Mara Sansmarno Yane 50 Varshni Jain Shasanni Aachi Ruprekha

Author(s): Mafatlal Jhaverchand Gandhi
Publisher: Mafatlal Jhaverchand Gandhi
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/023272/1

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mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA : lekhaka : sva. paMDita maphatalAla jhaveracaMda gAMdhI : prakAzaka : sva. paMDita maphatalAla jhaveracaMda gAMdhI sanmAnanidhi, amadAvAda I. 2001 CA A A A A A A A A

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mAruM saMsmaraNI yAnai 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA : lekhaka : sva. paMDita maphatalAla jhaveracaMda gAMdhI : prakAzaka : sva. paMDita maphatalAla jhaveracaMda gAMdhI sanmAnanidhi, amadAvAda I. 2001

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mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA (c) lekhakanA I.sa. 2001, vikrama saMvata 2057 lekhaka tathA mudraka : paM. maphatalAla jhaveracaMda gAMdhI amadAvAda khAsa noMdha tathA sUcanA : A pustaka vepAra ke vecANa ke jAhera pracAra mATe nathI. phakta khAnagI vitaraNa mATe ja che. koIe paNa AnA lakhANano geraupayoga ke jAhera pracAra vigere karavA nahIM.

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OM namaH pArzvanAthAya bhUmikA (1) pU. muni zrI zIlacaMdravijayajI nAnI uMmaranA buddhizALI uttama sAdhu bhagavaMta che. 5.pU. AcAryadeva vijayanaMdanasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI sAthe mAre varSo jUno paricaya hato. temAM paNa chellA dasa varSathI to huM temanAM gADha paricayamAM hato. zAsananA koI paNa praznamAM teone huM pUchato, ane teo paNa mane mAhitagAra karatA. A vAtacItamAM pU. muni zrI zIlacaMdravijayajInI avazya hAjarI rahetI. A nAte mAro temano paricaya rahyo che. pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanA svargavAsa pachI paNa mane temanI pratye AkarSaNa e hisAbe rahyuM che ke bhaviSyamAM zAsananA zANA, vidvAn ane dIrghadraSTA AgevAna munibhagavaMta thavAnI yogyatA temanAmAM mane lAgI che. jene laI huM temane zakya hoya to varSamAM ekAda vakhata paNa maLavAnI avazya icchA rAkhuM chuM. vi.saM. 2033nuM cAturmAsa godharA karyA bAda teo potAnA gurumahArAja pa.pU. A sUryodayasUrijI sAthe amadAvAda padhAryA. ane pAlaDI zAMtivana mahimAprabhasUri jJAnamaMdiramAM thoDA divasa rokAyA. huM temane maLavA gayo. temaNe mane kahyuM, ''paMDitajI, mAre tamane khAsa dabANapUrvaka bhalAmaNa karavAnI che, ane te e ke chellA pacAsa varSanA gALAnA zAsananA mukhya mukhya AcAryo ane viziSTa muni bhagavaMto temaja tamAma staranA zAsananA AgevAna zrAvako sAthe tame ghaniSTa paricayamAM AvyA cho. tamArI lekhinI hRdayaMgama che. to tame A saMbaMdhomAM tamArAM saMsmaraNo rUpe pacAsa varSonI AlekhanA karo to chellA pacAsa varSano zAsanano itihAsa ciraMjIva banI rahe. A kAma agatyanuM che ane te tamArA sivAya zakya nathI. mArI icchA A kAma mATe tamane bAdhA ApavAnI che. paNa tame bAdhA na lo to kAMI vAMdho nahi, paNa saMkalpa karo ane koI paNa rIte A kAma karo tema icchuM chuM." meM A vAta vagara samaje svIkArI. paraMtu jema jema vicArato gayo tema tema mane te saMbaMdhamAM ghaNA vicAro AvyA. pahelo vicAra to e Avyo ke aDhAre pApasthAnothI khadabadatA mAre mArAM saMsmaraNo dvArA ahaMne poSI vadhu nIcA UtaravAnI zI jarUra che ? saMsmaraNonA Alekhana dvArA huM keTalAkane mitro karI zakIza. paNa dhyAnabahAra rahelAM keTalAMka saMsmaraNothI, agara viparIta samajathI, keIne anyAya dvArA ghaNAne dUbhavIza paNa kema nahi ? A uMmara jema bane tema jhera zamAvI zAMti meLavavAnI uMmara che. temAM A navo ulkApAta jagAvavAnI zI jarUra che ? [||]

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AvA vicAre meM mArA bAlyakALathI saMsmaraNonI TUMkI noMdha karI hovA chatAM paNa pachI A kAma na karavuM tevA nirNaya upara Avyo. paraMtu AnI jANa zIlacaMdravijayajIne karUM te pahelAM pa.pU. paM. abhayasAgarajIne maLavAnuM thatAM meM temane vAta karI. to temaNe paNa mane ''zIlacaMdravijayajIe karelI vAta atimahattvanI che, khUbaja zAsana upayogI che, ane avazya karavA yogya che" ema kahI dabANa karyuM. Ama zAsananA prAmANika gaNAtA muni bhagavaMto ane mArA pRcchA yogya, DAhyA, zAsananA AgevAnoe paNa mane A mATe dabANa karyuM. AthI huM nirNaya upara Avyo ke bane tyAM sudhI AtmazlAghAne dUra karI, jenA paricayamAM AvyA hoIe te te muni bhagavaMto tathA zAsana hitaiSI zrAvako, mitro vigereno prAmANika paricaya Apavo. A paricaya dvArA,'zAsananI prabhAvanAmAM jemano hisso che te puNya puruSonA guNAnuvAda dvArA mArAmAM guNagrAhitA pragaTa thaze. ane vadhumAM zAsananA A viziSTa purUSono vAMcakone paricaya maLavA dvArA zAsana pratye ahobhAva pragaTa thaze. (2) mArUM jIvana aneka jhaMjhAvAtomAMthI pasAra thayuM che. pATaNa pAsenA nAnA gAmamAM janma; dasa varSanI uMmare mAtAnuM mRtyu; mAtAnA mRtyu bAda kevaLa potAnI putrInAM bALakonI sAcavaNI mATe rahelAM mArAM mAtAmahI-mAtAnI mAtAnuM be mAsa bAda mRtyu ! tyAra bAda potAnA dIyaranAM bALakone sAcavavA rokAyelAM mArAM moTAM bAnuM paNa be mAsamAM mRtyu. Ama apazukaniyALa tarIke jAhera thayela ame pUjya pitAnI vhAlasoyI najaramAM oziyALuM jIvana jIvI moTAM thayAM chIe. kudaratanI gati nyArI che. jIvananuM vheNa kyAM laI jAya che tenI khabara koIne nathI paDatI. vyavahArika abhyAsa karavAnI paNa suvidhA na hovAne kAraNe pU. pitAe surata abhyAsa karavA mukyA. paNa jenuM bhAvi juduM pokArAtuM hoya te kyAMthI Take ? ekAda varSa TakyA bAda gAmaDAmAM ane tyAra bAda mahesANA ane pachI pATaNa vidyAbhuvanamAM murabbIvarya prabhudAsa becaradAsa pArekhanI nizrAmAM sthira thayA. ane jenI kalpanA nahotI te dhArmika abhyAsa ane dhArmika saMsargamAM jIvana pasAra thayuM. (3) vItela jIvanano vicAra karatAM saMtoSa che. Arogya sArUM sacavAI rahyuM che. bAlyakALamAM pitAnA Arthika saMjogo khUba ja kharAba hovA chatAM sArA pratiSThita kuTuMba sAthe vyavahArika saMbaMdho baMdhAyA che. kuTuMbamAM koI akALa mRtyunA AghAta naDyA nathI. saMtAna taraphathI koI zarama upajAve tevI paristhiti sarjAI nathI. Arthika muzkelI to saune jIvanamAM thoDeghaNe aMze Ave. paNa tevI koI moTI muzkelI jIvanamAM naDI nathI. jJAti, samAja, mitra varga ane zAsanamAM ijjata tathA mAnamobho maLyAM che, jaLavAyAM che. A badho pratApa devagurUdharmano che tema mAnuM chuM. (4) A saMsmaraNo viSe kahuM to te eka beThake saLaMga lakhAyA hoya tevuM nathI. keTaloka bhAga lakhAyo pachI varSo sudhI te paDI rahyo ane pachI ghaNA taraphathI ke mahArAja taraphathI udharANI AvatAM AgaLa lakhavAnuM banyuM hoya tevuM banyuM che. mArA jIvananAM pAchalAM varSomAM huM Akhe akhama banelo chuM. eTale pAchaLano bhAga [ IV ]

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huM boluM ane koI lakhe tema lakhAyo che. tethI temAM bhASAnA, joDaNInA ke bIjA paNa koI koI doSa pravezyA haze. kyAMka koI vAtanI punarUkti paNa thatI haze. kemake lakhyA pachI huM jAte to te vAMcI zakela nathI. bhUmikAmAM upara kahyuM tema AmAM bane tyAM sudhI mArI AtmazlAghA na AvI jAya tenI kALajI rAkhI che. Ama chatAM auskyane lIdhe kyAMka AtmazlAghA thaI gaI hoya to te daragujara karavAnI bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. e uparAMta AmAM kyAMya koIno avarNavAda ke ghasAtuM lakhavAno irAdo rAkhela nathI. koIne utArI pADavAnI vRtti ke dRSTi nathI rAkhI. mAtra je prasaMgo je rIte banyA ane temAM meM je bhAga bhajavyo tathA meM je rIte tene joyA te ja AlekhavAnI vAta ahIM rAkhI che. eka karavA jatAM koIne paNa ochuM Ave ane kharAba lAge tevuM lakhAyAnuM lAge ke koInI lAgaNI dubhAya to te mATe huM A tabakke ahIM ja pahelethI micchAmi dukkaDama ApuM chuM ane teonI mAphI jAheramAM mAMgI lauM chuM. mAro Azaya koInuM paNa ghasAtuM lakhavAno nathI tenI khAtrI ApuM chuM. vadhumAM, AlekhelA prasaMgone meM je pramANe nihALyA ane anubhavyA tima mArI yAdadAsta uparathI ane mArI samaja mujaba AlekhyA che. koI bIjAnI yAdadAsta tathA samaja AthI judI hoya ane teNe A badhA prasaMgone ke koI prasaMgane mArAthI judI rIte nihALyo hoya ane anubhavyo hoya te banI zake che. te mATe mAre eTaluM ja kahevAnuM ke A mArA potAnA avalokana parathI ane avagAhana parathI lakhela che. koI AmAM judA paDe to te sAme mAre vAMdho nathI. mAre to mAruM A Alekhana pramANika che ke nahIM teTaluM ja vicAravAnuM che. have jIvananA kAMThe beTho chuM. AMkhonAM teja vilAyAM che. gharanI bahAra nIkaLavuM hoya ke kyAMka koI mahArAja pAse javuM hoya to paNa koI dorIne hAtha pakaDIne laI jAya to ja bane che. bAkI badho vakhata gharamAM ja rahevAnuM che. gharamAM rahyA rahyA ubhaya TaMka pratikramaNa ane sAmAyika thaI zake che. pagAra ApIne mANasa rAkhela che te tathA dharmanehI mitro AvIne vividha dharmagraMtho tathA upadezanI vAto vAMcI saMbhaLAve che te sAMbhaLIne svAdhyAya thAya che. zAMta sudhArasa graMtha tathA AnaMdaghana covizI vagere vividha stavano temaja 80 jeTalI sajajhAyo nAnI uMmare kaMThastha karelI te sAMbhaLI laIne tAjI tathA pAkI karela che. ekalo paDuM tyAre A badhuM guMjana karIne ane gaNIne tathA vAgoLIne svAdhyAyamAM samaya pasAra karuM chuM. koI Ave to vAto paNa thAya che. zAsananAM paNa prazno Ave to yathAzakya bhAga lauM chuM. pUrvano puNyodaya che ke nAnI putravadhu sau. pannA tathA teno putra ci. jagata mane sAro sAcave che. A saMsmaraNo mArI hayAtI daramyAna ja chapAI jAya to sAruM tevo mahArAjazrIno tathA mitrono Agraha che. mAruM paNa te mATe mana che. paraMtu tithicarcAnA praznanI laMbANathI chaNAvaTa tathA carcA karI hovAthI A. rAmacaMdrasUrijInA bhakto te sahana na karI zake ane korTe kesa kare tevI manamAM phaDaka che. je prazna zAsanarAgI vicAraka mANasa mATe tadana najIvo gaNAya, te prazna te pakSa mATe pratiSThAno prANaprazna manAya che. te pakSane na phAve tevuM lakhanArane teo korTamAM ghasaDI gayA vinA rahyA nathI ane rahetA nathI. temanA ja jUnA bhakta bAbubhAI haLavada ke jaina peparavALA maheMdra gulAbacaMda vagere ghaNA dAkhalA tAjA che. - jo ke huM dazA poravADamAM A. rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAjane chelle maLelo tyAre temane mArA A lakhANanI game tyAMthI mAhitI maLI haze tethI temaNe te vAMcavA ApavA mAMgaNI karelI. meM temane kahyuM ke

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emAM to tamArI virUddhamAM lakhANa haze. tyAre teoe bhale mArI viruddhamAM hoya, paNa huM vAMcI jaIza-ema kaheluM. jo ke, te pachI mAre temane maLavAnuM na thayuM ane teo paNa lAMbuM na rahyA. paNa temanAmAM pratipakSInI virodhI vAto sAMbhaLavAnI je sahRdayatA ane taiyArI hatI te temane ziSyomAM tathA bhaktomAM nathI lAgatI. jo ke huM pharI spaSTatA karI lauM ke temane ke koIne paNa utArI pADavAnI dAnata meM AmAM mudala rAkhI nathI. mane je vyakti mATe jevuM lAgyuM hatuM tevuM meM te vyakti mATe spaSTa AlekhyuM che. paraMtu pakSarAgI mANasomAM A vicAravAnI dhIraja ane samaja nathI hotI. tethI mArI hayAtI bAda amuka vakhata pachI A prasiddha thAya tevI goThavaNI meM karI che. A saMsmaraNonuM lakhANa zrIzIlacaMdravijayajIe temaja bIjA paNa mane yogya lAgyA te muni bhagavaMtoe temaja mitravarga-svajanavarga-paikInA keTalAke vAMcela che. paraMtu A huM te koIne soMpato nathI. huM A vAto ane banAvothI tadana anabhinna hoya tevI vyaktine A lakhANa soMpavAno chuM. tenI chApavAnI temaja kharcanI paNa goThavaNa thaI gaI che. yogya mukarara veLAe A chapAya tevI goThavaNa che. Ama, A chapAya temAM preraNA tathA bhalAmaNa ghaNAbadhAnI hoya paNa javAbadArI koInI rahetI nathI. mArA putro traNa che. putrIo tathA temano parivAra paNa che. teo paikI koInI paNa AmAM koI prakAranI javAbadArI nathI. A lakhANa thatuM temaNe joyuM ke sAMbhaLyuM hoya te sivAya teomAMnA koIne paNa A sAthe devAlevA nathI ke saMbaMdha nathI. te badhA AnAthI bilakula phArega che - ane raheze, te A tabakke ja cokhavaTa karI lauM chuM. tethI mArI pAchaLa teone koI herAnagati na thAya. koI saMDove nahi. (6). A saMsmaraNo vAMcIne koIne evI chApa upase ke jaina saMghe A pacAsa varSamAM prazno UbhA karavA ane kleza karavA sivAya kAMI karyuM ja nahi? to te banavAjoga che. mAnIe ke na mAnIe, paNa ApaNe huMsAtuMsI, visaMvAda, kleza, pakSApakSI ane korTa kacerI sivAya vizeSa kAMI sAdhI zakyA chIe ke kema te prazna che. AvanAro varga A badhAmAMthI koI dhaDo leze ane A badhAnuM punarAvartana tathA vistaraNa nahIM kare tevI kAMThe beThelA amane AzA rahe che. saM. 2044nA saMmelanathI A AzAne baLa sAMpaDe tevuM banyuM che. A saumanasya, sAmaMjasya ane ekarAga uttarottara vikasatuM jAya temAM ja zAsananuM zreya che. nahi to havenI peDhI dharmathI vimukha banIne game te mArge-unmArge vaLI jaze temAM saMdeha nathI. chevaTe A badhAmAM kyAMya dharma, saMgha, zAsanathI ane zAstrathI viparIta lakhAI gayuM hoya ke devagurUdharmanI), AzAtanA thAya tevuM lakhAyuM hoya to teno micchAmi dukkaDama che. je te ThekANe vAraMvAra lakhelAM mahArAja sAhebonAM nAmo AgaLa pa.pU. ke ma.sA. vagere nathI, te avahelanA ke AzAtanArUpa samajavAnuM nathI. paraMtu vAtacItanI tathA bolacAlanI bhASAmAM lakhANa thayuM hovAthI tadana sAhajikapaNe ja tema lakhela che. temAM koI galata AzayathI na vicAre tevI apekSA. li. maphatalAla jhaveracaMda amadAvAda [VI]

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I OM namaH pArzvanAthAya mArAM saMsmaraNo A yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 5. maphatalAla jha. gAMdhI ( vibhAga - 1 | 1. jIvananI ghaTamALanuM vihaMgAvalokana jIvanano dora kaI dizA tarapha vaheze ane kyAM sudhI UMco caDhaze ke pachaDATa khAze tenI mAnavIne bhAgyeja khabara hoya che ! mArA jIvanamAM paNa AvuM ghaNuM ghaNuM banyuM che. | jIvananA saMdhyAkALe A vicAratAM karmano siddhAMta yathArtha samajAya che. kyAM nAnuM gAmaDuM, mAruM vatana, kyAM bhalA bhoLA bhadrika pitA ! mAtAne to huM samajamAM Avyo tyArathI ja meM temane cakSuvihIna-! 3 aMdha joyAM che. gAmaDA gAmamAM dhaMdhA rojagAra vinAnA ane bAra mahine nava rUpiyAnA bhADAmAM rahetA mAtApitAne nihALyA che ane te nava rUpiyA paNa nahi ApI zakavAnA kAraNe teno takAdo thato nihALyo che.' saMsAranA sagA-vhAlAnA svArthI saMbaMdhono ApattikALe nAnapaNathI viSama anubhava karyo che. | "kuNanA re sagapaNa, kehanI mAyA, kehanA sajjana sagAI re, Apa svArtha saune vahAlo, kuNa sajjana kuNa mAI re." A sajjhAyanI uktino sArA pramANamAM bAlyakALamAM paricaya thayo che. sAMbhaLavA mujaba vi.saM. 1965 nA ASADha suda pUnamanA divase mAro janma, mArA mULa vatana j raNuMjathI be gAu dUra mArA mosALa maNuMdamAM thayo hato. te vakhate mArA pitAnI uMmara 46 varSanI hatI.i [pitAnuM nAma jhaveracaMda. mAtAnuM nAma hI mAtAnI umara Azare 32 varSanI haze. mArA pahelAM mArAthI Tbe varSa moTo bhAI janmelo. tenA rezamI vAghA joyelAno mane Acho pAtaLo khyAla che. paraMtu te huM samajaNo! ' thAuM te pahelAM ja gujarI gayela. pachI mArAthI traNeka varSa nAno bhAI maNIlAla ane tenAthI traNa varSa nAnI! : eka bahena hatI te bahena paNa bAlyakALamAM ja mRtyu pAmelI. vi.saM. 1975nA phAgaNa suda-15nA mArI mAtAnuM mRtyu thayuM te vakhate mArI uMmara lagabhaga dasaT JvarSa ane nAno bhAI cha varSano haze. pitA ekalA aTulA paDyA. mane barAbara yAda che ke te vakhate ameT | amArA gAma raNuMjanA koTavAsamAM aMdara chellA gharamAM rahetA hatA. divase paNa bIka lAge tevuM nirjana che! sthAna hatuM. najIkamAM boraDInI kAMTALI DALIo ane ADedhaDa ugelAM jhADavAM te nirjanatAmAM vadhAro karatAM hatAM. kAraNake A sthAna paDI gayelAM gharanuM avAvaru sthAna hatuM. ============ jIvananI ghaTamALanuM vihaMgAvalokana I |

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mAtAnA mRtyuthI ame be bhAIo namAyA banyA. pATaNa pAse ceMbuvA gAmamAM pitAno dhaMdho JparacuraNa-kariyANAno hato. AvI paDela Apattine kAraNe te dhaMdho paNa temaNe baMdha karyo. Arthika paristhiti! kharAba hatI. gharamAM koI rasoI karanAra ke amane sAcavanAra na hatuM. kuTuMbanAM sagAM hatAM, paNa koI kAma ; Ave evAM na hatAM. | maNuMdamAM amArAM mAtAmahI ekalAM rahetAM hatAM. khUba vRddha hatAM chatAM temane amArI upara lAgaNI! I thaI. amane sAcavavA teo amAre tyAM AvIne rahyAM. paNa ame chaThThInA lekha duHkhanA lakhAvIne janmelA. te amArA nasIbe mAtAmahI phakta cAra mahinA bAda mRtyu pAmyAM. ame pharI noMdhArA banyA. amane madada karavI te paNa sAmethI Apattine vahoravA jevuM saune lAgatuM. chatAM amArA pitAnA moTAbhAInI vidhavA jeThIbAne amArI dayA AvI. te potAnA diyaranA dIkarAne potAnA dIkarA gaNI Azraya ApavA AgaLa AvyAM. paraMtu nasIba duHkhathI bharapUra hoya temane sukha kyAMthI maLe ? teo paNa be mAsamAM mRtyu pAmyAM.. najIkamAM mArA kAkAnuM ghara hatuM. paraMtu teone amArI pratye eTalI lAgaNI na hatI. have amane Azaro ApanAra koI na rahyuM. jema koI zrApita gharamAM vAsa karanAra mRtyu pAme tema amArA jevA kamabhAgIne Azaro Apavo e motane notaravA jevuM thAya te sthiti amArI thaI. pitAnI uMmara e vakhate pa6 varSanI hatI. vAnuM darda hatuM. Arthika sthiti kharAba hatI. vastAramAM 'ame be bhAIo. amArA moTA mAsI visanagara pAse AvelA kamANA gAme rahetAM hatAM. lAgaNIthI teo jmArA nAnAbhAI maNIlAlane temanI pAse laI gayAM ane rAkhyo. huM trIjI, cothI gujarAtImAM bhaNato hato. |mAtAnI sAra-saMbhALa nahi. pitA badhI rIte guMcavAyelA. e jamAnAmAM mahine rUpiyAnA bhADAvALuM ghara paNa temane moMghuM lAgyuM. derAsaranI sAme temaNe eka oraDI bhADe rAkhI. ame bApa-dIkaro kAcIpAkI rasoI karI! savAra-sAMja bheguM jamI jema tema samaya vitAvatA. cothI-pAMcamI gujarAtI bAda huM rakhaDu banyo. agiyAra varSanI uMmare bephikaruM jIvana jIvato. | mane yAda che ke mArI mAtA aMdha hovA chatAM kUvethI pANI lAvavuM, rasoI karavI va. badhAM kAryo, karatAM. Acho khyAla che ke ATha-nava varSanI uMmare huM temane AMgaLIe dorI madada karato. mAtA aMdha hovA chatAM koI paNa vastu dhovAnI ke sApha karavAnI hoya tyAre pANInI dhAra moTI thAya ane pANIno bagADa thAya te temane gamatuM nahi. ane je kUvAmAMthI te pANI lAvyAM hoya te ja kUvAmAM pANIno saMkhAro naMkhAya tenI; jpUrepUrI kALajI rAkhatAM. mArA pitAnI lagabhaga pacAsa varSanI uMmare jyAre huM cAra varSano hato tyAre temaNe amadAvAdanA! DaoNkTara dhanajIzAhanI pAse motiyo utarAvelo tevuM mane yAda che. vaMzaparaMparAgata AvatI motiyAnI asara | mane paNa mArA pacAsamA varSe thaI. . Ama bAlyakALanAM ghaNAM saMsmaraNo yAda che. gujarAtI zALAnA mAstaro, sahAdhyAyIo temaja te vakhatanA sagAvhAlAMnA saMbaMdho. paraMtu A saMsmaraNo mArI jIvanakathA lakhavAnA uddezathI lakhAtAM na hovAthI tenA vistAranI jarUra nathI. I 2. II ==== == == == = = == == = === [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA | - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - |

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2. vatanano TUMka paricaya mahesANAthI pATaNa jatAM maNuMdaroDa (hAlanuM raNuMja) sTezana Ave che. A sTezana jaMkzana che. tyAMthI; Teka relavelAIna pATaNa ane bIjI lAIna cANasmA hArIja tarapha jAya che. gAma sTezanathI be pharloga dUra che. A gAmamAM brAhmaNa, vANiyA, pATIdAra, caudharI ane muslImonI vasatI mukhya che. A gAma raNuMjA : ane tenI AsapAsanAM maNuMda, saMDera, kaMtharAvI vagereno ullekha 15mA saikAnA graMthomAM paNa maLe che. gAmamAM jUnA vakhatanuM derAsara, upAzraya che. hAla mULanAyaka ajitanAtha bhagavAna che. mANibhadravIranuM prAcIna sthAnaka che. jUnuM derAsara be mALanuM hatuM. upara ajitanAtha bhagavAna ane nIce zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI mULanAyaka hatA. derAsarane aDIne mAthe aDe tevo jIrNa upAzraya hato. bAbu pannAlAla taraphathI Aje te! jIrNoddhAra thaI navo baMdhAyela che. nIce sAdhvIjI mahArAja ane upara sAdhu mahArAja utare tevI alaga alaga vyavasthA che. jUnuM derAsara gharaderAsaranI paddhatinuM hatuM. te jIrNa banI jatAM navuM derAsara baMdhAvavAmAM jAvyuM ane tenI pratiSThA vi.saM. 1965mAM thaI hatI. temAM mULanAyaka tarIke ajitanAtha bhagavAna birAjamAna | IkaravAmAM AvyA. paNa zAMtinAtha bhagavAnane mULanAyaka tarIke padharAvavAnI vyavasthA ghaNAM varSa sudhI na thaII 1zakI. pratiSThA bAda paccIsa varSa bAda derAsarane aDIne eka khADA jevI jagyA hatI. tene vyavasthita karI, jeka oraDI bAMdhI mULanAyaka zAMtinAtha bhagavAnane besADyA, paNa gAmalokone saMtoSa nA thayo ane atyArej te jUnA derAsaranI jagyAmAM eka nAnuM navuM maMdira UbhuM karyuM che. ane tyAM hamaNAM thoDAM varSa agAu| IbhagavAnanI pratiSThA pU. paMnyAsa azokasAgaragaNinI nizrAmAM karAvI che. raNuMja gAma jUnA vakhatathI rU, goLa, kariyANAnA vepAranuM mathaka hatuM. tyAM AsapAsanA gAmanA jloko kharIdI karavA AvatA. ahIM jUnA vakhatamAM be jIna, lAkaDAnI lAtIo ane chIMkaNInAM kArakhAnAM hatAM. gujarAtI (prA.) zALA, kanyAzALA, lAyabrerI, davAkhAnAM vagere bAbatomAM paNa bIjAM gAmaDAM karatAM! vizeSa suvidhA hatI. paraMtu chellA paMdara-vIsa varSathI tenI sthitimAM palaTo Avyo che. eka bIjAM gAmoneT joDatA pAkA rastAnA abhAve tathA aMdaroaMdaranA kusaMpane kAraNe tenI jAhojalAlI, vyApAra dhImo paDyo. che ane A vyApAra pATaNa ane uMjhA tarapha vadhu vikasyo che. chatAM pramANamAM gAmamAM ujaLAmaNa che. ' ahIM jainonA 6 ghara hatAM. ahIM muslimonI vasatI vadhu kharI, paraMtu so savAso varSa pahelAM! teo badhA pATIdAra komamAMthI muslimo banelA. ane temanI vaMza-peDhIo gAmanA bIjA pATIdAro sAthe cAra-pAMca peDhIe maLI jatI hatI. ghAMcInA so ghara hatAM chatAM mahAjananA varcasvane kAraNe comAsAnA cAra mahinA temanI ghANIo, chIpAonA raMgArA ane camAronAM kuMDAM baMdha rahetAM. koI jAtanI hiMsA na thatI. . mArI dasa varSanI uMmare mArA goThiyA, sahAdhyAyI ke mitro kaho te kasturacaMda DAhyAcaMda, popaTalAla! nagInadAsa, zakaracaMda kaMdoI vagere hatA. raNuMjamAM paMcammI vasatI hovAthI jaina sivAya ghAMcImAM zIvalAla, paTelamAM narasIdAsa ane muslimamAM! | ganIbhAI vagere mitro hatA. ====== ===== === vatanano TUMka paricaya. - - - || I -- -- -- | | |

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A badhA sAthe taLAvamAM nahAvuM ane kAMkarecAnI ramato ramavI ane rakhaDavAmAM moDe sudhI ghera nI AvavAthI pitAne zodhavA nIkaLavuM paDatuM. vatanamAM thatI dhArmika pravRtti tapAgacchanA chellA zrIpUjaya dharaNendrasUri gRhasthapaNAmAM A gAmamAM nAnA moTA thayelA ane. temaNe yatinI dIkSA ahIM ja lIdhI hatI tevuM meM vaDIlo pAsethI sAMbhaLyuM che. A gAmamAM eka prAcIna hastalikhita bhaMDAra hato. temAM keTalIka suMdara hastalikhita prato hatI. j JpU. paMnyAsa lAbhavijyajI gaNie pU. AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUrine prAcIna "yatidinakRtya" nAmanI je prata JApI hatI te prata A gAmamAMthI maLI hatI. jeno ullekha parama pUjaya A. sAgarAnaMdasUrie tithicarcAnA! prasaMgamAM karyo che. jUnA vakhatathI A gAma sAdhu sAdhvIonA vihAranuM kSetra che. mahesANA, cANasmA, uMjhA ke zaMkhezvara | jatAM ahIM sAdhu-sAdhvIo thoDuM rokAIne AgaLa vihAra kare che. pU. paM. bhAvavijyajI gaNi, pU. pravartaka kAMtivijayajI mahArAja, pU. mANikyasiMha sUri, pU. 1 panyAsa dharmavijyajI gaNi (DahelAvALA) Adi pUjya puruSone sAmaiyApUrvaka padhArelA meM mArA bAlyakALamAM ! jdarzana karyA che. ane temanA madhura kaMThe bhaNAtI pUjAomAM "vAjAM vAgyAM daherAsaramAMya re mohana, vAjAM | vAgIyA" nI tarajo sAMbhaLI che. sAdhu mahArAjonI satata avarajavara ane vacce vacce sAdhu mahArAjonA comAsAnA kAraNe ahIM ! dhArmika vAtAvaraNa paNa ThIka ThIka pramANamAM rahyuM che. paryuSaNamAM ghera ghera pratikramaNa thatAM. ane te pratikramaNamAM UMcA svare uccAra na thAya tenI jALavaNI mATe takedArI rAkhavAnAM sUcano paNa meM sAMbhaLelAM che. meM dasa] JvarSanI uMmaramAM kriyA sahita oLIo karI che ane ghaNA bALako ane moTerAMone kriyA sahita oLIo! kiratA joyA che. upAzrayamAM rojanA pratikramaNa karanArA ane trikALa darzana karanArA zrAvakone nihALyA che.! oLInAM pAraNAM, attaravAyaNAM, poSAtInAM jamaNa ane paryuSaNanI naivakArazIo thatI joI che. vi.saM. 1974mAM munizrI maMgaLavijayajI ke je jayAre temano dIkSA paryAya mAtra be varSano ja haze temanuM comAsuM raNuMjamAM thayeluM. temaNe gAmamAM suMdara chApa pADI hatI. ame te vakhatanAM bALako temanAthI | khUba AkarSAyAM hatAM. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa va. dhArmika pravRttimAM joDAvAnuM tema zubha preraNAthI thatuM hatuM.' | amArA gAmamAM babaladAsa karamacaMda ane mohanalAla ravacaMda e be bhAIo bALakone dharmakriyAmAM! joDavA mATe mukhya bhAga bhajavatA. babaladAsa karamacaMdane to meM dareka sAdhunI paricaryA karatA ane upAzrayane satata jAgato rAkhatA joyA che. teo namuskurNa vigere kriyA kare tyAre jyAM "vaMdAmi, vaMde' vi. Ave tyAre jacUka mAthuM namAve. zrIyuta mohanalAla ravacaMda paNa pauSadha, pratikramaNa vigere kriyAmAM satata udyamazIla | lhatA. paraMtu temano svabhAva spaSTabolo hovAthI anyane khoTuM lAgI jatuM. vi.saM. 1975nuM cAturmAsa pU. A. vijaya nItisUrIzvarajI ma. nA samudAyanA pU. muktivijyajIe karyuM. A sAdhu pU. AcArya nItisUrIzvarajI ma.nA prItipAtra hatA. kemake temaNe ghaNAM comAsA pU. AcArya | mahArAja sAthe karyAM hatAM. zabdaratna mahodadhi koSa bhAga-1 ane bhAga-2 temaNe banAvela che. | =============================== ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA | -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -

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| vikrama saMvata 1974-75mAM banne comAsAmAM munio pU. A. nItisUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA samudAyanA hatA. ame jayAre pATaNa jatAM tyAre khetaravasInA pADe birAjatA pU.paM. bhAvavijayajI gaNivara! | (je nItisUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA guru hatA) nI AgaLa A banne munionI pravRttinI vAta karatAM. temAM 'amAruM valaNa haMmezAM maMgaLavijayajI ma.nI stuti tarapha rahetuM. pATaNamAM e samaye dazA, vizA vigerenI jJAtionAM jamaNa thatAM. A jamaNa Akho vaizAkhI 1mahino cAlatAM. AthI unALAnI rajAomAM amAre moTe bhAge pATaNa khetaravasInA mahollAmAM AvelA 'mArA pitAzrInA phoInA ghera athavA kelazeThanA pADAmAM Avela mArA pitAzrInA mAsInA ghera rahevAnuM! banatuM. A uparAMta mAsInI dIkarI nAthIphoI ane moTA phaIbAnA dIkarI harakora phoInAM ghara hatAM. A badhAM amArA tarapha khUba premALa hatAM. jene laI huM nAnapaNamAM pATaNa jato ane tyAre pU.paM.bhAvavijayajI gaNivara pAse jaI amArA gAmamAM cAlatI dhArmika paristhitinI vAta karato. 3. jJAtinI vasatI, kuTuMba paricaya ane jJAti-goLa raNuMjamAM vizAzrImALI ane dazAzrImALI jainonAM ghara che. vizAzrImALI jainonAM 3 kuTuMbono vastAra che. ane dazA zrImALI jainonAM 2 kuTuMbono vastAra che. | dazA zrImALI 2 kuTuMbo paikI jUnuM kuTuMba jhaveracaMda haMsarAjanuM che. je ahIMyA maNuMdathI rahevA Avela.! IbIjuM amAruM gAMdhI kuTuMba. e pATaNathI vi.saM. 1910 AsapAsa Avela. gAMdhIvaTAno dhaMdho karavAne kAraNe raNuMjamAM AvyA pachI amArA kuTuMbanI aTaka gAMdhI paDela. pATaNamAM amArA kuTuMbanI aTaka prathama dozI ane pachI paTavA paDelI. amAruM mULa sthAna pATaNa DhaMDheravADAmAM hatuM. huM jyAre mArA pitAnI sAthe nAnapaNamAM pATaNa jato ! tyAre pIpaLAnI zerImAM rastA upara pIpaLo vigere vRkSo ugelAM evuM eka makAna mane batAvavAmAM AvyuM.' ane kahevAmAM AvatuM ke pATaNanA mULa vatananuM ApaNuM A makAna che. A makAnamAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanuM ! igRhacaitya hatuM. Ano ullekha "pATaNa caityaparipATImAM maLe che. Aje amalaneramAM vasatAM dagaDuzAhanA |saMtAnIo zrI ratanacaMda vigere che. ane bIjAM pATaNa vAgoLanA pADAmAM rahetAM keTalAMka kuTuMbo che. vadhumAM | pAlItANA motIzAnI TukaMmAM bhamatImAM amArA kuTuMbanI karAvelI derIomAM temanAM nAmono ullekha che. vikrama saMvata 1932 sudhI lagna ane kanyA levaDadevaDano amAro vyavahAra pATaNa sAthe hato.' raNuMjamAM amArA kuTuMbano dhaMdho be jAtano hato. 1 sutarAu dorAnAM paDIkAM vaNakarone vaNavA ApavA ane na temane majUrI ApIne temanI pAsethI vaNeluM kApaDa levuM, tathA 2 gAMdhIvaTuM karavuM. badhA vyAvahArika prasaMgo] 'pATaNamAM thatA. vi.saM. 1936mAM amArA kuTuMbanA keTalAka sabhyo dazA zrImALI jJAtimAM bAvIzInA paMcamAM! !joDAyA ane eka kuTuMba pAMtrIsInA paMcamAM joDAyuM. jayAre keTalAka pATaNamAM ja rahyA. | bAvIsI pAMtrIsImAM joDAyA pachI amAro pATaNa sAtheno vyavahArika saMbaMdha ocho thayo. paNa ; 'amArI jJAtinA paMcamAM pATaNavALA tarIke jANItA ane pATaNamAM pATaNanA maTI gAmaDAnA-raNuMjanA tarIke jjANItA banyA. A hatI amArA kuTuMbanI sthiti.. =================== jJAtinI vasatI, kuTuMba paricaya ane jJAti-goLI - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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T 4. jJAtigoLa vi.saM. 1910nI AsapAsa AjanA moTAbhAganA jJAtinA goLo baMdhAyelA che. pahelAM gAmaDAmAM ! visanArA sukhI mANaso temanI kanyAo pAsenA najIkanA moTA gAma agara zaheramAM ApatA ane temane | lmATenI kanyAo temanI pAsenA nAnA gAmaDAMmAMthI AvatI. paraMtu samaya jatAM evI sthiti thaI ke A nAnAM gAmaDAnA loko kanyA ApatAM acakAvA lAgyA ane cAlIsa pacAsa varSanI uMmara sudhI temane kanyAo na maLavA lAgI. pariNAme sATA-pATA, kanyAvikraya vagere badIo dAkhala thaI. pariNAme te te gAmonA sArA jjaina AgevAno bhegA maLyA ane temaNe sarakhA vyavahAra, vyavasAya ane jJAtine anulakSI paMca bAMdhyAM. | dazAzrImALI bAvIsI paMca vi.saM. 1910nI AsapAsa thayuM che. A paMcanA mukhya kAryakartA unAvAnA zeThazrI bhagavAnajI jeThA hatA. temaNe AsapAsanA gAmomAM pharI te gAmonA dazAzrImALI jaina AgevAno ! ne bhegA karI nirNaya karyo ke potAnI kanyAo ApaNA paMcamAM ja ApavI, bahAra na ApavI. jo koI bahAra Ape to teno rUA. 1001/- daMDa levo ane tenA kuTuMbane paMcamAMthI kanyA na ApavI, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa tenA kuTuMba sAtheno samagra vyavahAra bAMdhelA paMcanI koI vyaktie karavo nahi. AnuM pariNAma e AvyuM | Ike zarUAtamAM thoDo vakhata avizvAsa rahyo paraMtu pachI vizvAsa besatAM TapoTapa ekabIjAnA saMbaMdho baMdhAyA. AnI asara cArebAju prasarI. pariNAme dazAzrImALIno bIjo pAMtrIsIno goLa paNa baMdhAyo. A gaMgoLanAM nAmo gAmanI saMkhyAne anulakSIne paDyAM che. bAvIsa gAmanA samudAyanA hisAbe bAvIsI ane pAMtrIsa gAmanA samudAyanA hisAbe pAMtrIsI. jevI rIte dazAzrImALImAM goLa baMdhAyA tevI rIte vIsA | zrImALI jJAtimAM paNa judA judA goLa baMdhAyA. jeo goLamAM zarUAtamAM dAkhala na thayA teone khUba ja! sahana karavuM paDayuM ane temane pachI bIjA nAnA goLa bAMdhavA paDyA. [ A goLa bAMdhavAnA pariNAme kanyAvikraya, sATApATA baMdha thayA. ane AsapAsanA gAmaDAMmAM Jprema, bhAIcAro vadhyA tathA ekabIjAnA duHkhanA sahabhAgI thavAnuM paNa banyuM. che paraMtu samaya jatAM dhaMdhAnI ane kuTuMbanI spardhAnA kAraNe huMsAtusI ane ekabIjAthI caDiyAtA. thavAnA hisAbe nAnA moTA sarkalo baMdhAyA. chatAM samAjazAstramAM jaNAvela cAra puruSArtha paikI "kAma" jpuruSArthanI bhAratanI saMskRtine anusarIne sArI vyavasthA thaI. ane A vyavasthA lagabhaga so varSa sudhI 1 vyavasthita cAlI. chellA trIsa varSathI A vyavasthAmAM khUba ja bhaMgANa paDayuM che. tenA pariNAme varNasaMkaratA! IUbhI thaI che. amArA kuTuMbanA sabhyone zaheramAMthI gAmaDAMmAM rahevAnA kAraNe kanyA nahi maLavAthI A paMcomAM | jjoDAvAnI pharaja paDI. tethI mArA pitAzrInA moTA bhAI vADIlAla bAvIsInA paMcanA AgevAnone maLyA ane bAvIsInA paMcamAM dAkhala thayA. jyAre amArA kuTuMbanA eka vaDIla maganalAla pAMtrIsInA paMcanA | JAgevAnane maLavA gayA ane temaNe pAMtrIsInA AgevAnone amArA kuTuMbane pAMtrIsImAM dAkhala karavA | vinaMtI karI. pAMtrIsInA paMcoe te vAtano svIkAra karyo. paraMtu bAvIsInA paMcanAM kuTuMbo sAthe amAre vadhAre ! paDato gharobo (vyavahAra) hovAthI moTA bhAganA sabhyoe bAvIsImAM joDAvAnuM pasaMda karyuM. i keTalAka sabhyo pATaNanA saMparkamAM ja rahyA. bAvIsI ke pAMtrIsImAM joDAvAno svIkAra na karyo. =============================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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- jyAre maganalAla evA aDaga rahyA ke huM pAMtrIsInA paMcanI sAthe vAta karIne Avyo chuM tethI vacana khAtarI huM te ja paMcamAM rahIza. koI nahi Avo to mAruM kuTuMba te paMcamAM ekaluM raheze. ane te ekalA pAMtrIsImAM! JrahyA. bAvIsI-pAMtrIsInA baMne goLanI A sthiti lagabhaga pacAsa varSa rahI. ane tyAra pachI A baMne ! paMco bhegA thayA ane baMne paMcanuM nAma bAvIsI-pAMtrIsI paDyuM. Aje to samagra paMca zIrNa-vizIrNa che. 5. ratnasAgarajI boDIMgamAM vidhArthI mArA pitAzrI mArI mAtAnA mRtyu bAda vi.saM. 1976mAM mane sUrata ratnasAgarajI borDIgamAM dAkhalA kiravA sUrata laI AvyA. A samaye sUrata samRddha zahera hatuM. borDIganA vahIvaTakartA tarIke jhaverI motIcaMda gulAbacaMda ane gulAbacaMda vakIla hatA. jhaverI motIcaMda gulAbacaMdanI bhalAmaNathI mane borDIgamAM dAkhala karavAmAM Avyo. te vakhatano eka prasaMga mane yAda Ave che. A borDIgamAM dAkhala thanAra vidyArthIne oDhavApAtharavAnuM potAnA gherathI lAvavAnuM hatuM. mArA pitA jayAre mane mUkavA AvyA hatA tyAre gherathI AvuM koI saMsAdhana lAvyA na hatA. sUratamAM phUlacaMda kasturacaMda jhaverI moTA AgevAna - sadgRhastha hatA. ane temanA | nAnA bhAI bhAIcaMdabhAI A borDIMganI kAryavAhaka kamiTinA sabhya hatA. sAkaracaMda talakacaMda mArA kAkAzrInA. madrAsanI peDhInA zeTha hatA. ane phUlacaMda kasturacaMda tenA bhAgIdAra hatA. mArA pitAzrI teone maLyA, ane ! kahyuM ke A chokarAne huM borDIgamAM dAkhala karavA lAvyo chuM. oDhavA pAtharavAnuM nathI lAvyo tethI huM tamArI pAse levA Avyo chuM. temanI pAse beThelA eka bhAIe kahyuM ke, "tame gAdalAM-godaDAM jevI najIvI mAgaNI zA mATe karo cho ? so-baso rUpiyA mAgazo to paNa zeTha tamane jarUra Apaze." tyAre mArA pitAe kahyuM Ike, "mAre paisAnI jarUra nathI. mAre jarUra che mAtra gAdalAMnI. ane te paNa bhIkha tarIke nahi, saMbaMdha tarIke] lmAguM chuM. chokaro vekezanamAM ghera Avaze tyAre gherathI gAdaluM leto Avaze ane te vakhate temanuM ApeluM temane ! pAchuM soMpI daIzuM." zeThane vAta karatAM tarata vyavasthA thaI ane vekezana bAda parata paNa karyuM. zeTha khuza thayA. ! i ratnasAgarajI borDIganA abhyAsakALa daramyAna tyAM AyaMbilanI oLImAM zrIpAla rAjAno rAsa | viMcAto. A rAsa vAMcatAM dhavalazeTha-zrIpAlarAjAnA prasaMgoe zrIpALane je du:kha paDatuM te duHkha sAMbhaLI te | vakhatanI sthitino tAdaza citAra hRdayamAM ghoLAto ane rAte huM jhabakIne jAgI jato teno Acho khyAla che. I A borDIMga hAlamAM nemubhAInI vADIno upAzraya che tenA pAchaLanA raste eka vADImAM hatI ane thoDo vakhata gulAbacaMda vakIlanA gharanI sAmeM hatI. borDIgamAM te vakhate gRhapati tarIke amadAvAda pADApoLamAM ! JrahetA hIrAlAla mAstara hatA. pachI te vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA ziSya hemaMtavijayajI ma. banyA ane Ichelle hIrasUri banyA. ratnasAgarajI boDIMgamAM mArI tabiyata narama thaI. huM ghera pAcho javA nIkaLyo. amadAvAdanuM jUnuM ! jrelave sTezana hatuM. huM sAMje Utaryo. uMmare Azare 11-12 varSanI haze. amadAvAdamAM sagA-vahAlAM ke anya koIne huM oLakhato nahoto. sTezananA musApharakhAnAmAM zetaraMjI pAtharIne sUI rahyo. zarIramAM tAva hato.j polIse rAte be-traNa vakhata UThADyo haze. eka jagyAethI bIjI jagyAe ane bIjethI trIje ema karatAM ! savAra paDyuM tyAM sudhI huM musApharakhAnAmAM rahyo. tyArabAda pATaNa lokalamAM besI mAre ghera raNuMja gayo.' =============================== ratnasAgarajI boDiMgamAM vidyArthI] ka

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1zarIramAM dhakhadhakhato tAva hato. ghera koI saMbhALa lenAra na hatuM. chatAM pitAnI paricaryAthI ane gharagaththu lIlAjathI huM sAjo thayo. borDIMga choDI ghera Avyo tyAre abhyAsa be aMgrejI sudhI hato. sUratanA vidyArthI jIvanamAM meM nemubhAInI vADImAM kamalasUri mahArAjane ane mANekamunine joyelA. 6. pUnA saparamenAmAM nokarI vi.saM. 1978mAM mArA pitAe mArI tera varSanI uMmare mArI mAtAnA kAkA kevaLadAsane bhalAmaNa | IkarI ke A chokaro bhaNe tema nathI, ahIM tenI koI sArasaMbhALa le tema nathI, to tame tamArI dukAne - pUnA | mukAme laI jAo. teo mane pUnA saparamenA laI gayA. tyAM amArI jJAtinA maNuMdanA mULavatanI zrI ! hakamacaMda motIcaMdanI kariyANAnI dukAna hatI. lazkaranI chAvaNIo saparamenAmAM rahetI. tethI lazkaranA mANaso uparAMta tenI sevA karanArA bIjA paNa tyAM rahetA. zeTha hakamacaMda motIcaMda, pItAMbara motIcaMda ane jagajIvana motIcaMda ema traNa bhAIonI dukAna hatI. zeTha hakamacaMda motIcaMdane tyAM te jamAnAmAM damaNiyuM rahetuM. teno gADIvAna bhikhkha hato. ahIM ! nokarImAM zAyada khAvuM-pIvuM ane pAMca rUpiyA nakkI karavAmAM AvyA. kAmamAM khAMDa, anAja va. laI javuM! ane lAvavuM va. mane soMpavAmAM AveluM. thoDo samaya vItyA bAda evuM banyuM ke be bhAgIdAro zeTha hakamacaMda | ane kevaLadAsa vacce matabheda thayo. kevaLadAsanA sagA evA mane rAkhavo temane munAsiba na lAgyuM ane T"gaDhavI gheranA ghera" ema huM pAcho vatana - raNuMja Avyo. A vakhate mArI uMmara 14 varSanI hatI. | 7. mahesANA pAThazALAmAM vidhArthI raNuMjamAM te vakhate pitA ekalA hatA. gharanuM rAcaracIluM vecI nibhAva karatA. koIka kAraNasara mAre! mahesANA javAnuM thayuM. te vakhate mahesANAmAM pU. munirAja maMgaLavijayajI ma. (pachIthI vijyamaMgaLaprabhasUri) | moTA upAzraye birAjatA hatA. pU. munizrI maMgaLavijayajI mahArAje vi. saM. 1974mAM amAre tyAM raNuMjamAM ! comAsuM karela. te nAte temano paricaya bALapaNamAM hato. maMgaLavijayajI ma. mahesANAmAM bhaNavA rahyA hatA.1 temaNe mane pAThazALAmAM joDAvA ane dhArmika abhyAsa karavA Agraha karyo. pitAne pUchaDyA vinA huM mahesANA, pAThazALAmAM dAkhala thayo. ahIM te vakhate vidyArthI tarIke AjanA bulAkhIdAsa mAstara, haragovanadAsa ! saMprItacaMda mAstara ane mArA gAmanA vatanI bhAvasAra maNIlAla gulAbacaMda paNa hatA. menejara tarIke durlabhadAsa kALIdAsa ane zikSaka tarIke lAlacaMdabhAI gaNeza hatA. ophisamAM jamanAdAsa ane cImanalAla jecaMda va. hatA. thoDA divasa bAda hAthe khasa-khujalI thaI. bIjAne cepa na lAge te mATe ophisanI sAme judo rUma JApyo. ahIM mahesANAmAM meM "ajitazAMti' sudhI abhyAsa karyo. te daramyAna pAlItANA, tAraMgA va. ThekANe ! karelI musApharI ane te vakhatanA keTalAka prasaMgo Aje paNa jevAne tevA yAda che. [ A arasAmAM mAro nAno bhAI maNIlAla ke jene kamANA gAme mArAM mAsInA tyAM mUkyo hato te cAra copaDI bhaNI cUkyo hato. tene gujarAtI pAMcamA dhoraNamAM dAkhala karI pATaNa bAlAzramamAM dAkhala | =============================== ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - ! -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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|karavAno hato. meM amArA mahesANA pAThazALAnA menejara durlabhajIbhAIne khUba khUba vinaMtI karI ke "A| mAro nAno bhAI dasa varSano che. tene pATaNa mukavA javA mATe mane rajA Apo." menejare mane sApha nA pADI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa, "jo tame jazo to pharI tamane saMsthAmAM dAkhala karavAmAM nahi Ave." meM emanA hukamano anAdara karyo ane huM pATaNa gayo. agAuthI karelI goThavaNa mujaba tene bAlAzramamAM dAkhala karyo. ane huM pATaNamAM jogIvADe zAmaLAjInA derAsaramAM darzana karavA gayo. rastAmAM naMdalAla premacaMda nAmano vidyArthI maLyo. tenA pitA mahesANAmAM pAThazALAmAM koThArI hatA te nAte mAro paricaya hato. pATaNamAM Ite je vidyAbhavanamAM bhaNato hato tyAM huM tenI sAthe gayo. vidyAbhuvanamAM te vakhate ATha vidyArthIo hatA. I tenA saMcAlaka murabbI zrIprabhudAsabhAI hatA. temane huM maLyo, ane vinaMtI karI ke mane rAkho to huM ahIM ! AvuM." temaNe kahyuM ke "rAkhavAmAM koI vAMdho nathI, paNa mahesANA pAThazALAnA saMcAlaka zeTha veNIcaMda suracaMdanI rajA laI Avo to rAkhI zakAya. teo hAla pATaNamAM rAcakAvADAmAM nizALanA pADAmAM che. huM tyAM pahoMcyo, temane maLyo ane temane kahyuM ke huM mArA bhAIne pAThazALAmAMthI rajA lIdhA vinA pATaNa mUkavA |Avyo chuM, ane ahIM prabhudAsabhAInA vidyAbhavanamAM rahevA mAMguM chuM. Apa mane tyAM rahevA saMmati Apo. / temaNe saMmati ApavA nA pADI ane vadhumAM kahyuM, "tuM bALaka che. A navI saMsthA che. teno bharoso zo ? keTalA divasa cAlaze ? tuM rakhaDI paDIza." paNa koNa jANe temanI vAta mane gaLe na utarI. meM khUba AjIjI karI ke Apa saMmati Apo, paNa temaNe na ApI. huM mahesANAmAM birAjatA te vakhatanA zrI maMgaLavijyajI ma. ne maLyo. temaNe paNa mahesANAmAM rahevA Agraha rAkhyo. huM mArA pitAne laIne mahesANA gayo. tyAMnA nagarazeTha joItArAmane te maLyA. temaNe veNIcaMdabhAIne I maLIne saMmati apAvI. A saMmati maLatAM mane khUba AnaMda thayo. 8. pATaNa vidhAbhuvanamAM praveza vi.saM. 1979mAM huM vidyAbhuvanamAM joDAyo. A saMsthAnA onararI sekreTarI mArA pitAnA phoInA [dIkarA pATaNanA vatanI svarUpacaMda vastAcaMda hovAthI mane dAkhala thavAmAM bahu musIbata na paDI. jIvananuM nAva | ratnasAgarajI vidyAlaya, pUnA saparamenAmAM nokarI, ane mahesANA pAThazALAnA vaMToLamAMthI pasAra thaI judI dizA tarapha vaLyuM. , vidyAbhuvanano paricaya paM. prabhudAsa becaradAsa pArekhe, pU. A. vijyanItisUrIzvarajI ma. ane sadguNAnurAgI sanmitra kapuravijyajI ma. nI preraNA ane upadezathI pATaNanI vidyAbhavananI saMsthA vi.saM. 1978mAM zarU karelI. | [huM jANuM chuM te mujaba zarUAtamAM karpUravijyajI ma. nI preraNAthI godhAvI nivAsI zrI tribhovanadAse rU|. | |16000/- ApyA hatA. tyArabAda bIjI judI judI madadathI A saMsthA cAlu rahI hatI. I gAMdhIvAdanA Adarzane sAme rAkhIne, jaina tattvajJAnano abhyAsa karAvavAnA uddezathI A saMsthA sthapAyelI. pATaNa vidyAbhuvanamAM praveza] [9

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| saMsthAnuM makAna jogIvADAmAM pANInI TAMkI pAse AvelA UMcA oTalAvALI poravADanI vADI hatI. } vacce ghaTAdAra lIMbaDAnAM pAMca-sAta vRkSo hatAM. cAre bAju moTI paDALIne vAMsanA khApoTiyAthI jaDI AThathI dasa rUma utAravAmAM AvyA hatA.' jpANInuM moTuM vizALa TAMkuM hatuM. vacce moTo coka hato. ! tamannAzIla, AdarzavAdI, vicAraka yuvAna zrIprabhudAsabhAIe A saMsthA kevI rIte Adarza bane temAM mATe je kAMI karI chUTavuM paDe te karI chUTavAnI gaNatarIe sthApI hatI. saMsthAno vidyArthI khaDatala, buddhizALI, parizramI, vicAraka ane svataMtra mijAjano thAya evI tAlIma ApavAnI dRSTithI A saMsthA sthApelI. prAraMbhamAM temaNe AThathI dasa vidyArthIo ja rAkhyA hatA. tenA nityakrama, niyamo ane abhyAsakrama khUba | ja cIvaTapUrvaka ghaDayA hatA. . A saMsthAmAM dareka viSayanA viziSTa vidvAna adhyApako rokavAmAM AvelA. rasoIyA, nokara-cAkara | ke kArakunano kharca bilakula rAkhavAmAM Avyo na hato. vidyArthInI jamavAnI vyavasthA AjanI borDIMga, chAtrAlaya ke gurukuLa ke hosTelanI mAphaka na hatI. gharanI jema ja khAvA-pIvAnI pUratI chUTa hatI. savAre dareka vidyArthIne pUchavAmAM Ave ke tamAre keTaluM dUdha joIe ? vidyArthI potAnI icchA mujaba aDadho zera, doDha zerI 1jeTaluM kahe teTaluM tene tAjuM dUdha ApavAmAM AvatuM. ghI mATe paNa be rUpiyA bhAra (50 grAma / 100 grAma) ! ke calANuM (nAnI vATakI) maryAdita na hatuM. ghIno loTo ke jhArI saunI AgaLa mUkavAmAM AvatI. jene jeTaluM ! joIe teTaluM le. dUdha-ghI-khorAka upara jarAye pratibaMdha-lImITa na hatI. | borDIMgamAM vAsaNa, rasoI, sAphasUphI va. kAma mATe vidyArthIo pote ja paMdara divasano kAryakramo TgoThavI kADhatA. ane te mujaba teo badhuM kAma karI letA. pANI bharavAnuM, rasoI karavAnuM, vAsaNo! 1mAMjavAnuM, saphAI karavAnuM, kapaDAM dhovAnuM va. badhAM kAma vidyArthIo jAte karatA. boDIMgamAM anAja, zAka, anya cIjonI kharIdI paNa vidyArthIo jAte karatA. ane teno hisAba-kitAba paNa jAte rAkhatA. A rIte vidyArthIomAM kuTuMbabhAvanA, paraspara prema, ane svAzrayanI tAlIma Ama badhuM zikSaNa maLatuM. | dara pakhavADiye eka divasa eka ja dravya khAIne rahevAnuM ane ochAmAM ochA kharce kema rahI zakAyaT tenI paNa tAlIma ApavAmAM AvatI. 1 dhArmika abhyAsamAM pAMca pratikramaNa, navasmaraNa, cAra prakaraNa, traNa bhASya ane cha karmagraMtha A rIte | parApUrvathI pAThyakrama goThavAyelo che. zikSaNano krama ahIM alaukika hato. sUtro gokhAvyA vagara, jIvavicAra! diMDaka, navatattva va. nI gAthAo vinA tenA chUTA bola yAda karI AMgaLInA veDhe jIvana pa63 bheda, navatattvanI samaja, daMDakanA 24 dvAra, ladhusaMgrahaNInI nadIo va. nI gaNatarIo ane karmagraMthanA badhA chUTA bola zIkhavADavAmAM AvatA. paMcasaMgraha eka ja graMtha gAthAo sAthe meM A saMsthAmAM mukhapATha karyo che. bAkI ; karmagraMtha Adi badhA viSayo gAthA vinA zIkhavADavAmAM AvyA hatA. A ja rIte iMglIzanA viSayamAM pAThamALA, sTorIjha phroma TAgora, nepoliyana bonApArTa, golDanI 'DIDajha va. pustako dvArA aMgrejIno abhyAsa karAvavAmAM Avato. iMglIza bhASAne bhASAnI dRSTi zIkhavADavAmAM AvatI. jethI vidyArthIo iMglIzanAM koI paNa game te pustako vAMcI-samajI zaktA. =============================== mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- "A. 10] |

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| dakSiNAmUrtinAM saraLa saMskRta pustakonA vAMcana dvArA saMskRtamAM praveza karAvyA bAda bhAMDArakaranI beT Ibuko, kAvyo ane jo vadhu tejasvI vidyArthI hoya to tene siddhahema vyAkaraNa, paMcakAvya, hIra saubhAgya, dayAzraya kAvya, va. graMtho dvArA saMskRtamAM niSNAta banAvavAmAM Avato. 1 jIvana-vyavahAranA upayogI viSayamAM gaNita, dezI nAmuM, vyApAropayogI pAThamALA ane dezanA pravartamAna viSayonuM paddhatisaranuM zikSaNa ApavAmAM AvatuM. lekho lakhavAnI, kAvyo racavAnI tAlIma ApavAmAM AvatI. gujarAtI sAhityakSetre vidyArthI sAro vikAsa karI zake te mATe kamaLAzaMkara prANazaMkara trivedInA IvyAkaraNa bhAga- 1-2-3 dvArA bhASA ane chaMdonuM jJAna apAtuM. te uparAMta himAlayano pravAsa, i JpratijJAyaugaMdharAyaNa, madhyamanATaka, meLanI mudrikA, yAne mudrArAkSara vagere graMtho dvArA gujarAtI sAhityanoT viziSTa abhyAsa karAvavAmAM Avato. A saMsthAmAM pAMca varSa bhaNIne taiyAra thayela vidyArthI kAvyo banAvI zakato, lekho lakhI zakato, vyApAranI AMTIghUMTI samajato, dhArmika viSayonI carcA karI zakato ane saMskRta-prAkRtanuM viziSTa jJAna meLavavAnA pratApe, potAnI meLe bhASA para kAbU AvavAnA kAraNe pratikramaNAdi sUtronA artha svayaM samajI| zakato. tene mATe pratikramaNa, navasmaraNa ke jIvavicAra Adi prakaraNonA artha gokhavAnA rahetA nahi. ! pATaNamAM abhyAsagRha, jainamaMDaLa boDIMga, bAlAzrama vagere ghaNI saMsthAo hatI. kasarata, lekhana, 1 ane vakatRtvamAM A badhI saMsthAo vacce hariphAI yojAtI. A badhAmAM vidyAbhavananI saMsthA nAnI hovAnuM IchatAM doDa, kustI, vakatRtva ane lekhanamAM sauthI mokhare rahetI. | paramapUjaya AcArya vijayavallabhasUri ma. pATaNa padhAryA tyAre ahIM gujarAnavAlA, varakANA, va. saMsthAonA vidyArthIo AvyA hatA. te samaye pATaNanI anya ane amArI vidyAbhavananI saMsthAnI kasaratanI ThariphAI yojAyelI. emAM amArI saMsthA prathama AvelI. emAM paNa huM doDa, kasarata ane kustImAM prathama lhato. ( TUMkamAM vidyArthIbhavanamAM vidyArthIne sarvato grAhI jJAna, saMskAra ane tAlIma ApavAnI goThavaNa hatI. pAMca varSanA gALAmAM vidyArthI ghaNuM badhuM dhArmika jJAna, saMskRta, iMglIza, gujarAtI, saMgIta, lAThI, lejhIma, kasarato badhI bAbatomAM A saMsthAno vidyArthI mokhare raheto. . A saMsthAmAM pU. A. vijayanemisUrIzvarajI ma. pU. A. nItisUrIzvarajI ma. pU. A.! vijyavallabhasUrIzvarajI ma. Adi AcAryo padhAratA ane kalAkonA kalAko sudhI vidyArthIo sAthe jJAnagoSThi karatA. saradAra vallabhabhAI, maNIlAla koThArI, kAkA kAlelakara va. netAo A saMsthAmAM AvatA ane mArgadarzana ApatA. paMDita sukhalAlajI, paMDita becaradAsa, paMDita bhagavAnadAsa, arthazAstrI trikamabhAI va.] 1vidvAno divasonA divaso sudhI rahetA. ane vidyArthIo emanA jJAnano lAbha letA. saMsthAno vidyArthI nIDara bane te mATe nadInA paTamAM rAtavAso gALavAmAM Avato. badhA chokarAo jeka nizcita divase sUvAnuM pAtharaNuM ane lAThI va. laI rAtre nadImAM jatA. rAte dasa vAgyA pachI badhA chokarAo sUI jAya. ane be chokarAo cokI karatA. Ama vibhinna rIte vidyArthIo khaDatala ane nirbhaya | ================================ | pATaNa vidyAbhavanamAM praveza - - - - - - - - - - -

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|bane teno kAryakrama goThavavAmAM Avato. 'khAdI saptAha' vagere divaso daramyAna khAdInI cAdara va. cIjonuM vecANa karavA vidyArthIo AsapAsanA gAmaDAMomAM jatA, vecANa karatA ane hisAba rAkhatA. A dvArA gAmaDAnA vAtAvaraNano ane lokono paricaya thato. varSamAM be traNa vAra musApharInA kAryakramo paNa yojAtA. A kAryakramo tIrthasthAno uparAMta kudaratI ramaNIya sthaLo jevAM ke Abu, acalagaDha, tAraMgA va. DuMgarapravAsa pagapALA karAvavAmAM Avato. Ama aneka jAtanI tAlIma vaDe vyaktiniSTha zikSaNa ApI vidyArthIone taiyAra karAvavAmAM AvatA. 9. vidhAbhavanamAM karelo abhyAsa A saMsthAmAM meM dhArmika abhyAsamAM paMca pratikramaNa, jIvavicAra, navatattva, daMDaka, saMgrahaNI, chaI karmagraMtha, tathA paMcasaMgraha saMpUrNa TIkAsahita karyA hatA. gujarAtI sAhityamAM kamaLAzaMkara prA. trivedInA bhAga 1-2-3, pratijJA yaugaMdharAyaNa, madhyamavyAyoga nATaka, mudrArAkSasa, himAlayano pravAsa va. pAThyapustakanI rIte karelA. saMskRtamAM samagra siddhahema-laghuvRtti vyAkaraNa, raghuvaMza, mAgha, hIrasaubhAgya, satyaharizcandra nATaka ane kAvyAnuzAsana karyA hatA. meM mArI sattara varSanI uMmare zriMdra nATakano samazlokI gujarAtI anuvAda karyo hato. iMglIzamAM pAThamALA 1-2-3, sTorIja phroma TAgora, nepoliyana bonApArTa va. pAThyapustaka rUpe karelA. nAmAmAM vyApAropayogI pAThamALA, dezI nAmA paddhati, arthazAstranAM mULatattvo ane kauTilya arthazAstra va. no |abhyAsa karyo hato. A uparAMta sIvaNa, suthArIkAma, citrakAma va. dvArA udyoganuM zikSaNa ApavAmAM AvatuM. meM sIvaNakAmano udyoga lIdho hato. paheraNa, baMDIthI mAMDI koTa sudhInuM vetaravAnuM ane sIvavAnuM zIkhyo hato. A mATenA viziSTa abhyAsa mATe mane lIMca ane rAjakoTa mokalavAmAM Avela. 10. paM. prabhudAsabhAI tathA anya zikSaNadAtA guruvaryo Ama mArA jIvana ghaDataramAM jo koIno viziSTa phALo hoya to te vidyAbhuvanano ane prabhudAsabhAIno che. temanA murabbIpaNAno, gurupaNAno ane viziSTa Aptajana tarIke temanI sAtheno mAro saMbaMdha temanA jIvananA aMta sudhI rahyo che. temanuM RNa huM koI rIte adA karI zakuM tema nathI. mAruM sauthI prathama pustaka pramALanayatattvAloLAzaMgara no gujarAtI anuvAda karyo ane te graMtha meM temane arpaNa karyo. mArA jJAna ane |samajadehanA pitA paM. prabhudAsabhAI che. temano A upakAra kevaLa mArA mATe ja che ema nahi. paNa mA! sahAJAyIo zAtilAla sAThaMbAkara, maNIlAla gaNapatalAla, zrI dalIcaMda vacharAja va. sau para A ja rIte temano upakAra rahyo che. |paraMtu mAro ane temano vidyAvyAsaMgano mArga eka hovAthI temano gADha paricaya yathAvat TheTha sudhI TakI rahyo. huM 12] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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- - jaina zAsanamAM zAsana hitaiSI, dIrghadraSTA, nirIha, vicAraka ane vidvAna tarIke temanI prasiddhi haMmezA mATej JrahI che. vidyAbhavananA vidyArthIkALa daramyAna paM. prabhudAsabhAInI jIvana ghaDataramAM mukhya doravaNI rahI. jpaNa vidyAbhyAsa karAvavAmAM viziSTa adhyApakono phALo ocho nathI. saMskRtamAM bhAMDArakaranI be buka, ane TlaghuvRtti va. no abhyAsa paM. vIracaMdabhAI meghajIbhAI pAse karyo che. teo ghaNA sAdhu-sAdhvI mahArAjone lbhaNAvanAra tarIke jANItA hatA. teo khUba vyavahAradakSa ane zANA puruSa hatA. jIvanaparyata temano upakAra! mArA para rahyo che. zAsananA keTalAka kAmomAM, praznomAM teo haMmezAM pRcchAyogya rahyA che. 1. sAdhu jIvanamAM dAkhala thayA pachI, moDA dAkhala thavAno aphasosa ane e jIvanamAMthI jeTaluM sAdhI zakAya teTaluM zarIranI ALapaMpALa karyA vinA sAdhI levAnI manovRtti, uttama sAdhumAM joIe chIe, tevI| lAgaNI mane saMskRtanA abhyAsa vakhate thaI. jenA pariNAme 5. vIracaMdabhAI pAse laghuvRttino prAraMbha karyo. ane A laghuvRtti jaladI pUrI thAya te mATe 5,6,7mo adhyAya pATaNa sAgaranA upAzraye cAturmAsa birAjatA, munizrI kSamAbhadravijayajI (pAchaLathI kSamAbhadrasUrijI) pAse karyo. | dhArmika abhyAsa meM mAstara zAMtilAla haragovanadAsa pAse karyo. te svabhAve ugra, chatAM khUba ja| InikhAlasa, prAmANika ane premALa hatA. varSo bAda zeThazrI kasturabhAI lAlabhAI sAthe surendranagara choTAlAlA jamanAdAsa hospiTalanA udghATana prasaMge javAnuM thatAM teo maLyA tyAre teo khUba AnaMdavibhora banI gayA! hatA. amane aMgrejI bhaNAvavA zrIyuta bhaTTa sAheba, alamaulA sAheba ane nAgara brAhmaNa raMgarAyA !AvatA. temAM zrI bhaTTa ane raMgarAya pATaNa hAIskUlanA zikSako hatA. alamaulA to evA samartha vidvAnI hatA ke leTinamAMthI kaI rIte iMglIza zabdo utarI AvyA tenI UMDI samaja dharAvatA. temanI dIkarI Aje! zAradAmaMdira pAse eka bAlamaMdira calAve che. gujarAtI bhASA prabhudAsabhAI ane dvArakAdAsa letA. ' | kezavalAla malla ke jeo te vakhate gujarAtamAM "seDA"tarIke prasiddha hatA, teo amane vyAyAmAM 1zIkhavatA. A upArAMta "uttarahiMda mAM jaina dharma" pustakanA lekhaka zrI cImanalAla jecaMda amane onararI 'zikSaka tarIke iMglIza pustakono abhyAsa karAvatA. 11 pU. AcArya bhagavaMto tathA vidvAnonI asara vidyAbhavananA abhyAsakALa daramyAna jIvana upara kAyamI asara mUkI jAya tevA ghaNA prasaMgo TbanelA che. A prasaMgomAM pU. AcArya mahArAjono saMsarga, vidvAnono saMsarga, pATaNamAM ujavAyelA viziSTa mahotsavo, sahAdhyAyIonA saMsarga, vidyArthIjIvananI keTalIka samasyAo - A badhA prasaMgonAM saMbhAraNAM. keTalAMka sukhada to keTalAMka duHkhada ane nirdoSa paNa che. pU. A. vijyanemisUrIzvarajI ma., pU. A. sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma., pU. A. nItisUrIzvarajI ma., 1 jpU. A. siddhisUrIzvarajI ma., pU. A. vallabhasUrIzvarajI ma. - A badhA saMtonA AzIrvAda pAmavAno Tavasara vidyAbhavananA kALa daramyAna mane sAMpaDelo che. ============= ========= pU. AcArya bhagavaMto tathA vidvAnonI asara] [13 - - --- - - - - - - - - - - LI| |

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(1) vidyAbhavananA lImaDA nIcenA vizALa cokamAM AvIne pU. A. nemisUrIzvarajI ma. birAjatA ane vAto karatA. jodhapura pAsenA kAparaDA tIrthamAM jATa loko sAthe thayelA gharSaNanI vAta temanA zrImukhe jyAre teo karatA tyAre dharmanI rakSA pratyeno prema amane jhaLahaLato dekhAto. sAdhu samudAyanI jatanA ane temanA abhyAsa mATenI teonI kALajInI jyAre teo vAta karatA tyAre zAsanasevA mATenI ane samudAyanI kALajInI yojanA dekhI ame khUba natamastaka banatA. [ A uparAMta amadAvAdanA nagarazeTha kuTuMbanI ane haThIsIMga kuTuMbanI keTalIka vAto temanA zrImukhe sAMbhaLI amane temanI pratibhA ane prabhAva mATe anahada mAna upajatuM. mahetAnA pADAnA upAzraye pa.pU. A. siddhisUrIzvarajI ma. nI sAthe utarelA pa.pU. A.1. sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma. nuM yukti-prayuktisabhara vyAkhyAna bapore bAra vAgyA sudhI cAlatuM. temanA vyAkhyAnanA bIjA zabdo to khAsa yAda nathI. "gAjaranI pIpUDI vAgI to vagADI, nahitara karaDI khAdhI" - e uktine anusarIne barAbara vyAkhyAna ATha divasa cAlyuM haze. mahetAnA pADAnA upAzraye birAjatA siddhisUri ma. ne ame vaMdana karavA jatA tyAre "zilA , vajayI tala" nuM uccAraNa AkhA upAzrayane pavitra banAvatuM. te bhadrika mahAtmA A uccAraNamAM evA tallIna banatA ke vaMdana karavA koNa AvyuM che teno paNa temane khyAla na raheto. (4). parama pU. A. nItisUrIzvarajI ma. ne ame khetaravasInA pADAmAM, cokamAM potAnA gurubhAI pU. 1 piMnyAsa dayAvijyajI ma. ne upAdhyAya padavI ane zAMtivijyajI ma. ne paMnyAsa padavI ApatA joyA che. jima tejasvI grahonA samUhanI vacce zobhato caMdra vadhu AlhAdaka lAge tema pU. munizrI udayavijayajI, mahendravijayajI ane kalyANavijayajI Adi yuvAna tejasvI muniothI zobhatA te AcArya nItisUrIzvarajI | khUba ja pratibhAzALI lAgatA. pATaNamAM ame sAmaiyAM to ghaNAM joyAM hatAM. pU. A. nemisUrIzvarajI ma. nuM sAmaiyuM hAthIthI thayuM hatuM. AkhuM sukhaDIvavaTa ane dozIvaTa sonA, cAMdI ane jarIthI zaNagAryuM hatuM. ! baMgALathI pahelavahelA gujarAtamAM padhArI rahelA pU. A. sAgarAnaMdasUri ma. nuM sAmaiyuM paNa khUba! umaLakAbhera thayuM hatuM. paraMtu A. vijayavallabhasUrinuM sAmaiyuM to kaMI adbhuta hatuM. pATaNanA saMghe potAnI sarva riddhi, jsiddhi ane samRddhi temanA sAmaiyAmAM pradarzita karI hatI. mAravADathI varakANA vidyAlaya, paMjAbathI gujarAnavAlA gurukuLanA vidyArthIo joDAyA hatA. uparAMta bujhurga pravartaka kAntivijayajI ma. ane vayovRddha pU. haMsavijayajI| =============================== | 14] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - -

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mi. vagere pU. AcArya vijyavallabhasUrIzvarajIthI dIkSAparyAyamAM moTA hovA chatAM teo sau sAmaiyAmAM hAjara JrahyA hatA. pU. A. vijyavallabhasUri ma. nI sthiratA daramyAna koIne koI navA utsavo, samAraMbho ujavAtA ' ane jaina jainetaro sarvemAM temanI pratye AkarSaNa rahetuM. eka AlhAdaka prasaMga : mahetAnA pADAnA upAzraye pa.pU.A. sAgarAnaMdasUrijI, pU. A. siddhiAM sUrIzvarajI ma. sAthe utaryA hatA. pU. jayAre pU. A. vijayavallabhasUrijI ma. sAgaranA upAzraye utaryA ! hatA. paraMtu bIjA ja divase bapore be vAge pU. A. vijayavallabhasUri ma. pote mahetAnA pADAnA upAzraya 'padhAryA ane pU. A. sAgarAnaMdasUri ma. ne maLyA. paraspara sukhazAtA pUchavApUrvaka zAsananA ghaNA mahattvanA : praznonI vicAraNA karI. A samaya (prasaMga) pATaNa mATe khUba ja mahatvano hato. A hatI te vakhatanA jzAsananA pU. moTA AcAryonI milanasAra prakRti ! 5. bhagavAnadAsa, paMDita vIracaMdabhAI, paMDita ThAkorabhAI ane paM. prabhudAsabhAI, mahesANA JpAThazALAnA sahAdhyAyIo hatA. ekabIjA pratyeno temano prema sAhajika hato. jyAre teo amArA tyAM bhegA thatA tyAre potAnA sukhaduHkhanI, sAhityanI, samAjanI ane zAsananI vAto karatA ane haLavA thatA.' ; sAthe sAthe amArI saMsthAnI pragatino ane tenI vartamAna paristhitino paNa vicAra karatA. paMDita sukhalAlajI, paM. becaradAsajI tathA gujarAta vidyApIThanA viziSTa adhyApako amAre tyAM JAvatA ane rahetA. paM. sukhalAlajI to prabhudAsabhAInA vidyAguru hatA. jo ke teo baMnemAM vicAra-bheda ghaNo moTo hato. paNa baMne khUba ja spaSTa ane nikhAlasa hatA. paM. sukhalAlajI carmacakSuthI apaMga hatA, paraMtu temanA aMtaracakSu khullA hovAthI teo khUba ja vyavahAradakSa hatA. teo amAre tyAM AvatA tyAre mAtra abhyAsakramanuM ane bahAranuM vAtAvaraNa dekhI saMtoSa nahotA mAnatA. paNa pratyeka vidyArthIno paricaya sAdhatA. ane je. vidyArthImAM viziSTa zakti hoya tene kevI rIte pragatizIla banAvavo tenuM paNa sUcana karatA. paM. sukhalAlajInI sAthe koIvAra pa. bahecaradAsa paNa Avo. ame Abu, delavADA, acalagaDhanA pravAse gayA tyAre amArI sAthe paM. becaradAsa ane vidyApIThanA arthazAstrI trikamabhAI hatA. paM. becaradAsa sAthe ame vAto karatA tyAre nAnA moTAno bheda bhUlI jaI bahuI spaSTa ane rUDhi paraMparAthI viruddha keTalIka vAto karatA. paM. sukhalAlajIne A emanI vAto karavAnI rIta gamatI na hatI. paM. becaradAsano svabhAva bALaka jevo nirdoSa ane spaSTa bolavAno hato. A jIva kevaLa vidyAvyAsaMgI hato. " (7 -- amArI saMsthAmAM paM. lAlana ane zrI zivajI devazI (gaDhaDAvALA) paNa AvatA. paM. zrI lAlana sAmAyika karAvatA ane vidyArthIne sAmAyikamAM haribhadrasUri mahArAje Apela ATha | ================================ pU. AcArya bhagavaMto tathA vidvAnonI asara] [15 -- -- -- -- -

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diSTio paikI ekeka daSTi ekeka vidyArthIne ApI teno vArtAlApa karAvatA. bhASaNa karavAnI temanI rIta anokhI hatI. sTeja upara tALI pADatA pADatA eka cheDethI bIje cheDe jjatA ane vacce vacce beThelA zrotAomAthI koIkane pakaDI potAnA vaktavyanI puSTi karAvatA. zivajIbhAI suMdara vaktA ane kavi hatA. pATaNa zAkabajAra AgaLa bharAyelI moTI medanImAM temaNe gAyelI "manamohana balihAra gAMdhIjI, zUra sainya saradAra gAMdhIjI" nI tarja Aje paNa jevI ne tevI ; (yathAvata) yAda che. koIpaNa mANasane potAno banAvI devAnI temanAmAM apUrva kaLA hatI. | zrI e. lAlana ane zivajIbhAI moTe bhAge sAthe ja AvatA. eka vakhata teo AvyA tyAre ame T5. zrI lAlanasAhebane pUchyuM, "Apane zuM bhojana anukULa Avaze ?" temaNe kahyuM, "tame pUcho cho to 1 kahuM ke - "dUdhapAka purI" - na pUchyuM hota to je Apata te khAI leta." A emanI ramUja hatI. ' 1 temaNe paMca pratikramaNanI sAthe sAta pratikramaNa ane zatruMjaya upara pUjA karAvela te vAta ame | sAMbhaLela. te badhA prazno pUchelA ane temaNe tenA amane nikhAlasabhAve uttara ApelA. te vakhate amArI Tsthiti sAMbhaLavAnI hatI. dalIla karavAnI sthitimAM na hatA. (8) vaDhavANavALA phulacaMdabhAI nAnA gAMdhI amArA tyAM AvatA tyAre vidyArthIone tAlIma sAthe khorAka levAnI rIta rasamo bAbata sUcano karatA. temAMnuM eka sUcana e hatuM ke ame roTalI ke bhAkharI upara : ghI copaDIe chIe tene badale dALa ke kaDhImAM ja ghI laI levAnI temanI sUcanA hatI. A uparAMta aneka jprakAranAM amane sUcano maLatAM. 12. keTalAka viziSTa prasaMgo vidyAbhavananA abhyAsakALa daramyAnanA evA ghaNA prasaMgo che ke jenuM smaraNa thatAM Aje paNa teT samayanI nikhAlasatA, buddhimattA, prema ane zAsana pratyenI dAjha tAdRzya thAya che. vidyArthIne apAtI sarvAgI tAlImanA eka bhAga rUpe paryaTana hatuM. paryaTana jatI veLA darekane ApavAmAM AvatA bagalathelAmAM vidyArthI potAnAM kapaDAM, pyAlo tathA oDhavA - pAtharavAnuM tathA thoDoka TjarUrI sAmAna rAkhato. paryaTanamAM cAlatAM cAlatAM vacce AvatAM zahera ke gAmaDAmAMthI pasAra thatA hoIe tyAre rAhadArIo vidyArthIone jovA thaMbhI jAya evI emanI cAlamAM zista hatI. 1 cANasmAmAM zrI khuzAlabhAIno prasaMga prabhudAsabhAInA murabbIpaNAmAM ame eka vAra paryaTanamAM cANasmA gayA hatA. cANasmAmAM tenuM samaye ravacaMdabhAI vakIla AgevAna hatA. derAsara-upAzrayanI sAmenI poLamAM amAre ane prabhudAsabhAIneT , jamavAnuM hatuM. badhA vidyArthIo jamavA beThA. bhojana pIrasAI gayuM. amArI bhakti (sevA)mAM zrI ravacaMdabhAI ; ane te vakhatanA cANasmAnA pIDha, DAhyA, vRddha AgevAna khuzAlabhAI hAjara hatA. viziSTa bhojana prasaMga ================================ [1] [mArA saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- T

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- - - - - - hoya tyAre amAre tyAM evo rivAja-niyama ke "vaMde mAtaram" bolyA pachI bhojanano prAraMbha thato. te mujaba amArAmAMthI eka vidyArthIe "vaMde mAtaram' madhura svare uccAryuM. ame badhAe "vaMde mAtaram' bolI teno! pratighoSa karyo. bhojananI zarUAta karIe tyAM to raho, khuzAlabhAIe kahyuM, "eka miniTa UbhA raho, 'vaMde - mAtaram bolyA te barAbara che paNa have tame 'vaMde gorA pitaram' bolo, kema ke bhAratanI bhUmine tame mAtA; | mAnI ane bhojananI zarUAta pUrve tenuM smaraNa karyuM te vAjabI che. paraMtu A bhAratabhUminA zAsaka atyAre | aMgrejo che. gorA che. to temane pitA tarIke svIkArI "vaMde gorA pitaram" bolo. prabhudAsabhAI hasyA.j TvidyArthIo to bhojana karatAM aTakI gayA. zrI khuzAlabhAIe kahyuM, "mArI vAta hasI kADhavAnI nathI. mane ! javAba Apo. tame vaMde mAtaram sAthe vaMde gorA pitaram bolavAnuM rAkho. kAM to bhojana pUrve vaMde mAtaram' bolavAnuM baMdha karo. paNa huM to tamane kahuM chuM ke "vaMde vIram" bolo. te bolavAmAM tamane zo vAMdho che? tame kadAca ema mAnatA ho ke bhagavAna to nirAhArI che. temane yAda karI AhAranI pravRtti cAlu karavI i vAjabI nathI, to bhojana pahelAM 'vaMde mAtaram bolavAnuM paNa baMdha karo." Ano uttara prabhudAsabhAI pAse na hato. huM jANuM chuM te mujaba tyAra pachI bhojana pUrve 'vaMdeT mAtaram' bolavAnI paddhati baMdha thaI. cANasmA bajAramAM zrI ravacaMdabhAInI eka dukAna hatI. A dukAnamAM temaNe raMgarogAna karAveluM. sAthe vividha citro dorAvyAM hatAM. A citromAM keTalIka parIonAM citro hatAM je sArAM na hatAM. A bAbata | zrIkhuzAlabhAIne ThIka na lAgI. paraMtu temaNe Thapako na Apyo. jayAre ame vidyArthIoe temane ema pUchyuM Ike "cANasmAmAM jovA jevuM zuM che ?" tyAre zrI khuzAladAsabhAIe paM. prabhudAsabhAIne zrIravacaMdabhAInA dukAna batAvI ane te citrono nirdeza karyo. tenuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke te pachI thoDA ja vakhatamAM te citro! sudharI gayAM. mArA sAMbhaLavA mujaba cANasmA mahAjana ke gAmamAM jyAre koI maDAgAMTha, gUMca, samasyA pedA thAya tyAre A zANA, pIDha ane hAjarajavAbI khuzAlabhAI pAsethI teno ukela khUba saraLatAthI maLato. daMDakaprakaraNanA abhyAsano prasaMga vidyAbhavanamAM dhArmika, gujarAtI, saMskRta, aMgrejI, vyAyAma badhA viSayanA judA judA zikSako hatA./ ! chatAM prabhudAsabhAI pote ghaNI vakhata dhArmika, gujarAtI, ane saMskRtanA pATha letA. A pATha levAno eka : prasaMga yAda AvatAM amArI 15-16 varSanI vaye amAruM jIvana keTaluM nirdoSa hatuM tenI smRti thatAM te 1 nirdoSa bAlyakALane abhinaMdavAnuM mana thAya che. prabhudAsabhAI daMDakaprakaraNano pATha letA hatA. A pAThamAM 24 dvAra paikI vedadvArano prasaMga Avyo.i | A vedadvAramAM strI-puruSanAM lakSaNonI vigata AvI. meM puruSanAM ane strInAM lakSaNonA keTalAka prazno pUchelA! je sAMbhaLI amArA bAlasahaja nirdoSa jIvana 5ra temane khUba lAgaNI thayelI. paraMtu A nirdoSatA samaya vItatAM, uMmara vadhatAM lAMbo samaya TakI zakI nahi. ane tenA prAyazcitta 1 rUpe ghaNA vidyArthIoe mahinA mahinA sudhInA ghI tyAganAM paccakhANa karyA che. paraMtu eTaluM cokkasa ke saMsthAnA vAtAvaraNamAM bhUla kabUla karavAnI saraLatA hatI ane prAyazcitta lIdhA pachI zuddha thayela koIpaNa TvidyArthI mATe zaMkA rAkhavAmAM na AvatI. ===== ================ ==== === keTalAka viziSTa prasaMgo [17 II - - - - - - - - | - - - - - - - - | - - - - - - - -

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---------------------------- 13. gujarAnavAlA gurukuLa ane vidhArthIbhavananI sthApanA pU. A. vijyavallabhasUri mahArAje gujarAnavAlA gurukuLa paMjAbamAM zarU karyuM hatuM. A gurukuLa kaII rIte calAvavuM, tene mATe kevo abhyAsakrama goThavavo, te mATe temaNe prabhudAsabhAIne bolAvyA. prabhudAsabhAI ! sAthe amArA be vidyArthI paMjAba gayA. ane amArI saMsthAnI rItarasama joI temaNe tyAM abhyAsakrama ane ; vidyArthIo mATe nityakrama goThavyo. A gurukuLamAM abhyAsa karatA zrI hIrAlAlabhAI ane izvaracaMdrane paNa jamAre tyAM thoDA vakhata mATe mokalelA. paM. bhagavAnadAsabhAIe amadAvAdamAM vidyArthIbhuvana nAmanI saMsthA zarU karI hatI. A saMsthA kIkAbhaTTanI poLavALA ratilAlabhAInI Arthika sahAyathI zarU karavAmAM AvI hatI. bhagavAnadAsabhAIno jvicAra paNa pATaNanA vidyAbhavananI rIte ja amadAvAdamAM saMsthA zarU karavAno hato. ane temAM saMskRta, i prAkRta ane dhArmika abhyAsa karAvI vidvAno taiyAra karAvavAno hato. temane pU.A. nItisUrIzvarajI ma. nI | hUiMpha hatI. taduparAMta temanA sahAdhyAyI ane AtmIya paM. hIrAbhAInI sahAya hatI. A saMsthA zarU karavA! mATe pATaNanA paM. prabhudAsabhAI pAsethI traNa vidyArthIo levAmAM AvyA, ane e traNa (zAMtilAla sAThaMbAkara, maNilAla gaNapatalAla, amRtalAla sukhalAla) vidyArthIothI zarU karIne pachI bIjA vidyArthIo ; 1lIdhA ane saMsthAno temaNe prAraMbha karelo. paraMtu A saMsthA bahu lAMbo vakhata cAlI nahi ane te divase | pAlaDImAM jaina sosAyaTI ba.naM. 16nI joDenA makAnamAM vidyArthIbhuvana boDIMga tarIke pariNamI. 14. zeTha zrI saMghavI nagInadAse karela bhavya ujamaNuM pATaNa vidyAbhavananA mArA abhyAsakALa daramyAnanA be mahattvanA prasaMgo cirasmaraNIya che. (1) 1zeTha nagInadAsa karamacaMde kareluM bhavya ujamaNuM (2) kaccha-bhadrezvara-giranArano cha'rI pALato saMgha. - pATaNa vidyAbhavanamAM mahesANA pAThazALAnI mAphaka dara caudaze pauSadha karavAno rivAja na hato.' vidyArthIo roja pUjA karatA, navakArazIpUrvaka paccakhkhANa karatA, AThama, caudaza ke pAMcame moTA AcArya ke munibhagavaMtane sAmUhika vaMdana karavA jatA. jJAnapaMcamI, comAsI caudaza, mauna ekAdazI vagere moTI tithij lhoya tyAre pauSadha karAvavAmAM Avato ane vidyArthIo zakti mujaba ekAsaNuM upavAsa Adi vrata karatA. moTe bhAge sAgaranA upAzraye koIne koI sAdhu bhagavaMta birAjamAna rahetA; kema ke pU. pravartaka | kAMtivijayajI ma. ane pU. haMsavijyajI ma. vRddha hovAthI sthiravAsa hatA. AthI pauSadha ke dharmakriyAo vadhu jpramANamAM to sAgaranA upAzraye thatI. koIvAra mahetAnA pADAnA upAzraye moTA AcArya bhagavaMta hoya tyAre | 1vidyArthIo tyAM pauSadhAdi karatA. - jyAre mahetAnA pADAnA upAzraye pU.A.kSamAbhadrasUrijI ma.nA gurumahArAja pU. amIvijayajI ma., tathA pU. zAsanasamrATa A. nemisUrIzvarajI ma. tathA pU.A. sAgaranaMdasUrIzvarajI ma. padhArelA tyAre | jame tyAM pauSadha karatA. tenA ekAsaNAM vi.nI badhI vyavasthA zeThazrI nagInadAsa karamacaMda saMghavIne tyAM thatI. | zeTha nagInadAsa saMghavInA dAnathI UbhI thayelI dIvALIbAI zrAvikA udyogazALAno vahIvaTa zrI =============================== | mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA I 18] TE | -

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pribhudAsabhAI saMbhALatA. tethI amArI saMsthA sAthe paNa zeThano ghaniSTa saMbaMdha hato. nagInadAsa zeTha tenuM JsamayanA pATaNamAM AgevAna zreSThI hatA. temano dhaMdho muMbaImAM hato chatAM dhArmika kAryamAM vizeSa rasa levAneT kAraNe ahIM vatanamAM avAranavAra AvatA ane dareka dhArmika pravRttimAM rasa letA. 1 zeTha nagInadAsa dazAzrImALI jJAtinA hatA. temanA moTAbhAI svarUpacaMda ane nAnAbhAI maNIlAla. Ama teo traNa bhAI hatA. temane traNa saMtAno hatAM. moTo putra sevaMtIlAla, nAno putra rasikalAla ane putrI kalAbena. " temanAM dharmapatnI kesarabene navapadanI kriyAsahita oLI ane jJAnapaMcamI tapa pUrNa karela. tenA iudyApana nimitte zeThe vi.saM. 1982nA phAgaNa mAsamAM temanA putra rasikalAlanA lagnaprasaMge bhavya ujamaNuM 1 karela. A ujamaNAmAM tAraMgAtIrthanI racanA sAthe bhavya pAMca dazyo ApavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. 1(1) cArisaMjIvanI nyAye potAnA baLadarUpe thayelA patine carAvatI yazomatinuM dazya. (2) kumArapALa upara kaMTakezvarI devIe karelA upasarga. (3) mahArAjA kumArapALanA rAjyakALa daramyAnano prasaMga jemAM je aputrIyAnuM dhana rAjaya grahaNa karatuM hatuM. 1 te TALI aputrIyAnA dhanano nahi svIkAra karavA rUpa kuberadatta zreSThInA mRtyunA samAcArano prasaMga | T(4) kumArapALa mahArAjA pauSadhamAM hatA. page maMkoDo karaDyo. caTakelA maMkoDAno svabhAva - "tUTe paNaT ukhaDe nahi'. kumArapALe tene bacAvavA potAnI cAmaDI kApIne tene bacAvyo tenuM dazya. (5) paMca koDIne phUlaDe rAjA kumArapALane ApyA deza aDhAra" - pUrvabhavamAM rAjA kumArapALe pAMca koDInA, phUlaDAMthI jinezvara bhagavAnanI je pUjA karI hatI tenuM dRzya. A pAMca dazyo khUba ja adbhuta ane AkarSaka hatAM. A ujamaNAnI vizeSatA e hatI ke bahAragAmathI AvanAra darzanArthI sAdharmiko mATe vi.saM. 1982nA phAgaNa vada 3 thI 13 sudhI rasoDuM khulluM rAkhavAmAM AveluM. eTaluM ja nahi, temane mATe utArAnI pUrNa vyavasthA karelI. A utsavane nihALavA pATaNanI bAra gAu pharatA gAmaDAMomAMthI jaino ane jainetaro zaheramAM umaTyA hatA. zahera bharyuM bharyuM bhIDavALuM lAgatuM hatuM. rAte to AkhA zaherane A racanA ati AkarSaNa yogya hovAthI lokonI moTI saMkhyAmAM jovA mATe lAIno lAgatI. phAgaNa suda 13 nA divase acchettarI snAtra bhaNAvAyuM hatuM. aSTottarI snAtra pachI jaina-jainetaronI ! mAgaNIne lIdhe uparokta racanA paMdara divasa sudhI laMbAvelI. ! A racanAnuM Ayojana rAdhanapura nivAsI kamaLazIbhAI gulAbacaMdanI doravaNIthI thayuM hatuM.' kamaLazIbhAImAM cha'rI pALatA saMgha, ujamaNAM ane utsavanA AyojananI viziSTa sUjha hatI. =============================== zeTha zrI saMghavI nagInadAse karela bhavya ujamaNuM -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- ka

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15. kaccha - giranAranI mahAyAtrA pAlItANA-giranAra-kaccha, Adi tIrthonA saMgha to avAranavAra nIkaLe che. paNa pATaNamAMthI nIkaLelo kaccha-giranArajIno A saMgha to te kALe apUrva hato. pa.pU.zrI bhaktivijayajI ma. (rAdhanapuravALA - pAchaLathI pU. A. bhadrasUrIzvarajI ma.) vi.saM.' 1981mAM pATaNamAM cAturmAsa hatA. zrI nagInadAsa zeTha temanuM vyAkhyAna zravaNa karavA jatA. zeThanI bhAvanAnuM siMgha kADhavAnI kharI. A bhAvanAne pU. paMnyAsa mahArAje savizeSa aMkurita karI ane vijyazeTha ane vijayA, zeThANIthI pavitra thayelA kaccha-bhadrezvara tIrthano saMgha kADhavAnI sUcanA karI. zAsana prabhAvanA thAya tevo moTo saMgha temane kADhavo hato. te samaye zatrujyatIrthanI yAtrA baMdha JhatI. tethI pU. paMnyAsa mahArAjanI sUcanA temane gamI gaI. saMgha-kADhavA mATe temaNe rUA. (1 lAkha) eka | lAkha kharcavAnI jogavAIpUrvaka taiyArI karavA mAMDI. A arasAmAM pU. zAsanasamrATa AcAryadeva vijyanemisUrIzvarajI ma. pATaNamAM padhAryA. teonI ! jpAsethI kaccha-bhadrezvarano itihAsa, saMghanI vyavasthA vagere zeTha samajatA. zatruMjaya tIrthayAtrAnA virahamAM jkacchathI giranAra tIrtha sudhIno saMgha nIkaLaze to vadhAre sAruM dekhAze tevuM teoe zeThane samajAvyuM. A ziMkhezvara, upariyALA, bhadrezvara, raivatAcalAdi mahAtIrthano saMgha kADhavAno nirNaya thayo. ane je eka lAkhaT JrUpiyAnI avadhi vicArI hatI tenAthI be traNa gaNI vicArI. 1 saMghanuM saMpUrNa Ayojana rAdhanapuravALA kamaLazIbhAI gulAbacaMdane soMpyuM ane temanI dekharekha nIce jvividha peTA kamiTio nImI. AjanI mAphaka te vakhate DAmaranI pAkI saDako na hatI. pATaNathI kaccha-bhadrezvara yAtrA karI saMgha ! jUnAgaDha pahoMce te daramyAna sAta ATha dezI rAjayo AvatAM hatAM. kaccha ane mALIyA jevA rAjyo sAva aparicita hatAM. ziyALo ane UnALo be Rtuo pasAra karavAnI hatI. AjanA jevI Thera Thera pANInI suvidhAo te kALe na hatI. cAMdInA derAsara ane bharapUra vaibhava sAthe pasAra thatA saMghane cora lUMTArAnA | bhiyathI paNa sAcavavAno hato. saMghamAM padhAranAra tapasvI sAdhu sAdhvIo ane cha'rI pALatA zrAvaka -T zrAvikAone ukALelA pANI ane utArAnI vyavasthA karavAnI hatI. saMghamAM pAMca hajAra yAtrIo hatA. doDhaso sAdhu sAdhvI mahArAjo hatA. sADA traNaso gADAM hatAM. A badhAnI vyavasthA mATe agiyAra (11) peTA kamiTio uparAMta 200 svayaMsevako ane 200 pagAradAra| mANaso rokavAmAM AvyA hatA. saMghano paDAva thAya tyAre jANe nagara vasyuM hoya tevo dekhAva thato. vyavasthA to evI hatI ke sAdhu - sAdhvI mahArAja savAre saMgha sAthe prayANa kare ane pAMca sAta TgAu sAme mukAme pahoMce tyAre taMbu, rAvaTI, ukALelA pANInI agAuthI vyavasthA thaI jAya. ATalo moTo ! samudAya hovA chatAM dhArmika anuSThAnamAM koI kSati na hatI. rojeroja snAtrapUjA bhaNAvAtI. nokaro mATe ! paNa rAtribhojana baMdha hatuM. dhArmika anuSThAnanuM kArya zrI cImanalAla paTavAne soMpyuM hatuM, je pAchaLathI =============================== | 20] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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- - - - - - - - - - - - caMdrasAgarajI (caMdrasAgarasUri) banyA hatA. prAtaHkALe pAMca vAge svayaMsevako byugala vagADatA ane badhA zavyAtyAga karatA. saMghamAM ame jyAre UDyA hoIe tyAre koI pALamAM (vibhAgamAM) "sImaMdhara paramAtama pAse jAjo," to koI ThekANe "zrI ; siddhAcala nitu vaMdIe," to koI ThekANe "ekekuM DagaluM bhare" vagere stavanonA madhura avAjo nIrava zAMtimAM madhura raNakAra phelAvatA. cha vAge saMgha prayANa karato. dUra dUra najara nAMkhIe tyAM sudhI 300 traNaso gADI lhArabaddha jatAM hoya ane tenI UDatI raja zrItIrthapAnthArajasA virajIbhavaMti, tIrthaMju vaMdhrapato na mare akhaMti | nI ukti sArthaka karatI jaNAtI. bhaktagaNo hAthamAM mALA pheravatA pheravatA cAlatA. koI jainazAsananI aho bhavyatAnI prazaMsA karatA, to koI potAnA gADA ane potAnA sagA saMbaMdhIonI sAra saMbhALa rAkhatA AgaLa-pAchaLa cAlatA.1 | paho phATatAM AcAryAdi munibhagavaMto vihAra karatA. mane barAbara yAda che ke A yAtrAmAM koII 'sAdhunI DoLI karelI nahotI. juvAna abhyAsI sAdhuo cAlatAM cAlatAM potAnA abhyAsanI AvRtti karatA.' koI laghuvRtti siddhahemanI to koI cAra prakaraNanI. to koI sarakhe sarakhA munibhagavaMto ekabIjAne prazno | pUchI te te viSayane paripakva karatA. | * pU. A. surendrasurIzvarajI ma. pU. A. zAMtisUrIzvarajI ma., pU. munizrI caraNa vijayajI ma. vagereT te vakhatanA yuvAna sAdhuo saMghamAM sauthI AgaLa pahoMcI jatA ane potAnA vaDIlo - guruvaryonI zuzruSA! karatA. j Thera-Thera saMghanAM svAgata thatAM. je gAmamAM jaina vasatI na hoya te gAma paNa Dhola-nagArAM-trAMsA | vigADI svAgata karatuM ane saMghane sASTAMga praNAma karI abhinaMdatuM. AnaMda ane saMghaprabhAvanAthI zrIsaMghanuM! vAtAvaraNa ullasita thatuM. A saMghayAtrAmAM amArI vidyAbhavana saMsthAne paNa AmaMtraNa hatuM. paM. prabhudAsabhAI ane paM.' vIracaMdabhAI kuTuMba sAthe hatA. gAme gAma thatA abhinaMdana patro ane bIjI sabhA vagerenI kAryavAhI 5.] pribhudAsabhAIne saMbhALavAnI hatI. ATalA utsavapUrvakanA saMghamAM paNa vidyArthIono abhyAsa cAlu rahe tevI vyavasthA rAkhelI. pU. munirAja zrI cAstrivijyajI ma. (ke je pU. A. vijyanemisUrIzvarajI ma. nA gurubhAI thAya) nI pAse huM paMcasaMgrahanI TIkA vAMcato. bIjuM je vidyArthIo bhaNavAmAM pAchaLa hoya temane bhaNAvavAnuM kArya paNa mAre | IbhAge AveluM. prathama karmagraMtha, bIjo karmagraMtha ane gaNita je vidyArthIo bhaNatA teno abhyAsa karAvavAnuM mane soMpAyuM hatuM. vadhumAM savAre prayANa karatI vakhate bAMdhelA pAlane saMkelavo, tene gADAmAM nAMkhavo aneT , bIjA mukAme te pAla Ubho karavAnuM kAma mane soMpAyeluM. pahelethI majUrI karavAthI TevAyelo ane temAM rasa hovAthI koI paNa baLatAkAtanA kAmamAM mAro upayoga thato. A saMghamAM zrI vIracaMdabhAInA nAnAbhAI | 1 amaracaMdabhAIno paga UtarI gayelo. hADavaidhe cAlavAnI manAI karI. to temane UMcakIne gADAmAM besADavA, 1 IutAravA ane vaDI zaMkAe laI javA lAvavAnI pharaja huM bajAvato. A vAta amaracaMdabhAI chevaTa sudhI! ========= ====== =============== kaccha - giranAranI mahAyAtrA - - - - - - - - - - |

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|saMbhAratA hatA. sAMje to A saMgha je gAmamAM paDAva nAMkhato tyAM meLo bharAto. bAra bAra gAuthI jaino - jainetaro zrI saMghanAM darzana karavA AvatA ane dhanyatA anubhavatA. I rAte saMghanI beThaka jAmatI. gAme gAmathI "amArA gAme padhAro" "amAruM svAgata svIkAro" nuM dabANa thatuM. ane zrI saMghavI taraphathI je gAmamAM je cIja-vastunI truTi hoya te truTi (khoTa-uNapa) pUrI karavA yogya dAna apAtuM. zAsanano prabhAva zuM - tenuM tAdeza dezya A saMghamAM jovA maLatuM. vi.saM. 1983nA mAgasara vada 13nA divase saMghe khUba dhAmadhUmapUrvaka prayANa karyuM. A samaye | muMbaI, rAdhanapura, amadAvAda, dhrAMgadhrA, lakhatara vagere gAmonA gRhastho AvyA hatA. prayANa vakhate pU. A. vijyanemisUrIzvarajI ma., paMnyAsa bhaktivijayajI ma. (rAdhanapuravALA) hatA. pahelo mukAma pATaNanI bahAra kaNasaDA daravAje rAkhelo ke jyAM cAra divasa taMbu tANelA. saMghanI vyavasthA evI rIte hatI ke vacce dhvajA patAkAthI zaNagArela cAMdInuM derAsara, eka bAju AcArya bhagavaMtonA taMbuo, to bIjI bAju saMghavInA taMbu, kacerI ophisa vagere. ane tenI pAchaLa paddhatisara kramabaddha rAvaTIo naMkhAI hatI. derAsarane cAra |daravAjA rAkhelA. cAMdInA gaDha upara ciMtAmaNI pArzvanAtha prabhunI pratimA padharAvavAmAM AvI hatI, ane I |upara comukha (dhAtumaya) birAjamAna karavAmAM AvyA hatA. agAunI vyavasthAno vicAra saMghanI ophisamAM I sAMje karavAmAM Avato. pATaNa bahAra pahelA mukAma pachI kuNaghera, hArIja thaI saMgha poSa suda 6 nA divase zaMkhezvara pahoMcyo. chaTha, sAtama ane AThama - traNa divasa tyAM sthiratA karI. AThamanA divase zeThanA moTA putra sevaMtIlAla ane temanAM patnIne 5.pU. AcAryadeva| vijyanemisUrIzvarajI ma. nA varad haste tIrthamALAnuM AropaNa karavAmAM AveluM. te vakhate pU. A. vijyanItisUrIzvarajI ma., pa.pU. paM. dharmavijyajIma. (DahelAvALA) va. aDhIso sAdhu-sAdhvIono samudAya hAjara hato. A pachI paMcAsara, dasADA, mAMDala thaI A saMgha upariyALA pahoMcyo ane poSa suda 14-15 ema be divasa rahyo. ahIM sAdhu sAdhvInA lagabhaga traNaso ThANA thayA. saMghanA prAraMbhathI ja dhrAMgadhrA darabAra ane temanA dIvAnano pUrNa sahakAra hato. temaNe agAuthI ja saMghaprayANa veLA rAjyanA cokIdAro mokalelA. poSa vada cotha, pAMcama, chaTha dhrAMgadhrAmAM rokAyA. darabAre bhavya sAmaiyuM karyuM ane navakArazI karI saMghavIne mAnapatra ApyuM. ahIM dhrAMgadhrAnA jainasaMgha taraphathI dhrAMgadhrAnareza ghanazyAmasiMhajIne mAnapatra ApavAmAM AvyuM. teno |pratyuttara vALatAM mahArAjAe jaino mATe khUba suMdara zabdo uccAryA. pATaNanA saMgha mATe khUba suMdara kahyuM . | darabAra taraphathI saMghavI, temanA bhAIo ane temanA putrone poSAkanI bheTa ApavAmAM AvI. sAthe sAthe evI jAherAta karI ke rAjyamAM varSamAM bAra divasa amArI (ahiMsA) pALavI. bhaMga karanArane cha mAsanI sakhata kedanI sajA ane 1000 eka hajAra rUA. daMDa jAhera karyo. dhrAMgadhrA choDyA bAda saMdha poSa vada 13nA roja kacchanA sImADe Avyo tyAM sudhI saMghanA saMcAlakone khabara nahotI ke kacchanA rAva ApaNane satkA2ze ke herAna karaze ! lokone bhaya hato ke kacchamAM ApaNAM poTalAM choDAvaze, jakAtanI mAthAphUTa thaze ane saMgha herAna [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 22]

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thaze. barAbara agiyAra vAge kacchamAM mANAbo mukAme pahoMcyA. joyuM to kacchanA mahArAvazrInA vIsA polIso khullI talavAre UbhA hatA. saMghavI ane badhAne bhaya peTho ke ahIM ApaNane herAnagati thaze. paraMtu! tyAM to polIsa TukaDIno saradAra AgaLa Avyo ane mahArAva taraphathI Avelo lakhoTo saMdeza) zrI saMghavIne Apyo. lakhoTAmAM lakhyuM hatuM ke, "pATaNanA eka gRhastha moTo saMgha laIne mArA dezamAM Ave che tenI rakSA mATe tame jAte jAtAnI pUrI kALajI rAkhazo. temanI jakAta mApha karavAnI che." | AkhA kacchamAM saMgha pharyo tyAM sudhI mahArAvanI polIsa ane rAjyanA nokaroe tenI pUrI saMbhALI rAkhelI. kaTArIyA, lAkaDIyA, sAmakhIyArI, bhacAu, bhImAsara, aMjAra, bhuvaDa thaIne saMgha mahA suda 10nA divase bhadrezvara pahoMcyo. ahIM bhadrezvaramAM mAMDavI, aMjAra, muMdrA, sutharI, koThArA, nalIyA vagere gAmonA igRhastho ane AsapAsanA hajAro kacchI bhAIo saMghano satkAra karavA mATe hAjara hatA. muMbaI, amadAvAda, Na ane kAThiyAvADathI paNa ghaNA mANaso bhadrezvara padhArelA. dharmazALA cikkAra hatI. paDAva, rAvaTIo | cikkAra hatI. temaja bahAranA bhAgamAM mIThAIo. charI, cappA. kAtara temaja kacchanI kalAnI cI dukAno goThavAI gaI hatI. ahIM saMghe pAMca divasano mukAma karyo. 1 pU. A. vijayanItisUrIzvarajI mahArAje giranAranA jIrNoddhAranuM kAma upADeluM hovAthI teozrI; JsaMghano mukAma pAMca ke cha gAuno hoya to paNa teo ATha dasa gAuno vihAra karatA. saMgha je gAme pahoMcavAno hoya te gAmanI AsapAsanA jainonA gharavALAM gAmomAM teo thoDo samaya rokAIne pachI teoT JsaMghanA mukAme pahoMcI jatA. pU. A. vijayanemisUrIzvarajI ma. prAMgadhAthI ane pU. paM. bhaktivijayajI ma. zaMkhezvarathI pAchA vaLyA hatA. have saMghamAM mukhya tarIke AcArya vijyanItisUrIzvarajI ma., paM. bhaktivijayajI (samIvALA)j mi. ane e. khAMtivijyajI ma. hatA. mahA suda 13nA divase pU. A. vijayanItisUrIzvarajI ma. tathA pa. bhaktivijayajI ma. nA; varadhaste saMghavIne tIrthamALA paherAvavAmAM AvI. zeThazrI nagInadAsanI bhAvanA evI kharI ke A saMghayAtrAnA mULa upadeSTA pa. bhaktivijayajI ma.T (rAdhanapuravALA) che to mAre mALa temanA hAthe paheravI. paNa teozrI to bhadrezvara AvyA na hatA. AthI! temaNe vicAra karyo ke te paM. bhakti vijayajI rAdhanapuravALA nahi to paM. bhaktivijayajI (samIvALA)ne hAthe ; mALa paheravI. A vAtanI saMghamAM jAherAta thaI. zarU zarUmAM to koI visaMvAda na thayo, paNa mALanA jAgalA divase A bAbate vikhavAdanuM rUpa lIdhuM. roSa pragaTyo. pU. paM. khAMtivijayajI ma. ne lAgyuM ke pU.A. vijayanItisUrIzvarajI jevA bhadrika ane vaDIla hAjara hoya ane krama ullaMghAya te koI rIte vAjabIT nathI. AthI temaNe pracAra karyo ke jo AvI rIte karavAnuM hoya to ApaNe koI sAdhue mALa samaye hAjarI na rahevuM. | aMte A vAtanI khabara pU.A. vijayanItisUrIzvarajI ma. ne paDI. temane lAgyuM ke A barAbara| thatuM nathI. manaduHkhanuM nimitta huM banuM te vAjabI nathI ja. pote savAre vahelA UThayA ane jayAM paM.T JbhaktivijayajI (samIvALA) birAjatA hatA tyAM teozrI gayA ane temaNe kahyuM ke , "tIrthamALA kAle! = = = = = = = = = = = | kaccha - giranAranI mahAyAtrA] . - - - - - - - - - [23] -

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siMghavIne paherAvavAnI che te tame paherAvajo. huM mALA laIne tamane ApIza tethI baMne sacavAI jaze. A nimitte vAdavivAdamAM paDavAthI sAdhu samAjanuM sAruM na dekhAya." pratyuttaramAM paM. bhaktivijayajI mahArAje jaNAvyuM ke, "mahArAja ! mALa to Ape ja paherAvavAnI; che. huM nahi paherAvuM. zeThazrI nagInadAsano Agraha haze to paNa mAre haragIja nathI paherAvavAnI." j ! AnuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke je visaMvAda ke roSa hato tenuM suMdara samApana thaI gayuM. ane A.! vijyanItisUrIzvarajI ma. tathA pU. paM. bhaktivijaya ma. nA varad haste tIrthamALAnuM paridhApana thayuM. A hatI te vakhatanI sAdhuonI nikhAlasatA ! | bhadrezvara tIrthamAM saMgha pAMca divasa rahyo. A tIrthamAM 218 thAMbhalA ane 162 pratimAo che.! temAMnI ghaNIkharI pratimAo to prAcIna che. mukhya pratimAnI pratiSThA bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANa pachI! 23mA varSe thayAno ullekha maLe che. tyArabAda teno uddhAra vi.saM. 1315mAM dhanakubera jagaDuzAhe karAvela.! A pachI saMgha muMdrA, nAnI khAkhara mahA vadI cothanA divase pahoMcyo. nAnI khAkharamAM so gharanuM derAvAsI jainonA che. gAmamAM koTayAdhipati zrImaMto che. gAma nAnuM paNa moTI moTI havelIvALAM makAno che. ahIM varasAda paDyo. Akho saMgha pANIthI lathabatha thayo. gAmalokoe ane zrImaMtoe potAnAM ghara khAlI karI AkhA saMghane samAvI lIdho. saMghanI anahada bhakti karI. | tyArabAda bidaDA, koDAya va. sthaLe thaI mahAvada 10 nA divase saMgha mAMDavI pahoMcyo. mAMDavImAM! JsaMghanuM khUba bhavya svAgata thayuM. ahIM cha derAsaro che. AThaso ghara derAvAsInA che. baso ghara sthAnakavAsInA ! che. ahIM paNa saMghavIne mAnapatra ApavAmAM AvyuM. saMgha taraphathI saMghajamaNa ane bhavya sAmaiyuM karavAmAM AvyuM. rAjyanAM jovA lAyaka badhAM sthaLo saMgha mATe khullo mUkyAM hatAM. tyAMthI saMgha bhuja gayo. bhujanI vasatI 31,000 nI hatI. 200 ghara derAvAsInAM ane 200 ghara sthAnakavAsInAM hatAM. 1 rAjya taraphathI gAmegAma hukama karavAmAM Avyo hato ke saMghane koI jAtanI agavaDa na paDe. temanI! tamAma jarUriyAto pUrI pADavI. temaja ema paNa jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ke saMghanA yAtrALu pAsethI koIe! paNa vadhu bhAva na levo. bhujamAM pAMceya divasa rAjaya taraphathI moTaro, gADIo va. tamAma sAmagrIo saMghanI! tahenAtamAM rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. mahArAva taraphathI saMghane jamaNa ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. kacchanA je bhAIone saMghajamaNano lAbha na maLyo te bhAIoe judI judI lhANIo karI hatI. bhadrezvara pachI saMgha mAMDavI ane bhuja Avyo te daramiyAna saMghano paDAva cAra pAMca gAu dUra hoya! paNa vacce AvatAM gAmaDAM vividha rIte saMghanI bhakti karatA. koI jagyAe dUdha, koI jagyAe purI-maga! ane koI jagyAe chAzanI vyavasthA thatI. keTalIka vakhata to cAra-pAMca gAunA aMtaramAM saMghanuM traNathI cAra | vakhata sanmAna thatuM. jaina-jainetaro saMghadarzana karI potAnA jIvanane dhanya mAnatA. kacchanA bhadrika loko dareka yAtrALune tuM hAtha joDatA ane sAdhu-sAdhvIo pasAra thatA hoya tyAre page paDatA. A bhadrika lokoe Avo saMgha temanA jIvanamAM prathamavAra ja joyelo. to vaLI saMghanA yAtrikoe paNa sAdharmikonI AvI bhakti prathamavAra! joI hatI. === ===================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - -- 24].

