Manno Mediclaim

Author(s): Udayvallabhvijay
Publisher: Pragna Prabodh Parivar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/006097/1

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manano meDikalema thaMbhyAsa uTakavallabhavijaya

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manano meDikleIma paMnyAsa udayavallabhavijaya prakAzaka zrI samakita yuvaka maMDaLa

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* prApti sthAna : zrI samakita yuvaka maMDaLa bhakti bilDiMga, grAunDa phlora, dolata nagara, roDa naM. 8, borIvalI (IsTa), muMbaI - 400 066. phona - 3252 2501 0 ketanabhAI DI. saMgoI 1/12, vaibhava epArTamenTa, zreyasa sinemA lena, saMghANI esTeTa, ela.bI.esa. mArga, ghATakopara (ve), muMbaI - 400086. phona : 2500 5703, mo. : 92246 40070. GO arihaMta kaTalarI AMbA cokanI pAchaLa, polIsa geTanI bAjumAM, bhAvanagara. phona : 251 2492, mo. : 98251 05528 0 milanabhAI AnaMda TreDaliMka prA. li. 401, spAna TreDa senTara, kocaraba Azrama sAme, pAlaDI, amadAvAda - 380007. phona : 2658 7601, mo. : 93750 35000 SO mudraka prinTavela - mo.H 9322225408 kaccha saMskaraNa : navamuM mulya H 6 50.00

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prAstAvikam sonAnI lagaDImAMthI koI lokhaMDanI khIlI banAvI zakatuM nathI. lokhaMDanA TukaDAmAMthI koI sonAnI vIMTI banAvI zakatuM nathI. kAcA mAla ane pAkA mAla vacce AkArano pharaka hoI zake paNa prakArano pharaka kyAreya paDI zake nahIM. paristhiti e kAco mAla che. manaHsthiti e pAko mAla che. paNa, mAnava mana eka gajabanuM mazIna che. te game tevA mAlamAMthI dhAre tevI vastu banAvI zake che. mana dhAre to avaLI paristhitinA lokhaMDI TukaDAmAMthI zubha manaHsthitinI suvarNamudrikA paNa sarjI zake che. mana dhAre to samRddha paristhitinA caLakatA suvarNamAMthI azubha manaHsthitino aNIdAra khIlo paNa banAvI zake che. ApaNe sahu AvuM zaktizALI mana laIne beThA chIe. eTale A yaMtraNAne kaI tarapha kAryazIla karavI e aMgenI samajadArI ane sAvadhAnI khUba jarUrI che. Best out of Waste e AvatIkAlanI utpAdana zailIno navo TrenDa banI rahyo che. viparIta, viSama ane vikaTa paristhitionA pASANakhaMDamAMthI paNa devI prasannatAnuM mohaka zilpa kaMDArI zakAya che. jarUrI che keTalAka ojAro, je ahIM ApyA che. ApaNane sahune ghaNA kAma lAgaze. anekanI prasannatAmAM nimitta banavA maLe ane te dvArA mArI prasannatAnI polisI paNa UtarI jAya to AthI vizeSa zuM joIe? prastuta lakhANamAM parokSa baLa pUruM pADanArA pUjyone kRtajJabhAve yAda karuM chuM. sAthe pratyakSa baLa ApanArA mArA sadAnA utsAha strota pU. AcArya zrI muktivallabhasurIzvarajI mahArAja tathA laghubaMdhu paMnyAsa zrI hRdayavallabhavijayajI ma.AditamAma sahavartiono RNI chuM. da: paMnyAsa meghavallabhavijaya ziSya paMnyAsa udayavallabhavijaya

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anukramaNikA 1. mukhamalake to sukha chalake 2. ghaDapaNanI jAhojalAlI 3. mAMdagInI sonogrAphI 4. mAMdagI AbhAno jamaNavAra 5. pIDAmATe pravezabaMdhI 6. to sahevuM bane saheluM 7. vipattikALanI vImAyojanA 8. saMtoSa H samAdhino sikyoriTI bonDa 9. sAdhanAnI sarvoparitA 10. trIjuM vizvayuddha 11. pojhiTiva bAuTaluka 12. prasannatAnuM progrAmiMga

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7 mukha malake to sukha chalake zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra prabhue gaNadharone ApelI tripadI eTale jANe suvarNasiddhi rasa. A suvarNasiddhi rase to kamAla karI. teNe akSarone AgamonuM svarUpa ApyuM. suvarNasiddhi rasa navI dhAtune pedA na kare paNa dhAtune parivartita karIne suvarNanuM svarUpa ApI de che. vizvasamastane hastarekhA mAphaka joI rahelA karuNAsAgaranA mukhe vahetI vAgdhArAmAM vahetA vicArone akSarAkAra ApIne gaNadha2 bhagavaMtoe jagata ane jagatpatine joDI Apato eka zAbdika setu racI Apyo che. AgamasUtronI manoha2sRSTinuM eka mohaka najarANuM che zrIAcArAMga sUtra. sUtranA pade pade chato thato vicAravaibhava jotAM tene vicArAMga paNa kahevAnuM mana thAya. AcArAMga sUtramAM vizvasthitine rajU karato eka ramaNIya pada prayoga jovA maLe che. aTTe bhoLu A sUtrano skeca taiyA2 ka2vo hoya to samasta vizvane bhaDakAmAM lapeTAyeluM rajU ka2vuM paDe. navA mileniyamamAM pravezI cUkelA vizvanI kaeNmisTrI kharekharadayanIya che. duHkhanI Aga che, to sukhanI paNa eka Aga che. koIne za2I2mAM sAtA nathI tenuM duHkha che. koIne gharamAM mAtA nathI tenuM duHkha che. koIne samAjamAM sthAna nathI tenuM du:kha che. koIne bajAramAM nAma nathI tenuM du:kha che. koIne gharanI takalIpha, koIne gharavALAnI takalIpha to koIne gharakharcanI takalIpha. koIne tyAM dIkaro nathI, koIne tyAM dIkaro che paNa te vinayI nathI. koIne dIkaro sAro che paNa vahu barAbara nathI. koIne baMne pakSe sAruM che paNa gha2mAM pautra nathI. bahoLo parivA2 hovA chatAM Arthika nAdurastInI pIDA koInA manane -0-0-0-0 manano meDikaleIma 1 -0-0-0

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korI khAya che to koIne puSkaLa paiso hovA chatAM gharamAM savAzeramATInI khoTa vartAya che. saMpatti ane saMtatinuM sukha pAmI cUkelo zarIranA trAsathI herAnagati pAme che. koIne potAnuM rUpa gamatuM nathI. koIne potAno svara gamato nathI. koIne potAnA akSara gamatA nathI. koIne buddhinI alpatA kahe che, koIne AvaDatanI UNapa kheMce che, koIne potAnuM ghara sAMkaDuM lAge che, koIne potAnI pAse kapaDAM ochAM lAge che, koIne pharnicara bekAra lAge che to koIne parivAra matalabI lAge che. koIne gADI nathI tenuM duHkha che, koIne gADI navI nathI tenuM duHkha che to koIne bIjA pAse vadhu sArI gADI havAnuM duHkha che. maMdira para pharakatI dhajA jema maMdiranI aMdara rahelA paramAtmAnI jAherAta kare tema vyaktinA moM para pharakatuM smita, tenA haiyAmAM UbharAtA AnaMdanuM bayAna karatuM hoya che. smitanI AnaMdadAyakatA ane durlabhatA samajAvavA mATe aMgrejImAM smita mATe bahu bhAre vizeSaNa vaparAtuM hoya che. A Million Dollar Smile. mukha para pharakatA smitanI kamarziyala velyu AmAM chatI thAya che. mAtra mAmUlI nukasAnI ke nAnakaDI takalIpha mAtra sAme AvA kiMmatI smitane veMcI mAravAnI mUrkhAmI koNa kare? maMdiranA tamAma aMzomAM vajanamAM sauthI haLavI cIja hoya che dhajA. mukha paranuM hAsya paNa sAva haLavuM phUla, chatAM jIvanamAM tenuM ghaNuM vajana che. mukha paranA hAsyanI sAthe kyAreya khUna ke corI thaI zakatA nathI. mukha paranuM hAsya aMdaranI prasannatAnuM dyotaka che. Aje keTalAMya sthaLe lAphiMga klaba cAlu thAya che. lAphiMga therApI e have cikitsA kSetranI navI phekalTI banI che. jo ke temAM to kRtrima hAsyanI vAta thaI. AjakAla plAsTikanAM phUlonI bolabAlA che. svAbhAvika smita e visvarapuSpa che. --------- manano meDikaleIma (2)

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mukha paranuM smita bahu kiMmatI cIja che. te maLavuM durlabha che. maLyA pachI TakavuM durlabha che. pANInuM TIpuM jamIna para paDe te keTalo samaya Take ? koI tene lUche nahIM to paNa samaya jatAM te ApameLe sukAI jAya. mukha paranuM smita eTale jamIna para paDeluM jaLabiMdu. takalIphanA taDakA jeTalA vadhAre paDe teTaluM te jaldI sukAya. A smita TakAvavA keTaluM badhuM joIe ! zarIra sAruM hoya, svajano lAgaNIzIla hoya, saMpatti pUratI hoya, badhuM ja anukULa hoya to A smita pharakI zake. AmAMnuM kaMIka paNa ADuM cAle ke tarata e smita pharakatuM aTakI zake. pavana paDI jAya tyAre paNa dhajA laTakatI to hoya che, paNa tyAre te laherAtI nathI. prasannatAno pavana paDI gayA pachI AyuSyanA daMDa upara jIvana mAtra laTakatuM hoya che. sAva lahera vagaranuM. dhajAnI zobhA mAtra laTakavAmAM nathI, laheravAmAM che. hiMdustAnamAM saikAo sudhI rAjya karIne prajAne paravazatAnI beDImAM jakaDI denArA aMgrejo sAme svAtaMtrya saMgrAma jyAre AraMbhAyo tyAre eka zauryasUtra vahetuM thayeluM Freedom is my birth right. 52ma AnaMda2sanA bhoktA evA ApaNI aMdaranA 'caitanya mahAprabhu'ne karmo anaMtakALathI potAnA paMjA heThaLa rAkhIne zoSI rahyA che. tyAre lokamAnya tilakanA e zauryasUtrane navA saMdarbhamAM doharAvIe : 'Freedom is my birth right.' prasannatA e mAro janmasiddha adhikAra che. hatAzA ane nirAzAthI gherAyelA mANasanA manane mulAyama malamanI garaja sAre tevuM padya prastuta che. ravi sama tejarAzine udayane asta Ave che, zazI sama zAMtamUrti paNa vadhIne kSINa thAve che. samaMdaranA taraMgomAM bharatI ne oTa Ave che, raDezAne omAnavI ! jo sukho duHkha laIne Ave che. manano meDikaleIma 3 -0-0-0 -0-0-0

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RRSabhadeva bhagavAnanA putra bharata cakravartIne jIvanamAM kyAreya raDavAno prasaMga Avyo nahoto. prabhunA nirvANa bAda aMdarano bharAyelo DUmo bahA2lAvavA bharatane Indre raDatAM zIkhavADyuM hatuM. Aje mANasane hasavAnItAlIma ApavIpaDaze ke zuM ? hAsyanI bhUgoLa paNa kevI dhAradAra che. dekhAvamAM namaNuM ne najAkata paNa saheja vaLAMka letI AkRti. gAla 52 upasela jANe talavAra joI lo. smitanI najAkata ane karAmatano kharo paricaya karAvatuM eka majedAra vAkya che : A smile is a curve, that sets everything straight. je gAla para eka mIThI lakIra upasAvI nathI zakato tenA kapALe traNa lakIro AkA2laI le che. mANasanA mukha para hAsya hoya eTale ghaNuM karIne tenA manamAM prasannatA hovAno khyAla Ave che. sTuDiyomAM phoTogrApharanI mukhya sUcanA eTalI ja hoya che H 'jarA moDhuM hasatuM rAkhajo.' ahIM'moDhuM hasatuM rAkhavuM' eTale haiyuM prasanna rAkhavuM. aMdaranI lahe2 mukha para vaMcAya tene smita kahevAya. mananI svasthatA e jIvananI kharI samRddhi che. prasannatA e mananuM kiMmatI AbhUSaNa che. citta samAdhi e AlokanA sukhanuM lakSaNa che ane paralokanI sadgatinuM kAraNa paNa che. mANasane kapaDAM para saLa paDe to paNa tene jarAya gamatuM nathI. kapaDA ane kAyA para saLa na paDe te mATe te khAsa prakAranI sAvadhAnIrAkhe che. kapaDAM ane kAyA karatAM, paNa adhika kiMmatI evA mana para saLa na paDe te aMge tenI sAvacetI keTalI? vyaktinA manogata bhAvo tenA hAvabhAva ane mukhAkRti parathI pArakhI zakAya che. eka subhASitamAM bahu sarasa kahyuM cheH AkRti: thati muLAn| aMgrejImAM paNa A vAta koIe kahI che : Face is the index of the human being. manano meDikaleIma 4 -*-*-*

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choDa upara khIle che gulAba paNa vAtAvaraNamAM prasare che suvAsa. mukhapara muskAna khIle tyAre lagabhagavAtAvaraNamAM haLavAza phelAya che. | dharatIkaMpanA kAraNe ImAratone jokhama UbhuM na thAya te mATe tenA pAyAmAM beriMga (slAIDara bola) jevAM sAdhano vaparAya che. AnA kAraNe kaMpa vakhate makAna saheja jhUme paNa paDe nahIM. manane paNa A rIte keLavaNI ApIne sTebiliTI ApavI jarUrI che. manane evuM sajAvIe ke ApaNA manane najara sAme rAkhIne koI nibaMdha lakhe to tenuM mathALuM AvuM rAkhI zakAyaH "mana to lIluMchama." anekavidha Apattio eka sAthe trATakavAthI hArIne hatAza thayelA eka bhAIe jIvana TUMkAvI devAno nirNaya karyo. te nirNayane amalamAM mUkavAnI yojanA temaNe ghaDI kADhI. zaheranA madhyabhAgamAMthI pasAra thatI relave lAIna para jaI Trena nIce paDatuM mUkavAnA daDha niradhAra sAthe te gharethI nIkaLyA. zaheranA eka mukhya mArga para doDha be kilomITara cAlIne relave Treka para temane pahoMcavAnuM hatuM. - gharethI nikaLatA temaNe AtmahatyAnA potAnA A saMkalpamAM eka chUTa rAkhI relave Treka sudhInA rastAmAM je koI rAhadArIo maLe, temAMthI jo koI vyaktinA mukha para evuM suMdara smita mane dekhAya ke je, tenI manogata pArAvara prasannatAnI cADI khAtuM hoya to jarUrate smita mArI tUTI gayelI jIvana AsthAne sAMdhI Apaze. AvuM smita jovA maLe to ApaghAtano nirNaya mAMDI vALIne huM ghare pAcho pharIza. te bhAInuM pachI zuM thayuM te ApaNe bhUlI jaIe ane ApaNI jAtane eka prazna pUchIe te bhAIne rastAmAM jo huM maLyo hota to temanI jIvanazraddhAne punarjIvita karavAnuM nimitta huM banI zakyo hota kharo? A praznanA javAbamAM kadAya ApaNI AkhI jiMdagIno sITI skena riporTa ApaNA hAthamAM AvI jaze. -- - manano meDikaleIma (5)

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1 ghaDapaNanI jAhojalAlI varSo pUrve amadAvAdamAM vayovRddha jainAcArya pUjyapAda bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA darzana-vaMdana karavA gayelA. te vakhate teozrInI uMmara aMdAje paMcANuM varSanI hatI. tabiyata nAdurasta ane khorAka nahIMvata chatAM prasannatA pUrvavatuM. divasano moTo bhAga vAMcanamAM ja vyatIta karatA. AMkhe thoDuM kheMcIne vAMcavuM paDatuM ane kAne paNa mahAmusIbate saMbhaLAtuM. vaMdana karIne sAtApRcchA karIne beThA. amArAmAMthI koIe sahajabhAve pUchI nAMkhyuM : "sAhebajI! have vAMcavA-sAMbhaLavAmAM takalIpha paDatI haze, nahIM?' eka nAjuka smita verIne copaDI baMdha karI, saheja TaTTAra thaI ane pachI teozrIe amane ja sAmo prazna karyo: "vRddhAvasthAmAM lagabhaga badhAnA AMkha, kAna, hAtha ane paga badhuM nabaLuM paDe che. AvuM kema thatuM haze, kaho jouM?' teozrI ja kaMI kahevA mAMgatA hatA ema jaNAtA ame mauna rahI sAMbhaLavA utsuka banyA ane saheja najIka sarakyA. teozrIe tyAre gajabanI vAta karI : "juo! AMkha, kAna, jIbha vagerene jJAnendriya kahevAya che. kAraNa ke tenAthI rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza ane zabdanI jANakArI maLe che. hAtha-paga vagerene karmendriya kahevAya che, kAraNa ke tenAthI anekavidha pravRttio thatI rahe che. vRddhAvasthA eTale bAhyabhAvathI nivRtta thaIne aMdara UtarI javAnI avasthA. bahAra doDavAnuM ane bhaTakavAnuM ApoApa sthagita thaI jAya te mATe samaya thatAM kudarata ja IndriyonA tophAnI ghoDAone zAMta karI de che. kudaratano A saMketa che ke "bhaIlA! Indriyo dvArA ghaNuM joyuM, ghaNuM karyuM. have ---- -- manano meDikaleIma (6)------

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atIndriyanA raste cAla." vRddhAvasthA aMgenI kamAlanI kemisTrI te vakhate jANavA maLI. vRddhAvasthAnI vyAkhyA ApaNe zuM karazuM? AMkhe jhAMkhapa, kAne dhAka, nAke lIMTa ane pagamAM thAka. ApaNI mAnyatA pramANe vRddhAvasthA eTale kamajorI ane lAcArIno saravALo mAtra. kAMI jana thaI zake evI avasthA eTale vRddhAvasthA. vRddhAvasthAnuM AmAM apamAna che. vRddhatva to eka evo mahAvaibhava che, je kyAreya koIne utAvaLe maLato nathI. jIvananA pagathAre ochAmAM ochA che dAyakAnI majala kApyA pachI ja maLI zakanArA A kaSTasAdhya mahAnidhAnane Ama utArI na paDAya. vRddhAvasthAne kaMIka vidheyAtmaka dRSTikoNathI jotAM zIkhavuM joIe. vRddhAvasthA eTale mAtra vayovRddhi na samajatA. sAthe anubhavavRddhi paNa hoya che. anubhava samRddha koI vRddhane Dosalo kahIne utArI pADatAM pahelAM sattara vAra vicArajo. kAraNa ke anubhava eka bahu moTI jaNasa che. anubhavane dADhInI upamA ApI zakAya. uMmaravadhyA vagaradADhI kyAreya vadhatI nathI. vRddhAvasthAmAM zuM karI zakAya?" vALAne pUchavuM joIe ke vRddhAvasthAmAM zuM na karI zakAya? ghaNA khelADIo nivRtti bAda kociMga kSetre yogadAna ApatAM hoya che. A rIte mANasa paNa potAnA vItelAM varSomAM banelA banAvo, tenA uparathI maLelA dhaDA, navI peDhIne zuM ApI na zake? pravRttikALa pachI viniyogakALa Ave che e to zAstrasiddha krama che. kyAreka pote karelA AMdhaLukriyA sAhasa kevA bhAre paDyA hatA teno svAnubhava kahIne navI peDhIne saceta karI zakAya. pote badhuM gaNatarIpUrvaka goThavIne karyuM hovA chatAM nasIbanA vAMke jyAre mAra paDyo hoya tevo koI svAnubhava kahIne navI peDhIne prArabdhano mahimA ------ manano meDikaleIma (7)- ---

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samajAvI zakAya. navI peDhI mAtra nasIbavAdI na bane te rIte tene puruSArthavAdano pATha paNa ApI zakAya. gharanI trIjI peDhIne nAnapaNathI uttama saMskAra siMcana karIne temanA ujvaLa bhaviSyano majabUta pAyo caNI zakAya. alabatta, navI peDhIne zikhAmaNa, salAha ke sUcana ApatI vakhate komarsanI DimAnDa enDa saplAyanI thiyarIne avazya khyAlamAM rAkhavI jarUrI. jethI Takora ane TakaTaka vacceno bheda jaLavAI rahe ane potAnI citta samAdhinI sAme paNa koI AMca UbhI na thAya. A rIte joIe to vRddhAvasthA eTale parArthakaraNa mATenuM eka majabUta pleTaphorma . gaNAya. jiMdagIbhara je karyuM che te karavAno avakAza pUrNa thAya ane vyasta jIvanamAM je karyuM nahotuM te karavA mATeno pUrNa avakAza maLI rahe evI bhavya avasthAnuM nAma che vRddhAvasthA. pravRttikALanI jaMjALa, rajhaLapATa, bhAgadoDa ne javAbadArIonA boja taLe agatyanI keTalIya kAryavAhI, je aTakI paDI hatI, tenA mATe jANe phrI lenDa maLI rahe tevuM mokaLuM medAna eTale vRddhAvasthA. sadvAMcana, satsaMga, sazravaNa ane keTalAMya satkAryo, ke je pravRttikALanI ativyastatAnA kAraNe thaI zakyA nahotA te saghaLAya manogata zubhabhAvone sAkAra karavAnI svarNima taka eTale vRddhAvasthA. muMbaImAM motIno vepAra karanArA zAMticaMda jhaverIe lagabhaga paMcAvana varSanI vaye badho kArabhAra dIkarAone soMpI daIne jIvanasaMdhyAne sAdhanAnA raMge raMgI devAnA daDha nirdhAra sAthe dIkSAgrahaNa kahI hatI. sAvarakuMDalA mukAme gurudeva zrI vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA teo ziSya banyA. nAma paDyuM munirAja zrI zobhanavijayajI mahArAja. ------- manano meDikaleIma (8)

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Aje teonI uMmara 87 varSanI thaI che. chellAM sAta varSathI lagAtAra amArI sAme ja che. ugra vihAra yAtrA ke gocarI javAnI AuTaDora sAdhanAnA saMyoga have bhale nathI. chatAM vAMcana, jApa Adi InDora sAdhanA dvArA jIvanamAM AdhyAtmika AnaMdanA rasane ghUMTaDe ghUMTaDe pI rahyA che. ema lAge che ke temanA jhAkajhamALa vRddhatva AgaLa ApaNA jevAnuM yauvana lAje che. rojanA kalAko sudhI teo vAMcana kare. agatyanI paMktione pensilathI sAIDamAM mArka karI le. pachI agatyanA muddA potAnI eka DAyarImAM utArI le. ramUjamAM eka vAra meM emane pUcheluM: "have A muddA utArIne zuM karazo?' mane hasatAM hasatAM kahe : "utArI rAkhelA hoya to ghaDapaNamAM kAma lAge ne!' pachI hasatAM hasatAM mane eka gajabano aMgrejI kvoTa saMbhaLAvyo. mane kahe : "That man is old, Whose mind is weak. ApaNe to ghaDapaNane zarIranI nirbaLatA sAthe sAMkaLanArA. eTale A vyAkhyA navI lAgI. paNa vicAratAM lAgyuM ke ghaDapaNanI kharI vyAkhyA eka 87 varSanA yuvAna pAsethI maLI. jevuM mana tevo mAnavI." jenuM mananabaLuM te gharaDo. vAta sAcI paNa che ja ne! saMyoga pramANe cAlI na zake te mananI nabaLAI kahevAya ane tene kharuM ghaDapaNa kahevAya. kheMcAvuM ke ghasaDAvuM paDe tevuM ghaDapaNa jIvananA cothA dAyakAmAM AvI zake ane zakya che ke jIvananA AThamA dAyakAmAM paNa te na Ave. | vAMcana, svAdhyAya, japayoga ne kAyotsarga jevA palAThI mArIne beThAM beThAM sevI zakAya tevA yogonuM mahattva have samajAya che. A yogo jIvanane khIlatuM rAkhe che, moDhAne hasatuM rAkhe che ane samayane vaheto rAkhe che. - manano meDikaleIma (9)

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muMbaI sAyana khAte cAturmAsa hatuM. tyAre vyAkhyAnamAM roja eka vRddhane khUba ja rasapUrvaka sAMbhaLatAM joyA. sAMbhaLe.. noMdhe... vAMce. vicAre... ne kaMIka pAme paNa kharA. uMmara hase sitte2 upa2nI. nAma hatuM IzvarabhAI. nivRtta jIvanano bhAgye ja koI uThAvatuM haze tevo phAyado te uThAve. satsaMga ane zravaNa upa2AMta vAMcanano adbhuta rasa keLavelo. je temanA nivRtta jIvanane rasALa banAvavAmAM madada karato. vAMcana ane vyasana zabdo jANe temanA mATe paryAyavAcI lAge. rojanA pAMcathI cha kalAka vAMcanamAM gALe. vAMcana daramiyAna vizeSa je vAto jANavA maLe, te jene ApavAthI lAbha thaze evuM lAge tene khAsa pahoMcatI kare ane eTalAM pAnAM vAMcavA khAsa bhalAmaNa paNa kare. gharanI aMdara be kabATa bharIne karelo sAttvika pustaka saMgraha batAvIne mane kahetA : 'A badhA mArA parama mitro che. temaNe mane ghaNuM zIkhavyuM che.' vRddhAvasthA eTale kAMI ja na karI zakavAnI avasthA, A eka bhramaNA che. vAstavamAM to vRddhAvasthA eTale je atyAra sudhI thaI nahotuM zakyuM tevAM duSkara kAryo sAdhI zakavAnI samartha avasthA. Aje vRddhAvasthA eTale rodaNAM ne rUsaNAnuM jANe mizraNa lAge che. tenuM kAraNa e che ke zarIranI dazA badalAyA pachI paNa mANasa potAnI manodazA badalavA taiyAra thato nathI. zaMkarAcArye carpaTa maMjarImAM AvI manodazAnuM hUbahU varNana karyuM che H aMgaM galitaM palitaM muNDaM, dazanavihInaM jAtaM tuNDam / vRddho yAti gRhItvA daNDaM, tadapi na muMcatyAzApiNDam / -0-0-0-0 manano meDikaleIma 10 0-0-0-0

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zarIre vaLiyA paDe ne mAthe paLiyA paDe, bahAra dAMto paDene hAthe lAkaDI jaDe, kAne dhAko paDe, page thAko caDe, AMkho jhAMkhI paDe, na AzApAMkhI paDe. jainAcArya kRta saMskRta racanAnA padyAnuvAda samA ratnAkara paccIsImAM paNa AvI manodazAnuM varNana cheH AyuSyaghaTatuM jAyato paNa pApabuddhinava ghaTe AzA jIvananI jAya paNa viSayAbhilASAnava maTe. auSadhavize karuM yatna paNa huMdharmane to navagaNuM banI mohamAM mastAna huMpAyAvinAnAghara caNuM. ghaDapaNa aLakhAmaNuM zA mATe lAge che? zakti khUTe che mATe? ke bhoga chUTe che mATe? mANase jAtane pUchavA jevo A rUpiyA eka karoDano savAla che. nAvike pavana pramANe zaDhane pheravavAno hoya che tema dareka bhAvike saMyogo pramANe manane dizA ApavAnI hoya che. paNa karuNatA e che ke mANasa uMmaralAyaka thayA pachI paNa lAyaka thaI zakato nathI. madhyAhunano sUraja pracaMDa tejathI kevo tapato hoya che. tenI sarakhAmaNImAM udayAcalano sUraja ane astAcalano sUraja baMne zAMta lAge. udayAcalano sUraja anubhavanA abhAve zAMta hoya che ane asvacalano sUraja anubhavanA pratApe zAMta paDe che. jevuM sUrajanuM che tevuM ja vyakti mATe paNa che. bahu nAnI uMmare bhoga na zobhe, tema moTI uMmare paNa bhAgadoDake bhogadoDana ja zobhe. amuka uMmara pachI mANaso zveta vastra paheratA. zveta varNa sAdagI, zAMti ane virAmano sUcaka che. bhANAmAM sapheda bhAta Ave eTale samajavAnuM ke have bhojana virAma! be rAjavIo vacce cAlatI laDAImAM sapheda dhajA pharakAvavAmAM Ave eTale samajavAnuM ke have yuddhavirAma! tema mAthA para sapheda vALa AvatAM ja samajI levuM joIe ke have bhoga virAma! -- --- manano meDikaleIma (11)

