Kshama Rushi

Author(s): Lalitvijay
Publisher: Atmtilak Granth Society
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/020445/1

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zrI Atmatilaka grantha sosAyaTI pustaka naM.18. zrI madvijayAnanda sUrIzvara vallabhapAdapadmebhyo namaH kSamA RSi. lekhaka, zrI vallabhavijayajI mahArAjake ziSyapaM. zrImAn lalita vijayajI mahArAja. sadguNAnurAgI zrImAn karpUra vijayajI mahArAjake upadeza dvArA milI huI sahAyatAse prakAzakazrIAtmatilaka grantha sosAyaTI, zA. sadubhAI talakacaMda, ratanapola amadAbAda. prathamAvRtti 1000. vIra ni. 2447] [vi. saM. 1977, For Private And Personal Use Only

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mudraka, ciMtAmaNa sakhArAma devaLe, muMbaI vaibhava presa, sarvhaTsa oNpha iMDiyA sosAyaTIja homa, sa~DharTa roDa, giragAMva-muMbaI.: prakAzaka, zA. sadubhAI talakacaMda, sAdar3I ( mAravAr3a ) nivAsI zA. saradAramala harSacaMda jIkI Arthika sahAyase / MaRNAMAN-- - DR For Private And Personal Use Only

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kSamA RSi. pahalA pariccheda. vairAgya prApti. gyArahavIM sadI meM aneka dharmAtmA-dharmadhuradhara-zAsanaprabhAvaka puruSaratna isa ratnaprasU pRthvIko alaMkRta karake paropakArI jIvanadvArA vizvopajIvI amaranAmake dhAraka ho cuke haiM / jinake vinazvara zarIroMke Aja na hone para bhI unake vizvajanIna-lokapriyaAbAlagopAla-vikhyAta vizada kIrtikA gAna kAnoMko pavitra aura ApyAyita, kara rahA hai / yogiyoMmeM lalAmabhUta-tyAgiyoM meM agragaNya-cAritrapAtrameM cUDAmaNi-zrImAn-'yazo For Private And Personal Use Only

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(2) bhadra-sUrijI mahArAja kA punIta jIvanacaritra likhakara Aja hama unake ziSya-saMpradAyameM se eka bhAvitAtmA-tapasvI aNagAra 'zrIkSamA RSijI' kA caritra likhanekA upakrama karate haiM-prasiddha hai ki " mahAtmanAM kIrtanaM hi, zreyo nizreyasAspadam " mevAr3a ke mukhya aura suprasiddha zahara cittoke pAsa baDagAma nAmaka eka gAMva thA, vahAM pUrvopArjita lAbhAntarAyake vazase dhanarahita "bohA" nAmaka eka garIba manuSya dharmakarmaparAyaNa svalpalAbhase bhI saMtuSTa vRttika apane mAnavajIvanako sukhase vyatIta kara rahA thA, cittor3ake bAjArameM, vaha ghI, tela, becakara apanA nirvAha kiyA karatA thA / eka 'samayakA jikara hai ki vaha pAMca rupayekA ghI (1) abhI mudrita nahIM huA ! For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 3 ) lekara apane gAMva se cittor3a tarpha A rahA thA itanemeM daivayoga paira phisala jAnese vaha gira par3A, bI jamInameM milagayA / " daivaM durbalaghAtakaM vaha vicArA kSate kSAravat usa nayI vyAdhise aura bhI takalIpha meM A par3A / dayAlu logoMko usakI usa hAlata para dayA AI, unhoMne use pAMca rupaye dekara phira vyApArameM jor3A / vaha bicArA una pA~ca rupayoMkA ghI kharIdakara sira para kuppA uThAye car3agAma jA rahA thA, ki - phira paira phisala jAnese usakA ghI naSTa hogayA / usa vakta use yadyapi asahya duHkha honA cAhiye thA tathApi usane mAna liyA ki isameM duHkha aura aphasosa jAhira karanese kyA hogA ? kisI manuSyane to mujhe isa Apattike garttameM nahIM pheMkA-kintu - For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmAparAdhakSasya phalAnyetAni dehinAm / "savvo puvakayANaM kammANa pAvae phlvivaagN| avarAhesu guNesu ya nimittamittaM paro hoi // " - isa mahAvAkyarUpa dRDha rajjukA AlaMbana lekara usa AgamaiSI bhadrane apane manako zoka pizAcase bhalI bhAMti bacA liyaa| karmakA phala usake khyAlameM ThIka taura para Ane lgaa| zanaiH zanaiH sAMsArika vAsanAjAlase usakI abhiruci kamatI hone lgii| anAdikAlIna moha meghoMke paTala jhAMkhe par3ane lage / anAdi kAla AcchAdita AtmasvarUpakA darzana hone ke kAraNa vaha prasanna hone lgaa| aise aprAptapUrva prazAnta samayameM vaha eka apahRtazirobhAra-bhAravAhaka kI taraha 'hAsU ?' kaha kara nikaTavarti kisI taru kI zItala aura saghana chAyA meM baiTha gayA aura donoM hAtha jor3akara bolane lagA-o paramA For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 5 ) tmana ! vizvavatsala ! karuNAsAgara ! dInabandho ! tU satya hai / tere vacana abAdhita haiM / saMsAra duHkhasAgara hai - he tAta ! tU vItadoSa hai, maiM doSAkara hUM / tU saMsArasindhuse tIrNa aura tAraka hai, maiM AkaMTha DUbA par3A hUM / he sadguNa ! he viSayajIpaka ! tUne mujhe jo akhuda khajAnA soMpA thaa| maine usakA kucha bhI upayoga, yA upabhoga na kiyA, use aMtavati coroMne lUTa khAyA | isa pArAvArake tairaneko Apa jo jahAja degaye the usameM pAnI bhara gayA, aba vaha DUbA ki DUbA hai, usake saMcAlaka mujhe nirAdhAra chor3akara cale jA rahe haiM, he Azritavatsala ! mujhe bacAle / deveMdravandya | viditAkhilavastusAra / / " saMsAratArakavibho ! bhuvanAdhinAtha ! | trAyasva deva ! karuNAhRd ! mAM punIhi, sIdantamadya bhayadavyasanAmburAzeH // For Private And Personal Use Only

