Maja Aavi Gai

Author(s): Ratnasundarsuri
Publisher: Ratnasundarsuriji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008930/1

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mArA karatAM ya vadhu luccA-labADa-laphaMgA-nIca ane pApI mANasa pAse, mArA karatAM ya vadhu sukha-suvidhA ane saMpatti jovA maLe che tyAre mane ema thaI jAya che ke zuM kudaratamAM AvuM aMdhera ja cAlatuM haze? darzana, tArA praznano pratyuttara to pachI ApuM chuM paNa e pahelAM mAre tane eka prazna pUchavo che eno javAba tuM ApIza ? tArA karatAM vadhu pApI, tArA karatAM vadhu sukhI kema? enI tane vedanA che ne? javAba Apa, tArA karatAM vadhu dharmI, tArA karatAM vadhu duHkhI kema? eno tArI pAse koI javAba che kharo? avAranavAra hoTalomAM janAro tuM to baMgalAmAM rahe che ne? jaMgI tapazcaryA karanArane bhADAnA makAnamAM rahetA te joyA to che ne? patnI sAthe bahAra pharavA jatA rahIne tuM jalasAo karato rahe che ne? jiMdagIbhara brahmacaryapAlananI pratijJA laI cUkelA daMpatI Aje ya kaSTamaya jiMdagI jIvI rahyA che eno tane khyAla to che ne? cAlAkI karatA rahIne dhaMdhAnA kSetre tuM lAkho rUpiyAno mAlika banI cUkyo che ne ? nItimattAne pakaDI rAkhavAnA lakSya sAthe jIvana jIvI rahela nItimAna mANasa Aje be TaMkanA roTalA bhego mAMDa mAMDa pahoMcI rahyo che eno tane khyAla to che ne? samaya maLe to ja paramAtmAnAM darzana tuM kare che ne? roja prabhunAM maMdiramAM jaIne babbe kalAka sudhI prabhunAM darzana-vaMdana ane pUjana karanAra prabhubhaktane Aje samAjamAM koI oLakhatuM na hoya evuM paNa dekhAya ja che ne ?

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javAba Apa. jo tArA karatAM vadhu pApIne tArA karatAM vadhu sukhI joIne tane aMtaramAM vedanA thAya che ane tane ema lAge che ke kudaratamAM zuM AvuM aMdhera ja cAlatuM haze? tArA karatAM vadhu dharmIne, tArA karatAM vadhu duHkhI joIne ya tane evI ja vedanA thAya che ema ne? darzana, eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke mananI A badamAzInA zaraNe tuM bhUlecUke cAlyo na jato. mana hakIkatamAM tane dharmamArge javA devA nathI mAMgatuM, dharma pratyenI tArI zraddhAne sthira thavA devA nathI mAgatuM, "dharma prabaLa tAkAtaprada che' prabhunA e vacana pAchaLa tane pAgala banavA devA nathI mAgatuM. bAkI, eka vAta AMkha sAme rAkhaje ke Aje tAre upavAsa hovA chatAM ya tArA zarIramAM rti hoI zake che kAraNa ke gaIkAle te peTamAM sAlamapAka padharAvyo hato. Ano tAtparyArtha tuM samajI jaje.

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T 2 kALa mAtra viSama ja hota to to bahu vAMdho nahoto paNa kALa viSamanI sAthe vilAsI paNa che. pApathI dUra thavAnA ane dharmanI najIka javAnA prayAsamAM dhArI saphaLatA maLatI ja nathI. karavuM zuM? santhena, jIvanamAM pAI dhaTADavAnI vAta tuM pachI karaje. Aje tArA jIvanamAM je paNa pApo cAlu che, jeTalAM paNa pApo cAlu che e pApomAM have vadhAro to nathI ja karavo eTaluM nakkI karI devA tuM taiyAra che kharo ? dhAra ke Aje tuM rAtanA 10 vAgyA sudhI TI.vI. joI rahyo che. jiMdagIbhara rAtanA 10 vAgyA pachI TI.vI. na ja jovAnI pratijJA karavA huM taiyAra che kharo ? dhAra ke AjanI tArIkhe mahinAmAM be pikcara joI rahyo che tuM. bethI vadhu pikcara na ja jovAno niyama levA tAruM mana taiyAra che kharuM ? dhAra ke AjanI vidhie nuM rAtano 11 vAgyA sudhI jamI rahyo che. jIvanabhara mATe rAtanA 11 vAgyA pachInuM rAtribhojana baMdha karI devAnI tArI taiyArI che kharI ? eTalu ja kahIza ke pApathI mukta thavAnI ke pApathI pAchA pharavAnI vAta tuM pachI karaje. pahelAM to AjanA pApamAM have eka paNa pApano umero na thAya e bAbatamAM dRDha pratijJa banI jA. e ja nyAye. jIvanamAM dharma vadhAravAnI vAta tuM pachI karaje. manane pUchI le. Aje tArA jIvanamAM je paNa dharma cAlu che emAM ghaTADo karavA e bilakula taiyAra nathI eTaluM nakkI kharuM ? 3

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dhAra ke Aje to tuM varase 10,000 rUpiyA satkAryamAM acUka kharace ja che, paramAtmAnAM maMdiramAM 1 kalAkano samaya to tuM vyatIta kare ja che. bAra mahine eka vArato tIrthayAtrAe tuM jAya ja che, aThavADiyAnI 1 sAmAyika to tuM kare ja che, ravivAre to aSTaprakArI pUjA kare ja che, pAMca tithi brahmacaryanuM pAlana to tuM kare ja che. A ane AnAM jevI bIjI je paNa dharmArAdhanAo tArA jIvanamAM Aje cAlu che eTalI dharmArAdhanAo to tArA jIvanamAM cAlu raheze ja eTaluM pratijJAbaddha nakkI karI devAnI tArI taiyArI che kharI? eTaluM ja kahIza ke jIvanamAM dharmArAdhanAo vadhAravA acUka prayatnazIla banaje paNa kALanI viSamatA ane vilAsitAne AMkha sAme rAkhI cAlu dharmArAdhanAomAM kaDAko nabolAI jAya e bAbatamAM to tuM ekadama sAvadha ane jAgrata banI jaje.

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krodhasevananAM nukasAno satata anubhavAtA hovAthI krodhathI dUra thavAnuM mana to thAya che paNa kSamAnA evA koI lAbha na anubhavyA hovAthI kSamAzIla banyA rahevAnuM mana thatuM nathI. karavuM zuM? prema, svajanathI dUra laI jaIne durjana banAvI de AtmAne, e kAma jo krodha kare che to AtmAne svajanathI upara uThAvI laIne sajjana, saMta yAvat paramAtmA banAvI devAnuM kAma kSamA kare che. A hakIkata hovA chatAM tane kSamAthI maLI zakatA lAbha pratye manamAM zaMkA jAge che e jANI jabaradasta Azcarya thayuM che. "jabaradasta' eTalA mATe ke tuM to tArI jAtane buddhimAna, cAlAka ane hoziyAra mAne che. tarkane to te tArI jIvanazailI banAvI dIdhI che. sAmAnI vAtano jaDabAtoDa javAba ApavAnI to tArI Teva banI gaI che ane chatAM temane puchAvyuM che ke "krodhathI nukasAna' e vAta to magajamAM besI gaI che paNa 'kSamAthI lAbha' e vAta magajamAM jAmatI nathI. kamAla che ! eka vAta tarapha tAruM dhyAna doruM? jo bImArI trAsarUpa banI rahI hoya to eno tAtparyArtha A na nIkaLe ke taMdurastI AzIrvAdarUpa ja nIvaDe che ! jo daridratA ApaghAta karI levA sudhInA vicAromAM manane kheMcI jatI hoya to eno tAtparyArtha A na nIkaLe ke zrImaMtAI jIvanane jIvavA lAyaka to banAvIne rahe ja che ! sarvatra maLI rahela apayaza jo jIvananI mastI ane mananI prasannatA gAyaba karI rahyo che to eno tAtparyAthe A

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na nIkaLe ke azamAM jIvanane masta rAkhavAnI ane manane prasanna rAkhavAnI tAkAta dharabAyelI che ja ! gaNita spaSTa che. je paristhiti vyakti mATe trAsarUpa banI rahI hoya. enAthI viparIta paristhiti vyakti mATe AzIrvAdarUpa banI ja rahetI hoya che. A ja gaNitane tuM doSa-guNanI bAbatamAM goThavI de je, vAsanA jo trAsarUpa che to upAsanA AzIrvAdarUpa banavAnI ja che, uddhatAI jo vedanArUpa che to vinaya varadAnarUpa banavAno ja che. ahaMkAra jo ajagara lAge che to samarpaNa puSpanI mALA lAgavAnuM ja che. krodha jo kalpAMtakAraka che to kSamA AnaMdadAyaka lAgavAnI ja che. mArI eka vAta mAnIza krodha jeTalI vAra karyo che ne, eno dasamo bhAga nuM mAne ApI che. enA je lAbho tane anubhavavA maLaze, e anubhava pachI tuM krodhane kAyamanA rAmarAma karI ja daIza.

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mastaka prabhu pAchaLa pAgala banavA nathI detuM ane hRdaya saMsAramAM saphaLa banavA nathI detuM. buddhi dharmamAM jAmavA nathI detI ane lAgaNI saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale mAra khavaDAvI rahI che. karuM zuM? ronaka, te to kamAlano prazna pUchI lIdho che. tAro prazna to evo che ke 'TopI pagamAM jAmatI nathI ane bUTa mAthAmAM jAmatA nathI, suramo kAnamAM jAmato nathI ane cazmAM hAthane jAmatA nathI. karuM zuM?' .. AmAM karavAnuM kAMI hotuM nathI, samajI levAnuM hoya che. TopInuM sarjana mastaka mATe ja thayuM hoya che ane bUTanuM sarjana paga mATe ja ! suramo AMkhamAM ja nAkhavAno hoya che. ane cazmAM AMkhe ja lagAvavAnA hoya che ! basa, ATalI samajaNa AvI gayA pachI enA samyaka upayogamAM garabaDa UbhI thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahevAnI ja nathI. te je prazna pUchyo che eno A ja javAba che. prabhu to premamaya che, karuNAmaya che, dayAmaya che ane prema, karuNA, dayA vagere to hRdayanA guNadharmo che jyAre saMsAra to pratispardhAmaya che, klezamaya che, prapaMcamaya che. rAjakAraNamaya che ane e pratispardhA vageremAM TakAvanArAM paribaLo to tarka-vicAra-saMzaya, buddhi vagere che. - jo tuM prabhu pAchaLa pAgala banavA mAge che to e mArge hRdaya laIne ja javuM paDe che ane jo tuM saMsAranA mArge javA mAge che to e mArge buddhi laIne ja doDavuM paDe che. jo tane darekedareka cIjonI ane prasaMgonI vyAkhyA ja karatA rahevAmAM rasa che to eno javAba meLavavA tAre mastakanA zaraNe ja javuM

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paDe che ane jo tAre prema, karuNA, vyathA ane saMvedanazIlatAnA ja anubhavo karatA rahevuM che to e mATe tAre hRdayane ja dhabakatuM rAkhavuM paDe che. zuM kahuM tane? jIvanabhara buddhino ja upayoga karatA rahevAmAM to prasiddha vaijJAnikone ya saphaLatA nathI maLI, emane ya kyAMka ne kyAMka to jIvanane rasamaya, ullAsamaya ane prasannatAmaya rAkhavA hRdayane zaraNe javuM ja paDyuM che jyAre buddhine eka bAju rAkhI daIne mAtra hRdayanA ja sahAre svajIvanane prasannatAthI tarabatara rAkhavAmAM lAkho yogIone saphaLatA maLI che. eTalI ja salAha che mArI tane ke loko tane pAgalakhAnAmAM mUkavA taiyAra thaI jAya e hade tuM buddhihIna na banI jato paNa adhyAtma jagatamAM loko tane 'pAgala' nuM biruda ApI devA tatpara thaI jAya e hade tuM prabhu pAchaLa tArA hRdayane khulluM mUkI deje, tAruM jIvyuM sArthaka banI jaze.

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pArAne tharamaoNmiTaramAM keda karI zakayo chuM, vAMsaLImAM pavanane keda karI zakyo chuM paraMtu manane sthira rAkhavAmAM koNa jANe kema mane saphaLatA maLatI ja nathI. kayA zastra sAthe mana sAthe laDavuM ? ApanuM mArgadarzana apekSita che. ja manana, vAMdarAne vazamAM levA mATe jAtajAtanA dAvo ajamAvavA paDe ane janananAM zastra-sAdhanono upayoga karavo paDe e to samajAya che paNa raDI rahelA, tophAna karI rahelA. risAI rahelA bALakane vazamAM rAkhavA mammI eka ja zastrano upayoga kare che ane e zastranuM nAma che - prema ! basa, manana, mAre tane A ja kahevuM che, mana sAme tuM eka yoddhAnI jema Ubho na rahe, eka premInI jema Ubho rahe. tAre ene harAvavAnuM nathI, kahyAgaruM banAvavAnuM che. tAre ene mArI nAkhavAnuM nathI, ene jIvaMta rAkhIne tArI AjJA mAnavA taiyAra karavAnuM che. teM puchAvyuM che, kayA zastra sAthe mana sAthe laDavuM ? mAro eka ja javAba che. talavAra, barachI ke baMdUka jevAM zastrone to mana ghoLIne pI jAya tevuM che, mAtra eka ja zastra sAme mana potAnuM mastaka TekavI de che ane e rAstranuM nAma che prema ! ane vAta paNa sAcI che ne ? saMpatti vinA saMsArI mAdAsa jIvI ja nathI zakto mATe e enI sAthe cauhAno vyavahAra nathI karato paraMtu premIno vyavahAra ja kare che ne ? sIDI vinA mANasa agAzI para nathI ja pahoMcI zakato mATe e enI sAthe laDato nathI paraMtu prema ja kare che ne ? AMkha vinA mANasa joI ja nathI zakato mATe e enI 9

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sAthe laDato nathI paraMtu prema ja kare che ne? ( AMkha vinA mANasa jo I ja nathI zakato mATe AMkhanI sAthe e duvyarvavahAra nathI karato paraMtu sadvyavahAra ja kare che ne ? basa, e ja nyAye je mana sAthe tAre saMsAra calAvavAno che ane je mana sAthe tAre adhyAtma mArge AgaLa dhapavAnuM che e mana sAthe tAre duzmana banIne kAma levAnI jarUra nathI, enA premI banI jaIne tAre ene kahyAgaruM banAvI devAnI jarUra che. yAda rAkhaje, zatrune vazamAM rAkhavo paDe che. vazamAM rAkhavA ene parAjita karavo paDe che ane parAjita karavA enI sAme laDavuM paDe che. jyAre premI svayaM vazamAM AvI jAya che. nathI ene parAjita karavo paDato ke nathI enI sAme yuddha laDavuM paDatuM ! mahattvanI vAta karI dauM? yoddho banIne mana sAthe vyavahAra karIza to e paththara banIne tAruM mAthuM phoDI nAkhaze. premI banIne vyavahAra karIza to e phUla banIne tArA caraNamAM besI jaze.

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saMsAra asAra che" evuM aneka jagAe vAMcavAmAM ane sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM che paNa eno tAtyayArtha zo che? saMsAramAM sukhano abhAva che? sukhanI alpatA che? sukhanI apUrNatA che? zAzvata, tRSAtura mATe sAgaranuM pANI kevuM? nakAmuM ja ne? zA mATe ? eTalA mATe ke e pANImAM tRSAne chipAvavAnI koI tAkAta ja nathI. pyAsa bujhAvavAno e pANIno svabhAva ja nathI. basa, saMsAra asAra che' eno A ja artha che. evuM nathI ke saMsAramAM AkarSaka sAmagrIo nathI. evuM nathI ke saMsAramAM anukULa saMyogo nathI. evuM nathI ke saMsAramAM premALa saMbaMdho nathI. nA. saMsAramAM AkarSaka sAmagrI, anukULa saMyogo ane premALa saMbaMdho badhuM ja che paNa eka vAta nizcitta che ke saMsAramAM sukha nathI. kAraNa? sukha e AtmAno svabhAva che. jyAre Akho ya saMsAra padArtho para Ubho che. kabUla, sAgaranA pANIne ya kahevAya che to pANI ja paraMtu e pANImAM nadInA pANInA je guNadharmo hoya che emAMno eke ya guNadharma hoto nathI ane eTale ja tRSA chipAvavA enA zaraNe janAranAM lamaNe hatAzA jhIMkAyA vinA rahetI nathI. jagatano ajJAnI varga jene 'bhautika sukha'nuM lebala lagAvIne beTho che e bhautika sukha kAM to sAmagrI svarUpa che 1 1

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. ane kAM to kalpanA svarUpa che. lAkha prayAsa karo tame emAMthI sukha meLavavAnA, tamane sukha na maLe te na ja maLe ! zAzvata, saMsAra enuM nAma che ke jyAM kalpanA sukhanA zikharanI karavAnI ane paTakAvAnuM duHkhanI khAImAM ! saMsAra enuM nAma che ke je tamane darzana karAve phUlanAM ane tame ene cUMTavA jAo tyAre tamArA hAthamAM pakaDAvI de kAMTA ! saMsAra enuM nAma che ke je tamane lAlaca Apato rahe kohinUra hIrAnI ane tamane vaLagADato rahe kAMkarAo ! saMsAra enuM nAma che ke je tamane AzvAsana Ape kalpavRkSanI chAyAnuM ane tamane besADI de bAvaLiyAnI chAyAmAM ! tuM puchAve che, saMsAramAM sukhano abhAva, alpatA ke apUrNatA che? jJAnIno javAba A che. sukha e saMsArano svabhAva ja nathI. paththara pAse komaLatAnI apekSA jo rAkhavA jevI nathI, sarpa pAse amRtanI apekSA jo rAkhavA jevI nathI to saMsAra pAse sukhanI apekSA paNa rAkhavA jevI nathI. sAvadhAna!

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FiITTIT/IT/IT/IT|TET|T[IT IIT/IT/IT|TET|T/IT/Ir[ITHITI adhyAtmano mArga e to aMtaryAtrAno ja mArga che ne? tyAM to ekalAe ja cAlavAnuM che ane ekalAe ja pahoMcavAnuM che ne? jo hA, to pachI e mArga para "guru"nI jarUra zI che? IIIIIIIIIIIIII Hpa1i111111111 pagano kamajora ema kahe ke cAlavAnuM jo mArA ja page che to lAkaDInI mAre jarUra zI che? AMkhano kamajora ema kahe ke jovAnuM jo mArI AMkhe ja che to cazmAM paheravAnI mAre jarUra zI che? vidyArthI jo ema kahe ke bhaNavAnuM mAre ja che to zikSakane vacce rAkhavAnI jarUra zI che? basa, A tamAma praznono je javAba ApI zakAya e javAba hArdika, teM pUchelA praznano che. zuM kahuM tane? guru e to paramAtmAnA makAnamAM praveza karavA mATenuM dvAra che. kabUla, ApaNane nisbata che makAna sAthe paNa dvAramAM dAkhala thayA vinA makAnanI aMdara ApaNe praveza zI rIte karI zakavAnA? kabUla, ApaNe paramAtmA ja banavuM che ane paramAtmAne ja maLavuM che paraMtu guru eka evuM tattva che ke je ApaNA jevA paNa nathI ane paramAtmA jevA paNa nathI. je ApaNI sAthe paNa che ane paramAtmAnI sAthe paNa che. dvAra joyuM to che ne ? dvAra pAse UbhelA mANasanI vizeSatA joI che? ene bahAranuM paNa dekhAtuM hoya che ane aMdaranuM paNa dekhAtuM hoya che. basa, gurunuM sthAna A 'dvAra'nuM che. emane ApaNe paNa dekhAIe chIe ane paramAtmA paNa dekhAya che. e 1 3

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ApaNane paNa maLI zake che ane paramAtmAne paNa maLI zake che. bahArathI e ApaNA jevA lAgatA hoya che ane aMdarathI paramAtmA sAthe emanuM anusaMdhAna cAlatuM hoya che. hArdika, 'guru" e to pRthvI parano zreSThatama camatkAra che. emanI tAkAta je ziSya samajI zakyo che e ziSyane to gurumAM ja paramAtmAnAM darzana thayA che. emanI mahAnatAne je ziSya joI zakyo che e ziSyane to gurumAM ja vItarAganAM darzana thayA che. emanI tArakatAne je ziSya anubhavI zakyo che e ziSyane to gurumAM ja acinya zaktisampannatAnAM darzana thayA che. jokhama uThAvIne apekSAe kahuM to gurusamarpita ziSya ekavAra paramAtmA vinA calAvI levA taiyAra thaI jaze paNa guru vinA to e paLabhara paNa jIvavA taiyAra nahIM thAya ! tuM puchAve che, adhyAtmanA mArga para "guru'nI zI jarUra che? huM kahuM chuM, A mArga para guru maLI jatA hoya to pachI bIjA koInI ya kyAM jarUra che?

