Book Title: Mi Kon Mahe
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita mI koNa Ahe svataH svataHpAsUna'ca anoLakhI kadhIparyaMta rAhaNAra? 'svataHkoNa Ahe' heca jANUna gheNyAcI AvazyakatA Ahe. Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna kathita mI koNa Ahe? mULa gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbena amIna anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : zrI ajIta sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380 014, gujarAta. phona - (079) 27540408 All Rights reserved - Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission from the holder of the copyrights. prathama AvRtti : rIprinTa nayI rIprinTa : 1500 9500 3000 maI 2008 agasta 09 se aktubara 13 maI 2014 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ANi 'mI kAhIca jANata nAhI', hA bhAva! dravya mUlya : 10 rupaye mudraka : aMbA ophaseTa pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naye rijarva baiMka ke pAsa, inkamaTaiksa, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 27542964 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthaMkara zrIsImaMdharasvAmI namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezanacI prakAzita pustake) marAThI 1. bhogato tyAcI cuka 6. krodha 2. eDajesTa evarIvhera 7. ciMtA 3. je ghaDale toca nyAya 8. pratikramaNa 4. saMgharSa TALA 9. bhAvanA sudhAre janmojanma 5. mI koNa Ahe? hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 23. dAna 3. karma kA siddhAMta 24. mAnava dharma 4. Atmabodha 25. sevA-paropakAra 5. maiM kauna hU~? 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 6. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 29. kleza rahita jIvana 9. TakarAva TAlie 30. guru-ziSya 10. huA so nyAya 31. ahiMsA 11. ciMtA 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 12. krodha 33. camatkAra 13. pratikramaNa 34. pApa-puNya 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 36. karma kA vijJAna 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 37. AptavANI - 1 17. jagata kartA kauna? 38. AptavANI - 3 18. trimaMtra 39. AptavANI - 4 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 40. AptavANI - 5 20. prema 41. AptavANI - 6 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 42. AptavANI - 8 dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana cyA dvAre gujarAtI ANi aMgrajI bhASe madhye suddhA barIca pustake prakAzita jhAlI aahe| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org vara suddhA ApaNa hI sagaLI pustake prApta karU shktaa| pratyeka mahinyAta hindI, gujarAtI ANi aMgrejI bhASeta dAdAvANI megejhIna prakAzita karIta aahe| Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna koNa? jUna 1958 saMdhyAkALacI aMdAje sahAcI veLa, surata sTezanAvara aloTa gardI hotI. pleTaphArma naMbara tInacyA relvecyA bAkAvara basalele zrI. aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rupI dehamaMdirAta naisargika svarUpAta kityeka janmApAsUna vyakta hoNyAsAThI AtUra asalele 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa jhAle ANi nisargAne sarjana kele adhyAtmAce adbhuta Azcarya! eka tAsAta vizvadarzana lAbhale! ApaNa koNa? bhagavAna koNa? jaga koNa cAlavata Ahe? karma mhaNaje kAya? muktI kazAlA mhaNatAta? ityAdI jagAtIla sarva AdhyAtmika praznAMce saMpUrNa nirAkaraNa kele! ANi jagAtIla sarva adhyAtmika praznAMcA saMpUrNa ulagaDA jhAlA. azA prakAre nisargAne vizvalA pradAna kele eka advitIya, pUrNa darzana ANi hyAce mAdhyama banale aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, je hote gujarAtace carotara jilhyAtIla bhAdaraNa gAvace pATIla, kaMTrAkTacA vyavasAya karaNAre ANi tarI hI pUrNa vItarAga puruSa. tyAMnA jJAna prApti jhAlI tyAca pramANe te phakta dona tAsAta itara mumukSunAM suddhA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, tyAMcyA siddha jhAlelyA adbhUta jJAna prayoga dvArA. tyAlA akrama (kramavirahIta) mArga mhaNatAta. akrama mhaNaje kramAzivAyacA ANi krama mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne, kramAkramAne vara caDhaNyAce ! akrama mhaNaje liphTa mArga ! zaoNrTa kaTa !! te svataH pratyekAlA 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' hyAbadalacI phoDa karUna sAMgatAnA mhaNAyace ki, 'he disatAta te 'dAdA bhagavAna' naahiit| he tara e.ema. paTela Ahe. AmhI jJAnIpuruSa Ahota ANi Ata pragaTa jhAle Aheta te dAdA bhagavAna Aheta / te caudalokace nAtha Aheta, te tumacyAta paNa Aheta, sarvAMmadhye Aheta! tumacyAta avyakta rupAta basalele Aheta ANi 'ithe' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta jhAlele Aheta! mI svataH paramezvara naahii| mAjhyA Ata pragaTa jhAlele 'dAdA bhagavAna' tyAMnA mI paNa namaskAra karato.' vyApArAta dharma asAvA paraMtu dharmAta vyApAra nasAvA. hyA siddhAMtAne te saMpUrNa jIvana jagale. tyAMnI jIvanAta kadhIhI koNAkaDUna hI paise ghetale nAhIta, ulaTa svataHcA vyavasAyAtUna jhAlelyA phAyadyAtUna bhaktAMnA yAtrA karavIta asata. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmajJAna prApticI pratyakSa lIMka mI tara, kAhI lokAMnAM mAjhyA hAtUna siddhi prApta karUna deNAra Ahe. mAjhyA naMtara koNI tarI pAhije ki nAhI ! naMtara lokAMnA mArga (dAkhaviNArA) havA ki nAhI? dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnA je jJAna prApta jhAle, te adbhuta AtmajJAna, tyAMnI deza-videza paribhramaNa karUna, dusar2yA lokAMnA suddhA dona tAsAta prApta karUna dile hote, tyAlA jJAnavidhi mhaNatAta. dAdAzrIMnI ApalyA jIvanakALAtaca pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA)nA AtmajJAna deNyAcI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kelI hotI. dAdAzrIMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA AtA paryaMta mumukSujanAMnA satsaMga ANi AtmajJAnAcI prApti, nimittabhAvAne karata hotyA. tyAca barobara pUjya dIpakabhAInAM hI dAdAzrIMnI satsaMga karaNyAcI siddhi pradAna kelI hotI. pUjya nIrUmAMcyA upasthitItaca tyAMcyA AzIrvAdAne pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzAta kitItarI ThikANI jAUna mumukSUMnA AtmajJAna prApti karUna deta hote, je pUjya nIrUmAMcyA dehavilaya pazcAt Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. -- he AtmajJAna prApti naMtara hajAro mumukSu saMsArAta rAhUna, sarva jabAbadAr2yA sAMbhALUna suddhA mukta rAhUna AtmaramaNatA cA anubhava karata Aheta. pustakAta lihilelI vANI mokSArthIlA mArga dAkhaviNyAcyA hetUne atyaMta upayogI siddha jhAlI Ahe. paraMtu mokSa prApti hetU sAThI AtmajJAna prApta karaNe jarurI Ahe. akrama mArga dvArA AtmajJAnacI prApti Aja paNa cAlU Ahe. tyAsAThI pratyakSa AtmajJAnIlA bheTUna AtmajJAnacI prApti karela tevhAMca he zakya Ahe. peTalelA divAca dusarA divA prajvalita karU zakato. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nivedana AtmajJAnI zrI aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela, jyAMnA sarvajaNa 'dAdA bhagavAna'cyA nAvAMnI oLakhatAta. tyAMcyA zrImukhAtUna Atmatattva sAThI jI vANI nighAlI, tI rekorDa karUna saMkalana va saMpAdana karUna graMthAcyA rupAta prakAzita karaNyAta AlI Ahe. hyA pustakAta parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA svamukhA ne nighAlelyA sarasvatIcA marAThI anuvAda kelA Ahe. sujJa vAcakAne adhyayana kelyA vara tyAlA AtmasAkSAtkAracI bhUmikA nizcita hote, ase kityekAMce anubhava Ahe. te 'dAdA bhagavAna' tara tyAMcyA dehAta asalele paramAtmAlA mhaNata hote. zarIra he paramAtmA hovU zakata nAhI. kAraNa zarIra vinAzI Ahe. paramAtmA tara avinAzI Ahe ANi je pratyeka jIvamAtracyA Ata Ahe. prastuta anuvAda madhye vizeSa lakSa Thevalele Ahe ki pratyeka vAcakAlA pratyakSa dAdAjIMcI vANIca, aikata Ahota asA anubhava vhAvA. jJAnIMcyA vANIlA marAThI bhASeta yathArtha rupAne anuvAdita karAyacA prayatna kelA Ahe. paraMtu dAdAzrIMcyA AtmajJAnacA kharA uddeza 'jasA Ahe tasA' ApalyAlA gujarAtI bhASeta avagata hoNAra. jyAlA jJAnAcA gahana artha samajAyacA asela, jJAnAcA kharA marma jANAyacA asela, tyAMnI hyA hetUne gujarAtI bhASA zikAvI, asA AmacA anurodha Ahe. anuvAda saMbaMdhI cUkAMsAThI ApalI kSamA prArthito. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya jIvanAta je kAhI samora yete, tyAce pUrNa rUpAne riyalAijezana kelyAzivAya manuSya tyAlA Apalese karata nAhI. sagaLyAce riyalAijezana kele. mAtra 'selpha' riyalAijezanaca kele nAhI. anaMta janmApAsUna 'mI koNa Ahe?' tyAcI oLakhaca aDakalelI Ahe, mhaNUna tara yA bhaTakaMtIcA aMta hota nAhI. tyAMcI oLakha kazI hoIla? jyAlA svata:cI oLakha jhAlI Ahe, tIca vyakti anya vyaktinA sahajapaNe oLakha karUna deU zakate. azI vibhUtI mhaNaje svayaM 'jJAnI puruSa'ca! kI jyAMnA yA saMsArAta kAhIhI jANaNe, kI kAhIhI karaNyAce bAkI rAhile nAhI tec| ase jJAnI puruSa parama pUjya dAdAzrI, yA kALAta AmacyA madhye yeuna, AmacyA bhASeta, AmhI samajU zakato azyA saraLa bhASeta, pratyekAcA mULa prazna 'mI koNa Ahe' yAce uttara sahajatene soDavatAta. itakeca nAhI, paraMtu hA saMsAra kAya Ahe? kazA prakAre cAlata Ahe? kartA koNa? bhagavAna kAya Aheta? mokSa kAya Ahe? jJAnI puruSa koNAlA mhaNatAta? sImaMdhara svAmI koNa Aheta? saMta, guru ANi jJAnI puruSa yAta kAya pharaka Ahe? jJAnIMnA kazA prakAre oLakhAyace? jJAnI kAya karU zakatAta? ANi tyAtahI parama pUjya dAdAzrIMcA akrama mArga kAya Ahe? kramA kramAne tara mokSamArgAvara anaMta janmApAsUna caDhataca Alo Ahota, 'liphTa' paNa mokSamArgAta asU zakate nA?! akrama mArgAne, yA kALAta. saMsArAta rAhUnahI mokSa Ahe ANi mokSa kazA prApta karAvA yAcI pUrNa samaja ANi yogya dizecI prApti parama pUjya dAdAzrIMnI karUna dilI Ahe... ___mI koNa Ahe' hyAcI oLakha jhAlyAnaMtara kazI anubhUti rAhate? tara saMsArAtIla vyavahAra nibhAvata asatAnAhI saMpUrNa nirlepa AtmasthiticyA anubhUtI madhye rAhU zakato. Adhi-vyAdhi ANi upAdhi madhyehI niraMtara svasamAdhi rAhU zakate, asA akrama vijJAnAcyA prApti naMtara hajAroM mahAtmAMcA anubhava Ahe. yA sagaLyAcyA prApti hetU prastuta saMkalana mokSArthIsAThI mokSamArgAta dIpastaMbha banUna rAhila hIca prArthanA. - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hyAMce jaya saccidAnaMda Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? (1) 'mI' koNa Ahe? vegaLe, nAMva ANi 'svataH' dAdAzrI : kAya nAMva Ahe Apale? praznakartA : mAjhe nAMva candulAla Ahe. dAdAzrI : kharokhara ApaNa candulAla AhAta? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : candulAla tara Apale nAMva Ahe. candulAla Apale nAMva nAhI kA? ApaNa 'svataH' candulAla AhAta ki Apale nAMva candulAla Ahe? praznakartA : he tara nAMva Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, tara maga 'ApaNa' koNa? jara 'candulAla' Apale nAMva Ahe tara 'ApaNa' koNa AhAta? Apale nAMva ANi ApaNa vegaLe nAhIta kA? 'ApaNa' nAvApAsUna vegaLe AhAta tara 'ApaNa' (svataH) koNa AhAta? hI goSTa ApalyA lakSAta yeta Ahe nA, ki mI kAya sAMgU icchIta Ahe? 