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| kacchamAM eka gAmamAM khIcaDI-ghInuM jamaNa ApeluM. mArgamAM thatA vividha miSTAnno-jamaNane badaleT khIcaDI maLavAthI saMghayAtrIone A jamaNa khUba bhAvyuM. 1 eka prasaMga mane yAda che. banatA sudhI bhImAsara gAma hatuM. tyAM eka moTI avAvarI vAva hatI. ihuM tathA mArA murabbI zAMtilAla sAThaMbAkara A vAva AgaLa kapaDAM dhotA hatA. vAva keTalI UMDI hatI ? agara temAM jUnAM jhADa-jhAMkharAM lIla ke zevALa kevAM hatAM? te khabara na hatI. zAMtilAlanI zarata mujaba) meM vAvamAM bhUsako mAryo. turta ja bahAra Avyo. sadnasIbe jALAM-jhAMkharAM naDyAM nahi. Ama nAnapaNamAM! sAhasa sAthe avicArIpaNuM hatuM. A saMghamAM amArI saMsthA jaina vidyAbhavananA zikSako - vidyArthIo badhA dareka kAryamAM UlaTathI ! IbhAga letA hatA. caitra suda 3 nA divase saMghe kaccha choDyuM ane caitra suda 4 nA divase saurASTramAM praveza karyo.. saurASTramAM praveza thatAM ja rAjakoTa, jAmanagara, jUnAgaDha vagere saMghanA AgevAno AvyA ane potapotAnA gAme saMghane padhAravA khUba Agraha karyo. saMgha morabI thaI jAmanagara caitra suda 14nA divase pahoMcyo. traNa divasa mukAma karyo. pAlItANAnI TUMka jevAM ahIM bAra derAsaro che. jAmanagara "kAThiyAvADanuM |perIsa" kahevAya che. ahIM derAvAsInAM 900 ghara che. jAmanagarathI vaNathalI, haDamatIyA ane rAmapura thaI saMgha caitra vada pAMcamanA divase rAjakoTa pahoMcyo.' 'ahIM paM. khAMtivijayajI ma. nI pAse zrIyuta dIpacaMdabhAI ane temanAM bahene dIkSA lIdhI. A dIpacaMdabhAI , je paMDita ratilAla desAInA pitA thAya. temanuM nAma dIpavijayajI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. ahIM saMgha be divasa rokAyo. rAjakoTamAM paTaNIonA ghara hovAthI temane khUba AnaMda thayo. ahIM paNa rAjakoTa darabAra taraphathI saMghanuM khUba bahumAna thayuM. rAjakoTa pachI saMgha goMDala, vIrapura thaI caitra vada terase jUnAgaDha pahoMcyo. jUnAgaDhanA navAbeT topothI sAmaiyuM karyuM. rAjaya taraphathI zeThazrIne mAnapatra AvyuM. vaizAkha suda trIjanA divase pa.pU. A.! vijyanItisUrIzvarajI ma.nA varad haste tIrthamALA paherAvavAmAM AvI. pU. A. vijayanItisUrIzvarajI ma.' jzaMkhezvarathI TheTha sudhI hAjara hatA. giranArano jIrNoddhAra temanA varad haste cAlato hato. giranArajI upara Ikula 21 jinAlaya che. giranAra pachI saMgha Trena dvArA vaDhavANa, lakhatara, vIramagAma, joTANA, mahesANA thaII pATaNa Avyo. Ama A saMgha mAgasara vada terasanA divase nIkaLelo, vaizAkha suda pAMcame pATaNamAM praveza karyo. ! ] saMsthAomAM sAmudAyika abhyAsanI tAlIma vagere sArA guNo vidyArthIne maLe che, tema temAM keTalIka kuTevo paNa poSAya che. jo sAro gRhapati na hoya ane saMsthAnuM saMcAlana barAbara na hoya to ghera abhyAsI karatA vidyArthI karatAM saMsthAmAM bhaNatA vidyArthI rakhaDe, durguNI ane durAcArI bane. 1 keTalIka vakhata pravAsa daramyAna vidyArthIonI najIka najIka pathArI ane gRhapatinI sIdhI dekharekha ke sArI saMbhALanI upekSAne kAraNe nirdoSa jIvana jIvanArA chAtrAlayanA vidyArthImAM "sajAtIya kAmavRtti". guno durguNa dAkhala thAya che. zrI prabhudAsabhAInI mArA pratyenI lAgaNI, upadeza ane premane laI A durguNa =============== ==== =========== = kaccha - giranAranI mahAyAtrA II (25) - - - - - - - - - |

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|meM temane yathAtathya lakhIne Apyo. ane eka varSa paryata ghI, dUdha ane mIThAInA tyAganuM prAyazcitta lIdhuM ane ! kaccha, giranAranA saMgha daramyAna tenuM pAlana karyuM. AkhI saMghayAtrA daramyAna ekAsaNAM karyAM. 1 kaccha-giranAranI yAtrAmAM ghaNuM jovA-jANavAnuM maLyuM paNa abhyAsa truTita (truTaka) thayo. yAtrA bAda ; thoDo samaya abhyAsamAM citta na coMTayuM paNa pachI eTalI tamannA lAgI ke laghuvRttino eka pATha paM. |vIracaMdabhAI pAse to bIjo pATha pa.pU. A. kSamAbhadrasUri pAse zarU karyo. ane bAra mahinAmAM AkhI lithuvRtti cha hajArI artha ane sAdhanikA sahita pUrNa karI. (yAtrA daramyAna meM cAritra vijyajI ma. (vRddhicaMdajI! ma. nA samudAyanA) pAse paMcasaMgraha TIkA sahita vAMcyo hato.) bIjI bAju paMcasaMgraha kaMThastha karyo ane tenI vRtti paNa vAMcI. karmagraMthanA padArtho, - saMkhyAtA - asaMkhyAtA ane anaMtAnI gaNatarI ane pAMcamA chaThThA karmagraMthanA bhAMgAo AMgaLInA veDhe gaNI zakAya te rIte taiyAra karyA. 17. pATaNanI saMghayAtrA pachI mArI paristhiti agAu jaNAvI gayo tema mArI daza varSanI vaye mArI mAtA mRtyu pAmelAM. pitA pAse koI dhaMdho / na hato. gharamAM je rAcaracIluM hatuM te vecI pUruM karyuM. nAno bhAI pATaNa boDIMgamAM bhaNato hato.' AgaLapAchaLanI koI upAdhi pitA pAse na hatI. AthI badhuM sameTI pitA paNa pATaNa AvyA. te jamAnAmAM pATaNamAM mahine cAra rUpiyAmAM jamADatI vIzImAM pitAzrI jamatA. sUvA-besavA mATe amArA pitAnA phoI IjhamakabAne (zrI svarUpacaMda vastAcaMda, ratanacaMda vastAcaMda ane nyAlacaMda vastAcaMda nAM mAtuzrI) tyAM khetaravazInAT |mahollAmAM jatA. dasa-paMdara divase amArI khabara-aMtara pUchavA AvatA. amArA nimitte eka pAIno paNa A kharca na hato. avAranavAra amArA sagA - khAsa karIne amArA kamANAvAlA mAsiyAI bhAI maMgaLadAsa ke je mArAthI be-eka varSe moTA hatA te khabaraaMtara letA. | amAre tyAM dakSiNAmUrtinI "saraLa saMskRta" pustikA saMskRtanA paricaya mATe cAlatI. temAM durganA ! dhanA mena vudhdhatA bhavana" te vAkya AvatuM hatuM. I mane koI taraphathI evI jANa karavAmAM AvelI ke tamArA pitAzrIne tamArA kAkAe kaMIka hisAbanI! vAtacItamAM garama thaIne dhakko mArelo ane tethI temanI pAghaDI UchaLIne pheMkAI gayelI. A jANyA pachI ! meM nAnapaNamAM kAkAzrI upara kAgaLa lakhelo temAM nirdoSa bhAve A saMskRta uktino upayoga karyo. game tema, paNa pitA sAthe lohInI sagAI hatI. nAnI vayamAM, ochI samajamAM, garIba avasthAmAM paNa sneha kaMi thoDo sUkAya che? have A kAgaLa lakhelo tenI vAta to huM samaya vItatAM bhUlI gayo. pATaNamAM raheto te vakhate gAMdhI | '' saptAha daramyAna mANasA nivAsI zrI kezavalAlanI sUcanAthI khAdInI cAdaro vecavAnA paryaTanamAM huM mAre jgAma - raNuMja gayo. have te ja kAkAne ghera huM premathI gayo. bAlyAvasthAmAM nirdoSa bhAve lakheluM peluM saMskRta paM vAkya huM to bhUlI gayelo paraMtu kAkAzrI bhUlyA na hatA. temaNe AvatAnI sAthe mAro ughaDo lIdho aneT Tgusse thaI gayA. meM pahelAM lakhelo kAgaLa temaNe mane yAda karAvyo. huM vilakho (bhoMTho) paDyo ane tyAMthI! ============================ mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - -- - --- - - - - - - - - - - -

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InIkaLI gayo. bALaka ane vRdghamAM ATalo ja pharaka che ke bALakamAM nirdoSatA turta AvI jAya che jyAre vRddhamAM I |sadoSatA jatI nathI. "paisA hAthano mela che. saMpattinI kaMI kiMmata nathI" Ama AdarzamAM bhale kahevAtuM hoya, paNa jagatamAM vAstavamAM tenuM ghaNuM mahattva che. saMpatti ke dolata jatAM mANasanuM koI saguM thatuM nathI. saMbaMdha rAkhatuM |nathI. bAlyakALamAM A satyano meM pUro anubhava karyo che. temAM paNa gAmaDAnuM saMkucita vAtAvaraNa eTaluM | svArthamaya anubhavyuM che ke 'rakhe ne saMbaMdha rAkhatAM lapa vaLagI na paDe' tenI takedArI rAkhIne sagAMo aLagA rahe che. I 18. vivAha aMge vATAghATa pATaNa vidyAbhuvanamAM savAre vidyArthIo dUdha letA ane bapore agiyAra vAge sau jamatA. vidyArthIdITha goThavaNIpUrvakanuM eka kabATa ApavAmAM AveluM. A bATamAMnA eka khAnAmAM kapaDAM, bIjAmAM pustako ane huM |uparanA bhAgamAM jamavA mATeno thALI-vATako ane bistaro rAkhI zakAtA. jamyA pachI dareka vidyArthI potAnA thALI-vATakA mAMjIne kabATamAM mUkI de. agiyAra vAge jamyA pachI aDadhA kalAkanA ArAma bAda "bhaNyAbhakSya na je viNa lahIe'nI |sAmUhika jJAnapUjA bhaNAvI sau potapotAnA vAMcanamAM parovAtA. I badhA vidyArthIo vacce kAmanI vaheMcaNI thatI. koI rasoI karavAnuM, koI pANI bharavAnuM, koi sAphasUphI karavAnuM kAma vaheMcI letA. have je prasaMga varNavavAno che te samaye mAre bhAge vAsaNa mAMjavAnuM kAma AveluM hatuM. bapore lIMmaDAnA vRkSa nIce TuvAla vIMTI huM tapeluM mAMjato hato. tyAM amArI vADInA moTA daravAjAnI bArI UghaDI ane te dvArA mArA pitA ane temanI sAthe 80 varSanA aMgarakhuM paherelA eka vRddha dAkhala thayA. teo najIka AvyA tyAre mArA pitAe mane izAro karyo "kapaDAM paherI Ava." to huM chUTI pATalInuM dhotiyuM ane TUMkI bAMyano jhabhbho paherI hAjara thayo. vRddhe mane uMmara, abhyAsa vagere pUchyuM ane teo baMne tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA. phATIpoLanA daravAje AvelA bAlAzramamAM bhaNatA mArA bhAI maNIlAla pAse gayA. te vRddha vyakti mArA pitA sAthe be kalAka pharyA bAda potAne gAma cAlyA gayA. thoDA divasa pachI mArA pitA AvyA. temaNe kahyuM, "AvanAra vRddha vyakti unAvAnA zeTha mAdhavajI chaganalAla hatA. teo tane ane maNilAlane jovA AvyA hatA." joke te vakhate AmAM mane jhAjhI samaja na paDI. mArI uMmara 18 varSanI-thaI. bhAI maNIlAla 15 varSano thayo. pitAjI pAse ghara, khetara ke koI mUDI ke otha na hatAM. potAnA chokarAo paraNIne ghara mAMDe tenI pUrepUrI jhaMkhanA hatI. ane sAthe sAthe e paNa ciMtA hatI ke chokarAMone pATaNa bhaNAvavA mUkyA che paraMtu rakhene koI sAdhu mahArAjanI sobate caDIne |sAdhu to nahi banI jAya ne ? vivAha aMge vATAghATa] [27

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temAM paNa vizeSa karIne te arasAmAM pa.pU.A. vijayanemisUrIzvarajI ma. pATaNa hatA. tyAreT AjanA dakSasUrijInI dIkSA thaI hatI ane dIkSAmAM temanA kuTuMbe kAgAroLa macAvI hatI tenI jANa thatAM! 'mAre mATe khUba ciMtA thaI ke rakhe A chokarAne paNa koI sAdhu dIkSA to nahi ApI de ne? zrI prabhudAsabhAIne ! kahetA ke, "sAheba, sAcavajo ho, chokarI sAdhuonI sobate na caDI jAya.| pitA akiMcana hatA. Ama vaMzaparaMparAgata kuTuMbanI khAnadAnIno vAraso hato, jene laIne AvI jparisthitimAM paNa te kALe lakSAdhipati gaNAya tevA UMcA khAnadAna bahoLA kuTuMbavALA, jJAtinA AgevAna zrI mAdhavajI chagananI AMkhamAM ame vasyA. temaNe kaccha - giranAranA saMghamAM gayelAM temanAM putravadhU pAsethI! 'mArI hakIkata meLavI, ane potAnA putra zrI mohanalAlanI be putrIonA mAgAM ame be bhAIo mATe temanA najIkanA pitrAI dAjIbhAI sAthe mokalyAM. te vakhate vIzImAM bhI aSTApadanI dharmazALAmAM baporanA samaye mArA pitA ArAma karatA hatA. pitAzrIne A joI Azcarya thayuM. mArI pAse vIzInA mahine cAra rUpiyA paNa ApavAnI sagavaDa InathI to A dhanikanI be putrIonuM mAnuM svIkArI huM lagna kevI rIte nakkI karuM ? najara samakSa to koII TuchInA so rUpiyA Ape tevuM dekhAtuM nathI. mArA pitAe AvanAra mahemAna sAthe peTachUTI vAta karIH "mArI/ A sthiti che. be nahi, eka mAguM huM svIkAruM chuM." AgaMtuke kahyuM "ame to ciThThInA cAkara chIe. be svIkAro to ja karavAnuM che. vimAsaNamAM paDayA : sArA gherathI mAguM Avela che. chokaro hAla kaMI kamAto nathI. mArI pAse nANuM nathI. rahevA ghara nathI. sagapaNa karyA pachI turta lagna levAnI vAta kare che mArI dazA zI thAya?" pitAne mananI mUMjhavaNa hatI.] JpaNa pachIthI muzkelI paDe te vicArI kahyuM, "be mAgAM to huM svIkArI zakuM tema nathI." AvanAra pAchA gayA.. mahinAo sudhI koI vAvaDa AvyA nahi. pitAnI UMgha harAma thaI. pastAvAno pAra na rahyo. teo vicAre ! caDyA : je mANasa sagapaNa karavA Ave che te badhuM joI-vicArIne ja mAguM nAkhatA haze ne ! to mAre nA kahevAnI zI jarUra hatI ? Ama karatAM thoDA mahinA vItyA. vi.saM. 1984no mAgasara mAsa cAlato hato. je be gRhastha - dAjIbhAI ane jagajIvana zeTha -1 pahelAM AvelA teo pharI mArA pitAjI pAse aSTApadanI dharmazAlAmAM AvyA. maLIne pharI kahyuM, "mAdhuzeThanAT putra mohanalAlanI be putrInAM tamArA baMne putro mATe ame vevizALanA rUpiyA ApIe chIe." dukAnathI ekavAra grAhaka utarI gayA pachI pharI te ja dukAne te ja vastunI mAgaNI karato grAhaka Ave tyAre dukAnadAra jarA makkama bane te rIte mArA pitAzrI makkama banyA ane kahyuM, "zeThajI, Apa sArI ' rIte jANo cho ke mAre be chokarAnuM vevizALa karavuM pAlave tema nathI. to huM eka ja mAguM svIkArI zakuM tema chuM.' AvelA gRhasthoe kahyuM, "tame amArI sAthe unAvA mAdhuzeTha pAse cAlo. ane tamAre temane jeT kahevuM hoya te kahejo . ame to te amArA vaDIlanI AjJAthI AvyA chIe." jagajIvanadAsa mArA pitAnA! moTAbhAI vADIlAlanA jamAI thatA hatA. tethI khAsa bhalAmaNapUrvaka ane namratAthI kahyuM. "tame ja mAdhuzeThane 'samajAvo. mane muzkelImAM na mUko." paraMtu temaNe baMnee makkamatAthI Agraha karyo ane mArA pitA temanI sAthe unAvA gayA. unAvA, mAdhuzeTha ane te vakhatanI amArI jJAtino thoDo paricaya Avazyaka che to tenuM lhave joIe. ===== =================== 28] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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19. lagna unAvA gAma uMjhAthI eka gAu dUra Avela che. e jamAnAmAM pATaNa AvanArane unAvA javA mATe! maNuMda2oDa sTezane utarI pAMca gAunuM aMtara kApavuM paDe. A gAmamAM pATIdAra - brAhmaNa - vANiyA - bAroTa vagerenI mukhya vasatI che. ahIM muslimonI vasatI ochI hovA chatAM muslimonA prasiddha yAtrAdhAma mIrAM dAtAranuM sthAna che. dUra dUrathI yAtrAe AvatA / muslimo mATe musApharakhAnAM che. vaLagADa dUra karAvavA hiMduo ane jaino (rAjasthAnanA) Ave che. Ane I kAraNe mIrAM dAtAranI AsapAsa moTuM bajAra jAmeluM che. A mIrAM-dAtAranI daragAhamAM praveze tyAre kAcA-pocA hRdayano mAnavI to bhayabhIta thaI jAya kema huM ke bhUtapretathI chalita thayela, sAMkaLe bAMdhelA, koIka trADa nAkhatA hoya, koIka srIo chUTA vALa rAkhI dhUNatI |hoya, pachADa khAtI hoya AvAM dRzyo jovA maLe. A gAmamAM bhIDAbhaMjana pArzvanAthanuM derAsara che. derAsarane aDIne meDIbaddha pAyacaMdagacchano upAzraya che ane bIjo tapAgacchano moTo upAzraya paNa che. - zrI udayaratnagaNi jemaNe "pAsa zaMkhezvarA sAra kara sevakA" ane krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha vagerenI sajajhAyo temaja stavano banAvyA che teozrI ahIM ghaNo vakhata cAturmAsa rahelA. dhammilanA rAsamAM - "rahI unAuA gAmamAM bhIDabhaMjana pAsa pasAya' vagere lakhI A gAmano ullekha ane bhIDabhaMjana pArzvanAthanI stuti karI che. A unAvAmAM dazAzrImALI jainonAM 70 gharo che. ane temAMnAM keTalAMka gharo to peDhI dara peDhInAMI garbhazrImaMta gharo che. dazAzrImALI jJAtinA bAvIsI ane pAMtrIsI baMne goLanA sthApaka A gAmanA vatanIo che. A gAmamAM sAMkaLA joItArAma, paTavA zerIvALA, zaMbhuzeThavALA, talATI kuTuMba ane saraiyA kuTuMba mukhya che. vIsamI sadInA prAraMbhamAM ghaNI ghaNI muzkelIo hovA chatAM A kuTuMboe kanyAvivAha va. prasaMgomAM potAnI khAnadAnI sAcavI rAkhelI ane te khAnadAnI aNIzuddha rahe te Azaye goLanI racanA karelI. mArA pitA unAvA gayA. A vRddha purusse UbhA thaIne mArA pitAne temanI pautrIo mATe be rUpiyA ApavA mAMDayA. mArA pitAe hAtha joDIne kahyuM, "zeTha mApha karo. mArA saMjogo be rUpiyA (be mAgAM) svIkAravAnA nathI. moTA dIkarA mATeno eka rUpiyo lauM chuM." "sAruM" kahI temaNe Agraha na karyo, paNa sAthe sAthe kahyuM ke tamArA bIjA putra mATe rUpiyo lo tyAre mane pUchavAnuM rAkhajo." mArA pitAe "hA" kahI haLavAza anubhavI. jenI sAthe sagapaNa karavAnuM hatuM te kanyAnA mAtA-pitAe A vRddha vaDIlanI AmanyA jALavI. duHkhAtA dile putrInuM sagapaNa thavA dIdhuM. kAraNa ke temaNe traNemAMthI koIe jamAIne koI divasa najare joyela nahi, jene ghara, khetara ke otha nathI evA jamAI sAthe potAnI dIkarI apAI hatI. sagapaNanI sAkara vaheMcAI. lagna] [29

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- - - thata hatA, unAvA choDatA pahelAM mArA pitA mArA sAsu-sasarAne maLyA. paraMtu temanA dilamAM AnaMda na hato. vRddha pitAnI AmanyAne lIdhe kazuM bolyA nahi, paraMtu dikarInA bhAvi aMge temane ciMtA hatI. pitAjI raNuMja mArA kAkA pAse AvyA. mArA kAkA te vakhate sukhI mANasa gaNAtA. temane mArA sagapaNanI vAta karI. kAkAe kahyuM, "rAjA rIjhayo to hAthI Apyo paNa vicAra karyo ke hAthIne kyAMj TbAMdhazo ?" pitAe kahyuM, "jeNe hAthI ApavAno vicAra karyo che te baMdhAvavAno vicAra karaze." pitA tyAMthI nIkaLI pATaNa AvyA paNa temane kaMI cena na paDyuM. temane AzA hatI ke bhAI kaMIka |AzvAsana Apaze paNa temanA A bolathI teo badhuM pAmI gayA. 1 divaso pasAra thavA lAgyA. ciMtA vadhavA lAgI. temaNe nyAre kora najara karI. bhAI taraphathI koI AzA na hatI, tema amAre mosALa ke koI evuM saguM na hatuM ke koI jAtanI madada kare. vepAra-dhaMdho to ghaNA varSothI baMdha hato. samaya pasAra thAya tema pitAnI UMgha UDatI gaI. mahA mahinAno savArano samaya hato. khetaravasInA mahollAmAM mArA pitA temanI phoIne gherI rahetA hatA, te gharanuM bAraNuM pUrva dizA tarapha paDatuM hatuM. dAtaNa-pANIthI paravArI bahAranA oTalA para beThA hatA. cheka agiyAra vAge vIzImAM jamavA javAnuM hatuM te sivAya bIjuM koI kAma ke utAvaLa na hatI. mAtra 1 ciMtA mUMjhavaNa e karatA hatA ke lagnano divasa najIka Ave jAya che ne koI jagyAethI 100 rUA. paNa IuchInA maLe tevuM nahotuM. vi.saM. 1984nA vaizAkha suda 11 nAM lagna levAnAM hatAM. te vakhate phAgaNa mAsa cAlato hato.' tyAM gADImAM eka pAghaDIvALA zeTha nAme popaTalAla joItArAma, raNuMjavALA jhaveracaMda gulAbacaMdanuM nAma pUchatA AvyA. mArA pitA oTalA para beThA hatA. nAma pUchI, oLakhaNa karI ne temaNe hAthamAM rUA. 500 ApyA. mArA pitAe pUchyuM, "zAnA?" to temaNe kahyuM, "unAvaoNnA mAdhuzeThe mane tamane ApavA jaNAvyuM che" pitAjIe acakAtA dile lIdhA. 1 thoDA divasa pachI mArA sasarA mohanalAla AvyA. te mArA bhAIne laI sAkara badalo karI AvyA! ane thoDA divasa bAda mArA pitAne amadAvAda laI jaIne jarUrI sAmAna sAmagrI kharIdI. A rU. 500mAM; mArA lagnanA dAgInA, kapaDAM ane gharavakharI AvyuM. | vikrama saMvata 1984nA mahA mahinAmAM mAruM sagapaNa thayA pachI ane te varSanA vaizAkha suda 11nA, divase lagnanuM nakkI thayAnuM jANyA pachI prabhudAsabhAIe vicAra karyo ke A vidyArthI mATe kaMIne kaMI vicAra! karavo paDaze. te mAnatA hatA ke A vidyArthInuM Ama ociMtu sagapaNa thAya ane abhyAsa aTake te saMbhavita nahotuM. chatAM saMbhavita thavAthI vidyArthIno abhyAsa AgaLa cAle te mATe temaNe mane traNa kalAka bhaNAvavAnuM kArya soMpyuM. te peTe mAsika rUpiyA yAda che te mujaba rUpiyA paccIza nakkI karyA. jo ke A samaye vidyAbhavana ane prabhudAsabhAI bannenI sthiti DAmADoLa thaI gaI hatI. kemake je| paiisA saMsthA calAvavA mATe temane maLyA hatA te kharcAI gayA hatA. navA paisAnI vyavasthA hatI nahi eTaleT saMsthA AgaLa calAvavI te temane mATe muzkela hatI. te pote paNa bacaravALa hatA. temanA gharanA kharca mATe =============================== 30] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA ------------------- II |

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je khAnagI rakama maLatI hatI te baMdha thaI gaI hatI. AthI saMsthA calAvavI ke baMdha karavI te vimAsaNamAM lhatA. A bAju temanI icchA sArA bhaNI zake tevA vidyArthIne sArA vidvAna banAvavAnI hatI. paNa samayaT anukULa na hato. mahine rU. 25nI Avaka mArI zarU thaI gaI hatI. ane A bAju 500 zeTha popaTalAla joItArAma taraphathI maLyA hatA. temAMthI mArA pitAe bAmaNavADAmAM derAsaranI pAse mahine rUA. 3-50| nA bhADAnuM makAna rAkhyuM. ane mArA pitAnA moTAbhAInA dIkarI maNibena je kamANAmAM rahetAM hatAM temane! bolAvI ghara cAlu karAvyuM. temanI pAse agAuno gharavakharIno koI sAmAna na hato. AthI badhI navI! 'gharavakharI vasAvI ane pATaNathI ja lagnanI jAna joDI. pATaNathI raNuMja thaI unAvA gayA. jJAtinA rivAja mujaba chAba dAgInA vigere je kAMI karavAnuM hoya te mATe mArA pitAne kaMI ciMtA na hatI. kema ke te sArI rIte jANatA hatA jemaNe vevizALa karyuM che! te mArI sthitine sArI rIte jANe che. jJAtinA rivAja mujaba to chAbane vadhAvavA pahelAM kanyApakSanA mANaso. chAbane juve. paNa ahIM kazuM karavAnuM na hatuM. lagna sArI rIte patI gayA. meM vidyAbhavanamAMthI mahinA mATe rajA lIdhI. ane have AgaLa abhyAsa karavo ke nahi te vicAramAM paDayo. A bAju prabhudAsabhAI paNa AgaLa saMsthAne lAMbuM calAvI zake tema na hatA. ane temanI paNa tabiyata bagaDI. vaidyoe temane kSayanA | dirdI tarIke jaNAvyA. te ArAma mATe rAjakoTa gayA ane amArI A saMsthA pUjya AcArya nItisUri! 'mahArAjanA prayAsathI rAdhanapura laI javAmAM AvI. 20. rAdhanapuramAM vidhAbhavana rAdhanapuramAM A saMsthAnuM saMcAlana zrI haragovanadAsa bhAbherAe saMbhALyuM. A saMsthA rAdhanapura parAmAM laheracaMda gAMdhInA DelAmAM zarU karavAmAM AvI. pATaNanA vidyArthIo ane rAdhanapuranI AsapAsanA keTalAka chokarAo dvArA A saMsthAnI zarUAta thaI. rAdhanapuramAM huM abhyAsa sAthe vidyArthIone bhaNAvato. temaja amArI sAthenA pATaNanA vidyArthIo! paikI zrIyuta maNilAla gaNapatalAla tathA zAMtilAla sAThaMbAkara paNa vidyArthIone bhaNAvatA. huM bhaNAvavAnuM sAthe rAdhanapuramAM sAgaranA upAzrayamAM cAturmAsa birAjI rahela pU. AcArya vijayanItisUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI jpAse bhaNAvatA paMDita girajAzaMkara mayAzaMkara tathA jaina zALAnA upAzraye birAjatA paMnyAsa bhaktivijyajI; mahArAja pAse sAdhuone bhaNAvatA dAmodara pAMDeya (kAzIvALA) pAse bapore bhaNato. Ama rAdhanapuramAM bhaNavA sAthe bhaNAvavAnuM rahyuM. A samaya gAMdhIjInA jamAnAno hato. rAdhanapura rAya e dezI navAbI rAjya hatuM. ame khAdInI TiopI ane khAdInAM kapaDAM paheranArA hatA. rAdhanapuranA navAbane khAdInI TopIvALA pratye sUga hatI. teneT thatuM ke A khAdInI TopIvALA mArA rAjayamAM kyAMthI dAkhala thayA? paNa A sUga lAMbI TakI nahi. kemake. gAmanI bahAra ame hu tutu vigere ramato ramatA. te joI temane AnaMda thayo ane amArI pratye lAgaNIvALA = = = = = = = = = rAdhanapuramAM vidyAbhavana [31 I -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - |

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thayA. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa amArA paikIno ramatamAM hoMziyAra koI vidyArthI mAMdo paDe ane ramatamAM na Ave to tenI khabara aMtara paNa pUche ane temanA DokTarane paNa davA ApavA mokale. rAdhanapuranA nivAsa daramyAna eka prasaMga paMDitono pharavAno che. pU. mahArAja sAheba pAse je be paMDito hatA te haMmezA pharavA jatA. A samaya daramyAna navAba paNa tyAM thaI pasAra thatA. navAbe be cAravAra A paMDito sAme khAsa najara karI joyuM paNa paMDitoe A navAba che tema na jANavAthI salAma vigere kAMII karyuM nahi. eka divasa navAbe A paMDitone UbhA rAkhyA ane kahyuM ke tame koNa cho? paMDitoe kahyuM, ame jaina sAdhuone bhaNAvavA mATe bahArathI AvelA chIe. navAbe kahyuM, tame paMDita thaI ziSTAcAra paNa jANatA nathI ke je zaherano rAjA hoya tene salAma vigere karavI joIe ? paMDita girajAzaMkarane 25 rU. no daMDa karyo ane dAmodara pAMDene sAdA kapaDA hovAthI 15 rUA. daMDa karyo. A pachI, rAjAne kaI rIte oLakhIe ? temanInuM AgaLa koI rAjacihana to hovuM joIe ne? Apa sAdA kapaDAmI cho, eTale ame Apane oLakhyA nahi.I navAbane A vAta gamI ane daMDa mApha karyo. uparAMta darekane 25-25 rUA. bakSIsa ApI. 21. rAjakoTamAM ane lIMcamAM A pachI vikrama saMvata 1985mAM zarUAtamAM zrIyuta prabhudAsabhAInI tabiyata narama hovAthI huM ! rAjakoTa gayo. tyAM temanI paricaryA sAthe rAjakoTamAM brAhmaNonuM saMskRta vidyAlaya hatuM. tyAM meM tarkasaMgraha vigere bhaNavAnuM zarU karyuM. tathA rAjakoTa parAmAM mULazaMkara zAstrI jyotiSanA sArA vidvAna hatA. temanI pAse isaMskRtano AgaLa abhyAsa cAlu rAkhyo. A zAstrInA gharamAM paNa temanA bALako ne strI suddhAM saMskRtamAM TbolatAM. sAmAnya vAtacIta paNa bhaNelAo sAthe saMskRtamAM karatAM eTaluM ja nahi paNa asmalita saMskRta] !padyamAM vAta karatAM. mane yAda che te mujaba meM mArA paricayanuM pada "sudhAmadhane bhuvane vasami, navAyA [mirAtoDa'i jaNAvavA kahyuM. A zAstrI sAthe mAre sAro paricaya rahyo. A uparAMta rAjakoTamAM prabhudAsabhAInI paricaryAmAM rahevA sAthe meM je vidyAbhavanamAM darajInuM kAma zIkhavAnuM zarU karyuM hatuM te ahIM prabhudAsabhAInI preraNAthI AgaLa vadhAryuM. A mATe choTubhAI paTaNInA lazkarI poSAkanA konTrAkTarane tyAM darajIkAmanA judA judA poSAkonuM kema vetarakAma karavuM te huM zIkhyo. AmI JtraNa-cAra mahinA huM tyAM rahyo hoiza. tyArabAda mane prabhudAsabhAIe A kAmamAM vadhu nipuNatA meLavavA! lIMcamAM vasatA cunIlAla mIThAbhAIne tyAM mokalyo. A cunIlAla mIThAbhAI, paMDita bhagavAnadAsa mIThAbhAI je mahesANA pAThazALAnA mukhya zikSaka hatA, temanA nAnAbhAI thAya. te be page cAlavAmAM apaMga hatA paNa darajIkAmanI AvaDatathI temaNe lIMcamAM sAruM jamAvyuM hatuM. 22. darajIkAmanuM zikSaNa huM lacamAM Avyo tyAre vikrama saMvata 198pano phAgaNa AsapAsa haze. lIMcamAM jainonA vizAzrImALI jJAtinAM 50-60 ghara hatAM. derAsara, upAzraya, pAMjarApoLa vagere saMsthAo hatI. gAmamAM! jainonuM varcasva hatuM. haThIbhAI zeTha A saMsthAonA mukhya kAryakara hatA. dhArmika pAThazALAmAM prajJAcakSu =============================== | harI [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -------------- , _ -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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jeThAbhAI mAstara hatA. temanI chAyA gAmamAM sArI hatI. cunIlAla mIThAbhAInA tyAM huM darajIkAma zIkhato. tenuM bIjuM kAma paNa karato. dhIme dhIme gAmamAM vAta prasarI ke cunIlAlane tyAM kAma karanAra dhArmika sArA abhyAsI che. A vAta jeThAlAla mAstare sAMbhaLatA temaNe mArI pAse saMskRtamAM dAnakalpadruma graMtha sAMbhaLavAno zarU karyo. ane tethI gAmamAM mArI sArI havA phelAI. cunIlAlane tyAM AvatA nAthAlAla pItAMbara, caMdubhAI viThThaladAsa vigere paricayamAM AvyA. je! Jparicaya pachIthI paNa ghaNA varSa sudhI rahyo. eka prasaMga evo banyo ke baporanA kapaDAM dhovA huM kUve to te vakhate gAmanA pratiSThita zivalAlabhAI sAthe mane paricaya thayo. temaNe jANela ke A bhAI vidvAna che. tethI temaNe temanI janmotrI mane ApI aneT | kahyuM ke mArI patnI varSa upara ja gujarI gayA che. mAre eka putra ne eka putrI che. putra paraNAvelo che. putrI! paraNAvavAnI bAkI che. huM jo pharI lagna karuM to sukhI thaIza ke duHkhI ? te mane joI Apo. meM kahyuM, mane : jyotiSano abhyAsa nathI. paNa mArA paricita rAjakoTanA eka sArA jyotiSazAstrI che temane tamArI janmotrI mokalI ApuM. te tamane tenuM phaLa lakhI mokalaze. A janmotrI meM rAjakoTa mULazaMkara zAstrIne mokalI ApI ane sAthe jaNAvyuM ke Amano putra ' vinIta che. to tame temane lagna karavAnuM mana na thAya ane sthira thAya tevI rIte phalAdeza lakhI sthira karazo. 1 mArA lakhavA mujaba zAstrIjIe vistRta phaLAdeza lakhyo ane lagna karavAthI tame khUba duHkhI thazo ane tamArI pratiSThA ane ijjatane hAni pahoMcaze tema jaNAvyuM. A pachI zivalAlabhAIe thoDA phAMphAM mAryA paNa phalAdezane anusarI te aTakyA. A zivalAlabhAIno ane temanA putra nAthAlAlano mAre gADha paricayaT thayo ane te varSo sudhI Takyo, nAthAlAla khUba DAhyA ane dhArmika hatA ane zivalAlabhAI to jIvyA tyAM! sudhI mAro upakAra mAnatA rahyA. eTaluM ja nahi. paNa huM amadAvAda Avyo tyAre paNa mane vAre ghaDIe pUchatA ke kAMI paisAnI jarUra che ane bhAI bhAI kahI moTuM dukhavatA. A lIMcamAM gAmanA ghaNA AgevAno sAthe mAre paricaya thayo. jemAM khAsa karIne AjanA inkamaTekSA vakIla kAMtilAla kezavalAlanA (ke.ke.zAha) pitA, dAdA, kAkA, phoI vigere badhAno paricaya varSo sudhI rahyo. eTaluM ja nahi paNa lIMca gAmamAM koI sAro utsava ke prasaMga hoya tyAre amadAvAdamAM AvyA pachI paNa mAre javAnuM banatuM. - lIMca pAse borIAvI gAma amArI jJAtinuM che. A gAmamAM mArA kAkAnA dIkarA gautamabhAInuM mosALa thAya ane tenA badhA mosALIAo mane oLakhatA hovAthI ane huM darajIne tyAM kAma karato hovAthI teo khUba Azcarya pAmatA. jyAre huM lIMgamAM hato tyAre AgalA varSe ja mArA lagna thaI cUkayA lhatA. ane te paNa jJAtinA sArA ghare thayA hovAthI darajIne tyAM kAma karato dekhI A badhA vismaya pAmatA.1 huM prabhudAsabhAIno AjJAMkita hovAthI te jema kahe tema karavA TevAyelo hato. mAro koI svataMtra vicAra ke! nirNaya na hato. ahIM thoDo vakhata rahyA pachI huM pATaNa gayo. IT ======== == =========== darajIkAmanuM zikSaNa II === [33 - - - -

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23 mahesANAmAM ane pAlItANAmAM pATaNamAM lagna thayA pachI ghara zarU karyuM hatuM. A ghara vyavasthita calAvavA mATe mArA kAkAnA dIkarA | piopaTabhAInAM vahu mANeka thoDA divasa tyAM rahyAM hatAM. A arasAmAM mahesANA pAThazALAnA saMcAlakaI veiNIcaMdabhAInA bhAI kizorabhAI mane maLyA, ane mahesANAmAM nokarI rahevA kahyuM. zarUAtamAM tamane parIkSaka tarIke rAkhIzuM, pachI tamane saMsthAnA mukhya zikSaka tarIke dhIme dhIme laI laIzuM. huM kabUla thayo, ane parikSaka tarIke saMsthAmAM joDAyo. parIkSakanI tAlIma mATe te vakhatanA parIkSaka khImacaMdabhAI bhudarabhAI | surendranagara parIkSA levA gayA hatA, temanI pAse gayo. temanI sAthe surendranagaranI pAThazALAonI parIkSAo lIdhI. temanI pAse mane khAsa zIkhavA jevuM lAgyuM nahi. AthI meM ekalAe pATaDI, vIramagAma, jhIMjhuvADA | Ivigere ThekANe parIkSA lIdhI. pATaDImAM sakaracaMda khemacaMda sAthe sAro paricaya baMdhAyo ane jhIMjhuvADAmAM teT vakhatanA prajJAcakSu mAstara sukhalAla sAthe paNa ThIkaThIka paricaya thayo. 1 jIvanamAM nokarInI prathama zarUAta hatI. koInI tAbedArI veThI na hatI temaja kevI rIte nokarI ! karavI teno paNa anubhava na hato. temAM khAsa karIne vIramagAmamAM parIkSakane utAravA mATe koI taiyAra nAM lhatuM. A joI mane parIkSakanI nokarI karavAnuM mana rahyuM nahi ane huM jhIMjhuvADA parIkSA patAvI AdarIyANAmAM zaMkhezvara thaI ghera pATaNa Avyo. ane mahesANA saMsthAne kAgaLa lakhI nAMkhyo ke mArAthI parIkSakanI nokarI nahi thaI zake. saMsthA mane choDavA taiyAra na hatI. teNe kahyuM, amArI eka zAkhA pAlItANA che. tyAM ; bhaNAvavAnuM che to tame tyAM raho. comAsAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe ame kizorabhAI tathA cakAbhAI rasoDuM TkholavAnA chIe. tyAM tamArI jamavAnI ane rahevAnI vyavasthA thaze. tyAM tamane kaMI ja muzkelI nahi paDe. | Jane tyAM tamane nahi phAve to ame tamArI mahesANAmAM vyavasthA karIzuM. nokarI choDavAnI tamAre jarUra nathI.] huM kabUla thayo ane pAlItANA gayo. 24. adhyApana-pAlItANAmAM pAlItANAmAM sUkSmatattvAvabodhaka pAThazALA nAmanI mahesANA pAThazALA nI zAkhA hatI. A makAna! hAlanA bAbu bilDiMga sAme be khaMDanuM hatuM. ekamAM zreyaskara maMDaLanI zAkhA ophisa hatI ane bIjAmAM sAdhu sAdhvIne bhaNAvavAnuM hatuM. kizorabhAIe ane cakAbhAIe sAdhu-sAdhvInI bhakti mATe koTAvALI dharmazALAmAM jrasoDuM kholyuM hatuM. tyAM jamato, raheto ane pAThazALAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvIne bhaNAvato. mane yAda che te mujaba te vakhate mArI pAse zaMbhubhAI jemaNe kanakasUri mahArAjanA samudAyamAM dIkSA lIdhelI che ane maMgalaprabhasUri | mahArAjanA bhAI dIkSita hatA te bhaNatA, temaja mohanasUri mahArAjanA samudAyanI sAdhvIo vigere bhaNatAM.! ahI huM comAsAnA cAra mahinA jevuM rahyo hoIza. A sAla vikrama saMvata 1985 hatI. ahI kharataragacchanA sAdhuo harisAgarajI mahArAja tathA vIraputra AnaMdasAgarajI mahArAja ane mohanasUri mahArAja vigerenA paricayamAM Avyo. temaja moTI ToLI ane nAnI ToLInI pAThazALA tathA vIrabAInI pAThazALAnA saMparkamAM paNa rahyo. A cAra mAsa daramyAna gurukuLa, bAlAzramanA dhArmika zikSako, i suipriTenDenTo ane keTalIka dharmazALAnA munimonA paricayamAM Avyo. A samaye mArI 20 varSanI uMmara hatI.' I ========= ====================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - |

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25. adhyApana : mahesANAmAM comAsuM utaryA bAda mahesANAmAM mukhya zikSaka tarIke bhagavAnadAsa mIThAbhAI hatA te dakSiNamAM / Ijunnera gayA ane saMsthAmAM jagyA khAlI paDI. mane mahesANAmAM mukhya zikSaka tarIke rokavAmAM Avyo. tyAre I tyAM menejara tarIke durlabhadAsa kAlIdAsa hatA. ane kalArka tarIke cImanalAla jecaMda vigere jeo huM vidyArthI tarIke A saMsthAmAM Avyo tyAre hatA teo hatA. vizeSamAM huM A saMsthAmAM vidyArthI tarIke rahevA Avyo tyAre je vidyArthI hatA temAM haragovana saMprItacaMda, bulAkhIdAsa lallubhAI vigere paNa te vakhate vidyArthI tarIke hatA. bhurAlAla kAlIdAsa, somacaMda DI. zAha vigere vidyArthIo mArA samavayaska hatA. A bhaNatA vidyArthIomAM koI kSetrasamAsa, koI karmagraMtha, to koI saMgrahaNIno abhyAsa karatA hatA. huM jyAre dhArmika pATha vidyArthIone ApuM tyAre mArI joDe menejara durlabhadAsabhAI besatA. A durlabhadAsabhAI cha karmagraMthanA abhyAsI hatA. huM vidyAbhavanamAM karmagraMtha vigere bhaNelo. paNa meM tenI gAthAo karelI niha. AthI A pAThamAM khUba muzkelI vartAvA lAgI. mAstara bhaNyA nathI tevI chApa na paDe te mATe je pAThamAM durlabhadAsabhAI mArI sAthe besatA te pAThanI gAthAo ane vivaraNa huM kaMThastha karI leto | Iane ijjata sAcavato. A badhuM chatAM eka prasaMga evo banyo ke jenAthI saMcAlakone mArA uparathI mana utarI gayuM. e prasaMga e hato ke mahesANAmAM dara caudaze chokarAo pauSadha karatA. huM pATaNamAM moTI tithie poSadha karato. paNa Teva na hovAthI sUtro paNa barAbara upasthita na hatAM. caudazanA divase vidyArthIo sAthe meM pauSadha karyo. pratikramaNamAM sUtrono Adeza judA judA bhAIoe mAMgyo, temAM moTI zAMti ke ajitazAMtino Adeza gAmanI pAThazALAnA mAstara somAbhAIe mAMgyo. paNa kizorabhAI bolyA ke navA mAstara maphatalAlabhAI ajitazAMti ke moTI zAMti bole. meM Adeza svIkAryo. huM te sUtra bolyo paNa pAMca cha bhUlo [paDI. kizorabhAIne thayuM ke A mAstara kAma nA Ave. jene pratikramaNanAM sUtro paNa AvaDatAM nathI te| chokarAone zuM bhaNAvaze ? mane bolAvyo. khUba duHkha vyakta karyuM. huM kaMi na bolyo. paNa pachInI caudaza | mATe sUtrone pAkAM karavA sAthe moTA aticAra paNa gokhI pAkA karyAM ane Adeza mAMgyo. kizorabhAI bolyA, ajitazAMti-moTIzAMtimAM bhUlo paDe che to aticAramAM keTalI bhUlo paDaze ? meM kahyuM bhUlo nahi paDe. bolavA do. huM aticAra bolyo. eka paNa bhUla na paDI. gaI caudazanI bhUla sudharI gaI ane kizorabhAIne lAgyuM ke gaye vakhate mAstaranI tabiyata barAbara nahi hoya. mahinA be mahinA tyAM rahyA bAda meM mahesANA zukalavADAmAM ghara bhADe rAkhyuM, ane ghara mAMDyuM. pATaNathI gharavakharI vigere lAvyA. vidyArthIoe paNa temAM sArI madada karI A zukalavADAmAM uttama pArekha sAthe sAro saMbaMdha baMdhAyo. ame rahetA hatA te daramyAna ja uttama pArekhanA bIjI ke trIjI vAranA lagna |thayAM. uttama pArekhano saMbaMdha amadAvAda AvyA tyAM paNa TakI rahyo. mahesANA pAThazALAnA zikSakakALa daramyAna meM karmagraMthanI TIkAo, paMcasaMgrahanI TIkAo vigere graMtho vAMcyA. bhaNAvato hato chatAM bhaNavAnI laganI hatI jene laI mahesANAmAM AvatA munio pAse svayaM vAMcelA graMthomAM samaja na paDe tyAM pUchI spaSTatA karato. adhyApana : mahesANAmAM [35

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I mahesANA kendranuM sthAna hovAthI amArI jJAtinA AsapAsanAM gAmaDAMomAMthI mahemAnonI vadhu | paDatI saMkhyA rahetI. jene laI e samaye mane mahesANAmAM rUA. 75 mAsika pagAra maLato, paNa kAMI bacatuM nahi. A bAju mAro nAno bhAI meTrikamAM Avyo hato ane tenA sagapaNanI pUchapAcha zarU thaI gaI hatI. mArA upara avaranavara dabANo AvatAM. je sagAo Aja sudhI kazI sagAI nahotA rAkhatA te have sagAI rAkhatA thayA hatA. ane mArI vatI kabulAtano dAvo karavAnI taiyArI suddhAM rAkhatA hatA. AmAM borIAvI, |unAvA, kamANIthI tenAM mAMgAM AvyAM. meM mArA nAnAbhAI maNilAlanuM sagapaNa kamANAnA te vakhatanA sArA | |sukhI gaNAtA gokaLazeThane tyAM karyuM. je kamANAmAM A mAro nAno bhAI mArI mAtA gujarI gayA pachI trIjI I cothI gujarAtI mArI mAsIne tyAM rahI bhaNyo hato, te ja gAmanA A samRddha gRhastha hatA. A sagapaNa karyA pachI mane lAgyuM ke bhAInA lagna karavA haze to paisA bacAvavA paDaze ane mahesANAmAM rahI kaMI paiso bacaze nahi. have evI paristhiti nathI ke koI paisA ApI jAya. AthI |mahesANA choDI pAlItANA brahmacaryAzramamAM joDAvA vicAra karyo ane pUjya harisAgarajI mahArAja dvArA tyAM | javAnuM karyuM. ghaNI hAnAkAnI pachI meM mahesANA choDyuM. gharanAMne pATaNa mokalyAM. ane pAlItANA paisA bacAvavA khAtara ekalA rahevAnuM pasaMda karyuM. vidyAbhavananA saMskAra hatA te mujaba meM mahesANA pAThazALAnA vidyArthIomAM razmi nAmanuM hastalekhita mAsika zarU karAvyuM hatuM. AmAM vidyArthIo sAthe meM paNa lekho lakhyA. mane yAda che te mujaba tenA pahelA pAnAmAM 'anugrahaM kuru bAlaka nemi he' A pramANenI saMskRtamAM |meM stuti lakhI hatI. mahesANA choDatAM vidyArthIono sAro prema prApta karyo hato. jo ke chellA varSamAM |abhyAsa karatA moTA bhAganA vidyArthIo mArA samavayaska hatA. 26. punaH pAlItANAmAM pAlItANA jinadattasUri brahmacaryAzrama kharatara gacchanA AgevAna premakaraNa maroThI saMbhALatA hatA. aMte moTe bhoge pAlItANA motI sukhIyAnI dharmazALAmAM rahetA hatA. pAlItANAmAM mAdhavalAla bAbunI |dharmazALAnuM derAsara, dAdAvADI vigere kharataragacchanAM sthAnonI te khAsa saMbhALa rAkhatA hatA. A saMsthA | karavA pAchaLa temano uddeza garIba ane nirAzrita vidyArthIo maLe to temane bhaNAvI sAdhu banAvavAno hato. huM A saMsthAmAM Avyo tyAre cAra vidyArthIo to anAthAzramanA hatA. jemanAM nAma AtmArAma, jazavaMtalAla vigere hatAM ane bIjA vidyArthIomAM koI kacchanA ne koI pAlItANAnI AsapAsanA garIba vidyArthIo hatA. kula vidyArthInI saMkhyA 11 hatI. temAM AjanA harajIvana mAstara ane pU. munizrI janakavijyajI jemanuM nAma mohanalAla hatuM te paNa hatA. A vidyArthIone saMskRta, dhArmika abhyAsa | IkarAvavAmAM Avato. sAthe iMglIza ane nAmA mATe bahAranA zikSakone mahinAmAM cAra divasa pUratA rokavAmAM I IAvatA. vidyArthIone rahevAnI, khAvA-pIvAnI pUrI sagavaDa ApavAmAM AvatI. vidyArthIo moTe bhAge phrI hatA. huM pAlItANA brahmacaryAzramamAM zikSaka tarIke Avyo tyAre evo nirNaya karyo hato ke mAre ekalA IrahevuM ane kudarate sagavaDa ApI che to banatuM dharmadhyAna karavuM. AthI te vakhate pannAlAla bAbunI dharmazALAmAM [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 36]

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birAjatA pU. panyAsa bhakti vijyajI mahArAja (pAchaLathI bhadrasUrimahArAja) tathA munizrI caraNavijyajI | mahArAja comAsuM birAjatA hatA temane tyAM pratikramaNa vigere huM karavA jato ane taLeTIe roja javAnuM ! rAkhato. pU. muni bhagavaMtonA vadhu paDatA saMparkathI mArI sAthe vidyArthIo paNa te muni bhagavaMto pAse; AvavA lAgyA. A vAta te AzramamAM birAjatA kharataragacchanA vRddha sAdhune ane premakaraNa maroThIne gamI | nihi. temaNe mane kahyuM, A saMsthA kharatara gacchanI che ane saMsthAno uddeza vidyArthIone kharataragacchamAM I saMyamamArge vALavAno che. mATe tamArI sAthe AvatA vidyArthIone aTakAvavA joIe. vidyArthIone AnI! jANa karI paNa vidyArthIo aTakyA nahi. - AthI premakaraNa maroDIne ema lAgyuM ke A zikSaka vidyArthIone dhIme dhIme tapagaccha tarapha dorI | 1jaze. A matabhedathI mAre A saMsthAmAMthI chUTA thavuM paDyuM. huM chUTo thayo te sAthe ja keTalAka vidyArthIo paNa! 'mArI sAthe saMsthAmAMthI nIkaLI gayA. AthI premakaraNa maroThI sAthe gharSaNa thayuM. nIkaLI gayelA vidyArthIo! mATe te vakhate bAbu bilDiMgamAM rahevAnI ane bhaNavAnI vyavasthA karI. A kAryamAM mane panAlAla bAbunI dharmazALAmAM birAjatA sAdhuo ane bIjA sAdhuono Teko maLyo. teoe kahyuM, ApaNe navI saMsthA UbhI | kirIe, tame gabharAva nahi. A vAta cAlatI hatI tevAmAM pATaNamAM rahetA paMDitazrI vIracaMdabhAI meghajIbhAII pAlItANA yAtrArthe AvelA te maLyA. te mArA pATaNanA abhyAsakALa daramyAnanA laghuvRtti bhaNAvanAra guruI hatA. temaNe kahyuM, maphatalAla ! tamArI nAnI uMmara che. sAdhuo game te kare. tame AmAMthI chUTI jAva ane game tyAM zikSaka tarIke joDAI jAva. pAlItANA dharmAduM gAma che. tamArI AkhI jIMdagI bagaDI jaze. tamArI pAse rahelA chokarAone samajAvIne brahmacaryAzramamAM soMpI do ane kAme lAgI jAva. navI saMsthAno kazo ivicAra karazo nahi. ! A temanI salAha jo ke mane te vakhate rUcI nahi. paNa mArI pAse AvelA vidyArthImAMthI cuDAno ! eka jayaMtilAla nAmano vidyArthI ocho thayo ane te darzanasUri mahArAja sAthe gayo che te samAcAra maLatAM vIracaMdabhAInI salAha rUcI. meM mArI sAthe rahelA DIsA rAjapuranA vatanI maNIlAlane sihora darzanasUri jmahArAja pAse jayaMtilAlanI bhALa karavA mokalyo. tyAre khabara paDI ke te tenI mAtA pAse cuDA gayo che. i mAro mokalela mANasa maNilAla cuDA gayo ane yaMtilAlanI mAtAne kahyuM ke "A tamAro dIkaro tamane, sioMpyo.' te mahArAja pAse dIkSA le ke tamArI pAse rahe te amArI javAbadArI nathI. A pachI maNilAlI pAlItANA pAcho Avyo ane meM nirNaya karyo ke je chokarA brahmacaryAzramamAM rahevA mAgatA hoya temane brahmacaryAzramamAM soMpI devA ane je na rahevA mAMgatA hoya temane mahesANA pAThazALAmAM joDI devA ane mAre ; A lapamAMthI chUTA thaI javuM. e mujaba harajIvanadAsa ane mohanalAla vigerene mahesANAmAM dAkhala karAvyA. T A samaya daramyAna baporanA vakhate huM yAtrA karI taLeTImAM bhAtuM vAparI bAMkaDA upara beTho hato te vakhate amadAvAdanA zeTha mAyAbhAI sAMkaLacaMda mArI joDe beThA hatA. vAtavAtamAM brahmacaryAzrama vigerenI! vAta nIkaLI. temaNe kahyuM, tame amadAvAda AvI jAva, huM tamane mArAthI banatI madada karIza. amadAvAdamAM ; itamArI badhI vyavasthA thaI jaze. meM temanuM saranAmuM lIdhuM ane amadAvAda javAno vicAra karyo. II II ========= punaH pAlItANAmAM || || 8 | | |

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- | A daramyAna pU. AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja mane pAlItANAmAM maLyA. temaNe mane kharatara TgacchanI A rItarasamathI cheDAI kahyuM, tuM makkama thA. ahIM ApaNe saMsthA karIzuM ane kharataragacchavALAneT tamAM amadAvAda Avyo. zarUAtamAM prathama paMDita! bhagavAnadAsabhAIne vidyArthI bhuvanamAM maLyo. tyArabAda pU. AcArya nemisUrijI mahArAjane maLyo. nemisUrijI mahArAje paNa mane kahyuM ke je salAha paMDita vIracaMdabhAIe ApI e barAbara che. dhaMdhe lAgI jAva te ja sAruM che. huM nizcita banyo ane amadAvAdamAM zeTha mAyAbhAI sAMkaLacaMdanI madadathI sau prathama bAlAbhAI kakalanI | pAThazALAmAM (je mahAvIra svAmInA derAsara pAse AvelI temAM) traNa kalAkanA rU. 25 nA pagAra lekhe sauT Jprathama nokarIe rahyo. : pAlItANAnA vasavATa daramyAna jaina zvetAMbara ejyukezana borDa taraphathI levAtI parIkSAmAM meM pramANanayatattAlokAlaMkAranI parIkSA ApI hatI. 27. amadAvAdamAM amadAvAdamAM zarUAtamAM dozIvADAnI poLa-mAmAnI poLamAM thoDo vakhata eka makAna rAkhI ekalo | rahyo ane tyArabAda hAjA paTelanI poLa, pAchIyAnI poLamAM sAkaracaMdanA makAnamAM ghara sAthe rahyA. A! daramyAna mArA nAnAbhAInuM lagna thayuM. temAM mane khAsa muzkelI paDI nahi. kemake mArI patnInA dAgInA ane chAbano badho sAmAna bhAInA lagnamAM mUkyo hato. jAnamAM javA AvavAnA kharca mATenI rakama jpAlItANAnI nokarI daramyAna bacI hatI tethI koInuM devuM karavAnI jarUra paDI nahotI. pAchIyAnI poLanA vasavATa daramiyAna mArI pAse mahodaya sAgarajI mahArAja, ane brahmacaryAzramamAMthI chUTA thayela mohanalAle thoDo vakhata mahesANA rahI pU. AcArya bhadrasUrijI mahArAja pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI jane jemanuM nAma janakavijayajI hatuM, te banne laghuvRtti bhaNatA hatA. pU. bhadrasUrimahArAja hAjA paTelanI nuM poLanA pagathiyAnA upAzraye hatA ane mahodayasAgarajI mahArAja jahAMpanAha-jhApaDAnI poLanA upAzraye | hatA. te daramyAna kSemakarasAgarajI mahArAjanI dIkSAno prasaMga Avyo. A mahArAja kapaDavaMjanA vatanI aneT pU. sAgarajI mahArAjanA kuTuMbI hatA. te sAgarajI mahArAjanA samudAyanA buddhisAgarajIne ghaDA vigere ApavA AvyA hatA. temane mahArAjazrIe upadeza Apyo ane temaNe ghera pUchaDyA vinA saMmati lIdhA vinA : I lIdhI. A vAtanI khabara temanA kuTuMbane paDatA temanAM patnI vigere rokakaLa karatAM amadAvAda |AvyA. savArano pahora hato. huM jhApaDAnI poLa trIje mALe pU. dharmasAgarajI mahArAjane bhaNAvato hato. te vakhate kSemakarasAgarajInAM patnIe cha mahinAnI nAnI bAlikAne dharmasAgarajI mahArAjanA khoLAmAM pheMkI. ekadama teo UbhA thaI gayA, ane hohA macI gaI.sAgarajI mahArAje te divase upavAsa karyo. IkSemakarasAgaranA patnIe rokakaLa, chAjIyA vigere khUba dhamAla karI. AthI poLanA mukhya mANasoe nakkI IkaryuM ke A dIkSita thanAra kSemakarasAgarane mahArAja taraphathI dIkSA mATe eka kalAka samajAvavAmAM Ave ane | eka kalAka emanA kuTuMbIo taraphathI pAchA ghera laI javA mATe samajAvavAmAM Ave. A bannenA prayatna pachI [8] =============================== mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - |

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|kSemaMkarasAgara kahe ke mAre dIkSAmAM sthira thavuM che to kuTuMbIoe koIpaNa jAtano kakaLATa karyA vinA saMmati |ApavI ane jo kSemaMkarasAgarajInuM mana kuTuMbanI vinavaNIthI ghera javAnuM thAya to tene sAdhu mahArAjoe | Agraha karyA vinA rajA ApavI. pU. sAgarajI mahArAje navadIkSitane sthira karavA zAhapura maMgaLapArekhanA khAMce birAjatA paMnyAsa IbhaktivijyajI (samIvALA) mahArAjane bolAvyA. temaNe kSemaMkarasAgarajIne sajajhAya, stavana vigerethI |sAdhupaNAmAM sthira rahevA vairAgyavAsita upadeza Apyo. ane temanA kuTuMbIoe kuTuMbanI paristhiti, bALakonI nirAdhAratA vigere dvArA ghera AvavA samajAvyuM. A bannenA prayatno bAda kSemaMkarasAgarajIne poLanA AgevAnoe pUchyuM : mahArAja ! bolo, ghera |javuM che ke dIkSAmAM rahevuM che ? mahArAje kahyuM, meM dIkSA lIdhI che ane koI paNa saMjogoe huM te pALavA IicchuM chuM. ghera javA mAMgato nathI. nirNaya mujaba kuTuMbe anumati ApI kapaDavaMja vidAya thayuM. meM sAgarajI mahArAjane kahyuM, mahArAja ! bAIe chokarIne pheMkI te marI gaI hota to jaina jainetara badhA jaina-zAsananI avahelanA karata. AvI jAhera dIkSA karatAM to khAnagI dIkSA zuM khoTI ? vadhumAM meM kahyuM ke A bAI jyAre rokakaLa karatI hatI tyAre mahodaya sAgarajInI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu hatAM. mATe dIkSA ApavAnI jAhera |nItimAM vicAra karavo joIe. jemAM kuTuMbanI pUrI saMmati hoya ane pAchaLa rokakaLa thAya tema na hoya tene |ja jAhera dIkSA ApavI joIe. jene mATe saMmatinI kacAza hoya tene mATe dIkSita thanArane paripakva karI | kuTuMbane manAvI levAnI zakyatA dekhI khAnagImAM dIkSA ApavI vadhu hitakara lAge che. mahArAjazrI mauna | rahyA hatA. 28. amadAvAdamAM sthira jIvana hAjApaTelanI poLa, pAchIyAnI poLa pachI huM jhaverIvADa paTaNInI khaDakImAM rahevA gayo, je makAna ANaMjI kalyANajInI peDhInI pAse hatuM. ahIMnA vasavATa daramyAna najIkamAM vAyadA rU bajA2nA bhAI 2hetA hatA temanA saMsargathI huM vAyadAnA dhaMdhAmAM - saTTAnA dhaMdhAmAM rasa leto thayo. zarUAtamAM A saTTAno dhaMdho | |rU bajArano hato. paNa pachI zera bajAranA dhaMdhAmAM paDyo. Ama mArI bAvIsa varSanI uMmarathI je saTTAno nAda lAgyo te Aja sudhI chUTyo nathI. A saTTAnA dhaMdhAmAM eMkadare gAyane dohI kutarIne pAvA jevuM banyuM che. vahelI savArathI rAta sudhI bhaNAvavAnI mahenata karI je kAMI kamAtA te saTTAmAM gumAvatA. paisAnI pUrI muzkelI ane dalAlane koI vakhata paisA na ApI zakavAnA kAraNe takAdo thato te badhuM sahana karavA chatAM |saTTAno nAda cheka sudhI chUTyo nahi. ahIM raheto hato te daramyAna huM raMjanazrIjI mahArAja vigere nAnI bAra sAdhvIo vidyAzALAe yogohana mATe jatAM te nihALo. temaja A vasavATa daramyAna pATIyAnA upAzraye sAdhvI zrI lakSmIzrIjI, sAdhvIzrI yAzrIjI vigere mArI pAse kirAtArjunIya bhaNatAM. pahelethI ja mane vAMcavAno zokha hato. temAMya khAsa karIne je graMtha bhaNyA na hoIe te graMtha mahenata karI bhaNAvavAno zokha hato. mAro abhyAsa jo vadhyo hoya to tenuM mukhya kAraNa huM sAdhu- sAdhvIjIne amadAvAdamAM sthira jIvana] [39

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je graMtha huM na bhaNyo hoya te bhaNAvavAno Agraha rAkhato ane te mATe ghara sapta parizrama karato. A lakSmIzrIjI vigere sAdhvIone huM kirAtArjunIya bhaNAvato hato ane tyAra bAda paMcAzaka ane SoDazaka bhaNAvato hato. A banne graMtho kaThina hovA chatAM huM ghera pUrI mahenata karato. i A makAnamAM cAra cha mahinA rahyA bAda patAsApoLa bhaThThInI bArIe lakSmIcaMda gagaladAsanAnuM makAnamAM huM rahevA gayo. A makAnamAM huM doDheka varSa rahyo.- -- --- saMvata 1984nA vaizAkhasuda 11 nA lagna pachI 84nuM comAsuM rAdhanapuramAM, ane tyAra bAda vikrama saMvata 1985nA ziyALo, unALo rAjakoTa ane lIMcamAM, ane 1985nuM comAsuM pAlItANAmAM mahesANAnI ; sUkSmabodhaka pAThazALAmAM, ane 1986 mahesANA ane brahmacaryAzramamAM pasAra karI, 1987nA poSa ke mahA | mahinAmAM huM amadAvAda Avyo. A amadAvAdamAM 1987 ne 1988nA mahA AsapAsamAM pAchIyAnI! |poLa ane jhaverIvADa paTaNInI khaDakInA gharamAM rahevAnuM thayuM. tyArabAda bhaThThInI bArInA makAnamAM Avyo. ahiM be thI aDhI varSano gALo kADhyo. vikrama saMvata 91 sudhI A makAnamAM rahyo. 1991 pachI vi. saM.! 1992 nAgajIbhudaranI pALe navAbanA khAMce, vi.saM. 94mAM bhaThThInI bArImAM budhAlAla trIkamalAlanA makAnamAM, pachI 1995 thI 2018nI sAla sudhI khetarapALanI poLanA makAnamAM ane tyArabAda vikrama saMvata 2018nA Aso mahinAthI Aja sudhI 4, siddhArtha sosAyaTI, pAlaDI amadAvAdamAM vasavATa cAlu che.] 29. graMtha prakAzanano AraMbha jhaverIvADa, paTTaNInI khaDakImAM huM raheto hato te daramyAna sAdhu-sAdhvIne bhaNAvavA uparAMta rUAM bajAranA saTTAnA nAde caDhayo hato. ane e nAdamAM paisA khotAM ane muzkelI paDatAM ApoApa rU bajArathI! huM aTakyo ane A daramyAna graMtha prakAzananuM kAma zarU karyuM. 1 sau pahelAM pramANa nayatattva lokAlaMkAra nuM bhASAMtara zarU karyuM. A bhASAMtara pU. premasUri mahArAjanA samudAyanA munirAja manahara vijayajIne bhaNAvavAmAMthI zarU thayuM. te mArI pAse zAhapura maMgaLa pArekhanA, lkhAMcAnA upAzraye bhaNatA hatA. temanI preraNAthI pAMca pariccheda sudhInuM meM bhASAMtara karyuM. parizramI svabhAva hovAnA kAraNe ratnAkarAvatArikA avalokI ane temAM AvatAM vAda sthaLono abhyAsa karyo. te uparAMta cothA paricchedamAM AvatA judA judA hetuone A pramANanayatattva lokAlaMkAranI jTippaNImAM dAkhala karyA. yAdvAdamaMjarI, padarzanasamuccaya, tarkasaMgraha vigere graMthono abhyAsa paNa paTTaNInI khaDakInA vasavATa daramyAna karyo. bAlAbhAI kakkalanI pAThazALA uparAMta tilakazrIjI mahArAjanA upadezathI vidyAzALAe bhaNAvavAnI! zarUAta thaI. te e rIte thaI ke vacce hIrAbhAI paMDita bahAragAma javAthI temanA pATho mane soMpavAmAM! yA. A pATho meM surajamalanA DahelAnA eka makAnanI pAThazALAmAM lIdhA. te vakhate mArI pAse raMjanazrIjI! mahArAja, prabhAzrIjI mahArAja, hetazrIjI mahArAja (nagaravAlA) ane guNazrIjI vigere bhaNatAM hatAM. te badhAne huM haribhadrIya Avazyaka bhaNAvato hato. jo ke Ano abhyAsa meM karyo na hato, chatAM sakhata =============================== ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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parizramathI graMtha besADato, ane na samajAya tevuM hoya te bIjA vidvAna sAdhune pUchIne leto. AnA pariNAmeT tilakazrIjI mahArAja dvArA vidyAzALAnI nokarI maLI. A vidyAzALAmAM huM traNa kalAka bhaNAvato ane mane te peTe rUpiyA pAMtrIsa (35/-) pagAra; ApavAmAM Avato. A pagAra mAre mAkubhAI zeThanA baMgalethI laI AvavAno raheto. A pachI mArI sAthe | aMbAlAla premacaMda paMDitane paNa rAkhavAmAM AvyA. teno pagAra traNa kalAkanA rUpiyA pacIsa (25/-) hato. Jte zarUAtamAM pAMjarApoLa sAdhvIjInA upAzraye bhaNAvatA ane pachI zAMtisAgaranA upAzraye besatA. ! vi.saM. 1987-88 nA gALAmAM meM abhyAsa saMbaMdhI khUba ja parizrama karyo. vidyAzALAmAM beThA ; pachI pU. A. premasUrijI, panyAsa jambavijayajI ane kSamAbhadravijyajI mahArAjano savizeSa paricaya thatAMj jambavijayajI mahArAja taraphathI paMcanircathI prakaraNa bhASAMtara sAthe lakhavAnuM kAma mane soMpavAmAM AvyuM. A| pustakanuM prakAzana chANIvALA nagInadAsa garabaDadAsanI Arthika sahAyathI thayuM. sau prathama pramANanayatatva lokAlaMkArano anuvAda lakhyo. ane bIjA pustaka tarIke paMca nigraMthI ; prakaraNano anuvAda karyo. A baMne pustako vi.saM. 1990nA muni saMmelana pahelAM lakhAyAM che, ane tej vakhate mArI uMmara bAvIsa-trevIsa varSanI hatI. A daramyAna pU. panyAsa dharmavijayajI mahArAja DahelAvALAnA kahevAthI temanA bhaMDAranI hastalikhita pratonuM huM lisTa taiyAra karato ane te lisTamAM graMthanI puSpikA vigere ane kartA tathA lekhanakAra vigere noMdhato. Ane laI mane hastalikhita pratono vAMcavAno mahAvaro paDyo. 30. pU. dharmavijayajInA prasaMgo panyAsa dharmavijyajI mahArAja khUba ja nispRha ane prabhubhaktimAM masta rahenAra mahAtmA hatA. teo aSTApadanA derAsara jAya tyAre kalAkonA kalAko temAM vitAve. mane eka prasaMga yAda che ke baporano samaya hato. te vakhate DahelAnA upAzrayanA vahIvaTadAra maMgaLabhAI zeThane tyAMthI temanAM patnI be-traNa beno sAthe vaMdana karavA AvyAM. tyAre mahArAje temane kahI ; idIdheluM ke tame heThA UtarI jAva, vyAkhyAna vakhate Avajo. bIjo prasaMga kasturabhAI zeThanA kAkA jagAbhAI mahArAja pAse AvelA. temanI Arthika sthiti! kathaLI hovAthI mahArAjane kahyuM ke mane kAMika gaNavAnuM Apo. mahArAjazrIe eka nAnI likhita prata ApI! ane emAMthI gaNavAnuM kahyuM. jagAbhAIe te prata sAcavIne koTanA aMdaranA gajavAmAM mUkI. A joI, imahArAjane lAgyuM ke Ane graMtha upara Adara nathI. eTale UbhA thatA zeThane thobhAvI prata pAchI mAgI lIdhI i ane kahyuM ke tame yogya nathI. prata kema rakhAya te tamane AvaDatuM nathI ane tenI pratye tamane AdarabhAvI nathI. zeTha vilakhA paDyA. mAre ghera AvyA. kahyuM ke mane khabara nahIM. tame mahArAjane samajAvo mane gaNavAnuM! Ape. meM mahArAjane vinaMtI karI. khUba khUba karagarI kahyuM tyAre temaNe te prata temane ApI. trIjo prasaMga : AjanA nUtana mila vALA jagAbhAI bhogIlAla ane temanuM kuTuMba mahArAjazrInuM TkhUba bhakta hatuM. jagAbhAI zeTha kasturabhAI zeThanA banevI thAya. te zera bajArano dhaMdho karatA hatA. zeTheT == ============= ==== ======= ====== pU. dharmavijayajInA prasaMgo] -------- II 4i1 - T

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/potAnI benone sArA dhaMdhe lagADavAnA Azaye temaNe jagAbhAIne zerabajAramAMthI badalI mila tarapha vALavA | prayatna karyo. temane nUtana mila karI ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A milanuM muhUrta hatuM tyAre jagAbhAI ane temanA bhAIo kAMtibhAI, zAMtibhAI ane pAMtibhAI mahArAja pAse AzIrvAda levA, vAsakSepa nakhAvavA gayA tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke 'dhaMdho ane paisA ochA hatA te tame bhUMgaLe bhavAI karavA milano dhaMdho karI pApa vepAramAM joDAo cho ? pApa vepAramAM mArA ArzIvAda hoya nahIM.' Ama te spaSTabolA ane nispRha mahAtmA hatA. nagInadAsa zeThanA saMgha vakhatamAM temanA mukhya ziSya surendravijyajI mahArAjano paricaya paNa huM Ite vakhate gADha thayo. ane huM mahArAjanA lisTa uparAMta temane paNa bhaNAvato hato. A surendravijyajI pAchaLathI surendra sUrijI thayA. te khUba bhadrika mahAtmA hatA. temanI sAthe mAro saMbaMdha mitra saMbaMdha jevo hato.jayAre jyAre huM temane maLyo tyAre tyAre teo kalAko sudhI mArI sAthe dilathI vAta karatA. 31. presalAInamAM bhaThThInI bArInA lakSmIcaMda gagaladAsanA makAnamAM be varSanA vasavATa daramyAna samra vyasana kathA samuccaya, kalpadIpikA, kalpapradIpikA, A graMthonuM hastalikhita prata uparathI presa kopI karI mudraNa karavAnuM ane graMtha prakAzana karavAnuM kAma zarU karyuM. temaja paMcanigraMthI prakaraNa tathA pramANanayatattvAlokAlaMkAra. A be graMthanuM savistara bhASAMtara karyuM. A presamAM A graMtho uparAMta thoDuM bahAranuM paNa kAma karavA mAMDeluM. / kharI rIte Aja sudhI bhaNavA-bhaNAvavAno ja mAtra rasa hato tene badale have hastalikhita prato vAMcavAno mahAvaro keLavyo ane saMzodhana karI graMtha chapAvavAnuM, prUpha sudhAravAnuM ane bhASAMtara vigere karavAnuM zarU karyuM. A vasavATa daramyAna bhaNAvavAnI sAthe presamAM pustako chapAvatA presa karavAnuM mana thayuM huM Iane vikrama saMvata 1989mAM ratanapoLa golavADamAM jaina abhyudaya prinTiMga presa nAmano eka presa eka | |kArIgarane bhAgamAM rAkhI zarU karyo. A presa mATe zarUAtamAM amadAvAda TAIpa phAunDrI dvArA rUA. 1200mAM | cenDara enDa prAIjhanuM navuM TreDala mazIna lIdhuM. presamAM saMskRta chapAvavAnuM hovAthI nirNayasAgara phAunDrInA saMskRta TAIpo vasAvyA ane gujarAtI TAIpo amadAvAda ane rAjanagara TAIpa phAunDrInA vasAvyA. I A presa karavAnuM pralobhana : pUjya AcArya jaMbusUri mahArAja dvArA paMcasaMgraha, kammapayaDI vigere | |graMtho TIkA sahita chapAvavAnuM nakkI thatAM ane te kAma amane chApavA ApavAnuM temaNe nakkI karyuM eTale ane mArA taiyAra karelA graMtho paNa chapAvavAnA hovAthI bIjA presa karatAM ahIM vadhu savalata raheze ane mArjina | maLaze te buddhie A presa zarU karela. I paraMtu presamAM cAlatAM pustako ghaNA pharmAnA moTA ane tenuM pemenTa pustaka pUrAM thAya tyAre maLe tema | hovAthI kArIgarone pagAra cukavavAmAM thoDI muzkelI paDavA mAMDI. mahinAnI Akhare pagAra mATe jenI tenI I pAse paisA mAMgavAnuM ane te na maLe to kArIgarone vAyadA karavAnuM thatuM. presa cAlu hato tyAre paNa huM bAlAbhAI kakkalanI pAThazALA ane jaina zvetAMbara borDIMgamAM bhaNAvato hato. A presamAM vikrama saMvata 1990nA muni saMmelanano paTTaka chApyo hato. eTale A presa vikrama saMvata 1990nA Akhara sudhI hato. |paisAnI muzkelInA kAraNe vi. saM. 1991nI zarUAtamAM A presa vecI nAkhyo ane amArA bhAgIdAra | kArIgara pAse je paisA leNA rahetA hatA tenuM khAtuM paDAvI huM bhaNAvavAnA kAmamAM vadhu mazagula banyo. 42] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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| vikrama saMvata 1990nA muni saMmelanamAM je sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjo padhAryA hatA temanuM nAma, abhyAsa, dIkSAno samaya gRhasthAzramanA nAma ane raheThANa vigerenI vigato pUrvakanuM meM AkhuM lIsTa taiyArI karyuM. A karavA pAchaLa mAro hetu samagra sAdhu - sAdhvIjI mahArAjanuM vyavasthita lIsTa taiyAra karavAnuM hatuM.' paraMtu A kAma amadAvAdamAM padhArelA mahArAjonuM lIsTa thayuM, paraMtu bahAragAma rahela sAdhu sAdhvIjInuM lIsTa jna thayuM. A lIsTa ghaNovakhata sAcavI rAkhyuM paNa chevaTe te geravalle gayuM. [ A muni saMmelananA samaya daramyAna meM tathA maMgaLadAsa mAstare kammapayaDInuM bhASAMtara kareluM aneT te bhASAMtara malayagiri TIkA tathA yazovijayajI mahArAjanI TIkAne saMkalita karIne chApeluM. 32. jIvananI ghaTamALamAM | vikrama saMvata 1990 nA muni saMmelana bAda ane presa kADhI nAkhyA bAda huM bhaNAvavAnA kAmamAM Hvadhu tallIna banyo. savAre sADA cAre uThI pAMca vAge DaoN. dinakara dalAlane cha vAgyA sudhI bhaNAvato ane tyArabAda cha thI sADAsAta sudhI zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka borDIMgamAM ane tyAMthI cImanalAla nagInadAsa borDIgamAM, ! ane vacce jaina sosAyaTImAM lAvaNyazrIjI mahArAjane dasa vAge bhaNAvI ghera sADA daza poNA agiyAre . ' Avato. ane tyArabAda cha vAgyA sudhI sAdhu mahArAjone bhaNAvI, jamI rAtre sthAnakavAsI boDIMgamAM bhaNAvI zeTha hIrAcaMda ratanacaMdavALA zeTha cImanalAla lAlabhAIne tyAM bhaNAvI ghera dasa vAge pahoMcato. Ama Akho divasa bhaNAvavAnA kAmamAM guMthAyela raheto. ravivAranA rajAnA divase je graMtho chapAtA tenI presa | IkopI lakhavA vigerenuM kAma cAlatuM. Ama parizramamaya jIvana hatuM. zeTha cImanalAla nagInadAsanI borDIMgamAM! IbhaNAvavAnuM zarU karyuM tyAre meM sAyakala rAkhelI. A sAyakala upara haravA - pharavAnuM vikrama saMvata 2004) sudhI rAkhela. ekavakhata sAyakala para caDatA paga utarI gayo tyArathI sAyakala baMdha karI dIdhI. vikrama saMvata 2004 pachI to bhaNAvavAnuM paNa dhIme dhIme ochuM karyuM ane vikrama saMvata 2004mAM prathama nayana prinTiMga | presanI zarUAta karI. A zarU karavAnuM mULa kAraNa e banyuM ke pU. AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja ane ! |rAmacaMdrasUrijI vacce tithicarcA aMge lavAda pI. ela. vaidyanI nimaNUka thaI ane temAM zeTha bhagubhAIj sutarIyA, zeTha gIradharabhAI ane cImanabhAInI preraNAthI mAre pAlItANA sAgarajI mahArAja pAse rahevAnuM ! nakkI thayuM. ane te nakkI thatAM meM amadAvAdanI badhI nokarIo choDI dIdhI. ane je gRhastho zrIyuta ! gIradharabhAI ane mohanabhAI vigeree mane vacana ApeluM ke tame nokarI choDI do, ame tamane mIlamAMthI sagAMsaDIo apAvI nokarI karatAM sAruM kamAvI ApIzuM. paNa temaNe kaMI kyuM nahi. paraMtu sAgarajI mahArAje mane suratamAM sthira thavA mATe mahine rU. 300 nA pagArathI rAkhI eka pAThazALA AnaMda pustakAlayamAM zarU karI. paNa suratamAM mana phAvyuM nahi. ane mahArAjazrIne kahyuM ke Apa mArI ciMtA karazo nahi. huM bhaNelo! mANasa chuM eTale mane amadAvAdamAM nokarI maLI jaze. suratamAM mane maccharo vigerenA trAsathI phAve temAM nathI. A rIte nokarI chUTI gayA pachI ane pustakonuM kAma cAlatuM hovAthI vikrama saMvata 2004mAM nayana, 'prinTiMga presa zarU karyo ane bhaNAvavAnuM gauNapaNe cAlu rAkhyuM. presa zarU karyA chatAM presamAM dhyAna ApavAnA badale mAruM lakSa vadhu paDatuM tithicarcAnA prakaraNamAM ane = = = = = = = ==== jIvananI ghaTamALamAM [43 T I

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[bombe pablika TrasTa ekTanA kesamAM temaja sAdhu - sAdhvIonA vivAdomAM hovAthI moTo bhAga huM te aMge | bahAragAma pharato ane presa mAtra kArIgarane soMpI calAvato. Ama presa cAlatuM. jethI presamAM lAbha thavAne badale nukasAna thatuM. vi.saM. 2004thI 2014 sudhI A presa mAtra Dagumagu cAlu rahyu. vacce eka sIlInDara mazIna lIdhA pachI kaMkotarIonuM kAma sArA pramANamAM rahyuM. A kaMkotarIo moTA bhAge jinendrasUrijInI - rAjasthAnathI AvatI. A rIte dhIme dhIme kaMkotarIonA chApanAra tarIke vadhu paDatI prasiddhi maLatI gaI. vacce gavarnamenTanA ilekzananuM ane mahAjana buka DIpo vigere bukselonuM paNa kAma karyuM. Ama vikrama saMvata | |2014 sudhI kharI rIte presanI paNa jamAvaTa na thaI ane bhaNAvavAmAM paNa jamAvaTa nA thaI. sastuM hovAthI I ghara kharcamAM bahu muzkelI paDI nahi. A gALA daramyAna 'parvatithi nirNaya' pustaka aMge hAIkorTamAM cAlela kesa ane saMskRtirakSaka sabhAnAM harijana-praveza aMgenAM kAryomAM moTo bhAga vyatIta karyo. pariNAme bALakonA abhyAsa pratye paNa kazuM dhyAna apAyuM nahi ane Arthika savalata paNa UbhI karAI nahi. pustaka chApavAnuM ane vecavAnuM kAma hatuM, paNa vyavasthita hisAba nahi rAkhavAnA kAraNe temAM paNa khAsa lAbha maLyo nahi. vikrama saMvata 2014 mAM ratanapoLamAM Avela kriznA prinTarI goviMdalAla mohanalAla jAnInuM hatuM. jenI | sAthe pustako chapAvavA aMge paricaya hato. te presa tenA mAlika gujarI javAthI 11000mAM lIdhuM. thoDo vakhata svataMtra mAlikI rAkhyA bAda unAvAnA bAbulAla kezavalAlane bhAgIdAra banAvyA. A bhAgIdAra paNa bahu lAMbo vakhata jIvyA nahi. bAreka mahinAmAM ja mRtyu pAmyA. A bAju mane jamaNI AMkhe motIyo pAkyo ane tenuM oparezana karAvyuM. je oparezana niSphaLa gayuM. ane jamaNI AMkha gumAvI. kriznA pranTarI |je lIdhuM te presanuM nAma ema. bAbulAla prinTarI rAkhyuM. jobanA kAmano khAsa anubhava na hovAnA A presamAM huM |naphAne badale nukasAna thavA mAMDyuM. ane bhAgIdAra gujarI javAthI tenA vArasoe bhAgIdArI chUTI karI. presanI badhI javAbadArI mArA mAthe AvI. pariNAme ema. bAbulAla presa kamAtuM nahi hovAthI dhImedhIme khoTa vadhatI gaI ane paisA mATe bIjA bhAgIdAranI jarUriyAta ubhI thaI. A mATe eka vIracaMdabhAI nAgajIbhAI navA bhAgIdAra karyA. temAM teNe rUA. 30,000 rokyA. A bhAga ema. bAbulAla presamAM |rAkhyo paNa nayana prinTiMga presa svataMtra rAkhyuM. A nayana presa kaMkotarInuM kAma karatuM ate te moTA dIkarA 1kIrtibhAI calAvatA. A presamAM napho ThIka ThIka raheto. ema. bAbulAla presa kamAtuM nahi hovAthI navA I IkarelA bhAgIdAra vIracaMda nAgajIbhAIne irSyA thaI ke A banne presomAM ApaNe bhAga rAkhavo. kema ke tame I nayana presamAM vadhu dhyAna Apo ane temAM je kamANI thAya te tamArI AgavI ane ema. bAbulAlamAM kamANI na thatAM je nukasAna thAya temAM amAre bhAga Apavo te koI rIte pAlave nahi. pariNAme temaNe 30 hajAra pAchA mAgyA ane kahyuM ke presa amane soMpI do, ane kAM to amane amArA paisA vyAja sAthe |pAchA ApI do. AmAMthI ekeya karavuM mane pAlave tema nahotuM. chevaTe meM emane kahyuM ame tamane tamArA |paisA cha mahinAmAM ApI daIzuM. presa to ame ApI zakIe tema nathI ane hAla rokaDA ApI zakIe tema nathI. te kabUla thayA ane presamAMthI chUTA thayA. paNa paisA ApavAnI pahoMca amArI pAse na hatI. I A bAju meM sensasanuM kAma rAkhela. temAM TAIpo vigeremAM paisA rokavAnA hatA. kArIgarone paisA |cukavavAnA hatA. ane A bAju vIracaMdabhAIno takAdo hato. eka AMkha oparezanamAM gumAvelI hatI. I 1bIjI AMkhe motIyo vaLato hato. kIrtibhAI judA rahyA hatA. ane A bAju dharmasAgarajI vigere paNa [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 44]

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|AMkhanI takalIphanA aMge huM kaMI kAma na ApI zakuM tema hovAthI teoe paNa saMbaMdha ocho karyo hato. Ama | cAre bAjunI pUrI muzkelI hatI. vIracaMdabhAIe chevaTe kaMTALIne noTIsa ApI. A noTIsanA javAbamAM ame | temane je mAla temaNe rokyo hoya te laI javAnuM kahyuM. paNa teno aMta Avyo nahi. ' A daramyAna pAlaDI je ploTa siddhArtha sosAyaTImAM lIdho hato tenuM bAMdhakAma zarU karyuM hatuM. bAMdhakAma |lebara konTrAkTathI zarU karyuM hatuM. jema paisAnI sagavaDa thAya tema kAma cAlatuM hatuM. DAbI AMkhe paNa motIyo vaLato hato. dhIme dhIme DAbI AMkhanuM teja paNa ochuM thatuM hatuM. kIrtibhAI, nayana presa ane ema. bAbulAla prinTiMga presa e banne preso saMbhALatA. jo ke temAM khAsa Avaka nahotI. kIrtibhAInuM ghara juduM hovAthI teno paNa kharca upaDato. pAlaDI siddhArtha sosAyaTImAM je makAna baMdhAtuM tenI dekharekha rAkhavA huM mArI nAnI putrIkailAsane laIne jato. kailAsa mane dorIne laI jatI evI AMkhanI sthiti thaI hatI. vikrama saMvata 2017nI |AsapAsa to AMkhe nahivat dekhAtuM hatuM. A mATe muMbaI motIyAnuM bIjI AMkhanuM oparezana karAvavA vicAra karyo. muMbaI zeTha bhogIlAla laheracaMdano sAro saMbaMdha hovAthI temaNe mane DaeNA. banAjIne tyAM oparezana I karAvavAnuM sUcavyuM ane temaNe kahyuM ke oparezana mATe mAre tyAM utaro. muMbaImAM te vakhate mArA bhAI maNilAla malADa mulacaMda mAravADInI cAlamAM rahetA hatA. temanuM makAna nAnuM hatuM. tethI tyAM utaravAnI sagavaDa thAya tema na hatuM. AthI huM muMbaI gayo ane zrI bhogIlAla laheracaMdanA baMgale utaryo. DaoN. banAjIne tyAM oparezana karAvyuM. najIkamAM koTamAM rahetA vAlajIbhAI jemane DaoN. banAjI sAthe khUba sAro saMbaMdha hato |te amArI kALajI rAkhatA. huM, mArAM patnI ane mArA sALAno chokaro naTavaralAla A traNa jaNA oparezana | ImATe gayA hatA. te badhAnI sagavaDa vAlajIbhAI karatA. avaranavara bhogIlAla zeTha paNa amArI khabara letA. I A oparezana vakhate mane bIka hatI ke kadAca niSphaLa jAya to banne AMkhe aMdhApo Ave. paNa zAsanadevanI ! kRpAthI A oparezana saphaLa thayuM. DaoN. banAjIne tyAMthI 2jA apAyA bAda amAre zeTha bhogIlAla laheracaMdanA baMgale javAnuM hatuM. paNa | muMbaI copATI upara rahetA kAlIdAsa sI. jhaverIe mArA oparezananI vAta sAMbhaLI. te DaoN. banAjIne tyAM I AvyA ane mArAM patnIne kahyuM, tamAre kyAMya javAnuM nathI. mAre tyAM copATI upara sIdhA AvavAnuM che. mArAM patnIe kahyuM, bhogIbhAI zeThane vAta ka2jo. te bhogIbhAI pAse gayA ane kahyuM, tamane paMDitajIno lAbha ghaNI vakhata maLe che ne maLaze. paNa mane A vakhate lAbha levA do. kharI rIte kAlIdAsa jhaverI sAthe |mAre koI saMbaMdha nahoto. temaNe mArA lakhelA kathAsAgara bhAga 1-2-3 vAMcyA hatA. tene laIne mArI pratye huM 1prema thayo hato ane temanA kuTuMba sAthe mane eka vakhata amadAvAda maLavA AvyA hatA, ane te vakhate kahyuM ! hatuM ke muMbaI Avo to mAre tyAM utarajo. agara mane khabara Apazo. paNa pachI koI patra vyavahAra nahoto. | te koi dvArA mArA oparezananA samAcAra sAMbhaLI maLavA AvyA hatA Agraha karyo hato. I DaoN. banAjIne tyAMthI rajA apAyA bAda ame sIdhA copATI upara kAlIdAsa sI. jhaverInA makAne gayA. tyAM ame ATha dasa divasa rahyA hoIzuM. A divaso daramyAna temaNe khaDepage rahI amArI sevA cAkarI I karI hatI. oparezana bAda amadAvAdathI vekezana paDavAnA kAraNe mArI traNa dIkarIo paNa muMbaI AvI | hatI. te paNa kAlIdAsa jhaverIne tyAM utarI hatI. A badhAnI teoe khUba sAra saMbhALa rAkhI hatI. A ATha dasa divasa daramyAna amAro temanA kuTuMba sAthe gADha paricaya thayo hato. temane traNa putro ane pAMca jIvananI ghaTamALamAM] [45

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|putrIo hatI. A badhA mane kAkA ane mArI patnIne kAkI kahI mAM sukavatA nahotA. ane mArI putrIo paNa kAlIdAsabhAIne kAkA ne temanI patnI suzIlAbenane kAkI kahI moM sukavatI nahotI. zrIyuta kAlIdAsabhAIne tyAM dasa divasa rahyA bAda ame bhogIlAla zeThanA baMgale aMdherI, TekarI upara gayA. tyAM temaNe mArA mATe ane mArA kuTuMba mATe suMdara alAyadI vyavasthA rAkhI hatI. te, temanAM patnI ane nokara-cAkaro amArI khUba sArI kALajI rAkhatA hatA. tyAM paNa huM, mArI patnI ane dIkarIo | rokAyAM hatAM. jamavAnA banne TAIme bhogIbhAI zeTha hAjara rahetA ane mArI davA dArUnI khAsa saMbhALa rAkhatA. mane ane mArA kuTuMbane koI muzkelI paDatI nathI tenI vArevAre pRcchA karatA. ahIM paNa temanA kuTuMba sAthe ghaNo gharobo thayo. A ja arasAmAM thoDA vakhata bAda mArA bhAI maNIlAlanI putrI indunA lagna levAnAM hatAM. tethI mAre amadAvAda jaI pharI muMbaI pAchuM AvavuM te ThIka na lAgatAM huM thoDA divasa mATe patnI ane putrIo |sAthe punA gayo. punAmAM mArA sALA somacaMda rahetA hatA. temaja mArA sADhu ane bIjA sagAsaMbaMdhIo paNa rahetA hatA. AthI tyAM pAMca sAta divaso rokAyo ane tyAra bAda muMbaI mArA bhAInI putrI indunA lagnamAM ame badhAM AvyAM. mArA bhAI maNibhAIne tyAM jAna punAthI AvavAnI hatI. A jAnamAM vevAIonA sagAsaMbaMdhIo uparAMta amArA sagAsaMbaMdhIo paNa AvavAnA hatA. A lagnamAM meM hAjarI ApI ane |maNibhAIne meM mArAthI banatI madada karI. mArA saMbadhe zrIyuta bhogIlAla laheracaMda vigere AgevAnoe 4 |hAjarI ApI ane lagnano prasaMga sArI rIte ujavAyo. tyArabAda huM kuTuMba sAthe amadAvAda Avyo. 33 ame muMbaI gayA te daramyAna chokarAonI nizALa cAlu hovAthI mArA vaceTa dIkarA bharatabhAI ane bharatabhAInA vahu ghara saMbhALatA hatA. te vakhate bharatabhAI bIje nokarI karatA hatA ne presanuM kAma kIrtibhAI saMbhALatA hatA. banne presanuM kAma nahi saMbhALI zakavAthI ane paisAnI muzkelInA kAraNe temaNe zarAphanA devAnI zarUAta karI dIdhI hatI. ane te rIte 11000 rUA.jevuM devuM karyuM hatuM. A vAtanI khabara |huM jyAre amadAvAda Avyo tyAre paDI ane meM zarAphane kahyuM, kaI rIte tame ATalI badhI rakama dhIrI ? zarAphe | IkahyuM, ame tamArA nAma para dhIrI che. A bAju siddhArtha sosAyaTInuM je makAna baMdhAtuM hatuM te bArI bAraNAM sivAyanuM adhurUM rAkhI huM muMbaI gayo hato. tenAM bArI bAraNAM karAvI kAma pUrUM karAvyuM. have khetarapALanI poLanuM makAna choDI siddhArtha |sosAyaTInA navA bAMdhelA makAnamAM rahevA javuM ke kema tenA vicAramAM paDyo. kAraNa ke paisAnI kheMca hatI. | IkIrtibhAIe zarAphanuM devuM karyuM hatuM ane siddhArtha sosAyaTInA navA bAMdhelA makAnanA rUpiyA rUA. 30 hajAra | upajatA hatA. e trIsa hajAra Ave to devuM patI jAya ane dhaMdhAmAM paNa savalata thAya ane nAnuM sarakhuM makAna poLamAM laI zakAya. A vicAre siddhArtha so. nuM bAMdheluM makAna vecavA vicAra karyo. paNa mArA mitra 46] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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|zAMtilAla sAThaMbAkare nA pADI. A siddhArtha sosAyaTInuM makAna bhADe ApIe to 300 rUA. bhADuM upaje tema hatuM, ane je makAnamAM ame rahetA hatA te khetarapALanI poLanA makAnanuM bhADuM mAtra rUA. 21 hatuM. A badhA vicArathI mana calavicalita hatuM. te vakhate zrIyuta zAMtilAle kahyuM, mArA eka mitrane tamAre A makAna bhADe ApavAnuM che. ItenuM bAra mahinAnuM rUA. 3600 bhADuM Apaze. A pachI hasatAM hasatAM temaNe kahyuM, A mitra bIjA koI| nahi, tame pote ja. bhADuM mArI pAsethI laI levAnuM, ane tamAre rahevA javAnuM. AthI makAna vecavAno ke ! bhADe ApavAno vicAra mAMDI vALyo. ane huM vikrama saMvata 2018nA Aso mahinAmAM ahIM siddhArtha sosAyaTImAM rahevA Avyo, jemAM Aja sudhI chIe. siddhArtha sosAyaTInA makAna mATe je lona maLI te lona lagabhaga rUA. 11000 nI hatI. A| lonanA je paisA AvyA te paisA kIrtibhAIe zarAphanuM je devuM karyu hatuM te zarAphane ApI tenuM devuM cUkta karyuM ane kahyuM ke mArA nAme, agara presanA nAme koI paisA Apazo nahi. 34 bIjI AMkhano motIyo utarAvyA pachI AMkha sArI thaI. teja sAruM AvyuM. huM jhINAmAM jhINuM vAMcI ane lakhI zakuM evuM banyuM. A arasAmAM kasturabhAI zeThe mane bolAvyo ane kahyuM, paMDitajI ! meM zrAvaka saMmelana bolAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. temAM kaI rIte kAma karavuM ane sAdhu samAjamAM vyApela zithilAcArane IdUra karavA kevI kAryavAhI karavI te aMge tame vicArI TUMkamAM rUparekhA lakhI mane Apo. meM kahyuM, zeTha ! mArI |banne AMkhonI muzkelI hatI te TaLI. have eka AMkhe sAruM thayuM che cazmAno naMbara hajI Avyo nathI. huM| kaMI lakhuM tenA pariNAme koI nirdoSa sAdhu daMDAya to te sAruM nahi, ane pariNAme je AMkha sArI thaI che te paNa kadAca jAya ane loko sAdhuono avarNavAda karyo mATe AMkhe AMdhaLA thayA tema bole. mATe mAre have A kazI vAtamAM paDavuM nathI. tamane ThIka lAge te karo. zeTha vicAramAM paDayA. temaNe kahyuM tamane A zithilAcAranuM kAma karavA jevuM na lAgatuM hoya to mAre paNa karavuM nathI. tame vicAra karo. vAjabI lAge |to tame mane lakhANa Apajo. ane na lAge to mane paNa kahejo ke AmAM paDavA jevuM nathI. to huM paNa | nahi paDuM. A pachI huM darzana vijyajI tripuTI mahArAjane maLyo. temaNe kahyuM : zeTha je pravRtti karavA mAge che te sArI che. temAM temano utsAha maMda paDe te barAbara nathI. AthI meM zrAvaka saMmelanamAM zuM karI zakAya |ne zuM karavuM joIe te aMgeno Akho DrApha taiyAra karyo ane zeThane Apyo. zeThe mArI pAse jema lakhANa | maMgAvela tema temaNe pUjya puNyavijyajI mahArAja ane bhuvanabhAnusUri mahArAja vigere pAsethI paNa maMgAveluM. A badhAM lakhANo temaNe konA taraphathI AvyA che te khAnagI rAkhI zrIyuta choTAbhAI vakIle ApyA. choTAbhAI vakIle A lakhANo vAMcyAM paNa tenI pUratI samaja mATe mane bolAvyo. jyAre A badhAM lakhANo meM joyAM tyAre mane mAruM lakhANa kyuM che te jaNAyuM, ane choTAbhAIne kahyuM ke A lakhANa to mAruM che. choTAbhAIe mArI pAsethI A badhuM samajI zeThane ApyuM. jIvananI ghaTamALamAM] [47

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A samaye tAjetaramAM oparezana karAveluM hovAthI mane A badhA kAryamAM rasa nahoto. mArI icchA | sau prathama pAlItANAnI jAtrA ane zikharajInI jAtrA karavAnI hatI. AthI huM prathama zatruMjayanI yAtrAeT gayo ane tyAMthI AvyA bAda sametazikharajInI yAtrAno vicAra karyo. A arasAmAM paMDita prabhudAsabhAI kalakattA rahetA hatA ane tyAM bAbu ane kanaiyAlAlane bhaNAvatA ThatA. temanI sAthenA chokarAo paNa tyAM nokarI karatA hatA. A prabhudAsabhAI gujarAtamAM Ave ane] 1zAsananA keTalAka prazna je sIdAtA che te upADe te buddhithI zrIyuta goradhanabhAI, vaDodarAvALA suMdarabhAII ane bIjA te mATe prayatna karatA hatA. teoe mane kahyuM, paMDitajI tame kalakattA cAlo. prabhudAsabhAIne ! samajAvI gujarAtamAM lAvIe. tenA kharca vigerenI vyavasthA ame upADI laizuM. Ameya mAre zikharajI javuM ; hatuM. mArAM patnInI paNa zikharajInI yAtrAnI khUba bhAvanA hatI. tethI meM temanI vAta svIkArI. sArA jdivase huM, mArAM patnI tathA moTI dIkarI caMdrA tathA suMdarabhAI vigerenI sAthe ame prathama kalakattA gayA. tyAM | prabhudAsabhAIne maLyA. bAbu sAheba ane kanaiyAlAlane paNa maLyA. temane khUba khUba samajAvI kalakattAthI! chUTA karI prabhudAsabhAI gujarAtamAM Ave to zAsananAM ghaNAM kAma thAya te samajAvyuM. ghaNI hAnAkAnI bAda! AmAM amane saphaLatA maLI. kalakattAmAM ame traNa cAra divasa rahyA. tyArabAda huM, mArA patnI tathA caMdrA! ane suMdaralAle rAjagRhI, kSatriyakuMDa, vANArasI. sametazikhara, jodhapura, jesalamera vigere tIrthonI yAtrA jkarI. 15-20 divasa bAda amadAvAda AvyA. ! amadAvAdamAM zrAvaka saMmelana mATe je bhUmikA taiyAra karI hatI te mane zrIyuta choTAbhAIe vaMcAvI.! A bhUmikA mane yogya na lAgI. kemake temAM je kAMI TharAva ke nirNayo karavAnA hatA temAM sAdhu samAjanA mukhya AgevAnonI saMmati levAnI jarUrI hatI te saMmati lIdhI na hatI. AthI meM choTAbhAIne kahyuM ke zrAvaka saMmelana mATe game teTalo utsAha hoya paNa sAdhu saMghanA AgevAnonI saMmati na hovAthI AmAM khAsa kaMIj |pariNAma Avaze nahi. choTAbhAIe mane kahyuM, tame A vAta kasturabhAIne karo. meM kahyuM bhale, tame sAthe | Avo. huM vAta karavA taiyAra chuM. huM, choTAbhAI ane kezubhAI zeTha ane zeTha ema cAre jaNA maLyA. zeThane! meM kahyuM, saMghanA mukhya AcAryanI saMmati meLavo to A zrAvaka saMmelana saphaLa thaze. nahitara kAMI pariNAma nahi Ave. zeThe kahyuM, kaI rIte meLavavI? meM javAba Apyo : Apa kAgaLa lakhI mukhya mukhya AcArya pAse temanA bhaktane mokalo. saMmati maLI raheze. Apane potAne javAnI jarUra nathI. zeThe kahyuM, sAruM, vicArIzuM.' | thoDA divasa bAda zeThe mane bolAvyo, ane kahyuM, mArA moTA bhAI mAMdA che. huM badhe jaI zakuM temAM nathI. kAgaLathI badhe saMmati sadhAya tema lAgatuM nathI. khAsa karIne premasUri mahArAjanI saMmati meLavavAmAM ! AcArya vijayarAmacandrasUri ADA Ave tema lAge che. ane te saMmati na maLatAM atyAre cAlelI taDAmAra zrAvaka saMmelananI taiyArImAM vikSepa paDaze. pariNAme saMmati nahi Ave ane zrAvaka saMmelana DahoLAze. mATe : himaNAM saMmati meLavavA bAbatamAM kAMI karavuM nahi ema mane ThIka lAge che. ! A pachI zrAvaka saMmelana bharAyuM. khUba khUba utsAha vadhyo. sArAM sArAM bhASaNo thayAM. sarvAnumate ! TharAvo thayA. zeThane sahue abhinaMdyA. saMmelana bAda zeThe mane kahyuM, maphatalAla tame je bhaya rAkhatA hatA te bhaya nakAmo Tharyo. lokomAM khUba utsAha dekhAyo. meM kahyuM, game teTalo utsAha hoya paNa mane pariNAma jzUnya lAge che. "mAmAnuM ghara keTale ? TharAvano amala thAya tyAre khabara paDaze. kAraNake ApaNe tyAM sAdhui ================================ [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA [48] 8 -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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saMsthAnuM varcasva che. ane sAdhu saMsthAnI saMmati sivAya koI paNa TharAvanA amalanuM kAMI pariNAma nahi! JAve. zeThe kahyuM : joIe, zuM thAya che? ane te karelA TharAvono kaMI amala thayo nahi. A saMmelanamAM! eka kamiTi nImI hatI. A kamiTine zithilAcAra DAmavAnuM ane sAdhu saMsthAnA utkarSa mATenuM kAma soMpAyuM. hatuM. teNe zarU zarUmAM thoDI miTiMgo karI. paNa pariNAma na AvatAM A kamiTi barakhAsta karavAmAM AvI.' 35 mAre amadAvAdamAM AgevAna gRhastho sAthe vadhu paDato paricaya raheto hato. A paricaya tevuM TgRhasthonI saMsthAonA kAryamAM mArI madadane aMge raheto. darekanA kAma huM karato. paNa temanI pAsethI koII vaLataranI AzA ke kamANIno lAbha meLavato nahi. A paricayathI temanA dvArA snehI saMbaMdhIonA kAma thaI ! | zake to tenI bhalAmaNa karato paNa A mANaso khare vakhate kAma Avaze ke kema? tenI paNa cakAsaNI to ! jjarUra karato. surata choDyA pachI koI sthAyI nokarI na hatI tyAre zarUAtamAM presa karavAnI icchA rAkhelI. tyAreT meM zrIyuta bhagubhAI zeTha pAse rUpiyA pAMca thI sAta hajAranI mAMgaNI karela ke te rakama mAre joIe to mane! Apazo. zeTha Abu javAnA hatA. temaNe kahyuM, huM AvyA pachI goThavaNa karI ApIza. meM kahyuM, vacce jarUrI paDe to Ape tevI bhalAmaNa zrIyuta phakIrabhAIne karatA jAva. temaNe kahyuM, sAruM. temanA gayA pachI thoDA; jdivasa bAda meM phakIrabhAIne kahyuM, rUpiyA sAta hajAra joIze. te temaNe ApyA. A paisA meM be eka mahinA JrAkhyA. ane te rUpiyA zeThane presa levAnI sagavaDa thaI nathI ema jaNAvI pAchA ApyA. ane je vyAja | thayuM hoya te vyAja levAnuM kahyuM. zeThe vyAja levAnI nA pADI ane kahyuM ke hamaNAM tamArI pAse paisA rAkho.1 meM kahyuM, jayAre joIze tyAre pharI mAgIza. atyAre jarUra nathI. A vAtathI manamAM gAMTha bAMdhI ke jyAre jarUrI paDaze tyAre zeTha bhagubhAI pAsethI paisA maLaze. A bhagubhAI zeThano saMbaMdha mArI sAthe khUba gADha rahyo. te DAhyA, vicakSaNa ane khUba ja paragajuI hatA. huM joto ke koIne paNa potAnA vyApAramAM ke ghara vyavahAramAM muzkelI paDe tyAre teonI salAha letA.1 saMghamAM ke jJAtimAM koI paNa prazna vivAdAspada Ubho thAya tyAre temanI salAha acUka levAmAM AvatI. | i zrIyuta bhagubhAI zeThanA AvA sArA saMbaMdhano anubhava hovAthI mane lAgyuM ke paisAnI bhIDa paDI che, paNa ghaNAnI sAthe sArA saMbaMdha che. mATe te bhIDa naDaze nahi. A saMbaMdhomAM meM zeTha kasturabhAI, zrIyuta | JratilAla pAnAcaMda ane muMbaInA zrIyuta kAlIdAsa jhaverI A traNa tarapha meM najara doDAvI ane zrIyutA ratilAla tathA kAlIdAsabhAIne rUA. dasa thI paMdara hajAranI mAgaNI mATe patra lakhyo. zrIyuta kAlIdAsabhAI ! taraphathI patra Avyo ke tamArA dIkarA dIkarIo mane kAkA kahe che. ane mArA chokarAo tamane kAkA kahe che. ApaNA A saMbaMdhamAM paisAno vyavahAra karavo te saMbaMdha bagADavA jevuM che. mATe sArA saMbaMdha rAkhavA mATe : ApaNe paisAnA vyavahArathI dUra rahevuM joIe. AthI huM tamane paisA mokalato nathI. khoTuM nA lagADazo.j JratilAla pAnAcaMdano patra evo Avyo ke atyAre amAre magaphaLInI sIjhana che ane paisAnI khUba kheMca che. 1mATe paisA mokalI zakato nathI. A banneno javAba nakAramAM AvavAthI meM kasturabhAI zeTha tarapha najara doDAvI! ane huM zeThane zAhIbAga temanA baMgale maLyo. meM mArI sthitithI zeThane vAkepha karyA. zeThe mane kahyuM, tame ================================ jIvananI ghaTamALamAM [49]

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tamArA bhAgIdAra vADa --- I tamArA bhAgIdAra vIracaMda nAgajIne chUTA karI do ane svastha bano. meM kahyuM, emane chUTA karavA ane dhaMdho, JcalAvavA mATe 20 thI 25 hajAra rUpiyAnI jarUra che. zeThe kahyuM, huM be divasamAM vilAyata jauM chuM. AvyA? pachI maLIe. meM kahyuM, tame bhale jAva, paNa jo ApavAnA ja hoya to zreNikabhAIne kahetA jAva. ane na! ja ApavAnA hoya to nA kahezo, to mane khoTuM lAgaze nahi. zeThe kahyuM, huM Avo levaDa-devaDano vyavahAra karato nathI ane tema karI saMbaMdha bagADavA mAgato nathI. Ama jemanI pAsethI AzA rAkhI hatI te traNe SjaNAe ghasIne nA pADI. A sivAya cImanalAla maMgaLadAsa tathA sagAomAM eka be jaNanI thoDI AzA | lhatI. paNa jeo Ape tevA hatA temaNe nA pADI AthI bIjAo pAse mAgaNI karavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. khUbaT 'mUMjhavaNa hatI. kArIgarone ApavAnA paisA na hatA. vIracaMdabhAIno takAdo hato gavarnamenTanuM sensasanuM kAma! lIdhuM hatuM te paisAnA abhAve na thAya to pAchu kheMcAI jAya tema hatuM. i presamAM huM hAjarI ApI zakato na hato. paisA meLavartI mATe valakhAM mArato. A arasAmAM posTamAMthI eka rajIsTara AvyuM. te rajIsTaramAM rU. 10,000 no DrAphaTa hato. paNa posTamene huM na maLavAthI! te rajIsTara pAchuM dhakelyuM. A rajIsTara kAlIdAsa jhaverInuM hatuM. temaNe kAgaLa lakhyA pachI vicAryuM ke saMbaMdhI! pAse saMbaMdhI paisA na mAge to konI pAse mAge? te vicArI temaNe A rajIsTara karyuM. paNa te pAchuM pharyuM. | A rajIsTara pAchuM AveluM joI temaNe mane kAgaLa lakhyo ke tamane khoTuM lAgyuM haze tethI rajIsTaraj [pAchuM AvyuM lAge che. huM pharI rajIsTara karuM chuM. ane A paisA tamArI jyAre sagavaDa thAya tyAre mokalazo.. 'huM utAvaLa nahi karuM. A rajIsTarathI mane rU. 10,000 maLyA. A arasAmAM mAre cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDIyA sAthe sAro saMbaMdha hato. dhArmika, samAjanA ane tithi carcAnA prazna aMge ame sAmasAmA hatA, paNa aMtarathI ekabIjA pratye lAgaNI hatI. eka be vakhata | temaNe mArA presa upara tapAsa karI ane jANyuM ke huM koIka mUMjhavaNamAM chuM. temaNe mane bolAvI pUchyuM ke zI/ mUMjhavaNa che? meM paisAnI mUMjhavaNa jaNAvI. temaNe mane rUA. 10 hajAra ApavAnuM kahyuM. paNa sAthe kahyuM ke A! paisA huM tamane davAvALAne tyAM mArA mUkelA che tyAMthI upADIne ApuM chuM. tenuM vyAja doDha Tako che. huM garajavAna hato. meM kahyuM, bhale huM doDha Tako ApIza. Ama temaNe mane rU. 10,000 ApyA. A jANI ; jtemanA munima zIvalAla tribhovanadAse mane kahyuM ke paMDitajI ! zeThanA rUA. 10,000 rAkhyA. to mArA paNaj chi hajAra rAkho. zIvalAlabhAIe paNa mane rU. cha hajAra ApyA. tenuM vyAja paNa doDha TakA lekhe nakkI karyuM.T 'Ama rU. 26 hajAra mArI pAse AvyA. A ra6 hajAramAMthI thoDA paisA vIracaMdabhAIne ApI temane zAMtI karyA, ane bAkInA paisAthI presanuM kAma AgaLa calAvyuM. thoDA divasa bAda zeTha vilAyatathI AvyA. temaNe ! 'mane bolAvyo ane kahyuM ke tame senTrala benkamAM rUpiyA 100 bharI khAtuM kholAvo. tamane benka rUpiyA pacIsa hajAra Apaze ane te paNa Disembara Akhare khAtu sarabhara karavAnuM nahi rahe. meM benkanA menejarane kahI dIdhuM jche. meM zeThane kahyuM, have mAre paisAnI jarUra nathI. paisAnI je vyavasthA thaI hatI tenI vigata meM temane | 1jaNAvI. temaNe mane kahyuM, te paisA pAchA ApI do ane khoTuM moTuM vyAja nA bharo. meM kahyuM, zrIyuta kaDIyA) pavigeree muzkelImAM madada karI che. eTale have tene pAchA na apAya. zeThe kahyuM, bhale te paNa rAkho ane A paNa rAkho. bhaviSyamAM jarUra paDaze to kAma Avaze. meM kahyuM nA, mAro dIkaro judo rahe che. paisAnI chUTa ; hoya to mArA hAthe ane tenA hAthe khoTA vaparAya ane devuM vadhI jAya. mATe mAre A paisAnI jarUra nathI.' =============================== [50] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - | - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - --

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vadhumAM zeThe kahyuM, meM pahelAM nA pADI hatI tethI khoTuM to nathI lAgyuM ne ? meM kIdhuM khoTuM lagADavAnuM kAraNa nathI. a chavvIsa hajAra rUpiyAmAMthI mAro kArobAra cAlyo. vIracaMdabhAInI tavAI ochI thaI. ane gavarnamenTanuM sensasanuM kAma paNa cAlyuM. A kAmamAM anukULatA e thaI ke te vakhate gavarnamenTanA DAyarekTara tarIke zrIkurezI hatA. temanI sAthe sAro saMbaMdha baMdhAvAnA kAraNe mahine mahine je kAma gavarnamenTanuM ame IkarIe ane sarakArane teno riporTa ApIe te kAma peTe amane 60% pemenTa gavarnamenTa taraphathI kurezInI| lAgavagathI maLatuM. A pemenTamAM vilaMba thAya to kurezI jAte AvI te vilaMbane karatA. Ama gavarnamenTanuM kAma karavAmAM paisAnI bhIDa naDatI nahi. A sensasanuM kAma navajIvana presane je bhAve ApyuM hatuM te ja bhAve amane ApyuM hatuM. mane yAda che te mujaba eka pejanA rUA. 24 lekhe A kAma hatuM. te samaye A bhAva ghaNo sAro gaNAya. ame A kAma mATe navajIvana presanA ja anubhavI kArIgarone rokyA hatA ane TAIpo vigerenI vyavasthA muMbaI gujarAtI TAIpa phAunDrImAMthI karI hatI. eTale sarakArane paNa amArA kAmathI IsaMtoSa hato. Ama kharuM kahIe to ahIMthI ja amArI Arthika sthitinI veLA vaLavAnI zarUAta thaI. atyAra sudhI eTale ke mArI 50 thI 52 varSanI uMmara sudhI to rU|. 500 ke 1000nuM belensa paNa na hatuM. 1961mAM A sensasanuM kAma ame zarU kareluM. A kAma jaldI ane sAruM thavAthI amane jyapuranuM |ane muMbaInuM paNa kAma maLyuM. A rIte sensasamAM amArI pragati thavAthI ane kaMkotarIonA kAmathI |uttarottara Arthika sthiti sudharatI gaI. pariNAme zrIyuta vIracaMdabhAInA, muMbaIvALA kALIdAsabhAInA ane zrIyuta kaDIyAnA paisA ApI dIdhA. taduparAMta mArI be chokarIonAM lagna paNa sArI rIte karyAM. zIvalAlabhAInA paisA temane ApavA mAMDyA paNa temaNe tathA temanI patnIe Aja sudhI lIdhA nathI. Aje paNa temane ghaNIvAra pAchA ApavAnuM kahevA chatAM na lIdhAM hovAthI mAre tyAM emanA paisA vyAje paDyA che. kharI rIte vyApArakSetramAM ane khAsa karIne presa lAInamAM amArI sAthenA presa-mAlikomAM ame vadhu kuzaLatA | |batAvI zakyA nathI. temaja kaMkotarI tathA sensasa vigereno saporTa maLyAM chatAM te dhaMdhAne vadhu khIlavI zakyA [nathI. kharI rIte joIe to vyApArakSetramAM akuzaLatAnA mukhya kAraNarUpa hisAbanI aniyamitatA, jAherajIvanano moha, nirNAyaka zaktino abhAva, ane dUraMdezIpaNAnI khAmI A kAraNo che. eTale amArA vyApAra kSetramAMthI koI dhaDo levA jevo nathI. AthI A kSetramAM je kAMI paNa paristhiti thaI tenuM varNana na karavuM munAsiba mAnIe chIe. chatAM Arthika sthitimAM je kAMi sudhAro thayo ane be paisA maLyA tenI |pAchaLa samayano palTo, ane kudaratI keTalIka vArI, A sivAya bIjI koI hoMziyArI nathI. tethI A |saMbaMdhamAM koI vizeSa lakhANa lakhavAnI jarUra nathI. 36 vyavahArika-sAMsArika kSetramAM paNa mane khAsa viTaMbaNA paDI nathI. kemake zarUAtanI muzkelI ane lagna bAda vikrama saMvata 2000 sudhI bhaNavA-bhaNAvavAno vyavasAya cAlyo. A vyavasAyamAM gharakharca pUratuM sArI rIte maLI rahetuM. ane soMghavArI eTalI badhI hatI ke badhA vyavahAra zAMtithI patI zakatA hatA. mArA nAnA bhAInAM lagna mArI zarUAtanI AvakamAMthI sArI rIte patAvyAM hatAM. ane tenAM lagna pachI traNahuMcAra varSa sAthe rahyA tyAra bAda temane zarUAtamAM kApaDano dhaMdho karAvyo hato. temAM te na phAvyA eTale temane jIvananI ghaTamALamAM] [51

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|zrI hIrAcaMda ratanacaMdanI peDhImAM amadAvAdamAM ane tyArabAda muMbaI zrI vADIlAla dolatarAmane tyAM tathA | |zrIrAma mIlamAM meM mArI lAgavagathI nokarIe vaLagADyA hatA. ane A badhAne tyAM temaNe pramANikapaNe nokarI karI hatI. koIne tyAMthI temanI phariyAda AvI nahotI. temaNe temanI nokarI daramyAna baMdhA zeThiyAono sAro prema saMpAdana karyo hato. A traNe zeThiyAono mArI sAthe khUba ja aMgata saMbaMdha cheka sudhI rahyo hato. temaNe temanI nokarInI bacatamAMthI temane eka ja putrI hatI tenAM sArI rIte lagna karyAM hatAM. temaja muMbaImAM mAlikIno phaleTa vasAvyo hato. arthAt mAre temanA taraphathI koI ciMtA rahI na hatI. sAMsArika jIvanamAM mAre traNa putro, traNa putrIo che. moTA putra kIrtilAlanAM saMvata 2011mAM lagna thayAM. vaceTa putra bharatakumAranA vikrama saMvata 2013mAM lagna thayAM. / na kIrtilAlane lagna pachI amArA kuTuMbanA IzvaralAla vADIlAlanA bhAgamAM bejavADA mokalyA. teo tyAM temanI patnI sAthe bAreka mahinA rahyA. A peDhI zarUAtanI hatI ane zarUAtamAM jamAvavA mATe vadhu | |paDato kharca thavAthI pahelAM varSamAM khAsa napho na maLyo. thoDuM nukasAna AvyuM. paNa meM temanI sAthe bhAgIdArImAM ! rahetI vakhate cokhavaTa karI hatI ke nukasAnamAM amAro bhAga nahi. pachInAM varSomAM napho thAya to te nukasAnI eDajasTa karI levI. paNa jyAre ame chUTA thaIe tyAre amAre koI nukasAnI ApavAnI nahi. A cokhavaTanA pariNAme eka varSa bAda kIrtilAlane mAre presanA kAma aMge bolAvI levA paDyA tyAre phuMkAMIpaNa napho ke nukasAna lIdhA vagara bolAvavA paDyA. bejavADAthI AvyA bAda kIrtilAle presano dhaMdho saMbhALI lIdho. paNa huM pahelAM kahI gayo tema vikrama saMvata 2018 sudhI temAM koI barakata na hatI. bejavADAthI kIrtilAla AvyA pachI turata ja sAraMgapura pittaLiyA poLa judA rahyA. ane presamAMthI kharca mATe je jarUra thAya te upADa karatA. AgaLa jatAM nayana prinTiMga presamAM temano bhAga karyo ane ema. |bAbulAla presamAM varSe 8000 pagAra nAMkhyo. A banne preso mArI sAthe rahI A ja sudhI teo satata | calAvatA rahyA che. ane banne presanI ijjata vadhAratA rahyA che. A presanA kArobAra daramyAna temane eka putra ane traNa putrIo thaI. teonAM lagna Adi vyAvahArika prasaMga tathA kariyAvara presamAMthI rakama upADI karavAmAM Avyo che. temAM temanA nAme keTalA rUpiyA jamA che teno kazo vicAra karyo nathI. ane temano vyavahAra Aja sudhI sAthe rahI calAvyo che. Ama ItemanA eka putra ane traNa putrIonAM lagna tathA vItarAga sosAyaTImAM phaleTa, vImAnA prImiyamo A badhuM | presanA kArobAra daramyAna karavAmAM AvyuM che. ane temaNe presano kArobAra mArI sAthe rahI prAmANikapaNe calAvyo che. vikrama saMvata 2013mAM bharatakumAranA lagna pachI thoDoka vakhata kIrtikumAra bejavADA hatA te daramyAna te presamAM joDAyA hatA. paNa lagna bAda temanA sasarAnI othathI judA rahyA ane presamAMthI paNa |judA thayA. zarUAtamAM svataMtra nokarI ane tyArabAda temanA sasarAnI othathI anAja bajAramAM dalAlInA dhaMdhAmAM joDAyA. ane te dhaMdho Aja sudhI svataMtra rIte calAve che. zarUAtamAM temaNe temanI kamANIthI sAraMgapura taLiyAnI poLamAM makAna kharIdyuM, ane tyArabAda dIpAvalImAM TenAmenTa kharIdyuM. ane te vecI hAla vAsaNAmAM phaleTa kharIdyo ane temAM te rahe che. A taLiyAnI poLanI kharIdImAM ane dIpAvalInA TenAmenTanI [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 52]