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duHkhamAM paramAtmAnuM smaraNa je tIvratAthI thAya che e ja tIvratAthI sukhamAM paramAtmAnuM vismaraNa thaI jAya che. samajAtuM to e nathI ke duHkhamAM thatuM prabhusmaraNa e prabhuprema che ke daMbha che? miteza, zarIra rogothI gherAI gayuM hoya ane e rogiSTha avasthAmAM dardIne thatuM DaoNkTaranuM smaraNa e DaoNkTaranA premanuM sUcaka che ke taMdurastInA premanuM? jo dardIne DaoNkTara pratye prema hota to zarIra rogamukta banyA pachI ya enA manamAM DaoNkTaranuM smaraNa thayA ja karatuM hota. paNa nA, bane che sAva UlaTuM, zarIranI rogagrasta avasthAmAM je dardI potAnA bApane, patnIne ke putrane ya eTalA yAda nathI karato, eTalA DaoNkTarane yAda kare che, e ja dardI rogamukta banatAnI sAthe ja DaoNkTarane smRtipatha parathI vidAya karI de che. TUMkamAM, dardIno hRdayano prema to taMdurastI para ja hoya che. e taMdurastIne anubhavavAmAM DaoNkTara sahAyarUpa banatA hovAnuM ene lAge che ane eTalA pUrato e DaoNkTara pAchaLa pAgala banyo raheto hoya che. miteza, teM je zaMkA vyakta karI che ne, eno javAba AmAM che. mAtra duHkhamAM ja, kaSTomAM ane takalIphomAM ja jo tuM prabhune yAda kare che, bhaje che ane stave che ane sukhamAM, suvidhAmAM ane anukULatAmAM ja prabhu tArA manamAMthI sarvathA. visarAI ja jAya che to eno artha eTalo ja thAya che ke du:khamAM te prabhune yAda karyA hatA, prabhu gamatA hatA mATe nahIM, sukha gamatuM hatuM mATe ja ! jyAM tane sukha maLI gayuM, tArA manamAMthI 1 5.

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prabhu ApoApa vidAya thaI gayA ! eTaluM ja kahIza ke kevaLa sukha mATe ja thatA prabhusmaraNane tuM 'prabhuprema'nuM lebala lagAvI na besato. sAco prabhuprema to tane sukhamAM ya prabhu pAchaLa pAgala banAvato raheze, sukhamAM ya nArA manano kabajo prabhu ja jamAvIne besaze. tuM to vepArIno dIkaro che ne ? javAba Apa. maMdImAM ja tane paisA yAda Ave ke tejImAM ya tuM paisA pAchaLa pAgala bandho rahe ? bajAramAM ja tuM saMpattiprema TakAvI rAkhe ke gharamAM ya saMpatti pratyeno prema huM akabaMdha rAkhI de ! yuvAvasthAmAM ja saMpatti tane game ke vRddhAvasthAmAM ya saMpatti tane eTalI ja game prabhupremane tuM vAstavika banAvavA mAge che ne ? eka kAma kara. dardI DaoNkTarane potAnA hRdayamAM je sthAna Ape che e nahIM paNa vepArI potAnA hRdayamAM saMpattine je sthAna Ape che e sthAna tuM prabhune ApI de. tAro prabhuprema vAstavika banIne ja raheze. 16

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jagatanA, khudanA jIvananA ane khudanA mananA vyavahAra para najara karuM chuM to sarvatra gaNita'nI bhASA ja varcasva jamAvIne besI gaI hoya evuM anubhavAya che. AvA vAtAvaraNa vacce 'kAvya"ne sthAna kyAM ApavuM? hAsya, vAta tArI sAcI che. mANasa savAranA UThe che ghaDiyALanA kAMTe, jamavA bese che ghaDiyALanA kAMTe, gADI pakaDe che ghaDiyALanA kAMTe, vepAra kare che e tyAMya AvI jAya che AMkaDAnI bhASA. rahevA mATe e laeNTa kharIde che tyAMya AMkaDAnI bhASA vAparyA vinA ene cAlatuM nathI. be karoDanuM TarnaoNvara, be hajAra skavera phUTano baMgalo, paccIsa lAkhanuM emAM pharnicara, traNa gADI, pAMca oNphisa, vIsa joDI kapaDAM, paMdara joDI bUTa, dukAnamAM pacAsa lAkhano mAla ! TUMkamAM, e kyAMya paNa jAya che, kAMI paNa kare che, koInI ya sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhe che AMkaDAne vacce lAvyA vinA ene cAlatuM ja nathI, AMkaDAno upayoga karatA rahyA vinA ene phAvatuM ja nathI. pariNAma AnuM e AvyuM che ke mANasa saMvedanahIna banI gayo che, zuSka, rUkSa ane rikta banI gayo che, paththara ane polAda banI gayo che, kaThora ane karkaza banI gayo che, bhUkaMpa, dAvAnaLa ane pralayakALanA vAvAjhoDAnuM pratinidhitva dharAvI beTho che. yAda rAkhaje, gaNitanI ja bhASA mANasane zrImaMta, saphaLa ane vidvAna jarUra banAvI zake che paNa mANasa jo paramAtmA, saMta yAvatuM sajjana banI javA mAge che to eNe premanI, hRdayanI, kAvyanI 1 7.

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bhASA zIkhI gayA vinA cAle tema ja nathI. zuM kahuM tane? A jagata Aje thoDuM-ghaNuM paNa jIvavA lAyaka jo rahyuM che to eno saMpUrNa yaza hRdayanA phALe jAya che, hRdayamAM dhabakatA premanA phALe jAya che, premamAMthI pedA thayela kAvyanA phALe jAya che. gaNite jagatane AlbarTa AInsTAInanI, gelelIyonI, nyUTananI, eDisananI, jagadIzacandra bojhane bheTa jarUra ApI che paraMtu jagatane mIrA maLI che, narasiMha mahetA maLyA che, jJAnadeva, nAmadeva ke tukArAma maLyA che, kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrAcArya maLyA che, mahAmahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAja maLyA che, gaNadhara gautamasvAmI ane paramAtmA mahAvIradeva maLyA che enI pAchaLa to eka ja paribaLa kAma karI gayuM che ke je paribaLanuM nAma che, hRdaya ! hAsya, gaNitanA mArge saphaLa to janama janama banyo. A jIvanamAM premanA mArge kadama mUkato jA. koka jIvanamAM paramAtmA banavAnuM tAre pAkuM thaIne ja raheze.

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T 10 jagatanI dRSTie 'sukha'mAM jeno samAveza karI zakAya evI badhI ja vastuo hAthavagI hovA chatAM zAMti, mastI ke prasannatA anubhavano viSaya banatA hoya evuM lAgatuM nathI. zuM kAraNa haze enI pAchaLa darzana, kAraNo Ama to ghaNAM hoI zake che paraMtu AjanA jagatanA saMdarbhane AMkha sAme rAkhIne kahuM to eka ja kAraNa che. jIvananuM lakSya Aje meLavavuM' ke 'pAmavuM' e nathI rahyuM paraMtu bIjAthI pAchaLa na rahI javAya e banI gayuM che. 'mArI pAse gADI hovI joIe e nahIM paraMtu koInI ya pAse na hoya evI gADI mArI pAse hovI joIe' e lakSya Aje banI gayuM che. 'mArA dharamAM TI.vI. eTalA mATe hovuM joIe ke mArI AjubAjumAM vasatA tamAmanAM gharomAM TI.vI. AvI gayuM che! A vRtti mANasanA magajamAM ghara karI gaI che. 'phrijanI mAre bhale koI ja jarUra nathI paraMtu AkhI sosAyaTImAM badhAyanAM dhare phija hoya ane mArA dhare na hoya e to cAle ja zI rIte ?' A gaNite mANasanA manano Aje kabajo laI lIdho che. darzana. tArI jarUriyAtone, tArA parivAranI jarUriyAtone hajI tuM pahoMcI zake ane pahoMcI vaLe paNa bIjA badhA pAse je kAMI che e tamAmane tuM jo tArI jarUriyAtanA sthAne goThavI de to ene pahoMcI vaLavAmAM to tane koI ja kALe saphaLatA na ja maLe e bilakula samajAya tevI vAta che. tane khyAla che ? zAMtino saMbaMdha saMtuSTa citta sAthe che. mastIno saMbaMdha 19

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hAthamAM je che e mANavA sAthe che. prasannatAno saMbaMdha 'svIkArabhAva' sAthe che. pratispardhAmAM zAMti kyAM? tRSNAmAM mastI kyAM? adhikanI lAlasAmAM prasannatA kyAM ? te je puchAvyuM che eno A javAba che. jo zAMti tArA anubhavano viSaya nathI banatI, mastI tArA mATe jo joDaNIkozano zabda ja banI rahI che, prasannatA jo tane svapnavat ja bhAsI rahI che to enuM A eka ja kAraNa che. tuM asaMtuSTa che, tAruM citta lobhathI grasta che, tArA manano kabajo. tRSNAe laI lIdho che. tuM aMtahIna evI vAsanApUrtinI doTamAM sAmela thaI gayo che. sAcuM kahuM? sahune raMjita karavA ane sahuthI raMjita thatA rahevuM. A baMne nabaLI kaDIno tuM zikAra banI gayo che. saMtuSTa cittano svAmI banI jaIne tuM A nabaLI kaDIne toDI nAkha ane pachI jo, zAMti, mastI ane prasannatA tArI sAthe lagna saMbaMdhe joDAI javA taiyAra thAya che ke nahIM?

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11 zuM duHkha e ja jIvanano svabhAva che ? paristhiti game tevI sarjAya che - anukULa ke pratikULa - duHkha jANe ke keDo ja nathI mUkatuM. vastu AkarSaka maLe che ke vikarSaka, mana duHkhamukta nathI ja banatuM. hakIkata zI che ? milana, je jIvanamAM tane kaMTakanI vedanAno ja anubhava thaI rahyo che e ja jIvanamAM jJAnIoe puSpanI suvAsanI anubhUti karI che. je jIvanamAM tuM satata mota tarapha ja dhakelAI rahyo che e ja jIvanane jJAnIoe mahAjIvanamAM pravezavAnuM kAra banAvI dIdhuM che. je vanamAM tuM satata saMtApanI AgamAM jasaLI rahyo che e ja jIvanamAM jJAnIoe mAnasarovaranI ThaMDakane potAnA anubhavano viSaya banAvI che. je jIvana tArA mATe duHkhano paryAyavAcI zabda banI gayuM che e ja jIvanane jJAnIoe AnaMdano paryAyavAcI zabda banAvI dIdhuM che. jo duHkha e ja jIvanano svabhAva hota to sahunA mATe jIvana duHkharUpa ja banyuM rahevuM joItuM hatuM paNa evuM banyuM nathI. aneka AtmAo mATe jIvana AnaMdanuM, mastInuM ane prasannatAnuM kAraNa banyuM ja che ane Aje ya banI rahyuM che. AnA parathI phalita e thAya che ke jIvanane samajavAnI bAbatamAM tuM kyAMka thApa khAI gayo che, jIvanane jIvavAnI paddhatimAM tuM kAMka garabaDa karI beTho che. jIvananuM mUlyAMkana karavAnI bAbatamAM tuM kyAMka cUkI gayo che. sAcuM kahuM ? duHkha e jIvanano svabhAva nathI, ApaNI potAnI kharAba Adata che. gurutvAkarSAnA niyamanI paravA karyA vinA rastA para tuM ADedhaDa doDato rahe ane paDI jAya to emAM rasto 21

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javAbadAra nathI, tArI lAparavAhI ja javAbadAra che. AganA uSNatAnA svabhAvane samajyA vinA AgamAM tuM hAtha nAkhI bese ane tAro hAtha dAjhI jAya to emAM Agano koI doSa nathI, doSa tArI ajJAnadazAno che. milana, A sanAtana satya sadAya AMkha sAme rAkhaje ke duHkha e ApaNuM ja potAnuM bALaka che, ApaNuM potAnuM ja sarjana che, ApaNuM potAnuM ja utpAdana che. ApaNA potAnA avaLA puruSArtha vinA e ApaNI pAse AvatuM ja nathI. ApaNI ja potAnI ajJAnadazA vinA ApaNI pAse e pharakatuM ja nathI. eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke tuM jo duHkhamukta thavA mAge che to kharAba AdatothI mukta thato jA . jJAnIone mATe A jIvana jo AzIrvAdarUpa ja banyuM che to tArA mATe e jIvana abhizAparUpa zA mATe banyuM rahe? vAMcI le A paMktio. amRta pIdhuM paNa amara na thayA, pIvAnI rIta nA jANI, kAM peTamAM gayuM nahIM ne kAM gayuM te pANI"

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mutsaddI' nahIM bano to jagata tamane khAI jaze. "cAlAka' nahIM bano to jagatamAM tamAro koI bhAva nahIM pUche. "kAbela'nahIMbano to jagatamAM tame pAchaLa rahI jazo. A avAjanI Aje bolabAlA che. mAre karavuM zuM? ravIndra, A badhAya avAjonuM eka ja kendrasthAna che, jenuM nAma che "ahaMkAra.' ane ahaMkAranI yAtrA para je paNa nIkaLI jAya che enA hAthamAM maMjile eka ja cIja Ave che, rAkha. enA nasIbamAM eka ja cIja bhogavavAnI Ave che, pazcAttApa. enA lamaNe eka ja cIja jhIMkAtI rahe che, viSAda. enuM citta eka ja paribaLathI gherAI jAya che, udvegathI. | eka gaMbhIrata hakIkata tarapha tAruM dhyAna doruM? ahaMkAra mAtra paramAtmAno ja duzmana nathI, premano paNa duzmana che. paraloka pratye ja e AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karato rahe che ema nahIM, pApa ane puNya pratye ya e AMkhamIMcAmaNAM karato rahe che. prasannatA sAthe ja ene bAramo candramAM hoya che evuM nathI, pavitratA sAthe ya ene tagaDe-chagaDe hoya che. | mArA A vidhAnamAM tane zaMkA paDatI hoya to AMkha sAme lAvI deje hiTalarane, caMgIjhakhAnane, nAdirazAhane, sikaMdarane, AIkamaeNnane, taimuralaMgane, janarala muttone ane IdI amIna vagerene. A badhA mAtra mutsadI ja nahotA, mahAmutsaddI hatA. cAlAka ja nahotA, mahAcAlAka hatA. kAbela ja nahotA, mahAkAbela hatA. paNa e tamAmano aMjAma zo Avyo e tArA khyAlamAM che? kAM to kUtarAnA mote maryA, kAM to ApaghAta karIne maryA ane kAM to niHsAsAnA AMsu pADatA maryA ! * 2 3

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zuM kahuM tane? mutsaddI banavAne badale jIvanabhara jeo saraLa ja rahyA, cAlAka banavAne badale jeoe namra banyA rahevAnA mArga para ja potAnA kadama mUkyA, kAbela banavAne badale jeo sahaja jIvana jIvavAnA ja himAyatI banyA rahyA evA eka paNa AtmAnI vidAya kalaMkita, kaluSita ke kakaLATabharI banI rahyAnuM tArI jANamAM hoya to mane jaNAvaje. ravIndra, sAme caDIne zrIkRSNa duryodhana pAse gayA hatA ane toya mahAbhAratanuM yuddha thaIne ja rahyuM eno tamAma yaza [3] ahaMkAranA phALe ja jAya che eno tane jyAre khyAla che ja tyAre tane eTaluM ja kahIza ke maraNa bagADI nAkhe, mitratAne saLagAvI nAkhe ane mastIne raphedaphe karI nAkhe evA ahaMkArane ane enAM ja bALako jevA mutsaddIpaNAMne, cAlApaNAMne ke hoziyArIpaNAMne tArA jIvananI gADImAM 'sTIariMga vhIla' para kyAreya besavA daIza nahIM.

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koI paNa pApanA tyAga mATe ke koI paNa dharmanA svIkAra mATe mana jo majabUta ja hoya che to pachI e aMgenI pratijJA levAno ApaNe tyAM ATalo badho Agraha rAkhavAmAM kema Ave che? eTalA mATe ke mana be jagAe kamajora banI jAya che, DhIluM paDI jAya che, gaLiyA baLada jevuM banI jAya che. e be jagAmAMnI pahelI jagAnuM nAma che pralobhana ane bIjI jagAnuM nAma che pIDA. pANIne DhALa AgaLa nIce UtarI jatuM aTakAvavuM jema azakyaprAyaH che tema pralobhana AgaLa manane sattvazIla banAvyuM rAkhavuM muzkelaprAya che. AganA sAMnidhyamAM mINane ogaLI jatuM aTakAvavuM jo kaSTajanaka che to pIDAnI upasthiti vakhate manane galata sAthe samAdhAna karI letA aTakAvavuM paNa kaSTajanaka ja che. mananA AvA svabhAvane AMkha sAme rAkhIne ja jJAnIoe manane pratijJAbaddha karI devAnI vAta karI che. pratijJAno khyAla manane pralobhanamAM ke pIDAmAM galatamAM pravRtta thatAM acUka aTakAvIne ja rahe che. bAkI cetana, eka prazna tane pUchuM ? tArA hAthamAM soya hoya ane ene salAmata rAkhI devA tane koI doro ApavA taiyAra thaI jAya to e dorAno svIkAra karI levAmAM tuM AnAkAnI kare kharo? tArI pAse rUpiyA 10,000nI noTo chuTTI hoya ane ene surakSita rAkhI devA tane koI pAkITanI 'oNphara' kare to 2 5.

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e pAkITane svIkArI levAmAM tuM gallAtallAM kare kharo? jo nA, to mananI samyapha samajane sthira ane surakSita karI devA jJAnIo pratijJA karI levAnI vAta kare che ene svIkArI levAmAM nA pADavA pAchaLa kAraNa zuM che? yAda rAkhaje. mananI badhI ja mAMga zarIra dvArA ja pUrI thAya che. vAsanAnI mAga zarIranI nathI, mananI che. svAdiSTa bhojananI, karNapriya saMgItanI, suMvALA sparzanI ke manohara dazyonI mAMga indriyonI nathI paNa mananI che. ane mana potAnI A mAMgane pUrI karavA zarIrane ane indriyone satata uttejita karyA ja kare che. basa, pratijJA ahIM ja AtmAnI madade Ave che. mananI galatanI mAMganI pUrti karavA taiyAra thaI jatA zarIrane e galatamAM pravRtta thatA aTakAvIne ja rahe che. tuM pUche che, mana jo majabUta ja che to pratijJA levAnI jarUra zI che? jJAnIo kahe che, mana jo majabUta ja che to pratijJA levAmAM vAMdho zuM che ?