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sapheda vALane joIne tyAganA mArge vaLI javAnI vAto have bhUtakALa banI gaI che. have to heraDAya2 jhiMdAbAda! yuvAna dekhAvuM game te AMtarika atRpta bhogalAlasAnuM sUcana che. 'phora dhI yaMga vansa' nAmanuM pustaka jo bahAra paDe to cAlIsI vaTAvI cUkelA paNa sTola 52 vIMTaLAI vaLe. ghaDapaNa aMgenuM gAIDansa to vanamAM pravezI cUkelAne paNa khapatuM nathI. ema lAge ke hajI to ghaNIvAra che. kavi kAlidAse raghuvaMza kAvyanA prathama sarganA prAraMbhika zlokomAM ja raghunA vaMzanuM suMdara varNana karyuM che. rAjA raghunA vaMza mATe kAlidAse prayojelA vizeSaNomAM vRddhatvanI AkhI kAryasUci jANe ke ApIdIdhI che. jemanA rAjyanA sImADAo cheka dariyAne aDatA hatA (AlamudrakSitIjJAnAM) evA rAjavIo chelle zuM karatA hatA ? (vArtha- munivRttInAM, coLenAne tanutyanAm) vRddhatvamAM munivRttine svIkArIne sAdhanA dvArA vRddhatvane saphaLa banAvIne zarIrane choDI detA.' yoga dvArA dehatyAgane badale Aje bhoga2sa dvArA ke roga dvArA dehatyAga thAya che. eka sarvekSaNa mujaba TelivijhananA kharA pUjArIo prauDhAvasthA pachInI avasthAmAM vartatA hoya che. AvA lokonA Telivijhanane apAtA kalAkomAMthI aDadho samaya paNa jo tattvajJAnane phALe ApI zakAya to vRddhatva kevuM samRddha ane sudRDha banI zake! mota jevo bhISaNa zatru jyAre game tyAre trATakavAnA eMdhANa hoya tyAre konI zaraNAgati zreyaskara gaNAya ? TelivijhananI ke tattvajJAnanI? amuka samayathI vadhu samaya sudhI thALI para beThA rahevuM zobhe nahIM, A vAta mANasa samaje che. A vAta mAtra bhojana 0-0-0 manano meDikaleIma 12

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pUratI ja nahIM, paNa bhoganA sarvakSetra mATe A eka uMmaranA aucityarUpa niyama che. divasabharanA zrama pachI rAte zramamukta thaIne nidrA laI zake te taMdurasta zarIranI nizAnI che. vRddhAvasthA e jIvanano saMdhyAkALa che. tyAre bhogamukta thaIne yoganidrAmAM poDhI javuM e taMdurasta mananI nizAnI che. bhogarasa eTale Ama paNa AtmAno vibhAva pariNAma che. eTale sAdhanAnA kSetre tene koI sthAna nathI. vRddhatva to eka evI avasthA che ke jyAre bhoga e zarIra mATe paNa vibhAva pariNAma bane che. tyAre to bhoganI bhikSAvRttine tilAMjali ApavI ja paDe. kudarata paNa te mATe keTalI badhI sAnukULa paNa che. janmatAnI sAthe ja AvelI Indriyo vRddhAvasthA AvatA zithila bane che. AMkha, kAna vagere jJAnendriyo DhIlI paDe che, to hAtha-paga vagere karmendriyo paNa thAke che. dareka IndriyonI tvarA ane tIvratA baMne ghaTe che. je samaye bahA2nuM jovAnuM ne jANavAnuM, bolavAnuM ne sAMbhaLavAnuM, bhAgadoDa ka2vAnuM badhuM ja ghaTADavAnI jarUra che. te vakhate kudaratI rIte ja virAma kArya mATenI anukULatA maLI rahe che. kALanA kramamAM paNa kevI majAnI karAmata che ! narasiMha mahetAnA zabdomAM kahIe to : 'uMbarA tothayA DuMgarA ne pAdara thayAparadeza.' gADInI gati ghaTADavA mATe hajI giyara badalavuM paDe, paMkhAne ke gaeNsane dhImo karavA regyuleTara pheravavuM paDe, paNa A za2I2nI to bhAre kamAla che. jyAre tenI gati dhImI pADavAnA divaso Ave che tyAre kALakrame ja te kArya thaI rahe che. dAMta paNa jatAM jatAM jANe ema kahI jAya che ke 'have khAvAno ne cAvavAno casko choDI de.' paNa bhoga bhikSuka A mANasa AvA saMketane samajavAne badale cAmAM khAkharo boLIne tene ---0-0 manano meDikaleIma 13 -0-0-0

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"cAvavA lAcaka banAve che. tyAre mANasa khAkharo nathI cAvato. bhogarasikatA nAmanI rAkSasI mANasane cAvatI hoya che. bhartuharie sAcuM ja kahyuM che : morAramuktAvayamevamuktA: vRddhAvasthA e ArAmanI avasthA nathI, bhogavirAmanI avasthA che. hAthapaganI tvarA ghaTADavA dvArA ane IndriyonA zaktizaithilya dvArA kudarata A vAtano saMketa Ape che. AMkho jhAMkhI paDe che tene AMtaradRSTinA ughADano saMketa mAnIne vartavAne badale te jhINI AMkhe paNa chApA ane Telivijhana sAme khaDakAya che. jANe Akho ja temAM garaka thaI jAya che. vijJAna paNa kevuM che sAva lakSyahIna! teNe dUranuM jovAmAM sAdhano banAvyAM, teNe uparanuM jovAnA yaMtro vikasAvyAM, teNe nIcenuM jovAnAM sAdhano UbhAM karyA, paNa aMdaranuM jovAnI koI yaMtraNA te goThavI zakyuM nathI. vidheyAtmaka rIte letA AvaDe to vRddhAvasthA A yaMtraNA goThavavAnI eka suvarNa taka Ape che. jo jAgata hai so pAvata hai, jo sovata hai so khovata hai| mANasanI karuNatA kaho ke mUrkhatA kaho, e che ke adhyAtmanA avasarane te AMsunI avasthA mAnI bese che. jovAmAM ke sAMbhaLavAmAM takalIpha UbhI thAya eTale jANe ke zvAsozvAsa levAmAM takalIpha UbhI thaI. muMbaI borIvalI khAte jAmalI galInA upAzrayamAM ghaNI vAra javAnuM, rahevAnuM banyuM che. eka cAturmAsa paNa tyAM karyuM che. virATa upAzrayanA eka cheDe eka kAkI Akho divasa beThelA rahetA. jAdavajIbhAI temanuM nAma. umara sittera uparanI haze. prabhAte sADA pAMcanA sumAre upAzrayamAM dAkhala thAya ne rAtre sADA nava vAge ghare pAchA jAya. bapore eka vAge ekAsaNuM karavA pUratA kalAka jaI AvatA ----- manano meDikaleIma (14) ----

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te zrAvaka rojanA dasathI bArasAmAyika karatA. khUbI to e hatI ke temane kAne bilakula saMbhaLAtuM nahotu. meM eka vAra lakhIne pUcheluM : "kAnanA kAraNe takalIpha thatI haze, kema?' te vakhate temaNe Apelo javAba Aje daza varSeya yAda che. "ochuM saMbhaLAya temAM mane koI takalIpha nathI, takalIpha to bIjAne thAya che." thoDuMka hasIne pachI spaSTatA karatAM kahyuM : "juo, sAhebajI! A kAna ADA phATyA temAM nakAmuM sAMbhaLavAnuM ane te sAMbhaLyA pachI nakAmuM vicAravAnuM badhuM baMdha thaI gayuM. koI kAmanI vAta hoya to te vAta mane jaNAvavA mATe to bIjAo ja pUrato prayAsa kare che. eTale baherAzanA kAraNe mArI takalIpha ghaTI, lokonI vadhI." kAnanI takalIphane lezamAtra paNa kAne dharyA vagara Akho divasa beThA beThA vAMcana ane dharmakriyAmAM divaso pasAra karatA A jAdavajIbhAI pUrA bAra varSathI to eka dhArA A ja rUTinamAM parovAyA che. "gharamAM mAruM koI sAMbhaLatuM nathI."."have mAruM kAMI cAlatuM nathI." ... 'koI mArI sAme jotuM nathI.". "koIne mArI pAse besavAnI phurasada nathI.' AvAM koI vAkyo A jAdavajIbhAInA moDhe kyAreya sAMbhaLavA na maLe. koIke bahu sAcuM kahyuM che tamAruM kuTuMba tamArI aMdara vase che. jenAgama AcArAMgasUtramAM kahyuM cheH purisA! tumameva tuma mittaM, kiM bhiyaamittmicchsi| bhaIlA!tuM ja tAro mitra thaI jAne ! bhogarasika mANasa yovanane bhogavI levAnI lhAyamAM yuvAnImAM ja ghaDapaNa noMtarI bese che ne akALe rogagrasta banIne rItasarano DhasaDAya che. jene yogarasikatA keLavatA AvaDe te to ghaDapaNane paNa bhogavI jANe che. ---- manano meDikaleIma (15)

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bahAranI duniyAmAM ja rahetA zIkhyA chIe eTale kAne saMbhaLAtuM baMdha thAya tyAre ApaNo aMdarano kolAhala vadhI jAya che. mAtra eTaluM vicArIe ke Aja sudhImAM kAne paDelA zabdomAMthI zuM pedA thayuM ? sneha ke saMgharSa ? TakAvArI bahu spaSTa che. ApaNe kAmanuM bahu ochuM sAMbhaLIe chIe ane te sAMbhaLIne pAchuM bhUlI jaIe chIe. jyAre nakAmuM to ApaNe ghaNuM badhuM sAMbhaLIe chIe. ane pachI mAthAmAM magaja che tyAM sudhI tene yAda rAkhIe chIe. ApaNI 'karNAvatI' jo A rIte avaLI ja doDatI hoya to karNa zaithilyanI avasthAne saMgharSa ghaTADanArI ane e rIte snehane vadhAranArI kema na manAya ? Aja sudhI jovAnA ane sAMbhaLavAnA kAraNe ghaNI takalIpho UbhI thaI che. have jovAnI ke sAMbhaLavAnI kriyAmAM ja jo takalIpha UbhI thaI hoya to tene AzIrvAdarUpa mAnI laIne manane manAvI levAmAM keTalI vAra lAge ? aMdhApo, baherAza ke bIjI koI paNa takalIpha chevaTe to pIDAkArI tattva ja che. paNa tenI asarathI mana murajhAI na jAya e hetuthI Avo vidheyAtmaka dRSTikoNa vikasAvavAmAM koI vAMdho kharo ? AjakAla mANasa ghaDapaNa aMgeno prabaMdha karavAmAM Ama to mAhira thato jAya che. sarakAra ane sosAyaTI dvArA paNa aneka prakAranI skImo dvArA siniyara siTijhansanuM dhyAna rAkhavAmAM Ave che. potAnI mAlikInAM gharathI laIne sago dIkaro ya sAthe na rahe to zuM karavuM tyAM sudhInu plAniMga karato rahe che. paNa jyAre zarIra sAtha na Ape tyAre. ? nivRttikALa aMge tenuM koI progrAmiMga teNe taiyAra karyuM nathI. nivRttikALa be rIte AvI zake che : kramika ane Akasmika, uMmara vadhatA gAtro DhIlA paDe ane dhIme dhIme kAryazakti ghaTavAnA kAraNe mANasa nivRtta thAya te kramika nivRttikALa. mAMdagI, phrekcara ke evA koI kA2Ne thoDA vakhata mATe acAnaka paDyA rahevuM paDe te Akasmika nivRttikALa. baMne prasaMga mATenuM plAniMga ka2I2AkhavA jevuM kharuM. 0101010 manano meDikaleIma 16

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nivRttikALe je karavA dhAratA ho tenI ruci atyArathI keLavo ane tenI Teva atyArathI pADo. ApaNI takalIpha e che ke nivRttikALane saphaLa banAve tevAM kAryono rasapravRttikALe keLavyo hoto nathI ane pravRttikALe jeno rasa keLavyo hoya che, te kAryo nivRttikALe karI zakavAnA zakti ke saMyoga hotA nathI. AnA kAraNe nivRttikALa kaMTALAjanaka ane lAcArI svarUpa lAge che ane pariNAme saMtapta manodazAnuM nirmANa thAya che. satata cAra dAyakA sudhI dhaMdho karyA pachI jo mANasa potAnI mAlikInuM ghara vasAvI na zake to zuM kAmanuM? bhADAnA gharamAM lAMbo samaya rahevAmAM majA to nathI, zobhA paNa nathI ane salAmatI to nathI ja. mAtra noTisa Ave ke UMgha harAma. bAhya pravRtti ane bhautika mArganI bhAgadoDato bhADAnuM ghara che. kramika athavA Akasmika game te rIte te khAlI karavuM paDaze tyAre kyAM rahIzuM? - rAjA-mahArAjAo rahetA hoya che mahelomAM, paNa te mahelanI nIce AsapAsamAM bhUgarbhagRha taiyAra karI rAkhatA. Akasmika humalA vakhate tyAM cAlyA javuM hoya to jaI zake ane salAmata rahI zakAya. ane hA, A bhUgarbhagRha mahelanI sAthe ja caNI levAmAM AvatuM. humalo thAya tyAre khodakAma karavuM nakAmuM che. jIvanamAM zuM pAmyA teno aMdAja, chelle tame zuM pAmo cho tenA para che. jene nivRttikALa pasAra karatAM na AvaDe tene pravRttikALa pasAra karatAM AvaDyo nathI. varSabhara mahenata nahIM karanArA vidyArthIne parIkSAkhaMDamAM sauthI ochuM lakhavA chatAM paNa sauthI vadhu pasIno thato hoya che. - manano meDikaleIma (17)

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T mAMdagInI sonogrAphI vartamAnayugamAM "achatanI jabarI bolabAlA che. kyAMka anAjanI achata, kyAMka pANInI achata, kyAMka peTrolanI achata, kyAMka UrjAnI achata, kyAMka paisAnI achata. paNa A badhAne TapI jAya tevI eka che "samaya"nI achata, kAraNa ke bIjuM badhuM hajI UchInuM maLe samaya koIne koIno maLI zakato nathI. saMpattinA havAlA paDe, samayano havAlo pADI zakAto nathI. Aje samayanI kheMca eTalI badhI vartAtI hoya che ke navaro mANasa paNa khUba bijhI hoya che. ' ghaNAM kAryo karavAM jevAM hoya che, karavAnI IcchA paNa hoya che, karavAnA saMyogo paNa hoya che chatAM karI zakAtAM nathI. kAraNa e ja ke samaya nathI." mANasane sAruM sAMbhaLavuM game che paNa sAMbhaLavA mATe samaya nathI. vidyArthI varga abhyAsanA bhAra nIce evo daTAyo che ke tenI pAse pharavAnI ya phurasada nathI. vepArI varga vepAra kAryomAM evo to gaLADUba che ke tenI pAse maravAnI phurasadanathI. jIvanamAM kyAreka AvI jatI mAMdagI zuM ApI jAya che, kahuM? mAMdagI pIDA Ape che te mAMdagInI sAcI oLakha nathI. kAraNa ke mAMdagI sivAya paNa pIDAto aneka rIte Ave ja che. mAMdagInI kharI oLakha e che ke te "navarAza Ape che. samayanI tIvra kheMca anubhavatA jIvane jANe ke samayanI supara loTo loTarI lAgI gaI. mAMdagI vakhate basa samaya ja samaya... navarAza ja navarAza... ArAma ja ArAma. varSothI vAMcyA vagara ja rAkhI mUkelAM sArAM pustakone lagabhaga AvA samaye ja ApaNo sparza ane samaya ApI zakAya che. sagA dIkarA ke bhAI sAthe jene vAta karavAno samaya nahoto maLato te mitrone, --- - manano meDikalema (18) -

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mahemAnone khAsa vArApharatI AvavAnI sUcanA Ape che, jethI TAIma pAsa thAya. samayanI tIvra achatavALo pradeza gaNAtA jIvanamAM samayanI Ama chUTe hAthe lahANI ka2nA2mAMdagIto eka varadAna che. mahinAmAM jeTalo samaya paramAtmA pAchaLa jato hato teTalo samaya to mAMdagI vakhate lagabhaga roja paramAtmAne phALe jAya che. mAMdagInA mAdhyame paramAtmA sAthe kevuM nikaTanuM anusaMdhAna sAdhI zakAya che. kevI AzAbharI mITa prabhu tarapha maMDAya che! prArthanAno pUla paNa kevo sa2sa bane che. eka cheDe pIDA ne bIjA cheDe prabhu ! ane bichAnA para sUtelAnuM mukha hoya lagabhagaprabhu tarapha ! 'sApava: saMntu na: jJazvat' nA udgAro kADhanArI pAMDava mAtA kuMtIe Izvarane 'satata Apattio varasatI raho'nI prArthanA karI. tenuM rahasya A ja che ke tene mana te Apatti nahotI paNa prabhusmaraNanI ane prabhu sAthe nailkya sAdhavAnI jvalaMta taka hatI. sAmAnya saMyogomAM thatA paramAtmasmaraNa ane viSama saMyogomAM thatA pa2mAtmasmaraNane sarakhAvIne baMnenA guNadharmonuM rAsAyaNika pRthakkaraNa karazo to riporTa lagabhaga spaSTa haze ke viSama sthitimAM thatA paramAtmasmaraNa vakhate yAcaka rasa vadhu ghaTTa haze, zaraNAgatino sU2vadhu bulaMda haze, prArthanAno TyUna vadhu tIvra haze. jANe janama-janamanA sAthI hoya tema paramAtmA sAthe Avo snehano setu sAdhIApanArImAMdagI to eka varadAna che. jIvanamAM satata kAryarata rahenAro ane karmo bAMdhato ja rahelo mANasa tenA vipAko pratye bephikara hoya che. mAMdagInA avasare tene eka avakAza maLe che vicAravAno, ke A zenuM pariNAma che? bephAma manano meDikaleIma 19 -*-*-..

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khAnapAna ane bephikara kharca je prabhu AjJAthI laIne zarIranI maryAdA sudhInuM kAMI ja sAcavyuM nathI, tenuM pariNAma bIjuM zuM Ave? bephAma bhogano dIkaro che, bephAma roga. roga vakhate hAyavoya karatA pUrve karelAM kRtyo, AcarelI hiMsAnI jIvaMta keseTane jarA rivAInDa karIne joI to lo saheja karaDatA mAMkaDa ke maccharanI AkhI TImane "ola AuTa' karI devA sudhInI nIMbharatA dAkhavI che. maccharanA caTakA sahana karavAne badale maccharone ja jhaTakA daI dIdhA che. pachI roganA caTakA khAvA ja paDe ne! hiMsAnA pAyA upara ja jenuM utpAdana hoya tevI keTalIya cIjavastuo vAparuM chuM. komaLa sasalAM ne vAMdarAM jevAM prANIo para thatA atyAcArono vicAra karyA vagara sauMdarya prasAdhano, paraphyumsa ane zempa vAparanAranuM zarIra Akhare rogone utpanna karatuM kArakhAnuM na bane to bIjuM zuM bane? mArI sAme koI javAba Ape to sIdho hAtha upADIne pachI jIbha upADavAno mAro krama lagabhaga cUkato nathI. have hAthanA karyA haiye vAgyA che. temAM mArA sivAya bIjA kono vAMka hoI zake ? saheja ADuM bolanAra ke tevuM vartana karanArane sIdhA veMtarI nAMkhavAnI vArtA karatA acakAyo nathI. to karmo mane veMtaravAmAM pAchIpAnI zenI kare? - gharamAM maccharane mAryA, palaMgamAM mAMkaDane mAryA, pharnicara para thayelI udhaIne mArI, bArI, bAraNAM ne mALiyAmAM garoLIo mArI, gADIo calAvatA keTalAya jaMtuo mAryA. rasoDAmAM kIDI, maMkoDA ne vAMdAne mAryA, moDhAmAM anaMtakAyane cAvI gayo, mAthAmAM jUne mArIne peTamAM rahelA bALaka sudhI mArI hiMsakavRttino dhAradAra charo pharI vaLyo ---------- manano meDikaleIma (20) - -

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che. A badhuM A bhava pUratuM ja ane temAM paNa je yAda Ave teTaluM ja. smRti bahAranuM ane A bhavapUrvenuM to juduM ! have thI sTejanuM kensara thAya ke baMne kiDanI pheIla thaI jAya! meM ApelA dardInI sAme mane AveluM darda sAva mAmUlI che. karelAM karmothI melA thayelA AtamanA cIrane pastAvAnI pAvana saritAmAM pakhALIne cokhkhuM karavAnI taka ane sUjha baMne mAMdagI vakhate maLI rahe che. karelAM pApo tarapha pastAvAnI najare jovAnI AvI taka ApatI mAMdagI to eka varadAna che. moTAM moTAM kAmo karI zakavAnI DaMphAso mAranArA ApaNane eka nAnI sarakhI mAMdagI paNa jo vihvaLa banAvI jatI hoya to ApaNI sahanazakti aMge saciMta thavAnI jarUra che. ApaNI samAdhino aMdAja ApaNI sahanazakti para hoya che. ane ApaNI sahanazaktino aMdAja ApaNI mAMdagI vakhate ja nIkaLI jato hoya che. eka nAnakaDI phollI thatAM ke mAtra eka cIro paDatA jo tenI baLatarA. asahya jaNAtI hoya, AvI jatA tAva vakhate zarIra karatAM magajanuM tApamAna jo vadhAre UMcuM rahetuM hoya, meleriyA, lU, TAIphoIDa ke nyUmoniyA zarIranI sAthe mana para savAra thaI jato hoya to AvI zakanArI moTI dehapIDA vakhate TakI zakavAnI ApaNI kSamatA aMgeno riporTa hAthamAM AvI gayo samajo. sAmAnya mAMdagI vakhate paNa ApaNI eka lAkSaNika zailI barAbaranI vartAya che. ApaNI khabara kADhavA je Ave tenI sAme ekadhAruM mAMdagInuM ne pIDAnuM varNana ja karatA rahIe chIe. AvanAro mANasa kema che?' eTaluM pUche tenI ja jANe rAha jotA hatA. sAjA thaI gayA pachI paNa vItI gayelI mAMdagI, bhogavelI pIDA ane keTaluM sahana karyuM? ---- manano meDikaleIma (21) - - - -

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teno riporTa kavinI adAthI ApatA hoIe chIe. gacelI mAMdagI jo zarIramAM pharIthI lAvavA nathI ja mAMgatA to tene jIbha upara pharIthI lAvavAnI kAMI jarUra kharI? mAMdagIne manamAM ke zarIramAM lAvavI ke nahIM te kadAca ApaNA hAthamAM na hoya paNa tene besavA mATe jIbhano jhUlo Apavo ke nahIM te to ApaNA hAthamAM ja che. vAstavamAM ApaNI virATa mAMdagInI pIDAnuM vAraMvAra vistRta vyApaka ane masAledAra varNana karavA dvArA mANasa sahAnubhUti bhIkhato hoya che. Ane sympathy stunt of a weak mind kahI zakAya. paNa AvA vakhate ApaNI sahanazaktino sAco skela mapAI jAya che. keTalAkane to lohImAM ja sahiSNutA hotI nathI. koI sahana karavAnuM sUcana kare tyAre rokaDo ne phAMkaDo javAba : I to jene thAya tene khabara paDe ! sahanazakti jevI rogapratikAraka zakti bIjI koI nathI. lohImAM himoglobina ke vAITa selsanuM pramANa rakta parIkSaNa dvArA nakkI thAya che. paNa ApaNI sahiSNutAnA selsanuM pramANa jaNAvatuM parIkSaNa che mAMdagI. samAdhino vijayadhvaja je daMDa para pharakAvavAno che te daMDanuM nAma che sahanazakti. nabaLA daMDa para pharakatI dhajA sAme moTuM jokhama kharuM. tethI sahanazaktinA daMDanI majabUtAI cakAsI levI joIe. ApaNI sahanazaktino sAco aMdAja ApatI mAMdagI to eka varadAna che. maraNa eTala aMta. A viparIta samaja che. vAstavamAM maraNa eTale prAraMbha. maraNa pachI eka navI nakkora jiMdagIno prAraMbha thAya che. TesTamecamAM divasanA aMte beTsameno peveliyanamAM pAchA phare che tene aMta nathI kahevAto. bahu bahu to virAma kahevAya. pAchA sajja thaIne te bIje di medAnamAM ramavA jAya. che. navo divasa kevo haze? phezamUDa ke Tenzana ---------- manano meDikaleIma (22) -------- --

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sabhara? Agalo divasa kaI rIte pUrNa karyo hato tenA AdhAre te nakkI thAya. jIvananI chellI paLonA AdhAre navA jIvananI kavitA racAya che, mATe maraNa samAdhinI agatyatA gajabanI che. mRtyu eTale to mahApIDA. mRtyu eTale to mahAviyoga. tene sahaja karavAnA avasare bhalabhalA rUstamo ya gabaDI paDyA che. agharI meca ramatA pUrve khelADIo haMmezA prekTisa mecono Agraha rAkhatA hoya che. mAMdagIne AvI prekTisa meca gaNI ramatAM zIkhavuM joIe. mRtyu vakhatanI samAdhine mAMdagI nAmanuM prekiTasa sezana maLe to chelle jvalaMta dekhAvanI UjaLI AzA sahaja baMdhAya. A rIte to samAdhimaraNanI bhavya tAlIma ApavA mATe ja jANe ke padhAranArI mAMdagI to eka varadAna che. mAMdagI daramiyAna ghaNIvAra eka vAkya moDhe caDhI jAya che, "basa, AvI pIDA to koIne na thajo.' A zuM sUcave che? ApaNI pIDAmAMthI prasava thAya che anukaMpAzIla svabhAvano. plAsTaravALA pagane traNa mahinA sudhI vALIne palaMgamAM paDyA rahevuM paDe tyAre phreksaragrasto pratye sauthI vadhu dayA ApaNane Upaje che kAraNa ke ApaNI uparate vItyuM che. ghaNI rAto rastA para ke caTAI para bhUkhyA ja sUI jaIne jeNe gALI hoya tevo mANasa zrImaMta bane che tyAre kharekhara garIbone jotAM ja te pIgaLI jAya che. eka majAnI kahevata che ghAyala kI gata ghAyala jAne. Ano saMkSepArtha eTalo ja che ke pIDA vakhate ApaNuM mana pIDAgrasto pratye ekadama kUNuM banI jAya che. haiyAnI kaThora dharatIne kheDIne komaLa banAvavAmAM noMdhapAtra phALo ApanArI ane ApaNI anukaMpAnuM kSetraphaLa vadhArI ApanArI mAMdagI to eka varadAna che. ---- manano meDikaleIma (23) - - --

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je zarIrane sAcavavAmAM pAchuM vALIne joyuM nathI te zarIra AvuM takalAdI! je zarIranI zobhA khAtara meM mArA AtmAne kAbaracItaro banAvyo te zarIra AvuM dagAbAja! je zarIranI mamatAnA kAraNe hiMsA karatAM acakAyo nathI ne tapa karatAM dara vakhate gabharAto hato te zarIra AvuM matalabI! lUMTI levAya teTaluM badhuM lUMTI laIne chelle mane pahere kapaDe (coMTela karme) kADhI mUke tevo A Thaga! jenI sAthe bhAgIdArImAM dhaMdho Adarelo te bhAgIdAranA asalI caherAnI ADe rahelo nakAba cIrI daI tenI kharI oLakha thAya che mAMdagI vakhate. AvI oLakha karAvIne mane veLAsara sAvaceta banI javAnI akkala ApatI mAMdagI to eka varadAna che. jenI pAsethI rakama levAnI hoya te rakama Apato nathI. vAraMvAra ugharANI chatAM javAba Apato nathI. chelle teNe zaratI cUkavaNI karavAnI maMjUrI ApatA kahyuM "juo, huM tamane sIdhA nahIM ApuM, tamAre jene ApavAnA che tene ApI dauM." bahu na game tevuM A samAdhAna eka vAra svIkArI to laIe ja ! hAthamAM kAMI AvatuM na hovA chatAM chUpo AnaMda e vAtano che ke leNuM bhale gayuM paNa deNuM to ochuM thayuM! zarIramAM koI roga ke acAnaka AvatI mAMdagI vakhate A vicAraNA khUba kAma Ape tevI che. sukha AvatuM bhale aTakI gayuM paNa have je duHkha AvavAnuM hatuM te pachI Avaze nahIM. atyAre bhogavAI gayela duHkhano havAlo paDI gayo. mAMdagI vakhate karmanuM devuM cUkate thAya che. sAruM thayuM atyAre roga AvI gayo. kAraNa ke atyAre samajaNanA gharamAM chuM. ajJAna avasthAmAM AvI humalo thayo hota to vadhu karmo baMdhAyAM hota. samajadAra na hoya tevo devAdAra mANasa vadhu devuM karI bese che. samajaNapUrvaka sahana karIne karmonAM moTAM devAmAMthI ----- - manano meDikaleIma (24)---