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kharIdImAM te judA rahevA chatAM Aja sudhI temaNe eka paiso paNa na ApyA chatAM temane yogya madada karI che.. temane traNa putrIo che ane te traNeya putrIone sAre ThekANe paraNAvI che. A traNeya lagnamAM paNa dAgInA. | vigeremAM paNa yathAzakya madada karI che. Ama banne putrono parivAra vyavahArika mobhApUrvaka paraNI cUkyo che ane ijjatabhera banneno; ivyavahAra sArI rIte cAle che. mAre A be putro uparAMta eka putra ane traNa putrIonI vigatamAM prathama be putrIo pachI ekaI Jputra ane pachI eka putrI che. be putrIomAM moTI putrI caMdrA maNuMda nivAsI zrIyuta dalasukhacaMda bhIkhAcaMdanA! : putra mahendrakumAra sAthe ane bIjI putrI haMsA bhAlaka nivAsI zeTha chanAlAla bhapaladAsa vakIlanA putra narendrakumAra sAthe vikrama saMvata 2022mAM banne sAthe amArI jJAtimAM paraNI che. ane enA yogya kariyAvara j jJAtinA vyavahAra mujaba karyA chemArI zakti mujaba ApyuM che ane banne sukhI che. pota-potAnA vyavahAraj sArI rIte calAve che. - ciraMjIvI nayanakumAranA lagna vikrama saMvata 2028mAM amArI jJAtinA moTapa gAmamAM zAha amRtA kezavalAlanI dIkarInI thayA hatA. A lagna bAda be varSamAM ja tenI sAthe meLa na paDavAthI korTamAM chUTAcheDA 1 levA paDyA. A be traNa varSanA gALAno prasaMga mArA jIvanano duHkhada prasaMga hato. kemake mArI patnInI ; tabiyata narama rahetI hatI. ane A putravadhU ghera rahetI na hovAthI vIzInA bhANA vigerethI calAvavuM paDatuM.i Jane jJAtimAM paNa ekabIjAnA sagAonA saMgharSathI ghaNuM sAMbhaLavuM paDatuM. paNa korTamAM jaldI nikAla AvI Tgayo ane vikrama saMvata 2035nI sAlamAM chUTAcheDA korTe ApyA. A chUTAcheDA bAda turata ja be ja mahinAmAM tenAM punaH lagna borasade karyA. je Aje susaMpanna rIte? cAle che ane te mArI sAthe rahe che. dhaMdhAmAM nayanakumAra nayana prinTiMga presa ane ema. bAbulAla prinTiMga ibsa e banne presamAM yathAvat rIte joDAyelA che. chatAM jagata TreDarsa nAmano te svataMtra dhaMdho kare che. i hAla mArI sAthe te rahetA hovAthI mAro badho kArobAra temanA kabajAmAM che. mArAM patnI vikrama JsaMvata 2035mAM svargavAsI thayA pachI nayanakamAra mArI sAthe rahe che. ane tene tathA temanA parivArane huI saMbhALuM chuM. iii chellI putrI kailAsanAM lagna vikrama saMvata 2030mAM dhINoja nivAsI haragovanadAsa laheracaMdanA putra vijayakumAra sAthe amArI jJAtimAM thayAM teo araviMda mIlamAM sArA sTeTasavALI nokarI kare che. temane | kasturabhAI zeThanI oLakhANathI lagna pahelAM ja vevizALa vakhatathI ja, nokarI rakhAvyA hatA. te sArI rIteT 'sukhI che ane temano vyavahAra sArI rIte cAle che. Ama mArI A kauTuMbika sthiti che. vidyAbhavananA vidyArthIjIvana daramyAna hastalikhita mAsikamAM lekho lakhavAnI ane paMdara divase ! ; ane mahine vakatRtva hariphAI yojavAnI paddhatithI lakhavAnI ane bolavAnI thoDI kaLA khIlI hatI. te ane vidyAbhavananA vidyArthIkALa daramyAna judI judI saMsthAonI vividha hariphAIomAM bhAga levAnI paddhatithI jje eka bIjAno saMparka sAdhavAnI kaLA khIlI hatI, tenA pariNAme vyavahArika jIvanamAM paDyA pachI ================================ jIvananI ghaTamALamAM [53 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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zarUAtamAM maMDaLo UbhAM karavAnI, paMca vigeremAM bhAga levAnI ane judI judI pravRttio karavAnI hoMzai hatI. te mujaba mahesANA pAThazALAmAM huM zikSaka hato tyAre mahesANA ane jJAtinA yuvAnonuM eka maMDaLa 1UbhuM karyuM hatuM. ane A maMDaLa dvArA "jJAti hitecchu' nAme eka mAsika zarU hatuM. AnuM saMcAlana zrIyuta. cImanalAla vADIlAlane muMbaImAM soMpyuM hatuM. A patramAM temaNe jJAtionA chidro khullAM karavA mAMDyAM. tene pariNAme te patra baMdha thayuM. paNa patra saMcAlananA pariNAme te jate divase mAtRbhUmi peparanA taMtrI banyA.' jane rAjakIya kSetramAM paNa jhaMpalAvyuM. A pachI amadAvAdamAM AvyA bAda jJAtinA bAvIsI-pAMtrIsInA je bhAIo rahetA tenuM eka! maMDaLa UbhuM karyuM. A maMDaLano uddeza A be jJAtinA amadAvAdamAM rahetA bhAIonA sukhaduHkhamAM bhAga levAno hato. moTe bhAge te vakhate ahIM 15 thI 20 ja jJAtinA kuTuMbo hatAM. temAM paNa gharanA gharavALA to ekAda ja. moTA bhAganA to nAmAM vigerenI nokarI karanArA hatA. A maMDaLane ame vikasAvyuM ane jJAtimAM bI. e. AsapAsanI DIgrI lenArAone mAnapatra ApavAno meLAvaDo yojayo. A mAnapatra lenArAo paikI e. bI zAha. DaoN. jayaMtanA phAdhara aMbAlAlabhAI, maNuMdavALA talakacaMdabhAI vigere hatA.! A maMDaLamAM banne jJAtinA bhAIo hatA. chatAM kanyAvyavahAra vigerenA saMbaMdho jJAtinA alaga alaga hatA. eka sArA samaye A maMDaLane vicAra Avyo ke A be jJAtio eka thAya to sAruM. A vicAra! cAlato hato te daramyAna cunIlAla mayAcaMda davAvALAnA bhAgIdAra uttamalAla, je amArA badhAmAM vaDIlI hatA, te paNa amArA maMDaLamAM joDAyA. (kema ke ghAMcInI poLamAM temaNe tAjetaramAM makAna lIdhuM hatuM. (paNa paMca sAthe meLa maLyo na hato.) | maMDaLe be jJAtione bhegA karavAno nirNaya karyo. A daramyAna huM bAvIsInA paMcamAM jyAre paMca bheguM thatuM hatuM tyAre bhAga leto hato ane amArA paMcanA AgevAna zeTha vADIlAla pItAMbaradAsa vigerenI sAthe sAro saMbaMdha dharAvato hato ane e paNa jANato hato. ke jJAti TUMkI hovAthI kanyAonI levaDa-devaDa 1mATe ghaNI muzkelI paDatI hatI. teno jJAtinA AgevAnone paNa raMja hato. temaja bAvIsI pAMtrIsInA piMthakanA amadAvAdamAM rahetA bhAIo paNa jJAtinA AgevAnonA putro hatA. te badhA paNa icchatA hatA! Ike banne jJAtio bhegI thAya to vadhu sAruM. ane ame amArA vaDIlone samajAvavA yathAzakya prayatna karIzuM! ema kahetA hatA. AthI eka sArA divase amArA amadAvAdanA maMDaLe banne jJAtionA paMcanA AgevAnono saMparka] sAdhyo. naroDA mukAme banne jJAtionA paMcane A mATe vicAra karavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM. A mATeno banatA! JsudhI vikrama saMvata 1989no mahA suda pAMcamano divasa nirmIta karyo. paMconI rIti mujaba koI nirNata divase badhA bhegA thatA na hatA. jue ke keTalA bhegA thayA che! 'pachI AgevAno Ave, carcA kare ane pAMca sAta divasa ke tethI vadhu divasa paMca cAle. paNa ame AmaMtraNaT patrikAmAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke mahA suda pAMcamane divase AvI javuM. te divase ja vicAraNAnuM kArya cAlu thaze.! A mujaba mahA suda pAMcamanA divase banne paMconA AgevAno AvI gayA. ane mahA suda pAMcamanA divase naroDA mukAme bahAranI dharmazALAmAM A beThaka yojAI. banne paMconI AgatA-svAgatAno, rahevA khAvApIvAno =============================== [54] . mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - -- -- -- -

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|badhA ja kharcanI vyavasthA amadAvAdanA maMDaLe upADI hatI. bAvIsInA paMcanA AgevAnomAM unAvAvALA vADIlAla pItAMbaradAsa ane maNuMdanA mAdhavalAla kevaLadAsa vigere mukhya AgevAno hatA. ane pAMtrIsInA paMcanA AgevAno moDherAvALA mohanalAla gAMdhI ane luNavAvALA vADIlAla uttamacaMda vigere mukhya hatA. ApaNe naroDA mukAme kAryavAhIno vicAra karIe te pahelAM A be paMcono TUMko itihAsa ane temanI kAma karavAnI rItino paricaya meLavIe. pahelAM kahI gayo chuM te mujaba vikrama saMvata 1910mAM 22 gAmanA samudAyane laI bAvIsInuM paMca | |sau pahelA savALA mukAme (vIsanagara pAse) racAyuM. A paMcanA mukhya kAryakartA unAvAnA bhagavAnajI jeThA hatA. vikrama saMvata 1930nI AsapAsa pAMtrIsInA paMcanI racanA thaI. A pAMtrIsInA paMcanI paNa IracanA karanAra unAvAnA ja vatanI hatA. Ama pAMtrIsI gAmonA samudAyane laI tenuM nAma pAMtrIsI paDyuM hatuM. A paMcamAM bokaravADA, laNavA, pIMDAlapurA, vaDAvalI, dhINoja, moDherA vigere pATaNavADAnAM gAmo | uparAMta mahesANAnI AsapAsanA moTapa, magunA, delolI vigere tathA cuMvALanA kAlarI, becarAjI, kuMkavAva vigere gAmo hatAM. A banne paMco dazAzrImALI jJAtinA hatA. 50 thI 60 varSa sudhI eka sarakhI rIte A banne paMco / cAlyA, ane sarakhA kula, vyavahAra vyApAra vigerene laIne paraspara kanyAvyavahAra thatAM, ekabIjA sagA |saMbaMdhI guMthAyA. vacce vacce huMsAtuMsI-taDA vigere paDyA ane keTalAka saMpattivAnone gAmaDAno vyavahAra na| gamavAthI pATaNa vigere moTA gAmomAM kanyAvyavahAra karyo. temane temaNe paMca bahAra mUkyA. paMca bahAra rahenArAone akAruM lAgavAthI daMDa ApI dAkhala thayA vigere ghaNA banAvo banyA. khAsa moTo banAva saMvata 1980nI AsapAsa banyo. temAM pAMtrIsInA paMcanA cuMvALanAM gAmo | pAMtrIsInA paMcathI judAM paDyAM. kema ke teo pATaNavADAnAM gAmomAM kanyAo ApatA paNa temane pATaNavADAvALA | |kanyA na ApatA. A bheda temane khUMcyo. ane teo e pAMtrIsI e ja nAma rAkhI potAno judo goLaI karyo. bAvIsInA paMcamAM paMcanA zeTha tarIke unAvA ane maNuMda be gAma gaNAtA hatA. kAraNake paMcanAM gharonI saMkhyA A be gAmomAM moTI hatI. bhAlaka bAvIsInA paMcanuM gAma hatuM. temAM gharonI saMkhyA unAvA, / maNuMda jeTalI agara tethI paNa vadhAre hatI. chatAM tene zeThanuM gAma gaNAtuM na hatuM. A vAta bhAlakanA sabhyone |khaTakatI hatI. tethI teo ane temanA keTalAMka saMbaMdhI gAmo cuMvALathI chUTA paDelA pAMtrIsInA paMcamAM dAkhala | thayA ane te paMcanuM nAma badalI pAMtrIsI-bAvIsI rAkhyuM. Ama chatAM mULa pAMtrIsImAMnAM pATaNavADAnA vaDAlI, borIAvI vigere gAmo bAvIsImAM dAkhala thayAM. paNa paMcanuM nAma bAvIsI ja rahyuM. A paristhitithI je bAvIsInuM paMca moTuM hatuM te ghaTIne 250 thI 300 ekaDAvALuM taddana nAnuM paMca | banI gayuM. ane pAMtrIsInuM paMca cuMvALavALA judA paDyA chatAM bhAlaka, deNapa vigere ghaNAM gAmo moTI! jIvananI ghaTamALamAM]

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- - -- vastIvALA temAM dAkhala thayA hovAthI te paMcanA ekaDA 650 thI 700 nA rahyA. A paMcanuM nAma temaNeT IbAvIsI, tethI pAMtrIsI rAkhyuM. temAM bhAlaka vigere gAmone zeThAI ApI temAM pAMca gAma zeTha tarIke ! kahevAyAM. A banne paMconI junI kAryavAhI to evI hatI ke A banne paMco jayAre bhegA thAya tyAre pAMca sAta divasa jamaNavAra kare ane koI gunegAra hoya tene lAgavagavALo hoya ochA daMDamAM ane lAgavaga vinAno hoya to tene moTo daMDa karI nIcovI nAMkhe. TUMkamAM lAgavagazAhI cAlatI. nyAya lAgavaganI paDakhe jraheto. | vikrama saMvata 1984nI sAla pachI A paMca bheguM thatuM temAM huM unAvAnA sagAvahAlAnA kAraNe ane paMcanA karavaiyAonI sAthe saMbaMdhathI jato. ane tyAM paMcanI beThaka maLatAM pahelA judI judI TukaDIo tenA plAna ghaDI ane kone dabAvavA ne kone rAjI rAkhavA tenI carcA karatI. A badhA prapaMco huM joto. paNa A samaya A paMconA astakALano hato. 38 naroDA mukAme A banne paMcAne bhegA karavAnI beThaka rAtre maLe te pahelAM amArA maMDaLanA yuvAna Jsabhyo je be paMco paikInA hatA temaNe nakkI karyuM hatuM ke koIpaNa hisAbe A be paMco bhegA thAya tevo ApaNeT sakriya prayatna karavo te mujaba te te paMconA vaDIlone temaNe khUba samajAvyA hatA. paMcanI beThaka maLI. mane amadAvAdanA maMDaLa taraphathI kahevAmAM AvyuM ke tame A vAtanI rajuAta jkaro. meM vAtanI rajuAta karatAM kahyuM ke ApaNA banne paMconAM gAmo najIka najIkanAM che. ane ekabIjA dhaMdhAnuM JvyavahAra ane sagA saMbaMdhathI ghaNI rIte guMthAyelA che. to be paMco vaccenI divAla judI karI bhegA thaIe.. A mATe prAraMbhamAM ekeka paMcanI agiyAra agiyAra vyaktio cUMTI bAvIsanI kamiTi banAvIe. te kamiTI! be paMca bhegA thayA pachInuM baMdhAraNa ghaDe ane vacagALAnA samayamAM A banne paMco vacce paraspara paMconA junA gunegAro hoya tene te te paMca cha mahinAnI mudatamAM cukave. A badhI vigata meM rajU karI tyAre tenA javAbamAM jbAvIsI pAMtrIsI paMcanA mukhya AgevAna moDherAnA vatanI mohanalAla gAMdhIe kahyuM, A barAbara nathI. 1 amArA paMcanA ekaDAnI saMkhyA 700nI lagabhaga che. jyAre bAvIsInA paMcanI saMkhyA 250-300 nI che.) JAma bannenA sarakhe hisse na vecAya. 100 ekaDAnI saMkhyAmAM traNa sabhyo levAnA hoya to amArA 21] ane tamArA bAvIsInA paMcanA 300nA hisAbe nava levAvA joIe. tame sarakhe sarakhA levAnI vAta karo! cho ne khoTI che, amane kabUla nathI. bIjuM tame raNuMja gAmanA vatanI che. paMcamAM zeThAI gAmanA vatanI sivAya koI vAda ke bolavAno hakka nathI. tame koI vAta rajU karI zakatA nathI. AnA javAbamAM zrIyuta uttamalAla jagajIvanadAsa je unAvAnA vatanI hatA ane bIjA bhAIo/ paNa je bAvIsI pAMtrIsInA hatA temaNe kahyuM : paMDita je vAta kare che te raNuMjanA vatanI tarIke nahi, paNa amadAvAdanA badhA sabhyonA maMDaLa vatI vAta kare che. ane A paMcone amadAvAdanAM maMDaLoe bolAvyAM che ! eTale zeThAInAM gAmono koI prazna nathI. zeThAIno prazna uDI gayo. paNa soe traNa sabhyonI vAta pakaDI rAkhI, ane mohana gAMdhInI sAtheT =============================== pa6] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA |

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- - - - - - - - - - temanA paMcanA bIjA sabhyoe paNa hAjI hA karI temanI vAtane majabUta karI. paMcanI beThaka gaNagaNATa pachI | veirAI. A pachI huM amArA bAvIsInA paMcanA AgevAnone maLyo. A AgevAno paMcanA sabhyonI jochI saMkhyAthI kanyA vyavahAranA levaDa devaDanA prasaMgonI muzkelIthI guMcavAyelA hatA. temane samajAvyuM ke mohanalAla gAMdhI soe traNa sabhyonI je vAta kare che te ApaNe kabUla rAkhIe. ApaNe sAthe beThA pachI lbhAlaka, deNapa vigere je gAmo ApaNAmAMthI judA paDI tyAM gayAM che te ApaNAM ja che. ciMtA karavAnI jarUra! nathI. ekavakhata banne vaccenI divAla tUTI jaze pachI koI vAMdho nahi Ave. mATe saMkhyAnI bAbatamAM vAMdho ! rAkhI vAta tUTI jAya tevuM karavAnI jarUra nathI. amArA bAvIsI paMcanA AgevAno A vAtamAM saMmata thayA. ane kahyuM ke ApaNane kabUla che, tame vAta karo. thoDIvAra pachI pharI banne paMconI beThaka maLI. temAM mohana gAMdhIe to temanI je vAta hatI te ja! pakaDI rAkhI. meM bAvIsInA paMca vatI temane kahyuM, tamArA soe traNanA hisAbe 300 nA nava sabhyo thAya.! ; paNa amArA ATha agara sAta lo to paNa amane vAMdho nathI. ApaNe to ekaThA thavuM e mukhya vAta che.' mohana gAMdhI Azcarya pAmyA. temaNe kahyuM, A vAta tame kaho cho te tamArA paMcanA AgevAnone kabUla che? jmeM kahyuM, A beThA, pUchI juo. zrIyuta vADIlAla pItAMbaradAsa tathA mAdhu zeThe kahyuM, kabUla che. have mohanAM TgAMdhI pAse koI uttara nahoto. pariNAme zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI jaya bolAI ane be paMcomAM koII Jparaspara sagapaNa-sAMdhA kare teno vAMdho na levAnuM nakkI thayuM. ane je junA gunA hoya te saue potapotAnA! : paMcamAM cha mahinAnI aMdara patAvI devA. tyArapachI te gunA patAvavAno hakka saMyukta paMcane raheze. | A pachI amArA paMcanI pAnasara, tAraMgA, mahesANA vigere ThekANe beThaka maLI. thoDA ghaNA |gunAo cukavAyA. A paMcanI beThako moTA bhAge ho hA ane ghAMTA pADavAmAM ane koInA jUnA vikhavAdonI| visulAta karavAmAM thatI. A be paMca bhegA thayA pachI tenuM zuM nAma rAkhavuM te vicAra thayo. bAvIsa ane pAMtrIsa e benA! | saravALAthI kharI rIte paMcanuM nAma sattAvana rakhAya. paNa tAraMgA mukAme ema nakkI thayuM ke chappaniyA dukALa pachI A sattAvanano AMka rAkhavo ThIka nathI, eTale A be paMca bhegA thayA pachI zrI mahesANA prAMta TdazAzrImALI suDatALIza e nAma rAkhyuM ane A banne paMcomAM saMyukta kArobAra cAlyo. A saMyukta paMca thayA pachI tenI eka miTiMga tAraMgA, kaMboI maLI chellI miTiMga kaMboInI thaI tyAre paMcanI koIka vyaktieI sarakAramAM khabara ApI ke A paMca kaMboI mukAme jJAti bahAra mUkavAnuM ane daMDa vigere karavAnuM kare che to! tenI sAme sarakAre pagalAM levA joIe. te uparathI sarakArI mANaso kaMboI AvyA ane paMcanA AgevAno, A joI paMcanI beThaka mUkI ADA avaLA jatAM rahyA. A pachI koI divasa paMca bheguM thayuM nathI. ane paMca je gunegArono daMDa karI paisA bhegA karatuM hatuM te badhuM baMdha thaI gayuM. paMcanI beThaka tyAra pachI maLI nathI,i ane paMcanA paisA je jenI pAse rahyA che tenI pAse rahI gayA. A pachI to paMcanI vyavasthA tUTI gaI. jJAtimAM ja kanyA ApavI - levI te vyavahAra tUTI gayo.! ane Aje to paMcanI rItie gaNIe tevA gunegAronI saMkhyA to paMcanA sabhyo karatAM vadhI gaI che. Ama, : paMca te paMca tarIke rahyuM nathI. paraMtu jJAtinA mohathI muMbaI, amadAvAda, punA vigere ThekANe jJAtinA nAmanAM ! =============================== jIvananI ghaTamALamAM.

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maMDaLo UbhAM thayAM che. ane jJAtinA sabhyone eka yA bIjI rIte madada karavAnI vRddhithI judI judI vyavasthAo kare che. gAmaDAmAM je jJAtinAM gharo hatAM te dhaMdhA vigere vistIrNa thavAthI moTA bhAganAM amadAvAda, muMbaI,I punA, surata vigere ThekANe vasyAM che. ane kanyAvyavahAra vigere paNa jJAtinAM gharomAM jyAM sudhI savalata hoya! tyAM sudhI kare che ane bahAra savalata hoya to bahAra kare che. teno koI zoSa rahyo nathI. pahelAM kanyA meLavavAnI buddhithI je paMcanI racanA hatI te have nAza pAmI che. kAraNake yogya pAtrane jJAti bahArathI paNa kanyAo maLI zake che. bIju zaheromAM vasavAnA kAraNe jJAtimAM vyAvahArika, skUla kolejonuM jJAna, chokarA jane chokarIomAM khUba vadhyuM che. pahelAM meTrika bhaNelI chokarI bhAgye ja jJAtimAM hatI. Aje bI.koma.. !vigere DIgrIvALI keTalIya chokarIo ane chokarA che. temaja bahAranA vasavATanA kAraNe vyApAramAM paNa jJAtie sArI siddhi hAMsala karI che. Aje amadAvAda vigeremAM bhAgye ja koI evo sabhya haze ke jene gharanuM : ghara na hoya. Aje jJAtimAM karoDapationI saMkhyA che ane lakSAdhipatio to ghaNA che. temaja judA judA j vyApAra kSetromAM sArI nAmanA dharAvatA jJAtinA vyApArIo che. jJAtinA sabhyomAM DaoNkTaro che. vakIlo che.j I ArkiTekTaro che ane moTA konTrAkTaro paNa che. Ama kharI rIte kahIe to jJAtinuM bhAvi ujajavaLa che.] 39 jJAtinA paMconA lAbhAlAbhano vicAra karIe to temAM keTalAka lAbha paNa hatA ne keTalAka geralAbha JpaNa hatA. jyAre A paMco racAyA tyAre evI paristhiti hatI ke pATaNavADAnA gujarAtanAM gAmaDAMo temanI! AsapAsanA kAkuzI paragaNAnAM gAmomAMthI kanyAo meLavatA ane potAnI kanyAo pATaNa vigere moTA zahera ane gAmomAM nAkhatA. paraMtu samaya jatAM muzkelI paDavA mAMDI. jenA pariNAme sAdhAraNa sthitine 1 kuTuMbonAM chokarAone 35-40 varSa sudhI paNa kanyAo nahotI maLatI. A badhAM pariNAmone laI AsapAsanAM | gAmaDAMoe saMgaThana karyuM ane e saMgaThananA pratApe dazA ane vIsI jJAtinA paMco thayA. eka sarakho] vyApAra - vaNaja ane rItabhAtane laIne varSo sudhI A paMco cAlyA. vacce vacce koI koIvAra huMsAtuMsInAT JpratApe taDo vigere paDyA paNa te pAchA saMdhAyA. A kALamAM khAnadAnIne mahattva apAtuM. A khAnadAnI. eTale je kuTuMbamAM kanyAvikraya na thayo hoya agara sATA-pATA na thayA hoya te kuTuMba khAnadAna gaNAtuM. AvA 1 kuTuMbanA sabhya paisA Take ochAzavALA hoya to paNa tenI pRcchA thatI. == 58]. ================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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C vibhAga - 2 tithi carcA] 6 hI tithi carcA (1) ApaNA saMghamAM tithino prazna lagabhaga 92 varSathI carcAya che. AnuM mULa vikrama saMvata 1952thI che. paraMtu 1952, vikrama saMvata 1961 ne vikrama saMvata 1989 A traNa varSamAM saMvatsarI aMge A prazna hato. A traNa varSamAM saMghamAnya paMcAMgamAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya Avyo tyAre kaI tithino kSaya karI |cotha UbhI rAkhI saMvatsarI karavI te prazna hato. paNa vikrama saMvata 1992-93mAM saMghamAnya paMcAMgamAM | IbhAdaravA suda be pAMcama AvI. tyAre kaI tithinI vRddhi karavI ane bhAdaravA suda 4 UbhI rAkhI saMvatsarI karavI te prazna Ubho thayo. ane temAMthI parvatithionI kSaya-vRddhi je pahelAM nahotI thatI, tene badale eka pakSe parvatithinI kSaya-vRddhi karavAnuM rAkhyuM. ane bIjA pakSe jUnI praNAlikA mujaba parvatithinI kSayavRddhie pUrvanI aparvatithinI kSaya-vRddhi karavAnuM ane parvAnaMtara parvanI tithinI kSaya-vRddhie pUrvatara aparva tithinI |kSayavRddhi karavAnuM praNAlikA mujaba hatuM te kAyama rAkhyuM. jene laIne parvatithinI kSayavRddhi karanAra be | tithivALo pakSa, ane jeo parvatithinI kSayavRddhie aparvatithinI kSayavRddhi karatA hatA te ekatithivALo pakSa meM kahevAyo. AThama, be caudaza vigere bolavA ane karavAthI be tithivALo pakSa kahevAyo. vikrama saMvata 1952mAM te vakhatanuM saMghamAnya paMcAMga caMDAMzucaMDU hatuM. temAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano |kSaya Avyo. AthI e prazna ubho thayo ke ApaNe tyAM bIja, pAMcama, AThama, agiyArasa, caudaza ane / |pUnama e zukalapakSa ane kRSNapakSanI thaI 12 parvatithio che. A parvatithionI paMcAMgamAM kSaya-vRddhi Ave / ItyAre bIjanA badale ekama, pAMcamanA badale cotha, AThamanA badale sAtama, agiyArasanA badale dazama, caudazanA badale terasanI kSaya-vRddhi karavAnI rIta hatI. tathA pUnama-amAsanI kSaya-vRddhi Ave tyAre tenI joDenI parvatithi caudaza hovAthI terasanI kSaya-vRddhi thatI hatI. ane te mujaba lokonI ArAdhanAnI samaja mATe tevA bhIMtIyAM paMcAgo chapAvI kADhavAmAM AvatAM hatAM. jyAre mudraNanI paristhiti nahotI tyAre TaheliyA IdvArA ane vyAkhyAnamAM A pramANe jAhera karAtuM hatuM ane te pramANe sarva loko bAra parvanI ArAdhanA karatA | hatA. [59

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(2) vikrama saMvata 1952mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano saMghamAnya paMcAMgamAM kSaya Avyo. tyAre ApaNI uparanI praNAlikA mujaba pUnamanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi karIe chIe te mujaba pAMcamanI joDenuM parva bhAdaravA suda cotha hovAthI, bhAdaravA suda trIjano kSaya thavo joIe te mujaba eka pakSe kahyuM. jyAre bIjA |pakSe kahyuM ke bAra parva tithimAM ApaNe A karIe chIe te barAbara che. kAraNake te praNAlikA ApaNI varSothI | vinA matabhede cAlI Ave che. paNa bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanA kSaya-vRddhie trIjanI kSaya-vRddhinI koI praNAlikA | nathI. ane zAstramAM to udaya tithie te-te parvatithinuM ArAdhana karavuM joIe tevuM spaSTa che. saMdhamAnya paMcAMgamAM bhAdaravA suda cotha udayatithivALI che. teno kSaya nathI. bhAdaravA suda pAMcama karatAM bhAdaravA suda cotha saMvatsarInI moTI tithi che to te udayatithi hovA chatAM tene choDavI te vAjabI nathI. bIjI bAju parvatithino kSaya karatAM nathI ane bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya che to zuM karavuM ? A vimAsaNa UbhI thaI. huM temaNe caMDAzucaMDUnA kartA zrIdhara zivalAlane pUchAvyuM ke amAre zuM karavuM ? temaNe jaNAvyuM ke mAravADa taraphanA | paMcAMgomAM pAMcamano kSaya che, paNa gujarAta taraphanA paMcAMgomAM chaThThano kSaya che. to tame e paMcAMgano Azaro ! laI saMvatsarI karavAnuM rAkho to cothanI udayatithie sacavAze ane tamArI zAsramAnya praNAlikA mujaba parvatithino kSaya nahi karavAnuM paNa sacavAze. A vAta te vakhatanA zAsanamAnya dhuraMdharo AtmArAmajI mahArAja, gaMbhIravijayajI mahArAja vigere muni bhagavaMtone ane anupacaMdabhAI jevA AgevAnone rUcI. Iane temaNe te mujaba bhAdaravA suda chaThano kSaya karI bhAdaravA suda cothe saMvatsarI karavAnuM rAkhyuM. jo ke A 1 nirNaya karatAM pahelAM zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI, DahelAno upAzraya, goDIjI saMghanI peDhI vigerenA I varaso sudhInA copaDA tapAsyA. koIpaNa ThekANe Avo prasaMga Avyo hoya tyAre zuM karavAmAM AvyuM te tapAsyuM. paNa temane koI jagyAe AvA prasaMgano ullekha sAMpaDyo nahi. tethI upara mujabano nirNaya jAhera karyo. bIjI bAju te vakhate pUjya AnaMdasAgarajI mahArAja phakta cArathI pAMca ja varSanA dIkSita hatA. temanuM kahevuM ema thayuM ke pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhie caudaza-pUnama joDiyA hovAthI terasanI kSayavRddhi karIe chIe. tyAM ApaNe udayatithino Agraha rAkhatA nathI, to pachI bhAdaravA suda cotha ane pAMcama joDiyA hovAthI udayatithino Agraha rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. bIjuM A je tame caMDAMzucaMDU paMcAMga choDI bIjuM gujarAtanuM paMcAMga lo cho. have te paMcAMga pachI paNa cAlu rAkhavAnI to nA pADo cho. pachInA varSe to pAchuM caMDAMzucaMdna |paMcAga lo cho Ama jarUra paDaye bIjuM paMcAMga levuM ane haMmezanuM saMghamAnya paMcAMga choDI devuM A rIta koI vAjabI nathI. ane jo gujarAtanuM paMcAMga lo to temAM jyAre bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya Avaze tyAre zuM karazo ? A rIta vyavasthita nathI. ghelInA gavADA jevuM che. A temanI vAta ane zAsananA bujhargonI vAtamAM matabheda paDyo. ane te vakhatanA sayAjIvijaya | Iane muMbaI samAcAramAM potapotAnI vAtanuM samarthana karatAM vividha lekho pragaTa thayA. saMgha upara gaMbhIra | vijayajI mahArAja, AtmArAmajI mahArAja vigerenuM ane anupacaMdabhAInuM varcasva hovAthI saMdhanA moTA bhAge bhAdaravA suda chaThano kSaya karI bhAdaravA suda cothane UbhI rAkhI saMvatsarI karI. AnaMdasAgarajI mahArAje te vakhate peTalAda comAsuM karyuM hatuM. te vakhatanA saMghanA agraNI zeTha [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 60]

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- - - manasukhabhAI bhagubhAIne sAgarajI mahArAjanI vAta sAcI lAgI. tethI teo saMvatsarI karavA peTalAda gayA! Jane sAgarajI mahArAja sAthe saMvatsarI karI. sAMbhaLIe chIe ke te vakhate temaNe peTalAdamAM saMvatsarInA divase sonAnA veDhanI prabhAvanA karI hatI. Ama vikrama saMvata 1952mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanA kSaye bhAdaravA suda cotha kaI rIte rAkhavI ; teno matabheda hato. paNa banne pakSo parvatithinI kSaya-vRddhi to na ja thAya temAM kabUla hatA. mAtra caudaza-T pUnama joDiyuM parva gaNAya che tema cotha - pAMcamane joDiyuM parva gaNavuM ke nahi teno matabheda hato. ! TUMkamAM 1952mAM zAsanamAM sarvamAnya parvatithinI kSaya-vRddhi na thAya te mAnyatA sarvasaMmata hatI.' vikrama saMvata 1961mAM paNa saMghamAnya caMDAzugaMDU paMcAMgamAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya Avyo te ! vakhate paNa vikrama saMvata 1952nI mAphaka saMghanA moTAbhAge bIjA paMcAMgano Azaro laI bhAdaravA suda ! chaThano kSaya karyo. A vakhate pUjya AnaMdasAgarajI mahArAja kapaDavaMja mIThAbhAI gulAlacaMdanA upAzraye ! comAsuM hatA. gAmanA bIjA upAzraye pUjya AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA sAdhuo comAsu hatA. kapaDavaMja e IsAgarajI mahArAjanI janmabhUmi che. sAgarajI mahArAje vicAryuM ke saMvatsarInA prazna gAmamAM matabheda paDeT ei ThIka nahi. temaNe potAnI vAta bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanA kSaye trIjano kSaya karavAnI manamAM rAkhI. paNaT sAthe jaNAvyuM ke mAre A prazna saMghamAM bheda pADavo nathI. tethI kuvRSTi nyAye temaNe bhAdaravA suda 6 nA kSaye ! bhAdaravA suda cotha saMvatsarI karavAmAM saMmati ApI. i A rIte vikrama saMvata 1961mAM badhAM gAmonA saMghomAM bhAdaravA suda chaThano kSaya karI bhAdaravA | suda cothanA saMvatsarI karavAnuM rAkhyuM. Ama vikrama saMvata 1961mAM vinA matabhede bhAdaravA suda 6 no kSayaT thayo. A vakhate paNa koIe parvatithi pAMcamano kSaya karyo nathI arthAt parvatithinI kSayavRddhi na thAya te ! mAnyatA saMghanI hatI te ja rahI. (4) vikrama saMvata 1989mAM pUjaya sAgarajI mahArAjanuM comAsuM jAmanagaramAM hatuM. A vakhate teone 'tyAM pUjya caMdrasAgarajI mahArAja vigerenI TukaDI dIkSita thayelI hatI ane teonuM varcasva paNa sAruM hatuM. A siddhacakra mAsika chapAtuM hatuM. temAM zAsana prabhAvanAnA samAcAro ane pUjya sAgarajI mahArAjanAM vyAkhyAno ! chapAtAM hatAM. A vakhate temane dAnasUrijI mahArAja sAthe dIkSA keTalAmAM varSe ApavI tenA ane marIcinA utsutra vacana saMbaMdhamAM keTalAka matabhedo hatA. tenI noMdha vIrazAsana pepara ane siddhacakramAM chapAtI hatI. 1 Ama te be vacce gAyakavADa sarakAranI dIkSAnA kAyadA prasaMge thayelo manameLa A badhAM kAraNe ghaTI gayo hato. 1 | caMdrasAgarajInI TukaDI ane keTalAka bhaktonA AgrahathI temaNe vikrama saMvata 1989mAM paMcAMganA! bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanA kSaye trIjano kSaya karavAnuM ane paMcAMganI trIjanI udayatithinA divase bhAdaravA suda | cothanI saMvatsarI karavAnuM jAhera karyuM jyAre AcArya dAnasUri mahArAja taraphathI chapAtA vIrazAsana patramAM bIjA paMcAMgano Azaro laIi ================================ tithi carcA 6i1 | -- -- -- -

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|paryuSaNano kAryakrama jAhera karyo. temAM caMDAMzucaMDU paMcAganI udayavALI cotha Ave te rIte Akho progrAma jAhera | karyo ane temAM caMDAMzucaMDU paMcAMgamAM AvatI pAMcamanA kSayane badale chaThano kSaya jaNAvyo. eTale caMDAMzucaMDUnI udayavatI trIjanA divase sAgarajI mahArAje, pUnama amAsanI kSaya-vRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi thAya te mujaba, bhAdaravA suda cotha jAhera karI, saMvatsarI karI. ane dAnasUri mahArAja vigeree bIjA paMcAMgano Azaro laI bhAdaravA suda pAMcama parvatithi hovAthI kSaya na thAya tema jaNAvI chaThanA kSayapUrvaka bhAdaravA suda cothanI saMvatsarI karI. Ama vikrama saMvata 1989mAM pU. sAgarajI mahArAja sivAya bIjA badhAe chaThanA kSayapUrvaka |saMvatsarI karI. paNa te vakhate darzanavijayajI tripuTI ane pratApavijayajI mahArAje jaina peparamAM jAhera karyuM| ke sAgarajI mahArAjanI vAta vicAravA yogya che. ame badhAnI sAthe saMvatsarI karIzuM. sAgarajI mahArAja sAthe nahi karIe. paNa te kahe che te vicAraNIya che. A vakhate sAgarajI mahArAja taraphathI zAstrIya purAvArUpe temanI vAtanA samarthanamAM zAsrapATho paNa rajU karavAmAM AvyA hatA.paNa moTo pakSa chaThanA kSayanI mAnyatAvALo hovAthI moTA bhAge saMdhe chaThano kSaya rAkhI saMvatsarI karI hatI. A vakhate nItisUri mahArAja taraphathI upAdhyAya dayAvijayajI mahArAjanA nAmathI chaThanA kSayanA samarthananI pustikA bahAra pADavAmAM AvI hatI, ane sAgarajI mahArAjano virodha karyo hato. (5) vikrama saMvata 1992 ane vi. saM. 1993 A banne sAla caMDAMzucaMDU paMcAMgamAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanI vRddhi AvI. A vRddhino prasaMga agAu koI sAla Avyo na hato. A vakhate paNa so doDhaso ! varSanA copaDA vigere jovAmAM AvyA. temAM paNa koI Avo prasaMga na hato. AnI carcA vikrama saMvata 1991 thI zarU thaI. vIrazAsanapatramAM AnA lekho AvavA mAMDayA. paraMtu A lekhomAM parvatithino kSaya karavAnI vAta hatI nahi. eTaluM ja nahi. paNa vikrama saMvata 1992nA Aso mahinAno pAkSika paMcAMgano / koTho ApavAmAM Avyo temAM paNa caMDAMzucaMDU paMcAMganA AdhAre caudazanA kSaye terasano kSaya darzAvavAmAM Avyo / [hato. je koThAnI nakala mArA parvatithinirNaya pustakamAM prAkkathanamAM ApavAmAM Avela che. A carcAmAM vikrama saMvata 1952, 1961 ane 1989no havAlo ApI pAMcamanA kSaye chaThano kSaya karyo hato te mujaba vikrama saMvata 1992nA paryuSaNamAM pAMcamanI vRddhie bIjA paMcAMgano Azaro lai chaThanI vRddhi karavI joIe jaNAvyuM hatuM. paNa pAMcamanI vRddhi karavI joIe te vAta nahotI. vikrama saMvata 91 pachI 92nI sAlanA mahinAo pasAra thatAM A carcA vadhu vega paDatI thavAthI pU. AcArya vijayanemisUrIzvarajI mahArAje A |saMbaMdhe vicAra karavA amadAvAdamAM birAjatA pU. vayovRddha AcArya zrI siddhisUrijI mahArAjane pAMjarApoLanA | IupAzraye bolAvyA ane A saMbaMdhe vicAra karavA jaNAvyuM. pU. AcArya vijayanemisUrijI mahArAje kahyuM ke vikrama saMvata 1952mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano paMcAMgamAM kSaya Avyo tyAre saMvatsarI kaI rIte karavI te mATe amArA vaDIla pUjya gaMbhIravijayajI mahArAja |vigere hatA eTale temaNe je karyuM te mujaba vikrama saMvata 1952, 1961, 1989 vigeremAM kyuM paNa A / !agAu koI divasa paMcAMgamAM pAMcamanI vRddhi AvI nathI. ApaNI pAse A vRddhinA prasaMge purvapUruSoe zuM karyuM teno koI purAvo nathI. eTale ApaNe A saMbaMdhamAM vicAra karavo joIe. pU. siddhisUrijI mahArAje [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 62]

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jaNAvyuM ke tame je nirNaya karazo te mAre kabUla che. AnA javAbamAM pUjya nemisUrijI mahArAje kahyuM,T IvijayavallabhasUrijI, nItisUrijI vigerenI sAthe vicAra karI laIe. sAgarajI mahArAja sAthe to kaMII vicAra karavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa A be AcAryo sAthe zuM karavuM te vicAra karI laIe ane temanI saMmati ! thAya te pramANe karazuM ane huM tamane jaNAvIza. uThatAM uThatAM siddhisUrijI mahArAje kahyuM tame je karazo te mAre kabUla che. saMghamAM bheda paDe tema na thAya te khAsa jovAnuM. A pachI pU. AcArya vijayanemisUrijI | jmahArAje paMDita prabhudAsabhAIne rAdhanapura nItisUrijI mahArAja pAse mokalyA ane vallabhasUrijI pAse paNa | mokalyA. temAM evuM nakkI thayuM ke ArAdhya paMcamInA AgaLanA divase saMvatsarI karavI. caMDAzugaMDU paMcAMgamAM! bi pAMcama che. eTale ArAdhya paMcamI bIjI pAMcame Ave. A bIjI pAMcamanA AgaLanA divase eTale! caMDAzugaMDUnI pahelI pAMcame jemane be cotha rAkhavI hoya te be cotha rAkhe (cothane SaparvamAM na gaNatA hovAthI) ane jemane be trIja rAkhavI hoya te be trIja rAkhI (je SaparvAnI mAphaka bhAdaravA suda 4 ne paNa jtevA ja parva tarIke mAnatA hoya teo) cothanI saMvatsarI kare. Ama be trIjA rAkhanAra ke be cotha rAkhanAra Ibannene bhAdaravA suda cothanI saMvatsarI caMDAzugaMDUnA paMcAMganI pahelI pAMcame thaze. A bannemAM divasa eka] 1ja Avaze. mAnyatAmAM jo ke thoDo phera paDaze. A karavA pAchaLa pU. nemisUrijI mahArAjano uddeza e hato! ! ke kAlakasUri mahArAja vakhate je pAMcamanA saMvatsarI hatI te utsavanA kAraNe pAMcamanA A saMvatsarI karI. jo te vakhate paNa be pAMcama hota to ArAdhya pAMcamanA AgalA divase pahelI pAMcame, 'saMvatsarI thAta. Ama amane to A vivAdamAM ArAdhya paMcamInA AgaLanA divase saMvatsarI karavI vAjabI lAge che. pU. AcAryavijayanemisUrijI mahArAjanI A vAtane pU. vijayavallabhasUrijI tathA nItisUrijI | mahArAjano Teko maLyo. temaNe 5. siddhisari mahArAjane te TekAnI jANa karI. ane jaNAvyuM ke ArAdhya | JpaMcamInA AgaLanA divase cotha rAkhI saMvatsarI karavAnuM nakkI karyuM che. 1952. vi.saM. 1991 ane : 1989mAM je chaThanA kSayavALA paMcAMgano Azaro laI chaThano kSaya karyo hato te A prasaMgamAM vAjabI lAgatuM? nathI. siddhisUri mahArAjane A vAta na gamI paNa nemisUrijI mahArAja sAthe vacanabaddha hovAthI temaNe kahyuM, lhuM tamArI vAtano svIkAra karIza. paNa bIjAne Agraha karIza nahi. AnuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke muMbaImAM TbirAjatA rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjane lAgyuM ke parokSa rIte paNa siddhisUrijI mahArAjano Teko che, ema mAnI, IemaNe emanA maLatIyAo sAthe vicAra karI sAdaDI mukAme birAjatA vijayalabdhisUrijI mahArAja dvArA) 1 jAhera karAvyuM ke ame 1952, 1961 ane 1989mAM jema chaThano kSaya karyo hato tema vikrama saMvata. 1992mAM paryuSaNamAM bIjA paMcAMgano Azaro laI chaThanI vRddhi karazuM ane te mujaba caMDAzugaMDUnA cothanA; divase temaNe saMvatsarI jAhera karI. ane vijayanemisUrijI mahArAja vigeree caMDAzugaMDUnI pahelI pAMcamane jbhAdaravA suda cotha banAvI saMvatsarI jAhera karI. Ama zanivAranA divase rAmacaMdrasUrijI vigerenI saMvatsarI | ane nemisUrijI mahArAja vigerenI saMvatsarI ravivAranI thaI. samagra amadAvAdamAM ravivAranI saMvatsarI! thaI ane muMbaImAM goDIjI, koTa, bhAyakhalA, vAlakezvara vigere ThekANe rAmacaMdrasUrijInA sAdhu hovA chatAM! temane dUra rAkhI thoDAM kaMkAsa kajIyA pUrvaka ravivAranI saMvatsarI thaI. zanivAranI saMvatsarI karanArAomAM labdhisUrijI mahArAjano samudAya, dAnasUrijI mahArAjano samudAya, vAgaDavALA kanakasUrino samudAya ane isiddhisUrijI mahArAjanA bahAragAma rahelA samudAye zanivAre saMvatsarI karI. I ======== tithi carcA ===== [3] - | -

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Ama 1992mAM zanivAra ane ravivAra ema be divase saMvatsarI karI ane thoDoghaNo jyAM be pakSa | VhatA tyAM kaleza paNa thayo. Ama chatAM vikrama saMvata 1992nA Aso mAsa sudhI parvatithino kSaya thAya ke I bolAya te vAta koie rajU karI na hatI. zanivAre saMvatsarI karanAra pakSanA vIrazAsane TippaNAmAM Aso vada 14nA kSaye terasano kSaya jAhera karyo hato. vikrama saMvata 1952, 1961 ane 1989mAM pAMcamanA kSaye trIjano kSaya karavo ke chaThano kSaya | karavo te pUratI alpa virodhavALI carcA hatI te vikrama saMvata 1992mAM ghaniSTha thai. ane te carcAmAM ema jaNAvAyuM ke parvatithinI kSaya-vRddhi thAya nahi. te vAta gatAnugatika che. zAstrIya nathI. ane pUnama-amAsanI kSaya-vRddhie terasanI kSaya-vRddhi thAya che temAM udayatithino apalApa karavAmAM Ave che, te zAstra viruddha che. ane te yationI paraMparAmAM cAlyuM che. kharI rIte pUnama-amAsanA kSaye pUnamanuM kArya caudazanA divase karavuM Ijoie. kemake te divase sUryodaya vakhate caudaza che ane pachI pUnamano bhogavaTo che. eTale paMcAMganI | udayavatI caudazanA divase caudaza-pUnama bannenI ArAdhanA karavI joie. ane TippaNAnI pUnama-amAsanI | vRddhie caudazanA divase caudazanI ArAdhanA ane pahelI pUnamanA divase khAlI pUnama rAkhavI ane bIjI pUnamanA divase pUnama rAkhavI. Ama pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi thAya che te barAbara nathI. kema ke kSayanA prasaMge terasanA divase caudazanI ArAdhanA ane caudazanA divase pUnamanI ArAdhanA thAya che. udayavALI caudaza hovA chatAM tene choDI udayavALI terase caudazanI ArAdhanA karAya che ane vRddhinA prasaMgamAM Ije divase caudazanuM nAma nizAna nathI te pUnamanA divase caudazanI ArAdhanA thAya che. Ama pUnama-amAsanI | kSaya-vRddhie caudazanI ArAdhanA virAdhAya che. ' pUnama amAsanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi karavAno ravaiyo yatiothI cAlyo che ane parvatithinI kSayavRddhie pUrvanI aparvatithinI kSayavRddhi karavAnI rIta ajJAna mANasone samajAvavA mATe thoDA vakhatathI jainadharma prasAraka sabhA vigeree paMcAMgo chApI zarU karela che. bAkI pahelAM parvatithinI kSayavRddhi thatI hatI. bIja, pAMcama, AThama, agiyArasa, caudaza vigere tithino kSaya Ave tyAre tenuM kArya ekama, cotha, sAtama, dazama, terasanA divase karavAnuM ane bIja pAMcama, AThama, agiyArasa, caudazanI vRddhi Ave tyAre tenuM kArya bIjI bIja, bIjI pAMcama, bIjI AThama ane bIjI agiyArase karavAnuM. Ama parvatithinI kSayavRddhi bolavAmAM ke kahevAmAM kAMI bAdha nathI. A pramANe vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI taraphathI vIrazAsanamAM jorazorathI |pracAra karavAnuM zarU thayuM. ane sau prathama zAsanamAM parvatithinI kSayavRddhi thaI zake tevuM vidhAna tathA punamanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi thAya che te zAstraviruddha che, A vAtano pracAra karavAmAM Avyo. paNa 1992 sudhI parvatithinI kSayavRddhi karavAmAM AvI nahi. (6) vikrama saMvata 1993mAM paNa 1992nI peThe TIpaNAmAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanI vRddhi AvI. A Jvakhate to zarUAtathI ja vIrazAsana patra vigere rAmacaMdrasUrijInA pakSe jorazorathI pracAra karavA mAMDyo ane | sau prathama muMbaI lAlabAgamAMthI kezavalAla gautama dvArA paMcAMga bahAra pADavAmAM AvyuM. temAM parvatithinI I kSayavRddhio jaNAvavAmAM AvI. bIja vigere parvatithino kSaya hoya tyAre ApaNe tyAM ekama vigereno kSaya [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 64]

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4 5 karatA hatA. tene badale temaNe bahAra pADelA paMcAMgamAM OM ema lakhavA mAMDyuM. ane jyAre vRddhi tithi IAve tyAre be bIja, be pAMcama be AThama vigere lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM ane pahelI pUname cokaDI ane bIjI |pUname ArAdhya parvatithi ema jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM. je pahelAM ApaNe be terasa karI caudaza-pUnama joDiyA parva | rAkhatA hatA. Ama sau prathama vikrama saMvata 1993mAM vijayarAmacaMdrasUrinA pakSe parvatithinI kSayavRddhivALAM paMcAMgo bahAra pADyAM. AmAM paNa keTalAka managhaDaMta pheraphAro jemake ! 4 7 vigere ane pachI 4 Ama karI varSo juno jaina saMghano zirasto toDyo. 2 5 eTaluM ja nahi paNa TIpaNAmAM pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhi vakhate caudazanI ArAdhanA jaina saMghanI jUnI praNAlikAthI judI rIte karavA mAMDI. jyAre pUnamanI vRddhi Ave tyAre temanI caudaza pahelAM Ave ane jainasaMghanI caudaza pachI Ave. ane jyAre pUnamano kSaya Ave tyAre jaina saMghanI caudaza pahelAM Ave ane temanI caudaza pachI Ave. Ama je pahelAM saMvatsarI aMge divasano matabheda hato tene badale jyAre pUnama |amAsanI kSayavRddhi Ave tyAre saMghamAM pAkSika ane caumAsImAM matabheda paDavA mAMDayo. ane tene laIne haMmezanuM vAtAvaraNa kaluSita thavA mAMDayuM. A kaluSitatAnA chAMTA moTA gAmomAM saMghanA taDArUpe ane vairanA bIjarUpe vivAyA. 1 vi.saM. 1992mAM labdhisUri mahArAjanuM comAsuM sAdaDI hatuM. rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAjanuM comAsuM muMbaImAM hatuM. ane muMbaInA bIjA upAzrayo goDIjI, bhAyakhalA, koTa, vAlakezvara vigere ThekANe vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrijInA IsAdhuo comAsuM hatA. vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrijI pote lAlabAga-bhUlezvara comAsuM hatA. paryuSaNa najIka AvatAM carcA vadhu ugra banI. jIvAbhAI zeTha amadAvAda nemisUri mahArAja pAse AvyA. te nemisUri mahArAja pAsethI ravivAre saMvatsarI karavAnA samAcAra jANI muMbaI gayA. temaNe muMbaImAM rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAjane amadAvAdanA nemisUri mahArAjanA samAcAra jaNAvyA ane kahyuM ke amadAvAdamAM ravivAre saMvatsarI thavAnI che. rAmacaMdrasUrie potAnA dvArA jAhera na karatAM sAdaDIthI labdhisUri dvArA | zanivAranI saMvatsarInI jAherAta karAvI ane potAnA anuyAyIone zanivAranI saMvatsarI mujaba paryuSaNa ka2vAno jorazorathI Adeza karyo. goDIjI vigere bIjA upAzrayoe paNa potAnA sAdhuo zanivAranI | saMvatsarI mujaba paryuSaNa kare tevo Adeza Apyo. paNa tenA vahIvaTadAro ane upAzraye besanArAone te na gamyuM. goDIjInA upAzrayanA te vakhatanA menejIMga TrasTI bhAIcaMdabhAIe saMghanA mukhya AcAryo, sAgarajI mahArAja, vallabhasUri mahArAja vigerene pUchAvyuM ke muMbaInA moTA bhAganA saMgho goDIjI upAzrayane anusare che. A vakhate sAdhuomAM zanivAra-ravivArano matabheda che. to amAre anusaranArA upAzrayone amAre zo Adeza Apavo ? AnA uttaramAM A badhA AcAryo taraphathI ravivAranI saMvatsarI karavA Adeza Avyo. A Adeza goDIjInI janarala miTiMgamAM saMbhaLAvyo. paNa te vakhate goDIjImAM cAturmAsa kSamAbhadrasUri rahyA IhatA. te premasUri-rAmacaMdrasUrinA AjJAvartI hatA. eTale te zanivAranI saMvatsarI karavApUrvaka paryuSaNa karavAnA vicAranA hatA. ane te ravivAranI saMvatsarI karAvavA taiyAra na hatA. AthI goDIjImAM moTo jhagaDo thayo, tithi carcA] [65

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JpolIsa bolAvavI paDI ane polIsanI hAjarImAM mahArAjane sthaLAMtara karAvavuM paDyuM. AvI ja paristhiti vAlakezvaramAM paNa thai. vAlakezvaramAM pU. bhadraMkara vi. (navakAra maMtravALA) hatA. temane paNa choDIne lokoe paryuSaNa karyA. A pramANe koTa vigere TheraThera thayuM. moTA bhAganA muMbaIe nemisUri ma. ane vallabhasUri nI ! mAnyatA mujaba paryuSaNa karyA. sAdhuo TheraThera rAmacaMdrasUrinA hatA. paNa teone dUra rAkhI lokoe paryuSaNa | karyA. A vi.saM. 1992no saMvatsarIno prasaMga je sAlamAM Avyo te ja sAlamAM rAmacaMdrasUri ma. nI I AcArya padavI lAlabAga - bhUlezvaramAM thaI hatI. arthAt temanI AcAryapadavInA prathama varSathI ja A tithi ! carcAno gaNeza maMDAyA. je Aja sudhI cAlu che. A varSe bhaktisUri ma. samIvALAe saMvatsarI rAmasUri mAphaka karI hatI. paNa te evA bhadrika purUSa hatA ke teo kahe ke mane khabara nahIM eTale meM karI, ane khabara paDI jeTale vi.saM. 1993mAM nemisUri vagerenI sAthe karI. (8). | vikrama saMvata 1993mAM pUjaya AcArya vijaya nemisUri mahArAja tathA 5. AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUri | 'mahArAja jAmanagara banne sAthe ja comAsuM hatA. A daramyAna saMghamAM tithinA prazna khUba kleza vadhavAnA kAraNe ! saMghanA AgevAno vyathita hatA. teo temane ane AcArya vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrine maLyA. peparomAM khUba 1 kaluSita lakhANa AvatuM hovAthI teoe vinaMtI karI ke Ano koI paNa rIte nikAla Ave to sAruM. tene ! laI saMghanA mukhya agiyAra AgevAnonI eka kamiTi namavAmAM AvI. A kamiTimAM zeTha jIvatalAla ! pratApasiMha, bhagubhAI sutarIyA, pratApasiMha mohanalAla, vigere hatA. A kamiTie evuM nakkI karyuM ke banne ! pakSo taraphathI zAstrIya carcA thAya. kamiTi be vidvAna madhyasthone nIme. ane A be madhyasthI saMmata thaI je ; cukAdo Ape te cukAdo A kamiTi saMgha vatI bahAra pADe ane te be sabhyo paraspara saMmata na thAya to trIjA | eka vidvAna sarapaMcane nImavo. ane te Ape te cukAdo kamiTie saMgha vatI bahAra pADavo. AmAM ema nakkI IkaravAmAM AvyuM ke rAmacaMdra sUrijI mahArAja je kahe che te zAstrathI ane cukAdAthI siddha thAya to te kahe che ! tima parvatithionI kSayavRddhi bolavI, lakhavI vigere karavuM. ane jo jUnA pakSanI vAta siddha thAya to temaNe ! parvatithionI kSayavRddhi lakhavAnuM vigere choDI devuM ane jUnI paraMparAne svIkAravI. A musaddA mujaba carcA karavAnuM sthaLa khaMbhAta nakkI karavAmAM AvyuM. rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAjanA pakSaj taraphathI be sAdhu jemAM te vakhate kalyANavijayajI ane rAmacaMdrasUrijInI vAta hatI. ane paraMparAvALI pakSI tiraphathI sAgarajI mahArAja ane temanI sAthe naMdanasUrijI ke lAvaNyasUrijIne rahevAnuM hatuM. A mATe kaI ! tithiomAM A vyavasthA karavI te mATe zrIyuta zeTha jIvAbhAI jAmanagara AvyA. ane nakkI karyA mujaba te ; tithio nakkI thAya eTale sAgarajI mahArAja vigeree vihAra karI khaMbhAta javuM tema TharyuM. | jIvAbhAI zeTha muMbaI gayA. temaNe tAra karyo. ane te mujaba sAgarajI mahArAja ane temanAT AgrahathI nemisUrijI mahArAja vigeree bharaunALAmAM vihAra karyo. paNa pachIthI jIvAbhAI zeTha pharI ! 'nemisUrijI mahArAja pAse AvyA ane kahyuM ke rAmacaMdrasUrijI dakSiNa tarapha vihAra karavA mAge che ane ! labdhisUrijI mahArAja ke kalyANavijayajI mahArAja, rAmacaMdrasUrijI khasI jatAM hoya to AmAM bhAga levA =============================== mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - --- - - - - - - -

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ImAgatA nathI. ema kahe che. pariNAme A badhI goThavaNa paDI bhAMgI. naMdanasUrijI mahArAje jIvAbhAI zeThane | khUbaja sakhta zabdamAM Thapako Apyo. jIvAbhAIne paNa lAgyuM ke rAmasUri mahArAja jo eka vakhata hA pADe ! ane pachI jo nA pADe to teone to sAMbhaLavAnuM na rahe paNa amArA jevAonI khUba kharAba paristhiti thAya. Ama vikrama saMvata 1993nI A samAdhAnanI bhUmikA paDI bhAMgI. jenuM varNana parvatithi nirNayamAM meM chApyuM che. ' vikrama saMvata 1993mAM budhavAra-gurUvAranI ema be divase saMghamAM saMvatsarI thai. budhavAre rAmacaMdrasUrinA pakSe saMvatsarI karI ane gurUvAre paMraparAgata rIte sakaLa saMghe karI. vikrama saMvata 1992 karatAM 93mAM kaleza khUba vadhyo. vIrazAsana patra mAjhA mUkI lakhavA mAMDyuM. baMne pakSo taraphathI patrikAo, pustikAo, henDabIlo vigere vividha prakAranuM AkSepAtmaka lakhANa chapAyuM. te eTale sudhI ke potAnA pakSanI saMvatsarI na |karanArane anaMta saMsArI ane utsUtrabhASaka sudhI kahevA mAMDayuM. vikrama saMvata 93mAM A kaleza parAkASThAe | |pahoMcyo. (9) vikrama saMvata 1993 pachI saMvatsarI aMgeno matabheda vikrama saMvata 2004mAM Avyo. paNa te | daramyAna ghaNuM ja kalezanuM vAtAvaraNa jAmyuM. saMdhamAM be bIja, be pAMcama vigere kahenArA, bolanArA be ! tithivALA kahevAyA ane jUnI praNAlikAvALA eka tithivALA kahevAyA. pariNAme jyAM jeno vaLa hato tyAM te pramANe te te pakSamAM joDAyA. muMbaI, surata, amadAvAda, kapaDavaMja, pATaNa, khaMbhAta vigere ThekANe upAzrayomAM ane tyAM comAsuM rAkhavAmAM A matabheda ADo Avyo. arthAt ekatithi pakSavALA ane be tithipakSavALA IsaMdho judA paDyA. upAzrayo judA paDyA. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa pAlItANA jevAmAM sAdhuone vahoravavAnA / rasoDA paNa judA paDayA. eka tithi pakSa ane betithi pakSanA sAdhuono paraspara mattheNa vaMdAmi kahevAno ! vyavahAra to dUra rahyo, paNa temanA zrAvako paNa ekabIjAne vaMdana karatAM aTakavA mAMDyA. A kaleze navA yuvAna sAdhuomAM paNa ghara karyuM ane ekabIjA TakarAvA mAMDyA. je pahelAM ekatithi pakSa taraphathI koI khAsa pepara na hatuM tene badale zAsana sudhAkara, jaina vikAsa nAmanA peparo AnA kAraNe UbhA thayA. A peparo jane vIrazAsana, pravacana vigere peparoe mAjhA mUkI yuddhA taddA lakhavA mAMDyuM. A rIte bephAma rIta lagabhaga / IsAta ATha varSa cAlI. A arasAmAM pUjya AcArya siddhisUri mahArAjanuM cAturmAsa hAjA paTelanI poLe I zeThazrI mohanalAla jamanAdAsa taraphathI badalAvAmAM AvyuM te vakhate vyAkhyAnamAM temane tithisaMbaMdhI prazno ! pUchavAmAM AvyA. A praznonA javAbamAM temaNe jaNAvyuM ke huM nAno hato tyAre nAgorI zALAmAM zrIpUjya parivAra sAthe UtaryA hatA. ane te vakhatathI pUnamanAM kSaye ane vRddhie terasanI kSaya-vRddhi karavAnI zarUAta thaI che, evuM mane yAda che. pahelA AvuM kazuM hatuM nahi. A uparAMta temaNe ekatithi pakSanI vAta barAbara | |nathI vigere kahyuM. tene lai sAgarajI mahArAjanA haMsasAgarajI vigerene lAgyuM ke ApaNe mauna rahevAno koI / artha nathI. ane temaNe zAsanasudhAkara pepara zarU karyuM. A peparamAM siddhisUrijI mahArAjanAM kathanano javAba IApavA uparAMta vIrazAsana vigere patro je tithi saMbadhI lakhANo lakhatA hatA teno pratikAra karavA mAMDayo. A pratikAra evI utkaTa bhASAmAM karavAmAM Avyo jene laIne vAtAvaraNa vadhAre bagaDyuM. kharI rIte bApajI mahArAje je vAta jaNAvI hatI te temanA smaraNane laIne hatI. paNa vAstavika na hatI. tithi carcA] [67

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saMvata 1928-29nAM varSamAM te vakhatanAM caMDAMzucaMDU paMcAMgamAM bhAdaravA suda ekamano kSaya hato. te I vakhate zrIpUjya dharaNendrasUrie terasano kSaya karavAnuM jaNAvyuM hatuM. enI sAme sAgaragacchanA zrIpUjya zAMtisAgarasUrie jaNAvyuM hatuM ke pUnamanAM kSaya vRddhie ApaNe badhA terasanI kSaya-vRddhi karIe chIe. paNa ekamanAM kSaye terasano kSaya karavo vAjabI nathI. A carcA hatI. paNa pUnamanAM kSayavRddhie terasanI carcA na hatI. A aMge te vakhatanAM banne zrI pUjyonAM henDabila chapAyAM hatAM. te henDabilanI nakala meM parvatithi nirNaya pustakamAM chApI che. A baMne henDabilomAM baMne zrIpUjyo spaSTa lakhe che ke ''pUnamanI kSayavRddhie IterasanI kSaya-vRddhi karavI te to tapagacchano dhorI mArga che.'' paNa A vAta teonA khyAlamAM na hovAthI temaNe pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSaya-vRddhi thaI te nAnapaNanI bhUlabharelI smaraNazaktinAM AdhAre jaNAveluM. ane vadhumAM jambusUrie A henDabilo chApelAM temAM "pUnama-amAsanI kSaya-vRddhie terasanI kSaya-vRddhi thAya tapagacchano dhorI-mArga che" te lITIo kADhIne henDabila chApeluM. pAchaLathI meM badhI vAta pUjya AcArya siddhisUri mahArAjane kanakasUri mahArAjanI hAjarImAM jaNAvelI ane te vakhatanAM henabila paNa batAvelAM. paNa e aMge jAheramAM khulAso temanAM taraphathI thato be tithipakSavALAe aTakAvelo. Ama, A comAsAnI | |pherabadalIthI siddhisUrimahArAja be tithi pakSanA samarthaka tarIke vadhu jAhera thayA. Ane laine zAsana sudhAkara pepara haMsasAgarajIe zarU karyuM ane jaina dharma vikAsa nItisUri mahArAja ItaraphathI zarU thayuM. bIjo prasaMga pUjya AcArya siddhisUrimahArAja ratilAla nAthAlAlanI preraNAthI ati-vRddha avasthAe paNa DoLI vinA zatruMjya ane giranAranI yAtrAe gayA tyAre pAlitANAmAM pUjya nItisUri mahArAja ane sAgarAnaMdasUri mahArAja birAjatA hatA. A baMne AcAryone siddhisUri mahArAja sAthe jUno gADha paricaya hato. baMne AcAryo temane pUjya ane upakArI mAnatA hatA. pUjya nItisUri mahArAja to jyAre amadAvAdathI vihAra zaMkare tyAre pUjya siddhisUri mahArAjane vaMdana karIne vihAra karatA. ane amadAvAdamAM Ave tyAre jo siddhisUri | |mahArAja amadAvAdamAM hoya to temane vaMdana karavA jatA. pUjya sAgarajI mahArAjane paNa siddhisUrijI mahArAja upara khUbaja sadbhAva hato. ane ghaNIvAra vidyAzALAmAM teo sAthe rahyA hatA. pAlitANA jyAre siddhisUri mahArAja AvyA tyAre pAlitANAmAM huM hato. meM pUjya sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAjane ane nItisUrijI mahArAjane kahyuM ke tame banne bApajI mahArAjane maLo. ane tithinI carcAthI zAsanane keTaluM nukasAna thayuM che aMte samajAvo. tamAro temanI sAthe sAro saMbaMdha che. bhadrika mahAtmA che. ane zAsananuM puNya hoya to te |samajI jAya to pachI rAmacaMdrasUrijInA pakSanuM bahu jora nahi cAle. tenA javAbamAM sAgarajI mahArAje mane / [kahyuM ke teo ATalA varSe yAtrA karavA AvyA che. temanI vadhatI bhAvanA che. temAM A vAta nAkhavI mane vAjabI lAgatI nathI. A vAta pUjya nItisUri mahArAjane paNa gamI. A baMne AcAryo temane maLyA. paNa A tithi saMbaMdhI kazI vAta karI nahi. ke 68] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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trIjo prasaMga pujaya bApajI mahArAjanA samudAyanA paMnyAsa kalyANa vijayajI mahArAja bApajI mahArAjanAM so | thatAM hatAM tyAre amadAvAda AvyA. A paM. kalyANa vijayajIe vikrama saMvata 1992-93mAM rAmacaMdrasUrijIe navo tithi mata sthApyo tyAre temane jaina zAsanamAM agAu parvatithinI kSayavRddhi thatI hatI ! tevA keTalAka aitihAsika purAvAo ApyA hatA. ane temanA matane baLa ApyuM hatuM. tathA vaidyane tithi : matanA pheMsalA mATe taTastha nImyA, te vakhate paNa vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIne ghaNI madada karI hatI. paraMtu A ; jtithimatathI zAsanane thayeluM nukasAna joine temaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke huM navo tithimata zarU karavAnI tarapheNamAM . InathI. ane cAlu praNAlikA badalavI koI rIte vAjabI nathI tema mAnuM chuM. paNa A vAta temanI koieT sAMbhaLI nahIM. temane lAgyuM ke mArA agAu ApelA sahakArane laIne bApajI mahArAja A navA matanA A sarmathaka banyA te khoTuM thayuM che. mATe mAre zakya hoya tyAM sudhI temane samajAvI temAMthI khaseDavA joie. e ! buddhithI te mahArAjanI 100 (so) varSanI ujavaNI prasaMge amadAvAda AvyA. ane bApajI mahArAjane | samajAvyuM ke Ape koI paNa rIte AmAMthI chUTA thaI javuM joIe. navA tithi matathI zAsanane ghaNuM nukasAna | thayuM che. bIjA A navo mata na choDe to paNa Ape to tenAthI phAragata thavuM joie. bApajI mahArAje kahyuM Ike kasturabhAI zeTha cukAdo laI AvyA che. temane khoTuM to nahi lAge ne ! 5. kalyANa vijayajIe kahyuM ke A ApaNe kasturabhAIne bolAvIne pUchIe ! temane zuM kAma khoTuM lAge. te to rAjI thaze. bApajI mahArAje ! kahyuM ke A mATe zuM karavuM ? 5. kalyANa vijayajIe javAba Apyo ke paryuSaNanA pahelA divase Ape vyAkhyAnanI pATa uparathI AnuM TUMkuM nivedana karI jaNAvI devuM ke huM ane mAro samudAya A navA tithi matathI : phAragata thAya che. mahArAja kabUla thayA. paNa A vAtanI jANa sAmA pakSane thai. temaNe bApajI mahArAjanI | sevA karanAra mRgAMka vijayajIne sAdhyA. badhI vAta jANI. temaNe zeTha ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAIne mahArAja pAse | mokalyA, ane kahevarAvyuM ke sAheba ! zA mATe utAvaLa karo cho. labdhisUri mahArAja iDara comAsuM che. comAsuM Utare ane te Ave eTale te ane Apa baMne je karavuM hoya te karajo. ATalo vakhata thayo to betraNa mahinA vadhu thobhI jAva. zeTha ramaNabhAInA AgrahathI mahArAje paryuSaNanA pahelA divase jAhera karavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. paNa pachI mRgAMkavijayajIne sAdhIne sAmA pakSe mRgAMkavijayajI ane kalyANavijayajI vacce saMgharSa 1 jUbho karyo. jene laIne pa.kalyANa vijayajI mahArAja paryuSaNa pachI comAsA daramyAna ja haThI bhAInI vADIe | cAlyA gayA. pUjya mahArAjanI sevA karanA mRgAMkavijayajI hovAthI mRgAMkavijayajI tarapha mahArAjanuM pAsuM ! vadhu DhaLatuM hatuM. tethI paM. kalyANa vijayajInI vAta AgaLa cAlI nahi. 1 comAsA pachI IDarathI pUjya AcArya labdhisUri mahArAja amadAvAda AvyA. vidyAzALAe UtaryA. temaNe kahevarAvyuM ke huM ahIM Avyo chuM. ApaNe ahIM maLIe. ane tame kahetA hatA te vAta AgaLa calAvIe. paNa kalyANa vijayajIe javAba Apyo ke have mane kazAmAM rasa nathI. ane 5. kalyANa vijayajI lhaThIbhAInI vADIthI sIdhA ja mahArAjazrIne maLyA vinA mAravADa cAlyA gayA. Ama, kalyANa vijayajI mahArAja navA tithi-matamAMthI siddhisUri mahArAjane phAragata karAvavA mATe amadAvAda AvyA hatA te vAta, adhUrI rahI i A kalyANa vijayajI mahArAja sAthe A kALa daramyAna mAre vadhu paricaya hato. kemake temanuM =========== ======== tithi carcA] II T69 - -

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1"kalyANakalikA" pustaka mAre tyAM chapAtuM hatuM. tene laIne avAranavAra mAre temane maLavAnuM thatuM hatuM. A -------------------- mAro saMbaMdha pAchaLathI eTalo badho vikasyo hato ke temanI pAse temanAM lakhelA lekho, prazastio vigere maneT mokalI ApyuM hatuM. A poTaluM huM dhaMdhAdArI vyavasAyamAM DUbelo hovAthI kaMI na karI zakuM hovAthI pAchuM mokalyuM ! hatuM. kalyANavijayajI mahArAja itihAsanA sArA labdhapratiSTha vidvAna hatA. itihAsa saMbaMdhI temano | abhiprAya jaina samAjamAM ja nahi paNa bhAratabharamAM khUba ja gaNanApAtra gaNAto. temanA lakhelA "kALagaNanA"] ane "mahAvIra caritra" khuba ja prazaMsApAtra graMtho che. A sivAya paNa temanA lakhelA badhA ja graMtho khuba ja parizramapUrvaka saMzodhanathI lakhAyelA che. temanA svargavAsathI jaina samAjane ja nahi, paNa samagra bhAratavarSane aitihAsika vidvAnanI khoTa paDI che. | bhAratanA aitihAsika vidvAnomAM teo gaNanApAtra purUSa hatA. jyotiSa ane purAtatva temanA! mukhya viSaya hatA. (10) saM. 1999nI sAlamAM akhAtrIja lagabhaga zeTha kasturabhAI lAlabhAI pAlItANA AvyA ane teo dvArA koI madhyasthI rAkhI A vivAdano nirNaya lAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM. | zeTha kasturabhAI banne AcAryo sAgarAnaMdasUri ane rAmacaMdrasUrine maLyA, ane te bannenI saMmati thaII Ike tame je koI madhyasthI lAvo te madhyasthI AgaLa ame banne AcAryo potapotAnA maMtavyo lekhita ane! maukhika rajU karIe, ane teno je nirNaya te Ape te banne kabUla karIzuM. madhyasthI kone lAvavo te kAma zeThane ! soMpyuM. banne AcAryo potapotAnA matanuM samarthana ane tenA aMgenA zAstrapATho ekabIjAne Ape ane tenuM jkhaMDana paNa ekabIjA potAnI dalIlo ane zAstrapATho mujaba kare, A badhuM nakkI thayuM. te mujaba sAgarajI | mahArAje potAnA navA muddAnuM lakhANa AcArya vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIne ApyuM ane rAmacaMdrasUrijIe potAnuM! picIza mudAnuM lakhANa sAgarajI mahArAjane ApyuM. A banne AcAryoe ekabIjAnA muddAonuM khaMDana karyuM ! ane A badhuM lakhANa ane te aMgenA zAstrapATho kasturabhAI zeThane soMpyA. zeThe A badhuM lakhANa ane zAstrapATho laI punAnA DaoN. pI. ela. vaidyane soMpyuM. A DaoNkTara pI. ela. vaidya punAmAM jainadharmanA sArA abhyAsI gaNAtA hatA. tenI bhalAmaNa mAvalaMkaradAdAe karelI. A uparathI zeThe temane madhyasthI nImyA. A badhuM lakhANa soMpyuM tyAM sudhI pI. ela. vaidyane madhyasthI nImyA che tenI koIne khabara na hatI. | vijayarAmacaMdrasUri ane AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUri vaccenA vivAdano madhyasthI dvArA nirNaya lAvavAnuM ! nakkI thayuM te vAte saMghamAM khUbaja utkaMThA jagAvI. AcArya vijayarAmacaMdrasUri pAse to pravacana kAryAlaya ane ; vIrazAsana jevI saMsthAo hatI. temanuM kAma karanArA mANaso hatA. ane zrIkAnta jevo lekhaka ane mahArAjane atyaMta vaphAdAra kuzaLa kAryakara hato. temaja temanA bhakto paNa khUba ja doDAdoDI kare tevA hatA. AmAMnuM kAMI | AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUri pAse na hovAthI temanA bhakta temaja zAsananA hitaiSI zrIyuta giradharabhAI, zrIyuta! lbhagubhAI, zrIyuta cImanabhAI lAlabhAI ana mohanalAla choTAlAla vigere bhagubhAI zeThane ghera maLyA ane ! mane bolAvyo. temaNe kahyuM ke tithi prazna aMge zAsananuM mahatvanuM kAma che. tame pAlItANA pU. AcArya | =============================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA | 70] |

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sAgarAnaMdasUri pAse jAva ane tithinA prazna aMge madhyasthIne je lakhANa ApavAnuM che temAM madadanIza bano.T A mATe paMdara divasa ke mahino je kAMI rahevuM paDe te mATe tyAM rahevAnuM rAkho. te vakhate huM cImanalAla ! nagInadAsa chAtrAlaya, jaina zvetAMbara borDIMga ane vidyAzALA vigeremAM bhaNAvato hato. A badhI nokarI ! choDI pAlItANA mahinA mATe rahevuM muzkela hatuM te mArI agavaDatA meM jaNAvI. A badhA ane khAsa karIne ; giradharabhAIe kahyuM ke tenI ciMtA nA karo. badhI nokarIo choDI do. A kAma agatyanuM che. nokarI choDI | idIdhA pachI tamane koI muzkelI Avaze nahi. temanA kahevAthI meM tamAma nokarIo choDI dIdhI ane huM i pAlItANA gayo. pU. sAgarajI mahArAja pAse huM rahyo ane temanA kahevA mujaba rAmacaMdrasUrijIe ApelA! piccIsa muddAnuM nirasana ane temaNe pote taiyAra karelA nava muddAnuM samarthana vigerenuM lakhANa tathA te aMgenA ! zAsapATho ane purAvAo taiyAra karyA. A badhuM karI te lakhANa ane zAstrapATho vigerenAM pustako zeTha kasturabhAIne pahoMcADavAnuM karyuM. A samaya cAlato hato tyAre amadAvAdamAM tophAna cAlatAM hatAM. avaranavara karaphyu paDato hato. I mane yAda che te mujaba zeTha muMbaI thaI punA javAnA hatA tyAre lAlabhAI laThThAnI karaphyunI paramITa laI tenI ! gADImAM sTezane jaI A badhA zAstrapAThonI peTI meM zeTha kasturabhAIne gujarAta mela para ApI hatI. ; [ A lekhita carcAnA prasaMgathI ja huM tithi carcAmAM vadhu jANakAra banyo. ane pachI to A carcAmAM | huM eTalo badho gaLAbUDa banyo ke te aMgenI ekeeka pravRttimAM huM jANakAra raheto ane mane enA jANakAra | tarIke amArA pakSanA mANaso paricita karAvatA. A thatAM pAlItANAmAM lakhavAnuM kAma pUruM thayA pachI paNa ! bhaNavA-bhaNAvavAnuM kAma gauNa banyuM. ane A tithi pravRtti mukhya pravRtti banI. A vAtane Aje 45-46 varSa thayAM. paNa te varSo daramyAna A aMge thayelI tamAma pravRttiomAM huM eka yA bIjI rIte saMDovAyelo rahyo jchuM. je paMdaravIsa divasa ke mahinA mATe mahArAjazrIne madada karavA mATe javAnuM hatuM te carcAmAM sAgarajI i |mahArAjanI hayAtImAM temanI sAthe temanA pakSanI madadamAM rahI kAma karyuM ane hayAtI bAda A pakSanIT javAbadArI lai badhA vyavasAya gauNa karI ghumyA karyuM. kasturabhAI zeThe lekhita muddA DaoN. pI. ela. vaidyane pUrA ! JpADyA pachI temane maukhika rIte banne AcAryonI pAsethI jANavAnI icchA jaNAvI. tethI zeTha DaoN. pI. ela.! vaidyane laI pAlItANA AvyA. ane pAlItANAmAM DaoN. pI. ela. vaidya samakSa banne AcAryonI maukhika carcA thaI. tenI noMdha meM mArA parvatithi nirNaya pustakamAM ApI che. DaoN. pI. ela. vaidya pAlItANA AvyA pachI 1 madhyasthI tarIke jAhera thayA, ane saue jANyuM ke tithicarcAnA praznamAM DaoN. pI. ela. vaidya madhyasthI che. vaidya | pAlItANA AvyA tyAre nemisUri mahArAja prAyaH rohIzALA birAjatA hatA. temane laIne zeTha kasturabhAII pU. AcArya nemisUri pAse gayA tyAre zeThe kahyuM, A DaoN. pI. ela. vaidya tithi prazna madhyasthI che temane huM ! ApanI pAse lAvyo chuM. tyAre mahArAjazrIe kahyuM. mAre koI madhyasthInuM kAma nathI ane te aMge mAre temanI sAthe kaMI vAta karavAnI nathI. DaoN. pI. ela, vaidya kahyuM "kevalaM darzanArtha eva AgatoDasmi' arthAta "huM : ApanI pAse mAtra darzana mATe Avyo chuM." mahArAje kahyuM, bhale, darzana karI cAlyA jAva. zeThane A vakhate simajAyuM ke A carcAmAM ane A carcAnA pariNAmamAM A be ja AcAryo baMdhAyelA che. bIjA koIne levAdevA | nithI. A zarU karatAM pahelAM badhAnI saMmati meLavavI jarUrI hatI. paNa have te saMmati meLavavI muzkela che. A ghaNuM moDuM thayuM che. =============================== tithi carcA II = TI | |

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DaoN. pI. ela. vaidya rUbarU carcA karI pAlItANA choDyA pachI temanI pAsethI zuM cukAdo Ave che. tenA mATe sau kAganA DoLe rAha joI rahyA hatA. paNa te cukAdo AvyA pahelAM punAmAM rAmasUrinA bhaktoe! vaidyanuM bahumAna karyuM, ane A bahumAnanA samAcAra "jaina vigere peparomAM chapAyA. temaja cukAdo kasturabhAI ! zeThane soMpyA pahelAM vaidya keTalAka lAgatA vaLagatA mANaso AgaLa cukAdo konI taraphe che enI jANa karI.' ane AvI jANavALA mANasoe potAnA snehI saMbaMdhIone A jANano pracAra karyo. ! khAsa karIne jIvAbhAI zeThe rAdhanapura panyAsa sumativijayajIne, AcArya jaMbusUrijIe sAdhvI zrI. raMjanazrIjIne, temaja bhurAlAla paMDite keTalAkane jaNAvyuM ke A cukAdo rAmasUrijI taraphe che. eTaluM ja nahi. ! paNa kAMtilAla bhogIlAla nANAvaTI jevAne khuda vaidhe paNa kahyuM ke A cukAdo rAmavijayajI taraphe che. A badhI pravRtti thaI ane tenI jANa jaina jagatamAM phelAI tyAM sudhI zeThanI pAse cukAdo Avyo nahoto. AnuM |pariNAma e AvyuM ke sAgarajI mahArAjane vaidyanI taTasthatA mpara zaMkA upajI. temaNe mane punA mokalyo. ] Jane bIjA mANaso dvArA tapAsa karAvI to temanI zaMkAmAM temane daDhatA thavA lAgI. pariNAme kasturabhAI zeThaT taraphathI vaidyanA cukAdAnI jANa sAgarajI mahArAjane karAya te pahelA sAgarajI mahArAje kapaDavaMjathI tAra karI! zeThane jaNAvyuM ke "vaidya taTastha rahyA nathI, tethI temanI taraphathI je koI cukAdo Ave te mane ane mArA anuyAyIone koine kabUla nathI." A tAra karyA pachI be divase cukAdAnuM rajIsTara kasturabhAI zeTha taraphathI sAgarajI mahArAjane kapaDavaMja mokalavAmAM AvyuM. A rajIsTara temaNe evuM lakhI pAchuM mokalyuM ke amArej tamArI sAthe koI Avo rajIsTarano patra vyavahAra nathI. A rajIsTara vaidyanA nirNayanuM hoya to te amAre, sviIkAravAnuM nathI. vaidyanA nirNayanuM rajIsTara mAnI ame temane pAchuM mokalIe chIe. A pachI temaNe "saveLAnI cetavaNI" e heDIMga ApI vartamAnapatromAM jAherAta karI ke vaidyano jcukAdo saMghane ane amone kabUla nathI. vaidya taTastha rahyA nathI. AthI A cukAdo bahAra paDe to mAnavAno nathI. vartamAnapatronI jAherAta uparAMta henDabIla chapAvI mANaso mokalI teno pracAra karyo. Ama vaidyano | TcukAdo adhavacce rajhaLI paDyo. pachI te cukAdo kasturabhAIe bahAra pADyo ane vIrazAsana ane pravacanapatra! vigere je rAmacaMdrasUrijInA pakSanA vAjiMtro hatA temaNe te cukAdo ane tenA gujarAtI anuvAdane bahAra pADI pracAra karyo. paNa cukAdAnA pariNAme je samAdhAna thavAnuM hatuM te na thayuM. - tyArabAda pU. AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUrinA bhakto ane bIjAoe "jainadharma prabhAvaka samAja nAmanI | amadAvAdamAM saMsthA UbhI karI. A saMsthAnA pramukha tarIke cImanalAla maMgaLadAsa ane sekreTarI tarIke ! IkAMtilAla lakhabhAI vigere thayA. A saMsthAe pU. AcArya vijayanemisUrijI mahArAjathI mAMDIne 33 samudAyonA nAmapUrvaka jAherAta karI ke "A cukAdAne jaina saMghane sAthe kaMI levAdevA nathI. A cukAdAmAM sAgarajI mahArAja joDAyelA hatA, paNa te madhyasthI taTastha nahi rahevAnA kAraNe temAMthI alaga thayA che. ane bIjAone to A cukAdA sAthe kAMI levAdevA nathI. sakala gAmonA jaina saMgho je rIte parvatithinI kSayavRddhiej pUrvanI aparva tithinI kSayavRddhi karatAM hatAM tema tathA parvAnaMtara parvatithi pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhie terasanI! kSayavRddhi karaze. AmAM koI phera nathI." A badhAthI zeThane khoTuM lAgyuM. temanI pAse sevaka' patranA pratinidhine mokalI evuM nivedana karAvyuM ke je AcArye sahI karI hatI te pharI jAya te mATe have zuM kahevuM?" A matalabanA nivedanano rAmacaMdraj =============================== | 72]. ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA | -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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|sUrijInA pakSe khUba khUba pracAra karyo, paNa tenuM kAMI pariNAma AvyuM nahi. cukAdo bahAra paDayA pachI tarapheNamAM ane viruddhamAM khUba khUba chApAbAjI cAlI. pahelAM hato tenA karatAM paNa vadhu kaleza vadhyo. zeThane paNa A bAbatamAM paDayA badala pastAvo thayo. A pachI temanAM nivedano badala paDApaDI karanArAone zeThe ghasIne nA pADI dIdhI. A pachI paNa, A vivAdamAM madhyasthI taTastha rahyA nathI, tenA purAvAo sAgarajI mahArAjane eka pachI eka vadhu maLatAM rahyAM. pU. AcArya rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAja junAgaDhathI vihAra karI amadAvAda AvatA hatA te vakhate jAmanagara pAsenA prAyaH paDadharI gAmanA upAzrayamAM utaryA hatA. tyAM baporano vizrAma karyA bAda sAMje tyAMthI vihAra karyo. paraMtu A upAzrayanA TebalanA eka khAnAmAM punAnA mohanalAla sakhArAme lakhelA kAgaLo tathA temaNe mohanalAla sakhArAmane lakhelA kAgaLanI kopIo visarAI gaI. A pachI tyAM nagaravALAM sAdhvI hetazrIjI mahArAja AvyAM. temaNe A kAgaLo joyA. ane te kAgaLo sAgarajI mahArAjane surata mokalyA. |AthI madhyasthI taTastha rahyA nathI tenI vadhu dRDhatA thai. Ama sAgarajI mahArAja pAse A badhI sAmagrI bhegI | thaI ane te sAmagrI ema jaNAvatI hatI ke madhyasthI taTastha rahyA nathI, ane meM je cukAdAno inkAra karyo te ThIka ja karyuM che. A pachI paNa kIrtimuni ane bhAnusUri vigeree paNa vaidya sAthe patra vyavahAra karyo. ane huM paNa vaidyane punAmAM maLyo. tathA rAmasUrinA bhakto paNa punAmAM maLyA. A badhAnuM phalita e cokkasa hatuM madhyasthI vaidya taTastha rahyA nahotA. vadhumAM paMDita sukhalAlajI ane gurjara graMtha ratnavALA zaMbhubhAI maLyA. huM temanuM paNa kahevuM thayuM ke zeThe vaidyane madhyasthI banAvavAmAM bhUla khAdhI che. te eTalA gaMbhIra ane madhyasthI | |mATe yogya nathI. A vaidyano cukAdA aMgeno UhApoha ghaNAM varSo sudhI cAlyo ane Aje paNa yathAvat che. (11) DaoN. pI. ela. vaidyanA cukAdA pachI, zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhInA pramukha zeTha kasturabhAI lAlabhAI hatA, tethI A cukAdAne anusarIne peDhInA vahIvaTamAM teo parvatithionI vyavasthA karaze tevI dhAraNA AcArya vijayarAmacaMdrasUrinA bhaktonI hatI. ane te mATe peDhInI miTiMgamAM kasturabhAI zeTha zuM valaNa le che te rAha jotA hatA. A daramyAna meM zeTha vADIlAla dolatarAmanA muLacaMdabhAI tathA keTalAka pAse pAlItANAnI bhAtA khAtAmAM caudaza-amAsanI kSathavRddhie zrIsaMgha ane rAmacaMdrasUrijInI vacce je matabheda |Avato hato temAM zrIsaMghane anusaratI caudaze AyaMbila vigere bhagubhAI zeThanI vArImAM noMdhAvI dIdhuM hatuM. Iane tenI pAkI pahoMca peDhI pAsethI meLavI lIdhI hatI. thoDA vakhata bAda peDhInI miTiMga maLI. temAM parvatithinI carcA thaI ke ApaNe zuM karavuM ? zeThe |agAunI tithio noMdhAyelI joi ane badhAnI vAto sAMbhaLyA pachI kahyuM ke 'ApaNe jUnI paraMparA pramANe Ije rIte karatA hatA te rIte karavAnuM che. cukAdo bhale huM lAvyo, paNa koIe mAnya na karyo hovAthI ApaNane te cukAdA sAthe koI nisbata nathI, mArA gharamAM paNa jUnI praNAlikA pramANe badhAM vartavAnAM che. ane ApaNe peDhInI paraMparAgata praNAlikA pramANe vartavAnuM che.' Ama A cukAdAno peDhImAM svIkAra thayo nahi. tithi carcA] [73

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(12) i DaoN. pI. ela vaidyanA cukAdA aMge eka pakSe khUba pracAra karyo. bIjA pakSe eTalA ja jorathI teno virodha karyo. A virodhanA vaMToLa pachI lokone saheje jANavAnI icchA thAya ke AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUrijIe ! 1zuM lakhyuM hatuM ane rAmacaMdrasUrijIe zuM jaNAvyuM hatuM, ane te bannee parasparanI dalIlono kevo radiyo Apyo! hato. tethI pU. AcArya sAgarAnaMdasUrijI pAse je rAmacaMdrasUrijIne temaNe mokalelA zAstranI sAkSIpUrvakanA navA muddAonuM lakhANa temaja AcArya rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje sAgarAnaMdasUrijIne mokalelA zAstrapATha sAthenA 25 jmuddAo ane te 25 muddAonuM pUjaya sAgarAnaMdasUri mahArAje kaI rIte nirasana karyuM hatuM, te badhA lakhANanI | IkopI temanI pAse hatI te meLavI, meM parvatithi nirNaya' nAme pustaka prasiddha karyuM. A pustakamAM A lakhANa | IuparAMta vaidyanA cukAdAne sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja sivAya bIjA 33 samudAyoe paNa khoTo jAhera karyo che. te vAta teonA abhiprAya sAthe ane temanA phoTA sAthe mudrita karI. tathA A cukAdAmAM cukAdo AvatAM pahelAM kevI melI ramata ramAya che tenI puSTi karatAM maLelA kAgaLo prasiddha karyA. pustakanI zarUAtamAM prAkkathana ; rUpe AkhA tithi praznanI chaNAvaTa karato 116 pAnAno nibaMdha meM lakhyo. A pustaka pAchaLathI eTaluM badhuM upayogI thaI paDyuM ke vikrama saMvata 2014nuM munisaMmelana thayuM! tyAre tithicarcAnA praznamAM A pustakane dareka AcAryo vividha repharansa mATe rAkhatA hatA. 1 A pustakamAM vividha kAgaLo ane ciThThIo sAthe lakSmIcaMda hIrajInA lakhelA be patro chapAyA hatA.' A be patro mane te vakhate muMbaI goDIjI upAzrayamAM birAjatA pU. A. sAgarAnaMdasUri taraphathI prakAzita | kiravA maLyA hatA. ane temaNe te prakAzita karavA ApatA pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ke meM lakSmIcaMda hIrajIne A be ! Jpatro saMbaMdhI rajIsTarathI pUchAvyuM hatuM ke "A patro tamArA leTara pepara upara lakhAyelA che. temAM tamArA ! nAmanI sahI che. to te patrone huM tamArA mAnuM chuM. ane te patramAM lakhelA lakhANa mujaba lavAdanI sAthe , cukAdo ApyA pahelA tamAro saMparka hato tema patrothI jaNAya che to Ano khulAso karazo." paNa lakSmIcaMda | hIrajI taraphathI mane Aja sudhI koI khulAso maLyo nathI. tethI te patro sAcA che. ema jaNAvI temaNe mane | Jprasiddha karavA soMpyA, ane meM te bIjA purAvAo sAthe Ane paNa prasiddha karyA. pustaka prasiddha thayA pachI meM muMbaI megharAja pustaka bhaMDArane tyAM paNa keTalAMka pustako ApyAM hatAM.' pustakano durUpayoga na thAya te mATe tenI kiMmata rU. nava rAkhI hatI. lakSmIcaMda hIrajIe nava rUpiyA ApI 1 jA pustaka megharAja pustaka bhaMDAramAMthI bIla laI kharIdyuM. ane tyAra pachI muMbaInA prasiddha eDavokeTa kAnugA nuM dvArA eka aDhAra pAnAnI noTisa kADhI mArA upara rajIsTarathI mokalI. A noTisa iMglIzamAM lakhelI hatI.' mane aMgrejI bhASAnuM jJAna nahotuM. tethI meM mArA bhAInA sALA zrInaTavaralAlane A noTisa vaMcAvI. te tAjA! ela. ela. bI. thayela hatA. ane paganI bImArInA kAraNe sIvIla hospiTalamAM hatA. A noTisa khUba ja kaDaka bhASAmAM lakhela hatI. ane temAM parvatithi nirNaya pustakamAM chapAyelA lakSmIcaMda hIrajInA be ; kAgaLono ullekha karI jaNAvyuM hatuM ke A kAgaLa khoTA upajAvI kADhelA che ane te prasiddha karavAthI amArA | asIlane moTuM nukasAna thayuM che. tenA phaLa svarUpe DephemezanathI je guno thAya te mATe tame javAbadAra cho. | | meM tapAsa karI to A noTisa mArA ekalA upara AvI hatI. huM gabharAyo, ane vicAra karyo ke , ================================ 74] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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parva tithi nirNaya pustakano lekhaka ane saMpAdaka huM chuM. ane A badhI javAbadArI mArA ekalA upara Ave ! ane kesa thAya tyAre pustaka chapAvanAra zeThiyAo khasI jAya to zuM thAya? AthI meM eka sarakyulara taiyAra ! karyo. temAM lakhyuM ke "A pustaka jaina dharma prabhAvaka samAje paMDita maphatalAlane chApavA ApyuM che ane tenI ! javAbadArI samAjanI che." A sarakyularamAM badhAe TapoTapa sahIo karI. koIe upara vAMcyuM nahi. sahIovALo sarakyulara meM mArI pAse rAkhyo ane huM thoDo nizcita banyo. A pachI be divasa bAda mArA | iupara AvI hatI tevI noTisa zrIcImanalAla maMgaLadAsa upara ane zrI kAMtilAla lakhubhAI upara AvI. | zrI cImanabhAI A noTisane vAMcyA bAda gabharAyA ane mohanalAla choTAlAla vigere samAjanA sabhyone ! maLyA. temaNe kahyuM ke huM pramukha thayo tenI A Apatti che. te vakhate mohanalAla choTAlAla vigeree kahyuM ke ! paMDita maphatalAla be divasa upara ApaNI pAse sarakyularamAM sahI karAvI gayA hatA te zuM hatuM? koIne A ; vastunI pUrI yAda nahotI. mane bolAvyo ane pUchyuM ke sarakyularamAM zuM lakhyuM hatuM? meM kahyuM, A parvatithi | nirNaya pustaka samAje mane chApavA ApyuM che te lakhyuM hatuM. temaNe kahyuM, amArA upara noTisa AvI che. tyAre meM kahyuM, mArA upara paNa noTisa AvI che. ! jarA tapI jaI zrImohanabhAIe kahyuM, amArA upara tamane vizvAsa nA beTho ke jethI tamAre Avo ! sarakyulara kADhavo paDyo? meM kahyuM, huM ekalo paDI jAuM mATe sarakyulara kADhyo hato. A saMbaMdhamAM huM pUjya haMsasAgarajI mahArAjane maLyo. temaNe mane AzvAsana ApyuM. paNa muMbaImAMthI I A noTisa nIkaLI hatI ane noTisa kADhyA pachI 25000 rUpiyAnI rakama jaNAvI muMbaI hAIkorTamAM ! cImanabhAI, kAMtibhAI ane mane prativAdIo gaNI kesa dAkhala karyo hato. kesa dAkhala karavAnI sAthe ja muMbaImAM te vakhate sArA gaNAtA berisTaro kanaiyAlAla munazI, tArAporavALA vigerene rITenara phI ApI rokI | jlIdhA hatA. amArA uparAMta pU. sAgarajI mahArAjane paNa te vakhate te vAvI mukAme birAjatA hovAthI ; noTisa pahoMcADI hatI. ! A pachI dharmaprabhAvaka samAjanI miTiMga maLI ane A noTisano javAba ApavA vigere kArya | karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. huM tathA cImanabhAI vigere muMbaI gayA. ane te vakhate pAyadhunI, jayaMta mahAlamAM rahetA | jjayaMta meTala varkasavALA cImanabhAIne tyAM UtaryA. temanA solIsITara pUrNAnaMda jazubhAI hatA. temanI ophisa | muMbaI koTamAM TemarIDa lAInamAM hatI. tyAM ame temane maLyA ane noTisano javAba taiyAra karAvyo. A| LjavAbamAM koI bhUla na thAya mATe bIjA prasiddha berIsTaronI salAha levAnuM rAkhyuM. tyAre khabara paDI ke prasiddha I berIsTaro munazI, tArAporavALA vigerene to temaNe rokI lIdhA che. AthI ame te vakhate ema.pI. amIna ! pAse te noTIsano javAba taiyAra karAvyo. ane cImanalAla setalavADa je nivRtta hatA, te chatAM lAgavagathI ; temanI pAse epruva karAvyo. A badhA kAmamAM juniyara berisTara tarIke ame suracaMdabhAI badAmInA putra prisannacaMdra badAmIne rokyA hatA. ame A pravRttimAM hatA tyAre amane khabara paDI ke AcArya mahArAja sAgarAnaMdasUrine je noTisa ! vApImAM ApI hatI te noTisano javAba to temaNe koInI salAha lIdhA vinA temanI bhASAmAM ane rItarasama mujaba ApI dIdho hato. temAM temaNe lakhyuM hatuM ke "A kAgaLo chApavA ApatA pahelA meM tamArA asIlane pUchAvyuM hatuM ke tamArA leTara pepara upara ane tamArI sahIpUrvakanA A kAgaLo che to te saMbaMdhI khulAso | ============================= == [75 - - - - tithi carcA] . -

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Apazo. paNa temaNe kazo khulAso na Apyo tethI A kAgaLa sAcA mAnI meM paMDita maphatalAlane chApavAmAM JApyA che. have jo tamAro asIla ema kahe ke A kAgaLa mArA nathI to mane te tenA che tevuM mAnavAno! koI Agraha nathI." 1 ame cImanalAla zetalavaDa pAse noTisano javAba epruva karAvyA pachI jezIMgabhAInI vADIvALA madhurIbenanA saMbaMdhe vADIvALAnI lAgavagathI bhUlAbhAI desAIne maLyA. temaNe A noTiso, teno javAba badhuM vAMcyA pachI kahyuM ke solIsITaro ane eDavokeTanA javAba karatAM tamAsa-AcArya mahArAje je javAba Apyo! che te barAbara che. AmAM pariNAma kAMI AvavAnuM nathI. eDavokeTo ane solIsITaro tamArA bannenA paisA khaMkheraze ane chevaTe samAdhAna thaze. tenA karatAM kasturabhAI zeTha jevA DAhyA mANasane vacce rAkhI patAvI lo. jAmAM korTe caDhavAnI jarUra nathI. ame kahyuM, AmAM kasturabhAI zeTha paDI zake tema nathI. - javAbo-prati javAbo thayA. sAmA pakSe invenTarI mAMgI. amArA solIsITare nA pADI. pariNAmeT Ikesa korTamAM AgaLa cAlyo. varSa doDha varSa cAlyo haze. temAM kesa cAlyA pahelAM haMsasAgarajI mahArAjanI ane sAgarajI mahArAjanI kamIzanathI jubAnI rAkhavAmAM AvI. A kesa daramyAna haMsasAgarajI mahArAja muMbaI 1 koTamAM ane tyAra pachI goDIjImAM hatA. A kesanI jubAnImAM amArA taraphathI prasannacaMdra badAmI ane TlakSmIcaMda taraphathI karANI berisTara hatA. zanivAre zrIyuta IzvaranuM madrAsI pAse A jubAnI cAlatI hatI. | JA jubAnI lagabhaga ATha dasa zanivAra cAlI haze. haMsasAgarajI mahArAja navA navA isyu kADhatA, ane JpelA loko rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjane pUchI navAnavA prazno pUchatA. pariNAme eka DephemezanamAMthI ghaNA! Daphemezana UbhA thatA. eka prasaMga evo Avyo jemAM mi. karANIe pUchyuM ke bakubhAI maNIlAla amadAvAdanA sagRhastha che te tame jANo cho ? tyAre haMsasAgarajIe kahyuM. "hA, te gRhastha che te jANuM chuM. paNa te sagRhastha nathI.! pachI sagRhastha kema nathI tenuM temaNe vivecana karyuM. Ama A badhI carcA ADe raste vaLI gaI. chelle parvatithi nirNayamAM chApela soLa ciThThIonI vAta nIkaLI. A ciThThIo saMbaMdhI amArA koInA manamAM kAMI zaMkA nahotI. A ciThThIomAM upara mohanalAla nAma lakheluM hatuM ane temAM "nI pAnA soLa' ! AvAM lakhANo hatAM ane temAM vaidyanA nAmanuM sUcana hatuM. tethI A ciThThIo vaidya upara lakhAyelI che, ema mAnyuM hatuM. A ciThThIo haMsasAgarajI mahArAjane teo kIkAbhaTanI poLanA upAzraye hatA te daramyAna maLI! hatI. ciThThIonA akSara rAmavijayajI mahArAjanA hatA. te akSara haMsasAgarajI mahArAja sArI rIte oLakhatA hatA. temAM mohanalAla ane vaidyanA nAmano nirdeza hovAthI te ciThThIo pI.ela.vaidya aMgenI che tema mAnI temaNe mane chApavA ApI hatI. jo ke ciThThIomAM lakhanAranuM nAma na hatuM. paNa akSara rAmacaMdrasUrijInA jaj hatA. tethI temaNe ja A badhuM karyuM che tema mAnyuM hatuM. paraMtu sadbhAgye amane evuM sUjhayuM ke rAmavijayanA sAcA akSaro sAthe A akSaro meLavI polIsa jkhAtAnuM sarTiphikeTa levuM. eTale ame zrIyuta cInubhAI solIsITara dvArA punA sI.AI.DI. khAtAne A 1ciThThIo mokalI. A akSara rAmacaMdrasUrijInA che te sarTiphIkeTa meLavyuM hatuM. ================================ ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --- - - - - - - - 76]

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chelle haMsasAgarajI mahArAjanI jubAnImAM karANIe e prazna uThAvyo ke A akSara rAmacaMdrasUrijInA| che e sAcuM, paNa upara kezavalAla nAma rabarathI kADhI mohanalAla lakhyuM che. A ciThThIo pravacananA prupha aMge ! lakhAyelI che ane temAM vaidyanuM je nAma che te pI.ela. vaidya nahi paNa vaDodarAvALA vaidya che. jANI joIne badanAma karavA A ciThThIono upayoga thayo che. Ano javAba haMsasAgarajI pAse ke amArA berIsTara pAse nahoto kAraNa ke kAcathI spaSTa dekhAtuM hatuM ke kezavalAlane badale mohanalAla lakheluM hatuM. A aMge ame goDIjImAM maLyA ane moTA badAmI suracaMdabhAI tathA temanA putra prasannacaMdrane I bolAvyA. A jubAnI daramyAna samAjavAdI kAryakara puruSottama berIsTara paNa amArA pakSe hatA. A badhAnA maLyA pachI amArA taraphathI e dalIla thaI ke A ciThThIo rAmacaMdrasUrijInA hAthanI che te sAcI che. kezavalAlane badale mohanalAla lakhAyuM che te paNa sAcuM che. banavA joga che ke temAM je vaidyano ullekha che te vaDodarAnA vaidyano hoI zake. paNa A badhuM kAvataruM amane phasAvavA mATe sAmA pakSa taraphathI karAyuM che. kemake |jo A ciThThIo ame UbhI karI hota to sI.AI.DI. pAse nirNaya karAvata nahi ane korTamAM rajU karataI nahi. AthI A ciThThIo amane phasAvavA mATe kAvatarApUrvaka sAmA pakSe ja karI che. A vAta kamiznarane paNa gaLe UtarI ane teNe te paNa noMdhyuM. haMsasAgarajI mahArAja uparAMta surata mukAme te vakhate birAjatA pU. sAgarAnaMdasUrijInI paNa kamIzanathI jubAnI levAmAM AvI. sAgarajI mahArAjane sAmA pakSanA vakIla taraphathI ghaNI jAtanA prazno pUchAyA. paNa temaNe je hatuM te yathAvat kahyuM. haMsasAgarajInI jubAnImAM lakSmIcaMda |ane tenI patnI lakSmIbAI saMbaMdhI je prazno hatA saMbaMdhe yathAvat je jANakArI hatI te kahyuM. A kesa cAlato hato te daramyAna zAsanasudhAkara peparamAM haMsasAgarajI mahArAje kesa saMbaMdhI keTalIka vigato pragaTa karelI, te aMge lakSmIcaMde korTano tiraskAra karyo che tevI matalabanI arajI karI. zAsana |sudhAkaranA taMtrI, haMsasAgarajInA moTAbhAI motIcaMdane paNa korTamAM ghasaDyA. emane paNa ame amArI sAthenA |vakIlo dvArA temanA javAbo apAvyA. chevaTe kesa hAIkorTanA jaja AgaLa nIkaLyo. zarUAtamAM A jaja | pArasI hatA. saMskRtanA abhyAsI na hatA. AthI A kesa amadAvAdanA vatanI nAnubhAI bhagavatI jaja pAse ! muMbaI hAIkorTamAM nIkaLyo. temaNe kesa nIkaLatAM ja samAdhAnanI bhUmikA rajU karI ane kahyuM ke have A pustaka jyAre pharI chApo tyAre lakSmIcaMdanA kAgaLa nahi chApavA. Ama jajanI rUbarU samAdhAna thayuM ane kesa mAMDavALa thayo. sAthe sAthe motIcaMdabhAIno paNa kesa mAMDavALa thayo. A kesamAM banne pakSoe sAro kharca karyo. A kesa lagabhaga be varSa cAlyo haze. A mATe mAre muMbaInA ghaNA AMTA khAvA paDyA. A kesa | daramyAna moTe bhAge huM mArA mitra tAradevamAM rahetA maNilAlane tyAM Utarato. jyAre kesamAM cImanabhAI vigerenI jarUra paDatI tyAre huM ane cImanabhAI marIna DrAIva upara kAMtilAla izvaralAlane tyAM utaratA. e vakhate soMghavArI hovAthI gharanA kharcanI bahu viTaMbaNA nahotI. paNa huM mAruM bhaNAvavAnuM tathA koIpaNa |Arthika upArjana karavAnuM karI zakyo nahi. temaja je mANasoe mane vizvAsa Apyo hato ke tame nokarI choDI Ido, badhuM thaI raheze. teoe kazuM karyuM nahi. pU. sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAjane lAgyuM ke A mANase potAnII nokarI gumAvI che. rAta divasa joyA sivAya mahenata karI che mATe kAMIka karavuM joIe. AthI temaNe surata gopIpurAmAM AnaMda pustakAlayamAM eka sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone bhaNAvavAnI pAThazALA kholI temAM mAro mahine 300 rUpiyA pagAra nakkI karyo. ane huM surata rahyo. suratamAM motIcaMda kasturacaMdane tyAM jamato ane tithi carcA] [77

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nemubhAInI vADInA upAzrayamAM mahArAja hatA tenA trIje mALe raheto. amadAvAdathI surata ghara vasAvyuM nahotuM. jo ke ghara bhADe levAnuM nakkI karyuM hatuM. paNa suratamAM rahevuM ke amadAvAdamAM rahevuM tenI dvidhAmAM hato. mArI pAse je pustako jayAnaMda kevaLI caritra, pramANanayatattva |lokAlaMkAra vigere chapAyelA hatA te badhAM meM pUjya AcArya nemisUrIzvarajI mahArAjane pAMcathI cha hajAramAM | |ApI dIdhA hatA. pustakanA dhaMdhAmAMthI phAragata thaI gayo hato. surata javAnuM lagabhaga nakkI karyuM hatuM. paNa tyAM maccharano trAsa hovAthI A vicAra nizcita thato na hato. huM suratathI amadAvAda Avyo. meM mArAM dharmapatnIne surata javAnI vAta karI. te temane na rUcyuM huM surata gayo ane mahArAjazrIne kahyuM ke tame mArI ciMtA nA karazo. huM bhaNela mANasa chuM eTale mane bhaNAvavAnuM maLI raheze. mahArAjane duHkha hatuM ke gRhasthoe |kazuM karyuM nathI, ane Ane nokarI choDAvI dIdhI che te vAjabI karyuM nathI. huM nizrcita hato. amadAvAda Avyo 1ane Tyuzano vigere zarU karyAM. mAro parvatithi nirNaya pustakanA prakAzana ane te aMge thayelA kesamAM anubhava e thayo ke sAdhu |mahArAjanA ghaNAkharA bhakto game tevA dharmI hoya paNa temanA amadAvAdanA bhaktomAM to kharekharA amadAvAdI IlAgyA che. cImanabhAI, giradharabhAI ane mohanabhAI A traNe sAgarajI mahArAjanA khAsa bhakto gaNAtA hatA, ane A badhA kAmamAM sakriya rasa letA hatA. temanA bharose koI sAdhAraNa zaktivALAe kAma karyuM hota to te du:khI du:khI thaI jAta. mArI pAse bhaNatara hatuM ane A sivAya bIjA ghaNA sArA saMbaMdho hatA, tethI khAsa vAMdho nA Avyo. paNa tithicarcA ane parvatithi nirNayanA kesa pachI bhaNavA-bhaNAvavAnI je lAIna hatI te dhIme dhIme chUTI gaI. ane vikrama saMvata 2004 pachI presanI lAInamAM paDyo. A presanI lAIna |lIdhA chatAM ane mahArAjazrInA bhakto dvArA kazuM kAragata nathI tevuM jANyA chatAM A tithino rasa chUTyo nahi. |ane huM satata temAM gaLAbUDa rahyo. pariNAme pachInA dasathI bAra varSa ADA avaLA gumAvyAM. pachI bhAna thayuM ke potAnA dhaMdhAne nukasAna pahoMcADIne kAMI kAma karavuM nahi. ane je kAMI kAma karavuM hoya te amadAvAdamAM rahI karavuM. sAdhu mahArAjanA kAgaLa Ave ke tAra Ave tyAre doDI na javuM. AthI meM vikrama saMvata 2018 pachI Ano amala karyo. ane tyArathI ja Arthika sthiti sudharI. tyAM sudhI to sAdhuo pAchaLa pharyA ja karuM chuM. (13) vikrama saMvata 2004mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya Avyo. have A vakhate saMghamAM zI vyavasthA thaze tenI sau vicAraNAmAM hatA. kemake vikrama saMvata 1952, 1961 ane 1989mAM jemaNe bhAdaravA suda 6 no kSaya karyo hato teomAMnA moTA bhAge 1992 ane 1993mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanI vRddhi vakhate [chaThanI vRddhi na karatAM ArAdhya paMcamInA AgaLanA divase cotha agara trIjanI vRddhi karI ravivAre ane I gurUvAre saMvatsarI karI hatI. teo A vakhate kadAca bhAdaravA suda chaThano kSaya nahi kare tevI bhIti AcArya ! vijaya premasUri vigere be tithi pakSanA AcAryane hatI. ane tema thAya to haMmezane mATe parvatithio ane saMvatsarImAM kAyamano bheda rahe. ane ApaNo pakSa (premasUrijIno pakSa) haMmezane mATe nAno rahe. 78] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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A arasAmAM huM pATaNa gayo. pATaNamAM te vakhate pU. panyAsa caraNavijayajI comAsuM hatA. temanI | |sAthe mAre sAro saMbaMdha hato. temanuM pustaka 'subhASita ratnAkara' mArA hastaka chapAtuM hatuM. pATaNamAM te vakhate pU. AcArya premasUri mahArAja nagInadAsa zeThanA jJAnamaMdiramAM comAsuM birAjatA hatA. te mane maLyA. temaNe kahyuM, ''A sAla jo saMvatsarImAM bheda paDaze to te bheda haMmezano rahI jaze, mATe tame eka kAma karo. sAgarajI mahArAje vikrama saMvata 1961mAM bhAdaravA suda 5 nA kSaye jema kapaDavaMjanA saMghanI ekatA khAtara bheda paDavA nahoto dIdho, tema 2004mAM teo tema kare to, amArA pakSa taraphathI je parvatithionI kSayavRddhi thAya che / ane lakhAya che te baMdha karI daIe. bAra parvatithi akhaMDa rAkhIe. A mATe tamAre sAgarajI mahArAja sAthe | gADha saMbaMdha che to teone tema karavAnuM samajAvo. Ama thAya to A tithino jhaghaDo patI jAya." meM kahyuM : huM mahenata karuM. Ape sAgarajI mahArAja uparano kAgaLa A pramANe lakhI Apavo paDaze. Ite kabUla thayA ane kahyuM ke huM kAgaLa lakhI ApIza, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa vApI birAjatA pU. AcAryaI labdhisUrijI mahArAja upara paNa kAgaLa lakhI ApIza ke "Apa ane sAgarajI mahArAja sahIthI peparamAM A samAdhAnano DrAphTa bahAra pADo. vadhumAM ame pUnamanI kSaya-vRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi karavAnuM baMdha karyuM che badala micchAmi dukkaDaM devo haze to paNa daIzuM". A vakhate kAMtivijayajI vigere paNa hAjara hatA. paNa huM nIkaLyo tyAM sudhI teo kAgaLa lakhI zakyA nahi. huM amadAvAda Avyo. mArA pATaNathI nIkaLyA pachI temaNe vIracaMdabhAI paMDitane bolAvyA ane pUchyuM ke maphatalAla paMDita che ke gayA ? temaNe kahyuM ke te amadAvAda gayA. A pachI premasUri mahArAje vAta thayA mujabano kAgaLa lakhI paMDita vIracaMdabhAIne Apyo. paMDita vIracaMdabhAI amadAvAda khetarapALanI poLe |AvyA ane kahyuM ke ApaNe surata javAnuM che. huM premasUri mahArAjano kAgaLa lAvyo chuM. tyArabAda huM pU. A. siddhisUri mahArAjane vidyAzALAmAM maLyo. mahArAjazrIne pATaNanI ane paMDita vIracaMdabhAI AvyAnI badhI vAta karI. mahArAjazrIe kahyuM, badhuM patI jatuM hoya to sAruM. huM ane vIracaMdabhAI surata gayA. sAgarajI mahArAja te vakhate nemubhAInI vADInA upAzrayanA pAchalA bhAgamAM birAjatA hatA. temane sAMbhaLavAnI takalIpha vadhI gaI hatI. AthI keTalIka vAta moDhethI ane keTalIka vAta lakhANathI batAvI jaNAvyuM ke Ape kapaDavaMjamAM vi.saM. 1961mAM kapaDavaMjanA saMghanI zAMti mATe karyuM hatuM, tema vi.saM. 2004mAM karo to sakaLa saMghanI zAMti thAya. ghaNI carcA vicAraNA pachI te saMmata huM thayA. paNa te ja vakhate navApurAmAM rahetA mANekacaMda coksIne tyAM tAra upara tAra AvyA. tame kAMI karazo | Inahi. tame kAMI karazo to amane koine kabUla nathI. vIracaMdabhAIne jaNAvyuM ke tame pAchA Avo. pariNAme ! A badhuM aTakyuM. jo ke te vakhate sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM hatuM ke micchAmi dukkaDaM devAnI kAMI jarUra nathI. potAne lAgyuM te saue apekSAe karyuM che. vIracaMdabhAI pATaNa gayA. huM amadAvAda Avyo ane pU. A. nemisUri mahArAja te vakhate I |sAbaramatI comAsuM hatA temane maLyo. temaNe mane kahyuM ke tuM mane maLyA vagara kema surata gayo ? tAre mane maLavuM to joituM hatuM. jo tuM mane maLyo hota to huM tane sAgarajI upara kAgaLa lakhI Apata. meM kahyuM, premasUri mahArAjano kAgaLa hato paNa temanA pakSamAM bhaMgANa hatuM eTale kazuM banyuM nahi. , tithi carcA] [9

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| Ama vi.saM. 2004 mATe premasUrijI mahArAje karelo samAdhAnano prayatna niSphaLa gayo. 1 (14). | vikrama saMvata 2004nA saMvatsarI prasaMgane sarva samAdhAnapUrvaka nipaTAvavA eka miTiMga zeTha kezavalAla | lallubhAIne tyAM maLI. A miTiMgamAM amadAvAdanA moTA bhAganA upAzrayanA vahIvaTadArone tathA khAsa khAsa ] JAgevAnone AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvyuM. bhagubhAI zeThe A miTiMgamAM AvavAnuM mane kahyuM. meM kahyuM huM koII IupAzrayano TrasTI nathI. jo tame jatI vakhate sAthe lai javAnA ho to huM tamArI sAthe AvIza. kezubhAI ! zeThane tyAM miTiMga maLI. A miTiMgamAM upAzrayanA AgevAno uparAMta mukhya mukhya AcAryonA mukhya bhakto ! jpaNa hAjara hatA. zeTha jIvatalAla pratApazI, zrIyuta giradharalAla choTAlAla, zeTha mAyAbhAI sAMkaLacaMda vigere ! hatA. sAmAnya carcA thayA bAda ema nakkI thayuM ke ApaNe badhAe bhegA maLI je nakkI karIe te pramANe A l2004nI saMvatsarI eka thavI joie. AmAM sau saMmata thayA. ane bhagubhAI zeThe eka pachI ekane nirdeza karI pUchyuM ke bolo, tame vallabhasUrijI mahArAja taraphathI, tame siddhisUri mahArAja taraphathI, tame buddhisAgarasUri ! 'mahArAja taraphathI. Ama eka ekane pUchatAM badhAe saMmati dekhADI. paNa giradharabhAIne pUchatAM giradharabhAIe kahyuM : huM tamArI sAthe chuM. paNa sAgarajI mahArAjanI javAbadArI leto nathI. A pachI zeTha mayAbhAIe eka | pripojhala mUkyo ke 'bAra mahinAnA 360 divasamAM eka saMvatsarIno udayatithino amAro Agraha kabUla | JrAkho to amAre 359 divasa tamArA je kaho te amone kabUla che." bhagubhAI zeThe badhAne pUchyuM. badhAe hA hA karI. mane pUchatAM meM kahyuM, barAbara nathI. AthI bhagubhAI zeTha ane bIjAne khoTuM lAgyuM. badhA hA pADe che ane paMDita kema nA pADe che ? temaNe mArI vAta gaNatarImAM lIdhI nahi. miTiMga barakhAsta thayA pachI te jbhagabhAI zeTha mane maLyA, eTale meM temane samajAvyuM ke mayAbhAI zeThanI vAta ApaNA koI AcAryane kabula . nathI, ane temanI vAta rAmacaMdrasUrijInA samarthanamAM che. A pachI badhA jezIMgabhAI kAlIdAsa zeradalAlane | tyAM temanI khabara pUchavA gayA. tyAM bhagubhAIe kahyuM ke ApaNe 359 divasa nakkI karIne mayAbhAIne ApavAnA. mAyAbhAI kahe : ema nahi, amAre pahelAM eka divasa nakkI karavAno. Ama vAta UDI gaI. ! | A pachI bIje divase jIvAbhAI zeTha bhagubhAI zeThane temanA ghera gusApArekhanI poLe maLyA. ane huM kahyuM ke ApaNe AgAmI 2004nI saMvatsarInI ekatA mATe surendranagaramAM birAjatAM pU. A. nemisUri I mahArAjane maLIe. jo temane maLazuM to kAMIka ThekANuM paDaze. bhagubhAI zeThe kahyuM, sAruM, vicArIe. ane eka divasa ApaNe badhA surendranagara jaie. tyArapachI temaNe mane bolAvyo. meM kahyuM, A barAbara nathI. ' kemake kAle vidyAzALAmAM mRgAMkavijayajI ma. sA. je pU. A. siddhisUrijI mahArAjanI khUba ja sevA kare che ! temaNe mane samAcAra ApyA ke kAle mAyAbhAI zeTha mahArAja pAse AvyA hatA tyAre mahArAje kahyuM, "tame | IkAle kezubhAIne tyAMnI miTiMgamAM ema kema kahyuM ke siddhisUrijI mahArAja taraphathI huM? Ama kaMI sAdhuoe ! gRhasthone javAbadArI soMpI nathI ke gRhastho kahe tema amAre karavAnuM." eTale mane lAge che ke surendranagara javAnI pAchaLa A badho Topalo nemisUri mahArAjane nAme oDhADavAno, ane kaMI na banyuM temAM nemisUri | jmahArAja javAbadAra bane te cAlAkI lAge che. mArI vAta bhagubhAI zeTha samajI gayA. temaNe jIvAbhAI zeThane kahyuM, ApaNe surendranagara jatAM ! ================================ | 80]. mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 6 - - - - -- -- -- -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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pahelAM vidyAzALAe bApajI mahArAjane maLIe ane pachI surendranagara jaIe. te mujaba bhagubhAI zeThaI vigere badhA vidyAzALAe bApajI mahArAjane maLavA gayA, ane 2004 saMvatsarI bAbatanI miTiMganI vAta! karI. mahArAje kahyuM, "A rIta khoTI che. koI sAdhue koI gRhasthane javAbadArI soMpI nathI. ane koI gRhastha koI javAbadArI le to te mATe sAdhuo baMdhAyelA che ema mAnavuM nahi." Ama kezubhAIne tyAMnI ; saMvatsarI aMgenI vAta khoraMbhe paDI. paraMtu vi.saM. 2004mAM nemisUri mahArAje 1952, 1961 ane 1989nI mAphaka bhAdaravA suda ! pAMcamanA kSaye bIjA paMcAMgano Azaro laI bhA.zu. chaThano kSaya karI bhAdaravA zu. 4 nI saMvatsarI karI. A vakhate 1952, 1961 ane 1989mAM jemanA vaDIloe bhA. zu. chaThano kSaya karyo hato temAMthI DahelAnA jupAzrayanA surendrasUrijI mahArAja tathA buddhisAgarasUri vigereno samudAya sAgarajI mahArAjanA pakSamAM joDAyo. | paNa nemisUrijI mahArAjanuM varcasva hovAthI muMbaI goDIjI tathA amadAvAda vigere ghaNAM sthaLe nemisUrijI ma.sA. nA kahevA pramANe thayuM. i A vakhate nemisUrijI mahArAje bhA.zu. pAMcamanA kSaye chaThano kSaya karyo hato ane rAmacaMdrasUrijI i mahArAjanA pakSe paMcAMgamAM Avela bhA.zu. pAMcamano kSaya yathAvat rAkhyo hato. Ama paMcAMgamAM jaNAvavAno ! phira hato paNa divasa ane vAra eka hato. AthI nemisUri mahArAja ane tene anusaratA saMgho tathA ! rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAja ane tene anusaratA saMghonI saMvatsarI eka divase thaI. judA paDavAmAM sAgarajI jmahArAja, surendrasUrijI mahArAja ane pratApasUrijI vigere keTaloka pakSa judA divase saMvatsarI karanAro thayo. ! A vakhate muMbaImAM bhogIlAla laheracaMdanI ophisamAM muMbaInA AgevAnonI eka miTiMga maLI ! hatI. te miTiMgamAM mane bolAvyo hato. A miTiMgamAM pU. A. nemisUri mahArAjanI mAnyatA mujaba ane ! sAgarAnaMdasUri mahArAjanI mAnyatA mujaba ghaNI carcA thaI. ane aMte muMbaIe nemisUrimahArAjanI mAnyatA ; jmujaba saMvatsarI karavAno nirNaya karyo. zrIbhogIlAla laheracaMda sAthe A pachIthI ja mAro gADha saMbaMdha baMdhAyo. ane te TheTha sudhI rahyo. | sAmAnya dhAraNA evI hatI ke vi.saM. 1992 ane 93mAM ArAdhya paMcamInA AgaLanA divase saMvatsarI : jkaravAnuM nemisUri mahArAje rAkhyuM hatuM. te vi.saM. 2004mAM paNa ArAdhya paMcamInA AgaLanA divase pasaMvatsarI karavAnuM rAkhaze. paNa tema na karatAM 1952, 1961 ane 1989no Azaro laI karavAnuM rAkhyuM! tethI ghaNAMne Azcarya thayuM. | meM tyAra pachI pU. A. mahArAjane pUchyuM ke sAheba Ape 1992mAM ne 1993mAM vi.saM. 1 I1952, 1961 ane 1981no rasto na apanAvyo. ane A vakhate 1992-93nA ApanA ArAdhya | JpaMcamInA AgaLanA divase saMvatsarI karavI te zirastAne na apanAvatAM kema 1952, 1961 ne 1989no ! zirasto apanAvyo? tenA javAbamAM temaNe kahyuM, "jo, huM vi. saM. 92 ane 93 nI mAphaka karuM to A ! je tithino matabheda paDyo che te koI rIte kyAreya paNa ukelAya nahi. jo huM 2004mAM 1952, 1961 ane 1989no Azaro lauM to huM kahI zakuM ke amArA vaDIloe je karyuM hatuM te karyuM. have A saMbadhe ApaNe 1 sAthe besI vicAra karIe ane je zAstrathI ane paraMparAthI siddha thAya te Akho saMgha Acare. jo huM 2004mAM | ================= ============== tithi carcA - - - [81)