'hA mAjhA caSmA' sAMgitale tara caSmA ANi AmhI vegaLe jhAlo nA? aseca tumhI suddhA nAMvApAsUna vegaLe AhAta, ase AtA nAhI vATata? jase Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? ki dukAnAce nAMva ThevatAta 'janarala TreDarsa', tara to kAhI gunhA nAhI. paNa tyAcyA zeThalA ApaNa sAMgU ki 'ai ! janarala TreDarsa, ikaDe ye.' tara zeTha kAya mhaNatIla ki 'mAjhe nAMva tara jayaMtIlAla Ahe ANi 'janarala TreDarsa' tara mAjhyA dukAnAce nAMva Ahe.' arthAt dukAnAce nAMva vegaLe ANi zeTha tyApAsUna vegaLe, mAla vegaLA, sagaLe vegaLe vegaLe asate nA? ApalyAlA kAya vATate? praznakartA : barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : paraMtu yethe tara, 'nAhI, mIca candulAla Ahe' ase sAMgAla, arthAt dukAnAce borDa paNa mI, ANi zeTha paNa mIca. ApaNa candulAla AhAta, he tara oLakhaNyAce sAdhana Ahe. pariNAma hoto, tara AtmasvarUpa nAhI ApaNa candulAla bilakula nAhI ase paNa nAhI. ApaNa AhAta candulAla, paNa 'bAya rileTiva vyU poinTa' (vyAvahArika dRSTi)ne, yU Ara candulAla ija karekTa. praznakartA : mI tara AtmA Ahe, paNa nAMva candulAla Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, paNa AtA 'candulAla' lA koNI zivI dilI tara 'ApalyAvara' pariNAma hoNAra ki nAhI? praznakartA : pariNAma tara hoNAraca. dAdAzrI : tara maga ApaNa 'candulAla' AhAta, 'AtmA' nAhI AhAta. AtmA asatA tara ApalyAvara pariNAma nasatA jhAlA, ANi pariNAma hoto, mhaNUnaca ApaNa candulAla AhAta. candulAlacyA nAMvAne koNI zivyA dilyA tara ApaNa tyAlA pakaDato. candulAlace nAMva gheUna koNI ulaTa-sulaTa bolale tara ApaNa Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? bhiMtIlA kAna lAvUna aikato. AmhI sAMgato ki, 'bhAU, bhiMta ApalyAlA kAya sAMgata Ahe?' tevhA sAMgatA, 'nAhI bhiMta nAhI, AMta mAjhI goSTa cAlU Ahe, tI mI aikata Ahe. koNAcI goSTa cAlU Ahe?' tevhA sAMgatA, 'candulAla cI. are paNa ApaNa candulAla nAhI AhAta.' jara ApaNa AtmA AhAta tara candulAla cI goSTa ApalyAvara nasatI ghetalI. praznakartA : vAstavAta tara 'mI AtmAca Ahe' nA? dAdAzrI : ajUna tumhI AtmA jhAlAta nAhI nA? candulAlaca AhAta nA? 'mI candulAla Ahe' hA AropitabhAva Ahe. ApalyAlA 'mI candulAla Ahe' azI bilIpha (mAnyatA) ghara karUna rAhilI Ahe, hI rA~ga bilIpha (cukIcI mAnyatA) Ahe. (2) bilIpha, rA~ga-rAiTa kitI sAr2yA [ga bilIpha 'mI caMndulAla Ahe' hI ApalI mAnyatA, hI bilIpha tara rAtrI jhopetahI nAhI haTata nA! maga loka Apale lagna karUna ApalyAlA sAMgatAta, 'tumhI tara yA strIce pati AhAta' mhaNUna ApaNa ase svAmItva mAnale. maga 'mI hIcA pati Ahe, pati Ahe' karata rAhile. koNI nehamIca pati asato kA? DAyavorsa jhAlyAnaMtara dusar2yA divazI tIcA pati rAhila kA? arthAt hyA sagaLyA rA~ga bilIpha jhAlelyA Aheta. 'mI candulAla Ahe' hI rA~ga bilIpha Ahe. maga 'hyA strIcA pati Ahe' hI dUsarI rA~ga bilIpha, 'mI vaiSNava Ahe hI tisarI rA~ga bilIpha'. 'mI vakIla Ahe' hI cauthI [ga bilIpha, 'mI hyA mulAcA phAdara (pitA) Ahe' hI pAMcavI rA~ga bilIpha. 'hyAcA mAmA Ahe' hI sahAvI rA~ga bilIpha. 'mI gorA Ahe' hI sAtavI rA~ga bilIpha. 'mI paMcecALIsa varSAcA Ahe', hI AThavI rA~ga bilIpha. 'mI hyAcA bhAgIdAra Ahe' hI paNa rA~ga bilIpha. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? 'mI inkamaTaiksa peyara ( bharaNArA) Ahe' ase ApaNa sAMgitale tara he paNa rA~ga bilIpha. ase kitI rA~ga bilIpha basale asatIla? 'mI'ce sthAna parivartana 'mI candulAla Ahe' hA ahaMkAra Ahe. kAraNa jethe 'mI' nAhI, yethe 'mI'ce ropaNa kele, tyAce nAMva ahaMkAra. 4 praznakartA : 'mI candulAla Ahe' yAta ahaMkAra koThe AlA? 'mI asA Ahe, mI tasA Ahe' ase kele tara goSTa vegaLI Ahe. paNa sahajapaNe he sAMgitale, tyAta ahaMkAra koThe AlA? dAdAzrI : sahajabhAvAne bolale tara kAya ahaMkAra nighUna jAto? 'mAjhe nAMva candulAla Ahe' ase sahajabhAvAne bolalAta tarI paNa to ahaMkAraca Ahe. kAraNa ApaNa 'je Ahota' he jANata nAhI ANi 'je nAhI Ahota' tyAce ropaNa karatAta, to sagaLA ahaMkAraca Ahe nA! 4 'ApaNa candulAla AhAta' he DrAmeTika vastu Ahe. arthAt 'mI candulAla Ahe' ase bolaNyAsa harakata nAhI paNa 'mI candulAla Ahe' hI bilIpha nAhI basalI pAhije. praznakartA : ho, nAhItara 'mI'ce pada Ale. dAdAzrI : 'mI, ' 'mI'cyA jAgevara basela tara to ahaMkAra nAhI. paNa 'mI' mULa jAgevara nAhI, Aropita jAgevara Ahe mhaNUna ahaMkAra. Aropita jAgevarUna 'mI' bAjUlA jhAlA ANi mULa jAgevara basalA tara ahaMkAra gelA samajA. arthAt 'mI' kADhAyacA nAhI. 'mI'lA tyAcyA ekjhekTa plesavara (yathArtha sthAnAvara) Thevale pAhije. 'svataH 'lA svataHcI oLakha nAhI he tara anaMta janmApAsUna svataH 'svata: 'pAsUna gupta rAhaNyAcA prayatna Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? Ahe. svataH, 'svataH pAsUna gupta rAhAyace ANi dusar2yAMce sagaLe kAhI jANaNe, he ajabaca Ahe nA! svataH svata:pAsUna kitI kALaparyaMta gupta rAhaNAra? kadhIparyaMta rAhaNAra? 'svataH koNa Ahe' he oLakhaNyAsAThI ca hA janma Ahe. manuSya janma hyAsAThIca Ahe ki 'svataH koNa Ahe' hyAcA zodha ghyA. nAhItara toparyaMta bhaTakata rAhaNAra. 'mI koNa Ahe' he jANAve lAgela nA? 'ApaNa svataH koNa Ahota' he jANAve lAgela ki nAhI jANAve lAgaNAra? (3) 'I' ANi 'My' lA alaga karaNyAcA prayoga separeTa 'I' and 'My' ApalyAlA sAMgitale ki, separeTa 'I' and 'My' with separeTara tara ApaNa 'I' ANi 'My'lA separeTa karU zakaNAra kAya? 'I' ANi 'My'lA separeTa karAyalA have ki nAhI? ANi he kadhI nA kadhI jANAve lAgela nA. separeTa 'I' ANi 'My', jase dudhAsAThI separeTara asate nA, tyAtUna malaI separeTa (vegaLI) karatAta nA? aseca he vegaLe karAyace Ahe. ApalyAjavaLa 'My' jazI kuThalI goSTa Ahe? 'I' ekaTAca Ahe ki 'My' barobara Ahe? praznakartA : 'My' barobara asaNAra nA. dAdAzrI : kAya kAya 'My' Ahe ApalyAjavaLa? praznakartA : mAjhe ghara ANi gharAtIla sagaLyA vastu. dAdAzrI : sarva ApalI mhaNaNAra? ANi vAIpha koNAcI mhaNaNAra? praznakartA : tI paNa mAjhI. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? dAdAzrI : ANi mule koNAcI? praznakartA : tI paNa mAjhI. dAdAzrI : ANi he ghaDyALa koNAce? praznakartA : te paNa mAjhe. dAdAzrI : ANi he hAta koNAce? praznakartA : hAta paNa mAjhe Aheta. dAdAzrI : maga mAjhe DokaM, mAjhe zarIra, mAjhe pAya, mAjhe kAna, mAjhe DoLe ase saaNgaal| yA zarIrAcyA sAr2yA vastuMnA 'mAjhe' mhaNatAta, tevhA 'mAjhe' mhaNaNAre 'ApaNa' koNa AhAta? hyAcA vicAra nAhI kelA? 'My' nema ija candulAla' mhaNaNAra ANi maga bolaNAra 'mI candalAla Ahe.' yAta virodhAbhAsa nAhI jANavata? praznakartA : jANavata Ahe. dAdAzrI : ApaNa candulAla AhAta, paNa yAcyAta 'I' ANi 'My' dona Aheta. he 'I' ANi 'My' ce dona relve lAIna vegaLyAca asatAta. parelalaca asatAta, kadhI ekAkAra (ekatra) hotaca nAhIta. tarIpaNa ApaNa ekAkAra mAnatA, yAlA samajUna yAtUna 'My' lA separeTa karA. ApalyAta jo 'My' Ahe. tyAlA ekA bAjUlA ThevA. 'My' hArTa, tara tyAlA ekA bAjulA ThevA. yA zarIrAtUna ajUna kAya kAya separeTa karAve lAgela? praznakartA : pAca indriye. dAdAzrI : ho, sarva ca. pAca indriye, pAca karmendriye. ANi maga 'mAya mAinDa' mhaNatAta ki 'Aya ema mAinDa' mhaNatAta? praznakartA : 'mAya mAinDa' (mAjhe mana) mhaNatAta. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? dAdAzrI : mAjhI buddhi mhaNatAta nA ? praznakartA : ho. 7 dAdAzrI : mAjhe citta mhaNatAta nA ? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : ANi 'mAya Igoijhama' bolatAta ki 'Aya ema IgoIjhama' bolatAta ? praznakartA : 'mAya Igoijhama' (mAjhA ahaMkAra). dAdAzrI : 'mAya Igoijhama' mhaNAla tara tyAlA vegaLe karU zakAla. paNa tyAcyA puDhe je Ahe, tyAcyAta tumacA hissA kAya Ahe, he ApaNa nAhI jANata. mhaNUna maga pUrNapaNe separezana nAhI hoU zakata. ApaNa, Apale kAhI haddIparyaMtaca jANU zakatA. ApaNa sthUla vastuca jANatA, sUkSmacI oLakhaca nAhI Ahe. sUkSmalA vegaLe karaNe, parata sUkSmatara vegaLe karaNe, parata sUkSmatama vegaLe karaNe he tara jJAnI puruSAMce ca kAma Ahe. paNa eka eka karUna sAre sperapArTasa bAda karata gele tara. 'I' ANi 'My', donhI vegaLe hoU zakatAta nA? 'I' ANi 'My'. donhI vegaLe kelyAvara zevaTI kAya rAhaNAra? 'My 'lA ekA bAjulA Thevale tara zevaTI kAya uraNAra? praznakartA : 'I' (mI). dAdAzrI : ho 'I' teca ApaNa AhAta. basa, yA 'I' lAca riyalAija karAyace Ahe. praznakartA : tara separeTa karUna he samajAyace ki je bAkI rAhile to 'mI' Ahe? dAdAzrI : ho, separeTa karUna je bAkI rAhile, te ApaNa svataH Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? AhAta, 'I' ApaNa svataHca AhAta. tyAcA zodha tara karAyalA havA nA? arthAt hA sopA mArga Ahe nA? 'I' ANi 'My' vegaLe kele tara? praznakartA : tasA mArga sopA Ahe, paNa to sUkSmatara ANi sUkSmatama paNa vegaLe hoNAra tevhA nA? he jJAnI zivAya nAhI hoNAra nA? dAdAzrI : ho, he jJAnI puruSa sAMgatila. mhaNUna AmhI sAMgato nA, Separate 'I' ANi 'My' with jJAnIjha separeTara tyA separeTaralA zAstrakAra kAya mhaNatAta? bhedajJAna mhaNatAta. bhedajJAnA zivAya ApaNa kase vegaLe karaNAra? kAya kAya vastu ApalI Ahe ANi kAya kAya vastu ApalI nAhI Ahe hyA donhIce ApalyAlA bhedajJAna nAhI Ahe. bhedajJAna mhaNaje he sagaLe 'mAjhe' Ahe ANi 'mI' vegaLA Ahe tyAMcyApAsUna, mhaNUna jJAnI puruSAMcyA javaLa, tyAMcyA sAnnidhyAta rAhilAta tara bhedajJAna prApta hoIla ANi maga Apale ('I' ANi 'My') separeTa hoUna jAIla. 'I' ANi 'My'cA bheda kelA tara khUpa sope hoIla nA he? mI hI paddhata sAMgitalI, tyAnusAra adhyAtma saraLa Ahe ki kaThINa Ahe? nAhItara hyA kALAtIla jIvAMce zAstra vAcUna vAcUna dama nighUna jAIla. praznakartA : ApalyAsArakhe jJAnI puruSAMcI garaja bhAsaNAra nA, te samajhaNyAsAThI tarI? dAdAzrI : ho, garaja bhAsaNAra, paNa jJAnI puruSa tara adhika nasatAta nA. paNa jevhA kadhI asatIla. tevhA ApaNa Apale kAma karUna ghyA. jJAnI puruSAce 'separeTara' ghyA ekAdyA tAsAsAThI. tyAce bhADe-biDe nasate. tyAne separeTa karUna ghyA. tyAne 'I' vegaLA hoIla nAhItara nAhI hoNAra nA, 'I' vegaLA jhAlyAvara sagaLe kAma hoUna jAIla. sarva zAstrAMce sAra itake ca Ahe. AtmA vhAyace asela tara 'mAjhe' (mAya) sagaLe kAhI samarpita karAve lAgela. jJAnI puruSAlA 'My' sopavale tara ekaTA 'I' ApalyAjavaLa rAhila. 'I' vitha 'My' tyAce nAMva jIvAtmA. 'mI Ahe ANi he sagaLe Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? mAjhe Ahe' to jIvAtmAdazA ANi 'mIca Ahe ANi mAjhe kAhI nAhI' tI paramAtmadazA. arthAt 'My' muLe mokSa nAhI hota. 'mI koNa Ahe' hyAce jJAna jhAlyAvara 'My' suTate. 'My' suTale tara sagaLe suTale. 'My' ija rileTiva DipArTamenTa enDa 'I' ija riyala. arthAt 'I' TempararI nasato. 'I' ija paramanenTa. 'My' ija TempararI mhaNaje ApalyAlA 'I' zodhUna kADhAyacA Ahe. (4) saMsArAta uparI koNa? jJAnIca oLakha karUna deIla 'mI' cI! praznakartA : 'mI koNa Ahe' he oLakhAyacI jI goSTa Ahe. tI yA saMsArAta rAhUna kazI zakya hoU zakate? dAdAzrI : tara kuThe rAhUna jANU zakato tyAlA? saMsArAzivAya ANi kuThalI jAgA Ahe jethe rAhU zakato? hyA jagAta sagaLe saMsArIca Aheta ANi sagaLe saMsArAtaca rAhatAta. ithe 'mI koNa Ahe' he jANaNyAsa miLela ase Ahe. 