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mukta thavAnI eka taka ApatImAMdagIto eka varadAna che. zarIrathI jema zarTa bhinna che tema 'AtmAthI zarIra bhinna che' tevuM Aja sudhI anekavAra sAMbhaLyuM che. dehAtmabhedavAda e to mAtra thiyarI che. mAMdagI te thiyarInuM prekTikala che. lagabhaga chatrIsa hajA2 balba phoDyA pachI balbanI zodha karanArA vaijJAnika eDisananI siddhine biradAvatA ko'ke lakheluM (ke kaheluM) : 'chatrIsa hajA2 niSphaLatAo bAda eDisanane saphaLatA maLI.' eDisane AnI sAme vAMdho rajU karyo. pariNAmanI avajJA na karAya tema puruSArthanI paNa avajJA na karAya. mArA dareka prayogo mane kramazaH siddhinI nikaTa laI janArA hovAthImAro pratyeka prayAsa saphaLa ja hato. mane dareka prayAsamAMthI kaMIka to maLyuM ja che. lokone chelle maLyuM tethI temane mana mAro chello prayAsa ja saphaLa hoya te judI vAta che, paNa mAre mana mAro pratyeka prayAsa ghaNo kiMmatI hato.' deha ane AtmA vaccenA bhedanI pratIti to khUba durlabha cIja che, paNa mAMdagI e te mATeno eka prayAsa ja che. banI zake ke AvA aneka niSphaLa prayAso bAda ja (eDisananI jema) prakAza maLe. paNa pratyeka prayAsane siddhi taraphanI AgekUcano darajjo to Apavo ja che. A rIte vicArIe to dehAtmabhedavAdanI pratIti ka2vA mATenI suMda2taka ApatI mAMdagIto eka varadAna che. mAMdagI acAnaka AvI paDe che ane karI rAkheluM keTaluM ya plAniMga kho2vInAMkhe che. rajAnA divaso koI khAsa pravAsa mATe phALavI rAkhelA hoya te pathArIne phALe ApI devA paDe. koI khAsa prasaMga ke prayojana mATe karI rAkhelI bacata davAnI pAchaLa ghasaDAI jatI jovI paDe. -0-0-0-0 manano meDikaleIma 25 -------

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ArAdhanA mATe karI rAkhelI vicAraNAo ArAmane kSetre saphaLa bane. dhAreluM kAMI ja na thAya ane nahIM dhAreluM ghaNuM badhuM thAya. saMyogonI anizcitatA ane aNadhAryApaNAno ahesAsa karAvatI mAMdagI to eka varadAna che. mana to caMcaLa che paNa tana kyAM TharIThAma rahe che ? kyAreka bArIe to kyAreka bAraNe, kyAreka palaMgamAM to kyAreka gADImAM, kyAreka gharamAM to kyAreka dukAnamAM, kyAreka dezamAM to kyAreka videzamAM.. mAMdagI vakhate mANasanuM AkhuMya vizva tenI pathArI AsapAsa ja racAI jAya che. zAstromAM saMlInatA nAmanA tapanuM vidhAna Ave che. mana, vacana ane kAyAne sthira karI saMkocI rAkhavA te saMlInatA. satata bhaTakavA TevAyelI kAyAne eka sthaLe sthira karIne kAyasaMlInatAnI taka ApatImAMdagI to eka varadAna che. ++&88&<+ gharanA sabhyone kyAreka svArthI ke matalabI mAnI lIdhelA. jANe ke badhA nAmanA sagA che. kAmanA koI nathI evuM mAnI lIdheluM. gharanA karatAM mitro para vadhu bharoso rAkhato hato paNa mAMdagInA avasare badhAne khaDe page sevA karatA joyA. be bhAIo sAthe rahetA hoya teno pratyakSa phAyado mAMdagInA samaye ja jaNAya che. badhAnA sneha, sahakAra ane sevAbhAvano sAkSAtkAra karAvatI ane sAthe rahevAnA lAbha samajAvatImAMdagI to eka varadAna che. koI kaeNnsaragrastane jotAM ja kevI arerATI thAya che ? -0-0 manano meDikaleIma 26. 1010

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DAyAlisisanA sahAre jIvatA dardInI avadazA joIne kevI dhrujArI thAya che? harpisa ke sorAyasisanuM nAma paDatAM pratyeka rUMvADe kevI kaMpArI anubhAya che! banI gayelI koI vyaktinIdAhapIDA ane kadarUpo cahero joyA pachI to jamavAnuM bhAvatuM nahotuM. koIne mAthAmAM AvelA cAlIsa TAMkA joyA pachI kevo Dara lAgato hato! te pachI hiMsAkArI pravRtti ke pIDAkArI pravRtti karatAM gabharATa zuM nathI thato? bahAranuM khAvAne kAraNe thayelA phUDa poIjhaniMgathI ApaNe sAvaceta banI jaIe chIe. vadhu paDatuM khAvAnA kAraNe thaI gayelA jhADA-UlaTIthI ApaNane saMyamano mahimA samajAI jAya che. dAdarA parathI paTakAI jatA ko'kane thayeluM phrekTara joIne ApaNI dAdarA UtaravAnI sTAIla badalAI jAya che. utAvaLe UThavA jatA uparanA kabATano khUNo vAgavAthI ko'kanA mAthAmAM UMDo cIro paDelo jANIne UThavA-besavAnI ApaNI prakriyAmAM sAvacetIno umero thAya che. havAthI acAnaka bArI baMdha thatAM ko'kanI AMgaLI chuMdAI gayelI jANIne khullI bArIne kaDIlagADavAnuM ApaNe cUkatA nathI. bIjAnI mAMdagI ke pIDA jo ApaNA mATe pratibodhaka banatI hoya to ApaNI mAMdagImAMthI bIjA anekone zuM koI preraNA nahIM maLe? ApaNI mAMdagImAM ApaNane bhUtakALamAM ApaNe karelI bhUlo jovA maLe che. to bIjAone temAM bhaviSyamAM nahIM karavAnI bhUlo jovA maLe che. Ama joIe to ApaNI mAMdagI to eka jAhera vyAkhyAna che. anekane sAcavaNa, sAvacetI, saMyama ane sAvadhAnIno upadeza ApIne agAuthI ja bacAvI letImAMdagI to eka varadAna che. ---- manano meDikaleIma (27)

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T mAMdagI : khabhAno jamaNavAra rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa jIvananA aMtima tabakkAmAM kensaranA bhayAnaka rogathI gherAI gayA hatA. jo ke svayaM to mahAna sAdhaka hovAthI dehanI A durdazA pratye bedarakAra hatA. paraMtu A roga najare nihALanAra vyaktiothI te sthiti jovAtI na hatI. tethI temaNe rAmakRSNane prazna karyo ke : "ATalI bhayAnaka vedanA vacce jIvana laMbAyA kare che to Ama ne Ama kyAM sudhI sahana karazo?' rAmakRSNa je uttara Apyo te kharekhara duHkhane bahu mahattva na ApavAnI vicAraNAne puraskRta kare tevo hato. temaNe kahyuM: "bheMsanA ziMgaDA upara rahelI phUlanI mALA rahe ke paDe enAthI bheMsane koI pharaka paDato nathI. zarIramAM roga rahe ke jAya, mane AnAthI kAMI pharaka paDato nathI.' A javAbane vAgoLavAnI jarUra che. bhAre cabarAkiyo che A javAba. AmAMthI zarIra taraphano ane roga taraphano dRSTikoNa keLavavAnI dizA maLe che. A javAbamAM be vAto thaI. zarIrarane ziMgaDuM mAnavAnuM ane rogane phUlanI mALA mAnavAnI. A sarakhAmaNI bahu buddhipUrvakanI lAge che. A ja lagI zarIra khAtara ApaNe jeTalI niSThA dAkhavI che, eTalI jo AtmA khAtara dAkhavI hota to kadAca daza-vIza bhavo purve ja ApaNo mokSa thaI cUkyo hota. A jalagIroga pratye jevI napharata rAkhI che, tevI jo rAga pratye ane bIjA doSo pratye rAkhI hota to paNa ApaNo saMsAra Aja sudhI laMbAyo na ja hota. zarIra pratye satkAranI dRSTi ane roga pratye tiraskAranI dRSTi. A baMne ApaNA bahu jUnA dRSTikoNa che. A galatI thavAthI zarIrane sAdhana tarIke sAcavavAne badale pachI to rItasaranI zarIranI ja sAdhanA thavA lAgI. AnA kAraNe dehamamatA vadhu gADha thatI gaI. bIjI tarapha roga zarIrane pIDAkArI hovAthI roga pratye pahelethI aNagamo raheto Avyo -- - manano meDikaleIma (28)

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che. AnA kAraNe roga ane pIDAnA avasare asamAdhi sahaja thavA lAgI. Ama zarIramAM mamatAnA ane roga vakhate viSamatAnA saMskAro paDI gayA. bIjI rIte mUlavavuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke taMdurastImAM rAga karavAnI majA paDI gaI ane nAdurastImAM dveSa karavAnI Adata paDI gaI. zarIra taraphanI satkAra dRSTi ane roga pratyenI tiraskAradRSTi nAmanA be bhUMgaLAmAMthI A dhumADo nIkaLe che. je juttA paherIne doDavIre doDavAnuM hoya te ja juttAnI te upekSA haragijha na kare, sAthe tene gaLe vaLagADIne ya na phare. doDavIrane mana potAnA zUjhanuM jevuM sthAna hoya tevuM samajuM ne mana zarIranuM sthAna hovuM joIe. ApaNe zarIra ane rogane jovAnA dRSTikoNa vikasAvavAnI jarUra che. athavA sAdhakoe vikasAvelA dRSTikoNane apanAvavAnI jarUra che. have pharI vAMcI juo rAmakRSNa paramahaMsano pelo javAba. temAM AvA baMne vikasita dRSTikoNa upalabdha che. zarIrane ziMgaDuM mAno ane rogane phUlanI mALA mAno. sAmAnya mAnyatA evI che ke ziMgaDuM eTale vAMkaDiyo bhAra ane phUlanI mALA eTale haLavI phUla suvAsa. AthI ziMgaDA pratye AkarSaNa thavuM muzkela che jyAre phUlanI mALAmAM ApaNane kaMIka sAruM cokkasa jaNAya che. A baMne dRSTikoNa jo vikAsa pAme to zarIra taraphanI AtmadraSTi ane roga taraphanI tiraskAra dRSTi, baMne maMda paDe che. pAchI mamatA asahaja ane samatA sahaja bane che. zarIra juo : ziMgaDAnI nIcenuM lagabhaga badhuM kAmanuM. ziMgaDuM kAM bharAya, kAM phasAya, Ama bhAre ne kokane mAre. lAge ke jANe zarIranuM ja rUpaka che. bheMsane kharo bhArato ziMgaDAno ja lAge. ziMgaDA para koI mALA laTakAve temAM zuM pharaka paDe. je takalIpha che te mULabhAranI che. mogala samrATa akabaranA pratibodhaka jainAcArya jagadaguru - manano meDikaleIma (29) ---------

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hIrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane pIThamAM eka gumaDuM thayeluM. te gumaDAne kAraNe khUba kaLatara thatuM hatuM. pratikramaNanI kriyA daramiyAna paNa sArI evI pIDA vartAtI hatI. pratikramaNa bAda koI zrAvaka sevA karavA AvyA. AcArya bhagavaMte niSedha karyo chatAM pelA parANe pITha dabAvavA lAgyA. tene to ema ke pITha duHkhe che to thoDI haLavAza lAvI dauM... temAM peluM gumaDuM phUTI gayuM...pAra vagaranI pIDA thaI haze. paNa AcArya bhagavaMta to eka Akasmika UMhakArA bAda svastha rahyA. pelA zrAvakano to jIva baLI gayo. gurudeva! AvuM gumaDuM thayeluM te Ape kAMI kahyuM paNa nahIM?' tyAre AcArya bhagavaMte Apelo hRdayavedhaka pratibhAvaH "gumaDA para gumaDuM thayuM tenI ciMtA zuM karavI?' paMkhA cAle nahIM to paNa mana akaLAya, ne pathArI sarakhI na patharAya to paNa manamAM saLa paDI jAya. dehadRSTinA AvA najhArAnI sAme zarIrane gumaDAnI dRSTie jonArAne jotAM jotAM pelA zrAvaka cAlyA gayA. savAre AvIne sahaja pUchyuM: "sAhebajI! have rAhata thaI?' tyAre pAcho javAba Apyo : "mane to mULa gumaDAnI pIDA vadhu che. teno kAyamI nikAla thAya to ja rAhata thAya." nAnakaDI phollI vakhatanI ApaNI manodazAne AvA koI sAyakogrApha sAthe sarakhAvatAM ja vAmana ane virATa vacceno bheda spaSTa thaI jAya. kevI apUrva sAdhaka dRSTi! zarIra e ja gumaDuM. pachI tenA para gumaDuM thAya ke rUnuM pUmaDuM mukAya, sAdhakane zuM pharaka paDe? je takalIpha che te mULa gumaDAnI che. kevI majAnI che A adhyAtmanI duniyA! koI zarIrane ziMgaDuM mAne to koI zarIrane gumaDuM mAne. Akhare to AtmAne vaLagelo nakAmo bhAra. AvI ja ko'ka sarcalAITanA prakAzamAM zarIrane jotAM AvaDI jAya to tene zarIra sAkSAtkAra kahI zakAya. jJAnI ane ajJAnImAM bheda zAthI paDe? hAtha, paga ne AMkha-kAna to baMnenA sarakhA ja hoya che. je bheda paDe che te dRSTikoNanA AdhAre ja paDe. vastuone mUlavavAnI zailI ----- manano meDikaleIma (30)

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baMnenI bhinna hoya che. ApaNe zarIrane sarvatra agrakrama ApIe chIe. jyAre jJAnIne mana to sAdhanathI vadhIne kAMI nahIM. ApaNane rogamAM kaSTa sivAya bIjuM kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. jyAre sAdhaka to rogane paNa kamANInA avasara tarIke mUlave che. rogAvasthAnuM paNa eka InTarnala komarsa che. rogAvasthAne jo tevA kamarziyala eMgalathI jotAM AvaDI jAya pachI jAlIma pIDA vacce paNa TakI rahevuM AsAna che. vepArIne kamarziyala eMgala dekhAI jAya to ujAgarA, ovaraTAIma ane bhUkhamaro badhuM koThe paDI ja jAya che ne! skUlamAM parIkSAno samaya mAtra traNeka kalAka pUrato ja hoya che, chatAM vidyArthInA pUrA bAra mahinAnI niSThA temAM dekhAI Ave. vidyArthI je rIte parIkSAne mUlave che te rIte mANase rogane mUlavavo joIe. ThoThane manaparIkSAkALa eTale kacakacano kALa.. madhyamane manaparIkSA kALa eTale kasoTIno kALa... hoziyArane mana parIkSA kALa eTale pragatino kALa... basa, AvI ja rIte rogavasthAnuM paNa trivargIkaraNa karIne kahI zakAya ajJAnIne mana rogano kALa eTale karmanA baMdhano kALa, kAraNa ke tene rogamAM kaSTanAM darzana thAya che. Astikane mana rogano kALa eTale karmanA udayano kALa, kAraNa ke tene rogamAM karmanAM darzana thAya che. adhyAtmIne mana rogano kALa eTale karmanA kSayano kALa, kAraNa ke tene karmajanita kaSTamAM paNa kamANInAM darzana thAya che.. . ko'kane tyAMthI AvanArI rakama sIdhI rIte AvatI nathI. tyAre dhAro ke ApaNA eka mAthAbhAre leNadAre te bIDuM jhaDapyuM. teNe bArobAra potAnI vasUlI karIne ApaNA copaDAmAM potAnA nAme havAlo paDAvI dIdho tyAre ApaNuM leNuM bhale na AvyuM paNa devuM thoDuMka ochuM thayuM te - manano meDikaleIma (31) - - - - -

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paNa eka AzvAsana che ne! mAMdagI vakhate je duHkha bhogavAya che teTaluM karmanuM devuM cUkate thayuM. mAMdagIne A rIte vyAvasAyika abhigamathI jonArAne mAMdagImAM paNa kamANInAM darzana thAya che. zubha karmano udaya sukha sagavaDane sAhyabI lAvI Ape che. jyAre azubha karmano udaya kaSTa ane pIDA lAvI Ape che. eka rIte kahI zakAya ke zubhakarma to InTIriyara DekoreTara che, je jIvanagharanI suramya sajAvaTa karI Ape che. jyAre azubha karma to ghATI jevA che, je jIvanagharano kacaro sApha karavA mATe Ave che. InTIriyara DekoreTaranI parsanAliTI AgaLa ghATInI koI parsanAliTI hotI nathI. chatAM anivArya Agamana konuM? gharamAM sajAvaTa ochI hoya te hajI cAle, paNa kacarAnI jamAvaTa thAya te to na ja cAle. A vicAraNA duHkhane sahana karavAnI anivAryatA samajAve che. jyAre sakhata zaradI thaI hoya. nAkamAM saLekhama ne mAthuM bhArekhama hoya. zvAsa levAmAM takalIpha paDe e rIte badhuM jAma thayuM hoya tyAre mANasa nAsa le che. garama varALano upayoga karatI vakhate garama dhAbaLAnI aMdara mUMjhAro ne baphAro baMne vadhe che paNa nAsa levAnI nA koNa pADe? | manamAM eka vicAra beTho che ke "thoDo samaya A sahana karavuM paDe paNa tenAthI aMdara ghaNI haLavAza thaze. kapha chUTo paDatAM phephasAmAM, gaLAmAM, nAkamAM ane mAthAmAM badhe mokaLAza thaze. pachI zvAsozvAsa paNa ridhama pramANe cAlaze." A vicAraNAthI nAsanI pIDA gauNa bane che ane nAsanuM pariNAma mukhya bane che. tabIyata kathaLatA AvI vidheyAtmaka zailI vikasAvavI joIe. karmothI bhAre thayela Atmadravyane haLavo phUla karavAnA IrAdAthI nAdurastI' nAmano nAsa letAM pachI akaLAmaNa zenI thAya! --- - manano meDikaleIma (32)

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pIDA mATe pravezabaMdhI AkarSaka kapaDAmAM sajja thayelo alakha hajI to rUmamAM dAkhala thavA jAya che tyAM ja avAja Avyo. ca... 2... 2.2 2...! teno navo nakkora zarTa kyAMka bharAI javAthI phATI gayelo. teno khyAla AvatAM ja moDhAmAMthI jANe ke paDagho paDyo.a. 2 2 2 2...! rUmamAM jaIne joyuM to khyAla Avyo ke namana paNa rUmamAM dAkhala thatI vakhate A aNIdAra khIlA sAthe ghasAI gayo hato. teno zarTa to phATI gayelo sAthe pAMsaLAnA bhAgamAM cIro paDI gayelo ne temAMthI lohI nIkaLatuM hatuM. jakhamanA bhAga para rUmAla dabAvIne beThelo namana kaNasato hato. * namana sAme joIne alakhe potAnA zarTanA cIrA para najara nAMkhI. tene AzvAsana maLyuM. zarTa bhale phATyuM, aMdara zarIra to salAmata rahyuM! aMdara UtaravAno phAyado to kharo ja ne! zarTa to bahAranI cIja che, phATI jAya to navuM Avaze, zarIra salAmata rahevuM joIe. bahAranAM nukasAnamAM AzvAsana to ja rahe, jo aMdara kaMIka bacI gayeluM jaNAya. deha pIDA vakhate A abhigama bahu kAmano che. zarIra paNa Ama to bahAranI ja cIja che. vaheluM ke moDuM badalavAnuM ja che. aMdara rahelA AtmAne durgAnano ujharaDo na paDavA do. A bAbate saphaLatA meLavavI paNa ApaNA hAthamAM ja che. kAraNa ke, zarTa ke zarIra para ujharaDo paDavA devo ke nahIM te ApaNA hAthamAM hotuM nathI, jyAre AtmA paradurgAnano ujharaDo to ApaNI saMmati pachI ja paDe che. zarTane sarvasva mAnanArA, zarTa phATI jatA duHkhI thAya che. paNa te --- - manano meDikaleIma (33) -

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duHkha tyAM sudhI ja vadhu pIDe che jyAM sudhI zarTanI aMdara rahelA ane zarTa karatAM vadhu kiMmatI evA zarIra tarapha dhyAna gayuM nathI. zarIranI pIDA paNa tyAM sudhI ja duHkhI banAvI zake jyAM sudhI zarIranI aMdara rahelA ane zarIra karatAM anekagaNA mUlyavAna evA eka mahAna tattva tarapha dhyAna gayuM na hoya. ApaNI takalIpha e che ke ApaNI carmacakSu mAtra cAmaDuM joIne aTakI jAya che. tenI bhItara UtarI zakatI nathI. ghaNI vAra kyAMka paDI javAthI ke bhaTakAI javAthI zarIranA te bhAgamAM sakhata kaLatara thatuM hoya tyAre aMdara zuM thayuM haze tenI dahezata rahe che. ema thayA kare ke "eksa-re riporTamAM phrekTara na dekhAya to sAruM." riporTa joIne DaoNkTara jyAre ema kahe ke riporTa normala che. mAtra mUDhamAra che, paMdareka divasa duHkhAvo raheze. tyAre e mUDhamAra paNa AzvAsana Ape che, kAraNa ke aMdaranuM hADakuM salAmata che. eka vAta samajavA jevI che ke karmano humalo thAya che zarIra upara paNa tenuM lakSya mAtra zarIranathI hotuM. aMdaravALAne pIDA upajAvavAno teno IrAdo hoya che. karmonA humalAo vakhate zarIra vyAdhigrasta banavA chatAM jo aMdaravALo bacI jAya to karmanA humalAone niSphaLa ja mAnavA paDe. amerikAe bagadAda para bhISaNa bombamAro karIne jyAre samagra zaherane dhamaroLI nAMkhyuM tyAre amerikAnuM TArgeTa bagadAda nahotuM paNa bagadAdano bAdazAha hato, je aMdara koI baMkaramAM bharAyo hovAnI saMbhAvanA hatI. te salAmata rahI jAya to amerikana humalAo niSphaLa gaNAyA hota. A ja rIte zarIra para trATakatI karmaphoja paNa zarIramAM vasatA zahenazAhane asara upajAvI na zake to karmaphojanA humalAo niSphaLa puravAra thAya che. ---- - manano meDikaleIma (34) -

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AvA humalAo vakhate game tema karIne ApaNI aMdaranA zahenazAhane salAmata rAkhavo jarUrI che. tenA vaphAdAra rakSaka tarIkenI mananI kAmagIrI tyAre khUba ja mahattvanI che. khaMdhaka muninA zarIranA cAmaDA UtarI javA chatAM aMdarano zahenazAha salAmata rahyo to chevaTe vijayadhvaja teNe ja pharakAvyo. gajasukumAla muninA mAthe saLagatAM aMgArA mukAyA. tenI garamI khoparInA kaThaNa kavacane bhedIne aMdara asara karI zakI, paNa bAdazAha AbAda bacI gayo. AvA humalAo vakhate zahenazAha potAnA cunaMdA ekAda aMgarakSaka sAthe sthaLAMtara karI letA hoya che. pIDA vakhate AtmAno upayoga, je sAmAnyathI zarIravartI hoya che. tene anyatra khaseDI levAmAM Ave to ja bacI zakAya. atyAra sudhI jeno sAtha che te hAtha, paga, AMkha ke aMga pratyaMgono kAMI bharoso nahIM, te game tyAre dago daI de. AvA samaye mane jo vizvAsaghAta na kare to bAdazAhane UnI AMca paNa na Ave. tethI AvA avasare ekalA mananA sathavAre ja AtmA bacI zake. AthI karmanA humalA niSphaLa banAvavA mATe dhyAnane bIje kendrita karavuM joIe. ApaNI takalIpha e che ke AvA vakhate upayoganuM sthaLAMtara karavAne badale upayogane anyatra khaseDavAnI AkhI phormyulAnuM ja sthaLAMtara thaI jAya che. bArImAM AMgaLI AvI gaI. cIsa paDI gaI.... pIDA paNa thaI.. A karmano humalo che. A vakhate upayogane vaLAMka ApavAne badale samagra upayoga jANe ke AMgaLI pharate ja goThavAI jAya che. saheja nakha UkhaDI jAya ke cAmaDI UtaraDAI jAya, nAnI phollI thAya, keDamAM kaLatara thAya ke nAkamAM gaLatara thAya.. eka kvera IMcamAM rahelI takalIpha pAMsaTha kilonA AkhA ya paMDane pathArImAM poDhADI de che. bahu dIrghakALathI Ubho karelo dehAdhyAsa evo to pIDe che ke saDelo dAMta paDAvI lIdhA pachI paNa ApaNane to te ja dAMta dukhyA kare. ------- manano meDikaleIma (35) -------

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gayA vizvayuddhamAM eka ghAyala sainikane phrAnsanI haoNspiTalamAM lAvavAmAM Avyo tyAre tenA pagano paMjo khUba kharAba rIte chuMdAI gayo hato. teno paga koI bhAre vAhananI nIce AvI javAthI paMjAno kUco thaI gayo hato ane sainaka to lagabhaga bebhAna jevo ja hato. paganI badhI cakAsaNI karyA pachI DaoNkTaroe nidAna karyuM ke sainikano paga kApIne tenA paMjAne sAva alaga karI devo paDaze. te vagara chUTako ja nahoto. kAraNa ke jo paga kApavAmAM na Ave to paMjo saDato jAya ane saDo AgaLa vadhatAM chevaTe Akho paga kApavAno vakhata Ave. DaoNkTare sainikane davAo ApI bebhAna karyo ane tenA paganuM Aparezana karIne temAMthI paMjo alaga karIne kADhI nAMkhyo. pachI dardanAzaka davAo ApIne sainikane suvaDAvI devAmAM Avyo.. oparezana bAda lagabhaga pUrA covIsa kalAka sainika bhAnamAM Avyo. paganA paMjAmAM tene khUba vedanA thatI hovAnI teNe phariyAda karI. teno pagano paMjo kADhI naMkhAyo che tenI te sainikane khabara ja nahotI. te paMjAmAM thatI pIDAnI satata phariyAda karato rahyo mATe DaoNkTaroe tenA paga uparano ochADa dUra karIne tene batAvyuM ke tenA pagano paMjo to kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Avyo che eTale paMjAmAM pIDA thavAno koI prazna ja nahoto. pelo sainika Ama chatAM paNa mAnyo nahIM. game te hoya paNa paMjAnA bhAgamAM satata ane sakhata pIDAno anubhava thato hovAnuM teNe jaNAvyuM. chevaTe jJAnataMtuonA niSNAMta DaoNkTarane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. jhINavaTabharI tapAsa karIne temaNe tAraNa kADhyuM ke paganA paMjAthI magaja sudhI pahoMcanAra jJAnataMtuo haju satata jhaNajhaNI rahyA che ane tene kAraNe sainikane vedanA thatI hoya tema lAge che. ---- manano meDikaleIma (36)