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sAgarajInA pakSe besI jAuM to Ano koI aMta na Ave. bAkI mArI mAnyatA to ArAdhya paMcamInA AgaLanA divase saMvatsarI karavAnI che." ' (15). | vi.saM. 2013 ane 14mAM paNa A pramANe paMcAMgamAM bhA. zu. 5 no kSaya Avyo. tyAre paNa! paDelA pakSo mujaba sahue potapotAnuM samarthana karyuM. A vakhate vi. saM. 2014nI saMvatsarI pahelAM AnA ukela mATe amadAvAdamAM zramaNa saMmelana bolAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM ane te mATe badhA pakSonA mukhya mANasonI jeka kamiTi kezubhAI zeThane tyAM racAI. te aMgeno kArobAra kezubhAI zeThe saMbhALavA mAMDayo. te vakhate JrAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAja kalakattA tarapha hatA. caMdrasAgarajI mahArAja ujajaina tarapha hatA. pU.A. nemisUrijI| |mahArAja 2005mAM ane sAgarajI mahArAja 2006mAM kALadharma akhI gayA hatA. amadAvAdamAM te vakhate ! premasUrijI mahArAja kharataragacchanA upAzraye ane ujamabhAInI dharmazALAmAM devendrasAgarajI mahArAja birAjatA ! hatA. naMdanasUri mahArAja pAlItANA hatA. badhAnI icchA tithi prazna patI jAya tema hatI. A mATe udayasUrijI mahArAje amadAvAda tarapha vihAra karyo paNa naMdanasUrijI mahArAja pAlItANA rokAyA. temaNe siAgarajI mahArAjanA bhaktone bolAvyA ane kahyuM ke "jo tame badhA tamArA sAgarajI mahArAjanA samudAyaneT ema samajAvI zako ke sAmo pakSa bAra parvatithi akhaMDa rAkhe, paMcAMgamAM parvatithionI kSayavRddhi lakhavAnuM! ni rAkhe ane saMvatsarI prazna pAMcamanI kSayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi rAkhavAmAM Ave to tithinuM samAdhAna thAya! tema che. ane A vAta tame mahenata karIne karo to huM vihAra karI amadAvAda jAuM." bhaktoe kahyuM ame amArAthI zakya karIzuM. A pachI naMdanasUrijI mahArAje vihAra karyo. koTha mukAme temane rAmacaMdrasUrijI jtaraphathI zrIkAMta maLyo. tene paNa naMdanasUrijI mahArAje vAta karI. lAgyuM ke badhuM patI jaze. udayasUrijI | |mahArAja amadAvAda AvyA ane bakubhAI zeThane baMgale utaryA. naMdanasUrijI mahArAja paNa AvyA. te paNaT temanI sAthe utaryA. naMdanasUrijI mahArAjanA AvyAnA samAcAra jANI rAmacaMdrasUrijI tathA vikramasUrijI! mahArAja vigere bakubhAInA baMgale AvyA. naMdanasUrijI mahArAja tathA rAmacaMdrasUrijI vigere paraspara maLyA.' naMdanasUrijI mahArAje kahyuM : "vi. saM. 1990 nA muni saMmelanamAM mArA ane tamArA vaDIla hatA. A saMmelanamAM mAre ane tamAre mukhya bhAga bhajavavAno che. to ApaNe vicAra karIe ke kaI rIte kAma levuM?" tyAre rAmacaMdrasUrijIe kahyuM : "atyAre vicAra karavAnI kaMI jarUra nathI. saMmelana vakhate je Avaze tevuM IvicArAze ane paDaze evA devAze." naMdanasarijIne lAgyuM ke A kAmamAM Amano joIe tevo sahakAra nathI.T JA pachI zrIkAnta ane pratApasUrijI temanI pAse AvyA. paNa vAta adhUrI rahI. tyArabAda pU. A. naMdanasUri mahArAja bahAranI vADIe padhAryA. huM temane maLavA gayo, tyAre thoDIvAra pachI kacarAbhAI haThIsIMge mane kahyuM. maphatalAla ! cAlo mArI gADImAM. tyAre mahArAje kahyuM, tame jAva. mAre maphatalAlanuM kAma che. temaNe mane bakubhAI zeThanA baMgale banelI badhI vAta kahI. ane sAthe umeryuM ke "mane to ThIka, paNaI JudayasUrijI mahArAjane mayUeNa vaMdAmi kahevAne badale "kema mahArAja ThIka cho ?" ema kahyuM. AthI mane. lAge che ke jeo ApaNI sAthe joDAyA che tene ApaNe nArAja karIe chIe ane jenI sAthe ApaNe kazo ; saMbaMdha nathI tene vaLagatA jaIe chIe. A ThIka nathI. samAdhAnanI koI pUrvabhUmikA dekhAtI nathI." ! =============================== 82] mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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thoDIvAra pachI puNyavijayajI mahArAja AvyA. temanI sAthe thoDI vAta karI pachI temaNe A| matalabanuM lakhAvyuM ke "amArA ane tamArA vaDIlo je varSothI karatA hatA ane jemAM koI matabheda na hato ! te sarvasaMmata tithinI paripATI badalI parvatithinI kSayavRddhi karanAra ane pUnama ane amAsanI kSayavRddhie 'terasanI kSayavRddhi thatI hatI tene badalanAra jayAM sudhI micchAmi dukkaDa na mAge tyAM sudhI tenI sAthe koI carcA jke zAstravicAra karI zakAya nahi. zAsananI sAme bahAravaTuM kheDanAranI sAthe vicAra na thaI zake." A pachI haMsasAgarajI mahArAja AvyA. temanI sAthe paNa A vAta karI, nakkI karyuM. pariNAme kasturabhAI zeThanA vaMDAmAM pahelI miTiMga maLI. tyAM sau prathama siddhisUri mahArAje maMgalAcaraNa karyuM. A maMgalAcaraNa bAda bIjuM maMgalAcaraNa udayasUrijI mahArAja pAse karAvyuM. Ama maMgalAcaraNathI ja vaidhIbhAvanuM jAgyo. tyArapachInI bIjI beThako prakAza hAIskUlanA paTAMgaNamAM maLI. tyAM carcAnI zarUAta thaI. eka jkamiTinI racanA thai. A kamiTi vakhate caMdrasAgarajI mahArAja amadAvAdamAM AvyA na hatA. te kamiTinI | saMracanA bAda beeka divasa pachI AvyA. emane kamiTimAM levAnI vAta thaI. temAM sAmA pakSe vAMdho uThAvyo.. carcAnI zarUAtamAM naMdanasUrijI mahArAje je puNyavijayajIne lakhAvyuM hatuM te kahyuM. sAme pakSe | rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje kahyuM, amane kezubhAI zeThe A badhI carcA karavAnI che ema kahI bolAvyA che. pUcho ! IkezubhAI zeThane ! naMdanasUrijI mahArAje javAba Apyo : ""emaNe game te lakhyuM hoya paNa je zAsana sAme | bahAravaTuM khele tenI sAthe carcA na thaI zake. tame pahelAM micchAmi dukkaDa do. pachI ame badhI carcA karavA! taiiyAra chIe, ane temAM tamArI vAta sAcI Thare to te karavAmAM paNa vAMdho nathI. paNa vinA matabhedavALI. | sarva saMmata bAbatamAM koI mana phAve tevo zirasto badale tenI sAthe carcA na thAya." vAtAvaraNa garama thayuM ane chevaTe vi. saM. 2014nuM saMmelana niSphaLa gayuM. paraMtu A saMmelana niSphaLa gayA pachI eka tithi pakSanA sAdhuomAM keTalIka matabheda hato te matabhedai TaLI gayo. A matabheda e hato ke harSasUri mahArAja vigere bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanI vRddhie bhA. zu. cothI TlevI tema mAnatA hatA. jyAre sAgarajI mahArAja tathA surendrasUrijI vigere bhAdaravA suda pAMcamanI vRddhieI trIjanI vRddhi mAnatA hatA. Ama bannenI mAnyatAmAM phera hato, paNa divasa eka Avato hato. jyAre bhA.zu.! pAMcamanA kSaye nemisUri, harSasUri vigere pUrve potAnA pUrvajoe karyuM hatuM te rIte bhAdaravA suda chaThano kSaya; mAnI karatA hatA. A badhA ekatithi pakSanA AcAryo sarvasaMmata thaI eka nirNaya upara AvyA ane eka muisaddo taiyAra karyo. ane te musaddAmAM pragaTa karela nirNayo A che : 1. bAra parvatithinI kSaya-vRddhi koI paNa saMyogomAM na ja karI zakAya. 2. saMvatsarI mahAparvanI! ArAdhanA bhA. zu. 5 ne akhaMDa rAkhIne karavAnI che. ? cAlu varSe (saM-2014) tA. 16-9-58 ne; maMgaLavAre ja saMvatsarI karavAnI che. A musaddA upara eka tithi pakSanA badhA AcAryonI sahIo levAnuM kAma mane soMpavAmAM AvyuM. meM A musaddo lakhI nIce lakhyuM ke (1) zAsanasamrATa vijayanemisUri mahArAjano samudAya (2) vijayanItisUrijI. ================================ tithi carcA li | -- -- ---- -- -- - -

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|mahArAjano samudAya. ane tenI sAme udayasUri mahArAja, naMdanasUri mahArAja, lAvaNyasUri mahArAja vigerenI | -sahIo lIdhI. A sahI karAvyA pachI huM harSasUrijI mahArAja pAse gayo ane temanI sahI nItisUrijI | mahArAjanA samudAya sAme karavAnI mAgaNI karI. temaNe kahyuM, sahI karavAno vAMdho nathI, paNa zAsanasamrATa vigere lakhyuM te barAbara nathI mATe huM sahI nahi karuM. meM vicAryuM ke have huM udayasUri mahArAja pAse jaiza ane kahIza ke zAsanasamrATa zabda kADhI nAkho to te mAnaze nahi. ane A samAdhAnanuM kAMThe AveluM nAva DUbI jaze. eTale meM te kAgaLa upara sahI DhoLI kAbaracItaro karI nAMkhyo ane pharI navo kAgaLa taiyAra karyo. | |A navA kAgaLamAM meM (1) pU. nemisUri mahArAjano samudAya (2) pU. nItisUri mahArAjano samudAya, Ama | vizeSaNa vagara mAtra nAmo lakhyAM. te kAgaLa udayasUri mahArAja AgaLa dharyo. temaNe tathA naMdanasUri mahArAja, lAvaNyasUri mahArAja vigeree sahIo karI. A sahIo thayA pachI huM harSasUri pAse gayo ane te kAgaLa dharyo. A kAgaLa dekhI te Azcarya pAmyA. ane sahI karyA pachI bolyA : bahu saraLa AtmA. A pachI A musaddo samagra AcAryo vatI vijayanaMdanasUrinI sahIthI pragaTa karavAmAM Avyo. mAruM kAma pUruM thayuM. A bIjuM saMmelana muni saMmelana tarIke bhale niSphaLa gayuM, paNa ekatithi pakSamAM je paraspara matabheda hatA te TaLI gayA, ane pachI badhAnAM paMcAMgo eka sarakhAM sadA mATe thayA. (16) Ama muni saMmelana niSphaLa gayuM ane eka tithi pakSamAM samAdhAna thayuM tyAre premasUri mahArAjane khUba duHkha hatuM. teo bAra parvatithi akhaMDa rAkhavA ane pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi |rAkhavA khUba Atura hatA. AmAM rAmacaMdrasUrijI na mAne to temane paDatA mUkIne paNa ka2vA mATe temanI tatparatA hatI. A mATe mane te vakhate koTha mukAme naMdanasUrijI mahArAja pAse mokalyo. paNa naMdanasUrijI |mahArAjanI icchA potAnA taraphathI temanA samudAyamAM bheda paDe tevI na hatI. AthI kAMI banyuM nahi. paNa premasUrijIne potAnA samudAya dvArA tithi matabheda paDayo tenuM pUruM duHkha hatuM. A pachI paNa kALuzInI poLe mane bolAvI naMdanasUrijI mahArAja dvArA prayatno karavA samajAvyo Iane eka kAgaLa naMdanasUrijI upara paNa temaNe lakhyo. A kAgaLa lai javAnI meM nA pADI eTale cInubhAI I |sAMkaLacaMda bhagata dvArA A kAgaLa pAlItANA mokalyo. paNa temaNe kahevaDAvyuM ke "mArA kAgaLano amala thAya to A kAgaLa tamArI pAse rAkhajo. ane amala na thAya to te kAgaLa pAcho Apajo." naMdanasUrijI mahArAje zaratI kAgaLa levAnI nA pADI. ane kAgaLa cInubhAIne pAcho Apyo. naMdanasUri mahArAjanI eka ja vAta hatI ke amArA dvArA tamArA samudAyamAM amAre bheda paDAvavo nathI. tame tamAre tyAM sarva saMmata thAva to |ja amAre vATAghATa ke vAta karavI che. (17) vikrama saMvata 2014mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya Avyo. A vakhate eka tithi pakSanA badhA samudAyoe judI judI rIte paNa bhAdaravA zuda pAMcama akhaMDa rAkhIne eka ja divase, bhAdaravA suda cothanI |saMvatsarI karavI tema, ane rAmacaMdrasUrinA pakSe bhAdaravA zuda cotha-pAMcama bhegAM karI saMvatsarI karavI ema 84] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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potapotAnAM paMcAMgamAM jaNAvyuM. Ama eka tithi pakSanI saMvatsarI AgaLanA divase thAya ane be tithipakSanI IbIjA divase saMvatsarI thAya. A saMvatsarI eka divase thAya te mATe khUba hilacAla cAlI. be tithi pakSI taraphathI evo prapojhala Avyo ke "ekatithi pakSanI je divase saMvatsarI che te divase sakala saMghamAM eka | saMvatsarI karavI hoya to janmabhUmi paMcAMga svIkArI laIe to eka divase sakaLa saMghanI saMvatsarI thAya." sakaLa saMghanI eka saMvatsarI karavA mATe kasturabhAI zeThe AgevAnI lIdhI ane badhA samudAyonA AcAryone jjanmabhUmi paMcAMga svIkAravAnuM jaNAvyuM. te mujaba badhA AcAryo taraphathI saMmati meLavI. ane vikrama saMvata | l2014mAM janmabhUmi paMcAMga svIkAravAthI eka divase saMvatsarI thaI. varSo sudhI svIkArela caMDAzugaMDU paMcAMgano ! tyAra pachI tyAga thayo. jo ke janmabhUmi paMcAMga svIkAryuM paNa matabheda to na ja TaLyo. kema ke temAM paNa parvatithinI kSayavRddhi : |Ave tyAre ekatithi pakSa parvatithinI kSayavRddhie pUrva aparvatithinI kSayavRddhi karato. ane parvanaMtara parvanI | lSayavRddhi Ave tyAre pUrva-pUrvatara aparvatithinI kSayavRddhi karato. ane rAmacaMdrasUrino pakSa janmabhUmimAM AvatI parvatithinI kSaya-vRddhine yathAtathya rAkhato. kSaya vakhate cotha+ pAMcama, sAtama + AThama ema lakhato ! ane vRddhi vakhate pAMca pAMca lakhI bIjI tithine ArAdhya jaNAvato Ama paMcAMga badalyuM, paNa matabheda to ! teno te ja rahyo. janmabhUmie paNa enA paMcAMgamAM banne pakSanI mAnyatA zuM che te jaNAvatA be koThA ApavA mAMDyA, I je Aja sudhI chapAya che. (18) i vikrama saMvata 2014nI saMvatsarI pachI kasturabhAI zeThe bannene eka karavA temanA pAnakora nAkAnA 1 biMgale badhA AgevAnonI miTiMga bolAvI. temAM huM paNa hato. zeThe khUba dardabharI rIte vAta karI. paNaT 'rAmacaMdrasUri pakSanA bhakto taraphathI sahakAra nahi maLatAM te vAta paDatI mUkAI. Ama vi. saM. 2014mAM eka divase saMvatsarI janmabhUmi paMcAMgano Azaro levAthI thaI, paNa jmatabheda TaLyo nahi. ! A bhAMjagaDa cAlatI hatI tyAre premasUri ma. kALuzInI poLe birAjatA hatA. temane koI paNa rIte ! tithinuM samAdhAna karavuM hatuM. paNa kasturabhAI zeThane tyAM je miTiMga maLI te miTiMgamAM evI vAta thaI ke zeTha! samAdhAnanI bhUmikA rajU kare ane amadAvAdano saMgha vadhAvI le. paNa temAM bakubhAInAM putra caMdrakAMte virodha uThAvyo ke tame je phormyulA nakkI karo te pahelAM amane jaNAvo. tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke e rIte thaI zake nahi. 1 ane vAta paDatI mUkAI. AthI premasUri mahArAjane khUba khoTuM lAgyuM. | temaNe mane kALazAnI poLe bolAvyo ane kahyuM ke "paMDita ! tame kasturabhAI zeThane maLo ane kaho ! ke teo jAhera kare ke koI paNa hisAbe A tithinuM samAdhAna karavuM che ane te amadAvAdanAM saMgha dvArA ja ; jkaravuM che ane jo te na thAya to huM peDhImAM paNa rahevA taiyAra nathI. Ama thaze to A loko DhIlA paDaze. i ane kAma patI jaze." tithi carcA]. - [85 - - - -

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| huM ane zrIyuta kaDiyA araviMda milamAM gayA ane mahArAje kahyuM hatuM te mujaba zeThane vAta karI. | tyAre zeThe kahyuM, "jide caDelo mANasa koipaNa akArya karatA vicAra karato nathI. huM ema kahIza to te loko / kaheze ke bhale zeTha rAjInAmuM Ape, temanA vagara cAlaze. jo mahArAje mane peDhImAMthI dUra karavo hoya to! A karIe." zeThanI vAta amane yogya lAgI, eTale e vAta tyAM aTakI gaI. A sAlamAM (2014) tithi ane samAdhAna mATe muMbaIthI bhogIlAla laheracaMda, jIvAbhAI, i vADIlAla dolatarAma vigere AvyA hatA ane te pAlaDI jesiMgabhAI ugaracaMdanAM baMgale UtaryA hatA. tyAre A amaratalAla kAlIdAsa dozIe mane kahyuM, "paMDitajI! muMbaI ane amadAvAdamAM A prayatna che, to mane lAge che ke patI jaze." meM emane kahyuM ke A sAdhuonuM kAma che. gRhasthono emane Teko hoya che. eTale ThekANuM nahi paDe. tyAre temaNe kahyuM, "tame kALA cazmA pahero cho eTale tamane badhuM kALuM dekhAya che. mane lAge ! che ke badhuM ThekANe paDI jaze" me kahyuM, "sArUM". tyAra pachI teo siddhisUri mahArAjane maLyA. temaNe temane | protsAhana ApyuM. tyAra pachI rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane jJAnamaMdiramAM maLyA. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke "zAsathI ! carcA karo ane zAstra kahe te mAre kabUla che" AnA javAbamAM vADIlAla dolatarAmavALA mULacaMdabhAIe kahyuM, have sAheba ! saMghamAM zAMti thAya tema karo." rAmacaMdrasUrie javAba Apyo " ame vANiyAnA roTalA para beThA nathI. amAre zAstra mukhya che. ahIM kaMI kaDado karavAno nathI." | A pachI A badhA kastUrabhAI zeThane maLyA. ane temane laIne siddhisUri mahArAjane maLI jJAnamaMdiramAM | gayA. tyAM premasUri, labdhisUri ane rAmacaMdrasUri traNeyane sAthe maLyA. tyAM paNa rAmacaMdrasUrie zAstrane AgaLa dharyuM. tyAre kasturabhAI zeThe kahyuM ke "tamArA guru mahArAja premasUrijI kahe che ke "ene khAvAmAM-pIvAmAM ane 'AcaraNamAM koI jagyAe zAstrano khapa nathI. mAtra tithimAM zAstra bharAyuM che. arthAt TUMkamAM zAstranA bahAnAM jtaLe ene jhaghaDo kAyama rAkhavo che." ! Ano javAba te na ApI zakyA, ane zeTha vigere uThI gayA. (19) vikrama saMvata 2028, 2033 vigeremAM paNa A pramANe AvyuM. te vakhate paNa saMvatsarI AvatA agAu thoDo dhamadhamATa thAya, paNa aMte be pakSa rahyA. A matabheda vakhate comAsuM rAkhanArA potAnA saMghamAM | matabheda na paDe te lakSa rAkhI te te samadAyanA sAdhuone comAsuM rAkhatA. mane khyAla che te mujaba banatA sudhI! vikrama saM. 2032nI sAla hatI ane pU. paMnyAsa bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNivara ghANerAva comAsuM hatA. temane ! maLIne bAlacaMda kocara nAmanA gRhastha kumudabhAI velacaMdane tyAM AvyA ane mane Teliphona karyo ke bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja tamane khAsa kAma mATe ghANerAva bolAve che. A agAu mAre kocaranI sAthe koI saMbaMdha na hato.' hiM kumudabhAIne laIne ghANerAva gayo. te vakhate ghANerAvamAM upadhAna cAlatAM hatAM. bapore pU.paMnyAsa | IbhadraMkaravijayajI gaNi (navakAramaMtravALA)ne maLyo. thoDI vAtacIta bAda temaNe kahyuM : tame jamI Avo, pachI I JApaNe nirAMte besIe. temaNe paDikamaNuM vahelAM karI lIdhuM, ane vAtacItamAM beThA. temaNe kahyuM, "atyAre gujarAta, mAravADa badhe khUba khUba dharmaArAdhanA thAya che. mane lAge che ke tame rAmacaMdrasUrijI tarapha durbhAva choDI daIne mahenata karo to saMvatsarInI sAthe samagra tithipraznanuM samAdhAna thAya." meM kahyuM, "Apane vacana ================================ miArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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|ApuM chuM ke huM jarApaNa durbhAva nahi rAkhuM." paNa teo taraphathI mane maLavA bolAvavAnuM kaheNa Avaze to | !huM temane maLavA jaiza. sAme pagale maLavA nahi jauM. temaNe kahyuM, ''huM tamane kaheNa Ave tevI vyavasthA karIza.'" sAthe sAthe kahyuM ke 'mane bhAsa thayo che ke mahenata karavAmAM Avaze to patI jaze.'' meM kahyuM : ''huM mArAthI banatI badhI mahenata karIza. mArA taraphathI koI aMtarAya thAya tevuM nahi karuM.' thoDA divasa bAda muMbaIthI amane kaheNa AvyuM ke tame A. vi. rAmacaMdrasUrijIne pU. paMnyAsa | bhadraMkaravijayajIe kahyuM che te mujaba maLavA Avo. A maLavA jatAM pahelAM huM UMjhA dharmasAgarajI vigerene maLyo. ane temanI sAthe nakkI karyuM ke "teo bAra parvI akhaMDa rAkhatA hoya to saMvatsarI bAbatamAM pAMcamanI kSayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavI. bAMdhachoDa karavI." Ama sAgarajI mahArAjanA samudAyano temanA dvArA abhiprAya jANI lIdho. tyArabAda huM zeTha kasturabhAIne maLyo ane temanI salAha mujaba kalyANabhAI phaDiyAne lai eroplena dvArA muMbai gayo. ame lAlacaMda chaganalAlane tyAM utaryA. tyAM jamyA pachI sAMjanA be traNa | [gADIo karI A. rAmacaMdrasUrijI muMbaI pAsenA kasArA sTezananA makAnamAM birAjatA hatA tyAM pahoMcyA. vacce vikramasUri hatA. temane maLyA. temaNe kahyuM, badhuM patI jaze. vAMdho nahi Ave. chatAM mArI jarUra paDe ! to kahejo. ame kasArA gayA te vakhate amArI sAthe lAlacaMda chaganalAla, bAlacaMda kocara, pATaNavALA kAMtilAla, phaDiyA vigere hatA. paDikkamaNuM pUruM thayA bAda ame AcArya vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrine maLyA. temanI sAthe vAta zarU karI. I temaNe kahyuM, ApaNe ekalA maLIe. bIjA gRhasthonuM kAma nathI. ame ekalA beThA. huM, teo ane teonI ! sAthenA eka AcArya mahArAja hatA. meM kahyuM, amArAvALA koine kAMI paDI nathI. sau potapotAnAmAM masta che. paNa bhadraMkara vijayajIgaNie mane ghANerAva bolAvyo ane vAta karI tethI huM ahIM Avyo chuM. ane ApanI sAthe vAta karatAM kAMI meLa paDe to AgaLa vadhIe". temaNe kahyuM, ''tame A saMbaMdhI zuM vicAro | Icho?" meM kyuM, ''saMvatsarIno prazna haMmezanA samAdhAnapUrvaka ukelAya tene mATe ApaNe badhA pAMcamanI | |saMvatsarI karIe to badhuM patI jAya. koI kaleza kaMkAza rahe nahi. bIjo mArga bhA. zuda pAMcamanI kSaya-vRddhie ! chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavAmAM Ave. tamAre bAra parvatithi akhaMDa rAkhavI ane kalyANakanI vyavasthA pUrvavat rAkhavI to ThekANuM paDe". temaNe javAbamAM kahyuM, ''A barAbara nathI". ''to Apa sarvasaMmata thAya tevo AnA ukelano mArga batAvo". temaNe kahyuM, '"ApaNe sAthe besI zAsrIya carcA karIe ane sAthe besIne nirNaya thAya te karIe meM kahyuM A to pahelA karI joyuM paNa kaMi pariNAma AvyuM nahi. dareka samudAyanA sAdhuo | 1bIjuM kAMI nahi vicAre. amArA gurue kahyuM te sAcuM temaja kaheze ane karaze. Apa cho tyAM sudhI ApanA samudAyanuM paNa ThekANuM paDaze. Apa nahi ho tyAre te paNa ema ja kaheze ke amArA mahArAje karyuM te sAcuM". A pachI ADIavaLI vAto karI. bIjA bhAIo je bahAra hatA temane bolAvyA. temanI AgaLa amArI pUrvanI thayelI vAta karI. pachI kalyANabhAI phaDiyAe kahyuM, ''mahArAja ! paMDitajI kahe che te vAta choDI do, paNa Apa anubhavI ane zAstranA jANa cho to samAdhAna thAya tevo koI mArga kADho'". temaNe kahyuM, ''zAstrIya IcarcA sivAya bIjo koI mArga mane lAgato nathI". tyAra bAda lAlacaMda chaganalAle kahyuM, ''amAre tyAM leNa- I daNamAM vAMdho paDe tyAre vacalo mArga kADhI patAvIe chIe. tema AmAM paNa bIjo ukela na Ave to vacalo I mArga kADhI patAvo'. javAbamAM, tamAre tyAM chUTachATa mUkAya. amAre tyAM kazuM chUTachATa mUkAya nahi, evuM tithi carcA] [87

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rAmacaMdrasUrijIe kahyuM. Ama koI pariNAma na AvyuM. ame chUTA paDyA. vaLatAM pharI vikramasUrine maLyA. te nArAja thayA. tyAra pachI lAlacaMda chaganalAlane tyAM bhuvanabhAnusUri taraphathI Teliphona Avyo ke tame mane maLo. teo te vakhate jazaloka hospiTalanI pAse sI. ke. mahetAnA baMgalAmAM hatA. ame tyAM temane maLyA. temaNe kahyuM, ''pahelA tame mane maLIne tyAM gayA | |hota to sAruM thAta''. meM kahyuM, je banyuM te kharuM. tamArAthI thAya te zakya prayatna karazo. meM to bhadraMkaravijayajInA | kahevAthI A badhI pravRtti karI hatI. tyArapachI bhuvanabhAnusUri rAmacaMdrasUrijIne maLyA ane mane pharI muMbaI bolAvyo. paNa temAM kAMI pariNAma hatuM nahi. A pachI 'muMbaI samAcAra'mAM kAMtilAla cunIlAlanA nAmathI ane bIjAonA nAmathI huM rAmacaMdrasUrijIne maLyo ane zI vAta thai tenA yadvA tadvA samAcAra AvavA mAMDyA. be traNa vakhatanA muMbaI samAcAramAM A samAcAra vAMcyA pachI meM muMbaI samAcArane lakhyuM, ''rAmacaMdrasUri sAthe vAta karanAra huM hato. ane je vAta thaI te vakhate je hAjara hatA tenI sAkSI sAthe yathAtathya samAcAra Apane mokaluM to tame chApavA taiyAra cho ke kema ?' muMbaI samAcAre lakhyuM, tame mokalo ame chApIzuM. meM athathI iti sudhI je banyuM te I lakhyuM ane emAM zrIkalyANabhAInI sahI lIdhI, temaja kocara je AcArya vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijInA pakSanA hatA tenI paNa thoDI AnAkAnI bAda sahI lIdhI. te badhA samAcAra muMbaI samAcArane mokalyA. muMbaI samAcAre badhA samAcAra mArI tathA kalyANabhAI vagerenI sahIo sAthe pragaTa karyA. ane te mujaba jaina pepare paNa prasiddha karyA. A pachI temanA taraphathI je UlTA-sulTA samAcAra prasiddha thatA hatA te baMdha thaI gayA. A badhI vAta pU. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjane pahoMcI. te zuM banyuM te jANavA khUba Atura hatA. mane ane kalyANabhAIne temaNe brAhmaNavADA bolAvyA. huM, kalyANabhAI brAhmaNavADA gayA ane je vAta banI hatI te kahI. te nArAja thayA ane kahyuM. tame maLyA te sthAna sTezananuM hatuM. te barAbara na hatuM. meM kahyuM, mahArAja ! Apa je kaho te barAbara. saMtoSa mAnavo rahyo. A pachI dipaka pharTilAIjharavALA sI.ke. mahetA mane maLyA ane zrIyuta phaDiyAne ghera amArI beThaka | thaI. temaNe vacce ramaNalAla vajecaMdane paNa mAhitagAra karyA. paNa pariNAma kazuM na AvyuM. A pachI huM bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNinI tabiyata narama thai tyAre temane pATaNa maLyo. tyAre temaNe kahyuM, mArI jIvatAM jIvatAM AzA hatI ke A patI jAya to sAruM. bhAvibhAva ! meM kahyuM, meM prayatnamAM kacAza rAkhI nathI. paNa be hAtha |sivAya tALI na paDe. A vAta tyAM aTakI. A pachI bIjA paNa nAnA moTA ghaNA prayatno thayA. paNa jyAre IsaMvatsarIno matabheda Ave tyAre doDAdoDa thAya. pachI badhuM aTakI jAya. I A prayatna niSphaLa gayo. ane saMvatsarI eka tithi pakSanI ane be tithi pakSanI judI thaI. A prayatnamAM bhadraMkara vijayajI mahArAjanI rAmacaMdrasUrijIne vinaMtI hatI paNa bhuvanabhAnusUrijI vagere badhA AcArya vijayarAmacaMdrasUri je kAMI kare ke kahe tethI kAMI uparavaTa javA taiyAra na hatA. te vakhate oMkAra sUri, IbhadraMkara sUri vagere bIjA samudAyanA be tithi pakSanA sAdhuo taiyAra hatA, paNa temano samudAya nAno hovAthI be 1jo teo kAMI kare to pariNAma na Ave tema hovAthI teo mauna rahyA. ane A sAlanI saMvatsarI judI thaI. [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 88]

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(20) mane sAlanI yAda nathI paNa muni zrI caMdrazekhara vijayajI muMbaI caMdanabAlA (vAlakezvara)mAM hatA tyAre temanAM vyAkhyAnonI muMbaImAM sArI ramajhaTa jAmelI. te vakhate temanA vyAkhyAnamAM judI judI praznottarInA prasaMgamAM tithicarcAno prasaMga paNa nIkaLyo ane lokoe kahyuM ke A praznathI saMghamAM ghaNI azAMti che to te huM ImATe zAMti thAya tevuM kAMI thAya ke nahi ? tyAre munizrIe kahyuM, ''jarUra thAya. tame badhA eka thAva ane | prayatna karo to jarUra pariNAma Ave". A mATe muMbaImAM eka vagadAra iimaTa nImAI. A kimiTamAM ! prANalAla dozI kArya karavAmAM mukhya hatA. kamiTimAM bIjA sabhyomAM dIpacaMdabhAI gArDI, je. Ara. zAha, amaracaMdabhAI vagere hatA. kamiTimAM vAta thayA mujaba mane muMbaI AvavA amaracaMdabhAIno TelIphona Avyo. huM eroplenamAM muMbaI gayo. amaracaMdabhAI teDavA AvyA ane A mATenI miTiMga prANalAlabhAIne ghera |maLI. A miTiMgamAM muMbaInA upAzrayanA AgevAno bhegA maLyA. meM tithinA prazna aMge Aja sudhI pacAsa | |varSamAM je je prayatno thayA teno TUMko khyAla Apyo ane kahyuM ke ''sAdhuo dvArA je kAMI matabheda paDe teno I nikAla Avato ja nathI. chatAM prayatna karo''. ane tenI bhUmikA rUpe meM te vakhate paNa e ja kaheluM ke ''bhA. su. pa nI kSayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavI. bAraparva tithi akhaMDa rAkhavI, kalyANaka tithio akhaMDa rAkhavI. A bhUmikA hoya to ja samAdhAna zakya bane. paNa mane khAtarI che ke A zakya banavAnuM nathI''. caMdrazekhara vijayajI mahArAja lAgaNIvaza game teTaluM kahe paNa Ano dora temanA hAthamAM nathI. prANalAlabhAI |khUba lAgaNI pradhAna hatA. dharmamArge ane anuSThAnamAM sArA joDAyelA hatA. A miTiMga pachI teo mAre ghera AvyA ane jyAM jyAM javuM hoya tyAM tyAM javAnI temaNe taiyArI batAvI ane samayano tathA paisAno bhoga ! Apavo paDe to paNa bhoga ApavAnI pUratI taiyArI batAvI. I I meM temane kahyuM ke ''prANalAlabhAI ! AmAM koI phAvyuM nathI. badhAe Aja sudhI prayatno karI niSphaLa nIvaDyA che. tame AmAM UMDA Utaro ane kadAca ubhagI na jAva to sAruM. tamArI IcchA hoya ane prayatna / karavo hoya to karo. huM sAtha ApIza, paNa pariNAma kAMI nahi Ave". temaNe kahyuM ke 'ApaNe prayatna ! karIe. zubha buddhithI prayatna karavAno. pariNAma zAsana devanA hAthamAM che". temanA kahevAthI huM temane laI cANasmA birAjatA bhadraMkarasUri pAse gayo. bhadraMkarasUrie dila kholIne badhI vAta karI ane 'udayanI mAnyatAthI be tithi pakSano je AraMbha thayo che te khoTo che. paNa ame zuM karI zakIe ? amAro samudAya nAno che. saMghanI zAMti e mukhya che. tithi prazna koI paNa rIte nipaTAvavo joIe ema huM mAnuM chuM. IrAmacaMdrasUri sAthe ghaNo patravyavahAra ane vAtacIta thaI paNa temane koI paNa rIte A jhagaDo nIpaTAvavo | nathI". A vakhate caMdrakAMta kAMtilAla ane kumudabhAI velacaMda mArI sAthe cANasmAmAM hatA. tyArabAda omakArasUrijI pAse paNa prANalAlabhAIne laI huM DIsA gayo. temaNe paNa bhadraMkarasUrijInI mAphaka kahyuM. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa jamanAbhAI zeThanA baMgale rAmacaMdrasUri sAthe thayelI carcAnI badhI vAta paNa karI. prANalAlabhAI A rIte be-traNa vakhata AvyA. mahenata karI. paNa temane lAgyuM ke AmAM kAMI phaLa | 1Ave tema nathI. tethI zAMta thayA. bIjo eka prayatna omakArasUri vAva pAsenA eka mADakA gAmamAM hatA tyAre karyo. sAthe jambuvijayajI paNa hatA. jammuvijayajI ane omakArasUri baMnee maLI A prazna mATe prayatna karavAnuM vicAryuM. temaNe [89 tithi carcA]

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[kasturabhAI zeThanA saMbaMdhathI kasturabhAI zeThane te hatA tyAM bolAvavA mATe mANasa mokalyo ane kahevaDAvyuM ke khAsa agatyanuM kAma che tethI ahIM padhAro, ane te kAma tithi saMbaMdhanuM che, tema jaNAvyuM. zeThano mArA upara TelIphona Avyo ke jambavijayajI mahArAja mane vAva pAsenA mADakA gAmamAM bolAve che ane temane tithi saMbaMdhe vAta karavI che. huM AmAM kAMI jANato nathI. tame mArI sAthe Avo to sAruM. meM kahyuM ke tamane bolAve che, mane bolAvatA nathI. temane kAMI khAnagI vAta karavI hoya to saMkoca thaze. mATe huM na AvuM Ito kema ? temaNe kahyuM ke tamAre mArI sAthe AvavAnuM che. khAnagI haze to te rIte vartIzuM, paNa tamAre |AvavAnuM che. huM ane zeTha jambuvijayajInA kahevAthI mADakA gayA. omakArasUrijI, jammuvijayajI ane zeTha | beThA. khAnagI miTiMga hovAthI huM chaTakI gayo. paNa zeTha tathA mahArAje mane temAM hAjara rahevAno hukama karyo. | huM temAM hAjara rahyo. rAmacaMdrasUri sAthe omakArasUrijIne thayelo patravyavahAra zeThane batAvyo. badhI dalIlo samajAvI. A be tithi ane saMvatsarInA saMbaMdhamAMnA zAstrapATho batAvyA ane jaNAvyuM ke ''rAmacaMdrasUrinI jIdda khoTI che. saMghamAM koI paNa rIte zAMti thavI joIe. temane zAstrArtha karavo hoya to huM karavA taiyAra chuM. paNa temane koI rIte ekatA khapatI nathI". zeTha A badhuM sAMbhaLI rahyA ane pAchA pharyA. A vAto cAlatI hatI te daramyAna anubhAI cImanalAle eka patra kasturabhAI zeThane lakhyo ke ''ApanI moTI lAgavaga che, jaina saMghamAM ApanuM khUba varcasva che. ane tithino prazna saMghanI zAMtine korI khAya che. to Apa ApanI lAgavaga vAparI Ane patAvo". javAbamAM zeThe lakhyuM ke ''rAmacaMdrasUrijInI hayAtI che tyAM sudhI A prazna koI rIte pate tema nathI ane te mATe prayatna karavo paNa niSphaLa che". (21) A pachI vikrama saMvata 2042mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya Avyo tyAre be tithi pakSa vALA | |cotha-pAMcama bhegI karI saMvatsarI karavAnA temanA pUrva rIvAja mujaba karavAnA hatA. jyAre eka tithi pakSanA | sAdhuo pAMcamanA kSaye trIjano kSaya karI saMvatsarI karavAnA hatA. Ama eka tithi pakSavALAnI saMvatsarI AgaLanA divase ane be tithi pakSavALAnI saMvatsarI bIjA divase thavAnI hatI. A pahelAM eka varSa agAu AnI hilacAla zarU thaI. A vakhatanI hilacAla zarU karanAra pUjya AcArya bhUvanabhAnu sUri hatA. temaNe mane yAda che te mujaba saMvata 2041nA phAgaNa mahinAmAM dipacaMdabhAI tAsavAlA, kezavalAla motIlAla Mane vAlajIbhAI pAlItANAvALA A traNeyane mAre tyAM mokalyA ane temaNe mane kahyuM ke ''himAMzusUri |mahArAja saMghanI zAMti mATe AyaMbIlanI tapazcaryA kare che. jo tithi praznanuM samAdhAna thAya to saMghanI zAMti | thAya ane mahArAja pAraNuM kare. A mATe amAro prayatna che. tethI ahIM ame bhuvanabhAnusUrinA kahevAthI AvyA chIe". meM temane jaNAvyuM ke ''kaI bhUmikA upara tithinuM samAdhAna karavuM che ?" vAtacIta karatAM ema phalita thayuM ke ''pahelAM kasArA mukAme je bhUmikA hatI te bhUmikA upara eTale bhA.su. pAMcamanI kSaya vRddhie IbhA.su. chaThanI kSaya vRddhi karavI ane be tithi pakSe bAraparvI akhaMDa rAkhavI ane kalyANaka tithione pUrvavat rAkhavI. A rIte karavAmAM Ave to zakya bane tema che ane te rIte karavAnI bhuvanabhAnusUri vagerenI taiyArI | che". meM kahyuM, ''tamArA pakSamAM rAmacaMdra sU. sivAya bIjA badhA AcAryonI saMmati meLavI lAvo. e pachI ApaNo AgaLa vAta karIe. kAraNa ke tamAre tyAM badhAnuM nakkI na thAya to amAre tyAM prayatna karavAno kAMI [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 90]

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artha nathI". teo ahIMthI gayA ane emanA pakSanA AcArya vikramasUri, oMkAra sUri, bhadraMkara sUri vi. 1 badhAne maLI AvIne pharI pAchA mArI pAse mahinA pachI AvyA ane kahyuM ke "ame amArA pakSanI saMmati ! laI AvyA chIe. ekalA rAmacaMdra sU.ne maLyA nathI. bIjA badhA A prayatna karavAmAM saMmata che". meM kahyuM, ' sAruM. mAre tyAM prayatna karIza. te pahelAM ApaNe eka vakhata bhuvanabhAnusUrine maLIe ane kaI rIte prayatna karavo teno vicAra karIe". teo muMbaI gayA. A pachI thoDA divasa bAda manubhAI amRtalAla konTrAkTara mAre tyAM rU. 1OOO/- laI AvyA aneT huM ghera na hovAthI mArA putranA hAthamAM te paisA ApI gayA. meM manubhAIne TelIphona karI pUchyuM ke A zAnA paisA mokalyA che? temaNe kahyuM dIpacaMdabhAI tAsavAlAe mane tamane ApavA mATe mokalAvyA che ane te eTalA! mATe ke tamAre muMbaI javuM AvavuM paDe tenA kharca mATe mokalyA che. meM temane kahyuM ke A paisA pAchA laI jAva, ane mAre javuM haze to huM mArA kharce jaIza. e paisA meM pAchA mokalI ApyA. tyAra bAda A badhI vAtathI ; jzreNikabhAI ane phaDiyAne vAkepha karyA. pachI huM tathA kalyANabhAI phaDiyA baMne vimAnamAM muMbaI gayA. amArI i sAme amane levA zrI kezavalAla motIlAla ane dIpacaMdabhAI tAsavAlA eroDroma para AvyA. ame kezavalAlI motIlAlanA jamAIne tyAM zAMtAkrujha utaryA. jamI paravArIne ame caMdanabALAmAM virAjatA pU. A.! bhuvanabhAnusUrine maLyA. ema nakkI thayuM ke mAre ane bhuvanabhAnusUrie ekalAe maLavuM. e mujaba huM ane ! bhuvanabhAnusUri eka rUmamAM beThA. ADIavaLI vAto pachI bhuvanabhAnusUrie kahyuM ke "pUrvanI peThe bAraparva | akhaMDa rAkhavA ane kalyANaka tithio vi. pUrvanI peThe rAkhavA saMmata chIe. tamAre tamArA eka tithi pakSe | IbhA.su. pAMcamanI kSayavRddhi Ave tyAre bIjA paMcAMgano Azaro laI bhA. su. chaThanI kSayavRddhi karI bhA. su. | cothanA roja saMvatsarI karavI. A rIte thAya to amAro pakSa badhI rIte taiyAra che". meM kahyuM, amAre tyAM ! pU. A. vijayanemisUri vi. mAM vAMdho nahIM Ave. paNa sAgarajI ma.no samudAya A kabUla nahIM kare. gaye ! vakhate to dharmasAgarajI vi. hatA eTale A mATe prayatna karyo hato. paNa Aje A karavuM ghaNuM muzkela che. chatAM mArAthI banatI badhI mahenata huM karIza. Ama chatAM mane lAge che ke jo bhA.su. pAMcamanI saMvatsarI thAya , jto ghaNuM saheluM thai paDe. koIno ahama poSAya nahi ane ApaNA gaccha sivAya bIjA gacchonI sAthe paNa j ApaNA gacchanI saMvatsarI eka thAya. ane A thAya to ghaNuM sAruM thAya. ane A thAya to mane lAge che, ke phaLa Avaze. jo tamArA pakSanA badhA saMmata thatA hoya to mArA pakSa mATe huM mahenata karuM". temaNe kahyuM, I mane to baMnemAM vAMdho lAgato nathI". meM kahyuM, "ema nahi paNa tame lakho". emaNe eka kAgaLa lIdho ! ane lakhyuM ke "bhA. su. pAMcamanI kSayevRddhie bIjAM paMcAMgono Azaro laI chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavAnuM ane ; bAraparvatithi akhaMDa rAkhavAno temaja kalyANaka tithio pUrvavat rAkhavAnuM amane kabUla che. temaja bhA.su. 5 nI saMvatsarI karavAmAM Ave to te paNa kabUla che. ane temAM paNa bAra parva tithi akhaMDa ; jrAkhavAnuM ane kalyANaka tithi pUrvavata rAkhavAnuM kabUla che". A kAgaLa meM emanI pAsethI lIdho ane jaNAvyuM ke "pAMcamanI saMvatsarI karavAnuM mane vAjabI lAge che ane te mujaba prayatno karIzuM to phaLa maLaze. tema chatAM tamAro Agraha hoya to pahelA mATe paNa prayatna karIzuM. paNa mane temAM phaLa maLavAnI AzA ochI dekhAya che". temaNe kahyuM ke "te baMnemAMthI game ====== === = = = tithi carcA [91

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- - I te karo. mane kabUla che ane mArA pakSanA badhA AcAryone kabUla karAvavA huM prayatna karIza. tame tamAre tyAM prayatna karo". A vAta amArI tyAM aTakI. A daramyAna zrIyuta zreNikabhAI zeTha muMbaI gayA te vakhate temane muMbaImAM lAlabAgavALA jeThAbhAI; vi. tathA bhuvanabhAnusUri zreNikabhAIne maLyA ane kahyuM ke tithinA prazna samAdhAna karavAmAM Ave to badhuM patI jAya tema che, mATe tame kAMIka prayatna karo. ane mArI sAthe thayelI badhI vAtacIta karI. zreNikabhAIe kahyuM ke tame rAmacaMdra su.ne maLo ane temano zo abhiprAya che te jANe ane prayatna karo. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ! ke te to koI jAtanI vAta karavA taiyAra nathI. ame ghaNo ghaNo prayatna karyo. paNa temanA taraphathI kazo sahakAra maLato nathI. 1 zreNikabhAI zeTha amadAvAda AvyA pachI mane maLyA ane mane kahyuM, "tame A. rAmacaMdra sU.ne maLo | ane temanuM zuM dila che te jANo ane ekatithi pakSa taraphathI paNa pratibhAva che te jANo. jo prayatna karavAthI pariNAma sAruM Ave to saMghano udyota thAya". huM devendrasAgarasUrine maLyo ane temanI sAthe keTalIka vAta karI. UMghatA jhaDapAvAya nahIM te mATe eka patrikA taiyAra karI ane te patrikA zAsana surakSA samitinA ! nAme pragaTa karI. A patrikAmAM Aja sudhIno banelo TUMko ItihAsa lakho ane samAdhAnanI bhUmikAmAM judI ; judI bhUmikAo sAthe pAMcamanI saMvatsarInI paNa bhUmikA darzAvI. A patrikAo hetu e hato ke ekatithi jpakSanA AcAryo taraphathI badhethI ekasarakho avAja jAya. paNa kharI rIte prayatna karavAno to be tithi | pakSavALAne hato. kAraNake eka tithi pakSavALA to bahumatImAM hatA ane temanA samudAyo ghaNA hatA. sauT lpotapotAnI vAtamAM masta hatA ane teone samAdhAnanI bAbatamAM kAMI paDI na hatI. A pachI zreNikabhAInA! kahevAthI meM rAmacaMdra sUtrane maLavAno vicAra karyo. rAmacaMdra sU. ma. te vakhate lakSmIvardhakanA upAzrayamAM ! birAjatA hatA. meM prathama kumudabhAI velacaMdane bolAvyA ane kahyuM ke tame prathama rAmacaMdra sU. ne maLo ane jtemane jaNAvo ke tithinA prazna aMge hAla je vAtAvaraNa cAle che te saMbaMdhamAM paMDita maphatalAla tamane maLavAnuM TmAge che. temaNe kahyuM, khuzIthI kAle zanivAre bapore be vAgyA pachI maLavA Ave. te mujaba huM lakSmIvardhakanAT IupAzraye huM kumudabhAI velacaMdane sAthe laIne gayo. ame eka rUmamAM baMdha bAraNe beThA. te vakhate A. vi.1 rAmacaMdra sUpa, mahodaya sU. tathA hemabhUSaNa vi., huM tathA kumudabhAI hatA. meM A je kAMI banI rahyuM hatuM te badhI vAta karI. ane jaNAvyuM ke tamArA pakSanA A. bhuvanabhAnusUri jvi. taraphathI A prayatna thAya che. amArAvALAne to kAMI paDI nathI. tamArAvALA badhA kArasUri bhadraMkara sUri bhuvanabhAnusUri vi. badhA tithinuM samAdhAna karavA taiyAra che. ane tenI zI bhUmikA che te paNa kahyuM.T tio pAMcamanI kSayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavAnI, bAra parva tithi-akhaMDa rAkhavAnI ane kalyANaka tithio! yathAvata rAkhavAnI temaja pAMcamanI saMvatsarI thAya to paNa te rIte karavAmAM teo taiyAra che. tenA purAvA rUpe meM bhuvanabhAnusUrinA hAthanI lakhelI ane temanA akSaravALI ciThThI temane batAvI. A ciThThI temaNe khUba dhArI dhArIne joI. mane kahyuM huM AnI jherokSa kopI karAvI lauM. meM nA pADI. temaNe kahyuM, ApaNe AnI kopI karI laIe. meM tenI paNa nA pADI. meM kahyuM tamane jeTaluM yAda rahe teTaluM rAkhI lo. mAtra tamArI jANa khAtara A ciThThI batAvI che. jethI tamane khyAla Ave ke tamArA pakSanA sAdhuo kaI rItanA taiyAra che. I 'mahArAje ciThThI vAMcI pAchI ApI. =============================== 92] mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA ----------- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - --

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- - - - - - - - - - - 5 A pachI mArI ane temanI vacce 1990nA muni saMmelanathI mAMDIne Aja sudhInA banelA banAvo! saMbaMdhI ghaNI ghaNI vAto thaI. 5. A. nemisuri ma. saMbaMdhI. sAgarAnaMda sa. ma. saMbaMdhI, siddhisari ma. saMbaMdhI | Ivi. ghaNI vAto thaI. vacce vacce temaNe siddhacakra peparanA temanA samarthanamAM Ave tevA sAgarajI ma.nAM ! 'avataraNo ApyA. te saMbaMdhamAM meM jaNAvyuM ke sAheba chello abhiprAya e AkharI abhiprAya gaNAya. eTale ; sAgarajI ma. ne Apa mAnya karatA ho to temano chello abhiprAya mAnya karavo joie. siddhacakramAM Ama jkahyuM che ane tema kahyuM che te vAta barAbara nathI. chello sAgarajI ma. no abhiprAya to spaSTa che ke pUnama-1 JamAsanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi karavI ane bhA. su. 5 nI kSayavRddhie trIjanI kSayavRddhi karavI. bAra ! parvatithi akhaMDa rAkhavI. A temano abhiprAya che. AthI siddhacakranA peregrApho rajU karavAno kAMI artha nathI.' A vakhate temaNe 1990nA muni saMmelana vakhate thayelI ghaNI vAtacIto karI. temAM meM temane kahyuM : ke Apane mATe te vakhate nemisUri ma.no abhiprAya bahu sAro na hato. te vAtamAM te paNa kabUla thayA ke mArI | koI vAta nemisUri ma. svIkAravA taiyAra ja na hatA. ane kharI rIte mane sAMbhaLavA ane sahakAra ApavAmAM tiyAra na hatA. A aupacArika manameLanI keTalIka vAto bAda temaNe kahyuM ke "tithicarcAthI ghaNuM nukasAna thayuM ! che. have patI jAya to sAruM che. be AThamane badale be sAtama karo to mane kAMI vAMdho lAgato nathI. temaja pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhie ame premasUri ma.nA paTTakane anusarI terasanI kSayavRddhi karIe chIe. bhA. su. 1 i5 nI kSayavRddhie chaThThanI kSayavRddhi karo to mane kAMI vAMdho nathI. ane bhA. su. 5 nI saMvatsarI thAya to paNa vAMdho nathI. huM paNa IcchuM chuM ke A badhuM patI jAya to sAruM." meM kahyuM jo tema hoya to mane patI javAmAM kizo vAMdho lAgato nathI. kAraNa ke Apa badhI rIte patAvavA taiyAra cho ane ApanA pakSanA sAdhuo badhI! rIte patAvavA taiyAra che. ane amArA pakSanA sAdhuone manAvavAmAM mane kAMI vAMdho Avaze nahi. kAraNa ! ke teo khoTI pakaDavALA nathI. Ama khUba khUba AnaMdabhera ame chUTA paDyA ane mane lAgyuM ke mahArAja | to khUba saraLa che ane badhI rIte patAvavA taiyAra che. kALa khUba yogya che, A pachI huM nAraNapurA birAjatA devendrasAgarasUri ma. ne te ja divase zanivAre rAte maLyo ane zreNikabhAIne paNa temanA baMgale maLyo. teo | JpaNa mArI vAtathI khuza thayA. Ama vAtAvaraNa khUba sarasa thayuM. rAtre huM khUba vicAre caDyo. mane lAgyuM ke ATalAM varSonI pakaDavALA ane tenA mATe badhI rIte ? jhajhUmelA A mahArAja kema ATalA saraLa banI gayA? pachI meM vicAryuM ke A badhI vAta amArI khAnagI thaI che. temAM koI pratiSThita sAkSI nathI. kAle AgaLa vadhIe ane chevaTe kahevAmAM Ave ke AvuM meM kAMI | IkahyuM nathI to zuM thAya? A mATe koI pratiSThita sAkSIne rAkhavo joIe. AthI vicAryuM ke zreNikabhAI zeThane kAle ravivAre A. ma. pAse laI javA ane je vAta mArI | samakSa A. ma. kahI che te vAta temanI samakSa karAvavI. jethI vAta pAkI thAya ane AgaLa vadhavAmAM vAMdho | na Ave. Ama rAte meM manomana nirNaya karyo. ravivAre savAre zreNikabhAI zeThane phona karyo ke Aje bapore ra-30 thI 3-00 nA sumAre mAre tyAM ! padhAro. Apa mAre tyAM padhAro tyAra pachI ApaNe vijaya rAmacaMdra sU. pAse javAnuM che. te eTalA mATe ke : meM Apane kAla vAta karI hatI te tithi saMbaMdhInI badhI vAtamAM Apane sAkSI rAkhavA. kemake ame je vAta I = = = = = tithi carcA] |

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karI hatI temAM temanA sAdhu ane huM hato. mobhAdAra koI sAkSI na hatA. jo Apane rUbarU te vAta karI pAkI | JthAya to AgaLa vadhavAmAM vAMdho na Ave. temaNe kahyuM Aje ravivAra che, DAyavara hAjara nathI, muzkelI che. meM kahyuM A kAma ati uttama che. ' igame tema karI Apa avazya padhAro. teo 2-30 vAgye mAre ghera AvyA. te daramyAna meM kumudabhAI velacaMdane | paNa bolAvI lIdhA. ame traNeya jaNA lakSmIvardhakanA upAzraye pU.A. ma. pAse gayA. mahArAje zreNikabhAIne | joyA, Azcarya pAmyA. ame badhA eka rUmamAM ekAMtamAM beThA. meM vAta cheDI ke sAheba huM zreNikabhAIne eTalA! mATe lAvyo chuM ke ApaNe kAle je vAta thaI tenA te sAkSIrUpa rahe. ' meM kahyuM, ApaNe kAle nIce mujaba vAta thaI hatI te barAbara che. "bAra parva tithi-akhaMDa rAkhavI. ' paMcAMgamAM pAMcama ke AThama va. kSayavRddhie pUrvanI aparva tithinI kSayavRddhi karI lakhavI, ane jyAre paMcAMgamAM | lbhA.su. panI kSayavRddhi Ave tyAre bIjA paMcAMgano Azaro laI chuMThanI kSayavRddhi karavI ane cothanI saMvatsarI | karavI. paMcAMgo vi.saM. 1992 pahelAM vIrazAsana vi.patromAM chapAtAM hatAM te pramANa chApavAM. temaja jo ! te na bane to bhA.su. panA roja saMvatsarI karavI. bAra parva tithi akhaMDa rAkhavI ane pUrvanI peThe paMcAMga chApavAM." A vAta barAbara che ke kAMI phera che? temaNe kahyuM ke vAta barAbara che. A vAta thaI hatI. to pachI ApaNe eka paTTaka karIe ane e paTTakano musado mArI pAse taiyAra che. Apa sahI karo.' bIjA badhA amArA-tamArAnI huM sahIo laI AvIza. mahArAjazrIe kahyuM, "ema nahIM. paTTaka navesarathI vicArI karavo paDe. vi.saM. 2020mAM guru ! mahArAjano paTTaka piMDavADA mukAme karyo, tyAre ame amArA pakSanA tamAma padavIdharo AcAryo, upAdhyAya, 'panyAsa, gaNI vi.nI saMmati ane sahIo lIdhI hatI. eTale huM kAMtilAla cunIlAlane kola karAvI kAle sivAre bolAvuM chuM. ane temanA dvArA badhA pAsethI evI saMmati meLavAvuM chuM ke mahArAja tithicarcAnuM samAdhAna | paMDita maphatalAla dvArA karavA taiyAra che ane teo je samAdhAna kare tenI temAM amArI badhAnI saMmati che. ane | e saMmati bAda ApaNe musaddo taiyAra karI AgaLa kAma calAvIe." ' vadhumAM temaNe kahyuM ke "mArI evI IcchA kharI ke baMne pakSo potapotAnA maMtavyonA samarthananA zAstra jpATho lakhe ane pachI ema lakhe ke amArI A mAnyatA hovA chatAM saMghanI zAMtinI khAtara ame nIce pramANe tuM piTTaka karIe chIe." meM kahyuM ke "sAheba, A pATho lakhavAmAM ane tenA artha karavAmAM visaMvAda Ubho thaze. kAraNake ja pATho tame lakhazo te pATho ame paNa lakhIzuM ane tenA artha ame kAMika karIzuM ane tame paNa kAMIka karazo.' kSaye pUrvanA arthamAM Aje 50 varSa thayAM saMmati sadhAI nathI to temAM kaI rIte saMmati sadhAya? vAta DahoLAze ! ane ThekANuM paDaze nahi mATe sau saue potAnI mAnyatA sApekSabhAve karI che ane saMghanI zAMti khAtara ApaNe niIce pramANeno nirNaya karIe chIe tema lakhavuM vadhu sAruM raheze." 1 zreNikabhAIe paNa mArI vAtamAM saMmati ApI ane kahyuM ke "paMDitajI je kahe che te barAbara che. A badhuM lakhavAmAM DahoLAze." mahArAje pharI kahyuM ke "huM kAMtilAlane kAle bolAvuM chuM. te amArAvALAnI ! ==================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA [9] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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IsaMmati laI Ave. pachI AgaLa kAma calAvIe." meM kahyuM ke '"tamArAvALAnI ane amArAvALAnI baMnenI sahIo huM laI AvIza. Apa sahI karo.'' temaNe kahyuM ke ''ucita nathI. amArA dvArA prayatna karavo joie". A vAta tyAMthI aTakI ane ame UbhA thayA. A pachI huM, zreNikabhAI ane kumudabhAI traNeya mAre ghera AvyA. meM kumudabhAIne dUra rAkhI zreNikabhAI sAthe vAta karI ke tamane sAkSI tarIke rAkhyA te barAbara. paNa AmAM mahArAjazrInI nikhAlasatA lAgatI nathI. zreNikabhAIe kahyuM ke paMDitajI, mahArAjazrInI ane tamArI vAtomAM mane bahu samajaNa paDatI nathI. tyArabAda zeTha ane kumudabhAI mAre gherathI gayA. (22) ravivAre rAte A vAtacIta saMbaMdhI ane khUba vicAro AvyA ane mane lAgyuM ke kAMtilAla cunIlAlane bolAvavAmAM ane bIjAonI saMmati meLavavAnI pAchaLa mahArAjazrInI polIsI lAge che. je kAma ATaluM sarANe caDyuM che te roLI nAkhavAnI AnI pAchaLa vRtti dekhAya che. meM A saMbaMdhI rAtanA khUba vicAra karyA Iane savAre zrIyuta kumudabhAIne bolAvI mahArAjazrInuM vyAkhyAna UThe tyAre tarata javAnuM nakkI karyuM. A divasa somavArano hato. vyAkhyAna UThyA bAda mahArAjazrInI sAthe rUmamAM huM, kumudabhAI, ! mahodaya sU. ane mahArAjazrI maLyA. meM mahArAjazrIne kahyuM ke ''tame kAMtilAla cunIlAla dvArA tamArA pakSanA badhA AcAryo kahevaDAvo, "huM paMDita sAthe tithi samAdhAna karavA mAguM chuM, to tame badhA te vAtamAM saMmati lakhI Apo." A kahevaDAvavAnI pAchaLa ApanI murAda mane zuddha dekhAtI nathI. kemake tame jyAre badhAne IkahevaDAvo ke "huM samAdhAna karavA taiyAra chuM temAM badhA saMmati Apo''. pachI Apa mArI sAthe musaddo taiyAra karavAmAM aneka vAMdhAo nAkho ane kaho ke paMDitajI A mAnatA nathI ane te mAnatA nathI. tema karI A 1 AgaLa vadhelI vAtane roLI nAkhavAnI murAda jaNAya che. vadhumAM Apane sahIo karI ApanArA kazuM bolI | zake nahi ane Aje bhuvanabhAnu sUri vi. je taiyAra thayA che te badhA ThaMDA paDI jAya ane vikhUTA paDI jAya. evI mane tamArI murAda dekhAya che. mATe mAre koI samAdhAnanI bhUmikA tamArI sAthe karavI nathI. kemake te karavAthI huM mArA pakSamAM halako paDIza''. mahArAjazrI sTeja hasyA ane boljhA, ''to ApaNe A vAta rahevA daIe ane sarva maMgala I karIe". meM kahyuM sarvamaMgala karo. te vakhate hemabhUSaNavijaye kahyuM, AmAM kAMI samajaNa paDI nahi. meM javAba I Apyo, mahArAjazrIne pUcho. vadhumAM te vakhate meM mahArAjazrIne kahyuM ke ''khaMbhAtamAM jyAre ApanA pravacananI sAthe caMdrazekhara | vijayajI hatA tyAre lokoe caMdrazekharavijayajIne bolavA ghaNI ciThThIo mokalI, paNa Ape sarvamaMgala karI | temane bolavA na dIdhA. paNa pachI Apane lAgyuM ke bhuvanabhAnusUrithI caMdrazekharavijayajIne chUTA pADavA mATe A sAro samaya che. eTale Ape 'mAro bhaIlo' kahI temane AgaLa dharyA. A karavA pAchaLa caMdrazekhara vijayajIne bhuvanabhAnusUrithI judA pADavAno Azaya hato. tema huM samAdhAna karavA taiyAra chuM ane badhA saMmati Apo, te pAchaLa samAdhAnanI vRtti nathI paNa toDI pADavAnI vRtti che". A pachI huM mantheNa vaMdAmi kahI tithi carcA] [95

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kumudabhAInI sAthe tyAMthI chUTo paDyo. (23) thoDA samaya bAda zreNikabhAI zeTha muMbaI gayA. te vakhate temane khaMbhAtavALA zrI bAbukAkA ane lAlacaMda chaganalAla zrIpALanagaravALA maLyA. temaNe kahyuM ke ame sAMbhaLyuM che ke mahArAjazrI bhA.su. pa nI ] |SayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavA ane bhA. su. 5 nI saMvatsarI karavA taiyAra thayA che. ane te vAta tamArI | JrUbarU thaI che te sAcI che ke khoTI? zreNikabhAIe kahyuM, mArI rUbarU baMne vAta mahArAje kabUla karI che.' bIjAonI saMmati meLavavA pUratuM ja adhUruM rahyuM che. teoe kahyuM, to to patI jaze. ame amadAvAda ! AvIe ane adhUruM hoya to vinaMtI karI pUruM karIe. zreNikabhAIe kahyuM ke Avo ane pUruM karo. paNa te badhAne ane zreNikabhAIne mArI sAthe somavAre thayelI vAtacItanI khabara na hatI. thoDA divasa bAda zrI bAbukAkA tathA lAlacaMdabhAI AvyA. mahArAjazrIne maLyA. mahArAjazrIe kahyuM, "zreNikabhAInI rUbarUi vAta thaI hatI te vAta sAcI. paNa pAMcamanI saMvatsarI karavAmAM to ghaNI muzkelI paDe. eTale te to banI zake tema nathI. paNa bhA. su. 5 nI kSayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavAmAM vAMdho nathI. ane kalyANakanI ! tithio ame amArI rIte rAkhIe. zreNikabhAInA gayA bAda paMDitanI sAthenI vAta kathaLI gaI che. paMDitanuM |kahevuM evuM che ke 1992 pahelAM je rIte paMcAMgo bahAra paDatAM hatAM te rIte yathAvata bahAra pADavAM joIe.' kalyANakanuM tamAruM juduM na cAle. samAdhAna thAya eTale saMpUrNa samAdhAna thavuM joIe. AthI vAta aTakI paDI ! bAbukAkA ane lAlacaMdabhAI zreNikabhAIne maLyA ane kahyuM ke kalyANakanA hisAbe vAta aTakI che..! zreNikabhAIe kahyuM ke tame paMDitane maLo ane paMDita ane mahArAjane bhegA karI ThekANuM pADo. mahArAjane paNa ; samajAvo ane paMDitane paNa samajAvo. mane AmAM kAMI samajaNa paDatI nathI. zreNikabhAInA kahevAthI teoe mane ramaNalAla vajecaMdanA baMgale bolAvyo. mahArAjazrInI vAta! kabula karAvavA mArA upara khUba prayatna karyo ane chevaTe nakkI karyuM ke tame, ame ane mahArAja bhegA thaIe ane koI rIte nikAla lAvIe. mahArAjane samajAvo ke kalyANakanI vAta paDatI mUke. meM kahyuM, tame mArI sAthe na rahevA mAgatA ho to huM mahArAjazrInI pAse AvuM. paraMtu mahArAjazrInI vAtamAM hAe hA karavI hoya to ! huM nahIM AvuM. kAle ApaNe mahArAjazrIne maLIe. nakkI karyA mujaba bIjA divase mahArAjazrIne maLyA tyAre | rimaNalAla vajecaMda ane lAlacaMda chaganalAla mArI sAthe hatA. bAbukAkA jamyA pachI mAre sUI rahevAnI TevI che ema kahI AvyA nahi. amArI vAta cAlI. mane mahArAjazrIe kalyANakanI vAta pakaDI rAkhI te kabUla! karAvavA prayatna karyo. paNa meM kahyuM, A vAta mArA hAthanI nathI. temaNe kahyuM, tame tamArA pakSane samajAvo, tamAruM varcasva che. meM kahyuM, A badhI vAta sAcI. paNa A zakya nathI. te vakhate lAlacaMdabhAIe mahArAjazrIne ; jkahyuM, sAheba amAre tyAM zAka na thAya tyAre ja khabara paDe ke Aje bIja ke pAMcama parva tithi che. kalyANakanI | to kone khabara ja che ? kalyANakane paMcAMgamAM lakhavAno Agraha choDI do. mahArAjazrI kabUla na thayA. | rimaNalAla paNa lAlacaMdabhAInI mAphaka kahevA mAMDayA. paNa temane to temaNe UtArI ja pADyA. Ama A vAta! adhUrI rahI. pharI bIje divase ramaNalAla vajecaMdane tyAM mane bolAvavAmAM Avyo ane bAbukAkA, lAlacaMdabhAI ================================ [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -- -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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siAthe kAMtilAla cunIlAla bhaLyA. temaNe kalyANakanI vAta jArI rAkhI samAdhAna karAvavA prayatna karyo. huM koIj rIte kabUla na thayo. chevaTe meM emane kahyuM ke tame mahArAjazrI pAse kevo paTTaka karavo che te lakhAvI lAvo pachI. ApaNe vicAra karIe. bIje divase teo eTale kAMtilAla cunIlAla paTTakano musaddo taiyAra karAvI lAvyA. temAM evI ghaNI vAto hatI ke je amArA pakSane kabUla na thAya. tethI temAM ame sudhArA karI te paTTaka pAcho : Apyo. bIje divase keTalAka sudhArA emane ema rAkhI paTTaka sudhArI laI AvyA. AmAM mArA taraphathI meM 1 traNa muddAo sudhAravAnuM sUcavyuM. e paTTakamAM kSaye pUrvA ane udayami0thI eka pakSa karato hato te kADhI | InAkhavAnuM ane bhaviSyamAM zAstrAnulakSI paraMparAthI phera karI zakAya tene badale mAtra paraMparAthI e zabda | JrAkhavAnuM meM sUcavyuM. ane jaNAvyuM ke bIjuM kAMI lakhavAnI jarUra nathI. ame badhA sApekSabhAve karIe chIe! paNa saMghanI zAMti khAtara A pramANe karIe chIe. mArA traNa sudhArA emane kabUla na thayA. eTale meM kevo ! paTTaka karavo te devendra sAgara sUri mahArAjazrInI sahIthI mokalI Apyo. ane temano lakhelo paTTaka mArI pAse rAkhyo. devendra sAgara sUri ma. no paTTaka temane koI rIte kabUla thAya tema na hato. Ama A vAta khoraMbhe paM JpaDI. (24) AcArya vijaya rAmacaMdrasUri sAthenI mArI vAtacItathI paDI bhAMgI tevI vAta samAjamAM prasarI ane ema phelAyuM ke mahArAjazrInI prAraMbhamAM pAMcamanI saMvatsarInI vAta hatI. paNa te barAbara nahi lAgavAthI te paDatI mUkI ane bhA.su. panI kSayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavAnI vAtamAM temanI saMmati hatI, paNa sAthe 1 paMcAMganI udayatithie kalyANaka karavAnI vAtano temano Agraha hovAthI A vAta AgaLa cAlI nahIM. vAta | paDatI mUkAI. . paraMtu bhuvanabhAnusUrinI icchA A vAta koI paNa rIte paDatI mUkAya tema na hovAthI mane pharI muMbaI bolAvyo. huM emane muMbaI maLyo ane A vAta AgaLa calAvavAmAM temanI preraNAthI rajanIkAMta devaDI, prANalAla dozI ane himmatabhAI vadhu sakriya banyA. temaNe mane kahyuM: "A badhI vAto amArA be tithi 1 pakSavALA taraphathI thAya che. tamArA eka tithi pakSavALA taraphathI koI hilacAla ja nathI. mATe tamArA taraphathI | IkoI prayatna thavo joIe. AnA anusaMdhAnamAM be paTTaka temanA ziSyanA hastAkSaramAM karAvyA. eka paTTakamAM! .bhA. su. panI kSayavRddhie bhA. su. 6 nI kSayavRddhi karavAnI, bAraparva akhaMDa rAkhavAnI ane kalyANaka! tithio pUrvavat rAkhavAnI vAta hatI. ane bIjA paTTakamAM bhA. su. pAMcame saMvatsarI karavAnI, bAraparvI ; akhaMDa rAkhavAnI ane kalyANaka tithio akhaMDa rAkhavAnI vAta hatI. A baMne paTTakamAM amArA eTale eka tithi pakSanA AcAryonI sahI levAnuM kAma upADavA mane ! jaNAvyuM. ane te mATe te vakhate muMbaI zAMtAkujhanA jaina upAzrayamAM birAjatA DahelAvALA pU. A. rAmasUrinI! sahIthI cAlu karavAnuM sUcavyuM. be tithi pakSanA AcAryo pAsethI sahI karAvavAnuM kAma temaNe mAthe rAkhyuM. ' A mujaba tathA rajanIkAMta devaMDI zAMtAkrujhanA upAzraye gayA. rAmasUri mahArAja sAthe khUba carcA vAtacIta karI paNa te kabUla thayA nahi, ane jaNAvyuM ke ApaNe zI jarUra che? Ama chatAM ame khUba khUbaT Agraha rAkhyo tyAre chevaTe anicchAe baMne paTTaka upara temaNe sahI karI ApI. A baMne paTTaka uparanI sahI! =============================== tithi carcA] [97

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|sahI karazo. temaNe kAgaLa lakhI Apyo. A kAgaLa laI ame muMbaI AvyA. amAre tyAM to khAsa muzkelI | paDe tevuM hoya to mAtra sAgarajI mahArAjanA samudAyanuM hatuM. bIjA koIne to khAsa vAMdho na hato. sAgarajI ma. nA samudAyamAM devendra sA. ma. A paTTaka karavAmAM saMmata hatA. paNa temane kaMcanasAgarasUri ane narendra sAgarajInI bIka hatI ke te viruddha paDe to amArA sAgara samudAyamAM muzkelI UbhI thAya. | AthI amaracaMda ratanacaMda, rajanIkAMta devaDI ane huM eroplena dvArA muMbaIthI bhAvanagara thaI I !pAlItANA gayA ane suratathI zAMtilAla hajArI bhAvanagara thaI pAlItANA AvyA. Aja sudhI amArI pAse I eka tithi pakSanA ane be tithi pakSanA judA judA kAgaLa upara sahIo hatI. paNa eka ja DrAphTa upara baMne tithi pakSanA AcAryonI sahIo have karAvavAnI hatI. ame pAlItANA kaMcanasAgara sUrine maLyA, ane devendrasAgara sUrinI bhalAmaNano patra temane Apyo. amArI sAthe sAgarajI mahArAjanA pakSanA ananya bhakta |zAMtibhAI vi. hovAthI muzkelI paDI nahi, ane kaMcanasAgarajIe A paTTaka svIkAravAnuM devendrasAgarajIne |lakhI ApyuM. A pachI ame taLAjA birAjatA narendrasAgarajI pAse gayA. temane paTTaka vaMcAvyo. kaMcana 1 sAgarasUrino devendrasAgarasUri uparano kAgaLa paNa vaMcAvyo ane kahyuM ke A kAma A rIte patI jAya tema che. narendrasAgarajIe paTTakanI kopI mAgI. ame jyAM sudhI nakkI thAya nahi tyAM sudhI ApavAnI nA pADI. temaNe paNa chevaTe amane saMmati ApI. amane moTAmAM moTI bIka sAgarajI ma. nA pakSanI hatI te TaLI gaI. eTale eka tithi pakSanA AcAryonI sarvasaMmati meLavavAmAM amane kAMI vAMdho nahi Ave tevo vizvAsa beTho. |ane eka DrAphTa upara baMne pakSanA AcAryonI sahI karAvavAno kAgaLa hato tenA upara yazodevasUrinI sahI | karAvI. tyArabAda huM ane rajanIkAMta vi. amarelI birAjatA bhuvanaratnasUri pAse gayA. tyAM temanI paNa sahI karAvI. tyAMthI AvyA bAda amadAvAdamAM merUprabha sUri ma. ane devendrasAgara sUri ma. nI sahIo ! karAvI. A samaya paryuSaNano AgaLano divasa hato. paryuSaNanA pahelA divase huM ane rajanIkAMta bhadraMkarasUri pAse gayA. vyAkhyAna UThyA bAda temane maLyA ane A badhI vAtathI temane vAkepha karyA ane temanI sahI |mAgI. atyAra sudhI to teo A karavAmAM talapApaDa hatA paNa sahI karavAno vakhata Avyo tyAre ema kahyuM ... |ke vibudhaprabhasUrine vAMdho Avaze. chevaTe temaNe kalApUrNa sUrinI mAphaka eka kAgaLa lakhI Apyo ke oMkArasUri saMmata thAya to mArA vatI paNa te sahI kare. ame vAva comAsuM birAjatA kArasUri pAse gayA. A divasa | paryuSaNano bIjo divasa hato. oMkAra sUri ma. amArI badhI vAta sAMbhaLI. kalApUrNasUri ane bhadraMkarasUri baMnenA kAgaLo potAnI joDe rAkhI, baMnenI vatI ane potAnI ema traNeya sahIo karI ApI. ame |amadAvAda AvyA. vikrama sU. ma. te vakhate zAMtinAgaranA upAzraye birAjatA hatA. temanI sthiti DAmADoLa IhatI. kAraNake amadAvAdamAM te vakhate rAmacaMdra sU.ma. lakSmIvardhakanA upAzraye hatA. te amadAvAdamAM hoya ane I Itemane na gamatI vAtamAM sahI karavI te temane mATe ghaNuM kaThaNa hatuM. paNa rajanIkAMta devaDInA prayAsathI temaNe ! sahI karI ApI. rAjendrasUri te vakhate sAbaramatI comAsuM hatA. temaNe sAmethI kaheNa mokalyuM ke mArI sahI laI lo. temaNe sahI karI ApI. A daramyAna paryuSaNanI caudaza AvI. te divase mArAthI moTA mArA kAkAnA putra amarAIvADI rahetA te gujarI gayA. amAre caudazanI rAte ahIMthI nIkaLI muMbaI javAnuM hatuM. paNa huM mArA kuTuMbamAM moTo hovAthI na nIkaLI zakyo. rajanIkAMta muMbaI gayA. utAvaLA thayA. ane tAlAvelImAM teo rAmasUri DahelAvALAne maLyA. temaNe temanI sahI mAgI. DahelAvALAe joyuM ke kAgaLa | tithi carcA] [99

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Iupara badhAnI sahIo thaI hatI. temane lAgyuM ke sauthI moTo huM hovA chatAM mane pUchyA vagara, mArI darakAra | lrAkhyA vinA badhAe sahIo karI che te joI mAThuM lAgyuM ane kahyuM ke "huM sahI nahIM karuM, paNa tame je karazo! te kabUla karIza". zrA. va. amAsanI rAte mArA kAkAnA dIkarAnuM patharaNuM patAvI huM surata guyomuMbaIthI 'rajanIkAMta AvyA. ame baMne navasArI gayA ane subodhasAgarajIne maLyA. te divasa bhA. su. 1 no hato.' subodhasAgara sU. ne ame vAta karI. temaNe sahI karI ApI. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa vyAkhyAnamAM bolyA ke lhave tithi carcAnuM baMdha thAya che, ane zAsanamAM jaya jayakAra thAya che. Ama lagabhaga badhAnI sahIo thaIj giI, ane huM amadAvAda Avyo. nakkI thayA mujaba A kAgaLa zreNikabhAIne mokalavAmAM Avyo ane temanAmAM dvArA A paTTakane jAhera karavAnuM nakkI karavAmAM AvyuM. A jAherAta saMvatsarInA divase karAvavI tema nakkI ! thayuM. paraMtu ramaNalAla vajecaMda vi. zreNikabhAIne maLyA ane kahyuM ke "be-traNa divasa sabUra karo. ame ane muMbaIvALA rAmacaMdra sU.ne dabAvIzuM ane temanI saMmati meLavI ApIzuM. betraNa divasa mATe khoTo vikhavAda ; iUbho na karo". zreNikabhAInI ophisamAM ramaNalAla vajecaMda sAthe mArI beThaka thaI ane mane kahevAmAM AvyuM ke A paTTaka bahAra pADavA mATe AThama sudhI rAha juo. ane te mujaba AThama sudhI rAha joI. (25) zrIyuta zreNikabAI pAse eka ja musaddA upara baMne pakSanA AcAryonI sahIovALo kAgaLa Avyo. ane temanA dvArA jAhera karavAnuM kahevAmAM AvyuM. paNa AmAM DahelAvALA rAmasUri mahArAjanI sahI na hovAthI pUjya devendrasAgara sUri tathA AcArya merUprabha sUrine lAgyuM ke varSo sudhI ApaNI sAthe rahelA ane | ApaNI sAthe beThelA te sahI na kare te vAjabI nathI. AthI devendrasAgara sUri mahArAje rAmasUri mahArAjanA! lbhatrIjA je jhaverIpArkamAM rahe che te guNavaMtabhAIne bolAvI kahyuM ke tame rAmasUri mahArAja pAse eroplenamAM ! jAva ane temanI sahI laI Avo. temanI sAthe rAmasUri mahArAja uparano eka kAgaLa AcArya devendrasAgara; sUri ane merUprabhasUrie lakhyo. temAM evI matalaba hatI ke ""zAsana aikya thAya che, ApaNuM ghaNuM sacavAya jche. Apa sahI na karo te ThIka nathI. Apa sahI karazo ane zAsana aikyamAM Apa Apano sahakAra | |Apazo". A kAgaLa laI guNavaMtabhAI muMbaI gayA. ane rAmasUrine te kAgaLa Apyo. paNa temaNe sahI ; kiravAne badale temaNe narendrasAgarajI, kaMcanasAgarasUrijI ane abhayasAgarajI vi.ne tAra karI jaNAvyuM ke "meMj piTTakamAM sahI karI nathI. paTTakamAM mAro virodha che. ane devendrasAgarasUri AmAM saMmata na thAya tema tame karo.' pariNAme devendrasAgarasUrie sahI karI hatI chatAM te DhIlA paDyA. ane bhA.su. AThama sudhI rAha joI. paTTakaI bahAra pADavAno hato te bahAra pADavAno mokUpha rahyo. paryuSaNa bAda bhA.su. AThama pachI muMbaInA AgevAno tathA zreNikabhAI zeTha tathA huM DahelAvALA | rAmasUrine zAMtAkrujhamAM maLyA. prAraMbhamAM zeTha ane mahArAja baMnee vAta karI. tyAre mahArAjanuM kahevuM thayuM. ke "AmAM sAmA pakSanuM badhuM sacavAya che. A paTTakamAM bhA. su. 5 nI kSayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi karavAnuM ! lakhyuM che. tene badale A be kSayavRddhimAMthI game te eka amAruM rAkho". zreNikabhAIe kahyuM, "badhAMnI sahIo thaI gaI che ane have te kema bane ? vadhumAM Ape agAu be paTTakanA musaddA karyA hatA temAM to sahI karI ! =============================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 100] --------- -

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IApI che. te musaddAmAM pAMcamanI kSayavRddhie chaThanI kSayavRddhi hatI. ane AmAM paNa te ja che". mahArAje kahyuM, '"meM paMDitajInA dabANathI sahI karI ApI hatI. paNa pachIthI temane kAgaLa lakhI mArI sahI kensala karavAnuM tarata jaNAvyuM hatuM". A pachI zreNikabhAInI sAthe huM paNa mahArAja sAhebanI |sAthe carcAmAM joDAyo. meM paNa mahArAjazrIne khUba samajAvyuM. paNa mahArAjazrI saMmata na thayA. A pachI badhA | IAgevAno vikherAyA ane bapora pachI muMbaImAMnI zreNikabhAInI ophise maLavAnuM rAkhyuM. bapore zreNikabhAInI ophise maLyA ane ema nakkI thayuM ke rAmasUri mahArAja na mAne to paNa paTTaka bahAra pADavo. paraMtu devendrasAgarasUri makkama hovA joIe. jo devendrasAgarasUri makkama na hoya to | paTTaka bahAra na pADavo. A vakhate kumudabhAI vigeree kahyuM ke devendrasAgara sUrinI sahI che mATe paTTaka bahAra pADI devo. |paNa zreNikabhAIe manA karI ane kahyuM ke ApaNe amadAvAda jaI devendrasAgarasUrine maLo pachI vAta. A mujaba huM, zreNikabhAI, phaDiyA vagere ame nAraNapurA upAzraye devendrasAgarasUrine maLyA. devendrasAgarasUrijI AdithI aMta sudhI A pravRttimAM sakriya hatA ane rAmasUrijInI sahI levA mATe paNa aMtemano tanatoDa prayatna hato. chatAM jyAre kaMcanasAgarasUri, narendrasAgarajI ane abhayasAgarajI taraphathI virodha | |Avyo tyAre te camakI UThyA. kahyuM ke mArI sahI paNa kensala samajavI. mAre mArA samudAyamAM phATiyA paDe te koI rIte pAlave tema nathI. zreNikabhAIe UThatAM UThatAM kahyuM, ''Apa pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta cho, paNa gacchAdhipati mATe je zakti joIe te Apa batAvI zakatA nathI". Ama paTTaka bahAra pADavAnI vAta khoraMbhe paDI. ane rAmasUri mahArAjane manAvavAnI vAta dUra rahI, paNa teoe temanA vyAkhyAnamAM paTTaka mATe bhegA thayelA AcAryonI ThekaDI uDADI. 26 mahinA sudhI A vAta paDI bhAgI. paNa A mATe karelo prayatna niSphaLa jAya tene mATe pUjya jammuvijayajI mahArAja vigerene paNa ghaNuM duHkha thayuM. A arasAmAM kapaDavaMjamAM muni zrI zIlacaMdravijayajInI gaNI padavI thaI, ane te vakhate pUjya AcArya sUryodayasUri mahArAjane bhAvanagara comAsAnI vinaMtI karavAmAM AvI. tyAre temaNe paTTakane anulakSI ''bhA. su. pAMcamanA kSaye bhA. su. chaThanA kSayapUrvakanI bhA. su. cothanA divase saMvatsarI karavAnI hoya to vicAra thAya", te jaNAvyuM. AthI bhUMsAI gayelA paTTakanI vAta pharI saLavaLI. Ama chatAM merUprabhasUri vagere badhA nakkI thaI gayA hatA ke ApaNe kazuM karavuM nathI. ekatithi pakSavALA bhA.su. pAMcamanA kSaya bhA. su. trIjano kSaya kare che, te pramANe karIzuM. ApaNe ApaNAmAM matabheda Ubho karavo nathI. A vAta operA sosAyaTInA upAzraye teo padhAryA tyAre temaNe kahI ane mane kahyuM ke teoe prayatna karyo paNa phaLa na AvyuM. paNa ApaNAmAM matabheda pADavo nathI. A badhuM chatAM bhuvanabhAnusUri, omakArasUri, bhadraMkarasUri vagere khUba ja kaTibaddha hatA tithi carcA] [101

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T"devendrasAgarasUri na mAne ane nemisUrivALA jo kabUla thAya to paNa ame paTTaka mATe taiyAra chIe". AthI! 'sUryodayasUri, hemacaMdrasUri vagerenI preraNAthI merUprabhasUri mahArAjane paTTaka bahAra pADavAmAM saMmata karyA. paNaT temaNe dakSasUri mahArAjanI saMmati meLavavAnI apekSA rAkhI. A mATe dakSasUri mahArAja pAse khAsa zrAvakone mokalyA ane khUba khUba mathAmaNa pachI temaNe saMmati ApI. A saMmati AvyA bAda merUprabhasUrijI mahArAja jpaTTakane anusaravA saMmata thayA. (27) zrIyuta zreNikabhAI zeThane tyAM ramaNalAla vajecaMda sAthe mAre je vAta thaI temAM bhA.su. 8 sudhI rAha! jovAnuM nakkI thayuM. paNa te daramyAna ghaNo khaLabhaLATa macyo. i bhA. su. 5 nI savAre zrIpALa nagara (muMbaI)mAM rahetA eMka kacchI bhAI mAre tyAM AvyA. ane . kilApUrNasUri mahArAjanA hAthano evo kAgaLa laIne AvyA ke "paTTakamAM mArI sahI gaNazo nahi aneT paMDitajIne mAlUma thAya ke huM paTTakamAMthI nIkaLI jAuM chuM". A kAgaLa mArA hAthamAM mUkI te bhAI koI paNa! jAtanI vAtacIta karyA vagara cAlyA gayA. A divasa bhA. su. 5 no hato. huM vicAramAM paDyo. tyAM rAte muMbaIthI mArA upara kola upara kola AvyA. temAM jaNAvyuM ke kacchI bhAI je kAgaLa laIne AvyA, te vAta jjANyA pachI ame eroplena dvArA jayapura gayA hatA ane klApUrNasUri mahArAjano bIjo kAgaLa laIne AvyA IchIe ane temAM temaNe jaNAvyuM che ke "kacchI bhAI dvArA Avela kAgaLane kensala gaNavo ane huM mArA vatI] IomakArasUrie sahI kahI hatI te kabUla rAkhuM chuM. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa mArI huM sahI karI ApuM chuM.' rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAja saMmata thayA ke na thAya huM paTTakamAM saMmata chuM". (28) pUjya AcArya merUprabhasUri mahArAjanI saMmati bAda AgevAno zreNikabhAIne maLyA. nakkI karyuM ke je thavuM hoya te thAya, ApaNe paTTaka bahAra pADI daIe. A paTTakamAM DahelAvALA rAmasUrinI sahI nathI ane divendrasAgarasUrie sahI karI che chatAM temaNe pAchaLathI nA kahevaDAvI che to te sahI choDIne bIjAonI! sahIo pUrvakano paTTaka bahAra pADI devo. Ama karavAthI bIjuM kAMI nahi to be tithi pakSamAM moTuM gAbaDuM paDe che, ane A rIte bAra AnI; ekatA sadhAya che. sAgarajI mahArAjano samudAya saMvatsarI pUrato judo paDe che, paNa tene samajAvI levAze.' ema mAnI A paTTaka bahAra pADavAnuM nakkI thayuM. peparamAM ApavA mATeno Akho musado meM savistara taiyAra! karyo ane enI bhUmikA paNa batAvI ane A musadA upara zreNikabhAInI sahI laI gujarAta samAcAramAM bahAra pADavAnuM nakkI karyuM. bahAra pADavAnA AgaLanA divase huM rAmapurA birAjatA devendrasAgarasUri mahArAjane maLyo, aneT kahyuM ke paTTaka bahAra paDaze ane te kAle savAre ja bahAra paDaze. tame saMmata nahi thAva to paNa tamArI sAthenA! bIjA paTTakane anusaraze. temane AkhI rAta UMgha na AvI. khUba ajaMpo thayo. mArA upara ghaNuM khoTuM lAgyuM. ' paTTaka bahAra paDyo. amadAvAdanA "gujarAta samAcAra'mAM chapAyo. ================================ 102] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA | | - - -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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A vakhate rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAja pAdarA hatA. vyAkhyAnamAM temane lokoe prazno pUchyA. paTTaka bahAra paDyo, tamAruM zuM mAnavuM che ? temaNe kahyuM ke eka mukhya samudAyanA AcAryanI sahI nathI. jouM chuM ke zuM thAya che ? atyAre kAMI bolato nathI, paNa jarUra paDe tyAre teno pratikAra karIza. paTTaka bahAra paDyA pachI devendrasAgarasUrinA pagale subodhasAgarasUrie paNa potAnI sahI pAchI |kheMcI ane jaNAvyuM ke ''samagra zAsananI ekatA thAya che ane rAmacaMdrasUri vagere paNa saMmata che ema mAnI, I samajI meM sahI karI hatI paNa tema na hovAthI mArI sahI huM pAchI kheMcuM chuM". A pachI to paTTakamAM sahI karanArA ekatithi pakSanA AcAryomAM nemisUri mahArAjanA samudAya sivAya badhA AcAryo kharI paDyA ane ! ekabIjA upara AkSepa, pratiAkSepa thavA mAMDyA. eka tithi pakSanA badhA samudAyono Aja sudhI mArI pratye ananya sadbhAva hato te paNa ocho thayo. ane mArA upara paNa judA judA AkSepo thayA. narendrasAgarasUrie |eka pachI eka thokabaMdha patrikAo bahAra pADavA mAMDI ane muMbaImAM paNa AkSepa - pratiAkSepa pUrvakanA |khUba khUba lakhANo AvavA mAMDyAM. - A badhuM nATaka joI rAmacaMdrasUrijIne khUba AnaMda thayo. nemisUrijIvALA ane sAgarajIvALAne AkSepa - pratiAkSepamAM UtaratA joIne malakAyA. eka prasaMge DahelAvALA rAmasUri temane maLavA gayA, ane temane (rAmacaMdrasUrine) paTTakanA virodhamAM sUra pUrAvavAnuM kahyuM tyAre te mauna rahyA ke amAre kAMI kahevAnI jarUra nathI. A arasAmAM jambuvijayajI mahArAje AcaraNAnA saMbaMdhamAM eka savistara lekha prasiddha karyo ane temAM jaNAvyuM ke saMghanI zAMti khAtara AcaraNAmAM AcAryo pheraphAra karI zake ane Avo pheraphAra ghaNI vakhata thayo che. tenA zAstrIya purAvA rajU karyA. mArA upara paNa varSothI eka tithi pakSanA vaphAdAra sAthI rahevA chatAM AkSepo thayA. teno savistara radiyo mArA nAmathI muMbaInI 'saMdeza'nI AvRttimAM prasiddha karyo. A AkSepa-pratiAkSepanuM yuddha eTaluM badhuM lAMbuM cAlyuM ke eka tithi pakSamAM ja be jUtha paDyA. ane |AkSepa-pratiAkSepa mATe jAhera dainiko sivAya potAnA pAkSika ane mAsika samAcArapatro kADhyA. A badhuM vi.saM. 2041 thI zarU thaI vi. saM. 2042nA saMvatsarI sudhI cAlyuM. vi.saM. 2042nI saMvatsarI AvatAM / pahelAM amadAvAdamAM nagarazeThanA vaMDAmAM eka miTiMga zreNikabhAInA pramukhapaNA nIce bolAvavAmAM AvI. I A miTiMgamAM badhA upAzrayonA AgevAnone AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvyuM. zreNikabhAI zeThe paTTaka saMbaMdhI Aja sudhI banela silasilAbaMdha vRttAMta kahyo ane jaNAvyuM ke ''paMDitajIne enjAInAnuM darda hovA chatAM khUba mahenata karI badhAnI sahIo laI mArI pAse te patra mUkavAmAM Avyo tyAre meM AmAM bhAga lIdho. paNa |sahIo karyA pachI AcAryamahArAja jevA moTA mANaso pharI jaze teno khyAla to teo pharI gayA pachI ja| IAvyo. vi.saM. 2042nI saMvatsarI sau saune tyAM birAjatA munio pramANe kare e mATe ApaNo saMgha koI jAtano Agraha rAkhato nathI''. A pramANe amadAvAdamAM agAu comAsAnuM nakkI thayA mujaba saMvatsarI thaI. moTA bhAge bhA.su. pAMcamanA kSaye chaThanA kSayapUrvakanI cothanA divase saMvatsarI thaI. thoDA varge bhA. su. trIjanA kSayapUrvakanI saMvatsarI karI. Ama trIjanA kSayapUrvakanI saMvatsarI AgaLanA divase ane chaThanA kSayapUrvakanI saMvatsarI pachInA divase AvI. amArA vizvanaMdIkaranA upAzraye sAgarajI mahArAjanA sAdhu | tithi carcA] [103

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birAjatA hatA. ane huM A saMghamAM AgevAnIbharyo bhAga leto hato. AthI mAre mATe zuM karavuM te kaparo | prazna hato. huM phUlacaMdabhAInI sAthe bhAvanagara gayo ane tyAM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa vagere karyuM. saMvatsarI pachI A paNa AkSepa - pratiAkSepanuM yuddha tathA koNe bhA. su. panA kSaye trIjanA kSayapUrvakanI saMvatsarI karI tenA ! ekabIjAnA AMkaDA prasiddha thayA. paNa ekAda mAsa cAlyA pachI badhuM zAMta paDyuM. je peparo ekabIjAnA AkSepa-pratiAkSepa mATe nIkaLyA hatA te paNa baMdha thayA. AnuM pariNAma eTaluM to jarUra AvyuM ke be tithi 1 jpakSano moTo bhAga je Aja sudhI be AThama, be caudaza vigere lakhato hato te baMdha thayo ane omakArasUri, I lbhadrakarasUri, kalApUrNasUri, bhuvanabhAnusUri vagere pUrvanA be tithi pakSanA AcAryoe eka tithi pakSanI paMcAMgA JprakAzana karavAnI paddhatine svIkArI. be AThama, be caudaza lakhavAnuM baMdha thayuM. kalyANaka tithio pUrvanI peThe ! ArAdhavAnuM zarU thayuM. paMcAMgamAM mAtra rAmacaMdrasUrijIne anusaranAro ja varga be tithivALo rahyo. TUMkamAM paMcAMga prakAzana badhAMnuM, sAgarajI mahArAja vagerenuM paNa ekasarakhuM rahyuM. vikrama saMvata 1992thI vikrama saMvata ra04rasudhI cAlelA vivAdomAM jemAM huM thoDA-vattA aMzeT saMkaLAyelo hato tenI meM AchI noMdha ApI che. paNa A uparAMta ghaNA prasaMgo huM jemAM na saMkaLAyelo houM! tevA paNa banyA che. jemake, pAlitANAmAM eka prasaMga evo banyo ke | rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAja sAgarajI mahArAjane je prazno pUche temano javAba sAgarajI mahArAje Apavo | Jane pachI rAmacaMdrasUrijIne prazna pUchavAmAM Ave. A mATe koTAvALI dharmazALAmAM eka miTiMga thaI aneT timAM rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje prazno pUchyA teno sAgarajI mahArAje javAba Apyo. pachI sAgarajI mahArAjanA ! prazna pUchavAnI vakhate miTiMga adhUrI rahI. i (2) vijaya vallabhasUri mahArAja muMbaI hatA tyAre eka vAta evI AvI ke devadravyanI bAbatano 1 Agraha vallabhasUri choDI de ane rAmacaMdrasUrijIe navo tithi-mata choDI devo. A vAta paNa UDI gaI. 1 | (3) pAlitANAmAM carcA cAlatI hatI te daramyAna sAgarajI mahArAjanI pAsethI rAmacaMdrasUrijI | jtaraphathI judAjudA graMthomAM A prasaMga kyAM kyAM Ave che te pUchavAmAM AvatA tyAre teo pustaka(graMtha) ane ! te sthaLo cihna karIne rAmacaMdrasUrine mokalatA. A rIta pUjaya AcArya nemisUri mahArAje jANI tyAre | sAgarajI mahArAjane temaNe kahyuM, "A tame zuM karo cho ? huM to icchuM chuM ke kazo saMbaMdha ja na rAkho". Ama, I AvA ghaNA prasaMgo jemAM huM na houM tevA banyA che. tenI noMdha AmAM ApI nathI. TUMkamAM, mAruM mAnavuM che ! ke tithino prazna bahu mahattvano nathI. kemake ApaNuM paMcAMga hajAra varSathI naSTa thayeluM che. brAhmaNonAM paMcAga upara A badhuM cAle che. temAM A carcA karI zAsanane DahoLavAno kazo artha nathI. i saune zAsanadeva sanmati Ape ! (30) paMDita prabhudAsabhAI ghaNA samayathI zAsananA praznomAM rasa letAM AvyA che. teo paNa A praznamAM jrasa letA hatA. temanA dvArA je kAMI prasaMgo banyA temAMnA eka-be prasaMgonI noMdha huM AvuM chuM. vikrama saMvata 2013 ane 2014nAM saMvatsarInA matabhedanA prasaMga daramyAna ane bIjA muni! saMmelana daramyAnanA gALAmAM pUjya labdhisUri mahArAja zAhapura hatA. pUjya naMdanasUri mahArAja zAMtinagara ================================ mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 104]

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lhatA. prabhudAsabhAI eka darakhAsta laIne AvyA ke "pUjya AcArya naMdanasUri mahArAja ane rAmacaMdrasUrijI! bine paraspara maLe ane vAtacIta kare to kAMIka ThekANuM paDe. A mATe huM rAmacaMdrasUrijIne taiyAra karuM. tame pUjyaT AcArya naMdanasUrijI mahArAjane taiyAra karo. te saMmata thAya to ApaNe baMnene bhegA karIe". meM kahyuM, bhale ! ;! Apa rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAjane samajAvo. huM pUjya naMdanasUri ma. mATe prayatna karuM chuM. huM zAMtinagaramAM ; naMdanasUri mahArAjane maLyo. te kabUla thayA. teo kahe ke "zAMtinagaranA koI baMgalAmAM maLavuM hoya to tyAM ; jmaLIe. ane ahIM na maLavuM hoya to vacce koI paNa bIjA sthAne maLIe". meM prabhudAsabhAIne kahyuM, pUjaya | niMdanasUri mahArAja taiyAra che. Apa pUjya rAmacaMdrasUri sAthe vAta karo. teo zAhapura maMgalapArkanA upAzrayeT gayA. tyAM labdhisUri sAthe rAmacaMdrasUrijI birAjatA hatA. temane vAta karI. "temaNe kahyuM ema nahIM. ApaNe ! bhUmikA nakkI karIe. kaI bhUmikA para kaI rIte vAta karavI ?" prabhudAsabhAIe kahyuM, tame baMne maLIne | bhUmikA nakkI karajo. paNa vAtanuM ThekANuM na paDyuM. ane maLavAnuM addhara rahyuM. | A sivAya rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAja sAthe bIjI vAra paNa pAlitANAmAM temaNe prayatna karelo. bIjo eka prasaMga evo che ke prabhudAsabhAIe baMne AcAryone vistRta kAgaLa lakhelA. temAM ekabIjAnI mAnyatA, svabhAva, prakRti ane saMjogonuM vistRta varNana karelu. paNa te baMne kAgaLo arasaparasa sAmasAmAnA kavaramAM gayA. eTale pUjaya AcArya rAmacaMdrasUri para lakhelo kAgaLa pUjaya naMdanasUrijInA jkavaramAM bIDavAmAM Avyo, ane naMdanasUrijI upara lakhelo kAgaLa rAmacaMdrasUrijInA kavaramAM bIDavAmAM Avyo. | JA baMne te vakhate amadAvAdamAM birAjatA hatA. baMnee paraspara ekabIjAne te kAgaLa mokalI ApyA. paNa I prabhudAsabhAInuM ekabIjA mATe zuM kahyuM che te temaNe baMnee jANI lIdhuM. : tithinA samAdhAna aMge, jyAre khaMbhAtamAM pU. A. nemisUri mahArAja zeTha mULacaMda bulAkhIdAsanA upAzraye birAjatA hatA, ane labdhisUri mahArAja jaina zALAe birAjatA hatA, tyAre A baMne AcAryo staMbhana pArzvanAthanA derAsare maLI gayA. baMnee sAthe caityavaMdana karyuM. caityavaMdana bAda pU. lakSmaNasUri mahArAje ! IkahyuM, "Apa baMne murabbI AcAryo bhegA maLI tithinA praznanuM samAdhAna karo. A pachI pU. A. lakSmaNasUri! pU. A. nemisUrijI mahArAjane maLyA. evuM nakkI thayuM ke sAgarajI mahArAja vigerenI badhI javAbadArI! nimisUri mahArAje levI ane A siddhisUri mahArAja ane rAmacaMdra sU. vigerenI javAbadArI labdhisUri. mahArAje levI. A baMne AcAryo bhegA maLI je nirNaya lAve te saMghe svIkAra karavo. A mATe baMne taraphathI prayatno zarU thayA. | pU.A. nemisUri mahArAje zrIyuta zeTha mULacaMda bulAkhIdAsane mokalI sAgarajI mahArAjanI saMmati! meLavI lIdhI. ane pU.A. labdhisUri mahArAje siddhisUri mahArAja tathA rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAja pAse saMmati | mATe mANasa mokalyo. te mANasa pU. siddhisUri mahArAja pAse gayo tyAre AcArya rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAje jsiddhisUri mahArAjane kahyuM ke "huM jAte khaMbhAta jAuM chuM. saMmati lakhIne mokalavAnI kAMI jarUra nathI". mANasa sAthe kahevaDAvyuM ke rAmacaMdrasUri jAte pote Ave che. A cAlatuM hatuM tyAre nagInadAsa zeTha ane jIvAbhAI | khaMbhAta hatA. te pU.A. nemisUrijIne maLyA. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke Ano artha e che ke A kAMI thavAnuM nathI. rAmacaMdrasUjIi mahArAja khaMbhAta AvyA. paNa labdhisUrijI mahArAja ane nemisUrijI vacce thayela je vAta ! hatI te vAta UDI gaI. AvA jemAM huM na houM tevA paNa ghaNA prasaMgo banyA che. ================================ tithi carcA. [105 I I ] ] |

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(31) samAlocanA mArI daSTie tithino prazna jeNe AkhA zAsanane chinna bhinna karyuM che te vAstavika rIte joIe to khAsa mahattvano nathI. kemake ApaNuM paMcAga hajAra varSathI naSTa thayuM che. ane jainetaranA paMcAga upara A badhuM cAle che. tene laIne AkhA zAsanane chinna-bhinna kare tevuM A tithi-praznamAM banyuM che. te vAjabI nathI. kharI rIte joIe to 52(bAvana), 61 vageremAM bhadrika puruSoe udayane avalaMbI mArga kADhavA |bIjA paMcAgano Azaro laI chaThThano kSaya karyo, ane pU. sAgarajI mahArAje pUnamanI kSayavRddhie thatI | praNAlikAne mukhyatAe dhyAnamAM rAkhI trIjamAM kSayanI vAta uccArI. AthI A prazna saMvatsarI pUrato jA | vivAdagrasta rahyo hato. ane vikrama saMvata 1992mAM paNa vijaya rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAje A ja vAtane ! avalaMbI saMvatsarI pUrato matabheda rAkhyo hota to, jyAre saMvatsarImAM matabheda Ave tyAre ja carcA raheta. paNa vi.saM. 1993 pachI jaina zAsanamAM sarvAnumate varSo sudhI cAlatI sarvasaMmata praNAlikAne badalI. parvatithinI kSayavRddhi karavA sAthe pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhinA prasaMge paNa terasanI kSaya-vRddhi thatI, tene [badalavAnuM karI, tene anurUpa paMcAMgA kADhI, sAthe klyANaka tithiomAM paNa matabheda Ubho karI zAsanamAM | dvaiidhIbhAva utpanna karyo te vAjabI nathI karyuM. Ama tithipraznane laI zAsanamAM khUba ja DahoLANa utpanna thayuM che, je Aje paNa yathAvat che. pU.A. nemisUri mahArAjanuM to ema ja mAnavuM hatuM ke ArAdhya paMcamInAM AgalA divase saMvatsarI karavI. te mAnyatA e rIte hatI ke jo kAlakasUri vakhate mAno ke be pAMcamanI AvI hota to bIjI pAMcame ApaNI je saMvatsarI thatI hatI te rAjAnA kahevAthI pahelI pAMcame saMvatsarI thAya. jane te vAtano dRDha saMkalpa rAkhI 1992mAM pAMcamanI vRddhie pahelI pAMcame (cotha karI) saMvatsarI karI. IjyAre vi.saM. 2004 mAM pAMcamano kSaya Avyo tyAre te rIta nahi ajamAvatAM jUnI praNAlikAmAM te gayA, tyAre temanA manamAM je vAta ArAdhya paMcamInAM Agale divase saMvatsarI karavAnI hatI, chatAM te na karatAM 1952, 1961mAM je karyuM hatuM te mArge javAmAM temaNe kaheluM ke huM A karIza to samAdhAna vakhate samAdhAna karI zakIza. nahitara huM paNa pakSamAM vaheMcAI jaIza ane samAdhAnano mArga nahi rahe. I TUMkamAM A praznano ukela vyavahAru rIte ja lAvI zakAya tevo che. carcAthI aMta Ave tevo nathI. Iane Ane mATe saMpUrNa zAMti joItI hoya to pAMcamanI saMvatsarI e ja yogya rasto che. te sivAyanA badhA I mArgo tarkavitarka ane matabhedavALA ja rahevAnA. badhA ja ekasaMmata thAya tevuM eka mArgamAM dekhAtuM nathI. 106] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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- (bhAga - liMbAya - 8 muni saMmelana vi.saM. 1990nA phAgaNa mahinAmAM amadAvAdamAM muni saMmelana bharAyuM. te vakhatanA mukhya sUtradhAra; pU.A. vijaya nemisUri mahArAja ane nagarazeTha kasturabhAI maNibhAI hatA. 1990 pahelAM jaina-zAsanamAM dIkSAnAM prakaraNa aMge khUba ja UhApoha thayela. dIkSA ApavAnI samarthanamAM yaMgamensa jaina sosAyaTI, dharmArAdhaka saMsthA vigere saMsthAo, jaina yuvaka saMgha-muMbaIe dezavirati ! dikSAno virodha karelo, te virodhano sAmano karavA UbhI thayelI. Ama, yuvaka saMgha ane sosAyaTI A nAmathI paraspara khUba ja gharSaNa UbhuM thayeluM. sudhArakoe aDhAra (18) varSa pahelA dIkSA na ApavI tevo kAyado lAvavA dezI rajavADAomAM prayatna karelo. ane teno kAyado lAvavAnuM bila dhArAsabhAmAM lAveluM.i | sudhArako taraphathI jyAM-jayAM nAnI uMmaranA bALakonI dIkSA thAya tyAM tophAno AraMbhelAM. ane ! dIkSA ApanArane pakaDAvavA sudhInA prayatno karelA. AnA pariNAme sAdhuo pratye dveSanuM vAtAvaraNa sudhArakoe UbhuM kareluM. tenA jhaghaDA, pATaNa, khaMbhAta, rAdhanapura vigere ThekANe moTA pramANamAM thayA. eTaluM ja nahi, jpaNa jJAtiomAM paNa bheda paDyA. sagAvhAlAmAM paNa bheda paDyA. yuvaka saMghanI mAnyatAvALAnA sagAonuM sarkala juduM thayuM, ane dIkSAnAM samarthaka sosAyaTInI mAnyatAvALAonuM sarkala juduM thayuM. 1 ekabIjAnAM sagapaNa-sAMdhAo tUTavA mAMDyA. sAdhuonA sAmaiyAmAM virodha thavA lAgyo. korTe kesa javA lAgyA. Ama, vAtAvaraNa ghaNuM kaluSita thayuM. | yuvaka saMghanAM samarthaka tarIkemAM pUjaya vijayavallabhasUrijI, pU. vidyAvijayajI gaNAvA lAgyA. ane A bALadIkSAnA samarthaka tarIke pU.A. sAgarAnaMdasUri, pU.A. labdhisUri, pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri vigere gaNAvA ! lAgyA. jyAre vijaya nemisUri mahArAja ane vijaya nItisUri mahArAja taTastha tarIke gaNAtA hatA. A taTasthone paNa dIkSAnA samarthaka AcAryo taraphathI ghaNA upAlaMbha sAbhaMLavA paDatA. Ama, sAdhu-samAjamAM, 1 saMghamAM ane jJAtimAM dIkSAnA prasaMge ane devadravyanA prasaMge khUba ja vAtAvaraNa DahoLAyuM hatuM. A badhAno i zAMtithI, sAthe besIne ukela Ave te mATe saMghanA AgevAno ciMtita hatA. A ciMtAne laI nagarazeThaI == == =========== ==== ======== ===== muni saMmelana]. [107

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kisturabhAI caNIbhAIe amadAvAdamAM sAdhu saMmelana bolAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM ane pU.A. vijaya nemisUrijInI| temaNe mukhya doravaNI lIdhI. A saMmelana bolAvatA pahelAM nagarazeTha kasturabhAI maNIbhAI tathA zeThaI kasturabhAI lAlabhAI vigere badhA AcAryone maLyA ane temanI saMmati meLavI, rAjanagara amadAvAdamAM ! 1990 nA phAgaNa mahinAmAM saMmelana bolAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A arasAmAM sAgarajI mahArAja jAmanagara birAjatA hatA. te vakhate kasturabhAI maNIbhAI tathA | kisturabhAI lAlabhAI temane tyAM maLyA ane saMmelana bolAvavAnI vArtA karI. tyAre sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM ! ke A saMmelana tame bolAvo cho te kavakhatanuM che. kemake sAdhuono paraspara manameLa nathI ane saMmelana laDI! jhaghaDIne vikhUTuM paDe to tenAthI jaina saMghanI AbarUne dhakko lAgaze. mATe hamaNAM kALa pAkyo nathI lAgato. ; nagarazeThe sAgarajI mahArAjane kahyuM, sAheba ! ame amadAvAdamAM sAdhubhagavaMtone bolAvIe chIe. je sarvatyAgI muni thayA che te bhegA thaI laDaze to ame samajIzuM ke sAdhu sAdhu rahyA nathI. amane pUro vizvAsa Iche sAthe besazo eTale ghaNo kharo ukela Avaze. - | nagarazeThanI sahIthI muni-saMmelananI AmaMtraNa patrikA tamAma sAdhuone, gacchanA bheda sivAya,! kharatara gaccha vigere badhAne AmatraNa ApyA temane UtaravAnI vyavasthA ane vaiyAvaccanI vyavasthA mATe judI ; judI kamiTio nImAI. amadAvAdamAM muni-saMmelana bharAyA agAu khUba dharmanuM vAtAvaraNa jAgyuM. dUra dUrathI i jAcAryAdi munibhagavaMtoe amadAvAda tarapha vihAra karyo. dillI taraphathI tripuTI mahArAja, mAravADathI | vallabhasUri mahArAja vigere badhA amadAvAda tarapha AvavA lAgyA. Ama, ekabIjA AcAryonA bhakto sauI pUjayonI sevAmAM tatpara banyA. A daramyAna pUjya AcArya vijaya nemisUri mahArAje koTha mukAme pUA. dAnasUrijI, pU.A. labdhisUrijI vigerene maLavA mATe kaheNa mokalyuM. paNa koI maLavA AvyuM nahi. pU.A. nemisUri mahArAja amadAvAda AvyA ane bhagubhAI sutariyAnA baMgale UtaryA. temaNe joyuM ke muni saMmelana mATenuM vAtAvaraNanuM yogya na hatuM. kemake te vakhate vidyAzALAmAM virAjatA pU.A. siddhisUri mahArAja, pU.A. dAnasUri mahArAja, pU.A. labdhisUri mahArAja vigereno sAtha na hato. bIjI bAju nItisUri mahArAja dIkSA! vigerenA prasaMgomAM taTastha gaNAtA hatA te paNa sAthamAM na hatA. temaNe paNa temano judo coko jamAvyo ! hato. ane temanA sAthamAM pU.A. vallabhasUrijI, vidyA vijayajI, mANekasiMha sUrijI vigere judA judA nAnA samudAyo hatA. pU.A. sAgarAnaMdasUrijIno paNa nemisUrijI sAthe saMparka na hato. A pahelAM dIkSA vigerenA prasaMgamAM sAgarajI mahArAja pU.A. dAnasUri, labdhisUri vigere sAthe hatA te 88-89 nAM varSo 1 daramyAna saMbaMdha bagaDavAthI aLagA thaI gayA hatA. Ama, muni-saMmelananA mukhya sUtradhAra pU.A. nemisUri! hovA chatAM judA judA samudAyono koI sAthe meLa nahoto. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa virodha hato. A cAlatuM hatuM te daramyAna sAgarajI mahArAjanA samudAyamAM chANI mukAme paraspara sAdhuomAM ijhaghaDo thayo, mArAmArI thaI ane pUjaya caMdrasAgarajI, dharmasAgarajI, haMsasAgarajI vigere sAdhuo judA paDayA. 1 peparomAM A samAcAra moTA akSare chapAyA. jene laIne sAgarajI mahArAjanI chAyAmAM thoDI ochAza AvI. | 1 sAgarajI mahArAja vihAra karatA temanI pAse rahelA sAdhuo sAthe amadAvAda rAjapura AvyA. ane tyAMthI vihAra karI elisabrIja giradharabhAI choTAlAlanAM baMgale javAnuM nakkI karyuM. ================================ 108]. ( mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -

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pahelAM sAgarajI mahArAja amadAvAda AvatAM tyAre vidyAzALAe UtaratA. paNa have dAnasUri | Ivigere sAthe saMbaMdha bagaDavAthI ane teo badhA vidyAzALAe hovAthI teo tyAM UtaravAnAM na hatA.' giradharabhAIne baMgale gayA pachI kyAM UtaravuM? nAgajI bhudaranI poLe ke bIje? te nakkI karavAnuM hatuM.' pU.nemisUri mahArAja A badhI vastunuM dhyAna rAkhatA hatA. temaNe joyuM ke vidyAzALAnuM grupa alagaj hatuM. te grupamAM siddhisUri, dAnasUri, labdhisUri vigere hatA. bIjuM grupa nItisUri mahArAjanuM hatuM. A| grupamAM vallabhasUri, mANekasiMhasUri tathA bIjA chUTaka chUTaka samudAyo hatA. A badhA dahegAmamAM bhegA thayA ! hatA. jayAre nemisUri mahArAja pAse potAno samudAya ane mohanasUri vigere hatA. temane muni saMmelana : bolAvavAnuM ane tene saphaLa karavAnI bhAre ciMtA hatI. vAtAvaraNa barAbara na hatuM. saMghanI AbarUno prazna hato. temaNe sAgarajI mahArAja tarapha najara doDAvI. te rAjapurathI vihAra karI elisabrIjanA pula para | AvyA tyAre temanI sAme vijJAnasUri vigerene mokalyA ane temanA dvArA kahevaDAvyuM ke "mahArAja tamane yAda kare che ane Ape tyAM padhAravAnuM che". sAgarajI mahArAje javAbamAM kahyuM. "ame hAla giradharabhAInAM ! baMgale jaIe chIe ane pachI mahArAja sAhebane maLazuM." paNa vijJAnasUrie kahyuM ke ""Ape mahArAja ! sAhebane maLyA vagara AgaLa javAnuM nathI". sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM, "joIzuM !" tyAra pachI AgaLa jcAlatAM vADIlAla sArAbhAI hospiTala pAse lAvaNyasUri, amRtasUri vigere UbhA hatA te maLyA ane tuM temaNe paNa vijJAnasUrinI mAphaka kahyuM. Ano javAba paNa sAgarajI mahArAje "joIzuM' kahI vALyo. sAgarajI] mahArAja AgaLa cAlatA bhagubhAI zeThanA baMgalA pAsethI pasAra thAya te agAu tyAM AgaLa udayasUri,I niMdanasUri vigere UbhA hatA. teoe martheNa vaMdAmi kahI sAgarajI mahArAjane pUjya mahArAja pAse ! 'padhAravAnuM kahyuM. ahIM paNa sAgarajI mahArAjano javAba ""pachI joIzuM" e hato. paNa paNa e daramyAna nemisUri mahArAje giradharabhAIne uddezIne kahyuM. ""pachI pachI zuM karo cho ? aMdara Avo !" sAgarajI : mahArAja bhagubhAI zeThanA baMgalAmAM dAkhala thayA. pU.nemisUri mahArAja sAthe pATa para beThA ane nemisUri 1 sAgarajI mahArAjanA sAdhuone upathi choDI nAkhavA kahyuM, ane sAthe navakArazI karI. ane jANe jUnA mitro ghaNA varSe sAthe maLyA hoya ema ekabIjA sAthe vAte joDAyA. A pachI daseka vAgyAnA sumAre dAnasUri, labdhisUrijI vigere pU.nemisUri mahArAjane maLavA nuM IAvyA. teo baMne AcAryone sAthe beThelA joI Azcarya pAmyA. paraspara sukhazAtA bAda vAtano prAraMbha thatAM pahelAM nemisUri mahArAjane A lokoe kahyuM ke "ApaNe khAnagImAM vAta karIe." nemisUri mahArAje! javAba Apyo : "ApaNe muni saMmelananI vAta karavAnI che. mAre kAMI kazuM khAnagI karavAnuM nathI. tamAre ApaNA badhAnI sAthe vAta karavI hoya to karo. nahitara tamane ThIka lAge tema karo." teo AvyA hatA tevA cAlyA gayA. A pachI amadAvAdamAM traNa moTAM sAmaiyAM thayAM. pU.A. nemisUri ane sAgarajI mahArAjano ! sAmaiyApUrvaka pAMjarApoLanA upAzraye praveza thayo. pU.A. nItisUri, vallabhasUri vigereno sAmaiyApUrvaka DahelAnA upAzraye praveza thayo. ane trIjo praveza vidyAzALAno hato. Ama, 1990 nAM muni-saMmelananA 1 prAraMbhamAM moTA traNa grupa hatA. I II === muni saMmelana IIT | |