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la 14 zarIramAM pedA thaI jato nAnakaDo paNa roga jo mananI zAMti mATe atyAre jokhamI puravAra thaI rahyo che to mota vakhatanI jAlima vedanA vakhate manane zAMta zI rIte rAkhI zakAze e prazna mane satata mUMjhavI rahyo che. mArgadarzananI apekSA rAkhuM chuM. mRtyuMjaya, mRtyune zAMtidAyaka banAvI zakAya che eka ja raste, jIvanane ApaNe AnaMdadAyaka jo banAvI zakIe chIe to motane zAMtidAyaka banAvI rAkhavAmAM ApaNane koI ja takalIpha paDI zake tema nathI. javAba Apa. jIvana atyAre tuM AnaMdadAyaka jIvI rahyo che ke sukhadAyaka? padArtho pratye nirapekSa yA to udAsIna rahIne tuM jIvanane AnaMdadAyaka banAvI rahyo che ke padArthonA khaDakalA karatA rahIne jIvanane sukhadAyaka banAvI rAkhavA tuM doDadhAma karI rahyo che? 'nAnuM kuTuMba, sukhI kuTuMba" e bogasa sUtro para tane bharoso che ke nahIM enI to mane khabara nathI, paNa 'ochI sAmagrI, ochI apekSA, ochI jaMjALa, ochI doDadhAma, vadhu AnaMda, vadhu mastI, vadhu prasannatA" jJAnInA A vacana para tane bharoso che ke nahIM, e mAre jANavuM che. mRtyuMjaya, aneka vakhatanA tArA eka anubhavanI tane yAda devaDAvuM? TrenamAM te musApharI to anekavAra karI ja haze. je sTezane UtaravAnuM te nakkI karyuM haze e sTezane tuM UtarI paNa gayo hoIza paNa yAda karIne tuM javAba Apa. haLavAza sAthe, leza paNa tanAva vinA tuM kyA sTezane Utaryo hato? kahevuM ja paDaze tAre ke sAmAna jyAre tArI pAse ochAmAM ocho hato athavA to bilakula nahoto tyAre ja tuM saMpUrNa

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haLavAza sAthe sTezane UtarI gayo hato. mAre tane A ja vAta jaNAvavI che. motanuM sTezana jyAre Ave tyAre tuM zAMti, mastI ane prasannatA anubhavI zakIza ke kema e tArA para nirbhara che. jo tArI pAse parigraha ocho haze, apekSAo ochI haze, Asakti mAMdalI haze, AgrahavRtti kAbUmAM haze to motane zAMtidAyaka banAvatA tane koI ja takalIpha nahIM paDe. R paNa, duniyAbharanA padArtho pAmI javAnI prabaLa AkAMkSA tArA manamAM ramatI haze, pAMca gADI, traNa baMgalA, cha phaeNkTarI ane so karoDanuM TarnaoNvara' AvA jAlima parigrahanA bhAra tArI chAtI para khaDakAyA haze to nizcita samajI rAkhaje ke A 'lageja' tArA maraNane trAsadAyaka banAvIne ja raheze. saMdeza spaSTa che. haLavAza sAthe sTezane UtarI javuM che? sAmAna ocho karI nAkho. prasannatA sAthe paralokamAM vidAya thavuM che ? Agraha-Asakti-parigraha-vigraha ochA karI nAkho !

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TITLT/IT|ETIT|TET||T 15 IT|TET|T|T| T|TET|TET| mahApuruSonAM jIvananI mahAnatAnI vAto jyAre paNa sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che tyAre e mahAnatAne sparzavAnI aMtaramAM prabaLa AkAMkSA pedA to thaI jAya che paNa e AkAMkSA mAtra "aramAna' ja banIne 2 vilIna thaI jAya che. vikalpa IIIIIIII Gujpa|||| pAvana, mananI aneka prakAranI badamAsIo paikInI A paNa eka badamAsI che ke e asaMbhavane saMbhava banAvavAnA aramAno sevatuM rahe che paNa saMbhavane vAstavikatAnA stara para lAvavAnI bAbatamAM ghora upekSA sevatuM hoya che. tane ja kahuM chuM. mahAnatAne sparzI javAnI AkAMkSA tArA manamAM jo sAce ja che to hamaNAM eka kAma kara. mahAnatAne eka bAju rAkhI daIne tuM tArA jIvana-vyavahAramAM mANasAInI pratiSThA karato jA. huM tane khUba najIkathI oLakhuM chuM. mAtra be-pAMca rUpiyA khAtara rikSAvALA sAthe jhaghaDI paDatAM tane koI saMkoca thato nathI. mAmUlI apekSA tUTatA tuM patnI sAthe paNa taDAphaDI karI devAmAM pAchuM vALIne joto nathI. tArA mATe nakAmA thaI gayelA jUnAM kapaDAM paNa tuM koka jarUriyAtamaMdane ApI devA rAjI nathI. paisA khAtara AvatI kAle sagA bhAI sAme paNa korTamAM dAvo mAMDavAnI sthiti AvI jAya to tuM emAM pIchehaTha kare tevo nathI. huM tane pUchuM chuM. tuM tArAmAM "mANasAI jIvaMta hovAnI sAbitI ApI zake tema che ? parivAra sAthenA tArA vyavahAramAM, tArA mANaso sAthenA vyavahAramAM, dhaMdhAnA kSetre gharAka -vepArI sAthenA tArA vyavahAramAM mANasAI" haMmezAM 29

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hAjara ja hoya che evuM chAtI ThokIne kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM tuM che kharo ? yAda to che ne tane ke tuM jaMgalanAM pazuo vacce nathI raheto paNa samAjanA mANaso vacce rahe che. attaranI dukAnamAM kAma karanAra mANasa, dukAnamAM AvatA dareka mANasane jo attara ja dekhADato rahe che, viSTA nahIM; to tArA paricayamAM AvatI dareka vyaktine tArAmAM rahela mANasAInAM darzana ja thavA joIe, pazutAnAM nahIM - eTaluM nakkI nahIM ? bhUlIza nahIM ke asaMbhavane saMbhava banAvavAnI ceSTA karavA jatAM saMbhavane 'saMbhava' banAvavAnI hAthamAM rahela amUlya taka paNa veDaphAI jatI hoya che. icchuM chuM huM ke tArA jIvanamAM A karuNatA na ja sarjAya. mahAnatAnI tArA aMtaramAM jAgI jatI AkAMkSAne huM hRdayathI namaskAra karuM chuM paNa hamaNAM mANasAIne jIvaMta rAkhavAnA prayatnomAM lAgI jA. emAM maLatI saphaLatA AvatI kAle tane mahAnatAno patra svAmI banAvIne ja raheze. 30

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16 saMsArI mANasa raDato hoya, duHkhI hoya, udvigna hoya e to samajAya che paraMtu prabhuno bhakta paNa jo raDato ja hoya, duHkhI ane udvigna ja hoya to pachI hAsya konA moDhA para jovA maLavAnuM? ciMtana, saMsArI mANasa hasato paNa hoya ne, to ya enA hAsyanuM koI mUlya nathI kAraNa ke je sAmagrInA kAraNe, je saMyoganA kAraNe ke je saMbaMdhanA kAraNe enA mukha para hAsya pharakatuM jovA maLe che e sAmagrI, e saMyoga ane e saMbaMdha to takalAdI che, keLanA tAra karatAM pAtaLA evA puNyanA pAyA para e UbhA thayA che. jyAM e pAyo halyo, e tamAma sAmagrI, saMyoga ane saMbaMdhamAM kaDAko bolAyo ja samajo ane e pAyo halavAnuM nizcitta ja che. prazna mAtra samayano che. paNa sabUra ! prabhubhakta jo raDato dekhAto hoya, duHkhI ane udvigna jaNAto hoya to eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke A jagatamAM vakhANavA jevuM sukha jo koInuM ya hoya to e mAtra saMyamInuM ja che to A jagatamAM vaMdana karavA jevuM duHkha jo koInuM ya hoya to e mAtra prabhubhaktanuM ja che. kAraNa? A ja ke bhaktanA du:khanA kendramAM prabhuvirahanI vyathA hoya che, prabhumilananI pyAsa hoya che. A vyathA ane A pyAsa ane prabhu sAthe milana karAvIne ja rahetA hoya che. are, ene khudane samaya jatA paramAtmA banAvIne ja rahetA hoya che. zuM kahuM tane? 31

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duniyAbharanA padArthonI prAptinA saMsArInA sukhane tuM trAjavAnA eka pallAmAM mUka ane bhaktanA prabhuvirahanA duHkhane trAjavAnA bIjA pallAmAM mUka. namI javAnuM gaurava bhaktanA duHkhanA pallAne ja maLavAnuM che. aMtima hAsya bhaktanA caherA paranA duHkhane bhAge ja AvavAnuM che. jagatanA cogAnamAM bhakatanuM duHkha ja vijetA banIne bahAra AvavAnuM che. ciMtana, padArthaprAptinA sukhanuM hAsya to A jagatamAM durjanane ya sulabha che jyAre prabhuvirahanuM du:kha to, A saMsAramAM bhakta sivAya bIjA koIne ya sulabha nathI. meM ane teM, saMsAra paribhramaNanA anaMtakALamAM padArthaprAptinuM sukha to anaMtIvAra anubhavyuM che. Ava, A jIvanamAM huM ane tuM, prabhuvirahanA du:khanA mAlika banI jaIe. yAda che ne tane ? bALakanI AMkhamAMthI vahetA AMsu bALakane mammInuM milana karAvIne ja rahe che. prabhumilananuM sadbhAgya pAmavuM che ne ? prabhuviraha raDato ja rahe ! 32

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17 vAsanA ane prema vacceno taphAvata samajAto nathI. kAraNa ke baMnemAM AkarSaNa anubhavAya che, kheMcANa thAya che, jAta bhulAI jAya che. nirNaya zI rIte karavo ke A vAsanA che ane A prema che ? sneha, pANI ane varALa e baMne vacce je taphAvata che basa. e ja taphAvata vAsanA ane prema vacce che. pANI jema nIcANa tarapha ja jatuM rahe che tema vAsanA kAyama mATe AtmAne nIce tarapha ja laI jatI hoya che. nIce tarapha eTale ? durbuddhi tarapha, durguNo tarapha ane durgati tarapha ! jyAre prema e to varALa jevo che. varALa jema upara tarapha ja jatI hoya che tema prema AtmAne upara tarapha ja laI jato hoya che. upara tarapha eTale ? sadguddhi tarapha, sadguNo tarapha, sadgati tarapha dhAvatuM paramagati tarapha paNa ! eka vAtano tane khyAla che ? pANInuM zuddha svarUpa e jo varALa che to varALanuM azuddha svarUpa e pANI che. basa, e ja nyAye vAsanAnuM zuddha svarUpa e jo prema che to premanuM azuddha svarUpa e vAsanA che. tane samajAya e bhASAmAM kahuM to AkarSaNanA kendramAM jyAre padArtha' Ave che tyAre e AkarSaNa vAsanA svarUpa banI jAya che ane AkarSatranA kendramAM jyAre paramAtmA' Ave che tyAre e AkarSaNa premasvarUpa banI jAya che. duHkhada hakIkta e che ke A jagatanA bahujanavarge to vAsanAne ja 'prema'nuM nAma ApI dIdhuM che. 'strI para mane bahu prema che' AvI gulabAMga pheMkanArane eTaluM ja tuM pUchI joje ke strI pa2 33

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prema eTale konA para prema ? strInA zarIra para prema ke strI zarIramAM rahela AtmA para prema ? spaSTa javAba tane A ja maLaze ke strI zarIra para prema che ! ane vAsanAne "prema"nuM nAma ApI devAnuM duSpariNAma Aje koNa nathI anubhavatuM e prazna che. konAM lagnajIvanamAM zAMti, prasannatA ane AnaMda che? konuM lagnajIvana mastIpUrvaka pasAra thaI rahyuM che? sarvatra ukaLATa che, udvega che, phariyAda che, tanAva che ane Aveza che. kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke lagnajIvananI badhI ja mastI Aje lagna samaye paDAvela phoTAonA AlabamamAM keda thaI gaI che. | sneha, vAsanAnAM jIvano to bahu pasAra karyA. A jIvana tuM premanuM banAvI de. premanuM eTale? AkarSaNanA kendramAM kAM to paramAtmA hoya ane kAM to paramAtmAnA parivAra svarUpa pavitratA-prasannatA-puNya hoya ! tAruM Urdhvagamana nizcita banI jaze.

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dharma AtmAne vizrAmamAM laI jAya che evuM sAMbhaLIne dharmamArge pravRtta to thayo paraMtu kahevA do mane ke dharma mArA mATe kaSTakAraka ane tanAvadAyaka ja puravAra thayo che. meM sAMbhaLyuM e khoTuM ke mAro anubhava khoTo che? taijasa, tArA praznano javAba ApatAM pahelAM mAre tane eka evI vAta jaNAvavI che ke je vAta samajAtAM ja tane tArA praznano javAba maLI jaze. javAba Apa. vyAyAma mANasa zA mATe kare che? zarIrane thakavI nAkhavA ke taMdurasta rAkhavA ? tAro A ja javAba haze ke zarIrane taMdurasta rAkhavA ! have bIjo javAba Apa. navo vyAyAma zarIrane thakavI nAkhe che ke tAjagI Ape che? javAba tAro A ja haze ke navo vyAyAma zarIrane thakavI nAkhe che. A to prazna e che ke vyAyAma jo zarIrane thakavI ja nAkhe che to pachI mANasa vyAyAma kare che zuM kAma? eTalA mATe ke e ja vyAyAma jo satata cAlu ja rahe che to lAMbe gALe e vyAyAma zarIra mATe lAbhadAyaka puravAra thaIne ja rahe che. TUMkamAM, navo vyAyAma zarIrane thakavI nAkhe che paNa e ja vyAyAma jo abhyAsarUpa banI jAya che to abhyAsarUpa banI. jato e vyAyAma zarIra mATe tAjagIdAyaka puravAra thaIne ja rahe che. 'dharma AtmAne vizrAmamAM laI jAya che... jJAnInuM A vacana jo so TakA sAcuM che to dharma tArA mATe kaSTakAraka ane paNa che. A 35

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tanAvadAyaka puravAra thayAno tAro anubhava paNa so TakA sAco ja che. AmAM virodhAbhAsa bhale dekhAto hoya paNa virodhAbhAsa jevuM kAMI ja nathI. kAraNa ke, tAro Ajano dharma navA vyAyAmanI kaLAo che, e tane kaSTadAyaka lAgavAno ja che paraMtu e chatAM ya tuM jo e dharmane lAMbA samaya sudhI pakaDI ja rAkhIza to AvatI kAle e dharma tArA mATe vizrAmanuM kAraNa banIne ja raheze. taijasa, mAro potAno A ja anubhava che. saMyamajIvananA zarUAtanA divaso mArA mATe ya kaSTadAyaka ja hatA paNa Aje ? prasannatAnA e gaganamAM mAruM mana atyAre UDI rahyuM che ke je prasannatA kadAca cakravartInA anubhavano viSaya panna nahIM banatI hoya ! kAraNa ? A ja. dharma meM satata pakaDI ja rAkhyo. dharmArAdhanAno rasa meM satata jALavI ja rAkhyo. mArI tane paNa A ja salAha che. dharmakSetranA tArA atyAranA anubhavane vajana ApyA vinA dharma nuM cAlu ja rAkha. nyAla thaI jaIza. 3

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mananA bhAvone chupAvyA vinA ApanI pAse khullo ekarAra karuM chuM ke mArA mATe yAvatuM mArA parivAra mATe nakAmAM thaI gayela mArAM mAtA-pitA mane atyAre bojarUpa lAgI rahyA che ! ApanuM koI sUcana? dhairya, vRkSa phaLa ApavAnuM baMdha kare che tyAre ya enuM chAyA ApavAnuM to cAlu ja hoya che e tArA khyAlamAM ja haze. gAya dUdha ApavAnuM baMdha kare che tyAre ya enuM chANa ane mUtra ApavAnuM to cAlu ja hoya che e ya tArA khyAlamAM ja haze. tuM tArAM jIvaMta mAtA-pitAne atyAre 'nakAmAM' mAnI beTho che ema? tArA mATe "nakAmAM'nI vyAkhyA zI che? tuM e apekSA to nathI rAkhato ne ke tArA pitAe A uMmare paNa paisA kamAvA ja joIe ! tuM e gaNatarImAM to nathI rAcato ne ke tArI mAtAe A uMmare paNa rasoDuM sAcavavuM ja joIe ! tuM icche che zuM tArA vRddhAvasthAe pahoMcelAM mAtA-pitA pAse ? A e mAtA-pitA che ke je tArA janmadAtA banIne ja aTakI nathI gayA paraMtu jIvanadAtA paNa banyA che ane saMskAradAtA paNa banyA che. tArA sukha mATe emaNe potAnAM DhagalAbaMdha sukhonuM balidAna paNa ApyuM che to tane duHkhathI dUra rAkhavA, pote DhagalAbaMdha duHkhone bhogavI paNa lIdhA che ! AvA upakArI ane sukhakArI mA-bApa Aje tane nakAmAM lAgI rahyA che? emanI gharamAM hAjarI tane AMkhanA kaNAnI jema khUMcI rahI che? UMDe UMDe tArA manamAM emanI vidAya jaladI thaI jAya evI halakaTa vRtti dhabakI rahI che ? 37

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vairya, eka vAta tuM satata AMkha sAme rAkhaje ke mANasa 'virodha'mAM to hajI ya svasthatA TakAvI zake che paraMtu 'upekSA'mAM to tUTI ja jAya che. je mALIe bagIcAne Ubho karavAmAM ane lIlochama rAkhavAmAM jiMdagInA mahattvanAM varaso kharacI nAkhyA hoya e mALI potAnA ja bagIcAmAM potAnA ja putrothI jyAre upekSita thaI rahyo hoya tyAre e mALInI manodazA kevI karuNa thaI jatI haze, enI tane koI kalpanA nathI. . eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke tArAM mAtA-pitA Aje nakAmAM nathI thaI gayA paNa AvA upakArI mAtA-pitAne 'nakAmAM mAnI beTheluM tAruM mana ja nakAmuM - vikRta ane bhayaMkara banI gayuM che. mAtA-pitA tArA mATe bojarUpa nathI paraMtu gaTara jevuM gaMdhAtuM tAruM khudanuM mana ja tArA mATe bojarUpa che. mArI tane eka ja salAha che. tArA manane tuM sudhArI de. tArA manane tuM attaranI dukAna jevuM banAvI de. pachI A mAtA-pitA tane nakAmAM nahIM lAge, vizrAmarUpa lAgaze ! 38

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20 lAkha prayAsa pachI ya manane atItanI galata smRtithI ane bhaviSyanI phogaTa ciMtAthI mukta rAkhavAmAM huM saphaLa banI zakato nathI. koI evo maMtrakharo ke je manane smRti-ciMtAthI mukta karIne ja rahe. ' rAjeza, aMdhane jIvanabharane mATe surakSita karI devAno zreSTha vikalpa, enA hAthamAM lAkaDI pakaDAvI devI e nathI paraMtu ene AMkha ApI devI e che. je takalIphathI mukta thavA mArI pAse maMtranI mAgaNI karI che e takalIpha evI nathI ke je maMtra gaNavAthI dUra thaI jAya, e takalIphathI mukta thavA to samyaka samaja ja keLavavI jarUrI che. ane ahIM tane huM samyaka samajanI ja kaMIka vAta atIta e che ke je vItI cUkyuM che, marI gayuM che, cAlyuM gayuM che ane bhaviSya e che ke je AvyuM ja nathI, jaLyuM ja nathI, upasthita ja thayuM nathI. jyAre vartamAna e che ke je atyAre hAjara ja che, jIvaMta ja che, tArI sAme ja che. tArI bhASAmAM tane samajAvuM to mRta vyaktinA thaI gayela agnisaMskAra e atIta che. jeno hajI janma ja nathI thayo evuM bALaka e bhaviSya che, jyAre tArI sAmeja Ubhelo yuvAna putra e vartamAna che. | huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. tuM ciMtA kare to konI kare ? tuM sAcave to kone sAcave ? tuM mAvajata kare to konI kare ? tArI sAme UbhelA yuvAna putranI ja ne? . basa, mAre tane A ja kahevuM che. jo atItanI smRti

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ane bhaviSyanI ciMtA e baMne bhegA thaIne tArA vartamAnanuM balidAna laIne ja rahetA hoya to samajaNapUrvaka tAre e galata rAhethI pAchA pharIne tArA vartamAnane sAcavI levo joIe. vartamAnano sadupayoga karI levo joIe. eka ati mahattvanI vAta tane karuM ? Aje tane je atIta lAge che e paNa eka vAra to tArA hAthamAM vartamAna banIne ja Avyo hato ane Aje tane je bhaviSya lAge che e paNa tArA hAthamAM jyAre paNa AvavAnuM che tyAre vartamAna banIne ja AvavAnuM che. - jo vartamAnane cUkatA ja rahevAnI tane Adata paDI jaze to jIvananA aMta samaya sudhI tuM e ja mAnasika tanAva anubhavato rahevAno ke je tuM atyAre anubhavI rahyo che ! vAMcI le eka vicArakanI A paMktio - | 'gaIkAlanA aphasosathI ane AvatIkAlanI ciMtAthI jo hRdayane bharI dezo to Aje tamArI pAse AbhAra mAnavA mATe kAMI ja bacyuM nahIM hoya !"

