Book Title: Kshanikno Bodh Ane Nityano Anubhav
Author(s): Fulchandra Shastri
Publisher: Shyam Smarak Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/007171/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ WEALTH COR FAME LOVE WIFE YOUTH HOUSE HAPPINESS SORROW LATIONS MATERIALS MOTHER KIDS FE BEAUTY SUCCESS HEALTH ENJOYMEN FATHER POWER DEATH SUBSTANCE JO PROSPERITY BUSINESS kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava paMDita phUlacaMda zAstrI Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OM Namo arahaMtANaM Namo siddhANaM Namo AiriyANaM / Namo uvajjhAyANaM Namo loe savva sAhUNaM / / be ni prIya zauta ri suma evuM have throarUpa arava kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava lekhaka : paMDita phalacaMda zAstrI prakAzaka : zrI zyAma smAraka TrasTa umarALA - 364 330. ji. bhAvanagara (saurASTra) phona : 02843-235203 E-mail : shyam(@fulchandshastri.com . Website : www.fulchandshastri.com Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prathama AvRttiH 7 jUna, 2010 prata H 1000 * mUlyaH 20/ prApti sthAna : zrI zyAma smAraka TrasTa umarALA - 364 330. ji. bhAvanagara (saurASTra) phona: 02843-235203 malTI grAphIksa 18, khotAcI vADI, vardhamAna bilDIMga, 3je mALe, prArthanA samAja, vI. pI. roDa, muMbaI - 400 004. " phonaH 2388 4222/2387 3222 E-mail : support@multygraphics.com Website : www.multygraphics.com * saujanya * zrImatI zAMtAbena javAnamalajI huMDiyA haste dhanarAja javAnamalajI huMDiyA gAmaH bhInamAla. hAla muMbaI zrImatI pAbubena gaNezamalajI jaina gAmaH takhatagaDha. hAla muMbaI zrImatI sumanabena koThArI muMbaI , Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trikALavartI samasta bhAvaliMgI sAdhuone savinaya arpaNa paMDita phUlacaMda zAstrI Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzakIya kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava kRti prakAzita karatA zrI zyAma smAraka TrasTa atyaMta harSa anubhave che. AtmadhyAna vinA AtmAnubhUti thai zakatI nathI tathA AtmajJAna vinA AtmadhyAna thai zakatuM nathI. A kRti jagatanA jIvone AtmA tathA anAtmA vacce bhedajJAna karavAnI kaLA batAve che. dareka jIva AtmasAdhanA karIne potAnuM saMsAra paribhramaNa rokI zake che. pratyeka AtmA svabhAvanI draSTie parameSThI che, chatAM jyAre AtmA paMca parameSThI dvArA pratipAdita mokSamArga para cAlIne nija AtmasvabhAvamAM lIna thAya, e ja kharI AtmasAdhanA che. AtmasAdhanA vaDe ja bhavabhramaNano abhAva tathA mokSarUpI sthiratA pragaTa thAya che. na jainadharma koi vADo nathI. vItarAgI bhagavAna dvArA pratipAdita dharmamAM kuLa tathA jAtino bhedabhAva kadApi na hoi zake. je jIva sadAcAramaya jIvana jIve, te ja sAco jaina kahevAya. e to sarvavidita che ke AdhyAtmika saMta zrI zyAmadevasvAmInA tattvopadezathI prabhAvita thai deza-videzamAM sthita hajAro AtmArthI jIvo jainadharmamAM parivartita thayA che. zrI zyAma smAraka TrasTa dvArA aneka dhArmika pravRttio cAlI rahI che. khAsa vAta to e che ke koi jIva janmathI jaina na hoya, tema chatAM magha, mAMsa, madhu tathA pAMca udambara phaLanA tyAgarupa ATha mULaguNone pALato hoya, rAtribhojanano tyAgI hoya, vItarAgI devadarzana tathA sadgurUnI upAsanA karato hoya, savAra, bapora, sAMja sAmAyika karato hoya!! janmathI jaina na hovA chatAM custarIte jenadharma pALatA hoya, evA AtmArthI sAdhakonI AtmasAdhanA avirata dhArApravAhathI AgaLa vadhe e hetuthI kRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdrajI tathA parama pUjya sadgurUdevazrI kAnajIsvAmInI AtmasAdhanAthI prerita thai zyAma smAraka TrasTa dvArA AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendranI sthApanA thayela che. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ umarALA gAma pAlItANAthI 43 ki.mI. tathA zrI kAnajIsvAmInI sAdhanAbhUmi sonagaDhathI 20 ki.mI. tathA bhAvanagarathI 40 ki.mI. tathA amadAvAdathI 160 ki.mI. dUra che. ahIM nikaTakALamAM AcArya kuMdakuMdadevanI AmnAya anusAra jinamaMdiranI pratiSThA tathA pravacana haoNlanI sthApanA thaze. AtmArthI sAdhako mATe AvAsa tathA bhojananI suvidhA paNa upalabdha raheze. muMbai nivAsI AtmArthI mumukSu zrI dinezabhAi koThArI dvArA zrI zyAma smAraka TrasTane samaya-samaya para mArgadarzana maLatuM ja rahe che, sAthe sAthe kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava kRtinI prastAvanA lakhIne vAMcakone saraLatA paDe te hetuthI pustakano sAra uddhRta karavA badala hArdika AbhAra mAne che. pustakanA mudraNa arthe malTIgrAphiksano atyaMta lAgaNIpUrvaka sAthasahakAra maLyo che, te badala zrI zyAma smAraka TrasTa aMtaranA bhAvapUrvaka vizeSa AbhAra mAne che. duparAMta pustakanA prakAzana arthe jemano Arthika sahayoga prApta thayo che, te sarvanA atyaMta AbhArI che, AzA che ke bhaviSyamAM paNa jJAnamArganA pracAra-prasAra hetu sahakAra maLato raheze. dareka jIva kSaNe-kSaNe pariNamatA kSaNika jagatano bodha karI nitya AtmAno anubhava karI anaMtasukhI thAya e ja maMgaLa bhAvanA. - kizorabhAI zyAmadeva jena Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pradAtA javAnuM thayuM hovAthI paMDita kulacaMdabhAI zAstrI vartamAnamAM jaina samAjanA ucca koTinA vidvAna che. AjasudhI temaNe anekAneka pravacano tathA pustakonA mAdhyamathI deza-videzamAM jainadharmano pracAra karela che. alpavaye prApta karela temanI aneka siddhi anumodanIya che. meM paNa aneka varSothI paM. kulacaMdabhAInA yogamAM rahIne tattvanuM adhyayana karyuM che, tethI teo mArA vidyAguru che. mArAM ane kulacaMdabhAI vacce je AtmIya saMbaMdho che, tene vacana vaDe huM batAvI zakato nathI. temanA dvArA muMbaImAM thayelA prathama 10000 pravacanamAMthI lagabhaga 3000 pravacanano lAbha mane prApta thayo che. huM ane zrI phulacaMdabhAI ravivAra, tA. 7/06/09nAroja paM.abhayakumArajI jaina ne maLavA devalAlI gayelA. paM. abhayakumArajIne koI kAraNosara gajapaMthA javAnuM thayuM hovAthI zrI kulacaMdabhAI paNa temanI sAthe gajapathA gayA ane huM devalAlI ja rokAyo. jyAre zrI kulacaMdabhAi gajapathAthI parata thayA tyAre temanA caherA para vairAgyanI vizeSa jhalaka vartatI hatI. tyAre mane ema thayuM ke gajaraMthA parama pavitra bhUmi che, karoDo jIvo te pAvanabhUmithI mukti pAmyA che tethI nizcitarUpe kulacaMdabhAI para paNa te bhUminA darzanathI prabhAva paDyo hovo joIe. jyAre be divasa bAda meM kulacaMdabhAI sAthe vAta karI tyAre mane vizvAsa thayo ke zrI kulacaMdabhAI kharekhara kSaNikano bodha thayo che. dazA parivartana vinA dizA parivartana yogya nathI. tethI bhAvaliMgI munine yogya aMtarapariNati pragaTe, tyAre ja bAhyatyAga sArthaka thayo ema kahevAya. kSaNikano bodha thavo ane munidharmane yogya pariNAma thavA e baMne judI vAta che. te vAtane lakSyamAM rAkhIne zrI kulacaMdabhAIe munidharmane yogya zuddha pariNatinI prApti arthe vizeSa purUSArtha prAraMbha karyo ane potAnA gurUdevanI parama AjJAnuM pAlana karIne potAnuM jIvana sva-para hita arthe samarpita karI jyAre zrI phulacaMdabhAI A cAre mane ema thayuM ke tyAre hatI. tyAre mane ja che, karoDo ja 2thA nizcitarUpe dIdhuM. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pU.kAnajIsvAmI ane phulacaMdabhAInuM janmasthAna umarALA che. hAlamAM phulacaMdabhAIe umarALAmAM AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendranI sthApanA karI che. A kaLiyugamAM jJAna gaMgAno dhodha vaheDAvavAnI temanI bhAvanA khUba ja anumodanIya che. je sAdhaka jIvone munidharmane yogya zuddha pariNAma thayA nathI, paraMtu AtmasAdhanA karavAnI atyaMta jijJAsA che, tevA sAdhako mATe A sAdhanAbhUminI sthApanA thaI che. AdhyAtmika sAdhanA kendramAM hAla lagabhaga 500 jenetara loko jene tattvajJAna prApta kare che, AtmasAdhanA kare che, te jANIne khUba ja AnaMda thAya che. dara aThavADiye traNa divasa mATe kulacaMdabhAI muMbaIthI umarALA jaIne jJAnapracAranI je mahenata karI rahyA che te paNa khUba ja prasaMzanIya che. "Nikano bodha ane nityano anubhava" nAmanA A pustakamAM zrI kulacaMdabhAIe temane thayelA kSaNikano bodhane, potAnA aMtarbhAvane lekhana dvArA vyakta karyA che. vairAgyane pragaTa karI zakAto nathI, paNa vairAgya sahaja pragaTa thAya che. A pustakamAM jagatanuM kSaNikapaNuM tathA AtmAnuM nityapaNuM samajIne kSaNika jagatathI draSTi haTIne nitya AtmA tarapha kevI rIte kendrita thAya, tenI kaLA batAvavAmAM AvI che. A pustakamAM tyAga ane vairAgyanI mahimA, puNyano sadupayoga, nitya-anityano samanvaya, AtmadhyAna, vyavahAra ane karmodaya, AtmAnubhUtinuM svarUpa, munidIkSA, kevaLajJAnanuM svarUpa, siddha bhagavAnanuM sukha vagere viSayone saraLabhASAmAM spaSTa samajAvIne saMsArathI mukita sudhIno mArga samajAvyo che. A pustakano abhyAsa karIne dareka jIvane kSaNikano bodha thavo joIe, paNa kSaNikano bodha kSaNika ja na Takavo joIe. kSaNikanA lakSya kSaNikano bodha tathA nityanA lakSya kSaNikano bodha vacce ghaNuM aMtara che. tenuM vizeSa varNana paNa A pustakamAM karavAmAM AvyuM che. dareka sAdhakSma jIvo A pustakane vAMcIne, samajIne, jIvanamAM apanAve evI maMgaLa bhAvanA bhAvuM chuM. - dineza ema. koThArI muMbaI Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ LOVE! WAPPINESS SORROU SUCES WEALTH AND Fenje Youth HOUSE SEDUTY LATIONS THEALTH MATERIALS ENJOYMENT MOTHER FATHER kios DEATH SUSS ANCZNO POWER mukhapRSTha paricaya "kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava' kRtinuM mukhapRSTha jagatanA kSaNika svarUpane AtmAnA nitya svarUpathI bhinna prakAzita kare che. mAtA-pitA, bhAi-bahena, pati-patnI, putra-putrI, mitra-zatru vagere sAMsArika saMbaMdho, kAma-bhoga, janma-maraNa, siddhi prasiddhi, dhana, prema, juvAnI, sukha-duHkha vagere pUrvokta saMyogo tathA saMyogIbhAvo kSaNika che.. 'jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno mArAMmAM praveza thaI zakato nathI, huM jJAna, darzana, sukha, vIrya, zradhdhA, cAritra, zAMta, avyAbAdhatva, avagAhanatva, sUkSmatva, agurulaghutva vagere anaMtaguNono dhanapiMDa hovAthI mArAmAM parano praveza paNa saMbhava nathI. huM anAdi-anaMta, sattA svarUpa, nitya, svayaMsurakSita, sarvocca, paramAtmasvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA chuM. AtmA tathA jagata vacce akartAvAdanI vajanI dIvAla che. jagatanuM kSaNikapaNuM aneka bhedarUpa hovAthI vikalpanuM kAraNa che, AtmAnuM svarUpa ekarUpa hovAthI nirvikalpadazAnuM kAraNa che. jJAnI trikALI, dhruva, nitya, akhaMDa, abheda, eka jJAyakane ekatva sahita nirvikalpa svasaMvedanapUrvaka pratyakSa anubhave che. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rts-b'i-'gn- p'i -ls-'ds- kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava jagata AkhuM kSaNika che ne AtmA eDanitya che, nija AtmAno anubhava basa eka mAtra nitya che. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava "kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava thavAnuM bIjuM nAma "AtmasAkSAtkAra" che. kalpanAlokamAM vicaraNa karanArA vicArakonI A kAlpanika racanA nathI, paNa jJAnIonA jIvanamAM jhAMkhIne apUrva purUSArtha vaDe anubhaveluM satya che. lekhaka ke kavi to vicAronA sAgaramAM DUbI-DUbIne jAta-jAtanA motIo zodhI le che. tethI kahyuM che ke "jyAM na pahoMce ravi, tyAM pahoMce kavi." lekhaka athavA kavi eka paLamAM rAyane pahADa batAvI de che. kavinI kalpanA zakita anerI hoI zake che, paNa kalpanAtIta nirvikalpa dazA phakta zAnInI ja hoya che. je A paLe che, te bIjI paLe nathI. je bIjI paLe che, te trIjI paLe nathI. paLe paLe parivartanazIla jagatanA svarUpane jANatA hovA chatAM ajJAnIne jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha kema thato nathI? teno vicAra karatA mane Azcarya thAya che. ajJAnI jIvo AtmAnA nityapaNAne bhUlIne jagatanA zaNikapaNAne nityarUpe kema anubhavI rahyA che? teo kema vicAra karatA nathI ke zaNika jagatamAM otaprota thaIne nitya AtmAne bhUlI javo e mahAaparAdha che. ajJAnathI aMdha ajJAnI saMsAranA kSaNikapaNAne vaLagIne temAMthI ja sukha levA badala nitya AtmAne gumAvI rahyo che, te rAkha mATe ratnane bALI rahyo che. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava he ajJAnIjano! jeoe mahelomAM rahIne potAnA jIvanamAM makhamala jevA mulAyama gAlIcA parathI nIce paga paNa mUkyo na hato, tevA komaLa dehadhArI rAjakumAroe paNa jyAre gAlIcA parathI nIce paga mUkyo, to vana-parvatanA kAMTA ane kaMkaNamAM mUkyo, AtmajJAna tathA vItarAgabhAvanA baLa para teoe potAne kAMTA-kaMkaNamAM paNa sukhI anubhavyA. teoe jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thatAM ja kSaNika jagatane tyAgI dIdhuM. anaMta mUe pasaMda karelA mArga para cAlavAnuM pasaMda na karIne teoe anaMta jJAnIoe pasaMda karelA mArga para cAlavAno nirNaya lIdho. jema bhojananI carcA karavA mAtrathI ke jAtajAtanA pakavAnanA nAma vAMcavA mAtrathI bhUkha maTI jatI nathI, paraMtu dareka vyaktie pote jAte bhojana karavuM paDe che, te ja rIte munirAjonI carcA karavA mAtrathI ke zAstro dvArA munirAjonA mULaguNonuM svarUpa jANI levA mAtrathI mokSa prApta thaI jato nathI, dareka jIve muktinI prApti arthe pote muni thavuM anivArya che. nadImAM vahetA pANInA pravAhanI jema manuSyabhava paLepaLe vahI rahyo che, he ajJAnI jIvo! parapadArthathI virakta thaI nijAbhasvabhAva tarapha vaLo! paravastune potAnI mAnIne paravastuno tyAga karavo te vAstavika tyAga nathI, tethI tenA phaLamAM saMsAra paribhramaNa ane anaMta duHkhano abhAva paNa thaI zakato nathI. je padArthamAM ekatva hoya, teno viyoga thAya to tenA phaLamAM thatA duHkhanI kalpanA karI zakAya che. jJAnI padravyane pararUpe mAnIne paradravyano tyAga kare che. nizcayadraSTie paradravyane paradravyarUpe jANanAra jJAna ja tyAga che. samyagdarzana, samyajJAna sahita cAritra ja samyaphacAritra che. jyAM sudhI jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thato nathI, tyAM sudhI padravyano tyAga paNa thaI zakto nathI. jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha karavA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zreNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava mATe AkhA jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno pratyakSa anubhava karavAnI jarUra paDatI nathIjo ke AkhA jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno pratyakSa anubhava saMbhava paNa nathI. paraMtu jagatanI eka ghaTanAnA zaNikapaNAthI bodha laIne ema nirNaya karavo joIe ke AkhuM jagata A ja pramANe zaNika ja che. jema pakAvavAmAM AvelA bhAtamAMthI koI eka dANAne dabAvIne anubhavatA pAtramAM rahelA badhAM ja dANA pAkI gayA che evo nirNaya thaI zake che tema, jagatanA eka kSaNikapaNAno anubhava karIne AkhA jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thaI zake che. rAjA RSabhadevane eka nIlAMjanA nAmanI nRtyAMganAnuM maraNa thatAM saMpUrNa svArthI jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thayo hato. saMpUrNa jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thavA mATe jagatamAM rahetA samasta jIvonA maraNa dekhavA jarUrI nathI. jo tame koI vyakti sAthe sArI rIte vartana karo, tema chatAM te vyakti tamArI sAthe sArI rIte vartana na kare to ema ja vicAra karavo A ja jagatanuM svarUpa che. ajJAnI jagata svabhAvathI ja svArthI che. jagatanA je kSaNikapaNAno mane bodha thayo che, tenuM svarUpa paNa kSaNika ja che, kAraNa ke te vyakti, vastu ke ghaTanA jagatano ja eka hisso che. zAnImAM AkhA jagatanA svarUpane pAsaporTa ane vijhA vinA dekhavAnI kaLA hoya che. Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava ww 5 kSaNika jagata AhAra grahaNa karyA bAda tene maLa thakI tyAgavo paDe che, pANI grahaNa karyA bAda tene mUtra thakI tyAgavuM paDe che, zvAsa grahaNa karyA bAda tene ucchavAsa thakI tyAgavo paDe che, je padArthone ahIM grahaNa karavAmAM Ave che, te samasta padArthone ahIM ja tyAgavA paDe che. samasta para saMyoga tathA saMyogIbhAva kSaNika che, eka AtmA ja nitya che. kSaNikapaNuM zodhavA mATe kyAMya dUra javAnI jarUra nathI. zarIramAM raheluM lohI pratisamaya aMdara-aMdara vahI rahyuM che, te ja tenuM kSaNikapaNuM che. te ja zarIramAM rahelo AtmA nitya che. je loko bhADAnA gharamAM rahe che, temane jevo ahesAsa hoya che, tevo ahesAsa potAnA gharamAM rahenArA lokone paNa thavo joie. potAnuM ghara paNa potAnuM nathI, bhADAnuM che. zarIra paNa eka ghara che, te deharUpI ghara paNa bhADAnuM hovAthI dehanuM nAma paNa bhADAnuM lAgavuM joie. loka jagata je nAmathI oLakhe che, te nAma paNa nitya nathI, kSaNika che, bhADAnuM che. paravastunI vAta to dUra, AtmAmAM utpanna thatA rAgAdi vikArI bhAva tathA thAyopazamika jJAna paNa kSaNika che. jyAre pravacana sAMbhaLIne jJAna prApta thAya tyAre paNa e vAta na bhUlavI joie ke A kSayopazama jJAna paNa kSaNika che. tethI temAM ekatva karavuM yogya nathI. ajJAnI kSaNika paryAyane nityarUpe jANe che, mAne che tethI anaMta duHkhI thAya che. kharekhara dravyane dravyanA Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava svabhAvathI jANavuM tathA paryAyane paryAyanA svabhAvathI jANavI e ja anekAMta draSTi che. aneka varSothI huM mArAM aneka vidyArthIone ema kaheto hato ke mAre mokSe javuM che, mAre bhagavAna thavuM che. to teo mane mArAM dhyeya sudhI pahoMcavAnI nA pADatA na hatA ane Azcarya paNa pAmatA na hatA. paraMtu jyAre meM amuka vidyArthIone kahyuM ke mAre gRhasthAvasthAno tyAga karIne meM muni thavuM che, tyAre teo mane rokavAnA prayatno karavA lAgyA ane amuka vidyArthIo to Azcarya paNa pAmyA. teo mArAM mokSarUpI sAdhyanI prApti mATe Azcarya na pAmyA paNa munidharmarUpI prApti mATe Azcarya pAmyA. kharekhara ajJAnI sAdhya tathA sAdhananA sAcA svarUpane oLakhatA ja nathI. teo to ema ja mAnI rahyA che ke jANe muni thayA vinA ja mokSa maLI javAno hoya, are bhAI! munirAjone to jinendra bhagavAnanA ladhunaMdana kahyA che. - munidazAne citrita karatA gurUbhaktimAM kahyuM che "pitA jhalaka jyoM putrameM dikhatI, jinendra jhalaka munirAja camakatI." jema pitAno aNasAra putramAM dekhAya che, tema jinendra bhagavAnano aNasAra munirAjamAM dekhAya che. munirAja vana tathA parvata para ekAMtamAM hoLI rame che. paryAyanI pIcakArI dravya tarapha choDe che. AtmArthIne AtmasAdhanAmAM lIna paMcendriya vijetA munirAja "mInI bhagavAna" lAgavA joie. AtmArthI jIvane evo nirNaya hoya che ke anaMta paryAyamAM bhogaveluM duHkha eka paryAyamAM paNa bhogavavuM nathI ane eka paryAyamAM paNa na bhogaveluM sukha anaMta paryAyamAM bhogavavuM che. Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zANikano bodha ane nityano anubhava munidIkSA munidazA ane muktadazAnI prAptinA zubha muhUrta hotA nathI. coghaDIyA dekhIne dIkSA grahaNa karanArane gRhita mithyAtva ja chUTyuM nathI, to agRhita mithyAtva viSe to pUchavuM ja zuM? jene gRhita mithyAtva na chUTyuM hoya tenA gRha choDavAno zuM artha che? AtmAmAMthI anaMtAnubaMdhI vagere traNakaSAya cokaDIno abhAva thatAM sahajarUpe gRha chUTe che tathA cAra kaSAya cokaDIno abhAva thayA bAda sahajarUpe deha chUTe che. jo koIne kALa athavA azubha coghaDIyAmAM vairAgya pragaTe to zuM gRhasthadazAno tyAga na karavo? jo tame azubha coghaDIyAmAM zubha kAma karatA nathI, to zubha coghaDIyAmAM azubha kAma zA mATe karo cho? jo azubha coghaDIyAmAM vairAgya pragaTa thAya to te coghaDIyu paNa zubha che ane zubha coghaDIyAmAM vikAra utpanna thAya to te coghaDIyu paNa azubha che. e vAtane kyAreya na bhUlavI joIe ke amAsanA dine bhagavAna mahAvIrano nirvANa tathA gautamasvAmIne kevaLajJAna thayuM hatuM dIkSAnA prasaMge dIkSA grahaNa karanAre camakadAra kapaDAM ane manamohaka dAgInA paherIne teno tyAga karavo, e yogya nathI. tIrthaMkara paramAtmAno paNa dIkSA kalyANaka ujavavAmAM Ave che, paNa svarganA devone AmaMtraNa ApIne bolAvavA paDatA nathI. jAnInI draSTi potAnA nijasvabhAvamAM sthira hoya che, dIkSA kalyANakano prasaMga ujavavA upara nahIM. jJAnI vairAgyanuM jora vadhatA sahaja tatkSaNe sthita saMyogone choDIne vanaprayANa kare che, paNa janapracAra karatA nathI. nemikumAre dIkSA grahaNa karavA mATe kahyuM mUharta dekhyuM hatuM? e to sahaja vairAgya AvatA saMsAramArgathI mokSamArga para vaLI gayA. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava tIrthakarano jIva je divase mAtAnA garbhamAM praveza kare che, te divasa saheje garbha lyANakarUpe manAvAya che. je divase janma thAya che te divasa saheje janma kalyANakarUpe manAvAya che. je divase kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che, te divasa saheje jJAna kalyANakarUpe manAvAya che tathA je divase mokSa thAya che, te divasa saheje mokSa kalyANakarUpe manAvAya che. jo cAreya kalyANakamAM coghaDIyA ane pUrvataiyArI hotI nathI, to zuM dIkSA prasaMga paNa sahaja na hoI zake? jene aMtaramAM vairAgya pragaTa thayo hoya te sAdA kapaDAne choDIne camakadAra vastro pahere ane tyAra bAda teno tyAga na kare. pUrve rAjAmahArAjAno rojIMdo paheraveza ja camakadAra hato, tethI je vastro paheryA hatA, tene ja choDIne vanaprayANa karI gayA. atyAre rojIMdA peTa-zarTane choDIne camakadAra vastro paheravA ane tene tyAgavA, e yogya nathI. dIkSArthI mAtA-pitAnI AjJA le che, te paNa mAtra jANakArI ja ApI rahyA che, paNa anumati mAMgatA nathI. Inphormezana ane paramizana baMne vacce bheda che. ophisamAM zeTha tenA nokarane kahe ke huM AvatI kAle ophise nahIM AvuM, tyAM zeTha potAnA nokarane mAtra Inphormezana ApI rahyo che, jyAre nokara potAnA zeThane kahe ke huM AvatI kAle ophise nahIM AvuM, tyAM nokara potAnA zeTha pAse paramizana mAMgI rahyo che. e ja pramANe vairAgIne anumati levAnI AvazyakatA hotI nathI, teo to mAtra jANa ja kare che ke have tame mane zodhazo nahIM, huM dIkSA grahaNa karI rahyo chuM. jyAre jIvane kSaNikano bodha thAya che tyAre jagatamAM utpanna thanArI paryAyamAM te paryAyano vyaya paNa jaNAya che tathA vyaya thanArI paryAyamAM utpAda paNa jaNAya che. pratyeka paryAyanuM svarUpa sahaja kSaNika jaNAya che. Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava evA keTalAya loko hoya che ke je davAkhAnAmAM temano janma thayo hoya te ja davAkhAnAmAM temanuM maraNa paNa thayuM hoya. janma ane maraNa vacce AkhI duniyAnA pherA pharIne pote potAnI sAthe zuM laI gayA? maranAranI IcchA to e hatI ke tenA kamAyelA rUpiyA tenI sAthe jAya ane karelA pApa ahIM ja rahI jAya, paNa tenI IcchAthI sarvathA virUddha ja thAya che. kamAyelA rUpiyA ahIM ja rahI jAya che ane karelA pApa sAthe jAya che. jiMdagImAM keTaluM kamANA re, eno saravALo mAMDajo. saravALe mIMDA mukAya re, eno saravALo mAMDajo. jo ke saravALo karatA kharo hisAba evo maLe che ke A bhavamAM pApa pariNAmamAM racI-pacIne je karmanA poTalA bAMdhyA e ja teno napho che ane amUlya manuSya bhava vyarthamAM gumAvyo e ja tenI khoTa che. jagatanA zaNikapaNAno bodha thatAM, vairAgyanuM jora vadhatA aneka azAnIo bhegA maLIne paNa eka vairAgIne palaTAvI zakatA nathI ane rAganuM jora vadhatA aneka vItarAgI bhagavAna paNa eka rAgIne palaTAvI zakatA nathI. paththaranuM kALaju karIne munidharmane jIvanamAM apanAvavo joIe, je DhIlA paDI gayA, tenA mATe A vitarAgamArga nathI. ekavAra cAlatA thayA eTale pAchA vaLavAno koI vikalpa nahIM. je jAgyo te bhAgyo. Only one way! No return ticket ! e vAta parama satya che ke nimittathI kArya thatuM nathI, chatAM vanavihArI bhAvaliMgI munirAjo paNa asanimittane choDIne sanimittamAM rahe che. jJAnInI zraddhAmAM nimitta akiMcitkara hovAthI teo jagatathI alipta rahIne nijAtmAnA nitya svarUpane jANe che, anubhave che tethI jJAnIne jagatanA kSaNikapaNAnI asara thatI nathI. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava ahIM koI kahe ke munine vanamAM vihAra karavAno Agraha kema? jJAnI tene kahe che ke muni kyAM Agraha rAkhe che? AhAra arthe teo gAma, nagara ane zaheramAM niyamita kALa maryAdAnusAra Ave che. Agraha to tame rAkho cho ke tamAre zaheramAM ja rahevuM che, muninA darzana karavA ke jJAnaprApti arthe vanamAM javuM nathI. muni to muninA vyavahAra mATe Ave che, jyAre tame darzanArthe vyavahAra mATe paNa vanamAM jatA nathI. ajJAnInI draSTimAM Agraha hovAthI tene sAdhujano paNa AgrahI lAge che, tene sAdhudazA upAdeya lAgatI nathI. jene zaNikano bodha thayo hoya tene ja sAdhudazA upAdeya lAge che. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zANikano bodha ane nityano anubhava -no ooooooooooo o oooooooooooooooooooo. narathI nArAyaNa thavA mATe narabhava khAvuM-pIvuM, viSayabhogo bhogavavA, kAma-sevana karavuM vagere kAryo to pazuo paNa kare che, emAM navInatA zuM che? khAvA-pIvA mATe AhArapANI to gAya-bheMza paNa zodhI le che. rahevA mATe pakSIo paNa mALA banAve che, keTalI jhINavaTathI mALA banAve che, temanI pAse paNa kaLA che, jJAna che. teo potAnI dareka jarUrIyAtane zodhI le che. ApaNe paNa potAnA jJAna ane kaLAno upayoga karIne ghara banAvyA che, mALA banAvyA che. have mALA banAvavAno nahIM paNa mALA gaNavAno samaya AvI gayo che, manuSyanuM vAstavika kArya saMyamabhAva pragaTa karavo e ja che. svarganA devo paNa saMyamabhAva grahaNa karavA arthe manuSyabhavanI prApti mATe tarase che. jyAre je jIvane evo ahesAsa thAya ke A narabhava mAtra nArAyaNa thavA mATe ja maLyo che, narabhavanI ekapaLa vyarthamAM gumAvavI yogya nathI, tyAre te jIva adhyAtma mArgamAM praveza karI zake che. - je jIvane jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thAya che, te jIvane jagatajano sAthe vArtAlApa paNa bojarUpa lAge che, bAhya vyavahAra rUcato nathI, saMsAranA saMbaMdho AtmAnI mahAnatA nathI paNa AtmAnA karmabaMdhananA ja kAraNo che, tethI jJAnIne koI paNa aprayojanabhUta viSayamAM joDANa thatuM nathI. koInI sAthe pArakI paMcAta karavI ane sAMbhaLavI aprayojanabhUta lAgavI joIe. vartamAna bhUmikAmAM AvatIkAle svAdhyAya keTalA vAgye che ema pUchavuM prayojanabhUta che, paNa AjakAla zuM cAlI rahyuM che? vepAra-dhaMdho kevo cAle che? tame keTalA vAgye uTho cho? keTalA vAgye suvo cho? zuM jamo cho? cA pIdhI ke nahIM? nAsto karyo ke nahIM? Ama, ajJAnInuM AkhuM jIvana cA-pANI ane nAstAnI pUchaparachamAM veDaphAI jAya che. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava koi vyakti liphTamAM maLI to pUchyuM, kema cho? majAmAM? eTalI vAta karI. paNa haju liphTamAM cAra sekaMDa sAthe che, tethI koi navo muddo kholyo, kAraNa ke jo cAra sekaMDa muMgA-muMgA rahIzuM, to kevuM lAgaze? paNa bhAi! e cAra sekaMDa nijAtmAnA zuddha svarUpano vicAra karyo hota to? ajJAnIne manuSyabhavanI mahattAno ahesAsa nathI, tethI tene zuddhAtmAnI rUci paNa thatI nathI. 12 kyAreka ajJAnIne ema paNa vicAra Ave che ke keTalAya divasa vItI gayA che, A sagAne phona karyo nathI, jo eka phona paNa nahIM karUM to temane kevuM lAgaze? lAva, vyavahAra khAtara saMbaMdha TakAvavA mATe eka phona karI dauM. ajJAnInA mastiSkamAM haju to saMsAranA saMbaMdho TakAvavAnI vRtti ja paDelI che. tethI tene ekalApaNuM rUcatuM nathI, vairAgya rUcato nathI. sAdhAraNa gRhasthanI vAta bahu dUra, paNa dravyaliMgI mithyAdraSTI sAdhune paNa bAhyamAM gRhasthadazAno tyAga karyA bAda gRhasthadazA saMbaMdhI vikalpo uThe che, tethI bAhyatyAga hovA chatAM cittanI malinatA ane upayoganI caMcaLatAnA kAraNe, teo AtmajJAna pAmatA nathI. gRhasthAvasthAmAM je potAnA mAtA-pitA ane bhAi-bahena hatA, tene dekhatA tarata ja evA vikalpo AvavA lAge che ke A mArA saMsAranA mAtA-pitA, bhAi-bahena che. evA vacano paNa anekAneka dravyaliMgI mithyAdraSTI sAdhunA mukhethI AMtarika ekatvapUrvaka avAra-navAra sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che. dIkSA lIdhA bAda bhUtakALanA mAtA-pitAnI sevA karavAno bhAva paNa utpanna thAya to sAdhu dazA malina thai ane sevA to karI na zakyA. tyAM evA aneka prakAranA vikalpo utpanna thAya che ke jo huM temanI sAthe hota to davA-AhAra lAvI Apata. AvA bhAva mAtrathI paNa sAdhupaNuM dUSita thAya che. Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaNino bodha ane nityano anubhava III jo sAdhune tenA bhUtakALanA mAtA-pitAnI sevA karavAno bhAva Ave to te sAcA sAdhu nathI tathA jo koi gRhasthane tenA mAtA-pitAnI sevA karavAno bhAva na Ave to te sAcA gRhastha nathI. dareka jIvanAvicAra ane vartana potAnI bhUmikAnusAra ja hovA joIe. samayasAramAM kahyuM che ke sAdhune bhUtakALamAM koI mArA sagAsaMbaMdhI hatA, tevo vikalpa paNa utpanna thAya to e aparAdha che, tethI tenA prAyazcitarUpe pratikramaNa kare che. bhUtakALamAM karelA rAtribhojananA vartamAnamAM utpanna thayelA vikalpa badala pratikramaNa karavAnuM kahyuM che. trikALI AtmAne jagatatathA jagatanI trikALa kriyAthI bhina mAnavAnuM nAma samyagdarzana che. zarIra Aje paNa mAruM nathI, anaMta kALa sudhI mAruM nathI. tethI ema vicAra na karavo ke Aje A zarIra mAruM nathI ane jo A zarIranI sevA-cAkarI nahIM karuM ane be divasa pachI zarIra mAruM thaI jaze to? jJAnI kahe che ke anaMtakALa sudhI A zarIra tAruM thavAnuM nathI ane anAdi kALathI tAruM thayuM nathI, tu bhagavAna AtmA zarIrAdi paradravyathI trikALa bhinna cho. mokSamAM deha rahita anaMta kALa sudhI rahevAnuM hovAthI deha saMbaMdhI ciMtA rahita kema rahI zakato nathI? he bhAI! tu deha saMbaMdhI ciMtAthI sarvathA mukta thaI, jJAyakabhAvano Azraya le. potAne zarIrathI judo mAnavAnuM nAma samyagdarzana che ane zarIrathI judo thavAnuM nAma moNa che. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava naaoooooo o ooooooooooooooooooosAdhune bicArA kahenArA ja bicArA nirvastra sAdhunA pagamAM caMpala paNa nathI, kAMTA-kaMkaNamAM vihAra karI rahyA che, pagamAM kAMTA paNa vAgatA hoya, taDako paNa sahana kare che, A badhuM dekhatA ajJAnIne ema lAge che ke sAdhu keTaluM duHkha sahana karI rahyA che. ajJAnInI draSTi dehAdhIna hovAthI tene dehanI pratikULatA kaSTadAyaka lAge che. tene sAdhu bicArA lAge che! bhAI, tane khabara che? atIndriya svasaMvedana pratyakSa AtmAnubhUtinA phaLane bhogavanAra bicArA nathI, paNa tu pote pAMca IjiyanA bhoga saMbaMdhI vikalponI jALa phaMsAyelo cho, tethI tu pote ja bicAro cho. tane Aje sAdhu bicArA lAge che, paNa siddha bhagavAnane to zarIra ja nathI? jene zarIra paNa nathI evA siddha bhagavAna tane kevA lAge che? eka vAta haMmezA yAda rAkhavI joIe ke jyAM sudhI sAdhudazA duHkhamaya lAge che, tyAM sudhI jIva sAdhudharma pALavAnA bhAvathI paNa Dare che, kAraNa ke jIvane jANI-dekhIne duHkhI thavuM nathI. duHkhane sahana karavuM e sAdhunuM lakSaNa nathI, sAdhu to atIndriya AnaMdanA ghuTaDA pIve che. sAdhunI nagnadazA dekhIne to ema lAgavuM joIe ke vastranA vikalpothI mukta thayA, caMpalanA vikalpothI mukta thayA, vagere anekAneka vikalpothI muktinuM phaLa atIndriya sukha che, duHkha kadApi nahi. aneka lokonA mukhethI avAra-navAra e sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che ke tame muMbaImAM rahIne paNa keTalA sukhI cho, tenI tamane khabara che? jo tamAre e vAtano anubhava karavo hoya to ekavAra bihAramAM jaIne dekho ke duHkha zuM che? AvuM kahenArAnI draSTi mAtra bAhya saMyoga para che. muMbaI zaheramAM Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 15 khAvA-pIvAnI suvidhA atisulabha che, jyAre bihAramAM atyAre ghI-dUdha dekhavA paNa durlabha che. jyAM ghI-dUdha saraLatAthI prApta thAya tyAM sukha ane jyAM ghI-dUdha saraLatAthI prApta na thAya tyAM duHkha, evA vicAro ajJAnInA kalpanAlokamAM ja utpanna thAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke jo bihAramAM rahIne paNa jIva moha rahita nirAkuLa che, to ghI-dUdha vinA paNa sukhI che ane muMbaImAM rahenAra pAse abajo rUpiyA hovA chatAM vikalpa ane AkuLatAnA bhArathI duHkhI thato hoya che. sukhano saMbaMdha AtmA sAthe che. AtmA svayaM sukhano svAmI che, sukhano svAmI ja kema? AtmA svayaM sukha che. huM svayaM sukha chuM. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeoo o oooooooooooooooooooajJAnInI saMpatti ja jJAnInI vipatti ajJAnIne bAhya bhautika padArthomAM sukhabuddhi hovAthI te bAhya sAdhanone ja potAnI saMpatti mAne che. jyAre zAnInI draSTimAM azAnInI saMpatti ja vipatti che. ajJAnI pote mohAvezathI atyaMta dUravartI jaDapadArthomAM paNa potApaNuM kare che. pariNAma svarUpe tedu:khI ja thAya che. eka karoDapati muMbaInI copATI para potAnI gADImAMthI eka karoDa rUpiyA bharelI bega laIne nIce utaryo. teNe potAnA koTanA khissAmAMthI dIvAsaLI kADhI, te jevo eka karoDa rUpiyA saLagAvavA jaI rahyo hato ke thoDI ja vAramAM lokonuM ToLuM ekaThuM thaI gayuM. loko kahevA lAgyA ke A vyakti nizcitarUpe pAgala thaI gaI che, kAraNa ke AkhI duniyA je rUpiyA pAchaLa pAgala thaI rahI che, A vyakti te rUpiyAne saLagAvI rahI che. jyAre loko tene pAgala, pAgala kahevA lAgyA, tyAre te karoDapati bolyo, mArAthI paNa vadhu pAgala tame cho. kAraNa ke pAgalane dekhavA mATe ekatrita thayA cho. paNa bhAI! tu kaMIka evuM karI rahyo cho ke je pAgala ja kare, tethI ame ahIM ubhA chIe, lokoe kahyuM. karoDapatie spaSTa karatA kahyuM ke je eka karoDa rUpiyAne huM saLagAvI rahyo chuM, te be naMbaranuM kALunANuM che. mane samAcAra maLyA che ke Aje rAtre mArA ghare InkamaTekSanA chApA paDavAnA che. jo huM A karoDa rUpiyA na saLagAvuM to mane AjIvana kedanI sajA thaze. tamArI draSTimAM A eka karoDa rUpiyA saMpatti che, paNa mArI draSTimAM mahAvipatti che. dekhanAra lokonI draSTimAM saMpatti saLagI rahI che, saLagAvanAranI draSTimAM bhaviSyamAM thanArI AjIvana keda saLagI rahI che. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 17 e ja pramANe ajJAnI mAne che ke jJAnIe saMpattino tyAga karyo ane vanaprayANa karyuM, paNa jJAnI kahe che ke te ajJAnIjano! tame jene saMpatti mAno cho, te saMpatti che ja nahi, te to mahAvipatti che. jo ame be naMbaranA vaibhavano (cha dravyamAM pudagala bIjA naMbare che) tyAganakaryo hota to cAragatirUpa saMsAranI keda anaMtakALa sudhI bhogavavI paDatI tethI tame paNa jema bane tema zIdhrAtizISa jAgRta thaIne teno tyAga karo. viSaya lolupI manuSyanI viSayAsakti viSe vizeSa zuM kahevuM? saMskRta kavi zrI bhartRharie kahyuM che ke sAruM che ke manuSya ghAsa nathI khAto, nahIM to pazune ghAsa paNa na maLata. jJAnI kahe che ke viSayAsakti choDIne eka paNa aprayojanabhUta paramANu potAnA gharamAM rAkhavo nahIM. tyAM ema vicAra na karavo ke paramANu ApaNA jJAnano viSaya banI zakato nathI, ame paramANune grahaNa karyA ja nathI, mAtra skaMdhane ja grahaNa karyA che. jJAnI kahe che ke eka paramANune grahaNa karavAno bhAva paNa AtmA mATe ahitakArI che, to paramANunA samuharUpa skaMdhone grahaNa karavAno bhAva hitakArI kevI rIte hoya? vyavahAranayathI ajJAnIe mukhya baMne prakAranA skaMdhone grahaNa karyA che, jJAnAvaraNAdi sUkSma skaMdho (dravyakama) tathA zarIra, ghara, gADI vagere sthaLa skaMdho (nokama). A baMne karmonuM mULakAraNa rAgAdi vilpa (bhAvakarma) che. koI jIva ema vicAra kare che ke puNyanA udayathI prApta thayelI anukULatA kSaNika che, ema lAgatA tene teno viyoga thayA pahelA ja bhogavI levAnI vRtti uThavA lAge che tathA koI jIvane samajaNapUrvaka tyAgavAnA bhAva utpanna thAya che. jema ke koI vyakti pAse Aje 1 lAkha rUpiyA che, tene ema vicAra Ave che ke cora AvIne 1 lAkha rUpiyA corI jAya tenA pahelA atyAre ja bhogavI lauM, jyAre koIne evo vicAra Ave che ke cora AvIne 1 lAkha rUpiyA corI jAya tenA pahelA atyAre ja dAnamAM ApI dauM. zaNikapaNuM jaNAtA koI saMsAramArge, to koI mokSamArge prayANa kare che. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava koi jIvane juvAnInA kSaNikapaNAnuM jJAna thatA saMsAra bhogavavAnI icchA thAya che, to koi jIvane saMyama dhAraNa karIne juvAnImAM ja munidharma pALavAnA bhAva thAya che. kharekhara, pUrve thayelA adhikAMza jJAnIoe yuvAvasthAmAM ja prApta zarIrano sadupayoga karIne AtmAnuM hita karyuM hatuM. 18 sarvatra draSTinI ja pradhAnatA che. pAzcAtya saMskRtimAM eka karoDa rUpiyAno ceka paNa lakhavAmAM Ave to ema lakhAya che ke "One crore only" tyAM eka karoDa rUpiyA paNa "mAtra" lAge che, temAM asaMtoSa vRtti spaSTa jhaLake che, jyAre bhAratIya saMskRtimAM gujarAtImAM pAMca rUpiyAnA cekamAM paNa "pAMca rUpiyA purA" lakhAya che. ahIM pAMca rUpiyA paNa "purA" jaNAya che. AvI anerI saMskRtine tyAgIne anya saMskRtinuM anukaraNa kevI rIte karAya? parama pavitra bhArata dezamAM janma levA mATe paNa A jIve mahApuNyane kharcyA che. tethI manuSyabhavanI eka paLa paNa vyarthamAM na veDaphAi jAya tenuM paLepaLe dhyAna rAkhavuM joie. paM. dolatarAmajIe chaDhALAmAM kahyuM che ke - ImijAni, AlasahAni,sAhasaThAniyaosikhaAdarI; jabalInaroga jarA gaDhe, tabalIMjhaTitinija hita karo. ema jANIne pramAda choDIne purUSArtha karIne A zikhAmaNa grahaNa karo ke jyAM sudhI roga ke ghaDapaNa na Ave tyAM sudhImAM zIghra AtmAnuM hita karI levuM joie. maraNa pathArI para hovA chatAM pitA gharanI dekha-rekha karavAnuM choDatA nathI. putra kahe che ke pitAjI have jamAno badalAi gayo che tethI gharanuM pharnIcara badalAvavAnI icchA che. to kahe che ke nahIM. A gharamAM huM jyAM sudhI chuM tyAM sudhI mArI icchAnusAra ja raheze. putrane vicAra Ave che ke kyAre pitAjI mare ane kyAre pharnIcara badalAvuM? pitAjIe paNa khUba ja Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zANikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 19 gaMbhIratAthI e vAtano vicAra karavo joie ke je putrae mArA maraNanI rAha dekhavI paDe e mArA mATe zaramajanaka che. tethI lAva, patharanuM mAlikIpaNuM choDIne nija gharamAM praveza karuM. dareka jIve saMsAranI paLojaNamAM vizeSa rUci na dharAvIne, eka mAtra zuddhAtmAno Azraya levo joIe. e ja manuSyabhavanI sArthakatA che. anaMtakALanI barAbarImAM manuSyabhava kSaNika che. jema maMgaLavAra kSaNika che, tema budhavAra paNa kSaNika che, e ja pramANe pratyeka paryAya kSaNika che. kSaNika maLelA manuSyabhavamAM potAnI jJAna paryAyamAM dravyane jANavAnuM che, anubhavavAnuM che, jJAna paryAyamAM dravyane parovavAnuM che. kahyuM paNa che - vijaLInA camakAre motIDA poravAya re, potAnI zaNika paryAyamAM Atmadravyane parovavAthI mokSamALA taiyAra thAya che. koIe mane gALa ApI, tamAco mAryo, niMdA karI, prazaMsA karI, phUlano hAra paherAvyo, vagere kriyA kSaNika che, tenAthI mane zuM lAbhanukasAna che? jevA sAthe tevA thaIne rahevuM e zAnInuM kartavya nathI. bhale AtaMkavAdIe aneka loko para goLIo vaDe prahAra karyo hoya to paNa mAre temanA para dveSa na karavo joIe, temane paryaya draSTie bhinna bhagavAna AtmA tarIke dekhavA joIe. teo dravya draSTie siddha paramAtmA che tathA paryAya draSTie AtaMkavAdI che. ema paNa kahI zakAya ke paryAya draSTie mAro bhUtakALa che tathA dravya draSTie mAro bhaviSya kALa che. potAnA bhaviSyanI taiyArImAM bhagavAna thavAnuM dhyeya mukhya hovuM joIe. bhaviSyanA aneka plAnamAM eka bhagavAna thavAno paNa plAna hovo joIe, are! bhagavAna thavAno ja "phyucara plAna" hovo joIe. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava je loko ema kahe che ke vartamAnamAM ekaTho karelo vaibhava meM mArI jAta mahenatathI ekaTho karyo che, mArA pitA thakI maLyo nathI. jJAnI tene kahe che ke tArA kathana parathI ja e vAta siddha thAya che ke te ekaThA karelA parigraharUpI pApanA phaLamAM tAre pote ja naraka-nigodamAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDaze, tArA pitAe nahIM. tArA pitA to khUba ja saMtoSI hatA, nAnA gAmamAM rahetA hatA, roja khAvA puratuM roja kamAtA hatA, paNa tu asaMtoSI pedA thayo ke muMbaI jevA mahAnagaramAM gAma choDIne karoDapati thavA Avyo. tethI tArI mahenatanuM abhimAna choDIne svabhAvatarapha draSTi kara. puNyanA udayane potAno purUSArtha mAnI levo e ja jIvanI sauthI moTI nabaLAI che. karmanA udayAhInadraSTi choDIne svabhAvataraka draSTi kendrita karavI e ja dharmano marma che. punA rasane choDIne atIndriya sukhanA samarasane pIve te ja dharmAtmA che. jagatamAM je vastu utpanna thaI che, te naSTa thavA mATe ja utpanna thaI che. te ja pramANe vastuno saMyoga paNa vastuno viyoga thavA mATe ja thato hoya che. jJAnI to ahIM sudhI kahe che ke saMyoganA kALe paNa bedravya vacce atyaMtAbhAva hoya che. jagatanA svarUpano yathArtha nirNaya karIne jagatamAM rahetA ajJAnInI mAnyatA nija AtmAne prabhAvita na kare tenuM paLa-paLe dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. potAnAmAM rAga na thAya te hetuthI bIjA jIvomAM potAnA pratye rahelA rAganA vicArane paNa virAma Apavo joIe. jyAre ajJAnI bIjAnA rAgano vicAra kare che tyAre tene potAne paNa rAgabhAva utpanna thavA lAge che, AvI parAdhInadazAnuM pariNAma duHkhada ja hoya che. eka anukULatAne prApta karyA bAda bIjI anukULatA prApta thAya tyAM sudhImAM pahelI anukULatA paNa pratikULatArUpe palaTAI gaI hoya che, AvI Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Nikano bodha ane nityano anubhava anukULatA ane pratikULatAnA vikalpomAM racyA-pacyA rahevAthI AkuLatA ja utpanna thAya che. dIkarAne dekhavAnI IcchA che, te icchA pUrNa thatA dIkarAnA dIkarAne paNa dekhavAnI IcchA che, dIkarAno dIkaro Ave tyAM sudhImAM potAne javAno samaya AvI jAya che, AvI paristhitio jIvane kSaNikano bodha karAve che, jo jIva kSaNikano bodha kare to! jagatanA bhogone ajJAnIono eMThavADa kahyo che. kAraNa ke jJAnIe bhUtakALamAM je bhogone bhogavyA hatA, te ajJAnatAthI ja bhogavyA hatA. jo saMsAranA bhogone jJAnIno eMThavADa kahevAmAM Ave to ajJAnI tene jJAnInA eMThavADanuM caraNAmRta samajI bhogavavAnI vRtti choDaze nahIM. Ama, nijatmAnA laye saMsAranA samasta bhogothI udAsIna thavuM e ja kharo zaNikano bodha che. - dareka ghaTanAmAM kSaNikano bodha thavo joIe. mAMsAhArI bhaviSyamAM zAkAhArI thaI zake che, zAkAhArI bhaviSyamAM mAMsAhArI thaI zake che. mAMsAhArI kSaNika che, tethI temAM dveSa na karo. zAkAhArI kSaNika che, tethI temAM rAga na karo. jo rAga ke dveSa na karavA, to zuM karavuM? are vastusthiti jemahoya, tema mAtra jANo paNa vikalponI jALamAM potAne phasAvonahIM. - ajJAnInA vartamAna jJAna paryAyanI nabaLAI e che ke koI paNa ghaTanA ghaTita thayA bAda aneka samaya bAda tenA jJAnamAM ahesAsarUpe jaNAya che. jema ke - koI vyaktie tamArI niMdA karI, te samaye niMdAnA dhvani utpanna thayA tenA keTalAya samaya bAda te dhvaninuM ajJAnIne bhAvabhAsana thAya che. jyAre tene niMdArUpa dhvaninuM bhAvabhAsana thAya che, tyAre te dhvanirUpa paryAya bhUtakALa banI cUkI hoya che. eka dravyanI bhUtakALanI paryAya tathA vartamAnanI paryAya vacce prAgabhAva hoya che. ajJAnIne A siddhAMtanI yathArtha zraddhA na hovAthI te bhUtakALane vartamAna samajIne dveSabhAva kare che ane vyarthamAM ja duHkhI thAya che. Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 kaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava jema ke koI vyaktinI najara samakSa bIjI koI vyakita na hovA chatAM mazInaganamAMthI goLIo choDe, to lokajagatamAM te mUrkha kahevAze. kAraNa ke jenI vartamAnamAM sattA nathI, tenA lakSya vikalpa karavA e ajJAnInI mUrkhatA ja che. jJAnI jagatathI alipta thaIne nija zuddhAtma svarUpane jANe che, tethI jJAnIne jagatanA kSaNikapaNAnI asara thatI nathI. jema ke koI mane 10 kilo sonAnuM biskITa paNa Ape to te mArA zAyaka svabhAvamAM maLI jatuM nathI, AtmAmAM eka guNa paNa vadhI jato nathI tathA te sonAnA viyogamAM AtmAmAMthI eka guNa paNa ghaTI jato nathI. jJAnI kahe che ke AkhuM jagata sonAmaya thaI jAya to paNa tenAthI mane zuM? saMyoga ke viyogathI vyarthamAM sukhI ke duHkhI thavuM e jJAnInuM kartavya nathI. jo koIne hoTalanA eka rUmamAM eka divasa rahevuM hoya to tenA raMga, pharnIcara ane DijhAIna vagere kAraNe te koI vikalpa karatA nathI. kAraNa ke tene yathArtha zraddhA che ke A saMyoga para ane kSaNika che, jema hoTalanA rUmano saMyoga para ane kSaNika mAnavAthI te saMbaMdhI vikalpa utpanna thatA nathI, tema potAnA zarIra ane ghara vagere saMyogone paNa para ane kSaNika mAnavAmAM Ave, tyAre tatsaMbaMdhI vikalpane paNa virAma maLaze. vartamAna eka samayanI kSaNika paryAyanuM astitva bhUtakALanI anaMta paryAya tathA bhaviSyanI anaMtAnaMta paryAyamAM nathI, te eka samayanI vartamAna paryAyanuM eka samaya mATe hovuM e paNa na hovA samAna che, je Adi tathA aMtamAM na hoya tenA madhyamAM hovAthI zuM prayojana che? tethI ja jJAnIe kSaNikane kSaNika jANIne tatsaMbaMdhI vikalpathI nivRtta thavAno upadeza Apyo che. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 23 jema ghoDAnI AMkho para DAbalA bAMdhI devAmAM Ave che ke jethI tenI draSTi aprayojanabhUta viSaya tarapha na vaLe. e ja pramANe ahIM paNa jagatane kSaNika kahIne tenAthI draSTi haTAvIne trikALI nitya AtmAmAM draSTi kendrita karavAno upadeza ApavAmAM Avyo che. cha DhALAmAM kahyuM che ke - puNya-pApa phalamAMhi, harakha-vilakho mata bhAI, yaha pudagala parajAya vinasi, upaje kira thAI. lAkha bAtakI bAta yahI, nizcaya ura lAo; tori sakala jagadaMda-phaMda, nita Atama dhyAo. he AtmahiteSI prANI ! puNyanA phaLomAM harSa na kara, ane pApanA phaLomAM dveSa na kara, kAraNa ke A puNya ane pApa pudagalanA paryAya che. utpanna thaine nAza pAmI jAya che ane pharIne utpanna thAya che. potAnA aMtaramAM nizcayathI kharekhara lAkho vAtano sAra A pramANe grahaNa karo ke puNya-pAparUpa badhAMya janma-maraNanA dvaMdarUpa vikArI-malinabhAvo toDI haMmezA potAnA AtmAnuM dhyAna karo. Azaya e che ke puNya ane pApa kSaNika hovAthI temA otaprota na thaine nijAtmAnI sAdhanA karavI joie. AtmasAdhanA ja kharI sAdhanA che. AtmAsAdhanAnuM phaLa atIndriya sukha che, jenuM astitva anaMtakALa sudhI TakIne raheze. sAdhaka-sAdhana-sAdhyano bheda TaLe tyAre nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUtirUpa sAdhanAnI siddhi thAya che. Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava puNyanA udayamAM potAnI vRtti tapAso dareka jIvoe potAnI vRttine dareka paLe tapAsavI joie. jemakekoine evA vikalpa utpanna thAya che ke mAre pena joie che. te vyaktine pena prApta karavAnA bhAva be prakArathI AvI zake che. pahelo e ke huM mahenata karUM ane paisA kamAine pena kharIduM. bIjoe ke huM koinA khIssAmAMthI pena chInavI lauM. te baMne prakArathI maLatI penamAM puNya to kharcAya ja che, kamAine kharIdelI paNa puNyanA udayathI maLI che ane chInavIne maLelI paNa puNyanA udayathI maLI che, baMne sthitimAM mahatva vRttinuM che. tethI dareka samaye jIve potAnI vRttino vicAra karavo joie. AtmAmAM rahelA rAga-dveSarUpa vikArIbhAvonuM pragaTarUpa vikalpa che. je vikalpa AtmAmAM utpanna thAya che, te AtmAmAM paDelI vRttinuM pragaTa svarUpa che. jo AtmAmAM rAga-dveSanuM astitva ja na hoya to vikalpa na hoya. tethI ja pUrNa vItarAgI arihaMta ane siddha paramAtmA pUrNa nirvikalpa che. Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 25 puNyane veDapho nahIM potAnA puNyane vyarthamAM veDaphavuM ke na veDaphavuM, e jIvanI vRtti para AdhArita che. bhale anukULa saMyogo puNyanA udayathI maLatA hoya paNa e vAta haMmezA yAda rAkhavI joIe ke puNyanA udayathI maLelA saMyogone bhogavavAno bhAva pApa che. jemake jamavA mATe be zAka prApta thayA hovA chatAM eka zAka ja vAparavuM. mAre bhojana karIne peTa bharavuM che, paNa rasanendriyane poSavI nathI, evuM jenuM prayojana che, te jIvo kSaNekSaNe puNyanA udayathI maLatA saMyogone paNa choDIne AtmasAdhanAmAM vyasta rahe che. jIbhanI jarUrIyAta pUrI na pADo paNa peTanI jarUrIyAta pUrI pADo. jema ke tamArI pAse dasa gADI che, paraMtu vartamAnamAM eka ja gADI vaparAI rahI che. teno artha ema nathI ke eka ja gADInuM puNya kharcAya che. tyAM to daseya gADIne rAkhavA badala puNya pratisamaya kharcAI rahyuM che. jema dasamAMthI eka ja gADI vAparI hovA chatAM daseya gADIno velthaTeksa bharavo paDe che, kAraNa ke te gADI tamArA nAma para che, e ja pramANe jIve grahaNa karelA samasta parigraha badala pratisamaya puNya kharcAI rahyuM che, ema samajavuM. parigraha nAmanA pApa arthe potAnA puNyane kharcavA karatA sadgurUnI prApti arthe puNya kharcAya to zreSTha che, dareka sAdhaka jIvanI e ja bhAvanA hovI joIe. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava je parigrahane jIve pote grahaNa karyo che, te parigraha saMbaMdhI hiMsA, jUTha, corI tathA kuzIla vagere pApano baMdha paNa jIva niyamathI thai rahyo che, ema samajavuM. koI vastunI corI karatI veLA ja corI saMbaMdhI pApano baMdha thato nathI, paNa tene jyAM sudhI potAnI pAse rAkhIe chIe, tyAM sudhI pApano baMdha thAya che. inkamaTeksanI corI karavAnA kALe ja corI nAmano pApano baMdha thato nathI, paNa inkamaTeksanI corI karIne ekaThA karelA dhanathI Telivijana kharIde che, jyAM sudhI te Telivijanano parigraha rAkhe che, tyAM sudhI tene corI saMbaMdhI pApano baMdha thAya che. e ja pramANe tame pote muMbaImAM raho cho, paNa eka ghara amerikAmAM paNa rAkhela che. tame amerikAmAM rahetA nathI, paNa te dhara tamAro parigraha hovAthI te gharamAMthI thatI UdhaI vagere jIvonI hiMsAno pApabaMdha paNa tamane muMbaImAM beThAbeThA thai rahyo che. muMbaImAM beThA-beThA amerikA thakI pApa karmanI kamANI thaI rahI che. are bhAI! tethI ja tIrthakarone puNyanA udayathI aDhaLaka vaibhava prApta thayo hovA chatAM teo tene na bhogavIne mokSamArga para cAlI gayA, te ja kAraNa che ke teo Aje siddhapada para virAjamAna che, anaMtasukhane pratisamaya bhogavI rahyA che. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava posTamena tatvano svAdhyAya karatI veLA koI vyakti vizeSane lakSyamAM na rAkhIne vastu svarUpane samajavAno prayatna karavo joIe. samasta prakAranA Agraha choDIne satya samajavAnA jijJAsune ja satya samajaNa thaI zake che. jyAre posTamena tamArA ghare AvIne patra Ape che tyAre te posTamena vaDe tamane maLelA patrane posTamenano lakhelo patra na samajIne, posTamenanA veza para dRSTi na karIne te patrane hakIkatamAM lakhanAra vyaktine yAda karo cho, jenA nAma para patra lakhAyela che, te vyakti aMdha che, tethI posTamena jAte ja patra vAMcIne saMbhaLAve che, AcArya bhagavAne paNa ajJAnathI aMdha jIvo para atyaMta karUNA karIne aneka zAstro lakhIne mokalyA che. vartamAnamAM vidvAna puruSo te zAstrone posTamena banIne ajJAnI jIvo sudhI pahoMcADI rahyA che. Agamane vAMcIne saMbhaLAvanAra vidvAna dvArA sAMbhaLatI veLA AcArya bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karavA joIe. ema ja vicAra karavo joIe ke jJAnIoe mArA nAma para mAtra mArA mATe ja samayasAra, pravacanasAra, niyamasAra vagere graMtho lakhyA che, tethI mAre teno sadupayoga karIne Atmahita karavuM joIe. dareka jIva Agamano abhyAsa karI zake che. grahasthane Agamano abhyAsa karavAnI manAI karI nathI. tIrthakara bhagavAne samavasaraNamAM je upadeza cAra jJAnanA ghaNI gaNadhara devane Apyo hato e ja upadeza gAya, bheMsa vagere pazuone paNa Apyo hato. tethI samasta prakAranI bhedadraSTi TALI zAnamArga para cAlavuM joIe. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 thANikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 00000000000000000 zAnInuM akartApaNuM pUjya gurUdeva zrI kAnajIsvAmI potAne paradravyanI kriyAnA akartA mAnatA hatA tema chatAM jijJAsu jIvone aneka varSo sudhI pravacano ApyA kAraNa ke paradravyanI jema potAne upadeza ApavAnI potAnI vikalparUpa paryAyano paNa kartA mAnatA na hatA. jJAnIne potAnI bhUmikAnusAra zubha vikalpo AvyA vinA rahetA nathI tema chatAM jJAnI pratyeka samaye te vikalpothI nirlepa rahIne mAtra jJAtA rahe che, kartA thatA nathI, jJAnI AtmAnubhUti bAda svasaMvedanapUrvaka pratyakSa anubhavelA AtmA viSe varNana karatA dravyakRta (zAstro)nI racanA kare che. e ja zAstrone vAMcIne koI ajJAnI svasaMvedanapUrvaka AtmAne anubhave che. Ama, nizcaya ane vyavahAranI paraMparA pravarte che. jJAnIne bhavyajIvo pratye zubharAga hoya che, tethI zAstro lakhe che. zubharAga to kSaNika che, paNa zubharAganI nIzAnI kSaNika hotI nathI, te Take che. jema ke koI mAtApitAne pUrve kAmavikAra utpanna thayo hato paNa te kAmabhAva to kSaNika ja hato. te bhAva to Avyo ne jato rahyo. paraMtu te bhAvanI nIzAnI temanI saMtAna che ke Aje paNa vidyamAna che. e ja pramANe kuMdakuMdAcAryadevane samayasArAdi zAstrone lakhavAno zubharAga utpanna thayo ane naSTa paNa thaI gayo. paraMtu te zubharAganI nIzAnI Aje paNa ApaNI pAse vidyamAna che. AcAryadivanA zubharAganI nIzAnI bIjA aneka bhavya jIvonA zubhAzubha vikArIbhAvone TALavAmAM nimitta thAya evI uttama nIzAnI che. jIvane tenA puNaya tathA pApanA udayAnusAra bAhya anukULatA tathA pratikULatA maLe che, vartamAna rAga-dveSarUpI vikArI bhAvo vaDe jIvane anukULatAtathA pratikULatA maLatI na hovAthI te rAgAdibhAvo nirarthaka siddha thAya che. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 29 lokamAM Dagale ne pagale e dekhavAmAM Ave che ke mAM potAnA suMdara rUpALA bALakane kAjalanuM TIpakuM kare che ke jethI tenA bALakanA rUpa para koI lokonI najara na lAgI jAya. basa A prakAranI mithyA mAnyatAnuM poSaNa karIne jIva rAgAdi bhAvone paradravyanI kriyAnA kartA mAne che. jo evI rIte koInI najara lAgI jatI hoya to rUpALI evI rUpasuMdarIone kALA TapakA karavAnI jarUra vadhu paData! sAra e che ke jIvane potAnA puNyanA udayamAM anukULatA tathA pApanA udayamAM pratikULatA maLe che. pratyeka jIvanI paristhitinuM kAraNa pratyeka jIva pote ja che. jJAnI anubhavapUrvaka samajAve che ke jyAre rAgAdi bhAva vaDe anukULatA tathA pratikULatA maLatI ja nathI to zA mATe vyarthamAM rAgAdi bhAvo karavA? hA, eTaluM nukasAna jarUra thaze ke rAgAdibhAvonA kAraNe ajJAnIne anaMta karmabaMdhananA phaLamAM anaMta saMsAra paribhramaNa karavuM paDaze. tethI anukULatAnI prApti arthe karelA nirarthaka rAgAdibhAvo paNa saMsAra paribhramaNanuM kAraNa thatA hovAthI sArthaka siddha thAya che. pU. kAnajIsvAmI kahetA ke rAga to kSaNika che, napuMsaka che. rAga vaDe kaMI ja thatuM nathI. tethI kSaNika rAganI mahimA choDI trikALa TakI rahenArA potAnA zAyakabhAva para draSTi kara. kharekhara caitanya svabhAvI trikALI purUSane bhUlIne kSaNika vikAra evA rAgarUpa napuMsaka tarapha jJAna paryAya draSTi kare e ja jIvanA purUSArthanI nabaLAI che. have svayaMvarano prasaMga che. jJAna paryAyarUpI strI samakSa be muratiyA hAjara che, trikALI anaMta zaktizALI purUSa bhagavAna AtmA tathA napuMsaka rAga. zAnI trikALI purUSa bhagavAna AtmAmAM potApaNuM kare che, vare che arthAt varamALA paherAve che jyAre ajJAnI napuMsaka rAgamAM potApaNuM kare che, vare che. Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava eka zaNathI vadhu jenuM AyuSya nathI tathA jemAM sukhano aMza paNa nathI evI rAganI paryAyamAMthI paNa ajJAnIe eka jaNa mATe kalpita sukha to lIdhuM. have vicAra to karo. eka samayanA astitvavALI paryAyanA sukhanI barAbarImAM anaMta samaya sudhI jenuM astitva kAyama TakIne rahe che tathA je anaMta sukha svarUpa che, evA dravyanA anubhavathI pragaTa thayeluM anupama sukha kalpanAtIta che. dareka jIve e vAtano sUyama draSTie vicAra karavo joIe ke je paryAya mArA jJAnanI jeya bane che, te sivAya anaMta paryAya e ja samaye ghaTita thAya che. jema anaMta paryAya tarapha potAnI draSTi na javA chatAM anaMta paryAyanuM pariNamana yathAnurUpa thAya che, to eka paryAya taraphathI draSTi haTAvIne nijatmAmAM sthira karavAthI jagatanuM pariNamana rokAI jaze nahIM. mArA vinA A jagata cAlaze nahIM, evuM kahenArA lokothI kabrastAna bharelA che, Aje teo ahIM hAjara nathI, chatAM AkhuM jagata vyavasthita cAlI rahyuM che. jagatanA svataMtrapariNamanane AtmAnA ekapaNa vikalpanI jarUra nathI. tethI ekamAtra nirvikalpa dazA ja parama upAdeya che. A jIve anaMtakALamAM anaMta vikalpo karIne anaMta vAra bhavabhramaNa karyuM. anaMta vAra janmyo, jIvyo ane maryo paNa teNe ekavAra paNa vItarAga dharmanuM zaraNa lIdhuM nahIM. te jIvavAnA lakSya to anaMtavAra jIvyo paNa maravAnA lakSya eka paNa vAra jIvyo nathI. arthAt dareka ajJAnI AvatIkAle huM jIvIza ema mAnIne ja AvatIkAlanI taiyArI kare che. kAle huM jIvavAno chuM e ladhe te AjanuM jIvana jIvI rahyo che, jyAre jIva manuSyabhavanA kSaNikapaNAne draDharUpe samaje che tyAre paryAya taraphathI draSTi haTAvIne potAne trikALI nitya dhruva AtmA mAne che. Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 31 -ooooooooooooooooooooo c ean200000002 zAstra vAMcana tathA tatvavicAra ja karavA yogya - 0000000000000000000 0 00000000000000000000 deva pUrNa nirvikalpa hoya che. zAstra dravyazrata hovAthI teno AdhAra vikalpa che, jyAre gurU chaThThA-sAtamA guNasthAne jhulatA hovAthI vikalpa tathA nirvikalpa ema baMne svarUpe hoya che. vartamAna vikalpanI bhUmikAmAM deva tathA gurUnA yoganA abhAvamAM jIvane svabhAva tarapha laI javAmAM zAstra vAMcana ja uttama upAya che. bhagavAnane zodhavA mATe karavAmAM potAno samaya gumAvavA karatA zAstra vAMcana karIne samayano sadupayoga karavo joIe. ajJAnI eka asaMbhava kArya karavA mATe prayAsa kare che tethI durlabha kArya paNa asaMbhava banI jAya che. zAstra vAMcana karatI veLA e vAta yAda rahe ke jJAnI dvArA racita zAstra athavA jJAnInA vacanonA AdhAre racita racanA ja vAMcavA yogya che, anya koI nahIM. kAraNa ke jo koI ajJAnI potAnA svataMtra abhiprAyane zAstranA vacana sAthe mizrita kare che tyAre jJAnI racita zAstrane te zastra banAve che ema samajavuM. kevA zAstra vAMcavA-sAMbhaLavA joIe, tatsaMbaMdhI vistRta varNana jANavA mATe mahApaMDita ToDaramalajI racita mokSamArga prakAzakanuM adhyayana karavuM joIe. vAMcana karyA bAda te viSayano vizeSa vicAra karavo. jema gAya ghAsane khAI lIdhA bAda tAtkAlika dUdha ApatI nathI, paNa tene vAgoLe che. jo te na vAgoLe to ghAsa dUdharUpe na pariNamIne chANarUpe zarIramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. e ja pramANe jIve zAstra vAMcana karyA bAda tatvanuM maMthana karavuM joIe, Ama karavAthI paraNeyonI rUci TaLe che ane vairAgyanuM jora vadhe che. Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava kharekhara, AgamanA abhyAsathI, gurUnA vacanathI ke bhagavAnanI divyadhvanithI paNa jIva dharmamArge cAlato nathI. paraMtu vicAranA mAdhyamathI ja dharmamArge paheluM Dagalu mAMDe che. vaLI mokSamArga prakAzakamAM paNa kahyuM che ke - juo, tattvavicArano mahimA ! tattvavicAra rahita devAdikanI pratIti kare, ghaNAM zAstrono abhyAsa kare, vratAdika pALe, tapazcaraNAdi kare chatAM tene to samyaktva thavAno adhikAra nathI ane tattvavicAravALo e vinA paNa samyaktvano adhikArI thAya che. 32 jyAre pote vicAra kare ke huM koNa chuM? mAro dravya svabhAva kevo che? zarIra, vANI tathA mana vagere paradravya tathA zuddhAzuddha paryAyathI bhinna mAro parama pAriNAmikabhAva kevo che? vicAra vaDe ja saphaLa sAdhanAnI zarUAta thAya che, tethI dareka jIve niraMtara dhArApravAhathI cAlatA vicArano, vicAra karavo joie. Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 33 -00eneeeeeeeeeooooooo ooooo vidvAna ja nahIM, virAgI paNa thavuM vidvAna thavuM jeTaluM saheluM che, eTaluM virAgI thavuM saheluM nathI. vidvAna thavA mATe bhaNavAnuM che, vairAgI thavA mATe bhaNeluM bhUlavAnuM che. AtmajJAna vinA kharo vairAgya hoto nathI. mAtra zAstrajJAna prApta karIne jIva vidvAna thAya che, jyAre AtmajJAna prApta karIne virAgI thAya che. mAtra paMDitAI karIne mAna kaSAyane poSavuM yogya nathI. pote jAta-jAtanI yuktio banAvIne bhoLA jIvonA mAthA para potAnI svataMtra mAnyatAo bojo na upaDAvI devo joIe. keTalA vidvAna ema mAne che mAthA para TopI paheravAthI vALa bacIne rahe che. tatsaMbaMdhI tarka ApatA ema kahe che ke strIo haMmezA mAthe oDhIne rAkhe che tene Tako thato nathI paraMtu purUSa mAthe TopI paherato nathI tethI purUSone Tako thaI jAya che. TopI paheravAthI vALa kharatA bacI jAya che, ema mAnI levAmAM Ave to dravyanI svataMtratA para praznArtha cinha lAgI jaze. tethI mAruM kahevuM mAtra eTaluM ja che ke bIjA jIvone jAta-jAtanA vitarka na ApI TopI paherAvavAno prayAsa na karavo joIe. jIvone dravyanI svataMtratA samajAvIne kartutvano bhAra dUra kema thAya tenI samajaNa ApavI joIe. koI vidvAna ema paNa kahe che ke mane to basa enuM mAna joIe che ke je mArI pAse che. mane je kSayopazamajJAna che tenuM mAna joIe che, paraMtu lokone tenuM paNa mAna joIe che ke je temanI pAse nathI. te kahe che ke anila aMbANI pAse je che te mArI pAse nathI, paraMtu mArI pAse je che te anila aMbANI pAse paNa nathI. jo AvA prakAranA tarka ApIne parokSarUpe Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava mAnakaSAyanuM poSaNa na karIne dareka AtmAmAM samadraSTi keLavIne potAnI vidvatAne AtmAnubhUtinI prApti arthe ja upayoga kare, to nizcitarUpe AtmAnubhUti pragaTa thaI zake che. jo vidvAna potAnI vidvatAnuM mAna mAMgaze, to dhanavAna potAnA ghananuM mAna mAMgaze. jJAnI kahe che ke kSayopazama jJAna hoya ke ghana hoya, baMne vastu nadImAM vahetA pANInA pravAha jevI kSaNika che tethI tenA hovAthI AtmAmAM eka guNa paNa vadhI jato nathI tathA na hovAthI AtmAmAMthI eka guNa paNa ghaTI jato nathI. kSaNika vastunA zaNikapaNAno bodha karIne trikALa sthira TakI rahenAra zAyakabhAvane anubhavavo e ja dharmano marma che. pAMca Indriya tathA mana dvArA paradravyane jANavAmAM anAdikALathI vahetI potAnI jJAna paryAya jyAre paradravya taraphathI draSTi haTAvI nijasvabhAva tarapha kendrita thAya che, tyAre nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti thAya che. paraNeyono rasa TaLyA vinA parayo parathI draSTi haTatI nathI tathA jJAnanI mahimA paNa AvatI nathI. jJAnAnaMda svabhAvI eka dhruva jJAyakabhAvanI anubhUti mATe paraNeyonI AsaktithI virakta thavuM anivArya che, tethI jJAnIoe AtmAnA jJAna svabhAvanI apAra mahimA varNavI che. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava kSaNikanA lakSaye kSaNikano bodha kSaNikanA lakSya thayelo kSaNikano bodha kSaNika ja Take che. koInA putranuM maraNa thayuM, koInA pitAnuM maraNa thayuM, koIne vepAramAM ghaNuM nukasAna gayu, koI gaMbhIra akasmAta thayo, vagere ghaTanAnA kALe thayelo kSaNikano bodha kSaNika ja Take che. trikALI dhruva eka zuddhAtmAnA lakSya vinA thayelo kSaNikano bodha kSaNika ja Take che. kyAreka ema paNa bane che ke akasmAta thatA paga tUTI jAya che, paNa DokTara dvArA oparezana karyA bAda jo paga sAro thaI jAya, to kSaNikano bodha TakI raheto nathI. tyAM ema lAgavuM joIe ke eka kSaNamAM tUTI gayo ane eka kSaNa ThIka thaI gayo, A badhuM ja kSaNika che. tethI temAM lepAI jaIne trikALI zAyakane bhUlI javo e yogya nathI. jIvane jyAre kSaNikanA lakSya kSaNikano bodha thAya tyAre dharma yAda Ave che, paNa jyAre pratikULatA dUra thAya che ke kSaNikano bodha paNa vistRta thaI jAya che. bimAra paDatA ja dharma, karma, bhagavAna vagere yAda AvavA lAge che. jyAre tamane khabara paDe ke tamane keMsara thayuM che, to duHkhI thavA karatA ema vicAra karavo ke sAruM thayuM keMsara ja thayuM che, hArTa eTeka nathI Avyo. hArTa eTeka Avyo hota, A je be mahinA dharma karavA mATe maLyA che, te paNa na maLata. jo keMsara maTI jAya to paNa dharmamArga choDI na devo. dharma sAthe karavAmAM Avelo mAyAcAra sauthI vadhu khataranAka che. tenuM phaLa narakanigodamAM anaMta janma-maraNa che. kSaNikano bodha niraMtara TakIne rahe te hetue svarUpanuM ciMtana karavuM joIe. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava nityanA anubhava vinA zreNikano bodha carcila eka prakhyAta vaktA paNa hatA. eka vAra teo sabhAne saMbodhavA jatA hatA tyAre sabhAkhaMDa pAse pahoMcyA bAda temaNe TeksI DrAivarane huM eka kalAka bAda ahIM pAcho AvIza, tuM ahIM ja mArI rAha joje. TeksI DrAIvare kahyuM ke sAheba mane mApha karajo, huM eka kalAka sudhI ApanI rAha nahIM dekhI zakuM. tema chatA carcile kahyuM ke huM tane tAro vaITIMga cArja paNa ApIza. tu mArI rAha joje. TeksI DrAivare kahyuM ke hamaNA pAMca ja miniTa bAda carcila nAmanA mahAna vaktAnuM bhASaNa zarU thavA jaI rahyuM che, huM mArA ghare javA icchuM chuM, kAraNa ke mAre temane reDio para sAMbhaLavAnuM cukavuM nathI. TeksI DrAIvaranI A vAta sAMbhaLIne carcila khUba ja khuza thayA. temane thayuM ke huM keTalo mahAna chuM ke eka sAdhAraNa TeksI DrAIvara paNa mAruM bhASaNa sAMbhaLavA mATe potAno rojagAra choDI de che. TeksI DrAIvaranI A vAtathI khuza thaIne carcile TeksI DrAIvarane moTI evI TIpa ApI. ATalI moTI TIpa maLatA ja TeksI DrAivara bolyo ke sAheba, carcilakI aisI kI taisI, Ape mane ATalI moTI TIpa ApI, have to carcilanuM bhASaNa choDIne paNa ApanA mATe eka kalAka sudhI ahIM rAha joiza. A sAMbhaLatA ja carcilanA abhimAnanA bhukka-bhukkA thaI gayA. carcilane mAna kaSAya kSaNika ja che evo bodha thayo. paraMtu tene zaNikano bodha paNa kSaNika ja Takyo. kAraNake nityanA anubhava vinA zaNikano bodha nityaTakato nathI. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 37 - onentatatatatatatatatatatatata o oooooooontA nityanA lakSaye kSaNikano bodha kSaNikanA lakSya thayelo kSaNikano bodha kSaNika ja Take che, paraMtu nityanA lakSya thayelo kSaNikano bodha nitya Take che. dareka jIve pudagalanI koI eka viziSTa paryAyamAMthI sukhabuddhi na choDIne sarva pudagala paryAyamAMthI sukhabuddhi choDavI joIe. jema eka DALIne kApavAthI vRkSano nAza thaI zakato nathI, vRkSane jaDamULathI ukhADIne vRkSano nAtha thaI zake che, tema pudagalanI eka paryAyane bhogavavAno bhAva choDavAthI, bhogavRtti chUTI jatI nathI. samasta pudagalanI paryAyane kSaNika jANIne, mAnIne tenA pratye paDelI bhogavRttine jaDamULathI naSTa karI zakAya che. jyAre jIvane anukULatA chUTIne pratikULatA maLe che, tyAre tene kSaNikano bodha thAya che. paraMtu pratikULatA chUTIne anukULatA maLatA kSaNikano bodha thato nathI, tene anukULatAmAM dharma yAda Avato nathI. jyAre tene pratikULatA Ave che tyAre te pratikULatAthI dUra bhAge che, koI sahAro zodhe che kAraNa ke tene pratikULatA sAthe joDAvuM nathI tethI te pratikULatAmAM gharmano yoga maLe to sAMbhaLe paraMtu jyAre tene anukULatA maLe che tyAre te anukULatA eTalo tanmaya thaI jAya che, joDAI jAya che ke tenI pAse dharmane sAMbhaLavA ke samajavA mATe samaya ja hoto nathI. Ama, pratikULatA AvatA pratikULatAnA lakSya ja kSaNikapaNAno bodha jIvane nityanI anubhUti sudhI laI jato nathI. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava nitya tathA anitya pratyeka vastu anekAMta svabhAvathI yukta hoya che. te draSTie pudagala vastu paNadravya apekSAe nitya tathA paryAya apekSAe anitya ema banerUpe hovA chatAM tenA anitya aMzane mukhya karIne ja kathana karavAmAM Ave che. e ja rIte AtmA vastu paNa dravya apezAe nitya tathA paryAya apekSAe anitya ema banerUpe hovA chatA tenA nitya aMzane mukhya karIne upadeza ApavAmAM Avyo che. jevI rIte mAtA bALakane janma Ape che, tevI rIte bAra bhAvanAnuM ciMtana karavAthI vairAgya pragaTa thAya che. vairAgyanI utpAdaka bAra bhAvanAmAM sarvaprathama krame anitya bhAvanA che. tyAM anityanuM ciMtana karavAnI preraNA ApavAmAM AvI che, jyAre zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe Atmasiddhi zAstramAM varNita 6 pada paikI bIjA padamAM kahyuM che ke AtmA nitya che. tyAM AtmAnA nityapaNAnuM ciMtana karavAno upadeza Apyo che. ajJAnI pudagala dravyanI paryAyamAM sukha mAne che. potAnA gharamAM rahelo kAMcano glAsa phUTI gayA bAda paNa paramANu yathAsthita rahe che, paraMtu glAsa phUTI gayA bAda te glAsanA TukaDAne pheMkI devAmAM Ave che, kAraNa ke ajJAnIne glAsanI paryAyamAM sukhabuddhi hatI ke je glAsa paryAya vartamAnamAM vyaya pAmI cUkI che. ajJAnInA sukhanA AdhArarUpa paryAyaNika hovAthI ajJAnInuM sukha paNa zaNika ja Take che, jyAre jJAnInA sukhano AdhAra bhagavAna AtmA trikALI hovAthI zAnInuM sukha paNa trikALa Take che. ajJAnInA duHkhanuM nimitta kAraNa pudagala dravya nahIM, paNa pudagala dravyanI paryAya che tathA zAnInA sukhanuM kAraNa AtmAnI paryAya Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava nahIM, paNa AtmAno dravya svabhAva che. tethI jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha tathA AtmAnA nityapaNAno anubhava karavo joie, tyAM paNa jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha tathA AtmAnA nityapaNAno anubhava karavo joie, ema nahi, paNa sahaja thavo joie. kSaNikanA bodha ane nityanA anubhavanI carcA karavI ane hakIkatamAM kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava thavo e vacce paNa ghaNuM aMtara che. 39 kSayopazamazAnamAM vRddhi thavAnA lakSya ja kSayopazamajJAna prApta karavAthI paNa jJAyakabhAvano anubhava thato nathI kAraNa ke kSayopazamazAna paryAya che, kSaNika che. kSayopazamazAna to patyeka samaye vadhe ke ghaTe che tema chatAM dareka jijJAsu jIve prAraMbhika bhUmikAmAM tattvano vidhivat abhyAsa to karavo ja joie. te e vAtane avazya yAda rAkhavI joie ke tattvAbhyAsanuM phaLa vairAgya che, kaSAya nahIM. kSAyikajJAna sAdi-anaMta hovA chatAM AtmAnI eka samayanI paryAya hovAthI kSaNika ja che. kevaLajJAnanA lakSya paNa AtmAnubhUti thatI nathI. paryAyamAM a Mbuddhi karavAthI nigodiyA jIvanA duHkhathI paNa vadhu duHkha thAya che. nigodiyA jIva to eka zvAsocchavAsa jeTalA kALamAM potAnA 18 vAra janma-maraNa mAnI duHkhI thAya che, jyAre paryAyamAM ahaMbuddhi karanAra jIva pratisamaya potAnA janma-maraNa mAnIne duHkhI thAya che. pUrNazuddha paryAyamAM paNa ekatva na karIne draSTinA viSayabhUta abheda nitya eka zAyakabhAvamAM ja ekatva sthApita karavuM joie. tenA lakSya ja AtmAnubhUti tathA anaMta sukha pragaTa thAya che. Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava jevI rIte bALakane Agano bodha thayA bAda Aga pAse javAnuM mana thatuM nathI, tevI rIte jJAnIne jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thayo hovAthI jJAnIne pAMca IndriyanA viSayabhogomAM sukhabuddhi thatI nathI. AtmAnuM AnaMdamaya amRta pI lIdhA bAda jagatanA asAra zaNikapaNAne jJAnI eka paLa mATe paNa IcchatA nathI. jJAnIne AtmAno anubhava Indriya athavA mana vaDe thato nathI to pachI ajJAnI jIvo Indriya athavA mana vaDe jJAnInA AtmAnubhavane kevI rIte oLakhI zake? dhanano luMTAro mAtra dhana ja luMTe che. ijjatano luTAro mAtra Ijjata ja luTe che, vastuno luTAro mAtra bhautika vastu ja luTe che. jyAre zraddhAnA luTArA, ziSyanuM dhana, Ijjata, bhautika vastu (sAdhano) vagere badhuM luTe che. ahIM sudhI ke zraddhAno luTAro tenA ziSyanA AkhA jIvanane luMTI le che. Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava AtmAnuM svarUpa AtmAnuM svarUpa amUrtika hovA chatAM kathaMcit vacanagocara tathA kathaMcit vacanaagocara che. jo AtmAne sarvathA vacana agocara mAnavAmAM Ave to jinendra bhagavAnanI divyadhvanino paNa sarvathA lopa mAnavo paDaze. jo AtmA sarvathA vacanaagocara hoya to ziSyane yathArtha upadeza prApta na thAya. tenA vinA AtmAnI samajaNa kevI rIte thAya? satya samajaNa vinA ziSyano mokSa kevI rIte thAya? tathA jo AtmA sarvathA vacanagocara hoya to bhagavAna anaMtakALa sudhI AtmAno upadeza Apata, te sthitimAM bhagavAnano mokSa kevI rIte thAta? AtmA potAnA vacanagocara dharmo vaDe potAno nirNaya karI zake che tathA vacanaagocara dharmono anumAna pramANa dvArA nirNaya karI zake che. AtmAmAM anaMtaguNo hovA chatAM jJAna guNane mukhya karIne AtmAno upadeza ApavAmAM Ave che. AtmA sudhI pahoMcavA mATe jJAna dorI samAna che. jema koI bALakanI AMgaLI pakaDAI jatA, te bALaka pakaDAI gayo ema kahevAya che, tema AtmAno zAna svabhAva pakaDamAM AvatA, AtmA paNa pakaDamAM Avyo ema kahevAya che. Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 42 zaNino bodha ane nityano anubhava parama pariNAmikabhAva eTale zuM? jIvanA vizeSabhAvane jIvanA asAdhAraNabhAva kahe che. tenA 5 bheda tathA 3 prabheda che. tenA mukhya 5 bheda paikI pariNAmikabhAva aMtima krame che. pAriNAmikabhAva karmopAdhi nirapekSabhAva hovAthI jIvamAM nitya TakI rahe che. prathama cAra opazamika, kSAyika, kSAyopathamika tathA audayika bhAva anukrame karmanA upazama, kSaya, kSayopazama tathA udayanI apekSA rAkhe che tethI te paryAya che, para sApekSa che. pAriNAmika bhAvamAM karmanI ke paranI koI apekSA hotI nathI tethI te dravyano svabhAva, paranirapekSa che. pAriNAmika bhAva sarva jIvomAM trikALa TakIne raheto hovA chatAM tenA traNa bheda che. 1. jIvatva 2. bhavyatva 3. abhavyatva. je jIva bhavya hoya, te kyAreya paNa abhavya na thaI zake tathA je jIva abhavya hoya, te kyAreya paNa bhavya na thaI zake. bhavya jIva anAdi-anaMta bhavya hoya che tathA abhavya jIva anAdi-anaMta abhavya hoya che. tethI bhavyatva tathA abhavyatvane jIvano pAriNAmika bhAva kahe che. bhavyatva nAmano pAriNAmika bhAva bhavya jIvomAM ja hoya che, abhavya jIvomAM nahIM tathA abhavya nAmano pAriNAmika bhAva abhavya jIvomAM ja hoya che, bhavya jIvomAM nahIM. paraMtu jIvatvanAmano pariNAmikabhAva bhavya tathA abhavya baMne prakAranA jIvomAM hoya che tethI jIvatva nAmanA pAriNAmika bhAvane jIvano parama pariNAmika bhAva kahe che. huM AhAra-pANIthI jIvato nathI ke AyukarmanA udayathI paNa jIvato nathI. AhAra-pANI bahiraMga nimitta che tathA Ayukarmano udaya aMtaraMga nimitta che. mAruM jIvana upAdAna zaktinA kAraNe che. jIvata zaktithI mAruM jIvana che. Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 43 - announconooooooAnntatatatatatatatata draSTino viSaya vyavahAranayathI AtmA dehamAM rahe che tathA AtmAmAM rAga-dveSa rahe che. je zarIramAM AtmA rahe che te zarIrathI AtmA judo che tathA AtmAmAM je rAga-dveSa rahe che te rAga-dveSathI paNa AtmA judo che. AtmA je zarIramAM rahe che te zarIra paradravya che, saMyoga che tathA AtmAmAM je rAga-dveSa rahe che te parabhAva che, saMyogIbhAva che. nizcayanayathI AtmA, AtmAmAM ja rahe che. AtmA, AtmA ja che. jenA lakSya kArya thayu hoya te kAryane tenuM kahevAmAM Ave che. jema darajInuM kArya kapaDAM sIvavAnuM hovA chatA kapaDAM sIvavAne grAhakanuM kArya kahe che kAraNa ke grAhakanA lakSya darajI dvArA kapaDAM sIvavAmAM Ave che te ja pramANe pugalanA lakSya AtmAmAM rAga thato hovA chatA rAgane pudagala kahyo che paraMtu rAgane sarvathA pudagala mAnavAthI cetananI eka samayanI paryAya arthAt cetananA aMzane pudagala ja mAnI levAthI sarvathA ekAMtano prasaMga Avaze. jeNe rAgano vartamAna paryAyamAM svIkAra karyo haze tene ja vItarAgatA pragaTa thayA bAda AnaMda Avaze. jo rAgane sarvathA para mAnavAmAM Ave to rAganA abhAvathI pragaTa thatI vItarAgatAno paNa sarvathA abhAva mAnavo paDaze. nizcaya draSTie vicAra karatA ema pratIta thAya che ke jema pratyeka mANasa potAnA pitA tathA potAnA putrathI judo che, tema AtmA paNa zarIra tathA rAga-dveSathI judo che, temAM paNa pitAne choDavA jeTaluM saheluM che, putrane choDavA eTaluM saheluM nathI, e ja rIte zarIranuM ekatva choDavuM jeTaluM saheluM che, rAga-dveSanuM ekatva choDavuM eTaluM saheluM nathI. ajJAnIne rAga-dveSa zIkhavavA paDatA nathI, tene anAdikALathI rAgAdi bhAvanuM poSaNa karavAno abhyAsa che. vItarAga bhAvano abhyAsa na Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava hovAthI tene vItarAgabhAva rUcato nathI tathA tenI samajaNa paNa agharI paDe che. jIve vItarAgabhAvanI prApti arthe nija AtmAmAM utpanna thatA rAgAdi bhAvothI chUTyA pahelA bIjA jIvomAM utpanna thatA rAgAdi bhAvothI alipta thavAno abhyAsa karavo joIe. bIjA jIvomAM utpanna thatA rAga-dveSarUpI vikArIbhAvo mArA mATe Azrava tattva nathI, paNa ajIva tattva che. tethI bIjA jIvomAM utpanna tha tA rAga-dveSa mArA mATe zeyamAtra che jyAre potAnA mAM utpanna thatA rAga-dveSa potAnA mATe Azrava tattva che, tethI heya che. bIjA jIvomAM utpanna thatA rAga-dveSano abhAva karavAnI javAbadArI mArI nathI, potAnA rAga-dveSano abhAva karavo, e mAruM kartavya che. e ja pramANe zrI kAnajIsvAmIne pragaTa thayela samyagdarzana tathA mahAvIra bhagavAnane pragaTa thayela mokSa mArA mATe ajIva tattva che. svadravya sivAya samasta jIvAdi paradravya, guNa tathA paryAyane ajIva tatva kahe che. potAnA draSTinA viSayabhUta jIvatattvamAM mahAvIra bhagavAna to nathI, sAthe sAthe potAnI mokSa vagere paryAyamAM paNa mahAvIra vagere jIvone sthAna nathI. zraddhAnamAM ema mAnavuM joIe ke huM trikALa zuddha zAkabhAva chuM tathA jJAnamAM ema jANavuM joIe ke vartamAnamAM azuddha rAgAdibhAva sahita chuM. jJAnInI draSTimAM zAkabhAva ja hovA chatAM jJAnI vartamAna paryAyanI Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 45 azuddhatAne paNa jANe che. draSTino viSaya to eka, akhaMDa, nitya, abheda hovA chatA draSTimAM samyapaNuM pragaTa na thayuM hovAthI AtmAnuM astitva hovA chatAM AtmA draSTimAM Avato nathI. dravyano dravyapaNAthI abhAva thato nathI, jyAre paNa jJAna paryAyamAMthI abhAva thAya che, tyAre ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke dravya khovAI gayuM che. kharekhara, dravya kyAreya khovAtuM ja nathI, dravyunuM jJAna khovAI jAya che. potAnA mitra sAthe resToraMTamAM jamatI veLA veITara pharaphara kare che, tethI potAne koI pharaka paDato nathI, kAraNa ke veITara prayojanabhUta nathI. paraMtu jo potAno mitra sthira na besIne veITaranI jema pharaphara kare to pote vicalita thavA lAgaze. te ja pramANe paryAya parivartanazIla che, tema chatAM te draSTino viSaya na hovAthI tathA draSTino viSaya sthira dhruva hovAthI, pariNamanazIla paryAya paNa sattAsvarUpa hovA chatAM vikalpanuM kAraNa banatI nathI. Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava paryAya mAruM dhyAna kare che zrI nehAlacaMdajI sogAnIe dravyadraSTi prakAzamAM kahyuM che ke jarAka jeTalI bhUla te paNa pUrI bhUla che. paryAya dhyAna karavAvALI che ane huM to dhyAnanA viSayabhUta vastu chuM, paryAya mAruM dhyAna kare che. huM dhyAna karavAvALo nathI. huM dhyAna karUM te vAtamAM ane huM dhyAna karavAvALo nathI- huM to dhyAnano viSaya chuM e vAtamAM thoDoka phera lAge che, paraMtu rAta-divasa jeTalo moTo phera che. ekamAM paryAyadraSTi rahe che, bIjAmAM dravyadraSTi thAya che-eTalo moTo phera che. Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaktio bodha ane nityano anubhava 47 -0eeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooo o oooooooooooooooooooo kharekhara huM jIvadravya nathI, paNa jIvatattva chuM - 2000000000000000 0 00000000000000000 jIvadravya pramANano viSaya che tathA jIvatatva parama zuddha nizcayanayano viSaya che. jIva dravya paryAya sahita che tathA jIva tatva paryAya rahita che. cha dravyane samajavAthI cha dravyanA samUharUpa vizvanuM svarUpa samajAya che. sAta tattvane samajavAthI samasta para padArthothI bhinna, potAnI paryAyothI kathaMcita bhinna ekAkAra AtmAnuM svarUpa samajAya che. Agama paddhatithI jagatane samajavA mATe cha dravyono abhyAsa karavo joIe. adhyAtma paddhatithI jagatane samajavA mATe sAta tattvono abhyAsa karavo joIe. jIvadravyanI draSTie mahAvIra ja mArIcI hatA tathA mArIcI ja mahAvIra thayA, e vAta parama satya che. chatAM jIva tattvanI draSTie mArIcI, mArIcI nathI. mahAvIra, mahAvIra nathI. mArIcI AtmA che ane mahAvIra paNa AtmA che. jIva dravyane oLakhavAthI jIvanA vizeSa bheda-prabhedanuM jJAna thAya che. tethI pUjA bhaktino vyavahAra, ahiMsAtmaka AcaraNa tathA sadAcAramaya jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA pragaTe che. jIva tattva tarapha draSTi karavAthI jIva dravyanI paryAya azuddhathI zuddharUpe pariName che. eka jIva tatva tarapha draSTi karatAM paryAyamAM rahelA mithyAdarzana, mithyAjJAna tathA mithyAcAritrano nAza thAya che ane paryAyamAM samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakjhAritra pragaTa thAya che. - jIva dravya tathA jIva tatva vagere viSayonuM spaSTazAna prApta karyA bAda ja vairAgya pragaTa thAya che. para5dArthane satya svarUpe jANyA vinA para5dArtha sukharUpa nathI, evo vairAgya pragaTa thato nathI. jIva dravya kahetA saMsArI-mukta, ajJAnI-jJAnI vagere jIvonA Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 zANikto bodha ane nityano anubhava bhedanuM jJAna thAya che. sarva jIva pratye samadraSTino bhAva pragaTe che. AtmA atIndriya sukhane prApta kare evo bhAva jAgRta thAya che. Atmadravyane zraddhALuNanI paryAyathI sarvathA bhinna mAnI levAmAM Ave to jevI rIte para padArthomAM potApaNuM karavAthI mithyAtvano doSa utpanna thAya che, tevI rIte nija AtmadravyamAM potApaNuM karavAthI paNa mithyAtvano doSa utpanna thaze. tethI AtmAne AtmAnI paryAyathI sarvathA bhinna na samajavo joIe. je jIva vartamAnamAM rAgAdi bhAva sahita che tathA potAne rAgAdi bhAva sahita mAne che te jIvane vItarAga bhAva pragaTa thavAno sukha anubhavAze. be prakAranA loko vaidya pAse jatA nathI. 