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(2) vi.saM. 1990nA phAgaNa suda trIjanA divase, nagarazeThanA vaMDe vizALa maMDapa baMdhAyo hato temAM dUradUrathI AvelA pUjya AcAryAdi muni-bhagavaMto padhAryA. ekI-sAthe A badhA muni-bhagavaMtone jovAnodarzana karavAno amadAvAdane pahelo avasara hato. AthI AsapAsanAM gAmonA--bahAragAmonA pratiSThita |AgevAno ahIM padhArelA. snAtrapUjA bAda nagarazeTha kasturabhAI maNIbhAIe AmaMtraNa patrikA vAMcI. / muni-bhagavaMto samakSa zAsanamAM rahelA praznonI rajUAta karI suMdara ukela lAvavA vinaMtI karI ane zAsananI ! zAna baDhAvavA prArthanA karI. A pachI badhA gRhastho vikharAyA. AcAryAdi muni bhagavaMtonI beThaka maLI. zarUAtamAM sau mauna hatA. koI kAMI bolyuM nahi. A |pachI nemisUri mahArAjane kahevAmAM AvyuM ke Apa maMgalAcaraNa karo. kAraNa ke Apa sauthI moTA AcArya | cho. nemisUri mahArAje javAbamAM kahyuM, ''ApaNe sau sarakhA, karkoI moTuM nathI ne koI nAnuM nathI. ApaNe | badhA bAra navakAra gaNI kAma zarU karo". paNa badhAno Agraha thayo "nA ! Apa maMgalAcaraNa karo." chevaTe nemisUri mahArAje maMgalAcaraNa karyuM. kAmano prAraMbha thayo. thoDI carcA bAda AvelA AcAryo paikI mukhya mukhya nava AcAryonI kamiTi nimAI. temAM pU.A. nemisUri mahArAja, pU.A. sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja, |pU.A. siddhisUri mahArAja, pU.A. nItisUri mahArAja, pU.A. vallabhasUri mahArAja, pU.A. dAnasUri | |mahArAja, pU.A. (pAyacaMdagaccha) sAgaracaMdajI mahArAja, (tristutika gaccha) bhUpendrasUrijI, jayasiMhasUri mahArAja (kharatara gaccha), A nava mukhya AcAryonI kamiTi nImAI. eka pachI eka praznonI carcA cAlI. A badhA prazna vakhate nemisUri mahArAja sAgarajI mahArAjane AgaLa dharatA ane javAbanuM kAma temane soMpatA. koI gUMca UbhI thAya to teno Ukela te lAvatAM. Ama, A saMmelana 33 divasa cAlyuM. A 33 divasa daramyAna judI judI carcA pachI sarvasaMmatipUrvaka pU.A. naMdanasUrijI, pU.paMnyAsa rAmavijayajI [pU.pUNyavijayajI ane pU.caMdrasAgarajI mahArAjanI kamiTi nimAI. A cAra jaNAe bhegA maLI eka paTTaka ItaiyAra karyo. ane paTTaka muni saMmelanamAM rajU thayo. te paTTaka upara mukhya nava AcAryonI saMmati levAnI hatI. I paNa A daramyAna yogI zAMtivijayajI mahArAja kesarIyAjI prakaraNa aMge udayapuranA rANA ane pradhAna sAthe saMgharSamAM UtarelA ane temAM te upavAsa upara utarelA. temane samarthana Apato TharAva A saMmelanamAM muni bhagavaMtoe karelo. temAM dAnasUrijI ane siddhisUrijI mahArAjano virodha hato. bIjI keTalIka bAbatamAM |paNa temano virodha hato. tene laI paTTaka upara te nava AcAryone badale sAta AcAryonI sahI thaI. dAnasUri | 1ane siddhisUrinI sahI na thaI. A saMmelana daramyAna kAryavAhI gupta rAkhavAnI hatI chatAM koIne koI rIte game te dvArA jANa meLavI 'jaina jyoti' pepara dhIrajalAla TokarazI prakAzita karatA hatA, tenA vadhArA bahAra paDatA. A |mAhitI te kyAMthI meLave che te mATe khUba saMbhALa rAkhavA chatAM game te rIte te meLavIne chApatAM, ane loko Ite vadhAro vAMcI saMmelananI kAryavAhIthI vAkepha thatAM. A saMmelana daramyAna vijayanItisUri mahArAja ane I vijaya vallabhasUrijInuM grupa je prAraMbhamAM alaga hatuM, tene pU.A. naimisUri mahArAje potAnI kunehathI potAnuM karI lIdhuM. vidyAvijayajI sArA vaktA ane bolakA hatA. temane paNa potAnI vatI temaNe mUkavAno Agraha karI potAnA karI lIdhA. Ama, je zarUAtanAM traNa grupo hatAM temAM be grupa to ekameka thaI gayAM. 110] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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che tathA na thaI. [vijaya vallabhasUri mahArAja bALadIkSAnA virodhI hatA, ane devadravyamAM supanAM (svakhAM)nI Avaka sAdhAraNamAM | laI javAnA samarthaka hatA. temane paNa samajAvI vacalo mArga kADhayo ane paTTakane sarvasaMmata banAvavA prayatna karI sarva samaMta banAvyo. paNa A nava AcAryo paikI be AcAryo koIne koI kAraNasara paTTakanI sarvasaMmatimAM! saMmata na thayA. paTTakamAM sAta AcAryonI sahI thaI. be AcAryonI sahI na thaI. A mATe badhA prayatna pachI nemisUri mahArAje nagarazeThane bolAvI kahyuM ke "A be AcArya saMmata thatA nathI to tame have saMgha bolAvI A paTTakane jAhera karo. ane sAta AcAryonI saMmatipUrvaka paTTaka jAherA thayelo jaNAvo". sAgarajI mahArAja te vakhate pAMjarApoLanA upAzraye hatA. temaNe nemisUri mahArAjane ! kahyuM, "A barAbara nathI thatuM. saMghamAM vikhavAda vadhaze. kAraNa ke amadAvAdamAM siddhisUrijInuM viziSTa sthAna che. tene laI amadAvAdamAM kusaMpa vadhaze. te dvArA gAme gAma kusaMpanAM bIja vavAze. ane saMmelananI niSphaLatA puravAra thaze". nemisUri mahArAje kahyuM "to zuM karavuM ?" * sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM ke "huM siddhi-sUrine maLIza". te nagarazeThanAM vaDe siddhisUri mahArAjane ! maLyA ane samajAvyA tathA paTTakamAM temanI sahI lIdhI. te vakhate manaharasUri hAjara hatA. A vakhate ; rAmavijayajI mahArAje sAgarajI sAthe vAta karavAnuM kahyuM. sAgarajI mahArAje temanI sAthenI vAta TALI. |rAmavijayajI mahArAja samajI gayA ke siddhisUri mahArAjanI sahI pachI judA paDavAmAM sAra nathI. AthI | temaNe kahyuM ke "bApajI mahArAja AvI gayA eTale ame AvI gayA." ane temaNe paNa dAnasUri mahArAjanI ! JsahI karAvI lIdhI. Ama, paTTaka nava AcAryonI sahI yukta sarvasaMmata bahAra paDayo. (3) A 1990nuM muni-saMmelana cAlatuM hatuM tyAre mArI umara 24 varSanI hatI. huM te vakhate A muni siMmelananA kAryamAM sakriya rasa leto hato. te vakhate dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIonuM eka lisTa taiyAra karato. te | IlisTamAM dareka sAdhu sAdhvIonAM gRhasthAvasthAnAM nAma, sAdhupaNAnuM nAma, dIkSAno samaya, abhyAsa vigere! TheraThera maLIne noMdhato hato. ane A badhA-moTA-sAdhuone paNa maLato hato. saMmelananA kAryamAM zeThA bhagubhAI sutarIyA mukhya bhAga letA hatA. temanI sAthe paNa mAre sAro saMbaMdha hato. | A saMmelana yaIme jaina-abhyadaya prinTiMga presa meM golavADa ratanapoLamAM zarU karyuM hatuM ane temAMnuM picasaMgraha, kammapayaDI vigere graMtho chapAtA hatA. A muni saMmelanano paTTaka mArA A presamAM chapAyo che.' tenI gujarAtI ane hindI baMne AvRtti mArA tyAM chapAI che. A saMmelana daramyAna A nave AcAryono! thoDo ghaNo paNa saMbaMdha rahyo hato. saMmelananAM TAIma daramyAna dAnasUri mahArAja hastakanI kalpadIpikA ane nAracaMdra mAre tyAM chapAtA hatAM. | muni-saMmelana bAda 1990nuM cAturmAsa sAgarajI mahArAjanuM pAMjarApoLe thayuM, ane muni saMmelananI! pUrNAhuti bAda DahelAnA upAzrayanA dharmavijayajI gaNivara banatA sudhI caitra vada AThamanA divase kALadharma | pAmyA. temanI nikaraNa-yAtrA bhavya nIkaLI hatI. ane deva-vaMdanamAM nemisUrithI mAMDIne tamAma sAdhuo hAjara hatA. Ama, 1990nuM munisaMmelana e eka yAdagAra saMmelana hatuM. A saMmelanamAM nemisUri | |mahArAjanI kuneha, nagarazeThanuM dhairya ane sAgarajI mahArAjanI vidvattAnAM darzana thayAM hatAM. =========================== muni saMmelana] 11

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A muni-saMmelanamAM pU.A. nemisUrijI mahArAje sAgarajI mahArAjano je saMparka sAdhyo te mudrArAkSasa | InATakamAM cANakye naMdarAjAnA pradhAna rAkSasano je saMparka sAdhyo hato tenI yAda apAve tevo prasaMga hato. temaja A saMmelanamAM nemisUri mahArAje je kunehathI kAma laI saMmelanane saphaLa rIte pAra pADyuM te temanA dUraMdezIpaNAne sUcavatuM hatuM. (4) vi.saM. 2014nuM muni saMmelana pU.A. vijaya premasUri mahArAjane AbhArI hatI. vi.saM. 199293 mAM saMvatsarI aMge matabheda paDayo. temAM teo rAmacaMdrasUri sAthe sahamata hatA. paNa navAM paMcAgo kADhyAM, parvatithinI kSayavRddhio karavAnuM cAlu karyuM, A badhI vAtamAM temanI saMmati na hatI, ema temanuM kahevuM hatuM. chatAM pUnama-amAsanI kSaya vRddhie prAcIna terasanI kSaya vRddhi thatI hatI te badalI pUnamanA kSaye IcaudazanA divase caudaza-pUnama be karavAnuM ane pUnamanI vRddhie caudaza pachI pahelI pUnamane phalgu ane bIjI | pUnamane ArAdhya karavAnI je pravRtti rAmacaMdrasUrie karI temAM joDAyA eTale temano rAmacaMdrasUrijInI tithipravRtti sAthe virodha hato te vAta gauNa banI jAya che. jo ke, tyAra pachInAM (1993 pachInAM) varSomAM premasUri ma. badhA sArA sArA mANasone kahetA pharatA hatA ke, ''pUnama-amAsanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi thatI hatI te khoTI hoya to paNa sarva saMgha saMmata nA hoya to tene pheravavI vAjabI nathI. pheravavAnI |je pravRtti thaI che te khoTI thaI che. mAro samudAya uparano kAbU na hovAne kAraNe huM teno virodha karI zakyo InathI, paNa khoTuM te khoTuM ja kahevuM paDe. vaLI, pUnama-amAsanI kSaya vRddhie udayano Agraha rAkhavAmAM bIjI paNa ghaNI muzkelIo che. jemake, kArataka suda pUnamano kSaya Ave tyAre caudazanA divase caudaza-pUnamanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM DikakamaNuM, yAtrA ane cAturmAsa badalavuM A badhAmAM muzkelI Ave tema che. temaja kArataka suda pUnamanI vRddhi vakhate comAsInA paDikakamaNA pachI pahelI pUnamano divasa khAlI rAkhavo ane bIjI pUname ArAdhanA karavI temAM paNa cAturmAsa badalavA vigeremAM muzkelI paDe tema che. AthI pUnama|amAsanI kSaya-vRddhie terasanI kSaya-vRddhi thatI hatI, te uthApavAmAM ghaNI bhUla thaI che. ane zAsanano | |aparAdha thayo che. A bhUla koI rIte sudhAravI joIe". A vAta teo TheraThera karatA hatA. paNa samudAya uparano kAbU na hovAne kAraNe kazuM karI zakatA nahIM ane icchAe ke anicchAe paNa pote ane potAnA ziSyo AnI pAchaLa ghasaDAtA hatA. paNa hradayamAM khUba raMja hato. Ane laI teoe 1993thI 2014 sudhImAM ghaNA prayatno karyA, paNa kAMI phaLa AvyuM nahi. A mATe muni-saMmelana jevuM kAMI thAya to kaMIka ThekANuM paDe. A muni-saMmelanamAM saMvatsarI pUrato udayano potAno Agraha sacavAya to, bAra-parvatithi | IakhaMDa rAkhavAnuM ane navuM paMcAMga je kADhatA hatA te baMdha karavAnuM icchatA hatA. A mATe temaNe 2014nI I sAla pahelA zrIyuta zeTha kezavalAla lallubhAI vigereno saMparka sAdhI muni-saMmelana bolAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. zrIkezavalAla zeThe pU.A. devendrasAgarasUrijI vigere je ujamaphaInA upAzraye birAjatA hatA, teno / Iane bIjA samudAyono saMparka sAdhyo. amadAvAdanA AgevAnonI A mATe kamiTi nImI ane tenA kanvinara I tarIke pote rahI zeTha kezubhAIe bahAragAma birAjatA badhA muni-bhagavaMtono saMparka sAdhyo. ane munisaMmelana bolAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A vakhate rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma.kalakattA tarapha birAjatA hatA. teonI sAthe 112] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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1 patravyavahAra zarU karyo. caMdrasAgarajI mahArAja ujajaina tarapha birAjatA hatA temanI sAthe ane pAlitANA | rUbirAjatA naMdanasUri ma. sAthe patravyavahAra zarU karyo. ane badhAne amadAvAda AvavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM. 1 A patra vyavahAra cAlato tyAre huM kezubhAI zeThane khAsa kaheto ke ''A patravyavahAra karatA koI paNa vAtamAM baMdhAI na jAo te dhyAna rAkhazo." te kahetAM "huM dhyAna rAkhu chuM, chatAM rAmacaMdrasUri sAthenAM patravyavahAramAM teo evuM jaNAvI cUkyA hatA ke ''tame ahIM padhAro, tithi-saMbaMdhI zAsrIya vicAra thaze." / IA vAtane dhyAnamAM rAkhI rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. vihAra karI amadAvAda padhAryA. pU. udayasUrijI mahArAja paNa amadAvAda padhAryA. naMdanasUrijI ma.pAlitANA hatA temane padhAravA Agraha thayo, paNa te cokkasa bhUmikA na thAya tyAM sudhI padhAravAnAM vicAranA na hatA. AthI temaNe prathama sAgarajI ma.nA bhaktone bolAvI kahyuM ke "huM amadAvAda jAuM ane tithino prazna carcAya tyAre tamArA taraphathI sAgarajI mahArAja dvArA jbhA.su.pAMcamanI kSaya vRddhie trIjanI kSaya-vRddhi karavAno prasaMga dUra karI chaThThanI kSayavRddhino prasaMga Ave ane Ite karatAM sAmo pakSa, bAra parvatithi akhaMDa rAkhavA taiyAra thAya, ane emanAM navAM paMcAMgo baMdha kare tevuM bane I te vakhate tamArA taraphathI sahakAra maLe tevuM hoya to huM jAuM". A bhaktoe zAsananuM aikya thatuM hoya to ame amArAthI banato yogya prayatna karIzuM, tevI haiyAdhAraNa Apela. A pachI teo vihAra karI amadAvAda AvyA, ane bakubhAI zeThanA baMgale UtaryA. A pachI je vigata banI te badhI vigata tithinA praznamAM agAu lakhAI cUkI che eTale ahIM pharI lakhatA nathI. (5) trIjuM muni-saMmelana : 2044 vi.saM. 2044 mAM paMkaja sosAyaTImAM je muni saMmelana thayuM ane tenA TharAvo thayAM tenI pUrva bhUmikA vi.saM. 2042nI hatI. vi.saM. 2042mAM je paTTaka thayo, te paTTakamAM sahIo thaI ane tyArapachI judAM judAM kAraNosara sahIo karelI hovA chatAM te sahIo karanArA nIkaLI gayA. A badhuM thayAM pachI je temAM rahyA hatA, temane | vicAra Avyo ke ApaNe kAMIka kAma karavuM joIe. ane te mATe tenI pUrvabhUmikArUpe pahelAM zAMtinagara I amadAvAdamAM pU.A. omakAra sUrijI, caMdrodaya sUrijI vigere maLyA ane nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe 2042nA paTTakamAM sahIo karanArA maLIe ane kAMI sakriya vicAra karIe. te mujaba vi.saM. 2044mAM paMkaja sosAyaTImAM maLavAnuM rAkhyuM. A mATe temaNe panyAsa caMdrazekhara vijayajI, himAMzu sUrijI vigerene bolAvyA. te vihAra karI amadAvAda AvyA ane omakAra sUrijI paNa pATaNa tarapha pratiSThA vigerenuM kArya patAvI |amadAvAda AvyA. amadAvAda AvyA pachI omakArasUrijIne lAgyuM ke vi.saM. 2042nA paTTakane svIkAra | karanArA uparAMta pU.A. rAmasUrijI, premasUrijI vigere je che te badhAne paNa AmaMtraNa ApavuM. ane zAsananAM badhA praznonI dila kholIne carcA karavI. 1 A saMbaMdhamAM paM.caMdrazekhara vijayajI vigerene bhaya hato ke tAjetaramAM ja mana dubhAyA che eTale IbadhAne bhegA karavAmAM kAMI sAruM pariNAma nahi Ave. paNa omakArasUrijI makkama hatA. temaNe zrAvako dvArA | ane pachI pote rAmasUrijI ma.ane premasUrijIne maLyA. carcAmAM bhAga levA AmatraMNa ApyuM. A badhAmAM muni saMmelana] [113

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- - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - - - sauthI moTA rAmasUrijI hatA ane te A badhA bhegA thAya temAM mukhya sthAne hatA. rAmasUrijI tathA premI sUrijI taraphathI kahevAmAM AvyuM ke bIjA praznonI carcA karIzuM paNa 204ranA paTTaka saMbaMdhI ke tithi saMbaMdhI! carcA nahi karIe. omakAra sUrijIe temanI vAta kabUla rAkhI, ame carcA nahi karIe, paNa tame saMmata thAo. ane tame te carcA karo to ame vAMdho nahi laIe. A badhuM nakkI thayA pachI paMkaja sosAyaTImAM A muni saMmelana bharAyuM. A muni saMmelananI vizeSatA e hatI ke A muni saMmelana sAdhuo dvArA UbhuM thiyuM hatuM. AmAM koI gRhastha saMcAlaka na hatA. caitra suda 10nA divase sAmaiyApUrvaka paMkaja sosAyaTImAM | IbaMdhAyelA vizALa maMDapamAM teno prAraMbha thayo. sAdhu bhagavaMtoe sAthe besI zAstro, AjanI paristhiti A. IbadhAno vicAra tathA carcA karI TharAvo karyA. A badhAya TharAvo sarva saMmatithI karyA. A saMmelanamAM ahIM birAjatA, rAmacaMdrasUrijInA AjJAvartI sAdhuone AmaMtraNa ApavAmAM AvyuM. temaNe paNa carcAmAM bhAga lIdho. vAtAvaraNa eTaluM sarasa jAgyuM ke jANe badhA eka ja samudAyanA sAdhuo hoya ema khullA dilathI carcA jkarI. ane badhA TharAvo sarvAnumate sAdhu bhagavaMtoe nakkI karyA. A pachI pU.A. premasUri ane rAmasUri mane lAgyuM ke tithino prazna ApaNe sarvasaMmatithI ukelIe. omakArasUrijI to pahelethI baMdhAyelA hatA! Ike amAre A vAta na kADhavI, paNa tame kADho to ame vAMdho nahi laIe. te mujaba vi.saM. 204ranA ! JpaTTakamAM je visaMvAda Ubho thayo hato te dUra karI A badhAe nakkI karyuM ke "bhA.su. pAMcamanA kSaye bhAdaravA suda chaThThano kSaya karavo, ane bhA.su. pAMcamanI vRddhie trIjanI vRddhi karavI". A musaddAmAM premasUrijI, rAmasUrijI ane sAgarajI ma. tathA vi.saM. 2042nA paTTakane svIkAranArA badhAMja saMmata thayA. ane A IbadhA TharAvo sarvAnumate nakkI thayA. pU.A. rAmasUri mahArAje rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma.ne muMbaI jaNAvyuM ke ame vicAra vinimaya ane zAstrIya carcA karI A badhA TharAvo karyA che temAM Apa paNa samaMta thAo. paNa temAM temano sahakAra na maLyo. (6) carcA - vicAraNAnA aMte sAdhu bhaMgavatoe karelA badhA TharAvo saMgha samakSa (rAjanagaranA) rajUi kiravAno nirNaya karyo. nagarazeTha araviMdabhAI vimaLabhAI taraphathI amadAvAdano caturvidha saMgha bolAvavAmAM Avyo. A beThaka paMkaja sosAyaTImAM yojAI. seMkaDo sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto, hajAro zrAvaka-zrAvikA samakSaI A TharAvo rajU thayA. tenI pUrva-bhUmikA sAthe omakArasUri mahArAje suvistRta vivecana karyuM ane tene pU.A.rAmasUrijI, premasUrijI, caMdrodayasUrijI, kalApUrNasUrijI, narendrasAgarajI, bhAnusUrijI vigere sarva samudAyanA sAdhu bhagavaMtoe umaLakAbhera samarthana ApyuM. | nagarazeTha vatI zrIyuta zreNikabhAI zeThe samarthana ApavA sAthe AnaMda vyakta karatAM kahyuM: "Ajano! |divasa zAsana mATe dhanyatama che. mane eTalI badhI khuzI utpanna thAya che ke huM te zabdomAM vyakta karI zakato ! nathI". A prasaMge rAmacaMdrasUrijI taraphanA kaMIka bhakto taraphathI hAIkorTa dvArA je manAIhukama lAvavAmAM ; Avyo hato te paNa zreNikabhAIe vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo hato. Ama chatAM saMghamAM khUba khUba AnaMda hato. Avo jprasaMga amadAvAda 1990 pachI pahelo ja nihALyo hato. I| 8 || 114] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - | |

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muni saMmelananAM A TharAvo peparomAM prasiddha thayA. tenI pustikAo bahAra paDI. gAme gAmathI tene ! anumodana maLyuM. rAmacaMdrasUri ma. sivAya sakala saMghanI ekatA sadhAI. pAMjarApoLanA upAzraye, vIranA upAzraye. DahelAnA upAzraye ema TheraThera jAhera sabhAo thaI. badhA samudAyanA AcArya bhagavaMtoe samarthanA ApyuM. je Aja sudhI je ekabIjAnA upAzraye sAdhuo nahotA padhAratA, te badhA padhAratA thayA. vaMdana Adi | karatA thayA. paraspara sukhazAtA karatA thayA. saMghamAM vAtAvaraNa khUba ullAsanuM patharAyuM. paNa thoDA divasa | bAda A saMmelananAM mukhya sUtradhAra ane jenI kunehathI A saMmelana pAra paDayuM te omakArasUri ma. acAnaka bimAra paDyA. mAMdagI gaMbhIra banI. thoDA ja divasamAM kALadharma pAmyA. temanA kALadharma bAda temanA guNAnuvAdanI sabhAo amadAvAda, muMbaI, surata ThekaThekANe thaI. jANe A mahAna kArya patAvI temaNe temanAM ! jIvanane saphaLa mAnyuM hoya tema te kALadharma pAmyA. | zrIomakArasUrinI dhIraja ane kuneha, rAmasUrijI mahArAjanI saraLatA, premasUrijI ma.nI kAma kema ! levuM tenI paTutA, ane yuvAna sAdhuono utsAha e A badhAM saMmelananI saphaLatAnAM kAraNo hatAM. A badhu chatAM sAgarajI ma.nA keTalAka sAdhuone amArA gurU mahArAjanuM pUruM sacavAtuM nathI, te ! duHkha hovAnA kAraNe, keTalAke pAchaLathI patrikA vigere tithi saMbaMdhI TharAva aMge kADhelI. paNa te sAgarajI ! ma.nA badhA sAdhuone samaMta nathI rahI. ane vadhumAM devendrasAgarajI ma.nA kALadharma pachI sAgarajI ma.nA samudAyanI je viziSTa pratibhA hatI, te paNa ochI thaI che. Ama, pakaMja sosAyaTImAM thayelA saMmelana bAda jthoDI kaTutA sAgarajI ma.nA sAdhuo taraphathI thaI che. paNa te khAsa gaNanApAtra nathI. ekaMdare saMghamAM caudai AnI ekatA sadhAI che. ame icchIe chIe ke A kaTutA paNa samaya jatAM jatI raheze. have je visaMvAda saMghamAM rAmacaMdrasUri sAthe rahyo che, te dUra thAya, tenI AzA rAkhIe. jo ke temano ! ane temane anusarato moTo samudAya temanI mAnyatAne choDIne saMghanI mAnyatAmAM ane paMkaja sosAyaTInA iTharAvomAM bhaLI gayo che. Ama, ekadare saMghamAM cauda AnI ekatA sadhAI che. I I I == ===== muni saMmelana 115 , T | |

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vibhAga - ja ? bombe-pablika TrasTa ekTa svataMtratA maLyA bAda sarakAra taraphathI judAjudA dharmamAM hastakSepa karanArA kAyadAonAM bilo AvavA mAMDyAM. A bilomAM "bombe-pablika TrasTa ekTa", "bhikSA pratibaMdhaka kAyado", "bAla dIkSA virodha IkAyado" vigere kAyadAo judA judA rAjyomAM AvavA lAgyA. A kAyadAono virodha ApaNA saMgho] tiraphathI chUTaka chUTaka rIte muMbaI, amadAvAda, pATaNa vigere ThekANe sabhAo dvArA karavAmAM Avato. paNa tenI! | koI dhArI asara thatI na hatI. muMbaI sarakAra taraphathI "bombe-pablika TrasTa ekTa"nuM bila AvyuM. A TrasTa-ekTane zeTha ANaMdajI kilyANajInI peDhIe samarthana ApyuM. kasturabhAI zeTha ema mAnatA hatA ke ApaNA derAsaro-upAzrayonA! vihIvaTomAM, judA judA vahIvaTadAro mAlikI hakke varte che. keTalAka vahIvaTo to jate dahADe DUbI jAya che.! mATe A kAyado jarUrI che. sarakAra A kAyado kare temAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. kasturabhAI zeThanuM jaina saMghamAM khUba ja varcasva hatuM. tethI keTalAka vahIvaTadAro, sarakAra dhArmikaj vihIvaTamAM hastakSepa kare te sAruM nathI tema mAnavA chatAM tenI sAme sakriya virodha koI karI zakatA na hatA.1 lkhuda peDhInA pratinidhio (te vakhatanA) zeTha mAyAbhAI sAkaLacaMda, bhagubhAI sutarIyA paNa mAnatA hatA ke! sarakAranA hastakSepane peDhI saMmati Ape te sAruM nathI. chatAM kasturabhAI zeThanI pratibhA sAme teo kAMI bolI zakatA nahi. pU. dharmasAgarajI ma. A kAyado dekhI khUba duHkhI thayA. temaNe ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhIne aneT bIjAne patro lakhyA ke vahIvaTI sudhAravA mATe ApaNI jaina saMghanI kamiTIo nImo, paNa sarakArano hastakSepa. | koI rIte vAjabI nathI. paNa temanuM A kahevuM koIe khAsa gaNakAryuM nahi. chevaTe te evA nirNaya upara AvyA ke koI kAMI na kare to mAre sarakAranA A kAyadAnI saMmatinA virodhamAM AmaraNAMta upavAsa karavA. =============================== 116] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA | - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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| A mATe temaNe temanA gurU caMdrasAgarajI ma.ne prabhAsa pATaNa anumati mATe kAgaLa lakhyo. te kAgaLa maneT I jovA mokalyo. A kAgaLamAM huM samaMta na thayo. meM temanA kAgaLa sAthe caMdrasAgarajI ma.ne lakhyuM ke tame! e saMmati Apazo nahi. ane dharmasAgarajI ma.ne jaNAvyuM ke tamAruM zarIra durbaLa che. 15-20 upavAsa bAda vAtAvaraNa garama thAya tyAre tame cAlyA jazo, ane phaLa kAMI nahIM Ave. to tame mahino-doDha mahino kheMcI i zake tevA upavAsIne zodho. temanuM kahevuM thayuM ke ''A vAta barAbara nathI. huM bIjAne upavAsa karAvuM to, I loko mane kaheze ke tame bIjAne mAravA taiyAra thayA cho, tame kema karatA nathI ? eTale bIjAne upavAsa barAbara nathI". A pachI te vakhatanA caMdrodayasAgarajI vigere dvArA amadAvAdamAM miTiMgo] I karI. AgevAnonI eka miTiMga lavAranI poLe bolAvI. A miTiMgamAM TrasTa ekTano virodha karavo te nakkI. thayuM. paNa tenI AgevAnI lenAra koI derAsara-upAzrayano TrasTI hovo joIe. te TrasTI amane amadAvAdamAMthI | koI maLyo nahi. dharmasAgarajI ma.ne meM jaNAvyuM ke tame koI derAsara- upAzrayano evo TrasTI zodhI Apo, jke je AnI AgevAnI le. emane paNa kasturabhAInA virodha sAme TakI zake tevo koI jaDyo nahi. temaNe TchevaTe mane vejalapuranAM ratilAla pAnAcaMdanuM nAma sUcavyuM. A ratilAlanI uMmara te vakhate 21-22 varSanI hatI, te vejalapura derAsara-upAzrayanA TrasTI hatA. huM ratilAlane vaDodarA sTezane maLyo. te taiyAra thayA. huM! temane laI muMbaI gayo. tithi-carcAnA kesane laIne muMbaInA solisITaro sAthe paricaya hato. temaja ; dharmasAgarajI ma.ne jIvAbhAI zeTha sAthe paricaya hato. jIvAbhAI zeTha TrasTa ekTa thAya te vAjabI mAnatA; 1 nahotA. A rIte dharmasAgarajI ma.nA lIdhe jIvAbhAI zeThano amane Teko maLyo. ane temanA ja dvArA | muMbaInI madhyastha kamiTI ane tenA bhogIlAla laheracaMdano paNa Teko maLyo. ame muMbaImAM solisiTaro dvArA | eka kverI taiyAra karAvI. temAM A TrasTa ekTathI jaina saMghane zuM nukasAna thAya, kayA kyA kAyadAo keTalI ! khataranAka che vigere mATe AnA niSNAta berisTarano abhiprAya levAno nakkI karyo. dharmasAgarajI ma.ne prabhudAsabhAI upara aTala vizvAsa hato. ane te je kahe te sAMbhaLI baeNrisTaro abhiprAya Ape tevI temanI icchA hatI. AthI mullA eNnDa mullA kaMpanInA zrIyuta desAI pAse ame javAnuM nakkI karyuM. prabhudAsabhAIe gAMdhIjIe AphrikAmAMthI gujarAta AvyA, tyAM sudhInuM be divasa, kalAka-I kalAka varNana karyuM. mullA kaMpanInAM desAIe mane kahyuM, tamAre bolavuM hoya eTaluM bhale bolo, paNa e samajIe rAkho ke mAro kalAkano 1000 rUA. cArja che. meM e divase rAte prabhudAsabhAIne kahyuM ke tame muddAo lakhAvo. Ama to tamane sAMbhaLavAmAM ja moTI rakamano kharca thaI jaze ane pariNAma kAMI nahIM Ave. te kabUla thayA. muddAo lakhI desAIne ApyA. ane tenI pAse prazno rajU karI te vakhatanA sArA gaNAtA baeNirisTara enjiniyara vigereno abhiprAya lIdho. tauparAMta kalakattA hAIkorTanA riTAyarDa jaja pI.Ara.I dAsanA kuTuMbI jajano abhiprAya lIdho. A badhAnA lekhita abhiprAya keTalI kalamo kevI khataranAka che te ! | ane A TrasTa eNkTathI jaina samAjane zuM-zuM zoSavuM paDaze te aMge hatA. ane sarakAra sAme TrasTa ekTanI | viruddha kesa karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A kAryamAM amane bhogIlAla laheracaMda tathA jIvAbhAIno pUro sAtha maLyo. i dharmasAgarajI ma. paNa vihAra karI muMbaI AvyA. koTamAM comAsuM rahyA. A daramyAna, ame, hiMdu mahAsabhAno I saMparka sAdhyo, hiMdaonA havelIvALA mahArAjano saMparka sAdhyo, lAlabAgamAM premasarijI mahAra mahArAjanI nizrAmAM ==== ============ ======== === ===== baoNmbe-pablika TrasTa ekTa [117] -- -- -- -- -- -- -- | -- | -- ___

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miTiMgo bharI. zyAmaprasAda mukarajIne bhogIlAla laheracaMda tathA dharmasAgarajI sAthe meLavI ApyA. ane, muMbaImAM TrasTa ekTa virodhI vAtAvaraNa gAjatuM karyuM. ratilAla pAnAcaMde vejalapura saMgha taraphathI bombe TrasTa ekTa asTrAvAyara karAvavA mATe muMbaI hAIkorTamAM muMbaI sarakAra sAme kesa dAkhala karyo. A mATe baeNrisTaronI zodha karatAM muMbaImAMthI koI sAro | prasiddha baeNrisTara kesa laDavA taiyAra na thayo. kemake te badhA ema mAnatA hatA ke TrasTa ekTa jarUrI che. dhArmikaI khAtAnA vahIvaTadAro paisAnI golamAla,tathA Apakhuda vahIvaTa kare tene mATe TrasTa ekTa Avazyaka che. AthI! eka muMbaInA vRddha kAMgA baeNrisTara ane eka madrAsanA baeNrisTarane rokyA. A kesa muMbaI hAIkorTanA cIpha jaja cAgalA ane je. sI. zAha baeNnca AgaLa cAlyo. kAMAe joradAra dalIlo karI. ane madrAsanA i baeNrisTare paNa joradAra rajUAta karI. paNa cAgalA ane je. sI. zAhe A kesane kADhI nAkhyo. A kesamAM TcAlato hato tyAre huM, prabhudAsabhAI tathA vaDodarAvALA vakIla muMbaI pratApabhAInAM baMgale UtaryA hatA. tyAM bhogIbhAI amArI savArasAMja pUrI saMbhALa rAkhatA. A kesamAM lagabhaga paMdareka hajAra (15000 rUA.) rU.nuM kharca thayuM haze. dharmasAgarajI ma.ne kesa niSphaLa gayo, eTale loko taraphathI paisA nahi maLe tenI ciMtA hatI. mane kahyuM ke tame jIvAbhAI, bhogIbhAIne vAta karo. meM jIvAbhAIne kahyuM ke A kesamAM 150001 rUA. jeTalo kharca thayo che, ane hajI AgaLa A kesa suprimamAMthI laDavAno che. to tenA paisAnI vyavasthA IkaravI paDaze. mahArAjanuM kahevuM che ke jIvAbhAI, bhogIbhAI zeThane vAta karo. jIvAbhAIe mane kahyuM ke tame IbhogIbhAInI vAta karo cho paNa bhogIbhAI hAtha mUkavA nahi de, chatAM tamAre prayatna karavo hoya to karo.' bhogIbhAI Apaze teTalI rakama huM ApIza. huM bhogIbhAI pAse gayo. meM temane vAta karI. temane vAta gaLe! UtarI. temaNe sArI rakama jIvAbhAIne tyAM mokalI ane kahevaDAvyuM ke tame Ano hisAba vigerenI vyavasthA rAkhajo. TUMkamAM muMbaI hAIkorTanAM kharcanI ciMtA TaLI gaI. muMbaInA kesa daramyAna thayela kharca ane tenI patAvaTanuM kArya jIvAbhAI saMbhALatA hatA. temaNe mane! kahyuM ke kAMgAnI phI vagere paMDitajI, tame patAvajo. kemake mArAthI ochuM ApavAnuM temane nahIM kahevAya. meM! jIvAbhAIne kahyuM, "sAruM". huM kAMgAnI ophisamAM gayo. temane kahyuM ApaNe kesamAM hArI gayA chIe.' jamAre berisTarone je paisA ApavAnA che te devadravyanA che. ane A devadravya amAre tyAM eTaluM badhuM mahattvanuM TgaNAya che ke cakalA paNa devadravyano upayoga kare to sArI gati nA thAya. kAMgA ekadama bolI UThyA : tuM, Imane evA paisA na ApIza ke mArI durgati thAya. tAre je paisA ApavA hoya te Apaje. huM paisAno bhUkhyo! InathI, pachI mane kahyuM : paMDitajI, tamane pUchuM chuM ke A tame jaina-vANiyAo ATalA badhA dhanavAna ane sukhI ! 'kema cho ane ame pArasIo kema duHkhI chIe ? A pUchyuM tyAre AjanA prasiddha baeNrisTara pAla temanA hAtha nIce kAma karatA hatA te hAjara hatA. meM javAba Apyo : jainano chokaro dharmAduM khAto nathI.' idukAnane oTale paDI raheze, pherI karaze, paNa dharmAdAnA paisAno upayoga nahIM kare. tene laIne jaino du:khI nathI. tarata ja kAMgA bolyA : tArI vAta sAcI che. amAre pArasIone pArasI paMcAyata taraphathI haptA bAMdhI | 'ApIe chIe eTale te sAva niSkriya banI jAya che. temaNe pAlakhIvAlAne kahyuM: "sAMbhaLa ! dharmAduM khAnAro! == = == 118] ===================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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mANasa koI divasa UMco Avato nathI." A vakhate kAMgAnI uMmara 80 varSanI AsapAsa hatI. AnI |pariNAma e AvyuM ke kAMgAe phakta 200 jevI najIvI rakama ja A kesamAM lIdhI hatI. Ama, muMbaIl | hAIkorTano kesa paNa ame karakasarathI laDyA hatA. (6) muMbaI hAIkorTamAM kesa zarU karyo tyAre moTA derAsaronA koI paNa sArA TrasTIonI A kesamAM /ephIDevITa rajU karavAnI hatI. A mATe jIvAbhAI vigere koI TrasTIo taiyAra na hatA. A kesa mAMDyo hato. te daramyAna huM amadAvAda Avyo. meM ephIDevITa ApavA mahAvIra svAmInA derAsaranA TrasTI bhogIlAla sAMkaLacaMda vigereno prayatna karyo paNa temAM saphaLatA maLI nahi. chevaTe meM kasturabhAI zeTha upara najara nAMkhI. 'bhagubhAI zeThane tyAMthI kasturabhAI zeThane Teliphona karyo. te samajayA ke bhagubhAI zeTha che. meM maLavAnuM j kahyuM. temaNe bIje divase cAra vAgye maLavAnI hA pADI. teo ma : avAja oLakhI nahi zakavAthI | bhagubhAI che tema samajayA hatA. meM bhagubhAI zeThane kahyuM ke kAle A TrasTa ekTa aMge huM zeThane maLavA 1javAno chuM. te vakhate AtmArAma sutarIyAnA pitA bhogIlAla sutariyA paNa hAjara hatA. te baMnee kahyuM: TrasTa ekTa viruddhanI tamArI pravRttithI zeTha nArAja che. tamAruM apamAna karaze. zeThane maLIne kAMI lAbha nahi! na thAya. meM kahyuM huM ekalo jauM chuM. koIne sAthe laI javAno nathI. mAna ke apamAna karaze to huM jANIza.' bhagubhAI zeThe kahyuM, "bhale ! javuM hoya to jAva. bAkI ame jANIe chIe te mujaba zeTha TrasTa ekTanA khAsa 1himAyatI che." bIje divase zeThanI sAthe vAta thayA mujaba huM zeThanA baMgale zAhIbAga gayo. e divasa ravivArano Thato. tithi-carcA vigerenA prasaMgathI zeTha mane oLakhatA to hatA ja. paNa temano mArI sAthe khAsa lAgaNInuM Ibharyo saMbadha te vakhate na hato. temanI sAme beThA pachI mane kahyuM, "zuM kAma che?" meM TrasTa ekTanI vAta! | kADhI. dharmasAgarajI ma.no TrasTa ekTa pratyenA virodhane rajU karI kahyuM ke "A mATe ame dezanA prasiddha! vakIlono abhiprAya meLavyo che. A TrasTa ekTathI zuM nukasAna thaze ane kaI kaI kalamo vadhu nukasAna kartA che teno abhiprAya meLavyo che. Apa jema mAno cho tema TrasTa ekTanI paMcAvanamI, chappanamI ane trIsamI | klama vigere vadhu kharAba che tema teonuM mAnavuM che. ane te kalamone laI TrasTa ekTane asTrAvAyara TharAvavAnuM priyatna karavo joIe, tema A badhA sArA sArA vakIlonI mAnyatA che. (pahelAM mane khabara hatI ke zeThaI amuka-amuka kalamone kharAba mAne che paNa TrasTa eNkTano virodha karavAnuM icchatA na hatA). Ama kahI meM muMbaI, kalakattA ane madrAsa vigerenA sArA-sArA vakIlo dvArA meLavelA lekhita | abhiprAyo temanI AgaLa-jU karyA. A abhiprAya vAMcI zeTha vicAramAM paDyA. mane kahyuM "tamAre mAruM zuM! | kAma che ?" kahyuM, "muMbaI sarakAra sAme kesa karavAmAM amAre tamArI ephiDevITanI jarUra che. tame e! ephiDevITamAM ApaNI praNAlikA mujaba je mAno cho ane je kalamo mATe Apane paNa raMja che te vAta rajU karo". ema kahI meM AkhA kesano hUDo (brIpha) rajU karyo. ane kahyuM ke Apa vicArazo ane yogya lAge = = = = = = = = = = baoNmbe-pablika TrasTa ekTa] [119 - - - - - - - - I IT | |

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Ito A kesamAM Apa ephiDevITa karazo'. temaNe kahyuM, "be divasa pachI mane maLajo". huM ghera Avyo. ghera AvyA bAda mane vicAra Avyo |ke A kesamAM keTalAka vicAro prabhudAsa bhAInA rajU karyA che. ane te vicAro khUba ja jUnavANI hovAthI kadAca zeThane nahIM game ane nA pADe. to zeThanA mobhAne anurUpa mAre temanI ephiDevITano DrAphTa karAvI levo ane te zeThane Apavo, te ThIka raheze. meM Avo DrAphTa kesane anusarI sthAnika vakIla dvArA taiyAra zaMkarAvI TAipa karAvyo. ane bIje divase zeThane pAnakora nAkA temanI ophise A DrAphTa laIne maLyo. temane I [Apyo. zeThe kesanA kAgaLo mane pAchA ApyA. ane kahyuM, "mane mArI ephiDevITa karavAmAM vAMdho lAgato ! nathI. pharI ekAda be divasa bAda maLo". I A badhI vAta meM pU. A. kailAsasAgarasUri je AMbalI poLa-jhaverIvADanA upAzraye birAjatA hatA, temane tathA zrI bhagubhAI zeThane karI. bhagubhAI zeTha khuza thayA. paNa A vAta kailAsasAgarasUrie [kezubhAI zeThane karI. temaNe mahArAjane kahyuM, A bane ja nahi. zeTha pahelethI TrasTa ekTanI tarapheNamAM che. I be divasa bAda huM zeThane maLavA gayo. tyAM rastAmAM peDhInAM menejara nAgaradAsabhAI maLyA. temane me kahyuM, zeTha pAse huM ephiDevITa aMge jAuM chuM. temaNe kahyuM, kezubhAI zeTha, zeTha pAse beThA che. mATe hamaNAM javAnuM rahevA do. huM pAcho vaLyo. bIje divase barAbara cAra vAgye zeTha pAse gayo. tyAre paNa kezubhAI zeTha zeTha pAse beThA hatA. |meM zeThane kahyuM ApanI ephiDevITa karAvavI che. Apane kyAre ane kyAM anukULa che. zeThe kahyuM, ''tamAre jyAM I karAvavI hoya tyAM badhe anukULa che. amadAvAda karAvavI hoya to paNa ane muMbaI hAikorTamAM karAvavI hoya ! to huM muMbaI budhavAre AvuM chuM tyAre tyAM karI ApIza". kezubhAI zeTha A sAMbhaLI stabdha thaI gayA ane zeThane kahyuM, '"ApaNe TrasTa ekTanuM samarthana karatA AvyA chIe, ane A bhAI TrasTa ekTano virodha kare che, temAM Apa ephiDevITa karazo te kharAba nahi gaNAya ? zeThe javAba Apyo : A loko potAnA kharce A badhI mahenata kare che. ane TrasTa ekTanI je kalamo ApaNane khUMce che, teno virodha kare che. temaja te je kahe che tene sArA sArA baeNrisTaronuM samarthana che. kharI rIte ApaNe je karavAnuM bAkI hatuM te kAma kare che. ApaNane Teko ApavAmAM zo vAMdho hoya ? tamane lAge |ke peDhInA pramukha tarIke mAre ephIDevITa na karavI joIe to huM mArI svataMtra ephIDevITa karavA taiyAra chuM. huM 1jo teo A kesamAM saphaLa thaze ane ApaNe virodha karazuM, to loko ApaNane dhikkAraze". kezubhAI zeTha samajyA ke zeTha makkama che. eTale te bolyA ke Apa, peDhInAM . pramukha tarIke ephIDevITa karo ke svataMtra karo badhuM sarakhuM che. ApanA nAmanI kiMmata che. tyArabAda bIje divase zrIcImanalAla maMgaLadAsa dvArA korTamAMthI ephiDevITa karanArane zeThanI pAse laI jaI amadAvAda DisTrIkTa korTamAM zeThanI meM ephiDevITa karAvI. A ephiDevITa pachI to zrIramaNalAla | dalasukhabhAI, zrIjIvAbhAI zeTha vi. badhA ephiDevITa karavA taiyAra thayAM. AgaLa jaNAvyuM te mujaba A kesa hAIkorTamAM cAlyo, paNa hAikorTe A kesa kADhI nAkhyo. 120] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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2) baoNmbe hAikorTamAMthI baoNmbe pablika TrasTa ekTano kesa nIkaLI gayo chatAM dharmasAgarajI ma. nAsIpAsa thayA na hatA. temane suprima sudhI dillImAM laDavAnI bhAvanA hatI. tethI A kesa mATe dillInA dAdI cAMdajI; nAmanA solisiTaranI kaMpanI sAthe saMparka sAdhyo ane temane A kesanA kAgaLo soMpyA. teNe dillI suprima IkorTamAM A kesa dAkhala karyo. ame dillImAM rahetAM hiMdu mahAsabhAnA pramukha ena.sI. ceTarajI berisTaraneT rokyA. A baeNrisTara pAse ApaNA jevA madrAsa vigere sthaLonA paNa keso hatA. temanI phI ghaNI moTI hatI.' !paNa zyAmaprasAda mukarajIe amArI vatI bhalAmaNa karI phI ochI karAvI hatI. A kesa niyata divase suprima korTamAM nIkaLyo. A kesa calAvavA mATe pAMca jajonI benca hatI.i sirakAra taraphathI motIlAla setalavaDa baeNrisTara hatA je bhAratabharamAM prasiddha gaNAtA hatA. dharmanI vyAkhyA, TrisTanA hetuo vigere upara khUba carcA cAlI. motIlAla setalavaDe 55, 56 vigere kalamono bacAva karatAM! | kahyuM ke ApavAno eka mANase gaMgAmAM rahelA mAchalAMone khorAka ApavA mATe TrasTa banAvyuM hoya ane tene : anusarIne mAchalAMone kaNaka vigere kharca thato hoya te ja vakhate duSkALa hoya ane gaMgAnA kinAre mANaso bhUkhe maratA hoya to te TrasTano hetu badalI bhUkhyA mANasone anAja ApavuM vAjabI ke mAchalAMone kaNaka jApavI vAjabI ! sarakAre papa, pa6 vigere kalamomAM TrasTe je hetu mATe TrasTa karyuM hoya te hetu karatAM viziSTAM lAbhadAyI hoya to TrasTano hetu badalAya temAM zuM vAMdho hoya ?" Ano javAba ApatAM suprimanA jajoeI jaNAvyuM ke "je hetu mATe TrasTa banAvyuM hoya te hetu mATe TrasTano upayoga karavo joIe. kAraNa ke TrasTIe! potAnA paisA bacAvI je hetu saphala karavA TrasTa banAvyuM hoya teno apalApa na thavo joIe". bIjuM, motIlAla setalavaDe judAjudA dezonI dharmanI vyAkhyA ApI hatI. teno javAba ApatAM jajoe kaheluM ke, i"paradezanA dharmanI vyAkhyA ane hiMdustAnanI dharmanI vyAkhyA tathA rItarasama judA che. ahIMnA to rASTra papramukha rAjendrabAbu nAgA bAvAnI rakSA potAnA mAthA para jhIle ne potAnI jAtane kRtakRtya mAne che. eTale JparadezonA dharmanI vyAkhyA ke rItarasama sAthe hiMdustAnane joDI zakAya nahi". kharI rIte amArA vakIla ena.sI.ceTarjIno kazuM bolavAno vakhata ja na Avyo. jajoe ja jmotIlAla setalavaDanI dalIlono pratikAra karyo. ane TrasTa eNkTanI pa5, 26, 30 nI vigere kalamone asTrAvAyara TharAvI. A kalamo jo rahI hota to devadravya, jJAnadravya vigere dravyono upayoga paNa sarakAranuM lokahitonAM kAmomAM karAvI zakata. A kalamo asTrAvAyara TharAvavAthI je hetu mATe TrasTa banAvyuM hoya te hetu! mATe ja nANAM kharcAvA joIe, te nizcita thayuM. ane tenA upara suprima korTanI mahora chApa maLI. A kesa cAlato hato tyAre ame dillImAM derAsaranI bAjumAM rahelI dharmazALAmAM UtaryA hatA.j jamavAnI vyavasthA mATe ame eka kAmacalAu rasoiyo rAkhyo hato. ame dillInA kesanA kAmamAM vyastI JrahetA hatA. - A vakhate IndrasUrijI ma. dillImAM hatA. huM temane maLato hato. ane kesanA aMge koI zAstrapAThI Ike pustakonI jarUra hoya temAM temanI madada amane maLatI hatI. meM temane kaheluM ke "tame to devadravyano] =============================== bombe-pablika TrasTa ekTa _[21]

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sarvasAdhAraNa upayoga thAya temAM mAnanArA cho. ame devadravyanI rakSAne lakSamAM rAkhI kesa laDIe chIe." JtemaNe mane javAba Apyo, "A badhI vAta choDo. tame ahIM AvyA cho. mAre tamane badhI rIte madada karavI! joIe. ane mAre jUno badho matabheda bhUlI javo joIe. tamAre dillImAM koI paNa kAmamAM mArI jarUra! hoya tyAM tamAre mane sukhethI kahevuM". indrasUri ma.ne naherU kuTuMba sAthe sAro saMbaMdha hato. ane dillInAM paMcAturmAso daramyAna rAjadvArI puruSo sAthe paNa ghaNo ghaniSTha saMbaMdha hato. teo amane khUba khUba upayogI ; |nivaDatA hatA. zAstro ane zAstrapATho pUrA pADatA. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa amArA samarthananAM sthAno paNa te TAMkI kADhI ApatA. dillImAM mAro temanI sAthe thayela gADha paricaya te jIvyA tyAM sudhI khUba sAro rahyo.' TgujarAtamAM AvyA ane muMbaI gayA tyAre paNa huM temane avAranavAra maLato. te khUba nikhAlasa ane ! itihAsanA sArA vidvAna hatA. te kSatriya kuMTubanA hatA. ekavAra temaNe mane kahyuM te "mArA kuTuMbanA mANaso mAMsAhArI hatA. temaNe mane comAsAnI vinaMtI karI. meM temanI vinaMtI svIkArI. meM temane kazuM ja kahyuM : jnahi. chatAM huM comAsuM rahyo tyAre temanAM badhAM gharomAM kaMdamULa vigere paNa vaparAtuM baMdha thayuM. teo mane | |pUchavA karatAM dillInA zrAvakone pUchI jaina kuTuMbanI maryAdA jANI lAvatA. ane eka-eka ghara jaina kuTuMbaT jevuM custa banI gayuM". (10) suprima korTamAM cukAdo Avyo, tyAre kasturabhAI zeTha dillImAM hatA. ame (huM ane ratilAla pAnAcaMda) koIka kAraNasara dillI sTezana para gayA. zeTha amane maLyA. zeThane ame dillImAM suprima korTamAM Ikesa cAlyo te vAta karI. zeTha khuza thayA ane kahyuM, badhuM sAruM karyuM. ame kahyuM, amane bIka hatI ke kesamAM! hArazuM to loka amane paththaro mAraze, paNa zAsanadevInI kRpAthI je thayuM te sAruM thayuM. zeThe javAba Apyo, "zuddha buddhithI karanArane koI divasa muzkelI paDatI nathI. je kAMI tame karyuM te khUba khUba sAruM karyuM che. huM tamane khUba dhanyavAda ApuM chuM. ane A aMge mAruM kAMI paNa kAma hoya to mane maLajo". | suprima korTamAM huM jANuM chuM te mujaba A amArI apIla khUba mahattvanI hatI. ane te laoN riporTomAM! !Thera Thera chapAI hatI. A kesamAM amane 18000 rUA. lagabhaga kharca thayo haze. suprima korTamAM kesa laDavA! mATe A kharca bahu na gaNAya, paNa te vakhate jamAno sasto hato ane zyAmaprasAda mukarajIe ena.sI. 'ceTarjIne najIvI rakama ApI amArA kAmamAM madada karI hatI. suprimanA kesa daramyAna zyAmaprasAda mukarajI; sAtheno amAro saMbadha savizeSa thayo hato. (11) suprimano cukAdo AvyA bAda pU. dharmasAgarajI ma. ane amane khUba dhanyavAda maLyA. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa kasturabhAI zeThe to amArA cukAdAnI khUba-khUba prazaMsA karI, ane eTale sudhI bolyAM ke ; 1 "akabara bAdazAhanAM tAmrapatra jevo A cukAdo che". temaNe nagarazeThanA vaDe amadAvAdano saMgha bolAvyo. amArI, dharmasAgarajI ma.nI, bhogIbhAI zeThanI ane jIvAbhAInI khUba-khUba prazaMsA karI. ane ame TrasTanuM IekTanA je samarthanamAM hatA te bhUla sudhAravA badala khUba AbhAra mAnyo. ================================ 122] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA ----- |.

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| A pachI goDIjInA upAzraye (muMbaI) eka sabhA bolAvAI ane amadAvAdanA pagale tyAM paNa amAruM bahumAna karyuM. cukAdAnI prazaMsA sAthe temAM sAtha ApanAra bhogIbhAI zeTha vigerenI paNa prazaMsA karI.! ane dharmasAgarajI ma. ne to khUba-khUba biradAvyA. (12) pU. dharmasAgarajI ma. A kesa daramyAna je kAMI kharca thAya te kharca teo indoranI peDhI dvArA karatA hatA. paNa te pAcho bIjethI meLavIne peDhIne parata karatA hatA. Ama, A kharca suprImamAM lagabhaga 18000no thayelo, te bhegA karavA mATe mane kahyuM ke kasturabhAI zeTha cukAdAnI prazaMsA kare che to temanI! ' dvArA A 18000 rU. meLavI levA prayatna karo. zeThane maLyo. zeThane kahyuM, suprimamAM laDavAmAM 18000 rU.no kharca thayo che. ApaNe paisA bhegA IkaravAnA che. zeThe mane kahyuM "TIpa karo. mArA 500 rUA. lakhI lo ane AgaLa cAlo". meM kahyuM, "tamArA I500 lakhe A TIpa kyAre pUrNa thAya ?" temaNe mane javAba Apyo : "tame amadAvAdamAM ghaNA vakhatathI! kAma karo cho. ghaNAnA paricayavALA cho. eka paisA lakhAve tevA AgevAnonuM lisTa karo. ane badhAne tyAM : pharI vaLo. je Ape tenA lo. ane nA Ape ane tamane 1800) mAM jeTalAM khUTe teTalA tamAre mArI i pAsethI laI javA". meM temanI samakSa lisTa taiyAra karyuM. ane pharavA mAMDyuM. jaNAvatA AnaMda thAya che kej badhAnA paisA bharAI gayA ane 18000 rUA. pUrA thaI gayA. zarUAtamAM keTalAke AnAkAnI karelI tyAre Jtemane meM kaheluM ke A lisTa zeThe taiyAra karyuM che, ane temaNe kahyuM che, je nA Ape tenA nAma AgaLa cokaDI! karI AgaLa cAlazo. tame nA Apo teno vAMdho nahi paNa tame pachI na kahezo ke tame A vAta kema na karI.' . TUMkamAM zeThanA nAmathI A amArI TIpa bharAI gaI. te badhA paisA gulAbacaMda nagInadAsanI peDhImAM bharAvI idIdhA. (13) baoNmbe hAIkorTa tathA suprima korTamAM kesa cAlato hato te daramyAna pU. dharmasAgarajI ma. taraphathI! | divya prakAza nAmanuM eka pAkSika pepara zarU karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. A pepara nayana prinTiMga presamAM chapAtuM, hatuM. A peparamAM TrasTa ekTa aMge temaja bIjA samAcAro prasiddha karavAmAM AvatA hatA. AmAM moTA jbhAganA lekho huM lakhato hato. temaja koIka lekha TrasTa ekTanI viruddhanA lekho AvatA hatA. temaja koIne potAnA TrasTo saMbadhI muzkelIo hoya te jaNAvavAmAM AvatI. AnAM saranAmAM vigerenuM badhuM kArya huM tathA 1ciraMjIvI kIrti je abhyAsa karato hato, te karatA hatA. A pepara hAIkorTa ane suprimamAM kesa cAlyo teT daramyAna cAlu rahyuM hatuM. pachI nAhaka kharca karavAno artha nathI tema jANI baMdha karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. ! TUMkamAM 2005 thI 2011-12 sudhInAM varSo mArAM AvI bhAMjagaDamAM ja pasAra thayAM. te daramyAna |presa hato, paNa dhyAna nahi ApavAnA kAraNe kazuM kamAto na hato. ane A kesa vigerenI doDAdoDImAM IbhaNAvavAnuM paNa aniyamita hatuM. soMghavArI hovAthI gharakharcamAM khAsa muzkelI naDI nahIM. paNa dhaMdhAkIya koII | pragati karI nahi, temaja bALakonA abhyAsa tarapha ane ghara tarapha dhyAna nahi ApavAnAM kAraNe bALako sAro. ============================= bombe-pablika TrasTa ekTa] | | [123] |

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|abhyAsa karI zakyA nahi. zakti hovA chatAM A rthopArjana paNa karI zakyo nahi. ane A badhI bhAMjagaDamAM | ja cha-sAta varSano samaya gALyo. pU. dharmasAgarajI ma. saMsArIpaNAmAM nagInadAsa karamacaMdanA tyAM nAmAdAra hovAthI mULathI karakasariyA ane jhINavaTabharyA svabhAvavALA hovAthI kAma pUrato mANasono saMbadha rAkhe, paNa kAma saryA pachI temane |saMbaMdhanI bahu kiMmata na hatI. jene laI prabhudAsabhAIe ghaNAM varSo dhUnamAM ne dhUnamAM temanI pAchaLa gumAvI| herAna thayA ane huM paNa cha-sAta varSa gALyA bAda samajyo ke mahArAjanA tAra ke kAgaLathI bahu doDAdoDI karavAnI jarUra nathI. vi.saM. 2013-14 pachI temano tAra ke kAgaLanI upekSA karavA mAMDyo. khAsa jarUra hoya to ja bahAragAma javAnuM rAkhyuM. Ama, TrasTa ekTa vigerenI pAchaLa meM pAMca cha varSa gALyAM haze. ko 124] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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vibhAga - 5 harijana prakaraNa (1) sarakAra taraphathI harijana pravezanuM bila AvyuM. A bilanAM pariNAme hiMdu maMdiro, jaina maMdiro ' vigeremAM harijano sAthe saMgharSa Ubho thayo. jo ke kharI rIte harijanone jaina maMdiro sAthe koI khAsa nisbata i hatI nahi. hiMdu maMdiro sAthe ja nisbata hatI. chatAM huMsAtuMsInA pariNAme ane harijana praveza bilanADuM simarthako taraphathI keTalAka sthaLoe jainomAM paNa khaLabhaLATa macAvyo hato. A khaLabhaLATa prasiddha sthAno! pUrato hato. zrI zatruMjaya tIrtha, saurASTramAM Avela prasiddha jaina tIrtha che. tyAM keTalAka harijana pravezanA AgrahI mANaso harijanone laI javA pracAra karatA hatA. A tIrthano vahIvaTa zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhI! ; pAse hato. eTale teno koIne koI nirNaya peDhIne karavAno hato. peDhInI eka miTiMga kasturabhAI zeThanA pramukha pada nIce maLI. temAM AnI carcA cAlI. evuM nakkI. thayuM ke nAhI dhoI cokhkhA thaI harijano Ave to temane darzana karavA devAmAM vAMdho levo nahi. AnI pAchaLa] . zeThano Azaya evo hato ke koI AvavAnuM nathI. chatAM nA kahIzuM to harijana pravezanA samarthako jidamAM 1 caDaze ane saMgharSamAM Utaraze. tethI A TharAva karavo. ane e rIte A TharAva karyo. I paraMtu A TharAvathI sAdhu saMsthAnuM dila dubhAvyuM. teoe A peDhInA TharAvano virodha karyo. TheraThera peDhInI viruddha bhASaNo thayAM. TharAvo thayA ane vAtAvaraNa bagaDyuM. (2) A arasAmAM pAlitANAmAM nyAyasUri, maMgalaprabhasUri vigere birAjatA hatA ane bIjA sAdhuo j paNa pAlitANAmAM hatA. A badhA taLeTI pAsenA girivihAramAM bhegA thayA. temAM manamohana vijayajI ane vallabhasUrijInA samudAyanA eka sAdhu, prAyaH prItivijayajIe peDhInA A TharAva viruddha AmaraNAMta upavAsI I zarU karyA. pU. dharmasAgarajI mahArAje TrasTa ekTa vakhate eka "saMskRti rakSaka sabhA' nAmanI saMsthA sthApI hatI ======== harijana prakaraNa [125| - - - - - -

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I ane tenA sekreTarI tarIke rAdhanapuravALA lakSmIcaMda premacaMda hatA. teo A sAdhunA upavAsa vigerenA AMdolanamAM | Isakriya hatA, ane dharmasAgarajInI preraNAthI judA judA henDabilo bahAra pADatA hatA. sAdhuonI tabiyata divaso jatAM gaMbhIra thatAM jaina saMghamAM teno pracAra karI peDhI ane kasturabhAI sAme vAtAvaraNa garama UbhuM karatA hatA. huM pahelAM saMskRti rakSaka sabhAmAM khUba rasa leto hato, paNa pachIthI meM rasa ocho karI presamAM dhyAna 1ApavA mAMDyuM hatuM. zrIzeTha bhagubhAIe A vAtAvaraNane sameTavA ane manamohanavijayajIne samajAvavA amRtalAla jezIMgabhAI vigerene pAlitANA mokalyA paNa pariNAma na AvyuM. tyAre mane bhagubhAI zeThe kahyuM ke paMDita, tame pAlitANA jAo ane sAdhuone samajAvo. meM kahyuM, tame kaho cho ke kasturabhAI zeTha kahe che ? tamArA khAnagI prayatnathI huM javA mAMgato nathI. zeThe sAruM kahI mAMDI vALyuM. thoDA divasa thayA ne |vAtAvaraNa vadhu kharAba thavA lAgyuM. (3) A arasAmAM sAbaramatImAM caMdrodayasAgarajInA jJAnamaMdiranuM udghATana hatuM. A udghATana kasturabhAI zeThanA haste hatuM. udghATana karyA bAda zeThe mane Ubho rAkhI kahyuM, "tame pAlitANA jAva ane sAdhuo sAthe je rIte vAta pate tema patAvo. koI sAdhu kALadharma pAmaze to vAtAvaraNa ghaNuM kharAba banaze." meM sAruM kahI patAvyuM. A pachI huM bhagubhAI zeThane maLyo. ane temanI sAthe nakkI thayA mujaba pAlitANA javAnuM nakkI |karyuM. huM, kezubhAI zeTha, kAMtilAla bhogIlAla vigere pAlitANA gayA. sonagaDha mukAme peDhI taraphathI gADI | IlevA AvI. pAlitANAmAM amo badhA jIvAbhAI zeThanA baMgale UtaravAnA hatA. meM kahyuM ke tame jIvAbhAI zeThane tyAM jAo. huM judo UtarIza. teo badhA jIvAbhAI zeThane tyAM gayA. huM vaMDe Utaryo ane lakSmIcaMda premacaMdane meM bolAvyA. A daramyAna dharmasAgarajI ma.no eka kAgaLa mArI upara Avyo hato. teo te vakhate nAgapura hatA. teoe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke "paMDita ! tame pAlitANA jAo ane A je sAdhuo upavAsa para UtaryA che te patAvo." lakSmIcaMdane mAro kAgaLa huM lakhI ApuM chuM te Apajo. ane te koI mAthAkUTa |na kare ane tame kaho te rIte patAvavuM. A kAgaLa meM lakSmIcaMdane Apyo. ane kahyuM ke ApaNe koI rIte A kAma patAvI nAkhavAnuM che. AgaLa calAvavuM nathI. kAraNa ke A AgaLa calAvavAmAM ghaNAM bhayasthAna che. lakSmIcaMda saMmata thayA. (4) huM girivihAra, ke jyAM sAdhuo bhegA thayA hatA tyAM gayo. tyAre sAdhuo sAthe zrIzeTha kezubhAI, | kAMtilAla bhogIlAla vigere vAto karatA hatA. meM jatAMveMta kahyuM, "sAheba ! tamArI khAnagI vAta cAlatI| |hoya to huM pachI maLIza." teoe kahyuM ke "Avo, amAre kAMI khAnagI nathI. tamArI khAsa jarUra che." I meM jANe A peDhIvALA sAthe koI saMbadha na hoya te rIte kahyuM, "peDhIvALAne khUba abhimAna che. koI sAdhuone pUchatA nathI. phAve tevA TharAvo kare che. bhale eka-be sAdhu khapI jAya. paNa emane khabara paDavI joIe ke saMgha sAdhuo sAthe che tamArI sAthe nahi." AnuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke nyAyasUrie kezubhAIne kahyuM, "UTho, amAre tamArI sAthe kAMI vAta karavI nathI." kezubhAI zeTha, kAMtibhAI vagere jIvAbhAInA 126] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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- ----- gaDha | baMgale gayA. meM sAdhuo sAthe vAta AraMbhI. manamohanavijayajIne pUchyuM ke "tame kayA hetuthI upavAsa karo] che?" temaNe kahyuM, mAre bIjuM kAMI joIe nahi. mane evuM sarTiphikeTa maLavuM joIe ke dharma mATe bhogI ! ApanAra huM avvala naMbarano chuM". prItivijayajIne pUchyuM to te samudAya bahAra mUkelA sAdhu hatA. meM nyAyasUri vigerene kahyuM, "ApanI bAMdhI mUThI rahe te rIte tathA gaurava sacavAya te rIte vAta patAvo. AmAM khAsa dama nathI. kyAre A sAdhu pAraNuM karI nAkhaze tenuM ThekANuM nathI". temanI sAthe chevaTe evuM nakkI karyuM. | ke ApaNe sAMje pAlitANA saMghanA bhAIone bolAvavA. bhAMjagaDa karavI ane A vAtane patAvavI. | A pachI huM jIvAbhAI zeThanA baMgale gayo. kezubhAI zeTha khUba nArAja hatA. temane ema thayuM ke! , paMDita maphatalAlane lAvavAmAM bhUla karI. temaNe to sAdhuone vadhAre TAITa karyA. ane te to ApaNI sAthe, vAta karavA taiyAra nathI. meM kezubhAI zeThane kahyuM, badhuM patI jaze. paNa tamAre thoDuM namatuM jokhavuM paDaze. te i kahe ke zeThane pUchyA sivAya ame kaI rIte namatuM jokhI zakIe. meM kahyuM, to pachI tame jAo ane zeThane mokalo. te vimAsaNamAM paDyA ke e paNa kema bane. meM kahyuM, "tame ciMtA na karo, badhuM patI jaze." I te divase rAtanA pAlitANA saMghanA bhAIonI amadAvAdathI AvelA peDhInA pratinidhio ane 1 nyAyasUri, maMgalaprabhasUri vigere sAdhuo sAthe khUba carcA cAlI. sAdhubhagavaMto ane pAlitANAnA AgevAno e nirNaya upara hatA ke harijanapraveza aMge sAdhubhagavaMto taraphathI je nirNaya sarvAnumate Ave te nirNaya peDhIe kabUla rAkhavo. A mujaba peDhInA pratinidhio kabUla thAya to sAdhuoe pAraNAM karavAM. ane Aga | harijanapraveza saMbaMdhI je hilacAla saMskRti rakSaka sabhA taraphathI ke bIjA taraphathI karavAmAM Ave che te badhI ; baMdha karavI. A mATe peDhInA pratinidhio khUba mUMjhavaNamAM hatA. temane bIka hatI ke A samAdhAna zeThane kabUla nahi thAya to ! tethI teoe amadAvAda TeliphonathI saMparka sAdhavA khUba prayatna karyo paNa saMparka sadhAyo 1 nahi. temane kahyuM, samAdhAna karo. pAraNAM thaI javA do, pachI badhuM thaI raheze. ciMtA na karo. kezubhAI zeThe na gamatuM chatAM svIkAryuM ane A musaddA para sahI karI. bIje divase manamohana vijayajI tathA prItivijayajInAM pAraNAM thayAM. nyAyasUri vigerene meM kahyuM, "mahArAja sAheba ! je thayuM che te sAruM thayuM che.' | bahu laMbAyuM hota to koI mahattvanI vyaktio manamohana vijayajIne tame zAsana mATe prANa Apo tevA! vyakti cho, tevuM sarTIphikeTa Apata to te pAraNAM karI nAkhata, ane prItivijayajInuM paNa kAMI ThekANuM na hatuM.' A thatAM tamArI bAMdhI mUThI rahI che. peDhIne paNa nukasAna nathI, kAraNa ke samagra sAdhu bhagavaMto bhegA maLIne | nirNaya Ape tyAre temane karavAnuM che, temAM temanI nAnapa nathI. AthI je nirNaya thayo che te vAjabI che".j A badhI pravRtti pAlitANAnA saMghe karavAnI che, te paNa nakkI thayuM hatuM. Ama, harijana praveza aMgenI! ! hilacAlamAM je AmaraNAMta upavAsathI vAtAvaraNa kSubdha thayuM hatuM ane patrikAo eka pachI eka bahAra paDatI! | hatI ane temAM kasturabhAI zeThane dhamakI ApavAmAM AvatI hatI ke A upavAsathI koI paNa sAdhuno dehotsarga thaze to tenI javAbadArI tamArI che. A pravRttithI zeThanA kuTuMbIjano paNa vyagra hatA. temAM khAsa ================================ harijana prakaraNa]. - - I ]

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1karIne kasturabhAI zeThanAM bahena DAhIbahene zeThane kahyu hatuM ke tame A pravRttimAM paDyA cho te vAjabI nathI. I koI sAdhuno dehotsarga thaze to vAtAvaraNa kharAba thaze ane Aja sudhI tame karela zAsana sevA gauNa banI | I jaze. muslimonI jema dharmajhanUna jainomAM paNa prasaraze. ane sArA khoTAno vicAra nahi Ave. zeTha paNa A badhAthI ciMtita hatAM. pAraNAM thatAM te nizcita banyA. (7) pAlitANAthI ame amadAvAda AvyA. peDhInA pratinidhio zeThane maLyA. temane vasavaso hato ke kareluM samAdhAna zeThane nahi gamaze, ane ApaNane Thapako maLaze. paNa zeThe kahyuM, '"je karyuM te sAruM karyuM". huM| |paNa pachI zeThane maLyo. zeThe mane kahyuM, ''samAdhAna karyuM te sAruM karyuM. ame je kAMI TharAva karyo te zAsananuM -hita rAkhIne karyo che. chatAM badhAne game te karavAmAM amane vAMdho nathI". A ja arasAmAM kalakattAthI pU. A vijaya rAmacaMdrasUri ma.no zeTha upara tAra Avyo. temAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke pAlitANAmAM upavAsa para utarelA sAdhuonI tabiyata nAjuka che, ane teone kAMI thaze to tenA javAbadAra tame cho. jaina saMgha tamArI pAse javAba mAgaze. zeThe javAba Apyo "MADE PARANA" pAraNAM thaI gayAM che. ciMtA karazo nahi." rAmacaMdrasUri ma.e tAra karyo tyAre pAlitANAmAM pAraNAM thayAM che tenI khabara na hatI. tethI temaNe tAra karelo. temanA khAsa bhakta zrIkAMta mane maLyA. temaNe mane kahyuM, "paMDita maphatalAla ! tame pAraNAM karAvavAmAM utAvaLa karI. be traNa divasa vadhu kheMcyuM hota to ThIka thAta." meM kahyuM, "A upavAsa karanArA |amArA pakSanA sAdhu hatA. tame upavAsa karo. ame pAraNAM karAvavA mATe mahenata nahi karIe. amArA sAdhu | |upavAsa kare ane kUdAkUda tame karo te kema pAlave ?" te mauna rahyA. (c). pU. dharmasAgarajI ma. nAgapura hatA, temaNe pahelAM mane A patAvavA kAgaLa lakhyo hato. paNa patAvyA pachI rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. taraphathI temane kAMI jaNAvavAmAM AveluM. tethI temaNe mane lakhyuM ke 'thoDuM kheMcAyuM hota to ThIka thAta. gujarAta, saurASTramAM vAtAvaraNa kevuM jAmyuM hatuM, tenI mane khabara na hatI. eTale meM tamane jaNAveluM ke patAvo. paNa mane bIjAo taraphathI evA samAcAra maLyA che ke A patAvavAmAM IutAvaLa thaI che. thoDo vilaMba karyo hota to kasturabhAI zeThamAM je ahama hato te heTho paData. tame eka vAra nAgapura Avo. ApaNe maLIe ane have je samAdhAna thayuM che tenAM saMbadhamAM vicAra karIe". huM nAgapura gayo. mahArAjane maLyo. nAgapuramAM dharmasAgarajI ma. sAthe rAmacaMdrasUrijIne patra vyavahAra thayelo tethI te e matanA hatA ke badhA sAdhuo taraphathI harijana praveza aMge peDhIe je TharAva karyo che tenA viruddha eka musaddo taiyAra karI peDhIne mokalavo. ane temAM badhA sAdhuonI saMmati levI. A kAma mAre ApaNA pakSa taraphathI |karavAnuM ane rAmacaMdrasUrijIe temanA pakSa taraphathI karavAnuM. te mATe mane lakattA javAnuM jaNAvyuM. kAraNa | |ke te vakhate rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. kalakattAmAM birAjatA hatA. 128] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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(9) huM kalakattA gayo. A arasAmAM mAre bApAlAla cunIlAla jhaverI sAthe sAro saMbadha hato. te rAmacaMdrasUri ma.nAM ananya bhakta hatA. temane meM kalakattA AvavA jaNAvyuM. te amadAvAdathI kalakattA AvyA. huM nAgapurathI kalakattA gayo. te vakhate paMDita prabhudAsabhAI kalakattAmAM rahetA hatA. huM temane tyAM iUtaryo hato. rAmacaMdrasUri ma. 96 kaeNniMga sTrITanA upAzraye birAjatA hatA. zarUAtamAM pAlitANAmAM jo banyuM, te badhI vAtathI meM temane vAkepha karyA. A pachI zrIkAMta, huM ane teo ekAMtamAM maLyA ane temAM! ! ema nakkI thayuM ke amArA eka tithi pakSanA sAdhuonI sahI, harijana praveza aMge peDhIe je TharAva karyo : che tenI viruddhamAM levI. ane pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUri ma. temanA be tithipakSanA sAdhuonI sahI meLave. | kalakattAmAM huM 3-4 divasa rahyo, te daramyAna mahArAjano khUba saMparka sadhAyo. temanA bhaktoe paNa | mArI sArI AgatA svAgatA karI. A prasaMge eka vAta A prasaMganI aprastuta che chatA jaNAvuM ke rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. mane kahyuM, : "maphatalAla ! sAgarajI ma. kALadharma pAmyA, temanI chellI avasthAmAM paNa mArA pratyeno temano durbhAva i zamyo na hato". temaNe A vAta karatA kahyuM, "huM suratamAM mohanalAlajI ma.nA upAzraye hato. sAgarajInuM ma. gopIpurA lImaDAnA upAzraye hatA. temanI tabiyata vadhu kharAba thaI eTale huM sAdhuone laI lImaDAnA TupAzraye gayo. te vakhate jayasAgarajIe mane Asana ApyuM. sAgarajI ma. mArI sAmethI moDhuM pheravI bIjI . | bAju vALyuM. huM beTho tyAM sudhI kazuM koI bolyuM nahi. huM cAlyo Avyo. AvuM be vAra banyuM. eTale kahuM ke temanA chellA samaye paNa durbhAva temano zamyo na hato". meM javAba Apyo : "A vAta meM sAMbhaLI che. mAruM Apane kahevuM che ke Apa gayA tyAre manthaNa vaMdAmi ke micchAmi dukkaDama dIdhuM hatuM?" temaNe kahyuM, nA. to pachI jo manthaNa vaMdAmi ke micchAmi dukkaDama, divAnI ApanI taiyArI na hatI to zAthI gayA hatA? Ano to e artha thAya ke emanuM dhyAna bagADavA! e ja gayA hatA. ma. cUpa rahyA. A vAta prAsaMgika kahI. kalakattA choDyuM tyAre rAmacaMdrasUri ma. sAthe evo nirNaya karIne choDyuM ke amArA pakSanA sAdhuonI JpeDhInA TharAva viruddhanI mAre sahIo levI. temaNe temanA be tithi pakSanAM sAdhuonI sahIo meLavavI. A| IbaMne bhegI karI kasturabhAIne ApavI. huM kalakattAthI nIkaLI surata Avyo. suratamAM te vakhate bhaktisUri. | ma. birAjatA hatA. temanI ane keTalAka bIjAnI sahIo lIdhI. pachI huM amadAvAda Avyo. (10) amadAvAda AvyA pachI peDhInA TharAva viruddha sahIo levAnI pravRtti aMge mAro rAmacaMdrasUri ma.] sAthe patravyavahAra zarU thayo. mArA patramAM huM je vigata lakhato tenI nIce mArI sahI karato. sthaLa aneT tArIkha lakhato. jayAre rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. taraphathI teno uttara Avato tyAre temAM tArIkha, sthaLa ke temanI! 'sahI AvatI na hatI. Avo patravyavahAra be-traNa vAra cAlyA bAda mane A patravyavahAra laMbA : na lAgyo. ane meM temane (rAmacaMdrasUri ma.ne) jaNAvyuM ke "tamane mArA para vizvAsa nathI. jene laI tame, 1 tArIkha, sthaLa ane sahI lakhatA nathI. ane jyAM vizvAsa na hoya tyAM kAma karavuM vAjabI nathI. AthI ================================ harijana prakaraNa - - ( [16 -- -- --

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peDhInA TharAvanI viruddhanI sahIo karavAnuM je kAma mane soMpAyuM hatuM temAthI huM chUTo thAuM chuM. Apa jenI| pAse ThIka lAge tenI pAse kAma karajo ane karAvajo. huM AmAM paDavA mAgato nathI". A pachI bApAlAla! cunIlAla mArI pAse AvyA. mane ghaNuM samajAvyo. paNa meM haragIjha A kAma karavAnI nA pADI. j. A pachI temaNe ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAI vigere dvArA A kAma karavAno prayatna karyo. paNa te badhAe IkahyuM ke A kAma amAruM nathI. kemake ekatithi pakSavALA amane sahI karI Ape nahi. Ama, A peDhInAAM lTharAva viruddha kAma karavAnuM aTakyuM, te pachI thayuM ja nahi. uparanuM je kAMI banyuM hatuM te badhI vAta meM kasturabhAI zeThane karI ane kahyuM ke pAlitANAmAM thayela jmusaddAnI have ciMtA karavAnI nathI. ! A rIte harijana-praveza baMdhI aMge je hilacAla thaI temAM je bAbatamAM huM sakriya hato te vAta! saMkSiptamAM jaNAvI che. 130] ==================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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of Recous-eye vibhAga - 6 bhagavAna mahAvIranAM nirvANa pachInAM 2500 varSa zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAnAM nirvANa pachInAM 2500 varSa pUrA thatAM hatAM. te pahelAM be varSa agAuthI 2500 varSano utsava zAnadAra rIte Ujavavo. teno pracAra jaina saMghamAM ane bhAratanA | rAjayakartAomAM sArA pramANamAM cAlyo hato. "bhAratamAM ahiMsAnuM je koI vAtAvaraNa che te zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAnA upadeza aneT . siddhAMtane AbhArI che. zra.bha. mahAvIra ane buddha bhagavAna A baMneno bhAratanI saMskRtimAM mahAna phALo che," tema bhAratanA rAjapuruSo mAnatA hatA. Ane laI 2500 varSano nirvANa mahotsava bhAratanA khUNekhUNe; khUba joradAra rIte UjavAya te mATe senTrala gavarnamenTa ane prAMtika sarakAro udyata hatI. te te sarakAroe potAnA bajeTamAM AnA kharcanI vyavasthA paNa karI hatI. | digambara ane zvetAMbara jaino paNa A 2500 varSano utsava khUba sArI rIte UjavAya te mATe tu temaNe potapotAnAM phirakAonAM gAma ane zaheromAM sArI taiyArI karavA mAMDI hatI. A aMge je kAMI jkharca karavo paDe te kharca te-te phirakAonA saMyo ane saMpradAyo karavA taiyAra hatA. A aMge nAnA-moTA | aneka graMtho prakAzita thatA hatA ane bha. mahAvIra paramAtmAnA upadezane anurUpa saMsthAo vigereno prAraMbha thayo hato. ja A badhu cAlatuM hatuM te vakhate eka nAno varga ane te paNa khAsa karIne prabhudAsa becaradAsa paMDitanA vicArone anusarato varga AnA virodhamAM hato. prabhudAsabhAI ema mAnatA hatA ke mahAvIra paramAtmAnA | 2500 varSanI ujavaNI pAchaLa sarakArano je Teko che temAM aMgrejonI bhedI cAla che. te mAnatA hatA ke, |mahAvIra bhagavAna ane buddha bhagavAnanI AvI UjavaNI pachI IsunI ujavaNI samagra duniyAnA dhoraNe moTA! JvyApaka rUpe karavI enA pagathAra rUpe A ujavaNIne sarakArano Teko che. kemake bhagavAna mahAvIranI UjavaNI. - A rIte karI hoya to isunI ujavaNI samagra duniyAnA dhoraNe karI zakAya. A vicArane mAnanArA ane ================================ bhagavAna mahAvIranAM nirvANa pachInAM 2500 varSa - - - - - - - - - - - |

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sarakArI dhoraNe UjavaNI thavAthI ApaNA siddhAMtomAM bheLaseLa thaze. te bhaye keTalAka A UjavaNIno virodha IkaratA hatA. digambara samAja UjavaNI nimittano sarakAra dvArA je lAbha maLe te lAbha uThAvavA taiyAra hato. jyAre zvetAMbara samAja A matabheda hovAne kAraNe keTalAka sarakArI dhoraNanI ujavaNIthI viruddha hatA ane keTalAka tarapheNamAM hatA. jene laI zvetAMbara samAja senTrala gavarnamenTa ke prAMtika sarakAra pAsethI koI khAsa lAbha laI zakela nahi. ' A UjavaNI prasaMganI prAMtika sarakAromAM judI judI kamiTi nImAI. ane A prAMtika sarakAromAM jjainonI lAgavaga mujaba nANAM kharcavAnuM paNa prAMtika sarakAroe vicAryuM. gujarAta sarakAre eka kamiTi nImI.] ane temAM kasturabhAI zeTha, kAMtilAla ghIyA vigerene nImyA. temAM 2500 varSa nimittenI UjavaNImAM kharcaT karavAnI amuka rakamanI phALavaNI paNa karI. . kasturabhAI zeThe A mATe zra.bha. mahAvIranuM jIvana caritra zALAomAM bhaNatAM bALakone upayogI thAya, tevuM lakhAvI zALAomAM vaheMcAya te vicAryuM. ane A mATe te vakhate sAbaramatImAM birAjatA pUjya jmunirAja zrI jakhkhavijayajIno saMparka sAdhyo. eka divase huM ane zeTha jambavijaya pAse gayA. zeThe jambavijayajIne kahyuM, "tame mahAvIra! bhagavAnanuM sacitra jIvanacaritra lakhI Apo. te chapAvI amAre skUlamAM bhaNatA vidyArthIone vaheMcavuM che".. mahArAje kahyuM ke "A kAma mArAthI zakya nathI. kAraNa ke huM bIjA kAmamAM rokAyelo chuM. 5. maphatalAlane ; A soMpo. huM te lakhaze te joI laIza". zeThe A kAma mane soMpyuM ane zra.bha. mahAvIranuM jIvanacaritra janmathI mAMDI nirvANa sudhInuM sacitro taiiyAra karavAnuM meM prAraMvyuM. A mATe A kAma zarU karatAM pahelAM AvAM sacitra jIvana caritro oNpha seTaT presamAM chapAyelA hoya tevA bIjAM caritro huM joI gayo. ane zra.bha. mahAvIranuM jIvanacaritra lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. lakhANane anurUpa citro doravAnuM kAma meM solaMkI citrakArane soMpyuM. huM lakhANa lakhato, tene anurUpa citra doravAno citrakArane khyAla ApI huM citro dorAvato. ane A rIte meM bhagavAna mahAvIranAM janmathI mAMDI nirvANa sudhInAM citro dorAvyA. te citro sAthe lakhANa paNa JApyuM. A lakhANa ane citro chapAvatAM pahelAM meM kasturabhAI zeThane batAvyAM. kasturabhAI zeThe mane kahyuM, i"tame sau pahelA jambavijaya ma. ne batAvI Avo. te barAbara kahe teTale chApavAnuM zarU karajo". te vakhate | jambavijayajI ma. kacchamAM birAjatA hatA. huM kaccha gayo. citro lakhANa vigere badhu temane batAvyuM. te badhuMT joI gayAM. ane zeTha upara kAgaLa lakhI Apyo ke "huM joI gayo chuM badhu barAbara che. ane chApavAmAM vAMdho! nathI". A pachI citro ane lakhANa meM pU.A. naMdanasUrijI ma. tathA kailAsasAgarasUrijIne batAvyAM. ane =============================== 132] ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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bhadraMkarasUrijIne paNa batAvyA. A traNeyano abhiprAya barAbarano Avyo. tyArabAda zeThanI saMmatithI ajaMTA, IophaseTane chApavAnuM kAma soMpyuM. AnI pacAsa hajAra kopIo chapAvavAmAM AvI. A chapAI, baMdhAI. mu bahAra paDe te pahelAM eka prasaMga banyo. IYii. A prasaMga e hato ke ajaMTA oNseTamAM eka bhAI hAjA paTelanI poLanA chApakAma mATe avAravanArAM AvatA hatA. temaNe ajaMTA ophaseTanA mAlikane pUchI eka copaDI lIdhI. ane kahyuM ke A to amArA jaina. TdharmanI che. bALakone vAMcavA jevI che. huM laI jAuM chuM. ema kahI ajaMTA ophaseTanA mAlika motIbhAIl | pAsethI laI gayA. teNe A copaDI hAjApaTelanI poLanA upAzraye birAjatA rAmacaMdrasUri ma.nA samudAyanA | sAdhu hemacaMdravijayajIne ApI. temaNe te copaDI rAmacaMdrasUrijIne mokalI. te joyA bAda kAMtilAla cunIlAla, i dvArA zeThane kAgaLa lakhAvyo ke "tamArA dvArA zra.bha. mahAvIranI eka pustikA chapAya che. te meM joI che. A copaDI barAbara nathI. te jaina zAsananI avahelanA karanArI che. mATe prakAzita na karavI joIe". tenuM IuparAMta jAmanagara taraphanAM bhA.ja.pa.nA keTalAka dhArAsabhyo dvArA paNa A copaDIno virodha zarU karAvyo.! zeThe mane bolAvyo ane kahyuM ke "maphatalAla copaDI bahAra paDI nathI. ane tenI viruddhanA kAgaLo! to mArI para Ave che. A copaDI sAmA pakSa pAse gaI kevI rIte? tame zuM dhyAna rAkhyuM? tame chApavA jApela presavALo tamane pUchyA sivAya kema Ape? ane tenA ApyA sivAya sAmAvALAne khabara zI rIte JpaDe? tame tapAsa karo." huM ajaMTA ophaseTanA mAlikane maLyo ane zeThe mane kahyuM hatuM te badhuM kahyuM. teNe kahyuM meM bIjA! ; koIne ApI nathI. paNa eka hAjA paTelanI poLavALA bhAIne ApI che. teNe kadAca mAne pahoMcADI haze.' ' meM kahyuM. "A badhuM khoTuM thayuM che. zeTha taraphathI mane khUba Thapako maLyo che. ane sAmAvALA pakSe zeTha uparAMta, 1 dhArAsabhyone paNa jaNAvI Ano virodha karyo che. kadAca pariNAma e paNa Ave ke copaDI kensala thAya. ane 1 tamArI bhUle A pacAsa hajAra copaDInuM bila aTakI paDe. ethI mane moTuM nukasAna thAya. te vimAsaNamAM |paDyA. je bhAIne copaDI ApI hatI temane maLyA. teNe kahyuM, ""meM to mAtra mane jovA ApI hatI. paNaI AvuM pariNAma Avaze tenI mane khabara na hatI". zeThe mane kahyuM : "rAjaya sarakAra taraphathI tamane paisA ApavAnA che A thayuM eTale kadAca tamArA jpaisA aTake. ane tamArI sAthe kadAca mAruM nAma paNa vagovAya. temaNe mane amadAvAdanA prasiddha gaNAtA phojadArI vakIla pAse mokalyo ane kahyuM ke presavALA sAme pagalAM lo". huM vakIla pAse gayo. temane badhI vAta karI. temaNe kahyuM, "A kesamAM kAma tamane sopeluM hovAthI tamArI sAme ane tamArI sAthe tamArAmAM maLatiyA tarIke presavALA sAme pagalAM levAya. ekalA presavALA sAme na levAya". vakIle zeThane paNa vAta, karI. zeTha vicAramAM paDyA. (pa) - thoDA divasa bAda zeThe mane bolAvyo ane kahyuM : "ajaMTA presamAM je copaDIo chapAvI che te | baMdhAvI lo ane baMdhAvyA pachI mAre tyAM mokalI Apo". meM pacAsa hajAra copaDIo baMdhAvI zeThane tyAM =============================== bhagavAna mahAvIranAM nirvANa pachInAM 2500 varSa [133/

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|mokalI ApI. ane temanA kahevA mujaba bila banAvI ApyuM. thoDA divasa bAda A bilanA paisA mane| |apAvI dIdhA ane copaDIo judI judI skUlomAM DisTrIbyuTa karAvI dIdhI. (6) A badhuM banyA chatAM rAmacaMdrasUrijIe tathA temanA bhakto dvArA, judA judA dhArAsabhyo dvArA, emano virodha cAlu rAkhyo. ane sarakArI khAtAmAM AnI pUchaparacha ane tapAsa karavAnuM AraMbhAyuM. sarakAra | -taraphathI nakkI thayuM ke copaDInI tarapheNamAM zeThe javAba Apavo ane copaDI barAbara nathI tevo virodha karanArAo taraphathI rANapuravALA bhAI zrInarottamadAsa modIne nakkI karyA. zeThe temanA taraphathI mAruM nAma ! sUcavyuM. (6) sarakAra taraphathI zAhIbAga eneksImAM miTiMga maLI. rANapuravALA bhAInuM kahevuM hatuM ke ''citro | IbarAbara nathI. A citro bhagavAnanI chAyAne ochI karanArA che. mATe A copaDI rada thavI joIe. bIjI copaDI chapAvo to ame kharca ApavA taiyAra chIe. citro judAM karAvo". meM javAba Apyo ke "lakhANamAM koI bhUla hoya to huM sudhAravA taiyAra chuM. citro to game tevA sArA citrakAre doryAM hoya to paNa temAM bhUla kADhanAra game te bhUla kADhI zake. ane A chapAvatAM pahelAM A copaDInuM lakhANa ane citro jammuvijayajI ma.ne batAvyAM che. temaNe pAsa karyA pachI ane zeThane jaNAvyA pachI, zeThano orDara maLyA bAda A pustaka IchapAyuM che. devendrasAgarasUri, kailAsasAgara sUri vi. ne batAvyuM che. temaNe paNa AmAM, citro ke lakhANamAM | bhUla kADhI nathI''. rANapuravALA narottamadAse kahyuM, ''tame AcArya vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIne batAvI kema nahi ?' meM |javAba Apyo : ''badhAne batAvavAnuM zakya na bane'". vadhumAM meM te vakhate temane keTalIka vAto kahIne jaNAvyuM [ke amArA jevAne azraddhALu na banAvo. Ama, eka-be miTiMgo thaI, ane vAta khoraMbhe paDI. chapAyelAM pustako zeTha dvArA vahecAI gayAM. rAjya taraphathI paNa pachI koI AgaLa pRcchA thaI nahi. rAmacaMdrasUrijI taraphathI paNa pachI koI kAryavAhI AgaLa cAlI nahi. (<) A pustaka chapAyuM te daramyAna huM muMbaImAM dIpacaMda gArDIne maLelo. temaNe A pustaka joyA pachI mane kaheluM ke muMbaI sa2kA2ne paNa paNa AvuM koI sAhitya chapAvavuM che. tame jo A ja pustaka, citro AnAM A rAkho ane gujarAtI lakhANane badale aMgrejI lakhANa karI chapAvI zakatA ho to muMbaI sarakAra taraphathI 50000 kopI chapAvavAnI huM vyavasthA karUM. meM sAruM kahyuM. A pachI maNilAla hIrAcaMda gAMdhI dvArA gujarAtI lakhANano aMgrejI anuvAda karAvyo. paNa gujarAta sarakAra dvArA je kAryavAhI cAlI tethI huM udvigna thavAthI meM A kAma karavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. aMgrejI anuvAda saha pustaka chapAvavAno vicAra baMdha rAkhyo. A pustakanI prastAvanA te vakhatanA 134] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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mukhyamaMtrI bAbubhAI jazabhAI paTele lakhI hatI. ane prAsaMgika zeTha kasturabhAIe lakhyuM hatuM. A pustakanA pAchaLanA pAnAmAM je thoDA zlokono anuvAda hato te gArDIne khUba gamyo hato. temaNe te khAsa UtArI lIdho hato. A pustakanA prasaMgathI ja dIpacaMdabhAI gArDI sAthe savizeSa paricaya ane saMbaMdha thayo hato. (9) zra.bha. mahAvIra nirvANanAM 2500 varSa saMbaMdhI carcA cAlatI hatI, te arasAmAM paryuSaNa parvamAM mAre muMbaI javAnuM thayuM. kAraNa ke te paryuSaNamAM mArI dIkarIe muMbaImAM aThThAI karI hatI. muMbaImAM te vakhate rAmasUrijI ma. DahelAvALA goDIjImAM cAturmAsa birAjatA hatA. tyAM goDIjImAM meM saMvatsarIno pauSadha karyo | hato. pauSadhanA pAraNA pachI meM te vakhate pU.A. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. sAMtAkrUjha birAjatA hatA temano saMparka | sAdhavA meM sAMtAkrujha Teliphona karyo ane tyAMnA te vakhatanA TrasTI ThAkorabhAI sAthe vAta karI ke mahArAjane huM maLavA mAguM chuM to tame samaya nakkI karI mane jaNAvo. temaNe mane prAyaH bhAdaravA suda nomano divasa Apyo. huM sAMtAkrujha gayo. temane maLyo. bha. mahAvIranA nirvANanAM 2500 varSa saMbaMdhI vAta karI ke, ApaNI aMdaroaMdaranI laDAIne lIdhe ApaNe prAMtika sarakAro je AmAM sArA paisA kharcavA mAge che teno / lAbha laI zakatA nathI. digambaro teno lAbha UThAve che. temanI saMsthAone saddhara kare che. ane bhaviSyanI | peDhIne paNa taiyAra karI zAstrathI abhijJa banAve che. tyAre ApaNe laDavAmAMthI UMcA AvatA nathI. / jaina saMghanA zrAvakone to AnI koI paDI nathI. tame sAdhuo jema doro tema doravAya che. Apa ane naMdanasUri ma. eka mata thaI je koI nirNaya karo te samasta saMghone kabUla thAya tema che. tamArA benA matabhedane kAraNe saMghane ghaNuM nukasAna thAya che. sarakAra paisA kharcavA mAge che tene ApaNe kharcI zakatA nathI. | teTaluM ja nahi, paNa sarakAramAM ApaNA zvetAMbara samAjanI kharAba chAyA paDe che. tenA nimittamAM ApaNA | saMgha pakSe tame baMne javAbadAra bano cho. to sAthe besIne koIne koI paNa jAtanA nirNayamAM eka mata thAo.I javAbamAM temaNe A vAtane uDAvI daI tithi-carcAnI vAta kADhI ane kahyuM : ''koIne zAstra samajavuM nathI. potAno kakko kharo karavo che. e kema bane ?'" meM javAbamAM kahyuM, '"mahArAja, A tithinI carcA / ja khoTI utpanna thaI che. jeno pAyo nathI tevI carcAthI jaina saMghane ghaNuM nukasAna thayuM che. meM baMne pakSonI IdalIlo ane zAstrapATho vAMcyA che. mane Apano Agraha barAbara lAgato nathI'. Ama ghaNI vAto karI. I paNa je vAta mATe huM gayo hato te vAtane choDIne ADIavaLI vAte caDyA. A baMne AcAryono matabheda chevaTa sudhI rahyo ane tethI ApaNAM saMghane je lAbha thavAno hato te thayo nahi ane sarakAramAM chAyA khoTI paDI. (10) zra. bha. mahAvIranAM 2500 varSa saMbaMdhamAM kasturabhAI zeTha sAro rasa letA hatA. teo sarakAramAM sArI lAgavaga dharAvatA hatA. tema saMghamAM paNa temanI suMdara chAyA hatI. A aMge saMghanI eka miTiMga kezubhAI zeThane tyAM rAkhavAmAM AvI. temaNe amadAvAdanA AgevAnone bolAvyA. AmAM te vakhatanA DepyuTI bhagavAna mahAvIranAM nirvANa pachInAM 2500 varSa] [135

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minisTara kAMtilAla ghIyA paNa hatA. A miTiMgamAM be jAtanA matabhedavALA bhAIo hatA. keTalAka| |rAmacaMdrasUrijInI tarapheNavALA to keTalAka naMdanasUrijInI tarapheNavALA hatA. rAmacaMdrasUrijI UjavaNInI virodhamAM hatA jyAre naMdanasUrijI ma. UjavaNInI tarapheNamAM hatA. I A miTiMga thAya te pahelA kasturabhAI zeThe mane araviMda milamAM savAre bolAvyo ane kahyuM ke tame |eka suMdara lakhANa taiyAra karI Apo. A lakhANa A miTiMgamAM rajU thavuM joIe. meM araviMda milamAM temanI IophisamAM ja besI eka lakhANa rohiNiyA cora ane mahAvIra paramAtmAnA saMbaMdhanA dRSTAMtane rajU karII taiyAra karI ApyuM. A samaye 11-00 vAgyAno hato. miTiMga 3-00 vAge maLavAnI hatI. zeThe potAnI lAgavagathI be kalAkamAM ja A lakhANa chapAvyuM ane miTiMgamAM beThelA badhAne jaNAvyuM ke bhagavAnanA zabdo anicchAe paNa mAtra kAne paDavAthI rohiNiyA cora jevA pratibodha pAmyA. te paramopakArI bhagavAnanI 2500 varSanI UjavaNImAM tenA ja bhakto, zrAvako virodha kare tenAthI bIjuM zuM Azcarya hoI zake ? zeThanA A zabdonI asara khUba sArI thaI. ane amadAvAda zahere A UjavaNIno kAryakrama varSa daramyAna ghaNA prasaMgo yojI sArI rIte pAra pADyo. (11) A prasaMgane anurUpa eka moTo kAryakrama haThIbhAInI vADIe rAkhavAmAM Avyo hato. ane tyAM | bahAranA paNa bIjA vaktAone bolAvyA hatA. haThIbhAInI vADIe rAtanA bhagavAnanAM jIvananA vividha 1 prasaMga-citronuM Alekhana karyuM hatuM. te aMge vaktAo bhASaNa karavAnA hatA. tyAre AnI UjavaNIno virodha karanArA vI2sainikoe khUba tophAna karyuM. maracAno bhUko uchALyo. ane A sabhAmAM bolavA AvanArAonAM kapaDAM kheMcyAM. A vAtAvaraNa ziSTa ane zobhAyukta nahotuM. taduparAMta A UjavaNInAM virodhamAM caMdrazekhara vijayajI hatA. tene laI temanA vIra sainiko paNa virodhamAM joDAyA hatA. temaNe UjavaNI aTake te mATe upavAsa AdaryA. A upavAsa lAMbA na cAle te mATe I kasturabhAI zeTha jyAM mahArAja birAjatA hatA, te vidyAzALAe gayA. ma.ne potAnuM dRSTibiMdu samajAvyuM ane upavAsa choDI devA vinaMtI karI. mahArAja te vakhate na mAnyA. zeTha ma. pAsethI nIkaLyA te vakhate vIra sainikoe zeThanI sAthe sArUM vartana na karyuM. ma.ne A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre temane duHkha thayuM. A pachI |be-eka divasa bAda ma.ne samajAvyA. tethI temaNe pAraNuM karyuM. A prasaMge indoramAM eka sabhA thaI. tyAM kasturabhAI zeTha gayA hatA tyAre temane tyAM paNa A vIra sainikoe dhakke caDAvyA hatA. TUMkamAM A prasaMga zvetAMbara jaina samAja mATe sAro na gaNAyo. kAraNa ke temAM keTalAMka tophAnI |tattvoe bhAga lIdho ane saMghanI chAyAne halakI pADI. 136] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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vibhAga - 7 pAlitANA nUtana maMdira pratiSThAno prasaMga zrI zatruMjaya girirAja upara vacalA gALAmAM peDhInA pratinidhionI lAgavagathI jyAM jene ThIka lAgyuM tyAM lokoe pratimAo besADI. kAraNa ke bhAvika mANaso zatruMjaya upara pratimA padharAvAya te eka jIvanano eka amUlya lhAvo gaNatA. Ane laI jenI lAgavaga ane zakti pahoMcI tyAM saue teno upayoga | karyo. jene laI prAcIna zilpa dabAyuM. ane keTalIka kadarUpatA thaI. zeTha kasturabhAIe Abuno jIrNoddhAra vastupAla ane tejapAla ane vimaLazAhe je maMdiro baMdhAvyA, | hatAM, te maMdirone anurUpa karAvyo. tema pAlitANAnuM zilpa je dabAyuM hatuM te mULa svarUpe pragaTa thAya ane, | mULa svarUpanuM derAsara sacavAI rahe te mATe pAchaLathI besADelI A badhI pratimAo khaseDavAnuM nakkI karyuM,i Jane te mATe pU.AcArya udayasUri, naMdanasUri ma.nI salAha lIdhI. sArA divase ane muhUrta te pratimAo! temaNe khaseDI. je divase A pratimAo khaseDI e divase pAlitANAmAM sthAnika saMgha tathA keTalAka yAtriko/ taraphathI khUba moTo UhApoha jAgyo. ane naMdanasUri ma.te vakhate pAlitANA hovAthI temanI sAme hallo! laI javAmAM Avyo. paNa te makkama hatA, eTale khAsa kAMI ajugatuM banyuM nahi. A prasaMge amadAvAdathI ; peDhInA pratinidhio AvyA. temaNe zeThano Adeza ane abhiprAya sthAnika saMgha ane UhApoha karanArAone simajAvI badhI vigatathI vAkepha karyA. paNa temano asaMtoSa maTayo nahi. | A khaseDelI pratimAo koI bahAra ThekANe ApavAnI nahotI. girirAja upara ja sArA ThekANeT ! padharAvavAnI hatI. ane jemanI pratimA padharAvelI hoya ane tenA vAraso hayAta hoya to temanA hAthe! pratiSThA karAvavAnI hatI. A badhI pratimAne eka moTuM navuM derAsara bAMdhI DuMgara upara ja sArI jagyAe pratiSThita karavAnI hatI. A badho khulAso zeThe ane peDhIe karyo hato. chatAM UhApoha karanArAonuM mana jmAnyuM na hatuM. zeThe mAnyuM ke UhApoha karanArA bhale Aje UhApoha kare paNa jayAre navuM maMdira baMdhAI A badhI mUrtionI pratiSThA thaze eTale ApoApa UhApoha zamI jaze. temaNe jUnI nahAvAnI jagyA hatI teT ============ ===== ====== ==== ===== | pAlitANA nUtana maMdira pratiSThAno prasaMga]. [137 -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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jigyAe eka moTI bhamatIvALuM maMdira UbhuM karyuM. ane A badhI pratimAo temAM padharAvavAnuM ane pratiSThitI kiravAnuM nakkI karyuM. A kAma jhaDapabhera AraMvyuM ane 3-4 varSanA gALAmAM girirAja upara bhamatIvALuM, dirAsara taiyAra thayuM. dAdAnA darabAranI AsapAsa judAjudA ThekANe padharAvelI pratimAone utthApita karI A navA derAsaramAM padharAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. je lokonA kuTuMbIonAM nAma saranAmAM na maLyAM, temanI pratimAone pratiSThita kaI rIte karavI te vicAra peDhInI miTiMgamAM Avyo. A peDhInI miTiMgamAM pratimAnI UMcAI 1 jmujaba ane beThaka pramANe nakaro nakkI karavAmAM Avyo. Ama to sAmAnya rivAja evo che ke koI paNa] lbhagavAnanI pratiSThA karavI hoya tyAre uchAmaNI bolavI joIe. paNa pratimAo ghaNI hatI. ane uchAmaNI! IbolavAno hakka bhAratabharanA gAmegAmanA saMghane che te badhAne pahoMcI na zakAya ane vyavasthA na karI zakAya eTale peDhIe nakaro nakkI karyo. ane tenA phorma kADhI jAheramAM bharAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A AvelA phorma | sArA divase pratiSThita AgevAnonI hAjarImAM jeTalI pratimAo hoya teTalA upADavAmAM Ave ane jeno jnaMbara lAgyo hoya tene pratiSThA karavAno hakka apAya tevuM nakkI thayuM. te mujaba gAmegAmathI seMkaDo bhAI bahenoe zakti mujabanA nakarAne anusarI phorma bharyA ane potAnAM naMbara Ave te AzAne manamAM rAkhI rAha jovA lAgyA. (4). nakarAnI A paddhati vijaya rAmacaMdrasUri, caMdrazekharavijayajI vigerene ane bIjA paNa keTalAkane na TgamI. teone lAgyuM ke A pratimAonI uchAmaNI bolAya to lAkhkho rUpiyAnI devadravyanI Avaka thAya.' A nakarAnI paddhatithI devadravyane moTuM nukasAna thaze ane te divase nakarAnI paddhati ghara ghAlI jaze.' nakarAnI paddhati khUba khoTI che. temaNe peDhI sAme khUba UhApoha jagAvyo. lokone nakarAnI pratimAnI, pratiSThA na levAnuM samajAvyuM eTaluM ja nahi, paNa nakarAthI pratimAnI pratiSThA karanAra sAme avarodha Ubho ; karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. jAheramAM henDabila kADhyAM ane jaNAvyuM ke A rIte devadravyane nukasAna karanArAone iTI.bI. thaze, kensara thaze, devALuM kADhaze, koI rIte A bhavamAM sukhI nahi thAya ane parabhavamAM paNa sukhIT nahi thAya vigere kahevAnuM rAkhyuM. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa pratiSThA karavA AvanArane upara na javA devA mATe mArgamAM avarodha UbhA karavAmAM Avaze tema paNa kahyuM. AvuM ghaNuM karavAmAM AvyuM. bolI bolIne pratiSThA! karavI te vAtane svIkAranArA rAmacaMdra sUri pakSanA sAdhu hatA. uparAMta eka tithi pakSanA paNa keTalAka evuM! mAnatA hatA ke nakarAnI paddhati barAbara nathI. tethI devadravyane nukasAna thavA saMbhava che. AmAM kailAsasAgarasUri jpaNa te matanA hatA. pU.A. vijaya naMdanasUri vigere tathA pU.muni zrI jakhkhavijayajI vigere e mAnyatAnAnuM lhatA ke nakarAthI pratiSThA thAya temAM kaMI khoTuM nathI. AmAM sAmAnya mANasa paNa lAbha laI zakaze. 1 jema jema divaso najIka AvatA gayA tema tema A saMgharSa vadhu jAmato gayo. ane evI paNa vAto | bahAra AvI ke je pakSa nakarAthI pratiSThAmAM nathI mAnato te pakSanI sAdhvIo rastAmAM sUI jaze. lokone Tupara caDhavA nahi de. temaja vIrasainiko avarodho UbhA karaze. zeTha A badhI vastuthI khUba ciMtita hatA. 50 varSathI peDhIno kArobAra teo saMbhALatA hatA. Avo virodhano prasaMga temane mATe kaparo hato. temaNe vicAryuM ke "zuM karavuM?" peDhInA keTalAka sabhyo zeThane kahetA | ================================ 138] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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|hatA ke Avo saMgharSa thAya tema che to hamaNAM pratiSThA baMdha rAkho. tyAre zeThanuM kahevuM hatuM ke jAhera karyA pachI| tophAnothI DarI baMdha rAkhavI te kAyaratA che. game te thAya, pratiSThA to niyata divase karavI ja. tophAno| karanArA je tophAno kare tene pahoMcI vaLavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI. paNa DarIne baMdha rAkhavI te vAjabI nathI. (5) pU.A.naMdanasUri ma.nA haste pratiSThA karAvavAnuM nakkI thayuM hatuM. tenuM muhurta paNa temaNe kADhyuM hatuM. | A muhUrta barAbara nathI tevI vAto jAmanagaranA keTalAka asaMtuSTa bhAIo taraphathI peparomAM prasiddha karavAmAM | AvI. A muhUrta naMdanasUri ma.khUba vicAra ane gaNatarIpUrvaka bIjA jyotiSanA joNakAronI salAha laIne ! kADhyuM hatuM. chatAM virodhIo taraphathI AvatI A vAtono teo radiyo ApavA taiyAra thayA. te mATe Akho eka lekha taiyAra karyo. pratiSThA prasaMgane anulakSI teo vihAra karI pAlitANA javAnA hatA. tyAM jatAM pahelAM teo pAMjarApoLathI mahimAMprabhasUrinAM jJAnamaMdire UtaryA. huM temane maLavA gayo. temaNe mane |virodhIoe karelA AkSeponA javAba Apato lekha batAvyo. meM kahyuM, "mahArAja ! game te mANasa game ItevA AkSepa kare teno javAba ApavAnI jarUra nathI ! koI mahattvanI vyakti Apane kahe to ja javAba| Apavo. tethI A savAla javAbamAM maherabAnI karI Utarazo nahi". A vAta temane gamI ane temaNe lakhelo lekha rada karyo. te vakhate temanI sAthe sUryodayasUri, zIlacaMdravijayajI vigere hatA. A pachI mahArAjazrIe vihAra karyo ane te dhaMdhukA pahocyA. (6) dhaMdhukA huM, phulacaMdabhAI, pramodabhAI, vigere gayA. temaNe naMdisUtra upara ApelAM vyAkhyAnonuM pustaka taiyAra thayuM hatuM. tenI prastAvanA lakhavAnuM kAma mane soMpyuM hatuM. te prastAvanA meM lakhI hatI. tenuM kAcuM meTara ma.zrI ane zIlacaMdravijayajIne vaMcAvyuM. temaNe pote svastha rIte sAMbhaLyuM. temAM kAMI pheraphAra karavAno hoya to te karavA meM vinaMtI karI. tyAre temaNe kahyuM, badhuM barAbara che. A lakhANa vAMcyuM tyAre naMdanasUri ma., sUryodayasUri, zIlacaMdravijayajI vi. badhA hAjara hatA. A pachI huM amadAvAda Avyo. ane |bIjA divase huM phulacaMda kArIgaranA tyAM mAMDavInI poLe hato. te vakhate sAMjanAM 6-00 thI 6-30 nA sumAre I samAcAra AvyA ke naMdana sUri ma. kALadharma pAmyA che. amane badhAne Azcarya thayuM. gaIkAla sAMja sudhI to ! kazuM hatuM nahi. mahArAja khUba svastha hatA ane ociMtuM A kema banyuM ? ame turtaja badhA gADI karIne tagaDI gayA. samAcAra phelAtAM to rAtanA khaMbhAta, boTAda, amadAvAda ema TheraTherathI mANaso bhegA thayA. badhAne Azcarya thayuM. gocarI vAparyA pachI koNa jANe zuM thayuM ke mahArAja |kheMcAI gayA ane prANa choDayA. rAtanA 12-00 12-30 sudhI carcA cAlI ke mahArAjane amadAvAda laI javA, boTAda laI javA ke dhaMdhukA laI javA, ane kyAM agnidAha Apavo ? amadAvAdavALA amadAvAda mATe khUba AgrahI hatA. boTAdavALA boTAda mATe AgrahI hatA. chevaTe ema nakkI thayuM ke game tyAM laI javAnuM nakkI thAya paNa temanA dehane vAhanamAM nahi laI javAno. khAMdhe upADIne laI javAno. A amadAvAda mATe zakya nahotuM. boTAdavALAnI badhI taiyArI hatI. tethI chevaTe boTAda laI javAnuM nakkI thayuM. pAlitANA nUtana maMdira pratiSThAno prasaMga] [139

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(6) boTAdanAM saMghe eka khAsa jagyA pasaMda karI. amadAvAda, muMbaI, khaMbhAta, bhAvanagara, mahuvA vigere gAmegAmanA saMgho A niharaNa yAtrAmAM joDAyA. ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhInA pratinidhio paNa badhA AvyA Mane agnidAha thayo. naMdanasUri ma.mULa boTAdanA ja vatanI hatA. ane nemisUri ma.pAse lAvaNyasUri, amRtasUri vigere ziSyo boTAdanA hatA. nemisUri ma.no boTAda upara ghaNo upakAra hato. Ama, naMdanasUri ma.no je gAmamAM janma thayo te ja gAmamAM temano agnidAha thayo. (<) naMdanasUri ma.nA kALadharma bAda pratiSThA (pAlitANA) konA hAthe karavI te prazna kasturabhAI zeThane mUMjhavaNamAM nAMkhyA. khUba ja pratibhAzALI ane aDaga naMdanasUri ma.nA gayA pachI temanA jevI tejasvI vyakti maLavI muzkela hatI. chatAM zeTha to nizcita hatA ke je divase pratiSThAnuM muhUrta che te ja divase pratiSThA karavI. temaNe kastUrasUri ma.nuM pratiSThA mATe nakkI karyuM ane temane vinaMtI karI. sAthe sAthe e paNa nakkI karyuM ke |emanI sAthe sAgarajI ma.nA sAdhuo hoya to vadhu sAruM. eTale devendra sAgarajI ma.nI tapAsa karI. teo Ite vakhate dahegAma pAsenA najIkanA gAmamAM hatA ane kapaDavaMja dIkSA ApavA mATe javAnA hatA. temanuM sthaLa ane samaya jANI lIdhA pachI huM ane kasturabhAI zeTha bane te gAmamAM gayA. mahArAjane maLyA. mahArAjane | kahyuM ke naMdanasUri ma.kALadharma pAmyA che. kastUrasUri ma.nA hastu pratiSThA karAvavAnI che. Ape koI paNa rIte A pratiSThAmAM sAmela thavAnuM che. devendrasAgarasUri mahArAje kahyuM, huM kapaDavaMja jAu chuM. dIkSAnuM muhUrta nakkI thaI gayuM che. eTale mArAthI AvI zakAya tema nathI. zeThe kahyuM game tema karo paNa tamAre AvavAnuM che. mahArAja saMmata thayA. zeThe kahyuM, tamane vihAranI muzkelI hoya to huM DoLI mokaluM. paNa kastUrasUri mahArAja |amadAvAdathI vihAra kare tyAre tamAre badhAe sAthe nIkaLavAnuM che. devendrasAgarasUrie kahyuM, "badhuMya sAcuM paNa huM DoLImAM besato nathI." zeThe kahyuM, "DoLI sAthe rAkhajo." devendrasAgarasUri savAra-sAMja vihAra karatA amadAvAda AvI pahoMcyA. ane kastUrasUri ane temaNe baMnee sAthe amadAvAdathI pAlitANAnI pratiSThA mATe vihAra karyo. (9) pU.A. kastUrasUri ane pU.devendrasAgarasUri koTha hatA te daramyAna eka vAta evI bahAra AvI bhANAbhAI vigere kastUrabhAI zeThane maLyA ane A pratiSThAnI je vAta cAle che temAM te koI samAdhAnanI bhUmikA laI AvyA hatA. A vAta mane narottamadAsa mayAbhAIe karI. temaNe kahyuM ke huM sarasapura gayo hato. tyAM vikramasUrine maLyo hato. tyAre temaNe mane A vAta karI hatI. A vAta uparathI huM bapore kastUrabhAI zeThane maLyo. temane meM kahyuM, juo, A sAdhu bhagavaMtonuM kAma che. tame koI samAdhAna A loko sAthe karo ane te samAdhAna je atyAre tamArI sAthe rahelA che te sAdhuone kabUla nahi hoya to ghaNI muzkelI vadhaze. tethI koI paNa samAdhAna karatAM pahelAM ke samAdhAnanI vAta karatAM pahelAM jeo tamArI sAthe rahelA 140] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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zuM che temane vizvAsamAM lejo". zeThe mane kahyuM, "tame nizciMta raho. huM koI paNa chUTachATa mUkavA taiyAra nathI ane I ApaNI sAthe rahelA sAdhuone pahelAM vizvAsamAM laIza. pachI ja AgaLa vAta karIza. mArI vAta to e che ke e pakSanA keTalAka zrAvakonI pratimAo nakarAmAM pAsa thaI che. teo pratiSThAmAM sAmela thavA mAMge che ke nahi ? ane sAmela na thavA mAMgatA hoya to temane kensala karI bIjAne ApI devAnI vAta che. teo kAMI AnAkAnI kare agara teomAM je koI zaMkAspada hoya temanI jagyAe bIjAne taiyAra rAkhavAnI vAta |che. jarAye DhIluM mUkavAnI ke bAMdhachoDa karavAnI vAta nathI. AthI AmAM kAMI zaMkA rAkhavAnuM kAraNa nathI.| |Ama chatAM tame koTha jaI Avo ane kastUrasUri ane devendrasAgarasUrine maLI Avo. temanA kAne AvI vAta hoya to te zaMkA na rAkhe. koI paNa vAta temanI saMmati vagara AgaLa calAvavAmAM nahi Ave". (10) A badhuM cAlatuM hatu te daramyAna muMbaIthI mANekalAla cunIlAla vigere gRhasthonI sahIo sAtheno | eka kAgaLa zeTha upara Avyo. A kAgaLa e hato ke ''nakarAthI pratiSThA karavAnuM je peDhIe nakkI karyuM che| tenAthI devadravyane bhAre nukasAna thAya che tema amAruM mAnavuM che. ane nakarAthI pratiSThA karavAnI vAtamAM! amAro virodha che". bIjo eka kAgaLa rajisTarathI kailAsasAgarajI ma.no Avyo. A kAgaLamAM temaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke ''nakarAthI pratiSThA karavAnuM rAkhavAthI devadravyane bhAre nukasAna thAya tema che. AthI nakarAthI pratiSThA karavAnA Apela AdezamAM amAro sanna virodha che". A kAgaLa Avyo tyAre huM zeTha pAse beTho / hato. zeThe mane kAgaLa vaMcAvyo. meM kahyuM, ''kailAsasAgarasUri sAthe mAro sAro saMbaMdha che. huM emane samajAvavA |prayatna karIza". zeThe kahyuM, "sAruM ! prayatna karo" meM zeThane kahyuM, "tame tamArI gADI mokalajo. huM pAlitANA jaIza". zeThe kahyuM ke mArI gADI nahi AvI zake. paNa temaNe rasikalAla mohanalAla choTAlAlanI gADI mokalI. huM pAlitANA gayo. te vakhate rAjendravihAramAM kailAsasAgasUri ma. upadhAna karAvatA hatA. huM temane maLyo. meM temane zeThano Azaya samajAvyo. paNa mahArAja na mAnyA. e to eka ja vAta laIne beThA huM ke uchAmaNIthI devadravyanI moTI Avaka thAta. peDhIe nakarAthI pratiSThAno Adeza ApI A Avaka gumAvI che. huM pAlitANA hato te daramyAna kastUrabhAI zeTha peDhInA pratinidhio sAthe pAlitANA AvyA. te [kailAsasAgarasUrijIne maLyA. sukhazAtA pUchI. paNa mahArAje koI vAta kADhI nahi, tema zeThe paNa koI vAta kADhI nahi. UThatI vakhate zeThe kahyuM ke maphatalAla AvyA che te sAMbhaLyuM che to bolAvo. huM temanI pAse gayo. temaNe kahyuM, "tame rokAvAnA cho ?" meM kahyuM, "nA" to temaNe kahyuM "tamAre AvavuM hoya to kAle amArI sAthe amadAvAda Avo". meM kahyuM, "sAruM". zeThanA gayA pachI meM mahArAja sAthe vAta karI to temaNe kahyuM ke zeThe koI vAta kADhI nathI ane meM paNa vAta kADhI nathI. meM mahArAjazrIne kahyuM ke A ThIka karyuM nathI. zeTha AvyA hatA to tamAre vAta kADhavI hatI. tamArI vAta samajAvavI hartI ane zeThanuM dRSTibiMdu sAMbhaLavuM hatuM. mahArAje kahyuM, '"zeTha pAse tame jAo ane kaho ke mahArAja tamane maLavA bolAve che". huM zeTha pAse gayo. zeThane vAta karI ke mahArAja tamane bolAve che. zeThe mane kahyuM, "zuM karavuM ? javuM ke na javuM ?' meM kahyuM, "javuM hoya to jAva ane na javuM hoya to tamAro koI vAMka kADhe tema nathI. pAlitANA nUtana maMdira pratiSThAno prasaMga] : [141