'ApaNa koNa AhAta' heca vijJAna samajAyace Ahe ithe. ithe yA, AmhI ApalyAlA oLakha karUna deU. ANi he je kAhI AmhI tumhAlA vicArato te ase nAhI sAMgata ki ApaNa ase karA. ApalyAne hoIla ase hI nAhI. arthAt AmhI tumhAlA sAMgato ki AmhI sagaLe karUna deto. mhaNUna ApaNa ciMtA karU nakA. he tara prathama samajUna ghyA ki vAstavAta 'ApaNa' kAya Ahota ANi kAya jANaNe yogya Ahe? kharI goSTa kAya Ahe? karekTanesa kAya Ahe? duniyA kAya Ahe? he sagaLe kAya Ahe? paramAtmA kAya Ahe? paramAtmA Ahe? paramAtmA Aheca ANi to ApalyA javaLa Ahe. bAhera kuThe zodhatAta? paNa koNI hA daravAjA kholUna deIla tara darzana gheU nA. hA daravAjA asA baMda jhAlA Ahe ki svataH ughaDU zakU. ase nAhIca Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? Ahe. he tara je svataH pAra jhAleta, ase taraNatAraNahAra jJAnI puruSAMceca kAma Ahe. 10 svataH kelelyA cUkAca svata:vara uparI ! bhagavAna tara Apale svarUpa Ahe. ApalyAvara koNI uparIca nAhI. koNI bApahI uparI (varacaDha ) nAhI. ApalyAlA koNI kAhI karaNArA hI nAhI. ApaNa svataMtraca Ahota, kevaLa ApalyA cUkAMmuLe ApaNa bAMdhalele Ahota. ApalA varacaDha koNI nAhI Ahe ANi ApalyAmadhye kuThalyA 'jIvAcI dakhala (hastakSepa) dekhila nAhI Ahe. itake sagaLe jIva Aheta, paNa kuThalyA jIvAcA ApalyAmadhye dakhala nAhI Ahe. ANi he loka jI kAhI dakhala karatAta, tI ApalyA cukI muLeca dakhala karatAta. ApaNa jI (pUrvI) dakhala kelI hotI. tyAce he phaLa Ahe. he mI svata: 'baghUna' sAMgata Ahe. AmhI hyA dona vAkyAta gaeNraMTI deta Ahota ki, tyAmuLe manuSya mukta rAhU zakato. AmhI kAya mhaNato ki, 'ApalyA uparI yA duniyeta koNI nAhI. ApalyA uparI ApalyA blaMDarsa ANi ApalyA misTeksa Aheta. he dona nasatIla tara ApaNa paramAtmAca AhAta. ' ANi 'tujhyAta koNAcI suddhA dakhala nAhI Ahe. koNI jIva kuThalyA jIvAlA kiMcitmAtra dakhala karU zakela azA sthitita nAhI ca. ase he jaga Ahe' hI dona vAkya sagaLe samAdhAna karUna detAta. (5) jagAmadhye kartA koNa ? jagata kartyAcI vAstavikatA ! phaeNkTa (kharI) vastu nAhI samajalyAmuLeca hA sagaLA goMdhaLa jhAlelA Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? 11 Ahe. AtA ApalyAlA, 'je mAhIta Ahe' te jANAyace Ahe, ki 'je mAhIta nAhI' te jANAyace Ahe ? jagata kAya Ahe? kazAprakAre banavile Ahe ? banavaNArA koNa ? ApalyAlA yA jagAkaDUna kAya gheNe-deNe ? AmacyAbarobara AmacyA saMbaMdhitAMce kAya gheNe-deNe? bijanesa kuThalyA AdhArAvara ? mI kartA Ahe ki koNI dusarA kartA Ahe? he sagaLe jANaNyAcI garaja tara Aheca nA? praznakartA : jI, hAM. dAdAzrI : mhaNUna yAta surUvAtIlA ApalyAlA kAya jANAyace Ahe, tyAcI bAtacIta prathama karUyA. jaga koNI banavile asela ? ApalyAlA kAya vATate? koNI banavile asela ase guMtAguMtIce jaga ? Apale kAya mata Ahe? praznakartA : IzvarAneca banavile asela. dAdAzrI : tara maga sAr2yA saMsArAlA ciMteta kA Thevale Ahe ? ciMtecyA bAheracI avasthAca nAhI. praznakartA: sagaLI lokaM ciMtA karatAtaca nA ? dAdAzrI : ho, maga tyAne hA saMsAra banavilA to ciMtecA kA banavilA? tyAlA pakaDUna ANA, sI.bI.AI. vAlyAMnA pAThavUna. paNa bhagavAna gunhegAraca nAhI Ahe. he tara lokAMnI tyAMnA gunhegAra Tharavile Ahe. vAstavAta tara, gaoNDa ija naoNTa krieTara oNpha dhisa varlDa eTa oNla (paramezvara hyA jagAcA nirmAtA nAhIca Ahe, phakta vaijJAnika saMyogika purAve Aheta). tyAlA gujarAtImadhye mI ' vyavasthita zakti' mhaNato. oNnlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa Ahe. arthAt hI sArI nisargAcI racanA Ahe. hI tara khUpa sUkSma goSTa Ahe. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? tyAlA mokSa mhaNataca nAhIta choTe mUla asela to paNa mhaNato ki, 'Izvarane banavile' moThe saMta paNa mhaNatAta ki 'Izvarane banavile'. hI goSTa laukika Ahe, alaukika nAhI. Izvara jara krieTara (nirmAtA) jhAlA asatA tara to nehamIsAThI ApalyA uparI TharalA asatA ANi mokSa sArakhI goSTa nasatI jhAlI, paNa mokSa Ahe. bhagavAna krieTara nAhI Ahe. mokSa samajaNAre loka devAlA krieTara nAhI mAnata. 'mokSa' ANi 'bhagavAna krieTara' hyA donhI virodhAbhAsI goSTI Aheta. krieTara to nehamIsAThI upakArI jhAlA ANi upakArI jhAlA mhaNUna zevaTaparyaMta varacaDhacyA varacaDhaca rAhila. tara IzvaralA koNI banavile? Izvarane banavile, jara ase AmhI alaukika dRSTine mhaNAlo tara 'laoNjika'vAle AmhAlA vicAratIla ki, 'IzvaralA koNI banavile?' mhaNUna prazna Ubhe rAhatAta. loka malA sAMgatAta, 'AmhAlA vATate ki Izvaraca duniyecA kartA Ahe. ApaNa tara amAnya karatA, paNa ApalI goSTa mAnya hota nAhI.' tevhA mI vicArato ki jara mI svIkAra kele ki Izvara kartA Ahe, tara tyA IzvaralA koNI banavile? he ApaNa malA sAMgA. ANi tyA banaviNAr2yAlA koNI banavile? koNIhI kartA jhAlA tara tyAcA kartA asAyalA havA, he 'laoNjika' Ahe. paNa tyAcA enDa (aMta) ca nAhI yeNAra. mhaNUna hI goSTa cukIcI Ahe. nA Adi, nA hI aMta, jagAcA... mhaNaje koNI banavilyA zivAya banale Ahe, koNI hI banavile nAhI he. koNI kele nAhI, mhaNUna AtA ApaNa koNAlA vicArAyace yAcyAbaddala? mI paNa zodhata hoto ki koNa hyAlA jabAbadAra Ahe, jyAne hA sArA ghoLa kelA. mI sagaLyA ThikANI zodha kelA. paNa kuThe miLAlA nAhI. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? mI 'phaoNrIna'cyA sAyanTisTanA sAMgitale ki, 'gaoNDa krieTara Ahe, he sAbita karaNyAsAThI ApaNa mAjhyAsobata thoDI bAtacIta karA. jara to krieTara Ahe tara tyAne kuThalyA varSI krieTa kele te sAMgA.' tevhA te sAMgatAta, 'AmhAlA mAhIta nAhI.' mI vicArale 'tyAcI biginiMga ( surUvAta) jhAlI ki nAhI jhAlI?' tevhA mhaNatAta, 'ho biginiMga jhAlI, krieTara mhaNatAta. mhaNaje biginiMga hoNAraca.' jyAcI suruvAta hoNAra, tyAcA aMta hoNAra. paNa he tara binA aMta ce jaga Ahe. biginiMga nAhI jhAlI maga enDa kuThUna hoNAra? he tara anAdi anaMta Ahe. jyAcI biginiMga nAhI jhAlI, tyAcA banaviNArA nAhI hoU zakata, ase nAhI vATata? bhagavaMtAcA kharA pattA ! tevhA yA phaoNrinacyA sAyanTisTanI vicArale ki, 'tara kAya Izvara (bhagavAna) nAhI Ahe?' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'bhagavAna nasate tara, yA jagAta jyA bhAvanA Aheta, sukha ANi duHkha, tyAcA kAhI anubhava hI nasatA AlA. mhaNUna bhagavAna avazya Ahe.' tyAMnI malA vicArale ki, 'bhagavAna kuThe rAhatAta?' mI sAMgitale, 'ApalyAlA kuThe vATata Ahe?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'vara'. mI vicArale, 'te vara koThe rAhatAta? tyAMcA gallIcA naMbara kAya Ahe? kuThalI gallI, jANatA ApaNa? patra pohocela tasA barobara eDresa Ahe ApalyAjavaLa?' varatI tara koNI bApa dekhila nAhI Ahe. sagaLyA ThikANI mI phirUna Alo. sagaLI lokaM mhaNata hote ki vara Ahe. vara boTa dAkhavata rAhile. yAmuLe mAjhyA manAta Ale ki sagaLI lokaM dAkhavatAheta, mhaNaje kAhItarI asAyalA pAhije. mhaNUna mI vara sagaLyA jAgI zodhUna Alo tara vara phakta khAlI AkAzaca Ahe, vara koNI nAhI sApaDale. vara tara koNI rAhAta nAhI. AtA tyA phaoNrinacyA sAyanTisTanI malA vicArale ki, 'bhagavAnacA kharA pattA sAMgAla kA?' mI sAMgitale ki, 'lihUna ghyA. gaoNDa ija ina evarI kriecara, vhedara vijibala ora invijibala', noTa ina kriezana.' (bhagavAna, DoLyAMnA disaNAre kiMvA 13 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? na disaNAre, pratyeka jIvAta vidyamAna Ahe, paNa mAnava nirmita kuThalyA hI vastuta nAhIta.) 14 hI TeparekaoNrDara ' kriezana' mhaNatAta. jitakyA maeNnameDa ( mAnava nirmita) vastu Aheta, manuSyAne banavilelyA vastu Aheta, tyAta bhagavAna nAhIta. jyA naisargika racanA Aheta tyAta bhagavAna Ahe. Te anukUlate cA siddhAMta ! kitItarI sAre saMyoga ekatra jhAlyAnaMtara kuThalehI kArya hote, mhaNaje hA sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Ahe. yAcyAta igoijhama (ahaMkAra) karUna, 'mI kele' mhaNUna miravata rAhatA. paNa cAMgale jhAlyAvara 'mI kele' ANi bighaDalyAvara 'mAjhe saMyoga sadhyA ThIka nAhI' azI AmacI lokaM mhaNatAta nA ? saMyogAlA mAnatA nA, AmacI lokaM? praznakartA : hAM. dAdAzrI : kamAI hote tevhA tyAcA garvarasa svataH cAkhatA ANi jevhA nukasAna hote tevhA bahAne kADhatAta. AmhI vicArale, 'zeThajI, ase kA jhAle AtA?' tevhA te mhaNatAta, 'bhagavAna rusale Ahe. ' praznakartA : svata:lA anukUla, asA siddhAMta jhAlA. dAdAzrI : ho, svata:lA anukUla, paNa asA Aropa tyAcyAvara (bhagavAnavara) nAhI lAvalA pAhije. vakIlAvara Aropa lAvalA kiMvA dusar2yAvara Aropa lAvalA tara ThIka Ahe paNa bhagavaMtAvara Aropa karU zakato kA? vakIla tara dAvA karUna hizoba mAgela, paNa hyAcA dAvA koNa dAkhala karaNAra? hyAce phaLa tara puDhacyA janmI ( saMsArAcI ) bhayaMkara beDI miLela. IzvarAvara Aropa karU zakato kA? praznakartA : nAhI karU zakata. Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? dAdAzrI : nAhItara maga mhaNaNAra. 'sTArsa phevarebala (graha anukUla) nAhIta.' nAhItara maga 'hissedArace toMDa vAkaDe Ahe.' ase mhaNaNAra. nAhItara 'sUna pAMDhar2yA pAyAcI Ahe' ase mhaNaNAra. paNa ApalyA DokyAvara yeU deta nAhI. ApalyA DokyAvara kadhI gunhegArI gheta nAhI. yAbaddala ekA phaoNrinara barobara mAjhI bAtacIta jhAlI hotI. tyAMnI vicArale ki, 'tumace inDiyana loka gunhA ApalyA DokyAvara kA nAhI yeU deta?' mI sAMgitale. 'hIca tara inDiyana pajhala Ahe. inDiyAcI sagaLyAta moThI pajhala (koDaM) asela tara hIca Ahe.' sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa! mhaNUna bAtacIta karA, je kAhI bolAyace asela te sagaLe bolA. azI vArtAlApa karA, ki jyAmuLe sagaLA khulAsA hoIla. praznakartA : hA, 'sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' samajalA nAhI. dAdAzrI : hA sagaLA sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa (vaijJAnika sAMyogika purAve) hyAvara AdhArIta Ahe. saMsArAta eka paNa paramANu ceMja (badala) hoU zakato ase nAhI, AtA ApaNa jevaNa karAyalA basalAta, tevhA ApalyAlA mAhIta nasate ki mI kAya khANAra Ahe? banaviNAr2yAlA nAhI mAhIta ki udyA jevaNAsAThI kAya banavAyace Ahe? he kase hoUna jAte, hAca Azcarya (koDaM) Ahe. ApaNa kitI khAU zakatA ANi kitI nAhI, he sagaLe, paramANumAtra, nizcita Aheta. ApaNa Aja malA bheTalAta nA, he kazAcyA AdhAre bheTalAta? oNnlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Ahe. ati ati guhya kAraNa Ahe. te kAraNa zodhUna kADhA. praznakartA : paNa te zodhAyace kazAprakAre? Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 mI koNa Ahe? dAdAzrI : jase AtA ApaNa ithe AlAta, tyAta tumacyA hAtAta kAhI nAhI. hI tara ApalI mAnyatA Ahe. Igoijama karatA ki, 'mI Alo ANi mI gelo.' he je ApaNa mhaNatA ki, 'mI Alo' tara maga mI vicArato, 'kAla kA nAhI AlAta?' tevhA ase pAya dAkhavale, hyAtUna kAya samajAyace? praznakartA : pAya du:khata hote. dAdAzrI : ho, pAya duHkhata hote, pAyAMce kAraNa dile tara nAhI samajaNAra, ki yeNAre tumhI ki pAya yeNAre? praznakartA : maga mIca Alo mhaNaNAra nA? dAdAzrI : ApaNaca AlA AhAta nA? jara pAya du:khata asatIla tarI paNa ApaNa yeNAra kA? praznakartA : mAjhI svata:cI icchA hotI yAyacI. mhaNUna Alo Ahe. dAdAzrI : ho, icchA hotI ApalI, mhaNUna AlAta. paNa he pAya vagaire ThIka hote mhaNUna yeU zakalAta nA? ThIka nasate tara? praznakartA : tara nasato yeU zakalo, barobara Ahe. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje ApaNa ekaTe yeU zakatA? jasA eka manuSya rathAta basUna ithe AlA ANi mhaNAlA, 'mI Alo, mI Alo' tevhA AmhI vicArato, 'hyA ApalyA pAyAlA paeNraeNlisisa (pakSAghAta) jhAlA Ahe, tara ApaNa AlA kase?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'rathAtUna Alo, paNa mIca Alo mIca Alo.' 'are, paNa ratha AlA ki ApaNa AlAta?