1) je bImAra nathI 2) jenI bimArI kyAreya maTI zake ema nathI. je vyakti bimAra hoya tathA bimArI maTI zake ema hoya e vyaktie jema bane tema zIgha vaidya pAse javuM joIe. je jIva potAne vartamAna paryAyamAM rAga sahita mAne che tathA rAgabhAva jIvanI eka samayanI paryAya che, tethI kSaNika che. AtmAmAMthI rAgadveSano nAza thaI zake che ema mAnanAra jIva jema bane tema zIgha saMsArI kAryone choDIne sadgarUrUpI vaidya pAse javuM joIe. jIva dravyanI apekSAe sthAvara tathA trasajIvonA bheda utpanna thAya che. jo A bhedano svIkAra karavAmAM Ave to sadAcAranI siddhi thatI nathI. be IndriyathI paMcendriya jIvanA zarIrane mAMsa kahe che. ekendriya jIvanA zarIrane mAMsa na kahevAya tethI paMcendriya jIvano ghAta karatAM ekendriya jIvanA ghAtanuM pApa alpa kahyuM che. paMcendriyanA bhakSaNathI eka paMcendriya jIvano ja nahI paNa enI aMdara rahelA anaMta nigodanA ekendriya jIvano paNa ghAta thAya che. Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava mAMsa bhakSaNa karanArane samyagdarzananI prApti paNa thaI zakatI nathI. jyAre bIjI bAju kevaLI bhagavAnane zvAsocchavAsanI kriyArUpa vAyukAya jIva paNa zarIramAM jAya che to paNa kevaLajJAnane AMca AvatI nathI. 49 jema hindustAna amerikA jaI zakatuM nathI paNa hindustAnI amerikA jaI zake che. eka dravya anya dravyarUpe pariNamita thatuM nathI, tathA thaI zakatuM paNa nathI paraMtu jIvanI mAnyatA parapadArthamAM potApaNArUpe thaI zake che. jJAnanI paryAyamAM kSaNikapaNAnuM ja jaNAvuM e vikalpa che. AtmadravyanI jJAnanI paryAyamAM AtmA jaNAto nathI e ja duHkha che. jema koI premikAnA premInI yAda vistRta thai gai hoya to premikAnI e icchA hoya che ke mArA premInI yAda pAchI Ave ane enI yAdamAM huM pAchI AvuM e ja pramANe mumukSunI e bhAvanA hoya che AtmAnI paryAya zuddharUpe pariName eTale ajJAna TaLIne samyajJAna pragaTe tathA samyajJAnamAM AtmA jaNAya. tyAM premikA ema paNa icche che ke mArA premInI yAda pAchI AvyA bAda mAro premI mane ja jANe, para strIne na jANe. e ja pramANe zAnI samyagnAna pragaTa thatAM nija AtmAne ja jANe e ja sukha che. rAgAdi vikalpone jANavA ane potAnA AtmAne na jANavo te duHkha che. tyAM premI tathA premikA eka sAthe hovA chatAM eka sAthe nathI kAraNa ke premIne premikAnuM jJAna nathI te ja pramANe AtmAnI paryAya tathA AtmA eka sAthe hovA chatAM eka sAthe nathI, kAraNa ke paryAya svabhAvanuM lakSa karatI nathI. je padArthamAM potApaNuM thAya che te padArtha sahaja sAco ne sAro thaI jAya che. samyagdarzana thatAM jJAna ane cAritra sahaja samyak thaI jAya che. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava jJAnanuM kArya vicAra che tathA zraddhAnuM kArya pratIti che. jJAnaparyAyamAM je vicAra cAle che, zraddhA guNa temAM pratIti kare che. jema rASTrapatinI sahI vinA pasAra thayelo kharaDo kAyado kahevAto nathI, e ja pramANe zraddhA draDha thayA vinA jJAnamAM cAlatA AtmAsaMbaMdhI vicAro sabhyajJAna nAma pAmatA nathI. rASTrapatinuM kAma mAtra sahI karavAnuM che tathA tenI nIce kAma karI rahelA 500 lokonuM kAma vicAra karavAnuM che. jo rASTrapatine te 500 lokono svIkAra na hoya to 500 lokone pharI vicAra karavAnuM kahe che, paNa pote vicAra karatA nathI te ja pramANe zraddhA guNanuM kAryajJAnamAM cAlatA vicAromAM sikko mAravAnu che. jo zraddhAne jJAnamAM cAlatA vicArono svIkAra na hoya to zraddhA vicAranuM kArya karatI nathI, jJAna ja vicAranuM kArya kare che. 50 jeTalo kALa vicAra karavAmAM lAge che, teTalo kALa sahI karavAmAM lAgato nathI e ja pramANe jJAnanuM upArjana karavAmAM jeTalo samaya lAge che eTalo samaya samyagdarzananI prAptimAM lAgato nathI. samyagdarzananI prApti eka samayamAM thaI jAya che. jema parivartanazIla voca (Watch)ne mAtra voca ja karIe chIe, tema parivartanazIla jagatane mAtra voca ja karavAnuM che. dhana vagere saMpattine luMTI zakAya che, paraMtu jJAnarUpI saMpatine jJAnI pAsethI lUMTI zakAtI nathI. jo ke jJAnI jJAnapradAna karavA mAMge to jJAna pradAna karI zake che paraMtu zraddhA pradAna thaI zakatI nathI. eka sAmAnya vidvAna paNa tattvanuM jJAna ApI zake che paraMtu traNalokanA nAtha paramAtmA paNa anya jIvane tattvanI zraddhA karAvavA samartha nathI. karavAmAM nabaLAI che. jANavAmAM anaMtazakti che. kevaLI bhagavAna eka paramANunuM pariNamana karavA samartha nathI paNa AkhA lokAlokane jANavA samartha che. Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 51 AtmA nirAkAra nathI pratyeka dravyamAM pradezatva nAmano sAmAnya guNa hoya che. AtmA jIva dravya che tethI AtmAno paNa koine koi AkAra avazya hoya che. tema chatAM AtmAno AkAra indriya vaDe anubhavamAM Avato nathI tathA nirvikalpa anubhUtinA kALe AtmAno AkAra draSTino viSaya thato nathI tethI AtmAne nirAkAra kahevAmAM Ave che. siddha bhagavAnane paNa AkAra hoya che. aMtima zarIranI kiMcit nyuna purUSAkAra siddha bhagavAna hoya che. jema pANI je pAtramAM rahe te pAtrane anurUpa pANIno AkAra thAya che. tema saMsArI jIva deha pramANa hoya che. jo ke siddha bhagavAna azarIrI hovA chatAM sAkAra che. jema pANIne vAsaNamAM bharIne phrIjhamAM rAkhatA thoDA samaya bAda barapha thai jaze. te baraphane vAsaNathI alaga karavAmAM Ave to paNa baraphano AkAra aMtima vAsaNa jevo ja raheze, tema siddha bhagavAnano AkAra aMtima deha jevo samajavo. jo ke baraphano AkAra aMtima pAtrathI kiMcit nyUna thayo hoya che tethI ja pAtrathI chUTo paDe che, ema siddha bhagavAnano AkAra paNa aMtima dehathI kiMcit nyUna thayo hoya che tethI aMtima dehathI mukta thai lokAgre virAjamAna thAya che. jema baraphIno TUkaDo AkAra sahita che, tema AtmA paNa AkAra sahita che. jema baraphIno anubhava thAya, tyAre paNa baraphIne cAvatI vakhate paNa koine koi AkAra to avazya hoya che, tema AtmAnA anubhavanA kALe paNa AtmAno koine koi AkAra avazya hoya che. jema baraphIne cAvatI vakhate paNa baraphIno AkAra anubhavamAM Avato nathI, tenI mIThAzano ja anubhava thAya che, tema AtmAnubhavamAM AtmAnA AkArano Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava anubhava thato nathI, AtmAnA AnaMdAdi anaMtaguNonuM abheda ekarUpa vedana ja thAya che. jema baraphInA AkAra tarapha draSTi jatAM tenI mIThAzano anubhava chUTI jAya che, tema AtmAnA AkAra tarapha draSTi jatAM AtmAno atIndriya AnaMda paNa chUTI jAya che. 52 jema anubhUtinA kALe lokAloka jema che, tema rahe che, te ja pramANe nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti kALe AtmAno AkAra paNa yathAvat rahe che. AtmAnubhUtinA kALe lokAloka saMbaMdhI vikalponA abhAvanI jema AtmAnA AkArarUpa vikalpano paNa abhAva samajavo joie; tethI ja AtmAnubhUtine nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti kahe che. Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava sva-para prakAzaka zAnasvabhAva 53 AtmA mAtra svane jANe che tethI sva prakAzaka che ema mAnavuM te ekAMta che. AtmA mAtra parane jANe che tethI para prakAzaka che, ema mAnavuM e paNa ekAMta che. AtmA jJAna svabhAva vaDe sva tathA parane jANe che ema mAnavuM te anekAMta che. kevaLI bhagavAnane jJAnanuM sva-para prakAzakapaNuM pUrNarUpe vyakta thayuM hovAthI kevaLI bhagavAnane lokAlokanA jJAtA kahevAmAM Ave che. kevaLI bhagavAna potAne jANe che tathA AkhuM jagata kevaLI bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM jaNAya che. samyagnAna 5 prakAranA hoya che. temAMthI matijJAna, zrutajJAna tathA kevaLajJAna sva tathA para baMnene jANe che. avadhijJAna tathA manaHparyayajJAna e mAtra parane ja jANe che. Ama pAMca zAnamAMthI pAMca jJAna parane jANe che tathA traNa zAna svane jANe che. tethI AtmA para prakAzaka che teno niSedha na karavo joie. samayasAramAM kahyuM che ke dIpaka sva tathA para banne ne prakAzita kare che tema AtmA sva tathA para bannene jANe che. svane prakAzita karavAnA kALe dIpaka, dIpaka ja che. tevI rIte parane prakAzita karavAnA kALe paNa dIpaka dIpaka ja che. e ja pramANe AtmA viSe paNa samajavuM ke jyAre AtmA svane jANe che, tyAre mAtra AtmA mAtra AtmA che, tevI rIte AtmA parane jANe tyAre paNa AtmA pote AtmA ja che, paravastu nathI. vyavahArathI jJAnane jJeyanuM kahevAmA Ave che. zarIranuM jJAna, TebalanuM jJAna athavA koI paNa viSayanuM jJAna. nizcayathI jJAna mAtra jJAna che. AtmA sAthe abheda tathA akhaMDa rahela che. jyAre ajJAnI, zeyAkAra zAna zAna Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava taraphathI draSTi haTAvIne zAnAkAra zAna tarapha draSTi kare che, tyAre potAnA jJAna svabhAvane anubhave che. 54 nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUtinA kALe parazeya mArAthI bhinna che evo vikalpa paNa utpanna thato nathI. te samaye AtmA parane jANato nathI, tema chatAM AtmAno para prakAzaka svabhAva khaMDita thayo nathI. jema anAdikALathI AtmA mAtra parane jANato hovA chatAM AtmAno sva prakAzaka svabhAva khaMDita thayo nathI to svane jANavAnA kALe para prakAzaka svabhAva khaMDita kevI rIte thAya? rAgadveSanA vikArI bhAva tathA jJAna ema bannenuM utpatti sthAna eka AtmA che jema dIpakamAMthI prakAza tathA dhumADo utpanna thAya che. tema AtmAmAMthI jJAna tathA rAga utpanna thAya che. jema dhumADo dIpakano svabhAva nathI, tema rAgadveSa AtmAno svabhAva nathI, dIpakanuM lakSaNa prakAza che, AtmAnuM lakSaNa jJAna che. tethI huM jJAna svabhAvI chuM e ja draSTimAM hovuM joie. ahIM sudhI ke rAgane jANanArUM jJAna paNa AtmAno mULa svabhAva nathI, jJAna AtmAno svabhAva che, jJAna svabhAvI AtmAmAM ekatva sthApita karyA vinA dharmanI zarUAta thatI nathI. jo ke AtmAmAM anaMtaguNa che, tema chatAM anaMtaguNa vacanagocara nathI, saMkhyAta guNo ja vacanagocara che. vacanagocara guNa vaDe abheda AtmAno nirNaya thaI zake che. anaMta guNone jANanAra kevaLI bhagavAna anaMta guNone vacana dvArA vyakta karI zakatA nathI to anaMtaguNone na jANanAra ajJAnI anaMta guNone vacana dvArA kevI rIte vyakta karI zake? vacanagocara guNomAM paNa jJAna guNa pradhAna che. jJAna guNanI paryAyamAM paripUrNa zuddhatA pragaTa thatAM bhagavAnanI divyadhvani khare che. divyadhvani vaDe jinazAsanano udaya thAya che. Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava AtmA sva ane para bannene jANe che. AtmAnuM sva-paraprakAzakapaNuM mAnavAmA Ave to ja sarvaza svabhAva siddha thAya che. sarvazapaNuM pragaTa thayA pahelAM sarvajJatAnI zraddhA thAya che. sarvajJapaNuM pragaTa thavuM eTale kevaLajJAna thavuM tathA sarvajJapaNAnI zraddhA thavI eTale samyagdarzana thavuM. potAnI alpajJatAno svIkAra thayA vinA sarvajJanI sattAno svIkAra na thaI zake. 55 vartamAnamAM huM alpeza hovA chatAM jeTalo zAnano aMza pragaTa che, teno sadupayoga karavAmAM Ave to paryAyamAM paNa jJAnanI pUrNatA thaI zake che. ajJAnIne rAga tathA dveSanA bhAvanI ja mahimA hovAthI tathA jJAna svabhAvanI oLakha na hovAthI tene rAgadveSa vinAnuM jIvana kaSTadAyaka lAge che. tene potAnuM astitva rAgI tathA dveSIrUpe ja mAnyuM che, tethI rAgadveSanA nAza thavAne AtmahatyA samAna duHkhadAyaka mAne che. zAna niraMtara nirlepapaNe mAtra jANe ja che, jANavA sivAya bIjuM kaMI karatuM ja nathI. AtmA sva-para prakAzaka che. AtmA sva tathA parane mAtra jANe che. sva tathA parano kartA nathI, mAtra jJAtA che. karavuM te kriyA che. kriyA arthAt paryAya. AtmA paryAyathI bhinna che tethI AtmA paryAyano kartAnathI AtmA parabhAvono kartA che ema mAnavuM, te ajJAnIjanono moha che. parane jANavAnI jarUra che kAraNa ke jIva paramAM aTake che, parathI haTIne Azraya karavA yogya sthAna nija AtmA che tethI svane jANavuM paNa jarUrI che. jJAna mAtra jANe che, jene jJAna jANe che, zraddhA guNanI paryAya temAM potApaNuM kare che tathA cAritraguNanI paryAya rAgadveSa kare che. zraddhA tathA cAritra guNanI paryAyamAM ja malinatA che. jJAna guNanI paryAya nitya zuddharUpe pariNamI rahI che. padArthanuM jJAna thayA pachI jyAre moha, rAga tathA dveSanA bhAva utpanna thAya che tyAre te bhAva pahelA thayelA jJAnane vyavahArathI ajJAna kahevAmAM Ave che. Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava sva sahita parane jANato sva para prakAzaka AtmA jagatamAM sarvotkRSTa mahimAvaMta padArtha che. ajJAnI svane to jANato nathI, sAthesAthe parane paNa jANato nathI. ekatva sahita paranuM jJAna, ajJAna che. jyAre AtmA svane ekatvapUrvaka jANe che tyAre parane pararUpe jANe che. sva tathA parane yathArtharUpe jANavuM e ja sva-paranuM prakAzana che. jJAnanI paryAya parane jANe che tenA parathI parazeyanI siddhi thAya che. jJAnanI paryAya parane jANe che te siddha thAya che. jJAnanI paryAya parane mAtra jANe che tethI pararUpe pariNamatI nathI te siddha thAya che. parane jANanAra zAyaka che, svane jANanAra paNa zAyaka che, paraya tathA svayanA bhedathI zAyakanA be bheda na karI jANanAra tatva tuM zAyaka chuM ema ciMtana karavuM joIe. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava -acoconeeeeeeeeeeeee e eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen yAkAra jAna paNa zAnAkAra zAna che. - 000000000000000000 0 000000000000000 anekAkAra jJAna paNa ekAkAra che. ajJAnInI draSTi zeyAkAra jJAna para hoya che, jyAre jJAnanI draSTi jJAnAkAra jJAna para hoya che. jema mATI anekAkAra thatI hovA chatA mATI potAnA mATI AkAre ja che. tema jJAna aneka zeyAkAra rUpa thatuM hovA chatAM jJAna eka jJAnAkArarUpa ja rahe che. ajJAnI zeyonA bhedarUpa rasane cAkhe che. jyAre jJAnI abheda jJAna rasane anubhave che. joyAkAra zAna khaMDa-khaMDarUpa che, jyAre zAnAkAra jJAna akhaMDa che. ajJAnIne zeyono ja rasa hovAthI tene zAnAkAra jJAna paNa zeyAkArarUpe ja jaNAya che. zeyone jANavAthI jJAna kyAreya paNa zeyarUpa thaI jatuM nathI. yono zAyaka sAthe joya-zAyaka saMbaMdha hovA chatAM sAyakamAM joyakata azuddhatA utpanna thatI nathI. tethI jJAnI yone jANatA hovA chatAM potAnA jJAnano ja anubhava kare che. jema ke, koI vyakitane tarasa lAge che, tenI sAme pANInA be naLa hoya che. je banne naLamAMnA eka naLamAMthI tUTaka-tUTaka, TIpe-TIpe pANI TapakatuM hoya che ane bIjA naLamAMthI atUTaka dhArA pravAhathI pANIno pravAha cAlato hoya che, to pipAsu atUTa dhArA pravAhathI cAlatA pANI samIpa jaIne potAnI tarasa chipAve che. te ja pramANe jJAnI akhaMDa jJAnAkAra zAnano ja AnaMda le che, khaMDa-aMDarUpa joyAkAra zAnano nahIM. joyAkAra zAna khaMDa-aMDarUpa hovAthI te akhaMDa AnaMdanuM kAraNa Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava nathI, paraMtu zAnAkAra zAna niraMtara aviratadhArA pravAhathI akhaMDa pariNamatuM hovAthI zAnAkAra zAna ja akhaMDa AnaMdanuM kAraNa che. jema zAka khAtA je khArApaNAno anubhava thAya che, te zAkano nathI paNa mIThAno che. temaNeyane jANatA je jJAnano anubhava thAya che, te jJAna zeyanuM nathI paNa AtmAnuM che. jema ekaluM mIThuM khAvAmAM AvatuM nathI, tene koIne koI zAka sAthe ja khAvAmAM Ave che. tema ekaluM jJAna anubhavamAM AvatuM nathI, jJAna pratisamaya koI-koIne joyane jANatA ja anubhava Ave che. tethI kahyuM che ke jema dANA-dANA para tene khAvAvALAnuM nAma lakhAyeluM che, tema joya-zeya para samaye-samaye jANanArA jJAnanuM nAma lakhAyeluM che. jema koI kothaLAmAM mIThuM bharela hoya ane thoDA samaya bAda temAMthI mIThu bahAra kADhavAmAM Ave, tyArabAda te kothaLAne aMdarathI cATatA khArApaNAno anubhava thAya che. te khArApaNuM paNa kothaLAnuM nathI, paNa mIThAnuM ja che. tema koI paNa kALe zAna zeyanuM thatuM nathI, jJAnarUpa ja rahe che. jemAM mIThuM zAka maLeluM hovA chatAM teno khArApaNAno svabhAva zAkamAM maLato nathI, tema yone jANatuM hovA chatAM jJAnano vedanarUpa svabhAva joyomAM maLato nathI, maLI zakato nathI. jema zAka aneka raMganA hoya che (AjakAla to zImalA maracA vAdaLI, pILA, lAla, lIlA vagere raMganA paNa hoya che.) paNa mIThuM to eka ujvaLa sapheda ja hoya che, tema joyo vividha prakAranA hoya che, paNa zAna to mAtra zuddha ekarUpa ja hoya che. Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 59 huM koNa? - 000000000000000000 0 000000000000000000 zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava thatA zAnI jagatanA anekAMta svarUpane sahajarUpe jANe che, mAne che. jJAnIne AtmA sAthe evI ekatvabuddhi sthApita thaI hoya che ke teo jyAre vicAra kare tyAre khabara paDe che ke teo dehadhArI che jyAre bIjI bAju ajJAnInI karUNa dazA evI hoya che ke tene vicAra karatA paNa e vAtano ahesAsa thato nathI ke pote dehathI bhinna AtmA che. eka samaya mATe paNa pratIti vicalita na thavI joIe ke huM AtmA chuM ane zarIrAdi samasta para padArthothI sarvathA bhinna chuM. Aja sudhI lokoe mane oLakhyo ja nathI, je loko mArA vakhANa karI rahyA che temanI dviSTi mArA saMyogo tathA paryAya tarapha ja che, tethI te vakhANa mArA nathI ema mAnIne te samaye te vakhANathI poSAtA kartutvabhAvane dUra karavo joIe. e ja rIte je loko paNa mArI niMdA karI rahyA che temanI draSTi mArA saMyogo tathA paryAya tarapha ja che, tethI te niMdA mArI nathI ema mAnIne te samaye niMdAthI poSAtA kartutvabhAvane paNa dUra karavo joIe. mArA asalI svarUpane koi ajJAnI jANato ja nathI. tethI te mane bhale koIpaNa rUpe jANato hoya, teno kheda karavo yogya nathI. tenA jJAna ane zraddhAnathI huM tadrupa thaI jato nathI. eTaluM jarUra thaze ke tenuM jJAna tathA zraddhAna mithyA nAma pAmaze. tenA mithyAdarzana ane mithyAjJAna paNa mArA zeya mAtra che. jJAnI ane satya svarUpe jANe che, mAne che. zAnInI draSTimAM huM AtmA chuM, paramAtmA chuM, te ja mArA mATe gaurava anubhavavA yogya che. Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 60 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava huM eka chuM, huM zuddha chuM AtmAne svabhAvanI draSTie vicAra karatA e pratIta thAya che ke AtmA eka che, zuddha che. be dravyanA mizraNathI azuddhatA utpanna thAya che. AtmA anAdi-anaMta svayaM svataMtra dravya che, teno koi anya dravyamAM praveza nathI, temAM koi anya dravyano praveza nathI. pUjya kAnajIsvAmI kahetA ke ramatanA 13 patAmAM rAjAthI paNa uccu patu ekko che, samayasAramAM kahyuM che ke "ahamekko khalu zuddho." huM eka chuM, nizcayathI zuddha chuM. huM eka chuM arthAt ekalo chuM, ema nahIM paNa anaMta guNonI ekatAvALo huM AtmA chuM. anaMta guNonuM saMgaThana jemAM raheluM che, evo eka AtmA huM pote chuM. jyAre jIvane evo ahesAsa thAya ke jagatamAM huM eka ja chuM tyAre ekAMtamAM rahyo ema kahevAya. jyAre samasta rUpI (drazyamAna) padArtho jJAnamAM adrazya thaI jAya tathA adrazya AtmA ja jJAnamAM drazya thAya tyAre ekAMtanI prApti thaI, ema kahevAya. anAja daLavAnI ghaMTImAM je dANAne daLavA mATe nAMkhavAmAM Ave che, temAMno koi dANo ghaMTInI madhyamAM rahelA eka khIlAmAM rahI jAya che, tethI te dANo daLAto nathI. e ja pramANe je jIva eka mAtra trikALI dhruva Atma tattvano Azraya le che, te jIva saMsAracakramAM bharaDAto nathI, duHkha Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava bhogavato nathI. jema eka paramANu akhaMDa che, te khaMDita thaI zakto nathI, tema AtmA paNa akhaMDa che, te khaMDita thaI zakato nathI. jema eka paramANu Indriya jJAna vaDe jaNAto nathI, tema AtmA paNa Indriya jJAna vaDe jaNAto nathI. paramANu pudagalanuM zuddha svarUpa che, tema AtmA paNa zuddha che. aMtara eTaluM che ke paramANu para che, AtmA sva che. paramANu zaNika zuddha che, jyAre AtmA nityazuddha che. Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava nityano anubhava * * nityano anubhava eTale AtmAnA nityapaNAno anubhava. ahIM dIrgha draSTie nitya zabdano artha samajavo joIe. jo ke nityapaNuM paNa AtmAno aMza ja che. dravya to dravya, kSetra, kALa tathA bhAva ema svacatuSTayamaya hoya che. tema chatAM ahIM kALanI mukhyatAthI AtmAne nitya kahyo che, paraMtu temAM dravya, kSetra tathA bhAvarUpa aMzo paNa garbhita che ema samajavuM joIe. anaMta guNono abheda caitanya ghanapiMDa zAkabhAva ja anubhavano anubhAvya che. jJAyakabhAvano anubhava ja nityano anubhava che. jagatamAM rahelA anaMtAnaMta padArthone zeya kahevAmAM Ave che. tathA zeyane jANanAra hovAthI AtmAne zAyaka kahe che. ahIM koI kahe ke jo zeyane jANato hovAthI AtmAne jJAyaka kahevAmAM Avato hoya to AtmAnA zAyakapaNAnuM kAraNa paradravya mAnavuM paDe. paraMtu e vAta samajavI joIe ke jagatamAM rahelA anaMtAnaMta padArtho jAnamAM jaNAtA hovAthI te padArthone je kahevAmAM AvatA hoya che. Ama jJAnanA kAraNe ya evuM nAma tathA zeyanA kAraNe jJAyaka evuM nAma ApavAmAM Ave che. AtmAne zeyono jANanAra jJAyaka kahetA tenuM svAdhInapaNuM chUTI jatuM nathI. eka vAta yAda rAkhavI joIe ke draSTino viSaya bhagavAna AtmA jAtA nathI, paNa lAyaka che. jyAre AtmAne zAtA kahevAmAM Ave tyAre te eka jJAna guNano adhipati evo bhAva grahaNa thAya che paraMtu jyAre AtmAne zAyaka kahevAmAM Ave tyAre te anaMta guNono abheda akhaMDa eka adhipati bhagavAna AtmA siddha thAya che. AtmAne zAtA kahetA temAM anya guNono samAveza na thato hovAthI zAtAnI sAthe draSTA zabdano prayoga paNa karavAmAM Ave che. tyAM draSTA kahetA darzana guNanuM adhipatipaNuM siddha thAya che. koI apekSAe jJAtA-draSTA zabda guNabhedarUpa AtmAno sUcaka che, zAyaka AtmA evo zabda guNothI abheda AtmAno sUcaka che. Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava o n...noomse Dones........ nAsAgradraSTi ja kema? AMkhane pUrNarUpe baMdha karavAnuM kArya paNa vikalpa vaDe thAya che tathA AMkhane pUrNarUpe khullI rAkhavAnuM kArya paNa vikalpa vaDe thAya che. nirvikalpa dazAmAM AMkha taraphathI draSTi ja haTI gaI hovAthI jJAnIne AMkha DhIlI paDatA aDadhI khullI tathA aDadhI baMdha rahI jAya che, tene nAsAgra draSTi kahe che. nAsAgra draSTino artha kadApi ema na samajavo joIe ke nAka para draSTi ekAgra karIne jJAnI AtmAnuM dhyAna karatA haze. kharekhara, samasta parapadArthothI draSTi haTe tyAre ja AtmAnuM nirvikalpa dhyAna thAya che. ajJAnInI palaka khule che ane baMdha thAya che tethI te palakane asthira palaka kahe che kAraNa ke tenI draSTi asthira padArtho para sthira che, jyAre bhagavAnanI draSTi nAsAgra hoya che, trikAlI sthira Atmatattva para sthira hoya che. bhagavAnanI draSTimAM eka mAtra AtmA ja che ke je sthira anAdi-anaMta nitya che. zaNika tarapha draSTi karatA draSTimAM zaNikapaNuM rahe che ane nitya tarapha draSTi karatA draSTimAM nityapaNuM pragaTe che. sAra e che ke sthira dravyanA laye ja sthira paryAya pragaTa thaI zake. Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUtinAkALe paNa vicAra hoya che 200000000 0 0000000000000000000vikalpAtIta dazAne AtmAnubhUti kahe che, vicArAtIta dazAne nahIM. tema chatAM moTAbhAge mumukSao ema mAnatA hoya che ke samasta vicArathI rahita nirvicAra thaI javuM e ja AtmAnubhUti che, jo ke tema mAnavuM yogya nathI. nirvicAra thavAne nirvikalpa dazA mAnI levI e ajJAnIno bhrama che. kevaLI bhagavAna ane jaDa padArthone vicAra hoto nathI, chaghastha eTale alpajJa. kevaLajJAna rahita samasta jIvone chapastha jIva kahe che. chadmastha jIvane vicAra sahita ja jJAna thAya che. tyAM ema samajavuM ke chaghastha jIvanA bhedarUpa vicArIne vikalpa kahe che. sArarUpe ema paNa kahI zakAya ke zeyonA lIdhe jJAnamAM bheda mAlUma thavo, te ja vikalpa che. chadmastha jIvanA abheda AtmavicArane nirvikalpa kahe che. A ja viSayane siddha karatA pa. ToDaramalajIe mokSamArga prakAzakanA sAtamA adhikAramAM kahyuM che - nirvicAra thavAnuM nAma nirvikalpa nathI, kemake chadmasthanuM jANavuM vicAra sahita hoya che, teno abhAva mAnatA jJAnano paNa abhAva thAya tyAre e to jaDapaNuM thayuM, paNa AtmAne e hotuM nathI; mATe vicAra to rahe che. Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 65 uMghanI vidhi ane AtmAnubhUtinI vidhi samAna che uMgha ane AtmAnubhUti vacce lakSaNathI atyaMta virodha hovA chatAM uMgha ane AtmAnubhUtinI vidhi samAna che. jema ke mAre uMghavu che, mAre uMghavu che, evA uMghavAnA vikalpa rahe che tyAM sudhI uMgha AvatI nathI. tema mAre AtmAnubhUti karavI che, mAre AtmAnubhUti karavI, evA AtmAnubhUti karavAnA vikalpa rahe che tyAM sudhI AtmAnubhUti thatI nathI. uMghanA kALe uMghavuM che evo vikalpa paNa chUTI jAya che, e ja pramANe nirvikalpa anubhUtinA kALe mAre nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti pragaTa karavI che evA vikalpa paNa chUTI jAya che. uMgha Ave te pahelA uMghavAnA vicAra Ave che, uMghavuM che evo nirNaya thAya che, tenI taiyArI thavA lAge che. pathArI para jaine ADA thaine sui javuM, eTaluM kArya to buddhipUrvaka thAya che, e ja pramANe anubhUti thayA pahelA anubhUti karavAnA vicAra Ave che, anubhUti karavI ja che, evo nirNaya thAya, tenI taiyArI thavA lAge che, sAmAyikanI mudrAmAM besI AtmAnA svarUpanuM ciMtana thavA lAge che, eTaluM kArya to buddhipUrvaka thAya che. uMghI rahelI vyaktine uMghanA kALe pUchavAmAM Ave ke kevo AnaMda AvI rahyo che, to koi javAba maLaze nahIM. paNa uMghIne uThyA bAda kaheze Aje to mane khUba ja AnaMda Avyo, keTalAya divasano mAro thAka utarI gayo. e ja pramANe AtmAnubhUtinA kALe AtmAnubhavIne pUchavAmAM Ave ke kevo AnaMda AvI rahyo che, to koi javAba maLaze nahIM, paNa nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUti chUTyA bAda te kahI zake che ke mane bhUtakALamAM kyAreya na pragaTeluM atIndriya sukha pragaTa thayuM che, anAdikALathI mane lAgelo saMsAra paribhramaNano thAka paNa utarI gayo che. to Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava ahIM AtmAnubhUtinI vidhine uMghanI vidhinA draSTAMtathI samajAvavAmAM AvI che. draSTAMtane mAtra draSTAMta tarIke samajIne teno yathArtha Azaya grahaNa karavo. tyAM ema grahaNa na karavuM ke AtmAnubhUtine uMghavAnI kriyA sAthe sarakhAvI hovAthI ATaluM vAMcana karI lIdhA bAda kazuM ja na karIne basa uMghI javuM. kAraNa ke he jIva! tu anAdikALathI mohanI gADha nidrAmAM uMghI rahyo che, citra-vicitra svapna dekhI na jANe keTalA-keTalA para padArthomAM potApaNAnI kalpanA karI beTho che, bhAI! have tAre uMghavAno nahIM paNa jAgRta thavAno avasara Avyo che. jANanArAne jANanArAnI paryAya jANavo tathA anubhavo e ja vAstavika jAgRti che. Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava AtmA kema darzana Apato nathI? eka AtmAmAM acala ane aTala hapaNuM sthApita thAya te mATe jIve parapadArthonuM "huM" paNuM choDavuM joIe. sAthe sAthe mAnakaSAyanuM sUcaka huM kaMIka chuM evuM "huM paNuM paNa choDavuM joIe. "huM" paNA saMbaMdhI mAna choDyA vinA AtmA darzana Apato nathI. eka purUSa ThAkorajInA darzana karavA mATe potAnI sAthe bheTa laIne jaI rahyo hato. tyAM ja dvArapALe tene rokyo ane kahyuM ke tame bhagavAna pAse jaI rahyA cho paNa bhagavAnane tamArI A bheTanI koI jarUra nathI. tethI A bheTane bahAra choDIne bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jazo to ja bhagavAna darzana Apaze. teNe dvArapALanI vAtane mAnI lIdhI ane sAthe lAvelI bheTa bahAra ja mUkIne jevo AgaLa vadhyo ke pharI dvArapALe rokyo, teNe dvArapALane pUchyuM ke have zuM che? mArI pAse je kaMI paNa hatuM e badhuM ja to meM bahAra choDI dIdhuM che. basa, have to huM ja chuM. dvArapALe kahyuM basa, have to huM ja chuM evuM huM paNa ahIM bahAra ja choDavuM paDaze, "huM" paNAne choDIne atyaMta saraLatApUrvaka bhagavAnanA darzana karazo to ja bhagavAna darzana Apaze. tAtparya e che ke huM paNuM choDyA vinA devadarzana saMbhava nathI, to nija caitanya prabhunA darzana kevI rIte saMbhava thaI zake? devadarzananA phaLamAM jIvanuM devalokamAMgamana thAya che, jyAre caitanyanAdarzananA phaLamAM jIvanuM caitanyalokmAM (siddha lomAM) gamana thAya che. jema koI purUSa potAnI AMkha para pote ja pATo bAMdhIne kahe che ke kazuM ja dekhAtuM nathI, tema ajJAnI jIva paNa AtmA jJAnarUpI azu para mithyAtva tathA ajJAnarUpI pApano pATo bAMdhIne kahe che ke mane zuddhAtmAdarzana Apato nathI. jo jIva purUSArtha kare to mithyAtvarUpI pApanA pATAne choDIne samyagdarzana pragaTa karI zake che. Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 68 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava dharamamAM paNa karama na ajJAnI potAnA anaMta doSo para draSTi na karIne bIjA jIvonA anaMta doSo para draSTi kare che tethI vyarthamAM kaSAya karIne karmono baMdha kare che. dharmanI carcA karavA mATe eka aThavADiyAmAM eka vAra eka kalAka mATe bese tyAM paNa dharmanA nAme karmanI carcA karIne tIvra pApano baMdha kare che. A prakAranA jIvanA jIvanamAM koi mana, vacana, kAyAnA saMyama jevo bAhya vyavahAra paNa hoto nathI. te dekhIne jJAnIne atyaMta kheda thAya che. jo potAnA caherA para dAga hoya to darpaNane sApha na karIne potAno ceharo sApha karavo joie. darpaNane sApha karavAthI caherA para lAgelo dAga dUra to thaze nahIM, paNa darpaNa svaccha thai javAthI caherA para lAgelo dAga vadhu spaSTa dekhAze. aprazastarAganI jema prazastarAga para dharma nathI. prazastarAgamAM dharma mAnavo e ja mithyAtvarUpI adharma che. azubhabhAvathI bacavA mATe zubhabhAva sAdhanarUpa che, paraMtu zubhabhAva AtmAnuM sAdhya nathI. bhagavAnanI bhakita karavA mATe keTalA zaNagAranI AvazyatA che? rAga-dveSanA vikArIbhAvathI chUTavA mATe bhagavAnanI bhakitano Azraya levAmAM Ave che, tyAM paNa philmI laya para gIto gAine rAgAdibhAvanuM ja poSaNa thatuM hoya che. je jIvane vItarAgI bhagavAnanI bhakita karatA hovA chatAM bhagavAnamAM vItarAgatA dekhAtI nathI, te jIvane rAgI devI-devatAnI bhakita karatA-karatA vItarAgatAnA darzana kevI rIte thAya? ajJAnIne kyAreka evo bhrama thai jAya che ke huM dharma karUM chuM. kharekhara, evuM paNa hoi Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava zake ke te jIvanuM gRhita mithyAtva paNa na chUTyuM hoya. jyAre te sAmAyika karavA bese tyAre citta to Ama-tema pharatuM hoya che, kriyA sAmAyikanI kare che. tene to e vAtanuM paNa jJAna nathI ke zarIranI kriyAnuM nAma sAmAyika nathI, paNa AtmAnA bhAvonA samabhAva thavAnuM nAma sAmAyika che. bApa-dAdAe paraMparAthI sAmAyika karavAnI kriyA zIkhavI dIdhI hatI, tethI te ja karI rahyA che, paNa kyAreya bApa-dAdA pUchyuM ja nahIM ke sAmAyika zA mATe karavuM joIe? tenA bApa-dAdAne paNa kadAca khabara nahIM hoya! - jinamaMdiramAM bhagavAnanA darzana karatI veLA paNa upayoga caMcaLa thaIne bhame che. kyAMka to ahIM sudhI paNa lakhavAmAM Ave che ke ahIM bAhya jagatamAM karelA pApane ghovA mATe jinamaMdiramAM AvyA cho, paNa ahIM AvIne have pApa nahIM karatA. kAraNa ke jo ahIM pApa karazo, to tene dhovA mATe kyAM jazo? joke ekanijAtmAnA Azraye badhAja kasahaja dhovAya jAya che, paNa je jIva paramAtmAnA darzana karI zakato nathI, te jIvanA darzana kevI rIte karI zake? tethI samasta prakArano mAyAcAra choDIne AtmahitanA laye ja aMtara pariNatinI zuddhatApUrvaka dharma karavo joIe. Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 00 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 0000 jIva potAnA bhAvane ja kare che tathA bhogave che nizcayadraSTie anAdikALathI Aja sudhI AtmA paradravyano kartA tathA bhoktA thayo nathI ane thai zakato paNa nathI. tema chatAM AtmAe anAdikALathI Aja sudhI saMsAra paribhramaNa karyuM. kAraNa ke pote paradravyano kartA na hovA chatAM potAne paradravyano kartA mAnIne mithyAtvane ja puSTa karyuM hovAthI paMca parAvartanarUpa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa ja karyuM. kartA-karma, bhoktA-bhogya saMbaMdha be bhinna dravya vacce ghaTita na thAya, paNa eka dravyamAM ja ghaTita thAya. tethI ema samajavuM ke dareka jIva potAnA bhAvono ja kartA che, paradravyano nahIM. jIva rAgAdi bhAvano abhAva purUSArthanA mAdhyamathI karI zake che. koI paNa padArtha jIvane baLajabarIpUrvaka rAga ke dveSa utpanna karAvato nathI. koi suMdara chokarIne dekhavAthI AtmAmAM vikAra utpanna thAya che ema mAnavuM yogya nathI, jIvamAM vikAra karavAnI vRtti paDelI che, tethI tene potAnI nabaLAithI vikAra utpanna thAya che. te suMdara chokarI karatA paNa vadhu suMdara potAnI bahena hoya to tyAM tene vikAra thato nathI. eno artha ema thayo ke koi paNa vyakti, vastu ke ghaTanA ApaNane baLajabarIthI vikAra utpanna karAvatI nathI. tethI ema samajavuM ke jIvano purUSArtha baLavAna che. ajJAnadazAmAM AtmA potAnA rAgAdi bhAvono kartA che. Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava kartA-karmanI jema bhoktA-bhogya saMbaMdha paNa eka ja dravyamAM ghaTita thAya che. dareka jIva pote potAnA bhAvone ja bhogave che, paradravyane nahIM. bhojana karatI vakhate Telivijana dekhavAmAM upayoga joDAyelo hoya to bhojanano AnaMda Avato nathI kAraNa ke Telivijana dekhatI veLA jIvano bhAva bhojanamAM joDAyelo nathI. jIva padArthane bhogavIne nahI paNa padArthane bhogavavAnA bhAvathI sukha-duHkha bhogave che. jo pati bimAra hoya, uMghI zakato na hoya ane patnI DokTarane bolAvIne davA vagere upacAra kare tema chatAM jo patine sAruM na thAya to patnI bIjuM zuM karI zake? rAtre be vAgye pati ema vicAra huM ATalo bimAra chuM paNa mArI patnI uMghI gaI che, mAruM kaMI karatI ja nathI ema vicArIne to tene patnI pratye dveSa thaze, paraMtu jo patnI paNa pati sAthe jAge, to patine ema thaze ke patnI mArUM khUba dhyAna rAkhe che, tethI tene patnI pratye rAga thaze. paraMtu jo pati ema vicAra kare ke zarIranA vizeSajJa DokTara paNa mane sAro karI zakatA nathI to mArI patnI mArI sAthe rAtabhara jAgavI ja joIe evo vikalpa huM zA mATe karuM? jo e AkhI rAta jAgaze to saMbhava che ke te paNa bimAra paDe ane savAre tenA mATe paNa DokTarane bolAvavA paDe. jo pati ema vicAra kare patnI mAruM kaMI karI zakatI ja nathI, to patine rAga-dveSanA abhAvamAM vItarAgatA thaze kAraNa ke pratyeka dravyane svataMtra ane svAdhIna mAnIne rAgAdibhAvarUpana pariNamavAthI vItarAgatA pragaTa thAya che. Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 72 zreNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava pariNAmanuM pariNAma koI vyakti tamArA paisA laIne bhAgI jAya to ema na samajavuM joIe ke te vyakti paisA laIne bhAgI gayo. hakIkata e che ke potAnA puNya bhAgI gayA. tethI dareka paristhitimAM koI anyane doSita na jaNAvIne karmasiddhAMtane ghaTita karavo joIe. karmodaya kSaNika che, tethI tenA para vizvAsa mUkIne sukhI thaI zakAya nahIM. vizvAsa tumane mujhe diyA, kabhI na mane grahaNa kiyA; meM jAnatA thA ki usI, vizvAsa meM viSa vAsa che. koI vyakti pratye vizvAsa rAkhavA chatAM teNe kema vizvAsaghAta karyo? evo prazna jJAnIne utpanna thato ja nathI. zAnI kahe che ke apekSAnA phaLamAM vizvAsaNAta nahIM paNa AtmAmAM apekSAbhAva utpanna thavo e ja nija AtmAno vizvAsaghAta che. parapadArtho pratye potApaNAnA mithyAtva bhAvane ja jhera samAna khataranAka kahyo che. pitAe putrane bhaNAvyo, putra mATe potAnuM sarvasva samarpaNa karI dIdhuM. parIkSAnA aMte jyAre putra potAnuM pariNAma pitAnA hAthamAM Ape che, pitAne dekhatA ja duHkha thAya che. kAraNa ke putra dareka viSayamAM nApAsa thayo hoya che. pitAjI khUba ja gussAmAM kahe che, te tArA mATe keTaluM samarpaNa karyuM paNa tu nApAsa thayo? putra kahe ke pitAjI gusso zA mATe karo cho? A pariNAma tamAruM che. bhUtakALamAM tame koI evA azubha pariNAma karyA hatA, te azubha pariNAmanuM A pariNAma che ke tamane AvA putrano yoga thayo. eka ja paLamAM pitAjIno krodha zAMta thaI jAya che. tAtparya e che ke dareka paristhitimAM koI bIjAne doSita na gaNAvIne potAnA pariNAmanuM (bhAva) pariNAma samajIne samabhAva rAkhavo e ja zAnInuM kartavya che. Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 2001 ymws vyavahAra ane karmodaya 73 mAre jagatathI khuza rahevuM che tathA mAre jagatane khuza rAkhavuM che, tevo vicAra karavAvALA jIvo mATe dharma nathI. Aja sudhI koi jIva jagatane khuza karI zakyo nathI tathA jagatathI khuza thai zakyo nathI. jagatathI khuza rahevAmAM bhoktatvabuddhi tathA jagatane khuza rAkhavAmAM katRtvabuddhinI gaMdha Ave che. jyAM sudhI AvI mithyAbuddhi chUTatI nathI tyAM sudhI vItarAgadharma pragaTa thato nathI. jJAnIono upadeza to e che ke potAno vyavahAra karavo ane bIjA jIvone temanA udaya para choDI devA. bIjA jIvone khuza karavA e ApaNI potAnI javAbadArI nathI, eka dravya bIjA dravyanuM kaMI karI zakatuM nathI. jene sukhI ja thavAnuM hoya tene koi duHkhI karI zakatuM nathI, jene duHkhI thavAnuM hoya tene koi sukhI karI zakatuM nathI. potAnA bALakone bhaNAvI-gaNAvIne moTA karavA e dareka mAtApitAno vyavahAra che tethI te prakArano vyavahAra karavo joie, paNa bALako bhaNIne jIvanamAM saphaLa thAya ke niSphaLa thAya, tenA ahaMkArano bojo potAnA mAthA para na levo joie. bALakonI saphaLatA ane niSphaLatAne temanA karmodaya para choDI devI joie. e ja pramANe pArTImAM javAnuM AmaMtraNa maLe ane bhUmikAnusAra javuM paDe to avazya javuM joie paraMtu pArTImAM jaine joDAi na javuM joie. Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava pArTImAM jaIne vyavahAra pALavo, jethI bIjAne duHkhana pahoMce tathA temAM na joDAIne nizcaya pALavo, jethI potAne duHkha na pahoMce. dareka jIve sarvaprathama binajarUrI vyAvahArika kAryothI virakta thavAno prayAsa karavo. game teTalI Arthika maMdI hovA chatA jamavAnuM baMdha karatA nathI, paraMtu prayojana vinAno kharca ghaTADI daIe chIe, tevI rIte adhyAtma mArgamAM paNa aprayojanabhUta viSayamAM na joDAIne, mAtra potAnI bhUmikAnusAra prayojanabhUta vyavahAra karavo joIe tathA prayojanabhUta vyavahArathI paNa virakta thavAnI bhAvanA bhAvavI joIe. | munirAja paNa cAra hAtha jamIna dekhIne IryAsamitipUrvaka cAle che, te temano vyavahAra pALe che. tema chatAM koI jIva tenA Ayu karmanA kSayathI maraNa pAme to te jIvane teno udaya samajI le che ane vikalponI jALamAM haMsAtA nathI. potAne pApamAM paDato bacAvavA mATe jJAnIne parajIvone maratA bacAvavAno bhAva sahaja Ave che. paraMtu jJAnI kyAreya paNa potAne para dravyanI kriyAno kartA mAnatA nathI. yathArtha samajaNa ane vairAgya vinA dIkSA lenArA jIvo parajIvonI rakSA pote karI, ema samajIne potAne viSNu samAna mAne che. teo pahelA to potAnA putra-patnI-parivAranA ja rakSaka mAnatA hatA, paNa have to cha kAyanA dareka jIvano rakSaka potAne mAne che. je samaye sAdhu pramAda vinA cAra hAtha jamIna dekhIne cAle che tyAre nija svabhAvamAM lIna nathI e ja pramAda che. jyAre kIDI vagere jIvonuM dhyAna rAkhe che tyAre upayoga svabhAvathI haTIne parane jANavA tarapha jAya che, sAdhune e vAtano paNa atyaMta kheda varte che. jo ke cAra hAtha jamIna dekhIne cAlavA karatA cAlavuM ja nahIM ane eka sthAne rahIne nijasvabhAvamAM lIna thavuM e ja nijAtmA pratye karavAmAM AvelI uttamakarUNA che. koI nizcayAbhAsI ema paNa kahe che ke sAdhu AtmasAdhanAnA Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bogha ane nityano anubhava 75 kALe parajIvone bacAvavA jatA nathI, to ame paNa parajIvone zA mATe bacAvIe? kabUtara vagere pakSIone caNa zA mATe ApIe? e vAta haMmezA yAda rAkhavI joIe ke sAdhu parajIvone bacAvavA jatA nathI, sAthe sAthe potAnA para upasarga vagere Ave, to paNa tenA tarapha draSTi karatA nathI ane samAdhimAM lIna ja rahe che. nijAtmAnA dhyAnamAM lIna hovAthI bAhya padArtho para draSTi na jatA jJAnI potAne ke parajIvone bacAvatA nathI, jyAre nizcayAbhAsI parajIvone bacAvavAnI manAI kare che, paNa potAno bacAva karavA mATe divasa-rAta upAya zodhe che. bhAvaliMgI vItarAgI sAdhune zuddhabhAva pahelA paNa zubhabhAva ane zuddhabhAva pachI paNa zubhabhAva ja hoya che jyAre ajJAnIne zubhabhAva pahelA paNa azubhabhAva tathA zubhabhAva pachI paNa azubhabhAva hoya che. ajJAnIe zubhabhAva choDIne azubhabhAvamAM pravartavuM yogya nathI. satsaMga ane zAstra svAdhyAya ja ajJAnIne zubhabhAvamAM TakIne rahevA mATe uttama AdhAra che. chaThThA-sAtamA guNasthAnavartI bhAvaliMgI sAdhu 24 kalAkamAM 16 kalAkathI paNa vadhAre samaya zuddhopayoga dhyAnamAM ja lIna hoya che. tethI sAdhunA mAtra bAhya AcArane ja Adarza na mAnIne AMtarika zuddhopayoga dhyAnane potAnuM Adarza mAnavuM joIe. taduparAMta bAhya vyavahArathI saMbaMdhita eka vAta e paNa che ke sAdhunA 28 mULaguNamAM nagnatA paNa eka mULaguNa che. tyAM sAdhune nagna dekhIne koI strIne vikArabhAva utpanna thAya to sAdhu potAnI nagnatAne choDIne vastra dhAraNa karI letA nathI. sAdhu nagnatAne potAno vyavahAra jANe che, jo Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava koI strIne nagnatAnA kAraNe vikAra utpanna thAya to nagnatA to choDatA ja nathI, sAthesAthe te strInA karmanA udayane paNa jANe che, tethI sAdhu potAnuM samabhAvapaNuM choDatA nathI. je ajJAnI nagna sAdhune dekhIne Azcarya pAme che, te vItarAgI sAdhunA mULa svarUpane yathArtha jANato nathI. ApaNe paNa ekAMtamAM snAna karatI veLA nagna hoIe, tyAM kIDI vagere jIvo ApaNI nagnatAne dekhatA hoya che, tene jANatA hovA chatAM ApaNe tene gaNakAratA nathI. ApaNe e vAtane draDhapaNe jANIe chIe ke kIDI vagere jIvone amArI namratA viSe zuM khabara paDe? e ja pramANe sAdhu to ema jANe ke A ajJAnI manuSya paNa tenA ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArathI aMdha che, tene zuM khabara paDe ke nagna sAdhudazA kone kahevAya? tethI ajJAnI manuSya dekhaze to zuM thaze, kevuM lAgaze? evA bhaya ke saMkocathI aparigrahI vItarAgI mokSamArga para cAlavAnuM baMdha kema karAya? sAdhu pUrNanagna hovAthI temanA nimittathI koI anya strIne vikAra utpanna thAya to sAdhune anya jIvanA vikAranA nimittapaNAne lIdhe koI karmabaMdha thatuM nathI. jene bhAva thAya che tene karmabaMdhana thAya che, paNa jenA para bhAva thAya che tene karmabaMdhana thatuM nathI. jema koI vyakti tenA mitrane phona kare to phonanuM bila phona karanAre cukavavuM paDe che, sAmAvALA mitrane to "incoming free" che, tema koI eka vyakti sAmAvALI anya vyaktine zatru jANIne tenA pratye dveSabhAva kare to dveSa karanAra vyaktine ja tenA dveSabhAvathI karmabaMdhana thAya che, sAmAvALI vyaktine koI karmabaMdhana thatuM nathI, jenA para rAga-dveSa karavAmAM Ave che tene koI baMdhana thatuM nathI. bhagavAnanI bhakti karanAra bhaktone zubharAgathI puNyabaMdha thAya che, paraMtu jemanA para zubharAga thayo che, tevA jinendra Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 66 bhagavAnane koi karmabaMdhana thatuM nathI. anya apekSAe vicAra karavAmAM Ave to jema koi juvAna chokarI TUMkA kapaDAM paherIne rastA para nIkaLe ane te chokarIne TUMkA kapaDAMmAM dekhIne koi purUSane vikAra utpanna thAya, to te chokarIne niyamathI karmabaMdhana thAya che. mAtra eTaluM ja nahIM, te chokarIne to TUMkA kapaDAM paheryA pahelA ja TUMkA kapaDAM paheravAnA bhAvathI ja karmabaMdhana thai jAya che, jyAre te evo bhAva kare che ke Aje mane A kapaDAMmAM badhA loko dekhaze ane mArA tarapha AkarSita thaze. karmabaMdhananuM mULakAraNa jIvano abhiprAya eTale irAdo che. grahasthano vyavahAra che ke te potAnA zarIrane saMpUrNa rIte DhAMkIne ja rAkhe. A kALamAM grahastha ane dravyaliMgI sAdhu banne prakAranA jIvone AtmajJAnanI prApti atyaMta durlabha thai gai che. tenuM mULa kAraNa e che ke te banne prakAranA jIvo pota-potAnI bhUmikA anusAra vartatA nathI. sAdhunA vyavahArane grahasthe Adarza mAnyo ane grahasthanA vyavahArane sAdhue. nagnatA e sAdhuno vyavahAra che tathA zarIrane vastrathI pUrNarUpe DhAMkIne rAkhavuM e grahasthano vyavahAra che, paraMtu Aje evo yuga AvI gayo ke grahastha paNa phezananA nAme nagna thaine rastA para pharavA lAgyA, AjanI sthiti dekhatA ema lAge che ke have e divasa paNa eTalA dUra nathI ke grahastha paNa sAdhunI jema saMpUrNa nirvastra rastA para haratA-pharatA hoya. eTaluM ja nahIM, ubhA-ubhA tathA karapAtra AhAra levo te sAdhuno vyavahAra che tathA eka sthAne besIne tathA pAtramAM laine AhAra levo te grahasthano vyavahAra che. paraMtu AjanA Adhunika yugamAM grahasthoe paNa ubhA rahIne jamavAnuM zarU karyuM. sAmuhika buphe bhojana zarU thayA. Ama, grahastha potAnI bhUmikAnusAra vyavahAra na pALIne sAdhunI bhUmikAnurUpa vyavahAra pALavA lAgyA tethI AtmajJAnanI prAptithI vaMcita rahI gayA. Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava bIjI bAju dravyaliMgI sAdhu paNa grahastha jIvanamAM pALavA yogya vyavahAramAM ja aTakI gayA. jinamaMdira banAvavA, jIvadayA mATe dhana ekaThuM karavuM vagere kArya grahasthoe karavA joIe. paraMtu Aje ema dekhavAmAM Ave che ke grahastha karatA dravyaliMgI sAdhu jinamaMdira banAvavAmAM tathA dhana ekaThuM karavAmAM vadhu rasa dharAvatA hoya che, samAja sAthe joDAIne rahevAnI AtmAnI vRttinA kAraNe bAhyamAM munipaNuM dhAraNa karavA chatAMya teo AtmajJAna pAmatA nathI. uMdhA loko sAthe uMdho vyavahAra karavo joIe tathA sIdhA loko sAthe sIdho vyavahAra karavo joIe, ema mAnanAra jagata mATe potAnA amUlya jIvanane vyarthamAM barabAda karI rahyA che. udhApaNuM jagatamAM nahi, paNa ajJAnInI draSTimAM che. tethI jo potAnI draSTi badalAvIne dareka jIvane bhagavAna AtmA samajavAmAM Ave to dareka jIva sAthe sIdho vyavahAra sahaja thaze. bhUtakALanA dveSabhAvane bhUlIne tathA bhaviSyakALanI koI apekSA choDIne dareka jIvane bhagavAna AtmA tarIke ja dekhavo joIe. bhagavAna mahAvIra paNa dasa bhava pUrve siMhanI paryAyamAM mAMsa khAtA hatA, paraMtu Aje bhagavAna mahAvIranA darzana karatI veLA jo temanA AvA hIna bhUtakALane yAda karIne te rUpe ja dekhavAmAM Ave to temanA pratye mahimAbhAva Avaze nahIM. vartamAna paryAyano bhUtakALanI paryAyamAM prAgabhAva che. e ja pramANe koI mAMsAhArI vyaktine dekhIne paNa tenA pratye dveSa na karavo. tyAM pote to ema vicAravuM ke A tenI kSaNika avasthA che, bhaviSyamAM te zAkAhArI paNa banI zake ke te mArA pahelA siddha dazAne prApta kare ane mAruM saMsAra paribhramaNa rokAyu na hoya! tethI dareka AtmAne bhagavAna AtmArUpe jANavA tathA mAnavA. A kaLiyugamAM AcAryadava tADanA pAna para zAstro lakhIne bhagavAna AtmAnI oLakhANa karAvavA badala ApaNA para anaMta upakAra karyo che. Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava temane lakhatA-lakhatA hAthamAMthI lohI paNa nIkaLI gayA, paraMtu Aje ApaNI pAse tene vAMcavAno ane vicAravAno samaya nathI. te ApaNA mATe atyaMta duHkhanI vAta che. have to kAgaLanI zodha thaI tethI pustako kAgaLa para lakhAI rahyA che. tema chatAM prAcIna "pAna" zabda hajI paNa TakIne rahyo che. tethI kAgaLa para lakhAyela pustakonA pRSThane pAnuM athavA pAnA kahevAmAM Ave che. koI to tyAM sudhI kahe che ke temanA graMtho para koInI najara na lAge tethI teoe dareka zabda kAMTA vaDe lakhyo arthAt Taca vuDa karIne lakhyo. basa, e ja kAraNa che ke Aje be hajAra varSa bAda paNa temanA dvArA racita graMtho ApaNI pAse upalabdha che tathA temanA dvArA pratipAdita tattvajJAna paMcamakALanA aMta sudhI bhavya jIvone upakArI nIvaDaze. AcAryadevoe ApaNI hIna vRtti ane pravRtti dekhIne paNa ApaNo dveSa na karyo paNa karUNAbhAva sahita kAMTA vaDe tADanA pAna para zAstronI racanA karI. tethI ApaNe paNa dareka jIva pratye karUNA karavI. jo chaThThA guNasthAnavartI sAdhu pahelA guNasthAnavartI jIva para karUNA kare che to pahelA guNasthAnavartI jIva pahelA guNasthAnavartI jIva para karUNA kema na karI zake? karUNAbhAva vinA dharma samajAto nathI tathA karUNAno abhAva thayA vinA dharma pragaTa thato nathI. jo bhagavAna karUNA sahita upadeza Ape to te bhagavAnanakahevAya tathA gurU karUNA vinA upadeza Ape to te gurUna kahevAya. jJAnIne pratyeka jIva pratye vAtsalyabhAva hoya che tathA hovo paNa joIe. saMyogAdhIna draSTi tathA bAhya apekSA vRtti choDIne dareka jIvane oLakhavo joIe. samasta jIvone dravya draSTie bhagavAna AtmA tarIke dekhavA joIe. Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava oooooooo o ooooooooooooooooooo. rAgamAM dharma mAnavo eTale mithyAtva -00000000000000000 0 00000000000000000 jJAnIe rAgabhAvamAM dharma na mAnavA para vizeSa jora ApyuM che. dveSabhAvane to koI dharma mAnatA nathI, rAgamAM paNa zubharAga kahyo che, azubharAga nahIM kAraNa ke azubharAgane paNa koI dharma mAnatA nathI, zubharAgane dharma mAnavAvALA Dagale ne pagale jovA maLe che. rasagullA pratye thatA azubharAgane to koI dharma mAnatuM nathI paNa vItarAgI bhagavAna pratye thatA zubharAgane ajJAnI dharma mAnI rahyA che. tethI kahyuM che ke azubharAganI jema zubharAga paNa dharma nathI. A vAta sAMbhaLIne nizcayAbhAsI na thaI javuM. AjakAla loko jinamaMdira banAvavAmAM dhana kharca karatA nathI ane vacanamAM mAtra ema bole che ke zubharAga dharma nathI. tIrthaMkara prakRtinA baMdhane yogya zubharAga AtmajJAnIne ja utpanna thAya che tathA te rAganuM phaLa kevaLajJAna thayA bAda ja udayamAM Ave che, te zubharAga paNa baMdhananuM kAraNa che. muktinuM kAraNa nahIM. Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 81 jIva ane pudagala vacce mArAmArI jagatamAM jAti apekSAe cha dravya rahetA hovA chatAM jIva ane pudagala dravyane vizeSa mahattva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. kAraNa ke jIva ja pudagalamAM aTake che. jIva svayaM aTake che tethI jIvane vizeSarUpe samajavAnuM kahyuM che tathA pudagalamAM aTake che tethI pudagalane vizeSarUpe samajavAnuM kahyuM che. dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAza tathA kALa, te cAra dravyane rAgAdi bhAva thatA nathI tathA te cAra dravyanA lakSya paNa rAgAdi bhAva thatA nathI, tethI zAstromAM tenuM vizeSa varNana karavAmAM AvyuM nathI. jIva ja evA bhAva kare che ke pudagala padArtho mArA che ke pudagala vastuo mArI che eTale kharekhara mArAmArI karanAra jIva ja che, tethI jIvane ja tattvano upadeza ApavAmAM Avyo che, pudagalane nahI. jyAre potAno ane pADozIno ema be chokarA laDAi karatA hoya tyAre ApaNe potAnA chokarAne laDAi na karavA mATe samajAvIe chIe, potAnA chokarAne ja kahevAmAM Ave che ke pAcho vaLI jA. te kahe che ke tame mane ja kema kaho cho? sAmAvALA bIjA chokarAne kema kAMi kahetA nathI? tyAre tene ema kahIe chIe ke bhAi, tu samajadAra cho, tethI tane ja samajAvavAmAM Ave che. te ja pramANe jIva ane pudagalanI mArAmArImAM jIvane ja tattvano upadeza ApavAmAM Ave che, jIvane ja pAchA vaLI javAno upadeza apAya che. jJAnI kahe che ke jIva, ame tane ja upadeza ApIe chIe, pudagalane nahIM. kAraNa ke tu samajadAra cho. samajavAnI zakita tArAmAM ja che, pudagalamAM nahIM. khAsa vizeSatA to e che ke anAdikALathI paraspara bhinna Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava lakSaNoyukta cha dravyanA samUharUpa A vizva paraspara bAdhA rahita TakeluM che, anaMtakALa sudhI TakIne raheze. jIvanI bhUlanA kAraNe vizvanI vyavasthA para koi asara thatI nathI. jIva ane pudagala vacce mArAmArI thatI hovA chatAM anAdikALathI eka paNa dravyane tenI asara thai nathI. 82 Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 83 ekataraphI prema vadhu Take eTale zuM? ekataraphI premane "oneside love" paNa kahe che. lokajagatamAM ema kahevAya che ke ekataraphI prema lAMbo kALa Takato nathI. paraMtu sarvathA ema mAnavuM yogya nathI. anAdikALathI Aja sudhI AtmAe anaMtabhavamAM anaMtAnaMta pudagalane prema karyo paNa pudagale to AtmAne eka kSaNa mATe paNa prema na karyo. anaMtakALa vItI gayo hovA chatAM A AtmAno pudagala pratye ekataraphI prema kAyama Takelo che. have Avo ekataraphI prema choDI devA yogya che kAraNa ke A prema ekalA AtmAne ja cAragatimAM paribhramaNa karAve che, jIvanA A premanA phaLamAM tene anaMta duHkha bhogavavuM paDe che. mArA eka mitra mane haMmezA kahe che ke kyAreka mANase potAnI jAtane paNa kahevuM joie ke "I love you". Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 84 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava dareka ajJAnI paradezI che -07000000000000 000000000000LA dareka ajJAnI potAnA dezamAM raheto hovA chatAM te dezamAM nathI paraMtu paradezamAM ja rahe che. rAga ane dveSanA vikArIbhAvo mAro deza nathI. jJAnI svabhAvane svadeza tathA parabhAvane paradeza kahe che tethI jJAnInI draSTimAM dareka ajJAnI paradezamAM ja paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. anAdikALathI AjasudhI nijagharamAM praveza karyo nathI, sAcuM sukha nijagharamAM ja che. mahemAna banIne paragharamAM haMmezA rahI zakAya nahIM. je jIva ajJAnI che, te jIvane ja paradezanI mahimA Ave che. potAne zarIra mAnanArA jIvone zarIranA sukha arthe paradeza sAruM lAge che, jJAnI kahe che, dareka ajJAnIne rAgAdibhAvamAM upAdeyabuddhi hovAthI dareka ajJAnI paradezI che. Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 85 manane manAvavAnuM nathI, manane jItavAnuM che je jIvo majAmAM che, te jIvo majAmAM nathI. kAraNa majA levAmAM mananuM nimittapaNuM hoya che. jyAM sudhI mananuM nimittapaNuM hoya tyAM sudhI zubhAzubhabhAva paNa hoya che. zuddhabhAvamAM mananuM nimittapaNuM hotuM nathI. mana AtmAno zatru che, tene manAvavAnuM nathI, paNa jItavAnuM che. samayasAramAM indriyone jIte tene jitendriya kahyA che, tyAM indriya vijayamAM mana vijaya paNa garbhita che. pAMca indriya tathA mana jJAnamAM nimitta thavAnI sAthesAthe bhogamAM paNa nimitta bane che, tethI manane jItavAnuM che. bhojananI icchA thatA bhojana karI levAthI bhojananI icchAno nAza thai jato nathI, bhojana karIne bhojana vaDe bhojananI icchAne DhAMkI devAmAM Ave che, bhojana karavAthI icchA dabAi jAya che. icchAno abhAva karavA mATe dareka jIve sarvaprathama jagatanA anekAMtamaya svarUpane sAcA devazAstra-gurUnA mAdhyamathI samajavuM joie. ajJAnI pUrve bhogavelA bhogane yAda karIne pharI bhoga bhogavavAnI icchA kare che. paraMtu bhoganA aMtamAM sukha maLyuM na hatuM, e vicAra karato nathI. tene pUrve khAdheluM paheluM rasagullu ane tenAthI maLeluM kalpita kSaNika sukha to yAda Ave che, paNa dasamuM rasagullu khAtI veLA sukha maLyuM na hatuM, e vAtane yAda karato nathI. kharekhara, je jIvane karmabaMdhananA phaLamAM saMsAra paribhramaNa thavAnuM che, te jIvanI tevI ja honahAra hoya che. nizcayadraSTie pudagala karma jaDa che tethI pudagala karmanuM phaLa paNa pudgalakarmamAM ja hoya che, cetanamAM nahIM. tethI karmanA phaLamAM maLatA saMyogo tathA thatA saMyogIbhAvone paNa jaDa kahevAmAM Ave che. anumAna ane Agama pramANathI jaDa pudagala karmanI siddhi thAya che. Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava manathI karmabaMdhana thatuM ja nathI jo mana vaDe karmabaMdhana thatuM hota to ekendriyathI asaMzI paMcendriya sudhI dareka jIvone karmabaMdhana rahita mAnavAno prasaMga Avaze. dravyamana ke bhAvamana karmabaMdhananuM kAraNa nathI. dravyamana manovargaNArUpa pudagalanuM pariNamana che, sAkSAt pudagala che tethI te karmabaMdhananuM kAraNa na ja thaI zake. e pramANe dravyamananA nimittathI pariNamatA kSayopazamajJAnane bhAvamana kahe che. bhAvamananuM bIju nAma kSayopazamazAna che. chadmastha jIvano jJAnasvabhAva je paryAyamAM vyakta thAya che te jJAnanuM nAma bhAvamana che tethI te paNa karmabaMdhananuM kAraNa na ja thaI zake. karmabaMdhananuM mULakAraNa moha-rAga-dveSanA vikArI pariNAma che. te vikArI bhAvo dravyamana ke bhAvamana nathI, tethI dravyamana ke bhAvamana karmabaMdhananuM kAraNa thatA nathI. koI ajJAnI jIvo manane karmabaMdhananA kartA na mAne tethI zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe Atmasiddhi zAstramAM varNita cha pada paikI trIjA padamAM AtmAne karmano kartA tathA cothA padamAM AtmAne karmano bhoktA siddha karyo che. mana karmano kartA tathA bhoktA nathI, tethI tene sthira karavAnA prayoga karavAthI AtmAnuM saMsAra paribhramaNa rokAI zakatuM nathI. caMcaLapaNuM to manano svabhAva che, tene sthira rAkhavAnA prayoga to tenA svabhAva viparIta kArya che. kAMcano glAsa chUTI na jAya tenA mATe tene baLapUrvaka dabAvIne pakaDI rAkhavAthI chUTaze nahIM, paNa phUTaze. e ja pramANe manane sthira rAkhavAthI paNa AtmAnubhUtirUpa apUrvakArya siddha thaI zakatuM nathI. Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava zvAsa para dhyAna kendrita karavAthI AtmAnubhUti thaI zakatI nathI. zvAsa to havA che, vAyukAyika jIvanuM dhyAna karavAthI samyagdarzana kevI rIte pragaTa thAya? azarIrI siddha paramAtmAnuM dhyAna paNa zubharAgarUpa vikalpa hoyato vAyukAyikanA dhyAnathI nirvikalpadazA kevIrIte pragaTe? nirvikalpa dazAnuM kAraNa eka mAtra lAyakabhAva che. dharamanA nAme karamanA baMdha na thAya tenuM paLepaLe dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. kSaNikano bodha karavAnI carcA to Dagale ne pagale thatI hoya che, paNa nityanA anubhavapUrvaka zaNikanA bodhanuM jainadarzana sivAya anya kyAMya paNa nathI. jo mana bhAva karatuM hoya to mananuM saMsAra paribhramaNa thavuM joIe, AtmAnuM nahIM. mana duHkha bhogavavuM joIe, AtmA nahIM. upadeza paNa manane ja Apavo joIe, AtmAne nahIM. mokSa paNa manano thavo joIe, AtmAno nahIM. tethI tAraNa nIkaLe che ke AtmA ja karmano kartA tathA bhoktA che, mana kaMI karatuMke bhogavatuM nathI. tethI bicArA manane levA-devA vinAnuM badanAma karavuM yogya nathI. Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ha kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava * dharmanuM mULa samyagdarzana samyagdarzana e dharmanuM mULa che tathA vItarAga cAritrae kharo dharma che. jema mULa vinA vRkSa TakI zakatuM nathI tema samyagdarzana vinA jJAna tathA cAritrasamyapha nAma pAmatA nathI. pU. kAnajIsvAmI kahetA ke "samyagdarzana vinAnuM jJAna tathA cAritra ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevuM che, raNamAM poka mUkavA jevuM che. jema vRkSanA mULane dekhI zakatA nathI paNa vRkSane dekhI zakAya che, tema AtmAmAM samyagdarzana (yathArtha zraddhA) hovA chatAM tene dekhI zakAtuM nathI, paraMtu jIvanA cAritrane bAhyamAM dekhI zakAya che. koI ema kahe ke jo samyagdarzana vinA jJAna ane cAritra ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA jevuM hoya to jJAna zA mATe pAmavuM, cAritra zA mATe pALavuM? jJAnI kahe che ke jeNe ekaDA vinAnA mIMDA ja mUkyA che tene to ekaDo ja mUkavAnI jarUra che paNa jeNe ekaDo paNa mUkyo nathI, mIMDA paNa mUkyA nathI tene to ekaDo ane mIMDA banne mUkavAnI jarUra che. tethI samyagdarzana vinAnA jJAna ane cAritranI niMdA karIne potAne mahAna batAvavAthI kaSAyanA phaLamAM karmabaMdhana thAya che, adhogati thAya che. Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 89 zraddhA mApavAnuM mITara potApaNuM karavuM e AtmAno svabhAva che. parapadArthamAM potApaNuM karavuM e mithyAdarzana tathA nijAtmAmAM potApaNuM karavuM e samyagdarzana che. samyagdarzana tathA mithyAdarzana baMne paryAyonuM trikALI upAdAna kAraNa zraddhA guNa che. jIvanI zraddhA guNanI paryAya kyA viSayamAM potApaNuM karI rahI che, tene mApIne parathI virakta thavAno purUSArtha karavo joIe. jJAnI kahe che ke jJAnanI adAlatamAM zraddhAne ubhI rAkhIne pUcho ke te konA tarapha che? asaMtoSanI bhAvanA jeTalI banI rahe teTaluM potApaNuM vadhu, paraMtu jyAM saMtoSa thaI jAya che tyAM pachI potApaNuM paNa samApta thaI jAya che. tAjamahelanuM darzana karatA dharAI jaIe chIe paNa potAnA gharanuM darzana karatA kadI dharava thato nathI. jIvane jyAM potApaNuM hoya tyAM saMtoSa na thAya. jyAre koI premI tenI premikAne maLavA jAya tyAM aDadho kalAka pUro thAya ane premikA kahe ke mAre pAchA javuM che, tyAre premI kahe che ke haju besa, haju besa. Ama, premIne saMtoSa ja thato nathI, tenA parathI e nizcita thAya che ke premIne premikA pratye aTala potApaNuM che. jyAM potApaNuM hoya che, tyAM sarvasva samarpaNano bhAva hoya che. tAjamahelanA samArakAmanI jarUra UbhI thatA phALo ApavAno Ave to phALo ApavAmAM hicakacATa che. paraMtu potAnA gharanA samArakAmanI vAtamAM so rUpiyAnI jagyAe pAMcaso rUpiyA kharacavAmAM pAchI pAnI karatA nathI. kema ke gharane potAnuM mAnyuM che. jo ke AtmA pAse eka vastu che ke je AtmA pote AtmAne samarpita karI zake ema che. Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava potAno samaya eTale ke potAnI paryAya. potAnI paryAyane AtmadravyamAM kendrita karavI e ja AtmAnuM AtmAne sarvasva samarpaNa che. A prakAranA samarpaNa mATe nirdhana ane dhanavAna athavA gRhastha ane sAdhunA bhedano prazna ja udbhavato nathI. 90 jyAM sudhI AtmAmAM ekatva sthApita na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmAnA guNagAna gAvA mAtrathI AtmAnubhUti thai jatI nathI. jo nokarane ema kahevAmAM Ave ke Aje rAtre tu ahIM ja suI jA. paNa te kaheze ke nA, huM mArI jhuMpaDImAM uMghavA jaiza. bhale tyAM mAkhImacchara karaDatA hoya, to paNa te AlizAna gharamAM na uMghIne jhuMpaDImAM uMghavAnuM pasaMda karaze. te kaheze ke huM jAguM chuM nokara banIne, paNa nokara banIne uMghavA mAMgato nathI. jo AlizAna gharamAM uMghIza to ema mAnIne uMghavuM paDaze ke huM nokara uMghu chuM ane jo jhuMpaDImAM uMghIza to ema mAnIne uMghIza ke eka mAlika uMghe che. Ama, jyAM ekatva sthApita thAya che, tyAM jIvane sukhano anubhava thAya che. e ja pramANe AtmAmAM ekatva sthApita thAya to AtmAno atIndriya AnaMda pragaTa thAya. eka kavie kahyuM che ke premamAM badhuM ja sahana thai zake che paNa dUrI sahana thai zakatI nathI. rAma ane lakSmaNa jyAre vanamAM hatA, tyAre tyAM paNa khuza hatA. paNa temane duHkha e vAtanuM hatuM ke amArI mAtAone ame khuza chIe, tenI khabara nathI. jo AtmA pratye prema thAya to AtmAnI paryAya AtmAmAM sahajarUpe joDAya, te eka samaya mATe paNa AtmAthI paronmukha rahI zake nahIM. Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava jevI rIte koI anya vyaktinA gharamAM rahevAthI pote tenA gharanA mAlika thaI jatA nathI. tevI rIte A deharUpI paragharamAM rahevAthI huM dehano mAlika thaI jato nathI. zuM huM muMbaImAM rahuM chuM tethI muMbaIno mAlika thaI gayo? traNa lokamAM raheto hovAthI traNa lokano mAlika thaI gayo? jagatamAM rahevAthI jagatano mAlika thayo? nahIM, kadApi nahIM. mAruM astitva mAtra mArAM asaMkhyAta pradeza puratuM ja che, basa AnA sivAya mAruM mAlikIpaNuM bIje kyAMya nathI. tethI A sarva mithyAtvabhAvathI chUTavA mATe potAno manuSyabhava nijAtmA arthe samarpita karavo joIe. he AtmA! basa have tu pAcho vaLI jA, basa potAnI jAtane ema kaho ke have mAre saMsAra paribhramaNa karavuM nathI, mAre bIjo avatAra levo nathI, have mAre cAra gatimA paribhramaNanA duHkha bhogavavA nathI. mArA anaMta vaibhavane ja mAre bhogavavo che. e ja mArI zraddhAnuM zraddheya, zAnanuM jeya bane ane dhyAnanuM dhyeya bane, evI huM pratijJA karuM chuM. Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 92 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava oooooooooo o oooooooooooooooooooo samyagdarzana-zAna-cAritramAM prathama zuM pragaTe? -000000000000000000 0 0000000000000000000 samyagdarzana-samyajJAna-sammacAritranI utpattimAM samayabheda hoto nathI. jyAre zraddhA guNanI paryAya zuddhatArUpe pariName che te ja samaye jJAna ane cAritra guNanI paryAya paNa samyapha nAma pAme che. tethI samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyakracAritranI prApti eka ja samaye thAya che. te traNeyane eka zabdamAM ratnatraya athavA mokSamArga paNa kahe che. jJAna mAtra jANe che. jJAna guNanI paryAya je zeyane jANe che, zraddhA guNanI paryAya te joyamAM ekatva kare che tathA cAritra guNanI paryAya te zeyamAM rAga-dveSa kare che. tethI samajI zakAya ke zraddhA ane cAritra guNanI paryAyamAM ja azuddha pariNamana thAya che. jJAna to dareka samaye zuddharUpe ja pariNamita thaI rahyuM che, tethI guNasthAnanI paribhASAmAM paNa jJAnaguNanI paryAyano ullekha paNa karavAmAM Avyo nathI. tyAM kahyuM che ke moha tathA yoganA nimittathI thatI zraddhA tathA cAritraguNanI tAratamyarUpa avasthAne guNasthAna kahe che. Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 99 s ssssssssssssss ssssssssss sakhyadraSTI sukhIke duHkhI? jo samyagdaSTaduHkhI hoya to pahelA guNasthAnathI cothA guNasthAna sudhI pahoMcavAno lAbha zuM? tathA jo samyadraSTI sukhI hoya to cothA guNasthAnathI uparanA guNasthAnamAM javAnI jarUra zuM? cothA guNasthAnavartI samyadraSTIne mithyAtva ane anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanA abhAvapUrvaka svarUpAcaraNa cAritra pragaTa thayuM hovAthI sukhI che tathA traNa kaSAya cokaDInA udayathI thatA rAga-dveSane lIdhe duHkhI che. samyadraSTIne zraddhAnanI apekSAe sukhI tathA cAritranI apekSAe duHkhI kahevAya che. cAritra apekSAe duHkhI hovA chatAM samyadraSTI duHkhane AtmAnuM svarUpa mAnatA nathI. Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava jJAnamArgake bhaktimArga -000000000000000000 0 0000000000000000000koI jIvo ema mAne che ke mokSa prAptinA be mArga che. 1) jJAnamArga 2) bhaktimArga. teo jJAnamArgane agharo ane bhaktimArgane sahelo mAne che. koI ema mAne che ke bALapaNa to ramavA-kudavA mATe ja hoya che tethI mokSanI prAptino upAya bAlyAvasthAmAM zodhavAnuM koI prayojana rahetuM nathI. teo AgaLa kahe che ke yuvAvasthAmAM ane vRddhAvasthAmAM mokSa prAptinA judAjudA mArga che. yuvAvasthAmAM yAdazakti vadhu hovAthI jJAnamArga ja vadhu zreyaskara che tathA vRddhAvasthA zArIrika zithilatAnA kAraNe bhaktimArga vadhu kAryakArI che. jJAnamArgamAM jJAnAvaraNI karmanA kSayopazamanI pradhAnatA che jyAre bhaktimArgamAM cAritramohanIya karmanA udayanI pradhAnatA che. jJAna AtmAno guNa che, paraMtu bhakti AtmAno guNa nathI. e vAta paNa parama satya che ke mAna kaSAyanA kAraNarUpa ATha madamAM jJAnamadanuM nAma che, paraMtu bhaktimadanuM nAma nathI. anyamatamAM paNa mAyAne AtmAnI ahitakara siddha karatA kahyuM che ke mAyA ja jIvano amUlya samaya lUMTI rahI che. paraMtu je purUSa sAthe bhaktirUpI strI haze te purUSa tarapha mAyArUpI strI najara paNa nahIM kare. anyamatamAM mAyAno nAza bhakti vaDe kahyo che. Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava jJAnamArgamAM bhagavAna vaktA hoya che tathA bhakta zrotA hoya che jyAre bhaktimArgamAM bhakta vaktA hoya che tathA bhagavAna zrotA hoya che. vicAra karo, bhagavAnane saMbhaLAvavuM zreSTha che ke bhagavAnanuM sAMbhaLavuM? bhagavAnane to kevaLajJAna che tethI ApaNe bhagavAnane je saMbhaLAvavA icchIe chIe, bhagavAna te badhuM ja jANe che, paNa bhagavAne je kahyuM che, tene ApaNe jANatA nathI. kharekhara jJAnamArgane apanAvavo e ja bhagavAnanI kharI bhakita che. Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 96 yn kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava kevaLajJAnanI mahimA tattvano abhyAsa karyA bAda paNa ajJAnI ema ja vicAra kare che ke huM sarvajJa svabhAvI chuM paNa vartamAna paryAyamAM pragaTa jJAna ghaNu alpa che. tene e vAtano kheda thAya che ke mane ghaNA badhA zAstro yAda rahetA nathI. te ema vicArato nathI ke jo vartamAnamAM pragaTa alpa jJAnano paNa sadupayoga karavAmAM Ave to kevaLajJAna pragaTa thai zake che. ajJAnI mAtra eTalo ja vicAra kare che ke eka sapharajanamAM keTalA bIja che? paNa ene e vicAra Avato nathI ke eka bIjamAM keTalA saphaLajana chupAyelA che? pratyeka bIjamAM sapharajananuM vRkSa thaine anekAneka sapharajana pakAvavAnI zakti che. e ja pramANe alpa thayopazamajJAnano sadupayoga karavAthI kevaLajJAna pragaTa thai zake che. zrutajJAnane bIja tathA kevaLajJAnane pUnama kahevAmAM Ave che. eka vAra bIja thatA pUnama niyamathI thAya che. jJAnanuM bIja ropAtA niyamathI kevaLajJAnarUpI vRkSa utpanna thAya che tathA mokSarUpI phaLa paNa prApta thAya che. huM sarvajJa svabhAvI chuM, paraMtu vartamAna paryAyamAM alpajJa chuM, dravya draSTie paramAtmA chuM, paryAya draSTie pAmara chuM, ema vicArI karIne purUSArtha na choDavo joie. vartamAna alpajJAnano sadupayoga karIne kevaLajJAna pragaTa thaI zake che. jema koi karoDapati potAnA khissAmAM dasa rUpiyA laine bajAramAM nIkaLe tathA dasa rUpiyAnA kAraNe potAne dasa rUpiyAno ja mAlika mAnI le ane bhaMDAramAM paDelA karoDo rUpiyAne draSTimAM na le, to tenI mUrkhatA che. e ja pramANe ajJAnI svabhAva apekSAe aMtaramAM kevaLajJAnanI zaktino bhaMDAra hovA chatAM, vartamAnamAM potAne pragaTa alpa kSayopazamazAnavALo mAne, to tene ajJAnInI mUrkhatA ja samajavI joie. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava eka kevaLajJAna paryAyamAM anaMta kevaLajJAna paryAya tathA tenA joyo sahita lokAloka jaNAya che. AvA anaMta sAmarthyavAna kevaLajJAnanI anaMta paryAya je dravyamAMthI utpanna thAya che tathA vyaya thAya che, chatAM dravya jema che tema ja rahe che te zuddha Atmadravya huM ja pote chuM. Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava ooooooooooooooo o oooooooooooooo sarvazanI siddhi je jIvane sarvajJanI zraddhA hotI nathI, te jIvane jIvAdi sAta tattvanI zraddhA paNa thaI zakatI nathI, sva-paranuM bhedajJAna thaI zakatuM nathI, samyagdarzana pragaTa thaI zakatuM nathI. eka ajJAnIe sarvazanI sattA hotI nathI e viSe dalIla karatA kahyuM ke jagatamAM sarvazanI sattA hotI nathI. meM tene pUchyuM, te kyAM jaIne tapAsa karI? to te bolyA ke meM AkhA hindustAnamAM ja nahIM paNa AkhI duniyAmAM jaIne dekhyuM paNa mane kyAMya sarvajJa na maLyA tethI huM ema mAnuM chuM ke sarvajJanI sattA nathI. meM tene kahyuM ke te mahAvideha kSetra jaIne dekhyuM? tyAM sImaMdhara svAmI vartamAnamAM paNa vidyamAna che, to pharI te bolyA meM mahAvideha kSetramAM paNa dekhyuM paraMtu tyAM paNa sarvajJa nathI. meM kahyuM te siddhazilA para jaIne dekhyuM? tyAM anaMta siddha bhagavAna virAjamAna che, to te bolyA meM adholoka dekhyuM, madhyaloka dekhuM tathA urdhvaloka dekhyuM ane alokAkAza paNa dekhyuM paNa mane kyAMya sarvajJa na maLyA tethI huM ema mAnuM ke sarvajJanI sattA hotI nathI. pharI meM tene kahyuM te lokAlokane dekhyuM teno e thayo ke tu pote sarvajJa cho, tethI sarvajJanI sattA to siddha thaI. pharI te dalIla karatA bolyo ke meM 99 TakA jagatane dekhyuM che paNa 100 TakA nahIM, tethI sarvajJanI sattA hotI nathI. meM tene kahyuM ke je 99 TakA jagatane dekhyuM temAM sarvajJa nathI ane je eka TakA jagatane dekhyuM nathI, tyAM sarvajJa che. alpatta avasthAmAM sarvazanI siddhi potAne alpajJa mAnyA vinA thaI zakatI nathI. sarvajanI yathArtha draDha zraddhA thayA vinA samyagdarzana-zAna-cAritranI ekatArUpa mokSamArga pragaTa thaI zakato nathI. Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zANikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 99 eka AtmAne jANatA AkhuM jagata kema jaNAya che? -0000000000000000000 0 0000000000000000000 jema sAmAnya pratibhAsa AtmAno svabhAva che, tema vizeSa pratibhAsa paNa AtmAno svabhAva che. paraMtu sAmAnya pratibhAsa tathA vizeSa pratibhAsamAM samaya bheda paDavo te AtmAno vibhAva che. chadmastha jIvane padArthano vizeSa pratibhAsa thayA pahelA sAmAnya pratibhAsa thAya che. jyAre kevaLI bhagavAnane lokAlokano sAmAnya tathA vizeSa pratibhAsa eka ja samaye thAya che. AtmajJAnI AtmajJAna pAmIne kALAMtare aMtamUhurta kALa sudhI avirata nirvikalpa dhyAnanA baLe kevaLajJAnI thAya che, kevaLajJAna vaDe temane eka samayamAM lokAloka jaNAya che. nizcayathI svabhAvanA Azraye ja potAnA purUSArtha vaDe tatsamayanI yogyatAnusAra saheje kevaLajJAna thAya che, chatAM nimittanI apekSA kevaLajJAnanuM prAgaTaya A pramANe samajavuM joIe. AtmajJAnIne zuddhopayoganA kALe upayoga svabhAvamAM sthira hoya che, te kALe upayoga paramAM na jatAM tatsaMbaMdhI rAgAdibhAvano paNa saheje abhAva thavA lAge che. rAgAdibhAvanA abhAvamAM vItarAgatA pragaTa thAya che. vItarAgatAnA baLapUrvaka pUrve baMdhAyelA jJAnAvaraNAdi karmonI paNa nirjarA thAya che, jJAnAvaraNI karmano kSaya thatAM jJAnazakti pUrNa pragaTa thAya che, kevaLazAna thAya che. Ama, eka AtmAne jANatA AkhuM jagata jaNAya che. kAyAnI hAjarImAM kevaLajJAna thAya che, paNa mAyAnI hAjarImAM kevaLajJAna thaI zakatuM nathI, tethI sarvaprathama mAyA vagere rAga-dveSarUpI kaSAyabhAvothI rahita thavAno upadeza ApavAmAM Ave che. Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 100 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava siddhonuM sukha anAdi mithyAdraSTIne samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya tyAre atIndriya sukha pragaTa thAya che, paNa pUrNa sukha nahIM. bAramAM guNasthAne mohano sarvathA kSaya thatAM pUrNa sukha pragaTe che. temAM guNasthAne anaMta jJAna pragaTa thAya che. anaMta jJAnanI sAthe rahelA sukhane paNa anaMta sukha kahe che. arihaMta dazA pragaTa thatAM anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta sukha tathA anaMta vIrya (anaMta catuSTaya)nI prApti thAya che. siddha dazA pragaTa thatAM avyAbAdhatva, avagAhanatva, sUkSmatva tathA aguruladhutvAdi guNo paNa pragaTa thAya che. saMsAramAM sukha nathI tathA mokSamAM ja sukha che. te vAtanuM pramANa e che ke AjasudhI anaMta jIvo saMsArathI mokSe gayA to che, paNa evo eka paNa jIva nathI ke mokSathI saMsAramAM pAcho pharyo hoya. pAcho Ave paNa zA mATe? anaMta sukhanA amRtarUpI rasane choDIne pAMca IjiyanA viSayonI AgamAM paDIne moha-rAga-dveSanA vikArIbhAvarUpI jherane koNa pIve? evA anaMta jIvo che ke jemanI anaMta icchAno nAza thayo hoya, paNa evo eka paNa jIva nathI ke jenI anaMta IcchAnI pUrti thaI hoya. ajJAnI jIva potAnI anaMta IcchAnI pUrti karavA Icche che, te anaMta siddho je kArya na karI zakyA te kArya karavA icche che. ajJAnI jIva pote bhagavAnano bhagavAna thavA Icche che. are bhAI! sAcuM sukha bhagavAnanA bhagavAna thavAmAM nathI, paNa bhagavAna thavAmAM che. bhagavAna thavAmAM paNa zA mATe? Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava 101 pratyeka jIva trikALI bhagavAna che. jyAre te potAne trikALI nitya bhagavAna jANe che, mAne che tathA te rUpe pariName che tyAre paryAyamAM paNa bhagavAna thAya che. jema gesa bharelA phuggAne eka khurazI sAthe bAMdhIne rAkhavAmAM Ave to te upara jato nathI, jyAre te bhArarUpa khurazIthI alaga thAya che tyAre sahaja upara jaIne aTakI jAya che. jema AtmA paNa moDa-rAga-dveSanA vikArIbhAva tathA ATha karmonA baMdhanamAM phaMsAyelo che, tethI saMsAramAM ja phaMsAyo che. jyAre AtmA bhAvakarma, dravyakarma tathA nokarmathI rahita thAya, tyAre sahaja lokanA agrabhAga para sAdi-anaMta kALa sudhI virAjamAna thAya che. Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 102 zaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava che. kSaNikanA bodhanuM baLa -0000000000000000000 00000000000 kSaNikano bodha mAtra nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUtino ja kAraNa thato nathI, paNa jIvane sAdhu, arihaMta tathA siddha dazA pragaTa karavAmAM paNa mahAna kAraNa che. - zrImad bhagavata kuMdakuMdadevAdi bhAvaliMgI sAdhune vartamAnamAM ahIM lAvI zakAtA nathI tathA jemane gRhita mithyAtva paNa na chUTyuM hoya tevA mithyAdraSTI kugurUne bhAvaliMgI sAdhu mAnI zakAtA nathI. eka kArya evuM che ke je A kALamAM paNa saMbhava che, sAcA deva-zAstra-gurUnI yathArtha pratIti karI, sAta tattvanI sAcI draDha zraddhA karI, sva-paranuM bheda vijJAna karI, nirvikalpa AtmAnubhUtinA baLa para pariNatinI zuddhi vaDe bhAvaliMgI sAdhu thaI zakAya che, kAraNa ke AgamamAM paMcamakALanA aMta sudhI A bhUmi para bhAvaliMgI sAdhunuM astitva kahyuM che. A kALamAM sAdhupaNuM hotuM ja nathI, ema mAnanAra jinAgamane samajyo ja nathI. bhUtakALamAM evA aneka zAnIone jagatanA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thayo hato, caherA paNa eka karacalI dekhatA ja kSaNikano bodha thayo ke juvAnI kSaNika che, tema AkhuM jagata kSaNika che. teo kSaNika jagatane choDIne tyAga Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava ane vairAgyanA paMthe cAlI gayA. AkAzanA vAdaLAomAM rAjamahela dekhyA bAda paLabharamAM rAjamahela vikharAya jAya che, tema vartamAnamAM mane puNyanA udayathI maLelo rAjamahela paNa kSaNika ja che, tema vicArIne eka paLa paNa rAjamahelamAM rokAtA nathI ane tyAga ane vairAgyanA mArge cAlavA lAge che, koI jIvane mAthA para eka vALa sapheda dekhAtA ja juvAnInA kSaNikapaNAno bodha thAya che, juvAnI javAnI che. tethI teo kSaNika jagatane tyAgIne nitya AtmAnA Azraye mukta thAya che tathA koi jIvane mAthA para badhA ja vALa sapheda AvI gayA hovA chatAM kSaNikapaNAno bodha thato nathI. ahIM sudhI sapheda thayelA vALa kALA karavAnA bhAva Ave che, ke jethI kyAreya bhUlathI paNa vairAgya na AvI jAya. sapheda vALa kALA karatA-karatA moMDhuM kALu thatuM hoya, to paNa tene tenI paravA nathI. AvA jIvone kSaNikano bodha kevI rIte thAya? nityano anubhava to te jIvo mATe atidUra che. 103 bhAI! je jIvanA saMsAra sAgarano kinAro najIka hoya che, te jIvane ja kSaNikano bodha thAya che, te jIvane ja kSaNikano bodha thavAnA kAraNarUpa nimittano yoga paNa sahaja thAya che. je jIvane saMsAranI madhyamAM rahIne DUbavAnuM hoya che, tene AdhArarUpa sAcA deva-zAsra-gurU vagere nimitto paNa maLatA nathI. je jIvanI jevI honahAra hoya che, te jIvane tadanurUpa pariNati pariName che. vizeSa zuM kahevuM? zabdonuM lekhana tathA vAMcana paNa kSaNika che, tethI lekhana tathA vAMcana paNa kyAM sudhI? basa, dareka jIva pratikSaNa pariNamatA jagata kSaNika svarUpane samajIne kSaNikano bodha kare. bhogavRttine heya jANIne, tyAgabhAvane upAdeya jANIne paMcendriyanA viSayothI virakta thaIne nitya AtmAno Azraya laIne nityanA anubhavanA baLe zIdhrAtizIla munidharma aMgIkAra karI anaMtakALa sudhI sthiratArUpa mukitane pAme e ja pAvana bhAvanA. Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 104 kSaNikano bodha ane nityano anubhava Adarza zAnI 01. zrI AdinAtha jevI acalatA prApta thAya. 02. zrI mahAvIra jevI vIratA prApta thAya. 03. zrI gautamasvAmI jevuM jJAna prApta thAya. 04. zrI bharatajI jevuM nirlepIpaNuM prApta thAya. 05. zrI bAhubalIjevI sthiratA prApta thAya. 06. zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya jevI zuddhi prApta thAya. 07. zrI amRtacaMdrAcArya jevI anubhUti prApta thAya. 08. zrI umAsvAmI jevI buddhi prApta thAya. 09. zrI jayasenAcArya jevI draSTi prApta thAya. 10. zrI pUjyapAdasvAmI jevI samAdhi prApta thAya. 11. zrI samaMtabhadrAcArya jevI yukti prApta thAya. 12. zrI mAnatuMgAcArya jevI bhakti prApta thAya. 13. zrI akalaMkAcArya jevo nyAya prApta thAya. 14. zrI paM. banArasIdAsajI jevI mastI prApta thAya. 15. zrI paM. ToDaramalajI jevI mati prApta thAya. 16. zrI rAjacaMdrajI jevI pariNati prApta thAya. 17. zrI gurUdeva kAnajIsvAmIjI jevI pratIti prApta thAya. 18. zrI nehAlacaMdajI sogAnIjI jevo purUSArtha prApta thAya. Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhyAtma jagatamAM suprasiddha tArkika vidvAna, bhASAzAstrI, pravacanakAra, lekhaka tathA tattvaciMtaka zrI paMDita phUlacaMda zAstrIno janma gujarAta rAjayanA bhAvanagara jillAnA umarALA gAmamAM zanivAra, (25 julAI, 1981 nA zubhadine eka dhArmika parivAramAM thayo hato. 'parama pUjya AdhyAtmika yugapuruSa sadgurudeva zrI kAnajIsvAmInA ananya ziSyaratna DaoN. hukamacaMdajI bhArilsa ApanA vidyAguru che. 'Aja sudhI Ape khUba ja saraLa bhASA tathA subodha zailImAM 'deza-videzanI 14 bhASAomAM 21000 thI paNa vadhu mArmika pravacano Apela che. 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