Kahe Kalapurnasuri Part 04 Hindi

Author(s): Muktichandravijay, Munichandravijay
Publisher: Vanki Jain Tirth
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032620/1

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kahelApUrNasUri-8 - paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi - paM. municandravijaya gaNi jJAna bhaMDAra DAvAlA bhavana abhAva18-4

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vi. saM. 2058, mAgha kezavaNA ra bane hue pUjya tIrthaMkara kI yAdaka puNya-vaibhava abaka dekhane milegA? svargagamana se 15 dina pUrva kI tasva vi.saM. 2058, jAlora (rAja.)

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tu.4, zanivAra 16-2-2002 ko ja.) meM svargavAsI zrI kI ciravidAya kI jhalaka MOXXXCCOM nevAlA.

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kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 (adhyAtmayogI pU. AcAryazrI kI sAdhanApUta vANI) (di. : 17-09-2000, ravivAra se di. 01-12-2000, zukravAra) * vAcanA * pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI/. * preraNA * pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajAma pU.paM.zrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara ___* AlaMbana * pUjyazrI ke gurumaMdira kI pratiSThA vi.saM. 2062, phAlguna vada 6, di. 19-02-2006, ravivAra, zaMkhezvara mahAtIrtha * avataraNa - sampAdana * paMnyAsa mukticandravijaya gaNi paMnyAsa manicandravijaya gaNi * anuvAdaka * muni muktizramaNavijaya * prakAzaka * zrI kalApUrNasUri sAdhanA smAraka TrasTa Agama maMdira ke pIche, po. zaMkhezvara, ji. pATaNa ( u.gu.), pIna : 384 246. zrI zAnti jina ArAdhaka maMDala P.O. manapharA (zAntiniketana ), tA. bhacAU, jI. kaccha, Pin : 370 140.

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pustaka: "kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 (pU. AcAryazrI kI sAdhanA-pUta vANI) hindI prathama AvRtti : vi.saM. 2062, I.sa. 2006 avataraNa-saMpAdana : paMnyAsa mukticandravijaya gaNi paMnyAsa municandravijaya gaNi mUlya : ru. 120/ prata : 1000 saMparka sUtra: kavaralAla enDa ko. 27, raghunAyakulu sTrITa, cennai - 3. TIku Ara. sAvalA POPULAR PLASTIC HOUSE 39, D. N. Road, Sitaram Building, 'B' Block, Near Crowford Market, MUMBAI - 400001..Ph. : (022)23436369,23436807,23441141 Mobile: 9821406972 SHANTILALI CHAMPAK B. DEDHIA 20, Pankaj 'A', Plot No. 171, L.B.S. Marg, Ghatkopar (W), MUMBAI -400086..Ph.: (022) 25101990 B. F. JASRAJ LUNKED N. 3, Balkrishna Nagar, P.O. MANNARGUDI - 614 001 (T.N.) Ph. (04367) 252479 mudraka : Tejas Printers 403, Vimal Vihar Apartment, 22, Saraswati Society, Nr. Jain Merchant Society, Paldi, AHMEDABAD - 380 007. * Ph. : (079) 26601045

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punaH prakAzana ke prasaMga para/ suvidhAMjana-sparzathI AMkha jyAre, avidyAnuM aMdhArUM bhAre vidArera jue te kSaNe yogIo dhyAna-teje, nijAtmA viSe zrIparAtmA sheje| Line - jJAnasAra 14/8 (gurjara padyAnuvAda) jJA 3 ____ jJAnasAra meM isa prakAra Ate varNana ke mutAbika hI pUjyazrI kA jIvana thA, yaha saba loga acchI taraha se jAnate haiM / ye mahAyogI apane hRdaya meM bhagavAna ko dekhate the, jaba ki loga unameM bhagavAna ko dekhate the / aise siddhayogI kI vANI sunane-paDhane ke lie loga lAlAyita hoM - yaha svAbhAvika hai / _ pUjyazrI kI upasthiti meM hI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' gujarAtI pustaka ke cAroM bhAga prakAzita ho cuke the, jijJAsu ArAdhaka loga dvArA apratima prazaMsA bhI pAye hue the / vigata bahuta samaya se ArAdhakoM kI ora se ina pustakoM kI bahuta DImAMDa thI, kintu pratiyAM khatama ho jAne para hama usa DImAMDa ko santuSTa nahIM kara sakate the / hindI prathama bhAga prakAzita hone para hindIbhASI logoM kI DImAMDa Age ke bhAgoM ke lie bhI bahuta hI thI / zaMkhezvara tIrtha meM vi.saM. 2062, phA.va. 6, di. 19-022006 ko pUjyazrI ke gurumaMdira kI pratiSThA ke pAvana prasaMga ke upalakSa meM prastuta pustaka ke cAroM bhAga hindI aura gujarAtI meM ekasAtha prakAzita ho rahe hai, yaha bahuta hI AnaMdaprada ghaTanA hai / isa graMtha ke punaH prakAzana ke mukhya preraka parama zAsana prabhAvaka vartamAna samudAya-nAyaka pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvadvarya pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara evaM pravaktA pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kIticandravijayajI gaNivara - Adi ko hama vaMdana karate hai / ina graMthoM kA bahuta hI prayatnapUrvaka avataraNa-saMpAdana va punaH SGESGE

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saMpAdana karanevAle pU. paMnyAsajI zrI mukticandravijayajI gaNivara evaM pU. paMnyAsajI zrI municandravijayajI gaNivara kA hama bahuta-bahuta AbhAra mAnate haiM / 1 se 3 bhAga taka hindI-anuvAda karanevAle zrIyuta nainamalajI surANA aura cauthe bhAga kA hindI anuvAda karanevAle pU. munizrI muktizramaNavijayajI ma. ke hama bahuta-bahuta AbhArI haiM / divaMgata pU. munivarya zrI muktAnaMdavijayajI kA bhI isameM apUrva sahayoga rahA hai, jise yAda karate hama gadgad bana rahe haiM / isake prUpha rIDiMga meM 269 vardhamAna tapa kI olI ke tapasvI pU.sA. haMsakIrtizrIjI ke ziSyA pU.sA. haMsabodhizrIjI kA tathA hamAre manapharA gAMva ke hI ratna pU.sA. suvarNarekhAzrIjI ke ziSyA pU.sA. samyagdarzanAzrIjI ke ziSyA pU.sA. smitadarzanAzrIjI kA sahayoga milA hai / hama unake caraNoM meM vaMdana karate hai / Aja taka manapharA meM se aise aneka vyakti dIkSita bane haiM, jinake puNya se hI mAno bhUkaMpa ke bAda hamArA pUrA gAMva zAntiniketana ke rUpa meM advitIya rUpa se banA hai| eka hI saMkula meM eka samAna 600 jaina baMgale ho aisA zAyada pUre vizva meM yahI eka udAharaNa hogA / lokArpaNa vidhi ke bAda usI varSa vAgaDa samudAya nAyaka pUjya AcAryazrI kA cAturmAsa honA bhI saubhAgya kI nizAnI hai / hindI prakAzana meM Arthika sahayoga denevAle phalodI cAturmAsasamiti evaM phalodI nivAsI (abhI cennai) kavaralAla cerITebala TrasTa va cennai ke anya dAtAoM ko vizeSataH abhinaMdana dete haiM / zrIyuta dhanajIbhAi gelAbhAi gAlA parivAra (lAkaDIyA) dvArA nirmita guru-maMdira kI pratiSThA ke pAvana prasaMga ke upalakSa meM prakAzita hote ina graMtharatnoM ko pAThakoM ke kara-kamala meM rakhate hama atyaMta harSa kA anubhava karate haiM / atyaMta sAvadhAnIpUrvaka cAroM bhAgoM ko hindI-gujarAtI meM mudrita kara denevAle tejasa prinTarsa vAle tejasa hasamukhabhAi zAha (amadAvAda) ko bhI kaise bhUla sakate haiM ? prakAzaka

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prakAzakIya. (gujarAtI AvRtti meM se) anantAnanta siddhoM kI punya dharA pAlItAnA meM kaccha-vAgar3a dezoddhAraka, parama zraddheya adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., madhura bhASI nUtana AcArya zrImad kalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvadvarya pUjya paMnyAsazrI kalpataruvijayajI, pravaktA pU.paM.zrI kIrticandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI (hAla paMnyAsazrI) mukticandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI pUrNacandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI municandravijayajI, pU. munizrI kumudacandravijayajI, pU. munizrI kIrtiratnavijayajI, pU. munizrI tIrthabhadravijayajI, pU. munizrI hemacandravijayajI, pU. munizrI vimalaprabhavijayajI Adi lagabhaga 30 sAdhu bhagavaMta tathA 429 sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoM kA bIsa varSa ke pazcAt vAgar3a vIsA osavAla jaina saMgha tathA sAta caubIsI jaina samAja donoM kI ora se avismaraNIya cAturmAsa huA / cAturmAsAntargata 18 pUjya sAdhu bhagavaMta tathA 98 pUjya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoM ke bRhad yogodvahana, mAsakSamaNa Adi tapasyAoM, jIvadayA Adi ke phaNDa, paramAtma-bhakti-preraka vAcanA-pravacanoM, ravivArIya sAmUhika pravacanoM, jina-bhakti mahotsavoM, upadhAna Adi aneka vidha sukRtoM kI zreNi kA sRjana huA / cAturmAsa ke bAda meM 99 yAtrA, pandraha dIkSAoM (bAbUbhAI, hIrena, pRthvIrAja, cirAga, maNibena, kalpanA, kaMcana, cArumati, zAntA, vilAsa, candrikA, latA, zAntA, maMjulA, bhAratI) tathA tIna padavI (pUjya gaNizrI mukticandravijayajI ko paMnyAsa pada, pU. tIrthabhadravijayajI evaM vimalaprabhavijayajI ko gaNi pada) Adi prasaMga atyanta zAlInatApUrvaka manAye gaye / ma ina sabameM samasta jijJAsu ArAdhakoM ko sarvAdhika AkarSaNa thA adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrI kI vAcanAoM kA / pUjyazrI kA priya viSaya hai - bhakti / isa cAturmAsa meM 'namutthuNaM' sUtra kI pUjya zrIharibhadrasUri kRta 'lalita vistarA' nAmaka TIkA para vAcanAoM kA Ayojana huA / 'lalita vistarA' arthAt jainadarzana kA bhakti zAstra hI samajha leM / ____ 'lalita vistarA' jaisA bhakti-pradhAna grantha ho, pUjyazrI ke samAna - vAcanAdAtA hoM, pAlItAnA jaisA kSetra ho, prabhu-premI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI AND

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ke samAna zrotAgaNa hoM, phira bAkI kyA rahe ? ina vAcanAoM meM pUjyazrI kA hRdaya pUrNataH khulA thA / vAcanAoM kI isa vRSTi meM sarAbora hokara aneka AtmAoM ne parama prasannatA kA anubhava kiyA thA / adhika Ananda kI bAta to yaha hai ki yaha vRSTi tAtkAlika avataraNa ke dvArA noTa ke rUpa meM Dema meM saMgRhIta hotI rahI / pa hamAre hI gAMva ke ratna pUjya paMnyAsazrI mukticandravijayajI gaNivara tathA pUjya gaNivaryazrI municandravijayajI ke dvArA ina vAcanAoM kA avataraNa huA hai, jo atyanta hI harSa kI bAta hai| isa pustaka kI tvarita gati se presa kopI kara dene vAle pU. sAdhvIjI kumudazrIjI kI ziSyA pU.sA. kalpajJAzrIjI ke ziSyA pU.sA. kalpanaMditAzrIjI kA hama kRtajJatApUrvaka smaraNa karate haiM / pustaka ke isa kArya meM Arthika sahayoga pradAna karanevAle bhI abhinandana ke pAtra haiM / / pUjya bandhu-yugala ke dvArA avataraNa kiye gaye do pustakoM (kahe kalApUrNasUri-1, kahA kalApUrNasUrine-2) kI taraha yaha pustaka bhI jijJAsugaNa avazya pasanda kareMge aisI hama zraddhA rakhate haiM / ye pustaka par3hakara prabhAvita ho cuke pAThakoM ke patroM se hamAre utsAha meM nirantara vRddhi hotI rahatI hai| kitaneka jijJAsu gRhastha to ye pustaka par3hakara navIna pustaka hetu apanI ora se anudAna dene ke lie tatpara rahate haiM, jo isa pustaka kI lokapriyatA evaM hRdayasparzitA kahatI hai| | bhUkampa-pIr3ita hamArA gAMva (gujarAtI AvRtti meM se) vi. saMvat 2057, mAgha zuklA-2, zukravAra, di. 26-12001 ke prAtaH 8.45 kA samaya kaccha-gujarAta ke liye atyanta bhayAvaha siddha huA / kevala DhAI-tIna minaTa meM hI saiMkaDoM gAMva dharAzAyI ho gaye / hajAroM manuSya khaMDaharoM ke nIce dabakara 'bacAo, bacAo' kI cIkha macAne lage / anya aneka vyaktiyoM ko to

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cIkha-pukAra macAne kA bhI avasara nahIM milA / ve to bhArI chatoM, pattharoM Adi ke nIce dabakara tatkSaNa mauta ke karAlagAla meM samA gaye / 8.1 rikTara skela ke aise bhayaMkara bhUkampa se akhila vizva hacamacA uThA (bhAratIya bhUstarazAstriyoM ke anusAra yaha bhUkampa 6.9 rikTara skela kA thA, jabaki amerikana bhUstarazAstrI use 7.9 athavA 8.1 kA kahate the / bhAratIya bhUstarazAstriyoM ne usakA kendra binda kaccha-bhuja ke uttara meM loDAI-dhaMga ke pAsa batAyA hai, jabaki amerikana bhUstarazAstriyoM ne khoja karake kaccha ke bhacAU tAlukA meM baMdhaDI-cobArI ke nikaTa kahIM kendra bindu hone kA kahA hai| nukasAna yadi dekhA jAye to amerikana bhUstarazAstrI sahI pratIta hote haiM / ) bhUkampa kA kendra-bindu hamAre gAMva 'manapharA' ke nikaTa hI hone se aneka gAMvoM ke sAtha hamArA gAMva bhI pUrNataH dhvasta ho gayA / bhacAU, aMjAra, rApara aura bhuja - ina cAra nagaroM ke sAtha cAroM tAlukoM meM apAra hAni huI / hajAroM manuSya jIvita gar3a gye| kisI kavi ne kahA haiM ki 'jIvana kA mArga mAtra ghara se kabra taka kA hai / ' parantu yahAM to ghara hI kabra bana gaye the / jo chata evaM chapare Aja taka rakSaka bane rahe, ve hI Aja bhakSaka bana gaye the / 'je poSatuM te mAratuM, evo dIse krama kudaratI' kalApI kI yaha paMkti kitanI yathArtha hai ? aneka gAMvoM ke sAtha hamArA 'manapharA' gAMva bhI dharAzAyI ho cukA thA / jinAlaya, upAzraya Adi dharma-sthAnoM sahita lagabhaga samasta makAna dharAzAyI ho gaye / hamArA gAMva vikrama kI satrahavI (vi.saM. 1607) zatAbdI ke prArambha meM hI basA huA hai / usa samaya kI khar3I gAMva ke madhya kI jAgIra bhI pUrNataH dhvasta ho gaI jisake sambandha meM kisI vizeSajJa injIniyarane kahA thA ki abhI bhI kama se kama do sau varSoM taka isa jAgIra kA kucha nahIM bigar3egA / gAMva kI zobhA ke rUpa meM nirmita devavimAna tulya sundara

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yatyayayayayayayajanajAtAnAjAnAjAnata THILTHRILLLLLLLLLLphAmApAmApApApApApA 34 varSa purAnA tIrtha ke samAna jinAlaya bhI pattharoM ke Dhera ke rUpa meM parivartita ho gayA / manapharA ke 450 varSa ke itihAsa meM gAMva kI pUrNarUpeNa dhvastatA to prathama bAra hI huii| yadyapi dharatIkampa kA pradeza hone se kaccha meM prAyaH dharatIkampa hote hI rahate haiM / aisA hI bhArI bhUkampa san 1819 kI 19vI jUna ko AyA thA, jisake kAraNa sindhu nadI kA pravAha kaccha meM AnA sadA ke lie baMdha ho gayA / kaccha sadA ke lie vIrAna bana gayA / 'kacchar3o bAre mAsa' kI ukti kevala ukti hI raha gaI / vAstavikatA sarvathA viparIta ho gaI / usa dharatIkampa se pazcima kaccha meM adhika hAni huI hogI, pUrva kaccha (vAgar3a) baca gayA hogA, aisA 450 varSa purAnI jAgIra evaM 800 varSa prAcIna bhadrezvara ke jinAlaya ko dekhane se pratIta hotA hai| usase pUrva vi. saMvat 1256 meM bhayaMkara bhUkampa AyA thA, jisake kAraNa nArAyaNa sarovara kA mIThA pAnI khArA ho gayA thA / hajAra varSoM meM do-tIna bAra Ate ese bhUkampoM se pahale kI apekSA bhI isa bAra atyanta hI vinAza huA hai, kyoMki adhika maMjilo yukta makAnoM ke nirmANa ke pazcAt aisA hRdaya-vidAraka bhUkampa bhArata meM zAyada prathamabAra AyA hai| kaccha ke bAda vizvabhara meM iNDoneziyA, cIna, jApAna, aphaghAnistAna, amerikA, asama Adi sthAnoM para zreNibaddha Aye bhUkampa ke jhaTakoM ne vizvabhara ke logoM ko bhUkampa ke sambandha meM socane ko vivaza kara diye haiM / Der3ha-do hajAra kI janasaMkhyA vAle choTe se manapharA gAMva meM bhUkampa se mAre gaye lagabhaga 190 manuSyoM meM 60 to jaina the / ghAyala ho cuke to alaga / do-pAMca hajAra varSa pahale ke prAcIna mandira kyoM Aja nahIM dikhAI dete ? nadI kyoM lupta ho jAtI haiM ? nagara kyoM dhvasta ho jAte haiM ? nadiyoM ke pravAha kyoM badala jAte haiM ? loga kyoM sthAna badala dete haiM ? 'moe jo Dero' jaise TIMbe kyoM bana gaye ? aise aneka praznoM kA uttara bhUkampa hai / AdamI ke lie bar3A ginA jAnevAlA yaha bhUkampa prakRti cAcAcAcAcAcAcAcAcAcALTLGLILLLLLLLLLLLLLES jAI THITLITITLITLLL

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namo arihaMtANaM namo sidhdArNa anamo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANa namo loesabbasAhaNaM eso paMcanamukkAro. sbdpaavppnnaasnnoN| maMgalANaM ca savesiM padama havaI mNglN|| zivamastu sarvajagatamA aneka jIjJAsu AtmasAdhakonA saphaLa mArga-darzaka, saccidAnaMdarUpI, namaskAra mahAmaMtranA parama ArAdhaka, A sadInA prathama haroLanA yogI, pU. paM.zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNivarane savinaya samarpaNa

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zrI sidhdhAcala mANatIrtha vivArIya sAkSudAyika pravathaLanI jhalaka (pAlitANA)

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paMnyAsa-gaNi-pada-pradAna tathA 14 dIkSA prasaMga mAgasara suda-tA.1-12-2000, zukravAra pAlItANA,

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manapharA - (kaccha - vAgar3a) jinAlaya PERCONSUTODAL bhUkaMpa ke bAda pUrNarupa se dhvasta usI jinAlaya kI tasvIra / aise saiMkar3o gAMva, maMdira Adi kaccha - gujarAta meM dhvasta ho gaye hai| bhUkaMpa : di. 26-1-2001, mAgha suda-2, zukravAra, subaha 8 8-45

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ke lie sarvathA choTA sA tinake jaisA kArya bhI ho ! prakRti meM to aise parivartana hote hI rahate haiM / ___dhArmika dRSTi se soceM to isameM se anityatA kA bodhapATha milatA haiM - mamatA ke tAne-bAne tor3ane kA avasara milatA hai aura ghara meM se mujhe bAhara nikAlane vAlA tU kauna hai ? esA kahane vAle vyakti ko bhUkampa kA eka hI jhaTakA bAhara nikAla detA hai / kyA yaha kama bAta hai ? mamatA ko dUra karane ke lie, anityatA ko AtmasAt karane ke lie isase adhika anya kaunasA prasaMga ho sakatA hai ? sampUrNa vizva ko eka taMtu se jor3a dene meM nimitta bananevAlA aisA anya kaunasA prasaMga ho sakatA hai ? bhUkampa ke bAda gujarAta-bhArata sahita sampUrNa vizva meM se sahAyatA kA pravAha calA, usase jJAta hotA haiM ki Aja bhI mAnavatA naSTa nahIM huI / Aja bhI manuSya ke hRdaya meM karuNA dhar3akatI hai / akAla, AMdhI-tUphAna evaM bhUkampa ke prahAroM se jarjara banane ke bajAya khumArI ke sAtha calatI kacchI prajA ko dekhakara kisI ko bhI lage ki aisI khumArI hogI to barbAda ho cukA kaccha alpa samaya meM hI baiThA ho jaayegaa| kacchI 'mADU' isa barbAdI ko khumArI meM, isa abhizApa ko varadAna meM badala sake aise sattva ke rUpa meM aDiga khar3A hai / 'navasarjana ke pUrva vidhvaMsa bhI kabhI kabhI Avazyaka hotA hai / ' aisA kisI ne kahA hai jo yAda rakhane yogya hai / _ zArIrika, Arthika, dhArmika, sAmAjika sabhI dRSTiyoM se barbAda ho cuke manuSya ko Aja baiThA karane kI AvazyakatA hai, usake antara meM bhagavAna evaM jIvana ke prati bhakti evaM kRtajJatA utpanna karane kI AvazyakatA hai / mAnasika rUpa se bhagna hue manuSyoM ke santapta hRdaya meM aisI pustakeM avazya hI AzvAsana ke amRta kA siMcana kreNgii|

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0 Cr pAlItAnA cAturmAsa meM tapasyAeM OM 51 upavAsa : sAdhvIjI zrI hemakIrtizrIjI ma. punazIbhAI mekaNa sAvalA (manapharA) 1. 36 upavAsa : sAdhvIjI zrI haMsadhvanizrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI indravaMditAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI nirmaladarzanAzrIjI ma. 4. sAdhvIjI zrI abhayaratnAzrIjI ma. 5. sAdhvIjI zrI arhadratnAzrIjI ma. 6. sAdhvIjI zrI punyarAzizrIjI ma. m 6 h y w mAsakSamaNa (30 upavAsa) : munizrI amitayazavijayajI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI divyaratnAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI cArubhaktizrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI zreyojJAzrIjI ma. 5. sAdhvIjI zrI saMvegaprajJAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI surabhiguNAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI bhavyagirAzrIjI ma. 8. sAdhvIjI zrI cArustutizrIjI ma. 9. sAdhvIjI zrI viratikRpAzrIjI ma. 10. sAdhvIjI zrI vIrAMgapriyAzrIjI ma. 11. sAdhvIjI zrI jinakaruNAzrIjI ma. 12. sAdhvIjI zrI jayakRpAzrIjI ma. 13. sAdhvIjI zrI cArukSamAzrIjI ma. 14. sAdhvIjI zrI cAruprasannatAzrIjI ma. 15. sAdhvIjI zrI amIjharaNAzrIjI ma. 16. sAdhvIjI zrI zAsanarasAzrIjI ma. 17. sAdhvIjI zrI haMsakIrtizrIjI ma. kI ziSyA

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18. sAdhvIjI zrI vinayanidhizrIjI ma. 19. sAdhvIjI zrI prazAntazIlAzrIjI ma. 20. kAntilAlajI hajArImalajI (madrAsa) 21. hIrAcaMdajI cunIlAla 22. velajI bhacu caralA (AdhoI) 23. lIlAbena vaida (madrAsa) 24. bIjalabena jayaMtIlAla (ahamadAbAda) 25. caMpAbena dhIrajalAla dozI 26. ratanabena jasavaMtarAya 27. vimalAbena chaganalAla (baiMgalora) 28. bhAvanAbena ghamaMDImalajI 29. zAntAbena ThAkarazI DuMgANI (bakutrA) 1. 1. 1. 2. 3. 1. 2. 17 upavAsa : sAdhvIjI zrI bhaktipUrNAzrIjI ma. siddhi tapa : sAdhvIjI zrI cAruvinItAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI muktinilayAzrIjI ma. 3. sAdhvIjI zrI hitavardhanAzrIjI ma. 1. 16 upavAsa : munizrI ajitavIryavijayajI ma. bhadra tapa : sAdhvIjI zrI puSpadaMtAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI saumyapUrNAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI smitapUrNAzrIjI ma. cattAri aTTha : sAdhvIjI zrI priyadarzanAzrIjI ma..

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yaha avasara bAra bAra Aye (gujarAtI AvRtti meM se) - pU. AcAryazrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI ma.sA. - pU. AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ma.sA. PO adhyAtmalakSI pU. AcAryadeva zrI kalApUrNasUri ma. ke prati |vaise bhI pahale se AkarSaNa thA hI kyoMki parama tAraNahAra pUjya gurudevazrI (paM. zrI abhayasAgarajI ma.) ke ye atyanta hI nikaTa ke sambandhI, sAdhaka, navakAra mahAmaMtra ke parama Asaka, upAsaka evaM cAhaka haiM / ataH yaha cAturmAsa pAlItAnA meM karanA sunizcita huA tabase hI Ananda evaM galagalI prArambha ho gaI thI aura Aja to vaha Ananda hRdaya ke cAroM kinAroM para laharA rahA hai| kyoMki, gata cAturmAsa meM pUjyazrI kI atyanta hI sundara nikaTatA kA Ananda liyA... jIvana meM sarva prathama bAra hI pUjyazrI kA samparka huA, parantu Thosa huA / jaba jaba bhI pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM gayA, mere parama tAraNahAra pUjya gurudevazrI ke smaraNa meM tanmaya huA huuN| pUjya gurudevazrI ke jIvana meM tIna tattva spaSTataH dRSTigocara hote the -- (1) zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra kI sAdhanA (2) sAdhu sAmAcArI (vyavahAra dharma kI custatA) kI ArAdhanA (3) jina-bhakti kI upAsanA pUjyazrI kI nizrA meM kabhI bhI koI sAmUhika Ayojana ho cAhe vaha vyAkhyAna kA vAcanA kA vizeSa baiThaka kA ho STOR

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pUjyazrI 12 navakAra ginane kI udghoSaNA avazya karate aura usa samaya upasthita saba maitrIbhAva ke maNDapa ke nIce bAraha navakAra ginane laga jAte / maitrIbhAva se vAsita hRdaya se gine jAte ina zrI navakAra mahAmantra ke prabhAva se hI sampUrNa cAturmAsa ekatA evaM ekasaMpitAmaya vyatIta huA, aisA pramANa yukta anumAna lagAyA jA sakatA hai / zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra ke prati pUjyazrI kA vizeSa lagAva banA rahatA hai, jisakA udAharaNa ye hai ki pUjyazrI ke vAsakSepa ke lie lambI katAra ke rUpa meM janatA umar3a paDatI hai parantu pUjyazrI ne niyama banA liyA haiM ki, 'jo nitya pAMca baMdhI navakAravAlI gineMge unheM hI vAsakSepa DAleMge', ataH zrI navakAra kA jApa karanevAlA atyanta bar3A varga taiyAra ho gayA hai| vizvazAnti ke lie yaha kitanA bar3A paribala ginA jA sake ! aura zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra se sambandhita vAcanA meM bhI jaba-taba Alambana evaM preraka upadeza dete dekhA hai| sAmAcArI ke sambandha meM bhI pUjyazrI ko jaba-jaba avasara milatA taba-taba usakA pakSapAta kiye binA nahIM rahate the / sAmAcArI svarUpa vyavahAra dharma para hI nizcaya dharma Tika sakatA hai / yaha bAta ve bAra-bAra doharAte, itanA hI nahIM, plAsTika ke ghar3e yA plAsTika ke pAtaroM Adi ke dvArA sAmAcArI meM praviSTa vikRti ke prati kabhI-kabhI joradAra kaTAkSa karate hue sunA hai| mujhe acchI taraha dhyAna hai ki eka bAra to donoM hAthoM meM do ghar3e lekara pAnI lAne kI vikRta prathA ko Akramaka rUpa meM nikRSTa batAI thI / itanA hI nahIM; aneka vyaktiyoM ko aisA nahIM karane kI pratijJA bhI dI thii| paMcAcAramaya sAdhu-sAmAcArI ko surakSita rakhakara hI anya pravRttiyoM ko mahattva dene ke prati pUjyazrI bAra bAra prerita karate the|

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jina-bhakti to mAno pUjyazrI kA jIvana paryAya bana gayA ho aisA pratIta hotA hai / paramAtma-tattva jar3a kI taraha nirA niSkriya tattva nahIM hai| ve vItarAga to haiM hI, parantu sAtha hI sAtha karuNA-rahita hai, aisA nahIM hai| karuNAvAn evaM kRpAlu bhI itane hI haiM aura isalie sakriya haiM - isa bAta ko paunaH punya se chUTate apane jIvana kI ghaTatI pratyeka ghaTamAla meM paramAtmA kI sakriyatA nihita hai / jisa prakAra putra kI pratyeka gati-vidhi meM mAM kA hastakSepa hai isa prakAra apane jIvana meM paramAtmA kA astitva hai| nAma - sthApanA - dravya - bhAva ke rUpa meM paramAtmA sadA vidyamAna haiN| 'nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna' yaha pUjyazrI kA manamAnA vizeSa nArA ginA jAtA hai| nAma ke rUpa meM paramAtmA Aja bhI vidyamAna haiM / paramAtmA kA nAma svayaM mantra-tulya hai / ApakI koI bhI samasyA paramAtmA ke nAma se nirmUla ho sakatI hai| pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM pratidina yaha bAta to Aye Aye aura Aye hii| ataH jisa vastu kA hameM hamAre pUjya tAraNahAra gurudevazrI ke jIvana meM nirantara anubhava hotA thA vaha bAta yahAM bhI milatI hone se adhika AkarSaNa hotA thA / isake atirikta bhI pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM aneka kendrIbhUta tattva the| vAcanA ke Arambha bindu meM svayaM paramAtmA, gaNadhara bhagavan aura unakI paramparA ko Aja taka lAne vAle AcArya deva Adi pUjya tattvoM kA smaraNa nitya rahatA thA / ataH apanI bAta kA anusandhAna svayaM paramAtmA haiM yaha bAta ve 'DAyarekTalI' athavA 'inDAyarekTalI' puSTa karate the / vAcanA meM naI-naI anuprekSA kI sphuraNA jaba sphuTa hotI taba mAna-kaSAya kA tanika bhI AMTA dekhane ko nahIM milatA thA prabhune kRpA karake mujhe yaha sujhAyA,

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isa taraha batAyA yaha kahakara svayaM ko paramAtmA se satata anugRhIta pradarzita karate / pUjyazrI kI vAcanA kI sarvAdhika dhyAnAkarSaka bAta yaha dekhane ko milatI ki koI bhI bAta binA pramANa ke nahIM rakhate / zrI bhagavatIjI, zrI pannavaNAjI, zrI jJAnasAra, zrI yogasAra, zrI adhyAtmasAra kI yA bhaktAmara, kalyANamandira kI paMktiyA~ dekara hI santoSa mAnate... isase bhI vizeSa bAta yaha rahatI ki saMskRta-prAkRta ke pAThoM ko gujarAtI bhASA ke stavanoM AdimeM se bhI prastuta kiye binA nahIM rahate the / isake lie zrI devacandrajI ma., zrI AnaMdaghanajI ma., zrI yazovijayajI ma. kI racanAeM pUjyazrI ko vizeSa pasanda thI / isake atirikta jisa grantha kI vAcanA dete usa grantha ke svayitA ke prati pUjyazrI bhArI bahumAna evaM Adara bArabAra vyakta karate the / usake pIche pUjyazrI kI mAnyatA thI ki usase apanA kSayopazama baDhatA hai / vAcanA meM pUjyazrI kI dRSTi atyanta hI vicakSaNa rahatI aura vANI jala ke pravAha kI taraha sarala evaM sarasa bahatI... hameM yahI lagatA ki basa mAno bahate raheM, bahate hI raheM / pUjyazrI kI vAcanA ko zabdastha evaM pustakastha karane kA kArya karanevAle AtmIya mitra paMnyAsa zrI mukticandravijayajI ma. / paMnyAsazrI municandravijayajI ma. kA bahuta-bahuta AbhAra... khaMta evaM ghora zramamaya isa kArya ko karate hue donoM mitroM ko AMkhoM se dekhA hai eka patrakAra kI apekSA bhI adhika tIvratA se likhanA aura usake bAda turanta usakA saMmArjana evaM 'presa kopI' karAnI yaha

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kitanI sphUrti, tAjagI evaM apramattatA kA kArya hai, yaha to dekhanevAle ko hI dhyAna AtA hai... aise sAhitya-prakAzana ke kAraNa donoM mitra dhanyavAda ke pAtra haiM / yaha batAkara maiM eka mitra kI adA se una donoM ko binA mAMgI salAha karane kI ceSTA karanA roka nahIM sakatA ki pustaka kA nAma 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' ke bajAya 'bahe kalApUrNasUri' adhika saMgata lagatA / kahane aura 'bahane' ke bIca bahuta antara hai / kahane meM tanmayatA / nimagnatA Avazyaka nahIM hai, bahane meM donoM anivArya haiM / pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM 'kathana' kI apekSA 'vahana' kA anubhava vizeSa hai / kAza ! merA sujhAva saphala ho / mujhe prastAvanA likhane kA avasara diyA gayA taba maiM prasanna huA, haSita huA / isase merA vAcanA-zravaNa sAnubandha banA / yaha upakAra kiyA paMnyAsa-bandhuoM ne... anta meM upakRta, kRta-kRtya banakara maiM itanA hI kahUMgA... ki 'yaha avasara bAra bAra Aye / '

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prItama chavi nainana basI (gujarAtI AvRtti meM se) pUjyapAda, adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhiba ko zravaNa karate samaya sunane kA kama, dekhane kA adhika hotA hai / 'paramAtmA ye rahe' kahate samaya unakA hAtha havA meM addhara hilatA hai taba dekhane meM bhI madhura asamaMjasa yaha hotA hai ki Apa unakI usa aMga-bhaMgimA ko dekheM, muMha para chAye smita ko dekheM yA do nainoM ko dekheM, hama apanI AMkhoM ko kahAM kendrita kareM ? - - sadguru ke naina... jahAM jhalakatA hai, paramAtmA ke prati agAdha Adara / kavi rahIma kA smaraNa ho AtA hai - 'prItama chavi nainana basI, para chavi kahAM samAya / ' AMkhoM meM paramAtmA hI chA gaye haiM, vahAM anya kyA samA sakatA hai ? anya kI chavi kaise prakaTa ho sakatI hai ? aura sadguru kI yaha mohaka aMga-bhaMgimA, havA meM laharAtAjhUlatA hAtha, saMketa meM peka kara ke sadguru kyA parama cetanA kA rahasya nahIM pakar3Ate ? - aura yaha nirmala smita, kvacit muskAna, kabhI mukta hAsya, - paramAtmA ko prApta kiye usakI rasa-mastI ubhara AI hai smita ke rUpa kA aura isIlie bhAvaka asamaMjasa meM hai ki vaha apanI AMkhoM ko kendrita kahAM kare ? yadyapi, patA hai ki sadguru kA sampUrNa astitva hI dvAra hai, jahAM se paramAtmA ke sAtha samparka ho sakatA hai / guru-cetanA ke dvArA parama cetanA kA sparza / / sadguru haiM dvAra, vAtAyana, khir3akI / eka dvAra kI yA eka khir3akI kI pahacAna kyA ho sakatI hai ? zIzama kA yA sevana kA lakar3A kAma meM liyA ho vaha - khiDakI, aisI koI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sakatI / chata ke nIce aura dIvAroM ke madhya hama hoM taba asIma avakAza ke sAtha jisake dvArA saMbaddha ho sakeM vaha khir3akI / sadguru hamAre lie eka mAtra khir3akI haiM prabhu ke sAtha saMbaddha hone kI; nainoM ke dvArA, aMga

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bhaMgimA ke dvArA, smita ke dvArA, upaniSadoM ke dvArA / KE 'lalita vistarA' tulya bhakti kI prabalatama UMcAI kA grantha ho aura jisakI pratyeka paMkti ko anubhavI puruSa kholate hoM taba bhAvakoM ke lie to utsava-utsava ho jAye / parantu pahale kahA usa taraha sAhabajI ko dekhane jAte hue sunanA cUka gaye vyaktiyoM ke lie aura isa bhakti parva ko cUka gaye vyaktiyoM ke lie hai prastuta pustaka / pustaka ke pratyeka pRSTha para athavA yoM kaheM ki usakI pratyeka paMkti meM hai parama priya kI rasamaya bAteM / eka gaMgA baha rahI hai aura Apa usake taTa para baiTha kara usake sumadhura jala kA AsvAdana kara rahe haiM / eka anubhava / Apa AcArya bhagavaMta kI uMgalI pakar3akara prabhu kI dizA kI ora jA rahe haiM / vaisA pratIta hotA hai... anubhava... jo Apako sarAbora kara de / par3hane kA krama aisA rahegA / do-cAra paMktiyAM athavA ekaAdha pRSTha par3hA gayA / aba netra baMdha haiM / Apa una zabdoM ke dvArA svayaM ko bharA jAtA, badalatA anubhava karate haiN| yahAM par3hane kA alpa hogA, anubhava karane kA adhika rhegaa| kavi manoja khaMDeriyA kI kAvya-paMktiyAM hama gunagunAte hoMge - 'mane sadbhAgya ke zabdo malyA, tAre mulaka jAvA / ' anyathA to kevala apane caraNoM para bharosA rakhakara caleM to yuga vyatIta ho jAyeM aura prabhu kA pradeza utanA hI dUra ho / prabhu ke pradeza kI ora le jAne vAle sazakta zabdoM se sabhara pustaka Apake hAthoM meM hai / aba Apa haiM aura yaha pustaka hai| maiM bIca meM se bidA letA hUM / Apa baheM ina zabdoM meM, DUbeM / - AcArya yazovijayasUri AcAryazrI OMkArasUri ArAdhanA bhavana, vAvapathaka vADI, dazA poravAla sosAyaTI, ahamadAbAda. poSa zuklA 5, vi. saMvat 2057

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sampAdakIya (gujarAtI prathama AvRtti meM se ) mRtyu ke bAda to aneka vyakti mahAn bana jAte haiM yA dantakathA rUpa ho jAte haiM, parantu katipaya vyakti to jIvita avasthA meM hI dantakathA ke rUpa meM ho jAte haiM, ve jaga-battIsI para gAye jAte haiM / mAnavajAti itanI abhimAnI hotI hai ki vaha kisI vidyamAna vyakti ke guNa dekha nahIM sakatI / hAM, mRtyu ke bAda avazya kadara karegI, guNAnuvAda bhI avazya karegI, parantu jIvita vyakti kI nahIM / manaSyu ke do kArya haiM jIvita vyakti kI nindA karanA aura mRta vyakti kI prazaMsA karanA / 'maraNAntAni vairANi / ' (vaira mRtyu taka hI rahatA hai) isIlie hI zAyada kahA gayA hogA / parantu isameM apavAda hai : adhyAtmayogI pUjya gurudeva AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, jo svayaM kI vidyamAnatA meM hI dantakathA rUpa bana gaye haiM, logoM ke dvArA apUrva pUjyatA prApta kiye hue haiN| pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayaratnasundarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ne pUjyazrI ke lie sUrata - navasArI Adi sthAnoM para kahe gaye zabda Aja bhI mana meM gUMja rahe haiM / ina - vaibhava 'pUjya zrI meM pAtratA - vaibhava, punya-vaibhava aura prajJAtInoM kA utkRSTa rUpa meM subhaga samanvaya ho cukA hai, jo kabhI kabhI hI, kucha hI vyaktiyoM meM dekhane ko milatI virala ghaTanA hai / hamArA durbhAgya hai ki vidyamAna vyakti kI hama kadara kara nahIM sakate / samakAlIna vyakti kI kadara atyanta hI kama dekhane ko milatI hai / utkRSTa zuddhi evaM utkRSTa punya ke svAmI mahApuruSa hamAre bIca baiThe hai jo hamArA ahobhAgya hai / ' pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcArya zrI vijayahemaratnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ne thANA, muluNDa Adi sthAnoM para kahA thA, 'vaktRtva, vidvattA Adi zakti ke kAraNa mAnava medanI ekatrita hotI ho, aise vyakti aneka dekhe, parantu viziSTa prakAra kI vaktRtva zakti ke binA ekamAtra prabhu-bhakti ke prabhAva se logoM meM chA jAnevAlI yahI vibhUti dekhane ko milI / jinake darzanArtha loga tIna-tIna, cAra-cAra ghaMToM taka katAra

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meM lage raheM, yaha prathama bAra dekhane ko milA / ' zreNikabhAI apane vaktavyoM meM aneka bAra kahate haiM, 'mujhe jaina dharma meM praveza karAnevAle ye pUjyazrI haiM / pUjyazrI kI nizrA meM prathama bAra vi.saM. 2039 meM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa kiyA / pUjyazrI ke pAsa nau tattvoM Adi ke pATha sIkhane ko mile, jo mere jIvana kA dhanyatama avasara thA / ' aise to aneka avataraNa diye jA sakate haiM jo yahAM denA sambhava nahIM hai| nirmala evaM niSkapaTa hRdaya se kI jAnevAlI bhagavAna kI bhakti kA kyA prabhAva ho sakatA hai ? isakA uttama udAharaNa pUjyazrI haiM / pUjyazrI sahI artha meM paramAtmA ke parama bhakta haiM, jinakI cetanA nirantara parama-cetanA ko milane ke lie tarasa rahI haiM, jinake upayoga meM nirantara (nIMda meM bhI) prabhu ramaNa kara rahe haiM, jo sarvatra prabhu ko dekha rahe haiM / AnaMdaghanajI, yazovijayajI, devacandrajI yA cidAnaMdajI Adi prabhu bhakta mahAtmAoM ko to hamane dekhe nahIM haiM parantu ye prabhu-bhakta mahAtmA to Aja hamAre bIca haiM, yaha hamArA alpa punya nahIM hai| prabhu-bhakta kaisA hotA hai ? usake lakSaNa gItA meM uttama prakAra se batAye haiM - samasta jIvoM kA adveSI, mitra, sabake prati karuNAmaya, nirmama, nirahaMkAra, sukha-duHkha meM samAna vRtti vAlA, jisase loga Ube nahIM aura jo logoM se Ube nahIM, harSa-zoka-bhaya evaM udvegarahita, nirapekSa, pavitra, dakSa, udAsIna, prema-ghRNAse pare rahanevAlA, vyathA-rahita, samasta ArambhoM kA parityAga karane vAlA, prasanna yA aprasanna nahIM hone vAlA, zoka yA icchA nahIM karane vAlA, zubhaazubha karmoM kA tyAgI, mitra yA zatru - mAna yA apamAna - ThaNDI yA garmI - tathA sukha-duHkha meM samAna vRtti rakhanevAlA, saMga-rahita, nindA yA stuti meM samAna vRtti dhAraNa karane vAlA, mauna, cAhe jisa padArtha se santuSTa, ghara-rahita, sthira buddhivAlA evaM bhaktimaya vyakti mujhe (zrI kRSNa ko) atyanta hI priya lagatA hai| adveSTA sarvabhUtAnAM maitraH karuNa eva ca / nirmamo nirahaMkAraH, sama-sukha-duHkhaH kSamI // 14 //

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yasmAnnodvijate loko, lokAnnodvijate ca yaH / harSAmarSabhayodvegaiH mukto yaH sa ca me priyaH // 15 // anapekSaH zucirdakSaH udAsIno gatavyathaH / / sarvArambhaparityAgI yo madbhaktaH sa me priyaH // 16 // yo na hRSyati na dveSTi, na zocati na kAGkSati / zubhA'zubhaparityAgI, bhaktimAn yaH sa me priyaH // 17 // samaH zatrau ca mitre ca, tathA mAnA'pamAnayoH / zItoSNa-sukha-duHkheSu samaH saGgavivajitaH // 18 // tulyanindAstutiaunI santuSTo yena kenacit / aniketaH sthiramati: bhaktimAn me priyo naraH // 19 // ye tu dhAmRtamidaM yathoktaM paryupAsate / zraddadhAnA matparamA bhaktAste'tIva me priyAH // 20 // - gItA, adhyAya - 12 bhakta ke prAyaH ye sabhI guNa pUjyazrI meM hameM dRSTigocara hoNge| aise prabhu-bhakta ke zrImukha se nikale hue udgAra kitane mahattvapUrNa hoMge? pUrva prakAzita do pustakoM ke abhiprAyoM se isakA dhyAna AtA hai| isa pustaka kA Amukha likhanevAle pravacana-prabhAvaka, yogamArga ke rasika pUjya AcAryazrI yazovijayasUrijI mahArAja, pravacanaprabhAvaka bandhu yugala pUjya AcAryazrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI ma., pUjya AcArya zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ma. se hama anugrahIta haiN| ina tInoM prakAzanoM ke sambandha meM mUlyavAn mArga-darzana-dAtA vidvadvarya pUjya paMnyAsa pravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara ke hama RNI haiN| isa avataraNa-sampAdana ke kArya meM kahIM bhI pUjyazrI ke Azaya ke viruddha Alekhana huA ho to micchAmi dukkaDaM kI yAcanA karate haiN| anya do pustakoM kI taraha isa pustaka ko bhI jijJAsu pAThakagaNa Antarika bhAvanA se pasanda kareMge aura lAbhAnvita hoMge aisI zraddhA rakhate haiN| - paMnyAsa mukticandravijaya gaNi - gaNi municandravijaya

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....50 ....40 ....40 sahAyakoM ko dhanyavAda... // zrI jaina tapAgaccha dharmazAlA, phalodI..................... ...625 zrI phalodI cAturmAsa-vyavasthA samiti, phalodI (jJAnadravya) us kavaralAla cerITebala TrasTa, cennaI ............ ........ 125 Is M. M. Exporters (ha. : rameza muthA, cennai)..... 125 - kalApUrNa jaina ArAdhaka maMDala, cennai is kocara TeSTAilsa, phalodI, cennai ............ // esa. devarAjajI, cennai.......... 40 3 jatanAbAI pArasamalajI lukkar3a........... // sva. zrImatI caMpAbAI / (W/o. zrI muralIdharajI mAlU, cennaI - dhobIpeTa, phalodI).40 sva. zrImatI pAnIbAI (W/o. zrI udayarAjajI barar3iyA, cennaI - TI.nagara, phalodI)40 // zrImAn kalyANamalajI hIrAlAlajI vaida, cennai, phalodI... 40 // cennai - hastinApura yAtrika saMgha, cennai ...... Is sAdharmika baMdhu, cennai..... ......................... us giradhArIlAlajI kocara, cennai..................................... Is B. E jasarAja lukkar3a enDa sansa, mannAraguDI, phalodI (sva. pU. A. zrI kI nizrA meM 121 pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIoM ke sAtha zatrujaya Dema se zatrujaya ke cha'rI pAlaka saMgha (19-5-2000 se 24-5-2000) kI smRti meM) ........ 25 us sujAnamalajI azokakumArajI lukkar3a, cennai-phalodI....... 25 Is saMtoSajI sonI........... kaccha vAgar3a dezoddhAraka adhyAtmayogI pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kA vi.saM. 2057 kA aMtima cAturmAsa janmabhUmi phalodI meM huaa| pUjyazrI ke asIma upakAroM ko hama kabhI bhUla nahIM sakate / / __ pUjyazrI sadA ke lie apanI amRtamaya tattva-vANI se upakAra kara hI rahe hai| calo, pAna kareM amRta-vANI kA... ina pustakoM ke mAdhyama se / 12

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apane sasare - sAle evaM putra munioM ke sAtha, vi.saM. 2016, AdhoI - kaccha - 17-9-2000, ravivAra azvina-kRSNA 4 sAta covIsI dharmazAlA, pAlItAnA (8) purisavarapuMDarIyANaM / bhagavAna ke acintya sAmarthya se hI hamako aisI sAmagrI milI hai, prabhu-zAsana milA hai, thor3I bhI dharma zraddhA milI hai / 'cattAri paramaMgANi' ___- uttarAdhyayana 4/1 koI pUrvajanma ke puNyodaya se hI ina cAra vastuoM (mAnava bhava, dharma-zravaNa, dharma-zraddhA, dharmAcaraNa) taka hama pahuMca sake haiM, agara pahuMce nahIM hoM to pahuMca sakate haiM / abhI hamAre lie mukti kitanI dUra ? lagabhaga kinAre taka pahuMca gae haiM / 15 durlabha vastuoM meM mAtra tIna kI hI truTI hai, kSapakazreNi, kevalajJAna aura mokSa ! cintAmaNi ratna ke lie koI vyakti jiMdagIbhara bhaTakatA rahe aura kisI caravAhe ke hAtha meM vaha vyakti cintAmaNi ratna dekheM, to kaisA lage ? cintAmaNi jaisA dharma hamAre hAtha meM hai| lekina hama caravAhe to nahIM hai na...? kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 o Sanon 1)

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caravAhe ko agara pUche : 'tU isa camakate patthara ko kyA karegA ?' to usakA javAba hogA... 'maiM apane baccoM ko khelane ke lie dUMgA / ' dharma-cintAmaNi kA aisA kSullaka upayoga to hama nahIM kara rahe hai na? aisI sAmagrI milI, isakI kyA prazaMsA kareM? kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrasUrijI jaise zrAvakatva kI prazaMsA karate haiM / ___ Apa aura indra donoM eka-dUsare ke sAtha saudA karane ke lie taiyAra ho jAo to indra taiyAra ho jaaegaa| samRddhi-hIna aisA zrAvakajIvana bhI indra ko atyaMta priya hai, jaba ki Apa dharmahIna aise indrAsana ke lie hI tar3apa rahe haiM / dharma-sAmagrI kI durlabhatA kA patA calate hI bhAvollAsa hamezAM bar3hatA hI jAegA / paramAtmA kI pUjA kA sAkSAt phala yahI hai : citta kI prasannatA / abhyarcanAdarhatAM manaHprasAdastataH samAdhizca / tato'pi niHzreyasamato hi tatpUjanaM nyAyyam // ___ - umAsvAti zuddha AjJA kA pAlana vaha bhagavAna kI pratipatti pUjA hai / mile hue isa dharma-cintAmaNi ko bAtoM meM, nAma kI kAmanA meM kho na deM, usa viSaya meM sAvadhAna rahanA haiM / cAra yA dasa saMjJAoM meM se koI saMjJA hameM pakar3a na leM, vaha dekhanA haiM / prabhu hI hameM isase bacA sakate haiM / yoga kA zuddha bIja prabhu ke apAra prema se hI milatA haiM / bIja prApti bhI prabhu ke apAra prema se hI hotI haiM / bIja kA vikAsa bhI prabhu ke apAra prema se hI hotA haiM / bIja bone ke bAda kisAna dekhabhAla karane kA chor3a deM, to kyA ho ? abhI kisAna iMtajAra kara rahe haiM : kabhI varSA ho / dharma-bIja meM bhI guru bhagavaMta kI vANI-vRSTi jarurI haiM / naMda maNiyAra mahAna zrAvaka thA, lekina bhagavAna kI vANI-vRSTi na milI, guru kA samAgama na milA to vAva-kUeM Adi banAkara vAha-vAha meM par3a gayA / marakara meMr3haka banA / yaha to acchA huA ki meMr3haka ( 2 ooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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ke bhava meM bhagavAna mila gaye aura usakA uddhAra ho gayA, nahIM to kyA hotA ? bhagavAna ko dUra karane se naMda maNiyAra meMr3haka banA / bhagavAna ke namaskAra ke bhAva mAtra se meMr3haka dardurAMka deva banA / ___ dharma-bIja ko bone ke bAda saMbhAla rakhane meM na AyeM to Age kA vikAsa durlabha bana jAtA hai / maiM merI hI bAta karUM to logoM kI itanI bhIr3a ki maiM apane lie 5-10 miniTa bhI nahIM nikAla sakatA / bahutabAra hotA hai : maiM kyA dUMgA ? mere pAsa kyA haiM ? phira bhI vicAra AtA hai : mujhe bhale hI kucha nahIM AtA / mere bhagavAna ko to AtA haiM, ve sAtha hai| phira kyA cintA ? paNa mujha navi bhaya hAtho-hAthe, tAre te cha sAthe re; ___- pU. upA. yazovijayajI saca kahatA hUM : abhI hI bhagavatI kA pATha mahAtmAoM ko dekara AyA huuN| kyA kahUMgA ? vaha thor3A bhI socakara nahIM AyA hUM / bhagavAna bharose gADI calA rahA huuN| - hamako zaraNAgati bhI kahA~ AtI hai ? vaha bhI bhagavAna hI sIkhAte haiM / * bhagavAna siMha jaise haiN| siMha jaisA zaurya zreNika, sulasA, revatI Adi meM A sake, lekina sAmAnya logoM kA kyA ? AThavAM vizeSaNa hai : bhagavAna puMDarIka kamala jaise haiM, darzana mAtra se sabako AnaMda denevAle haiN| __ bhagavAna ke binA yaha AnaMda dUsare kahAM se milegA ? naTanaTI ke darzana se milegA ? bahuta loga. prApta karane kA prayatna karate haiM, paraMtu mile kahAM se ? kamala banatA hai, kIcar3a aura pAnI se, lekina rahatA haiM nyArA ! bhagavAna bhI kamala jaise haiM / lakSmI ne apane nivAsa ke rUpa meM kamala ko svIkArA haiN| isI lie 'kamalA' kahalAI haiM / lakSmI ko kamala ke pAsa jAnA par3atA haiM / yahAM para kamala prabhu kI sevA karane ke (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400amoooooooooooooooo 3)

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lie Ate haiM / prabhu ke caraNa jahAM par3ate haiM, vahAM para kamala upasthita ho jAte haiM / kamala AnaMda kA kAraNa banatA haiM, usI taraha bhagavAna mokSaparama AnaMda ke kAraNa banate haiM / jayai jagajjIvajoNi, viyANao jagaguru jagANaMdo / ___- malayagiri Avazyaka TIkA isa zloka meM bhagavAna ko 'jagANaMdo' kahe haiM / bhagavAna jagata ko AnaMda denevAle to haiM hI, unakA kahA huA dharma bhI AnaMda denevAlA haiM / bhagavAnane kaisI jamAvaTa kara dI hai ? vicArate hI AnaMdaAnaMda chA jAtA hai ! anArya kula meM janma liyA hotA to ? ajaina kula meM yA mAMsAhArI kula meM janma liyA hotA to ? jaina ke yahAM janma lene ke bAvajUda aise saMskArI mAtA-pitA na mile hote to ? bhagavAnane hamAre lie kaisI suMdara vyavasthA kara dI haiM ? yaha vicArate hI AnaMda chA nahIM jAtA ? aisI sAmagrI milI, saMskAra Tike rahe, usakA kAraNa puNya haiM / puNya ke kAraNa bhagavAna haiM / isIlie bhagavAnane hI yaha saba jamA diyA hai, aisA kaha sakate haiM / bhagavAna kA dharma kaisA AnaMdakArI haiM ? inake dharma kA pAlana bhale Apa karo, kiMtu AnaMda kinako hoM ? dharmI jina jIvoM kI rakSA kare unako AnaMda na hoM ? bhagavAna kA janma hotA hai, aura samagra jIva ko AnaMda hotA haiM, yahI isa bAta kA pratIka haiM / dUsaroM ko sukha-AnaMda aura prasannatA deM, yahI dharma se sIkhanA haiM / eka 'abhaya' zabda meM sukha, AnaMda, prasannatA vageraha saba kucha haiM / bhagavAna hI nahIM, bhagavAna kA bhakta bhI abhayadAtA hotA hai, bhagavAna kA sAdhu matalaba AnaMda kI prabhAvanA karanevAlA ! jahAM jAtA haiM vahAM para AnaMda kI buAI karate hI jAtA haiM / jahAM jAtA hai, vahAM prasannatA bichAte jAtA haiM / Apa dUsaroM ko AnaMda to hI de sakate ho, agara jIvoM para apAra karuNA hoM / karuNArahita hRdayavAle ko kabhI dIkSA nahIM de sakate / yadi de dI gaI ho to ravAnA karanA par3atA haiM / eka makkhI (4 asaanaamaas an asam as soon as kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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mArane kI AdatavAle ko pU. bApajI ma. kI AjJA se utpravrajita karanA par3A thA / sAdhukA dravya dIkSA kA pAlana bhI logoM ko kitanA AnaMda detA haiM ? dakSiNameM gaye / ajaina prajA bhI itanI prasannatA se jhUkatI hai ki hama stabdha bana jAyeM / bhagavAnane kaisA dharma batAyA haiM ? isa jIvana meM hama dUsaroM ko AnaMda ke sthAna para udvega deM to ? hamAre kAraNa koI dharma kI niMdA kare to ? pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. kahate : 'cAroM tarapha hariyAlIvAlA sthAna ho, ror3a ke upara hI hariyAlI rahita sthAna milatA ho to hariyAlI ke upara baiThIye, kiMtu ror3a ke upara nahIM / ' hamAre kAraNa kisI ko udvega ho, aisA vyavahAra ho hI kaise sakatA haiM ? zAsana kI prabhAvanA ke lie zAyada puNya cAhie, paraMtu apabhrAjanA rokane ke lie aise puNya kI jarurata nahIM haiM / yaha to sabase ho sakatA haiM / yaha sabakA kartavya haiM / bIlImorAvAle jItubhAI zropha ke dvArA 'upadezadhArA' pustaka milI haiM / zailI rocaka asarakAraka haiN| kathAvArtAlApa, sUtrAtmaka nirUpaNa, prakaraNa ke aMtameM vizeSa preraka pariccheda ityAdi atyaMta upayogI haiM / pasaMdagI ke viSaya... mAnava jIvanameM udAtta bhAvanA aura guNoM ke vikAsameM pUraka bana sakate haiM / Apake sAhitya-saMpAdana ke bAremeM jAnA haiM / jaina gItA kAvyoM kA saMzodhana cala rahA haiM / usameM jJAnasAra gItAkA ApazrIne padyAnuvAda kiyA haiM usakI noTa kI haiM / - DokaTara kavina zAha .bIlImorA (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000000000000000 5)

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pU. bhadraMkarasUrijI evaM pU. jaMbUvi. ke sAtha, zaMkhezvara, vi.saM. 2046 18-9-2000, somavAra azvina kRSNA - 5 * isa tIrtha ke AlaMbana se aneka AtmAeM mokSa meM gaI haiM aura bhaviSya meM jAegI / ___'tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra' - AnaMdaghanajI tIrtha kI sevA karatA haiM, use AnaMdaghana-pada (mokSa) milatA hI haiM / tIrtha kI sevA aura tIrthaMkara kI sevA, donoM meM mahattva kisakA jyAdA ? tIrthaMkara kI sevA mukti detI haiM, usI taraha tIrtha kI sevA bhI mukti detI haiM na...? arihaMtAdi cAra kI hama zaraNa late haiM, kiMtu inameM zaraNa dene kI zakti hI na hotI to ? inameM lokottamattva yA maMgalattva na hotA to hameM lAbha milatA ? cAroM kI zaraNa meM mukhya arihaMta kI zaraNa haiM / usake bAda siddha, sAdhu aura dharma haiM / yahAM dekhA nA ? tIrtha ke lie do haiM : sAdhu aura dharma / isIlie hI tIrthaMkara se tIrtha balavAna haiN| hemacandrasUrijI kahate haiM : terI, tere phalabhUta siddhoM kI, tere (60000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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zAsana meM rakta munioM kI, aura tere zAsana (dharma) kI zaraNa svIkAratA hUM / tvAM tvatphalabhUtAn... vItarAga stotra arihaMta ke sevaka bhI bananA ho to unakI acintya zakti jAnanI hI par3atI haiM / yaha acintya zakti hI tIrtha meM kAma kara rahI haiM / bhagavAna AdinAtha se mokSa meM gaye, usase asaMkhya gune unake tIrtha ke AlaMbana se gaye haiM / bhale guru upakAra karate lagate hoM, paraMtu gurubhI Akhira bhagavAna ke hI na...? AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUrijIko maiMne isI taraha samajhAyA thA : zibirArthIoM meM dUsare kisIkA nahIM, ApakA hI hAtha guru pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijIneM pakaDA, usakA kyA kAraNa ? yahI bhagavAnakI kRpA kahI jAtI haiM / vaha bhale guru ke mAdhyama se AtI ho, lekina haiM bhagavAna kI / tIrthaMkarone apanI zakti vAsakSepa dvArA gaNadharoMmeM sthApita kI / gaNadharoM kI yaha zakti pATa-paraMparA se AcAryoMmeM sthApita hotI AI / yahI zakti Aja bhI kAma kara rahI haiM / bahuta zrAvaka kahate haiM : ApakA upakAra haiM / hamane to Apako hI dekheM haiM / maiM kahatA hUM : nahIM bhAI ! yaha bhagavAna kA upakAra haiM / yaha bhI kahane ke lie nahIM, hRdaya se kahanA cAhie / agara thor3A sA 'maiM' A jAya to hama moha kI cAlameM phaMsa jAte haiM / jina aura jinAgama ekarUpa hI haiM / 'jinavara jinAgama eka rUpe' yaha bAta paM. vIravijayajI kahAM se lAye ? 'pukkharavaradI' dekho / usameM sabase pahale bhagavAnakI stuti kI haiM / ziSya zaMkA uThAtA haiM : yahAM to AgamakI stuti cala rahI haiM / to bhagavAnakI stuti kisa lie ? zaMkA ko dUra karate kahA : bhagavAna aura zruta donoM eka hI haiM, isIlie / * tumhArA jJAna tadubhaya taka na pahuMce to usake pahale ke sAtoM * (jJAnAcAra) vyartha haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 07

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tadubhaya kA artha sUtra aura artha to hotA hI haiM / paraMtu usakA mahattvapUrNa dUsarA bhI artha hotA haiM : jIvana meM utAranA / jaisA jAnA vaisA jInA vaha tadubhaya haiM / zrutajJAna par3hate ho taba bhagavAna hI sAmane dikhane cAhie, isIlie maiM yaha bAta kaha rahA huuN| hamane to bhagavAna aura bhagavAnakA nAma, bhagavAna aura bhagavAnake Agama alaga kara diye haiN| bhagavAna isI taraha hI Apake pAsa AyeMge, dehadhArI banakara nahIM AyeMge, jaise jainetaroM meM Ate haiM / ___ 'nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna' aisA mAnavijayajIne yoM hI nahIM kahA / nAma bolate samaya ApakI cetanA bhagavanmaya banI yAne bhagavAna A hI gaye samajheM / pU.A. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : upayoga (jAgRti) ke binA bhI bhagavAna kA nAma le sakate haiM na ? pUjyazrI : usa samaya bhagavAna nahIM Ate aisA samajha lo / bhagavAna ke binA kucha yAda na hoM, mAtra bhagavAna kA hI smaraNa hoM to bhagavAna Ate hI haiM / yaha to Apa manameM 17 vastueM rakhakara bhagavAna ko yAda karate ho ! bhagavAna kahAM se AyeMge ? ___ muni bhAgyezavijayajI : bhagavAnakI phI bahuta UMcI haiM / pUjyazrI : hAM... haiM hI, nahIM to bahuta loga bhagavAna ko prApta kara leM / uvasaggaharaM kI kucha gAthAeM isIlie hI saMharaNa karanI paDI nA ? bhagavAna kI stuti karate loga apane saMsArI kArya bhI karAne lage / zaMkhezvarameM Aja yahI calatA haiM na ? Agamake ekeka akSarameM bhagavAna dikhate hoM to abhyAsa chor3a deMge ? AgamameM rasa nahIM par3egA ? phona naM. Apa ghUmAo to zAyada usa vyakti ke sAtha saMparka na ho, vaisA bana bhI sakatA hai, paraMtu Agama ke akSaroM se bhagavAna na mileM, aisA nahIM hI hogA / zarta mAtra itanI : ApakA mana bhagavanmaya cAhie, merA mana bhI kabhI-kabhI hI bhagavanmaya bana sakatA haiM / vikSipta avasthA meM hI mana lagabhaga jyAdA rahatA haiM / hameM to hamAre nAmakI, hamAre ahaMkI jyAdA ciMtA haiM / bhagavAna (80000000000oooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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ke sAtha kyA lenA-denA haiM hameM ? phira bhagavAna hRdaya meM kaise AyeMge ? * sUtra-artha to phira bhI karate haiM, lekina tadubhayameM kyoM khAmI haiM ? AtmA ke anaMta guNoM meM mukhya ATha guNa haiM / una guNoM ko rokane ke lie hI jJAnAvaraNIyAdi ATha karma cipake hue haiN| __inameM bhI mukhya mohanIya haiM / usane do khAte saMbhAle haiM : darzana aura cAritra rokane ke / moha kA jora hoM vahAM taka 'tadubhaya' nahIM AtA / tadubhaya ke lie khAsa cAritra mohanIya kA kSayopazama cAhie / isake pahale darzana mohanIya kA kSayopazama cAhie / * maiM bolUM usakA koI mahattva nahIM / sAmane zAstrapaMkti hoM to hI mahattva haiM / * tIrthaMkara nAmakarmakA bandha kinako hotA hai ? sirpha bAhyatapa-kriyA se nahIM, 400 upavAsa se nahIM, lekina jisane bhagavAna ke sAtha samApatti sAdhI usako hI bandha hotA haiM / bAkI bAhya tapazcaryA to abhavya bhI kara sakatA haiM / * dhyAnakI sAdhanA se prajJA parikamita na baneM vahAM taka Agama kA rahasyArtha nahIM milatA / jainetaroM meM kahA haiM : AgamenAnumAnena, yogAbhyAsarasena ca / tridhA prakalpayan prajJAM, labhate tattvamuttamam // Agama, anumAna aura yogAbhyAsa kA rasa - ina tInoM se prajJA ko parikarmita karatA sAdhaka uttama tattvako prApta karatA haiM / * bhagavatImeM gautama svAmI prazna karate haiM vaha yoM hI nahIM karate / bhagavatI meM likhA haiM : 'jhANakoTThagae' / artha-porasI meM dhyAna koThe meM praveza karane ke bAda pUchate the / jyoM jyoM usakA dhyAna dhareM, tyoM tyoM naye-naye arthoM kI sphuraNA hotI hI jAtI haiM / zruta-kevalIoMmeM bhI artha-ciMtana meM taratamatA hotI haiM, paraspara chaTThANavar3iyA hotA haiM / * jitanA ciMtana gaharA, artha utane jyAdA sphurate haiM / * ghar3iyAla ke sabhI sperapArTa kAmake haiM, usI prakAra sAdhu (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 60 mmswwwwwwww8)

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jIvana ke sarva aMga kAmake haiN| aThAraha hajAra zIlAMga kAmake haiM / eka bhI aMga bigar3A to ArAdhanA kI ghar3iyAla aTaka jAtI haiM / * puNiyA zrAvaka ke sAmAyikakI prazaMsA kyoM kI? usakA mana itanA pavitra aura sthira rahatA ki koI bhI azuddhi jaldI se pakar3I jAtI thI / isIlie hI bhUla se par3osIke gharakA gobara A jAne se usakA mana sAmAyika meM lagA nahIM thA / Apake pAsa kitanA anyAyakA dhana hogA ? phira Apa kahate haiM : mAlA meM mana nahIM lagatA / kahAM se lagegA ? hama kitane aticAroM se bhare hue haiM ? phira mana kahAM se lageM ? puNiyA zrAvaka ko itanI saMbhAla rakhanI par3I to hamako kucha saMbhAla nahIM rakhanI ? AtmA ko AzvAsana de sakeM aisI sAdhanA na karUM to merA sAdhupana kisa kAmakA ? - aisA vicAra nahIM AtA ? choTA bAlaka khelate 10 lAkha rUpaye kI gaTharI jalA deM, to dekhakara usake pitA ko kitanA duHkha hogA ? aisA hI duHkha hameM ho rahA haiM : saMyama meM hotI azuddhioM ko dekhakara, hote hue pramAda ko dekhakara / Agama, anumAna aura yogAbhyAsa se prajJA ko parikarmita karane ke lie ajaina loga kahate haiN| hamAre haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM : zruta, cintA aura bhAvanAse AtmAko parikarmita banAnI haiN| bhAvanA jJAnavAlA cAritravAna hI hotA haiM, vaha tattva saMvedana ko pAyA huA hI hotA haiM / zrutajJAna : sAmAnya zabda kA jJAna / ciMtAjJAna : TIkA - niyukti - cUrNi Adi se viziSTa arthakA jJAna / jinhoMne artha (TIkA)kA niSedha kiyA unhoMne bhagavAnako khoye / kyoMki bhagavAna svayaM artha se hI dezanA dete haiM / bhAvanAjJAna : hRdaya meM usako bhAvita banAnA vaha ! * jIva navi puggalI ! sumatinAtha bhagavAna ke devacandrakRta stavanakI yaha gAthA haiM / mujhe to ye stavana bAlapana se hI kaMThastha ho gaye the / bhagavatI ke pATha to kahAM yAda rahate haiM ? lekina yaha kar3I to manameM hI ghUmatI rahatI haiN| (1000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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yadi zarIra kA pudgalapana dhyAnameM na raheM, thor3A pramAda ho jAya to moha AkramaNa karate DaratA nahIM haiM / / bAlapanameM kaNThastha kI huI ye kRtiyAM Aja mere liye mUlyavAn bana gaI haiM / jaise kisI gRhastha ko saste bhAva meM kharIdA huA sonA Aja mUlyavAn bana jAtA haiM / * pU. haribhadrasUrijIne yahAM hara padameM anya matakA khaMDana kiyA haiM; usakA kAraNa yaha haiM ki : jainetaroM kI ora se jainoM para AkSepa hue the / ina AkSepoM kA khaMDana jarUrI thA / ataH haribhadrasUrijI gRhasthavAsase hI caudaha vidyA ke pAragAmI vidvAna the / isIlie inake sAmane usa yuga ke sabhI mata upasthita rahe hoM / isI kAraNa se ekeka padameM anya matakA sahaja rUpa se khaMDana hotA rahatA hai| ApazrI dvArA bhejI gaI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri 3' evaM mannAraguDI se pu.naM. 2 prApta huI / hararoja subaha sAmAyikameM inhIM pustakoM para vAMcana cala rahA haiM / ApakA saMkalana evaM guru bhagavaMta kI vAcanA itanI gajaba kI haiM ki mAno ve phalodImeM nahIM, balki beMgalorameM hamAre samakSa baiThakara samajhA rahe haiM / sAmAyika kA samaya kaba pUrA hotA haiM patA nahIM calatA / mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma.sA. ko vimalanAtha bhagavAna kI pratimA dekhakara tRpti nahIM hotI haiM balki dekhane kI jijJAsA baDhatI haiM / usI bhAMti hameM ApakA sAhitya paDhakara aise sAhitya jyAdA se jyAdA paDhane kI jijJAsA baDhatI haiM / pU. guru bhagavaMtazrI jyAdA se jyAdA aisI pravacana gaMgA kI dhArA pravAhita karate rahe evaM Apa usa dhArA ko hama taka pahuMcAte raheM / - azoka je. saMghavI beMgalora -40woooooooooooooooooo 11

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pU. guNaratnasUrijI ke sAtha, bherutArakadhAma (rAja.) vi.saM. 2057 19-9-2000, maMgalavAra azvina kR. 6 tIrthaMkarameM acintya zakti hotI haiM / hamArI kalpanAmeM bhI na Aye aise upakAra usa zakti se hote rahate haiM / dIrghadRSTi se vicAreM to mahAvideha kSetrameM rahe hue tIrthaMkara bhI upakAra karate hI haiM / ghara kA vyakti videza jAtA haiM to bhI gharakA hI kahA jAtA haiM / tIrthaMkara kisI bhI sthala para hoM, hamAre hI haiM / mahAvideha kSetra meM rahe hue bhagavAna mahAvideha ke logoM ke hI nahIM, hamAre bhI haiN| agara aisA na hotA to roja unake caityavaMdana kA vidhAna na hotA / bhagavAnane hamako yahAM rakhe haiM vaha hameM paripakva banAne ke lie ! alaga kSetra meM rahate haiM, usase hama koI alaga nahIM haiN| mAM apane putrako kamAne ke lie paradezameM bhejatI haiM, usase hRdayakI judAI thor3e hI ho jAtI haiM ? bhUtakAlakA vartamAnameM AropaNa karake jaise bhagavAnake kalyANakoM kI ArAdhanA kI jAtI haiM vaise bhAvI kA bhI vartamAnameM AropaNa kara sakate haiM / isI dRSTi se bharatane aSTApadake upara 24 tIrthaMkarokI mUrtiyAM bharAi thI / (12 8 600 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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isI dRSTikoNaseM maiM kahatA hUM : eka tIrthaMkara kI stavanA sarva tIrthaMkaroM ko pahuMcatI haiM / eka tIrthaMkara kA prabhAva Apa jhelate hoM, taba sabhI tIrthaMkara kA prabhAva jhelate hoM / eka tIrthaMkara ko prema karate ho taba Apa sarva tIrthaMkaro ko prema karate ho / eka tIrthaMkara ko Apa prema karate hoM taba sarva tIrthaMkaro ke nAma, sthApanA, Agama Adi saba para prema karate ho / . jo nAma prabhu ke sAtha abheda sAdhatA haiM, phira mUrti ke sAtha abheda sAdhatA haiM usI ko hI bhAva bhagavAna mila sakate haiN| isIlie hI hameM yahAM (bharatakSetrameM) rakhe gaye haiN| jisase nAma-sthApanA kI bhakti kara bhAva-bhagavAna kI bhUmikA kA nirmANa kara sakeM / hama nAma-nAmI ko bilakula bhinna mAnate haiM, usI ke kAraNa hRdaya se bhakti kara nahIM sakate haiM / abhI bhagavatImeM hama par3hakara Aye haiM : guNa-guNIkA kathaMcit abheda hotA haiM / agara aisA na hotA to guNa aura guNI donoM alaga-alaga ho jAte / guNa-guNI kI taraha nAma-nAmI kA bhI abheda haiM / nAma, mUrti aura AgamameM to bhakta, bhagavAnako dekhatA hI haiM, Age bar3hakara caturvidha saMghake pratyeka sabhyameM bhI bhagavAna dekhatA haiM / tIrtha tIrthaMkara se sthApita haiM / guru ziSya ke upara upakAra karate haiM vaha bhI vastutaH bhagavAnakA hI upakAra haiM / guru to mAtra vAhaka haiM, mAdhyama haiN| zAstroMmeM vahAM taka kahA haiM : hama bhagavAnako namaskAra karate haiM vaha namaskAra bhI hamArA nahIM, bhagavAnakA ginA jAtA haiM, naigamanayase / namaskAra maiMne kiyA vaha bhagavAnakA kaise ? dalAlane seThakI taraphase kamAI kI, lekina vaha seTha kI hI ginI jAtI haiM na...? rasoiyA khilAtA haiM, lekina khAnA to seTha kA hI kahA jAtA haiM na...? naukarane gadhA kharIdA, kiMtu vaha seTha kA hI ginA jAtA haiM na...? hama caturvidha-saMgha ke sabhI sabhya bhagavAna ke haiM na...? kAnajI ke matakI taraha hama sirpha upAdAnako hI mahattva nahIM kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000 000 13)

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dete, bhagavAna ko Age rakhate haiM, pUjya devacandrajIkI taraha hama nimitta kAraNa ko Age rakhate haiM / hama hI bhagavAna ke hoM to hamArA namaskAra hamArA kaise ho sakatA haiM ? hama pUre hI vAhana meM baiThe hoM to hamArA sAmAna hamAre upara bhArarUpa kaise bana sakatA haiM ? namaskAra bhI bhagavAna le leM to hamAre pAsa rahA kyA ? aise vicArakara ciMtAtura mata honA / hamAre seTha (bhagavAna) itane udAra haiM ki ve hamAre namaskAra rakha nahIM dete, lekina anekagune bar3hAkara vApasa dete haiM / hama abhI taka bhagavAna ko saMpUrNa samarpita nahIM bane haiM / samarpita bane hoM to judAI kaisI ? maiM svayaM sAtha huuN| mujhameM itanA samarpaNa bhAva nahIM pragaTA haiM / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : yaha saba bahuta kaThina haiM / pUjyazrI : kaThina to haiM lekina karanA haiM / Apake jaise vaktA yahAM sunane ke lie Ate haiM, yahI yogyatA kA sUcaka haiM / Apake jaise anekoM ko pahuMcAeMge / / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : hama to Apako lUTane Aye haiN|| pUjyazrI : aba Apa bhI dUsaroM ko denA / mere jaise 'kaMjUsa' mata bananA / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : kaMjUsa zabda kA prayoga zubha samayameM huA haiM / pUjyazrI : usa dina Agama-paricaya vAcanAmeM maiMne bhagavatI ke lie (ghaNTe-Der3ha ghaNTe ke lie)nA kaha dI thI to Apako kaMjUsI lagI hogI, lekina svAsthya ke kAraNa jyAdA khIMca sakU aisA na lagane ke kAraNa nA kahI thIM, bAkI kahAM etarAja thA ? pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : nahIM, aisA to mere manameM bhI nahIM thA / yaha bAta to pU. kalpataruvijayajI se ho gaI thI / parasauM to Apa poNA ghaNTA bahuta hI svasthatA se bole the / pUjyazrI : 15-20 miniTa kA bolakara 30-40 miniTa ho jAye to etarAja nahIM, paraMtu ghaNTe kA vacana dene ke bAda 20 miniTa meM pUrA nahIM kara sakate, samajhe ? (14 80oooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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* samagra jIvarAzimeM bhagavAna haiM / samagra jIvarAzimeM hama haiM yA nahIM ? agara hama bhagavanmaya hoM to usase kama kyoM mAneM ? upayogAtmA, dravyAtmA aura darzanAtmA ke rUpameM hama siddhoM ke sAtha haiM / (bhagavatImeM abhI 8 AtmAoM kI bAta cala rahI haiM / upayogAtmA Adi tIna inameM se hI haiM / ) siddha samAna hote hue bhI hama pAmara bane hue haiM / yahI bar3I karuNatA haiM / * hama pAse pheMkate haiM deha Adi ke upara, lekina baMdhana hotA haiM hamArA svayaM kA hI / hamArA yaha pAsA nayA haiM / kevaTa jAla pheMkatA haiM, paraMtu pakar3AI jAtI haiM machaliyAM, paraMtu yahAM para to hamArI jAlameM hama hI pakar3A rahe haiM / siddhatva yAda rahe to aisI jAla meM kabhI phaMseMge nahIM / Atmabodho navaH pAzo, dehagehadhanAdiSu / yaH kSipto'pyAtmanA teSu, svasya baMdhAya jAyate // ___ - jJAnasAra * caturazitijIvayonilakSaprANanAthAya / - zakrastava bhagavAna caurAzI lAkha jIvayoni ke prANanAtha haiM / bhagavAnane to hamAre sAtha abhedabhAva kiyA, lekina hamane hI bhagavAna ke sAtha bheda rakhA haiM / bhagavAna to hamAre sAtha saMparka rakhane ke lie taiyAra haiM, hama hI taiyAra nahIM haiN| bhagavAna ke sAtha saMparka sAdhane ke lie hI 'prItalaDI baMdhANI re' vageraha stavana gAtA hUM / (9) purisavaragaMdhahatthINaM / / isa pada se guNakrama-abhidhAna-vAdI bRhaspati ke ziSyoM ke mata kA khaMDana huA haiM / AtmAke anaMtaguNoM kA koI krama nahIM haiN| jaina darzana ekAnta mAnanevAlA nahIM haiM / isIlie guNoM kA varNana krama se bhI kiyA jAtA haiM, utkrama se bhI kiyA jAtA haiM / usakI dalIla yaha haiM ki kitaneka guNa chadmastha-avasthA ke haiM / koi guNa kevalajJAna ke bAda ke haiM / guNa-varNana kramazaH honA cAhie / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400amoooooooooo 15)

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paraMtu hamAre yahAM pazcAnupUrvI se, pUrvAnupUrvI se, anAnupUrvI se saba taraha varNana ho sakatA haiM / udAharaNa ke taura para mukhyatA kI apekSA se samyagdarzana ke lakSaNoM meM zama prathama haiM / utpatti kI apekSA se AstikatA prathama haiM / vahAM pazcAnupUrvI bhI svIkAra kI gai haiM / usI taraha yahAM bhI samajheM / / * gaMdhahastI se dUsare hAthI bhAga jAte haiM, miTTI ke tela se ciMTIyA bhAga jAtI haiM, usI taraha bhagavAna se sAre upadrava bhAga jAte haiM / isIlie hI bhagavAna puruSoM meM 'gaMdhahastI' haiM / puNyapuruSa ho vahAM upadrava kama hota haiM, unake sAnidhya se AnaMda-maMgala phailatA rahatA haiM / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : jaise abhI upadrava nahIM haiN| pUjyazrI : aise nahIM kaha sakate / Apa saba sAtha meM hI ho nA...? kahanevAle to aise bhI kahate haiM ki ye hote haiM vahAM vRSTi nahIM AtI / donoM tarapha bolanevAle loga haiN| hameM donoM meM samabhAva rakhanA haiM / * alokameM kisIko jAnA haiM ? bar3A sthAna milegA / AkAzAstikAyane to kaha diyA haiM : yahAM Apa akele nahIM raha sakate / dUsaroM ko sthAna denA hI par3egA / 'mere kamare meM maiM dUsare ko Ane nahIM dUMgA' aisI vRtti mere pAsa nahIM calegI / AkAza kI udAratA to dekho / dharma-adharma pudgala, jIva vageraha ko kaise samAkara alipta bhAva se baiThA haiM / isake pAsase udAratA guNa lene jaisA nahIM haiM ? choTI-choTI tuccha bAtoM ko lekara lar3anevAle hama isameM se koi bodhapATha leMge ? * sarvadevamayAya / - zakrastava sarva devomeM bhagavAna vyApta haiM / (bhale koi rAmakRSNa jaise kAlImAtA ko mAnate hoM, lekina namaskAra bhagavAna ko hI pahuMcatA haiM / nAma badalane se kyA ho gayA ? bhagavAna kA nAma bhI bhUla jAo to aha~ yA oM bhI calatA haiM / ) sarvajJAnamayAya - jagata kA sarvajJAna bhagavAna kA hI haiM / hama jJAna par3hate hoM taba bhagavanmaya hI hote haiM / (16wwwwwwwwwwwwwwww(r) kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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tejomayAya - bhagavAna tejomaya haiM, uddyotamaya haiM / logassa ujjoagare / sAdhaka ko bahutabAra teja dikhAI detA haiM / yaha jyotirdhyAna haiM / paramajyotirUpa bhagavAna meM se hI AtA yaha sphuliMga dhyAnamayAya - dhyAnameM pratimAjI Aye / AlaMbana pratimA kA lenA hotA haiM / dhyAna ke binA vaha ho nahIM sakatA / dhyAna jo koI bhI kareM vaha bhagavanmaya hI haiM / aise bhagavAna ke sAtha ekAkAra baneMge taba bhagavAna avazya mileMge hii| dhanameM hI saMtoSa na mAneM pUjyazrIne kahA : (amerikana jijJAsu mitroM ko) roja subaha hote hI kahA~ daur3ate ho, kyoM daur3ate ho ? dhana kamAne ke lie ? usake bAda sukha milatA haiM? ThIka haiM / dhana jIvana nirvAha kA sAdhana haiM, lekina usameM hI sukha haiM aisA mAnakara saMtoSa prApta na kareM / isa tIrthameM kyoM Aye ho ? kyA kamAI hogI? kamAImeM pharaka samajha meM AtA haiM ? prabhubhakti dvArA hI saccI kamAI hogii| - sunaMdAbahana vorA kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 67 17) kaha 40ommonommmmmmmmmmm 17

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bhuja, vi.saM. 2043 mogenenews RAN 20-9-2000, budhavAra azvina kRSNA - 7 * bhagavAna ke tIrthameM dravya se bhI puNya ke binA naMbara nahIM lagatA / bhagavAna hamAre haiM, aisA bhAva tIrtha ke AlaMbana se utpanna ho sakatA haiM / zarIra- indriyAdi mere hai - aisA mAnakara jIvana pUrA karanevAle jIva ko 'bhagavAna mere haiM' aisA kabhI lagA nahIM haiM / aneka bhavoM kA yaha abhyAsa dUra honA AsAna nahIM haiM / vikathAeM bahuta sunane milatI haiM, bhagavAna kI bAteM jagatameM kahIM sunane ko nahIM miltii| bhagavAna mere hai, acche haiM - aisI durlabha bAteM isa lalita vistarAmeM se hI Apako jAnane mileMgI / namutthuNaM to bAlapana se janate haiM, lekina usameM aisI durlabha bAteM haiM, vaha to isa lalita vistarA se hI jAna sakate haiM / bhAva tIrthaMkara bhale nahIM haiM, lekina bhAva tIrthaMkara ko paidA karanevAle saMyoga hAjira haiM / vyakti bhale hAjira na ho, paraMtu usakA nAma cAroM tarapha gUMjatA hoM, usakI tasvIreM (sthApanA) saba jagaha dikhAI detI hoM, usako dekhanevAle loga vidyamAna hoM, vaha bhI usakI mahAnatA batAne ke lie kAphI haiM / zarIra merA haiM, ghara merA haiM, aisA bahutabAra lagA, paraMtu bhagavAna 18 ooooooooooooooo

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mere haiM, aisA kabhI lagA ? bhagavAna mere haiM aisA bhAva jagane se bhagavAna kabhI dUra nahIM lageMge / 'nAma grahaMtAM AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna' - upA. mAnavijayajI 'maiM zAyada bhUla bhI jAUM / paraMtu bhagavan ! Apa to mujhe yAda karAnA thA' aise bhakta hI bhagavAnako bola sakatA haiM / bhagavAna apane nAma-mUrti-Agama-saMgha Adi ke sAtha jur3e hue haiM / isameM se kisI bhI mAdhyama se Apa bhagavAna ko pakar3a sakate hoN| * hama bhAva bhagavAnakI bAteM karate haiM / paraMtu bhAva bhagavAna ko kauna dekha sakatA haiM ? sAkSAt bhagavAna bhI sAmane baiThe ho to bhI unakA Atmadravya thor3I dikhanevAlA haiM ? zarIra hI dikhatA haiM / bhAva jina vidyamAna ho tabhI bhI unako koi hRdayameM yA gharameM le nahIM jAte, usa samaya bhI nAma aura sthApanA hI AdhArabhUta hote haiM / isIlie hI pU. devacandrajI kahate haiM : 'upakArI duga bhASye bhAkhyA, bhAva vaMdakano grahIe re...' nAma aura sthApanA jina hI logoM ke lie upakArI haiM / bhAva bhI Akhira zabda se hI pakar3A jAyegA na...? bhAvako batAnevAle aura grahaNa karanevAle zabda (nAma) hI haiM, citra (sthApanA) hI haiN| isalie hI una donoM ko upakArI kahe haiM / / to yahAM bhAva kinakA lenA ? vaMdaka kA bhAva lenA haiM / Apa bhagavAnameM jur3e aura Apake bhAvameM bhagavAna Aye, samajheM / jinhoMne bhAvameM bhagavAna lAye ve tira gaye, gautama vgerh...| jinhoMne bhAvameM bhagavAna na lAye ve DUba gaye, gozAlaka - jamAli vageraha... / bhAvameM bhagavAna lAne ke lie nAma - mUrti - AgamameM bhagavAna haiM, aisI buddhi paidA karanI par3egI / bhagavAna ko 'sarvadevamayAya' kahakara buddha, viSNu, brahmA, maheza vageraha sabake nAma (vizeSaNa sahita) zakrastavameM haiM / ina saba nAmoM kA artha bhagavAnameM bhI ghaTa sakatA haiM / dekhiye bhaktAmara : buddhastvameva / bhagavan ! Apa hI buddha ho / Apa hI zaMkara ho / Apa (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 0oooooooooooooooom 19)

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hI vidhAtA ho / Apa hI puruSottama ho / aisA ghaTAyA haiM / usake bAdameM likhA : tubhyaM namastribhuvanAtiharAya nAtha / / pUre jagata kI pIDA dUra karanevAle bhagavAna haiN| bhagavAna kA nAma lene se Aja bhI upadrava zAMta hote haiM / agara aisA nahIM hotA to zAMti, bRhat-zAMti, saMtikaraM vagereha stotra galata mAnane par3eMge / Aja lAbhazaMkara DokaTarane kahA : 'bacapana se mujhe kisI mahAtmAne navakAra sIkhAyA, usake prabhAva se maiM bicchu kA jahara utAra sakatA hUM / ' sunakara Azcarya huA / hameM jo navakAra sAmAnya lagatA haiM, unako vaha maMtra lagatA haiM / __ mullAjIne kUeMmeM se pAnI nikAlakara dene para seThane Azcaryacakita hokara pUchA : kaunasA maMtra haiM, tumhAre pAsa ? usa mullAjIne 'navakAra' maMtra sunAyA / sunakara seThajI haMsa paDe : yaha to mujhe bhI AtA haiM / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : yaha kahAM kI ghaTanA haiM ? pUjyazrI : banI huI ghaTanA hai, itanA pakkA / vizvAsa na AtA ho to Apake guru mahArAjakI hI ghaTanA kahUM / ___harijana ke koI mukhya vyaktioMne muzAyarA jamAyA / usa samaya eka vyakti jAtA haiM, kiMtu usake lie kAma siddha nahIM hogA. aisA kisIne kahA / sacamuca hI, jisa vyakti ke lie yaha gayA thA, vaha vyakti hI mara gayA thA / yaha vidyA sIkhane ke lie eka zrAvaka lalacAyA / 21 dina jApa kiyA / aMtima dina smazAnameM jAnA huA / vaha malina devI navakAra ke AbhAmaMDala ke kAraNa aMdara praveza kara sakatI nahIM thI / 'tUM navakAra bhUla jAye, tUM navakAra baMda kara de to hI maiM AUM' devIke isa vacanako ThukarAkara zrAvaka navakAra ke upara dRDha zraddhAvAlA banA / bAhara se jAnane ko mile usake bAda hI apane pAsa rahI huI vastukI mahimA samajhameM AtI haiN| (20nsonam Ho kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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* namo arihaMtANaM aura bhagavAna eka haiM, aise Apa mAnate haiM ? stotra se sAkSAt bhagavAnakI hI ArAdhanA ho sakeM, aise vizvAsa se hI AcArya mAnatuMgasUrijIne 44 ber3iyAM tor3I thIM / 'zrI supAsa jina vaMdIe' / isa stavanameM zrI AnaMdaghanajIne nAmakI hI mahimA batAI haiM / zivazaMkara, jagadIzvaru vageraha ekeka vizeSaNa to paDho / Apatti Aye taba bhagavAnake nAmake binA zAMti kahAM haiM ? isIlie hI bhagavAna ko 'jagata-jantu-vizrAma' kahA haiM / pUre vizvako jJAnase bhara denevAle bhagavAna vizvaMbhara' haiN| vividha nAmoM se bhagavAnakI kaisI vividha-vividha zaktiyAM aura kaise guNa pragaTa hue haiM ? rathako sArathi calAtA haiM, usI prakAra bhaktako bhagavAna calAte haiM / isIlie hI kahA : 'mukti paramapada-sAtha' "ema aneka abhidhA dhare, anubhava gamya-vicAra; je jANe tehane kare, AnaMdaghana avatAra...' aise bhagavAnake aneka nAma haiM / yaha anubhava se hI jAna sakate haiM / jo jAne use bhagavAna AnaMdaghana svarUpa banA dete haiM / * puruSagaMdhahastI taka asAdhAraNa hetu stotavya, saMpadA pUrI huii| (10)loguttamANaM / yahAM pAMcoM sUtroM meM loka kA artha badalatA jAtA haiM / paMcAstikAyamaya loka kahA jAtA haiM, phira bhI yahAM loka se bhavya loga hI lene haiM / eka zabda ke bahuta artha hote haiM / 'hari laMchana sapta hasta tanu' yahAM hari yAne siMha / kahIM hari zabdakA artha indra hotA haiM / aise harike 13 artha hote haiM / sarva jIvoMmeM uttama aisA kahA ho to abhavyoM se bhavya bhI uttama gine jAte haiM, isIlie hI bhavyalokameM bhI uttama bhagavAna haiM, aise isa sUtrase batAyA / / sakala maMgalake mUla bhagavAna haiM / isIlie hI ve lokottama haiM / unakA tathAbhavyatva hI usa prakArakA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4omwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 21)

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mahotsava samA pada pradAna prasaMga, vAMkI - kaccha, vi.saM. 2056, mAgha zu. 6 21-9-2000, guruvAra azvina kRSNA - 8 girivihAra dharmazAlA * sAdhanA-zibira prAraMbha : AzIrvAda + nizrA : pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI saMcAlana : pUjya yazovijayasUrijI pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI : * vizva ke pratyeka jIva ke maMgala ke lie bhagavAnane vai. sudi 11 ke dina tIrtha kI sthApanA kI, jise 2556 sAla hue / isa zAsanako AtmasAt kara usakA amRta pInevAle AcArya bhagavaMtoMne yaha zAsana yahAM taka pahuMcAyA haiM / kitanA upakAra bhagavAnakA ? 21 hajAra varSa taka tIrtha kinake bharose para? bhagavAna mokSameM gaye, kiMtu paropakArase aTake nahIM haiM / jIvoM se virakta nahIM bane haiM / bhagavAnameM vItarAgatA haiM, vaise vAtsalya bhI haiM / paraspara viruddha dharma bhI bhagavAnameM haiM / vastukA svabhAva anaMtadharmAtmaka haiM / vahI pramANabhUta mAnA jAtA haiM / (22 00000000000oomo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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'vastu anaMta svabhAva che, anaMta kathaka tasu nAma' - bhagavAna ke binA aisA tattva kauna batAe ? bhagavAnane arthase, gaNadharoMne sUtrase banAi huI dvAdazAMgI milI vaha hamArA mahApuNyodaya haiM / pU. devacandrajI * Aja ke dikhate dRzyase kise AnaMda na ho ? dhyAna ko prekTIkala banAne kI jarUrata haiM / Aja dhyAnake nAma para aise prayoga cala rahe haiM, jo dhyAna kahe jAye yA nahIM ? vahI savAla haiM / isIlie hI maiM ' dhyAna zibira' zabdakA virodhI hUM / hamAre yahAM, dhyAna na dhare to aticAra lage aisA vidhAna haiM / paraMtu harAma haiM : hamane kabhI dhyAna dharA hoM / dhyAnase bhar3akate haiM, paraMtu sAdhu jIvana hI dhyAnamaya haiM, vaha hama jAnate hI nahIM haiM / 'kriyA sarvA'pi cinmayI' apramatta sAdhukI hara kriyA cinmaya - jJAnamaya haiM / isIlie hI ye kriyA dhyAnavighAtaka nahIM, kiMtu dhyAna- poSaka haiM / 1 ye mere Apake Avazyaka nahIM haiM, * dharma dhyAna na ho to ArttAdi dhyAna rahegA hI / Aja sthiti aisI ho gayI hai : loga AkSepa karate haiM : jainoMmeM dhyAna nahIM haiM / isakA javAba dene ke lie hI isakA Ayojana huA haiM / suvihita munikI caryA na kareM to doSa lagatA haiM / manako kendrita karane ke prayatna to apanI Avazyaka cIja haiM / chaH AvazyakoM meM kyA haiM ? jIvanabhara samatAmeM rahanA vaha sAmAyika / yaha sAmAyika kI pratijJA caturvidha-saMgha samakSa hamane lI haiM / viSaya-kaSAya se tapta huuN| abhI mujhe samatA ke sarovarameM nahAnA haiM / aisI bhAvanA jage vahI saccI sAmAyika kara sakatA haiM / samatA hama mAneM utanI sarala nahIM haiM / ise prApta karane ke lie bAkI ke pAMca Avazyaka haiM / gaNadharoM ke haiM / cintAbhAvanApUrvakaH sthirAdhyavasAyaH dhyAnam / dhyAna- vicAra dhyAna ke bhedamAtra amuka hI nahIM haiM, jitanI - jitanI manakI avasthAeM haiM utane dhyAnake prakAra haiM / ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 - kaLaLa 23

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dhyAnake binA kevalajJAna nahIM milatA / dhyAnako siddha karanA haiM, aisA saMkalpa karake hI yahAM AnA / bhUmikAmeM hI samaya na jAyeM isIlie maiM saMkSepa se kahanA cAhatA hUM / pUjya yazovijayasUrijI : pharamAie, koI etarAja nahIM / pUjya zrI : pahuMcanA haiM prabhuke pAsa / prabhuke pAsa pahuMcane ke lie samatA cAhie / samatA prApta karanI ho to cauvisattho, 24 tIrthaMkaroMko pakar3o | sAmAyika ke bAda cauvisattho Avazyaka haiN| yaha krama bhagavAna kI upasthitimeM gaNadharoMne jor3A haiM, usakA khyAla haiM na...? 24 tIrthaMkaroMko jo namaskAra karatA haiM, unakA jo kIrtana karatA haiM, usIkI hI sAdhanA saphala banatI haiM, isake pIche kA yaha rahasya haiM / . sirpha hamAre puruSArtha se yaha samatA nahIM hI milatI, yahI samajhanA haiM / sAmAyika samatA sAdhya haiM / jIvanabhara mahenata kareMge to yaha milegI / zruta, samyak aura cAritra sAmAyika ke ye tIna prakAra haiM / yaha kauna detA hai ? dharma / deva darzana, guru jJAna aura dharma cAritra detA haiM / sAmAyika cAritrarUpa haiM / cavisattho ke lie logassa haiN| isa para eka pustaka prakAzita huI haiM / paDheMge to samajheMge / cauvisatthoko lAne ke lie vAMdaNA vageraha Avazyaka cAhie / * koI na hone para vAparane se pahale 'vAparuM' bolane kI Adata haiM / pU. kanaka- - devendrasUrijI kA dekhakara hamane sIkhA haiM / aisA tabhI hI bola sakate haiM, jaba deva - guru sAmane rahe hue haiM, aisA dikheM / * hamAre yahAM kadama-kadama para kahA jAtA 'deva guru pasAya' yA paccakakhANa pAranA vageraha hara prasaMga meM ginA jAtA navakAra, vaha bhagavAna kI mukhyatA ko hI batAtA haiM / 24 WWW kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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hamArA kAma, gupti (khAsakara manogupti) dvArA sAdhanA karanI haiM / manogupti kA abhyAsa karane ke lie ikaTThe huye haiM / usake pahale pAMca samiti AtmasAt bana gaI haiM, aisA samajhakara calate * AcArAMga vageraha pratyeka Agama bhagavAna svarUpa haiM / pratyeka akSara yA paMkti bhagavAna svarUpa haiM / * koI mujhe pUche : kisakA dhyAna dharate hoM ? maiM kahatA hUM : bhagavAna kA dhyAna dharatA huuN| jahAM bhagavAna na ho aise koI dhyAna-byAnakI mujhe jarurata nahIM / hamArA koI bhI kArya bhagavAnakI kRpA se hI siddha hogA, itanA hamezA ke lie Apa likhakara rakheM / * manogupti ke tIna sTepa haiM / pravacanakI mAtA kyoM kahI gaI ? adhyAtma-jagatameM mAtA jaisA kAma kara sakatI haiM / aSTa pravacana mAtAkI godameM rahe hue munikI barAbarI indra bhI nahIM kara sakate / choTA bAlaka mA ke binA nahIM jItA, usI taraha muni aSTapravacana mAtA ke binA jI nahIM sakatA / sAta mAtA (manogupti ko chor3akara) kA abhyAsa hogA to manogupti kA abhyAsa AsAnI se ho skegaa| manakI cAra avasthAeM : vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa aura sulIna / __ bAhara ke sabhI saMyoga mana ke lie zarAba hai, jisase mana uttejita hotA rahatA haiM / jaina loga T.V. vageraha rakhate haiM, usakI maiM kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sakatA / sunatA hUM taba stabdha ho jAtA huuN| dhyAnArthIoM ko sUcanA ki vApasa ghara jAkara T.V. na dekheM / are, gharameM TI.vI. rakhanA hI nahIM cAhie / yahAM nirmala bano aura T.V. dekhakara maliMna bano, aisA mata karanA / gadhA snAna kara phira kacare ke Dibbe meM AloTatA haiM, aisA mata karanA / T.V. vageraha saba nikAla denA / kihe kalApUrNasUri - 4 000000000000000000000 25)