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'ratha AlA.' maga mI mhaNena ki, ratha AlA ki baila Ale? arthAt hI goSTa tara kuThalyA kuThe Ahe. paNa baghA ulaTa mAnale Ahe nA. sagaLe saMyoga anukUla asatIla, tara yeU zakatA, nAhItara nAhI yeU Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? zakata. DokaM du:khata asela tara ApaNa AlA asAla tarIpaNa parata jAla. ApaNaca yeNAre-jANAre Ahota, tara maga DokaM du:khAyace bahANaM karaNAra nAhI nA? are, tevhA DokaM Ale hote ki ApaNa Ale hote? jara koNI rastyAta bheTale ANi mhaNAle, 'calA candulAla mAjhyA barobara' tevhA paNa ApaNa parata jANAra. mhaNUna saMyoga anukUla asatIla, yethe pohacaNyA paryaMta koNI aDavaNArA nAhI miLAlA taraca yeU zakato. svataHcI sattA kitI? ApaNa tara kadhI khAlle hI nAhI nA. he tara sagaLe candulAla khAto ANi ApaNa manAta mAnato ki mI khAlle. candulAla khAtAta ANi saMDAsalA paNa candulAla jAtAta. vinAkAraNa hyAta phasalA AhAta. he ApalyAlA samajate nA? praznakartA : samajavA. dAdAzrI : yA saMsArAta koNI manuSya saMDAsa jANyAsAThI svataMtra sattAvAlA janmalA nAhI. saMDAsa jANyAsAThI hI svataMtra sattA nAhI koNAcI. maga ajUna koNatI sattA asela? he tara joparyaMta ApalyA marjInusAra thoDe phAra hota Ahe, tevhA manAta mAnatA ki mAjhyAmuLeca hota Ahe sagaLe kAhI. jevhA kadhI aDakate nA, tevhA kaLate. mI phaoNrina riTarna DaoNkTarAMnA ithe baDaudyAta ekatra kele hote, dahAbArA jaNAMnA. tyAMnA mI sAMgitale. 'saMDAsa jANyAcI svataMtra zakti ApalI nAhI Ahe.' yAvara tyAMcyAta khaLabaLa uDAlI. puDhe sAMgitale ki, he tara kadhI aDakalyAvara kaLela. tevhA tithe koNAcI tarI madata ghyAvI lAgela. mhaNUna hI ApalI svataMtra zakti nAhIca Ahe. he tara bhramAne ApaNa naisargika zaktilA svata:cI zakti mAnatA. parasattelA svata:cI zakti mAnatA, tyAceca nAMva bhrama. hI goSTa thoDIphAra samajalI ApalyAlA? dona ANe kiMvA cAra ANe jitakepaNa samajale? Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? praznakartA : ho, samajata Ahe. dAdAzrI : evaDhe samajale tarI mArga nighela. he loka je bolatAta nA ki, 'mI evaDhe tapa kele, evaDhe japa kele, upavAsa kelA.' hA sagaLA bhrama Ahe, tarI paNa jaga asecyA aseca rAhila. ahaMkAra kelyAzivAya nAhI rAhaNAra. svabhAva Ahe nA? kartA, naimittika kartA... praznakartA : jara vAstavAta svataH kartA nAhI Ahe, tara maga kartA koNa Ahe? ANi tyAce svarUpa kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : ase Ahe, naimittika kartA tara svata:ca Ahe. svataH svataMtra kartA tara nAhIca Ahe paNa naimittika kartA Ahe. mhaNaje pArliyAmenTrI paddhatine kartA Ahe. pArliyAmenTrI paddhata mhaNaje? jase pArlAmenTamadhye sagaLyAMce vhoTiMga hote ANi maga zevaTI svataHce vhoTa hote nA, tyAcyA AdhArAvara svataH mhaNato ki he tara malA karAyalA have. hyA hizobAne kartA hoto. azAprakAre yojanece sarjana hote. yojanA karaNArA svata:ca Ahe. kartepaNA kevaLa yojanetaca asato. yojaneta tyAcI sahI Ahe. paNa saMsArAta loka he jANata nAhIta. jase choTyA kampyuTara madhye phIDa kelele nighate ANi moThyA kampyuTara madhye phIDa hote, azAprakAre hI yojanA sarjana hoUna moThyA kampyuTara madhye jAte. moThA kampyuTara hA samaSTi kampyuTara Ahe. to maga tyAce visarjana karato. mhaNUna yA janmAtIla pUrNajIvana visarjana svarUpAta Ahe, jyAce sarjana mAgacyA janmI kelele asate. mhaNUna hA bhava janmApAsUna te mRtyuparyaMta visarjana svarUpaca Ahe. svataHcyA hAtAta kAhIhI nAhI, parasattetaca Ahe. ekadA yojanA jhAlI ki sarva parasatteta jAte. (rUpaka) pariNAmAta parasattecA amala cAlato. arthAt pariNAma vegaLA Ahe. pariNAma parasattecyA AdhIna Ahe. ApalyAlA samajate? hI goSTa phAra khola varacI Ahe. Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? kartApadAne karmabaMdhana! praznakartA : yA karmabaMdhanAtUna suTaNyAsAThI kAya karAve? dAdAzrI : he je karma Ahe te kartyAcyA AdhIna Ahe. mhaNUna kartA asela taraca karma hoIla. kartA nasela tara karma nAhI hoNAra. kartA kase? AropitabhAvAta jAUna basalyAmuLe kartA jhAlAta. ApalyA mULa svabhAvAta AlAta tara svataH kartA asaNAraca nAhI. 'mI kele' ase sAMgitale mhaNUna kartA jhAlA. mhaNaje karmAlA AdhAra dilA. AtA jara svataH kartA nAhI jhAlA tara karma gaLUna paDaNAra. nirAdhAra kelyAvara karma paDaNAra. mhaNaje kartApaNe Ahe toparyaMta karma Ahe. 'chUTe dehAdhyAsa to nahIM kartA tU karma, nAhI bhoktA tU tyAcA, he ca dharmace marma.' - zrImad rAjacaMdra. AtA ApaNa 'mI candulAla Ahe' ase samajUna basalAta. mhaNUna sagaLe ekAkAra hoUna gele Ahe. Ata dona vastu vegaLyA vegaLyA Aheta. ApaNa vegaLe ANi candulAla vegaLe Ahe. paNa ApaNa he jANata nAhI, toparyaMta kAya hoNAra? jJAnI puruSa bheda vijJAnAne vegaLe karUna detAta, maga jevhA 'ApaNa' ('candulAla pAsUna) vegaLA hoUna jAto, tevhA ApalyAlA' kAhI karAyace nAhI, sagaLe 'candulAla' karata rAhila. (6) bhedajJAna koNa karaNAra? AtmA-anAtmAce vaijJAnika vibhAjana ! jase yA aMgaThIta sonaM ANi tAMbaM donhI misaLalele Aheta, te ApaNa gAvAta gheUna jAUna koNAlA hI sAMgA ki, 'bhAU, vegaLe vegaLe karUna dyA nA' tara kAya koNIhI karUna deila? koNa karUna zakela? praznakartA : sonAraca karU zakela. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? dAdAzrI : jyAce he kAma Ahe, jo yAta eksaparTa Ahe, to sonaM ANi tAMbaM donhI vegaLe karela. zaMbharacyA zaMbhara Takke sonaM vegaLe karela, kAraNa to donhIM ce guNadharma jANato, ki sonyAce guNadharma ase Aheta ANi tAMbyAce guNadharma ase Aheta. azAprakAre jJAnI puruSa AtmyAce guNadharma jANatAta ANi anAtmAce guNadharma paNa jANatAta. 20 jase aMgaThImadhye sonaM ANi tAMbyAce 'mizraNa' asela tara tyAlA vegaLe karatA yete. sonaM ANi tAMbaM donhI kampAunDa svarUpa hoUna jAtAta, tevhA tyAMnA vegaLe nAhI karatA yeta, kAraNa yAmuLe guNadharma vegaLyA prakArace hoUna jAtAta. azAprakAre jIvAcyA Ata cetana ANi acetana ce mizraNa Ahe, te kampAunDa svarUpa nAhI. mhaNUna parata ApalyA svabhAvAlA prApta karU zakatA. kampAunDa jhAle asate tara kaLaleca nasate. cetanacA guNadharma paNa kaLalA nasatA ANi acetanacA guNadharma paNa kaLalA nasatA ANi tisarAca guNadharma utpanna jhAlA asatA. paNa ase nAhI. he kevaLa mizraNa jhAle Ahe. mhaNUna jJAnI puruSane he vegaLe karUna dile tara AtmyAcI oLakha hoUna jAIla. jJAnavidhi kAya Ahe? praznakartA : ApalI jJAnavidhi kAya Ahe? dAdAzrI : jJAnavidhi tara separezana (vegaLe) karaNe he Ahe, pudgala (anAtmA) ANi AtmyAce. zuddha cetana ANi pudgala donhIce separezana. praznakartA : hA siddhAMta tara barobara Ahe, paraMtu tyAcI paddhatI kAya Aheta? dAdAzrI : yAcyAta gheNe deNe kAhI hota nAhI, kevaLa ithe basUna jase Ahe tase bolAyacI jarUrata Ahe ('mI koNa Ahe' tyAcI oLakha, jJAna prApta karaNe. dona tAsAcA jJAnaprayoga Ahe. tyAta aThThecALIsa miniTa AtmA-anAtmAcA bheda karaNArI bhedavijJAnAcI vAkya bolalI jAtAta. jI Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? sagaLyAMnA bolAyacI asatAta. tyA naMtara eka tAsAta pAca AjJA udAharaNaM deUna savistara samajAvalI jAtAta, ki AtA bAkIce jIvana kase vyatIta kele pAhije ki jyAmuLe navIna karma nAhI bAMdhale jANAra ANi jUnI karma pUrNapaNe saMpatIla, tyAcabarobara 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he lakSya nehamI rAhila.) AvazyakatA gurucI? jJAnIcI? praznakartA : dAdAjIMnA bheTaNyA pUrvI koNAlA guru mAnale asela tara? tara tyAMce kAya karAyace? dAdAzrI : tyAMcyAkaDe jAyace. ANi jAyace nasela tara nakA jAU, tase he Avazyaka hI nAhI. ApaNa jAU icchita asAla tara jA ANi nAhI jAU icchita tara nakA jAU. tyAMnA du:kha hoU naye, mhaNUna jAyalA have. ApaNa vinaya rAkhalA pAhije. ithe 'AtmajJAna' ghete veLI malA koNI vicArela ki, 'AtA mI guruMnA soDUna deU?' tevhA mI sAMgena ki, 'nako soDU, are, tyA gurucyA pratApAmuLe tara ithaparyaMta pohocU zakalAta.' gurumuLe manuSya kAhI maryAdAMmadhye rAhU zakato. guru nAhI tara maryAdAhI nAhI rAhaNAra. ANi gurunA sAMgAyalA pAhije ki malA jJAnI puruSa miLAle Aheta. tyAMce darzana karaNyAsAThI jAta Ahe.' kAhI loka tara ApalyA gurunA paNa mAjhyAjavaLa gheUna yetAta, kAraNa gurunAM paNa pAhije nA. saMsArAce jJAna paNa guruzivAya nAhI hota ANi mokSAce jJAna paNa guruzivAya nAhI hota. vyavahArAce guru 'vyavahArAsAThI' Aheta ANi jJAnI puruSa 'nizcayA'sAThI Ahe. vyavahAra rileTiva Ahe ANi nizcaya riyala Ahe. rileTivasAThI guru haveta ANi riyala sAThI jJAnI puruSa haveta. (7) mokSAce svarUpa kAya? dhyeya kevaLa hAca asAyalA have! praznakartA : manuSyAcA dhyeya kAya asAyalA have? Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? dAdAzrI : mokSAlA jANyAce ca ! hAca dhyeya asAyalA havA. ApalyAlAhI mokSAlA jAyace Ahe nA? kuThaparyaMta bhaTakAyace ? anaMta janmApAsUna bhaTaka bhaTaka... bhaTakaNyAta kAhI bAkI soDale nAhI nA! janAvarAcyA gatimadhye, manuSyagatimadhye, devagatimadhye, sagaLyA ThikANI bhaTakataca rAhile Aheta. kazAmuLe bhaTakaNe jhAle? kAraNa ki 'mI koNa Ahe' heca nAhI jANale. svataHce svarUpaca nAhI oLakhale. svata:ce svarUpa oLakhale pAhije. 'svataH koNa Ahe' hyAcI oLakha nako karAyalA ? itake phirUna paNa nAhI oLakhale ApaNa? kevaLa paise kamAvaNyAcyA mAge paDalA AhAta? mokSAsAThI paNa thoDephAra kAhI karAyalA have ki nAhI ? 22 praznakartA : karAyalA pAhije. dAdAzrI : arthAt svataMtra hoNyAcI garaja Ahe nA? ase parAvalaMbI kadhIparyaMta rAhaNAra ? praznakartA : svataMtra hoNyAcI garaja nAhI. paNa svataMtra hoNyAcI samajacI AvazyakatA Ahe, ase malA vATate. dAdAzrI : ho, hIca samaja jarUrI Ahe. hI samaja ApalyAlA AlI tara khUpa jhAle. bhale svataMtra hoU nAhI zakalAta tarI. svataMtra hoU zakalAta ki nAhI hoU zakalAta hI tyAnaMtaracI goSTa Ahe, paraMtu tazI samajacI AvazyatA Ahe nA ! pahilI samaja prApta jhAlI, tarI khUpa jhAle. 'svabhAvAta' yeNyAsAThI mehanata nako! mokSa mhaNaje ApalyA svabhAvAta yeNe ANi saMsAra mhaNaje ApalyA vizeSabhAvAta jANe te. mhaNaje sopaM kAya? svabhAvAta rAhaNe, arthAt mokSa kaThINa nasato. saMsAra nehamI kaThINa rAhilA Ahe. mokSa tara khicaDI banaviNyApekSAhI sopA Ahe. khicaDI banaviNyAsAThI tara lAkUDa ANAve Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? ____ 23 lAgatAta, DALa-tAMduLa ANAve lAgatAta, pAtele ANAve lAgate. pANI ANAve lAgate tevhA maga khicaDI banate. paraMtu mokSa tara khicaDIpekSA sopA Ahe, paNa mokSadAtA jJAnI miLAyalA pAhije. nAhItara mokSa kadhI nAhI miLU zakata. karoDo janma miLAlyAvara suddhA nAhI hoNAra. anaMta janma jhAlelIca Aheta nA? mehanatIne mokSa prApti nAhI! AmhI he sAMgato nA, ki AmacyAkaDe yeUna mokSa gheUna jA, tevhA lokaM manAta vicAra karatAta ki 'asA dilA gelelA mokSa kAya kAmAcA, ApalI mehanata kelyAzivAya?!' tara bhAU mehanata karUna ANA. baghA, tyAcI samaja kitI cAMgalI (!) Ahe? bAkI mehanatIne kAhI hI miLaNAra nAhI. mehanatIne kadhI koNAlA mokSa miLAlelA nAhI. praznakartA : mokSa dilA kiMvA ghetalA jAU zakato kA? dAdAzrI : to deNyA-gheNyAcA asataca nAhI. he tara naimittika Ahe. ApaNa malA bheTalAta, he nimitta jhAle, nimitta jarUrI Ahe. bAkI, tara nAhI koNI deNArA Ahe ANi nAhI koNI gheNArA Ahe. deNArA koNa mhaTale jAte? jo svata:cI vastu ApalyA deto tara tyAlA deNArA mhaNatAta. paNa mokSa tara ApalyA gharAtaca Ahe. AmhAlA tara kevaLa ApalyAlA dAkhavAyace Ahe, riyalAija karUna dyAyace Ahe, mhaNaje deNyA-gheNyAce hotaca nAhI. AmhI tara kevaLa nimitta Ahota. mokSa mhaNaje sanAtana sukha! praznakartA : mokSa miLavUna karAyace kAya? dAdAzrI : kAhI loka malA bheTalyAvara sAMgatAta ki, 'malA mokSa nako.' tevhA mI sAMgato ki, 'bhAU, ApalyAlA mokSAcI jarUrata nAhI. paNa sukha tara have ki nako? ki duHkha pasaMda Ahe?' tevhA sAMgatAta, 'nAhI, Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 mI koNa Ahe? sukha tara have.' mI sAMgitale, 'sukha thoDe phAra kamI asela tara cAlela kA?' tevhA te mhaNAle, 'nAhI, sukha tara pUrNa have' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'tara ApaNa sukhAcIca goSTa bolUyA. mokSAce jAUde.' mokSa kAya cIja Ahe, lokaM samajataca nAhIta. zabdAta bolela itakeca Ahe. loka ase samajatAta ki mokSa nAMvAcI ekhAdI jAgA Ahe ANi tithe jANyAmuLe AmhAlA mokSAcI majA yete! paNa ase nAhI Ahe. mokSa, dona sTeja madhye ! praznakartA : sAmAnyapaNe mokSacA artha, AmhI janma-maraNAtUna mukti asA karato. dAdAzrI : ho, he barobara Ahe. paNa jI aMtima mukti Ahe, tI sekanDarI sTeja Ahe. pahile mokSa mhaNaje saMsArI duHkhAcA abhAva. saMsArAtIla du:khAta paNa du:kha vATata nAhI, upAdhimadhye paNa samAdhI rAhate, hA pahilA mokSa. ANi maga hA deha suTalyAvara AtyaMtika mokSa Ahe. paNa pahilA mokSa ithe jhAlA pAhije. mAjhA mokSa jhAlAca Ahe nA ! saMsArAta rAhUna saMsAra sparza karata nAhI, asA mokSa hoUna jAyalA pAhije. he akrama vijJAnAta ase hoU zakate. jivaMtapaNIca mukti praznakartA : hI mukti kiMvA mokSa Ahe, tI jivaMtapaNe mukti Ahe ki maraNyA naMtaracI mukti Ahe? dAdAzrI : maraNa pazcAta miLAlelI mukti kAya kAmAcI? maraNAnaMtara mukti miLaNAra, ase sAMgUna lokAMnA phasavatAta. are, malA yetheca kAhItarI dAkhava nA. svAda tara gheUde thoDA, kAhI purAvA tara dAkhava. tithe mokSa miLela, tyAcA kAya ThikANA? asA udhArI mokSa AmhAlA kAya karAyacA? udhArIta barakata nAhI hota. mhaNUna kaeNza (nakada) cAMgalI. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? ApalyAsa ithe jivaMtapaNI mukti miLAyalA pAhije. jazI janaka rAjAcI mukti ApaNa aikali ki nAhI? praznakartA : aikale Ahe. (8) akrama mArga kAya Ahe? akrama jJAnAne anokhI siddhi ! praznakartA : paNa yA saMsArAta rAhUna AtmajJAna ase miLU zakate kAya? dAdAzrI : ho, asA mArga Ahe. saMsArAta rAhUna itakeca nAhI, paNa patnI barobara rAhUna hI AtmajJAna miLU zakate, ase Ahe. kevaLa saMsArAta rAhAyace nAhI, paNa mulA-mulIMcI lagna karUna, sarva kArya karatAMnA AtmajJAna hoU zakate. mI saMsArAta rAhUnaca ApalyAlA he karUna deta Ahe. saMsArAta, arthAt sinemA baghAyalA jANe Adi sagaLI sUTa deta Ahe. mulAmulIMcI lagna karA ANi cAMgale kapaDe ghAlUna lagna karA. maga yApekSA ajUna kAya khAtrI pAhije? praznakartA : itakI sArI sUTa miLAlyAvara jarUra AtmyAta rAhU zakato. dAdAzrI : sagaLI sUTa ! hA apavAda mArga Ahe. ApalyAlA kAhI mehanata karAyacI nAhI. ApalyAlA AtmA paNa hAtAta deU, maga tyAnaMtara AtmaramaNateta ramUNa jA. ANi yA liphTamadhye basUna rahA. ApalyAlA ANakhI kAhIhI karAyace nAhI. maga Apale navIna karma nAhI bAMdhale jANAra, ekAca janmAce karma bAMdhAla, te paNa mAjhyA AjJA pAlanaceca. AmacyA AjJeta rAhaNyAsAThI jarUrI Ahe ki liphTamadhye basateveLI ikaDe tikaDe hAta kelA tara aDacaNIta paDU zakatAta nA! praznakartA : mhaNaje puDhacA janma jarUra asaNAra? Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? dAdAzrI : mAgacA janma suddhA hotA ANi AtA puDhacA janma suddhA Ahe, paNa he jJAna ase Ahe ki AtA eka-dona janmaca bAkI rAhileta. prathama ajJAnAtUna mukti hote. maga eka-dona janmAta mukti miLela. eka janma tara zeSa Ahe, hA kALa asA Ahe. ApaNa eka divasa mAjhyAkaDe yA. ApaNa eka divasa TharavUyA tevhA ApalyAlA yAyace Ahe. tyA divazI sagaLyAMcI rassI mAgUna kApato (svarUpacyA ajJAnarUpI rassIce baMdhana dUra karato). roja roja tara bleDa zodhAyalA lAgate. roja tara sagaLyA goSTI satsaMgAcyA karato, paraMtu eka divasa TharavUna tyA divazI bleDane azI rassI kApUna deto. (jJAnavidhi ne svarUpajJAna prApta karUna deto) dusare kAhI nAhI. maga lageca ApaNa samajUna jANAra ki he sagaLe ughaDa jhAle. hA anubhava jhAlyAvara loka tvarItaca sAMgatAta ki mukta jhAlo. arthAt mukta jhAlA, ase bhAna jhAle pAhije. mukta vhAyace, he kAhI gappA (bAtA) nAhI Ahe. arthAt AmhI ApalyAlA mukta karato. jyA divazI he 'jJAna' detAta tyAdivazI kAya hote? jJAnAgnine tyAMcI jI karma Aheta, tI bhasmasAta hoUna jAtAta. dona prakAracI karma bhasmasAta hotAta. ANi eka prakArace karma bAkI rAhatAta je karma vApha rUpeta Ahe, tyAcA nAza hoUna jAto. ANi jI karma pANIsvarUpa Aheta, tyAcA paNa nAza hoto, paNa jI karma barphasvarUpa Aheta, tyAMnA bhogAveca lAgate. kAraNa tI jamalelI Aheta, ANi te karma phaLa deNyAsAThI tayAra jhAle Ahe, te maga soData nAhI. paNa pANI ANi vAphasvarUpa jI karma Aheta, tyAMnA jJAnAgni uDavUna lAvate. mhaNUna jJAna miLatAca lokaM ekadama halake hoUna jAtAta, tyAMcI jAgRti ekadama vADhate. kAraNa joparyaMta karma bhasmasAta hota nAhIta toparyaMta jAgRti vADhataca nAhI mANasAcI. je barphasvarUpa karma Ahe te tara ApalyAlA avazya bhogAyace rAhileta. ANi te paNa saraLapaNe kase bhogAyace, tyAce sagaLe mArga AmhI sAMgitale ki, 'bhAU, hyA 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcA asIma jaya jayakAra ho.' bolA, trimaMtra bolA, naU kalama bolA.' Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? AmhI jJAna deto, tyAne karma bhasmasAta hotAta ANi tyAveLesa kAhI AvaraNaM tUTatAta. tevhA bhagavaMtAcI kRpA hoNyA barobara to svataH jAgRta hoto. hI jAgRti maga jAta nAhI, jAgalyAnaMtara jAgRti jAta nAhI. niraMtara jAgRta rAhU zakato, mhaNaje niMratara pratIti rAhaNAraca. pratIti kevhA rAhate? jAgRti asela tara pratIti rAhate. prathama jAgRti, naMtara pratIti. naMtara anubhava, lakSya ANi pratIti he tinhI rAhatAta. pratIti kAyamacI rAhila. lakSya tara kAhI kAhI veLesa rAhila. kadhI dhaMdyAta kiMvA kAhI kAmAta lAgalAta ki maga lakSya cUkaNAra ANi kAma saMpalyAvara parata lakSya yete. ANi anubhava tara kevhA hoNAra, jevhA kAmApAsUna, sagaLyAtUna nivRtta hoUna ekAMtAta basalAta tevhA (Atma) anubhavAcA svAda yeIla. kharaM tara anubhava vADhataca rAhato. kAraNa pUrvI candulAla (vAcakAMnI yethe svataHce nAMva samajaNe) kAya hote ANi Aja candulAla kAya Ahe, he samajamadhye yete. tara he parivartana kase ghaDale? Atma anubhavAne. pUrvI dehAdhyAsAcA anubhava hotA ANi AtA hA Atma-anubhava Ahe. praznakartA : AtmyAcA anubhava jhAlyAvara kAya hote? dAdAzrI : AtmyAcA anubhava jhAlA, mhaNaje dehAdhyAsa suTalA. dehAdhyAsa suTalA, mhaNaje karma bAMdhaNe thAMbale, maga ANakhI kAya have Ahe? AtmA-anAtmAcyA madhye bheda-rekhA! he akrama vijJAna Ahe, mhaNUna itakyA lavakara samyaktva (samyaktva-zuddhAtmAce lakSya asaselI, samyakdRSTi) hote. nAhItara kramika mArgAta tara, Aja samyaktva hoU zakela ase nAhI Ahe. he akrama vijJAna tara khUpa ucca koTIce vijJAna Ahe. jyAne AmhI AtmA ANi anAtmAcyA madhye, mhaNajeca ApalI ANi parakI vastu hyA doghAMce vibhAjana karUna deto. 'hA' hissA ApalA ANi 'hA' hissA ApalA nAhI. ANi madhye lAina oNpha DimArkezana, bheda-rekhA lAvUna deto. maga zejAracyA zetAtIla bheMDI ApaNa nAhI khAU zakata nA? Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 mI koNa Ahe? mArga-'krama' ANi 'akrama'! tIrthaMkarAMce je jJAna Ahe te kramika jJAna Ahe. kramika mhaNaje pAyarI pAyarIne vara caDhaNe. jase jase parigraha kamI karata jANAra, tase tase mokSacyA javaLa pohocaNAra. te paNa bar2yAca kALanaMtara, ANi he akrama vijJAna mhaNaje kAya? pAyarI nAhI caDhAyacI, liphTamadhye basAyace ANi bArAvyA majalyAvara caDhAyace, asA hA liphTacA mArga nighAlA Ahe. je hyA liphTamadhye basale, tyAMce kalyANa jhAle, mI tara nimitta Ahe. yA liphTamadhye je basale, tyAMcA mArga nighAlA nA! mArga tara nighAyalAca havA nA? ApaNa mokSAlA jANAraca Ahota, tyA liphTamadhye basalele Ahota tyAcI khAtrI tara asAyalA havI ki nako ? tyAcI khAtrI mhaNaje krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hota nAhI, ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna hota nAhI. mhaNaje pUrNa kAma jhAle nA? jo malA bheTalA toca adhikArI ! praznakartA : hA mArga itakA sopA Ahe, tara maga kAhI adhikAra ase pAhAyace nAhI? pratyekAMsAThI he saMbhava Ahe? dAdAzrI : loka malA vicAratAta ki, 'mI adhikArI Ahe kA?' tevhA mI sAMgitale, 'malA bheTalA, mhaNUna tU adhikArI.' he bheTaNe mhaNaje sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa Ahe, tyAcyA mAge. mhaNUna malA jo koNI bheTalA, tyAlA adhikArI mAnato. je bheTale nAhIta te adhikArI nAhIta. he kazAcyA AdhArAvara bheTatAta? tara, adhikArI Aheta. yA AdhArAvara te malA bheTatAta. malA bheTalyAvara paNa jara tyAlA prApti nAhI hota, tara tyAce aMtarAya karma aDasara Ahe. kramamadhye 'karAyace ANi akramamadhye... ekaveLA, ekA bhAU ne prazna kelA ki krama ANi akramamadhye pharaka kAya Ahe? tevhA mI sAMgitale ki, krama mhaNaje jase ki sagaLe Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? sAMgatAta ki he ulaTe (cukIce) soDA ANi sulaTa (barobara) karA. nehamI sagaLyAMnI heca sAMgitale, tyAce nAMva kramika mArga. krama mhaNaje sarva soDAyalA sAMgaNe, kapaTa-lobha soDA ANi cAMgale karA. heca ApaNa pAhile nA AjaparyaMta? ANi he akrama mhaNaje, karAyace nAhI, karomikarosi-karoti nAhI. khisA kApalyAnaMtara akrama madhye sAMgaNAra, 'tyAne kApalA nAhI ANi mAjhA kApalA gelA nAhI' ANi kramamadhye ase sAMgatAta ki, 'tyAne kApale ANi mAjhe kApale gele.' he akrama vijJAna laoNTarI sArakhe Ahe. laoNTarImadhye inAma miLate, tyAta tyAne kAhI zrama kele hote? rUpayA tyAne paNa dilA hotA ANi itarAMnI suddhA dilA hotA, paNa tyAce cAlale, ase he akrama vijJAna, lagecaca mokSa dete, rokhaca ! akrama ne mUlagAmI parivartana! akrama vijJAna tara khUpaca ajaba Azcarya mhaNatAta. ithe 'AtmajJAna' ghetalyAnaMtara dusar2yA divasApAsUna manuSyAta parivartana hote. he aikatAca lokaM hyA vijJAnAcA svIkAra karatAta ANi ithe AkarSita hoUna yetAta. akrama mArga, vizvabharAta! hA saMyoga tara khUpaca ucca koTIcA banalA Ahe. ase dusar2yA kuThalyA hI jAgI jhAlele nAhI. ekaca manuSya, 'dAdAzrI' ekaTeca kArya karU zakale, dusare koNI nAhI karU zakaNAra. praznakartA : naMtara paNa dAdAjIMcI kRpA rAhila nA? ApalyA naMtara kAya hoIla? dAdAzrI : hA mArga tara cAlU rAhaNAra. mAjhI icchA Ahe ki koNI tarI tayAra vhAve, naMtara mArga cAlaviNArA pAhije nA? praznakartA : pAhije. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 mI koNa Ahe? dAdAzrI : mAjhI IcchA pUrNa hoIla. praznakartA : 'akrama vijJAna' jara cAlU rAhile, tara tyAcyA nimittAne cAlU rAhila? dAdAzrI : 'akrama vijJAna' cAlU rAhaNAra. akrama vijJAna jara varSa dona varSa aseca cAlU rAhile tara sAr2yA duniyeta hyAcyAca goSTI cAlatIla ANi pohocatIla carama paryaMta (pasarela sagaLIkaDe). kAraNa jazI khoTI goSTa DokyAvara caDhUna bolate. tyAca prakAre kharI goSTa paNa varacaDha bolate. khar2yA goSTIcA pariNAma uzIrA hoto ANi khoTyA goSTIcA pariNAma lavakara hoto. akrama dvArA strIcA paNa mokSa ! lokaM mhaNatAta ki mokSa puruSAcAca hoto, striyAMcA mokSa nAhI. yAvara mI tyAMnA sAMgato ki striyAMcA paNa mokSa hoto. kA nAhI hoNAra? tevhA sAMgatAta ki, tyAMcI kapaTAcI ANi mohAcI graMthI khUpa moThI Ahe. puruSAMcI choTI gATha asate, tara tyAMcI itakI moThI sUraNa (jamIkaMda) itakI asate. strI paNa mokSAlA jANAra. jarI sagaLe mAnata nasatIla, tarI paNa strI mokSAsAThI lAyaka Ahe. kAraNa tI AtmA Ahe ANi puruSAMcyA saMparkAta AlI Ahe, mhaNUna tIcA paNa mArga nighela, paNa strIprakRti madhye moha balavAna asalyAmuLe jAsta veLa lAgela. kAma kADhUna ghyA! Apale kAma kADhUna ghyAyace. jevhA jarUrI asela tevhA, ase paNa nAhI ki ApalyAlA avazya yAyalA have. ApalyAlA ThIka vATale tara yA, ANi saMsAra pasaMta asela, paTata asela toparyaMta vyApAra cAlU ThevA. AmhAlA ase nAhI ki he aseca karA. ANi AmhI ApalyAlA patrahI Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? ____31 lihINAra nAhI. ithe AlA AhAta tara ApalyAlA sAMgU ki, 'bhAU, lAbha uThavA.' itakeca sAMgU ApalyAlA. hajAro sAlAta ase vijJAna prakaTa jhAlele nAhI Ahe. mhaNUna mI sAMgato ki naMtara je paNa vhAyace te hovo, paNa he kAma kADhUna gheNyAsArakhe Ahe. (9) 'jJAnI puruSa' koNa? saMta puruSa : jJAnI puruSa praznakartA : he je saMta hoUna gele sagaLe, tyAMcyAta ANi jJAnI madhye kitI aMtara? dAdAzrI : saMta koNAce nAMva, ki jo vAITa goSTI soDavato ANi cAMgalyA zikavato. vAITa karaNe soDavato ANi cAMgale karaNe zikavato, tyAMce nAMva saMta. praznakartA : arthAt pApakarmApAsUna vAcavatAta te saMta? dAdAzrI : ho, pApakarmApAsUna vAcavatAta te saMta paNa pApa-puNya, donhI pAsUna vAcavatAta, tyAce nAMva jJAnI puruSa. saMta puruSa satya mArgAvara caDhavatAta ANi jJAnI puruSa mukti detAta. saMtAnA pathika mhaNatAta. pathika mhaNaje te svataH cAlatAta ANi dusar2yAM pathikAMnA sAMgatAta. 'calA, tumhI mAjhyA barobara.' ANi jJAnI puruSAlA zevaTace sTezana mhaNatAta, tithe tara Apale (mokSAce) kAmaca hoUna jAte. kharA, agadI kharA saMta koNa? jo mamatArahita asela te. ANi je dUsare Aheta, te thoDe phAra mamatAvAle asatAta. ANi saccA jJAnI koNa? jyAlA ahaMkAra ANi mamatA donhI nasate. mhaNUna saMtAnA jJAnI puruSa nAhI mhaNatA yeta. saMtAnA AtmajJAna nasate. he saMta paNa jevhA jJAnI puruSAMnA bheTatIla tevhA tyAMcA mArga nighela. saMtAnA hI yAcI AvazyakatA Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 mI koNa Ahe? Ahe. sagaLyAMnA ithe yAve lAgela, suTakAca nAhI. pratyekAcI icchA hIca asate. jJAnI puruSAlA mhaNaje duniyece Azcarya mhaNatAta. jJAnI puruSa mhaNaje prakaTa divA mhaNatAta. jJAnI puruSAMcI oLakha praznakartA : jJAnI puruSAlA kazA prakAre oLakhAyace? dAdAzrI : kase oLakhAyace? jJAnI puruSa tara kAhI na karatAca oLakhale jAtIla ase asatAta. tyAMcA sugaMdhaca, oLakhalA jAIla asA asato. tyAMce vAtAvaraNa kAhI vegaLeca asate. tyAMcI vANI paNa kAhI vegaLIca asate. tyAMcyA zabdAtUna kaLUna jAte. are, tyAMce DoLe baghatAca kaLUna jAte. jJAnI kaDe khUpa vizvasaniyatA asate, jabaradasta vizvasaniyatA. ANi tyAMcA pratyeka zabda zAstrarUpa asato, jara samajale tara ! tyAMcI vANI-vartana ANi vinaya manohara asate, manAce haraNa karaNAre asatAta. azI barIca sArI lakSaNe asatAta. jJAnI puruSAta buddhi kiMcitmAtra nasate, te abudha asatAta. buddhi kiMcitmAtra nAhI ase kitI loka asatIla? kadhIkALI tyAMcA janma hota asato, ANi tevhA lokAMce kalyANa hoUna jAte. tevhA lAkho manuSya (saMsArasAgara) pAra hoUna jAtAta. jJAnI puruSa ahaMkAra rahita asatAta. thoDApaNa ahaMkAra nasato. tase tara ahaMkAra rahita koNI manuSya yA saMsArAta asataca nAhI. mAtra jJAnI puruSaca ahaMkAra rahita asatAta. jJAnI puruSa tara hajAro sAlAta ekhAdA janmatAta. bAkI, saMta, zAstrajJAnI tara aneka asatAta, ApalyA ithe zAstrAMce jJAnI Aheta paNa AtmyAce jJAnI nAhIta. je AtmajJAnI asatIla nA, te tara parama sukhI asatAta, tyAMnA kiMcitmAtra duHkha nasate. mhaNUna tithe Apale kalyANa hoUna jAIla. je svata:ce kalyANa karUna basaleta, teca Apale kalyANa Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? __ 33 karU zakatAta. je tarUna pAra utarale, te AmhAlA tArU zakatAta. nAhItara jo svataH DUbato, to kadhIhI tAraNAra nAhI. (10) 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa?' 'mI' ANi 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhI eka re ! praznakartA : tara ApaNa bhagavAna kazAprakAre mhaNavatA? dAdAzrI : mI svataH bhagavAna nAhI. bhagavAnanA, 'dAdA bhagavAna'nAM tara mI paNa namaskAra karato. mI svataH tInaze chappana DigrIvara Ahe, ANi 'dAdA bhagavAna' tInaze sATha DigrIvara Aheta. mAjhI cAra DigrI kamI Ahe. mhaNUna mI 'dAdA bhagavAna'nAM namaskAra karato. praznakartA : he kazAsAThI? dAdAzrI : kAraNa malA cAra DigrI pUrNa karAyacyA Aheta. malA pUrNa tara karAvyA lAgatIla nA? cAra DigrI kamI rAhilI. nApAsa jhAlo paNa pAsa jhAlyAzivAya suTakA Ahe kA? praznakartA : ApalyAlA bhagavAna vhAyacA moha Ahe kA? dAdAzrI : malA tara bhagavAna hoNe khUpa ojhe vATate. mI tara laghutama puruSa Ahe. yA duniyeta mAjhyAitakA koNI laghu nAhI itakA mI laghutama puruSa Ahe. arthAt bhagavAna hoNe malA ojhe vATate, ulaTa zarama yete. praznakartA : bhagavAna vhAyace nAhI tara maga yA cAra DigrI pUrNa karAyacA puruSArtha kA karAyacA Ahe? dAdAzrI : te tara mokSAlA jANyAsAThI, malA bhagavAna hoUna kAya karAyace Ahe? bhagavAna tara, bhagavat guNa dhAraNa karatAta, te sarva bhagavAna asatAta. 'bhagavAna' zabda vizeSaNa Ahe. koNIhI manuSya jyAcyAta ase guNa asatIla tyAlA loka tyAlA bhagavAna mhaNatAtaca. Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 mI koNa Ahe? yethe prakaTa jhAle, caudAlokAMce nAtha! praznakartA : 'dAdA bhagavAna' zabdaprayoga kazAsAThI kelA gelA Ahe? dAdAzrI : 'dAdA bhagavAna'sAThI ! mAjhyAsAThI nAhI, mI tara jJAnI puruSa Ahe. praznakartA : koNate bhagavAna? dAdAzrI : 'dAdA bhagavAna', caudAlokAMce nAtha Aheta. te ApalyAtahI Aheta, paNa ApalyAta prakaTa nAhI jhAleta. ApalyAta avyakta rUpAta Aheta ANi ithe vyakta jhAle. vyakta jhAle te phaLa detAta ase Aheta. ekadA jarI tyAMce nAMva ghetale tarI kAma hoUna jAIla ase Ahe. paNa oLakhUna bolalo tara kalyANa hoUna jAIla ANi sAMsArika goSTIMcI kAhI aDacaNa asela tara tI paNa dUra hoIla. paNa tyAta lobha karU nakA ANi lobha kelA tara aMtaca nAhI yeNAra. ApalyAsa samajale 'dAdA bhagavAna' kAya Aheta te? he disata Ahe te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nAhI Aheta. ApaNa, he je disatAta, tyAMnA 'dAdA bhagavAna' samajata asAla nA? paNa he disaNAre tara bhAdaraNace paTela Aheta. mI 'jJAnI puruSa' Ahe ANi 'dAdA bhagavAna' tara Ata basale Aheta, Ata prakaTa jhAleta te Aheta. caudAlokAMce nAtha prakaTa jhAleta. tyAMnA mI svataH pAhile, svataH anubhavale Ahe. mhaNUna mI gaeNranTI ne sAMgato ki te Ata prakaTa jhAle Aheta. ANi he koNa bolata Ahe? 'TeparekArDara' bolata Ahe. kAraNa 'dAdA bhagavAnAM' madhye bolaNyAcI zakti nAhI Ahe ANi he 'paTela' tara 'TeparekaoNrDara'cyA AdhArAvara bolatAta. kAraNa 'bhagavAna' ANi 'paTela' donhI vegeLe jhAle. mhaNUna tethe ahaMkAra karU nAhI zakata. he TeparekArDara Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? 35 bolate, tyAcA mI jJAtA-draSTA rahAto. tumace paNa TeparekArDara bolate. paNa tumacyA manAta 'mI bolato' asA garvarasa (ahaMkAra) utpanna hoto. bAkI, AmhAlA suddhA 'dAdA bhagavAna'nAM namaskAra karAvA lAgato. AmacA dAdA bhagavAnAM barobara vegaLepaNA (bhinnatA)cA vyavahAra Ahe. vyavahAra ca vegaLepaNAcA Ahe. paNa loka ase samajatAta ki he svata:ca dAdA bhagavAna Aheta. nAhI svataH dAdA bhagavAna kase hoU zakato? he tara paTela Aheta, bhAdaraNace. (11) 'akrama mArga' mokaLAca (cAlUca) Ahe mAge jJAnIMcI vaMzAvaLI ! AmhI AmacyA mAge jJAnIMcI vaMzAvaLa soDUna jAU. Amace uttarAdhikArI soDUna jAU ANi tyAcyA naMtara jJAnIMcI liMka cAlU rAhila. mhaNUna sajIvana mUrti zodhA. tyAcyA zivAya mArga nighaNAra nAhI. mI tara kAhI lokAMnA ApalyA hAtAne siddhi pradAna karaNAra Ahe. naMtara koNI have ki nako? naMtara lokAMnA mArga tara havA nA? jyAlA jaga svIkAraNAra, tyAceca cAlela praznakartA : ApaNa mhaNatA ki mAjhyA mAge cALIsa-pannAsa hajAra raDaNAre asatIla paNa ziSya eka hI nasaNAra. mhaNaje ApaNa kAya sAMgU icchitA? dAdAzrI : mAjhA ziSya koNI nasaNAra. hI kAhI gAdI nAhI Ahe. gAdI asela tara vArIsa asela nA. koNI nAtevAIkAMcyA rUpAne vArIsa banAyalA yetIla. ithe tara je svIkArya asela, tyAceca cAlela. jo sagaLyAMcA ziSya banela. tyAce kAma hoIla. ithe tara loka jyAcA svIkAra karatIla. tyAceca cAlela. jo laghutama asela, tyAlA jaga svIkArela. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 (12) AtmadRSTi jhAlyAnaMtara AtmaprAptice lakSaNa ! mI koNa Ahe ? 'jJAna' miLaNyAAdhI ApaNa candubhAI hotA ANi AtA jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara zuddhAtmA jhAlAta, tara anubhavAta kAhI pharaka vATato kA? praznakartA : ho. dAdAzrI : 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he bhAna ApalyAlA kitI veLa rAhate? praznakartA : ekAMtAta ekaTe basalele asato tevhA. dAdAzrI : ho. maga kuThalA bhAva rAhato? ApalyAlA 'mI candubhAI Ahe' asA bhAva hoto kadhI ? ApalyAlA riyalamadhye 'mI candubhAI Ahe' hA bhAva kadhItarI jhAlA hotA kA ? praznakartA : jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara nAhI jhAlA. rAhAta. dAdAzrI : maga ApaNa zuddhAtmAca AhAta. manuSyAlA ekaca bhAva rAhU zakato. arthAt 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he ApalyAlA niraMtara rAhateca. praznakartA : paNa kityeka veLelA vyavahArAta zuddhAtmAce bhAna nAhI dAdAzrI : tara 'mI candubhAI Ahe' he dhyAnAta rAhate? tIna tAsa zuddhAtmAce dhyAna nAhI rAhata ANi tIna tAsAnaMtara vicArale. ApaNa candubhAI AhAta ki zuddhAtmA AhAta? tevhA kAya sAMgAla ? praznakartA : zuddhAtmA. dAdAzrI : mhaNaje te dhyAna hote ca tevhA. eka zeTha Ahe, tyAne dArU pyAyalI, tyA veLesa dhyAna sarva nighUna jAIla, paNa dArUcI nazA utaralyAnaMtara? Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? 37 praznakartA : parata jAgRta hoIla. dAdAzrI : asA hAhI dUsarA, bAheracA pariNAma Ahe. mI vicArale ki kharokhara ApaNa candubhAI AhAta ki zuddhAtmA AhAta? tevhA ApaNa mhaNatAta 'zuddhAtmA'. dUsar2yA divazI ApalyAlA vicArale ki, 'ApaNa vAstavAta koNa AhAta?' tevhA ApaNa mhaNatA ki 'zuddhAtmA'. pAca divasa mI vicArata rAhato. tyAcyA naMtara mI samajato ki ApalyA mokSAcI cAvI mAjhyAkaDe Ahe. Ale apUrva bhAna! zrImaMda rAjacaMdra jI kAya sAMgatAta ki, 'sadguru ke upadeza se AyA apUrva bhAna, nijapada nija mAMhI milA, dUra bhayA ajJAna.' hyA pUrvI, dehAdhyAsAce ca bhAna hote. pUrvI dehAdhyAsa rahita bhAna AmhAlA navhate. te apUrva bhAna, AtmyAce bhAna AmhAlA jhAle. je svata:ce nijapada hote ki 'mI candubhAI Ahe' ase bolata hoto, to 'mI' Aja nija mAMhI basalA. je nijapada hote, te nijamadhye basale ANi je ajJAna hote, 'mI candulAla Ahe' he ajJAna dUra jhAle. yAlA dehAdhyAsa mhaNatAta! jaga dehAdhyAsAtUna mukta nAhI hoU zakata ANi ApalyA svarUpAta nAhI rAhU zakata. ApaNa svarUpAta rAhatA mhaNaje ahaMkAra gelA, mamatA gelI. 