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"he prabho, mujhe aisI zakti de, jisase merA durbala hRdaya niHsvArtha aura nirapekSa ho jAve / mujhe vaha paramArtha batalA de, jisase niHzreya prApti ho| maiM usa sarva zreSTha jJAnako prApta karanA cAhatA hU~ jisake dvArA terA yathArtha rUpa jAna sakU~ / mujhe vaha sAmarthya de, jisase saMsArake tuccha dhanAdhikAriyoM ke Age na jhaka kara dIna dukhiyoMko terI sevAmeM hAtha pakar3a kara lA saku~ / maiM usa zuddha buddhiko cAhatA hU~, jisake sahArese tere premake bAdhaka sahajahI meM haTa jAveM / he nAtha, mujhe vaha aizvarya de; ki jisase maiM apanA parAyA bhUlakara nirantara vizva sevA hI kiyA kruuN| mere zithila zarIrameM usa bala kA saMcAra kara de, ki maiM vAsanA kI ajeya durgamAlAko kSaNa bharameM kucala ddaaluuN| merA saMkucita hRdaya itanA vizAla kara de, ki maiM usameM tere virATa rUpakA dhyAna kara skuuN| merI carmacakSuoMmeM vaha jAdU bhara For Private And Personal Use Only

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de, ki unase tere premake sadA AMsu hI bahA kareM aura jinheM dekhakara nirdaya zatru bhI vazIbhUta ho jaaveN| kyA mujhe bhUla gaye! he bhaktabatsala ! mujhe aisI smaraNazakti pradAna kara de jisase maiM tujhe pala bhara bhI na bhUlUM aura apane nityake pratyeka kAryako vinA terI sAkSIke na karUM / mujhe vaha ahaMkAra cAhiye ki 'maiM terA hUM aura tU merA hai|' aya mere priyatama ! sabase bar3A vara, jisakI maiM tujhase yAcanA karanA cAhatA hU~, vaha yaha hai ki tU mujhe apanA niSkAma tathA bizuddha prema de de aura vaha prema tere premahI ke liye ho / " ( taraMgiNI ) ___ aba bohekA mana sAMsArika prapaMcoMse virakta huA, use ava viSamaya viSayoMse, keza, dhanasaMpadAse baMdhanabhUta baMdhujanoMse napharata Ane lagI / koI saMsAratAraka-paramArtha baMdhu-yogIrAja najara Aya to unake caraNoMmeM nivAsa kara apane zeSa tuccha jIvana For Private And Personal Use Only

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kI saphalatA karanakA usane dRDha saMkalpa kara liyaa| jaise haMsa mAnasa sarovarako, yogI brahmako, kAmI kAminIko, vatsa dhenuko cAhe vaise hI aba vaha apane uddhAraka gurukI talAyazameM grAmAnugrAma phirane lgaa| prasiddha hai ki-"satpuruSoMko unakA ArAdhana kiyA dharma hI sahAyaka hotA hai" AcArya zrIyazobhadra sUrijIkI asIma kIrti usake sunane meM AI / bohA-mumukSu bhAvase usa sUrizekharake pAsa pahuMcA / gurumahArAjake caraNoM meM raha kara usane apanI AtmAko cAritra dharmakI yogyatAkA pAtra banAnA prAraMbha kiyaa| tulanA karane para jaba usa bhavyAtmAko nizcaya huA ke-maiM ina mahApuruSoMke sauMpe hue mahAvratoMke bhArako uThA sakU~gA aura uThAye hue ko ThIka ma~jala sara pahu~cA sakU~gA, taba usane gRhasthAzramako chor3a kara pA~ca mahAvratarUpa yatidharmako aMgIkAra kiyaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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(9) dUsarA pricched| AzAtanAkA phl| gurumahArAjane usake aMtaHkaraNako maitrIpramoda-kAruNya-mAdhyastha ina cAra bhAvanAoMse vAsita kiyaa| pAMca samiti, tIna gupti yaha ATha pravacana mAtArUpa cAritra pAtra banA yA aura-grahaNa Asevana zikSAmeM kuzala banA diyaa| dIkSA lekara vaha bhAgyazAlI niraticAra cAritra pAlane lgaa| guru mahArAjakI zikSAoMko vaha apane jIvitase bhI adhika priya samajhakara unakA pAlana karane lgaa| dazavidha yati dharmako to usane apanA sarvasva mAna liyA thA / mAsakhamaNa Adi aneka tapasyAoMse vaha apanI AtmAko nirmala karane lgaa| eka vakta usa puNyadhana For Private And Personal Use Only

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(10) cAritracUDAmaNi ziSyane namratA pUrvaka gurumahArAjako prArthanA kI / he deva ! Apake caraNoMkA zaraNa lekara maiMne vairAgyase dIkSA lI hai, to Aja mere manameM eka aisA manoratha utpanna huA hai ki maiM thor3e hI samayameM merA kArya siddha kara luuN| aura usa kAryako maiM ApazrIjI kI pUrNa prasannatA pUrvaka hI karanA cAhatA huuN| isa liye usa mere manoratha surataruko saphala kara aura deva manuSya yA tirthakkRta upasargauko sahana karatA huA utkaTa tapasyAse karmAzoMkA vilaya karake mere karmabhArase bhArI banI huI AtmA ko halakA nirlepa kruuN,| isa mere nirdhArita kAryameM yadi Apa devasvarUpa gurumahArAja khuzI hoveM to maiM kahIM jAkara apanA kArya pAra pahU~cA sakU~, usa mere vihArocita sthalakA bhI Apa zrI hI Adeza phrmaaveN| For Private And Personal Use Only