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kapar3e bahuta dhoye / abhI manako dhonA haiM / vastra to dUsare bhI dho sakate haiM, kiMtu manako to hameM hI dhonA par3egA / ataH pahalA kAma : 1. 2. kalpanA kI. jAla bikhera denA : 'vimuktakalpanAjAlam' samatAmeM pratiSThita karanA : 'samatve supratiSThitam' AtmAmeM DUba jAnA : 'AtmArAmaM manaH ' * 3. ina tIna sopAnoMmeM manogupti baMTI huI haiM / I yaha prayatna stutya haiM / yazovijayajI AcArya bhagavaMta haiM / guru AziSa prApta karake jo kucha sIkhe haiM / ve jo sIkhAeM vaha svIkAranA / zAMti prApti karanI ho to manako ekAgra banAnA / isake binA zAMti nahIM milegI / bhagavAna ko bhUlanA mata, yaha khAsa sUcanA haiM / pUjya yazovijayasUrijI : mahAmahima prabhu zrI AdinAtha ko praNAma / parama zraddheya parama gItArtha pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtake AzIrvAdapUrvaka hamArI sAdhanA zuru hotI haiM / paMcAcAramayI hamArI sAdhanA haiM / saptAhameM paMcAcArameM gaharAImeM jAne ke lie prAyogika kakSAmeM prayatna karanA haiM / jJAnAcArakA pAlana Agama-vAcanA dvArA prabhu ke pAvana zabdoM se sunakara kiyA haiM / darzanAcAra cehare para dikhatA haiM / sabako bhagavAna para aTUTa zraddhA haiM / hamArI buddhi vartula haiM / mAtra sarvajJa hI mArga de sakate 1 haiM / unake caraNoM meM jhUkeM, mastaka ko anuprANita kareM / ApakI buddhi TUTa jAya usake bAda hI zraddhA zuru hotI haiM / padmavijaya navapada pUjA 'jinaguNa anaMta haiM, vAca krama mita dIha; buddhirahita zaktivikala, kima kahuM ekaNa jIha; izArese azabda - vAcanA bhI unhoMne dI haiM / - prabhumeM jinako DUbanA haiM, unako svabuddhi, svakartavyoM kA cheda uDAnA cAhie / ve hI prabhu mArga ke upara cala sakate haiM / cAritrAcAra, tapa - AcAra, vIryAcAra hamAre aMdara haiM hI / 26 WWW.00000OOOO kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4

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guptimeM kAyagupti se zuru kareMge / piMDastha-padastha dhyAna / kAusaggameM iriyAvahI sUtra spaSTa karake dekheMge / sthAna-varNAdi, cha: Avazyaka prekTIkala kareMge / sAdhanAko saiddhAMtika rUpa dekara prekTIkala banAyeMge / prabhukA anugraha, sadguru kI AzISa, sAdhanAkA utsAha - isa trikoNa se saphalatA milatI hI haiM / * bhagavAnakA anugraha hamezA cAlu hI haiM / 'vyaktyA zivagosau, zaktyA jayati sarvagaH / ' - upA. yazovijayajI tIrthaMkara to prasanna haiM hI, kiMtu usameM rahA huA 'maiM' zabda mahattvapUrNa haiM / __ hama tIrthaMkara kI kRpA jhela nahIM sakate / usakA kAraNa manoguptikA abhAva haiM / vicAra kI cAdara para anugraha jhelA nahIM jA sakatA / nirvicAra - vaizAradye adhyAtma - saMprasAdaH / - pataMjali / * pahalI sAdhanA nirvicAra kI hogI / * anena vinA dravyakriyAH tucchAH / bhAvakriyA banAnI ho to praNidhAnapaMcaka samajhanA pdd'egaa| dopahara ko samajheMge / * abhI kAyaguptise zuru karake vacana-guptimeM jAyeMge / hama bhAgyazAlI haiM, pUjyazrIne yahAM aMta taka nizrA dI / pUjyazrIke orA kA lAbha milegA / aise sadguru ke binA sIdhA sAdhanAko uThAnA muzkila haiM / pUjyazrI padhAre vaha kRpA / ruke vaMha mahAkRpA / guptikA matalaba bIcameM AtmopayogakA sthira honA / kAyA ke kaMpana ke bIca AtmopayogameM rahanA vaha IryAsamiti / vacana kaMpanake bIca AtmopayogameM rahanA vaha bhASAsamiti / gocarI ke samaya AtmopayogameM rahanA vaha eSaNAsamiti / lete-rakhate samaya AtmopayogameM rahanA vaha AdAna-nikSepaNA samiti / khe| 8_ AAAAAAAAAAAAAA R9

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choTI-choTI cIjeM paraThavate samaya AtmopayogameM rahanA vaha pAriSThApanikAsamiti / samiti - gupti yAne AtmopayogameM Thaharane kA sthAna / vimuktakalpanAjAlaM * kAya - vacanagupti sarala haiM / kyoMki kaMpana ke binA prayatna kareM to baiTha sakate haiM / Avazyaka niryuktimeM 'Thio, nisanno, sutto vA / ' tInoM taraha kAusagga ho sakatA haiM, aisA likhA haiM / * vijJAna jaina siddhAMta ke pIche daur3a rahA haiM / vijJAna choTA bhAI haiM, jaina siddhAMta bar3A bhAI haiM / kAyagupti aura vAggupti bhI sarala haiM / Aja mauna the na ? sAdhanA ke 0 // ghaNTe pahale mauna rakhanA / eka sAdhakane kahA : 0 // ghaNTA pahale mauna rakhanA / bAteM karake AyeMge to ApakA mana 15-20 miniTa taka komenTa karatA hI rahegA / pratikramaNa bhI isI taraha kijie / 1-2 mAlA ginakara pratikramaNa karo / manogupti kaThina haiM / vicAroM kI jAla ko eka tarapha rakha denA / manako do hI dizAoM kI jAnakArI haiM : vicAra athavA nidrA / tIsarI avasthA kA aba anubhava karanA haiM / jJAnasAra meM kahA haiM, ApakI kahI jAtI jAgRti aura nidrAmeM koI pharka nahIM haiM / donoMmeM vicAra haiM hI / vicAra ke kadama kI zodha karo / padacihnajJAtA kyA karatA hai ? maiMne aise padacihnajJa dekhe haiM jo vRkSa parase kaThina bhUmimeM jAte corakA kadama pahacAna le / zubhakA etarAja nahIM / azubha vicAra nahIM cAhie / maMdirameM amRtarUpa prabhu ke pAsa bhI eka vyakti kI vajaha se vicAra badala jAtA haiM, aisA banatA haiM / 'AtamajJAne mana-vacana-kAya rati choDa; to pragaTe zubha vAsanA, dhare guNa anubhavakI joDa; ' 28 000 samAdhizataka ka kalApUrNasUri- 4

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vacanAnaMda kA ehasAsa karo / vacana-rati chor3a do / kAyAnaMda kA majA lo / kAya-rati choDa do / kisIne kahA : acchA gAyA ! aura hama prabhu-bhaktimeM se ahaMmeM A jAyeMge / maiMne sAdhanA kahAM kI ? sAdhanA prabhune karavAI haiM / aisA nahI bola sakate ? 'he prabhu ! terA AbhAra / tere zabda bolane kA mujhe avasara diyA / ' isa prakAra vyAkhyAna ke bAda maiM bolatA hUM / ___ 'terI sAdhanA kI prazaMsA lekara he prabhu ! tU mujhe nirbhAra banA de / ' aise prabhuse prArthanA karo / * jhena AzramameM likhA hotA haiM : No Mind Please. No Sound Please. * manake AdhAra para prabhu-zabda nahIM jhela sakate / sirpha hRdaya se hI prabhu zabda jhela sakate haiM / * jJAtatattvatA : buddhi se, AtmatattvatA : hRdaya se milatI haiM / - vacana-kAyA ke AnaMda meM hamako jhUmanA haiM / vacana-kAyA kI rati se dUra rahanA haiM / jisase tuccha bAbata gauNa bana jAya / * nidrAmeM ajJAna, jAgRtimeM vicAra - isake binA mana kucha nahIM jAnatA haiM / suttA amuNI, muNiNo sayA jAgaraMti / nidrA, vicAra na ho taba hI parama jAgRti A sakatI haiM / gurjiephane sAdhakako ghar3I dekara kahA : 'sekanDa ke kAMTe ko do miniTa taka apalaka tU dekha / ' do miniTa ke bAda - 'sekanDa ke kAMTe ko dekhanevAleko tU dekha / ' dRzyoMmeM khoye hue hama dRSTA ko bhUla gaye haiM / hama jJAnakI vajaha se jJeyameM DUbakara rAgI-dveSI banate haiM / jJAnI dRzyase-jJeyase dUra rahatA haiM / yahI bhinnatA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4omooooooooooooooom 29)

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pasaMdagI-nApasaMdagI ko baDhAtA rahe vaha saccA jJAna nahIM haiN| sirpha dikhatA ho vaha mukti haiM / dRzyoMmeM kho jAnA vaha saMsAra haiM / * jina-guNadarzanase Atma-guNadarzana, samavasaraNa dhyAna ke samaya dekheMge / * manake stara para se manako AjJA karo to mana kahAMse mAnegA ? gulAma gulAmakA nahIM mAnatA, seThakA mAnatA haiM / manase upara uThakara AtmAke starase AjJA karo to mana kyoM na mAneM ? * phroiDa mahA manovaijJAnika : phraoNiDa patnIke sAtha ekabAra bAgake benca para baiThA thA / patnI : bAlaka kho gayA / kahAM gayA ? mana bhI bAlaka haiM / mAtAko bAlakakA patA hotA haiM / Apako khyAla haiM ? phroiDa : tUne bAlakako kahIM nahIM jAne ke lie kahA thA? patnI : phavvAre ke pAsa jAne kI manA kahI thI / phroiDa : hAM, to bAlaka vahIM milegA / sacamuca, bAlaka vahIM para mila gayA / hamArA mana aisA haiM : jahAM manA karo vahIM jAtA haiM / dehameM mAtra rahanA haiM, khonA nahIM haiM / to hI dehAdhyAsase dUra ho sakeMge / sAdhanA kA prAraMbha hogA / * prAyogika dhyAna zuru / sabase pahale guru-anugraha ke lie : gaNi mahodayasAgarajI : __cauvvisaMpi jiNavarA titthayarA me pasIyaMtu / karoDarajju TaTTAra, AMkheM banda, khullI AMkhoMmeM parakA praveza hotA haiM / zvAsakI zubhra dIvAra para koI bhI vicAra kA pratibiMba par3egA / ___ zvAsa jar3a-cetana ke bIca sUkSma bhedarekhA haiM / logassameM yaha zvAsa-sAdhanA kAma AyegI / zvAsa lo / rakho / choDo / * 'buddhakI dhArAmeM baha jAegA to tU hI kho jAegA / usake bAda prazna kahAM raheMge ? prazna pUchane ho to abhI (30 80wwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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pUcha / bAda meM nahIM / ' buddha ke pAsa jAnevAle ko eka vyaktine kahA / * hama dUsaroM ko prabhAvita karane ke lie jyAdA karake pravRtti karate rahate haiM / maiMne kitanA acchA socA ? maiMne kitanA acchA kahA ? Apa aise hI vicAra rahe hote ho / koI bhI vicAra maulika nahIM hotA / dUsaroM ke vicAra para sirpha Apa dastakhata kara dete ho / 'deha-mana-vacana pudgala thakI, karmathI bhinna tuja rUpa re' upA. yazovijayajI, amRtavela vicAra paudgalika haiM / Apa paudgalika nahIM haiM / vicAra parAI ghaTanA haiM / anubhUti hI svakI haiM / kauna se daravAje se kauna sA vicAra AyA vaha jyAdA karake hama jAnate nahIM haiM / maMdirameM vicArako chor3akara jAte ho ? vicAra kI gaTharIko bAhara kI caukI para rakhakara maMdirameM jAo / dhyAnakI prAraMbhika bhUmikAmeM mana vicAra se bharA huA haiM, usakI dekhabhAla milatI haiM / viNayamUlo dhammo saMsAra ke tApa, uttApa aura saMtApa ye trividha duHkhase mukta karAnevAlA eka mAtra AtmajJAna haiM / AtmA jJAnarahita nahIM haiM, kiMtu jIvako aisA sukhasaMpanna, duHkha-rahita, koI aciMtya padArtha hUM, aisA bhAna nahIM haiM / gurugama ke dvArA jijJAsu usa nidhAna ko jAnatA haiM / aura zuddha bhAvase usakA anubhava karatA haiM / gurugama prApti kA upAya vinaya haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 0 31

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pU. dhuraMdharavi. ke sAtha, pAlitAnA, vi.saM. 2056 22-9-2000, zukravAra azvina kRSNA - 9 * AgamakA jJAna baDhe tyoM tyoM guNoMkA vikAsa hotA haiN| ajJAtAd jJAte sati vastuni anantaguNA zraddhA bhavati / isIlie hI 'abhinava pada' 20 sthAnaka meM jJAnapada se alaga rakhA haiM / jJAnasArameM jJAna ke lie (jJAna, zAstra, anubhava) tIna aSTaka haiM / jJAnase zraddhA apUrva banatI haiM usa prakAra karmakSaya bhI apUrva banatA jAtA haiN| 'bahu koDo varase khape, karma ajJAne jeha; jJAnI zvAsocchvAsamAM, karma khapAve teha / ' paraMtu vaha bhAvanAjJAna honA cAhie / bhAvanAjJAna mAtra zibiroMmeM jAne se nahIM AtA, barasoMkI sAdhanAke paripAka se AtA haiM / abhI hamAre tIrthaMkara bhagavAna kaise haiM, usakA paricaya gaNadharoMkI stuti ke mAdhyama se hama kara rahe haiM / usa para haribhadrasUrijIkI lalita-vistarA TIkA adbhuta haiM / yaha TIkA milate maiM to aisA mAnatA hUM ki sAkSAt haribhadrasUrijI mila gaye / daivayoga se sAkSAt haribhadrasUrijI mila gaye hote to bhI ve itanA nahIM samajhAte / arthAt, samajhAne kA unake (32 65 66 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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pAsa samaya nahIM hotA, kiMtu unakI yaha TIkA cAhe jitanI bAra Apa par3ha sakate ho, usake upara ciMtana kara sakate ho, graMtha arthAt graMthakAra kA hRdaya hI samajha lo / yahI bAta bhagavAnameM bhI lAgU par3atI haiM / bhagavAnake Agama milate sAkSAt bhagavAna mila gaye, aisA laganA cAhie / premIkA patra milate hRdaya ati prasanna ho jAtA hai, usa taraha bhagavAnakI vANI milate bhaktakA hRdaya AnaMdita bana jAtA haiM / * bhagavAna tIrthaMkara haiM, usI taraha tIrthasvarUpa bhI haiN| mArgadAtA haiM, usI taraha svayaM bhI mArga haiM / tvAmeva samyagupalabhya jayanti mRtyu, nAnyaH zivaH zivapadasya munIndra ! panthAH - bhaktAmara __ 'tAharUM jJAna te samakita rUpa, tehi ja jJAnane, cAritra teha chejI / ' - pU. upA. yazovijayajI tIrtha ke sAtha abheda karanA matalaba Agama aura caturvidha saMgha ke sAtha abheda karanA / (10)loguttamANaM / siddha Adi cAra bhI lokottama kahe jAte haiM aura bhagavAna bhI lokottama kahe jAte haiM to pharaka kyA ? isa apekSAse to bhagavAna uttamottama haiM / (dekho tattvArthakArikA / vahAM uttamottama mAtra tIrthaMkaroM ko hI liye haiM / ) ThANaMgameM 4 bhAMge haiM : jisameM mAtra paropakAra ho usa bhAgameM tIrthaMkara Ate haiM / 'lokottamo niSpratimastvameva' bhagavAna apratima lokottama 'siddharSi saddharmamayastvameva / ' isa paMktimeM siddha, muni aura dharma A hI gaye haiM / (siddha + RSi + saddharma) una tIrthaMkara kA Apa saMga karo, unake jaise banoge / 'uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe, sAdhe AnaMda anaMtojI / ' lohe jaisI cIja bhI suvarNa rasake sparzase sonA bana jAtI [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000000000000oomooooo 33)

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'jinaguNa bhakti rata citta vedhaka rasa guNa-prema; sevaka jinapada pAmaze, rasavedhita aya jema / ' - pU. devacandrajI prabhu-guNoM kA prema hI vedhaka-rasa haiM / usakA sparza hote hI isa kAla meM bhI pAmara parama bana sakatA haiM / patthara yA lohe jaisI AtmA prabhu-bhaktimeM mazagula banatI haiM, tabhI vaha svayaM prabhu bana jAtI haiM / dhyeyamaya dhyAtA bana jAya. tabhI samAdhi AtI haiM / dhyAnameM tInoM kI bhinnatA hotI haiM, kiMtu samAdhimeM to tInoM (dhyAtA, dhyeya, dhyAna) eka bana jAte haiM / yaha bhakti kA raMga lagAne jaisA haiM / hamArI yogyatA ke anusAra bhale isakA phala mile, paraMtu milatA haiM jarUra / (11)loganAhANaM / / vizvameM bhagavAna sarvazreSTha nAtha haiM / bhagavAna jaise nAtha milane para bhI hama anAthapanA kyoM anabhava kara rahe haiM ? bhagavAna to nAtha banane ke lie taiyAra haiM, paraMtu hama saMpUrNa zaraNAgati nahIM svIkArate haiM / nAthakI javAbadArI haiM, jo vastu ApameM nyUna ho usakI pUrti kareM / kisI bhI kAla kisI bhI kSetrameM bhagavAnakI yogakSemakI javAbadArI haiM / bhagavAna kabhI nA nahIM hI kahate / phona se iSTa vyakti kA saMparka ho yA na bhI ho, paraMtu bhagavAna ko yAda karo to ve Ate hI haiM, kabhI nA nahIM kahate / ApakA ye yogakSema karate hI haiM / anuttara vimAna ke deva prazna karate haiM usI samaya bhagavAna unako javAba dete haiM / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : ve kyoM nIce nahIM Ate ? pUjyazrI : unakA aisA kalpa haiM / aise upakArI, karuNAke sAgara bhagavAna hamako nAthake rUpameM mila gaye, yaha hamArA kitanA bar3A saubhAgya ginA jAya ? phira bhI bhagavAnako milane kA samaya hamako kama milatA haiM / abhI haribhadrasUrijIke zabdoMmeM nAthakA artha dekhate haiM / bhagavAna bhavyajIvoM ke nAtha haiN| saMsArI jIvoM ko satAnevAle - (34 0000wwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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saMtApa khar3e karanevAle rAga-dveSAdi zatru haiM / rAga-dveSAdi hamAre aMdara hI rahe hue haiN| isIlie bahutabAra patA bhI nahIM calatA ki AcArya bhagavaMta kahate hai yA rAgAdi kaha rahe haiM ? isIlie hI upara bhagavAna yA guru ko rakhanA jarurI haiM / bahutabAra moha hI aise samajhAtA haiM : maiM hI nAtha huuN| pIDA ke mukhya tIna kAraNa haiM : rAga, dveSa aura moha / usase bhagavAna bhavyAtmA ko bacAte haiM / jinakA bIjAdhAnAdi ho gayA ho vaise hI bhavya jIvoM ko yahAM lenA haiM / Adi zabdase dharmazravaNa Adi lenA / aise bhagavAnako nAtha ke rUpameM svIkAro aura ber3A pAra / hemacandrasUrijI kahate haiM : maiM dAsa huuN| naukara huuN| kiMkara hUM / sevaka huuN| Apa mAtra 'hAM' kaho to bAta ho gaI / agara bhagavAna nAtha haiM to kauna herAna kara sakatA haiM ? sarakAra Apako surakSA deM to Apako khatarA kisakA ? khatare ko dUra karane kI javAbadArI sarakArakI haiN| bhagavAna to sarakAra kI bhI sarakAra haiM / sarakAra kI surakSAmeM phira bhI khAmI ho sakatI haiM, yahAM thor3I bhI khAmI nahIM ho sakatI / bIjAdhAna nahIM huA ho aise jIvoM ke nAtha bhagavAna nahIM bana sakate / duniyAmeM bahuta sAre nAtha banane jAte haiM, paraMtu bhagavAna ke binA kauna nAtha bana sakatA haiM ? anAthI muni ko zreNikane kahA thA : maiM ApakA nAtha banuM / usI samaya anAthI munine kahA : Apa svayaM anAtha ho, to dUsare ke nAtha kaise bana sakoge ? maiMne to bhagavAna ko nAtha kiye haiM / zreNika ko taba samakitakI prApti huI / bhagavAna ke binA jagat anAtha haiM / gurukI bAta jaba hama nahIM mAnate taba bhagavAna ko nAthake rUpameM nahIM svIkArate / kyoMki guru svayaMkI tarapha se nahIM, bhagavAnakI tarapha se bolate haiM / . tApI nadI ke pulase Apa calate ho aura rAstemeM hI pula (kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4 0wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 35)

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ko Apa chor3a do, chalAMga lagAo to pula kyA kara sakatA haiM ? bhagavAnako Apa chor3a do, bhagavAna kyA kara sakate haiM ? 'nAmAdika jinarAjanA re, bhavasAgara mahAsetu / ' nAma-sthApanA Adi cAra bhava-sAgarameM setu (pula) haiN| bhagavAna bhale nahIM haiM, paraMtu unakA pula vidyamAna haiM / __ bhagavAnako nAthake rUpameM svIkArane ke bAda bhakta bhagavAnake samakSa aneka binaMtIyAM - Arajhu kara sakatA haiN| bhaktakA yaha adhikAra 'bhagavan ! Apa to rAga-dveSAdi chor3akara mokSameM pahuMca gaye haiM, kiMtu merA kyA ? rAga-dveSAdi Apase chUTakara mujhe cipaka rahe haiM / bhagavan ! mujhe bacAo / ' kabhI bhakta bhagavAnako aisA upAlaMbha detA haiM / usameM bhI bhagavAnako nAthake rUpameM svIkAra hI haiM / aba taya karo : bhagavAna rUpa isa pulako chor3anA hI nahIM haiM / yahAM taka pahuMce haiM vaha isa pulake AdhArase hI pahuMce haiM / aba pulakI upekSA nahIM karate haiM nA ? kAussagga navakAravAlI bagairaha kabhI karate ho ? bhaktoM bagairaha sabakI mulAkAta ke bAdameM karate ho ? nIMda AtI ho taba ? mere jaise pahale preraNA dete the, kiMtu bola-bolakara thaka gayA / aise bhagavAna milane ke bAda pramAda ? isa zarIrakA kyA bharosA? maiM svayaM 3-4 bAra marate bacA hUM / vi.saM. 2016meM sabase pahale jAnalevA bimArI AI / DokaTarane kahA : T.B. haiM / somacaMda vaidyane kahA : T.B. - B.B. kucha nahIM haiM / merI davA lo / kahanA par3egA / bhagavAnane hI vaidya ko aisI buddhi dekara ATha dinameM chAzake dvArA khar3A kara diyA / dUsarI bimArI madrAsameM AyI / maiMne rAtrike samaya kalpataruvijayako kaha diyA : 'maiM jAtA hUM / bacane kI zakyatA nahIM haiM / ' muhapattike bola bhI maiM bhUla gayA thA / vedanA bhayaMkara / paTTa ginate samaya zAMti bhI nahIM bola sakatA thA / kiMtu bhagavAna baiThe haiM nA ? unhoMne bacA liyA / (36 mm s son kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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aise upadravoMmeM se bacAnevAle bhagavAna hI nA ? usa samaya mujhe vicAra AyA thA : prabhAvanA ke nAma para isa kSetrameM maiM kahAM AyA ? usa samaya kalpanA bhI nahIM thI ki maiM svastha ho jAUMgA aura gujarAta-kacchameM Akara maiM phira vAcanA dUMgA / paraMtu bhagavAnane mujhe baiThA kiyA / Aja Apa vAcanAeM bhI suna rahe ho / aise bhagavAnako maiM kaise bhUla sakatA hUM ? maiM to apane anubhavase kaha rahA hUM : bAhya-AMtarika ApattioM meM bhagavAna rakSaNa karate hI haiM / jIvanameM khUTatI huI AdhyAtmika zaktioM kI pUrti karate haiM / jaba jarurata par3e taba yA to vyakti mila jAtA haiM yA to paMkti mila jAtI haiM / navakAra ginakara maiM pustaka kholatA huuN| jo nikale usameM bhagavAnakA Adeza samajhakara maiM amala karatA hUM aura saphalatA milatI haiN| abhI bhagavAna ke binA mujhe kisakA AdhAra haiM ? anubhava se kaha rahA hUM : bhagavAna hamezAM yoga-kSema karate hI rahate haiM / mokSa taka hamezAM yoga-kSema karate hI rahate haiM / __ bIjAdhAnavAle bhavyoM ke hI bhagavAna nAtha banate haiM to bhagavAnakI mahimA kama nahIM kahI jAtI ? nahIM, bhagavAna kI mahimA kama nahIM kahI jAtI / yahI vAstavikatA haiM / yahI naizcayika stuti haiN| * bhagavAna kahate haiM : tIrtha sthApanA karake maiMne koI bar3A kAma nahIM kiyA / Apa sabakA anaMta upakAra haiM / maiM RNamukti kara rahA huuN| kiMtu bhagavAnakA naya hamase nahIM liyA jA sakatA / zikSaka bhale kahe : 'tujhameM buddhi thI isIlie tU paDhA haiN| paDhAnevAlA maiM kauna ?' paraMtu vinIta vidyArthI aisA nahIM mAna sakatA / aprApta guNoM ko prApta kara denA vaha yoga / prAptakI rakSA karanA vaha kSema / donoM jo kare ve nAtha / nAtha zabdakA upayoga kahAM kahAM huA haiM ? jayai jagajIvameM, jagaciMtAmaNimeM, jayavIyarAya AdimeM bahuta jagaha nAtha zabdakA prayoga huA haiM / kiMtu hamArI najara nahIM gayI / zakrastavameM likhA haiM : bhagavAna kA prema sarva saMpattioM kA (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 37)

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mUla haiM / bhagavAna ke binA anya vyakti aura vastu kA prema kama ho to hI bhagavAna kA prema saccA ginA jAtA haiM / vyavahArase sabhI ke sAtha saMparka hotA haiM, paraMtu bhaktako bhagavAnase adhika prema anya kahIM bhI nahIM hI hotA haiM / bhagavAna ke prati pUrNarAga pragaTAie / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : bahuta adbhuta / hRdayako Ardra banA de aisA sunane milA / pUjyazrI : aba vaha dUsaroM ko denA / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : Apane hI yoga kara diyA haiM / kSema bhI Apako hI karanA haiM / pUjyazrI : yoga-kSema karanevAle to bhagavAna haiM / maiM kauna ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : hamAre lie to Apa hI haiM / 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka milI / pustaka hAthameM lete hI usakI AkarSaka sajAvaTa aura vizeSa to sacoTa, sarala, gaMbhIra, alaukika lekhana-zreNi dekhakara pUrI pustaka eka sAtha paDha lene kA mana ho jAtA haiN| pU. AcAryadevakI vAcanAoM - vyAkhyAnAdi kA adbhuta sAra, ApazrIne jo apanI kuzalatA se likhA haiM vaha bahuta hI adbhuta-apratima haiN| ApakI yaha pustaka milenIyama rekArDa prApta kare yahI zubhecchA / - jatina, nikuMja baror3A (38 oooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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lAkaDiyA - pAlitAnA saMgha, vi.saM. 2056, bhImAsara - kaccha 23-9-2000, zanivAra azvina kRSNA 10 'namo titthassa' kahakara tIrthaMkara svayaM tIrtha kI mahattA batAte haiM / tIrtha bar3A yA tIrthaMkara bar3e ? isakA javAba isa namaskArameM A jAtA haiM / tIrthaMkara ke binA dUsare javAba de bhI kauna sakate haiM ? ' maiM tIrthaMkara banA hUM isa tIrtha ke prabhAvase' namaskAra kahatA haiM / aise inakA 'cakrI dharma tIrathataNo, tIrathaphala tatasAra re; tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra re / ' AnaMdaghanajI * lokameM sArabhUta tattva AtmA haiM / AtmA kA sAra cAritra haiM / cAritra ke binA mukti nahIM haiM / AtmA kA anubhava vaha cAritra haiM / * vyavahAra-nizcaya donoM pakSI ke paMkha kI taraha jur3e hue haiM / donoM jur3e hue ho to hI mukti-mArgameM uDDayana ho sakatA haiM / nizcaya ko hRdayameM rakhakara vyavahAra kA pAlana karanA haiM / 'nizcaya dRSTi hRdaye dharIjI, je pAle vyavahAra; puNyavaMta te pAmazejI, bhava- samudrano pAra / ' pU. upA. yazovijayajI - kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 39 -

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nizcaya ko prApta karane ke lie hI vyavahAra haiM / nizcaya (dhyeya) taya karake koI bhI pravRtti hama karate haiM nA ? akele vyavahAra yA akele nizcayase muktimArgameM cala nahIM sakate / yaha bAta eksiDenTa ke bAda mujhe acchI taraha samajha meM AI / dAhinA paira taiyAra ho, kiMtu bAyAM paira sajja na ho vahAM taka calanA kaise ? donoM paira barAbara taiyAra ho to hI barAbara cala sakate haiM, nizcaya-vyavahAra donoM ho to hI muktimArgameM cala sakate haiM, aisA mujhe sahI DhaMga se samajhAne ke lie hI mAno yaha ghaTanA A par3I / * AnaMdaghanajI ke jamAnemeM unako pahacAnanevAle bahuta hI kama the / sAmAnya loga samajhate the : AnaMdaghanajI yAne eka ghumakkar3a sAdhu / yaha to jAnakAroM ne hI unako pahacAnA ! kisI bhI yugameM tattva - dRSTAkI yahI hAlata hogii| jinake upara AnaMdaghanajI, devacandrajI, yazovijayajI ke sAhityakA asara haiM, ve to unako bhAvase guru mAneMge hIM / donoM paira calate haiM taba koI abhimAna nahIM karatA / maiM bar3A yA tUM choTA aisA koI bhAva vahAM nahIM haiM / eka paira Age rahatA haiM aura dUsarA paira svayaM pIche rahakara usako Age karatA haiM / aise bar3e AcArya bhagavaMta (hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ) baiThe haiM, to mujhe saba kahanA par3atA haiM nA ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : kyoM majAka karate ho ? kalase nahIM AUM ? pUjyazrI : jarura padhArIye / Apa muMbaI bagairaha meM dhUma macAte ho / AvAz2a bar3I haiM / merI AvAja to kahAM pahuMcatI haiM ? muni bhAgyezavijayajI : galA baiTha jAtA haiM taba hamAre yahAM loga ikaTThe hote haiM / Apake darzanake lie lAkhoM loga ikaTThe hote haiM / pUjya zrI : loga ikaTThe hote haiM usameM ve bhagavAnako dekhane Ate haiM, mujhe nahIM / yaha to bhagavAnakA prabhAva haiM / ye loga jyAdA se jyAdA dharma prApta kare, aisA mujhe lobha hai jarUra / isase maiM jyAdAse jyAdA niyamoM ke lie Agraha rakhatA hUM / hama Akhira baniye haiM na ? 40 0000000000000 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : isameM bhI mAravAr3I ? pUjyazrI : isa arthameM jarura kaha sakate ho / mAravAr3I udAra bhI hote haiM, yaha yAda rakhanA / madrAsameM 20 karor3akI Aya kara denevAle mAravAr3I the / mAravAr3ameM choTI mAravAr3a ke jyAdA udAra / hama baDI mAravAr3a ke / vahAM itanI udAratA nahIM haiM / samyaktva mohanIyake pudgala ke prabhAvase prabhudarzana ke kAraNa aMdara AnaMda hotA haiM / AThoM karmoM kA udaya dravya-kSetrAdikI apekSAse hotA haiM / udA. brAhmI auSadhise jJAnakI vRddhi hotI haiM / bhaiMsakA dahIM bagairahase buddhi jar3a banatI haiM / I ye pudgala bhI jJAnAvaraNIya karma tor3ane meM sahAyaka hote haiM / jaise samyaktva mohanIya ke pudgala prabhudarzana se hote AnaMdameM sahAyaka banate haiM pratimAke zAMta paramANuke AlaMbanase hamAre bhItara zAMta AMdolana utpanna hote haiM / calane para bhI pahuMcanA cAhie vahAM pahuMcate nahIM usakA kAraNa nizcaya-vyavahAra kA samyag AlaMbana nahIM lete, vaha haiM / abhI hama nizcaya bilakula bhUla gaye haiM / 'maiM zuddhAtmA hUM / ' aisI vicAradhArAmeM hameM mithyAtva dikhatA haiM, kiMtu zarIra meM hI Atmabuddhi haiM, usameM mithyAtva nahIM dikhatA haiM / jJAnasAra yoM hI nahIM banAyA gayA / 'ego me sAsao appA / ' yaha zloka yoM hI nahIM banAyA / saMthArA porasImeM roja nizcaya yAda kiyA jAtA haiM, kiMtu yAda kare hI kauna ? * * nIMdameM akele-akele saMthArA porasI paDhAnevAle suna le ki svAtaMtrya hI mohakA - pArataMtrya haiM / gurukA pArataMtrya hI saccA svAtaMtrya haiM / kisI kI bhUla kabhI jAhirameM nahIM kahI jAtI, ekAMtameM hI kahI jAtI haiM / kisIkI TIkA karane se pahale vicArIye / jAhirameM boleMge to sAmanevAle ke hRdayameM Apake prati Adara hI nahIM rahegA / Adara hI nahIM rahegA to ApakA mAnegA kaise ? bhUla nIkAlane ke nAma para niMdAmeM calA jAnA bahuta sarala kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 wwwwwwwwww 0 41

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haiM / niMdA kauna se daravAje se A jAye, usakA patA bhI nahIM calatA / mara jAnA, paraMtu kisI kI niMdA mata karanA / niMdA karanA yAne dUsare kI jIte jI mRtyu karanA / itane barasoM taka pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.ke pAsa rahe haiM, kiMtu unake muMhase kabhI kisI kI niMdA nahIM sunI / jJAnI kI jAMca kriyAse hotI haiM / jJAna jyAdA to kriyA jyAdA / 'hema parIkSA jima huejI, sahata hutAzana tApa; jJAna dazA tima parakhIejI, jihAM bahu kiriyA vyApa / ' - pU. upA. yazovijayajI jJAna amRta haiM / kriyA phala haiM / ina donoM se hI saccI tRpti hotI haiM / jJAnI alipta hote haiM, lekina jJAnI kauna ? tIna guptise gupta jJAnI haiM / eka bhI gupti se gupta nahIM vaha saccA jJAnI nahIM / vahAM taka aisA adhikAra nahIM haiM / phira bhI abhyAsa karanekA sabakA adhikAra haiM / jaise ki parasauM yazovijayasUrijIne guptikI bAta kI thI / pAMca samiti ke pAlanameM tatpara banane ke bAda guptimeM jA sakate agara hama saMkalpa kareM to samiti kA pAlana sarala haiM / calate samaya nIce dekhakara calo, to iryAsamiti A jAyegI / bolate samaya hita-mita-pathya-priya jarurI bolo to bhASAsamiti A jAyegI / gocarI karate ho taba bolane kI jarura kaba par3atI haiM ? jarura par3e taba hI bolate ho na ? binajarurI nahIM bolate ho na ? bhASAsamitise hI vacana-guptimeM jA sakeMge / pU. bhAgyezavijayajI : gupti utsarga haiM / samiti apavAda haiM / pahale utsarga nahIM hotA ? pUjyazrI : apavAda-utsarga kI bAta bAdameM karanA / abhI mujhe varNana karane do / viSayAMtara ho jAyegA / 42 doSa TAlakara gocarI leM to eSaNAsamiti AyegI / aisA [42 &000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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nahIM bana sakatA ho to manameM duHkha laganA hI cAhie / aisA sAdhaka dUsarIbAra svAdiSTa vastueM nahIM maMgavAtA / lete-rakhate upayoga na rakho to sva-parako nukasAna hogA / dUsarA jIva mara jAyegA / bicchu bagairaha DaMka mAre to svayaM ko bhI nukasAna / kalakI hI bAta karUM / choTA pAtarA hAthameM lete aMdara kacarA dikhA / saMbhAlakara hAthameM liyA, kiMtu usake bAda vaha ur3A / vaha macchara thA / prazaMsAkI bAta nahIM karatA huuN| abhI svapna AyA thA : svapnameM maiMne dekhA ki cAroM tarapha nigoda thI / paira kahAM rakhanA ? vaha savAla thA : maiMne saMbhAlakara thor3AsA jo nigodarahita sthAna thA vahAM paira rakhA / vi.saM. 2011meM rAdhanapura caumAsemeM oMkArasUrijIne prazna peparameM buddhipUrvaka kA prazna pUchA thA : nIMda meM muniko guNasthAnaka hotA haiM yA calA jAtA haiM ? arthAt nIMdameM bhI jAgRti cAhie / to hI guNasthAnaka Tika sakatA haiM / * itanA nakkI karo : calate aura vAparate bolanA nahIM / to vacanaguptikA abhyAsa hogA / abhI mauna rahoge to ikaTThI huI zakti vyAkhyAna ke samaya kAma AegI / gRhastha loga kamAi ko vyarthameM kharca nahIM kara dete, hama bola-bolakara urjAkA durvyaya kaise kara sakate haiM ? aMdheremeM pustaka par3hate dekhatara pU. AcAryadeva kanakasarijIne mujhe TokA : 'AMkheM khonI haiM ? Age calakara najara kama ho jaaegii|' mujhe tabhI pU. AcAryazrIne pratijJA dI / isI ke kAraNa Aja merI AMkheM acchI haiN| bahuta pUchate haiM : 'Apako paDhate samaya cazmA kI jarurata nahIM par3atI ?' merA javAba hotA hai : 'Apake darzana ke lie jarura par3atI haiM, paDhane ke lie nahIM / ' navasArImeM ratnasuMdarasUrijIne pUchA thA : aba taka cazmA nahIM pahanA / abhI kyoM pahanA ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400oooooooooooooom 43)

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maiMne kahA thA : zrIsaMghake darzana ke lie / calo, hama saba vAparate-calate vyartha nahIM bolane kI pratijJA . kareM / .(pratijJA dI gaI / ) (11)loganAhANaM / bIjAdhAnAdi-yukta bhavya jIvoMke bhagavAna nAtha haiM / haribhadrasUrijI bahuta hI kama likhate haiM, kama bolate haiM, kiMtu aisA likhate haiM ki usameM se aneka gaMbhIra artha nIkala sakate haiM / kisIkI dharmakriyA - tapazcaryA dekhakara ahobhAva AyA vahI dharma-bIja / isa dharma-bIjane hI hamako yahAM taka pahuMcAyA haiM / abhI guru aise mile haiM, jo Apako bhagavAna taka pahuMcA deM; yadi Apa guruko mAno / __ jahAja yA vimAnameM baiTho to iSTa sthala para pahuMcAte haiN| nahIM baiTho to jahAja yA vimAna kyA kareM ? bhagavAna vItarAga haiM / madhyastha haiM / phira bhI nAtha unake hI bana sakate haiM, jo bIjAdhAnAdi se yukta haiM / DokaTara yA vakIla usI kA kesa hAthameM lete haiM, jo apanA samarpaNa karate 'krodhakA nAza karanA haiM, krodha apriya lagatA haiM / kSamA lAnI haiM, paraMtu AtI nahIM haiN| prabhu ! ApakI kRpA ke binA krodha jAyegA nahIM / kSamA AyegI nhiiN| bhagavAna ke prabhAvase hI yaha bana sakatA isa prakAra jo bhagavAnakI zaraNameM jAte haiM ve hI sanAtha haiM / unake lie bhagavAna nAtha haiM / sAdhanA aura prArthanA maiM kisI bhI vastu kI cAha karUM, usase acchA AtmA ke caitanyamAtra ko jyAdA cAhuM, aisA merA mana / bano, yaha zreSTha sAdhanA aura prArthanA haiM / (44 00wwwmomsoma kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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Meagy pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI Adi ke sAtha, surata, vi.saM. 2048 24-9-2000, ravivAra azvina kRSNA - 11 (11) lognaahaannN| jisa kSaNa hama sanmukha hote haiM usI kSaNa prabhu kI karuNAkA sAkSAtkAra hotA haiM / machalI pAnImeM hI haiM / sirpha muMha khule utanI hI dera haiM / prabhukI karuNA barasa hI rahI haiM, hamAre AsapAsa karuNA hI karuNA haiM, kiMtu hama usakA sparza prApta nahIM kara sakate / _ 'pAnI meM mIna pyAsI, mohe dekha Ave hAMsI / ' aisI hamArI dazA haiM / sUryakI taraha kevalAlokase bhagavAna saMpUrNa vizvako bhara dete haiN| isa apekSAse bhagavAna vizvavyApaka haiN| anya darzanIyoMne bhagavAnako 'vibhu' kahe haiM, vaha isa taraha ghaTita hotA haiM / hama bhI unako isI apekSA se 'sarvaga' kahate haiM / (sarvajJaH sarvagaH zAntaH, so'yaM sAkSAd vyavasthitaH / ) bhagavAna kahAM haiM ? aisA mata pUcho, bhagavAna kahAM nahIM haiM? aisA pUcho / bhagavAnakI karuNA cAroM tarapha hone para bhI machalI kI taraha hama pyAse raheM yaha kaisI karuNatA ? tattvadraSTA to kahate haiM : bhagavAna (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 066666666655 45)

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niSkAma karuNAsAgara haiM / vItarAga hone para bhI jIvoM kI tarapha vAtsalyakI dhArA bahA rahe haiM / * duniyA ke sanmAnase Apa apanA mUlyAMkana mata karanA / svayaMkA mUlyAMkana bahuta hI kaThora banakara ApakI taTastha AMkhoM se kijie / dUsaroM ke abhiprAyase calane gaye to dhokhA khA jAoge / * mUrti, Agama, muni, maMdira, dharmAnuSThAna bagairaha kucha bhI dekhakara dharma yA dharmanAyaka, bhagavAna ke prati ahobhAva jage to dharmakA bIja par3a gayA, aisA mAne / pUrvabhavameM isa taraha bIjAdhAna huA hogA, isIlie hI hameM dharma milA haiM / bIjAdhAna huA ho to hI bhagavAna ke prati samarpaNa bhAva jagatA haiM, bhagavAnako nAthake rUpameM svIkArane kA mana hotA haiM / bhagavAna unake hI nAtha banate haiM, sabake nahIM, kesa sauMpe binA DokaTara yA vakIla bhI kesa hAthameM nahIM lete to bhagavAna kaise leMge ? kAma kiye binA to seTha bhI vetana nahIM detA to bhagavAna kaise deMge ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : yaha to saudAbAjI na huI ? pUjyazrI : pAnI itanI to zarta rakhatA haiM : Apa usako piio| pIne ke binA pAnI kaise pyAsa bujhAyegA ? Apake isa ziSya kA yoga-kSema karate ho ? . pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : sevA kare to yoga-kSema karatA huuN| kyoMki maiM bhagavAna nahIM huuN| pUjyazrI : yahAM para bhI samarpita bano to bhagavAna yoga-kSema karate haiM / bhagavAna mokSake puSTa nimitta haiM, kiMtu Apa mokSakI sAdhanA karane ke lie taiyAra hI na ho to bhagavAna kyA kare ? mokSakI sAdhanA karane ke lie Apa taiyAra huai ho ? Apake (hemacandrasAgarasUrijI) aura mere bIca koI guru-ziSyakA saMbaMdha hai kyA ? phira bhI pUchane Ao to maiM manA karUM ? * maiM gharakA eka akSara yahAM nahIM kahatA hUM / pUrvAcAryoMne kahA huA - anubhava kiyA huA kaha rahA huuN| aisI paMktiyAM mere [46 Www B BW BODOGGB kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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sAmane haiM / koI bhUla ho to kahanA / maiM sudhAra dUMgA / Apa gItArtha ho / haribhadrasUri svayaM bhI apanI tarapha se nahIM kahate / dekho, ve svayaM kahate haiM : 'yogakSemakRdayamiti vidvatpravAdaH / ' bhagavAna yogakSema karanevAle haiM, aisA prAjJapuruSa kahate haiM / yoga-kSema nahIM karate ho aura mAtra mahattva bar3hAne ke lie yaha vizeSaNa nahIM lagAyA / vastutaH bhagavAna yoga-kSema kara hI rahe haiM, isIlie hI bhagavAna 'nAtha' kahe gaye haiM / bahuta sAre prasaMgoMse bhagavAna nAtha haiM, yoga-kSema karate haiM, aisA nahIM lagatA ? bhagavAna kI AjJA thor3I sI chor3a dI aura Apatti meM par3a gaye, aisA nahIM banatA ? kala hI eka sAdhvIjI do ghar3e pAnI lA rahe the / (yadyapi ve eka hI ghar3A lAte haiM / dUsarA ghar3A to dUsare kA thA / sirpha pAMca kadama Age rakhane gaye the / ) ghar3e phUTa gaye / sAdhvIjI sakhta jala gye| jinako dekhanA ho ve unakI dazA dekhakara AyeM / isIlie hI maiM do ghar3e lAne ke liye manA karatA huuN| . pU. kanakasUrijIke jamAne meM to plAsTika thA hI nahIM / pU. kanakasUrijI ke kAladharma ke bAda (vi.saM. 2020) pU. rAmasUrijI (DelAvAle) kacchameM Aye the / taba hamAre pAsa eka plAsTikakI kAcalI dekhakara pUchA : Apake samudAyameM bhI plAsTika A gayA ? taba hamane kahA thA : 'bhUlase eka kAcalI A gaI haiM / ' Aja to plAsTika kA amaryAdita upayoga hone laga gayA haiM / pU. kanakasUrijI ma. to plAsTikakA mAla lekara koI zrAvaka Aye to thelImeM peka kara, lAnevAle bhAI ko turaMta hI ravAnA kara dete / kyA bharosA koI bAlamuni plAsTika kI cIjoMse lalacA jAya / ina (hemacandrasAgarasUrijI) mahAtmAke gRpameM Aja bhI plAsTika kA upayoga nahIM hotA / apunarbandhaka, mArgAnusArIke bhI yoga-kSema karanevAle bhagavAna haiM / bhale ve Aja anya dharmameM haiM / vItarAga bhagavAna ko pahacAnate bhI nahIM haiM, paraMtu bhagavAnako ve bhajate haiN| unakA yoga-kSema bhagavAna karate hI rahate haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000000000000 47)

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dharmabIja aMdara haiM usakI pratIti kyA ? jinavANI ke pAnIse aMkure Adi phUTate gaye to samajhanA : aMdara bIjakI buAI ho cUkI haiM / _ 'yogAvaMcaka prANIA, phala letAM rIjhe puSkarAvartanA meghamAM, magazela na bhIMje / ' bahuta ajaina TrakoMvAle cAlaka hamako dekhakara khuza hote haiM / Traka khar3I rakhakara kahate haiM : isameM baiTha jAo / hama rupaye nahIM leMge / Apako iSTa sthAna para pahuMcA deMge / unako jaba kahate haiM : 'hama vAhanameM nahIM baiThate / taba ve Azcarya ke bhAvase jhuka par3ate haiM / yaha ahobhAva vahI bIjAdhAna / jainoMko hI bIjAdhAna hotA haiM, aisA nahIM haiM / ajainoM ko bhI hotA haiM / Aja to ajainoM ko hI hotA ho aisA lagatA haiM / jainoM ko to dugaMchA na ho to bhI bar3I bAta ginI jAegI / yoga yAne mana-vacana Adi nahIM, kiMtu 'aprApta-lAbhalakSaNaH yogaH' jo na milA ho usakI prApti honA hI yoga haiM / mAna lo ki kisI guNa (kSamA Adi) kI ApameM truTI haiM, bhagavAnake pAsa Apa mAMgate ho / bhagavAna vaha dete haiM, vaha yoga kahA jAtA haiM / dene ke bAda usakI surakSA kara dete haiM vaha 'kSema' kahA jAtA Apane nizcaya kiyA : maiM krodha nahIM karUMgA / kSamA rakhUgA / paraMtu usake bAda aise prasaMga Ate haiM ki krodha AnA sahaja bana jAtA haiM / phira bhI hRdayameM prabhukA smaraNa ho to Apa krodha ke AkramaNa se baca sakate ho / to yaha yoga-kSema kahA jAtA haiN| paralokakI apekSAse bhagavAna AtmAko narakAdi durgatise bhI bacAkara kSema karate rahate haiM / aise yoga-kSema karanevAle nAtha milane para bhI unako hRdayase na svIkAreM to hamAre durbhAgyakI parAkASThA kahI jAegI / * yogodvahanameM hama bolate haiM : uddezaH sutteNaM atyeNaM tadubhayeNaM jogaM karijjAhi / sUtra-artha aura tadubhayase yoga karo / [4800mmoooooooooomnoon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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samuddeza : 'thirapariciaM karijjAhi' sva-nAmakI taraha usa sUtra-artha ko sthira-paricita karo / __ svayaMke nAmako kabhI bhUlate haiM ? AdhI rAta ko bhI nahIM bhUlate haiM na ? prItiyoga parAkASThA para pahuMcatA haiM taba bhagavAna ko kabhI nahIM bhUlate / svayaM kA nAma bhagavAnameM hI vilIna karane kA mana ho jAtA haiM / anujJA : sammaM dhArijjAhi, annesiM pavajjAhi, guruguNehiM vuDDijjAhi / usakA aba samyag dhAraNa karanA / dUsaroM ko denA aura mahAna guNoM se vRddhi pAnA / jaise Apane pAyA haiM, usa prakAra anyameM bhI viniyoga karanA to hI isakI paraMparA calegI / Aja yaha bAta isIlie yAda AyI ki AcArAMga ke jogavAloM kI aMtima naMdI A rahI haiM / ve saba hitazikSA mAMga rahe haiM / una sabako itanA hI kahanA hai ki jina sUtroM ke yogodvahana kiye haiM una sUtroM ko sUtra-artha-tadubhayase AtmasAt karanA / jIvana usa prakArakA banAnA / hamAre prANa-trANa-zarIra bhagavAna hI haiM / bhagavAna bhale dUra ho, lekina Agamase najadIka haiM / Agamake ekeka akSarameM bhagavAna haiM / usake pArAyaNase pApakarmokA kSaya aura maMgalakI vRddhi hogI / Akhira hamako yahI kAma karanA haiM na ? sarva AgamoM kA sAra navakArameM haiN| isa navakArako kabhI mata bhUlanA / navakAra kahatA haiM : Apa agara merA smaraNa karate ho to sarva pApoM kA nAza karane kI javAbadArI merI haiN| sabhI Agama navakAra ko kendrameM rakhakara cAroM tarapha pradakSiNA de rahe haiM / caudahapUrvI bhI aMta samayameM navakAra yAda karate haiM / aisA mahAmUlyavAna navakAra milA haiM use bhAgyakI parAkASThA samajhanA / saMpAdana-saMzodhanameM itane vyasta hone para bhI pU. jaMbU vi.ma. 20 pakkI mAlA ginane ke bAda hI pAnI vAparate haiM / yaha pratijJA denevAle pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. the / pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjane pU. jaMbU vi.ma. jaba akele the (pitA ma. svargavAsI ho gaye the / ) (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 5000000000000000000000 49)

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taba svayaM ke pAsa dIkSA lene AnevAle eka bhAI ko pU. jaMbU vi.ma. ke pAsa bhejA thA / 1 pU. abhayasAgarajI ma. bhI navakArake ananya upAsaka the / anekoM ko navakAra ke upAsaka banAye haiM / navakAra ke prabhAvase Apako naye-naye arthoMkI sphuraNA hogI - yaha sva- - anubhavase samajha sakeMge / bhagavAna ko jAkara kahie : bhagavan ! maiM ApakA hUM / Apa mere ho / mere nAtha ho / merA yoga-kSema karane kI javAbadArI ApakI haiM / mujha meM khAmI ho to batAnA / 1 Apa AjJA kA pAlana karo to bhagavAna yoga-kSema karate hI haiM / H H 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' tathA 'kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' ina donoM pustakoM kI 3-3 nakala milI haiM / khUba khUba AnaMda huA haiM / dRSTipAta kiyA / atyaMta AnaMdAnubhUtidAyaka Alekhana haiM / svaccha + sugama haiM / kRti ati prazaMsanIya haiM / aura adhyApana kAryameM atyupayogI haiM / pustaka prApta hote bahuta hI AnaMda huA haiM / donoM pustakoM kI 1 - 1 kopI mere agraja paMDita zrI caMdrakAMtabhAI aura anuja paMDitazrI rAjubhAI ko bheja dUMgA / araviMdabhAI paMDita rAdhanapura 50 WW - 187 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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madSANGEETAR __ pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI Adi ke sAtha, surata, vi.saM. 2048 EMANSAMROmeanManas 25-9-2000, somavAra azvina kRSNA - 12-13 vaDodarAke vidyArthIoM dvArA narakake jIvaMta pradarzana ke prasaMga para : pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : mRtyuke bAda kyA hotA haiM ? vaha hama nahIM jAnate / vaha zAstrase hI jAna sakate haiM / kAle pAnI kI sajAvAlA bhI kahane nahIM A sakatA / inAma mile vaha to phira bhI kahane A sakatA haiM / duHkhakA kAraNa duHkha denA vaha haiM / isa jagatameM bhI manuSyahatyAdikA badalA milatA hI haiM / kiMtu phira bhI paryApta nahIM hai| lAkhoM manuSyoM ko mAranevAle ko yA ekako mAranevAle ko bhI mRtyudaMDase jyAdA yahAM diyA nahIM jA sakatA / usake lie vyavasthA haiM naraka / aNuboMba pheMkanevAlA pAgala ho gayA thA / usako parezAnIparezAnI ho gayI thI / svarga-naraka vaikriya bhUmiyAM haiN| hamArA hI AcaraNa kiyA huA hamako milatA haiM / __maranese duHkhase mukta nahIM ho sakate / prAyazcitta se hI duHkhase mukta ho sakate haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 00 560 51

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eka vAhanakA pApa bhI anAlocita ho to narakameM le jA sakatA haiM / ___vaikriya zarIrakI pIr3A tIvra hotI haiM / kyoMki behozI nahIM hotI / zarIra TUTatA nahIM haiM / yahAM jo sukha detA haiM, usako bhavAMtarameM svargameM anekagune sukha milate haiN| hameM sukha-duHkha donoM se para hokara mokSameM sthita honA haiM / saMsArakA sukha hiMsA para khar3A haiM / ___ pApameM jitanA majA jyAdA utanI sajA jyAdA / pApameM jitanA pazcAttApa jyAdA utanI majA jyAdA ! svarga haiM to naraka haiM hI / prakAza haiM to aMdhakAra bhI haiM hI / Apa mAnate ho ki naraka nahIM haiM, kiMtu mAna lIjie ki naraka nIkalI to kyA kareMge ? ApakI mAnyatA se kabhI 'astitva' 'nAstitva' meM badala nahIM sakatA, 'hai' 'nahIM hai' nahIM hogA / * pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : ____eka ghaNTese vaDodarAke vidyArthIoMne jo dRzya batAyA, vaha dekhane ke bAda jisake kAraNa narakameM jA sakate haiM ve kAraNa to miTane hI cAhie / narakake cAra dvAroMmeM prathama hI dvAra rAtribhojana haiM / usakA tyAga karanA / kaMdamUla bhakSaNa, parastrIgamana, acAra bagairaha kA bhI tyAga karanA / paMceMndriyakI hatyA to honI hI nahIM cAhie / apitu hatyA kA bicAra bhI nahIM AnA cAhie / aise yugameM hamane janma liyA haiM jahAM auSadha ke nAma para z2ahara (jIvoMko mAranekA) kA upayoga hotA haiM / cIMTI bagairaha ko mAraneke lie, jaMtuoM ko mArane ke lie upayoga hotA jahara kucha aMzameM manuSyako bhI nukasAna karatA hI haiM / dharmI AtmA aisI davA (jahara) kA upayoga nahIM karatA / 20 sAla pahale yahAM pAlItAnAmeM sUyagaDaMga sUtra paDhA thA / usameM naraka kA varNana thA / vaha paDhate hRdaya kAMpa uThatA haiM / cArameM se naraka bhI eka gati haiM / cAra gati ke cakrameM se bacane ke lie hI dharmakI ArAdhanA karanI haiM / mahAraMbha, mahAparigraha, paMcendriya, hatyA, mAMsAhAra - ye naraka ke kAraNa jAnakara usakA tyAga kIjie / bar3e kArakhAne bagairaha nahIM kholo to udyogapati zAyada na bana sako, paraMtu dharmI to bana hI jAoge / (52wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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* pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : koI AtmA vairAgya prApta na kareM usa samaya usakA mitradeva yahAM Akara narakake duHkhoMko batAte haiM / abhI dRzya kalpita lagatA ho, kiMtu zAstrIya padArthakA darpaNa haiM / - umAsvAtijIne kahA haiM : mahAAraMbha, mahAparigraha narakake kAraNa gharameM aisI sAmagrI ikaTThI kara rakhI haiM jisameM parade ke pIche mahAraMbha-parigraha ho / T.V., phrIja, moTara bagairaha kaba calate haiM ? usake pIche bar3e katalakhAne calate haiM vaha jAnate haiM ? jisakI manA kI haiM una karmAdAnoM ke pIche Aja jaina daur3a rahe haiM / pU. AcAryazrI usase aTakAte haiM / makkhI-macchara-khaTamalakI auSadhi vAparate ho to Apa jaina raha hI nahIM sakate / / sabhI pratijJA le lo / tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta kI mahimA * tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta mukhya rUpa se karmakSaya ke nimitta haiM / * bodhibIja kI prApti ke kAraNa haiM / * bhavAMtarameM bhI bodhibIja kI prApti karAte haiM / * ve sarvavirati dharma ke upadezaka hone se pUjanIya haiM / * ananya guNoM ke samUha ke dhAraka haiM / * bhavyAtmAoM ke parama hitopadezaka haiM / * rAga, dveSa, ajJAna, moha aura mithyAtva jaise aMdhakArameM se bacAnevAle haiM / * ve sarvajJa, sarvadarzI aura trailokya prakAzaka haiM / - (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000000000000000 53)

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WRATIS HARASIMRODURAHARANAMAHARAS pU. jambUvijayajI ke pAsa vAcanA, dhAmA - gujarAta, vi.saM. 2037 25-9-2000, somavAra azvina kRSNA - 12-13 * prabhu to sabhIke upara upakAra karane ke lie taiyAra haiM, paraMtu sabhI jIva inake yoga-kSema karanekI zakti svIkAra nahIM kara sakate / barasAta saba jagaha par3atA haiM, paraMtu pyAsa usI kI bujhatI haiM, jo pAnI pItA haiN| bhagavAna unake hI nAtha banate haiM, jo unako nAtha ke rUpameM svIkArate haiM / usameM bhagavAnakI saMkucitatA nahIM haiM / sUrya ullUko mArga nahIM batA sakatA isameM sUryakI saMkucitatA nahIM haiN| yainaivArAdhito bhAvAt, tasyAsau kurute zivam / sarva jantu-samasyA'sya, na parAtmavibhAgitA // - yogasAra sarva jaMtuo para bhagavAna samAna haiM / jo bhAva se ArAdhanA karatA haiM usakA kalyANa karate hI haiM / yahAM koI mere-tere kA vibhAga nahIM haiM / saMpUrNa samarpaNa kI bAta haiM / ekabAra samarpita hue to sabhI javAbadArI bhagavAna kI ho jAtI haiM / samarpita ziSya sAMpako pakar3anekI AjJA bhI svIkArane ke lie 540moooooooooo0000000ka

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taiyAra ho jAtA haiN| unakI AjJA kA hI mujhe pAlana karanA haiM / usakA rahasya guru hI jAne / AyariyA paccavAyaM jANaMti / sAMpako pakar3ane jAte lage huai jhaTake se unakA kubar3Apana dUra bhI ho jAtA haiM / * piMDavADAmeM (vi.saM. 2034) pU. dharmajit vi.ma.ke pAsa nizIthakA eka pATha aisA AyA ki unhoMne paDhane kI aura dUsaroM ko paDhAne kI manA kI thii| paDhanevAle ke upara bhI vizvAsa ki ve jaba akele hoMge taba bhI nahIM paDheMge / aise gaMbhIrako hI chedasUtra paDhA sakate haiN| agaMbhIra ziSyako chedasUtra nahIM de sakate usakA artha yaha nahIM haiM ki guruko usake prati pUrvagraha haiM / mAtA choTe bAlakako bhArI khurAka nahIM detI usameM bAlakakA hita hI haiM / * bIjAdhAna ho usakA yoga-kSema aMtameM mokSa taka nitya cAlu rahatA haiM / bhagavAna mokSa usIko de sakate haiM, jinako vahAM jAnA haiM / DokaTara pratyeka dardIko nahIM, icchA ho usIko davA detA haiM / ___bhagavAna yoga-kSema hamezA karate haiM / aisA maiMne svayaM anubhava kiyA haiM / aneka-aneka prasaMgoMmeM kiyA haiM / udA. Apane koI prazna pUchA aura maiMne turaMta hI javAba de diyA / vahAM maiM bhagavAnakI kRpA dekhatA huuN| kabhI-kabhAra ekAdha ghaNTe ke bAda bhagavAna Akara javAba de jAte haiM / bhagavAna kA hI haiN| bhagavAna dilAne ke lie icchate hoMge to dilAyeMge / javAbadArI unakI haiM / kabhI tabIyata asvastha ho phira bhI bhagavAnako yAda karake vAcanAke lie jhukA detA huuN| yoga-kSema karanevAle bhagavAna baThe haiM / phira kyA ciMtA ? aise bhagavAna ko eka kSaNa bhI kaise bhUla sakate haiM ? 'samaya-samaya so vAra saMbhAraM' yoM hI nahIM kahA gayA / bhagavAna bhUla gaye usI samaya moha kA hamalA hotA hI haiM, bhagavAna ko hamezAM yAda karane kI taiyArI ho to bhagavAna kI tarapha se yogakSema hotA hI haiN| bhAgyezavijayajI : 'itanI bhUmi prabhu tumahI ANyo / ' yahAM bhagavAna kI taraphase yoga-kSema nahIM haiM ? pUjyazrI : bhArata sarakAra sainikoM ko hathiyAra kaba detI haiM ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 60 55)

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vidyAlayameM paDhate ho taba nahIM, kiMtu laDAI ke maidAnameM utarate haiM taba / usI taraha bhagavAna yoga-kSema kaba karate haiM ? nigodase yahAM taka bhagavAnakA upakAra to haiM hI, paraMtu viziSTa prakArakA yoga-kSema to. bIjAdhAna ke bAda hI hotA haiM, vidyAlayameM vidyArthI paDhatA haiM taba bhI sarakArakI taraphase sahAyatA milatI hI haiM, kiMtu hathiyAra to yuddhake maidAnameM milate haiM / * bIjAdhAna bIjakA udbheda, usakA poSaNa vaha yoga / usa aMkureke AsapAsa bAMr3a dvArA upadravoMse surakSA karanI vaha kSema / yoga-kSema kare ve nAtha / * haribhadrasUrijI svayaM AgamapuruSa haiM / isIlie unakI pratyeka kRti Agamatulya ginI jAtI haiN| aisA ullekha padmavijayajIne 125 gAthAke stavanake TabbemeM kiyA haiM / sabase pahale AgamoM ke TIkAkAra haribhadrasUrijI haiM / hama sthAnakavAsI kI taraha mAtra mUla Agamako nahIM mAnate / TIkA bagairaha sahita paMcAMgI Agama mAnate haiM / yadi unakI Agama parakI TIkAeM Agama ginI jAya to anya graMtha bhI Agamatulya hI gine jAte haiM / 'cUrNi bhASya sUtra niyukti, vRtti paraMpara anubhava re; samaya puruSanA aMga kahyA e, je chede te durbhavva re / ' AnaMdaghanajI Agamake rahasyoM ko samajhanA ho to haribhadrasUrijI ke yoga graMthoko paDhanA jarurI haiM / aisA upA. yazovijayajIne kahA haiM / sUtra nahIM mAnate to Apa gaNadharoM ko nahIM mAnate / TIkA bagairaha nahIM mAnate to arihaMtoMko nahIM mAnate haiN| kyoMki artha kahanevAle arihaMta haiM / sUtra racanevAle gaNadhara haiM / * eka hI tIrthaMkarase sabhI bhavyoMkA yoga-kSema zakya nahIM haiM / apArdha pudgala parAvartameM mokSa honevAlA ho, usIkA yogakSema hotA haiM / tatkAla oparezana karAnA ho usI dardIkA DokaTara oparezana karate haiM / hamArA svabhAva haiM : sabhI mere pAsa rakhUM / kucha bhI samarpita na karUM / merA so merA, terA bhI merA / aise svabhAvavAle kA bhagavAna yoga-kSema kaise kara sakate haiM ? 1 56wwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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hamane hamAre pAsa kyA rakhA ? aura bhagavAnako guruko kyA diyA haiM ? kabhI Atma-nirIkSaNa karanA / patA cala jAyegA / gozAlaka - jamAliko sAkSAt bhagavAna milane para bhI kyoM kAma nahIM huA ? mokSa derI se honevAlA thA isIlie samarpaNabhAva nahIM jagA / isase inDAyarekTa rUpa se bhagavAna aise bhI batAte haiM : sabhIko eka sAtha tAra dene kI mUrkhatA chor3a denA / bIjAdhAna ke binA jIvoM ko bhagavAna bhI nahIM tAra sakate to Apa kauna ? 'kAryaM ca kiM te paradoSadRSTyA, kAryaM ca kiM te paracintayA ca / vRthA kathaM khidyasi bAlabuddhe, kuru svakAryaM tyaja sarvamanyat // ' hRdaya pradIpa isa 36 zlokake graMthako kaMThastha nahIM kiyA ho to kara lenA / isI graMthameM likhA haiM : samyag viraktirnanu yasya citte, samyag gururyasya ca tattvavettA / sadA'nubhUtyA dRDhanizcayo yastasyaiva siddhirna hi cAparasya // sira para sadguru, hRdayameM vairAgya, AtmAmeM anubhUti ho to hI mokSa milatA haiM / kabhI vicAranA : bhagavAnakA yoga-kSema mujhameM zuru huA haiM yA nahIM ? isa bhavako hama cUka gaye to anaMta bhava cUka gaye, aisA mAno, nahIM to yaha gadhA (hamArA jIva) nahIM samajhegA / yoM hI soyA rahegA / kitanA bhI kaheM to bhI koI asara nahIM / aise guru, aisI sAmagrI milane para bhI yaha jagatA nahIM haiM / sonA ise bahuta hI acchA lagatA haiM / bhagavAna gautamasvAmI jaise ko pramAda nahIM karane ke lie kahate the / yadyapi gautamasvAmI apramAdI the, aMtarmuhUrta meM dvAdazAMgI banAnevAle the, 50 hajAra kevalajJAnI ziSyoM ke guru the / gautamasvAmI ke mAdhyama se bhagavAna sabako apramAdakA saMdeza dete the / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 Www 057

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eka paradezI vidvAnane likhA haiM : gautama bahuta pramAdI the / isalie bhagavAna use bAra bAra Tokate the : samayaM goyama mA pamAyae / paradezI vidvAna AgamoM ke upara likheM to bhI isa prakArakA likhate haiM / aise paradezI vidvAna jyAdA karake dharma ke lie yogya nahIM hote / paradezameM dharma-pracAra karane kA pravAha calA haiM / sirpha ahaMkA pracAra hotA haiM / vahAM sva-sAdhanA bilakula bhUla jAte haiM / maheza yogIne vizvameM bahuta dhyAnakendra khole haiN| isake dhyAnako zazikAMtabhAI apanI bhASAmeM naze kI golI kahate haiM / * 'majjatyajJaH kilAjJAne, viSThAyAmiva zUkaraH / jJAnI nimajjati jJAne, marAla iva mAnase // ' - jJAnasAra yahAM zAstrakAroM ko dveSa nahIM haiM ki hamako bhaMDa kI upamA deN| kiMtu karuNA haiM : viSThA jaisI avidyA chor3akara jIva jJAnI baneM / pudgala milate hI paramakI bAta hama turaMta bhUla jAte haiM / haz2Ara bAra AtmAkI bAta sunI hone para bhI vaha bAta yAda nahIM rahatI / yAda raheM : bulAye binA pudgala Ate nahIM haiM / Apa bulAo / (rAga-dveSa karo) aura pudgala Aye binA nahIM rahate / vizvakA rAjA to AtmA haiM / AtmA pudgala ke jUThemeM par3e vaha jJAnIoMko kaise acchA lage? koI bhI padArtha matalaba pudgala kA jUThA hI / jitanA dhAnya haiM vaha kyA haiM ? gAMdhIdhAmavAloMne to mujhe kahA thA : hamArA kArakhAnA matalaba viSThAkA kArakhAnA ! viSThA jyAdA utanA khAda joradAra ! isa khAdase hI dhAnya taiyAra nahIM hotA ? yadyapi pudgala pariNamanazIla haiN| isake guNadharma badalate jAte haiM / kiMtu haiM to saba isakA hI na ? anaMta jIvoMne bhogA huA hI haiM na ? yaha saba jJAna AtmAko prApta karane ke lie hI haiM, jAnakArI kA bhAra baDhAne ke lie nahIM haiM / gadheko dekhA haiM na? hama siddhAcala kI yAtrA ke lie jAte taba sAmane se gadhe Ate the na ? ye gadhe bahuta bhAra uThAte haiM, kiMtu kyA milatA haiM ? zAyada caMdanakA bhAra (58ommooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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gadhe uThAye, lekina kyA sugaMdha prApta karate haiM ? hameM jJAnakA bhAra uThAnevAle gadhe bananA haiM ? dUsarI AtmA bhI mokSameM jAye, aisI bhAvanA ke lie prayatnazIla bananevAle hama svayaM kI hI (AtmA kI ) ciMtA na kareM ? saMpUrNa zaraNAgati leneke lie AtmA taiyAra nahIM hotI / yaha taiyAra na ho taba taka bhagavAna kI tarapha se yoga-kSema nahIM hotA / mana-vacana-kAyA tInoM bhagavAnako soMpa do to bhagavAna ApakI AtmAko paramAtmA banAne ke lie abhI taiyAra haiM / paraMtu hamArI taiyArI kahAM haiM ? prIti - bhakti Adi anuSThAnoM meM kramazaH jyAdA se jyAdA arpaNa hI karate jAnA haiM / Apa yoga-kSemake pAtra bane to ApakA mokSa nakkI ! mRtyu se pahale itanA to nakkI kara hI lenA / itanI merI bAta mAnanA / * mithyAtva mohanIyakI utkRSTa sthiti 70 kor3A - kor3i sAgaropama haiM / aisI utkRSTa sthiti jo aba eka bhI bAra nahIM bAMdhanevAlA ho vaha apunarbaMdhaka kahA jAtA haiM / mithyAtvakI utkaTatA ho vahAM anaMtAnubaMdhIkI bhI utkaTatA hotI haiN| aMtarmuhUrta meM 70 kor3Akor3i sAgaropama ( yAne ki 3 // kAlacakra) karmakI sthiti bAMdha sakate haiM / samyaktva rokanevAlA yaha darzana mohanIya hI haiN| ise sarvaprathama parAjita karanA par3egA / isake lie kadama-kadama para 'namo arihaMtANaM' japate jAo / moha ke sAmane yaha moracA zuru karanA hI rahA / logassa kyA haiM ? bhagavAnako namaskAra haiM / namaskAra, moha ke sAmane pratyAkramaNa haiM / * duryodhana- rAvaNa vagerahane yuddha karake jitane karma bAMdhe usase bhI jyAdA karma deva - gurukI AzAtanAse bAMdhate haiM / vaha (yuddhAdi karanevAlA) narakameM jAtA haiM, paraMtu deva - gurukI AzAtanA karanevAlA to nigodameM jAtA haiM / bhakti kama ho to bhale ho, kiMtu deva guruMkI AzAtanA to kabhI mata karanA / ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 059

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ISIOSANNINORNIROIN madrAsa, vi.saM. 2049 27-9-2000, budhavAra azvina kRSNA - 30 * parigraha saMjJA sabase jyAdA pIr3anevAlI haiM / parigraha chUTA haiM, paraMtu parigraha saMjJA chUTa gayI haiM aisA lagatA haiM ? usako tor3ane ke lie dAnadharma haiM / usake bAda pIr3anevAlI haiM maithuna saMjJA, usako tor3ane ke liye zIladharma haiM / usake bAda AhAra saMjJA pIDA detI haiM / 'yahI cAhie yaha nahIM cAhie / ' aisI vRtti AhAra-saMjJA hI haiN| AhAra chor3anA AsAna haiM, kiMtu AhAra saMjJA chor3anI muzkila haiM / use tor3ane ke lie tapadharma haiM / cauthI pIr3anevAlI bhaya saMjJA haiM / bhayake kAraNa hamArA mana nitya caMcala rahatA haiM / caMcalatA bhaya kI nizAnI haiM / use tor3ane ke lie bhAvadharma haiM / __ AhAra nahIM, AhAra saMjJAko tor3ane ke lie tapa haiM / Aja ina mahAtmA (hemacandrasAgarasUrijI)ne 76vIM olIkA pAraNA kiyA haiM / unako tapa karane kI kyA jarurata ? prasiddhi haiM / parivAra haiM / bhakta varga haiM / saba kucha haiM / phira bhI tapa ke prati kitanA (60 56600 6 6 65 66 6 6 6 6 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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prema haiM ? kyoMki jAnate haiM tapa ke binA karma-kSaya nahIM hotA / karma-kSaya ke binA mokSa milegA ? laDDa khAte-khAte mokSa mila jAyegA ? majhe nahIM lagatA : mokSa kI icchA jagI hai ho| mokSameM jAnA hoM to kaTibaddha honA par3egA / 'dehaM pAtayAmi kArya vA sAdhayAmi / ' mota ko mUThI meM rakhakara nIkalanA par3atA haiM / to tapa hotA haiM, karma-kSaya hotA haiM / * apunarbaMdhakameM hamArA naMbara haiM yA nahIM vaha jAnanA haiM ? bIjAdhAna huA haiM yA nahIM, vaha jAnanA haiM ? bIjAdhAna ke binA bhagavAna kI taraphase yoga-kSema honevAlA nahIM haiM / ataH svAbhAvika haiM ki hamAre aMdara bIjAdhAna huA haiM ki nahIM vaha jAnane kI icchA jge| apunarbaMdhakatA ke bAda kSayopazama bhAvake guNa baDhate rahate haiM / pUjya hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : kSayopazama bhAvakA apa-DAuna huA nahIM karatA ? pUjyazrI : nahIM, kSayopazamabhAvakI nitya vRddhi honI cAhie / Age-pIche jAtA rahe to musAphira maMjhila taka kaise pahuMcegA ? muMbaI se yahAM Apa kaise Aye ? thor3e Age thor3e pIche calate raho to pahuMca sakate hoM ? hameM muktinagarImeM pahuMcanA haiM / pIche haTeMge to kaise pahaMceMge ? apunarbaMdhaka yAne aisI AtmA ki vaha aba bhavacakrameM kabhIbhI mohanIyakI utkRSTa sthiti (70 kor3Akor3i sAgaropama) bAMdhanevAlI nahIM hai / . isane thor3IsI paramakI jhalaka prApta kI haiM vaha aba viSThAmeM kaise leTegA ? miThAI khAI ho vaha aba eMThA-jUThA kaise khAegA ? zAyada bhojana karanA par3e to bhI mana kahAM hogA ? jANyo re jeNe tuja guNa leza, bIjA re rasa tene mana navi gamejI, cAkhyo re jeNe amI lavaleza, bAkasa-bukasa tasa na ruce kimejI ! - upA. yazovijayajI ye yazovijayajIke udgAra haiM, jo laghu-haribhadra kahe gaye haiN| - apunarbaMdhakameM viSayAbhilASAkI vimukhatA hotI haiM, use saMsAra kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 00000000000000000 61)

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jyAdA acchA nahIM lagatA / bhale vaha cakravartI ho yA zahanazAha, paraMtu mana saMsArameM nahIM lagatA / viSayAbhilASAkI nivRtti karAnevAlI kSayopazamakI vRddhi haiM / apunarbaMdhaka ke binA yaha nahIM ho sakatA / apunarbaMdhaka avasthAmeM hamane praveza kiyA to bhagavAnakI taraphase yoga-kSema honA zuru ho hI gayA, jAna lo / anyadarzanI jo kahate haiM : hama paramakI jhalaka, paramakA AnaMda anubhava kara rahe haiM, ve sacce nahIM haiM, aisA nahIM haiM / apunarbaMdhakadazAmeM bhI aisA AnaMda mila sakatA haiM, aisA haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM / ( 12 ) logahiANaM / loka yAne paMcAstikAya / paMcAstikAyameM aloka bhI A gayA / kyoMki AkAzAstikAya alokameM bhI haiM / aloka itanA bar3A hai, use lokameM kaise samA sakate haiM ? isa arthameM samA sakate haiM / kevalajJAnameM bhI samA sakate haiM / bhagavAna paMcAstikAyamaya loka ke lie hitakArI haiM / yathAvasthita darzanapUrvaka, samyag - prarUpaNA karake bhagavAna hita karate haiM / aisA hita karate haiM ki jisameM bhAvimeM koI bAdhA na pahuMce / bhagavAna sarva padArthoMko yathArtha dekhate haiM / usake ( darzanake) anurUpa bhagavAna vyavahAra karate haiM / bhagavAna aisI hI prarUpaNA karate haiM jisase bhaviSyameM bAdhA na pahuMce / satya ho utanA saba bhagavAna bolate nahIM haiM, bhagavAna bolate haiM vaha satya hotA haiM, kiMtu satya ho vaha bolate hI haiM, aisA nahIM haiM / DosImAMko DosI, aMdheko aMdhA, kAneko kAnA, corako cora, saca hone para bhI nahIM kahanA cAhie / na satyamapi bhASeta parapIDAkaraM vacaH 1 kauzika nAmake bAbAjIko pratijJA thI : satya hI bolanA / vaha jaMgalameM jA rahA thA / usa samaya usane daur3ate cauroM ko jhAr3ImeM chipa jAte dekhA / pIche Ate sainikoMne pUchA to usane kaha diyA : caura usa jhAr3ImeM chipe haiM / 62 00 184 kahe kalApUrNasUri

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una logoMne una cauroMko mAra dete kauzikako pApa lagA / kauzikane satya dekhA jarUra, paraMtu bhAvimeM honevAle khatareko dUra na kiyA / bhagavAna kabhI aisA nahIM karate / ye sarva dharma prANIoMko sukhakArI, kalyANakArI evaM maMgalakArI haiM / kisI jIva ko takalIpha hoM aisI vANI sAdhaka kaise nikAla sakatA haiM ? bhagavAna svayaM AcaraNa kara hama sabako aisA samajhA rahe haiM / jinAgama aura dUsare zAstroM meM yaha bar3A aMtara haiM / yathArtha darzana aura bhAvimeM hitakara prarUpaNA mAtra jinAgamoM meM hI dekhane milegii| prazna : hita aura yoga-kSemameM kyA aMtara haiM ? uttara : hita aura yoga-kSemameM aMtara haiM / yogakSema bIjAdhAnavAloMkA hI hotA haiM / hita sabakA hotA haiN| bhagavAna sabako hitakara samyaktva ke lakSaNa zama : udayameM Aye hue yA AnevAle krodhAdi kaSAyoM ko zAMta karane kI bhAvanA rakhakara, samatA rakhanI / saMvega : icchA haiM balki mAtra mokSa prApti kii| nirveda : saMsArI jIva kI pravRtti haiM, paraMtu saMsAra ke padArthoM meM Asakti nahIM haiM / anukaMpA : jagata ke sarva' jIvoM ko sva-samAna mAnakara sabake prati vAtsalyabhAva, karuNAbhAva / AstikatA : zraddhA, jinezvara aura unake dvArA bodhita dharmameM apUrva zraddhA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Boo0000000000000000063)

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SALADABAZAROBAR SHANING pU. hemacandrasUrijI ke sAtha, giranAra aMjanazalAkA, vi.saM. 2040 28-9-2000, guruvAra azvina zukla - 1 * bhagavAnakI dezanAke prabhAvase tIrthameM aisI zakti AyI ki jisase tIrtha 21 hajAra barasa taka calegA / hama saba vAhaka haiM / bar3I mAMDalImeM dUra rahe hue mahAtmAko vastu pahuMcAne meM jisa taraha hama vAhaka banate haiM, usI taraha yahAM para bhI hama vAhaka haiM / 21 hajArake sAta bhAga kareM to pahalA bhAga pUrA hone AyA haiM, aura cha: bhAga bAkI haiM / bhagavAna mokSameM gaye to tIrthameM prabhAva ghaTa gayA, aisA nahIM haiM / maiM to kahatA hUM : ulaTA prabhAva bar3ha gayA haiM / bhagavAna pahale karmasahita the / aba karma-mukta bane / karmasahitakA prabhAva jyAdA yA karmarahita kA prabhAva jyAdA ? __ abhI bhI bhagavAnakI karuNA kAma karatI haiM vaha samajha meM AtA haiM ? * nagarameM dharmI kitane ? adharmI kitane ? yaha jAnane ke lie zreNikane nagarake bAhara banAye hue do maMDapoM meM sabhI dharmake hI maMDapa meM Aye / adharmake maMDapameM mAtra eka hI zrAvaka thA / jo kaha rahA thA : maiMne dharmameM aticAra lagAyA haiM / maiM dhArmika [6400000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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nahIM hUM / abhayane kahA : yahI saccA dharmI haiM / * jaisI karuNA bhAvanA tIrthaMkara bhA sakate haiM vaisI dasare koI nahIM bhA sakate / tIrthaMkarameM yaha vizeSatA haiM : ve sarva jIvoM meM AtmabhAva dekhate haiM / aise karuNAzIla bhagavAnakI karuNA rahI yA gaI ? hemacaMdrasUrijI kahate haiM : bhagavAnameM itanI karuNA haiM ki jisake sAmane svayaMbhUramaNa bhI choTA par3e / usa karuNAkI vRSTi Aja bhI ho rahI haiM / * merA yoga-kSema bhagavAna kara rahe haiM / aisA vicAra hameM kaisA gadgad banAtA haiM ? eka bar3e mukhyamaMtrI yA pradhAnamaMtrI kI dostI bhI AdamImeM khumArI bhara detI haiM, to bhagavAnakA saMparka Apake aMdara kaisI mastI bhara detA haiM / bhagavAnakI karuNA Apako duHkhameM AzvAsana detI haiM / prazna hogA : karuNAzIla bhagavAnane zreNika jelameM the taba kyoM kucha nahIM kiyA ? bhagavAnane usa samaya bhI zreNikakI rakSA kI hI haiM, duHkhameM zreNikako dhIraja aura AzvAsana denevAle bhagavAna hI the / bhagavAna duHkha dUra nahIM karate, duHkhameM samAdhikI zakti dete haiM, rogameM yogakI zakti dete haiM, vyAdhimeM samAdhi dete haiM / yahI bhagavAnakI kRpA haiM / bIjAdhAnavAle jIvoMkA bhagavAna isa taraha (sadvicAra dekara) yoga-kSema karate hI haiN| mAtra use dekhane kI AMkha hamAre pAsa cAhie / * mahAnizIthameM khulAsA kiyA haiM : udhaI khAI huI eka hI mahAnizIthakI prata milI haiM, usI taraha hamane likhA haiM usase koI bhI vyudgrAhita na hoM / . dhyAna-vicAra kI bhI isI prakAra eka hI prata pATaNa ke bhaMDArameM se amRtalAla kAlidAsa dosIko milI thI / * bIjAdhAna karanA ho to pApa-pratighAta karanA jarurI haiM / pApa-pratighAta kiye binA bIjAdhAna kaise ho sakatA haiM ? bIjAdhAnake binA cAhe jitane Age pahuMca gaye ho (jainAcArya banakara navagraiveyaka taka) to bhI vyartha haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Boooooooooooooooom 65)

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jaise ki pU. devacandrajI kahate haiM, 'Adaryo AcaraNa loka upacArathI, zAstra abhyAsa paNa kAMi kIdho, zuddha zraddhAna valI Atma-avalaMba viNa, tehavo kArya tiNe ko na sIdho / ' bIjAdhAnakA upAya pApa-pratighAta haiM / pudgalakA upayoga cAlu haiM / hama icchate haiM : hama isameM se chUTa jAyeM / hoTalameM jAkara Apa jitanA upabhoga karo utanA bila AyegA / hamAre pudgaloMkA bIla nahIM caDhegA ? hamako pudgaloM se chUTanA haiM yA isI ke hI cakrameM phaMsanA haiM ? aisI sAmagrI bArabAra milegI? bhagavAna gautamasvAmI jaise ko bArabAra kahate the : 'samayaM goyama ! mA pamAyae / ' to hamAre jaisoMkI kyA hAlata ? zuddha dharmakI prApti pApakarma ke vigamase, pApakarmakA vigama (vinAza) tathAbhavyatAke paripAka se hotA haiM / * sAtatya, Adara aura vidhipUrvaka hI dharma zuddha ho sakatA tIrthaMkara ke Adara ke binA tIrthaMkara ke dharma para Adara kaise jagegA ? sabhIkA mUla bhagavAna ke uparakA bahumAna haiM / jai icchaha paramapayaM, ahavA kitti suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe / tA telukkuddharaNe, jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha / ___ - ajitazAMti agara Apa paramapada cAhate ho yA jagatameM kIrti icchate ho to jinavacana meM Adara karo / jinavacana Age karate ho taba bhagavAnako Age karate ho / bhagavAnako Age kiye to saba jagaha saphalatA hI saphalatA / jinavacana guruko AdhIna haiM / guru vinayako AdhIna haiM / 'namo arihaMtANaM' meM pahale 'namo' vinayakA sUcaka haiM / tathAbhavyatAkA paripAka karane ke lie dUsare cAra kAraNa nahIM, kiMtu hamArA bhagavAnako prApta karane kA puruSArtha hI mukhya haiN| bhagavAna (66 wwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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hI saba kucha haiM / kAla bagairaha sabhI bhagavAnake hI dAsa haiM, aisA mAnakara puruSArtha karanA haiM / * vyApArIoM ke yahAM do vibhAga hote haiM : khAtA aura rokar3a / khAtA navakAra haiM / rokar3a zeSa dvAdazAMgI / khAtemeM mAtra TIpa hI hotI haiM / aba maiM pUchatA hUM : rokar3a kho jAya to nukasAna yA khAtA kho jAye to jyAdA nukasAna ? isI taraha navakAra kho jAye to saba kucha kho jAtA haiM / eka navakAra ke AdhAra pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjane aneka agamya padArthoM kI zodha kI aura kahA : navakAra se nirmala banI huI prajJA Apako saba kucha DhUMDha degI / gaNadharoM ko to mAtra tIna hI pada bhagavAnane diye the / ve mAtRkA haiM / yaha khAtA haiM / usake upara banAI huI dvAdazAMgI vaha rokar3a haiM / * cAra mAtA : (1)varNa mAtA : jJAnamAtA / a se ha taka ke akSara / purAne jamAnemeM mAtA kI taraha akSaroM ko pUjate the / gaNadharoMne svayaMne usako namana kiyA haiM / 'namo baMbhIe livie / ' akSara dravyazruta hone para bhI bhAvazrutakA kAraNa haiM / (2) namaskRti mAtA (navakAra) : puNyakI mAtA / viziSTa puNya paidA karane se jIvakA vikAsa hotA hI rahatA (3) pravacana mAtA : dharmamAtA / puNya ke bAda dharmakA sarjana honA cAhie / ye sabhI dhAvamAtAeM haiM / ye svayaM kA kArya karake Age kI mAtAkI godameM hamako bheja detI haiN| __ pahale varNamAtA AtI haiM / varNamAtA Apako navakAra mAtAkI godameM, navakAra mAtA Apako pravacana mAtAkI godameM rakhatI haiM / __Aja to Azcarya hotA haiM / Apake bAlaka varNamAtAse vaMcita raha jAte haiM / usako A, B, C, D AtI haiM, kiMtu a se ha taka kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 67)

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ke akSara hI nahIM Ate, hamAre pAsa aise kitaneka bAlaka Ate haiM / yaha dekhakara Azcarya hotA haiM : hamAre hI dezakA bAlaka hamArI . hI bhASA nahIM jAnatA ! bAlapanase hI Apa mAtRbhASAse alaga ho jAo to ApameM Arya-saMskRti kI dhArA kaisI utaregI ? jo bASA bacapanase sIkho usI bhASAkI saMskRti utaregI / bAlaka to ThIka, Aja to sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhI saMskRtase dUra ho gaye haiN| vyAkhyAna acche de diye ! logoMko prabhAvita kara diyA, basa... kAma ho gayA / lokaraMjanameM par3a jAyeMge to AgamoMko kauna paDhegA ? jaina sAdhuoM ko itanI sAmagrI milI haiM ki anya kahIM jAnekI jarurata hI nahIM par3atI / (4) dhyAna mAtA : tripadI / tInoM mAtAeM hamako aMtameM dhyAna mAtAkI godameM rakha detI haiM / kiMtu prAraMbha to kramazaH hI hotA haiM / sIdhA dhyAna nahIM AtA / * bhagavAna sabakA hita karate haiM, kiMtu sabake nAtha kaise nahIM banate ? bhagavAna to nAtha banane ke lie taiyAra haiM, kiMtu hama unako nAtha ke rUpameM svIkArane ke lie taiyAra nahIM haiM / bIjAdhAnayukta jIva hI nAtha ke rUpameM svIkArane ke lie taiyAra hote haiM / __ bhArata sarakAra yuddha maidAnameM utare hue vaphAdAra sainikoMko hI zastra dekara madada karatI haiN| bevaphA-zatru pakSameM mile hue sainikoMko zastra de to kyA hAlata ho ? bhArata sarakArase hI bhAratakA nAza ho jAye / isI taraha bhagavAna bIjAdhAnayukta bhavyAtmA ke hI nAtha banate haiM, dUsare ke nahIM / bIjAdhAna se prAraMbha kara aMtameM mokSa taka bhagavAna yoga-kSema karate rahate haiN| usake bAda to Apa svayaM nAtha banakara dUsare kA yoga-kSema karate rahoge / ___ * vyavahAra rAzi yA avyavahArarAzi - sabhI jIvoM kA hita bhagavAna karate haiM / hama bhale vicArate na hoM, paraMtu hamArA hita koI karate haiM, aisA patA calatA haiM ? relameM baiThe ho taba (68Boooooooooooooooos kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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cAlaka ApakA hita karatA haiM na ? bhale vaisA koI vicAra Apake manameM na ho / * bhASAvargaNAse manovargaNAkA upakAra-kSetra bar3A haiM / hama jisa taraha vihAra karate haiM usI taraha hamAre chor3e hue bhASA aura manake pudgala bhI vihAra karate haiM / paMdraha yogoMke pudgala alpa yA adhika dezAMtara jAte haiM / koI thor3e dUra aTakate haiM koI dUra taka jAte haiM / bhagavAna pavitra vANIkA uccAra karate haiM taba usakI taraMge sarvatra nahIM phelatI hogI ? sImaMdharasvAmI kI vANI ke pudgala yahAM nahIM pahuMcate hoMge ? yaha bhI hamArA unake dvArA hotA hita hI haiM na ? paradezameM pUjyazrI ke vacana kI labdhi kA prasAra ___eka yuvAnane thor3e hI dinoMmeM pUrI kitAba (tattvajJAna pravezikA) kaMThastha kara lI aura isake ciMtanameM aisA kho gayA ki amerikAmeM dhana kamAne gaye hue usa AdamIne dharma kamAyA / itanA hI nahIM lekina amerikA chor3a diyA aura bhArata Akara AjIvana brahmacarya grahaNa kara tattvajJAna AtmasAt kiyA / jyoM jyoM tattvajJAna prApta karatA gayA tyoM tyoM isa jIvako bhI janmo-janama cale vaisA tattva-ciMtana kA mahAna pAtheyaM milA, jisakA RNa kaise adA ho sakatA haiM ? - sunaMdAbahana vorA kahe 40omoooooooooooooooom69

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lekhana magnatA 29-9-2000, zukravAra azvina zukla - 2 * bhagavAna yoga-kSema amukakA hI karate haiM, paraMtu hita sabhIkA karate haiM / jIvakA to hita karate haiM, ajIvakA bhI hita karate haiM / yathAvasthita vastukA pratipAdana karane se ajIva kA bhI hita karate bhagavAna yathAvasthita darzanapUrvaka samyak prarUpaNA karate haiM / bhAvi ko bAdhA na pahuMce, usa taraha bhagavAna prarUpaNA karate haiM / jo jisako yathArtha rUpase dekhate haiM, tadanurUpa bhAvi apAya dUra karanepUrvaka vartate haiM, vaha usako vastutaH hitakara haiM / vanaspati Adi sthAvarameM cetanA batAkara bhagavAna logoM ko usakI hiMsAse bacAte haiN| ekendriya jIvoMko pIr3A se bacAte laukika parvomeM jIvoMkA nAza hotA haiM, lokottara paryoM meM jIvoM ko abhayadAna hotA haiM / cha kAyakA hita jinavihita anuSThAnameM hotA hI haiM / dUsare vratakA nAma mRSAvAda-viramaNa haiM, satya bhASaNa nahIM (70 06gaaaaaao kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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haiM / satya ho vaha bola hI denA, aisA nahIM haiM, paraMtu jo bolo vaha satya honA cAhie, yaha vratakA rahasya haiM / satya bolanevAlA kauzika tApasa marakara narakameM gayA haiM / jUTha bolakara jIvoM ko bacAnevAlA zrAvaka svargameM gayA haiM / __ isI saMdarbhameM kalikAla sarvajJa AcAryazrI kumArapAla kahAM chupAyA haiM ? yaha jAnate hue bhI 'maiM nahIM jAnatA' aisA kahakara jUTha bole the / jisase jIva bace vaha satya ! jisase jIva kA hita ho vaha satya ! isase viparIta asatya / AcAryazrI dravyase mRSAvAda bole the, kiMtu bhAvase satya hI bole / mukhya vrata ahiMsA hI haiM / dUsare vrata pahale vratakI rakSA ke lie hI haiM / yaha TUTa jAya to dUsare vrata TUTa hI jAte haiM / 'bAr3a dhAnya ke lie haiM, bAr3a ke lie nahIM / ahiMsA ke lie satya haiM, satya ke lie ahiMsA nahIM haiM / ___ ajIva ke saMdarbha meM satya yA asatya kucha nahIM haiM, paraMtu isa nimittase mithyA bhASaNa se jIvakA ahita hotA haiN| sira TakarAyegA to khaMbhe ko kucha nahIM hogA, ApakA sira phUTegA / ajIvakI samyak prarUpaNA se Akhira jIvakA hI hita hogA / siddha bhagavaMtoMkI prarUpaNA anyathA karo to unakA kucha ahita nahIM hotA, kiMtu prarUpaNA karanevAle kA ahita avazya hotA haiN| vanaspatimeM jIva to abhI jagadIzacaMdra bojhane kahA taba vijJAnane mAnA, kiMtu vijJAna pRthvI, pAnI, agni, vAyu AdimeM kahAM jIva mAnatA haiM ? isake lie aneka jagadIzacaMdra bojha abhI hone bAkI haiM / ve kaheMge taba vijJAna mAnegA / kiMtu hameM itanA iMtajAra karane kI jarurata nahIM haiM / hamAre lie to sarvajJa bhagavAna vaijJAnika hI haiM / unakA kahA huA hama satya mAnakara caleM, yahI hamAre lie hitakara haiM / * hamAre jamAnemeM gRhastha bhI bahirbhUmike lie bahAra jAte the / bimAra par3e vahI bAr3emeM jAtA thA / Aja to sAdhumahArAja bhI vAr3A ho to bAhara zAyada hI jAte haiM / vIryAcAra bilakula bAjumeM rakha diyA haiM / - ekabAra hamArA cAturmAsa (vi.saM. 2025) ahamadAbAda kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400ooooooooooooooom 71)

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vidyAzAlAmeM thA / maiM zAmako bahirbhUmi ke lie gayA / varSA huI / sAmane pU.A.zrI maMgalaprabhasUrijI (usa samaya paM.ma.) sAmane mile / kapar3e bhIge hue the| maiMne pUchA : Apake jaise aise bArisameM bAhara bahirbhUmi ke lie jAyeM isake bajAya vAr3emeM jAya to kyA takalIpha haiM ? unhoMne kahA : 'dekho, bArisameM bhIgate jAnA acchA, kiMtu vAr3emeM jAnA acchA nahIM ! bArisameM sthAvarakI virAdhanA haiM, jabaki vAr3eme trasakI virAdhanA haiM / phira burI paraMparA par3e vaha alaga / ' * bahuta gRhastha paise de sakeM aise na ho taba divAlA phUMkate haiM / usI taraha kitaneka prAyazcitta pUrA karane meM asamartha ho ve AlocanA lenA hI baMda kara dete haiM / mahAnizIthameM likhA haiM : eka anAlocita pApa bhayaMkara durgatimeM le jAtA haiM / jisa pApakI AlocanA lene kA mana na ho, vaha pApa-karma nikAcita samajheM / hama to sthUla pApoMkI AlocanA lete haiM, sUkSma vicAroM ko to batAte hI nahIM / anAlocita pApavAle hamArA kyA hogA ? uttama AtmA zAyada pApa karatI haiM, kiMtu bAda meM unako bahuta hI pazcAttApa hotA haiM / jise pApa karane ke bAda pazcAttApa kA bhAva jAgRta nahIM hotA, vaha samajha leM : merA saMsAra abhI bahuta bAkI haiM / upA. mAnavijayajIkI taraha kaha sakate haiM : 'kyuM kara bhakti, karuM prabhu terI / / kAma, krodha, mada, mAna, viSayarasa chAMData gela na merI...' usakI AtmA nikaTa mokSagAmI samajheM / isa choTese stavanameM hamArI sAdhanAmeM rukAvaTa karate prAyaH sabhI doSa A gaye haiN| purAne saMgItakAra (dInAnAtha bagairaha jaise) aise gItoMko bahuta hI pasaMda karate the / ye doSa bhaktike lie vighna haiM / inheM dUra kiye binA bhakti AtmAke sAtha nahIM jamegI / mAnavijayajI kahate haiM : hama paraniMdA aura svaprazaMsA karate haiN| aba ise badala do / dUsare kI prazaMsA aura sva-niMdA karo / (720000 saaaaaaasana kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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mAtra thor3IsI dizA badalo to virAdhanAkA mArga ArAdhanAkA mArga bana jAyegA / jisa mArga se durgatinagarI AnevAlI thI, usI mArga se pIche lauTate sadgatinagarI AyegI / AtmArAmajI ma. jaise utkRSTa prabhAvaka puruSa bhI bhagavAna ke pAsa Akara roye haiM, apanI bar3AI nahIM rakhI / hamAre jitane doSa duniyA jAne utanA acchA ! jitanI hamArI niMdA hogI utanA acchA / utane jyAdA karmokIM nirjarA hogI / binA paise yaha dhobI Apake kapar3e dho de vaha kama bAta haiM ? pU. kalAprabhasUrijI : vaha becArA karma bAMdhegA usakA kyA ? pUjya zrI : mahArAjA jA rahe the aura Amako mArane ke lie pheMkA huA patthara rAjAko lagA / mahArAjAne usa lar3ake ko 1000 suvarNa mudrAoM kA inAma diyA / maMtrIne kahA : kala Apako hajAra patthara khAne par3eMge / kyoMki sabako inAma milegA, aisI AzA hogI ! ApakA prazna bhI aisA hI haiM / mahArAjAne kahA : maiM aisA mUrkha nahIM hUM ki aise mAranevAle ko inAma dUM / jinakA irAdA aisA ho unako to sajA hI karUMgA. kiMtu isa bAlakakA irAdA koI mujhe mArane kA nahIM thA, phala lene kA thA / eka vRkSa bhI patthara mAranevAle ko phala detA haiM, to maiM manuSyoMmeM bhI maiM rAjA aura ise sajA dUMgA ? maiM vRkSase bhI gayA ? rAjAkA yaha aiMgala thA / pratyekakA aiMgala samajhanA cAhie / hameM samAdhi rakhane ke lie yaha aiMgala haiM : niMdaka upakArI haiM / isake svayaMkA eMgala alaga haiM : ise to aise hI vicAranA cAhiye : (yadi yaha vicAra sake aisA ho to) 'nindyo na ko'pi loke / ' 'vizvameM kisI kI bhI niMdA se merA kyA hogA ?' donoM ke apane-apane eMgala - dRSTikoNa hote haiM / isa taraha apanAyeM to donoM sacce ! dUsarekA dRSTikoNa svayaM apanA leM to donoM jUThe ! kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 3 73