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A pIDAne dUra karavA mATeno eka ja upAya hato ke jJAnataMtuone zAMta karI nAMkhavAmAM Ave athavA to pachI magaja sAthenuM tenuM joDANa kApI nAMkhavAmAM Ave. ane te pramANe karyA pachI senikane rAhata thaI. basa, AvI ja koI samasyA ApaNA jIvanI che. ApaNA zarIra sAthe ApaNA AtmAnuM joDANa thayeluM che. tethI zarIrane je kAMI paNa thAya che tenI khabara mana dvArA tatkALa AtmAne pahoMce che. ane tenA kAraNe ApaNane duHkhanuM saMvedana thayA kare che. vAstavamAM, ApaNe ApaNA zarIrathI alaga chIe, tema chatAM paNa varSonA sahavAsathI ApaNe jANe ke zarIramaya thaI gayA chIe. zarIramAM vasIe chIe. A vasavATa sAtatyapUrNa ane nekaTyapUrNa hovAthI be vaccenI judAI parakhI zakAtI nathI. dehAtma bhedajJAna eka evuM IMjekzana che je mananA stare A joDANa kApI nAMkhe che. pachI zarIramAM thatI pIDA eTale bAjuvALAnI pIDA. bAjuvALAnI pIDA joIne bahu dayA UbharAI jAya to sAro pADozI dharma bajAvavAnI rUe kaMIka IlAja paNa karAvI laIe, te judI vAta. paNa deha ane AtmA vaccenuM joDANa asarakArI banatuM nathI ane tethI pIDAnI anubhUti ghaNI maMda thaI jAya che. A vAtane udArahaNathI samajIe : dhArI lo ke cetane nItinano naMbara DAyala karyo, chatAM saMparka na thayo. vAraMvAra naMbara joDavA chatAM saMparka sAdhI zakAto nathI, kAraNa ke nItinanI lAIna bIjhI che. te DiskanekTa thayA pachI ja saMparka thAya. A Teliphonika TeknaoNlojIne mananA stara para utAravAnI jarUra che. dehapIDA vakhate suMdara vAMcana, zravaNa, ciMtana jevI koI cIjamAM manane joDI devuM joIe. pachI dehapIDAnI mana upara koI asara paDatI ------- manano meDikaleIma (37)

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nathI. AvA samaye mananI lAIna bIjhI rAkhavAno rokaDo phAyado e ke zarIrano kola risIva ka2vo na paDe. ko'kano kola misa thayAnI khabara paDe evuM bane kharuM, paNa pachI to vyakti kAmanI jaNAya to ja naMba2 joDAya che ne ! koI ApaNane IzAro kare ane javAba ApavAnI ApaNI IcchA ochI hoya tyAre ApaNe bIjA koI sAthe 'khUba agatya'nI vAtomAM parovAI nathI jatAM ? kAma karavAnI dAnata na hoya to koI uThADe tyAre jAgatA hovA chatAM paNa UMghI jatA ApaNane AvaDe ja che ne ! yAda rAo, duHkha ApavuM ke nahIM te bhale karmanA hAthamAM hoya paraMtu AvelA duHkha para dhyAna ApavuM ke nahIM te to ApaNA ja hAthamAM che. gujarAtImAM kahevata che H 'duHkhanuM osaDa dahADA'. divaso jatA duHkha jatuM nathI rahetuM paNa duHkha bhulAI jAya che. ane tethI pachI te khAsa pIDAkArI rahetuM nathI. jene svajana viyoga thayo che tene viyoga to kAyama rahe ja che, chatAM divaso jatAM te viyoga mAtra makAnamAM rahe che, manamAM vartAto nathI. ane tethI ja divaso jatAM viyoga kAyamI hovA chatAM tenuM ciMtana aTakavAthI te viyoga eTalo pIDAkArI raheto nathI. zAstromAM paNa duHkhane bhUlI javAnI A ja davA batAvI che. maiSakhyamaMtaduvasya yaduvuM nAnucintayetA du:khane bhUlavuM hoya to duHkhanuM vAraMvAra ciMtana karavAnuM TALo. tophAnI vidyArthInI hAjarI na purAya, pachItene Disamisa karIzakAya. manano meDikaleIma 38 -0-0-0-0

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1 to sahevuM bane saheluM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra eTale sahiSNutAnI mUrti ane samatAmUrti! teozrInA sAdhanAkALanuM romAMcaka varNana AgamagraMthomAM maLe che. bihAra pradeza e teonI vicaraNa bhUmi hatI. vanavagaDA jevA vistAromAM rahelA koI jIrNa maMdiramAM prabhu kAyotsarga dhyAne UbhA rahetA. ziyALu rAtanI kAtila ThaMDI jyAre bhalabhalAnA gAtro thIjavI de tyAre dhyAnamAM sthiratA zI rIte rahe ane hADamAM pesI jAya tevI ThaMDI sahana zI rIte thaI zake? ThaMDI jyAre zarIra mATe sahanAtIta bane tyAre prabhu jIrNamaMdiranA bahAranA khullA bhAgamAM AvI jatA. susavATA karato ThaMDogAra pavana zarIra sAthe athaDAya. thoDo samaya AvI kAtila ThaMDImAM UbhA rahIne pachI prabhu aMdara jatA rahetA. aMdaranA bhAganI ThaMDI have ochI jaNAtA zarIra dhyAnAdimAM sthira rahI zake. kaSTo vacce zarIrane seTa karavA mATenI adbhuta Teknika AmAM chupAyelI che. zarIra khare ja gadheDA jevuM che. gadheDA para adhika bhAra mUkI daIne pachI thoDoka bhAra ocho karI devAmAM Ave to thoDI haLavAza" thavAthI gadheDo sIdho cAlavA mAMDe che. | sAme cAlIne kaSTo svIkAravAnuM kauvata bhale na hoya paNa AvI paDelA kaSTone mardAnagIthI svIkAravAnuM zaurya keLavavA mATe cAra upAyo ajamAvI zakAya. (1) potAne AnA karatAM paNa adhika duHkha AvI zakyuM hota... evo vicAra karavAthI je duHkha AvyuM hoya te alpa lAge? ------- manano meDikaleIma (39) - - - -

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eka vikhyAta kaMpanImAM ekAunTanTa tarIke kAma karatA hasamukhabhAI rojanA krama mujaba sAMje ghare AvyA. dIkarAe daravAjo kholyo. pAkITa kADhavA mATe hAtha nAMkhyo to pAkITa hatuM ja nahi. koIe hAthacAlAkI karI hatI. patnInI paNa najara paDI. aMdara phALa paDI...bahAra cIsa paDI. hasamukhabhAI to hasatA hatA. khilakhilATa ane khaDakhaDATa... patnI tADUkI : "pAkITa gumAvyuM che tyAre tamane hasavuM Ave che?' hasamukhabhAIe kahyuM: "jo, tArIkha jo. Aje cothI tArIkha che. gaIkAle A ja pAkITamAM mahinAno pUro pagAra hato. pUrA cha hajAra rUpiyA. Aje to mAtra cAraso rUpiyA ja hatA. nasIba sAtha ApatuM hoya tyAre ... khissAkAtaruMya coghaDiyA cUkI jAya che." jo AvI paristhitimAM mukha hasatuM rAkhavAmAM nAmano paNa koI prabhAva raheto hoya to ApaNA sahunA phaIbAe paNa ApaNuM nAma hasamukha pADavAnI jarUra hatI ema lAge che. ahIM e vicAro ke pAkITa javA chatAM kayA vicAre svasthatA rahI zakI? AnA karatAM paNa vadhu moTuM nukasAna thaI zakyuM hota? hAthamAM soya lAge to pIDA cokkasapaNe thaze ja paNa zULInI sajA soyathI patI jatI lAge tyAre te pIDA kAMI ja nathI lAgatI. zarIra koI rogathI gherAya te kamanasIbI kharI paNa te roganI cikitsa thaI zake tevA saMyogo maLe, ane bIjAo sevA karanArA maLe teTalA aMzamAM nasIbanI balihArI nahIM? atyaMta daridra avasthA ane nirAdhAra avasthAmAM Avo roga jhIMkAyo hota to zuM thAta? A vicAraNA roganI pIDAne haLavI cokkasa banAvI de. gharamAM Arthika saMkaDAmaNa hovAthI gharakharca paNa vicArIne karavo paDe tevI sthitimAM vadhAro karatAM sAthe mAMdagI paNa jhIMkAI hota ---- - manano meDikaleIma (40) - - - - -

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to zuM thAta? A vicAraNA Arthika kaTokaTInI pIDAne haLavI cokkasa banAvI de. mANasa AvelA sukhane haMmezA ochuM mAne che tethI sukha meLavavAnA prayAsomAM te thAkato nathI. tema AveluM duHkha haMmezA ochuM lAge to duHkhane sahana karavAnuM paNa baLa maLe. (2) potAnA dukha karatAM adhika duHkhIne najara sAme lAvavAthI pIDA ghaNI haLavI bane cheH bhUkaMpa vakhate jemanuM dezamAM jUnuM makAna paDI gayuM hatuM tevA loko pote jIvatA rahyAnuM AzvAsana letA hatA. te vakhate jemaNe samagra parivAra gumAvyo hoya tevI koI vyaktine najara sAme rAkhIne potAne thayelI IjAne loko koI visAtamAM letA nahotA. pAMceka lAkha gumAvI beThelAne najara sAme rAkhanArane mAtra pAMcasonI noTa paDI gayAnuM darda keTaluM thAya? potAnA juttA corAI javAthI pIDAyelA mANasane evI vyakti batAvo ke jeNe akasmAtamAM baMne paga gumAvyA hoya. AMkhamAM thatI baLatarAthI mANasa tyAM sudhI ja asvastha rahI zake jyAM sudhI teNe koI netrahIna vyaktinI pIDA joIna hoya. alabatta, anya koInI pIDAmAM AnaMda mANavAno hoto nathI paNa potAnI pIDAnuM ke nukasAnInuM kada jyAre nAnuM jaNAya pachI tene nAme moTo UhApoha zuM karavo? tevuM tene ja lAgavA mAMDe. page plAsTara mArIne pathArImAM paDyA rahevuM paDe te vakhate mANasano mukhya saMzaya e ja hoya che ke have huM pAcho cAlato kyAre thaIza? svayaM saheja paNa halanacalana na karI zakanArA vRkSa vagere sthAvara jIvone dAyakA sudhI maLelI sthiravAsanI kedane najara sAme lAve tene ----- manano meDikaleIma (41) -

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potAnuM plAsTara keTaluM kheMce? jeo paga gumAvI beThA che tevA koI vikalAMganI lAcAra sthiti sAme plAsTara kaI visatamAM che? cazmAMnI dAMDI tUTI jAya tyAre koI prajJAcakSune yAda karI levA. cazmAMnI phrema to maLI raheze.AMkha kyAM maLaze? (3) potAnA karatAM adhika sahanazIla vyaktine najara sAme lAvavAthI sahana karavAnuM sattvakhIlI UThe che' keTalAka loko buddhithI dhAryA kAryo karAvI zake. AvA loko prajJAbalI kahevAya. keTalAka jabAnathI bhalabhalAne samajAvI zake. AvA loko vacanabalI kahevAya. keTalAka bAvaDAthI pahelavAnane ya pachADI zake. AvA loko kAyabalI kahevAya. keTalAka game teTalI pIDAne vicalita thayA vagara sahana karI zakatA hoya che. AvA loko manobalI kahevAya ane A ja kharuM baLa che. pIDAne bhogavavA mATe kAyabaLa nahIM paNa manobaLanI jarUra hoya che. kyAMka yuvAna vaye paNa sahanazaktinI vikalatA jovA maLe ane bALavaye paNa sahanazaktinI pAkaTatA jovA maLI zake. nAnakaDo e bALaka hato paNa manobaLa tenuM gajabanuM hatuM. tene bagalanA bhAgamAM gumaDuM thayeluM. nAnakaDA gumaDAne gaNakAre te bIjA. gumaDuM to pAkIne lAla TeTA jevuM thaI gayuM. pIDAno pAra nahoto. hAtha paNa sUjI gayelo. gharanA vaDIlone khabara paDI. AsapAsa samAcAra prasaryA. jANakAroe eka DozImAnuM nAma ApyuM. temanI pAse A bALakane laI gayA. DozImAe oSadhInA pAna vATIne copaDyAM paNa khAsa kAMI pherana paDyo. pachIto hAtha paNa UMco thaI zakato na hato. ko'ke kahyuM: "UnA UnA DAma dIdhA vagara Ano aMta nahIM Ave -- - manano meDikaleIma (42) - - -

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tevuM lAge che." bIjAe kahyuM: 'DAma ja devaDAvavo hoya to koI uMTavaiduM na karatAM. tenA niSNAMta vALaMda pAse laI jAo.' pelo bALaka to vALaMdanuM nAma-saranAmuM jANIne ekalo ja pahoMcI gayo. vALaMdakane jaIne Ubho rahyo ane kahe, "mane hAthe DAma do." - vALaMde saLiyo garama karyo. pelAno hAtha pakaDIne UMco karyo. Akho hAtha sUjI gayelo. gumaDuM to ekadama lAlacoLa hatuM. nAnakaDA bALakanA AvA mulAyama hAtha paraDAma detA pelA vALaMdano jIva cAlyo nahIM. teNe kahyuM "chokarA! ghare jaIne bhAjIpAlAne vATIne teno lepa karaje. maTI jaze !" pelo bALaka to samajI gayo ke A vALaMda tenI dayA khAya che. eka kapaDAnI madadathI dhagadhagato lokhaMDI saLiyo teNe hAthamAM laIne pUchyuM : tame mane jagyA batAvone, kaI jagyAe saLiyo aDADuM?' vALaMda to AMgaLI cIMdhI cAlato thayo, paNa pelAe to gajaba karI nAMkhI. sahajatAthI pelo dhagadhagato lokhaMDI saLiyo te bALake svahasteja bagalamAM rahelA gumaDA para cAMpI dIdho. thoDI thoDI vAre te saLiyAne pheravato rahyo. dUra Ubhelo vALaMda to moMmAM AMgaLA nAMkhI gayo. bhalabhalA maradonA temaNe IlAja karelA ane tyAre darekane cIso pADatA joyelA, paNa AvI bALa marada temaNe kyAreya joyo na hato. kAne hAtha daIne Ubhelo vALaMda to jANe mAthuM dhuNAvato hato ane pelo bAlaka to sAme smita Apato hato. A bALaka moTo thaIne lokhaMDI puruSa saradAra vallabhabhAI paTela banyA hatA. lokhaMDa to khANamAMthI nIkaLe tyArathI ja lokhaMDa hoyane! saheja tAva Ave ane zarIramAM kaLatara thAya tyAre, ke kyAMka paDI gayA pachI ke bhaTakAI gayA pachI mUDhamAra dukhyA kare tyAre AvA udArahaNone najara sAme rAkhyA hoya to ! taLiye gayelI sahanazaktine ----- manano meDikaleIma (43)

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upara lAvavA mATe paMpanI garaja sAre evA A udAharaNone AlaMbane pIDAne jovAnI Teknika keLavI zakAya. ApaNe pIDAne bhogavatA hoIe chIe. jJAtA ane draSTAne duHkha hotuM nathI. bhoktA kyAreya duHkhathI bacI zakato nathI. (4) pIDA vakhate manane anyatra vaLAMka ApavAthI pIDAnI prabaLatA ghaTe che AgaLano rasto barAbara na hoya tyAre roDa para gADIe DAIvarjhana levuM paDe che. pIDA sahana na thAya tyAre asamAdhinI zakyatA vadhI jAya che. te vakhate manane paNa jo anyatra vaLAMka ApI devAmAM Ave to pIDAnuM saMvedana eTaluM pragADha rahetuM nathI. nAno bAbo jo cAlatA cAlatA paDI jAya ane koI jotuM hoya to jo2jorathI raDavA lAge che. paNa tyAre jo koI jonAra ja hAjara na hoya to te Ubho thaIne pAcho cAlavA lAge che. bilakula AvA nAnA bAbA jevI che A pIDA. tenA tarapha satata lakSya Apo to tenuM kalana vadhyA ja kare. ane jo tenA tarapha durlakSa rAkho to te zAMta rahe. AgaMtukane jeTalo AvakAra maLe teTaluM tenuM avasthAna laMbAya. ane avajJA lAge to vaheluM saMkelIne ravAnA thAya. Atithyane UMco dharma gaNanAro susaMskRta varga AvA AgaMtukane premathI AvakAre. paNa evuM sattva na hoya to tenA tarapha vadhu dhyAna na ApavAno bIjo rasto levo paDe. pIDA vakhate vAMcana, jApa, samAdhipreraka gIto ane stavanomAM manane parovIdevAthIvicAranuM eka navuM bhAtuM to maLe ja che, sAthe manane eka sAro vaLAMka paNa ApI zakAya che. muMbaInA eka parAmAM rahetA eka kuTuMbe eka bALakanI samAdhi mATe dAkhavelI jAgRti ane sakriyatAe A dizAmAM eka Adarza pUro pADyo che. mAtra bAra varSanI uMmaranA te bALakane kaeNnsara thayuM hatuM. manano meDikaleIma ---- 44 9-9-9

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lagabhaga be varSathI A bhayAnaka rogathI te gherAyo hato. kensaranuM darda Ama paNa dayA upajAve ane temAM paNa bAlyavayamAM thayelA roganA AkramaNe AkhA gharane zokamagna karI dIdheluM. dIkaro paNa asahya vedanA vacce becena hato. gharanA badhAne ema pratIta thaI gayuM hatuM ke have mRtyune aTakAvI zakAya tema nathI. paNa A dIkarAnA sanasIe gharamAM eka evuM pAtra hatuM, je AvI kaparI sthitimAM paNa dAda mAMgI le tevI makkamatAthI A mAmalAne saMbhALavA mAMgatuM hatuM. te pAtra eTale dIkarAnI mammI. rAtre gharanA badhAne bolAvIne temaNe kahyuM: "ApaNe motane aTakAvI zakavAnA nathI te vAta kabUla, paNa motane sudhArI zakavAnI taka to hajI paNa jIvaMta che. dIkaro ApaNA kuTuMbamAM Avyo che to teno A phero sArthaka banI rahe tevuM kaMIka karIe." bIjA divasathI ja gharanA badhAe jANe ke lakSya banAvyuM ane kramasara thoDA thoDA aMtare sahu dIkarAne kaMIka sAruM saMbhaLAvatA. tenI nAnI bahena to evI bhAvavAhI stutio saMbhaLAve ke sAMbhaLanAranI AMkho bhInI thaI jAya. | mammI to jANe kRtanizcayI hatI. prabhAvazALI navasmaraNa saMbhaLAve, RSimaMDala stotra saMbhaLAve, kyAreka mAtra IriyAvahiyA sUtra, tenA eka eka padano arthabodha karAvavA pUrvaka saMbhaLAve ane mAthe vahAlathI hAtha pheravatI jAya ane samajAvatI jAya, "beTA!bhUtakALamAM anekane pIDA ApavAmAM nimitta banyA hazuM tenuM phaLa bhogavavAno vakhata bahu jaldI AvI gayo che. paNa joje hoM! DhIlo na paDato. mAMdagI kaI rIte bhogavAya te tAre amane zIkhavavAnuM che. mAtA pratye anahada prema dharAvato dIkaro hakAramAM mAthuM dhuNAvato. . mammI roja savAra-sAMja dIkarAne coda niyamo paNa dharAvatI. --- - manano meDikaleIma (45)

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kyAreka A mammI zatruMjaya tIrthAdhirAjanI saMpUrNa bhAvayAtrA karAvatI. dIkarAnA be kalAka kyAM pasAra thaI jAya tenI khabara paNa na paDatI. kyAreka aDhAra pApasthAnaka yAda karAvavA pUrvaka pazcAttApa karAvatI. kyAreka tamAma jIvo sAthe kSamAyAcanA karAvatI. kyAreka muMbaInA derAsaronI yAda apAvatI jAya ane kyAM kayA mULanAyaka bhagavAna che te dIkarAne pUchatI jAya. A rIte roja sarerAza 20thI vadhu jinAlayonI mAnasayAtrA thaI jatI. gharanA badhA paNa A samAdhipradAnanI bhavya sAdhanAmAM uttarasAdhaka banatA. eka vAra to o dIkaro bhAvavibhora banIne bolI gayo . "mammI!keTaluM sAruM thayuM ke huM mAMdo paDyo!tuM keTaluM badhuM sAruM yAda karAve che. jo sAjo sAro hota to mane ramavA sivAya kAMI ja na sUjhatuM hota." A vAkya sAMbhaLIne tatkaNa badhAnI AMkho bhInI banI gayelI. kAraNa ke A e ja dIkaro hato, jeNe mAtra paMdareka divasa agAu ja DaoNkTarane jheranA iMjekzana mATe vinaMtI karelI. AkhA gharanA sahiyArA prayatna sarjalo camatkAra sahu stabdhatAthI nihALI rahyA. paNa kroDo dhanyavAda che e mammIne jeNe gajabanuM dhairya ane sattva rAkhIne AkhuM citra ja badalI nAMkhyuM. thoDA divasa bAda acAnaka tabIyata lathaDI... AyuSyano chello divasa UgI cUkyo hato. gharanA dareka sabhyonI upasthitimAM dIkarAne aMtima nirdhAmaNA karAvI rahI che tenI mammI. "beTA! parIkSAnI kharI ghaDI AvI rahI che. basa have thoDI ja vakhata pIDA jIravavAnI che. sAme dIvAla para lagAvelI paramAtmAnI chabI najIka lAvavAmAM AvI." dIkarAne sAvaceta karatAM mammIe kahyuM : "have bIjA koI nahIM bacAve. mAtra paramAtmA ja samAdhi Apaze. parama kRpALu keTalA najIka AvI gayA. jo !" dIkarAe ekITase chabI sAme AMkho TekavI dIdhI. sthira AMkhe te ------ manano meDikaleIma (46)

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paramAtmAne joto rahyo... ane lagabhaga aDadho kalAka sudhI satata navakAranI eka2se cAlatI raTaNAmAM manane parovI dIdhelA A vIra bALe AMkho mIMcI dIdhI. uMmara ke nirdoSatAnIzarama rAkhyA vagara karmoe karelA humalAno bhoga banelA bALakanA mukha para hAsya hatuM. jANe A mRtyu hatuM ja nahIM, e to hAsyanuM sthirIkaraNa hatuM. parivArajanonI AMkhe azrubiMduo bAjhI gayAM. harSa ane zokanI mizra lAgaNIthI bharyAM bharyAM. te parivAranA sabhyoe karelA varNana pachI lAgyuM ke manane anyatra vaLAMka ApavA mAtrathI sahiSNutA kevI khIlI UThe che ! bALakanuM mRtyu to thayuM paNa gharanA zeSa sabhyoe eka lADakavAyo gumAvyo hato. te sahunuM mana paNa bhaktinI eka dhArAmAM bhIMjAyeluM hovAthI temanuM duHkha paNa ghaNuM haLavuM banI gayuM hatuM. A vAta sahue anubhave svIkArI. amadAvAdanA bApunagara vistAramAM rahetA zrAvikA bahena eka sAthe be moTI vyAdhithI grasta banelA. lagabhaga daza varSathI zarIre lakavA ane temAM baMne kiDanI pheIla ! temane samAdhi ane AzvAsana ApavA padhArelA AcArya bhagavaMte temane eka vedhaka savAla pUchI lIdho : 'tamane maravAnA vicAro Ave che kharA ?' perAlisIsa ane DAyalisIsanI pIDAmAM aTavAcelo jIva sAmAnyathI jiMdagInA plaeNTaphaoNrma para motanI gADInI pratIkSA ja karato hoya che. marI nathI zakAtuM mATe jiMdagInI sajAne jANe bhogavato hoya che. AthI AcArya bhagavaMta vizeSa samAdhi ApavAnA hetuthI temanI vicArasaraNIne jANavA mAMgatA hatA. ane sIdho ja Avo vedhaka savAla pUchI lIdho. pelA zrAvikAbahene hetupUrvakano javAba ApatAM kahyuM : 'maravAno vicAra karuM ja zA mATe ?' jUnA cikkAra karmo khape che ane navA manano meDikaleIma 47

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eTalA khAsa baMdhAtA nathI. vAMcana, zravaNa, jApa, svAdhyAyamAM divaso TUMkA paDe che. Avo naphAno dhaMdho to lAMbo cAle to zuM vAMdho ? kadAca mAnavAmAM paNa agharo lAge tevo A javAba che. pachI to koIe khyAla Apyo ke chellAM dasa varSathI AvI pIDAne sahana karI rahelA A bahena dasa varSathI nirapavAdapaNe roja ubhayaTaMka pratikramaNa cUkyAM nathI. AvI kaparI avasthAmAM paNa teo navapadanI vIsa oLI karI zakyAM hatAM. Azcaryane jANe avidha na hoya tema AvI kaparI sthiti daramiyAna temaNe traNa mAsakSamaNe karyAM hatAM. vikrama saMvata 2054nI eka ja sAlamAM temaNe babbe vAra mAsakSamaNa karyuM hatuM. ahobhAvathI gadgada thayelA AcArya bhagavaMte vAsakSepa karyo tyAre kaheH 'hajI e mAsakSamaNa karavuM che. AzIrvAda Apajo ke thaI jAya. sattva ane samajaNanA jore mAMdagIne evI to bhogavI jANI ke AzvAsana ApavA janArAo paNa AlaMbana laIne pAchA phare. vijJAna ane dharma vacceno kharo taphAvata ahIM chato thAya che. vijJAna pUrI tAkAtathI pIDAne dUra karavA kamara kase che. dharma pIDAne sahana karavAnuM sAmarthya arpe che. badhA ja zastro heThA paDe tyAre vijJAna chelle 'marsi Detha' sudhI pahoMce che jyAre dharma samAdhi mRtyuno mahimA kare che. duHkhanI sAme ghUMTaNiye paDavA karatA zauryathI tene sahana karavAmAM mahAnatA che. zaraNAgata karatAM zahIdanuM sTeTasa haMmezA UMcuM hoya che. -------- progreDileIjha xt -----

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7 vipattikALanI vImAyojanA thoDA vakhata pUrve muMbaI sToka eksacenjanI ImAratamAM acAnaka bhayajanaka sAIrana vAgI hatI. lAla battIo thavA lAgI. pachI to bhaya ane bhAgadoDa. samagra ImAratane tatkALa khAlI karavAnI arjanTa sUcanA apAtA mAtra paMdara miniTamAM ja te samagra TAvara khAlI karAyo. pAchaLathI khabara paDI ke muMbaImAM be-traNa sthaLe thayelA baoNmbadhaDAkAnA pagale ane AtaMkavAdI humalo thavAnI dahezatanA kA2Ne AvuM eka pUrva Ayojita nATaka karAyuM hatuM. dhAro ke jIjIbhoya TAvara dhaNadhaNI UThavAnI nobata vAge to zuM karavuM ? ane tene khAlI ka2AvatA keTalo samaya lAge ? tenI A rIte cakAsaNI karAI hatI. Ajano yuga e maeNnejamenTano yuga kahevAya che. vAstavamAM A yugamAM krAIsisa maeNnejamenTanI vadhu bolabAlA che. kAryone pAra pADavAnI AvaData karatAM paNa kyAreka AvI paDatI Akasmika kaTokaTIne pahoMcI vaLavAnI AvaData e kharekhara kaLArUpa che. athavA sAdhanArUpa kaho to paNa cAle. skUla-kaoNlejanA parIkSApatromAM vidyArthIne nibaMdha lakhavA mATe viSaya apAya che. jo huM zikSaNa maMtrI thAuM to... ! jo huM karoDapati banuM to... ! jo huM vaDApradhAna banuM to... ! AvA viSayo ApIne vidyArthIno kalpanA-zaktino aMdAja kaDhAya che. A bahAne tevA saMyogomAM kaI rIte rahevuM, tenI kalpanA karavAnI eka sarasa taka tene apAya che. kevaLa kalpanAzilpa ane havAIkillA jevI lAgatI A prathAno vadhu hitakara rIte sarjanAtmaka upayoga karavo joIe. kyAreka ApaNe paNa AvA viSayo 52 thoDuM kheDANa karI zakAya kharuM. ----- manano meDikaleIma 49 ----

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"jo huM mUMgo thaI jAuM to...!" "jo mane page phrekTarathaI jAya to....' jo mane dhaMdhAmAM nukasAnI jAya to....!" jo kuTuMbamAM jhaghaDo thAyato...!! "jo mArI AMkho cAlI jAyato...!' "jo mArI kiDanI pheIla thaI jAya to..!" jo mane lakavo lAgu paDe to..." jo mane kensarathAyato....!' jo mane DAyAbiTIsa thAyato.." "jo huM parIkSAmAM nApAsa thAuM to..!" jo mAro dIkaro mArAthI judo thaI jAya to..." Ajano buddhivAda kadAca Ane negeTiva eproca ke nAsIpAsavAda kahI deze. paNa saMbhavita bhayasthAnanI gaNatarIpUrvaka salAmatInuM Ayojana karavuM e to prakRSTa buddhivAda gaNAya che. jANe ke menejamenTa korsanuM sarvesarvA hoya tevo eka prasiddha aMgrejI kvoTa che. Hopeforthebestandbereadyfor the worst. AmAM paNa zenA mATe taiyAra rahevAnI sUcanA apAI che? mANasa (sAva sArA sArA zarIre) meDikleIma utAre che, tenI pAchaLa kayA vicAro kAma kare che? koI kiMmatI vastunI kharIdInI sAthe ja teno vImo utArI levA pAchaLa kayA vicAro kAma kare che? saMbhavita nukasAnI sAme sAvacetInA pagalA aMgeno vicAra to buddhimattAno sUcaka che. TUMkA lakSyavALA mAnavIne nukasAnI mAtra Arthika aMdAjamAM ja mApatA AvaDe che. mATe saMbhavita roga, akasmAta ke honAratamAM potAne Arthika vaLatara maLI rahe teTaluM ja mAtra te goThavI le che. paNa -------- manano meDikaleIma (50)--------