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(11) Apa zrIjIkA batAyA sthAna mujhe pUrNa kalyANa sAdhana hogA isameM jarA mAtra bhI saMdeha nahIM / gurumahArAjane usa nikaTa bhavI ziSyaratnakI prArthanAko dhyAnake sAtha sunA aura javAbameM kRpAlu bhAvanAse pharamAyA ki -" yadi tumhArI aisI hI tIvra icchA hai to avaMtI tarpha jAo tumhArA dharmamanoratha siddha hogA" AtmakalyANakI vizuddha tIvra bhAvanAse usa muniko tIrthasvarUpa zrIsaMghane bhI punaH punaH AzIrvAda diyA / anekAneka dhArmika zikSA vacanoMse unake pavitra hRdayako adhikAdhika utsAhita kiyA / munijI prasthita hokara dhAmamaudra gAmake bAhira kisI tAlAvake kinAre para ekAnta jagahameM raha dhyAna karane lge| ekadaphA brAhmaNoMke yuvaka lar3ake khelate hue For Private And Personal Use Only

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(12) vahAM A pahu~ce aura muniko dekhakara khir3a khir3a haMsate hue bole " dekho yaha kyA hUMTha sA khar3A hai ? isa taraha ha~sI kara una unmatta abhimAnI aura, nirvivekI yuvakoMne usa zAntAtmA jagatake niSkAraNabandhu tapasvI muniko mArapITa karane meM bhI kasara na rkkhii| itane para bhI satyakSamA sAgara munine raMcakamAtra bhI kodhako avakAza na dekara zubha bhAvanA rUpajalase apane kSamA rUpa kalpataruko savizeSa siMcana karanA zurU kiyaa| parantu nihatuka-jagatvatsala munirAjako satAnA eka sarAsara anyAya balki-ghoraadharma thA, "devA vi taM namasaMti jassa dhamme sayA mnno| guNAH pUjAsthAnaM na ca teSu liGgana ca vyH| __ munikI kadarthanA hotI dekhakara tAlAvake adhiSThAyaka deva kopAyamAna hue| unhoMne For Private And Personal Use Only

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(13) socA puNyayogase ina mahAtmAkA vinAbulAye yahAM AnA huA hai aura ye duSTa loga guNa avaguNakA vicAra na karake pApapuNyako bhI kucha na ginakara svarga narkakI bhI kucha darakAra na rakhate hue madAndha hokara hamAre pUjanIya atithikA parAbhava kara rahe haiM to aisA anyAya hama kaise dekha sake ? saMsArameM duSTako zikSA denA aura ziSTakA sanmAna karanA yaha eka uttama nyAyamArga hai| isase dharmakA satkAra aura adharmakA tiraskAra hotA hai / isa liye zIghra hI ina uddhatoMko inake karmakA phala denA hI cAhiye ! __ yaha socakara devatAne unakI muzakeM bAMdhalI aura khUba mArA, durvinItoMkA hAla bahuta burA huA / bahuta derataka bhI jaba ve gharoMmeM na jA sake to unake mAtapitA vagairaha unheM DhUMDhate hue vahA~ Aye, dekhA to muMhase rudhira pravAha For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 14 ) nikala rahA hai, vedanAkAnta pazuoMkI taraha jamIna para leTa rahe haiM, "koI dayAlu hameM bacA oM koI dani bandhu hamArI rakSA kro| hama marate haiM, hameM prANadAna do| hama azaraNa koI samartha apane sAmarthyakA sadupayoga karo aura hama pAzabaddhoMko mukta kro| o prabhu ! o paramezvara ! he zaMbhu ! he murAri ! he jvAlAmukhi ! he mAtA bhavAni ! he kAli ! he caMDikA ! he gajAnana ! he gaNeza ! Apa hamArA rakSaNa karo pAlana karo / " isa taraha vividha vilApa karate hue unako dekhakara svajanoMko atizaya dayA AI paraMtu kara kyA sakte the ? zubhAzubhAni karmANi, svayaM kurvanti dehinaH / svayamevopakurvanti sukhAni ca duHkhAni ca // " unako nizcaya huA ki ina durvidagdhoMne isa mahAtmA tapasvIko satAyA hogA aura tapasvIne apane tapa tejase inako bAMdhA hai / ve saba For Private And Personal Use Only

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(15) dInatA dikhAte hue munirAjake pairoMmeM par3e aura apane aparAdhI kSamA mAMgane lage, Ageko aisA na hogA ityAdi aneka minnateM kiiN| itanemeM munizrI bhI "namo arihaMtANaM"kahakara dhyAna mukta hue| ___ idhara usa devatAne eka lar3akeke zarIra meM praveza karake kahA suno-ina duSToMkI duSTatA tarpha dekhanese to mana yahI cAhatA hai ki inakI dayA na kI jAve, inakI tamAma jiMdagI aise hI duHkhameM nikalane deveM, paraMtu tumhArI karuNAse kahA jAtA hai ki, inhoMne hamAre atithi hamAre pUjya hamAre hI nahIM balki saMsArabharake pUjyako ina nAdAnoMne nAhaka satAyA / sAdhumahAtmA jo duniyAkA bhalA karanemeM kaTibaddha haiM, jinake viSayameM niHsaMdeha kahA jAtA hai ki" saravara-taruvara-saMtajana cauthA varase meh| paramArathake kAraNe cAroM dhare saneha " // 1 // For Private And Personal Use Only

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hara eka manuSya jaba nyAyamArgakA parityAga kara anyAya mArga para savAra hotA hai to use ApattikA bojha uThanA hI par3atA hai, isameM saMdeha hI kyA ? " sanmArgasvalanAdbhavanti vipadaH prAyaH prbhuunnaampi"| kyoM inhoMne dharmamUrti jagatavatsala muniko satAyA ? kyoM anAryoMne aisA akRtya AcaraNa kiyA ? kyoM ye dIvA lekara kUemeM par3e ? agara inhoMne jagatpUjya samatAsAgara sAdhu mahArAja para hI apanI krUratAkA upayoga kara apanI bahAdurI batalAI hai to aba viSama bipAka bhI inheM hI bhogane do| kisI bhI matake netAoMse, saMpradAyake saMcAlakoMse, dharmake pravartakoMse, majahabake daravezoMse, AmnAyake sAdhuoMse dharmakA siddhAnta pUchoge to ve dharmakA mahimA batalAte hue yahI kaheMge ki For Private And Personal Use Only