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* divAra ke sAtha Apa TakarAeMge to divAra ko kucha nahIM hogA, kiMtu ApakA sira phUTegA / usI taraha dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya yA jIvAstikAya ke viSayameM Apa viparIta prarUpaNA karo to unakA kucha nahIM bigar3egA, paraMtu ApakA jarura bigar3egA / usI taraha Apa samyak prarUpaNA karo to unako bhale kucha ho yA na ho, kiMtu ApakA hita to jarura hotA hI haiM / * dimAgako vikasita karane ke lie jJAnameM prayAsa karate haiM usI taraha kAyAko vikasita karane ke lie vIryAcArameM prayAsa karanA cAhie / ekake upara TUTa na paDeM, tInoM naukaroMko (mana, vacana, kAyA ko) samAna kAma dIjie / kahA~ se mile ? svAtinakSatrameM chIpameM par3A huA pAnI motI banatA haiM, usI prakAra mAnava ke jIvanameM prabhu ke vacana par3e aura pariNAma prApta kare to amRta banate haiM / arthAt AtmA paramAtma-svarUpa prakaTa hotI haiM / paraMtu saMsArI jIva aneka paudgalika padArthoM meM Asakta haiM, use ye vacana kahA~ se zItalatA deMge ? agni kI uSNatAmeM zItalatA kA anubhava kahA~ se hogA ? jIva mana ko AdhIna ho vahA~ zItalatA kahA~ se mile ? (74 wwwwwwwwwww6600 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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svAdhyAya magnatA 20-9-2000, zanivAra azvina zukla - 3 (13) logapaIvANaM / * aMdheremeM TakarAte hue hamAre lie prabhu-vacana prakAza banate haiM / jina-vacana prakAzarUpa taba lagate haiM, jaba hama svayaM aMdheremeM TakarA rahe haiM, aisA lage / tIrtha rahe taba taka prabhu-vacana prakAza dete hI raheMge / bhojanazAlAkA sthApaka bhale mRtyu pA jAya, phira bhI jahAM taka vaha bhojanazAlA cale vahAM taka vaha sthApakakI hI ginI jAtI haiM / yaha tIrthabhI AtmAkI bhojanazAlA hI haiM / * Aja bhagavatImeM aisA pATha milA, jise maiM barasoM se DhUMDha rahA thA / pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.mahArAjane khAsa kahA thA : paMcAstikAya paraspara sahAyaka banate haiM aisA koI pATha mile to DhUMDhIe / Aja vaisA hI pATha milA haiM / paraspara upakAra karanA, yaha to dharma haiM / upakAra nahIM karanA yaha aparAdha haiM / isa aparAdhakI hI sajA ke rUpameM hI hameM duHkhamaya saMsAra milA haiM / * prakAzakA thor3A hI sahArA milane para aMdheremeM ghATameM par3ate [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000000000075)

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baca jAte haiM / prakAza kA yaha thor3A upakAra haiM ? do dhAtuvAdI bhayaMkara aMdhakArapUrNa guphAmeM mazAla lekara gaye ho aura bIcameM mazAla bujha jAya to kyA hogA ? AsapAsa kahIM prakAza nahIM haiM / calanA kaise ? jAnA kaise ? vahI samasyA ho jAya / aMdara bahuta z2aharIle prANI phirate ho usakA Dara hoM / aisI hI hAlata hamArI thI / zrutajJAnakA dIpa na milA hotA to hamArI hAlata aisI hI hotI / zrutajJAnakI kiMmata kitanI ? yaha Apa hI vicArIe / kiMtu nizAcarako aMdheremeM hI phiranA acchA lagatA haiM / prakAza Ate hI Akula-vyAkula ho uThate haiM / hameM ajJAnake aMdhakArakI Adata nahIM par3a gayI na...? merI hI bAta karUM : thor3I dera prabhuke vAkya bhUla jAuM to maiM Akula-vyAkula ho jAtA huuN| AnaMdaghanajI kI bhASAmeM kahUM to : 'manarvA kimahI na bAje ho kuMthujina / ' he kuMthunAthajI ! merA mana ThikAne para nahIM rahatA / 'adhyAtama ravi ugyo muja ghaTa, moha-timira hayuM jugate / ' aisA kahanevAle rAmavijayajIne anubhavase hI kahA haiM / niSkAma bhaktike prabhAvase hI nijaghaTameM prakAza phailatA haiM / bhagavAna zrutajJAnase prakAza karate haiM, aisA nahIM kahate, yahAM to kahate haiM : bhagavAna svayaM hI jagatake dIpaka haiM / logapaIvANaM / * bhagavAna kabhI hamako nahIM bhUlate, hama bhagavAna ko bhUla gaye haiM / use yAda karanA haiM / bhagavAna hameM bhUla gaye haiM, vaha bhrama haiM / isa bhrama ko tor3anA rahA / * umAsvAti ma. AdhArapATha ke binA kabhI likhate hI nhiiN| unhoMne hI 'parasparopagraho jIvAnAm / ' likhA / usakA AdhAra honA hI cAhie / isakA mUla bhagavatIke 461veM Ajake sUtrameM Apa dekha sakate ho / jIva, jIvAstikAyako kyA madada karatA haiM ? AkAza sabhIko jagaha detA haiM / jIva jIvAstikAyako anaMta matijJAna-zrutajJAnake paryAya detA haiM / (dUsarA zataka, astikAya uddezake sabhI pATha yahAM jor3a deM / ) (76 000m maa se ao kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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jIvakA lakSaNa hI upayogamaya haiM / 'upayogo lakSaNam / ' isakA AdhAra yahAM haiM / jisakA upayoga ho, usakA paraspara upagraha hotA hI haiM / isameM sabhI jIva A gaye / * sabhI jJAna tIrthaMkara se anaMtara yA paraMpara milatA haiM / Apako jo jJAnAdi mile haiM, vaha dUsaro ko deM / jIva ko hI jJAna de sakate haiM, ajIva to le hI nahIM sakatA / Apa na Ao to maiM khaMbhe ko vAcanA de sakatA hUM ? aba prastutameM Ate haiM / prazna : ajIvakA ahita hotA hI nahIM / to bhagavAna ajIva ke hitakArI kaise ho sakate haiM ? ajIva ko to koI pApa laganevAlA hI nahIM haiN| uttara : hama ajIva-viSayaka asatya boleM to hameM mAyA aura mithyAtva lagatA haiM na ? dravyoMmeM prANAtipAtameM chasu jIvanikAyesu lekina mRSAvAdameM 'savvadavvesu' kSetrameM 'loe vA aloe vA / ' aise pakkhisUtrameM likhA hai / sabhI dravyoM kA yathAsthita astitva svIkAranA hI par3atA haiM / kartAkI apekSA se ajIvameM ayathArthatA Ate use nukasAna huA / divArako patthara mAro to use kucha nahIM hotA, kiMtu zAyada ApakA sira phUTe / dUsaroM ko girAne khaDDA khodo to vaha gire yA na gire lekina Apake lie kuMA taiyAra ho hI jAtA haiM / dhavala mArane gayA, zrIpAla bhale na marA, paraMtu dhavala seTha svayaM to mara hI gayA / yathArtha pratipAdana na karane se jIvako yaha bar3A nukasAna hotA haiM / sabhI mUMga paka rahe haiM, usameM kaMkaTUka mUMga bhale na pake, paraMtu vaha pAkakI kriyA to cAlU hI rahI na ? usI taraha yahAM ajIva viSayaka bhI samajheM / aThAraha hajAra zIlAMGgameM ajIva saMyama bhI batAyA haiM / ajIva ke prati bhI jayaNA rakhanI haiM / oghA ajIva haiM. phira bhI jIvarakSAmeM madada karatA haiM / * bhagavAna lokake pradIpa haiM / dIpaka bAhya prakAza detA haiM / bhagavAna AMtarika prakAza dete haiM / __ . choTese bAlakako hama sIkhAte haiM aura usakA jJAna dhIre-dhIre (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 00000000000000000000 77)

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vikasita hotA jAtA haiM / usI taraha hama bhI choTe the taba kisIne (guru Adine) hameM sIkhAyA thA, vaha yAda haiM na ? dUsaroMne hameM sIkhAyA haiM / to hameM bhI dUsaroM ko nahIM sIkhAnA ? dUsaroM ko sahAyatA karanI yahI yahAM sIkhanA haiM / jJAnakA prakAza Aye taba yaha saba samajhameM AtA haiM / dIpaka ekAMtameM choTIsI jagaha para na rakhakara aise sthAna para rakhate haiM ki jisase usakA prakAza sarvatra phaileM / dIpaka dIpaka ke liye nahIM haiM, padArthoM ko prakAzita karane ke lie haiM / bhagavAna jagatake dIpaka haiM / __ hama choTe the, taba phalodImeM ilekTrIka nahIM thI / pratyeka galImeM lAlaTana kI vyavasthA thii| loga Akara roja zAmako lAlaTana lagA jAte the / ____dIpaka kiraNoMse prakAza phailAtA haiM, usI taraha bhagavAna dezanArUpI kiraNoMse prakAza phailAte haiM / yahAM lokase samyagdRSTi saMjJI jIva lene haiM / dezanAkI kiraNa use hI prakAzita karatI haiM jo samyagdRSTi saMjJI jIva hotA haiM / gADha mithyAtvavAle kA hRdaya bhagavAna prakAzita nahIM kara sakate / ullUko sUrya kucha batA nahIM sakatA / hama yadi ghora mithyAtvI banakara prabhuke pAsa gaye ho to bhagavAnake vacana hameM kucha bhI kara nahIM sakate / hamAre hRdayakA aMdherA abhedya hI rahatA haiM / hamane pratyeka bhavameM aisA hI kiyA haiM / isa bhavameM bhI zAyada cAlU hI haiM / maiM bhI sAthameM hUM / pUjya hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : Apa aisA bole vaha zobhatA nahIM / hama nirAza ho jAte haiM / pUjyazrI : yaha eka paddhati haiM / mujhe abhimAna na Aye, vaha mujhe nahIM dekhanA ? jAmanagarameM vyAkhyAna zuru kiye usake bAda zaMkhezvarameM pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. bagairaha ke sAtha rahanA - pravacana denA huA / vyAkhyAna ke bAda pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. ko pUchA : pravacanameM kucha sudhArane jaisA ? pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.mahArAjane kahA : vyAkhyAnameM 'Apa' 'Apa' ke sthAna para 'hama' zabdakA prayoga karanA / tathA svayaMkI taraphase, svayaMkI buddhise kucha bolanA nahIM / (78wwwww 666666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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__tathA beDA-luNAvA bagairaha sthAnoM meM ve pravacanameM kacha khAmI ho to kahate / vyavahArakI khAmI ho to nizcayakI, nizcayakI khAmI ho to vyavahArakI bAta karate / maiMne jo bhI pustakAdi likhe haiM, una sabhImeM Apa zAstrapATha dekha sakoge / abhI to aisA Atma-vizvAsa ho gayA haiM ki jo bhI maiM bolatA hUM vaha zAstra sApekSa hI hotA haiM, zAyada abhI zAstra pATha na mile to bAdameM bhI mila hI jAtA haiN| maiMne bahutabAra pU. paMnyAsajI ma.kI taraphase upAlaMbha bhI sunA haiM / unhoMne ekabAra kahA thA : Apako dhyAna-vicAra ke upara likhanA acchA lagatA haiM, kiMtu 'parasparopagraho jIvAnAm / ' para kyoM likhane kA mana nahIM hotA ? lagatA hai : prathama vizvayuddha ke bAda ApakA janma huA haiM / Aja-kala ke jIva aise hI haiM : paropakArakI bAteM unheM pasaMda hI nahIM AtI / maiM jaisA bolatA hUM vaisA merA jIvana caubIsoM ghaNTe nahIM hotA / aisA jIvana jIyA jAya to kAma ho jAya / maiM to mAnatA hUM ki Apa sabhI ke puNyakA yaha prabhAva haiM ki maiM bola sakatA hUM / bAkI mujhe bolanA bhI kahAM AtA haiM ? __ ApakI tarapha se bhejI pustaka 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' mila gayI haiM / pustaka bhejane ke badala ApakA khUba khUba AbhAra / kaI samaya se pustaka prApta karane kA prayatna kara rahe the, balki prApta nahIM ho sakatI thI, jo ApakI kRpA se hameM mila gaI haiM / - mahAsatI rAjakoTa kahe va -4Doooooooooooomnanmom 79 KGANGWWW & IN 79

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svAdhyAya magnatA 1-10-2000, ravivAra azvina zukla 4 bhagavAna kA zruta khajAnA vipula aura adbhuta haiM, AtmavikAsa kA kAraNa haiM / jagata ko saccA jJAna denevAle bhagavAna hI haiM / yahI sabase bar3A upakAra haiM / baharA aura gUMgA AdamI prAyaH kabhI upakAraka bana nahIM sakatA yA prasiddha nahIM ho sktaa| kyoMki jJAna ke AdAnapradAna ke dvAra baMdha haiN| jJAna kA AdAna dvAra kAna haiM aura pradAna dvAra jIbha haiM / jo AdAna kara sakatA haiM vahI pradAna kara sakatA haiM / jo suna sakatA haiM vahI sunA sakatA haiM / isIlie hI pAMcoM indriyoMmeM kAna mahattvapUrNa ginA haiM / Apane agara sunA na ho to kabhI bola nahIM sakate / choTA bAlaka pahale sunatA haiM usake bAda hI bolatA haiM / Aja ke DokaTara kahate haiM : janma se gUMgA bAlaka prAya: baharA hI hotA haiM / jisane kabhI sunA nahIM vaha bola kaise sakegA ? isa kAna se paraniMdA yA svaprazaMsA sunanA vaha kAnakA aparAdha haiM / isa aparAdha kA sevana jo nahIM karatA vaha mahAyogI haiM / 4. wwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4

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"niMdA-stuti zravaNa suNIne, harSa zoka navi ANe; so jogIsara jagameM pUrA, nita caDhate guNaThANe / ' - cidAnaMdajI jina indriyoM kA durupayoga karate haiM vaha indriya bhavAMtarameM hameM nahIM milatI / jaise dUsaroM ke lie dharma durlabha banAyeM to hamAre lie hI dharma durlabha bana jAtA haiM / ina indriyoM kA sadupayoga kIjie / kAna se paraprazaMsA, jIbha se guNa kI prazaMsA, AMkha se jina-darzana karate raheM, jisase bhavAMtarameM ve indriyAM to milegI hI, sAthameM anAsakti bhI milegI / yaha vAcanA Apake lie hI nahIM detA / maiM mere liye bhI detA huuN| sva-kalyANa kA lakSya pahale cAhie / bhagavAna bhI jabaradastI kisI ko mokSa nahIM de sakate / to hama kisa vAr3I ke mUle ? zAstra yAne bhagavAna kI dezanA kI Tepa ! gAyaka bhale mRtyu pA gayA ho, paraMtu Apa usakA gIta Tepa ke dvArA suna sakate ho / * mahesANAmeM paDhe huai prajJA cakSu ANaMdajI paMDitajI buddhimAna the / eka bAra kaMThastha kiyA huA kabhI bhUlate nahIM the / 2025 varSa ke bAda pratikramaNameM ajitazAMti bole taba pU. kanakasUrijI vagairaha stabdha ho gaye the / buddhi kisI ke bApa kI nahIM haiM / vi.saM. 2020 bhujapura cAturmAsameM choTe do muni (pU. kalAprabha-kalpataru vi.ma.) ko par3hAte hue kahate : kucha nahIM AtA / bilakula ThoTha (buddhihIna) ! Dhabuke Dha ! aise paMDitajI kaccha ke zobhArUpa the / aMdheke pAsa dIpaka vyartha haiN| usI taraha mithyAtvI ke pAsa bhagavAna vyartha haiM / doSa dIpaka kA nahIM, AMkha nahIM haiM, usakA haiM / doSa bhagavAna kA nahIM, samyaktva nahIM haiM, usakA haiM / merI bAta Apa bahare ho aura sunAI na deM to merA doSa ? ullU ko sUrya dikhAI na de usameM sUrya kA doSa ? samavasaraNameM sabhI ko bodha nahIM hotaa| abhI bhI nahIM hotA / usameM bhagavAna kA doSa nahIM haiN| bhagavAna dvArA bhI sabhI ko bodha nahIM hotA ho to hamArI bAta hI kyA ? koI bodha na pAye taba (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 0000000000000 81)

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yaha eMgala sAmane rakheM : bhagavAna kI vANI bhI kitaneka ko pIghalA nahIM sakatI to hama kauna ? hama to aise sAhukAra ki yahAM kA kucha mukAmameM le nahIM jAte / sabhI yahIM jhAr3a kara rakha jAte haiM / khAnepIne kA kucha aTakatA nahIM haiM / phira yaha siraphor3I kisa lie ? 'paThitenA'pi martavyam, apaThitenA'pi martavyam / kiM kaNThazoSaNaM kartavyam ?' aise jAnakara jJAna se dUra nahIM bhAganA haiM, paraMtu usake liye jyAdA prayatna karanA haiM / * upadezamAlA ke maMgalAcaraNameM RSabhadeva ko sUrya aura mahAvIrasvAmI ko cakSu kahe haiM / sUrya AkAzameM haiM, paraMtu AMkha hamAre pAsa haiM, sAthameM hI rahatI haiM / aisA kabhI banatA haiM ki AMkha kahIM raha jAya aura Apa dUsare kahIM pahuMca jAo ? cazmA raha jAya aisA phira bhI banatA haiM / paraMtu AMkha ? AMkha to caubIsoM ghaNTe ApakI sevAmeM upasthita haiM / akele sUrya se nahIM calatA, AMkha bhI cAhie / akelI AMkha se bhI nahIM calatA, sUrya bhI cAhie / bhagavAna hamAre lie sUrya hI nahIM banate, AMkha bhI banate haiM / bhagavAna jagata ke cakSu ho to hamAre lie ve cakSu nahIM haiM ? hama jagatameM A gaye yA nahIM ? ___ cakSu kI taraha bhagavAna hamezA sAthIdAra banakara rahate haiM, agara hama rakheM to / sUyagaDaMga sUtra kI vIra stutimeM, smRti dagA na detI ho to bhagavAna kA yaha 'jagaccakSu' vizeSaNa diyA haiM / maiM to yaha vizeSaNa paDhakara nAcA huuN| * bhagavAna kI bhakti se hI virati milatI haiM / Apako cAritra milA haiM usakA kAraNa prabhu-pUjA haiM / bacapanameM dIkSA milI ho to pUrva-janmameM prabhu-pUjA-bhakti bahuta huI hogI, aisA avazya mAneM / _ 'dIkSA-kevalane abhilASe, nita-nita jina-guNa gAve / ' / deva bhI dIkSA-kevala ko pAne kI icchA se prabhu-bhakti karate rahate haiM / aisA snAtra pUjAmeM paM. vIravijayajI pharamAte haiM / (82Wooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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bhagavAna kA yaha viziSTa prabhAva dekhakara use grahaNa karane kA hameM mana hotA haiM / * samyagdRSTi ko jaisA bhAva hotA haiM, vaisA mithyAdRSTi ko nahIM hotA / usakA kAraNa mithyAtva ke pudgala haiN| unheM ghaTAne kA puruSArtha karanA haiM / 'sevaM bhaMte sevaM bhaMte' bhagavatI ke pratyeka zataka ke aMtameM AtA yaha pATha bhItara samyagdarzana kI sUcanA karatA haiM / bhagavAna vyavahAra se sabhI ke pradIpa banate haiM, kiMtu nizcaya se to samyagdRSTi saMjJI jIvoM ke hI pradIpa banate haiN| bhagavAna kA prabhAva isase kama nahIM hotA / jIvoM kI yogyatA hI kama haiM / duniyAmeM bahuta aMdhe haiM, bahuta se ullU haiM, lekina usase koI sUrya kA prabhAva ghaTa nahIM jAtA / bhagavAna itane zaktizAlI hone para bhI dharmAstikAya yA adharmAstikAya ko jIva nahIM banA sakate / usase koI prabhu zaktihIna nahIM gine jAte / dharmAstikAya AdimeM aisI yogyatA hI nahIM haiN| usameM prabhu kyA kareMge ? 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka ke karIbana 875 peja paDhe haiM, kiMtu... isameM se bahuta jAnane milatA haiM, jAne hue para zraddhA baDhatI haiM, bhakti kI umaMga jAgRta hotI haiM / thor3A-thor3A paDhakara usa para vicAra kara, barAbara samajhakara, jIvanameM lAne kA prayatna karatA huuN| ApazrI kA khUba-khUba upakAra / - rAyacaMda beMgalora (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400aomoomooooooooooon 83)

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pU. ratnasuMdarasUrijI Adi ke sAtha, surata, dhyAna- vicAra : vi.saM. 2055 - 2-10-2000, somavAra azvina zuklA sunna kala joi biMdU, nAdo tArA lao lavo mattA / 5 paya- siddhI paramajuyA, jhANAI huMti cauvIsaM // dhyAna vicAra kisake AdhAra para likhA gayA haiM vaha to Agamadhara jAne, paraMtu hai adbhuta ! pakkhisUtrameM kathita 'jhANa vibhatti' jaise kisI graMthameM se uddhRta huA ho, aisA lagatA haiM / khAsa karake pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kI preraNA se hI isa graMtha kA abhyAsa prAraMbha kiyA thA / vaha patra pustakameM prakAzita bhI huA haiM / Agamika graMtha hamAre pAsa par3A huA ( pATaNa, hemacandrasUri jJAnabhaMDAra) hone para bhI hamArI naz2ara nahIM gaI vaha Azcarya haiM / sabase pahale muni jaMbUvijayajI dvArA anUdita hokara tathA dharmadhuraMdharavijayajI dvArA saMpAdita hokara mUla pATha ke sAtha sAhitya vikAsa maMDala dvArA prakAzita huA thA / 84 00000 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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mujhe isa ke saMbaMdhameM tIvra ruci thii| isake bAda inakI (pU.paM.ma.) nizrAmeM hI rahakara jo lekhana-noTa huI haiM, vaha isa graMtha ke rUpameM bAhara paDA haiM / kiMtu eka bAta kaha dUM : mAtra paDhane - sunane se nahIM calegA, vaha jIvanameM utAreMge tabhI usakI jhalaka dekhane milegii| mUla pATha bahuta choTA haiM / yahAM baiThe hue sabhI muni jyAdA se jyAdA saptAhameM kaNThastha kara de itanA choTA haiM / arthAt kaNThastha karanA koI bar3I bAta nahIM haiM, paraMtu jIvanameM utAranA bar3I bAta haiM / likhate - likhate bhagavAna mAno kRpA karate ho aisA mujhe bahuta bAra lagA haiM / likhate samaya eka adbhuta stotra 'arihANa stotra' (vajrasvAmI ziSya bhadraguptasUri racita) hAthameM AyA / prAraMbhameM bhale hama jIvanameM utAra na sakeM, paraMtu hamAre pUrvAcArya dhyAna ke kitane himAyatI hoMge? usa tarapha hamArA bahumAnabhAva agara jage to bhI kAma ho jAya / kula cAra lAkha se adhika dhyAna ke bheda hoMge / ina sabhI dhyAna ke bhedoMmeM se arihaMta gujare hue hote haiM / Aja sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ke jIvanameM dhyAna kI bahuta hI jarurata haiN| upamitimeM kahA : dvAdazAMgI kA sAra kyA? 'sAro'tra dhyaanyogH|' arthAt dvAdazAMkI kA sAra sunirmala dhyAna haiM / aisA siddharSine likhA haiM / 557vIM gAthA, upamiti sAroddhAra - prastAva 8 / / mUla-uttaraguNa vagairaha sabhI bAhya kriyAeM haiM, dhyAnayoga ko nirmala banAnemeM sahAyaka haiN| mukhya kArya dhyAna haiM / karmakSaya hamArA dhyeya haiM / isa dhyeya se hI dhyAna siddha hotA haiM / . dhyAna kI siddhi prApta karanI ho to saba se pahale cittakI prasannatA cAhie / karma kA saMpUrNa kSaya aura Atmazuddhi kI saMpUrNa abhivyakti donoM sAtha meM hI hote haiN| isake liye dhyAna cAhie / dhyAna ke liye prasAda cAhie / prasannatA ke liye maitrI Adi bhAva cAhie / pAtaMjala yogadarzanameM bhI yama-niyama liye huye haiM / usake bAda dhyAna AtA haiM / hamane zukla dhyAnameM hI samAdhi samAviSTa kI haiM / dhyAna se samAdhi alaga nahIM dI haiM / / isa graMthameM saMpUrNa vizva ke dhyAna ke prakAra A jAte haiM / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : prasAda yAne ? pUjyazrI : prasAda yAne citta kI prasannatA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 0oooooooooooooooooon 85)

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citta kI tIna avasthAeM haiM : nirmalatA, sthiratA aura usake bAda tanmayatA / jainazAsanameM prathama nirmalatA haiM / isIlie hI ahiMsA Adi ko itanA mahattva diyA gayA haiN| isase nirmalatA milatI haiM / nirmalatA matalaba prasannatA / prIti bhakti vacana asaMgameM se kauna se prakAra kA ApakA anuSThAna haiM, vaha bhI dekhanA jarurI haiM / - - * dhyAna ke kula 24 prakAra isa gAthAmeM batAye haiM / dhyAna se dharmadhyAna lenA haiM / dharmadhyAnameM AjJAvicaya dhyAna sabase pahale AtA haiM / prabhu - AjJA ke ciMtana se dharmadhyAna kA prAraMbha hotA haiM / dhyAna viziSTa prakAra kA banatA haiM taba paramadhyAna banatA haiM, jo zukladhyAna ke aMzarUpa banatA haiM / * dravya se Artta-raudra, bhAva se dharma, zukladhyAna haiM / dravya kA artha yahAM kAraNa nahIM karanA, bAhya karanA haiM / isIlie hI prathama Artta - raudra dhyAna kA varNana kareMge / anAdikAla se isImeM hI mana DUbA huA haiM, usameM se pahale mukta honA haiM / Artta - dhyAna mAtra svayaM kI pIr3A ke vicAra se hotA haiM / isakI jagaha dUsaroM kI pIDAkA vicAra karo to vaha dhyAna dharma-dhyAna bana jAtA haiM / * * tatra dhyAnaM cintA - bhAvanApUrvakaH sthiro'dhyavasAyaH / bhagavAna ke zaraNArthI hama haiM, bhagavAna ko hamane nAtha ke rUpameM svIkAre haiM to yoga-kSema kI bhagavAna kI javAbadArI haiM / hama dhyAna ke adhikArI na bane to dhaMdhemeM DUbe hue gRhastha adhikArI baneMge ? mana ko itanA vyagra banA dete haiM ki dhyAna kI bAta se dUra, ciMtana bhI kara nahIM sakate / itanI sArI javAbadAriyAM lekara hama phirate haiM / * yahAM vyakta rUpa se maMgala Adi na hone para bhI avyakta rUpa se haiM hI / dhyAna ke adhikAriyoM kA bhI nirdeza kiyA hI haiM / caturvidha saMgha kA yogya sabhya dhyAna kA adhikArI haiM / 86 ka 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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tIna cIjoM ke binA laDDa nahIM banate, usI prakAra ratnatrayI ke binA dhyAna nahIM milatA / ciMtA meM jJAna-darzana aura bhAvanAmeM cAritra A gaye haiM / Artta-raudra dhyAna bhI isI taraha banate haiM / sirpha vahAM mithyAdarzanAdi tIna par3e hue haiM / anAdi ke abhyAsa se vaha sahaja rUpa se ho jAtA haiM / pahale 24 dhyAna ke bhedoM ko paDhakara phira usa para vivecana vicAreMge / * dravya se Artta-raudra dhyAna haiM / bhAva se AjJA vicayAdi dharmadhyAna kahe jAte haiM / isIkA yahAM adhikAra haiM / prAraMbhameM aisA (AjJA - vicayAdi svarUpa) dharmadhyAna bhI A jAye to bhI kAma ho jAye / dharma-zukla dhyAna na dhyAyeM to aticAra lagatA haiM / jo roja hama bolate haiM / hama isase viparIta hI karate haiM / niSiddha karate haiM, vihita chor3ate haiM / phira jIta kaise milegI ? isakI kalA jAnane se 24 ghaNTe citta dharma-dhyAnameM rahatA haiM / bhAvanAoM se bhAvita banane se aisA ho sakatA haiM / dharmadhyAnameM se citta nIce Ane para (kyoMki aMtamuhUrta se jyAdA citta eka dhyAnameM nahIM raha sakatA / ) phira ciMtA-bhAvanA kA jora denA haiM / isa taraha punaH punaH dIrghakAla taka karanA haiM / eka bAra bhI aisA AsvAda milegA to kabhI bhUla nahIM sakoge / rasagulle khAne ke bAda usakA AsvAda bhUla jAte haiM ? pAMcoM indriyoM ke AsvAdase hama vaMcita hokara, AtmA ke svAda se dUra raha jAte haiM / __AtmA ko to paramAtmA dvArA hI AnaMda A sakatA haiM, ye hI isake sajAtIya haiM / 24 ghaNTe prabhu-mudrA prasanna haiM / inakA nAma lete, bhakti karate mana AnaMda se bhara jAtA haiM / inake nAma-mUrti vagairaha ke AlaMbana se bhI dhyAna kI bhUmikA taiyAra ho jAtI haiM / dhyAna ke pUrva citta ko yadi nirmala na banAyeM to dhyAna kA adhikAra mila nahIM sakatA / mana to aise bhI baMdara haiM / usameM bhI moha kA zarAba pIyA ho phira pUchanA hI kyA ? daur3ate manako svAdhyAyameM bhAvanA (bhAvanA kA matalaba abhyAsa hotA haiM / abhyAsa yAne punaH punaH pravRtti / udAH jJAnAbhyAsa, darzanAbhyAsa vagairaha) meM jor3anA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 87)

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saMsAra duHkhoM kA ciMtana bhI manako sthira karatA haiM / anaMta bhavabhramaNa para kA ciMtana bhI eka anuprekSA haiM / * kSamA Adi cAra guNa (jise 4 kaSAya rokakara rakhate haiM / ) uttamottama kaba hote haiM ? uttama kSAnti Adi paidA hote haiM taba zukladhyAna kA AraMbha hotA haiM / yoga-zAstra ke 4the prakAzameM mArgAnusArI, samyaktva, dezavirati vagairaha batAkara indriya-kaSAya mana vagairaha ke jaya para vizeSa jora diyA haiM / vIrya zakti prabala utanA dhyAna prabala ! vIryazakti ko prabala banAne ke lie hI jJAnAcArAdi haiM / dhyAna ke lie jJAna aura kriyA donoM zaktiyAM vikasita karanI cAhie / ekAMgI vikAsa dhyAna kI pRSTa bhUmikA nahIM bana sakatA / ___hema parIkSA jima huejI, sahata hutAzana tApa; jJAna dazA tima parakhIejI, jihAM bahu kiriyA vyApa / ' - upA. yazovijayajI / saccA dhyAna kriyA ko to chor3atA nahIM hI haiM, kiMtu use viziSTa prakAra kI banA detA haiM / sacce dhyAnI kI sabhI kriyAeM cinmayI hotI haiM / arthAt dhyAna ke prakAza se Alokita hotI haiM / ye kriyAeM dhyAna se viparIta nahIM, para dhyAna ko jyAdA puSTa banAnevAlI banatI haiN| ___aMtameM eka bAta kaha dUM : khoI huI AtmA ko DhUMDhanA ho to jinhoMne isa AtmA ko prApta kara liyA haiM aise bhagavAna kI godameM baiTha jaao| bhagavAna ko sarva prathama pkdd'o| isIlie hI dhyAnameM sarvaprathama AjJA vicaya dhyAna haiM / prabhu kI AjJA AI vahAM bhagavAna A hI gaye / bhagavAna kA dhyAna vaha nizcaya se hamArA hI dhyAna haiM / ___ 'jeha dhyAna arihaMta kuM, so hI Atama dhyAna; bheda kachu iNameM nahIM, ehija parama nidhAna / ' dhyAna ke bahuta prapaMcameM jAnA nahIM icchate ho to eka mAtra prabhu ko pakar3a lo / saba kucha pakar3A jAyegA / (88wwwwwwwwwwwwwww w kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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FO saMgha upakArI paNa zrIsaMghano ple dRSTA zAna karInI billI sAma padavI prasaMga, surata, vi.saM. 2055 3-10-2000, maMgalavAra azvina zuklA 6 dhyAnayoga ko nikAla deM to saMyama - jIvanameM rahA hI kyA ? isa dhyAna-vicAra graMtha ke liye kSayopazama, prajJA, yogyatA vagairaha cAhie / vaha na ho to pakar3a nahIM sakate / dhyAna anubhUtijanya haiM / dhyAna karane se nahIM hotA, yaha prabhu kRpA se AtA haiM, aisA maiMne mere jIvanameM anubhava kiyA haiM / saMyama, guru-bhakti vagairaha dhyAna kI pUrva bhUmikA ke mukhya ghaTaka haiM / * ciMtA, bhAvanA, jJAna, savikalpa aura nirvikalpa ye pAMca zabda yahAM mukhya haiM / yahAM karaNa aura bhavana zabda AyeMge / apUrvakaraNa AdimeM karaNa kA artha hotA haiM : apUrva vIryollAsa ! nirvikalpa samAdhi / isameM vRttioM kA saMkSepa hotA haiM / ( 1 ) dhyAna : jainadarzana kA dhyAna yAne AtmAnubhUti ! usa samaya bahuta karmoM kI nirjarA hotI haiM / cittameM atyaMta prasannatA paidA hotI haiM / ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 00000000000 89

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jinheM samaya mile ve sabhI vivecana paDha leM / mUla pATha kaNThastha kareMge to yahAM kI bAteM jaldI samajhameM AyegI / * dhyAna ke vaise to cAra hI bheda haiM : dharma, zukla, Artta aura raudra / Artta-raudra se chUTakara dharma-zuklameM praveza karanA yahI mukhya bAta haiM / Artta-raudra dhyAna citta ko asvastha banAnevAle haiM / khAsa to isa se chUTanA haiM / ye 24 prakAra to dhyAna ke mArga ke bheda haiM / matalaba mArga alaga haiM, para pahuMcanA to eka hI sthAna para haiN| ina caubIsoM prakAroM dvArA Akhira dharma-zukla dhyAnameM hI pratiSThita honA haiM / * samatA se citta nirmala hotA haiM taba aMdara rahe hue prabhu dikhate haiM / yaha samatA anaMtAnubaMdhI Adi kaSAyoM ke vigama se AtI haiM / jyoM jyoM kaSAyoM kA hAsa hotA jAye tyoM tyoM aMdara kI samatA prakaTa hotI jAtI haiM / guNasthAnakoMmeM Age baDhate jAyeM tyoM tyoM paramAtmA jyAdA se jyAdA zuddha rUpameM prakaTa hote jAte * dUsarI vAcanAoM kI taraha yaha sirpha sunane ke lie nahIM haiM, kiMtu ise jIvanameM utAreMge to hI kucha lAgu par3egA / * vAcanA, pRcchanA Adi 4meM se pasAra hone ke bAda hI dharmakathA A sakatI haiM / para hamane ise prathama kramAMka de diyA haiM / logoM ke dvArA sAdhuvAda milatA haiM na ? * dvAdazAMgI kA sAra dhyAna haiM / hamAre saMyama-jIvana kA vararAjA dhyAna haiM, kiMtu hama ise bhUla gaye haiM / binA dulhe kI bArAta bana gaI haiM / * dharmadhyAna ke cAra prakAra : AjJA, apAya, vipAka aura saMsthAna / calacitta ke tIna prakAra : ciMtA, bhAvanA aura anuprekSA / * hamAre pAsa svAdhyAya kI vipula sAmagrI haiM / yahI bar3A puNya haiM / dvAdazAMgI hamAre pAsa haiM na ? zAyada dvAdazAMgI pUrI na ho to jo haiM vaha dvAdazAMgI hI haiM / are... cAra adhyayana aMtameM baceMge ve bhI dvAdazAMgI hI kahe jAyeMge / kucha yAda na rahe to navakArameM (90000 sooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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bhI dvAdazAMgI A gaI / isIlie hI 24 dhyAna ke bhedoMmeM aMtima cAra jitane bheda navakAra ko milate-julate haiM, jo mahattvapUrNa haiM / maiM bAdameM batAUMgA / isa dhyAnameM Agama, mUrti, saMyama yA jApa, kucha bhI chor3anA nahIM haiM / AjJA-vicaya dhyAnameM yaha saba A hI gayA haiM / dehameM phirate mana ko devameM jor3a denA, yahI dhyAna kA kAma haiM / (2) parama dhyAna : - dharmadhyAna ke 11 dvAra batAkara dhyAna zatakameM vistAra se saba batAyA haiM / __dhyAna se vastutaH mana ko pakar3anA haiM, paraMtu usake pahale vacana aura kAyA ko pakar3anA par3egA / kAyA aura vacanakI sthiratA ke lie hI pAMca samiti haiM / isalie hI samiti ke samyag abhyAsa ke binA gupti kA pAlana nahIM ho sakatA, manakA nigraha kara nahIM sakate / kramazaH hI yaha dhyAna sUkSma banatA haiM / vikalpAtmaka dhyAna sugama haiM / yaha kalA siddha ho jAne ke bAda hI nirvikalpAtmaka dhyAnameM jA sakate haiN| sIdhe hI nirvikalpa karane gaye to gar3abar3a ho jAyegI / vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa au sulIna cAra avasthAoM meM se gujarA huA mana hI nirvikalpa dhyAna ke lie yogya banatA haiM / isa dhyAna ko jIvanabhara TikAkara paralokameM bhI sAthameM le jAnA haiM / ___ Aja kI anya darzanIyoM kI dhyAna-zibireM taMbU jaisI haiM / taMbU jaladI khar3A ho jAtA haiM, para pavana se uDa bhI jaladI jAtA haiM / paraMtu hamAre yahAM pUrvabhUmikA kA dhyAna pakkA makAna haiM, nIMva khodakara khar3A kiyA huA haiM / banAte samaya yadyapi samaya lagatA haiM, para jhaMjhAvAta se yaha dharAzAyI nahIM banegA / * zukladhyAna ke 4 lakSaNa : zukladhyAna prApta ho gayA ho use avyathA, asaMmoha, viveka aura vyutsarga prApta ho gaye hote haiM / avyathA : devAdi upasargomeM vyathA nahIM hotI / .asaMmoha : saiddhAMtika padArthoM se amUDhatA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 465soonsoooooooooom 91)

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viveka : deha se AtmA kI bhinnatA kI samajha / vyutsarga : niHsaMdehapUrvaka deha aura upadhi kA tyAga / zukladhyAna kA prathama bheda 'pRthaktva vitarka savicAra' haiM, yahAM abhI bhI vicAra haiM / yogaviMzikAmeM upA.ma. likhate haiM : isa kAla meM bhI zukladhyAna ke prathama bheda kI jhalaka mila sakatI haiM / usa samaya lokottara amRta kA AsvAda milatA haiM / AtmA ke AnaMda kA AsvAda vahI lokottara amRta haiM / yahAM viSaya kI vimukhatA hotI haiM / upA. mahArAjane yaha pravacana-sAra ke AdhAra para likhA haiM / svayaM kI buddhi se nahIM likhA / / 'jo jANadi arihaMtaM davvatta-guNatta-pajjavattehiM / so jANadi appANaM moho khalu tassa jAdi layaM // 1/80 // - pravacanasAra yahAM jitane paramadhyAna AyeMge, ve saba sva-AtmadravyameM ghaTAne ___ 'bheda-cheda karI AtamA, arihaMtarUpI thAya re / ' hama judAI rakhate haiM, bhakta kabhI bhagavAna ke sAtha judAI nahIM rakhatA / hama saba hamAre pAsa rakhate haiM, bhagavAna ko kucha sauMpate nahIM haiM / saccA bhakta saba kucha bhagavAna ko sauMpa detA 'dravyAdi ciMtAe sAra, zukladhyAnano lahIe pAra; te mATe ehi ja Adaro, sadguru bina mata bhUlA phiro / ' . hemacandrasUrijI jaise bhI kahate haiM : zukladhyAna kI hamako pUrI prakriyA nahIM milI haiM, phira bhI jitanA milA haiM utanA batAte zukladhyAna kA dhyAtA ekadama sattvazAlI hotA haiM, usakA mana nistaraMga banA hotA haiM / / (3) zUnya dhyAna : __ manako vikalpavihIna banAnA vaha haiM / zarIra ko khurAka na do to upavAsa hotA haiM / mana ko vicAra na dekara mana kA upavAsa nahIM karA sakate ? (920000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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mana ko vicAroM se rahita banAnA haiM, upayogarahita nahIM / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI: vicAra aura upayogameM kyA aMtara haiM ? pUjyazrI : bahuta bar3A aMtara haiM / vicAra yAne vikalpa aura upayoga yAne jAgRti / hamArA upayoga anya vicAroM se rahita bane to hI bhagavAna usa upayoga meM padhArate haiM / bhagavAna ko hama sAta rAjaloka dUra yA mahAvidehameM mAnate haiM, ataH dikkata khar3I huI hai / para bhagavAna bhakti ko AdhIna hai| bhakti kA vimAna Apake pAsa hai, to dUra rahe hue bhagavAna ko bhI Apa yahAM bulA sakate haiM / bhakti ke lie para kI prIti ko prabhu kI prItimeM le jAnA par3egA / zarIra ke nAma-rUpa kI prIti na chUTe to bhagavAna kI prIti kaise jamegI ? aisA premI bhagavAna ke nAma ko hI sarvasva ginatA haiM, apanA nAma prabhu-nAmameM DUbA detA haiM / apanA rUpa prabhu-rUpameM DUbA detA haiM / upayoga bhagavAna ko kaba sauMpa sakate haiM ? nirvikalpa banatA haiM taba / hamAre upayogameM vikalpa bhare hue haiM, isIlie hI prabhuko sauMpa nahIM sakate / vikalpa jAyeMge, usake bAda hI prabhu ko sauMpa sakeMge / 'zabda adhyAtama artha suNIne, nirvikalpa Adarajo re: zabda adhyAtama bhajanA jANI, hANa grahaNa-mati dharajo re / ' - pU. AnaMdadhanajI zabda adhyAtama matalaba Agama / Agama kA abhyAsa karake manako nirvikalpa banAnA haiM aura vaha prabhu ko sauMpanA haiN| bAkI 14 pUrvI bhI vikalpa karake thaka jAte haiM, vikalpoM kA kahIM aMta nahIM haiM / Akhira nirvikalpameM ThaharanA hI pdd'egaa| paraMtu Apa nirvikalpa zabda se kisI bhI mArgameM cale na ho jAo isIlie hI bAra bAra sUcanA detA huuN| vikalpa dhyAna ko mahattva detA huuN| vikalpa aura upayogameM kyA aMtara ? usa viSaya para vizeSa avasara para / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000000000000000000 93)

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iMdaracaMdajI 'netAjI' pUjyazrI ke pAsa, vi.saM. 2054, rAjanAMdagAMva 4-10-2000, budhavAra azvina zuklA 7 * dvAdazAMgI dhAraka zrI zramaNa saMghakA milana pUrva ke mahApuNyodaya kI nizAnI haiM / paMcasUtrameM isake lie prArthanA kI haiM : hou me eehiM saMjogo / prabhu-zAsana ko jisane prApta kiyA haiM aise kA isa kAlameM saMyoga honA yaha bhAgya kI parAkASThA mAneM / prabhu - mUrti mauna bhagavAna haiM / Agama bolate bhagavAna haiM / bhagavAna isa taraha hamAre pAsa Akara mAno kaha rahe haiM : Apa mere jaise bana sakate ho| kyoM nahIM banate ? bhagavAna kA vizeSaNa haiM : svatulyapadavIpradaH / * yaha dhyAnavicAra graMtha sabase pahale pU.paM. zrI bhadraMkara vi.ma. dvArA mujhe milA, taba mujhe lagA : sAkSAt bhagavAna mile / gautamasvAmI ko bhagavAna mile, mujhe graMtha ke rUpameM mile haiM / bhagavAna ko hama AdhIna bane itanI hI jarurata haiM / usake bAda Apake lie Avazyaka sUtra bhI dhyAna ke lie upayogI baneMge / isa dhyAnavicAra ke vRttikAra koI jinabhadragaNi se bhI prAcIna hone cAhie, aisA isakI zailI dekhakara tajjJoM ko mAlUma hotA haiM / 94 wwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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gahana graMtha samajhane ke lie Aja bhI merI anubhUti choTI par3atI haiM / ataH maiMne bhole bhAvase likhA haiM : kisI ko koI truTi lage to batAyeM / usake bAda kisIne batAyA nahIM haiN| isakA artha yaha huA : kisIne gaharAI se adhyayana zAyada nahIM kiyA ho / * yogapradIpameM nirAkAra zukladhyAna kA varNana huA haiM, jisake dvArA siddhoM ke sAtha mulAkAta ho sakatI haiM / bhale zreNigata prathama pAyA (zukladhyAna kA) na mila sake, para usakA kucha aMza Aja bhI sAtaveM guNasthAnakameM mila sakatA haiM, aisA upA. yazo. vi.ma.ne yogavizikAmeM kahA haiM / isa jhalaka ko prApta karane kA mana nahIM hotA ? yogapradIpa kI TIpa paDha lenA / yogapradIpa ke kartA kA nAma nahIM haiM / yogasAra ke kartA kA nAma bhI kahAM milatA haiM ? * siddhAcala para hama dravyase jAte haiM / siddhAcala meM mAtra parvata kA nahIM, siddhoM kA dhyAna karanA haiM / usake dvArA AtmA kA dhyAna karanA haiM / girirAja kI mahattA isa para siddha hue anaMta munioM ke zubhabhAva par3e haiM usake kAraNa haiM / usake pavitra paramANu yahAM para saMgRhIta hue haiM / isakA saMsparza karanA haiM / * graMthi kA bheda na hoM vahAM taka sUkSma padArtha samajhameM nahIM Ate / Apako yahAM ke padArtha samajhameM nahIM Ate ho to samajheM : aba taka graMthi kA bheda nahIM huA haiM / upayoga rahatA haiM, vicAra nahIM rahate, aisI sthiti hameM samajhameM nahIM AtI / kyoMki vaisI anubhUti nahIM haiM / * vaikharI, madhyamA, pazyantI aura parA - ye cAra vANI ke prakAra jAnate hoMge / bhagavAna kI vANI utkrama se AtI haiM, parAmeM se pazyantI hokara vaikharI (madhyamA kI bhagavAna ko jarurata nahIM haiM / ) ke rUpa meM bAhara AtI haiM / * sUkSma mana ko pakar3ane ke lie sUkSma bodha cAhie / mana pakar3A jAya to sUkSma bodha se pakar3A jAtA haiM / - mana ko vazameM karane ke lie yoga kA pAMcavAM aMga (pratyAhAra) [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000000 95)

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upA. mahArAjane pakar3A : 'pratyAhRtyendriyavyUhaM' yahAM pratyAhAra haiN| kyoMki yogIoM ko yamAdi cAra aMga siddha hI hote haiM / prANAyAma apane Apa. ho hI jAtA haiM, agara Apa vyavasthita kAyotsarga karate raho / Artta-raudra ko haTAne ke lie zubha vicAroM ko praveza karavAie / zubha vicAra majabUta ho jAye, usake bAda unako dUra karate samaya nahIM lagatA / * madhyamAmeM vikalpa hote haiM, pazyantI mAtra saMvit rahatI haiM / saMvit matalaba upayoga / upayoga ke do prakAra : sAkAra nirAkAra / * mere pAsa AnaMdaghanajI Adi kI cobIziyAM haiM, Agama ke pAThoM kA Dhera nahIM haiM / yaha merI maryAdA haiM / 'nirAkAra abheda saMgrAhaka, bhedagrAhaka sAkAro re; darzana jJAna du bheda cetanA, vastu-grahaNa vyApAro re / ' pU. AnaMdaghanajI / 12vAM stavana / matijJAnameM mana kA prayoga haiM, usa prakAra cakSu-darzana ke alAvA acakSu-darzanameM bhI manakA prayoga haiN| usa samaya (nirvikalpa dazAmeM) acakSu darzana hotA haiM / AtmA upayoga lakSaNa kabhI nahIM chor3atI haiM / agni jalAne kA nahIM chor3atI, usa prakAra AtmA upayoga kabhI nahIM chor3atI / vikalpa to kArya - cetanA ke haiM, upayoga jJAnacetanA kA haiM / - 'sukha-duHkha rUpa karma-phala jANo, nizce eka AnaMdo re; cetanatA pariNAma na cUke, cetana kahe jinacaMdo re / ' pU. AnaMdaghanajI / 12vAM stavana / guNa ve hI kahe jAte haiM jo sAthameM rahate haiM / jo sAthameM rahe use hama bhUla jAte haiM / aura sAthameM nahIM rahanevAloM ke sAtha (durvicAro) maitrI karate haiM / - * pUryante yena kRpaNAstadupekSaiva pUrNatA / kRpaNa loga jisase (bhautika padArthoM se) bhare jA sake usakI upekSA vahI pUrNatA haiM / yahAM Akara agara jJAna, ziSya, bhakta vagairaha se bar3AI mAneM to hamAre aMdara aura gRhasthoMmeM koI pharka nahIM / 96 WWWOOD 1888 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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apekSAvAlA kabhI aisA dhyAna kara nahIM sakatA / aisI bhakti dravya se zUnya bana sakatI haiM, bhAva se zUnya nahIM bana sakatI / maMtravid bhI mAnate haiM ki parAmeM se pazyantI Aye taba saphalatA samajheM / isake pahale AnaMda kI anubhUti nahIM hotI / kA araI ? ke aNANaMde ? sAdhu ko arati kyA ? anAnaMda kyA ? eraMDI kA tela mala ko nikAlakara svayaM nikala jAtA haiM, usI taraha zubha vikalpa nirvikalpameM le jAkara svayaM nikala jAtA haiN| sIr3hiyoM jaise zubha vikalpa haiM / jo upara jAne ke liye sahAyaka banate haiM | aMtamuhUrta vahAM rahakara phira vikalpa ke sopAna ke sahAre nIce yogIko AnA par3atA haiM / vikalpa kA saMpUrNa tyAga kara nahIM sakate / upayoga AtmA kA svabhAva haiM / vicAra mana kA svabhAva haiM / dravya-mana gayA, bhAva-mana upayoga ke samaya rahatA haiM / dravya mana se vikalpa hote haiM / dravya - zUnya ke 12 prakAra : kSipta, dIpta, matta, rAga, sneha, atibhaya, avyakta, nidrA, nidrA-nidrA, pracalA, pracalApracalA, styAnarddhi / dravya - zUnya to taddana sarala haiM / zarAba pIkara bhI Apa dravya se zUnya bana sakate ho / zarAba pInemeM kauna sA AnaMda haiM ? nidrAmeM AnaMda kyoM AtA haiM ? kyoMki usa samaya vicAra nahIM hote / vicAra nahIM hote taba mana ko ArAma milatA haiM / yaha ArAma vahI AnaMda / isIlie hI manuSya bAra bAra dAru pIne ke lie lalacAtA haiM yA nIMda karane ke lie lalacAtA haiM / Atma jAgRti A jAya to dravyazUnyameM se bhAvazUnyameM jA sakate haiM, kiMtu bhAvazUnyameM jAnA bahuta kaThina haiN| kyoMki mana do hI dizA jAnatA haiM : yA to vicAra karanA athavA jar3atAmeM - nIMdameM saraka jAnA / isalie hI Apa dekhate hoMge : vikalpa jAne para turaMta hI nIMda AtI haiM / kabhI maiM bhI ThagA jAtA hUM / kSipta prathama aura thINaddhi aMtima lI haiN| usameM kramazaH jyAdA se jyAdA jar3atA aura jyAdA se jyAdA suSupti rahatI haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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vicAroM kI mAra khAkara ardhamRta huI AtmA zUnyameM saraka jAtI haiM vaha dravyazUnya / * manako khIMcanA nahIM, bAlaka kI taraha samajhAnA / khIMcane se TUTa jAtA haiM / mana ko cinmAtrameM vizrAnti denI haiM / vicAra ho vahAM taka vizrAnti nahIM haiM / saccA vizrAma AtmAmeM haiM / hama kAyA aura vacana ko vizrAnti dete haiM, manako nahIM dete / dhyAnameM manako vizrAnti denI hotI haiM / AtmA ke AtmasvarUpa kA nirNaya mAtra saMvedana rahe taba hotA haiN| yato vAco nivartante, na yatra manaso gatiH / zuddhAnubhavasaMvedyaM tadpaM paramAtmanaH // aisA yaha prabhu kA svarUpa haiM / mana ke cAroM prakAroM (vikSipta Adi)meM se pasAra hone ke bAda hI nirvikalpa dazA AtI haiM / vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa aura sulIna - manakI ye cAra avasthAeM haiM / vikSipta : yAne calacitta / caMcalatA ho vahAM taka ciMtana karanA, mAlA ginanI / phira mana zAMta ho taba dhyAna ho sakatA haiM / mana ko zAMta banAne ke upAya bhakti, maitrI Adi bhAvanAeM yAtAyAta : yAne sthira aura asthira / yAtAyAta se thaka jAne ke bAda AjJAkArI banakara mana ApakI bAta mAne vaha suzliSTa avasthA / sulIna mana bana jAye taba parama AnaMda hotA haiM / usake bAda zUnya bana sakatA haiM / __ jaina dRSTi se dhyAna prApta karane ke lie apAra dhairya cAhie / vihita kriyA chor3anI to nahIM hI, prastuta jyAdA puSTa banAnI / dhyAna se yaha sIkhanA haiM / pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. khAsa karake kAyotsarga kI prakriyA batAte, dhuraMdhara vi. ko navasmaraNa ginane ko kahate / kakSA ke anurUpa ve mArga batAte the / kabhI unhoMne dhyAna kI bAta nahIM kI / mere pAsa bhI dhyAna kI bAta nahIM kI / maiMne pUchA bhI nahIM / (9800mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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Apa bhUmikA taiyAra karo to dhyAna kI mAMga pUrI karane, jarUrI vastu dene bhagavAna baMdhe hue haiM / bhagavAna yoga - kSemaMkara nAtha kahe gaye haiM, usakA yahI artha hotA haiM / muni dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : jarUrI vastu kauna sI ? bhagavAna ko lage vaha yA hamako lage vaha ? pUjyazrI : hama to ajJAnI haiM, hamAre lie hitakArI kyA haiM vaha bhI hama nahIM jAnate haiM / isalie hI paMcasUtrameM kahA haiM : maiM hita-ahita kA jAnakAra banUM / bhagavAna bahuta kasauTI karate haiM / isa kasauTImeM se pAra ho jAyeM usake bAda hI bhagavAna khuza hote haiM / dakSiNameM bimArI AI taba, maiM gujarAtameM Akara vAcanA dUMgA - aisA kahAM saMbhavita thA ? bhagavAna ko saba karavAnA thA na ? saba karavAnevAle bhagavAna baiThe haiM / * zUnya yAne hama samajhate haiM vaisA zUnya nahIM, paraMtu upayoga to hogA hI, saMpUrNa jAgRti to hogI hI / aise to nIMdameM yA zarAbapAnameM bhI zUnyatA AtI haiM, para vaha dravya zUnyatA haiM / isa zUnyatA kI anubhUti zabdAtIta aura manotIta haiM / aisA varNana kara sakate haiM / isakA AnaMda lUTanA ho to pahale savicAra dhyAna kreN| usake bAda hI nirvicArameM jAne kA vicAra kareM / . * mana ko atyaMta saMkSipta banAne ke pahale tribhuvanavyApI banAnA par3atA haiM / kevalI samudghAta ke 4the samaya kA svarUpa manako tribhuvanavyApI banAne meM upayogI ho sakatA haiM / yaha anubhUta prakriyA haiM / sarvaprathama yaha anubhava huA usa samaya maiMne ise zabdastha bhI kiyA / yaha lekha maiMne pU. paMnyAsajI ma. para bhejA thA / pazcAt vaha lekha paM. caMdrazekhara vi. ke pustakameM prakAzita bhI huA haiM / vaha paDheM / * prazna : prArthanA aura apekSAmeM kyA aMtara ? pUjyazrI : azubha bhAvoM ko paidA kare vaha apekSA / zubha bhAvoM kI vRddhi kare vaha prArthanA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4wwwwwwwwwwwmmmmmmmmm 99)

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R AMADHURIMANIMASE UTI meM pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2053 RAMITRAPAT 5-10-2000, guruvAra azvina zuklA - 8 * sopAna-paMkti upakArI jarura haiM, para vaha koI sAthameM lekara upara nahIM jA sakate / mana, vacana, kAyA sAdhana haiM, AtmA prApta karane ke lie unako koi sAthameM le jA nahIM sakate / vicAroM ko bhI AtmagharameM Ane kI manA haiM / * ina sabake dvArA moha ko mAranA haiN| moha ko na mAro vahAM taka mana thor3I dera sthira hokara phira caMcala banegA, mohagrasta banegA / sacamuca, manako nahIM mAranA haiM, moha ko mAranA haiM / moha ke kAraNa hI mana caMcala banatA haiM / isIlie hI moha ko mArate mana sthira bana jAtA haiM / kutte kI taraha lakar3I ko nahIM mAranA haiM, siMha kI taraha lakar3I se mAranevAle ko mAranA haiM / mana ko nahIM mAranA haiM, kiMtu mana ko caMcala banAnevAle moha ko mAranA haiM / moha ke kAraNa hI saMsAra baDhA haiM / moha ke kAraNa vikalpa hote haiN| moha marate hI vikalpa ravAnA hone lagate haiM / vikalpa nikala jAye, phira bhI upayoga to rahegA hI / [100 as a sn a co 60 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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vikalpa aura upayoga eka nahIM haiM, itanA yAda rakheM / adhyavasAya aura upayoga eka hI haiM, yaha bhI yAda rakheM / (4) parama zUnya dhyAna : citta ko tribhuvanavyApI banAkara usake bAda eka sUkSma paramANu para saMkucita banAkara vahAM se bhI haTAkara AtmAmeM sthira karanA haiM / vAstavika yaha dhyAna 12veM guNasthAnakameM AtA haiM; jahAM moha kA saMpUrNa kSaya ho gayA haiM / kiMtu yaha sAmarthya eka hI kSaNameM paidA nahIM huA / isake pahale kitanA hI puruSArtha, aneka janmoM se huA haiM / * billI ko kUdanA ho to pahale saMkoca karanA par3atA haiM / usI taraha mana ko sUkSma banAnA ho to pahale vistRta banAnA par3atA haiM / ___ dravya-bhAva se saMkoca karanA vahI namaskAra haiM / vacana-kAyA kA saMkoca sarala haiM, mana kA saMkoca karanA kaThina haiM / pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi. mahArAjane apanI nirmala prajJA aura sAdhanA se ina saba padArthoM ko bahuta hI suMdara DhaMga se khole haiM / . pU.paM.ma. ke bhAva-saMkoca ke 2-3 udAharaNa detA hUM / dravya se vRddhi, guNa se ekatA, paryAya se tulyatA / / vi.saM. 2026, navasArImeM yaha bAta samajhameM na Ate pUjyazrI ko patra ke dvArA pUchAyA thA / dravya, guNa, paryAya kA svarUpa pakkA karane ke bAda yaha samajhameM AyegA / guNaparyAyavad dravyam / sahabhAvino guNAH / kramabhAvinaH paryAyAH / - tatvArtha / dravya se vRddhi : pAMca parameSThI dravya se vizuddha aura nirmala haiM / tInoM kAla ke arihaMta anaMta haiM / arihaMta ke dhyAna se dravya kI vRddhi huI na ? hamArA Atmadravya anaMta Atmadravya ke sAtha mila jAte vRddhi huI na ? eka dIpaka ke sAtha dUsare aneka dIpaka milate prakAza kI vRddhi huI na ? kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400ooooooooooooooooo 101)

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(2) guNoM se ekatA / bhagavAna ke guNa kitane ? sarva dravya pradeza anaMtA, tehathI guNa paryAyajI; tAsa vargathI anaMtagaNuM prabhu-kevalajJAna kahAyajI / - pU. devacaMdrajI / hamAre jJeya ke padArtha prabhu ke jJAna ke paryAya haiM / jagata ke sarva padArtha nAstirUpa se hamAre aMdara haiM / bhagavAna ke kevalajJAna kI avagAhanA kitanI ? Avazyaka - niyukti - TIkA meM kevalajJAna kI avagAhanA lokavyApI batAI haiN| aise ciMtana meM pUrvo ke pUrvo nikala jAte haiN| abhI bhI kevalI samudghAta karate haiN| abhI bhI hamArI AtmA kevalI se saMpRkta hotI hI haiM / hara cha: mahine kevalI sarva jIvoM ko milane Ate hI haiM / phira bhI hama jagate hI nahIM haiN| __ aisA hI mAno ki hara chaH mahine vizva kA zuddhikaraNa karane ke lie ve padhArate haiM / saMkhyayA'nekarUpo'pi guNatastveka eva saH / / - yogasAra bhagavAna saMkhyA se aneka haiM, para guNa se eka haiM / hamAre guNa prabhumeM mizrita hue vaha ekatA ho gaI / paryAya se tulyatA : bhagavAna kA aura hamArA paryAya vaise bhinna prazasta bhAva bhakti : bhagavAna aSTaprAtihArya yukta haiM, aisA bhaav| zuddha bhAva bhakti : bhagavAna kSAyikabhAva yukta haiM, aisA bhAva / prabhu bhale anaMta haiM / prabhutA eka haiM / usameM lIna banate tulyatA prakaTa hotI haiM / zuddha svabhAvameM lIna banI huI hamArI cetanA parama rasAsvAda prApta karatI haiN| bhagavAna bhale pUrNa bana gaye, para svayaM kI pUrNatA hamAre AlaMbana ke lie rakhakara gaye haiN| guNa se prabhu tribhuvana vyApI haiM / guNa kI dRSTi se bhagavAna sarvatra sarvadA upasthita haiM / kevalajJAnena vizvavyApakatvAt / (10200wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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paryAya kA artha yahAM kAryatA haiM / vRddhi : dUdhameM pAnI = pAnI kI dUdha ke rUpameM vRddhi hotI haiM, usI taraha jIvakI prabhu ke rUpameM vRddhi hotI haiM / ekatA : dUdhameM zakkara = dUdha aura zakkara kI madhuratA alaga nahIM rahate; usI taraha jIva aura prabhu alaga nahIM rahate / tulyatA: svAda eka samAna / aisI vicAraNA se citta tribhuvana-vyApI banatA haiM / usake bAda prabhumeM svayaM ko dekhanA aura svayaMmeM prabhu ko dekhanA / mana ho aura vicAra na ho to jI nahIM sakate ? naukara ke binA seTha jI nahIM sakate ? bhagavAna kevalajJAna se dekhate haiM, hameM zrutajJAna se dekhanA I prabhu zuddharUpa se sarva ko dekhate haiM / hama dUsaroM ko doSa najara se dekhate haiM / * merI AtmA bhI anaMta paMca parameSThI jaisI haiN| aise bhAva se saMkoca hotA haiM / anaMta parameSThIoM kA saMkoca eka sva AtmAmeM huA / * indriya aura manakI sImA haiM / AtmA asIma haiM / * divyacakSu se AtmA kA darzana hotA haiM / aisA hone se samAdhi prakaTa hotI haiM / * aMtarAtmAmeM sthiratA ke lie bahirAtmAmeM se nikalanA par3atA haiM / usake bAda paramAtma- dazA prakaTa hotI haiM / (5) kalAdhyAna : anyoM ko isake lie haThayoga karanA par3atA haiM / jaina muni ko sahaja rUpa se kuMDalinI kA utthAna ho jAtA haiM / hameM haThayoga nahIM karanA haiM, sahajayogameM jAnA haiM / prANAyAma karane kI manA haiM / svAdhyAya bagairahameM mana, prANa Adi kI zuddhi hotI hI rahatI haiM / atyaMta dhyAna kI siddhi hote svayameva kuMDalinI khulatI haiM / kuMDalinI arthAt jJAna-zakti / yahAM AcArya puSpabhUti kA udAharaNa diyA haiM / jJAna-zakti kA AnaMda lUTane AcArya puSpabhUti, eka uttarasAdhaka (zithila hone para bhI isa viSayameM jAnakAra) muni ko bulAkara kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 WWWWWWWWWW. 103

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samAdhimeM baiTha gaye / dekhanevAle ko mRtadeha hI lage / dUsaroM ko aMdara nahIM jAne dene se agItArthoMne rAjA ko fariyAda kI : hamAre AcArya ko isa AgaMtukane mAra DAle haiM / rAjA svayaM AyA / ataH aMgUThA dabAne para AcAryazrI samAdhimeM se bAhara Aye / aisI bhI kalAeM hamAre pAsa thI / eka muni rANakapurameM kuMDalinI sAdhanA karane gaye to pAgala ho gaye / isIlie Alatu-phAlatu bAbAjI ko pakar3akara isameM par3anA mata / isa saba siraphor3ImeM par3ane se acchA hai ki bhagavAna ko pakaDa leN| bhagavAna ke moha kA kSaya ho gayA haiM / inakA Azraya lenevAle ke moha kA kSaya hotA hI haiM / __ akSaya pada dIye prema je, prabhunuM te anubhava rUpa re; akSara svara gocara nahIM, e to akala amApa arUpa re... akSara thor3A guNa ghaNA, sajjananA te na lakhAya re vAcaka 'jasa' kahe premathI, paNa manamAMhe parakhAya re... _ - pU. upA. yazovijayajI / - 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka kA paThana zuru kiyA / haiM / bahuta hI AnaMda AtA haiM / paThana Age baDhatA haiM tyoM tyoM prasannatAmeM vRddhi hotI haiM / aisI acchI-uttama pustaka bhejane ke lie Apake pAsa merA namra kRtajJatAbhAva vyakta karatA huuN| paramAtmA ko akSara-deha dekara, ina akSaroM ko mokSa kI paMktimeM biThA diye haiM / - lalitabhAI rAjakoTa (104 nanmonaamannaooooo00 kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4)

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. ANRSURAusinnivGHARRJ88.12 CERSA AVAR koimbattUra cAturmAsa praveza, vi.saM. 2052 5-10-2000, guruvAra __ azvina zuklA - 8 dopahara 4.00 baje : pU. devacaMdrajI kI covIsI * haribhadrasUrijIne prIti bhakti Adi cAra anuSThAna batAye haiM / usakA anusaraNa karake devacaMdrajI Adi mahAtmAone covIsI kA prathama stavana prIti viSayaka hI banAyA haiM / hama sabakI tarapha se pU. devacaMdrajI kA savAla haiM : dUra rahe hae bhagavAna ke sAtha prIti karanI kaise ? bAtacIta ke binA to prema ho hI kaise sakatA haiM ? bAtacIta na ho, patra na likha sakeM, kisI saMdezavAhaka ko bheja na sake, aise vyakti ke sAtha prIti ho hI kaise sakatI haiM ? rAgI ke sAtha rAgI kI prIti laukika haiM, paraMtu arAgI ke sAtha prIti lokottara haiM, yahI yahAM karanI haiM / zreNika ke khUna ke ekeka bUMdameM bhagavAna the / vIra... vIra.. vIra kA raTaNa thA / yaha lokottara prIti haiM / maitrI Adi cAra se dveSa kA jaya hotA haiM, kiMtu rAga kA jaya karanA ho to rAga hI cAhie / kAMTe se kAMTA nikalatA haiM, usI taraha vItarAga ke rAga se hI rAga ko nikAla sakate haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 STA ssose. CANA 105)

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rAga do prakAra ke haiM : prazasta aura aprazasta / prazasta rAga mukti kA mArga haiM / sarAga saMyama se devagati ke AyuSya kA baMdha hotA haiM / dRSTi rAga ye tIna tyAjya haiM, para bhakti rAga kAma sneha AdaraNIya haiM / prabhu ke rAga ke binA prabhu ke sAtha saMbaMdha nahIM hotA / maitrI kA dUsarA paryAya haiM : sneha pariNAma / - maiM to vahAM taka kahUMgA : vItarAga ko bhI prIti hotI haiN| pannavaNA sUtrameM gautamasvAmI ke savAla ke javAbameM bhagavAnane kahA haiM : 'haMtA goyamA' 'haMta' saMmati sUcaka avyaya haiM / saMmati sUcaka prIti bhagavAna ko bhI hotI haiM / sAmAcArI prakaraNa ( upA. yazo. vi. kA) meM Apa yaha dekha sakate ho / isa pATha ko hamane likhA bhI haiM / para noTa abhI pAsameM nahIM haiM / prIti anAdi se hama karate hI haiM, para vaha viSabharI haiM / viSabharI prIti tor3ane ke lie para padArthoM kI prIti tor3anI par3egI / jo tor3atA haiM vahI bhagavAna ke sAtha prIti jor3a sakatA haiM / muni bhAgyeza vi. : pahale jor3anI yA tor3anI ? pUjya zrI : dIkSA ke samaya kyA kiyA ? donoM sAtha hI hue na ? saMsAra chUTA aura saMyama milA / donoM sAtha hue / usI taraha bhagavAna ke sAtha prIti jur3ate hI saMsAra ke prati nirveda jAgRta hotA haiM / donoM anyonya anusyUta haiM / bhagavAna kI saccI bhakti vahI haiM, jahAM sAMsArika padArthoM kI AzaMsA nahIM haiM / AzaMsA ho vahAM saccI bhakti hI nahIM hotI / (prabhu kI tasvIroM ko dikhAkara / ) muni bhAgyeza vi. : Apake cAroM tarapha bhagavAna haiM / pUjya zrI : eka yahAM (chAtI para hAtha rakhakara ) bhagavAna nahIM haiM / yahAM nahIM hai to kahIM nahIM haiM / muni bhAgyeza vi. : Apako to haiM hI, hamAre aMdara nahIM haiM / svayaM ko mAdhyama banAkara hama sabako pUjyazrI kaha rahe haiM / 106 wwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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* prema ke binA kabhI tanmayatA AtI hI nahIM / ekatA rAga kI utkaTatA hI haiM / prIti-bhakti Adi cAroM anuSThAnoMmeM kramazaH baDhatI jAtI prIti hI haiM / pahale prabhu nAmameM prIti thI, phira mUrtimeM, AgamameM (vacana) prIti hotI gaI / siddhoMmeM bhI prIti hotI haiM, prIti kI parAkASThA hotI haiM / sakalasattvahitAzayaM cAritraM sAmAyikAdikriyA'bhivyajyam / sAmAyika Adi kriyAoM se abhivyakta hotA cAritra sakala jIvoM para hitake AzayavAlA hotA haiM / tIrthaMkarameM isakI parAkASThA hotI haiM / sakala jIvoM ke hitAzaya kI parAkASThA ke prabhAva se hI sakala jIvoM ke yoga-kSema karane kI tAkata bhagavAnameM pragaTa hotI haiM / Apake ziSya baDhate haiM to Apako AnaMda hotA haiM na ? Apa mAnate haiM ki hamArA parivAra baDhA / samagra jIva bhagavAna kA hI parivAra haiM / ise dekhakara bhagavAna ko AnaMda nahIM hotA ? * bhagavAna kI prabhutA kA AlaMbana lene se 'avicala sukhavAsa' milatA haiM / yaha 'avicala vAsa' hamArI AtmAmeM hI * AjJA pAle vaha bhakta / AjJA kA uccheda kare vaha abhakta / bhagavAna ko svayaM kI AjJA kA pAlana karavAne kA yA pUjA karavAne kA zauka nahIM haiM / para unakI AjJA sarva ke hita ke lie haiN| * Atma-svarUpameM sthira bananA vaha saMvara / Atma svarUpa se cyuta bananA vaha Azrava / dUsarA stavana : jJAnAdika guNa saMpadA re... * prabhu ke sAtha prema jagA ho to unakA aizvarya dekhakara bhakta ko AnaMda hotA hI haiM / jaise kisI kA acchA baMgalA dekhakara dUsare ko vaha prApta karane kA mana hotA haiM / bhagavAna ke aizvarya kI ruci paidA huI arthAt mokSamArga zuru huA / ruci ho tadanusAra hI hamArA vIrya calatA haiM / 'ruci anuyAyI vIrya / ' kahe kalApUrNasUri - 46wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwn 107)

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ruci paidA huI haiM, isalie hI kahatA hUM : he prabhu ! dIna dayAla ! Apa mujhe tAreM / * prabhu mokSa ke puSTa nimitta kAraNa haiM / upAdAna kAraNa AtmA haiM / yaha saca haiM, para upAdAna kAraNameM rahI huI kAraNatA bhagavAnarUpa nimitta ke binA prakaTa hI nahIM hotI / kumhAra jamInameM se khodakara miTTI na nikAle vahAM taka miTTImeM upAdAna kAraNatA prakaTa nahIM hotii| eka bhI jIva arihaMta ke nimitta prApta kie binA mokSameM gayA nahIM haiM / eka bhI ghar3A kumhAra kI madada ke binA banA ho to kahanA / marudevI mAtA ko bhI prabhu kA AlaMbana milA hI thA / maitrI Adi bhAvanA mAtA svarUpa haiM mAM ko saMtAna ke prati vAtsalya bhAva hotA haiM, vaha maitrIbhAvanA / mAM ko saMtAna ke viveka Adi guNoM ke prati pramoda bhAva hotA haiM / mAM ko saMtAna ke duHkha ke prati karuNA utpanna hotI haiM vaha karuNA bhAvanA haiM / saMtAna yadi svacchaMdI bane to mAM mApha kara detI haiM vaha mAdhyasthya bhAvanA / jagata ke sarva jIvoM ke prati aisA bhAva banAnA haiM / AM (108 80wwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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kezo 2911 qugnant WORD amavramanim DODARAMJIANGIRMIRAMMAR00000 manapharA - kaTAriyA saMgha, vi.saM. 2056 Saneepawesomeonesan 6-10-2000, zukravAra azvina zuklA - 9 subaha 7.15 se 8.00 dhyAna vicAra : * aisA koI kAla nahIM haiM jaba tIrthaMkara nahIM hote / tIrthaMkara ho vahAM caturvidha saMgha rUpa tIrtha hotA hI haiN| tIrtha ho vahAM tIrthaMkara kI zakti sakriya hotI hI haiM / / __ mokSa kI icchA utpanna karanevAle bhagavAna haiM / janma se hI sva ko bakarI samajhane vAle siMha kA siMhatva yAda karAnevAlA siMha haiM / moharAjArUpI caravAhA hamezA rakhavAlI karatA haiM : yaha jIva kahIM svayaM ke siMhatva (prabhutA) ko pahacAna na le / * ajaina kuMDalI-bheda kahate haiM, use hama graMthibheda kahate haiM / 3 // cakkaravAlI kuMDalI yAne 3 // karma samajheM / * paramAtmA kI bhakti aura jIvoM kI maitrI donoM eka sAtha hI prakaTa hote haiM / * 42 varSa pahale (saM. 2014) sabase pahale pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. kI mulAkAta huI / unhoMne mujhe yogabiMdu vagairaha graMthoM ko paDhane kI salAha dI thI / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400 SS 0 SS 0 109)

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jJAnI jJAnI ko mAtra mauna se pahacAna letA haiM / usake bAda sAthameM rahanA huA / 2031meM pU.paM.zrI rAtA mahAvIra tIrthameM mile / sarvaprathama 15 dina taka mujhe unhoMne sunA / mujhe khAlI kiyA / phira sAdhanA kA amRta parosA / dhyAna-vicAra para likhane kI preraNA unhoMne hI dI thI / unakI nizrAmeM hI likhane kI zuruAta kI / usa samaya 'parasparopagraho jIvAnAm' ke upara kyoM nahIM likhate ? aisA upAlaMbha bhI sunane ko milA / * dravya se nAr3I dabAne se bhI samAdhi laga jAtI haiM / (rAmakRSNane amuka nasa dabAkara vivekAnaMda ko samAdhi dI thI / ) para yaha dravya samAdhi samajheM, bhAva samAdhi alaga cIja haiM / * mana se prANa bhI vazameM hote haiM / unmanI bhAva prApta kiyA huA mana ho taba prANa svayaM zAMta bana jAte haiM, aisA 12veM prakAzameM (yogazAstra) likhA haiM / maMtra se mana vazameM AtA haiM / maMtra vahI haiM jisakA manana karane se ApakA rakSaNa kare / mana zuddha hote AtmA zuddha hotI haiM / tInoM zuddha hote maMtradAtA guru aura dhyeya bhagavAna ke sAtha saMdhAna hotA haiM / maMtrAtmaka akSaroM kA dhyAna karane se mana kA rakSaNa hotA haiM / * citta ko tribhuvanavyApI banAne ke bAda atyaMta sUkSma (vAlAgra bhAga se bhI sUkSma) banAkara vahAM se haTAkara AtmAmeM sthira karanA vaha paramazUnya dhyAna haiM / * merA bAhara par3A huA sAhitya merA nahIM haiM, pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. kA haiM / merA to prakAzana karane kA mana hI nahIM thA, para unhoMne hI prakAzita karavA diyA, aisA kahUM to cale / eka bAra hIrAbhAIne pUchA : 'anAhata deva' kyA haiM ? maiMne usa para ciMtana karake anAhata para likhA : vaha lekha kAparar3AjI tIrtha ke vizeSAMkameM chapA / anAhata deva kA pUjana labdhipUjana se pahale haiM / jo maMtrazakti dhvanyAtmaka banI vaha pUjanIya banI / anAhata nAda kA anubhava kiyA ho aise hI munioM ko labdhi prakaTa hotI haiN| anAhata setu haiM, jo akSarameM se anakSarameM le jAtA haiM / (110000woooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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* kuMDalinI sAdhane kI nahIM haiM, mAtra jJAtAdraSTAbhAva ke rUpameM dekhanI haiM / prANa dvArA jJAna zakti AtI haiM, upayoga uMcAI para jAtA haiM, jaba urdhvagAmI banatI haiM, phira vaha cetanA nIce AtI haiM / isa prakAra ArohaNa avarohaNa hotA rahatA haiM / * calate samaya kabhI mAIlasTona Ane para bhI dhyAna na jAye to koI maMjhila nahIM AtI aisA nahIM haiM / isI taraha hamArI sAdhanA meM nAda, biMdu, kalA, vagairaha na dikhe to citA mata karanA, prabhu ke pAsa nAda Adi ke binA bhI pahuMca sakate 'je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA, jogamAyA te jANo re; zuddha dravya guNa paryAya dhyAne, ziva dIye prabhu saparANo re / ' - pU. upA. zrIyazovijayajI (6) paramakalA yogazAstra ke prathama prakAzameM AcAra, cauthemeM kaSAya-indriya manojaya ke upAya, pAMcave prakAzameM prANAyAma, usake bAda prANAyAma kI nirarthakatA batAkara anya dhyAna ke upAya batAye haiM / abhyAsa atyaMta siddha ho jAne ke bAda apane Apa hI samAdhi jAgRta hotI haiN| 14 pUrvadharoM ko jo mahAprANAyAma - dhyAnameM hotA haiM vaha paramakalA haiM / jise bhadrabAhusvAmIne siddha kiyA thA / isa kAlameM kuMDalinI ke anubhava cidAnaMdajI ke padoMmeM dekhane ko milate haiM / unakA eka pada dekheM : sohaM sohaM sohaM sohaM sohaM sohaM raTanA lagIrI; iMgalA piMgalA suSamanA sAdhake, aruNapatithI prema pagIrI... aruNapati = sUrya / sUrya arthAt zuddha AtmA / vaMkanAla SaT cakra bheda ke, dazama-dvAra zubha jyoti jagIrI; khulata kapATa ghATa nija pAyo, janama jarA bhaya bhIti bhagIrI / binA anubhava aisA likhane kI icchA hI nahIM hotI / binA anubhava kI vANI dekhate hI patA cala jAtA haiM / Apa sahajatA (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000000 111)

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se bolate ho yA taiyAra karake bolate ho, vaha turaMta hI patA cala jAtA haiM / bahuta aise vaktA dekhe haiM : 15 miniTa hote hI ruka jAte haiM / aMdara kI Tepa pUrI ho gaI na ? pU. paMnyAsajI mahA. pUchate : vyAkhyAna ke bAda aisA hotA haiM ki aise bole hote to acchA ? 'nahIMjI / kucha aisA nahIM hotA / ' 'koI pUrva taiyArI karate ho ?' 'bhagavAna ko samarpita banakara bolatA huuN|' pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : yahAM bhagavAna hI nahIM Ate / pUjyazrI : mAIka yoM hI par3A haiM / bolanevAlA koI nahIM / pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : bijalI calI gaI haiM / dekho, AnaMdaghanajI kahate haiM : 'tuja-muja aMtara-aMtara bhAMjaze, vAjaze maMgala tUra; jIva sarovara atizaya vAdhaze re, AnaMdaghana rasapUra / ' pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : yahAM jIva sarovara kyoM likhA ? pUjyazrI : saba batAtA hUM / para pahale Apa bhagavAna ke sAtha saMdhAna karane ke lie taiyAra ho to / pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : bhagavAna saMdhAna kareMge na ? pUjyazrI : Apako saMdhAna karanA par3egA na ? pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjane kama prayatna kiye haiM ? * 'vAjaze maMgala tUra' yaha anAhata nAda haiM / saMgIta sAdhanoM se rahita 'aMdara kA saMgIta' / paramakalA arthAt aMdara aneka bAje bajate ho aura usameM saba pahacAna sakate haiM / * yaha anAhata, kalA, biMdu, vagairaha bhI mAIlasTona haiM / maMjhila mila jAne para to mAtra do hI rahate haiM : AtmA aura paramAtmA / sacamuca to do bhI nahIM rahate, AtmA aura paramAtmA eka hI ho jAte haiM / jIva sarovara arthAt samatAmaya AtmA ! * pU. paMnyAsajI ma. kA upayoga itanA tIkSNa thA ki 10 miniTameM eka hajAra logassa gina sakate the / eka zvAsameM 108 (112 Wommonomooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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navakAra gina sakate the / akSara koi raha na jAya, upayoga atyaMta tIkSNa rUpa se calatA / / * aba bAkI rahA huA cidAnaMdajI kA pada dekheM : kAca zakala taja ciMtAmaNi lai, kumati kuTilakuM sahaja ThagIrI; vyApaka sakala svarUpa lakhyo ima, jima na bhame maga lahata khagIrI / 'cidAnaMda' AnaMda mUrati nirakha, premabhara buddhi thagIrI / (7) jyoti dhyAna sUrya-candra vagairaha dravya jyoti haiM / dhyAnAbhyAsa se lIna bane hue manavAle ko trikAla viSayaka jJAna vaha bhAva-jyoti haiM / dravya jyoti kA dhyAna bhAva jyoti ke dhyAnameM AlaMbanabhUta banatA haiM / * svayaM ke pAsa pUMjI na ho to dUsaroM ke pAsa se lona lekara AdamI vyApAra karatA haiM usI taraha jahAM taka zuddha AtmA prakaTa na ho vahAM taka prabhu - zakti prApta karake sAdhanA karanI __ AgamenA'numAnena yogAbhyAsarasena ca / tridhA pralpayan prajJAM labhate tattvamuttamam // Agama, anumAna aura yoga ke abhyAsa kA rasa - ina tIna upAyoM se prajJA ko parikarmita banAnI haiM / ___ mAna sarovara kA haMsa gaMde pAnImeM muMha nahIM DAlatA, vaha motI cugatA hai, usI taraha sAdhaka-jJAnI saMsAra ke vyAvahArika prayojana karane par3e to hI karate haiM, paraMtu use prAdhAnya nahIM dete, paraMtu jJAnI ke mArga para calate haiM, jinAjJA ko anusarate haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000 113

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$2122: UTI meM pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2053 6-10-2000, zukravAra azvina zuklA - 9 dopahara 4.00 baje : pU. devacaMdrajI kI covIsI stavana 3 * bhagavAna mokSa ke kartA nahIM haiM to bhagavAna ke pAsa mokSa kI yAcanA kyoM ? bhagavAna bhale mokSa ke kartA na ho, paraMtu mokSa ke puSTa nimitta jarura haiM I pU. devacaMdrajI puSTa kAraNa ko hI kartA ke rUpameM mAnakara stavana karate haiM / aisA unhoMne hI kahA haiM / hama ise mAtra upacAra se mAnate haiM, yahI takalIpha haiM / upacAra nahIM, yahI vAstavikatA haiM / bhUkha lagI / hamane bhojana ( nimitta kAraNa ) kiyA / hama bhojana ko bhUlakara svayaM ko pradhAnatA de dete haiM, para soco : bhojana nahIM hotA to hama kyA karate ? prabhu ko saMsAra kA sRSTikartA bhale hama na mAneM, para hamAre mokSakartA to haiM hI / hama bhI pahale yaha aupacArika rUpa se hI mAnate the / para pU.paM.ma. ke saMsarga se hI isa aupacArikatA kI mAnyatA pUrNa rUpa se naSTa huI / 114 6000www kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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hamArI vizuddhi kA prakarSa baDhatA jAya tyoM tyoM prabhu jyAdA se jyAdA spaSTa hote jAte haiM / samatA baDhatI jAya vaise AnaMda baDhatA jAtA haiM / yogasAra meM bhagavAna ko 'svatulyapadavIpradaH' kahe haiM / bhagavAna mokSa ke dAtA aupacArika hote to aisA vizeSaNa nahIM hotA / isase bhI Age baDhakara namutthuNaM kI svatulyapadavIprada saMpadAmeM bhagavAna kI 'jiNANaM jAvayANaM' ityAdi vizeSaNoM se stuti kI haiM, vaha bhI isI bAta kA sUcaka haiM : bhagavAna mAtra jItanevAle nahIM, jItAnevAle bhI haiM / buddha hI nahIM, bodhaka bhI haiM / mukta hI nahIM, mocaka bhI haiM / * sAMsArika sukhoMmeM sukhakA Aropa karake hama bhramaNAmeM par3e hue haiM / prabhu - prApti se hI yaha hamArI bhramaNA TUTatI haiM / apArthiva AsvAda bhavyAtman ! bhojana ke SaDsa paudgalika padArtha jIhnA ke sparza se sukhAbhAsa utpanna karate haiM / kaMTha ke nIce cale jAne ke bAda usakA AsvAda calA jAtA haiM, jabaki AtmAmeM rahA huA zAMtarasa sarvadA sukha denevAlA haiM / usameM paudgalika padArthoM kI jarurata nahIM hotI / vaha AtmAmeM chupA huA haiM / AtmA dvArA hI prakaTa hotA haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 wwww - 0000 115

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INDIASISAR SASURRRRRR RRRRRRRRESSgeeRSHIKSSSUNSSISEMISSUHRIKRSPassplaye8530AROO UTI meM pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2053 7-10-2000, zanivAra azvina zuklA dvi. - 9 subaha dhyAna vicAra : * ratnatrayI parama jyoti haiN| pUrNa ratnatrayIvAle pUrNa jyotirdhara haiM / isIlie hI gaNadharoMne unako 'ujjoagare' 'uddyota karanevAle' kahe haiM / parama jyotivAle bhagavAnane gaNadharoM ko jyoti dI / hamArI yogyatA aura kSayopazama ke anusAra hamako bhI jyoti kI prApti hotI haiM / __ yaha gaMbhIra kRti haiN| isake lie yogya baneMge to hI samajheMge / sAdhanA ke binA yaha samajha meM nahIM AtA / dharmadhyAna se dhyAna kA prAraMbha hotA haiM / usameM bhI AjJAvicaya prathama prakAra haiM / isakA artha yaha huA ki bhagavAna kI AjJA se hI dhyAna kA prAraMbha hotA haiM / 24 dhyAna ke adhikArI mukhyarUpa se deza-sarvaviratidhara haiM / isake alAvA samyagdRSTi vagairaha meM bIjarUpa yoga ho sakatA haiM / hamArA naMbara usameM lage aisI prArthanA kareM / (116 8 605666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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bhagavAna kI sAdhanA aura sadguNoM kI yAda Aye, to vicAra AtA haiM / hamAre jIvanameM aisA kaba AyegA ? * 'upetya karaNaM karaNaM' jAnakara prayatna karanA vaha karaNa / karaNameM puruSArtha mukhya haiM : isakA utkRSTa udAharaNa tIrthaMkara bhavanameM sahajatA mukhya haiM / isakA utkRSTa udAharaNa marudevI haiM / sahajatAmeM bhI prabhu aura prabhu kA AlaMbana to haiM hI / para vIryollAsa svayaM prakaTa hotA haiM / usa samaya vikalpajanya dhyAna nahIM hotA / mAtra AnaMda kI anubhUti hotI haiM / utkaTa vIryollAsa se AnaMda kI mAtrA baDhI huI hotI haiM / dharma- zukla kA prathama bheda dhyAna- parama dhyAnameM A gayA haiM / Age ke bheda dUsare dhyAna ke prakAromeM Ate haiM / ye 24 dhyAna kramazaH nahIM haiM, isameM se koI bhI dhyAna ke bheda se paramAtmA taka pahuMca sakate haiM / jyotirdhyAna ke prayatna se parama jyoti milatI haiM / parama jyoti dhyAna samajhane ke liye parama jyoti paMcaviMzikA graMtha samajhane jaisA haiM / jIvanmukta mahAtmA ko yaha hotA haiM / ve jIte jI bhI isakA anubhava karate haiM / deha hone para bhI dehAtIta, mana hone para bhI manotIta avasthA inakI hotI haiM / tInoM yoga hone para bhI jIvanmukta tInoM se para hotA haiM / aisA yogI hI 'mokSo'stu vA mA'stu' aise kaha sakatA haiM / yaha mokSa kA AnaMda yahIM para prApta kara sakate haiM / 'muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI' ye paramajyoti dazA ke udgAra haiM / samAdhi avasthAmeM unako 'maiM prabhu kI godameM baiThA hUM / ' aisA anubhava hotA haiM / isa kAlameM aisA anubhava kyoM na prApta kareM ? samyagdarzana prApta kiye binA maranA nahIM haiM, itanA taya kara lo / ise prApta karane kI ruci utpanna ho to bhI bar3I bAta haiM / aisA jAnakara virAdhanA na kareM, yaha bhI bar3I siddhi hogI / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 0000 117 kaLa

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'jyotizaM jyota milata jaba dhyAve, hovata nahIM taba nyArA;' aisA dhyAna dharanevAlA bhagavAna ko alaga nahIM gina sakatA / 'bAMdhI mUThI khule bhava mAyA, miTe mahA bhrama bhArA / ' bahirAtmadazA dUra huI, aMtarAtmadazA prApta huI / paramAtmadazA prakaTa hone para biMdu siMdhumeM mila jAtA haiM / phira siMdhumeM biMdu kahAM dikhegA? phira 'maiM' miTa jAtA haiM / yaha talAza karane se nahIM milatA / ghI Dhala gayA, para khIcar3I meM / * prasannacandra rAjarSi sUrya ke sAmane apalaka najara se dekha rahe the / yaha tAraka dhyAna haiM / ugate sUrya kA dhyAna Aja bhI dhara sakate haiM / bhagavAna ko gaNadharoMne bhI dravyajyoti kI upamA dI haiM : caMdesu nimmalayarA / yaha kyA haiM ? dravya prakAza kI upamA ke binA hama kaise samajha sakeM ? yahAM sabhI dravya, bhAvako samajhane meM sahAyaka bananevAle haiM / bhAva-udyota arthAt jJAna-uddyota / bhagavAnakA uddyota sUrya jaisA to hamArA dIpaka jaisA, para haiM to prakAza hI na ? lAkha pAvara kA prakAza unakA haiM to hamArA pAMcakA pAvara haiM / hamArI dIpikA (choTA dIpaka) ko kevalajJAnakI mahAnyoti ke sAtha jor3a deM to kAma ho jAya / kSayopazama bhAva ke guNa kSAyika guNoMmeM jor3a deM to kAma ho jAya / siddha hamAre upara sadA kAla ke lie haiM / viharamAna bhagavAna sadAkAla ke lie haiM / mAtra hameM anusaMdhAna karane kI jarUrata haiM / eka AkAza pradezameM anaMta Atmapradeza hote haiM, aisA bhagavatImeM abhI AyA / isameM bhI dhyAna ke rahasya haiM / siddhazilAmeM siddha haiM usa taraha samagra brahmAMDameM bhI anaMta jIva haiM / nizcaya se ye jIva bhI siddha-samAna hI haiM / Atama sarva samAna, nidhAna mahAsukha kaMda, siddhataNA sAdharmika, sattAe guNavRMda / ___- pU. devacaMdrajI [118 Booooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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abhI jJAna haiM, para saMvedana nahIM haiM / abhI jJAna lete haiM vaha dene ke liye, svayaM ke liye nahIM / aisA uddeza hone ke kAraNa hI yaha lAgu nahIM par3atA / isalie hI ina siddhAMtoM ko sunane ke adhikArI samyagdRSTi haiM / hamArI takalIpha yaha haiM ki sIdhe hI sAtaveM (?) guNasthAnaka para A gaye haiM / abhimAna kA pArA ekadama UMce car3ha gayA haiM / isalie hI sAdhanA muzkila banI haiM / samatA ke binA koI dhyAna lAgU nahIM par3atA / sAmAyika ke lie cauvisattho Adi cAhie / aisI bAteM isalie karanI par3atI haiM ki Apa yaha saba bhUla na jAyeM / jJAnajyoti bar3hatI haiM vaise gaMbhIratA baDhatI haiM / nahIM to samajheM : ajJAna hI baDhA haiM / jisase mAna baDheM use jJAna kaise kaha sakate haiM ? Atma-svabhAva kI ramaNatA na ho yA rAga-dveSa kI maMdatA na ho use jJAna yA darzana mAnane ke lie yazovijayajI taiyAra nahIM haiM / mAtra vahAM jAnakArI hotI haiM, jJAna kI bhramaNA hotI haiM, saccA jJAna nahIM hotA / AtmA kI anubhUti hone ke bAda karma kA Dara nahIM rahatA / siMhatva pahacAnane ke bAda bakare kA yA caravAhe kA bhaya nahIM rahatA / 'gai dInatA aba sabahI hamArI ' upA. yazovijayajI sAdhyAlaMbI bane binA AtmA sAdhanAmeM sakriya bana nahIM sakatI / samyagdarzana mila jAne ke bAda cetanA Atmatattva kI ora mur3atI haiM / indra candrAdipada roga jANyo, zuddha nija zuddhatA dhana pichANyo; Atmadhana anya Ape na core, koNa jaga dIna vaLI koNa jore ? pU. devacaMdrajI indratva yA cakravartitva roga ke alAvA kyA haiM ? Atma- dhana dikhate hI yaha roga hI lagatA haiM / Atma-dhana aisA haiM, jise koI lUMTa nahIM sakatA, jo kabhI kama nahIM ho sakatA / yaha milane ke bAda dInatA kaisI ? kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 chaLa 119

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pU. devacaMdrajI ma. kI AtmAnubhUti ke bAda AI huI yaha mastI haiM / khumArI haiM / ye zabda par3hate Aja bhI hRdayameM mastI prakaTa ho sakatI haiM / I hamArI maMda jyoti tejasvI jyoti ( prabhu kI ) meM milane para hamArI jyoti akhUTa bana jAtI haiM / logassa sUtra jyoti kA hI sUtra haiM / aise parama jyotirdhara prabhu ke pAsa gaNadharoMne tIna cIjoM kI ( Arogya, bodhi, samAdhi) yAcanA kI haiM / parama Arogya mokSa haiM / isake mukhya do kAraNa bodhi aura samAdhi haiM / ye tInoM (cIjeM ) mileMgI to bhagavAna ke prabhAva se hI mileMgI / bhagavAna para aura bhagavAna kI AjJA para bahumAna baDhegA utane pramANameM vizuddha prakAra kI bodhi- samAdhi milegI / bhAva vibhora hokara prabhu-guNa gAne se karma kI nirjarA hote apUrva AnaMda baDhatA haiM / aise dhyAna ke lie khAsa pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra karanI par3egI / labdhidhara sabhI muni paramajyoti dhyAna ke abhyAsI hote haiM / labdhi eka zakti haiM / ise prakaTa karanevAle aise dhyAna haiM / yaha jyoti hamAre aMdara bhI prakaTa ho isalie gaNadharoMne logassa ke aMtameM kahA haiM : 'caMdesu nimmalayarA' (samyag - darzana ) 'Aiccesu ahiyaM payAsayarA' (samyag - jJAna ) 'sAgaravaragaMbhIrA' (samyag cAritra ) / aise siddhoM kA dhyAna kareM to kucha unakI jhalaka hamAre aMdara bhI AyegI / 120 ( 9 ) bindu dhyAna : yogazAstra kA 8vAM prakAza tadeva ca kramAt sUkSmaM dhyAyet vAlAgrasannibham / kSaNamavyaktamIkSeta, jagajjyotirmayaM tataH // pracyAvya mAnasaM lakSyAdalakSye dadhataH sthiram / jyotirakSayamatyakSamantarunmIlati kramAt // kaLa yogazAstra, 8vAM prakAza kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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jyoti kA dhyAna dharane se saMpUrNa jagata jyotirmaya lagatA haiM / usa samaya akSaya jyoti prakaTa hotI haiM / Age arihANa stotrameM SoDazAkSarI maMtra kA dhyAna biMdupUrvaka kA AyegA / ekeka akSara ko vahAM camakate dekhane haiM / dravya se biMdu : pAnI kI buMda / bhAva se karma-biMdu kA jharanA / maMtroMmeM biMdu kA mahattvapUrNa sthAna haiM : 'namo arihaMtANaM' yahAM biMdu haiM na ? 'oMkAraM biMdu-saMyuktaM' kucha loga 'okAraM' bolate haiM, vaha galata haiM / 'siDhilIbhavaMti asuhakammANubaMdhA' isa dhyAna se karma DhIle banakara jhar3a jAte haiM / rAjasthAnameM zuddha ghI itanA jama jAtA haiM ki hAtha se bhI ukhar3atA nahIM hai / agni kA tApa lagate vaha DhIlA bana jAtA haiM, phira pravAhI banatA haiM / dhyAna kI agni se karma bhI DhIle hokara jharane lagate haiM / . karma jyoM jyoM kSINa hote jAte haiM tyoM tyoM prasannatA baDhatI jAtI haiM / yahI unakI nizAnI haiM / dUsare kisI ko batAne ke lie nahIM, gupta rakhakara samajhanA haiM / maMtra vagairaha jAhira karane se, usase hotI labdhi batAne se usakA vikAsa aTaka jAtA haiM / udAH sthUlabhadra / jainetaroMmeM biMdunavaka kI bAta AtI haiM, usa viSaya para avasara para bAta kareMge / ajainoMmeM bhI jo zubha haiM ve yahIM se hI uDe hue bindu haiM, aisA samajheM / / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400ooooooooooooooo000 121)

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1HAAR IIL Ramaudarataaraa UTI meM pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2053 7-10-2000, zanivAra azvina zuklA dvi. - 9 vyAkhyAna ke samaya pRthvIrAja, maNibahana, kaMcanabahana, kalpanAbahana, zAMtAbahana, cArulatAbahana ke dIkSA muhUrta ke prasaMga para pUjyazrI ke dvArA mumukSuoM ko hitazikSA / cAritradharma durlabha haiM / dezavirati bhI durlabha ho vahAM sarvavirati kI kyA bAta ? guru vANI ke zravaNa ke bAda viSayoM se vairAgya jagatA haiM, hRdaya bolatA haiM : saMsAra chor3ane jaisA haiM / saMyama hI svIkArane jaisA haiM / aisA hone ke bAda mumukSu guru ke pAsa jJAnAdi kI tAlIma letA haiM aura vairAgya puSTa banAtA haiM / kyoMki vaha samajhatA haiM : pazu kI taraha viSayoMmeM hI rakta banakara pUrA karane ke lie yaha jIvana nahIM haiM / saMyama se hI isa mAnava jIvana kI saphalatA haiM / bhale yaha kaThina ho, kiMtu AtmA ke lie hitakArI haiM / dIkSA lene ke bAda bhI yogyatA ko vikasita karanI haiM / prabhu-bhakti, guru--AjJApAlana, maitrI Adi bhAvoM ke sevana se yogyatA vikasatI haiM / 122 Domaaaaaaaooooooma kahe