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durdhyAna ane azubha vicAraNAo dvArA thaI zakanArI durgati ane thanAra AdhyAtmika nukasAnano aMdAja kADhIne te pramANe kaMIka nakkara goThavaNa karIdevAnIjJAnIo salAha Ape che. ApaNe AvIzakanArA saMyogone mAtra kalpanAno viSaya mAnI lIdhA che. AnA traNa mAThAM pariNAmo ApaNane maLyAM che. 1.niSkriyatA. 2. nirbaLatA. 3. niSphaLatA. AvI zakanArA saMyogonI kalpanAne taiyArInI taka mAnIne cAlavuM joIe. vahema kyAreka vhIsala paNa banI jAya. AtaMkavAdInA saMbhavita humalA sAme amerikA hAI elarTa jArI karIne jANe ke badhuM ja thavAnuM che ema mAnIne cheka sudhInI taiyArI karI rAkhe che. zakya che ke badho ja parizrama mAtra kasarata puravAra thAya. chatAM temAM AnaMda hoya che. kAraNa ke lIdhelA sAvadhAnInAM pagalAM niSphaLa javA karatAM asAvadha paDyA rahevuM e ghaNo moTo aparAdha che. alakAyadAnA virATa lakSya sAme vyaktigata rIte koI chaTakIne hajI bacI paNa zake. jyAre potAnA karmano humalo to poInTa blenka renjathI thAya che. chaTakIne kyAM javAze? Ano artha e thayo ke jo vyaktigata dhoraNe vicArAya to alakAyadA karatAM karmanA kAyadA vadhu ghAtaka ane AtaMkI che. tema chatAM AtaMkavAdI humalAnI dahezatathI jeTalAM sarakArI pagalAM levAya che teTalA karmanA humalAnI dahezatathI koI asa2kA2I pagalAM levAtAM nathI. AtaMkavAdI humalAmAM vimAnI mathako, hAIve roDa ke joDANa sAdhI ApatA moTA brija uDAvI devAnI dahezata hoya to tene pahoMcI manano meDikalema 51 0-0-0-0

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vaLavAnI taiyArI karI rakhAya che. paNa skUTara bhaTakAI jatAM hADakuM bhAMgI jAya, tyAre koInA para khaTalo calAvyA vagara ja khATalAmAM khilakhilATa hasatA rahI zakavAnuM ApaNuM plAniMga keTaluM? koI AtaMkavAdI jherI rasAyaNo vAparIne anna ke pANInA puravaThAne mAThI asara pahoMcADe to vaLatAM pagalAM levAnI taiyArI jo rAkhavI paDe to kyAreka roga carama sImAe vakare ane tyAre koLiyo khorAka ke camacI pANI paNa gaLe utAravuM azakya bane. tyAre bhojana ane pANI vagara paNa mananI mAvajata karI zakavAnI ApaNI koI taiyArI kharI? AtaMkavAdIo kyAreka Arthika kaTokaTI sarjAya tevA humalA kare to sarakAre te mATe sAvaceta rahevAnuM. paNa aMtarAya karmano kAtila humalo thatA Arthika bhIMsa vartAya tyAre ochAthI calAvI levAnI ApaNItAlIma keTalI? AtaMkavAdIo chelle jaIne jherI rasAyaNo ke jevika zastro vApare to gesa mAska hAthavagA rAkhavA sudhInI teyArI amerikA karI rAkhe che. paNa karma cheka chellI pAyarIe besIne aMte bebhAna ke komAgrasta avasthA jhIMkI de to kAMI ja na sAMbhaLI zakavAnI, na joI zakavAnI, na vicArI zakavAnI, AvI bhayAnaka sthitimAM mAtra saMskAronI mUDI para AkharI jaMga jItI levAnI ApaNI taiyArI keTalI? vicAratA ema lAge ke prabhu zAsananI maLelI lagabhaga badhI ja ArAdhanAo e bIjuM kAMI ja nathI paNa krAIsisa menejamenTano eka bhavya korsa che. citta prasannatA ane samAdhine akabaMdha rAkhIne jIvane aNInA avasare bacAvI letI tAlIma ja che jANe! --- manano meDikaleIma (52) - - - - -

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ApaNe tyAM mauna pALavAnI paraMparA che. maLelI vacanalabdhi para saMyama rAkhavAnA hetunI sAthe acAnaka AvI paDanArIvAcA pratibaMdhanI takalIpha vacce paNa aDIkhama UbhA rahI zakavAnI ene tAlIma kema na gaNI zakAya? ApaNe tyAM dhyAnanI paraMparA che ane dhyAnamAM AMkho baMdha rAkhavAnI paraMparA che. AnI pAchaLa ekAgratAno mukhya hetu to che ja, sAthe acAnaka AvI zakanArI aMdhApAnI Apatti vakhatanI svasthatA mATenI sajjatA Ane kema na gaNavI? ApaNe tyAM jApa ane kAyotsarganI paraMparA che. gheryanI sAdhanAnI bhItaramAM jatAM jaNAze ke acAnaka pathArI-paravazatA AvI paDe tyAre tana sAthe mana paNa pathArImAM samAI zake te mATenI Ane pUrva taiyArI kema na kahevI? ApaNe tyAM upavAsanI paraMparA che. tapasyA dvArA karmakSayanuM lakSya sara karavAnA uddezanI pAchaLa juo ke kevI dIrdhadaSTi vaNAyelI che. kyAreka khorAka baMdha thaI javAnI dazA AvI caDe to paNa TakI rahevAnI jhiMdAdilI dAkhavI zakavAnI pUrva taiyArI tene na gaNI zakAya? ApaNe tyAM sAdAInI ane saMyamanI paraMparA che. AraMbhasamAraMbhanA tyAgano uddeza to tenI pAchaLa che ja. paNa sAthe Ane ochAthI calAvatA zIkhavAnI tAlIma kema na kahevI? ApaNe tyAM dhananA parigrahane sImita rAkhavAnI, parimANanI pAvana paraMparA che. arthalAlasA ane bhogarasane tenAthI kAbUmAM rAkhI ja zakAya che. paNa sAthe acAnaka Arthika saMkaDAmaNa AvI paDe to tevI kaparI sthitimAM TakI rahevAnI e pUrvataiyArI na banI zake? ---- - manano meDikaleIma (53)

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ApaNe tyAM svAdhyAya ane sarvAMcanane atyaMtara tapano darajjo apAyo che. tenA parathI teno mahimA samajI zakAya che. pathArIparavazatA vakhate jyAre bIjA badhA prakAranA tapa prayogo khoraMbhe caDe tyAre svAdhyAyano rasa evI saMjIvanI che ke tenA AdhAre mANasa TakI rahe che. Ama svAdhyAya paNa manaHsvAthya aMgenI pUrvataiyArIrUpa che. dharmazAsane prarUpela pratyeka yoga e ArAdhaka bhAvanI vRddhi karavA dvArA mokSamArge AgaLa dhapI rahelA sAdhakanI kAryavAhIne vega Ape che. A dRSTie dharmazAsana eka AdhyAtmika menejamenTa korsa che. bIjI bAju, svabhAvathI ke karmathI, niyatinA baLathI ke kALanA prabhAve athavA avaLA puruSArthathI koI viSamatA sarjAya to tevA samaye mananI samAdhine akhaMDita kaI rIte rAkhavI? jenA para ja badhA pariNAmano madAra che tevA samAdhinA A minArAne dharAzAyI thatAM zI rIte rokavo? tenI saMbhALa paNa A ja tAraka yogo le che. A rIte jotAM dharmazAsana e kharA arthamAM eka adbhuta kakSAno krAIsisa maeNnejamenTano korsa che. ----- manano meDikaleIma (54)-

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0 saMtoSa : samAdhino sikyoriTI bonDa ApaNane maLelI kAyA ane ApaNane maLelA manane najara sAme lAvIne sarakhAmaNI karavA jaIe to baMne vacce eka gajabanI asamAnatA jovA maLe che. kAyAmAMthI jarUriyAta pedA thAya che ane manamAMthI IcchAo pragaTa thAya che. jarUriyAto gharanA chAparA jevI che, teno cheDo maLI zake. IcchAo to virATa gagananuM pratinidhitva karI raheluM tattva che. akhUTa, amApa ane anaMta. jarUriyAtonA eka cheDe utpatti che, bIje cheDe tRpti che. IcchAne baMne cheDe utpatti ja che. ' - duniyAnA tamAma mANasonI peTanI bhUkhane pahoMcI zakAya paNa mAtra eka ja mANasanA mananI bhUkhane saMtoSI zakAtI nathI. vizvanA tamAma mANasone DhAMkavA pUratuM kApaDato mAtra bhAratamAMthI ja maLI zake, paNa mANasanA manane DhAMkavA mATe kApaDa kAyama ochuM ja paDe. game teTalI kiMmatI ke manabhAvatI cIja hoya, amuka stare zarIra dharAvuM ja paDe che. game teTaluM Apo paNa mananI dharapata haMmezA eka DagaluM AgaLa ja raheze. tRpti e kAyAnI oLakha che. atRpti e mananI oLakha che. . zarIrane jyAM tRpti thAya che tyAM mananuM mAtra sempala TesTiMga thayuM hoya che. zarIra thAke che ane mATe aTake che. mana thAkatuM nathI ane mATe aTakavAnuM nAma paNa letuM nathI. zarIranI jarUriyAta to bhIkha mAMgIne paNa pUrI karI zakAca eTalI ja hoya che, paNa mananI bhUkhato lUMTa calAvIne paNa pUrI karI zakAtI nathI. bIjI rIte ema kahI zakAya ke jarUriyAtane cheDe pUrNavirAma hoI zake che, paNa IcchAo pachI haMmezA alpavirAma ja rahelo hoya che. peTano khADo pUrI zakAya che, manano khADo pUrI zakAto nathI. -~~- manano meDikaleIma (55) ~----

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duniyAnA tamAma khADAo karatA mananA khADAnI vilakSaNatA e che ke duniyAnA tamAma khADAomAM mATI nAMkhIne tenI bharaNI karavI zakya che. A manano khADo evo che ke mATI nAMkhavAthI te kyAreya purAto nathI, tenAthI to tenuM UMDANa vadhe che.' Aje pRthvInA paTa upara vyApaka rIte eka dazya jovA maLe che. mananA khADAne game tema karIne paNa pUravAnA prayatno karatA loko ane te khADo na purAya to temAM potAnI prasannatAnA piMDane homI detA loko! jene prasannatAno mahimA samajavo hoya teNe saMtoSano mahimA pahelA samajavo paDe. koIe A aMge bahu mArmika vAta karI cheH jIvananA prAMgaNamAM prasannatAnA mANeka staMbha ropI devA mATe pahelAM to khADo khodavo paDe che. khADo khodatAM je reta, mATI ne dhULaDhephA nIkaLe che te ja vividha vastu bAbate ApaNA cittamAM pravartato asaMtoSa." jIvananI jarUriyAto saMtoSavAnI vAta hajI samajI zakAya. AgaLa vadhatA mANasa sagavaDavAdI bane che. pachI te zokhavAdI bane che. tenAthI AgaLa jaIne te "zo opha vAdamAM aTavAya che. dekhAdekhIne jIvanamAM Aje jeTaluM mahattva apAya che teTaluM kadAya pUrve kyAreya apAyuM nahotuM. sumanabhAI dezamAMthI pahelIvAra muMbaI AvelA. potAnA dikarA zizirane tyAM UtarelA. zizirane eka dIkaro hato. nAma tenuM moTu! mAtra cAra varSano, paNa bhAre cabarAka. ekalo Ava-jA karI zakato. potAnuM ghara yAda rAkhavAnI tenI Teknika jabarI hatI. potAnA epArTamenTano dAdaro caDatAM caDatAM pAMcame mALe pahoMcI jAya. kaMIka joIne pachI eka dAdaro utarIne barAbara nIcenA phleTano daravAjo ----- manano meDikaleIma (pa6)

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khakhaDAve. zizire kAraNa pUchyuM to kahe ke "ghara yAda rAkhavAnI meM eka nizAnI dhArI che. je daravAjA para phUla kotareluM che. barAbara tenI nIce ApaNuM ghara che. eTale uparanA mALe te daravAjo joIne huM nIce UtarI jauM chuM." ziziranA pitA sumanabhAI to A javAba sAMbhaLIne stabdha thaI gayA. kapALe hAtha daIne temaNe dhrUjatA avAje kIdhuM : "kharo akkalamaMda che A TAbariyo. pAMcamA mALavALAne badale trIjA mALavALAnA daravAjAnI nizAnIne AdhAre yAda rAkhato hota to khoTA eka dAdarAnI caDa-Utara na karavI paDe." bahu mArmika che A javAba. potAnA karatAM uparavALAne najara sAme rAkhe teNe kheMcAvuM ja paDe. potAnA karatAM nIcenAne najaramAM rAkhIne jIve tene vadhu parizrama karavo na paDe. AjanI navI peDhIe sumanabhAInuM tattvajJAna khAsa zIkhavA jevuM che. navI peDhIvALA potAnAthI uparanAne najaramAM rAkhIne jIvatA thayA che. sAIkalavALAne bAIkavALo dekhAya che ne bAIkavALAne kAravALo dekhAya che. cAlIvALA phleTavALA sAme joIne jIve che. phleTavALAne poza DupleksavALA dekhAya che. potAne tyAM AvatA prasaMganA bajeTa paNa potAnI kSamatA pramANe nakkI nathI thatAM. bIjAo, je UMcA gaNAtA hoya, temanA prasaMgo pramANe badhuM goThavAya che. AjubAjuvALAnA AdhAre ke ko'kanA abhiprAyanA AdhAre ke AbarUnA AdhAre nahIM paNa AvakanA AdhAre kharca karavAno hoya che te bhUlI javAya che. kharcanuM mApa ApatA zAstrajJa puruSa kahe che : prAyocito vyayaH je loko potAno khorAka, potAnAM kapaDAM, potAnuM pharnicara, potAnI gADI ke potAnI AkhI raheNIkaraNInI kvoliTI Aju --- -- manano meDikaleIma (57) - -

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bAjuvALAnA AdhAra para ane abhiprAyonA madAra para nakkI kare che te loko sukhanuM saranAmuM bhUlI jAya che. keTalAka to vastu UMcI hovAthI nahIM paNa sTora UMcA darajjAno hovAthI kharIdI vakhate vadhu mUlya cUkave che. jIvana jarUrIyAtanI badhI ja vastuo uparavALAne najara sAme rAkhIne lAvavAnI." AjanI peDhInI A manodazAno jene khyAla che tevA loko potAnA mAlanI khapata mATe mAtra eTaluM ja kahI de ke "UMce. loga kI UMcI pasaMda!' eTale patyuM ! badhAe ene ja pasaMda karavAnI. Aje pablisiTi ane eDavarTijhamenTanA paNa rItasaranAM zAstro che. tenA paNa korsa cAle che. tenuM paNa bhAre zikSaNa apAya che. komarsamAM tenA upara sAro evo bhAra apAya che. Aje koI paNa mAla tenI guNavattA pramANe khapato nathI. tenI pablisiTi pramANe ja khape che. bIjI vAta, moTA bhAganI kharIdI AvazyakatA pramANe nahIM paNa AkarSakatA pramANe thAya che. keTalIka vAra eka sADInI kharIdI karavA gayelA, pUrA cAra kalAkanA samaya bAda ane ATha dukAnonuM avalokana karyA pachI khAlI hAthe pAchA phare che. ekeya sADI pasaMda na paDavAthI kharIdI thaI zakatI nathI. kyAreka badhI ja sADI pasaMda paDI javAthI kharIdI thaI zakatI nathI. pasaMdagInI mUMjhavaNamAM aTavAyelo mANasa chevaTe mUMjhavaNanI ja pasaMdagI karIne pAcho phare che. AvA loko mATe prasannatA jALavavI khUba agharI thaI paDe che. zopiMga karavA gayelo khissAmAM zuM che tenA AdhAre nahIM paNa bajAramAM zuM che tenA AdhAre kharIdI kare che. rasoInA pramANa mujaba nahIM paNa peTanI kSamatA mujaba bhojana karavAnuM hoya che. svAthyanA A sIdhA niyamane bhUlI jaIne mANase potAnA manane bImAra ane jIvanane bismAra hAlatamAM lAvI mUkyuM che. -- -- manano meDikaleIma (58) *

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pahelAM gharamAM ekAda pAtra evuM rahetuM, je kuTuMba hitanI buddhithI chUpI rIte bacata karatuM rahe. kyAreka kaTokaTI sarjAya tyAre te bacata ghaNI rAhata ApatI. have gharamAM evAM pAtro maLe che, je chUpI rIte rakama meLavIne chUpA kharcA karI nAMkhe che. AkhA kuTuMbanA jIvanamAM asalAmatI ane asamAdhinA AMdhaNa mUke che. kaoNlejamAM koI speziyala De UjavavA pAchaLa je nabIro mAsika gharakharca jeTalI tabAhI sarjI zakato hoya, resToranTanI kalAkanI mulAkAtamAM je loko khissAmAMthI upalabdha sauthI UMcI karansI noTa cUkavI detA hoya, lagnAdinA prasaMgomAM saMpattinuM varavuM pradarzana karavAmAM jemane chocha na hoya, navarAtrinA ane tharTI pharsTa nAITanA niprayojana ane nirlajja jalasA pAchaLa jeo koI kasara rAkhavAmAM mAnatA na hoya te lokone arthatyAganI vAta to ThIka paNa arthanI kiMmata paNa kharA arthamAM samajAI nathI. samAdhidevI AvA lokothI moM pheravI deche. AvA loko Akasmika ApattikALa vakhate lagabhaga barAbaranA bhIDAya che. binajarUrI durbayane berokaToka cAlavA denArAne jate dahADe jarUrI sAmagrI mATe paNa kyAreka kheMca paDe to navAI nathI. Arthika salAmatInA kAraNe durgAnamAM aTavAyelA lokomAMthI ghaNo moTo varga evo haze ke jemaNe potAnA divaso hatA tyAre vyaya aMgenuM aucitya na jALavIne potAnI citta samAdhine jokhamamAM mUkI dIdhI che. koIne dIkarAnA eDamizanano prazna satAve che. koIne dIkarIno prasaMga pAra pADavAnI ciMtA che. koIne Akasmika bImArInA kharcane pahoMcI vaLavAnI phikara che. vepAra vadhAravAnI lhAyamAM koI lIdhelI rakamanuM vyAja paNa bharI zakato nathI to vadhu vyAja meLavavAnI lhAyamAM ------ manano meDikaleIma (59)

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koI chevaTe mUDI paNa kaDhAvI zakatA nathI. koI hAtha UMcA kahI de che. koI nIcuM moM karI de che, koI AMkha ADA kAna kare che, to koI vaLI utAvaLe AMkho mIMcI de che. durbhaya e durgAna, apamRtyu ane durgati sudhI vyaktine pahoMcADI zake che. saMpatti ane sAdhanavALAne sukha mATe hajI rAha jovI paDe che, jyAre saMtoSIne to vartamAnamAM ja nirAMta ane nizcitatAnI anubhUti thAya che. saMtoSa e Ajano yugadharma che. sAdagI e cittasamAdhinI zarIraracanAnI karoDarajju che. tUTelI karoDarajjuvALo TaTTAra Ubho rahI zakato nathI. gauravabhera sAdagIne guNasvarUpe jeo svIkArI zakatA nathI, tevAne sajA svarUpe sAdagIne parANe veThavI paDeto navAI nahIM. pahelAnA lokonuM jIvanasUtra hatuMH "jarUriyAto ghaTADIne paNa bacata karo.' Aje lokonuM jIvanasUtra banyuM che : "devuM karIne paNa jalasA karo.' jinamaMdirAdinuM nirmANa thayA pachI amuka rakamane mULanidhi tarIke sthApI rAkhavAnuM zAstromAM vidhAna che, jethI avasare te kAma lAgI zake. A ja rIte nItizAstrajJa puruSoe AvakanA cothA bhAgane bacata khAte jamA karavAnuM sUcavyuM che. A badhA pUrva puruSone haiye lokahita vaseluM hatuM. teone sahunI samAdhinI ciMtA hatI jyAre Aje keTalAka potAnI samAdhi aMge paNa bephikara che. mANasa mAMdo paDe tyAre davA le che. te davAne ArogyanuM kAraNa mAne che, chatAM jema jema davA levAnuM ghaTatuM jAya temAM ja tene AnaMda thAya che. thoDA divasa pachI DaoNkTara jo goLInI saMkhyA ke davAnA Dojha vadhArI de to tene dhrAsko ja paDe. Ano artha e thayo ke davA e ArogyanuM kAraNa che, te gauNa satya che. davA e anArogyanuM lakSaNa che e mukhya satya che. je vAta davA mATe che te ja vAta vastuo mATe paNa samajavI. ----- manano meDikaleIma (60)

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vastuonI vaNathaMbhI vaNajAra e sukhanuM kAraNa nahIM paNa atRpta bhUkhanuM lakSaNa che. jenI AsapAsamAM davAnI boTalo, kegyulsa ane TebleTsanI sTripsa goThavAyelI hoya tevA mANasanA zArIrika Arogya mATe kevI kalpanA karAya? vastuonA virATa vartuLa vacce keda thayelA mANasanA AMtarika Arogya mATe AvI ja koI kalpanA thaI zake. prANavAyu to silinDaramAMthI paNa maLI zake, paNa te anArogyanuM lakSaNa che. ArogyasaMpanna vyakti to vAtAvaraNamAMthI ja prANavAyune zvasI le che. tema AnaMda e AMtarika sarjana ane AMtarika anubhUtino viSaya che. vastumAMthI AnaMda meLavavAnI ceSTA eTale silinDara, naLI ane mAskavALI vAta thaI. jIvavuM bhAre paDe, mAMdA paDavuM moMghu paDe ne marI javuM sastuM paDe tevA jIvanamArganA musAphironI pAse dravyAtmaka pariprekSamAM zuM hovuM joIe te kahevAno ahIM upakrama nathI. te sahunI pAse samAdhi ane prasannatAnI akhaMDitatA hovI joIe e tAtparya che. potAnA gharamAM rahelI vastuo Alokane paNa ujALaze ke kema te eka savAla che. jyAre potAnA ghaTamAM rahelI prazAMtatA ane saMtuSTiparalokane paNa ujALI zake che. vartamAna pariprekSamAM jIvananI samAdhine surakSA kavaca Ape tevAM keTalAMka sonerI sUcano karavAnuM mana thAya che. (1) jenA vagara bhaviSyamAM calAvavuM paDe tevI saMbhAvanA hoya te cIjanI Teva nA pADavI. tamArI pAse keTaluM che tenA AdhAre nahIM paNa keTalI cIja vagaratame calAvI zako cho tenA AdhAre tamArI samAdhi Take che. rAtorAta moTA pAye Arthika saddharatA lAvI Ape tevA raste kadama mAMDatA pahelAM ekaso vakhata vicAravuM. (2) ----- - manano meDikaleIma (61)

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(5) (3) potAnI bacatane potAnuM bALaka mAno. bALakane sAcavavAnuM hoya. nakhoriyA bharAya nahIM. (4) Avakane najara sAme rAkhIne vyaya karavAnI jJAnI bhagavaMtonI salAhano jIvanamAM amala karavo. hajI thoDA vakhata pahelAM keTalI badhI cIjo vagara cAlatuM hatuM," te vAtane yAda karo. jenuM peTa pahelAM cha roTalIthI bharAI jatuM hatuM. tenuM ja peTa Aje chavvIsa roTalIthI ya bharAtuM na hoya to mAnavuM paDe ke A bhUkha nathI, bhasmaka che. vartamAna vizva jyAre vastuonuM virATa bajAra banI gayuM che, utpAdana upara koI aMkuza rahyo nathI, tyAre upabhoga upara aMkuza jarUrI che. sukhanI kharI mAtrA bhautika sapATIthI upara che. A vAta samajAze pachI vastune jovAno dRSTikoNa badalAI jaze. potAnI pAse rahelI vastu be rIte chUTI paDI zake che. mANasa vastune choDI de, athavA vastu mANasane choDIne cAlatI thAya. vastuthI chuTakAro to baMne sthaLe thAya che, chatAM tenI asaramAM ghaNo moTo pharaka che. svaicchika tyAga e vyaktinA saMtoSa guNamAMthI pragaTe che. asvaicchika tyAga ghaNuM karIne saMtApane pragaTa kare che. subhASitakAre A vAta bahu mIThAzazI kahI che: vrajanta : svAtaMtryAdatulaparitApAya manasaH svayaM tyaktA bhogA: zamasukhamanantaM viddhti| saMtoSa e vartamAnano yugadharma che. saMtoSa e dharmazAsane arpelo sikyoriTi bonDa che. samAdhi ane sadgatinI khevanA dharAvanAre tene sAcavI rAkhavo. - manano meDikaleIma (62) -

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0 sAdhanAnI sarvoparitA pUrvabhAratanI prasiddha jJAnaparaba kAzI. buddha pharatAM pharatAM tyAM pahoMcyA. te samagra pradezamAM brAhmaNono vasavATa hovAthI vedasAmrAjya pravartatuM hatuM. bauddha dharmamAM koIne zraddhA nahotI. buddhanA eka navA ziSya rajUAta karI: "bhaMte! ahIM ekAda camatkAra dekhADo to! sarasa moko che. te jovAthI badhA bauddha dharmanA anurAgI ane anuyAyI banI jaze. camatkArato bhalabhalAne namaskAra karavA prere che." ziSyanI prapojhala para vicAra karIne buddhe kahyuM: "bhale, paNa koI nAno camatkAra batAvuM ke moTo camatkAra?' camatkAra eTale camatkAra! temAM vaLI nAno zuM ne moTo zuM?" mUMjhAyelA ziSyanI AvI vAta sAMbhaLIne buddha khulAso karatAM kahyuM "jo vatsa! keTalAka camatkAra bahu nAnA ane sAmAnya gaNAya. jema ke, jamInamAM daTAIne pachI amuka kalAko pachI hemakhema bahAra nIkaLavuM... bhIMta soMsaravA saDasaDATa cAlI javuM... pANI para page cAlI batAvavuM.. paMkhImAphaka AkAzamAM UDI zakavuM.. saLagato aMgAro hAthamAM laI batAvavo... A badhA nAnA camatkAro kahevAya. ziSya to sAMbhaLIne stabdha thaI gayo. to bhaMte!.. moTA camatkAro kevA?' teNe pUchyuM. to pachI mAre koI mANasane aMdarathI sudhAravo paDe." buddha javAba Apyo. mANasamAM aMdarathI sudhAro thAya te moTAmAM moTo camatkAra. - - manano meDikaleIma (63)

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buddhanA vargIkaraNane vadhu saraLa ane spaSTa karavuM hoya to ema kahevuM paDe ke labdhiprayoga e nAno camatkAra ane zuddhiprayoga e moTo camatkAra. prAcIna jaina graMthomAM tathA anya keTalAya zAstromAM aneka prakAranIlabdhio aMgenI vAta Ave che. tenuM varNana paNa bhAre romAMcaka hoya che. amuka labdhio dvArA mANasa kAnathI joI zake, AMkhathI sAMbhaLI zake. amuka labdhio dvArA mANasa pANI para jamInanI jema cAlI zake ne vagara pAMkhe AkAzamAM UDI zake. labdhiono yuga pUro thayo tyAM vijJAnayuga zarU thayo. labdhi dvArA ke vijJAna dvArA mAnavIya jIvanamAM je pheraphAro ke camatkAro sarjI zakAya che te badhA bAhya stare ja hoya che. dharma dvArA je parivartana thAya te AMtarika stare thAya che. tethI ema kahevuM hoya to kahI zakAya ke vijJAna nAnA camatkAro karI zake che. jyAre dharma moTA camatkAromAM mAne che. briTananA bhUtapUrva videzapradhAna Delesane kensara thayeluM tyAre teNe AkhI duniyA gAMDI karI dIdhI. roga asAdhya hato to tenI jijIviSA paNa asAdhya hatI. chevaTe roga AgaLa lAcAra banIne vadhu jIvavAnI adhUrI IcchA sAthe teNe jIvana pUrNa karavuM paDeluM. barAbara e ja samayagALAmAM suprasiddha jainAcArya sva. pUjya gurudeva vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA laghu baMdhu ane prathama ziSya pU. paMnyAsa zrI padmavijayajI mahArAjane paNa kensara thayeluM. pANI levAnuM paNa duSkara banatuM gayuM. kensara jevI bhayAnaka bImArIno bhoga banelA dardIne khorAka levAnuM baMdha thaI jAya te bane. paNa eTalA mAtrathI tenI khAvAnI IcchA zamI jatI nathI. roga chevaTanI kakSAe pahoMcIne jIvanane grasI ja ------- manano meDikaleIma (64)