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(17) "dharma eva hato hanti, dharmo rakSati rakSitaH" to vaha dharma kahAM hai ? dharma koI dRzya vastu nahIM, dharma koI kisI dukAnakA saudA nahIM, dharma kisI khetakA pAka-yA bAga bagIce kA phala phUla bhI nahIM, dharma ina saMsAratyAgI RSi-tapasvI-munivaroMkI caraNa sevAkA nAma hai| dhameM ina yogipuruSoM ko yathocita anna vastra pAtra bhaiSajya vasati pramukhake denekA nAma hai / dharma inake nAmamaMtrake jApakA nAma hai| jaise eka rasAyanakA bindu bhI kaI maNa loheko suvarNa banA detA hai aise hI ina tyAgiyoMkI kSaNamAtrakI sevA-saMgati bhI manuSyake jIvanako ucca banA detI hai, sAdhunAma hI sAdhu to phira kasara kisa bAtakI ? " sAdhUnAM darzanaM puNyaM tIrthabhUtA hi sAdhavaH / tIrtha punAti kAlena, sadyaH saadhusmaagmH||1|| For Private And Personal Use Only

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(18) suno ? hama tumako tumhAre gharakI hI sunAte haiM zrImadrAmacaMdrajI jaba vanavAsameM the, taba unako "guha" nAmaka eka malAha milA, upakAra buddhise zrIrAmacaMdrajIne usako upadeza diyA / vaha usa sukarmayogase prApya karNapriya hRdayAlhAdaka upadezAmRtase tRpta huA apane upakArI zrIraghupati rAmacaMdrakA pavitra nAmasmaraNa karatA karatA apane sthAna para calA gyaa| koI eka aisA suprasaMga AyA ki zrI madarAmacadraMjI usa nadIke kinAre A pahu~ce ki jisa nadIse vaha malAha logoMko utArA karatA thA / dAzarathIko bar3ebhAva aura premase usane nAva meM baiThAyA aura kSaNabharameM sAmane kAMThe jA utArA! rAmacaMdrajIne ziSTAcArake anusAra usako kucha dravya denA cAhA parantu For Private And Personal Use Only

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(19) usane vaha apanA mehanatAnA bhI na lekara eka prArthanA vAkya kaha sunAyA khyAtastvaM bhavasAgarasya __ dayayA pAraprado'haM tathA, lokAnAM saritaH kuTumbabharaNa vyAjena santArakaH / yuktaM nApitadhAvakAdivadataH kaivartayonau mitho, nArthAdAnamimaM janaM tava puna ghaTTAgataM tArayeH // 1 // jagat jAnatA hai ki-tuma dayAbhAvase apane AzritoMko saMsArase pAra karate ho / maiM apanI udara pUrtike liye aura kuTuMba nirvAhake liye mere nikaTa Aye hue logoMko isa nadIse pAra karatA huuN| vastutaH dekhA jAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 20 ) to apane donoMkA pezA eka hI hai / apane donoM kA eka vyApAra honese donoM hI eka sarakhe haiM, jAtibhAI nahIM parantu dhaMdhe se samAna haiN| tuma bhI malAha aura maiM bhI malAha, tumhArA kRtya saMsAra samudrase tAranekA hai to merA kAma isa nadIse tAranekA hai, jaba ki Apa aura maiM donoM eka kriyAke karanevAle haiM to phira mehanatAnA kAheM kA ? eka dhobI dUsare dhobIse kapar3e dhulAkara ekanAI dUsarenAIse hajAmata karA kara majadUrI detA kamI dekhA hai yA sunA hai ? nyAyakI bAta sirpha yaha hI hai ki -Aja Apa phirate phirate mere ghATa para A caDhe haiM maiMne Apako tArA jaba kabhI bhaTakatA bhaTakatA maiM tumhAre ghATa para A pahuMcUM to Apane mujhe bhI pAra kara denA !! cAha ! zAbAsa !! zAbAsa !! socanA cAhiye ki zrImadUrAmacaMdrajIke darzanase jaba eka For Private And Personal Use Only

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(21) adanAse adanA AdamI itanI yogyatA rakhanekA adhikArI banA to aphasosa hai ! tumauttama jAtivAle-vediye pazuoM para ki jinako aise uttama tapasvI para hAtha uThAnA sUjhA!!! dhikkAra hai aisI buddhiko ! sahasrazaH dhikkAra hai aisI samajhako, aura lAkha lAnata hai aise mithyAbhimAniyoMke isa duSTa pauruSako ! jAo maiM ina jaisA nahIM banatA kSamA karatA hUM ina durvinItoMko, yadi ye apane jIvanako cAhate haiM to isa mahAtmAkA caraNodaka pIveM usase inakA saMkaTa dUra hogA aura agara apanA bhalA cAhate ho to isa bAtakI zraddhA rakkho ki-munau dRSTe dhruvA siddhiH gaura karoki dharma tIrthake samAna prabhuke sAkSA pratinidhi zrI sAdhumahApuruSoMko dekha kara jisakA hRdaya komala na huA vaha kaise apanA yaha loka aura paraloka sudhAra saktA hai ? For Private And Personal Use Only