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tame gayA hatA. mahArAje vAta kADhI nahi tethI patI jAya che. tamArA javAthI ane kahevAthI mahArAja mAnej teima lAgatuM nathI" zeThe kahyuM, "javAnuM mAMDI vALIe e ja ThIka lAge che." bIje divase savAre huM zeThanI! sAthe amadAvAda Avyo ane kailAsasAgarajI ma.nI vAta paDatI mUkAI. (11) A cAlatuM hatuM tyAre temasAgarasUri ma.bhAvanagara hatA. pratiSThAnI kaMkotrIo mAre tyAM chapAtI] ThatI. meM zeThane kahyuM ke koI game te eka progrAmamAM temasAgarasUrine ApaNe saMkalita karI levA joIe.. temanI nizrAmAM kuMbhasthApanA vigere karAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. huM temanI saMmati laI Avyo. mane bIka hatI! ke kadAca kailAsasAgarasUri ma. bhAvanagara jAya ane hemasAgarasUri mane bhoLave to sAgara samudAyamAM navI! muzkelI UbhI thAya. eTale A mATe temanI saMmati laI kaMkotrImAM temanuM nAma dAkhala karyuM ane kailAsasAgarasUri jmane meM kahyuM ke "tame tamAro virodha tamArA pUrato rAkhajo, paNa subodhasAgarasUri vigerene AmAM bheLavazo nahi". te kabUla thayA. A daramyAna padhasAgarasUrine paNa huM khaMbhAta vigere ThekANe maLyo hato. AmAM pAlitANA girirAjanA nUtana maMdiranI pratiSThAnA prasaMgamAM ApaNA ekatithi pakSamAM gAbaDuM na paDe tenI/ pUrepUrI kALajI rAkhI hatI. (12) A pratiSThAno prasaMga khUba sArI rIte yojAya tevI zeThazrInI bhAvanA hatI. paNa peDhIno moTA IbhAgano kArobAra kezubhAI zeTha saMbhALatA hatA. te gaNatarIbAja ane karakasaravALA mANasa hatA. eTale |A pratiSThA prasaMgamAM bahu kharca thAya te temanI bhAvanA na hatI. te to ema icchatA hatA ke pratiSThAnA divaseT ane AgalA eka be divase pAlitANA bhojanazALA dvArA phrI jamavAnI vyavasthA karAvavI. mArI icchA ane kalyANabhAI phaDiyAnI IcchA khUba zAnadAra rIte A utsava UjavAya tevI hatI. tethI meM zeThane vAta karI ke girirAja uparanI A pratiSThA khUba zAnadAra rIte yojAvI joIe. zeThe mane kahyuM ke tame lakhIne lAvo, zuM zuM karavuM joIe ane keTalo kharca thAya. huM kalyANabhAIne maLyo ane temanI sAthe besIne nakkI karyuM kej kevI rIte pratiSThA UjavavI. A mATe judI judI kamiTIonI racanA karavI. jemake sAdhusAdhvIonI vaiyAvaccanI! 1 kamiTI, UtArAnI vyavasthA, pratiSThAnA divaso daramyAna roja navakArazI vigere. Ano kAco kAphTa karI | zeThane Apyo. ane teno aMdAjita kharca paNa keTalo thAya te paNa lakhI zeThane Apyo. zeThe kahyuM, "A badhuM karavAnuM. kazI kacAza nahi rAkhavAnI. kharcanI vyavasthA badhI thaI jaze." zeThe ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhImAM amadAvAdanA AgevAnonI miTiMga bolAvI ane pratiSThAmAM kharca karavAnI rakama jaNAvI. judI judI vyaktione jamuka amuka paisA bhegA karavAnuM ane khUTatA paisA pote ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A mujaba vidhikArako, rasoIyAo, kAma karanArAo, A badhAnI vyavasthAnI taDAmAra taiyArIo! cAlI. eTaluM ja nahi, je vidhikArako saMdigdha eTale pratiSThA prasaMganA virodhI lAgyA temane badale bIjI TukaDIonI paNa vyavasthA rAkhI. zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhImAM patrakAronI miTiMga bolAvI temane pratiSThA vigereno ahevAla jaNAvyo. peparomAM sArA pramANamAM pracAra thayo. zeTha pote pratiSThAnA pahelA divase hAjara jrahyA. peDhInA pratinidhio tathA muMbaI amadAvAdanA AgevAno badhA pratiSThA prasaMge padhAryA. sAdhu bhagavaMtonuM =============================== 142] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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I dUradUrathI vihAra karI padhAryA. tapagacchanA sAdhuo uparAMta kharataragaccha vi.gacchanA munibhagavaMto paNa padhAryA. sAdhu-sAdhvIo mATe vaiyAvaccanI khUba suMdara vyavasthA thaI. dareka kamiTInA kanvinarone koI paNa jAtanI agavaDa na paDe te mATe zeThe zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhInI pratiSThA prasaMganI eka leTara pepara 1 buka ApI ane te je kAMI kharca kare tenAM nANAM cUkavavAno peDhInAM keziyarane orDara karyo. pAlitANAmAM 1 khurazI Tebala pUrvakanI hajAro mANaso jame tevI vyavasthApUrvakanI navakArazI thaI. girirAja upara paNa dAdAnA darabAramAM paNa vyavasthita pUjA prakSAla thAya ane koIne koI aDacaNa na paDe tevI saMpUrNa vyavasthA thaI. Ama, A utsava yAdagAra UjavAyo. (13) A pratiSThA prasaMgano varaghoDo nIkaLyo temAM amadAvAda, muMbaI ane gAmegAmanA saMgho ane tenA! | AgevAno hatA. A varaghoDo cAlato hato te daramyAna zeTha bhogIlAla laheracaMda, zeTha jIvAbhAI vigere AgevAnoe kahyuM ke Aje rAte bolInI uchAmaNI che te vakhate zeThane A prasaMge gAmegAmanA saMgho taraphathI | abhinaMdana patra apAya to sAruM. A vAta karI tyAre sAMjanA 4-30 ke pa-00 vAgyA hatA. miTiMga rAtanA | ATha vAge maLavAnI hatI. mAnapatra lakhavuM, chapAvavuM, enI phema vigere taiyAra karavI, zeThanI saMmati laI | ApavI, A vigere mATe samaya bahu ocho hato. chatAM meM te karavAnuM mAthe lIdhuM. huM varaghoDAmAMthI nIkaLI! | gayo ane bahAdurasiMgajI prinTiMga presanI ophisamAM besI mAnapatrano prAphaTa taiyAra karyo ane te mAnapatra! ; bharata prinTarI vALAne tAbaDatoba taiyAra karI chApavAnuM soMpyuM. sAthe sAthe te paNa kahyuM ke koI sArI phremathI; maDhAvI amane sADA ATha vAgyA sudhImAM maLI jAya tema karo. teNe te mujaba karavAnuM mAthe lIdhuM. (14) rAtre 8-00 vAge pAlitANAmAM bhegA thayelA gAmegAmanA saMghonI miTiMga maLI. te miTiMgamAM T girirAja upara je derAsara (bhamatIvALuM) baMdhAyuM hatuM tenA mukhya maMdiranA mULanAyaka vigere bhagavaMtonI! bolI bolI Adeza ApavAnuM nakkI thayuM hatuM te mujaba zrIyuta phulacaMdabhAI kArIgara bolI bolatA hatA.! ; temane meM kahyuM ke mAna-patra Ave tyAM sudhI tame bolI bolavAnuM thoDuM laMbAvajo. temaNe te laMbAvyuM ane [9-00 vAgye mAna-patra AvyuM. A mAnapatra AvyuM tyAM sudhI zeThane koI vAtathI vAkepha karyA na hatA. zeThane te ja vakhate kahyuM ke | gAmegAmanA saMgho taraphathI Apane abhinaMdanapatra ApavAno che. mAnapatra AvI gayuM che. A . Ape AnAkAnI karavAnI nathI. zeThe AnAkAnI karI, paNa chevaTe amArI vinaMtIno vijaya thayo. zeThane abhinaMdana patra apAyuM. ane muMbaI amadAvAda vigerenA AgevAnoe tene anulakSIne suMdara zabdomAM zeThane navAjayA. zeTha gaLagaLA thaIne Ano uttara Apyo. A abhinaMdana patra TUMka samayamAM thayuM hovA chatA sAruM thayuM hatuM ane | gAmegAmanA saMghone te gamyuM hatuM. ========= ====== pAlitANA nUtana maMdira pratiSThAno prasaMga -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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(15) pratiSThAnA divase TAImsa oNpha inDiyA, gujarAta samAcAra, saMdeza vigerenA khabarapatrIo pAlitANA girirAja upara AvyA hatA. peparomAM prakAzita karavAnuM kArya mahendrabhAI phaDiyA ane ramaNalAla gAMdhIne soMpAyuM hatuM. teoe A khabarapatrIone zeThanI sAthe meLavI girirAjanI badhI vigato prApta karI hatI ane |AMkhe dekhyo badho ahevAla potapotAnAM peparomAM prasiddha karyo hato. pratiSThA agAu je UhApoha thayo hato ane tene laIne bIka hatI ke UhApoha karanArA kAMIne kAI vighna nAkhaze. tenI sAvacetI rAkhavA mATe zeThe sarakAra taraphathI A tophAna karanArAone pakaDavA mATe ko2A voraMTo kaDhAvI rAkhyAM hatAM. ane polisanI vyavasthA uparAMta sAdhvIo vigere koIpaNa jAtano aMtarAya kare to strI polisanI paNa vyavasthA rAkhI hatI. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa koI DrisTrIkaTa korTamAMthI manAI hukama laIzuM |Ave to tenA AgotarA pratikAra mATe khAsa khAsa korTomAM kIone paNa rokyA hatA. paraMtu zAsananA sadbhAgye AvuM kazuM banyuM nahi. virodha karanArA samajI gayA ke ApaNA virodhanA pratikAra mATe jaDabesalAka vyavasthA che. ethI kAMI banyuM nahi. pratiSThA sAMgopAMga sArI rIte UjavAI. A pratiSThA sArI rIte UjavAyAthI zeThane khUba AnaMda thayo. temane potAnAM A pacAsa varSamAM| peDhInA vahIvaTa daramyAnanA gALAmAM A eka kaparI parIkSA hatI. teo peDhImAMthI nivRtta thavA icchatA hatA. paNa A kArya saMpanna karIne ja nivRtta thavAnuM rAkhyuM hatuM. (16) girirAja uparanAM navA maMdiranI pratiSThA prasaMgane anurUpa eka saMskRta bhASAmAM lekha taiyAra karavAmAM |Avyo. A lekha nemisUri ma.nA yuvAna sAdhuoe taiyAra karyo hato. ane te nUtana prAsAdamAM pesatAM I jamaNI bAjuo coMTADavAmAM Avyo. Aje paNa te coMTADela che. A lekhanI eka kepsula taiyAra karI jamInamAM paNa dATavAmAM AvI, je kALAMtare kAma Ave. pratiSThAnuM kArya pUrNa thayA bAda zeThe amadAvAdamAM oNla InDiyAnA pratinidhionI eka miTiMga |pAnakora nAke bolAvI. A miTiMgamAM jeoe pratiSThAnA kAryamAM sAdyaMta (AdithI aMta sudhI) bhoga Apyo hato tene abhinaMdanapatra ApavAnuM rAkhyuM. A badhAne abhinaMdana patra ApavAnuM lakhANa karavAnuM mane soMpavAmAM AvyuM. meM kalyANabhAI phaDiyA, phulacaMdabhAI kArIgara vi.vi.nAM abhinaMdana patronuM lakhANa taiyAra karyuM ane zeThane vaMcAvyuM. zeThe mane kahyuM, mAre tamane sauthI pahelAM abhinaMdana patra ApavAnuM che. kemake tame pahelethI cheka sudhI mArI sAthe A kAmamAM madadarUpa rahyA cho. mATe tamAruM abhinaMdana patra mArI pAse |lakhanAra koI nathI, to tame ja lakho. meM kahyuM, e kadApi na bane. zeThe kahyuM, "huM koIne kahIza nahi." / meM kahyuM, "tame kaho ke nA kaho, paNa mArAthI te lakhAya ja nahi." chevaTe te kAma temaNe ratilAla dIpacaMda ! desAIne soMpyuM. temaNe mAruM abhinaMdana patra lakhyuM. Ama huM ane mArI sAthenA bIjA badhAne zeThanA hastaka ANaMdajI kalyANajInI janarala miTiMgamAM abhinaMdana patro maLyAM. / A ja miTiMga vakhate zeThe potAnA peDhImAMthI pramukhapadanA rAjInAmAnI vAta cheDI. badhAye khUba virodha karyo. zeThe kahyuM, "bhale huM rAjInAmuM ApIza, paNa peDhInA kAmamAM huM rasa leto baMdha nahi thAuM tenI| 144] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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| ciMtA karazo nahi. mArI hAjarImAM ja bIjAne taiyAra thavA do.' badhAye khUba virodha karyo. paNa zeTha makkama| hovAthI temaNe rAjInAmuM ApyuM. (17) A badhuM thayA pachI zrIyuta ratilAla dIpacaMde evI vAta mUkI ke pAlitANA girirAja uparano nUtana | maMdira pratiSThAno prasaMga ghaNA varSe thayo che ane te ghaNA vAvaMToLamAMthI pasAra thaI yAdagAra banyo che. to ItenA ahevAlanuM eka pustaka taiyAra thAya to vadhu sAruM. jate divase A badhuM visarAI jaze. pustaka haze to! te yAdagAra raheze. zeThane A vAta karI. zeThe tenI saMmati ApI. peDhI pAse ane bIjA pAse je vigata hatI teno saMgraha karI ratilAle girirAja uparanAM nUtana maMdiranA pratiSThAnA ahevAlanuM eka pustaka chapAvyuM jemAM prAstAvika tarIke lakhavAnuM mane soMpavAmAM AvyuM. A rIte girirAja uparanAM nUtana maMdiranI pratiSThAno prasaMga e jaina saMghamAM yAdagAra rIte UjavAyo. pAlitANA nUtana maMdira pratiSThAno prasaMga] 11 "I II [145

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I vibhAga - 8 akhAtrIjanAM pAraNAM (1) pAlitANAmAM varSItapanAM sAmudAyika pAraNAM thAya che. A pAraNAmAM judA judA prAMtomAMthI varSItapaI karanArAM bhAI-baheno temanAM kuTuMba parivAra sAthe padhAre che. sArI bolI bolI bhagavAnano prakSAla vigere. kare che. ane tapasvIone sau saunI zakti mujaba sArI prabhAvanA paNa kare che. | keTalAka loko varSItapanAM pAraNAM karavA hastinApura jAya che. tyAre muMbaI, amadAvAda vigere) keTalAka moTAM gAmonA loko jyAM AgaLa Adezvara bhagavAnanuM derAsara hoya tenI nizrAmAM rahI sAmudAyikaI JpAraNAM kare che. paNa zatruMjayano mahimA vadhu hovAthI A prasaMge dasa-paMdara hajArathI paNa vadhu yAtriko tyAM! bhegA thAya che. chaThTha karI sAta yAtrAo ghaNA tapasvIo chellA divasomAM kare che. ane akhAtrIjanA divase sArI TbolI bolI vadhu bolI bolanAra dAdAno zeraDInA rasathI prathama prakSAla kare che. tyArabAda bIjA yAtrIo 'paNa zeraDInA rasano prakSAla kare che. 1 A vidhi ghaNAM varSothI cAlI Ave che. ane tenI noMdha chellAM 60-70 varSathI peDhInA copaDe |paNa che. (2) zeTha zreNikabhAIe mane kahyuM, "paMDita maphatalAla ! zeraDInA rasano prakSAla karavAnI rIta ghaNA varSathI cAle che. A prakSAla thayA pachI dAdAnA gabhArAmAM asaMkhya kaDIo ubharAya che. ane A asaMkhya kIDIonI hiMsA thAya che. ahiMsApradhAna ApaNA dharmanuM evuM to anuSThAna na hovuM joIe ke jemAM AvI ; ghora hiMsA pratyakSapaNe thAya ane te calAvI levAya. koI paNa rIte A zeraDInA rasano prakSAla baMdha thAya! teima karavuM joIe. A baMdha karavA mATe peDhI koI paNa pagaluM bhare te mATe tene badhA sAdhu bhagavaMtonuM samarthanA =============================== [14] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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- maLavuM joIe. kAraNa ke dharmaanuSThAnamAM sAdhu bhagavaMtonuM mArgadarzana ane nirNaya e ja AkharI che. tame sAdhuo sAthe ghaniSTha paricaya dharAvo cho. to sAdhu mahArAja taraphathI zeraDIno prakSAla baMdha karavAnuM sUcavavAmAM Ave tevo kAMIka prayatna karo. dAdAnA gabhArAmAM bhagavAnanI pUjAnA sthaLe A kIDIonI thatI hiMsA joI | mAruM hRdaya kaMpI UThe che. tame kAMIka prayatna karo". meM A mATe vicAra karyo ke amArA pakSanA sAdhu mahArAjo pAsethI A mATe sahIo meLavavI bahu | muzkela nathI, paNa be tithi pakSanA sAdhu mahArAjo ane temAMya khAsa karIne tenA AgevAna vijaya rAmacaMdrasUri. ma. pAsethI sahI meLavAya to A kAma patI jAya. paNa temanI sAtheno mAro saMbaMdha mITho nathI. eTale A 1 kAma mArAthI karavuM azakya che. Ama chatAM sAruM kAma che, jIvahiMsAne aTakAvavAnuM kAma che. mATe prayatna i to karavo, ema mAnI meM prayatna karavAno nirNaya karyo. (4) | sArA divase kumudabhAI velacaMda rAyacaMdane meM bolAvyA. meM kahyuM, "mAre rAmacaMdrasUrine khAsa maLavuM! ' che. te ekalA hoya tyAre temano TAIma laI lo." te rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. ne maLyA. ane mane TAIma laI, ' kahyuM, "tame kAle bapore traNa vAgyA pachI jJAnamaMdira Avo". huM, kumudabhAI jJAnamaMdira gayA. pU. mahArAja 1 sAthe ADIavaLI vAta karyA pachI varSItapanAM pAraNAM prasaMge zeraDInA rasanI prakSAlanI vAta karI ane kahyuM, |"zeraDInA rasathI asaMkhya kIDIo UbharAya che ane tenI hiMsA thAya che. A mATe kAMIka karavuM joIe. tej karavA mATe badhA sAdhuono Adeza peDhIne thAya to A kAma peDhI baMdha karavA icche che. Apa temAM saMmatI | thAo to tamArA pachI bIjA badhA sAdhu mahArAjonI sahI meLavI peDhIne huM ApuM. ane tene laI peDhI! - zeraDInA rasano prakSAla baMdha kare". ma.zrIe kahyuM "A keTalA varasathI thAya che ?" meM kahyuM, "60 varSathI to peDhImAM dAkhalo che." temaNe kahyuM, "to Aja sudhI kema koIe aTakAvyuM nahi ?" meM kahyuM, "koIe sakriya prayatna nahi karyo; Thoya." temaNe AgaLa vadhatAM kahyuM, "A mATe mAre zAstra ane bIjuM sAhitya jovuM joIe. pachI huM tamane | nizcita javAba ApuM." meM kahyuM, "bhale ! Apa juo. aThavADiyA pachI huM AvuM !" temaNe kahyuM, "sAruM,! , aThavADiyA pachI maLajo." | dasa divasa bAda pharI kumudabhAI dvArA mahArAjano samaya mAMgI huM temane jJAnamaMdiramAM maLyo. temaNe I kahyuM, "zAstramAM zeraDInA rasano prakSAla karavAnuM vidhAna che." meM kahyuM, "bhale vidhAna hoya, paNa ahIM to! | Adezvara bhagavAne zeraDInA rasathI pAraNuM karyuM che. zeraDInA rasathI bhagavAnane navarAvyA nathI. jayAre 1 varSItapanAM pAraNAMmAM to bhagavAnane zeraDIno rasano prakSAla karavAmAM Ave che te koI rIte yogya nathI. zAstramAM bhagavAnanAM pAraNAnA badale bhagavAnano prakSAla karavAnuM vidhAna hoya to batAvo". te vicAramAM i paDyA. temaNe mane kahyuM, "tamArA pakSanA sAdhuonI sahIo lo. pachI huM A saMbadhI vicArIza." meM kahyuM, ======= ================ ========= akhAtrIjanAM pAraNAM [147 - -

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| 'mahArAja ! amArA sAdhu mahArAjo ane tamArA vacce khUba aMtara che. eTale ThekANuM pADavuM hoya ane A ' karavA yogya lAge to eka musaddo karI Apa sahI karo. amAre tyAM sahI karAvavAnI khAsa mahenata nahi! paDe," A vAta temane gaLe UtarI ane temanA ja hastAkSaramAM eka musaddo taiyAra karyo. te musaddo evo hato ke zeraDInA rasanA prakSAlathI asaMkhya kIDIonI hiMsA thAya che. to AthI evuM karavuM ucita lAge che ke pahelI bolI bolanAra maMgala khAtara so grAma jevA zeraDInA rasano prakSAla kare, ane tyArabAda moTA / huM degaDAmAM pA kilo ke aDadho kilo zeraDIno rasa nAkhI pANI ane dUdhano prakSAla karavo". AvI matalabano | | eka musaddo ghaDyo. ane temAM temanI sahI lIdhI. tyArabAda bIjA badhA AcAryonI paNa sahIo lIdhI. eTaluM | ja nahi, kharataragaccha, acalagaccha, tristutika gaccha vigere badhAnI sahIo lIdhI. kAraNa ke badhA kIDIonI! hiMsA thAya te khoTuM to mAnatA ja hatA. A badhAnI sahIo laI te musaddo ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhIne soMpyo. 1 (6) ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhIe A musaddA paranI sahIo AvyA pachI peparamAM jAhera karavAnuM | |rAkhyuM. temAM evo vicAra rAkhyo ke sahIo sAtheno musaddo chapAvIzuM to koI AcAryanI sahI nahi AvI! hoya to tene khoTuM lAgaze. AthI teNe evuM chapAvyuM ke "jaina saMghanAM tamAma gacchanAM AcAryoe je Aja sudhI zeraDInA rasano pakhAla thato hato te kIDIonI hiMsA thavAne lIdhe baMdha karavAno Adeza karyo che. ane mAtra upacAra mATe dUdha ane pANInA degaDAmAM thoDoka rasa bheLavavo". A thavAthI pAlitANAmAM dAdAnA darabAramAM zeraDInA rasano prakhAla thato hato te baMdha thayo. pAlitANAnA anukaraNa rUpe muMbaI, amadAvAda | vigere ThekANe paNa zeraDInA rasano prakSAla thato hato te baMdha thayo, ane kIDIonI thatI hiMsA aTakI gaI. I A kAryane huM mArA jIvananuM mahAna sukRta kArya mAnuM chuM. (7) A badhu chatAM akhAtrIjano divasa nakkI Avyo tyAre pAlitANAmAM bhegA thayelA yAtriko paikI | muMbaInA keTalAka dhanavAna yAtriko, ane temAMya khAsa karIne rAmacaMdrasUrinA bhakta yAtrioe dhAMdhala macAvI| |ke ame to pahelI bolI bolIzuM to amArA kuTuMbanAM jeTalA sabhyo haze tenI pAse zeraDInA rasano prakSAla karavAno Agraha rAkhIzuM. amane koNa roke che te joIzuM. mane zreNikabhAI zeTha taraphathI kahevAmAM AvyuM tame pAlitANA jAo. huM pAlitANA gayo. hastagirimAM rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. te vakhate birAjatA hatA. temanI pAsethI pharI Adeza laI jAhera karAvyuM ke zeraDInA rasano prakSAla baMdha karavAno che. muMbaIvALA je / Adeza levAnI icchAvALA hatA temane Adeza na maLyo. eka mAravADI bhAIne maLyo. teno to koI Agraha Ihato ja nahi. Ama, pahelA varSe zeraDInA rasano prakSAla baMdha thayo. tyArabAda paNa te baMdha satata cAlyo ane I kIDIonI hiMsA thatI aTakI. AnuM anukaraNa gAmegAmanAM saMghoe karyuM. 148] ////// [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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vibhAga - 9 lagAma- 6) 1. AbuvALA zAMtisUri ma.nA saMbadhI huM patAsApoLa bhaThThInI bArIe lakSmIcaMda gagaladAsanA makAnamAM raheto hato. te sAla prAyaH vi.saM. i1991nI hatI. te vakhate mArI uMmara 26 varSanI hatI. amadAvAdamAM bAlAbhAI kakalanI pAThazALA je mahAvIra svAmInA derAsaranA DhALa utaratA AvelI che tyAM traNa kalAka bhaNAvato hato. temaja sAdhuone chUTaka-chUTaka bhaNAvato ane Tyuzana karato hato. e daramyAna huM zarUAtamAM lallu rAyajInI borDigamAM paNaI : savAre dhArmika bhaNAvato hato. mane yAda che te mujaba DaoN. dinakarabhAI kaoNlejamAM ardhamAgadhI bhaNatA hatA. temane savAre pAMcathI Tcha bhaNAvato ane parama pUjaya panyAsa dharmavijayajI ma.nI preraNAthI jagAbhAI bhogIlAla nANAvaTIne tyAM paNa sAMje be kalAka bhaNAvato. jagAbhAI bhogIlAlanA tyAM zrIyuta kAMtilAla bhogIlAlanA putro tathA! . jagAbhAI zeThanAM putra-putrI parivAra mArI pAse bhaNatAM hatAM. AmAM zazIkAMta, ramaNakAMta, nalinIkAMta, ane nalinIbena bhaNatAM hatAM. A chokarAo dhArmika bhaNatA hatA. ane nalinI kolejamAM bhaNatI hovAthI i mArI pAse saMskRta bhaNatI hatI. te uparAMta baporanA 4-00 vAgye jagAbhAInAM mAtuzrI jAsudabA paNa mArI T pAse dhArmika kathA vArtA sAMbhaLatAM hatAM. ! zrIjagAbhAI bhogIlAla pahelAM muMbaimAM zera bajArano dhaMdho karatA hatA. teo kasturabhAI zeThanA! banevI thAya. te nAte temaNe pAchaLathI nUtana mila zarU karI. A nUtana milanA khAta muhUrta vakhate paNa huM i temane tyAM bhaNAvato hovAthI tenA khAta muhUrtamAM meM rasa lIdhelo. zrIjagAbhAI zeThanA nAnAbhAI pAMtilAlane jyotiSa tathA nimittazAstrano sAro zokha hato.T ! temanI pAse candronjhIlana vigere graMtho hatA te mane ApelA. tenuM meM mArI zakti mujaba bhASAMtara vigere. kareluM. temano saMbaMdha mArI sAthe mitra jevo thayelo. teo mAre ghera ghaNI vAra AvatA ane huM paNa temanA; i ghera ghaNI vAra jato. A uparAMta kAMtibhAI, zAMtibhAI ane pAMtibhAI A traNe bhAInI patnIo paNa | mArI pAse bhaNatI. teone huM dhArmika bhaNAvato ane dhArmika vAto kaheto. ====== === ============== === ====== (AbuvALA zAMtisUri ma.nA saMbadhI] [149 -- - - - - - - - - - - - - |

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Ama teonA ghara sAthe ane temane laI temanA sagAo sAthe paNa mAro gADha paricaya hato. temane tyAM vAra tahevAre koI paNa sAro prasaMga hoya tyAre temanA kuTuMbInI peThe bolAvatA. ane koIne koI sArI vAnagI temane tyAM thaI hoya to mAre ghera mokalatA. A kuTuMbanA kartA hartA jagAbhAI zeTha hatA. temano bola AkhuM kuTuMba jhIlatuM. mane yAda che te mujaba nUtana mila zarU karyA bAda paNa emane tyAM koI divasa rAtri bhojana thatuM na hatuM. paNa milanAM vyavahAranA kAraNe rAtribhojananI zarUAta thaI. A vastu temanAM mAtuzrI jAsudabAne na gamI. temaNe eka divasa rasoIyA ane nokarane kahyuM ke tame kAlathI tamArA zeThiyA A| IchokarAone kahI dejo ke rAtre jamavAnuM A rasoDAmAM huM jIvuM chuM tyAM sudhI nahi bane. tamAre rAtre jamavuM. hoya to tamArI vahuone kahI dejo ke tamAruM bhANuM temanA rUmamAM laI jAya. A gharanA rasoDe rAtri-bhojana. 'nahi thAya. | nokaroe jAsudabAno orDara zeThiyAone kahyo ane brIje divasathI ja rAtri-bhojana baMdha thayuM. 1 temanuM rasoDuM sAdhu-sAdhvIo mATe, vahorAvavAnuM ane ukALelA pANI mATe, abhaMga dvAra hatuM.' 1 jAsudanA khUba ja dharmiSTha ane makkama hatAM. (12) A kuTuMbanA zeThiyAo AbuvALA zAMtisUrinA khUba ja bhakta hatA. teo avAranavAra AbuI 1jatA. tyAM thoDA divasa rahetA ane je kAMI potAnI muzkelI hoya te mahArAja pAse rajU karI temanI pAsethI! jayotiSa, nimitta vigere dvArA pratyuttara meLavI AnaMda pAmatA. | divALInA vekezananA divasa hatA. borDiMga vigeremAM rajAo hatI. jagAbhAI zeThe mane kehyuM, | T"paMDitajI ! huM Abu jAuM chuM. tame mArI sAthe Abu padhAro. AnaMda Avaze. yogI zAMtisUrijIne maLazo,T Jto tamane ghaNuMghaNuM jANavAnuM maLaze". meM hA pADI ane sArA divase temanI sAthe javAnuM nakkI karyuM. | huM temanI sAthe te vakhatanAM jUnA amadAvAda sTezane gayo. temaNe temanI TikiTa pharsTa klAsanI jkarAvI ane pharsTaklAsanI joDe sarvanTano rUma gADImAM raheto, temAM mArI vyavasthA karI. A sarvanTa rUmamAM JpANI, pathArI vigerenI badhI vyavasthA hatI. paNa mane temanuM A mArI sAthenuM aMtara gayuM nahi. ! ame Abu gayA. zAMtisUri ma. delavADAnA derAsaramAM pesatAM nAkA paranA upAzrayamAM birAjatA hatA. temanI pAse te vakhatanA lIMbaDInA ThAkora ane rajavADAnA bIjA darabAro tathA muMbaI, amadAvAdanA moTA zeThiyAo ghaNA AvatA. te kahe tyAM sudhI teo rahetA. ane ma. upara khUba ja zraddhA rAkhatA. | mahArAjane maLyo. temanI sAthe khUba ja bhaLI gayo. temaNe mane candronmIlana vigere graMthonI! pRcchA karI. meM te saMbadhI je lakhyuM hatuM te mane batAvyuM. ma.mArI sAthe khUba bhaLI gayA ane badhAne bahAra kADhI mArI sAthe vAto karatA. temanI eka khAsiyata hatI ke badhAne bahAra kADhavA hoya tyAre oma zAMti ! | oma zAMti ! kahI hAtha halAve eTale badhA cAlyA jAya. loko kahe che te mujaba teo bharavADa jJAtinA hatA. paNa rAjasthAnanA AsapAsanA pradezamAM temanI khUba suMdara chAyA hatI ane keTalAka bhakto to temaneT prabhu jevA mAnatA. ===== 150] == = = == = = === = = === = == [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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(1/3) huM ane jagAbhAI zeTha Abu hatA. te vAta muMbaImAM rahetA lAlabhAI jhaverIe jANI. A jANI teo amadAvAda thaI Abu AvyA. A lAlabhAI jhaverI gAyakavADa sarakAranA khAsa jhaverI hatA. muMbaImAM teo jhaverAta uparAMta saTTAno dhaMdho karatA. temane thayuM ke jagAbhAI zeTha ane paMDitajI mahArAja pAse gayA I che to huM paNa jAuM ane koIka sArI rUkha laI AvuM. A hetuthI te Abu AvyA. amArI sAthe te UtaryA.| khUba vAtoDiyA ane milanasAra hovAthI mArI sAthe ekadama bhaLI gayA. thoDA vakhatamAM khUba sAro saMbaMdha bAMdhyo. aMgata rIte mane kahyuM ke huM mahArAja pAse rUkha mATe Avyo chuM. te mahArAjane huM avAranavAra maLato. tyAre meM ekavAra temane pUchyuM : A badhA tamAre tyAM AvanArAo | sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ke dharmAnuSThAna karatA nathI. Apa paNa temAM temane doratA nathI. to zA mATe Ave che ? temaNe mane kahyuM, "badhA AvanArA koIne koI svArtha mATe Ave che. A rajavADAo Ave che ane A zeThiyAo Ave che te paNa badhA koIne koI svArtha mATe Ave che. huM temane nAsikAnAM vheNa dvArA kaMIne kaMI kahuM chuM. ane sAcuM paDe te bIjAne jaNAvI bIjAone paNa temAM joDI laI Ave che. mArI pAse | bIjuM kAMI nathI." meM kahyuM, "A lAlabhAI jhaverI ApanI pAse rUkha mATe AvyA che te huM jANuM chuM. jagAbhAI zeTha zAthI AvyA che te mane khabara nathI ? te sarva vAte sukhI che. tene koI bAdhA nathI." mahArAje kahyuM, "mAre tyAM AvanAra svArtha vinA koI AvatuM nathI. jagAbhAIne emanA kuTuMbanI eka aMgata muzkelI che tethI AvyA che.'' A pachI lAlabhAI jhaverIne te maLavA AvyA tyAre temaNe temane ekAMtamAM kahyuM, "dekho lAlabhAI tame saTTo choDI do nahi to khuvAra thazo. ane kUtarAnA mote marazo. mAruM kahevuM sAMbhaLo ane mAno.' huM A pachI lAlabhAI jhaverI mane maLyA. mahArAje kharI rIte mArI pAse vAta sAMbhaLIne ja temane evuM kaheluM Itema mane lAgyuM. AvuM AvuM badhuM bIjAo mATe paNa hatuM. huM Abu hato tyAre eka prasaMga jagAbhAI zeTha sAthe banyo. besatA varSanA divase temaNe mane bolAvyo ane savAramAM UThatAnI sAthe boNI tarIke mane rUpiyo ApavA mAMDyo. meM zeThane nA pADI. mAre boNI na joIe. zeThe kahyuM, "mAro hAtha besatA varSe khAlI jAya te ThIka na lAge." meM kahyuM, "tamane te ThIka na lAge paNa huM hAtha dharuM te mane paNa ThIka na lAge". ame cAra-pAMca divasa Abu rahyA haizuM. jagAbhAI haju vadhu rokavAnA hatA. paNa mAre lAlabhAI jhaverI sAthe sAro saMbaMdha thavAthI huM AbuthI nIkaLI ghera javA mAMgato hato. jagAbhAI zeTha kahyuM, "paMDita !! tame sAthe AvyA ne sAtha choDo te ThIka na lAge." meM javAbamAM kahyuM, "tamane mAro sAtha gamato ja nahoto kemake ApaNe amadAvAdathI nIkaLyA tyAre tame pharsTaklAsamAM beThA ane mArI vyavasthA sarvanTa DipArTamenTamAM karI. eTale kharI rIte tame mAro sAtha icchatA ja na hatA'. temaNe mane rokAvA ghaNuM ghaNuM kahyuM paNa huM rokAyo nahi. A prasaMga pachI mArI sAthenuM vartana temanuM sudharI gayuM. mArI sAthe AMtaro rAkhavAnI temaNe Teva sudhArI. pachI to temaNe mArI sAthe cosaTha pahorI pauSadha vigere karyA. khUba sAro saMbadha rAkhyo. AbuvALA zAMtisUri sAthe tyAra pachI mAre sAro saMbaMdha rahyo. AbuvALA zAMtisUri ma.nA saMbadhI] [151

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huM Abu, brAhmaNavADAjI vigere ThekANe tyArapachI be traNa vAra maLyo hoIza. temanuM sarkala moTuM thatuM gayuM anej JtemanA bola upara loko khUba vizvAsa rAkhatA. mane yAda che te mujaba te koIne kahe ke jo A tame nahi karo! to tamAruM bhaluM nahi thAya, to sAmo mANasa zrApa samajI kaMpato ane temanA bolane svIkArato. tenuM mukhya. kAraNa temanuM jIvana maunapradhAna hatuM. 2. paramAnaMda prakaraNa (2/1) vi.saM1990nAM muni saMmelana pachI thoDA ja vakhata bAda yuvaka saMghe amadAvAdamAM yuvaka saMghanuM! saMmelana bolAvyuM ane tenA mukhya pramukha tarIke paramAnaMda kApaDiyAne bolAvyA. A paramAnaMda kuMvarajI kApaDiyA bhAvanagaranA kuMvarajIbhAI ANaMdajInA suputra hatA. te labdhapratiSTha jzrImaMta hatA. kuMvarajIbhAI dravyAnuyoganA sArA abhyAsI hatA. bhAvanagaramAM AvatA sAdhu sAdhvIone | bhaNAvatA. sArAye jaina saMghamAM temanI sArI pratiSThA hatI. paNa temanA putra paramAnaMda sudhAraka vicAranA hatA.' chatAM te Ama to pramANika ane ciMtaka hatA. 1 yuvaka saMghe A saMmelananI beThaka pAnakora nAkA pAse AvelA rIgala sinemAmAM bolAvI. AmAM jpramukhapada parathI bhASaNa karatAM paramAnaMde nemisUrIzvarajI ma. upara khUba kharAba AkSepo karyA. temaNe jaNAvyuM Ike "A gAdIpati nemisUrIzvarajI mahArAjanuM amadAvAda che vigere". ane khUba sudhAraka TharAvo karyA. A | kAmamAM dhIrajalAla TokarazI, mULaMcada AzArAma vairATI, zarApha lalluM manoravALA, zakarAbhAI lallubhAI ! vigere mukhya hatA. A badhA yuvaka saMghanI ToLInA AgevAno hatA. 1 thoDA ja vakhata pahelAM muni saMmelana gayuM hatuM ane dhIrajalAla TokarazI vigeree yuvakasaMghanI ToLI jamAvI hatI. A ToLI jUnavANI vicArono avAranavAra virodha karatI hatI. jo ke amadAvAdanI dRSTieT JA kAma karanArA thoDA hatA paNa sakriya to hatA ja. pU.A. vijaya nemisUri mahArAje nagarazeThane bolAvyA. temanI sUcanAthI nagarazeThe paramAnaMda kuMvarajI sAthe patravyavahAra zarU karyo. je TharAvo dharmane bAdhA karanArA hatA, teno khulAso mAMgyo. A lkhulAso paramAnaMdabhAI taraphathI saMtoSakAraka na maLyo. eTale temaNe amadAvAda saMghanI miTiMga bolAvI aneT 'paramAnaMda kuMvarajIne saMgha bahAra karavAno TharAva karavAno nirNaya karyo. * A kArya nagarazeTha kasturabhAIe AraMbhya. eka sArA divase nagarazeThanA vaDe saMgha bhego thayo ane paramAnaMda kuMvarajI ne saMgha bahAra karavAno TharAva rajU karyo. A TharAva saMghe pAsa karyo. paNa te vakhate | TyuvakasaMghanA maLatiyAoe tophAna karyuM. caMpalo tathA joDAo uchALyA. paNa temanuM kazuM cAlyuM nahi. TharAvI JpAsa thayo. A TharAva pAsa thayA bAda yuvaka saMghavALAo pAMjarApoLanA upAzraye pahoMcyA. temanuM mAnavuM hatuM, ke AnI pAchaLa nemisUrIzvarajIno hAtha che. eTale temaNe upAzraye jaI nemisUrijI mahArAja viruddha sUtro] ===== ========================== 152] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - ---- I ] - - - --- - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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pokAryA. dhAMdhala dhamAla karI. paNa kazuM vaLyuM nahi. A pachI dhIrajalAle jaina jyotinA vadhA2A kADhyA. pemphaleTo vaheMcyAM. A badhu karyuM, paNa nemisUri ma. zAMta hatA. temaNe A pratikArane jarAya dhyAnamAM na lIdho. chevaTe yuvaka saMghavALA thAkyA ane A prakaraNa pUruM thayuM. 3. ratalAma prakaraNa ratalAmamAM zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanuM eka moTuM derAsara che. A derAsaramAM pUjArI tarIke vaMzaparaMparAgata brAhmaNo pUjA karatA hatA. teo jainetara hovAthI temaNe potAnI pUjA mATe mahAdeva vigerenI sthApanA derAsaranA gabhArAmAM eka bAju karI hatI. A e kAraNe banela ke vacagALAmAM derAsarano pUro vahIvaTa |saMbhALapUrvaka na rAkhatA hovAthI brAhmaNoe AvuM kareluM. tenI zarUAtamAM koIne khabara paDelI nahi. ane1 pachIthI khabara paDI tyAre ApaNA jainoe tenI upekSA karI. A keTalAka varSathI cAlatuM hatuM. temAM jaino tathA cAturmAsa daramyAna AvatA sAdhuone paNa khabara hatI. chatAM jaina-jainetaro vacce kajiyo thAya te bIke koI kAMIka karatA na hatA. vi.saM. 2010-11nI sAlano A samaya hato. sAgarajI ma.nA sAdhuo tyAM cAturmAsa rahela, temaNe A joyuM. zrAvakone upekSA badala Thapako Apyo. ane eka divase A mahAdeva vigerenI sthApanA zrAvakonI sAthe maLI ukheDI bahAra kADhI nAkhI. pariNAme jaina-jainetaramAM moTo vikhavAda thayo. te vakhate tyAM A kAma karanArA zrAvako upara voraMTa kADhyuM. temane pakaDyA ane jelamAM pUryA. A pakaDAnArAomAM keTalAka bujharga pratiSThita sArA AgevAna jaina dharmIo paNa hatA. jene laIne jaina samAjamAM moTo UhApoha | jAgyo. huM te vakhate saMskRti rakSaka sabhAnuM kAma saMbhALato hato. ane dharmasAgarajI ma.nI badhI pravRttiomAM | joDAyelo hato. dharmasAgarajI mahArAje mALavAmAM comAsuM kareluM hovAthI ane ratalAma, ujjaina, indora vigere |sAgarajI ma.nA bhakta zrAvakonA kSetro hovAthI temanA kahevAthI huM ratalAma gayo. temanA AgevAnone | maLyo. A aMge tAro vigere je karavA paDe te karyA. jo ke huM gayo te daramyAna to je zrAvakone pakaDyA hatA / temane choDI mUkyA hatA. paNa jainomAM bhayanuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM. jainetaronI vastI moTI, ane jainonI saMkhyA! ochI hatI. uparAMta A saMgharSa lAMbo cAle to sthAnika saMdhone khUba zoSavuM paDe tema hatuM. tethI samAdhAnano rAha apanAvAyo. A pachI to A kArya zrIyuta ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAIe saMbhALyuM. te muMbaIthI AvyA. kalekTara vi.ne maLyA. sthAnika saMghone paNa maLyA. ane kahyuM ke ma.zrInA kahevAthI A utAvaLa karavAnI | jarUra na hatI. salAha saMpathI kAma levAnI jarUra hatI. A prasaMgane laI mAro ramaNabhAI zeTha sAthe vizeSa paricaya thayo. ramaNabhAI zeThe sAdyaMta A kAma saMbhALyuM. ratalAmamAM mukhya AgevAna tejarAjajI hatA. koI paNa saMgha ratalAma Ave tyAre temanA taraphathI varSo thayA sAdharmika jamaNa bhaktipUrvaka apAtuM. A kuTuMbanI prasiddhi sArAye jaina samAjamAM hatI. dagaDumala ane mizrImala e ratalAmanA vatanI hatA. pAchaLathI temaNe dIkSA lIdhelI. e samayamAM mizrImalajI | karmagraMtha, kammapayaDInAM ghaNA sArA vidvAna gaNAtA. gujarAtamAMthI sAdhuo temanI pAse bhaNavA jatA. ratalAma prakaraNa] [153

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4. saMskRti rakSaka sabhA saMskRti rakSaka sabhAnI sthApanA dharmasAgarajI mahArAje karI hatI. A sabhA mukhyatve to sarakArI taraphathI thatA dharmavirodhI kAyadAonA pratikAra mATe ane e kAyadAono samAjamAM virodhano pracAra karavA! mATe sthapAyelI hatI. zarUAtamAM tenI sekreTarI tarIke zrIyuta cImanalAla kaDiyA hatA. paNa A kaDiyA be tithi pakSanA custa rAgI ane AgevAna hovAthI keTalIka vAra temanI ane dharmasAgarajI vacce gharSaNa jAgatuM.' idharmasAgarajI kahe te karatAM teo potAne ThIka lAge che ane be tithi pakSanA sAdhuone rUce te ja pravRttimAM sivizeSa rasa letA. eka prasaMga evo banyo ke dharmasAgarajI mahArAje sarakAra taraphathI thatA virodhI kAyadAono! pratikAra karavA mATe zaMkhezvaramAM saMmelana bolAveluM. A saMmelananA mukhya mahemAna tarIke prabhudAsabhAInA 1 kahevAthI rAjakoTanA jasANIne nimaMtrelA, A badhI vAta dharmasAgarajIe kaDiyAne ajANa rAkhI karelI ThovAthI kaDiyAe teno virodha karyo, ane dharmasAgarajI mahArAje bolAveluM saMmelana thAya ja nahi tevo prayatno kiryo. teNe koI jAtano pracAra karyo nahi ane saMmelana nathI tevuM ja vAtAvaraNa UbhuM karyuM. dharmasAgarajI ma.nI! mUMjhavaNa vadhI. temaNe bolAvela jasANI vigere AgaLa zuM karavuM te mUMjhavaNamAM paDyA. mane temaNe cANasmA! bolAvyo. kahyuM ke koI paNa rIte saMmelana thavuM joIe. tame AcArya bhagavaMtonA A saMmelanane saMdezA maLe; tevI vyavasthA karo. ane kaDiyAno virodha chatAM mANaso bhegA thAya tevuM kAMIka karo. huM pU.A. siddhisUri ma., riddhisAgarasUri ma. je amadAvAdamAM hatA temane maLyo. siddhisUri 'mahArAje to mane kahyuM ke, "tAre jevo saMdezo joIe tevo mArA nAmathI lakhI . kaDiyAnI vAtane mAro! Teko hoya ja nahi." A rIte te vakhate teo kaDiyAthI khUba nAkhuza hatA. saMmelananAM TAIma agAu eka divasa pahelAM huM zaMkhezvara gayo. saMmelananI koI taiyArI na hatI.T kaDiyAe saMmelana nathI tevo pracAra karelo. jasANI, prabhudAsabhAI vigere AvyA. meM te vakhate dharmasAgarajI 'mane kahyuM, "thALI vagaDAvI lokone bhegA karI sabhA bharo. koI vAMdho nahi Ave. kAraNa ke atyAre ahIM! je yAtrALuo che teno moTo bhAga ApaNA sarkalanAM gAmaDAMono che. badhAM Avaze. sabhAmAM mANasa thaze.' thALI vagADI lokone bhegA karyA. sabhA bolAvI. jasANI prabhudAsabhAInAM bhASaNo thayAM. TharAvo karyA. A Jvakhate kaDiyAe virodha karyo paNa sabhAmAM amArA pakSanA mANaso vadhu hovAthI tenuM kAMI cAlyuM nahi. sekreTarI tarIke temane rada karI rAdhanapuravALA lakSmIcaMda premacaMda sekreTarI banAvyA ane AkhI saMskRti rakSaka sabhAnuM mALakhuM dharmasAgarajI tarapha banAvyuM. A pachI lakSmIcaMda premacaMda ghaNo vakhata A sabhAnA sekreTarI tarIke rahyA. ane huM paNa A sabhAnA |sakriya kAyakartA tarIke rahyo. vaDodarAvALA suMdaralAla kApaDiyA paNa dharmanA rAgane laI A sabhAmAM sakriya| rahyA. dharmasAgarajI mahArAje A sabhA dvArA, jayAre jayAre jarUra paDI tyAre sarakAra sAme keso karAvyA. jjyAM jayAM sarakAra dvArA dharmano hastakSepa lAgyo tyAM tyAM badhe A saMskRti rakSaka sabhA dvArA adAlatI; j kAryavAhI zarU karI. dharmasAgarajI mahArAja eka ja evA sAdhu samAjanAM vyakti hatA ke sarakAra dvArA jyAM ================================ 154]. [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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jyAM hastakSepa thAya tyAM tyAM pahoMcI jatAM ane jene sarakArI hastakSepanI asara thAya tene UbhA karI sarakArI JsAme kesa karAvatA hatA. A rIte temaNe kesarIyAjI vigereno paNa kesa karAvyo. kesarIyAjI prakaraNamAM evuM baneluM ke IkesarIyAjIno vahIvaTa varSo thayAM udayapurano jaina saMgha saMbhALato. paNa pAchaLathI jaina saMghamAM matabhedI paDavAthI ane digambaronA hastakSepathI temaja sarva komanAM yAtrIo tyAM darzanArthe AvatA hovAthI A| | vahIvaTa udayapuranA rANAe saMbhALyo. ane bhAratane svataMtratA maLyA bAda sarakAre te vahIvaTa lIdho. A! vahIvaTa pharI zvetAMbarone maLe te mATe dharmasAgarajI mahArAje jodhapuranI korTamAM kesa karyo. A kesa cAlyo tyAre digambaro ke jainetaro koIe rasa lIdho nahi. kemake teo samajatA hatA ke AmAM kazuM vaLavAnuM nathI.' jkemake rANA ane sarakAra pAse poNo so varSa karatAM vadhu varSathI vahIvaTa che. paraMtu hAIkorTamAM kesa cAlyo.j ane jodhapura hAIkorTe ApaNA zvetAMbara saMgha taraphI cukAdo Apyo. A cukAdo AvyA bAda digambaro! saLavaLyA. teo teno pratikAra mATe taiyAra thayA. paNa teo hAIkorTamAM pakSakAra na hovAthI kAMI karI zake! - tema na hatA. sarakAra suprimamAM gaI. ApaNe suprimamAM dAdA cAMdajI solisITarane rokyA. A daramyAna | digambaroe suprimamAM arajI karI ke amane pakSakAra tarIke lo. dAdA cAMdajI virodha karI zake tema hatA.' paNa temane rokelA hovA chatAM kAMI phI nahi ApelI hovAthI teNe kAMI dhyAna ApyuM nahi. ane suprima korTe T digambarone pakSakAra tarIke lIdhA. sarakAra jodhapura hAikorTanA cukAdAnI sAme apIlamAM gayelI hatI. ane te zvetAMbaronI sAme virodhamAM hatI. digambaro zvetAbaMro sAme virodhamAM hatA. Ama sarakAra ane digambaronuM gaThabaMdhana thayuM. ApaNA taraphathI udayapura saMghanA bhAIo ane zirohIvALA pokharAjajI siMghavI paNa dhyAna ApatA hatA.j I paNa A kesano Akho kAbU dharmasAgarajI ma. pAse hato. dharmasAgarajI ma.mAM eka moTI khAmI e hatI keT | sAmA mANasane je paisA ApavAnA nakkI karyA te paisA khUba parezAna karIne Ape. eTale sAmo mANasa! ; temanA kAryamAM dattacitta nA rahe. AvuM dAdA cAMdajInAM saMbaMdhamAM paNa baneluM. tene temaNe paisA na mokalyA; tenA pariNAme teNe kazo pratikAra na karyo ane digambaro pakSakAra tarIke dAkhala thayA. A kesa suprimamAM Avyo tyAre dharmasAgarajIe mane kahyuM "tame dilhI jAo. koI prAcIna! : purAvAnI jarUra hoya to kAma lAgo. vadhumAM ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhI pAse bAdazAho vakhatanAM A tIrtho 1 saMbaMdhInAM tAmrapatro che. te rajU karavA paDe teM rajU karAya ane suprimane jaNAvAya ke mogala bAdazAhonAM | vakhatathI A tIrtha zvetAMbara saMghane sopAyeluM che". A kesa jodhapura hAIkorTamAM cAlyo ane suprimamAM Avyo tyAM sudhI meM AmAM koI rasa lIdhelo nahi temaja mane lAgeluM ke dharmasAgarajI ma.nI pravRtti pAchaLa ghelA thavAmAM sAra nathI. eTale meM dhImedhIme aLagA rahevAnuM zarU karyuM. paNa jayAre A kesa suprimamAM Avyo tyAre teo jaina marcanTamAM hatAM ane mane IkahyuM, tame eroplenamA dilhI jAo. kesa cAlavA upara che. ane peDhI pAsethI te Ape to tAmrapatra letAM | jAo. peDhIe temano mANasa mokalI mane tAmrapatro jarUra paDye suprimamAM rajU karavAnuM kahyuM. huM dillI! | gayo.pokharAjajI paNa dillI AvyA hatA. ApaNA taraphathI muMbaI hAIkorTanAM nivRtta thayela jaja zrIyuta =============================== [155 II ( saMskRti rakSaka sabhA | -

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paMcAgalAne rokyA. temaNe zarUAtamAM ja digambarone pakSakAra tarIke lIdhA teno virodha karyo. paNa suprima korTanA jijonI bencoe ApaNAM solisITarane traNa-traNa vAra pUchAvyA chatAM koI paNa javAba na maLavAthI emaneT ! pakSakAra tarIke lIdhA te jaNAvyuM. A kesa cAlyo tyAre digambara samAjanA moTA AgevAno hAjara hatA.' ; jayAre ApaNA taraphathI mane ane pokharAjajI sivAya koIne rasa nahoto. ApaNI peDhIne dharmasAgarajI ma.nI vAtamAM rasa na hovAthI te haMmezA teonI upekSA karatA. suprimamAM cAgalAe ghaNI dalIlo karI. paNa suprimanA jajonuM kahevuM thayuM ke jyAre Ano vahIvaTaj varANAnA hAthamAM hato tyAre tame kazuM karyuM nathI. have rASTrIya sarakAra thaI eTale tame kaltho levA nIkaLyA cho.1 JAvI to ghaNIye milkato jainonI ane hiMduonI muslimonA hAthamAM che. ane temAM purAvAo te milakato jainonI-hiMduonI che tevA spaSTa hovA chatAM tame ke hiMduoe kAMI karyuM nathI. dA.ta. khaMbhAtanI masjida vigere. Aje tame rASTrIya sarakAra AvI eTale laDavA taiyAra thayA cho. dezI rajavADAomAM tyAre kAMI tame, jkaryuM nahi. kesarIyAjInuM tIrtha to zvetAMbara-digambaro ja nahi paNa samagra jaina-jainetaronuM varSo thayA pUjanIya rahyuM che. ane sarakAra varSothI vahIvaTa kare che. vigere vigere dalIlo karI. pariNAme suprimamAM jodhapura) hAIkorTamAM jItelA hovA chatAM ApaNuM kAMI vaLyuM nahi. AnI pAchaLa ApaNI paisA kharcavAnI cIkAza aneT samAjanA TekAno abhAva mukhya hato. ApaNA taraphathI koIe dharmasAgarajIne sAtha na Apyo. A sAthamAM ! peDhI ke sAdhuo koI na hatA. dharmasAgarajI mahArAje A kesane ri-opana karavA ghaNI mahenata karI paNa jpariNAma na AvyuM. i A kesamAM temaNe je purAvAo rajU karyA hatA te khUba ja sacoTa, sArA ane aitihAsika hatA.j IbAdazAhonA vakhatathI mAMDI kesa cAlyo tyAM sudhI kesarIyAjImAM zuM-zuM banyuM, teno vahIvaTa zvetAbaMro pAseT lhato, bhaMDAranI cAvIo tenI pAse hatI, vigere ghaNI sAmagrI emaNe ekaThI karI hatI. A badhAnA phoTAo! | ane sarakArI korTomAMthI mahenatapUrvaka nakko meLavI hatI. A athAga parizramanI koIe kiMmata karI nahi.' [ AthI kesarIyAjInuM kAma kathaLavAmAM ochA vattA pramANamAM ApaNe badhA javAbadAra chIe. 5. caMdrodaya sAgarajI ma.no kesa caMdrodaya sAgarajI ma. mULa kapaDavaMjanA vatanI hatA. temaNe temanA pitA vinayasAgarajI ane kAkA! cAritra sAgarajI sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temano abhyAsa to sAdhAraNa hato. paNa vakatRtva kaLA ghaNI sArI ' hatI. tethI temaNe amadAvAda, muMbaI, surata vigere ThekANe sArI nAmanA meLavI hatI. temaNe sAbaramatImAM ivarasoDAvALI cAlamAM jJAnamaMdira baMdhAvyuM hatuM ane tenuM udghATana kasturabhAI zeThanA hAthe karAvyuM hatuM. Aj jJAnamaMdiranA TrasTIo popaTabhAI maganalAla ane anubhAI cImanalAla vigere che. caMdrodayasAgarajI ma. muMbaI hatA. tyAM temaNe sAruM jamAvyuM hatuM. paraMtu temanA upara eka apavAda! Avyo. A apavAda te bhAyakhallA hatA tyAre eka suratanI bAI vAre ghaDIye temanI pAse AvatI ane 'tene laI bhAyakhallAnA TrasTIone temanA cAritrya vize zaMkA upajI. A vAta peparomAM muMbaI samAcAramAM) ; jchapAI ane jIvAbhAI zeTha tathA nagInabhAI zeTha, bhogIlAla laheracaMda vigeree tene samarthana ApyuM. tene | laI muMbaImAM A vAta khUba cagaDoLe caDI. ================================ 156]. [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - - - - I |

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Ane lIdhe korTamAM kesa thayA. ma.nI viruddhamAM jIvAbhAI vigere rahyA. ane ma.nA bacAva pakSamAM | jayaMta meTalavALA, kapaDavaMjanA vatanI cImanabhAI ane sAgarajI ma.nA bhakato rahyA. A vAtane tithicarcA/ sAthe joDavAmAM AvI. sAgarajInA bhaktoe jIvAbhAI upara evo AkSepa mUkyo ke A sAdhu sAgarajInA che mATe temane vagovavA A badho prayatna thayo che. tyAre jIvAbhAI vigerenuM kahevuM hatuM ke A vAta khoTI che. ame AmAM koI khoTI rIte saMDovAyA nathI. paNa zAsanane uDDAha karanArUM temanuM vartana hovAthI amAre nAIlAje A kahevuM, karavuM ke bahAra pADavuM paDyuM che. A kesamAM jIvAbhAI taraphathI phojadArI vakIla kAnugA hatA ane cImanalAla taraphathI paNa sArA vakIlo hatA. A kesa cAlato hato te daramyAna huM muMbaI gayelo ne mArA mitra mANekalAla gaNapatalAla ne tyAM Utaryo hato. e daramyAna eka savAre gIragAMva polisa korTa taraphathI mArA upara samansa bajavavAmAM I AvyuM. temAM jaNAvyA mujaba korTa mane keTalAka prazno pUchavA mAgatI hatI. A kesa tithicarcA sAthe sAMkaLI| ! lIdho hovAthI sAgarajI ma.nA bhaktoe mArA upara noTisa kaDhAvavAno prayatna karyo. teo ema kahetA hatA jIvAbhAI zeThane vaighanA cukAdAmAM saMDovAyelA jaNAvI sAgarajI ma.nA bhaktoe prahAra karyo che. huM, mULacaMda bulAkhIdAsa ke je khaMbhAtanA hatA, temane sAthe laI jIvAbhAI zeThane pArasI galInA temanA makAnamAM maLyo. ane kahyuM ke A kesanA vAtAvaraNathI tame zAsanane zuddha karavAnI bhAvanAnI je vAta karo Icho, tenAthI UlaTuM thAya che. zAsana vadhu vagovAya che. mATe A kesane baMne pakSo bhegA thaI mAMDI vALo. |paNa zeTha jIdamAM hatA. niyata karelA divase mArI korTamAM jubAnI thaI. korTe mane kahyuM ke "tame paMDita cho ! zAstranA jANakAra cho. to korTa tamArI pAse keTalIka vigato jANavA ane samajavA mAMge che." tema kahI temaNe mane huM prazna pUchyo ke "koI sAdhu ekAMtamAM koI ekalI strI sAthe hoya to te brahmacaryathI doSita gaNAya ke nahi ?" meM javAba Apyo, "doSita gaNAya paNa kharA ane na paNa gaNAya." meM kahyuM, "amArA Agama paikInA vipAka sUtramAM mRgAputra loDhiyAno prasaMga Ave che. A mRgAputra janmyo tyArathI te dugaMchita AkArano hato. manuSya bhavamAM nAraka jevI bhayaMkara vedanAnuM svarUpa jovuM hoya to mRgAputrane juo ema mahAvIra paramAtmAe parSadAmAM kahyuM. A sAMbhaLI gautamasvAmI rANI pAse AvyA ane mRgAputranI vAta kahI tene jovAnI icchA batAvI. gautamasvAmI bhoyarAmAM rAkhela / mRgAputrane jovA gayA. tyAre rANI ane gautamasvAmI be ja hatA. gautamasvAmI bhagavAna mahAvIranA prathama | mahAlabdhivaMta gaNadhara che. tyAM temane ekAMta ke ekalA hovAthI doSita manAya nahi. doSita mAnavA mATeI to bIjA ghaNA purAvA joIe. mAtra ekAMtamAM beThA hovAthI doSita kahevA te vAjabI nathI". A mArI jubAnI muMbaI samAcAramAM AkhuM pAnuM bharIne AvI hatI. jo ke mane sAgarajI ma.nA bhakto temanA bacAva mATe laI gayA hatA. A prakaraNathI caMdrodayasAgarajInI chAyA thoDI halakI paDI hatI. te nAnI uMmare amadAvAdamAM kALadharma pAmyA hatA. temanI vyAkhyAna zaktimAM anuprAsavALA joDakA vizeSa AvatA. Ama svabhAve te bhadrika ane nikhAlasa hatA. cAritrya saMbadhamAM to keTalIka vAra khoTA AkSepo paNa thAya, ane sAcA AkSepovALA siphatathI bacI paNa jAya. caMdrodaya sAgarajI ma.no kesa] [157

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7. Agama maMdira (1) pU.A sAgarAnaMdasUri mahArAja pAlitANA hatA tyAre temanA manamAM eka vicAra Avyo ke AgamanAM TgraMtho pratAkAre to badhA chapAI gayA che. paNa A kAgaLamAM chApelA graMthI koI AsamAnI sulatAnImAM nAzI JpAme tyAre koI paththara ke tAmrapatramAM karAyelA hoya to vadhu sAruM. A mATe temaNe ArasamAM 45 Agama graMthone kotarAvAno vicAra karyo. paNa sAthe sAthe e paNa vicAryuM ke A kotarAvelA AgamagraMtho koI eka sthaLe ImAratamAM coMTADIzuM to koI darzanano lAbha levA nahi Ave. A mATe koI bhavya derAsaranI vyavasthA IkarI hoya ane tenI bhIMtamAM A AgamagraMtho kotarAvyA hoya to derAsaranA hisAbe A Agama graMthono sahu IkoI lAbha leze. A vicArane mUrta svarUpa ApavA temaNe vicAra karyo. te mATe temane pAlitANA ja vadhu yogya lAgyuM. kemake gAmegAmanA saMgho pAlitANAmAM darzana mATe Ave ane derAsaranI sAthe AgamanAM paNa darzana jkare. Ama karavAthI Agama pratyenI bhakti sacavAI raheze tema vicAryuM. ! pAlitANAnI sthiratA daramyAna temaNe jamInanI zodha karI ane taLeTIne aDIne ja temaNe vizALa ! jamIna zrAvako dvArA kharIdAvI. A mATe temaNe judI judI vyaktionA abhiprAyo lIdhA. vi.saM. 1993mAM pU. sAgarajI ma. ane pU. nemisUri ma.nuM cAturmAsa jAmanagaramAM sAthe thayuM. pU. I 'nemisUri ma. sAthe amadAvAdanA nagarazeTha kasturabhAI maNIbhAIne sAro saMbaMdha hovAthI teo jAmanagara) 'nemisUri ma. pAse AvatA. temaNe teone vAta karI. nagarazeThe eka plAna evo taiyAra karAvyo jemAM! cArebAju pharato koTa rAkhI vacce svastikanA AkAramAM derAsaranuM saMkula UbhuM karavuM. temAM eka pAMkhaDImAM cha ane pAMca derI, bIjI pAMkhaDImAM paNa te pramANe che ane pAMca derI, Ama cAra pAMkhaDImAM maLI kula 44i derIo ane moTuM derAsara Ama 45 AgamanAM 45 derAM thAya. AkAzamAM UMce eroplena pasAra thAya tyAre 1 |pRthvI para moTo 45 derAnA saMkulavALo sAthiyo patharAyelo dekhAya. A derAomAM 45 Agamo ArasamAM | kotarAvI coMTADavAno plAna temaNe taiyAra karI popaTalAla dhArazIbhAIne Apyo. zarUAtamAM to A vAta! ThIka lAgI. paNa pachI vicAratA sAgarajI ma.ne te vAta gamI nahi. temaNe to e vicAra karyo ke vacce cAra zAzvata bhagavAnothI pratiSThita thayela derAsara rAkhavuM. ane bhamatImAM 20 viharamAna bhagavAna ane 24 jtIrthakara bhagavAna ema 44 caumukhajInI pratimAo bharAvI, staMbha upara sthApI, upara ArasamAM kotarAyelAM | Agamo coMTADavAM. che te vakhatanA prasiddha somapurA mistrIone temaNe bolAvyA. A vAta temane karI. temanI pAse plAna taiyAra karI prabhAzaMkara mistrIne A kAma soMpyuM. prabhAzaMkara mistrI te vakhatanA sarva somapurA mistrIomAM mukhya gaNAtA hatA ane zilpazAstranA sArA jANakAra hatA. A prabhAzaMkara mistrIe sarakAra taraphathI somanAtha | mahAdevano jIrNoddhAra hato. temaja amadAvAda gAMdhInagaranI racanA pAchaLa paNa teo sarakAranA khAsaT salAhakAra hatA. ====== ================== 158] mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - --

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bhagavAnanI mUrtio temaja maMdiranuM kAma to temaNe prabhAzaMkara mistrIne soMpyuM. A kAma mATe paisAnI | sagavaDa karavA eka yojanA ghaDI. A yojanAmAM 44 caumukhajI bharAvavAnA ane pratiSThA karAvavAnA eka caumukhajI dITha rUA. 35 rAkhyA. ane mukhya derAsara banAvavAno popaTalAla dhArazI ane tenA kuTuMbane lAbha Apyo. joDe siddhacakra maMdira banAvyuM. teno lAbha amRtalAla kAlIdAsa dozI jAmanagaravALAne Apyo. (7/2) pU. sAgarajI mahArAje A Agamo kotarAvavAno nirNaya karyo tyAre akSaro lakhI TAMkaNAthI kotarAvavAnI rIta prasiddha hatI. sAgarajI mane lAgyuM ke Ama karavAmAM akSaronuM ekasarakhApaNuM sacavAvuM muzkela banaze. ane Ama karavA pAchaLa ghaNAM varSano samaya jaze. A mATe koI evI paddhati maLe ke chApelA akSaro jevuM kotarakAma thAya to sAruM ! temaNe A mATe ghaNA mANasono paricaya sAdhyo. temane eka jApAnIjha zilpI maLyA. teNe A kAma karavAnuM vacana ApyuM. paNa tenI kiMmata sAgarajI mahArAje AgamonA kotarakAma |mATe je rakama nakkI karI hatI tenAthI khUba vadhu hatI. ane eka vAra loko pAsethI rakama nakkI karyA bAda| |bIjI vA2 vadhu mAgaNI karavI te ucita na lAgavAthI te acakAyA. temaNe judI judI TAipa phAunDrIo vALA ane judA judA sAhasikono paricaya sAdhyo. paNa A badhAmAM temane koI khAsa saphaLatA maLI nahi. A arasAmAM utkRSTa mudraNAlayavALA amadAvAdanA puruSottamadAsa zaMkaralAla mane maLyA. temaNe mane kahyuM, huM A kAma karI ApuM. paNa tenAM prAthamika kharca mATe mane pahelA paisA maLavA joIe. kAma karyA bAda paisA |ApavAnA hoya to mArI zakti paisA rokavAnI nathI. meM mahArAjazrInI sAthe te puruSottamadAsano saMbaMdha |karAvI Apyo. mahArAjane lAgyuM ke mANasa hoMziyAra che. paNa paisA pahelAM rokI zake tema nathI, ane zrAvako pahelAM paisA ApavAmAM vizvAsa mUke ke nahi te moTo savAla che. paNa pachI temaNe joyuM ke jApAnIjha pAse ane bIjA pAse kAma karAvavAmAM lagabhaga savA lAkhathI doDha lAkha kharca thayo hato jyAre A mANasa chApelA akSaro jevA akSaro paththara upara chApI TAMkaNA sivAya esiDathI korI 60000mAM karI ApavA taiyAra hato. chevaTe temaNe nakkI karyuM ke temane je paisA joIze te ame ApIzuM. paNa pAlitANAmAM rahI A AgamonA mULa pAThane mudraNamAM vaparAya che tevA akSaro paththara upara chApI kotaravAnuM kAma karavAnuM raheze. A mATe tene joItI badhI sagavaDa pUrI pADIzuM. paraMtu mane kahyuM ke temAM tame sArmI bano. jo ke A sAkSI thavAmAM bhaviSyamAM amAre tamArI sAme | kAMI karavAnuM nathI. paNa tame sAkSI hazo to tenA para dabANa raheze. ane A kAma te pUruM karaze. jo tame sAkSI nahi ho to tene vadhu kharca lAgaze ke aDacaNa paDaze to kAma choDI deze. mATe tame sAkSI rahevAnuM rAkho. A ApaNe samajavAnuM che. , A mujaba puruSottamadAsa sAthe dastAveja thayo. temane kAma soMpAyuM. temaNe bahAdurasiMgajI prinTiMgamAM rahI nirNaya sAgaramAMthI thrI lAInanA saMskRta TAipo maMgAvI kampojha zarU karyuM. pU. sAgarajI ma. pAse vaMcAvI | zilAo upara chApavA mAMDyAM. ane A zilAone pANImAM DUbADI esiDa dvArA akSarone kotarAvyA. A kAma cAlatuM hatuM te daramyAna puruSottamadAsanAM patnI ane juvAna chokaro gujarI gayA. enA Agama maMdira] [159

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|manamAM evI dahezata pesI gaI ke A dharmAdAnuM kAma karyuM mATe Ama banyuM. te mArI pAse AvyA ane kahevA | lAgyA ke mAre A dharmAdAnuM kAma karavuM nathI ane mAre paisA joItA paNa nathI. meM ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa te na mAnyA. huM chevaTe temane sAgarajI ma. pAse laI gayo. temaNe temane samajAvyA, paNa vacce vacce popaTabhAI, keTalIka vA2 kacakaca kare te tene pasaMda nahotuM. meM mahArAjazrIne kahyuM ke popaTabhAIne samajAvo, nahitara A mANasa paisA khAtara kAma karato nathI paNa pratiSThA khAtara kare che. tene khoTuM lAgaze to te choDI deze. mahArAjazrIe puruSottamadAsane kahyuM, tamAre je kAMI muzkelI hoya te mane vAta karavI. popaTabhAI! |3 bIjA koInI joDe vAta na karavI. puruSottamadAse varasa-doDha varasamAM A kAma saMtoSakAraka rIte pUruM karyuM. ane te phakta 60000/- rUA. mAM badhAMye Agamo chApelA akSaranI mAphaka TAMkaNuM lagADyA vagara teNe kotarI ApyAM. pachI temAM kalara pUrI tene bhIMto para coMTADavAmAM AvyAM. A puruSottamadAse sUratanA AgamamaMdiranAM tAmrapatra uparanAM Agamo paNa taiyAra karyAM che. ane amadAvAda gItAmaMdiramAM gItAnuM kotarakAma paNa tenA haste thayuM che. te evA buddhizALI hatA ke 'gujarAta samAcAra' ane 'saMdeza'nA roTarI mazInamAM kAMI paNa khAmI thAya to te dUra karI ApI cAlu karAvatA. eka prasaMga mane yAda che te mujaba saMdezanuM roTarI mazIna baMdha paDyuM. te kema karIne cAle nahi. temaNe | |parasottamadAMsane bolAvyA. temaNe chIkaNI tANatA tANatA kahyuM ke kolasAnA aMgArA bharI betraNa sagaDA lAvo. A sagaDAnI garamIthI jAmI gayelI sahI pAtaLI paDI ane mazIna cAlu thaI gayA. bIjuM kazuM karavuM paDyuM nahi. amadAvAdamAM te prasiddha hoziyAra kArIgara gaNAtA. pAchaLathI mAro presa temanA presanI joDe ja| thayo. jene laI mAro ane temano saMbaMdha savizeSa gADha thayo. Ama, pAlitANA AgamamaMdirane laI pachI sUrata, prabhAsapATaNa, zaMkhezvara vigeremAM AgamamaMdiro thayAM. A AgamamaMdiranI zilA upara je Agamo chapAvyAM tenI kAgaLa upara keTalIka kopIo sAgarajI mahArAje chapAvI ane Agamaratna maMjUSA nAmanI peTIo mUkI. temAM 45 AgamonA mULa pATho saMskRta lipimAM chApyA. A peTIo judAjudA upAzraye pahoMcADI. te Aje te te jJAnabhaMDAromAM vidyamAna che. (7/3) pU.A. sAgarAnaMdasUrijI mahArAje AgamamaMdira aMge traNeka comAsAM pAlitANA pannAlAla bAbunI dharmazALAmAM karyAM. A daramyAna temaNe 45 AgamonA mULa pATho je Arasa upara chapAvyA tenuM saMzodhana karyuM. huM ane AgamamaMdiranuM nirmANakArya pUra jozamAM cAle te mATe dhyAna ApyuM. A mATe je caumukhajInI pratimAo |jayapuramAM bharAvavAnI hatI te pratimAo khUba suMdara thAya tenuM paNa temaNe pUruM lakSya rAkhyuM. mULanAyaka tarIke | |je caumukhajI bharAvavAnA hatA te temaNe bharAvyA. paNa te cAra paikImAMthI eka pratimAno Arasa barAbara | na lAgyo, eTale e cAra pratimAne mULanAyaka tarIke besADavAne badale temaNe bIjI navI cAra pratimAo bharAvI. agAunI bharAvelI mULanAyakanI cAra pratimAone temaNe siddhacakra gaNadhara maMdiranAM bhoMyarAmAM 160] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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rAkhavAno vicAra karyo. ane te sivAya paNa bIjI vizeSa pratimAo bharAvI hatI, tenI aMjanazalAkA| | karAvI paroNAgata tarIke bhoMyarAmAM rAkhavAno vicAra karyo. A vakhate huM pAlitANA hato. AvaDI moTI pratimAno te vakhate soMghavArIno vakhata hovAthI phakta 350 rUA. kharca Avyo hato. meM mahArAjazrIne vinaMtI kare ke mArA Arthika saMjogo to sAdhAraNa che paNa jo A pratimAjIo koIne ApavAnA ho to temAMthI mane eka Apazo. huM tenA nakarAnA 350 rU|. ApI I daIza. meM e cAra pratimA paikI eka pratimA rAkhI. A pratimAnuM aMjanazalAkA vakhate temaNe mRganuM lAMchana| | korAvI zAMtinAtha bhagavAna nAma rAkhyuM. Aje paNa te pratimA bhoyarAMmAM pesatAM ja mULanAyaka tarIke birAje! che. mArA jIvana mATe te eka amUlya lAbha che. A pratimAnA sthApanathI huM ane mAruM kuTuMba jyAre jyAre pAlitANA jaIe chIe tyAre acUka ekAda divasa vadhu rokAI te pratimA bhagavaMtanI pUjA karavAnuM cUkatA nathI. AgamamaMdiranI pratiSThA thayA 20-25 varSa pachI Agama maMdiranA TrasTIone lAgyuM ke bhoMyarAmAM! sthApana karelI paroNA dAkhala tarIke rAkhelI pratimAo, jo koIne bahAragAma laI javI hoya ApavAnII zarate rAkhI hatI. paNa ghaNA vakhatathI keTalIka pratimAo bhoMyarAmAM rahelI che. koI bahAragAma laI gayuM nathI. to nakarAthI jene joIe tene pratimAo ApI tenI pratiSThA karAvI levI. A nirNayanI mane moDI jANa thaI ane mArA nAme aMjanazalAkA karAvelI pratimA bIjA bhAInA hAthe pratiSThita thaI gaI. AmAM / chatAM tyAM rahelI pratimAone pratiSThA karavAnuM ane nakarAthI judI judI vyaktine soMpavAnuM kAma zrIyuta | ratilAla nAthAlAlane peDhInA TrasTIgaNe soMpeluM hovAthI meM temanI dvArA bhoyarAMmAM rahela munisuvrata svAmInI pratimAnI pratiSThA karI. je pratimA zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI sAmenA ja gokhalAmAM che. Ama, zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanI pratimA bharAvavAno ane munisuvrata svAmInI pratiSThA karAvavAno lAbha mane je maLyo tene huM mAruM sadbhAgya mAnuM chuM. kAraNa ke pAlitANAmAM Avo lAbha maLavo muzkela che. Avo lAbha sAgarajI ma.nI / mArI upa2nI kRpAnuM phaLa che. (7/4) pAlitANA AgamamaMdiranI aMjanazalAkA-pratiSThA karAvavAnuM muhUrta nIkaLyuM ane tene anusarI AmaMtraNa patrikAo kADhavAmAM AvI. A patrikAo kADhyA bAda A muhUrta barAbara nathI, A muhUrtamAM pratiSThA karavAmAM Avaze to ghaNo anartha thaze. AvI vAtano te vakhate pAlitANAmAM rahetA khataragacchIya | yati lakSmIcaMdajI dvArA khUba khUba pracAra karavAmAM Avyo. A pracArane lIdhe AgamamaMdiranA TrasTIo kSubdha| banyA. teo mahArAjazrIne (sAgarajI ma.) maLyA, ane kahyuM ke "sAheba ! muhUrta mATe zaMkA batAvavAmAM! Ave che to vicAra karo. mahArAjanA magajamAM eka vAta nizcita rUpe besI gaI hatI ke A lakSmIcaMdanA virodhanI pAchaLa rAmacaMdrasUrino hAtha che ane te ja A badhuM karAve che. eTale TrasTIone kahyuM ke gabharAo nahIM ! sau sArAM vAnAM thaze. khoTA pracArathI zaMkAzIla na bano. TrasTIo ane mahArAja vacce aMtara UbhuM karavAmAM bIjo eka prazna e hato ke mahArAjazrI A aMjana zalAkAmAM je pratimAonI aMjanazalAkA karAvavAnI hatI te pratimAone kaMdoro karAvavAnI tarapheNamAM Agama maMdira] [191

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na hatAM. te ema mAnatA hatA ke digambarothI zvetAbaMronI pratimA judI pADavA mATe lAMchana upara jeT JaMcalikAno AkAra rAkhavAmAM Ave che te basa che. kaMdorAnI jarUra nathI. kaMdorAnI prathA pAchaLathI ghUsI che.' A vAta TrasTIone rUcatI na hatI. paNa TrasTIo mahArAjane vinaMtI karavAthI AgaLa vadhu kAI karI zake tema na hatA. teoe arjanazalAkA ane pratiSThA mahotsavanuM kArya jozabhera AgaLa vadhAryuM. A prasaMga; icAlato hato tyAre rAmacaMdrasUri ma. kaMkubAInI dharmazALAmAM hatA. . (5) AgamamaMdirano pratiSThA mahotsava najIka hato. tyAre huM pAlitANA hato. pAlitANAmAM te vakhate. | darzanavijayajI tripuTI koTAvALI dharmazALAmAM hatA. temaNe sAgarajI ma.ne kahyuM ke "mahArAja ! Apa pratimAne kaMdoro nathI karAvatAM, tethI ghaNAne duHkha lAge che sagarajI mahArAje temane javAba Apyo ke, | "AcAropadezamAM A saMbadhe vicAra che. temAM digambara ane zvetAMbaranI pratimAnAM nirmANamAM phera rAkhavAmAM ApaNe tyAM aMcalikA karAvavAnuM vidhAna che. ane tene laI huM kaMdoro rAkhavAne badale acaMlikA karAvuM chuM".i A arasAmAM pU. A. nemisUri ma. pAlitANA padhAryA. te jasarAja modInA baMgalAmAM UtaryA. ' hatA. huM sAMje temane vaMdana karavA gayo. tyAre bIjI vAto bAda AgamamaMdirano pratiSThAnA prasaMganI vAta jnIkaLI. tyAre tyAM beThelA jasarAja modI ane bIjAe pU.A. nemisUri ma.ne kahyuM ke "tame paraMparAnI vAta Ikaro cho, paNa sAgarajI ma. paraMparAne toDI AgamamaMdiranI pratiSThAmAM aMjanazalAkA thanArI pratimAone, kaMdoro karAvavAnA nathI. AmAM tamArI paraMparA kayAM sacavAya che? ApaNe tyAM to paraMparA mujaba dareka 1 pratimAne kaMdoro thAya che". pU. A. nemisUri mahArAje mArI tarapha AMgaLI karI kahyuM, "A paMDitane vAta! 1 karo. te sAgarajI ma. pAse roja bese che. te temane kaheze ane samajAvaze." meM kahyuM, "mahArAjane meM ane tripuTI mahArAje kahyuM paNa te AcAropadezano dAkhalo ApI mAtra aMcalikAnI tarapheNamAM che. amArI A vAta cAlatI hatI. te daramyAna khuda sAgarajI ma. tyAM AvyA ane pU. A. nemisUri sAthe beThA. zarUAtamAMj temaNe sukhazAtA vi. nI pRcchA karI. ane nemisUri ma.nA zArIrika zAtAnA samAcAra pUchyA. nemisUri. 'mahArAje "hAtha paga doraDI ane peTa gAgaraDI jevI mArI zarIranI sthiti che paNa kAMIka sukRtanA lIdhe! 3 udayasUri, naMdanasUri jevA ziSyo maLyA che". sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM, "Ama na bolo. Apa mahA 1 puNyazALI cho. zarIra to vRddhAvasthA thAya eTale eno dharma bajAve." thoDIvAre badhA svastha thayA eTale meM jpU.A. nemisUri ma.ne kahyuM, "Apa mane je vAta karatA hatA te vAta sAcaMrajI ma.ne kaho. te AvyA che." nemisUri mahArAje mane kahyuM, "tuM Ubho thA. amAre zAMtithI maLavuM che". huM Ubho thayo. te baMne mahApuruSo] ImaLyA, ane vikhUTA paDyA." A pachI mane pannAlAla bAbunI dharmazALAe AvyA bAda sAgarajI mahArAje mane pUchyuM, "nemisUri jmahArAjanuM zuM kahevuM hatuM." meM temane pratimAjI upara kaMdoro karAvavAnI badhI vAta karI. sAgarajI mahArAje . mane kahyuM, "temaNe mArI AgaLa kazI vAta kADhI nathI. meM kahyuM, "teo khUba hoziyAra che. pariNAma Ave! 'to ja vAta kADhe tevA che." = == 162] ====================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA |

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I (7/6). thoDA divasa bAda girirAja upara yAtrA karavAnuM thayuM. huM mahArAjazrInI sAthe ja yAtrAmAM hato.' ' dAdAnA darabAramAM caityavaMdana vi. karyA bAda navA Adezvara ane sImaMdhara svAmI bhagavAnanA derAsare gayA. 1 tyAM meM sAgarajI ma. ne e pratimAo batAvI. A pratimAone kaMdoro, acaMbikA baMne hatAM. palAMThImAM I lekha hato te vaMcAvyo. A bhagavAnanI pratiSThA vijaya senasUrijI mahArAja vigere pratiSThita AcAryonA lhaste thaI hatI. yAtrA karI UtaratAM meM ma. zrIne kahyuM, Apa kaho cho te AcAropadezanI A badhA AcAryone! ! khabara nahi hoya? ma. vicAramAM paDyA. yAtrA bAda te dharmazALAe AvyA ane sAMje prabhAzaMkara mistrIne ; kahyuM, "pratimAno AkAra sacavAI rahe te dhyAna rAkhI kaMdorAnuM AchuM cihna dareka pratimAne karAvavAnuM 1 rAkho". meM prabhAzaMkarane kahyuM, "UbhA thAva ane dareka pratimAne kaMdoro karAvo. AMdhaLo mANasa paNa hAtha i pherave to te samaje tevo karAvo. upavAsa karyA pachI be koLiyA khAIe to upavAsa bhAMgyo gaNAya ane |dasa koLiyA khAo toya bhAMgyo gaNAya." mahArAja mauna rahyA. prabhAzaMkara UbhA thayA ane dareka pratimAne ! kaMdorAno AkAra thayo. Ama A vivAda zamI gayo. TrasTIo rAjI thayA. A pratiSThA khUba sarasa rIte thaI. pratiSThAnA divaso daramyAna huM kuTuMba sAthe pAlitANAmAM hato. I pannAlAla bAbunI dharmazALAmAM ja Utaryo hato. A pratiSThA daramyAna mArA bIjA putra bharatakumArane TAiphoIDa) thayo hato. tenI davA DaoNkTara bAvIzI karatA hatA. A pratiSThAmAM aMjanazalAkAnA lekho temaja bIjuM keTaluMkI kAma mane sopAyuM hatuM. pratiSThAnA divasomAM roja navakArazI thatI ane chelle pratiSThAnA divase AkhA pAlitANA zaherane jamaNa ApavAmAM AvyuM. muhUrtamAM vAMdhe kADhanArA adazya thaI gayA hatA. pratiSThA khUba 1 nirvighna pUrNa thaI hatI. A utsava thayo tyAre khAMDa vigere jIvanajarUriyAtanI cIjonuM rezaniMga hatuM. chatAM pAlitANA darabAre khUba sAro sahakAra Apyo hato. badhI sagavaDa karI hatI. mane yAda che te mujaba A pratiSThAno rathayAtrAno varaghoDo nIkaLyo tyAre nagInadAsa zeThe mANekalAla. ; cunIlAla, popaTabhAI vi.ne kahyuM ke "A varaghoDAmAM padhAravA mATe rAmacaMdra sUrijIne AmaMtraNa Apo". ; paNa popaTabhAIe kaMI gaNakAryuM nahi. pharI nagInabhAIe preraNA karI tyAre kahyuM ke A sAdhumahArAjonuM kAma j che, koIne gamyuM na gamyuM, to ApaNe zAne vacce paDavuM? koIe AmaMtraNa ApyuM nahi. kAraNa ke AvuM I divasomAM tithicarcA aMge temanI vacce khUba vaimanasya thayuM hatuM. A vaimanasyano eka prasaMga mane yAda che,A ! te A mujaba che : pAlitA mAM divALImAM bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhunA nirvANa kalyANakano varaghoDo peDhI taraphathI | nIkaLe che. Ama, pAlitANAmAM birAjatA sAdhuo temaja comAsAmAM rahelA gRhastho padhAratA hoya che.j | Avo varaghoDo nIkaLyo. te vakhate pAlitANAmAM bhaktisUri, surendrasUri, sAgarajI ma. ane rAmacaMdrasUrijI/ comAsuM hatA. jIvAbhAI zeTha paNa te vakhate tyAM hatA. badhA sAdhuo varaghoDAmAM hatA. paraMtu rAmacaMdrasUri sAthe meLa na hovAne lIdhe te ekalA temanA sAdhuo sAthe cAlatA. jyAre bhaktisUri, surendrasUri ane sAgarajI ma. vAto karatA karatA sAthe cAlatA hatA. rAmacaMdrasUri A varaghoDo raNazI devarAjanI dharmazALA ================================ Agama maMdira) [163

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|AgaLa Avyo tyAre traNeya AcAryonI AgaLa cAlatA hatA. A dazya varaghoDAmAM rahelA haMsasAgarajIthI| |sahana na thayuM. temaNe AgaLa AvI vAjAvALAne UbhA rAkhyA, ane temane kahyuM, "tame A mahArAjane | tamArAthI paNa AgaLa laI lo. vAtAvaraNamAM sannATo phelAI gayo ane rAmacaMdrasUrijI varaghoDAmAMthI nIkaLI gayA. I pAlitANAnA Agama maMdira bAda suratanA jhaverIone vicAra Avyo ke sUrata upara sAgarajI | |ma.no moTo upakAra che. ahIM paNa Agama maMdira jevuM thAya to vadhu sAruM. sAgarajI ma. sAheba sUrata comAsu hatA tyAre A saMbaMdhI sakriya pravRtti thaI. sUratamAM Agama maMdira karavAnAM vicArane vega maLyo. sUratIoe gopIpurAmAM osavAla mahollAnI najIka eka jagyA lIdhI. tyAM eka bhavya derAsaranuM nirmANa karyuM. A derAsaranA bhoMyarAmAM AgamanAM tAmrapatro coMTADavAno nirNaya karyo. pAlitANAmAM Arasa upara Agama kotarAvyAM hatAM. ahIM temaNe tAmrapatra upara Agama kotarAvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A kAma amadAvAdavALA |puruSottamabhAIne soMpyuM. temaNe pahelAM kAma kareluM hovAthI teno anubhava hato. AthI A tAmrapatronuM kAma ! temaNe jaladI karI ApyuM. bhavya jinaprasAdanuM kAma paNa pAnAcaMda madrAsI vigere utsAhI bhAIo dvArA jaladI thayuM. A sUratanA Agama maMdiranI pratiSThA vakhate sAgarajI ma. hayAta na hatA. AnI pratiSThA mANekasAgarasUri hastaka thaI. A maMdiramAM mULanAyaka bhagavAna tarIke pAlitANA siddhacakranA bhoMyarAmAM je pratimAo paroNAdAkhala bharAvI hatI, temAM pAMca pratimAo moTI hatI. A pratimAomAM eka pratimA |zrIyuta mohanalAla choTAlAlanA nAmathI bharAvavAmAM AvI hatI. bIjI ekAda pratimA sutarIyA kuTuMba | ItaraphathI ane bIjI jhaveracaMda pannAjI vigere taraphathI hatI. AmAMthI mohanalAla choTAlAla taraphathI bharAvAyelI I mahAvIra svAmInI pratimAne AgamamaMdiramAM mULanAyaka tarIke rAkhavAmAM AvI. te ane bIjI pratimAonI pratiSThA sAthe AgamanAM tAmrapatrone paNa bhoMyarAmAM coMTADavAmAM AvyAM. A prasaMge ja pU. caMdrasAgarajI mahArAja ane hemasAgarajInI AcAryapadavI thaI. A AgamamaMdiranI joDe eka bIjI jagyA kuMthunAtha |svAmInA derAsaranI pAsenI hatI te jagyAmAM sAgarajI ma. kALadharma pAmyA pachI tyAM temanI pratimA bharAvI | pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI che. (7/9) caMdrasAgarajI ma. mALavAmAM hatA ane sAgarajI ma. muMbaI hatA. te vakhate muMbaInA zeThiyAo kAMtilAla IzvarabhAI, mULacaMda bulAkhIdAsa, bhAIcaMda nagInadAsa ane goDIjInA TrasTIoe caMdrasAgarajIne |Agraha karyo ke Apa muMbaImAM padhAro. ApanI AcAryapadavI goDIjImAM thAya tema ame icchIe chIe. A |badhAnA AgrahathI caMdrasAgarajI ma. muMbaI padhAryA. zeThiyAoe sAgarajI mahArAjane khUba Agraha karyo ke ! "sAheba ! Apa caMdrasAgarajI ma.ne AcAryapadavI Apo. te moTA ziSya samudAyavALA che. tejasvI ane prabhAvaka che. ApanA haste temanI AcAryapadavI thAya tema ame icchIe chIe'. sAgarajI ma. zarUAtamAM mauna rahyA. paNa pachIthI zeThiyAno khUba Agraha thayo tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke "muMbaI zaheramAM utArAnI vyavasthA |karavI, rezaniMganA jamAnAmAM A badhuM karavuM muzkela che'. ema kahI temaNe te TALyuM. ( vadhumAM pU. sAdhvIzrI tilakazrIjI ma. vigeree paNa caMdrasAgarajIne AcAryapadavI mahArAja dvArA [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 164]

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| thAya tevo Agraha patro ane gRhastho dvArA pU. sAgarajI ma.ne karAvyo. paNa sAgarajI ma. AcArya padavI| ApavAnA saMbadhamAM mauna rahyA. sAdhvI zrI tilakazrI mahArAje mane khAsa kahyuM ke tame mahArAjazrIne A saMbadhamAM Agraha karo. meM muMbaImAM mahArAjane kahyuM ke "ma. sAheba ! caMdrasAgarajI ma. prabhAvazALI, sArA ziSyonAM samudAyavALA ane ApanA samudAyanI chAyA sA2I vadhAre tevA che. to temane AcArya padavI tame Apo tevuM ghaNA icche che'. paNa A AgrahanI khAsa kAMI asara thaI nahIM. mahArAje mane mArI kahelI vAtano pratyuttara Apyo ke "tamArI vAta badhI sAcI. paNa mAre samudAyanI dRSTie badho vicAra karavo joIe. huM icchu chuM ke mArA mRtyu pachI mANekasAgarasUri temane AcAryapadavI Ape. mArI hayAtImAM AcAryapadavI ApavAthI mArA kALadharma bAda samudAya chinnabhinna thaI jAya tema mane lAge che. tethI mArI icchA mANekasAgarasUrinA haste temanI padavI thAya tevI che." pariNAme A AcAryapadavI ApavAnI je hilacAla zarU thaI hatI te baMdha rahI. muMbaImAM mahArAja goDIjI hatA te vakhate caMdrasAgarajI ma. bhogIlAla laheracaMdanA baMgale aMdherI hatA. temaNe A badhI vAta jANyA bAda temanA bhaktone A aMge vadhu hilacAla karavAnI nA pADI. vi.saM. 2005mAM mahArAjazrI kALadharma pAmyA. tyArabAda prAyaH AgamamaMdiranAM pratiSThAnA prasaMge ja caMdrasAgarajInI AcArya padavI thaI ane sAthe sAthe hemasAgarajInI paNa A padavI thaI. A vAta sUrata AgamamaMdira pratiSThAnA prasaMga sAthe saMkaLAyela che tethI ahIM levAmAM AvI che. (7/10) sUratanA AgamamaMdira bAda prabhAsa pATaNamAM paNa eka AgamamaMdira pU. A. caMdrasAgarasUri dvArA karavAmAM AvyuM. paNa temAM mAro pratyakSa ke parokSa koI jAtano saMbadha nahi hovAthI huM e saMbadhI kAMI lakhato nathI. temaja A AgamamaMdira saMbadhI koI khAsa hakIkatanI mane jANa nathI. tadauparAMta sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyanA eka bhAI je pAchaLathI sAdhu thayA hatA, ane pU. mahAtmAjInA | |aMgata bhakta hatA, temaNe paNa amadAvAdamAM Agamone tAmrapatra upara utkIrNa karAvI usmAnapurA bAjumAM| eka AgamamaMdira baMdhAvyuM che. A bhAIe (budhAbhAI urphe zrI dayAmuni) sthAnakavAsImAM dIkSA lIdhela hovA chatAM sthAnakavAsInAM 32 Agamono Agraha rAkhyo nathI. kemake svAnakavAsI saMpradAya 45 Agama mAnato nathI. te 32 Agamone mAne che. paNa A bhAIe sAgarajI ma.nAM AgamonI negeTIva uparathI Agamo korAvI tAmrapatramAM sthApita karyAM che. (7/11) pU. abhyudaya sAgarajI ma. amAre tyAM vizvanaMdIkara saMghamAM comAsuM rahyA tyAre ane te pahelAthI zaMkhezvaramAM AgamamaMdira thAya tevI pravRtti temaNe upADI hatI. temaNe zaMkhezvaramAM eka moTI vizALa jagyA bharUcamAM rahetAM eka bhAI dvArA kharIdAvI. ane amArA tyAnA cAturmAsa daramyAna eka kamiTi nImI. A / kamiTimAM anubhAI cImanalAla, ramaNalAla gAMdhI, huM, muMbaI ane suratanAM keTalAka gRhasthone niyukta karyA. huM |sArA divase muMbaInA kezavalAla bulAkhIdAsa dvArA khAtamuhUrta thayuM ane A kAma AgaLa cAlyuM. A Agama maMdiramAmAM evI vyavasthA rAkhI hatI ke vacce derAsara ane bhamatImAM bIjI dizAomAM nAnAM derAsaro rAkhI vacagALAnI khAlI jagyAnA gALAmAM tAMbA upara Agamo korAvI coMTADavAM. A kAma Agama maMdira] [195

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|AgaLa cAle te pahelAM rAmacaMdrasUrijInA bhakto dvArA, zaMkhezvara hArIja tAlukAnI aMdaranA bhAgamAM hovAthI | hArIja korTamAM AgamamaMdiranuM kAma aTakAvavA kesa thayo. A kesamAM ema jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM ke "A ! Agamo pavitra che, te tapazcaryApUrvaka sAdhuo ja vAMcI zake. gRhasthone vAMcavAno adhikAra nathI. Agama maMdiramAM Agamo korAvI coMTADavAthI badhI pablika mATe vAMcavAnI chUTa maLe te amArA dharma viruddha che. mATe te aTakAvavuM joIe". AvI A kesamAM dAda mAMgavAmAM AvI. A mATe rAmacaMdrasUrijInA bhaktoe |amadAvAdanA hAikorTamAM prekTIsa karatA sArA vakIlone rokyA, jenA pariNAme AgamamaMdiranI kamiTIne paNa [hAikorTamAM prekTIsa karanAra maMgaLadAsa vakIlane rokavA paDyA. , rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. taraphathI te kALe temanA gaNAtA ananya bhakta dhrAMgadhrAvAsI bAbubhAI haLavadavALA ane eka rAjakoTanA bhAI A kesanA saMcAlanamAM khAsa rokAyA. teo taraphathI Agama maMdiramAM koI paNa rIte Agamo na coMTADAya tenAM pratikAra mATe judA judA zAstrapATho, lekho vigere rajU thayA. Ano javAba ApavAnuM kAma mAre mAthe AvyuM. jene laI A kesamAM parzI muddatoe huM AgamamaMdiranA TrasTIo sAthe hAjara thato, ane vakIlane teno pUrvAparano khyAla Apato. A kesa hArIja korTamAM cAlyo. amArA ane emanA vakIloe viruddha ane tarapheNonI dalIlo I karI. paNa kesa hArIja korTamAMthI nIkaLI gayo. ame sthAnika vakIla tarIke cANasmAnA sUrajamala vakIlane rokyA hatA. je hArIja korTanuM sthAnaka kAma saMbhALatA hatA. hArIja korTamAMthI A kesa nIkaLI gayA bAda A kesanI mahesANA korTamAM apIla thaI. ane |tyArabAda amadAvAda hAIkorTamAM A kesa Avyo. kesamAM tathya na hovAthI A korToe kesa kADhI nAkhyo. paNa A kAmamAM be thI traNa varSa sudhI mAre ane AgamamaMdiranI kamiTIne doDAdoDa ghaNI ja karavI paDI. I A kesa mAMDanAra bAbubhAI rAmacaMdrasUri ma.nA ananya bhakta hatA. paNa samaya jatAM temanA aMgata paricayamAM AvatAM te pAchaLathI temanA eTalA badhA viruddha thayA ke temaNe ghaNIvAra ma.ne temanI keTalIka I khoTI jidone dUra karavA, khoTI khaTapaTone dUra karavA samajAvyA. chatAM te na mAnyA tyAre temanA viruddhanA |prasaMgonI eka pustikA bahAra pADI. ane e pustikAmAM mahArAja kevAM kevAM khoTAM kAmo kare che te jaNAvyuM. huM Iane sAthe e paNa jaNAvyuM ke huM A badhuM koI mArI sAme kesa kare to korTamAM sAbita karavA taiyAra chuM. A / pustikA uparAMta temaNe judA judA lekho paNa peparomAM ApyA. rAmacaMdrasUrijI bhakto dvArA sIdhI rIte to ! nahi, paNa ADI avaLI rIte temanI upara keso karavAnI noTiso gaI. paNa A bhAI eTalA badhA makkama hatA ke noTiso ApanArA chevaTe thAkyA. bAbubhAIno mArI sAthe khUba gADha saMbaMdha baMdhAyo. jyAre te dhrAMgadhrA hatA tyAre patrathI mArI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhatA. paNa pachIthI te amadAvAda AvyA ane kAyamI vasavATa temanA putra ane pautro sAthe thayo. eTale avAranavAra maLavAnuM rAkhatA. te khUba tapasvI hatA. chaThThane pAraNe chaThTha | Iane aThThamane pAraNe aThThama jevI ghora tapazcaryA temaNe haMmezA cAlu rAkhI hatI. pAchaLanA vakhatamAM teo I tapazcaryA ane pustakavAMcana karatA. rAmacaMdrasUri sAthenA virodha mATe meM emane betraNa vAra kaheluM ke ''ghaNAM varSo sudhI emano saMbaMdha rAkhyA bAda tame A virodha karo te zobhe nahi". temano javAba e hato ke ''ame temanAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA ane AgatAsvAgatA sivAya kazuM agAu karyuM nathI. rAjakoTanuM prakaraNa ane bIjAM prakaraNo bAda amArI AMkha UghaDI ke ame temanAM dvArA zAsanane ghaNuM nukasAna pahoMcADyuM che. ane |zAsananA sArA mANasonI niMdA karI che. huM temano je virodha karuM chuM tenI pAchaLa temanI niMdA karavAno | 166] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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/ hetu nathI. paNa temanI khoTI pravRttithI bIjA phasAya nahi te ja mAtra Azaya che". A bAbubhAI be varSa pahelAM svargavAsI thayA. temano pAchaLanA vakhatano mArI sAthe sAro saMbaMdha rahyo. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma.nA ghaNA varSo sudhI bhakta hatA, chatAM chellA samaye teono paraspara micchAmi dukkaDama thaI zakyo nahi. (7/12) zaMkhezvara AgamamaMdiranuM bAMdhakAma te kesa nIkaLI gayA pachI khUba tvarita gatie cAlyuM. muMbaI, ! amadAvAda ane bIjAM sthaLonA TrasToe temaja vyaktigata mANasoe paNa sArA paisA lakhAvyA. ane zaMkhezvaramAM bhavya jinamaMdiranI sAthe AgamamaMdira UbhuM thayuM. A AgamamaMdiranA phALA mATe huM anubhAInI sAthe muMbaI, UMjhA, cANasmA vagere ThekANe pharyo chuM. paNa anubhAInA prayatnathI AgamamaMdirane sArI rakama |maLI che. A AgamamaMdira sAthe eka dharmazALA paNa banAvavAmAM AvI. A dharmazALAno upayoga khUba |sarasa rIte thAya che ane mULa dAdAnA derAsaranI dharmazALA karatAM paNa yAtriko ahIM rahevAnuM vadhu pasaMda kareI che. kAraNa ke eTeca bAtharUma saMDAsanI vyavasthA A dharmazALAmAM che ane sAthe jene rasoDuM karavuM hoya tene mATe suMdara vyavasthA che. Aje to A sthaLa khUba ramaNIya banyuM che. A Agama maMdiranI pratiSThA vakhate mane Agama maMdira taraphathI abhinaMdana patra ApavAmAM Avyo / hato. A Agama maMdiranI pratiSThA zAnadAra rIte UjavAI hatI. hajAronI saMkhyAmAM yAtrikoe bhAga lIdho hato. pratiSThA devendrasAgara sUri ma.nI nizrAmAM thaI hatI. te vakhate sAgara samudAyanAM sAdhu sAdhvIo cheka mALavAthI vihAra karI padhAryA hatA. hemasAgarasUri rAjakoTa hatA, te AvI zakyA na hatA. (7/13) pU. dolatasAgara sUri ma. hastaka pUnAmAM AgamamaMdira karAvavAnI paNa hilacAla zarU thaI gaI che. |A mATe jamIna kharIdAI gaI che. ane tenuM khAtamuhUrta paNa thaI gayuM che. A jagyA khUba raLiyAmaNI che. I Ama, sAgarajI mahArAje potAnI hayAtImAM pAlitANAmAM AgamamaMdira UbhuM karyuM. temanA ziSyoe temanA | gurune anusarI sUrata, prabhAsapATaNa, zaMkhezvara, vigere ThekANe AgamamaMdiro UbhAM karyAM che. jaina saMghamAM evuM bane che ke gurU je pravRtti karatAM hoya tene anurUpa ziSyo te pravRttine vistAratA hoya che. buddhizALI ane vidvAna ziSyo hoya to gurUnI te-te pravRttiomAM savizeSa pragati karatA hoya che. sAgarajI mahArAje AgamamaMdira karyuM eTale temanA zaktizALI ziSyoe jude jude ThekANe AgamamaMdiro UbhAM |karyAM, paNa sAgarajI mahArAje AgamonuM saMzodhana karI 45 Agama graMtho ekalahAthe bahAra pADyAM, te! Agama graMthonuM viziSTa saMskaraNa ke AgamonA abhyAsamAM koI savizeSa pragati karI nathI. mAtra temaNe zilA upara korAyelAM AgamonI kopI ja badhA AgamamaMdiromAM karI che. kharI rIte to sAgarajI mahArAje chapAvelAM AgamonuM viziSTa saMskaraNa ane abhyAsano phelAvo karavo joIto hato. temAnuM kAMI karyuM nathI. temane maLelA vArasAne vadhu ujjavala karavo joIto hato, ane sAgarajI mahArAje temanI hayAtImAM karelI Agamo u52nI TippaNIo vigerene cAlu rAkhI prakAzita karavI joItI hatI. tevuM kazuM thayuM nathI. ********* Agama maMdira] [167|

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2% vibhAga - 10 rAjanagara inAmI parIkSA (1) vi.saM. 1981 AsapAsa pU. sAgarajI mahArAja amadAvAda vidyAzALAmAM comAsuM hatA. te suMdaramyAna temaNe amadAvAdamAM cAlatI pAThazALAo ane bahAragAma cAlatI pAThazALAmAM bhaNatAM bAlaka |ane bAlikAo pratikramaNanAM sUtro moDhe kare te uparAMta vadhu abhyAsa kare, tene protsAhana maLe te mATe| |'rAjanagara dhArmika inAmI parIkSA' nAmanI eka saMsthA sthApI hatI. A saMsthA dvArA amadAvAdanI I pAThazALAmAM bhaNatAM bALaka ane bALikAonI parIkSA levA uparAMta amadAvAdanAM ane bahA2kAmanAM dhArmika sAro abhyAsa karanArAonI parIkSA levAnuM rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. temAM utIrNa thanArAonuM sArAM inAmo dvArA bahumAna karavAmAM AvatuM. (2) huM pAlitANAthI amadAvAda Avyo tyAre amadAvAdamAM bAlAbhAI kkalanI pAThazALA ane vidyAzALAmAM bhaNAvato hato. te daramyAna mayAbhAI sAMkaLacaMda zeTha dvArA mane A parIkSAnI kamiTImAM levAmAM Avyo. A letI vakhate temano Azaya evo hato ke A bhAI bhaNelA che ane yuvAna che ane huM |pAThazALAomAM kAma kare che, to A saMsthA dvArA temAM sAro rasa utpanna karaze. huM jyAre A kamiTImAM| niyukta thayo tyAre A kamiTImAM mayAbhAI sAkaLacaMda zeTha pramukha hatA. kamiTImAM sabhyo tarIke giradharalAla choTAlAla, amRtalAla ratanacaMda, premacaMda haThIsiMgha vigere hatA. meM tenAM abhyAsakramamAM thoDo pheraphAra sUcavyo. te saMsthAe kabUla rAkhyo. huM A saMsthAmAM niyukta thayo, te arasAmAM amadAvAdamAM dhArmika bhaNAvatA zikSakonuM eka maMDaLa UbhuM karAyeluM. A maMDaLamAM paNa huM sakriya bhAga leto hato. maMDaLanA zikSako ane inAmI parIkSAnI saMsthA vacce koIkoI bAbatamAM matabheda paDatA, tyAre mArI sthiti khUba vilakSaNa banatI. rAjanagaranI parIkSAnI kamiTInA sabhya tarIke mAre kamiTInuM sAcavavAnuM ane A bAju zikSaka maMDaLanuM sAcavavAnuM. keTalIka vAra 168] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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- evI sthiti sarjAtI ke mAre kAM to zikSaka maMDaLamAMthI kAM to rAjanagaranI kamiTImAMthI nIkaLI javuM paDe. A| |mATe samatola thavAmAM ghaNI muzkelI paDatI. eka vAra rAjanagara inAmI parIkSAnI miTiMga maLI. temAM meM eka vAta evI mUkI ke "cImanalAla nagInadAsanI borDiMganA vidyArthIo dhArmika abhyAsa kare che. A vidyArthIone AmAM rasa letA karavA mATe ApaNe tenA saMcAlaka mANekabena ane indumatI benane A saMsthAmAM rasa letA karavA joIe." te mATe AJ varSanI parIkSAo levAya teno inAmI meLAvaDAmAM mANekabenanA haste InAmo vaheMcAya tevuM karavuM joIe." | mArI A vAta kamiTInA sabhyone pasaMda paDI. temaNe kahyuM, "ApaNI kamiTI mANekabenane vinaMtI kare ane A vakhate inAmo temanA haste vaheMcAya tevuM karIe. e mujaba mayAbhAI zeTha, giradharabhAI, amubhAI ratanacaMda vigere sAthe huM khAnapura mANekabenanA baMgale gayA. temane inAmo temanAM hastaka vaheMcAya tevI vinaMtI karI. mANekabene kahyuM, "huM kazAmAM rasa letI! | nathI. ane mArA hAthe inAmo vaheMcavAnuM rahevA do. sI.ena. borDiMganAM vidyArthIo tamArI inAmI, : parIkSAmAM rasa letA thAya tema karazuM. paNa mArA hAthe inAma vaheMcavAnuM rahevA do." ghaNA Agraha pachI te jmauna rahyA. eTale A kamiTInA sabhyoe mAnyuM ke eTale temane kabUla che. teo tyAMthI UThyA ane TmeLAvaDAnI moTA pramANamAM taDAmAra taiyArI zarU karI. (4) A meLAvaDAmAM evo kAryakrama rAkhelo ke amadAvAdanI pAThazALAnA dhArmika bhaNatA badhA vidyArthIo 1 haThIbhAInI vADIe jAya. tyAM snAtra pUjA bhaNAve. savArano nAsto pANI kare. pachI bhagubhAInA vaMDe | caturvidha saMghanI moTI sabhA thAya. AmAM A. bhagavaMto ane AgevAnonAM vaktavyo thAya. ane e sabhAmAM | mANekabenanA haste inAmo vaheMcAya. bapore badhAM bAlaka bAlikAone jamaNa ApavAmAM Ave. ane jamaNI | bAda vakatRtva hariphAI yojAya. rAtre vastupAla tejapAlanA prasaMgano eka DAyaloga-nATyaprayoga bhajavAya.' : A badhuM nakkI thayuM. te mujaba savAre haThIbhAInI vADIe darzanaM vigereno progrAma yojAyo. ane bhagubhAInAM vaDe navAM vAge caturvita saMghanI sabhAnuM Ayojana thayuM. A prasaMge sAgarajI ma., nItisUri ma. vigere ahIM birAjatA, hovAthI teone padhAravAnuM AmaMtraNa apAyuM. sabhA zarU thAya te pahelA mANekabenane bolAvavA javA mATe mane kahevAmAM AvyuM. paNa huM kAmamAM | gUMthAyela hovAthI bhagavAnajI kapAsIne mokalyA. mANekabene kahyuM ke, "maphatalAla paMDita nathI AvyA?"i IkapAsIe kahyuM ke "te kAmamAM rokAyela hovAthI nathI AvyA. huM Avyo chuM." mANekabenanI icchA hatI keT . A sabhAmAM bolavAnuM bhASaNa temaNe taiyAra karyuM hatuM te mane vaMcAvavuM hatuM paNa te na banyuM. -- sabhA zarU thaI. sAgarajI ma., nItisUri ma. vigere A. mahArAjo AvI gayA. AgevAna gRhastho, paNa AvI gayA. mANekabena paNa AvI gayAM. sAgarajI mahArAje zrutajJAna upara thoDuM bolyA bAda bakubhAII =============================== rAjanagara inAmI parIkSA] [169

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miNIlAla vigere bolyA. ane mANekabenanA haste inAma vitaraNa thayuM. A pachI mANekabene temanuM bhASaNa | vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM. temAM gAMdhIsaptAha, jaina dharmanI ahiMsA, sAthe gAMdhIjInI ahiMsA vigerenI vAto karI. ane inAmanI vyavasthAne biradAvI. paNa te vakhate kolhApuranI pratiSThA karAvI pAchA pharelA rAmacaMdrasUrijInA bhaktone A vAta na gamI. temaNe "juo ! juo !" karI bUma pADI. vAMcatA vAMcatA mANekabenano hAtha ; dhrUjavA lAgyo. temaNe bhASaNa mAMDa-mAMDa pUruM karyuM. A sabhAmAM tAjetaramAM sI.ena.mAM AvelA sneharazmijhINAbhAI, phUlacaMdabhAI, indumatIbena e badhAne A ThIka na lAgyuM. bakubhAI zeTha UbhA thayA. temaNe | JsAgarajI ma. ne kahyuM, "mANekabena gAMdhIjInAM saMbadhamAM bolyA che to Apa te saMbaMdhI khulAso karo."] 'sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM, "besI jAva." temaNe bhagubhAI zeThane bolAvyA ane pUchyuM "zuM karavuM che ?"! bhagubhAIe kahyuM, "Apane jema ThIka lAge tema karo." sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM, "kazuM kahevAnI ke karavAnI jarUra nathI." sabhA vikharAI. paNa mAyAbhAI zeTha vigerene mArA pratye khUba khoTuM lAgyuM. temane thayuM ke paMDite amane AvA sudhAraka vicAravALA sAthe joDI daI khoTuM karyuM che." te to jANe moTo vrajaghAta thayo | tema nirAza thaI gayA. ane A badho doSa mAro hoya tema banyuM. A banyuM te vakhate prabhudAsabhAI amadAvAdamAM ane miTiMgamAM hAjara hatA. temaNe vakatRtva vigere ! hariphAIno progrAma patAvyo. meM khAsa rasa lIdho nahi. mAyAbhAI zeTha vigere paNa mArAthI khUba nArAja hovAthI ane A progrAma aMge temane rAmacaMdrasUrijInA bhakto taraphathI Thapako maLavAthI te paNa progrAmanA bIjA kAryakramothI vimukha rahyA. 1 sAMje vastupAla-tejapAlano je DAyaloga bhajavavAno hato, temAM bIjA vidyArthIo sAthe sI.ena. borDiMganA vidyArthIo bhAga levAnA hatA. A DAyaloga jovA amadAvAdanA jaina vidyArthIo uparAMta ; jjainetara vidyArthIo paNa ghaNA bhegA thayA hatA. ! te samaye lAuDaspIkaranI vyavasthA na hatI. ane bhagubhAInAM vaMDAmAM kAcuM thiyeTara bAMdhyuM hatuM. koI ! pAkuM thiyeTara na hatuM. AgaLanA bhAgamAM AgevAna gRhasthonI beThako rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. pAchaLanA bhAgamAM vidyArthIo ane pablika hatI. progrAma zarU thatAM pAchaLathI dhasAro khUba vadhyo. ane te dhasAro jAgaLanI beThako upara ThalavAtAM Akho progrAma veraNa-cheraNa thayo. TUMkamAM sArA mATe karelI A vyavasthA bagaDI. ane mAre mATe to mANekabena taraphathI paNa Thapako ! maLyo ane rAjanagaranI kamiTI taraphathI paNa sAMbhaLavAnuM thayuM. A prasaMga rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje kolhApuranI pratiSThA karAvI te pachI turtano hato. sAgarajI ma.T Jane rAmacaMdrasUrijI vacce vikhavAda zarU thaI gayelo hato. sAgarajI mahArAja te vakhate amadAvAdamAM nAgajI ! bhudaranI poLanA upAzraye hatAM. temaNe mAyAbhAI zeThane bolAvyA, ane temane kahyuM ke "AmAM nArAja thavAnuM 'kAMI kAraNa nathI. gAMdhIjI saMbadhI mANekabena bolyAM teno virodha karavAmAM ApaNe AkhI pablikano virodha jchoravo paDe." te bolyA, "temAM kAMI ApaNane nukasAna nathI. mAre nArAja thavAnuM kAMI kAraNa nathI."i =============================== 170] | mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA i | - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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A pachI sAgarajI ma. jaina sosAyaTImAM maNilAla suracaMdanA sumativIlA baMgale AvyA. tyAre| temane maLavA bApAlAla vigere tophAnIo gayA, ane kahyuM ke ''mANekabena bolyA teno virodha thavo joIe". sAgarajI ma. makkama hatAM. temaNe kahyuM koI virodhanI jarUra nathI. garabaDa karo nahi. cAlyA jAo''. A pachI sAgarajI mahArAje mANekabena tathA indumatI benane bolAvyA. temaNe kahyuM ke "kAMI| manamAM lezo nahi". mANekabene kahyuM, "mane jaina samAjanAM sarkalano paricaya nathI. A lakheluM bhASaNa mAre ! maphatalAlane vaMcAvavAnuM hatuM. paNa TheTha sudhI banyuM nahi. mArI icchA koInuM mana dubhavavAnI hatI ja nahi. mane khabara hota ke mArA A bolavAthI koInuM mana dubhAya che to huM A bolata ja nahi. indumatI ane phUlacaMdabhAIe mArA bolavAnuM lakhANa taiyAra kareluM. mane to AnI kAMI samajaNa ja nathI'. sAgarajI mahArAje AzvAsana ApyuM ane kahyuM, "kazo vAMdho nathI. tame manamAM kazuM lAvazo nahi.' rAjanagara iMnAmI parIkSA] I ' [171