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21 parvatanI taLeTI para UMTa lagabhaga jovA nathI maLatuM. moTe bhAge e raNapradezamAM ja jovA maLe che. zuM UMTane parvatano Dara lAgato hoya che ? zuM raNapradeza UMTane salAmata lAgato hoya che ? AnA para kaMIka prakAza pADo ema IcchuM chuM. jyotIndra, parvatathI dUra rahevAnA ane raNapradezanI najIka vasavAnA UMTanA svabhAva pAchaLa zuM kAraNa haze enI to UMTane potAne ja khabara hoya ne ? kAraNa ke e pazu che, ApaNe mANasa chIe. pazu-paMkhInI ceSTA aMge mANasa vadhumAM vadhu anumAna ja karI zake paNa e anumAnane hakIkatanuM pIThabaLa hoya ja evuM nizcitta to zeM kahI zakAya ? paNa, UMTa aMge te je kAMI lakhyuM che e badhuM ya ahaMkArane barAbara lAgu paDe che ane eTale ja ahIM e saMdarbhamAM keTalIka vAta tane huM jaNAvavA mAguM chuM. ahaMkAranI sauthI moTI vizeSatA e hoya che ke e kyAreya potAnAthI caDiyAtAnI dostI karavA taiyAra hoto nathI. pavaMta pAse jatAM UMTa eTalA mATe mobha anubhavatuM haze ke parvatanI AgaLa e sAva vAmaNuM ja lAgatuM haze jyAre raNapradeza AgaLa to e pote ja parvatatulya banI jatuM haze. hA. naMbara eka para ja hevuM, viziSTa ja banavuM, badhAyanI AgaLa ja rahevuM, potAnA tarapha ja badhAyanuM dhyAna kendrita rAkhavuM, badhA karatA alaga ja tarI AvavuM, A ja to ahaMkAranI mAga hoya che, khAsa hoya che ane bhUkha hoya che. ane e mAga, plAsa ane bhUkha saMtoSavA e kAyama mATe poAtanA karatAM je nIce hoya che. pAchaLa hoya che enI ja sAthe dostI karato hoya che. 41

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raNapradezanA lAMbA paTa para doDI rahela UMTa konI najaramAMthI bAkAta rahI jatuM haze e prazna che ane virATa parvata pAse UbhuM rahI jatuM UMTa konI najarano viSaya banatuM haze e prazna che. ahaMkArane A vAstavikatAno barAbara khyAla hoya che ane eTale ja e kyAreya potAnA karatA nIcalI kakSAe rahelA sAthe dostI jamAvI levAnI takane jatI karato nathI to potAnA karatA AgaLa rahelA sAthe dostI karavAnI svapnamAM ya e bhUla karato nathI. paNa sabUra ! A zailImAM jIvI rahela ahaMkAra potAnA tarapha sahunuM dhyAna AkarSita karavAmAM bhale saphaLa banato haze paNa potAnuM zuddhIkaraNa karavAmAM ane e zuddhIkaraNa karavA dvArA siddhigatine pAmI javAmAM to e kyAreya saphaLa banato nathI. daDo tArA medAnamAM che. viziSTa banyA rahevA dvArA vikAsanI zakyatA para pUrNavirAma mUkI detA o ahaMkAra ! tArI sAthe mAre kiTTA che! 4 2

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22 duHkhathI chuTakAro meLavavAnA prayAsomAM saphaLatA nathI ja maLI mane, evuM to nahIM kahuM paNa e saphaLatA ciraMjIvI AjasudhI to nathI banI zakI. kAraNa zuM haze enI pAchaLa, e huM jANavA mAguM chuM. bI saMvega, kUtarAnI pUchaDIne sIdhI rAkhavAmAM jo kAyamI saphaLatA maLe, paththarane upara tarapha ja dhakelatA rahevAmAM jo kAyamI saphaLatA maLe, pANIne uSNa rAkhavAmAM jo kAyamI saphaLatA maLe to ja saMsAramAM rahenAra vyaktine - pachI cAhe e sajjana hoya ke durjana hoya, sAdhu hoya ke saMsArI hoya, strI hoya ke puruSa hoya, zrImaMta hoya ke daridra hoya - duHkhathI chuTakAro meLavavAmAM kAyamI saphaLatA maLe! hA. eka vikalpa evo che kharo ke je vikalpa tane du:khamAM ya du:khano anubhava thavA na de, pratikULatAmAM ya tane pratikULatAjanya vyathAno anubhava thavA na de, agavaDamAM ya tane agavaDatAjanya vedanAno anubhava thavA na de. kayo che e vikalpa, ema jo tuM pUchato ho to eno javAba A che. duHkha bhale ema ne ema rahe, duHkhane jovAno tAro dRSTikoNa badalI nAkha. hakArAtmaka dRSTikoNa, samyaka dRSTikoNa, vidheyAtmaka dRSTikoNa tArA duHkhane kadAca ravAnA bhale nahIM kare paNa tane duHkhI banAvatA rahevAnI du:khanI tAkAtane to e toDI ja nAkhaze. saMvega, mananI vakratA A che ke e duHkhI thavA taiyAra che paNa dRSTikoNa badalavA taiyAra nathI. e hatAza thavA taiyAra che paNa hakArAtmaka abhigama apanAvavAnI enI koI ja

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pa . taiyArI nathI. e vedanA bhogavavA taiyAra che paNa vidheyAtmaka abhigama sAthe dostI jamAvI devA e taiyAra nathI. eka prayoga batAvuM? dhAra ke tArA zarIramAM 102 DigrI tAva che. zarIra tAruM dhakhe che, paga tArA tUTe che, mAthuM tAruM bhame che, peTa tAruM kheMcAya che. A sthitimAM mana tAruM ema kahe che ke "ATalo badho tAva? ATalI badhI kaLatara ?" ahIM apanAvI le samyaka dRSTikoNa. 'ATalo ja tAva ? ane mAtra tAva ja ? alsara nahIM ? kaeNnsara nahIM? jhADA nahIM ? lohInI UlaTI nahIM ? prabhu, tArI parama karuNA ke ATalI ja vedanA mAre lamaNe jhIMkAI !" zuM tuM ema mAne che ke A dRSTikoNa apanAvyA pachI ya tAruM mana udvignatAnuM zikAra banyuM raheze? haragija nahIM. sarpa [duHkha bhale haTe nahIM, enAmAM rahela jhera [galata dRSTikoNa ne dUra karI de. pachI tAre DaravAnuM koI kAraNa nahIM rahe.

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23)(IT). vyaktio sAthenA saMparkanAM sAdhano puSkaLa vadhyA hovA chatAM ane saraLatAthI upalabdha chatAM khabara nahIM, e saMparkamAM nathI AtmIyatA anubhavAtI ke nathI koI uSmA anubhavAtI. kAraNa zuM haze enI pAchaLa ? namana, maMdiramAM thatI AratI vakhate ghaMTanuM vArDa ane mazIna vagADe, e be vacce kaMIka pharaka to rahevAno ja ne ? tArA mitrane tuM rUbarU maLe ane TeliphonanA mAdhyame maLe, anubhUtimAM pharaka to anubhavAvAno ja ne ? mArA hastAkSaravALo patra tane maLe ane e patranI jheroksa nakka tane maLe, tArA hradayamAM UThatAM saMvedanomAM pharaka to paDavAno ja ne ? eka cIjanuM sarjana mANasa kare ane e ja cIjanuM sarjana mazIna kare, eno upayoga karanAranI anubhUtimAM kaIka to taphAvata paDavAno ja ne ? are, jIvaMta pAtrovALuM nATaka tuM jue ane thiyeTaranA paDadA para pragaTa dhanuM pikcara jue, tArA hRdayamAM UThatI lAgaNIomAM pharaka to rahevAno ja ne ! teM je puchAvyuM eno A ja javAba che. saMparkanAM sAdhano jarUra vadhyA che paNa jIvaMta nahIM, mRta ! Teliphona, I-meIla, vebasAiTa, Telivijhana, kebala, viDIyo, upagraha, seTelAiTa kebala vagere badhAyamAM jIvaMtatA kyAM ? saMvedanazIlatA kyAM ? lAgaNIzIlatA kyAM ? namana, vijJAnayuge mAlasa-mANasa vaccenA hajAro mAIlonA attarane nAmazeSa karI nAkhavAmAM saphaLatA jarUra hAMsala karI che paNa e aMtarane nAmazeSa karI nAkhatAM sAdhanonA bephAma 45

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upayoga mANasa-mANasa vacce rahela AtmIyatAnA saMbaMdhamAM karuNatAjanaka hade kaDAko bolAvI dIdho che. bhUkaMpanI tabAhI mANasa TI.vI. para najaronajara joI rahyo che, hajAro mANasone makAnonA kATamALa heThaLa dabAI jatA e najaronajara joI rahyo che. emanAM zarIramAMthI vahI rahela lohI, emanAM zarIranAM kSata-vikSata aMgopAMgo, emanA vikRta caherAo, e sahunI dila pIgaLAvI nAkhatI cIso, A badhuM ya TI.vI. para ene dekhAI rahyuM che ane saMbhaLAI rahyuM che ane chatAM enA hAthamAM rahela cAno kapa paDI jato nathI, chUTI jato nathI, khinna vadane kapa nIce mUkI daIne e cA pIvAnuM mAMDI vALato nathI. namana, mArI tane khAsa salAha paNa che ane bhalAmaNa paNa che ke jIvaMta vyaktio sAthenA saMparkamAM mazInono upayoga tuM je hade TALI zakato hoya te hade TALato raheje. tArA zarIrane TakAvI rahela hRdayanI jema tArA jIvana mATe protsAhaka banatI saMvedanazIlatAne tuM acUka jIvatadAna ApI zakIza.

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24 pApI pratye jo sajjanonA aMtaHkaraNamAM sahAnubhUtinI lAgaNI dhabakatI rahe ja che to evI ja lAgaNI vyasanI pratye sahunAM hRdayamAM dhabakatI kema nahIM rahetI hoya? zuM vyasanI pApI karatAM vadhu khataranAka che? svapnila, pApa ane vyasana vacceno eka mahattama taphAvata tuM AMkha sAme rAkhaje. pApa e che ke je khudane ja barabAda kare che jyAre vyasana e che ke je khudane to barabAda kare ja che paraMtu sAthosAtha parivArane paNa barabAda kare che. pApI jAtane mATe ja khataranAkapuravAra thAya che jyAre vyasanI to konA mATe khataranAka puravAra nathI thato e prazna che. pApI bIjAne mATe galata AlaMbanarUpa puravAra nathI paNa thato paraMtu vyasanI to aneka mATe galata AlaMbanarUpa puravAra thato rahe che. are, pApIne hajIya kokanI zarama naDe che ane pApa karatA e aTakI jAya che paraMtu vyasanI to bezarama banIne sahunI vacce vyasananuM sevana karato rahe che. vyasanInI eka ati khataranAkatA tarapha tAruM dhyAna doruM? tuM mane javAba Apa. eka evA DaoNkTara che ke je dardInuM oNparezana to sarasa rIte kare che paNa emanA svabhAva mujaba aDadhA oNparezane dardIne oNparezana Tebala para sUtelo rAkhIne pote oNparezana thiyeTaranI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. tAre khudane oNparezana karAvavAno prasaMga Avyo hoya to tuM e DaoNkTara pAse oNparezana karAve kharo? jo nA, e ja tAro javAba hoya to huM tane eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke vyasanI - pachI cAhe e sigareTano vyasanI hoya ke dArUno vyasanI hoya, jugArano vyasanI hoya ke guTakhAno 47

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vyasanI hoya - A DaoNkTara jevo che, ke je potAnI yuvAna patnIne, nirdoSa bALakone ane sahArAnI apekSA rAkhIne jIvana pasAra karI rahela mAtA-pitAne niHsahAya avasthAmAM choDIne smazAnamAM jaIne sUI jAya che. svapnila, meM mArI AMkha sAme guTakhAnA sevane kaeNnsarano bhoga banelA keTalAya yuvAnone paraloka bhegA ravAnA thatA joyA che. emAMnA eka yuvAnanI patnIe to AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe mane vinaMti karI che ke 'mahArAja sAheba, ApanI yuvAzibiramAM AvI rahelA yuvAnone eka vAta khAsa karajo ke "jo tame koI paNa prakAranA vyasananA zikAra ho to maherabAnI karIne lagna karatAM ja nahIM. tame to yuvAnImAM marIne chUTI jazo paNa tamArI pAchaLa tamAro parivAra to, jIvatAM ja marI jaze !' svapnila, vyasanI tiraskArapAtra nathI ja paNa pote ja sahuno tiraskArapAtra banavA doDato hoya to enuM karavuM zuM ? 48

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25 duHkha apriya hovA chatAM jIvanamAM Ave ja che, ene dUra karavAnA lAkha prayAso chatAM ya e jIvanamAM aDDo jamAvIne paDyuM-pAtharyuM rahe ja che. zuM Ano koI kAyamI vikalpa ja nahIM hoya? harSita, phUlonI mALA to te joI che ne? javAba Apa. phUlone to te ghaNI vAra joyA haze paNa e phUlone eka ja tAMtaNe bAMdhI rAkhanAra dorAnAM darzana te kyAreya karyA che kharA? e doro tArI najare kyAreya caDyo che kharo? kadAca A praznano tAro javAba "nA" mAM ja haze. te je vikalpa mAgyo che ne duHkhothI mukta thavAno, eno javAba AmAM che. tArI najara duHkho tarapha to anekavAra gaI che paNa e duHkhone janma ApanAra kAraNo tarapha tArI najara kyAreya gaI che kharI? doro tUTavAnI sAthe ja phUlo jema ApoApa vikharAI jAya che tema jIvanamAMthI duHkhonAM kAraNone dUra karatAMnI sAthe ja AtmA duHkhamukta thavAnA mArga para AgekUca karato jAya che. yAda rAkhaje, kAraNane jIvaMta rAkhIne kAryathI bacatA rahevAmAM koIne ya saphaLatA maLI nathI ane maLavAnI paNa nathI. duHkha e jo kArya che to pApa e kAraNa che. azAtAno udaya e ja kArya che to azAtAnuM dAna e kAraNa che. daridratA e ja kArya che to anIti, corI vagere kAraNa che. tane mAre eTaluM ja pUchavuM che ke tuM duHkhada pariNAmathI ja tArI jAtane bacAvavA mAge che ke pachI e pariNAmane janma ApatI prakriyAthI tArI jAtane bacAvavA mAge che? zuM kahuM tane? 48

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zaradIthI bacavA mANasa dahIMthI dUra hevA taiyAra che, tAvathI bacavA mANasa dhumADAthI dUra rahevA taiyAra che, zvAsanI takalIphathI bacavA mANasa dhULathI dUra rahevA taiyAra che, daridratAnA trAsathI bacavA mANasa guMDAthI dUra rahevA taiyAra che, paNa, du:khathI bacavA e pApathI jAtane dUra rAkhavA taiyAra nathI. azAtAnA udayathI bacavA e taiyAra che paNa azAtAnA baMdhathI bacavA parapIDanathI - parahiMsAthI jAtane dUra rAkhavA e taiyAra nathI. harSita, duHkha mAtra tane ja nahIM, A jagatanA jIvamAtrane apriya che. pApa tane ja nahIM, kone nathI AkarSatuM e prazna che. jyAM sudhI mana pApanA AkarSaNathI mukta nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAnAM lamaNe duHkho jhIMkAtA ja rahevAnAM che, jhIMkAtA ja rahevAnAM che. kadAca anaMtakALa sudhI ! pa0

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bIjAnI to zuM vAta karuM? mArI ja potAnI vAta karuM to nikhAlasa dile ekarAra karuM chuM ke jene sukha-prasanatA ke mastI kahI zakAya evA tamAma prakAranA anubhavothI huM dUra dhakelAto jato houM evuM lAge che. kAraNa zuM haze? saMjaya, tane huM oLakhuM chuM. tArI mahattvAkAMkSAono mane khyAla che. dhana pAchaLanI tArI AMdhaLI doTa meM khude joI che. naMbara eka para TakI rahevAnuM tAruM pAgalapana mArA khyAlamAM che. bhUkha-tarasa-nidrA-UMghanuM balidAna daIne ya paisA banAvatA rahevAnI tArI vRttino mane khyAla che. tane kadAca khyAla ja haze ke tuM mane ghaNA vakhata pahelAM rUbarU maLavA Avyo hato tyAre meM tane pUchayuM hatuM ke 'saMjaya, tAre khAdhepIdhe sukhI thavuM che ke pachI paise-Take sukhI thavuM che ?' 'mahArAja sAheba, khAdhepIdhe to gadheDA ane baLadiyA paNa sukhI hoya che. ApaNe to paise-Take sukhI thavAvALA mANasa chIe' meM tane pUchelA praznano tAro A javAba hato. | khera, Aje tuM sukha-mastI-prasannatAnA anubhava aMge jyAre samAdhAna meLavavA mArI samakSa upasthita thayo che tyAre mAre tane A ja kahevuM che ke sukhano anubhava saMtoSane baMdhAyelo che ane saMtoSa jarUriyAtapUrti AgaLa aTakI javA taiyAra hoya che. 1tane khabara ja haze ke peTa bahu bahu to pAMca-dasa roTalI ja mAgatuM hoya che. zarIra bahu bahu to cha-sAta phUTanI jagA ja mAgatuM hoya che. paga paNa potAnA mApathI vadhu mApavALA bUTa paheravA taiyAra thatA nathI. moTA mApavALAM kapaDAM paheravA to zarIra paNa taiyAra thatuM nathI. paNa che. A 5 1

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TUMkamAM, zarIrane "khAdhepIdhe' sukhI thavAmAM ja rasa che paNa mana? e to icchAo pedA karavAnuM na samajI zakAya tevuM jAlima yaMtra che. jarUriyAtapUrtimAM e kyAreya rAjI thatuM nathI. icchApUrti e ja enI AkAMkSA hoya che ane kamAlanI vAta to e che ke icchA anaMta che. game teTalA prayAso ene pUrI karavAnA tame karo, ene pUrNa karavAnA tamArA prayAso adhUrA ja rahe. saMjaya, tAre to "paise-Take sukhI thavuM che ne? lakhI rAkhaje tArA hRdayanI dIvAla para ke paisA pAchaLanI doTa tAro Tako karI nAkhaze to ya "sukha' to mAtra tArI AzAno ke kalpanAno viSaya ja banI raheze. gaNita spaSTa che. khAdhepIdhe ja sukhI thavuM hoya to e sukha atyAre ya tArI pAse che ane paise-Take ja tAre sukhI thavuM hoya to e sukha tuM lAkaDA bhego thaIza tyAre ya tArI anubhUtino viSaya banavAnuM nathI. pasaMdagIno nirNaya tArA hAthamAM che.