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Apa saba svAdhyAya, saMyama, sevA, guru-bhakti kareM / gurubhAIoM ke sAtha sneha se vartana kareM / aisA kareMge to paralokameM to svargaapavarga kA sukha mile taba mile, ApakA yahI jIvana svargIya sukha se bhI jyAdA sukha se chalaka uThegA / ( dIkSA muhUrta : mRgazIrSa zukla 5, zukravAra, tA. 1-12-2000 ) guru kRpA una para barase I.sa. 1999meM pUjyazrI ko haidrAbAdameM vaMdanArtha jAnA huA / vahA~ sAdhanA kI bAteM huI, phira maiMne pUchA ki 'sAhebajI ! aba paradeza nahIM jAnA haiM / sva-ArAdhanA karanI haiM / ' pUjya zrI : 'paradeza sAdhu nahIM jA sakate, Apa vahA~ ke dharmajijJAsuoM ko poSaNa do / yaha sva- para zreya kI pravRtti haiM / tattvajJAna le jAo, vahA~ pUre prema se do / kama par3e to vApasa le jAnA / ' nirdoSa hAsya- bhare ye vacana AzIrvAda the / mAno pUjyazrI ke zubhAziSa mile ho vaise vahA~ ke jijJAsu vrata, niyamoM kA pAlana, sAmAyika, gharameM hI choTe maMdiroM ko rakhakara darzana, navakAra maMtra kA jApa karane lage haiM / vyasana aura abhakSyAhAra to unheM sparza bhI kara nahIM sakatA / paraMtu vaise mitroM ko bhI vahA~ se pIchehaTha karAne jaisI zakti ke ve dhAraka hue haiM / pU. paMnyAsajI zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI kA graMtha 'AtmautthAnano pAyo'ne prAyaH pAMcasau jitane parivArameM prasAra prApta kiyA haiM / usake svAdhyAya kI saiMkar3o kaiseTa gharagharameM gUMja rahI haiM / aise haz2AroM mIla dUra zrI mahAvIra bhagavAna ke sacce anugAmIoM ko pUjyazrI kI vAtsalyanidhi aura tattvalabdhi kA pradAna yaha mahAsadbhAgya haiM / jo usase vaMcita haiM una para anukaMpA kareM / gurukRpA uma para brse| sunaMdAbahana vorA kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 - 0 123

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manapharA - kaTAriyA saMgha, vi.saM. 2055 memommumesan 7-10-2000, zanivAra azvina zuklA dvi. - 9 dopahara : pU. devacaMdrajI covIsI __ stavana dUsarA / * 'paramAtmA aura maiM eka haiM, to unakA sukha bhI mere aMdara par3A huA hI haiM / ' aisA sAdhaka ko vizvAsa utpanna hotA haiM / vizvAsa utpanna hote hI usa tarapha kI ruci jagatI haiM / eka zAzvata niyama haiM : jisa tarapha hamArI ruci huI, usa tarapha hamArI UrjA gatimAna hotI haiM / UrjA hamezA ruci kA anusaraNa karatI haiM / * parakartRtva kA abhimAna hamAre aMdara itanA par3A huA haiM ki hamArI AtmA isase bhinna haiM, vaha kabhI samajhameM hI nahIM AtA / bhItara paramAtmA prakaTa hote vaha abhimAna miTa jAtA haiM / aMdara kI ruci jagate hI hamAre grAhakatA, svAmitA, vyApakatA, bhoktRtA, zraddhA, bhAsana, ramaNatA, dAnAdi guNa AtmasattA ke rasika banate haiM / bAhara jAtI UrjA kendra kI ora lauTatI haiN| bAhara jAtI UrjA vyartha jAtI haiM / svakendragAmI UrjA zaktizAlI banAtI haiN| 12400amomoooooooooooooo

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* isIlie hI bhagavAna niryAmaka haiM, mahAmAhaNa haiM, vaidya haiM, gopa haiM, AdhAra haiM, sukha sAgara ko ullasita karanevAle caMdra haiM, bhAvadharma ke dAtA haiM / stavana tIsarA * bhagavAna kA svarUpa kalpanA na kara sakeM vaisA haiM isalie bhagavAna akala haiM / kalA rahita bhI akala kahA jAtA haiM / saMsAra kI sabhI kalAeM bhagavAnameM asta ho gaI haiM, DUba gaI haiM / * bhagavAna jagata ke jIvoM ke sukha ke lie avisaMvAdI (avazya satya bananevAle) nimitta haiM / bhagavAna para bahumAna jage to unake guNa, unakI Rddhi milatI hI haiM / bahumAna hI guNoM kA dvAra haiM / jo bhagavAna kA bahumAna karatA haiM use bhagavAna milate hI haiM / * hamArI AtmA upAdAna kAraNa jarUra haiN| para puSTAlaMbana to bhagavAna hI haiM / kiMtu usa upAdAna kAraNameM kAraNatA prakaTa karanevAlI bhagavAna kI hI sevA haiM / jo kAraNa svayaM kArya bana jAye vaha upAdAna kAraNa kahA jAtA haiM / udAH miTTI svayaM hI ghar3A bana jAtI haiM / isalie miTTI ghar3e ke lie upAdAna kAraNa haiM / jIva svayaM hI ziva bana jAtA haiM, isalie jIva upAdAna kAraNa haiM / bhagavAnameM bhI puSTa kAraNatA taba prakaTa hotI haiM jaba jIvameM upAdAna kAraNatA prakaTa hotI haiM / donoM sApekSa haiM / abhavya jIva upAdAna kAraNa jarura haiM, para usameM upAdAna kAraNatA kabhI prakaTa nahIM hotI / isalie hI bhagavAnameM usake lie kabhI bhI puSTa nimittatA prakaTa nahIM hotI / [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000000 125)

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khIcana pratiSThA prasaMga, vi.saM. 2058 8-10-2000, ravivAra azvina zuklA - 10 * dhyAna vicAra : * dhyAna ke vibhAga alaga-alaga bhale ho, para sabakI maMjhila eka haiM / sabakI niyati alaga alaga hotI haiM, isalie dhyAna kI bhI alaga-alaga paddhatiyAM alaga-alaga vyaktioM ko lAgU par3atI haiN| * kammapayaDi, paMcasaMgraha vagairaha kA abhyAsa bhI yahAM jarUrI haiM / bRhatsaMgrahaNI, kSetrasamAsa vagairaha bhI jarUrI haiM / merI pahale aisI samajha thI ki dhyAnamArgameM ina sabakI kyA jarUrata ? para dhyAnavicAra paDhate samajha AI : ye saba graMtha dhyAna ke lie atyaMta jarUrI haiN| kyoMki isa dhyAnameM sabhI dRSTiyAM honI jarUrI haiM / sacamuca to dhyAnameM praveza karane ke bAda hI karmagraMthAdi ke rahasya samajhameM Ate haiM / karmagraMtha to paDhe para usakA saMbaMdha dhyAna ke sAtha kyA haiM ? vaha samajhanA ho to dhyAna-vicAra jarurI haiM / saba karma-bhedoM kA jJAna hamArI vIrya-zakti vikasita karatA haiM / aura vikasita vIryazakti se dhyAnazakti utpanna hotI haiM / 1260poooooooooooooooooo ka

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nAda, kalA, biMdu Adi dvArA Atma-zaktiyAM vikasita karanI haiM / isake dvArA pahuMcanA haiM Akhira bhagavAna taka, parama vizuddha hue AtmA taka / isalie hI kahatA hUM : isa dhyAna- vicAra kA saMbaMdha sabhI AgamoM ke sAtha haiM / gaNadhara yA gaNadhara ke ziSya nitya sUtroM kA svAdhyAya kyoM karate haiM ? kyoMki usase dhyAna ke gahana rahasya prakaTa hote rahate haiM / dhyAna ke koSThakameM baMda hone ke bAda hI aMdara ke rahasya samajhameM Ate haiM / dhyAna- vicAra graMtha to maiMne likhA, para usakA prayoga kauna kitanA karatA haiM ? vaha aba dekhanA haiM / (10) parama biMdu dhyAna : barasoM pahale merA ciMtana thA : guNasthAnakoM meM jitane karaNa (apUrvakaraNa Adi) haiM, ve saba samAdhivAcaka haiM / abhI spaSTa samajhameM AtA haiM : sacamuca, aisA hI haiM / 1 yathApravRttikaraNa bhavacakrameM hamane anaMtIbAra kiyA haiM | abhavya bhI karate haiM / sabhI karmaprakRtiyAM aMta:kor3Akor3I kI sthitimeM A jAye taba yathApravRttikaraNa hotA haiM / anaMta yathApravRttikaraNa vyartha gaye, aisA mata mAneM, ve bhI pUraka haiM / kisI bhI dhyAna kA prakAra Ane ke binA karma-nirjarA nahIM hotI / azubha karma ke baMdhameM bhI dhyAna haiM hii| kiMtu vaha Arttaraudra dhyAna haiM / mokSameM prathama saMghayaNa jarurI haiM, usa taraha sAtavIM narakameM bhI vaha jarurI haiM / mokSameM dhyAna jarurI haiM, usa taraha sAtavIM narakameM bhI dhyAna jarurI haiN| pharka mAtra zukladhyAna aura raudradhyAna kA haiN| donoM zubha-azubha dhyAna kI parAkASThA haiM / eka mokSameM le jAtA haiM, dUsarA sAtavIM narakameM le jAtA haiM / karmagraMtha karmaprakRti dvArA karmakSaya batAte haiM / AdhyAtmika graMtha guNazreNi (guNa - prApti) batAte haiM / bAta donoM eka hI haiM / karmakSaya ke binA guNaprApti kaise ? biMdu dhyAnameM thor3e-thor3e karma biMdu-biMdu ke rUpa meM jhar3ate haiM / parama-biMdu dhyAnameM bar3e paimAnemeM karma jhar3ate haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4www WOOD 127

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samyaktva se lekara bArahaveM guNasthAnaka taka jo guNazreNi prApta hotI haiM, vaha paramabiMdu dhyAna haiM / usake bAda to kevalajJAna ho jAtA haiM / yaha dhyAna chadmasthoM ke lie haiM / guNazreNi arthAt ? bahuta laMbe kAla meM jina karma-dalikoM kA vedana karanA ho unakA alpakAlameM vedana karanA use guNazreNi kahate haiM / arthAt uparakI sthiti ke karma-dalikoM ko nIce ke sthAnameM DAlanA vaha guNazreNi / deva guru dharma ke upara kI zraddhA vaha to vyavahAra samakita haiM / nizcaya se to dhyAna dazAmeM vaha prakaTa hotA haiM / vyavahAra se samakita guru- mahArAja dvArA lona ke rUpameM dene meM AyA haiM / vaha aise bharose se ki bhaviSyameM vaha apanA samakita prApta kara legA / lekina hama to 'lona' ko bhI khA jAne vAle paidA hue / * bhagavAna kI vAstavika sevA guNa se hotI haiM / prAthamika guNa haiM : abhaya, adveSa aura akheda / ye Ane ke bAda hI vAstavika prabhu - sevA ho sakatI haiM / prabhu ko, guru ko dUra rakhakara guNoM ko prApta nahIM kara sakate / mAtra jJAnase abhimAna Aveza baDhegA / baDhate hue abhimAna aura Aveza doSoM kI vRddhi ke sUcaka haiM / * prabhu milate hI sthiratA milatI haiM / prabhu jAte hI asthiratA AtI haiM / prabhu ! ApakA mAtra mere cittameM praveza hI nahIM, pratiSThA bhI honI cAhie / pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI : bhagavAna rahate to etarAja kyA thA ? pUjya zrI : bhagavAna ko etarAja nahIM thA / hameM etarAja thA / hameM ulTe-sIdhe kAma karane the isalie bhagavAna ko jAne diye / bhagavAna ko rakheMge to mokSa milegA / bhagavAna ko chor3eMge to nigoda milegI / kyoMki bIcameM kahIM bhI jyAdA samaya raha nahIM sakate / * adhyAtmasArameM prathama guNazreNimeM sAta prakAra kI avAntara guNa zreNiyoM (adhyAtmika kriyArUpa) kA nimnalikhita ullekha kramazaH kiyA huA haiM / 128 WWWW kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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(1) dharma saMbaMdhI jijJAsA : dharma kyA haiM ? aisI buddhi / jAnane kI mAtra icchA (yaha icchA sva-kalyANa ke lie honI cAhie / dUsaroM ko dikhAne ke lie nahIM, itanA spaSTIkaraNa kara detA hUM / ) (2) usakA svarUpa pUchane kA mana hotA haiM / (3) pUchane ke lie sadguru ke pAsa jAne kI icchA hotI . (4) aucitya, vinaya aura vidhipUrvaka dharmasvarUpa pUchanA / (5) dharma kI mahimA jAnane ke bAda samakita prApta karane kI icchA / (6) samakita ke prakITakaraNa kI apUrva kSaNa / (7) samakita prApta karane ke bAda usakA uttarottara vikAsa / dvitIya guNazreNimeM avAntara tIna guNazreNiyAM hotI haiM / (1) dezavirati - dharma ko prApta karane kI icchA / (2) dezavirati - dharma kI prApti / (3) dezavirati - prApti ke bAda kI avasthA / isa taraha tRtIya guNazreNimeM bhI avAntara tIna guNazreNiyAM hotI (1) sarvavirati dharma prApta karane kI icchA, (2) usakI prApti aura (3) tad avasthA / caturtha guNazreNimeM avAntara avasthAeM (1) anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha kI visaMyojanA (kSaya) karane kI icchA / (2) usakA kSaya aura (3) kSaya ke bAda kI avasthA / pAMcavI guNazreNimeM avAntara - avAntara avasthAeM (1) darzana moha-darzanatrika ko kSaya karane kI icchA (2) usakA kSapaNa aura (3) kSayake bAda kI avasathA / / chaTThI guNazreNimeM mohanIya karma kI 21 prakRtioM ke upazamakA prAraMbha hotA haiM / use 'moha-upazAmaka' avasthA kahate haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 &00000000000000 129)

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sAtavIM guNazreNimeM upara ke taraha kI mohanIya karma kI 21 prakRtiyAM upazAMta hotI haiM, use 'upazAnta-moha' avasthA kahate haiM / AThavI guNazreNimeM zeSa mohanIyakarma kI 21 prakRtioM ke kSaya kA prAraMbha hotA haiM, use 'moha-kSapaka' avasthA kahate haiM / nauMvI guNazreNimeM ye hI zeSa mohanIya karma kI prakRtioM kA arthAt moha kA sarvathA kSaya hotA haiM, use 'kSINa-moha' avasthA kahate haiM / (11)nAda (12) paramaM nAda dhyAna : khAlI peTa ho taba kAnameM aMgulI DAlane para jo AvAja sunAI detI haiM vaha dravya-nAda haiM / aMgulI ke binA svayaM vividha vAjiMtroM kI spaSTa alaga AvAja sunAI detI haiM vaha parama-nAda haiM / ___ saMkalpa-vikalpa ho vahAM taka nAda sunAI nahIM detA, mana atyaMta zAMta avasthAmeM ho taba anAhata nAda sunAI detA haiM / kiMtu yaha sAdhya nahIM haiM, maMjhila nahIM haiM, mAtra mAIlasTona haiM, yaha mata bhUlanA / yahAM aTakanA nahIM haiM / paramAtmadeva ko mile binA kahIM bhI nahIM aTakanA haiM / hamArI Atma-vizuddhi huI usake ye cinha jarura haiM, ApakA mana bhagavAnameM lIna bana jAne para ina nAdoM kI AvAjeM baMda ho jAtI haiN| maMdirameM ghaNTanAda anAhata kA hI pratIka haiM / prAraMbhameM ghaNTanAda karanA, usake bAda ghaNTanAda chor3akara prabhumeM DUba jAnA / * nAda kA saMbaMdha prANa ke sAtha haiM / bhagavAna bolate haiM taba parA vANI se kramazaH vaikharImeM Ate haiM / sAdhaka kI sAdhanA vaikharI se parA taka kI haiM / * yaha jAnane ke bAda koI bhI anuSThAna yA ApakI ArAdhanA na chor3eM / use ina prakriyAoM ke dvArA viziSTa banAne kA prayatna kareM / You (130 Wooooooooooooooo0000 kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4)

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EXA5 00RATOR BASATRINASE-ROMANTON pU. munizrI kaMcanavijayajI 8-10-2000, ravivAra azvina zuklA - 10 dopahara vardhamAna saMskRti kendra muMbaI ke dvArA Ayojita prabhu - janma - mahotsava / * pUjya AcAryadeva kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja : karma se mukti mile to guNa-saMpatti milatI haiM / duniyA bAhya saMpatti prApta karane kA prayatna karatI haiM, para sAdhaka guNa saMpatti prApta prApta karane kA prayatna karatA haiM / usakA upAya gaNadharoM ko bhI bhaktimeM dikhA haiM / ve bhI kahate haiM : titthayarA me pasIyatu / aisI bhakti hRdayameM basa jAye to kAma ho jAye / mukti se bhakti jyAdA acchI lagI - aisA kahanevAle sacamuca to bhakti se hI mukti milatI haiM, aisA kaha rahe haiM / tRpti mahattva kI haiM yA bhojana ? bhojana milegA to tRpti kahAM jAyegI ? mukti kA upAya bhakti haiM / bhakti hogI to mukti kahAM jAyegI ? bhakti se mukti kA sukha yahIM para anubhava kara sakate haiM / jinhoMne yaha anubhava kiyA haiM unhoMne apanI kRtimeM yaha dikhAyA haiM / prabhu kA yaha janma-mahotsava bhakti rUpa hI haiN| jaba bhI bhagavAna kA janma hotA haiM taba jagatameM prakAza-prakAza phaila jAtA haiM / aise bhagavAna para bhakti umaTanI cAhie / unakI AjJA ke (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000000 131)

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pAlana se utkRSTa bhakti hotI haiM / prIti aura bhakti ke anuSThAna se vacana - anuSThAnameM AnA haiM / pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : pU. kalApUrNasUrijIne bhakti ke viSayameM upA. yazovijayajI ko yAda kiye, jo mahAna bhakta the / pahale mahAna tArkika the / unake hI udgAroM ko pUjyazrIne pharamAye / 'sArametanmayA labdham' / prabhu-bhakti samasta zruta sAgara kI avagAhanA kA sAra haiM / parama- AnaMda kI saMpadA kA mUla srota haiM / sarva pravRtti kA hetu AnaMda hI haiM / AnaMda sAgara prabhu kI bhakti ke binA AnaMda nahIM hI mila sakatA / jo jahAM hotA haiM vahIM se prApta karanA par3atA haiN| saMsAra se mukti vahI AnaMda / saMsArameM koI AnaMda mila sakegA nahIM / sAMsArika padArthoM se AnaMda nahIM milatA / 'citta prasanne re pUjana phala kahyuM ' - AnaMdaghanajI aMtameM bikharanevAle padArtha zoka hI dete haiM / para inhIM padArthoM ko bhagavAna ko samarpita karo to AnaMda dete haiM / prabhu-caraNameM samarpita kiye hue padArthoM ko AnaMda dene kI pharaja par3atI haiM / bhagavAnane jo Agama diye, usameM hama DUbeM, yahI hamArI bhakti / Apa Apake dravya ko bhagavAna ko sauMpo vahI ApakI bhakti / isake dvArA hI AnaMda mila sakatA haiM / jo milA haiM vaha bhagavAna ko sauMpIe / phala - naivedya vagairaha saba kucha | jina cIjoM ko prApta karane ke lie hama parataMtra haiM ve cIjeM bhagavAna ko sauMpe to una cIjoM ke lie dIna honA nahIM par3atA / prabhu jagata ke vRkSa kA mUla haiM / isa mUla ko agara siMco to phala prApta kiye binA na raho / prabhu ko jo kucha samarpita karate ho, ve saphala hue binA nahIM rahate / bhAvapUrvaka bhakti karo to ve samagra prakRti (pavana, vAyu, jala Adi) ko badala dete haiM / prabhumeM DUbo / prabhumaya bano / prabhu bano / pUjya hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : kyA bolUM ? bolo / kRSNane bahuta mahenata kI, kisI bhI taraha duryodhana samajha jAya aura yuddha aTake, para yaha nahIM ho sakA / 'suI ke noka jitanI bhI jamIna maiM nahIM dUMgA' duryodhana ke aMtima javAba se yuddha huA hI / isa yuddhameM aMdha dhRtarASTra dUra haiM / saMjaya ko pUchatA haiM : 132 60000 www kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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'yudhiSThira kyA kara rahA haiM ?' 'zAMta haiM / ' 'bhIma kyA kara rahA haiM ?' 'gadA sApha kara rahA haiM / ' 'sahadeva-nakula kyA kara rahe haiM ?' 'nakula-sahadeva zUnya manaska haiM / ' 'arjuna kyA kara rahA haiM ?' 'ThaMDe pAnI se nahA lo / kyoMki arjuna badala cUkA haiM / zrIkRSNa aura arjuna kI judAi kI divAla TUTa gaI haiM / kRSNa ke sthAna para hI arjuna A gayA haiM / ' bhagavAna ke sAtha jo bhakta abheda sAdhe use koI harA nahIM sakatA / yahAM koI nATaka nahIM haiN| dhyAna kI prakriyA haiM / janmakalyANaka ke samaya kisa taraha dhyAna karanA ? usakA yaha dRzya haiM / vastutaH hRdayameM prabhu kA janma karanA haiM / aisA ho to duniyA kI koI bhI zakti parAsta nahIM kara sakatI / prabhu ke sAtha sabhI abheda sAdho yahI apekSA haiM / / pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI : prabhu-bhakti ke mahotsavameM yahAM baiThe hue zrAvakoM ko sunane kA nahIM, dekhane kA rasa haiM / aisI bhayaMkara garamImeM bhI maMDapa ke nIce hajAroM kI pablika 3-3 ghaNTe se bhakti se khuza ho rahI haiM / yaha bhagavAna kA puNya-prakarSa haiM / hama sabake pIche bhagavAna kI zakti haiM / kyoMki bhagavAna aciMtya zaktizAlI haiN| Aja isa snAtra-mahotsavameM mAtA-pitA banane vAle vijayavADAvAle dharmIcaMdajI parama AnaMdameM haiM / ve vicAra rahe haiM : 'acAnaka hI yaha lhAvA milA haiM / to maiM AjIvana caturtha vrata svIkAra lUM / ' abhI ve pUjyazrI ke pAsa AyeMge aura 4the vrata kA svIkAra kareMge / (kAryakrama ke bAda jAmanagara se Aye hue DokaTaroM kI TIma kA sanmAna / ) DokaTaroMne kahA : hama pratyeka cAturmAsameM svecchA se isa taraha pAlItANA sevA ke lie AnA cAhate haiM / ) kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400swwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws 133

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tIrthamAla, zaMkhezvara, vi.saM. 2038 9-10-2000, somavAra azvina zuklA - 11 dhyAna vicAra : * ratnatrayI ke mArga para calane ke lie ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa, dAna Adi kA pAlana jarurI haiM / prabhu ke dhyAnameM ratnatrayI samAyI huI haiN| _ 'tAharUM dhyAna te samakitarUpa, tehija jJAnane cAritra teha che jI / ' / - upA. yazovijayajI dhyAtA dhyeya svarUpa bana jAye taba jJAnAdikI ekatA ho jAtI haiM / vahAM taka pahuMcane se pahale vividha dhyAna dvArA jo anubhava hote haiM, ve yahAM vyakta karane meM Aye haiM / * suvikalpa yA kuvikalpa donoM zAMta ho jAne ke bAda nAdakA prAraMbha hotA haiM / AlaMbana dhyAna chUTa gayA haiM, anAlaMbana bAkI hai - una donoM ke bIca kA setu nAda haiM / jahAM taka akSara yA padameM hI mana ho vahAM taka savikalpa dhyAna hotA haiM / usake bAda akSara-pada chUTa jAte mAtra dhvani rahane para nAda prakaTa hotA haiM / [134 0000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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yaha nAda mAtra sAdhaka hI suna sakatA haiM, pAsameM rahA huA dUsarA bhI nahIM suna sakatA / sAdhaka koI saMgIta sunane ke lie nahIM nikalA haiM, yaha to prabhu ko milane nikalA haiM / bIcameM hotA nAda-zravaNa to mAtra mAIlasTona haiM / sAdhaka ko vahAM rukanA nahIM haiM / (13)tArA, (14) paramatArA : manakI taraha kAyA aura vacana kI sthiratA bhI jarurI haiM / mAtra mAnasika dhyAna nahIM haiM, vAcika, kAyika, dhyAna bhI haiM / 'tAva kAyaM ThANeNaM moNeNaM jhANeNaM' yaha pATha isI bAta kA sUcaka dravyase tArA, vara-vadhU kI AMkhoM kA milana (tArA melaka) vaha / bhAva se kAyotsargameM nizcala dRSTi / pUrva ke dhyAnoMmeM se gujare hue sAdhaka kI dRSTi nizcala banI hotI haiN| . koI bhI bhagavAna chadmastha avasthAmeM kAyotsargameM hI rahate haiM / * dhyAna arthAt jJAna kI sUkSmatA - tIkSNatA haiM / arthAt cAritra aura dhyAna eka hI haiM / 'jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha / ' pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : kAyotsargameM nizcala dRSTi kahAM ? bAhara yA aMdara ? pUjyazrI : caityavaMdana ke samaya pratimAmeM, guru sAmane ho taba vahAM animeSa dRSTi rakhanI / kAyotsarga jinamudrAmeM vyavasthita hotA hai taba dRSTi nizcala hone para manakI nizcalatA AtI haiM / dRSTi aura mana, donoM kI caMcalatA aura nizcalatA paraspara sApekSa haiM / arthAt dRSTi nizcala banatI haiM taba mana nizcala banatA haiM / mana nizcala banatA haiM taba dRSTi nizcala banatI haiN| kAyotsarga kA mahattva bahuta hI haiM / mAtra 100 kadama Apa bAhara gaye aura Apako kAyotsarga karanA anivArya haiM / kyA kAraNa hogA vahAM ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Wommonommonomoooo 135)

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sakala jIvarAzi ke sAtha hama juDe hue haiM / usameM kisI kI bhI upekSA nahIM calatI / isIlie hI bAra bAra iriyAvahiyaM dvArA, sarva jIvoM ke sAtha prema-saMbaMdha jor3anA haiM; jo pahale TUTa gayA thA / samagra jIvarAzi ke sAtha kSamApanA ho to hI mana sacce arthameM zAMta banatA haiM / kisI kA bhI apamAna karake Apa nizcala dhyAna nahIM kara sakate / sabhI jIva bhagavAna kA parivAra haiM / eka bhI jIva kA apamAna kareMge to paramapitA bhagavAna khuza nahIM hoNge| jIvAstikAya ke rUpameM hama saba eka haiM, eka mAnane ke bAda jIvoM ko paritApa upajAyeM to bar3A doSa haiN| isIlie hI iriyAvahiyaM dvArA ina sabake sAtha kSamApanA karanI haiM / * kAyotsargakA uddeza kyA ? pApa karmoM kA kSaya / 'pAvANaM kammANaM nigghAyaNaTThAe / ' * viSaya-kaSAya kI malinatA dUra kiye binA ujjvalatA prakaTa nahIM hotI / aura vahAM taka prabhu nahIM milate / pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : malina AtmA ko nahalAne kA kAma bhagavAna kA nahIM haiM ? pUjyazrI : aba Apa baDe hue / choTe nahIM haiM / hAM, prabhu Apako guNarUpI pAnI kI vyavasthA kara deMge / 'tuma guNa gaNa gaMgAjale, huM jhIlIne nirmala thAUM re / ' - upA. yazovijayajI * gaNadharoMne to mAtra bhagavAna kA kahA huA noTa kiyA haiM / noTa karanevAle kabhI svayaM kA dAvA nahIM karate / ve to mAtra aise hI kahate haiM, 'tti bemi' maiMne jo sunA haiM, vaha kahatA huuN| * gaNadhara bhI chadmastha ho vahAM taka pratikramaNa karate haiM / * tAva kAyaM ThANeNaM se sthAna, moNeNaM se varNa, jhANeNaM se artha - AlaMbana - anAlaMbana / kAyA se sthAnayoga / vacana se varNayoga / __ mauna se varNayoga / yahAM vaikharI vANI baMdha haiM / aMtarvANI baMdha nahIM haiM / aMtarjalpa cAlu hI haiM / (136 .00mooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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dhyAna se arthAdi tInoM yoga lene haiM / sudarzana seTha sUlI para caDhanevAle haiM, aise samAcAra milate hI manoramAne kAyotsarga kiyA thA / yakSA sAdhvIjI ko mahAvidehameM nirvighna pahaMcAne ke lie caturvidha saMghane kAyotsarga kiyA thA / Aja bhI choTe bAlaka ko bhI hama kAyotsarga sIkhAte haiM / pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. kAyotsarga para bahuta jora dete the / kAyotsarga ke rahasya samajhakara usakA pracAra karane jaisA haiM / paraspara kA isase saMkleza dUra hogA, maitrIbharA vAtAvaraNa jamegA / adhyAtmayogameM pratikramaNa, maitrI Adi bhAva haiM / kAyotsargameM dhyAna aura anAlaMbana yoga haiM / eka kAyotsargameM dhyAna ke sabhI bhedoM kA samAveza ho sakatA haiN| eka mAtra bhagavAnameM ApakA mana laganA cAhie / (15)laya, (16) parama laya : dravya se vajralepa / pUrva kAlameM vAstuzAstra ke anusAra vajralepa taiyAra hotA thaa| Aja ke simenTa se caDha jAye vaisA vajralepa banatA / usase taiyAra hote maMdira barasoM taka Tika sakate the / bhAva se arihaMtAdi cArameM citta lagAnA / bhagavAna ke sAtha hamAre cittakA vajralepa ho jAnA cAhie / guNameM laya prApta kiye hue bhagavAna haiM / usameM hamAre mana kA laya ho jAye to kAma ho jAye / * arihaMta ke sAtha siddha to ThIka, paraMtu sAdhu kahAM baiTha gaye ? sAdhu arihaMta ke upAsaka haiM / sAdhu-sAdhvIjI arihaMta se alaga ho hI nahIM sakate / ho to dravya sAdhutva samajheM, mAtra AjIvikArUpa sAdhutva samajheM / hamane cAra kI zaraNa kahAM lI haiM ? mAtra ahaM kI zaraNa lI haiM / 'tvameva zaraNaM mama / ' aisA hamArI jIbha bolatI haiM / 'ahameva zaraNaM mama / ' aisA hamArA hRdaya bolatA haiM / moTAnA utsaMge beThAne zI cintA ? ___ - pU. devacaMdrajI kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400wooooooooooooooon 137)

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'jina tere caraNa kI zaraNa grahu~, hRdaya kamalameM dhyAna dharata hUM, zira tuja ANa vahuM / ' hRdayameM bhagavAna aura sira para bhagavAna kI AjJA ho to dUsarI kisa vastu kI jarurata haiM ? ___ maiM yaha bolatA hUM vaha maiM karatA huuN| karake (jIkara) bolatA hUM / to hI Apako asara hogA na ? * kAyA ko tapase tapAeM nahIM, mAtra mana hI jor3ane kA prayatna kare to bhagavAna aise bhole nahIM haiM ki A jAye / * apanI AtmAmeM hI lIna bane hue AtmA dekhanA vaha paramalaya haiM / * arihaMta kI eka hI zaraNa pakar3a leM to bhI dUsare tInoM A jAte haiM / 'siddharSisaddharmamayastvameva' bhagavAna siddha, RSi aura dharmamaya haiN| pulIsa kA apamAna vaha sarakAra kA hI apamAna haiM / sAdhu kA apamAna vaha bhagavAna kA hI apamAna haiM / kyoMki apekSA se donoM abhinna haiM / kAla kA bama par3egA taba ? bhUtakAlameM bAharI AkramaNa se bacane rAjA killoM kA nirmANa karate the| aba bama par3ane lage to logoMne baMkara banAye / paraMtu jaba yaha kAla kA bama par3egA taba kisakI zaraNa leMge ? bhautika vijJAna ke pAsa isakA javAba nahIM haiM / bama par3A hotA haiM usa dharatI ko atizrama se koI pallavita karatA haiM / ghAvagrasta vyakti kI paricaryA karatA haiM, paraMtu mRtyu ke pAsa vaha kyA kara sakatA haiM ? dharma hI mAnava ko svAdhInatA aura sukha degA / (138 6wwoooooooooooo000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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40 Radian SMARCANERARAN WERAYACTRES4 angee M manapharA - kaTAriyA saMgha, vi.saM. 2056 10-10-2000, maMgalavAra azvina zuklA - 12 dhyAna vicAra : * paramalaya : paramalayameM AtmA aura paramAtmA dUdha aura pAnI kI taraha eka ho jAte haiM / dUdhameM rahA huA pAnI svayaM ko dUdha ke rUpameM dekhatA haiM, usa taraha prabhumeM lIna banI huI AtmA svako paramAtmarUpa dekhatI haiN| jahAM taka aisA anubhava na ho vahAM taka isake lie abhyAsa cAlU rakheM / isake lie cArakI zaraNa svIkAreM, isakA bhI saMkSepa karanA ho to eka arihaMta ko pakar3a leM / yadyapi, arihaMta bhI eka nahIM haiM, anaMta arihaMta haiM / siddha aura sAdhu bhI anaMta haiM, para unakA dharma eka haiM / * AnaMdaghanajI jaise kI stuti upA. yazovijayajI jaisene kI haiM / inakI covIsImeM pUrA sAdhanAkrama (mokSa taka kA mArga) prabhudAsa pArekhane ghaTAyA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000 sonaso assess 139)

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'vimala jina ! dIThA loyaNa Aja' samyagdarzana kI prApti ke samaya ye bhAva prakaTa hue haiM / duHkha-daurbhAgya gaye / sukha-saMpatti milI, sira para majabUta mAlika haiM / aba anyatra kahAM phiranA ? jisa lakSmIko maiM DhUMDha rahA thA vaha to he prabhu ! tere caraNameM baiThI huI dikhAI dI / merA mana bhI tere caraNameM guNa-makaraMda kA pAna karane ke lie lAlAyita ho rahA haiM / * hamAre bhAva ko bhagavAna ko sauMpa denA haiM / bhagavAna ko saMpUrNa samarpaNa karanA, vaha prItiyoga / patnI jaise patiko saMpUrNa samarpita ho jAtI haiM / svayaM ke bAlaka ke pIche nAma bhI pati kA hI lagAtI haiM / bhakta bhI svayaM kA nAma bhagavAnameM DUbA detA haiN| __ prabhu ke guNoMmeM hamArI cetanA kA niveza karanA, isake AnaMda kA anubhava karanA, vaha paramalaya haiM / do dina chuTTI haiM / dhyAna vicArameM vivecana paDha jAyeM / paDha jAyeMge to padArtha khuleMge / yahAM baiThe huye par3itoM ko bhI ye sabhI padArtha khyAlameM A jAye to ve bhI isakA khUba hI pracAra kara sakeMge / eka pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi. mahArAjane navakAra kA kitanA pracAra kiyA ? kitane logoM ko navakAra ke premI banAye ? * cAra zaraNameM nauMoM pada samAviSTa haiM / (1) arihaMta, (2) siddha, (3) sAdhu, (4) dharma / sAdhumeM AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu / dharmameM darzana, jJAna, caritra aura tapa. * himAlaya ke bar3e-bar3e yogI navakAra ko sunAte haiM taba sAnaMda Azcarya hotA haiM / arihaMta kisI eka ke nahIM, samagra vizva ke haiM / (17)lava, (18) parama lava : dravya se lava : aujAra vagairaha se ghAsa vagairaha kATanA vaha dravya lava / zubha dhyAna rUpa anuSThAnoM se karmoM ko kATanA vaha bhAva lava / (1400000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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upazama-kSapaka zreNimeM parama lava hotA haiM / * jJAnAdi tInoM mile to hI vAstavika dhyAna lagatA haiM / usake pahale bhAvanA, ciMtA vagairaha hote haiM, para dhyAna nahIM hotA / nirvAta sthira dIpaka jaisA sthira adhyavasAya dhyAna haiM / (19)mAtrA : upakaraNa Adi kI mAtrA vaha dravya mAtrA / samavasaraNastha tIrthaMkara kI taraha sva AtmA ko dekhanA vaha bhAva mAtrA haiM / paramatattva kA ciMtana __ paramatattva kA yA paramAtmA kA ciMtana zuddha bhAva kA kAraNa banatA haiM / agnimeM DAlA huA suvarNa pratikSaNa adhika-adhika zuddha hotA jAtA haiM, usI taraha sAdhaka paramAtmA kI bhaktimeM unake guNa-ciMtana kI akhaMDa dhArA rakhatA haiM to usakI AtmA bhI jyAdA se jyAdA zuddha hotI jAtI haiM / prabhubhakti kA yaha yogabala sarvatra aura sarvadA jayavaMta haiM / - pU.A.zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000woooooooooooooo 141)

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pAlitAnA sAmudAyika pravacana, vi.saM. 2056 11-10-2000, budhavAra azvina zuklA 13 * munizrI amitayazavijayajI ke mAsakSamaNa kA pAraNA tathA pU. jagavallabhasUrijI ke nizrAvartI dharmacakra ke tapasvIoM ke aMtima aTTama ke paccakkhANa / pUjya AcAryadevazrI kalApUrNasUrijI : vighna TaLe tapa- guNa thakI, tapathI jAya vikAra; prazaMsyo tapa- guNa thakI, vIre dhanno aNagAra / * siddhAcala kI godameM vipula saMkhyAmeM ArAdhaka ArAdhanA kara rahe haiM / siddhAcala kI yAtrA karanI arthAt siddhoM kI yAtrA karanI, aisI bhAvanA prakaTa na ho vahAM taka bAra bAra siddhAcalakI yAtrA karate raho / yahAM mAsakSamaNa, 51 upavAsa vagairaha acchI saMkhyAmeM hue / hamAre munizrI amitayazavijayajIne azvina mahine kI aisI garamImeM mAsakSamaNa pUrA kiyA haiM / pahale joga (yogodvahana) hone ke kAraNa nahIM kara sake / 142 ka kahe kalApUrNasUri

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deva aura gurukI kRpA ke bala para hI aisI zakti prakaTa hotI haiM / dRDha saMkalpa se yaha mAsakSamaNa huA yaha sahI, para dRDha saMkalpa ke pIche bhI bhagavAna kI zakti kAma kara rahI haiM, aisA mAne / aise bhagavAna kA saMyoga bArabAra ho, isa prakAra bhavyAtmA niraMtara prArthanA karatA rahatA haiM / maiM yadi bhagavAna aura bhagavAna kI AjJA ko nahIM svIkArUM to merA jIvana bekAra jAya, aisA laganA hI cAhie / bhagavAna para bahumAna baDho, bhagavAna kI aisI prArthanA kisI janmameM saphala ho, aisI bhAvanA niraMtara bhAte raho / bhagavAna aneka svarUpameM, aneka nAma se haiM / nAmAdi cAra rUpa bhagavAna sarvatra, sarvadA aura sarvameM haiN| aise bhagavAna milane ke bAda yatkicit ArAdhanA ho vaha jIvana kA sAra haiM / isake sAtha dharmacakra ke tapasvIoM (82 dina ke isa tapameM 43 upavAsa Ate haiM / ) kA aMtima aTThama haiM / aise tapasvIoM se zAsana jayavaMta haiM / tapa, japa, dhyAna dvArA bhagavAna kI zakti hamAre aMdara kAma karatI haiM / * dravya kA saMkramaNa nahIM hotA, para bhAvakA hotA haiM / eka tapasvI ko dekhakara dUsare ko tapa karane kA bhAva hotA haiM na ? yaha bhAvakA saMkramaNa huA / aise tapasvIoM ko zata-zata dhanyavAda dete haiM, anumodanA karate haiM / bhagavAna mahAvIrane svayaM 14 hajArameM dhannA aNagAra kI prazaMsA kI thI / zrI jagavallabhasUri svayaM bhI tapasvI haiM / dharmacakra tapake ArAdhaka haiM / svayaM jIvanameM kara ke anyoM ke pAsa karA rahe pUjya yazovijayasUrijI : anumodanA kA svarNima avasara dene badala munizrI aura dharmacakra tapasvIoM ke hama RNI haiM / anumodanA para prArthanA kA mulammA caDhAkara prabhuko dhareM / laMbI tapasyA kI tAkata prabhu ! Apane unheM dI to hameM kyoM nahIM ? isa prakAra prabhu ke pAsa mAMgo / mAMgeMge to milegI hI / . prArthanA kI zakti sarvatra svIkRta huI haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40050swooooooom 143)

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yaha zatAbdI prArthanAkI zatAbdI haiM / niHzaMka maiM kahatA hUM ki yaha zatAbdI yoga aura prArthanA kI haiM / prArthanA viSayaka kitanI suMdara pustakeM prakaTa ho rahI haiM ? reTa philIpa dvArA likhita prArthanA kI eka pustaka kI 50 lAkha nakaleM bika gai haiM / prArthanA viSayaka isa pustaka para lekhaka likhatA haiM : 'yaha pustaka maiMne nahIM, parama cetanAne mujhase likhavAi haiM / isrAila ke pravAsameM rAta ko prakAza bhI nahIM milatA, aisA sthAna thA, para bhavyatA itanI ki prabhu-cetanA nIce utara Aye, kiMtu likhanA kaise ? dUra-dUra pablika ToyaleTa kI lAiTameM likhA / ' aisA vaizvika prArthanA kA laya vizvameM ghUma rahA haiM / prArthanA ke hI udgAtA pUjyazrI hamArI samakSa haiM, yaha hamArA sadbhAgya haiN| yaha cAturmAsa hamArI naI peDhI ke lie tathA sabake lie avismaraNIya banA rahegA / kyoMki yahAM eka hI maMca para sabhI virAjamAna hote rahe the / pUjya jagavallabhasUrijI : 'karaNa, karAvaNa ne anumodana, sarikhA phala nIpajAyA / ' pUjyazrI kI nizrAmeM pUjyazrI ke ziSyane bhayaMkara garamImeM mAsakSamaNa kI tapazcaryA kI / usake sAtha Aja se dharmacakra ke tapasvIoM ko aMtima aTThama bhI haiM / sAdhanA hara koI nahIM kara sakatA / pUjyazrI jaisI bhakti to jIvanameM AnI bahuta muzkila haiM, kiMtu anumodanA dvArA bhakti kA Adara prApta kareM / anumodanA se hI yaha guNa AyegA / prArthanAtaH iSTaphalasiddhi / - pU. haribhadrasUrijI jisakI prArthanA karate haiM vaha milatA hI haiM / pUjyazrI dene ke lie hI baiThe haiM / mere jaise rAMka ko lenA nahIM AtA / pUjyazrI ke pAsa bhakti kA akhUTa khajAnA haiM, para maiM prApta nahIM kara saka rahA hUM / A nahIM saka rahA huuN| * aisI garamImeM mujhe to aMtima cAra dina se zAma ko (144 00000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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pAnI-pAnI hotA haiM / kahIM maiMDhaka na banUM - aisA laga rahA haiM / aisI bhayaMkara garamImeM mujhe pAnI kI pyAsa lagatI haiM, ataH pUjyazrI kI vANI sunane kI icchA pUrNa nahIM kara sakatA huuN| merA sira lajjAse jhuka jAtA haiM : aise mAsakSamaNa ke aura dharmacakra ke tapasvIoM ko dekhakara / pUjyazrI ke pAsa karaNa, karAvaNa aura anumodanA kA Dhera haiM / pU. yazovijayasUrijI bhI itane hI sAdhanA-saMpanna haiM / . pU. araviMdasUrijI ko laMbI olI cala rahI haiM / jisakA pAraNA kArtika (rAja. mRga.) vadi 1 ko haiM / Apa saba vahAM avazya padhAreMge, aisI bhAvanA haiM / naDiyAda, nipANI vagairaha sthaloMmeM nIkale hue varaghor3emeM dharmacakravartI bhagavAna kA svAgata musalamAnoMne bhI kiyA thA / varaghor3e kI yaha mahimA haiM / hameM varaghor3A dekhanA nahIM haiM, varaghor3emeM AnA suratameM sindhI samAjane varaghor3e ke samaya bAjAra baMdha rakhI thI / aise viziSTa bhAva sva-hRdayameM bhI prakaTa karane haiN| isa varaghor3emeM sabhI ko pUjyazrI ke svajana-parijana banakara jur3anA haiM / pUjyazrI ke 'Age BAND aura pIche END' aisA nahIM honA cAhiye / pUjyazrI ke pIche zrAvaka-varga usake bAda ratha, sAdhvIjIyAM, zrAvikA-varga-isa prakAra kramazaH jur3eMge to zobhA baDhegI / pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI : pUjya gurujIne isa prasaMga para tapayoga ke bAremeM mArgadarzana diyA haiM / jainadarzana kA tapayoga kitanA prabhAvazAlI haiM, vaha pratyakSa dekha sakate haiM / vidyut-zakti se bhI usameM jyAdA zakti haiM / vidyutzakti bAhara ke sarva padArthoM ko jalA detI haiM, jaina kI tapa-zakti hamAre AtmapradezoMmeM rahI huI karma kI malinatA ko jalA detI haiM / jainazAsana kA yaha tapayoga logoM ko AzcaryameM DAla de aisA pU. jagavallabhasUrijIne varaghor3e kA varNana kiyA, yaha varaghor3A dharma-bIja kA adbhuta anuSThAna haiM / varaghor3e se hI hajAroM-lAkhoM ke hRdayameM prazaMsA kA bhAva utpanna hotA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400monsooooooooooom 145)

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bhojanalaMpaTa jamAnemeM tapayoga ke prati logoMmeM AdarabhAva khar3A karAnA haiM / krikeTa vagairahameM koI bhI jIte, para tapameM to jaina hI jItate haiM / logoM ko Azcarya hotA haiM : jaina loga yaha tapa kaise kara sakate hoMge ? bhagavAna mahAvIrane 12 // varSa ke sAdhanA kAlameM mAtra 349 hI pAraNe kiye haiM / aise mahAna Adarza hamAre sAmane haiM / phira tapa kaise nahIM hotA ? hamAre yahAM aisI manovRtti haiM : paryuSaNa ke bAda tapa vagairaha baMdha ! para siddhAcala kI isa bhUmi para paryuSaNa ke bAda bhI tapa cAlu rahe haiN| hameM to AzA thI : muni amitayazavijayajI 45 upavAsa kareMge, kiMtu dUsarI bAra avazya 45 upavAsa kareMge / aisI garamImeM ugra tapasyA kI bahuta anumodanA / pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : saba AcArya bhagavaMta itanA sArA bola gaye haiM ki mere lie kucha bacA hI nahIM / kyA bolanA ? 3-3 mahine se cAturmAsa praveza se eka samAna tapa kI ArAdhanA cAlu haiM / mAsakSamaNoM kI lAina cAlu haiM / 3 dina ke bAda phira eka mAsakSamaNa kA pAraNA hogA / yaha sAla tapa kA haiM / barasAta kama hotI haiM, usa sAla tapa jyAdA dikhatA haiM / maiMne lagabhaga aisA dekhA haiM / tapa kI tAkAta haiM : barasAta se bhI adhika zItalatA dene kI / tapa se puNya ke bAdala taiyAra hote haiM aura varSA hotI tapate haiM tapasvI, para puNya barasatA haiM sarvatra / ye sabhI tapa karate haiM, isase barasatA pAnI sabhI pIte haiM / dharatI tapatI haiM to usameM darAra par3atI haiM / pAnI ho to darAra nahIM par3atI / tapAgacchameM darAreM par3I haiM / ve darAreM tapa se miTa jAye, aisI hamArI apekSA haiM / __paryuSaNa ke pahale hama milate rahe, paryuSaNa ke bAda bhI milanA hotA hI rahA haiM / kisI na kisI nimitta se / (146 6600 600 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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pAlItANAmeM hI nahIM, yaha sAtha milane kA kArya sarvatra saMghameM chA jAyegA, aisI zraddhA haiM / * muni amitayazavijayajI : puNyodaya se mile jIvana ko saphala banAne ke lie dharma kI jarurata haiM / jisake jIvanameM ahiMsA, saMyama aura taparUpa dharma haiM use deva bhI namate haiM / aisA dharma hRdayameM basa jAye to kalyANa ho jAya / tapa kI anumodanA ke lie hama saba ekatrita hue haiM / isa sAla maiM mAsakSamaNa karUMgA aisA manameM bhI nahIM thA, para prabhu AdinAtha dAdA, adhyAtmayogI pU. gurujI tathA pU. kalAprabhasUrijI kI kRpA kAma kara gaI / pU. kalAprabhasUrijI roja kahate the : 'ho jAyegA / ho jAyegA / tUM kara de / ' inake itane preraka vacana merA utsAha baDhA dete the / padhAre hue pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtoM kA maiM RNI haM / Aye hue Apa saba kaMdamUla, rAtribhojana ko tilAMjali denA / kama khAnA, gama khAnA, nama jAnA - ye tIna sUtra yAda rakheM / sabhI mahAtmA mere upara kRpA-dRSTi barasAyeM, jisase maiM jyAdA se jyAdA tapa kara sakU / vardhamAna tapa kI 100 olI jaldI pUrI karUM - aisI pUjyazrI ke pAsa AziSa mAMgatA hUM / za Atma-sAdhaka alpa hote haiM / lokottaramArga kI sAdhanA karanevAloMmeM bhI mokSa kI hI abhilASAvAle alpasaMkhyaka hote haiM / to phira laukikamArga yA jahA~ bhautika sukha kI abhilASA kI mukhyatA haiM, vahA~ mokSArthI alpa hI hoMge na ? jaise bar3I bAjAroMmeM ratna ke vyApArI alpasaMkhyaka hote haiM vaise AtmasAdhaka kI saMkhyA bhI alpa hotI haiM / 80 (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400mmonommonsoon 147)

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Hindi RUAONNOINDIA padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2057, mArga zu. 5 11-10-2000, budhavAra azvina zuklA - 13 dopahara 4.00 pU. devacaMdrajI - stavana , stavana - pAMcavAM * abhI viziSTa jJAna lupta kyoM ho gayA haiM ? kyoMki vaisI gabhIratA Adi yogyatA lupta ho gaI haiM / thor3A jJAna milatA haiM aura hama utAvale ho jAte haiM / yadi ayogya avasthAmeM jyAdA jJAna mile to hamArI kyA hAlata ho ? dUsaroM ke doSa dekhane meM, dUsare kI TIkA-TippaNI karane meM hI hamArA samaya pUrA ho jAye / * jyoM jyoM bhakti baDhatI jAtI haiM tyoM tyoM sAdhanA kI paMktiyAM khulatI jAtI haiM, sAdhanA ke anukUla naye-naye artha nikalate jAte haiN| yaha maiM Apako nahIM samajhAtA, merI AtmA ko hI maiM samajhAtA huuN| isameM mujhe parezAnI yA thakAna nahIM lagatI / yaha to mere jIvana kA parama AnaMda haiM / * AtmA ke asaMkhya pradeza hone para bhI ve eka sAtha eka hI kAma kara sakate haiM / eka hI samaya thor3e pradeza amuka (148 05mmomo o ms kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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kAma karate ho, dUsare pradeza dUsarA kAma karate ho, aisA kabhI ho nahIM sakatA / isIlie hI jaba mana bhagavAnameM jor3ate haiM taba hamArI samagra cetanA (asaMkhya pradezoM sahita) bhagavanmayI bana jAtI haiM / * bacapanameM mujhe bhI ye paMktiyAM (pU. devacaMdrajI kI) samajhameM nahIM AtI thI, jitanI Aja samajhameM AtI haiM, phira bhI maiM prema se gAtA thA / anubhUtipUrNa kRtioM kI yahI khUbI haiM / Apa kucha na samajho, phira bhI bolo to ve Apake hRdaya ko jhaMkRta karatI haiM, astitva kI gaharAimeM utaratI haiM / Atma-zakti eka samartha mahApuruSameM jitanI zakti prakaTa huI haiM, utanI zakti sAmAnya puruSameM bhI hotI haiM / paraMtu una samartha puruSoMne bhautika jagata ke pralobhanoMmeM naSTa hotI zaktioM ko aTakAkara Atma-sphuraNA dvArA paramatattvameM jor3akara unheM prakaTa kI / jaba ki sAmAnya manuSya kI zaktiyAM jamInameM bIjAropaNa ke bAda jalasiMcana yA svAda nahIM diye anaMkurita bIja jaisI ho jAtI haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400mmsssssmanawwwsson 149)

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pUA zrI kAmApAsarIvAjIga yA sine muni zrI kArnicandravijayajI ma.sA eta pu muni zrI muktidravijayajI madhyAti madhya panyAnya sITa Arg tA2296 SORRORIODIONRNORRHOICS paMnyAsa pada prasaMga, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha zu. 13 12-10-2000, guruvAra azvina zuklA - 14 dopahara 4.00 pU. devacaMdrajI ke stavana ( sAMtalapura nivAsI vAraiyA vakhatacaMda merAja Ayojita upadhAna tapa prAraMbha : 380 ArAdhaka) * audArika zarIra, bhASA aura manovargaNA ke pudgaloM kA grahaNa vaha dravyayoga (kAyA, vacana aura mana) haiM, usameM AtmA kA vIrya jur3e vaha bhAvayoga haiM / * AtmA kI mukhya do zaktiyAM haiM : jJapti - zakti aura vIrya-zakti / svAdhyAya vagairaha se jJaptizakti, kriyA vagairaha dvArA vIrya-zakti baDhatI haiM / bahuta aise AlasI hote haiM ki zarIra ko thor3I sI bhI takalIpha nahIM dete aura dhyAna kI UMcIUMcI bAteM karate haiM / saccA dhyAna vaha kahA jAtA haiM, jisameM ucita kriyA ko dhakkA na pahuMce / pratyeka ucita kriyA paripUrNa rUpa se jahAM hotI ho vaha saccA dhyAnayoga haiM / dhyAnayoga kabhI kartavyabhraSTa nahIM banAtA / agara aisA hotA ho to samajheM : yaha dhyAna nahIM, dhyAnAbhAsa haiM / pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ke pAsa yahI (150 sase is a cos Se s s kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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khAsa zIkhane milA thA / ___'uciyapaDivattIe siyA' - maiM ucitakArya karanevAlA banUM / - yoM paMcasUtrameM prArthanA kI gaI haiN| dhyAnameM jAnA sarala haiM, para jIvoM ke sAtha mitratA nibhAnI, unakI sevA karanI, ucita kartavya karanA, bahuta kaThina haiM / yaha bAta pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjane bahuta hI dhUMTa-ghUTakara samajhAI thii| * grahaNa, pariNamana, avalaMbana aura visarjana - ina cAra ke krama se bhASA - vargaNA kA upayoga hotA haiM / grahaNa : sabase pahale bhASA vargaNA ke pudgaloM ko grahaNa karanA / pariNamana : una pudgaloM ko usa rUpameM pariNAma prApta karAnA / usake bAda avalaMbanapUrvaka chor3anA / (visarjana) isa krama se hI hama bola sakate haiM / para yaha itanI jhar3apa se hotA haiM ki hameM patA bhI nahIM calatA / * AtmA ke jJAna guNa vagairaha para jisa taraha AvaraNa haiM, usI taraha grAhakatA, bhoktRtA, kartRtA vagairaha zaktioM para koI AvaraNa nahIM haiM / ye zaktiyAM kArya kara hI rahI haiM / mAtra usakI dizA ulaTI haiM / ulaTI dizAmeM jAnevAlI hamArI zaktiyAM hamArA hI vinAza kara rahI haiM / aba, prabhuke AlaMbana se ina zaktioM ko vikAsa kI tarapha ghumAnI haiM, kendragAmI banAnI haiM, bahirgAmI zaktioM ko antargAmI banAnI haiM / * 'maiMne itane bhoga bhoge / itanI sattA prApta kI / itanA dhana ikaTThA kiyA' aisA mAnakara koI abhimAna karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM haiM / isameM tUne kauna-sA bar3A kAma kiyA ? sabhI aisA hI kara rahe haiN| * hitazikSA ke rUpameM aisA kaha sakate haiM : hama paraspara sahAyatA kareM to 'jIva' kahe jAyeM, sahAyatA na kareM to 'ajIva' ke bhAi kahe jAyeMge / parasparopagraho jIvAnAm sUtra se yaha sIkhanA haiM / jIvAstikAyameM se eka pradeza bhI nikAla deM to vaha khaMDita ho jAtA haiM, jIvAstikAya hI nahIM kahA jAtA / vicAro ! eka (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Boooomoooooooom 151)

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bhI Atmapradeza kA mUlya kitanA ? eka AtmapradezameM anaMta guNa haiM / isakI upekSA kaise ho sakatI haiM ? isIlie hI bhagavatImeM gautamasvAmI ko bhagavAna kaha rahe haiM : eka pradeza bhI kama ho to jIvAstikAya nahIM hI kahA jAtA / * Atma-ramaNatA kA artha hameM samajhameM nahIM AtA / kyoMki bhAva se cAritra aba taka milA nahIM haiM. Atma-ramaNatA kA AsvAda liyA nahIM haiM / Atma-ramaNatA ke anubhava ke binA usakA artha samajhameM nahIM AtA / * mana hatAza ho taba vicAreM : pudgaloM kA cAhe jitanA saMga kiyA phira bhI jIva pudgala nahIM hI haiM, pudgala ke AdhAra para TikA huA bhI nahIM haiM, vastutaH usakA raMgI (anurAgI) bhI nahIM haiM, pudgala kA mAlika bhI (pudgala se zarIra, dhana, makAna vagairaha sabhI A gayA) nahIM haiM, jIvakA aizvarya pudgalAdhArita nahIM haiN| itanA hI vicAra hameM kitane AnaMda se bhara detA haiM ? kyA thA vaha calA gayA ? kyA merA haiM vaha calA jAyegA ? kyoM ciMtAtura banUM ? kisI bhI prakAra ke saMyogameM aisI vicAraNA hamArI hatAzA ko dUra karane ke lie paryApta haiM / tattvadRSTi - vyavahAradRSTi tattvadRSTi jJAnasvarUpa haiM, jisameM vastu kA satsvarUpa prakAzita hotA haiM / vyavahAradRSTi kriyA svarUpa haiM / una kriyAoM kA matalaba haiM ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha kA AcaraNa / isalie tattva kA lakSa karanA aura zakya kA prAraMbha karanA / (152wooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri-4)

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mAtuzrI bhamIbena deDhiyA 13-10-2000, zukravAra azvina zuklA - 15 __ dhyAna vicAra : * prabhu-zAsana aura use pahacAnane ke bahuta sAdhana hamAre pAsa haiM / dhyAna-yoga kI yogyatA vikasita karane ke lie caturvidha saMghako anuSThAna karane kI paraMparA pUrvajoMne TikAkara rakhI vaha hamArA puNyodaya haiM / ye kriyAeM jIvanameM utArakara jIvaMta rakheM / / dhyAna kI taraha AcAra pAlana kI bhI AvazyakatA haiM / (16)mAtrA dhyAna : apanI AtmA ko tIrthaMkara kI taraha samavasaraNameM baiThakara dezanA detI ho usa taraha isa dhyAnameM dekhanA haiM / yogazAstra kI racanA huI taba pU. hemacaMdrasUrijI ke sAmane yaha graMtha hogA, aisA lagatA haiM / yogazAstra prakAza-8 zloka / 15-16-17 dekhiye / Apako khyAla AyegA / aha~ kI pAMcavI prakriyAmeM yaha bAta haiM / yaha prata (dhyAna vicAra kI) bhI pATaNameM se hI milI haiM / to hemacandrasUrijI ne yaha na dekhI ho - aisA kaise ho sakatA hai ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 666 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 153)

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mana ko vizvavyApI banAkara phira atyaMta sUkSma banAkara AtmAmeM lIna karanA hai, para yaha kahane meM jitanA sarala lagatA haiM, utanA karanA AsAna nahIM haiM / jisakA dhyAna dharate haiM usa-maya bana jAte haiM / isakA pratyakSa udAharaNa hama hI haiM / jar3akA ( dehakA ) dhyAna karane se dehamaya nahIM bana gaye ? aba prabhukA dhyAna dhareMge to prabhumaya bana nahIM sakeMge ? pudgalameM se premako khIMcakara paramAtmAmeM prema jor3anA yahI prathama kartavya haiM / hamAre prema ke biMdu ko prabhu ke prema-siMdhumeM vilIna kara denA haiM / haiM / ( 20 ) parama mAtrA dhyAna : parama mAtrA dhyAnameM 24 valayoM se AtmA ko veSTita karanI yaha 24 valayoM kA hI parivAra haiM / pAMca valaya to akSara ke lie haiM / mAtA-pitA upakArI haiM / isalie unake bhI valaya haiN| mAM kA prema jyAdA hotA haiM, isalie mAtAkA valaya sarvaprathama haiM / mAtA meM vAtsalya kI parAkASThA hotI haiM / mAtA ke prati saMtAna ko kitanA pUjyabhAva ho ? vaha bhI sIkhanA haiM / (1) zubhAkSara valaya : AjJA vicayAdi dharmadhyAna ke bhedoM ke 23 tathA 'pRthaktva vitarkasavicAra' ye 10 akSara, kula 33 akSaroM kA nyAsa (sthApanA) karanA / pahale se hI anakSarameM nahIM, akSara se hI anakSarameM jA sakate haiM / pahale se hI anakSara to ekendriyameM bhI haiM / manakI zakti milI haiM, vaha naSTa karane ke lie nahIM, lekina isakI zaktiko isa taraha zubhameM lAkara zuddhameM sthApita karanI haiM / ( 2 ) anakSara valaya : 'UsasiyaM nissasiaM, nicchUDhaM khAsiaM ca chIaM ca / nissiMghiamaNusAraM, aNakkharaM cheliAIaM // ' Avazyaka niryukti gA. 20 ina 35 akSaroM kI sthApanA kareM / izAre ityAdi karanA vaha bhI anakSara hone para bhI zruta hI haiM / 154 000000 1847 kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4

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anAhata kI dhvani meM bhI kahAM akSara hote haiM ? (3) paramAkSara valaya : a~, aha~, a~ ri~ ha~ ta~ si~ hU~ A~ ri~ u~ va~ jjhA~ ya~ sA~ hU~ namaH // ye 21 akSara haiM / navakArakA arka yahAM haiM / isameM bahuta se maMtrAkSara haiN| dekhiye yogazAstra kA 8vA~ prakAza / usameM bahuta se maMtrAkSara mileMge / (4) akSara valaya : 'a' se lekara 'ha' taka ke bAvana akSara / - (y l v ISat spRSTatara lene) (5) nirakSara valaya : dhyAna - paramadhyAna ko chor3akara bAIsa dhyAna - bhedoM kA ciMtana karanA / kyoMki dhyAna - parama dhyAna zubhAkSarameM A gaye / (6) sakalIkaraNa : pA~ca bhUtAtmaka / arihaMta-jala, siddhateja, AcArya-pRthvI, upAdhyAya-vAyu, sAdhu-AkAza tattva haiM / (kSipa-oM-svA-hA) (7) tIrthaMkara mAtRvalaya : 24 tIrthaMkara apanI mAtAoM ko paraspara premapUrvaka dekhane meM magna ho vaise dekhanA / ___ Aja bhI aise paTTa rANakapura, moTA posInA, zaMkhezvara ityAdi sthaloMmeM dekhane mileMge / yaha dhyAna bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa haiM / mAtA kA vAtsalya, bhagavAna kA mAtA ke prati bhaktibhAva - ye donoM isameM se samajhane jaise haiM / vAtsalya aura pUjyabhAva hamAre jIvanameM paidA hone cAhie, jisase jagata ke sAtha yogya saMbaMdha banA rahe / mAtra dhyAnameM gaye to jIvana zuSka ho jAyegA / dhyAnameM jagata ke jIvoM ke sAtha saMbaMdha tor3anA nahIM haiN| * bhagavAna ko jagata ke jIvoM ko tArane kI jitanI bhAvanA thI utanI bhAvanA hameM apanI AtmA ke lie bhI nahIM haiM / hameM hamArI ciMtA haiM, usase bhagavAna ko jyAdA haiM, aisA vicAra kabhI AtA haiM ? juA khelane kI Adata para caDhe hue putrako dekhakara pitAko duHkha hotA haiM usase kaI gunA duHkha bhagavAnako haiM, aisA kabhI vicAra AtA haiM ? (8) tIrthaMkara pitRvalaya : pitA-putra (24 tIrthaMkara) paraspara avalokana kara rahe haiM, aise dekhanA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400wcomwwwwwwwwwwwww60 155)

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(9) tIrthaMkara nAmAkSara valaya : tInoM covIsI ke tIrthaMkaroM ke nAmoM ke akSaroM kA valaya : (10)vidyAdevI valaya : 16 rohiNI Adi vidyAdevI valaya (11)28 nakSatra (12)88 graha (13)56 dikkumAriyAM (14)64 indra (15)24 yakSiNiyAM. (16)24 yakSa (17)sthApanA-caityavalaya : zAzvata-azAzvata sabhI caitya (jinAlaya) nAmakI taraha mUrtikI bhI mahimA haiM hI / isameM AbehUba bhagavAna kA svarUpa dikhatA haiM / pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : pahale deva-devIoM kA valaya... usake bAda 'caityavalaya' / isakA kyA kAraNa ? pUjyazrI : ye deva-devI bhI samyagdRSTi haiM, jIvaMta haiM / bhaktoM kA naMbara pahale hotA haiM / bhakta nahIM ho to caityoMmeM jAyegA kauna ? caityoM ke binA bhakta nahIM jamate / bhakta ke binA caitya nahIM jamate / donoM paraspara sApekSa haiN| * navasmaraNameM yaha saba haiM hI / jagaciMtAmaNimeM bhI bahuta sA saMkSepameM haiM / devavaMdana kI kriyAmeM bhI kitanA sArA haiM ? dainika kriyA bhI dhyAna ke lie kitanI upayogI haiM ? yaha yahAM se jAnane ko milegA / maiM svayaM bhI yahAM taka isake sahAre kI pahuMcA hUM / bAkI koI dhyAna-prakriyA mere pAsa nahIM haiM / mAtra bhagavAna ke bharose haM / (18) RSabha Adi 24 ke gaNadhara vagairaha sAdhuoM kI saMkhyA kA valaya / (19) RSabha Adi 24 ke mukhya sAdhvIoM kI saMkhyA kA valaya / (20) RSabha Adi 24 ke mukhya zrAvakoM kI saMkhyA kA vly| (156 0000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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(21) RSabha Adi 24 ke mukhya zrAvikAoM kI saMkhyA kA valaya / (22)96 bhavana yoga / (23)96 karaNa yoga / (24)96 karaNa / yahAM karaNa yAne cinmAtrarUpa samAdhi ! (21) pada dhyAna : dravya se laukika rAjAdi kA pada (rAjA, maMtrI, khajAnacI, senApati, purohita) lokottara pada AcArya, upAdhyAya, pravartaka, gaNAvacchedaka aura sthavira ye pAMca haiM / eso paramo maMto, parama rahassaM paraMparaM tattaM / nANaM paramaM neyaM, suddhaM jhANaM paraM jheyaM // parameSThI namaskAra kI mahimA yahAM vyakta hotI haiM / yaha navakAra parama kavaca, khAi, astra, bhavana, rakSA, jyoti, zUnya, biMdu, nAda, tArA, lava aura mAtrA haiM / '- yaha arihANa stotra kI vAnagI haiM / (22) parama pada dhyAna : pAMcoM parameSThI padoM kI apanI AtmAmeM sthApanA / usakI sthApanA se sva ko parameSThIrUpa soceM / (23)siddhi dhyAna : dravya se laukika aNimA Adi ATha siddhiyAM lokottara siddhiH rAgadveSameM madhyastharUpa parama-AnaMdarUpa siddhi| bhAvase siddhi : mokSa / athavA siddhoM ke 62 guNoM kA ciMtana karanA vaha bhAvase siddhi / (24)parama siddhi : paramAtmA (siddha) ke guNoM ko svayaM kI AtmAmeM Aropa karanA vaha haiM / NBNIRHA ALBUA (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400amasomooooooooooo0 157)

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oparezana ke bAda, bhuja, vi.saM. 2046 13-10-2000, zukravAra azvina zuklA - 15 vyAkhyAna laMDana nivAsI gulAbacaMdabhAI dvArA 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka kA vimocana aura manapharA nivAsI mAtuzrI bhamIbena bI. deDhiyA dvArA lokArpaNa vidhi / * camatkAra se namaskAra to sarvatra hotA haiM, para zrIpAla ke jIvanameM kadama-kadama para namaskAra se camatkAra kA sarjana huA haiM / yahAM dhavala ke hRdaya kI kAlimA aura zrIpAla ke hRdaya kI dhavalatAkA kI parAkASThA dekhane milatI haiM / sacamuca to dhavala kI adhamatA ke kAraNa zrIpAla kI uttamatA jyAdA zubhra rUpa se camakatI haiM / aMdhakAra ke kAraNa prakAza kI mahimA haiM / rAvaNa ke kAraNa rAma kI mahimA haiM / duryodhana ke kAraNa yudhiSThira mahAna haiM / dhavala ke kAraNa zrIpAla mahAna haiM / dhavala zeTha nahIM hotA to zrIpAla kI uttamatA kaise jAna sakate ? khalanAyaka ke binA nAyaka kI mahAnatA jAnI nahIM jA sakatI / isalie hI pratyeka caritroMmeM (aura Aja kI philmoMmeM bhI) nAyaka ke sAtha khalanAyaka (hIro ke sAtha vilana) kA pAtra bhI hotA haiM / 158 00000000000000000665 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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dhakkA mArakara zrIpAla ko samudrameM pheMkane kI dhavala kI adhamatA / ulTe sira baMdhe hue dhavala zeTha ko chur3Ane kI zrIpAla kI uttamatA / zrIpAla ko caMDAla ke rUpameM dikhAne kI dhavala kI koziza / dhavala ke viSayameM thor3A bhI azubha nahIM socane kI zrIpAla kI sajjanatA / zrIpAla ko jAna se mArane kA dhavala kA prayatna / ye saba prasaMga donoM kI sajjanatA aura durjanatA kI parAkASThA batAte haiM / jitane aMzameM ApakA zatru duSTa hotA haiM utane hI aMzameM Apa usake sajjana mitra baneM / ApakI mitratA to hI asarakAraka bana skegii| durjana svayaM kI durjanatA nahIM chor3atA to sajjana svayaM kI sajjanatA kyoM chor3e ? caMdana ko kATo, jalAo yA ghiso, para vaha apanI suvAsa nahIM chor3atA, usI taraha sajjana kisI bhI sthitimeM apanI sajjanatA chor3atA nahIM haiN| zrIpAla isakA zreSTha udAharaNa haiM / nizcaya aura vyavahAra * bhagavAnane nizcaya aura vyavahAra do dharmoM kA upadeza diyA haiM / tattvadRSTi / svarUpadRSTi nizcaya dharma haiM aura usa dRSTi ke anurUpa bhUmikA ke yogya pravRtti, AcArAdi vyavahAra dharma haiM / donoM dharma ratha ke pahiyoM jaise haiN| ratha calatA haiM taba donoM pahiye sAtha calate haiN| kahe 4 0mnoomooooooooooooo 159

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samavAyAMga - vAcanA, dhAmA, vi.saM. 2037 3-10-2000, zukravAra azvina zuklA 15 dopahara 4.00 pU. devacaMdrajI ke stavana pAMcavAM stavana * bhagavAna kA aizvarya jAnane se hameM kyA lAbha ? vaha prApta karane kI hameM jhaMkhanA jagatI haiM / AtmAmeM eka bAra jhaMkhanA jagane ke bAda vaha use prApta karane kA prayatna karegA hI / jahAM jahAM hamArI ruci haiM, vahAM vahAM hamArI UrjA haiM / UrjA hamezA icchAko hI anusaratI haiN| jyoM jyoM prabhu kI ruci baDhatI jAye, tyoM tyoM doSoM se nivRtti hotI jAtI haiM / * pATaNa kanAse ke pAr3e meM sphaTika kI lAla pratimA dekhakara maiMne pUchA : 'kyA ye vAsupUjya svAmI haiM ?' pUjArIne kahA : nahIMjI / yaha to pIche ke parade ke kAraNa lAla dikha rahI haiM / paradA haTate hI zuddha sphaTikamaya pratimA zobhane lagI / hamArI AtmA bhI zuddha sphaTika jaisI hI haiM, para rAga-dveSa se vaha rAgIdveSI lagatI haiM / 1600000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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'jima nirmalatA re ratana sphaTikataNI, tima e jIva svabhAva; te jina vIre re dharma prakAzIyo, prabala kaSAya abhAva; jima te rAte re phUle rAtaDuM, zyAma phUlathI re zyAma; puNya-pApathI re tima jagajIvane, rAga-dveSa pariNAma / ' pU. upA. yazovijayajI / 125 gAthA kA stavana jIva kI zuddhatA ke puSTa nimitta ekamAtra bhagavAna hI haiM / 'binA nimittAlaMbI bane, jIva kabhI upAdAnAlaMbI bana nahIM sakatA / ' isa prakAra TabbemeM pU. devacaMdrajIne svayaM likhA haiM / ' isalie he bhavyo ! Apa arihaMta kI bhaktimeM DUba jAo / ' isa prakAra pU. devacaMdrajI kahate haiM / Atma- avalaMbana kaise kiyA jAya ! 1 pUjya zrI : prathama paramAtmA ko samarpita hokara unakA avalaMbana leM / unake guNoMmeM tAdAtmya hone se 'maiM kucha hUM' ityAdi ahaMkArarUpa vikalparahita ho sakate haiM / aisA zuddha pariNAma AtmA kA avalaMbana haiM / jJAnasvarUpa aise AtmA kI yaha dazA hI samabhAva haiM / sunaMdAbahana vorA kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 - 1 17 161

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SSNREMEM. prabhu jaina nayA maMdira madrAsa padavI prasaMga, madrAsa, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha zu. 13 14-10-2000, zanivAra kArtika zuklA - 1 dopahara 4.00 pU. devacaMdrajI stavana * jo sAdhaka prabhukA zabdanaya se darzana karatA haiM (arthAt prabhumeM rahI huI anaMta guNa saMpatti prApta karane kI icchA se darzana karatA haiM / ) usakI saMgrahanaya kI dRSTi se AtmAmeM par3I huI zuddha sattA evaMbhUtanaya se pUrNa zuddhatA ko prApta karatI haiM / arthAt saMgrahanaya evaMbhUta nayameM pariNAma ko prApta karatA haiM / * darpaNa ke binA zarIra ke svarUpa kA patA nahIM cltaa| bhagavAna ke binA AtmA ke svarUpa kA patA nahIM cltaa| mUrti kI taraha Agama bhI bolate bhagavAna haiN| isalie Agama ko bhI darpaNa kI upamA dI haiM / aMdara samyag-darzana huA ho to hI Apa sacce arthameM mUrtimeM bhagavAna ke darzana kara sakate ho, to hI Agama saccI taraha paDha sakate ho / samyag - dRSTi ke darzana ko hI zabdanaya sacce darzana ke rUpameM svIkAra karatA haiM / 162 000000000000000000 kahe

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naigama nayaH caMcala manake darzana, vyavahAra naya : vidhipUrvaka ke darzana, RjusUtra naya : mana-vacana-kAyA kI sthiratApUrvaka ke darzana, (yahAM taka samyag darzana nahIM haiM / ) zabdanaya : prabhukI AtmasaMpatti prakaTa karane kI icchApUrvaka ke darzana, samabhirUDhanayaH kevalajJAnI kA darzana, evaMbhUta nayaH siddhoM ke darzana ko hI darzana mAnatA haiM / * bhagavAna ko Apa samarpita bano to bAkI kA bhagavAna saMbhAla lete haiM / samarpita bananA hI kaThina haiM / saba pAsameM rakhakara mAtra 'jina tere caraNa kI zaraNa grahaM' aisA bolane se samarpaNa nahIM AtA / samarpaNa ke lie sabakA visarjana karanA par3atA haiM / ahaM kA visarjana sabase kaThina haiM / ahaM ke visarjanapUrvaka jo bhakta bhagavAna kI zaraNameM jAtA haiM, usakA bhagavAna saba kucha saMbhAla lete haiM / samarpaNabhAva to hameM hI paidA karanA par3atA haiM / vaha koI bhagavAna nahIM kara dete / bIja kisAna botA haiM, pAnI, kRSi ityAdi bhI kisAna karatA haiM, jaba yahAM hameM karanA haiM / saba bhagavAna para chor3akara niSkriya nahIM bananA haiM / * nAmAdi cAra bhavasAgarameM setu samAna haiM / usa setuko Apa pakar3akara rakho, bIcameM se chor3o nahIM to bhavasAgara se pAra karane kI javAbadArI bhagavAna kI haiM / * samavasaraNameM baiThe hue bhagavAna bhale bhAvanikSepa se bhagavAna kahe jAte haiM, lekina darzanArthI ke lie to taba hI lAbhadAyI banatA haiM, jaba vaha prabhu kI Atma-saMpatti ko (bhAva Arhantyako) dekhatA haiM / mAtra aSTa prAtihArya yA samavasaraNa kI saMpadA to aMbar3a parivrAjaka jaise bhI banA sakate haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri -400oooooooooooooooooo 163)

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AdhoI, vi.saM. 2033 AT 15-10-2000, ravivAra kArtika zuklA 2 dhyAna vicAra : dhyAna vicAra pUrvAcAryoM kI saMkSipta noTa mAtra haiM, kiMtu hamAre lie amUlya puMjI haiM / vi.saM. 2030 se maiM isa graMtha kA parizIlana kara rahA hUM / sAdhanA bhI kara rahA hUM / isa parase maiM kahatA hUM : yaha adbhuta graMtha haiM / * pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. kI saMmatipUrvaka hI isa graMtha kA nirmANa tathA usameM zuddhi-vRddhi huI haiM / unakI saMmati ke binA eka kadama bhI maiM Age nahIM baDhA / hamArA pUrA jIvana paralakSI ho jAne ke kAraNa aisA adbhuta graMtha sAmane hone para bhI usakI upekSA ho rahI haiM, aisA mujhe hamezA lagatA haiM / ruci prakaTa karane ke lie hI merA yaha prayAsa haiM / kammapayaDi, paMcasaMgraha, Agama ityAdi ke rahasyoM ko kholanevAlA yaha graMtha haiM / phira bhI hamArI usa tarapha najara nahIM haiM, usakA mujhe to bahuta hI Azcarya lagatA haiM / zrAvakoM ko dhanyavAda ho ki unhoMne karor3o rUpayoM ke vyayase yaha melA taiyAra kara diyA / nahIM to itane sAdhu-sAdhvIoM kA yahAM milana kaise hotA ? 164 @@@@@@@@@@@@@@ kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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* dhyAna vicAra uttarArdha : cintA : bhAvanA aura anuprekSA ke binA caMcala citta vaha cintA / usake 7 prakAra haiM / prathama kakSAmeM dhyAna ke lie ciMtana hI cAhie / ciMtana se hI dhyAna kI pUrNa bhUmikA kA nirmANa hotA haiM / / * 7 ciMtA : (1) tattvaciMtA, (2) mithyAtva - sAsvAdana - mizradRSTi gRhastharUpa, (3) kriyA - akriyA - ajJAna - vinayavAdI Adi 363 pAkhaMDIoM kI vicAraNA, (4) pAsatthAdi, (5) cAra gati ke samyagdRSTi kI vicAraNA, (6) manuSya dezaviratoM kI vicAraNA, (7) 7veM guNasthAnaka se 14veM guNasthAnaka taka tathA siddhoM kI vicAraNA / ciMtana jitane ucca prakAra kA utanA vIryollAsa jyAdA / * yogameM jAne kI icchAvAle ko niSkAma karma sAdhana haiM / paraMtu yoga kI siddhi prApta kiye hue ke lie to 'zama' hI mokSa kA kAraNa haiM / - bhagavad-gItA, 6/3 * bhAvanA yAne punaH punaH abhyAsa / usake cAra prakAra haiM / jJAna - darzana - cAritra aura vairAgya bhAvanA / / gaNi municaMdravijaya : jJAnAcAra Adi aura jJAnabhAvanA Adi, donoMmeM kyA aMtara haiM ? pUjyazrI : aise dekheM to kucha aMtara nahIM haiM / dUsarI taraha dekhe to kucha aMtara bhI hai / bolo, roTI aura pUr3ImeM kyA aMtara ? aisA hI aMtara yahAM samajheM / (1) jJAna bhAvanA : sUtra - artha - tadubhaya - tIna prakAra se / (2) darzana bhAvanA : AjJAruci, navatattvaruci, paramatattva (24) ruci / (3) cAritra bhAvanA : sarvavirata, dezavirata, avirata samyagdRSTi / anaMtAnubaMdhI ke kSaya yA upazama ke binA cauthA guNasthAnaka nahIM milatA / isalie avirata samyagdRSTi ko bhI yahAM (cAritra bhAvanAmeM) samAye haiN| anaMtAnubaMdhI cAritra mohanIya karma kA bheda haiN| (4) vairAgya bhAvanA : anAdi saMsArameM bhramaNa kA ciMtana, viSaya-vaimukhya aura zarIra kI azucitAkA ciMtana / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Booooooooooooooooooo 165)

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* bhavanayoga aura karaNayoga kA svarUpa / vIrya ke ATha prakAra haiM : yoga : rAjA adhikArIyoM ko Adeza karatA haiM usa taraha AtmA AtmapradezoM ko karmakSaya ke lie kAryazIla banAtA haiM / vIrya : dAsI dvArA kacarA pheMkA jAtA haiM, usa prakAra karmoM kA kacarA pheMkanA / sthAma : daMtAlI (khetI kA eka sAdhana) se kacarA khIMcA jAtA haiM, usa prakAra kSaya karane ke lie karmoM ko khIMcanA / utsAha : phauvvAre se pAnI Upara car3hAyA jAtA haiM usa prakAra karmoM ko UMce le jAnA / parAkrama : chidravAle choTe kuMDare meM se tela ko nIce le jAyA jAtA haiM usa prakAra karmoM ko nIce le jAnA / ceSTA : tape hue lohemeM pAnI kI taraha karmoM ko sUkhAnA / zakti : tilameM se tela ko alaga karane kI taraha karmajIva kA sAkSAt viyoga karAnA / Atma-tRpti kA lakSaNa vIrya kI puSTi haiM / Atma-vIrya kI puSTi na ho to thor3I-thor3I derameM citta caMcala huA karatA haiM, vicalita ho jAtA haiN| ye yoga vagairaha AThako tInase gunate 24 bheda / una 24 ko praNidhAna, samAdhAna, samAdhi aura kASThAsamAdhi ke sAtha gunate 96 bheda hue / 96 karaNa yoga : tIrthaMkaro kI taraha puruSArtha se / 96 bhavana yoga : marudevI kI taraha svAbhAvika / kula 192 bheda / * maiMne koI prakriyA nahIM sIkhI haiM, phira bhI prabhukI prasAdI milI haiN| vaha bhavana yogameM zAyada jA sakatI haiM, aisA aba samajhameM AtA haiM / * ciMtana mana kA khurAka haiM / usakA abhAva vaha manakA anazana / citA ke abhAva se mAno mana naSTa ho gayA ho vaisA lage vaha unmanIkaraNa / arthAt manakI mRtyu / (dhyAna vicAra - vAcanA samApta) mI - - (166 mmmmmmmcomsomeomom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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guruvaMdanA 16-10-2000, somavAra kArtika kRSNA - 3 lalita vistarA vAcanA kA punaH prAraMbha * (14) logapajjoagarANaM _prabhu ke graMtha sunate hRdayameM jJAna-prakAza phailatA haiM / jJAna baDhate zraddhA baDhatI haiM / zraddhA arthAt ruci / ruci prabala banane para vIryazakti prabala banatI haiM / ataH bahuta karmoM kI nirjarA hotI haiM / jo karma barasoM taka nahIM jAte, ve karma prabala vIryollAsase eka kSaNameM sApha ho jAte haiM / Atmapradeza jaisI sITa karmoM ko milI haiN| ve jaldI kaise chor3eMge? isake lie prabala dhyAnAnala cAhie, prabala vIryollAsa cAhie / to hI karma AtmapradezoM kI sITa ko chor3eMge / phira, usa samaya Apa kachue kI taraha gupta raho, saMvara karo to hI naye karma Ate aTakate haiM / * bhagavAna bhavya jIvoM ke lie sUrya kI taraha prakAza dete haiM, anya ko dIpakakI taraha prakAza dete haiM / isameM pakSapAta nahIM karate, para grahaNa karanevAle apanI yogyatA ke anusAra hI grahaNa kara sakate haiM, vaha batAnA haiM / tAlAba pUrA bharA hone para bhI Apa (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 65 66 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 167)

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Apake ghar3e se jyAdA grahaNa kara nahIM sakate / * 'uppannei vA vigaei vA dhuvei vA' isa tripadImeM samasta dvAdazAMgI chipI huI haiM / dravya aura paryAyameM pUrA jagata A gayA / yaha tripadI dhyAnakI mAtA haiM / gaNadhara bhagavaMta isa parase dvAdazAMgIkI racanA karate haiN| hameM samajhAne ke lie guruko kitanI mahenata par3atI haiM ? gaNadhara kitane UMce prakAra ke ziSyatva ko prApta kiye hoMge ki mAtra tIna pradakSiNAmeM hI kAma ho gayA / guru ko jyAdA takalIpha nahIM dI / tIna pradakSiNA maMgalarUpa haiM / isalie hI vihAra karate yA praveza karate tIna pradakSiNA dene kA vidhAna haiM / bhagavAna kI taraha guru ko bhI (sthApanAcArya ko) hama pradakSiNA dete haiM / * caudaha pUrvadhara bhI sabhI samAna nahIM hote / unameM bhI paraspara darzana (bodha) bheda (cha sthAnavAlA) hotA haiM / draSTAmeM bheda par3ate darzanameM bheda par3atA haiM / __ isa taraha gaNadharoM ko bhagavAna sUrya kI taraha prakAza dete haiN| bhagavAna kI yaha parArtha saMpadA haiM / (15) abhayadayANaM * abhaya denevAle eka mAtra bhagavAna hI haiM / yahAM milate pATha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa haiM, hamArI sAdhanA ke lie bahuta hI upayogI haiM / bhagavAna bodhi dete haiM usake pahale abhaya, cakSu, mArga aura zaraNa ye cAra dete haiM / bodhi koI itanA sastA nahIM haiM / bodhi prApta karane se pahale ye cAra prApta karane par3ate haiM / dIkSA (Aja milatI) phira bhI sastI haiM, bodhi sastA nahIM haiM / __bhagavAna ke bahumAna se hI abhaya Adi milane ke kAraNa vaha denevAle bhagavAna hI kahe jAte haiM / bahuta se loga aise hote haiM : 'gurudeva ! ApakA nAma letA hUM aura kAma ho jAtA haiM / yaha saba ApakA hI haiN| aise loga bahumAna ke dvArA prApta kara lete haiM / prApta kara lene ke bAda jinake bahumAna se milA use hI ve dAtA mAnate haiM / (16800wooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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hamArA mokSa dUsare koI nahIM aTakAte, bhagavAna aura guru ke prati hamArA abahumAna - bhAva hI aTakAtA haiN| yaha graMtha paDhakara mAtra pUrA karanA nahIM haiM, para jIvanameM utAranA haiM / isa dRSTi se par3heM aura suneM / * bhava-nirveda (viSaya-vairAgya) bhagavAna ke bahumAna se hI prakaTa hotA haiM / bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna bhAva jagA huA taba kaha sakate haiM jaba viSaya viSa jaise lage, viSaya nIrasa lage, svAdahIna lage, bhagavAna hI eka mAtra rasAdhirAja lage / mohanIya Adi ke kSayopazama ke binA bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna bhAva prakaTa nahIM hotA / zama-saMvega ityAdi samyag-darzana ke lakSaNa haiM, lekina saMgha para vAtsalya, guNI ke Upara bahumAna Adi kArya haiM / samyagdRSTi jahA~ guNa dekhatA haiM, vahIM jhukatA haiM / khuda ke rAI jitane doSa ko pahAr3a jitanA mAnatA haiM / ___ 'thoDalo paNa guNa parataNo, sAMbhaLI harSa mana ANa re; doSa-lava paNa nija dekhatAM, nirguNa nija AtamA jANa re / ' - upA. yazovijayajI, amRtavelI sajjhAya hama isase viparIta karate haiM / mokSaprApaka dharma kaise saMbhavita banegA ? jIvoM kA ajJAna kyA haiM ? pUjyazrI : sarvajJa kA vacana na jAne vaha ajJAna athavA usake alAvA sarva vyavahAra-jJAna vaha ajnyaan| usase vyavahAra calatA hai, lekina moha naSTa nahIM hotA / upayogameM moha kA milana vaha ajJAna / jJAna se moha naSTa hotA haiM / - sunaMdAbahana vorA kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4omomoooooooooooooooo 169)

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vaDhavANa, vi.saM. 2047 17-10-2000, maMgalavAra kArtika kRSNA - 5 * rAga-dveSa ko jItanevAle jina kahe jAte haiM / jItane ke liye prayatna karanevAlA jaina kahA jAtA haiM / samatA ke binA rAga-dveSa jIta nahIM sakate / hameM sAmAyika (sarva virati) milI haiM / usase rAga-dveSa baDha rahe haiM yA ghaTa rahe haiM ? yAda raheM : daMDa se ghar3A banAyA bhI jA sakatA haiM, aura phor3A bhI jA sakatA haiM / isa jIvana se rAga-dveSa jIta bhI sakate haiM, aura baDhA bhI sakate haiM / 'maiM mokSamArga kI tarapha cala rahA hUM' aisI pratIti na ho to yaha jIvana kisa kAma kA ? mokSamArga kI prApti bhagavAna ke bahumAna ke binA nahIM hotI / bodhi pahale kI abhaya Adi cAra cIjeM bhagavAna ke bahumAna ke binA nahIM milatI / ye pAMcoM (bodhi sahita) bhagavAna ke binA dUsare kahIM se nahIM mileMgI / * karaNa yAne nirvikalpa samAdhi / usake lie dhyAna cAhie / usake lie cittakI nirmalatA cAhie, sthiratA cAhie / hamArA mana nitya caMcala haiM aura malina haiM / sAta bhaya hamAre pIche par3e haiM / isI se mana caMcala haiM / bhaya kA matalaba hI (170 6506666666666666666666666606 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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haiM citta kI caMcalatA / bhagavAna ke binA citta kI caMcalatA nahIM mitttii| bhagavAna nirbhaya banAnevAle haiM / isIlie hI ve abhayadAtA kahe gaye haiM / * saMsAra se nirveda bhI bhagavAna ke bahumAna se hI paidA hotA haiM / bhagavAna aura bhagavAna ke guNoM kA pakSapAta hote hI saMsAra tarapha kI napharata ho hI jAtI haiM / janma-maraNarUpa saMsAra mukhya nahIM haiM, viSaya-kaSAya hI mukhya saMsAra haiM / usakI tarapha napharata jaganI yahI bhava-nirveda haiM / jJAnAdi guNoM ke prati prema jAgRta honA hI bhagavAna para kA bahumAna haiM / ___ yaha zarIra apAyayukta haiM / saMpatti, vipatti kA sthAna haiM / saMyoga nazvara haiM / saba kucha vinazvara haiM / aisI vicAraNA dvArA Akhira viSaya-kaSAyoM ke upara napharata paidA karanI haiM / yaha zarIra to makAna haiM / makAna kI marammata karo vahA~ taka phira bhI kucha etarAja nahIM, para makAna kI marammatameM usake mAlika (AtmA) ko bilakula bhUla jAo vaha kaise calegA ? * ihaloka, paraloka, corI, akasmAt, AjIvikA, mRtyu, apayaza ye sAta mukhya bhaya haiM / ___ Aja to manuSya aise aneka bhayoM se ghirA huA haiM / sarakAra, guMDe, cora, grAhaka, bhAgIdAra ityAdi kA kitanA bhaya haiM / durghaTanA kA bhaya bhI Aja kama nahIM haiM / vAhanoM kI durghaTanA kitanI hotI haiM ! pUrA bhAvanagara abhI bhUkaMpa ke bhaya se kaise kA~pa rahA thA ? ye sAta to mukhya bhaya haiM / bAkI isake 700 prakAra bhI ho sakate haiM / gaNi mukticandra vijayajI : mukhya bhaya kauna sA ? pUjyazrI : Apako jo satAye vaha Apake lie bar3A bhaya / sabakI alaga - alaga prakAra kI paristhiti hotI haiM, usa taraha use bhaya satAyA karate haiM / ____ 'bhaya caMcalatA ho je pariNAmanI' cittakI caMcalatA caubIsoM ghaNTe rahatI ho to samajheM : mana caubIsoM ghaNTe bhaya-grasta haiM / [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400woooooooooooooom 171)

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svasthatA prApta karanI ho to bhagavAna ke alAvA dUsarA koI bhI upAya nahIM haiM / prApta karanI haiM ? aba pA~ca sUtra bahuta hI gaMbhIra haiM / yahA~ spaSTa likhA haiM : abhaya Adi pA~ca bhagavAna ke binA kahIM se nahIM hI milate / bhagavAna para bahumAna Ane para bhagavAna Apake hRdayameM A hI gaye / jahA~ bahumAna haiM, vahA~ bhagavAna haiM / ataH eva bhakta ko kabhI bhagavAna kA viraha par3atA hI nahIM haiM / yahI bAta gurumeM bhI lAgU par3atI haiM | sacce ziSyako kabhI guru kA viraha pIDA nahIM hI detA / kyoMki hRdayameM guru ke upara bahumAna hamezA rahA huA hI haiM / abhaya Ate hI AtmA kA svAsthya AtA haiM / svAsthya yAne mokSadharma kI bhUmikA kI kAraNarUpa dhRti / dhRti kA pracalita dhairya artha na kareM, kiMtu AtmA ke svarUpa kA avadhAraNa vaha dhRti / aisI dhRti, aisA abhaya bhI jIvanameM na AyA ho to mokSa kI AzA kaise rakha sakate haiM ? talahaTI para bhI nahIM pahuMce ho to dAdA ke darzana kI AzA kaise rakha sakate haiM ? abhaya na ho to vihita dharma kI siddhi kaise ho sakatI haiM ? samIpavartI bhaya ke upadravoM se citta bAra bAra parAjita hotA ho vahA~ dharma kaise janma legA ? samyagdarzana kI prApti Apake citta kI svasthatA kI apekSA rakhatI haiM / 172 cAra bhAvanAeM maitrI yAne nirvaira buddhi, samabhAva / pramoda yAne guNavAnoM ke guNa prati prazaMsAbhAva / karuNA yAne duHkhIjanoM ke prati nirdoSa anukaMpA / mAdhyasthya yAne aparAdhI ke prati bhI sahiSNutA / 988 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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zrI muni zrI kIrti munizrI manindrA yahI bhavyAta bhavya paMnyAsa nA.2-296 zukravAra mahA ma jaina nayA jamA padavI prasaMga, madrAsa, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha zu. 13 18-10-2000, budhavAra kArtika kRSNA 6 - * prabhu kI koI karuNA-dRSTi huI aura gata janmameM hamane koI puNya kArya kiyA jisake prabhAva se dharma sAmagrI yukta aisA janma milA, jahA~ arihaMta jaise deva aura unake dharma ke bAre meM sunane milA / -- mAtra sunane se bhagavAna ke guNa nahIM Ate, ve jIvanameM utArane par3ate haiM / dukAnameM mAla dekhakara khuza ho jAo, itane se mAla nahIM milatA, kiMmata cukAnI par3atI haiM / yadyapi dukAna kA mAla dekhakara Apa khuza ho to Apako kucha nahIM milatA, para bhagavAna ke guNoM ko dekhakara khuza ho to bhI kAma ho jAya / ye guNa Apako mila jAyeMge / guNoM kA prAraMbha kahA~ se karanA ? bhava-nirveda se / bhava yAne saMsAra / saMsAra yAne viSaya kaSAya / jahA~ viSaya ho vahA~ sabhI doSa utkaTa hoMge hI / kaSAya utkaTa bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna prakaTa hote hI hamAre guNa prakaTa hone lagate haiM, citta svastha hone lagatA haiM / isalie hI svasthatA bhagavAna dete haiM, aisA yahA~ kahA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 wwwwww 173

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citta jaba jaba capala ho taba taba vicAreM : citta capala kyoM haiM ? jisa jisa zabdAdi kA grahaNa karate haiM usake usake vicAra AyeMge hI / isase hI mana caMcala hotA haiM / kAjala ke kamare meM rahe hue hameM kAlApana na lage usa taraha rahanA haiM / pAMcoM indriyoM kI tarapha daur3atI indriyoM ko rokanI haiM / una vRttioM ko aMdara par3A huA vizAla khajAnA batAnA haiM / bhagavAna para bahumAna to hI ginA jAtA haiM yadi viSayoM kI vimukhatA ho / bhavAbhinaMdI kabhI bhagavAna kA bhakta bana nahIM sakatA / viSayoM para vairAgya, bhagavAna para bahumAna kA sUcaka haiM / viSayoM para vairAgya na ho to bahumAna prakaTa nahIM huA haiM, aisA nakkI mAneM / * bhagavAna to sva padavI dene ke lie taiyAra haiM, para hamAre aMdara yogyatA cAhie na ? bhagavAnameM guNoM kA prakarSa prakaTa huA haiM / guNa bhagavAna ke pAsa hI mileNge| ye saba padArtha pU. haribhadrasUrijIne yahA~ adbhuta DhaMga se khole haiM / karor3a-karor3a vaMdana karate haiM unake caraNoM meM / roga-rahita zarIra svastha kahA jAtA haiM, usI taraha apane svabhAvameM rahI huI AtmA svastha kahI jAtI haiM / usakA bhAva vaha svAsthya kahA jAtA haiN| 'samartha kI (bhagavAna kI) godameM baiThA huA huuN|' bhakta ko sadA aisA bhAva rahatA haiM / isalie hI vaha kabhI asvastha nahIM banatA / bhayabhIta nahIM banatA / bhagavAnameM guNa prakarSa ke sAtha puNya-prakarSa bhI haiM / acintya, zakti bhI haiM / isalie hI unameM paropakAra kA bhI prakarSa haiM / guNa prakarSa ke binA acintya zakti nahIM AtI / acintya zakti ke binA abhayaprada zakti nahIM AtI / __ abhayaprada zakti ke binA parArthakaraNatA prakaTa nahIM sakatI / darzana, jJAna aura cAritra ke krama kI taraha yaha krama bhI samajhane jaisA haiM / parArthakaraNatA prApta karanI ho to abhayaprada zakti cAhie / isake lie acintya zakti cAhie / acintya zakti prApta karanI | 174 0monsonaspoonawanam

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ho to guNakA prakarSa cAhie / ye cAra bhagavAnameM haiM, isalie hI bhagavAna abhaya de sakate haiN| pU. haribhadrasUrijI yahA~ spaSTarUpa se kahate haiM : bhagavadbhya eva siddhiriti / isake upara paMjikAkAra zrI municaMdrasUrijI likhate haiM : 'bhagavadbhya eva, na svataH nApi anyebhyaH' arthAt sva se bhI nahIM yA para se bhI nahIM, bhagavAna ke pAsa se hI abhaya kI prApti hotI haiM / * jauharI kI cAhe jitanI prazaMsA karo vaha koI jvelarI Apako nahIM detA, para bhagavAna itane dayAlu haiM ki Apa mAtra unake guNoM kA gAna karo aura ye guNa bhagavAna Apako de dete haiM / jisa guNa ko hRdaya se cAho vaha guNa ApakA ho jAtA haiM / paMcasUtrameM ArAdhanA kA krama isa taraha haiM : zaraNAgati, duSkRta garhA aura sukRta anumodanA / kiMtu eka ahaMkAra eka bhI guNa ko Ane nahIM detA / ahaMkArI na zaraNa svIkAra sakatA haiM, na svaduSkRtoM kI gardA kara sakatA haiM, na para-guNoM kI anumodanA kara sakatA haiM / 'duryodhana ko koI guNI dikhAI na diyA, yudhiSThira ko koI doSI dikhAI na diyA / lagatA haiM : abhI bhI hamArI AMkha duryodhana kI hI haiN| koI guNI dikhatA hI nhiiN| phira kisakI anumodanA ? khuda kA eka bhI doSa dikhatA hI nahIM / phira kisakI gare ? khudameM guNa ho to hI dUsare ko de sakate haiM / eka bhI doSa ho vahA~ taka caina nahIM par3anA cAhie / dhIre dhIre guNoM ko prApta karate raho / eka sAtha guNa nahIM mileMge / gRhastha jaise dhIre-dhIre dhana prApta karatA haiM, usI taraha guNa prApta karate raho / jo jo guNa cAhiye usa usa guNa ko dekhakara khuza hote raho / jisa guNa ko dekhakara Apa khuza hue vaha guNa ApakA ho gayA / kahIM bhI Apa guNa dekho, Akhira isakA mUla bhagavAnameM dikhegA / sarva guNoM para ekamAtra bhagavAna kI mAlikI haiM / eka kaMpanI kA mAla Apa kisI bhI dukAnameM se lo, para Akhira vaha mAla usI hI kaMpanI kA na ? dukAna kA mAla to kama hotA haiM, para yahA~ guNa to jaise dete jAo vaise bar3hate jAyeMge / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4omasoom masswooooo 175)