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javAno che. A vAta spaSTa thatAM temaNe kaheluM : "have koI navAM sAdhano mATe phAMphAM mArazo nahIM. ApaNI pAse sAdhanAno mArga che. pachI sAdhanonA mArge koNa jAya?' kadAca mAnavAmAM na Ave tevI e nakkara vAstavikatA hatI ke te vakhate AvI sakhata bImAra avasthAmAM, pathArImAM paDyA rahIne paNa temaNe eka vakhata saMpUrNa mAsakSamaNa (30 upavAsa)nI ane eka vakhata saLaMga covIsa upavAsanI tapazcaryA karI. vAMcana-ciMtana vageremAM manane evuM to parovI dIdhuM ke temanI A sAdhanAnI dhUna sAme dehapIDAno kolAhala jANe kyAMya dabAI gayo. te vakhate muMbaInA spezyAlisTa DokTaro paNa bhAre AzcaryamAM garakAva thaI gayelA. badhAne lAgatuM hatuM ke He should be a magician. dehapIDA ane cittasamAdhi vaccenA e bhISaNa jaMgamAM cittasamAdhino jhaLahaLato vijaya thayo. samAdhinA mahAmaMtra sAme dehapIDA nAmanI vyaMtarInuM kAMI cAlyuM nahIM. deha paDI gayo kharo, paNa samAdhi akabaMdha rahI. asAdhya roga sAme vijJAna nAno camatkAra na karI zakyuM. jyAre dharme moTo camatkAra karI batAvyo. AvA prasaMge karmasattA ane dharmasattAnuM saravaiyuM nIkaLI jAya che. karmo zarIrane rItasaranuM pholI nAMkhavAnI saMhAraka zakti dharAve che te vAta kharI, paNa dharmanuM kavaca jenA manane maLI gayuM hoya tevA sAdhakanA manane UnI AMca AvatI nathI. karmo sAdhakane rogI banAvI zake, duHkhI to na ja banAvI zake ! saujanyaH dharma mahAsattA. asAdhya roganA kITANune zarIranA bIjA bhAgamAM prasaratA aTakAvavAmAM vijJAnane hajI saphaLatA maLI zake che. paNa te roganI asaramAMthI manane bAkAta rAkhavAnI tenI pAse ------ - manano meDikaleIma (65)

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koI TaeNknaoNlaoNjI ja nathI. dharmazAsana A mahAvismayakArI TaeNknaoNlaoNjI dharAve che. A ja mahattvano muddo vijJAna upara dharmanI sarasAIprasthApita kare che. sagavaDa bhogavatA to mANasane kyAre nahotuM AvaDatuM e ja prazna che. AvI paDelI agavaDone pUrI svasthatAthI bhogavI jANe A moTo camatkArache. prauDhAvasthAmAM ja eka bhAInI baMne AMkhonI rozanI acAnaka cAlI gaI. pote vAMcananA atyaMta rasika hovAthI sarerAza roja chathI ATha kalAka vAMcana karatA. tAttvika, sAttvika ane dArzanika sAhityanA UMDA abhyAsI banI zakelA te bhAIne koI snehIe prazna pUchelo : 'have vAMcanano avarodha Ubho thayo, kema?' sAme 2okaDo javAba taiyA2 ja hato : 'nA, re nA. atyAra sudhI je vAMcyuM che tenA para manana karavAnuM kevuM mokaLuM medAna maLI gayuM ! atyAra sudhI je vAMcyuM che tenA 52 parIkSA ApavAno A avasara Avyo che.' pachI hasatAM hasatAM kahe : 'parIkSAnI pahelAM vAMceluM hoya te parIkSA vakhate kAma lAge. parIkSAnA samaye to vAMcavAnuM baMdha ja karavuM paDe ne ! atyAre to pepa2 lakhI rahyo chuM. bahu majA paDe che.' Ane dRSTino uccheda kahevo ke ughADa ! dRSTimAM sudhA2o jaNAto na hoya tyAre dRSTikoNamAM sudhAro lAvavAnuM zakya che. ane A kesa phAIla ApaNA sivAya bIjA koInA hAthamAM nathI. You cannot change the winds, but you can adjust the sails. lekhakanI zakti hAthamAM rahI hoya che. hAtha nabaLA paDatAM te nabaLo paDe che. doDavIranI zakti pagamAM rahI hoya che. paga thAkatA ja te aTakI paDe che. nizAnabAjanI zakti AMkhamAM rahI hoya che. AMkhe jhAMkhapa AvatA ja te jhaMkhavANo paDe che. sAdhakanI zakti to manamAM rahI hoya che ane manane -*-*-*-* manano meDikalema 66. -0-0-0

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nabaLuM paDavA na de tyAM sudhI tenI jIta che. AvA sAdhako AMkha jAya to paNa potAnA AMtaracakSune salAmata rAkhI zake che. mAtra aDadhA divasa mATe AMkhe pATA baMdhIne potAnA ciraparicita gharamAM beThA rahevAno akhataro paNa bhAre paDe, tyAM kAyama mATe dRSTinI vikalatAne hasatAM mukhe svIkArI levuM te kAMI saraLato nathI ja. AMkhanA aMdhApAnI kalpanA to karI juo : AMkhe dekhAya nahIM tyAre cAlavAmAM to takalIpha paDe, mAtra beThA rahevAmAM paNa keTalI takalIpha paDe ! jIvanabhara jenI sAthe rahevAnuM, temAMthI koInA mukha jovA paNa na maLe ! koI cIjavastunA badhA khUba vakhANa kare tyAre ApaNane to te vastu ja dekhAtI na hoya. acAnaka daravAjo khUlatA koI aMdara AvyuM. badhA eka sAthe AvakAravA UchaLI paDyA. "Avo... Avo... ghaNA vakhate AvyA!..' netrahInane kevI adhIrAI thAya ke koNa AvyuM haze? bhojana karatI vakhate thALI, vATakI ke vastu kAMI ja dekhAya nahIM! A che aMdhApo! AMkha to zuM. koI sAmAnya vastu paNa bagaDavA mAtrathI ja bagaDI jAya tevuM takalAdIto ApaNuM mana che. kalpanA karI juo te divasanI, je divase TI.vI. para bhArata viruddha pAkistAnanI mecano vAyaro hato. te divase acAnaka ja TI.vI. bagaDI gayuM. TI.vI.nI sAthe mananuM plaga evuM to lAgeluM ke mana paNa sAthe ja bagaDI gayuM. sAMje khabara paDI ke bhArata bhUMDA hAle hArI gayuM hatuM. koIe pUchyuM : "tame meca joI?" "nA." "kema?" tyAre moTA tattvavettAnI adAthI javAba Apyo : "dekhavuM nahIMne dAjhavuM nahIM." hakIkatamAM aMdaranA A ziyALa mATe drAkSa khATI nahotI paNa pahoMcanI bahAra hatI. TI.vI. bagaDavAthI jovAnuM aTake che paNa babaDavAnuM aTakatuM nathI. Ano sIdho artha e thayo ke dekhavAnuM gayuM paNa dAjhavAnuM to rahyuM, chatAM ---- - manano meDikaleIma (6) -

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philasUphI ThokanAro vAstavamAM jJAnI nathI, gaThiyo che. TI.vI. bagaDe tyAre paNa jovAnuM aTake che ane AMkho bagaDe tyAre paNa jovAnuM aTake che. bhogabhikSuka ajJAnI mANasanuM mana TI.vI. bagaDavAnI sAthe ja bagaDI jAya che, kAraNa ke tenI duniyA to jANe paDadA para ja che. jyAre jJAnInuM mana to AMkho bagaDavA chatAM paNa bagaDatuM nathI. kAraNa ke jJAnInuM AMtaravizva amApa, aphATa, asIma, anaMta ane akSaya hoyache. jenAcArya sva.pUjya AcArya zrI bhadrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI AMkho acAnaka cAlI gaI. te vakhate temanI uMmara pazI varSanI AsapAsa hatI. AghAta pAmelA ziSyo ane bhaktone AzvAsana ApatA temaNe je kaheluM ke mane pAchaLathI jANavA maLeluM : "bahAranuM keTaluMya joI nAMkhyuM. have kudarate aMdara jovAnI anukULatA karI ApI. to aMdara UtarI jazuM." ema lAge ke A saMtapuruSanI mAtra AMkho jagaI hatI. dRSTi akabaMdha hatI. AMkhonuM teja gayA bAda paNa A mahApuruSe doDhathI be dAyakAnuM zeSa jIvana pUrIsamatAthI vyatIta karyuM hatuM. lejhara paddhati dvArA mAtra paMdara miniTamAM AMkhano motiyo UtarI jAya e koI moTo camatkAra nathI, paNa A rIte acAnaka dRSTi cAlI javA chatAM pUrI prasannatA sAthe jIvana pasAra karavuM e moTo camatkAra che. aMdhAruM thAya tyAre zuM karavuM teno javAba vijJAna pAse che. paNa aMdhApo Ave tyAre manane svastha zI rIte rAkhavuM teno tenI pAse koI javAba nathI. kALajhALa garamImAM ThaMDaka meLavavA zuM karavuM te aMge vijJAna sakriya che. paNa kharA samaye ja erakaMDizanara cAle nahIM tyAre manane ukaLATa mukta zI rIte rAkhavuM, te vijJAnanA kAryakSetranI bahAra che. - manano meDikalema (68)

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TUMkamAM, vijJAna paristhiti lakSI che mATe moTA camatkAra sudhI te kyAreya pahoMcI zakaze nahIM. dharmanuM lakSya manaHsthiti che, tethI nAnA camatkAramAM te bahu mAnatuM nathI. vijJAna zarIranA rogo sAme laData calAve che. dharma aMdaranA doSo sAme jIta meLavI Ape che. DAyAlisIsanA mazInanA AdhAre, gayelI kiDanIvALI vyakti paNa varSo kheMcI kADhe che. te samayagALAne rasALa banAvavAnuM baLa dharma sivAya koI ApI zakatuM nathI. zarIra parathI koDhanA DAghane dU2 ka2vAnI Teknika vijJAna zodhI kADhaze, paNa jIvanamAMthIkrodhane nAmazeSa ka2vAnI koI phormyulA tenIpAse nathI. TUMkamAM, vijJAnanuM TArgeTa duHkha che. dharmanuM TArgeTa doSa che. doSane akabaMdha rAkhIna du:khano nikAla karavAnI pravRtti to rasI kADhyA vagara guDA para malama lagADavA jevI kAmagIrI che. vijJAna bahAranA mANasane sagavaDa Ape che. dharma aMdaranA mANasane svaccha kare che. vijJAnanA sagavaDavAda sAme dharmano samatAvAda lAkha darajje UMco puravAra thAya che. -0-0 manano meDikaleIma 69

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bIjuM vizvayuddha "vahAlA grAmavAsIo!mane cUMTI lAvavAnuM phaLa have tamane maLI rahyuM che. atyAre tamAre roja ahIMthI cAlatA cAlatA tamArA khetare javuM paDe che. gADI pakaDavA mATe najIkanA gAma sudhI cAlatA javuM paDe che. A badhI hADamArI tamAre have thoDA divasa mATe ja veThavAnI che. basa, have ahIMthI mukhya dhorImArga sudhIno rasto pAko banI rahyo che. pachIto basa ane gADI cheka ApaNA gAma sudhI AvI zakaze. tamAre kalAka cAlavAnI majUrI have karavI nahIM paDe. mAtra dasa miniTamAM ja basa dvArA tame moTA gAme pahoMcI zakazo. tamAre khetara sudhI ya roja cAlatA nahIM javuM paDe. tamArA rojanA be kalAka bacI jaze." grAmavAsIoe tALIonA gaDagaDATa sAthe netAnA A zabdone vadhAvyA. ne tyAM ko'ke pUchyuM : "amAro samaya bacAvazo te to ThIka, paNa pachI te bacelA be kalAkamAM amAre karavAnuM zuM?' netAe pharI javAba Apyo : "have ahIM vIjaLInuM joDANa thaI gayuM che. manoraMjananAM evAM sAdhano tamArA gAma ane ghara sudhI pahoMcaze ke tamArA kalAka to zuM, divaso ne varSo kyAM vItI jaze tenI khabara paNa nahIM paDe!' moDhA para AzcaryanA bhAvo sAthe ane vikAsazIla gAmaDAnI AzA sAthe badhA chUTA paDyA. vijJAne pahelAM samaya bacAvanArAM sAdhano banAvyAM. ane pachI teNe samaya pasAra karAve tevAM sAdhano vikasAvyAM. TAIma seviMga sAdhanoe jIvanamAMthI zramane dUra karyo. TAIma kamyumiMga sAdhanoe jIvanamAMthI saMyamane dUra karyo. zrama ane saMyama ghaTavAthI svAthyanI ImArata halavA mAMDI. svAthyanI garabaDe samAdhimAM paNa gAbaDuM pADI dIdhuM. Aje A gAbaDuM pahoLuM thaI rahyuM che. - manano meDikaleIma (70)---

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jIvanamAM samAdhinuM mahattva samajavA mATe pahelAM to samAdhine akabaMdha rAkhanArAM cAra paribaLone samajavA paDe. (1) zrama (2) saMyama (3) svAvalaMbana (4) sahiSNutA. jIvanamAM zramanuM mahattva jIvanamAM ArogyanuM jeTaluM mahattva che eTaluM ja zramanuM mahattva che. vijJAne agaNita sAdhanonI bheTa dharIne mAnavIne sagavaDothI zaNagArI dIdho che. tenI sAthe ja mANasanA jIvanamAMthI zramane nAmazeSa karInAMkhyo che. divasamAM eka vAra satata aDadho kalAka sudhI hAtha-paga UMcAnIcA karIne kasarata ka2vA dvArA zramano saMtoSa mAnI levo te mUrkhAmI che. divasabharamAM niyamita rIte thatI UTha-besa, Ava-jA, caDa-Utara te ja kharo zrama che. Avo badho zrama to bicAro sAdhanonI taLAImAM atyAre ArAma pharamAvI rahyo che. varlDa heltha orgenAIjhezana (WHO) jevI TocanI vaizvika Arogya saMsthAe AMkha ughADI nAMkhe tevA riporTamAM rogavRddhinAM pAMca mahattvanAM kAraNo ApyAM che. jemAM pradUSaNa ane beThADuM jIvanazailIne agrakrame rAkhyAM che. mANasa pahelA jIvanamAM ALasa jamA kare che, pachI lohImAM kolesTarola jamA kare che ane pachI bAyapAsa sarjarI karAvIne pAcho vaTa mAre che, 'joyuM! vijJAne keTalo badho vikAsa sAdhyo!' AjanI ---0 manano meDikaleIma 71 -----

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jIvanazailI eTale zramamukta ane ciMtAyukta jIvanazailI. AnA pariNAme Aje trIsa varSe eNTeka paNa AvI zake na pAMtrIsa varSe sAMdhA paNa ghasAI zake. kamarane ghUMTaNa to lagabhaga cAlIsI sudhImAM ja casakavA mAMDe che. prezara ane DAyAbiTIsanI goLIo to have pIparamIMTanI jema khape che. vijJAne zramamukta jIvanazailInuM je mohaka pekeTa ApyuM che tenA upara keTalAya rogo giphTamAM maLe che. Aje jogarsa pArka ane jogarsa klaba UbhAM thaI rahyAM che. morniMgamAM voka para javuM e phezana thaI paDI che. temane pUcho ke kema cAlavA jAo cho? tyAre philasUphanI adAthI javAba maLe 'OhYeh! jUnA loko pAse kasarata hatI. navA bhaNelAo pAse kahevata che ! zramajIvI mANasone mAMdagI kema ochI Ave che? A viSaya upara koI risarca kare, tenA pepara taiyAra thAya, te pabliza thAya ane pachI lokomAM teno pracAra thAya tyAre AjanA Adhunikone jIvanamAM zramanuM mahattva samajAze ema lAge che. pahelAM jIvanazailI ja evI hatI ke jemAM zrama kudaratI hatI. Aje rUpiyA kharcIne kRtrima zrama kharIdavA loko vahelI paroDhiye nIkaLI paDe che, athavA jimamAM jAya che. vijJAne jIvanamAMthI zramane haDaselo mAryo ane pachI jIvanane hAITeka sikveTika zrama ApIne TakAvavAno prayatna karyo che. zrama ane svAthya vacce kAryakAraNa saMbaMdha che. Aje vyApArI saMbaMdha Ubho thato jAya che. jIvanamAM saMyamanuM mahattva pakhaMDa pRthvInA svAmI bharata cakravartI eTale AMtara jAgratinuM eka avala udAharaNa. cakravartIpaNAnA bhogAtirekamAM pote sAva taNAIna jAya te mATe pote eka khAsa prakAranI goThavaNI karelI. teo jyAre rAjyasabhAmAM praveza karatA tyAre eka tripadInuM --- - manano meDikaleIma 72)

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jorathI uccAraNa karAtuM. A kArya mATe temaNe ja eka spezyala kvoDane tahenAta karelI. rAjAnA praveza vakhate ja teo uccAratAH "nita mavAnuM, vardhata mI: tama ma pa ma raVT..' he rAjana! AsaktinA aDhaLaka padArtho vacce Apa gherAyA cho. Apa bhogarAjA dvArA jitAyA cho. Apane mAthe bhaya vadhI rahyo che, mATe have vadhu AgaLa vadhatA nahIM! bharata cakravartIno Avo mAhaNa dUta Aje mANasa dITha jarUrI banyo che. vAstavamAM ApaNI aMdara Avo eka mAIkro bharata hovo jarUrI che. bhogamAM bhayanuM darzana thatAMnI sAthe ja saMyama kheMcAI Ave. | rAjA bhartuharie svaracita eka zlokamAM suMdara padaprayoga karyo che. jo romiyaM... roganI sAthe pIDA dekhAya che, tethI rogathI bacatA rahevAnuM mana thAya che. tema bhoganI pAchaLa rogano bhaya raheto hoya to mANasane bhogathI ya bacatA rahevAnuM DahApaNa skare. Aje paNa durAcAra ke vyabhicAranI pAchaLa rogano bhaya che tethI mANasane parANe paNa sakhaNA rahevuM paDe che. vartamAna vijJAne mANasanA jIvanamAM bharapUra sagavaDo ApIne badalAmAM tenI sahiSNutA laI lIdhI. bIjI bAju jIvanane bekAbU banAvatI ghaNI vastuo arpIne tenA jIvanamAMthI saMyama AMcakI lIdho. bhogasaMyama na hoya tyAM roganuM Agamana thAya ja. ane sahiSNutA na hoya tene rogamAM asamAdhi paNa thAya ja. Ama vijJAne mANasanI samAdhine duSkara banAvI dIdhI che. sagavaDanA dhasamasatA pravAhamAM taNAI jatA ApaNe e bhUlI gayA ke jIvananuM sarvasva Akhare to sagavaDa nahIM paNa samAdhi ja che. jIvanamAM sagavaDano atireka mArA saMyama ane sahiSNutA para kabajo jamAvIdaIne mArI samAdhine jokhamamAM mUkI deze. vartamAna vijJAne cikitsAkSetre haraNaphALa bharIne mANasanAM ------ manano meDikaleIma (73)

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hRdayamAMthI rogano bhaya kADhI nAMkhyo che. AjathI cAreka dAyakA pUrve mANasane AMkhano motiyo utarAvavo hoya to jeTalA divasonuM eDajasTamenTa karavuM paDatuM hatuM. Aje tenAthI ochA kalAkomAM ja sarjarI thaI jAya che. have sarjarI karAvavI eTale jANe ke vadhI gayelA vALa kapAvavA jeTalI sahaja bAbata thaI paDIche. hArTanI bAyapAsa sarjarI ke magajanA parezansa paNa have eTalA jokhamI rahyA nathI. muMbaIno dardI ahIM beThA nyuyorkanA koI niSNAMta DaoNkTarane potAnA riporTsa mokalIne kansalTa karI zake che. cakacakatI meTalanA skU, saLiyA ke bolathI hADakAMne riplesa karI zakAya che. jayapura ke jarmanIno paga besADI zakAya che. aMdhane dekhato karI zakAya, AMkhanA korniyAthI laIne kiDanI sudhInuM badhuM ja badalI zakAya che. mANasane sagavaDa ApavAnuM potAnuM vrata pALavA vijJAna kaTIbaddha che. paNa te mANasanI manaHsthitine bagADe che ane paristhitine sudhAre che mATe jokhamI che. Akhare to vijJAna paNa eka zAstra che. yaMtra, maMtra ke zAstra yogyane ja apAya. bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI pAsethI gozAlake tejolezyAnI vidyA prApta karI hatI. anekane bALavAmAM ja teNe te vidyAno prayoga karelo. eTalI hade ke gozAlake vidyA prayogathI bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI upara paNa Aga choDI hatI. AjanI paristhiti jotAM ema lAge che ke mANasanA hAthamAM AvelI vaijJAnika siddhio eTale jANe gozALAnA hAthamAM AvelI tejalezyA. mANase ja vikasAvelAM sAdhano Aje mANasane DarAve che. vijJAna roganA mULa kAraNa (asaMyama) tarapha durlakSa seve che ane roganI asara (zarIra pIDA) tarapha sAvadha rahe che. eka dAkhalo laIe: ------ manano meDikaleIma 74) --

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khAvAmAM dhyAna nahIM rAkhuM to jhADA thaze. A vicAraNA mANasane saMyamamAM rAkhe che. vijJAna eka goLI zodhI Ape che je recane kAbUmAM rAkhe. mANasa vacceno vikalpa kADhe che. "pahelethI ja goLI laIne khamaNa khAzuM.' vijJAna pahelAM mANasanA zarIrane bagADavAnI savalata Ape che. pachI tenA zarIrane sudhAravAnI savalata zodhe che. paNa mANasanA manane sudhAravAnI kaLA te vikasAvI zakatuM nathI. dhAro ke koI sarakAra corI, khUna, baLAtkArane kAyadesaratA bakSavA dvArA eka bAju aparAdhavRttinuM vyApArIkaraNa kare ane sAthe ja jelanA AdhunikIkaraNano projekTa hAtha dharIne thrI sTAra, phAIva sTAra ane sevana sTAra jevI jelonuM nirmANa kare to tene mAnavasevA ane prajAhita gaNI zakAya kharuM? vijJAne amaryAda vilAsanA bharapUra sAdhano ApavA dvArA eka bAju mAnavIya manamAM rahelI aparAdhavRttinA guNAkAra karyA che ane bhogatirekanA kAraNe sarjAtI svAthya samasyAnI cikitsA karI ApI che. dharma sadAcArano mahimA samajAve che. vijJAna durAcArane lIdhe thanAra roga sAme laData calAve che. mANasanA magajane bagADatI yaMtraNAonI sAthe tenA zarIrane sudhAratI prakriyAo zodhI ApatAM vijJAnane pragatizIla kahetA pahelA vicAravA jevuM nathI lAgatuM? jIvanamAM svAvalaMbananuM mahattva virATa vizvane vijJAne eka gAmaDuM banAvI dIdhuM che. ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM mANasa dhAre tyAM pahoMcI zake che. ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM mANasa dhAre tyAM saMdezo pahoMcADI zake che. ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM mANasa dhAre tyAMthI vastu ke vigato meLavI zake che. - manano meDikaleIma (75)

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Adhunika sAdhanoe eka mahattvanuM kAma karyuM che, vega ApavAnuM. dUradUranAM dazyo dekhADI daIne teNe AMkhanI zaktine vega Apyo che. dUra dUranA zabdone karNagocara banAvI daIne teNe kAnanI zaktine vega Apyo che. dUra dUra sudhI mANasane pahoMcato karIne teNe paganI zaktine vega Apyo che. kampojhiMga ane prinTiMga dvArA teNe hAthanI zaktine vega Apyo che. kampyuTarsa ane sIDI dvArA magajanI zaktine vega Apyo che. balbsa, TyubalAITsa ane lempsa dvArA darzana zaktine vega Apyo che. sauprathama to magajane ThaMDuM pADavAnI jarUra che, pachI tenI dhAra kADhavAnI jarUra che, ane pachI vicAravAnI jarUra che ke kharekhara vijJAne vega Apyo che ke Avega ? vega ane Avega vacce pharaka zuM ? vyAkaraNanI paribhASAmAM ema kahevAya che ke vegane upasarga lAge tyAre Avega (A + vega) bane. kharekhara Aje ema ja thayuM che. vegane upasarga naDyo che ane Avegano AvirbhAva thayo che. saraLatAthI samajavuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke jene aTakAvI zakAya te vega, aTakAvavo duHzakya hoya te Avega. vahetI nadInA vaheNa pAse vega kyAM nathI? paNa eka nAno sarakho Dema tene Avato rokI zake che. pavana pAse vega kyAM nathI ? paNa bArI baMdha karIne tene paNa rokI zakAya che. pachI vega jyAre AveganuM svarUpa dhAraNa kare tyAre vRkSone halAvato pavana mANasone ane makAnone paNa halAvavA lAge che pachI tene vAvAjhoDuM kahevuM paDe. vahevA ane DhaLavAnA svabhAvavALA pANI pAse paNa gatizIlatA to che ja. tenA AdhAre naLanuM pANI bAladImAM Ave tyAM sudhI vAMdho nahIM. paNa tApInuM pANI suratanI galIomAM pharI vaLe pachI to tene pUra ja kahevuM paDe. gaeNsa para cA ukaLe tyAM sudhI vAMdho nahIM, paNa te ja Aga pachI rasoI pakavavAne badale bekAbU banIne jyAre AkhA gha2ne manano meDikaleIma 876 -0-0-0-0 -0-0-0

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lapeTamAM le tyAre tene bhaDako ja kahevo paDe. gADI pAse vega hoya che. breka pheIla thaI gayelI gADI pAse Avega hoya che. pena pAse vega hoya che paNa aMdarathI Avega Ave tyAre pena lIka thAya che ane badhuM bagADe che. mAnavIya zaktio ane sagavaDonuM bhautika stara jotAM ja jaNAya che ke te vega svarUpa nathI paNa Avega svarUpa che. sagavaDane choDavAno samaya AvatAM tene tarata ja choDI zakAya to vega kahevAya. paNa te sagavaDa choDatAM choDatAM to dama chUTI jato hoya to mAnavuM paDe ke te Avega che. pUra kharAba che, kAraNa ke pyAsa bujhavavAne badale te prANa AMcakI le che. bhaDako kharAba che, kAraNa ke roTalI zekavAne badale te AkhA mANasane zekI nAMkhe che. vAvAjhoDuM kharAba eTalA mATe che ke te ThaMDe kaleje badhuM ThaMDuMgAra karI nAMkhe che. to sagavaDa ApavAnA bahAnA heThaLa mANasanI samAdhine khatama karI nAMkhanArA vijJAna aMge abhipraya ApatA gabharATa zeno? pANI ane pUra vacce kaho, ke vAyu ane vAvAjhoDA vacce kaho, ke agni ane Aga vacce kaho, pharaka mAtra tolamApano ja che. sagavaDa e jIvananuM eka aMga hoI zake, paNa te jyAre jIvananuM sarvasva bane tyAre valopAta ane vinipAta sivAya kAMI hoI zake nahi. hAthamAM vIMTI paherAvavAnA badale koI AMgaLI kApI le to? gaLAmAM hAra paherAvavAnA bahAne koI gaLacI dAbI de to? AMkhamAM TIpAM nAMkhavAnA bahAne koI AMkhamAM esiDa nAMkhI de to? sagavaDa ApavAnA nAme vijJAnanA atireka mANasane jANe ke lAcArIno lakavo lAgu pADI dIdho che. koI paNa sagavaDa bhogavatI vakhate mANasa vicArato nathI ke A sagavaDa jarUrI che ke nahIM? A sagavaDo jokhamI che ke nahIM? sagavaDa eka jAtano jaLo che. pahelAM te coMTe che pachI te cUse che. mANasane manano meDikaleIma (77) -