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(22) paraMtu ina kama nasIboMko ThaMDe pAnIse dAha huA yaha bhI inake daivakA kopa nahIM to aura kyA ? astu antima zikSAmAtra itanI hI hai ki-guNavAnoMkI upAsanA kro| jisase tuma apane manuSya bhavako saphala kara sko| devatAke ina zikSAvAkyoMkA raTana karate hue aura munipuMgava kSamARSike sadguNoMkA mahAn Adara karate hue una brAhmaNoMne tapasvIke caraNoMkA snAtra jala piyA, tatkAla ve yuvaka baMdhanoMse mukta hue / vedanA rahita hue / aura yAvajjIva taka aise RSivaroMkI saccI upAsanA karanekA dRDha nizcaya karake apane sthAna para cale gaye / itanA pakSa karanevAle usa devapara aura niSkAraNa tAr3ana karanevAle una brAhmaNoM para munikI manovRtti samAna thI una yuvakoMke mAtApitA svajana saMbaMdhilogoMne mahAtmAke Age bahuta kucha rupayA paisA bheTa For Private And Personal Use Only

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kiyA paraMtu tyAgI mahAtmAke kisa kAmakA thA? una logoMne usa dhanako caityoMke uddhArameM kharca diyA, hama isa munirAjako 'bohA RSi'ke nAmase na likhate hue jo 'kSamA RSi' ke nAmase likhate haiM vaha isa maharSikA suprasiddha nAma yahA~ para hI aura so bhI isa upasargake sahana karanese par3A hai| For Private And Personal Use Only

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(24) tIsarA pariccheda ghora abhigraha kSamApArAvAra-munirAja vaMhA~se vihAra karake eka zUnyavanakI guphAmeM jAkara rahane lge| isa giriguphAmeM nivAsa karate hue isa mahAtmAne aise 2 ghora abhigraha dhAraNa kiye ki jo pUre hone bar3e kaThina the| parantu 'tapasA kiM na sidhyati ?' AtmabalI mahApuruSake prabhAvase ghorAtidhora niyama bhI susAdhyase hone lage / munirAjane pahalA abhigraha isa tarahakA kiyA ki-" snAna karake uThA huA, keza jisake khule haiM, manameM jisake kisI kisamakA duHkha hai, aisA 'kRSNa' (jo ki dhArA narezakA karmacArI thA) yadi ikkIsamaMDe deve For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 25 ) to AhAra lenA " varanA kucha nahIM lenA / yaha abhigraha isa tarahase pUrNa huA ki - hajAra hAthiyoMkA mAlika sindhula rAjA jo ki usa samaya dhArAnagarIkA mAlika thA usase nArAja hokara 'kRSNa' kisI halavAIkI dukAna para baiThA huA thA tatkAla snAna kiyA huA honese keza bhI usake khule the, usane RSiko bulAyA aura bhAle ke agra bhAga meM parokara maMDe diye / RSi rAjane jaba ginatI kI to pUre 21 nikale / basa AjakA dina usakA bhI zubha thA jo munirAjake pAraNemeM usakI dI huI vastu kAma A gaI | ghora tapasvI munirAja ke isa prathama abhigrahameM tIna mahIne aura ATha dinoMkI tapasyA huI / munike abhigrahakI bAta sunakara kRSNako bar3A Azcarya aura Adara huA / munizrIjIke For Private And Personal Use Only

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(26) prayANa karane para vaha bhavyAtmA bhI unake pachei hI pIche clpdd'aa| usane munirAjase pUchA prabho ! merA Ayu ! aba kitanA bAkI hai ! kSamARSijIne apane jJAnameM upayoga dekara kahA tumhArA Ayu:sirpha chaH mahInekA bAkI hai| kRSNako bar3A pathA. ttApa aura bhaya paidA huA usane kahA-prabho ! maiM itane svalpa jIvana meM kyA kara sakU~gA ? munijIne kahA-bhAI / Daranese bhI kyA bana saktA hai ? koTi upAya karane para bhI Ayu to bar3ha nahIM saktA, aba bAta yaha rahI ki tuma vAstavika rItise kalyANake hI arthI ho to saMsArake baMdhanoMko tyAga kara AtmAvalaMbI bano / kRSNa bolA-kRpAlu ! ApakA pharamAna satya hai parantu chaH mahIneke AyumeM maiM kaise AtmasAdhana kara sakU~gA? bhagavAna tapasvIbole-manuSya apanI AtmAko sarvathA bala For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 27) vAn kara leve to svalpa samayameM vaha apanA svArtha sAdha letA hai| "ekadivasaM pijIvo,pavajjaM pAliuM aNannamaNo jai vi na jAi mukkhaM, avassavemANiyo hoi|" yuvAna avasthAke prAraMbhameM nalarAjAke bhatIjene jaba guru mahArAjase pUchA ki-mahArAja! merA Ayu kitanA zeSa hai ? to munirAjane pAMca dinakI jiMdagI avaziSTa batalAI, usane cAritra lekara utane samayameM bhI kArya saadhliyaa| rAjA haravAhanakI umara jaba naupa harakI bAkI thI taba usane guru upadezase cAritra grahaNa kara AtmakalyANa kara liyaa| gaI so gaI aba rAkha rahI ko| sAvadhAna ho jaao| ghabarAnese kucha na bnegaa| tAvad bhayena bhetavyaM, yAvadanAgataM bhayaM / . AgataM tu bhayaM dRSTvA, yatitavyaM tadatyaye // For Private And Personal Use Only