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- bha vibhAga - 11 judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya prabhudAsabhAI huM vi.saM. 1979mAM mArI 14 varSanI vaye vidyAbhavanamAM dAkhala thayo. A dAkhala thayA pahelAM huM ratnasAgarajI borDiMga sUratamAM rahyo hato. tyAM meM gujarAtI chaThThA dhoraNa sudhI abhyAsa karyo hato. A saMsthAmAM ekAda varSa rahyo hoiza. tyAM tAva vigere AvavAnA kAraNe meM A saMsthA choDI hatI. | A saMsthA choDI tyAre mArI uMmara prAyaH 11-12 varSanI haze. huM raNuMja Avyo. tyAM bAlamitro, i sAthe pharavAmAM, rakhaDavAmAM cAra-cha mahinA gALyA haze. te vakhate ame derAsaranI sAmenA eka makAnamAM JrahetA hatA. A makAna AgaLathI siddhapura vigere javA mATenA yAtrALuo pasAra thatA hatA. teo kAMIkA lkharIda kare te mATe bIDIo, dIvAsaLInI peTI vigere rAkhI thoDo vakhata vecavAnuM kareluM, ane tyAra bAda 1 maMgaLavijayajI ma. amAre tyAM 1974mAM comAsuM rahelA te paricayane kAraNe huM mahesANA pAThazALAmAM dAkhala thayelo. A mahesANA pAThazALAmAM cAra-cha mahinA rahyA bAda pATaNa vidyAbhavanamAM dAkhala thayo.' ahIMthI ja mArI kharI pragatinAM maMDANa zarU thayAM. A saMsthAmAM mane badhI jAtanI tAlima maLI. 1 kasaratamAM huM kezavalAla sainA sAthe kustIno parizrama karato. pATaNanI vividha saMsthAnA saMmelanamAM. vakhtatva hariphAImAM bhAga leto hato. vyAyAmanI harIphAImAM, doDanI harIphAImAM huM joDAto. A saMsthAmAM | sarvotamukhI vikAsanI prakriyA hatI. jene laI udyogamAM zIvaNakAma zIkhyo. dhArmika zikSaNamAM pratikramaNa, TcAra prakaraNa, karmagraMtha, paMcasaMgraha vigereno dhArmika abhyAsa karyo. saMskRtamAM mArgopadezikA, dakSiNAmUrtinAM 1saMskRta prathama pustaka, dvitIya pustaka, laghuvRtti, harasaubhAgya, mudrArAkSasa vigere graMtho bhaNyo. vyavahArikA kSetranAM abhyAsamAM kamaLAzaMkara prANazaMkara trivedInAM vyAkaraNano pahelo. bIjo ane trIjo bhAga himAlayano! pravAsa, piMgaLano abhyAsa, vigere, iMglizanA abhyAsamAM nepoliyana bonApArTa, golDana DiDajha ane pAThamALA vigereno abhyAsa karyo. ahIM badhA sArA vidvAno ucca koTinA AcArya bhagavaMto ane rAjadvArI puruSono paricaya ane =============================== | 172] . ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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- - | temanA dvArA hitopadeza vigere prApta karyA. A saMsthAmAM rahI jIvanano sarvatomukhI vikAsa sadhAyo. A TbadhAnAM mULa amAre mATe AdarzarUpa prabhudAsabhAI hatA. prabhudAsabhAI amArAthI paMdareka varSe moTA haze. eTale jyAre ame bhaNatA tyAre temanI uMmara 28T30 varSanI haze. teo temanA pitA ane bhAI sAthe pATaNa khetaravasInA pADAmAM rahetA. te pahelethI ekA | Adarza ane siddhAMtapriya puruSa hatA. temanI bhaNAvavAnI ane vidyArthIone taiyAra karavAnI apUrva kaLAmAM | hatI. koI paNa graMtha e bhaNAve to tenuM eTaluM vizada pRthakkaraNa kare ke Akho graMtha AMgaLInA Terave vicArI! ( zakAya. dhArmika abhyAsa ane saMskRta abhyAsa temaNe karAvyo. temaja jIvanamAM saMskAranuM baLa temaNe amArAmAM : ropeluM. jene laI khaDatala zarIra sAthe ame vidyAbhyAsa karI zakyA. temano mArI pratyeno upakAra koI rIte T visarI zakAya tema nathI. te siddhAMtavAdI, khUba ja prAmANika ane jaina zAsananA avihaDa rAgI hatA. kuTuMbanuM bharaNapoSaNa ; karavAnI javAbadArI ane temanAM bALakone bhaNAvavAnI javAbadArI hovA chatAM teo koI divasa siddhAMtanI bAMdhachoDa karI jIvyA nathI. varSo sudhI temaNe duHkha vekyuM che, paNa koI divasa temaNe svArtha khAtara namatuM | jokhyuM nathI. temanuM ciMtana khUba UMDuM hatuM. te bhaviSyanAM pacAsa-so varSa pachI zuM thaze te jyotiSathI nahi, I paNa AjanI hilacAlathI pArakhI ane joI zakatA. sane 1939mAM temaNe bahAra pADela pratikramaNanI | pustikAmAM dezanI kevI paristhiti thaze tenuM Alekhana pacAsa varSa pahelAM karyuM hatuM. te Aje sAkSAta joI! zakIe chIe. rAjakIya prasaMgonuM temanuM Alekhana khUba vicAraNApUrNa hoya che. te ja rIte dhArmika prasaMgonuM paNa temanuM Alekhana sacoTa hatuM. teo sAdhuomAM vijayanemisUrijI ma. tarapha khUba ja AkarSAyA hatA.' temane te khUba dIrdhadaSTivALA, vicAraka ane saMghanA hitecchu lAgatA hatA. teonA vicAro temanA kALamAM to lokone hAsyAspada lAgatA, paNa Aje temanA lekho puravAra! kare che ke temaNe lakheluM, e ja rIte Aje dezamAM cAlI rahyuM che. temanA vicArone poSaka jaina saMghamAM sAdhuo ane zrAvakono Aje paNa keTalAka varga che. te temanA T vicArone AgaLa dharI samAjane te rIte doravA prayatna kare che.. prabhudAsabhAI mArA to jIvana sarvasva hatAM. paNa jainazAsananA eke-eka praznamAM teo dIrghadraSTithI i vicAratA. potAnI zakti mujaba temAM rasa laI dareka praznane hala karavA prayatna karatA. temaNe sAdhuo, | sAdhvIo ane gRhasthono sAro sadbhAva meLavyo hato. ghara bALIne tIrtha karavA javA jevuM kAma temaNe temanA jIvanamAM karyuM hatuM. arthAt potAnAM saMtAno ke kuTuMbanI paravA karyA vinA zAsananAM kAryamAM teo sadA/ | rata rahetA. Aje teo nathI. paNa temanA vicArane anusarato bahoLo varga che. temanI temanA jIvanakALA : daramyAna kadara na thaI te Aje temanA graMtho vAMcIne thAya che. dharmasAgarajI mahArAje temane ane temanA vicArone samarthana ApeluM paNa te atisaMkucita svabhAvanA I hovAthI temanA jIvanakALa daramyAna vicArono phelAvo thayo nahi. caMdrazekhara vijayajI vigere paNa temanA | vicArothI prabhAvita hatA, paNa te vakhate prabhudAsabhAIno uttarakALa hato. TUMkamAM prabhudAsabhAI jainasamAjane mATe sadA yAdagAra raheze. temaNe vidyAbhavana ane mahesANA ================================ | judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya [173

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|pAThazALAmAM rahI sArA vidvAna zraddhALu paMDitone taiyAra karI samAjane soMpyA che. temaNe sa2kA2nA dharmavirodhI | |kAyadAno pratikAra karavA mATe je koI samartha hoya temane dizAsUcana tathA rAha arpI che. samAjanA matabhedo vakhate matabhedo TaLe te mATe rAta ke divasa joyA vagara ahIMthI tahIM pharyA che ane ekabIjAne sahamata karavAmAM khUba ja prayatna karyo che. prabhudAsabhAInI tole Ave evI Aje koI vyakti nathI. potAnA bAlyakALanA upakArI evA paMDita sukhalAlajI vigerene paNa dharmamArge doravA temaNe prayatna karyo che. Ama jaina zAsananI chellA 60 / varSanI dareka pravRttimAM temano suMdara phALo che. zeThazrI kasturabhAI (1) zeTha zrI kasturabhAIno mAro paricaya gharSaNamAMthI thayo che. tithi-carcA, TrasTa-ekTa, vigere prasaMgomAM | to emanAthI huM sAmA-pakSe jato. ane te badhA vakhate temane huM eka tophAnI ane sAdhuono caDAvyo houM ! tevuM lAgatuM. paNa pAchaLathI temano ane mAro gADha paricaya thayo te temanA jIvananA aMta sudhI rahyo. (2) huM amadAvAdamAM Avyo tyAre zarUAtamAM bAlAbhAI kakalanI pAThazALA pachI kezavalAla premacaMda | |modI dvArA huM jaina zvetAMbara mUrti pUjaka borDiMgamAM (lallu rAyajI borDiMga) dhArmika zikSaka tarIke 30 rUA.nA | pagArathI joDAyo. A saMsthAmAM kasturabhAI zeTha pramukha hatA. ane kALuzAhanI poLavALA sAMkaLacaMdabhAI sekreTarI tarIke hatA. paNa te vakhate mAre koI divasa zeThane rUbarU maLavAnuM thayuM na hatuM. borDiMgamAM huM dhArmika bhaNAvato hato, tyAre eka prasaMga banyo. borDiMgamAM bhaNavA mATe arajI | karanArA vidyArthIo dAkhala thavAnuM phorma maMgAve tyAre be ke pAMca rU|. tenI pAsethI DipojhITa levAmAM AvatI. ! A vakhate borDiMgamAM gRhapati tarIke jebhAI mAstara hatA, temanI sAthe AsisTanTa gRhapati tarIke vimaLacaMda modI hatA. A jebhAI mAstara je DipojhITanA paisA AvatA, te copaDAmAM jamA nahi ApatA 1judA rAkhI mUkatA, potAnI pAse rAkhatAM. jebhAI mAstara pratye sAMkaLacaMdabhAIne khUba lAgaNI hatI. kemake teo pahelAM gavarnmenTamAM keLavaNI khAtAmAM DepyuTI hatA, ane jebhAI sarakArI gujarAtI zALAnA mAstara hatA. tene laI temano paricaya hato. I AsisTanTa gRhapati ane jebhAIne paraspara banatuM na hatuM. eka vakhate jebhAI mAstara 2jA u52 I hatA, tyAre vimaLacaMde jebhAI mAstara je DipojhITanI rakama alaga rAkhatA hatA, ane copaDe batAvatA na hatA, te badhI vigata ekaThI karI ane borDiMganI kamiTInA sabhya caMdrakAnta choTAlAla gAMdhIne batAvyuM ke A 700 thI 800 rUpiyA jevI rakama copaDe levAmAM AvI nathI. jebhAI mAstara te pote laI gayA che ane potAnA mATe vAparI nAkhI che. A vAta teNe kasturabhAI zeThane pahoMcADavAnuM caMdrakAnta gAMdhIne kahyuM. temaNe |A vAta kasturabhAI zeThane kahI. temaNe vAta manamAM rAkhI ane miTiMga maLI tyAre miTiMganuM kAma pUruM thayA | 174] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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bAda zeThe jebhAI mAstarane kahyuM ke, "tame bahAra jAo. amAre keTalIka khAnagI vAta karavI che." mAstaro TbahAra gayA. zeThe sAMkaLacaMdabhAIne kahyuM ke "A 700-800 rU. nI rakama copaDe levAmAM AvI nathI. temAM | mATe tamAro zo javAba che?" sAMkaLacaMdabhAIe kahyuM ke, "je rakama DipojhITanI addhara rAkhI che te rakama : copaDe levarAvI daIzuM." zeThe kahyuM, "Aja sudhI na lIdhI tenuM zuM? A na cAle." temaNe jebhAI mAstarane bolAvyA. temano javAba lIdho. te gallAM-tallAM karavA mAMDyA. zeThe temanI miTiMgamAM rahelA temanA bhANeja jnarottamadAsane kahyuM ke "polisane bolAvo ane A kesa polisane soMpI do". zeTha cAlyA gayA. pachIj I sArAbhAI DAhyAbhAI hatA, temaNe mAstarane Thapako Apyo. copaDe rakama laI levarAvI. ane zeThane zAMtA ! pADI polisane sopavAnuM baMdha karAvyuM. A pachI jebhAI mAstarane rajA ApI. A jebhAI mAstara vizA osavAla hatA, ane vizA osavAlanAM kuTuMbomAM jUnA vakhatanAM temanAM sigA-sagapaNa paNa hatAM. paNa zeTha koI paNa jAtanA goTALAne calAvI levAnA matanA na hatA. ! A jebhAI mAstarane sArAbhAI, kanubhAI ane manubhAI e traNa dIkarA hatA. traNeya pAchaLathI ; sArI lAInamAM joDAyA hatA, ane sukhI thayA hatA. jebhAI mAstara pAchaLanA vakhatamAM motiyAnAM oNparezana 1 bAda jAmaranuM pANI UtaravAthI be Akhe aMdha banyA hatA. te pAchaLanA vakhatamAM jhaverIvADa rahetA hatA. jtemano mArI sAthe khUba sAro mITho saMbaMdha hato. - kasturabhAI zeTha potAnA vahIvaTamAM koIpaNa jAtano nAno ke moTo goTALo calAvI letA nahi ke : sahana karavAnA pakSamAM na hatA. temanA hAthe goTALAno koI paNa mANasa sapaDAya to tene saSTha zikSA karavAmAM i mAnatA hatA. bIjo prasaMga : harajIvana mAstara ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhImAM kAma karatA hatA. peDhImAM temanI e kAma sAdhu sAdhvIjIone koI upakaraNonI jarUra hoya te pUrA pADavAnuM ane garIbone caNA vigere vaheMcavAnuM ' hatuM. A kAmamAM temaNe khoTA-khoTAM bilo rajU karI cha thI sAta hajAra rUpiyA jevI rakama banAvI hatI.' 1 sAdhu-sAdhvIone pUchatAM khabara paDI ke temaNe sAdhu-sAdhvIone temanAM upakaraNo ane pAtrA raMgavA mATenA I DabA vigere lAvI ApyA na hatA, chatAM lAvI ApyA ema jaNAvI khoTAM bila rajU karI A paisA banAvyA ThatA. AnI jANa bhagubhAI zeThane thaI. te vakhate bhagubhAI zeThanI peDhImAM vArI hatI. (peDhImAM cha-chaI mahinA mATe TrasTIomAMthI be TrasTIonI vArI rAkhavAmAM Ave che. je cha mahinA sudhI peDhIno kArobArI saMbhALe che). bhagubhAI zeTha harajIvana mAstarane bolAvyA. ane khUba zAMtithI temane kahyuM, "tame je A [ goTALo karyo che te mATe peDhInA rivAja mujaba tamArI upara phojadArI pagalAM levAmAM Avaze. te na levAM; i paDe mATe tame je banyuM hoya te yathAtathya zAMtithI besI lakhIne Apo". mAstare gabharAI je rIte temaNe goTALo karyo hato te badhuM lakhI ApyuM. A pachI bhagubhAIe temanI pAse zuM milkata che te jANI lIdhI.1 pAlitANAnuM ghara vigere temanI pAse milkata hatI. te dvArA peDhInuM leNuM vasula karyuM. mAstarane peDhImAMthI chUTI | karyA. e vakhate kasturabhAI zeTha paradeza hatA. paradezathI AvyA pachI temaNe A vAta jANI ane temanA | svabhAva mujaba phariyAda karavAnuM sUcavyuM. bhagubhAI zeThe kahyuM, "tame kaho che te barAbara che. mAstare gallAM tallAM kyuM hota to phariyAda jarUra karata. paNa mArA kahevAthI mArA upara vizvAsa rAkhI teNe badhu lakhI ApyuM jche. mATe phariyAda na karavI joIe". zeThanA A kahevAthI peDhIe phariyAda karavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. ================================ | judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya [175

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A be prasaMgo temanA koI paNa vahIvaTamAM koIpaNa mANasa ghAlamela kare to tenI sAme zeTha sannI pagalA levAnA svabhAvanA hatA tevuM jaNAve che. A svabhAvane laIne zeThanAM tamAma vahIvaTo svaccha rahetA.1 kasturabhAI zeThanA tyAM ke temanA vahIvaTamAM kAma karanAra game tevo hoziyAra hoya paNa jo te jpeDhInA mAliko sAthe tochaDuM vartana rAkhe ke mArA vagara peDhI na ja cAle tevuM mAne to zeTha game teTaluM nukasAna JthAya te sahana karIne paNa tevA mANasane rajA ApatA acakAtA nahi. zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhImAM zrIyuta ThAkara menejara hatA. te vakhate DepyuTI menejara ThAkaranI nAjuka tabiyatanA lIdhe peDhIno tamAma vahIvaTa saMbhALatA hatA. A bhAIne jarA abhimAna AvyuM, ane jkezubhAI zeTha je peDhInuM kAmakAja saMbhALatA hatA, te kAMI paNa kahe te gaNakAratA nahi. kezubhAI zeThe Aj IbhAIne mahattvanA kAma aMge jUnAgaDha javAnuM kahyuM. temaNe, mArI tabiyata barAbara nathI, ema bahAnuM kADhI! JkezubhAIne nA pADI. AvuM be-cAra vakhata banyA pachI kezubhAI zeTha akaLAyA. temaNe kasturabhAI zeThane vAta! ' karI. kasturabhAI zeThe A DepyuTI menejarane potAnI pAse bolAvyA ane kahyuM ke "tamArI tabiyata barAbara, rahetI nathI, tethI peDhInAM kAmamAM mahattvanuM kAma hoya to paNa jaI zakatA nathI. tabiyata sAcavo. AjathI tamane peDhImAMthI chUTA karavAmAM Ave che". peDhImAM mANasa mokalI temano pagAra hakka vagere te ja vakhatej cUkavI dIdhuM. DepyuTI menejare kahyuM, "huM cArja tame kaho te mANasane soMpuM". zeThe kahyuM, "tamAre peDhImAM javAnI jarUra nathI. mANaso e badhu saMbhALI leze." | TUMkamAM koI paNa mANasa potAnI jAtane mahattvanI mAnI mAlikone dabaDAve agara temane avagaNe jto zeTha game teTaluM nukasAna thAya to paNa tene chUTo karatA. (4) jhaverIvADamAM AyaMbila zALAnI joDe eka jJAnamaMdira che. A jJAnamaMdira AcArya devasUrie! banAvela che. ane teno vahIvaTa eka TrasTa banAvI potAne anukULa TrasTIo rAkhI karatA hatA. devasUrinA kALadharma pachI temanA ziSya ane temanA ziSyone anukuLa evA sAdhuo rahetA hatA. A sAdhuo cAritrathI | zithila hatA. temanuM vartana sAdhuone anurUpa na hatuM. paNa temane koI kahI zakatuM na hatuM. kAraNa ke te jJAnamaMdira temanI mAlikInuM hatuM. saMgha sAthe saMbaMdha na hato. te jJAnamaMdiranA TrasTIomAM zeThanI jJAtinAM ekI vRddha TrasTI hatA. temaNe A sAdhuone be-traNa vakhata cetavaNI ApI hatI, paNa te gaNakAratA na hatA. TrasTI) - zeTha pAse gayA. zeThane kahyuM ke "jhaverIvADamAM jainonI vastI che. A vastImAM A sAdhuo sAdhuone na chAje, tevI rIte rahe che. mAruM mAnatA nathI. Apa kAMIka karo." zeThe kahyuM, "mArAthI kAMI na thaI zake. Ano | vahIvaTa tame mane eTale zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhIne soMpo to vicArI zakAya." temaNe lakhIne jJAnamaMdirano vahIvaTa peDhIne Apyo. 1 peDhIne vahIvaTa ApyA bAda zeThe te vakhatanA peDhInA menejara nAgaradAsane kahyuM ke "eka gurakhA! ' cokiyAtane jJAnamaMdirane daravAje besADo. teNe kAMI karavAnuM nathI. mAtra besI rahevAnuM che". zeThanA hukamathI; =============================== 176] mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - I | - - - - - -

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| jJAnamaMdiranA daravAje cokiyAta beTho. tyAM rahelA sAdhuoe virodha karyo. ''A amAruM makAna che. koIne emAM mAthu mAravAno hakka nathI" ema kahyuM. paNa cokiyAte javAba Apyo ke peDhInAM menejaranA hukamathI huM ahIM beTho chuM. sAdhu menejarane maLyA. menejare zeThanuM nAma sUcavyuM. sAdhue polisamAM phariyAda karI ke "amAruM makAna che. temAM koIne Dakhala karavAno hakka nathI". polisa AvI. menejarane geTa upara laI gaI. A samAcAra zeThane pahoMcADyA. zeThe polisa kamiznarane Teliphona karyo. badhI vigata samajAvI. polise mahArAjaneI jJAnamaMdiramAMthI bahAra kADhyA, ane kahyuM ke '"tame sAdhunA AcAramAM nathI. gRhasthanAM kapaDAM paherI lo. tamane beDI paherAvI doraDuM bAMdhI badhe pheravavAmAM Avaze." sAdhu karagaryA. kapaDAM paherI vidAya thaI gayA. peDhIe makAnano kabjo laI lIdho. jhaverIvADamAM A kauMbhAMDa baMdha thayuM. zeTha sAdhuo ane dharmanA rAgI hovA chatAM koI mAthAbhAre ane sAdhujIvanathI viruddha vartanAranI zehazarama ke dabANamAM AvI khoTuM calAvI levAnA matanA na hatA. paNa A karatAM pahelAM potAno adhikA2 che ke nahi ane e karavAthI zuM piraNAma Avaze teno vicAra karI karatA. (5) kasturabhAI zeThanuM sthAna sArAye bhAratabharanA jaina saMghomAM ajoDa hatuM. amadAvAdanA nAgarikomAM paNa temanuM sthAna khUba viziSTa hatuM. temanI mahenata ane dUraMdezIthI amadAvAdamAM keLavaNInI saMsthAo, kolejo thaI che. temaNe varSe-varSe lAkho rUpiyAnuM dAna ApI ela.DI. enjiniyarIMga kolejo vigere UbhI karI che. temaja temanI preraNAthI bIjA gRhastho dvArA paNa ghaNI kolejo ane keLavaNInI saMsthAo sthapAI che. jUno premAbhAI hola temanA ja paisAthI Adhunika navIna Dhabano banyo che. chatAM A holanuM nAma temaNe | te ja rAkhyuM che. potAnA nAmano koI moha rAkhyo nathI. keLavaNInI saMsthAo uparAMta vyApArI mahAjanonI pratiSThA jaina samudAyamAM UbhI karavA temaNe vyApArI mahAmaMDaLanI sthApanA karI che. ane te gujarAtanAM judA judA zaheronuM pratinidhitva ApI tene pratiSThita banAvyuM che. A gujarAta vyApArI mahAmaMDaLa mATe tenuM potAnuM makAna karavAnuM vicArAyuM. tenI / miTiMga khAnapuramAM maMDaLanA bhADAnAM makAnamAM mavI. te vakhate maMDaLanA pramukha amRtalAla haragoviMdadAsa zeTha hatA. temAM bIjA TharAvo sAthe be TharAva mahattvanA thayA. emAM eka TharAva maMDaLa mATe gAmamAM jamIna laI1 makAna bAMdhavAno ane bIjo TharAva inkamaTekSa je sarakAra agAuthI ugharAve che te pachIthI ugharAvavAno thayo.. A miTiMga barakhAsta thayA bAda zeTha ane amRtalAla zeTha maLyA. temaNe A TharAvanI vAta karI. kasturabhAI, zeThe kahyuM, ''A baMne TharAva mane vAjabI lAgatA nathI. makAna zaheramAM bAMdhavAno vicAra barAbara nathI. zahera divase-divase vikasita thatuM jAya che. zaheramAM pArkIMganI ane bIjI muzkelIo naDaze. mATe makAna/ | bAMdhavuM hoya to te zahera bahAra elisabrIja eriyAmAM bAMdhavuM joIe. bIjo TharAva inkamaTekSa aMgeno cheI te paNa barAbara nathI. kemake kamAyA pachI AgalA varSanA haptA bharavA haze to sahelAIthI bharI zakAze. I pachIthI bharavAmAM ghaNI muzkelI naDaze'. amRtalAla zeThe kahyuM, bhale. A TharAva karavAno vicAra Ubho rAkhyo. paNa badhAnI saMmati laI [177 judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya]

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|lIdhI ane zeThanA kahevA mujaba amala karyo. zeTha jANatA hatA ke amadAvAda zahera dhIme dhIme khUba vikasaze. I IeTale emaNe vyApArI mahAmaMDaLanA makAna elisabrIja eriyAmAM bAMdhavAnuM jaNAvyuM. temaja keLavaNInI kolejo mATe khUba vizALa jagyAo kharIdAvI. amadAvAdamAM A kolejo je bahAra khUba vikasI che te zeThanI dIrghadaSTinuM pariNAma che. amadAvAdamAM pahelAM mAtra gujarAta kaoNleja hatI. Aje vividha viSayonI ghaNI kaoNlejo thaI che. temAM zeThe potAnAM dAna uparAMta bIjAonuM paNa moTuM dAna meLavyuM che. (6) vi.saM. 1990nA muni saMmelana pachI zeTha mANekalAla manasukhabhAIe pAlitANAno cha'rI pALato moTo saMgha kADhyo. A saMgha nIkaLatAM pahelA amadAvAdamAM bhavya varaghoDo nIkaLyo. te vakhate dezI rajavADAo hovAthI A varaghoDAmAM dezI rajavADAnA rAjAo, prabhAzaMkara paTaNI vagere tenA pradhAno ane bhAratabharanAM IjudA judA zaheronA jaina saMghanA AgevAno hatA. A varaghoDo khUba bhavya hato. temAM yAtrikonI paNa khUba |moTI saMkhyA hatI. saMghano pahelo mukAma sarakheja thayo. yAtriko ane darzanArthe Avela mANaso ghaNA hovAthI |saMgha jamaNa vigerenI vyavasthA barAbara thaI nahi. pIrasanArAonI vyavasthA na hovAtI bhojanasAmagrImAM I paDApaDI thaI. A pachI bIjo mukAma je gAme thayo, te gAma kasturabhAI zeThanA vahIvaTavALuM hatuM. saMghanuM jamaNa kasturabhAI zeThe ApyuM hatuM. temaNe milanA mANaso ane potAnA sagA snehIone saMghanI AgatA svAgatA mATe hAjara rAkhyA hatA. dareka yAtrALu ane darzanArthI sArI rIte jamI zake tevI suMdara vyavasthA goThavI hatI. saMghanI bhakti kevI rIte thAya tenuM udAharaNa temaNe batAvyuM hatuM. tyArapachI saMgha uttarottara bIjAM sthaLone pasAra karato pAlitANA pahoMcyo. saMghanAM bhavya sAmaiyAM thayAM. A saMghamAM cAMdInuM derAsara hatuM. cAMdIno ratha hato. saMghano paDAva thato tyAre jANe eka zahera vasyuM hoya tevo dekhAva hato. (6) tithi-carcAnA prasaMgamAM vaighano cukAdo AvyA bAda rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. taraphathI vIrazAsana peparamAM evuM jAhera karavAmAM AvyuM ke ''kasturabhAI zeThe lAvelA nirNayane anusarIne amAruM paMcAga bahAra pADavAmAM AvanAra che. ane tene anusarIne parvatithinI vyavasthA te paMcAgamAM darzAvAI che". A jAherAtane lakSamAM IlaI jaina dharma prabhAvaka samAjanI eka miTiMga zrIyuta cImanalAla maMgaLadAsanA tyAM phatAsA poLamAM maLI. |temAM evo nirNaya thayo ke ApaNuM eka DepyuTezana kasturabhAI zeThane maLavA jAya. A DepyuTezanamAM cImanalAla | maMgaLadAsa, amRtalAla kALIdAsa dozI jAmanagaravALA, jezIMgabhAI sAMkaLacaMda, popaTalAla dhArazInA menejara saMghavI tryaMbakalAla ane mAre javAnuM hatuM. zeThane maLavA javAno TAIma ravivAranA baporanA cAra vAgyAno rAkhyo. cAra vAgye ame badhA cImanalAla maMgaLadAsanA gherathI nIkaLyA. paNa amRtalAla kALIdAsa dozI, jezIMgabhAI sAMkaLacaMda vigere koIne koI kAmanuM bahAnuM karI chaTakI gayA. huM saMghavI ane cImanabhAI rahyA. |ame traNa jaNa cImanabhAInI gADImAM zAhIbAga zeThanA baMgale gayA. rastAmAM saMghavIe mane kahyuM, "paMDita ! huM |zeTha sAthe huM vAta karIza." meM kahyuM, "bhale". 178] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - zeThanAM baMgale varaMDAmAM ame beThA. saMghavIe vIrazAsanamAM AvelI jAherAtanI vAta kADhI. paNa vAta, IkaratAM be akSara bole ane "sAheba", "sAheba" kIdhA kare. zeThano mijAja gayo. temaNe kahyuM, "sAheba-I sAheba zuM karo cho? je kahevuM hoya te kahI do. ahIM koI saurASTranA darabAra nathI." saMghavI ekadama aTakI. gayA. vAta upADI, ane kahyuM ke "vIrazAsana ApanA nAmathI je jAhera kare che temAM ApanI saMmati; 1 che?" temaNe kahyuM, "tame lAlabhAI dalapatabhAInA nAmathI jAhera karo. te to tamArA pramANe karatA hatA Ine ! kasturabhAI karatAM to tenA bApa moTA che ne !" meM javAbamAM kahyuM, "amAre to kasturabhAI ane lAlabhAI zeTha beya karatAM saMghanuM nAma barAbara che. kAraNa ke te badhA karatA moTo che". A pachI zeThano! 1 mijAja gayo. temaNe kahyuM, "huM to kaMTALyo chuM. "zI gati thAze amArI dInAnAtha"nA gAnArA vANiyAo! lokonuM uThamaNuM karavAmAM acakAtA nathI. ane mahArAja jevA mahArAja taTasthanA cukAdAne kabUla karavAnuM svIkArI pharI jAya tyAM zuM kahevuM?" meM kahyuM, "sAheba ! Apa jANo cho ke nahi enI mane khabara nathI.' jpaNa aMtarIkSajInA kesamAM A sAgarajI mahArAje sAta varSanI kedanI sajA thAya tevI sthiti hatI to paNa,j tamArA pitA vigereno jubAnImAM pheraphAravALuM bolavAno Agraha hovA chatAM, satya bolavAno AgrahI | rAkhyo hato ane satya bolyA hatA. te prasaMge tamArA dAdImA gaMgAmAe tamArA pitAne Thapako Apyo hato ke sAdhu mahArAja satya bolavAnA AgrahavALA che. temane DagAvavA na joIe". A te ja sAgarajI mahArAja che. A kahyAthI zeTha zAMta paDyA. paNa pachI mane kahyuM, "mArI ane mahArAja vacce je patravyavahAra thayo che te tame jANo cho ? te jANatA na ho to khoTI paMcAtamAM na paDo ?" meM kahyuM : "badho patravyavahAra mArA I hastAkSaramAM lakhelo che ane huM badhI vAtathI vAkepha chuM'. A vAtacIta cAlatI hatI te daramyAna cImanabhAI zeTha ochuM sAMbhaLatA hovAthI zeThane pharI pUchyuM.' "sAheba ! zuM kahyuM ?" zeThe javAbamAM kahyuM, "kapALa", "tame loko kazuM samajatA nathI ane be paisA kamAyAthI potAnI AbarU vadhAravA sAdhuonAM pyAdA bano cho". zeThano A mAro pahelo paricaya hato ane te saMgharSanI zarU thayo hato. A pachI paNa TrasTa ekTa i vigerenA kAmamAM paNa zeTha sAthe mAre saMgharSa rahyo hato. eka vakhata ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhImAM maLelI saMghanI I miTiMgamAM zeThe kaheluM ke "ujjaDa gAmamAM eraMDo pradhAna" ema mane uddezIne temaNe TIkA karelI. A jyAreT 1 TIkA karelI tyAre huM dharmasAgarajI ma. pAse kAnapura gayo hato. AvyA pachI jANyuM ke zeThe AvI TIkA karI! ' hatI. A miTiMgamAM mAyAbhAI zeTha, cImanalAla kaDiyA vagere hAjara hatA, paNa temAnAM koIe mAro bacAva karyo na hato. jo ke A badhA aMdarakhAnethI mArI pravRttine Teko ApatA hatA, paNa zeThanI AgaLa kAMI kahevAnI koInI guMjAza na hatI. (8) amadAvAdamAM rASTrIya AgevAnonI miTiMga hatI. paraMtu kasturabhAI zeThe nagarazeThanA kahevAthI DAMgaravA sTezananI najIka jAsalapura gAmanI zALAnuM udghATana karavAnuM svIkArela, te mujaba teo jAsalapurI javA amadAvAdanAM jUnA sTezane AvelA. huM paNa A jAsalapuranA bhAIonA AgrahathI tyAM javA amadAvAda sTezane Avelo. huM gADI upaDavAno TAIma joto hato te vakhate zeTha tyAMthI pasAra thayA. mane kahyuM ""kyAM javuM che?" meM kahyuM, "Apa jAo cho tyAM", zeTha pharsTa klAsamAM beThA. jAsalapuranA bhAIoe mane paNa =============================== | judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya [179 - -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --

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pharsTa klAsamAM AvavA Agraha karyo. huM ane zeTha eka DabAmAM beThA. thoDIvAra pachI amArI vacce vAto zarU | thaI. teo mane prabhudAsabhAInI sobatathI kAThiyAvADanA koI gAmano huM vatanI chuM tema mAnatA hatA. paNa I vAta nIkaLatAM meM temane kahyuM, "pATaNa pAsenAM raNuja gAmano huM vatanI chuM". A pachI temanI sAthe khUbakhUba vAto thaI te ame jAsalapura jaI pAchA AvyA tyAM sudhI temaNe mArI sAthe mana mUkI vAto karI. sTezane UtaryA bAda temaNe mane temanA baMgale jamavAnuM kahyuM. meM nA kahI, mArA ghera rAha jotA haze. paNa tyAra pachI zeThanI sAthe savizeSa nAto baMdhAyo. thoDA divasa bAda kezubhAI zeTha dvArA jANyuM ke jIvAbhAI zeTha vigere sAthe zeTha hatA tyAre zeThe kahyuM ke "paMDita maphatalAla khUba hoziyAra ane samajadAra mANasa che. Avo bhaNelo mANasa presanA dhaMdhAmAM joDAya te ThIka nathI. tene AvA dhaMdhAmAMthI phAragata karI zAsananAM kAryamAM joDavA joIe". A vAta temaNe zeTha jIvAbhAI vigerene kahI. eTaluM ja nahi, kAMtilAla cImanalAla DhelasAvALAnAM vigerene paNa prasaMga maLatAM kahI. jene laI zeThanI A vAta kahevAnI asarathI A lokoe mArI sAthe saMbadha vadhAryo. tyArabAda zeTha koI ne koI prasaMge mane pAnakoranAkA bolAvatA, ane zAsanano koI prazna hoya | to mane pUchatA paNa hatA. surendranagaramAM choTAlAla jamanAdAsanA nAmathI davAkhAnAnuM udghATana hatuM, tyAre kAMtilAla cImanalAla kolasAvALAe mane khAsa surendranagara AvavA AmaMtraNa ApyuM. huM surendranagara gayo. zeThano vadhu |paricaya thayo. ane vaLatI vakhate temanI ja gADImAM huM amadAvAda Avyo. tyArabAda zrAvaka saMmelana, zaMtrujyanI upara nUtana derAsaranI pratiSThA, harijana praveza vigere vigere | je koI prasaMgo banyA temAM kasturabhAI zeTha sAtheno mAro paricaya vadhu gADha banyo. ane mArA tyAM dIkarAnA lagnamAM temaNe hAjarI ApI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa, avAranavAra mArA dhaMdhA mATe paNa pUchatA ke keTalo vakaro karo cho ane keTalA TakA napho baMdha bese che. mArI gerahAjarImAM mArA dIkarAne pUchI, mAro kevo dhaMdho cAle che te upara dhyAna ApatA. (9) kasturabhAI zeThamAM khAsa mahattvano guNa e hato ke virodhIno paNa sAco rAha hoya to te kabUla karavAno, ane roja pAse besanArano rAha khoTo hoya to tene spaSTa nA suNAvavAno ajaba guNa hato. paraMtu temanI AgaLa temanA tejamAM aMjAyA vagara potAnI sAcI vAta rajU karavAnI sAmA mANasamAM trevaDa hovI joIe. . meM keTalIya vAra temane rojanA pAse beThelA mANaso koI vAta kare ane te barAbara na hoya to spaSTa ' nA suNAvatA joyA che. ane temano kaTTara virodha karanArA koI paNa prapojhala mUke, te prapojhala mUkanArane khAtrI hoya ke mArI pratye zeTha nArAja che tethI mArI vAta nahi mAne, chatAM sAcI vAta hoya to teno svIkAra karatA zeTha acakAyA nathI. zeThanI 55 varSanI uMmara thayA bAda temaNe jaina saMghanA dhArmika praznomAM sAro rasa levA mAMDyo hato. temane sAdhu saMsthAnA tyAga, tapazcaryA ane jIvana upara khUba rAga hato. te mAnatA ke jaina sAdhunA jevuM [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 180]

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jIvana jIvanAra Aje duniyAmAM koI varga nathI. AnuM jatana ane rakSaNa karavuM te ApaNI ananya pharaja che, tema mAnI temaNe sAdhu saMsthAnAM praznamAM rasa levA mAMDyo hato. temanA kAne athaDAtI zithilAcAranI vAta temane najIvI lAgatI hatI. te mAnatA hatA ke somAM be-cAra mANaso zithila hoya tethI AkhI uttama sAdhu! | saMsthA vagovAya te barAbara nathI. AthI tevA thoDA zithila sAdhuone sArA banAvavA prayatna karavo. ane temAM sArA na banI zake tevA hoya tene samajAvI sAdhupaNAmAMthI phAragata karavA. keTalAka samajAvyA chatAM iphAragata na thAya tevA mAthAbhAre hoya temanI sAthe kaDaka hAthe kAma laI temane dUra karavA. uttama sAdhu-saMsthAnuM vigovAya te ThIka nathI. A mATe temaNe pAchaLanA varSomAM khUba khUba prayatna karyo. te mATe kayA samudAyamAM! I koNa mAthAbhAre che, tenAM nAma meLavyAM, ane temanI sAme kaDaka hAthe kAma levA te-te samudAyanA mukhyaT - AcAryone maLavAnuM rAkhyuM. paNa A kAmamAM mukhya AcAryono pUro sAtha na maLavAthI temaNe A mATe zrAvaka-saMmelanamAM nImelI kamiTI barakhAsta karI. temanAM jIvanamAM A karavA yogya kArya nahi thavAthI DaMkha j hato paNa temAM te nirUpAya hatA. pU. A vijaya premasUri mahArAjanI temane A saMbaMdhamAM khUba preraNA hatI. tene laIne ja temaNeT JA kAma upADyuM hatuM. zrAvaka-saMmelanamAM eka vagadAra kamiTI nImI hatI. A pachI amadAvAdanA aneT bahAragAmanA khAsa AgevAnone temaNe tyAM bolAvyA hatA. ane kyA samudAyamAM kayA mAthAbhAre sAdhu che. te jaNAvI te sAme pagalAM levA vicAryuM hatuM. ane te mATe te-te samudAyanA AgevAna zrAvakone temanI pAse mokalyA hatA. Avo eka prasaMga mane yAda che te A mujaba hato : | jIvAbhAI zeThane temaNe premasUri ma. pAse mokalyA. ane temanI AgaLa temanA samudAyanA mAthAbhAre | sAdhunuM nAma sUcavyuM. premasUri mahArAja zithilAcArane dUra karavAnA vicAranA hatA, paNa A sAdhunuM nAma I AvatAM te camakyA. jIvAbhAIne kahyuM, "A sAdhu to cAlIsa varSano dIkSita che. tenI sAme kAMI karavAmAM! Ave to tenA chAMTA ghaNAne-25-paccIsa jaNane UDe tema che. mATe A na thaI zake". jIvAbhAI zeTha pAchA AvyA. kasturabhAI zeThane maLyA ane kahyuM ke mahArAjano Avo javAba che. zeTha vicAramAM paDyA. je mane jAja sudhI preraNA ApatA hatA te ja jo DhIlA paDe to kAma kaI rIte thAya? A pachI zeThe zithilAcArane TdUra karavAno potAno je vicAra hato te mAMDI vALyo. paraMtu premasUri mahArAje A vAta temanA bhakto dvArA jANI tyAre temane duHkha thayuM. temaNe maneT ! bolAvyo, ane kahyuM, "zeTha zithilAcAra dUra karavAno vicAra mAMDI vALavAnuM rAkhe nahIM. A kAma karavAnuM ' jevuM che. huM temane sAtha ApavA taiyAra chuM. A pachI huM zeThane laIne premasUri mane maLyo. rUbarU vAta ' karAvI. zeThe temane kahyuM. "sAheba ! Apa ghaDIkamAM taiyAra thAo ane ghaDIkamAM DhIlA paDo te kAma na Ave.' tame A kAma mATe mane lekhita Apo to ja AgaLa-vadhAya" mahArAja lekhita ApavA taiyAra thayA. temaNe dizAporavADanA upAzraye mArI ane zeThanI rUbarUmAM lakhANa taiyAra karyuM. paNa sahI vakhate mane bolAvI kahyuM,T |"maphatalAla ! jJAnamaMdiramAM amArA sAdhu himAMzuvijaya ane hemaMtavijayajI che temane jaNAvI sahI karuM to! | ThIka lAge". zeThe kahyuM, "bhale." ane zeTha UbhA thayA. tyArabAda bIjA divase mahArAje bhakto dvArA prayatna ' karyo paNa temane himAMzavijayajI ane hemaMtavijayajIno Teko na maLyo. temaNe mane bolAvyo ane kahyuM, j "A be sAdhu lekhita lakhANa ApI sahI karavAnI nA pADe che. tame temane maLo ane samajAvo". meM kahyuM Ike tamArA banne celA che, chatAM je tamane nA pADe che te mAruM thoDuM ja mAnavAnA che? Ama chatAM tame mArI =============================== | judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya - - - - - -- - -- - - - - - [181] = = = = | | | -

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|sAthe bhAnu vijayajI ma.ne mokalo to huM mahenata karuM. te mujaba temaNe bIjA divase bhAnuvijayajI ma. ne| mokalyA. ame himAMzuvijayajIne ghaNuM samajAvyA paNa te mAnyA nahi ane kahyuM ke "zeTha mahArAjane ema kahe ke tamArI moDhAnI vAtamAM mane vizvAsa nathI. lekhita Apo to ja mane vizvAsa bese. A mane gamyuM nathI, tethI huM nA pADuM chuM. zeTha game tevA moTA mANasa hoya. paNa emane ApaNA upara vizvAsa na hoya to emanI sAthe kAma karavAno koI artha nathI". A pachI huM pharI ma.ne maLyo. ma. ne temanA eka bhakta ramaNalAla |vajecaMde kahyuM ke ''sAheba, ApanI AvI mahattvanI bAbatamAM paMDitane zuM kAma rAkho cho. mAre zeTha sAthe kyAM |saMbaMdha nathI ?'' A pachI te zeThane maLyA, paNa zeThe dAda dIdhI nahi. tyArabAda zeTha paradeza gayA. tyAMthI AvyA bAda premasUri ma.ne caMdrazekhara vijayajI ane mukitavijayajI maLyA pachI temaNe mane kahyuM ke ''huM lekhita ! ApavA taiyAra chuM'. te mujaba meM ma. zrI pAse lakhANa karAvyuM. sahI lIdhI. paNa temAM pahelAnAM jevo lakhANamAM jusso na hovAthI zeThe mane kahyuM, ''A barAbara nathI, pharI lakhANa taiyAra karo". te vakhate mahArAja sANaMda pratiSThA prasaMge padhAryA hatA. huM sANaMda gayo. ghaDIka lakhANa para sahI karavAnI hA pADe ane ghaDIka nA pADe. paNa chevaTe temanI sAthenAM sAdhuonAM dabANathI sahI karI. zeThane meM A badhI vAta karI. zeThe [kahyuM, "AmAM paDavA jevuM nathI. jeno sAtha laI ApaNe prayatna karavA mAgIe chIe te nirbaLa hoya to ! kAma pAra paDe nahi". TUMkamAM tyArabAda temaNe zithilAcArane dUra karavAnuM kAma choDI dIdhuM. (10) kasturabhAI sAthe Ama to ghaNA prasaMgo banyA che. paNa te prasaMgo eka yA bIjI rIte judA-judA banAvomAM AvI gayA che tethI punarUkti thAya tethI jaNAvela nathI. kasturabhAI zeTha A kALanA jainasaMdhamAM sarvamAnya puruSa hatA. te pratibhAvaMta ane dIrghadRSTivALA / hatA. temaNe rANakapura, Abu vigerenAM maMdirono jIrNoddhAra evI rIte karAvyo ke vastupAla-tejapAla vigeree je jIrNoddhAra karAvelo tevo ja patthara potAnI lAgavagathI meLavI tevA ja zilpane anurUpa jIrNoddhAra karAvyo che. ane rANakapuranuM derAsara je bhavya hatuM tenI bhavyatA pUrepUrI sacavAI rahe tenuM pUruM lakSya rAkhI bhAratanA ane paradezanA zilpIone bolAvI teno jIrNoddhAra karAvyo che. A be sthAnone paradezathI bhAratamAM AvatA |mulAkAtIone bhAratIya darzanIya sthAnomAM ajoDa sthAna apAvyuM che. te ja rIte jUnAgaDha, zaMtrujya vigerenAM |maMdirono jIrNodvAra tenA jUnA zilpane pragaTa karavA sAthe te sthAnono jIrNodvAra khUba sarasa rIte karAvyo | che. peDhI hastakanAM je koI maMdiro hatAM, te badhAM maMdirone sughaDa ane vyavasthita banAvyAM che. temaNe temanA jIvanakALa daramyAna jainazAsanamAM sarvatomukhI kArya karyuM che. pacAsa varSathI vadhu samaya sudhI peDhInA pramukhapade te rahyA che. peDhIne samRddha banAvI che. teno vahIvaTa vizvasanIya banAvyo che. potAnA mila vigerenA ghaNA vyavasAyo hovA chatAM peDhInAM dareka kAmomAM ane jaina zAsanamAM dareka kAryamAM te sakriya rahyA che. temaNe karoDothI paNa vadhu rUpiyAnI sakhAvata karI che. nAnI uMmare potAnA mAthe AvI paDela potAnA pitAno | |vyavahArika bojo uThAvI dhaMdhAne vikasAvI temaNe bhAratanA udyogapatiomAM viziSTa sthAna meLavyuM che. te I ja rIte jaina zAsanamAM paNa teo viziSTa sthAna dharAvatA hatA. [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 182]

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- - zeTha bhagubhAI cunIlAla sutarIyA ame vidyAbhavanamAM bhaNatA hatA, tyArathI bhagubhAI zeThanuM nAma sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. ame bhaNatA hatA te vakhate temaNe amadAvAdamAM nItisUri ma. pAse upadhAna karAvelAM. nItisUri ma.no vidyAbhavana upara ane |prabhudAsabhAI upara upakAra hovAthI temanAM nAma ane prabhAvathI paricita hatA paNa temano saMbaMdha ane 'pichANa to amadAvAdamAM AvyA pachI keTalAka vakhata bAda thayAM, ane te paNa nItisUri ma.nA paricayamAM aMge ja. (2) bIjA vizvayuddhanA te arasAmAM bhagubhAI zeTha, cImanabhAI lAlabhAI vigeree mane kaheluM ke |"sAMje ATha vAgyA pachI tame paMDitajI, eka kalAka rAkho, ane temAM dhArmika vAMcana karavAnuM rAkhIe".I meM hA pADI. ane mahAvIra svAmInA derAsaranA DhALa upara Avela bAlAbhAI kakkalanI pAThazALAmAM sAMjeT ! eka kalAka ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM. A moTI uMmaranA AgevAna guhasthonA kalAsamAM bhagabhAI. cImanabhAI! lAlabhAI, mAyAbhAI sAMkaLacaMda, pannAlAla umAbhAI, cunIlAla bhagubhAI vigeree AvavAnuM zarU karyuM. A rAtanI pAThazALAmAM pUjAonA artha ane pUrvAcAryonAM jIvanacaritra saMbaMdhanI vAto huM kaheto. ! A gRhastho dhArmika saMbadhI mane koI prazno pUchatAM to teno javAba Apato. A kAma thoDo vakhata cAlyuM,! tevAmAM bIjA vizvayuddhanA lIdhe blekaAuTa thayo. A bleka AuTa hovA chatAM thoDo vakhata to A pAThazALA 1 cAlI. paraMtu pachIthI cImanabhAI zeThane aMdhArAnA kAraNe rakhaDatI gAye jarAka vagADyuM tyArathI te AvatA; i baMdha thayA. ane pAThazALAno rAtrino varga baMdha thayo. paraMtu cImanabhAIe ane bhagubhAIe mane eka-eka TlAka potAne tyAM AvavAnuM jaNAvyuM. A mujaba huM bhagubhAI zeThanA tyAM bapore cAra vAgye ane cImanabhAI zeThanA tyAM savAre dasathI! 1 agiyAra vAgye ema bhaNAvavA jato. bhagubhAI zeThanA tyAM sAmayikamAM besI zAMta sudhArasa bhAvanA ane i upadezamALA vigere vAMcato. paNa bhagubhAIno svabhAva vAtoDiyo hovAthI teo mArI sAthe saMghanI ane | samAjanI vividha vAto karatA. temane huM vAMcato te yAda ochuM rahetuM. paNa vAMcanamAM samaya jAya te gamatuM.' [tethI huM haMmezA tyAM kalAka Apato. A uparAMta paNa teo mane koIne koI kAma prasaMga temane ghera bolAvatA ane mArI sAthe ghaniSTha j saMbaMdha rAkhatA. te vakhate huM jaina borDigamAM dhArmika zikSaka tarIke borDiMganA vidyArthIone bhaNAvato tyAre tyAM javA! | mATe sAIkalano upayoga karato. AmAM eka vAra paga taragoDa thayo ane mAre ghera paMdara divasa ArAma karavo paDyo... A paMdara divasa daramyAna bhagubhAI zeTha mAre ghera khetarapALanI poLe AvatA. aDadho kalAka ke kalAka | besatA ane vAto karatA. zeTha sAthe eTalo badho nAto hato ke mArA dIkarAnAM lagna prasaMge gAdI takiyA,i vAsaNa kaNa ne badhuM temane tyAMthI temaNe mokalyuM hatuM. ane nAnI moTI badhI bAbatomAM sahAyarUpa thatA.1 ==================== ======= ==== judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya [183 -- - - -

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bhagubhAI zeThano dhaMdho zarAphano, te uparAMta kApaDano hato. temAnA kuTuMbamAM teo moTA ane AkhA | kuTuMbane mAnya puruSa hatA. amadAvAda zaheramAM kauTumbika ke vyavahArika koI paNa muzkelI hoya to temanI | salAha levAmAM AvatI. ane teo bahu ja samajaNapUrvaka salAha ApatA ane dareka mANasane vaDIla tarIke prema ApI tene hUMpha ApatA. jaina saMghamAM ane khAsa karIne amadAvAdanA saMghamAM dareka bAbatamAM te pRcchAyogya puruSa hatA. temano svabhAva dhIra gaMbhIra zAMta ane DAhyo hato. sAdhubhagavaMto paNa temanI salAha |letA. temanI sAtheno mAro saMbaMdha khUba ja gADha hato. roja koIne koI kAme teo mane bolAvatAM. unALAmAM |Dummasa vigere ThekANe mahinA-mAsa mATe ArAma karavA jatA tyAre paNa mane anukULa hoya to sAthe laI| javAno Agraha rAkhatA ane huM paNa anukULatA pramANe temanI sAthe jato. teo temanA jIvanakALanAM chellAM varSomAM khUba sAvadhAna hatA. temane lAgyuM ke have jIvana lAMbuM cAle tema nathI tyAre temaNe eka-eka vahIvaTamAMthI rAjInAmuM ApyuM. potAnI milkatamAMthI paNa teo chUTA |thayA ane jemanA nAme karavAnI hatI te karAvI nivRtta thayA. dharmAdAmAM ane zubha kAryamAM ApavAnI rakama | temaNe jyAM jyAM ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM hatuM tyAM tyAM ApI dIdhI. temanI sevA karanArAone inAma ke madada | karavAnI hatI, te paNa bolAvI ApI. dIdhI. te zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhInA TrasTI hatA. chelle peDhImAMthI rAjInAmuM ApyuM. A rAjInAmA vakhate kasturabhAI zeTha hAjara na hovAthI bIjA TrasTIoe maMjUra na karyuM. zeTha Ave tyAM sudhI rAha jovA kahyuM. tyAre bhagubhAI zeThe kahyuM, "mArA jIvanano bharoso nathI. zeThanI huM |rAha joI zakuM nahi. mAruM rAjInAmuM pAsa karo. huM peDhInA ceko ke koI vahIvaTamAM sahI karavAno nathI". pharajiyAta peDhInAM bIjA TrasTIone temanuM rAjInAmuM pAsa karavuM paDyuM. 1 temano chello aMtimakALa khUba ja anumodanIya hato. bapore 3-00 vAgyAno samaya haze. zeThanA tyAMthI mane bolAvavAmAM Avyo. huM ghusApArekhanI poLethI temanA ghare gayo. te svastha hatA. paNa gabharAmaNa hatI. temaNe kuTubanA bIjA sabhyo bhogIlAla sutarIyA vigerene bolAvyA. badhAne micchAmi dukkaDama dIdho. |thoDA vakhata pachI sutara mahAjana davAkhAnAnA DaoNkTara AvyA. temaNe tapAsI davAnI goLI ApI. zeThe davA | IlevAnI nA pADI. DaoNkTara gayA. tyArabAda zeThe caityavaMdana karyuM. saMthArAporasI bhaNAvI. puNyaprakAzanuM stavana ! sAMbhaLyuM. pharI micchAmi dukkaDama dIdho. cAre AhAranAM paccakakhANa karyAM. khUba svasthatApUrvaka jarA paNa vedanA anubhavyA vinA AMkho maraDI ane deha choDyo. AvuM mRtyu meM koInuM joyuM nathI. sTezane javA mATe mANasa jema taiyAra thAya tema te paraloka sIdhAvyA. huM Ite svargavAsa pAmyA tyAre temaNe tamAma vahIvaTomAMthI rAjInAmAM ApI dIdhA hatAM. sukRta karavAnuM je kAMI! hatuM, te temaNe hAthe karyuM hatuM. putro ke parivArane karavAnuM bAkI rAkhyuM na hatuM. khUba svastha citte teo svargavAsI banyA. temanA mRtyuthI amadAvAda zahere DAhyo nAgarika ane jaina saMghe zAsanahitaiSI puruSa ane temanAM kuTuMbe temano mobha gumAvyo. teo zrIyuta cImanabhAInA mRtyuthI sAvadha thaI gayA hatA. temaNe mane kahyuM hituM ke ''cImanabhAI mArAthI dasa-paMdara varSe nAnA hatA. ane acAnaka mAMdagImAM paTakAyA. bhAna gumAvyuM. divaso herAna rahI gujarI gayA. mAre te joI cetavuM joIe ane jIvananI badhI pravRtti sameTavI joIe'. ema kahI temaNe temanAM jIvanane khUba vicArapUrvaka sameTI lIdhuM. temanuM jIvana khUba AdarzarUpa hatuM. 184] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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zeTha cImanabhAI lAlabhAI zrIyuta zeTha cImanabhAI hIrAcaMda ratanacaMdanI peDhInA mukhya saMcAlaka hatA. amadAvAdanI te vakhatanI pi kApaDanI peDhIomAM temanuM sthAna prathama hatuM. temanI amadAvAdamAM pAMca-cha peDhIo cAlatI. amadAvAdanA JpratiSThita puruSomAM temanI gaNanA hatI. temanA nAnA bhAIe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. je pAchaLathI yazodevasUrinA, InAme prasiddha hatA. - cImanabhAIne putra nahoto. be putrIo hatI. yazodevasUrinuM saMsArI nAma jezIMgabhAI hatuM. temane jtraNa putro hatA. jezIMgabhAInI dIkSA lIdhA bAda tamAma peDhIono vahIvaTa cImanabhAI saMbhALatA. cImanabhAIj nemisUri ma.nA ananya bhakta hatA. ane dhArmika anuSThAnamAM teo dareka anuSThAna DahelAnA upAzraye karatA.1 temano paricaya bleka AuTa vakhatathI rAtrinI pAThazALAthI thayo ane vadhyo. A pAThazALAno rAtrino varga | baMdha thayA bAda temane tyAM huM be kalAka bhaNAvavA jato. temAM savAre dasathI agiyAra ane rAtre ATha vAgyA! ; pachI jato. teo khUba niyamita hatA. game teTalo vyavasAya hoya chatAM te sameTIne mArA bhaNAvavAnA vakhate teo bhaNavA besI jatA. huM sAmAyikamAM ja bhaNAvato. temanI smaraNazakti sArI hatI. teo AgalA [divase bhaNeluM pachInAM divase ripITa karI jatA. temanI niyamitatAno eka prasaMga kahuM. | mAro bhaNAvavAno samaya dasa vAgyAno hato. huM temanI peDhIe gayo tyAre ghAMcInI poLavALA! ; mohanabhAI ane budhAbhAI vigere beThelA hatA. temaNe mane Avelo joI kahyuM, "paMDitajI ! Aje zeTha kAmamAM che. kAle AvavAnuM rAkhajo." cImanabhAI zeTha tarata bolyA. "paMDitajIne dhakko khavaDAvavAno nathI.' | tamAre kAma hoya to kAle Avajo. Ama bhaNavAnuM baMdha rAkhIe to chevaTe ALasa thAya. mATe A kAma| paheluM, pachI badhuM." . teo khUba anuSThAnapriya hatA. pratikramaNa ke pauSadha kare tyAre badhI kriyAo UbhA rahI karatA. bahu jja mitabhASI ane dIrdhadaSTivALA puruSa hatA. lAkhono vepAra ane ghaNI peDhIo calAvatA hovA chatAM khUba svastha rIte dareka praznane teo ukelatA. temano paricaya bhaNAvavAnA kAraNe mAre khUba sAro thayo. paNaj IbhagubhAI zeThanA jeTalo gADha nahi. kemake teo khUba kAryarata hatAM, ane jarUra pUratI vAta sivAya bIjI vAtamAM paDatA na hatA. tithi-carcAnI vAto cAlatI hatI te arasAmAM temaNe pAlitANAmAM comAsuM karyuM hatuM ane tyArabAda jnavvANuMyAtrA karI hatI. pAlitANAmAM teo vaMDAmAM UtaryA hatA ane tyAM rasoDuM rAkhyuM hatuM. pAlitANAnI nivvANuM yAtrA daramyAna koI divasa te ghoDAgADImAM beThA na hatA. page cAlatA taLeTIe jatA ane uparI ! paNa dAdAnI yAtrA karatA. navvANuM yAtrA damyAna nemisUri ma. rohizALA padhAryA, tyAre teo page cAlatA! | rohizALA gayA hatA. pAlitANAnI navvANuM yAtrA daramyAna teo tamAma pravRttithI nivRtta thaI dharmAnuSThAnamAM rokAyelA hatA. temanI sAthe e vakhate A navvANuMnI yAtrAmAM ghAMcInI poLanA budhAbhAI vigere hatA. huM jte vakhate pAlitANAmAM sAgarajI ma. pAse tithicarcAnA kAma aMge rokAyelo hato. tyAre temanA AmaMtraNathI temanAM rasoDe jamato hato. temanuM rasoDuM sAdhu-sAdhvIo mATe alaMga hatuM. koI paNa sAdhu-sAdhvIne davA==================== ==== ======= judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya I [195]

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TdArU ke vaiyAvacca mATe koI paNa jarUra hoya to temanA tyAMthI vyavasthA thatI. temanI navANuM yAtrA AdarzarUpI JhatI. (2) temanI sAthe (cImanabhAI) aMgata paricaya bahu ocho hato paNa temanI lAgaNI mAre mATe khUba lhatI. temanI navvANuM yAtrA daramyAna mAre bhaNAvavAnuM baMdha rahyuM, eTale mane temanI peDhImAMthI je pagArAM maLato te meM levo baMdha karyo. zeThe yAtrA karIne AvyA bAda jANyuM ke paMDitajIe pagAra lIdho nathI. temaNeT 'mane khUba Agraha karyo ane kahyuM ke "tame bAre mAsa AvanAra cho, pagAra levo joIe". temanA AgrahathI! te meM lIdho. i bIjo eka prasaMga mArA nAnA bhAIno che. mArA nAnA bhAI maNilAla ratanapoLamAM rUpamamAM | niokarI karatA hatA. te vakhate temane rU. 30 jevo pagAra haze. rUpamamAM keTaloka vakhata nokarI karyA bAda tyAMnA menejara jecaMdabhAI sAthe nahi phAvavAthI rUpamanI nokarI choDI dIdhI. bhaNAvavAnA paricayane kAraNe !cImanabhAI zeThane vAta karI ke mAro bhAI rUpamamAM kApaDanI nokarI karato hato. teNe te choDI dIdhI che. tene! nAmAnI AvaData che. Apa tene ApanI peDhImAM koI jagyAe goThavo. temaNe "sAruM' kahI eka divase jjayaMtilAla jezIMgabhAInI peDhImAM kAma karatA bApune bolAvyA. mArA bhAIne paNa bolAvyo. huM sAthe hato.' te mArA bhAI sAthe vAta karI kAMI nakkI kare te pahelA bApu vacamAM kAMI bolavA gayA eTale temane zeTheT JaTakAvI mArA bhAIno rUA. 75 mahine pagAra nakkI karyo. A pagAra bApune kahyo, paNa cImanabhAI zeThaI AgaLa kazuM bolI zakyA nahi. jayaMtilAla jezIMgabhAInI peDhI rahI tyAM sudhI mArA bhAIe tyAM nokarI karI. cImanabhAI zeThanA svargavAsa pachI temanI badhI peDhIonI paDatI AvI, tema A peDhInI paNa paDatI AvI. chevaTa sudhI mArA IbhAIe tyAM nokarI karI. cImanabhAI zeTha te vakhate amadAvAdanA dharmaniSTha puruSomAM gaNanApAtra hatA. te ANaMdajI kalyANajI jpeDhInA pratinidhi hatA. khUba ja samajadAra ane dUraMdezI hatA. vizA zrImALI jJAtinA mukhya AgevAno JpuruSo paikInA te eka hatA. jaina saMghano koI paNa prazna hoya to temAM teonI salAha levAmAM AvatI. eka tithi pakSanA teo akhaMDa rAgI hatA. khUba ja udAra dilanA ane sAdhu samAjamAM paNa pRcchAyogya puruSA hatA. te paMcAvana-sAITha varSanI uMmaramAM svargavAsI thayA. svargavAsa thatAM pahelAM gesanI muzkelInA kAraNe] teo keTalAka divasa bebhAna rahyA. A bebhAna avasthAno eka prasaMga mane yAda che te mujaba, jyAre teo! bebhAna hatA tyAre huM khabara kADhavA gayo. amadAvAda vizA zrImALI jJAtimAM ane temAMya moTA gharomAM! evo rivAja che ke dardI pAse khabara kADhanArAone mokalatA nathI. bahAra khabara-aMtara pUchI AvanArA jatA rahe che. paNa lAMbI mAMdagI vakhate gharanA mANaso eTalA badhA sAvadha hotA nathI. mane temanI pAse aMgata =============================== 186] ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA |

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|paricaya hovAne lIdhe javA dIdho. meM tyAM joyuM ke temanI putrI mANekabena vigere temanAM pasaMda karelAM stavano] TgAtAM hatAM tyAre bebhAna avasthAmAM paNa cImanabhAI te stavanonI paMktio sAthe jhIlatA hatA. arthAta! | bebhAna avasthAmAM paNa temanuM jIvana dharmamaya stavanomAM joDAyeluM hatuM. thoDA divasa bAda bebhAna avasthAmAM te svargavAsI thayA. cImanabhAI puNyapuruSa hatA. jainasaMghanAM dareka kAmomAM te rasa letA hatA. mAkubhAI zeThanA saMghamAM,I ' 1990nA muni saMmelanamAM temaNe sAro rasa lIdho hato. temanA mRtyuthI jaina saMghe eka DAhyo mANasa gumAvyo! | hato. ane temanAM kuTuMbe to temanA gayA pachI temanI dUraMdezInA abhAve pragati thavAne badale uttarouttara, ; dhaMdhAmAM, vyavahAramAM, badhe ja ochAza anubhavI. te gayA paNa temanI sugaMdha saMghamAM rahI gaI. zeTha zrI mayAbhAI sAMkaLacaMda huM amadAvAdamAM Avyo temAM mAyAbhAI zeThano moTo upakAra che. pAlitANA brahmacarya AzramamAM | huM hato, ane te brahmacarya Azrama choDuM te pahelAM pAlitANAnI taLeTInAM bhAtA khAtAnI bahAra temano] ajANye paNa pratiSThita vyakti tarIke paricaya thayo. temanI sAthe vAtacItamAM meM kaheluM ke mAre pAlitANAmAM choDavuM che ane amadAvAdamAM koI sAruM sthAna maLe to tyAM bhaNAvavAnI nokarI karavI che. temaNe mane temanuM! | saranAmuM ApyuM ane huM pAlitANAthI amadAvAda Avyo tyAre temane maLyo. temaNe zarUAtamAM bAlAbhAI kakalanI pAThazALAmAM nokarI apAvI. A pachI to meM mArI meLe Tyuzano ane nokarI zodhI lIdhI. paNa jtemanI sAthe vadhune vadhu gADha paricayamAM Avyo. mAyAbhAI zeThano dhaMdho rUnI dalAlIno ane zerabajArano hato. teo dhArmika puruSa hatA. sAthe teo! karmagraMtha vigere graMthonA abhyAsI hatA. temano parivAra paNa dhArmika sAro abhyAsa karanAro hato. temanI putrI kamaLA to cha karmagraMtha bhaNelI hatI. teo khAnadAna kuTuMbanA vizAzrImALI jJAtinA zeTha hatA. temanA jkuTuMbamAMthI zAMtidAsa maniyAzAe dIkSA lIdhI hatI. jeno ullekha upAdhyAya mAnavijaya kRta dharmasaMgraha TgraMthanI prazastimAM che. teo pagathiyAnA upAzrayanA TrasTI hatA. khAsa karIne siddhisUri ma.nA ananya rAgI, | hatA. dhArmika ane bhaNelA puruSanI rIte sAdhu sAdhvI mahArAjomAM paNa temanI sArI pratiSThA hatI. | amadAvAdamAM pAThazALA ane TyuzanamAM joDAyA bAda rAjanagara inAmI parIkSAnI kamiTImAM huM i sabhya banyo houM to temAM temano prayAsa hato. teo mArI sAthe zAsanamAM banatI nAnI moTI dareka TghaTanAonI carcAvicAraNA karatA. mahinAmAM be-cAra vakhata to huM temanA tyAM rAtanA dasa-agiyAra vAgyA sudhI vAtacItamAM rokAto. temanAM putra-putrIo badhI mArI sAthe sAro saMbadha rAkhatAM. (2). 1 - vi.saM. 1992 pachI tithino matabheda paDyo. tyAre teo be tithi-pakSanA rAgI hatA. huM eka | tithi pakSano hato. Ama, amArI vacce tithi aMge matabheda hovA chatAM paraspara khUba lAgaNI ane sadbhAva) ====== ========== =========== ==== judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya [187| I | !

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- - - ThatA. jUnA kALamAM AtmArAmajI ma. vigeree sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyamAMthI saMvegI dIkSA lIdhI. ghaNAM varSo ! sudhI sthAnakavAsI saMghamAM teoe muhapatti bAMdhelI te choDI ApaNA saMvegI pakSamAM bhaLyA. tyAre temaNe muhapatti bAMdhavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. te jayAre ApaNe tyAM dIkSita banyA, tyAre vyAkhyAna vakhate sAdhuo muhapatti IbAMdhatA hatA, ane amadAvAdanAM badhA upAzrayo, DahelAno upAzraya, luhAranI poLa, vIrano upAzraya vigerenuM Ibadhe ThekANe vyAkhyAna vakhate muhapatti bAMdhavAmAM AvatI. temaNe jemanI pAse ahIM dIkSA svIkArI hatI te! maNivijaya dAdA vigere paNa vyAkhyAna vakhate muhapatti bAMdhI vyAkhyAna vAMcatA. buTerAyajI mahArAja, . muLacaMdajI ma., AtmArAmajI ma. vigere jyAre amadAvAda AvyA tyAre amadAvAdamAM dareka upAzraya imuhapatti bAMdhI vyAkhyAna vAMcavAnI prathA hatI. A prathAno buTerAyajI ma. ane AtmArAmajI mahArAje |potAne mATe upayoga karavAnuM na rAkhyuM. teo vyAkhyAna vakhate hAthamAM muhapatti rAkhI vyAkhyAna vAMcatA paNaT IbAMdhatA nahi. jene laI amadAvAdanA badhA upAzrayanAM dvArA temanA utaravA mATe baMdha thayA. paNa nagarazeThanuM kuTuMba temanuM bhakta hovAthI ujamaphaInI dharmazALAmAM temane utAro maLyo. te divase ujamaphaInI dharmazALA! upAzraya tarIke palaTANI ane muhapatti na bAMdhanArAonuM utaravAnuM mukhya sthAna rahyuM. bUTerAyajI ma. ane AtmArAmajI ma. vigeree ApaNAmAM dIkSA lIdhI tyArapachI muhapatti bAMdhavA,i Ina bAMdhavAnI, jUnI peDhIgata sAdhuo ane A navA sAdhuo vacce carcA cAlI. temAM keTalAka zrAvako to! IevA custa hatA ke muhapatti na bAMdhanAra sAdhu vidvAna hoya ane sArA abhyAsI hoya to paNa temanuM vyAkhyAna na sAMbhaLe. Avo eka custa varga hato. A custa vargamAM chelle chelle preraka nItisUri ma. hatA.' temaNe A saMbaMdhamAM "muhapatti carcA sAra' e nAmanuM eka pustaka chapAvyuM hatuM. mAyAbhAI zeTha muhapatti bAMdhI vyAkhyAna vAMcanArA varganA custa himAyatI hatA. jo ke AvA custI 'himAyatIo amadAvAdamAM bahu thoDA rahyA hatA. chatAM temano Agraha A saMbaMdhamAM khUba hato. jene laIne! temanA vahIvaTanA upAzrayamAM muhapatti na bAMdhanAra sAdhu vyAkhyAnapITha upara besI vyAkhyAna Ape te temane gamatuM na hatuM. pU. A siddhisUri ma.nA nAte sAgarajI ma. ane rAmacaMdrasUrijI vigereno savizeSa saMbaMdha thayo. tene laI mayAbhAI zeTha paNa temanA paricayamAM AvyA. rAmacaMdrasUrijI, te vakhatanA rAmavijayajI sArA! vaktA hovAthI pagathiyAnA upAzraye teo vyAkhyAna Ape tevo vicAra keTalAka taraphathI rajU thayo. tyAre te mAyAbhAI zeThe teno virodha karyo ane spaSTa jaNAvyuM ke amArA upAzrayanI vyAkhyAnapITha uparathI muhapatti | jnahIM bAMdhanAra sAdhunuM vyAkhyAna nahIM thaI zake. jo temane vyAkhyAna ApavuM hoya to te pAchiyAnI poLanAnuM |cokaThAmAM ApI zake che. ane te mujaba rAmavijayajI ma.nuM vyAkhyAna pAchiyAnI poLanA cokaThAmAM goThavAyuM! hatuM. mAyAbhAI zeTha khUba jUnavANI vicAranA hatA. mane yAda che te mujaba prAyaH haMsavijayajI ma. [kALadharma pAmyA. temanI sabhA ujamaphaInA upAzraye kasturabhAI zeThanA pramukhapada nIce thaI. te vakhate sabhAnI 1. |rIta mujaba zokaTharAva thayo. Ano virodha karavA ane mAyAbhAI zeThe kaheluM. paNa kasturabhAInI chAyAthI tenuM IkAMI baneluM nahi. =============================== 188] , [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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- - - T verAvaLa, mAMgaroLa tarapha keTalIka pratimAonI pratiSThA suvidita nahi gaNAtA sAdhuo dvArA thayelI, te jANyA pachI teo verAvaLa, mAMgaroLa gayA tyAre te pratiSThita bhagavAnonAM darzana nahi karavAnuM vicAryuM. . ane amalamAM paNa mUkyuM. A pachI mArI AgaLa temaNe carcA karI tyAre meM kahyuM, "A vartana khoTuM che".! ; A saMbaMdhamAM tyAra pachI meghasUri ma. sAthe carcA karI tyAre temaNe paNa kahyuM ke "A barAbara nathI. pratiSThA 1 karanAra koNa che tenAM UMDANamAM utaravAmAM Ave to ghaNAM tIrthonI yAtrA rahI jaze. bhagavAnanI mUrti dekho jeTale mastaka namavuM joIe. koNe pratiSThA karI e na vicAravuM joIe". vadhumAM temanuM kahevuM e hatuM kej "samAjanA mukhya mANase vyavahAramAM kAMI paNa kharAba dekhAya tevuM na karavuM joIe". A vAta mayAbhAIneT ! gaLe UtarI. arthAt mAyAbhAI khUba rUDhicusta, jUnavANI, vicAronA hatA. paraMtu khUba ja dharmaniSTha, kriyAzIla! ane vidyAvyAsaMgI hatA. i temanA kALamAM vizA zrImALI jJAtinuM varcasva temanI zeThAInA kAraNe temaNe sAcavI rAkhyuM hatuM.i TbIjA gRhasthonA putromAM dhArmikatAno je vAraso na dekhAyo te vAraso temaNe temanA putromAM Apyo hato.. !jene laI temanA svargavAsa bAda temanA putra narottamadAsa ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhInA pratinidhi thayA! | hatA. ane peDhImAM sAruM varcasva dharAvatA hatA. | jUnA AgevAna gRhastho sAro dhArmika ayAsa karelA hoya temAM mAyAbhAI zeThanuM udAharaNa chellAM che. teo jIvyA tyAM sudhI tithi aMge ane bIjA keTalAka prazno aMge mArA ane temanAmAM matabheda hovA IchatAM khUba sAro saMbadha hato. temanA vaDavAonI yAdagIrI nimitte dharmasaMgraha graMthanuM bhASAMtara thAya te icchA! temanA svargavAsa pachI bhaMdrakarasUri dvArA bhASAMtara karAvI te graMthane prakAzita karI te icchAne pAra pADI che.' i amadAvAdamAM te kALe bhagubhAI, cImanabhAI, mAyAbhAI ane giradharabhAI A cAra puruSo saMghanA mukhya AgevAna hatA. ane te koI vicAramAM nizcita thAya te vicAra AkhA saMghane mAnya banato. I zeTha jIvatalAla pratApazI zeTha jIvAbhAI pratApazI rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma.nA ananya bhakta hatA. khAsa karIne rAmacaMdrasUrijI! ma.nA muMbaImAM lAlabAgamAM cAturmAsa thayA tyAre temanA dvArA je koI dhArmika pravRttio thaI temAM jIvAbhAI : zeThe mukhya bhAga bhajavelo. zarUAtamAM rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje vyAkhyAnamAM "keTalAka jainonA gharamAM paNa i IMDAno upayoga thAya che, AvuM vidhAna kareluM te aMge UhApoha jAgelo. temaja yuvaka saMgha ane sosAyaTInuM Te be nAme jainomAM UhApoha jAgelo. tathA nAnI uMmaranAM bALakone dIkSA ApavA vigerenA prasaMgoneT |anusarI je matabheda UbhA thayelA te badhAmAM rAmacaMdrasUrijI pakSe jIvAbhAI zeTha khAsa UbhA rahela. pAchaLathI! zAsana pakSamAM peNa tithi-matabhedane kAraNe je bheda thayo temAM jIvAbhAI zeTha rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma.nA pakSe! : AgevAna rahelA. lAlabAgano upAzraya A badhA prasaMgomAM rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. taraphI rahela. muMbaImAM jIvAbhAI zeThanI temanA bhakta tarIkenI prasiddhi hatI. teo tenAM ananya vaphAdAra tarIke gaNAtA hatA. ! =============================== judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya [189 - - - - - - - - - - - ]

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vi.saM. 1992mAM saMvatsarIno matabheda Avyo. tyAre premasUrijI ma.nA AjJAvartI kSamAbhadrasUrijI goDIjImAM cAturmAsa hatA. tyAre goDIjImAM besanArAoe rAmacaMdrasUrijI taraphI saMvatsarI karavAno inkAra karyo ane te aMge goDIjImAM tophAna thayuM. tyAre jIvAbhAI zeThe polisa bolAvI kSamAbhadrasUri vigeremAM |mahArAjono bacAva karyo hato. A uparAMta paNa amadAvAda, khaMbhAta, rAdhanapura vigere ThekANe yuvaka saMghanI | pravRttine laI zAsana pakSa sAme yuvakonAM jyAM tophAno thayAM tyAM teo bacAvamAM UbhA rahetA hatA. arthAt | jaina saMghamAM jIvAbhAI zeTha rAmacaMdrasUri ma.nA ananya bhakta gaNAtA hatA. jene laI bIjA AcAryono durbhAva temanI tarapha hato. ane temano vyavahAra paNa bIjA sAdhuo pratye gauNarUpe hato. tithi-carcAnAM cukAdA prasaMgamAM vaidyanA cukAdAmAM ghAlamelamAM temanuM nAma gavAtuM hatuM. Ama chatAM, dharmanA rAgI hovAthI vijaya nemisUri pra. vigere AcAryo pAse teo jatA AvatA rahetA. paNa A badhAno teo vizvAsa meLavI zakyA na hatA. pAchaLanAM varSomAM rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. ne temanA guru premasUrijI ma. sAthe gharSaNa thatAM ane dareka |prasaMgomAM rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma.nI aNDAmaNo jaNAtAM teo temanAthI ubhagyA hatA. vyavahArathI teo temanuM badhuM sAcavatA. chatAM aMdarathI temane temanI keTalIka pravRtti gamatI na hatI. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. paNa temanI A sthiti joI temanA upara aTala vizvAsa na mUkatA. (3) A jIvAbhAI zeTha mane sAmA pakSano mAnI mArAthI aLagA rahetA hatA. mane yAda che te mujaba | |2014nI sAla sudhI to teo mArI pratye zaMkAzIla hatA. temane huM kaTTara virodhI lAgato. koI koI vAra dharmasAgarajI mahArAja ke bIjA sAdhuonI pAse koI prasaMge mAro ane temano meLApa thato tyAre paNa teo mArI pratye zaMkAnI najare jotA. mane yAda che te mujaba eka prasaMga mArI pratyenI zaMkAzIlatAno nIce mujaba che. vi.saM. 2014nI |AsapAsanA gALAmAM mohanalAla cunIlAla dhAmI rAjakoTavALA kasturabhAI zeThanI viruddha "jayahinda'peparamAM lekho lakhatA hatAM. A gALAmAM mAro jIvAbhAI zeTha sAthe vadhu paDato saMbaMdha thayo. eka vakhata kasturabhAI zeThane temaNe kahyuM ke 'mohanalAla cunIlAla dhAmI, prabhudAsa becaradAsa paMDita ane maphatalAla eka ToLInA che. Apa temanA upara bahu vizvAsa mUkatA pahelAM vicAra karajo'. zeThe javAba Apyo, 'mAro maphatalAla sAtheno saMbaMdha chellA dasa varSathI che. ane mArI samaja che te mujaba mane temanA saMbaMdhamAM koI asaMtoSa ke zaMkA thaI nathI. ane huM dasa varSamAM temane pArakhI na zakuM tema bane nahi. mane to te khUba vizvasanIya lAgyA [che'. A kahyuM tyAre kezubhAI zeTha hAjara hatA. temaNe mane temanI ophisamAM khAnagImAM kahyuM ke 'zeThane mAM tamArA upara khUba vizvAsa che. tamArA mATe eka AgevAna bhAIe TIkA karI hatI paNa zeThe tamAro bacAva karyo hato". meM A vAta khAsa lakSamAM ochI lIdhI. paraMtu, thoDA divasa bAda jhaverIvADa AMbalInI poLe zrIyuta ramaNalAla vajecaMdanA tyAM eka miTiMga hatI. A miTiMgamAM ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAI paNa hatA. huM temane maLavA ramaNalAla vajecaMdanA ghera gayo. 190] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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1 miTiMga maLyA bAda ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAIne maLyo ane vAtacIta karI. huM nIkaLato hato tyAM jIvAbhAI zeThej mane rokyo. kahyuM ke mAre tamArI sAthe thoDI vAta karavI che. meM kahyuM, bhale. ame ekAMtamAM eka bAju beThA.! temaNe mane kahyuM, "meM tamArI viruddha kasturabhAI zeThane kahyuM hatuM, paNa tamArA upara temano aTala vizvAsa che. tamArA mATe meM je viruddha kahyuM teno micchAmi dukkaDama dauM chuM. atyAra sudhInAM judA judA prasaMgone laIne; mArI dRSTi tamArA viruddha hatI. paNa zeTha jevA tamArA upara ATalo vizvAsa rAkhe che to mArA jevAe tamArI viruddha rahevAnuM kAraNa nathI". A pachI jIvAbhAI zeTha sAtheno mAro saMbaMdha khUba ja vadhyo. A agAu TrasTa-ekTa vigerenA! kesamAM saMbaMdha hato, paNa zeTha zaMkAzIla hatA. A prasaMga banyA pachI to te mArA presanI ophise ane mAre; ghera paNa ghaNIvAra AvatA ane huM paNa temane tyAM ghaNIvAra jato. temane tyAM jamato. aThavADiyAmAM ekAda Hvakhata jo na maLyA hoIe to te maLavAno acUka vicAra rAkhatA. bahAragAma paNa javAnuM thAya tyAre tej daramyAna avAranavAra maLatA. huM pAchaLanAM vakhatamAM muMbaI jato tyAre temanA ghera Utarato. mArA dhaMdhAmAM! koI vakhata paisAnI bhIDa paDatI, to teo mane paisAnI paNa madada karatA. te paisAnuM huM vyAja ApavA mAMgato! to paNa te letA nahi. kasturabhAI zeThanI sAthenA mArA vadhu paDatAM saMbaMdhane kAraNe temaNe mane kahyuM ke "eka divasa zeThAM 'mAre tyAM jamavA Ave. ane sAthe tame paNa Avo. mAre vIla saMbadhamAM zeThanI salAha levI che." meM zeThaneT vAta karI. eka ravivAre kasturabhAI zeThe temane tyAM AvavAnuM kabUlyuM. paNa jamavA AvavAnI vAtano temaNe! svIkAra na karyo. jIvAbhAI zeThano Agraha temane jamavA lAvavAno khUba hovAthI meM temane ghaNo Agraha karyo. zeTha mauna rahyA. meM saMmati mAnI lIdhI. jamavA AvavAnA divasa agAu temanA putrane araviMda milamAM jAmaMtraNa ApavA mokalyA. zeThe nA kahI. meM Agraha karyo ke A bhAI muMbaIthI khAsa AmaMtraNa ApavAnuM AvyA che. zeTha ane huM temane tyAM jamavA gayA. zeTha sAthe jIvAbhAIe valasaMbaMdhI vAta karI ane salAhI TlIdhI. A pachI temanI tabiyata narama rahevA lAgI. tyAre te mane temanA tyAM bolAvatAM. huM puNya jprakAzanuM stavana, zAMta sudhArasa bhAvanA vigere saMbhaLAvato. Ama pAchaLanAM varSomAM jIvAbhAI zeTha sAthe mAro khUba saMbaMdha rahyo. jUnAM keTalAka matabhedo hovA chatAM te badhA visarI gayA hatA. ane vaDIla tarIke| rahI mane yogya salAha sUcana paNa ApatAM. ane huM paNa dhArmika matabhedonA prasaMgane anusarIne koI vAta! ! kahuM te pUrI cIvaTathI sAMbhaLatA. (4) jIvAbhAI zeTha kahetA hatA ke huM muMbaImAM Avyo tyAre 15/- rU. nA pagAre nokarIe rahyo hato.' paNa pAchaLathI jAtamahenata ane buddhithI te khUba AgaLa vadhyA. muMbaI zerabajAranA sthApako paikInA teo eka hatA. zerabajAramAM temanI khUba moTI pratiSThA hatI. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa jaina saMghamAM teo gaNanApAtra ivyakti hatA. briTiza sAmrAjaya daramyAna rAjyamAM paNa temanI moTI lAgavaga hatI. sArAye jaina saMghamAM teonuM sthAna AgevAna gRhastha tarIke gaNAtuM. te khUba dharmaniSTha, kriyAzIla, =============================== ( judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya [191

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sevAbhAvI hatA. temaNe pAlitANAmAM rahI savA lAkha navakArano jApa karyo hato. dharma uparanI AsthA temanI ! TgajabanI hatI. temano kahelo eka prasaMga mane yAda che. temaNe kahyuM ke "mAro dIkaro kaoNlejamAM bhaNato hato. tenAM mArka ane rIjhalTa mATe huM prophesaranA tyAM gayo hato. tyAMthI huM pAcho pharato hato te vakhate mArI gADI bhIMDI | bijAramAMthI pasAra thaI ane cAre bAjuthI muslimonuM eka ToLuM "mAro mAro' karatuM AvyuM. gADInI AsapAsaT te ToLuM gherAI vaLyuM. huM samajI gayo ke bacavAnI AzA nathI. meM navakAramaMtra gaNavA zarU karyA. manamAM ! AgAravALuM paccakakhANa dhAryuM. A ToLuM mArI gADI upara kAMI ghA kare te pahelAM eka bujharga miyAM luMgI ; paherelo AgaLa Avyo. mane oLakhI te bolyo, "jIvAbhAI, tame ahIM kyAMthI AvyA ?" ToLAne hAka mArI teNe kahyuM, AghA khaso. gADImAM eka mANasane besADI mArI gADI hiMdu lattAnA nAke mUkI gayo. mane | JA prasaMgathI navakAra upara khUba AsthA rahI. ane meM pAlitANAmAM cAra mAsa rahI savA lAkha navakAramaMtrano! 1jA5 karyo". A navakAranA jApa vakhate evo niyama rAkhelo ke A jApa pUro na thAya tyAM sudhI game tevo | JprasaMga Ave to paNa pAlitANA choDavuM nahi. A niyamanI kasoTI thaI. huM tathA mArA bhAInA patnI, I caMdrazekhara vijayajInI mAtA vigere tapazcaryApUrvaka jApa karatA hatA te arasAmAM muMbaIthI eka tAra Avyo.! 'A tAramAM mArA bhAI kAMtilAlanI tabiyata narama hovAnA samAcAra hatA. A vakhate zatruMjaya mAhAbhya; vigere vaMcAtuM hatuM. A tAra vAMcI muMbaI javuM-na javuM teno vicAra karatA hatA tevAmAM bIjo tAra Avyo. A tAra mArA bhAI kAMtilAla gujarI gayAno hato". "ame badhA vicAramAM paDyA. te vakhate bhAvanagarathI vimAnanI sarvisa na hatI. amadAvAda thaI muMbaI pahoMcavA mATe game teTalI mahenata karIe to paNa pahoMcI zakAya tema na hatuM. khUba khUba vicAra pachI ; nirNaya karyo ke temanA agnidAha pahelAM ApaNe koI rIte pahoMcI zakIe tema nathI. agnidAha thayA pachI pahoMcavuM na pahoMcavuM sarakhuM che. caMdrazekhara vijayajInI mAtA paNa savA lAkha navakAramaMtramAM joDAyelAM hatAM. temaNe lokApavAdane ; igaNakAryA vinA nirNaya karyo ke je thavAnuM hatuM te thaI gayuM. have javAno artha nathI. lokApavAda thaze paNa tuM te savA lAkha navakAramaMtrano jApa pUrNa karavAmAM rokAyAM. A kasoTI amArI dharmazraddhAne hacamacAve tevI hatI. loko taraphathI amAre khUba sAMbhaLavAnuM thayuM. paNa A jApa ame pUrNa karyo." 1 jIvAbhAI zeThe pAlitANAno charI pALato saMgha kADhyo hato. ujamaNuM karyuM hatuM. pratiSThA karAvI hatI. pAlitANAmAM sosAyaTImAM kAcanuM derAsara je Aje bhavya che te temanA parizramano pratApa che. 'pAlitANAmAM zrAvikAzrama, AyaMbila khAtuM vigere saMsthAonA te prANarUpa hatA. muMbaInI AyaMbila zALA,T bhAyakhallAnuM derAsara, lAlabAganuM derAsara, upAzraya vigere aneka muMbaInI saMsthAo ane rAdhanapuranI ghaNI ! dhArmika saMsthAonA te prANarUpa hatA. sAdhu-sAdhvIonI vaiyAvacca ane saMgha upara koIpaNa ThekANe muzkelI Ave tyAre tenA bacAvamAM khaDe page te rahenArA hatA. mahArASTramAM Avela jura kaoNnpharansamAM dharmavirodhI 1 iTharAvo ane muMbaI yuvaka saMghanI dharmavirodhI pravRttionAM pratikAramAM temaNe ghaNo rasa dAkhavyo hato. gAyakavADaj = = = = ================ ( 192] ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - II - - ---- I

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sarakAranA dIkSAvirodhI kAyadA vakhate tenA pratikAramAM paNa te sahabhAgI hatA. jaina saMghanI keTalIka carcAmAM bhAga levA badala temane ghaNI vakhata moTA AcAryo tathA AgevAno jtaraphathI paNa durbhAva sahana karavo paDyo hato. muMbaI sarakAramAM dIkSAvirodhI eka bila dhArAsabhAmAM AvavAnuM hatuM. te vakhate premasUri ma. pUnA hatA. temaNe ane temanA samudAye pratikAra mATe prayatna karyo. temAM AgevAna AcArya bhagavaMtonI sahIo levAnI hatI. A sahI mATe teo prathama pAjarApoLanA upAzraye udayasUri ma. pAse gayA. udayasUri mahArAje kahyuM, "amane sahI ApavAmAM vAMdho nathI. paNa tame pU. bApajI ma.nI sahI pahelAM laI Avo, Ikemake te amArA badhA karatA moTA che." jIvAbhAI zeTha vidyAzALAe bApajI ma. pAse AvyA. bApajI ma.T te vakhate AMkha bahu ochuM dekhatA hatA. jIvAbhAI zeThe temane kahyuM, "ma. sAheba, 1990nA muni | saMmelananA paTTaka upara sahI karanArA nava AcAryo paikI Apa eka hayAta cho. ATheya AcAryo kALadharma, 1 pAmyA che. Apa sauthI vaDIla ane vRddha cho. eTale huM ApanI pahelI sahI levA Avyo chuM." A vAta |mahArAjane avaLI samajAI. temaNe kahyuM, "ATha gayA, huM na gayo ema tAruM kahevuM che ne ? paNa zuM thAya? | mArA hAthanI vAta thoDI che?" A vAta vakhate zeTha cImanalAla kaDiyAnA banevI puruSottamadAsa hAjara hatA.' 'temanI pAsethI ane pachIthI jIvAbhAI pAsethI A vAta sAMbhaLI. vAta karavAmAM kevuM UMdhuM paDe che tenuM A| daSTAMta che. bIjo prasaMga vi.saM. 1993 AsapAsano che. je vakhate sAgarajI ma. ane nemisUri ma. sAtheT |jAmanagara comAsuM hatA. comAsuM UtaryA bAda khaMbhAtamAM zAstrIya carcA karavAnuM nakkI thayuM hatuM. A nakkI! jIvAbhAI zeTha karI gayA hatA, paNa pAchaLathI rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje mAre mahArASTra tarapha vihAra karavAno che tema jaNAvI nA pADI ane bIjA temanA sivAya carcAmAM bhAga levA taiyAra na thayA. tyAre A vAta karavAnuM jjIvAbhAI zeTha nemisUri ma. pAse AvyA. tyAre temano vAMka nahoto chatAM A kAmamAM paDavA badala niMdanasUrijI ma. taraphathI ghaNuM sAMbhaLavuM paDyuM hatuM. AvA ghaNA prasaMgo jIvAbhAI zeThanA jIvanamAM banyA] che. paNa te aTala zraddhALu hovAthI sAdhu-sAdhvIonA satata paricayamAM rahyA che. savAra sAMja pratikramaNa,! pUjA-sevA, navakArazI, cauvihAra, tapa japa, pauSadha vigere dharmAnuSThAnamAM satata parovAyelA rahevA chatAM vyApAra, samAja ane jaina zAsanamAM te agragaya puruSa hatA. temanI khoTa zAsanane sadA raheze. zeTha bhogIlAla laheracaMda ame pATaNa bhaNatA hatA tyAre pATaNanA AgevAnomAM bhogIlAla zeThanuM nAma jANItuM hatuM.i pATaNamAM koI viziSTa prasaMga hoya ane muMbaIthI AgevAno padhAravAnA hoya tyAre temAM bhogIlAla zeThaI mukhya gaNAtA. - temano paricaya mane vi.saM. 2004mAM saMvatsarIno prazna Avyo tyAre thayo. muMbaImAM goDIjI vigere ThekANe kayA divase saMvatsarI karavI te prazna upasthita thayo, temAM AgevAnonI miTiMga maLI. AmAM ================================ judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya [193

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saMvatsarInA matabhedane samajavA mATe te AgevAnoe mane muMbaI bolAvyo. huM temanA kaheNathI muMbaI gayo.j muMbaImAM goDIjI vigere derAsaranA TrasTIo ane AgevAnonI eka miTiMga bhogIlAla laheracaMdanI ophisamAM maLI. A miTiMgamAM judA judA maMtavyo rajU thayA bAda moTo varga nemisUrijI ane vallabhasUrijIne anusarato ! hovAthI te vakhate pAMcamanA (bhAdaravA suda pAMcama) kSaye chaThThanA kSaya pUrvakano nirNaya muMbaImAM nemisUri ma.nI mAnyatA mujaba thayo. A prasaMga pachI huM bhogIlAla laheracaMdanA aMgata paricayamAM Avyo. ane tyArabAda muMbaImAM TrasTa ekTano kesa ame laDyA tyAre temaNe temAM pUro rasa dAkhavyo. eTale vadhu paricaya thayo. A kesanA! saMcAlanamAM amArI sAthe teo pUro rasa letA hatA. temanAmAM khUbI e hatI ke ame muMbaI hAIkorTamAM. niSphaLa gayA tyAre te hatAza na thayA. temaja amane hatAza na karyA. ane amArAmAMthI rasa ocho karI phAragata na thayA. paNa game tevA hatotsAhanA prasaMge paNa amane baLa ApatA. A kesamAM rahevA-jamavAnI IbadhI ja sagavaDa temaNe vAlakezvaranA temanA baMgalAmAM karI ApI hatI. Ama temanI chApa karakasariyA ane] IkRpaNanI hovA chatAM amane TrasTa ekTanAM kesamAM darzana viparIta thayA hatAM. te AdithI aMta sudhI sAthe rahyA. hatA. bhogIbhAI zeTha bahu ja spaSTa bolA ane je hoya te koInI paNa zarama rAkhyA vinA spaSTa kahevAnA svabhAvanA hatA. I temane sAdhuone keTaloka vyavahAra gamato nahi. moTA sAdhu ke AcArya, kAgaLa koI sAdhu pAse, lakhAve, temanuM paDilehaNa bIjo sAdhu kare, A badhuM temane ajugatuM lAgatuM. ane tenI TIkA karatA. A. sivAya paNa te dharma-kriyAkAMDamAM ochA joDAyelA hovAthI ane sAdhuonA nikaTa paricayavALA na hovAthI, keTalIka bAbatono khyAla na hovAthI, lokone na pasaMda paDe tevuM te kahI nAkhatA. AthI dharmAnuSThAnapriya lokomAM te apriya thatA. gatAnugatika dAnapravAhamAM paNa te ochu mAnatA. ane tethI upadhAna vigeremAM thatI mIThAI vigerenI TIkA karatA. e paNa lokone ochuM gamatuM. paraMtu muMbaI, pATaNa vigere sthaLoe dhanavAna ane buddhivAna hovAnA kAraNe aneka nAnI moTI saMsthAomAM te TrasTI hatA. sAdhuomAM khAsa karIne vijaya vallabhasUrijInA teo savizeSa rAgI hatA. Ama chatAM avasare avasare badhA sAdhuo pAse jatA ane temanA taraphathI koI paNa kAma hoya ane te temane game; to teo karatA. paNa koIne aMdha bhakta na hatA. keLavaNImAM khAsa teo mAnatA hatA. jene laIne vallabhasUrijI ma. hastakanI keTalIka saMsthAomAM te saMkaLAyelA rahetA. te zrIrAma milanA ejanTa, bATalIboyA kaMpanInA mAlika ane jhaverI bajAranA AgevAna jhaverI hovA chatAM khUba sAdA, saraLa ane gamatI pravRttiomAM! rasa lenArA hatA. huM jANuM chuM te mujaba ghaNAM varSothI te kevaLa dUdha ane phaLo upara rahetA. anAjanI vAnagI bhAgye ja teo ArogatA. masAlAvALI vastuo ane Acarakucara AroganArAo upara temane sUga hatI.' moTI uMmare paNa teo savAre kasarata karatA. gharaAMgaNe derAsara rAkheluM hovAthI roja pUjA karatA ane sArA TgAyakane bolAvI stavano vigere sAMbhaLatA. muMbaI jevA zaheramAM rahevA chatAM ghara-AMgaNe gAyo vigereT Jpazuone pALatAM. je vAta potAne game te, bIjA game te TIkA kare tenI paravA karyA vagara karatA. ! mAro saMbaMdha temanI sAthe vi.saM. 2004 pachI thayo. ane te uttarouttara gADha banyo. huM jyAre =============================== 194] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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muMbaI jato tyAre acUka temane temanI ophise ke ghera maLavAnuM rAkhato. eka vakhata evuM banyuM ke emaNe mane... temane tyAM jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. A AmaMtraNa betraNa divasa pachI nakkI karyuM hatuM. teo aMdherI TekarI upara temanA baMgale rahetA hatA. huM te divase mANasAvALA mULacaMda vADIlAlane tyAM gayo. temano baMgalo temanI TekarInI nIcenA bhAgamAM hato. mULacaMdabhAI sAthe ghaniSTha saMbadha hovAnA kAraNe huM temanA tyAM vAte vaLagyo. agiyAra-sADA agiyAra thayA eTale mULacaMdabhAIe mane kahyuM, "tame ahIM jamI lo. tamane traNa |divasa pahelA AmaMtraNa ApyuM che. kadAca bhogIbhAI zeTha bhUlI gayA haze. mATe tyAM nahi jAo to cAlaze.| |kemake teo to anAjanI vAnagI jamatA nathI. kadAca te hAjara haze ke nahi hoya. ane temanA mANasane I paNa khabara haze ke nahi hoya". A vAta cAlatI hatI tyAM bhogIbhAI zeThano Teliphona Avyo. temaNe kahyuM, ''huM tamArI rAha jouM chuM. tame jamavA Avo". bhogIbhAI zeTha jANatA hatA ke maphatalAla mULacaMdabhAIne tyAM beThA che eTale temaNe mane Teliphona karyo hato. huM tyAM gayo. jamyo. ane kahyuM, "meM mAneluM ke kadAca / Apa bhUlI gayA hazo. ane mULacaMdabhAIno Agraha hato eTale huM tyAM jamI levAno hato". zeThe javAbamAM kahyuM, "ameya pATaNanA chIe. amadAvAdanA nathI. AmaMtraNa ApyA pachI bhUlI jaIe e amArAmAM na| bane." temanI nikhAlasatAne bIjo eka dAkhalo temano kahelo kahuM chuM. eka vakhata teo goDIjInA upAzraye vallabhasUrijI ma. ne vaMdana karavA gayA. te arasAmAM mahArAja AMkhe dekhatA na hatA. temanA ziSya | kahyuM ke "bhogIlAla zeTha AvyA che." mahArAja kAMI gaNatA hatA. ziSye bethI cAra vAra thoDA thoDA samayane| ! AMtare bhogIlAla zeTha AvyAnuM mahArAjane kahyuM. mahArAje kahyuM, "temane sthiratA hoya to bese ane sthiratA na hoya to javuM hoya to jAya." bhogIlAla zeTha paMdara miniTa beThA. pachI mahArAje vAta karI. bhogIlAla zeThane A prasaMgathI mahArAjanI nispRhatA upara Adara upajyo ane mahArAjane kahyuM ke "mAre jarAya utAvaLa nathI. Apa je gaNatA hoya te pUruM karo. huM nirAMte beTho chuM." temaNe temanA jIvananA keTalAka prasaMgo mane kahelA. temAMno eka prasaMga kahetAM mane jaNAveluM "mAro dhaMdho jhaverAtano. hIrA-motInAM paDIkAM laI amAre grAhakane batAvavA javuM paDe. eka prasaMga evo banyo ke muMbaInA eka mALAmAM banArasa tarapha rahetA eka zrImaMtane tyAM huM jhaverAtanAM paDIkAM batAvavA gayo. paDIkAM batAvyA pachI mane khabara paDI ke A eka banAvaTI ToLI che. huM phasAyo chuM. jhaverAta jaze te sAthe / jIva paNa jaze. evI gaMdha mane temanI vAta ane rItarasama uparathI lAgI. te saheja AdhA-pAchA thayA eTale zuM |huM rUmamAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gaTaranI je simenTanI pAipo hoya che je roDa upara paDatI hoya tene pakaDI ' saDasaDATa nIce UtarI gayo ane jIva bacAvyo.' "eka vakhata huM mArA bApA sAthe hIrA ane motI vagerenuM jhaverAta batAvato hato tyAre jonAra vyaktimAMthI eka vyaktie potAnA gAlaphorAmAM (moDhAnAM) be kiMmatI motI bharAvyAM. ame amArAM motI gaNyAM, to temAM be motI ochAM hatAM. pelI vyaktie kahyuM ke tamAro mAla che. ahIM je kAMIka paDyu hoya / te joI lo. ame badhe tapAsa karI paNa be motI ochA hatAM. mane khyAla AvI gayo ke sAmI vyaktie | gAlapho2AmAM motI bharAvyAM hatAM. mArA bApA vicAra karatA rahyA, ane meM UThIne sAmenI vyaktine beI tamAcA coDI dIdhA. motI tarata bahAra nIkaLyAM. ame amAro mAla laI vidAya thayA." judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya] [195

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ame muMbaImAM rahetA hatA te daramyAna dharmasUri ma. muMbaI AvyA. huM temanA paricayamAM Avyo. / !ane meM temanI pAse bhaviSyamAM bIjIvAra lagna nahi karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI. te samaya evo hato ke ! strIonA jAna suvAvaDamAM jokhamAtA hatA. mArI uMmara nAnI hatI. mArA bApAne A mArI pratijJA gamI nahi. temaNe ghaNo virodha karyo. huM makkama rahyo." (2) mAruM motiyAnuM oparezana thayuM tyAre mArA bhAI maNilAla vADIlAla dolatarAmanA tyAM nokarI karatA hatA. pachIthI temanI peDhI baMdha thatAM te mArI bhalAmaNathI bhogIlAla zeTha dvArA zrIrAma milamAM joDAyA. ane te riTAyarDa thayA tyAM sudhI tyAM rahyA. A badhAM kAraNone laI bhogIbhAI sAthe uttarouttara gADha paricaya thayo. temanI dIkarI vimaLAbenanuM kasturabhAI zeThanA dIkarA siddhArtha sAthe vevizALa nakkI thayuM tyAre huM muMbaI hato. A saMbaMdha pachI bhogIbhAI amadAvAda AvatAM tyAre huM temane acUka maLato, ane te paNa mane maLavAnI [icchA rAkhatA. emano saMbaMdha te jIvyA tyAM sudhI rahyo. ane tyArabAda temanA putra pratApabhAI sAthe bhAyakhallAnA TrasTanA lIdhe paricaya thayo ane Aje paNa te cAlu che. (e) bhogIbhAI sudhAraka chatAM dharmapremI ane rAgI hatA. temanAmAM dhanavAnapaNAnuM jarAya abhimAna na IhatuM. game tevI muzkelInAM prasaMge paNa te spaSTabolA hatA. moTA zrImaMta hovA chatAM nAnAmAM nAnA mANasa | IsAthe sArI rIte bhaLI zakatA hatA. temanI mahemAnagati zuddha zrAvakane zobhAve tevI hatI. kriyAkAMDamAM ochA hovA chatAM dharmagraMtho ane pUrvAcAryonAM jIvanacaritro sAMbhaLavAmAM temane khUba rasa hato. moTI uMmare paNa kAMI zIkhavA jevu lAge to te zIkhavAnI temanI taiyArI hatI. je temanA manamAM te ja temanI vANImAM hatuM. jIvana saraLa ane Agraharahita hatuM. te dAna ApavAmAM kaMjUsa na hatA, paNa potAno Apelo paiso barAbara yogya kharcAya che ke kema temAM teo pUruM dhyAna ApatAM. (4) amadAvAdanI ANadaMjI kalyANajInI peDhImAM teo muMbaI taraphathI pratinidhi hatA. te vakhate kasturabhAI zeTha sAthe vevAIno saMbaMdha nahi thayelo. AbunA jIrNoddhAranI vAta nIkaLI ane temAM vastupAla- | tejapAle jyAre derAsara baMdhAvyuM, tyAre kArIgaro Arasane ghaDatA, tyAre Arasano jeTalo bhUko paDe teTalI | cAMdI ApatA vigere vAta kahI, vastupAlanA derAsaranA nirmANanI prazaMsA karI. A derAsaranA jIrNodvAramAM | game teTalo kharca thAya to kharca karI tene anurUpa jIrNoddhAra karavo tevuM zeThe peDhInI miTiMgamAM jaNAvyuM. bhogIbhAI zeThe te vakhate kahyuM, "A badhuM barAbara che. paNa vastupAla tejapAle potAnA paisA kharcI A |maMdiranuM nirmANa karyuM che. jyAre ApaNe to lokonA ekaThA karelA paisA kharcavAnA che. eTale derAsaranAM yathAvata kAma thAya te barAbara, paNa kharca karatAM pahelAM ApaNe paiso veDaphAya nahi tenuM dhyAna to rAkhavuM ja ! paDe". 196] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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- bIjo eka prasaMga : ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhInA pratinidhionI miTiMga hatI. te vakhate sAdhu-] JsaMsthAnI vAta nIkaLatAM bhogIbhAI zeThe kahyuM, "moTA AcArya ane moTA sAdhuo, ApaNe jema nAmuM ' lakhanAra, paracUraNa kAma karanAra vigere mANaso rAkhIe tema, teo temanI pAse TapAla lakhanArA, ane paracUraNa kAma karanArA sAdhuo rAkhe che". A vAta zeThane na gamI. temaNe bhogIbhAIne kahyuM, "Apa; vayovRddha AgevAna cho. Avu bolavuM ThIka nathI". bhogIbhAIe kahyuM, "mane to sAdhu-saMsthAno nikaTano jparicaya nathI. paNa A jIvAbhAI zeTha vageree mane kahyuM hoya te uparathI kahuM chuM. bAkI ajugatuM bolAyuM lhoya to micchAmi dukkaDama". A baMne prasaMga zeThanA vevAI thayA pahelAMnA che. bhogIbhAI pATaNa, muMbaI vigerenI ghaNI saMsthAonA TrasTI ane AgevAna hatA. te koInA khAsaT lbhakta na hatA, tema koInI pratye arUci vALA na hatA. je koI paNa muni-mahArAjanuM kAma temane yogyaT lAge ane rUce to te karatA. temanA gharanA ane kuTuMbanA saMskAra khUba ja khAnadAna gRhasthane zobhe tevA hatA. teoe lAMbuM taMdurasta AyuSya bhogavyuM ane ghaNAM varSo sudhI mAtra dUdha ane phaLAhAra upara rahyA. temanAM svargavAsathI samagra jaina samAja, pATaNa saMgha ane muMbaI saMghe nirmaLa kAryakartAne gumAvyo che ane tenI khoTa | sadAne mATe rahI che. zrIyuta cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDiyA cImanalAla kezavalAla kaDiyA amadAvAda vizA osavAla jJAtinA hatA. teo bahu zrImaMta na hatA jpaNa kuzaLa kAryakara hatA. jayAre yuvaka saMgha taraphathI dIkSAno virodha ane dharmaviruddha keTalIka pravRttio upaDI tyAre teno pratikAra karavAno sAmAnya janatA taraphathI thayo tyAre te tenA agraNI hatA. jayAM jyAM dIkSAno, Ivirodha thayo tyAM tyAM zrIyuta kaDiyA pahoMcI jatA ane dIkSArthI ane tenAM kuTuMbane teo badhI rIte madada. | karatA. ane dIkSita thanArane koI muzkelI na paDe tenI pUrI saMbhALa rAkhavI, tathA A aMge korTamAM kesa thAya! ke tophAna thAya to tene pahoMcI vaLavAnI kSamatA rAkhatA. temaNe dhaMdho choDI yuvAna vaye zAsananA kAryamAM rasa dAkhavyo hato. AvA prasaMge potAnAM putra, putrI ane parivAranI mAMdagI vigerene paNa gauNa karI A IkAryane temaNe temanA jIvanamAM prathama sthAna ApyuM hatuM. vaDodarAno dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyado, paramAnaMdaj JprakaraNa, kaoNnpharansanI sudhAraka pravRtti temaja yuvaka saMghanI pravRttio vigereno sAmano temaNe rAta divasa joyA! vagara karyo hato. temanAmAM moTA utsavone kema pAra pADavA tenI sArI sUjha hatI. A badhA kAryamAM! sahakAryakarone ekaThA karavA ane temanI saMbhALa rAkhI zAsananAM kAryamAM joDavA tenI sArI sUjha dharAvatA | hato. T vi.saM. 1982 thI 90-92 sudhI zAsananAM sarvapakSIya kAryamAM te joDAyelA hatA. paNa tithi vigereT 'prazno pachI te ekapakSIya thatA temanA pratye keTalAka lokone arUci pedA thaI hatI. tithicarcAmAM ane khAsa karIne rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma.nI dareka pravRttimAM temaNe khUba AnaMdabhera rasa lIdho hato. dAnasUri jJAnamaMdiranuM =========================== ===== | judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya) [197 - -

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[nirmANa temanA parizramanuM pariNAma che. A badhuM chatAM pAchaLanA vakhatamAM teone rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. sAthe matabheda paDyo. chevaTanA kALe. te matabheda eTalo badho tIvra banyo ke ekabIjAnAM dUSaNo tarapha vaLyo. chellA vakhate temane kensaranI bimArI jthaI. A bimArI vakhate zAsananAM je kAMI kAryo karyAM hatAM, temAM sAhasa ane utsAhathI je kAMI khoTuM thayuM lhatuM teno saMbhALI saMbhALIne micchAmi dukkaDama temaNe dIdho hato. paramAnaMdabhAI jevAne kAgaLa lakhI. micchAmi dukkaDama dIdho hato. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ke jemanI sAthe varSo gALyAM, paNa pAchaLathI paDela matabhedane! lIdhe je vaimanasya thayuM, teno paNa temaNe micchAmi dukkaDama dIdho. 1 kaDiyAe temanAM yuvAnInAM varSo zAsananI sevAmAM gALyAM hatAM. te keTalIka bAbatamAM ekapakSIya hovA chatAM temanuM hRdaya malina na hatuM. darekanAM kAryamAM te UbhA rahyA hatA. yuvaka saMgha sAthenI laDatamAM, 'sudhArako taraphathI temaNe ghaNuM sahana karyuM hatuM. ekaMdare kaDiyA jevA AgevAna kAryakaronI jaina zAsanane na pUrI zakAya tevI khoTa che. temanA svargavAsa pachI zokasabhAno vicAra thayo. A zokasabhA AyaMbilazALAmAM rAkhavAnuM vicAryuM.T A mATe pramukha tarIke zeTha kezavalAla lallubhAInuM nAma zrIyuta ratilAla nAthAlAle sUcavyuM. paNa kezubhAI! zeThe kahyuM, "zrIyuta kaDiyA mATe sakala saMghanI sabhA na hoya". A vAta mane temanAM kuTuMbI taraphathI kahevAmAM AvI. kezubhAI zeThane maLyo ane kahyuM, "kaDiyAe je chellA paMdara-vIsa varSamAM je kAma karyuM che te khUba janumodana mAgI le tema che. Avo kAryakara ApaNane maLavo muzkela che. tethI tamAre nA na pADavI". zeThej mArI vAta svIkArI ane AyaMbIlazALAmAM temanI zokasabhA yojAI. A sabhA bolAvavAmAM amadAvAdanA! 'temanA jIvanakALa daramyAna ghaNA vakhata sudhI viparIta rahelA mohanalAla choTAlAla vigere gRhasthonI meM! sahIo lIdhI. ane te sabhAne anumodana ApyuM. zrIyuta kaDiyA jIvanakALa daramyAna ghaNA sAdhuonA saMgharSamAM AvyA hatA. chatAM te vIsarI jaI temanAM kAryanI rItane bIradAvI temanA jIvanamAM thayelA zAsananA hitasvI kAryonI anumodanA AcArya bhagavaMto taraphathI te sabhAmAM maLI hatI. (2) zrIyuta kaDiyA yuvaka saMgha vigere pravRttio aMge, ane tyArabAda rAmacaMdrasUrijInA ekapakSIya thayA pachI paNa, yaMgamensa sosAyaTInI ophisa ratanapoLamAM calAvatA hatA. huM te vakhate nAgajI bhudaranI poLamAM jraheto hato. A sAla prAyaH vi.saM. 1990-91nI hovA saMbhava che. te vakhate huM vidyAzALAmAM bhaNAvato hato. ane mAre vidyAzALAmAM bhaNAvavAne laI premasUrijI ma., jabusUrijI ma., kSamAbhadrasUrijI ma.T 1vigereno sAro paricaya thayo. e daramyAna jaina abhyadaya prinTiMga presa paNa huM calAvato hato. 1 jabusUri mahArAje mane paMcanigraMthI prakaraNanuM bhASAMtara karI chApavAnuM sopyuM. A pustaka chANIvALA jnagInadAsa garabaDadAsanI Arthika sahAyathI chapAtuM hatuM. A pustakanI prastAvanA meM lakhI hatI. Aj prastAvanAmAM eka jagyAe "A nigraMtha garbha ane janmathI ATha varSa pUrNa thayA bAda dIkSA lenAra hoya che tevuM chapAyuM hatuM. A lakhANa saMbadhamAM te vakhate sAgarajI ma.ne vAMdho hato. kAraNa ke sAgarajI ma. ema. =============================== 198] ( [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA |

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| mAnatA hatA ke "garbhathI AThamA varSe dIkSA thaI zake che". tene aMge temaNe "siddhacakra' pAkSikamAM TUMkI noMdha] 1 ApI, temAM lakhyuM ke maphatalAlane pUchatAM temaNe kaheluM ke "vidyAzALAmAM rahela AcArye A zabdo lakhAvyA. che che". A lakhANano UhApoha jAgyo. kaDiyA dvArA giradhara paraSottame mane sAgarajI ma.ne noTisa mokalavAno. eka kAgaLa mokalyo. AthI huM gabharAyo. meM A vAta siddhisUri ma. ne karI. temaNe mane kaDiyA dvArA Avela 1 giradhara paraSottamanAM noTisanA kAgaLo temane soMpavAnuM kahyuM. meM temane soMpyA. kaDiyA taraphathI noTisa i vigerenI ugharANI thatAM meM kahyuM ke "e kAgaLo meM bApajI ma.ne ApyA che, tethI e kAgaLo tame temanI] pAsethI laI Avajo". pariNAma e AvyuM ke koI levA gayuM nahi ne vAta paDatI mUkAI. arthAt e kALA | kaDiyA rAmacaMdrasUrijInA eTalA badhA bhakta banyA hatA ke temanA mATe game tevuM anicchanIya kAma karavA taiyAra! thatA. I I I ==== I === ========= judA judA AgevAna gRhasthono paricaya. [199 | - | |

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vibhAga - 12 pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya 1. zAsana samrATa vijaya nemisUri mahArAja (1) pU.A. vijaya nemisUrIzvarajI ma.nAM prathama darzana huM pATaNa vidyAbhuvanamAM bhaNato te vakhate thayelAM. ItyAre mArI uMmara 14-15 varSanI hatI. vidyAbhuvanamAM amane dhArmika abhyAsa karAvatA vaDhavANanA vatanI | |zAMtilAla haragoviMdadAse amane temanA prabhAvakapaNAnI ane jaina zAsananAM mahAna AcArya tarIkenA temanA I jIvananu varNana karI amArAmAM temanA pratye ahobhAva pragaTAvyo hato. vidyAbhuvananA abhyAsa daramyAna teozrInuM amAre tyAM Agamana thatuM. tyAre temanI vANInA | zravaNamAM rAjasthAnanAM kAparaDA vigere tIrthomAM temaNe tIrthonI rakSAmAM je kunehapUrvaka kArya kareluM te ane tenI ! pAchaLa teoe tathA temanA ziSyoe je bhoga Apelo tenuM varNana tathA amadAvAdanA nagarazeThanAM kuTuMbonI rItarasama temaja khaMbhAta ane bhAvanagaranA AgevAna gRhasthonAM kuTuMbonI rItarasama vigerenuM varNana teo karatA. te sAMbhaLI ame te-te zaheronA AgevAnonAM jIvanonAM AchA darzana karelAM. Ama, mArA bAlyakALamAM temanI prabhAvaka moTA mahAtmA tarIkenI chApa hatI. A chApa pAchaLathI mArA gurU paMDita prabhudAsabhAIno temanI sAtheno savizeSa paricaya ane temanI pratyenA temanA ati utkaTa ahobhAve temanI pratye amane vadhu AkarSI daDha karI hatI. vi.saM. 1990nA muni-saMmelananI karelI temanI kAryavAhIe temanAmAM rahela dIrghadRSTi ane zAsananI sarvatomukhI surakSAnuM bhAna karAvyuM hatuM. kaparA kALamAM paNa dhairya gumAvyA vinA kAma karavAnI temanAmAM apUrva zakti hatI. 1990nuM munisaMmelana temaja gAyakavADa sarakArano dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyado, yuvaka saMgha ane yaMgamenTsa jaina sosAyaTInI pravRtti, devadravyanI carcA, saMvatsarI tithi-matabheda vigere vigere prasaMgomAM te zaktinAM darzana thayAM che. 200] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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je kALe zAsananI keTalIka suvihita praNAlikAo chinna-bhinna thaI javAmAM hatI, te vakhate te| pravAhane badalavAnuM apUrva kAma temaNe temanA jIvanakALa daramyAna karyuM hatuM. jemake, yogondvahana vigerenI | prakriyAno lopa karI padagrahaNa karavAnI zarUAta AtmArAmajI ma., vijayadharmasUrijI, buddhisAgarasUrijI vigeree karI hatI. tene vaLAMka ApI samagra zAsanane yorgodvahana tarapha vALavAnuM apUrva kArya temaNe karyuM che. sAdhu-saMsthAmAM paThana-pAThanano nAda gajavI, je kALe mAtra TabA ane bhASAMtarothI saMtoSa mAnatA sAdhu | |hatA, te kALe temaNe jaina zAsanane vyAkaraNa, nyAya, jyotiSa ane AgamanA dhuraMdhara vidvAno soMpyA che.| pUrvakALanA paraMparAnugata yatio pAse rahelA hastalikhita bhaMDAro pANInA mUlye veDaphAtA hatA, ane keTalAka amUlya graMtho nAza pAmatA hatA. te graMthone temaNe teonI pAsethI laI samRddha jJAna-bhaMDAra UbhA karyA. A karavA pAchaLa kevaLa temanI zruta-rakSAnI buddhi hatI. jene laI jarUrI ane binajarUrI hastalikhita bhaMDAro temaNe yatione bIje vecatA aTakAvI jaina saMghamAM surakSita rAkhyA. teonI dRSTi sadAkALa saMghazAMti mATe rahI che. koI paNa vivAdagrasta prazna prasaMge zAsanamAM vikhavAda na thAya te lakSa rAkhI, potAnI game tevI mAnyatAne gauNa karatAM te acakAyA nathI. saMvegI sAdhuonI amadAvAda, khaMbhAta bhAvanagara vigere moTA zaheronAM kuTuMbo upara saMyamanI | chAyA prasarAvavAno prAraMbha A kALamAM temanA dvArA thayo che. jene laI A kuTuMbo yationA prabhAvathI viramI sAdhuonA paricayamAM AvyA ane tene anusaryA. temAM teono prabhAva mukhya kAraNarUpa che. (2) vi.saM. 1987 AsapAsa huM amadAvAdamAM Avyo. te pahelAM pU.A. nemisUrIzvarajI ma.nA samudAyanA sAdhuo paikI darzanasUri ma.no ane pU.A. vijJAnasUri ma. vigereno thoDo paricaya hato. pU.A. vijJAnasUri ma.no savizeSa paricaya ame pATaNa bhaNatA hatA tyAre amane paMDita vIracaMdabhAI bhaNAvatA hatA, ane te temanA ziSya kasturavijayajIne paNa bhaNAvatA hatA. tene laIne, ane darzanasUri ma.no paricaya pAlitANAmAM jinadatta brahmacaryAzramamAMthI chUTA thayelA mArI pAsenAM vidyArthIo paikI jayaMtilAla je pAchaLathI |jayAnaMdasUri thayA tene laIne hato. huM pAlitANAthI amadAvAda Avyo ane zarUAtamAM amadAvAdamAM sthira thAuM te vakhate pU.A. ma.ne maLyo. te pahelAM boTAdamAM paM. caraNavijayanA comAsAmAM thoDA divasa boTAda rahelo. tyAre pU. A. ma.nI kArakirdInA vakhANa boTAdamAM sAMbhaLelA. tethI savizeSa prabhAvita thayelo. amadAvAdamAM AvyA pachI |thoDA ja vakhatamAM muni-saMmelananI taiyArInI pravRttimAM amadAvAda zaheranA jaino rasa letAM, temAM huM paNa rasa | leto hovAthI A ma.nA paricayamAM Avela. kharI rIte to vizeSa paricaya tithi-carcAnA prasaMgamAM ja thayo, ane tenuM varNana tithi-carcAnA prasaMgamAM judA judA banAvomAM AvI gayela che. I tithi-carcAnA kesa vakhate meM surata javAnuM ane tyAM rahevAnuM nakkI karyuM te vakhate mArI pAse pustako hatAM, temAM 'jayAnaMda kevalI caritra, pramANanayatatva lokAlaMkAra vigere pustako je pahelAM meM chapAvyAM pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya] [201