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20 saMpatti mArI pAse be-sumAra che. buddhinA mArA vaibhavathI acchA acchA mANaso mArAthI prabhAvita che. vyaktitva mAruM bhAre AkarSaka che paNa khabara nahIM, loko mane oLakhe che kharA paNa cAhatA nathI. kAraNa zuM haze AnI pAchaLa ? to harSa, vAdaLa pANIthI bharAyelAM ja rahe ane varase nahIM vRkSa phaLothI sabhara hoya ane koIne ya e phaLa Ape ja nahIM to ? nadI be kAMThe dhasamasatI vahI rahI hoya ane koIne ya e pANI levA ja na de to ? sUrya bhale ne game teTalo tejasvI che paNa potAno prakAza e potAnI pAse ja rAkhI mUke to ? javAba A tamAma praznono eka ja che. zuM vAdaLa ke zuM vRkSa, zuM nadI ke zuM sUrya, koI paNa vyakti ene cAhavA taiyA2 na ja thAya. tAtparyArtha Ano spaSTa che. saMgrahazIlane loko oLakhe che jarUra paNa ene cAhavA koI ja taiyAra hotuM nathI. jyAre udAra vyaktine loko mAtra oLakhatA ja nathI hotA, ene prema paNa bharapUra karatA hoya che, cAhatA paNa khUba hoya che. teM mane puchAyela praznano A ja javAba che. tArI pAse saMpatti-buddhi-vyaktitva badhuM ya che eTale loko tane oLakhe che jarUra paNa tArI saMpatti nathI koInAM ya AMsu lUchavAmAM kAma lAgatI, nathI tArI buddhi koIne ya samAdhiThAnanuM kAraNa banatI, nathI tAruM vyaktitva koInI ya prasannatAmAM nimitta banatuM ane eTale ja loko tane oLakhe che kharA paNa cAhatA nathI. harSa, joI leje tArI javanazailI, tyAM paramArthane ke paropakArane te sthAna ApyuM ja che evuM kahI zakavAnI sthitimAM 53

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tuM che kharo ? tapAsI leje tArI vicArazailI. tyAM svArtha gauNa che ane paramArtha mukhya che ema tane spaSTa lAge che kharuM ? khoTuM na lagADato paNa huM tane oLakhuM chuM. tArI uDAuvRtti paNa mArA khyAlamAM che to tArI kRpaNavRtti paNa mArA khyAlamAM che. hoTalamAM 2000 rUpiyA veDaphI nAkhatA tane koI hicakicATa thato nathI paNa e ja hoTalanA nAke UbhA rahetA bhikhArIne 1 rUpiyo ApavA ya tuM taiyAra hoto nathI. havA khAvAnAM sthaLo para tuM 10,000 rUpiyA uDADI de che paNa AtmakalyANa mATe protsAhaka banatA sthAnanA nirmANamAM 10 rUpiyAnuM yogadAna ApavA paNa tArI taiyArI hotI nathI. A che tArI adhama manovRtti ane kaniSTa jIvanazailI ane chatAM huM apekSA rAkhe che ke loko tane cAhatA rahe ema harSa, loko tane cAhatA kema nathI ? e prazna jo tAro che to loko tane mAratA kema nathI ? e prazna mAro che. jIvanane gaurava bakSavuM che ? bheguM na karato jA. uvaDato na jA. sahuno bhAga rAkhato jA. 54

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28 prabhu che' e zraddhA che. prabhu acijyazakti sampana che' e zraddhA paNa che. prabhu karuNAsAgara che' e zraddhA paNa che paraMtu e zraddhAne daDha banAve evA sukhada anubhavothI jIvana sarvathA vaMcita che. koI samAdhAna? | viveka, AMkha sAme ja manohara udyAna hovA chatAM dArUDiyAne e udyAnanI bhavyatAno koI ja khyAla nathI Avato enI to tane khabara che ne ? attaranI dukAnamAM khurazI para beThA beThA sUI gayela mANasane attaranI suvAsanI koI ja anubhUti nathI thatI e to tArA khyAlamAM che ne ? behoza mANasanA zarIra para oNparezana Tebala para DaoNkTara charIo pheravatA hovA chatAM enI koI ja vedanA e dardI anubhavato nathI enI to tane khabara che ne? basa, prabhunI acijyazakti sampannatA, prabhunI anaMta karuNA, prabhunI parama tArakatA, prabhunI mahAna sarvajJatA, prabhunI akAraNa vatsalatA, prabhunI niSkAraNa baMdhutA-A tamAmano ApaNane satata ane pratipaLa anubhava thaI rahyo hovA chatAM ApaNane enI jo khabara paDatI nathI to enuM eka ja kAraNa che, ApaNe mohanA nazAmAM chIe, ApaNe vAsanAnA nazAmAM chIe, ApaNe mUcchita chIe, ApaNe lobhAMdha chIe, ApaNe uddhata chIe, ApaNe uzRMkhala chIe. viveka, eka prazna tane pUchuM ? mana pApa mATe taiyAra hovA chatAM, AMkha sAme pApa mATenA sAnukULa saMyogo UbhA thaI gayA hovA chatAM, AkarSaka pralobhana AMkha sAme hAjara hovA chatAM ya pApamAM pravRtta | 55

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thatAM tuM aTakI gayo hoya evA anubhavamAMthI tuM zuM kyAreya jIvanamAM gujaryo ja nathI? rastA para cAlatA kokanI gADI ekadama teja gatithI tArA zarIrane sparzIne bAjumAMthI nIkaLI gaI hoya ane tuM maratA bacI gayo hoya evo anubhava tane zuM jIvanamAM kyAreya thayo ja nathI ? - TUMkamAM, bhAvaprANa ane dravyaprANa, banne ya khatama thaI javAnA badhA ja saMyogo UbhA thaI gayA hovA chatAM e banne prANo salAmata rahI gayA hoya evA anubhavo jIvanamAM tane paNa thayA haze to mane paNa thayA che. A anubhavono yaza tuM kone ApIza ? A anubhavonA cAlakabaLa tarIke tuM konuM nAma ApIza ? A anubhavonA kendrasthAne tuM kone rAkhIza? viveka, mAre ane tAre, A jIvanamAM eka ja kAma karavAnuM che, mohanA ekachatrI AdhipatyathI AtmAne mukta karavAnuM. emAM saphaLatA maLatAveta prabhunI satata vahI rahela karuNA ApaNA khyAlano viSaya banIne ja raheze.

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29 eka ja oNphisamAM be zeThanA hAtha nIce kAma karI rahelA nokarane kayA kAmamAM kayA zeThanI AjJA mAnavI, eno nirNaya karavo saraLa haze paNa jIvanamAM mAre konI AjJA mAnavI, buddhinI ke hRdayanI ? huM koI ja nirNaya karI zakato nathI. samAdhAna? hArdika, ekadama jADI bhASAmAM tane samajAvuM to sukha ane duHkhanI bAbatamAM bhale tuM buddhinI AjJA mAnato rahe paNa puNya ane pApanI bAbatamAM, guNa ane doSanI bAbatamAM, maitrI ane duzmanAvaTanI bAbatamAM, kArya ane akAryanI bAbatamAM, sAra ane asArano viveka karavAnI bAbatamAM to tuM hRdayanI salAha ja leto raheje ane hRdayanI AjJA ja mAnato raheje. 'paisA kaI rIte banAvavA?' A prazna jarUra pUchaje tuM buddhine paraMtu 'paisA banAvavA jatAM dhyAna zuM rAkhavAnuM?' A praznanuM samAdhAna to tuM hRdaya pAsethI ja meLavaje. 'lagna karavA ke nahIM ?' A praznanA samAdhAna mATe tuM jarUra buddhinA zaraNe jaje paNa 'vAsanAne niyaMtraNamAM kaI rIte rAkhavI?' eno javAba to tuM hRdaya pAsethI ja meLavaje. tane eka vAta jaNAvuM? zarIramAM hRdayanuM sthAna bhale DAbI (LEFT) bAjue hoya che paNa enI pAsethI je javAba maLato hoya che, enA taraphathI je salAha ane sucano maLatAM hoya che, eno je avAja saMbhaLAto hoya che e haMmezAM sAco (RIGHT) ja hoya che. tuM zuM ema mAne che ke saramukhatyAra zAsakoe yuddha karatA pahelAM hRdayane pUchyuM haze? tuM zuM ema mAne che ke niHsahAya yuvatI para baLAtkAra karavA taiyAra thaI jatA yuvakane hRdayano pa7

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avAja saMbhaLAyo ja hoya che ? tuM zuM ema mAne che ke paisA khAtara sagA bApa sAme ya korTamAM kesa dAkhala karatA pahelAM koI putra hradayanI AjJA leto haro ? no. AvA badhAM halakaTa, nIca ane adhama kAryonI rajA hradaya kyAreya ApatuM ja nathI. evAM kAryonI janmadAtrI ane preraNAdAtrI to buddhi ja hoya che. khUba TUMkA zabdomAM tane jaNAvuM to dhanavAna, baLavAna, jJAnavAna, saMgItakAra, kaLAkAra, vaijJAnika, citrakAra, zilpakAra A badhAyanuM sarjana jo buddhi kare che to jagatane sajjana, saMta ane paramAtmAnI bheTa ApavAnuM udAtta kArya hRdaya kare che. paNa sabura ! buddhino avAja baoNmba visphoTa jevo hoya che jyAre hRdayano avAja to nAnA bALakanI kAlI-ghelI bhASA jevo hoya che. eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke hRdayano avAja jo tuM sAMbhaLavA mAge che to tuM 'mammI' banI jaje. eka paNa akArya tArA javanamAM pravezI nahIM zake, eka paNa adhama vicAra tArA manano kabajo laI nahIM zake. 58

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la 30 vijJAnanI jagatane rojeroja navanavI bheTa maLatI ja rahe che ane chatAM dharma, vijJAnanI dila kholIne prazaMsA karavA taiyAra hoya evuM dekhAtuM nathI. zuM vijJAna, dharmanuM duzmana che? zuM dharmane, vijJAnanI zodho mAmUlI lAgI rahI che? nirmaLa, paththara e paththara che ane suvarNa e suvarNa che. paththaranI sAthe koI sonAne na kharIdatuM hoya to eno artha e nathI ke sonAne paththara sAthe duzmanAvaTa che. jiMdagImAM te kyAreya suvarNanI sAthe paththarane beThelo na joyo hoya to eno artha e nathI ke suvarNae paththarane potAnI sAthe besavAnI nA pADI dIdhI che. basa, te je puchAvyuM che eno A ja javAba che. vijJAna e vijJAna che. dharma e dharma che. vijJAnanI AdhArazilA saMdeha che to dharmanI AdhArazilA zraddhA che. vijJAnane jo padArthanA rUpAMtaraNamAM rasa che to dharmane AtmAnA rUpAMtaraNamAM rasa che. vijJAnanI prakriyA jo 'toDatA rahevAnI che to dharmanI prakriyA "joDatA rahevAnI che. vijJAnane jo khaMDa' mAM rasa che to dharmane "akhaMDa'mAM rasa che. vijJAna jo 'dazya' para kAma kare che to dharma 'adazya' para kAma kare che. TUMkamAM, baMnenA svarUpamAM, prakriyAmAM ane pariNAmamAM AsamAna-jamInano pharaka che. zA mATe tAre evI apekSA rAkhavI joIe ke dharma vijJAnanI prazaMsA karavI ja joIe. eka prazna tane pUchuM? dharmanA kSetramAM AgaLa vadhI rahelA koI paNa dharmIe kyAreya evI phariyAda karI hoya ke 'vijJAne dharmanI prazaMsA karavI ja joIe" evuM teM sAMbhaLyuM che kharuM? 59

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hA re japI . pa . . nA, dharmane jo vijJAnanA abhiprAyanI koI ja jarUra lAgatI nathI to vijJAne paNa dharmanI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAnA abharakhA choDI devA joIe. eka mahattvanI vAta tarapha tAruM dhyAna doruM ? vijJAne dUrabInanI zodha karI. dUrabInanA mAdhyame hajAro-lAkho mAIla dUra rahelA tArAo vijJAne ekadama najIka batADI dIdhA paNa e dUrabInanI pAchaLa rahela vaijJAnikane dekhADI devAmAM vijJAna niSphaLa gayuM e to tArA khyAlamAM che ne? Ano artha ? A ja ke vijJAna paridhine AkarSaka banAvavAmAM kadAca saphaLa banI zakyuM che paNa kendranI to enI pAse koI kalpanA ja nathI. samasta jIvana je AtmAnA AdhAre TakyuM che enA para to vijJAnanI najara ja gaI nathI. enI najara gaI che eka mAtra zarIra ane mana para. enAM tamAma saMzodhano ane enI tamAma zodhonA kendrasthAne zarIra ane mana ja rahyAM che. tuM ja kahe, zarIra-mananA kendrasthAne rahela AtmAne svIkAravA ya taiyAra na thanAra vijJAnanI prazaMsA dharma karavI jarUrI che kharI ?

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|| HT|||||||[[ 31) r[li[ [ [r[ G[ r[ T[ r[ | prabhubhaktimAM lAkho-karoDo rUpiyAno savyaya karanAranA jIvanamAM ya jo jAlima takalIpho AvatI hoya, prabhu prArthanAmAM AMsunI gaMgA vahAvanAranA jIvanamAM ya jo jAlima samasyAo a UbhI thatI hoya to pachI prabhubhaktinuM phaLa zuM? IIIIIIII || cetana, A prazna tAro che ane mane khyAla che ke tArA jIvanamAM prabhubhaktinA nAme khAsa kAMI che nahIM. saMsAranAM badhAM ja kAmo patyA bAda samaya maLe che to ja tuM prabhudarzana karavA jAya che ane mAtra be-pAMca miniTamAM ja darzana karI tuM maMdiranI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. bhale meM tane pUchyuM nathI ane te mane jaNAvyuM nathI paNa tArI tAsIra jotA huM anumAna karuM chuM ke te prabhubhakti pAchaLa AjasudhImAM mAMDa daseka hajAra rUpiyAno vyaya karyo haze. prabhu sanmukha bolavA mATenI be-cAra stutio paNa tane kaMThastha haze ke kema emAM mane zaMkA che. TUMkamAM; tArA aMtaHkaraNamAM prabhu pratye evo koI khAsa lagAva nathI, prabhubhaktimAM tane evo koI khAsa rasa nathI ane chatAM teM mane prazna pUchyo che ke prabhubhaktanA jIvanamAM ya jAlima takalIpho kema? jAlima samasyAo kema? evuM to nathI ke tane prabhubhaktinI 'elarjI' che ane Avo prazna pUchIne tuM mArI pAse 'prabhubhakti tAkAtahIna che? evA javAbanI apekSA rAkhIne beTho che ! khera, je hoya te paNa teM pUchelA praznano javAba tuM kAna kholIne sAMbhaLI leje. tArA jevo uparachallo bhakta prabhune A phariyAda kare che ke "prabhu, huM tAro bhakta chatAM ya mArA para AvaDI moTI takalIpha kema?' jyAre kharekhara je prabhubhakta che e potAnA para AvI paDela takalIphane hasatAM hasatAM kahI de che ke "tAruM 1

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pota game teTaluM moTuM hoya to ya yAda rAkhaje ke mArA mAthe je prabhu che e eTalA badhA moTA che ke enI samakSa tArI to koI ja visAta nathI !' TUMkamAM, 'takalIpha moTI ane prabhu nAnA" A mAnyatA tArA jevA uparachallA bhaktanI hoya che jyAre "prabhu eTalA badhA moTA ke emanI samakSa takalIphono samUha paNa sAva nAno ane bilakula tuccha' A zraddhA sAcA bhaktanI hoya che. cetana, eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke bhaktino nazo eka vAra tArA magaja para savAra thaI javA de. prabhu pAchaLanI je pAgalatA mahArAjA zreNika pAse hatI enA lAkhamAM bhAganI pAgalatA tuM tArA hRdayamAM sthira thaI javA de. khAtarI sAthe huM tane kahuM chuM ke takalIphonI vaNajhAra vacce tuM ya e takalIphone kahI zakIza ke 'mArA prabhunI virATatA ane mahAnatA sAme tamAruM pota to ghAsanA taNakhalA jevuM che. AvI jAo. tamane AvakAravA huM taiyAra chuM.'