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(28) yaha sunakara kRSNane gurumahArAjake pAsa dIkSA svIkAra karalI, aba tapasvI guruke caraNoMmeM rahakara kRSNarSibhI aneka prakArakI tapasyA karane lgaa| chaH mAsakA vizuddha cAritra pAlakara kRSNarSijI svarga sukhoMke bhogI hue| __ idhara-kSamARSijIne phira aisA niyama dhAraNa kiyA ki-siMdhularAjAkA madonmatta hAthI makAnoMko girAtA huA-mahAvatoMke aMkuza ko kucha na ginatA huA logoMke dekhate 2 pAMca laDDa apanI sUMDase uThAkara deve to mere pAraNA karanA" isa abhigrahakI pUrtimeM munirAjako pAMca mahIne aura gyAraha dina tapasyA karanI pdd'ii|yh abhigraha isataraha pUrNa huA-ekadina siMdhula rAjAkA hAthI madake vazase AlAnoMko tor3akara daur3A jArahA thaa,| rAste jAte kSamA munijIkI dRSTi usa hAthI para For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 29 ) par3I / hAthI tatkAla zAnta ho gayA / bAjArameM kisI halavAI kI dukAna thI usa dukAna para rakkhe hue laDDuoMke thAlameMse pAMca laDDu hAthIne RSijIko diye, RSine AnaMda pUrvaka le liye| logoM meM apAra harSa phailA, hAthI-munirAjakI dRSTirUpa sudhA vRSTise zAnta ho gayA / ArakSakoMne pakar3a kara ThikAne bAMdha diyaa| hAthI jaisA ajJAna pazu jinakA Adara kare vaha yazasvI deva, dAnava aura manuSyoMke pUjanIka kyoM na hoM ? RSirAjake isa apUrva atizaya se aneka logoMko cAritra dharma- deza - virati - aura sulabha bodhipanekI prApti huI / munike mukhapara adhikAdhika teja bar3hatA dekha logoMne eka jabAnase prazaMsA karate hue kahA - " zramaM vinA nAsti mahAphalodayaH " zramaM vinA nAsti sukhaM kadAcana / For Private And Personal Use Only

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(30) yatastataH sAdhujanaistapaHzramaH, na manyate'naMtasukho mahAphalaH // 1 // (amitagatiH) vinA parizrama kiye mahA phalakI prApti nahIM / parizramake bagaira sukha kabhI nahIM milatA / jaba ki-yaha siddhAnta aTala hai to isI vAste anaMta sukhake dAyaka-aura uttamottama phalake saMpAdaka tapake karane meM munirAja parizrama ( kaSTa ) ko kucha nahIM ginte| __ manake jIte jIta hai, manake hAre hAra / bhaya aura mRtyuke hajAroM hI nahIM balki lAkhoM kroDoM nimittoMko sAmane dekhatA huA bhI jIva sirpha zarIrake mohase nigar3ita hokara tapase vaMcita rahatA hai / vaha vicArA yaha nahIM vicAra karatA ki mATIkA ThIkarA kitane dina bacA bacAkara rakkhUgA / isapara pUrvarSiyoMkA mahA For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 31 ) vAkya use yAda nahIM AtA ki jo pratikSaNa smaraNa karaneke lAyaka hai likhA hai ki " puSNAsi yaM dehamavAnyacintayaM" stavopakAraM kimayaM vidhAsyati ? | // " karmANi kurvanniti cintayAtman !, " jagatyayaM vaJcayate hi dhUrtararAT // 1 // ( munisuMdara sUri : ) zarIrako poSaNa karaneke liye akalpyA aura abhakSyavastuyeM dekara bhI isa durjanakA satkAra karanA par3atA hai / isake liye 18 pApasthAnaka sevana dvArA dhana ikaTThA karanA par3atA hai / sAbuna ghisaghisa kara - attara lagAkara paMkhe hilAkara davAiyAM pilAkara suMdarameM suMdara pozAkeM pahanAkara dukhake samaya dharmako bhUlakara rAtadina isakI sevA baradAsta karate hue bhI yaha khala, yaha kRtaghna apanI prakRtikA guNa jarUra dikhAye vinA For Private And Personal Use Only

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(32) nahIM rahegA, isaliye manuSyamAtrake liye sUrijI mahArAjakA yaha upadeza hai ki-pApapuNyakA kucha bhI vicAra na karake, jisa zarIrakA tUM poSaNa karatA hai, vaha tujha para kyA upakAra karegA? isa liye usa zarI. rake liye tU hiMsA Adi akRtya karatA huA AgAmI kAlakA vicAra kara / yaha zarIra rUpa 'dhUrta ' tujhe aura tere bhAI baMdhuoMko yAvat nikhila saMsArako Thaga rahA hai, dhokhA de rahA hai, AMkhoMmeM dhUla DAla kara-sarvasva khose le jA rahA hai| vaha zAlIbhadrakA zarIra ki jo devatAoMke diye puSpoMkI zayyAmeM sukhase ArAma karatA thA vahI zarIra unakI saMyama avasthAmeM vana jaisA dRDha aura sahanazIla ho gayA thA ki jisase alaukika sukhazAyI zAlIbhadra kumArane mahIne mahIne kI ghoratapasyA kara AtmakalyANa kiyA thA, For Private And Personal Use Only

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(33) RSirAja zrI kSamARSijI jyoM jyoM adhikAdhika samayake paryAyavAle hote jAte the tyoM tyoM unakI AtmAkI dazA bhI ucca, uccatara, aura uccatama banatI jAtI thii| dUsare abhigrahakA svastha cittase pAraNa karake unhoMne jhaTa tIsarA niyama phira dhAraNa kara liyaa| tIsare praNameM yaha pratijJA thI ki" jAtikI brAhmaNI. sAsase lar3a karake, do grAmoMke aMtarameM rahI huI pUrNapolI (ghRta guDa mizra roTI) de to hamArA pAraNa hove anyathA-tapasyA" // isa abhigrahake pUrNa hone meM aisA banAva banA ki sAsase duHkhinI huI koI eka vipravadhU ghara chor3a kara jaMgalameM calI gaI, vahAM usako duHkha dagdha dekhakara eka bUDhe brAhmaNako (jo ki jaMgalameM lakar3iyAM lene gayA huA thA) usa nirAdhAra strI para kyA AI, usane usase vRttAnta puuchaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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(34) strIne usa brAhmaNako apanA pitA tulya samajha kara apanA kula samAcAra kaha sunaayaa| brAhmaNako nizcaya huA ki vAI to nirdoSa hai parantu isakI sAsa bar3I pracaMDa svabhAvavAlI hai / usane apane pAsa jo pUraNapoliye khAneke liye rakkhI huI thI unameMse kucha usa brAhmaNIko de dii| usa vakta usa nidoSa duHkhinI auratakA aMtarAtmA kezapUrNa thA, usane socA aisI dayAjanaka sthitimeM uttama bhojana milA hai yadi koI atithi AjAve to usako dekara khAUM, aisI sthitimeM diyA huA dAna anaMta guNa phalako paidA karatA hai| __aisI vizuddhabhAvanAke sAtha-parvatake Uparase pAraNeke liye vastImeM jAte hue usane RSijIko dekhA aura usa annakI prArthanA kI / kSamARSijIke abhigrahameM jo jo bAteM zAmila thiiN| unhoMne unakI talAyazakI to For Private And Personal Use Only