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- lhatAM te badhAM pustako surata laI javA anukULa na hatAM. tethI A pustako vecI nAkhavA meM vicAra karyo. te | vAta meM pU.A.ma.ne jaNAvI. A. mahArAje mane kahyuM, "tAre kADhI nAkhavA hoya to ame A tArAM pustako / ja kAMI vecavAnAM hoya te badhAM laI laIzuM." ane te kahyA pachI tarata ja rakama bolavA mAMDI, "pAMca hajAra, ! cha hajAra.." mahArAjazrIne kahyuM, "sAheba, tame keTalAM pustaka che tenuM lisTa joyuM nathI ane meM batAvyuM che nathI. mATe rakamanuM nakkI na thAya". mahArAje kahyuM, "mAre tAruM lisTa jovuM nathI, tAre rakama ochI paDatI ! hoya to kaheje." meM mahArAjane kahyuM, "huM Apane tyAM badhAM pustako mokalI ApuM chuM. ane Apa je rakama | aipAvazo te mane kabUla che." meM pustako lArI bharIne mokalI ApyAM. temAM keTalAMka adhUrAM pustako aneT keTalAMka chUTA-chavAyA pAnAM paNa hatAM. A badhuM AvyA pachI huM mahArAja sAheba pAse beTho hato. tyAre A udayasUri mahArAje kahyuM ke "sAheba ! AmAM keTalAMka pustako AkhAM ne sArAM che, keTalAMka adhUrAM che. ane keTalAMka chUTAM-pAniyAM che. A badho saMgraha to ApaNA bhaMDAramAM paNa guMcavADo Ubho karaze." mahArAje ! javAbamAM kahyuM ke "tamane khyAla nathI. AnI pAsethI je chUTAM pAnAM ane prakIrNa pustako AvyAM che te ja ! lkhUba upayogI che. kemake teNe tithi aMge ane bIjA carcAspada prazno aMge saMgrahelo saMgraha ApaNane bIje | kyAMyathI na maLI zake te maLyo che. te ja mahattvanuM che." A pustakono mAro saMgraha pU.ma.zrInA tyAM Avyo tyAre mArA bhASAMtara karelA "pramANanayatattva lokAlaMkAra", "paMcanircathI prakaraNa" vigere pustakone mahArAje phurasade vAMcelAM ane mane protsAhana ApeluM.' ( A pustakone vyavasthita karavAmAM emanI pAsethI pasAra thatAM lAvaNyasUri ma. vigerene paNa teo besADatA ane kahetA ke A pustakonuM pRthakkaraNa karo. jene laI lAvaNyasUri mahArAje mane eka vAra kaheluM | ke "maphatalAla, tame to amane paNa kAme lagADyA che." eka prasaMge huM ma.zrI pAse beTho hato. sAmenA bhAgamAM udayasUri ma. beThA hatA. huM A.ma. sAthe vAta karato hato te vakhate udayasUri mahArAje kahyuM, "maphatalAla, tamArA jamaNA pagamAM UrdhvarekhA che. bIjuM ! to ThIka, paNa tame dIkSA lo to AcArya thA." pU.A. ma. turata ja bolyA, "udayasUri kahe che te khoTuM ! che. paNa tuM AcArya thAya ja nahi. chatAM "tuM thAya nahi" e mArA vacanane khoTuM pADIza to huM rAjI thaIza."! 'ema kahI eo hasyA. arthAt tuM udayasUrinAM vacanane sAcuM paDe tema icchuM chuM. | pU. nemisUri ma.mAM vinoda karavAno svabhAva hato. eka vakhata teo jaina marcanTa sosAyaTInA IupAzrayamAM hatA. tyAre paMDita prabhudAsabhAI, paM. vIracaMdabhAI temane vaMdana karavA gayA. vaMdana bAda zAsananI keTalIka vAto pachI vAta nIkaLatAM A. ma. prabhudAsabhAI ane vIracaMdabhAIne uddezIne bolyA ke "A! kAThiyAvADIno vizvAsa ja rakhAya nahi". (paM. prabhudAsabhAI ane vIracaMdabhAI kAThiyAvADI pheMTo bAMdhatA ; hatAM) AnA javAbamAM vIracaMdabhAI bolyA, "sAheba, Apa mahuvAnA vatanI cho. mahuvA kAThiyAvADamAM jAveluM che." mahArAje hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, "ame mAthuM muMDAvyuM. koI amane kAThiyAvADI nahi kahe. tane | IkAThiyAvADIpaNuM na gamatuM hoya to tuM tAruM pAghaDuM UtArI de ane mAthuM muMDAvI sAdhu banI jA." | bIjo eka vinodano prasaMga sAgarajI ma. aMgeno che. sAgarajI ma. tithicarcAnA prasaMgamAM ane jkeTalAka prasaMgomAM carcAmAM UtaratA. A vAta nemisUrijIne keTalIka vAra gamatI nahi. tyAre teo sAgarajI | =============================== 202] miArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - --

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|ma.ne kahetAM ke "tame kapaDavaMjanAM nemA vANiyA cho. nema eTale aDadho. arthAt tame aDadhA vANiyA cho.pUrA IvANiyA nathI. jenI sAthe phaLa na Ave tenI sAthe carcAmAM UtaravAnI jarUra ja nathI.' eka vakhata ma.zrI pAlitANA padhArelA. tyAM Ama to teo moTI ToLInA upAzraye UtaratA hoya che. paNa vakhate nAnI ToLIvALAe khUba Agraha karIne ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhI pAsenA temanA upAzraye IUtAryA. sAMjano vakhata hato. huM ma.zrI pAse beTho hato. te vakhate saMskRtamAM kAvyamaya eka patra lAvaNyasUrijI Ima.no lakhelo temanA upara Avyo hato. te patranuM vAMcana mArI pAse temaNe karAvyuM. A patranI racanA suMdara kAvyamaya hatI. e vakhate vi.saM. 1992nI saMvatsarInI vAta nIkaLI. meM mahArAjane kahyuM ke ''siddhisUri mahArAje kahyuM ke A bAbatamAM nemisUri mahArAja mane bhoLavI gayA'. AnA javAbamAM mahArAje kahyuM, "meM koI nAnA mANasane bhoLavyo nathI. 90 varSanA pIDha mANasane vAta karI, samajAvI ane saMmata karyA hatA". eka prasaMge rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje mane kaheluM ke ''huM nemisUri ma.ne ghaNI vakhata maLyo chuM, ane ! tIrthonA prasaMgamAM matabheda vakhate meM temanI sAthe rahI kAma karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. paNa temaNe koI divasa mane mahattva ApyuM nathI". eka prasaMga TAMkatAM temaNe kaheluM ke ''rAjagRhI saMbaMdhe ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhInA pratinidhio khAsa karIne kasturabhAI digambaro sAthe evuM samAdhAna karI AvelA ke je nemisUri ma.ne pasaMda Ina hatuM. temaNe kasturabhAI vigerene te samAdhAna aMge khUba Thapako Apelo. A vAta (rAmasUri ma. kahe che / 1ke) meM sAMbhaLI. huM pU. nemisUri ma.ne maLelo ane temane kaheluM ke Apa Ano pablika virodha karo to huM! te virodhamAM sAtha ApavA taiyAra chuM. AnA javAbamAM ma.zrIe kahyuM ke meM khAnagImAM Thapako Apyo te basa che. jAheramAM huM virodha karavA mAMgato nathI. rAmacaMdrasUrie vadhumAM kahyuM ke Apa virodha na karo to kAMI nahi paNa huM virodha karuM to Apa mane Teko Apazo kharA ? AnA javAbamAM paNa ma.zrIe kahyuM "nA". A prasaMge |meM rAmacaMdrasUrijIne kaheluM ke ''nemisUri mahArAje tamane nA kahI tenuM kAraNa e che ke teo kevA mANasa sAthe kAma karavuM ane kevA mANasa sAthe kAma na karavuM tenA barAbara jANa hatA. ane bIjuM e ke teo mAnatA | hatA ke koI praznamAM matabhedanA kAraNe zAsananAM kAma karanArane UbhagAvavA te vAjabI nathI". (3) pU.A. nemisUri ma.ne zAsana samrATa ane sUricakracakravartInuM je biruda ApavAmAM Ave che te kuMvAjabI che. kemake te zAsananA hitaiSI puruSa hatA. temanA AcAryapadanA kALane nemiyuga kahIe to paNa 1khoTuM nathI. kemake te kALa daramyAna yogondvahana, pratiSThA, aMjana zalAkA ane arhapUjana vigere vividha I anuSThAno ane saMgho vigere zAsana prabhAvaka kAryo temanI nizrAmAM khUba vistaryAM che. kAlapravAha moTA puruSone paNa asara kare che. tenuM eka udAharaNa e che ke pU. sAgarajI mahArAje |Agamo prasiddha karyAM. A prasiddha karanAra Agamodaya samiti ane devacaMda lAlabhAI pustakoddhAra phaMDanAM | kAryavAhako A prasiddha thayelA AgamagraMthono seTa laI temane bheTa ApavA AvyA. tyAre A. mahArAje kahyuM I 1ke A Agamone sparza paNa karAya nahi. kemake A chapAyelAM AgamothI AzAtanA vadhaze. ane tenI avahelanA thaze". tema kahI te Agamo lIdhAM nahi. samaya samayanuM kAma kare che te mujaba samaya jatAM temaNe pote te Agamo pAchaLathI kharIdAvyAM. [203 pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya]

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eTaluM ja nahi, paNa pachI temano parivAra paNa te ane tenA jevA graMthone chapAvavA mAMDyo. A samayanI | bilihArI che. paM. prabhudAsabhAIno kahelo eka prasaMga mane yAda che. jyAre vi.saM. 2014 nuM munisaMmelana thayuM jane naMdanasUri mahArAje e muni-saMmelananI zarUAtamAM "jeNe saMghanI sarvamAnya praNAlikA badalI hoya tevA, zAsananI sAthe bahAravaTuM kheDanAranI sAthe carcA na thaI zake; te pahelAM saMghane zaraNe Ave pachI jAM tinI sAthe carcA thAya", A vAta vi.saM. 1993 thI parvatithionI kSaya vRddhi karanAra rAmacaMdrasUrijInAT pakSane kahI, tyAre temaNe prabhudAsabhAIe nemisUri ma.ne yAda karyA ke "kharekhara A vacana nemisUri ma.nuM! ja uccArAyeluM che. naMdanasUri mahArAje nemisUri ma.nI kharekharI prabhA jALavI che". A bhAva prabhudAsabhAIno ; hato. | nemisUri ma. te kALanA saMghanA sarvasva hatA. zAsananA staMbharUpa hatA. temanAM darzanathI pUrvI ImaharSionAM darzananI jhAMkhI thatI hatI. 2. pU. AgamoddhAraka A. sAgarAnaMdasUrijI ma. pa.pU. AcAryadeva sAgarAnaMdasUrijI ma.nA meM bALapaNamAM vidyAbhavananA abhyAsa daramyAna pATaNamAM darzana karyA hatAM. tyArabAda pATaNanAM abhyAsa pachI jyAre huM pAlitANA jinadatta AzramamAM Avyo tyAre jtemano meM najIkathI thoDo paricaya meLavyo. paNa temano ghaniSTha paricaya to tithicarcAnA prasaMgamAM ja thayo,j ane te khUba gADha thayo. pU. AnaMdasAgarasUri mahArAje vi.saM. 1990mAM pU.A nemisUri ma. sAthe rahI munisaMmelanamAM sAro bhAga bhajavyo hato. munisaMmelananI saphaLatAmAM temano hisso khUba ja mahatvano hato. e munisaMmelanamAM jpU. nemisUri ma.nI kuneha ane pU. sAgarajI ma.nI vidvattAnAM darzana samagra zAsanane thayAM hatAM. pU. sAgarajI | mi. kalakattA taraphathI gujarAtamAM AvyA bAda gujarAtamAM cAlelI bALadIkSA prakaraNa, yuvaka saMgha ane sosAyaTInI! dhamAla vigere pravRttio, je rAmacaMdrasUrijI dvArA zarU thaI gaI hatI, temAM protsAhaka banyA hatA. ane jo ! divase te eka-meka banI gayA hatA. A. rAmacaMdrasUri vigere sAthenI ekamekatA bahu thoDAMka ja varSa TakI hatI. vaDodarA gAyakavADa sarakAranAM dIkSA-pratibaMdhaka kAyadAnI jubAnIo vigeremAM temaNe bhAga lIdho hato. paNa pachIthI dIkSA ApavAnI vaya ane kALa vigerenA matabhedathI teo ekabIjAthI dUra thaI gayA hatA. i zarUzarUmAM deza-virati dharmArAdhaka samAja, yaMgamensa jaina-sosAyaTI, navapada ArAdhaka samAja vigere-I saMsthAomAM teo ane rAmacaMdrasUri eka-meka banI kAma karatA hatA. eka-bIjAnI dIkSAo paNa eka-meka! ApatA hatA. A badhI pravRttio aMge yojAtAM saMmelanomAM teo sAthe kAma karatA hatA. te ane rAmacaMdrasUri vigere potAne zAsana-pakSa tarIke oLakhAvatA hatA. paNa pachIthI dIkSA levA-ApavAnA temaja keTalAkaj zAstrIya matabhedone kAraNe teo alaga paDI gayA hatA. A pachI to te saMgharSa svarUpa banyuM hatuM. 204] ================================ | mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - --

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T vi.saM. 1989thI ane khAsa karIne caMdrasAgara sUrinuM grupa dIkSita thayA bAda teo sAmasAmAT |moracAmAM goThavAI gayA hatA. jenA pariNAme temane siddhacakra pepara kADhavuM paDyuM hatuM. vi.saM. 1992 pachI saMvatsarInA matabheda bAda vi.saM. 2005mAM sAgarajI ma. kALadharma pAmyA te i13 varSanA gALAmAM rAmacaMdrasUri pakSa sAthe temano saMgharSa satata rahyo hato. ane zAsanamAM je be pakSa (ekAM tithi pakSa ane be tithi pakSa) paDyA temAM ekatithi pakSanA samarthaka tarIke A sAgarAnaMdasUri ma. rahyA hatA.) ane temane samarthana ApanAra tarIke pU.A. nemisUrijI ma., nItisUrijI ma. vigere zAsananA 33] | samudAyo hatA. jyAre be tithi pakSanA samarthaka ane sraSTA tarIke rAmacaMdrasUrijI rahyA hatA. ane temane samarthana ApanAra labdhisUrijI ma. ane siddhisUrijI ma. vigereno samudAya rahyo hato. A tithicarcA saMbadhamAM tithi-carcAnA vibhAgamAM vistRta varNana AvI gayuM che, eTale e saMbadhamAM ahIM kazuM lakhato nathI.' pU. sAgarAnaMdasUrijI ma. sAthenA paricayamAM keTalAka prasaMgo temanI pAsethI sAMbhaLelA ane keTalAkI temanI sAthe rahevAthI jANelA ane joyelA tevA noMdhu chuM. sAgarajI mahArAje mane kaheluM ke "jyAre huM pahelo surata Avyo tyAre mane upAzrayamAM utaravAnI jagyA maLI na hatI. huM tyAre gopIpurAnI premacaMda rAyacaMdanI dharmazALAmAM Utaryo hato. kemake te vakhate huM mAtra ekalo hato. koI ziSya na hato. mArA bhaviSyanI mane khabara na hatI ke surata sAthe mAro savizeSa saMbadha baMdhAze. mArA zarUAtanA dIkSAkALa ane vihAranA prasaMgomAM mane TheraThera evu jANavA maLatuM hatuM ke jyAM je sAdhunAM vadhu comAsAM thayAM hoya te sAdhu je kahe che tyAno saMgha pramANa mAnato hato. koI khoTI pravRtti! TcAlatI hoya ane ApaNe kahIe ke A barAbara nathI. zAstranI paraMparA viruddha che. to te saMghanA bhAIo! ' kahetA ke tapasI mahArAja to Ama kahetA hatA, tame kaho te kabUla nathI. tapasI ma. kahe te sAcuM. huM paNa pachI ema kaheto tapasI ma. kahe tema karo. Agraha rAkhato nahi". - Agama graMthonuM saMpAdana temaNe karyuM te saMbadhamAM temanuM kahevuM hatuM ke huM ane mArA bhAI maNivijayaT Jsatata parizrama karatA. ame amArA mupha ekabIjAne dorAnI rIlanI garagaDIthI mokalatA. nokariyAta! mANaso mAtra herApherI pUratA ja rAkhyA hatA. hastalikhita pratonA pATha meLavavA vigere kAma ame jAte ja karatA. A kAmamAM amane bhaMDAromAMthI pratio meLavavAmAM paNa ghaNI muzkelI paDatI. Agamodaya samitinA keTalAka graMtho to meM eka ja pratanA AdhAra uparathI saMzodhana karIne chapAvyA che. ane tethI koIka vakhata to TgraMtha pUro chapAyA bAda koI pratinA pAThAMtara maLe te levA yogya hoya chatAM jatA karavA paDyA che. Aje] JpharI mAre te AgamagraMtho chapAvavA hoya to tevA pAThAMtaro ghaNA umerI zakAya tema che. te kALa pratio! meLavavA mATe khUba muzkela hato. prata nAza pAme te kabUla paNa vahIvaTadAro pratio ApatA na hatA. keTalAka to AgamagraMtho chapAtA tyAre teno sakhata virodha karatAM. meM ApabaLe mArI zakti mujaba Agama graMthonuM prakAzana karyuM che. huM koI divasa mArA dvArA chapAyelA AgamagraMtho koI pheraphAra karavA yogya nathI evo Agraha rAkhato nahi". AthI ja puNyavijayajI dvArA punaH AgamagraMthonuM prakAzana karavAnuM thayuM tyAre temaNej ============= == ========= ======== pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya [205 I III | |

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|temane saphaLatAno ane sahakAra ApavAno tAra karyo hato. AgamagraMthonI vAcanA vakhate temaNe potAnA vAMcelA AgamagraMthonI pratimAM 1,2,3,4, evA saMketo judA judA sthaLe karyA hatA. A saMketothI eka aMkathI A AgamagraMthomAM kayA kayA nagaronAM nAma Ave che te phalita thAya, be aMkathI kayA kayA rAjAonAM nAma Ave che te phalita thAya, 3 aMkathI kayA kayA | |AcAryonAM nAma Ave che te phalita thAya. Ama judAjudA 60 thI 62 saMketo rAkhyA hatA. tenA paNa 1 pAchaLathI judA judA graMtho likhita taiyAra karAvyA hatA. paNa te temanA jIvanakALamAM chapAyA nathI. huM sUrata hato tyAre mane khabara che ke te sAhitya hatuM ane kaMcanasAgarasUri banatA sudhI saMbhALatA hatA. sAgarajI mahArAje ApabaLe AgamagraMthono uddhAra karSI. vAMcana karyuM, ane pATaNa, pAlitANA vigere ThekANe AgamagraMthonI vAcanA ApI. A vAcanAmAM meghasUri, harSasUri vigeree lAbha lIdho hato. ItemaNe temanA jIvanakALano moTo bhAga AgamagraMthonA punaruddhAra, vAcanA, prakAzana, pracAra ane TakAva mATe kharco hato. chelle-chelle A AgamagraMtho cirasthAyI rahe te mATe temaNe AgamamaMdira jevI saMsthAnI sthApanA karI, pAlitANA AgamamaMdiranuM nirmANa karyuM hatuM. jene laI teo jaina samAjamAM AgamoddhAraka tarIke prasiddha thayA hatA. sAgarajI ma. zAsananA vaphAdAra sainika hatA. zAsananI rakSAmAM ane tenI prabhAvanAmAM prANane I nyochAvara karavAmAM te jarA paNa pAchA paDe tevA na hatA. te mATe aMtarIkSajInA saMghano prasaMga jANIto che. sUratathI aMtarIkSajIno saMgha temanI nizrAmAM nIkaLyo. saMgha aMtarIkSajI pahoMcyo. ma.zrInA vyAkhyAnamAM tophAna thayuM. digambaro ane zvetAMbaro laDyA. temAM lohI reDAyA. korTe kesa maMDAyo. A jhaghaDAnA mukhya |AropI tarIke digambaroe sAgarajI ma.ne gaNAvyA. AkhA samAjamAM hAhAkAra macyo. te vakhate sAgarajI | |ma. yuvAna vayanA hatA. jusso hato. jarA paNa namatuM jokhavAnI ke DarI javAnI vRtti na hatI. e kALe | amadAvAdanA manasukhabhAI bhagubhAI sakaLa saMghanA agraNI gaNAtA hatA. zvetAMbara saMdhano koI paNa mahattvano prasaMga hoya, prazna hoya tyAre temanI rAhabarI nIce ukela zodhAto. aMtarIkSajIno prasaMga banyo tyAre nemisUri ma. amadAvAda hatA. zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhIno vahIvaTa temanI rAhabarI ane sUcanAne anusarI IcAlato. manasukhabhAI zeTha tenAM mukhya hatA. temaNe zeTha kasturabhAInA pitA lAlabhAIne aMtarIkSajI mokalyA Iane kahyuM ke ''tame pUrI tapAsa karI Avo ane ApaNe zvetAbaMra saMgha taraphathI zuM-zuM karavA jevuM che te samajI | Avo'. lAlabhAI zeTha ane te vakhatanA manasukhabhAInA munima pethApuranA vatanI amathAlAla aMtarIkSajI | jaI AvyA. zvetAMbara-digambaramAM kema tophAna thayuM te badhuM samajyA. tyAMnA vakIlonI salAha lIdhI. temAM temane tyAM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM ke mahArAjane mukhya AropI tarIke digambaroe gaNAvyA che. mahArAje jubAnImAM kahevuM joIe ke 'AmAM huM kazuM jANato nathI.' pachI ame amArI rIte laDI laIzuM. paNa mahArAja aMte kahevA taiyAra nathI. te to ema kahe che ke ''mArI jubAnImAM huM yathAtathya vastu rajU karIza. huM AmAM nahoto | Ie vAta mArAthI nahi kahevAya". vadhumAM vakIle kahyuM ke ''jo mahArAja yathAtathyano Agraha rAkhI vigatavAra | jubAnI Apaze to temane sAta varSanI sakhata kedanI sajA thaze. jaja yuropiyana che. korTanA kesamAM yathAtathya [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 206]

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Ina cAle. paNa ma. amArI vAta koI rIte mAnavA taiyAra nathI. e to kahe che ke huM yathAtathya jubAnI ApIza, I ! ane kevA saMjogomAM A badhuM banyuM te paNa kahIza. mArI vAta korTanA gaLe Utaraze ane nirdoSa TharAvaze to bhale, ane nahi TharAve, ane sAta varSanI sajA karaze to te bhogavIza. paNa bhagavAnanI sAkSIe je meM bIjuM satyavrata lIdhu che te bhAMgIza nahi. huM kadApi juThu bolIza nahi". lAlabhAI zeTha ane amathAlAle mahArAjane ghaNuM samajAvyA, paNa mAnyA nahi. temaNe spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM ke ''mane tame juThuM bolavAno Agraha karo nahi". lAlabhAI zeTha amadAvAda AvyA. manasukhabhAI zeThane maLyA. temaNe aMtarIkSajInI ane mahArAjanI badhI vAta karI. ane kahyuM ke ma. jiddI che. korTanA kAmamAM "yathAtathya kahIza" e na cAle. ma. na samaje to ApaNe temAM paDavAmAM kAMI sAra nathI. manasukhabhAI zeThe lAlabhAI zeThane kahyuM ke "A tamArI vAta sAMbhaLI mane to khUba AnaMda thAya che. ApaNe tyAM "sAta varSanI sajA thAya tevuM vakIlo kahe to paNa khumArI rAkhI satyavratane vaLagI rahenAra evA paNa sAdhu mahArAjo che te gauravanI vAta che. mahArAjane bolavuM hoya te bhale bole. ApaNe ApaNo bacAva ApaNI rIte karavo.'' lAlabhAI zeThe kahyuM, huM to A kesamAM Ubho nahi rahuM. kemake jemAM phaLa na |maLe temAM prayatna karavAthI zuM phAyado ?'" A vAta lAlabhAI zeThanAM mAtA ane kasturabhAInAM dAdI gaMgAmAnA kAne pahoMcI. gaMgAmA manasukhabhAI zeThanI vAtamAM saMmata thayAM ane lAlabhAI zeThane Thapako Apyo. ane kahyuM, ''AvA sAdhunA kAmamAM UbhA rahevuM e to jIvanano lahAvo che". A kesa aMtarIkSajImAM yuropiyana jaja samakSa cAlyo. sAkSI ane pratisAkSIonI jubAnI thaI. ! jaje jajamenTamAM sAgarajI ma. ne nirdoSa TharAvyA. sAkSI-pratisAkSIonAM badhA nivedano juThAM TharAvyAM. ane jaNAvyuM ke ''A sAdhu mahArAje je saMjogomAM je kAMI karyuM tevuM koI paNa manuSya te ja kare". A pachI jaja temanAM vyAkhyAnamAM paNa AvavA lAgyA. A kesa cAlato hato te daramyAna eka vakhata nagInadAsa jhaverIe sAgarajI ma.ne kahyuM "baccA, tuM zuM kAma gabharAya che ? huM beTho chuM ne !" ma.ne te vakhate thayuM, sAdhune baccA kahenAro A paNa kharo bhadrika Doso che. A suratI jhaverInA |moDhAmAM mammo-co gALa vAtavAtamAM to nIkaLe. paNa kesanI jubAnImAM paNa teNe mammo-cco uccAryuM| | hatuM. jaje jajamenTa ApatI vakhate DosAne kahyuM ke '"huM tamane sajA karata, paNa tame badhA A sAdhunA satyathI bacI jAo cho. tamArI badhAnI jubAnI tathya vagaranI che". A kesa cAlato hato te vakhate A kesanuM zuM pariNAma Avaze te jANavA samajavA ane jarUra paDe Ito apIla karavA judA judA gAmanA AgevAno aMtarIkSajImAM AvyA hatA. sAgarajI mahArAje mane kaheluM | |ke ''eka vakhata kesanuM hiyarIMga nIkaLavAnI vAra hatI ane ame badhA korTanI bahAra eka oTalA upara beThA ! hatA. te vakhate mane kuMvarajI ANaMdajIe kahyuM ke "mahArAja, tame A paMcAzakanI gAthAnuM vivaraNa karo cho paNa ApaNA vakIlone tamArI jubAnI uparathI ema lAge che ke tamane sajA thaze. ane A sajAthI tamane pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya] [207

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- manamAM kAMI thatuM nathI?" tenA javAbamAM sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM, "huM nizcita chuM. mane to korTa AgaLa satya | vastu rajU karavAmAM ane vratamAM sthira rahevAmAM je AnaMda thAya che te apUrva che. jarAya duHkha nathI. ziSyaneT to meM kahI dIdhuM che ke sajA jevuM kAMI bane to mAro ogho vigere huM tamane soMpI daIza. jelamAM javAmAM AnaMda! mAnIza. ane sajA pUrI thAya tyAre jelanA daravAje ogho laI AvavA jaNAvIza." | sAgarajI ma.nI A jubAnIthI aMtarIkSajInA kesamAM ApaNe saphaLa thayA. gAmegAma AnaMda vartAyo.. manasukhabhAI zeTha, lAlabhAI zeTha ane gaMgAmAne AnaMda thayo. sAgarajI ma. dIkSita hatA te arasAmAM sane 1914nu prathama yuddha cAlatuM hatuM. temanI yuvAna vaya | hatI. te yuddhanA eke eka jhINA samAcAra avagAhatA hatA. jyAM kaI rIte yuddha cAle che tenI hiMdustAnane ! IkavI asara thAya che ane thaze te badhAno pUro khyAla rAkhatA hatA. A ja arasAmAM sametazikhara uparA gorAonA (aMgrejonA) baMgalA bAMdhavAnuM prakaraNa cAlyuM. te varbarta sAgarajI mahArAje muMbaImAM jabaradasta AMdolana calAvyuM. muMbaImAM prajAne thanaganAvI mUkI. koI paNa hisAbe sametazikharajI upara baMgalAo na baMdhAya tenI hilacAla zarU karI. pariNAme temAM saphaLatA maLI. Ama, jaina samAjanI rakSA mATe temaNe khUba khUba porasa phoravyuM hatuM. temanA jIvanamAM kharataragacchanA kRpAcandrajI ma. sAthe sUratamAM jabaradasta saMgharSa thayo hato. temAM 1 temane mUTha mAravAnA ane bIjA jIvaleNa prasaMgo UbhA thavAno Dara zrAvako taraphathI thayo hovA chatAM te aDaga | lhatA. ane potAnI vAta nirbhayapaNe rajU karatA hatA. A uparAMta zIvajIlAlana prakaraNa paNa sUratamAM upaDyuM hatuM. temAM evuM baneluM ke lAlane pAMca paDikkamaNAne badale sAta paDikkamaNAnI vAta rajU karI, ane temanA bhaktoe girirAja upara temanI pUjA | IkarI teo 25mA tIrthaMkara che AvI vAto jAhera karelI. teno paDagho sUratamAM vadhu paDelo. kemake sUratamAM! lAlananA bhakta AgevAna gRhastha vadhu dhanavAna hatA. temaNe tenA bacAvano upADo lIdho hato. tethI! sUratamAM A prakaraNa vadhu vIpharyuM hatuM. lAlanane saMgha bahAra mUkavAmAM, TharAva karAvavAmAM sAgarajI mahArAje savizeSa bhAga bhajavyo hato. ! Ama, digambaro ane kharataragaccha AdinA ghaNI jagyAonA jhaghaDAomAM sAgarajI ma. saphaLa! pratikAra karanAra hatA. temaja rAjaya taraphathI AvatI Aphatono paNa temaNe temanA jIvana daramyAna pratikAra karyo hato. A uparAMta caMdrasAgarajI ma.nI dIkSA vigere vakhatanAM tophAnone paNa temaNe gaNakAryA vagara temane dIkSA ApI hatI. sAgarajI ma. potAnAM ziSyane mATe koI korTa ke rAjya ke dIkSitanA saMbadhIono jhaghaDo Ave to ! teno pratikAra karatA. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa parakIya samudAyanA sAdhunuM paNa hiMmatathI kAma karatA. surendrasUrijI ma. pAlitANA hatA. temanA tyAM eka bAInI dIkSA thavAnI hatI. tenuM muhUrta ane! TAIma nIkaLyo hato. paNa temanAM kuTuMbIoe chellI vakhate darabAramAM rAva nAkhI ane darabAre dIkSA nahi! ApavAno hukama karyo. A vAta surendrasUrijI taraphathI sAgarajI ma.ne jaNAvAI. sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM, =============================== 208] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -

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T"tame gabharAo nahi. dIkSArthI ane tame badhA gheTInI pAyagA jAo. huM tyAM AvuM chuM e dIkSA ApuM chuM.T A gAma pAlitANA darabAranuM nathI." 1 eka vakhata pAlitANAmAM upadhAna hatAM. bAroTo sAthe sAgarajI ma.ne matabheda paDyo. temanuM kahevuM hatuM ke, "jUnA vakhatamAM bAroTonA lAgA hatA te barAbara che. paNa je navA derAsara baMdhAya, agara upadhAna! |Adi kriyA thAya temAM te lAgA na hovA joIe. A kriyA karAvanArA premathI bAroTone je Ape te temaNe! | levuM joIe, paNa pharajiyAta na hovuM joIe." bAroTone A vAta kabUla na hatI. teoe rAjyamAM phariyAda karI ke upadhAna vakhate upadhAnamAM dAkhala thanArA je kAMI mUke te amane maLavuM joIe. te amAro parApUrvano hakka che. pAlitANA khuzAlabhuvanamAM upadhAna karAvavAnAM hatAM. sAgarajI ma.nI nizrA hatI. temaNe dareka iupadhAna karanArAne kahI dIdhuM ke koIe kazuM lAvavAnuM nathI. eka jaNa savA rUpiyo ane nALiyera mUkaze | IeTale laze. sAgarajI ma.nA nirdeza mujaba upadhAnamAM besanArAoe te mujaba karyuM. bAroTo joI rahyA.T JtemanuM ke rAjayanuM kazuM vaLyuM nahi. sAgarajI mahArAje AgamamaMdiranuM nirmANa karyuM. temAM paNa bAroToe potAno lAgo levAno Agraha rAkhyo. sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM, "A navuM maMdira che, tyAM lAgo na hoya. loko rAjI khuzIthI Ape te lo". paNa bAroTo mAnyA nahi. temaNe ghaNAM tophAno karyA paNa sAgarajI mahArAje macaka na ApI. bahAra! nANA bheTa mUke to bAroTo le ne. temaNe evI vyavasthA karI jene AgamamaMdiramAM ApavuM hoya te sIdhuM, jbhaMDAramAM nAkhe. - sAgarajI mahArAjamAM eka vAta e hatI ke dIkSA lenAra game te samudAyano hoya paNa e dIkSita! thato hoya to tene protsAhana ApavAmAM mAnatA. tenI dIkSAmAM koI vighna AvatuM hoya, te vighna TALavA! : potAnAthI banatA prayatno teo karatA. pratispardhI samudAyanI paNa dIkSAmAM teo sahakAra ApatA. mane yAda; che te mujaba labdhisUri ma. be tithi pakSanA hovA chatAM sUratamAM temanA samudAyanI dIkSA ApI hatI. 1 - rAdhanapuramAM maNiyAranI dIkarIo vigerenI dIkSA tilakazrIjI ma.nA samudAyamAM thavAnI hatI. A tilakazrIjI ma. sAgarajI ma.nAM AjJAvartI hatAM. maNiyAra be tithi pakSanA rAgI hatA. temano Agraha che; itithi pakSanA AcAryonA haste dIkSA thAya tevo hato. te mATe temaNe jabusUri ma.nuM nakkI karyuM hatuM.' TtilakazrIjI mahArAje mane kahyuM, "maNiyAnI bena-dIkarIo amArAmAM dIkSA levAnI che. ame sAgarajIT mi.nAM AjJAvartI chIe. to tame ma. pAse sUrata jaI Avo ane mane pUchI Avo ke e loko be tithi-I ! pakSanA AcAryo hastaka ja dIkSA levAno Agraha rAkhe to amAre te kabUla karavuM ke nahi. ame ApaNA ! sAdhuno ja Agraha rAkhIzuM. paNa te na mAne to dIkSArthIone jatA karavA ame taiyAra chIe." sAgarajI; mahArAje mane kahyuM, "tame amadAvAda pAchA jAo. ane tilakazrIjIne jaNAvo ke teo jeno Agraha rAkhe tenI pAse dIkSAnI vidhi karAvo. cha kAyanA kUTAmAMthI nIkaLanAramAM ApaNe aMtarAyarUpa thavuM nathI. anej dIkSita thayA pachI to te thoDA be tithi pakSanAM rAgI rahevAnAM che! dIkSA apAvavA je sAdhvIo jAya teT vaMdanAdi ucita vyavahAra sAcavavo paDe te sAcave". ============== pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya]. - || || 8 | |

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- - (4) sAgarajI ma. pAlitANA pannAlAla bAbunI dharmazALAmAM hatA. te vakhate eka bhAI rAmacaMdrasUri 'mahArAje karAvelI kolhApuranI pratiSThAmAM bhAga laI pAlitANA AvyA hatA. te kolhApuranI pratiSThA ane te prasaMgano keTaloka rAmacaMdrasUri saMbadhI avarNavAda kahevA lAgyA. tyAre sAgarajI mahArAje kahyuM ke "mAre AvI vAto sAMbhaLavI nathI. bIjI vAta karavI hoya to karo". arthAt virodhInI niMdAmAM paNa rasa ke niMdA sAMbhaLavAnI vRtti je sahaja hoya te temanAmAM na hatI. | pAlitANAnA mArA paricaya daramyAna bhAvanagaranA eka bhAI thoDA sudhAraka, te jaina saMghanI vAta karatA karatAM bolyA ke "sAheba ! sAThe buddhi nAThI" e kahevata mujaba sAITha varSanA mANasamAM sAcuM samajavAnI vRtti hotI nathI. ApaNA saMghamAM je A bujharga sAdhuo che tene paDatA mUkI juvAna sAdhuo dvArA 'saMghanA saMpano prayatna karavo joIe". mahArAje tene javAbamAM kahyuM, "sAThe buddhi nAThI" e kahevata sAcI ; jche. e kahevatano artha e che ke sAITha varSanI uMmare viSayavAsanAnI buddhi nAThI, nahi ke akkala nAza pAmI."] na teMDUlakara kamiTImAM kastUrabhAI zeThane jubAnI ApavAnI hatI, ane temanI sAthe temane zAstrapAThI 'paNa rajU karavAnA hatA. A pATho huM jANuM chuM te mujaba prAyaH devadravyanA samarthananA hatA. A mATe jkastUrabhAI zeThe ghaNI jagyAe prayatna karyo paNa temane saMtoSa thAya tevA pATho ane sAmagrI maLI nahi. A pichI ane subodhavijayajIe hAjA paTelanI poLanA pagathiyAnA upAzraye besI keTalAka pATho zodhyA. paNaT 1zAstro saMbadhI mArI ane subodhavijayajInI zakti parimita hatI. AgamagraMthonA pATho to sAgarajI ma. dvArA ja sArA ane vadhu vigate thaI zake tevA hatA. A mATe sAgarajI ma.no saMparka sAdhyo. paNa temanI tabiyata sArI na hatI. AthI evo prayatna karavAmAM Avyo ke ame AgamagraMthanA pustakanAM pAnAM pheravIe ane jayAM A pAThanuM sthaLa hoya tyAM te AMgaLI cIMdhatA. AvI rIte 33 pATho temaNe temanI nAjuka avasthAmAM TApyA hatA. cArUpa tIrthamAM gabhArAnI aMdara pUjArIe zivaliMga padharAveluM. AnI khabara pATaNanI sthiratA daramyAna sAgarajI ma.ne thaI. temaNe pATaNanA AgevAna gRhasthone A zivaliMga khaseDavA kahyuM. paNa pATaNamAM nAgaronuM varcasva hovAthI ane te kALe nAgaronI gAyakavADa sarakAramAM khUba lAgavaga koI tej 1zivaliMga khaseDavA taiyAra thayuM nahi. sAgarajI ma. cArUpa tIrthe yAtrAe gayA. temaNe zivaliMga khaseDyuM. jaina-I jaiinetaro vacce khUba moTo jhaghaDo thayo. ane tyAra bAda baMne pakSoe koTAvALAne madhyasthI nImyA. temaNeT ApaNA derAsaranI najIkanI jagyAmAM jaino zivamaMdira baMdhAvI Ape, ane tyAM zivanI pratiSThA karavI, te! 'cukAdo Apyo. te mujaba jainoe zivamaMdira baMdhAvI ApyuM ane tenI pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI. koTAvALA jjaina hatA, chatAM temanI pratiSThA evI sArI hatI ke jainetaroe paNa temane madhyasthI kabUlyA hatA. i tithicarcAnA prasaMgamAM kasturabhAI zeTha vaidyanA cukAdAnI tarapheNamAM hatA. kAraNa ke vaidyane lAvanArA te hatA. A cukAdAnI tarapheNamAM temaNe "sevaka" peparamAM sAgarajI ma. viruddha eka nivedana pragaTa karyuM hatuM. te nivedanano rAmacaMdrasUrijI jayAM tyAM pracAra karyA karatA hatA. A saMbaMdhamAM sAgarajI ma.ne ghaNA gRhasthoe kistUrabhAIne javAba ApavAnuM kahyuM. paNa sAgarajI ma.no javAba hato ke "kasturabhAI vaidyanA cukAdAnI] =============================== 210] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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tirapheNamAM hovAthI ApaNA viruddha nivedana bhale karyuM, paNa te jaina saMghamAM upayogI ane prabhAvazALI vyakti] I hovAthI temanA viruddha pracAra karI temane UbhagAvavAnuM kAma ApaNe karavAnuM nathI. aMbAlAla zeThane ApaNe! | gumAvyA, tema kastUrabhAI zeThane gumAvavA pAlave tema nathI. koI gerasamajathI nivedana karyuM haze. paNa sAcI! vastuno khyAla Avaze tyAre te temanI bhUla sudhAraze. paNa eka ApaNI viruddhanAM nivedanane lIdhe temanI 'chAyA ghaTe tevu koI kAma karavAnuM nathI". sAgarajI ma. sUrata cAturmAsa hatA, te daramyAna huM temanI pAse keTaloka vakhata rahyo. A gALAmAM ; paramezvaranI mAnyatA saMbaMdhI badhA ja darzanakAro ane AjanA vaijJAnikonI mAnyatA ekaThI karI eka suMdara vistRta nibaMdha taiyAra karyo hato. jemAM prAcIna zAstrapATho uparAMta pazcimAtya dezonI mAnyatA ane muslima, | yahUdI, pArasI vigerenI temanA mAnya graMthomAM je mAnyatA hoya te rajU karI eka suMdara nibaMdha taiyAra karyo lhato. te chapAyo nahi paNa temanI pAse paDI rahyo hato. sAgarajI ma. muMbaI cAturmAsa mATe acchArIthI vihAra karI jatA hatA, te vakhate huM temanI sAthe [vihAramAM rahyo hato. A vihAra daramyAna vaidyanA cukAdAnA eke-eka padane laI teo je khaMDana kare te hAM likhato hato. vihAramAM huM sAthe hato. te daramyAna ma. zrI saMjANa padhAryA. vihAra karyA bAda bIjA badhAT sAdhu gocarI vAparI sUI gayA. ma. zrI prapho ane zAstranAM pAnAM pheravatA hatA. meM ma. zrIne kahyuM, "Apa! vRddha cho. A badhA ApanI sAthenA sAdhuo yuvAna che. te badhA bephikara banI UMdhe che. Apa vAparyuM na vAparyuM ' ane zAstravacanamAM pravRtta cho. Apane duHkha thatuM nathI ke AvA sAdhuone Ape bhegA karyA ?" javAbamAM ma.zrIe kahyuM, "gRhasthane putrAdi parivAra ane sAdhune ziSyAdi parivAra e bhegA karavAnuM potAnA hAthamAM nathI. te to tenA prArabdha ane bhavitavyatA upara AdhAra rAkhe che". pAchaLanA vakhatamAM ma. zrInI tabiyata bagaDI. zvAsanuM darda, kAnanI baherAza, ane zarIranI iazaktithI te khUba durbaLakAya banyA. teo godharAmAM hatA, tyAre huM ane cImanalAla maMgaLadAsa temane vaMdana karavA gayA. mane vaMdana bAda meM kahyuM, "sAheba ! Apa dardathI gherAI gayA cho." tyAre temaNe khUba svisthatAthI kahyuM, "vRddhAvasthA Ave tyAre badhA ja roga zarIramAM Avaze tevI dhAraNA rAkhavI. jeTalA roga ochA Ave teTalA AnaMda mAnavo. ane zarIra uparano moha utAravo." vyAdhi hovA chatAM teo khUba svastha hatA. huM sUrata pAse DummasamAM bhagubhAI zeTha sAthe unALAnI rajAomAM gayo hato. te vakhate sUratamAM! Ima.zrI birAjatA hatA. ma zrI gopIpurA nemubhAInI vADIe hatA. labdhisUri ma. mohanalAlajI ma.nAM! : upAzraye hatA. e arasAmAM labdhisari ma. tattvanyAyavibhAkara nAmano graMtha chapAvyo hato. A ma. pAse Avyo. te A graMtha vAMcatA hatA. tyAre temAM AveluM sUtra sacavazraddhAsaMvittinachInaM rUti mokSa mA:" hatuM. A sUtra umAsvAti me.nA tattvArtha sUtranA " sa rjanajJAnavaritranfNa mokSamA." tenA. anukaraNarUpe temaNe ApyuM hatuM. paNa temAM keTalo badho taphAvata che te temaNe mane samajAvyuM. A samajAvyA. | bAda huM labdhisUri pAse gayo. temane A taphAvata jaNAvyo. temaNe kahyuM, "mahArAjane jaNAvajo ke te Akho graMtha vAMcI jAya ane sUcana karavA ghaTe te sUcana kare". =============================== pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya I | T

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sAgarajI ma. kapaDavaMjanA vatanI hatA. kapaDavaMja gAma dharmanA saMskAravALuM prAcIna gAma che. temanA pitA khUba dharmiSTha hatA. jhaverasAgarajI ma.no paricaya temanA pitAne ane temanA kuTuMbane pahelethI hato. sAgarajI ma.no svabhAva dRDhanizcayI hato. temano Akho dIkSAno prasaMga joIe to paNa lAgaze ke temanI i jjagyAe bIjo koI mANasa hoya to temanA jeTalo daDhanizcayI na rahI zake. temaNe jhaverasAgarajI pAse dIkSAnuM lIdhI. dIkSA bAda thoDA ja varSamAM gurUnuM chatra gumAvyuM. khUba parizramapUrvaka koInA sahArA vinA te AgaLa. vidhyA. zAstrAbhyAsa karyo.alpa bhaNelA chatAM potAnI vAtano Agraha rAkhI samAjamAM judA judA kutarkone rajU I karanArAono sAmano karyo. teo khUba nIDara hatA. koInI dhAkadhamakInI temane asara thatI nahi. khUba ; bhavabhIrU mahAtmA hatA. ADaMbara rahita hatA. jJAnamagna hatA. glAna sAdhu, alpa dIkSita hoya to paNa tenI sevA karatA acakAtA nahi. zarIra zuzruSA ke DAgaDamArathI teo dUra rahetA hatA. game tevo virodha hoya, IchatAM sAmo mANasa namra bane to badho virodha vIsarI jatA ane pUrvanI koI vAta yAda karatA nahi. A| kALanA dharmadhuraMdhara AcAryo paikI teo eka hatA. temaNe temanA graMthonI prastAvanAmAM koI divasa potAnA nAma AgaLa vidvattAnA koI TAITala darzAvyA nathI. sAdhusaMmelananA sahI prasaMge temaNe "AnaMda sAgara" | mAtra lakhyuM che. "sUri" hovA chatAM sahImAM sUri zabda darzAvyo nathI. tevuM ja vaidyanAM lakhANamAM paNa nAmano ! A rIte ja ullekha karyo che. jaina zAsanane AgamanA jJAtA tarIkenI temanI khoTa Aje paNa eTalI ja che. i temanI khoTa temano ziSya ke bIju koI Aja sudhI pUrI zakyuM nathI. temaNe temanA jIvanakALa daramyAna graMtha | saMzodhana, vAMcana, adhyayana, adhyApanamAM satata parizrama karyo che. jaina zAsana sadA temanuM RNI raheze. I 3. saMghasthavira siddhisUri mahArAja - pU. siddhisUri ma. jaina saMghamAM bApajI ma.nA nAmathI prasiddha che. temano dIkSA paryAya ghaNA dIrghakALano | hato. ane A kALamAM AgevAna AcArya bhagavaMtomAM vadhumAM vadhu dIrdhAyuSya dharAvatA hatA. teo amadAvAdanA khAnadAna kuTuMbanAM nabIrA hatA. svabhAve khUba ja bhadrika hatA. varSo sudhI varSItapa karanAra mahAtapasvI ane ! sadAya koIne koI stotra smaraNAdi gaNatA te mahAtmA hatA. hastalikhita graMtho temanA dvArA A kALamAM ! vidhumAM vadhu lakhAyA che. varSo sudhI teo lahiyAne rAkhI graMtho lakhAvatA rahyA che. ane pote te lakhAyelA ! graMthomAM padaccheda vigerenAM cihno dvArA te graMthone suvAcya banAvatA rahyA che. temano kaMTha madhura hato. temanAM ! stavana ane sajhAyanA zravaNa dvArA keTalAya bhadrika AtmAo bodha pAmyA hatA. bhAre tapazcaryAnuM paccakakhANa 1 jtapasvIo temanA mukha dvArA ja levAno Agraha rAkhatA. vRddhAvasthAmAM vihAra karavAnI azakti thatAM teoe paMDoLI vigereno upayoga nahi karatAM sthiravAsa svIkAryo hato. zarIra thAke te pahelAM agamacetI vAparI temaNe | 1zatruMjaya ane giranAranI yAtrA page cAlIne karI hatI. gRhasthano paiso nirarthaka na vaparAya tenI te khAsa ! kALajI rAkhatA. te mAnatA hatA ke ApaNA nimitte koI paNa sAvadya karma na thavuM joIe. temanuM vacana amogha ! hatuM. jUnI paraMparAnA avihaDa rAgI hatA. vyAkhyAnamAM AjanI mAphaka vivecanapUrvaka bolavAnuM temaNe rAkhyuM , =============================== | 212] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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na hatuM, paNa zlokano artha ane TUMkuM vivaraNa. je graMtha vAMcavA le te graMtha vyAkhyAnamAM sAyaMta pUro karavAno Agraha rAkhatA hatA. temano Azraya pAmI ghaNA sAdhuo saMyamamAM sthira banyA hatA. pUrvakALanA maharSionA! namUnA rUpa A bhavabhIrU mahAtmA hatA. (2) pU. A. bApajI ma. no mane jUnA vakhatano to koI paricaya na hato. paNa vidyAzALAmAMj IbhaNAvavAnuM rAkhyuM tyArathI temane huM roja vaMdana karavA jato, tene laI paricaya hato. A mahAtmA sadA vAMcana, smaraNa ane mananamAM nimagna rahetA hovAthI ane vAto karavAnI ochI TevavALA hovAthI temanI sAthe savizeSa paricaya thayo nathI. temanI nispRhatAno eka dAkhalo mane yAda che jte A mujaba che : "eka vakhata huM vaMdana karI jato hato tyAre temaNe mane kahyuM, "maphatalAla ! A holDara che. tenI ! kholI khavAI gayelI che. to te kholI bIjI laI AvavAno khapa karajo." meM kahyuM, sAheba ! holDaranI kiMmata mAtra be paisA che. ane A be paisAmAM kholI ane holDara baMne Avaze. mahArAje mane kahyuM, "mAre ; jbe paisA, eka paisAnI sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. mAre to mAtra A kholI ja joIe che." te AvA nispRhI hatA. ! huM bhaNAvato hato te daramyAna te hastalikhita prata dvArA vyAkhyAnamAM "bhaviSyadatta caritra' vAMcatA ! hatA. A caritra chapAyeluM na hatuM. temaNe mane kahyuM ke A khUba upayogI caritra che. meM ma.zrIne kahyuM, to , 'Apa vidyAzALA taraphathI chapAvavAnI goThavaNa karo. mahArAje javAba Apyo, "huM e palojaNamAM kyAM jpaDuM? tAre agara koIne chapAvavuM hoya to mArI pAse mArI navI lakhAvelI prati ane jUnI prati che. tenuM IuparathI presa kopI karI chapAvI lejo. huM chApavA ke chapAvavAmAM paDavA mAMgato nathI". A pachI te graMthaT !meM hastalikhita prata uparathI chapAvyo hato. pU. puNyavijayajI ma. pAse meghavijaya upAdhyAya kRta "laghutrizaSTi zalAkA puruSa caritra"nI prAcIna prita hatI. A prati ATheka hajAra zloka pramANa haze. paNa te pratimAM keTalAMka pAnAM naSTa thayAM hatAM. ane lagabhaga paMdaraso jeTalA zloko temAM na hatA. A prati uparatI puNyavijayajI mahArAje presakopI karAvI. hatI. temaNe A prata AkhI koI jagAethI maLe te mATe khUba prayatna karyo paNa te prata maLI nahi. temaNeT adhUrI pratanI presa kopI karAvI. ane te presakopI paMDita bhagavAnadAsabhAIe mAgaNI karI eTale temaNe ! temane ApI hatI. temaNe temanI pAse thoDo vakhata rAkhyA bAda meM chApavAnI taiyArI batAvI eTale jbhagavAnadAsabhAI e te presakopI mane ApI. A presakopInI khabara pU. siddhisUri ma.ne thatAM temaNe tenA IuparathI bIjI hastalikhita prato taiyAra karAvI. ane zAsanasamrATa nemisUrijI ma.nA praziSya kastUrasUrijI| | bApajI ma.nAM bhatrIjA thAya temane bolAvI kahyuM ke "A trizaSTimAM je paMdaraso-jeTalA zloko ghaTe che teT tame bRhad trizaSTino Azaro laI pUrA karo". temanI AjJA mujaba thoDo vakhata te presa kopI kastUrasUrijIe ! | rAkhI. paNa bIjA kAmakAjane laIne A kAma pUruM thayuM nahi. A presakopI uparathI tenuM bhASAMtara karI ane ; jadhUrI jagyAe bRhad trizaSTino Azaro laI A laghutrizaSTi zalAkApuruSa caritra meM chapAvyuM. A mULa laghutrizaSTi zalAkApurUSa saMskRtamAM haju sudhI chapAyuM nathI. paNa adhUrI laghutrizaSTi zalAkAnI prati bApajI | = ============= =========== ==== == pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya [213 II iaa | T

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mahArAje lahiyAo pAse lakhAvI bhaMDAramAM mUkI che. bApajI ma.nA bhadrikapaNAno eka dAkhalo rajU karuM chuM. khetarapALanI poLamAM bAlAbhAI maphatalAla rahetA hatA. temaNe kolhApuramAM eka munisuvratasvAmInI eka pratimA ArasamAM bharAvI hatI. tenI aMjanazalAkA karAvI hatI. A pratimAno praveza khetarapALanI poLanA derAsaramAM karavAno hato. te vakhate IderAsaranA vahIvaTadAroe bApajI ma.ne kahyuM ke 'sAheba ! amArA tyAM sAdhAraNano bahu toTo che. to A | praveza prasaMge evuM kAMIka karIe ke sAdhAraNanI Avaka thAya". ma.nI saMmati laI amuka bolInA paisA I sAdhAraNamAM jaze tevuM jAhera karI bolI bolAI. ane te paisA sAdhAraNamAM levAnuM nakkI karyuM. 1 huM tyAre khetarapALanI poLamAM raheto hato. mArA gharanI najIka ja popaTalAla jezIMgabhAI 2hetA | hatA. te 1990 nuM munisaMmelanano paTTaka laI AvyA. temAM devadravyanI bolI kaI kaI gaNAya te badhuM laI I ma. zrI pAse gayA ane kahyuM ke "sAheba ! Ape kahyuM tethI vahIvaTadAro bolInA paisA sAdhAraNamAM laI jAya te khoTuM kare che". mahArAje temanI vAta gaNatarI nahi. ane temane tarachoDI kahyuM ke tamArA kahevAthI vahIvaTadAro tamAruM mAne to tema karo. A bhAI paTTaka laI mArI pAse AvyA. huM ma.zrI pAse gayo. te |vakhate kanakasUri ane mRgAMkavijayajI hAjara hatA. meM ma.zrIne temanI hAjarImAM kahyuM ke ''mahArAja ! ApanA kahevAthI anartha thaze". ma.ne tarata khyAla AvI gayo ane ''vahIvaTadArone mArI pAse mokalajo''. evuM kahyuM. vahIvaTadAro temanI pAse gayA. mahArAje kahyuM ke ''bhagavAnanA nimittanI badhI bolInA paisA devadravyamAM laI jAo". Avo bIjo prasaMga : vIranA upAzraye caraNavijayajI birAjatA hatA. temaNe agiyAra aMga vigerenI comAsA daramyAna tapazcaryA karAvI. A tapazcaryA daramyAna motIzA kacUkInA putre vAMdho lIdho ke Agama aMgo khaMDita na thAya. 45 AgamanI tapazcaryA karAvavI joIe. vadhumAM te siddhisUri ma. pAse gayA. huM Iane temano havAlo ApI evo pracAra karyo ke "bApajI ma. kahe che ke AvI tapazcaryA na thAya'. | ciraNavijayajI gabharAyA. tapa karanArAomAM dvaidhIbhAva thayo. temaNe sAgarajI ma.ne pUchAvyuM, to sAgarajI mahArAje javAba Apyo ke 'A badhI tapazcaryA to koIne koI nimittane avalaMbIne che. eTale agiyAra aMganI tapazcaryA karAvavAmAM vAMdho nathI'. kacUkIne temaNe sAgarajI ma.no kAgaLa vaMcAvyo. A vAta bApajI ma.nA kAne pahoMcADI. temaNe I javAbamAM kahyuM ke "meM A na thAya tevuM kahyuM nathI. paNa AvA peTA bhedanI tapazcaryA joI nathI. meM joyuM na hoya eTale na thAya evuM manAya nahi. sAgarajIe je lakhyuM ane kahyuM te barAbara che'. arthAt A mahAtmA evA bhadrika hatA ke koI paNa jAtano haThAgraha rAkhatA nahi. eka prasaMge emanI sAthe sAgarajI ma. saMbadhI vAta nIkaLatAM temaNe mane kaheluM ke ''sAgarajInA svabhAvanI A lokone jANa nathI. sAgarajI je nizcita kare te mujaba kare tevA pahelethI ja che. jyAre te pAMca-varSanA dIkSita hatA tyArathI temano A svabhAva che". bApajI ma. ghaNA sAdhu bhagavaMtonA prItipAtra hatA. nItisUri ma., sAgarajI ma. A moTA purUSo paNa temane pUjya gaNatA. ane temanuM mAna sAcavatA. te jUnA purUSa hovA chatA khUba samayabaddha hatA. 214] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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4. pU. A. nItisUri mahArAja pU. A nItisUri ma.no paricaya sau AcAryo karatAM pahelAno che. ame pATaNa bhaNatA hatA te vakhatathI temano paricaya thayo che. amArA gAmamAM vi.saM. 1974-75nAM be cAturmAsa temanA sAdhu maMgaLavijayajI ane mukti 'vijayajInA anukrame thayAM. te vakhate mArI umara 9 thI 10 varSanI hatI. A pachI pATaNamAM paM. zAMti : vijayajI ane upAdhyAya dayAvijayajInI padavI khetaravazInA mahollAmAM pATaNamAM thaI tyAre nItisUri 1 ma.nAM darzana karelA. tyArabAda vidyAbhavanamAM bhaNAvyA pachI pAlitANA, rAdhanapura ane amadAvAda temano | lghaNo paricaya thayo. A mahAtmA moTA puruSa hovA chatA nAnA-moTA sau sAthe haLatA-maLatA. moTAnI sAthe moTAnI rIte, nAnAnI sAthe nAnAnI rIte vAta karatA. koI paNa samudAyanA sAdhu mUMjhAya agara muzkelI anubhave to tene madada karatA. te rUDhicusta ke sudhAraka darekanI sAthe khUba sAro saMbaMdha rAkhatA. temano bhaktagaNa ghaNo | 1vizALa hato. pUrvaparaMparAno vAraso paNa temane badhA karatA ghaNo moTo maLyo hato. uttara gujarAta, I rAjasthAna ane saurASTra dareka jagyAe temanA vaDIlonAM sthAna, bhaMDAro tathA vaMzaparaMparAgatanA bhakto hatA.! ( temanA kALanA AcAryo nemisUri ma., sAgarajI ma.nI tulanAmAM jJAna ochuM hovA chatA lokahRdayamAM jtemanuM sthAna viziSTa hatuM. temanA A milanasAra svabhAvane laIne te kALe temano ziSyagaNa paNa vizALaj lhato. zAsananuM kAma karavAnI dhagazane lIdhe giranAra, cittoDagaDha jevAM moTAM tIrthono temaNe jIrNoddhArA karAvyo hato. temanA hAthe saMgho. UjamaNAM. upadhAna, pratiSThA vigere vividha kAryo ghaNA moTA pramANamAM thayAM ! hatAM. 1 e kALanA paMDito prabhudAsabhAI, vIracaMdabhAI, bhagavAnadAsabhAI, hIrAcaMdabhAI vigere badhA temanA sahakAra, preraNA ane madadathI paMDito banyA hatA. te badhA temanI pratye aMtyata AdarabhAva rAkhatA. ThatA. 1 pATaNathI nagInadAsa karamacaMda saMghavIe kaccha giranArano saMgha kADhyo. te saMghamAM teo zarUAtathI |giranAra sudhI hatA. saMgha nIkaLyo tyAre teoe giranAranA jIrNoddhAranA kAmano prAraMbha karyo hato. A mATe | fpaisAnI sagavaDa temaja jUnAgaDhanuM rAjaya navAbI hovAthI jIrNoddhAramAM kAI vikSepa na paDe te mATenI kALajI! JrAkhavAnI hatI. A mATe temaNe kunehathI rAjayanA adhikArIono sahakAra meLavyo hato. saMghanA prayANa daramyAna saMgha eka gAmathI bIje gAma cAra ke pAMca mAIlanAM aMtare paDAva nAkhato tyAre A. nItisUrijI 'ma. AsapAsanAM be traNa gAma pharI saMgha bhegA thaI jatA. ane giranAranA jIrNoddhAranAM kAryamAM judA judA ; saMgho pAsethI Arthika sahAya meLavatA. A jIrNoddhAra pU. A. mahArAjanI mahenatathI sAMgopAMga thayo che. i jIrNoddhAra pahelAM te derAsaro kALo dhabba, zevALathI bharelAM ane ekadama jIrNa-zIrNa, paDI javAnI aNI TuparanAM hatAM. A jIrNoddhA pachI te derAsaro khUba ja nayana ramya ane cittane AphlAdaka bane tevAM banyAM. te badho pratApa pU. A. ma.no che. AvI ja rIte temaNe cittoDanAM derAsaronA jIrNoddhAranuM kAma karyuM che. te mAravADa, mevADa kej =============================== pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya [215 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

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saurASTramAM jyAM jyAM vicaryA tyAM tyAM derAsara, upAzraya ke pAMjarApoLa agara koI paNa dhArmika sthAnomAM | IUNapa hoya to te UNapa dUra karavAmAM phALo Apyo che. temaja gAmamAM hUMsAtUsInA lIdhe ke vahIvaTa cokhkho | na hovAthI paDelA taDa temaNe ukelyA che. mAro temanI sAtheno paricaya mArA jIvananI zarUAtanA samayano hato. paNa rAdhanapura huM jyAre |kAMtilAla IzvaralAlanI saMsthAmAM hato tyAre teo rAdhanapura comAsuM hatA. A comAsAmAM temano vizeSa | paricaya thayelo. temaja amadAvAda, pAlitANA vigere sthaLoe temaja nagInadAsa zeThanA saMghamAM temano I savizeSa paricaya thayelo. teo sAmo mANasa bhAvuka che ke nahi teno vicAra karyA vinA darekane dIkSA levAno upadeza ApatA. A upadezanA lIdhe temaja temanA jIvananI saraLatA ane pavitratAnA kAraNe sAmA mANasamAM dharmanA saMskAra prajvalita thatA. mane yAda che te mujaba huM nagInadAsa zeThanA saMghamAM hato tyAre mane mArI 217 ke 18 varSanI uMmare dIkSA levAno upadeza Apelo. A dIkSA levAI nahi. paNa 35 varSanI uMmara bAda IdIkSA levI tevo saMkalpa karAvyo. AzcaryanI vAta che ke kharekhara te ja uMmare mArA vicAromAM parivartana AvyuM. ane huM dara caudase pauSadha karato thayo. ane meM mArI sAthenAM keTalAka sAthIone paNa mArI sAthe dIkSA levA taiyAra karyA. A taiyAra karyA bAda huM tepanA praziSya maMgaLavijayajI pAse DahelAnA upAzraye gayo. temane meM vAta karI ke '"mahArAja ! mArI 35 varSanI uMmara che. meM mArI sAthe cha thI sAta bhaNelA mArA mitro ane ' paricitone taiyAra karyA che. teonI sAthe mane dIkSA ApavA naroDA mukAme sAruM muhUrta joI padhAro". teo mane ane mArA kuTuMbane oLakhatA hatA. huM tathA mArA sAgarIto koI jAhe2 dIkSA laI zake tevI sthiti / Ina hatI. zarUAtamAM to maMgaLaprabhasUrie A vAtamAM rasa lIdho. paNa naroDA javAnuM nizcita thayuM tyAM te I gabharAyA. temaNe kahyuM, ''A mAruM kAma nathI. kemake tamArA badhAnI pAchaLa kaMIka ne kaMI javAbadArI rahelI che. Ane laIne tamArI pAchaLa kaMkAsa-kajIyA thAya tene huM pahoMcI vaLI zakuM tema nathI'. temaNe azakti batAvI. A pachI siddhisUri ma.ne tyAM meM prayatna karyo paNa koI aMtarAyane laI te prayatna saphaLa na thayo. |ane te adhyavasAya dIkSA taraphI gUMjatA hatA, te dhIme dhIme maMda paDyA. pU.A. nItisUri ma. khUba ja bhadrika pariNAmI ane sAmAnA dilane jIte tevA milanasAra hovAthI -te je kAma letA te badhA kAma sArI rIte pAra paDatAM. matabheda ke vikhavAda thAya tevA prasaMge teo koI divasa Agrahavaza thatA nahi. haMmezA te saMghanA siMpanA samarthaka hatA. zarIrano dekhAva, vAkpaTutAno abhAva zAstrAbhyAsa sAmAnya, A badhuM chatAM temaNe temanA jIvanamAM ghaNAM-ghaNAM kAmo karyAM che. temaNe hemabRhad prakriyA vigere graMtho chapAvyA che. gujarAta, saurASTra, rAjasthAna, mevADa ane mAravADa vigerenAM ghaNA maMdironI pratiSThAo karI che. upadhAna karAvyAM che. saMgho kADhyA che. ane / ItejasvI mANasone dharmamArge joDyA che. I te kALe jaina zAsanamAM temanuM sthAna mahattvanuM hatuM. te jyAre zivagaMjanA cAturmAsamAM bimAra paDyA tyAre huM temane maLyo. paNa te vakhate te khUba svastha hatA. bimArI chatAM dharmadhyAnamAM hatA. zarIra uparano mamatvabhAva nahoto. zAsananA te darzanIya puruSa khUba ja samApisthitimAM ekaliMgajImAM kALadharma pAmyA. 216] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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pa. pU. A. naMdanasUrijI mahArAja (1) pU.A. naMdanasUrijI ma. zAsanasamrATa pU. A vijaya nemisUri ma.nA paTTadhara, pU.A. vijaya / udayasUri ma.nA ziSya hatA. vi.saM. 2005mAM vijaya nemisUri ma. kALadharma pAmyA, tyAM sudhIno badho kALa nemisUri ma.nA zAsanakALanI aMtargata hoI temanI badhI kAryavAhI potAnA gurUdevanI kAryavAhImAM samAI jAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra pratye gautamasvAmIno ananya gurUbhAva hato, tevA gurUbhAvanuM darzana A kALamAM | nemisUri ma. pratye udayasUri ma. ane naMdanasUri ma. mAM thayuM hatuM. gurU mahArAja koI paNa vastu kahe teno ananyabhAve svIkAra ane samarpaNa temanAmAM hatuM. temaNe gurU mahArAja jIvyAM tyAM sudhI koI divasa ! gurUmahArAjathI juduM cAturmAsa karyuM nathI, ane temanAthI koI divasa judA paDyA nathI. gurUmahArAjano paNa temanI pratye ananya bhAva hato. udaya ane naMdana e zabda temanA moDhAmAM sadA ramato hato. gurU mahArAjanI sAthe comAsAM karavAthI temanI ziSyasaMpatti vadhI nahi, paNa gurU mahArAjano tamAma vAraso, saMghano sadbhAva, 1prabhAva vigere temane maLyo hato. saMghamAM kusaMpa na thAya tevI pravRtti karavI, zAsananI prabhAvanA jaLavAI rahe tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM vigere gurUmahArAjanA guNo uparAMta vAstavika darzana, ane nAnAmAM nAnA mANasanI paNa sAcI vAta hoya to teno svIkAra karavAnI taiyArI, ane prabaLamAM prabaLa virodhIonA virodha vacce paNa sAcI vastu rajU |karavAnI hiMmata, ane koI paNa vAta rajU karatAM pahelAM tenAM sacoTa purAvA meLavyA pachI ja te vAta rajU karavAnI rItanuM temanAmAM savizeSa darzana thatuM. (2) ame pATaNa vidyAbhuvanamAM bhaNatA hatA tyAre naMdanasUri ma.ne nemisUri ma. pAse joyelA. te vakhate / ItemanI uMmara yuvAna hatI. te samayamAM pAlitANA darabAra sAthe tene ApavAnI rakamanAM virodhanA lIdhe | zatruMjaya girirAjanAM darzana samAdhAna na thAya tyAM sudhI baMdha karavAno Adeza peDhIe sakala saMghone Apyo hato. tenuM pAlana badhA saMgho karatA hatA. A pAlitANA darabAranI kAryavAhI viruddha eka sabhA pATaNa dozIvaTamAM bharAI hatI. te vakhate naMdanasUri mahArAje nemisUri ma.nA sAMnidhyamAM rahI suMdara, utsAhapreraka vyAkhyAna ApyuM hatuM. A pachI paNa jyAre jyAre saMghamAM koI paNa vivAdAspada prazna Ubho thayo tyAre 1naMdanasUri ma.nI samakSa pUjya nemisUri ma. te vivAdAspada praznano ukela rajU karatA. te vakhate te tatti | 1karI svIkAratA ane namrabhAve je kAMI kahevAnuM hoya te kahetA. paNa A badhu samarpaNabhAve ja karatAM. nemisUri ma.nA kALadharma bAda nemisUri ma.nuM sthAna temane maLyuM hatuM. zAsana pakSanA te sarvesarvA |hatA. temano bola khUba ja mahattvano gaNAto. te pUrvaparicitanI khoTI vAtamAM ane virodhInI sAcI vAtamAM / baMnemAM samatolapaNuM rAkhI vicAra karatA. pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya] [217

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| vi.saM. 2014nA muni-saMmelanamAM temaNe agragaNya phALo Apyo hato. ane te muni-saMmelana bAda | |zAsanapakSanA judAjudA matabheda pAMcamanI kSayavRddhie cothanI ke trIjanI kSayavRddhinA hatA, te sAthe rahI! miTAvI zAsanapakSane ekatra karyo hato. je varSo sudhI ekatratA TakI rahI hatI. zra.bha. mahAvIranA 2500! varSanI ujavaNI prasaMge temaNe saMghane sAcuM mArgadarzana ApyuM hatuM. temaja pAlitANA girirAja uparanA nUtana jinamaMdiranI pratiSThA prasaMge "bolI" aMge thayelA vivAdamAM zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajI peDhIne baLapreraka banI jmoTA virodha vacce paNa te kArya saMpUrNa saMpanna thAya te mATe teo AdhArarUpa banyA hatA. pU. vijaya naMdanasUri ma., jene samAja vagovato hoya paNa jo tenAmAM koI sArI vastu dekhAtI hoya to teno svIkAra karavAmAM acakAtA nahi. paMDita becaradAsa, nivijaya vigere samAjamAM vagovAyelA hovA chatAM teo koI sArI vastunA cAhaka ke grAhaka hoya to tene abhinaMdavAmAM dUSaNa mAnatA na hatA. jene laI becaradAsa paMDita jevA temanA chellA kALamAM temanI pratye AdarabhAva dharAvatA thayA hatA. ! vi.saM. 2014nA munisaMmelananI dareka beThakamAM jatAM pahelA teo mane bolAvatA. te beThakamAM zuM zuM karavAnuM che teno vicAra rajU karatA. beThakamAMthI AvyA bAda zuM-zuM banyuM te savizeSa jaNAvI, have zuM karavuM jjoIe, teno vicAra vinimaya karatA. arthAt nAnAmAM nAnA mANasanI salAha levAmAM te nAnama anubhavatA | nahi. pU. nemisUri ma. evI mAnyatAnA hatA ke je mANasa vakra hoya tenI sAthe vicAra vinimaya paNa karavo | nahi. jyAre naMdanasUri ma. vakra mANasa sAthe vicAra-vinimaya karatA, paNa tenAthI sAvadha rahetA. ! naMdanasUri ma.mAM eka khAsiyata e hatI ke zAsanane upayogI mANasa koI rIte UbhAge nahi tenuM , khAsa dhyAna rAkhatA. A zAsanopayogI mANase kadAca koI vAra bhUla karI hoya to te vakhate tene jatI | kiravAmAM mAnatA, paNa pachIthI tene samajAvI te bhUla sudhAravA kahetA. zAsana DahoLAya tevI koI paNa pravRttinuM IkaravAmAM te mAnatA nahi. sAcI vAtano svIkAra e temano mukhya guNa hato. paMDita prabhudAsabhAI nemisUri ma.nA ane naMdanasUri ma.nA khUba rAgI hatA. teo nemisUri ma.ne to A kALanA ananya mahApuruSa mAnatA. teo temane zAsana baMdhAraNanA pUrNa rakSaka ane dUraMdezI dRSTivALA samajatA. tevI ja rIte naMdanasUri ma.ne paNa zAsana hitasvI ane spaSTa zAsanuM baMdhAraNa rajU karanAra mAnatA. Ama chatAM eka vAra prabhudAsabhAIe jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka kaoNnpharansanI sAdharmikonI bhaktinI Telano! Bvirodha karyo tyAre temane mArI sAme khUba ja khakhaDAvI nAkhyA hatA. prabhudAsabhAInuM kahevuM evuM hatuM ke! sAdharmikone madada karavAnA nAme ApaNe temane apaMga ane gauravahIna banAvIe chIe." jyAre naMdanasUri ma.nuM kahevuM e hatuM ke "sAdharmika bhaktino virodha e samyakatvanuM dUSaNa che". prabhudAsabhAIne khUba Thapako jApyA chatAM prabhudAsabhAIno temanI pratyeno prema kadApi ocho thayo nathI. naMdanasUri ma.no paricaya mAre pAchalAM varSomAM gADha hato. huM sAmAnya hovA chatAM teo temanA ! vakhatanA zAsananAM dareka praznomAM mane jANa karatA, pUchatA, ane huM, nirdoSabhAve kAMI kahevA jevuM lAge to kahuM teno vicAra karatAM. temano paricaya mane mArA jIvanamAM AzIrvAdarUpa hato. judA judA prasaMgomAM temanA saMbaMdho sAthenI vigato agAu AvI gayelI hovAthI ahIM jaNAvI nathI. =============================== | 218] mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA -- -- -- - - -- -- - -- - - T

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A kALanAM chellA 20 varSamAM zAsana pakSanuM netRtva laI zake tevI temanA sivAya bIjI koI | vyakti nathI. temanA kALadharmathI zAsanapakSane na pUrAya tevI khoTa paDI che. 6. pU.A. vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. (1) mAruM moTA bhAganuM jIvana vidyAbhuvanamAM bhaNyA pachI mahesANA pAThazALA, pAlitANA brahmacaryA zramamAM zarUAtanAM doDha-be varSa gALyA bAda amadAvAdamAM bhaNAvavAmAM ane pAchaLathI presa ane zerabajAranAM | vyApAramAM pasAra thayuM che. pU.A. vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma.no paricaya mane kharI rIte to tithicarcAnA prazna pachI ja thayo che. pahelAM temanI dvArA thayelAM AMdolano mAtra meM vAcyAM sAMbhaLyA hatAM, paNa temano paricaya ke te AMdolana sAthe mAre koI saMparka na hato. rAmacaMdrasUrijInAM AzAvartI sAdhvI zrI lakSmIzrIjI ane sAdhvI zrI jayAzrIjI vigere mArI pAse bhaNatAM hatAM, tene laIne temanA prabhAvanI vAto sAMbhaLI hatI.. |paNa temano aMgata paricaya mane nahoto. rAmacaMdrasUri ma.nA gurU ane dAdAgurU A baMneno paricaya vi.saM. 1988 AsapAsa hato. dAdAgurU dAnasUri ma.no paricaya kalpadIpikAnI presakopI temaNe taiyAra karelI mane ApI hatI, ane je meM pAchaLathI chapAvI hatI tene laIne, ane vi.saM. 1992no tithi prazna upaDyo na hato te pahelA tattvataraMgiNInI presa kopI mane ApI hatI, tene laIne hato. temanA gurU premasUri ma.no paricaya 1988nI AsapAsa huM| vidyAzALAmAM bhaNAvato ane teo te arasAmAM tyA birAjatA tene laIne temano ane jambusUri ma.no ! paricaya hato. rAmacaMdrasUri ma.nA chUTaka koI koI vAra vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLelA. paNa rUbarU maLavAno paricaya to |tithi-carcAnA prazna pachI ja thayo che. ane je paricaya thayo te tenI noMdha ane vigata agAunAM prakaraNomAM | AvI gaI che. (2) chelle vi.saM. 2047 jeTha vadamAM dazAporavADa (amadAvAda) sosAyaTInAM AyaMbilakhAtAmAM huM temane eTalA mATe maLyo ke temanI sAthe tithi vigere aMge ghaNo saMgharSa Aja sudhI thayo hato, to teno | 1micchAmi dukkaDama daI AvuM. sAMjanA pAMca vAgyAno samaya hato. mahArAja AyaMbilazALAnAM navA baMdhAyelA haoNlanI joDenA rUmamAM hatA. emanI pAse mahodayasUri ane hemabhUSaNavijaya vigere be-traNa sAdhu hatA. huM, kumudabhAI velacaMdanI sAthe temanI pAse gayo ane mattheNa vaMdAmi kahI huM AgaLa boluM te pahelAM teo tarata bolyA | | 'paMDita ! tame buddhimAna cho, abhyAsI cho, sAcuM zuM che te samajI zako cho. te samajI teno pakSa karo."! meM kahyuM, "mahArAja, bIjI vAta pachI. paNa tame A sAlathI pUnama-amAsanI kSaya vRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi karavAnuM tamArA gurUnA paTTakanI rUe karatA hatA. te baMdha rAkhyuM che te khoTuM che. gurU ma.nA paTTakanI rUe 2020 thI 2046 sudhI ane vi.saM. 1992 pahelAM tame ane tamArA vaDavAoe pUnama-amAsanI | pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya] [219

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kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi karI e badhuM have khoTuM ? ane vi.saM. 2947 thI navuM zarU karyuM te sAcuM ? A | kaI rIta che ? A tamArI rIta vAjabI nathI. tamAre A karavuM joItuM na hatuM". A pachI meM kahyuM, ''vi.saM. 1 1981 thI vi.saM. 2047 sudhInAM 67 varSathI to huM saMgharSa karatA ja tamane joto Avyo chuM. amArA gRhasthomAM paNa vRddha uMmara thAya tyAre kuTuMbamAM matabheda hoya to te dUra karavA prayatna thAya che. ane vRddha mANasa vicAre che ke ApaNe kyAM sudhI jIvavuM che ? jyAre tame A 97 varSanI uMmare navo saMgharSa karo cho". mane temaNe pUchyuM, "tamane keTalA varSa thayA ?" meM kahyuM, "83 varSa thayA." temaNe kahyuM, ''huM tamArAthI 14 varSa moTo chuM". meM kahyuM, "nA mahArAja ! tame mArAthI 10 gaNA moTA cho. tame AcArya cho. khamA khamA karI pUjAo cho. jyAre huM to saMsAramAM DUbelo chuM". vadhumAM meM kahyuM, "sAheba ! 97 varSano gRhastha karoDapati hoya toya koI tenI saMbhALa letuM nathI. khUNAmAM saDato hoya che. jyAre tamArI pAse Aje ziSyo tamAro bola jhIlatA hAjarahAjUra che. siddhisUri | !ma. 105 varSa jIvyA. paNa pAchalA varSomAM AMkhe dekhatA na hatA. temaNe mRgAMkavijayajI kahe tema karavuM paDatuM. bhadrasUri ma. 103 varSa jIvyA. teone oMkArasUri jyAM besADe tyAM.besavuM paDatuM. A baMnene chellA varSomAM temano svataMtra Adeza nahoto. jyAre tame to Aje sArI rIte vAMcI zako cho. vicArI zako cho. ane tame kaho tema tamArA ziSyo kare che. tamAre ziSyonuM kaheluM karavuM paDatuM nathI, Ama tame khUba |puNyazALI cho'. I temaNe kapALe hAtha mUkI mArI vAtano svIkAra karyo. meM kahyuM, "have challe zAMti thAya ane saMgharSa TaLe tevuM kAMIka karatA jAo". temaNe kahyuM, paMDita, zuM karavuM te tame mane lakhI Apo.'' meM kahyuM, "mAruM lakhI ApeluM tame thoDuM karavAnA cho ? tame mArA karatAM vadhu buddhizALI cho. tame jAte ja nirNaya (saMkalpa) karo ke mAre koI paNa saMjogomAM saMghamAM zAMti karavI che to ja zAMti thAya. vadhumAM meM kahyuM, ''tame tamArA dIkSita |jIvananI zarUAtamAM AtmArAmajI ma.nA paTTadhara koNa tenI carcA upADI. pachI aMbAlAla sArAbhAInuM vAchaDA prakaraNa, yuvaka saMgha ane sosAyaTInI pravRtti, tithi-carcA, nayasAra prakaraNa, garbhASTama, janmASTama prakaraNa, TrasTa ekTa prakaraNa, mahAvIra svAmI nirvANanAM 2500 varSa, zrI zaMtrujayanI pratiSThA vigere vigere. jIvanamAM koI divasa zAMti anubhavI nathI. have chelle zAMti anubhavo, ane sakala saMghamAM zAMti karatA jAo. zAMti karavAnI vAta tamArA hRdayamAM jAge to ja zAMti thAya". temaNe javAba Apyo, "jarUra, A vAta vicArIzuM". AgaLa vadhatAM temaNe kahyuM, ''mane jyotiSIo | 111 varSanuM AyuSya kahe che". meM kahyuM, "jyotiSIono vizvAsa na rakhAya. 2014nAM muni saMmelana | vakhate judA judA varatArA kADhanArA jyotiSIoe je kahyuM hatuM te sAcuM paDyuM nathI". A vakhate muni hemabhUSaNe kahyuM, ''jyotiSIoe 2014mAM zuM kahyuM hatuM ?" meM kahyuM, '2014mAM keTalAka jyotiSIoe ma.nA mATe ema kahyuM hatuM ke chello tamAro samaya evo Avaze ke tamane chelle pANI pAnAra sAdhu paNa tamArI |pAse nahi rahe. A jyotiSIonA varatAro khoTo paDyo. Aje tamArI pAse sAdhuo che ane tame TheraThera |pUjAo cho. mATe jyotiSIo para vizvAsa na rakhAya. je karavuM hoya te turata karo." A pachI meM kahyuM, ''kALanA garbhamAM zuM chUpAyuM che te koIne khabara nathI. moTA samudAyane asta thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI, ane nAnAne vistaratAM paNa vAra lAgatI nathI. vimaLano samudAya, jenA manasukhabhAI 220] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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jane bhagubhAI zeTha jevA AgevAna hatA, te Aje asta pAmI gayo. ane tame pAMca-cha sAdhu hatA te Aje IvistarI moTA samudAyavALA thayA. bhakto ane parivAra kyAre vistare ane visarAya tenI koIne khabara! paDatI nathI. vIravijayajI ma.nA kALadharma pachI 25 varSa pachI koI eno sAdhu dekhAto nathI". meM vadhumAM, kahyuM, "Apa nakkI karo ke mAre saMghamAM zAMti ane saMpa karyA vinA javuM nathI. ane nahi karo to tamArA pachI tamAro ziSya parivAra kAMI karaze nahi. e to ema ja kaheze ke amArA gurUe kahyuM te sAcuM. jema Aje sAgarajI ma.nA ziSyo kahe che. tema tethI je kAMI karavuM hoya te tamArA hAthe karatA jAo. nahi karo to JpAchaLano parivAra ema kaheze ke rAmacaMdrasUrijI evA AcArya thayA hatA ke jeNe A zAsana 100 varSa DihoLyuM". javAbamAM temaNe kahyuM "jarUra, ApaNe A vAta vicArIzuM, ane saMgha eka thAya tema karazuM. tame! vicArajo ane ApaNe maLazuM". A pachI thoDA divasa bAda temano praveza sAbaramatI pokharAja rAyacaMdanA upAzraye thayo. temaNe 1 IkumudabhAI velacaMda dvArA kahevarAvyuM ke "paMDite zuM vicAryuM ?" tyAre temaNe kahyuM, "sAheba ! ApaneT UvicAravAnuM hatuM". temaNe kumudabhAIne kahyuM ke "paMDitane kahejo ke mane maLe". kumudabhAIe mane samAcAra! ApyA ke mahArAje tamane maLavAnuM kIdhuM che. A samaya aSADha suda 14 nI AsapAsano hato. aSADha suda 14 bAda eka divasa maLavAno vicAra hato. paNa temanI mAMdagI vadhI. A mAMdagI pachI thoDA zAtA thaI, che tevA samAcAra AvyA. paNa mahArAjazrI mahinA sudhI parizrama laI zake tema nathI, te jANatAM sAbaramatI | |javAno vicAra meM mAMDI vALyo. paNa thoDA divasa bAda temane bakubhAI zeThane baMgale lAvavAmAM AvyA. teT mAMdagI uttarouttara vadhI ane teozrI kALadharma pAmyA. mananI manamAM rahI gaI. rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAje A kALamAM dIkSAno pravAha vahAvyo hato te niHzaMka che. zAsanamAM dIkSAo JvadhI te temano pratApa che. lokone dharmanA anurAgI banAvI dharmacustatAno nAda temaNe jagAvyo hato.i temanAmAM eka moTo guNa e hato ke pratipakSInI virodhamAM virodhI vAta paNa te sahRdayatApUrvaka te sAMbhaLI. JzaktA hatA, koI divasa A virodhI vAta prasaMge garama thatA na hatA. potAnuM kAma karavuM hoya tyAre ! virodhIne potAno karavAnI AvaData temanAmAM hatI. A kALamAM poNo sothI eMzI varSanAM gALo temanA nAdathI guMjita thaI temano avihaDa rAgI; binelo sAro evo janasamudAya hato, je temane ja gurU mAnato, ane bIjAne tiraskArato hato. Ama, khUbaT ja zakti chatAM, temanAthI zAsanane mahattvano lAbha thayo nathI. II IL I ===== ========= pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono paricaya - - - - - - - - - - - |

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samAlocanA mArA jIvanamAM vidyArthIkALa pachI adhyApanakALa daramyAna ane pachInA samayamAM zAsanamAM ghaNA ghaNA prazno udbhavyA che. A badhAmAM meM thoDo ghaNo rasa lIdho che tenI vigata agAu jaNAvI che. te mAtra hakIkata rUpe jaNAvI che. paraMtu te aMge mAruM maMtavya jaNAvyuM nathI. jyAre huM bhaNato hato tyAre zaMtrujyanI yAtrA baMdha hatI ane te aMge keTalIka sabhAo yojAtI hatI te meM joI che. abhyAsakALa daramyAna vikrama saMvata 1981mAM pAMca AcArya thayA. te vakhate A AcAryapadano vivAda peparomAM Avato te vAMcyo hato. A badhA prazno abhyAsakALa daramyAnanA hatA. paNa |pachI adhyApanakALamAM praveza karyA bAda ane temAMya khAsa karIne amadAvAdamAM AvyA bAda zAsanamAM je je / Iprazno UbhA thayA temAM thoDo ghaNo meM rasa dAkhavyo che. A praznomAM ATha varSa pUrNa thayA bAda ke AThamA varSe dIkSA ApavI, te prazna, yuvaka saMgha ane yaMgamenTsa jaina sosAyaTInuM pracAra kArya, gAyakavADa sarakArano dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyado, vi.saM. 1990nuM muni saMmelana, paramAnaMda prakaraNa, vi.saM. 1992mAM utpanna thayela tithi prazna, bAmbe pablika TrasTa eNkTa, bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAno 2500 varSano nirvANakALa, kesarIyAjI prakaraNa, 2014nuM muni saMmelana, ratalAma prakaraNa, zrIzaMtrujya tIrthanI pratiSThA, akhAtrIjanA | zeraDInA prakSAlano prazna, vi.saM. 2042nA paTTaka, ane vi.saM. 2044nuM muni saMmelana, vigere... 1. ATha varSa ke AThamA varSe dIkSA ApavI te viSenuM maMtavya pU. sAgarajI mahArAja AThamA varSe eTale ke bALakano janma thayA bAda savA cha varSa pachIno thAya tyAre dIkSA ApavAmAM mAnatA hatA. temanI gaNatarI evI hatI ke savA cha varSa janma bAdanAM, nava mahinA |garbhAvAsanA, eTale sAta varSa pUrAM thAya. bAda AThamuM varSa zarU thAya. ema mAnI AThamA varSe dIkSA apAya | tema mAnatA hatA. jyAre dAnasUri vigere mahArAjo janma thayA pachI ATha varSa pUrNa thayA bAda dIkSA ! ApavAmAM mAnatA hatA. A bheda te be vacceno hato. bIjA AcAryone AmAM koi rasa na hato. sAgarajI mahArAja potAnA maMtavyanuM samarthana siddhacakra peparamAM karatA hatA, ane dAnasUri vigere mahArAjanAM maMtavyonuM samarthana vIrazAsana peparamAM AvatuM hatuM. , A praznanI jhINavaTamAM huM Utaryo na hato. paNa mane pUjya sAgarajI mahArAje mArI lakhela paMcanigraMthI prakaraNanI prastAvanAmAM A nigraMtho ATha varSa pUrNa thayA bAda dIkSA lenArA hoya che te vAta tarapha [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 222]

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idoryuM tyAre meM temane kahyuM ke, "mahArAja ! mane 25 varSa thayA dIkSAno udaya Avyo nathI. ATha aneT JAThamAnI carcA mArA mATe nakAmI che". ema kahI vAtane uDADI dIdhI. kharI rIte AvI carcA sAdhubhagavaMtoeT sAthe besI vinimayapUrvaka karavI joie. te mATe peparomAM lakhANa lakhI je loko tadana anabhijJa che emane carcAnA kSetramAM utArI paraspara durbhAva na karAvavo joIe. AvuM A praznamAM paNa banyuM ane A carcA ; emanI sAthe ja vilaya pAmI. 2. yuvaka saMgha ane yaMgamensa jaina sosAyaTInuM pracAra kArya pUjya AcArya vijaya vallabhasUri, pU. A. buddhisAgarasUri, pU.A. vi. dharmasUri, A traNe AcAryo jamAnAne anurUpa pheraphAramAM mAnanArA hatA. tene anurUpa pravRtti karavAnI mAnyatA dharAvatA hatA.' ivallabhasari mahArAje mahAvIra vidyAlaya, zrI vakANA vidyAlaya, ane gujarAnavAlA gurUkuLa vigere keLavaNInI saMsthAo sthApI hatI. tene anurUpa upadeza ApI nANAMbhaMDoLa ekaThuM karAvyuM hatuM. temaja jamAnAne anurUpaI jaiina dharmane protsAhita kare tevA kAryamAM teo mAnatA hatA. pU. buddhisAgarasUri mahArAja jaino uparAMta! jainetaro paNa jainadharma pratye AkarSAya te mATe lokabhogya bhajanonI racanA karanArA hatA. jainadharmanAM tattvone lokabhogya banAvavAmAM temano vizeSa phALo hato. j pU.A.vi. dharmasUri ma. jamAnAne anurUpa vidvAno taiyAra karavAmAM mAnatA hovAthI temaNe kAzImAM |eka prAcIna sAhityanuM paThana-pAThana karanAra saMsthA sthApI hatI. temaja nyAya, vyAkaraNa vigerenAM saMzodhanamAM JpUrvakanA sArA graMtho prakAzita karavA uparAMta pAzcAtya vidvAnone jaina dharmamAM rasa letAM karavAnuM apUrva kAryaT karyuM hatuM. vi.saM. 1980nA gALA bAda vi. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ane sAgarajI ma. vigere dvArA dIkSAno pravAha iphUMkAtA ane temAM paNa nAnA bALakonI dIkSA thatAM dIkSA pratyeno virodha phelAyo. ane temAMthI yuvaka saMghanI | sthApanA thaI. A yuvaka saMghe TheraThera moTAM zaheromAM tenI ophiso sthApI. ane dIkSA pratyeno virodha jAherA karyo. A yuvaka saMghane vallabhasUrijI ma. nuM pIThabaLa maLyuM. jene lIdhe yuvaka saMghanI sAme yaMga mensa! sosAyaTInI sthApanA thaI. Ama, gAmegAma yuvaka saMgha ane yaMgamensa sosAyaTInAM maMDaLo sthapAyAM. AnA; pariNAme jJAtiomAM bheda paDayA. bhAI yuvaka saMghamAM to bahena yaMgamensa sosAyaTImAM javA lAgyA. upAzrayo jpaNa judI judI mAnyatAvALA thayA. yuvaka saMghe bALakono prazna AgaLa karI rAjyomAM phariyAdo noMdhAvI. Ane pariNAme vaDodarA rAjayamAM dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyado thayo. ! AnA lIdhe sAgarajI ma., rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. vigeree eka thaI A kArya sAme laData ApI. jayAre. pU. A. nemisUri, nItisUri ma., vigere taTastha rahyA. sAmAnya niyama evo che ke jeno virodha thAya te vastu vadhu prasare. te mujaba dIkSAo pahelAM thatI hatI tenA karatAM vadhu pramANamAM thaI. vi.saM. 1980 thI i2000 sudhI 20 varSanA gALAmAM dIkSAnuM pramANa khUba vadhyuM. ane A gALAmAM bALadIkSito paNa sArA primANamAM thayA. pU. kalikALa sarvajJa hemacaMdrasUrijI ma. ane upAdhyAya yazovijaya ma.no dAkhalo laI JbALadIkSAno vega vadhAryo paraMtu tenI pAchaLa sArasaMbhALa ochI rahevAnA lIdhe temaja yogyAyogyatAno! vicAra karyA vagara bALa dIkSAo thavAthI te vadhu saphaLa thaI nahi. vAcaspativijaya, kanakavijaya, manakavijya, ; ============= ==================1 samAlocanA] [23] _

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vigere bALadIkSito thayA hatA. paNa vadhu paDatAM lADa ane yogya saMbhALanA abhAve te dIkSAmAMthI calita thayA. | IAma chatAM, jenA pitA vairAgyavAsita hoya temanI dIkSAonuM suMdara pariNAma AvyuM che. haMmezAM pravAhano vega cAle che tyAre yogyAyogyatAno vicAra raheto nathI. yuvaka saMghe sAdhu saMsthA sAme bephAma aghaTita pracAra AraMbhyo tema dIkSAnA samarthakoe temane Teko na ApanArA, taTastha rahenArA sAdhuone paNa vagovyA. taTasthone avaTastha karIne bhAMDyA che. AvuM jyAre pakSo paDe che tyAre vAjabI |avAjabIpaNAno vicAra raheto nathI. tevuM yuvaka saMgha ane yaMgamenTsa sosAyaTImAM paNa banavA pAmyuM hatuM. | 3. gAyakavADa sarakArano dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyado. gAyakavADa sarakAranA dIkSA pratibaMdhaka kAyadAno virodha yaMgamensa sosAyaTIe prabaLa rIte karyo. te I mATe pU. sAgarajI ma., rAmacaMdrasUri ma. vigeree joradAra dalIlo sarakAra samakSa rajU karI. A samudAyo pahelAM paraspara ekameka na hatA. A prakaraNone laIne alpakALa mATe ekameka thayA. paraMtu te nimittane lai ekaThA thayA hovAthI te nimitta moLuM paDatAM ekabIjAthI vikhUTA paDavAmAM vAra lAgI nahi. sAmAnya rIte moTA mANasonI rIta evI hoya che ke sAthe beThA pachI bane tyAM sudhI ekabIjAno ! sAtha na choDe. matabheda hoya to vAtacItathI miTAvI detA hoya. paNa AmAM evuM banyuM nahi. kAyadAnA virodha pUratAM teo sAthe rahyA, paNa pachI nahi jevA nayasAra prakaraNa vigerene laIne judA paDyA. zAsanamAnya praNAlikAnA joradAra himAyatI gaNAtA A be mahAtmAonA judA paDavAthI zAsanane [ghaNuM nukasAna thayuM che. 4. vi.saM. 1990nuM muni saMmelana vi.saM. 1990nuM muni saMmelana, dIkSAprakaraNa, devadravya, vigere praznone laIne DahoLAyela vAtAvaraNane zuM zuddha karavAnA Azaye pU.A. vi. nemisUrIzvarajI ma. ane nagarazeTha kasturabhAI maNibhAI baMnenI rAhabarI taLe yojAyuM hatuM. A saMmelanamAM dUradUrathI judA judA saMpradAyanA judA judA mata dharAvatA mUrtipUjaka saMpradAyanA badhA gacchanA sAdhuone bolAvAyA hatA. saune Dara hato ke A bhegA thayelA munipuMgavo judI judI vicArazreNIvALA hovAthI samAdhAnapUrvaka A saMmelanane saphaLa karaze nahi. paNa nemisUri ma.nI kuneha ane |sAgarajI ma.nuM dareka praznono zAstrAdhAra pUrvakano pratyuttara, sAthe sAthe temanI udAratAe A munisaMmelanane |saphaLa banAvyuM hatuM. A saMmelanamAM pU.vi. vallabhasUri mahArAja, pU. mANekasiMha sUri ma., pU. vidyAvijayajI ma., vigere tejasvI purUSoe aneka prazna rajU karyA. paNa te badhA praznone pU.A. nemisUri ma.nI preraNAthI | IsAgarajI mahArAje suMdara javAba Apyo. ane chelle pUrNAtinAM samaye paDelI maDAgAMThane khUba ja buddhipUrvaka ukelI A saMmelanane saphaLa banAvyuM. DAhyA mANaso game teTalA matabhedavALA hoya to paNa chevaTe sAro ukela karIne UbhA thAya teno dAkhalo 1990nA munisaMmelane pUro pADyo che. [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA 224]

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5. paramAnaMda prakaraNa paramAnaMdabhAI kuMvarajI ANaMdajInA putra thAya. teonA pitA labdhapratiSTha, dharmaniSTha, bhAvanagaranA vatanI hatA, paramAnaMdabhAIne paNa nAnapaNathI pitAnA saMskAra maLyA hatA. paNa pAchaLathI muMbaInA vasavATa idaramyAna yuvaka saMghanI pravRttine laIne teo yuvaka saMghamAM joDAyA ane sAdhumahArAjonI dIkSA vigere pravRttinA virodhamAM te yuvaka saMghanA nAte vadhu paDatA dorAyA. yuvaka saMghe amadAvAdamAM tenuM saMmelana bolAvyuM. temAM! temaNe sAdhu mahArAjo upara ane pU. nemisUri mahArAja upara aghaTita AkSepo karyA. Ane laI amadAvAdanA saMghe bhegA thai paramAnaMdabhAIne saMgha bahAra jAhera karyA. A saMgha bahAra karavAnI sabhA nagarazeThanAM vaDe kastubhAI nagarazeThanA pramukhapaNA nIce yojAI. A| sabhAmAM dhIrajalAla TokarazInI AgevAnI taLe keTalAka lokoe dhAMdhala dhamAla karI. sabhA bahAra judA judA jainajayotinA vadhArAo bahAra pADI saMghamAM kaidhIbhAva pedA karavAno prayatna karyo. paNa A varga ghaNo nAno! hato, ane tenI pAchaLa pratiSThita mANasonuM baLa na hovAthI te bahu cAlyuM nahi. amadAvAda rUDhicusta jainasaMgha dharAvatuM zahera che. temAM sAdhu samAjanuM khUba varcasva che. jJAtionA! AgevAno, daherAsara-upAzrayanA TrasTIo vigere jAhera saMsthAnA kAryakartAo sAdhusaMsthAnI preraNApUrvaka kAma; karatAM hovAthI A tophAnIoe thoDuMka tophAna karyuM paNa pachI te zamI gayA. ! A prakaraNa pachI eka vAta nakkI thaI ke saMgha dvArA saMgha bahAra mUkavAnI pravRtti karavA jevI nathI.! jene laI paramAnaMdanA karatAM paNa vadhu AkSepo karanArA keTalAka patro ane vyaktionI saMghe upekSA karI ane kharI rIte upekSA e ja yogya rAha che. 6. tithi prazna A praznanI vistArathI pahelAM carcA karI che. A aMge mAre eka vAta jaNAvavAnI che te e keT saMghamAM ekatA e mukhya vastu che. koI paNa mANasane saMghamAM cAlatI koI paNa prathA geravAjabI prathA lAgatI hoya to te mATe saMghanA mukhya AgevAno sAthe vicAra vinimaya karavo joie, ane potAnI vAta jaNAvavI; jjoIe. paNa sahasA saMghamAM bheda paDe tevuM pagaluM na bharavuM joie. ! kharI rIte joIe to hajAra varSa karatAM vadhu varSothI ApaNA pAse ApaNuM paMcAMga nathI. jainetaronAM! paMcAMga upara ApaNe AdhAra rAkhIe chIe. udayano siddhAMta paNa ekatAne bAdha Ave tevo teno Agraha rAkhI svIkArya na karavo joIe. kalakattA ane gujarAtamAM baMne ThekANe jainonI vastI che. ane udayano jAgraha rAkhIe to keTalIka vAra ApaNe tyAM caudasa hoya tyAre kalakattAmAM udaya vALI caudasa na paNa hoya.i A badho vicAra karI saMghe ekasarakhI praNAlikA ajamAvI hoya temAM bheda karavo te ghaNuM khoTuM kArya che.' mANasane judA judA tukkA sUjhe te pramANe bheda karavAnuM rAkhe to zAsana chinnabhinna thaI jAya. bhAvapradhAna! ArAdhanA che. temAM kaTutA utpanna karI AkhA saMghanI ArAdhanA bagaDe tevuM kArya zobhanIya nathI. 1 - tithicarcAnA prazna ane Agraha zAsanamAM khUba khUba kaTutA utpanna karI che. ekapakSanI tithi na mAnanArane bIjA pakSe anaMta saMsArI sudhI kaheluM che. ane AnuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke sAdhusaMsthA pratyeno! ================================ samAlocanA] TI -

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|ekabIjA pakSanA zrAvakono dveSa keLavAyo che. je sAdhune dekhI saheje saheje namana thavuM joIe tene badale bIjA |pakSanA sAdhune dekhI durbhAva thAya tevuM nimitta tithinA prazne zAsanamAM UbhuM karyuM che. mArI dRSTie pUnamaamAsanI kSayavRddhie terasanI kSayavRddhi thAya te rIte bhAdaravA suda 5 nI kSayavRddhie trIjanI kSayavRddhi thAya te barAbara che. Ama chatAM sakaLasaMgha zAsananI ekatA khAtara pAMcamanI kSayavRddhie IchaThThanI kSayavRddhi kare ke pAMcamanI saMvatsarI kare to temAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. saMghanI ekatA mukhya che. paMcAgo |ApaNAM nathI. udayanI dRSTie koi rIte ekatA sadhAtI nathI. je kAMI karAya te sarvasaMmatipUrvaka thavuM joie. meM !A praznamAM e thAya to zAsanane koi moTuM nukasAna thAya tema nathI. A vikhavAdanuM sukhada samAdhAna to pAMcamanI saMvatsarI karavAthI Ave tema lAge che. tema karavAmAM koi zAsrabAdha ke zAsana praNAlikAno virodha nathI. vi.saM. 2004mAM bhAdaravA suda pAMcamano kSaya Avyo |tyAre moTA bhAge bhAdaravA suda chaThThano kSaya karyo hato...--- vi.saM. 2003mAM huM pU. A. premasUri ma. nA AgrahathI surata sAgarajI ma. pAse gayo hato. temanI AgaLa evI vAta mUkI hatI ke premasUrijI ma. taraphathI ema kahevAmAM Avyu che ke vi.saM. 2004mAM Ape vi.saM. 1961mAM kapaDavaMjamA karyuM hatuM, tema saMvatsarI karavAnuM rAkho to ame haMmeza mATe parvatithinI kSayavRddhino Agraha choDI daIe ane je kai karyuM che teno micchAmi dukkaDama daIe ane prAyazcitta paNa laIe. huM |A mATe sAgarajI ma. nI ane labdhisUri ma.nI sahI sAthe bahAra pADavAmAM Ave. sAgarajI ma. potAnI I 1mAnyatAmAM dRDha hovA chatA saMghanI ekatA khAtara saMghamAM matabheda na paDe tethI te svIkAravA taiyAra thayA hatA. paNa kamanasIbe rAmacaMdrasUrijInA bhaktoe dhamAla karI ane A kAMI thavA dIdhu nahIM. mane to Aje paNa lAge che ke A prazna najIvo che. saMghanI ekatA khAtara je kAMi karavuM ghaTe te IkarI ukelavA jevo che. pU.A. vi. nemisUri ma. to A prazna aMge kahetA ke ame AmAM koi bAbatamAM | paDavA mAMgatA nathI. DahelAno upAzraya je jAhera kare te karavuM che. huM Ane najIvo prazna mAnuM chuM". ane pate mATe temaNe khaMbhAta vigeremAM prayatna karelo paNa phaLa na AvyuM. durbhAgya che ke bhaktizIla ane DAhyA gaNAtA jaina saMghamAM Ano ukela zodhAto nathI. , pU. A. rAmacaMdrasUri mahArAjane vi.saM. 2047nA jeTha vadamAM dazAporavADanI AyaMbilazALAmAM | huM maLyo tyAre A saMbaMdhamAM khUba nikhAlasabhAve vAta thaI ane temaNe ApaNe sAthe maLI kAMika ukela lAvIe ! tema paNa kahyuM. paraMtu te vakhate ema kahyuM ke ''huM 111 varSa sudhI jIvavAno chuM, tema jyotiSIo kahe che'. meM jaNAvyuM ke ''jyotiSIono bharoso rakhAya nahi. paNa Apa, ApanA jIvanakALa daramyAna saMdhamAM saMpUrNa samAdhAna thAya tevuM kAMika karatA jAo". temaNe kahyuM ke ''tame lakhIne Apo.'' meM kahyuM, ma. lakhavAno artha |nathI. ApanA hRdayamAM nakkI thavuM joIe. vadhumAM temaNe kahyuM ke ''tame je kAMi lakhANa lakhyuM hoya, te mane [vAMcavA Apo". meM kahyuM ke ''mahArAja, mArA lakhANamAM ApanAthI viruddhamAM haze". temaNe kahyuM ke 'bhale viruddhamAM hoya, huM svastha rIte vAMcI jaIza". huM mauna rahyo. bhavitavyatAe thoDA ja vakhatamAM A.ma. kALadharma pAmyA ane ame maLI zakyA nahi. zAsanamAM haMmezA banatuM AvyuM che tema matabhedanA mULanAyakanA gayA pachI tenA parivAra dvArA samAdhAna thavuM azakya che. tema atyAre to te azakya lAge che, paNa duHzakya nathI. 226] [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA

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7. bombe pablika TrasTa ekTa muMbaI sarakAre bombe pablika TrasTa ekTano musaddo bahAra pADyo. A musadAne zeTha ANaMdajI; kalyANajInI peDhIe samarthana ApyuM. temaja keTalIka sudhAraka saMsthAoe samarthana ApyuM. temAM khAsa karIne jkasturabhAI lAlabhAInA samarthanathI vadhu baLa maLyuM. zeThanAM manamAM eka vAta ThasI gaI hatI ke dhArmikAM ..milkatanA jUnA vahIvaTadAro pUro hisAba rAkhatA nathI. e milkatane potAnI gaNe che tethI A kAyado thAyaT !te yogya che. jo ke A kAyadAmAM keTalIka kalamo sArI nathI. paNa ekadare kAyado jarUrI che tema zeThanuM mAnavuM! hatuM. zeThanI A mAnyatAno zeThanA prabhAvane laIne koI khAsa virodha karI zakyuM nahi. je teno virodha thayo te mAmUlI ane gaNanA vagarano thayo. A mATe pU. upAdhyAya dharmasAgarajI ma. ne lAgI AvyuM. temanuMT IkahevuM hatuM ke saMghe A saMbaMdhamAM kamiTio nImI vahIvaTanI coksAI karavI. paNa sarakAra hastakSepa kare te! vAjabI nathI. zarUmAM temaNe peDhI AgaLa upavAsa karavAno irAdo rAkhyo. pachI te mAMDI vALyo ane kAyadA! zAstrIonI salAha laI vejalapura nivAsI ratilAla pAnAcaMda dvArA muMbaI hAIkorTamAM virodha karyo. A korTamAM ApaNe taddana niSphaLa gayA. tyArabAda suprima korTamAM A kesa laDyA. sarakAra taraphathI motIlAla setalavaDa ApaNA taraphathI ena.sI.ceTarjI A kesa laDyA. sAta jjanI beMca AgaLa kesa cAlyo. tethI | IkAyadAnI keTalIka kalamomAM pheraphAra thayo. tethI kasturabhAI zeTha khuza thayA. ane A kesa laDavA badala amaneT JabhinaMdana ApyA. A kesa laDatAM pahelAM ame judAjudA prasiddha dhArAzAstrIonA abhiprAyo meLavyA hatA.! A abhiprAyomAM muMbaInA - madrAsanA ane kalakattAnA dhArAzAstrIo uparAMta huM A aMge baMdhAraNanA niSNAta DaoN. AMbeDakarane muMbaImAM maLyo hato. ane temane A TrasTa ekTathI kevuM nukasAna thaze te jaNAvyuM hatuM. tyAre temaNe kaheluM ke "A TrasTa ekTanI pAchaLa bhaviSyano hetu to e che ke dharmapradhAna bhAratanI saMskRtimAM keTaluM dhana A dharmakhAtAomAM rokAyeluM che te jANavAno ane te dhanano bhaviSyamAM dezanA utkarSamAM IkaI rIte upayoga karavo te Azaya che. atyAre to mAtra dhArmika khAtAMo vyavasthita karavAno hetu AgaLa! dharavAmAM Avyo che". A TrasTa ekTa lAvavA sarakAre prayatna karyo tene zeTha kastUrabhAIe je Teko Apyo te karatAM pUrvanA vahIvaTadAromAM keTalAkamAM khAmI haze, paNa jUnA vahIvaTadAro A khAtAo mATe judI judI kothaLIo | rAkhatA. enuM nANuM koI bIjA khAtAmAM saMkramaNa na thAya tenI pUrI kALajI rAkhatA. A vAta temaNe bahA 'lakSyamAM lIdhI jaNAtI nathI. vadhu duHkhanI vAta to e che ke A TrasTa ekTa thayA pachI (TrasTa ekTane laIne 'sAdhuono upadeza samagra) saMghanA hitanA badale judA judA TrasTomAM TrasTIo ane sAdhuonA saMgaThanathI ! zithilAcAra vadhyo) judA judAM TrasTo racAyAM ane te TrasTo saMghathI nirapekSa banyA. je sAdhuono upadeza jyAM jyAM cAturmAsa kare tyAM tyAM tenA saMghanI sArasaMbhALa ane pUrti mATe raheto hato tene badale A judA judA TrisTomAM pheravAyo ane saMghanuM kArya gauNa banyuM. jate divase sAdhu ane TrasTIonI eka gAMTha thaI ane saMghathI Ibhinna judI judI saMsthAo utpanna thaI. A TrasTa ekTane laIne saMghamAM moTuM dUSaNa utpanna thayuM ane te! zithilAcAranA poSaNanuM nimitta banela che. - sarakAra taraphathI judAjudA kAyadAo thAya che. Aje sarakAra lokazAhIvALI gaNAya che paNa AnuM =============================== samAlocanA].

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AkhuM mALakhuM paradezathI AveluM che. te mujaba vahIvaTamAM pheraphAra kare che. kAraNa ke sarakAramAM vahIvaTakartAonA saMskAra bhAratanI saMskRti karatA pAzcimAtya saMskRtinA vadhu che. paNa temAM ApaNe koI khAsa pheraphAra karI zakIe tema nathI. vastInI gaNatarIe ApaNe khUba alpa chIe. buddhizALInA nAte ApaNA tyAM matabhedo! ghaNA che. vyApArapradhAna ApaNo saMgha hovAthI te rAjadvArI kSetramAM bhAga ocho le che. jyAre koI paNa kAyado AvI paDe tyAre te zarUAtamAM UhApoha kare che paNa A UhApoha bahu cAlato nathI. kharI rIte ApaNe rAjadvArI kSetramAM bhAga levo joIe. jene laI AvatA sudhArAone aTakAvI ke haLavA karI zakAya.' dezanuM vAtAvaraNa jemajema badalAya tema tene anurUpa saMghe temAM dhyAna rAkhI sakriyatA dAkhavavI! joIe. ApaNo bhUtakALa ApaNe alpa saMkhyAmAM hovA chatAM lAgavaga ane saMbaMdhanAM jore tIrthonI rakSA karI zakyA chIe te batAve che, ane dharmanI prabhAvanAmAM teno upayoga karI zakyA chIe. A badhI vastumAM jzAsananA agraNIoe sakriya rahevuM joIe, temaja A. Adi munibhagavaMtoe A badhI bAbatamAM dhyAna | rAkhI preraNA ApavI joIe. 8. bhagavAna mahAvIranA 2500 varSano nirvANakALa zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra paramAtmAnAM nirvANa thayA bAda 2500 varSa thayAM te 2500 varSano iutsava sarakAra taraphathI temaja jaino taraphathI bhAre dhAmadhUmapUrvaka ujavavAno vicAra Avyo. A UjavaNI mATe . kendra tathA rAjya sarakAre sArI rakamanI phALavaNI karI. . ApaNe tyAM eka vargano evo vicAra rajU thayo ke 2500 varSanI ujavaNI pAchaLa sarakArano ! irAdo malina che. buddha ane mahAvIranI ujavaNI karyA bAda jyAre izune ujavaNI Ave tyAre samagra iduniyAnI dRSTie ujavaNI karAya temAM prAthamika pagathAra rUpe A ujavaNI che. mATe ApaNe ApaNI rIte | Tocchava-mahocchava vigerethI ujavIe. A vicAranA mULanA preraka prabhudAsabhAI hatA, te vicArane keTalAkaI sAdhubhagavaMto ane gRhasthoe jhIlIne cagAvyo hato. temAMya khAsa karIne rUDhigata mAnyatAvALA gRhastho ane sAdhuo savizeSa hatA. tethI sarakAranI sahAya ane pracAranAM sAdhanono jaina zvetAMbara samAje bahu ocho ! upayoga karyo. jyAre digambara samAje teno pUro upayoga karyo. te upayoga dvArA temaNe temanAM vidyAlayo vigerene sarakAranI sahAyathI saddhara banAvyA. DahApaNanuM kAma to e hatuM ke jyAre koIpaNa vivAda Ubho thAya tyAre saMghanA agraNI sAdhu tathA! AgevAna gRhasthoe maLI paraspara saMgharSa na karatAM eno upayoga ApaNI mAnyatAne bAdha na Ave te rIte karI levo. duHkhanI vAta e hatI ke jyAre jyAre matabhedanA prasaMgo Ave tyAre matabhedano pracAra karAya ? che paNa paraspara maLI ekabIjAnuM dRSTibiMdu samajavA prayatna karavAmAM Avato nathI. 2500 varSanI ujavaNInA prisaMgamAM paNa AvuM banyuM. ApaNe kendra ane rAjaya sarakAronI je bharapUra madada maLatI hatI te laI prAcIna | TgraMthono uddhAra, ane jaina dharmano viziSTa pracAra karavAmAM upayoga karavAnI taka rAjaya pAsethI jhaDapI lIdhI ! hota to temAM kAMI khoTuM na hatuM. paNa AkhI ujavaNI daramyAna ekabIjA upara doSAropaNa karavAmAM AvyuM. A Ama, jyAre jyAre koI paNa matabhedanA prasaMgo jaina zAsanamAM Ave che tyAre potapotAnI rIte | pricArakArya ane jUtha baMdhAya che. ekabIjAne halakA pADavA prayatna thAya che. paNa sAthe besI te praznano vicAra =============================== 228] | mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA IL 1

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karI samajUtI karAtI nathI te ghaNuM duHkhada che. A matabhedo karanArA potAnI jAtane zAsananI rakSAnA sukAnI! JtarIke mAnatA hoya che ane lokomAM paNa tevo pracAra thAya che. kharI rIte zAsananI rakSAnA badale jANe ajANe temanAM hAthe avahelanA thAya che. 9. kesarIyAjI prakaraNa | kesarIyAjI tIrtha jaina zvetAMbara saMpradAyanuM che. "zaMkhezvara kesarIyo sAra, tAraMge zrI ajita juhAra'T A paMkti sakala tIrthamAM Ave che. ane savAranA pratikramaNamAM sau koI tIrthavaMdanA rUpe gAya che. keTalAkaI varSothI A tIrtha zvetAMbara, digambara jaino ja nahi paNa aDhAre komanuM banyuM che. svarAjya maLyA pachI, dharmasAgarajIe A tIrtha pharIthI zvetAMbaronA hakamAM Ave te mATe kesa karI sabaLa prayAsa karyo. paNa temAM | temane dhArI phateha nA maLI. kharI rIte A kesamAM dharmasAgarajI ma. ane temane anusaranArA thoDA gRhastho sivAya koIe rasaT lIdho na hato. digaMbare taraphathI A kesanI sunavaNI vakhate badhA AgevAno hAjara hatA. dharmasAgarajI! ema.nA karakasarIyA svabhAvane lIdhe dAdA cAMdajIne je phI ApavI joIe te cheka sudhI pahoMcADI na hatI. tethI teNe paNa pUro rasa na dAkhavyo. Ama, jodhapura korTamAM kesa jItavA chatA suprima korTamAM hArI gayA. ' dharmasAgarajI ma. khUba lAgaNI pradhAna purUSa hatA. rAjya sarakAra taraphathI koIpaNa jAtanA kAyadA | TdharmamAM Dakhala karanArA Ave to te ekalA hAthe pratikAra karatA. pracArakArya emanuM ochuM hatuM paNa potAnI! jAta mahenata dvArA vakIlono saMparka sAdhI sarakAra dvArA jyAM jyAM Dakhala UbhI thatI tyAM tyAM teo jIdaMgI! sudhI pratikAra karatA AvyA hatA. temanI pAse paisA kharcavAnuM baLa ochuM hatuM. tene laI keTalIkavAra A pratikAramAM pAchA paDavuM paDyuM hatuM. Aje jaina saMghane temanI moTI khoTa che. 10. 204rano paTTaka, 2044nuM muni saMmelana A saMbaMdhamAM mAruM maMtavya evuM che ke pU.A. vi. nemisUri pU. sAgarAnaMdasUri vigere mahApurUSo ! je kAMI nirNaya karatA te nirNayane vaLagI rahetA ane koI paNa saMjogomAM nirNaya karyA bAda pharatA na hatA. jayAre vi.saM. 204ranA paTTakanA prasaMgamAM mane evo anubhava thayo che ke sahI karyA pachI koInuM dabANa Ave to potAnA hoddAne ane sthAnane gauNa karI calita thavAmAM AcAryo jarAya acakAyA nathI. A| l2042nA paTTakamAM jAte vAMcyA pachI sahI karI che. pATa uparathI anumodana ApyuM che. ane chatAM pAchaLathI! JsahI pAchI kheMcI che ane pharI gayA che. arthAt temane potAnI jAta upara vizvAsa rahyo nathI. ane samudAya! uparano kAbU ke AmanyA rahI nathI. gRhastho paNa potAnuM boleluM vacana pALatA hoya che tyAre AcArya 'mahArAja jevA AcAryo sahI karyA pachI phare te A kALano ja prabhAva manAya. ane koI paNa DAhyo mANasa jtemanA vizvAse kAma kare to tene pastAvAno vakhata Ave tevuM meM A 2042nAM paTTakamAM anubhavyuM che. i vadhu duHkhanI vAta to e che ke varSo sudhI sAthe rahelI ane ekabIjAnA duHkhamAM sahabhAgI banelI. evI vyaktio upara paNa DhaMgadhaDA vinAnA AkSepo meM karatA joyA che. A sAdhujanocita vAjabI banyuM nathI. vi.saM. 204rano paTTaka saMgha samAdhAnano paTTaka hato. zAstrIya carcAnA niSkarSarUpa na hato. i ================================ samAlocanA] [229 - - - - - - - - - - - - -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -

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vi.saM. 2044nuM munisaMmelana kharI rIte vi.saM. 204ranAM paTTaka pachInuM kArya karavA mATe yojAyuM ThatuM. paNa omakArasUrinI dUraMdezIthI temaNe badhAne saMkalita karyA hatA. A saMmelanamAM khullA dile carcAmAM | vicAraNA thaI hatI. paraspara judAjudA samudAyanA yuvAna sAdhuo ekabIjAnI najIka AvyA hatA. saMkoca vinA saue potAnI vAto rajU karI hatI. A saMmelananI saphaLatAno AdhAra omakAra sUrinI AvaData, rAmasUri DahelAvALAnI nikhAlasatA ane premasUrinI kunehane AbhArI che. badhAye haLavA dila karI nikhAlasabhAve carcA karI hatI. ane saMghanuM paMdara AnI aikya sadhAyuM hatuM. A saMmelana khUba yAdagAra hatuM. JA saMmelanathI dareka samudAyo khUba najIka AvyA che. ane Aje paNa eka-bIjA haLatA-maLatA thayA che te JA saMmelananuM pariNAma che. - 230] =================== [mArAM saMsmaraNo yAne 50 varSanI jaina zAsananI AchI rUparekhA - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - --

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