, barapha. ema bhagavAna AtmA jJAnasvarUpI prabhu AnaMdasvarUpI bhagavad e AnaMdameM jama jAnA, rama jAnA, lIna ho jAnA. AhAhA... usakA nAma rAgakA tyAga nAmamAtra hai. vastu to vastumeM Thara gaI hai. pATaNIjI! AvI vAtuM che, bhAI lokone na bese eTale pachI virodha kare, zuM kare bApA? bhAI tane tArI paddhatinI khabara nathI. AhA! samyagdarzana jJAna ane cAritra enI pariNatinI paddhatinI prabhu tane khabara nathI. ethI tuM virodha kara ke A vrata hai ne A kriyA, e cAritra nahIM, are prabhu sUna to sahI ! vratAdino bhAva e to rAga hai. AhAhA... e jJAne jANyuM ke A rAga hai, evuM jJAna jJAnameM A para hai aisA jAnakara, jJAna svagharameM jama gayA, paragharameM pariNati na gaI, AhAhAhA.. A pahelAM jJAna to kare ke A cIja aisI hai. AhAhAhA ! ahIM to bhagavad ema kahete hai saMto ke parabhAvake tyAgakA kartutva nAma apaneko (hai) nahIM. huM? rAgako tyAga e AtmAmeM hai hI nahIM. kayoMki AtmA AnaMdarUpe rahyA tyAM tyAga ho gayA. rAgakA tyAga kiyA aisA to hai hI nahIM. AhAhAhA.... have AvI vAtuM samajavI. are ATha varSanA bALako paNa cAritra grahaNa kare che. AhAhA.. rAjakumAro jenA sonA jevAM zarIra, AhAhA... bharata cakravartInA putra, ekaso ATha maNIratnanI geDI ane daDe ramate the, emAM jayakumArakA sUnA, jayakumAra AkhA (sainyakA) senApatinA nAyaka, eka mANasa nIkaLyo" to, e kahe jayakumAre dIkSA liyA hai. oho! senApati chanuM karoDapAyadaLano nAyaka, emaNe cAritra grahaNa kiyA, svarUpameM ramaNatA pragaTa kiyA. AhAhA.. e bALako choTI Page #512 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 497 uMmaranA paMdara, soLa, aDhAra, aDhAra varSanI uMmaranA ekaso ne ATha bALako ramate the maNI ratananA daDAthI are. AhAhA ! enI mAtAe sipAIne mokalyo mANasane (bALakonuM) dhyAna rAkhajo. have Ane zuM karavuM? jo ema kahe ke amAre bhagavAna pAse dIkSA levA jAvuM che to olA sAthe sipAI hatA e ema kahe bhAI cAlo ApaNe bhagavAnanA darzana karazuM, ema karatA bhagavAna pAse gaye. AhAhAhA ! aDhAra aDhAra varSanA rAjakumAro sonAnA pUtaLA jevA! ratanamaNInA kAMtinA pAra nahIM aisA putro. prabhune kahe prabhu amane cAritra grahaNa karAvo. AhAhAhA ! e kahete hai ke prabhu jyAM Ate hai, tyAM aMdara svarUpamAM sthira ho jAtA hai. AhAhA! cAritra eTale rAgathI rahita svarUpameM ramaNatA, caranA, jamanA, AnaMdakA bhojana karanA. AhAhA.. pazu cAro carate hai ne to koI vastu hoya usakA cArA carate hai ne? ghAsa hoya lIluM, ema bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha apanA AnaMdakA cArA carate hai aMdara. AnaMdakA bhojana karate hai, AnaMdakA kavaLa lete hai aMdara, A usakA nAma cAritra hai. AhAhA ! dhanya avatAra ane e karyA vinA mukti nahIM hai. samajameM AyA? ekalA samyagdarzana jJAnathI kAMI mukti nahIM hotI hai, sAthameM cAritra AyegA taba mukti hogI. AhAhAhA! ( zrotA- samyagdarzana thAya eTale cAritra AvyA vagara rahe ja nahIM.) rahe ja nahIM, paNa A to cAritra haze taba aisI sthiti hogI ema. samyagdarzana jJAna hone para bhI acAritrakA je pariNamana hai vibhAvakA usako jJAna jAnate hai, pratIta karate hai ke A merI cIja nahIM, merA bhAva nahIM, parabhAva hai, upAdhibhAva hai. aisA jAnakara nirUpAdhirUpa apanA svabhAvameM jama jAnA. AhAhAhA... AnaMdakA ugra anubhava honA usakA nAma cAritra hai. caranA aMdara caranA, care che ne gAya, ema AtmAmAM AnaMda svarUpa jo khetara (svakSetra) paDA hai, usakA anubhava dRSTi to hai have usako anubhava carate hai- AhAhAhA... AnaMdameM hiloLe caDhate hai aMdarameM usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna ane cAritra hai prabhu. AhAhAhA ! parabhAvake tyAga kartutvakA nAma aneko nahIM, svayaM to e nAmase rahita hai. AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna usakA pratIti ne jJAna huA. paNa vizeSa AnaMda jaba aMtarameM ramate hai taba vizeSa AnaMda AyA to AnaMdameM (ramate haiM to) rAgakA abhAva ho gayA, e rAgakA tyAga kiyA e nAma mAtra hai. e vastu (AtmacIja) jJAnarUpe huI, ye rAgarUpe huI hI nahIM, huI nahIM pIche tyAga kayA kahenA? AhAhAhA ! (tyAga kiyA vo kathanamAtra hai). Avo mAraga ! kAyaranA to kALajAM kaMpI jAya evuM che. mArga Avo che evo pahelAM jJAnamAM Avo nirdhAra to kara. AhAhA ! pIche tyAgake samayameM jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna je AnaMdadaLa, jJAnadaLa, svabhAva daLa, vItarAga daLa, e vItarAgabhAvarUpe jama jAya, e rAgakA tyAga kiyA e to nAmamAtra hai. e jama gayA aMdara rAga rahA nahIM to e tyAga kiyA e nAmamAtra kahenemeM AtA hai. parakA tyAgakI to bAta hai hI nahIM yahAM, zarIra strI kuTuMba parivAra e to parakA tyAga ane grahaNa to AtmAmeM hai hI nahIM paNa A rAgakA tyAga e (bhI) nAmamAtra che. AhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta hai- mAlacaMdajI! A to AmAM buddhi joIe thoDI aMdara. Page #513 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 498 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhA.... e bhagavAna AtmA, AnaMdano sAgara prabhu aisA bhAna ne jJAna huA. chatuM jyAM AnaMdanI dazAnI ramaNatAmAM kamajorIne kAraNe rAgakA duHkhakA vedana hai. e duHkhakA vadana hai vo AnaMda samaye jAnyA ke AnaMdakI sAthe jJAne jANyA ke A duHkhakA vadana hai. e parabhAva hai merI cIja nahIM. AhAhA! apane AnaMdameM jama jAte haiM rama jAte huM tyAre rAga AyA nahIM to rAgakA tyAga kiyA aisA kathanamAtra hai. e to rAgarUpe huA che ja kyAM? e to AnaMdarUpe huA hai. rAgarUpe huA svabhAva ane pachI choDe che e bAteya nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? Avo mAraga eTale lokone e ekAMta che, ekAMta che ema prabhu kare che ho. (zrotA- khabara nahIM yaha bAtakI) bApu mAraga to A hai bhAI ! ekAMta che. ema ke A vyavahAra dayA dAna vrata bhakti karate hai usase bhI nizcaya ho, aise mAnate hai are prabhu e ekAMta to mithyA ekAMta hai- mithyA anekAMta hai. AhAhAhA ! samyaka ekAMta to A hai. rAgarUpe na honA ane svabhAva, svabhAvarUpe pariNamana kara jAnA. AhAhA ! e samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakI pariNati mokSamArga hai. bAkI badhI vAtuM che. AhAhA ! koI zAstrameM, graMthameM aisA AyA ho, ke dayA e dharma hai, paNa I to vyavahAranI vAta hai bAkI parakI dayAkA bhAva e to enI TIkA karatA hai "puruSArtha siddhi upAya"meM liyA hai ke parakI dayAkA bhAva e rAga hai, ane rAga hai yaha svarUpakI hiMsA hai. (sUnakara) rADa nAkhate haiM loko. bhagavAna jJAna svarUpamAM rAga AyA to rAga to svarUpakI hiMsA huI, ItanI asthiratA huI. AhAhA ! have e kahe dayA to dharma kahA hai ane tuma kahete hairAga hai e hiMsA hai. arere ! prabhu tuM zuM kare che? ahiMsA paramo dharma" e to rAgakI utpatti na honA ane vItarAga svabhAvakI utpatti honA e "ahiMsA paramo dharma" hai. AhAhAhA ! paramArthase dekhA jAya to parabhAvake tyAga karanekA nAma apaneko nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! e rAgarUpa huA hI nahIMne pIche? pahele thA, o jAnA, jAnakara svarUpameM Thara gaye aura rAgarUpa huA hIM nahIM to rAgako tyAga kiyA e nAma kathana hai. AhAhA ! arere A vidhi to cAritranI A hai, pratyAkhyAna kaho, pacakhANa kaho, rAgakA abhAva svabhAva rUpa kaho, cAritra kaho, mokSanA mArgamAM cAritra kaho e A hai. are AvI cAritranI khabareya na maLe. AhAhA ! svayaM to e nAmase rahita hai. bhagavAna to AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa hai to jJAna svarUpa ho gayA, emAM rAgakA tyAga kA nAmamAtra, usameM hai nahIM. AhAhA.. jaise prajJAbrahma prabhu-prajJA nAma jJAna ne brahma nAma AnaMda svarUpa jaisA haiM aisA ho gayA sthiratA, Isane rAgakA tyAga kiyA e to kathanamAtra hai. AhAhAhAhA ! sumerumalajI! gAthA bahota acchI AI hai ekatrIsa, batrIsa, tetrIsa, cotrIsa tuma AyAne ekatrIsa gAthA zUra huI baDI acchI AI hai. bhagavAna ! AhAhA! rAga ane zarIrase bhinna bhagavAna AnaMdakA nAtha birAjate haiM ne! AhAhA! "kahe vicikSaNa puruSa sadA meM eka huM apane rasase bharyo anAdi Teka huM" Page #514 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 499 merA jJAna ne AnaMdanA vItarAgI svabhAvase bharA (paDA ) huM anAdise, AhAhA ! "mohakarma mama nAhIM. karma nahIM rAga, rAga moha mAM nAhIM, nAhIM bhramakUpa hai" paNa e vikAra paNa bhramano kUvo che. meM "zuddhacetanA siMdhu hamAro rUpa hai" AhAhA... bahenamAM nahotuM AvyuM, rAga maryAdita che. maryAdita hai mATe tyAMse chUTanA hogA, amaryAdita bhagavAna AtmAko svarUpako aMdara pakaDegA to vahAMse (svarUpase) chUTanA nahIM hogA. AhAhA ! arere ! svayaM to Isa nAmase rahita hai. ATalI lITImeM kitanA bharyA hai. AhAhA ! eka "jagata" zabda hoya to e jagata zabdameM kitanA bharyA hai? sArA loka! akSara traNa ja-gata ekAkSarI kAMI kAno mAtra mIMDu kAMI nahIM - "jagata" ema kahenemeM kayA AyA? sArA loka A gayA. AhAhAhA. aisA A "AtmA' akSarameM sArA bhAva A gayA aMdarameM, darzana jJAna cAritrakA kayA svarUpa hai vaha A gayA usameM. AhAhA ! thoDuM paNa satya honA cAhIe. vizeSa moTA moTA paMchaDA laMbA-laMbA lagADI de jANapaNAnA ne dhAraNAnA, AhAhA... aise to agiyAra aMga anaMtabaira kaMThastha kiyA usameM kayA AyA? AhAhA.. bhagavAna jJAnanA pAtALa kUvA anaMta svabhAvanA bharA jJAnase, usakA jJAna karanA usakI pratIti karanA ane usameM ramanA usakA nAma darzana jJAna cAritra hai. AhAhAhA ! kaho, jhAMjharIjI! AvI vAta che bhAI. AhA! vimaLacaMdajI hai ke nahIM? hA, che. AvuM che. kayoMki jJAna svabhAvase tuma chUTyA nahIM ne jyAM pariNamana huA tyAM rAgameM to AyA hI nahIM ne. AhAhAhA ! jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu usameM dRSTi ane jJAna to thA. paNa aMdarameM rama gayA aMdara svarUpameM gharameM, paragharameM AyA hI nahIM ne nija gharameM rama gayA to parabhAvakA tyAga to nAmamAtra- kathanamAtra hai. para gharameM gayA kyAM hai. AhAhA! kaho navaraMgabhAI ! AnuM nAma pacakhANa. AhAhA ! dhanyakALa dhanya avasara. AhAhA... je samaye pratyAkhyAnakI dazA. usako pahele pratItame to le ke mAraga to A hai. samajameM AyA? karI zake nahIM bhale paNa karane lAyaka to A hai. AhAhA... jJAna svabhAvase svayaM to chUTA nahIM. Isaliye pratyAkhyAna jJAna hI hai. AyA cothuM pada, che ne cothuM pada "nANe niyamA mukhedabdha" cothuM pada, mATe pratyAkhyAna jJAna che. jJAna eTale AtmA. ahIMyA jJAna zabda AtmA liyA hai. bhagavAna sArA nirmaLAnaMda vItarAga mUrti prabhu, jinabiMba e AtmA hI pratyAkhyAna hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? Isaliye pratyAkhyAna nAma cAritra athavA pratyAkhyAna(nAma) rAgakA abhAva svabhAvarUpa pratyAkhyAna e jJAna e AtmA hI hai. "jJAna" zabda paDA hai ne? AhAhA... ane ekaso paMcAvanamAM paNa e ja liyA hai! "jIvAdi sahUrNa AtmA je jJAna svarUpa hai, usakA pariNamana honA, usakA nAma samyagdarzana he. tyAre e loko kahe ATaluM badhuM moMghuM karI nAkhyuM. are moMghuM nahIM, jevuM enuM svarUpa che evuM ja kahyuM che bhAI. AhAhA ! puNyako viSTA kahA tyAM rADa nAkhI jAya che- paNa bhagavAne to puNyako jhera kahA hai, viSTA to hajI bhaMDeya khA sake, jhera to mArI nAkhe! AhAhAhA! vratanA pariNAma zubhabhAva e jhera hai. AhAhAhA ! (zrotAH- koI ene dharma kahe ane Page #515 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 500 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 Apa jhera kaho ) are zuM thAya bhAI. e vrata karate karate sasamA (guNasthAna) ho jAyegA? are vrata e vyavahAra hai. chaThThA guNasthAna taka vyavahAra hai ane same vyavahAra chUTa jAya. are bhAI tane khabara nathI bApu. pahele to samyagdarzana jJAna ho, pIche munipaNA Ane meM pahele to sarUma guNasthAna AtA hai, pahele chaThThI nahIM AtA. AhAhAhA.. sasame AtA hai to pIche vikalpa AtA hai to chaE A jAtA hai. to e to vikalpa Asrava hai, rAga huM ane samaye AyA to abuddhipUrvaka rAga hai. paNa buddhipUrvaka chUTa gayA to ItanA nirAsrava ho gayA. AhAhAhA... cAritra hai tIna kaSAyakA abhAva hai, chate muniko bhI rAga AtA hai. (yaha) kaluSita hai. amRtacaMdrAcArye kahA ne trIjA zlokamAM, oho! AtmajJAna samyagdarzana uparAMta chaThThI guNasthAnane yogya je cAritra dazA bhI hai, paNa A rAga AyA, e duHkharUpa hai. "kalmASitAyAM" kaluSita bhAva hai. AhAhA... to meM merA zuddha caitanyakA dhyeya rakhakara TIkA karuMgA ane dhyeyanA jore e kalmASita je azuddha pariNamana e chUTa jAo. AhAhA! aura mai zuddharUpa pariNamana huM yaha merI bhAvanA hai. muni, ema kahete hai AcArya. AhAhA! aisA anubhava karanA cAhIe, joyuM? Isaliye pratyAkhyAna AtmA hI hai. jJAna zabda AtmA liyA. aisA anubhava karanA cAhiye, aisA anubhava karanA cAhiye. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdake anusAra sthiratAnA anubhava karanA cAhIe. nirvikalpa svasaMvedana jJAnakA anubhava karanA cAhiye usakA nAma cAritra che. AhAhAhAhA ! are dhanya bhAgya! e pratyAkhyAna ane cAritra bApA. AhAhA ! e mokSane AMgaNe AvI gayA. aMganameM A gayA have aMdara praveza karegA taba mokSa hogA. AhAhA ! bhAvArtha:- vizeSa AyegA. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana . 1OO gAthA -34-3pa tA. pa-1078 gurUvAra Aso suda-3 saM. 2504 cotrIsa gAthAno bhAvArtha hai ne? AtmAmeM parabhAvanA tyAganuM kartApaNuM je che te nAma mAtra che. kemake jJAna svarUpa che ene rAgano tyAga kare e to nAmamAtra che. rAgarUpe jJAna svarUpa hotA hI nahIM, thA hI nahIM. e jJAna svarUpa ene rAganA tyAganuM kartApaNuM nAmamAtra che. pote to jJAnasvabhAva che. jJAna svabhAvamAM je rAganuM pariNamana hatuM, te rUpe pariNamana na huA ane jJAnarUpe rahyA enuM nAma pacakhANa. AhAhAhA ! paradravyane para jANyuM. rAgAdi paradravyane jJAnamAM para jANyuM, pachI parabhAvanuM grahaNa nahIM, e rAgarUpe pariNamana nahIM, grahaNa nahIM nAma rAgarUpe pariNamana nahIM te tyAga che. AhAhAhA ! bahAranA tyAganI to vAta zuM karavI (nA) kahe che, AhAhAhA... paNa bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa prabhu e para rAgarUpe thA, rAgarUpe paryAya hatI e jJAnasvabhAvarUpe rahI ane rAgarUpe na thaI, enuM nAma pacakhANa. AhAhA.. AvI vAta che. pachI parabhAvanuM pariNamana na thayuM te tyAga che. AhAhA! sthira thayeluM jJAna te ja pratyAkhyAna che, A khulAso. jJAna svarUpa bhagavAna je rAgamAM asthirapaNe pariNamana hatuM, te svabhAva pote parapaNe pariNamane lAyaka nahIM, chatAM paryAyameM thA, Page #516 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 34 501 dravya svabhAva nahIM, ( kyA kahA?) dravya svabhAva nahIM, AhAhA.. paNa paryAyamAM rAganuM pariNamana hatuM, e jJAnasvarUpa chuM ema jANIne Tharyo aMdara e para che e para che, huM to jJAnasvarUpa chuM ema jANIne aMdara sthira thayo e pacakhANa. AhAhA... AvA pacakhANanI vyAkhyA AvI che, A cAritranI A vyAkhyA. AhA ! A jJAna sivAya koI bIjo bhAva nathI. jJAnasvabhAva jJAnasvabhAvarUpe sthira thayo e pratyAkhyAna che, e cAritra che. e vItarAga paryAya che. AhAhA... je rAga svabhAva svarUpa, rAgarUpe svabhAva vyAsa na honelAyaka the, rAgathI vyAsa hovAvALo nathI, ema jANIne jJAnasvabhAva, rAgarUpe je pariNamana hatuM, te pariNamana na karyuM ane jJAnarUpe rahyuM enuM nAma pratyAkhyAna ane cAritra che. AkarI vAta bApu. AhAhA... sAMbhaLyuM hoya game teTalI vAra paNa A vAta, judI jAtanI che bhAI. AhAhA.. AhA ! *nirapekSa svabhAvanA bhAna vinA nimittanuM yathArtha jJAna thAya nahi, sva-paraprakAzaka svabhAva che, temAM svanA jJAna vinA paranuM jJAna thAya nahi. upAdAnanI svataMtratAnA jJAna vagara nimittanuM jJAna thAya nahi, nizcaya vinA vyavahAranuM jJAna thAya nahi. jema trikALI dravya svataMtra nirapekSa che, tema tenI samaya samayanI paryAya paNa nirapekSa svataMtra che. samaya samayanI paryAya potAnA kAraNe ja thAya che. (paramAgamasAra - 765) Page #517 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5/2 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 R uth| - u4 ) atha jJAtuH pratyAkhyAne ko dRSTAnta ityata Aha jaha NAma ko vi puriso paradavvamiNaM ti jANiduM cydi| taha savve parabhAve NAUNa vimuMcade nnaannii||35|| yathA nAma ko'pi puruSaH paradravyamidamiti jJAtvA tyjti| tathA sarvAn parabhAvAn jJAtvA vimuJcati jnyaanii||35|| yathA hi kazcitpuruSaH sambhrAntyA rajakAtparakIyaM cIvaramAdAyAtmIya- pratipattyA paridhAya zayAnaH svayamajJAnI sannanyena tadaJcalamAlambya balAnnagnIkriyamANo maMkSu pratibudhyasvArpaya parivartitametadvastraM mAmakamityasakRdvAkyaM zRNvannakhilaizcikaiH suSTu parIkSya nizcitametatparakIyamiti jJAtvA jJAnI san muJcati tacIvaramacirAt, tathA jJAtApi sambhrAntyA parakIyAnbhAvAnAdAyAtmIyapratipattyAtmanyadhyAsya zayAnaH svayamajJAnI san guruNA parabhAvavivekaM kRtvaikIkriyamANo maMkSu pratibudhyasvaika: khalvayamAtmetyasakRcchautaM vAkyaM zRNvannakhilaizcikai : suSThu parIkSya nizcitamete parabhAvA iti jJAtvA jJAnI san muJcati srvaanprbhaavaanciraat| have pUche che ke jJAtAnuM pratyAkhyAna jJAna ja kahyuM tenuM daSTAMta zuM che? tenA uttararUpa dRSTAMta-paSTatanI // De cha: A pArakuM ema jANIne paradravyane ko nara taje, tyama pArakA sau jANIne parabhAva jJAnI parityaje. 35. thArtha:- [ yathA nAma] bhalobhai [ka: api puruSa: ] o puruSa [ paradravyam idam iti jJAtvA] 52vastune '52vastu che' sebha hotyAre mejAne [ tyajati] 521stune tyAge cha, [ tathA] vI zata [jJAnI ] aunI [ sarvAn ] sa4 [ parabhAvAn ] 52drvyon| mAyone [ jJAtvA] ' 52mA che' amIne [ vimuJcati] bhane choDe che. TIkAH-jema-koI puruSa dhobInA gharethI bhramathI bIjAnuM vastra lAvI, potAnuM jANI oDhIne sUto che ne potAnI meLe ajJAnI (-A vastra bIjAnuM che evA jJAna vinAno) thaI rahyo che; jyAre bIjo te vastrano khUNo pakaDI, kheMcI tene nagna kare che ane kahe che ke "tuM zIdhra jAga, sAvadhAna thA, A mAruM vastra badalAmAM AvI gayuM che te mAruM mane de', tyAre vAraMvAra kaheluM e vAkya sAMbhaLato te, (e vastranAM) sarva citothI sArI rIte parIkSA rIne, '432 sAvatrA pAradu4 cha' bha ne,zAnIthayotho, (52)vastrAne jaladI tyAge che. tevI rIte-jJAtA paNa bhramathI paradravyonA bhAvone grahaNa karI, potAnA Page #518 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 35 503 jANI, potAmAM ekarUpa karIne sUto che ne potAnI meLe ajJAnI thaI rahyo che; jyAre zrI guru parabhAvano viveka (bhedajJAna) karI tene eka AtmabhAvarUpa kare ane kahe ke "tuM zIdhra jAga, sAvadhAna thA, A tAro AtmA kharekhara eka (jJAnamAtra) ja che, (anya sarva padravyanA bhAvo che),"tyAre vAraMvAra kaheluM e AgamanuM vAkya sAMbhaLato te, samasta (sva-paranAM) cilothI sArI rIte parIkSA karIne, "jarUra A parabhAvo ja che' (huM eka jJAnamAtra ja chuM) ema jANIne, jJAnI thayo thako, sarva parabhAvone tatkALa choDe che. bhAvArtha-jyAM sudhI paravastune bhUlathI potAnI jANe tyAM sudhI ja mamatva rahe; ane jyAre yathArtha jJAna thavAthI paravastune pArakI jANe tyAre bIjAnI vastumAM mamatva zAnuM rahe? arthAt na rahe e prasiddha che. - pravacana na. 1OO gAthA - 35 tA. 5-10-78 have pUche che ke, jJAtAnuM pratyAkhyAna jJAna ja kahyuM, bhagavAna AtmA jANanAra dekhanAra svabhAva enuM pratyAkhyAna eTale cAritra jJAna ja kahyuM enuM dRSTAMta zuM che. enA uttararUpa dAMtadardItanI gAthA kahe che. jaha NAma ko vi puriso paradavvamiNaM ti jANiduM cayadi / taha savve parabhAve NAUNa vimuMcade NANI / / 35 / / (harigIta). A pArakuM ema jANIne paradravyane ko nara taje, tyama pArakA sau jANIne parabhAva jJAnI parityaje. 35. TIkAH- jema koI puruSa dhobInA gharethI bhramathI bIjA koInuM vastra lAvI potAnuM jANI oDhIne sUto che. daSTAMta che hoM. ne potAnI meLe ajJAnI, potAnI meLe ajJAnI, AhAhA... thaI rahyo che, A vastra bIjAnuM che evA jJAna vinAno thaI rahyo che. tyAre, jyAre bIjo te vastrano khUNo pakaDI kheMcI tene nagna ughADo kare che, AhAhA... ane kahe che ke tuM zIdhra jAga, sAvadhAna thA, A mAruM vastra badalAmAM AvI gayuM che, mAruM vastra che tAruM nathI. AhAhAhA ! tArA vastrane badale mAruM vastra tane ajJAnapaNe ajANapaNe AvI gayuM che, te mAruM mane de. AhAhA ! tyAre vAraMvAra kaheluM, eka vAra kaheluM nahIM, AhAhA.. vAraMvAra kaheluM e vAkya sAMbhaLato, te sarve cihnothI sArI rIte parIkSA karI, vastranA cihnonI parIkSA karI ke A vastra mAruM nahIM, AhA... jarUra A vastra pArakuM che. ema oDheluM chatAM, AhAhA.. enA lakSaNo joyA ke mArA vastramAM to mAthe ahIMyA nAma hatuM mAruM aMgrejI nAma AmAM to che nahIM AmAM to bIjAnuM nAma che. AhAhA ! nAkhe che ne koTa pAchaLa nAma rAkhe, AhAhA.. jaladI tyAge che, sArI rIte parIkSA karI jarUra A vastra mAruM nathI ema jANIne, pArakuM jANIne jJAnI thayo thako, e vastrano jANanAra eTalo ja jJAnI. vAraMvAra kaheluM vAkya sAMbhaLato sArI rIte parIkSA karI, jarUra A vastra mAruM nathI ema Page #519 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 504 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jJAnI thayo thako vastrane jaldI tyAge che. eTale oDheluM chatAM e vastra mAruM nathI ema thaI gayuM have, AhAhA... jJAnasvarUpe jANyuM ke A to vastranA cihno mA2A nathI, eTale aMdara oDheluM chatAM te pA2kuM thaIne rahyuM have. AhAhAhA ! tevI rIte e dRSTAMta thayo. jJAtA paNa, jANanAro bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpI prabhu, bhramathI padravyonA bhAvone grahaNa karI, rAgAdi puNya pApanA bhAva e 52dravyanA bhAva che, e svadravyanA bhAva nahIM. dravyanA bhAva nahIM. paryAyamAM bhale ho paNa e 52dravyanA bhAva che, ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! puNya ne pApanA bhAva, rAgadveSanA bhAva pArakA potAnA jANIne 52dravyonA bhAvone jANIne grahaNa karIne, potAnA jANI, kemake tyAM ja dRSTi hatI, zAyakasvarUpa upara dRSTi nahotI. AhAhA ! rAga ne dveSa ne vikalpanA pariNAma e upara dRSTi tyAM hatI, ene have (potAnuM ) jANyuM. A che ne ? AhAhA ! potAnA jANI potAmAM eka karI sUto che. rAgadveSa vikalpa, potAnuM jJAnasvarUpa bhinna che ema jANyuM nathI ane e rAgAdi mArA che ema karIne ajJAnapaNe sUto che. te potAnI meLAe ajJAnI thaI rahyo che, karmane laIne nahIM. AhAhAhA... e rAgadveSane laIne nahIM. potAnI meLAe rAgadveSanA bhAva mArA nathI ema na jANato, mArA che ema jANato ajJAnI thaI rahyo che. AhAhA ! tyAre zrI guru parabhAvanuM bhedazAna karI, AhAhA... ene rAgathI bhinna batAvI prabhu e rAganA lakSaNa e tArA nahIM. AhAhA ! e to tyAM ema kahyuM ke enI meLAe nathI ene guru maLyA bhedajJAna batAvanArA eTalI vAta enI meLAe nathI jAgyo, Ama jAgyo che, ema kahe che. ( zrotAH- gurue upadeza Apyone ) e upadeza eNe lIdhone, grahaNa karyo ne ? rAgathI bhinna karavAnuM eNe jJAna karyuMne ? tyAre gurue upadeza dIdho ema nimitta kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI vAta che. AhAhAhA ! AtmA jJAna pramANe, rAtre nahotuM kahyuM ? bhagavAna AtmA jJAna pramANe che. ane jJAna zeya pramANe che ane zeya lokAloka che. Ama jyAM jJAnamAM pramANamAM jJAna AtmA pramANe che, ne e jJAnanI paryAya bhale zrutajJAnanI ho, (paNa ) e rAgAdi che e zeya che ane e jJAnanI vartamAna paryAya AtmAmAM vyApaka che ane te jJAnanI paryAya jJeya pramANe che, eTale rAgAdi je vastu che tenuM jJAna ka2vAne lAyaka e che. AhAhA... ene potAnuM mAnavAne lAyaka e nathI. AhAhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? e jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya AtmAmAM vyApaka che, e paryAya, dravyane jANe che, e paryAya guNane jANe che, e paryAya anaMtI bIjI paryAyane jANe che, e paryAya paryAyane jANe che, e paryAya jJeya je rAga Adi anaMta, AhAhAhAhAhA... e anaMta zeyo te jJAnanI paryAya jJeya pramANe che eTale ke zeyo je anaMta che tene karavAne lAyaka nathI, jANavAne lAyaka che, AhAhA... zeya pramANe honelAyaka nathI. jANavA lAyaka che. AhAhA. samajAya che kAMI ? evI je jJAnanI paryAya, eNe potAnA lakSaNathI svarUpane jANyuM, tene rAgAdinA lakSaNo te 52zeyanA che, ( e jANyuM ). e mArA jJAnanI paryAyamAM e rUpe thavuM e mAro dravya svabhAva ja nathI. AhAhA ! paryAyamAM che, paNa mAro dravya svabhAva e rUpe thavAno nathI. AhAhAhAhA... Page #520 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 3pa 505 ema jANIne e jJAnanI paryAye rAganA lakSaNo para che ema jANIne, AhAhAhA.. e zeya tarIke che, cetya cetakanI najIkatAne kAraNe ema lAge che ke A zeyanuM jJAna che. kharekhara to e jJAna jJAnanuM che. zeyanuM jJAna nathI, joya to para che. Ave che ne? cetyacetaka (gAthA-294) AhAhA.. bhagavAna jJAna svarUpe cetanAra che ane rAgAdi te zeya caitya jaNAvA lAyaka che basa, apanA hone lAyaka haiM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! rAtre to ghaNuM kahyuM'tuMne e to Ave tyAre Ave ne...... samajANuM kAMI? e jJAna paryAye apanA potAnA lakSaNathI jANyuM ke huM to AtmA jJAnasvarUpa chuM. ane rAganA lakSaNathI jANyuM ke e to para che. jANIne jJAna jJAnarUpe rahyuM ane zeyarUpe pariNamana paryAyamAM na thayuM enuM nAma pratyAkhyAna kahevAmAM Ave che. AvI vAta che. ahIM to atyAre pratyAkhyAna bAhya tyAga karyo pacakhANa laI lIdhA, bApu e to badhI vikalpanI vAtuM bahAranI che. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya ema pote rAganA lakSaNane paradravyanA bhAva tarIke ane svadravyano svabhAva nahIM, ema (lakSaNa bhedo jANIne e jJAnanI paryAyanI tAkAta, ekeka paryAyanI tAkAtamAM anaMtI samabhaMgI UThe. AhAhAhA ! e jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya paryAyapaNe che, e rAga-zeyapaNe nathI. e paryAya paryAyapaNe che ane bIjI paryAyapaNe e nathI. AhAhAhA... Avo dariyo gaMbhIra hai, bhagavAna svabhAva. (zrotA- be bola thayA) be bola thayA. evA anaMtA bola laI levA. ekeka paryAya, AhAhA... tyAre jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya rUdravyane jANe, anaMta guNane jANe, e sivAya anaMtI paryAyo jeno pAra nahIM, pAra nahIM, AhAhAhA... e paryAyone paNa te paryAya jANe, anaMtI anaMtI paryAya je paryAyamAM A chellI che, evo koI cheDo ja nathI. AhAhAhA.. evI anaMtI saMkhyAe je paryAya ene paNa e paryAya jANe. AhAhAhA... evI ja paryAya zraddhAnI, evI anaMtI avaMtI spazeya ane parazeya ene e zraddha, AhAhAhA... mArA tarIke nahIM paNa zraddhA ke A para che ne A huM chuM. AhA! e zraddhAmAM paNa anaMtI tAkAta che. AhAhAhA ! rAgarUpe na thavuM, ane ene bIjI paryAyapaNe paNa na thavuM. AhAhAhA... evI anaMtI svajJAna ane zeyanuM jJAna che tene e pratIta kare che. AhAhAhA... e pratItanI paNa paryAya anaMta anaMta mAhAmyavALI che. kemake jJAnanI paryAya svajJAna ane parazeya siddho anaMta siddho, anaMta nigodanA jIvo, alpajJa paryAyavALA anaMta jIvo guNe pUraNa, ema sarvajJa paryAyavALA anaMta jIvo, ene paNa e jJAnanI paryAya, potAmAM rahIne (jANe) paranuM astitva che mATe nahIM, potAnI tAkAtathI svaparane jANavAnI tAkAtavALuM che. AhAhAhA ! kaho, navaraMgabhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. rAte hatA ne, tyAre ghaNuM nIkaLyuM'tuM bhAI e to enI meLAe nIkaLe che. nIkaLe tyAre thAya che. AhA ! ahIMyA to zuM kahevuM che ke jJAna svarUpI bhagavAna AtmA e rAgane para tarIke, parane zeya tarIke jANavAno svabhAva che. evuM jeNe jANyuM, e jANyuM ke rAgarUpe na thayo ane jJAnarUpe rahyo, enuM nAma rAgano tyAga nAmamAtra kathana che. AhAhA ! bAkI jJAnasvabhAva bhagavAna rAga rUpe Page #521 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa06 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 thayo ja nathI svabhAva, paryAyapaNe thayo che to ene jANyuM ke A to para che. AhAhAhA! huM to teno, mArAthI tenA astitva vinA jANavuM mAro svabhAva che. AhAhA ! enuM rAgAdi astitva che, mATe tene huM jANavAnA svabhAvavALo thAuM chuM, ema nathI. AhAhAhA ! AvI vastu che. evI ekeka paryAya anaMtA sAmarthyavALI, sthiranI paryAya svarUpanI paNa anaMtI sAmarthyavALI. AhAhA ! rAgarUpe na thatAM sthirarUpe thAya te paNa paryAyanI tAkAta anaMtI. AhAhA ! eka ja paryAyamAM paNa sthiranI paryAyamAM anaMtI saptabhaMgI. AhAhAhA! evuM je bhagavAna AtmAnuM jJAnaparyAya svarUpa, zraddhA paryAyasvarUpa, AnaMda paryAyasvarUpa emAMthI jANyuM ke rAgAdi mArA dravyanA svabhAvathI pUrNa vyAsa hovuM e vastu (svarUpa) nathI. paryAyamAM nimittane lakSa pariNamana thayuM, paNa mAro dravyasvabhAva tepaNe vyApe evuM nathI. ema dravyasvabhAvane jANanArI jJAnanI paryAya, AhAhAhA. rAgane para tarIke jANavAnA svabhAvavALI paryAya rAgarUpe na thatAM, jJAnapaNe, jJAnapaNe, sthira rahI e enuM nAma ahIMyA parano tyAga karyo e nAmamAtra che. AhAhAhA! ATalI zaratuM ne ATalI javAbadArI. kaho, navaraMgabhAI ! - rAtre to ghaNuM kahyuM tuM e to badhuM, ahIM to A AvyuM ne ahIMyA ke gurue parama viveka karI ene batAvyo to eNe karyuM. AhAhA! bhAI ! rAgAdi tArI cIja nahIM. pariNamanamAM bhale ho, paNa tArA dravyasvabhAvanI e cIja nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? rAga cAhe to dayAdAna bhakti Adino ho, cAhe to sUkSma rAgano vikalpa ho e paNa parabhAva che, huM to teno mArAmAM rahIne jANanAro, tene aDyA vinA tenA astitvane kAraNe huM enuM jJAna karuM chuM emeya nahIM. (paraMtu) mArA jJAnano paryAyano ja eTalo svabhAva che, ke parane ane svane jANavAmAM rahevuM, e ja mArI sthiti che. AhAhAhA ! kaho, hIrAbhAI ! AvuM AvyuM che. ema jANIne jANyuM, jANyuM ke A para che, huM nahIM evuM je jJAna svarUpa jJAnamAM karyuM, jJAnamAM sthira thayuM. e eNe rAgano tyAga karyo e nAmamAtra kathana karyuM e pacakhANa che. have A pacakhANa ane cAritranI A vyAkhyA. rAganA abhAvanA svabhAvarUpa thavuM e A. rAganA svabhAvarUpa na thavuM ane dravyanA svabhAvarUpe thavuM, enuM nAma ahIMyA pratyAkhyAna ane cAritra che. AhAhA! ahIM to bahAranA kAMIka vrata lIdhA ne amuka karyuM thaI gayuM cAritra, e dravya cAritra. AhAbhAI moTI bhUla che prabhu, e paryAyanA phaLa AkarA paDaze prabhu tane, AhAhA. rAganI kriyA mAnavI e AkaruM paDaze prabhu tane duHkha. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to rAgarUpe na thavuM. AhAhA ! ane rAga che mATe jJAnamAM sthira thayo ema nathI. rAga che mATe rAganuM ahIM jJAna thayuM ema nathI. rAga che mATe ahIM jJAnamAM tenI zraddhA thaI ema nathI. zraddhAnI paryAya svataMtrapaNe joyuM ane jJAnane zraddha pratIta kare evo eno svabhAva che. AvuM svarUpa have mANasane. e cAritranI A vyAkhyA che. e kAle bicArA khuzI thayA hatA bapore AvyA hatA. - oho! bhAre pratyAkhyAna meM kIdhuM e bapore 295 mAM AvavAnuM che. ema ke jJAnIne paNa duHkhanuM vedana che, AnaMdanuM vedana che, baso paMcANuMmAM (vacanAmRtamAM) AvavAnuM che. e duHkhanA rAganA pariNAma mArA dravya svabhAve thAya ema to huM nathI. paNa ahIMyA to cAritranI vyAkhyA levI che ne? AhAhA ! e rAganA pariNAmane mArA dravyanA svabhAvanuM e pariNamana nahIM. Page #522 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 35 507 ethI te rAganA pariNAma 52bhAva che, ema jeNe aMdara jJAna svabhAvamAM enA malina ane duHkhanA svabhAvathI jANI, mAro bhagavAna to jJAna ne AnaMda svabhAva che. evA rAgane duHkhanA bhAvarUpa jANI ane e jJAnanA svabhAvamAM duHkhanA bhAvano ( abhAva che ), tyAM e duHkhano bhAva che mATe thayuM emeya nathI. AhAhA ! e jJAnanI paryAyano svabhAva ja sva ne 52ne svataH 52nI apekSA vinA jANavuM e eno svabhAva che. AhAhA ! have AvuM kyAM pakaDavuM, navarAza na maLe, phurasada na maLe AvI vAta che prabhu A to pratyAkhyAna AvyuM ne. AhAhAhA ! pAchuM emAM kahyuM ne ke rAgane rAganA lakSaNathI jANI ane tene te rUpe na pariNamatAM jJAna jANanAro che, ema jJAna jJAnarUpe TharyuM samyagdarzana jJAna to che, e uparAMta jyAre rAganI avasthAne 52bhAva tarIke jJAnamAM pRthaka tarIke, bhedathI jANI ane jANanAro jANanAramAM Tharyo, AhAhAhA... enuM nAma pratyAkhyAna ne cAritra che. pratyAkhyAnano artha tyAga che. paNa e rAgano tyAga paNa nAmamAtra che. - ahIM to kahe che, AhAhAhA ! zuM zailI ! svapa2prakAzaka zakti hamArI tAtaivacana bheda bhrama bhArI, svazakti svajJeya prakAzI, 52 zakti parazeya. AhAhA ! bhagavAnano jJAna paryAyano svabhAva, A to samyagdarzana jJAna sahitanI vAta che ne, e jJAnano sva52prakAzaka svajJeyano svabhAva. AhAhAhA... ane 52zeyane 52jJeya tarIke, haiyAtI hovA chatAM jJAnanI paryAya, tenI apekSA vinA tene ane svane jANatAM aMdara Thare ane rAgarUpe na thAya ene rAgano tyAga kahevo e nAmamAtra che. e paNa jJAnarUpe jJAna TharyuM. AhAhA ! jAmyuM aMdara bhAI kahe che ne, nahIM ? caMdubhAI tamArA, jAmyuM kahe che ne. caMdubhAI dAkatara ! AhAhA ! enI prathama pIchAna to A kare ke A vastunuM svarUpa Avu che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA ! bhagavAna zAnasvarUpa prabhu, potAnA lakSaNane jANato'to jJAnI thayo. paNa have cAritra, ziSye ema pUchyuM che ne, ke mane zraddhA jJAna to thayuM prabhu, paNa have mArA AcaraNane mATe mAre AcaravuM che. kA2Nake mArA AcaraNamAM hajI rAganuM AcaraNa che, bhale mArA dRSTinA viSayamAM nathI paNa mArA pariNamanamAM thAya che. to mAre mAruM AcaraNa karavuM che to te rAganA tyAganI vidhi zuM ? rAganA tyAgarUpI pacakhANa zI rIte thAya ? AhAhA ! to gurue kahyuM ke jema dhobIne gherathI vastra 52nuM lAvI ane mAruM jANIne sUto, ene bIjAe jagADayo (ke ) bhAI A vastranA lakSaNa to juo, e tAro koTa nahIM. e koTa lAMbo tAro nahIM tenA lakSaNo jo to kharo. AhAhA... ema jANIne oDhayuM chatAM 52rUpe dRSTimAM thaI gayuM, ane sthiratAmAM paNa e mAruM nathI ema thaI gayuM. AhAhA ! ema bhagavAna AtmA rAganA vikalpane potAnA mAnIne sUto hato, e to jAgyo che have, paNa asthiratAmAM je hato ema kahe che, samajAya che. ahIM to eka sAthe badhI vAta le che, mithyAtvathI mAMDIne badhI, asthiratAmAM paNa mithyAtva ane rAgano tyAga karIne pacakhANa ema batAve che. bhAI ! jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM to mithyAtva ne rAgAdi avrata Adi badhuM che. badhI vAta enI zarUAtathI ja upADe che pAdharI. AhAhA ! rAga Aga dAha dahe sadA. evA rAganA lakSaNo 52bhAvanA jANI ane jJAna svabhAvamAM Page #523 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 508 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jJAna Thare che, ane parabhAvapaNe e jJAnasvabhAva e parazeya tarIke pariNamatuM nathI, svayanA jJAnanI sthiratApaNe pariName che, tene rAganA tyAgarUpI cAritra kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA ! e rAgavarjana e AvyuM ne bhAI ekaso paMcAvana "jIvAdi sadvarNa" AhAhAhA! jyAre te guru parabhAvano viveka karI tene eka AtmabhAvarUpa kare, dRSTi to hatI paNa e uparAMta pAchuM vizeSa karAvyuM che. rAga tAro nahIM, tAro svabhAva A che ema bheguM laIne hAra-sthiratA karAve che. AtamabhAvarUpa kare ane kahe ke tuM zIdhra jAga, zIdhra jAga, haLave haLave jAgIza ema nahIM. AhAhA! sAvadhAna thA. bhagavAna tuM sAvadhAna thA. rAgamAM sAvadhAna che, ene jANanAro tuM sAvadhAna thA have. AhAhAhA! have AvI vAtuM AkarI paDene samajavAmAM eTale loko ene nizcaya karIne kADhI nAkhe che. A vyavahAra karo bhAI e vyavahAra to ajJAna che bhAI. AhAhA ! eka AtamabhAvarUpa kare ane kahe ke tuM zIdhra jAga, bhAI tuM jAgane. e rAganA lakSaNo bhinna che ane tAruM lakSaNa bhinna che. ema jAga ! bhale samyagdaSTi pUche che ene paNa A rIte pAchuM kahyuM. AhAhA ! samyagdaSTi pUche che ne? ke mane zraddhA jJAna thayuM che paNa have mAre mAruM AcaraNa karavuM che, ene parano tyAga karavo che e zI rIte thAya? AhAhA! AhAhA ! parano tyAga eTale zuM paNa have, pote parapaNe na thayo eTale ene parano tyAga nAmamAtra che. thayo che pote jJAna, jJAnarUpe rahyuM. jANanAra jANanAramAM rahyo, jANanAra zeyanA rAgapaNe thayo nahIM. AhA... tenA jJAnapaNe thayo ane thaIne (jJAna) sthira thayuM. AhAhAhA ! e jJAna jAgyuM. aMdaramAM AnaMdanI dazA letuM jAmyuM. AhAhA ! ene ahIMyA cAritra ane pratyAkhyAna kahe che. ene rAgano tyAga karyo ema nAmamAtra kathana karavAmAM Ave che. AhAhA ! paranA tyAganI to vAta ahIM che ja nahIM. AhAhA ! A bAyaDI, chokarA choDayA ane gRhasthAzrama choDayo ne e cIja to grahI (ke) choDI che ja kyAM ? e grahIye nathI ane choDIye nathI, e grahaNa tyAga vinAno to AtmA anAdi anaMta che. AhA! phakata rAgane rahyo to potAnA svarUpanA bhAna vinA, e mArA tarIke grahaNa karyo to kaho ke pariNamana karyuM tuM kaho. AhAhA ! have eno tyAga karavo che, eTale ke AhAhA! bhagavAna tuM jAgatI jyota chuM ne? sAvadhAna thA. AhAhAhA! jAgIne jouM to jagata dIse nahIM"- AhAhAhA.... caitanyanA svabhAvane jyAM jAgIne joyo tyAre rAganA bhAvane para tarIke jANyo, AhAhAhA.. e to mArA jJAnanI paryAyanuM zeya che, para che e. AhAhAhA! mArA svarUpamAM e paraNeya nathI. mArA dravyano svabhAva parapaNe thavuM e huM nathI. AhAhA! paryAyapaNe je asthiratA hatI ene dravya svabhAvapaNe AtmAne jANI ane e rAgarUpe thayo nahIM, paNa A jANyuM che, ke A che para ema jANIne tyAMthI lakSa choDI dIdhuM, ane svarUpanA lakSamAM Tharyo. AhAhA! bhagavaMta! tArI vyAkhyA to juo, A cAritra. AhAhA! bhagavat svarUpa to pahelethI kahyuM'tuM ne. bhagavAna jJAtAdravya, bhagavat jJAtA dravya, saMskRta TIkAmAM bhagavat jJAtudravya, e jyAM jAgIne rAgane para tarIke lakSaNathI joyuM jANyuM AhAhA. ekatva to chUTI gayuM 'tu, paNa ahIM pharIne vizeSa vAta levAmAM AvI che. samajAya che kAMI ? asthirapaNe je hatuM. AhAhA ! ene para tarIkenA lakSaNone jJAne jANyuM ane e jJAna Page #524 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 35 509 52rUpe na thayuM ane te kALe te jJAna sthi25Ne thayuM, tene ahIMyA pratyAkhyAna cAritra kahe che. AhAhAhA! - loko kaMInA kaMI mAne prabhu ! bhAI ! e uMdhI mAnyatAnA phaLa bApA e vartamAna duHkha che bhAI tane enI khabara nathI, ane enA duHkhanA phaLa, tattvanI virAdhanA enuM phaLa to nigoda che. AhAhA ! tattvanI ArAdhanA enuM phaLa to mokSa che. AhAhA ! vacamAM zubhAzubhabhAva e cAra gatinuM kA2Na che. samajAya che kAMI ? tAro A AtmA kharekhara eka ja che. eka jJAnamAtra ja che ema gurue kahyuM che. je anekapaNe dekhAya e tuM nahIM, rAganA vikAranA pariNamanapaNe dekhAya che, e tuM nahIM, e tuM nahIM, enI to khabara hatI, paNa vizeSa karAvyuM pAchuM. AhAhA ! e kharekhara to eka ja che. bhagavAna to jJAna svarUpI eka ja che. emAM je A rAga dveSAdi dayA dAna AdinA bhAvo aneka utpanna thAya e eka svarUpanI cIja nahIM. AhAhA ! AvI gaMbhIra cIja ekeka zlokamAM. AhAhAhA ! dariyo bharyo che Akho. ahIMyA e kahyuM ke eka-eka ja cho, tuM eka ja cho. jJAna AnaMdAdi svarUpa tuM eka ja cho, anekapaNe je jJAna rAga ane puNya ne dayA dAnanA vikalpapaNe dekhAya che te anekapaNe tuM nahIM. AhAhA ! e anekapaNe je paryAyamAM thato hato te tuM nahIM, ema karIne jJAnane rAgathI pAchuM vALyuM ane jJAna jJAnamAM Thare che. AhAhA... anya 52dravyanA bhAvo e sarva anya che. rAga Adino bhAva cAhe to mahAvratano ho e badho para che. AhAhAhA ! have ahIMyA ema kahe che ke mahAvratanA pariNAma karatAM karatAM e dravya cAritra che, e bhAva cAritra thaze. are bhagavAna prabhu tuM zuM kare che bhAI. ( zrotAH- tatvArtha sUtramAM to Asrava kIdhuM che ) Asrava che e bhale kahyuM tyAM, paNa tyAM ene lAbha kahyo che pAcho ema kahyuM che, bIjA graMthamAM kahyuM che ke e dharma che. puNya e dharma che, e to vyavahAra dharmanI vyAkhyA che. jene AtmA AtmAmAM anubhavathI Tharyo e nizcaya dharma A che, ene je rAgaAdi Ave tyAre ene ( rAga ) vyavahA2 dharmano Aropa Apyo che, nizcayathI to adharma ja che. acAritra che cAritrano doSa che. AhAhAhA ! kharekhara AtmA eka ja che, jJAnamAtra ja che. AhAhAhA ! e rAgarUpe e AtmA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! anya sarva 52bhAvo che. tyAre vAraMvAra kaheluM AgamanuM vAkya, ahIM juo. AhAhA... paMcamakALa eTale jIvone A vAta lIdhI che, ene vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavAmAM maLyuM. sArA ( cothA ) kALamAM to ekavA2 sAMbhaLe ne phaTa UtarI jAya ema kahe che. AhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? ahIM to paMcamaA2o che ne ! tyAre vAraMvAra kaheluM, vAraMvAra kaheluM eTale ? gurue to ekavAra kahyuM hatuM. paNa ziSye vAraMvAra yAda karyuM ADatrIsa gAthAmAM Ave che ne vAraMvA2, ene rAgathI bhinna (samajAvyo ) rAgathI bhinna ema jANavAmAM viveka karyo, AhAhAhA... mAro prabhu zAyaka che ane rAgathI bhinna che, ema vAraMvAra aMdara viveka karyo, ethI ene vAraMvAra gurue kahyuM ema sAMbhaLavAmAM viveka karyo. AhAhAhA... have AvI vAtane mazkarI karIne kADhI nAkhe che. e jANe kAMI cIja ja nathI. dRSTimAM mithyAtvano tyAga thayo ema kahevuM e paNa kahe che nAmamAtra che. AhAhA ! Page #525 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 51) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu eno jyAM dRSTimAM svIkAra thaI ane sRSTi thaI samyagdarzananI AhAhAhA.. emAM badhI AkhI cIja pUraNa che e pratItamAM AvI gaI. ane temAM huM rAgarUpe nathI e paNa emAM AvI gayuM. ane te zraddhAmAM ema paNa AvyuM ke have huM AmAM jeTalo TharIza teTalI azuddhatA (ne) karmano nAza thaze. AhAhAhA ! zraddhAmAM paNa ema AvyuM. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa prabhu emAM huM karIza. AhAhA... evuM zraddhAmAM AvyuM ke AmAM huM jeTalo harIza eTalo asthiratAno ne karmano nAza thaze. e ahIMyA TharavAnI vAta have lIdhI. AhAhA! samajANuM kAMI? tyAMya ema Ave che ne, zraddhAmAM Ama thayuM ne pachI AcaraNa kare che. sattaraaDhAra gAthA olA rAjAne oLakhIne pachI zraddhA karIne ne AcaraNa karIne ema AtmAne oLakhIne ne zraddhA karI ne pachI enuM ja AcaraNa karIne, AhAhA.. cArekorathI juo to vastune eka rIte ja siddha kare che. AhAhA! bhinna-bhinna paDakhAMthI, anaMtA dravya ane rAganI madhyamAM prabhu paNa tuM ekalo jJAnasvarUpa bhinna cho. evuM ene vAraMvAra gurue kahyuM eTale ke vAraMvAra kaheluM yAda karyuM. smaraNamAM lIdhuM, AhAhA.ke para taraphanA lakSavALo vikAra e mAruM svarUpa nahIM. evuM bhAna to thayuM'tuM paNa bhAnamAM have vizeSa Tharyo huve. AhAhA ! e paNe thavuM e mAro dravya svabhAva nahIM, ema AvyuM ne? pahelAM AvI gayuM, dravyasvabhAvapaNe rAgapaNe vyAsa thavuM e mAruM svarUpa nathI. AhAhAhA ! | mAro prabhu jJAna ne AnaMda ne zAMtino svabhAva dravyano e dravyasvabhAvapaNe che vibhAvapaNe thavuM e mAruM svarUpa nathI. AhAhA ! dravyasvabhAvapaNe vibhAvanuM vyApya ane svabhAva vyApaka (ema nathI.) AhAhAhA.. pahelAM AvI gayuM hatuM kAle AvyuM tuM. AhAhA. alaukika vAtuM che, bApA ! AhAhA ! prabhu tArI prabhutAno pAra nathI ane pAmaratAmAM rokAI gayo prabhu, AhA ! e pAmaratA choDavA mATe paNa kahe che ke eno tyAga karavo e paNa eka nAmamAtra che. AhAhA! prabhu tuM prabhupaNethI chUTayo nathI. AhAhA! prabhu prabhupaNe rahyo che, e ja enuM nAma pacakhANa ane cAritra che. AhAhAhA ! have AvI vyAkhyAya sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM. have e samaje ke di' bApu! AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- anAdino saMsAra zAMta thaI jAya evI vAta che) evI vAta che bApA. bhagavaMta tAruM svarUpa ja evuM prabhunuM. AhAhA ! jJAnasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA e dravya svabhAvathI e dayA dAnanA rAgapaNe thavuM e eno svabhAva nathI. AhAhAhA ! e vyApaka bhagavAnanuM vyApya vikAra e eno svabhAva nathI. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu eno svabhAva nirmaLa paryAyapaNe vyApya ane vyApaka thavuM e eno svabhAva che. AhAhAhA ! are kyAM e jovA navaro nathI aMdara prabhu! AhAhA.... jenI zaktino pAra nathI, evI zaktino nAtha bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA... ene parapaNe thavuM rAgapaNe e dravyano vastuno svabhAva nathI. ema samyagdarzana pragaTa karI ane pachI jyAre cAritra le che, pratyAkhyAna kare che tyAre e asthiratAnA rAgapaNe huM na thAuM evo mAro svabhAva ane mAro svabhAva to sthirapaNe jJAnanI zAMtipaNe thavuM evo mAro svabhAva ema thaIne Thare che AnaMdamAM prabhu ane rAgarUpe thato nathI e dazAne pratyAkhyAna ane cAritra kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- amRta Page #526 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 35 vANI che) vANI AvI che bApA. AhA ! vAraMvAra kaheluM AgamanuM vAkya, AgamanuM vAkya joyuM e zuM kahe che. paheluM gurue kahyuM tuM te Agama Ama kahe che, guru vAkyathI paNa Agama Ama kahe che, gurunA vAkyo AvA hoya che. rAgathI tArI cIja bhinna che. e dayA dAna ne vrata bhaktinA pariNAma je rAga enAthI paNa tuM bhinna cho. ema AgamanA vAkya ane gurunA vAkya che. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? be vAta mUkI'tI. eka to gurue bheda karAvyo ane e AgamanuM vAkaya che ema kahyuM pAchuM. AhAhAhA ! kaI zailI ! gajaba zailI ! AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna aMdara tuM saccidAnaMda prabhu cho ne bhAI tane khabara nathI. A tArI prabhutAmAM to anaMtaAnaMda ne anaMtajJAna ne anaMta zAMti paDI che nAtha ! AhAhA ! enuM jene bhAna thayuM ane jyAre rAgAdi dayA dAnanA vikalpo che e vikAra ane duHkharUpa che. enuM mArA svabhAvapaNe thavuM evuM mAruM svarUpa nathI. ema aMdara jANIne, AhAhA ! e AtmA AtmApaNe rahe che, jJAna jJAnapaNe eTale I AtmA AtmApaNe rahe che, Thare che ane rAgapaNe thato nathI, enuM nAma ahIMyA bhagavAne pratyAkhyAna ne bhagavAne cAritra kahevAmAM AvyuM che. arere ! A vyAkhyA have AvI vAta AvuM svarUpa che bhAI ! ene anaMta anaMta kALamAM e coryAzInA avatA2mAM 2khaDI maryo che bhAI-e duHkhI che duHkhI ene bhAna nathI. huM du:khI chuM emeya bhAna nathI ene, AhAhA... abajopati ane vIsa-vIsa, pacIsa-pacIsa hajA2nA mahInAnA pagAradAra e badhA prANIo bicArA duHkhI che. ene bhagavAna AnaMdano nAtha svabhAva enI ene khabaruM nathI. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? - 511 AMhI to samakitI paNa AhAhAhA... potAnuM AcaraNa karavAno kAmI e duHkhanA AcaraNane duHkharUpa jANe che. e avratanA bhAvane rAga bhAvane duHkharUpa jANe che, mAro nAtha to AnaMda svarUpe prabhu birAje che. AhAhA ! arere ! e AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna saccidAnaMda prabhu e rAganA lakSaNane 52 tarIke duHkha tarIke jANI ane AnaMdano nAtha duHkharUpe pariName e mAro svabhAva nathI. AhAhA ! e to paryAyamAM kamajorIne laIne samakitIne paNa rAgAdi duHkhanI paryAya thAya che. AhAhA ! paNa mAre have to svarUpanuM AcaraNa karavuM che, e svarUpanA AcaraNa mATe mAro svabhAva AnaMda ne atIndriya jJAnano mahimAvALo prabhu e duHkhanI paryAyapaNe na thAya evo to mAro svabhAva che, ema svabhAvane jANI ane e rAganA duHkhanA pariNAmapaNe na thavuM A enuM nAma aMta2mAM Tharyo ane enuM nAma cAritra ane pacakhANa che. vizeSa vyAkhyAna ho gayA lyo nava thaI gayA nava. ( zrotAH- pramANa vacana gurudeva ) pravacana naM. 101 gAthA - 35 zrloka - 29 Aso suda-4 zukravA2 tA. 6-10-08 saM. 2504 samayasAra ! 35 gAthA pharIne, vastranuM dRSTAMta dIdhuM che "tevI rIte " tyAMthI jJAtA paNa e to vacce bhASA AvI. jANanAra paNa, prazna to ziSyakA yaha thA, samyagdarzana ne jJAna to mere huA hai. maiMne jAnA hai rAgAdi 52 hai. paNa mere AcaraNa aMdara kaise karanA ? me2A svarUpameM Page #527 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 512 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AcaraNa kaisA karanA? o AcaraNa jo rAgakA hai. usase meremeM svarUpako AcaraNa kaise karanA e prazna thA. to gurue mULase pahelese bAta kiyA. AhAhAhA ! "jJAtA paNa bhramathI" tyAMthI upADayuM che. "para dravyonA bhAvone" e karmanA nimittathI thatA zubhAzubha rAga e parabhAvone potAnA jANI grahaNa karI, potAnA jANI, potAmAM eka karIne sUto che, e rIte lIdhuM che. e rAga ane puNya pApanA bhAva potAmAM mAnIne pote sUto che. evA jIvane ahIM to lIdho che. AhAhA ! bIjI daSTie kahIe to paryAyaSTimAM e paDayo che. zubha azubha rAga e mArA che, ema mAnI ajJAnI sUto che, eTale ajJAnamAM paDyo che. AhAhA ! ane potAnI meLAe ajJAnI thaI rahyo che. ziSya prazna ema karyo hato ke mArA svarUpamAM AcaraNa kema karavuM? ahIM pahelethI upADayuM che. AhAhA! vastu dravyasvabhAva, zuddha vItarAga svabhAva enI sAthe rAga dayA dAna kAma krodhAdinA bhAva e parabhAva che. e trikALI vItarAga svabhAva svarUpa e nathI. ethI ene potAnA karIne sUto ajJAnI, jyAre zrIguru parabhAvono viveka karAvI, karIno artha e bheda karAve che eTale bhedajJAna karAve che. zarIra vANI mana e to para enI to vAta ahIMyA nathI, hai nahIM. che nahIM. zubha azubhabhAva enAthI ene bhedajJAna karAve che. bhAI zubha azubhabhAva e terI cIja nahIM. "eka AtmabhAvarUpa kare" ene ema kahe ke tuM AtmA jJAnasvabhAva svarUpa che, te tuM, rAgAdi bhAvathI parabhAvathI ene viveka karAve che. juo A pratyAkhyAna ane cAritranI A dazA. AhAhA ! jyAre zrI guru tene parabhAvano viveka karI ene eka AtmabhAva kare eTale ke ene batAve, ke bhAI, tArI dRSTi je rAga ane puNya-pApa upara che e bhAva tArA nathI enAthI tArI cIja bhinna eka jJAnasvabhAvarUpa che. aneka puNya ne pApanA vikRta bhAvathI ekarUpa terI jJAna svabhAva cIja bhinna che. AhAhA ! ane kahe ke, zIdhra jAga tane A kahyuM paNa have jAga zIdhra! AhAhA ! rAga ane svabhAva be bhinna che ema zIdhra jAga. bahu dhIrAnI vAtuM che bApu! AhAhAhA ! sAvadhAna thA. e zailIthI, e rIte upADI che ne vAta. AhAhA ! A dRSTi sahitanI sthiratA upADI che. AhAhA ! bhrAMtinA tyAga sahitanI rAganA tyAganI dazA upADI che. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bApu! A to samayasAra che. A to bhavanA abhAvanI vAtuM che prabhu! AhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA eno eka jJAnasvabhAva eka AnaMdasvabhAva, eka zAMta svabhAva, eka prabhutva svabhAva, e badho ekarUpa svabhAva che. emAM A puNya ne pApanA bhAvo anekarUpe je dekhAya che e parabhAva che. svabhAvamAM ekarUpatAmAM e vastu nathI. AhAhAhA! zuM TIkA ! gajaba vAta kare che ne. kharekhara A jJAnamAtra che ne, tAro AtmA kharekhara jJAnamAtra, AnaMdamAtra, jJAna eTale jANanAra jJAyakamAtra AnaMdamAtra zAMta zAMta zAMta akaSAya svabhAvamAtra tAro AtmA che prabhu. AhAhAhA ! eka svabhAvamAtra ja che, jJAnamAtra eTale jJAnasvabhAva, ekalo jJAna AnaMda zAMti Adi svabhAvamAtra ekarUpa tuM cho, anya sarva paravyanA bhAvo che. AhAhA! thAya che Page #528 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 35 513 potAnI paryAyamAM paNa te dravyanA svabhAvanI kAyamI cIja che e nathI. AhAhA ! bhagavAna jJAna ne AnaMda svabhAva emAM e bhAva nathI, e dravyanA svabhAvabhAva e nathI. AhAhA ! juo cAritra pragaTa karavAnI rIta to juo. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna tuM to eka jJAnaAnaMda svarUpa ekarUpa cho ne. jJAyakabhAva AnaMdabhAva vItarAgabhAva zAMtasvabhAva ekarUpa bhAva, A anya bhAvo badhA 52bhAva che. AhAhAhA ! tyAre vAraMvAra kaheluM e AgamanuM vAkya eTale gurue kahyuM'tuM e AgamanuM vAkya che ema kahe che. AhAhA ! e Agamane kahe che. e gha2nI vAta nahIM, AhAhAhA... Agama ema kahe che, guru kahe che e AgamanuM vAkya che. AhAhA ! bhAI ! AgamathI eNe sAMbhaLyuM ke je A svarUpa tAruM che, e ekarUpa che, emAM anekapaNAnA vikalpo je UThe che, e anyanA 5dravyanA bhAva che, bhAI tArI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! - olA cAritra adhikAramAM Ave che ne bhAI tyAM ema Ave che bheda abhyAsa karatAM cAritra pragaTe che. pAchaLa-pAchaLa bhAI kaLazamAM Ave che. ahIMyA A rIte vidhi che. AhAhAhA ! AtmA jJAnaAnaMda ekarUpa vItarAga svabhAva svarUpa ekarUpa che, ene AtmArUpa kare ne batAve che. ane enI paryAyamAM je vikAra puNya-pApanA rAgAdi. AhAhA.. ahIMyA to mahAvratanA vikalpa UThe e paNa parabhAva che, rAga 5rabhAva che. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. ene AgamanuM vAkya ema kahe che ene Agama Ama kahe che. eTale koI kahe gurue Ama kahyuM to siddhAMtanuM e pramANe vAkya che. ke e siddhAMtanuM ja vAkya che. gurue ema kahyuM ane siddhAMta paNa ema ja kahe che. AhAhA.......ane devanI ane sarvajJanI vANImAM paNa e ja AvyuM che. AhAhAhA ! prabhu tuM AnaMda ane jJAna svarUpa cho ne ekadama. AhAhAhA ! tane je A puNya ne pApanA bhAva, 5rabhAva enI tane mIThAza lAgI che mArApaNe mAnIne e bhrama che prabhu. AhAhAhA ! ahIMyA to bhavanA abhAvanI vAtuM che. amAre pATaNIjI kahe che ne ke ahIM bhavanA abhAvanI vAtuM che prabhu ! AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA jJAna AnaMda vItarAga svabhAvathI ekarUpa vastu che. enI paryAyamAM nimittane vaza thayelA je puNya pApanA bhAvo bhagavaMta e 52bhAva che, e tAruM svarUpa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e AgamanuM vAkya sAMbhaLa to gurue kahyuM paNa bheguM Agameya paNa Ama kahyuM che e siddha karavuM che. ema ke siddhAMta je sarvajJanA Agama che e Ama ja kahe che ema kahe che bhAI ! sarvaze kahelA je Agama che. eTale sarvajJe kahyuM e AvyuM, enI vANImAM paNa AvyuM ne gurue paNa ema kahyuM. AhAhA ! prabhu A to mAraga aMtaranI vAtuM che prabhu. (zrotAH- mAraga to aMta2mAM ja hoya ne ) ene paheluM jJAna to karavuM paDazene prabhu ! AhAhA ! ziSye to ema kahyuM'tuM ke mArA paDaLa chUTI gayA che mithyAtvanA, AMkhamAM jema vikA2 hoya to vastune bIjI rIte dekhe dhoLI ne pILI dekhe kamaLAvALo, ema mArI dRSTimAM viparItatA hatI, huM rAgane mAro mAnato hato e viparItatA have TaLI gaI che. AhAhA ! (paNa ) have prabhu mAre AtmAnuM AcaraNa kema thAya ? AhAhA... keTaluM vinayathI pUche che. samyagdaSTi che. jJAnI che Page #529 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 514 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anubhavI che. guru pAse, nigraMtha saMta pAse, AhAhA.... are sarvajJa pAse paNa ema Ave che. cAritra aMgIkAra kare che sAdhu, sarvajJa pAse jAya to ja cAritra aMgIkAra kare. AhAhA! to e sAMbhaLyuM, AgamanuM vAkya to eno artha e thayo ke sarvaze paNa e ja kahyuM che, ane Agama paNa e ja kahe che. sarvajJanI vANI te Agama che, ane guru te AgamanuM vAkya ene kahe che. (zrotA:- traNeya ekaja pramANe kahe che) traNeya ema kahe che. prabhu tane traNeya ema kahe che. AhAhA ! deva guru ne zAstra. AhAhA.. ke tAro bhagavAna eka svarUpe che ne prabhu, emAM anekapaNAnA vikalpo rAgo, AhAhA... e badhA parabhAva che ne prabhu, terA bhAva hoya to kAyama rahe. A to kSaNika nAzavAna. AhAhA ! e parabhAvo enAthI bhinna karIne batAve che, jANeluM to che ene, paNa A to vizeSa spaSTa karatAM pahelethI ja zarUAta karI. AhAhA ! pravINabhAI ! A badhI bIjI jAtanI che tamAre thANAMnI lAdI karatAM, A to vAto bIjI bhagavAna. AhA! duniyAno Akho rasa uDADI devAnI vAto che. ahIMyA to ene bhagavAna AtmAno rasa caDAvI devo. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA! pratyAkhyAna eTale ke cAritra eTale ke rAganA abhAva svarUpa pariNamana A sthitithI batAve che jAo. AhAhAhA ! have AvI sthiti paDI che ke prabhu kaMIkane kaMIka kare che aMdarathI. AhAhA! A to samyagdaSTi sahita che ene paNa A rIte kahe che. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI? AgamanuM vAkya sAMbhaLato, paNa e vAraMvAra kaheluM hoM eTaluM eTale ke eNe vAraMvAra vicAramAM lIdhuM ema gurue to bhale eka vAra kahyuM- e to ADatrIsa gAthAmAM Ave che ne, gurue vAraMvAra kahyuM ema chelle Ave che. eno (artha) vAraMvAra guru kyAM navarA hatA. ene potAne ja vAraMvAra enA vicAranuM maMthana cAle che. che ne ApaNe ADatrIsamAM AvI gayuM che. ADatrIsamAM Ave che ADatrIsa-ADatrIsa virakata guruthI niraMtara samajAvavAmAM AvatA. Ama bhASA che niraMtara, niraMtara navarA che guru? eno artha ja e. mahA nigraMtha vItarAgI muni saMta AnaMdamAM jhUlanevAlA, AhAhAhA... dharma pitA, dharma guru. e ene niraMtara virakata guru, virakata guno artha nigraMtha guru. (zrotA - rAga rahita) rAgathI rahita thaI gayA che ane svarUpamAM rakata, rakata thaI gayA che. rAgathI virakata che ne svarUpamAM rakata che. AhAhA... evA guruthI niraMtara samajAvavAmAM AvatA. niraMtarano artha ke ene gurunuM vAkya ema ne ema gholanamAM dhUna lAgI gaI. AgamanuM vAkya sAMbhaLatA dhUna lAgI gaI dhUna. AhAhA ! rAgathI bhinna rAgathI bhinna, rAgathI bhinna rAgathI bhinna, AhAhA.. ema niraMtara bhinnanI dhUna lAgI aMdarameM, Are AvI vAtuM have. ema ahIMyA, AgamanuM vAkya vAraMvAra kaheluM ema levuM. eno artha e. AhAhA ! jyAre kahe tyAre A ja kahe ema eno artha che. bIjI rIte kahIe to, samajAya che kAMI? vAraMvArano artha jyAre guru kahe AgamanuM vAkya tyAre A ja kahe. koI vakhate kaMIka ane koIka vakhate kaMIka ema nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! tyAre vAraMvAra kaheluM AgamanuM vAkya, zuM paNa gaMbhIra TIkA ! gajaba vAta! atyAre bharatakhaMDamAM AvI TIkA koI che nahIM. sAkSAt sarvajJa bhagavAnanI vANI sIdhI mUkI che. AhAhAhA... jeNe sarvajJanA virahA bhUlAvI nAkhyA che. AhAhAhA! Page #530 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 35 515 kahe che "vAraMvAra kaheluM AgamanuM vAkya sAMbhaLatAM samasta cihnothI sArI rIte parIkSA karI". sva-52nA cihnothI, mAruM lakSaNa to jJAna( svabhAva ) che, rAganuM lakSaNa to baMdha svabhAva che. mAruM svarUpa to abaMdha svarUpa che, ane A rAga che e baMdha svarUpa che. mAruM svarUpa to ahiMsaka vItarAgI dazA che, A svarUpa to rAga hiMsaka dazA che. AhAhAhA ! ema benI vAraMvAra parIkSA karI. ohoho ! "sva-52nA cihnothI "cihna nAma lakSaNa, mAro bhagavAna jJAna lakSaNa, AnaMda lakSaNa. AhA... jJAna lakSaNa kema kahyuM ? mukhyapaNe ke jJAnanI paryAya pragaTa che ne, e apekSAe jJAna AkhuM svarUpa che ema tyAMthI kahyuM. AnaMdanI paryAya pragaTa nathI ajJAnIne AhAhA... eTale jJAna lakSaNe ane enI sAthe AnaMdanI paryAyathI lakSaNe AtmAne pakaDayo che. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? - ene sArI rIte parIkSA karIne emane ema mAnIne nahIM ema kahe che. gurue kahyuM mATe emane ema mAnI lIdhuM emeya nahIM. pote jAte parIkSA karI che. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? gurue kahyuM ke prabhu tAro AtmA to aMdara vItarAgamUrti eka svarUpI che ne trikALa eka svarUpI prabhu che, eka svabhAvI che. emAM A anekapaNAnA vikalpo ne vikAra e to 52dravyanA bhAva che. ene bhedajJAna karAvI ane AtmA jJAnasvarUpa che tema ene batAvyuM. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! are ! svaparanA cihnothI bhagavAna AtmAnA lakSaNa ane rAgAdinA lakSaNo bene sArI rIte parIkSA karIne. AhAhA... bhagavAna anAkuLa AnaMda svarUpa ane A rAga AkuLatA duHkha svarUpa, ema benA bhinna lakSaNonI parIkSA karI. AhAhAhA... Avo mAraga vItarAgano, jarUra A 52bhAvo che. jarUra mAruM lakSaNa jJAna ane AnaMda ne vItarAga svarUpI prabhu huM chuM. AhAhAhA ! to jarUra mArA svabhAvanA lakSaNathI A rAganA lakSaNo ne cihno tadna bhinna che. e to AkuLatA upajAvanArA che, bhagavAna to anAkuLa AnaMda svarUpa che ema bene barAbara 52bhAvane barAbara jANIne jJAna ne AnaMda svabhAvamAM A rAgAdi svabhAva te bhinna che, 52bhAva che. ema benA bhinna lakSaNo jANI-jarUra A 5rabhAva (che) rAga Adi 52bhAva che. AhAhAhA! eka huM jJAnamAtra ja chuM. AhAhA ! mULa to jJAna zabde Akho AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha vItarAga svarUpI prabhu huM to eka svarUpe chuM. AhAhAhA ! ema jANIne jJAnI thayo thako eTale ke parabhAva ane parabhAvano jANanAra thayo thako- svabhAva ne svabhAvano jANanA2 thayo thako. AhAhAhA ! zuM TIkA ? zuM TIkA ! gajaba vAta bhAI ! eno ekeka zloka saMtonI vANI digaMbara saMtonI A vANI che bhAI. AhAhA... e ema kahe che ke pratyAkhyAna kyAre thAya ? rAgano abhAva kyAre thAya ke svabhAvamAM rAga nathI e rAga parabhAva svarUpa che ema jANIne, potAno svabhAva jJAna ekarUpa che, ema cihnathI jANIne e jJAnarUpamAM Thare che, tyAMthI haThIne svabhAvamAM Thare che, ene cAritra ane pratyAkhyAna thAya che. AhAhAhA... A koI vidvatAnI cIja nathI, ke bahu bhaNI gayo ne bahu vAMcI gayo mATe Ane A (svAnubhUti ) thaI jAya, AhAhA... kaho AnuM nAma cAritra ane pratyAkhyAna che. AhAhAhA ! ema jANIne jJAnI thayo thako, jJAnI to hato, samyagdaSTi tarIke, paNa ahIMyA have jJAnI Page #531 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 516 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 thayo thako eTale jJAna svabhAvamAM sthira thayo thako. AhAhAhA... sarva parabhAvone tatkALa choDe che, AhAhAhA... dhanya kALa ! AhAhA ! e parabhAvone parabhAva tarIke jANI potAnA AnaMda jJAna svabhAvane svabhAva tarIke jANI ane jJAnI eTale svarUpamAM Tharato thako. jJAnI eTale jJAna svabhAvamAM Tharato thako. AhAhA ! e sarva parabhAvone tatkALa choDe che, ema nimittathI kathana che, bAkI choDa che ema nahIM, chUTI jAya che. AhAhA ! svarUpamAM jJAnI sthiratA karato thako, ene rAganA pariNAma je paryAyamAM hatA, e utpanna na thayA e svarUpamAM Tharyo, eNe parabhAvano tyAga karyo ema vyavahArathI kahevAya che. AhAhAhA ! are AvI vAta prabhu mIThI madhurI AnaMdadAyaka vAta che prabhu. AhAhA! bhale karI zake nahIM paNa vastu AvI che ema enuM paheluM samyagdarzana to kare. (zrotA:- zraddhA to kare.) zraddhA to kare. (zrotA - AvuM che ema zraddhA to kare)-arere ene kayAM jAvuM bhAI. parabhAvane potAnA mAnI prabhu ene kyAM jAvuM. ene acAritra ne ajJAnabhAvathI cAragatimAM rakhaDavuM. AhAhAhA ! ajANyA kSetre, ajANyA dravyamAM jaIne rakhaDavuM ene, jANIto bhagavAna ene choDI dIdho. AhAhA ! ene A to jANIto bhagavAna ene jANI lIdho. jANI lIdho uparAMta rAgane para jANIne pote jJAnI thayo eTale sthira thayo A cAritra. kaho, choTAbhAI ! AvI vAtuM che bhAI ! AhAhAhA! zuM TIkA! zuM enA kahelA vAkyo! e ema jANI jJAnI thayo thako eTale jJAna svarUpamAM Tharato thako, je asthiratAmAM hato ene para jANIne potAmAM Tharato thayo. AhAhA... e cAritrane prApta kare che. e pratyAkhyAnane prApta kare che. A vidhi kaho.. goviMdarAmajI. AhAhA ! are AvA svarUpane vikRta karI nAkhavuM ane jagatane batAvavuM ke A paNa cAritra che. bhAI ! AtmAne duHkha thaze bhAI. AhA. ane tenA duHkhanA pariNAmamAM bhaviSyamAM paNa kAMIka gati thaze. AhAhA ! eno vicAra kara prabhu, AhAhA.... ane bhramaNA choDI ane svarUpamAM sthira thA ene ahIMyA pratyAkhyAna kahe che. AhAhA... bhASA TIkA to Ama sAdI che bhAva ghaNAM gaMbhIra che. AhAhAhA... jJAnI thayo thako eTale? huM jJAna svarUpa chuM e to jANyuM'tuM, paNa have jJAna svarUpamAM karyo thako, jJAnI thayo thako, olo rAgI thayo thako je bhAva hato asthiratAno, AhAhAhA ! ene choDIne, jJAnI, svarUpamAM jJAnasvarUpamAM Tharato thako, AhAhA ! parane choDe che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhAhA ! AnuM nAma pratyAkhyAna. A pacakhANa ne pacakhANa ne vrata ne niyama kare che ne, vratanA pacakhANa Apo. paNa bApu e vrata eTale zuM? e pacakhANa eTale zuM? bhAI ! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhAhA ! A bAhyathI che e to vikalpa che zubharAga che, e kAMI pratyAkhyAna nathI. AhAhA ! pratyAkhyAna to bhagavAna pUrNAnaMda prabhu eka svarUpI evI dRSTi thaI ane temAM parabhAvanI anekatA pararUpe che ema jANI ane tyAMthI khasI gayo ane A zuddhAtmAmAM lIna thayo ene ahIMyA pratyAkhyAna, pacakhANa, rAganA tyAganI dazA, AhAhA... ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA ! bahu vAta. AhAhA ! Page #532 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 35 517 bhAvArtha - "jyAM sudhI para vastune bhUlathI potAnI jANe" pahelethI upADayuM che ne, tyAM sudhI mamatva rahe. potAnI jANe eTale mamatva ja rahe e mArI che ema. AhAhA... ane jyAre yathArtha jJAna thavAthI para vastune pArakI jANe, AhAhAhA ! e koTane paNa pArako jANe enA lakSaNathI choDI de. ema bhagavAna AtmA zubha azubhabhAvanA parabhAvane jANe ane potAno svabhAva vItarAgI jJAnaAnaMda svarUpa jANe, tyAre bIjAnI vastunuM mamatva zAnuM rahe? e puNya ne pApamAM asthiratA kema rahe ema kahe che, athavA na rahe e prasiddha che. AhAhA! have A ja arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che. ( zloka - 29 ) (mAlinI) avatarati na yAvad vRttimtyntvegaadnvmprbhaavtyaagdRssttaantdRssttiH| jhaTiti sakalabhAvairanyadIyairvimuktA svymiymnubhuutistaavdaavirbbhuuv||29|| zlokArtha-[kapara-bhAva-tyA -dAtta-:] A parabhAvanA tyAganA deSTAntanI daSTi, [manavama atyanta-vecAt yAvat vRttim na gavatarati] jUnI na thAya e rIte atyaMta vegathI jyAM sudhI pravRttine pAme nahi, [tAvata]te pahelAM ja[ ti]tatkALa [savana-mAvai: kanyavI:vimupl] sakala anyabhAvothI rahita[svayama rUma manubhUti:] pote ja A anubhUti to [ bhAvimUva ]pragaTa thaI gaI. bhAvArtha-A parabhAvanA tyAganuM dRSTAMta kahyuM te para dRSTi paDe te pahelAM samasta anyabhAvothI rahita potAnA svarUpanuM anubhavana to tatkALa thaI gayuM; kAraNa ke e prasiddha che ke vastune paranI jANyA pachI mamatva rahetuM nathI. 29. (matinI) avatarati na yAvad vRttimtyntvegaadnvmprbhaavtyaagdRssttaantdRssttiH| jhaTiti sakalabhAvairanyadIyairvimuktA svayamiyamanubhUtistAvadAvirbabhUva / / 29 / / AhAhA ! "aparabhAva-tyAgadeSTAMta-daSTi" A parabhAvanA tyAganA deSTAMtanI dRSTi e "anavam atyanta vegA yAvat vRttim na avatarati" e parabhAvanI dRSTi jyAM che kahe che ke pragaTa thaI tyAM e jUnI na thAya. e rIte atyaMta vegathI tatkALa pravRttine pAme nahIM. Are! rAgane pAme ja nahIM. AhAhA..... sAMbhaLyuM ke rAgAdi para che, e vastranA deSTAMta Adi, e dRSTAMta jyAM sAMbhaLyuM tyAM tarata ja rAganI pravRttimAM na rahe. ene ahIM to kahe che ke e sAMbhaLyuM ane atyaMta vegathI pravRttine pAme ja nahIM. te pahelAM ja tatkALa rAganI pravRttine pAme nahIMdAMta Apyo ke bhAI rAgAdi para che, evo je daSTAMta kahyo te daSTine pAme nahIM, eTale ke Page #533 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 518 pravRttine pAme nahIM tyAM ekadama sthira thaI gayo aMdara. AhAhAhA ! "parabhAvanA tyAganA deSTAMtanI dRSTi jUnI na thAya" eTale Ama tAjI rahe. sAMbhaLyA bheguM ene phaDAka aMdara TharI gayo. AhAhAhA... ene vAra lAge sAMbhaLavAnI cIjane ane chUTo paDavAne vA2 lAge ema nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! zuM saMtonI vANI to juo. kahe che ke, ene ema jyAM dRSTAMta Apyo ke bhAI e vastra je 52nuM che enA cihno jANyAM ane eNe sAMbhaLyuM tyAM e vAta chUTI gaI enAthI, tarata ja chUTI gaI. ema bhagavAna AtmAmAM zubhAzubha bhAvo dRSTAMtanI dRSTinI apekSAe vAta karI, e vAta jUnI na thAya, eTale e vAtane vAra na lAge. AhAhAhA! pAMcamI gAthAmAM kahyuM che ne ke huM ekatva-vibhakta tane kahIza prabhu, paNa jo dekhADuM to prabhu pramANa karaje hoM. AhAhA ! 'jadi dAejja' jo huM dekhADuM rAgathI vibhakta, svabhAvathI ekatva to e vAta dekhADuM to prabhu hA pADaje eTaluMya nathI kahyuM. AhAhAhA ! Ama che ke nahIM, kahe che e pramANe che ke nahIM, enuM pramANa anubhavathI karaje. ahIMyA e kahyuM ke e dRSTAMtanI dRSTi jyAM jUnI ne vAra na lAge. mANasa nathI kahetA ke tArA AvyA pahelAM ja A kAma thaI gayuM. e to Avyo, e kAma hatuM e tuM Avyo e pahelAM ja thaI gayuM. pahelAM nahIM, paNa e Avyo tyAre thayuM- paNa Avyo e pahelAM thaI gayuM ema kahevAya che ne. AhAhA ! tamAruM kAma hatuM bhAI, paNa tame AvyA pahelAM tame AvyA bheguM thaI gayuM to AvyA pahelAM thaI gayuM, ema thayuM che to tyAre ( zrotAH- samaya bheda nathI ) samaya bheda nathI. ema jyAM bhagavAna saMtoe AgamathI, sarvajJanA AgamathI ane saMtoe pote kahIne kahyuM ene A, AhAhAhA... ke 52bhAvathI prabhu terI cIja to bhinna hai ane tArI cIjathI 52bhAva bhinna hai. AhAhAhA... ema jyAM sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM ane e vAta jUnI na rahe, eTale vAra na lAge. AhAhA ! zuM vANI ! digaMbara saMtonI zailI to juo, AhAhA ! prabhu tyAM to tuM sukhanA dhAmamAM poDhI gayo aMdara kahe che, AnaMdanA nAthamAM aMdara gI gayo kahe che. tane kahyuM ke rAga bhinna rAga 52bhAva che, e vAta jUnI na thAya tyAM to tuM 52thI bhinna paDI gayo. AhAhAhA ! ( yatkSaNaM dRzyate zuddha tatkSaNaM gatavibhramaH ). A traNalokanA nAtha kathA karatA haze, divya dhvani dvA2A e kevI haze ? jyAM traNa jJAnanA dhaNI Indro ekAvatArI paNa Dole jenI vAta sAMbhaLIne. AhAhA ! sAkSAt prabhu to birAje che tyAM evI A TIkA gajaba che TIkA sAkSAt Agama vANI sarvajJanI vANI, gurunI vANI. AhAhA ! e Agamane nAme je rAgathI tane lAbha thAya ema kahe e Agama ja nahIM, te guru nahIM ane te deve ema kahyuM nathI. AhAhAhA ! Agama, guru ane deve ema kahyuM: prabhu ke je 52bhAva che tenAthI tuM bhinna paDa to tane lAbha thaze, to ekapaNAno lAbha thaze. Ama AgamanA vAkya, gurunA vAkya, vItarAganA vAkya A che. AhAhAhAhA ! kema ke vItarAganI vANI ane gurunI vANImAM vItarAgatA pragaTa karavAnI vAta che. AhAhA ! to vItarAgatA pragaTa kema thAya ? ke rAgane 52 tarIke jANIne svarUpamAM Thare tyAre vItarAgatA pragaTa thAya. e vAta vItarAge kahI che ne Agame e kahI che. AhAhA ! eTale koI ema kahe ke pacakhANanI vidhi Page #534 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 519 zloka - 29 A che, to e AgamanuM vAkaya che, gurunuM vAkya che ne vItarAganuM kathana che? ke A kathana vItarAganuM che. AhAhA ! bIjA koI ema kahe ke A pacakhANa Ama karyAne rAga Ama karyA ne rAga che, vikalpa che e tyAga che to e vItarAga vANI nahIM, gurunI vANI nahIM, sarvajJanuM kathana nahIM e. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI? sAdhAraNa prANIne AkaruM lAge paNa mAraga to A che bApA. AhAhA! bhagavaMta tAruM svarUpa ja AvuM che, e to AvyuM'tuM ne paheluM "bhagavaMta jJAtRdravya" bhagavAna jJAtAdravya jANaka dravya- jJAtA dravya. AhAhA ! e jJAtA ne jJAtA tarIke jANI, rAganA vikalpanI vRttione parabhAva tarIke jANI temAM pravartato nathI ane ene choDIne svarUpamAM pravarte che tene pratyAkhyAna ane rAganA tyAgarUpa bhAva kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhAhA! keTalI zaratuM.(zrotA - eka ja zarata). tuM bIjI rIte mAne che ke ame A vrata lIdhA ne tapa kyane mATe te saMvara nirjarA che te cAritra che. bhagavAna ema nathI bhAI. AhAhA! bhagavAne ema kahyuM nathI ane AgamanuM e vAkya nathI, gurue ema upadeza dIdho nathI. AhAhAhA ! jUnI na thAya daSTi tyAM to atyaMta vegathI pravRttine pAme nahIM, rAgarUpe pariName nahIM. e pahelAM Ave che ne oluM dUrathI choDIne, stutimAM AvyuM tuM udaya taraphanuM anusaraNa che ene Ama dUrathI choDIne eTale Ama anusaraNa karatuM nathI ane Ama anusaraNa kare che, svanA AzrayanuM anusaraNa kare che. AhAhAhA ! A enI hajI jJAna ne zraddhA to kare ke A mArga A che. emane ema mAnIne besI jAya, bApA! prabhu tane lAbha nahIM thAya. tuM mAna ane duniyA mAne eTale loko sarTiphIkeTa Ape ke tame bhAre muni, bhAI ema nahIM maLe. AhAhA... "anavam atyaMta vegAt" e kAne zabdone dRSTi paDI, e jUnI na thAya, tarata ja aMdara rAgathI bhinna bhagavAna aMdara jAgI UThayo. AhA... bhaNakAra vAgyA aMdaramAM jJAtA dravya caitanya siMdhu, e caitanya siMdhu hamAro rU5 hai, rAgAdi amArA rUpa nahIM. AhAhAhA... te pahelAM "tatkALajhaTitI" heM ne? "sakaLabhAve anyadIyaiH vimuktA" sakaLa bhAvothI rahita, kahe che ke rAgAdi parabhAvo che enA lakSaNo bhinna che, tArA svabhAvanA lakSaNo bhinna che, evI jyAM dRSTi jyAM kAne paDI e daSTAMta kAne paDayuM-kAne paDayuM ane jUnI na thAya tyAM to tarata ja rAgathI bhinna paDI gayo bhagavAna. AhAhAhA ! sakaLa anyabhAvothI rahita. joyuM! zubhAzubha bhAvo vikAra che. AhAhA! anyabhAvo che. sakaLa anyabhAvothI rahita, tatkALa pote ja anubhUti to pragaTa thaI gaI. AhAhA... samyagdarzananI anubhUti to hatI ja paNa A cAritranI anubhUti pragaTa karI. bhagavAna zuddha caitanya mUrti ene anusarIne anubhUti thaI. je nimittane anusarIne je rAga hato, ene ema kahyuM ke A rAga lakSaNa to para che ane tAruM svarUpa para che, e vAta jyAM kAne paDI ane jUnI na thAya "anavam" jUnI na thAya tAjI rahe tyAM e chUTo paDI gayo. AhAhAhA! kahe che tyAM pote ja anubhUti to pragaTa thaI gaI che. "svayaM ayam anubhUti" arthAt rAgarUpe na thayo mATe Ama thayuM ema che? e to svayaM anubhUti pragaTa thaI gaI che. rAgarUpe 4. ! Page #535 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 52) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 na thavuM e to pachI apekSA thaI gaI. AhAhAhA.. AhAhA... bhagavAna AnaMdanA nAthanI vINA vAgI aMdara. e anubhUti svasvabhAvane anusarIne para svabhAvanI pravRttithI pariNamyA pahelAM, eTale e pariNamyo nathI e pahelAM A (anubhUti) thaI gaI ema kahe che. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? A samayasAra to bharatakSetramAM sAkSAt kevaLajJAnano sUrya che, ajoDacakSu che. AhAhAhA.. bhAI ene samajavuM, alaukika vAta che. AhAhA ! anya bhAvothI rahita, dRSTAMta sAMbhaLe ane jUnuM na thAya tyAM ja, pahelAM pAchuM ema, pahelAMno artha tatkALa. AhAhA... AnaMdano nAtha bhagavAna evo huM parabhAvapaNe na thAuM, mAro svabhAva svabhAvapaNe thAya. parabhAvapaNe na thAya, ema aMtara jANIne jyAM svabhAvapaNe Tharyo, tyAre anubhUti tarata ja pragaTa thaI gaI. AnaMdano anubhava pratyAkhyAna eTale cAritra, atIndriya AnaMdano anubhava pragaTa thayo ene ahIMyA pratyAkhyAna ane cAritra kahe che. AhAhAhA! ' arere ! AkaruM paDe lokone, e loko ema kahe che ke A pAThamAM to ATaluM bharyuM che ane AvA artha kyAMthI? ema kahe che keTalAka, are prabhu ema ke ahIMyA to ATaluM kahyuM che "jahu nAma krovi puriso paradravya miNaMti jANiduM cayadi, taha saO parabhAve nAuNa vimuMcade nANI". sarve parabhAva choDayA che emAM ATalI vAtamAM lAMbI lAMbI vAtuM. bApu! emAM kahelA bhAvonI gaMbhIratAno artha che A. loko ema TIkA kare che ne keTalAka, bhASA to saraLa che emAM ATalI badhI gaMbhIratA kADhI TIkAkAre vidvAnoe are bhagavAna ema rahevA de prabhu tuM karavuM. AhAhA! emAM ja A AvyuM "jahu nAma kro vi puriso paradadhvamiNa ti jANi du" paradravya che ema jANuM cayadi to AvI gayuM ne aMdaramAM, e to enuM spaSTIkaraNa che. AhA... puNya-pApa bhAva vikAra bhAva e badhA paradravya che. parabhAva che, ema jANyAM tyAM mAro svabhAva nahIM to tyAM pariNamI jAya che to rAgane Ama choDe che ema kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? bApu ! A to vItarAga paMtha che nAtha. AmAM kAMI rAganA rasa AmAM che nahIM. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! e kahe che ke A zabdo thoDA che ane sAdhAraNa emAM moTI moTI lAMbI vAto ke parabhAvane parabhAva jANyA rAgAdine, potAne potAne jANyo ane e rAgarUpe na thayo ane vItarAgarUpe thayo ne, e to eno khulAso che prabhu. tuM ema na kara, bhAI enuM spaSTIkaraNa karyuM to kahe gaharu karI nAkhyuM. gUDha karI nAkhyuM. are bhagavAna ene je hatuM tene kholIne spaSTa karyuM che. AhAhA ! amRtacaMdrAcArya bhagavata svarUpa (paMca) parameSThimAM AcAryapada che. AhAhA! bhAI e gAthAnA bhAvamAM ghaNI gaMbhIratA hatI ene spaSTa karI nAkhI TIkA karIne, TIkA eTale nathI kahetA mArI TIkA kare che emAM je hatuM enI TIkA karI che, vistAra karyo che, spaSTa karyuM. AhA ! samajANuM kAMI? paNa AmAM AvuM pratyAkhyAna moMghuM lAge ne eTale ema kahe AvI TIkA karatAM pratyAkhyAna AvuM karI nAkhyuM. kare zuM bhAI ! bhagavaMt tArI cAritra dazA evI thaze tyAre mukti thaze. tuM ema jANe ke khAI pIne lahera karIe ne thAya. samyagdarzana ekaluM thAya ane jJAna thAya Page #536 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 29 521 toya mukti nahIM thAya. AhAhAhA ! ene A rIte cAritranI pariNati pragaTa karaze, AhAhA... tyAre te muktinuM kAraNa thaze. samajAya che kAMI? AhAhA ! e mATe kIdhuM ne chelle chello zabda hatone cotrIsamAM "mATe pratyAkhyAna jJAna ja che". TIkA cotrIsamAM hatuM ne ema anubhava ema karavo, che ne ? cotrIsanI chellI lITI mATe pratyAkhyAna jJAna che ema anubhava karavo. pAMtrIsamAM A lIdhuM ke "pote ja anubhUti to pragaTa thaI gaI che ne chello zabda cotrIsano e AMhI anubhUti karIne kahyuM. AhAhAhA ! AkaruM lAge bhAI A to apUrva vAtuM che prabhu! AkaruM zabda na karatA A apUrva che. koI di' karyuM nathI evI vAta apUrva che. bhAI ! AhAhAhA ! ethI tane moMghI lAge paNa che apUrvane prabhu. pUrve anaMtakALamAM eka sekanDa mAtra paNa karyuM nathI. AhAhA e to daSTAMta karIne kahyuM ke e dRSTAMta kahyuM tyAM to sAMbhaLyA pahelAM to judo paDI gayo, ema kahyuM che. ema karI nAkhyuM eTale eno artha ke daSTAMta sAMbhaLyuM mATe judo paDyo ema nathI. AhAhAhA! -eno bhAvArtha Avaze. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana naM. 102 zloka - 29 gAthA - 36 tA. 7-1-78 zanivAra Aso suda-6 saM. 2504 samayasAra 35 gAthA parano kaLaza che ne 29 kaLaza usakA bhAvArtha. yaha parabhAvake tyAgakA dRSTAMta hai, kahA kayA ke dhobIne tyAM koI vastra apanA nahIM paNa parakA lekara so gaye the to jisakA vastra thA vo AyA usako jagAyA ke A vastra merA hai terA nahIM, to usane vastra choDa diyA dRSTie, yaha vastra merA nahIM hai. aise dharmAtmA saMtoe jJAnIoe, zuM kahe che? samajameM AyA? e vastrake daSTAMtase vastra merA hai terA nahIM aisA kahA to usane vastrako choDa diyA dRSTimeMse merA nahIM. aise jJAnI dharmAtmAe aisA kahA ke terI cIja jo AtmA AnaMda svarUpa hai usameM tuma puNya ne pApakA bhAva merA hokara mAnake sote the ajJAnI e terI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? apanA AtmA, saMtoe munioe digaMbaroe athavA kevaLIoe, ahIM to saMto chadmastha paMcamaArAnI vAta che ne bhAvaliMgI saMta digaMbara muni usako aisA kahA ke teremeM jo A zubha azubha rAga utpanna hotA hai, dayA dAna vrata bhakti AdikA rAga, hiMsA juTha corIkA rAga e cIja terI nahIM. e to karmakA bhAvakase utpanna huI bhAvya vikAradazA hai, terI cIja to usase bhinna hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? aisA sUnakara yahAM to e kahate hai ke parabhAvake tyAgakA daSTAMta kahA aura usa para dRSTi paDe usase pUrva, arthAt jJAnIe kahA bhagavAna terI cIja aMdara puNya ne pApakA rAgase bhinna hai aisA kahA to kahate hai usako sUnakara ke bhedajJAna huA ke nahIM? e vANI AI e pahelAM tatkALa bhedajJAna ho gayA usakA artha e. AhAhA ! e vANI sUnI e pahele A bhedajJAna huA usakA artha ye. AhAhA ! vANI sUnI usase bhedajJAna nahIM huA usakA artha the. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jhINI vAta hai bhAI ! e Page #537 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 522 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 mAraga bahu jhINo che, sUkSma che. anaMta kALathI kabhI usakI darakAra kiyA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA! e saMtoe aisA kaho ke terI cIja aMdara jo hai usameM jo zubha azubha rAga utpanna hotA hai ye terI cIja nahIM. e to karmakA bhAvakanI upAdhibhAva hai. aisA kahA to ahIM to kahete hai ki kahA pahele bhedajJAna ho gayA. usakA artha? ke sUnanese nahIM huA ema kahete hai bhAI. AhAhAhA... aMtarameM bhagavAna AtmA rAga ane puNyapApakA bhAva e vikRta para hai. mai to jJAnadarzana jAnanevAlA AtmA huM, aisA jyAM aMtarameM bhedajJAna huA to vo sUnanese pahale ho gayA aisA kahA. usakA artha e ke sUnanese huA nahIM ema. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? aMdara bhagavAna AtmA jJAna ne AnaMda svarUpa prabhu hai usako jAnA to saMtoe to aisA kahA, ke rAgAdi dayA dAna vrata bhaktikA rAga bhI vikAra hai ye merI cIjameM nahIM. e karma nimitta bhAvaka hai usakA vo bhAvya hai, AhAhA ! merI bhAvya cIja nahIM, merA to jJAnadarzana upayoga svabhAva vopaNe meM pariNameM vo merA bhAvya ane merA bhAvaka maiM huM. AhAhA ! AkarI vAtuM bahu bApu. kaho, navaraMgabhAI ! A paccakhANa-paccakhANa, AnuM nAma paccakhANa, paccakhANakA artha? aMdara je rAgabhAva thA e merI cIja nahIM. meM to jJAnadarzana upayoga svarUpa huM aisA rAgase pRthaka apanA zuddha svarUpakA pariNamana svasaMvedana huA, usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna kahenemeM AtA hai. usakA nAma cAritra kahenemeM AtA hai, usakA nAma rAgakA tyAga kahenemeM AtA hai, nimittase. AhAhA hai parabhAvake tyAgakA daSTAMta kahA usa para dRSTi paDe usase pUrva, usakA artha ke ahIM dRSTi paDI te pahelAM, pUrva nAma ye huA to usase aMdara bhedajJAna nahIM huA, ema kahA. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bahu bhAI. samyagdarzanapUrvaka pratyAkhyAna, paccakhANa. pratyAkhyAna usako kahe jyAM e vANI sUnI usase aMdara gaye nahIM. AhAhAhA.. merA svabhAva AtmA AnaMda jJAnasvarUpa darzana upayoga svarUpa aura rAgameM jo upayoga jAte haiM e upAdhibhAva hai, e upAdhibhAva parakA hai aisA jAnakara apanA jJAnasvabhAva jJAnameM rahA, aura rAgameM joDANa na huA, e rAgakA tyAga huA, e svarUpa sthira huA, usako pratyAkhyAna cAritra saMvara ane nirjarA dharma kahate hai. AvI vAtuM che bhAI ! samajameM AyA? are e to anaMta vAra sUnA hai paNa aMtara deSTi kiyA nahIM, ema kahete hai. samajameM AyA? ahIM to sUnA to kharA, paNa sUnanese nahIM huA ema kahete hai. AhAhA ! meM to AnaMda jJAnasvarUpa prabhu AtmA huM. e rAgAdi paryAyameM jo hotA hai yaha merI cIja nahIM, aisA jyAM samyagdarzanameM bhAna huA vohI tatkALa rAgameM na joDAtA svarUpameM sthira huA ema kahete hai. jhINI vAta che bhAI ! bApu mAragaDA koI judI jAta che. samAjameM AyA? e tatkALa ho gayA. karyo? ke ye prasiddha hai. vastako parakI jAna liyA bAdameM mamatva nahIM rahatA, meM to AtmA jJAnaAnaMda svarUpa huM, aisA rAgase bheda karake samyagdarzana huA, aura rAgase pRthakapaNAkA pariNamana karake, rAgase pRthakapaNe pariNamana karake, aMtarameM pratyAkhyAna nAma cAritra huA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? yahAM to aisI bAta hai bhAI, loko tethI A takarAra karate haiM ne, ke dayA dAna vrata bhaktikA Page #538 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 29 523 pariNAma ho usase samyagdarzana ne jJAna hotA hai, usase cAritra hotA hai, to ahIMyA to ye kahete hai ke vratAdikA vikalpa jo rAga hai vo pRthaka hai, merI cIja nahIM aura usarUpa meM pariNamuM nahIM taba usakA nAma cAritra ane pratyAkhyAna kahenemeM AtA huM. AvI vAta che bhAI ! zuM thAya ? jagata anAdise herAna ho gayA hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e prasiddha hai ki vastako parakI jAne ye zabdo bhale ho. paNa usakA bhAva kayA hai? AhA... saMtoe to kahA prabhu tuM AtmA to jJAna darzana ne AnaMda svarUpa huM ne prabhu. e rAganA pariNAma Adi je vrata zubha azubha hotA hai ye to dravya svabhAvakA bhAva nahIM, e vastukA svabhAvanA bhAva nahIM, e bhAvaka hoke bhAva huA ye nahIM, ye to karma nimitta bhAvaka hokara bhAva huA hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI vAta che. tethI kaThaNa paDe che ke mANasane eTale vyavahArase hotA hai, vyavahArase hotA hai aisA calAtA hai, ane lokone (kAMI ) khabara na maLe bicArAne. ahIM to vyavahArakA rAga usase meM pRthaka huM aisA bhedajJAna pahele kiyA pIche rAgameM pariNamana na kiyA ane svarUpameM sthira huA tyAre usako cAritra nAma pratyAkhyAna rAgakA tyAgarUpa pariNamana usako kahete hai. AhAhA ! vastako parakI jAna lene ke bAda mamatva nahIM rahatA. AhA.... laDakAkA lagana ho aura usako varaghoDA calate haiM ne, kayA kahete hai ? varaghoDe to koI gRhastha kA dAgInA lAve, ane pahere paNa vo jAnate ki ye merA nahIM, do dina taka rakhA hai laganane mATe. koI gRhastha ho koI kuTuMbI karoDapati ho pAMca hajAra dasa hajArakA hAra liyA ho, to hAra paharate haiM paNa usake khyAlameM hai A cIja merI nahIM, merI lakSmImeM usakI gaNatarI ginanemeM AtI nahIM, merI lakSmI hai usameM A ginanemeM nahIM AtA. AhAhAhA ! aise bhagavAna AtmAkA AnaMda ne jJAnasvarUpakA bhAna huA tyAM rAga hai e para hai aisA bhAna huA to rAga rahA thoDA topaNa ye mairA hai aisA nahIM. pIche sthiratA jaba huI, AhAhA.. AtmA AtmAmeM sthira ho gayA, rAgameM pariNamanakA bhedajJAna to pahele thA, e uparAMta usameM joDANa na huA ane AtmAkA ugra Azraya lekara AtmAmeM sthiratA zAMti AnaMdAdi utpanna huA usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna cAritra dharma kahenemeM AtA hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? muzkela bApu enI eka kaDI paNa samajavI A to siddhAMta vItarAganI vANI hai. A kAMI sAdhAraNa nathI. indro paNa jene sUnaneko Ave, siMha paNa sUnate the bhagavAnakI vANIko, AhA.. e vANI koI alaukika hai e vANImAM A kahA hai. kala kahA thA ne bhAIe. Agama, deva ne guru, gurue aisA kahA saMta muni bhAvaliMgI AnaMdakA vedana bhAvaliMgameM utkRSTa bhAvakA bahota vedana hai, saMpUrNa utkRSTa nahIM, paNa usakI dazAmeM pracura svasaMvedana hai AnaMdakA vedana hai yaha muni. e gurue usako saMbhaLAyA, vAraMvAra kahA, prabhu e rAga ne puNya bhAva terA nahIM, teremeM nahIM e to upAdhibhAva duHkharUpabhAva ane tuma AnaMdarUpa bhAva nAtha, e AnaMdarUpI bhAva duHkharUpe pariName ye terI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA... gurue kahA to pIche aisA liyA ke Agama vAkya sUnakara usakA artha ye ke vANI hai Agama hai paramAgama hai, ye sarvajJa bhagavAnakI vANI ane gurukI vANI hai e sarvajJakI vANI hai eTale devakI vANI AI Page #539 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 524 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 gurukI vANI AI ane zAstra AyA, AhAhAhA... tInoMkI yaha AzA hai ke bhagavaMta terA svarUpa puNyapApanA bhAva 2Aga ne vikAra hai usase terI cIja bhinna hai, to usameM jA aura rAgameM na cuka. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AvI vAtuM che. lokone moMghI paDe eTale lokone bicArAne bIje raste caDAvI dIdhA, ajJAnane raste A karo, A karo-A karo, bhakti karo, pUjA karo, dAna karo, vrata karo, e to badhA rAga hai. AhAhA ! aisA karate karate kalyANa ho jAyegA rAga karate karate eTale jhahara pIte pIte, lasaNa khAte khAte kasturIkA ( amRttakA ) DakAra AyegA, AhAhA.... aisA hai nahIM. AhAhA... aneka prakAra che bhAI jagatamAM vastuko 52kI jAna leneke bAda e puNya ne pApakA bhAva merA nahIM, nava tattva hai ne ? to nava tattvameM jo za2I2 vANI mana Adi e to ajIva tattva hai, ane dayA, dAna, vratanA pariNAma e puNya tattva hai, aura hiMsA, jUThuM, corI e pApa tattva hai, do milakara Asrava tattva hai, merA AtmA to zAyaka bhinna tattva hai. AhAhA ! nahIMtara nava tattva, nava nahIM hogA. AhAhA ! aise jAnakara rAgarUpa pariNamanakI mamatA thI vo mamatA chUTa gaI. AhAhAhA... ane AtmA AnaMdameM jJAnameM sthira jama gayA A usakA nAma pratyAkhyAna A usakA nAma cAritra e "caritama khalu dhammo" A dharma hai. samajameM AyA? aba e peMtIsa gAthAkA kaLazakI bAta huI. * A vastu prayogamAM lAvavA mATe aMdara mULamAMthI puruSArthano upADa Avavo joIe ke huM Avo mahAna padArtha ! ema nirAvalaMbanapaNe koInA AdhAra vinA addharathI vicAranI dhUna cAlatAM cAlatAM evo 2sa Ave ke bahA2mAM AvavuM goThe nahi. haju che to vikalpa, paNa ema ja lAge ke A... huM A..... huM ema gholananuM jora cAlatAM cAlatAM e vikalpo paNa chUTIne aMdaramAM utarI jAya che. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 167) Page #540 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 525 // - 36 rana ja aba Isa anubhUtise, AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa caitanya prabhu, usakI anubhUti huI, 'samyagdarzana huA, anubhUti AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa aise AnaMdake anusarIne, apanI dazAmeM anubhUti AnaMdakI huI, jJAnakI huI, zuddha svabhAva aMze cAritrakI dazA huI ye anubhUti e vItarAgI paryAya hai. AhAhA ! e pratyAkhyAna e vItarAgI paryAya hai aise yahAM anumati. vItarAgI paryAya hai usa.DI.bAta vizeSa 72te hai. // 66... // 66... me. anubhUtise parabhAvakA bhedajJAna kaise huA hai aMdara TIkA meM. "kathamanubhUte parabhAva viveobhUta chatyAzaM'ya"atha kathamanubhUte: parabhAvaviveko bhUta ityAzaya bhAvakabhAvavivekaprakAramAha Natthi mama ko vi moho bujjhadi uvaoga eva ahmeko| taM mohaNimmamattaM samayassa viyANayA beNti||36 / / nAsti mama ko'pi moho budhyate upayoga evaahmekH| taM mohanirmamatvaM samayasya vijJAyakA bruvnti||36 / / iha khalu phaladAnasamarthatayA prAdurbhUya bhAvakena satA pudgaladravyeNAbhinivartya mAnaSTakotkIrNaikajJAyakasvabhAvabhAvasya paramArthataH parabhAvena bhAvayitumazakyatvAtkatamo'pina nAma mama moho'sti| kiJcetatsvayameva ca vizvaprakAzacaMcuravikasvarAnavaratapratApasampadA cicchaktimAtreNa svabhAvabhAvena bhagavAnAtmaivAvabudhyate yatkilAhaM khalvekaH tataH samastadravyANAM parasparasAdhAraNAvagAhasya nivArayitumazakyatvAt majjitAvasthAyAmapi dadhikhaNDAvasthAyAmiva parisphuTasvadamAnasvAdabhedatayA mohaM prati nimamatvo'smi, sarvadaivAtmaikatvagatatvena samayasyaivameva sthittvaat|itiitthNbhaavkbhaavviveko bhuutH| have, "A anubhUtithI parabhAvanuM bhedajJAna kevA prakAre thayuM?' evI AzaMkA karIne, prathama to je bhAvakabhAva-mohakarmanA udayarUpa bhAva, tenA bhedajJAnano prakAra kahe che nathI moha te mAro kaMI, upayoga kevaLa eka huM, -se zAnane, ||y sbhyn| bho'nirbhamata huI. 36. * ||thaarth:-[ budhyate ] memo [ mohaH mama ka: api nAsti ] 'bho mAro sis 54 // saMbaMdhI nathI,[ eka: upayogaH eva aham ] me 6payochate 4 huMcha'-[ taM] mese yu tane [ samayasya ] siddhAMtanAsathavA sv52|| sp35n| [vijJAyakAH ] naa2| ___* // 2||yaano artha // 59thAya cha :- '042||y bhI bhArI nathI, iM meM chu' me upayoga 4 (-tma 4 ) 1 te 65yogane (-mAne ) samaya 092 // bhoI pratye nirmama ( mamatA vinAnI) he che. Page #541 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 526 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 [modanirmamaa] mothI nirmamatva [vRtti] kahe che. TIkA- nizcayathI, (A mArA anubhavamAM) phaLa devAnA sAmarthyathI pragaTa thaIne bhAvakarUpa thatuM je pudgaladravya tenA vaDe racAyelo je moha te mAro kAMi paNa lAgatAvaLagato nathI, kAraNa ke TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakasvabhAvabhAvanuM paramArthe paranA bhAva vaDe *bhAvavuM azakya che. vaLI ahIM svayameva, vizvane (samasta vastuone) prakAzavAmAM catura ane vikAsarUpa evI jenI niraMtara zAzvatI pratApasaMpadA che evA caitanyazaktimAtra svabhAvabhAva vaDe, bhagavAna AtmA ja jANe che ke paramArthe huM eka chuM tethI, joke samasta dravyonA paraspara sAdhAraNa avagAhanuM (ekakSetrAvagAhanuM) nivAraNa karavuM azakya hovAthI mAro AtmA ne jaDa, zikhaMDanI jema, ekameka thaI rahyAM che topaNa, zikhaMDanI mAphaka, spaSTa anubhavamAM AvatA svAdanA bhedane lIdhe, huM moTuM prati nirmama ja chuM; kAraNa ke sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prApta hovAthI samaya (AtmapadArtha athavA dareka padArtha) evo ne evo ja sthita rahe che. (dahIM ne khAMDa meLavavAthI zikhaMDa thAya che temAM dahIM ne khAMDa eka jevAM mAlUma paDe che topaNa pragaTarUpa khATA-mIThA svAdanA bhedathI judAM judAM jaNAya che; tevI rIte dravyonA lakSaNabhedathI jaDa-cetananA judA judA svAdane lIdhe jaNAya che ke mohakarmanA udayano svAda rAgAdika che te caitanyanA nijasvabhAvanA svAdathI judo ja che.) A rIte bhAvakabhAva je mohano udaya tenAthI bhedajJAna thayuM. bhAvArtha-A mohakarma che te jaDa pudgaladravya che; teno udaya kaluSa (malina) bhAvarUpa che; te bhAva paNa, mohakarmano bhAva hovAthI, pudgalano ja vikAra che. A bhAvakano bhAva che te jyAre A caitanyanA upayoganA anubhavamAM Ave che tyAre upayoga paNa vikArI thaI rAgAdirUpa malina dekhAya che. jyAre tenuM bhedajJAna thAya ke "caitanyanI zaktinI vyakti to jJAnadarzanopayogamAtra che ane A kaluSatA rAga-dveSamoharUpa che te dravyakarmarUpa jaDa pudgaladravyanI che, tyAre bhAvakabhAva je dravyakarmarUpa mohano bhAva tenAthI avazya bhedajJAna thAya che ane AtmA avazya potAnA caitanyanA anubhavarUpa sthita thAya che. gAthA - 36 upara pU. gurudevazrInuM pravacana AzaMkA hoM zaMkA nahIM. AhAhA ! e anubhUtise parabhAvakA bhedajJAna kaise huA ? puNya ne pApakA bhAva vikAra aura usase bhagavAna bhinna aisI anubhUti kaise huI ? AhAhA... batAyA to hai, vizeSa spaSTa vizeSa karanA hai, pratyAkhyAna uparAMta aMdara sthiratA vizeSa baDhAnA hai. AhAhA... aisI AzaMkA karake, AzaMkA nAma samajanekI abhilASA, zaMkA nahIM tuma kahete haiye jUTha haiM aisA nahIM, paNa tuma kahate hai ye merI samajameM AyA nahIM, kayA kahate haiM tuma? e puNya pApakA bhAvase bhagavAna bhinna (aisA) bhedajJAna huA ane anubhUti huI, kayA kahete hai Apa? mere samajameM AyA nahIM prabhu. AhAhA ! zaMkA nahIM karate hai, zaMkAkA artha tuma kahate ho * bhAvavuM = banAvavuM; bhAvyarUpa karavuM. Page #542 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 36 527 ye jUThahai aise nahIM, paNa tuma kahete ho vo merI samajameM AyA nahIM usakA nAma AzaMkA kahete hai. AhAhAhA.... ziSyakI maryAdA kitanI liyA dekho. AhAhA.. aisI AzaMkA karake pahele to jo ke bhAvakabhAva mohakarma, udayarUpa bhAva, bhAvakakA artha samaje, bhAvaka nAma karma jo hai ne moha e bhAvaka usakA lakSase usakA nimittake vazase jo vikAra puNya pApakA bhAva hotA hai ye bhAvakakA bhAva hai, jJAyakanA bhAva nahIM. AhAhAhA! AvuM jhINuM! praviNabhAI ! tyAM thAna bAnamAM maLe nahIM lAdImAM maLe tevuM nathI. AvI vAta che bApu, jene janamamaraNanA aMta lAnA ho, AhAhAhA ! to kahete he prabhu merI AzaMkA hai ke ye anubhUtise parabhAvako bhedajJAna kaise huA ? AtmA AnaMda svarUpa prabhu usakA anubhava huA ye anubhUtise rAgakA bhedajJAna kaise huA, usameM rAga judA kaise paDa gayA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? bhAvakabhAva mohakarmaka udayarUpa bhAva usake bhedajJAnanA prakAra kahete hai. Natthi mama ko vi moho bujjhadi uvaoga eva ahamekko / taM mohaNimmamattaM samayassa viyANayA beMti / / 36 / / (harigIta) nathI moha te mAro kaMI, upayoga kevaLa eka huM, -e jJAnane, jJAyaka samayanA mohanirmamatA kahe. 36. pahele gAthArtha laIe, jo jAne jo AtmA aisA jANe ke moha mairA koI bhI nahIM, AhAhA ! moha zabda parataraphakA sAvadhAnIkA vikAra bhAva e merA nahIM. AhAhA ! merA taraphakA sAvadhAna bhAva zuddhatA AnaMda Adi e merA bhAva hai. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? jo ye jAne ke moha merA koI bhI nahIM, koI bhI nahIM, rAgakA vikalpa cAhe to dayAnA dAnanA are bhaktinA ke tIrthakaragotra bAMdhe aisA bhAva paNa e merA nahIM, AhAhA ! kayoMki ye to rAga hai. baMdhakA bhAva e kAMI dharma nahIM. baMdhanA kAraNarUpa bhAva e to vikAra hai, AhAhA ! e bhAvakanA bhAva hai, merA nahIM. AhAhA ! meM bhAva jJAyaka svarUpa, bhAvaka hokara paryAya hotI hai ye nahIM ye to karmakA bhAvaka hokara bhAva huA ye merI cIja nahIM. are ATaluM badhuM bharyuM che. AMhI to hajI samyagdarzana jJAnameM aisA bhedajJAna hotA hai. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? yaha jAne ke moha merA koI bhI nahIM. eka upayoga hI meM huM. to jANa na dekhana jJAtA deSTA e upayoga yaha meM huM. AhAhAhA ! dharmIne aisA bhedajJAna hotA hai. samyagdaSTi jJAnIko aisA bhedajJAna hotA hai, to meM to jANana dekhana upayoga svarUpa huM. e para taraphakA jitanA bhAva hotA hai (parakI) sAvadhAnImeM ye merA nahIM. merA svabhAvathI sAvadhAnIse jo bhAva huA vaha meM huM. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? eka upayoga hI meM huM bhASA dekho, "upayoga eva" che ne? "upayoga eva" nizcaya samyagdaSTi apanA AtmAmeM meM jANa na dekhana huM ye hI meM huM, e rAga ane dveSakA vikalpa jo uThate hai ye mai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! vyavahAra ratnatrayakA rAga je utpanna hotA hai devaguru dharmakI zraddhA, zAstrakA jJAnanA vikalpa e taraphakA aura cha kAyakA dayAko bhAvanA vikalpa. AhA.. e saba merI cIja nahIM. meM to jJAnadarzana upayoga "hI mai huM e jJAna darzana upayoga "hI mai huM. kathaMcit Page #543 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 528 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 A huM ane kathaMcit A huM aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA!samajameM AyA? upayoga hI meM huM. AhAhA! samyagdaSTi dharmakI pahelI zarUAtavALA, dharmakI pahelI sIDhI pragaTa karanevAlA, aise jAnate hai A jANana dekhana upayoga ye maiM huM, ye hI mai huM, rAga bhI maiM huM ane A bhI mai huM aisA nahIM, A anekAMta hai. AhAhAhA ! A huM. AhA ! aura aise jAnaneko siddhAMtane athavA svapara svarUpake jAnanevAle mohase nirmamatva jAnate hai. aisA jIvako mohase mamatvarahita jAnate hai. kisako? ke je koI aMtarameM apanA jJAnadarzana upayoga svarUpa meM huM, aise je jAnakara aMdara rahate hai usako munio, saMto usako mohase nirmamatva kahate hai. ye jJAnIo usako mohase nirmamatva kahate haiM. AvI vAta che. A bApu AkarI vAta bhAI agiyAra aMga to anaMtavAra bhaNI gayo paNa emAM kAMI vaLyuM nahIM. AhAhAhA! ahIMyA kahe che, AhAhAhA ! aise jAnanekA siddhAMtako yA svapara svarUpako samayasya chene? samayasya samaya nAma siddhAMta athavA samaya nAma rUpara svarUpakA jAnanevAlA. saMto mohase nirmamatva jAnate hai, kahate hai. AhAhA! jisane apanA svabhAva jANana dekhana zuddha upayoga meM huM, aisA AyA pachI rAga merA nahIM ye to aMdara A gayA, aisA je huA usako mohase nirmamatva saMto kahete hai. AhAhAhA! ye to ItanA yahAM AyA ki maiM eka upayoga hI huM maiM A nahIM huM aisA pahale nahIM AyA. paNa aise jAnaneko aise jAnanevAle jIvako, siddhAMta svaparako jAnanevAlA saMto digaMbara munio AhAhA... bhAvaliMgI saMto ema kahete hai ke jo koI AtmA,mai jAnana dekhana hI huM, aisA upayogameM rahA usako jJAnI saMto mohase nimarmatva usako kahete hai. samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM che. bhAre ekaeka gAthA paNa loko jarI zAMtithI sAMbhaLe to ene Avo mAraga che bhAI. AhA.. hajI to prathama samyagdarzana ane jJAna pragaTa karavA mATe ane enI sAthe pachI pratyAkhyAna pragaTa thAya enI vizeSatA A anubhUtinuM varNana vizeSa kare che. chatrIsa, sADatrIsa, ADatrIsa mAM pUruM karI deze. AhAhAhA ! TIkAH- "nizcayase yaha mere anubhavameM phaLadAnake sAmarthyase pragaTa hokara" pAThameM to aisA ItanA liyA hai mai to jJAna upayoga huM, have TIkAkAra vizeSa spaSTa karate hai. (zrotAHmoha mAro nathI) hA, eno ja artha vizeSa karyo che. pAThamAM to ItanA liyA, samaje nahIM? nalthi mama ko vi moho bujhajhIdi uvaoga ahamako" upayoga ja meM haiM aisA AyA. "nathI mama ko vi moho" e vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa TIkAmAM karate hai. e to pahele A gayA ne ke merA koI saMbaMdhI nahIM vo to A gayA. rAgAdi mere koI saMbaMdhI nahIM e to ThIka gAthArthameM A gayA. meM to jJAnadarzana upayoga svarUpa hI huM. meM A nahIM e pahele A gayA. AhAhA ! para taraphanA vikalpa je UThatI haiM lAgaNI ye meM nahIM, cAhe to zubha ho ke azubha ho ye meM nahIM. basa itanA tyAM have meM huM kayA? meM to jJAnadarzana upayoga hI meM huM. AhAhAhA ! jAnanA dekhanA upayoga hI meM huM. AhAhAhA... aise jIvako moha nirmamatva kahete hai. have TIkAH mere anubhavameM phaLadAnake sAmarthyase pragaTa hokara bhAvakarUpa honevAlA pugaladravyase racita moha merA kucha bhI nahIM. AhAhAhA... moha karma jaDa hai usase racita Page #544 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 36 pa29 vikArabhAva ane te mere anubhavameM phaLadAnakI sAmarthyase pragaTa hokara, AhAhAhA.. merI paryAyameM bhI bhAvaka karmase vikArabhAva phaLadAna merI paryAyameM AtA hai, AhAhA.e pudgala dravyase racita moha merA kucha bhI nahIM, AhAhAhA ! e to karmase racita he, AtmAse racita nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka caitanya AnaMdasvarUpa usakI racanAe vikAra nahIM, karmanA ane bhAvakase utpanna huA merI paryAyameM( utpanna huA) phaLadAna zakti vikAra moha e usakA bhAvakakA bhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvuM che bhAI Ama to sAdhAraNa vAMcI jAya ne badhI vAtuM kare paNa zuM aMdara goThavavuM kaThaNa bhAI. AhAhAhA ! dharmI jJAnI samyagdaSTi bhedajJAnIko ema anubhavameM Ate haiM ki je A paryAyameM phaLadAna sAmarthyase pragaTa hokara bhAvakarUpa pudgalase racita moha hai e merA kucha bhI nahIM lagatA rAgakI sAtha merA koI saMbaMdha nahIM, merA saMbaMdha to jJAyakabhAva sAthe saMbaMdha hai. AhAhAhA ye cAhe to dayAdAna dratAdikA rAga, e rAga hai e rAgakI sAtha mere kucha saMbaMdha nahIM. hindI paNa sAdI bhASA che gujarAtIvALAne samajAya tevuM che. AhAhA ! bhAvakabhAva honevAlA pudgala dravyase racita, e jaDase racita, AhAhAhA ! svabhAvase racita nahIM, bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, usake racita to AnaMda AtA hai, to A to jaDakarmase racita vikAra vikRtabhAva, AhAhA! moha merA kucha bhI nahIM lagatA. moha sAtha merA kucha kAMIpaNa saMbaMdha nahIM ema, kAMIpaNa nahIM saMbaMdha. AhAhAhA! pudgala dravyase racita moha merA kucha bhI nahIM lagatA, kayoMki mai to TaMkotkIrNa aNaghaDyA ghaDatara caitanya jayoti bhagavAna. TaMkotkIrNa, TAMkaNAthI jema khodakara nikAle cIja aisI cIja mai huM aMdara. zAzvata jJAyaka caitanya mUrti meM huM, ema dharmI apanA svabhAvako, eka jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva. dekho, eka jJAyaka svabhAva vikArabhAva thA e bhAvakakA anekarUpe upAdhibhAva thA. AhAhAhA ! TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva, vo bhAvakakA vikArI bhAva, puNyapApakA bhAva bhAvakakA vikArI bhAva paNa merA svabhAva jJAyaka svabhAvabhAvakA paramArthase parake bhAvo dvArA bhAnA azakya hai, bhAvyarUpa karanA banAnA. joyuM, huM? e merA paryAyameM bhAvyarUpa banAnA azakya hai. AhAhA! karma bhAvaka hai usake( nimittase) utpanna hotA vikArI punya pApakA bhAva hotA hai. e bhAvya, to merA ye bhAvyarUpa honA azakya hai. AhAhAhA! AvuM jhINuM paDe eTale zuM kare. eka jJAyaka svabhAvabhAvakA paramArthase pArake bhAvo dvArA e parakA bhAva hai e. AhAhAhA ! e bhAnA eka jJAyaka svabhAvabhAvake dvArA parano bhAva dvArA bhAnA, bhAvyarUpa honA azakya hai. phira, dharmI jIvako samyagdarzana jJAnake kALameM aMtarameM eka svabhAva jJAyaka svabhAvabhAvarUpa meM ye bhAvakakA jo vikArIbhAvapaNe bhAvya mekai ho, (ve) azakya hai. AhAhAhA! hai? A to adhyAtma zabda hai bApA A kAMI vArtA kathA nathI. A to paramAtma svarUpanI kathA. AhAhAhA. dharmI, bhedajJAnake kALameM A to samajAve tyAre to aise samajAve ne e kAMI meM aisA huM aisA huM. e to vikalpa hai aisA hotA hai aMdara ema eka jJAyaka svabhAvabhAvanA paramArthase pArake bhAva dvArA bhAnA azakya hai. e paNa vikalpa che aMdara hotA hai, bhAva merA Page #545 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 53) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svabhAvabhAva hai, e parakA kAraNase bhAvya hote hai e bhAvya merA nahIM, ItanA jJAnameM anubhavameM AtA hai basa, A vAta karate hai to bhedane vikalpase karate hai. AhAhAhA! bhedajJAnake kALameM A meM ane A merA nahIM, A meM A airA nahIM e bhI eka vikalpa hai, AtA hai ne bhedajJAnameM AtA hai kaLazameM bhedajJAna paNa vikalpa hai kevaLajJAnanI peThe nathI. kaLazamAM Ate hai, paNa AMhI samajAvavAmAM zuM samajAve? zI rIte samajAve? paNa ene aMtaramAM jJAyakabhAva bhagavAna AtmA taraphanA jhukAva e meM haiM aisA anubhavameM AyA basa, have A vizeSa samajAyA, ke ye kALameM bhAvakarmakA bhAvakase bhAvya honeA merI zakti azakya he, merA svabhAva asamartha hai, vikArarUpe honA ye merA svabhAva azakya hai, merA svabhAvameM aisA sAmarthya hai nahIM. AhAhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI? AvuM che. are... paramArthase parake bhAva dvArA bhAnA azakya hai. AhAhAhA... mai to samakitI jJAnI bhedajJAnI aMtarameM bhAvarUpa pariNamate hai to aise kahete hai ki meM to eka svabhAvabhAva jJAyakabhAvase rAgakA bhAvapaNe pariNamanA e azakya hai. mai to merA zAyakabhAva svabhAva bhAvapaNe pariNamuM e merA zakya hai. AhAhA! (zrotA:- azakya che ke asaMbhava che) nahIM. pariNamate hI nahIM. samyagdaSTi e cAritrakI bAta lenA hai ne? samyakdarzanameM pariNamate the jaba samyagdarzana thA taba paryAyameM, paNa vo paryAya hai ye bhAvakakA bhAvya hai, have ahIMyA AgaLa jAnA hai ne. AhAhAhA ! ahIM to pratyAkhyAna ane bhedajJAna batAnA hai ne, 5radravyase "natthI mama ko vi moho" ema batAnA hai ne "moho nimmamAM batAnA huM ne? AhAhAhA.. dhImethI samajavuM bhAI, A aMtarakI cIja hai A to, koI bahArase mile aisI cIja nahIM, bahAramAM hai hI nahIM, jyAM aMdarameM hai tyAM bahAramAM kyAM hai? yahAM to rAga ane puNyakA pariNAmapaNe paNa merA bhAva pariName e azakya hai. AhAhAhA ! aisA hokara mohu pratye nirmamatva hokara svabhAva pratye sAvadhAna hokara sthira hotA hai. AhAhAhA! samajameM AyA? jhINI vAta che. sAdhAraNa mANasane to pakaDAya nahIM ke A zuM kahe che. oluM to samajAya, lyo vrata karo, bhakti karo, jAtrA karo, evuM samajAya to kharuM. zuM samajavuM temAM, e to rAga hai rAga karo, rAga karo karo karo emAM zuM che? emAM to maro che. AhAhAhA ! bhASA kevI juo "pudagala dravyase racita moha" paryAyameM rAgAdi hai pudgaladravyase jaDadravyase racita moha, AhAhAhA.... karyo ke mohabhAva e jaDa hai, caitanya nahIM. vikArI moha bhAva e jaDa hai, jaDa karmase racita mohabhAva, AhAhA... merA kucha bhI nahIM lagatA. AhAhAhA... kayoMke TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyaka svabhAvabhAvakA paramArthase kharekhara paramArthase, dravya svabhAvase, parake bhAva dvArA bhAnA azakya hai. AhAhA.. nIce jarI artha karyo che ne bIjo jarI Isa gAthAkA dUsarA artha ye bhI hai, zabdArtha hai ne kiMcit mAtra moha merA nahIM hai, meM eka huM, aisA upayoga hI AtmA hI jAne, AtmA hI jAne ke AtmAno samayake jAnanevAle aisA AtmAko AtmAne jAnanevAlA mohako nirmamatva kahate hai. aise gAthAno artha A rIte paNa hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! eka jJAyaka svabhAvabhAvakA paramArthase pArake bhAva dvArA bhAnA azakya hai. (zrotA - Page #546 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 36 531 azakya ke asaMbhava) azakya kaho ke asaMbhava kaho. nahIM hai e kaho to ekanI eka bAta hai e to zabda phera paDayo. merA jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva vikArapaNe honemeM asaMbhava hai azakya hai, alAyaka hai, ayogya hai. (ekArtha hai.) samajameM AyA? A to sthiratAnI vAta karanA hai ne? pratyAkhyAnako bhedajJAnakA vizeSa spaSTIkaraNa karate hai, anubhUtikA vizeSa bhedajJAnanA spaSTIkaraNa karate hai. AhAhA ! ye AyAne pahale AyA ne Isa anubhUtise AyAne? parabhAvakA bhedajJAna kaise huA ? ema prazna huA hai ne? AhAhAhA. yahAM svayaM-eva vizvako samasta vastuoMko prakAzita karanemeM catura, AhAhAhA.. mai, meM merI cIja vizvako prakAzita karanemeM catura aura vikAsarUpa ho aisI niraMtara zAzvata pratApa svarUpa saMpattiyukta hai aisA caitanyazaktimAtra svabhAvabhAvake dvArA apanI bAta karate hai ne. bhagavAna AtmA to samastako jAnane dekhanevAlA hai, sarvajJa huA e ahIMyA nahIM, ahIMyA to AtmA sarvako jAnane dekhanevAlA hai basa ItanA. svayameva apanese cUM, vizva hai mATe ema nahIM. vizvako prakAzita karanemeM catura aura vikAsarUpa aisI AhAhAhA.... niraMtara zAzvata pratApa saMpatti yukta hai. vikAsarUpa aisI niraMtara zAzvata pratApa saMpattiyukta hai. aisA caitanyazakti mAtra! AhA... aisA merA caitanyazakti mAtra! AhAhAhAkaisI caitanyazakti hai? ke svayameva vizvako prakAzita karanemeM catura, vikAsarUpa aisI niraMtara zAzvata pratApa saMpattiyukta aisA caitanyazaktimAtra svabhAvabhAvake dvArA, aisA svabhAvabhAva caitanyazaktimAtra, caitanya svabhAvakA svabhAva dvArA, caitanya zaktikA svabhAvadvArA, bhagavAna AtmA hI jAnatA hai. AhAhA ! dekho, bhagavAna AtmA hI jAnatA hai, ke paramArthase meM eka huM. ahIM sarvajJanI vAta nahIM hai A AtmA sarva vizvane jAnane dekhanakI zaktivAlA hai. aise caitanyazaktimAtra, aise caitanyazaktimAtra, rAgAdi usameM kucha nahIM, aisA svabhAvabhAvake dvArA, bhagavAna AtmA hI jAnatA hai, AhAhAhA.. ke paramArthase meM eka huM. Ama samajAya huM paramArthathI huM eka chuM evo vikalpa paNa tyAM nathI, paNa samajAve tyAre zuM kare, samajAvavuM zI rIte, e aMtarameM paramArtha ekarUpa jJAyaka caitanyazakti aisA svabhAva to vizva sArI cIja lokAloka, sabako jAnane dekhanevAlA maiM aisI merI zakti. AhAhA ! aisA caitanyazaktimAtra svabhAvabhAvake dvArA, bhagavAna AtmA hIM jAnatA hai, aisA caitanyazaktimAtra svabhAvabhAvake dvArA bhagavAna AtmA hI jAnatA hai. AhAhAhA ! indriyoMse ane manase jAnate hai ye nahIM, ema kahe che ahIM. caitanyazaktimAtra svabhAvabhAvake dvArA bhagavAna AtmA hI jAnatA hai. AhAhAhA caitanyazakti svabhAvabhAva jo sarva samasta vastu vizvakA jAnane dekhanevAlA aisA merA caitanyazaktimAtra svabhAvake dvArA, bhagavAna AtmA hI jAnatA hai, ke paramArthase meM 'eka' huM. meM to eka svarUpI jJAtA dRSTA eka hI huM dUsarakA koI saMbaMdha mairemeM hai nahIM. AhAhA! Isaliye yadyapi samasta dravyoke paraspara sAdhAraNa avagAha, eka kSetrameM rahate hai, eka kSetrameM jyAM bhagavAna AtmA hai, vahAM dharmAsti, adharmAsti, AkAza, kALa, pudgala bhale ho eka ja kSetrame cha dravya rahyA che. thoDA, AkhuM dravya bhale nahIM dharmAsti. jyAM caitanyazakti Page #547 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 532 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svabhAvabhAva tyAM bIjA dUsarA dravya eka kSetre hai, anaMtA paramANuM hai. dharmAstikAyakA asaMkhya pradeza, adharmAstikAyakA asaMkhya pradeza, asaMkhya kALANu, AkAza AkhA lokanA asaMkhya bhAgameM... eka paraspara sAdhAraNa avagAha, ekakSetrAvagAhu sAdhAraNa avagAhu. nivAraNa karavuM azakya hovAthI e nivAraNa karanA azakya hai. eka ja kSetrameM jyAM bhagavAna caitanyazaktimAtra bhagavAna AtmA jAnanA dekhanA bhAvavAlA hai, e ja kSetramaiM dUsarA padArtha bhI hai to usakA abhAva karanA azakya hai. nivAraNa karanA azakya hai. dekho, usameM aisA kahA thA ki vikArapaNe pariNamanA meremeM azakya hai ane ekakSetre dUsarI cIja hai usako huThA denA azakya hai. ho. AhAhAhA... TIkA te TIkA che ne! eka kSetrameM hone para bhI mai to jJAyaka svabhAva ekarUpa huM caitanyavAlA huM. e tyAM hai usako bhI maiM jAnane dekhanevAlA huM ane eka kSetre hai to use dUra karanA aisA azakya hai, sabhI hai ho. AhAhAhA. pAchA zabda kayA liyA hai. samasta dravyoMke paraspara sAdhAraNa avagAha, AtmA huM tyAM para hai, ne para hai tyAM AtmA hai. heM ne? paraspara avagAha ho eka kSetramAM. AhAhAhA... juo ! A vAta e sarvajJa sivAya A kyAMya aisI bAta hai nahIM. jAnanevAlA dekhanevAlA eka svarUpa tyAMya dUsarA dravya hai, eka kSetre, AhAhAhA.. samasta dravyoke anaMta dravyo. AhAhA... jyAM bhagavAna AtmA hai tyAM anaMta anaMta paramANunA skaMdha, aisA anaMta skaMdha hai. eka eka pradezameM anaMta paramANunA skaMdha, aisA anaMta skaMdha hai. aisA asaMkhya pradezI bhagavAna hai tyAM anaMta anaMta paramANukA skaMdha evA anaMtAnkaMdha eka kSetrAvagAha hai. eka kSetrakA avagAhanAmeM hai. are AvI vAtuM che. chatAM teno abhAva karavo e azakya che paNa tene potAmAM rahIne potAne jANavuM e jANavAmAM e jANavuM AvI jAya ane rAgarUpe na thavuM e azakya che, paNa te jANanAra potAne jANatA ekakSetrAvagAhamAM che tene jANe e to mAro svabhAva che. samasta vizvane jANavuM e to mAro svabhAva che. AhAhA! avagAha nivAraNa karanA azakya honese merA AtmA have merA AtmA kayA hai, e vizeSa vAta Avaze. (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana naM. 103 gAthA - 36 tA.8-10-78 ravivAra Aso vada-7 saM. 2504 36 mI gAthA ahIM sudhI AvyuM che. bhagavAna AtmA ja jANe che ke, tyAMthI levuM jhINI vAta che bhAI cAlatI vAtathI judI jAta che. AhA. (zrotA:- satya vAta che) A AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa cihvana jJAna ne AnaMdano ghana prabhu e AtmA, bAkI puNya ne pApanA vikalpo rAga UThe e badhA karmanA nimittathI thayelA e karmanA che, mAro svabhAva nahIM, ema A jIva adhikAra cAle che ne, dharmI jIva ene kahIe AhAhA ke A AtmA che e AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpa che. e AtmA ema jANe che. che? ke paramArthe huM eka chuM. AhAhA... A paryAyamAM je vikAra dayA-dAna vrata bhakti kAma krodha je thAya che e huM nahIM. e to bhAvakakarma eno e bhAva, mAro bhAva nahIM. AhAhA... jo ke samasta dravyonA paraspara sAdhAraNa avagAha "jo ke Page #548 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 36 533 bhagavAna AtmA jyAM che tyAM bIjAM dravyo paNa che eka jagyoe rahevAmAM nivAraNa na karI zakAya. karmanA 2jakaNo dharmAstikAyAdinA pradezo ke je jIva pAtra che ene jJAnIe ema jaNAvyuM ke bhagavaMta tAruM svarUpa, zarIra ane vANInI kriyAthI to bhinna che, paNa aMda2 je puNya pApanA zubhaazubhabhAva thAya, enAthI tAruM svarUpa bhinna che. AhAhA... ema eNe sAMbhaLyuM jANyuM ane aMdaramAM viveka karyo, ke huM to AtmA, ekarUpa svarUpa chuM. zuddha caitanya AnaMdakaMda prabhu AhAhAhA... samyagdarzananI cIja che bApu jhINI bahu. AhAhA ! huM to sarva dravyo je che 'paraspara sAdhAraNa ekakSetre rahe che tenuM nivAraNa karavuM azakya che" mAro AtmA ane jaDa, huM bhagavAna AtmA ane jaDa, zikhaMDanI jema ekameka thaIne rahyA che, ekameka thaI rahyA che zikhaMDamAM dahIM ane khAMDa ekameka thaIne jANe rahyA che. ema A AtmA bhagavAna AtmA ane karmanA Adi 52mANuo ane puNya-pApanA bhAva, ahIM kharekhara to puNya-pApanA bhAva levA che. e be eka jevA jaNAya che anAdithI, are A te kyAM jovA navo thAya ? ahIMyA kahe che ke jema zikhaMDamAM dahIM ane khAMDanA svAda bhinna che, chatAMya eka sthAne, ekabhAvavALA hoya ema ene dekhAya che anAdithI. ema bhagavAna AtmA anAkuLa AnaMda svarUpa prabhu emAM zubha ane azubhabhAva e ekameka hoya ema ene dekhAya che anAdithI jANe eka thaI rahyA hoya, topaNa zikhaMDanI mAphaka spaSTa anubhavamAM AvatA svAdanA bhedane lIdhe AhAhAhA... paNa huM AtmA caitanya svarUpa eno svAda pavitra ane AnaMdano svAda che, te huM. che ? spaSTa anubhavamAM AvatA, AhAhAhA... svAdanA bhedane lIdhe, huM moha pratye nirmama chuM. kemake karmanA nimittanA saMge thayelA zubha-azubha dayA-dAna vrata bhakti ke kAmakrodhanA bhAva, eno svAda rAgano kaluSita (AkuLita ) che. AhAhAhA ! mAro caitanya svabhAvano svAda enAthI judo che. ema dharmI jIva prathama dharma pAmatAM, prathama dharma pAmatAM, ene rAgano svAda bhinna dekhAya che. AhAhAhA... ane AtmAno svAda bhinna jaNAya che- jema zikhaMDamAM svAda dahIMno ne khAMDano bhinna che, ema mAro svAda, huM AnaMda svarUpa prabhu eno svAda caitanyano svAda ane dayA dAna vrata bhakti AdinA pariNAma je rAga che, eno svAda dahIMnI peThe khATo che, eTale kaluSita che, mAro svAda AnaMdano bhinna che. AhAhAhA ! are ke di' kare ? bhavanA aMta lAvavA hoya enI vAtuM che bApu. bhava karI karIne marI gayo che anaMtakALathI narakanA, svarganA, manuSyanA anaMta anaMta bhava karyA che, paNa eNe AtmajJAna na karyuM.. enA vinA enuM paribhramaNa na maTayuM. AhAhAhA ! jene e paribhramaNa maTADavuM che ene AtmAnA ne rAganA svAdane bhinna jANaze to maTaze. juo A vANI. AhAhAhA... are A vAta.. za2I2 vANI mana, jaDa ane strIkuTuMba parivA2 e to 52 che, ene to AtmAnI sAthe kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. ema jaDakarmanA nimittathI thatA zubhAzubhabhAva je rAgAdino svAda, e jaDano svAda che. caitanya jJAyaka mAruM svarUpa eno svAda caitanyano AnaMda che. are A vaLI, A svAda kevo haze ? A dudhapAkanA svAda ne mosaMbInA svAda ne ema loko to mAne che. dhULamAMya svAda nathI sAMbhaLane have. e to jaDa che jaDano svAda tane Ave ? jaDano svAda to jaDa rUpI che, e khAtA tane eno svAda nathI Avato, enA pratyeno rAga thAya che, e rAgano svAda Page #549 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 534 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ene Ave che. arere! ene kyAM khabara che. bekhabaro anAdithI ajJAnI mUrakha. AhAhA.. potAnI jAtane jANI nahIM ane rAgAdi para jAta che tene malina tarIke jANyuM nahIM. kanubhAI AvI vAtuM che AMhI to karoDopati mANasa hoya to, te karoDapati mANasa che, AhAhA ! ne jANe ame sukhI chIe, dhULamAMya nathI sukhI. AhAhAhA ! che? svAdanA bhedane lIdhe zikhaMDanI mAphaka, dahIM ane khAMDanA svAdanA bhedanI mAphaka, spaSTa anubhavamAM AvatA svAdanA bhedane lIdhe, AhAhA ! huM moha pratye nirmama chuM. e rAgAdi bhAva che e mArA nahIM, huM enA pratye nirmama chuM. AhAhA ! zarIra vANI mana e to kayAMya rahI gayA bahAra dhULa, AhAhA ! paNa aMdaranI paryAyamAM karmanA nimittathI thatAM vikArI bhAva teno svAda bhinna che mATe enA pratye huM nirmama chuM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che. vItarAga jinezvaradeva trilokanAtha paramAtmA Ama pharamAve che. jinezvara vItarAga trilokanAtha tIrthaMkara paramezvara ema pharamAve che, (ka) prabhu tAruM svarUpa aMdara caitanyanI jAtanA AnaMdanuM che ne, AhAhAhA ! e AnaMdano svAda te tAro ane vacamAM je rAgAdino svAda tane upayogamAM jaNAya e malina upayoga thaIne jaNAya e svAda tAro nahIM. AhAhAhA ! rAganA svAdane ane caitanyanA svAdane bhinna pADavA e kAMI sAdhAraNa vAta che? anaMtakALathI karyuM nathI eka sekaMDa paNa. AhAhA... dharmane nAme paNa dayA dAna vrata bhakti ne pUjAne e rAganA bhAvane karIne marI gayo che. AhAhA! e rAgano svAda to jaDano che. AhAhAhA ! strInA zarIranA bhoga vakhate zarIrano ene anubhava nathI, prabhu tane khabara nathI, e to mATI che A to dhULa che (AtmA) arUpI eno ene anubhava nathI. paNa enA pratye rAga thAya che ke A ThIka che, evA rAgano ajJAnIne anubhava che. mAne che ke A zarIrane huM bhogavuM chuM. AhAhAhAhA.. ahIMyA kahe che, ke A rAgano svAda e jaDano che, tAruM svarUpa nahIM prabhu. AhAhAhA! ema trilokanAtha jinezvaradevano pokAra che, e jIve koI di' sAMbhaLyo nathI. AhAhA ! e svAdamAM AvatA bhedane lIdhe moha pratye nirmama ja chuM. AhAhAhA ! mAro bhagavAna AtmA caitanya svarUpI, eno je atIndriya AnaMda svAda ane mohakarmanA nimittathI thayelo vikRtabhAva eno svAda te taddna bhinna che, mATe tenA pratye dharmo samyagdaSTi dharmanI pahelI zarUAtavALo ema kahe che, mAne che, ke rAga pratye huM nirmama chuM. AhAhA! AvuM sAMbhaLavuM muzkela paDe evuM che. pravINabhAI? A tamArA paisA ane lAdIne dhULadhANIne pAMca-daza lAkhanI pedAza hoya eTale jANe, ohoho ! kyAMya vadhI gayA ane bepAMca daza karoDa rUpiyA thAya, eTale huM pahoLo ane zerI sAMkaDI thaI jAya ene, samajANuM kAMI? AMhI to A vAta che prabhu, traNa lokanA nAthano pokAra vItarAgano A che, e vAta to atyAre saMpradAyamAM che ja nahIM. saMpradAyamAM to A karo ne A karo ne A karo e rAganI kriyA ene dharma mAne. AMhI to kahe che ke dharmI jIva ene kahIe ke rAganA svAdanA pratye je nirmama che ane potAnA svabhAva pratye ahampaNuM mam che, e mAro che. AhAhAhA... bIjI rIte AvyuM ke Page #550 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 36 535 rAganA svAda pratye dharmI nirmama che ane nija svAda pratye mam che, mam A mam nathI chokarA khAtA. AhAhAhA.. are ! are ! AvI vAtuM che. dharmI mam kare che mam, mam khAya che. mam eTale potAnI cIja je AnaMda che tene anubhave che, A nirmama che A mam che. AhAhA! coryAsInA avatAra karI karIne marI gayo che, ane hajI jyAM sudhI e rAga e huM evI mAnyatA paDI che e mithyAtvanI emAM anaMtAbhava karavAnI tAkAta che. naraka ne nigodanA bhava karavAnI tAkAta che emAM. AhAhA ! e badhA abajopati ne karoDopati e marIne tyAMthI DhoramAM javAnA. AhAhA! kemake tyAM rAga je tIracho svabhAva che, je svarUpa potAnuM nathI, enA svAdamAM pote mAne che ke te huM chuM, te mithyAdeSTi jIvane ADoDAI karI nAkhI jIvamAM eNe, jIvano je rAgarahita svabhAva che ema na jANatAM, e dayA dAna rAganA pariNAmano svAda e mAro che, evI jeNe aMtaramAM ADoDAI karI che, e marIne tiryaMca ADA, Ama zarIra ADA che ema thAze, A mANasa UbhA che, AvI vAta che bApu AMhI to. AhAhAhA! - tiryaMca che ne? e tiryaMca kahe che ne prabhu, ene tiryaMca kahene, Ama tIrachA, mANasa Ama UbhA che ane gAya bheMsa bakarA khIsakolI enA zarIra Ama ADA che, tIrachA che. e tIrachA kema thayA? ke pUrve eNe ADoDAI tIrachAI bahu karI hatI. dArU mAMsanA khorAka hoya to to marIne narake jAya, paNa e na hoya, paNa AvA rAganA tIvra bhAvane potAnA svAda tarIke jANI, bhagavAnane ADo karI nAkhyo, avaLo karI nAkhyo, AhAhAhA... bhagavAna ema kahe che, e jIvo marIne tIrachA, tiryaMca thaze. gAya bheMsa ne bakarA thaze. AhAhAhA ! anaMta vAra thayo che e rIte. AhAhAhA ! AMhI kahe che ke, ekavAra jeNe potAnA AnaMdanA svAdane laI svasammukha thaI, bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa, je enAthI vimukha hato, je zubhaazubhabhAvane mAnIne svAda laIne mAro che ema mAnato, e svabhAvathI vimukha hato. e svabhAvanI sanmukha thayelo prabhu, AhAhAhA... mAruM svarUpa to caitanya svarUpa caitanyano svAda te huM ema jeNe mama karyuM, AnaMdano svAda lIdho, AhAhA ! ene e svAdanI AgaLa cAhe to dayA dAna vratano rAga hoya paNa e rAga kaluSita jaDano svAda che. are A kema bese? AhAhA.... kyAM rakhaDato rakhaDato rajhaLato ene kyAM (A) vAta bese? sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM bicArAne. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che prabhu. zuM karIe ? bhagavAnano pokAra che sImaMdhara bhagavAna pAsethI A badhI vAta AvI che. prabhu birAje che. mahAvidehamAM prabhu birAje che, sImaMdhara bhagavAna, AhAhAhA ! nyAMthI AvelI A vAta che. AhAhA ! kahe che ke svAdanA bhedane lIdhe, mAro prabhu to caitanya svabhAvI svAdiSTa che, AhAhA.... anAkuLa AnaMdanA svAdavALo te huM ane A rAgano svAda je mohano svAda te kaluSita, enA pratye huM nirmama chuM. e mArA nahIM, jIva adhikAra che ne, e rAgane ajIva ne jaDa kahIne jIvathI judo batAvyo che. e nirmama chuM. e nirmama ja chuM. rAgano kaNa paNa je aMdara hoya, AhAhA ! Ave paNa huM nirmama ja chuM. zarIra vANI mana bAIDI chokarAM to kyAMya (dUra) rahI gayA dhULa e to kyAMya rahI gayA enA hatA ja kyAM? AhAhA ! paNa dharmI jIva to e mArA che e to Page #551 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 536 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vAta gaI, paNa rAga mAro che e vAta( gaI ) jAya che, tyAre dharmI thAya che. tyAre te samyagdaSTi, dharmanI zarUAtavALo prathama darajjAno, AhAhAhA... arere AvI vAtuM A zuM che A? Avo vItarAgano mArga haze A? vItarAga mArgamAM to dayA pALavI, vrata pALavA, kaMdamULa khAvA nahIM, rAtre covihAra karavo, chaparabI AhAra karavo evuM to ame sAMbhaLIe chIe bhAI, mArga e nathI prabhu e jaina mArga nathI, e to rAga mArga che. bhagavAna AtmA ja jANe che. AtmA ja jANe che, ke huM jyAM chuM tyAM bIjAM dravyo, bhagavAne to cha dravyo joyAM che ne? sarvajJa paramezvara jinezvare cha dravyo joyAM che, to huM jyAM chuM tyAM bIjAM dravyo che, bIjA AtmAo tyAM che ahIM AtmAnA pradeza pAse, anaMta paramANuo paDyA che, dharmAstikAyanA pradeza che, adharmAstikAyanA pradeza che, AkAzanA che, kALanA che, paNa eka kSetre rahevAmAM nivAraNa karavuM azakya che. ene kSetrathI judA pADI zakAya ema nahIM, paNa rAganA bhAvanI malinatAne bhAvathI bheda karIne bhAvathI judA karI zakAya. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. prabhu pachI sonagaDhanA nAme game te kahe loko kahebacArA ene khabara nathI ne, sonagaDha nizcayanI vAtuM kare ne vItarAganI vAtuM kare. amArI dayA ne vrata (ame) pALIe ene dharma na kahe, ema kahe bicArA zuM kare? khabara nathI e. (zrotA:- jJAyakanA svAdathI ajANyA che) ajANyA che. aMdara jANaka svarUpa bhagavAna, e caitanyasvabhAvI prabhu che. enA svAdamAM to caitanyano AnaMda svAda hoya bhAI. ene dharmI jIvane tenA svAdamAM potApaNuM bhAse che. aMdara rAga Ave che tene karmanA taraphanA jaDano vikAra e karmano che, eno svAda kaluSita, jhera jevo duHkharUpa svAda che. AhAhA... arere ! caitanya svabhAva vastu bhagavAna trikALI avinAzI vastu che. AtmA koI sAdhAraNa cIja nathI. AhAhA! enI paryAyamAM vartamAna avasthAmAM enI ramatuM (vikAramAM) anAdinI che paNa e paryAyanI samIpe AkhuM tatva mahAprabhu, caitanya tattva che enI khabara nathI ene. AhAhAhA ! e jyAM ene khabaruM paDe che, AhAhA... ke huM to AtmA ja eka chuM, emAM je anekapaNuM vikRta avasthA dekhAya che, e svAda mAro nahIM, te pratye huM nirmama chuM. AhAhAhA ! ane mAro caitanyano svAda rAga rahita svAda, zAMti ane AnaMdano prabhu svabhAva eno svAda, are, A.. Avo AtmA ane zuM kahe che A? pAgala jevuM lAge evuM che A. bApu! eNe sAMbhaLyuM nathI bhAI, teM pacAsa varSa sAMITha varSa kADhayA badhAya ajJAnamAM, mUMDhatAmAM, AhA! A vAta sAMbhaLI nathI bhAI, A pAgala nathI (hotA?) tuM pAgala cho mATe tane bhAsatuM nathI. AhAhA ! vItarAganI vANI auSadha che. rAgano reca karAvavAnI, (davA che) AhAhA... rAgano reca thaI jAya, ane caitanyanI nirogatA caitanyanI dRSTimAM Ave. AhA... A vItarAga vANI kahe che. samajAya che kAMI? kAraNa ke, sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prApta hovAthI, huM ke badhA padArtho, ekapaNAmAM prApta hovAthI samaya nAma Atma padArtha athavA dareka padArtha evo ne evo ja sthita rahe che, paramANu lyo to paNa paramANu A jaDa A AMgaLI to anaMta rajakaNano piMDa che eno chello poInTa che TUkaDo e paNa pote potAmAM sthita che. paramANu paramANumAM sthita che paramANune AtmA sAthe kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA ! A mATI che juo A, (zarIra) loko paNa ema kahe che paNa Page #552 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 36 537 ene bhAna nathI bole kharA AMhI cUka vAge ne to kahe mArI mATI pAkaNI che, pANI aDavA dezo nahIM, bole kharA bhAna vinAnA, bole kharA mArI mATI pAkaNI che, mATI to jaDa dhULanI che A kyAM mATI tArI hatI, A to pudgala che. khIlI vAgI hoya to pANI aDADazo nahIM, pANIno pATo bAMdhazo nahIM, mArI mATI pAkaNI che. mATI kahe ne vaLI pAchI mArI kahe ! gAMDAnA kAMI lakhaNa bIjA haze ? samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA ! e mATI enI cIja nathI, e to bhinna che eka jagyoe rahevA chatAM, paNa aMdaramAM rAga thAya che zubhaazubha rAga e paNa vikRta-kaluSita svabhAva, e mArA caitanyano svAda nahIM. AhAhAhA ! arere ke di' kare ane ke di' enA bhavanA aMta Ave ? A (samajayA ) vinA enA bhavanA aMta Ave evuM nathI. marI jAyane, kriyA karI karIne. AhAhA ! e to badhI rAganI kriyA che, ane rAga to kaluSita melo jaDano svabhAva che. arere gajaba vAtuM A. "sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prAsa hovAthI AtmapadArtha evo ne evo ja sthita 2he che" kauMsamAM batAve che dahIM ane khAMDa meLavavAthI zikhaMDa thAya che. dahIM ane khAMDa, emAM dahIM ane khAMDa eka jevA mAlUma paDe che zikhaMDamAM, topaNa pragaTarUpa khATAmIThA svAdanA bhedathI, dahIM te khATuM che ane khAMDa te mIThI che. beyanA svAdanA bhedathI judA judA jaNAya che. AhAhAhA ! zAstramAM to evo eka lekha che ke dArU pIdho hoya to ene zIkhaMDa khavarAvo to gAyanA dUdha jevuM lAge ene, jeNe dArU pIdho che ene jo zIkhaMDa Apo to gAyanuM dUdha pIuM chuM evuM lAge, ene svAdanI khabara nathI ema jeNe mithyAtvanA dArU pIdhA che, UMdhI zraddhAnA dArU pIdhA che, AhAhAhA ! ene rAganA svAda mArA che ema bhAse che. AvI vAta che, prabhunuM svarUpa AvuM che bhAI. AhAhA! tevI rIte dravyonA lakSaNabhedathI jaDa cetananA judA judA svAdane lIdhe, e rAgAdi jaDano svAda che kemake rAga pote jANato nathI ke huM koNa chuM, cAhe to dayA dAna vrata bhaktino vikalpa rAga ho e rAgamAM jANavAnI tAkAta nathI. e to acetana che. AhAhAhA ! rAga pote jANato nathI ke huM koNa chuM, tema rAga joDe caitanya bhagavAna che tene ( rAga ) jANato nathI. tema te rAga caitanya vaDe jaNAya che, mATe te jaDa che. AhAhAhA ! arere e jema zikhaMDamAM khAMDa ane dahIMno svAda bhinna che, eka jevA dekhAvA chatAM, ema bhagavAna AtmAno svAda caitanyano ane rAgano (svAda) jaDa e lakSaNabhedathI benA lakSaNabheda che, benA lakSaNo judA che. jema dahIMno svAda khATo ane khAMDano svAda mITho, ema lakSaNabheda che. ema rAgano svAda jaDa kaluSita, bhagavAnano svAda caitanya ane AnaMda, beyanA lakSaNathI beyanA bheda che. AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? kAMI samajANuM zuM kIdhuM che e ? samajAya jAya to judI vAta che, paNa kaI paddhatithI kahevAya che, e zailI pakaDAya che ema. arere Avo mAraga haze jinadevano ahIM to bhAI evuM sAMbhaLyuM'tuM, kahe dayA pALo, vrata karo, jIvane na mAro, cha kAyanI dayA pALo, pAMjarApoLamAM madada karo, gheTAMne khaDa nAkho, AhAhA... poDhA karo, pratikramaNA karo. sAmAyika karo, zenA poThA ? tAre bhAna nathI ne AtmA koNa che enuM bhAna nathIne pohA zenA ? ajJAnanA pohA che mithyAtvanA. mithyAtvane pose che Page #553 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 538 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 e to. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA caitanya svabhAvI AnaMda prabhu. e AnaMdano svAda e caitanyano svAda che ane e rAga je rAga vikalpa hoM, AhAhAhA! cAhe to paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma ho, e rAga che bhAI tane khabara nathI, e to vRttinuM utthAna che e rAgano svAda kaluSita che tane khabara nathI. AhAhA! I jaDa ne caitanyanA svAdanI bhinnatAne laIne, judA judA svAdane lIdhe (judA) jaNAya che. AhAhAhA... keTalI dhIraja joIe AmAM. AhAhAhA! ke mohakarmanA udayano svAda rAgAdi che. rAga dveSa harakha zoka e badhA bhAva mohakarmanA udayano svAda e che. AhAhAhA ! rAjIpo thaI jAya Ama paisA pAMca pacIsa lAkha maLe, ne be lAkhanI pedAza mahine hoya to jANe. ohoho ! koNa jANe zuM vadhI gayo? eno rAjIpo e rAganA jherano svAda che. AhAhA! che? (zrotA - zIro ne lApasI banAve ane Apa ene jherano svAda kaho cho) be lAkha pedA thAya to kahe lApasI karo Aja, dhULamAMya nathI have sAMbhaLane ! A badhA paisAvALA beThA, karoDopati (zrotA- Apa nA pADo cho) kahe che, A rahyA A ghIyA karoDapati che A amAre praviNabhAI e to vaLI ghaNA karoDa che, ema kahe che. eka jaNo amane kaheto'to ame to sAMbhaLelI vAta che hoM. eka jaNa ema kaheto to cha(e) chokarA pAse eka eka karoDa che, ema kaheto'to koka DAhyo mANasa. nAma na apAya ane enA bApa pAse judA pacAsa sAMITha lAkha, marI gayA tyAre vArasAmAM bAvIsa lAkha to sarakArane devA paDyA, enA bApanA paisA mATe bAvIsa lAkha devA paDayA. kaho e to sAcI vAta che ne? kAraNa enA bApanuM juduM hatuM ne. cha bloka judA judA pAMca pAMca lAkhanA tyAM ja chokarAnA, bApano judo bloka sAtamo pAMca pAMca lAkhanA ane AnI mUDI judI kAraNake sarakAranA zuM kahevAya che. (zrotA - InkamaTekSa) InkamaTekSa mATe ene laIne bhAga vANiyA pADe. eNe bApa marI gayA ne judA hatA, bAvIsa lAkha bharavA paDyA bAvIsa lAkha to ekalA enA bApanA paisAnA bharavA paDayA enA paisA judA, e sukhI haze ne? e rAjIpo je mAne che te duHkha che. AhAhA ! e rAgano svAda che prabhu, tane khabara nathI. AhAhA ! traNa lokanA nAtha jinezvaradevano pokAra che, jagata pAse. AhAhAhA! (zrotA:jagata baheruM bahu ) AhAhAhA ! sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM satya vAta bicArA kyAM jAya? siddhAMtamAM to ene bhikhArI kahyA che, varAkA. AhAhAhA ! AMhI to ApaNe darabAra AvyA hatA ne ApaNe bhAvanagara, karoDano tAluko bhAvanagara darabAra AvyA'tA. AMhI to ghaNAM Ave moTA zeThIyAo rAjAo Ave, AvyA'tA be traNa vAra AvyA'tA, maMdira vakhate AvyA'tA, mAna staMbha vakhate AvyA'tA, to ene kahyuM tuM. amAre to zuM rAjA hoya ke rAMka hoya, kIdhuM rAjA, darabAra eka mahIne lAkha mAge I nAno mAgaNa pAMca lAkha mAge I moTo mAgaNa ane karoDa rUpiyA mAge te mAgaNano mAgaNa moTo bhikhArI che kIdhuM, bhikhArAo! AtmA aMdara anaMta AnaMdanI lakSmIno bhaMDAra ene joto nathI, ene mAnato nathI ane A bahAranI dhULa e ajItabhAI ! Page #554 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 36 539 A badhA paisAvALA che sAMITha sIttera lAkha rUpiyA, dhULa dhULa hoM badhI. ( zrotAH- ahIM to dhULa kaho cho, tyAM rUpiyA kahe che ) nairobImAM to badhA ghaNAM paisAvALA che, ApaNA sAMITha ghara che ne ? zvetAMbara hatA digaMbara thaI gayA hamaNAM badhA pacIsa trIsa varSathI nairobI tyAM bhAI jeTha sudI agiyA2se paMdara lAkhanA maMdiranuM khAta muhUrta karyuM e lokoe bhegA thaIne. (zrotAHhave Apane jAvAnI taiyArI tyAM ) e to have mAMge tyAre have za2I2ne nevyAsI varSa thayA za2I2ne nevyAsI varSa thayA have A dekhAya ThIka paNa aMdara have aMda2 89 varSa thayA, khorAkanA ThekANAM na maLe, uMghanA ThekANAM na maLe, dekhAva sAro lAge che. mAMgaNI to Avaze, kema ajItabhAI ? paMdara lAkhanuM maMdira karaze nairobI, tyAM sAMITha ghara che, zvetAMbara badhA digaMbara thaI gayA, ane sAta ATha ghara to karoDapati che. bAkI badhA ghara koI sAMITha lAkha koI sIttera lAkha koI cAlIsa lAkha, koI pacAsa lAkha vIsa lAkha dasa lAkha evA badhAya che. dhULa dhULa badhI hoM. eya ! jene vAstu zuM kahevAya e ? khAtamuhUrta karyuM jeTha suda agiyArase A rAmajIbhAI beThA temanA bhANeja che, eNe be lAkha be hajAra ApyA. A rAmajIbhAI beThA. manasukhabhAInI pAchaLa, be lAkhane be hajA2, phakta khAtamuhUrtanA ApyA maMdiranA paNa ahIM to pahelethI kahIe chIe tArA be lAkha zuM paMdara lAkha ke karoDa kharacane emAM rAga maMda kare to puNya che, paNa dharma nahIM. ( zrotA:- chatAM loko banAve che). je kriyA banavAnI hoya te ene kA2Ne bane che, te zuM AnAthI bane che maMdira ? A maMdira zuM rAmajIbhAIe banAvyuM che A ? pramukha to e hatA. ( zrotAH- ApanA puNyathI thayuM ) bApu A to paththara 52mANuo ajIva che. bhAI tane khabara nathI e ajIvanI paryAya je kSaNe thavAnI te tenAthI thAya che, bIjo kahe ke mArAthI banyuM sUMDha che. AhAhA... AvI vAtuM che bApA. beMgloramAM bAra lAkhanuM maMdira thayuM che mumukSuoe karyuM che, beMglora bAra lAkha, paMdara lAkha atyAre paMdara lAkha thaI gayA, juo to, thaI gayuM che ane A to thavAnuM che. eka jaNe ATha lAkha ApyA bhabhUtamala zvetAMbara derAvAsI ATha lAkha ane eka jugarAjajI sthAnakavAsI karoDapati, olo be karoDavALo A karoDavALo sthAnakavAsI muMbaImAM mahAvI2 mArkeTa eNe cAra lAkha ApyA. bAra lAkhanuM maMdira, kahyuM bApuM tuM bAra lAkha kharce mATe dharma thAya e vAtamAM mAla nathI. e rAganI maMdatA zubhabhAva ka2ze (to ) puNya thAya. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. A lokoe hamaNAM aDhI lAkha traNa lAkha ApyAne ahIM, ahIMyA popaTabhAIe emanA bApa ta2phathI vizrAmagRha pAMca lAkhanuM thavAnuM che ne navuM. AMhI mANasa eTaluM Ave che ke jagyo mAtI nathI. be sosAyaTI to thaI have trIjI sosAyaTI thavAnI che emanA taraphathI. pAMca lAkha, aDhI lAkha emanA ne aDhI lAkha, je ploTa le ene pAMca hajAra ApavA paDe dasa hajA2no ploTa karaze, pAMca pAMca hajAra ApavAnA, traNa mahinA raheze, traNa mahinA rahevAnuM ene. bahu mANasa AMhI ghaNuM mANasa Ave che have mAMya nahIM jagyo eTaluM Ave che. traNa traNa hajAra pAMca pAMca hajAra mANasa hamaNAM benanA olAmAM(janmadine ) traNa hajA2 mANasa, zrAvaNa vada bIja kyAMya mAMya nahIM, paNa e paNa e badhI vastu banavAnI che ene laIne bane Page #555 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 che. (zrotA:- ApanA upadezathI bane che ) e bilakula harAma vAta che. e vAtuM che badhI nimittanI. AhAhA ! AMhI to banAvanArano bhAva banAvI zakuM chuM e to na hoya paNa bhAva je che e zubha che, puNya che. emAM dharma che e nahIM. e puNya che e rAgano, melano rAgano svAda che. AhAhA ! gajaba vAta che prabhu. che? jaDa caitanyanA judA judA svAdane lIdhe jaNAya che" jaNAya che ke mohakarmanA udayano svAda rAgadveSa, harakha-zoka Adi che. AhAhAhA ! rAgAdi che ne? Adi che ne? rAga dveSa aNagamo, AhAhA... vIMchI karaDe, e vIMchI karaDe eno nathI, enA tarapha aNagamo che eno vaiSano svAda che ene. AhAhAhA ! e rAgAdi dveSAdi harakhAdi. AhAhA ! A harakha jamaNa kare che ne ApaNe vANIyAmAM dazA zrImALI, harakha jamaNa kare sAta TaMka hatuM, have to badhuM thaI gayuM phera, pahelAM sAta TaMka hatuM ne harakha jamaNa kare eTale navaTuMka thatA'tA have A to sAMITha sIttera varSa pahelAMnI vAta umarALAnI. AMhI to janmasthaLanI vAto jANavAmAM AvI hoya ne e jANIe harakha jamaNa kare tyAre, AhAhA... jAnavALo eka di jamADe pachI badhA jame, e harakha jamaNa, harakha jamaNa eTale rAganuM jamaNa harakha eTale rAga, harakha eTale duHkha, e duHkha e karmanA udayanA svAdano bhAva che. kahe che arere ATaluM badhuM vaheMcavuM have to navaro kyAM bicAro. AhAhA! te caitanyanA nija svabhAvanA svAdathI judo ja che. che? AhAhAhA ! je rAga zubharAga, azubharAga aNagamo dveSa, rAjIpo rAga, rAjIpo rati, arAjIpo aratti zoka, e badhA bhAva, karmanA nimittanA thatAM vikArI bhAva eno svAda che. are ATaluM badhuM laI javuM have aMdara. hajI to zarIra mAruM nathI ema mAnavAmAM parasevA Utare, A zarIra mAruM nahIM to konuM che A? A to mATI jaDa che ene aMdaramAM puNya pApanA bhAvathI bhinna jANavo, AhAhAhA. evuM che prabhu. AhA! e rAgAdi che, mohakarmanA udayano svAda to rAgadveSa puNya pApa rAjIpo rati arati zoka Adi che, te caitanyanA nija svabhAvanA svAdathI judo ja che. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! rAgano svAda che. AkuLatA duHkharUpa che. AhAhAhA.. ane bhagavAna AtmAno svAda te anAkuLa AnaMdarUpa che, ema je (svAda) bheda kare tene samyagdarzana thAya, AhAhAhA... cAritra to kyAMya rahI gayuM bApA ! kone kahe e to hajI lokoe sAMbhaLyuM nathI. A to hajI samyagdarzananI vAta pahelA ekaDAnI vAta che. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? e nija svabhAvanA svAdathI, nija nAma bhagavAna AtmA potAno eno svabhAva svabhAva, potAno je jJAna AnaMda zAMta vItarAgatA evo je bhAva, AhAhAhA... eno svAda judo che, enA svAdathI rAgano svAda, (judo che) mALe ATalu badhuM... AhAhAhA ! A rIte bhAvakabhAva je mohano udaya, zuM kIdhuM? bhAvaka eTale karma jaDa che, mohanIya karma Adi ATha karma che ne, jaDa-jaDa ene ahIMyA bhAvaka kahyAM che, bhAvaka bhAva enA bhAvakathI thayelo puNya pApano rAgAdi bhAva, e bhAvakano bhAva che ema kahyuM che. e bhagavAna AtmAno Page #556 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 36 541 bhAva nahIM. AhAhA ! nAnI uMmaramAM bhaNatAne tyAre eka bhAvasAra hato amAre nizALamAM bhego. janma to umarALa hato ne tera varSa tyAM rahyA, nava varSa pAleja dukAna che ne tyAM nava varSa, tyAM pAMca varSa dukAna calAvI'tI. atyAre dukAna cAlu che moTI dukAna che. pAMtrIsa-cAlIsa lAkha rUpiyA che. e dukAna che traNa cAra lAkhanI pedAza che pAleja. tamAre cittaLamAM paraNyo che ne amAre manahara manahara zuM? nahIM manasukha-manasukha lAlacaMdabhAInI dikarI, che ne tyAM? huM hato tyAre sagapaNa kareluM huM tyAM amarelInuM comAsu karIne cittaLa Avyo, tyAre ANaMdajI hato mArI hAre ANaMdajI enA kAkAno dikaro, e kahe ke amAre sagapaNa karavuM che. lAlacaMdabhAInI dikarI A hiMmatabhAInI bahena, te di' huM tyAM hato upAzraye vyAkhyAna cAlatuM ne tyAre pachI ene prazna karelo, amAre ANaMdajI hato ne marI gayo e sagapaNa karavA tyAM AvelA, mahArAja! A choDI kyAMnI A mANasa kyAMnA A zuM thatuM haze, A kAMIka pUrvano koI saMbaMdha haze A? ema prazna karyo e amarelInuM comAsuM hatuM ne 86 nuM 87 nI vAta che A. 87 nA kArataka vada ekama, citaLanA apAsare eNe prazna karyo, kAraNake enuM sagapaNa karavA AvelA chokaro na lAvyA hoI choDI AMhInI hiMmatabhAInI bahena. meM kIdhuM pUrvanA saMbaMdho hoya evuM kAMI nahIM, eka hoya bAvaLamAM, eka hoya thoramAM e be thaIne bhegAM thayA hoya. te di' kahyuM'tuM hoM, bAvaLa samajAya che? babula, eka jIva babulamAM hoya AvIne dikarI thaI hoya ane eka thoramAM hoya te AvIne dikaro thayo hoya ene kyAM saMbaMdha, rakhaDatA jIva ene A saMbaMdha thaI jAya eka bIjAne meLa hoya karmano yogya A te di' vAta karI'tI hoM. citaLamAM apAsarAmAM, amAre ANaMdajI hato amAre kuMvarajInA kAkAno dikaro bhAgIdAra hatA gujarI gayA badhA ghaNAM gujarI gayA chokarAva che have traNa. AhAhA ! e loko vAMcana kare dararoja hoM maMdira banAvyuM che pAlejamAM, pistAlIsa hajAranuM, bhakti, vaMdana, vAMcana, pachI jAya dukAne. bhAI A to bApu dhULa to thayA ja kare A zuM che, enuM to karo have marI gayA emAM ne emAM mALA. ahIM e kahe che bhAvakabhAva, e zuM kIdhuM? je karma jaDa che ene ahIM bhAvaka kahyo che, bhAvaka (eTale ) bhAvano karanAro bhAvaka, konA, kayA bhAva e puNya ne pApa, dayA dAna ne vrata bhaktinAM je bhAva che e bhAva rAga che, e bhAvane (karanAro) bhAvakabhAva, bhAvaka nAma karmano bhAva che e AtmAnA svabhAvano bhAva nathI. AhAhA! bhASA to sAdI che prabhu, bhAva bhale game teTalA ho, bhASA to sAdI thaI che. (zrotA:- bhAva to UMDA che) bhAva UMDA paNa vastu to A che. jyAre ene karavuM haze tyAre A rIte ja karavuM paDaze to bhavanA aMta Avaze, marI jaze toya nahIM Ave. rakhaDI maraze corAsInA avatAramAM. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? AhAhA ! kIdhuM A? mAthe AvyuMne, e evo ne evo sthita rahe che. enA pachI A che bhAI oluM to kauMsamAM hatuM "ekapaNAmAM prApta hovAthI samaya evo ne evo ja sthita rahe che" enA pachI A che, oluM to kauMsamAM hatuM. evo ne evo sthita rahe che, A rIte bhAvakabhAva je karma Page #557 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 542. samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 jaDa che mATI, ATha karma rajakaNa che mATI dhULa che, A jevI dhULa che zarIranI enA jevI jhINI dhULa che. enA bhAvakano bhAva e rAga ane puNya pApanA bhAva, AhAhAhA... e dayAno bhAva e paranI dayAno bhAva e rAga e bhAvakano bhAva, jIvano bhAva nahIM, AhAhAhA. rADa nAkhe bacArA virodha bahu kare che. karo karo prabhu tane khabara nathI. AhAhA ! ' are e to paranI dayAne rAga kahe che, hiMsA kahe che. (zrotA- sAMbhaLavA Avato nathIne beTho beTho lakhe?) AkhI duniyA e paNe paDI che bicArA zuM kare? mUMDhapaNe paDyA e pramANe kahe "jAme jItanI buddhi Itano diyo batAya, vAMko bUro na mAnIe aura kahAMse lAya" AhAhAhA ! ahIM kahe che, A mAthe (mathALa) AvyuM'tuM ne "sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prApta hovAthI samaya evo ne evo ja sthita rahe che... A rIte, oluM to kauMsamAM hatuM. bhAvakabhAva je mohano udaya (tenAthI bheda jJAna thayuM). lyo mohakarma jaDa che teno udaya puNya-pApanA rAgAdi bhAva, AhAhA ! A loko kahe ke, dayA pALo dayA pALo, dayA te sukhanI velaDI, dayA te sukhanI khANa, anaMtA jIva mukta gayA. dayAthI? are sAMbhaLane have kaI dayA? e paranI dayA to rAga che, svanI dayA rAganA bhAvathI bhinna, mArI jIvana jyoti bhinna che eNe caitanyane caitanya tarIke rAkhavo anubhavamAM levo e ja potAnI dayA che. samajANuM kAMI ? e AMhI kahe che. A rIte bhAvakabhAva eTale ke mohano udaya ema tenAthI bhedajJAna thayuM. AhAhA! tenAthI judo pADayo, batAvyo bheda jJAna. samajANuM kAMI? kaho dhIrUbhAI AvI vAtuM che. navA mANasane to evuM lAge ke A te zuM che A te jaina dharmanI vAta haze ke A navo phAMTo, navo mArga kADhayo haze? are bhAI tane khabara nathI prabhu. AhAhA! trilokanAtha jinezvara paramezvara eNe A kahyuM, ke dharmI jIva thatAM ene karmanA nimittathI thatAM vikArI bhAvakabhAva eno svAda judo jANI AhAhA.. ane potAno svAda judo jANe che. AhAhA ! tyAre tene samyagdarzana jJAna, dharmanI zarUAta thAya che. (udaya) tenAthI bhedajJAna thayuM A TIkAnI vAta karI. bhAvArtha kahevAze. (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM. 104 gAthA - 36 zloka - 30 Aso suda-9 maMgaLavAra tA. 10-1078 saM. 2504 bhAvArtha che jarI jhINI vAta che thoDI. A mohakarma, eka jaDa moha karma che AtmAnA kSetramAM, jyAM AtmA che tyAM eka kSetrAvagAhI mohakarma jaDa che. te jaDa pudgala dravya che, e mohakarma, AtmA che tyAM eka kSetre raheluM mohakarma jaDa che teno udaya kaluSita bhAvarUpa che. eTale ke moha karmano udaya che e to jaDanI paryAya bhale, paNa AtmAmAM eno dekhAva thAya che upayogamAM e malina pariNAma che. AhAhAhA ! cAhe to zubha azubhabhAva ho, devaguru zAstranI bhaktino bhAva ho ke dayA dAnano bhAva ho, paNa e bhAva, mohakarmanA phaLarUpa malina bhAva che. AvI vAta che. AhAhAhA ! Page #558 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 36 543 che? e malinabhAva che. te bhAva paNa mohakarmano bhAva hovAthI jaDa karmanA nimittanA saMbaMdha e zubhaazubhabhAva je malinabhAva e jaDa karmano bhAva hovAthI te jaDano che, AtmAno nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AkaruM kAma ghaNuM. vikAra te bhAvakano bhAva che. jaDakarma che e bhAvaka, bhAva karanAra ane zubha azubhabhAva e bhAva malinabhAva e bhAvakano bhAva che. karmano bhAva che, jaDano bhAva che, caitanyano svabhAva nahIM. AhAhA.... AvuM jhINuM che bApA! e mohakarmano bhAva pulano ja vikAra che, bhAvakano bhAva, te jyAre A caitanyanA upayoganA anubhavamAM Ave che, caitanya je zakita che e to dhruva trikALa che. paNa enI vyakita je pragaTa jJAna, jema karmanA nimittanuM vyakatapaNuM malinatA che ema bhagavAna caitanya zakitanuM pragaTapaNuM jANana dekhana paryAya che. jhINo viSaya che bhAI ! jema e jaDakarmanuM phaLa malinabhAva che e jaDano vyakata bhAva che ema bhagavAna AtmA caitanya svarUpa enI vyakita (arthAta ) jANavA dekhavAnI matizrutano paryAya vyakata paryAya che, enA upayoganA anubhavamAM Ave che jyAre ahIM caitanyanA upayoganA anubhavamAM Ave che, AhAhAhA.. eTale ke jANana dekhana je zaktinI vyakti pragaTa dazA tenA upayogamAM jyAre malinabhAva Ave che, AvuM jhINuM che tatva! sAdhAraNa mANasane to khabareya na paDe! bhakti karo ne vrata karo pUjA karo thaI jaze dharma ! dhULamAMya nathI nyAM. AhAhA !deva guruzAstranI bhakti karo basa e to rAga che, rAga to karmanA nimittano bhAvakano bhAva che, e tAro bhAva nahIM. AhAhA!(zrotA - rAga to jIvanI paryAya che) e paryAya che paNa e dravyano svabhAva nathI. caitanyano e svabhAva nathI. caitanya zaktinuM vyaktapaNuM to jANana dekhana e enuM vyaktapaNuM che. enuM vyaktapaNuM rAganuM vyaktapaNuM thAya evuM enuM svarUpa nathI. AhAhAhA! (zrotA - svarUpa na hoya to thAya kema) thAya, te kIdhuM ne I paryAyamAM thAya che, e paranA kAraNe thAya che, paranuM lakSa le che jANavAnA upayogamAM e vikAra karmano bhAvakano bhAva paNa upayoga tyAM che tethI tyAM malina upayoga dekhAya che. (zrotA:dekhAya che ke thAya che?) dekhAya che, kharekhara vastu kyAM thAya che? (zrotA:- dravya to nathI thAtuM) paryAyamAM dekhAya che paNa paryAyamAM dekhAya che I jaDano bhAva dekhAya che, e caitanya svabhAvano bhAva nathI. jhINI vAta che bApu. (zrotA dekhAya che ne eno bhAva nathI?) nA. eno nathI. jema caitanya jANaka svabhAva dekhana svabhAva enuM vyaktapaNuM to jANavA dekhavAnuM enuM vyaktapaNuM che. enuM vyaktapaNe vikAranuM vyaktapaNuM( na hoya), jhINI vAta bhAI mAraga jhINo bApu! AhAhAhA ! vItarAga mAraga bahu jhINI vAta che, AMhI be prakAra kahyAM. kahe che juo. upayoga paNa vikArI thaI rAgAdirUpa malina dekhAya che, joyuM? bhagavAna AtmA bhAI A to jainadharma e vastuno svabhAva ene samajavA mATe to anaMta puruSArtha joIe. AhAhAhA... e kaMI sAdhAraNa rIte maLI jAya? AhAhA ! e zuM kahe che? cetananA upayoganA anubhavamAM Ave che tyAre upayoga paNa vikArI thaI, joyuM paryAya vikArI thaI, rAgAdirUpa malina dekhAya che. paryAyamAM malinatA che ema dekhAya che. kharekhara e caitanya zaktinI vyaktatAno e bhAva nathI. Page #559 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 544 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 e karmanA udayanI vyaktatAno e bhAva malina che. AhAhA ! AvI vAta kayAM? navarAza kyAM mANasone koNa che ne zuM che. eka bAju bhagavAna AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu jJAna ane darzananA svabhAvathI bharelo bhaMDAra enI vyaktatA, e kahe che juo, e caitanyanI zaktinI vyakti (pragaTatA) vikArI dekhAya, jyAre tenuM bhedajJAna thAya, joyuM? zuM bhedajJAna thAya eTale? caitanya e jJAna darzana svabhAvavaMta paripUrNa prabhu, enI vyaktatA to jANavuM dekhavuM evI enI vyaktatA- pragaTatA hoya, tyAre te paryAyamAM karmanA nimittanA saMge je malinatA thAya bhAva e bhAvakano bhAva che, e caitanyanA svabhAvano bhAva nathI. AhAhAhA! have AvuM kyAM samajavuM? evuM che prabhu! ( zrotA:- apUrva che.) apUrva che bhAI eNe koI di' karyuM nathI. anaMtakALa anaMtakALa vItI gayo bhAI. AhA. paNa ekakora bhagavAna, kaLazamAM kaheze, "zuddhacetanA siMdhu hamAro rUpa huM". AtmA to zuddha caitanya jJAnasiMdhu dariyo bharyo che. enI vyaktatA e kahe che, juo, caitanyanI zaktinI vyakti, caitanya jJAna ane darzana ane jJAtAdeSTA svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna e caitanyanI zakti enI vyakti, enI vizeSa pragaTa dazA to jJAna-darzana upayoga mAtra che. dhImethI samajavuM bhAI ! A to anaMta kALe nahIM karelI vAta che, A to vItarAga sarvajJa paramezvare kahelo mAraga bahu sUkSma che. AhAhA ! ghaNI dhIrajathI e samajAya evI cIja che. AhAhAhA ! kahyuM? (zrotA - samajAya jAya evuM che ) hA, samajAya evI ja cIja che, barobara ahIMyA be prakAra varNavyA. ekakora bhagavAna caitanya svarUpa paramAtmAnuM svarUpa birAjamAna che. caitanya zakti kaho paramAtma svarUpa kaho jJAna ane darzananA svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna AtmA enI vyakti eTale pragaTatA paryAyamAM jANavA dekhavAnI upayoganI paryAya te enI vyaktatA che. ane karma je che jaDa bhAvaka enI vyaktatA eTale ke puNya - pApanA malina bhAva, AhAhA ! gajabavAtuM che bhAI ! e karmanA bhAvakano bhAva. A caitanyanI zaktino jANavuM dekhavuM upayoga e eno bhAva, paNa anAdithI A jANana dekhana upayogamAM e malinatA, manano bhAva aMdara je upayogarUpe dekhAya che e enuM nathI. AhAhA! (zrotAH- thAya che enI paryAyamAM) paryAyamAM thAya chatAM e enA svabhAvamAMthI thayelo nathI. enI zaktinA sattvamAMthI thayelo (bhAva) nathI. AvuM che bhagavAna jhINI vAtuM bahu bApA mAraga evo jhINo. AhAhA. gAthA evI AvI gaI che ne. AhAhA ! (zrotA - bhAgyazALI ne to sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe) maLe ema. vAta to evI che bApA, zuM karIe ? ohoho ! bhagavAna AtmA to caitanya svabhAvI jJAna darzana AnaMda svabhAvI prabhu, enI vyaktatA pragaTatA to jANana dekhana upayoga ne AnaMda paryAya e enI pragaTatA hoya, AhAhAhA... ene badale karma je bhAvaka jaDa karma tenuM vyaktapaNe je puNya pApane malina bhAvakano bhAva e (Atma) dravya svabhAvano bhAva nahIM. AhAhA ! pATaNIjI ! samajAya evuM to che bApA. A prabhu tArA gharanI vAta che ne nAtha. AhAhAhA ! e jANaka svabhAva bhagavAna tenuM pragaTapaNuM to jANavA dekhavAno upayoga che, emAM e karmanA bhAvakano bhAva, upayoga tyAM joDAvAthI malina Page #560 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 36 dekhAya che. AhAhAhAhA ! Avo upadeza have A te kyAM ema kahe ke bhagavAnanI bhakti karo, gurunI bhakti karo to to samajAya, have bhakti bhakti kare e to badho rAga che, sAMbhaLane have. (zrotAHkuMdakuMdAcArya kahe che I badho rAga che ) e rAga che, e karmanA bhAvakano bhAva che. bhAI tane khabara nathI. AhAhAhA ! bhAre kAma AkaruM bApu ! AhA ! bahu gAthA sarasa ! caitanyanI zaktinI vyakti bhagavAna sAmarthya to enuM caitanya sAmarthya jJAnadarzana sAmarthya che AtmAnuM. enI vyakti, pragaTatA jJAna darzana upayogamAtra che. enI pragaTatA to jANavuM dekhavuM upayogamAtra enI pragaTatA che. AhAhAhA... enA upayoganI pragaTatAmAM rAgarUpe upayoga thAya evo eno upayoga ja nathI. AhAhAhA ! e caitanya svarUpa bhagavAna jJAnano sAgara prajJAbrahma prabhu, enI pragaTatA to jANavA dekhavAnA upayoganI pragaTatA che, enI pragaTatA zubhaazubhabhAva e enI pragaTatA nathI. AhAhAhA ! kAraNake enI ( AtmAnI ) khANamAM e vikAra bharyo nathI, ke jenuM vikA25NuM bhAvaka bhAvya thAya e bhAvaka jIvano bhAva thAya. AhAhAhA... AkarI vAta bApA ! are dharma zuM cIja che. "ane A kaluSatA to rAgadveSa moharUpa che" che ? AhAhA... bhagavAna caitanyazakti eTale jANavA dekhavAnA sAmarthyavALuM e tattva che. bhagavAna AtmA to jANavA dekhavAnA svabhAvanA sAmarthyavALuM e tatva che enA sAmarthyamAMthI pragaTa thAya to jANavA dekhavAnI vyakta paryAya upayoga pragaTa thAya. emAMthI malina paryAya upayogamAM pragaTa thAya evuM che nahIM. AhAhAhA ! paNa te upayogamAM karmanA nimittathI thayelo bhAvakano bhAva, puNya, pApa, dayA dAna vrata bhakti Adino bhAva. AhAhAhA... e enA upayogamAM malinapaNe dekhAya che. enI vastu guNa ne paryAya, guNa koi malina nathI, puNya pApanA malinabhAva paryAyamAM ene dekhAya che. AhAhA.. e 52no bhAva che, 52nA saMge thayelo che, 52nI zaktinI vyaktatA pragaTa thatAM te malinabhAva thayo che, bhagavAnanI (AtmAnI ) zakitathI pragaTa thatAM te malinabhAva thayo nathI. enI pragaTatAmAM to jANavA dekhavAno paryAya te tenI pragaTatA che. AhAhA! e jANavA dekhavAnA pragaTa paryAya upayogamAM karmanA bhAvakano bhAva malinapaNe dekhAya che. AhAhAhA ! che ? te dravyakarmano jaDa pudgala dravyano bhAva che. kaluSitatA kIdhI ne ? te jaDakarmanI pudgala dravyanI che. AhAhAhA... AvuM che. kema ke zubhaazubhabhAva je che. e acetana che- jaDa che, emAM caitanyanA prakAzanuM koI paryAya (kiraNa ) nathI emAM. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. saMpradAyamAM paDelAne A AkarI vAta lAge, Avo mAraga jhINo. bApu mAraga to A che bhAI, AhAhA ! kahe che ke, A kaluSatA to rAgadveSa moha, puNya ne pApa ne mithyAtvarUpI bhAva te dravyakarmarUpa jaDa pudgala dravyanI (paryAya ) che. AhAhAhA... keTalo dhIro thAya tyAre tenA upayogamAM malinatA che ema dekhAya, e malinatA mArI cIja nahIM. bhagavAnanI bhakti kare devagurunI bhakti kare e badho rAga bhAva. AhAhA... gajaba vAta che e bhAvaka karmano bhAva che. jIvazaktino e bhAva nathI. tenA svabhAvamAM e bharyuM nathI, svabhAvamAM to jANavuM dekhavuM ne AnaMda bharyo che. enI pragaTa dazA thAya to jANavuM dekhavuM ane 545 Page #561 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 546 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AnaMda dazA thAya. AhAhAhA... AvuM che. to ya vaLI loko bicArA keTalAka eka bhavyasAgara che. bahu prasannatA dekhADI. AhAhA. bahenazrInA vacanAmRta amane, digaMbara sAdhu che, 20 varSanI dikSA AhA... ame koi di' AvI vAta sAMbhaLI nathI. amane khabara nathI ema, ame muni nathI, bApA muni kone kahevAya? AhAhA ! kAle be kAgaLa AvyA hatA, te pahelAM AvyA'tA, loko ema ke mAgaNI bahu kare che bahenanA pustakanI, sthAnakavAsI loko Ave che eya mAgaNI kare che, paNa enI meLAye pakaDAvuM kaThaNa. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA e to caitanya eTale jANavuM dekhavuM jeno trikALI svabhAva, e enuM sAmarthya che. emAM rAga karavo evuM sAmarthya enAmAM nathI. e puNya pApa dayA dAnanA bhAva karavA e kAMI jIvanA svabhAvanuM sAmarthya nathI. AhAhAhA ! e bhAva to jaDakarma bhAvaka je che jaDa e karma siddha karyuM, ekakora bhagavAna siddha karyo che. bhAvakano bhAva tenI paryAya malina che ema paNa siddha karyuM, A bhAva je jJAyakabhAva che eno bhAva jANavuM dekhavuM upayoga e siddha karyuM. AhAhAhA ! have I upayogamAM je olI malinatA dekhAya che kahe che, AhAhA. e pugala dravyanI che. AhAhA ! AmAMthI kADhe ke I paryAya che e jaDane laIne thAya che, e AtmAnI nathI. kaI apekSA? atyAre dravya svabhAvanI vAta cAle che. dravya svabhAva je che vastuno bhagavAna AtmAno, e svabhAvamAMthI vyaktatA (pragaTatA) kAMI rAganI thAya? enA svabhAvanA bhaMDAramAM koI vikAra bharyo che? enA svabhAvanA bhaMDAramAM to nirvikArI zaktio bharI che. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che kaho zAMtibhAI, AvuM kalakattAmAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI kayAMya. (zrotAkalakattAmAM maLe e ahIM maLatu nathI) kalakattAmAM paisA maLe che kahe che ema je AMhI maLe che. dhULamAM zuM? A amAre rahyA ajItabhAI nyAM paisA maLe che bahu nairobImAM. AhAhAhA ! I kahe che paisA AMhI maLe nahIM, tyAM paisA maLe ema kahe che bhAI. A paisA kone maLe che? kyAM maLe che? ( zrotA- koIne maLatA nathI) kone maLe prabhu! paisA to paisAmAM rahyA. kone maLe ? AhAhAhA... AtmA bhagavAna AtmA che tyAM paiso Ave che aMdara tyAM garI gayo che? paiso e jaDanI dazA jaDamAM rahe che. bhagavAna AtmAnI dazAmAM paNa e AvatA nathI to enA dravyaguNamAM to kyAMthI hoya? AhAhA ! ahIMyA to paryAyamAM Ave che e cIja zuM che? e vastu to AvatI ye nathI. AMhI to paryAyamAM zaktinI vyaktatA je upayoga che enA upayogamAM je jaDakarmanA bhAvakano bhAva malinapaNe dekhAya che, enuM bhedajJAna karavuM. AhAhAhA... bhAI bhagavAna sarvajJa jinezvaradeva paramAtmA eno mAraga bahu sUkSma che bhAI. e kaluSitatA je rAgadveSa moharUpa che te dravyakarmarUpa jaDa pudgala dravyanI che. ahIM dravyanA svabhAvanI apekSAe vAta cAle che. dravyano svabhAva che e to jJAna caitanyazakti caitanyazakita jJAnasiMdhu, jJAna darzanano siMdhu dariyo sAgara bhagavAna che, emAMthI choLo uchALo Ave e uchALo Ave to zuM Ave emAMthI ? e jANavA dekhavAnI Page #562 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 36 547 paryAyano uchALo Ave. AhAhAhA ! emAMthI enA upayogamAM je A karmano bhAvakanA puNya pApanA bhAva malina je che pudgalano bhAva, enA svabhAvano e bhAva che, jIvanA svabhAvano e bhAva nathI. e pudgala dravyano che. - jyAre bhAvakabhAva je dravyakarmarUpa mohano bhAva, bhAvakarma eno bhAva zubhaazubha rAga te dravyakarmarUpa mohano bhAva, tenAthI avazya bhedabhAva thAya che. kemake e 52no che mATe bhedabhAva thAya che. ema kahyuM che. e svano nathI mATe bhedabhAva thAya che. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? Avo mAraga ne Avo upadeza zuM kahe che, hajI e pakaDavuM kaThaNa paDe. AhAhA... are rakhaDatAM anaMtakALa gayo ene satya maLyuM nathI. satya maLe tyAre eNe ( samajavAnI ) da2kA2 karI nathI. AhA... AhAhA... e bhAvakabhAva je dravyakarmarUpa mohano bhAva, tenAthI jarUra bhedabhAva thAya che. kema ? ke enA svabhAvamAM ane enA svabhAvanI vyaktatAmAM e vikAra nathI. AhAhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA caitanya svabhAvano sAgara, enAmAM vyaktatA hoya to tenA svabhAvanI zaktinI vyaktatA hoya paNa puNya ne pApanA malina bhAvanI vyakatatA e (Atma ) zakitanI vyakatatA nathI, e dravyanA svabhAvanI vyaktatA nathI. AhAhAhA... e karmanA bhAvakanA bhAvano bhAva mATe, che ? tenAthI jarUra bhedabhAva thAya che. A kA2Ne enAthI bhedabhAva thAya che ema kahe che. zuM kahyuM I ? bhagavAna AtmA caitanya, caitanya, caitanya, siMdhu dariyo khAro A dariyo hoya enI choLo khArI hoya, mITho dariyo hoya enI choLo mIThI hoya. ema bhagavAna to AnaMda ne jJAna sAga2no sAgara bharyo che, enI choLuM jo vyaktatA hoya to upayoga jJAna darzananA upayoganI enI vyaktatA hoya. e upayogamAM je karmanA bhAvakano bhAva dekhAya che, e jaDakarmano bhAva che, mATe tenAthI judo thai zake che. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. oho ! zuM AcAryoe kAma karyAM che. digaMbara saMtoe, ame to enA dAsa chIe ! ne, A to kAMi vAta ke, zuM kare prabhu. tuM koNa cho ? kyAM cho ? huM to jJAnadarzana svabhAvathI bharelo tattva tyAM huM chuM. ane tyAM huM chuM ema jeNe mAnyuM enI zaktimAMthI vyaktatA to jANavA dekhavA ane AnaMdanI thAya. AhAhA ! evA jANavA dekhavAnA bhAva emAM je malinatA dekhAya che e jaDa karmanA bhAvakano bhAva che, e tArA svabhAvano bhAva( nathI ). AhAhAhA... ( zrotAH- e jaDa karmanI dostIno bhAva ) dostI pote karI che, te taraphanA valaNamAM upayogamAM malinatA thAya che, e caitanyano upayoga nathI. AhAhA !I jaDakarmanA bhAvano bhAsa aMdara thAya che e malina bhAva che. jethI te jaDakarmanA bhAvakano bhAva jaNAya te caitanyanA svabhAvabhAvamAMthI nathI Avyo mATe caitanyanA svabhAvanI vyaktatAne lakSamAM letAM athavA dravyane kAyama lakSamAM letAM e milana bhAva judo paDI jAya che. AvuM che. AhAhAhA ! saMpradAyamAM e hAle ke A sAmAyika karo, paDikamaNA karo, A karo ne A karo, bhaktivALA ne e Ave ke bhakti karo devagurunI, bApu mAragaDA judA bhAI. AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- badhAM 52sanmukhatAnA bhAva che. devaguruzAstranI bhaktinA bhAva 52sanmukhatAnA bhAva che ) rAga che I 52sanmukha che, e kharekhara bhAvakano bhAva che, e caitanya dravyanA svabhAvano e bhAva nathI. Page #563 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 548 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhAhA! bhagavAna siMdhu caitanya, caitanya siMdhu e Avaze A kaLazamAM. AhAhA ! caitanyano siMdhu enI bharatI paryAyamAM Ave to to jJAna darzana ne AnaMdanI Ave bhAI. AhAhAhA ! ane bhAvakakarma che teno bhAva to malina bhAva te tenI bharatI che, paNa ahIMyA jJAnanA upayogamAM jaNAtA, lakSa tyAM che tethI malinapaNuM dekhAya che. AhAhA ! paNa lakSane pheravI nAkha, bhagavAna jJAnasiMdhu che tenA upara lakSa kara. to e rAganI bhinnatAno tane bhAsa thaze, tane aMdara. AhAhA ! kaho AvuM che. (zrotA- khUba mAla kADhayo Ape) AvI vastu che. AhAhA! ene paheluM samajaNamAM to tye vAtane pahelI. jJAnamAM eno nirNaya to kare, ke mAro prabhu zuddha caitanya zaktinA svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna emAMthI malinatAnA pariNAma kyAMthI Ave? AhAhA! AhAhAhA ! sAkaranA pariNAma pAtaLA paDe paNa kAMi rAgarUpe thAya ? kALIjIrIrUpe thAya? e sAkaranA pANI pAtaLA paDe topaNa mIThA rahe, hai? AhAhA ! ema bhagavAna AtmA caitanya svarUpa jANaka dekhana AnaMda Adi zaktinA sAmarthyavALo prabhu, enI paryAyamAM choLo Ave to nirmaLa jJAna darzana AnaMdanI Ave bhAI. AhA... e dravyanuM jene lakSa thAya tene paryAyamAM AnaMda ane jJAnanI paryAyanI vyaktatA choLa Ave. AhA.. paNa jene dravya svabhAvanuM lakSa nathI tethI dravyanI vyaktatA je che, jJAna darzana upayoganI(tenI) tene khabara nathI. tethI tenA jANavA dekhavAnA upayogamAM bhAvakano bhAva bhAse te huM chuM, ema mAnIne tyAM aTakI gayo che. AhAhA! AhAhAhA ! benanI copaDInI mAgaNI bahu Ave che. have jagatanA bhAgya, AhA.. TANe AvyuM, AhAhA ! TANe AvyuM. bApA! bhAI paNa samajavuM mahA puruSArtha che. e koI bhagavAnanI bhakti karI che ke devaguru zAstranI khabakhUbIyA AhAhA Ama karyA AhAhA mATe e samajAya jAya evI e cIja nathI. AhAhAhA ! moTA gajaratha kADhe pAMca pAMca lAkhanA kharaca karIne, varaghoDA kADhe pacIsa pacIsa pacAsa pacAsa ghoDA Ama ekavIsa ekavIsa hAthI. amAre thayuM'tuM ne, jayapura varaghoDo jyAre nIkaLyo to bhagavAnano, huM tyAM hato ne bhagavAnanA rathamAM beTho hato. ekavIsa hAthI, cAlIsa hajAra mANasa sAthe ane cAlIsa hajAra mANaso sAthe ane gAmanA to mANasa lAkho uparathI dekhe, zuM che A te kAMI? rAjA AvyA che kAMI? jayapura, ekavIsa ekavIsa hAthI moDhA AgaLa zaNagArelA ane hajAra hajAra mANasa pachI ekeka benDavAjA, moTuM lazkara, jovA nIkaLyuM loko gAma digaMbara sAdhu jovA nIkaLyA paNa A zuM che prabhu nyAM e to badhI bahAranI cIja che. e to jaDanI kriyA bahAranI che. ane temAM bhAva hoya to kadAcit rAganI maMdatA hoya to e zubha che, ane e zubha paNa malinabhAva che. AhAhA ! AvuM! e paNa bhAvakano bhAva che, jJAyakano bhAva nahIM. jJAyakano bhAva nahIM. bhAvakano bhAva che. AhAhA! tyAre bhAvakabhAva je dravyakarmarUpa mohano bhAva tenAthI jarUra bhedabhAva thAya che. kemake bhAvakano bhAva che, e dravya svabhAva jJAyakano bhAva nathI. AhAhAhA... zuM zailI! gajaba che zailI ! AvI TIkA atyAre bharatakSetramAM kyAMya nathI. digaMbara dharma sivAya AvI vAta kyAMya nathI. AhAhAhA ! ane eno AtmA jarIka madhyastha thaI jAya to tene kabulAta Ave ke vAta Page #564 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 3) 549 to A ja che. bhAvakabhAva je dravyakarmarUpa mohano bhAva tenAthI jarUra bhedabhAva thAya che ane AtmA jarUra potAnA caitanyanA anubhavarUpa sthita thAya che. AhAhA ! e malinabhAva e bhAvakano bhAva paNa jJAyakano nahIM, ema bheda karatAM jJAyakabhAvanI pariNati zuddha thaI jAya che. AhAhAhA! e rAgathI bhinna paDatAM dravyasvabhAvanI zakti para dRSTi paDatAM paryAyamAM jJAnInA jJAnano anubhava thAya che. AnuM nAma dharma che. are ! have AvI vyAkhyA. samajANuM kAMI ? kaho bAbubhAI, AvuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI kyAMya tyAM mAMgaroLamAM evI vAto bApA che, AhAhA.... mIThI madhurI vINA vAge che. AhAhAhA ! e jJAyakabhAva, AmAM punarukti lAge evuM nathI. AhAhA.. e jJAyakabhAva bhagavAna, eno vyaktabhAva pragaTabhAva to jJAyakanI pariNatirUpa bhAva hoya, A jANavuM dekhavuM AnaMda Adi, ane A bhAvakano bhAva vikAra che, e paryAyamAM Ama dekhAya che te bhinna che, ema jeNe bhedajJAna karyuM. AhAhAhA... eNe jJAnamAM svabhAvanI anubhUti rahI. je rAgano anubhava hato malinatAno, tenAthI bheda karyo eTale arAgano anubhava thayo. anubhUti zuddha caitanyanI thaI. AhAhAhA ! are loko bicArA virodha kare bApu mApha karajo bhAI mAraga to A che. tamane duHkha lAge to zuM karIe bhAI. AhAhA ! vastu to A che, traNa kALa, traNa lokamAM A ja vastunI sthiti che. ene dRSTimAM na letAM je malina pariNAma je bhAvakano bhAva ene dRSTimAM levo, e to mithyAtvabhAva, saMsArabhAva che. AhAhA ! paNa enAthI bhinna paDI kema ke e parano bhAva che mATe svano bhAva nathI mATe bhinna thaI zake che, ema kahe che. AhAhA ! e jhaLaka dekhAya che upayogamAM e to zuddha upayoga, upayoganI cIja evI che,(malina) paNa dekhAya che paNa I che parabhAva ene bhinna pADIne prabhu caitanyanA svabhAva sanmukha thavuM tene anubhUti jJAnanI ne zAMtinI thAya tene paramAtmA ahIM dharma kahe che. AvI dharmanI zaratuM che bApA. AhAhAhA ! e bhAvArtha thayo. ( zloka - 30 ) (vAtA) sarvataH svarasanirbharabhAvaM cetaye svayamahaM svmihaikm| nAsti nAsti mama kazcana moha: zuddhaciddhanamahonidhi rsmi||30|| have A arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che zlokArtha-[ rUda] A lokamAM [4]huM[ svayaM] potAthI ja[OM caM] potAnA eka AtmasvarUpane [2 ] anubhavuM chuM [sarvata: sva-rasa-nirmara-mAvaM] ke je svarUpa sarvata: potAnA nijarasarUpa caitanyanA pariNamanathI pUrNa bharelA bhAvavALuM che; mATe Page #565 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 550 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 [moda:] A moha [mana] mAro [zana nAsti nAsti] kAMI paNa lAgatAvaLagato nathI arthAt ene ane mAre kAMI paNa nAto nathI.[zuddha-ni-dhana-ma:-nidhi: mi] huM to zuddha caitanyanA samUharUpa teja:pUMjano nidhi chuM. (bhAvakabhAvanA bheda vaDe AvuM anubhava kare.) 30. evI ja rIte, gAthAmAM "moha" pada che tene badalI, rAga, dveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, karma, nokarma, mana, vacana, kAya, zrotra, cakSu, dhANa, rasana, sparzana-e soLa padanAM judAM judAM soLa gAthAsUtro vyAkhyAnarUpa karavAM ane A upadezathI bIjAM paNa vicAravAM. zloka - 30 upara pU. gurudevazrInuM pravacana enuM hindI banAvyuM che ne A kaLazamAM banArasIdAse, kahai vicacchana puruSa sadA maiM eka hauM / apane rasasauM bharyo ApanI Teka hauM / / mohakarma mama nAMhi nAMhi bhramakUpa hai / suddha cetanA siMdhu hamArau rUpa hai / / 33 / / e malinatAnA pariNAma to bhramaNAno kUvo che, jyAre huM "zuddhacetanA siMdhu hamAro rUpa hai" "zuddha cetanA siMdhu ThumAro rUpa hai." bhASA kevI karI che, moha karma nAhIM nAhIM bhrama kUpa hai, e bhramaNA paNa maryAdita kUvA jevI che. AhAhA. AhAhAhA.. paNa zuddhacetanA siMdhu hamAro rUpa hai. AhAhA! e che dekho, A lokamAM huM A zlokanuM (harigIta) banAvyuM banArasIdAse. A jagatanI aMdara eTale jagata siddha karyuM, huM svayaM potAthI ja eTale koI upadeza maLyo mATe thAuM chuM ema nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna ane guruno upadeza maLyo mATe huM svayaM anubhavarUpe thAuM chuM ema nahIM. Ama che. dezanAlabdhi maLI mATe huM Ama thAuM chuM? ke nA. AhAhAhA ! potAthI ja, svayaM che ke, huM to mArA svarUpathI ja prakAzuM chuM "eka sva" (zrotA - e potAthI to barAbara che paNa "ja' kayAMthI kADhayuM?) I "ja' kADhayuM e potAthI "ja' parathI nahIM ema siddha karavA kADhayuM. (kahyuM, "svayaM ekaM sva" ema AvyuM ne juo ne "eka sva" potAnA eka svarUpane bhinna rAgAdine nahIM, bhinna bhAvane nahIM. AhAhAhA ! mAro prabhu eka AtmasvarUpa prabhu che. AhAhAhA. caitanyabiMba paramAtma svarUpa meM AtmasvarUpa meM ekarUpa huM. bhinna bhinna prakAra je che e rUpe huM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvuM AkaruM lAge bhAI. AhAhAhA ! are sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM, e bicArA ke di' vicAre ane kayAM jAya are enI rakhaDapaTa kema maTe? "A lokamAM huM" eTale zuM? jagatanuM astitva che emAM mAruM astitva potAthI potAnA ekaAtmasvarUpane anubhavuM chuM. AhAhA... huM mAro AnaMdano sAgara nAtha caitanya svabhAvI bhagavAna ene paranA AlaMbana ane apekSA vinA mArA svabhAvane ekarUpe huM anubhavuM chuM. huM AnaMda chuM, jJAna chuM, zAMti chuM, svaccha chuM, prabhu chuM. AhAhA ! A jIva adhikAra che ne eTale jIvanuM svarUpa juduM pADIne jIvapaNuM A che ema batAvyuM. AhAhAhA ! tethI rAgane ajIva kahyo, jaDa kahyo, caitanya svarUpa nahIM mATe jaDa, AhAhAhA.... Page #566 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 3) papa1 kemake rAga che te cAhe to bhagavAnanI bhakti ho ke gurunI bhakti ho, paNa rAga che te acetana che. rAgamAM potAne jANavAnI tAkAta nathI, (zuM kahyuM?) rAgamAM potAne jANavAnI tAkAta nathI, rAga para dvArA, AtmA dvArA jaNAya mATe te rAga acetana ne jaDa che. AhAhAhA... kaho IzvaralAlajI, AvI IzvaratA che. AhAhA.. have loko bicArA zuM kare ? virodha kare. bhagavAna tattvano virodha kare che prabhu, tAruM tattva ja evuM che. bhAI, tane ekAMta lAge ke A to vrata ne niyama ne tapa ne bhaktinA bhAvane rAga kahIne uDAvI de che. AhAhA! bhAI tane khabara nathI, tAro caitanya bhagavAna ekalA jJAna, darzana, AnaMdanA svabhAvathI bharelo prabhu enA upayogamAM rAga kayAMthI Ave? ( na Ave.) trikALI upayoga svarUpa, upayogamAM upayoga che. saMvaramAM AvyuM ne bhAI. AhAhA! eTale? nirmaLa upayoga pariNatimAM AtmA che, rAgamAM AtmA nathI. AhAhAhA.. gajaba zailI ! digaMbara saMtonI vAtuM paramAtmAne jAhera prasiddha karIne pokAra mAre che. dAMDI pITIne pokAre che. duniyA mAno na mAno samAjamAM samatola raho na raho ! e nAgA bAdazAhathI AghA. AhAhA... AhA... digaMbara saMto pokAra kare che Ama. AhAhA ! e potAthI ja eka'ne sva' eka eka rUpameM bhedeya nahIM, rAga to nahIM paNa paryAyano bhedeya nahIM evuM eka sva, eka sva, eka rUM, eka huM, eka pote, eka pote, AhA.. che ne? eka potAno eka ane svano artha AtmasvarUpa, eka rUpa . eka eTale potAno eka, ane sva eTale potAnuM svarUpa "Atma svarUpa". AhAhA ! bhAgyazALIne kAne paDe evI vAtuM che bApu rAmajIbhAI kahe che ne. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che, bhAI (zrotA - bhAgya laIne AvyA chIe have ) e to ene karavAnuM che ne? (zrotA- e to karavAnuM to potAne ja hoyane) e to kahyuM'tuM ahIMyA svayaM ekaeva kare che, batAvyuM mATe kare che ema che nahIM. AhAhAhA !(zrotA- guru to batAvIne aLagA rahe che) bIju zuM kare? vastu to A che. gati to eNe karavI che ne? cAlavuM to ene che ne? bIjo mAraga batAve, ke jo A mAraga che AMhIthI jA, e be vADa vaccethI, paNa hAlavuM to ene che ne? koI hAre Ave? ane hAre Ave to paNa hAlavuM to potAne che ne. AhAhAhA ! huM, kahe vicikSaNa puruSa, vicikSaNa eTale jJAnI tene vicikSaNa kahIe, jagatanA DAhyA e badhA pAgala jevA che, (zrotA:- pAgala ja che pAgala jevA ema nahIM.) jagatanA badhA vakIlo ne A moTA vakIla hatA trIsa varasa pahelAM baso rUpIyA letA, pAgala moTA ela. ela. bI.vALA moTA pUMchaDAM vaLagADayA hoya, vakIlAtanA hajAra hajAranuM daniyuM letA hoya, moTA pAgala che. AhAhA ! ahIMyA to vicikSaNa ene kahIe ke jene rAgathI bhinna paDI mAruM caitanya svarUpa zuddha che, evo anubhava thayo ene vicikSaNa ane DAhyo kahIe, bAkI badhA pAgala che. AhAhAhA... jenA phaLamAM cAra gati maLe rakhaDavuM e zuM cIja che bApu. AhAhA ! are re bhavabhramaNa karato kyAM bhava jAya. are re eka savAramAM olI dizAe jaIe chIe ne tyAM mUke che zuM kahevAya prakAza, beTarI mUke che tyAM ekadama phudA evA Ave judA jaMgalamAM bicArA caurendriya lAge che, Page #567 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 552 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 Ama zarIra nAnuM Ama thAya, Ama thAya, ene kAMI khabara nathI tyAM kayAM zuM karIe chIe, koNa che e, are mANasa ke di' thAya? ene AvuM sAMbhaLavuM ke di' maLe ? ane sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa bheda kare kyAre? bahu durlabha vastu bhAI. AhAhAhA ! A lokamAM huM samyagdaSTi jIva, dharmI jIva ema potAne mAne che, ke huM potAthI ja eka "sva" eka "sva" AtmasvarUpane anubhavuM chuM. parane laIne nahIM, upadezane laIne nahIM, rAgane laIne nahIM, ema kahe che. mAro nAtha bhagavAna caitanya svarUpI ene huM ekarUpa chuM, tene huM anubhavuM chuM. AhAhAhA ! AnuM nAma vicikSaNa ane samyagdaSTi ! AhAhAhA ! "sarvataH sva-rasa nirbhara-bhAva" ke je svarUpa mAruM sarvataH cAre bAjuthI potAnA nija rasarUpa caitanyanA pariNamanathI pUrNa bharelo, AhAhAhA... mAro prabhu to zuddha caitanya siMdhu dariyo moTo sAgara, AhAhAhA.. jJAnAdi guNono to godAma, mAro nAtha to jJAnAdi guNano godAma. zaktino saMgrahAlaya, ane svabhAvano sAgara, AhAhAhA... evo je svarUpa sarvataH potAnA nijarasarUpa caitanyanA nijarasa caitanyanA pariNamanathI eTale svabhAvathI ahIM vAta che. svabhAva pUrNa bharelAM bhAvavALuM che. pariNamana zabda eTale pAriNAmika svabhAvathI bharelo paripUrNa che. pariNamana eTale paryAya na levI. samajANuM kAMi? AhAhAhA ! are samaya cAlyA jAya che. vIjaLInA jhabakAre AyuSya pUruM thaI jaze bhAI, e jhabakAro cAlyo jaze. AhA. emAM A poravI le motI. AhAhA ! vijaLIne jhabakAre motI parovI lo, soya parovI lo. AhAhA!mAro nAtha caitanya svarUpa eka svarUpe birAje che. nijarasarUpa caitanyanA bhAvathI pUrNa bharelo bhAvavALo chuM. jJAna darzana AnaMdanA bhAvathI pUrNa bharelo chuM, vikAra to nahIM paNa alpajJapaNuM paNa nahIM. AhAhA ! mATe A moha mAro "kazcana nAsti nAsti" kAMI paNa lAgato vaLagato nathI. AhAhAhA ! e zubhaazubha rAgAdibhAva, e mohabhAva kema ke e para taraphanA sAvadhAnIvALo bhAva, mArA svarUpanA sAvadhAnInA bhAvathI e bhinna bhAva che. mAre ne ene kAMI lAge vaLage nahIM. AhAhAhA... caitanyanA svabhAvathI bharelo huM ene A rAga je para taraphano moha bhAva e mAre kAMI nAsti nAsti, kazvana eTale kAMIpaNa lAgato vaLagato nathI, ane ene ane mAre kAMIpaNa nAto nathI. nAsti nAsti be vAra che ne? kAMI nathI, kAMI nathI mAre ne ene. AhAhAhA... AhA... tyAre ati zuM che have? mAruM hovApaNuM mAruM prabhu, enuM hovApaNuM zuM che? AnI to mArAmAM nAsti che, astipaNe mArI mojUdagI cIja prabhu che e zuM che? "zuddhaciThThana mahaH nidhi asmi" AhAhA! huM to zuddha caitanyanA samUhurUpa, che? zuddha ci ghana samUTha mahaH nidhi teja: pUMjano nidhi chuM. mahaH eTale teja, AhAhA.. huM to zuddha cilvana caitanyano samUha, caitanyano samUha bhagavAna to chuM huM, AhAhAhA! eka vAta, teja: pUMjano nidhi maha: nidhi, mahaH nAma teja, nidhi nAma dariyo asmi eTale huM chuM. AhAhA ! AvI vAta che. bhAvakabhAvanA bheda vaDe AvuM anubhavana kare tyAre tene samyagdaSTi ane dharmI kahevAmAM Ave che bApA. AhAhAhA! samajANuM kAMI? -vizeSa kahevAze (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva) Page #568 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 3) 553 pravacana naM. 105 zloka - 30 gAthA - 37 Aso suda-10 budhavAra tA. 11-10-78 saM. 2504 samayasAra 3) kaLazano vistAra che ne, 30 mAM ema AvyuM ke A jagatamAM huM eka AtmA potAnA sarvasva svabhAvanA rUpathI bharelo padArtha chuM. jIvanuM svarUpa che ne adhikAra che ne chello, A lokamAM huM potAthI ja potAnA eka AtmAne anubhavuM chuM. mArA anubhava mATe mane koI upadezanI jarUra nathI tema potAnA anubhava mATe koI rAganI maMdatAnA vikalpanI paNa jarUra nathI. AhAhA !(zrotA:- to zenI jarUra che ) jarUra, potAnA svabhAva sanmukha thaIne anubhavavuM te, AhAhA ! AvuM che. janama maraNa rahita thavAno upAya A che bAkI to janama maraNa karIne anaMta kALathI duHkhI che. loko kahe che ne ke A dayA dAna vrata bhakti AdinA pariNAma hoya to aMdara AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya e vAta tadna mithyAvAta che. AhAhAhA ! potAthI anubhavuM chuM. svarUpa sarvataH nijarasarUpa caitanyanA bhAvathI pUrNa bharelo chuM, huM caitanyaloka chuM. (zrotA- emAM pariNamana che eTale ) svabhAvabhAva kahyuM tuM kAle pAriNAmika svabhAvabhAva, pariNamana paryAya nahIM. caitanyanA A svabhAvabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna chuM huM. AhAhAhA... caitanyaloka bapore AvyuM'tuM ne kAle caitanyaloka jemAM anaMtAguNo "lokayanta' eTale jaNAya evo e caitanyaloka che. AhAhA. e caitanyalokamAM anubhavamAM jatAM mAro kAMIpaNa rAga moha lAgatA vaLagato nathI. mohamAM AvyuM chene kAle, para taraphanI sAvadhAnIno je vikalpa che, ene ne mArA svabhAvane kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. AhAhAhA ! huM to zuddha caitanyanA samUhano nidhi chuM, caitanyaloka enA svabhAvano huM to sAgara nidhi siMdhu chuM. (zrotA:- I to trikALI svarUpanI vAta AvI). vastu e ja che paNa anubhave che e paryAya, paNa cho Avo, AhAhAhA. caitanyaloka paramAtmasvarUpa mAruM, tene huM paranA saMbaMdha vinA, mohanA saMbaMdha vinA mArA svarUpane huM anubhavuM chuM, enuM nAma AtmAnuM jJAna ane Atmadarzana kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhAhA... AvI vAta che. jo Aje dazaharA che ne? rAma lakSmaNe rAme rAvaNanA mAthA toDayA'tA ane vijyA dazamI che, bharata cakravartIe Aje vijayavijaya karyo hato. AhAbahArano, cha khaMDano A vijayA che ne Aso mahino vijaya mAsa kahevAya che. vijyA dazamI eka to rAvaNane mAryo Aje mahApuruSa hatA e, chatAM mAryo. (zrotA-mAryo e pariNAma kevA?) e duHkhadAyaka pariNAma hatA, paNa bIjo koi upAya nahIM. e bhUmikA vAsudevane baLadevanI bhUmikA kheda aMdara thayo che bhAvamAM, AhAhA! rAvaNane mAryo deha chUTI gayo rAvaNano, e A divasa che. chatAM enI (rANI) maMdodarI pAse gayA beya (zrotAH- mAryA pachI gayA ne) mAryA pachI gayA paNa e to mArI padavIne yogya hatuM te thayuM. bA, mAtA, huM koIno verI nathI, AhAhA ! AhAhA ! juo to uttama puruSo, samyagdaSTi che, huM to AtmA jJAnasvarUpa chuM. aMdara A rAga Avyo ene ne mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI paNa Avyo. AhA! ane dveSa Avyo che. ene ane mArA svarUpane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI paNa asthiratAthI A Page #569 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 554 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kArya thaI gayuM mAtA, AhAhA... rAvaNanI strIne kahe che, bA ! mApha karajo mArAthI amArAthI A thayuM e ame padavIdhara eTale A thayuM, bIjA zuM thAya? AhAhA ! enA smazAnamAM hAre gayA. AhAhAhA ! I kAMI DhoMga karyo haze? eNe padavI pramANe dveSa e AvI gayo ane e sthiti banI gaI, padavI che emane vAsudeva baLadevanI. AhAhA... hAre gayA bALe che Ama taLAvanI pALe rAma ane lakSmaNa bese che, AhAhAhA... e puruSottama puruSa rAma, ene A dekhe che ke AhAhA... A sthiti aMdara je Avyo to DhaSa ene ane mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI, paNa e Avyo asthiratAthI AhA... e A divasa che, AhAhA... e laMkAmAM rAmacaMdrajI Ama beThA haze pALe taLAvanI.... AhAhAhA... ema bharata cakravartIne Aje chello divasa cha khaMDane sAdhavAno hato. cha khaMDa sAdhIne Aje pUrNa thayuM, paNa e samyagdaSTi hatA. AhAhA... cha khaMDane sAdhavAno vikalpa paNa Avyo che, paNa mArA svarUpane ane ene kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhA... AhA... ema jANIne rAgathI bhinna thaI, mohathI bhinna thaI, bhagavAna AtmAnA svarUpane caitanyaloka mahAprabhu enA svarUpane anubhave. AhAhA ! A rIte gAthAmAM moTuM pada che tene badalI "rAga' zabda levo moha" che ne ene badale "rAga' rAgane ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. rAgane ane mAre kAMI nAto nathI. mArI nAtanA nathI. AhAhA! huM caitanyaloka AnaMda svabhAvathI bharelo loka ene ane rAgane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. mArI nAtano nathI mATe mAre nAto nathI. AhAhA... mArI jAtano nathI mATe mAre eno saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA ! enA saMbaMdhathI rahita mArI cIja paripUrNa bhagavAna che. jIva svarUpa caitanyaloka ThuM, AhAhA... ene anubhavuM chuM. e jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna ene ane rAgane koI saMbaMdha nathI, tethI bhagavAna AtmA rAganA rasa vinAno ne caitanyanA rasavALo prabhu, AhAhAhA... ene huM anubhavuM chuM ema samyagdaSTine Avo anubhava hoya che. AhAhAhA ! mAraga bahu jhINo Akaro bApu. che Akaro bApa, A to loko kahe lokanI sevA karo, bhakti karo, pUjA karo, vrata pALo I to badhI rAganI kriyA prabhu, rAganA kAraNe AtmAne anubhava thAya I traNa kALamAM nahIM. AhAhA ! e 'Sa" Avyo jarI rAvaNane mAravAno, bharata cakravartIne cha khaMDa sAdhavAno, paNa AhAhAhA. e draSane ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. mAro bhagavAna AtmAnI jAta siddha svarUpInI nAta ene ane A vaiSanA aMzane kAMI paNa saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhA ! huM to mArA svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna ene jANuM ane anubhavuM. AhAhAhAhA.. AnuM nAma AtmajJAna ane Atmadarzana kahevAya che. AhAhA... pachI eno bheda "krodha" para pratye jarI aNagamo AvI jAya, ene ane mArA caitanya zuddha svarUpane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, e mArI jAtano nahIM e kajAtano krodha che. AhAhA!mArI jAta to AnaMda ane jJAnathI bharelo prabhu, enI jAtane ane krodhane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, ema kahIne potAnA caitanya svarUpathI bharelo bhagavAna tene paryAyamAM sanmukha thaIne anubhavuM e huM chuM, e huM AtmA chuM. AhAhAhA ! - ema "mAna" jarI mAnano bhAva Ave kahe che ke mArI jAtathI bhinna jAta kajAta che. Page #570 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 3) 555 AhAhA.... e caMDALaNInA putra che, e vibhAvanA putra che, mAro svabhAva e nahIM. mArA bhagavAnane to mAna vinAno saMbaMdhavALo huM jANuM chuM ema kahe che. AhAhA ! kaho hIrAbhAI ! AvI vAta che. AhAhAhA ! mAna. mAyA"AhAhA! mAyA, jarI kapaTanI paryAya, e mArA svabhAvanI jAta nahIM prabhu. huM to bhagavAnanI nAtano, bhagavAnanI jAtano, AhAhA.. mAruM kuLa to bhagavAnanI nAtanuM che. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? mAruM kuLa to bhagavAnanI nAta te jAtanuM che, emAM e mAyA e mArI nahIM. mAre ane ene kAMI saMbaMdha nahIM. AhAhA huM to mAyA rahita caitanya svabhAvathI bharelo bhagavAna ene anubhavuM chuM. AhAhA ! kaho, choTAbhAI ! A moTAbhAInI vAta che A, zAMti, zAMti, zAMti, AtmA, AhAhA.. mAro nAtha to zAMtino sAgara che. akaSAya svabhAvathI zAMti, zAMti, zAMti ane e mAro svabhAva che. A mAyA e to azAMti. AhAhA... mArI zAMtinI jAtanuM e nahIM. bApu A to dhIrAnA kAma che badhAya. dharma koI bahAranI pravRtti kare, vrata pALe ne bhaktiyuM kare ane pAMca mahAvratanA pariNAma e koI dharma nathI. AhAhA ! AMhI to e jAtano "lobha" IcchA AvI mahAvratAdinI ke are AhAhAhA... evI IcchAne ane mahAvratanA pariNAmane ne mArA svabhAvane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA ! kAla to AvyuM nahotuM bapore caitanyaloka jemAM anaMtA anaMtA bAdazAha bhagavAna emAM anaMtA guNanI prajA paDI che aMdara, AhAhAhA... evo mAro caitanyaloka asaMkhya pradezI mAro svadeza, AhAhA... emAM mArA anaMtA jJAnaAdi vItarAgI svabhAvathI bharelo huM chuM. AhAhA! ane te mArI saMpadAmAM nyunatA nathI. AhAhAhA... tema prabhumAM saMpadAmAM ramaNIyatA bharI che mArA prabhumAM to ramaNIyatA bharI che. AnaMda ne zAMtimAM ramaNa thAya evI ramaNatA paDI che. AhAhA ! emAMthI nIkaLavuM kema goThe mane kahe che. AhAhA ! zazIbhAI ! AhA.. mAro nAtha AnaMdano ane zAMtithI bharelo prabhu emAM mArI ramaNatA e lobhanI ramaNatA mArI nahIM. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? e ramaNamAMthI nIkaLavuM goThatuM nathI, paNa puruSArthanI maMdatAthI jarI rAga AvI jAya che lobha, mAre ane ene saMbaMdha nathI kAMI. AhAhAhA! ema karma ATha karmane ane mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA ! jIvane karma na hoya tyAre kone jaDane hoya? are sAMbhaLane bhAI, ATha karma che e to ajIva tattva, jaDa tattva che prabhu! e to jaDaloka che. AhAhAhA ! eka eka paramANamAM anaMta anaMta guNono e jaDaloka che. AhAhA! evA anaMtA paramANuno piMDa je ATha karma e jaDaloka te mAro nahIM, mAro to caitanyaloka che. AhA! AhAhA ! mArA bhagavAnamAM to AnaMda Adi zAMti Adi svabhAvanA sAgara bharyA che. AhAhAhA ! AvuM vItarAga svarUpa paramAtmA, AhAhA ! e dayA,dAna, vratano vikalpa UThe, e paNa karmanI jAta che mArI jAta nahIM, ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! bhAI ! Atmadharma sarvajJa vItarAga trilokanAtha paramAtmAe kahyo e bApu koI alaukika che prabhu. AhAhA ! emAM Aja vijaya dazamIno divasa che. AhAhA! AtmAno vijaya kara prabhu Aja. AhAhA!(zrotA - ApanA AzIrvAda joIe) AhAhAhA ! ene kALa ane rAga karma Page #571 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 556 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 koI naDatuM nathI prabhu. AhAhA ! e karma e mArI nAta nahIM, jAta nahIM, e to ajIva che. huM to caitanyaloka bhagavAna chuM ema anubhava kara prabhu tane AtmAmAM AnaMda Avaze, AhAhAhA ! tane siddhanI vAnagI maLaze emAMthI. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA siddha svarUpI prabhu, e huM chuM ema jANatA anubhavatA siddhanI vAnagI, AnaMdanI vAnagI maLaze. AhAhAhA ! bhAI svabhAva sanmukhano puruSArtha anaMta anaMta puruSArtha che bhAI, kema ke anaMta guNone svIkA2vA ane rAganI vikalpadazA karmanI, saMbaMdha chatAM na svIkAravo, ATha karmano saMbaMdha che chatAM na svIkA2vo, ane svabhAva anaMtaguNa che tene svIkA2vo e bApu. AhAhAhA... evo huM AtmA mAre ne karmane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. "mana" A mana che ahIMyA ATha pAMkhaDIe anaMta 52mANuthI baneluM e jaDa che ene ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. are aMdara mAnasika bhAvamana je saMkalpa vikalpa ene ane mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA ! ema dharmI samyagdaSTine Avo anubhava hoya che. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMi? "mana" mana je che ene ane mAre kAMi saMbaMdha nathI, mAro svabhAvano saMbaMdha che enI hAre eno kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. ema dharmI zAnI jIva potAnA AtmasvabhAvane saMpUrNa varelo 52nA saMbaMdha vinAno A AtmAne anubhave te AtmA tene AtmA kahevAya, tene jIva tattva kahevAya. AhAhAhA ! ema 'vacana' A vacana che ene ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. e to jaDa che. AhAhA ! A vANI che e huM bolI zakuM chuM, prabhu e tArAmAM nathI bhAI. AhAhAhA... e bhASA vargaNAmAMthI UThe che vacana bhASA, ene ne mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhA ! huM boluM chuM ema che ja nahIM. AhAhAhA! koNa bole prabhu? bole te bIjo, e bhagavAna (AtmA) nahIM. AhAhA ! upadezamAM vikalpa Ave paNa mAre ane ene kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA ! samyagdaSTi jIva tattvane A rIte jANe ane anubhave che. AhAhAhA ! vANIno prayoga thAya te mAro nahIM, have A loko kahe che to pachI upadeza zuM kAma Apo cho, AhAhA ! koNa kare sAMbhaLa bhAI ! ( zrotAH- e moTo prazna che ) tame kaho ke 52dravyanuM karI zake nahIM to pachI A maMdiro ane A upadeza zuM karo cho ? prabhu sAMbhaLa bhAI, e vANIne koNa kare nAtha, tane khabara nathI. jJAna svarUpa, vANIthI bhinna gupta che. AhAhAhA ! amRtacaMdrAcArye na kahyuM ? ke vANIthI to mAruM caitanya svarUpa bhinna che, gusa che. eTale meM A TIkA karI ema na mAnazo nAtha. AhAhAhA... AhAhA... ane mArI TIkAthI tamane samajAya ema na mAnazo prabhu. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotAH- TIkA pudgale karI che ) TIkA pudgale karI che bhAI. AhAhAhA ! e vakhate je zabdanI paryAyano 52mANunA utpannano kALa hato bhAI. e vacanamAM paramANu jaDa bhASAmAM te vakhate vacanapaNe pariNamavAnI janmakSaNa hatI. tethI te bhASA che prabhu. ene ane AtmAne kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA ! gaLe UtaravuM ( kaThaNa ) bahAranA vyavahAranI pravRttimAM paDayA ane manAve dharma. AhAhAhA ! AkarI vAtuM che bhAI. AhAhAhA ! A mahino ja vijyA dazamI che, vijyA mAsa che Aso mAsanuM nAma. vijaya mAsa che zAstrabhASAe. AhAhAhA ! kahe che ke karmane ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, tyAre jaDanI sAthe Page #572 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 30 557 saMbaMdha che karma ne ? e jaDanuM ja svarUpa che karma, AhAhA... atyAranI pravRtti jagatanI eTalI badhI pheraphAra che. AhAhA... sAdhuo ane paMDito moTA evI ja vAto karyAM kare, Ama karo Ama karo, vrata karo, apavAsa karo, bhakti karo. AhAhA ! sAdhune dAna Apo, e to badhI prabhu rAganI kriyA che bhAI. AhAhAhA... ene ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. eTale karmano bhAvaka enAthI thayelo bhAva, e mAre ane ene kAMI sabaMdha nathI. sarvajJa bhagavAna trilokanAtha 52mezvara Ama pharamAve che e saMto jagatane ADatIyA thaIne, AhA... jagatane jAhera kare che prabhu. ekavAra sAMbhaLane prabhu, AhAhA... tArI prabhutA ! vacananI bolAya ene karma ( sAthe ) saMbaMdha che e tArI prabhutA nahIM, tArI prabhutA to karmanA saMbaMdha vinAno chuM e tArI prabhutA che. AhAhAhA... karmanA saMbaMdhamAM chuM e to pAmaratA che, AhAhAhA ! e karmanA saMbaMdha vinAnuM tAruM tattva che, e prabhutva tattva che. AhAhAhA ! atyAre (prarUpaNAmAM ) phe2phA2 bahu thaI gayo. zuM thAya ? AhAhAhA ! '' kAyA' A kAyAne ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. A to jaDanI dazA e hAle kare rahe e badhI jaDanI kriyA che. e Ane huM halAvuM e mAruM svarUpa nathI. AhAhAhA... "kAyAnI visArI mAyA svarUpe samAyA evA nigraMthano paMtha bhava aMtano upAya che." AhAhA ! kAyA paramANuM mATI dhULa ene suMdara lAge che. lAge ke A suMdara te mATI prabhu. AhAhA... e jaDa che, ajIva che, e ajIva tattva che. ene ane mArA jIva tattvane kAMi saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhA ! zAstramAM to ema Ave ke jIvane pAMca za2I2 che. audArika, tejasa, kAryaNa traNa zarI2 che. rastAmAM kAryaNa ane tejasa be che, ane traNa che nArakIne tejasa kAryaNa vaikriyika traNa che. koI muni Adi koIne to vaLI AhA2ka ane-e hoya AhA2ka zarIra hoya. AtmAne A zarIra hoya che ke jaDane ? ke e zarIra ja AtmAne nathI. AhAhA... AvI vAta che bhAI. pheraphAra lAge mANasane vastu sthiti A che, zarI2nI kriyA je kSaNe kSaNe A hAle cAle A hoTha le e to badhI jaDanI paryAya che, AtmA ene kare nahIM ane AtmAne ane ene kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA... e deha je Ama hAle che, kahe che ke, e AtmAne ane hAlavAnI kriyAne kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA ! ema dehano paga je Ama phare che ene ane jamInane paNa kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, jamIna 52dravya che, A zarI2 52vastu che. je A paga nIce aDe che jamInane zarI2 ? nA. AhAhA... AvI vAta ka2e kahe. (zrotAH- pAMca hajAra dhanuSya UMcA rahe che. ) e vaLI juduM enI hAre zuM saMbaMdha che AMhI to hAlavA chatAM aDatuM nathI te vAta karavI che, enI vAta che. e vAta kAMI ane A vAta kAMI che. che ? AhAhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? pAMcase dhanuSya UMce che chatAM tyAM AkAzane aDatA nathI. AMhI saMbaMdha che. UMce che mATe aDatA nathI. ema siddha thAya tema che ? nahIM, nahIM. che, che. badhuM phe2phA2 ghaNo che khyAlamAM che badho. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! zarIra Ama cAle che paga ene jamInane aDato nathI, ema kahevuM che. jamInane aDIne paga hAle che ema nathI, e paga potAnA kAraNanA karaNanA saMbaMdhathI Ama cAle che. potAne AdhAre cAle che. e zarIrane ane AtmAne kAMI saMbaMdha nathI ema kahe che. jyAre olAnI hAre saMbaMdha nathI, AhA... ema Page #573 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 558 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kahevuM che. ahIMyA to bhagavAna AtmA caitanyarasa AnaMda svabhAvathI bharelo huM mAre ane zarIrane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. tyAre keTalAka loko ema kahe, ThIka ! zarIranI kriyA game te pramANe ApaNe karIe ane e zarIranI che, ema mAnIe, karI zakato ja nathI pachI prazna kyAM che? AhAhAhA... zarIra jaDa che, ajIva che, pudgalanI paryAyavALuM tattva che, ene jIvanI paryAya sAthe paNa kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, dravyaguNanI sAthe to che nahIM, AhAhAhA.. che bhAI vastu evI che. AhAhA.... zarIrane koI saMbaMdha nathI. "zrotra" A zrotra indriyane ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. A to jaDanI paryAya che. AhAhA.. kAna, aMdara A to jaDanI paryAya che. mATI dhULanI che A to ene ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhA! zrotrendriyathI sAMbhaLe che ne jANe che ne? nA, e to jJAnathI jANe che zrotra indriyathI nahIM, ane te paNa zabda AvyA mATe zabdathI jANe che, ema nahIM. zabdane ane AtmAne koI saMbaMdha nathI pachI zabda AvyA mATe jANyuM che ema che nahIM. AhAhA ! AvuM che uthalapAthala, jagatathI judI jAta che bhAI, vItarAga paramezvara jinezvaradevano paMtha to koI alaukika che. zrotra A kahe che ke, A sAMbhaLavAnuM maLyuM ne mATe eTalA UMcA AvyA ne, nimitta che ne ekendriyamAMthI, paNa e zabda sAMbhaLavAnI kriyA (thAya) paNa e kAna ja jIvane nathI, pachI maLyuM kyAMthI teM kIdhuM? ekendriyamAM nahotuM ane ahIM maLyuM eTaluM sAdhana to UMcuM AvyuM ne? sAdhana nathI bhAI, AhAhA ! AkaruM kAma che. e Indriya ja AtmA nathI. cakSu" "AMkha" ene ane AtmAne kAMI ja saMbaMdha nathI. e to mATI dhULa ajIva AMkha ajIvanI paryAya mATInI che prabhu to AtmA arUpI enAthI bhinna che. ene ane AMkhane kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AMkha vaDe jaNAya che ne? nA, jANanAro to jJAna dvArA jANe che. AhAhAhA ! e cakSu AtmAnI nathI, ene ane AtmAne kAMi saMbaMdha nathI, jaDa che A to mATI pudgala. "sparza zarIrano A sparza ene ane AtmAne koI saMbaMdha nathI. e 16 padanA judA judA 16 gAthA sUtro vyAkhyAnarUpa karavA, vyAkhyAna karavA eTale spaSTa karavA ema kahe che ane A upadezathI bIjA paNa vicAravA, TIkAmAM to jayasena AcAryamAM to ema lIdhuM che ke AthI asaMkhya prakAra che, asaMkhya prakAranA vibhAvo je vikalpa che aneka prakAranA ene ane AtmAne kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. e caitanyathI bharelo bhagavAna evA jaDanA koIpaNa saMbaMdhamAM kAMI paNa Avato nathI. AhAhAhA ! * ekalA zAstra-abhyAsamAM ja je lAgI rahyo che tene svabhAvamAM AvavA zAstrAbhyAsano niSedha karyo che. paNa te sAMbhaLIne koI apaDha. svabhAvamAM to jaI zakato nathI ane zAstrAbhyAsamAM pravartato nathI to te to nizcayAbhAsI che. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 431), Page #574 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 559 ||th| - 37 ) HTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT evameva ca mohapadaparivartanena rAgadveSakrodhamAnamAyAlobhakarmanokarma : manovacanakAyazrotracakSurghANarasanasparzanasUtrANi SoDaza vyaakhyeyaani| anayA dishaanyaanypyuuhyaani| atha jJeyabhAvavivekaprakAramAha Natthi mama dhammaAdI bujjhadi uvaoga eva ahmekko| taM dhammaNimmamattaM samayassa viyANayA beNti||37|| nAsti mama dharmAdirbudhyate upayoga evaahmekH| taM dharmanirmamatvaM samayasya vijJAyakA bruvnti||37|| amUni hi dharmAdharmAkAzakAlapudgalajIvAntarANi svarasavijRmbhitAnivAritaprasaravizvaghasmarapracaNDacinmAtrazaktikavalitatayAtyantamantarmagnAnIvAtmani prakAzamAnAni TaGkotkIrNaMkajJAyakasvabhAvatvena tattvato'ntastattvasya tadatiriktasvabhAvatayA tattvato bahistattvarUpatAM parityaktumazakyatvAnna nAma mama snti| kiJcaitatsvayameva ca nityamevopayuktastattvata evaikamanAkulamAtmAnaMkalayanbhagavAnAtmaivAvabudhyateyatkilAhaMkhalvekaH tata: saMvedyasaMvedakabhAvamAtropajAtetaretarasaMvalane'pi parisphuTasvadamAnasvAbhAva- bhedatayA dharmAdharmAkAzakAlapudgalajIvAntarANipratinirmamatvo'smi,sarvadaivAtmaikatvagatatvena samayasyaivameva sthittvaat|itiitthN jJeyabhAvaviveko bhuutH| have zeyabhAvanA bhedajJAnano prakAra kahe che - ghAhita bha.2i nathI, 75yoga qNa hUM, e jJAnane, jJAyaka samayanA dharmanirmamatA kahe. 37. ___ * ||thaarth:- [budhyate] mema [dharmAdi:] 'dharmAdrivyo [ mama nAsti] bhA2i si n diandi nathI, [ eka: upayoga: eva se upayoga chete 4 [aham ] durcha'- [taM] me ai tene [ samayasya vijJAyakAH] siddhAMtana athavA sv52|| spa3535 samayana naya[dharmanirmamatvaM] dharbhadravya pratyeni bhatya[bruvanti] Decha. TIkAH-potAnA nijarasathI je pragaTa thayela che, nivAraNa na karI zakAya evo jeno phelAve che tathA samasta padArthone prasavAno (gaLI javAno) jeno svabhAva che evI pracaMDa cinmAtrazakti vaDe grAmIbhUta karavAmAM AvyAM hovAthI, jANe atyaMta aMtarmagna thaI rahyAM hoya-jJAnamAM tadAkAra thai DUbI rahyAM hoya evI rIte AtmAmAM prakAzamAna che evAM A * A gAthAno artha Ama paNa thAya che-"dharma Adi dravyo mArAM nathI, huM eka chuM' evuM upayoga ja jANe, te upayogane samayanA jANanArA dharma pratye nirmama kahe che. Page #575 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 560 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 dharma, adharma, AkAza, kALa, pugala, anya jIva-e sarva padravyo mArAM saMbaMdhI nathI; kAraNa ke TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyaka svabhAvapaNAthI paramArthe aMtaraMgatattva to huM chuM ane te pAradravyo mArA svabhAvathI bhinna svabhAvavALAM hovAthI paramArthe bAhyatattvapaNAne choDavA asamartha che (kema ke potAnA svabhAvano abhAva karI jJAnamAM pesatAM nathI.) vaLI ahIM svayameva, (caitanyamAM) nitya upayukta evo ane paramArthe eka, anAkuLa AtmAne anubhavato evo bhagavAna AtmA ja jANe che ke-huM pragaTa nizcayathI eka ja chuM mATe, zeyajJAyakabhAvamAtrathI UpajeluM paradravyo sAthe paraspara maLavuM (milana) hovA chatAM paNa, pragaTa svAdamAM AvatA svabhAvanA bhedane lIdhe dharma, adharma, AkAza, kALa, pudgala ane anya jIvo pratye huM nirmama chuM; kAraNa ke sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prApta hovAthI samaya (AtmapadArtha athavA dareka padArtha) evo ne evo ja sthita rahe che; (potAnA svabhAvane koI choDatuM nathI). A prakAre zeyabhAvothI bhedajJAna thayuM. pravacana naM. 105 gAthA - 37. have zeyabhAvanA bhedajJAnano prakAra kahe che 37. A bhAvakabhAvanI vAta karI, karma che e bhAvaka che enAthI A bhAvyabhAva A badhI dazAo, enAthI bhinna batAvyo. have zeya, AtmA jANanAra che ane A devaguruzAstra, strIkuTuMba parivAra, cha dravya e badhA joya jANavA lAyaka che. AhAhA... ene, ane AtmAne kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. zeya jJAyaka saMbaMdha vyavahAra che, bAkI e cIja enI nathI. AgaLa kaheze. Natthi mama dhammaAdI bujjhadi uvaoga eva ahmekko| taM dhammaNimmamattaM samayassa viyANayA beNti||37|| (harigIta) dharmAstiyakAya che kAya che hoM dharma eTale dharma nahIM paNa dharmAstikAya nAmanuM bhagavAne eka dravya joyuM che, cha dravya bhagavAne dharmAsti, adharmAsti, AkAza, kALa, jIva ane pudgala cha dravyo bhagavAne joyA che. to dharma Adi, Adi eTale chaye dravyo, dharmAdi te mArAM nathI, upayoga kevaLa e ka huM, -e jJAnane, jJAyaka samayanA dharmanirmamatA kahe. 37. e gAthArtha. lyo ema jANe che dharmI ke A dharmAstikAya Adi cha dravyo, emAM devaguru ane zAstra paNa AvI gayA, e para dravya che. AhAhA ! e mArA kAMI paNa lAgatA vaLagatA nathI. AhAhAhA.. e para jIva je che, ene ane mAre kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. AhAhA! paramezvara sarvajJadeva che, guru nigraMtha Adi che, ene ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA... kAMI saMbaMdha nathI, AhAhA... mAre ane ene kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM nathI. eka upayoga che eka upayoga che te ja huM chuM. AhAhA... jANavA dekhavAno upayoga te huM chuM. evuM je jANavuM tene siddhAMtanA, svaparanA svarUparUpa samayanA jANanArA dharmAtmAo munio, dharma dravya pratye Page #576 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 37 561 nirmamatva kahe che, dharma adharma Adi chae dravya pratye, 52 jIva pratye, siddha pratye, AhAhAhA... paMcaparameSThi pratye, e 52 jIva che mAre ane ene zuM saMbaMdha ? AhAhAhA ! ,, TIkAH- svayaM, potAnA nijarasathI je pragaTa thayela che. bhagavAna AtmA zuddha caitanya svabhAva tenA anubhavathI pragaTa thayela che, "nivA2Na na karI zakAya evo jeno phelAva che' caitanya rasavALo prabhu enI zaktinI vyaktatA je pragaTa thaI, AhAhAhA... e pragaTa thayela che. 52ne kA2Ne nahIM e potAnA nija rasathI ja je pragaTa thayela che. AhAhA... paryAyamAM samyagdarzana jJAna thayuM e nija rasathI pragaTa thayuM che. koI nimittanA saMbaMdhanA kAraNe pragaTa thayuM che ema nahIM. AhAhAhA... gurunA upadezathI pragaTa thayuM che ema nahIM. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM. mAro prabhu nija2sathI bharelo che ane nijarasathI pragaTa thAya che, potAnA svabhAvanA sAmarthyathI paryAyamAM pragaTa samyagdarzana jJAna Adi thAya che. AhAhAhA... nivAraNa na karI zakAya evo phelAva che. jenI nijarasanI zaktinI pragaTatA bhagavAna AtmAnI ene koI rokI zake nahIM jagatamAM, evo jeno vistAra che. bhagavAna caitanya svabhAva dariyo che, samudra che, e paryAyamAM svayaM rasathI UchaLe che. AhAhA ! e caitanya sarova2 bhagavAna samudra enI vartamAna paryAyamAM je samyagdarzana jJAna cAritranI paryAya e nija2sathI phelAya che. AhAhAhA... 52ne kA2Ne nahIM vyavahAra hato mATe phelAya che nija2sathI e nahIM, Are re... AvI vAta che. atyAre to e ja rADo che lokonI, basa vyavahA2 karo to nizcaya thaze, vyavahA2 ka2o to nizcaya thaze evI prarUpaNA, mithyAprarUpaNA che e. AhAhAhA... samajAya che kAMI ? nija2sathI pragaTa thayela che bhagavAna AtmA. AhAhA ! zuM kahyuM samajANuM ? AtmA AnaMda ne jJAna svarUpano sAgara, AhAhA... tenI sanmukha thatAM Azraya laIne nijarasathI paryAya pragaTa thAya che. samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra je AnaMdasvarUpa e nijarasathI pragaTa thAya che. koI vyavahA2thI thAya che, ane nimittathI thAya che, ema vastunA svarUpamAM nathI. AhAhAhA ! AvuM che. nIce kahyuM che jarI, je dharmAdi dravyo mArAM nathI, huM eka chuM evuM upayoga ja jANe che, e upayogane samayanA jANanArA dharma pratye nirmama kahe che. e bIjo artha jarI batAvyo paNa kharekhara to AtmA ja AtmAne jANe che basa. AhAhA... AtmA upayogathI jANe che. emeya bheda che. e to AtmArAma, AtmArAma AtmAmAM 2mato jANe che. AhAhAhA... "samasta padArthone grasavAno" kahe che, potAnA jJAna svabhAvano je rasa paryAyamAM pragaTa thAya ene sarva padArthone gaLI javAno, jANavAno eno svabhAva che. AhAhAhA ! jema koLIyo gaLI jAya che aMdara, ema cha padArtho je 52 che anaMta tIrthaMkaro, anaMta siddho, paMca52meSThi anaMta 52mANu, anaMta 52dravya, e badhAne jANavAno eTale gaLI javAno svabhAva che. AhAhAhA. jeno svabhAva che, bhagavAna AtmAno jJAnasvabhAvamAMthI pragaTelI paryAya, e paryAyane badhA anaMta dravyone gaLI javuM jANI levuM evo eno svabhAva che. AhAhA ! "evI pracaMDa cinmAtra zakti vaDe" joyuM ? evI pracaMDa tIvra cinmAtra zakti vaDe grAsIbhUta karavAmAM AvyA hovAthI evI caitanyamAtranI zakti vaDe e koLIyo karI gayA cha dravyone to ! Page #577 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 562 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AhAhA ! grAmIbhUta che ne? grAsa, grAsa-caitanyazakti bhagavAna AtmA enA svabhAvano vistAra thatAM e sarva jagatane gaLI jAya grAsI, koLIyo karI jAya, AhAhAhA.. ene jANI lIdhuM (badhuM ) AvI bhASA have AvuM sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM ane bahAranI vAtuM badhI kare vrata karo ne tapasyA karo, A karo te karo, dAna karo, dezanI sevA karo, are bhagavAnanI sevA karo pratimAnI e badho rAga che. AhAhAhA ! cinmAtra zakti vaDe koLIyo grAsIbhUta karavAmAM AvyA hovAthI jANe ke atyaMta aMtarmagna thaI rahyA hoya" bhagavAna jJAnasvabhAvI prabhu emAMthI pragaTelI jJAnadazA, ene cha dravyo to jANe aMtarmagna thaI gayA hoya, cha dravyo aMdara garI gayA hoya, pravacanasAramAM Ave chene AhAhAhA. enI paryAyano eTalo svabhAva bhagavAnano che AtmAno, ke anaMta siddho ne anaMta nigodanA jIvo, ke anaMta paramANuo ane anaMta skaMdho, ene eka samayamAM eka kSaNamAM jANavAno, koLIyo karI javAno grAsIbhUta karavAno jeno svabhAva che. AhAhAhA ! jANe ke cha dravyo jJAnamAM pesI gayA hoya!! enuM jJAna thayuM ne ema. AhAhAhA! arere! AvI cIja AkarI paDe jagatane, kuMdakuMdAcArya to A pharamAve che A, enI TIkA amRtacaMdrAcArya kare che e paNa Ama pharamAve che. AhA! digaMbara saMtonI to A vAta che. tethI AghuM pAchuM kare e badhI viparIta deSTi che. AhAhA ! ane vyavahAra karo, vrata pALo, apavAsa karo, bhakti karo, maMdira banAvo. AhAhA ! dezanI sevA karo, duHkhInA AMsu luo, enAthI tamane lAbha thaze, e to mithyASTinI prarUpaNA che. AhAhAhA ! AkaruM lAge tevuM che zuM thAya, bhAI? prabhu, tArA hitanI vAta che ne nAtha. tuM paranA saMbaMdha vinAno ane tuM paranA kAryane tuM kare ne karAve ema mAna prabhu, emAM tAruM zuM hita AvyuM? AhAhA! jJAnamAM tadAkAra thaI DUbI rahyA hoya" AhAhAhA... zuM? cha dravyo, potAnA sivAya anaMtA nigodanA jIva, anaMtA siddhanA jIva, paMcaparameSThi ane zAstranA zAstronA zAstro je bAra aMga lakhelA paDyA hoya, AhAhAhA... e jJAnanI paryAyamAM grAmIbhUta thaI gayA hoya aMdara, AhA DUbI gayA, jJAnamAM DUbI gayA aMdara cha dravyo, eTale enuM jJAna thaI gayuM ema. AhAhAhA ! AvuM che e. ekaeka gAthA samayasAra eTale gajaba vAta che. bhAI. sAkSAt paramAtmAnI divya dhvani traNalokanA nAthanI divyadhvani che A. AhAhAhA ! kahe che, prabhu tuM koNa cho? ke huM to caitanyaloka chuM ne nAtha ! temAM caitanyalokamAM to caitanyazakti bharelI che ne ! ane caitanyazaktinI bharelI paryAyamAM I caitanyazakti pragaTa potAthI pragaTe che ne ! AhAhAhA ! e pragaTe che emAM cha dravyo jANe DUbI gayA hoya, grAmIbhUta koLIyo karI gayA hoya, AhAhAhA... evuM che. gaLI gayA hoya gaLI gaLI gayo jANe. eTale? koLIyo to nAno ane Ama moTuM to moTuM che ema jJAnanI paryAya to mahAmoTI che emAM cha dravyono to kyAMya koLIyo karI gayo, ema kahe che. AhAhA! bhagavAna caitanya rasano sAgara e caitanyanI paryAyamAM UchaLe che, pragaTa thAya che, te tenA dravya guNa ne paryAya traNa thaI gayA, e paryAyamAM cha dravyo jANe gaLI javAya che, jANI le che, Page #578 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa63 gAthA - 37 DUbI gayA che, koLIyo karI gayo che, evuM enuM paryAyanuM svarUpa che, bhAI AkaruM paDe. evI rIte AtmAmAM prakAzamAna che. koNa? evA dharma, dharmAstikAya eka dravya che, jaDa caitanyane gati karatAM tene nimittarUpa thAya tevuM eka tattva che, tenAthI gati thAya che tema nahIM. AhAhA ! ema nimittane dharmAstikAyava kIdhuM che. ahIM jIva ane jaDa (paramANuM) gati kare emAM dharmAstikAya nimitta che. ema dareka paryAya potAthI pariName tyAre tene nimitta bIjI cIjane kaho, paNa pariName che e nimittathI pariName che ema nathI. A nimitta ane vyavahAranA moTA jhaghaDA che. A upAdAna ne nimitta, nizcaya ane vyavahAra emAM kramabaddha eka nathI nAkhyuM mALe. cAra kAraNa badhe varNave che. paNa e kramabaddha bheguM nAkhavuM joie ne? ahIMyAthI viruddha cAra ke cAra le che paNa kramabaddha nahIM ne kramabaddhano jo nirNaya karavA jAya to badho pheraphAra UDI jAya. AhAhA ! dravyanI je samaye je paryAya apanese thavA yogya hoya te thAya che, te tenI janmakSaNa che, bIjA nimittane kAraNe e thAya che ema traNakALa, traNalokamAM nathI. ho nimitta, paNa ethI thAya che temAM, thaI samayanI te te dravyanI e zeyano evo svabhAva, evuM varNavyuM che pravacanasAramAM, jeTalA zeyo che, eno evo svabhAva che ke je samaye je paryAya utpanna thAya che teno janmano kSaNa che. utpattino e kALa che. e utpattinA kALamAM bhale nimitta ho, paNa nimittathI utpatti kALa thayo che ema nathI. AhA.... A moTA jhaghaDA zikSaNa zibira hastinApuramAM hamaNAM calAvaze ahIMnI viruddhamAM. upAdAnamAM nimitta hoya to thAya, nizcaya paNa vyavahAra hoya to thAya. are! bhagavAna sAMbhaLane bhAI evI tArI vAto sAdhAraNa. AhAhA ! AMhI to kahe che, e cha dravyo e jANavAnA svabhAvamAM tadAkAra thaI gayA hoya, jJAnarUpe tadAkAra hoM, vastu kAMI AvatI nathI ahIMyA, evA koNa? dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya e dravya che eka jagatamAM, bhagavAne joyeluM gati karatA (padArtha) sthira thAya tyAre adharmAstikAya che arUpI e nimitta che. AkAza, (akhaMDa-eka) kALa asaMkhya che, pugala anaMta che, ane anya jIva, anya jIvamAM strI kuTuMbane parivAra paNa AvyA ane devagurune zAtreya AvyA. zAstra ajIvamAM jAya, devaguru jIvamAM jAya. AhAhAhA ! devaguru dharmathI paNa lAbha na thAya ema kahe che AMhI to. AhAhA! tAro bhagavAna jIva svabhAva UchaLe che aMdara tyAM paranuM zuM kAma che tAre ema kahe che e sarva paradravyo mArA saMbaMdhI nathI, e badhA paradravya che, anaMta siddha paradravya che, paMcaparameSThi padravya che, mArA bhagavAnane (nijAtmAne) ane ene kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhAhA... samajANu kAMI ? e paradravyo, sarva paradravyo, mArA saMbaMdhI nathI kema nathI ? e vizeSa kaheze. (zrotA - pramANa vacana gurudeva) Page #579 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 564 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pravacana naM. 106 gAthA - 37 Aso suda-11 gurUvA2 tA. 12-10-78 saM. 2504 66 samayasAra 37 gAthA TIkAH apane nijasase jo pragaTa huI kayA kahate hai ke A AtmA jo caitanya zakti caitanyaloka usameMse apanI yogyatAse nija rasase samyajJAnakI paryAya pragaTa huI 37 gAthA che ne chellI, apane nija2sase jo pragaTa hui, koNa ? "pracaMDa cinmAtra zakti" AhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA caitanyajyota enA AzrayathI paryAyamAM avasthAmAM caitanya zaktinI vyaktatA pragaTa thaI, ene caitanyazakti kahanemeM AyA hai. caitanyasvarUpa bhagavAna emAMthI apanA 2sase apanI zaktise, apanA avalaMbanase, apanese, sabhyajJAna jyoti pragaTa huI. "jisakA vistAra anivArya hai" je jJAnakI paryAya pragaTa huI usakA vistAra anivArya haiM vizALa hai. e jJAnakI dazA vizALa hai. AhAhAhA... "tathA samasta padArthoko grasita karanekA jisakA svabhAva hai" AhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA apanA jJAna jJAyaka svarUpa usakI dRSTi karake jo paryAyameM samyaggAnakI dhArA pragaTa huI, usakI zakti kitanI hai ? samasta padArthoko grasita karanekA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhA ! apane alAvA sarva padArtha anaMta siddho, anaMta nigodakA jIva, anaMta 52mANu, asaMkhya kAlANuM, eka dharma, adharma ne AkAza e saba padArthako jAnanekI- grasita karanekI zakti hai. grahaNa karanekI zakti hai, usakA jJAna grahaNa karanekI zakti hai. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. samasta padArthako grasita karanekA, grasita koLIyo karI jAte hai aMdara jANe kavaLa, AhAhA... grAsa. ahIM (jIva adhikArameM ) AkhirakI gAthA hai ne 37-38. je bhAvendriya hai eka eka viSayako jAnatA hai, e to khaMDakhaMDa jJAna hai, e to ajJAna hai, e vAstavika jJAna nahIM. AhAhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA caitanya svabhAvanA pravAhano dhodha, dhruvasAgara, usakA Azrayase, dRSTise usako apanA jAnA, to apanI paryAyameM jJAna kI dhArA zuddha paryAya ItanI pragaTa huI ke sArA lokAlokako grasita, kavaLa karI jAya, aisI zakti pragaTa huI. Are AvI vAtuM che. sarva zeyako, jJAnakI pragaTa paryAya samyakajJAna sabako kavaLa karI jAya, grAsita karI jAya, aisI zakti hai. AhAhA! "aisI pracaMDa cinmAtra zakti" aisI pracaMDa ugra cinmAtrazakti paryAyameM hoM AhA... rAga nahIM. e caitanyamAtra zaktikI pragaTatA. AhAhA ! jhINI vAta che prabhu. jIva AtmA Isane jAnA ke jisameM AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa hai e upara dRSTi lagAkara AtmAkA anubhava kiyA to paryAyameM, avasthAmeM ItanI zakti jJAnakI pragaTa huI ke sArA anaMta padArthako grasita karI nAkhe, jANI le, aisI zakti hai. AhA. A zarIra vANI mana Adi para padArtha, AhAhAhA... devaguruzAstra paNa 52 padArtha, lokAloka apanI jJAnakI paryAya sivAya jitanI cIja hai e saba, usako to zeya ( jAnA ) yahAM jJAna jAnanekI zakti hai zeyako, e zeya merA hai aisA to usameM nahIM hai. AhAhA... are devaguru ne zAstra paNa merA hai aisI jJAna paryAyameM aisA hai nahIM. vo to bhagavAna AtmA anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta jJAnakA sAgara prabhu, ye jaba apanA svarUpakA Page #580 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 37 565 anubhava huA AtmAkA, to paryAyameM jJAnadazA aisI pragaTa huI, Isako AtmA kI ye paryAyameM samasta padArthako jAnanekI, grasita karanekI, kavalita karanekI zakti hai. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta bahu bhAI. jagatane nivRtti nahIM ane A AkhuM tattva nivRttimaya tattva hai. AhAhA !"kIye jAnero mAno atyaMta aMtarmagna ho rahe ho kayA kahate hai. e chadmasthakA jJAnakI paryAya samyagdaSTikI jJAna kI paryAya, AhAhAhA... dharmI samyagdaSTi huA caitanyasvarUpa pUrNAnaMda mai huM, aisA bhAna hokara, paryAyameM jo samyajJAna huA IsakI aisI tAkAta hai, ki atyaMta aMtarmagna huA, jANe saba padArtha aMtara ghUsa gayA ho. aMtarmagna ho rahA apanI paryAyameM aisA jAnanameM AyA ke jANe e cIja apanemeM A gaI ho. e cIja AtI nahIM, paNa vo cIja saMbaMdhI apanA jJAna apanemeM huA, usameM jAnanameM AtA hai. are AvI AkarI vAtuM che. atyaMta aMtarmagna ho rahA hai, dekho bhASA! mAno ke atyaMta aMtarmagna(ho rahA hai), bhagavAna jJAnasvarUpa jema arIsAmeM sAmI cIja ho, to usakA pratibiMba paDate haiM ne? ye pratibiMba ye cIjakA, cIja nahIM, e to arIsAkI svacchatA hai, e svacchatA hai, paNa e svacchatAmeM jANe paracIja peThI hoya aise dikhate hai. aise bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA... ekakora rAma ane ekakora gAma. ekakora bhagavAna AtmAkA samyajJAna jyAM huA to e paryAyameM sArA lokAloka anaMta kevaLIo ane anaMta siddho jisameM aMtarmagna usakA jJAna ho gayA, aMtarmagna ho gayA ho aise dikhate hai. kahete hai. dhIrAnA kAma hai bhAI. AhAhA ! e caitanyaloka jisameM anaMta anaMta guNa zakti paDI hai usameMse eka jJAna e jJAyakakA jJAna svarUpanA jJAna, aisA paryAyameM pragaTa huA, ke jisameM lokAloka anya padArtha jANe nimagna ho gayA ho. usakA jJAna huA hai, e jANe aMdara nimagna huA ho, AhAhA ! "jJAnameM tadAkAra hokara DUba rahe ho." AhAhAhA... arIsAmeM jema agnine sAme sarpa ho ane dikhate hai e jANe aMdara e cIja aMdara hai aise lage, hai nahIM hai to ye arIsAkI svacchatA, aise bhagavAna AtmA apane jJAnakI samyaka paryAyakI svacchatAmeM lokAloka anaMta dravyo jANe ke aMtarmagna ho gayA ho usakA jJAna huA to jANe aMtarmagna huA. AvI vAta che. e jJAnakI samyakaparyAya ko jANe, guNako jANe, lokAlokako jANe, anaMta paryAyako jANe, jANe eka samayakI paryAya ja sarvasva ho. AhAhAhA... samAjameM AyA? e eka samayathI paryAya jJAnakI samyaka jANe e sarvasva ho, lokAlokako jANe, dravyako jANe, guNako jANe, anaMta paryAyako jANe, AhAhAhA... eka samayakI paryAyameM, enA upayogameM lokAloka jANe aMtarmagna ho gayA ho, jANe kavana ho gayA ho, koLIyA kara liyA. AhAhAhA... bAkI paNa bahota rahA. e sabako jAnA paNa kavaLameM kavaLa choTA ne moDhA moTA aisI jJAnakI paryAyakI ItanI tAkAta ke lokAloka jANe I to kavaLa-kavana ho gayA. (zrotA:- keTalA lokAloka) ethI anaMta guNA ho to paNa jANI zake aisI tAkAta hai. kavaLa kiyA ne? AhAhAhA ! prabhu terA dravyaguNakI to bAta kayA karanA. AhAhAhA... bhagavAna jJAyaka svabhAva A usakA guNa jJAna Adi, usakI to kayA bAta karanA prabhu? paNa usakA jJAna huA, e jJAnakI paryAyameM ItanI tAkAta hai, ke sArA AtmA to jAnanameM AyA, paNa e paryAya, bhinna je padArtha Page #581 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 anaMta hai, AhAhAhA! anaMta siddho, anaMta nigodakA jIva, jisakI saMkhyAno pAra nahIM, AhAhAhA ! e saMkhyA ne enA guNanI saMkhyAno pAra nahIM, ye saba jJAnakI eka samayakA upayogameM, AhAhA... e saba jAnanemeM A gayA hai. kavaLa ho gayA. jANe lokAloka jJAnameM aMtarmagna ho gayA. AvI vAta che. samyagdaSTikA jJAna svarUpakI pratIti akhaMDa AnaMda prabhu enI AgaLa A saba padArtho tuccha hai, e saba padArtha apanA jJAnakI paryAyameM aise jAnanemeM AtA hai, ke jANe kavaLa ho gayA ho, jANe saba aMtarmagna ho gayA hai, ane meM yehI eka ja huM, AhAhAhA ! 'aham eko' che ne ? AgaLa Avaze chellI ADatrIsamAM Avaze ne. AhAhAhA ! jJAnameM tadAkA2 hokara DUba rahe ho, Isa prakAra AtmAneM prakAzamAna dekho tyAM cittizakti kIdhI'tI ne paNa e ahIMyA prakAzamAna paryAya le lenA, AtmAneM prakAzamAna yaha dharmAsti, dharmAstikAya hai ne cauda brahmAMDameM eka dharmAsti dravya tattva hai ke jaDa caitanya gati kare to usameM nimitta kahanemeM AtA hai. e dharmAstikAya ahIMyA ghUsa gayA ahIM usakA jJAna A gayA. jJeya hai ne! to apanA jJAnakI paryAyameM dharmAstikAyakA jJAna ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? dharmAsti nAmakA padArtha hai to yahAM AtmA jJAyaka svarUpakA jyAM jJAna huA te e jJAnakI paryAyameM dharmAstikAya zeya hai usakA jJAna huA to dharmAstikAya padArtha jANe aMdara A gayA, aMtarmagna ho gayA, usakA jJAna hai. AhAhA... AhAhAhA ! ane e dharmAstikAyameM paNa anaMta guNa, AhAhA ! anaMta anaMta guNa, anaMta anaMta guNa e saba jANe jJAnakI paryAyameM zeya hokara A gayA. AhAhAhA ! ema adharmAstikAya, adharma eka dravya hai, jIva ne jaDa gati karatAM sthira rahe, to sthi2meM nimitta eka adharmAstikAya nAmakA eka tattva hai. e tattva paNa samyak jJAyaka svabhAvakA jJAna huA to e zAyaka paryAyameM adharma tattva jANe aMdara ghUsa gayA ho, usakA jJAna huA. zAyaka ne zeyakA saMbaMdhameM zeyakA jJAna huA. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. AkAza ! ohoho ! AkAza-AkAza jisakA aMta nahIM ane jisakA guNakA bhI aMta nahIM, AhAhAhA... aisA AkAza nAmakA dravya, jJAyaka svabhAvakA jJAna honemeM ye paryAyameM ye AkAzakA jJAna ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? eka AkAzameM anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta pradeza, jisakA aMta nahIM, aura eka AkAzameM anaMta guNa, jisakA aMta nahIM, e AkAza nAmakA padArtha. AhAhA ! bhagavAna zAyaka svabhAvakA jJAna huA, usameM ye AkAzakA jJAna ho gayA, koMki paryAyakA svabhAva sva52prakAzaka hai apane se, e 52kA prakAzaka apanese hai, e 52 hai to jAnA aisA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! apanA jJAyaka bhagavAna caitanya svarUpa prabhu ekalo caitanyaloka, AhAhA ! usakA jyAM lokante jJAna huA e jJAnameM ItanI tAkAta hai ke AkAza padArthakA kSetrakA aMta nahIM guNakA nahIM usakA bhI zAna ho gayA. AhAhAhA ! e A to hajI matizruta jJAnakI paryAyakI bAta calatI hai. AhAhAhA !( zrotAH- matizrutamAM to parokSa jaNAya ) parokSa bhale ho paNa jANavAnI zakti usameM apanese ho gaI hai parokSa ne pratyakSa meM ItanA phera hai paNa hai barAbara jevuM kevaLI jANe che tevuM ja zrutajJAnI jANe che. AhAhAhA ! Page #582 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 37 567 jenA dravyaguNano to pAra nahIM zaktiono bhagavAna AtmA, jisakA jJAna huA e zeya jJeya zeya banAkara svako zeya banAkara jJAna huA samyak, usameM 52zeyakA jJAna aisA A gayA, jANe aMtarmagna ho gayA ho. AhAhAhA ! Avo mArga che. 'AkAza' AvyuM ne ? "kALa" asaMkhya kAlANuM che eka eka kAlANuMmeM anaMta anaMta guNa che e asaMkhya kAlANuMo saMkhyAe asaMkhya che paNa enA guNanI saMkhyAe apAra che. aisA kALa padArthakA bhI, ohoho ! prabhu terI jJAna paryAya, svako jAnanemeM AyA to svapa2prakAzaka paryAya huI, usameM kALakA jJAna A gayA. ( zrotAH- kALa to upacArika dravya hai ) vAstavika jJAna hai kALa hai ye. upacArika zvetAMbara kahete hai. jUTha hai. AhAhA ! kALa nAmanA padArtha asaMkhya nityAnitya hai, paryAyase anitya hai, vastuse nitya hai kALa. e kALamAM anaMta anaMta guNa hai jitanA guNa bhagavAna AtmAneM hai, jitanA AkAzameM hai guNa ItanA hI eka kAlANuMmeM guNa hai. are AhAhAhA ! e asaMkhya kAlANuMo apanA svarUpakA jJAna huA svapa2prakAzaka paryAyameM svako to jAnate hai taba to 52prakAzakakA jJAna yathArtha huA. AhAhAhA ! 'pudgala' AtmAkI anaMta saMkhyAse pudgalakA 52mANu anaMtaguNA hai, e anaMtaguNA 52mANuo ane eka eka 52mANumeM AtmAneM jitanA guNa hai ItanA guNa IsameM jaDameM hai ekaeka 52mANu aisA anaMta 52mANu je AtmAkI saMkhyA anaMtase anaMta guNA hai, aisA pudgalakA jJAnakI paryAya ho prabhu tane terI zaktikA jyAM jJAna huA, e jJAyakakA jJAna huA, svadravyakA jJAna huA, to e paryAyameM aisA anaMta anaMta pudgalanA 52mANu ane e 52mANumeM anaMta guNa sabakA jJAna ho gayA. AkarI vAta che prabhu. AhAhA ! tArA dravyaguNanI to zuM kahenA paNa e dravyaguNakA jJAna huA, e paryAyameM ItanI tAkAta hai, jANe ke e paryAya eka ja vastu ho basa. emAM svabhAvakA jJAna A gayA. aisI sabhyajJAna, svajJAyakakA jJAna honese 52kA zeyakA jJAna aMdara A gayA. AhAhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? vAtuM bApA ! A bhagavaMta tArI vAtuM judI che bhAI. A bahA2nI cIjo bhapakA lAge e to badhA jaDa che dhULa che. e badhA padArtha jaDa che, enuM ahIMyA jJAna A gayA ema kahete hai. ( zrotAH- enuM jJAna ke e sabaMdhI potAnuM jJAna ) e saMbaMdhInuM potAnuM jJAna potAmAM AvI gayuM enuM badhAnuM, ethI kahyuM ne jANe e padArtho badhA ahIMyA ghUsa gayA ho, padArtho AvyA nahIM paNa padArtha saMbaMdhI je apanA jJAna hai usameM jAnanemeM A gayA. are AvI hai vAtuM have. bhAvendriya to khaMDakhaMDa jJAna e ajJAna che. AhAhA ! emAM e jJAnamAM svane jAnanekI tAkAta nahIM phakata para jAnA, khaMDakhaMDa jJAnameM, AhAhAhA... e khaMDakhaMDa jJAna paravaza hai, duHkharUpa , AhAhA... aura bhagavAna AtmA jJAyakakA jJAna, pUrNa hai, svavaza hai, sukharUpa hai. AhAhAhA... caitanya jJAyaka svabhAva bhagavAna AtmA usakA jJAna honese e dravya svabhAvakA jJAna honese e jJAnakI paryAyameM, AhAhAhA... anaMta anaMta anaMta zarIro, anaMta nigodanA jIva ane eka eka eka nigodane be-be za2I2, tejasa ne kAryaNa, aMguLanA asaMkhya bhAgamAM anaMta AtmAo eka eka AtmAmAM tejasa kAryaNa zarI2 eka eka tejasa kAryaNa za2I2mAM anaMtA Page #583 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 568 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 skaMdho, eka eka skaMdhamAM anaMta paramANuo, ane ekaeka paramANamAM anaMta guNA guNa. AhAhAhA... e sarvajJa sivAya A koNa kahe ? ane e (jAnanA) terA svabhAva aisA hai kahe che. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna tuM jJAtAdeSTA hai ne? terI cIja to jJAtA draSTA prabhu heM ne? e jJAtAdraSTAkA jJAna huA svasvarUpanA jJAna huA, e jJAnakI paryAyameM para jitanA joyo ne guNa hai, sabakA jJAna A jAtA hai. AhAhAhA... jhINI gAthA bahu che bApA. AhAhAhA... vastu sthiti A che. AhAhA ! e paramANunA to anaMtA lADavA, anaMtA mesuba, anaMtA rasagullA Adi paramANunA piMDa hai. AhAhAhA ! A anaMtA rajakaNano piMDa zarIra hai. anaMtA rajakaNano piMDa kArpaNa ne tejasa zarIra hai, eka eka rUpIyAne pAimeM anaMta paramANu hai, noTa anaMta paramANunA skaMdha che. IsameM anaMta paramANu hai ekaeka paramANume anaMta guNa hai e saba pudgalakA jJAna, AhAhAhA. bhagavAna AtmA usakA jJAna honese, svalakSamaeNse jJAna AyA, AhAhAhA.. to ye jJAnakI paryAyameM anaMtA skaMdho A zarIrAdikA jJAna (sabhI kA ) jJAna ho jAtA hai, merA hai aisA usameM hai nahIM. AhAhAhA AvuM che prabhu. terA dravyanuM to zuM kahevuM, guNanuM to zuM kahevuM, paNa enI eka jJAnanI eka paryAyanI vAta AvI che. AhAhAhA... bhale upayoga asaMkhya samaye lAgu paDe, paNa enI eka paryAyamAM ja A badhuM hoya che. AvuM jJAna thAya, tyAM bhego AnaMda hoya che. AhAhA... e jJAna thatAM svavazatA hoya che e jJAna hotA nirAlaMbI pariNati pragaTa thatAM, AhAhAhA... anaMtA anaMtA paramANu, Akho loka paramANuthI ThAMsIne bharyo che. ahIMyA aMguLanA asaMkhya bhAgamAM anaMtA skaMdha che, eka eka skaMdhamAM anaMtA paramANu che, eka eka paramANumAM anaMtA guNa che. anaMtA guNanI anaMtI paryAya che. AhAhAhA.. e sabakA jJAna prabhu terA jJAna hone se hotA hai) kitanI tAkAta hai dekha to kharo, parakA jJAna to anaMta aira kiyA kahe che, AhAhA ! e vAstavika jJAna hI nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? pula, pugalameM kayA bAkI rahyA? A pharnicara ne makAno ne mahelane anaMta anaMta paisA ane rUpIyA e to jJAnakI paryAya pragaTa huI to emAM jAnanemeM A gayA basa. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA - jJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI to mAlikIno prazna nathI) mAlika dhULeya nathI. mAlika mAlika mAne ajJAnI mUMDha hai. paraNeyano mAlika huM ema mAne mUMDha hai. AhAhAhA ! svayakA mAlika huA apanA caitanya jyota jJAnanA paripUrNa bhaMDAra aisA to anaMta guNa prabhumeM, aisA jJAyaka caitanya enA Azraye, AhAhA.... ene laze, je jJAnadazA thaI, huI e jJAnameM anaMtA pudgalone aDayA vinA sparyA vinA, AhAhA... e anaMtA pudgalameM, vartamAna jJAnakI paryAya praveza karyA vinA, (jANI le). e olo bhAvasAra yAda Avyo ane bhagavAna vedAMtI 84mAM pUchyuM'tuM rANapura are bhagavAna ema nathI. kIdhuM bhAI, anaMtane eka mAnavuM che ne eTale pachI jJAna pese tyAre eka thai jAya. are ema nathI, bhAI vedAMte paryAya mAnI nathI. nizcayAbhAsI mithyASTi hai. bhale Page #584 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 37 569 e AtmAnI vAtuM kare. AhAhAhA ! yahAM to bhagavAna jJAyakano piMDa prabhu enA svalakSe je jJAna thayuM, te jJAnanI paryAyamAM ATalI tAkAta ke anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA dravyo ane eka eka dravyomAM anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA anaMtA aMta nA Ave eTalA guNo ene emAM peThA vinA, ene aDayA vinA, athavA enuM astitva che mATe ahIMyA jJAna thAya che ema paNa nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jJAnanI eka samayanI paryAya ja ItanI tAkAtavALI che, apanI paryAyakA astitva ItanA hai. AhAhA! are AvI tattvanI vAta mUkI daIne bahAramAM vrata karyAne apavAsa karyA ne emAM dharma mAnyo ajJAnIe, rakhaDI maraze. AhAhAhA ! e anaMtA pugala parAvartana karyA enuM paNa paryAyamAM jJAna thAya kahe che, ema kahe che. AhAhA.. anaMta pudgalamAMya che ne? anaMtA pudgala parAvartana karyA. AhAhA.. enuM ahIMyA anaMta pugala parAvartanano jemAM abhAva che, jemAM rAgano ane zarIrano abhAva che, jemAM eka samayanI paryAyano paNa jemAM abhAva che, evA dravyanuM jJAna ane zraddhA thatAM, AhAhAhA... e paryAyamAM anaMtA pugala parAvartana karyA enuM jJAna thAya. AhAhAhA.. AvI vAtuM che. e kaheze aMtaraMgatattva to huM A chuM. AhAhA! jhINuM paDe prabhu paNa satya to A hai. AhAhAhA ! anya "jIva" have anaMtA siddho, AhAhA... arihaMto AcArya upAdhyAya sAdhu je kevaLI che anaMta siddha lAkho kevaLI huM e saba jIva anya enuM svajoyanuM jJAna thatAM bhagavAna AtmA svaparaprakAzakano piMDa prabhu, enuM jJAna thatAM e jJAnanI paryAyamAM anaMtA paMcaparameSThio, AhAhA... namo loe savva trikALavartI arihaMtANaM e traNeya kALanA arihaMto, AhAhA... traNeya kALanA siddho, traNeya kALanA AcAryo, upAdhyAyo, sAdhuo, ethI anaMta guNA bIjA nigodanA jIvo, AhAhAhA. e badhuM "anya jIva" e jJAnanI paryAyamAM jaNAya che. kahe che AhAhAhA ! e bhUta ne bhaviSyanA kALanA thaI gayA ane thAze tIrthakaro, AhAhAhA ! e caitanyanA mahAprabhu, enuM jJAna thatAM e traNakALanA arihaMto, siddho, AcAryo, AhAhA... kALa AvI gayo ne eTale kALamAM rahelA paNa badhA AvI gayA, e jJAnanI paryAyamAM tenuM jJAna thAya. anaMta tIrthakaro, saMto munio thaze, anaMta thaI gayA ane anaMta siddhapaNe hai, bAkI badhA saMkhyAta hai, usakA jJAna bhagavAna terI jJAnakI paryAya svakA jAnanemeM ItanI tAkAta huM ke e sabako eka samayameM jAna letI hai. AhAhAhA! AvI vAtuM have. samajameM AyA? A zuM haze A ne dharmamAM AvI vAta haze? bhagavAna tAro dharma jJAnasvabhAva ane e jJAnasvabhAvI bhagavAna enuM jJAna thatAM, AhAhAhA.. e jJAnanI paryAyamAM anaMtA jIvo, je anya, sva jIvathI anya, enuM jJAna eka samayanI paryAyamAM AvI jAya che. samajAya che kAMI ? AhAhAhA! anya jIvo, have AmAM devaguye AvyA, arihaMta siddheya AvyA, enAthI AtmAne lAbha thAya e vAta rahetI nathI ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! e to AvI gayuM 'tuM nahIM ? svayameva paranI apekSA vinA svayameva jJAna potAthI thAya che, AhAhAhA ! upadeza vinA. upadeza maLyo mATe thAya che ema nahIM, AvyuM'tuM? AhAhA ! jene svajJAna thavAmAM upadezanI paNa apekSA Page #585 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 57) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 nathI. AhAhAhA.. chatAM dezanAlabdhi hoya che, paNa e hovA chatAM svanA jJAna thavAmAM tenI apekSA nathI. AhAhA ! AvuM svarUpa che. ' are, tuM kevaDo moTo? tArI paryAyamAM moTapano to pAra nathI prabhu, dravyaguNanI to zuM vAta karavI? e to mahAprabhu AnaMdano bhaMDAra, jJAnano bhaMDAra, zraddhAno bhaMDAra, IzvaratAno bhaMDAra anaMta anaMta zaktino te bhaMDAra prabhu, paNa evA anaMta zaktinA bhaMDAravALuM tattva, enuM jJAna thatAM, AhAhAhA... bhAvendriyathI agiyAra aMganuM jJAna thayuM e ajJAna ane svanA jJAyakanA Azraye je jJAna thayuM te anaMtA jIvane jANe evuM jJAna, AhAhAhA... kAne vAta paDavI muzkela paDe evI che, bApu tArI moTapanI zI vAta karavI tane e vAta besatI nathI, pAmara tarIke mAnyo che ne. AhAhA! ahIMyA to bhagavAna AtmA zAyaka svarUpI prabhu ekalo jJAyaka svabhAva dhruva caitanya usakA jJAna honese parakI bAta yahAM nahIM, ahIM to svakA jJAna honese e paryAyameM parakA jJAna sahaja ho jAtA hai. jhINI che bhAI vAta, jIva adhikAra che ne! jIva adhikAranI jJAnanI paryAyano adhikAra, dharma samajayo, samyagdarzana pAmyo, bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdanA nAthane pratItamAM liyA. AhAhA ! pUrNAnaMdano nAtha IsakA jJAna huA, e jJAnakI paryAyakI A bAta calatI hai. AhAhA ! jANe ke anaMtA jIvo siddho che, ene jANe koLIyo karI gayo prabhu, AhAhAhAhAhA ! enA jJAnano paryAya e svanA jJAnanA lakSe vastunA tatvanA jemAM jJAyakapaNuM bharyuM che, AhA... ene Azraye lakSe je jJAna samyak thAya te paryAyamAM anaMtA siddho jaNAI jAya che. AhAhA! ene jANavA mATe upayoga judo mUkavo paDato nathI. svane jANavAno upayoga thayo emAM ene jANavA mATe upayoga judo mUkavo paDato nathI. AhAhAhA! juo A bhagavAna AtmAnA jJAnanI paryAya, ene samyajJAna kahIe. AhAhAhA! bhAI mAraga to alaukika che, AhAhA.. tArI cIja ja alaukika che, lokottara, lokottara AhAhA... anaMta jIva, AyA? e samasta paradravya, e samasta paradravya, arihaMta paradravya, siddha paradravya, sAdhu AcArya para dravya, e merI cIja nahIM. AhAhAhA.. to A vaLI dIkarA dIkarI bAIDI chokarA mArA mUMDha hai, moTo mUrakha hai. (zrotAH- anya jIvamAM badhA AvI gayA) badhA AvI gayA, AhA! (zrotAH- koNa bAkI rahyuM) e strIno AtmA, putrano AtmA, e svanuM jJAna thatAM e jJAnamAM tenuM jJAna thayuM te jJAnanI paryAyamAM te jaNAI gayA. te potAnI paryAyamAMthI jaNAI gayA, ene laIne nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvuM che. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:AvuM jANavA jevuM che) A vastu che bApu. duniyA kyAMya athaDAIne paDI che, eka to saMsAranA pApa Akho di'bAIDI chokarA dhaMdhA pApa pApane pApa, have emAM kalAka maLe ne sAMbhaLavA jAya tyAM tattvanI vAto na maLe ane viparIta vAto, AhAhAhA! apavAsa karo, darzana bhagavAnanA karo, mUrti karo, mUrti eka ATalI paNa sthApe to enA puNyano pAra nahIM, paNa ethI zuM thayuM? e dharma kayAM Avyo emAM? AhAhA.. e jagatanI mUrtio je anaMta maMdiro, are ! caitanyanI zAzvata pratimAo, enuM ahIM jJAna, svanuM jJAna thatAM te paryAyamAM enuM jJAna AvI jAya che. AhAhA ! e enuM eTale ? enA saMbaMdhInuM potAnuM jJAna ene e jaNAI jAya che. are AvI Page #586 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 37 pa71 vAtuM have. samajANuM kAMI? jhINI che. AmAM zAMtibhAI ! tyAM kalakattAmAM kayAMya maLe evuM nathI. tyAM rakhaDavAnuM che tyAM badhuM, paisA maLe eTale jANe, oho ! emAM pAMca pacIsa lAkha (zrotA:e paisA jene maLyA ene) dhULeya paisA maLyA nathI ene. enI pAse kyAM AvyA che? ahIM to paisAnuM, samyajJAna thatAM, paisAnuM jJAna ahIM thAya che. paisA maLyA aisI mAnyatA mithyASTi, pAkhaMDIkI hai, ajJAnInI che,(zrotAH- jJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI to maLyA kahevAya ne?) e mUrakha mAne che. jJAnI "jyAM" AtmA svarUpe bhagavAna jJAnaloka ene lokajo joyo prabhune, AhAhA ! ane je jJAna paryAya pragaTa thaI, temAM e anaMtA paramANu noTo ane paisA ne hIrA ne mANeka enuM ahIMyA jJAna thAya che, e para che enuM ahIM jJAna potAthI thAya che. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotA:emAMthI Ave keTalAka amArI pAse) dhULeya nathI AvatA enI pAse, koNa enI pAse kyAM Ave che. enI pAse to paisA mane AvyA evI mamatA enI pAse AvI. dhULa kyAM AvI? dhULa to dhULa che, e kyAM AtmAmAM Ave che. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che bApu! vItarAga mAraga, sarvajJa traNa lokanA nAtha jinezvaradevano paMtha koi judI jAtano che, duniyA hAre kAMI meLa khAya evuM nathI. atyAre to saMpradAya hAre meLa khAya evuM nathI, AhA.. AkarI vAta che prabhu! bIjAne duHkha lAge mATe A vAta nathI. bhAI tAro sudhAro A rIte mAnyuM che te rIte nahIM sudharI zake bhAI, vrata pALyA che ne zAstranA jJAna karyA che ne ? e jJAna vrata pALyA e cAritra, AhAhA.... ane ame AtmAnI zraddhA karIe khaMDakhaMDa jJAnanI, akhaMDa jJAna che enI to kyAM khabara che, khaMDakhaMDa jJAnanI zraddhA che, te mithyAtva che bhAI, e mithyAtva che, e ajJAna che, e mithyA AcaraNa che. ene tAre dharma manAvavo che tAre? ane bIjAne dharma manAvavo che e rIte? prabhu bahu javAbadArI AkarI che nAtha. AhAhA ! e AkarA duHkha nahIM sahyA jAya bhAI. AhAhAhA ! AMhI to prabhu kuMdakuMdAcArya trilokanAtha sarvajJadevanI vANI ane pravacana potAnI vANI dvArA vAta karate hai, AhAhAhA ! e ema kahete hai ke, A vANI mArI nahIM, vANIkA merI paryAyameM merA jJAna huA tyAM vANInA jJAna huA, basa itanA. AhAhAhA ! are rAga AyA, to rAga merA nahIM paNa rAgakA jJAna bhI rAga huM to huA aisA nahIM, merI jJAnakI paryAyakI tAkAta itanI hai, ke svako jAnanevAlA jJAna rAga Adi anaMta anaMta padArthoko jANe e meM huM. AhAhAhA ! AhAhAhA !dayA dAnanA vikalpa e rAga hai e paNa merA nahIM, aura merI jJAnakI paryAyameM usakA jJAna, e hai to hotA hai aisA hI nahIM. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka caitanya jyota, jhaLahaLa jyoti prabhu, usakA jJAna zeya banAkara jyAM huA to sva paryAyameM paraNeya to sahaja jAnanemeM AtA hai aisA paryAyakA svabhAva hai. AhAhAhA.... e paradravya ke samIpameM jAnA nahIM (paDatA) parakA jJAna arihaMta anaMtA siddho thayA usakA jJAna usakI pAse gaye binA, aura vo zeya yahAM Aye binA, najIka zeya hai to jJAna hotA hai, aura dUra zeya hai to nahIM hotA hai, aisA haiM nahIM. ahIM to najIkameM ho karmanA rajakaNo ane dUra ho anaMta AkAzanA pradeza. AhAhAhA... ane eka eka pradezameM anaMta guNanA aMza Page #587 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa72 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai, AhAhA... anaMta anaMta pradezameM sArA anaMta guNa huM AkAza. usake bhI A svabhagavAna AtmA svakA jJAna huA, e jJAnakI paryAyameM e parazeya jAnanemeM A jAtA hai, basa. AhAhAhA ! AvuM che. traNalokanA nAtha tIrthaMkaradeva, jaina paramezvara ema pharamAte haiM. samajameM AyA? ( zrotAHjaina paramezvara che bIjA ajaina paramezvara che) ajaina loko mAne che ne bIjA ame paramezvara chIe ne ame, AhAhA... brahmA, viSNu ne maheza ne ame kartA chIe, dhULeya nathI. AhAhAhA ! AhA ! pote ja brahmA, viSNu ne maheza bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA ! jenI paryAyanI utpatti e brahmA, vyayano nAza te zaMkara, dhruva rahyA te viSNu. evo je A caitanya bhagavAna jene traNa kALa ane traNalokane eka samayamAM grAsI jAya evI paryAyanI tAkAta che bhagavAnanI AhAhA... ene AtmA jANyo kahevAya, AhAhAhA... ene samyagdaSTi ane samyajJAnI kahevAya prabhu AvI vAtuM che bhAI. AhAhAhA ! hasamukhabhAI nathI AvyA ne? nathI AvyA. kAle AvyA'tA ene rasa che paNa bhAvanagara rahI jAya che ne. AhAhAhA ! padravya mere saMbaMdhI nahIM, hai? e siddhone ne mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nahIM kahe che. AhAhA ! arihaMta bhagavAna thayA ene ne mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI e to paradravya che, gurune ane mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nahIM te to pa2dravya hai. AhAhA... AkarI vAta che bhAI ! vItarAga paramezvara jinezvaranuM jJAna emaNe kahelo mAraga, koI alaukika hai, bhAI ! are ene jANyA vinA coryAsInA avatAra karI rahyo che. AhAhA ! juo ne A zarIramAM vAya thAya, AhAhAhA... AhAhA... jaDa, jaDa che A to, roga che e jaDa che, A AtmAne ekavAra enI upara dRSTi hoya che ne, halAvI nAkhe. AhAhA ! are re mane A thayuM, are re mane A thayuM, paNa bApu mane eTale zuM! tuM to AtmA cho, emAM A thayuM e tane kyAM thayuM? tere kayA huA hai, AhAhAhA.... Avo upadeza prabhu traNalokanA nAthanuM jinezvaradevanuM A kathana che bhAI. jainamAM janmyA ene enI khabaruM na maLe. vADAmAM janmyA ame jaina, paNa jainapaNuM zuM che usakI khabara nahIM. AhAhA... jaina to Isako kahIe, AhAhA ke jinasvarUpI bhagavAna AtmA pUraNa svarUpa usakA lakSa karake, dRSTi karake, jo samyagdarzana huA, usako jaina kahate haiM, e jainanI paryAyamAM ItanI tAkAta hai. AhAhA ! anaMtA jIvo aMdara jANe pesI gayA hoya chatAM merA nahIM. tyAM sudhI to kAle AvyuM'tuM have kAle vAta. (zrotA pramANa vacana gurudeva) pravacana naM. 107 gAthA - 37 zloka - 31 tA. 13-1078 zukravAra Aso suda-12 saM. 2504 samayasAra sADatrIsamI gAthA cAle che. ahIM sudhI AvyuM che. A jagatamAM, evI rIte AtmAmAM prakAzamAna che, AtmAmAM anaMta paradravyo prakAzamAna che, jANavAmAM Ave che evA Page #588 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 37 573 A dharma, adharma, AkAza, kALa, padgala, anya jIvo e sarva paradravyo mArA saMbaMdhI nathI. mArA jJAnamAM e anaMta anaMta paramANuo, anaMta jIvo jANavAmAM Ave, chatAM e mAre ne ene kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. (zrotA:- jANavAmAM Ave eTalo saMbaMdha to thayo ne?) jANavAmAM AvyuM che e potAnuM svarUpa. paNa ene jANavAmAM AvyuM e vyavahAra kahyo. (zrotA:- eya vyavahAra che) zeya jJAyaka saMbaMdha e vyavahAra che. (zrotA- vyavahAra saMbaMdha to kharo ne?) vyavahAra eTale? nimitta che sAme eTaluM. vyavahAra eTale zuM? jANavAmAM potAthI jANyuM che. jJAnanA svabhAvamAM svaparaprakAzanA sAmarthyathI prakAzamAna badhA dravyo jANyAM. paNa e potAnI sva-zaktithI jANe che. ene parane jANyAM ema kahevuM ema vyavahAra che. nimitta-nimitta saMbaMdha eTalo batAvyo. chatAM AhAhAhA.. mAro bhagavAna AtmA jJAyaka svabhAva enI sAthe ene kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. "kAraNa" tyAM sudhI to AvyuM'tuM kAle. jhINI vAta che prabhu. ohohoho ! ekeka paramANumAM anaMta anaMta guNa jenuM mApa nahIM, evA anaMta anaMta paramANuo, ekeka AtmAmAM anaMta anaMta guNa jeno aMta nahIM. AhAhAhA ! evA anaMta AtmAo ane anaMta paramANuo mArA jJAnamAM jaNAya che, jaNAya che. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA - e jaNAya che ke e saMbaMdhInuM potAnuM jJAna jaNAya che.) e jANe che ema kahevuM che ne atyAre to! jANe che potAnI paryAya paNa I e jaNAya che jaNAya che ema. AhAhAhA ! keTalA paNa padArtha ema, bhAI jhINI vAta che bhASAe pAra paDe evuM nathI. evI vastu evI che. AhA ! bhagavAna AtmA enI jJAnanI paryAyamAM anaMta, anaMta ahIMyA aMguLanA asaMkhya bhAga ahIM lyo to emAM anaMta AtmA che ane anaMtA skaMdho che. anaMtA tejasa ne kArpaNa zarIra che. AhAhAhA! evo Akho loka bharyo che. chatAM mArA jJAnamAM e prakAzamAna jaNAya che. A che ema jaNAya che eTaluM. bAkI mAre ne ene kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. AhAhA ! strI kuTuMba ne parivAra jJAnI ema jANe che ke mArA jJAnamAM e che ema jaNAya che, mArAM che ema nahIM. AhAhAhA ! deva guru ne zAstra, deva anaMta siddho, lAkho arihaMto, karoDo Adi AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhuo e badhA paradravyamAM anaMta anaMta guNa sahita evA anaMtA AtmAo ane anaMta rajakaNo, mArA prakAzamAnamAM prakAze che. bAkI mAre ane ene kAMi saMbaMdha che nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AkhiranI gAthA che ne? (zrotA - dharmAstikAya ne adharmAstikAya ene pahelA kema lIdhA) cAra nAma ApyA. cha dravyane badhe ThekANe ema Ave che ne? dharmAstithI AdithI cha nAma Ave tyAre A pramANe ja zAstramAM Ave. gatimAM nimitta, sthiratAmAM nimitta adharmAsti, kALa, AkAza, AkAzanA eka pradezamAM anaMtA AtmAo ane anaMtA rajakaNo che, e sUkSma thaine Ave to eka pradezamAM samAI jAya. eTalI to AkAzanA eka pradezanI avagAhana zakti che. AhAhAhA.... jhINI vAtuM bApu! vItarAga mArga bahu jhINo che. AhAhA! eka AkAzanA pradezamAM A ahIMthI je aMgUla ahIM asaMkhya anaMta AtmAo ane anaMta rajakaNo che evo Akho loka bharyo che, e jo sUkSma thaIne eka pradezamAM Ave to samAI jAya evI eka pradezanI avagAhana zakti che. ema eka kALANuMnI eTalI zakti che ke anaMta pugalo jo e sthAnamAM Ave jIvo to Page #589 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 574 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 badhAne pariNamanamAM nimitta thAya evI tAkAta che. dharmAstikAyanA ekeka pradezamAM eTalI tAkAta che ke anaMtA AtmA ane paramANu e samaye gati thAya to emAM nimittapaNuM thAya evI enI tAkAta che. adharmAstikAyanA ekeka pradezamAM evI tAkAta che ke anaMta AtmAo ane anaMta paramANu te sthAne gati karIne sthira thAya to temAM nimittanI zakti anaMtanI che. dharmAsti, adharmAsti, AkAza ane kALa, eka paramANumAM evI tAkAta che ke anaMtA anaMtA guNo jemAM pAra nathI, mApa nathI ke A guNa A varNa gaMdha rasa sparza karatA karatA karatA karatA A A A chello guNa, e ATaluM ja dravya che ema na juo, e jaDa svabhAvI vastu che. ke jenA aMtaramAM anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMta anaMtanA anaMta guNA guNo topaNa pAra na Ave eka paramANumAM eTalA guNono svabhAva che ne eTalI enI paryAya che. AhAhAhA ! evA anaMtA AtmAo ane anaMta rajakaNo enA anaMta guNo enI anaMtI paryAyo, bhagavAna AtmA ema jANe che, paryAyamAM hoM, jANe che to paryAyamAM ne? ke A badhI cIjo mArAmAM prakAzamAna thAya, jaNAya. huM to jANanAro chuM. che? AhA! mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI enI sAthe. AhAhAhA ! keTalI gaharI gaharI zakti jagatanI. AhAhAhA ! ene AtmA ema jANe, ke mArI jJAnanI paryAyamAM eka guNanI eka paryAyamAM, AhAhAhAhAhA. e badhA anaMtAo prakAzamAna thAya che evo mAro svabhAva che. AhAhAhA ! evI eka samayanI jJAnanI paryAyanI ATalI tAkAta ! evI evI anaMtI paryAyamAM eTalI ja badhI tAkAta!! AhAhA... evI badhI paryAyano jANanAra mArI paryAya, e ema jANe che ke, "TaMkotkarNa eka jJAyakasvabhAvapaNAthI paramArthe aMtaraMgatattva to huM chuM". jANe che vartamAna paryAya, e paryAya ema jANe che ke, pragaTa paryAya ke TaMkotkIrNa evo ne evo caitanya svabhAva eka jJAyaka svabhAva, eka jJAyaka svabhAva, paryAyo bhale aneka ho, guNa aneka ho, paNa vastu che e to ekarUpa jJAyakabhAva, eka jJAyaka svabhAvabhAva, svabhAvapaNAthI paramArthe aMtaraMga tattva to huM chuM. AhAhAhA... e paryAya ema jANe che ke huM aMtaraMga tatva to A paryAyamAM je badhuM jaNAya che enI jANanAranI mArI paryAyamAM prakAzamAna che. evI paryAya ema jANe che ke huM to TUMkotkIrNa jJAyakabhAva aMtaraMga tatva chuM. AhAhA ! e badhA jaNAya che eka paranI (paralakSI) paryAyamAM eTaloya huM nahIM. AhAhAhA! bhAI vItarAga mArga bahu sUkSma che. AhAhAhA ! e jJAna paryAya AvA anaMtA dravyone eka samayamAM enA guNone prakAzavAmAM, potAthI prakAzavAmAM samartha che, e paryAya ema kahe che, AhAhA ke huM to eka glAyaka svabhAvapaNAthI, mAro to trikALI jJAyaka svabhAva bharelo che, eka samayanI paryAya jeTalo nahIM. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA- ekalo jJAyaka svabhAva kahe ke anaMta guNa bhegA AvI jAya che.) eka glAyaka svabhAva kahetAM ja anaMtA guNo, paNa ahIM jJAnanI pradhAnatAthI varNana levuM che ne? kema ke jJAna paryAya jANe che ne eTale jJAyakabhAva jJAnasvabhAva che ema levuM che, bAkI to anaMtA svabhAva che. paNa anaMta svabhAvane jANanAruM jJAna che ne? ane jJAnanI pradhAnatA che ne? bIjA che enI ene khabara nathI. bIjA anaMta guNo che e guNane guNanI khabara nathI. (zrotA- e kyAM jarUra che Page #590 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 37 575 guNane potAne guNa kahevo I ) AhAhA. e zAyaka svabhAva che te jJAnane enA svabhAvanI khabara che. AhAhAhA! eka jJAyaka svabhAvapaNAthI 52mArthe, kharekhara aMtaraMga tattva eTale ke olI paryAyamAM badhuM prakAze che, eTaloya huM nahIM, huM to 52mArthe aMtaraMga tattva AkhuM. AhAhAhAhA... ( zrotA:ghaNuM cokhkhuM) jhINI vAta che bhAI, AhAhA ! samyagdarzanano viSaya e akhaMDa jJAyakabhAva trikALa. AhAhA ! eka jJAyaka svabhAvapaNuM, zAyaka svabhAva che, e enAthI kharekhara aMtaraMga tattva to huM chuM. ema jJAnanI vartamAna paryAya ema jANe ne nirNaya kare che. AhAhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? jhINuM paDe paNa prabhu A jANye ja chUTako bhAI. bhava bhramaNanA AMTA karI karIne marI gayo che. nyAM koInI saphAraza kAma karatI nathI. AhAhAhA... evo je A bhagavAna, eka samayamAM anaMtA anaMtA dravyo ane ekeka dravyanA anaMtA guNo, jeno pA2 nahIM, e badhA mArI paryAyamAM prakAzamAna thAya che. mArI paryAya ene barAbara jANe che, ema kahe che. chatAM paryAya ema kahe che, ke kharekhara to huM aMtaraMga tattva jJAyaka svabhAvapaNe huM eka chuM. AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! ( zrotA:- paryAya aMtaraMga tattvathI judI nahIM ?) paryAya nirNaya kare che aMtaraMga tattva jJAyakabhAva Akho, AkhuM, A paryAya ema nirNaya kare che ke huM aMtaraMga pa2mAtma tattva jJAyakabhAva te huM chuM. jJAyaka tattva je jJAyaka dhruva che e kyAM nirNaya kare che ? nirNaya ka2vo che e to paryAyamAM che. A to khUbI to e che ke, A gAthAo to badhI alaukika gAthAo che. AhAhA! ahIMyA to anaMta anaMta anaMta dravyo ne enA anaMta anaMta anaMta guNo, mArI pragaTa paryAyamAM prakAzamAna che. paNa mAre ne ene kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. evI je paryAya eka samayanI jJAnanI, evI evI anaMtI paryAyo zaktivALI che, kemake eka samayamAM jJAnanI che, evI zraddhAnI, sthiratAnI, evI Adi vIryanI evI anaMtI tAkAtavALI (paryAyo ) che. paNa A jJAnanI paryAya, ene jANavuM che ne, AhAhAhA ! mAro prabhu to aMdara aMtaraMga tattva te huM eka chuM. AvA badhA paryAyonA anaMta bhedo ke guNabhedo e nahIM, huM to eka chuM. AhAhAhA... jhINuM che prabhu, atyAre A cAlatuM nathI eTale lokone bIjAM lAge, A mULa cIja che A, ane A mULa cIja jANyA vinA ene samyagdarzana thAya nahIM ane enuM AgaLa vadhavAnuM cAritra Adi hoi zake nahIM. AhA ! kemake TaMkotkIrNa evo ne evo jANe aMdara bhagavAna Ama, adabadanAtha che ne ahIM pAlItANe mULamAMthI TAMkaNethI khodI khodIne aMda2thI kADhayuM che A ema A huM to aMdaramAM TaMkotkIrNa, eTale Akho akhaMDAnaMda prabhu, jJAyaka svabhAvapaNAne lIdhe, Ane kA2Ne huM 52mArthe aMtaraMga tattva te huM chuM. AhAhAhA ! 52mArthe aMtaraMgatattva to huM chuM. ane te 52dravyo, anaMta siddho, anaMta jIvo nigodanA, anaMta paramANuo, AkAza, dharmAsti, adharmAsti, kALANu mArA svabhAvathI bhinna, mArA svabhAvathI bhinna, e siddho paNa mArA svabhAvathI bhinna. AhAhAhA... mAro svabhAva che enAthI siddho anaMta, paNa mArA Page #591 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 576 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 svabhAvathI te bhinna che. AhAhAhA ! e paradravyo mArA svabhAvathI bhinna, judA svabhAvavALA hovAthI, mArA svabhAvathI bhinna paNa svabhAvavALA hovAthI, AhA... mArA svabhAvathI bhinna svabhAvavALA che, e che to bhinna svabhAvavALA, paNa mArA svabhAvathI bhinna svabhAvavALA che. paramANuo, siddho, arihaMto, anaMta nigodanA jIvo, anaMta paramANunA skaMdho aceta mahA-skaMdha Akho eka che te, mArA svabhAvathI bhinna svabhAvavALA che. AhAhAhAhA! paramArtha jema aMtaraMgatattva huM chuM. ema paramArthe bAhya tattvapaNAne choDavA asamartha che. AhAhAhAhA ! jema huM jJAyakabhAva ekarUpa paramArthe aMtaraMga tattva chuM. AhAhAhA.. jenI dRSTino viSaya je jJAyaka trikALa te huM chuM. ane mArA svabhAvathI A badhA bhinna svabhAvavALA, e paNa paramArthe bAhyapaNAne choDavAne asamartha che. AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI? AhAhAhA... amRta reDaDyA che saMtoe, digaMbara munioe to, AhAhA... amRtanA dhodhanA dhodha vahevarAvyA che. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna ! tArI eka samayanI jJAnanI eka guNanI eka paryAyamAM ATalAM ATalAM, anaMtA bhinna svabhAvavALA, tArA svabhAvathI bhinna svabhAvavALA prakAze, chatAMya tuM ema kahe ke huM to eTaloya nahIM, huM to aMtaraMga jJAyakabhAva trikALa jJAyakabhAva te huM paramArthe tattva chuM. AhAhAhA ! samajAya eTaluM samajavuM prabhu A to pAra na maLe bhAI. AhAhA! e paradravyo mArA svabhAvathI bhinna svabhAvavALA. AhAhAhA ! e siddho paNa mArA svabhAvathI bhinna svabhAvavALA, A svabhAva tyAM nathI ne, AhAhAhA... hovAthI paramArthe, paramArthe olAmAM AvyuM tuM, paramArthe aMtaraMgatattva te jJAyakabhAva te huM chuM. paramArthe bAhya tattvapaNAne choDavA asamartha che eTale ke mAre jJAna paryAyamAM e bhinna svabhAvavALA prakAze paNa chatAM e zeyapaNuM choDatAM nathI ane zeyapaNuM choDIne mArI paryAyamAM AvI jatA nathI. AhAhAhA ! kemake potAnA svabhAvano abhAva karIne jJAnamAM pesatA nathI. eTale zuM? kema kahyuM, A? ke mArA prabhunI paryAyamAM jJAna prakAzamAM A badhA prakAze, chatAM te prakAzamAM zeyo mArI jJAnanI paryAyamAM AvatA nathI. AhA ! enAmAM rahIne mArA jJAnanI paryAyamAM prakAze che. mArAmAM AvIne prakAze che ema nathI. AhAhAhA ! e mArA svabhAvathI bhinna svabhAvavALA ho, paramArthe te bAhyapaNAne mArI paryAyamAM tenuM jANavuM thAya che, tethI te bAhyapaNuM choDIne mArAmAM Ave che, ema nathI. bAhyapaNe bAhyapaNe rahIne mArI paryAya tene prakAze che. AhAhAhAhA! "kemake potAnA svabhAvano abhAva karIne jJAnamAM pesatA nathI". AhAhAhA ! mArA paryAyamAM prakAze che ethI e svabhAva choDIne ahIMyA AvI jAya che (ema nathI) AhAhAhA ! zuM TIkA te TIkA! gajaba vAta! AvI TIkA bharatakSetramAM che nahIM bIje bApu. AhAhA. paramArthe eka, AhAhA ! oluM ahIMyA kIdhuM tuM asamartha che. "vaLI ahIM svayameva nitya upayukta evo" svayameva nitya upayoga, potAnA kAraNe svayameva nitya upayoga. e cIjo jaNAya che mATe ene kAraNe ahIM zuddha upayoga thayo che, ema nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! AhA... bhAgyavAnane kAne paDe evI vAtuM che A. AhAhA prabhu! AhAhA! ahIM svayameva caitanyamAM nitya upayoga evo, e jANavAno nitya upayoga, kAyamI upayoga ane paryAyamAM paNa, Page #592 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 37 577 jJAnamAM pesatA nathI. mArA upayogamAM e AvatA nathI. AvI jatAM nathI. enA saMbaMdhInuM mAruM jJAna mArAmAM Ave che. paNa e cIja AvatI nathI. e cIja to enI sattAmAM raheluM enuM astitva tyAM rahe che. AhAhA! samajANuM kAMI? arere ! AhAhA ! AvuM tattva have sAdhAraNa jyAM jANIne abhimAna thaI jAya ene, AhAhA.. mane AvaDe che bApu. e vAtuM bahu AkarI che bhAI. zAstranA kaMI jANapaNA thAya ane AvaDatanA aMdara abhimAna thai jAya. AhAhA... (zrotA:- aTakI javAya che) aTakI gayo, aTakI gayo aTakI jAya che bhAI - AhAhA... e to zAstranuM jJAna e khaMDakhaMDa jJAna, A to bhagavAna akhaMDa vastu, jenA taraphathI thayeluM jJAna te jJAnamAM badhA jaNAya, chatAM te ahIM Ave nahIM, ane e paryAya paramArthe aMtaraMgatattvathI bhinna chuM, ane paramArthe bAhya tattvathI te tenA svabhAvane choDayA vinA te bhinna che. AhAhAhAhA! kyAM gayA choTAbhAI ! AvI vAtuM che A badhI - kalakattAmAM paisAnA dareDA thAya pApanA. AhAhA ! (zrotA:- prathama pApano udaya che ekaluM pApa ja che) AhAhA ! Ama paisA maLe tyAM rAjI rAjI thai jAya are bhagavAna traNakALano nAtha tuM ATalAmAM rAjI thayo zuM thayuM tane prabhu! tArI paryAyamAM anaMtA jaNAya, ane te paryAya ema kahe ke huM to aMtaraMgatattva akhaMDa AnaMda chuM tene ThekANe tyAM rAjI na thatAM, ahIM rAjI thA cho. AhAhAhAhA! vaLI svayameva nitya upayogayukta" kAyama upayoga mAro trikALI svabhAva che. AhAhAhA ! ane "paramArthe eka, AhAhAhA... anAkuLa AtmAne anubhavato bhagavAna" AhAhAhA ! oluM to prakAzatva aMtaraMgatattva eka chuM. paNa have huM to mArI paryAyamAM anAkuLa AnaMdane anubhavato ema kahe che. AhAhA ! paramArthe, eka anAkuLa AtmAne anubhavato, AhAhAhAhA.. AnaMda svarUpI AtmAne huM vedato anubhavato, AhAhAhAhA... evo bhagavAna AtmA jANe che ke, AhAhA.... pAThamAM upayoga che. "upayoga eva ahamekko" eTale eka artha karyo'to ne nIce, upayoga jANe che -TIkAmAM Ama dravya lIdhuM eTale bIjo artha karavo paDyo. dharmI ema kahe che, ke mArI paryAyamAM anaMtA anaMtA prakAze che, chatAM teno svabhAva te choDatA nathI ane huM te prakAze che teTalI paryAyavALo nathI. AhAhAhA ! huM to aMtaraMgatattva jJAyakabhAva svabhAvavALo chuM ane te mArI paryAyamAM prakAze che, enI sAthe huM anAkuLa AnaMdanA anubhavane anubhavuM chuM. AhAhAhA ! e badhA prakAze che mATe tyAM AkuLatA thAya (ema nathI.) AhAhAhA ! jJAnano svabhAva varNavyo, bhego AnaMdano varNave che hAre jyAM hoya tyAM jJAna ne AnaMda be mUke. ke mAro prabhu mArI paryAyamAM anaMtA dravyanA svabhAvane ene aDayA vinA jANe che, enA svabhAvane choDatA nathI. chatAM huM e paryAya jeTalo nathI, huM to aMtaraMga pUrNAnaMda jJAyakabhAva chuM, ene laine jema prakAzamAM anaMtAne prakAzuM huM mArI paryAyanA baLathI, ema mArA AnaMdanI paryAyathI huM mArA AtmAne anAkuLa anubhavuM chuM. AhAhAhA! svayameva nitya upayoga evo A paramArthe eka anAkuLa AtmAne anubhavato thako, AhAhAhA.. evo bhagavAna AtmA ja jANe che. AhAhA.... eTale ke e jANe che e anAkuLatA AnaMdane anubhavato jANe che, jANatAM ene duHkha thAya che ke AkuLatA che ke vikalpa Page #593 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 578 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 che. AhAhAhAhA... evuM nathI. e jJAyakabhAva aMtaraMgatattva te huM chuM ane paryAyamAM A badhuM prakAze che te paryAya jeTalo huM nathI. eTalo to prakAzuM chuM paNa enI sAthe mAro bhagavAna anAkuLa AnaMdasvarUpa che tethI vartamAnamAM paNa huM anAkuLa AnaMdane anubhavuM chuM. evo je bhagavAna AtmA, AhAhAhA... e jANe che ke, anAkuLa AtmAne anubhavato evo bhagavAna AtmA ja jANe che ke, AhAhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! dhanya bhAgya AvI vastu rahI gai, 52mArtha ne kevaLInA viraha paDayA, paNa viraha bhUlAve evI vAtuM che. AhAhAhA ! huM AtmA, mArI paryAyamAM, eka paryAya jJAnanI emAM, anaMtA anaMtA dravya svabhAvo je che, e mAro svabhAva choDayA vinA mane prakAze che. enI sAthe mAro bhagavAna ekarUpa AtmA, ene anAkuLa AtmAne anubhavato, AhAhAhAhA... anaMtAne tyAre jANyuM kahevAya ke jenI sAthe AnaMdano anubhava hoya ema kahe che. AhAhA ! zuM zailI ! gajaba nAtha ! e anaMtAne jANavAno prakAzano paryAya ene tyAre kahIe AhAhA... ke ekarUpa anAkuLa bhagavAna AtmAno anubhava (jJAnane AnaMda) to sAthe, AhAhA... bhagavAna AtmA ja jANe che ke, AhA... anAkuLa AtmAnA AnaMdane AhAhAhA... anubhavato bhagavAna AtmA jANe che ke A cIja che. AhAhA ! "huM pragaTa nizcayathI eka ja chuM." AhAhAhAhAhA! "huM pragaTa vyakta pragaTa nizcayathI eka ja chuM." AhAhAhA... e anaMtane jANavA chatAM huM aneka thai jato nathI, ane paryAyamAM anekapaNuM hovA chatAM dravya aneka thai jatuM nathI. dravya to ekarUpe rahe che. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! huM pragaTa kharekhara eka ja chuM, "mATe, zeyajJAyakabhAvamAtrathI UpajeluM 52dravyo sAthe 52spa2 milana" mAre ane jJeyane jJAyakabhAva mAtrathI, mAre zAyakabhAvamAtrathI ane zeyanI sAthe jANavAnuM UpajeluM "chatAM paNa pragaTa svAdamAM AvatA svabhAvanA bhedane lIdhe " AhAhAhAhA... mAre ene zeyane jANavAno mAro svabhAva hovA chatAM, mAro svAda anAkuLa AnaMda ane enI cIjano svAda judo, AhAhAhAhA... paNa pragaTa svAdamAM AvatA svabhAvanA bhedane lIdhe, e cha dravyono svabhAva are anaMta siddhono svabhAva, eno svAdano bhAva enI pAse, anaMtA nigodanA svAdano AkuLatAno bhAva enI pAse, huM ene prakAzavA chatAM, AhA... "mArA svAdanA bhedane lIdhe, dharma, adharma, AkAza, kALa, pudgala ane anya jIva pratye nirmama chuM" AhAhAhA ! e mArA che ema nahIM huM to nirmama chuM. AhAhAhA ! siddho mArA che, arihaMto mArA che, guru mArA che ema nahIM kahe che. AhAhAhA... bAyaDI chokarA kuTuMba to kyAMya rahI gayA, AhAhA... anaMtA siddho mArI paryAyamAM prakAze chatAM zeya-jJAyakabhAvapaNAnA bhAvane lIdhe mArA svAdathI e cIja bhinna che, AhAhA... mATe tenA pratye nirmama chuM. AhAhAhA ! k badhAne prakAzavAnI paryAyamAM ATalI tAkAta hovA chatAM aMtaraMgatattva te eka huM chuM ane te tattva anAkuLa AnaMdane vartamAnamAM huM anubhavuM chuM. ekaluM jANavuM thayuM che ema nahIM ema kahe che. AhAhA ! mAro svAda paNa pharI gayo. AhAhAhA !prakAzavAmAM AvyA ane mAro anAkuLa Page #594 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 579 gAthA 37 AnaMdano svAda paNa sAthe Avyo. AhAhAhA ! evA anAkuLa AnaMdanA svAdathI bIjAnA svAdanA tattvo bhinna che tema huM jANuM chuM. AhAhAhA ! zuM TIkA te gajaba vAta che ne ! are ekeka zloka A vAta kyAMya digaMbara saMto sivAya kyAMya che nahIM lAge duHkha lAge bIjAne ke, tyAre A saMpradAya khoTo ? bApu bhAI che I che bApA. AhAhAhA ! pragaTa svAdamAM AvatA svabhAvanA bhedane lIdhe, eTale ke anAkuLa AnaMda to huM chuM, paNa teno paryAyamAM paNa svAda Ave che pragaTa, AhAhA ! samajAya che kAMI ? pragaTa svAdamAM svabhAvanA bhedane lIdhe, svAdamAM AvatA svabhAvanA bhedane lIdhe, AhAhAhA... dharma, adharma, AkAza, kALa, pudgala ane anya jIva e pratye huM nirmama chuM. AhAhA... e mArA nathI. mArA svAdamAM Avato mAro prabhu, AhAhA... e bIjA e mArAM nathI. AhAhAhA... jJAna ane AnaMdanI mukhyatA be varNavI, che to anaMta guNo paNa prakAza asAdhAraNa jJAnasvabhAva ane enI sAthe AnaMdasvabhAva, ene AhAhAhA ! bepaNe varNavyA bhAI, anaMta to bhegAM che. "kAraNake sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prAsa hovAthI " mAro prabhu sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prAsa hovAthI ekapaNAmAM prApta che. dvaitapaNuM emAM thatuM ja nathI. AhAhAhA ! sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prAsa hovAthI "samaya nAma AtmA athavA dareka padArtha evo ne evo sthita 2he che." AhAhAhA... huM badhAne prakAzuM chatAM mArA anAkuLa svabhAvanA svAdathI bIjAne jANuM chatAM tenA pratye nirmama chuM. ane te mAro AtmA evo ne evo sthita rahe che. AhAhAhAhA... dravyapaNe, guNapaNe ane paryAyapaNe AnaMdane prakAzatuM evuM ne evuM ja sthita che. AhAhA... ene ne mAre kAMi saMbaMdha bIjAne che nahIM. AhAhAhA ! kaho rAmajI, goviMdarAmajI nahIM. ApaNe rAmajI kahIzuM, rAma che ne AtmA. ( zrotAH- goviMdane rAma beya eka jahoya ) goviMdane rAma AhAhA... AhA... zuM bhASAmAM bhAva bharyA che. AhAhAhA ! have e saMto jyAre TIkA karatA haze. AhAhAhA... emanI dazAmAM bhale vikalpa UThayo ! chatAM tene ane badhAne jANato prakAzamAna evo mAro aMtaraMgatattva, AhAhA... te bIjAnA svabhAvathI bhinna che ane mArA svabhAvathI bIjA svabhAvavALA bhinna che. AhAhA ! evo mAro pragaTa prabhu. AhAhAhA ! che ? sadAya potAnA ekapaNAmAM prAsa hovAthI aneka anaMtane jANavA chatAM huM ekapaNAmAM chuM. anaMtane jANatA chatAM huM ekapaNAmAM chuM. anekane jANatAM huM anekapaNe thai gayo nathI. AhAhAhA... keTalI dhIraja joie bApu, AhAhA... mAro AtmA ane bIjAo to evA ne evA sthita rahe che. AhAhA ! potAnA svabhAvane koi padArtha choDato nathI. - " 'A prakAre zeyabhAvothI bhedajJAna thayuM" AhAhAhA... zeyo paNa tenA svabhAvamAM sthita ekarUpa rahe che. huM paNa mArA svabhAvamAM eka chuM. AhAhAhA... A prakAre zeyabhAvothI bhedajJAna thayuM. AhAhAhAhA... zeyothI mAro zAyakabhAva bhinna che ema ahIMyA bhedajJAna karyuM. AhAhAhA... Page #595 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 4 ( zloka - 31 ). (mAlinI). iti sati saha sarvairanyabhAvairviveke svayamayamupayogo bibhradAtmAnamekam / prakaTitaparamArthairdarzanajJAnavRttaiH kRtapariNatirAtmArAma eva prvRttH||31|| ahIM A arthanuM kaLazarUpa kAvya kahe che - zlokArtha:- [ ti] Ama pUrvokta prakAre bhAvakabhAva ane zeyabhAvothI bhedajJAna thatAM [ sarve: anjamAvaiH sada viveva sati] sarva anyabhAvothI jyAre bhinnatA thaI tyAre [vayaM upayo:] A upayoga che te [svayaM] pote ja [chuM mAtmAnama] potAnA eka AtmAne ja [ vizvata]dhArato,[ pratipurama: vanajJAnavRtai: 9taparitiH] jemano paramArtha pragaTa thayo che evAM darzanazAnacAritrathI jeNe pariNati karI che evo, [ mAtmasArAne rava pravRtta:] potAnA AtmArUpI bAga (krIDAvana) mAM ja pravRtti kare che, anya jagyAe jato nathI. bhAvArtha-sarva paradravyothI tathA temanAthI utpanna thayelA bhAvothI jyAre bheda jANyo tyAre upayogane ramavAne mATe potAno AtmA ja rahyo, anya ThekANuM na rahyuM. A rIte darzanajJAnacAritra sAthe ekarUpa thayelo te AtmAmAM ja ramaNa kare che ema jANavuM. 31. zloka - 31 upara pU. gurudevazrInuM pravacana "Ama pUrvokata prakAre bhAvakabhAva ane zeyabhAvothI bhedajJAna thatAM pahelAM chatrIsa gAthAmAM bhAvakabhAvanuM kahyuM hatuM, karma je bhAvaka che tenAthI paryAyamAM bhAva, bhAvya vikAra thAya te bhAvakabhAva enAthI bheda che, bhAvakakarma enA nimitte thatI vikArI bhAvya (avasthA) e bhAvya ne bhAvakathI bhagavAna bhinna che, ema batAvyuM. AhAhAhA... e vikArI paryAyathI paNa bhagavAna bhinna che, e vikArI paryAya to bhAvakano bhAva che. enAthI bhagavAna AtmA bhinna che ema batAvyuM. AhAhAhAhAhA. ahIMyA zeyabhAvothI bheda che ema batAvyuM. sADatrIsamImAM anaMta siddho che, arihaMto che enAthI paNa A prabhu to bhinna che. AhAhAhA ! "sarve anya bhAveH saha viveke sati" "sarva anyabhAvothI jyAre bhinnatA" viveka, viveka eTale bhinna bhinnatA sarve sAthe viveka viveka eTale bheda, bhedajJAna thayuM. "sarva anyabhAvothI jyAre bhinnatA thaI tyAre A upayoga che te pote potAnA eka AtmAne ja dhArato" bhedathI vAta karI che. upayoga che te pote potAnA eka AtmAne ja dhArato. Page #596 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 31 581 prakaTitaparamArthe: darzanajJAnavRtaiH kRtapariNati " jemano paramArtha pragaTa thayo che evA darzana cAritrathI jeNe pariNati karI che" AhAhA... jene evo aMtaraMgatattva evo bhagavAna dRSTimAM laine pariNamyo ene darzana jJAna ane cAritra traNeya pariNamyA che kahe che. AhAhAhA... upayoga zabda pachI tyAM lIdho ne, pAThamAM "AtmA' lIdho. upayoga che te ja huM chuM. pachI TIkAmAM AtmA lIdho ne bhAI, ahIM "upayoga lIdho, "AtmA' lIdho paNa e upayoga, AtmA e bheda emeya nahIM. e to AtmA ja Akho. upayoga te AtmA ema bheda pADavo e karatAM upayoga svarUpa ja bhagavAna AtmA abheda che. AhA ! AhAhA ! dhArato, bhagavAna AtmA potAnA svabhAvane dhArato, jJAna darzana ne cAritrarUpa pariNamato, AhAhAhA.. bhAvakabhAvathI bhinna thayo, zeyabhAvathI bhinna thayo. have pote potAnA svabhAvane dhArato, AhAhA.... have AvI vAtuM, A to maMtro che. AhAhA! jemano paramArtha pragaTa thayo che. paramArtha nAma bhagavAna AtmAmAM darzana jJAna cAritra pragaTa thayA che. AhAhA! aMtaraMgatattva te huM evI pratIti te samyagdarzana, aMtaraMgatattva te huM enuM jJAna te samyakajJAna, aMtaraMgatattvamAM ramaNatA te cAritra. AhAhA ! evA je svabhAvamAM darzana jJAna cAritra hatAM, e paryAyamAM pragaTa thaI gayA che. AhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? pragaTa kIdhuM ne? AhA.."prakaTita paramArthe?" ema che ne pATha? paramArtha- parama darzana jJAnane cAritra, huM jJAyakabhAva te huM chuM ema pratIti thai te samyagdarzana pragaTa, jJAyakabhAva te ja huM chuM tevuM jJAna te pragaTa te paryAya jJAna ane te jJAna ane darzanamAM sthiratA thai te pragaTa darzana, jJAna ne cAritra. AhAhA! zaktirUpe to hatA darzana, jJAna ne cAritra. samajAya che kAMI ? olA be pADayA jJAna prakAza, AnaMda ne anubhava ane A trIjo have ahIMyA cAritra e AnaMdane hAthe lIdhuM. jJAna prakAza hato ne? jJAnanA be bheda pADayA, have ahIM darzana ne jJAna be, pratIta ane jJAna, cAritramAM AnaMda Avyo. AhAhAhA ! "prakaTita paramArge darzanajJAnavRteH " juo A vRtaiiH zabda paDyo che e vrata nahIM. eTale cAritranA svarUpanI ramaNatA e vRte. (zrotA- pariNamana) pariNamana, sthira. AhAhA ! jemane paramArtha pragaTa thayo che, paramArtha pragaTa thayo che parama paramArtha aMtaraMgatattva to che, ene have paramArtha pragaTa thayo che. AhAhAhA !darzana jJAna ane cAritra jene pragaTa thayAM che. jeNe pariNati karI che evo potAnA AtmArUpI bAgamAM pravRtti kare che. AhAhAhA... AtmArUpI bAgamAM che ne? Atma ArAme - pravRtti kare che. AtmA potAnA svarUpamAM pravRtti kare che. AhAhAhA... AtmArUpI ArAma ! ArAmasthaLa! vizrAma sthaLamAM ArAmamAM rame che. AhAhAhA... "anya jagyAe jato nathI. e rAgamAM ane paramAM jato nathI. AhAhAhA ! tene ahIMyA AtmAne jIva kahevAmAM Ave che. jIva adhikAra che ne? AhAhAhAhA.. mANasane olA vyavahAranI kriyAnA rasavALAne A evuM lAge ke A zuM che ? AvuM A? bApu mAraga A che bhAI. e kriyAno rAga che e to bhAvakano bhAva che. kriyAno je rAga che ne dayA ne dAna ne vrata ne te to bhAvakano bhAva che. e svabhAvabhAva nahIM, enAthI paNa ahIMyA to bheda batAvIne, AhAhA.. e jANanAro bhagavAna prakAze che, ane anAkuLa AnaMdanA svAdamAM rahyo thako pragaTa thayo che. AhAhAhA ! Page #597 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 582 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 A mahA mAMgalika che. AhAhAhA... potAnA AtmArUpI krIDAvanamAM, AtmAmAM pravRtti kare che. TIkAmAM nAkhyuM che. TIkA karIne emAM kahe AtmA, upayoga che. ema be bhAga na pADo. AtmA AtmAmAM che nizcayathI abheda rAkho, bheda pADIne kathana na karo ema lakhyuM che. kaLaza TIkAmAM olI kaLazaTIkAmAM hoM adhyAtma taraMgINimAM. bhAvArtha: "sarva paradravyothI ane temanAthI utpanna thaelA bhAvothI" temanAthI utpanna thayelA bhAvo vikAra Adi "jyAre bheda jANyo" sarva paradravyothI ane temanAthI utpanna thayelA bhAvo, eTale paradravyo te zeya ne A bhAvakabhAva UpajelA bhAvo eTale, jyAre bheda jANyo tyAre upayogane ramavAne mATe potAno AtmA rahyo. AhAhAhA! jyAre rAga ane parazeyathI bhagavAnane bhinna jANyo tyAre ene rahevAnuM sthAna, ramavAnuM to AtmA rahyo. AhAhA... paramAM je ramato hato enAthI bheda karyo, eTale AtmAmAM rahevAnuM rahyuM. ene have. AhAhAhA ! upayogane ramavAne mATe potAno AtmA rahyo. "anya ThekANuM na rahyuM" AhAhA... "A rIte darzana jJAna cAritra sAthe ekarUpe thayelo" chellI gAthA karavI che jIva adhikAranI ADatrIsamI darzana jJAna cAritra sAthe ekarUpa thayelo. paryAyamAM te AtmA ja ramaNa kare che. thayelo te AtmAmAM ja ramaNa kare che, ema jANavuM. AhAhAhA have e 38 nI upodyAta che. have, e rIte darzanazAna cAritrasvarUpa pariNata thayelA AtmAne svarUpanuM saMcetana kevuM hoya, - ene vedana kevuM hoya ema kahetAM AcArya A kathanane saMkoce che-ADatrIsa gAthA kahIne jIvano adhikAra pUro kare che. - vizeSa kaheze (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva) * jJAnamAM jema jema samajaNa dvArA bhAvabhAsana vadhatuM jAya che, tema tema jJAnanuM sAmarthya vadhatuM jAya che ane e vadhatAM, jJAnasAmarthya vaDe moha zithila thato jAya che. jJAna jyAM samyapaNe pariName che tyAM moha samULa nAza pAme che, mATe jJAnathI ja AtmAnI siddhi che. jJAna sivAya bIjo koI AtmasiddhinuM sAdhana nathI. (dRSTinAM nidhAna - 68) Page #598 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 583 YYYYYYYYYY. athaivaM darzanajJAnacAritrapariNatasyAsyAtmanaH kIdRk svarUpasaJcetanaM , ') bhavatItyAvedayannupasaMharati ahamekko khalu suddho daMsaNaNANamaio sdaaruuvii| Na vi asthi majjha kiMci vi aNNaM paramANumettaM pi||38|| ahameka: khalu zuddho darzanajJAnamayaH sdaa'ruupii| nApyasti mama kinycidpynytprmaannumaatrmpi||38|| yo hi nAmAnAdimohonmattatayAtyantamapratibuddhaH san nirviNNena guruNAnavarataM pratibodhyamAnaH kathaJcanApi pratibudhya nijakaratalavinyastavismRtacAmIkarAvalokananyAyena paramezvaramAtmAnaMjJAtvA zraddhAyAnucaryaca samyagekAtmArAmo bhUtaHsa khalvahamAtmAtmapratyakSaM cinmAtraM jyotiH, samastakramAkramapravartamAnavyAvahArikabhAvaizcinmAtrAkAreNAbhidyamAnatvAdekaH, nArakAdijIvavizeSAjIvapuNyapApAsravasaMvaranirjarAbandhamokSalakSaNavyAvahArikanavatattvebhyaSTotkIrNekajJAyakasvabhAvabhAvenAtyantaviviktatvAcchuddha:,cinmAtratayA sAmAnyavizeSopayogAtmakatAnatikramaNAdarzanajJAnamayaH, sparzarasagandhavarNanimittasaMvedanapariNatatve'pi sparzAdarUpeNa svayamapariNamanAtparamArthataH sadaivArUpI, iti pratyagayaM svarUpaM saJcetayamAnaH prtpaami| evaM pratapatazca mama bahirvicitrasvarUpasampadA vizve parisphuratyapi na kiJcanApyanyatparamANumAtramapyAtmIyatvena pratibhAti yadbhAvakatvena jJeyatvena caikIbhUya bhUyo mohamudrAvayati, svarasata evApunaHprAdurbhAvAya samUlaM mohamunmUlya mahato jJAnodyotasya prsphurittvaat| have, e rIte darzanazAnacAritrasvarUpa pariNata thayelA A AtmAne svarUpanuM saMcetana kevuM hoya che ema kahetAM AcArya A kathanane saMkoce che, sameTe che kuMbhe, zuddha, saha sa35I, nihanimaya pare; kaMi anya te mAruM jarI paramANumAtra nathI are !38. uthArtha:-nizAnayAritra35 paribheto mAtmA memo cha : [ khalu] nizcayathA [ahama] hu~[ eka:] me chu, [zuddha:] zuddha chu, [ darzanajJAnamayaH ] nizAnamaya chu, [sadA arUpI] saha sa3pI chu; [ kiJcit api anyat] sis 54 // anya 52dravya [paramANumAtram api] 52mAzumAtra 5[mama na api asti] bhAnathI anizcaya che. TIkA:-je, anAdi moharUpa ajJAnathI unmattapaNAne lIdhe atyaMta apratibuddha hato ane virakta guruthI niraMtara samajAvavAmAM AvatAM je koI prakAre (mahA bhAgyathI) samajI, sAvadhAna thaI, jema koI mUThImAM rAkheluM suvarNa bhUlI gayo hoya te pharI yAda karIne Page #599 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 584 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 te suvarNane dekhe te nyAye, potAnA paramezvara (sarva sAmarthyanA dharanAra) AtmAne bhUlI gayo hato tene jANIne, tenuM zraddhAna karIne tathA tenuM AcaraNa karIne (-temAM tanmaya thaIne) je samyak prakAre eka AtmArAma thayo, te huM evo anubhava karuM chuM ke : huM caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA chuM ke je mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che; cinmAtra AkArane lIdhe huM samasta kramarUpa tathA akramarUpa pravartatA vyAvahArika bhAvothI bhedarUpa thato nathI mATe huM eka chuM; nara, nAraka Adi jIvana vizeSo, ajIva, puNya, pApa, Asava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSasvarUpa je vyAvahArika nava tattvo temanAthI, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakadbhAvarUpa bhAva vaDe, atyaMta judo chuM mATe huM zuddha chuM; cinmAtra hovAthI sAmAnya-vizeSa upayogAtmakapaNAne ullaMghato nathI mATe huM darzanajJAnamaya chuM; sparza, rasa, gaMdha, varNa jenuM nimitta che evA saMvedanarUpe pariNamyo hovA chatAM paNa sparzArirUpe pote pariNamyo nathI mATe paramArthe huM sadAya arUpI chuM. Ama sarvathI judA evA svarUpane anubhavato A huM pratApavaMta rahyo. ema pratApavaMta vartatA evA mane, joke (mArI) bahAra aneka prakAranI svarUpanI saMpadA vaDe samasta paradravyo skurAyamAna che topaNa, koI paNa pAradravya paramANumAtra paNa mArApaNe bhAsatuM nathI ke je mane bhAvakapaNe tathA zeyapaNe mArI sAthe eka thaIne pharI moha utpanna kare; kAraNa ke nijarasathI ja mohane mULathI ukhADIne-pharI aMkura na Upaje evo nAza karIne, mahAna jJAnaprakAza mane pragaTa thayo che. bhAvArtha-AtmA anAdi kALathI mohanA udayathI ajJAnI hato, te zrI guruonA upadezathI ane potAnI kALalabdhithI jJAnI thayo ane potAnA svarUpane paramArthathI jANyuM ke huM eka chuM, zuddha chuM, arUpI chuM, darzanazAnamaya chuM. AvuM jANavAthI mohano samULa nAza thayo, bhAvakabhAva ne zeyabhAvathI bhedajJAna thayuM, potAnI svarUpa saMpadA anubhavamAM AvI; have pharI moha kema utpanna thAya? na thAya. pravacana naM. 108 gAthA - 38 tA. 14- 178 zanivAra Aso suda-13 saM. 2504 samayasAra gAthA-38 che usakA zloka, ahamekko khalu suddho daMsaNaNANamaio sdaaruuvii| Na vi asthi majjha kiMci vi aNNaM paramANumettaM pi||38 / / (harigIta) huM eka, zuddha, sadA arUpI, jJAnadarzanamaya khare; kaMi anya te mAruM jarI paramANumAtra nathI are! 38. TIkAH- je A AtmA anAdi moharUpa ajJAnase anAdi kAlakA AtmA hai e anAdise rAgadveSa Adi vikAra pariNAma usakA mohameM, usakI ekatAbuddhimeM ajJAna thA anAdise apanA svarUpa cidAnaMda prabhu usako bhUlakara, AhAhA.. moharUpa ajJAnase, mohonmata mULa to Page #600 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 38 585 mohano ajJAna artha karyo, mohano. AhAhA ! apanA svarUpa kayA hai usako bhUlakara anAdise e zubhaazubha rAga, zarIra e merA hai. aisA mUMDha, mithyASTi anAdise paribhramaNa aisA bhAvase karate hai. AhAhAhAhA.. ajJAnase unmattake kAraNa ghelA huA hai, pAgala. AhAhAhA ! apanA bhagavAna cIja sarvaza paramezvara, jinezvare jo AtmA kahA e AtmA to saccidAnaMda, zuddha AnaMdakaMda prabhu zuddha caitanya hai! usako na jAnakara anAdise rAgAdi paracIjameM mohase ghelA pAgala hokara, AhAhAhAhA... atyaMta apratibuddha thA. atyaMta ajJAnI thA, apratibuddha thA vastukA kaMi bhAna nahIM thA. AhAhA ! coryAzI lAkha yonimeM paribhramaNa karate karate apanI cIjako bhUlakara pAgala ho gayA. AhA! zarIra e jaDa, mATI, dhULa hai, e apanI cIja hai aisA mAnA. aMdara je zubha azubha rAga AtA hai, hiMsA, jUThuM, corI, viSaya bhoga, vAsanA e rAga hai, duHkha hai aura aMdarameM dayA, dAna, vrata bhakti AdikA bhAva AtA hai. e zubharAga hai, duHkha hai, AkulatA hai. paNa e cIjako apanI mAnakara, AhAhA..je apanemeM hai nahIM aura paravastu hai usako apanI mAnakara, sUkSma bAta hai bhAI ! AhAhA ! apratibuddha, atyaMta apratibuddha thA. koI kahete hai ke A samayasAra to muniko samajAnA hai. to AMhI to kahe atyaMta apratibaddha thA usako A samayasAra samajAte hai, ajJAnI taddana hai usako samajAte hai. AhAhAhA! aMdara saccidAnaMda prabhu. aNAkula AnaMdakA nAtha AtmA aMdara paDA hai, usako bhUlakara zarIra ke rAgaAdinA premameM pAgala ho gayA hai, mUMDha ho gayA hai kahe che. AhAhAhA ! apratibuddha hai. kaMI bhAna nahIM, kaMI jJAna nahIM, ajJAnameM pAgala ho gayA. AhAhAhAhA! lakSmI, jaDa, mATI, dhULa to kahe merI hai. strIkA zarIra ne AtmA para to kahe merI hai. paisA Abaru para to kahe merI hai. aMdarameM pApakA pariNAma hotA hai e vikAra hai duHkha hai to kahe merA hai. puNya pariNAma jo dayA, dAna, vrata AdikA vikalpa uThate hai e rAga hai duHkha hai to ajJAnI isako apanA mAnate hai. AhAhA! aisA atyaMta apratibaddha thA. atyaMta mUMDha thA. AhAhAhA ! anAdikAlase apanA svarUpa bhUlakara apanA paramezvara apanA paramezvara cidAnaMda prabhu AtmA, apanA paramezvara, usako bhUlakara parameM IzvaratA moTapakI mahimA liyA. rAga puNyakA bhAva ne usakA phala, usakI mahimA A gaI e apratibuddha ajJAnI mUMDha hai. usako virakata gurue have kayA kahete hai usako saMto, guru je usako samajAyA, kaisA guru? virakata guru jisako rAga ne paramaeNse rakatapaNA UDa gayA che, ane apanA AnaMdakaMdameM jisakI rakatatA utpanna huI hai. AhAhA ! guru kaisA hotA hai? ke jisako zubha, azubha rAga usameM lInatA, rakatatA, chUTa gayA hai. virakata ho gaye hai. AhAhAhA! aura apanA AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, aNAkuLa zAMti ne AnaMdakA kaMda prabhu AtmA usameM jisakI rakatatA lInatA he rAgase parase virakatatA hai, apanA svabhAvameM rakatatA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! aisA guru nigraMtha muni saMta, AhAhAhA... usane usako samajAyA. ajJAnIko samajAyA bhAI prabhu tuM kayA hai? AhA... are tuM kayA karate hai, anAdise hai? virakata gurue niraMtara samajAe jAne para, usakA gurue kahA prabhu tuma rAgase, zarIrase Page #601 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 586 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhinna hai prabhu, terI cIjameM to atIndriya AnaMda bharA hai nAtha. tuM sukhakA sAgara hai, aura A rAgAdi duHkhakA bIjaDA badhA saMsArakA bIja hai, AhA... usase terI cIja bhinna hai ne prabhu ema virakata gurue niraMtara samajAyAkA artha? nigraMtha guru saMta AtmajJAnI anubhavI jisako atIndriya AnaMdakA pracura saMvedana vartate hai, e kaMI niraMtara samajAneko navarA, phurasada nahIM usako, paNa gurue jo usako kahA prabhu bhagavaMta AtmA, AhAhAhA.. terI cIja jo rAgameM mUrta ho gaI hai, e tuM cIja nahIM. AhAhA!teremeM to AnaMda ne zAMti paDI hai prabhu. usakI, usakI dRSTi karane, A kayA kiyA tune, puNya ne pApane usakA phaLameM mohita huA, pAgala ho gayA hai prabhu tuM. AhAhAhAhAhA.. to eka vAra kahA paNa vo samajanevAlA usane niraMtara vicAra kiyA, to niraMtara samajAne para aise kahenemeM AyA. samajameM AyA ? eka vAra usane kahA, koI vAra vizeSa bhI vAraMvAra bhI Ate hai, paNa e vAraMvAra samajAe, kahene para usane vAraMvAra aMdara niraMtara usako vicArameM liyA. oho! mai to AtmA saccidAnaMda prabhu A rAga Adi vikalpa ne zarIra Adi to para hai, meremeM haiM nahIM. meremeM hai usako meM merA mAnyA nahIM. meremeM nahI hai usako meremeM mAnyA. aisI vicAra dhArA zrotAe vAraMvAra vicAra dhArA calAI aMdarameM. AhAhAhA... phurasada kyAM paNa A. AhAhA ! niraMtara samajAe jAnai para usakA artha ye hai. ekavAra paNa ame kAnameM nAkhyA, DAla diyA prabhu, tuma jJAyaka svabhAva hai ne nAtha, tuM zuddha hai, dhruva hai, pavitratAkA piMDa hai, e A rAga Adi ne zarIraAdi ye terI cIja nahIM. AhAhA ! aise samajAe jAne para, vAraMvAra usakA vicAra karane para, AhAhAhA. raTana lagAyA, oho! meM AnaMda svarUpa, rAga nahIM, puNya nahIM, pApa nahIM, zarIra nahIM, karma nahIM, aise aMdarameM lagana lagAyA. AhAhA ! koNe? zrotAe, ajJAnI thA usako gurue samajAyA to e samajAne para ene je kahA thA usakA vAraMvAra gholana kiyA, oho ! meM to jJAyakabhAva huM. jANaka, jANaka, jANaka, jANaka, zAtA draSTA svabhAva svarUpa mai huM, rAga Adi vikalpa jo hai e mai nahIM e duHkharUpa dazA hai, meM to AnaMdarUpa huM. AhAhA! zarIra Adi mATI A jaDa dhULa huM e meM nahIM, maiM to zarIra rahita azarIrI caitanya svarUpa huM. AhAhAhA ! aisA vAraMvAra gurue samajAyAkA artha vAraMvAra usane vicArakA gholana kiyA. AhAhAhA ! "kisI prakArase samajakara" svayaMbodhase kAM upadezase samajakara, AhAhA.... koI prakAre liyAne. AhAhA ! aMtara AtmA "siddha samAna sadA pada mero" A AtmAnA svarUpa e siddha samAna aMdara hai, aisA vAraMvAra vicArakA gholanameM liyA. ____ "cetanarUpa anUpa amUrati, siddhasamAna sadA pada merauN| moha mahAtama Atama aMga , kiyau parasaMga mahA tama gherau||" AhAhA "jJAna kaLA upajI aba mauku" e rAga ne vikalpa je hai zubhAzubha rAga e meM nahIM. AhAhA! aisI apanI jJAnanI kaLA jAgI, "jJAnakaLA upajI aba mauku, kaThuM guNa nATaka Agama karo, tAsu prasAda zraddhe ziva mAraga vege miTe A ghaTa vAsa vasero" hADakAnA cAmaDAnA mAMsanA locAmAM rahevuM. e vege maTI jaze. jo A rIte mai bhedajJAnameM ramaNa kiyA to ghaTamAM Page #602 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 38 587 rahenekA chUTa jAegA, maiM siddha ho jAuMgA. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? A AvI vAta che bhAI, AhAhA ! kisI prakArase samajakara sAvadhAna hokara, sAvadhAna! sAvadhAna! sAvadhAna ! meM merI cIja aMdara Atmatattva siddha samAna svarUpa usameM sAvadhAna huA. je Ama (parameM) sAvadhAna thA, rAga ne rAganA phaLa para Adi zarIra Adi maiM suMdara Adi dekhakara AkarSita hotA thA. arere, dhULameM A to mATI hai bhAI mAMsa ne hADakA hai. e AkarSita AtmAkA AnaMdameM AkarSita ho gayA. sAvadhAna huAne ? AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! AtmajJAna hotA hai to kaise hotA hai e bAta kahete hai. ane Atamadharma samyagdarzana jJAna cAritrakA pariNamana kisako kisa prakAra hotA hai e bAta calatI hai. AhAhAhA ! to gurue ene kahA ke terI cIja to aMdara AnaMdakaMda prabhu tuM saccidAnaMda svarUpa hai, sat nAma zAzvat jJAna ane AnaMdakA piMDa prabhu tuma hai. AhAhAhA ! A puNya ne pApa, dayA ne dAna, kAma ne krodhanA vikalpa UThate hai, prabhu e tuM nahIM e to duHkha hai AkuLatA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! zarIraAdi karmaAdi to bhinna ajIva tattva hai, e to terI paryAyameM bhI nahIM. terI paryAyameM je puNya ne pApanA zubhAzubha vikalpa rAga UThate the, e bhI tuM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta che bhAI ! samyagdarzana e koI alaukika cIja hai ane e cIja binA A vrata ne tapa ne bhakti Adi kare e saba nirarthaka hai. saMsAraka khAte rakhaDanA hai. AhAhAhA ! AMhI kahete hai, prabhu tuma ekavAra sUna sAvadhAna ho jA kahete hai dekho AyAne samajakara sAvadhAna ho gayA, are meM cIja kayA huM are A rAga ne puNya pApanI vikalpanI vRttio hai e to duHkharUpa para hai, merI cIja nahIM. meM to jJAtA, jJAyaka svabhAva, zuddhasvabhAva, dhruvasvabhAva, parama pAriNAmika svabhAva, sahaja svabhAvabhAva e meM huM. aise sAvadhAna ho gayA. Are AvI vAta che. apratibaddha hato e sAvadhAna ho gayA ema kahete haiM. haiM? AhAhAhA ! atyaMta apratibuddha hato. AhAhAhAhA ! kaMI caitanyaka cIja kayA hai usakI khabara jarI nahIM. ane vikArane puNya pApanA phaLameM ekAkAra, AhAhA... parameM sukhabuddhi, zarIrameM sukhabuddhi, puNya pApanA bhAvameM sukhabuddhi, paisA, AbarU, kIrti strI kuTuMbameM sukhabuddhi mUMDha hai. sukha to bhagavAna AtmAmeM aMdara hai. usakI to khabara nahIM, ne parameM sukhakI mUDhatA aisA apratibaddha hatA. usako gurue samajAyA. AhAhAhA.. samajAne para niraMtara mananameM le liyA sAvadhAna huA. AhAhAhA ! are maiM kauna huM ye kahete hai dekho. jaise koI puruSa muThThImeM rakhe hue" muThThI, vo dAtaNa, bAtaNa karate hai ne to sonAno dAMta hoya ke aisA kAMI nIkAlakara rakha diyA, (dAMta) bhUla gayA. muThThImeM sonA thA e bhUla gayA. kyAM kayAM hai e olI vIMTI kADhI nAkhene. jaise koI puruSa muThThImeM rakhe hue sonaeNko bhUla gayA, soneko bhUla gayA. sonA-sonA muThThImeM thA. AhAhA ! aura phira smaraNa karake, phira yAda AyA ke are! A rahyA sonA. thA to kharA muThThImeM paNa bhUla gayA. kyAM mUkayA? A to dAtaNa karatai sonAnI vIMTI hoya jarI gokhalo hoya ne jarA lAkaDAno bAraNAnI upara mUkyo hoya jarI bhUlI gayo kyAM mUkI ? pachI yAda Ave. oho! AMhIyA mUkI. AhAhA! ema phira smaraNa karake usa sonaeNko dekhe sonaeNko usa nyAyase. A nyAya A daSTAMta bhagavAne ApyA. AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM bhAI AkarI bhAre. AhA! aMtara vastu bhagavAna zAyakabhAvase bharI paDI prabhu Page #603 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 588 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 hai. AhAhA! usameM rAga ne SakA vikalpakI gaMdha nahIM. AhAhA ! are paryAyameM apUrNatA hai e bhI usameM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jJAtA draSTA bhagavAna svarUpa prabhu meM huM, meM A nahIM aise guruse samajAne para, apanA vicArakI dhArAmeM samaja gaye. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AvI vAta che bhAI ! AhA! A zarIra, kahyuM'tuM ne ekavAra, eka bAI choDI hatI aDhAra varasanI laDakI hatI, enA patine bIjI hatI. eno pati pahelI paraNyo to emAM gujarI gaI hatI lagana thayA, ne ene ahIMyA zItaLA nIkaLyA zItaLA kayA kahete hai. (zrotA- cecaka) ItanA dANA nIkaLyA ke dANe dANe IyaLa, e jIva jIva kayA kahete haiM? ( zrotA:- kIDA) kIDA, rUpALuM zarIra hatuM. dhoLuM ame joyuM hatuM ene. pachI IyaLuM paDI gAdalAmAM suvADe, gaddI Ama phare to hajAro IyaLuM paDe gAdalAmAM suvADa, gaddI Ama phare to hajAro IyaLuM A bAju paDe Ama phare to A bAju e kahe bA mAtA meM AvA pApa A bhavamAM karyA nathI. mArI to uMmara hajI aDhAra varSanI che, haju be varSanA lagna che A kyAMthI AvyA, zuM thayuM A. AhAhA ! e kANe kANA kANA paDyA hoyane chidra ne usameM A kIDA, AhAhA.. baTakA bhare, bA meM AvA pApa karyA nathI A to, AhAhA.. rove e gaThThImAM ThIka paDe nahIM kayAMya sutA Ama sutA ke Ama sutA. ThIka paDe nahIM. kAraNake saDI gayA badhAne emAM IyaLa, kIDAM A e A zarIra. e mATIkA zarIra "saLIye paDayuM vidhvaMsaNa' A jevo mATIno piMDa. AhAhA ! AhA! AMhI kahete hai ke meM zarIra huM, aise mAnA thA. AhAhA... prabhu zarIra to mATI, dhULa pudgalakI hai cIja ne A to jaDa hai. AhA... are aMdarameM tere puSya ne pApakA bhAva hotA hai ne prabhu, e to vibhAva hai, duHkha hai, vastu hai to vibhAvase mukta hai. AhAhAhA ! ema gurue sUnAyA. AhAhAhA ! AkaruM kAma bhAI, dharma koI evI cIja hai, ke sAdhAraNa A dayA pALI ne vrata kiyA ne jAtrA kiyAne bhakti kiyA ne dharma ho gayA? harAma dharma hoya to tyAM e to saba rAgakI kriyA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? apanA caitanyaprabhu AnaMdakA daLa, AhAhAhAhA.. e taraphakA sAvadhAna hokara apane paramezvara, apane jema muThThImeM sonA thI bhUla gayA. aise apane paramezvara AtmA, AhAhA.... anaMta anaMta Izvara zaktioM bharA paDA prabhu bhagavAna teremeM to jJAna, darzana, AnaMda, anaMta zakti e anaMta zakti, guNa kaho ke zakti kaho, usameM darekameM IzvaratA bharI hai. AhAhAhA.. aisA anaMta guNakA paramezvara tuma hai. AhAhA ! are kema bese? kadI abhyAsa nahIM, nivRtti nahIM, phurasada nahIM. AhAhA ! teremeM to anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta zAMti, anaMta svacchatA, anaMta prabhutA aise anaMta guNameM, dareka guNameM prabhutA bharI hai, aisA anaMta anaMta IzvarakA dhaNI tuma paramezvara hai ne nAtha. AhAhA! usakI tuma rakSA karane AhA ! samajameM AyA? AvuM AvI vAta che bhAI. vItarAga mAraga alaukika hai. lokoe anaMta kALameM kiyA to nahIM paNa yathArthapaNe sUnA hI nahIM. AhAhA ! AMhI to janma-maraNa rahita hornekI cIjakI bAta hai, janamamaraNa karegA ekAda bhava to vo bhavameMse dUsarA bhava narakane nigodakA hogA. AhAhA! ahIMyA to AcArya mahArAja kuMdakuMdAcAryadeva Page #604 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 38 589 digaMbara saMta, saMvata 49meM huA, bhagavAna pAse gaye the, sImaMdhara paramAtmA birAjate hai, pAnaze dhanuSyakA deha, karoDa pUrvakA AyuSya hai, birAjate hai tyAM gaye the, do hajAra varSa pahele saMvata-49, tyAM ATha dina rahe the, sadehe gaye the, kuMdakuMdAcArya digaMbara saMta saMvata-49 do hajAra varSa huA tyAMse Akara A zAstra banAyA. tyAMse Akara A zAstra banAyA hai. AhAhA ! e zAstrameM bhagavAnane aisA kahA are tuma "ahuM eko" A dvidhA, dvidhA rAga ne zarIranI dvidhA teremeM kahAM A gayA? AhAhA! pahelo zabda hai ne "ahuM eko" eno AvI gayo. artha Aje Avaze. AhAhA! A to dhIrajanI vAtuM che bApu, dharma koI evI cIja nathI ke paisA dIdhe thaI jAya, maMdira banAve thaI jAya gajaratha banAve ne jAtrA karI daye ne sametazikharanI ane giranAranI jAtrA thaI jAya mATe dharma thaI jAya, e dharma aisI cIja hai hI nahIM. usameM rAga ho to puNya ho jAya. puSya e saMsAra hai. AhAhAhAhA ! ahIMyA kahete hai ke sAvadhAna hokara jaise apane paramezvara AtmAko bhUla gayA thA, jema e sonuM muThThImeM thA e bhUla gayA thA, yAda AyA ke are A rahyA, aise paramezvara aMdara thA usako bhUla gayA thA, mai kahAM huM? kahAM huM? meM kahAM huM? meM rAgamAM huM? puNyamAM huM? zarIrameM huM? lakSmImeM huM? AhAhA!meM bApakA beTA huM? AhAhA!meM dIkarAkA bApa huM? are kahAM gayA prabhu. samajameM AyA? apanA paramezvara bhinna hai usako bhUla gayA thA, A badhI yAdagIrI ho gaI. A mArI bAIDI che ne A mArA chokarA che ne A mArA paisA che ne A mArA makAna hai, mahela, makAna hai, pAMca paccIsa lAkhakA ane prabhu e to para cIja hai ne nAtha. hai. (zrotA - muMbaI sIttera lAkhanA makAnamAM Apa utaryA'tA ne?) hA, te utaryA'tA ne. ApaNA AMhI digaMbara hai, Amoda, Amoda gujarAtameM heM ne, amArA pAleja rahete the ne, huma to bharUca ne vaDodarA bicameM pAleja, hai ne dukAna tyAM hama nava varasa rahe, dukAna calAvI'tI pAMca varasa, choTI uMmarakI bAta hai. sattara varSase bAvIsa. pAMca varasa yahAM to naivAsI varSa huA. dukAna calatI hai baDI, to tyAM AgaLa Amoda hai najIka. to ame Amoda pAse nIkaLe the to amAre kuMvarajIbhAI hatA ne bhAgIdAra the darzana karavA AvyA'tA. chellA ja nyAM hatA pachI gujarI gayA. to e AmodanA gRhastha che ApaNA pAMca, cha karoDa rUpiyA, digaMbara gujarAtI to tyAM Utare thene muMbaI dariyAne kAMThe, sittera lAkhanuM to eka makAna hai. sIttara lAkhakA eka makAna, bahu narama mANasa hai. zuM nAma enuM? ( zrotA:- ramaNikabhAI ) ramaNikabhAI enI mAM che DozI beyane prema bahu bhAI bicArAne ghaNo. paNa eka makAna sittera lAkhakA. evA to makAna bahota. digaMbara jaina hai. gujarAtI e amAre pAleja, bharUca vaDodarAnI vacce najIka hai Amoda to tyAM ame utaryA'tA kaMIka varasa hatuM ne 87muM, 87 varSa ane zarIra uMmara 87 varSanI janmajayaMti thI, to usakA makAnameM Utare the. mai to usako kahA, bhaiyA A kayA hai A. A samudramAM kayA bagalA uDate hai bagalA samajate hai, bagalA kahete hai ne? are A to macchI mArate hai, to A bagalA kyAM sudhI jate bhaiyA. mereko kahe mahArAja vIsa vIsa mAIla sudhI bagalA Ama upara cale jAya. paNa macchIone laIne AhArane jhADa nahIM pAna nahIM. AhAhAhA ! arere A bagalA A macchI khAyane marIne narkamAM jAya. marIne narkamAM jAnA. AvA anaMta anaMta Page #605 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 59O samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 bhava kiyA bhAI tere AtmAkA bhAna binA, AhAhA. e gurue samajAyA, AhAhA.. to sittera lAkhakA makAna e dhULanA makAna thA. AhAhA ! A chavvIsa lAkhakA huM A rahyuM ne juone, bhagavAnanA maMdira A. mahAvIra bhagavAna, A chavvIsa lAkhakA hai. ekalA ArasapahANa saMgemaramara paNa e to jaDa hai. AhAhA ! AtmAkA makAna je aMdara hai e to caitanya svarUpa paramezvara svarUpa hai. AhAhAhA! AhAhAhA ! anaMta anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMta prabhutA, anaMta svacchatA, prabhu terI tane khabara nathI. bhAI terI IzvaratA, paramezvaratAnI tane khabara nathI. AhA ! e AMhI sAvadhAna hokara jANyA. apanA paramezvarako bhUla gayA thA. AhAhA.. usako jAnakara muThThImeM jema sonA thA ne bhUlI gayA thA ne yAda A gayA are A rahyA. aise bhagavAna to ahIM thA. paramAtma svarUpa hI hai AtmA. AhAhAhA ! A gayA ne vaha 320 gAthAmeM nahIM, 320 gAthA saMskRta TIkA jayasena AcArya digaMbara saMta, bhagavAna aMdara vastu AtmA jo dravya hai padArtha e sakaLa nirAvaraNa, sakaLa saMpUrNa nirAvaraNa bhagavAna Atmatattva hai, jisako jIvatattva, Atmatatva kahIe dravya, dravya eTale vastu e to sakaLa nirAvaraNa hai usameM AvaraNa kucha hai nahIM. aura akhaMDa eka hai, e to. AhAhAhA ! bheda paryAyakA bhI nahIM hai. e to akhaMDa eka hai. AhAhAhA ! pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya, merI jJAnakI paryAyameM pratyakSa bhAsa hotA hai, aisA meM huM. AhAhAhA! rAgase nahIM. paNa matizruta jJAnakI nirmaLa pratyakSa paryAyase pratyakSa honevAlA meM huM. avinazvara chuM, kadi merA nAza huA nahIM. meM to aisA ne aisA dhruva sadA TIka rahA huM. AhAhA! avinazvara zuddha pAriNAmika bhAva lakSaNa zuddha pAriNAmika parama bhAvalakSaNa sahaja svabhAvabhAva paramabhAvalakSaNa nija paramAtma dravya meM huM. nija paramAtma dravya meM huM. A paramezvara kahyA ne. AhAhA ! samyagdaSTi jIva apanA AtmAko aisA mAnate hai. AhAhAhA ! meM to nija paramAtmA huM. apanA paramAtma svarUpa bhagavAna aMdara, AhAhA... deha devaLameM birAjamAna AtmA bhinna hai. e mai huM, meM zarIra nahIM, meM rAga nahIM, meM puNya nahIM, meM pApa nahIM, meM puNyakA phaLa paisA Adi mai nahIM, AhAhAhA ! aisA jaba AtmAkA samyagdarzana, jJAna hotA hai, taba dharmakI dazA usako huI, usameM aisA bhAna huA, samajakara sAvadhAna hokara bhUla gayA thA usako jAnakara, jANyA are A to jJAyaka svarUpa jAnana svabhAvakA piMDa prabhu, ekalA jJAtA draSTA jJAna svabhAvako sAgara aisA A meM ema dharmI jIva samyagdaSTi jIva, aisA samajakara jAnakara, hai? "usakA zraddhAna kara" jAnakara zraddhAna kara, e cIja jJAnakI vartamAna paryAya dazAmeM e jAnA ke A vastu akhaMDa jJAyakasvarUpa caitanya hai. aisA jAnA to pratIta huI, zraddhA huI. jANyA binA e cIkI pratIta zuM? je cIja paryAyameM jAnanameM na AyA, e cIjaka pratIta karanA kahAMse AtI hai? AhAhAhAhA ! meM to bhagavAna, ATha varSanI bAlikA ho, paNa jo samyagdarzana pAtI hai to aisA pAtI hai. AhAhA ! sItAjI juo, AhA... samyagdaSTi jJAnI thI. bhale rAvaNa tyAM laI gayo. paNa aMdaramAM to meM AnaMdakaMda huM. merI dRSTi mere koI upADa sake ke le sake huM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! jarI rAga thA thoDA asthiratAkA, cAritra nahIM thA ne samyagdarzana jJAna thA. AhAhA ! to rAme jyAM Page #606 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 38 591 hanumAnane mokalyA. hanumAna AyA hanumAna thA ne. aMguThI lekara, aMguThI. are vIrA. AhAhA.... rAga AyAne asthiratA. samyagdarzana hai, jAnate hai ke A vikalpa merI cIja nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhA! "vIrA morA vadhAmaNI kahAMse lAyA" A vadhAmaNI kyAMthI vIra lAvyo prabhu, A aMguThI mArA nAthanI, mAro prabhu rAmacaMdra mAro eka pati, dUsarA koI pati hai nahIM "Are aMguThI mArA nAthanI, e vIrA kyAM thakI lAvyo. vIrA re vIra vadhAmaNI" AhAhA ! rAga hai, bhAna hai aMdara hoM e rAga e merI cIja nahIM. pati merI cIja nahIM. AhAhA ! samajameM AyA? AhAhAhA! AvI cIja hai bhAI ! e vanacara kahetA'tA ne, e loko ema kahe che ne e to vanacara kahe che ene, e vanacara nahotA. hunumAna to kAmadeva, rAjakumAra hatA. e loko ene pUchaDuM batAve che ne jUThI vAta che. hanumAna to eka rAjakumAra kAmadeva puruSa cha khaMDameM enA jaisA rUpa nahIM suMdara aisA thA to olA pUchaDuM lagADIne "vanacara vIrA re vadhAmaNI" enAmAM (anyamatimAM) evuM Ave che. vanamAM caranArA hai baMdara A vadhAmaNI kahAMse AyA. e to rAjakumAra hatA, kAmadeva puruSa thA. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! sItAjI aMdarameM AtmAkA bhAna hai samyagdarzana jJAna che. meM to AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa huM, mereko koI le jAya ke mere bhALIne (dekhakara) koI rAgameM A jAya e meM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! e AMhI kahete hai ke sAvadhAna hokara jAnakara apanA prabhu, "riddhi siddhi, vRddhi dise ghaTameM pragaTa sadA" apanI apanI riddhi siddhi bhagavAna AtmAm paDI hai riddhi, siddhi vRddhi dIse ghaTameM pragaTa sadA, aMtarakI lakSmI to ajAtiya lakSapati hai. aMtarakI lakSmIse ajAtiya lakSapati hai, aMtara AnaMdanI lakSmInA bhAnavALA dharmI ajAtiya lakSapati hai koI jAta, pAta nahIM hai lakSmI aMdara hai aMdara. AhAhA! bahAranI lakSmIkI IcchA dharmIko hotI nahIM. asthiratA hotI hai paNa e dRSTimeM nahIM hotI hai. AhAhA! samajameM AyA? e AMhI kahete hai. samyagdaSTi jIva, dharmanI pahelI sIDhIvALA dharmanA pahelA pagathiyAvALA, pagathiyA kahete haiMne, hindI bahota nahIM AtI bhASA to merI gujarAtI chuM ne. A thoDA thoDA hindI. A to bhopAlavALA AvyA che ne? samajameM AyA? AhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna aMdara atIndriya AnaMda ne atIndriya jJAnase opita, zobhita jema suvarNane geru lagArnese suvarNa opita ne zobhita camaka, camaka, camaka hotI hai, aise bhagavAna AtmAmeM AnaMda ne jJAnanI camaka hotI hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? e caitanya camatkAra bhagavAna trilokanAtha samyakaSTie jAna liyA. AhAhAhA ! bhale gRhasthAzramamAM ho, paNa jAnA ke meM to paramezvara svarUpa cidAnaMda paramAtma svarUpa huM. AhAhA ! meremeM vikAra to nahIM. merA zarIra to nahIM paNa meremeM alpatA ne apUrNatA nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che prabhu. A digaMbara saMtonI A vANI che. evI bIje kyAMya huM nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! A vastu bhagavAna trilokanAthe kahI e saMto kahete hai. saMto ADatiyA hokara mAla Apate hai, ke mArA bhagavAna A kahete hai. AhAhA ! to jAnakara usakI zraddhAna kara, jAnA ke bhagavAna jJAyaka, jJAyaka jAnanevAlA paripUrNa prabhu Page #607 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 592 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 aisA jAnakara zraddhA kiyA jAnakara zraddhA kiyA. jAnA ke A AtmA aisA pUrNa AkhA hai, aisA jJAna karake zraddhAna samakita kiyA. samajameM AyA? AhAhA ! pIche aura usakA AcaraNa karake, tInoM bola lenA hai ne svarUpa aMtara AnaMdasvarUpakA jJAyaka svarUpakA bhAna huA, jJAna huA aura jJAna hokara zraddhA huI, aura zraddhAna hokara usakA AcaraNa karake, e svarUpa je AtmA AnaMdakaMdanA jJAna huA, zraddhA huI, samakita pIche, usameM AcaraNa, AnaMdakaMda prabhumeM ramanA, AnaMdako nAthameM ramanA, AcaraNa karanA. AhAhAhA. e cAritra. cAritra koI dehakI kriyA ne paMcamahAvratanA pariNAma vo kaMI cAritra nahIM. bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMdakA nAthakI zraddhA ne jJAna karake e aMtarameM AnaMdameM ramanA. AhAhAhA ! Are ! Are ! vyAkhyA eka eka phera samakitanI phera, jJAnanI phera, e AcaraNakI phera A to vrata brata kare ne thaI gayA cAritra, dhULeya nahIM hai e. samajameM AyA? AhA! e AcaraNa karake usakA AcaraNa karake che ne? eTale usameM tanmaya hokara, jaise e dayA, dAnake vikalpameM tanmaya thA ajJAnameM aise A vastu jAnI ne zraddhA huI to usameM tanmaya hokara AnaMda atIndriya AnadameM lIna hokara e cAritra e AcaraNa e AtmAkA AcaraNa. AhAhAhAhA! zubhAzubhabhAva e AtmAkA AcaraNa nIM. AhA! e to vikAratA AcaraNa hai. bhagavAna AtmA apanA jJAyaka svarUpa, jJAyaka aisA jAnakara usameM pratIti kiyA, zraddhA kiyA samakita aura pIche jJAyakasvarUpa cidAnaMdameM AcaraNa kiyA. ohoho ! svarUpa AnaMdameM ramaNa kiyA usakA nAma AcaraNa AtmAkA, usakA nAma cAritra AtmAkA. AhAhA ! AcaraNa karake, jo samyaka prakArase, sAcI rIte eka AtmArAma huA. samyaka prakAre eTale jJAna-darzanane cAritrarUpa hokara samyaka prakAre dhAraNAmAM ekalA jJAna liyA ke AtmA aisA hai ne aisA ema nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! sahajAnaMda prabhu, usako jAnakara, pratIti kara usameM AcaraNa karake usameM AcaraNa kiyA. AhA ! aise samyaka prakArase satyadaSTise, satyajJAnase, satya AcaraNase eka AtmArAma huA. AtmarAma "nija pada rameM so rAma kahIe". AhAhAhAbhagavAna AnaMda svarUpameM rameM vo AtmArAma hai. rAgamAM rame e harAma hai. AhAhAhA... e AtmA nahIM, AhAhA... AvI vAtuM che. hajI ene jJAneya na maLe sAcA, ene kyAM jAvuM bhAI. AhAhA ! kahe che sAcI rIte eka AtmArAma huA juo eka AtmArAma huA. vo rAga ane puNyarUpa thA e anekapaNe e nahIM. chUTa gayA. AhAhAhA ! jJAyaka, dhruva, zuddha, usakA jJAna kara, usakI pratIti kara, usameM ramaNatA kiyA tInoM liyAne aisA ADatrIsa gAthA huM ne AkhirakI gAthA hai ye. e AtmAnI tInoM dazA pragaTa huI. AhAhAhA ! usakA AcaraNa karake samyaka prakArase eka AtmArAma huA. yahuM aisA anubhava karatA huM. AhAhAhAhA ! samyagdaSTi jIva ema kahete hai ke dharmI dharmakA pariNamana karanevAlA ema jAnate, ema kahete hai jAnate hai, maiM aisA anubhava karatA huM ke meM aisA anubhava karatA huM, AhAhAhAhA...caitanyasvabhAva dariyo jema UchaLe, samudrameM jema bADha AtI hai. aise bhagavAna AtmA cidAnaMdakI pratIta ne jJAna huA sthira huA. paryAyameM bADha AI. zAMtikI, Page #608 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 593 AnaMdakI, svacchatAkI, AhAhAhA... AvI vAta kyAM ? muzkela che bApu, mAraga vItarAgano e digaMbara dharma e jaina dharma e koI alaukika cIja hai. e A nAgA thAya ne lUgaDAM choDIne thaI gayA digaMbara, aisA digaMbara hai nahIM. AhAhA ! haiM ! ( zrotAH- gAthA alaukika che) gAthA alaukika che. eya niraMjana ! tamArA ciraMjIvIne paNa prema che AmAM. AhAhA ! bApu karavA jevuM A. samaje to kharo, samajaNa to kare pahelI. AhAhAhA ! soyamAM doro parove jema sutarano to e na khovAya. khovAya kahete hai ne ? khovAya nahIM, ema bhagavAna AtmAkA samyajJAnarUpI doro parove to AgaLa jAkara cAritrako hokara mukti pAyegA, paNa samyajJAna nahIM hai usako to koI cAritra nahIM AyegA ane cAra gatimeM rakhaDegA. AhAhA ! sutara vinAnI soya, dhAgA vinAnI soya e to khovAI jAyegI, paNa dhAgA parovAyegA, parovAyA hoya to cakalI mALAmeM le jAya to e A mArI soya hai ema samyagnAnarUpI doro jo 52oyA hogA to cAra gatimeM nahIM 2khaDegA. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA? = 38 * to A samyajJAna maiM cidAnaMda jJAyakasvarUpa huM, meremeM rAga ne puNya nahIM, merI alpatAneM alpatA bhI meM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! aisA pUrNAnaMdakA nAthakA jJAna karake pratIti kiyA ane vo uparAMta to ahIMyA to AcaraNa bhI liyA. AhA... cAritra, to e cAritravaMta, darzana, jJAna ne cAritravaMta ema kahete hai. meM aisA anubhava karatA huM. samyagdaSTi jIva, apanA svarUpako jAnaka2, pratIta kara Aca2Na kiyA. e jIva ema jAnate hai ke maiM aisA anubhava karatA huM, maiM caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA huM. ohohoho ! gAthA alaukika hai ! maiM to caitanyamAtra jyoti huM. "svayaM jyoti sukhadhAma" zrImamAM Ave che ne "zuddha, buddha, caitanyana, svayaMjyoti, sukha dhAma" zuddha kaho ke pAriNAmika svabhAva kaho, ke zAyaka kaho ke dhruva kaho, zuddha buddha jJAnakA piMDa maiM to jJAnakA piMDa jJAna ekalA jJAnakA rasakA piMDa maiM huM. zuddha, buddha, caitanyaghana asaMkhya pradezI caitanyathana huM. svayaM jyoti, apaneMse caitanya prakAzamaya jyoti huM. koI kA2Nase nahIM. sukhadhAma ! merA AtmA AnaMdakA sthAna hai, atIndriya AnaMdakA dhAma hai. AhAhAhAhA ! aise AtmA huA haiM, aisA anubhava karatA huM, maiM to caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA huM. caitanya jAnana, dekhanamAtra jyoti, caitanya jyoti caitanyamAtra jyoti, rAga Adi to bilakula nahIM. AhAhAhAhA ! caitanyamAtra jyoti jANaka, dekhana svabhAvamAtra jyoti, AhA ! aisA jo AtmA, e maiM huM. AhAhA ! samyagdaSTi jIva apaneko aisA mAnate hai. dharmI jo samyagdaSTi huA e, jene bhAna nahIM e to aneka prakAra hai, rAga ne puNyakI kriyAse dharma hogA ne aise mAnate hai e to mithyArdaSTi hai. AhAhAhA ! samajameM AyA ? AhAhA! maiM caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA huM. caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA huM. meM rAgarUpa, zarIrarUpa, vANIrUpa meM karmarUpa, aisA nahIM. AhAhAhA... meM to caitanyamAtra caitanya prakAzakA pUMja prabhu, jema sUryanA prakAzano pUMja sUrya hai, A jaDakA prakAza, A caitanyaprakAzakA nUrakA pUranA teja maiM AtmA huM. AhAhAhA ! A te AvI vAta, kyAM navarAza mANasane rakhaDavA ADe navaro nathI. Akho di' pApa ane pachI kAMI thoDAka puNya thoDuM kare tyAM olI, AhAhA... Page #609 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 594 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 soyanuM dAna ne zuM kIdhuM ? eraNanI corI. eraNa hoya ne sonAnI, sonInI enI corI kare ne soyanuM dAna, have Akho di' pApa A pApa pApa karyAM kare ne emAM koka di' jAtrA, bhakti ke vrata Adi pUjAnA bhAva zubha hoya e soyanuM dAna che. AhAhA ! have AvI vAtuM che. AMhI kahe che, dharmI apaneMko aise jAnate hai ke maiM to caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA, jyotirUpa AtmA, jyotivALA emeya nahIM, caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA, AhAhAhA... jyotisvarUpa AtmA, jyotivALo AtmA aise nahIM, e to bheda. A, caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA. AhA... A nIkaLe che ne zuM prakAza nahIM? bAhubalijI nahIM, bAhubalimAM haiM? (zrotAH- sarcalAITa) sarcalAITa cheTethI Ama, (prakAza-prakAza-prakAza) ema A caitanyajyotinI sarcalAITa hai AtmA. AhAhA ! bAhubalimAM che, ne bAhubalijImAM che nahIM be sarcalAITa sAmIne be sarcalAITa sAme, ema bhagavAna AtmA caitanyajyotinI sarcalAITa hai aMdara, prakAzakA pUMja caitanyakA prakAzakA pUMja AtmA hai. Ama kema bese ? bIDI vinA hAle nahIM ne tamAku vinA hAle nahIM, have ATalA to apalakhaNa be sa2khI bIDI pIve sIgAreTa tyAre bhAIne pAyakhAne dasta Ave, Utare pAyakhAne dasta Utare ATalA to apalakhaNa have ene Avo ( AtmA ) kahevo, Avo AtmA kema bese ? AhAhAhA ! A to jene beTho ( samajAyo ) enI vAta hai. AhAhA ! maiM caitanyamAtra jyotisvarUpa AtmA huM, ke jo mere ye anubhavameM pratyakSa jJAta hotA hai. AhAhAhAhA ! mere anubhavameM pratyakSa jAnanemeM AtA hai ema kahe che A to, AhAhA ! jJAnakI paryAyameM pratyakSa jAnanemeM AtA hai, parokSa nahIM. e zrutajJAnako parokSa kahyA e to pratyakSa pUraNa sarvajJa nahIM e apekSAe, bAkI AMhI to pratyakSa kahA hai. samajameM AyA ? mere e anubhavameM pratyakSa jJAta hotA hai. AhAhAhA ! aura "zuddho", "zuddho" che ne ? "ahama ekako" tyAM sudhIkA artha huA. zabda hai ne "ahama ekako" che ne mULa gAthAmAM. have "zuddho" nuM ( spaSTIkaraNa ) cinmAtra AkA2ke kA2Na meM to jJAnasvarUpI bhagavAna jJAtAkI jyotasvarUpa AtmAke kAraNa, samasta kramarUpa-narkagati, manuSya gati Adi e krame milatI hai, te nahIM. manuSya gati, tiryaMca gati, devagati, paryAsa, aparyAsa krame hotI hai e nahIM. akramarUpa ekasAtha joga, lezyA, kaSAya ekasAtha hote hai e akrama, ekasAtha hotA hai e bhI maiM nahIM. AhAhAhA ! AmAMya goTo vALe keTalAka joyuM e krama akrama kaThe paNa kaMI kramaakrama kayA kahA hai ? e to krama nAma eka pachI eka gati milatI hai usako gatike krama kahete hai ane eka sAtha joga, lezyA, kaSAya eka hai ene akrama kahete hai. to kramarUpa amarUpa vartamAna, vartamAna-vartamAna vartatA narkagati Adi ne rAgaAdi vartatA vyAvahArika bhAvose bhedarUpa nahIM hotA. evA vyavahA2bhAvase meM bheda ( rUpa ) nahIM huM. AhAhAhA ! jhINI vAta che A. merI cIja to zAyakasvarUpa bhagavAna dharmI jIva samyagdaSTi prathama dharmanI zarUAtavALA apaneko aise jAnate hai, meM to jJAyakamAtra jyotisvarUpa, e krame honevAlI gati Adi e meremeM nahIM. hai? bhedarUpa nahIM hotA. A vyavahArikase kramase gati AdimeM adhmase joga, kaSAya Adi bhedarUpa nahIM hotA. Isaliye maiM 'eka' huM. have AMhI eka AyA. AhAhA ! "ahaM ekako " AhAhAhA ! AMhI eka AvyuM have. sAtha Page #610 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 38 595 "ahuM ekako"nI vyAkhyA thaI. eka akSaranI vyAkhyA. have "zuddhonI vyAkhyA leze. (zrotA:- pramANavacana gurudeva.) pravacana naM. 109 gAthA - 38 tA. 15-10-78 ravivAra Aso suda 14 saM. 2504 ADatrIsamI gAthA, TIkA, pharIne, kAla to hindI hAlyuM'tuM ne! A ADatrIsa gAthA, jIvanA adhikAranI pUrNanI gAthA che e jIva adhikAra AMhI pUrNa thAya che. eTale? ke jIvanuM kathana je sarvaze saMtoe kahyuM, evuM jeNe aMdara jANyuM, anubhavyuM ane darzanajJAnacAritrarUpa pariNamana thayuM, e jIva kevo che enuM AMhI varNana che. have emAM pAThamAM to A che "ahaM" paNa "ahaM" pahelAM e je "ahaM" nahoto samajyo e kevo hato "ahaM" zabda che ne to "ahaM" to pote nirNaya kare che ke huM A chuM. paNa e koNa? ke pahelo to ajJAnI hato enI AMhI vAta karI che e emAMthI "huM" mAMthI kADhayuM che. ( TIkA :-) je, anAdi moha, mohathI kaho ke ajJAnathI e be eka ja che, moharUpa ajJAnathI ema, unmattapaNAne lIdhe, pAgala hato, pAgala. AhAhAhA ! je A zarIra che e huM chuM, pApanA pariNAma che te huM chuM, zubharAga je dayA-dAnano vikalpa je zubharAga e huM chuM, ema mohathI pAgala thaI gayelo hato. moha zabda ajJAnathI, svarUpanuM bhAna na maLe, ethI e vikArI pariNAmane potAnA mAnato, zarIra mAruM mAnato, ene laIne e atyaMta apratibaddha hato, atyaMta mUMDha hato ajJAnI. AhAhAhA ! juo, ene AMhI samajAve che. jene AtmA aMdara zuddha caitanyamUrti koNa che? enI (mula) khabara nathI, ane e puNya ne pApanA bhAva ne zarIrane, paramAM mohane laIne - potAnuM mAnIne pAgala unmatta thayo che, AhAhA... e atyaMta apratibaddha hato, atyaMta ajJAnI hato ema kahe che. ene, virakta guruthI, nirgatha athavA rAgathI rakta rahita, svabhAvamAM raktavALA saMtothI AhAhAhA... puNya ne pApanA bhAva, rAga enAthI virakta che ane svarUpa AnaMdamUrti prabhu emAM je rakta che, evA saMto, munio evA guru eNe ene samajAvyuM. bhAI ! prabhu, tuM koNa cho?niraMtara samajAvavAmAM AvatAM; eno artha e ke samajAvyuM to bhale ekavAra ke bevAra paNa eNe vAraMvAra (tenuM ja) gholana karyuM ke oho ! A guru to ema kahe che ke bahirmukhanI je vRttio puNya pApanI che e tuM nahIM. tArI cIja aMdarathI judI che bhAI ! AhA! ene vAraMvAra samajAvatAM athavA vAraMvAra samajaNanA rAgathI bheda karavAnA abhyAsathI AhAhAhA... je koI prakAre samajI, che? sAvadhAna thaI samajyo. sAvadhAna thayo. je paramAM rAgane puNyAdi bhAvamAM sAvadhAna hato, e gulAMTa khAIne svarUpamAM sAvadhAna thayo. AhAhA ! nyAM moha kIdho hato ne, moha eTale paramAM sAvadhAna hato. AhAhAhA ! e jIva, "ahaM" huM koNa chuM enI pachI vyAkhyA leze. e koIpaNa rIte samajyo, sAvadhAna thayo, jema koI mUThImAM rAkheluM suvarNa bhUlI gayo hoya hAthamAM sonuM hoya ne bhUlI jAya, pharI yAda kare ke sonuM to che kahe che hAthamAM kyAMya bIje Page #611 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 596 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 mUkyuM hoya, AMhI to mUThThImAM lIdhuM che. te pharI yAda karIne te suvarNane dekhe, ke suvarNa to A rahyuM, mArA hAthamAM sonuM che, e nyAye, potAnA paramezvara, AhAhAhA.. parama Izvara, paramezvara, jJAnezvara, darzanezvara, cAritra Izvara, vIryazvara, zAMtiIzvara, jyotizvara, kartA, karma, karaNAdizvara evI evI anaMta IzvaranI zaktivALo bhagavAna (nijAtmA) AhAhA.. potAnA paramezvara eTale potAno paramezvara ema ke bIjA bhagavAnano paramezvara nahIM. AhAhAhA ! potAnA paramezvarane bhUlI gayo hato. AhAhA ! temane jANIne, jene bhUlyo hato tene jANIne, AhAhA.... rAga Adi potAnA mAnIne bhagavAnane (nijAtmAne) bhUlI gayo'to potAnuM svarUpa paramezvarane bhUlI gayo hato, ene jANIne, tenuM zraddhAna karIne, jJAnanI paryAyamAM te jJAyaka paramezvarane jANyo ke A to paramAnaMdamUrti, prabhu pUraNa prabhu che, ema jeNe samakitIe, jJAnanI paryAyamAM jANyo, enuM eNe zraddhAna karyuM. AhAhA! jANelAnuM zraddhAna hoya, jANyA vinAnI zraddhA e jANI nathI. (jANyA vinA) enI zraddhA zuM? jANavAmAM Avyo ke bhagavAna AtmA, zuddhaparamezvara AnaMdasvarUpa chuM huM, ene jANIne zraddhAna karIne tenuM AcaraNa karIne, traNeya pUruM karavuM che ne AMhI to! AMhI to, tene jANIne, tenuM zraddhAna karIne ne e bhagavAna AtmAnuM AcaraNa karIne, AhAhA... AnaMdanA sAgaranuM AcaraNa karIne, AnaMdamAM ramatuM mAMDI aMdarathI, AhAhAhA ! jeNe atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthane jANyo, atIndriya AnaMdanA nAthane jANIne, pratIta karI, je rAgamAM rakhaDato ane ramato hato e have AnaMdamAM ramavA lAgyo. AhAhAhA! A cAritra. are re! loko kAMInuM kAMI kare che, zubhajoga ja hoya badhuM saMyama ne cAritra, prabhu.... prabhu.... prabhu! bhAI ! A AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che atIndriya. enuM jJAna thAya zuddhaupayogamAM, enI zraddhA thAya samakitamAM, tenuM AcaraNa thAya AnaMdanI ramaNatAmAM. AhAhA! atIndriya AnaMdasvarUpa chuM tenuM jJAna thAya, jJAna thaIne tenI pratIta thAya, pratIta thaI ne te jJAnamAM AnaMdamAM rame. AhA ! e vAta che. e AtmAnuM AcaraNa, ene cAritra kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhAhAhA ! atIndriya AnaMdamAM rame ene AMhI AtmAnuM AcaraNa, AnaMdanuM AcaraNa, cAritranuM AcaraNa kahevAmAM Ave che. AhAhA! temAM tanmaya thaIne, AcaraNa karIne teno artha e karyo samyaka prakAre eka AtmArAma thayo. samyaphaprakAre, sAcA prakAre, jevo hato tevo samyagdarzanajJAnacAritramAM AtmArAma thayo, AhAhAhAhAhA.. AtmA AtmArAma thayo, AtmA je rAgamAM harAmapaNe ramato'to e AtmA AtmAmAM ramavA lAgyo. AhAhAhA ! A hajI "ahaM" ahaM nI vyAkhyA che. che ne "ahaM" "evo' pachI maheM- huM kevo chuM. enI pahelI vyAkhyA. e to olAmAM Ave che ne bhAI (samayasAra gAthA) toMteramAM Ave che. 'mevako nu suddha' tyA e lIdhuM che. anAdi anaMta caitanyamUrti bhagavAna pratyakSa pratibhAsamaya te huM chuM, toMtera (gAthAmAM) tyAMya 'pado ' tyAM paNa ekko che eka chuM SaddhArakanA pariNamana rahita chuM, paryAyamAM. AhAhAhA ! mAruM "ahaM"nuM astitva, zuddhacaitanyaghana tenuM jJAna, tenuM zraddhAna, tenuM AcaraNa evo AtmArAma chuM. AhAhAhA ! samyaka prakAre eka AtmArAma thayo. zAstranI vAta sAMbhaLI'tI dhArI 'tI ke AtmA Avo che ethI kAMI e sabhyaprakAre AtmArAma na thayo, e zAstranA Page #612 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 38 597 bhaNata2mAM to ene AvI gayuM hatuM, agiyAra aMga bhaNyo che emAM to A AvyuM'tuM ke bhagavAna AtmA 52mAnaMdanI mUrti prabhu, paNa e dhA2NAmAM hatuM eTale e kAMI vastu nahIM. AhAhAhA ! A to samyak prakAre AtmArAma thayo. sAcA prakAre AtmAnuM jJAna ne AtmAnuM zraddhAna ne AtmAnI ramaNatA thaI. AhAhAhA ! - (zrotAH sAco prakA2 kyo ne khoTo prakA2 kyo ? ) khoTo to kIdhuM ne paheluM A zAstramAM sAMbhaLIne dhA2NA hatI te AtmArAma khoTo hato. AhAhAhAhA ! e vAta to karI, zAstrajJAnathI sAMbhaLIne jANyuM ke AtmA Avo che ne bhagavAna Avo che, e to dhA2NAnuM jJAna e kAMI sAcA prakAre AtmArAma nathI thayo. AhAhAhAhA ! A to sabhyaprakAre AtmArAma thayo. jevo bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu che, tene jJAnamAM zeya banAvI, ane tenI pratIta karI ane temAM ramavA lAgyo, e sAcA prakAre AtmArAma thayo. AhAhA ! 'nijapada 2me so rAma kahIe' AhAhA... evo je bhagavAna AtmA ADatrIsa gAthA che ne ! jIva adhikAranI chellI, pUraNanI gAthA. AhAhAhA ! AtmArAma thayo te huM evo anubhava karuM chuM, che ne ? 'ahaM' teno artha che, 'ahaM' nI vAta che, ekalA 'ahaM' no artha che. AhAhA ! 'ahaM' huM evo anubhava karuM chuM ke, huM caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA chuM. AhAhAhAhA ! huM eka caitanyamAtra bhagavAna, caitanyajyoti jhaLahaLajyoti, caitanyanA tejanuM nUranuM pUra, evI jyoti huM AtmA chuM. AhAhAhA ! huM to eka jANana dekhana deSTA jJAtA, evI je caitanyajyoti te huM chuM, huM rAgeya nahIM, puNyeya nahIM, paryAya jeTaloya nahIM. AhAhA! 'huM' 'ahaM' huM eka, huM caitanyamAtra, caitanyamAtra, jemAM rAganI gaMdha nathI, zubhAga AdinI jemAM asa2 nathI. AhAhA... evo bhagavAna caitanyamAtra jyotirUpa AtmA chuM. caitanyamAtra jyoti, agninI jyoti che e to uSNa jyoti che. A caitanyamAtra jyoti, jANaka, dekhana caitanyajyoti svarUpa. AhAhA ! e prakAzanI caitanya prakAzanI jhaLahaLajyotisvarUpa e huM, e AtmA, che? AhA ! caitanyamAtra jyoti AtmA chuM. e huM AtmA chuM, evuM samyagdaSTine aMtaramAM A rIte bhAsyuM. je ajJAnapaNe apratibuddha hato, ene samajAvavAmAM Avyo, tyAre A rIte e samajyo ! AhAhAhA ! arere ! e A AtmAne jANyo, e zubhabhAvathI jaNAto haze ? Are bhagavAna zuM kare che prabhu zuM kare che bhAI ? AhAhA ! zubharAga to vikAra ne Asrava che. tyAM ema kahyuM che ne toMtera gAthAmAM 'ahamevo' AsravothI kema nivarte ? ema zabda che ne ? toMteramAM tyAM mathALuM ema che ke AsravothI kema nivarte ? ke A rIte, ke huM anAdi-anaMta caitanyamAtra jyoti chuM, mArI paryAyamAM rAganuM to pariNamana nahIM, paNa SaTkA2ka ( nuM ) nirmaLa pariNamana che, enAthI mArI anubhUti, tattva bhinna che, e huM chuM toMtera. e gAthA to bhAIe lIdhI che olAe devacaMdrajIe, zvetAMbara che ne devacaMdrajI eNe toMteramI gAthA lIdhI che, eka Agama che ne enuM, pahelAM vAMceluM sIttera, ekotteramAM enuM zuM kahevAya ? 'AgamasAra' che AMhI che, temAM A lIdhI che gAthA, kyAMthI lIdhI ema nathI mUkyuM eNe, che samayasAranI, nyAM kyAM hatuM emAM ? AhAhA ! Page #613 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 598 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AMhI kahe che, AhAhA... ke je mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che. huM prabhu caitanyamAtra jhaLahaLa jyoti prakAzano, caitanyajyotinA nUranA tejanuM pUra evo huM AtmA, e mArA anubhavathI jaNAya che. AhA ! che? ke je mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che. e rAgathI nahIM, huM Avo je caitanyamAtra jyoti chuM e caitanyamAtra jyotinI pariNatithI huM jaNAuM chuM. mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che. AhAhA... ahIMyAM to mati ne zrutajJAnane paNa pratyakSa gaNI nAMkhyuM che. AhAhAhAhA! jene AtmAne jANavA mATe mati zrutajJAnanI apekSA che, paNa e sivAya rAga ane mananI paNa jene apekSA nathI. AhAhAhA ! arere ! mArA ja anubhavathI, e zabda paDyo che "ja' paDyo che. mArA ja, eTale caitanyamAtrajyoti enA svabhAvanI pariNatithI ja mane mAro anubhava che. AhA! mArA ja, che? anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che. AhAhAhAhA ! A to dhIrAnA kAma che bApA! huM caitanyamAtra jyoti AtmA chuM ke je mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che. AhAhAhA ! mArA AtmAnA zAMta ne vItarAgI paryAyarUpa anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che. AvI vAta che bhAI ! AhAhAhAhA ! A kAla to levANuM 'tuM pharIthI levANuM, A "ahaM" nI vyAkhyA che "ahaM" nI A vyAkhyA che. "ekko" nI pachI Avaze. AhAhAhAhA! samajANuM kAMI? nyAMya "ahaM" nI vyAkhyA karI che toMteramAM "ahaM" huM A pratyakSa anAdi anaMta caitanya pratyakSa jyotimAtra chuM. AhAhA ! tyAM ema lIdhuM che. amRtacaMdraAcAryanI TIkA gajaba che, saMtoe gajaba kAma karyA che. AhAhA ! digaMbara saMta hoM! AhA!(zrotAbIjA koNa saMta che?) bIjA koI che ja nahIM. AhAhA! sAdI bhASA, sAdo bhagavAna rAga vinAno. ene samajAvyo che prabhu, tuM koNa cho bhAI? AhAhAhA ! bALaka ho ke strI ke puruSa ho, e to dehanAM nAma - cALAM che badhA. bhagavAna, aMdara je bhagavAna che e bALaka kyAM ne vRddha kyAM yuvAna kyAM ne strI kyAM puruSa kyAM? e to caitanyamAtra jyoti te AtmA, huM chuM e mArA anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che, ema kahe che. AhAhAhAhA ! e mArI vItarAgI anubhava dazA, enAthI huM pratyakSa jaNAuM chuM. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI vAta che prabhu, Avo mAraga che. ene sAMbhaLavA maLe nahIM bhAI ! ene kyAre vicAre? zuM kare ? AhAhA ! evI durlabha cIja thaI paDI atyAre, atyAre to A zubhajoga che, e ja badhuM che, atyAre A zuddhaupayoga ne evuM che ja nahIM. are bhagavAna, A paMcamakALanA saMto, paMcamakALano zrotA, ene kahe che ne paMcamakALano zrotA, A rIte samaje che. paMcamakALano zrotA che ne A. AhAhAhA.. huM, mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che. e huM caitanyamAtra jyotirU5 AtmA - jyoti svarUpa AtmA, jyotivALoya nahIM. caitanyamAtra jyoti svarUpa AtmA chuM. AhAhAhAhA.. ke je mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che. AhAhAhA! mArI nirmaLa paryAyathI mArA svabhAvanI nirmaLa paryAyathI mane pratyakSa jaNAya che. AhA! huM je chuM nirmaLaparyAyavALo e nirmaLaparyAyathI huM jaNAuM chuM rAga ne nimittathI ne vikalpathI nahIM. AhAhA! nahIM, na kahyuM, Page #614 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 599 gAthA - 38 astithI vAta karI che, AhAhAhA ! bApu, A to bhagavAna sarvajJa trilokanAtha. jinezvaradevanA A kathano che, e saMto, jagatane e jAhera kare che. AhAhA ! bhAI ! paramezvara trilokanAtha ema kahe che, ke jene AtmA jaNAyo te potAnA svarUpathI jaNAya che. AhA... enuM svarUpa e rAga ne puNya e enuM svarUpa nathI. enuM svarUpa to caitanyamAtra jyoti svarUpa, to e caitanyajyotinI pariNati je che, tenAthI A jaNAya che. AhAhAhAhAhA ! amRta reyAM che. hai! AhAhA ! are lokone AkaruM lAge, bApu zuM thAya bhAI ? mAraga ja A che tyAM, ene pahelo zraddhAmAM to nakkI kare, bhale bahirlakSI zraddhA, emAM nakakI to kare ke AtmA to potAnA svarUpathI ja jaNAya evI cIja che. e guruthI nahi, devathI nahi, zAstrathI nahi, rAgathI nahi, manathI nahi. AhAhAhA ! mArA ja, mArA "ja" ekAMta karI nAMkhyuM che. anekAMta Ama nahIM, ke rAgathI paNa jaNAya, manathI paNa jaNAya, vikalpathI paNa jaNAya, devathI paNa jaNAya AnAthI jaNAya ne enAthI (paNa) jaNAya, enuM nAma anekAMta? e anekAMta nathI prabhu. AhAhA ! huM to mAro svabhAva, caitanyajyoti, jaLahaLajyoti jaLahaLajyoti evI caitanyanI pariNati nirmaLa vItarAgI, evI pariNatithI huM jaNAuM evo AtmA huM chuM, enAthI huM anubhavuM chuM ema kahe che. AhAhAhAhA ! choTAbhAI ! AvI vAtuM che. kyAM gayAM zAMtibhAI ? AvI vAtuM che, A kalakattAmAM kyAMya maLe evuM nathI kyAMya. paisA nyAM maLe dhULa! AhAhA! are, A tattvanI vAta paNa bhAI, AhA ! vastu che ne, vastu prabhu che ne! e jJAyaka che ne! e niSkriya. paryAyathI paNa rahita, niSkriya che ne! e dhruva che ne! e sAmAnya che ne! te vastune dRSTimAM jyAM tye che, AhAhA ! te mArI anubhavanI paryAyathI huM jAuM evo chuM. AhAhA ! bIjI rIte nahiM ema emAM AvI gayuM. AhAhA! mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAya che, A vacana che, pratyakSa lyo hajI to kevaLa thayuM nathI ne toya kahe che pratyakSa jaNAya che. AhAhA ! mAro bhagavAna caitanyajyoti svarUpa tene mArI zuddha pariNatithI huM jANuM chuM, e pratyakSa jaNAya che ema kahe che. AhAhA.. mArI najaruMmAM dUra rahe che, ema nahIM, mArI najaramAM e pratyakSa jaNAya che. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. zAstrathI jaNAuM chuM emeya nahIM, ema kahe che. AhAhA ! zAstranuM jJAna thayuM, agiyAra aMganuM mATe huM jaNAuM chuM, emeya nahIM. AhAhAhA ! huM to mArA ja anubhavathI pratyakSa jaNAuM chuM evo huM chuM. AhAhAhA ! tyAM sudhI "ahaM"nuM AvyuM. zuM? tyAM sudhI "ahaM' "ahaM'nI A vyAkhyA thaI. A huM, A huM, A huM, AhAhAhAhA ! have "ekko" ekAnI vyAkhyA have. AhAhA ! A ekkA nathI hotA, ene eka baLada hoya che. zuM samajANuM? gADAne be baLada hoya, ekkA samajAya che? emAM eka baLada hoya, amAre ekkA ghaNI vAra umarALethI gAriyAdhAra javuM hoya ne, bAra gAu te di' to kyAM hatuM rela ne kAMI, moTara ne rela ghoDAgADI, te di' plega hato te beya bhAyuM jAtA te ekkA laIne jAIe, gAriyAdhAra bAra gAu savArathI sAMje pahoMce, savArathI hAle to sAMje pahoMce bAra Page #615 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 600 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 gAu, bAra AnA maLe ene Ape. bhAI, ekkA kahevAya ene, ekkA kahetA ne ? ( zrotAH- eka baLada joDe ) eka baLada hoya ekkAne, A to ghaNIvA2 jatA ne ekkAmAM, umarALethI gAriyAdhAra jatA ne amArA bahena tyAM hatA, tyAre plega hato A to chellA tyAM gayA hatA, chelluM yAda che barAbara. AhAhA! ekkAmAM beThA, aMdhAruM savA2mAM mArI bAe kahyuM bhAI kanu, bahenane sAMya kaheje - sAMya kaheje, sAMya kaheje evuM Ave che. zuM kahevAya sAMya kaheje ema kahyuM sAtA A ema sAMI kaheje bahenane sAMya kaheje basa A chellA zabda. I pAchaLathI gujarI gayA. plega hato. AhAhA ! sAMje nyAM pahoMcyA bAra gAu, amuka divasa pachI sAMbhaLyuM ke (bA ) gujarI gayA, tyAM hatA ame gAriyAdhAra.... A ogaNasAMIThanI sAlanI vAta che, tamArA janama pahelAM, ogaNasAMITha ( zrotAH paMcotera varSa thayAM ) paMcotera varSa pahelAM, eTalAM varasa thayAM, poNoso va2sa thayAM, paNa tAjuM ja Ama dekhAya che hoM. AhAhA ! bA ema kahetA bhAI, bahenane sAMya kaheje ane tyAM, AhAhA ! moTAbhAI AMhI hatA khuzAlabhAI, ekalA e paNa gujarI gayA. arere ! AhAhA ! A ekko ! ekalo bhagavAna, eka baLadathI hAle jema ema ekalo ekathI hAle evo AtmA ! AhAhA ! huM cinmAtra AkA2ne lIdhe, cinmAtra svarUpa, AkAra eTale svarUpa. jJAnamAtra svarUpane lIdhe, jJAnamAtra eTale ke emAM je krama ke akramanA je bhedo che e emAM nathI. huM cinmAtra AkAra svarUpane lIdhe, huM A pachI Avyo paNa cinmAtra AkA2ne lIdhe huM, jJAnasvabhAva, jJAnamAtra. AhAhAhAhA ! A... A... bhAgya, bhAgya bApA AvI cIja rahI gaI hai. jagatanA bhAgya bhAI ! huM to jJAnamAtra AkArane lIdhe, cin eTale jJAnamAtra emAM darzana AvI gayuM. huM samasta kramarUpa, A kramabaddhanI AMhI atyAre vyAkhyA nathI. AMhI to krame krame narkagati manuSyagati, devagati krame krame hoya che, evA kramarUpathI paNa huM nirALo chuM ane akrama eTale paryAya akrame che e vAta AMhI nathI, paryAya akrama che ja nahIM, AhAhA... AMhI to akrama eTale krama eTale manuSyagati, devagati eka pachI eka, evA kramarUpa ane akramarUpa eka sAthe je joga, lezyA, kaSAya eka sAthe hoya che, e akrama che. krama gati Adi ane akrama joga lezyA Adi evA bhAvathI, AhAhA... pravartatA evA kramarUpa ane akramarUpa pravartatA vyAvahArika bhAvo, AhA ! ( zrotA:- paryAya bhAvo ) AhA... paryAyamAM e gati AdinA eka aneka. AhA ! evA vyAvahArika bhAvo vyavahArika to navatatvamAMya Avaze. paNa A vyavahArika bhAvo zabda che olAmAM vyavahArika navatatvo Avaze zuddhamAM. AhAhAhA ! AvuM che. samasta kramarUpa, AmAMthI keTalA'ka kADhe che juo ! krama akrama beya che, paNa konI vAta che A ? ( zrotAH paryAyanI vAta che ) AMhI to paryAyamAM gati Adi thAya e ekapachI eka kramamAM ane ekasAthe thAya joga, kaSAya, lezyA e akramarUpa, enI vAta che. paryAyamAM A hoya che. samajAya che kAMI ? AhAhA ! dIvA jevuM to lakhyuM che aMdara. AhAhA ! ( zrotAH- dIvA jevuM to lakhyuM che paNa AMkha ughADe to ne ) Page #616 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA = 38 601 'huM' eka levo che ne have 'ahaM' AgaLa lIdhuM e thaI gayuM, have "eka" levo che. AhAhA ! jJAnamAtra, prakAzamAtra, caitanyacaMdra - caitanya zItaLacaMdra mAtra, AhAhA ! svarUpane lIdhe AkAra eTale svarUpa. huM samasta kramarUpa gati manuSyanI eka pachI eka devagati Adi enAthI paNa nirALo, akrama ekasAthe joga - lezyA-kaSAya akramarUpa pravartatA vyAvahArika bhAvo, e bhedarUpa bhAvo, AhAhAhA... e vyAvahArika bhAvothI bhedarUpa thato nathI. AhAhAhA... mATe huM eka chuM. A ekanI vyAkhyA. AhAhA... samajANuM kAMI ? bApu, A to dhIrAnI vAtuM che bhAI ! A kAMI koI bhASaNo moTA ne evuM nathI A, A to tattvanI vAta che bhAI ! AhAhA ! e dhIrA thaIne, madhyasthI thaIne sAMbhaLe. to e vAta bese( samajAya ) evI che. AhAhA! samasta kramarUpa samasta kramarUpa, eka pachI eka thatI dazAo badhI ane akrama ekasAthe thatI dazAo badhI, AhAhA... evA bhAvothI bhedarUpa thato nathI, mATe huM eka chuM. vastu abheda AhAhA ! AvA aneka kramarUpa ke akramarUpa bhAvothI bhedarUpa thato nathI mATe huM eka abheda chuM. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! Ama AtmAnuM jJAna thayuM e Ama potAne anubhave che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA! huM eka chuM. have "zuddho" trIjo bola a N, ekko, zuddho have trIjA bolanI vyAkhyA che. AhA ! nara-manuSya, nArakI Adi jIvanA vizeSo juo ! A jIvanA A vizeSo, jIvanI paryAya.... nava tattvamAM jyAre levuM hoya bhedarUpa, tyAre tenI paryAya je vizeSa che ne, tene jIva levo, jIva dravya na levuM. samajANuM kAMI ? AhA... nA2ka Adi jIvanA vizeSo jIvanI vizeSa paryAyo, I eka bola. jIvanI paryAyano eka bola. 'ajIva' ajIvanuM jJAna thAya paryAyamAM te ajIva, ajIva kAMI thato nathI jIva. 'puNya' dayA, dAna-AdinA zubhabhAva, lyo, AMhI to zubhabhAva, AhAhAhAhA ! are bhagavAna ! 'pApa' azubhabhAva, be thaIne 'Asrava' navAM Ava2NanuM kA2Na. 'saMvara'- paryAyanI saMvara dazA. AhAhAhAhA ! paryAyanI nirmaLa saMva2 dazA, 'nirjarA', zuddhinI vRddhi ne 'baMdha ' rAgamAM aTakavuM ane 'mokSa' - zuddhinI pUrNatA, e vyAvahArika navatattvo, AhAhAhAhA... e paryAyanA vyAvahArika nava bhAvo. vyAvahArika navatattvo, che ne ? olAmAM vyAvahArika bhAvothI hatuM, pahelAMmAM A vyAvahArika navatattvo temanAthI, AhAhAhAhA... e paryAyothI, AhAhAhA TaMkotkIrNa ekarUpa svarUpa TaMkotkIrNa eTale TAMkaNAthI jema kADhayuM hoyane ekAkAra evuM zAzvata eka jJAyakasvabhAva, eka jJAyakasvabhAvarUpa AvyuM have ahIMyAM, AhAhAhA... olAmAM caitanyajyoti lIdhuM AMhI jJAyaka svabhAva lIdhuM. eka jJAyakasvabhAvarUpa bhAva vaDe, eka jJAyakasvabhAvarUpa bhAva vaDe e vyAvahArika paryAyo, jIvanA paryAyo ane rAgAdi badhA bhedo enAthI judo chuM. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI gaMbhIra vAtuM ! e ema ne ema vAMcI jAya ne mAnI le. AhAhA ! are re ! AMhI sudhI vAta, kAla to AvI'tI lyo ! zrutasAgare lakhyuM che ke atyAre to zubhajoga ja hoya, zubhaupayoga ja hoya. zuddha - zuddha hoya nahIM, are are prabhu, prabhu ! bhAI ? atyAre AtmA na jaNAya ema eno artha thyo. (zrotAH- A badhuM A kALanuM lakheluM che ne !) paMcamakALanA prANIne kahe che ne paMcamakALano Page #617 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 602 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 prANI anubhave che, ema kahe che. AhAhA ! are prabhu! "koi ema kahe che ke ema karIne lakhyuM che, rAtre no vAMcyuM? e mumukSu ema kahe che, ema e lakhe che ke zuddhaupayoga pahelo hoya ne pachI samakita thAya, bhAI ema koNe kahyuM? AvuM lakhyuM! paNa e zuddhaupayogathI samakita thAya, zubhathI (thatuM hoya to ) zubha to Asrava che. AhAhA ! are prabhu zuM kare che? lokomAM bahAranA tyAgano mahimA nagnapaNuM ne emAM have, AhA... loko jhUkI jAya emAM paNa prabhu! prabhu mAraga tArA judA che bhAI ! (zrotA loko paNa veSamAM jhUke che) veSamAM jhUke che. arere ! AhA.. hA! paNa veSa to tAro eka jJAyakaveSa che ne prabhu! AhAhA ! (zrotA - e to nizcaye, A to vyavahAre) enI tane khabaruM nathI bhAI, A badhA paryAyanA bhAva mokSAdi badhA veSa kIdhA che ne, to eno jJAyaka bhekha che ekalo, caitanyajyoti jhaLahaLa jyoti prabhu jJAyakabhAva, e tAro bhekha che. A paryAyano bhekheya (tAro) nahIM. ema kahe che. AhAhAhAhA ! prabhu! A to satyanI vAta che prabhu. e lokone evuM lAge che ke amane have sAdhu mAnatA nathI, ethI A rIte calAvyuM have, are bhAI, ema rahevA de bApu!(zrotA:- sAdhu bIjA mAne ke na mAne emAM ene zuM?) emAM vastu zuM che, ema bApu samajane bhAI ! AhAhA ! AMhI to paramAtmAe kahelI tattvanI vAta zrotAe potAnA svabhAvane jAmyo che te AMhI kahe che. paMcamakALano prANI ema kahe che. paMcamakALanA saMtoe, paMcamakALanA zrotAne kahyuM'tuM e zrotA A rIte anubhave che. AhAhA! AMhI cothA ArAnI vAtuM che ja kyAM? AhA! che! TaMkotkIrNa, olA nava paryAyanA bheda che ne? jIvanI vizeSa dazAo ajIva, puNya, pApa, Asrava, saMvara, nirjarA, baMdha ane mokSa paryAyo che. AhAhA... enA bhedabhAvothI vyAvahArika navatattvo temanAthI, TaMkotkIrNa eka jJAyakasvabhAva, I to evo ne evo bhagavAna adabadanAtha jJAyakasvabhAvathI bharelo prabhu ekalo, AhA... e vaDe, atyaMta judo chuM, - I paryAyathI atyaMta judo chuM. AhAhAhA ! nArakI Adi ne saMvara nirjarAnI paryAyathI paNa atyaMta judo chuM. AhAhAhA ! AhA... mokSanI paryAyathI ya judo, muktasvarUpa chuM, svarUpa ja mAruM mukta che. paryAyathI mukti e paNa nahIM. AhAhAhAhA! samajANuM? baddhathI to rahita chuM, AsavanA rAgathI to rahita chuM paNa mokSanI paryAya, je nirmaLa eka samayanI emAM huM nathI Avato, huM to enAthI judo chuM. AhAhAhA! huM eka jJAyakasvabhAvarUpa bhAva vaDa, ekajJAyakasvabhAvarUpa bhAva vaDe, atyaMta judo chuM, atyaMta judo chuM. AhAhAhAhAhA ! e Asava puNya pApanI paryAya ne saMvara, nirjarA ne mokSanI nirmaLa paryAya, AhAhA... mAro bhagavAna dravyasvabhAva to enAthI taddana judo che. AhAhAhA ! e sAdhakanI paryAya ne siddhanI paryAyathI paNa judo chuM ema kahe che. saMvara-nirjarA e sAdhakanI paryAya, Asrava puNya pApa bAdhakanI paryAya, mokSa sAdhya paryAya. AhA.... AhAhA ! ethI paNa atyaMta judo chuM. AhAhAhA ! AhA! AvI vAtuM che. tyAre eNe AtmA jANyo ema kahevAya, ema kahe che. paryAyanA navanA bhedothI paNa atyaMta judo chuM, te huM zuddha chuM. che? mATe huM zuddha chuM. zuddhanI vyAkhyA A karI. olAmAM zuddhanI Page #618 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 38 603 vyAkhyA e karI toMtera (gAthA). ke paryAyamAM je SakArakanuM pariNamana che, A je saMvara nirjarA Adi kIdhA e SakArakanuM pariNamana zuddha che, enAM pariNamanathI paNa mArI anubhUti eTale vastu che te tadna bhinna che. AhAhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che. I ema jANe che, anubhave che. paryAya. AhAhAhA ! paNa kahe che ke e anubhavanI paryAyathI huM chuM te judo chuM. AhAhA! e paryAyamAM AkhI cIja AvatI nathI. AkhI cIjanuM jJAna Ave, paNa e cIja je che paryAyathI bhinna, e paryAya-nirNaya karanArI paryAyamAM e cIja AvatI nathI. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! zuM zAstra? A samayasAra ! AvA navatattvanA paryAyanA bhedo eTale vyAvahArika nava tattvo, I paryAyo vyavahAra thaI nava thayAne nava vyavahAra tatvo temanAthI, AhAhAhA... saMvara-nirjarA ne mokSa paNa paryAya che te vyavahAra thaI gayo e. AhAhAhA... Aja ravivAra che ne? AvyA che ne, amAre ke' che ne cImanabhAI ke ravivAre sAruM Ave che badhuM, Avo mAraga che A. AhAhA! AhAhA! olAmAM ema kahyuM hatuM kramarUpa ane akramarUpa pravartatA vyAvahArika bhAvothI bhedarUpa thato nathI, AMhI ema kahyuM ke paryAyo AdinA vyAvahArika nava tatvo temanAMthI eka svabhAvarUpa bhAva mAro atyaMta judo che. AhAhA. (zrotA- e judo ja che!) olAmAM AvyuM che ne bhAI mATInuM suDatAlIsa nayamAM mATInAM vAsaNanI paryAyathI juo to e azuddhatA che kahe che, mATImAM mATIrUpe juo to e zuddha che. ema bhagavAna AtmAne, AhAhAhA... enI paryAyathI jAo to e azuddha kahevAya che, AhAhA... soLamImAM AvI gayuM che, mecaka. AhAhA... kevI zailI to juo! e jJAna darzana cAritranI paryAyathI juo to malina kahevAya- vyavahAra kahevAya. AhAhAhA ! bhedarUpa paryAyane vyavahAra ne malinatA kahevAno vyavahAra che, kahe che. AhAhA! ko' soLamImAM e kahyuM A nayamAMya e kahyuM cAre korathI juo to vastu, pUrvApara virodha rahita siddha kare che. AvI zailI kyAMya bIje che nahIM digambara saMto sivAya. AhAhA! samajANuM kAMI ? AhA! ahamekko khalu suddho' e "zuddha'nI vyAkhyA thaI, zuddha ene kahIe ke paryAyanA bhedothI bhinna tene "zuddha' kahIe. paryAya sahita jo ene kaho to to e azuddhatA che ema kahe che. AhAhA! AhAhA ! have "daMsaNanANa samaggo" tyAMya (toMteragAthAmAM) ema che "daMsaNanANa samaggo' toMteramAM che, AmAM 'daMsaNanANamaIo che kemake tyAM Agnavane nAza karavAno upAya batAvavo che ene eTale huM Avo chuM. ema jANIne, Asravane kSaya karuM chuM ema che tyAM toMtera (gAthAmAM) AMhI to Avo chuM. ema jANIne paryAyanA bhedo mArAmAM nathI. AhAhA ! have tyAM toMteramAM "daMsaNanANa samaggo" hatuM ahI "daMsaNanANamaIo" che. cinmAtra hovAthI, bhagavAna zAyaka svarUpa, jJAyakasvarUpa, cinmAtrajyoti caitanya dhruva jyoti, evA anaMtA anaMtA guNono bhaMDAra bhagavAna evo cinmAtra jyotine laIne, sAmAnya vizeSa upayogAtmakapaNAne ullaMghato nathI. sAmAnya nAma darzana, vizeSa nAma jJAna, che ne? pAThamAMya che ne 'raMsaT TIM' daMsaNa eTale sAmAnya ne jJAna eTale vizeSa be che ne? Page #619 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 604 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 eTale paheluM sAmAnya vizeSa lIdhuM. - eka caitanyamAtra bhagavAna AtmA prakAzanI mUrti, caitanyacaMdra, zItaLatAno piMDa prabhu ane jJAnamUrti ekalo prabhu! AhAhAhA ! ene laIne sAmAnya vizeSa evA je upayogapaNAne oLaMgato nathI, mAro svabhAva darzana ne jJAna che, ene oLaMgato nathI. AhAhA! rAgAdi eno svabhAva nathI ne enA svarUpamAMya nathI. AhAhA ! AMhI to saMvara-nirjarA ne paryAyano bheda paNa jenA svarUpamAM nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! are, prabhu! AhAhA.. eno artha che ke saMvaranirjarAne lakSe mokSa na thAya, dravyane lakSe thAya. AhA ! AhAhAhAhA ! - cinmAtra hovAthI A cotho bola. sAmAnya vizeSa upayogAtmakapaNAne lIdhe, sAmAnya vizeSano jANavA dekhavAnA vepArapaNAne lIdhe oLaMgato nathI, ene laIne oLaMgato nathI. mATe huM darzanajJAnamaya chuM. AhAhAhA ! ema paryAyanI anubhavadazA ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? sAmAnya vizeSa cinmAtra hovAthI, mArA dekhavA jANavAnA upayoga paNAne choDato nathI, oLaMgato nathI. mATe huM darzanajJAnamaya chuM, huM darzanazAnavALo chuM emeya nahIM, darzanajJAnamaya chuM. AhAhAhAhA ! AvI TIkA to hajAro varSathI che, e kAMI navI che? amRtacaMdrAcAryano A zloka ne gAthA be hajAra varSa pahelAMnI ane TIkA, hajAra varSa pahelAMnI che.) caitanyasUryane prakAzavAmAM TIkA enI spaSTatA karI che TIkAe. AhAhAhA ! sAharuvI' sparza, rasa, gaMdha, varNa jenuM nimitta che evA saMvedanarUpe pariNamyo hovA chatAM - zuM kahe che? mAruM jJAna sparza, rasa, gaMdhane jANavArUpe pariNameluM hovA chatAM, AhAhA ! sparza, varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparza Adi evA e jemAM nimitta che jaDa. sparza, rasa, gaMdha Adi che, evA saMvedanarUpe pariNamavuM e mAruM upAdAna. enAM jANapaNArUpe - vedanarUpe pariNamyo evo huM, evo (hovA) chatAM paNa, AhAhA ! sparzAbdirUpe pote pariNamyo nathI. e sparza, gaMdha, rasapaNe AtmA thato nathI. AhAhAhA ! e sparza, gaMdha, rUpa, rasa, sparza emAM jemAM mArA jJAnanA vedanamAM e nimitta che. ane te nimittanuM jemane vedana che e nimittanuM nathI. vedana mAruM che, emAM e nimitta che chatAM te, te rUpe pariNamyo nathI. AhAhAhA ! rUpI padArthanA jJAnapaNe pariNamelo huM, te rUpIpaNe huM thato nathI, mATe huM arUpI chuM. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? rUpI padArthane jANavA chatAM vedanapaNe pariNamyo chatAM te rUpImAM pote pariNamyo nathI rUpIpaNe pariNamyo nathI. rUpInA potAnA jJAnarUpe pariNamyo che. AhAhAhA ! mATe paramArthe huM sadAya arUpI chuM. paramArthe huM trikALa sadAya arUpI chuM. AhAhAhA ! vizeSa kahevAze. (zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva !). pravacana naM. 110 gAthA - 38 tA. 17-10-78 maMgaLavAra Aso vada-1 saM. 2504 ADatrIsa gAthA. ahIM sudhI AvyuM che. paramArthe huM sadAya arUpI chuM, tyAM AvyuM che ne? huM eka chuM enI vyAkhyA AvI gaI, zuddha chuM enI AvI gaI, jJAnadarzanamaya chuM AvI gaI, Page #620 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 38 605 sadAya arUpI chuM have e kahe che. anAdino apratibuddha ajJAnI hato, jene AtmAnuM jJAnasvarUpa zuM che enI bilakula khabara nahotI ane virodha ajJAna hatuM, AhAhA. ene paNa gurudvArA e samajAvatAM, e vAraMvAra enuM raTaNa karatAM; e samajI gayo aMdarathI. are ! huM to paramezvarasvarUpa chuM. muThThImAM jema sonuM hoya ne bhUlI jAya ema bhagavAna aMdara che ene huM bhUlI gayo hato. AhA! e meM yAda karyuM have ke, oho! caitanyasvarUpa paramAtmasvarUpa bhagavAna paramezvara AtmA e huM. ema eka ane zuddha. Ama sarvathI judA varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparzanuM jJAna thavA chatAM tenAthI te judo e cIja AMhI AvatI nathI, tema tenuM jJAna cIjamAM jatuM nathI. e rUpI, varNa, gaMdha, rasa, sparzane potAnI saMvedana zaktithI jANavA chatAM AtmA te rUpe thato nathI ane te zeya jJAnamAM AvatuM nathI. AhAhA! AvI vAta che. Avo dharmI jIva potA mATe, ema nirNaya karIne anubhave che ema kahe che. AhA ! ene AMhI to traNeya bhegAM lIdhAM che ne darzana jJAna ne cAritra. AhA! AtmA zuddha caitanya, paramezvararUpa, enuM jJAna, enI pratIti, ane emAM AcaraNarUpa ramaNatA e traNa thayAM, e jIvanI pUraNatAne pAmyo. AhA ! jevuM enuM pUraNa svarUpa che evuM ja pratIta jJAnamAM ramaNatAmAM AvyuM. AhAhA ! Ama sarvathI judA evA svarUpane anubhavato, parathI bilakula judo evo huM AtmA, zuddha caitanyaghana, AhAhA.. ene svarUpane anubhavato paryAyamAM prakAzamAM tene anubhavato, AhAhA... mAro je paryAya che, emAM e svarUpane anubhavato. AhAhAhA ! AnuM nAma AtmA jANyo mAnyo ne anubhavyo, AvI vAta che. jo ke anubhavato A huM, mArA svarUpane zuddha caitanya, rAgathI bhinna, rUpI cIjane, rUpIne jANatAM chatAM bhinna, ane rAgane jANatAM chatAM paNa rAgathI bhinna, evo je bhagavAna mAro svabhAva, ene anusarIne anubhavato, sanmukha thaIne ema zabda che ne bhAI ! abhigacchati abhigacchati abhigacchati zabda che pahelAM. zuddha caitanya dravya vastu ene huM mArI paryAyamAM, parasammukhatAnI je dhArA hatI e mithyAtva hatuM, e jJAnanI vartamAna paryAyane abhigacchati - svarUpanI sanmukha karI. che kyAM e zabda? kyAMka AvyuM'tuM have I to pahelAM AvyuM'tuM abhigacchati, (zrotAH- navamAmAM) navamAmAM ne abhigacchati (zrotA:- no di suvedika Rdri mAMi tuM vanaM suddha) hA, basa I, gAthA- navamAMnuM paheluM pada juo! navamI gAthA no di suvedika Rdri UIIMmiNa tuM jevAM suddha che? zuM kahyuM mArA bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA abhigacchati - vastunI sanmukha thaIne.. AhAhAhA.. saUITMnirgatuM A AtmA kevala zuddha che ema huM jANuM chuM. AhAhA! abhigacchati zabda che ne? chaThThI gAthAmAM pramatta apramatta nathI tevo huM jJAyaka chuM, agiyAramImAM bhUtArtha jJAyaka bhUtArtha-satyArtha te huM chuM teno Azraya, AMhI ema kahyuM ke mArA bhAvazrutajJAna dvArA bhagavAnanI sanmukha thaIne huM anubhavuM chuM. AhAhA ! ahIMyAM e kahe che, svarUpane anubhavato, A to enA Page #621 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 upara jarI, (vajana denA) vastu je che parathI judI rAgathI, rUpIthI evI pUraNa svarUpa AnaMda prabhu, ene huM mArA svarUpane anubhavato, "A" "A" pratyakSa che kahe che. jJAnanI payAryamAM "A" "huM" pratApavaMta rahyo. AhAhA ! olI zakti kADhI (kahI che) che ne prabhutva, "prabhutvazakti" te AmAMthI tyAM ema che jeno pratApa akhaMDita che. evo svataMtratAthI zobhAyamAna mAro prabhu, jeno pratApa akhaMDa che. jene koI khaMDa karI zake evI tAkAta koImAM nathI. AhAhA! juo jeno pratApa prabhuno, enAmAM prabhutva nAmano guNa che, bhagavAna AtmAmAM Izvara, prabhutA nAmano guNa che, e guNanA dharanArane bhagavAna AtmAne jANo e kahe che, ke mAro pratApa akhaMDita che. e mArA pratApane, svataMtratAthI zobhAyamAnapaNuM che. AhAhAhAhA ! evo huM AtmA pratApavaMta rahyo ema kahe che. joyuM! AhAhA ! anubhavato A huM pratApavaMta rahyo. AhAhA! alaukika vAtuM che bApu, samayasAre to kevaLInA viraha bhUlAvyA che. AhAhAhA ! dhImethI zAMtithI sAMbhaLe samaje to ene khabara paDe. AhAhA A prakAre huM daMsaNanANamaIo sadA arUpI, huM, eka, zuddha, evo parathI sarvathA judo evA svarUpane anubhavato sarvathI judA evA svarUpane anubhavato, AhAhA ! A "huM" A jJAyaka caitanya jyotiprabhu. AhAhA ! jenI jJAnanI paryAyamAM pratyakSa thayo. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM kAMI? A huM AtmA A huM pratApavaMta rahyo. "A" "huM" mArA akhaMDa pratApathI svataMtrapaNe zobhAyamAna rahyo. AhAhA! "juo A AtmAnuM jJAna.' AhAhA ! A huM bhagavAna AtmA, e sarvathI judo, enAM svarUpane anubhavato A huM pratApavaMta rahyo, mAro (svabhAva) pratApavaMta huM chuM. AhAhAhA !mArA pratApane koI khaMDana karI zakatuM nathI, evo huM svataMtratAthI zobhAyamAna, AhAhA ! ema huM pratAparvata A rahyo, eTaluM lIdhuM. have ema pratApavaMta vartatA evA mane, AhAhAhAhA ! A paMcamaArAnA muni ! e potAnI dazA varNavatAM jagatane upadeza A jAtano Ape che. AhAhA! digambara muni che, aMtaanubhavamAM darzana, jJAna, cAritrane anubhave che. mArA svarUpane huM anubhavuM chuM. e zubhajoga haze? prabhu, prabhu, prabhu, zuM kare che nAtha? zubhajogathI paNa sarvathA huM judo. AhAhAhA ! kramarUpa ne akramarUpamAM nahotuM AvyuM? ane nava bhedo tattvanA, enAthI paNa judo. huM? AhAhAhA ! mAro prabhu, parathI judo evA mArA svarUpane, dharmI ema jANe che, anubhave che. AhAhAhA ! ke A huM pratApavaMta rahyo, A huM pratApavaMta rahyo. AhAhAhAhA ! mArA pratApane koi khaMDa karI zake, evI koInI tAkAta nathI jagatamAM. AhA.... mArA pratApanI svataMtratAnI zobhAyamAna, enI svataMtratAnI azobhA koI karI zake? AhAhAhA ! gajaba che TIkA ! AhA! vastune spaSTa vyakta karavAnI siddhi. AhAhAhAhA ! ema A huM pratApavaMta rahyo, eTale astinI vAta karI. have pratApavaMta vartatA evA mane A rIte huM pratApavaMta vartu chuM evA mane, AhAhAhA ! jo ke mArI bahAra aneka prakAranI, pahelAM Page #622 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 38 607 kahyuM'tuM ne ke sadAya judA, sarvathI judA evA svarUpane anubhavato mArA have mArA svarUpathI bahAra, che ne ? aneka prakAranI svarUpanI saMpadA, e paNa aneka prakA2nI svarUpanI saMpadAvALA jagata che. anaMta AtmAo, anaMta rajakaNo ho jagatamAM kahe che. AhAhA ! aneka prakAranI svarUpanI saMpadA vaDe, samasta 52dravyo sphurAyamAna che, badhA anaMtA dravyo che, asti dharAve che, sphurAyamAna che, pragaTa che. AhAhA ! anaMta AtmAo, anaMta rajakaNo, asaMkhya kALANuo, dharmAsti, adharmAstikAya ne AkAza e mArA svarUpathI, judA svarUpanI saMpadAne dharAvatA, AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! e paNa astipaNe bAhya padArtho potAnI saMpadA vaDe zobhAyamAnapaNe rahelAM che. AhAhA ! ene kAMI mArI jarUra nathI, enI mane jarUra nathI. AhAhAhA ! evo mAro bhagavAna pratApavaMta rahyo thako, pratApavaMta vartato thako, AhAhAhAhA ! mane, jo ke bahA2 aneka prakAranI svarUpanI saMpadAna enAM svarUpanI lakSmI paramANunI svarUpanI lakSmI, AtmAnA svarUpanI lakSmI, siddhonI svarUpanI lakSmI, anaMtA nigodanA jIvonA svarUpanI lakSmI, enA ( vaDe ) samasta padravyo sphurAyamAna che. enI saMpadA vaDe te sphurAyamAna che. AhAhA ! mArA vaDe e nahIM, tema Izva2 kartA che mATe te zobhAyamAna che ema nahIM ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! e paNa potAnA svarUpanI saMpadA vaDe karIne, AhAhAhAhA ! 52dravyo samasta sphurAyamAna che, to paNa koIpaNa 52dravya 52mANumAtra paNa mA2ApaNe bhAsatuM nathI mane kahe che. AhAhA ! dharmI jIvane, samyagdaSTi jIvane, AhAhA ! mArA svarUpanA pratApavaMtapaNe rahyo, ane pratApapaNe vartatA evA mane, bahA2nA samasta 5dravyo enI saMpadAthI sphurAyamAna che, asti che, jema huM pote asti chuM evA e paNa asti che. chatAM AhAhA... koIpaNa 5dravya koI5Na 52dravya siddha ho ke nigoda ho ke 2jakaNa ho ke aceta skaMdha ho, AhAhAhA... strI ho ke enuM zarI2 ho ke paMcaparameSThi ho. AhAhAhAhA ! e enAM svarUpanI saMpadAthI sphurAyamAna che. AhAhA ! mane huM eka AtmA bhagavAna AnaMdasvarUpa prabhu, AhAhA.. mArI svarUpanI saMpadAne anubhavatAM, badhI saMpadAthI sphurAyamAna e tattvo che, emAM koIpaNa paradravya, 52mANumAtra paNa, eka rAgano kaNa ne 2jakaNano padArtha, mArApaNe bhAsatuM nathI. AhAhAhA... juo ! A samyagdaSTi dharmAtmAnA AtmAnA anubhavanA lakhaNa. AhAhA ! AMhIyA bhale traNeya bheguM lIdhuM che, traNeya bheguM samyagdarzanamAMya darzanajJAna cAritramAM traNeya bheguM che. ahIM pUraNa lIdhuM che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhAhA ! dharmI jIva ajJAnI prathama hato. AhAhA ! ene gurue samajAvatAM e potAnA raTaNamAM gayo, Avyo, ane temAM svarUpanI saMpadAne anubhavI. AhAhA ! are, huM to mArA paramezvarane bhUlI gayo hato. AhAhA ! mAro prabhu to pUrNAnaMdathI birAjamAna che aMdara. AhAhAhA ! ene meM yAda karIne, svarUpanI smRti karIne AhAhAhA... yAda karyo kyAre thAya ? ke eno avagraha, IhA, avAya ane dhAraNA thaI hoya tyAre yAda karyu thAya. AhAhAhA ! evo je huM ene ( evA Page #623 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ SOC samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 mane) jo ke mArI bahAra paramANu Adi aneka prakAranI svarUpanI saMpadA vaDe prakAze che paNa mArApaNe (mane) bhAsatuM nathI. koIpaNa paradravya paramANumAtra paNa mArApaNe bhAsatuM nathI. AhAhAhA! ADatrIsa gAthA ! gajaba kAma che. mArApaNe bhAsatuM nathI ke je mane bhAvakapaNe, karma bhAvaka, ane enAM nimitte thato vikAra bhAvya, e mArAM che e have mane bhAsatuM nathI. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! juo A samyagdaSTi ne samyajJAnInA AcaraNavALA. AhAhAhA ! e A paMcamaArAnA saMtoe, paMcamaArAnA zrotAne kahIne, zrotA jAgI UThyo, enI vAta che. huM ! AhAhAhA ! vizeSa to have Ave che. mArApaNe bhAsatuM nathI ke je mane bhAvakapaNe tathA zeyapaNe mArI sAthe eka thaIne, e bhAvakapaNe nahIM ne zeyapaNe nahIM, joya che paNa mArApaNe bhAse e bhagavAna che I mArAM che evuM bhAse, ema che nahIM have ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! amRta varasyA re paMcamakALamAM! AhA... AvI vAta kyAM che prabhu ! AhAhA ! amRtacaMdrAcArya che ne! AhAhA ! hajI to vadhAre Ave che alaukika vAtuM! AhAhA! mane bhAvakapaNe, jene AtmA samyagdarzanamAM bhAsyo, samyajJAnamAM AtmA bhAsyo... AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha! AhAhA... e samakitI ema kahe che ke mArA svarUpane anubhavato, A pratApavaMta rahyo chuM, mArA pratApavaMta vartatA evA mane, samasta paradravyomAM koIpaNa cIja mArI che ema mane bhAsatuM nathI. AhAhAhAhA! paMcaparameSThi hoya toya paNa e mArAM che ema mane bhAsatuM nathI, kahe che. AhAhAhAhA ! e to ThIka, hajI Ave che. I bhAvakapaNe ane zeyapaNe mArI sAthe eka thaIne pharI moha utpanna kare, AhAhAhA.. mane je mohano nAza thayo che, mithyAtvano e pharIne have moha Ave, e mane nathI rahyuM have. AhAhAhA! A paMcamakALanA saMto ne zrotA AvA hoya ema kahe che, gajaba vAta kare che prabhu! AhAhAhA! paMcamakALanA saMta che, digambara saMta kahe che. ame je A mohano nAza karyo e pharIne utpanna nahIM thAya, paNa prabhu tamo kevaLI cho? tamane kevaLajJAna che? tame, kevaLI pAse gayAya nathI, hajI kuMdakuMdAcArya to gayA hatA. AhAhAhA ! mAro nAtha aMdara paramezvara birAje che ne huM tyAM gayo hato, AhAhAhAhA ! ane mAro pokAra che. jaga jAhera pokAra che ke mane je A mithyAtvano mohano nAza thayo, bhale cAritrathI asthira thaIza, darzana jJAna cAritre pariNamyo che, ethI svargamAM jaze tethI cAritrathI asthira thaze, paNa je mohano nAza thayo che e pharIne thaze e nahIM, ema kahe che. AhAhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- apratihata bhAva che.) apratihata bhAva che bApA! AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! (zrotA - have paDavAnI vAta nathI.) dravya zuM paDe? ane jenI dRSTi dravyanI thaI e zuM paDe? ema kahe che. AhAhA ! ame to je kaMI mithyAtvano, mohano nAza karyo ane je samyagdarzanazAna utpanna karyuM, e moha pharIne utpanna thAya? ame paMcamaArAnA saMta kahIe chIe, ane saMtanA zrotAone anubhava thayo e ema kahe che, enI vAta lIdhI che ne, anAdi (ajJAnI hato te) samajyo enI vAta che ne. AhAhAhA ! Page #624 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA 38 609 prabhu ! paNa kevaLajJAneya tamane nathI ne ATaluM badhuM jora ? ke ame have AtmajJAna pAmyA chIe, anubhava thayo che ne mithyAtvano nAza karyo che, e mithyAtva have amane thavAnuM nathI. AhAhAhA! - have ame sAdI anaMta samyagdarzanamAM rahevAnA chIe. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! gajaba kAma karyAM che, muni pote to kahe che paNa jene samajAvyuM e ( zrotA ) Ama kahe che. ema che ne bhAI ! AhAhAhAhA ! e paMcamakALano zrotA, AhAhAhAhA ! jene A gurugame A vANI maLI... AhAhA... ane e samajyo, AhAhA... e ema kahe che ke ame to A pratApavaMta rahyA ane pratApavaMta vartatA mane koI mArA pratApane moha utpanna karIne khaMDa kare evuM che nahIM have. pharIne moha utpanna thAya e mAre che ja nahIM. AhAhAhA ! ohoho ! amane je dRSTi ne dRSTino viSaya maLyo, e dRSTi have paDe, traNakALamAM nathI, kahe che. AhAhAhA ! apratiSThata ! AhAhAhA... A loko kahe, pAMcamo Aro Avo che ne emAM zubhajoga ja hoya, are prabhu ! zuM kare che bhAI ! (zrotAH- atyAre zuddha upayoga na hoya, pAMcamAM ArAmAM zubhabhAvathI dharma thAya. zubhathI ja thAya. ) ene khabara nathI ne khabara nathI emane. AhAhA ! bhAI, tArI svarUpanI saMpadAne prabhu. AhAhA ! khabara nathI, ethI paMcama ArAmAM zubhajoga ja hoya... prabhu A zuM kahe che A muni ? are muni to ThIka, paNa ene sAMbhaLanArA AvA thAya ema kahe che. AhAhAhA... ! AhA ! ( zrotAH- zrotAya evA che ne!) evAya zrotA hatA. ane amArI vANI 'A che ' ne jene kAne paDe... ne je samaje e paNa apratihatavALo jIva che le ema kahe che. AhAhAhA ! prabhu ! AhAhA ! AvI vAtuM che bApA ! jagatanI hAre meLa khAvo kaThaNa bahu bhAI !