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nakAmo banAvI daIne ja jaMpe che. sagavaDa cAnuM svarUpa laIne Ave tyAM sudhI to samajyA. paNa atirekI banIne te jyAre carasanuM svarUpa laIne Ave tyAre gAphela rahI tenuM sevana karanArAne pahelAM 'kika' lAge che ne pachI tene lAta paDe che. thoDA vakhata pahelAM ja amerikAmAM eka aitihAsika ghaTanA banI hatI. nyuyorkamAM sadaMtara bleka AuTa. amerikAnA A aMdhArapaTane vizvabharanA vartamAnapatromAM prakAzita karyo. lagabhaga doDha divasa sudhI A aMdhArapaTa chavAyelo rahyo. jo A silasilo ekAda mahino cAlyo hota to zuM thAta? zaruAtamAM janareTarsa ane pachI thoDA divaso bAda AI.sI.yu.nA venTileTarsa cAlatA hota! dhAro ke koI moTI garabaDa sarjAvAthI samagra seTelAITa sisTama khoravAI jAya to kadAca ApaghAtanI saMkhyAmAM dharakhama vadhAro thaI zake te hade paravazatAe paMjo jamAvyo che. vIjaLI vagaranA jIvananI kalpanA paNa jANe DiprezanamAM dhakelI de. vartamAna vijJAne mAnavamananI prasannatAne jANe ke svica borDamAM keda karI dIdhI che. paravazatAno hAIskela kharekhara ciMtAjanaka banI gayo che. koIne taiyAra thatAM vAra lAge tyAre pAMca miniTa rAha jovAnI jenI taiyArI nathI evo mANasa gharanI bahAra nIkaLIne pAMca dAdarA UtaravA mATe pUrI be miniTa sudhI lIphaTanI rAha joto Ubho rahe tyAre kahevuM paDe ke tene mana snehanuM, zramanuM. samayanuM ke svAvalaMbananuM koI mahattvavasyuM nathI. parAvalaMbana eka evuM rimuvara che je mANasane potAnA kuTuMbathI ane kAyAthI paNa vikhUTA pADI de che. liphTa vAparanAro potAnA paga girave mUke che. teno tene khyAla nathI raheto. nAnI kAryavAhImAM paNa kamyuTara ane kekyuleTara vAparanAro potAnuM magaja girave mUke che. - - manano meDikaleIma (78)

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Aje mobAIla vagarano mANasa eTale jANe vikalAMga puruSa! nIce UbhelA dIkarAne bolAvavA mATe pahelAnA pappA bUma mAratA. AjanA pappA mobAIla mAre che. AmAM potAnA hAthe ja potAnA gaLAnuM ane paganuM ghora apamAna thayAnuM kone lAge che? dIkarAne mammI vagara cAle paNa mobAIla vagara nA cAle, tyAre tevA dIkarAne tenI janetAnuM nAma pUchavuM joIe. pitAne dIkarA sAthe besavAnI phurasada nathI hotI paNa mobAIlane te satata hAthavago rAkhe che. tyAre te pitAne pUchavuM joIe ke tamArA ghaDapaNanI lAkaDI koNa che? jenA khissAmAM mobAIla na hoya tene savAzeramATInI khoTa vartAya che. A jaLo kevo coMTe che ane cUse che te joyuM. mAtra prAyogika dhoraNe paMdara divasa mobAIlane dUra karI juo. "ApaNe dhArIe te karI zakIe.' vALo phemasa DAyaloga kadAca gaLI javo paDaze. rimoTa kaMTroliMga to vaLI jabaruM che. hAthapaga halAvyA vagara ja mAtra cAMpa dAbIne cenala badalI zakAya, rimoTathI daravAjo paNa kholI zakAya, rimoTathI plena paNa uDAvI zakAya ane AvaData ane hiMmata(!) hoya to rimoTathI AkhuM muMbaI paNa uDAvI zakAya. UTha-besanA ghaNA zramane A rimoTa gaLI gayuM che. sAthe mananI caMcaLatA paNa teNe keTalI vadhArI dIdhI! palaMgamAM ja paDyA rahIne cAMpa dabAvIne cenalo badalatA raho. rimoTa bagaDe ane cAMpa dabAvavA chatAM kAma na thAya eTale pitto jAya... kAraNa ke rUnI pocI kabaramAMthI mANasane UbhA thavuM paDyuM ne! caDavAnI Teva chUTyA pachI caDavuM bhAre paDe ane UTha-besanI Teva chUTyA pachI vAraMvAra UThavuM paNa bhAre paDe. zopharanA zaraNe gayelAne gADIno daravAjo kholavAmAM paNa puSkaLa parizrama paDe che. muMbaImAM TaeNksI-rikSAvALA bhegA maLIne sTrAIka para Utare che tyAre muMbaIgarAnI jovA jevI thAya che. ghATI na Ave tyAre gRhiNIno moDhAno ghATa jovA ----- - manano meDikaleIma (79)

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jevo hoya che. DrAIvara na Ave tyAre sAhebanA moDhAne IstrInI jarUra lAge. erakaMDizanarana cAle tyAre gharamAM vagaratapasyAe rAtri jAgaraNa thAya che. TI.vI. bagaDI jAya tyAre AyanAmAM kArTuna dekhAya che. kamyuTaranI ekAda phlopI khovAI jAya to divasanuM AkhuM progrAmiMga khatama thaI jAya che. svAvalaMbanane samAdhinI AdhArazIlA mAnIne jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhanAro A rIte du:khI na thAya. roja svecchAe ekAda vakhata paNa liphTano upayoga karavAnuM TALe che tene khyAla paNa nathI hoto ke te potAnI prasannatAnI polisI utArI rahyo che. kyAreka liphTa baMdha hoya tyAre tenA magajano pAro nahIMcaDe, te jAte dAdarA caDI jaze. sTezanathI ghara sudhI javA mATe rikSAne badale paga vAparavAnI jene Teva che tenA mananI prasannatA rikSAnI sTrAIka sAthe sTrAIka para UtaratI nathI. gharanuM thoDuMka kAma jAte karavAvALA, kyAreka mANasa na Ave tyAra pUratA to mANasa banI zake. voziMga mazIna, e.sI., TI.vI., liphTa, mobAIla, rimoTa, kamyuTara, kekyuleTara... Ajano mANasa AmAMthI keTaluM choDI zake ? Aje mANase vikAsa sAdhyo che evuM koI kahe tyAre ghaDIka prazna thAya ke mANasa to potAnI kAryavAhI ja bhUlI gayo che. vikAsa to yaMtroe sAdhyo che. kapaDAM dhovA, gaNatarI karavI, yAda rAkhavuM, caDavuM UtaravuM vagere kriyAo to yugonA yugothI mANasa karato Avyo che. Aje te badhuM yaMtro kare che. | mANasa je karI zakato hato te have karI zakato nathI ane yaMtro je karI zakatAM nahotAM te have karI zake che. parsanAliTI DevalapamenTa ane skila reIjhiMganI vAto karanAro mANasa Aje jANe vijJAne dattaka lIdheluM anAtha bALaka lAge! --- - manano meDikaleIma (80)

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parAvalaMbana ane paravazatA eTalI hade vadhI gayA che ke Aje mANasa sAdhana vApare che ke sAdhano mANasane vApare che te paNa kahevuM muzkela che. mANasane vAta karavI hoya to mAtra moDhAnI jarUra paDe. Aje mobAIlane vAta karavI hoya tyAre mANasanI jarUra paDe che. pahelAM kaMIka yAda rAkhavA mATe magajanI jarUra paDatI. Aje kamyuTarane potAnAmAM badhuM sTora karavA mATe mANasanI jarUra paDe che. mANasane kyAMka javuM hoya to paganI jarUra paDatI. Aje gADIne pharavA javAnuM mana thAya tyAre tene DrAIvara joIe che. pahelAM gaNatarI karavA mATe mANasa AMgaLInA veDhAnI sahAya leto. Aje kekyuleTarane kAunTiMga karavuM hoya to mANasanI madada le che. lAge che sagavaDa nAmanA samrATe mANasa nAmanA pradezanA sArvabhaumatvane paDakAryuM che. che kaI bhagatasiMha? vijJAne karelAM tamAma sAdhano sAthe DilITa, sTopa, opha ke myuTanI yaMtraNA hoya che paNa vijJAna svayaM niraMkuza che. vAstavamAM to vijJAnane vaza banelo mANasa ja niraMkuza che. zene pramoTa karavuM? keTalI hade saMzodhana karavuM? A aMge vijJAna pAse virAma paNa nathI ke viveka paNa nathI. . mANasanI vadhu ne vadhu sukhI thaI javAnI kalpanAo tene vijJAnakSetre AgaLa javA prere che. paNa tenI niraMkuza vijJAna aMgenI kalpanAo kadAca hajI apUrNa che. avakAzamAM taratuM mukAyeluM spesa zaTala kolaMbiyA chevaTe niraMkuza banIne bhAratanI kalpanA cAvalAne laIne tUTI paDeluM. A spesa zaTala vartamAna vijJAnanuM barAbaranuM pratinidhitva kare che. kalpanAzilpI banIne vijJAnanA avakAzayAnamAM AruDha thayelI mAnavIya kalpanA'no natIjo vicAravo rahyo. dALamAM mIThuM keTaluM nAMkhavuM ane cAmAM khAMDa keTalI nAMkhavI te aMge mANasa sAvadha che. paNa jIvanamAM sagavaDa keTalI bhogavavI te aMge - manano meDikaleIma (81)

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tenI pAse koI pramANa jJAna nathI. capaTI mIThuM dALamAM svAda umerI zake che, ne capaTI khAMDa cAmAM TesTa lAvI zake che. te ja mIThuM ke sAkara pramANAtIta thavAthI te vastune ja besvAda banAvI de che. thoDIka sagavaDa jIvanane kadAca AnaMda ApI zake, paNa sagavaDanA atirekathI jANe AnaMda paNa kaMIka besvAda bane che. vijJAnanA paTTadharone na ruce, na game tevI A kaDavI vAstavikatA che ke vijJAne mANasane sagavaDano nazo karAvyo che. kepha evo to caDAvyo che ke samAdhinuM lakSya paNa cukAI gayuM che. nazAkhorane lakSya kevuM? rAsAyaNika khAtara kadAca eka vAra mabalakha pAka meLavI paNa Ape chatAM saravALe dharatIne vAMjhaNI banAvIne jaMpe che. sagavaDano vikarALa atireka jIvana mATe chevaTe to khataranAka khela sAbita thAya che, je mANasanA sattva, svatva ane samAdhinA rasakasane cUsI laIne tenI jIvanadha2Ane sAva sUkIbhaThTha banAvIde che. jIvanamAM sahiSNutAnuM mahattva vizvanAtha zAstrIjI baMgALanA prasiddha vidvAna hatA. temanA jIvanano eka prasaMga ghaNo hRdayasparzI che. eka vakhata temane bIjA keTalAka vidvAno taraphathI zAstracarcA mATenuM AmaMtraNa maLyuM hatuM. yogya samaye zAstracarcA zarU thaI. zAstrIjInA prakAMDa pAMDitya sAme sAmA pakSanA badhA ja vidvAno niruttara thavA lAgyA ane temano parAjaya nizcita jaNAvA lAgyo. zAstrInA mukha para smita pharakatuM hatuM. sAme pakSe jItavAno anya koI upAya na rahevAthI chellA vidvAne khissAmAMthI potAnI sUMghavAnI tamAkunI DabbI bahAra kADhIne ughADI ----- manano meDikaleIma 82 -0-0-0

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ane zAstrIjInA rmo para badhI tamAku pheMkI. acAnaka thayelA AvA behudA vartanathI jarAya vicalita thayA vagara zAstrIjIe potAno rUmAla kADhIne moM lUchatA svastha svare kahyuM : "A to viSayAMtara thayuM, carcA AgaLa cAlavA do." paMDitajInA mukha para smita hajI paNa yathAvata hatuM. A ja kharuM vijayI smita hatuM. saMsadanA satramAM paNa TapATapI thAya che, krikeTanA medAnamAM paNa slejiMga cAle che to ghara zenuM bAkAta rahe? paNa AvA prasaMge ApaNe smitavihoNA thaI jaIe chIe. sabhAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLatA zAstrIjIne ko'ke pUchyuM : AvA geravartanathI gusso na Avyo? tyAre temaNe sarasa javAba Apyo : gharamAM roja cUlAmAMthI nIkaLato dhumADo khAIne TevAI gayA. AmAM gusso zuM kare? - rasoI banAvatI vakhate mANasa pahelAM cUlo vAparato hato, Aje gesa vApare che. pAkakriyA ane bhojanakriyA to yathAvata cAlatI ja rahI. mAtra sAdhana badalAyuM. paNa A sAdhananA badalAvanI asara mANasanA svabhAva sudhI pahoMcI che tenI bhAgye ja noMdha levAI che. cUlo pheMkanAro roja dhumADA khAto tyAre AMkhomAMthI pANI nIkaLatuM. A dhumADo roja AMkhane sApha karI Apato jethI jUnA mANasone moTI uMmara sudhI motiyo paNa Avato na hato. dhumADo khAvAnI Teva pADanAro baLatarAne sahana karavAnI tAlIma ajANapaNe paNa meLavI zakato hato. gesa ane lAITarabhojana ApI zake, tAlIma nahIM. aMdhAruM thayA pachI mANasa phAnasa pragaTAve ke lAITa cAlu kare temAM zuM pharaka paDe? ghaNo pharaka paDI zake. phAnasa cAlu karavAmAM thoDo samaya lAge. phAnasane svaiira karavAmAM paNa thoDo samaya lAge. pavana hoya to phAnasane vAraMvAra peTAvavuM paDe, jyota vadhu jvalaMta hoya to kAca -------- manano meDikaleIma (83) -

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kALo paDe. phAnasa eka mAthAkuTiyuM sAdhana che. lAITa to kahyAgarA kaMtanI jema sevA Ape che. mAtra svica ona karo ne prakAza ja prakAza! Adhunika sAdhana AvavAthI mANasanA pakSe mAtra parizrama ghaTyo che tevuM mAnatA. rejhiTiMga sAdhana sAthe zI rIte kAma pAra pADavuM te aMgenI TeknikanuM Tyuzana paNa tenuM baMdha thayuM. A phAnasa to mAtra namUno che. jUnAM tamAma sAdhano sAthe navAM sAdhanone sarakhAvI juo. jUnAM tamAma sAdhano rejhisTanTa enDa riekTiva hatAM. navAM badhAM ja sAdhano obiDiyanTa enDa InsTanTa che. cAMpa dAbatA ja kAma thAya. AthI AvAM sAdhano vAparavA TevAyelA mANasanA manamAM saheje eka vRtti pedA thAya che ke koI paNa kAmatarata ja thavuM joIe. huM "cUpa' kahuM eTale patnIe bolavAnuM baMdha karavuM ja joIe. ane huM "bola' kahuM eTale dIkarAe bolavuM ja joIe. jANe cUpa' eTale Mute'bola" eTale Play. tadana nAnA ane najIvA kahevAya evA prasaMgomAM mANasa UkaLI jAya che. tenI pAchaLa eka kAraNa A paNa jaNAya che ke atyaMta kahyAgarA vaijJAnika sAdhanonA vaparAzanA kAraNe mANasanA ruAba, IcchAzakti ane apekSAzaktimAM dharakhama vadhAro thayo che. te na saMtoSAya eTale pitto jAya. magajanI samatulA ane kuTuMbano laya badhuM ja khoravAya che. koI dAMtaNa veMcanArI bAI potAne tyAM rahelI gadheDI cAle nahIM tyAre tene bucakArIne kahetI ke heMDamArI buna. heMDa. heMDane gadheDIne bahena kahe eTale navAI to lAge ja ne? koIe kAraNa pUchyuM to kahe : A to bhAre aLavitaruM prANI che. paNa tenI sAthe mIThAzathI bolavAnI Teva eTale pADuM chuM ke gharAko ------- manano meDikaleIma (84)-----

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bhAvatAla vakhate rakajhaka kare tyAre paNa jIbha parathI mIThAza ne manamAMthI haLavAza jatI na rahe. jUnAM sAdhano sagavaDiyAM nahotAM, mAthAkuTiyAM hatAM. paNa aLavItarA sAthe panAro paDe toya kAma kaI rIte thALe pADavuM tenuM zikSaNa ApanArA hatA. jenA kA2Ne kuTuMbamAM saMvAditA jaLavAI rahetI. navAM sAdhano InsTanTa kAryazIla hovAthI, svAbhAvika rIte ja dhairya ane samatAne jakhama pahoMcADe che. Aje koIne lakhavA ApelA hisAbamAM saravALo karatA vAra lAge to paNa mana akaLAya che. tenuM kA2Na e che ke kelkyuleTaranIInsTanTa sarvisanA kAraNe mana potAnuM dhairya jALavI zakatuM nathI. koI vyaktinuM sa2nAmuM ke phona naMbara pUchavA chatAM sAmethI'yAda nathI'no javAba maLe to mana eksAITa thaI jAya che tenuM kAraNa zuM ? kampyuTarathI mANasanI dhAraNAzaktine ja nahIM dhairyazaktine paNa gabajano dhakko lAgyo che. Aje mANasanI sahiSNutAnuM kALamAna kSaNa mAtrathI ya ochuM che ane tenuM tolamApa ratibhAra mAtrathI ya ochuM che. temAM Adhunika sAdhanono phALo nAnosUno nathI. vijJAna sAdhana ApI zake che. te sAdhana dvArA sagavaDa ApI zake che. zAMti ApavAnuM sAmarthya vijJAna pAse nathI. mANasa paNa jabaruM prANI che. te sukhano cAhaka che. vastuono saMgrAhaka che ane duHkhano utpAdaka che. AnA kAraNe zAMti ane samRddhi Amane sAmane AvI gayA che. paheluM vizvayuddha gaI sadInA bIjA dAyakAmAM khelAyuM hatuM. bIjuM vizvayuddha gaI sadInA cothA-pAMcamA dAyakAmAM khelAyuM hatuM. ---- manano meDikaleIma 85 -0-0

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trIjuM vizvayuddha kyAM AgaLa khelAze? trIjuM vizvayuddha kyAre khelAze? A aMge darekanA judA aMdAja hoI zake. eka aMdAja mujaba trIjuM vizvayuddha olareDI cAlu thaI cUkyuM che te mAnavanA mastiSkamAM khelAI rahyuM che. te dharma ane vijJAna vacce khelAI rahyuM che. AvanArA dAyakAo kadAca A aMge nirNAyaka nIvaDaze. prasiddha manovaijJAnika kArla gustAva yuga lakhe che : eka dharma jeTalI samasyAonA samAdhana kare che, hajAro manovaijJAniko paNa Aja sudhI eTalAsamAdhAna ApI zakyA nathI. atibhogarasanA kAraNe virATa pAye ane vyApaka stare thaI rahelo rakAsa joIne buddhivAdI varga paNa have 'jIvanamAM dharmanI jarUriyAta aMge vicAratA thayo che. dhasamasatA jIvanamAM sephTIvAlvanI garaja sAre te mATe paNa dharmano svIkAra karyA vagarahave chUTako nathI. bahAranA ukaLATane dUra karanArA paMkhAne mANasa jo apanAvI zake to bahAranA ukaLATa karatA adhika pIDAkArI evA aMdaranA ukaLATane dUra karanArA dharmane apanAvatA koNa acakAya? loko rasoDAmAM ekajhosTa phena zA mATe besADe che? to sagavaDane gauNa gaNI zAMti ane samAdhinI mukhyatA gaNanArA dharmane A ja bejha para jarUra apanAvI zakAya che. ThaMDaka na Apato hovA chatAM paNa te aMdaranA ukaLATane bahAra kADhI le che eTalI guNavattA joIne ja mANase ekajhosTa phenane apanAvyo che. to pachI A ja mudde sakala jIvarAzinA sukhazAMti ane samAdhinI darakAra karanArA dharmazAsanano jvalaMta vijaya thAo ! - manano meDikaleIma 86)

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7 pojhiTiva AuTaluka jainAcArya pUjya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAje potAnA eka atipriya graMtha upara vistRta vivecanA lakhI hatI. nasIba joge presavALAne ApelI te kopI khovAI gaI. bIjI kopI rAkhI nahotI. badhI mahenata mAthe paDe tyAre A ghaTanAne sahelAIthI koI laI zake kharuM ? AcArya bhagavaMte eTaluM kahyuM : 'calo, kAMI zubha saMketa haze. jevuM lakhAvuM joIe tevuM nahIM lakhAyuM hoya. pharIthI Akho graMtha lakhAyo ane dhyAnavicA2nA nAme pragaTa thayo. pustakanA pAne pAne lekhakanA mananI prazAMtavAhitA vahetIdekhAya.' Avo ja eka prasaMga mArA dAdA gurudeva pUjya AcAryazrI dharmajitasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA jIvanamAM banelo. karmaprakRti jevA jaTila graMthanuM dohana karIne noTsa taiyA2 karelI. A lakhANanI vizeSatA e hatI ke koSTako ane saMketo dvArA bahu TUMkANamAM aneka padArthone AvarI levAyA hatA. mahinAo sudhI mahenata karIne taiyAra karelI A copaDI ajANatA koInAthI AkhI ja bhInI thaI gaI. pAnAM to sAva coMTI gayAM. sAhI prasarI gaI ane AkhI noTano loco vaLI gayo. jenAthI A bhUla thayelI te ekadama hebatAI gayelA. tyAre AcArya bhagavaMte sAmethI temane bolAvIne kaheluM : 'juo, jarAya gabharAzo nahIM. Akho graMtha pharIthI riphara karavAnI eka sa2sa taka mane maLI che. huM dilathI tene vadhAvuM chuM. huM pharIthI noTa banAvIza.' jANItA jaina sAhityakAra zrI mohanalAla dalicaMda desAI divasa-rAta bhegA karIne jyAre jaina sAhityanA saMkSipta ItihAsanA lekhanakAryamAM vyasta hatA, tyAre teo kramasara lakhavAnA prakaraNonI manano meDikaleIma 87 -0-0

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pahelA TUMkI noMdha taiyAra karI letA. A TUMkI noMdha vALA pAnAne temano nAno suputra kautukathI joto hato. koNa jANe manamAM zuM AvyuM. teNe divasALI pragaTAvI ane kramasara badhA kAgaLiyA saLagAvyA. ene to majA paDI gaI. kAgaLo ane pustako paNa bALyAM. eTalAmAM ja tyAM AvI caDelA mohanabhAI to Avo aganakhela joIne stabdha thaI gayA. manane kAbUmAM rAkhIne aDadhA baLelA kAgaLo bhegA karyA. badhI noMdho pharIthI taiyAra karI. saheja paNa hatAza thayA vinA temaNe teramAM saikAnA badhAM prakaraNo pharIthI lakhyAM. jaina sAhityanA saMkSipta ItihAsanI prastAvanAmAM teo lakhe che: ci. ramaNIke ramaNIya karyuM. e prakaraNo agAu karatAM paNa sArA lakhAyAM. samatAnI agniparIkSAmAM mohanabhAI uttIrNa thayA. nukasAnIne to badhAe svIkAravI ja paDe che. nirAza ke nAsIpAsa thayA vinA ane manane udvigna karyA vagara tene vadhAvI le te vijetA kahevAya. aMgrejImAM eka bahu sarasa vAkya che : winners don't do different things, They do the things differently. kAryabhedathI nahIM, paNa kAryazailInA bhedathI mahAnatA ne sudratA vacceno bheda pArakhI zakAya che. kumArapALa mahArAjAnA maMtrI bAhaDe zatruMjaya tIrthAdhirAjano jIrNoddhAra karAvelo. mukhya derAsara saMpUrNa thayAnA samAcAra ApanArane temaNe sonAnA batrIsa dAMta jaDelI jIbha bheTamAM ApI hatI, paNa bIje ja divase eka akasmAta sarjAyo. derAsaranA bhamatInA bhAgamAM bharAyelA pavananuM dabANa vadhavAthI dIvAlomAM tirADo paDI gaI. AkhA sTrakTarane utArI daIne pharIthI UbhuM karavAnI nobata AvI. pelA mANase nIcI mUMDIe AvA AghAtajanaka samAcAra ApyA tyAre kSaNavAramAM ja svastha thaI jaIne maMtrIe te samAcAra lAvanAra mANasane be suvarNa jIbha bheTamAM ApI. pelo stabdha thaI gayo. tyAre ---- -- manano meDikaleIma (88) -

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maMtrIe kahyuM : "bhavamAM eka vAra AvA tIrthoddhAranuM sukRta karavA paNa ko'kane maLe. te to evA samAcAra ApyA che ke eka janmamAM babbe vAra AvA tIrthoddhAranuM sukRta mArA hAthe thaze. dIvAlamAM bhale tirADo paDI. mArA manamAM eka saLa paNa paDI nathI. kAlathI kAma pharIthI zarU karAvIzuM.' | dharatIkaMpa vakhate keTalAMya makAno dharAzAyI thAya che ane tyAre ghaNA loko svajanavihoNA ane gharavihoNA banI jAya che. paNa e gRhatyAga nathI hotA, gRhabhaMga hoya che. nukasAnane parANe veThavuM paDe e to lAcArI che. nukasAnIne apanAvavAnI hiMmata bahu ochA mA~ pAse hoya che. A badhA prasaMgone manamAM dhArI rAkho. varSonI mahenate UbhI karelI mUDI eka jhATake bajAramAM pharavA cAlI jAya tyAre A mahApuruSonA Adarzo ane abhigamo keTalI sAMtvanA Ape ! varSo sudhI niyamita rIte jenI sAthe letI-detI karavA dvArA vepArI saMbaMdha sthapAyo hoya tevI koI pArTI sAthe, vepAramAM navA ja joDAyelA dIkarAnA bolavAnA kAraNe saMbaMdha viccheda thaI jAya tyAre je nukasAna thAya che te nAnuM to na ja kahevAya. paNa tevA samaye AvA klAsika udAharaNo ApaNA bahumUlya mananI mAvajata karavAmAM sahAya kare che. varSo sudhI sAcavI rAkhelI ko'ka cIja acAnaka tUTI jAya, phATI jAya athavA khovAI jAya tyAre mananI prasannatA jALavI rAkhavAmAM AvA Adarzo ja sahAyaka bane. mahenata karIne pUrelI raMgoLI ke doreluM citra koInAthI bhUMsAI jAya, kareluM bharatakAma koI bagADI nAMkhe eTalA mAtra nukasAnane paNa ApaNuM mana sahana karI zakatuM nathI. taiyAra karelI tharmokolanI racanA paNa jo koInA dvArA tUTI jAya to paNa tarata naMdavAI jAya tevAM nabaLAM mananAM ApaNe mAlika chIe. AvAM manane majabUta karavA A badhA kissAone satata vAgoLavA jevA che. bhUkaMpamAM paDI jAya tevAM makAno ane bhUkaMpa vakhate TakI zake tevAM makAno bahArathI to -- --- manano meDikaleIma (89) -

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sarakhAM ja lAgatAM hoya che. je pharaka hoya che te to pAyAmAM rahyo hoya che. sarasvatIcaMdranA lekhaka govardhanarAma tripAThI Ama to vakIla hatA. eka di' temanI nAnakaDIdIkarItemanI gerahAjarImAM temanA rUmamAM gaI. keTalAka agatyanA kAgaLo para kAtara calAvIne sarasa pataMga banAvyo. sAMje ghe2 AvelA pitAjIne A pataMga hoMze hoMze batAvyo. 'juo pitAjI ! nakAmA kAgaLIyAmAMthI kevo sarasa pataMga banAvyo. meM pote banAvyo che.' tripAThI kSaNavAra to hebatAI ja gayA. paNa have jyAre ghaTanA ghaTI ja cUkI che tyAre svIkArye ja chUTako che. vahAlanA dariyAne mAthe vahAlathIhAtha pheravatAM kahyuM : 'vAha ! bahu sarasa... paNa have A rIte mane pUchyA vinA bIjI vAra koI kAgaLIyA letI nahIM ho !' sAMje pataMga uDADatI dIkarIe pharI pitAjIne pUchyuM: 'kevo sarasa UDe che, nahIM?' mukha para smita sAthe tyAre teo bolelA, 'vAha ! mArI dIkarI! teM to mArA nATakane AkAza sudhI pahoMcADI dIdhuM !' jarA kalpanA karI juo ke pUrA rUpiyA pAMca lAkhano ceka Tebala parathI havAmAM UDI jAya ne pAcho hAthamAM ja na Ave to zuM thAya ? koI kaSTasAdhya sarjananuM jyAre Akasmika visarjana thaI jAya tyAre nukasAnIno kharo aMdAja to sarjaka ja mAMDIzake. thomasa kArlAIle phrenca krAnti aMge eka adbhuta ane vistRta thisisa lakhIne taiyAra karelo. teno mitra AvIne khAsa te vAMcavA mATe potAnA ghare laI gayo. eka di' madharAte te doDato thomasanA ghe2 Avyo. hAMphatA hAMphatA kahyuM : 'dosta ! moTI garabaDa thaI gaI. mane mApha karaje. tArA nibaMdhanA ghaNAM pAnAM sApha thaI gayAM che. thomasa ghaDIbhara to avAcaka banI gayo. pachI kahyuM : 'calo, bIjI thoDI vAto karIe. AghAtanI kaLa vaLe te pahelAM pratyAghAta ApI devAthI baMne duHkhI thaze tema mAnIne thomase AkhI rAta bIjI bhaLatI ja vAtomAM mana parovI dIdhuM. kalAka pachI thisisamAM zuM lakheluM te vAta mAMDI. paroDhiye chUTA manano meDikaleIma 90 -0-0-0