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isalie hI to yazovijayajI jaise bhagavAna ko prArthanA karate haiM : bhagavan ! Apake pAsa to anaMta guNoM ko khajAnA haiM / eka bhI guNa mujhe de do to etarAja kyA haiM ? isameM vicAranA kyA ? sAgarameM se eka bhI ratna lete kyA khAmI AtI haiM ? sAgarameM to phira bhI kama hote haiM, para yahA~ to kama hone kA savAla hI nahIM / yaha isalie kahatA hUM : Apa ekamAtra bhagavAna ko pakar3o / bhagavAna ko kaha do : 'dezo to tumahI bhaluM, bIjA to navi yAcuM re / ' upA. yazovijayajI bhagavan ! Apako chor3akara mujhe dUsare kahIM se kucha mAMganA hI nahIM haiM / isake alAvA dUsarA kyA karane jaisA haiM ? hama to aisI pravRttimeM jiMdagI pUrI karate haiM : jisa se logoM se prazaMsA milA kare / aba maiM Apako pUchatA hUM : logoM se prazaMsA ho to acchA yA niMdA ho to acchA ? ApakI prazaMsA ho to ApakA yaza nAmakarma khapatA haiM / ApakI niMdA ho to ApakA apayaza nAmakarma khapatA haiM / aba kaho : kyA acchA ? hamArI jiMdagI kI samagra pravRttioM kA kendra lokaraMjana nahIM haiM na ? lokaraMjana nahIM, lokanAtha (bhagavAna) kA raMjana karo / 176 - 'kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka prApta huI / abhI to hAthameM hI lI haiM paraMtu, First Impression is last Impression prathama dRSTimeM hI prabhAvika haiM / - gaNi rAjayazavijaya somavAra peTha, punA OM kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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vaDhavANa, vi.saM. 2047 19-10-2000, guruvAra kArtika kRSNA - 7 / * hamArI sAmAyika AjIvana haiM / isakA artha yaha huA : jIvanabhara samatA rahanI cAhie / samatA hamArI zvAsa bananI cAhie / zvAsa ke binA nahIM calatA to samatA ke binA kaise calegA ? yahI munijIvana kA prANa haiM / zrAvaka to sAmAyika pUrI kara letA haiM, phira zAyada samatAmeM na rahe to phira bhI calegA, sAdhu samatAmeM na rahe vaha kaise calegA ? 'maiM AtmA hUM' itanA nitya yAda rahe to hI samatA nitya raha sakatI haiM / para Azcarya haiM : dUsarA saba kacha yAda rakhanevAle hama AtmA ko hI bhUla gaye haiM / bArAta meM dulhe ko hI hama bhUla gaye haiM / jaisA vartana hama hamAre sAtha karate haiM, vaisA hI vartana jagata ke sarva jIvoM ke sAtha karanA haiM / * bhagavAna sarva jIvoM ko samAna rUpa se ginate haiN| bhagavAna ke yahA~ koI mere-tere kA bheda nahIM haiM / sarva jantusamasyA'sya na parAtmavibhAgitA / - yogasAra kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4665555555 5 5 177)

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hama inake mArga para calanevAle haiM / hamase mere-tere kA bheda kaise ho sakatA haiM ? bhagavAna to sUrya kI taraha kisI bhI bheda ke binA sarvatra prakAza phailA rahe haiM / sUrya to phira bhI asta ho sakatA haiM / rAhu se grasta yA bAdala se Dhaka sakatA haiM / bhagavAna to sadA udaya pA rahe haiM, sadA prakAza phailA rahe haiM / karuNA ke prakAza ko pakar3ane mAtra hameM sanmukha hone kI jarurata haiM / yaha ArhatI karuNA kucha hI kAla nahIM, sarva kAla aura sarva kSetrameM barasa rahI haiM / yaha agara nahIM barasatI hotI to vizvameM arAjakatA phaila gaI hotI / samagra vizva kA mUlAdhAra bhagavAna kI yaha karuNA hI haiM / arihaMta vyakti ke rUpameM badalate rahate haiM, lekina Arhantya zAzvata haiM / isalie hI ArhatI karuNA bhI zAzvata haiM / isalie hI siddharSine upamitimeM saMsAra ko nagara banAkara susthita (bhagavAna) ko mahArAjA ke rUpameM batAye haiM / isa saMsAra nagara ke mahArAjA bhagavAna haiM, yaha samajhameM AtA haiM ? yaha samajhane ke lie hI hama isa graMtha kA abhyAsa kara rahe haiN| (16) cakkhudayANaM / cakSu se yahA~ dravya A~kha nahIM, para viziSTa Atma dharmarUpa tattva ke avabodha (jJAna) kA kAraNa zraddhArUpa A~kha lenI haiM / zraddhA-rahita AdamI AdhyAtmika jagatameM aMdhA hI haiM / aMdhe ko bhautika padArtha nahIM dikhate / zraddhAhIna ko parama cetanA nahIM dikhatI, tattva kA darzana nahIM hotA / zraddhA kI aisI A~kha abhaya milane ke bAda hI milatI haiN| abhaya matalaba svasthatA / citta svastha aura prazAMta banane ke bAda hI zraddhA kI A~kha milatI haiN| jisake cittameM abhaya kA avataraNa nahIM huA vaha zraddhA kI A~kha ke lie AzA nahIM rakha sakatA / yahA~ pakSapAta nahIM haiM, para yogyatA kI bAta haiM / A~kha ke binA jagata ke darzana nahIM hote / aMtara cakSu ke binA AtmA ke darzana nahIM hote / kiMtu hameM AtmA ke darzana karane kahA~ haiM ? isake lie koI lagana hai ? idhara-udhara ke kaise viSayoM meM phaMsa gaye haiM hama ? (1780000ooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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nava pUrva taka paDhe hue bhI, yaha cakSu na mile ho to aMdhe ho sakate haiN| prakaraNa graMtha bhI kauna yAda karate haiM ? vyAkhyAna yoM hI calate haiM na ? prakaraNa graMthoM kI jarurata haiM vyAkhyAnameM ? 'tattvaruci jana thor3alA re' pU. devacaMdrajI ke 300 varSa pahale ke udgAra Aja bhI sacce hI lagate haiM / zAyada hara kAlameM jyAdAtara mAnava-samUha aisA hI hotA hogA / aise paMcama kAlameM to savizeSa aisA hI hogA / _ 'ego me sAsao appA / ' roja saMthArA porasImeM bolate haiM, phira bhI AtmA yAda nahIM AtI / AtmA ko bhUla na jAyeM isalie hI to saMthArA porasImeM isa bAtakA samAveza kiyA gayA haiM / ____ maiM to aisI bAteM karate hI rahUMgA / cAhe Apako acchI lage yA na lage, kiMtu vastu sthiti to kahUMgA hI / kAla paka jAegA taba yaha saba samajhameM AyegA, itanI zraddhA haiM / mujhe svayaM ko bhI pU.paM.zrI bhadraMkara vi.ma. kI kucha bAteM samajhameM nahIM AtI thI / Aja 20-25 sAla ke bAda samajhameM A rahI haiN| usI taraha Apako bhI bhaviSyameM yaha samajhameM nahIM AyegA, aisA maiM nahIM mAnatA / maiM AzAvAdI huuN| nirAza karane ke lie ye sArI bAte maiM nahIM karatA / ApameM isa ke lie icchA utpanna karanI haiM / icchA utpanna hone ke bAda Age kA kAma apane Apa ho jAyegA / * ghebara, jalebI, roTI, laDDa Adi banate haiM isI gehUM ke ATe, zakkara aura ghImeM se / mAtra banAne kI paddhatimeM pharaka / bAta vahI kI vahI ho, para zAstrakAra alaga-alaga dRSTikoNa se kahate haiM / anekavidha bAtoMmeM bhI mUlabhUta bAta eka hI hogI / Apa barAbara dekha lenA / * hama saba paDhane meM hI par3a gaye, jJAnAvaraNIya karma ke kSayopazama ke lie prayatna karane laga gaye / para mAtra itane se kyA hogA ? mohanIya karma para phaTakA na par3e vahAM taka kucha nahIM hogA / maiM bhakti para isalie hI jora detA hUM / bhakti hI aisA vajra haiM, jisase moha kA parvata cUra-cUra ho jAtA haiM / bhakti se Apa 'sadAgama' kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400mooooooooooooooo00 179)

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ke upAsaka banate ho / sadAgama ke upAsakoM ko moha kucha kara nahIM sakatA / moha Apako sIkhAtA haiM : jIvoM para dveSa karo / bhagavAna Apako sIkhAte haiM : jIvoM para prema karo / mere pAsa to aisI hI bAteM haiN| Apako acchI lage to bolUM, aisA maiMne nahIM sIkhA / saMkhyA ghaTa jAye usakI ciMtA nahIM haiM / bhagavAnane jo kahA haiM, zAstroMmeM jo likhA haiM aura mujhe isa prakAra jo acchA lagA haiM, vahI maiM kahUMgA, Apako acchI lage vaha nahIM / gulAbajAmuna Adi ke bahuta svAda cakhe / aba AtmAkA svAda cakho / isake lie ruci utpanna kro| isa ruci ke binA AdhyAtmika kSetrameM hama aMdhe haiM, itanA nakkI samajheM / * AMkhavAlA AdamI rAstemeM sIdhA calatA haiM yA TeDhAmeDhA ? svAbhAvika haiM : dekhatA AdamI rastemeM kahIM bhI nahIM ttkraayegaa| zraddhA kI A~khavAlA AdamI AdhyAtmika kSetrameM TeDhA-meDhA nahIM cala sakatA / dhanameM hI saMtoSa na mAneM pUjyazrIne pUchA : (amerikana jijJAsu mitroM ko) roja subaha hote hI kahA~ daur3ate ho, kyoM daur3ate ho ? dhana kamAne ke lie ? usake bAda sukha milatA haiM? ThIka haiM / dhana jIvana hI nirvAha kA sAdhana haiM, lekina usameM sukha haiM aisA mAnakara saMtoSa prApta na kreN| isa tIrthameM kyoM Aye ho ? kyA kamAI hogI ? kamAImeM pharaka samajha meM AtA haiM ? prabhubhakti dvArA hI saccI kamAI hogii| - sunaMdAbahana vorAhA [1800ooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri-4)

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NERSISTERRRB0BARS vi.saM. 2027, AdhoI momomment 20-10-2000, zukravAra kArtika kRSNA - 8 '* kAvya-koza ityAdi kA pU.paM. muktivijayajI (lAkaDIyA) ke pAsa abhyAsa karake mAMDavI (vi.saM. 2013) cAturmAsameM pU. kanakasUrijI ke pAsa maiM gayA aura kahA : 'koI saMskRta graMtha pddhaaiie|' pUjyazrIne kahA : aba svayameva paDhane kA prayatna karo / dUsaroM ke bharose kahA~ taka rahanA haiM / gurudeva ke AzIrvAda se maiMne apane Apa paDhanA zuru kiyaa| pAMDava-caritra ke eka ghaNTemeM muzkila se dasa zloka paDha sakatA thA / para jo zloka paDhatA vaha barAbara paDhatA / isase dhIre-dhIre saMskRta aisA khula gayA ki koI bhI graMtha hAthameM Ate vaha barAbara khula hI jAtA haiM / usa cAturmAsameM taba hIra-saubhAgya, kumArapAlacaritra, pAMDava-caritra ityAdi kA vAcana kiyA / dUsarA kAma kyA hotA haiM sAdhuko ? ina sabameM bhagavAna kI kRpA hI kAma kara rahI haiM, aisA mujhe nitya lagatA / isalie hI bhakti para maiM jyAdA se jyAdA jhukAva detA gayA / Aja bhI detA hUM / pU.paM. muktivijayajI ma. kahate : maiM yaha prAkRta vyAkaraNa aura koza sAthameM le jAnA (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400 SS 0 181)

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cAhatA huuN| maiM kahUMgA : jina bhakti ko maiM bhavAMtarameM bhI sAtha le jAnA cAhatA huuN| isalie hI maiM bhakti nahIM chor3atA hUM, bhaviSyameM bhI nahIM choDUMgA / dUsarA sAthameM kyA AyegA ? bhakta, ziSya, pustaka yA upAzraya ityAdi sAMthameM nahIM AyeMge, ye bhakti ke saMskAra hI sAthameM AyeMge, gRhasthoM ko dhana, parivAra, makAna Adi kI anityatA samajhAnevAle hama itanA bhI nahIM samajha sakate ? (17) maggadayANaM / . bhagavAna mArga ko denevAle haiM / citta kI avakra gati vaha mArga haiM / mArga milane ke bAda mana hamezA sIdhA hI calatA haiM / karma kA kSayopazama baDhate jAye tyoM tyoM Age-Age ke padArtha milate jAte haiM, abhaya se bhI cakSuprAptimeM, cakSu se bhI mArga, mArga se bhI zaraNa Adi kI, uttarottara jyAdA se jyAdA kSayopazama dvArA prApti hotI haiM / * deva-guru para kI abhI kI hamArI zraddhA upara-upara kI haiM / mAMgakara lAye hue AbhUSaNa jaisI haiM / ye cale jAya usameM dera kitanI ? kucha dUsarA sunane para turaMta hI calI bhI jAtI haiM, paraMtu jJAna jyoM jyoM gaharA hotA jAtA haiM, tyoM tyoM zraddhA apanI banatI haiM / svayaMbhU zraddhA nahIM jAtI / * sAMpa cAhe jitanA TeDhA cale, lekina bilameM ghUsatA haiM taba sIdhA hI hotA haiM, usI taraha viziSTa guNasthAnaka ke lie svarasavAhI kSayopazama vizeSameM mana sIdhA calane lagatA haiM / manakA sIdhA calanA yahI mArga haiM / * dUra-dUra kI AzA hama rakhate haiM, para najadIkameM jo tatkAla ho sakatA haiM, usake lie prayatna nahIM karate haiM / mokSameM jAnA haiM, para samyaktvAdimeM prayatna nahIM karanA haiM / sammetazikhara jAnA haiM, para gurukula taka bhI jAne kI taiyArI nahIM haiM / yaha eka AtmavaMcanA haiM / isase baceM / aisI zikSAeM bahuta bAra de cUkA hUM, 'seTha kI zikSA daravAje taka' aisA nahIM hotA haiM na ? deva aura guru jyAdA se jyAdA to puSTa nimitta baneMge, para (18200000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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upAdAna AtmA to Apako hI taiyAra karanI par3egI / Apake binA dUsarA koI bhI nahIM kara sakatA / maiM Apako kahane ke alAvA kyA kara sakatA hUM? aise to mujhe isa graMthameM jaldI Age jAnA haiM, para bIca bIcameM Apake yogya aisI hitazikSAeM na dUM to aparAdhI ginA jAUM / * mArga arthAt citta kI sIdhI gati / yahA~ svarasavAhI kSayopazamameM hetu, svarUpa aura phala se zuddha prazama sukha kA AnaMda anubhava karane ko milatA haiM / isa AnaMda ko batAne ke lie pU. haribhadrasUrijIne yahA~ 'sukhA' zabda kA prayoga kiyA haiM, paMjikAkAra pU. municaMdrasUrijIne 'sukhA' zabda kA artha 'sukhAsikA' kiyA haiM / sukhAsikA yAne prazama sukha kI miThAI! aisI prazama sukhakI miThAI maiM akelA khAUM to nahIM calatA, maiM sabhI ko denA cAhatA hUM / hamAre phalodImeM bhIkhamacaMdajI jalebI lAkara ghara ke konemeM baiThakara akele-akele khAte the / kisI ko nahIM dete the / kAraNameM kahate : maiM aba kitane dina jIUMgA? tuma to bahuta khAoge / maiM kitane dina? maiM aisA kaMjUsa honA nahIM cAhatA / prazama kI miThAI sabako mile aisI bhAvanA rakhatA huuN| aMdara ke prazama sukha kA aMtaraMga kAraNa karmoM kA kSayopazama haiM / bAhara kA kAraNa guru, pratimA Adi haiN| karmoM kA kSayopazama na huA ho to bAhara ke kAraNa guru, pratimA Adi kucha nahIM kara sakate / yaha prazama kA sukha dina-pratidina baDhanA cAhie / yadi ise baDhAte na rahe to ghaTatA rahegA / vyApArI jisa dina nahIM kamAtA usa dina kucha khoegA hI / dina-dina baDhatA jAye vahIM sAnubaMdha prazama kahA jAtA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Woooooooooooooooom 183)

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vi.saM. 2046, bhasDIyA - kaccha 21-10-2000, zanivAra kArtika kRSNA - 9 * arihaMta kI maiM isalie prazaMsA nahIM karatA ki mere deva haiM / maiM mere guru kI isalie prazaMsA nahIM karatA hUM ki ve mere guru haiM / mere guru haiM, isalie guru kI prazaMsA karane meM ahaM kA hI poSaNa haiM / kyoMki usameM guru kI mahattA nahIM haiM, ahaM kI mahattA haiM / maiM mahAna hUM isalie mere guru mahAna haiM, aisA isase sUcita hotA haiM / gautamasvAmI svayaM ke jIvana dvArA hama sabako aisA kaha rahe haiM : maiM to abhimAna se bharA huA eka pAmara kIr3A thaa| mujhe vinayamUrti banAnevAle, mujhe aMtarmuhUrtameM dvAdazAMgI racane kA bala denevAle bhagavAna haiM / mere bhagavAna haiM, isalie prazaMsA nahIM karatA, para vAstavikatA hI maiM Apako batAtA hUM / gautamasvAmI ke hRdayameM bhagavAna ke prati apAra bahumAna thaa| jina ke hRdayameM bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna haiM, unako bhagavAna kA kabhI viraha par3atA hI nahIM haiM / ___ 'darastho'pi samIpastho, yo yasya hRdaye sthitaH / ' jo jisake hRdayameM ho vaha usake lie dUra hone para bhI najadIka (184o comsoooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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hI haiM / najadIka hone para bhI dUra haiM, yadi bahumAna na ho / aise gaNadhara bhagavaMtoMne bhagavAna ko nikaTatA se dekhe haiM, anubhava kiyA haiM / aura unhoMne jo sUtra banAye hai, unake dvArA bhagavAna kI mahimA hameM jAnane ko milatI haiM / bhagavAna ke prati jyoM hI bahumAna hamAre hRdayameM jagA tyoM hI hamAre hRdayameM bhagavAna kI zakti sakriya huI samajheM / (17) maggadayANaM / cittameM prazama bhAva utpanna ho to hI samajheM : hama mArga para isa cAritra ke dvArA prazama bhAva na milA to kyA milA ? bhojana bhUkha miTAne ke lie haiM / bhojana se bhUkha hI na miTe to bhojana kA kyA matalaba ? roTI - sabjI - dAla - cAvala ke nAma lene mAtra se peTa bhara nahIM jAtA / saMthArA porasI ityAdi mAtra bolane ke lie nahIM haiM / mAtra bolane se nahIM, use bhAvita banAne se hRdayameM prazama bhAva utpanna hotA haiM / sAnubaMdha kSayopazama se milA huA prazama bhAva hI Tika sakatA haiM, nahIM to calA bhI jAtA haiM / sAnubaMdhameM cetanA niraMtara UrdhvArohaNa ke mArga para hotI haiM / niranubaMdhameM cetanA aTaka jAtI haiM / aTaka jAye taba UrvArohaNa prApta karatI huI cetanA nIce jAtI haiM / yaha niyama haiM / pakkA vyApArI lAkha rUpaye kamAtA haiM, phira unheM kama nahIM karatA, usameM vRddhi hI karatA rahatA haiM / vyApArI kI yaha kalA isa arthameM hameM sikhane jaisI haiM / kamaTha kA marubhUti ke prati gussA sAnubaMdha thA / isalie hI 10 bhava taka calA / doSoM kA anubaMdha to pratyeka bhava kA haiM / aba hameM guNoM kA anubaMdha banAnA haiM / jisa doSa ke lie pazcAttApa yA prAyazcitta nahIM hotA vaha doSa sAnubaMdha banatA haiM / jisa guNa ke lie pazcAttApa yA prAyazcitta hotA ho vaha guNa sAnubaMdha nahIM banatA / kliSTa karma kA baMdha na ho, vaha sAnubaMdha na bana jAya usakI hameM nitya hRdayapUrvaka saMbhAla lenI haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40omsooooooooooooooon 185)

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* haribhadrasUrijI yahA~ likhate haiM : anya (ajaina) yogAcArya bhI mArga kI (prazama bhAva kI) yaha bAta anya zabdoMmeM svIkArate haiM / unake zabda ye rahe : 'pravRtti, parAkrama, jaya, AnaMda aura RtaMbharA / ' * paMjikAkAra municaMdrasUrijIne haribhadrasUrijI ke bhAvoM ko bahuta hI suMdara DhaMga se khole haiM / sva-anubhava ke binA aise bhAva khola nahIM sakate / karaNa, SoDazakameM praNidhAna, pravRtti, vighnajaya, siddhi aura viniyoga - ye pAMca Azaya batAye hue haiM / isa saMdarbhameM inheM yAda karane jaisA haiM / samyagdarzana se pUrva tIna karaNa haiM / yathApravRti anivRttikaraNa aura apUrvakaraNa / anivRttikaraNa ke samaya jagata ke sabhI jIvoM kA AnaMda eka samAna hotA haiM, aisA mujhe yAda haiM / kucha bhUla nahIM ho rahI haiM na merI ? pU. bhAgyezavijayajI : Apako to bhagavAna bhUla karAte hI nahIM / pUjyazrI : vRddhAvasthA haiM / smRtimeM gar3abar3a bhI ho sakatI haiM / kucha bhUla ho to yeM / * pravRttimeM apUrvakaraNAdi, parAkramameM pravRtti ke bAda kA kArya, vIryollAsa dvArA apUrvakaraNa se Age kI bhUmikA, jayameM vighnajaya, AnaMdameM samyag-darzana kI prApti kA AnaMda, RtaMbharAmeM samyag darzana pUrvaka bhagavAna kI pUjA ityAdi kA samAveza kara sakate haiM / 186 - ApakI tarapha se bhejI pustaka 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' mila gayI haiM / pustaka bhejane ke badala ApakA khUba khUba AbhAra / kaI samaya se pustaka prApta karane kA prayatna kara rahe the, balki prApta nahIM ho sakatI thI, jo ApakI kRpA se hameM mila gaI haiM / mahAsatI rAjakoTa kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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vi.saM. 2050, madrAsa 22-10-2000, ravivAra kArtika kRSNA 10 ( 18 ) saraNadayANaM / bhayase vyAkula bane hue ko bhagavAna AzvAsana dete haiM / jIva bhayabhIta haiM usakA kAraNa aMdara par3e huye rAga-dveSa ke saMskAra haiM / bhagavAna hI isa rAga-dveSa kA zamana kara sakate haiM / bhaya se Artta (pIDita) jIvoM kA trANa karanA vaha zaraNa haiM / zaraNa matalaba AzvAsana / 'cintA mata kara / terA roga miTa jAyegA / ' DaoNkaTara ke itane vAkya mAtra se dardI ko AzvAsana milatA haiM, usI taraha bhagavAna hamAre bhAva roga ke lie AzvAsana dete haiM / hama saba dardI hI haiM na ? isa saMsArameM narakAdirUpa duHkha kI paraMparA haiM, rAga-dveSa rUpa saMkleza haiM / bhagavAna ina sabameM se mukta banAte haiM / bhagavAna koI hAtha pakar3akara zaraNa nahIM dete, para Apake hRdayameM tattvaciMtana dete haiM / tattvaciMtana jise mila gayA, vaha kabhI rAga-dveSa se duHkhI nahIM banegA / phlodI ke phUlacaMdajI jhAbaka aise tattvaciMtaka zrAvaka the / caturdazI jaise dinoMmeM rAta ko pauSadha karate taba rAta ke eka-do kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 wwww AAAAA. kaka 187

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bhI baja jAte / aise tattvaciMtaka ko kabhI rAga-dveSa nahIM hote, vyAdhimeM asamAdhi nahIM hotI / aMtima samayameM unheM bhayaMkara pIr3A huI thI, para kahIM Uha aisA bhI nahIM yA cehare para vedanA kA koI cihna nahIM / pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ko aMtima samayameM bhayaMkara pIr3A thI, para tattvaciMtaka the na ? isalie hI vyAdhimeM samAdhi rakha ske| bimArImeM unhoMne piMDavAr3A se AdhoI cAturmAsameM (vi.saM. 2033) paMtra likhA thA / usa patra meM unhoMne likhA thA : pIr3A apAra haiM, kiMtu mana 'upayogo lakSaNam' ke ciMtanameM rahatA haiM / anuprekSA (svAdhyAya kA 4thA prakAra) dvArA ciMtana-zakti prakaTa hotI haiM / hara padArtha kI anuprekSA karo to hI vaha bhAvita banatA haiM / svAdhyAya ke aMtima do prakAra (anuprekSA aura dharmakathA) upayoga ke binA kabhI ho nahIM sakate / vAcanA Adi tInameM upayoga na ho vaha phira bhI bana sakatA haiM, lekina upayoga ke binA anuprekSA yA dharmakathA ho hI nahIM sakate / ___ bhagavAna aise tattvaciMtana kA dAna karake rAga-dveSamaya saMsArameM Apako zaraNa dete haiM / / tattvadraSTA kabhI rAga ke prasaMgameM rAgI yA dveSa ke prasaMgameM dveSI nahIM banatA / cAhe jaisI ghaTanAmeM AtmasvabhAva se calita nahIM hI banatA / isa tattvaciMtana ke lie yahA~ 'vividiSA' zabda kA prayoga huA haiM / * mujhe anekabAra anubhava haiM : koI zAstra-paMkti nahIM baiThatI ho to maiM sthApanAcArya ko bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karake baiThatA huuN| citta svastha banatA haiM / aura upara se karuNA barasatI ho vaisA lagatA haiM / kaThina lagatI paMkti turaMta hI baiTha jAtI haiN| bahumAnapUrvaka paDhA huA ho to hI paMkti kA rahasya hAthameM AtA haiN| * vividiSA yAne tattvaciMtana kI tIvra icchA ! jijnyaasaa| yaha hotI haiM taba zuzrUSA, zravaNa, grahaNa, dhAraNa, vijJAna, Uha-apoha aura tattva kA abhiniveza (Agraha) buddhi ke ATha guNa prakaTa hote haiM / Uha yAne samanvaya athavA sAmAnya jJAna / apoha yAne vyatireka athavA vizeSa jJAna / (188 0wwwwwwwwwwwwwwood kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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vi.saM. 2050, madrAsa 23-10-2000, somavAra kArtika kRSNA - 11 ' (18) saraNadayANaM / * bhagavAna amuka ko sUrya kI taraha prakAzita karate haiM, amuka ke liye dIpaka jaisA prakAza dete haiN| jaisI jisakI yogyatA / varSA samAna hI hotI haiM / Apa ghar3e jitanA hI pAnI bhara sakate ho / varSA samAna hI hotI haiM / Apa khetameM jo bote ho use ugAtA haiM : gehUM ho yA bAjarA ! babUla ho yA Ama ! pAnI ko koI pakSapAta nahIM haiN| bhagavAna kI vANI ko bhI koI pakSapAta nahIM haiM / ApakI yogyatA ke anusAra vaha pariNAma pAtI haiM / __bhagavAna kI vANI se zrI saMghameM zakti kA saMcAra hotA haiN| Aja bhI vaha zakti kAma kara rahI haiM / bhagavAna bhale mokSameM gaye ho, zakti ke rUpameM yahIM para haiM / * bhagavAna hI abhaya Adi dete haiM / yahA~ bhagavAna kA svayaM kartRtva bhale gauNa ho, lekina bhakta ke lie bhagavAna kA kartRtva hI mukhya haiM / bhojana kI tarapha se svayaM kartRtva bhale gauNa ho / kyoMki bhojana banAne kI, cabAne kI, pacAne kI sabhI kriyAeM hamane hI kI haiM / bhojana svayaM kI tarapha (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000 0 189)

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se saMpUrNa niSkriya haiM / phira bhI bhojanane hI tRpti dI aisA hama nahIM mAnate ? pAnIne hI pyAsa bujhAI, aisA nahIM mAnate ? bhojana aura pAnI bagairahameM nimitta kI mahattA svIkArate haiM, mAtra bhagavAnameM isa bAta kA svIkAra nahIM karate haiM / bhagavAna bhale svayaM kI tarapha se niSkriya haiM, phira bhI hamAre lie yahI mukhya haiN| bhojana ke binA patthara ityAdi se bhUkha nahIM miTA sakate / pAnI ke binA peTrola Adi se pyAsa bujhA nahIM sakate / bhagavAna ke binA Apa anyase abhaya Adi nahIM prApta kara sakate / * zaraNAgati adbhuta padArtha haiM / guru ke pAsa kevalajJAna na ho phira bhI unakI zaraNameM AyA huA kevalajJAna prApta kara sakatA haiM / chadmastha gautamasvAmI ke 50 hajAra ziSya kevalajJAna prApta kara cUke the / guru kI zaraNa bhI itanA sAmarthya dhAraNa karatI ho to bhagavAna kI zaraNa kyA nahIM kara sakatI ? Apa kaheMge : to phira bhagavAna kI zaraNameM rahe hue gautamasvAmIne svayaM kevalajJAna kyoM nahIM pAyA ? gautamasvAmI ko bhagavAna kI bhakti hI itanI mIThI lagI thI ki unako kevalajJAna kI kucha par3I hI nahIM thI / 'mukti thI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI / ' isa paMkti ke ve jIvaMta dRSTAMta the / svayaM ke jIvana se zAyada hamAre jaise ko ve aisA samajhAnA cAhate haiM : Apa gurubhakti ke pIche saba kucha gauNa kareM / eka gurubhakti hogI to saba kucha mila jAyegA / * bhagavAna bhayabhIta prANIko abhaya Adi denevAle haiM / bAhara ke bhayoM se hI nahIM, aMdara ke rAga-dveSa Adi se jIva bahuta parezAna haiM / bAhara ke bhaya hairAna nahIM kara sakate, yadi aMdara rAga-dveSa na ho / rAga-dveSAdi hI mukhya vihvala karanevAle paribala haiM / jisake ye khatama ho gaye yA maMda ho gaye ve to cAhe jaise prasaMgameM abhaya rahate haiM, cAhe jaisI ghaTanAmeM svastha rahate haiM / mRtyu se bhI use bhaya nahIM hotA / AnaMdaghanajI kI taraha vaha bola sakatA haiM : 'aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge / ' jitane aMzameM bhagavAna kI zaraNAgati AtI jAye, utane aMzameM hama rAgAdi paribaloM se mukta hote jAte haiM / 190 www kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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zazikAMtabhAI : zaraNAgati to saMpUrNa hotI haiM na ? AMzika zaraNAgati kaise ho sakatI haiM ? pUjyazrI : aisA nahIM haiN| jIva svayaM kI yogyatA ke anusAra zaraNAgati svIkArate haiM / saMpUrNa zaraNAgati bahuta dUra kI cIja haiN| jyoM jyoM bhakta bhagavAna kI zaraNa svIkAratA jAtA haiM, tyoM tyoM vaha bhagavAna kI zakti kA anubhava karatA jAtA haiM, svayaM ke aMdara rAgAdi ko maMda hote dekhate jAtA haiM, cittameM prasannatA baDha rahI haiM, usakI use bhI pratIti hotI jAtI haiM / cittameM prasannatA kA saMbaMdha rAgAdi kI maMdatA ke sAtha haiM / rAgAdi kI maMdatA kA saMbaMdha zaraNAgati ke sAtha haiM / bhagavAna tattvadarzana dekara zaraNa dete haiM / bhagavAna kA tattva pAyA huA jIva isa lie hI bhayaMkara vyAdhi ke bIca bhI samAdhimeM magna hotA haiM, bhagavAna Apake hRdayameM tattvajJAna kI sthApanA karake zaraNa dete haiM, hAtha pakar3akara nahIM / , zuzrUSA Adi buddhi ke ATha guNoM se hI bhagavAna kA tattva pA sakate haiM / bhagavAna kA tattvajJAna Apa dUsaroM ko dete raho / bhakta kA yahI kAma hotA haiM : bhagavAna ke pAsa letA rahatA haiM aura jijJAsuoM ko detA rahatA haiM / buddhi ke ATha guNa yoM hI nahIM milate, mahApuNyodaya se milate haiM / buddhi kA ekeka guNa milatA jAtA haiM aura anaMta-anaMta pApa ke paramANuoM kA vigama hotA jAtA haiM, isa prakAra AgamapuruSa kahate haiM, aisA haribhadrasUrijI yahA~ kahate haiM / * saMskRta para gujarAtI TabbAoMvAlI (anuvAdavAlI) kRtiyAM bahuta hogI, lekina gujarAtI kRti para saMskRta TIkA ho vaisA eka hI graMtha haiM : 'dravya-guNa-paryAyano rAsa / ' 'jainomeM koI vidvattApUrNa graMtha nahIM haiM / jaina sAdhumAtra rAsa hI gAte haiM / ' jainetaroMne diye hue AkSepoM ke javAbameM yaha graMtha pU.upA.zrI yazovijayajIne banAyA thA / * mohanIya, jJAnAvaraNIya Adi cAroM ghAtI karmoM kA vigama hotA haiM, taba buddhi ke ATha guNa milate haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40mmooooooooooooooooo 191)

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ghAtI karmoM ke vigama ke binA bhI buddhi ke ATha guNa haiM, aisA lagatA haiM, kiMtu vaha AbhAsa samajheM / bAhara se samAna dikhatA haiM, lekina phalameM bahuta aMtara haiM / yahA~ nirmala buddhi kI bAta haiM / ghAtI karmoM kI maMdatA ke binA buddhimeM nirmalatA prakaTa nahIM hotI / mohayukta buddhi mahattvAkAMkSA se bharI hogI : maiM barAbara paDhUMgA to loga merI pUchatAcha kareMge, pUjA kareMge, nahIM paDhUMgA to kauna pUchegA ? karma- kSaya yA Atma- -zuddhi kA koI Azaya vahA~ dekhane nahIM milegA / isa bAta ko pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM ki anya adhyAtmika AcAryoMne (yogimArga praNetA avadhUta AcArya) svIkArI haiM / bIlImorAvAle jItubhAI zropha ke dvArA 'upadezadhArA'' pustaka milI haiM / zailI rocaka asarakAraka haiM / kathAvArtAlApa, sUtrAtmaka nirUpaNa, prakaraNa ke aMtameM vizeSa preraka pariccheda ityAdi atyaMta upayogI haiM / 1 pasaMdagI ke viSaya... mAnava jIvanameM udAtta bhAvanA aura guNoM ke vikAsameM pUraka bana sakate haiM / Apake sAhitya-saMpAdana ke bAremeM jAnA haiM / jaina gItA kAvyoM kA saMzodhana cala rahA haiM / usameM jJAnasAra gItAkA ApazrIne padyAnuvAda kiyA haiM usakI noTa kI haiM / DokaTara kavina zAha bIlImorA 192 kaLa www kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4

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vi.saM. 2043, aMjAra - kaccha 24-10-2000, maMgalavAra kArtika kRSNA 12 * bhagavAna kI ananya zaraNa lekara sAdhanA kareM to mokSa siddha kara denevAlI tAkata yahIM se hI milatI haiM I malinatA ke kAraNa citta caMcala rahatA haiM / malinatA moha ke kAraNa AtI haiM / malina citta bhagavAna kI zaraNa se hI nirmala banatA haiM / nirmalatA Ate hI citta sthira banane lagatA haiM / sthiratA kA saMbaMdha nirmalatA ke sAtha haiM / caMcalatA kA saMbaMdha malinatA ke sAtha haiM / caMcalatA para gharameM le jAtI haiM / nirmalatA sva-gharameM le jAtI haiM / Azcarya haiM / hama sva-gharameM hI jAnA nahIM cAhate haiM, para ghara ko hI sva-ghara mAna liyA haiM / 'piyA ! para ghara mata jAo / ' isa prakAra cetana ko sAmane rakhakara kahA gayA haiM / cetana abhI pudgala ke gharameM bhaTakatA haiM / bhagavAna kI zaraNa hI para-ghara se bacAkara sva-- gharameM sthira banAtI haiM / vinaya ko samajhane ke liye jisa taraha caMdAvijjhaya haiM / usI taraha zaraNAgati padArtha ko samajhane ke liye causaraNa payannA haiM kahe kalApUrNasUri 4888880 193 - 1

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* ajaina AtmaciMtaka avadhUta AcAryane kahA haiM : bhagavAna ke anugraha ke binA tattvazuzrUSA vagairaha buddhi ke guNa prakaTa nahIM hote / pAnI, dUdha aura amRta jaisA jJAna usase prakaTa nahIM hotaa| bhagavAna kI kRpA ke binA dharma sunane kI icchA, nIMda lAne ke lie rAjA kathA sunatA haiM usake jaisI haiM / viSaya-tRSNA ko dUra karanevAlA jJAna karma ke viziSTa kSayopazama se hI janma letA haiM / abhakSya (gomAMsa) aspRzya (cAMDAla sparza) kI taraha vaisA jJAna (viSaya-tRSNA ko baDhAnevAlA jJAna) ajJAna hI kahA jAtA haiM / bhagavAna kI zaraNAgati se hI saccA jJAna milatA haiM / sacce jJAna kI nizAnI yaha haiM : viSaya viSa jaise lagate haiM / avirati gaharI khAI haiM / yahAM siddhAcala para rAmapola ke pAsa gaharI khAI haiM na ? dekhate hI kaisA Dara lagatA haiM ? zaraNAgati kA artha yaha haiM : bhagavAna mere upara karuNAvRSTi kara rahe haiM, aisI anubhUti ho / zaraNAgata ke hRdayameM maitrI kI madhuratA hotI haiM, karuNA kI komalatA hotI haiM, pramoda kA paramAnaMda hotA haiM, mAdhyasthya kI mahaka hotI haiN| isase pratIti hotI haiM : mere upara bhagavAna kRpA barasA rahe haiN| * bhagavAna ko kucha arpaNa karane se hI bhagavAna kI tarapha se kRpA milatI haiM / kanyA sasurAla jAkara zaraNAgati svIkAratI haiM to use pati kI tarapha se saba kucha milatA haiM / pati ko vaha itanI samarpita ho jAtI haiM ki apane saMtAna ke pIche bhI vaha pati kA hI nAma lagAtI haiM / bhakta bhagavAna kI prItimeM svayaM kA nAma, bhaktimeM svayaM kA rUpa, vacanameM svayaM kA hRdaya aura asaMgameM svayaM kA Atmadravya bhagavAnameM milA detA haiM / bhagavAna ko Apa saMpUrNa samarpita bane usI samaya prabhu Apako svayaM kA saMpUrNa svarUpa samarpita kara dete haiM / / koThImeM rahe hue bIjameM vRkSa prakaTa ho nahIM sakatA / azaraNAgata AtmAmeM prabhu kabhI prakaTa nahIM ho sakate / (194 0wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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zaraNAgati ke binA moha kA sAmrAjya kabhI naSTa nahIM hotaa| mohameM bhI mithyAtva mohanIya bhayaMkara haiN| mithyAtva mohanIya se jIva AMkha hote hue bhI aMdhA banatA haiM / sabhI vAsanAoM kA mUla kAraNa mithyAtva kI aMdhatA haiM / isa aMdhatA ko miTAnevAle sadguru haiM, bhagavAna haiM / "pravacana aMjana jo sadguru kare, dekhe parama nidhAna' - pU. AnaMdaghanajI yaha saba banatA haiM usake bAda hI bodhi milatA haiM / zaraNAgati ke binA kabhI bodhi (samyagdarzana) milatA nahIM haiM / isalie hI 'saraNadayANaM' ke bAda 'bohidayANaM' likhA haiM / bhagavAna kA nirvANa kalyANaka (dIvAlI) aura nayA sAla najadIka A rahe haiM / dIvAlI aura naye sAla kA upahAra - prabhu kI tarapha se milA haiM, aisA mAne / (19) bohidayANaM / . bodhi yAne jinadharma kI prApti / tIna karaNa prApta karake rAgadveSa kI tIvra gAMTha kA bheda karake milatA samyagdarzana vaha bodhi haiM / jo zama-saMvegAdi lakSaNoM se jAnA jAtA haiM / anya darzanI ise (samyagdarzana ko) 'vijJapti' kahate haiM / samyagdarzana ke pahale hote tInoM karaNa samAdhi ke sUcaka haiN| samAdhimeM mana kI (vicAroM kI) mRtyu ho jAtI haiM, kiMtu upayoga kAyama rahatA haiM / * zarIra se khurAka kA patA cala jAtA haiM / 'pIno devadattaH divA na bhuGkte' 'puSTa devadatta dina ko nahIM khAtA / ' vaha bhale dinameM nahIM khAtA ho, para rAta ko to khAtA hI hogA / nahIM to itanI hRSTa-puSTatA kahA se ? hRSTa-puSTa AdamI yadi esA kahatA ho ki maiMne 200 upavAsa kiye haiM to nakkI kucha aisA samajheM / nahIM to upavAsa kA asara zarIra para kyoM na ho ? * zama-saMvega yaha mukhyatA kI dRSTi se krama haiM / utpatti kI dRSTi se yaha utkrama samajheM / isalie hI pahale AstikatA prakaTa hotI haiM / phira anukaMpAdi prakaTa hokara aMtameM zama prakaTa hotA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000000 195)

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abhaya Adi pAMcoM uttarottara phala ke rUpameM milate haiM / arthAt abhaya milA use cakSu milate haiM / cakSu mile use hI mArga milatA haiN| mArga milA use hI zaraNa milatI haiM / zaraNa milatI haiM use hI bodhi milatA haiM / abhaya na milA use cakSu nahIM hI milate / cakSu nahIM mile use mArga nahIM milatA / aisA uttarottara samajheM / abhaya hI cakSu kA, cakSu hI mArga kA, mArga hI zaraNa kA, zaraNa hI bodhi kA kAraNa banatA haiM / 'kahyu kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka milI / pustaka hAthameM lete hI usakI AkarSaka sajAvaTa aura vizeSa to sacoTa, sarala, gaMbhIra, alaukika lekhana-zreNi dekhakara pUrI pustaka eka sAtha paDha lene kA mana ho jAtA haiN| pU. AcAryadevakI vAcanAo - vyAkhyAnAdi kA adbhuta sAra, ApazrIne jo apanI kuzalatA se likhA haiM vaha bahuta hI adbhuta apratima haiM / ApakI yaha pustaka milenIyama rekArDa prApta kare yahI zubhecchA / - jatina, nikuMja baror3A hA (196wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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manapharA, vi.saM. 2056 25-10-2000, budhavAra kArtika kRSNA - 13 * haribhadrasUrijI kA prayatna bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna paidA karane ke lie haiM / bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna bhAva jAgRta huA to Age kI bhUmikAeM svayaM sulabha bana jAyeMgI / sainika, senApati aura rAjA ke bala se nirbhaya hokara lar3ate haiM / bhakta guru aura bhagavAna ke bala se nirbhaya banakara lar3atA haiM / bhakta ko bhaya kaisA ? bhagavAna kA sahArA lekara lar3anevAlA Aja taka kabhI hArA nahIM haiM / * koI bhI durvicAra Aye usakI guru ko jAna kareM, bhagavAna ko batAyeM / guru ke pAsa se upAya milate hI bhaya bhAga jaayegaa| * abhI bhale dravya se dIkSA mila gaI ho, para vAstavika pAtratA to abhaya, cakSu Adi ke krama se hI milegI / ___abhaya, cakSu AdimeM kramazaH kSayopazama-bhAva kI vRddhi hotI rahatI haiM / kSayopazama-bhAvameM na samajho to maiM kahUMgA : AtmA kI zuddhi baDhatI rahatI haiM / kSayopazama kI vRddhi niraMtara honI caahie| bIcameM aTaka jAo to nahIM calegA / sIDhiyoMmeM rukate-rukate calo to Upara kaba pahuMcoge ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 aasaoo oooooooooom 197)

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hamArI yaha takalIpha haiM : thor3A karake chor3a dete haiM / dharmakriyAmeM sAtatya nahIM rahatA / sAtatya ke binA siddhi kaisI ? . sAtatyaM siddhidAyakam / ___ kabhI-kabhI sAdhaka ekAMgI banate bhI takalIpha khar3I ho sakatI haiM / kabhI koI jJAnameM par3atA haiM to kriyA chor3a detA haiM / dhyAnameM DUbatA haiM to guru ko chor3a detA haiM / aise ekAMgI banane se bhI saphalatA nahIM hI milatI / / Atmazuddhi baDhatI jAye usakI nizAnI yaha haiM : cittameM prasannatA baDhatI jAtI haiM, jIvanameM madhuratA baDhatI jAtI haiM / isa dhRSTa AtmA ko bAra bAra samajhAyeMge to hI ThikAnA pdd'egaa| nahIM to jaldI pIghala jAye aisA yaha jIva nahIM haiM / khurAka Apa barAbara cabAo to zakti milatI haiM / mujhe svayaM ko vAparate eka ghaNTA lagatA haiM / tattvajJAna ko bhI isa taraha cabAo / arthAt ciMtana karo / to hI aMdara bhAvita banegA, phira AtmA pratikSaNa yAda AyegI / Akha kI kiMmata jyAdA yA dekhanevAlI AtmA kI ? paira kI kiMmata jyAdA yA calanevAlI AtmA kI ? kAna kI kiMmata jyAdA yA sunanevAlI AtmA kI ? jisake kAraNa yaha pUrI bArAta nikalI haiM, usa dulhe ko (AtmA ko) hama bhUla nahIM gaye haiM na ? * yahA~ paradarzanIya gopendra parivrAjaka ke zabda aMkita kiye haiN| gopendra parivrAjaka ko 'bhagavad gopendreNa' kahakara haribhadrasUrijIne sanmAna diyA haiM / kitanI vyApaka dRSTi haiM ? kitanI guNadRSTi ? gopendrane kahA haiM : jahA~ taka prakRti kA adhikAra ruke nahIM vahA~ taka dhRti, zraddhA, prazamabhAva, tattva-jijJAsA, vijJapti (bodhi) ityAdi guNa prakaTa nahIM hote / zAyada prakaTa hue dikhAI deM to vaha mAtra AbhAsa samajheM / asalI nahIM, nakalI guNa samajheM / / ___abhaya se dhRti, cakSu se zraddhA, mArga se prazamabhAva, zaraNa se tattva-jijJAsA aura vijJapti se bodhi lene haiM / mAtra zabdameM aMtara haiM / abhaya, cakSu, mArga, zaraNa aura bodhi ke dAna se hI ise upayogasaMpadA kahI gaI haiM / [198000oooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4)

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koI bhI vastu dUsare ko kAmameM AtI ho to hI usakA mUlya haiM / upayogameM na Aye to usakA kucha bhI mUlya hI nahIM haiM / dUsare ko upayogI banoge to hI Apake pAsa jo guNazakti ityAdi hoMge ve baDheMge / guru ziSya ko jJAna dete haiM to guru kA jJAna ghaTegA yA baDhegA ? * padArthameM rasa haiM, lekina jahA~ taka jIbha ke sAtha usakA saMsparza na ho vahA~ taka rasa kA anubhava kara nahIM sakate / bhagavAna karuNAsAgara haiM, anaMta guNoM ke bhaMDAra haiM, paraMtu hRdaya se jahA~ taka bhagavattA kA saMsparza nahIM hotA vahA~ taka usa bhagavattA kA anubhava nahIM hotA / bhagavAna ke 14 hajAra sAdhu, 36 hajAra sAdhvIjI, 1 lAkha 59 hajAra zrAvaka, 3 lAkha 18 hajAra zrAvikAoMne bhagavAna kI bhagavattA kA anubhava kiyA thA / bhagavattA kI anubhUti ke binA hama sacce arthameM saMgha ke sabhya bana nahIM sakate / t 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka ke karIbana 875 peja paDhe haiM, kiMtu... isameM se bahuta jAnane milatA haiM, jAne hue para zraddhA bar3hatI haiM, bhakti kI umaMga jAgRta hotI haiM / thor3A-thor3A paDhakara usa para vicAra kara, barAbara samajhakara, jIvanameM lAne kA prayatna karatA hUM / ApazrI kA khUba - khUba upakAra / rAyacaMda, beMgalora kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 - 0000 199

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pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI ke sAtha, surata, vi.saM. 2048 27-10-2000, zukravAra kArtika kRSNA 30 - ( 20 ) dhammadayANaM / * sAkSAt bhagavAna mila bhI jAye to bhI kyA huA ? bhagavAna ko pahacAnane ke liye A~kha cAhie / 363 pAkhaMDI bhI bhagavAna ko sunate haiM, para sunane ke bAda kahate haiM kyA ? 'yaha to ADaMbara haiM, ADaMbara ! ADaMbara se prabhAvita mata honA / ' gozAlaka aisA hI kahatA thA na ? mahAvIra ko maiM pahale se pahacAnatA hUM / maiM jaba sAthameM thA taba vaha saccA sAdhaka thA / aba to vAtAvaraNa taddana badala cUkA haiM, na sAdhanA rahI haiM, na tapazcaryA ! aba to devAMganAeM nAcatI haiM, cAmara Dhole jAte haiM ! siMhAsana para baiThatA haiM / vItarAgI ko aisA ThATha-bATha kaisA ? bhagavAna milane ke bAda bhI bhagavAna ko pahacAnanevAlI AMkha pAsa meM na ho to kucha milegA nahIM / isalie hI vIravijayajI kahate haiM : yogAvaMcaka prANiyA, phala letAM rIjhe; puSkarAvartanA meghamAM, magazela na bhIMje / bhagavAna kI dezanA sunate yogAvaMcaka AtmA ko hI AnaMda 200 0000 kahe kalApUrNasUri -

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AtA haiM / bhavAbhinaMdI to magazela patthara haiM / puSkarAvarta jaisI dezanA bhI use bhIgA nahIM sakatI / bahumAna ke binA Apa bhagavAna kI dezanA suno to bhI vyartha haiM / jisa kRti kA bhI Apako rahasya samajhanA ho to usake kartA ke prati bahumAna honA hI cAhie pU. devacaMdrajI ityAdi ke upara bahumAna na ho to unakI kRtiyoM kA hArda samajhameM nahIM hI AyegA / bahumAna mukti kA dvAra haiM / guNAnurAga kulakameM vahA~ taka likhA haiM : guNa - bahumAnIko tIrthaMkara taka kI padaviyAM bhI durlabha nahIM haiM / ahaMkAra nAza hue binA guNAnurAga prakaTa nahIM hotA / bhagavAna kI sabase bar3I kRpA hamAre ahaMkAra ko naSTa karate haiM, vaha haiM / indrabhUti kA ahaMkAra haTane ke bAda hI ve bhagavAna kI bhagavattA dekha sake / ahaMkAra haTane ke bAda hI dharma-zravaNa kI yogyatA prakaTa hotI haiM / ahaMkAra kA AvaraNa jyoM jyoM dUra hotA jAtA haiM tyoM tyoM Apako sAmanevAle vyakti ke guNa dikhate jAte haiM / jyoM jyoM guNa dikhate haiM tyoM tyoM usake prati bahumAna prakaTa hotA jAtA haiM, ve ve guNa Apake aMdara prakaTa hote jAte haiM / doSa turaMta A jAte haiM, guNa jaldI nahIM Ate, usakA eka hI kAraNa haiM : hRdayameM doSoM kI tarapha pakSapAta haiM, bahumAna haiM, guNoM kI tarapha nahIM haiM / vyAkaraNa, kAvya, koza ityAdi kyoM paDhane haiM ? vyAkaraNa, vyAkaraNa ke liye nahIM paDhanA haiM, kAvya kAvya ke lie nahIM paDhanA haiM, kiMtu AgamameM praveza karane ke lie yaha saba paDhanA haiM / AgamakA jJAna bhI AtmajJAna prApta karane ke lie paDhanA haiM prakaraNa graMtha to AgamarUpI samudrameM jAne ke lie nAva samAna haiM / mAtra prakaraNa graMtha paDhakara ruka nahIM jAnA haiM, Agama- - samudra kA avagAhana karanA haiM / I saMpUrNa Agama paDha na sakeM zAyada, AgamAnusArI jIvana jI na sake zAyada, para usakI icchA paidA ho jAya to bhI kAma ho jAye / icchAyoga bhI mAmUlI vastu nahIM haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 4 201

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* bhagavAna dezanA dvArA dharma (zrAvaka-sAdhu ko cAritra dharma) dete haiM / zrAvaka dharma aura sAdhu dharma kise kahate haiM ? haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM : (zrAvaka dharmaH) aNuvratAdyupAsakapratimAgatakriyAsAdhyaH sAdhudharmAbhilASAtizayarUpaH AtmapariNAmaH, sAdhudharmaH punaH sAmAyikAdigatavizuddhakriyAbhivyaGgyaH sakalasattvahitAzayAmRtalakSaNaH svapariNAma eva / bAraha aNuvrata, gyAraha pratimA Adi kriyAoM se sAdhya, sAdhu dharma kI abhilASArUpa AtmapariNAma vaha zrAvaka dharma / sAmAyikAdigata zuddha kriyA se abhivyakta hotA sakala jIvoM kA hita ho vaise vicAroM se bharA huA AtmapariNAma vaha sAdhudharma haiN| ___ 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka kA paThana zuru kiyA haiM / bahuta hI AnaMda AtA haiM / paThana Age baDhatA haiM tyoM tyoM prasannatAmeM vRddhi hotI haiM / aisI acchI-uttama pustaka bhejane ke lie Apake pAsa merA namra kRtajJatAbhAva vyakta karatA huuN| paramAtmA ko akSara-deha dekara, ina akSaroM ko mokSa kI paMktimeM biThA diye haiM / - lalitabhAI rAjakoTa (202 600a0ooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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TOTRAININDIANORATINABAR NON A RRIOUS pU. bhadraMkarasUrijI evaM pU. jaMbUvijayajI ke sAtha pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2047,zaMkhezvara 28-10-2000, zanivAra kArtika zuklA - 1, vi.saM. 2057 nUtana varSa prAraMbha... Aja se naye varSa kA prAraMbha ho rahA haiM / caturvidha saMgha kI ArAdhanA nirvighna ho isalie hamAre yahA~ navasmaraNa sunAne kI paraMparA haiM / pavitra girirAja kI chAyAmeM nUtana varSa kA mAMgalika sunanA parama saubhAgya mAneM / dhyAna se suneM / ina zabdoMmeM aisI tAkata haiM, jo jIvana ko maMgalamaya banAtI (nava smaraNa ke bAda) pUjya AcAryadeva zrI vijayakalAprabhasUrijI : __ bhagavAna ke prati bhakti bhAva se zrI gautamasvAmI anaMta labdhidhara bane the| zrI gautamasvAmI sabake hRdayameM base hue haiN| unakA nAma maMgalarUpa ginA jAtA haiM / unakA nAma lene mAtra se vighna dUra hote haiM, kArya saphala hote haiM / gautamasvAmI ke pAsa saba se bar3I labdhi samarpaNa kI thii| anaMta labdhi kA mUla bhagavAna ke prati samarpaNabhAva thA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000000 203)

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pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : Aja nUtana varSameM navasmaraNa, gautamasvAmI kA rAsa ityAdi sunA / sarva vighnoM ko nAza karanevAle navasmaraNa pAsameM hone para bhI hama dUsarI jagaha daur3ate haiM / kucha smaraNa to saMgha ko nirvighna ArAdhanA karAne ke lie hI race hue haiM / uvasaggaharaMmeM bhagavAna ke pAsa gaNadharoM kI yAcanA haiM : he bhagavan ! mujhe bodhi do / sacamuca hI bhagavAna ke prabhAva ke binA gaNadharoM ko bhI bodhi nahIM milatI / koThImeM rahA huA bIja apane Apa nahIM ugatA, usI taraha bhagavAna ke binA hamArI bhagavattA kabhI nahIM hI prakaTa hotI / aneka janmoMmeM ekatrita kiye hue puNya se hI aisA dharma, aise bhagavAna mile haiM / kaisI bhUmikA para hama A gaye ? hameM saMyama milA / Apako isakI abhilASA milI / yaha kama bAta haiM ? bhaviSya ke sAdhu Adi saMghameM se hI hoMge na ? isalie hI saMgha guNaratnoM kI khAna haiM, bhagavAna ke lie namanIya haiM / Aja ke dina ko maMgalamaya banAnA ho to Apa koI bhI niyama avazya leM / Apa pratijJA leMge vahI guru-dakSiNA hogI / 204 mAna sarovara kA haMsa gaMde pAnImeM muMha nahIM DAlatA, vaha motI cugatA hai, usI taraha sAdhaka - jJAnI saMsAra ke vyAvahArika prayojana karane par3e to hI karate haiM, paraMtu use prAdhAnya nahIM dete, paraMtu jJAnI ke mArga para calate haiM, jinAjJA ko anusarate haiM / 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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pravacana dete hue pUjyazrI NeDEOHINDISANIm m m 28-10-2000, zanivAra kArtika zuklA - 1, vi.saM. 2057 * aneka janmoM ke ekatrita kie hue puNyodaya se yaha zAsana milA haiM / zAsana ke prati bahumAna jage vaha mokSa kI nizAnI haiM / sarva guNoMmeM mukhya guNa bhagavAna aura bhagavAna ke zAsana ke prati bahumAna bhAva jaganA vaha haiN| bhagavAna para bahumAna arthAt bhagavAna kI aciMtya zakti aura bhagavAna ke anaMta guNoM para bahumAna haiM / zAstroM dvArA bhagavAna kI mahattA jJAta ho tyoM tyoM hamArI AtmA jyAdA se jyAdA namra banatI jAtI haiM / isase puNya puSTa hotA rahatA haiM, AtmA zuddha hotI rahatI haiM / bacapanameM bhagavAna hameM kaise lagate the? jIva vicAra Avazyaka sUtroM ke artha jAnane ke bAda bhagavAna kI pahacAna vizeSa huI na? arihaMta ke bAraha, siddha ke ATha ityAdi guNa jAnane para inake prati vizeSa bahumAna hotA gayA / aise bhagavAna ke Agama kaise hoMge ? unheM jAnane kI icchA baDhatI gaI / bahumAna do prakAra ke haiM : (1) hetu bahumAna : bhagavAna ke atizaya ityAdi para bahumAna / (2) satya bahumAna : bhagavAna kI Atma-saMpatti para bahumAna / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000000000000000000000 205)

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indrabhUti ko prathama to hetu-bahumAna hI huA thA / phira AtmasaMpatti jAnane para satya bahumAna utpanna huA thA / / ___ hetu satya bahumAna thI re, jina sevyA zivarAja / ' - pU. devacaMdrajI jitanA bahumAna svayaM aura svayaM kI zaktioM para haiM, utanA bahumAna bhagavAna para kahA~ haiM ? ahaM ko itanA bar3A banA diyA haiM ki hameM saba kucha choTA lagatA haiM / kisI ko namana karane kA mana nahIM hotA / maiM aura kisI ko namana karUM ? hada ho gaI ! aisA vicAra bAhubalI jaise ko bhI A gayA thA / caramazarIrI ko bhI aisA vicAra rukAvaTa detA ho to hama kisa vAr3I ke mUle? unhoMne to ahaM ko dUra kara diyA / hama ahaM ko puSTa kara rahe saMjvalana ahaM 15 dina se jyAdA nahIM TikatA / jIvanabhara ahaM rahatA ho to vaha anaMtAnubaMdhI nahIM kahalAtA ? bhagavAna ke Age bhI ahaM na jAye to dUsare kahAM jAyegA ? * Aja nayA varSa haiM / yahA~ Aye tabase (caitra mahine se) lagabhaga vAcanA cAlU rahI tabIyata ke kAraNa zAyada kisI dina baMdha rahI ho to alaga bAta haiM / maiM to roja ginA karatA hUM : kitanA samaya gayA ? aba kitane rahe ? maiMne 1980meM janma liyA / zAyada maiM 100 sAla bhI rahUM to bhI 24 varSa se jyAdA na rahUM na ? .. pUjya hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : 24 to pakke na ? Apa to vacanasiddha na ? __ pUjyazrI : vacanasiddha zAyada hoUM to bhI dUsaroM ke lie, mere lie nahIM / isa para se preraNA lenI haiM / maraNa kI vicAraNA bhI kitane sAre anarthoM se bacA detI haiM ? mujhe yAda nahIM haiM : maiMne bacapanameM koI jhagar3A kiyA ho / na jhagar3A karanA AtA haiM, na karAnA AtA haiM / (20680wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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pUjya hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : jhagar3A zamAnA AtA haiM / pUjyazrI : kitaneka aise bhI hote haiM ki jhagar3A na bhI zamA saku~ / usa samaya maiM merI azakti aura merI khAmI dekhatA hUM ! usa samaya maiM yAda karatA hUM : 'savve jIvA kammavasa' ___ 'yena janena yathA bhavitavyam tad bhavatA durvAraM re' jisa AdamI kI jaisI bhavitavyatA ho use bhagavAna roka nahIM sake, samajhA nahIM sake, vahA~ hama kauna ? * bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna kI mAtrA se hI hamArA saMsAra dIrgha haiM yA alpa haiM, yaha jAna sakate haiN| jisa jJAna ko prApta karane varSoM taka mehanata karate haiM vaha bhakti se sahajameM mila jAtA haiM, aisA merA anubhava haiM / sUtra sAmane Ate hI isakA rahasya samajhameM A jAtA haiM, isameM maiM prabhu kI kRpA dekhatA huuN| jaba bahuta TenzanameM hoUM (audayika bhAva to haiM na?) taba aise sUtra, zloka ityAdi bahuta hI upayogI banate haiM / ___ / hama sUtra, zloka Adi paDhe sahI, paraMtu upayoga kitanA karate haiM ? hamArI yahI pUMjI haiM / koI vyApArI yadi pUMjI kA dhyAna na rakhe to usakA 'TAparA' (chappara) uDa jAye / mRtyu ke samaya yahI kAmameM AyegA / koI poTale, pustaka yA ziSya ityAdi kAma nahIM AyeMge / nakkI kara lo : isa janmameM samyagdarzana prApta karanA hI haiN| pUjya hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : isake lie korsa batA diijie| ekAdha varSameM prApta kara leMge / pUjyazrI : yaha to mere hAthameM kahA~ haiM ? eka yathApravRttikaraNa kA hI korsa itanA laMbA haiM ki zAyada anaMtA janma bhI nikala jAye / carama yathApravRttakaraNa Ane ke bAda hI samyagdarzana kI pUrvabhUmikA kA nirmANa hotA haiM / jahA~ taka hRdaya kI dharatI jotakara taiyAra na kareM vahA~ taka bIja kA bonA kaise ho sakatA haiM ? Aja subahameM hI maiMne bAta kI thI : koThImeM rahA huA bIja nahIM UgatA usI taraha bhagavAna ke binA AtmA paramAtmA nahIM bntii| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400omomooooooooomww00 207)

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anAja kI vRddhi karanI ho to bonA hI par3atA haiM itanA to kisAna bhI jAnatA haiM / bIje vRkSa anaMtatA re, prasare bhU-jala yoga; tima muja Atama saMpadA re / - pU. devacaMdrajI hamArI zakti para hI itane mustAka haiM ki kabhI bhagavAna yA guru ke samakSa jhukate hI nahIM / name kauna ? bhagavAna ke guNa sarvatra vyApta haiM / ina guNoM kA dhyAna karate samApatti hotI haiM / svayaM ke jJAnAdi ko bhagavAna ke guNoMmeM ekameka banA denA vaha samApatti kahI jAtI haiM / pAnImeM dUdha mila gayA phira pAnI kahA~ rahA ? vaha dUdha bana gayA / isa taraha AtmA kahA~ rahI ? vaha svayaM bhagavAna bana gayI / usa samaya dhyAtA ko apUrva AnaMda AtA haiM / aisA bhAva isa janmameM mila sakatA haiM / pUrI saMbhAvanA haiM / phira bhI isake lie prayatna bhI kauna karatA haiM ? mAlA - kAyotsarga ityAdi kaba karane ? nIMda Aye taba / bUDhA AdamI kuTuMbameM bekAra ginA jAtA haiM, usI taraha kAyotsarga Adi kI prakriyA hamane ekadama bekAra ginI haiM / isa janmameM agara nahIM kareMge to kaba kareMge ? girirAja kI godameM nUtana varSameM aisA saMkalpa nahIM kareM to kaba kareMge ? 'niMdA ke samaya AgababUlA ho jAnevAlA, bAta-bAtameM gussA karanevAlA maiM hUM / aba mujhe badalanA haiM / bhagavAna kI bhakti ke prabhAva se maiM badalUMgA hI / ' aisA saMkalpa karo / bhagavAna kI bhakti ke prabhAva se jIvoM ke prati adveSa prakaTa hotA hI haiM / 'sarve te priyabAndhavAH na hi ripuriha ko'pi ' zAMtasudhAra saba tere priyabaMdhu haiM / yahA~ kauna zatru haiM ? aisA saba, bhagavAna kI bhakti, bhagavAna ke zAstra sIkhAte haiM / moha ke sAmane ye vicAra zastroM kA kAma kareMge / zatru AkramaNa karate ho taba zastra bAhara nahIM nikAlanevAlA hAra jAtA haiM / hama zastra bAhara nahIM nikAlakara bahuta bAra hAre haiM / 208 WWW kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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* cAritra-dharma kitanA durlabha haiM ? samiti-gupti, pAMca-mahAvrata yaha vyavahAra cAritra haiM / yaha vyavahAra cAritra hI bhAva cAritra kA kAraNa banegA / yaha vyavahAra cAritra haiM / aMdara bhAva cAritra ke lie pAlanA haiM, yaha nahIM bhUlanA cAhie / dhyeya bhUla gaye to vyavahAra cAritra kucha kara nahIM sakatA / 'jANa cAritra te AtamA, zaddha svabhAvamAM ramato re; lezyA zuddha alaMkaryo, moha-vane navi bhamato re / ' pU. upA. yazovijayajI - navapada pUjA yaha bhAva cAritra haiM / pU. haribhadrasUrijI to cAritra ke bAremeM kahate haiM : sakalasattvahitAzayAmRtalakSaNaH svapariNAma eva / sarva jIvoM ke prati hitapUrNa AzayarUpa amRta lakSaNa AtmA kA pariNAma hI cAritra haiM / AdhAkarmI Adi doSameM jIvoM kI kitanI kilAmaNA hogI? maiM samiti Adi barAbara nahIM pAlUM to jIvoM kI kitanI virAdhanA hogI ? - aisA hI Azaya sAdhu ke hRdayameM hotA haiM / / hamAre pU. ratnAkarasUrijI kabhI doSita ukAlA lenA par3e to rote the / yaha ukAlA lene hameM unheM manAne par3ate the / __abhI to cha-cha mahine joga karanevAle, joga pUre hote hI navakArasImeM baiTha jAte dekhane ko milate haiM / pUjya hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : taba padavI kA lakSa thA na ? pUjyazrI : bAhya padavI ke lie prayatna karo usake bajAya mokSa-padavI ke lie prayatna karo to kAma ho jAye / pAMca padavIyAM haiM, unameM sAdhu-padavI mila jAye to bhI kAma ho jAye / 170 jina ke samaya pUre vizvameM 90 araba sAdhu hote haiM / abhI bhI vizvameM do karor3a kevalI aura do araba muni haiM / kevalI ke bAda turaMta hI munioM kI saMkhyA kI bAta jagaciMtAmaNimeM kI haiM / bolo, yaha muni-padavI kitanI UMcI ginI gaI haiM ? yahAM jitane naye dIkSita haiM, jo zloka Adi kaMThastha karane meM samartha haiM, ve saMkalpa kareM : 'isa sAla itane zloka kaMThastha karane (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Womoooooooooooooom 209)

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haiM / ' vi.saM. 2039 ke ahamadAbAda cAturmAsa ke samaya naye varSameM yaha bAta maiMne kI thI taba eka sAdhvIjIne 11 hajAra naye zloka kaMThastha karane kI bAdhA lI thI / aura vaha pUrNa bhI kI / kaunakauna se graMtha kaMThastha kiye usakA pUrA lisTa hama para bhejA thA / dinameM dasa miniTa bhI svAdhyAyameM saMpUrNa ekAkAra bana gaye to bhI kAma ho jAye / paraMtu isake lie 10 ghaNTe kI mahenata cAhie / aNuvisphoTa yoM hI nahIM hotA / aba darzana kI zuddhi ke lie kahUM / bhaktoM ke lie samaya Apa bahuta nikAlate ho, bhagavAna ke lie kitanA nikAlate ho ? maiM mAtra bolatA nahIM / aisA karake bolatA huuN| Apa jAnate ho : bhakti ke lie maiM kitanA samaya nikAlatA huuN| __ bhaktimeM samaya jAtA haiM; aisA maiM nahIM mAnatA / maiM to aisA mAnatA hUM : yahI samaya saphala banatA haiM / yaha saba bala bhagavAna hI pUrA karate haiM / nahIM to mujhameM kyA zakti ? cAritrameM jayaNA ityAdi ke liye prayatnazIla baneM / ratnatrayI zuddha banegI to mana zuddha banegA / ratnatrayI kI ArAdhanAmeM tatpara bano aisI Ajake naye varSa ke dina zubhecchA haiM / Apa abhigraha loge to vahI utkRSTa guru-dakSiNA hogI / abhigraha pUrA karo taba mujhe avazya vidita kareM / * saMgItakAra : azoka gemAvata Aja naye varSa ke dina AzIrvAda lene AyA hUM, khuda gADI calAkara AyA hUM / bahuta gIta banAye haiM, gurudeva ke / Aja jo mujhe pasaMda haiM, vaha bolUMgA / jo jinazAsana ke kAja kara diyA, arpaNa jIvana sArA kalApUrNasUrijI hamArA... phalodI nagarameM janma liyA haiM, pAbudAna kA pyArA khammAdevI kA pyAra milA, akSaya haiM A~khoM kA tArA / guru tIsa varSa kI vayameM bana gaye, zAsana kA sitArA kalApUrNasUrijI hamArA... (210 80000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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svAdhyAya magnatA 29-10-2000, ravivAra kArtika zuklA 2, vi.saM. 2057 * ( 20 ) dhammadayANaM / tIrtha aura tIrthaMkara donoM taraNa tAraNa jahAja haiN| isakA artha yaha huA ki caturvidha saMgha kA pratyeka sabhya bhI taraNa - tAraNa jahAja haiM / subuddhi maMtrIne svayaM ke rAjAko jaina dharmapremI banAyA thA aisA ullekha AtA haiM / mayaNAne zrIpAla ko dharmameM jor3A thA / buddha-bodhita saba, sAdhuoM se pratibodhita hote haiM / sAdhvIjI se bhI pratibodhita hote haiM / isalie caturvidha saMgha kA ekeka sabhya taraNa tAraNa jahAja kA kArya kara rahA haiM / 1 yogyatA Ane ke bAda dharma Ate samaya nahIM lagatA / guru kahIM se bhI A hI jAte haiM / na Aye to deva bhI veSa de dete haiN| raNasaMgrAmameM ajitasena rAjA ko vairAgya huA to devoMne veSa diyA thA / yadyapi pUrvajanmameM guru bhagavAna ityAdi kAraNa to the hI / hRdayameM bhagavAna ke prati anurAga jagane para turaMta hI bhagavAna kI tarapha se bahatA anugraha kA pravAha hamAre aMdara Ane lagatA hI haiM / kAzI meM paDhakara Aye hue, bar3e vAdIoM ko harAnevAle mahAna tArkika pU. upA. yazovijayajI jaise jaba bhagavAna kI bhakti ko kahe kalApUrNasUri 4wwwwwwwwwww 211

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sArabhUta ginAte ho taba vicArane jaisA nahIM kyA ? AgamoddhAraka pU. sAgarajIne kahA thA : upA. yazovijayajI ke graMthoMmeM se eka akSara kI bhI bhUla nahIM nikala sakatI / ve to haribhadrasUrijI ke avatAra the / rAga yoM hI nahIM miTatA / kAMTA kAMTe se jAtA haiM, usI taraha rAga rAga se jAtA haiM / saMsAra ke rAga ko prabhu ke rAgameM badalanA, yahI bhakti kA bIja haiM / bhagavAna ke upara bahumAna jage to bhagavAna ke vacana ke Upara bhI bahumAna jagatA hI haiM / 'savve jIvA na haMtavvA' yaha bhagavAna kA vacana haiM / isalie hI bhakti Akhira virati tarapha le jAtI haiM / (21) dhammadesayANaM / . bhagavAna jIvoM kI bhavyatA (yogyatA) ke anusAra dezanA dete haiM, yogyatA se jyAdA nhiiN| AnaMda Adi zrAvakoM ke lie bhagavAnane kabhI sarvavirati kA Agraha nahIM rakhA / bhagavAna dezanAmeM kyA kahate hoMge? haribhadrasUrijIne diyA huA namUnA dekho : pradIptagRhodarakalpo'yaM bhavaH / yaha pUrA saMsAra jalatA huA ghara haiM / haidarAbAdameM maiM choTA thA taba pAMca maMjila kI eka thiyeTarameM nIce Aga lagI thI / pAMcavIM maMjila para loga sinemA dekha rahe the / usa samaya loga kyA kareMge ? sinemA dekhane ko baiTheMge yA bacane kI kozIza kareMge ? saMsAra jalatA ghara haiM / aisA abhI lagA nahIM haiM / lage to eka kSaNa bhI kaise raha sakate haiM ? cAroM tarapha se bhaya lagatA ho tabhI sacce arthameM zaraNa svIkArane kA mana hotA haiM / ___ mujhe svayaM ko gRhasthAvasthAmeM do-cAra varSa taka aisA anubhava huA thA / saMsArameM rahatA thA para vedanA pArAvAra ! cha kAya kI hiMsA kahA taka karanI ? manameM nitya vedanA rahatI thI / aise bhAva ke sAtha dIkSA lI ho to yahA~ Ane ke bAda cha kAyake prati kitanA prema ubhare ? (212 80mmonommoooooooooos kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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nivAsaH zArIrAdiduHkhAnAm / * yaha saMsAra to zArIrika Adi duHkhoM kA nivAsa haiM / madrAsameM the taba aise bahuta kesa dekhane ko milate, jo dekhate hRdaya kApa uThatA thA / ATha varSa ke bAlaka kI kIDanI phela ! eka varSa ke bAlaka ke hRdaya kA vAlva kAma na kareM ! kisI bAlaka ko poliyo ! hama saba roga lekara hI janma lete haiM / roga nahIM AtA yaha mahApuNyodaya mAneM / * ayogya jIva thor3A samajhadAra hotA haiM aura mAtA-patA ko chor3a detA haiM / ayogya vidvAna hotA haiM aura guru ko chor3a detA haiM / ayogya pUjanIya ho jAya to bhagavAna ko chor3ate bhI samaya kitanA ? rohagupta, jamAli ityAdine aisA hI kiyA thA na ? jina bhagavAnane dIkSA dI, 11 aMga paDhAye, una bhagavAna kA eka vAkya mAnate kyA takalIpha thI? kiMtu mithyAtva-yukta abhimAna aMdara baiThA hotA haiM na ? vaha aise nahIM hone detA / / * mere parama upakArI pU. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ke pravacanoM se hI mujhe saMsAra se vairAgya huA thA / ve aisA vairAgya prApta karAne meM ati kuzala the / rAjanAMdagAMvameM pU. rUpavijayajI ke pAsa unake jaina pravacana Ate the / gujarAtI nahIM AtI hone para bhI vaha paDhane ke lie prayatna karatA thA / vaha paDhakara mujhe saMsAra se vairAgya huA thA / ___ haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM : na yukta iha viduSaH pramAdaH, yataH atidurlabheyaM mAnuSAvasthA / yahA~ vidvAnoM ko thor3A bhI pramAda karane jaisA nahIM haiM / kyoMki yaha manuSya-avasthA durlabha haiM / * yogadRSTi samuccayameM khAsa likhA haiM : arthI ko hI yaha graMtha deN| isa lalita vistarA ke lie bhI pahale yogyatA batAI huI haiN| vyApArI mAla kise detA haiM ? jarUra ho use hI / jabaradastI dene jAya to kiMmata ghaTAnI pdd'e| cAlAka vyApArI grAhaka ke hRdayameM icchA karAtA haiN| . pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI : Apane yaha saba kiyA thA ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Boooooooooooooooo 213)

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pUjyazrI : kiyA huA nahIM to jAnA huA to haiM hI / na jAneM to ina vaNikoM ko kaise samajhA sakU? Akhira to hama vaNika ke guru hI na ? atidurlabhA iyaM mAnuSAvasthA / yahA~ se jAne ke bAda phira yaha avatAra milanA hamAre hAthameM haiM ? Apa bhagavAna ke pAsa bodhi mAMgo para kucha bhI ArAdhanA karo nahIM to usa AdamI ke jaise mUrkha ho, jo thAlImeM rahA huA khAtA nahIM haiM aura bhaviSya ke bhojana ke lie yAcanA karatA rahatA haiM / gautamasvAmI pramAdI the isa lie bhagavAna use bArabAra kahate the, aise to nahIM lagatA haiM na ? bhagavAna gautamasvAmI ke mAdhyama se samagra vizva ko kahate the / yaha vAcanA mere lie hI kahI jA rahI haiM, aisA mAnakara sunoge to hI kalyANa hogA / mujhe to ekeka kSaNa kI ciMtA haiN| Apako na ho yaha ho sakatA haiM / Apa choTI vaya ke hai na ? abhI bahuta jInA haiM / saca na ? pradhAnaM paralokasAdhanam / aisI uMcI kakSA para pahuMcane ke bAda isa loka kI hI vAha vAhameM par3e rahe, paraloka kI thor3I bhI ciMtA na kI to phira hogA kyA ? isa jIvana ko paralokapradhAna banAnA hI rahA / pariNAmakaTavo viSayAH / pAMcoM indriyoM ke viSaya pariNAma se kaTu phalavAle haiM / ina indriyoM ke viSayoMmeM yadi lipta hue to sAdhanA kaise hogI ? viprayogAntAni satsaGgatAni / __ saMyoga mAtra ke nIce viyoga chipA huA haiN| saMyogameM AnaMda mAnA to viyogameM AkraMda karanA hI par3egA / hameM iSTa ke viyoga duHkhakara lagate haiM, paraMtu saMyoga hI iSTa na mAnA ho to viyoga duHkharUpa lagate? pAtabhayAturamavijJAtapAtamAyuH / / isa AyuSya kA bulabulA cAhe taba phUTa sakatA haiM / roja kitane-kitane kA maraNa sunate haiM ? hamArI mRtyu ke samAcAra bhI koI sunegA, yaha vicAra AtA haiM ? (21400mmmmmmoooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri-4)

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svAdhyAya magnatA 30-10-2000, somavAra kArtika zuklA kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 - - * gRhasthoM ke lie tIna yA pAMca, lekina sAdhuoM ke lie sAta bAra caityavaMdana kA vidhAna haiM / samyagdarzana kI zuddhi ke lie yaha vidhAna haiM / samyagdarzana na AyA ho to milatA haiM / milA ho to vizuddha banatA haiM / 3 - mokSa hamArA aMtima sAdhya haiM, lekina vaha to yaha deha chUTane ke bAda, para isI janmameM sAdhane jaisA kyA haiM ? sAmAyika samatA bhAva / samatA bhAva yadi na sAdha sake to mokSa nahIM sAdha sakeMge / samatA to hI milegI yadi bhagavAna kI bhakti hogI / isalie hI sAmAyika ke bAda cauvisattho Adi haiM / samatA sva-bala se nahIM milatI, isake lie bhagavAna ko prArthanA karanI par3atI haiM / isalie hI cauvisattho Adi Avazyaka haiM / rAjA ke yahA~ kAma karanevAlA jaise bojha utAratA haiM, usI taraha hama Avazyaka pUre kara dete haiM, kiMtu isameM hI sAdhanA kA arka samAyA haiM, vaha nahIM samajhate / chaH AvazyakoMmeM sAmAyika tRpti haiM / dUsare pAMca bhojana haiM / bhojana ke binA tRpti kaise milegI ? zarIra ko tRpti bhojana LakaLa 215

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se milatI haiM / AtmA ko tRpti cauvisattho Adi se milatI haiM / zarIra kA bhojana kabhI bhUlate nahIM / AtmA kA bhojana kabhI yAda nahIM AtA / yaha hamArI bar3I karuNatA haiM / bArAtameM gaye ho aura dulhe ko hI bhUla jAo ? yahA~ dulhA (AtmA) hI bhUla gaye haiN| prabhu kI mudrA dekhakara sva-AtmA yAda AtI haiM : oha ! merA sAdhya yaha haiM / merA bhaviSya haiM / mere vikAsa kI parAkASThA yaha haiM / mujhe bhagavAna bananA haiM / ekabAra aisI gaharI ruci prakaTane ke bAda dUsarA saba apane Apa ho jAyegA / (21) dhammadesayANaM : avinIta putrako pitA kI saMpatti nahIM miltii| hama avinIta ho to bhagavAna kI saMpatti kaise prApta kara sakeMge ? vinIta banate hI bhagavAna kI tarapha se eka ke bAda eka bheTa milane lagatI haiM / abhaya, cakSu, mArga, zaraNa, bodhi ityAdi saba kucha / sacamuca to bhagavAna dene ke lie taiyAra hI haiN| bhagavAna mAtra hamArI yogyatA kI pratIkSA kara rahe haiN| jisa gharameM (saMsArameM) maiM hUM vaha jala rahA haiM / aisA jAnane ke bAda sote hue AdamI ke binA koI vahA~ raha nahIM sakatA / hama sote hue haiM yA jAgRta haiM ? saMsAra kI isa Aga ko siddhAMta-vAsanA ke balavAlI dharmamegha kI vRSTi hI bujhA sakatI haiM / siddhAMta kA rasa jage to saMsAra kA rasa ghaTatA hI haiM / abhI saMsAra (viSaya-kaSAya) kI Aga saMpUrNa to bujhA sakeMge nahIM / kyoMki kSAyika mila sakegA nahIM / abhI to kSayopazamabhAva se calAnA paDegA / kaSAyoM ko ghaTAte raho / upamitimeM krodha ko agni, mAna ko parvata, mAyA ko nAgina (yAda rakheM : nAga se bhI nAgina jyAdA khataranAka haiM / aisA AdamI bAta-bAtameM mAyA karatA haiM / vaha kabhI DhoMga nahIM chor3atA / hameM paDhAnevAle prajJAcakSu AnaMdajI paMDitajI kahate the : DhoMga, dhatiMga aura pAkhaMDa) aura lobha ko sAgara kahA haiM / (216 Woooooooooooooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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siddhAMta kI vAsanA se hI yaha kaSAyoM kI vAsanA haTA sakate haiM / kaise zabdoM kA prayoga kiyA haiM, yahA~ haribhadrasUrijIne ? svapara darzana kA kitanA gahana abhyAsa kiyA hogA unhoMne ? sacamuca haribhadrasUrijI Agama- puruSa the / jIvaMta Agama the / anubhavI puruSa hone para bhI kahIM vyavahAra kA ullaMghana unhoMne nahIM kiyA haiM / pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM : saMsAra kI Aga bujhAo, para hama to Aga jyAdA tIvra jalA rahe haiM / * 'Aga laga rahI haiM / ' aisI pratIti guru ke binA hotI nahIM haiM / lekina guru kA mAne kauna ? jamAnA to aisA AyA haiM ki guru kA ziSya nahIM, paraMtu ziSya kA guru ko mAnanA par3atA haiM / aise vAtAvaraNameM kalyANa kaise hogA ? pU. haribhadrasUrijIne saMsAra kI Asakti chor3ane, anityatA ko bhAvita karane yahA~ 'muNDamAlAlukA' dRSTAMta diyA haiM / matalaba yaha haiM ki AdamI ke pAsa mAlA aura ghar3e kA khappara donoM hote haiM / zAma hote hI mAlA murajhA jAye to duHkha nahIM hotA / kyoMki AdamI jAnatA haiM : phUloM kA murajhA jAnA yaha svabhAva haiM / para ghar3e kA khappara TUTa jAye to duHkha hogA / kyoMki usameM nityatA kI buddhi haiM / mAlA kI taraha pratyeka padArthoMmeM anityatA kI buddhi honI cAhie / isa prakAra ke ciMtana se avAstavika apekSA turaMta hI chUTa jAyegI / * 50 zUnya haiM, mUlya kitanA ? kucha bhI nahIM / para Age eka ( 1 ) lagA do to ? sabhI zUnya mahattvapUrNa bana jAte haiM / hamAre sabhI janma eka saMkhyA binA ke zUnya jaise vyartha gaye haiM / samakita ke binA saba zUnya haiM / aisA mujhe nitya lagA haiM / isalie hI maiMne bhagavAna ko pakar3e haiM, bhagavAna ke sAdhu aura bhagavAna kA dharma pakar3A haiM / isake binA samyagdarzana nahIM hI milegA aisI mujhe hamezA pratIti hotI rahI haiM aura zAstra se aisI puSTi milatI rahI haiM / bhagavAna ko hamArI koI apekSA nahIM haiM, bhagavAna svayaM kI pUjA ho aisA icchate hI nahIM, apitu unakI pUjA ke binA, inakI zaraNa liye binA hamArA uddhAra nahIM hI hogA, yaha nakkI haiN| kahe kalApUrNasUri 4wwwww OOOOO000 217 - -

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pU. devacaMdrajI bhagavAna kI zaraNAgati svIkArane ke lie yahA~ pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM : bhavitavyamAjJA - pradhAnena / bhagavAna ko sAmane rakhakara AjJApradhAna bano / praNidhAna ko svIkAro / praNidhAna ke binA saba eka saMkhyA binA ke zUnya jaisA haiM / sAdhu kI sevA se dharma- zarIra kI puSTi karo / sAdhu-sevA se hI dharmameM vRddhi hogI / usake bAda hitazikSA dete pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM : ho sake to zAsana kI prabhAvanA kareM / vaha na ho sake to zAsana kI apabhrAjanA ho aisA to kabhI mata karanA : rakSaNIyaM pravacanamAlinyam / zAsana kI apabhrAjanA se AjJAbhaMga, mithyAtva, anavasthA aura ye cAroM doSa lageMge, aisA chedasUtra paDhane se samajhameM 'para - kRta pUjA re, je icche nahi re / ' 1 virAdhanA AyegA / vidhi ke AgrahI hI aisA kara sakate haiM / isa lie sarvatra vidhipUrvaka hI pravRtti kareM / thor3A bhI ho, para vidhipUrvaka hogA to anaMtagunA phala milegA / vidhi, sUtra ke binA jAna nahIM sakate / 28 - 218 WW tattvadRSTi - vyavahAradRSTi tattvadRSTi jJAnasvarUpa haiM, jisameM vastu kA satsvarUpa prakAzita hotA haiM / vyavahAradRSTi kriyA svarUpa haiM / una kriyAoM kA matalaba haiM ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha kA AcaraNa / isalie tattva kA lakSa karanA aura zakya kA prAraMbha karanA / 0 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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vi.saM. 2050, madrAsa 31-10-2000, maMgalavAra kArtika zuklA - 4 * isa viSamakAlameM yaha graMtha (lalita vistarA) nahIM milA hotA to vItarAga prabhu kI karuNA zAyada jaldI samajha nahIM sakate / Aja bhI dekho| hamAre saMghameM bhagavAna vItarAga rUpameM jitane prasiddha haiM, utane karuNAzIla ke rUpameM prasiddha nahIM haiM / hama puruSArtha kareM to bhagavAna milate haiM yaha barAbara paraMtu hamAre puruSArtha ko bhI preraNA denevAle bhagavAna hI haiM, yaha samajhanA pdd'egaa| anaMta janmoM kA puNya ikaTThA ho taba bhagavAna kI karuNA samajhameM AtI haiM, itanA nakkI mAneM / pratimA ke darzana karate sAkSAt bhagavAna ke darzana kara rahA hUM, aisI buddhi agaNita puNya ke udaya ke binA nahIM hotI / isa lie hI roja darzana karanevAle hamane samyagdarzana prApta kiyA haiM yA nahIM ? yaha bar3A savAla haiM / samyagdarzana kI nizAnI kyA ? hamezA hama dehabhAvameM rahate haiM yA Atma-bhAvameM ? isa prazna ke javAba se samyagdarzana kI prApti kA khyAla AyegA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4605666566666666 219)

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bhagavAna ke darzana hone ke bAda kucha dekhanA acchA nahIM lgtaa| yaha samyagdarzana kI nizAnI haiN| kSIrasamudra kA pAnI pIne ke bAda khArA pAnI kauna pIyegA ? gulAbajAmuna khAne ke bAda tuccha bhojana kauna khAyegA? parabrahmameM magna ko sAMsArika viSayoM meM ruci kaise hogI? bhagavAna ke upakAra sunane meM rasa par3atA ho to bhI puNyodaya samajheM / hameM vairAgya (bhale vaha jJAnagarbhita ho yA duHkhagarbhita) huA usameM bhI bhagavAna kA hI prabhAva haiM, yaha na bhUleM / sarva sthAnoM para hotA bijalI kA mUla pAvarahAUsa haiM, usI taraha dikhate hue zubha kA mUla bhagavAna haiM / bIcameM kanekzana na ho to lAiTa nahIM milatI / bhagavAna ke sAtha kanekzana na ho to bhagavattA kI anubhUti nahIM hotI / avicchinna guru paMraparAne hameM AkhirameM bhagavAna taka jor3e haiM / avicchinna guru-paraMparA hI bhagavAna ke sAtha hameM jor3atI haiN| jahA~ bhagavAna ko namaskAra huA usI samaya bhagavAna ke sAtha anusaMdhAna hotA haiM / apekSita sabhI guNa bhagavAna ke pAsa se hI mileMge, aisA bhAva ho to bhagavAna ke sAtha anusaMdhAna hue binA nahIM rahatA / ye sUtra (Agama) bhagavAna ke sAtha jor3ane vAle taMtu haiM / sUtra arthAt rassI ! bAlapanameM rassI se mAcIsa ke bokSa bAMdhakara hama khela khelate, vaha yAda A jAtA haiM / sUtra to bhagavAna kI vANI haiN| bhagavAna kI zakti ke vAhaka haiM sUtra ! sUtra yadi barAbara dhAraNa kareM to sarvatra bhagavAna dikheNge| sUtra ke ekeka akSarameM bhagavAna chipe hue haiM / zakrastavameM 'sarvajJAnamayAya, sarvadhyAnamayAya, sarvamantramayAya, sarvarahasyamayAya' yoM hI nahIM kahA / bhagavAna to sarva jIvoM ke nAtha banane ke lie taiyAra haiM, para hama unakI zaraNa svIkAreM to / hamArA yoga-kSema nahIM hotA, kyoMki bhagavAna kI zaraNAgati hama svIkArate nahIM haiN| 'vastu vicAre re divya nayanataNo re, viraha paDyo niradhAra, taratama joge re taratama vAsanA re, vAsita bodha AdhAra / ' - pU. AnaMdaghanajI (220 wwwwwwwww wws kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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abhI jo bhagavAna kI pahacAna denevAle graMtha haiM, ve hamAre lie adbhuta haiM / ina graMthoM ko paDheM to bhI hRdaya nAca uThatA haiM, kartA jisa bhAva se zabda chor3ate haiM ve hI bhAva hamAre hRdaya ko chUte haiM, yaha niyama haiM / isalie hI jinhoMne hRdayameM bhagavattA kA anubhava kiyA haiM, unake zabda hamAre hRdaya ko chUte hI haiM / pU. haribhadrasUrijI ke zabda isalie hI hamAre hRdaya ko jhaMkRta karate haiM / kyoMki ve anubhUti kI gaharAImeM se nikale haiM / I * pravRtti, pAlana aura vazIkaraNa kisI bhI pratijJAmeM ye tIna cIjeM cAhie / yaha bAta 'dhammasArahINaM' ke pAThameM AyegI / isalie hI koI bhI pratijJA lene se pahale hama tIna ke bAre meM avazya vicAreM / brahmacarya vrata to letA hUM, para maiM pAla sakUMgA ? vaisA merA sattva haiM ? aise vicAreM / yaha vidhi haiM / sUtravidhi se AtmabhAva jAnane milatA haiM / nimitta ityAdi kI bhI yahA~ apekSA rakhane ke lie pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM / merI AtmAmeM rAga, dveSa, moha ina tInameM se kauna sA doSa jyAdA haiM ? kisI samaya citta ekadama saMkSubdha bana jAye to bhI gabharAnA mata / isakA pratikAra vicAreM / udA. bhaya dUra karanA ho to zaraNa svIkAreM / 'abhayakare saraNaM pavajjahA' - ajitazAMti abhaya denevAle bhagavAna kI zaraNa svIkArate hI bhaya bhAga jAtA haiM / - bhayameM zaraNa, rogameM kriyA ( ilAja ) aura viSameM maMtra yaha upAya haiM / 'saraNaM bhae uvAo, roge kiriyA visaMmi maMto' usI taraha rAga-dveSa AdimeM bhI pratipakSI bhAvanA bhAnI vaha ilAja haiM / hArTa ityAdi ke dardI jebameM hI golI rakhakara phirate haiM / jarura par3ane para turaMta hI golI le lete haiM / hameM bhI yaha catuHzaraNa, navakAra ityAdi kI golI sAthameM hI rakhanI haiM / sarva pAparUpI viSa kA nAza karanevAlA navakAra haiM / viSa dravyaprANa haratA haiM / rAgAdi bhAvaprANa harate haiM / use dUra karanevAlA navakAra haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 70 221

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* pratyeka kSaNa mRtyu cAlu hI haiM / samaya-samaya mRtyu ho rahI haiM, yaha samajhameM AtA haiM ? hama samajhate haiM ki bar3e ho rahe haiM / hama samajhate haiM ki mRtyu AkhirameM AyegI, paraMtu Aja hI bhagavatImeM AyA : AvIci mRtyu nitya cAlu haiM / pratikSaNa hama mara rahe haiM / jo kSaNa gaI usa kSaNa ke lie hama mara gye| nitya mRtyu dikhe to anAsakti prakaTa hue binA raha sakatI haiM ? * rAga-dveSAdi ke nAza ke lie udyama karane se sopakrama karmoM kA nAza hotA haiM / zAyada nirupakrama (nikAcita) karma ho to bhI usake anubaMdha to TUTate hI haiN| karmoM se ghabarAne kI jarurata nahIM haiM / karma se dharma balavAna haiM / / udA. Apako kisI ke upara gussA AyA / Apane ApakI bhUla ke lie mAphI mAMga lI / to Apako aba dUsarI bAra gussA nahIM AyegA / gussA ityAdi dUra karane ke ye ilAja haiM / jisa krodhAdi ke lie Apa pazcAttApa karate rahate ho, ve karma aura unake anubaMdha TUTate hI rahate haiM / jisa krodhAdi ke lie Apako pazcAttApa na ho, jo krodhAdi Apako akharate hI nahIM, pratyuta jyAdA acche hI lagate haiM, ve pApa kabhI nahIM jAte / ve saba nirupakrama samajheM / __yahAM kahate haiM : phira bhI Apa bhagavAna kI kRpA se nirupakrama karmoM kA bhI anubaMdha tor3a sakate ho / karma to bhagavAna jaise ko bhI nacAte haiN| eka bhagavAna mahAvIra deva ke jIvanameM kitane utthAna-patana dekhane milate haiM ? bhagavAna jaise ko bhI karma na chor3ate ho to hama kauna ? paraMtu karma aura usake anubaMdha hama tor3a sakate haiM, yaha bar3A AzvAsana haiM / (22) dhammanAyagANaM / bhagavAna dharma ke nAyaka haiM, svAmI haiN| usake cAra lakSaNa haiM : (1) tadvazIkaraNabhAvAt / (2) taduttamAvApteH / (3) tatphalaparibhogAt / (4) tadvighAtA'nupapatteH / (1) bhagavAnane dharma kA aisA vidhipUrvaka pAlana kiyA ki dharma khuza-khuza ho gayA, unake vaza ho gayA / naukara acchA kAma kare to seTha khuza nahIM hotA ? (2220000000000000000@wo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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vazIkaraNa ke bhI cAra kAraNa haiM : (1) vidhisamAsAdanam / (2) niraticArapAlanam / (3) yathocitadAnam / (4) dAne ca apekSA'bhAvaH / (1) bhagavAnane isa taraha vidhipUrvaka dharma kiyA haiM / kaMpanI ko Apa vaphAdAra raho to kaMpanI Apako kyoM chor3egI? dharma ko vaphAdAra rahe hue bhagavAna ko dharma kaise chor3egA ? (2) uttama dharma-prApti ke cAra kAraNa / - (1) kSAyika dharma prApti, (2) parArtha saMpAdana, (3) hIna jIvoM ke uddhAra ke lie bhI pravRtti, (4) tathAbhavyatva / (3) dharmaphalayoga ke cAra kAraNa : sakala sauMdarya, prAtihArya yoga, udAra Rddhi kA anubhava, tadAdhipatya / (4) dharmaghAtAbhAva : avandhya - puNyabIjatva - adhikAnupapatti - pApakSayabhAva - ahetuka vighAtAsiddhi / ___'kahe kalApUrNasUri' tathA 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' ina' donoM pustakoM kI 3-3 nakala milI haiM / khUba-khUba AnaMda huA haiM / dRSTipAta kiyA / atyaMta AnaMdAnubhUtidAyaka Alekhana haiM / svaccha + sugama haiN| kRti ati prazaMsanIya haiM / aura adhyApana kAryameM atyupayogI haiM / pustaka prApta hote bahuta hI AnaMda huA haiM / donoM pustakoM kI 1-1 kopI mere agraja paMDitazrI caMdrakAMtabhAI aura anuja paMDitazrI rAjubhAI ko bheja dUMgA / - araviMdabhAI paMDita kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4mmonsoomasooooooooom 223)

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vi.saM. 2052, koimbattUra 1-11-2000, budhavAra kArtika zuklA - 5 (22) dhammanAyagANaM / * kaThina parizrama uThAkara AgamoM ko jIvanameM AtmasAt banAkara anubhava rasakA AsvAda pAkara hama taka Agama pahuMcAye, unakA hama para asIma upakAra haiM / __ svarUpa aura upakAra - donoM saMpadAoM kA varNana namutthuNaMmeM gaNadharoM ke dvArA huA haiM, use pU. haribhadrasUrijIne barAbara kholA haiN| nigoda se bAhara nikAlakara mokSa taka pahuMcAnevAle bhagavAna haiM / bhagavAna mokSa ke puSTa nimitta haiM / cha: kAraka bhI usameM upakArI haiM / cha: kAraka kArya-kAraNa svarUpa haiM / ina cha: kArakoM ke binA dunyavI yA AdhyAtmika koI kArya ho nahIM sakatA / / miTTI, piMDa, sthAsaka ityAdi AkAroM ko dhAraNa kara ghar3A banatA haiM usake pahale agnimeM tapatA haiN| nigoda se nirvANa taka kI hamArI yAtrAmeM hameM bhI aneka avasthAoMmeM se gujaranA par3atA haiM / ghar3e kI yAtrA : miTTI se kuMbha taka kI / hamArI yAtrA : nigoda se nirvANa taka kI / [224 0000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4]