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32 sAMbhaLyuM che ke prabhune karelI prArthanA svIkArya banIne ja rahe che. jo sAMbhaLelI A vAta sAcI hoya to kahevA do mane ke mAro anubhava sAva viparIta che. DhagalAbaMdha prArthanAo prabhune huM karI cUkyo chuM. eka paNa prArthanA svIkArya banI nathI. saMyama, te prArthanA aMge je kAMI sAMbhaLyuM che eya sAcuM che ane tArA anubhavanI te je vAta lakhI che e ya sAcuM che. tane thaze ke baMne vAta sAcI kevI rIte hoI zake ? jo prArthanA svIkArya banatI ja hoya to meM karela prArthanAo svIkArya banI kema nahIM ? ane mArI prArthanAo svIkArya banI ja nathI to pachI prArthanA svIkArya banIne ja rahe che e vAta sAcI zI rIte ? tArI mUMjhavaNa huM samajI zakuM chuM. samAdhAna enuM e che ke grAhaka banIne karelaprArthanA svIkArya bane ja che jyAre bhikhArI banIne karela prArthanA kyAreya svIkArya banatI nathI. tuM pUchIza, pharaka zo che grAhaka ane bhikhArI vacce ? javAba eno e che ke mUlya cUkavIne je mAla le che e grAhaka che jyAre kazuM ya cUkavyA vinA je meLavavA jhaMkhe che e bhikhArI che. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. te prabhune AjasudhImAM jeTalI paNa prArthanAo karI che e prArthanAo grAhakanI bhUmikAe hatI ke bhikhArInI bhUmikAe? mUlya cUkavavAnI taiyArI sAthe tuM prabhu samakSa upasthita thayo hato ke kaDako banIne tuM prabhu AgaLa bhIkha mAgavA gayo hato? mUlya cUkavavuM eTale zuM, ema tuM pUche che ? javAba eno A che ke AMkhamAM AMsu, vANImAM gadgadatA, romAMcita 63

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zarIra ane hRdayamAM bahumAnabhAva. A che prArthanAnuM mUlya. lukhkhA haiye, rukSa svare, sUkI AMkhe ane anuttejita zarIre thatI prArthanA e hakIkatamAM bIjuM kAMI paNa haze paraMtu prArthanA to nathI ja. A gaNitanA AdhAre te karela prArthanAone tuM tapAsI jaje. tane spaSTa khyAla AvI jaze ke tArI prArthanAo jo. svIkArya nathI banI to enI pAchaLa javAbadAra bIjuM koI ja nathI, tAruM bhikhArIpaNuM ja javAbadAra che. tuM zuM ema mAne che ke tuM je kAMI mAge e prabhue ApI ja devuM joIe? tArI mAgaNIne - icchAne prabhue saMtoSavI ja joIe? nA. A to traNa jagatano nAtha che, karuNAno sAgara che, sarvajJa che ane vItarAga che. enI udAratAnomahAnatAno koI joTo nathI paNa ApaNA pakSe bahumAnabhAva vagere hoya to ja enI udAratAno-mahAnatAno ApaNane anubhava thAya che. saMyama, grAhaka banIne prabhu pAse jA. tArI prArthanA svIkArya banIne ja raheze. 64

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33 dharmathI sukha ane pApathI duHkha na jANe A vAkya keTakeTalIya vAra vAMcI cUkyo chuM ane sAMbhaLI cUkyo chuM paNa sAcuM kahuM to mane ema ja lAgI rahyuM che ke "dharmanA mArge duHkhI thavA sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nathI' koI samAdhAna? dharmila, dharmanA mArge duHkhI thavA sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nathI' evuM jo tane lAgI rahyuM che to eno tAtparyAthe A ja che ne ke "sukhI thavuM hoya ane sukhI rahevuM hoya to pApano mArga ja apanAvI levo !' eka kAma tuM karIza? tArA AkhA ja parivArane tuM Aje bhego kara ane kahI de parivAranA dareka sabhyane ke huM tamane sukhI banAvavA ane sukhI jovA icchuM chuM ane e sukha mAtra pApanA mArge ja che. dharmanA mArge che ja nahIM. mATe tamo sahu dharma choDI do ane tamAma tAkAtathI pApo karavA lAgo. prabhunAM darzana-vaMdana-pUjana baMdha karI thiyeTaromAM pharatA raho. maryAdAmAM rahevAnuM baMdha karI bezarama banIne chAkaTA thaIne pharatA raho. kalabamAM jaIne jugAra ramavo hoya to khuzIthI ramo ane mobAila para blyu philmo jovI hoya to e ya khuzIthI juo. dArUnI pyAlI moDhe mAMDavI hoya to Daro nahIM ane rAtanA bAra bAra vAgyA sudhI bahAra rakhaDatA rahevuM hoya to khuzIthI rakhaDatA raho. dharmila, che tArI A taiyArI ? che tArI A tAkAta? jo dharmanA mArge du:kho ja AvatA hoya ane tamAma sukho jo pApanA mArge maLatA ja hoya to pachI parivAranA dareka sabhyane 65

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tArI svarUpavAna patnIne, tArI yuvAna dIkarIne ane tArA yuvAna putrane - A salAha ApatA tane roke che koNa? nA. A bAbatamAM tuM bilakula spaSTa ja che. tArI patnI game te puruSa sAthe vAta kare emAM tuM rAjI nathI ja. tArI yuvAna putrI rAtanA ghare moDI Ave e calAvI levA tuM taiyAra nathI ja. tAro yuvAna putra labADa mitronI sobatamAM rahe emAM tuM saMmata nathI ja. prabhunAM darzana baMdha karI daIne tAro parivAra thiyeTaromAM bhaTakato rahe e tane maMjUra nathI ja. jo dharmanA mArge duHkhI thavA sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nathI e tArI mAnyatA hoya to pachI parivArane pApanA mArge caDI javAnI tArI salAha kema nahIM? dharmano mArga choDI devAno tAro Agraha kema nahIM? eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke A galata, bhrAmaka ane AtmaghAtaka mAnyatAmAMthI tuM vahelI take bahAra nIkaLI ja jaje. dharmanA mArge ja sukha che ema nahIM, dharmanA mArge sukha che ja. pApanA mArge duHkha che ja ema nahIM, pApanA mArge ja du:kha che" anaMta tIrthakara bhagavaMtonA A vacanane tuM zraddhAno viSaya banAvI ja deje. jIvana tAruM saphaLa thaI jaze. maraNa tAruM sudharI jaze.

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adhyAtmanI yAtrA jIvanamAM zarU thaI gaI hoya evuM to lAge che paraMtu e yAtrA para kadama vAraMvAra aTakI jatA hoya evuM huM pote anubhavI rahyo chuM ane enA kAraNe mane hatAzAnuM zikAra paNa banI jAya che. koI mArgadarzana? cinmaya, kadama aTakI jAya che eTaluM ja che ne ? jarAya ciMtA na karIza. ciMtA karavI hoya to eTalI ja karaje ke kadama tArA kyAMya bhaTakI na jAya. zuM kahuM tane? AjanA kALe adhyAtma [2] nI eTaeTalI dukAno khUlI gaI che ke accho accho sAdhakamUMjhavaNamAM mukAI jAya che ke mAla kaI dukAnano sAco? mAla kaI dukAnethI kharIdavo? mAtra zvAsanI Avana-jAvana jotA raho ane AtmajJAnane tame pAmI jAo" AvA pATiyAMvALI dukAno paNa Aje khUlI gaI che to 'tapa-tyAga game teTalAM karo, svano jyAM sudhI bodha nathI tyAM sudhI tamArAM tapa-tyAga koDInI kiMmatanAM che" AvA pATiyAMvALI dukAno paNa Aje galIe galIe khUlI gaI che. mAtra eka kalAka dhyAnamAM beso, ame tamane mokSa sukhanI anubhUti karAvI dezuM' evI AkarSaka jAherAta karatI dukAno paNa AjanA adhyAtmanA bajAramAM upalabdha che to kazuM ja na karo. jyAM cho tyAM ja UbhA rahI jAo. je kAMI paNa paristhiti UbhI thAya emAM tame mAtra sAkSI ja banI raho. jJAna upalabdha thatAM tamane vAra nahIM lAge" AvI jAherAta karatI dukAno paNa ahIM ochI nathI. accho accho buddhimAna sAdhaka paNa sAcA

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adhyAtmamArgathI Tyuta thaIne game tevA adhyAtmanA kahevAtA bhrAmaka mArga para caDI jAya evI pUrepUrI saMbhAvanAvALA A yugamAM tuM adhyAtma mArga para Aje TakI gayo che e badala tane khUba khUba dhanyavAda ApavAnuM mana thAya che. alabatta, mArI tane e vaNamAgI salAha che ke je adhyAtmanA mArga para pApanivRtti para jora na hoya, aMtaHkaraNanI pavitratA akabaMdha jALavI rAkhavAnI vAta nahoya, premadRSTi ane paralokadRSTi TakAvI rAkhavAnI vAta na hoya, vyavahArazuddhi para jora na hoya, jIvonI sAcI oLakha na hoya ane aMtima lakSa mukti na hoya e adhyAtmamArga sAme tuM jIvanamAM kyAreya najara paNa nahIM nAkhato. yAda rAkhaje, maMjila to mArganA AdhAre ja Ave che. kadama jo galata mArga para ja paDI gayA che to sAcI maMjila AvavAnI koI ja zakyatA nathI ane kadama jo samyapha mArga para ja che to maMjila nahIM Ave tyAM sudhI galata mArga para bhaTakI javAnI to koI ja saMbhAvanA nathI. cinmaya, tuM kyAMya bhaTakI nathI gayo e badala tane punaH punaH dhanyavAda !

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mana dharmasevananI jema nA nathI pADatuM tema dharmasevana atyAre ja karI levAnI hA paNa nathI pADatuM! huM spaSTa nirNaya nathI karatI zakato ke karavuM zuM? dharma sthagita ja rAkhato jAuM ke manane avagaNIne ya dharma karato jAuM? samakita, mananI A ja to cAlabAjI che. dharmasevananI e nA nathI pADatuM to atyAre ja dharma karI levA e utsAhita kema nathI banatuM? ane atyAre ja dharma karI levAnI enI jo taiyArI nathI to dharmasevananI enI 'hA' no artha zo che? | manane tuM pUchI to le ke "dharma jo Aje nahIM to pachI kyAre ?" sazakta AMkhe jo prabhudarzana nathI karavA to pachI karavA che kyAre ? AMkhe motiyo Ave tyAre ? AMkhamAM jhAmaranAM pANI bharAI jAya tyAre? AMkhanuM teja haNAI jAya tyAre ? zarIra taMdurasta che tyAre ja jo tapazcaryA nathI karI levI to pachI karavI che kyAre ? vRddhAvasthA Ave tyAre ? zarIre lakavo lAgI jAya tyAre? AMtaraDAmAM alsara thaI jAya tyAre ? gaLAmAM kensara thaI jAya tyAre ? bAyapAsanAM traNa oNparezana thaI jAya tyAre ? sakSama kAne jo prabhuvacano sAMbhaLI nathI levA to pachI sAMbhaLavA che kyAre ? kAne baherAza Ave tyAre ? kAnamAM dhAka paDI jAya tyAre ? kAnanA paDadA phATI jAya tyAre ? mananI sazakatAvasthAmAM manane jo zubhabhAvanAomAM, savicAromAM, sadvAMcanamAM, guNAnurAgamAM nathI joDavuM to pachI joDavuM che kyAre ? mana nabaLuM paDI jAya tyAre ? mana 69

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utsAhahIna banI jAya tyAre ? jIvavAnI AzA mana gumAvI beThuM hoya tyAre ? samakti, tuM buddhimAna che ne ? javAba mAgI le mana pAse ke dharma mAre jo Aje na karavAno hoya to karavAno che kyAre ?' ane A praznano javAba ApavAmAM mana jo gallAM-tallAM karavA lAge to manane cUpa karI daIne ya tuM dharmasevananA mArge pUra jhaDape AgaLa vadhato jA. zuM kahuM tane ? 'bhoga' jo samayane ja baMdhAyelA che to 'dharmayoga' paNa samayane ja baMdhAyelA che. eMzI varasanI vaye peTa che sAlamapAka pacAvI zakavAnuM nathI to eMzI varasanI vaye peTa mAsakhamaNanI tapazcaryA ya karavA devAnuM nathI. TUMkamAM, nirNaya tAre karI levAno che. dharmane zaktino kALa Apavo ke dharma mATe azaktino kALa phALavI rAkhavo ? bhogasevana Aje ane dharmasevana AvatIkAle' mananI A vicAradhArAne tuM svIkArI beTho to yAda rAkhaje, tArA jIvanamAM dharmasevana mATenI AvatI kAle kyAreya AvavAnI nathI. tArA AtmAnuM bhAvi che 70

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39 pApanA ke vyasananA, svacchaMdatAnA ke bezaramInA mArge AgaLa vadhatA hoIe ane jagata virodhamAM khaDuM thaI jAya e to samajAya che paraMtu dharmanA ane bhaktinA, nItimattAnA ane pavitratAnA mArge AgaLa vadhatA hoIe ane jagata duzmana banI jAya ? kAraNa ? You tIrtheza, mAtra AjanA kArya ja nahIM, dareka kALe jagata, bhagatanuM vairI ja rahyuM che. bhogI, yogIno duzmana ja rahyo che. pApI, dharmInA virodhamAM ja Ubho rahyo che. durjana, sajjanane herAna ja karato rahyo che, adhama, uttamane mATe mAthAno duHkhAvo ja banI rahyo che. tuM enuM kAraNa puchAvI rahyo che ne ? kAraNa eka ja che. dharmI sAme pApIno ahaMkAra tUTI rahyo che. uttama sAme adhamanuM vyaktitva gauNa banI rahyuM che. sajjana sAme durjananI mAnahAni thaI rahI che. yogInI moTI lITI sAme, bhogI potAnI lITI nAnI thaI rahI hovAnuM anubhavI rahyo che. ahaMkAranI khAsiyata tArA khyAlamAM che ? e duHkhI thavA taiyAra hoya che, jhukI javA taiyAra nathI hoto. e tyAgI banI javA taiyAra hoya che, naMbara be para rahevA taiyAra nathI hoto. e kaSTo veThavA taiyAra hoya che, khudane gauNa banAvavA taiyAra nathI hoto. are, jIvana samApta karI devA e taiyAra thaI jIya che, ponAne pAchaLa rAkhI devA e taiyAra hoto nathI. kamAlanuM Azcarya to e che ke dharmI koIne ya mATe upadravI nathI banato ane ahaMkArI sahu koI mATe upadravI banyo rahe che ane chatAM ahaMkArI dharmIne zAMtithI besavA ja nathI deto. kAraNa eka ja che, dharmIne e potAnA astitvane mATe paDakArarUpa mAne che. uttamane e potAnA vyaktitvane mATe 71 -

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trAsarUpa mAne che. sajjanane e potAnA prabhutva mATe AphatarUpa mAne che. bAkI, mIrAno evo to kayo aparAdha hato ke jene mATe ene jheranA pyAlA pIvAnI pharaja paDAI hatI? narasiMha mahetAe evI to kaI bhUla karI hatI ke jene mATe emanI jJAtie emane jJAtinI bahAra mUkI dIdhA hatA ? sukarAte evo te zo guno karyo hato ke jene mATe emane jhera ghoLIne pI javAnuM kahevAmAM AvyuM hatuM? tukArAmanI evI to zI bhUla hatI ke jenA kAraNe emanI khudanI patnI emanA virodhamAM UbhI thaI gaI hatI? nA. e sahunI eka ja bhUla [7] hatI. eka ja aparAdha [3] hato, eka ja guno [3] hato. e sahue potAnA jIvananI, vicAranI ane svabhAvanI zailI evI banAvI dIdhI hatI ke emanI evI udAtta zailInI moTI lITI sAme e sahunI khudanI zailInI lITI sAva nAnI, tuccha ane vAmaNI banI gaI hatI ! | tIrtheza, eTaluM ja kahIza ke koIne ya herAna karyA vinA svajIvananI lITI moTI karavAnA A jIvanamAM maLela zreSTha avasarano tuM pUrato lAbha uThAvI leje. nAnI lITIvALAone e pasaMda na hoya to ya !

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30. gulAbanA puSpanI evI to zI bhUla haze ke duzmana banIne kAMTAo enI AsapAsa goThavAI jatA ja haze? zuM A vAstavikatAneniyati ja mAnI levAnI ke pachI akasmAta? ApanuM mArgadarzana icchuM . saurabha, eka vAta tarapha tAruM dhyAna doruM? sAce ja kAMTAo jo puSpanA duzmana hota to tuM zuM ema mAne che ke kAMTAo e puSpane choDa para jIvavA deta? e puSpane choDa para UgavA deta? e puSpane choDa para khIlavA deta? nA. saMkhyAbaMdha kAMTAo chatAM e tamAma vacce puSpa janme ja che, jIve ja che ane potAnI suvAsa sarvatra prasarAvatuM ja rahe che. kAMTAo puSpanA e astitva para nathI to AkramaNa karatA ke nathI to puSpanA e vyaktitva para trAsa ajamAvatA. are, huM to ema kahuM chuM ke puSpa para koI vyakti AkramaNa karavA Ave che to e kAMTAo puSpanI AsapAsa 'boDIgArDa' banIne UbhA rahI jAya che. A vAstavikatAne adhyAtmanA saMdarbhamAM samajAvuM to dareka satkArya ke dareka saNa e puSpanuM pratinidhitva dharAve che to e satkAryanA sevanamAM ke saguNanA ughADamAM AvatAM kaSTo e kAMTAonuM pratinidhitva dharAve che. maMda zraddhAvAna ke alpa sattvavAna jIvo kaSTonI saMbhAvanA mAtrathI ke kaSTonAM darzana mAtrathI satkArya sevananA ke saguNa ughADanA prayAsone sthagita karI de e zakya che paraMtu jemanI zraddhA gaMgotrI jevI nirmaLa che ane jemanuM sattva himAlaya jevuM uttuMga che e AtmAo to kaSTonI vaNajhAra vacce ya satkAryasevananA-saguNa-ughADanA prayAsomAM pUrA joza 73

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sAthe AgaLa dhapatA ja rahe che. AgaLa dhapatA ja rahe che eTaluM ja nahIM, e prayAsone enI maMjile pahoMcADIne ja rahe che. javAba Apa. game teTalA gADha paNa aMdhakAre dIpakane prajvalita thavA na dIdho hoya evuM AjasudhImAM kyAreya banyuM che kharuM? game teTalA kAMTAoe paNa puSpane vikasita thatuM aTakAvyuM hoya evuM kyAreya banyuM che kharuM? pralayakALanA paNa vAvaMToLe meruparvatane halAvI dIdho hoya evuM kyAreya banyuM che kharuM? jo nA, to e ja hakIkata tuM satkArya sevananA ane saguNa ughADanA saMdarbhamAM samajI leje. kaSTonI vaNajhAra paNa sattvazIla AtmAone satkArya sevana mATe ke saguNa ughADa mATe pratibaMdhaka banI zakI nathI. saurabha, vAMcI che te A paMkti? saMkaTanAM sainya bhale jIvana gherI vaLe, sukhanI saMbhAvanA cho'ne sudUra rahe rAkhaje prasanna chatAM prANa, o mAnavI ! jIvanane jIvI tuM jANa' AvA "mAnavI'mAM tAro naMbara to kharo ne ?

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- A (38 duHkho Ave ja nahIM enI pUratI takedArI ane jAgRti rAkhavA chatAM jIvanamAM duHkho Ave ja che e to ThIka paNa sukhanA samayamAM ya prasannatAnI anubhUti thavAne badale jANe ke udvignatAnI ja anubhUti thaI rahI che. kAraNa zuM haze AnI pAchaLa? vikAsa, je gADImAM ApaNe besI gayA chIe e gADI khoTI ja che arthAta je maMjile ApaNe javuM che e maMjile e pahoMcatI ja nathI enI jANa ApaNane thaI gaI hovA chatAM e gADImAMthI UtarI javAnI ApaNI hiMmata thatI nathI e ja che ApaNI udvignatAnuM eka mAtra kAraNa. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. saMpattinI gADIe AjasudhImAM koIne ya kyAre paNa prasannatAnA sTezane pahoMcADyA che kharA? vAsanAnI gADI pavitratAnA sTezane pahoMcI hoya evuM te kyAreya sAMbhaLyuM che kharuM? sattAnI gADIe svasthatAnA sTezana para koIne ya pahoMcADyA hoya evuM tArI jANamAM che kharuM? khyAti ane kIrtinI gADImAM beThelA koIne ya te zAMtinA sTezane kyAreya UtaratA joyA che kharA? haragija nahIM. ane chatAM zI che ApaNI hAlata? e AzAmAM ApaNe te-te gADImAM musApharI karI rahyA chIe ke kyAreka to e gADImAM ApaNI apekSA mujabanuM sTezana Avaze ja ! zuM kahuM tane? ApaNI hAlata vadhu dayanIya to e mATe che ke ApaNe khoTI gADImAMthI UtarI javAnI hiMmata karatA nathI eTale khoTAM sTezanomAM umero thato ja jAya che. 75

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pa . R . saMpattie prasannatA to na arpI paNa saMklezo vadhAryA ! vAsanAe pavitratA to na bakSI paNa atRptinI Aga vadhArI ! sattAe svasthatAnI bakSisa to na dharI paNa manamAM asaMtoSanI hoLI saLagAvI ! khyAti ane kIrtie zAMtinuM inAma to na ApyuM paNa aneka sAthe duzmanAvaTa UbhI karI dIdhI ! musApharI khoTI gADImAM karIe chIe e ja ApaNA jIvananI karuNatA nathI, khoTI gADImAMthI UtarI javAnI hiMmata ApaNe karatA nathI e ja ApaNA jIvananI karuNatA nathI, jIvanamAM khoTAM sTezano vadhatA jAya che e ja ApaNA jIvananI karuNatA nathI, ApaNA jIvananI moTI karuNatA to e che ke khoTI gADIne ApaNe 'sAcI gADI' puravAra karavAnA prayatnomAM lAgI gayA chIe! jherane "amRta" puravAra karavAnA prayAsomAM vadhumAM vadhu lamaNe mota ja jhIMkAya che paNa padArthayAtrAne 'paramArthayAtrA" ke "sArthakayAtrA" puravAra karavAnA prayAsomAM to AtmA durgatimAM ravAnA thaI jAya che. vikAsa, sAce ja tuM AtmavikAsa jhaMkhe che? hiMmata karIne atyAre ja khoTI gADImAMthI UtarI jA. AtmA bacI jaze. durgati TaLI jaze.