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paDatA pahelAM kahyuM : "nibaMdha barAbara na lAge to zikSaka pharIthI lakhI lAvavA kahe che ne ! kudaratano kaMIka Avo ja saMketa haze tema mAnI lau chuM. have kadAca vadhu sAro lakhAze." skUlamAM ghaNI vAra Impojhizana maLe tene sajArUpe svIkArIne lakhI letA hatA. tene sajA gaNavAne badale tAlIma gaNI hota to te vakhate ja ApaNe paNa ghaDAI gayA hota. mANasane koI kaeNseTa pasaMda paDI jAya to tene rivAInDa kare che. mAnI lyo ke ApaNA parizramanI keseTa kudaratane gamI gaI. teNe te rivAInDa karI. temAM zuM? keseTane vAgavA do pharIthI ! DaoN. thomasa kUpare ekala paMDe eka virATa zabdakoSa taiyAra karelo. pUrA ATha varSanI kALajhALa mahenatanuM e phaLa hatuM. karkazA patnIe eka divasa badhAM kAgaLIyAM bALI nAMkhyAM. ghare AvatAM teNe kAgaLIyAM aMge pRcchA karI tyAre rUAbathI patnIe eka pleTamAM rahelI rAkha batAvI dIdhI. kUpare ThaMDakathI eTalo ja pratibhAva Apyo hato ke "tuM kAgaLIyAM bALI zakIza. mArA sAhityapremane zI rIte bALI zakIza? ThIka che. pharI ATha varSa mahenata karIza. kAma pUruM karyA pahelAM maravAno nathI. ane tane khabara che.? teM mArI jiMdagImAM navAM ATha varSa umerI ApyAM che te badala dhanyavAda." pUrAM ATha varSanI mahenata lagabhaga aDhI hajAra upara divasono parizrama.. aMdAje paMdarahajAra kalAkanI rItasaranI sAdhanA... A badhuM jyAre A rIte thALIbhara rAkhamAM sUteluM jovA maLe tyAre AvI dhIrajane ThaMDaka rAkhIne vaLI pAchA nirAza thayA vinA macI paDavAnuM baLa pUruM pADe evI ja gajavelanI chAtI ApaNA sahunI aMdara paNa zuM nahoI zake? bUTa corAI jAya tyAre... pAkITa marAI jAca tyAre... khisse kapAI jAya tyAre... mAtra eTaluM vicAro ke... "bharapAI karatAM pUrAM ATha ------ manano meDikaleIma (91)-------

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varSa lAge teTaluM moTuM to A nukasAna nathI ja!" prabhunI sAme varSothI prArthanA karatAM koI saMtane eka yuvake pUchyuM, "A zuM roja hAtha joDIne samaya bagADo cho. AmAM kAMI maLe che kharuM?" sAdhake javAba Apyo : "samaya bagADato nathI, samaya sudhAruM chuM. prabhune karelI prArthanA kyAreya niSphaLa jatI ja nathI. paNa tame to varSothI evA ne evA ja cho." pelo garyo. saMte ThaMDe kaleje samajAvatAM kahyuM : "jo, mArI ane tArI draSTimAM pharaka che." bhikSArthe jauM ane kAMI na maLe tyAre paNa mana have svastha rahe che. pahelAM AvuM banatuM nahotuM. A svasthatAnI tAlIma paNa mane ahIM maLe che, kAraNa ke ahIM varSo sudhI prArthanA karavA chatAM kAMI na maLe to paNa dhIraja ane svasthatA rahetI hatI. ahIM keLavelI svasthatA tyAM kAma lAgI. bola! viparIta paristhitimAM paNa svastha rahevAnuM sAmarthya maLyuM ke nahi?' A che bhaktanI manodazA. bhagavAna kAMI ja na Ape tevuM to bane ja nahi. bhagavAna jyAre kAMI na Ape tyAre svasthatAnI tAlIma ApatA hoya che. A udAharaNa pAMca vakhata vAMcI javA bhalAmaNa. kAraNa ke... jamavA beso ne rasoI taiyAra hoya tyAre.... sTezane jAva... ne gADI moDI hoya tyAre... pemenTalavA jAva ne tArIkha paDe tyAre... koIne maLavA jAva..ne ghara baMdha nIkaLe tyAre... A vAMceluM haze to khUba kAma lAgaze. dhIraja ane svasthatAnI tAlIma meLavavAmAM...! ------ - manano meDikaleIma (92)

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* * Perfect Definitions of a * Failure Failure doesn't mean - You are a failure It means - You have not succeeded. Failure doesn't mean - You accomplished nothing. It means - You have learned something. Failure doesn't mean - You are inferior. It means - You are not perfect. * Failure doesn't mean - You should give up. It means - You must try harder. Failure doesn't mean - You've wasted your life. It means - You have a reason to start afresh. Failure doesn't mean - You'll never make it. It means - It will take a little longer. Failure doesn't mean - God has abandoned you. It means-God has a better way for you ~ manano meDikaleImra G-3 -0-0-0-0

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prasannatAnuM progrAmiMga koI agatyanA kAme nIkaLyA tyAre khabara nahotI ke Aje rastAmAM zuM thavAnuM che? rikSAnuM paiDuM khAbociyAmAM thaIne gayuM ane paherelAM kapaDAM para gaMdA pANInA chAMTaNA thayA. plena vastro para acAnaka thayeluM DAIMga ane prinTiMga jotAM manamAM cIrA paDI jAya che. IstrI TAITa kapaDonI avadazA joIne moDhA para karacalIo paDI jAya che. kapaDAMne cokhkhuM thatAM mAMDa kalAka lAgaze, paNa kapaDAMne thayelI kALA pANInI sajAnA AghAtamAMthI mane keTalIya vAra sudhI bahAra AvI zakatuM nathI. ghATI gharamAM potuM mArIne hajI to mAMDa paravAryo tyAM to kolabela vAgI. nIce ramavA gayelo pindu bAraNuM kholatAM ja aMdara pravezyo ne doDato doDato potAnA rUmamAM bharAI gayo. bhInI pharasa para gaMdAM pagalAM paDyAM ane jANe ke tenI ja kalara jheroksa manamAM UpasIAvI. saheja bhInuM potuM pAchuM pheravatA mAtra paMdara sekanDamAM gharanI lAdI pAchI camakatI thaI jaze. paNa mana parathI pelAM pagalAM bhUMsAtAM thoDo vadhu samaya lAge che. dhoyelAM kapaDAM gelerInI bahAra sUkavelAM hatAM tyAre ja uparavALAe potAnI gelerInI pALI ane bArI sApha karavA jhADuM pheravyuM. kacaro nIce paDyo. bhInAM kapaDAMe premathI tene apanAvI lIdho paNa eTalA premathI ApaNe tene apanAvI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNe bhInA nathI. uparanA mALavALAe karelI saphAI (!) joIne ApaNo uparano mALa bhAre ukaLATa anubhave che. gelerImAMthI vAMkA vaLIne upara tarapha joIe chIe. jo koI hAtha lAgI jAya to paNa koI dekhAtuM -------- manano meDikaleIma (94)

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nathI. kapaDAM parathI dhULa jeTalI saraLatAthI khaMkherI zakAya che. teTalI saraLatAthI mana cokhkhuM thatuM nathI. moDI rAte phonanI ghaMTaDI raNakavAthI UMghamAM khalela paDI. phona upADatAM khabara paDI ke koIno roMga naMbara hato. phona para to mAMDa betraNa zabdo ja bolAyA hatA paNa phona mUkyA pachIno babaDATa ghaNo lAMbo hoya che, jene sAMbhaLanAra ApaNA sivAya bIjuM koI hotuM nathI. ---- - chellA AkhA varasathI khUba sAcavIne karelA gharakharcanA kAraNe thoDI bacata thaI hatI. khAsa pharavA javAnA prayojanathI te karelI hatI. chokarAone vekezana paDe tenI ja rAha jovAtI hatI. paNa vekezana paDe te pahelAM ja koI najIkanA saMbaMdhIne enjiyoplAsTa karAvavuM paDyuM. tenI sthiti kamajora hovAthI mane-kamane paNa A lAbha ApaNe ja levAno Avyo. pelA bhAIne aMdara sAruM thaI gayuM. paNa ApaNI aMdaranI baLatarA have AvatA vekezana sudhI cAlu rahe che. - - -* divasabhara mahenata karIne vaNelA vaDI ne pApaDa (je vaNatA hoya teNe ja vAMcavuM!) sUkavavA mATe agAsImAM mUkyA. bapore acAnaka ja akALe varasAda paDyo ne pApaDa sukAtA pahelAM havAI gayA... sAthe ApaNuM moTuM paNa! gAdalA ne godaDAne kampAunDamAM pAchalA bhAge taDake pAtharelA. te ja vakhate makAnamAlika agAsI dhovaDAvatA hovAthI lAMbI pAIpa vATe gaMduM pANI nIce UtaryuM ne gAdalAnuM. godaDAnuM ne moMgherA mananuM... AvI banyuM! ------ manano meDikaleIma (95)

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pagAra ane pemenTano divasa hovAthI utAvaLe oNphise pahoMcyA tyAM sudhI badhAM kAmamAM raghavATa hato paNa Aje divasa ja kAMIka alaga Ugyo hato. pAucamAM cekabuka mUkavAnI ja rahI gayelI. paramAtmAnAM darzana karatI vakhate acAnaka ko'ka zarTa-penTa paherelo thAMbhalo kyAMkathI AvIne vacce goThavAI jAya tyAre ApaNI baMne AMkhanI bhramaro vaccenuM aMtara ghaTatuM jAya che. kapALa upara upaselI lakIromAM ApaNI bagaDI gayelI manodazAno grApha barAbara jhilAya che. jamavA beThA hatA ne pIrasanAre zAka e rIte nitAryA vagara pIrasyuM ke relo cheka roTalI nIce AvI gayo. tyAre aprasannatAno relo chekamanasudhI pahoMce che. kampAunDamAMthI gADI bahAra kADhatI vakhate ko'ke vacce UbhI rAkhI dIdhelI gADI naDe che. horna vagADavA chatAM koI pharakatuM nathI. tyAre aMdarano Aveza gADInAhornamAMthI dhvanita thato hoya che. relave sTezanano pula caDatA hatA. te vakhate AgaLa cAlato pATIvALo vajananA kAraNe bahu dhIme cAlato hato tethI cAlavAnI gati dhImI karavI paDI. paNa te vakhate mananI gati vadhI gaI. koIne kAma soMpyuM ane dhAro ke te kAmana thayuM tyAre hAtha kapALe aDe che. hoTha pahoLA thAya che ane pelI kahevata acUka rilIjha thAya che. --- - manano meDikaleIma 96) -

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"heyA bALavA karatAM hAtha bALavA sArA." A kahevatano upayoga kAma soMpatA pUrve karavAno hoya che. ApaNe kAma soMpyA pachI karIe chIe. koInI sAthe sArI evI bolAcAlI thayA pachI chelle "na bolavAmAM nava guNa' ema kahIne ApaNe voka AuTa karI jaIe chIe. A kahevatano upayoga bolavAnI zarUAta karatAM pahelAM karavAno hoya che. paNa pharI ApaNe jamyA pahelAM levAnI davA jamyA pachI levAnuM rAkhyuM. - baporanA ArAma pharamAvatA hoIe tyAre acAnaka avAja thAya tyAre UMghamAM khalela paDe che. ane sAthe ja prasannatAmAM paNa khaMDapaDe che. gharano daravAjo be vakhata khaTakhaTAvavA chatAM khUlatA vAra lAge tyAre mananI mazInagana tarata ja kAryarata thaI jAya che. pathArImAM saLa paDe te vAstavamAM zarIrane to khUMcatI ja nathI, paNa manane te khUba khUMce che. zarTanI IstrI barAbara na thaI hoya to kapALa para lakIro pragaTa thAya che. - gharamAM vastu astavyasta paDelI hoya to paNa mana bagaDe. dIkarAnA mAthAnA vALa sarakhA na hoya to paNa mana bagaDe. kapaDAMnI gaDI barAbarana hoya tyAre paNa mana bagaDe. koI vastu jyAMthI lIdhI hoya tyAM pAchI na mUke to paNa mana bagaDe. koI pUchyA vagara potAnI vastu upADe to paNa mana bagaDe. koI moDe sudhI UMghe nahIM tyAre mana bagaDe che, koI moDe sudhI UMghato rahe tyAre paNa bagaDe che. koI dhImuM dhImuM bole tyAre mana bagaDe che, koI moTA avAje bole tyAre paNa mana bagaDe che. koI jarA ya kAma na kare tyAre mana bagaDe che, koI badhe vacce Ave tyAre paNa mana bagaDe che, mAMgelI cIjana maLatA, ke vaNamAgI salAha maLatA paNa mana bagaDe che. samaya bagaDatAM mana bagaDe che, rasoI bagaDatAM mana bagaDe che, ---- - manano meDikaleIma (97) - - ---

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kapaDAM bagaDatAM mana bagaDe che, UMgha bagaDatAM mana bagaDe che, TI.vI. bagaDI jAya to mana bagaDe che, gADI bagaDI jAya to mana bagaDe che ne pena bagaDI jAya to paNa mana bagaDe che. bajAramAM maMdI AvI tyAre mana bagaDe che, zarIramAM mAMdagI AvatAM mana bagaDe che, koI gALa Ape ne mana bagaDe che. koI Thapako Ape ne mana bagaDe che, dIkaro nApAsa thAyane mana bagaDe che, TreIna cUkI javAthI mana bagaDe che, vastu khovAI javAthI mana bagaDe che, vyakti gujarI javAthI mana bagaDe che. kAmamAM khalela paDavAthI mana bagaDe che. ghATImoDo AvavAthI mana bagaDe che. koI phogaTa lAITa bALe tyAre mana bagaDe che, koI phogaTa pANI DhoLe tyAre mana bagaDe che. jayaNAnA pariNAmathI yogya IlAja karavo te judI bAbata che. paNa mAtra bhautika stara para thayelI nukasAnIne khyAlamAM rAkhIne AdhyAtmika nukasAnImAM UtarI javuM niSThayojana che. rastA paragadheDo bhUke to paNa mana bagaDe che. koI rastA para thUke to paNa mana bagaDe che. kUtaro vAraMvArabhase to paNa mana bagaDe che. koIvAraMvAra ApaNI sAme hase to paNa mana bagaDe che. kyArekapaisA cUkavavA paDe to paNa mana bagaDe che. kyAMka paisA lakhAvavA paDe to paNa mana bagaDe che. koI horna vagADe to paNa mana bagaDe che. koI bela vagADe to paNa mana bagaDe che. kIcaDamAM paga paDe to paNa mana bagaDe che. rastAmAM signalanaDe to paNa mana bagaDe che. ---- - manano meDikaleIma (98)- - - - -

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koI bhUla batAve to paNa mana bagaDe che. koI khoTA satAve to paNa mana bagaDe che. nAno bAbalo raDyA kare to paNa mana bagaDe che. macchara, mAMkaDa karaDyA kare to paNa mana bagaDe che. cA moDI maLe to paNa mana bagaDe che. dALa moLI maLe to paNa mana bagaDe che. dUdha amuka samaya pachI ja bagaDe. dahIM amuka samaya pachI ja khaTAza pakaDe. karaMDiyAmAM rahelI kerI amuka divaso pachI ja saDe. paNa ApaNuM mana to kaMIka gajabanI cIja che. te kyAM bagaDaze? kyAre bagaDaze? ane kayA kAraNe bagaDaze? tenI koIkhAtarI ApI zakAtI nathI. - kapaDAMnI kiMmata samajAya che to tenI sAcavaNa sAhajika bane che. je paisAnuM mUlya jANe te veDaphato nathI. divasamAM mAMDa be kalAka ja pANI AvatuM hoya ke beDuM pANI meLavatA mATe pUrA be gAu sudhI cAlavuM paDatuM hoya tyAre kayo nAdAna pANIno bagADa kare? prasannatAnI bhAre achatavALo vistAra eTale ApaNuM jIvana! mAMDa mAMDa hAtha lAgelI prasannatAne khaMDita kAM karIe? asaMjJIpaNAnA keTalAya bhavomAM bhramaNa karyA pachI maLeluM A moMgherA ratna samuM mana dUSita karavA mATe maLyuM nathI. ApaNo kharo AMtarika vaibhava che cittaprasannatA... jIvananIkharI jAhojalAlI che cittaprasannatA. saMjJIpaNAnI kharI sArthakatA che cittaprasannatA... mAnavamananuM amUlakha ghareNuM che cittaprasannatA. - manano meDikaleIma (99)

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mANasonA svabhAva bhinna bhinna prakAranA hoya che. vastunA svarUpa akaLa ane agamya hoya che. kyAreka kALa pratikULa hoya che to kyAreka niyati viparIta hoya che. takalIpha badala mana bagADavAne badale takalIphanAM kharAM kAraNone pichANa teno upAya karavo joIe. badhI takalIpho bIjAo dvArA ja AvatI hoya che tevuM paNa hotuM nathI. AvelI pIDA manane arati upajAve che. temAMthI keTalIya pIDAmAM mana bagADavA jevuM kAMI khAsa hotuM nathI. temAMthI keTalIya pIDAmAM to ApaNane mana bagADavAno adhikAra paNa hoto nathI. keTalIya pIDA ApaNA hastaka ja AvI hoya che. dhaMdhAmAM kareluM AMdhaLuM sAhasa kyAreka bhAre paDI jAya. khAnapAnamAM rAkhelo asaMyama kyAreka vaLato javAba Ape che. raste cAlavAmAM, dAdarA caDavAmAM ke gADI calAvavAmAM rAkhelI gaphalata kyAreka khATalo batAvI Ape che. saMtAnanA sAMskArika ghaDataranI upekSA sevavAnA kAraNe kyAreka tenA mAThA pariNAma bhogavavA paDe. dIkarAnI kADhelI vadhu paDatI jhATakaNI kyAreka bUmareMga thAya. rAhadArI sAthe karelI jIbhAjoDI kyAreka jokhamI banI jAya. sagAbhAI sAthe saMbaMdha bagADI beThA ane avasare te kAma na Avyo. bolavAnI utAvaLanA kAraNe moTI pArTIhAthamAMthI cAlI gaI. nukasAnInA janaka janetA ApaNe ja chIe. pachI zuM? mAvatara kamAvatara zIdane thAya? utAvaLa ane asaMyamanA jokhamI sthAnethI pharI gabaDavAnuM na thAya tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. Follow the 4T Principle-Take time to think. keTalIka pIDA ApaNe dattaka lIdhelI hoya che. anubhavInI salAhanI avagaNanA karIne lIdhelI jagyA ke kharIdelo mAla mAthe paDe, karelo sodo bhAre paDe ke karelA vivAha niSphaLa nIvaDe tyAre thayelI ----- manano meDikaleIma (100)

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nukasAnI karatA karelI bhUla tarapha lakSya ApavuM joIe. ko'kanI salAhane avagaNavAnI bhUla kevI nukasAnI noMtarI lAve che te vicAravAnI A taka che. ajJAnajanita bhUla karatA avagaNanAjanita bhUlamAM ApaNuM astitva vadhu oLaghoLa thaIne bhaLeluM hoya che. DenjaranuM sAInaborDa vAMcavA chatAM gaphalatathI gADI haMkArIne akasmAta karavo te AvezapUrNa ghaTanA hovAthI ajANatAM thayela akasmAta karatAM vadhu gunApAtra Thare che. te vakhate udveganI koI jarUra nathI. UhApohanI jarUra che. avagaNelI salAhane mAnasika salAma bharavAnI kheladilI dAkhavIne bIjI vakhata vaDIla ane anubhavInI vAtane sAva gauNa karI devAnuM duHsAhasa nahIM karavAno saMkalpa karavo. bIjI vAra mananI mAvajata karavAmAM saraLatA raheze. - bilADInI eka khAsiyata che. te game tyAMthI paDe ke tene koI pheMke to paNa jyAre paDe tyAre te potAnA paga para ja hoya. manane haLave haLave e rIte keLavavuM joIe ke saMyogo game tevA viparIta ane viSama sthitimAM ApaNane phaMgoLe chatAM paNa ApaNe pagabhara rahI zakIe. tabakkAvAratAlIma laIne mananI keLavaNIA rIte thaI zake. (1) je nukasAnI bahu lAMbAgALA sudhI asara karavAnI na hoya tevA saMyogAmAM manane bagaDavA devuM nahIM jema ke cA ThaMDI che, dALa moLI che, rasa khATo che, pApaDa havAyelo che, kapaDAM para DAgha paDyo, IstrI barAbara thaI nathI, gaDI barAbara vaLI nathI, koIno roMga naMbara Avyo, bAraNuM khUlatAM vAra lAgI, sAmAnya zaradI thaI ke tAva AvI gayo, koIe gALa ApI ke apamAna karyuM. A badhA bahu TUMkAgALAnA nAnA nukasAno che. -------- manano meDikaleIma (101)

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zorTa Tarma krAIsisane sahana karatA rahevAthI loMga lATiMga DijhesTara sAme paNa TakI rahevAnuM viziSTa baLa maLe che. vaLI A nukasAnI. sAmenA zIghra vikalpo paNa hAthavagA hoya che. pachI manane dUSita banAvavAthI phAyado zuM? (2) je nukasAnImAM rUpiyA pAMcasothI vadhunuM nukasAna thatuM na hoya tevA saMyogomAM manane bagaDavA devuM nahIM jemake bArIno kAca tUTI gayo, zarTa phATI gayuM, IstrI karatA jhabhyo baLI gayo, caMpala corAI gayA, pAkITa marAI gayuM, TreIna cUkI gayA. mana amUlya che. prasannatA tenuM ghareNuM che. karoDo rUpiyA karatAM paNa te vadhu kiMmatI che. Teva pADavA mATe kama se kama pAMcasothI ochAmAM to prasannatAnuM lIlAmana ja thavA devuM. (3) amuka samaya jatAM saMyogo cokakasapaNe pharavAnA hoya tevA saMyogAmAM manane bagaDavA devuM nahIM jema ke bahugaramI paDe che, sakhata ThaMDI paDe che, bahu varasAda che, khUba aMdhAruM che... vagere. A badhuM amuka amuka samaye avazya palaTAze. (4) sAmAnya pratikArathI je pIDAnuM nivartana thavuM zakya hoya tevA saMyogAmAM manane bagaDavA devuM nahIM jema ke hAtha ke pagamAM sAmAnya kreka, meleriyA, TAIphoIDa, nyumoniyA ke DihAIDrezana, koInI gADI vacce pArka karelI che. be goLI levAthI UtarI jAya tevA sAmAnya tAva vakhate pezanTane sIdho AI.sI.yu. bhego na karAya. tema sAmAnya prayatnathI jeno upAya zakya hoya tevA saMyogomAM prasannatAne smazAna bhegIna karAya. (5) vastumAM, vyaktimAM ke saMyogomAM pheraphAra zakya ja na hoya tevA saMyogomAM manane bagaDavA devuM nahIM jema ke dIkaro - manano meDikaleIma (102) -

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svabhAve khUba ja uddhata hoya, vaDIla dareka vAte TokaToka karyA karatA hoya, kensara aMtima sTejamAM hoya, baMne kiDanI pheIla thaI gaI hoya ke vyakti aprajJApanIya hoya to tenI paNa upekSA karavAnuM zAstro vidhAna kare che. to pachI roga ke saMyoga asAdhya hoya teno asvIkAra kaI rIte thAya? kAyAnI sAdhanA mATe paNa keTalo parizrama uThAvavo paDato hoya che. zarIranI custatA jALavavA mATe ramatavIroe satata prekTisa karatAM rahevuM paDe che. pahelavAnane potAnA rojiMdA ghaTanAkramamAM "kasarata'ne agatyanuM sthAna ApavuM paDe che. dAyakAothI potAnA kAmaNagArA kaMThano jAdu pAtharI rahelA saMgItakAro paNa svarane haMmezA riyAjha' sAthe joDI rAkhe che. kalAkAro paNa parphoma karatA pahelA riharsala karI letA hoya che. buddhinI dhAraNA zaktine TakAvavA mATe paNa parAvartana jarUrI che. sUtrakAro kahe che ke "pakSAtUrNa taiyAraTI: kSahUirNa satArvi:" mAtra paMdara divasa mATe vyAkaraNanA punarAvartanane abharAI para caDAvI dyo eTale te vyAkaraNa kAyama mATe abharAI upara ja rahe. tarkazAstranI saMgati kSaNavArachoDI eTale te kAyama mATe jatuM rahe. kAryazakti ane buddhizaktine meInaTeIna karavA jo AvI sAdhanA jarUrI hoya to pachI manojaya to khUba durlabha siddhi che. te mATe manane satata keLavatA rahevuM paDe. kaMIka avanavuM, ajugatuM, aNadhAryuM bane ke tene manojayanuM prekTisa sezana mAnI laI mananI keLavaNInI AvI uttama tarapha choDavI na joIe. manane A rIte tabakkAvAra keLavavAthI ApaNI prasannatAnuM progrAmiMgakarI zakAya. - manano meDikaleIma (103)

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prajJA prabodha parivAranA prakAzano | pU. AcAryazrI vijayamuktivallabha sUri ma. sA. likhita pustako & nisarganuM mahAsaMgIta ja DhoLAyelo AnaMda dasa paLonuM sauMdarya bujhabujha caMDakosiA zabdonuM sauMdarya hRdaya kaMpa ( kSaNonuM smita te manano mahotsava samAdhinI sIDI manane mahekatuM rAkho kRtajJatAnI keDI A Urmino utsava aMtaranuM aizvarya ( gautamagItA gautamagoSThi . gautamagAthA che gautama garimA # bhavyabhASA mAtRbhASA da vihAyAtrA vicArayAtrA pU. paMnyAsa zrIudayavallabhavijaya ma.sA. likhita pustako che sukhanuM saranAmuM ke arihaMta DoTakoma je zikSaNanI sonogrAphI di bALadIkSAno jaya ke manano meDikleIma en Mind Your Mind (manano meDikleImanuM aMgrejI) ke gharazALA Second Edition (gharazALA nuM aMgrejI) di zatruMjaya satkAra Bal Deeksha : Truth v/s Myth ke zerabajAranI sismolojI ke PerfectingYouth ----- manano meDikaleIma (10)------

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zarIra mAMduM paDe tyAre paNa jo mana sAjuM hoya to mAMdagI gaMbhIra nathI. ane, zarIra sAjuM hoya tyAre paNa manane mAMduM paDavAnAM kAraNo aDhaLaka che. zarIranA rogo ghaNAM, chatAM maryAdita che. mananA rogo agaNita che. zarIranA roganI pIDA to roga vakhate ja thAya, manano rogI to vagara roge paNa pIDA pAmato hoya che. zarIrano roga jIvaleNa nIvaDe tyAre te zarIrane smazAnamAM bALavuM paDe che. manano roga to mAravAnuM ane bALavAnuM, baMne kAma sAthe kare che. paNa mananA roganuM eka jamA pAsuM che : zarIranA roganI davA bahArathI lAvavI paDe che, mananA roganI davA manamAM ja upalabdha che. vaLI, mananI A davA manano roga thayo hoya to maTADe, sAthe roga thAya ja nahIM, tenI paNa kALajI kare AvI kALajInuM bIjuM nAma : manano meDikaleIma