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kumhAra ke binA ghar3A nahIM banatA / bhagavAna ke binA mokSa nahIM milatA / * kala hamane bhagavAna dharmanAyaka haiM, usake cAra mUla hetu dekhe / usake avAMtara 4-4 hetu bhI dekhe / (kula 16 hetu hue / ) dharma kA vazIkaraNa, uttama dharma kI prApti, dharma kA phala, dharma ke ghAta kA abhAva - ye cAra mUla hetu haiM / * dharma kA vazIkaraNa bhagavAnane kaise kiyA ? vidhipUrvaka niraticAra dharma kA pAlana karane se / yathocita dAna dene se aura dAnameM kisI bhI taraha kI apekSA (icchA) nahIM rakhane ke kAraNa dharma bhagavAna kA sevaka ho gayA / 'maiM tujhe jJAna detA huuN| tU merI sevA kara / ' yaha dharma nahIM, saudA haiM / bhagavAnane saMpUrNa nirapekSa banaka dharma kI sAdhanA kI thii| * bhagavAnane uttama dharma kI prApti kI haiM / usake cAra kAraNa : (1) kSAyika dharma kI prApti (2) parArtha saMpAdana, (3) hIna vyakti ko bhI samajhAne kA prayatna karanA, (4) bhagavAna kA viziSTa prakAra kA tathAbhavyatva / dUsaroM se tIrthaMkara kA kSAyikabhAva utkRSTa prakAra kA hotA haiM / are... dUsaroM ke kSAyika samyagdarzana se bhI bhagavAna kA kSAyopazamika samyagdarzana baDhakara hotA haiN| isalie hI vaha 'varabodhi' kahA jAtA haiN| bhagavAna kA paropakAra svabhAva nigoda se hI bIjarUpa par3A hotA haiM / vahI Age bar3hate-baDhate vikAsa prApta karatA haiM / parArtha kI itanI bhAvanA na ho to caMDakauzika jaise ke lie 15-15 dina taka bhagavAna khar3e raha sakate ? kamaTha ko tArane ke lie itanA prayatna karate ? __ bhagavAna parArthavyasanI haiN| paraMtu hama svArtha-vyasanI haiN| bhagavAna se barAbara sAmane kI sImA para hama haiM / hIna vyakti para bhI bhagavAna kI paropakAra kI pravRtti cAlu hotI haiM / ghor3e jaise ko pratibodha dene ke lie bhagavAna paiThaNa se bharuca eka rAtameM 60 yojana kA vihAra karake gaye the / parArtha kI sahaja bhAvanA ke binA aisA zakya nahIM banatA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Moonwwwwwwwwwwwwwws 225)

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bhagavAna yadi na gaye hote to azvamedha yajJameM ghor3e kI bali dI jAnevAlI thI / bhagavAna ke padArpaNa se usake dravya aura bhAva donoM prANa baca gaye / ghor3e ke jIvane pUrva janmameM jina - pratimA bharAI thI / kiyA huA eka bhI sukRta kabhI bhI niSphala nahIM jAtA / isa sukRta ke prabhAva se hI ghor3e ko bhagavAna mile the / pUrvajanmameM ghor3e kA jIva zrAvaka zeTha kA naukara thA / isa lie hI use jina - pratimA bharAne kA mana huA thA / acche par3ozI se kitanA lAbha ? saMgama ko acche par3osI mile the / isalie hI vaha zAlibhadra bana sakA / mammaNa ko acche par3osI nahIM mile isalie hI vaha mammaNa banA / 1 Apako acche par3osI yahA~ bhAratameM hI mila sakate haiM, lekina Apa to amerikA Adi videzoMmeM bhAgate hoM / Apako videza jAnA ki videzI Apake pAsa Aye ? ghor3e ko bhI pratibodha dene kA itanA prayatna aisA kahatA haiM : bhagavAna mAtra rAjA-mahArAjAoM ko pratibodha dene ke lie prayatna karate haiM, aisA nahIM haiN| choTe jIva ke lie bhI itanA hI prayatna karate haiM / isalie hI likhA : hIne'pi pravRtti: / dharma kA phala bhugatane ke cAra hetu haiM : (1) bhagavAna kA adbhuta rUpa (2) prAtihArya kI zobhA / prAtihArya unake pAsa hI hote haiM, dUsaroM ke pAsa nahIM / (3) bhagavAna samavasaraNAdi kI bhavya samRddhi kA anubhava karate haiN| (4) deva bhI bhagavAna ke prabhAva se hI aisA kara sakate haiM, svayaM ke lie nahIM kara sakate / ataH aise puNya ke mAlika bhagavAna hI haiM / bhagavAna ke nAmase, bhagavAna ke veSa se bhI jaina sAdhuko kitanA mAna-sanmAna milatA haiM ? jaina sAdhu ke rUpameM hama Adhe bhAratameM ghumakara Aye, pratyeka sthAnameM mAna-sanmAna milA, vaha bhagavAna kA hI prabhAva na ? bhagavAna kA veSa bhI itanA prabhAvazAlI ho to sAkSAt bhagavAna kaise hoMge ? 226 0000 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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* Aja jJAnapaMcamI (lAbhapaMcamI) haiM / vyApArI boNI icchatA haiM, usI prakAra maiM Apake pAsa se guru-dakSiNA ke rUpameM kucha icchatA huuN| jJAna hamArA pradhAna guNa haiM / Aja subaha se lekara aba taka jJAna kI hI ArAdhanA kI / vijayalakSmIsUrikRta devavaMdana karake abhI Aye / pUrA naMdIsUtra, kartAne devavaMdanameM utAra diyA haiM, aisA abhyAsIoM ko lage binA nahIM rahatA / aMtameM kevalajJAnameM kahA : cAra jJAna prApta karane ke bAda bhagavAna kevalajJAna ke lie kitanA prayatna karate haiM ? hama to prakaraNa-bhASya karake saMtoSI bana gaye / parizrama hI kauna kare ? hama to pustaka ko peTImeM rakhakara mAlA lekara baiTha gaye / mAlA leM to to phira bhI acchA , bAteM karane hI baiTha gaye / moharAjA kI sUcanAnusAra kareMge to kaba kalyANa hogA ? lakSmIsUrijI likhate haiM : 'anAmInA nAmano re, kizyo vizeSa kahevAya ? te to madhyamA-vaikharI re, vacana ullekha TharAya / ' ' bhagavAna svayaM anAmI haiM, para hamAre lie nAma dhAraNa kiyA haiM / bhagavAna ghananAmI haiM / anAmI - arUpI bhagavAna kA anubhava na ho vahA taka hamAre lie bhagavAna kA nAma aura bhagavAna kA rUpa hI AdhAra haiM / nAma aura rUpameM maMtra aura mUrtirUpa sAkSAt bhagavAna rahe hue haiM, aisA bhakta ko lagA karatA haiM / bhagavAna ke alaga-alaga nAma alaga-alaga zaktioM kA paricaya dete haiM / brahmA, viSNu, maheza, GOD, allAha, ityAdi kisI bhI nAmase pukaaro| bhagavAna ke sAtha saMdhAna hogaa| koI bhI naMbara lgaao| Teliphona lgegaa| kyoMki bhagavAna ke bahuta Teliphona naMbara haiM / bhagavAna ke nAma kA jApa bhASya-upAMzu paddhati se karane ke bAda mAnasa jApa se karanA haiM / usake bAda bhagavAna ke sAtha abheda praNidhAna hotA haiM taba nAma kA jApa aTaka jAtA haiM / taba sAkSAt bhagavAna milate haiN| 'dhyAna TANe prabhu tuM hue re, alakha agocara rUpa; parApazyantI pAmIne re, kAMI pramANe muni bhUpa / ' (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40wwww00000000000000 227)

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hama dhyAnI banate haiM taba bhagavAna dhyeya banakara hamAre dhyAnameM Ate haiM / agocara prabhu yogI ko gocara banate haiM / alakha bhagavAna ko yogI lakSyarUpa se prApta karatA haiM / _ 'yato vAco nivartante, na yatra manaso gatiH / zuddhAnubhava - saMvedyaM, tad rUpaM paramAtmanaH // ' 'jahA~ saba vANI aTaka jAye / jahA~ manakI gati sthaMbhita bana jAye / vaha zuddha anubhava se saMvedya prabhu kA rUpa haiM / ' - aisA zAstrakAroMne kahA haiM / . vANI ko rokane ke lie svAdhyAya haiM / mana ko rokane ke liye dhyAna haiM, samAdhi haiM / manakI sarahada pUrI hotI hai, usake bAda hI samAdhi kI sImA zuru hotI haiM / aise bhagavAna ko prApta karane ke lie Aja ke pavitra dina saMkalpa kareM / 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka prApta huI / abhI & to hAthameM hI lI haiM paraMtu, First Impression is last Impression prathama dRSTimeM hI prabhAvika haiM / - gaNi rAjayazavijaya somavAra peTha, punA [228Woooooooooooooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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2. ORG SassassRNERBUS INESS - vi.saM. 2050, madrAsa - 2-11-2000, guruvAra kArtika zuklA - 6 * paropakAra kI parAkASThA hone ke kAraNa hI bhagavAna ko vaisI zakti milatI haiM / 'yAdRzI bhAvanA yasya siddhirbhavati tAdRzI' yaha sabako yAda haiM hI / sirpha zakti hI nahIM, kArya bhI vaise hI hote haiM / kharAba bhAvanAvAle ko nahIM, kiMtu zubha bhAvanAvAle ko prakRti madada karatI haiN| kharAba bhAvanAvAle ko prakRti madada kare to jagata narkAgAra bana jAye / aise viziSTa prakAra ke puNya kA saMcaya bhagavAnane kaise kiyA ? aise prazna kA javAba unake paropakAra kI parAkASThAmeM rahA huA haiM / vyaktigata bhagavAna kA anugraha bhale unake tIrtha taka cale, lekina Arhantya to sarvakSetrameM sarvakAlameM sarvadA upakAra kara hI rahA 'naamaa''kRtidrvybhaavaiH......|' loka kI taraha bhagavAna kA nAma bhI zAzvata haiM / 'arihaMta' 'tIrthaMkara' aise sAmAnya nAma to zAzvata hI haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 666666666666666666650 6500 229)

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dAmodara bhagavAna ke samayameM pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI mUrti banI thI / mUrti ke sAtha nAma hotA hI haiM / bhuvanabhAnu kevalI yA lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI kA bhale 79 jitanI covIsI ke bAda uddhAra hotA ho, lekina usa samaya apane upakArI bhagavAna ke nAma ko ve thor3e bhUleMge ? nAmAdi cAroM nikSepa se bhagavAna nitya sarvatra upakAra kara rahe haiM, aisA hemacaMdrasUrijIne saca. hI likhA haiM / * yaha graMtha vaise to maiMne bahutabAra dekhA, kiMtu itanI sUkSmatApUrvaka girirAja kI chatrachAyAmeM pahalIbAra paDhA / isalie hI maiM Apako nahIM, mujhe svayaM ko sunAtA huuN| samaya khAsa nahIM milatA to bhI thor3A jo samaya milatA haiM usa samaya paDhate adbhuta AnaMda AtA haiM / pratyeka paMkti ko 5-10 bAra paDho to Apako apUrva AnaMda AyegA, bhagavAna kA anugraha samajhameM AyegA / jaina darzana samajhanA ho to do naya (nizcaya aura vyavahAra) samajhane khAsa jarurI haiM / koI bhI bAta kauna se nayase kahI gaI haiM, vaha guru ke binA samajhameM nahIM AtA / gocarI ityAdi ke doSa Adi utsarga mArga haiM / para usake apavAda bhI hote haiM / utsarga svayaM ke liye samajhanA haiM / para dUsaroM kI bimArI ityAdimeM bhI utsarga ko Age karo, aura usakI niMdA karane laga jAo to vaha galata haiM / paDhakara vaidya nahIM bana sakate / paDhakara gItArtha bhI nahIM bana sakate / usake lie gurugama cAhie / bhagavAna ke upakAroM kA vyavahAranayase yahA~ varNana kiyA huA haiM / bhagavAna ke upakAroM ko najara ke sAmane nahIM rakhate isalie hI hama bhayabhIta haiM / anya darzanIyoMmeM aisI prasiddhi ho gaI haiM : 'jaina Izvara ko mAnate hI nahIM / ' aisI prasiddhimeM hama bhI kAraNa haiM / 230nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

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pU. paMnyAsajI ma. ko vyathA thI : zrI saMghameM maitrI Adi cAra bhAva tathA prabhukA anugraha-isa kI kamI haiM / isalie hI jitanA honA cAhie utanA abhyudaya nahIM ho rahA haiM / bhakti mArga ke binA bhagavAna ko prApta nahIM kara sakate haiM / bhagavAna ke binA kabhI saphalatA nahIM milegI, yaha nakkI maaneN| (23) dhammasArahINaM / bhagavAna dharma ke sArathi haiN| bhagavAna dharma kA (sva-para kI apekSA se) pravartana, pAlana aura damana karate haiM isalie ve sArathi haiN| sArathi ghor3A calAtA haiM, pAlana karatA haiM, usakA damana bhI karatA haiM, usI prakAra bhagavAna dharma ko calAte haiM, pAlana karate haiM aura kAbUmeM rakhate haiM / __ yahA~ dharma se cAritradharma lenA haiM / cAritradharma darzana aura jJAna ho vahIM hotA haiM / isake binA cAritra hI nahIM kahA jAtA / pahale ke yuddhoMmeM hAthI-ghor3A kA upayoga hotA thA / isameM bhI jAtivAn hAthI-ghor3e to aise hote ki cAhe jaise kaSTameM mAlika ko marane nahIM dete / cetaka ghor3ene chalAMga lagAkara bhI mahArANA pratApa ko bacA liyA thA / pratApa ko bacAne ke liye apane prANa dhara diye / yaha jAtimattA haiM / bhagavAna dharma ko isa taraha calAte haiM, pAlana karate haiM aura vazIbhUta karate haiM / bhagavAna sva ko hI nahIM, anya cAritradharmI AtmAoM ko bhI saMyama dharmameM pravRtti karAte haiM / ___ bhagavAna kA yaha sArathitva abhI bhI cAlU haiM / bhagavAna bhale mokSameM gaye ho, phira bhI tIrtha rahe vahA~ taka bhagavAna kI zakti kArya karatI hI haiM / maiM bhagavAna ko bulAUM taba A jAte haiN| icchu taba bhagavAna kI zakti kA anubhava karatA huuN| Apa nahIM kara sakate ? eka kare vaha sabhI kara sakate haiM / ___ Apa duHkha dUra karanA cAhate ho, sukha prApta karanA cAhate ho aura nirbhaya bananA cAhate ho to itanA kareMge ? dekho, maiM merI tarapha se nahIM kaha rahA hUM, ajita-zAntikAra zrI naMdiSeNamuni kahate haiM : (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000000000000000 231)

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'purisA jai dukkhavAraNaM, jai a vimaggaha sukkhakAraNaM / ajiaM saMti ca bhAvao, abhayakare saraNaM pavajjahA // ' he puruSo ! yadi Apa duHkha kA nivAraNa aura sukha kA kAraNa icchate ho to abhaya ko denevAle ajitanAtha aura zAntinAtha bhagavAna kI zaraNa svIkAro / ajita - zAntinAtha bhagavAna bhale na ho, para unake vacana ( Agama) to haiM na ? isalie hI aMtameM kahA : 'jai icchaha paramapayaM, aMhavA kitti suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe / tA telukkuddharaNe, jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha // ' yadi Apa paramapada icchate ho, zAyada paramapada kA lakSa na ho to kIrti kI to icchA haiM na ? usa icchA ko bhI pUrI karanI ho to jinavacanameM Apa Adara karo / yaha jinAgama hI tIna loka kA uddhAra karanevAlA haiM / bhagavAna ke Agama para Adara ho to cAritra dharma AdimeM kahIM aticAra hama kyA lagane deMge ? Apake kapar3e Apa dhote ho, dUsarA nahIM / lekina bhagavAna to itane dayAlu haiM ki ApakI saMpUrNa AtmA ko sApha karane ke lie taiyAra haiM / kapar3e ko sApha honA ho to jahA~ taka sApha nahIM hotA vahA~ taka sAbuna-pAnI ko vaha chor3a nahIM sakatA / AtmA ko sApha honA ho to bhagavAna ke cAritra dharma ko chor3a nahIM sakatI / cAritradharma meM bhagavAnane prakarSa sAdhA huA haiM / yathAkhyAta cAritra yaha cAritradharma kI parAkASThA haiM / cAritradharma kI parAkASThA bhI bhagavAnane pravartaka jJAna dvArA prApta kI haiM / bhagavAna kA jJAna pravartaka hotA haiM, pradarzaka nahIM / pravartaka jJAna bhI bhagavAna ko apunarbaMdhaka avasthA se milatA rahatA haiM / apunarbaMdhaka avasthA tathAbhavyatA ke paripAka se milatI haiM / hamAre pAsa aba eka vastu rahI haiM : tathAbhavyatA kA paripAka karanA / paMcasUtrakAra kahate haiM : tathAbhavyatA ke paripAka ke lie zaraNAgati, duSkRta - gardA aura sukRta- anumodanA - ina tIna ko svIkAro / 232 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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DAMAGRA N ESHABAR MASSETASE vi.saM. 2050, madrAsa 3-11-2000, zukravAra kArtika zuklA - 7 (23) dhammasArahINaM / * bhagavAnane caturvidha saMgha dvArA samagra vizva kA kalyANa ho, saba jIva zAsanarasika bane, vaisI vyavasthA kI haiM / bhagavAna ko aisI zakti milI haiM, unake nAmameM aisI zakti haiM, usakA kAraNa pUrva-janma kA bAMdhA huA tIrthaMkara nAmakarma haiM / bar3e arabopati seTha ke nAma kI bhI guDavIla hotI hI haiM na ? abhI hamAre pAsa bhale bhagavAna nahIM haiM, paraMtu bhagavAna kA nAma to haiM na ? bhagavAna kA nAma hameM chUTase upayoga karane milA vaha kama puNya haiM ? koI arabopati seTha bhI svayaM kA nAma muktarUpa se upayoga karane kI rajA nahIM detA, lekina bhagavAna kI orase chUTa haiM : saba mere nAma kA upayoga kara sakate haiM, merA nAma lUTa sakate haiM, bhagavAna svayaM lUTa jAne ke lie taiyAra haiM / _ 'rAma nAma kI lUTa haiM, lUTa sake to lUTa / ' ajita-zAMtimeM bhagavAna ke nAma kI mahimA kA varNana kiyA haiM / mAnatuMgasUrijI mahArAjane bhagavAna ke nAma ke AdhAra para hI [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400amasoomsaas sassasa 233)

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ber3iyAM tor3ane kA AhvAna svIkAra kara liyA thA na ? unake sAmane sAkSAt bhagavAna kahA the ? mAna lo ki sAkSAt bhagavAna A jAye to kyA hama pahacAna sakeMge? bhagavAna ko pahacAnane ke lie A~kha cAhie / samyagdarzana kI Akha ke binA bhagavAna ko pahacAna nahIM sakate / / * bhagavAna dharma (cAritradharma) ke nAyaka haiM / dravya se bhI cAritra bhagavAna ke binA dUsare kahIM se mila sakatA haiM kyA ? tyAga-vairAgya kA upadeza nahIM sunate to saMsAra chor3ane kA mana ho sakatA kyA ? tyAga-vairAgya kA upadeza denevelA guru ke pUrvajoMmeM aMtima bhagavAna hI AyeMge na ? isa prakAra mUla to bhagavAna hI hue na ? 11 abhimAnI brAhmaNoM ko namra banAkara samyagdarzana kI bheMTa bhagavAna ke binA kisane dI? dvAdazAMgI-racanA ke lie zakti kisane dI ? * do prakAra ke zrutakevalI : (1) bhedanaya se 14 pUrvadhara / (2) abhedanaya se Agama se jisane AtmA ko jAna lI haiM vaha / __vyavahArameM niSNAta banA huA hI aise abheda nayase zrutakevalI banane kA adhikArI haiN| bhUmikA taiyAra karanevAlA aura sthiratA denevAlA vyavahAra haiM / tanmayatA denevAlA nizcaya haiM / vyavahAra kI dharatI para sthita bane binA nizcaya ke AkAzameM uDane kA prayatna karane jAoge to hAtha-paira TUTe binA nahIM raheMge / apane Apa goliyAM lekara Apa nIrogI nahIM bana sakate / apane Apa nizcaya ko pakar3akara Apa AtmajJAnI nahIM bana sakate / * zabda bhale alaga-alaga ho, para artha se sabhI bhagavAna kA kathayitavya (kahane yogya) tattva samAna hotA haiM / abhivyakti alaga, anubhUti eka hI / zabda alaga, artha eka hI / (234 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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* bhagavAna kA varabodhi samyagdarzana dUsaroM se zreSTha hotA haiM / zama-saMvegAdi pAMcoM lakSaNa dUsaroM se utkRSTa hote haiN| 'samyagdRSTi jIva sabase jyAdA duHkhI hotA haiM / ' - aise gautamasvAmI ke prazna ke uttarameM bhagavAnane bhagavatImeM kahA haiM, vaha (samyagdRSTi) svayaM ke duHkha se nahIM, paraMtu dUsaroM ke duHkha se duHkhI samajheM / becAre ye jIva anaMta aizvarya ke svAmI hone para bhI kitane kaMgAla aura kitane duHkhI haiM ? - ve kaba sukhI bane / dUsarA to ThIka... maiM ina jIvoM ko duHkha dene meM nimitta banate bhI aTaka nahIM sakatA / kaba isa pApa se maiM virAma (virati) prApta karUMgA? yaha vicAra hI samyagdRSTi ko duHkhI banAtA haiM / 'duHkhiteSu dayAtyantaM / ' aisA jo apunarbaMdhaka kA lakSaNa haiM, isase yaha duHkha adhika samajheM / duHkhI ke duHkha dUra karane kI vRtti anukaMpA haiM / usake do prakAra : dravya aura bhAva anukaMpA / dravya se bhI dUsaroM ko duHkhI karane kI isalie manA haiM ki dravya se duHkha prApta hote vaha jIva bhAva se bhI duHkhI banatA haiM / * koI bhI padArtha nAma sthApanA Adi ke binA nahIM pakar3a sakate / isake binA vyavahAra calegA hI nahIM / Apa ko roTI kI jarUrata ho to roTI zabda kA uccAraNa karanA par3egA / usake bAda Apako 'bhAva-roTI' milegI / bhAva bhagavAna ko pakar3ane ho to nAma se prAraMbha karanA par3egA / nAma sthApanA ko binA pakar3e bhAva bhagavAna nahIM pakar3a skeNge| nAma-sthApanA para jise prema nahIM haiM use bhAva bhagavAna para kaise prema hogA ? abhI bhAva bhagavAna nahIM mile vaha hamArI kasauTI haiM : merA bhakta mere nAma aura sthApanA ko kitanA prema karatA haiM ? vaha to dekhane do / .. __ jitane aMzameM nAma-sthApanA para prema hogA, utane aMzameM bhAva bhagavAna mileNge| * lokameM sArabhUta kyA haiM ? aise savAla ke javAbameM bhagavAnane cAritra ko lokameM sArabhUta kahA haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000000000000000000 235)

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bhakti makti dilAtI haiM, yaha sahI haiM, lekina sIdhe-sIdhI nahIM, cAritra ke dvArA dilAtI haiM / bhakti se cAritra aura cAritra se mukti milatI haiM / sacamuca to cAritra bhakti kA hI prakAra haiM / jisake upara bhakti hotI haiM usakI AjJA ke anusAra jIne kA mana hotA hI haiM / usake anusAra jInA vahI cAritra haiN| * bhagavAna bhI siddhoM kA AlaMbana lete haiM / dIkSA lete samaya 'namo siddhANaM' pada kA uccAraNa karanA vaha isa bAta kA pratIka haiM / yAda rahe : bhagavAnameM se bhaktiyoga gayA nahIM haiM, lekina parAkASThA para pahuMcA haiM / * bhakti padArtha ko jaina zailI se samajhanA ho to pU. devacaMdrajI kA sAhitya adbhuta haiM / pU. devacaMdrajI bhakti-mArga ke pravAsI the / atyaMta ucca prakAra ke AdhyAtmika puruSa the / bhinna gaccha ke hone para bhI unhoMne pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma. ko 'bhagavAna' ke rUpameM saMbodhita kiye haiM / aura unake pAsa se hamAre tapAgaccha ke padmavijayajI ityAdine abhyAsa bhI kiyA haiN| isalie hI unake (padma vi.) stavanoMmeM bhI Apako bhakti kI anubhUti kI jhalaka dekhane milegii| digaMbara se zvetAMbara zailI isa dRSTi se alaga par3atI haiM / digaMbara mAtra AtmasvarUpa para mahattva dete haiM, jaba ki zvetAMbara zailI bhagavAna ko pradhAnatA detI haiM / bhagavAna ke binA Apa AtmasvarUpa kaise prakaTa kara sakate ho ? svayaM ko bakarA mAnanevAle siMha kA siMhatva, siMha ko dekhe binA kaise jAgRta ho sakatA haiM ? cAra bhAvanAeM maitrI yAne nirvaira buddhi, samabhAva / pramoda yAne guNavAnoM ke guNa prati prazaMsAbhAva / karuNA yAne duHkhIjanoM ke prati nirdoSa anukNpaa| mAdhyasthya yAne aparAdhI ke prati bhI shissnnutaa| (236ooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri-4)

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vi.saM. 2055, bhacAU - kaccha 4-11-2000, zanivAra kArtika zuklA 8 samyag zruta - cAritra dharma bhagavAna se vimukha rahanevAle ko nahIM milatA / kyoMki dharma ke pUrNa mAlika bhagavAna haiM / dharma prApta karanA ho to dharma ke mAlika kI zaraNameM jAnA par3atA haiM / yaha rahasya lalita vistarAmeM se hI nahIM, gujarAtI stavanomeM se bhI samajhane ko milatA haiM / ye stavana nahIM, saMketa haiM / ina zabdoMmeM se kRtikAra kA hRdaya aura unake anubhava jAnane milate haiM / 4 4 * bhagavAna kI dezanA gauNa - mukhyatA se calA karatI haiN| jisa samaya jo mukhya hotA haiM use Age karake bhagavAna dezanA dete haiM / yaha graMtha (lalita vistarA ) vyavahAra pradhAna haiM / bhagavAna hI saba kucha dete haiM / ' yaha vyavahAranaya haiM / yahA~ nizcaya kI bAta lAne jAo to nahIM jamegI / jisa samaya jo pradhAna hotA haiM use usI taraha samajhanA par3atA haiM / 'nayeSu svArtha- satyeSu, mogheSu paracAlane' pratyeka naya apane dRSTikoNa se sacce haiM, dUsare ko jhUThe sAbita karanemeM jhUThe haiM / 'bhagavAna kyA dete haiM ? upAdAna taiyAra cAhie / upAdAna taiyAra na ho to bhagavAna kaise deMge ? bhagavAna to anaMtakAla ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 wwwwww. 237

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se dene ke liye taiyAra hI the, paraMtu upAdAna taiyAra nahIM thA, isalie hI kalyANa nahIM huA / isalie pahale upAdAna taiyAra karo / bhagavAna ko sAiDa para rakho / ' yaha bAta nizcaya-naya kI haiM, jo yahA~ nahIM kara sakate / isa prakAra soceM to bhaktimArgameM kabhI gati ho nahIM sakatI / bhagavAna hI saba denevAle haiM, aisI dRDha pratIti hI bhakta ko bhaktimeM gati karAtI haiM / * siMha kI garjanA se dUsare pazu bhAga jAte haiM / usI taraha bhagavAna kA nAma lete hI saba pApa bhAga jAte haiM / 'tuM muja hRdayagirimAM vase, siMha jo parama nirIha re; kumata mAtaMganA jUthathI, to kisI muja prabhu bIha re / ' he prabhu ! mere hRdaya kI guphAmeM pApa ke pazu bhare hue haiN| he dayAlu ! Apa siMha banakara Ao, jisase saba bhAga jAye / * marudevI mAtA ko bhale aMtarmuhUrtameM samyaktva se lekara kevalajJAna aura mokSa taka kA saba mila gayA, kiMtu isake pahale bhI apunabaMdhaka avasthA thI hI, aisA mAnanA hI par3egA / bhUmikA ke binA bhavana kA nirmANa nahIM ho sakatA / kisI bhI rUpa se Apa bhagavAna ke saMparka meM Ao, bhagavAna kalyANa kareMge hI / marudevAne bhagavAna ke sAtha putra kA saMbaMdha bAMdhA thA / bhagavAna ke sAtha koI saMbaMdha bAMdhe aura kalyANa na ho ? are jo puSpa bhI bhagavAna kI mUrti ko caDhatA haiM vaha bhavyatA kI pratiSThA prApta karatA haiM / abhavya jIvoMvAle puSpoM ko bhagavAna ke upara caDhane kA bhAgya nahIM milatA / anumodanA jaisA tattva bhI bhagavAna kI kRpA ke binA nahIM milatA / 'hou me esA aNumoaNA arihaMtAisAmatthao / / aciMttasattijuttA hi te bhagavaMto / ' - paMcasUtra 'arihaMta Adi ke prabhAva se merI yaha anumodanA saphala bano / ' kyoMki bhagavAna aciMtya zaktiyukta haiM / * vyavahAranaya kahatA haiM : guru aura bhagavAna hI saMpUrNa tAraNahAra haiM / isake binA bhakti nahIM jagatI / siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya yA sAdhumeM bhI jo zakti prakaTa huI haiM, arihaMta bhagavAna ke hI prabhAva se prakaTa huI haiM / (238 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwww00 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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* sAdhanAmeM siddhi cAhie to vaha niraMtara kiyA karo / thor3I dera karo aura phira chor3a do vaha ThIka nahIM / sAdhanAmeM sAtatya cAhie / sAdhanA kI lAina jur3I huI cAhie / relave-paTarI jur3I huI na ho to gADI jA nahIM sakatI / hamArI sAdhanA bhI khaMDita banI huI ho to mukti taka nahIM jA sakatI / sAdhanAmeM sAtatya nahIM ho to moharAjA itanA bholA nahIM haiM ki Atma-sAmrAjya kA siMhAsana chor3a de / sITa chor3anI AsAna thor3I haiM ? eka zAyada calA jAye to usake sthAna para dUsare ko chor3atA jAtA haiM, apanI paraMparA cAlu rakhatA haiM / sITa khAlI nahIM hI karatA / aise moha ke sAmane maidAnameM par3anA koI AsAna bAta nahIM haiN| sAdhanAmeM agara aticAra hotA rahatA hai to anubaMdha kA taMtu akhaMDa nahIM rahatA / isalie hI yahA~ paMjikAkArane likhA haiM : aticAropahatasya anubaMdhAbhAvAt / yaha cAritra isa jIvanameM to milA, magara aba AgAmI bhavoMmeM to hI milegA, agara anubaMdha kA taMtu jur3A huA rahegA / * guru kI hitazikSA se jo thor3A bhI vicalita nahIM banatA, saMpUrNa samarpita rahatA haiM, vahI saccA ziSya kahalAtA haiM / hemacaMdrasUrijI jaisene to vahA~ taka kahA : hama kaise jar3abuddhivAle hue ki hameM samajhAne ke lie guru ko bAra bAra vAcanA dekara zrama karanA par3atA haiM ! * isa bAra jo kucha padArtha khule, vaise kabhI nahIM khule / usameM isa kSetra kA prabhAva haiM / * bhAva se dharma kI prApti hotI haiM taba usakA samyak pAlana, pravartana aura damana hotA hI haiM / yaha nahIM hotA ho to samajheM : aba taka dharma kI prApti nahIM huI / prathama dharma kI prApti ajJAta avasthAmeM hotI haiM / matalaba yaha haiM ki jIva ko svayaM ko bhI patA nahIM calatA ki mujhe kitanA khajAnA milA ? mAno ki ratnoM se bharI huI hone para bhI DhakI huI peTI milI ! patA nahIM aMdara ratna kitane haiM ? isa bAta kA bauddha bhI svIkAra karate haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 00000000000000000000 239)

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manapharA, vi.saM. 2056 5-11-2000, ravivAra ___ kArtika zuklA - 9 * AtmA svabhAvameM rahe to sukhI rahatI haiM / svAbhAvika haiM : manuSya apane gharameM sukhI rahatA haiM / vaha zatru ke gharameM rahe to kyA hogA ? jainazAsanameM janma prApta karake hameM yahI jAnanA haiM : merA ghara kauna sA haiM ? aura zatru kA ghara kauna sA haiM ? ___ 'piyA para - ghara mata jAvo / ' - cidAnaMdajI kRta pada ___'o priyatama ! para gharameM mata jAo / hamAre gharameM kisa kI kamI haiM ki tuma dUsaroM ke ghara jAte ho ? sabhI taraha se sukha hone para bhI para-ghara jAkara kyoM duHkhI hote ho ?' aise cetanA cetana ko kahatI haiM / gharameM jo milatA haiM vaha hoTalameM kahA~ se milegA ? cetana ko cetanA ke alAvA kauna samajhA sakatA haiM ? bhagavAna aura guru to samajhA-samajhAkara thaka gaye / isalie cetanA hI cetana ko samajhAtI haiM / patnI saba taraha barAbara hone para bhI pati paragharameM bhaTake usameM patnI kI hI badanAmI hotI haiM na ? (2400000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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isa jainazAsana ko prApta karake para - ghara chor3akara sva-gharameM AnA haiM / isalie karma ke cakravyUha kA bhedana karanA haiM / I mahAbhArata ke cakravyUha se bhI karma kA cakravyUha tor3anA kaThina haiM / rAga- -dveSa kI tIvra gAMTha hI abhedya cakravyUha haiM / hajAroM abhimanyu pIche raha jAye aisA yaha cakravyUha haiM / bahuta bAra hama isa graMthi (cakravyUha) ke pAsa Aye, lekina yoM hI vApasa lauTe / samyagdarzana prApta karanA AsAna nahIM haiM / cakravyUha kA bhedana hone ke binA samyagdarzana nahIM milatA / samyagdarzana kI prApti ke lie hI, prApta samyagdarzana kI nirmalatA ke lie hI sammatitarka Adi graMtho kA abhyAsa karane ke lie doSita vastu vAparane kI chUTa haiM / kyoMki eka ke hRdayameM yadi samyagdarzana kA dIpa prakAzita hogA to vaha hajAroM dIpa prakAzita kara sakegA / eka AdinAtha bhagavAnane kitane kA kevalajJAna rUpa dIpaka prakAzita kiyA ? isalie hI bhagavAna jagata ke apratima dIpaka haiM / 'dIpo'parastvamasi nAtha !' / 'bhuvaNapaIvaM vIraM / ' bhagavAna jagata ke dIpaka haiM / ' bhaktAmara jIvavicAra * mArga kI jAnakArI samyag jJAna se / mArga ke upara jAne kI icchA samyagdarzana se milatI haiM, lekina mArgameM pravartana to samyag cAritra hI karAtA haiM / cAritrameM kadama na uThAyeM to samajheM : abhI aba taka muktimArga kI ora prayANa hI zuru nahIM huA haiM / Apa jaba dharmamArgameM kadama uThAte ho taba bhagavAna sArathi banakara apane Apa Apake pAsa A jAte haiM / (24) dhammavaracAuraMtacakkavaTTINaM / bhagavAna dharma cakravartI haiN| cakravartI kI AjJA to chaH khaNDameM hI calatI haiM, kiMtu dharma cakravartI bhagavAna kI AjJA tIna bhuvanameM calatI haiM / ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 kaLa 6 241

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'dravya kSetrane kAla bhAva guNa, rAjanIti e cArajI tAsa vinA jaDa-cetana prabhunI, koi na lope kArajI / ' - pU. devacaMdrajI pU. hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : yaha AjJA kahA~ haiM ? yaha to svarUpa pUjyazrI : mujhe patA thA, Apa prazna kreNge| paraMtu hamAre bhagavAna kavaca karake baiThe haiM / bhagavAna kI AjJA ke cAra prakAra haiM : dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva / isa viSaya para vizeSa kala samajhAUMgA / * nikSepa vastu kA svarUpa athavA vastu kA paryAya haiM / paryAya kabhI vastu se alaga nahIM hotA / paryAya ke binA dravya ho nahIM sakatA / nAma-sthApanA dravya aura bhAva bhagavAna ke cAra nikSepa haiM / arthAt paryAya haiN| bhagavAna svayaM apane paryAya se jur3e hue haiN| abhI bhagavAna ke nAma, sthApanA aura dravya to haiM, paraMtu bhAva tIrthaMkara yahA~ sadeha nahIM haiN| kiMtu mahAvideha meM to haiM na ? dehase bhale yahA~ nahIM haiM, paraMtu jJAna se yahA~ nahIM haiM ? kevalajJAna se bhagavAna tribhuvana vyApI haiM, aisA samajhameM Aye to koI burA kAma ho sakatA haiM ? zraddhA-cakSu to hamAre pAsa haiM hI / isase bhagavAna ko dekha' nahIM sakate ? paraMtu dekhane kI takalIpha kauna le ? dekheM aura kahIM bhagavAna bIcameM Aye to ? yogI jina bhagavAna ke darzana karate haiM vaha Agama se bhAva tIrthaMkara haiM / hama yaha saba paDhate haiM, kiMtu paDhakara chor3a dete haiM / hRdayameM bhAvita nahIM karate / saca kahatA hUM : bhagavAna ko milane kI hameM tamannA hI nahIM haiM / milane kI prIti hI nahIM haiN| bAra bAra bhagavAna ko prema karane kA kahatA hUM / isakA kAraNa yahI haiM / bhagavAna ko pyAra kiye binA mArga nahIM khulatA / bhagavAna ke sAtha prema hote hI jagata ke sarva jIvoM ke sAtha prema hogA / kyoMki jagata ke jIva bhagavAna kA hI parivAra haiM / bhagavAna kI bhagavattA jAnane se hameM kyA lAbha ? seTha kI samRddhi ke varNana se koI varNana karanevAle ko samRddhi nahIM milatI, (242 000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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paraMtu bhagavAna koI aise kaMjUsa nahIM haiM / bhagavAna to dUsaroM ko dene ke liye taiyAra hI haiM / isa lalita-vistarAmeM bhagavAna kI stuti ke sAtha sAtha ajaina matoM kA nirAkaraNa bhI haribhadrasUrijI dvArA huA haiM / jainoM para hote AkSepoM ko sunakara zraddhAlu baiThe nahIM rahate, prativAda karate haiM / Aja koI kahe : 'jaina darzanameM dhyAna-yoga nahIM haiM / ' to hama sunakara baiThe rahate haiM aura isase Age baDhakara hamAre kaI loga sAtha milakara unakI zibiroMmeM bhI jAte haiM / paraMtu haribhadrasUrijI aise zithila zraddhAvAle nahIM the / unhoMne ekeka AkSepakArI kI barAbara khabara le lI haiM / jainadarzana para unakI zraddhA bahuta hI agAdha thI / * cakravartI kA cakra isa lokameM hI upakArI haiM / dharma cakravartI kA dharmacakra isa loka aura paralokameM bhI upakArI haiM / cakravartI kA cakra zatru ko kATatA haiM / dharma cakravartI kA cakra cAra gati ko kATatA haiM / athavA cAra prakAra ke dAnAdi dharma se saMsAra ko kATatA haiM, ati bhayaMkara mithyAtva Adi bhAva zatruoM ko 'kATatA haiM / dAna ityAdi ke abhyAsa se Asakti Adi kA nAza hotA haiM / dAna se dhana kI, zIla se strI kI, tapa se zarIra kI aura bhAva se vicAroM kI Asakti TUTatI haiM, vaha svAnubhava siddha haiM / H H jIvoM kA ajJAna kyA haiM ? pUjya zrI : sarvajJa kA vacana na jAne vaha ajJAna athavA usake alAvA sarva vyavahAra - jJAna vaha ajJAna / usase vyavahAra calatA hai, lekina moha naSTa nahIM hotA / upayogameM moha kA milana vaha ajJAna / jJAna se moha naSTa hotA haiM / sunaMdAbahana vorA kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 - 17 243

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PERMIRRICUREMADEEN charI pAlaka saMgha, vi.saM. 2056 6-11-2000, somavAra kArtika zuklA - 10 paMcakhaMDa pITha ke adhipati prakhara hinduvAdI saMta 'AcArya'zrI dharmendrajI (zramaNoM ke sAtha vArtAlApa ke rUpameM) __mujhe bar3I prasannatA kA anubhava ho rahA hai isa pAvana tIrtha meM zramaNoM ke samudAya ke bIca svayaM ko upasthita pA kara / gacchAdhipati AcAryazrI saMpUrNa samAja ke sUrya hai| unake sAmane maiM bhikSuka ke rUpameM upasthita huuN| dAdA ke darabAra meM bhikSuka bana kara baiThanA hI ucita hai / candra jaise pU. kalApUrNasUrijI evaM sUrya jaise pU. sUryodayasAgarasUrijI donoM eka sAtha birAjamAna hai / unakI kRpA hI hamArA bala hai / yAcanA le kara upasthita huA huuN| saMskRti para Aja kuThArAghAta ho rahA hai| jaisA saMkaTa Aja hai, pUrva kAla meM kabhI nahIM thaa| Akhira yaha kaliyuga hai na ? kaliyuga kaho, yA paMcama kAla kaho, nAma se koI pharaka nahIM par3atA / / hamAre yahAM Izvara, deza ke aneka nAma hai / yahAM zabdoM kI daridratA nahIM hai / itihAsa, guNa, deza ke AdhAra para nAma hue hai| eka hajAra varSa se niraMtara AkramaNa ho rahA thA / phira bhI (244 0000 00000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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hamane dharma - AsthA ko akSuNNa rakhI thii| cAhe kitane bhI maMdira TUTe, lekina AsthA TUTa jAya to phira jor3anA muzkila hai| Aja hamArI AsthA kSata-vikSata ho rahI hai| islAma bhole the, kevala AkramaNa kI hI bhASA thI unakI / isAI bar3A cAlAka hai, niyojita rUpa meM vaha praviSTa huaa| isane maMdira ko nahIM tor3e, AsthA tor3I, itihAsa todd'e| isa AkramaNa ko nahIM samajheMge to zrAvaka, zrAvaka nahIM rahegA / yaha saMkaTa sabhI dharma para hai, hamAre astitva para saMkaTa hai / zatru ke pAsa seTelAiTa hai, zata-sahasra hAtha hai / Aja vaha marDoka ke rUpa me AyA hai, isake prabhAva se na dharma, na saMskRti, kucha bhI na rahegA / bhArata ko tor3ane kI parAkASThA A pahuMcI hai / hama bhAratIya abhI eka araba hai / bauddhoM ko gine to do araba hai| pUre vizva meM hara chaTThA vyakti bhArata kA hogA / lekina zatru hama saba ko tor3anA cAhatA hai| amerikA meM pAMca varSa para gayA thA, 'riTAyarDa kamyuniTI' zabda dekhakara stabdha ho gayA : 'riTAyarDa kamyuniTI' matalaba bUDhe logoM kA samAja / jo bUDhe ho cuke haiM, unake lie saba kucha hai, lekina sneha nahIM hai, ve parivAra se visthApita ho cuke hai / maiMne una bUDhoM ko dekhA / mujhe to ve harate phirate preta hI lage / nayA pati pAne ke lie purAne pati ke baccoM ko mAranevAlI patniyAM vahAM hai| vahAM bhogavAdI saMskRti hai, yahAM tyAgavAdI saMskRti hai| tyAgI vRMda mere sAmane hai| indriyoM kA sukha hI sarvasva ve mAnate hai / bhogaparAyaNatA ke raMga meM ve hamako bhI raMganA cAhate haiM / ___ maiM sirpha nivedana karane AyA huuN| Aja bhogavAdI rAkSasI nirvastra ho kara nAca rahI hai| nirlajjatA kI yaha AMdhI hai| agara aisA hI rahA to AnevAlI peDhI hamArI birAsata se anajAna rahegI, vaMcita rhegii| I.sa. 1984 se hamane rAmamaMdira - nirmANa kA AMdolana zuru kiyA, 1992 meM vaha parAkASThA para pahuMcA / usameM sArI jAtiyAM (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 mmswwwwwwwwwwwwwww(r) 245)

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eka ho gaI / kRSNa ko hI mAnanevAlI yAdava jAtiyAM bhI eka ho gaI / jATa, yAdava, kevaTa, gUjara, saba eka ho gaye / dharma jor3atA hai, svArtha tor3atA hai| isa cIja ko veTikana carca samajhatI hai isalie hI hameM bhar3akAtI hai| sarva prathama zIkha, bauddha, Arya samAjI Adi ko ve hindu nahIM hai - aisA samajhAte hai / 'garva se kaho : hama hindu hai / ' aisA nArA denevAle vivekAnaMda ke anuyAyIoM ne bhI sarakArI laghumatI lAbha prApta karane ke lie yAcikA dAyara kI hai| kahAM phariyAda kareM ? pUrA AkAza hI TUTA hai / bhagavAna rAmacandra kI paraMparA meM nAthoM kI paraMparA thI / usameM bAlAnaMdI sAdhu Tike / usa samaya viSNu maMdira meM koI dIpaka taka jalAnevAlA nahIM thA / ve itane kaTTara rAmapaMthI the ki viSNu maMdira meM diyA bhI nahIM jalAte the / aisI phUTa paMcama kAla meM par3atI hai / hamArI (hinduoMkI) yaha nirbalatA hai| usa nirbalatA ko lekara veTikana hamako jyAdA nirbala banAne meM aura hamako pUrNarUpa se tor3ane meM lagI hai / saMskAroM ko naSTa karane kA SaDyaMtra calatA hai| Aja kannar3a, tamila Adi kahane lage hai : hama hindu nahIM hai / dhArmika rItirivAja bhinna hone para bhI hamane kabhI isa prakAra ke alagAva ko puSTa nahIM kiyA / hama dharmaniSTha hai, sAMpradAyika nahIM / sarvodaya ke netA rAdhAkRSNa bajAja ne kahA : 'hama jIye / saba jIo' vaha hindu hai / jo kahatA hai : 'meM hI jIUM, dUsarA koI nahIM / ' vaha ahindu hai / pUrA ahindu samAja hiMsA meM vizvAsa karatA hai / hamArI saha-astitva kI saMskRti hai / hamAre yahAM laghumatI kA jo bukhAra hai, use maiM kahane ke lie AyA hUM / saMsAra meM islAma aura khristI ko celenja denevAlA sirpha hindu samAja hai / sabase prathama jhahara diyA, mekole ne / jisane kahA : hama Arya bAhara se Aye hai / vaha yaha kahanA cAhatA thA : _ 'tuma aura hama caura hai| tuma siniyara cora ho aura hama juniyara (246 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwmom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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- hamArI to prathama se hI AraNyaka saMskRti thI / lekina vanavAsIoM ko samajhAyA : tuma AdivAsI ho, mUlavAsI ho| lekina veda Adi zAstroMmeM aisA eka bhI pramANa nahIM hai, jahAM kucha aisA ullekha ho / ullekha kA eka aMza bhI nahIM milatA, phira bhI hamane yaha saba mAna liyA / laghumatI ke bukhAra kA kyA AdhAra hai ? mekole ne jo ghusAyA vaha neharu ke dimAga meM ghusA diyA gayA / svayaM itihAsakAra na hone para bhI usane yaha (vizva itihAsa kI jhalaka) likha diyA / usa prakAra muTThIbhara aMgrejoM ne pUre hinda meM yaha vicAra phailA diyA / ajaina hindu samudAya 84 karor3a hai| jaina 1 karor3a hai / kauna bharata ? RSabhadeva kA putra kauna bharata ? hama nahIM mAnate / aisA koi prazna hinduoM dvArA nahIM kiyA gayA / bahumatI hone para bhI nahIM kiyA gayA / bharata tIna hai : RSabha, dazaratha aura duSyanta ke putra / lekina sabhI mAnate hai : RSabhadeva ke putra bharata se hI bhArata banA hai / isameM kisI hindu ne virodha nahIM kiyA / agara yaha deza hai to RSabhadeva ke saMtAnoM kA hai / yaha bharata kA hai, yaha bhArata hai| 'bhArata' kA artha arjuna hai / gItA Adi meM isakA prayoga bhI hai : yadA yadA hi dharmasya glAnirbhavati 'bhArata' / isa artha meM hama sabhI 'bhArata' hai| isameM vizvAsa karanevAle 85 karor3a hai| pAMca karor3a bhArata se bahAra hai / agara hama alaga hoMge to kevala veTikana kA hI bhalA hogA / do araba milakara bhI isA-musA kA sAmanA karanA muzkila hai to ina hiMsakoM ke (Izu va haz2arata mahammada donoM mAMsAhArI the) samudAya ke sAmane eka karor3a ho kara Apa kaise eka raha sakeMge ? aisA vibhAjana agara cAlu rahA to phira jainoM meM bhI zvetAmbara, digambara, terApaMthI, sthAnakavAsI..... digambara meM bhI sAmaiyA (jisameM rajanIza paidA huA) Adi ke aMdara bhI phUTa par3atI rahegI / phira laghumatI itanI baDhatI jAyegI ki hamArA TikanA muzkila rahegA / . isa kaliyuga meM ekatA hI tAkata hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 womasoooooooooooooom 247)

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dharma nirapekSa sarakAra ke pApapUrNa paisoM ko prApta karane ke lie Apa laghumatI meM jAyeMge ? maiM to aisI kalpanA nahIM kara sakatA / jaina dhanADhya samAja hai| kevala jaina agara nirNaya kareM to bhArata ko karje se mukta karA sakate hai / kazmIra, asama TUTa rahe hai / jhArakhaMDa isAIoM kA, chattIsagaDha AdivAsIoM kA banA hai / yaha saba kyA hai ? - Apa laghumatI agara baneMge to gobhakSaka, maMdirabhaMjaka muslImoM ke sAtha baiThanA par3egA / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : isI vicAra ko lekara hama sabhI AcAryoM ne cAra varSa pUrva nirNaya kiyA ki hinduoM ke sAtha hI rahanA hai / usa vakta zrAvakoM kA virodha bhI thA / lekina cAra varSa ke bAda hama svayaM apane Apa ko asahAya mahasusa kara rahe hai| rANakapura, pAlitANA meM mUrtiyAM TUTI / badrinAtha meM hamAre vidvAna munizrI jambUvijayajI ciMtita hai / aba kyA karanA ? AcArya dharmendrajI : hamane pahale hI kahA : hama hinduoMmeM yaha phUTa hI hai / 18 AcArya yahAM eka sAtha dekhakara Azcarya cakita huA huuN| virATanagara (jayapura ke pAsa) meM (jahA~ auraMgajheba ne maMdira tor3A thA) digaMbara zvetAMbara jainoM meM bar3I phUTa maiM dekha rahA thA / maiM tIna nirjala upavAsa karake usake virodha meM baiTha gayA / jahA~ devarANIjeThAnI hai, vahA bharata-rAma jaise saMbaMdha nahIM dekhane milegaa| vastra meM jU par3I hai to vastra ko hama pheMka nahIM sakate / agara hinduoM me phUTa hai to hama unakA tyAga nahIM kara sakate / yaha hamArA ApasI pArivArika savAla hai / saba se prathama yaha zabda hI galata hai : 'hama hinduoM ke sAtha rahanA cAhate hai|' alaga ho vahI sAtha raha sakatA hai| lekina yahAM alaga kauna hai ? yaha pUrA mahAdvIpa bhagavAna RSabhadeva kA hI parivAra hai| ___ hama hinduoM meM bhI kitane naye-naye paMtha nikala rahe hai ? AnaMda mArga, bAlayogI, jaya gurudeva, brahmAkumArI Adi isake namUne haiM / (248wwmommonommomooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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yuno meM jAne kA maiMne virodha kiyA thA / vahAM pUrA riMga - mAsTara ve hI hai| lekina bAda meM jAnevAle bhI pachatAye / hindu nahIM, inDiyana DelIgezana thA / sAtha meM muslIma Adi saba gaye the / * eka bAra bhI satI ne agara lucce ke sAtha samajhautA kara diyA to vaha satI nahIM rahegI / hama ko AkarSaNa se mukta honA hogA / * suzIla muni ko jaina dharma ke pracAraka to mAno / unakA videza meM jAne se ahiMsA Adi kA to pracAra hogA / yuno meM jAnevAlA to unakA nAlAyaka ziSya thA / * Apa agara videza meM nahIM jAnA cAhate hai to hama jA kara AdinAtha bhagavAna kI pratiSThA karA deM / sirpha pAlitANA meM AdinAtha ko sImita rakhanA hai kyA ? hama alaga ho kara koI bAta samajhA nahIM sakate / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : patraka meM AbAdI kaise likheM? A. dharmendrajI : mukhya rUpa se hindu hI likheM, brekeTa meM jaina ityAdi likheN| patraka meM agara khAne nahIM ho to sarakAra se ldd'o| pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI: dhArmika lakSya ko lekara hama alaga hai, sAmAjika, sAMskRtika, bhaugolika Adi rUpa se hama Apake sAtha hI hai / AcArya dharmendrajI : Aja jaina yuvaka, khristI yuvatioM ke sAtha zAdI kara ke AzIrvAda ke lie hamAre pAsa Ate hai| hama AzIrvAda dete hai| dUsarA hama kyA kara sakate hai ? kyA bahiSkAra kareM ? bahiSkAra nahIM, pariSkAra karanA hai| * maiM to ApakA majadUra huuN| Apa jo bhI cAhe merA upayoga kara leM / pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI : hama hindu to hai hI lekina jainetara hindu hama ko 'hindu' ke rUpa meM svIkAra karate hai kyA ? A. dharmendrajI : pUrA samAja unmAdagrasta hai| jyoti basu, mulAyama siMha Adi hindu nahIM hai kyA ? phira bhI ye loga gomAMsa khA. rahe hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws 249)

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ekAtmA se hI yaha bhedabhAva dUra ho sakatA hai / hama to cAhate hai : vizva hindu saMmelana meM jaina sAdhu bhI upasthita hoM / hamane bauddhoM meM 'buddhaM saraNaM pavajjAmi / ' kA nArA lagAyA thA / Apa jahAM bulAyeMge vahAM para zaMkarAcAryoM ke sAtha hama bhI A jAyeMge / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : tIna dina kA saMmelana banAne kI jarurata hai / jahA~ para Apa, RtaMbharA, murArI bApu Adi saba padhAreM / __ A. dharmendrajI : 175 meM se kama se kama 100 hindu saMta padhAreMge, Apa jahAM bulAyeMge / mArgadarzaka maMDala meM sabhI hindu ikkaTThe ho sakate hai| eka bhI aisA tIrtha nahIM hai, jahAM hindu jaina tIrtha kA mizraNa na ho / kuMbha mele jaise prasaMga meM aisI bAta kI jA sakatI hai| vahAM jaina saMta na pahuMce to pratinidhi bhejeM / ayodhyA meM digaMbarAcArya dezabhUSaNa AdinAtha bhagavAna kI bar3I pratimA kI pratiSThA karA rahe the / usa pratimA ko le jAne ke lie galIoM meM saba hiMduoMne sAtha diyA thA / kesarIyAjI bar3A tIrtha hai / brAhmaNoM ne siddha kiyA : yaha hama saba ko jor3atA hai / / jahAM visaMgatiyAM ho vahAM topa ke muMha para baiThane ke lie maiM taiyAra huuN| prANalAlajI : abhI zaMkarAcAryajI ne badrinAtha meM hamAre jaina maMdira meM pratiSThA ko rokane ke lie kitane ror3e DAle ? dharmendrajI : zaMkarAcAryajI kauna hai ? Aja kaI nakalI zaMkarAcArya ho gaye hai| galI-galI meM do - do zaMkarAcArya ghUma rahe hai / koI bhI zaMkarAcArya ke ThekedAra bana sakatA hai / / - isakA artha yaha nahIM ki hama parivAra se alaga ho jaayeN| yaha hamArI pArivArika samasyA hai| vaha Apasa meM baiThakara sulajhAnI hogI / hamAre hinduoM meM sabhI eka mata nahIM hai| Apa ke jainoMmeM bhI paraspara saMmati kahAM hai ? ___ eka karor3a jaina agara alaga ho gaye to bauddhika dhArA alaga (25000omwwmomomonommmmmm kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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ho gaI / jainoM ke pAsa buddhi kI zakti hai / zIkhoM ke pAsa bala hai / zIkha alaga hone se bala alaga ho gayA / phira hindu ke rUpa meM kauna rahegA ? sirpha machuAre hI baceMge / * yadyapi gAMdhI kA maiM bhayaMkara virodhI hUM / jinhoMne kisAnoM ko murgI pAlana ke lie, madrAsavAsIoM ko machaliyAM khAne kI salAha dI thI, rugNa bachar3oM ko bandUka se maravAyA thA / phira bhI videzIoM ke samakSa merA savAla hai : tumane gAMdhI, indirA, J.P., bAbA AmTe Adi ko kyoM nobala nahIM diyA ? madhara TeresA ko kyoM diyA ? Akhira vaha tumhArI thI isalie ? kisI videzI ko tuma popa banA sakate ho kyA ? kerala ke loga agara kAle hai to kazmIra ke gore logoM ko to popa banAo / ye veTIkana ke loga hai / agara Apa alaga hue to sarva prathama Apa ko hI ve tor3anA zuru kareMge / * jATa gujjara bhI apane ko hindu nahIM kahate, jATa ityAdi kahate hai / yaha hamArA durbhAgya hai / maiM jaina- jainetaroM kI ekatA ke lie prANa taja dene ke lie taiyAra hUM / aura to kyA kara sakatA hUM ? ( nIce maMDapa sabhAmeM ) ( AcArya dharmendrajI kA paricaya ) caMdrakAntabhAI : dharmendrabhAIne 111 sthAnoM para balidAna baMdha karAyA haiM / 60 varSa taka unake pitAne (rAmacaMdravIra) anna-namaka nahIM khAyA / 8 lAkha logoM ko hiMsAse chur3Aye haiM / hindutva ke sAmane cunautI Aye usake sAmane sajaga haiM / uttamabhAI : AcArya dharmendrajI jayapura paMcakhaMDa ke adhipati haiM / samartha svAmI rAmadAsa (zivAjI ke guru) ke ve vaMzaja haiM / svAmI rAmadAsa unakI 8-10 pIDhI para Ate haiN| unakI vaMzaparaMparA gauravavaMtI haiM / choTI umra meM gohatyA baMdha na ho vahA~ taka anna-namaka tyAga kiyA vaha tyAga Aja bhI cAlu haiM / 1100 maMdiroMmeM upavAsa karake balidAna baMdha karAye haiM / unake pitAjIne dillImeM 166 dina ke upavAsa kiye the / zArIrika sthiti bigar3a jAne ke kAraNa bharasabhAmeM 8 varSa kI vayameM unhoMne prathama pravacana ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 kaLakaLa 251

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kiyA / taba sabhA mugdha bana gaI thI / inakI keseTa vizvabharameM jAtI haiM / kavi, sAhityakAra aura vaktA haiM / zAyada hI dekhane mile vaise ajor3a vaktA haiM / ahamadAbAdameM pR. ratnasuMdarasUrijI, pR. hitarucivijayajI ko laghumatI viSayaka carcA-vimarza ke lie mile haiM / AcArya dharmendrajI : oM... bhagavAna ke aneka nAma-rUpa hai / namo'stu anaMtamUrtaye sahasrarUpAya / bhagavAna ko aneka nAmoM se smaraNa karane kI hamArI paraMparA hai / unhIM meM eka nAma hai : arihaMta / jaina paraMparA ke anusAra NamokkAra maMtra arihaMta ke namana se zuru hotA hai| * hindu vaha hai jo saba ko namana karatA hai| jo ahindu hai vaha namana nahIM karatA / udaMDa ahindu hai / sabhI nAmoM meM prabhu dekhanA hindu - paraMparA hai / arihaMtoM ke bAda phira dUsaroM ko (siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu) bhI namaskAra kiyA gayA / hinducetanA namana karane meM rukatI nahIM, pustakoM ke kIToM ko nahIM, lekina AcAravaMta AcAryoM ko yahAM praNAma hai / / AcAryoM taka pahuMcAnevAle upAdhyAya hai| jinhoMne mujhe jJAnamaMdira meM pahuMcAyA, una upAdhyAyoM ko namana / / saMsAra ke sabhI sAdhuoM ko bhI namana / hindu prajJA kI yahI vyAkhyA hai / ___ 'sakala lokamAM saune vaMde, niMdA na kare kenI re, vAca-kAcha-mana nirmala rAkhe, dhana-dhana jananI tenI re / ' - narasaiMyA rAta ko 12 baje maiM yahAM AyA / mujhe jaldI nIMda nahIM AtI / acchA to nahIM huuN| acche kI saMgati meM to raha sakatA huuN| maiMne vahAM par3I huI do-tIna pustakeM paDhI / zuddha zrAvaka ke dvArA prakAzita stavana the / usameM prAraMbha thA : 'nainaM chindanti' gItA kA yaha zloka thA / usa meM kabIra, mIrAM kI bhI kRtiyAM thii| laMbA tilaka khIMce vaha vaiSNava haiM, aise nahIM kahA, magara para [25200oooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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kI pIDA jAne vaha vaiSNava haiM / aThAraha purANoM kA sAra para kI pIDA kA tyAga haiM / 4 'aSTAdaza purANeSu, vyAsasya vacanadvayam / paropakAraH puNyAya pApAya parapIDanam // ' (hAlAMki purANa vyAsa ne banAye hai, aisA maiM nahIM mAnatA) yahI hindu-prajJA kA navanIta hai / narasiMha ne viSNu ke nAma para pUrA jaina darzana hI DAla diyA hai / narasiMha ke sAmane zeksapiyara phikkA hai / dharma pariSada meM kisI jaina ne kahA thA : abhI dharma meM parivartana kI jarurata hai / usa vakta maiM 18 varSa kA thA, maiMne pratirodha karate hue kahA : dharma meM parivartana saMbhavita nahIM hai / dharma aparivartanIya hai vaise akhaMDa hai| yahAM milI-julI saMskRti nahIM hai, eka hai / saMskRti kI kabhI kokaTela nahIM ho sakatI / phiTakarI aura dUdha kA mizraNa nahIM ho sakatA / saMskRti kA kAma hai : eka karanA / bheda karatA hai vaha dharma nahIM, saMpradAya hai / dharma rAjanaitika saMvaidhAnika nahIM hai ki use hama cAhe jaise badala deM / tulasIdAsa kahate hai : sabhI namanIyoM ko maiM namana karatA hUM / yahI hindu saMskRti hai / yahI jaina - vaiSNava prajJA hai / neharu ne DiskavarI kI hai| vAkaI meM bhArata mAtA kI DiskavarI / ho hI nahIM sakatI / jisane bhArata mAtA meM mAtA nahIM, jamIna kA Tukar3A dekhA, ve kyA DiskavarI kareMge ? * prabhu ke anaMta nAma-kIrtana karane se prajJA nirmala hotI hai / arihaMta hare... arihaMta hare... arihaMta hare... arihaMta hare... haraNa karatA hai vaha hari hai, hara hai / maiM hari aura hara donoM kA Adara karatA hUM / haradvAra aura haridvAra donoM nAmoM meM merI sammati hai / kedAranAtha jAnA hai to haridvAra hai / badrinAtha jAnA he to haradvAra hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 - - @ 253

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atula anAdi anaMta hare, vyApaka dizi-dizi bhaya aMta hare, jagadIza jinendra jayavaMta hare, bhava-bhayahArI bhagavaMta hare. maiM samajhAne ke lie nahIM, yAda dilAne ke lie AyA huuN| apane parivAra meM AyA hUM / apane tIrtha meM AyA huuN| AmaMtraNa ho to parAye samudAya meM bhI maiM jAtA, lekina yaha to hamArA hI parivAra hai| yahAM divya dRzya dekhane milA yaha merA parama saubhAgya hai / sanAtana dharma yahAM mUrtimaMta pragaTa huA hai / sanAtana matalaba jo prAcIna se bhI prAcIna hai jo zuru nahIM hotA, jo kabhI khatama nahIM hotA / jo paidA hotA hai, vaha jarura naSTa hotA hai / isalie hI bhagavAna ke nAma hamane anAmI anaMta ityAdi rakhe hai / bhagavAna kabhI samApta nahIM hote / jo 1400 sAla pUrva paidA hue, unakI umra hai / saMpradAya paidA hote hai, dharma nahIM / I.sa. 2000 (mileniyama) se hamArA kyA lenA denA ? zrAvakoM ko kyA 2000 se matalaba ? ___bhagavAna prema rUpa hai / prema ke alAvA bhagavAna kA dUsarA koI svarUpa nahIM hai| 'khudA se Daro' islAma kahatA hai / hama kahate hai : bhagavAna se pyAra karo / kabhI hama nahIM kahate : arihaMtoM se Daro / jisakI upasthiti bhaya kA nAza karatI hai, vaha tIrthaMkara hai / ve to abhayadAtA hai / yahAM Daroge to nirbhaya kahAM banoge ? bhaya aura bhakti eka sAtha nahIM raha sakate / jo svayaM hI khudA huA hai, usase kyA DaranA ? khristI - islAma khudA se Darane kA kahate hai, lekina hindu saMskRti aisA nahIM kahatI / arhatoM kI karuNA kI lIlA samajha meM nahIM AtI, isalie vaha agamya hai / saMsAra ke sabhI prANI ke prati sAmAnyarUpa se bahatA hai, vaha prema hai / isu ko 2000 varSa bhI hue nahIM hai, eka mahInA aura [254 Wooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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24 dina bAkI hai| mileniyama kisa bAta kA ? jo 1400, 2000 varSa se hue hai, ve kabhI na kabhI khatama hoMge / jo AdinAtha kI paraMparA hai, vaha na paidA huI hai, na naSTa hogI / jo AtmA ke amRtatva meM vizvAsa karatA hai, vaha hindu hai / jo eka bAra gala jAtA hai, phira khar3A nahIM hotA hai, vaha ahindu hai| "adho gacchanti tAmasAH / ' - zrI kRSNa mokSa mArga upara jAtA hai, nIce nahIM / yaha nirvikalpa satya hai ki hama avicchinna dhArA ke saMtAna hai / pahale yaha nizcita karo : hama inDIana hai ki bhAratIya ? agara bhAratIya hai to bhArata zabda kahAM se AyA ? bhAratI matalaba nirmala prajJA / vijJAna anya se mila sakatA hai, nirmala prajJA nahIM mila sakatI, yaha hai bhAratI jisa kI utAre hama Arati / / bhAratI, lakSmI, bhairava, kSetrapAla, kuMkuma, akSata, mAlA, caitya, devAlaya, guru, bhagavAna, gaMdharva, svarga, vidyAdhara, kaivalya, nirvANa, dharma, artha, kAma, mokSa sabhI yahAM jainoM meM aura vahAM (hindu saMskRti meM) bhI hai| yaha pUrI kalpanA kevala AdinAtha ke saMtAnoM meM ho sakatI hai, vahAM nahIM / phuTe hue Dhola meM aisI dhvani paidA nahIM ho sakatI / jamIna, rAjya, sITeM, dhana, bAMTA jA sakatA hai, cetanA va dharma bAMTA nahIM jA sakatA, yaha akhaMDa hai / . oMkAraM. zloka kA kopI rAITa ho sakatA hai kyA ? tilaka, mAlA, pItAMbara, coTI (donoM kI kaTa gaI) saba donoM meM samAna hai / satItva, saMyama, brahmacarya, islAma meM nahIM ho sakatA, yahIM ho sakatA hai / kuMbhaNadAsa aura tulasIdAsa ne akabara ke yahAM Ane ke lie manA kara diyA thA / yahI Arya saMskRti kI buniyAda hai / dhotI, kapar3A, sAr3I, saubhAgya, sindUra, maMgalasUtra, bhASA, saMskRta, prAkRta, oMkAra - isameM kahAM pharaka hai ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 46606oowa000000000000 255)

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harA jhaMDA hai, vaha islAma hai| lAla jhaMDA hai, vaha hindu hai / krosa khristI kA, cAMda - tArA islAma kA, hathor3A kamyunisTa kA pratIka hai| * yaha vaidika saMskRti hiMsaka nahIM hai| AkAza meM jAya vaha khaga / miTTi meM jAya vaha mRga / bahatI rahe vaha gaMgA / hiMsA se dUra rahe vaha hindu hai / hamArI sindhu nadI kauna le gayA ? sindhu nadI bhArata kI thI / yahAM se kahAM jAoge ? phiz2I ko samRddha banAne ke lie jina bhAratIyoM ne mehanata kI, unake netA mahendra caudharI ko 66 dina taka vahAM ke logoM ne baMdI banA diyA / kyA karoge tuma ? neharu ne jo kiyA, vibhAjana kA kArya, vaha kyA Apa zrAvaka ho kara kareMge ? laghumatI ke aMdara bhI phira kitane TUkar3e ho jAyeMge ? samudra - yAtrA yahAM-vahAM (jaina-ajaina meM) niSiddha hai / eka zaMkarAcArya ne kI to unheM pada se haTanA par3A / hameM yahAM rahanA hai, yahIM rahakara hiMsaka saMskRti se lar3anA hai| agara hama videza cale bhI gaye, Dolarsa kamA bhI liye, lekina hamArI saMskRti kA kyA ? mAM-bApa vahAM kamAne jAte hai, aura saMtAna pIne ke lie cale jAte hai / yaha hiMsaka saMskRti kI dena hai| hiMsaka saMskRti ke sAmane hama eka ho kara hI cunautI de sakate hamAre bhAgya kA nirNaya kyA nyAyAlaya karegI? jinheM saMskRti kA jJAna nahIM hai, ve kyA nirNaya kareMge? yaha nirNaya to dharmAcAryoM ko karanA cAhie / muslIma, khristI, adAlata nahIM cAhate / ve kaheMge : kurAna hI nyAyAlaya hai / hindu eka patnI se santuSTa hai / ve cAra patniyAM rakhakara 25 paidA kara sakate hai / badrinAtha meM agara Aja jainoM kA maMdira nahIM ho rahA hai to kyA laghumatI meM jAne se maMdira ho jAyegA ? kyA hama laghumatI hone se Tike raheMge ? (256 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwws kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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isa sanAtana meM koI Age-pIche nahIM hai / eka araba aTThAnave karor3a varSoM se bhI purAnA hai hamArA itihAsa / hameM TUTanA nahIM cAhie / agara hama rAjasthAna kI DhANIoM kI taraha TUTanA cAlu rakheMge to hamArA TUTanA koI roka nahIM sakatA / merI kAmanA hai : sabhI hindu (zvetAmbara, digambara, hindu Adi) oM kA eka tIrtha ho / * rAma kA prAdurbhAva kevala vaidika hiMsA rokane ke lie hI huA thA / vaidika hiMsA kA prAraMbha kevala rAvaNa se hI huA thA / agara ise koI anyathA siddha kara de to maiM jAhira maMca para AnA baMda kara dUMgA / sAMpa ko mAranA rAmacandrajI isa artha meM ucita samajhate the ki dUsare jIva caina se jI sake / hindu-ekatA ke lie mere zarIra kI kabhI bhI jarura par3e to AdhI rAta ko Ane ke lie taiyAra huuN| hama tIrthaMkaroM kI saMtAna hai / ' itanI dera taka Apane mujhe (sunakara) bardAsta kiyA, isalie maiM ApakA AbhArI huuN| pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : pAlitANAmeM Aye taba se sauhArda kA vAtAvaraNa rahA haiN| cAturmAsa samApti ke samaya AcArya zrI dharmendrajI ekatA kA mizana lekara Aye haiM / thor3A samajha leM / hindI prajA ke vibhAjana ke lie SaDyaMtra cala rahA haiM / jainoM bhI laghumatImeM A jAya usake liye lAlaca dI jA rahI haiN| bahuta vicAraka virodhameM haiM / mUlameM thor3I lAlaca dekara bahuta nukasAna hotA haiM usameM hameM bhAgIdAra nahIM honA haiM, vaha samajha leM / hama Arya haiM / Arya kabhI alaga ho nahIM sakate / Aryaputra Arya jaMbU ityAdi zabdoM ke prayoga zAstroMmeM dekhane ko dekhane milate haiM / Arya kA matalaba hI hindu ! prAyaH isa bAremeM saba AcArya ekamata haiM; mahAsaMskRti se alaga nahIM hone meM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000wwwwwwwwwwwwwww00 257)

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saba AcArya bhagavaMta abhI ahamadAbAdameM mileMge / vahA~ carcA hogI / vi.saM. 2027meM udayapurameM merA cAturmAsa thA / vizva hindu pariSadameM mujhe AmaMtraNa milA / maiM gayA / sabase pahale pravacana diyA / 'vasudeva hindI meM zabda AtA haiM / isa loka se paralokameM gamana kare vaha hindu ! . 1200 varSa pahale jinhoMne (jisa kI gaddI udayapurameM haiM / ) gajenakapurameM Akara rAjya kI sthApanA kI, usa sIsodIyA vaMza ke kulaguru tapAgacchIya AcArya bhagavaMta hI rahe haiM / jaina aura ajaina, donoMmeM mukhya agragaNya mevAr3a ke mahArANA the / ve pahale pagaliyA zrI pUjya ke vahA~ karate / rANA pratApa ke hIravijayasUrijI ke upara ke upAlaMbha ke patrameM bhI milatA haiM : hamako chor3akara Apa akabara ke pAsa kyoM jAte haiM ? mevAr3a ke rAjyameM jaba bhI patA cale taba pahale kesarIyAjI kA maMdira banatA / aisI paraMparA thI / rAjasthAna ke gAMvoMmeM meM Aja bhI jaina-ajaina maMdiroM kI eka hI divAra haiM / sirohI ke mahArAjA ityAdi ke kulaguru jainAcArya the / jaina pauSadhazAlAmeM hI mahArAjA ke putroM kA paThana-pAThana hotA thA / baMgAlameM 10 hajAra pAThazAlAeM thI / lorDa mekola ke bAda saba TUTA / vidyA-vANijya mahAjana ke hAthameM hI thA / mahAdevahanumAna ke maMdira bhI mahAjana samhAlate / isa avibhakta - paraMparA ko tor3ane ke SaDyaMtra race gaye haiM / sanAtana dharma kA koI nAza kara nahIM sakatA, pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta jaise thor3e bhI upAsaka hoMge / popa ko svayaM ke pazcimameM hI anuyAyI nahIM milate / usakI jar3a TUTa rahI haiM / anuyAyIyoM ko DhUMDhane ke lie unheM yahA~ taka AnA par3atA haiM / isA-musA khatama ho jAyeMge, lekina girate vaTavRkSa ke nIce hama na daba jAyeM, usakA dhyAna rakhanA par3egA / 1-2 varSameM zramaNa saMgha aisA eka bane ki jisake prabhAva se hindustAna para saMskRti kI lahara chA jAye / / [25860oooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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S STRESORRIMAHAON/ga A NCHADDAR DolI meM vihAra 6-11-2000, somavAra kArtika zuklA - 10 * dharma jaba se milA haiM taba se jIvanameM parivartana AyA, yaha hamArA sva-anubhava haiM / bhale yaha bAhya parivartana hogA, paraMtu to bhI isakA mahattva kama nahIM haiM / AMtarika parivartana bhI dhIredhIre AyegA, agara isakA lakSa hogA / anya darzanIyoM ke jIvanameM bhI dharma ke praveza se kaisA parivartana dikhatA haiM ? jainetara mIrA, narasiMha, rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa ityAdi prabhubhaktoM ke jIvanameM jo mastI thI usakA inakAra kaise ho sakatA haiM ? itanI UMcI bhUmikA para Ane ke bAda bhI yadi aMtaraMga parivartana na Aye to hamAre udyama kI khAmI samajheM, dharma kI nhiiN| mA~ bAlaka ke lie zirA banAkara detI haiM, usI taraha pUrvAcAryoMne hamAre lie ye zAstra banAkara diye haiM, saMskRtameM bhI samajhameM na Aye to gujarAtI kRtiyAM racI haiM / 30 varSa kI umrameM dIkSA lene ke bAda bhI saMskRta kA abhyAsa karane kA mana isalie huA ki anuvAda cAhe jitanA acchA ho to bhI mUla kRti kI tulanAmeM nahIM A sakatA / anuvAda yAni bAsI mAla ! bAsI mAla nahIM hI cAhie - aise saMkalpane hI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000006 259)

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mujhe saMskRta abhyAsa kI preraNA dI / * isa janmameM jitanI cIjeM milegI, kucha apUrNa hogA to bhI ciMtA na kareM, AgAmI bhavameM adhUrI sAdhanA pUrNa hogI / paraMtu sAdhanA hI zuru nahIM huI ho to kaise pUrNa hogI ? bhagavAna ke jaisA upAdAna prApta karake hamArI AtmA kalyANa na sAdhe to kaba sAdhegI ? dUsare kisI ko nahIM to hama svayaM ko to upAlaMbha de sakate haiM na ? hamAre dIkSAdAtA pU. ratnAkara vi.ma. svayaM ko zikSA dete / kAussagga ityAdimeM pramAda Aye to svayaM hI svayaM ko thappar3a mAra dete the / * cakravartI ke cakra se bar3e-bar3e zatru rAjA bhI Dara jAte haiM / bhagavAna ke dharmacakra se bhI cAroM gati, cAroM kaSAya, cAroM saMjJAeM cakanAcUra ho jAtI haiM, cAroM dharma mila jAte haiM / ataH eva hI bhagavAna cAturaMta cakravartI haiM / * paMcendriya kA utkRSTa kAla 200 se 900 sAgaropama haiM / yadi itane kAlameM kAma na kiyA to vikalendriya - ekendriyameM jAnA par3egA / isalie hI pramAda karane kI zAstrakAroMne manA kI haiM / kiMtu sune kauna ? jIvanameM utAre kauna ? * samyagdarzana se lekara siddhigati taka bhagavAna isa taraha hI (saMsAra kA aMta karanevAle dharma cakravartI ke rUpameM) vartate haiM / jahA~ bhagavAna jAte haiM vahA~ moha ke sAmrAjya ko tor3a-phor3a dete haiM / hameM yahA~ taka bhagavAnane hI pahuMcAyA haiM na ? lekina hama kabhI-kabhI bhagavAna ko chor3akara moha ke paMDAlameM ghusa jAte haiM / athavA yahA~ rahakara moha ke ejanTa kA kAma karate haiM, jaise bhAratameM rahate AtaMkavAdI pAkistAna ke ejanTa banakara kAma karate haiM / . rahanA bhagavAna ke zAsanameM aura kAma karanA moha kA, yaha kaisA ? rahanA bhAratameM aura kAma karanA pAkistAna kA, yaha kaisA ? * dhammadayANaM se lekara dhammavaracAuraMta taka vizeSa upayoga saMpadA huI / (25) appaDihayavaranANa-dasaNa-dharANaM / kitaneka (bauddha) svayaM ke bhagavAna ko 'pratihatavarajJAnadarzanadhara' mAnate haiN| ve kahate haiM : hamAre bhagavAna sarvajJa ho yA na ho, hamAre iSTa (260 00000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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padArtha ko dekheM to paryApta haiN| yahA~ isa matakA khaMDana huA haiM / vItarAga prabhu apratihata uttama jJAna aura darzana ko dhAraNa karanevAle haiM / sarvajJatA kI maz2Aka uDAte ina bauddhoMne kahA haiM : sarvaM pazyatu vA mA vA, tattvamiSTaM tu pazyatu / pramANaM dUradarzI cedete gRdhAnupAsmahe // hamAre bhagavAna saba dekhe yA na dekhe / lekina iSTa tattva ko dekho / dUradarzI ko hI yadi pramANa ginA jAya to hama gIdha kI upAsanA kareM / gIdha kitane dUra-dUra taka dekha sakatA haiM ? pAMcoM AcAroM kA jyoM jyoM pAlana hotA jAya tyoM tyoM jJAnAdi kA kSayopazama baDhatA jAtA haiM / jJAna aura jJAnI kI AzAtanA na kareM, jJAna jJAnI kA bahumAna kareM, ityAdi dvArA jJAna bar3hatA rahatA haiN| dIkSA lI taba kitanA AtA thA ? aba jyAdA AtA haiM, usameM jJAnAcAra ke pAlana kA prabhAva haiM, yaha samajhameM AtA haiM ? kevalajJAna-darzana to hamArA svabhAva haiM / yaha svabhAva hama prApta na kareM to kauna prApta karegA ? . bhagavAna saMpUrNa jagata ko pUrNarUpa se dekhate haiM, paraMtu hama hameM svayaM ko bhI pUrNarUpa se nahIM dekhate haiM / bhItara mithyAtva baiThA haiM na ? upAzraya, ziSya, bhaktavarga, bokSa ityAdi mere haiM aisA lagatA haiM, kiMtu jJAnAdi mere haiM, aisA lagatA haiM ? / bhakta Adi se lagatI pUrNatA mAMge hue AbhUSaNa jaisI haiM / jJAnAdi kI pUrNatA hamArI svayaM kI haiM, yaha na bhUleM / jinakI pUrNatA prakaTa huI haiM, unakA bahumAna karate raho to bhI kAma ho jAyegA / paraMtu aMdara se mAnate ho ? pUrNatA dekhane ke lie aMdara kI Akha cAhie / bar3e-bar3e paMDitoM ke pAsa bhI aisI A~kha nahIM hotI / paM. sukhalAla jaise bar3e paMDita ko bhI bhagavAna kI sarvajJatAmeM vizvAsa nahIM thA / bhagavAna aura guru kI kRpA ke binA sarvajJatA kA padArtha samajhameM nahIM AtA / * aba kala kI bAta karUM / pU. devacaMdrajIne kahA haiM : jar3a aura cetana sabhI bhagavAna kI AjJA ke anusAra cala rahe haiM / Age baDhakara maiM vahA~ taka kahUMgA : hamase bhI jar3a padArtha bhagavAna kI AjJA jyAdA pAlate haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws 261)

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'dravya kSetrane kAla bhAva guNa, rAjanIti e cArajI; tAsa vinA jaDa cetana prabhunI, koI na lope kArajI / ' * pU. devacaMdrajI sAma, dAna, daMDa aura bheda ina cAra se rAjanIti calatI haiM usa prakAra bhagavAna kI AjJA bhI cAra prakAra kI haiM / -- pratyeka dravya kI maryAdA : svadravya, svakSetra, svakAla, svabhAva aura svaguNameM rahanA / isakA koI ullaMghana kara sakatA haiM kyA ? * jIvAstikAya ke rUpameM hama saba eka haiM / 'ege AyA ' ityAdi sUtra isa taraha hI ghaTa sakate haiM / cetanA kI apekSA se jIva kA eka bheda ekatA ko batAtA haiM / jIvAstikAya dravya se anaMta, kSetra se lokavyApI, kAla se zAzvata, bhAva se avarNa, agaMdha aura arUpI haiM / arUpI hone para bhI astitva dhAraNa karatA haiM / isalie hI vaha jIvAstikAya kahA jAtA haiM / jIvAstikAyameM eka jIva kA eka pradeza bhI kama ho to vaha jIvAstikAya nahIM kahA jA sakatA / isameM hama bhI A gaye na ? ina lakSaNoM se koI jar3a bAhara jA sakatA haiM ? pU. hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : hama bhI kahA~ ullaMghana karate haiM ? pUjyazrI : bhagavAnane jIvoM ke sAtha maitrI karane ko kahA, hama nahIM karate, yaha ullaMghana nahIM kahA jAtA ? pU. hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : Apane eMgala badala diyA / pUjyazrI : badalanA hI par3atA haiM na ? isa taraha leM to hI sAdhanAmeM gati AtI haiM / * bhagavAna ke manovargaNA ke pudgala anuttara vimAna taka pahuMca sakate ho to hama taka nahIM pahuMceMge, aisA kisane kahA ? dUsaroM ke lie zubha bhAva bhAyeM / avazya asara hogA hI / mAtra bolane se hI sudharate haiM, aisA nahIM haiM, mana se bhI sudhara sakate haiM, yaha samajhanA hai / 262 sarovara ke pAsa jAte hI zItalatA kA anubhava hotA haiM, usI taraha saMtoM ke pAsa jAte hI zItalatA kA anubhava hotA haiM, usakA kAraNa unake hRdaya kA zubha bhAva hI haiM / 8 1887 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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pU. A. zrI bhadraguptasUrijI ma. 7-11-2000, maMgalavAra kArtika zuklA 11 sthala : vAvapathaka dharmazAlA pU. bhadraguptasUrijI kI prathama svargatithi - pU. A. zrI vijaya jagavallabhasUrijI : mehasANA ke mUlacaMdabhAI ko kizora avasthAmeM aramAna the : abhinetA banane ke / pU. premasUrijI ma. kI ina para najara par3I aura bana gaye, jaina muni / abhinetA bhI veSa-parivartana karatA haiM / mUlacaMdabhAIne bhI sAdhu banakara veSa- parivartana kiyA hI haiM na ? mUlacaMdabhAI pU. bhAnuvijayajI ke ziSya munizrI bhadraguptavijayajI ke rUpameM prasiddha hue / 'mahApaMthano yAtrika' nAmaka pustaka se zuru huI inakI sarjana yAtrA mRtyu taka calatI rahI / aMtima bhayaMkara bimArI ke bIca bhI samAdhipUrNa citta se ve sAhityasarjana karate hI rahe / yaha inake jIvana kI mahattvapUrNa siddhi thI / pU. A. zrI hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : hamAre ina sva. pU. AcArya zrI ke sAtha gADha saMbaMdha the / maiM kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 wwwka 263

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vyAkhyAnameM nayA-nayA thA taba mujhe ve aneka taraha se protsAhita karate the / vyAkhyAna ke naye mudde dete / vyAkhyAna kisa taraha denA ? usa bAremeM samajhAte / svayaM vyAkhyAna adhUrA chor3akara mujha se bulavAte, mere vyAkhyAna kI prazaMsA kara mujhe protsAhita bhI karate / Aja merA jo vyaktitva haiM, usakI tAlImameM aneka paribala rahe hue haiM, usameM pUjya zrI bhI eka mahattva ke paribala the / paM. chabIladAsajI aise prasaMga para eka saMskRta zloka kahate vaha yAda A jAtA haiM : haMsa jaba sarovara ko chor3akara cale jAte haiM taba haMsa ko to koI kamI nahIM par3atI / kyoMki jahA~ rAjahaMsa jAyegA, vahA~ sarovara kA nirmANa ho hI jAyegA / paraMtu sarovara sUnA ho jAyegA / jinazAsana kA yaha sarovara bhI pUjyazrI ke binA abhI sUnA huA haiM / * pU. gaNi zrI municaMdravijayajI : hindI kavi zrI maithilIzaraNa guptane kahA haiM : 'aMdhakAra haiM vahAM, jahAM Aditya nahIM haiM; murdA haiM vaha deza, jahAM sAhitya nahIM haiM / ' hamAre lakSmIputra samAjameM sAhityakAra ke rUpameM prasiddha hue pUjya AcArya viziSTa vyaktitva ke svAmI the / yadyapi, pUjyazrI ke sAtha merA khAsa paricaya nahIM haiN| sirpha do hI bAra unako dekhe haiM / eka bAra gRhasthAvasthAmeM... vi.saM. 2027meM muMbaI sAyana ke upAzrayameM, jaba maiM 11 - 12 varSa kI vaya kA thA / bar3e bhAI ke sAtha sAyana maMdirameM darzanArtha gayA thA / bAju ke upAzrayameM pU. munizrI bhadraguptavijayajI kA pravacana cala rahA thA / bar3e bhAI ke sAtha maiM bhI sunane baiThA / inake pravacana kA eka vAkya Aja bhI yAda haiM : 'moharAjA kapAlameM kuMkuma kA tilaka lagAkara upara koyale kA cUrNa lagAtA haiM / ' kauna se saMdarbhameM yaha vAkya thA vaha yAda nahIM haiM, kiMtu vAkya Aja bhI yAda haiM / taba kyA patA thA ki inhIM mahAtmA kI guNAnuvAda sabhAmeM inakA yaha vAkya mujhe bolanA par3egA ? dIkSA paryAya ke 29 varSameM eka hI bAra pUjyazrI ke darzana 264 00 w 7 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4) -

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hue / vi.saM. 2055 ke vaizAkha mahinemeM (inake svargavAsa se 56 mahine pahale hI) pUjyazrI ke darzana zyAmala phleTameM kiye / bhayaMkara vyAdhimeM bhI adbhuta samAdhi cehare para dikhatI thI / pUjyazrI abhI bhale deha se hAz2ira nahIM haiM, paraMtu sAhityadeha se amara haiM / ucca prakAra ke sAhityakAroM kI kabhI mRtyu nahIM hotii| akSaradeha se sadA jIvaMta rahate haiM / jahAM taka jJAnasAra, prazamarati, zAMta sudhArasa jaise graMthoM para ke inake vivecana - graMthoM kA abhyAsa calatA rahegA taba taka pUjyazrI jIvaMta rheNge| lalita vistarA, yogadRSTi samuccaya ityAdi aneka graMthoM dvArA pU. haribhadrasUrijI Aja bhI jI rahe haiM / jJAnasAra, adhyAtmasAra Adi graMtho dvArA pU.upA.zrI yazovijayajI Aja bhI hamAre bIca haiM / aise vyaktioM kI kIrti ko kauna miTA sakatA haiM ? 'nAma rahaMtAM ThAkarA, nANA navi rahaMta; kIrti kerA koTaDA, pADyA navi paDaMta / ' pU. muni zrI udayaprabhavijayajI : vaktRtva, lekhana aura anuzAsana isa triveNI kA virala saMgama pUjyazrImeM huA thA / yadyapi, vaktRtva kaThina haiM hI, para lekhana usase bhI kaThina haiM / kyoMki bolate samaya ADA-TeDhA bola deM to bhI calatA haiM, lekina likhanemeM gar3abar3a ho jAye to bilakula nahIM calatA / pUjyazrI ke pAsa vaktRtva aura lekhana donoM kI zakti thI / anuzAsana guNa bhI pUjyazrImeM joradAra thA / madrAsa cAturmAsameM zibiroMmeM bAlakoM kA anuzAsana ke dvArA kisa taraha niyaMtraNa karate vaha maiMne gRhasthAvasthAmeM apanI AMkhoM se dekhA haiM / eka AkhameM bhIma-guNa to dUsarI AkhameM kAnta-guNa bhI thA / maiM para-samudAyameM dIkSA lenevAlA hUM, yaha jAnane para bhI pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI, pU. jayaghoSasUrijI, pU. jayasuMdaravijayajI Adine mujhe hubalI - cAturmAsameM prema se adhyayana karAyA haiN| aise udAra dRSTikoNa rakhanevAle samudAyameM pUjyazrI saMkucita dRSTikoNavAle kaise ho sakate haiM ? kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 Boooooooooooooooon 265)

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haiM / inake udAra dRSTikoNa kA aneka bAra anekoM ko anubhava huA pU.paM. zrI vajrasenavijayajI : vi.saM. 2006meM maiM jaba ATha varSa kA thA taba yahA~ pAlitANA gAMvameM dUsare mumukSuoM ke sAtha paDhane AyA thA / taba pUjya zrI bhI gRhasthAvasthAmeM the / dIkSA ke bAda yadyapi, khAsa milanA nahIM huA haiM, paraMtu sAhitya dvArA unakA paricaya hotA hI rahA haiM / * unhoMne jisa prakAra likhA usI prakAra se jIye bhI haiM / jIvana kI aMtima kSaNa taka samAdhi TikAkara rakhI haiM / hamArA dharma jyAdA karake sukhabhAvita hotA haiM / sukha-zAMti ho vahA~ taka dharma rahatA haiM / duHkha Ate hI dharma kA bASpIbhavana ho jAtA haiM / nimitta na mile vahA~ taka zAMta rahate haiM / nimitta milate hI zAMti kA bASpIbhavana ho jAtA haiM, aMdara kA krodha jvAlAmukhI banakara phaTa nikalatA haiM / pUjya zrImeM aisA kucha nahIM thA, aMtameM bimArImeM bhI pUjyazrIne adbhuta samAdhi rakhI haiM aura svayaM kA sarjana- kArya avirata cAlu rakhA haiM / ise kahate hai : jAnA usI prakAra jIyA ! pU. munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI : jhagaDIyAjImeM ATha varSa kI umrameM merI dIkSA huI / usake bAda mere pU. gurudeva (pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi. ma. ) ke sAtha bar3e gurudeva pU. AcArya zrI (vijaya premasUrijI ) ke sAMnidhyameM jAnA huA / usa samaya bAlamuni ke rUpameM maiM akelA hI thA / usa samaya mujhe do munioM ke sAtha AtmIyatA bhare saMbaMdha hue the : munizrI caMdrazekharavijayajI tathA munizrI bhadraguptavijayajI ke sAtha | hama tInoM khAsa nikaTa ke sAthI bane / muni caMdrazekharavijayajIne lekhaka ke rUpameM upanAma 'vajrapANi' rakhA thA / Aja bhI ve khumArI kA vajra lekara phirate haiM / bhadraguptavijayajIne 'priyadarzana' upanAma rakhA thA / aMta taka sabako unake darzana priya hI lagate / maiM to ekadama choTA thA / mujhe pUjyazrI dararoja naI-naI suMdara 1848 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 266 00La

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kahAniyAM kahate / kabhI bahirbhUmi jAte samaya bhI kahAnI kahate / choTe bAlaka ko isase jyAdA kyA cAhie ? usake bAda bhI hamAre saMbaMdha bahuta uSmAbhare rahe / saM. 2054 meM ahamadAvAda cAturmAsameM maiM unako kabhI-kabhAra milane jAtA / mujhe dekhakara pUjyazrI bahuta hI khuza hote / pratyeka mulAkAtameM aMtima vAkya yaha hotA : tU aba vApasa kaba AyegA ? (mujhe hamezA tU kahakara hI bulAte / gADha AtmIyatA ho vahIM esA saMbodhana ho sakatA haiM / ) ahamadAbAda se vihAra ke samaya bhI mujhe jaldI Ane ke lie kahA thA / 2055 ke cAturmAsa ke bAda merI svayaM kI bhAvanA bhI DIsA se vihAra karake ahamadAbAdameM pUjyazrI ko milane kI thI / 45 Agama kA adhyayana pUjyazrI ke pAsa karane kI tIvra bhAvanA thI / unakA adhyayana talasparzI thA / ataH tIvra AkAMkSA thI / lekina kudarata ko yaha zAyada maMjUra nahIM hogA / cAturmAsa ke bAda maiM vihAra karUM isase pahale Aja ke dina pUjyazrI kA deha-vilaya ho gayA / pU. bhadraguptavijayajI ke lagabhaga tamAma pustakeM pU. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. paDhate / paDhakara prabhAvita ho jAte : vAha ! kaisA adbhuta likhA pU. bhadraguptasUrijI ke lie isase jyAdA dUsarA kauna sA pramANapatra ho sakatA haiM ? pU.A.zrI yazovijayasarijI : eka bAra pUjyazrI kI vAcanA sunane ko milI / merI Adata ke anusAra maiM unake mukhameM se nikalate zabdoM ke pIche azabda avasthA ko dekha rahA thA / zabda to eka bahAnA haiM, eka mAdhyama haiM; Apako milane kA / zabdoM ke upayoga ke binA mahApuruSa Apako kaise mila sakeMge ? pUjyazrI ke zikSAguru pU. premasUrijI / pU. premasUrijI eka acche zilpI the / unhoMne aneka zilpoM kA (munioM kA) sarjana kiyA / __gAMdhIjI ke lie maiM bahutabAra kahatA hUM : gAMdhIjI svayaM itane vidvAna nahIM the, paraMtu unakA anuyAyIvarga unase bhI jyAdA vidvAna (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000000000000(r) 267)

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thA / phira bhI una saba vidvAnoM ko unhoMne eka zRMkhalAmeM bAMdha liyA thA / pU. premasUrijI kI gAMdhIjI ke sAtha isa apekSA se tulanA kara sakate haiM / inhoMne jahA~-jahA~ zaktiyAM dekhI una sabako khIMca liye / bhinna-bhinna zaktioM ko dhAraNa karanevAle kitane mahAtmAoM ko unhoMne taiyAra kiye ? sacamuca hI ve utkRSTa zilpI the| unake aneka zilpoMmeM se eka namUnedAra zilpa hai : pU. bhadraguptasUrijI / pU. premasUrijI eka bAta ke khAsa AgrahI the : jIvana nirmala hI honA cAhie / jIvana kI caddarameM koI dAga laga jAya, vaha ve calAte nahIM the / / isa lie hI inake samudAyameM vizuddha saMyamI mahAtmAoM kI zreNi taiyAra ho sakI haiM / __ pU. bhadraguptavijayajI ko Aja Apa bhAvAMjali dene ke lie ekatrita hue haiM / to isa nimitta kyA kareMge? unakI pustakeM avazya paDheM / agara sabhI pustakeM na paDha sako to unakI aMtima bimArI ke samaya likhI huI sulasA, laya-vilaya, zodha-pratizodha ityAdi pustakeM to khAsa paDheM / vaha unakA utkRSTa sarjana hai / * dalapata sI. zAha (adhyApaka): pUjyazrI ke sAtha merA bahuta bAra rahanA huA haiM / khAsa karake zibira-saMcAlaka ke rUpameM rahA huuN| bAlakoM para kisa taraha anuzAsana karanA ? vaha maiM unase sIkhA huuN| unake pAsa TIciMga-pAvara thA / vidyArthIoM ko kisa taraha paDhAnA ? vaha kalA maiM unase sIkhA ve kitane niHspRha the ? vaha bhI jAnane jaisA haiM / mRtyu se pahale unhoMne kahA thA : Aja aisA rivAja ho gayA haiM, jisakI jyAdA UMcI bolI bolI jAya vaha mahAna / mere pIche aisI koI bolI na boleM / mere zava ko koI viziSTa sthAna para nahIM, lekina sAmAnya sthAna para hI dahana kareM / mere pIche koI smAraka, koI mUrti yA maMdira ityAdi na banAyeM / aisI niHspRhatA bahuta kama dekhane milatI haiM ! [268 00mmmmmomoooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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pU.paM.zrI muktivijayajI, jinake pAsa pUjyazrI ne vi.saM. 2012 meM adhyayana kiyA thaa| 7-11-2000, maMgalavAra kArtika zuklA - 11 * 'mokSa ke kartA bhagavAna haiM / ' - aisA mAnoge to hI sAdhanA kA prathama caraNa zuru hogA / 'bhagavAna vizva ke kartA haiN|' isa bAta ko hama nahIM svIkArate, kyoMki yaha bAta nahIM ghaTatI, paraMtu sAdhanA ke kSetrameM to bhagavAna kA kartRtva svIkAranA hI par3egA / isalie hI yaha lalita vistarA graMtha haiM / isakA svIkAra kiye binA hamArI tathAbhavyatA kA paripAka nahIM ho sakegA / yadyapi, aisA bhI kaha sakate haiM : tathAbhavyatA kA paripAka huA ho athavA honevAlA ho use hI bhagavAna kI zaraNa svIkArane kA mana hotA haiM / Apa jaba bhagavAna ko saMpUrNa rUpa se samarpita banate ho taba bhagavAna ApakI saMpUrNa javAbadArI samhAlate haiM, Apako pratidina Avazyaka mArgadarzana diyA karate haiN| kabhI guru dvArA dete haiM, kabhI pustaka dvArA, kabhI kisI .ghaTanA dvArA yA kabhI svapna dvArA bhI bhagavAna mArgadarzana dete haiM / bhagavAna aneka rUpa se Ate haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 66666666 6 6666 269)