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(35) sabakI saba bAteM maujUda paaii| pratijJAkI pUrti huI / dAna denevAlI viprapatnIke zirapara kusuma vRSTi karate hue devatAoMne usakI muktakaMThase prazaMsA kii| sAsa zvazura vagairaha kula parivArake logoM meM usakA bar3A mAna sanmAna bddh'aa| aura gharake tamAmakArya usake adhIna kiye gye| " tapo'nubhAvo na kimatra budhyate ? vishuddhbodhairiytaakssgocraiH| yadanyaniHzeSaguNairapAkRtastapo'dhikazcejagatApi pUjyate // 1 // (amitagatiH) jina zAsanake pravartaka devAdhideva zrImanmahAvIrasvAmIne jo kucha Apa khudakiyA hai vahI dUsare bhavyAtmAoMko karanA pharamAyA hai. isIkA nAma to nyAya hai, saMsA For Private And Personal Use Only

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(36) rameM kahanevAloMkI to kamI nahIM. sirpha karanevAloMkI hI truTi hai, / usameM bhI jisa lokAtIta AcAravAle vibhune jaisA kahA hai vaisAhI khuda kara batAyA hai basa vahI mumukSuoMko anukaraNIya hai| "jA beTA zUlI para car3ha jA terA bAla bAMkA na hogA" aise mithyAr3abariyoMse to prAyaH saMsAra bharA par3A hai| bhAratakI tetIsa karor3akI vastimeM 56 lAkha sAdhu haiM jinameM AtmArAmI-viSayavAmI aura sacce muktigAmI thor3ehI haiM / bahutase to svayaM naSTAH parAnnAzayati / . ancala to upadeza karanA kyA hai ? isa bAtako hI nahIM jAnate aura agara katipaya kucha jAnate bhI hoMge to-- paMDita vaidya masAlacI tIno eka samAna / auroMko cAndana kareM Apa aMdhere jAna // 1 // For Private And Personal Use Only

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(37) isa namUneke nikaleMge / saphala janma hai una vairAgyavaMta mahApuruSoMkA jinhoMne apane nijake zarIrake vAste bhI " idaM zarIraM kSaNabhaMguraM khlu|" isI raTanAmeM anitya-asthira aura zAzvatamAnakara tapovRddhi meM hI satata prayatna kiyA hai| __ AtmagaveSI munipuMgava zrIkSamARSijIne tIsare abhigrahako samApta kara phaurana hI Upara se cauthA ghoraabhigraha dhAraNa kiyA " zyAma tuMdavAlA zvetanAsikAvAlA kaTihuI pUMchavAlA sAMDha apane sIMgoMse uThAkara guDa deve to pAraNa karanA" anyathA tpaavRddhi| munirAja apanI pravacanamAtRkAoMkA ArAdhana karate hue dhArAnagarI meM vicarate haiN| eka samaya eka sAMTa madonmatta hokara galI galI bAjAra bAjAra ghUma rahA thaa| usane sAmanese Ate hue RSiko dekhaa| For Private And Personal Use Only

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(38) munirAjake tapobalase pazuke manameM dAna denekI tIbra icchA huI, usane eka dukAna para gur3akA Dhera dekhA, usake manameM tAdRza manoratha honese usane sIMgoMse gur3a uThA kara muniko diyA / isa vakta bhI isa apUrva ghaTanAko dekhakara logoMko zraddhA bhaktikA lAbha huA ! / jisa dukAnadArakA gur3a munirAjake pAraNemeM kAma AyA thA usane apane tamAma gur3ako vecakara eka maMdira bnvaayaa| zrIpArzvanAtha svAmIkI pratimA sthApana kara apanI nyAyopArjita lakSmIkA sadupayoga kiyA / aura ati vizuddha pariNAma Anese zrIjinadharmakA pratyakSa camatkAra dekhanese usakI AsthA yahAM taka UMcI bar3ha gaI ki usane ghara gRhiNI chor3a kara zrIyazobhadra sUrijIke pAsa dIkSA svIkAra kii| For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 39) cauthA pariccheda / munikI udaartaa| isa taraha aneka abhigraha munirAjane aise 2 kaThora svIkAre ki jo pAra pahuMcane bar3e kaThina the, jaise eka abhigraha aisA liyA ki "bhAdravamAsa ho, bandara siMgalase bA~dhA huA ho vaha bhI phalAnI jagaha raha kara AmakA rasa de to lenA-" parantu kahA hai kiyadArAdhyaM yatsAdhyaM yaddhayeyaM yacca durlabham / tatsarva tapasA sAdhyaM, tapasA kiM na siddhyti?| __ pAraNeke bAda eka daphA-vaha deva ki jo pUrva janmameM kRSNa rAjyAMdhiAkarI thA aura RSijIke pAsa dIkSA lekara devaloka meM utpanna huA thA. kSamARSijIke pAsa Akara bolA "siMdhula rAjAke eka hajAra hAthI bImAra For Private And Personal Use Only