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FiITLTLTLTLTLTLT/TIT 39 IT||T|TET|T[ T[ T[T[ T[ dharma atyAre ja karI levAne badale chellI avasthAmAM athavA to chellA samayamAM ja karI levAnA vikalpamAM vAMdho zuM che? Ame ya na ApaNe tyAM maraNane ja samAdhimaya rAkhavA para vadhu bhAra apAyo vi - che ne? IIIIIIIIIIIIIII virAja, chellA sTezane ja tane khyAla Ave ke je gADImAM meM musApharI karI che e gADI khoTI ja che, to e vakhate tuM kare zuM? che A praznano tArI pAse koI javAba? ' to javAba Apa. jIvananA aMta samaye ja tane khyAla Ave ke "AkhI jiMdagI je padArtho pAchaLa meM veDaphI nAkhI e padArtho to sAva pokaLa ja hatA, bogasa ane kSaNabhaMgura ja hatA, mArA maraNane sudhAravAnI enAmAM koI tAkAta ja nathI. mArA paralokane saddhara banAvI devAnI enAmAM koI kSamatA ja nathI...arara ! meM A bhUla kyAM karI ?' to e vakhate tuM karI paNa zuM zake ? tArI galata padArthayAtrAnA saMskArone tuM nAmazeSa karI zake? padArthayAtrAne ja prAdhAnya ApI dIdhAnI karela bhUlane tuM sudhArI zake ? tuM kadAca vizvAsa nahIM kare paNa eka abajopati khyAtanAma vyaktine emanA jIvananI pAchalI avasthAmAM meM salAha ApI hatI ke tamArA dIkarAo jyAre dhaMdhAne sAcavI zakavA sakSama banI ja gayA che tyAre tame dhaMdhAmAMthI nivRtti laI lo to vAMdho zuM che? mahArAja sAheba, ApanI vAta to sAcI che paraMtu mArI manaHsthitinI Apane vAta karuM ? AkhI jiMdagI paisA pAchaLa ane rAjakAraNa pAchaLa ja meM vItAvI che. mArA lohInA

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eka eka buMdamAM paisA ane rAjakAraNa e hade prasarI gayA che ke A varSe huM tyAMthI pAcho pharI zakuM tema nathI. ' virAja, A hato e abopatie mArI salAhano mane Apelo javAba ! tuM zuM ema mAnI beTho che ke samAdhi maraNa e koka vRkSa para UgeluM phaLa che ke jene huM kUdako lagAvIne meLavI laIza ! rAma rAma karaje ! TAMkImAM jo gaTaranuM pANI ja bharyuM che to naLavATe tane gaMgAjaLa nathI ja maLavAnuM ! AkhI jiMdagI je padArtho pAchaLa ja veDaphI nAkhI che to aMtasamaye tane paramAtmA yAda nathI ja AvavAnA ! dharmadhyAnamAM tArA manane tuM sthira nathI ja rAkhI zakavAno ! vAMcI che A paMktio ! 'doDatA'tA tyAre lAgatuM tuM evuM ke mArA jevo koI samartha nathI - saheja navarA paDIne joyuM tyAre khyAla Avyo ke je doDyA eno koI artha nahoto !' chellI avasthAmAM ke chellA samaye A anubhUti tArI paNa kadAca thaze to ya e vakhate tuM karI zuM zakavAno ? sAvadhAna ! 78

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40 khabara nathI paDatI ke saMsAranAM badhAM ja kAryo zubha mUhurtamAM karavA chatAM ya e kAryomAM mane saphaLatA kema nathI maLatI ? kyAreka saphaLatA maLI paNa jAya che to ya e saphaLatA pAchaLa rAkhela AzA saphaLa kema nathI banatI ? dIpaka, retImAMthI tela kADhavAnI pravRtti tuM zubha mUhurtamAM zarU kare to ya tane lAge che kharuM ke e pravRttimAM tane saphaLatA maLIne ja rahe ? jhAMjhavAnAM jaLa pAchaLa doDIne pyAsa chipAvI levAnI pravRtti koka haraNa zubha mUhUrtamAM ja kare to ya tane lAge che kharuM ke e pravRttimAM haraNane saphaLatA maLIne ja rahe ? koka vyakti zubha muharre sarpanA mukhamAMthI amRta meLavavAnA prayAso zarU kare to tane lAge che kharuM ke e vyaktine enA e prayAsamAM saphaLatA maLIne ja rahe ? zuM kahuM tane ? ahIM padArtha meLavavAmAM saphaLatA to guMDAne ya maLI jAya che ane zetAnane ya maLI jAya che. vyabhicArIne ya maLI jAya che ane khUnIne ya maLI jAya che paraMtu e padArthaprApti pAchaLa sukha-mastI-zAMti prasannatA vagere maLI javAnI AzA to koInI ya saphaLa banatI nathI ane banI nathI. kAla padArthamAM sukha che ja nahIM. bhramaNAnA zikAra banIne tame enA bhogavaTAmAM sukha mAnatA raho e judI vAta che paNa satya e che ke padArthamAM sukha che ja nahIM. je paNa sukha che e AtmAmAM ja che. alabatta, anaMta bhavonI rakhaDapaTTI pachI paNa A vAstavikatAno svIkAra mATe mana taiyAra thavuM muzkela che. pUchone 79

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tame kUtarAne, hADakAmAM lohI che ja nahIM e hakIkata svIkArI levA e jiMdagInA aMtima samaye paNa taiyAra kharo? bilakula nahIM ! dIpaka, zubha mUhurtano koI virodha nathI paNa eTaluM nizcitta samajI rAkhaje ke padArthaprAptimAM zubha mUhurta sahAyaka banaze paNa kharuM to ya na to e padArtha tArI pAse kAyama rahevAno che ke na to e padArthaprAptino AnaMda tuM kAyama anubhavI zakavAno che. AMsunA mAdhyame bAbo mammI pAse ramakaDAM meLavI levAmAM saphaLa banI jAya e bane paNa pachI ? ramakaDAM game tyAre tUTI jAya eTale bAbAnI AMkhomAM punaH AMsu athavA to ramakaDAM jUnAM thaI jAya eTale bAbo behada nArAja ! basa, A ja hakIkatanuM punarAvartana thayA kare che saMsAra jIvanamAM ! puruSArtha karIne puNyanA sahAre padArtho meLavavAmAM e saphaLa to banI jAya che paNa kAM to padArtho game tyAre ravAnA thaI jAya che ane kAM to navA navA padArtho mATe mana jhAMvA nAkhatuM jAya che ! dIpaka, zubha mUhurtono upayoga zubhanI prApti mATe karato jA. tRpti ane prasannatA baMne maLI jaze.

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41 pralobhanonI vaNajhAra, ni:sattva mana, mAyakAMgalI zraddhA, vilAsI vAtAvaraNa, doSa bAhulya jIvana, A badhuM jotA-anubhavatA ema lAge che ke kALa ja kharAba che. acchA acchA sajjanane ya enI asarathI mukta rahevuM azakya banI gayuM che. Apa zuM kaho cho? namana, karoDo rUpiyAnuM dAna karanArA dAnezvarIo paNa A kALamAM ja mojUda che to bharayuvAna vaye jIvanabhara brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavA kaTibaddha banI jatA pavitra yuvAnayuvatIono paNa A kALamAM toTo nathI. sAMbhaLavA mAtrathI zarIramAMthI kaMpArI pasAra thaI jAya evI vaMdanIya tapazcaryAo karanAra tapasvIonA paNa A kALamAM darzana sulabha che to jIvanabharane mATe hoTala, pizcara, TI.vI., rAtribhojana vagereno tyAga karI detA sattvazIla AtmAo paNa A kALamAM pAra vinAnA che. jo kALa ja kharAba che to enI asara sahu para eka sarakhI ja thavI joIe ne? paNa nA, AvA kharAba kALamAM ya sArA AtmAo A jagatamAM saMkhyAbaMdha vidyamAna che ja. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. 'kALa ja kharAba che'nA bacAva heThaLa tAruM mana jIvanamAM rahela kamajorIone nyAyI" puravAra karavA to nathI mAgatuM ne? sattva phoravatA rahIne svajIvanane pApamukta ane doSamukta banAvatA rahevAnI javAbadArImAMthI tAruM mana chaTakI javA to nathI mAgatuM ne? jIvanamAM pApo karatA rahevAnI chUTa laI levA to mana nathI mAgatuM ne? khUba gaMbhIratAthI tuM AtmanirIkSaNa karaje. kadAca meM tane pUchelA badhA ja prazno tane sAcA ja lAgaze. ane eka bIjI vAta karuM?

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'kALa ja kharAba che'nI tArI vAta dhArI lauM ke bilakula sAcI ja che. paNa eTalA mAtrathI tArA jIvanane kharAbInA mArge laI javAnI tane chUTa to nathI maLI jatI ne? eTalA mAtrathI tArA AtmAne durgatimAM jato tuM bacAvI to nathI zakavAno? bAkI, huM tane barAbara oLakhuM chuM. maMdInA vAtAvaraNamAM te paisA banAvavA mATe je prabaLa puruSArtha karyo che eno mane khyAla che. pradUSita vAtAvaraNa vacce rahevA chatAM zarIranI taMdurastI jALavI rAkhavA te dAkhavelI jAgRti ane sAvadhagIrI mArA khyAlamAM che. komI hullaDanA mAhola vacce ya samasta parivArane te kaI rIte surakSita rAkhI dIdho che enI mane khabara che. TUMkamAM, sarvathA pratikULa vAtAvaraNa vacce ya tuM jo saMpatti banAvI zakyo che, zarIra sAcavI zakyo che ane svajanone surakSita rAkhI zakyo che to namana, mAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke kALa bhale kharAba rahyo, enI vacce jIvatA rahIne ya tuM tArA saguNone, sadAcaraNane, samAdhine ane zubhabhAvone sAcavI ja le, surakSita rAkhI ja de. tAruM sadgatigamana nizcitta thaIne ja raheze.

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T kara saMpatti-sattA-khyAti-vyaktitva vagerethI vyaktinuM bAhya 'mApa'jo nakkI thAya che to jANavuM to mAre e che ke vyaktinuM AMtarika mApa zenAthI nakkI thAya che ? mane khyAla to Ave ke AtyaMtara stare atyAre huM chuM kAM ? tattvajJa, sauprathama to tArI A jijJAsA badala tane mArA khUba khUba dhanyavAda ! kAraNa ke saMsAranA A bajAramAM ApyaMtara staranuM to koI mUlya ja nathI, kiMmata nathI, mAga ja nathI, gaurava ja nathI. kadAca kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke e stara tarapha koInI najara paNa nathI. ja A sthitimAM tane ApyaMtara stare tAruM khadanuM 'mApa' zuM che e jANavAnI je jijJAsA thaI che e sAce ja Azcaryajanaka paNa che to AnaMdajanaka paNa che. punaH AvI jijJAsA badala mArA tane khUba khUba dhanyavAda ! have tArI jijJAsAnuM samAdhAna. nAnI nAnI anukULa vastuo paNa jo tane uttejita karI rahI che ane nAnI nAnI pratikULatAo paNa jo tArA cittane AverADA banAvI rahI che to nizcita samaja rAkhaje ke Abhyantara stare tAruM mApa 'vAmana' nuM ja che. dALamAM lIMbunAM pAMca-dasa TIpAM paDyAM ane dALanA e svAde tuM jo khuza thaI gayo, AkhI rAta ThaMDA pavananA sparze tuM ghasaghasATa sUI gayo ane AvI masta UMgha AvI javA badala tuM jo pAgala pAgala thaI gayo, prazaMsAnA be zabda tane sAMbhaLavA maLyA ane tuM jo gadagada banI gayo, zAkabhAjI tane sastAmAM maLI gaI ane e badala tuM jo khuza khuza thaI gayo, tArI apekSA ko'ke jANIjoIne toDI ane huM ko 83

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AvezamAM AvI gayo, cA bilakula ThaMDI AvI ane tuM jo krodhAviSTa banI gayo, tArI thatI niMdAnA samAcAra tArA kAne AvyA ane tuM jo magaja gumAvI beTho, svArthamaMga thatAMveMta tuM jo lohI garama karI beTho, ugharANI patAvavAmAM nokare bedarakArI dAkhavI ane tuM ja magajanuM samatolana gumAvI beTho. to, bahirjagatamAM tAruM je paNa mApa hoya te, paNa Abhyantara stare to tuM 'nAno' 'nabaLo' 'niHsattva' puravAra thaI ja gayo ! zuM kahuM tane ? bahirjagatamAM 'cakravartI' paNa Abhyantara stare bhikhArI' hoI zake che to Abhyantara starano 'cakravartI' bahirjagatano 'bhikhArI' paNa hoI zake che. mArI to tane eka ja salAha che. pracaMDa anukULatAo ane jAlima pratikULatAo vacce ya manane anuttejita ane upazAMta rAkhavAnI kaLA jo tuM AtmasAt karI levA mAge che to enI zarUAta ahIMthI kara. nAnI pratikULatAmAM na cittane Avezamasta banavA de, nAnakaDI anukULatAmAM na cittane uttejita thavA de. Abhyantara stare tAruM kada 'virATa' thaIne ja raheze. 84

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43 jUTha' e pApa, doSa ke bhUla hovA chatAM ya "satya" karatAM vadhu prabhAvazALI puravAra thaI rahyAnuM je anubhavAya che enI pAchaLa kAraNa zuM che? zuM AjanA kALe ja AvuM banI rahyuM che ke pachI sarvakALe Ama ja banatuM hoya che? narendra, te dIvaDAne to joyo ja haze. enI sAthe tuM je paNa vyavahAra karavA mAge che e karI zake ne? tuM ene bujhavI paNa zake, tuM ene tArI icchita jagAe laI jaI paNa zake, tuM emAM ghI pUrato rahIne enI jyotane akhaMDa paNa rAkhI zake, tuM enI jyotane nAnI-moTI paNa karI zake paNa sUraja sAthe tuM AmAMnuM kazuM ya karI zake kharo? nA. sUraja jevo hoya evo ja rahe. ene jyAM rahevuM hoya tyAM ja rahe. ene jeTalo prakAza Apavo hoya eTalo ja Ape. TUMkamAM, dIpaka tane AdhIna banI zake paNa sUrajane AdhIna to tAre ja banavuM paDe. dIpakatArA hastakSepane svIkArI le paNa sUraja to tArA hastakSepane ghoLIne pI jAya. je puchAvyuM che, eno A ja javAba che. jUTha dIpaka jevuM che. enI sAthe kuzaLatA pedA karavI e ati saraLa che kAraNa ke tame dhAro e rIte ene badalI zako cho. tame ene nAnuM paNa karI zako cho to moTuM paNa karI zako cho. tame ene satyanAM kapaDAM paNa paherAvI zako cho to daMbhanAM kapaDAM paNa paherAvI zako cho. tame ene jagata vacce badanAma paNa karI zako cho to sanmAnapAtra paNa banAvI zako cho. tame enI hatyA paNa karI zako cho to tame ene abhayadAna paNa ApI zako cho. paNa sabUra ! 85

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satya sAthe tame AmAMnuM kazuM ja na karI zako kAraNa ke satya to sUraja jevuM che. na tame ene badalI zako ke na ene tame nakArI zako. na e tamArA abhiprAyanI paravA kare ke na e tamArA enA paranA hastakSepane svIkArI le. tamAre ja ene AdhIna thavuM paDe. tamAre ja ene anukULa thavuM paDe. tamAre ja enI zaraNAgati svIkAravI paDe. tamAre ja ene samarpita thavuM paDe. | basa, A ja kAraNe loko jUTha pratye jeTalA AkarSita thAya che eTalA satya pratye AkarSita thatA nathI. A ja kAraNe jUTha sAthe dostI jamAvavAnuM lokone jeTaluM phAve che, satya sAthe dostI jamAvavAnuM eTaluM phAvatuM nathI. tuM puchAve che ke "zuM AjanA kALe ja AvuM banI rahyuM che ke pachI sarvakALe Ama ja banatuM hoya che?' tArA A praznano javAba e che ke jUTha ATaluM prabhAvazALI sarvakALa hoya che ! jUThA mANaso satyavAdI karatAM sarvakALe ATalA ja tAkAtavAna dekhAtA hoya che. Ama chatAM ya mArI tane eka ja salAha che. takalAdI jUTha sAthenI dostI toDI daIne tAkAtavAna satya sAthe tuM dostI jamAvI le. tuM khuda satyarUpa banI jaIza.

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44 guMDA sAthe hisAba cUkavI devAnuM hajI saraLa lAge che paNa mana sAthe kaI rIte kAma levuM e samajAtuM ja nathI. pratyeka sthaLe ane pratyeka samaye, pratyeka kriyAmAM ane pratyeka saMyogamAM AtmAne jANe ke e bhaTakAvatuM ja rahe che. koI samAdhAna ! 0 dakSeza, eka vAta tuM khAsa samajI rAkhaje ke mana AtmAne bhaTakAvatuM nathI paNa AtmAne khudane bhaTakavuM hoya to mana AtmAnuM sAdhI - saMgAthI banyuM rahe che. AtmA to zarIranA sthAne che jyAre mana paDachAyAnA sthAne che. paDachAyo jema zarIrane baMdhAyelo che tema mana AtmAne baMdhAyeluM che. zarIra jyAM paNa jAya che, paDachAyo jema enI sAthe ne sAthe ja rahe che tema AtmA jyAM paNa rasa le che. mana AtmAnI sAthe ja rahe che. tuM kyAreya ema kahIza kharo ke paDachAyo zarIrane bhaTakAvato ja rahe che ! che nA, to e ja vAta tAre manaAtmAnI bAbatamAM samajI rAkhavAnI che. mana AtmAne bhaTakAvatuM rahe che ema to kahI zakAya tevuM ja nathI. alabatta, mAlika koI paNa kAraNasara nokarathI dabAI gayelo hoya ane enA kAraNe nokara mAlika para hakUmata jamAvI rahyo hoya to e kamajorI mAlikanI che, nokaranI tAkAta to hariMgaja nathI. basa, e ja nyAye AtmA, manathI dabAI gayelo hovAnA kAraNe mana AtmA para potAnI hakUmata calAvI rahyuM hoya to e kamorI AtmAnI jarUra che paNa mananI tAkAtano haragija nathI. Ano artha A ja ke je paLe AtmA pote jAgrata thaI jAya, sAvadha 87 -

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thaI jAya, pote "mAlika' hovAnI ene khudane pratIti thaI jAya, mana 'nokara' hovAno ene khyAla AvI jAya, manane pote dhAre tyAM laI jaI zake che ane potAnI AjJA mujaba ene vartavA pharaja pADI zake che eno ene spaSTa aNasAra AvI jAya pachI tAkAta nathI mananI ke AtmAne e potAnA hAthanuM ramakaDuM banAvIne dhAre e rIte ramADI zake ! dakSeza, prazna manane dabAvavAno nathI, manane samajavAno che. prazna manathI thAkI javAno nathI, mananuM sthAna samajI levAno che. prazna manane tAkAtavAna mAnI levAno nathI, mananI napuMsakatAne samajI levAno che. anaMtakALamAM anaMta AtmAo potAnA anaMta guNonA ughADamAM jo A samyaka samajanA sahAre saphaLa banyA ja che to pachI mAre ke tAre hatAza thaIne hAtha dhoI nAkhavAnI jarUra ja kyAM che ? | 'tuM jenI AjJA mAnI rahyo che e to tAro nokara che' evo khyAla AvI gayA pachI ya tuM enI AjJAmAM ja rahe e saMbhavita che kharuM? jo nA, to anaMtajJAnIonuM A vacana che. 'mana tAruM nokara che, enI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM tane zobhatuM nathI.'