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(25) appasihayavaranANadaMsaNadharANaM / bhagavAna ke pAsa apratihata darzana jJAna na ho to itane vizAla phalaka para upakAra nahIM ho sakatA / sarvajJatA ke binA sAmane ke Azaya-bhUmikA ityAdi jAna nahIM sakeMge / isake binA pUrNarUpa se upakAra ho nahIM sakatA / kucha aise jijJAsu hote haiM, jo Ate haiM jijJAsu kA DhoMga karake, paraMtu sacamuca to yaha batAne hI Ate haiM : hama bhI sAdhaka haiM / hama sAdhanA karate haiM / hama bhI jAnate haiM / pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. ke pAsa aise bhI bahuta sAdhaka Ate the / paraMtu pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. apane svabhAva ke anusAra unakA saba suna lete the / pahale sAmanevAle ko saMpUrNa khAlI karane ke bAda hI svayaM yogya lage vaha bolate the / rAtA mahAvIra tIrthameM upadhAna mAla ke samaya (vi.saM. 2032) eka minisTara sabhAmeM thor3A viparIta bole the / mujhe usI samaya prativAda karane kA mana huA, kiMtu vaDIloM kI upasthitimeM to kucha bola nahIM sakate / phira maiMne pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. ko pUchA : hamArI tarapha se kyoM kucha javAba nahIM ? 'usake vicAra jo the ve usane batAye / unako svIkAra karane ke lie hama koI baMdhe huye nahIM haiM / unakI bAta samajhe, aise sabhAmeM the hI kitane ? aba agara virodha kareM to unakI bAta majabUta bane / pahale zAyada do jana jAnate hoMge / virodha kareM to sabhI jAnane laga jAye / hama hI virodha dvArA usakI bAta ko puSTa kyoM banAyeM ?' pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. ne mujhe yaha javAba diyA thA / Aja bhI yaha javAba mujhe barAbara yAda haiM / unakI yaha nIti maiM bhI apanAtA hUM / * apratihata vara jJAna aura darzana ke dhAraka bhagavAna haiM / sabhI labdhiyAM sAkAra (jJAna) upayogameM hI hotI haiM / vaha batAne ke lie yahA~ prathama jJAna rakhA haiM / (26) viyaTTachaumANaM / isa vizeSaNa se AjIvaka (gozAle kA mata) mata kA nirasana huA hai / 'dharma-tIrtha kA nAza hotA ho taba bhagavAna avatAra dhAraNa 270 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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karate haiM', aisA ve mAnate haiM / jaise gItAmeM zrI kRSNane kahA haiM : yadA yadA hi dharmasya glAnirbhavati bhArata !..... tadA tadA''tmAnaM sRjAmyaham / AjIvakoM kA bhI aisA hI mata thA / paraMtu yahA~ kahate haiM : bhagavAna to saMpUrNa rUpa se chadmastha avasthA se para ho gaye haiM : avidyA unakI naSTa ho gaI haiM / 'mokSa se agara koI vApasa nahIM hI AtA to saMsAra khAlI nahIM ho jAtA ?' aisA prazna mata karanA / jitane tInoM kAla ke samaya haiM, usase bhI jyAdA jIva saMsArameM haiM, jo kabhI bhI khAlI hoMge nahIM / yadi aisA mAneMge to jIvoM kI kramazaH mukti hote saMsAra pUrA khAlI ho jAyegA, para yaha kabhI huA bhI nahIM aura hogA bhI nahIM / * AjJA ke do prakAra haiM : nizcaya aura vyavahAra / jar3a padArthoM ke lie eka nizcaya AjJA hI haiM / jaba hameM sAdhanA karanI ho to vyavahAra AjJA mAnanI par3atI haiM / to hI hama upAdeya kA Adara aura heya kA asvIkAra kara sakeMge / pU. hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI : eka tarapha bhagavAna kI AjJA haiM : pudgala svayaM kA kArya karate haiM / dUsarI tarapha bhagavAna kI AjJA haiM : pudgala zatru haiM / use chor3o / kyA samajhanA ? pUjyazrI : hama karmasattA se dabe hue haiM / bhagavAna hameM hamArA siMhatva (Atmatva) jAnane ko kahate haiM / pudgala chuTe nahIM vahA~ taka Atmatva jAna nahIM sakate / bhagavAna kI itanI hI AjJA haiM : jisa jisa pravRtti se karmabaMdhana hotA ho vaha vaha kArya kabhI na kareM / jisa pravRtti se karma TUTate rahe usa usa kArya ko karate kabhI ruko mata / parabhAvameM jAne para karmabaMdhana hogA hI / svabhAvameM Ane para karmabaMdhana rukegA hI / isalie jJAnasiddha bananA par3egA / pudgaloM ke bIca rahane para bhI jJAnasiddha karmoM se lipta nahIM hotA / svArtharUpI kAjala ke ghara jaise saMsArameM rahe hue sarva jIva lipta hote haiM, lekina jJAnasiddha lipta nahIM hotA / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 271

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'lipyate nikhilo loko, jJAnasiddho na lipyate / ' ____- jJAnasAra paraMtu yaha saba sIkhane se pahale vyavahArameM niSNAta bananA par3egA / yadi sIdhA yaha dRSTikoNa apanAne gaye to kAnajI ke mata ke anuyAyIoM ke jaisI hAlata hogI, jo pUjA-pratikramaNa Adi saba chor3a dete haiM / sAdhanA ke mArgameM kramazaH Age baDho to hI maMjhila para pahuMca sakate ho / binA nIMva kI imArata banAne jAo to ka... ka... Da... bhUsa hokara hI rahegI / ApazrI dvArA bhejI gaI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri 3' evaM mannAraguDI se pu.naM. 2 prApta huI / hararoja subaha sAmAyikameM inhIM pustakoM para vAMcana cala rahA hai| ApakA saMkalana evaM guru bhagavaMta kI vAcanA itanI gajaba kI haiM ki mAno ve phalodImeM nahIM, balki beMgalorameM hamAre samakSa baiThakara samajhA rahe haiM / sAmAyika kA samaya kaba pUrA hotA haiM patA nahIM calatA / mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma.sA. ko vimalanAtha bhagavAna kI pratimA dekhakara tRpti nahIM hotI haiM balki dekhane kI jijJAsA baDhatI haiM / usI bhAMti hameM ApakA sAhitya paDhakara aise sAhitya jyAdA se jyAdA paDhane kI jijJAsA baDhatI haiM / pU. guru bhagavaMtazrI jyAdA se jyAdA aisI pravacana gaMgA kI dhArA pravAhita karate rahe evaM Apa usa dhArA ko hama taka pahu~cAte raheM / - azoka je. saMghavI beMgaloralA | 272oooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri-4]

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TODANA SAMANAasugamINITIOUSERIA maMdira ke zikhara para pUjyazrI 8-11-2000, budhavAra kArtika zuklA -- 12 * bhagavAna kI parama karuNA se hI itanI dharma sAmagrI milI haiM / bhagavAna kI vANI sunate jo AnaMda AtA haiM, bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna paidA hotA haiM to Age-Age kI bhUmikA svAbhAvika rUpa se milatI jAtI haiM / vyavahAra se dekheM to hama Adhe rAste para A gaye haiN| bhagavAna ko jisa kSaNa Apa alaga rakhate ho usI samaya ApakA muktimArga tarapha kA prayANa ruka jAtA haiN| bhagavAna kyA nahIM dete? sAdhanA, sadgati, bodhi saba kucha dete haiN| abhaya, cakSu, bodhi ityAdi saba kucha denevAle bhagavAna haiN| eka-eka vizeSaNa dvArA anya anya dArzanikoM ke matoM kA yahA~ (namutthuNaMmeM) khaMDana huA haiM / pU. haribhadrasUrijIne yaha saba dArzanika bhASAmeM likhA haiM / hamAre pAsa dina kama haiM / kahanA jyAdA haiM / ataH dArzanika bhASA gauNa karake Age bar3hate haiM / svarUpa aura paropakAra ye donoM bhagavAna kI saMpadA haiM / svarUpa utkRSTa na ho to utkRSTa paropakAra kaise ho sakatA haiM ? jise choTA hI kuTuMba calAnA ho to choTI dukAna, choTA dhaMdhA calatA haiM, kiMtu bar3e kuTuMbavAle ko to bar3A dhaMdhA karanA par3atA haiM / bhagavAna samasta (kahe kalApUrNasUri -- 4 65656655605555 6 273)

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jagata ke uddhAra kA mizana lekara beThe haiM / inake pAsa kitane ucca prakAra kI svarUpa-paropakAra Adi saMpadAeM honI cAhie ? . mokSameM jAne ke bAda ye zaktiyAM baMda ho jAtI haiM, aisA na mAneM, Aja bhI ye zaktiyAM kAma kara hI rahI haiM / sainika lar3ate ho taba sarakAra kI javAbadArI hotI haiM : kama hotI vastu pUrI karane kI / hama moha ke sAmane lar3ate hoM aura nirbala bane taba bala dene kI bhagavAna kI javAbadArI haiM / jarurata haiM, mAtra bhagavAna ke sAtha anusaMdhAna kI / sainika ke pAsa itanI hI apekSA haiM : vaha deza ko vaphAdAra rahe / bhakta ke pAsa se itanI hI apekSA haiM : vaha bhagavAna ko samarpita rahe / (27) jiNANaM jAvayANaM / kaMTakezvarIne jaise kumArapAla ke upara gussA kiyA : merI baliprathA kyoM aTakA dI ? moharAjA bhI hamAre para gussA karatA haiM : mere mukAma ko choDakara bhagavAna ke mukAmameM kyoM tU gayA ? kumArapAla kaMTakezvarI ke sAmane makkama rahA, vaise hameM bhI makkama rahanA haiM / bhagavAna kI zaraNameM jAnA haiM / bhagavAna kI to spaSTa bAta haiM : maiMne moha Adi para jaya prApta kiyA haiM, merI jo zaraNa le usake bhI moha kA maiM nAza karatA hUM / to hI maiM arihaMta ! maiM mAtra jItanevAlA nahIM, jItAnevAlA bhI hUM / rAga, dveSa, moha Adi ke AkramaNa to hote hI rheNge| bar3e sAdhaka ke jIvanameM bhI aise hamale Ate haiM / yadi na Ate ho to upAdhyAyajI ma. jaise yoM nahIM gAte : _ 'tapa - japa - moha mahA tophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re / ' sAdhanA ke mArga para sAdhaka ko aise anubhava hote hI rahate haiM / isa anubhava kA yahA~ varNana haiN| .. isalie hI yogazAstra ke 4the prakAzameM viSaya-kaSAya aura indriyoM ke jaya ke bAda manojaya karane ko kahA haiM / hamArI paraMparA bhI yahI haiM / isalie hI vairAgyazataka, indriyaparAjayazataka ityAdi paDhAye jAte haiM / vairAgyazataka, indriya parAjayazataka Adi chor3akara mAtra vyAkaraNa AdimeM par3e to khatarA utpanna ho sakatA haiM / (274 00000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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* jJAnasAra, yogasAra, adhyAtmasAra, AgamasAra (pU. devacaMdrajIkA) ityAdi graMtha sArabhUta haiM / dUsarA kucha na kara sako to ina graMthoM kA abhyAsa avazya kareM / ina graMthoM se saMkSepameM hameM sArabhUta padArtha mila jAte haiM / AgamasAra pU. devacaMdrajI kI kRti haiM / maiMne gRhasthAvasthAmeM hI kaMThastha kiyA haiM / nayacakrasAra bhI inakA graMtha haiM, lekina kaThina haiM, isalie nahIM kahatA / / Aja hamArA dhyeya hI badala gayA haiM / hamArI ruci hI badala gaI haiM / adhyAtma kI ora ruci ho to ye saba graMtha paDhane kI icchA hogI na ? ruci ho vahA zakti kA upayoga hotA hI haiM / hamArI zaktiyAM hamezA hamArI icchA kA hI anusaraNa karatI haiM / AtmA kI ora mUr3ane kI tIvra icchA hI samyagdarzana haiM / * arUpI pavana kArya se mAlUma par3atA haiM / arUpI AtmA guNa se jAna sakate haiM / jJAnAdi guNa AtmA ke alAvA dUsarI jagaha kahIM dekhA haiM ? hamAre jJAnAdi guNa prabhu ke sAtha tanmaya banane ke lie haiM / zikSaka kA jJAna vidyArthImeM A sakatA ho to bhagavAna ke guNa hamAre aMdara saMkrAnta kyoM nahIM ho sakate ? * dIpaka svayaM jalatA haiM / kiMtu dUsare ko jalAne kI vaha zakti dhAraNa karatA haiM / dIpaka dUsare ko jalAye to vaha thor3A bhI kama nahIM hotA / bhagavAna bhI dIpaka haiM / svayaM rAga-dveSa ko jItanevAle haiM, anya ko bhI jItAnevAle haiM / (28) tiNNANaM tArayANaM / bhagavAna svayaM saMsAra taire hue haiM / inake Azrita ko bhI tirAnevAle haiM / jahAja mAtra svayaM nahIM tairatI, dUsare ko tairAtI bhI haiM / bhagavAnane isa samudra meM choTI naukAeM (dezavirati kI) bhI rakhI haiM, paraMtu zarta itanI : naukAoM dvArA Akhira bar3I sTImara pakar3a lenI / * calanevAlA gira jAye to use koI uThAnevAlA milegA hI / gira jAne ke bhaya se koI calanA baMda nahIM krtaa| kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 50 0 275)

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sAdhanAmeM gira gaye to kyA hogA? aise soca kara sAdhanA zuru karanA baMdha kara deM to kaise calegA ? caMDakauzika jaise ko bhI bhagavAna tArane Ate hoM to hameM tArane nahIM AyeMge ?. bhagavAna hama ko sadA tArane kI icchA rakhate hI haiM, kiMtu kaThinAI yahI haiM : hama hI tairanA nahIM cAhate haiM / hama hI niHzaMka banakara bhagavAna ko nahIM pakar3a rahe haiM / __ pratyuta, hama hamAre tAranevAle ko hamArI ora khIMcane kA prayatna kara rahe haiM / agnimeM yA kuMemeM par3A huA AdamI svayaM ko khIMcanevAle ko madada to na kare, para pratyuta svayaM ke bacAnevAle ko khIMcane kA prayatna karatA ho to kyA samajhanA? (pU. hemacaMdrasAgarasUrijI padhAre / ) muni bhAgyezavijayajI : samApta karAne Aye / pUjyazrI : samApta karAne nahIM, sAra sunane ke lie Aye haiN| pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. ke pAsa aisA bahuta sIkhane milA haiM / kisI ghaTanAmeM se ve acchA hI grahaNa karate / TeDhI-TeDhI lakIreM karate bAlaka ko upAlaMbha dene kI jagaha eka (1) likhakara batAo to kAma ho jAyegA / vaha sIkha jAyegA / vaha jitanA kare usakI anumodanA karo / kisIne saMpUrNa AlocanA na lI ho to vicAreM : itanI to lI ! jitanI lI utanI to zuddhi hogI ! paraMtu usake upara gussA na kareM / use anya dRSTAMtoM ke dvArA saMpUrNa AlocanA lene ke lie prerita kareM / (29) buddhANaM bohayANaM / saMpUrNa jagata ajJAna-nidrAmeM soyA ho taba bhagavAna use jhakajhorate haiM, jagAte haiM / svayaM jAgRta huA AdamI svAbhAvika rUpa se hI dUsare ko jAgRta karane kA prayatna karegA / bhagavAna svayaM jAga gaye haiM / aura dUsare ko bhI jagAnevAle haiN| bhagavAna to hamAre mAtA-pitA, baMdhu, netA Adi saba kucha haiN| ve nahIM jagAyeM to kauna jagAyegA ? lekina hama bhagavAna ko parAye mAnate haiM / isalie hI phurasata (276 mmmmmmmmmssss wo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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ke samaya hI bhagavAna kA smaraNa karate haiM na ? bhagavAna sarvasva haiM, aisA kabhI lagA ? sarvasva lage to bhagavAna ke binA eka kSaNa bhI raha sakate kyA ? (30) muttANaM moagANaM / / bhagavAna karmoM ke baMdhana se mukta bane hue haiN| dUsare ko bhI mukta banAnevAle haiN| karma kA nitya baMdha karanevAle hameM mukti acchI lagatI haiM yA nahIM ? yahI savAla haiM / chuTakArA (mukti) acchA lagatA ho to karma kA baMdhana kaise acchA lagatA ? jisa-jisa pravRtti se karma kA baMdhana hotA ho vaha-vaha pravRtti kyoM na ruke ? sAra mAtra itanA hI haiM : jisa pravRtti se karmabaMdhana ho vaha nahIM karanI / mASatuSa muni ko mAtra itanA hI sIkhAyA gayA thA : roSatoSa na kareM / koI prazaMsA kare to khuza na hoM / niMdA kare to nArAja na hoM / itane jJAna ko bhAvita banAyA to kevalajJAna pA liyA / __ thor3A jJAna ho vaha calatA haiM, lekina vaha bhAvita honA caahie| maiM isalie hI jyAdA jJAna para jora nahIM detA, ise bhAvita banAne para jyAdA jora detA hUM / eka bhagavAna ko pakar3a lo / ve bhagavAna Apako jItA deMge, tAra deMge, jagA deMge aura chur3A deMge / jo koI bhI bhagavAna kI zaraNameM jAtA haiM, usake lie aisA karane ke lie bhagavAna baMdhe hue haiM / kyoMki bhagavAna 'svatulyapadavIpradaH' haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000000masooooo0000 277)

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vaDhavANa, vi.saM. 2047 9-11-2000, guruvAra kAtika zuklA - 13 * caturvidha saMgha ke pratyeka sabhya kI javAbadArI haiM : aise kAlameM bhI pUrvajoMne jo prayatna karake zAsana kI avicchinna paraMparA dI, usa paraMparA ko Age calAnA / * bahuta bAra vicAra AtA haiM : sAkSAt bhagavAna nahIM mile yaha acchA hI nahIM huA ? mUrkha aura nirbhAgI ko ciMtAmaNi mila jAye to vaha kauA uDAne ke lie use pheMka degA / bhAgya ke binA uttama vastu samajhameM nahIM AtI, saphala nahIM banatI / sAkSAt bhagavAna agara mila bhI gaye hote to hama majAka hI uDAte ! bahuta se bhavoMmeM bhagavAna mile hI hoMge, lekina hamane majAka hI uDAyA hogA / isalie abhI jo milA haiM, usa para bahumAna dhAraNa kareM to bhI kAma ho jAyegA, kitanI durlabha sAmagrI milI haiM hameM ? mAnava-avatAra, dharma-zravaNa, dharma-zraddhA aura dharma kA AcaraNa - ina cAra ko bhagavAna mahAvIra devane svayaM durlabha batAye haiM / hameM ye durlabha lagate haiM ? * bhagavAna acche haiM, aisA to lagA, kiMtu bhagavAna mere (2780000000 00 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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haiM, aisA lagA ? bhagavAna jagata ke to haiM, lekina mujhe kyA lenAdenA ? bhagavAna mere lagane cAhie / jagata ke jIva apane lagane cAhie | bhagavAna mere na lage vahAM taka prema utpanna nahIM hogA / zarIra, indriya, parivAra, dhana, makAna ityAdi mere lagate haiM, para bhagavAna mere haiM, aisA kabhI lagatA haiM ? zarIra Adi to yahIM raheMge / aMtima samayameM ye sabhI kaha deMge : aba hama Apake sAtha nahIM AyeMge / Apa Apake mArga para padhAro ! alavidA ! jisake sAtha pAMca- paccIsa varSoM taka rahanA ho usake sAtha dostI karanI aura sadAkAla rahanevAle ke sAtha upekSApUrvaka vartana karanA, yaha kaisI bAta ? (31) savvannUNaM savvadarisINaM / isa vizeSaNa se sAMkhya mata kA nirasana huA haiM / bhagavAna sarvajJa aura sarvadarzI haiM / karma ke bAdala kA AvaraNa dUra hote AtmA caMdra kI taraha prakAzita ho uThatI haiM / vaha saba kI jJAtA aura sarva kI dRSTA banatI haiM / * jJAnAdi guNa jIva se bhinna bhI haiM, abhinna bhI haiM / lakSaNa, saMkhyA, prayojana aura nAma se guNa bhinna haiM / guNa-guNI ke abheda se abhinna bhI haiM / hama khir3akI-daravAje ityAdi baMdha karake baiThe haiM / kahIM se AtmArUpI caMdra kA prakAza A na jAye / jJAnI kahate haiM : daravAjA kholo / daravAjA kholanA matalaba jJAna aura jJAnI ke prati Adara karanA / jJAna ke prati Adara baDhane para jJAna AtA hI haiM / isalie hI kahA haiM : 'jima jima arihA sevIye re, tima tima pragaTe jJAna saluNA / ' paM. vIravijayajI yaha to bhagavAna yA guru ke darzana ke binA paccakkhANa pAra nahIM sakate, isalie hI bhagavAna ke darzana karate haiM aura guru ke vaMdana karate haiM / yaha niyama nahIM hotA to hama darzana karate yA nahIM yaha bhI savAla haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 279

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* krodha kI taraha viSaya kI laganI bhI Aga haiM / krodha dikhatA haiM, viSaya kI Aga dikhatI nahIM itanA aMtara haiM / viSaya . kI Aga bijalI ke zorTa jaisI haiM / dikhatI nahIM lekina aMdara se jalA detI haiM / . bhagavAna ke guNoM ke dhyAna se hI viSaya kI Aga zAMta hotI haiN| 'viSaya-lagana kI agani bujhAvata, tuma guNa anubhava dhArA; bhaI maganatA tuma guNa rasakI, kuNa kaMcana kuNa dArA ?' ___ - pU. upA. yazovijayajI * bhagavAna svayaM kahate haiM : mattaH anye madarthAzca gunnaaH| guNa mujhase anya haiM aura mujhase ananya bhI haiM / maiM hI hUM sAdhya jinakA aise guNa haiM / guNavRtti se alaga ekAntika koI merI pravRtti nahIM haiM / guNa, lakSaNa Adi se bhinna haiM / udAH guNa kA lakSaNa alaga haiM / merA (AtmA kA) lakSaNa alaga haiM / saMkhyAH dravya eka haiM / guNa aneka haiM / phalabheda : dravya kA kArya alaga haiM / guNoM kA kArya alaga haiM / nAma : dravya kA nAma alaga haiM / guNoM ke nAma alaga haiN| ina saba dRSTi se guNa mujhase bhinna haiM / kiMtu dUsarI dRSTi se guNa aura maiM eka bhI haiM / kyoMki guNoM kA bhI sAdhya Akhira maiM hUM / guNa, guNI ke binA kahIM raha nahIM sakate / (32) siva - mayala - marua - maNaMta - makkhayamavvAbAhamapuNarAvitti - siddhigainAmadheyaM ThANaM saMpattANaM / bhagavAna ziva, acala, aruja, anaMta, akSaya, vyAbAdhA aura punarAgamana rahita siddhigati nAma ke sthAna ko prApta hue haiM / vyavahAra se bhagavAna kA sthAna siddhazilA haiM, kiMtu nizcaya se svasvarUpa hI haiM / vaha (siddhigati) sarva upadrava se rahita hone se acala haiM / zarIra-mana na hone ke kAraNa pIDA na hone se aruja haiM / kSaya na hone ke kAraNa akSaya haiM / 280dooooooooooooooooooo

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aMta na hone ke kAraNa anaMta haiM / AbAdhA-rahita hone ke kAraNa avyAbAdha haiM / vahA~ jAne ke bAda vApasa AnA nahIM haiM isalie apunarAvRtti haiM / pU.A.zrI vijaya kalAprabhasUrijI : zrI haribhadrasUrijI ma., municaMdrasUrijI - donoM mahApuruSoMne prabhustavanArUpa lalita-vistarA, nAmaka TIkA aura paMjikA likhI haiM / hamane cAra-cAra mahine taka isa graMtha para jo kucha sunA haiM / pU. gurudevane bahuta hI suMdara zailI se bhagavAna acche laga jAya isa taraha hameM samajhAyA / isa taraha hamane kisI samaya bhagavAna ko pahacAnane kA prayatna nahIM kiyA haiM / brAhmaNa kulameM janma lene para bhI haribhadra kisa taraha bhagavAna ko pahacAna sake ? eka kSaNa bhI bhagavat-smaraNa binA kI nahIM hogii| to hI aisA likha sake hoMge / pUjyazrI kA jIvana bhI bhagavanmaya hI haiM / ataH eva ve isa para bolane ke adhikArI haiM / bhagavAna para prema hone ke kAraNa hI nAdurasta tabIyata hone para bhI vAcanA, jahAM taka zakya huA, baMda nahIM rakhI haiM / hama nA kaheM to bhI baMda nahIM rakhI / pUjyazrI jaise to hama bana nahIM sakate, kiMtu inake caraNoMmeM natamastaka prArthanA karate haiM : Apa bhagavAna ko jisa taraha pahacAnate haiM, isa padArtha ko grahaNa karane kI hameM nirmala prajJA mile, yahI Apake pAsa tamannA haiM / pUjyazrI kA AbhAra mAneM utanA kama haiM / 77 varSa kI umrameM bhI pUjyazrI apramatta haiM / thor3A bukhAra yA sardI ho jAya to hamAre jaise vyAkhyAna baMda kara dete haiM, para pUjyazrI kabhI baMda nahIM rakhate / isameM pUjyazrI svayaM kA parizrama nahIM dekhate / ataH aba yAtrAeM zuru hone para bhI vAcanA, samaya Ane para cAlU rhegii| pUjyazrI : bhagavAna kI AjJA viruddha kucha bolA yA Apako kaTu lage vaisA bolA ho to hArdika micchAmi dukkaDaM / siddhagirimeM haiM vahAM taka logoM kI bhIr3a bhI rahegI / vAsakSepa kA saba Agraha rakhate haiM, lekina vAsakSepa kI rajakaNa uDate khAMsI yA aisA kucha hogA to yaha saba (vAcanA Adi kI) pravRtti bhI baMda ho jAyegI, usa para vicAra kareM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40omoooooooooooooooo 281)

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REAwasnasanaTalatalASA aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA, bhImAsara - kaccha, vi.saM. 2046 12-11-2000, ravivAra mRga. va. - 1 yaH eva vItarAgaH saH, devo nizcIyatAM tataH / bhavinAM bhavadambholiH svatulya-padavI-pradaH // * jina-jApaka, tIrNa-tAraka, buddha-bodhaka aura muktamocaka bhagavAna haiM, lalita-vistarAmeM yaha hamane dekhA / ataH bhagavAna 'svatulyapadavIprada' haiM, yaha nizcita huaa| yaha jAnate kitanA AnaMda hotA haiM ? dIna-duHkhI kI sevA karo to kyA milegA ? jo khuda kA peTa bhara nahIM sakatA vaha ApakA peTa kyA bhara sakegA ? jo svayaM rAga-dveSa se grasta haiM ve ApakA kyA bhalA kareMge ? jisa bhagavAna ke pAsa aisI utkRSTa siddhiyAM mila sakatI ho, phira bhI vaha prApta karane kI icchA na ho vaha kitanA kamabhAgya hogA ? hama to hamArI vRttioM ko jAnate haiM na ? subaha se zAma taka hamArI vRttiyAM kaisI ? usakA patA hameM nahIM calatA ? bhagavAna aura hama svayaM-do hI saba jAna sakate haiM / * bhagavAna mokSa dene ke lie taiyAra haiM / Apako mAtra yAcanA karane kI jarUrata haiM / (282 6 00mo50 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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bhojana bhUkha dUra karane ke lie taiyAra haiM / Apako mAtra khAne kI jarUrata haiN| __ hama svayaM taiyAra na ho to bhagavAna kyA kareMge ? kamI hamArI yA bhagavAna kI ? guru ke yoga se hI paramaguru kA yoga hogA / guru para bhakti bahumAna baDhe utanA Apako parama-guru kA yoga milatA rahegA / paMcasUtrakArane vahAM taka kaha diyA : guru-bahumANo mokkho / guru bahumAna se mokSa milatA haiM, aisA nahIM kahate, paraMtu guru bahumAna svayaM hI mokSa haiM, aisA kahate haiM / * Aja vAcanA rakhanI nahIM thI, kiMtu vAsakSepa ityAdimeM, logoM kI bhIr3ameM hI samaya pasAra ho usase acchA vAcanA rkheN| Apako jarurata na ho, para mujhe Apako denA haiM na ? AdhoimeM prathama upadhAna ke samaya logoMne gulAba-jAmuna pasaMda na kiye / (kabhI dekhe nahIM the - cakhe nahIM the) lekina jabaradastI khilAye, taba kAma huA / mujhe bhI aisA karanA par3atA haiM / * rAga-dveSa Adi Apako purAne mitra lagate hoMge, tAtkAlika chor3a na sako to bhI ye chor3ane jaise haiM, itanA to avazya svIkAreM / bhagavAna jaisI vItarAgatA bhale na mile para rAga-dveSa kI kucha maMdatA to AnI hI cAhie / yahI sAdhanA kA phala haiN| ruci-aruci ke prasaMgameM dimAga svasthatA na gaMvAye taba samajheM : rAga-dveSameM kucha maMdatA AyI haiM / * chajIva-nikAya ke sAtha-kSamApanA karanevAle hama sAtha rahanevAloM ke sAtha kSamApanA nahIM karate haiM / isalie hI 'AyariyauvajjhAe' sUtra haiN| nahIM to vaMdittu (pagAma sijjAya) aura abbhuTThiomeM kSamA A hI gaI haiM / aba bAkI kyA rahA ? nahIM, abhI zAstrakAroMko bAkI lagA : isalie hI ve kAnameM pUchate haiM : Apa 'khAmemi savva jIve' ityAdi to bole, para AcArya, upAdhyAya, ziSya, sAdharmika, kula, guNa Adi sahavartI ke sAtha kSamApanA kI ? (mR.kR. 5 ke dina indaurameM kAladharma pAye hue pUjya munizrI kalahaMsavijayajI (pU.A.bha. ke saMsArI sAle) keM devavaMdana aura guNAnuvAda hue|) (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 00000000000000000 283)

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siddhAMta mahodadhipU. A. premasUrijI ma. 16-11-2000, zukravAra mRga. va. - 6 * subaha ArIsAbhuvanameM 100 pratimAoM kI aMjanazalAkApratiSThA / * subaha 9.00 se 1.00 aMkibAI dharmazAlAmeM pU. premasUrijI kI saMyama-zatAbdI ke nimitta pU. AcAryazrI kI guNAnuvAda-sabhA / zata sahasa lakha ne, koTi koTi vAra huM vaMdana karUM, tAraka paramaguru vIranA vArasa, tane dhyAne dharUM, je pATa zrI chotteramI, suvizuddha dhara maMgala-karUM, sUri prema pAvana caraNamAM, nata mastake vaMdana karUM / * pUjya gaNizrI municaMdravijayajI : sUri prema vaMdanAvalI chatrIsI ke racayitA haiM : pUjya AcAryazrI jagavallabhasUrijI mahArAja / zAsana prabhAvakatA ke sAtha kavitva-zakti bhI pUjyazrI ko milI haiM / jo virala vyakti ko hI milatI haiM / (284 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 666666666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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pU.A.zrI vijayapremasUrijI ko maiMne dekhe nahIM haiM, kiMtu sune jarura haiM / anaMtara yA paraMpara ina pUjyazrI kA bhI hama para upakAra hamAre pU. gurudeva (pU.A.zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI mahArAja) ko rAjanAMda gAMva (M.P.) meM pU. rUpavijayajI ma. ke pAsa Ate jaina pravacana paDhakara vairAgya huA thA / jaina pravacanoM ke dezaka pU. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ko taiyAra karanevAle pU. premasUrijI hI the / isa taraha pUjyazrI kA hama para bhI upakAra haiM / Apake pAsa zAyada ApakI sAta pIDhI kI yAdI bhI nahIM hogI / hamAre pAsa bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI se lekara aba taka kI saMpUrNa paraMparA haiM / pUjyazrI sudharmAsvAmI kI 76vIM pATa para Aye hue haiM / piMDavAr3A ke pAsa nAMdiyA kI puNyadharA para vi.saM. 1940, phA.su. 15 ke dina pUjyazrI kA janma huA thA / pUrNimA ke dina bahuta mahApuruSoMne janma liyA haiM / - kalikAla-sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrijI kA kA.zu. 15, zrImad rAjacaMdra aura nAnaka kA bhI kA.zu. 15, buddha kA vai.su. 15 ke dina huA thA / amAvasyA ke dina sUrya aura caMdra sAthameM hote haiM / 'amA' yAne 'sAthameM', 'vasyA' yAni 'vAsa' / sUrya-caMdra kA sAtha vAsa ho vaha 'amAvasyA' kahI jAtI haiM / pUrNimA ke dina isase viparIta sthiti hotI haiM / yAni kI sUrya aura caMdra Amane-sAmane hote haiM / pUrNimA ke dina janme hue jyAdA karake bhImakAMta guNayukta netRtva vAle hote haiM / pUjyazrImeM ye donoM guNa the / isa lie hI pUjyazrI 250 jitane zramaNavRMda kA saphala netRtva kara sake the / jahA~ jahA~ vicaraNa kiyA vahA~ vahA~ pUjyazrIne cAritra kI prabhAvanA kI haiM / gujarAta, rAjasthAna, karNATaka ityAdi pradezoM kI aneka hastIoM ko unhoMne svayaM kI tarapha AkarSita kI / isa kAlameM yaha koI choTI siddhi nahIM haiM / inakI khIMcane kI zakti, inakA vAtsalya, inakI karuNA ko dikhAnevAlA eka prasaMga kahatA hUM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 466000000000000000000 285)

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vi.saM. 1998 (yA 1996 ?) meM pUjyazrI kA nipANImeM cAturmAsa thA / vyAkhyAna ke bAda prabhAvanAmeM nAriyala kI prabhAvanA hotI thI / eka ajaina (lar3akA ) bAra bAra nAriyala lene AtA thA / TrasTIoM kI cakora najara se vaha chupA na rahA / TrasTIoM ne usa lar3ake ko pakar3A, dhamakAyA aura 15-20 prabhAvanA ke nAriyala nikalavAye / 1 pUjyazrI yaha dRzya dekha rahe the / unhoMne usa jainetara lar3ake ko bulAyA / dhamakAte TrasTIoM ko aTakAye / 15-20 nAriyala lar3ake ko vApasa dilAye aura kahA : roja tU mere pAsa AnA / zivappA nAmakA yaha liMgAyatI brAhmaNa - zizu roja pUjya zrI ke pAsa Ane lagA aura thor3e samayameM pAMca pratikramaNa sIkha gayA / pUjya zrI ke apAra vAtsalya se mugdha banA vaha lar3akA dIkSA lene bhI taiyAra ho gayA / vaha bAlaka Age jAkara pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya guNAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja banA, jinake pAsa pU. caMdrazekhara vi., pU. ratnasuMdarasUrijI jaise aneka prabhAvaka paDha cUke haiM / aise the ratnaparIkSaka pUjya premasUrijI, jinhoMne apane kuneha aura karuNA se cAroM tarapha se aneka pratibhAoM ko AkarSita kI thI / abhI pU. sAgarajI ma. ke guNAnuvAda ke prasaMga para pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI mahArAjane paM. maphatalAla kA havAlA dekara kahA thA ki jainazAsana ke arvAcIna cAra staMbha ho gaye : (1) jina-maMdiroM ke uddhAraka pU. nemisUrijI / (2) zrAvakoM ke uddhAraka pU. vallabhasUrijI / (3) AgamoM ke uddhAraka pU. sAgarajI ma. / (4) saMyamIoM ke uddhAraka pU. isa kAlameM viziSTa prakAra ke bahuta hI upakAra kiyA haiM / premasUrijI, pU. rAmacaMdrasUrijI / saMyamI taiyAra karake pUjyazrIne pUjya zrI ke caraNoMmeM agaNita vaMdana / pU. navaratnasAgarasUrijI : 'prema' nAma DhAI akSara kA haiM / prema ko jAna le vaha paMDita kahA jAtA haiM / 286 WWW 5 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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'pothI paDha-paDha jaga mUA, paMDita bhayA na koya; DhAI akSara prema kA, paDhe so paMDita hoya / ' - kabIra pU. premasUri ma.meM sacamuca hI prema kA pravAha umaTatA thA / kaThora logoM ke hRdayameM bhI vairAgya kA dIpaka prakaTAne kA bhagIratha kAma unhoMne kiyA thA / __ abhI gaNi zrI municaMdravijayajIne kahA usI taraha cAra zAsanastaMbha ho gaye / _pU. sAgarajI mahArAjane akele ne hI yaha bhagIratha kArya kiyA / khaMDita pratoMmeM bhI prakAMDa prajJA se TUTe hue Agama pATha jor3e, ve asala pratameM bhI bAdameM vaise hI mile / saMyama ke uddhAraka, pU. premasUrijIne bahuta zAsana-sevA kI haiM / jahA~ gaye vahA~ cAritra kI prabhAvanA kI haiM / _ 'gamatAno karIe gulAla' (jo acchA lage use bAMTe), khuda ko acchA lagatA cAritra anekoM ko diyA / inake guNa hamameM bhI Aye, aisI maMgalakAmanA / pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI : cAturmAsa ke prAraMbha se aba taka eka hokara hama rahe haiM / aura Age bhI raheMge / aisI acchI paraMparA cale to acchA hI haiM na ? isameM zAsana kI zobhA hI haiM na ? 'hamAre zramaNa eka hI pATa para haiM / ' aisA jAnakara zrAvakavarga ko kitanA AnaMda hogA ? pU. premasUrijI kI saMyama zatAbdI haiM / dIkSA hI saccA janma haiM, AdhyAtmika janma haiM / ghara ke mukhya vyakti cale jAye, vApasa na Aye to mana kaisA vyAkula rahatA haiM ? hamArI AtmA Aja khuda ke ghara se bAhara calI gayI haiM / aMdara hAlata kaisI huI hogI ? cetanA-zakti Aja bAhara bhaTaka rahI haiM / cAritra isakA nAma jo cetanA kI zakti ko aMdara le jAye / cAritra mAnava ko hI milatA haiM / pAMcoM parameSThImeM eka bhI parameSThI cAritra-rahita nahIM haiN| isalie hI pAMcoM parameSThI mAnava ke binA bana nahIM sakate / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 wooooooooooooooomnon 287)

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aise cAritra ko sva-jIvanameM utAranA kaThina haiM to anyoMmeM utAranA to ati-kaThina haiN| yaha kaThina kAma pU. premasUrijIne svajIvanameM kara dikhAyA haiM / bhagavAna aura bhagavAna ke zAsana ke prati unheM gADha prema thA / jo pU. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ke jaina pravacana paDhakara mujhe vairAgya huA, una pU. rAmacaMdrasUrijI ko taiyAra karanevAle pU. premasUrijI the / __pATa para baiThakara bhale premasUrijI bolate nahIM the, kiMtu nIce to bar3e bar3e ko bhI dIkSA de dete, bhale koleja paDhakara AyA ho yA cAhe vahA~ paDhakara AyA ho / vi.saM. 2014meM caDavAla saMgha ke samaya pU. premasUrijI ke pahalIbAra darzana hue / taba saba padastha sAtha the / hama bhI saMghameM jur3a gaye / usake bAda vaha cAturmAsa surendranagarameM sAthameM kiyA / etadartha pU. kanakasUrijIne saprema anumati dI / pAMca ThANA hama alaga samudAya ke hone para bhI kisI ko patA bhI na cale ki alaga samudAya hogA / usa samaya pU. premasUrijIne prema ke pATha sIkhAye, prema kI gaMgAmeM snAna karAyA, pU. premasUrijI ke bAda pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ko pakar3e / tIna cAturmAsa unake sAtha rahe / ziSyoM ko taiyAra karane kI unakI kalA sIkhane jaisI haiM / ziSyoM ko taiyAra karane ve khuda bAdhA lete : tU 45 Agama na paDhe vahA~ taka mujhe dUdha kA tyAga ! vaha ziSya unake vAtsalya se bhIga na jAye to hI Azcarya ! bolane kI apekSA jIvana adhika bodhaprada banatA haiM / yaha unake jIvana se jAnane milatA haiM / Apa boleMge to ekAdha ghaNTA hI, magara ApakA jIvana nirmala hogA to 24 ghaNTe anyoM ko preraNA milatI hI rhegii| nirmala jIvana se ve hamezA preraNA dete hI rahate the / ataH eva muni avasthAmeM rahA huA muni vyAkhyAnAdi na de to bhI jagata kA yoga-kSema karatA rahatA haiM / aise muni ke prabhAva se hI jaMbUdvIpa se dugunA bar3A hone para bhI lavaNa samudra use DUbAtA nahIM haiM / (288 0 comww w .sam kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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hama saba inake jaise ArAdhaka baneM yahI zubhecchA / pU. yazovijayasUrijI : * sva nAma dhanya mahAyogivarya pU premasUrijI ma. hamAre yuga ke ananyatama sAdhaka the / inakI sAdhanA ko zabdoMmeM bAMdha nahIM sakatA hUM / mAtra vaMdana karake zilpI ke rUpameM varNana karUMgA / eka zilpI ko kisIne pUchA : ajor3a zilpa kaise banAyA ? zilpIne kahA : 'zilpa to aMdara thA hI / mAtra binajarurI bhAga maiMne nikAla diyA / pU. premasUrijI, pAsa Aye hue kisI bhI sAdhaka kA hIra parakhakara usakA binajarurI bhAga nikAlakara sazakta zilpa taiyAra karate / zilpI ke rUpameM ve ajor3a the / unhoMne jaise ziSyoM ko diye haiM, vaise kisIne nahIM diye / bAlamuni ko cokaleTa kA pralobhana bhI dete / pU. jayaghoSasUrijI ko bAlamuni ke rUpameM hI acchI taraha saMbhAle the / 9-9 munioM ko zatAvadhAnI banAne ke bAda turaMta hI kaha diyA : sArvajanika rUpa se yaha prayoga baMda karo / munioM ko prasiddhi ke nahIM, siddhi ke zikhara para ve caDhAnA cAhate the / Apako patA nahIM hogA : guru kI kaThoratAmeM komalatA ke darzana ziSya kaise karatA haiM " dayAnaMda ke guru the : vIrajAnaMda / bahuta hI krodhI / guru ke krodha ko puNya prakopa kahate haiM / dayAnaMda kI Azrama sApha karane kI bArI thI / vIrajAnaMdane dekhA : eka kamaremeM thor3A kacarA par3A haiM / gurune dayAnaMda ko pIThameM jhADU se dho DAlA / .16 dina taka ghAva batAkara dayAnaMda kahate : dekhA ? yaha guru kI prasAdI haiM / caMDarudrAcArya jaise guru na mile, usakA kitanA darda hameM haiM ? caMdanA jaise guru na mile, usakA kitanA darda hameM haiM ? pU. premasUrijI ananya zilpI the - sAdhanA jagata ke / karmakAMDI, dhyAnI, yogI, mAMtrika, pravacanakAra ityAdi unhoMne diye haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400amoooooooo00000000 289)

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piMDavAr3A dhanya bana gayA haiM, unake janmase / sadguru ke rUpameM bahuta ucca vyakti the / pU. premasUrijI ke pAsa, maiMne dekhA haiM : koI sAdhaka unake pAsa Ate hI ve samajha jAte : 10-15 janma se yaha sAdhaka kisa dhArAmeM bahatA AyA haiM ? svAdhyAya, vaiyAvacca, bhakti, jo dhArA ho usameM biThA dete / unakA tIsarA netra jAgRta thA / ve isake dvArA sAdhaka ko pahacAna lete aura usakI dizAmeM daur3Ate / yaha janma sAdhanAmeM daur3ane ke lie hI milA haiM / isa taraha saiMkar3oM sAdhakoM ko taiyAra kiye haiM / paraMparA se to lAkhoM sAdhakoM ko taiyAra kiye haiM / Aja ke yuga ke bahuta bar3e bhaktiyogAcArya, jinake lie 'RSi' zabda ke prayoga kA mana hotA haiM, vaise pU. AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma. hamAre bIca birAjamAna haiN| pU. premasUrijI, pU. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. bhale gaye, lekina pU. kalApUrNasUrijI jaise vidyamAna haiM, vaha hamArA sadbhAgya haiM / aise RSiyoM kI orA renja bahuta laMbI hotI haiN| sadguru ke prasAda ke binA sAdhanA kisI bhI taraha uThAI nahIM jA sakatI / araNika muni kI sAdhanA guru kI prasAdI se hI huI / nahIM to komala kAyAmeM dhagadhagatI zilAmeM saMthArA karane kI zakti kahA~ se Aye ? tIrthaMkara kI kRpA hama para nitya barasatI hI rahI haiM / lekina kRpA barasatI ho taba hameM svayaM ko kholane kI jarurata haiM / 99% kRpA, mAtra 1% prayatna hI hamArA / yaha prayatna bhI kRpA ko kholane ke lie hI haiN| __ pU. premasUrijI ko 100 sAla hue / bahuta bar3A aMtara nahIM haiM / maiM to kahUMgA : 2500 varSa bhI bahuta bar3A aMtara nahIM haiN| Aja bhI vAibrezana grahaNa kara sakate haiM / _inakI sAdhanA-dhArA ko grahaNa karane ke lie Aja ke dina . kaTibaddha banakara prArthanA karate haiM : ekAdha aMza hameM milo / (290 00000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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pU. siMhasenasUrijI : jayavaMta jinazAsana ko yahA~ taka lAnevAle aise mahApuruSa haiM / bhagavAnane to zAsana svanirvANa taka calAyA / kiMtu usake bAda use jayavaMta rakhanevAle aise mahApuruSa the / maiMne to pujyazrI ko dekhe nahIM haiN| eka prasaMga kahatA hUM, jisase unakI nikhAlasatA, vAtsalya, saMgaThana- prema Adi kA patA cale / usmAnapurA jinAlaya kI pratiSThA pU. udayasUrijI kI nizrAmeM hone para bhI pU. premasUrijI ko vinaMti karAkara donoMne sAthameM milakara pratiSThA karAI thI / aise mahApuruSoM kI Aja jarurata haiM / pUjya zrI kI dIkSA kA Aja maMgaladina haiM / isa kSetra ke prabhAva ke kAraNa aisA caitanya prakaTe ki vaha sAdhaka uttarottara Age baDhatA rahe / pU. mahodayasAgarajI : yahA~ baiThe hue hamAremeM se bahutoMne pUjyazrI ke darzana nahIM kiye hoMge / maiMne bhI nahIM kiye / lekina hamAre pU. gurudeva ke mukha se AdarapUrvaka nAma bahutabAra sunA haiM / tapAgaccha ke bar3e sAdhu samudAyameM pU. premasUrijI kA bar3A hissA haiM / mAtA se bhI adhika vAtsalyapUrvaka unhoMne sAdhuoM ko taiyAra kiye haiM / dIkSA ke bAda bhI unhoMne adbhuta tAlIma dI haiM / hamAre gurudeva pU. guNasAgarasUrijIne AcArya padavI ke prasaMga para ghoSaNA kI thI : 'saba AcArya bhagavaMta eka hote ho to maiM mere gaccha kI sAmAcArI ke lie Agraha nahIM rakhUMgA / ' pU. premasUrijI ke kAnameM yaha bAta AyI / unhoMne isa bhAvanA kI anumodanA kI / pU. premasUrijI ke anekAneka prasaMgoMmeM se eka prasaMga kahatA hUM : AcArya padavI ke lie yogya hone para bhI unameM adbhuta niHspRhatA thI / eka bAra ve vayovRddha munizrI jinavijayajI kI vaiyAvacca karane ke lie pATaNameM rahe the / pahale se hI vaiyAvacca kA rasa unameM joradAra thA / paira dabAne se lekara mAtru paraThavane taka kA kArya bhI AnaMdapUrvaka karate / para- samudAya ke mahAtmAoM kI bhI sevA karate / Www WOODOO 291 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 -

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usa samaya rAdhanapurameM pU. dAnasUrijI kI nizrAmeM upadhAna the / pU. dAnasUrijI ko caitra zukla 14 kA dina AcArya pada ke lie suMdara lagA / kamalazIbhAI (rAdhanapura ke uttama zrAvaka) ko pU. dAnasUrijIne yaha bAta kii| lekina premavijayajI ko samajhAnA kaise ? vaha samasyA thI / kamalazIbhAIne yaha kAma hAthameM liyA / pATaNa gaye : 'guru ma. Apako yAda karate haiN|' tabIyata barAbara nahIM hogI-aisA samajhakara turaMta hI vihAra kara rAdhanapura pahuMca gaye / guru ko svastha dekhakara vicArameM par3a gaye : kyA kAraNa hogA ? usake bAda gurune Adeza kiyA : tumheM AcArya padavI lenI haiM / ye zabda sunate hI hama jaisoM ko AnaMda hotA haiM, para pUjyazrI kA muMha mlAna bana gayA / azrudhArA bahane lagI / jo aise mAnatA ho ki maiM AcArya padavI ke liye ayogya hUM, vahI usa pada ke liye yogya samajheM / 'tIrthaMkara samAna pada kA vahana karane kI yogyatA mujhameM nahIM haiM / ' pUjyazrIne kahA / / usa samaya pU. dAnasUrijIne 'vITo' lagA kara pada diyA / 'AjJA gurUNAmavicAraNIyA / ' aisI niHspRhatA hamameM bhI prakaTa ho aisI bhAvanA ke sAtha... pU. divyaratnavijayajI (vallabhasUrijIke) : Aja se 100 varSa pUrva isa bhUmi para jo prasaMga banA vaha hama bhale hI nahIM dekha sake, lekina unakA mahotsava manAne kA saubhAgya milA, vaha bhI kama nahIM haiM / agara koI vyakti baharA-gUMgA ho use mizrI-gur3a khIlAyA jAya to usakI prazaMsA vaha kaise kara sakegA? vaha mana hI mana gunagunAyegA, lekina bola nahIM sakegA / hamArI bhI yahI sthiti haiM / unake saMyama ke samaya hamameM se koI upasthita nahIM hoMge / svArthI saMsArameM sacce sAthI kevala guru haiM / guru ke pAsa 48 miniTa kA sAmAyika bhI agara itanA AnaMda detA haiM to AjIvana sAmAyika kitanA AnaMda detA hogA ? (292 60saas o os kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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vRkSa svayaM kaSTa jhelakara phala dUsaroM ko dete haiM / nadI apanA pAnI dUsaroM ko detI haiM / hamAre pU. premasUrijI bhI aise hI the / pU. premasUrijI zrIphala kI taraha upara se kaThora the, lekina bhItara se komala the / Aja ke dina saMkalpa karanA : jaba taka cAritra nahIM lUMgA, taba taka AyaMbila karUMgA yA dUsarA kucha bhI tyAga karUMgA / pU.paM.zrI vajrasenavijayajI : vi.saM. 2008 se maiM pUjyazrI ko barAbara pahacAnatA hUM / taba nivRtti nivAsameM cAturmAsa thA / maiM (saMsArIpanemeM) mumukSu maMDala ke sabhyarUpameM purabAImeM (vi.saM. 2006) thA / pUjyazrI taba AyaMbila khAtemeM the / pUjyazrI ke nAma ke anusAra guNa the / bahutoM ke nAma AnaMdIlAla hotA haiM para AnaMda kI buMda bhI nahIM hotI, lekina ye to prema ke mahAsAgara the / / 15-17 mumukSuoMmeM maiM bhI thA / do jana 8-8 varSa ke the / 17 varSa se koI bar3A nahIM thA / usameM se 90%ne dIkSA lI / 'prathama muhUrtameM dIkSA le use sametazikhara kI yAtrA kA lAbha milegA / ' aisA sunakara pUjyazrI ko maiMne kahA thA : 'dIkSA mujhe lenI haiM, lekina prathama muhUrtameM nahIM / mujhe sametazikhara kI yAtrA karanI haiN|' para pUjyazrI Tasa ke masa na hue / _ 'tere saMyama ke vikAsa ke lie tU pU. mahAbhadra vi. ko chor3anA mata / ' aisA mujhe kahA thA / saM. 2019meM rAdhanapurameM cecaka (zItalA) nikale the taba jAvAla se rAdhanapura ke saMgha para pUjyazrI kA patra AtA thA : isa bAlamuni ko barAbara saMbhAleM / pUjyazrI vacanasiddha the / '1lI buka mahinemeM ho jAyegI / ' kahate to ho gayI / aise premI mahAtmA kA sAMnidhya 20 varSa taka milA, dekhane mile, vaha merA ahobhAgya haiM / pU. kIrtisenasUrijI : hama unake hAtha se dIkSita bane, 12 varSa sAthameM rhe| piMDavAr3AmeM 3 cAturmAsa sAthameM kiye / unakA varNana vacanAtIta haiM / unakA brahmacarya nirmala thA / dainika ekAsaNemeM do se tIna kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400 000000000000 293)

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dravya se jyAdA liye nahIM haiM / svAdhyAyameM lInatA bahuta hI thI / yoga-kSemameM apramattatA pratipala dekhane milatI / utkRSTa saMyamavRtti to najara ke sAmane hI dikhatI / koI ziSya Asana rakhakara jAye to jyAdA Asana nikAla dete / 15 dina se pahale kApa nahIM nikAlane dete / nIce dekhakara calanA, ekAsana karanA, sthaMDila dopahara ko hI jAnA, vADemeM nahIM / ityAdi guNa netradIpaka the / * jJAnI kauna kahA jAtA haiM ? kitanI DIgrI prApta kare to jJAnI kahA jAye ? 9 pUrva taka paDhA huA bhI ajJAnI ho sakatA Atma-svarUpa kI tamannA na ho to vaha ajJAnI hI hogA / kisI jijJAsune guru ko pUchA : cAra gatimeM bhayaMkara duHkha haiM / sAdhanAmeM bhI duHkha haiM / dUsarA koI rAstA haiM ? gurune kahA : guNAnuvAda karanA, guNI ko vaMdana karanA - vaha tIsarA mArga haiM / Aja hama isalie hI ikaTThe hue haiM / anumodanA kA prasaMga khar3A karake pU.A.bha. jagavallabhasUrijIne bar3A kAma kiyA haiM / tIrthayAtrA dvArA saMyamayAtrA pAkara bhava-yAtrA kA aMta kareM, yahI kAmanA / ___ navakAra ke jitane akSara haiM utane sAla (68) unhoMne saMyama pAlA thA / pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : pUjyazrI ko sarvaprathama maiMne isI bhUmimeM saM. 2006meM dekhe / cAturmAsa nivRtti nivAsameM thA / pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. kA koTAvAle kI dharmazAlAmeM thA / pU. jinaprabha vi.ma. kI thor3e samaya pUrva hI dIkSA huI thii| prathama hI darzanameM hama eka dUsare ko jaca gaye / maiM pUjyazrI kI godameM baiTha gayA / ___ 'tujhe dIkSA lenI haiM ?' isa prazna ke javAbameM maiMne kahA : 'dIkSA lenI haiM / ' unhoMne kahA : 'to terI dIkSA nakkI / ' usa samaya bAladIkSAmeM khatarA thA / nararatna vi. kI dIkSA ke bAda bAladIkSA nahIM huI thI / mumukSumaMDalameM 14 varSa ke AsapAsa ke kizora the / (294 0ommonomooooooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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usa samaya pUjyazrI ke sAtha bhAnuvijayajI yaha saba saMbhAlate / pUjyazrI kA yahI mizana thA : sAdhu baDhAne / sahayogI to bAdameM mile / 12 varSa ke bAda rAmavijayajI mile / usake pahale bhI saMgharSa karate hI rahe / guru ko 10 ziSya hone ke bAda hI 11vA~ ziSya merA aisI pratijJA thI / dIkSA lenemeM unheM svayaM bahuta takalIpha par3I haiM / vyArA se bhAgakara 36 mIla eka rAtrimeM calakara bAda meM gADImeM baiThakara yahA~ taleTImeM dIkSA lI haiM / dharmazAlAmeM le sake vaisA saMyoga nahIM thA / maMjUrI ke binA kauna dIkSA dilAne kI hiMmata karegA ? abhI to taleTImeM koI dIkSA nahIM letA / lekina unheM AdinAtha prabhu kI kRpA milanevAlI hogI / kisIne unheM khIMce nahIM, svayaM khIMcAkara Aye haiN| janmAMtarIya adhUrI sAdhanA pUrI karane hI Aye hoMge / bhagavAna mahAvIra chadmastha avasthAmeM rahe, usa jagaha (nAMdiyAmeM) unakA janma huA haiM / Abu, nAMdiyA, diyANA, muMDasthala, vaDagAma, vAsA, osiyA, bhAMDavajI ityAdi sthaloMmeM bhagavAna mahAvIra vicare haiM / ina saba sthAnoMmeM bhagavAna mahAvIra haiN| bhagavAna ke ina pavitra paramANuoM ko unhoMne grahaNa kiye hoMge / _ 'zramaNoM ko baDhAnA haiM / binA zramaNa, zAsana nahIM calegA / ' yaha unakA mizana thA / kasturabhAI Aye to bhI yahI pUchate : yaha (oghA) kaba lenA haiM ? jisake sAtha najara milAte use dIkSA prAyaH mila jAtI, aisI inakI labdhi thI / vi.saM. 2020meM piMDavAr3AmeM unakA cAturmAsa thA / 55 sAdhu the / maiMne 2020meM piMDavAr3AmeM unake sAtha eka hI cAturmAsa kiyA haiN| dIkSA kA mizana uThAyA pU. premasUrijIne / calAyA unake vaphAdAra ziSya pU. rAmacaMdrasUrijIne / __ pU. rAmacaMdrasUrijI kI dIkSA ke pahale pU. premasUrijIne 10 munioM ko taiyAra kiye / 10 dIkSA ho gaI thI / una sabako pU. dAnasUrijI ke ziSya banAye / prAraMbhameM hI itanA prabhAva thA to bAdameM kitanA baDhA hogA ? saMsAra se khIMcane ke bAda ve munioM (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400 amoomsoom 295)

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ko Age bhI baDhAte / pU. rAmavijayajI ko sarasvatI kI isa guphAmeM sAdhanA karAI / kisI bahanane unake vyAkhyAna kI prazaMsA kI, ataH svayaM vyAkhyAna nahIM dete the / pravacanakAra rAmavijayajI, 'bhAnuvijayajI, caMdrazekhara vi. Adi sabakA ve upayoga kara lete / bar3e-bar3e zaktizAlI AcArya para pUjyazrI nArAja hue ho to unheM sAloM taka eka bhI ziSya na huA ho, aisA hamane dekhA haiM / hamArA astitva unheM AbhArI haiN| mUka rahakara unhoMne asAdhAraNa kArya kiyA haiN| pUjyazrI ko zAsana ke lie bahuta hI ciMtA thI / davA kI bhUla ke kAraNa mujhe lakavA hone se ve ciMtita ho gaye / pUjya zrI zivagaMja the / maiM nANAmeM thA / ve ber3AmeM Aye / vahA~ 600 ArAdhakoM kA upadhAna hone para bhI vahA~ nahIM rukakara nANAmeM mere pAsa Aye / sAdhu kA bhoga dekara gRhasthoM kI kabhI unhoMne khuzAmada kI nahIM haiM / ___ 'ciMtA mata kara / tU calane laga jAyegA / ' godameM biThAkara unhoMne aisA mujhe kahA / usa samaya jinasena vi.ne bahuta hI sevA kI thI / mujhe zivagaMja le gaye / jIye vahA taka mujhe jAmanagara hospiTalameM rakhavAyA / vahA ke mukhya vyakti jIvAbhAI ko 'merA laDakA haiM / ' aise kahakara sUcanA dI / nahIM to jIvAbhAI kyA paisA kharcate ? mujha para unakA asIma upakAra ! maiM phira vicitra svabhAva kA / unako anekabAra nArAja karatA / karma sAhitya ke lie nA kahatA / phira bhI ve saba aMdara UtAra jAte / mujha jaise anekoM kA aisA apamAna nigala jAte / hama se kAma lene kI unakI joradAra TrIka thI / dIkSA ke samaya maiM 30 iMca kA thA / __dIkSA ke pahale maiM pUjyazrI ko milane muMbaI gayA to unhoMne mujhe saMthArA porasI gokhane biThA diyA / poNe ghaNTemeM 17 gAthA karA dI aura sUkA mevA dilAyA / 2960manamannamonomoot

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pAsameM Aye koI bhI vyakti kI sUkSma se sUkSma bAbata kA ve dhyAna rakhate / usa samaya ke sAdhu samudAyameM merA naMbara 155vAM thA / eka ko sAthameM lekara saba ziSyoM kI roja rAta ko ginatI karate / rAta ko muzkila se do ghaNTe sote / chedasUtroM ko pUre pacAkara baiThe hue ye mahApuruSa the / unake pAsa jo sUjha, dRSTi thI vaha dUsare kisI ke pAsa dekhane nahIM milI / prAcIna pratoM ke saMzodhaka pU. puNyavi., pU. vallabhasUrijI ke the / mujhe zauka jagA, pU. puNyavijayajI ke pAsa jAkara prAcIna zAstra-saMpAdana sIkhane kA / maiM vahA~ nau mahine taka gayA / pU. puNyavijayajIne putra kI taraha mujhe prema se sIkhAyA / ratilAla nAthAbhAI ke yahA~ udyApana thA / maiMne Darate-Darate pU. puNyavijayajI ke pAsa paDhane kI bAta kI / sIdhI kabUlAta hI kara dI / koI kaha de usase acchA svayaM hI kaha denA / pU. premasUrijI khuza hue / pitA-putra jaisA saMbaMdha terA haiM / bahuta acchA / usake bAda pU. puNyavijayajI ke sAtha milane kI icchA pUjyazrI ko dikhAI / bhara dopahara 1.00 baje Aye / 3 ghaNTe donoM baiThe / donoM prasanna hue / pUjyazrIne saMkalpa kiyA : maukA milate hI 25 sAdhu puNyavijayajI ke pAsa bhejane / __zAsana ko vijayavaMta banAne kA unakA manoratha thA / koI zaktizAlI sAdhu alaga na ho, vaisI unakI icchA thI / 2022 yA 2023meM puNyavijayajI muMbaI gaye / vahIM unakI Ayu pUrI huI / 2024meM svayaM gaye / isa prakAra unakA mizana adhUrA rahA / pU. sAhebajIne vila banAyA : 'acalagaccha ke kSetrameM bhA.su. 5 ko bArasA sUtra sunAnA / ' usa samaya aisI bAta karanI khataranAka thI / dUsarI sUcanA : 'kisI bhI glAna sAdhu kI vaiyAvacca karane ke lie merA sAdhu pahuMca jAye / / bhAnuvijayajI ke bAda (samudAya ko) jayaghoSavijayajI saMbhAle, aisA unhoMne vila banAyA / bhAnuvijayajI pahale jAyeMge, jayaghoSavijayajI bAdameM jAyeMge, yaha nakkI thA ? bananevAlI saMbhavita kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400mmomosomwwwmomos 297)

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ghaTanA unheM dikhatI thI / aisI thI unakI divyadRSTi ! svargavAsa ke bAda bhI bahuta ghaTanAeM dekhane milI haiM / Aja bhI hama unakI najarameM haiM / 32 varSa hone para bhI hamArI saMbhAla rakhate haiM, aisA hameM nitya lagatA rahA haiM / honevAlI ghaTanA svapnameM AtI rahatI haiM I rAmavijayajI se lekara sabako unhoMne taiyAra kiye / pUjya zrI kI AjJA se maiMne jUnAgaDha cAturmAsa kiyA / usake bAda kIrticaMdra vi. kA patra AyA : pUjyazrI kI icchA haiM : aba Apa jaldI Ao / maiMne vihAra kiyA / boTAda pahuMcate caMdrazekhara vi. mile / hama sAthameM ruke / boTAdameM jyeSTha kR. 11 ko svargavAsa ke samAcAra mile / caMdrazekhara vi. to tAra paDhakara cIkha lagAkara behoza ho gaye / 24 ghaNTe taka caMdrazekhara vi. roye hoMge / usake bAda hama svargabhUmi khaMbhAta pahuMce / maiMne kIrticaMdra vi. ko pUchA : pU. premasUrijI ma. ne mere lie kyA kahA ? 'karmaprakRtimeM use ( dhuraMdhara vi. ko ) rasa nahIM haiM to itihAsameM Age baDheM / ' Aja mujhe itihAsameM rasa haiM / aise nirAgrahI the pUjya zrI ! guru-lAghava ke anusAra pUjyazrI kA vartana thA / jIvanameM bahuta bAMdhachor3a kI haiM, unhoMne / unakI kRpA se hI sAdhAraNa asAdhAraNa huA I unakI kRpA haTate hI asAdhAraNa sAdhAraNa bane / sabhImeM pU. premasUrijI kI zakti kArya kara rahI haiM / unakI kRpA se gRhastha, DokaTara, vakIla ityAdi bhI Age bar3he haiM / 100 varSameM unase saMyama dAnakA jo puruSArtha huA vaha ajor3a haiM / unhoMne Aja taka kitane sAdhu diye ? 84 sAlameM kitane sAdhu diye ? thor3I ginatI kara lenA / pU. premasUrijI na mile hote to mere jaise ko kabhI dIkSA nahIM milatI / ramaNalAla, dalasukha, jIvAbhAI jaise bhI usa samaya mujhe dIkSA dene taiyAra nahIM the / - aMtameM unhoMne khuda ke nAma ke smAraka yA maMdira banAne kI nA kahI thI / sAdhu hI mere smAraka haiM, aisA ve kahate the / 298 kalApUrNasUri

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paTTadhara ke sAtha 21-11-2000, maMgalavAra mRgazIrSa kRSNA - 11 . * arihaMta ceiANaM / kisI bhI graMtha kA rahasya prApta karanA ho to bArabAra anuzIlana karanA cAhie / ekabAra paDhakara chor3a deM, yaha nahIM calatA / ekabAra paDhane se 'yaha graMtha maiMne paDhA haiM / ' itanA mithyA saMtoSa jarUra le sakate haiM / lekina usa graMtha kA rahasya pA nahIM sakate / * arihaMtoM kI anaMta zaktioM kA samAveza gaNadharoMne namutthuNaM sUtra kI mAtra nau saMpadAoMmeM kara diyA haiM / gAgarameM pUrA sAgara DAla diyA haiM / prathama svarUpa saMpadA haiM / zeSa ATha upakAra saMpadAeM haiM / aMtima saMpadA kA nAma : 'pradhAna guNa - aparikSayapradhAna phalApti -- abhaya saMpad' haiM / __ mokSameM jAne ke bAda bhI bhagavAna dvArA upakAra cAlu rahatA haiM yaha isase phalita hotA haiM / bahuta loga aisA mAnate haiM : bhagavAna mokSameM gaye to yahAM saba khatama ho gayA / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 655 GS 5 GS 6 GS 5 GS 6 6 6 6 6 6 68 299)

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bahuta loga to Age baDhakara 'karuNA' ko bhI nahIM mAnate / hama saba tarkavAdI haiM na ? tarka se prabhu kI karuNA jAna nahIM sakate, bhaktibhAva kara nahIM sakate / bhagavAna ke prati bhaktibhAva kiye binA cAhe jitanI kriyAeM karo, vaha saba zuSka kAya-kleza banI rahegI / bhaktibhAva mila jAye to ekamAtra caityavaMdana kI hamArI kriyA sabhI dhyAna, yoga aura samAdhi se caDha jAye / zarIra hone para bhI bhagavAna kI karuNA ko karma roka nahIM sakate, to zarIra-karma Adi se saMpUrNa mukta ho jAne ke bAda bhagavAna kI karuNA ko koI kaise roka sakatA haiM ? Aja bhI bhagavAna mokSameM baiThe-baiThe karuNA phailA rahe haiM / mAtra hameM anusaMdhAna karane kI jarUrata haiM / phona Adi yaMtra dvArA anya ke sAtha anusaMdhAna karanevAle hama bhagavAna ke sAtha maMtra Adi se anusaMdhAna ho sakatA haiM, aisA vizvAsa rakhate nahIM haiM, yaha hamArI bar3I karuNatA haiM / _ 'pradhAna guNa aparikSaya' kA artha yahI hotA haiM : jo jo pradhAna guNa bhagavAnameM prakaTa hue haiM, unakA kabhI kSaya nahIM hotA, ye guNa kSAyika-bhAva ke bana gaye / kSAyika bhAva ke guNa kaise jA sakate haiM ? * paMcasUtrameM 'arihaMtAisAmatthao' aise kahA haiM / mAtra arihaMta nahIM, 'AI' zabda haiM / 'AI' yAni 'Adi' / Adi zabdase siddha, AcArya - upAdhyAya, sAdhu ityAdi lene haiM / sabakA sAmarthya mila sakatA haiM, agara hama pAtra baneM / * bIsa viharamAna bhagavAna haiM, usI taraha chadmastha bhagavAna abhI 1640 haiM / bhagavAna kA sAmarthya samagra brahmAMDameM ghUma rahA haiM / jisajisakA sAdhanA-mArgameM vikAsa huA haiM, hotA haiM yA hogA usake mUlameM yaha Arhantya hI haiM / Apa mAtra arihaMtameM ApakA mana jor3o, praNidhAna karo, jagatameM ghUmatA Arhantya Apake aMdara sakriya banegA, yoM Apa svayaM anubhava karoge / (300 00oooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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__ hama dAdA kI yAtrA karane ke lie upara jAte haiM / upara 27000 jinabiMba haiM, paraMtu sabhI mUrtioM ke darzana-vaMdana kara nahIM sakate haiM / mAtra AdinAtha dAdA Adi mukhya-mukhya ke kara lete haiN| phira bhI unake prati koI hamArI avajJA nahIM haiM / hamAre pAsa samaya nahIM haiM / bhAva se to sabake darzanAdi karate hI haiM / isa caityastava se saba pratimAoM ke vaMdanAdi kA lAbha milatA * sthAna, varNa, artha, AlaMbana aura anAlaMbana ina pAMcoM 'yogo' meM pataMjali ke yoga ke AThoM aMga A gaye / sthAnameM - yama, niyama, Asana / varNameM - prANAyAma (paddhatisara uccAraNa karate zvAsa layabaddha banatA haiM / ) arthameM - pratyAhAra, dhAraNA / AlaMbanameM - dhyAna / anAlaMbanameM - samAdhi / sthAna AdipUrvaka caityavaMdana kiyA jAye to sacamuca hI samAdhi taka le jAnevAlA mahAna anuSThAna bana sakatA haiM / hamane to abhI caityavaMdana, pUjA ityAdi aise banA diye haiM ki dUsare logoM ko 'yaha to mAtra zoragula haiM / yahAM yoga, dhyAna jaisA kucha bhI nahIM haiM / ' aisA kahane kA mana ho jAye / jo sthAna Adi kI darakAra kiye binA hI caityavaMdana Adi karate rahate haiM, ve svayaM zAsana-bAhya haiM, aisA zrI haribhadrasUrijI kahate aisA isa vAcanAmeM sunane ko milegA / yaha sunoge to hI caityavaMdanameM bhAva bhara sakoge / isalie hI kahatA hUM : yAtrA zAyada kama ho to calA lenA, lekina vAcanA sunanA cUkanA mata / * dhyAna ko lAnevAlI anuprekSA haiM / anuprekSA ko lAnevAlI dhAraNA haiM / dhAraNA ko lAnevAlI dhRti haiM / dhRti ko lAnevAlI medhA haiM / __. medhA ko lAnevAlI zraddhA haiM / kahe 406oooooooooooooooooo 301

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ye pAMcoM baDhate jAye to hI kAyotsarga, dhyAna taka pahuMcane kI prakriyA bana sakatI haiM / * acche muhUrta kA bhI prabhAva hotA haiM / yahA~ acche muhUrtameM praveza kiyA to Apa dekha rahe haiM : vAcanAmeM kabhI vighna nahIM AyA, kiMtu cAturmAsa parivartana ke bAda vighna AyA / phira ArIsA bhuvanameM aMjanazalAkA nipaTA kara yahA~ zubha-muhUrtameM (puSya nakSatrameM) praveza kiyA to vighna gaye / * maiMne kabhI yaha nahIM socA : maiM bolUMgA vaha sunanevAle ko acchA lagegA yA nahIM ? maiM to jisakI jarurata ho vahI detA hUM, bhale use acchA lage yA na lage / saccA vaidya to vahI kahA jAtA haiM jo dardI ko hitakArI ho vaisI hI davA detA haiM, bhale vaha kaDavI kyoM na ho ? ___ 'arihaMta ceiANaM / ' yahA~ haribhadrasUrijI likhate haiM : 'sahRdayanaTavad bhAvapUrNaceSTaH / ' sahRdayI abhinetA kI taraha bhAvapUrvaka ApakI ceSTA honI cAhie / bahuta naTa aise sahRdayI hote haiM ki pAtra kA abhinaya itanA jIvaMta karate haiM ki dekhanevAle to phidA ho jAte haiM, lekina ve svayaM bhI bhAvavibhora bana jAte haiM / isa taraha hI bharata kA nATaka karanevAle ve naTa kevalajJAnI bane hoMge na ? vaha bahurUpI kitanA sahRdayI hogA ki sAdhu kA veza svIkArane ke bAda chor3A nahIM / aise bhAvapUrvaka hameM ye sUtra bolane haiM / kapaTI naTakI taraha dikhAvA nahIM karanA haiM, lekina niSkapaTa bhAvapUrvaka ceSTA karanI haiM / muMbaI - lAlabAgameM lAla phUloM se roja bhagavAna kI bhAvapUrvaka pUjA karate bhakta ko eka dina vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijIne kahA : Apa pravacanameM kabhI nahIM Ate ? usane kahA : 'mujhe maMgala pIDA detA haiM, isalie maiM lAla phUloM se pUjA karatA huuN| mujhe pravacana ke sAtha kyA lenA-denA ?' dharma-kriyA pIche kA hamArA aisA malina uddeza hogA to Atmazuddhi nahIM hogI / yaha bhakti kapaTI naTa jaisI ginI jAyegI / caitya kA artha pratimA kisa prakAra kiyA haiM ? vaha samajhane 302oooooooooooooooooooo ko

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jaisA haiM / dekho : 'caityAni pratimAlakSaNAni arhaccaityAni / ' isake racayitA haribhadrasUrijI Agama-puruSa haiM / unakI bAta Apa anyathA nahIM kara sakate / caitya zabda kaise banA haiM ? vaha bhI unhoMne kholA haiM / 'caitya' kA matalaba citta, usakA bhAva athavA karma vaha caitya / 'varNadRDhAdibhyaH SyaJca' pANini 5-1-123 sUtrase SyaJ pratyaya lagane se cittakA 'caitya' banA haiM / arthAt arihaMta paramAtmA kI pratimA citta kI prazasta samAdhi utpanna karanevAlI haiM / jo loga 'caitya' kA artha jJAna, vRkSa yA sAdhu karate haiM, unake pAsa na koI AdhAra haiM / na koI paraMparA haiM / mAtra apane matakI siddhi ke lie hI caitya ke citra-vicitra artha unake dvArA kiye gaye haiM / Atma-sAdhaka alpa hote haiM / lokottaramArga kI sAdhanA karanevAloMmeM bhI mokSa kI hI abhilASAvAle alpasaMkhyaka hote haiM / to phira laukikamArga yA jahA~ bhautika sukha kI abhilASA kI mukhyatA haiM, vahA~ mokSArthI alpa hI hoMge na ? jaise bar3I bAjAroMmeM ratna ke vyApArI alpasaMkhyaka hote haiM vaise AtmasAdhaka kI saMkhyA bhI alpa hotI haiM / / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4050wwwwwwwwwwwwww 303)

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oparezana ke bAda, bhuja, vi.saM. 2046 22-11-2000, budhavAra mRgazIrSa kRSNA - 12 * bhagavAnameM jitane guNa, jitanI zaktiyAM prakaTa hotI haiM vaha kabhI naSTa nahIM hotI haiM / yaha batAne ke lie hI nauvI saMpadA * 'upayogo lakSaNam' upayoga eka mAtra jIva kA lakSaNa haiM / yahI dUsare cAroM astikAya se jIva ko alaga karatA haiM / yaha lakSaNa svarUpa-darzaka haiM / _ 'parasparopagraho-jIvAnAm' yaha saMbaMdha-darzaka sUtra haiM / dUsaroM ke lie bAdhakarUpa saMbaMdha bAMdhanA aparAdha haiM / dUsaroM ke lie sahAyakarUpa saMbaMdha bAMdhanA prakRti ko sahayoga rUpa haiM / isa vastu ko bhUla jAne ke kAraNa hI hama dUsaroM ko bAdhaka banate Aye haiM / jahA~ taka dUsaroM ko bAdhA pahuMcAyeMge vahA~ taka hameM dUsaroM kI tarapha se bAdhA AyegI hI / jIvAstikAya kI vicAraNA hameM sarva jIvoM ke sAtha eka taMtu se bAMdhatI haiM / dUsaroM se hama svayaM ko alaga mAnate haiM, alaga caukA jamAnA cAhate haiM, alaga astitva khar3A karanA cAhate haiM, lekina yahI hamArI bar3I bhUla haiM / yahI moha haiM / (304 namasoma 05500000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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yahA~ kauna alaga haiM ? hama saba eka DAla ke paMkhI haiM / eka hI sUraja kI kiraNa aura eka hI phUla kI paMkhuDI haiM / eka hI hAMDI ke cAvala haiM / dUsare ko chor3akara kevala hamArA bhalA kara nahIM sakate / . bhagavAna bhagavAna kaise bane ? sarva jIvoMmeM sva kA darzana karane se hI bhagavAna bhagavAna bane haiM / isa saMdarbhameM 'savvaloabhAviappabhAva' vizeSaNa kitanA coTadAra haiM ? bhagavAnane sarva jIvoMmeM AtmabhAva sthApita kiyA haiM / * bhagavAna bhale sAta rAjaloka dUra ho, paraMtu bhakta ke mana to bhagavAna yahIM haiN| kyoMki dUra rahe hue bhagavAna ko khIMcanevAlI zakti usake pAsa haiM / pataMga bhale AkAzameM ho, lekina dhAgA pAsameM ho to pataMga kahA jAyegI ? bhagavAna bhale dUra ho, lekina bhakti pAsameM ho to bhagavAna kahA~ jAyeMge ? . hRdaya ko sadA pUchate raho : bhakti kI rassI pAsameM haiM na ? bhakti kI rassI gaI to bhagavAna gaye / bhagavAna jAte hI turaMta moha caDha baiThegA / moha, bhagavAna jAye usI kI rAha hI dekha rahA haiM / guphAmeM se siMha calA jAye phira vAgha, bher3iye Ate dera kitanI ? hRdayameM se bhagavAna jAne para pApa Ate dera kitanI ? * kAussagga hameM phala detA haiM, lekina isake pahale itanI zarta haiM : Apake zraddhA, medhA, dhRti, dhAraNA aura anuprekSA ye pAMcoM guNa baDhate hone cAhie / __ isa 'arihaMta ceiyANaM' sUtra se caityavaMdana karanevAlA vaMdanAkI bhUmikA taiyAra karatA haiM aura avazya (nirvRtimeti niyogataH) mokSameM jAtA haiM / * 'arihaMta ceiANaM' sUtra se jagatameM rahe hae sarva caityoM ko (pratimAoM) ko vaMdana pUjana ityAdi kA lAbha mila jAtA haiM / prazna : jaina muni to sarvaviratimeM rahe hue haiM / ve pratimA kA pUjana ityAdi kA upadeza kaise de sakate haiM ? yA kaise anumodanA kara sakate haiM ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 305)

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uttara : yahA~ spaSTa likhA haiM : muni pUjA ke lie upadeza de sakate haiM, anumodanA bhI kara sakate haiM / samavasaraNameM deva (sUryAbha jaise) nATaka karate ho to sAdhu uThakara cale nahIM jA sakate / yaha bhI eka prabhu-bhakti haiN| kevalI bhagavAna bhI bhagavAna kI dezanA cAlu ho taba vahA~ baiThe rahate haiM; kRtakRtya hone para bhI / yaha vyavahAra haiM, unakA vinaya haiM, kevalI bhI vinaya nahIM chor3ate to hama kaise chor3a sakate haiM ? luNAvA (vi.saM. 2032) meM prabhu kA varaghor3A thA / padhArane kI vinaMti hone para kisI sAdhu kI rAha dekhe binA pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. vahA padhAra gaye the / aisA maiMne apanI AkhoM se dekhA haiM / bhagavAna kA yaha vinaya haiM / / * sAdhu pUjA ke lie upadeza de sakate haiM, karA sakate haiM / yahA~ spaSTa likhA haiM / sAdhu isa taraha upadeza dete haiM : 'jinapUjA karanI cAhie / isase zreSTha, paisoM kA koI anya sthAna nahIM haiN|' sAmAyika ityAdi svasthAnameM zreSTha haiM, lekina bhagavAna kA vinaya gRhasthoM to pUjA dvArA hI kara sakate haiM / phira dhanakI mUrchA bhI pUjA dvArA TUTa sakatI haiM / jinheM dhana kI mUrchA chor3anI nahIM haiM ve sAmAyika pauSadha kI bAta Age karake baiThe rahate haiM / 'na paiso, na Takko, DhuMDhiyo dharama pakko / ' aise logoM ko DhuMDhaka mata acchA lagatA haiM, usameM koI Azcarya nahIM haiM / eka paise kA bhI kharca nahIM haiM na ! pUjA ke prabhAva se hI zrAvaka ke jIvanameM bhakti bar3hatI haiM / bhakti bar3hate virati udayameM AtI haiM / sAMpavAle khaDDemeM par3e hue bAlaka ko bacAnevAlI mAtA (bAlaka ko bhale darda ho yA ghAva lage) doSa-pAtra nahIM haiM, usI taraha gRhasthoM ko dravya-pUjA ke lie upadeza denevAle sAdhu doSa-pAtra nahIM haiM / mahAdoSameM se bacAne ke lie alpadoSa kabhI jarUrI bana jAtA haiM / prAthamika dezavirati ke pariNAmameM jinapUjA aura jina-satkAra karane kI bhAvanA paidA hotI hI haiM / yaha sat AraMbha hone se upAdeya haiN| asat AraMbha se bacAnevAlA haiN| (306 000000000mmasoom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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isa dravyastavameM 'dravya' kA artha tuccha nahIM karanA haiM, kiMtu 'bhAva' kA kAraNa bane vaha dravya - aisA artha karanA haiM / * abhI akAla kI aisI bhISaNa paristhiti haiM ki pAlIyAdameM rUpayoM se pAnI bika rahA haiM / paristhiti aisI bhI ho sakatI haiM ki eka rUpaye kA eka gilAsa pAnI mile / aise saMyogoMmeM hameM pAnI kA upayoga bahuta hI saMbhAlakara karane jaisA haiM / hamAre bujhurga to kahate : pAnI kA ghI kI taraha upayoga karanA / * purAne jamAne meM zrAvaka videzameM kamAne jAte to vahA~ sthAyI nahIM rahate the / ekAdha saphara karake vApasa svadeza A jAte the aura saMtoSa se dharma-dhyAnapUrvaka jiMdagI bitAte the / ve jAnate the : yaha janma kAma-artha ke lie nahIM haiM, dharma ke lie hI haiM / * jo AtmA pUjA se bhAvita bane, vaha Age jAte virati se bhAvita banegI hI / mere lie to yaha bAta bilakula satya haiM / mujhe to yaha cAritra bhagavAna kI pUjA-bhakti ke prabhAva se hI milA haiM, aisA maiM mAnatA huuN| bacapanase hI maiM maMdirameM se dopara eka-DeDha baje AtA / derI se Ane kI Adata Aja kI nahIM haiM / usa samaya bhI mAtApitA rAha dekhate the / yadyapi unako koI takalIpha nahIM par3atI thI / roja kI merI Adata se unako Adata par3a gaI thI / * mahApUjA ityAdimeM bhI viveka aura aucitya rakhane kI jarUrata haiM, jisase anya loga adharma prApta na kareM / saMpUrNa maMdira ko bhUSita karane vagairahameM bhI viveka jarurI haiM / nizcaya aura vyavahAra bhagavAnane nizcaya aura vyavahAra do dharmoM kA upadeza diyA haiM / tattvadRSTi / svarUpadRSTi nizcaya dharma haiM aura usa dRSTi ke anurUpa bhUmikA ke yogya pravRtti, AcArAdi Team vyavahAra dharma haiM / donoM dharma ratha ke pahiyoM jaise haiN| 72 ratha calatA haiM taba donoM pahiye sAtha calate haiN| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000000000000000000 307)

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pU. kanakasUrijI ma.sA. 23-11-2000, guruvAra mRgazIrSa kRSNA - 13 * tIrtha kI sevA avazya AtmAnubhUti karAtI haiM / / ___ 'tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra / ' 'AnaMdaghana avatAra' kA artha hai : AtmAnubhUti / unhoMne (AnaMdaghanajI, pU. devacaMdrajI ityAdi) AtmAnubhUti prApta kI to hama kyoM nahIM kara sakate ? pAMca mahAvratoM kA pAlana, vihAra, nirdoSa gocarI, cAra bAra sajjhAya, sAta bAra caityavaMdana ityAdi pratidina karane ke pIche eka hI uddeza haiM : AtmAnubhUti / jJAnAbhyAsa ke pIche yahI uddeza haiM : AtmAnubhUti / jJAna to hamArA mukhya sAdhana haiM / use kabhI gauNa banA nahIM sakate / isake lie dUsarA gauNa kara sakate haiM, paraMtu jJAna gauNa nahIM kara sakate / jinAgama amRta kA pAna, jJAna dvArA hI mila sakegA / jJAnameM bhI makhyatA kisa ko denI? kevalajJAna ko ki zrutajJAna ko ? zrutajJAna hI cAra jJAnameM jyAdA upakArI haiM / kyoMki usakA AdAnapradAna ho sakatA haiM, anya jJAnakA nahIM / isalie hI anya cAra jJAna gUMge kahe haiM / (308 Booooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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mUla vidhi tIsare praharameM vihAra karane kI haiM / vaha jJAna kI mukhyatA hI kahatI haiM / pahalI sUtra-porasI, dUsarI artha-porasI aura tIsarI AhAra-vihAra nIhAra porasI / * bhagavatImeM eka bAra aisA AyA ki mujhe to lagA : sAkSAt bhagavAnane hI mujhe yaha diyA haiM / vahA~ AyA : AtmA ke guNa arUpI haiM / mujhe pratIta huA : bhagavAna ke guNa bhI arUpI haiN| bhagavAna ke kSAyika hamAre kSAyopazamika haiM / kiMtu usake sAtha ekAkAra banane se ye bhI kSAyika bana sakate haiM / kapar3A, makAna, zarIra, ziSya Adi 'mere' lagate haiN| lekina jJAnAdi guNa 'mere' lagate haiM ? 'mere' na lage vahA~ taka Apa usake pIche dattacitta nahIM bana sakate / zarIra ke lie, zarIra ke sAdhanoM ke lie 'merepana' kA bhAva haiM, vaisA bhAva AtmA ke lie haiM ? ho to maiM Apako namana karUM / * 'zatrujI nadI nAhIne / ' kauna sI zatrujI nadImeM nahAnA ? isa nadImeM to pAnI bhI nahIM haiM / maitrIbhAvanA hI zatrujI nadI haiM / isameM snAna karanevAlA hI zatrujayI bana sakatA haiM / _ 'mukha bAMdhI mukha-koza' yAni ? vacana gupti karanI / gussA A jAye taba bhI bolanA nahIM / nahIM bolane se bahuta anarthoM se baca jAyeMge / * vaMdana, pUjana, satkAra, sanmAna ityAdi se hamArA saMbaMdha bhagavAna ke sAtha jur3atA haiM / bhagavAna para anurAga ho to hI vaMdanAdi karane kA mana hotA haiM / vaMdanAdi karane se bhagavAna para anurAga prakaTa hotA haiM, aisA bhI kaha sakate haiM / * 'arihaMta ceiANaM' adbhuta sUtra haiN| isake dvArA vizvabharameM jinapratimA Age hote vaMdanAdi kA phala kAussagga karanevAle ko milatA haiM / stuti Adi karanA vaha sanmAna / mAnasika prIti bhI sanmAna kahA jAtA haiM, aisA anya AcArya kahate haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400mmssssoooooooooo 309)

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vaMdana-pUjana-satkAra-sanmAna ityAdi samyagdarzana ke lAbha ke lie haiM / isalie likhA : bodhilAbha / bodhilAbha bhI kyoM ? mokSa ke lie / isalie usake bAda kahA : 'niruvasagga vattiyAe / ' nirupasarga kA artha mokSa / mokSameM koI upasarga nahIM haiM / isalie vaha nirupasarga kahA jAtA haiM / prazna : sAdhu-zrAvaka ko bodhilAbha milA huA hI haiM / phira mAMgane kI kyA jarUrata ? bodhilAbha haiM to mokSa bhI milegA hii| phira usakI prArthanA kyoM ? mAMgane kI jarUrata kyA ? uttara : kliSTa karmoM ke udaya se milI huI bodhi calI bhI jAya / isalie hI yahA~ usake lie prArthanA kI gaI haiM / aura hamArA samyagdarzana kSAyopazamika bhAva kA haiM / isalie ise bahuta hI saMbhAlanA par3atA haiM / AyA huA samyagdarzana calA na jAya / ho to vizuddha bane, isalie yahA aisI yAcanA kI gaI isa kAraNa se hI bhadrabAhusvAmI jaisoMne yAcanA kI hogI na ? ___'tA deva dijja bohi, bhave bhave pAsa jiNacaMda / ' bodhilAbha milane ke bAda hI mokSa kA lAbha milatA haiM / isalie hI bodhilAbha ke bAda 'nirupasarga' rakhA haiM / bodhilAbha milA to kevalajJAna aura mokSa milegA hI / * yaha kAyotsarga bhale Apa karate raho, paraMtu ApakI zraddhA kA yA medhA kA ThikAnA na ho to usakA koI matalaba nahIM haiN| isalie hI yahA~ likhA : ApakI zraddhA, medhA, dhRti, dhAraNA aura anuprekSA ityAdi baDhatA huA honA cAhie / * zraddhA kA artha yahA~ prasannatA kiyA haiM / mohanIya karma ke kSayopazama se paidA hotI prasannatA hI zraddhA haiM / bhaiMsa ke dahIM se nIMda jyAdA AtI haiM / dravya bhI isa taraha asara karatA haiM / usa taraha mUrti kA ucca dravya hamAre aMdara prasannatA kyoM na baDhAye ? bhagavAna kI mUrti ke zAMtarasa ke pudgala hamAre samyaktva mohanIya ke pudgaloMmeM nimitta bane / isalie hI hameM prazama guNa kA lAbha milA / (310 00mmom a commonsoons kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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sarovarameM cAhe jitanA kacarA ho para eka aisA maNi AtA haiM ki jo DAlate hI sabhI kacarA talameM baiTha jAtA haiM / sarovara kA pAnI ekadama nirmala bana jAtA haiM / mana ke sarovarameM zraddhA kA maNi rakho to vaha nirmala bane binA nahIM rahatA / aisI zraddhA ke saMyoga se hI zreNika citta kI nirmalatA pA sake the / phalataH tIrthaMkara nAma karma bAMdha sake the / aisI nirmalatA ke svAmI ko koI calita nahIM banA sakatA / aisI nirmalatA baDhane ke bAda medhA baDhAnI haiM / zraddhA samyagdarzana haiM to medhAmeM samyagjJAna haiM / kaThina graMtha ko bhI grahaNa karane meM paTu buddhi vaha medhA haiM / saMkSepameM jJAnAvaraNIya karma ke kSayopazama se hotA citta kA dharma vaha medhA / nirmala prajJA AgamoMmeM ruci dhAraNa karatI haiM, lekina mohanIya se grasta malina prajJA AgamoMmeM ruci dhAraNa nahIM karatI / pApazruta para use Adara hotA haiM / nirmala medhAvAle ko pApazruta para avajJA hotI haiM, guru-vinaya aura vidhi para prema hotA haiM / use grahaNa karane kA nitya pariNAma hotA haiM / buddhimAna dardI uttama auSadhimeM hI ruci dhAraNa karatA haiM usI taraha nirmala prajJAvAlA sadgraMthameM hI ruci dhAraNa karatA haiM / Apako sadgraMtha priya lagate haiM yA kharAba pustakeM priya lagatI haiM ? jo priya lagate ho usake upara ApakI medhA kaisI haiM ? patA calegA / sadgraMtha kA paThana mAtra kalyANa nahIM karatA / usake pahale Apake hRdayameM graMtha ke prati tIvra ruci honI cAhie bhagavAna ke darzana bhI to hI saphala haiM agara vahA~ atyaMta Adara bhAva ho / 'vimala jina dIThAM loyaNa Aja / ' 'aho aho hu~ mujane namuM / ' ityAdi paMktiyAM bhagavAna kI ora tIvra ruci ko prakaTa karatI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000 sooooooooooooo00 311)

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pU. padmavijayajI ma.sA. 25-11-2000, zanivAra mRgazIrSa kRSNA - 30 * saddhAe, mehAe, dhiie, dhAraNAe, aNuppehAe, vaDDamANIe / prabhu nirdiSTa zruta dharma cAritra dharma Aja bhI cAlu haiM / Aja bhI ve vizvakalyANa kara rahe haiM / caturvidha saMgha kA ekeka sabhya sarva jIvoM ke hitakara anuSThAnameM hI pravRtti karatA haiM / isa lie inake pratyeka anuSThAna ke sAtha vizva-kalyANa jur3A huA hotA hI haiM / vizva ke sarva jIvoM ke prati kitanA maitrIbhAva haiM ? vaha unakI pravRtti dvArA vyakta hotA haiM / isa maitrIbhAva ke Adya srota bhagavAna haiM / isalie hI caturvidha saMgha kA pratyeka sabhya bhagavAna ke prati pUrNarUpa se samarpita hotA hI haiM / bhagavAna ke kahe hue ekeka anuSThAna ke prati vaha pUrNarUpa se zraddhAnvita hotA hI haiM / haribhadrasUrijI aise hI mahAna the| isalie hI unakI kRtioMmeM hameM apUrvatA dekhane milatI haiM, naye-naye padArtha jAnane milate haiM / [3120000 0 00000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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haribhadrasUrijI isa caityavaMdana sUtra ke lie kahate haiM : yaha anuSThAna samAdhi kA nahIM, mahAsamAdhi kA bIja haiM / yaha bAta mAtra likhane ke lie nahIM likhate; svayaM ve jIkara likhate haiM / inake jIvanameM guru-paraMparA, buddhi aura anubhava - tInoM kA subhaga samanvaya dekhane milatA haiM / jahA ye tIna hote haiM vahA apUrva vacana dekhane milate hI haiM / ___ * sadguNa parAyI vastu nahIM haiM, hamArI hI haiM / svacchatA bAhara kI vastu nahIM haiM, aMdara kI hI haiM / kacarA nikAlate hI svacchatA hAjira / durguNa nikAlate hI sadguNa hAjira ! ye sadguNa hamAre svayaM ke haiM / bAhara se kahIM se prApta karane nahIM haiM, aMdara rahe hue haiM, use mAtra kholanA hI haiM / durguNoM ko haTAte hI Apake sadguNa prakaTa hoMge hI / * ATha yoga aMgoMmeM aMtima tIna dhAraNA, dhyAna aura samAdhi haiM / AThoM aMgoM kA phala aMtameM samAdhimeM prakaTa hotA haiM / zraddhA AdimeM AThoM aMga dekhane mileMge / dhAraNA to haiM hI / anuprekSAmeM dhyAna A gayA aura kAussaggameM samAdhi AI / isake pahale ke pAMcoM aMga (yama, niyama, Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra) bhI yahA~ samAviSTa haiM hI / yahA~ yama, niyama ityAdi rahita manuSya A sakatA hI nahIM / jinamudrA se 'Asana' A gayA / bahirbhAva kA recaka, AtmabhAva kA pUraka aura kuMbhaka, isake dvArA bhAva prANAyAma A gayA / bahirgAmI indriyoM ko rokakara antargAmI banAI, usameM pratyAhAra A gayA / kyA bAkI rahA ? eka caityavaMdana ko Apa vidhipUrvaka aura hRdayapUrvaka karo to mahAsamAdhi taka pahuMca sakate ho / yaha jIvana aisI samAdhi prApta karane ke lie milA haiM / isakI jagaha hama upAdhi prApta kara rahe haiM / jahA~ hIre mila sakate haiM, vahAM hama kaMkara ekatrita kara rahe haiM / . zraddhA, medhA Adi mahAsamAdhi ke bIja haiM, aisA yahA~ haribhadrasUrijI kahate haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 was a 0 0 0 0 mmswww 313)

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dhRti kA artha manakI ekAgratA ! sthiratA ! anuSThAna ke prati viziSTa prIti ! aisI dhRti Ate hI citta ekadama zAMta banatA haiM / AkulavyAkula manameM zuddha anuSThAna kA avataraNa ho nahIM sakatA / dhRtiyukta manameM utsukatA nahIM rahatI / aisA citta ho vahA~ avazya kalyANa hotA hI haiM, dhIratA-gaMbhIratA AtI hI haiM / ciMtAmaNi ho vahA~ se garIbI jAtI hI haiN| ciMtAmaNi ke pAsa Ane ke bAda bhI isake guNoM kI jAnakArI honI cAhie / nahIM to vaha ciMtAmaNi garIbI dUra kara nahIM sakatA / yahA~ bhI dhRti Adi ke phAyade kI jAnakArI honI cAhie / ciMtAmaNi ratna jaisA dharma milate hI sAdhaka kA hRdaya nAca uThatA haiM, vaha pukArane lagatA haiM : aba saMsAra kaisA ? mujhe aba dharma-ciMtAmaNi mila gayA haiM / aba saMsAra kA bhaya kaisA ? * logassa kA dUsarA nAma 'samAdhi sUtra' haiN| 'udyotakara' bhI usakA eka nAma haiM / logassa hameM nAmameM prabhu dekhane kI kalA sikhAtA haiN| 'usabha' (RSabha) yaha zabda Ate hI AdinAtha bhagavAna kA saMpUrNa jIvana hamAre samakSa A jAtA haiM yA nahIM ? na AtA ho to prayatna kareM / isa kalA ko sIkhane ke lie hI logassa sUtra haiM / arihaMta ceiANaM hameM caitya (mUrti) meM bhagavAna dekhane kI kalA sIkhAtA haiN| __ maMtramUrti samAdAya, devadevaH svayaM jinaH / sarvajJaH sarvagaH zAntaH, soyaM sAkSAd vyavasthitaH / yaha zloka yAda haiM na ? dhAraNA : dhAraNA kI motI kI mAlA ke sAtha tulanA kI gaI haiM / adhikRta vastu ko nahIM bhUlanA usakA nAma dhAraNA / citta zUnya ho to dhAraNA ho nahIM sakatI, anya sthAnameM citta ho to dhAraNA ho nahIM sakatI / adhikRta (prastuta) vastu hama bahuta bAra bhUla jAte haiM / eka kAussagga kI bAta nahIM haiM, kisI bhI bAbata ko hama bhUla jAyeM to vahA~ saphalatA nahIM milatI / (314 woooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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prabhu ko yAda rakhanA hI saphalatA haiM / prabhu ko bhUla jAnA hI niSphalatA haiM / itanA yAda rahe to 'dhAraNA' Ate samaya nahIM lagatA / logassa calatA ho taba logassameM citta laganA hI cAhie / jo paMkti calatI ho vahIM citta lagA honA cAhie / Age-Age ke sUtroM kA bhI vicAra karo to bhI 'dhAraNA' nahIM kahI jAtI / vikSipta citta kabhI 'dhAraNA' kA abhyAsa kara nahIM sakatA / vikSipta cittavAlA motI ko bhI barAbara piro nahIM sakatA to prabhu ke sAtha ekAkAra kaise bana sakatA haiM ? dhAraNA ke tIna prakAra haiM : avicyuti, vAsanA aura smRti / yaha dhAraNA yahIM lenI haiM / kitaneka ko zraddhA, medhA, dhRti, dhAraNA, anuprekSA ityAdi ke saMskAra turaMta hI par3a jAte haiM / kitaneka ko samaya lagatA haiM / kitaneka ko jIvanabhara aise saMskAra nahIM Ate / yahA~ pUrvajanma kA kAraNa haiM / jinhoMne pUrvajanmameM sAdhanA kI ho, unheM sAdhanA turaMta hI lAgu par3atI haiM / jinhoMne kabhI sAdhanA zuru kI hI nahIM use yaha jaldI lAgu nahIM par3atI / pUrvajanma ke saMskAroM ke kAraNa hI manuSya-manuSyameM itanA aMtara dekhane milatA haiM / * anuprekSA ko yahA~ ratna ko zuddha karanevAlI agni kI upamA dI gaI haiM / tattvArtha kI anuciMtA karanI vaha anuprekSA haiM / anuprekSA yAni dhyAna / anuprekSAmeM upayoga hotA hI haiM / upayoga ke binA anuprekSA ho nahIM sakatI / upayoga ho vahA~ dhyAna A hI gayA / vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA upayoga ke binA bhI ho sakate haiM / lekina anuprekSA upayoga ke binA kabhI ho hI nahIM sakatI / yaha anuprekSA jJAnAvaraNIya karma ke kSayopazama se milatI haiM / isase saMvega baDhatA haiM / uttarottara vaha vizeSa samyak zraddhAna rUpa se hotI haiM / aMtameM vaha kevalajJAna kI bheTa dharatI haiM / agni ratnameM se azuddhi dUra karatI haiM usI taraha yaha anuprekSA kI agni karma-mala ko jalAkara kevalajJAna detI haiM / * AjJApAlana ke binA saMyamajIvana zakya nahIM haiM / guru AjJApAlanase hI saMyamajIvanameM vikAsa hogA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000000000000000000000 315)