( zrotAH- divALInA divasomAM to AvuM ja hoya ne !) AvuM ja hoya bApA sAcI vAta che. AhAhA... jyAM aMdarathI jhabakAro jAgyo prabhu. AhAhAhA... ( zrotA:- prakAza.. prakAza... prakAza ) prakAzano pUMja jyAM jAgyo aMdara prakAza. have ame pAchA paDIe ne amane mithyAtva pharI utpanna thAya evuM amAre rahyuM nathI, ame paMcamaArAnA zrotA ane paMcamaArAnA guru. paMDitajI ? AhAhAhA ! A to samajyo I ema kahe che ne ? "ahaM ekko khalu suddho" AhAhA ! prabhu ! AhAhA ! ane pAMcamI gAthAmAM ema kahyuMne prabhue kuMdakuMdAcArye "taM eyattavihataM dAe appaNo savihaveNa jadi dAejja pamANe" AhAhAhA ! aMtaranA anubhavathI pramANa karaje prabhu. AhAhAhAhAhA ! bhagavAna bhagavAna bhagavAna badhA birAje che ne kahe. AhAhA ! bhagavAnane oLakhIne kabUla karaje, AhAhA ! pATaNIjI ! juo A vAta sAMbhaLI nathI kyAMya. I to poteya kahe che ne bhAI bApu, AvI vAta che bhAI. AhAhA ! AhAhAhA ! amAruM je mithyAtva -anaMta saMsAra, AhAhAhA... e gayo e gayo have ho, kahe che have. (zrotA:baLI gayuM I pAchuM Ave ? ) AhA.. ! e ratibhAI ? A rati utpanna thaI aMdaramAM kahe che. I have javAnI nathI, ema kahe che. AhAhA ! prabhu, prabhu. AhA... hA ! e moha A gajaba karyo che ne ? mArI sAthe zeya thaI, zeya 52 che ne te mA2A thaI bhAvaka bhAve mArA thaIne eka thaIne pharI moha utpanna kare, I mAre rahyuM nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! Page #625 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 610 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 kAraNake nijarasathI ja, AhAhA.. mithyAtva, mohane kema utpanna na kare? ke mArA nija rasathI AtmAnA AnaMdanA rasathI, AhAhAhA!mArI nija zaktinA sAmarthyathI, mAro bhagavAna nijarasanA sAmarthyathI, AhAhAhA.... mohane mULathI ukhADI, mohane dAvyo che upazama karyo emeya nahIM. ahIMyA to mohane mULathI ukhADI, AhAhA. gadheDA jema mULathI khAya ukheDIne ema jJAnI mULathI ukhADI nAkhe che rAgane - mithyAtvane, AhAhA! AhA! gajaba gAthA che. ema meM mArA AtmAnA rasathI svabhAvanA rasanA sAmarthyathI mohane, nijarasathI ja, ema kahyuM joyuM? koI karma maMda paDayuM ne phalANuM thayuM ne ema nahIM paNa meM mArA nijarasathI ja. AhAhAhA... mAro bhagavAna AtmA, nijarasa, AnaMdanA rasathI mArA sAmarthyathI ema kahe che. nijarasathI "ja" bIjo koI aMdara Azaya rAga nahIM. AhA ! AhAhA ! mohane mULathI ukhADI, mULamAMthI khodI kADhIne, AhAhA!mULiyuM toDI nAkhyuM che kahe che. A pharIne utpanna na thAya. AhAhAhAhA ! ohoho ! zuM samayasAranA kartA, zuM enA TIkAkAra. zuM enA zrotAo!! AhAhAhA ! AMhI enI vyAkhyA che ne bhAI ! jene saMbhaLAvyuM che, e samajyo che. e ema kahe che ke, AhAhAhAhA ! mArA nijarasathI ja mAro vItarAga svabhAvarasa, AhAhAhA ! pUraNasvabhAvamAM sAvadhAnInA rasathI jamohane mULathI ukheDI nAkhyo. AhAhA ! mohane dALyo, upazama karyo emeya nahIM. AhAhA ! ohohoho ! are kuMdakuMdAcArya! amRtacaMdrAcArya! cAlatA siddha ! ane e bhAve siddha thavAnA. AhAhAhA! mohane mULathI ukhADIne, pharI aMkura na Upaje. AhAhAhAhA.. mithyAtvano aMkura na Upaje aMkura jarIe na Upaje. AhA! phUla to nahIM, AhAhAhA.. paNa mithyAtvano aMkura paNa na Upaje jarIye, AhAhA ! evo nAza karIne, AhA! gajaba karyuM che ne? bhagavAnane bhagavAnanA bheTA thayA aMtaramAM I kahe che, have jAya nahIM. AhAhA ! mAro nAtha pUrNAnaMdano prabhu enA jyAM bheTA thayA, have viyoga na thAya kahe che. AhAhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! pharI aMkura na Upaje joyuM? 'varasata pavApuna: prAdurbhAvAya samUnaM momunUnya' - ema che ne mULasahita mohane umUlya - mULathI ukheDI nAkhyo. maphato "jJAnodyotagra praritasvIta' pharI aMkura na Upaje evo nAza karIne, mahAna jJAnaprakAza - mahAna jJAnaprakAza, caitanyajyoti jhaLahaLa jyoti, jhaLahaLa jyoti. zItaLacaMdra prakAzano. evo mAro prabhu caMdra, AhAhAhA.. eno jJAnaprakAza, mahAna jJAnaprakAza mane pragaTa thayo che. AhAhAhA ! juo ! A digambara saMtonI vANI ! AhAhA! zrImad kahe che: "digambaranA tIvra vacanone laIne rahasya samajI zakAya che'I kahevA mAge che. AhAhA! "zvetAMbaranI moLAzane laIne rasa ThaMDAto gayo', bahu AkaruM kAma duHkha lAge bIjAne zuM thAya? are, A eka kaDI che, evA batrIsa sUtromAM A vAta maLe evI nathI. AhAhAhA! (zrotA - batrIsa ne tera pIsatAlIsamAMya na maLe !) pIsatALIsa to nAno sAdhAraNa, A batrIsa ne badhAya joyAM che. choMteranI sAlamAM e pIsatALIsa sUtra eka pAMca mahinAmAM joyA hatA. choMtera, choMtera. (zrotA- aThThAvana varasa thayAM) aThThAvana varasa pahelAM, batrIsa sUtra ne enAM tera sUtra, pIsatAlIsa sUtra ne enI TIkAo, pAMca mahinAmAM, comAsu Page #626 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 611 gAthA - 38 hatuM dAmanagara, pAMca mahinAmAM pIsatAlIsa sUtra vAMcyAM'tA. AMhI to dhaMdho eka ja karyo che ne. aThThAvana varasa pahelAM....gajaratha pasmRti - sUrya paSNati badhuM vAMcyuM'tuM. A vAta. AhAhAhA ! aThayoteramAM samayasAra hAthamAM AvyuM, AvyuM ne kahyuM aMdarathI, AhAhAhA ! zeThiyA hatA AgrahI saMpradAyanA, paNa e vakhate to (ame sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyamAM) hatA ne! kIdhuM zeTha, A pustaka azarIrI che, siddha thavAne ne azarIrI thavAne zarIra rahita thavAne A pustaka che kIdhuM. pATaNIjI? ayotera, dAmanagara, dAmodara zeTha hatA ne atyAre paisA nathI paNa te di' to sAMITha varasa pahelAM dasalAkha, dasalAkha rUpiyA ne cAlIsa hajAranI Upaja ne dRSTi viparIta ghaNI hatI. paNa e vakhate to AmAM hato eTale na oluM lAge ! AhAhAhA ! AnI eka kaDI, ADatrIsamI gAthAnI, AhAhA...bAra aMgamAM je kahevuM che "anubhUti' A enI vAta che AMhI. AhAhAhA! mohano aMkura" zabda che. che ne ? AhA! che ne! AhA ! "svarasata' vApuna: prAdurbhAvAya samUrta mohamunUnya' - ema mULamAMthI mohano umUlam, AhAhA! pheMkI dIdho che ke nAza karI nAkhyo che. AhA! mAro prabhu, jJAnasvarUpI caitanyajyoti jhaLahaLa jyoti eno prakAza mane thayo che kahe che. AhAhA! are, tame paMcamaArAnA jIva, bhagavAna to nathI AMhI ne, bhagavAna birAje che tyAM mahAvidehamAM birAje che prabhu bhagavAna! sImaMdhara bhagavAna! bApu, amArA bhagavAna amArI pAse che e amAro pokAra che, kahe che. AhAhAhA ! AhAhA ! evo nAza karIne, mahAna jJAnaprakAza. AhAhA. mahAna jJAnaprakAza ! dravyasvabhAvano je jJAnasvabhAva zAyakasvabhAva mahAna jJAnaprakAza, mane pragaTa thayo che. vAha prabhu! ADatrIsa gAthAe to hada vALI nAkhI che! (zrotAH- jIva adhikAra pUro thayo che.) hA, pUro karyo ne.. jIva adhikAra pUro thaI gyo, jIvano adhikAra AvI gayo. eno je adhikAra hato eTalo AvI gayo. AhAhAhA ! ( zrotA- AtmAno anubhava thAya tyAre adhikAra pUro thAya ne !) are, loko kyAM coMTayA che, bahAranI kriyA, A vrata karo ne apavAsa karIne tapa karone... are ! I to rAganI kriyA che, Asrava che jyAM kyAM dharama hato? are ! bhagavAna, jyAM bhagavAna (nijAtmA) paDayo che tyAM tuM jone ekavAra ! AhAhAhA ! dharmI evo bhagavAna emAM anaMta anaMta dharma svabhAva che. tevA svabhAvanI sAmuM jone ! AhAhA... tane dharama pragaTaze. e dharama evo pragaTaze ke pharIne mithyAtva Ave nahIM evo pragaTaze. AhAhAhAhA ! unmelana nahIM eTale aMkura zabda kADhayo aMdarathI aMkura zabda nathI AmAM aMdara. (zrotA - prAdurbhAva kahyuM) prAdurbhAva basa eTaluM, pachI eno artha karyo. AhAhAhA ! ko" A. Ama sarvathI judA Ama pAMca lITImAM ATaluM badhuM bharyuM che. AhAhAhA ! AcAryo, munio pote ema kahe che. kuMdakuMdAcArya to bhagavAna pAse gayA hatA. kuMdakuMdAcArya digambara saMta, saMvata ogaNapacAsa bhagavAna trilokanAtha sImaMdhara prabhu birAje che. mahAvideha tyAM gayA hatA, ATha dina rahyA hatA. e to kahe, paNa A to enAM TIkAkAra pokAra kare che, AhA are TIkAkAra kahe che ke, ame jene kIdhuM, eno pokAra "A" che. bhale I bhagavAna pAse Page #627 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 612 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 na gayA hoya. AhAhAhA ! paNa eno bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha prabhu, enI pAse gayA che ne I. AhAhAhA ! ko' ajItabhAI ? A paisA paisAmAM nathI A kAMI, dhULamAMthI nathI tyAM, A che mAla ! ( zrotAH mATe to e AMhI AvyA che ) AhAhA ! AkaruM lAge lokone bahAra pravRttimAM caDAvI dIdhA che ne ? apavAsa karone vrata karone tapa karone apavAsa e have rAganI kriyAomAM caDAvI dIdhA, dharama ekakora rahI gayo. AhA ! ( zrotAH ajainane jaina manAvI dIdhA ) ajainapaNAmAM jaina( paNuM ) mAnyuM che. AhAhA ! A to vItarAga sarvajJa trilokanAtha ! e paramezvara evo ja - AtmAnuM pUraNa vItarAga svarUpa paramezvara, ene paryAyamAM jyAM enuM bhAna thAya che tyAre kahe che ke A je mArI paryAya je pragaTI nirmaLa, have mane mithyAtvano udaya thAya ne malina thAya, mAre evuM rahyuM nathI. paDavAnA, paDe evuM zAstramAM lakhyuM che, Ave che ke nahIM ? 'zudghanaya parietA' e to jANavA mATe che, mAre mATe nathI e. AhAhAhA ! AsravamAM Ave che zudghanaya (paricyatA ) - naya paricyatA che ? nayano arthaH zuddhanaya kAraNa naya e ja naya che vyavahA2 ( naya ) to kathanamAtra naya che. AhAhAhA! naya che, eno viSaya che paNa I to sAdhAraNa, kathanamAtra! 'naya paricyatA' no artha ja evo karyo pATha to naya che phakata eno artha evo karyo ke 'zuddhanaya paricyatA' naya ja ene kahIe. AhAhAhA ! je zuddha bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano Azraya lIdho che, evI je zuddhanaya, enAthI je sthUta thAya je che e to jJAna jagatane karAvyuM, AMhI to kahe che ke je, AhAhAhA... jeNe zudghanayano aMtar Azraya lIdho ane jene samyagdarzana jJAna cAritra Adi pragaTa thayAM, e have mithyAtvane pAme ke paDe evuM rahyuM nathI. AhAhAhAhA ! gajaba vAta che. mahAna jJAna prakAza eTale ? AhAhAhA... zAstrajJAna to anaMtavA2 thayuM'tuM agiyAra aMga ne nava (pUrvanuM ) zAstranuM, e nahIM, A to mahAnajJAna, jJAnano bhaMDA2 dariyo prabhu emAMthI jJAna pragaTa thayuM che. AhAhA ! mArI paryAyamAM mahAna jJAnaparamAtmasvarUpa je pragaTa AvI gayo che. AhAhAhA! have, AmAM vAdavivAda kare I kyAM pAra paDe evuM che bhAI ! ( zrotAH mATe to kuMdakuMdAcArye vAdavivAdanI nA pADI che. ) nA pADI che. olA kaye tame nA pADo cho te tamane AvaDatuM nathI, tame pAchA paDI gayA mATe tame nA pADo cho ema kahe che. kahe bicArA kahe enI.... ane tame carcA karavA Avo, bhaI carcA to thaI gaI che AMhI khAniyAmAM te tyAM adhUrI rahI che chelluM amAre pUchavuM joIe e bAkI rAkhI dIdhuM che, tame pUchayuM ne teno javAba amAro chello no Avyo, are prabhu e karye pA2 na paDe bApA ! A cIja te kyAM bhAI ? e zAstranA bhaNatareya te maLe evuM nathI. AhAhA ! zuM thAya ? mane mahAnajJAnaprakAza saravALo chello. jIva adhikA2no, jIvanuM jevuM adhikA25NuM hatuM tevuM pragaTayuM e jIva adhikA2 pUro thayo. AhAhAhA ! bhAvArtha:: - AtmA anAdikALathI, mohanA udayathI ajJAnI hato mithyArdaSTi. darzanamohano Page #628 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gAthA - 38 613 udaya ne temAM joDANa. A svabhAva tarapha joDANa thavuM joIe e choDI daIne, eNe bhAvaka je moha, tenA tarapha joDANa karIne, bhAvya je mithyAtvabhAva te ene laIne ajJAnI hato. AhAhAhAhAhA ! te zrI guruonA upadezathI, AhAhA.... e to olAmAM AvyuM che ne? jIva maraNatulya thaI rahyo che. tyAM ema AvyuM che. jIvane maraNatulya karI nAkhyo che kahe che. dayA dAna vratanA pariNAma, rAgathI mane lAbha thAya e jIvane mArI nAkhyo che kahe che. maraNatulya karyo che, emAM che. emAM pAchuM ema kahyuM che tIrthakaranA upadezathI te samajAvyuM che ema che. samajANuM? (zrotA:aThThAvIsa) aThayAvIsa, aThayAvIsa (kaLaza) zarUAta, zarUAta. A rahyuM juo aThayAvIsa paraMtu karma saMyogathI DhaMkAyeluM hovAthI maraNane prApta thaI rahyuM hatuM. bhagavAna jIvatI jyota aMdara jJAna ne AnaMdanA nUranA prakAzanA paMjavALo, paNa ene mohamAM rAga mAro ne puNya mAruM ne evA bhAvathI ene mArI nAkhyo eTale jANe huM chuM ja nahIM ajIva ja che mAre to bIjuM kahevuM 'tuM AMhI guruno upadeza che ne! te bhrAnti parama guru zrI tIrthakarano upadeza sAMbhaLatAM maTe che. ahIM to A. AhAhA ! guru paNa tIrthaMkarano upadeza che e ja kahe che. AhAhAhA ! bhagavAna jIvatI jyota caitanya jAgrata avasthAthI bharelo bhagavAna ene meM rAga ne dayA-dAnanA vikalpathI ne nimittathI mane lAbha thAya, ema karIne potAnA jIvataranI jyotane eNe haNI nAkhI. AhAhA ! evI mithyAtvadazA, e bhrAnti mithyAtva eTale bhrAMti paramaguru zrI tIrthakara trilokanAtha tIrthaMkarano upadeza sAMbhaLatAM maTe che. AhAhAhA ! samajANuM? e AMhI kahyuM, guruonA upadezathI, ane potAnI kALalabdhithI jJAnI thayo ethI puruSArtha karatAM kALalabdhi pAkI gaI. AhAhA! ane potAnA svarUpane paramArthathI jANyuM, potAnA svarUpane paramArthathI jANyuM, Ama to svarUpane zAstranA bhaNataramAM AvyuM'tuM ene, anaMtavAra paNa e paramArthe jANyuM nahotuM. AhAhAhAhA ! samyagdarzana zuM cIja che enI mahattAnI khabara nathI lokone... eNe to sAdhAraNa karI nAkhyuM ke thaI rahyuM devagurunI zraddhA karo, vrata karo, ta5 karo, apavAsa karo marI gayA karI karIne e to ! (zrotA:- vaLI kahe DaromA, DaromA) hA, e to vaLI bhadrikapaNe kahe. bahAramAM vrata laI lyo ne lUgaDAM choDI dyo ne... (potAnA svarUpane) paramArthathI jANyuM ke huM eka chuM, mULapATha che ne? zuddha chuM, arUpI chuM e traNeya laI lIdhA, ane darzanajJAnamaya chuM. gAthAno bhAva lIdho, AvuM jANavAthI - AvuM jANavAthI (zrotA:- svasammukha thaIne jANavAthI) mohano samULa nAza thayo - mohano samULa" nAza thayo, mULamAMthI mithyAtvano nAza thayo. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA:- nAza thayo te thayuM zuM ) bhAvakabhAva ne yabhAvathI bhedajJAna thayuM. bhAvakabhAva eTale karma bhAvaka ne enA nimittathI thatI vikArI paryAyo rAga-dveSanI mithyAtva Adi evo bhAvakabhAva ane zeyabhAva eTale para zeyo, enAthI bhedajJAna thayuM. rAgathI ane zeyathI judo paDyo. AhAhAhAhA! potAnI svarUpa saMpadA, potAnI svarUpa saMpadA AnAthI judo paDyo, tyAre thayuM zuM? potAnI svarUpa saMpadA anubhavamAM AvI. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna anaMta AnaMdanI lakSmI, Page #629 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 atIndriyaAnaMdanuM jJAna, atIndriya zraddhA, atIndriya zAMti vage2e aMtar enAM anubhavamAM AvI. AhAhA... e potAnI lakSmInI saMpadA anubhavamAM AvI. AhAhAhA ! e dayA dAnanI vRtti e to rAga e potAnI saMpadA hatI e to vikAra vibhAva che. AhAhAhAhA ! AkaruM kAma. (zrotAH- cokhkhu kAma.) ethI e loko bicArA evuM kahe che eya sonagaDhavALAe to vyavahA2 uDAvI dIdho. vyavahA2thI thAya e na rAkhyuM. bhagavAna vyavahAra to rAga che bApu ! AhAhA ! rAgathI to AMhI judo paDayo tyAre lAbha thayo. jenAthI juduM paDavuM enAthI lAbha thAya ? bahu AkaruM kAma ! atyAre prarUpaNA pharI gaI bahu, upadeza pharyo. vANiyAne navarAza na maLe vANiyA navarA ( na thAya ) dhaMdho Akho di' eya choTAbhAI ! Akho di' bAyaDI chokarAM ne dhaMdho emAM vakhata na maLe kalAka maLe tyAre sAMbhaLavA jAya, magaja na maLe, je mAthe kahe 'jayanArAyaNa' ( zrotAH- huziyAra kahevAya che ne vANiyA ) samajavA jevA huziyAra badhAMya. AhAhA ! saMsAranA DAhyA hoya moTI vAtuM karanArA, dhaMdhAnA ne Ama moTA udyogapati ne Ama ne Ama mUrkhAImAM moTA che e badhAya. AhAhAhAhA ! kaho, caMdrakAMtabhAI ! lyo, A badhA vANiyA aDhI aDhI hajAranA pagArane eso... eso esomAM che ne e ? e kaMpanI pharI gaI esa. pI. sarakAranI pharI gaI. AMhI potAnI svarUpa saMpadA anubhavamAM AvI, have pharI moha kema utpanna thAya ? na thAya. A badhuM TIkAne bhAvArtha pUruM thayuM. thaI gyo vakhata lyo ! ( zrotA:- pramANa vacana gurudeva !) 614 te * samyagnAnanuM AbhUSaNa evuM A paramAtmatattva samasta vikalpa samUhathI sarvataH mukta che. aneka prakA2nA vikalpano samUha samyakttAnanA AbhUSaNa evA pa2mAtmatattvamAM trikALI tattvamAM nathI. sarvanaya saMbaMdhI aneka prakAranA vicAro e paNa prapaMca che. e paNa trikALI paramAtmatattvane viSe nathI. e vikalpo nathI e to ThIka paNa zuddha paryAyonI zreNI nirmaLa paryAyanI dhArArUpa dhyAnAvalI e paNa pa2mAtmatattvamAM nathI. dhyAnAvalInuM je dhyeya che evA 5ramAtmatattvamAM dhyAnanI pariNatirUpa paryAyo-dhyAnAvalI nathI. bhAI ! tuM to sadAya Avo 52mAtmasvarUpe ja cho. (52mAgamasAra -507 ) Page #630 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 32 15 gA (vasantatinA) majjantu nirbharamamI samameva lokA Alokamucchalati zAntarase smstaaH| AplAvya vibhramatiraskariNIM bhareNa pronmagna eSa bhagavAnavabodhasindhuH / / 32 / / have, evo AtmAno anubhava thayo teno mahimA kahI pre2NArUpa kAvya AcArya kahe che ke AvA jJAnasvarUpa AtmAmAM samasta lokanimagna thAoH zlokArthaH-[ Sa: mAvAnavavodhasindhu: ]A jJAnasamudra bhagavAna AtmA[vibhramatirariLI mareLa ApnAvya] vibhramarUpa ADI cAdarane samULagI DubADI daIne (dUra karIne )[projnmana: ] pote sarvAMga pragaTa thayo che; [ samI samastA: bhoLA ]tethI have A samasta loka [zAntarase] tenA zAMta rasamAM [ saman va] ekIsAthe ja [nirmaN] atyanta [madhnandu] magna thAo. kevo che zAMta rasa ? [ Alok racchannati] samasta loka paryaMta UchaLI rahyo che. bhAvArtha:-jema samudranI ADuM kAMI AvI jAya tyAre jaLa nathI dekhAtuM ane jyAre ADa dUra thAya tyAre jaLa pragaTa thAya; pragaTa thatAM, lokane pre2NAyogya thAya ke 'A jaLamAM sarva loka snAna karo'; tevI rIte A AtmA vibhramathI AcchAdita hato tyAre tenuM svarUpa nahotuM dekhAtuM; have vibhrama dUra thayo tyAre yathAsvarUpa ( jevuM che tevuM svarUpa ) pragaTa thayuM; tethI 'have tenA vItarAga vijJAnarUpa zAMtarasamAM ekIvakhate sarva loka magna thAo' ema AcArye pre2NA karI che. athavA evo paNa artha che ke jyAre AtmAnuM ajJAna dUra thAya tyAre kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya ane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thatAM samasta lokamAM rahelA padArtho ekIvakhate ja jJAnamAM AvI jhaLake che tene sarva loka dekho. 32. pravacana naM. 111 gAthA 38no zloka - 32 tA. 18-10-78 budhavA2 Aso vada-2 saM. 2504 majjantu nirbharamamI samameva lokA Alokamucchalati zAntarase samastAH / AplAvya vibhramatiraskariNIM bhareNa pronmagna eSa bhagavAnavabodhasindhuH / / 32 / / ', A jIva adhikA2no chello kaLaza che ne ? "eSa bhagavAna avabodha sindhuH " eSa A caitanya pratyakSa bhagavAna AtmA, 'eSa' A, caitanyapratyakSa, caitanyaloka aisA bhagavAna avabodha siMdhu; bhagavAna eTale AtmA, che ne bhagavAna AtmA, jJAna samudra avabodha siMdhuH e to zAnasiMdhu che, jJAnanuM pAtra che. jJAna svarUpa ja che. eSa pratyakSa prabhu, caitanya bhagavAna Page #631 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 AtmA jJAnasamudra hai, jJAnasamudra che. AhAhAhA ! "vibhrama tiraskariNI bhareNa AplAvya" e vibhramarUpI ADI cAdara hatI, jema moTA samudramAM kAMThe eka cAdara hoya cAra hAthanI, to mANasa e samudrane na joI zake, kema ke pote cAra hAthano UMco hoya ane cAra hAthanI cAdara ADI hoya, ema bhagavAna AtmA vibhramarUpI ADI cAdara hatI. rAga ne puNya Adi mArA che evA mithyAtvarUpI pariNamananI ADa hatI ene, AhAhA ! vibhramarUpI ADI cAdara, bhrama hato ene e. bahirlakSI je rAgAdi bhAva e mArA che ne e ja mAruM astitva che, ema je vizvama mithyAtvanuM pariNamana hatuM, karmanI ahIM vAta nathI, svarUpathI viparIta dRSTi je rAga ne puNya AdinA vikalpo eka samayanI paryAya jeTalI buddhi hatI, te vibhrama hato, mithyAtvarUpI ADI cAdara hatI. tethI bhagavAna jJAnasamudra dekhAto nahoto. AhAhAhA ! e vibhrama, ADI cAdarane 'bhareNa ApalAvya' "samULagI DubADI daine, AhAhA... nAza karI nAkhyo ene. vibhrama e mithyAtvarUpI pariNAma eno vyaya karIne, pronmagnaH pra.unmagna, pra.-unmagna-prakaTe unmagnaH jevuM svarUpa che tevuM unmagna, paryAyamAM bahAra UchaLyo, AhAhA ! zuM kahe che ? bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa jJAnasiMdhu e vibhramanI ADI cAdarane laIne jaNAto nahoto e vibhramanI cAdarane bhramane DubADI dIdhuM, vyaya karI dIdho, je Ama utpAd hato AhAhA... eno vyaya karI nAkhyo. AhAhA ! pote ja utpAda thayo hato ema have kahevuM che, pronmagnaH pote sarvAMga pragaTa thayo. AhAhA ! zuM zailI ! svarUpanAtha cidAnaMda bhagavAna 52ma paramezvara svarUpa ja AtmA ene vibhrama, rAga puNya dayA-dAna vikalpa Adi mArAM che evo je vizvama mithyAtvarUpa pariNamana, AhAhA... ene vyaya karI nAza karI, ane avabodha siMdhuH jJAnano dariyo prabhu e paryAyamAM, pra.unmagna paryAyamAM, prakaSTa unmagna bahAra Avyo. AhAhA! jevo eno svabhAva bhagavAna AtmAno hato. AhAhAhA... atIndriyaAnaMda, atIndriyajJAna ne atIndriyazAMti enA AzrayanuM zaraNa letAM, vibhramanI cAdara nAza thaI gaI, ane pote paryAyamAM pra.unmagna, pra.vizeSa unmagna, utpAd UchaLyo, AhAhAhAhA... zAMti ane AnaMdanI dazA pra.vizeSe unmagnaH, pragaTa thaI, vastu to vastu hatI dhruva, e dhruvanI dRSTie vibhramano nAza thayo ane jevuM svarUpa enuM hatuM, evuM paryAyamAM pra. utkRSTa unmagna AvyuM, olI nadI nathI AvatI unmagna nimagna, vaizAkha parvatamAM, eka nadI evI chenimagna emAM je koI cIja paDe ene heThe lai jAya ane eka nadI evI che je koI cIja paDe ene upara lAve. AhAhA ! ema bhagavAna AtmA pUrNAnaMdano nAtha enI jyAM dRSTi thaI, tyAre e vibhramano nAza thayo, ane paryAyamAM prakRSTa unmagna UchaLyo, utkRSTapaNe pariNamyo ema UchaLyo eTale progmagnaH AhAhA... uchalaMtI pachI Avaze, paNa ahIM pragaTayo, atIndriya AnaMda ne caitanya siMdhu, pra.- unmagna, ekalo unmagnaH nahIM, vizeSa unmagna. AhAhA ! Ama paryAyamAM mithyAtvanI paryAyano vyaya thaI ane samyagdarzana jJAna cAritranI paryAya pragaTI e UchaLyo AtmA aMdarathI. AhAhA... AvI vAtuM. adhikAra pUro thAya che ne ! te jevuM svarUpa che tevI pUraNa prApti, teno adhikA2 pUrNa thAya che, AhAhA ! lakhANamAM A pUro thAya che, ne bhAvamAM A pUro thAya Page #632 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 32 617 che. AhAhAhA.... | sarvAga pragaTa thayo, asaMkhya pradeze pUrNa svarUpa je hatuM. AhAhA ! e svarUpanA pUrNAnaMdanA nAthanI dRSTi karatA e sarvAga paryAyamAM pUrNa pragaTa thaI gayo. AhA ! AvI vAtuM che. AMhI vrata pALatA ne dayA dAna karatA ne tapa karatA ne apavAsa karatA pragaTa thAya che ema nathI kahyuM, e to badhI rAganI kriyA che. AhAhAhA! bhagavAna AtmA pUrNa avabodha siMdhu, avabodha siMdhu: jJAnano dariyo, "zuddhacetanA siMdhu hamAro rUpa hai" AhAhA ! evo je zuddha caitanya samudra e paryAyamAM bharatI AvI ne UchaLyo, utpAda thayo, AhAhA... vizvamano vyaya thayo, ahIM to vibhramane ja jUduM pADyuM che, nahIM to traNanI tyAM pUrNatA karI che. zuM kahyuM e? tyAM to darzana jJAna pAmelo hato, eNe pUchayuM ke have AcaraNa kema thAya enI pUrNatA pragaTa kema thAya e hatuM. paNa pAcho AMhI upADayuM che tyAMthI pahelethI, AhAhA ! caitanya siMdhu athavA caitanyanuM pAtra eTale jemAM caitanyapaNuM ja rahyuM che. AhAhA... bhagavAna AtmAmAM caitanyapaNuM ja che, caitanyanuM e pAtra che, rAganuM e pAtra nathI. AhAhAhA ! evo caitanyasiMdhu, vibhramane nAza karI ane svanA tIvra AzrayathI, AhAhAhA. paryAyamAM UchaLyo pragaTa thayo, AhAhA... vyaya thayo, pragaTa thayo; dhruva to che. caitanyapAtra, jJAnanA svabhAvane dharanAro caitanya to che. AhAhAhA ! Avo upadeza jhINo paDe jagatane zuM thAya? mAraga vItarAgano mArga ghaNo sUkSma che. AhAhA.. e ahIMyA sarvAga pragaTa thayo. "amI samastaH lokAH' are A samasta bhavya jIvo, adhyAtma taraMgiNImAM bhavya jIva lIdhA che, nahIMtara ahIM amI eTale badhA, paNa badhAya eTale abhavI jIvo kaMI pAmI zakatA nathI, AhAhAhA... amI A bhavyaloka he bhavya jIvo! AhAhAhA. samasta bhavya jIvo, sAgamaTe noMtaruM che. AhAhA... "amI" A pratyakSa jIvo je bhavya che, te "samastaH lokAH" samasta loka AkhuM, bhagavAna caitanya siMdhu jJAnanuM pAtra ane jJAnasvarUpa ja jemAM che, emAM AvIne Avo, badhA Avo bhagavAna. AhAhAhAhA... badhA bhavya jIvo Avo, sAgamaTe notaruM samajo cho. pATaNIjI! tamArI bhASAmAM kaMI haze, (zrotA:- sigarI noMtaruM eTale badhAne notaruM.) sAgamaTe e badhAnuM amAre I bhASA che AkhA gharane koI mAMdo hoya ne na AvI zake te judI vAta che, paNa badhAne jamavAnuM, ema koi abhavI hoya to bhale na Ave. AhAhA! zuM saMtono dhArAvAhI upadeza! AhAhA... tyAM to kahyuM'tuM ne ADatrIsamAM abudha je apratibaddha hato, anAdi ajJAnI hato, ene gurue upadezathI samajAvyo, ane e samajaNanA raTaNamAM lAgyo, jJAyaka, jJAyaka, jJAyaka, jJAyaka, AhAhA... ane te samajyo, AhAhA... samyajJAna thayuM, samyagdarzana thayuM. AMhI to pUrNa adhikAra che ne? eno je adhikArano svabhAva jevaDo hato evo ja enI paryAyamAM AcaraNarUpa thai gayo. AhAhAhAhA ! zrotAne kahyuM te zrotA Ama thaI gayA ema kahe che, AhAhAhA... paMcamakALanA saMto, paMcamakALanA zrotAne, AhAhAhA... bhavya jIvonI lAyakAtavALA jIvone kahe che ke prabhu tame pariNamI jAva, hoM. AhAhAhA... AhAhA!caitanyano samudra siMdhu, caitanya svarUpa ja jenA pAtra eTale enA sthAnamAM caitanya svarUpa ja che. puNya ane Page #633 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 618 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 pApanA vikalpo Adi tenA sthAnamAM nathI. AhAhA ! vyavahAra je kahevAya che, e caitanya pAtramAM enA svarUpanA enA sthAnamAM nathI. evA caitanya svarUpane, jeNe jJAna darzana ane cAritrathI prApta karyo che, ene i kahe che. AhA... ahIM muni lIdhA che, are "samasta lokA" are prabhu, khabara nathI ene? ke bhavya jIva che tenA anaMtame bhAgye ja mokSa thAya che, paNa ahIM e vAta nathI. ahIM to prabhu Avo ne (zrotAH- AmaMtraNa to badhAne che) AhAhA ! AmaMtraNa AkhAne che, bhavya jIvane, AhAhAhA.. prabhu aMdara AnaMda che ne tArA sthAnamAM, tuM AnaMdano pAtra cho duHkhanuM, rAganuM pAtra nahIM. AhAhAhA... prabhu tuM zAMtinuM pAtra cho ne? tArAmAM zAMti vaselI che. prabhu tuM pUraNa prabhutAno pAtra cho ne? AhAhAhA ! prabhu tArAmAM pUraNatA prabhutA vasI che. AhA ! enuM e pAtra eTale sthAna ja e tuM cho. AhAhA ! tyAM najara karIne tyAM Tharane prabhu. AhAhAhA... Avo adhikAra che. loko bicArA bahAramAM paDIne emane ema jiMdagI kADhe che ajJAnamAM A vrata karavA ne tapa karavA ane apavAsa karavA ane prabhu sAMbhaLane bhAI, vikalpa che e to tArA svarUpamAM, sthAnamAM nathI. tuM jJAnapAtra cho, AnaMdapAtra cho, zAMtinuM pAtra cho emAM raheluM e che ema kahe che. jagatane mAna mUkI. ahIMyA pahelo prabhu cho tyAM AvI jA ne. AhAhAhA ! jyAM tAruM sthAna che, pAtra cho. AhAhA ! tyAM AvI jA. rAga ne puNya pApanA sthAnamAMthI chuTI jA. AhAhA ! samasta lokAH A amI A, bhavya jIvo. AhAhAhAhA.. A "amI" eTale 'A' samasta bhavya jIvo, AhAhA... zAMtarasamAM atIndriya AnaMda garbhita zAMtarasa che. jemAM, AhAhAhA... atIndriya AnaMda garbhita zAMtasvarUpa jyAM che, AhAhA.. zAMta rasamAM ekI sAthe, ekI sAthe, eka pachI eka ema nahIM, tema thoDA nahIM, badhA, AhAhAhA... pote thaI gayo ne eTale badhAM Ama ja karone prabhu, AhAhAhA! have A bahAranI takarAromAM Amane Ama rokAIne jiMdagI. are prabhu caitanyadeva cho ne nAtha ! tuM to caitanyanuM pAtra, pAtra eTale sthAna cho ne, caitanya ja jeno svabhAva che ne? AhAhA! atIndriya AnaMdano pAtra nAma sthAna cho ne! atIndriya akaSAya zAMta svabhAvano pAtra cho ne! - "amI' A samasta lokAH, e zAMta rasamAM vItarAgI pariNati zAMta rasa, AhAhA ! ekI sAthe nirbharama atyaMta magna thAva. AhAhAhA... jemAMthI nIkaLavuM ja nathI evo atyaMta magna thAva. AhAhAhA ! AvI vANI che juo to kharA, rAmabANa che. AhAhA ! digaMbara saMto, paramAtmAne ThekANe vAta kare che. AhAhA ! nahIM pAmI zake ne thoDA pAmaze e AMhI prazna ja ahIM nathI. huM pAmyo to badhA pAmone prabhu. AhAhAhA ! "majjanta" che ne? huM? magna thAo majjantu snAna karo aMdara magna thaI jAo. bhagavAna pUrNAnaMdano nAtha jinabiMba, vItarAga svarUpa temAM magna thAo. AhAhAhAhAhA... zuM zailI ! zuM mIThI madhurI ! AnaMdanI dhArA pragaTa kara kahe che. AhA! AvI vAta che. AkaruM lAge bApu abhyAsa nathI ne, vastu to svarUpa ja AvuM che. - bhagavAna trilokanAtha jinendradeve pUraNa dazA pragaTa karI ane lokAlokane jANyo. ane eNe A upadeza karyo jinavANImAM "ramatte' Ave che ne? eTale olA loko kahe che Page #634 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 32 619 jinavANImAM 2matte eTale nizcaya ane vyavahAramAM ramavuM are bhAI beyamAM na ramAya bhAI, jinavANImAM to che ne kaLaza TIkAmAM ?( zrotAH- hA che ne 4 tho kaLaza ) bhagavAne zuddha AtmA pUrNAnaMda prabhu tene jIva dravyane upAdeya kahyo che, eka ja AdaravA lAyaka kahyo che. AhA... vyavahA2nI 5ryAya ne rAga ne enI tyAM vAta karI ja nathI. e to jANavA lAyaka kIdhuM che. bhagavAna AtmA eka samayamAM pUraNa pUraNa pUraNa guNonuM pAtra eTale pUraNa guNa jemAM rahyA che, evo je jIvadravya anaMta guNathI bharapUra bharelo bhagavAna, ene bhagavAne vANImAM ema kahyuM ke e upAdeya che, e AdaraNIya che, e svIkAra karavA lAyaka che, eno satkA2 ka2vA lAyaka che, enI pUjA karavA lAyaka che, enI AratI utAra. AhAhAhA.. nirmaLa dhArAthI enI AratI utAra. AhAhAhAhA... samasta lokAH atyaMta magna, pAcho magna thAva eTalo ja zabda nathI. evI rIte magna thAo ke bahAra AvavuM ja paDe nahIM. AhAhA... chellI gAthA, AhAhAhA... zarIrane na jovuM, zarIra che to mATI hADakAMnA piMjarA, AhAhAhA... aMdara rAga che ene na jovo, kA2Nake rAga e pAtra nathI AtmAnA sthAnamAM. AhAhAhA... ( zrotAH- na juo to jovuM zuM ) jovuM e ke paryAya nirmaLa che enAthI AtmA jovo. je caitanyasiMdhu pAtra che, AhAhA... ene jovo. AvI vAta che. ( zrotAH- bIjA apAtra) rAgAdi apAtra che. vyavahA2 ratnatrayano vikalpa che te jJAnanuM sthAna nathI, AnaMdanuM sthAna nathI, zAMtinuM pAtra nathI. AhAhAhA... Avo mAraga che. 52mAtmA jinezvaradeva divyadhvanimAM 52mAtmA Ama kahetA hatA. e saMto ADatiyA thaine jagatane jAhera kare che. AhAhA... AvI vAta prabhu kyAMya bIje nathI. AhAhA... Are lAge zuM thAya ? ( zrotAH- e to pote potAnuM svarUpa nakakI karyAM pachI jANI zake ke bIje kyAMya nathI ) e pote ja che ene karavAnuM, ene karavAnuM pote ja che ne, ene karavAnuM potAnuM, bIjuM che zuM ? AhAhAhA... ene koI karavA Ave che ane karI de evuM che ? pote ja magna thAya che ema kahyuM che. sarvAMga pragaTa thAya che. tyAM kAMI deva, guru, zAstra madada karatA nathI. kema ke pote je svabhAva pragaTa karavo che e svabhAvano to pote pAtra sthAna che. AhAhAhA... evo svabhAvano samudra prabhu ene pragaTa kara paryAyamAM, pronmagna dhruva pUruM ( pUrNa ) rAkhyuM, eno Azraya laine pronmagna paryAya utpanna karI, vibhramano nAza karyo. A utpAda, vyaya ane dhruva sidhdha karyAM. AhAhAhA ! A 'utpAda, vyaya ane dhruvayuktama sat' AhAhAhAhA... arere AvI vAto che, ane jhaghaDo kare prabhu ! are bhAI tAre kyAM jAvuM che ? vahevA2thI thAya ne nimittathI thAya ne, AhAhA... ( zrotAH- koika vA2 thAya) koIvAra (nahIM ) traNa kALamAM na thAya. AhAhA ! AhAhA! kharekhara to eno janmakSaNa che A. svabhAvano siMdhu bhagavAna enI dRSTi karI jJAna karIne cAritra pragaTa karyuM, e paryAyano utpattino kALa che. (zrotAH- janmakSaNa che) enI janmakSaNa che prabhu. ene bIjAnI jarUra nathI. AhAhAhA !ohohoho ! e kramabaddhamAM paNa e AvI gayuM. paryAyano jyAre Avo krama che te kALe akartApaNuM pragaTa karyuM, eTale ke darzana jJAna ne cAritrane pragaTa karyuM. AhAhA... kramabaddha paNa AvI gayuM ane vyavahA2thI nizcaya thAya e Page #635 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 62) samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 paNa UDI gayuM. kAraNa ke vyavahAra rAgamAM A svabhAva nathI. AhA... A to svabhAva che e to bhagavAna pAtramAM potAmAM che, AhAhA... eTale rAgathI thAya e vAta rahI nahIM. nimittathI thAya e rahyuM nahIM kAraNake eno utpattino kALa che emAM nimitte karyuM, AvIne zuM karyuM? ho ! AhAhAhA! A pAMca bolano virodha che. kramabaddhano, upAdAna nimittamAM nimittathI thAya eno, vyavahAra nizcayamAM vyavahArathI thAya eno. are prabhu moTI (carcA) atyAre cAle che tyAM hastinApuramAM zikSaNa zibira ahIMnA viruddhamAM, are bhagavAna ! bhagavAna tuM A zuM kare che bhAI ! loko paNa bicArA sAdhAraNa prANI che. ene maLe nahIM sAMbhaLavA sAcI vAta, zemAM maMthana karavuM ne zemAMthI prApta thAya, khabaruM no maLe. AhAhA... magna thAo, zAMtarasamAM magna thAva. atIndriya AnaMda garbhita zAMta rasanI paryAya emAM tyAM lIna thAo. AhAhA ! kevo che zAMtarasa? Alokam ucchalaMtI, samasta ucchalaMtI utkRSTapaNe varte che. e zAMtarasa utkRSTapaNe ucchalatI uta, utkRSTapaNe UchaLe che aMdara paryAyamAM. AhAhAhA... samajANuM kAMI? e svanI apekSAe vAta karI. "Alokama ucchalatI" samasta lokaparyata UchaLI rahyo che, utkRSTapaNe paryAyamAM UchaLI rahyo che. AhAhAhA ! (zrotA- utkRSTa zeno artha karyo?) e ucchalatIno artha karyo che. ucchalatI utkRSTapaNe UchaLyo. Alokam ucchalatI, pUraNa svarUpapaNe utkRSTapaNe pragaTa thaI gayo. AhAhAhA... ane bIjo sAdhAraNa artha Ama che, ke loka UchaLI rahyo che. athavA e dazA evI thai che e urdhvaparyata cAlI jaze. athavA pUraNa lokAlokane jANe e rIte UchaLI rahyo che. ghaNA prakAra aMdara. samajANuM kAMI ? pUrNAnaMdano nAtha avabodha siMdhu bhagavAna, ema zabda che ne? "bhagavAna avabodha siMdhu " AtmA e jJAnaAdi anaMta zAMtarasa ane anaMta guNono pAtra, jemAM rahyAM che, emAM rAga ne vikalpa ne saMsAra ane nimitta rahyAM nathI. AhAhA.. evA bhagavAnane tuM daiSTimAM le, eno Adara kara, eno satkAra kara, rAgAdino satkAra che anAdithI, ene choDI de. AhAhA. e to A satkAra thayo eTale olo satkAra chUTI gayo. AhAhA... e tane AtmA AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna atIndriya AnaMda garbhita zAMtarasa pragaTa thaze. zAMtarasane aMtaramAM anaMta AnaMda atIndriyazAMtapaNuM te cAritranI dazA ane emAM anaMta AnaMda te sukhanI dazA. AhAhAhA... evo bhagavAna AtmA utkRSTapaNe pariNamI jaze ane utkRSTapaNe thaze ane utkRSTapaNe lokAlokane jANaze. ucchalatI nAma eno svabhAva pUraNa thayo che, ane e urdhva cAlyo jaze. AhAhAhA... samajANuM kAMI? AvI vAtuM che bhAI ! bahu jhINuM bApu! lokone satya maLyuM nathI, maLyuM nathI atyAre to AvI prarUpaNA AvI kare, mULa mUkIne, vrata karo, tapa karo, apavAsa karo ne maMdira karo ne pUjA bhagavAna jAtrA karo ne... (zrotA - I to ema kahe che ke saMyama lyo Daro mata ) e zuM bApA ene bacArAne zuM khabara mANasa bhadrika hatA ene khabara nahIM ne, A vrata laI lo, saMyama lo, nagna thaI jAva mata Daro, ema kahetA'tA, zAMtisAgara mANasa bacAro jarI narama hato ne zuM thAya? ahIM AvyA tA. covIsa kalAka rahyA 97 mAM sAdhupaNAnI zarUAta tyAMthI thaI. are bApu sAdhupaNuM to kyAM hatuM? A zuM thAya? pote ja kahetA ne bicArA AvI prarUpaNA karatAne paNa loko na samajI zake ke ame vastra choDIne beThA Page #636 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 32 621 chIe, paNa karma khase tyAre thAya ne? ema kahetAM'tA, AMhI kahetA'tA paNa koNa mAne e Ama kahetA'tA e koNa mAne? zuM thAya bhAI ! dRSTi rAkhavI saMpradAyanIne... AhAhAhA... prabhu ahIM to satyanI vAta che. AhAhAhA... mAro nAtha saccidAnaMda prabhu e sattane AnaMda ne jJAnanuM pAtra che e to emAM to e rahyAM che. AhAhA.... ane temAM to rAga to rahyo nathI paNa alpajJapaNuM trikALa svabhAvamAM che nahIM. AhAhA !(zrotA- aMdara rAgathI nagnapaNuM che) aMdara rAgathI rahita, vikalpathI rahita nagna dazA che aMdara enI. e svarUpane tuM satkAra, upAdeya jANa, jethI tane vibhramano nAza thaze, ane tenI zaktino je saMgraha che, e zaktino saMgraha je koThImAM che e TANe jema bahAra Ave che, AhAhAhA... ema paryAyamAM bahAra Avaze. AhAhAhA ! ene ahIMyA pronamagnaH kahyuM, vibhramano vyaya kahyo, ane paryAyamAM UchaLI gayo je bhAva "ucchalatI" dariyo jema bharatImAM UchaLe chelle punamane di', punamane di' puro UchaLe, ema A pUrNa pUrNa UchaLe che. AhAhAhA... A lokam samasta loka A che ne A, A eTale samasta lokama, A loka ema zabda che ne ? Aloka eTale samasta loka, A eTale samasta loka samasta bhavya jIvo ucchalatI, UchaLI jAya che, kahe che. AhAhA ! AhAhA ! zuM vANI? zuM samayasAra? eno eka zloka enuM eka pada. AhAhA ! (zrotA:- vAkya adhuruM rahI gayuM) thaI gayuM e aMdara. aMdarathI AvatuM hoya e Ave. AhA.. e vastu che, jemAM anaMtA guNo rahelA che vaselA che tene ahIMyA siMdhu avabodhano pAtra kahe che. e jJAnapAtra kahyuM evuM e anaMtA guNonuM e pAtra che have. AhAhA... evA samudrane aMtara jovA najara kara kahe che. AhAhA... jethI tane aMtara jotAM paryAyamAM zAMtarasa atIndriya AnaMda garbhita, anaMta guNanI vyaktatA paryAyamAM pragaTa thaze, vibhramanI ne mithyAtva AdinI paryAyano vyaya thaze. AhAhAhA DubADI daine vyaya thaI gayo paNa pAcho gayo kyAM ? (zrotA - dravyamAM, pAriNAmika bhAve thaI gayo ) dravyamAM gayo. AhAhAhA! gayo aMdara mithyAtva gayuM nathI. enI evI yogyatA eka aMdaramAM rahI gaI. AhA..(zrotA- mithyAtva na jAya aMdaramAM mithyAtva kayAMthI jAya?) evI eka yogyatA gaI aMdara ane nirmaLa mokSano mArga athavA kevaLajJAna Adi dazA bahAra AvI. AhAhAhA. AnuM nAma jIvano pUrNa adhikAra prApta thayo. AhA... Avo che AtmA. (zrotA- zuddharUpe pariName ene ja jIva kahe che) e ja jIva che, azuddhapaNe pariName e to rAga che vikAra, saMsAra che, te jIva kyAM che? vastu to jIva che paNa (zuddharUpe) pariName tyAre ene jIva kahevAmAM Ave che ne? tyAre ene khyAlamAM Ave che ne? jIva to trikALa kAraNa paramAtmA zuddha ja che. paNa svIkAra kare ke A che tyAre to paryAyamAM zuddhatA thaI. zuM kahyu I? ene che, eno svIkAra thAya to to I paryAya zuddha thaI gaI, eNe svIkAra karyo. AhAhA... che e ene beThuM che kyAM? che to che trikALI zuddha AnaMdano nAtha ja che. zuddha paramAtma svarUpa ja birAje che pote. nigodanI paryAya kALe paNa e che ne kevaLajJAnanI paryAyanA kALe paNa pUrNAnaMdano nAtha birAje che aMdara dravya svabhAve ekarUpa. AhAhAhA... paNa kone? jene e dravya svabhAva paryAyamAM beTho ene. samajANuM kAMI ? jene eNe pUMTha daIne ane rAga ane vikalpane potAnA mAnI svIkAryA che. ene to e che ja nahIM, chatI Page #637 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 622 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 cIja paNa tene to achatI che. AhAhA ! achatI rAgAdi cIja tene ajJAnIne chatI dekhAya che. AhAhAhA.. AvuM che jhINuM prabhu. samyakradarzana koI alaukika cIja che. AhA ! bhAvArtha-jema samudranI ADuM koI AvI jAya tyAre jaLa nathI dekhAtuM. samudra to moTo bharyo che aMdara paNa Ama cAdara ADI AvI jAya to enuM jaLa nathI dekhAtuM, jyAre ADa dUra thAya, toDI nAkhe ene, tyAre jaLa pragaTa thAya, jaLa to jaLa che ja, paNa tenI paryAyamAM khyAla Ave ke, ohoho, AhAhA... pragaTa thatAM lokane preraNAyogya thAya ke "A jaLamAM sarvaloka snAna karo" A jaLamAM sarva snAna karo, mIThuM jaLa hoM A, khArUM jaLa nahIM. ikSurasano Ave che ne? zeraDInA rasa jevuM pANI bhagavAnane je snAna karAve. AhAhA ! (zrotA- kSIra samudramAMthI deva pANI lAve che ne) lAve che ne tyAMthI, tyAMthI ghaDA bharIne lAve che. Indro ikSarasa, kSIrasamudra, bhagavAnane jyAre laI jAya che merU parvata upara tyAre indronI hAra (paMkita) jAme che. Ama devonI TheTha sudhI, heThe mUke nahIM pANI, tyAMthI IzurasanA ghaDA bharI A Ane Ape A Ane Ape, AhAhA.... bhagavAnane snAna karAve. IzurasathI pAchA hoM, lavaNa samudranA pANIthI nahIM. AhAhA... ema bhagavAna AtmA AnaMdarasathI bharelo bhagavAna emAM snAna kara, jA. AhAhA! AnaMdarasathI tane navarAva ane rAgane dhoI nAkha, AhAhAhA.. AvI vAtuM che. vyavahAranA rasikamAM Akho saMpradAya ja vyavahArano rasika che. atyAre, basa tapa karo apavAsa karo A karo A karo ane upadeza paNa evo Ape, ke AnAthI lAbha thaze, are are prabhu prabhu prabhu zuM thAya? ethI bicArA prANIne satya maLatuM nathI, satyanI jhAMkhI paNa thavAno prasaMga ene nathI. AMhI kahe che ke, jema e samudranuM pANI bahAra dekhAya ane snAna kare evI rIte A AtmA vibhramathI AcchAdita hato, te rAga dayA dAna vrata bhaktinA pariNAma rAga enAthI mane lAbha thaze ema mithyAtvamAM hato. AhAhA ! rAganI rucimAM ja rokAI gayo'to ethI bhagavAna AcchAdita DhaMkAI gayo hato. tyAre tenuM svarUpa nahotuM dekhAtuM, rAganI rucinA premamAM, bhagavAna Akho AnaMda jaLathI bharelo nahoto dekhAto. bAhya taraphanA lakSavALI vRttio, enA premamAM rokAtA bhagavAna AnaMda svarUpa sarovara jaLathI bharelo dekhAto nahIM hato. AhAhAhA ! have vibhrama dUra thayo, e rAga dayA dAnano cAhe to bhagavAnanI, AhAhAhA... bhaktino ho, paNa e rAga che e kAMI dharma nathI, e AtmAnA svarUpamAM e nathI. AvuM AkaruM kAma! lokone kahe che keTalAMka e sonagaDha to nizcayAbhAsI, ekalI nizcayanI vAto kare che ema kahe che. keTalAka bicArA. (zrotA:- nizcayanI eTale kharI mokSamArga prakAzakamAM che.) AhAhAhA ! eja paNa satya che olo vyavahAra to rAga hoya che e jJAna karavA mATe che ane enAthI koI nizcaya thAya che, (ema nathI). AhAhAhA ! dharmIne paNa AtmAnuM jJAna darzana thatAM sthiratA pUrNa na hoya to rAga Ave, bhakti Adino pUjAno paNa e to baMdhanuM kAraNa che, heya che e zaraNa nathI. AhAhAhA... AvI vAtuM AkarI bahu. AhAhA! vibhrama dUra thayo tyAre yathArtha svarUpa jevuM che tevuM pragaTa thayuM. AnaMdano nAtha AnaMdasvarUpa Page #638 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 32 623 atIndriya garbhita e AnaMda pragaTayo, samyagdarzana jJAna thayuM tyAre AnaMda pragaTayo. AhAhAhA ! tethI have tenA vItarAga vijJAnarUpa zAMtarasamAM, AhAhA. vItarAga vijJAna nathI AvatuM? vItarAga vijJAna hukamacaMdajInuM pAThazALAnI che ne pustikA. vItarAga vijJAnarUpa zAMtarasa, ekI vakhate, eka ja kALamAM sarvaloka magna thAo, AhAhAhA... pUraNa AnaMda svarUpa bhagavAna, eno jyAM Azraya lIdho, tyAre paryAyamAM pUrNa AnaMdadazA pragaTa thaI, AhA.. tyAre e kahe che ke AmAM badhA jIvo eka sAthe AvIne snAna karo prabhu. AhAhAhA ! e saMsArano mela dhoI nAkho. AhAhAhA ! AvuM che AmAM koI moTuM vidvattA ne moTA bhASaNo kare Ama che tema che ne phalANuM che ne bApu e mAragaDA judA nAtha, vItarAga sarvaza paramezvara enA mAragaDA judA che bhAI. AhAhAhA ! e vrata ne tapa ne bhakti ne pUjAthI dharma manAvavo e to rAgathI dharma manAvo cho, e jainadharma ja nathI. e to ajainane jaina mAnyuM che eNe. AhAhA ! (zrotAjainanA agresaro ema ja mAne che ne prarUpe che) zuM thAya bhAI, badhAne atyAre, ene maLyuM nathI, sAMbhaLavA maLyuM nathI, zuM mAraga che, amAre guru hatA saMpradAyamAM e bicArA bahu bhadrika hatA, sajjana hatA kriyA evI ke atyAre digaMbara sAdhu to ene mATe banAvela AhAra le che. A to prANa jAya topaNa ene mATe pANInuM biMdu banAvyuM hoya to na le evA hatA saMpradAyanAM. gAmaDAmAM jaIe sAta ATha ghara vANIyAnAM hoya, jAIe ke tarata e loko bicArA pANI banAve mahArAja AvyA che ne UnuM pANI maLe nahIM gAmaDAmAM jaIe tyAM bahena A pANI kema Ama? mA'rAja ame snAna karatA vadhAryuM, ATaluM badhuM pANI snAna karatA vadhAryuM? na le. divasanA divase pANI vinA kADhayA'tA ame paNa e ja karyuM'tuM emAM hatA tyAre bahu kriyA AkarI hatI amArI badhI. chAza laI AvIe pachI chAza samajene maThA kAThI lokomAM bahu maLe kAThI hoya ne garAsiyA bahu chAza maLe te laI AvIe, pANI nahIM pANInuM biMdu AkhA divasamAM na pIdhuM hoya keTalAya divasa evA jAya, AMhI to dararoja enA mATe pANInA AhAra kare daza zera pANIne, - ararara! ene paNa bacArAne tattvanI vAta kAne nahotI paDI. arere ! ke A paranI dayAno bhAva e rAga che ne e hiMsA che e dharma nahIM e vAta (ene) kAne paDI nahIM. AhAhA! bicArA kALa karI gayA, Are DacUro caDayo rastAmAM, AhAhA ! kevA hatA sajjana enI mIThAza, enI laukika dRSTi, AhAhAhA.. naitika enuM jIvana paNa A vAta kAne nahotI paDI, ke A paranI dayA pALavI e rAga che ane rAga che te hiMsA (sva) jIvanI che. ararara! atyAre mazkarI kare che, are e paranI dayAnA bhAvane rAga kahe che. paNa have puruSArtha siddhi upAyamAM kahe che amRtacaMdrAcArya, ane tyAM hiMsA kahe che AtmAnI. sAMbhaLane prabhu? teM sAMbhaLyuM nathI bhAI, AhA.. dayAno dharma to AtmAnI dayA, pUrNAnaMdano nAtha che jevI jIvatI jyota che tene tevI rIte mAnavI te tenI dayA che. AhAhA... ene UNo ocho adhiko mAnavo e (nija) AtmAnI hiMsA che. AhAhA ! zuM jIva adhikAra ADatrIsa gAthA eno A kaLaza. AhAhA ! abhimAna UtarI jAya evuM che. AhAhAhA ! vItarAga vijJAna zAMtarasamAM, eka to vItarAgI vijJAna zAMtarasa paryAyamAM Avyo ene Page #639 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 624 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 ekI kALe sarvaloka magna thAo, ema AcArye preraNA karI che. AhAhAhA! kuMdakuMdacArya amRtacaMdrAcArya mahAsaMto parameSThi, AhAhA... paMcaparameSThimAM parameSThimAM hatA, AcArya parameSThi preraNA kare che prabhu! AhAhA ! vItarAga zAMtarasamAM magna thayelA, jagatane vItarAga zAMtarasamAM ekI vakhate sarva jIvo, AhA ame karI zakyA chIe to prabhu tame kema na karI zako? tame paNa prabhu AtmA cho ne? AhA... ema kahe che. AhAhA ! duniyAnA mAna apamAnane choDa. AhAhAhA... bhagavAna nirmAna AnaMdano nAtha enuM je mAna AvyuM paryAyamAM, vItarAgI vijJAna dazA, AhAhA! emAM magna thAva AcArye preraNA karI che. athavA evo paNa artha che ke jyAre AtmAnuM ajJAna dUra thAya tyAre kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya lyo ahIM to ekadama, (zrotA:- pUrNa pAme !) vibhrama kIdho'to ne? ajJAna dUra thAya kAraNake hajI bAramAM sudhI hajI ajJAna eTale viparIta nahIM paNa ochuM jJAna che ne eTale ajJAna kIdhuM che, AhAhA... ajJAna dUra thAya tyAre kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya athavA e mithyAtva jAya te ajJAna jAya eTale kevaLajJAna thayA vinA rahe ja nahIM ene. AhAhAhA... samasta lokamAM rahelA padArtho A lokam uchalantI kahyuM 'tuM ne eno bIjo artha karyo che samasta, lokamAM rahelA padArtho ekI vakhate ja jJAnamAM AvIne jhaLake che. (zrotA - padArtho emAM AvIne jhaLake che) eka samayamAM jJAna badhuM thAya traNakALa traNaloka eka samayamAM jhaLake che e paNa vyavahAra che, eTale ke paryAyamAM jANavAmAM Ave che. bhASA to bhASA zuM kare ? AhAhA ! tene sarva loka dekho. lyo e pUruM thayuM. (zrotA- pramANa vacana gurudeva.) A rIte A samayaprAbhUtagraMthanI AtmakhyAti nAmanI TIkAmAM TIkAkAre pUrvagasthaLa kahyuM. ahIM TIkAkArano evo Azaya che ke A graMthane alaMkArathI nATakarUpe varNavyo che. nATakamAM pahelAM raMgabhUmi racavAmAM Ave che. tyAM jonArA nAyaka tathA sabhA hoya che ane nRtya (nATaya, nATaka) karanArA hoya che ke jeo aneka svAMga dhAre che tathA zRMgArAdika ATha rasanuM rUpa batAve che. tyAM zRMgAra, hAsya, raudra, karuNA, vIra, bhayAnaka, bIbhatsa ane adbhuta-e ATha rasa che te laukika rasa che; nATakamAM temano ja adhikAra che. navamo zAMtarasa che te alaukika che; nRtyamAM teno adhikAra nathI. A rasonA sthAyI bhAva, sAttvika bhAva, anubhAvI bhAva, vyabhicArI bhAva ane temanI dRSTi AdinuM varNana rasagraMthomAM che tyAMthI jANavuM. ane sAmAnyapaNe rasanuM e svarUpa che ke jJAnamAM je zeya AvyuM temAM jJAna tadAkAra thayuM, temAM puruSano bhAva lIna thaI jAya ane anya zeyanI IcchA na rahe te rasa che. te ATha rasanuM rUpa nRtyamAM nRtya karanArA batAve che; ane temanuM varNana karatAM kavIzvara jyAre anya rasane anya rasanI samAna karIne paNa varNana kare che tyAre anya rasano anya rasa aMgabhUta thavAthI tathA anyabhAva rasonuM aMga hovAthI, rasavat Adi alaMkArathI tene nRtyanA rUpe varNavavAmAM Ave che. ahIM prathama raMgabhUmisthaLa kahyuM. tyAM jonArA to samyagdaSTi puruSa che temaja bIjA Page #640 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zloka - 32 625 mithyArdaSTi puruSonI sabhA che, temane batAve che. nRtya ka2nA2A jIva-ajIva padArtha che ane bannenuM ekapaNuM, kartAkarmapaNuM Adi temanA svAMga che. temAM teo paraspara anekarUpa thAya che, ATha rasarUpa thaI pariName che, te nRtya che. tyAM samyagdaSTi jonAra jIva-ajIvanA bhinna svarUpane jANe che; te to A sarva svAMgone karmakRta jANI zAMta rasamAM ja magna che ane mithyArdaSTi jIvaajIvano bheda nathI jANatA tethI A svAMgone ja sAcA jANI emAM lIna thaI jAya che. temane samyagdaSTi yathArtha svarUpa batAvI, temano bhrama maTADI, zAMta rasamAM temane lIna karI samyagdaSTi banAve che. tenI sUcanArUpe raMgabhUminA aMtamAM AcArye 'madhnantu' ityAdi A zloka racyo che. te, have jIva-ajIvano svAMga varNavaze tenI sUcanArUpe che evo Azaya sUcita thAya che. A rIte ahIM sudhI to raMgabhUminuM varNana karyuM. nRtyakutUhala tattvako, mariyavi dekho dhAya; nijAnaMda 2sameM chako, Ana sabai chiTakAya. ( A pramANe ( zrImadbhagavakuMdakuMdAcArya devapraNIta ) zrI samayasAra zAstranI (zrImad amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva viracita ) AtmakhyAti nAmanI TIkAmAM pUrvaraMga samApta thayo. * jema sphaTika dhoLuM che, chatAM kALA ane lAla phUlanA saMbaMdhe kALI ane lAla jhAMya emAM dekhAya che, e jhAMya enI che, enAmAM che. pelA phUlane laIne nahIM. kALA ane lAla phUla to nimitta che. paNa sphaTikamAM potAnI lAyakAtathI tyAM kALI, lAla jhAMya che. samajANuM kAMI ? AhAhA... A lAkaDA pAse ahIM Ama lAla phUla mUkazo to emAM jhAMya nahi dekhAya. kA2Na ke enI potAnI yogyatA nathI. ane kALA ane lAla phUlanA saMge sphaTikanI paryAyamAM lAla ane kALuM thavuM e potAnI yogyatAthI potAmAM thAya che. samajANuM kAMI ? (pravacana sudhA pAnA naM. 332 bhAga-2 ) Page #641 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 626 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vAMcakonI noMdha mATe Page #642 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vAMcakonI noMdha mATe 627 Page #643 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 628 samayasAra siddhi bhAga-2 vAMcakonI noMdha mATe