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45 mArI prazaMsA karavA khAtara huM nathI kaheto paNa e hakIkata che ke mArA samasta mitravargamAM "caherAnI lipI" ukelavAnuM je sAmarthya mArI pAse che e bIjA koInI ya pAse nathI. mArA e sAmarthya aMge ApanuM koI sUcana? balavIra, caherAnI lipI ukelavAnA tArA sAmarthyanI paraloka jagatamAM, prabhu jagatamAM ane prema jagatamAM phUTI koDInI kiMmata nathI. banI zake ke tArA A sAmarthyathI tAro mitravarga stabdha hoya! banI zake ke tAruM A sAmarthya dhaMdhAmAM tArA pratispardhIne pAchaLa rAkhI detuM hoya! banI zake ke tAruM A sAmarthya tane koInI ya chetarapIMDInA zikAra banavA na detuM hoya ! banI zake ke tArA A sAmarthyanA kAraNe tArA mitronI saMkhyAno "inDekSa" kAyama UMco ja raheto hoya ! ane to ya mAre tane kahevuM che ke tArA A sAmarthyamAM nathI paralokanI tArI sadgatine nizcitta karI devAnI tAkAta! tArA A sAmarthyamAM nathI tene prabhupriya banAvavAnI tAkAta ! nathI tArA A sAmarthyamAM tane lokapriya yAvatu parivArapriya banAvI devAnI tAkAta ! are, nathI tArA A sAmarthyamAM pratikULatAmAM ke rogagrasta avasthAmAM tArA cittane samAdhimAM rAkhavAnI tAkAta ! huM kahuM chuM, AvA 'napuMsaka' sAmarthyano ATalo phAMko zuM? ATalo vaTa zuM? ATaluM pAgalapana zuM? ATalo ahaM zuM? hA, tArI pAse jo hoya "AMsunI lipI" ne ukelavAnuM sAmarthya to huM tane pramANapatra ApI dauM ke tuM sAce ja mardano bacyo che. kAraNa ke A sAmarthyamAM ja paralokane saddhara karI devAnI pracaMDa tAkAta dharabAyelI che. A sAmarthyamAM ja tane prabhunI pAvana karuNAnA bhAjana banAvI devAnI pracaMDa kSamatA 89

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dharabAyelI che. A sAmarthyamAM ja tane jagatanA jIvamAtranA mitra banAvI devAnI masta kaLA dharabAyelI che. balavIra, javAba Apa, che tArI pAse A vaMdanIya sAmarthya? kokanI AMkhamAMthI vahI rahelA AMsu jovA mAtrathI tane khyAla AvI jAya che kharo ke e AMsu pAchaLa kAM to duHkhano valopAta che, kAM to pApano pazcAttApa che, kAM to prabhumilanano AnaMda che, kAM to prabhuvirahanI vyathA che, kAM to kRtajJatAno bhAra che ane kAM to dhanyavAdano bhAva che ! jo A AMsunI lipIne ukelavAnuM sAmarthya tuM na dharAvato hoya to huM tane kahuM chuM ke kevaLa caherAnI lipI ukelavAnuM tArI pAse rahela sAmarthya tane krUra, kaThora ane kRtajJa banAvIne durgatimAM dhakelI dIdhA vinA nahIM rahe. vAMcI che te A paMkti? je nayane karuNA tarachoDI, enI kiMmata phUTI koDI' tArI pAse je che e AMkha che paNa kAca nathI e tuM jo puravAra karavA mAge che to mArI tane bhArapUrvakanI vinaMti che ke AMsunI lipI ukelavAnuM sAmarthya tuM pAmIne ja rahe. jIvana tAruM dhanya banI raheze. maraNa tAruM bhavya AvI raheze ! 90

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' 46 bIjAnI vAta to zuM karuM paNa mArI ja potAnI vAta karuM to ApanA jevA muni bhagavaMtonA kaSTadAyaka jIvanane jotAM mane Apa sahunI dayA Ave che. na ApanA jIvanamAM koI manoraMjana ke na ApanA jIvanamAM koI sukhasAhyabI ! A te jIvana kahevAya? milana, tane amArA jIvananAM kaSTo dekhAyA, amArA jIvananI mastI? amArA jIvananI agavaDo dekhAI, amArA jIvanano AnaMda? amArA jIvananI takalIpho dekhAI, amArA cittanI prasannatA? eka vAta tane pUchuM? tuM anekavAra mane maLavA Avyo che. gAmaDAmAM ya tuM mane maLyo che to zaheramAM ya tuM mane maLyo che. ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAMya tuM mane maLyo che to unALAnI jAlima garamImAM ya tAre mane maLavAnuM banyuM che. gAmaDAnA bhaMgAra upAzrayamAM ya tuM mane maLyo che to zaheranA AlIzAna upAzrayamAM ya tuM mane maLavA Avyo che. javAba Apa. te kyAreya mArA caherA para aprasannatA joI che? udvignatAno ochAyo mArA caherA para chAyelo tane kyAreya jovA maLyo che? saMyamajIvanamAM paDatI takalIpho aMge teM kyAreya mArA moDhAmAMthI phariyAdano sUra nIkaLato sAMbhaLyo che? mArA jIvanathI huM thAkI gayo houM, kaMTALI gayo houM ke trAsI gayo houM evo aNasAra paNa tane mArI jIvanacaryA parathI kyAreya Avyo che? eTaluM ja zuM kAma? tuM to zrImaMtAImAM ja ALoTI rahyo che ne? gADI, baMgalA, khyAti vagere badhuM ya tane upalabdha ja che ne? yuvAna patnIno tuM pati che ne? mojazokhanAM tamAma sAdhanotane hAthavagAM chene? ane chatAM te mArI pAse 'mahArAja

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che koI paNa pa . . sAheba, jIvanamAM badhuM ja che paNa zAMti nathI" nI phariyAda nathI karI ? dhaMdhAmAM AvI gayela maMdInAM rodaNAM tuM mArI pAse nathI royo? saMsAranI jAtajAtanI phariyAdo te mArI pAse nathI karI? jo hA, to Ano tAtparyArtha zo ? mAruM jIvana tArA mATe dayApAtra ke pachI tAruM jIvana mArA mATe dayApAtra? tAruM jIvana mArA mATe IrSyAnuM kAraNa ke mAruM jIvana tArA mATe IrSyAnuM kAraNa? eka bIjI vAta. jo tane mAruM jIvana dayApAtra ja lAgI rahyuM che to te kyAreya mane tArA jIvanamAM pAchA AvI javAnI 'oNphara" karI che kharI? ane meM tane na jANe keTalIya vAra kahyuM che ke 'milana, A jIvanamAM ame je mastI anubhavI rahyA chIe e mastIno svAda jIvana samApta thatA pahelAM tAreya anubhavI levA jevo che !' hakIkata jyAre A ja che tyAre mAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke AtmA paranuM mohanuM jora thoDuMka ochuM karI nAkha. tane khyAla AvI jaze ke te je mArA mATe vicAryuM hatuM emAM pAgalapana sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja nahotuM!

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HT|||||||||||||||T 40) r[li[ [ [r[ G[ r[ T[ r[ | sAmI vyaktinA aparAdha badala ene kSamA ApI devI, ene mAphI mAM ApI devI e eka prakAranI mUrkhAI hoya evuM nathI lAgatuM? jo ki ApaNane eNe nukasAnImAM utArI ja dIdhA che to pachI ene kSamA tri || zuM kAma? ene mAphI zuM kAma? Eg||||||||||| ririririririririririririririririri ciMtana, sAmI vyaktinA aparAdha chatAM ya ene kSamA ApI devAnI bahAdurI ekAda vAra paNa tuM dAkhavI to jo ! ekAda vAra paNa sAmAne mApha karI devAnI udAratA tuM darzAvI to jo ! tane khyAla AvI jaze ke karoDa rUpiyAnuM dAna ApI devuM eka vAra saraLa che paraMtu sAmI vyaktine kSamAnuM dAna karavuM e to bhAre kaThina che, muzkela che, kaSTadAyaka che ! | tane yAda apAvI dauM ke kSamAnI gaMgAnuM udgamasthAna to premanI gaMgotrI che. jo hRdaya premasabhara ja nathI to kSamAnuM dAna e azakyaprAya ja che. - tuM javAba Apa. hRdayane jIvo pratyenA premathI sabhara rAkhavuM e zuM mUrkhAI che? pAgalapana ane kAyaratA che? jo emAM tuM hA pADIza to tAre A jagatanA tamAma sajjanone, saMtone yAvat paramAtmAne paNa mUrkha mAnavA paDaze! tAruM hRdaya e mATe taiyAra che kharuM? bAkI sAcuM kahuM? kSamAzIla mANasa to evo kUpaNa che ke je kSamAnA badhA ja phAyadAo pote ja uThAve che. cittanI prasannatA e kSamAno jo prathama naMbarano phAyado che to mananuM haLavApaNuM e kSamAno bIjA naMbarano phAyado che. maitrIbhAvane abhayadAna e kSamAno jo trIjA naMbarano phAyado che to samAdhi akabaMdha e kSamAno cothA naMbarano phAyado che. nizcita sadgatigamana e kSamAno 93

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jo pAMcamA naMbarano phAyado che to prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana e kSamAno chaThThA naMbarano phAyado che. lokapriyatA e jo kSamAno sAtamA naMbarano phAyado che to pApabhIrutA e kSamAno AThamA naMbarano phAyado che. ATaATalA phAyadAone potAnA khIsAmAM mUkI deto kSamAzIla mANasa tane mUrakha lAge che? kSamAdAnanI enI pravRtti tane mUrkhAIrUpa bhAse che? - jo hA, to mAre tane eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke tArA hRdayanuM koka saMta pAse jaIne tAre 'bAyapAsa karAvI levAnI jarUra che. emAM thato vilaMba zakya che ke tArA bhAvaprANone khatama karI nAkhIne tArA AtmAne durgatimAM dhakelI de! tArA AtmAnuM saMsAra paribhramaNa vadhArI de! ciMtana, magaja thoDuM ThekANe rAkha. kSamAno je bhAva adhyAtmajagatanuM zreSThatama ghareNuM che e kSamAnA bhAvane "kAMkaro' mAnI beThelA tArA magajane prabhucaraNamAM mUkI de ! tAruM badhuM ja - zAMti-samAdhi-sadgati - bacI jaze anyathA...!!!

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48 sukha jo saMsAranA mArgeya maLatuM hoya ane dharmanA mArgeya maLatuM hoya to pachI kaSTadAyaka evA dharmanA mArge sukha meLavavAne badale sukhadAyaka evA saMsAranA mArge ja sukha meLavavA prayatnazIla zA mATe na banavuM? dharminu, eka nAnakaDI vAta tane karuM? dhAra ke tArI pAse eka sapheda kapaDuM che. tuM enA para syAhInA pAMca-dasa khaDiyA UMdhA vALI de to thAya zuM? e ja ne ke kapaDuM AkhuM ya syAhIvALuM thaI jAya. tane kapaDuM dekhAtuM ja baMdha thaI jAya. mAtra syAhI ja syAhI dekhAtI rahe ! bIjI bAju, dhAra ke tuM eka evA kamarAmAM che ke je kamarAmAM gADha aMdhakAra ja che. AMkha tArI khullI hovA chatAM tane kazuM ja dekhAtuM nathI. e aMdhakArathI akaLAIne tuM eka mINabattI tyAM saLagAvI de che tyAre thAya che zuM? e ja ne ke aMdhakAra gAyaba thaI jAya che ane mAtra prakAza ja prakAza dekhAya che. have tArA praznano javAba. saMsAranA mArge je paNa sukha maLe che e sukha che kapaDAM para DhoLI dIdhela syAhI jevuM. e sukhano jeNe paNa svIkAra karyo eNe zuddha AtmA - ke je kapaDAM jevo hato - gumAvI dIdho. ane syAhI jevA padArtho bacAvI lIdhA! mAlika ravAnA ane mola surakSita ! AtmA gAyaba ane padArtho upasthita ! saMsAranA mArge maLatA sukhanI A tAsIra che. jyAre dharmanA mArge je paNa sukha maLe che e sukha che aMdhakAramAM thatA prakAza jevuM. aMdhakAra gAyaba ane prakAza upasthita. AtmA para anaMta anaMtakALano jAmyo che

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vAsanAno aMdhakAra ! kaSAyono aMdhakAra ! Asaktino aMdhakAra ! Agrahano ane apekSAno aMdhakAra ! ahaMno ane avaLacaMDAIno aMdhakAra ! jyAM jIvanamAM dharmano prakAza thaI jAya che, anaMta anaMtakALano e aMdhakAra gAyaba thaI jAya che, nAmazeSa thaI jAya che. vAsanA dUra thaI jAya che, AtmA upasthita thaI jAya che. vibhAvadazA dUra thaI jAya che, svabhAvadazA pragaTI jAya che. saMsAra paribhramaNa samApta thaI jAya che, muktigamana nizcita banI jAya che. huM tane ja pUchuM chuM. sukhanA A be vikalpamAMthI kayA vikalpa para pasaMdagI utAravA jevI che? kapaDuM gAyaba thaI jAya evA saMsAranA sukha para ke aMdhakAra gAyaba thaI jAya evA dharmanA sukha para? dharminuM, anaMtakALamAM je bhUla karI che e ja bhUla A jIvanamAM doharAvavA jevI nathI. AtmAne gumAvI daIne A jagatanAM koI paNa sukho maLatAM hoya, e svIkAravA jevA nathI ane AtmA salAmata rahI jato hoya to A duniyAnA koI paNa sukhane choDI detA paLano ya vilaMba karavA jevo nathI !

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49 kobrA sarpane hAthethI pakaDI lenArA meM mArI AMkhe joyA che. hAthamAM mAtra lAkaDI laIne siMhanI pAchaLa bhAgelA yuvAno meM joyA che. TekarInI Toca parathI nadImAM kUdako lagAvanArA meM joyA che. mArAmAM AvI mardAnagI kyAre Avaze? sAgara, banI zake ke tArA jagatamAM bAhubaLa ja mardAnagInuM mApadaMDa manAyuM hoya, daDha manobaLa ja tAkAtanuM sUcaka manAyuM hoya paNa kahevA de mane ke AvA bAhubaLanI ke AvA manobaLanI adhyAtmajagatamAM phUTI koDInI ya kiMmata nathI. kAraNa? AvI mardAnagI to A jagatamAM durjana paNa dharAvato hoya che to guMDA pAse ya A tAkAta hoya che. vyabhicArIne ya A zaktinuM varadAna maLyuM hoya che to khUnI pAse paNa A tAkAta hovAmAM koI vAMdho nathI. paNa, adhyAtma jagata to pApabhIrutAne sAcI mardAnagInuM pramANapatra Ape che. jo tame pApathI DarI rahyA cho, tamAruM hita zoSavI nAkhatA vicAra-vANI-vyavahArathI jo tame kAMpI rahyA cho, tamArA svabhAvathI dUra dhakelI detA saMga ane sthAnathI jo tame vyathita thaI rahyA cho to adhyAtma jagata ema kahe che ke tame ja sAcA puruSa cho. tame ja sAcA marda cho. tame ja sAcA tAkAtavAna cho. prazna manamAM e thAya ke bAhubaLa ane manobaLane ja sAcI mardAnagI na kahetAM pApabhayane ja sAcI mardAnagI kahevAnuM kAraNa zuM haze? javAba A praznano e che ke pApabhaya e

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AMtarazatruo para vijaya meLavavAmAM saphaLa bane che ke je AMtarazatruoe anaMta anaMtakALathI AtmAne narakanigodAdi durgatiomAM dhakelavAnuM kAma karyuM che, AtmAne pApI paNa emaNe ja banAvyo che to du:khI paNa emaNe ja banAvyo che. AtmAne durbuddhino zikAra paNa emaNe ja banAvyo che to muktithI dUra rAkhavAnuM kAma paNa emaNe ja karyuM che. - TUMkamAM, duniyAnA badhA ja bAhya zatruo jo ghAsanA taNakhalAnA sthAne che to AMtarazatruo eTamabaoNmbanA sthAne che. ghAsanA taNakhalAne to tame phUMka lagAvIne uDADI zako paNa eTamabaoNmbane nakAmo banAvI detA to tamane navanejAM pANI UtarI jAya! sAgara, AvA eTamabaoNmba svarUpa AMtarazatruone khatama karI nAkhavAnI tAkAta je pApabhayamAM che e pApabhayane anaMtajJAnIo jo sAcI mardAnagI kahetA hoya to emAM Azcarya zuM che? eTaluM ja kahIza tane ke marda banavAnA khvAbamAM jo tuM rAcato hoya to pApabhIru banI jA. tArI A mardAnagI tArA gaLAmAM muktinI varamALA paherAvIne ja raheze.

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bhUla svIkArI levA mana hajI taiyAra thAya che, bhUlane sudhArI levA ya mana sattva phoravavA hajI taiyAra thAya che paraMtu bhUla kADhanAra para sadbhAva TakAvI rAkhavA ane sneha varasAvavA mana koI paNa hisAbe taiyAra thatuM nathI. koI samAdhAna? - ciMtana, A jIvanamAM be paDakAra bahu moTA che. bhUla karanAra para sadbhAva TakAvI rAkhavo e prathama naMbarano paDakAra che ke jene upADI levo hajI saraLa che jyAre bhUla kADhanAra para sadbhAva TakAvI rAkhavo e bIjA naMbarano paDakAra che ke jene upADI letA navanejAM pANI UtarI jAya che. paNa, taddana nagna vAstavikatA e che ke A baMne prakAranA paDakArane upADI lIdhA vinA adhyAtma jagata jene "prema" kahe che e premanA svAmI banI zakAtuM nathI. premanA abhAvamAM AtmA maitrIbhAvano svAmI banI zakato nathI ane maitrIbhAvano abhAva AtmAnI kahevAtI tamAma bAhya dharmArAdhanAone enAM phaLa sudhI pahoMcavA deto nathI. zuM kahuM tane? AtmAnI saMsAra rakhaDapaTTInA kendrasthAne be ja doSa rahelA che. jaDarAga ane jIvadveSa. AmAMya jaDarAgane mAMdo pADavo hajI saraLa che kAraNa ke pUraNa-galana-paDana ane saDana e ja to jaDano svabhAva che. patnInuM rUpa Aje bhalene manane AkarSe che, AkarSaka baMgalo Aje bhale ne dilane pAgala banAve che, svAdiSTa dravyo atyAre bhale ne jIbhamAMthI lALa paDAvI rahyA che, masta pharnicara Aje bhale ne AMkhone mohI rahyuM che, paNa,

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e tamAma parano rAga mAMdo paDavAno ja che. prazna mAtra samayano ja che. patnI buddhI thaze, baMgalo jUno thaze, svAdiSTa dravyo peTamAM jaze, pharnicara jhAMkhuM paDaze. rAga TakI ja raheze? bilakula nahIM. paNa jIvadveSane mAMdo pADavAnuM kAma to ati muzkela che. manamAM vyakti pratye eka vAra dveSa Ubho thaI gayo, vyakti pratyenA pUrvagrahathI mana grasita thaI gayuM, vyakti pratyeno durbhAva hRdayamAM sthira thaI gayo. basa, pachI e vyaktinuM sadvartana dekhAya paNa che to ya mana enA pratyenA dveSathI mukta thavA taiyAra thatuM nathI. ciMtana, manane mAravuM paDe to mArIne paNa, hRdayane samajAvavuM paDe to samajAvIne paNa, ahaMkAranI chAtI para caDI javuM paDe to caDIne paNa tuM jIvaSathI tArA manane mukta karato ja jA. bhUla svIkAravA jo tuM taiyAra che, bhUla sudhAravAya jo tuM taiyAra che to bhUla kADhanArane hRdayathI svIkArI levAmAM ATalI badhI AnAkAnI zuM kAma ?