'mI candubhAI Ahe' hyAlA dehadhyAsa mhaNatAta ANi 'mI zuddhAtmA Ahe' he lakSa jhAle, tevhApAsUna kuThalyA hI prakAracA adhyAsa nAhI rAhilA. AtA kAhI rAhile nAhI. tarIpaNa bhUlacUka jhAlyAvara thoDI ghusamaTa hote. zuddhAtmA pada zuddhaca! he (Atma) jJAna ghetalyAnaMtara pUrvI jo bhrama hotA ki 'mI karato' Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 mI koNa Ahe? he bhAna suTale. mhaNUna zuddhaca Ahe, he bhAna rAhaNyAsAThI 'zuddhAtmA' mhaTale. koNA barobara kAhIhI hoU de, 'candubhAI' zivyA deU de, tarI paNa ApaNa zuddhAtmA AhAta. maga 'AmhAlA' candubhAI nA sAMgAyalA have ki, 'bhAU, koNAlA du:kha hoIla ase atikramaNa kA karatA? tyAsAThI pratikramaNa karA.' koNAlA du:kha jhAle asela ase kAhI bolalA asAla, te 'atikramaNa' mhaNatAta. tyAce pratikramaNa karAyalA have. pratikramaNa, mhaNaje ApalyAlA samajela, tyAprakAre tyAcI mAphI mAgAyalA havI. hA doSa jhAlA te malA samajale ANi AtA asA doSa mI parata karaNAra nAhI asA nizcaya tumhI kelA pAhije. ase kele he cukIce kele. ase nAhI vhAyalA pAhije, parata ase dusar2yAMdA nAhI karaNAra, azI pratijJA karA. tarI dusar2yAMdA cuka jhAlI, hA doSa punhA jhAlA tara punhA pazcAtApa karA. jitake doSa disatAta, tyAcA pazcAtApa kelA tara titake kamI jhAle. ase karata karata zevaTI haLU haLU doSa saMpata jAtIla. praznakartA : koNatyAhI vyaktice pratikramaNa kase kele pAhije? dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyA, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma, (tyA vyaktice) nAMva ANi tyAcyA nAMvAcI sarva mAyApAsUna, bhinna azA tyAcyA zuddhAtmAlA AThavaNa karA, ANi maga jyA cUkAM jhAlyAta tyAMnA AThavA (AlocanA), tyA cUkAMcA malA pazcAtApa hota Ahe ANi tyAsAThI malA kSamA karA (pratikramaNa) parata azA cUkA nAhI hoNAra asA dRDha nizcaya karato, ase TharavA (pratyAkhyAna). 'ApaNa' svataH 'candubhAI'cA jJAtA-draSTA rAhato ANi jANato ki 'candubhAI' ne kitI pratikramaNa kele, kitI suMdara kele ANi kitI veLA kele. prajJA AtUna cetavate ! he vijJAna Ahe mhaNUna AmhAlA yAcA anubhava hoto ANi AtUnaca Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? cetAvato. tethe (kramikamadhye) tara AmhAlA karAyalA lAgela ANi ithe (akramamadhye) Atunaca cetAvato. praznakartA : AtA AtUna cetAvanI miLate hA anubhava jhAlA Ahe. dAdAzrI : AtA AmhAlA hA mArga miLAlA Ahe ANi zuddhAtmAcI jI bAunDrI (sImA-rekhA) Ahe. tyAcyA pahilyA daravAjyAta praveza miLAlA Ahe. jethUna koNI bAhera nAhI kADhU zakaNAra. koNAlA parata bAhera kADhAyacA adhikAra nAhI Ahe, azA jAgevara ApaNa praveza ghetalA Ahe. nehamI nehamI saceta koNa karate? prajJA. jJAna prApti zivAya prajJAcI surUvAta hota nAhI. kiMvA samyaktva prApta jhAle tara prajJAcI surUvAta hote samyaktva madhye prajJAcI suruvAta kazI hote? dvitIyecyA caMdrAsArakhI surUvAta hote. paNa ApalyA ithe tara pUrNa prajJA utpanna hote. phula (pUrNa) prajJA, mhaNaje tI mokSAta jANyAsAThIca cetAvate. bharatarAjAlA cetavaNyAsAThI tara, nokara ThevAve lAgata hote. je dara paMdharA miniTAlA AvAja deta ki, 'bharatarAjA, ceta, ceta, ceta!!!' tIna veLA AvAja deta. baghA, ApalyAlA tara AtUnaca prajJA cetAvanI dete. prajJA niraMtara cetAvate ki, 'he, ase nAhI.' sArA divasa cetavata rAhate ANi hAca AtmAcA anubhava, niraMtara, pUrNa divasaca AtmyAcA anubhava. anubhava Ata asaNAraca ! jyA divazI jJAna detAta, tyA rAtrIcA jo anubhava Ahe, to jAta nAhI. kazAprakAre jAIla maga? AmhI jyA divazI jJAna dile hote nA, tyA rAtrI jo anubhava hotA to nehamIsAThI Ahe. paNa punhA ApalI karma gheratAta. pUrvakarma, je bhogAyace bAkI Ahe, te 'mAgaNAre' gheratAta, tyAMce mI kAya karU? praznakartA : dAdAjI, paNa AtA itake bhogAyalA nAhI lAgata. dAdAzrI : te lAgata nAhI hI vegaLI goSTa Ahe, paNa mAgaNAre Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 mI koNa Ahe? (karma) adhika asatIla, tara tyAMnA adhika gheratAta. pAca vAlyAMnA pAca, dona vAlyAMnA do ANi vIsa vAlyAMnA vIsa. mI tara ApalyAlA zuddhAtmA padAvara basavale Ahe, paNa parata mAgaNAre dusar2yA divazI Ale tara thoDe saphokezana hoIla. AtA rAhile kAya bAkI? te kramika vijJAna Ahe ANi he akrama vijJAna Ahe. he jJAna tara vItarAga bhagavAnAMce Ahe. jJAnAta pharaka nAhI. AmhI jJAna dilyAnaMtara, ApalyAlA Atma anubhava jhAlyAnaMtara, kAya kAma bAkI rAhate? tara jJAnI puruSAMcyA AjJece pAlana. 'AjJA' hAca dharma ANi 'AjJA' heca tapa. ANi AmacI AjJA saMsArAta jarAhI bAdhaka nAhI hota. saMsArAta rAhUna saMsArAcA pariNAma nAhI hota. ase he akrama vijJAna Ahe. bAkI jara eka avatArI vhAyace asela tara AmacyA sAMgaNyA pramANe AjJeta cAlA. tara he vijJAna eka avatArI Ahe. he vijJAna Ahe tarIpaNa ithUna (bharata kSetrAtUna) saraLa mokSAlA jAU zakAla ase nAhI Ahe. mokSamArgAta, AjJA hAca dharma ... jyAlA mokSAlA jAyace Ahe, tyAlA kriyecI garaja nAhI, jyAlA devagatita jAyace Ahe, bhautika sukhAMcI kAmanA Ahe, tyAnA kriyecI garaja Ahe. mokSAlA jAyace asela. tyAlA jJAna ANi jJAnIcI AjJA, yA doghAMcIca garaja Ahe. mokSamArgAta tapa-tyAga kAhI hI karAve lAgata nAhI. kevaLa jJAnI puruSa miLAle tara jJAnIcI AjJAca dharma ANi AjJAca tapa ANi heca jJAna, darzana, cAritra ANi tapa Ahe, jyAce pratyakSa phaLa mokSa Ahe. 'jJAnI'cyA javaLa rahA! jJAnI vara kadhI premabhAva nAhI AlA. jara jJAnI vara premabhAva AlA Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? ____41 tara, tyAneca sAre kAma hoUna jAIla. pratyeka janmAta bAyako mulAMzivAya dusare kAhI asataca nAhI nA. bhagavAnane sAMgitale ki jJAnI puruSAM kaDUna samyaktva prApta jhAlyAnaMtara jJAnI puruSAcyA mAgeca lAgA. praznakartA : kuThalyA arthAne mAge lAgUna rahAyace? dAdAzrI : mAge lAgUna rahA mhaNaje he jJAna miLAlyAnaMtara dusare kAhI ArAdhana karAyace nasate, paNa, he tara AmhI jANato ki he akrama Ahe. he loka aneka 'phAIlI' gheUna Ale Aheta. mhaNUna ApalyAlA phAIlIMsAThI mokaLe Thevale Ahe, paNa yAcA artha asA nAhI Ahe ki kArya pUre jhAle. Aja-kAla phAIlI khUpa Aheta, mhaNUna tumhAlA mAjhyA javaLa Thevale tara tumacI 'phAIlI' bolavAyalA yetIla. mhaNUna sUTa dilI Ahe ki gharI jAUna phAIlIMcA samabhAvAne nikAla (nipaTArA) karA. nAhItara maga jJAnIcyA javaLaca paDUna rahAyalA pAhije. bAkI, AmacyAkaDUna jara pUrNa rUpAne lAbha nAhI ghetalA jAta, tara he rAtraM-divasa khaTakAyalA pAhije. bhale hI phAIlI Aheta, paNa jJAnI puruSAMne sAMgitale Ahe nA, AjJA dilI Ahe nA ki phAIlIMcA samabhAvAne nikAla karA, hI AjJA ca dharma Ahe nA? hA tara AmacA dharma Ahe. paNa he khaTakata rAhile pAhije ki azA phAIlI kamI jhAlyA tara mI lAbha uThavU zakena. tyAlA tara mahAvideha kSetra samora yeNAra! jyAlA zuddhAtmAce lakSa basale Ahe, to ithe bharatakSetra madhye rAhU zakataca nAhI. ithe jyAlA AtmyAce lakSa basale Ahe, to mahAvideha kSetra madhye pohocaNAra asA niyama Ahe. ithe yA duSamakAlAta rAhUca zakata nAhI. he zuddhAtmAce lakSa basale Ahe, to mahAvideha kSetrAta eka janma athavA dona janma karUna, tIrthaMkarAMce darzana gheUna mokSa prApti karaNAra asA sopA, saraLa Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe ? mArga Ahe hA. AmacyA AjJeta rahA. AjJAca dharma ANi AjJAca tapa ! samabhAvAne nikAla (nipaTArA ) karAyalA havA. tyA jyA AjJA sAMgitalyA Aheta, tyAta jitake rahAtA yeila titake rahAve, pUrNa rUpAne rAhilAta tara bhagavAna mahAvIracyA dazeta rAhU zakatAta. ApaNa 'riyala' ANi 'rileTiva' baghata jA, tevhA Apale citta dusar2yA jAgI nAhI bhaTakaNAra. paNa tyA veLelA manAtUna kAhI nighAle tara ApaNa goMdhaLAta paDato. (13) pAca AjJAMcI mahatvatA ! 'jJAna' pazcAta kuThalI sAdhanA ? praznakartA : yA jJAnAnaMtara AtA kuThalyA prakAracI sAdhanA karAyalA 42 havI? dAdAzrI : sAdhanA tara, hyA pAca AjJAce pAlana karatAta nA tIca ! AtA ANakhIna kuThalI sAdhanA nAhI. dusarI sAdhanA baMdhanakartA Ahe. yA pAca AjJA soDavaNAr2yA Aheta. samAdhI vartavatAta, azI AjJA ! praznakartA : yA jyA pAca AjJA Aheta, yAcyA vyatirikta ANi kAhI Ahe? dAdAzrI : pAca AjJA ApalyAsAThI eka kuMpaNa Ahe, tumacyAsAThI. kAraNa Ata ApalA mAla koNI corU nAhI zakaNAra. he kuMpaNa ThevalyAmuLe ApalyA Ata, AmhI je dile Ahe te ekjhekTa, tithalyA tithe rAhila, ANi kuMpaNa kamajora jhAle tara koNI Ata ghusUna bighaDavale. tevhA parata malA ripera karAyalA yAve lAgela. mhaNUna yA pAca AjJAMmadhye rahAla toparyaMta niraMtara samAdhIcI AmhI gaeNraMTI deto. mI pAca vAkya ApalyA proTekzanasAThI deto. he jJAna tara mI ApalyAlA dile ANi bhedajJAnAne vegaLepaNa kele. paNa AtA te vegaLeca Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mI koNa Ahe? rAhU de, yA sAThI proTekzana deto ki jyAmuLe hA kALa jo kaliyuga Ahe, he kaliyugavAle tyAlA luTUna na nevo. 'bodhabIja'cA aMkura ugavalyAnaMtara pANI vagaire ziMpaDAyalA have nA? jopAsanA karAvI lAgaNAra ki nAhI karAvI lAgaNAra? 43 dRDha nizcayaca karato pAlana, AjJAce! dAdAjIMcyA AjJece pAlana karAyace Ahe, hIca sagaLyAta moThI goSTa Ahe. AmacyA AjJece pAlana karAyacA nizcaya karAyalA havA. AjJece pAlana hota Ahe ki nAhI. te tumhAlA pAhAyace nAhI. AjJece pAlana jitake hoU zakela titake barobara, paNa tumhAlA nizcaya karAyalA havA ki AjJece pAlana karAyace Ahe. praznakartA : kamI-adhika pAlana hoU de, tyAlA kAhI harakata nAhI nA? dAdAzrI : 'harakata nAhI' ase nAhI. ApaNa nizcaya karA ki AjJece pAlana karAyaceca Ahe. sakALapAsUnaca nizcaya karA ki, 'pAca AjJetaca rahAyace Ahe, pAlana karAyace Ahe.' nizcaya kelA, tevhApAsUna mAjhyA AjJeta AlAta, malA itakeca have Ahe. pAlana nAhI hota, tyAcI kaoNjhIjha (kAraNe) malA mAhIta Aheta. AmhAlA pAlana karAyace Ahe, ase nizcayaca karAyacA Ahe. ApalyA jJAnAne tara mokSa miLaNAraca Ahe. jara koNI AjJeta rAhila tara tyAcA mokSa hoIla. hyA baddala dona mata nAhI. kuNI jara jJAna ghetale asela ANi AjJA pALata nasela tarI suddhA he jJAna ugavalyA zivAya rahANAra nAhI. mhaNUna loka malA mhaNatAta ki, 'jJAna prApta jhAlele kAhI loka AjJece pAlana nAhI karata tyAce kAya?' mI sAMgato, 'he tulA baghAyacI garaja nAhI Ahe, he malA baghAyacI garaja Ahe. jJAna mAjhyAkaDUna gheUna geleta nA. tujhe nukasAna nAhI nA jhAle?' kAraNa pApa bhasmasAta Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 mI koNa Ahe? jhAlyAzivAya rahAta nAhI. AmacyA yA pAca vAkyAta rAhilAta tara pohocAla. AmhI niraMtara pAca vAkyAtaca rAhato ANi AmhI jyAcyAta rAhato tIca 'dazA' ApalyAlA dilI Ahe. AjJeta rAhilAta tara kAma hoIla. svata:cyA samajutIne lAkha janma Doke phoDale tarI kAhI hoNAra nAhI. he tara AjJA suddhA svata:cyA akkalene pALatAta ANi AjJA samajatAta svata:cyAca samajutIne. mhaNUna tithe paNa thoDe thoDe likeja hota rahAte. tarIpaNa AjJA pAlanacyA mAge tyAce svataHce bhAva tara aseca Aheta ki 'AjJA pALAyacI Ahe' mhaNUna jAgRti havI. AjJA pAlana karAyalA visaralAta tara pratikramaNa karA. manuSya Ahe, tara visaraNAra. paNa visaralyAnaMtara pratikramaNa kara ki 'he dAdAjI, he dona tAsa visaralo, ApalI AjJA visaralo. paNa malA tara AjJA pAlana karAyacIca Ahe, malA kSamA karA.' tara mAgace sAre mApha. zaMbharA paikI zaMbhara mArka pUre. maga tyAcI jimmedArI nAhI rAhilI. AjJeta Ale tara tyAlA sArI duniyA nAhI sparza karU zakata. AmacyA AjJece pAlana karaNyAmuLe ApalyAlA kAhI sparza nAhI karaNAra. tara AjJA deNAr2yAlA cikaTaNAra? nAhI, kAraNa parahetu sAThI Ahe. mhaNUna tyAlA sparzaNAra nAhI ANi DijhaoNlva hoUna jAIla. hI tara Ahe bhagavAnacI AjJA!!! dAdAjIMcyA AjJece pAlana karaNe mhaNaje tI 'e.ema.paTela' cI AjJA nAhI Ahe. svataH 'dAdA bhagavAna'cI je caudAlokAMce nAtha Aheta. tyAMcI AjJA Ahe. tyAcI gaeNraMTI deta Ahe. he tara mAjhyA mAdhyamAtUna hyA sagaLyA goSTI nighalyA Aheta. mhaNUna ApalyAlA tyA AjJAMce pAlana karAyace Ahe. 