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(40) par3e haiM tar3aphate haiM, AloTate hai, kAna phaTakA rahe haiM aura kUkate haiN| aisI hAlatameM amara koI zakhsa Apake caraNoMkA jala leneko Ave to Apane inakAra na karanA isameM jina zAsanakI prabhAvanA hogii| yaha kaha kara devatA calA gyaa| rAjA hAthiyoMkI vyathAse dukhI thaa| vaidyoMke upacAra bhI nikamme ho cuke the, maMtravAdI bhI apanA jora lagA cuke the, Akhira kucha ArAma na hone para rAjAne yaha udghoSaNA karAI ki-"jo ina hAthiyoMko ArAma kara degA use AdhA rAjya dUMgA" usavakta AkAzavANI huI ki-kaMbalagiri parvatakI guphAmeM kSamARSijI tapa tapate haiM unakA caraNodaka lAkara chAMTA jAya to hAthI nIroga ho sakte haiN|" rAjAne prasanna hokara maMtrIko kaMbalagirI guphAmeM bhejA maMtrI pAnI lekara AyA aura chAMTanekI tayArI hI thI ki eka tApasa For Private And Personal Use Only

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(41) Akara bolA Thaharo isa hAthIko chor3akara aura hAthiyoMko bezaka yaha pAnI chaaNtto| isa hAthIke liye hama apanA upAya kreNge| tApasakA Antarika Azaya yaha thA ki jina jina hAthiyoMko maiM na bacAUMgA ve saba hI mara jAyeMge basa yaha eka hAthI bacegA isase merI pratiSThA bddhegii| paraMtu huA yaha ki kor3oM upAyoMke karane para bhI vaha hAthI mara gayA jise tApasane jindA rakhanA caahaathaa| zeSa baca gaye ! tApasake IrSyAlu svabhAvase usake kiye hue saba ToTake khAlI hI cale gaye / nigraMtha pravacana jaina zAsanakI mahimA bddh'ii| rAjAne RSijIke pAsa jAkara unheM AdhA rAjya denA cAhA parantu RSijIne ekahI uttara dekara rAjAko saMtuSTa kiyA ki rAjan ! mere saMyamarAjyake sAmane sArvabhauma cakravartikA rAjyabhI tuccha hai to phira tumhAre rAjya para mujhe Asakti kaise ho? munirAjakI nirlobhatAko dekhakara rAjAne aMtaraMga zraddhAse For Private And Personal Use Only

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(42) unakI prazaMsA kI itanA hI nahIM balki-eka jaina maMdira banavA kara vidhipUrvaka prabhupratimA kI pratiSThA karA usI maMdirameM munirAjakI caraNa pAdukA sthApana karAkara bhaktibhAvase pUjane lagA !! / kyoM nahIM ? sakkha khu dIsai tavoviseso, na dIsai jAivisesu koI / sovAgaputtaM hariesasAI, __ jassarisA iDDimahANubhAvA / / 37 // uttarAdhyayana sUtra, a0 12 vA, AdhA usa rAjya jo sunirAjako denA svIkArA thA, satya saMghAvAle siMdhularAjane sAta kSetroMkA poSaNa kara thor3e hI samaya meM pRthvIko jainadharmase pUrNa paricita kara diyaa| eka dina muni zrI rAste meM jA rahe the, sAmanese Ate hue eka muradeko dekha unhoMne pArzvavarti manuSyoMko pUchA yaha kisakA muradA hai ? kauna maragayA ? logoMne namrabhAvase kahA For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 43 ) prabho ! yaha dhana vyavahArIkA lar3akA thA / Ajase chaH mahIne pahale ise sAMpa kATa gayA thaa| Aja taka agaNita upacAra kiye parantu AkhIra kisI taraha lar3akA na baca sakA / munirAjane kahA Thaharo utAvala mata karo lar3akA jItA hai" bhadrazreSThIne khuza hokara kahA prabhu ! maiM saMsArI jIva hUM yaha ekakA eka lar3akA hai, isa para hI mere jIvanakA AdhAra hai. Apa guru devakI kRpA se yadi lar3akA jIvita ho jAve to merI alUTa lakSmI saphala ho saktI hai aura merI antima avasthA bhI sukhase vyatIta ho saktI hai, munirAjane phApAnI lekara namaskAra mahAmaMtra se maMtrita kara tIna daphA chAMTA ki tatkAla sotA manuSya uThakara baiTha jAve aise lar3akA sAvadhAna ho gayA / isa camatkArako dekha kara sarva matAvalaMbi logoMne pavitra niSkalaMka - sarvajJa zAsanakI prazaMsA kI / dhana zeThane samyaktva mUla 12 vratoMko svIkAra kiyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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( 44) ina sarva kAryoM meM phateha maMda hote hue kSamARSi'jIne vicAra kiyA ki-yaha saba prabhAva guru mahArAjakA hai| "sevyaH sadA zrI gurukalpapAdapaH" "mujhe aba ucita hai ki-ubhayalokake dharma sArthavAha gurumahArAjakI sevA zuzrUSA karake apane svalpa jIvanako saphala banA lUM / yato' vAdi pUrvarSibhiH / divo divAkaro hanti, rAtrau jaivaatkstmH| hArda tayorasAdhyaM tu, gurureva na caaprH||1|| dinAdau zrIguronAma mantramaSTottaraM zatam / japtvAnyamantrasmaraNaM, kartavya siddhimicchatA 2 kruddho gururvadati yAni vAMsi ziSye / madhyAnhasUrya iva tAni dahanti deham / / "tAnyeva kAlapariNAmasukhAvahAni / pazcAdbhavanti kamalAkarazItalAni // 3 // For Private And Personal Use Only

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ratnendu zrI Atmatilaka grantha sosAyaTI taraphase chapI huI sastI pustakeM. mUlya pariziSTaparva do bhAga 1-4-0 sUrAcArya aura bhImadeva guNasthAnakamAroha... 0-12-0 0-4-0 jAtIya zikSA 0-1-0 cAritra maMdira 0-2-0 zikSAkA Adarza hindIkA saMdeza saMjIvanI bUTI jinaguNa maMjarI ArAmanandana uccajIvanake sAta sopAna saMmaya sAmrAjya 0-7-0 zilazikSA 0-2-0 zrI sImandhara svAmIne khullA patro milanekA patAzrI Atmatilaka grantha sosAyaTI zA. sadubhAI talakacaMda ratanapola-amadAbAda, - - For Private And Personal Use Only