'mAjhI AjJA' nAhI Ahe, hI dAdA bhagavAnAMcI AjJA Ahe. mI paNa tyA bhagavAnAMcyA AjJeta rAhato nA ! - jaya saccidAnaMda Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nityakrama * (5) prAta:vidhi zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMnA namaskAra karata Ahe. (5) __vAtsalyamUrti dAdA bhagavAna yAMnA namaskAra karata Ahe. prApta mana-vacana-kAyAne yA jagAtIla koNatyAhI jIvAlA kiMcitmAtra paNa duHkha na ho, na ho, na ho. kevaLa 'zuddhAtmAnubhava' zivAya yA jagAtIla koNatIhI vinAzI vastu malA khapata nAhI. pragaTa jJAnI puruSa 'dAdA bhagavAna'yAMce vItarAga vijJAnAce yathArthatene saMpUrNapaNe, sarvAMgapaNe kevaLajJAna, kevaLadarzana ANi kevaLacAritra madhye pariNamana ho, pariNamana ho, pariNamana ho. (5) namaskAra vidhi pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnAM'cyA sAkSIne vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (40) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnAMcyA sAkSIne vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre 'OM parameSTi bhagavaMtAM'nA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAnAM'cyA sAkSIne vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta vicarata asaNAre 'paMca parameSTi bhagavaMtAM'nA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnAM'cyA sAkSIne vartamAnAta mahAvideha kSetrAta taseca anya kSetrAta viharamAna 'tIrthaMkara sAhebAM' nA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. vItarAga zAsana deva-devIMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) * (5) (5) * Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niSpakSapAtI zAsana deva - devIMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) covIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtAMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) 'zrIkRSNa bhagavAnAM'nA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) bharatakSetrAta sadyA vicarata asaNAre sarvajJa ' zrI dAdA bhagavAnAM' nA nizcayAne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) 'dAdA bhagavAnAM' cyA sarva samakitadhArI mahAtmAMnA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) saMpUrNa brahmAMDacyA jIvamAtracyA 'riyala' svarUpalA atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. (5) 'riyala' svarUpa he bhagavata svarUpa Ahe tevhA saMpUrNa jagA lA 'bhagavata svarUpAta' darzana karIta Ahe. (5) 'riyala' svarUpa he zuddhAtmA svarUpa Ahe, teMvhA saMpUrNa jagA lA zuddhAtmA svarUpAta darzana karIta Ahe. (5) 'riyala' svarUpa he tattva svarUpa Ahe, teMvhA saMpUrNa jagA lA tattvajJAnAne darzana karIta Ahe. (5) (vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIMnA parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAnAM' cyA mAdhyamAtUna pratyakSa namaskAra pohacato. kaMsAta lihalelyA saMkhyA Aheta tevaDhe veLA divasAtUna ekadA vAcAyace.) zuddhAtmA prati prArthanA he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! ApaNa pratyeka jIvamAtra madhye virAjamAna AhAta, taseca mAjhyAmadhye paNa virAjamAna AhAta, Apale svarUpa heca mAjhe svarUpa Ahe, mAjhe svarUpa zuddhAtmA Ahe. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! mI ApalyAlA abhedabhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karIta Ahe. Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajJAnatAmuLe mI je je kAhI * * doSa kele Aheta tyA sarva doSAMnA ApalyA samakSa jAhIra karIta Ahe. tyAce hRdayapUrvaka khUpa pazcAtApa karIta Ahe ANi ApalyAjavaLa kSamA prArthita Ahe. he prabhU! malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA ANi punhA ase doSa karaNAra nAhI azI ApaNa malA zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! ApaNa azI kRpA karAvI ki Amace bhedabhAva miTUna jAve ANi abhedasvarUpa prApta vhAve. AmhI ApalyAta abhedasvarUpAne tanmayAkAra hoU. (je je doSa jhAle Aheta, te manAta jAhIra karAve.) naU kalame 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA kiMcitmAtra paNa aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra, nAhI dubhAvale jANAra kI dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA kiMcitmAtra paNa aham nAhI dubhAvaNAra, azI syAvAda vANI, syAvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra, nAhI dubhAvale jANAra athavA dubhAvaNyA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. malA koNatyAhI dharmAce kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa nAhI dubhAvaNAra, azI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ANi syAdvAda manana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI kI AcArya yAMcA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA prati kiMcitmAtra paNa Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5. 6. 7. 8. abhAva, tiraskAra kadhIhI nAhI kelA jANAra, nAhI karavile jANAra kI kartAce prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAzI kadhIpaNa kaThorabhASA, taMtIlI(TocaNArI) bhASA na bolaNyAcI, na bolAvayAcI kI bolaNyA prati anumodana nAhI karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. koNI kaThorabhASA, taMtIlIbhASA bolale tara malA mRdu-Rju bhASA bolaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA prati strI-puruSa kiMvA napuMsaka, koNatA hI liMgadhArI aso, tara tyA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra paNa viSayavikAra saMbaMdhI doSaM, icchAM, ceSTAM kiMvA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSaM na karaNyAcI, na karaviNyAcI kI kartA prati anumodana na karaNyAcI azI parama zakti dyA. malA niraMtara nirvikAra rAhaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA koNatyAhI rasamadhye lubdhapaNA na karaNyAcI azI zakti dyA. samarasI AhAra gheNyAcI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna ! malA koNatyAhI dehadhArI jIvAtmAcA pratyakSa athavA parokSa, jIvaMta athavA mRtyu pAvalelyA, koNAcAhI kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya nAhI karaNAra, nAhI karavile jANAra kI kartA prati anumodana nAhI kele jANAra azI parama zakti dyA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA jagata kalyANa karaNyAce nimitta banaNyAcI parama zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. (he divasAtUna tIna veLA vAcAve) evaDheca tumhI 'dAdA' javaLa mAgAyace. hI dararoja mikenikalI (yaMtravat) vAcaNyAcI vastu nAhI, aMtarAta ThevaNyAcI vastu Ahe. hI dararoja upayogapUrvaka bhAvaNyAcI vastu Ahe. evaDhyA pAThAMta tamAma zAstrAMcA sAra yeUna jAto. Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAnAM'cyA sAkSIne dehadhArI cyA mana-vacana-kAyAce yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarmahUna bhinna ase he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! ApalyA sAkSIne AjacyA divasAcyA adyakSaNa paryaMta je je .... doSa jhAle Aheta, tyAMcI kSamA mAgata Ahe, pazcAtApa karata Ahe. AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna karata Ahe ANi parata ase doSa kadhIhI karaNAra nAhI, asA dRDha nizcaya karata Ahe, malA kSamA karA, kSamA karA, kSamA karA. he dAdA bhagavAna! malA ase kuThale hI doSa na karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA, zakti dyA, zakti dyA. jyAcyA prati doSa jhAlA asela tyA (samoracyA) vyaktice nAMva mhaNAyace. je doSa jhAle asatIla te manAta jAhIra karaNe. jJAnasAkSAtkAra prApti hetu vyavahAravidhi prakaTa 'jJAnI puruSa' 'dAdA bhagavAnAMnA' atyaMta bhaktine namaskAra karata Ahe, namaskAra karata Ahe, namaskAra karata Ahe. prakaTa 'jJAnI puruSa' dvArA jyAMnA 'sat' prApta jhAle Ahe, tyA 'sat puruSAMnA' atyaMta bhaktine namaskAra karata Ahe, namaskAra karata Ahe, namaskAra karata Ahe. sarva niSpakSapAtI 'deva - devIMnA' atyaMta bhaktine namaskAra karIta Ahe, namaskAra karIta Ahe, namaskAra karIta Ahe. he prakaTa 'jJAnI puruSa' ANi he sarva 'sat puruSa' Aja, bhaDakalelyA AgIta jaLata asalelyA yA jagAce kalyANa karA, kalyANa karA, kalyANa karA. ANi tyAta mI nimitta hovo azyA zuddha bhAvanene ApalyA samakSa mana-vacanakAyAcyA ekAgratene prArthanAvidhi karata Ahe, jI AtyaMtika saphaLa hovo, saphaLa hovo, saphaLa hovo. he dAdA bhagavAna ! ApalyA zuddha jJAnAta avalokana jhAlele ANi ApalyA zrImukhAtUna prakaTalele zuddha jJAnasUtra khAlI dilyApramANe Ahe : Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (3) __ (3) "mana, vacana, kAyAce tamAma lepAyamAna bhAva je Ahe tyApAsUna 'zuddha cetana' sarvathA nirlepa ca Ahe. (3) "mana, vacana, kAyAcyA tamAma saMgI kriyAMpAsUna 'zuddha cetana' pUrNapaNe asaMga ca Ahe.' (3) "mana, vacana, kAyAcyA savayI ANi tyAMcyA svabhAvAlA 'zuddha cetana' jANato ANi svata:cyA sva-svabhAvAlA paNa 'zuddha cetana' jANato.' kAraNa ki to sva-para prakAzaka Ahe. "AhArI AhAra karato Ahe ANi nirAhArI 'zuddha cetana' mAtra tyAlA jANata Ahe." 'sthUla saMyoga, sUkSma saMyoga, vANIce saMyoga para Aheta ANi parAdhIna Aheta, ANi 'zuddha cetana' tyAMcA jJAtA-dRSTA mAtra Ahe." "sthUlatamapAsUna sUkSmatamaparyaMta tamAma sAMsArika avasthAMcA 'zuddha cetana' jJAtA-dRSTA mAtra Ahe, TaMkotkIrNa Ahe, AnaMdasvarUpa Ahe." (3) "mana, vacana, kAyAcI avasthA mAtra kudaratI (naisargika) racanA (Only scientific circumstantial evidence) Ahe. jyAcA koNI bApa hI racanAkAra nAhI ANi te 'vyavisthata' Ahe." (3) "nizcetana-cetanacA eka paNa guNa, 'zuddha cetana'madhye nAhI ANi 'zuddha cetana'cA eka paNa guNa nizcetana-cetanamadhye nAhI. donhI sarvathA pUrNapaNe bhinna Aheta." (3) "caMcala bhAgAMce je je bhAva Ahe te nizcetana-cetanace bhAva Ahe ANi 'zuddha cetana,' ki je acala Ahe tyAce bhAva nAhIta." (3) he prabhU ! bhrAMtimuLe malA 'zuddha cetana'ce bhAva varIla sUtrAMnusAra 'he' ca Aheta ase yathArtha jase Ahe tase samajale nAhI, kAraNa ki niSpakSapAtI bhAvAnI mI svataH svata:lA pAhIle tevhA malA samajale ki mAjhyAtUna aMtarakleza tathA krodhabaicenI(kaDhApA-ajaMpA) gelele nAhI. he prabhU ! mAjhA aMtaraklezalA zamana karaNyAcI parama zakti dyA. AtA mAjhyA yA zuddha bhAvanA jase Ahe tase samajaNyA zivAya malA itara kAhI kAmanA nAhI, mI kevaLa mokSAcAca kAmI Ahe. tyA hetune mAjhI dRDha Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ abhilASA Ahe ki mI 'sat puruSAMcyA vinaya' madhye ANi 'jJAnI puruSAMcyA parama vinaya' madhye rAhUna, mI kAhIca jANata nAhI, yA bhAvaneta ca rAho. varIla jJAnasUtrAMnusAra zuddha bhAva mAjhyA zraddheta yeta nAhI ANi jJAnAtahI yeta nAhIta. jara he bhAva mAjhyA dRDha zraddheta yetIla taraca mI anubhavela ki malA yathArtha samyak darzana jhAle Ahe. yAsAThI donaca vastuMcI mukhya jarUrI Ahe : 1) mI 'parama - satya jANaNyAcA ca kAmI Ahe' hI bhAva - niSThA. 2) 'parama-satya''jJAnI puruSa' hyAMcyA AjJAMcyA saMpUrNa ArAdhananenI ca prApta hote. 'jJAnI puruSa ' cyA pratyakSa yoga zivAya anya kAhI ca mArga nAhI, tyAsAThI pratyakSa 'jJAnI puruSa' cyA zodhAtaca rAhU ANi tyAMcyA yoga prApta jhAlyAvara mI tyAMcyAca AjJAMcA ArAdhanemadhye rahANyAcA dRDha nirNaya - nizcaya karIta Ahe. hI mAjhI kAmanA saphaLa hovo, saphaLa hovo, saphaLa hovo. jaya saccidAnaMda AtmajJAnI puruSa e. ema. paTela yAMcAmadhye prakaTa jhAlelyA "" 11 'dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho (dAdA bhagavAnAMcA asIma jaya jayakAra ho) (dararoja kamIta kamI 10 miniTa te 50 miniTa paryaMta bolAyace.) 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