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do varSa maiMne ApakI bAta mAnI / aba Apako merI bAta mAnanI haiM / kaccha - vAgar3a ko harAbharA karanA haiM / dAdA ke kSetra ko saMbhAlanA haiM / kaccha- vAgar3ameM jAkara kyA karanA haiM ? aisA mata soceM / vAgar3ameM jo bhAva haiM ve dUsare kahIM dekhane mileMge ? kaccha-vAgar3ameM jAkara kyA karanA haiM ? aisA pUchanevAle ko maiM pUchatA hUM : pratiSThA AdimeM jAkara kyA karanA haiM ? mujhe pUcho to kahUMgA : dhAmadhUma ityAdi mujhe thor3e bhI pasaMda nahIM haiM / jisa kSetrameM thor3e ghara, thor3A AnA-jAnA ho vaha kSetra mujhe jyAdA pasaMda AtA haiM / hama dakSiNa ityAdimeM gaye vaha koI phirane yA prasiddhi ke lie nahIM gaye / vaha bAta aba pUrI ho gaI / jyAdA prasiddhi aba mere lie to sAdhanAmeM bar3A palimaMtha ( vighna) bana gayA haiM / 8 tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta kI mahimA * tIrthaMkara bhagavaMta mukhya rUpa se karmakSaya ke nimitta haiM / * bodhibIja kI prApti ke kAraNa haiM / * bhavAMtara meM bhI bodhibIja kI prApti karAte haiM / * ve sarvavirati dharma ke upadezaka hone se pUjanIya haiN| * ananya guNoM ke samUha ke dhAraka haiM / * bhavyAtmAoM ke parama hitopadezaka haiM / * rAga, dveSa, ajJAna, moha aura mithyAtva jaise aMdhakArameM se bacAnevAle haiM / * ve sarvajJa, sarvadarzI aura trailokya prakAzaka haiM / 316 00 kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4

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padavI prasaMga, madrAsa, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha zu. 13 26-11-2000, ravivAra mRgazIrSa zuklA - 1 * dainika kriyAoMmeM jo sUtra bolate haiM, usake kucha rahasya lalita-vistarA jaise graMthoM se khyAlameM Ate haiM / vidhipUrvaka yadi ye caityavaMdana Adi kriyAeM kI jAye to zraddhA, medhA Adi mahAsamAdhi ke bIja bana jAte haiM / apUrvakaraNa anivRttikaraNa ityAdimeM AtA 'karaNa' zabda samAdhi kA hI vAcaka haiM / zabda se jo kaha nahIM sakate use apUrvakaraNa kahate haiM / usa samaya sAdhaka kI dazA gUMgA AdamI miThAI khAtA haiM, kiMtu varNana nahIM kara sakatA usake jaisI hotI haiM / taba Aropita sukhakI bhramaNA naSTa ho jAtI haiM / __ anAropa-sukhaM moha-tyAgAdanubhavAnnapi / AropapriyalokeSu, vaktumAzcaryavAn bhavet // - jJAnasAra hama saba Aropa sukha se abhyasta haiM / zarIra AtmA na hone para bhI usameM AtmA kA Aropa karate haiM / sukha na hone para bhI sukha kA 'Aropa' karate haiM / sukha kA Aropa isakA matalaba hI sukha kI bhramaNA ! bhagavAna kI kRpA ke binA yaha bhrama nahIM miTatA / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40 saaoooooooooooo 600 317)

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'Aropita sukha-bhrama Talyo re, bhAsyo avyAbAdha; samarthya abhilASipaNuM re, kartA sAdhana sAdhya / ' - pU. devacaMdrajI samAdhi dazA paidA hote hI saba bhrama TUTakara cUra-cUra ho jAtA haiM / eka navakAra ke kAussaggameM bhI yaha tAkata haiM Apako samAdhi de deM / bhale eka navakAra bahuta choTI kriyA ho, paraMtu usakI UrjA bahuta haiM / lekina hamArI kriyA to itanI suparaphAsTa calatI haiM ki becArI samAdhi ko kahIM praveza karane kI jagaha hI nahIM milatI / hamArI kriyA arthAt rAjadhAnI eksapresa ! hama kriyA karane ke lie hI karate haiM / paraMtu yahI merA AnaMda haiM / aisA mAnakara kabhI kriyAeM nahIM karate / agara isa taraha kriyAeM kareM to pratyeka kriyA dhyAna bana jAye, pratyeka kAussagga samAdhi bana jAye / pratyeka kAussagga ke samaya hamAre zraddhA, medhA Adi baDhate hI jAne cAhie / zraddhA ho to hI medhA AtI haiM / medhA ho to hI dhRti AtI haiM / dhRti ho to hI dhAraNA AtI haiM / dhAraNA ho to hI anuprakSA AtI haiM / * yAtrA talahaTI se hI zuru ho sakatI haiM / jahA~ hama hoM vahIM se sAdhanA kA prAraMbha ho sakatA haiM / ghATImeM rahanevAlA AdamI kabhI zikhara se yAtrA zuru kara nahIM sakatA / talahaTI para se upara jAne ke bAda hI hiMgalAja kA haDA Adi sthAna kramazaH pAra karake hI AdinAtha bhagavAna ko bheTanA haiM / AdinAtha bhagavAna aise saste nahIM / sADe tIna hajAra sIDhiyA~ caDhane ke binA AdinAtha bhagavAna nahIM milate / kaSTapUrvaka jo bhagavAna milate ho unake darzanameM bhI kaise bhAva Ate haiM ? * isa jinavANI ke zravaNa se jIvanameM jAMca kareM : kaSAyoM kI kaTutA kitanI dUra huI ? maitrI kI madhuratA kitanI baDhI ? yaha jAMca Apa hI kara sakeMge, dUsarA koI kara nahIM sakatA / (318 womwwwmommonommmmon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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sAdhanA jyoM jyoM paripakva banatI jAtI haiM, tyoM tyoM icchAoM kA nAza hotA jAtA haiM, kama hotI jAtI haiM / pahale aneka prakAra kI icchAeM sAdhaka ko hotI thI, paraMtu aba vaha icchAeM kara-karake thaka gayA haiM / icchAeM hI use duHkharUpa pratIta hotI haiM / 'icchAeM svayaM duHkha haiM / ' yaha jitanA jaldI samajhameM Aye utanA acchA ! hama icchAoM ko pUrNa karane kA parizrama karate haiM, para jJAnI kahate haiM : icchAeM kabhI kisI kI pUrNa huI haiM ? icchA hu AgAsa-samA aNaMtayA / isameM se chUTane kA eka hI mArga haiM : icchAoM ko haTA denI / yadyapi icchAoM ko haTAnI AsAna nahIM haiM / bahuta kaThina bAta haiN| kyoMki icchAoMmeM hI hamane sukha mAna liyA haiM / hama icchAoM ko pUrNa karane kA parizrama karate haiM, lekina jJAnI kahate haiM : icchAoM ko naSTa karo / usameM Apako kucha gaMvAnA nahIM haiM / gaMvAnA hai sirpha ApakA duHkha ! sukhI hone kA isake binA koI anya mArga nahIM haiM / . * prazna : zraddhA Adi na hone para bhI aisA bolane se mRSAvAda nahIM lagatA ? uttara : usakA kauna niSedha karatA haiM ? paraMtu zraddhAhIna buddhimAna aisA kabhI karatA hI nahIM / vaha vicArakara hI karatA haiM / zAyada Apa kaheMge : zraddhAhIna buddhimAna 'saddhAe mehAe / ' ityAdi nahIM bolatA kyA ? paraMtu, ApakI vicAraNA mAtra ekAMgI haiM / jisameM Apako zraddhA kI kamI lagatI haiM usameM sacamuca pUrNa zraddhA kI kamI nahIM hotI / jisameM pUrNa zraddhA kI kamI ho vaha to aisA kabhI karatA hI nahIM / zradhdhA bhI maMda, tIvra, tIvratama vagairaha aneka rUpase hotI haiM / maMda zraddhA hone ke kAraNa hameM bhale na dikhe, lekina vaha hotI hI haiM / vaha zraddhA usake Adara ityAdi se jAna sakate haiN| zraddhA, medhA Adi zAyada tIvra na bhI ho, paraMtu Adara bhI A jAye to bhI hamArA ber3A pAra ho jAya / Adara hI icchAyoga haiM / icchAyoga sAmAnya vastu nahIM haiM / icchAyogavAlA sAdhaka arthAt bAjArameM pratiSThita vyApArI / bhale usake pAsa puMjI nahIM haiM, lekina bAjArameM Abaru haiN| Abaru ke kAraNa use vyApArI rUpaye deMge hI / kyoMki unheM vizvAsa hotA haiM : yaha hameM rUpaye degA hii| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400mmonsooooooooooo(r) 319)

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hamAre pAsa Adara rUpI Abaru ho to zraddhA, medhA ityAdi eka dina mileMge hI / Adara joradAra ho aura zAyada hamArA kabhI upayoga na bhI rahe to bhI jyAdA ciMtA na kareM / Adara hI upayoga ko khIMca lAyegA / gannA, ganne kA rasa, gur3a, mizrI aura zakkara ina pAMcoMmeM mIThAsa kramazaH jyAdA se jyAdA hotI haiM usI taraha zraddhA AdimeM mIThAza kramazaH jyAdA se jyAdA hotI haiM / ganne ke sthAna para Adara haiN| Adara aTUTa rahe to zraddhA Adi mileMge hI / ganne pAsameM haiM to rasa, gur3a ityAdi bhI mileMge hI / sabakA mUla Adara haiM / jaise mizrI zakkara Adi kA mUla gannA haiM / - 88 samyakatva ke lakSaNa zama : udayameM Aye hue yA AnevAle krodhAdi kaSAyoM ko zAMta karane kI bhAvanA rakhakara, samatA rakhanI / saMvega : icchA haiM balki mAtra mokSa prApti kI / nirveda : saMsArI jIva kI pravRtti haiM, paraMtu saMsAra ke padArthoMmeM Asakti nahIM haiM / anukaMpA : jagata ke sarva jIvoM ko sva-samAna mAnakara sabake prati vAtsalyabhAva, karuNAbhAva / 320 OM AstikatA : zraddhA, jinezvara aura unake dvArA bodhita dharmameM apUrva zraddhA / OM kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4

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tIrthamAla prasaMga, kaTAriyA - kaccha, vi.saM. 2047 27-11-2000, mRgazIrSa zuklA - somavAra dvi. - 1 * jainetaroM ko bhI noTa lenI par3e ki yahA~ (jainomeM) aisI joradAra yogasAdhanA haiM ki jo mahAsamAdhi taka tatkAla pahuMcA de, aisI zailImeM yaha lalita vistarA TIkA zrI haribhadrasUrijI dvArA likhI gaI haiM / pUrvAcAryoMne kaisA suMdara taiyAra karake hamAre sAmane rakhA haiM / para hamAre pAsa khAne kI phurasata nahIM haiM / khAne jitanA bhI hama pramAda ur3A nahIM sakate haiM / dUsarA AdamI jyAdA se jyAdA Apake lie sa-rasa bhojana banA degA, lekina khAne kI kriyA to Apako hI karanI par3egI na ? zAstrakAra jyAdA se jyAdA to mukti kI suMdara prakriyA Apake sAmane rakha dete haiM, paraMtu sAdhanA to Apako hI karanI par3egI na ? * caityavaMdana AdimeM sthAna, varNa, artha aura AlaMbana kA prayoga karanA hai / bahuta kAla ke abhyAsa ke bAda ina cAroM ke phalarUpa anAlaMbana yoga milatA haiM / jyAdA karake kAussaggameM anAlaMbana yoga prApta hotA haiM / kAussagga se pahale bolA jAtA sUtra arihaMta ceiANaM mahattvapUrNa kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4wwwwwww. 321

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sUtra haiM / 'vaMdaNavattiyAe' ityAdi dvArA jina-caityoM ko vaMdana karane kI tIvra icchA vyakta hotI haiM / baDhatI jAtI zraddhA-medhA vagairaha se bahuta karmoM kI nirjarA hotI haiM / karma-nirjarA hote mana nirmala aura nizcala banatA haiM / aise manameM anAlaMbana yoga kA avataraNa hotA haiM / kaSAya ityAdi kI avasthAmeM citta caMcala banatA haiM, Atmapradeza atyaMta kaMpanazIla banate haiM / viSaya-kaSAyoM ke Aveza zAMta hote haiM, taba citta nirmala aura nizcala banatA haiM / viSaya-kaSAyoM kA Aveza jina-caityoM ke vaMdana-pUjana-satkAra-sanmAna Adi kI tIvra icchA se zAMta hotA haiM / jainazAsanameM nirmalatA rahita nizcalatA kA koI mUlya hI nahIM haiM / vizva ko saMhAraka aNuboMba kI 'bheMTa' denevAle vaijJAnikoMmeM kama nizcalatA nahIM hotI / cUhe ko pakar3ane ke lie taiyAra hotI billI meM kama nizcalatA nahIM hotI / kisa kAma kI aisI nizcalatA ? nirmalatA kevala bhaktiyoga se hI AtI haiM / digaMbara aura zvetAMbarameM yahIM aMtara haiM / digaMbaroMmeM prathama tattvArtha paDhAyA jAtA haiM / vahA~ paMDita taiyAra hote haiM / jaba zvetAMbaromeM navakAra Avazyaka sUtra ityAdi paDhAye jAte haiM / isase yahAM zraddhAlu bhAvuka taiyAra hote haiM / zraddhAvAn hI dharma kA saccA adhikArI haiN| medhAvAn nahIM, prathama zraddhAvAn cAhie / isalie hI 'saddhAe mehAe' likhA, 'mehAe saddhAe' nahIM likhA / / ___ maiM to bahutabAra bhAvavibhora bana jAtA huuN| kaisI suMdara hameM paraMparA milI haiM / jahA~ bacapana se hI darzana-vaMdana-pUjana ke saMskAra mile / isake kAraNa hI bhakti mukhya banI / bhakti ko jIvanameM pradhAna banAyeM, yadi Age baDhanA ho / agara paMDita banane gaye, bhakti chor3a dI to abhimAna Aye binA nahIM rahegA / abhimAna se kabhI vikAsa nahIM hotA / hA, vikAsa kA AbhAsa jarUra hotA haiM / eka bhakti A gaI to saba kucha A gayA / yazovijayajI bhakti yoga ke kaise pravAsI hoMge : jinhoMne bhagavAna ko kaha diyA : (322 0000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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'prabhu upakAra guNe bharyA, mana avaguNa eka na samAya / ' paraMtu chadmastha avasthAmeM avaguNa na ho yaha kaise ho sakatA haiM ? kala eka sAdhvIjIne yaha prazna pUchA thA / maiM kahUMgA : prabhu ke sAtha ekAkAratA ke samaya nikalI huI ye paMktiyAM haiN| jisa kSaNa cetanA paramAtmamayI hotI haiM usa kSaNa avaguNa rahate hI nahIM / dIpaka jalatA ho vahA~ taka aMdherA kaise A sakatA haiM ? prabhumeM upayoga ho vahA~ taka durguNa kaise A sakate haiM ? ye samAdhi dazA ke udgAra haiM / samAdhi dazAmeM se nIce Ane ke bAda to avaguNa A sakate haiM, lekina avaguNa Ane ke bAda aisA sAdhaka kabhI unheM thapathapAtA nahIM / hama to kaSAyAdi ko thapathapA rahe haiM / ___ 'tuma nyAre taba saba hI nyArA, aMtara kuTuMba udArA / ' pU. upA. yazovijayajI ke ye udgAra prabhu-viraha ke sUcaka . * annattha UsasieNaM / ucchvAsa, niHzvAsa, khAMsI, chIMka, jaMbhAI, DakAra, adhovAyu, cakkara, pittakI mUrchA, sUkSma aMga, sUkSma zleSma aura sUkSma dRSTi kA saMcAra Adi (agni, paMcendriya kI ADa, cora, sva-para rASTra kA bhaya) solaha AgAra haiM / matalaba ki aisA hone se kAyotsarga kA bhaMga nahIM hotA / kAyotsarga-dhyAna kA kitanA prabhAva ? manoramA ke kAyotsarga ke prabhAva se sudarzana seTha ke lie sUlI siMhAsana bana gaI / caturvidha saMgha ke kAyotsarga ke prabhAvase yakSA sAdhvIjI sImaMdhara svAmI ke pAsa pahuMca sake / vAlI ke kAyotsarga ke prabhAva se rAvaNa kA vimAna aTaka gayA thA / * Aja aMtima vAcanA haiM / aMtima vAcanAmeM guru-dakSiNA ke rUpameM kyA doge ? maiM mAMgU ? maiM mAtra AjJApAlana mAMgatA huuN| Apa guru kI AjJA ko sadA svIkArane ke lie tatpara raho, itanI hI apekSA haiM / pU. kanakasUrijI halavadameM the / ekeka sAdhvIjI ke grupa ko cAturmAsa ke lie kaha rahe the aura sabhI 'tahatti' karake svIkAra karate the / kihe kalApUrNasUri - 4000000000000000000000 323)

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ise dekhakara pU. premasUrijI ke kAntivijayajI stabdha bana gaye the : sAdhuoM ko cAturmAsa bhejane kI vyavasthA juTAne ke lie hama herAna-herAna ho jAte haiN| yahAM para kitanA sahaja AjJApAlana ? vaha bhI sAdhvIoM (strIoM) meM ? prabhu aura guru kI AjJA nizcala manase pAloge to samajha lenA : mokSa ApakI mUThImeM haiM / saMsAra Apake lie sAgara nahIM rahegA, DabarA bana jAyegA / ise tairanA nahIM par3egA, mAtra eka hI chalA~ga lagAoge aura sAmane pAra ! apArthiva AsvAda bhavyAtman ! bhojana ke SaDrasa paudgalika padArtha jIhvA ke sparza se sukhAbhAsa utpanna karate haiM / kaMTha ke nIce cale jAne ke bAda usakA AsvAda calA jAtA haiM, jabaki AtmAmeM rahA huA zAMtarasa sarvadA sukha denevAlA haiM / usameM paudgalika padArthoM kI jarurata nahIM hotI / vaha AtmAmeM chupA huA haiM / AtmA dvArA hI OM prakaTa hotA haiM / (324 00mmonsoooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 8)

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dIkSA padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2057, pAlitAnA 1-12-2000, zukravAra 5 mRgazIrSa zuklA (pU. gaNizrI mukticaMdravijayajI ko paMnyAsa pada, pU. tIrthabhadra vi. tathA pU. vimalaprabha vi. ko gaNi-pada tathA bAbubhAI, hIrena, pRthvIrAja, cirAga, maNibahana, kaMcana, cArumati, zAntA, vilAsa, candrikA, latA, zAntA, maMjulA aura bhAra ye cAra puruSa aura dasa bahanoM kA dIkSA prasaMga / kalpanAbahana kI dIkSA mRga. zuklA 11 ko huI / ) pU. A. zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI : Aja caturvidha saMgha AnaMda-ullAsamaya haiM / paMnyAsa, gaNipada tathA caudaha pravrajyA ke maMgala prasaMga haiM / jinazAsana kI balihArI haiM : aise prasaMga dekhane milate haiM / dUsare kahA~ aisA dekhane milegA ? premabhAva bhI kaisA ? hara prasaMgameM pratyeka AcArya bhagavaMtabhI upasthita ho hI jAte haiM / yahA~ bhI Apa aneka samudAya ke aneka AcArya bhagavaMtoM ko dekha sakate ho / I aise bar3e prasaMga para aise bhayAnaka akAla ke prasaMgameM jIvadayA kI TIpa honI hI cAhie / hamAre muhUrta ko thor3A hI samaya haiM / utane samaya taka Apa jIvadayA kA kArya kara lo, aisI merI icchA haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 325

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pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI : vizvameM ajor3a jainazAsana hameM janma se milA haiM / agara yaha zAsana nahIM milA hotA to aise prasaMga hama dekha nahIM sakate the, manA nahIM sakate the / pUrva janmameM jAnate yA anajAnate hameM zAsana ko dekhakara prema huA hI hogA / isalie hI yaha zAsana milA haiM / jinezvaroMne pharamAi huI pravrajyA vizva kA mahAna Azcarya haiM / choTI-choTI umrameM sarva tyAga ke mArga para jAnevAle ko dekhakara hRdaya jhuka jAtA haiM / isakA anumodana hRdayase ho jAye to bhAvi kAlameM avazya sarva tyAga kA mArga khulegA / dUsarA prasaMga haiM, pada-prasaMga kA / duniyA se alaga hI prakAra kA lokottara prasaMga haiM / Apa pU. gurudeva ke pIche rahe hue citrameM dekha sakate ho : svayaM bhagavAna ziSyoM ko gaNadhara pada de rahe haiM / isakA matalaba yaha haiM ki svayaM kI zaktioM kI sthApanA bhagavAna unameM kara rahe haiM / jainazAsana kA sAdhu icchA-rahita hotA haiM / parama-pada ke alAvA use dUsare kisI pada kI icchA nahIM hotI / pU. gurudeva hI khuda yogya ziSya ko yogya pada de rahe haiM / vinIta ziSya guruAjJA ko satkAra karake pada svIkAra karatA haiM / tIna munioMmeM eka ko paMnyAsa pada aura anya ko gaNipadapradAna yahA~ ho rahA haiN| tInoM munioM kI icchA nahIM thI ki hameM pada mile / Apake yahA~ amuka ejyukezana ke bAda DIgrI milatI haiM / samasta Agama graMthoM kI anujJA kA artha haiM : paMnyAsa padavI / bhagavatI kI anujJA kA artha haiM : gaNi padavI / isa prasaMga para saMpatti, zakti aura samaya kA yogadAna aneka vyaktioMne diyA haiM, ve saba dhanyavAda ke pAtra haiM / pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : aMtima cAra mahine se eka-sA AnaMda kA mAhola jamA huA haiM, vaha vihAra kI pUrva saMdhyA taka jamA huA hI rahegA / yaha bhUmi (sAta covIsI dharmazAlA) bhAgyazAlI haiM ki yahA~ binA AmaMtraNa sarva sAdhu bhagavaMta padhAre haiM / aisA lAbha to kisI 3R8 /

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ko hI milatA haiM / pUjyazrI kI nizrAmeM pUre cAturmAsameM sabane AnaMda kI anubhUti kI haiM / koI saMyoga hI aisA : pUjyazrI padhAre aura cAroM tarapha se sarva samudAya ke mahAtmA Akara khIMcAne lage / sabhI dUdhameM zakkara kI taraha mila gaye / aisA dRzya dekhane kA saubhAgya isa dharatI ko milA haiM / Apane sAdharmika bhakti joradAra kI hI haiM / aba kArya rahA : jIvadayA kA / manuSya ko bhI pAnI mile yA nahIM ? aisA samaya A khar3A haiM, vahA~ pazuoM kI hAlata kyA hogI ? usakI kalpanA kara sakate ho / piMjarApoloMmeM niraMtara pazu Ate rahate haiM, lekina pAnI - ghAsacArA bahuta hI durlabha aura mahaMgA banA haiM, vaha Apa jAnate hI haiM / 1 chaH jIvanikAya kI rakSA ke lie hI hama dIkSA lete haiM / kasAI ke sAmane saMgharSa ke lie taiyAra rahanA, mota ko bhI mIThI mAnanA, aisA khamIra jaina hI batA sakate haiM / aba Apa aisA Ayojana karo ki jisase akAla kI chAyA dUra kI jA sake / pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI Aja ziramora AcArya bhagavaMta haiN| sabake Adara aura zraddhA ke pAtra bane haiM / Apako aise guru mile haiM usakA gaurava honA cAhie / I Apa saba jIvadayA ke lie pIche nahIM par3eMge, pUjyazrI kI bAta prema se svIkAra leMge, aisI zraddhA haiM / nUtana padasthoM tathA dIkSitoM ko pUjyazrI dvArA hitazikSA cattAri paramaMgANi, dullahANIha jaMtuNo / mANusataM suI saddhA, saMjamammi a vIriaM / uttarAdhyayana 4/1 bhagavAna mahAvIra cAra vastu atyaMta durlabha batAte haiM : mAnavajanma, guru ke pAsa dharmazravaNa, usa para zraddhA (ruci) aura usakA AcaraNa / kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 kaLa - 000000327

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zravaNa hone ke bAda bhI zraddhA na ho to zravaNa vyartha jAtA haiM / zradhdhA hone ke bAda usa mutAbika jIvana na bane vahA~ taka utanI khAmI kahI jAtI haiM / Aja tIna padastha tathA caudaha AtmAeM dIkSita banI haiM / Aja kI ghar3I atidhanya haiM / yaha uttamottama jo pada mile haiM, use kaise zobhAspada banAyeM ? vaha hameM guru bhagavaMta se jAnanA haiM / paMnyAsa-gaNi ityAdi pada milane ke bAda bhAra baDha jAtA haiM / Apa bhI pradhAna banate ho taba bhAra baDhatA haiM na ? paMnyAsa-gaNi pada kI itanI mahattA haiM ki agara isa prakAra jIvana banAyeM to vipula karma kI nirjarA hotI haiM / guNoM kI vRddhi dvArA hI karma kI nirjarA hogI / Apa saba guNa prAptimeM tatpara bano / Apake guNoM dvArA saMghameM ullAsa baDhe, dhanya dhanya jinazAsana... aise udgAra nikala par3e, aisA ApakA jIvana honA cAhie / nUtana dIkSitoM ko kahanA haiM : jo pratijJA svayaM bhagavAnane lI vaha Apako milI haiM, isakA mahattva kama na samajheM / yaha pratijJA lekara jIvanabhara samatAmeM rahanA haiM / jIvanabhara pApakriyA se dUra rahanA haiM / thor3A bhI para-pIr3ana na ho usakA khyAla rakheM / jina-bhakti, guru-bhakti, zAstra-svAdhyAya ityAdimeM magna banakara jIvana dhanya banAnA haiM / nUtana paMnyAsazrI mukticaMdravijayajI : parama karuNAsAgara isa yuga ke prathama tIrthaMkara zrI AdinAtha prabhu ko anaMta vaMdana / parama zraddheya, merI jIvana naiyA ke sukAnI, parama tAraka, pUjya gurudeva AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pU. gurudeva AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ko vaMdana... parama karuNAsiMdhu vartamAna zAsana nAyaka bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevane jisa zAsana kI sthApanA kI, vaha 2500 se adhika varSa bItane para bhI Aja jayavaMta haiM, usameM prabhu kI pATa-paraMparA ke vAhaka pU. AcArya bhagavaMtoM kA mahAna yoga-dAna haiM / prabhu zrI mahAvIra devakI 77vI pATa para birAjamAna pUjya 328 ganasanapooooooooooo

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AcAryazrI ke pahale hue 76 mahAtmAoM kA hama saba para ananya upakAra haiM / zAstrakAroMne tIrthaMkaroM kI anupasthitimeM AcAryazrI ko hI tIrthaMkara tulya kahe haiM : 'titthayarasamo sUrI' bAta bhI saca haiM / eka avasarpiNI yA utsarpiNI kAlameM tIrthaMkara to mAtra 24 hI hote haiM, lekina zeSakAlameM zAsanakI bAgaDora calAnevAle kauna ? AcArya bhagavaMta / AcArya bhagavaMta rAjA kahe gaye haiM / AcArya gaccha kA kisa taraha saMcAlana karate haiM, AzritoM kA yogakSema kisa taraha karate haiM ? usa para gacchAcAra payannA Adi Agama graMthameM vizada mArgadarzana diyA gayA haiM / AcArya akele to saMpUrNa gaccha ko saba taraha se saMbhAla nahIM sakate / isalie upAdhyAya, gaNAvacchedaka, pravartaka, paMnyAsa, gaNi ityAdi padavIdhara mahAtmA gaccha ke saMcAlanameM AcAryazrI ko sahAyaka banate haiM / bahuta ko patA nahIM hogA ki yaha gaNi aura paMnyAsa padavI kyA haiM ? donoMmeM kyA aMtara ? mUlameM hamArA jainazAsana dvAdazAMgI ke AdhAra para cala rahA haiM / dvAdazAMgI ko bacAne ke lie hI bAraha varSa ke do-do akAla ke bAda jaina zramaNa-saMmelanoM kA Ayojana huA thA / dvAdazAMgI ke bacAva ke lie hI mathurA aura valabhIpurameM vAcanAoM kA Ayojana huA thA / dvAdazAMgI ke bacAva ke lie hI devarddhigaNi kSamAzramaNane saMpUrNa Agama graMthoM ko pustakArUDha kiye the / isake pahale sabhI Agama mukhapATha se calate / bhagavAna mahAvIra ke nirvANa ke bAda devarddhigaNi kSamAzramaNane dekhA ki aba aisI prajJA nahIM haiM ki sunakara muni yAda rakha sake / samaya kA takAjA haiM ki AgamoM ko pustakoM para likhe jAyeM / yadi isa taraha nahIM kiyA gayA to bhagavAna kI vANI kI yaha amUlya saMpatti naSTa-bhraSTa ho jAyegI / apanI viziSTa pratibhA se devarddhigaNine AgamoM ko pustakArUDha banAkara mahAna yugapravartaka kArya kiyA / jisakI noTa Aja bhI kalpasUtra ke aMtameM haiM / AgamoM ke rahasya barAbara samajhAne ke lie hI AgamapuruSa zrI kahe kalApUrNasUri 4wwwwww 100 329

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haribhadrasUrijIne 1444 graMthoM kI racanA kii| AgamoM ke durbodha padArtho ko sarala banAne ke lie hI zIlAMkAcArya tathA abhayadevasUrijIne usa para TIkAeM racI / AgamoM ke upaniSad ko prApta karane ke lie hI kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacaMdrasUrijIne sAr3he tIna karor3a zlokoM kI racanA kI, AgamoM ke padArthoM ko navyanyAya kI zailImeM utArane ke lie hI upA. yazovijayajIne akelene aneka graMthoM kI racanA kI / bhinna-bhinna mahAtmAoMne bhinna-bhinna caritra graMtha, prakaraNa graMtha yA gujarAtI bhI koI sAhitya racA vaha bhI Agama kI ora jAne ke lie / AgamoM ko sulabha banAne ke lie hI pU. sAgarajI mahArAjane use saMzodhita - saMpAdita kara mudrita banAye / Agama hamArI amUlya saMpatti haiM / isakA ekeka akSara maMtrAkSara se bhI adhika haiM / isakA ekeka akSara devAdhiSThita haiM / aise pavitra Agama vidhipUrvaka grahaNa kiye jAye to hI phaladAyI banate haiM / sAdhu bhI usake yogodvahana karane ke bAda hI adhikArI banate haiM / zrAvakoM ko navakAra ityAdi ke upadhAna hote haiM usa prakAra sAdhuoM ko bhI yogodvahana hote haiM / AcArAMga, uttarAdhyayana, kalpasUtra, mahAnizItha Adi ke yogodvahana hone ke bAda usa graMtha kA adhikAra milatA haiM / udA. mahAnizItha ke yogodvahana karanevAlA sAdhu hI dIkSApratiSThA-upadhAna Adi kA adhikArI bana sakatA haiM / bhagavatI sUtra ke yogodvahana karanevAlA hI bar3I dIkSA vagairaha kA adhikArI bana sakatA haiM / gaNi-padavI kA artha dUsarA kucha nahIM, bhagavatI sUtra ke yogodvahana kI anujJA / Apake upadhAna kI mAla arthAt navakAra Adi sUtroM kI anujJA / gaNi-padavImeM mAtra bhagavatI sUtra kI anujJA dI jAtI haiM / paMnyAsa padavImeM sarva AgamoM ke anuyoga kI anujJA dI jAtI haiN| donoM ke bIca itanA mahattva kA aMtara haiM / hamAre yahA~ prathama paMnyAsajI ke rUpameM pU.A.zrI vijayasiMhasenasUrijI ke ziSya pU. satyavijayajI kA nAma sunA jAtA (330 0mmoonomoooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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haiM / vartamAna kAlameM paMnyAsajI mahArAja ke rUpameM samagra jaina saMghameM prasiddha pUjyazrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNi the / 22 varSa pUrva phalodI cAturmAsa daramyAna hama tIna (maiM, pUrNacaMdra vi. tathA municaMdra vi.) hIrasaubhAgya kAvya paDha rahe the, usa samaya usameM 'prajJAMza' zabda kA prayoga dekhane milaa| hIrasaubhAgya ke racayitA zrI devavimala gaNi likhate haiM : hIravijayasUrijIne kucha munioM ko 'prajJAMza' banAye / lagatA hai ki 'paMnyAsa' zabda kA saMskRtikaraNa 'prajJAMza' kiyA hogA athavA prajJAMza zabdameM se paMnyAsa zabda banA hogA / (jAnakAra kahate haiM ki paMDita pada kA nyAsa vaha paMnyAsa pada, paMDita kA pahalA akSara paM + nyAsa = paMnyAsa) paramaguru kI prajJA ke aMza kA jisameM avataraNa huA ho vaha 'prajJAMza' kahA jAtA haiM / bhUtakAlIna viSayaka smRti / vartamAnakAlIna viSayaka buddhi / bhaviSyakAlIna viSayaka mati / - kuchameM smRti hotI haiM, lekina buddhi nahIM hotI / buddhi hotI haiM to smRti-mati nahIM hotI / mati hotI haiM to buddhi nahIM hotii| eka hI vyaktimeM tInoM zaktiyA~ ho aisI ghaTanA virala hotI haiM / tInoM eka sthAnameM ho use prajJA kahI jAtI haiM / isa prajJA kA aMza jisameM avatarita huA ho vaha 'prajJAMza' kahA jAtA haiM / Aja pUjyazrI jaba paMnyAsa-pada pradAna kara rahe haiM, yadyapi gata varSa hI isa padavI kI bAta thI, vijJApana bhI ho gayA thA, paraMtu padavI na hone se bahuta loga vicArameM par3a gaye hoMge, magara. niyati ho usI prakAra se kAma hotA haiM / aura jo hotA haiM acche ke lie hI / nahIM to aisA siddhakSetra kahA~ milanevAlA thA ? anaMta siddhoM kA kSetra yahIM haiM, lekina sAtha-sAtha hamAre samudAya ke nAyaka pU. jItavijayajI tathA pU. kanakasUrijIne gRhasthAvasthAmeM yahIM caturthavrata grahaNa kiyA thA / pU. kanakasUrijI kI paMnyAsa-padavI yahIM para huI thI / pU.upA.zrI prItivijayajI kI dIkSA yahIM para huI thI / ' aise paramapavitra sthAnameM aise mahAna tAraka gurudeva kI nizrAmeM... jina gurudeva ke varada hasta se padavI Adi prApta karane ke lie bar3e(kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 80 oooooooooooooooon 331)

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vidvAna muni bhI Atura rahe haiN| do sAla pahale suratameM pUjyazrI kI khAsa nizrA prApta karane ke lie hI munizrI ajitazekharavijayajIne muhUrta ityAdi bhI gauNa kiyA thA / munizrI ajitazekharavijayajI kI paMnyAsa - padavI pUjyazrI ke hAthoM suratameM huI thI / isake lie tIna bAra muhUrta badalAye the / cAhe jo muhUrta Aye lekina pUjyazrI kI nizrA mile, yahI mere lie mukhya haiM / pada grahaNa karanevAle jyotiSa AdimeM vidvAna munizrI kI aisI zraddhA thI / aise zraddheya gurudevazrI kI maMgalanizrA hameM mila rahI haiM, vaha hamArA bar3A sadbhAgya haiM / yaha pada-pradAna ho rahA haiM usa prasaMga para maiM to mAtra itanA hI kahUMgA : maiM isa pada ke lie yogya banUM, padase hote mada se dUra rahUM / zrI jinazAsana kI yatkiMcit bhI sevA karake dhanya banUM - itanA hI manoratha haiM / bacapanameM hamameM saMskAra denevAle saMsArI mAtuzrI bhamIbena isa avasara para yAda Aye binA nahIM rahate haiM / dIkSA ke bAda nitya yogakSema karanevAle pUjya donoM guruvarya tathA vidyAguru pU.paM. zrI kalpataruvijayajI ma. ko kaise bhUla sakate haiM ? hamAre sahAdhyAyI pU.paM. zrI kIrticaMdravijayajI, pU. kumudacaMdravijayajI, pU. pUrNacaMdravijayajI ko bhI kaise bhUla sakatA hUM ? merI preraNA se bAlavayameM mere sAtha dIkSita bananevAle gaNizrI municaMdra vi. kA hara kAryameM mujhe pUrA sAtha - sahakAra milA haiM / isa prasaMga para maiM sabakA kRtajJatApUrvaka smaraNa karatA hUM / isa pada ke lie maiM yogya banUM-aisI caturvidha saMgha samakSa yAcanA karatA hUM / nUtana gaNizrI tIrthabhadravijayajI : anaMta siddha bhagavAna ko tathA jinheM gurumaiyA kaha sakUM aise pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta ko namaskAra karake, sarva guru-bhAIoM ko namaskAra karake jo kucha aMtara kI bAta haiM vaha do hI zabdameM vyakta karanI haiM / Aja ke zubha dina pUjya guru bhagavaMtane jisa pada kA dAna kiyA haiM, usa prasaMga para yAda Ate haiM : bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI aura gautamasvAmI / madase dhamadhamate indrabhUti ko bhagavAna mahAvIra kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 332 WW

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ke darzana hote hI prabhu-karuNA ke dhodha se unake darpakA nAza huA / bhagavAnane darpakA nAza kara gaNadhara - pada diyA / Ajake dina yahI vinaMtI haiM / mere jIvanameM jo darpa haiM, zarIra, nAma yA rUpa kA jo darpa haiM, usakA Apa nAza karo / usake bAda hI saccA pada milegA / Aja to mAtra Aropa kiyA haiM / vAstavameM hameM milA nahIM haiM, mAtra Aropa haiM / udAra lakSapati seTha apane garIba dAsa ko lAkha rUpaye kI lona de aura vaha garIba dAsa agara khuda ko lakSapati mAne to hAsyAspada haiM / Aropa kiyA haiM, vaise guNoM ko hama prApta kara sakeM, lona ko vyAjasahita vApasa de sakeM, aise guNa Aye yahI zubhecchA haiM / pUjya gurumaiyA pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta, pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI, pUjya paMnyAsa kalpataruvijayajI mahArAja, pUjya paMnyAsa kIrticaMdravijayajI mahArAja Adi sarva guru bhAIoMne mere jIvanameM jo kamI thI usakI pUrti kI haiM / saMsArameM mAtA-pitA ityAdi ke upakAroM ko yAda karatA hUM / unake hI saMskAroM ke prabhAvase aisA samudAya aura aisA zAsana milA haiM / ina sabakA RNa adA karane ke lie zaktimAna banUM, yahI abhyarthanA haiM / nUtana gaNizrI vimalaprabhavijayajI : jisakA varNana zrI sImaMdharasvAmIne kiyA aise isa anaMta siddhoM ke nivAsarUpa siddhakSetrameM, pUjya gurudeva jaisoM kI nizrAmeM aitihAsika cAturmAsa prasaMga para 14 - 14 dIkSA prasaMga aura 3-3 padavI prasaMga kA Ayojana huA haiM / hara tIrthaMkara khuda ke ziSyoM ko gaNadhara - pada para sthApita karate hI haiM / sudharmAsvAmIse duppasahasUri taka yaha paraMparA cAlu rahegI / hamArA sadbhAgya haiM : bhagavAna mahAvIra kI 77vI pATa para hameM aise gurudeva mile haiM / isa pada ke lie dAvA yA adhikAra nahIM ho sakatA / guru ko yogya lage use yogya pada de sakate haiM / rAva bahAdura, je. pI. ityAdi padaviyAM dekara aMgrejoMne logoM 333 ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 4wwwwwwwwwwwww

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ko Thagane kI kAryavAhI zuru kI thI / kyoMki baDe rAjAoM ko hAthameM lene the na ? aisI padavIyAM yahA~ nahIM haiM / ye to lokottara padavIyAM haiN| mujhe yaha padavI mila rahI haiM, lekina maiM koI isake lie lAyaka nahIM hUM, lekina maiM lAyaka banUM - aisI apekSA rakhatA hUM / __ jar3a pattharameM bhI AropaNa karane se devatva AtA ho to cetanameM yogyatA kyoM nahIM prakaTa sake ? pUjyazrImeM jo niHspRhatA dekhI vaha kahIM dekhane nahIM milI haiN| pratiSThA, aMjanazalAkA ityAdimeM kabhI zilAlekha ke lie pUjyazrIne icchA rakhI ho - aisA jAnA nahIM haiM / madrAsameM dI jAtI 'phalodIratna' padavI ko bhI pUjyazrIne ThukarAi thI / nAma aura rUpase svayaM para hone para bhI inake nAma aura rUpa kA kitanA prabhAva haiM / UTIse maisUra maiM A rahA thA / rAstemeM tIna jaMgalI hAthI baiThe the / vaha jaMgala baMDIpura kA thA / mArgameM pUjyazrI kI pratikRti ke darzana mAtra se vighna miTa gayA / hAthI ravAnA ho gaye / rAma ke nAma patthara tairate haiM... patthara jaise hama 'kalApUrNa' ke nAma se taira rahe haiM / mahAdeva ke kAraNa baila pUjA jAtA haiM usI taraha hama pUje jA rahe haiM / inake nAmakI pustakeM bahuta-bahuta bikatI haiM / vaha pustaka phira dakSiNakI saphareM yA 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka ho / 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka kI to do-do AvRttiyAM khatama ho gaI, abhI aura mAMga cAlU haiM... usameM pUjyazrI kA hI prabhAva haiM / __ pUjyazrIne kabhI koI apekSA nahIM rakhI haiN| kisI bhakta ke pAsa bhI dharma ke alAvA dUsarI koI bAta karate nahIM haiM / inakI apramattatA, upayogapUrvaka kI iriyAvahiyaM ityAdi kriyAeM, rajoharaNa se pramArjana karanA, nirutsukatA (kisI progrAmameM dekhane jAye aisI utsukatA nahIM) ityAdi aneka netra-dIpaka guNa haiM / . isake sAtha mAtA-pitA ke upakAroM ko bhI kaise bhUla sakatA hUM ? saMsArI-pitAzrIne paDhAI ke lie madrAsa bhejA / dUsare varSa saMsArI bahana ke vahA~ rahanA huA, aura pAThazAlA ke prabhAva se dharma(334 wwwwwmoommmmmmmmmmmm kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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saMskAra mile / vahAM se sadbhAgya se bhadrezvara AyA / vahA~ pUjyazrI ke saMsArI zvasura pUjya kamalavijayajI mahArAja mile / taMdula matsya kI unhoMne bAta kI / unake sAtha chasarA AyA / do pratikramaNa kA abhyAsa kiyA / / usa samaya pUjyazrI kA aMjArameM cAturmAsa huA / usake bAda to vihArameM bhI sAtha rahA / 7 varSa taka pUjyazrI ke sAtha rahA / 20 sAla pahale yahIM ke cAturmAsa ke samaya mere saMsArI pitAzrIne rasor3A kholA thA / usake bAda pUjyazrIne saMyama-dAna dekara AgamoM kA dAna kiyA / pUjya kalAprasUrijI, pUjya paMnyAsa kalpataruvijayajI, pUjya paMnyAsa kIrticaMdravijayajI ityAdi sabakA mujha para upakAra haiM / pUjya gaNizrI mukticaMdravijayajIne yogodvahana kI kriyAeM karAi / kabhI AdhI rAta ko bhI kriyAeM karAi / unakA upakAra kaise bhUla sakatA hUM? pUjya gaNizrI pUrNacaMdravijayajI, pUjya gaNi municaMdravijayajI ke pAsa maiMne abhyAsa kiyA haiM / (pUjya AcAryazrIkI nizrAmeM calatI sAta 99 yAtrAoM kA bhAra pUjya paM. mukticaMdravijayajI Adi para DAlakara mRga. zu. 6 kI subaha pUjya AcAryazrI pAlItANA se ahamadAbAda kI tarapha 99 varSIya pUjya AcArya zrI vijayabhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI ke vaMdanArtha vihAra kara rahe the taba samAcAra mile : Aja hI pUjya bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kAladharma pAye haiM / ) Atma-avalaMbana kaise kiyA jAya ! pUjyazrI : prathama paramAtmA ko samarpita hokara unakA avalaMbana leM / unake guNoMmeM tAdAtmya hone se 'maiM kucha hUM' ityAdi ahaMkArarUpa vikalparahita ho sakate haiN| aisA zuddha pariNAma AtmA kA avalaMbana haiM / jJAnasvarUpa aise AtmA kI yaha dazA hI samabhAva haiM / - sunaMdAbahana vorAhA ge (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000000000000000000 335)

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gRhasthAvasthA meM pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2010, phalodI pRjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI kA jIvana - darzana baDabhAgI rAjasthAna : 'rAjasthAna' zabda sunate hI mana AnaMda se chalaka uThatA haiM / jisa dezameM vijayasenasUrijI jaise mahAna jainAcArya, rANA pratApa aura durgAdAsa rAThor3a jaise mahAna zUravIra, bhAmAzAha aura dharaNAzAha jaise mahAna dAnavIra dhanADhya, mahAyogI AnaMdaghanajI tathA mIrAbAI jaise bhakta AtmAeM paidA huI haiM vaha rAjasthAna sacamuca ratnabhUmi haiM / isakA nAma lete hI kauna-sA rAjasthAnI gaurava kA anubhava nahIM karatA ? sirpha rAjasthAnI hI nahIM, paraMtu anya prAMtIya loga bhI bhaktibhAva se jinake caraNoMmeM jhuka par3e aisI agaNita mahAna AtmAeM rAjasthAna kI dharatI para paidA ho gaI haiN| rAjasthAna kI saiMkar3oM padminIoMne jauhara kara khuda ke satItva kA dIpaka akhaMDa jalatA rakhA haiM / saiMkar3o rAjapUtone dezarakSA ke lie apane prANoM kA balidAna diyA haiM / saiMkar3oM dAnavIra dhanADhyoMne prajA ke kalyANa ke lie khuda ke dhana-bhaMDAroM ko khule rakha diye [336 60000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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Aja bhI rAjasthAna kI prajA sAhasikoMmeM agraNI haiM / bhArata ke kone-konemeM rAjasthAnI phaila gaye haiM / zAyada hI koI aisA prAMta hogA jahA~ rAjasthAnI baccA na hoM / samRddha phalodI nagarI : aisI mahAna dharatI ke eka saMta kI bAta Aja hameM jAnanI haiM / rAjasthAna kI purAtana rAjadhAnI jodhapura se 80 mIla dUra phalodI nAma kA manohara nagara haiM / 17 jitane nayanaramya jinAlaya... ! usameM bhI pArzvanAtha bhagavAna ke maMdirameM nIlavarNI, manamohaka, zAMta mudrAyukta zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI pratimA...! aneka ramaNIya dharmasthAna...! 1000 se bhI jyAdA jainoM ke ghara ! aisI aneka vizeSatAoM se phalodI zobha rahA thA, yadyapi Aja to jainoM ke ghara bahuta kama ho gaye haiM / vyavasAyArtha madrAsa, muMbaI, rAyapura, panaroTI, solApura ityAdi aneka zaharoMmeM phalodI nivAsI jA base haiM / dAdA lakSmIcaMdabhAI : Aja se (vi.saM. 2044) 100 se bhI jyAdA varSoM pahale phalodImeM lukkar3a parivAra ke eka seTha basate the / nAma thA lakSmIcaMda / lakSmIcaMdabhAI ke tIna putra : (1) pAbudAna, (2) amaracaMda, (3) lAlacaMda / tInoM bhAIoM kI prakRti alaga alaga...! kudarata sacamuca bahuta hI vicitra haiM / usane eka hI hAthameM pAMcoM aMgulI bhI eka samAna nahIM rakhI / bar3e bhAI pAbudAnabhAI svabhAva se sarala, zAMta, dharmaniSTha aura udAtta manavAle the / bIcake amaracaMdabhAI vyavahArakuzala the / vyavahAra kI pratyeka ulajhana ko apanI viziSTa pratibhA se ekakSaNameM sulajhAte the / choTebhAI lAlacaMda khela-kUda ke zaukIna aura thor3e manamojI bhI the / tInoM kI alaga-alaga zaktiyAM eka-dUsare ko pUraka banatI thI aura lakSmIcaMdabhAI kA parivAra sukhapUrvaka cala rahA thA / lakSmIcaMdabhAI mAtra nAmase hI lakSmIcaMda nahIM the, lakSmIdevI kI kRpA bhI unake upara ThIka-ThIka thI / ve svabhAva se udAra, kaDaka, buddhizAlI tathA karmaTha hone ke kAraNa sabase viziSTa pratIta hote the / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40000665555 Booooo(r) 337)

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unake dharmapatnI zerabAI bhI aise hI, nAma ke mutAbika guNavAle the / unakA zaurya zera-siMha jaisA thA / strI-sahaja bhaya unakI ragameM bhI nahIM thA / pUre gAMvameM unakA prabhAva thA / bar3e-bar3e loga bhI unakI salAha lene. Ate / ve jitane nirbhaya the utane hI paropakArI bhI the / Asa-pAsa koI bimAra ho to davA karane daur3a jAte the| ghara kA upacAra aura auSadhi kI jAnakArI bhI joradAra thI / lakSmIcaMdabhAI ke putra pAbudAna aura unakI dharmapatnI khamAbAI / khamAbAI bhI pAbudAna jaise hI prakRti se bhadrika, sarala, zAMta aura dharma kI rucivAle the / (pUjya AcAryazrI bahuta bAra kahate the ki merI mAM khamAbAI mukticaMdravijayajI kI mAM bhamIbena jaisIhI thI - AkRti aura prakRti se milatI-julatI / ) phalataH unake pUre kuTuMbameM dharma ke saMskAra chA gaye the| pAbudAnabhAI kI saMtAnazreNimeM 3 putra to alpAyuSI the / thor3A samaya jIkara mRtyu pAye / putriyoMmeM caMpAbAI tathA choTIbAI jIvita rahe / akSayarAja kA janma : tIna putroM kI mRtyu ke bAda khamAbAI kI kukSi se vi.saM. 1980, vai.su. 2, zAma 5.30 baje eka tejasvI putraratna kA janma huA / jisakA nAma rakhA gayA : akSayarAja / sacamuca isa AtmA kA janma akSayarAjya (mokSa-pada) kI sAdhanA ke lie hI huA thA / lekina yaha buAne kaise jAna liyA hogA ? akSayarAja, sacamuca bacapana se hI adbhuta thaa| isakA AMtarika vyaktitva to ojasvI thA, lekina bAhya vyaktitva bhI itanA hI hRdayagrAhI thA / gulAba kI kalI jaisA haMsatA-khIlatA mukha-kamala, zAMta-prazAMta aura madhura vANI... pAsameM Ate hI isakA vyaktitva logoM ko AkarSita karatA thA / 4-5 varSa kI umrameM akSaya gAMvameM calatI skUla (jise mAravAr3ameM 'gurozArI zAla' kahI jAtI haiM) meM paDhane gayA / aMka, bAraha-akSarI, gaNita, lekhana ityAdi ke abhyAsameM Age baDhane lagA / buddhi kI paTutA aura zAMta svabhAva se vaha saba vidyArthIoMmeM alaga pratIta hotA thA / (338 womooooooooomwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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mAmA mANekacaMdabhAI ke sAtha haidrAbAdameM akSaya : akSayarAja ke mAmA mANekacaMdabhAI atyaMta dharmiSTha aura vAtsalyavaMta the / akSayarAja ke prati unheM bahuta hI prema thA / akSaya ke mohaka vyaktitva aura prajJA-pATava se phIdA hue mAmA mANekacaMda akSaya ko haidrAbAda le gaye, jahA~ vyavasAya ke lie khuda rahate the / taba akSaya kI umra ATha sAla kI thI / akSaya kI mAtA dharmiSTha thI usI taraha mAmA bhI dharma se raMge hue the / ataH mAtA dvArA mile hue dharma-saMskAra mAmA dvArA puSTa hue| ataH prabhudarzana, navakArasI, tivihAra, navakAra maMtra kA smaraNa Adi prAthamika niyamoM kA pAlana usameM sahajatA se A gaye / mAmA kA apAra vAtsalya : akSaya para mAmA ke cAra hAtha the / unakI cakora najarane choTe se akSayameM chipA huA virATa vyaktitva dekha liyA thA / isalie hI akSayameM vyAvahArika yA dhArmika... kisI bhI zikSaNa kI kamI na rahe isakA pUrA dhyAna rakhate the / - mAmA ke apAra vAtsalya ke sAtha vyAvahArika zikSaNa ke sAtha dhArmika abhyAsa bhI vaha karane lagA / __caityavaMdana, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ke sUtra, bhaktAmara ityAdi mAmA svayaM use sIkhAte the / svayaM pratikramaNa karane baiThate taba akSaya ko bhI sAtha biThAte aura usake pAsa sakalatIrtha ityAdi sUtra bulAte / choTe bAlakakI mIThI-mIThI vANI sunate mAmA AnaMda se bhara jAte the / akSayarAja ke jIvanabAga ke lie mAmA sacamuca eka mAlI kA kAma kara rahe the / choTe se bIjameM chupA huA virATa vaTavRkSa mAlI se ajJAta kaise raha sakatA haiM ? akSaya kA vApasa phalodI Agamana : isa taraha mAmA ke sAtha AnaMdapUrvaka samaya gujara rahA thA / muzkila se 12 mahine hue hoMge aura vahAM (haidrAbAdameM) plega kI bhayaMkara bimArI phaila gaI / eka ke bAda eka mauta hone lagI / ye samAcAra sunate hI phalodImeM rahe hue mAtA-pitA atyaMta ciMtita hue / vaise bhI mAtA kA mana hamezA putra ko yAda karane meM lagA rahatA haiM / bimArI ke aise samAcAra sunakara kaunasI mAtA ko ciMtA kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 60mmwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 339)

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nahIM hotI ? ciMtAtura huI mAtAne apane prANapyAre ikalaute putra ko turaMta phalodI bulA liyA / vinayamUrti akSaya : aba akSaya kA zikSaNa punaH phalodImeM zuru huA / eka dezI skUlameM paDhane baiThA / namratA kI jIvaMtamUrti samAna akSaya zikSaka ko dekhate hI dekhate ati priya bana gayA / akSaya ke sAtha zikSaka kA itane prema kA ghanA saMbaMdha huA ki akSaya ko zikSaka ke binA cale kiMtu zikSaka ko akSaya ke binA nahIM calatA / zikSaka ke akSaya para cAra hAtha the / sAmAnya logoM kI aisI mAnyatA haiM ki zikSaka buddhizAlI para kRpAvRSTi karate haiM / paraMtu aisI bAta satya nahIM haiM / agara saccI ho to bhI saMpUrNa satya nahIM haiM / satya hakIkata to yaha haiM ki zikSaka hamezA namra aura vinIta vidyArthI para hI kRpAvRSTi karate haiM / athavA aisA kaho ki unakI anicchA se bhI kRpA barasa jAtI haiM aura vaha vinIta vidyArthI buddhizAlI ho to phira pUchanA hI kyA ? akSaya vinIta hone ke sAtha buddhizAlI bhI thA / usakA jJAna vinaya se zobha uThA / mAno sonemeM sugaMdha prakaTa huI / zaMkhameM dUdha DAlA gayA / namratAyukta akSaya kI buddhi dekhakara zikSaka ekadama prasanna hue aura akSaya ko tIsarI kakSA se pAMcavIM kakSAmeM biThA diyA / jIvanameM jhar3apa se Age kauna bar3ha sakatA haiM ? buddhizAlI Age bar3ha jAtA haiM aisA mAnate ho ? galata bAta haiM / namratArahita buddhizAlI AdamI Age baDhatA dikhe vaha bhramaNA haiM, usI taraha buddhirahita namra AdamI pIche par3atA dikhe vaha bhI bhramaNA haiM / bAhya dRSTi se bhale pIche dikhe lekina vaha thor3I bhI pragati karatA haiM vaha majabUta hotI haiM, patana kI zaMkA se rahita hotI haiM / namratAyukta buddhizAlI jo pragati karatA haiM vaha ajabagajaba kI hotI haiM / dUsare loga dekhate hI raha jAye aura vaha sar3asar3ATa vikAsa ke sopAna caDhatA hI jAtA haiM / jisa para zikSaka (guru) kI kRpA utarI ho vaha jIvanameM kabhI hAratA nahIM haiM, usakA kabhI patana nahIM hotA / [340000000masoomammono kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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zikSakane akSaya ko tIsarI kakSA se pAMcavI kakSAmeM biThAyA vaha bahuta hI saMketabharI ghaTanA haiM / yaha ghaTanA mAno akSaya ko kaha rahI thI : 'o akSaya ! bhAvi jIvanameM tujhe isI taraha sar3asar3ATa Age baDhanA haiM / bhAvike guru tujhe isI taraha unnata Asana para biThAte raheMge / ' zikSaka ke khuda ke cAra hAtha hone para bhI akSaya kabhI sahapAThI vidyArthIoM ke sAtha uddhata vartana nahIM karatA thA / 'maiM UMcA hUM / aba mujhe kauna kahanevAlA ? zikSaka to mere hAthameM hI haiM / ' aisA vicArakara sAmAnya vidyArthI bahaka jAtA haiM, ucchRMkhala bana jAtA haiM, zikSaka ko hAthameM rakhakara dUsaroM para julma macAne laga jAtA haiM, lekina akSaya aisA nahIM thA / vaha to jyAdA se jyAdA namra banatA jA rahA thA / barAbara usa AmravRkSa kI taraha, jo phala Ate hI nIce jhuka jAtA haiM / akSaya kI aisI namratA dekhakara zikSaka jyAdA se jyAdA usa para prasanna rahane lage / unakA aMtara pukAra rahA thA : 'akSaya avazya Age baDhegA aura sarva ko priya banegA / kyoMki Age vahI baDhatA hai, jo uccatA prApta karane para bhI bahakatA nahIM haiM, dUsaroM ko nIcA dikhAtA nahIM haiM / ' isa prakAra prAraMbha se hI akSaya ati vinIta thA / buddhi ke pramANameM usameM vinaya kI mAtrA joradAra thI / karuNAmUrti akSaya kI vicAraNA : akSaya aba dhIre-dhIre bar3A ho rahA thA / usake vicAroM ko paMkha nikala rahe the / usakA hRdaya, usakA mana aura vicAra svabhAvase hI komala the / jaba jaba vaha koI ghaTanA dekhatA taba apane alaga dRSTikoNa se usakA mUlyAMkana karatA / hRdaya komala hone se kisI kA bhI duHkha dekha nahIM sakatA thA / kisI ko duHkha se grasta dekhakara hRdayameM jhaTake lagate / dUsare kA hAtha kaTA huA dekhatA do aisA gaharA saMvedana hotA ki mAno merA hI hAtha kaTa gayA haiM, mujha para hI duHkha A par3A haiM / aisI gaharI saMvedanazIlatA ke kAraNa usameM jyAdA se jyAdA dayAbhAva / karuNAbhAva vikasita hotA gayA / usakI gaharI saMvedanazIlatA mAtra mAnava jagata yA pazu-jagata taka hI ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 4wwwwwwwwwwwww. 341

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sImita nahIM thI / vaha pRthvI, pAnI, agni, vAyu AdimeM bhI caitanya dekhatA / usakI hatyAmeM bhI vedanA kA anubhava karatA / kyoMki jAnatA thA ki pRthvI AdimeM bhI caitanya hotA haiM / jaba vaha makAna nirmANa kArya ke AraMbha - samAraMbhoM meM ragar3ate cUne ko dekhatA, kumhAra kI bhaTTImeM marate jIvoM ko dekhatA, cakkI, kumhAra kA bhaTThA ityAdimeM hotI hiMsA ko dekhatA taba usakA hRdaya dravita ho uThatA, usakA mana bolane lagatA : arere, pAMca-paccIsa sAla kI jiMdagI ke lie AdamI kitane AraMbha - samAraMbhoM meM DUbA rahatA haiM ? kitane jIvoM kI nirarthaka katala karatA haiM ? kitane pApoM kA upArjana karatA haiM ? thor3e paise ke lie, thoDI-sI jiMdagI ke lie itane sAre pApa ? kamAyA huA dhana, banAye hue baMgale, pAlA huA parivAra saba kucha yahIM rakhakara jAnA aura kamAye hue pApoM ko sAtha lekara jAnA usake phalasvarUpa naraka nigoda ke kAtila duHkhoM ko sahana karane - aisI mUrkhatA kaunasA samajhadAra AdamI karegA ? choTe-se akSayameM kitanI unnata vicAraNA ? komala hRdaya ke binA aisI vicAraNA asaMbhava haiM / mAtra usakA mana hI nahIM, usakA tana bhI komala thA / isalie galI ke loga tathA snehIjana use 'mAkhaNIyo' kaha kara bulAte / kahAnI sunatA akSaya : phalodImeM eka bar3I umra ke dhArmika vRttivAle bahana rahate the, jinakA nAma thA : mor3IbAI / (gujarAtI- prathama AvRttimeM tathA samAjadhvani Adi meM maNibena chapa gayA hai - vaha galata haiM / ) unakA kaMTha madhura aura dhArmika jJAna bhI acchA / ve rAsa, sajjhAya, DhAla, caritra ityAdi gAte, paDhate aura samajhAte / galI ke loga sAtha milakara umaMga-utsAha se sunane Ate, jisameM yaha akSaya bhI jAtA / use ina mahApuruSoM kI jIvana - kathA sunanemeM apUrva AnaMda AtA aura una ghaTanAoMmeM se preraNA milatI / zAlibhadra, dhannAjI, gajasukumAla, metAryamuni, jaMbUsvAmI ityAdi kI kathAeM sunate akSaya ko bhI vicAra Ate : 'maiM kaba aisA banUMgA ? kaba saMsAra ko chor3akara jainazAsana kA aNagAra banUMgA ? 342 oooooooo 1888 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 - -

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akSaya ke phUTate vicAra - jharaNa ko mor3IbAI kI ina kathAoM dvArA vega milatA / thA / akSaya kA mukhya AnaMda : akSaya kA jIvana bacapanase hI sAdA, saMyamI aura prabhu - premI na koI khAna-pAna kI laalsaa...| na kucha pahanane-oDhane kA paaglpn...| na kisI khela-kuda kI aaskti...| na bahuta bolane kA baavlaapn...| akSaya bahuta hI kama Avazyaka zabda - hI bolatA / to kyA akSaya kA jIvana nIrasa thA ? nahIM... usakA jIvana thor3A bhI nIrasa nahIM thA, lekina rasapUrNa thA / kiMtu use rasa thA paramAtmA para / paramAtmA ke rasa ko chor3akara zeSa sarva rasa usake mana phIke the / bacapana se hI usakI cetanA UrdhvagAminI thI / UMce jAne, paramAtmA ko prApta karane ke lie tar3apa rahI thI / jise zikhara para ArohaNa karanA ho vaha ghATI ke aMdhakArameM kyoM par3A rahegA ? prakAza se jhagajhagAte pradeza kI ora jAne kI icchAvAlA aMdheremeM kyoM loTegA ? paramAtmA kI amRta - sRSTi kI ora jAne kA icchuka, vinAzI aura ina viSabhare padArthoMmeM rasa kaise rakhegA ? bacapana se hI akSaya ko paramAtmA kI laganI thI / akSaya phira haidrAbAdameM... vatsala mAmA dvArA tAlIma : isa tarapha mAmA mANekacaMda akSaya ko bhUle nahIM the / akSaya haidrAbAda chor3akara bhale phalodI calA gayA, paraMtu mAmA ke mana se haTA nahIM thA / akSaya kA svabhAva hI itanA zAMta, sarala aura namra thA ki jisake hRdayameM eka bAra basa jAtA vaha kabhI use bhUlatA nahIM / dUsare bhI nahIM bhUlate to mAmA kaise bhUleMge ? tIna varSa ke bAda phira 13 varSa ke akSaya ko haidrAbAda bulA liyA / vahA~ mAmA ke sAtha akSaya dukAnameM baiThatA / dUsare bhI hara kahe kalApUrNasUri 4wwwwwww 343 -

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kAryoM meM mAmA ko sahayoga detA / pUjA, pratikramaNa Adi dhArmika kriyAkAMDa unake sAtha hI karatA / isa taraha DhAI sAla taka vAtsalyavaMta mAmA dvArA akSaya ko dhArmika kriyAkAMDa tathA vyApAra kSetrameM tAlIma milatI rahI / sagAI aura lagna : vi.saM. 1996meM akSaya phirase mAtA-pitA kI sevAmeM phalodI AyA taba mAtA-pitAne phalodI gAMva ke eka dharmiSTha aura sukhI kuTuMbavAle mizrImalajI baida kI suputrI ratanabahana ke sAtha akSaya kI sagAI kI, taba usakI umra 16 sAla kI thii| mAgha mahinemeM (mAgha su. 5) akSaya ke vivAha hue aura vaizAkhameM mAmA mANekacaMdabhAI (haidrAbAdameM) gujara gaye / akSayameM dhArmika - vyAvahArika saMskAroM ke siMcana se svayaM kA jIvana-kArya samApta huA jAnakara mAno unhoMne apanI jIvana-lIlA sameTa dI / mAmA akSaya ko bahuta hI taiyAra huA dekhanA cAhate the / kAza ! agara ve jyAdA jIye hote ! to ve dekha sakate ki yaha akSaya lagna kI divAroMmeM baMda rahanevAlA kaidI nahIM haiM lekina adhyAtma-gaganameM uDanevAlA garuDa haiN| lekina vidhi vicitra haiN| usakA kiyA huA svIkAranA hI par3atA haiM / zAdI ke baMdhana se baMdha gaye hone para bhI akSayarAjane kabhI dhArmika bhAvanA nahIM chodd'ii| are, lagna ke dinoMmeM bhI usane kabhI rAtribhojana nahIM kiyA / mAravAr3IoM kI zAdI matalaba mauja-majA ke phavvAre ! isameM dhArmika niyamoM ko TikA rakhanA sattvahIna logoM kA kAma nahIM haiN| akSaya kA paThana-rasa : akSaya ko paDhane kA ati rasa thA / use pUrNa karane ke lie dhArmika sAhitya ko paDhanA kabhI cUkatA nahIM thA / _ 'jinavANI' (digaMbaroM kI ora se prakAzita hotA hindI sAmayika, jisameM dhAmika kathA, ciMtana Adi AtA thA / ) tathA kAzInAtha zAstrI kI dhArmika kathAeM tathA dUsare bhaktipradhAna pustakeM ityAdi sAhitya, usake vAMcana kA viSaya thA / halake sAhitya, tuccha navalakathAeM, DITekTIva upanyAsa ityAdi vaha paDhatA to nahIM (344 00000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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thA, paraMtu sparza bhI nahIM karatA thA / halake sAhitya ko paDhanA vaha jahara pIne ke samAna mAnatA thA / bIbhatsa sAhitya se bIbhatsa vicAroM kI utpatti hotI haiM / aura usase AcAra bhI usI prakAra kA banatA haiM / AcAra kA bIja vicAra haiM / jisane svayaM ke hRdaya-kSetrameM zubha vicAroM ke bIja boye haiM vaha avazya zubha AcAroM kI phasala kATegA / jo zubha-AcAroM kA svAmI banegA vaha akSayarAja z2ahara ke pyAle samAna kharAba pustakoM kA sparza kaise kara sakatA haiM ? __akSaya ko eka bAta para pakkA bharosA thA : sarvatra jJAnarUpa se prabhu vilasa rahe haiM / jagata ke kone-kone meM bhagavAna kI jJAna-dRSTi par3a rahI haiM / eka bhI apavitra vicAra kaise ho sakatA haiM ? ise paidA karanevAle sAhitya kA sparza ho hI kaise sakatA haiM ? akSaya dimAga kA konA-konA sApha kara pavitra vicAroM se bharane kA prayatna kara rahA thA / vaha jAnatA thA, kiyA huA koI bhI zubhAzubha vicAra apane saMskAroM ko chor3atA jAtA haiM aura jiMdagI ko AkAra dete jAtA haiM / jiMdagI dUsarA kyA haiM ? vicAroM kI zreNi aura usase banatA AcAra vahI kyA jiMdagI nahIM haiM ? prabhupremI aura saMgItapremI akSaya : akSayarAja ko paThana ke zauka ke sAtha saMgIta kA bhI zauka thA / saMgIta ke zauka kA kAraNa thA : prabhu-bhakti / bhakti se nirapekSa saMgIta kA zauka mAraka haiM lekina bhakti ke lie hotA saMgIta tAraka haiM / bhakti kI jamAvaTa saMgIta ke kAraNa joradAra hotI haiM / ataH akSaya snAtrapUjA, bar3I pUjA, bhakti bhAvanA ityAdi prasaMgoMmeM avazya jAtA / vahA~ ke saMgIta maMDalameM svayaM saMgIta sIkhatA aura stavana Adi gAne kI prekTIsa karatA / usakA kaNTha madhura thA isalie saMgIta sIkhate samaya na lagA / thor3e hI samayameM to vaha hArmoniyama bhI sIkha gyaa| phira svayaM bhI pUjA gAtA, gavAtA aura dUsare gAyakoM ke sAtha bhI mila-jula jAtA / akSaya dararoja subaha prabhu-pUjA karatA / 2 se 3 ghaNTe atyaMta (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40 sasaraswwwwwwwwwwww 345)

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zAMti aura bhAvollAsapUrvaka caityavaMdana Adi karatA / kabhI stavana gAnemeM ati AnaMda AtA to jyAdA samaya bhI laga jAtA / . saMgIta ke jJAna kI bAhya-kalA aura bhakti kI AMtarakalA se usakA jIvana samRddha banane lagA / akSaya ke jIvanameM sabase bar3A rasa koI ho to vaha bhakti kA rasa thA / bahuta bAra vaha bhagavAna ke pAsa ghaNToM taka baiThA rahatA... rotA... aura prArthanA karatA : 'o prabhu darzana do... darzana do / kahA~ taka isa sevaka ko pIr3ita kareMge? mujhe mere jIvanameM dUsarI koI apekSA nahIM haiM / ekabAra tere darzana ho jAye to maiM jIvana saphala mAnUMgA / ' aisI prArthanAoM se usake jIvanameM pavitratA kA prapAta bahane lagA / rAta aura dina prabhuko... mAtra prabhuko hI yAda karane lgaa| prabhu kI vismRti ko vaha AtmahatyA samAna mAnane lagA / eka kSaNa bhI prabhu-smaraNa rahita raha jAya vaha use khaMjara ke ghAva jaisI viSama lagane lagI / jina prabhu ke upakAra se ye sArI suMdara sAmagrIyAM milI haiM, una prabhu ko bhUla jAnA usake jaisI dUsarI kRtaghnatA kauna sI ? prabhu ke darzana binA nAstA kara sakate haiM ? prabhu kI pUjA binA khA sakate haiM ? prabhu ko yAda kiye binA so sakate haiM ? kadApi nahIM / usakA jIvana itanA prabhumaya bana gayA ki subaha gAMvameM rahe hue maMdira ke darzana karane ke bAda navakArasImeM dUdha pIkara gAMva bAhara ke maMdirameM calA jAtA aura ghaNToM vahA~ pasAra karatA / 1112 baje ke pahale vaha kabhI ghara para nahIM AtA thA / to phira dhaMdhe AdimeM dhyAna detA yA nahIM ? hAM... vaha dhaMdhA karatA thA... lekina nAmamAtra hI / jarUrata ho utanA hI, zAyada jarUrata se bhI kama / __ akSaya vyApArameM kama dhyAna detA aura dharmameM jyAdA dhyAna detA vaha mAM ko acchA nahIM lagA / putra kA dharma aura prabhu-prema dekhakara vaha aMtarase atyaMta khuza hotI, paraMtu use vicAra AtA ki mere akSaya kA dhana ke binA kyA hogA ? Akhira mAM kA hRdaya thA nA ? (346 0000wooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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vyavasAya ke liye mAtA kI Takora : eka dina dopahara ko bhojana ke samaya mAtAne akSaya ko kahA : 'beTe ! isa taraha tujhe kahA~ taka rahanA haiM ? tujhe bhAvi ke lie koI vicAra nahIM AtA ? samajhadAra ko izArA kAphI haiM / mAtA kI isa mArmika Takora se akSayane vyavasAyArtha paradeza jAne kA nirNaya kiyA / pitA - cAcA ityAdi kI salAha se madhyapradezameM rahe hue 'rAjanAMda' gAMvameM pahuMca gayA / rAjanAMdagAMvameM akSayarAja : isa choTI aura mehaMgI mAnava-jiMdagImeM akSaya ko to dharma kI hI kamAI karanI thI, kiMtu vyavahAra ke lie dhana bhI cAhie / isalie hI dhanArjanameM pravRtta hone para bhI dharma ko bhUlA nahIM thA / rAjanAMdagAMvameM saMpatalAlabhAI (jo phalodI ke hI the / ) seTha kI peDhImeM kAma karane ke lie akSaya raha gayA / akSaya kI dharmaniSThA se seTha atyaMta khuza hue / dharmakriyAmeM koI vighna na Aye usa taraha unhoMne suvidhA kara dI / seTha svayaM dharmI the / isalie dharmI akSaya ko dekhakara prasanna hue... itanA hI nahIM aura bhI akSaya dharma-mArga para Age bar3hatA rahe vaisI preraNA bhI dete / roja navakArasI aura tivihAra karate akSaya ko unhoMne cauvihAra ke lie preraNA dI aura rAtribhojanameM saMpUrNatayA rokaa| akSaya kI dharmadRDhatA kA eka prasaMga : akSaya kI dharma-dRDhatA batAtA eka prasaMga bahuta jAnane jaisA haiM / eka dina dukAnameM bahuta kAma thA / kAmakAjameM hI rAtri ke 12 baja gaye / akSaya ko roja pratikramaNa karane kA niyama / kiMtu 12 baje ke bAda daivasika pratikramaNa to ho nahIM sakatA / aba kyA karUM? kyA so jAUM ? sAmAnya AdamI to aisA hI vicAra kare ki calo, Aja vaise bhI pratikramaNa ho nahIM sakegA / so jAyeM / guru ke pAsa jAkara bAdameM prAyazcitta le leNge| lekina akSayane aisA DhIlA vicAra nahIM karate socA : bhale pratikramaNa na ho sake, paraMtu sAmAyika to ho sakegI na ? sAmAyika karake souM to saMtoSa hogA ki Aja kA dina bilakula dharma kI kamAI rahita nahIM gayA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000000000wwwwwwwwwww 347)

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aisA vicArakara akSaya sAmAyika karane baiThA / konemeM baiThA huA akSaya seTha se chupA na rahA / pUchA : 'kyoM akSaya ! kyA kara rahA haiM ?' 'sAmAyika / ' . 'lekina AdhI rAta ko ?' 'pratidina zAma ko mujhe devasiya pratikramaNa kA niyama haiM... Aja bAraha baja jAne se vaha to ho nahIM sakatA, isalie sAmAyika kara rahA hUM / ' 'arere, tere niyama ko maiM pUrNataH bhUla gayA / kiMtu akSaya ! Aja se tujhe kahatA hUM ki dukAnameM cAhe jitanA kAma ho, phira bhI pratikramaNa kA samaya hote hI tU nikala jAnA / dukAna kA kAma to hotA rahegA / maiM bhale dharma-kriyA na kara sakU, lekina tujhe aMtarAya kahA~ dUM ? isa prakAra akSaya ko seTha kI tarapha se saMpUrNa anukUlatA milI / akSaya se seTha ko saMpUrNa saMtoSa thA / seThajI mAnate the ki jo AdamI khuda ke dharma ko hRdaya se vaphAdAra haiM, vaha AdamI khuda ke seTha ko bhI vaphAdAra rahegA / dharma ke prati jo bevaphA bane vaha seTha ke prati vaphAdAra rahe isa bAtameM koI dama nahIM / rAjanAMdagAMva ke eka bhavya jinAlayameM zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI zyAmavarNI zAMtarasa bahAtI manohara pratimA haiM / usakI pUjA aura bhaktimeM akSayarAja atyaMta AnaMdita hotA / pratidina 2 se 2 // ghaNTe jitanA samaya pUjAmeM pasAra hotA / bhagavAna ko dekhakara akSaya itanA pAgala bana jAtA ki khuda kI jebameM ho ve saba paise bhaMDArameM DAla detA / svataMtra vyavasAya karatA akSaya : thor3A samaya naukarI karane ke bAda sone-cAMdI kA svataMtra vyavasAya zuru kiyA / mAtA-pitA Adi ko bhI dezameM se yahA~ bulA liyA / sone-cAMdI ke vyavasAyameM saphalatA na milane para kapar3e kI dukAna zuru kI / usameM dhIre-dhIre mAsTarI Ane para acchI saphalatA mila gaI / (34800000wwwwwwwwwws kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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akSayarAja ko dhana kI khAsa ciMtA kabhI karanI nahIM par3I / use prabhu para pakkA bharosA thA / unakI kRpA se saba kucha barAbara ho rahA haiM aura avazya hogA / yaha usakA vizvAsa vipatti ke samaya bhI calita nahIM hotA thA / akSaya kA nityakrama : subaha jaldI uThakara akSayarAja sAmAyika aura pratikramaNa karate / prabhu-darzana aura navakArasI kara pUjA karane jAte / 2 // ghaNTe AnaMdase pUjA karake 10 baje dukAna jAte the / usake pahale 8.00 baje pitAjI dukAna kholakara baiThate / akSaya kA sAdhu-samAgama : eka bAra rAjanAMdagAMvameM pUjya AcAryazrI vallabhasUrijI ke ziSya munizrI rUpa vi.ma. kA caumAsA huaa| unake samAgama aura vyAkhyAnazravaNa se akSayarAja kI virAga-bhAvanA ko vega milA / pU. rUpa vi.ma. ke pAsa 'jaina-pravacana' sAptAhika AtA, jisameM pUjyapAda AcAryazrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke pravacana prakaTa hote the / usa jaina-pravacana kA paThana akSaya ko atyaMta priya lagA thA / usakA pratidina paThana karane se akSayarAja kA saMsAra kA abhigama saMpUrNa badala gayA / use saMsAra jalatA ghara, DarAvanA sAgara aura bhayaMkara jaMgala sA lagane lagA / saMsArameM nitya bhabhakatI viSayakaSAyoM kI jvAlAeM use sAkSAt dikhane lagI / saMsAra burA lagA / chor3ane jaisA lagA, mokSa prApta karane jaisA lagA aura usake lie muni bane binA dUsarA koI mArga nahIM haiM-aisA lagane lagA / bacapanameM sAdhu banane kI bhAvanAeM aba jAgRta hone lgii| vairAgya dRDha banane lagA / usake bAda kharatara-gacchIya munivarazrI sukhasAgarajI mahArAja ke cAturmAsa daurAna unakA paricaya huA / unhoMne virAgI akSayarAja ko zrImad devacaMdrajI kA sAhitya paDhane aura kaNThastha karane kI salAha dI / devacaMdrajI kA sAhitya (covIsI ityAdi) hAthameM Ate hI akSayarAja kA bhAgya khula gyaa| adhyAtmalipsu akSayarAja ko lagA ki maiM jisakI talAza kara rahA hUM, vaha mArga mujhe isameM se hI milegA aura adhyAtma-prApti kI adamya tamannA ke sAtha pU. devacaMdrajI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 600000000000000000 349)

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ma. ke stavanoM kI covIsI phaTAphaTa kaNThastha kara lI / bhUkhe brAhmaNa ko priya laDa milane ke bAda use khAte samaya kitanA ? usake bAda to unake sAhityameM jyAdA se jyAdA AnaMda Ane lagA / unake banAye hue graMtha adhyAtma-gItA, AgamasAra ityAdi para ciMtana manana karane lagA / bhaktiyoga ke sAtha tattvajJAna kA subhaga suyoga hote akSayarAja kI Atmika vikAsameM pragati hone lagI / kAyotsarga aura dhyAna kI bhI jijJAsA jagI / usa-usa viSaya ke yogazAstra Adi graMthoM kA paThana karane ke sAtha prabhu sanmukha kAyotsarga mudrAmeM eka ghaNTe taka khar3e rahakara dhyAna kA abhyAsa karane lagA / pU. AnaMdaghanajI, pU. devacaMdrajI, pU.u. yazovijayajI - ina tInoM mahApuruSoM kI stavana covIziyAM kaNThastha kara pratidina prabhu ke sAmane 3-4 stavana khUba hI ullAsapUrvaka lalakAratA / prabhu ke sAtha ekameka bana jAtA aura phira kAyotsargameM khar3e rahakara prabhudhyAnameM lIna bana jAtA / dharmapatnI ratanabahana : akSayarAja ke dharmapatnI ratanabahana bhI eka suzIla aura saMskArI strI-ratna the / apane mAtA-pitA dvArA mile dharmasaMskAroM kI vajaha se svayaM dharma-pravRtta rahate aura apane patideva ko bhI saMpUrNa sahayoga dete / jIvanameM saMtoSa, sAdagI, sevA aura samarpaNa bhAva ke guNa sahaja rUpa se the / sAsu-zvasura ko apane mAtA-pitA tulya ginakara unakI sevAmeM sadA tatpara rahate / ghara kA kAma karane ke sAtha ve bhI prabhu-darzana, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, navakArasI, cauvihAra Adi dharmakriyA aura niyamoM ke pAlanameM udyata rahate / putra-prApti : akSayarAja aura ratanabahana ko saMtAna ke rUpameM prathama putra jJAnacaMdra (janma saMvata 2000) aura dvitIya putra AsakaraNa (janma saMvat 2002) ina do putroM kI prApti huI / mAtA-pitA kA paralokagamana : saMvat 2006meM akSayarAja ke mAtuzrI khamAbAI kA svargavAsa huA aura saMvat 2007meM pitAzrI pAbudAnajI kA bhI svargavAsa huA / (350 Wwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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isa prakAra mAtra eka hI varSa ke aMtarameM gharameM se donoM ziracchatrarUpa bujhurgoM kI vidAI hone se ghara ke 6 sabhyoMmeM se 4 sabhya ho gaye / isa prasaMga se akSayarAja ke hRdayameM joradAra jhaTakA lagA : anitya-bhAvanA se bhare hue hRdaya se vaha vicArane lagA : oha ! saMsAra kitanA anitya haiM / jinhoMne mujhe janma diyA, jinakI godameM maiMne amRta pIyA ve mere ziracchatra dekhate-dekhate hI cale gaye / kaisA kSaNa bhaMgura jIvana ! AdamI kucha kare usake pahale hI yamarAja kA bulAvA A jAtA haiM / manuSya sArI jiMdagI sukha kI sAmagrI aneka pApa kara-karake ekatrita karatA haiM aura ArAma se upabhoga ke lie zAMti se baiThane kA vicAre usake pahale to bUDhA ho jAtA haiM / - aura mauta kA rAkSasa eka sAtha saba sApha kara DAlatA haiN...| kisIne 10 lAkha rUpaye ikaTThe kiye yA kisIne 10 hajAra ikaTThe kiye... paraMtu mRtyu ke bAda kyA ? yahA~ kI eka bhI vastu parabhavameM sAtha cala nahIM sakatI / jinheM maiMne yuvAna hokara kUdAkUda karate dekhe the, una javAMmardo ko hAthameM lakar3I lekara calate bUDhe ho gaye dekha rahA huuN| jo bUDhe the unheM zmasAnameM sote dekha rahA huuN| jIvana to nadI ke pravAha kI taraha tejI se daur3a rahA haiM / eka kSaNa bhI vaha kisI ke lie rukatA nahIM / jIvana ke varSa mAno hiraNa kI pUMcha para baiThakara daur3a rahe haiM / abhI to maiM choTA thA / mAtA-pitA kI goda khaudaMtA thA / Aja yuvAna huuN| kala bUDhA ho jAUMgA / kyA yoM hI jiMdagI pUrI ho jAegI ? dharmarahita jiMdagIkA kyA artha haiM ? aise to kaue aura kutte bhI kahA~ nahIM jIte ? ve bhI kyA peTa nahIM bharate ? kyA khAnA-pInA aura majA karanA - yahI jiMdagI haiM ? yadi aisA ho to pazuoM ko manuSya se zreSTha mAnanA par3egA / manuSya kI mahimA kisa kAraNa se haiM ? sacamuca dharma se hI manuSya manuSya banatA haiM, bar3abhAgI banatA haiM / jisameM dharma nahIM vaha manuSya nahIM, paraMtu pUMcha aura sIMga rahita pazu haiM pazu ! pazutA bharI jiMdagI anekabAra jIye / aba isa janmameM to aisA nahIM hI karanA haiN| isa janmameM to avazya divyatA prakaTa karanI hI haiM / yoM hI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Wwwwwwwwwwwwsanamom 351)

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khAlI hAthoM yahA~ se nahIM jAnA haiM / kucha lekara hI jAnA haiN| mRtyu ke samaya hRdayameM saMtoSa ho, AtmA ko tRpti ho, aisA kucha karake hI jAnA haiM / brahmacaryavrata dhAraNa karatA akSayarAja : isa taraha akSayarAja ke hRdayameM vicAra kA sphuliMga prajvalita huA / usane vicAra ko mAtra vicAra ke rUpameM na rakhakara AcArameM lA diyA / usI varSa (vi.saM. 2007) pUjyazrI rUpa vi.ma.sA. ke pAsa AjIvana brahmacarya vrata svIkAra kara liyA / aura saMsArase mana mor3a liyA / itanA hI nahIM, lekina sAdhanA ke mArga para Age baDhane kamara kasI / zarIra ko zikSA dene aura dhyAnameM nirmalatA lAne pU. zrI rUpa vi.ma. ke (vi.saM. 2007) cAturmAsa daurAna 16 upavAsa kI tapazcaryA kI / akSayarAja vairAgya ke mArga para : tapazcaryA ke sAtha bhaktimeM lInatA, kAyotsarga, jApa, AgamasArAdi graMthoM kA vAMcana ityAdi milane se akSayarAja kA vairAgya dIpaka dAvAnala banakara bhar3aka uThA / usakA Atama-haMsa saMsAra ke piMjaremeM se mukti prApta karane tar3apa uThA aura apanI AtmA ko samajhAne lage : 'o Atama haMsa ! kahA taka isa saMsAra ke piMjaremeM baMda rahanA haiM ? saMsAra kA piMjarA terA nivAsasthAna nahIM haiM, tere nivAsa kA sthAna to muktirUpI mAnasarovara haiM / baMda rahanA yaha terA svabhAva nahIM, mukta gaganameM uDuyana karanA terA svabhAva haiM / jiMdagI kyA baMdhanoMmeM hI pUrI kara denI haiM ? jisa prakAra anaMta jiMdagIyAM bekAra gaI usI taraha isa jiMdagI ko bhI nirarthaka jAne denI haiM ? o cetana haMsa ! samajha, samajha / hiMmata kara aura ber3IoM ko tor3a de / yAda rakha ki gharameM baiThe-baiThe AtmA kA darzana hotA nahIM haiN| isake lie to dIkSA hI lenI par3atI haiN| tIrthaMkara bhI jahA~ taka dIkSA nahIM svIkArate vahA~ taka manaHparyava jJAna yA kevalajJAna nahIM hote / isalie o jIva ! jaladI kara / samaya jhar3apa se pasAra ho rahA haiM / aviratimeM rahakara lohe ke gole jaisA tU pratikSaNa anya jIvoM ko tApa aura trAsa de rahA haiM, tere kAraNa kitane jIva trAsa kA anubhava kara rahe haiM ? usa (352woooooooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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trAsa ko dUra karane kA eka hI mArga haiM : paramAtmA dvArA prarUpita pravrajyA kA svIkAra / dIkSA ke lie dRDha pratijJA : isa taraha akSayarAjane dIkSA svIkArane kA dRDha saMkalpa kara liyA aura yaha nirNaya dharmapatnI ko bhI kaha diyA : aba mujhe dIkSA hI lenI haiM / kA.zu. 15 ke bAda jo koI bhI prathama muhUrta AyegA usa dina maiM dIkSA lUMgA aura agara rajA nahIM do to cAroM AhAra kA tyAga / yaha merI pratijJA haiM / ratanabahana kI ciMtA : dIkSA kI isa bAta ko prathamabAra hI sunakara ratanabahana ke upara to mAno bijalI TUTa par3I / ve to taba ciMtAmeM par3a gaye / patideva ke sAmane bolanA, jhagar3A karanA yA AjJA na mAnanI vaha unake svabhAvameM hI nahIM thaa| patideva kI yaha bAta khuda ko bilakula apriya thI.. lekina aba karanA kyA ? usa hoziyAra nArIne turaMta hI apane pitA mizrImalajI ko isa bAta ke samAcAra diye / ratanabahanane socA thA ki mujhase ye nahIM mAneMge lekina mere pitAjI se to avazya mAneMge aura vairAgya kA ubhAra ThaMDA ho jAyegA usake bAda koI phIkara nahIM / lekina huA ulaTA / pitAzrI kA thor3e hI dinoMmeM pratyutara AyA aura ratanabahana to stabdha hI ho gaye / apekSA se alaga hI javAba milA / ciMtA dUra hone kI jagaha baDha gayI / ratanabahana ko lagA ki yaha to vicitra huA / 'gharanA balyA vanamAM gayA, ne vanamA lAgI Aga / ' (ghara ke jale vanameM gaye aura vanameM bhI Aga lagI / ) ratanabahana ke pitAne aisA kyA likhA thA ki jisase ratanabahana ciMtita hue ? mizrImalajIne likhA thA : ___'akSayarAja kI dIkSA kI bhAvanA jAnakara atyaMta AnaMda huA / merI bhI varSoM se dIkSA lene kI bhAvanA haiM, paraMtu aba taka le nahIM sakA... lekina mujhe agara aisA uttama sahayoga mila jAye to turaMta hI dIkSA kI bhAvanA haiM / Apa bhI unheM anukUlatA kara deN| ApakI aura donoM baccoM kI koI ciMtA na ho usa prakAra sArI vyavasthA ho jAyegI / ' .. pati aura pitA donoM eka ho gye| aba vyathA kahA~ prakaTa karanI ? kahe kalApUrNasUri - 46600 6600 6600 353)

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ratanabahana dharma kI zaraNameM : jaba mAnava ke pAsa bAhya koI AdhAra nahIM rahatA taba vaha dharma kI zaraNameM jAne icchatA haiM / ratanabahana ko bhI Akhira vahI zaraNa lagA / ve sAmAyika lekara baiTha gaye aura ciMtana karane lage : kyA karUM ? unheM patideva kA mArga kalyANakArI lagA / 1 sAmAyika pUrI ho jAne ke bAda ratanabahanane patideva ko kahA : Apa saMyama ke kalyANakArI mArga para jA rahe ho, vaha bahuta hI acchA haiM / maiM usameM kyoM vighnarUpa banUM ? kiMtu hamArA bhI kucha vicAra kiyA yA nahIM ? hamArA kyA ? hamArI bhI saMyamameM ruci jagAo to hama bhI taiyAra hokara Apake sAtha dIkSA leMge / ataH Apa tvarA na kareM / hamArI rAha dekheM / isa bAta se akSayarAja dvidhAmeM par3a gaye / eka tarapha khuda kI pratijJA aura dUsarI tarapha gharavAloM kI ruka jAne kI yAcanA / kyA karUM ? mahAtmA kI salAha : vahA~ virAjamAna pU. sukhasAgarajI ke pAsa jAkara salAha mAMgI / unhoMne kahA ki bhAI ! terI bhAvanA zreSTha haiM, paraMtu tvarA karanI yogya nahIM haiM / mAtra apanI AtmA kA hita kara lenA yogya nahIM haiM / kuTuMba ke jIvoM kA hita hotA ho to dhairya rakhanemeM hI lAbha haiM / phira dIkSA lene se pahale guru kA paricaya karanA par3atA haiM / sAdhukriyA Adi kA abhyAsa karanA par3atA haiM aura vihAra Adi kI tAlIma lenI par3atI haiM / isalie 2 - 3 sAla tujhe nikAlane cAhie / isase tujhe bhI lAbha hogA aura tere bAlakoM ko bhI tU yogya rUpa se tAlIma detA rahegA / unheM saMyama kI ruci jaga jAya aura ve agara taiyAra ho jAye to terI jo pratijJA haiM usameM vighna nahIM par3egA kiMtu jyAdA lAbha hogA aura isa taraha vidhipUrvaka saba karane se hI saMyama kI sAdhanAmeM saphalatA prApta ho sakegI / mahAtmA kI yaha salAha akSayarAja ko samucita lagI / usake anusAra dhIre... dhIre... vyApAra vagairaha ve sameTane lage aura pU. sukhasAgarajI ma. ke pAsa navatattva prakaraNa Adi kA abhyAsa zuru 354 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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kiyA / gharameM bhI bAlakoM ko dhArmika sUtra sIkhAne lge| sAmAyikameM sAthameM baiThAkara unheM dharma kI bAteM, mahApuruSoM kI jIvanaghaTanAeM ityAdi sarala bhASAmeM samajhAte rahe / sadguru kI zodhameM : __ aba lAkha rUpayoM kA savAla yaha thA ki dIkSA to lenI haiM, lekina kinake pAsa ? guru kinheM banAnA ? jinake caraNoMmeM jIvana kA saMpUrNa samarpaNa kara denA haiM, aise saMsAra-tAraka gurudeva kI zodha karanA yaha mahattva kA aura kaThina kArya haiM / vAhana calAnevAlA kaptAna sAvadhAna cAhie, plena calAnevAlA pAyaloTa gAphila nahIM cAhie / moTara calAnevAlA DrAivara asAvadhAna nahIM cAhie / unakI eka miniTa kI asAvadhAnatA aura anekoM kA jIvana khataremeM... DrAivara, pAyaloTa yA kaptAna se bhI guru kI bhUmikA bahuta UMcI haiM / ve (DrAivara Adi) to mAtra isa bhautika dehakI hI nukasAnI isa janma taka kI hI kara sakate haiM, jaba asAvadhAna guru to bhavobhava bigAr3a sakate haiM / isalie guru to uttamottama hI cAhie / cAhe unake caraNoMmeM jIvana yApana kaise kara sakate haiM ? sadguru kI zodha ke lie zAstrameM 12 sAla aura 700 yojana taka phirane kA kahA haiN| akSayarAja guru kA mahattva barAbara samajhate the / ataH unhoMne apane zvasura mizrImalajI ko isa bAremeM pUchA / unhoMne kaccha-vAgaDa dezoddhAraka suvizuddha saMyamamUrti pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kA nAma diyA / unake pAsa yaha nAma kaise AyA ? bAta aisI thI ki unake najadIka ke saMbaMdhI zrI lakSmIcaMdabhAI kocara, jo phalodI ke hI vatanI the, unhoMne pUjya kanakasUrIzvarajI ma. ke pAsa hI dIkSA lI thI aura unake ziSya munizrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. ke rUpameM suMdara sAdhanA kara rahe the / pUjyazrI kaMcanavijayajIne gRhasthAvasthAmeM sadguru kI zodha ke lie bhArI prayatna karake aMtameM pUjyazrI kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ko guru ke rUpameM nakkI kiye the / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400mmmmssssswomano 355)

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akSayarAja saparivAra pUjya gurudeva ke pAsa : cAritra saMpanna aneka AcArya, munigaNa haiM, usameM vAgar3a samudAya ke rUpameM suprasiddha pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma.sA. tathA unake paTTadhara AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke sAdhu-sAdhvI samudAya kI AcAra - pAlana kI custatA, tapa, tyAga, vidhi- Adara ityAdi guNoM kI bahuta hI prazaMsA sunane milatI thI aura sAthameM phalodI ke hI jyotirvid vidvAn munirAja zrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. bhI isI samudAyameM dIkSita bane the / ataH usa samudAyameM hI dIkSA lene kA zvasura - jamAine nirNaya liyA aura akSayarAjabhAI khuda ke donoM putroM ke sAtha ahamadAbAda vidyAzAlAmeM pUjya saMghasthavira AcAryazrI vijayasiddhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ( bApajI ma.) kI nizrAmeM cAturmAsa birAjamAna pUjya AcAryadeva zrI vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke pAsa cAturmAsa rahe aura saMyama - yogya tAlIma lene ke sAtha abhyAsameM Age baDhate rahe / (vi.saM. 2009) aura ratanabahana bhAvanagarameM pU. sA. nirmalAzrIjI ke pAsa abhyAsa karane ke lie thor3A samaya rahe / mahAbhiniSkramaNa ke lie maMthana : isa prakAra akSayarAjabhAIne apane donoM putroM aura unakI mAtAko pUjya gurubhagavaMtoM kI nizrAmeM rakhakara dIkSA ke lie yogya prakAra se tAlImapUrvaka saMyama kI rucivAle banAye / sabakI bhAvanA saMyama grahaNa karane kI huI usake bAda zvasura mizrImalabhAI ko samAcAra bheje ki hama cAroM kI dIkSA kI pUrI taiyArI haiM / Apa bhI jaldI Ao to dIkSA kA muhUrta batA sakeM / akSayarAjabhAI ke patrase mizrImalajIbhAI kA saMyama ke lie utsuka mana taiyArI karanemeM tatpara banA, kiMtu kucha saMyogoM ke kAraNa jaldI nikala nahIM sakate the / isa hakIkata ko jAnakara akSayarAjabhAIne pUjya gurudeva ke pAsa, dIkSA na le sakUM vahA~ taka chaH vigai ke tyAga kI pratijJA lI / mizrImalabhAI ko vaha bAta vidita kI / akSayarAjabhAI kI aisI dRDhatA aura pratijJA jAnakara mizrImalajIbhAIne turaMta hI taiyArI kI aura pAlitANA birAjamAna pUjyapAda tAraka gurudeva zrI vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pU. munivarazrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. Adi ke pAsa jAkara dIkSA ke muhUrta kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 356 ...La ww 8

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le Aye aura dIkSA kA zubha prasaMga janmabhUmi phalodImeM hI karane kA nirNaya kiyA / dIkSA ke lie pUjya gurudeva ko vinaMti : vi.saM. 2010, vaizAkha zukla 10 kA maMgalamuhUrta lekara mizrImalajI phalodI gaye aura dIkSA kA prasaMga zAnadAra rUpa se manAne saMgha ke agraNIyoM ke sAtha vicAra-vinimaya kara ATha dinake mahotsava kA Ayojana kiyA / dIkSA dene ke lie pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ko vinaMti karane saMgha ke mukhya-mukhya bhAIyoM ke sAtha mizrImalajI gaye lekina kaccha se rAjasthAnameM... itane dUra pahuMcane kI unakI zakyatA nahIM hone ke kAraNa saba nirAza ho gaye / gurudeva kI puNya-nizrA ke binA AnaMda kaise AyegA ? akSayarAjabhAIne ye nirAzApUrNa samAcAra sune... lekina nirAzA lAnI akSayarAja kA svabhAva nahIM thA / ve to AzAbhare hRdayase nikale phira se joradAra vinaMti karane... kaise bhI karake gurudevazrI ko phalodI lAne hI haiM isa dRDha nizcaya ke sAtha kaccha-bhadrezvara Aye jahA~ pUjya gurudeva birAjamAna the / akSayarAja akele hI Aye the / sAthameM dUsarA koI thA nahIM / unhoMne gurudeva ko AgrahabharI vinaMti karate kahA : 'gurudeva ! Apa ko phalodI AnA hI par3egA / maiMne Aja se aTThama ke paccakkhANa le liye haiM / jahA~ taka Apa hAM nahIM kaheMge vahA~ taka merA pAraNA nahIM hogaa|' dIkSArthI akSayarAjakI aMtarakI apAra bhAvanA dekhakara kRpAlu gurudevane ekabAra to kaha diyA : 'hAM... bhale maiM AUMgA / ' ataH akSayarAja kA mana-mayUra nAca uThA / pratijJA pUrI ho cUkI haiM, aisA samajhakara pAraNA kiyA / paraMtu bAda meM cakra badala gaye / AnaMdajI paMDitajI Adi suzrAvakoMne pUjya AcAryazrI ko aisI nAdurasta tabIyatameM itane dUra na jAne kI salAha dI / hArTa ke dardameM dUra na jAnA hitAvaha haiM - yaha samajhakara AcArya bhagavaMtane bhI unakI bAta mAna lI aura unhoMne . apane vidvAn ziSya munipravarazrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. aura unake sAtha (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4005 06666666Goaa a(r) 357)

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bujhurga ke rUpameM dhyAnapremI pU. ratnAkaravijayajI ma. - ina do mahAtmAoM ko phalodI vai.zu. 10 ke dIkSA prasaMga para pahuMcane kI AjJA dI / vinIta ziSyoMne nata-mastaka hokara turaMta hI bAta svIkAra lI / pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta ke AzIrvAda ke sAtha unhoMne phalodI kI tarapha prayANa zuru kiyA / aura kramazaH pahuMce / usa samaya phalodI kA vaibhava kucha aura hI thA / sabhI phirake ke milakara prAyaH eka hajAra jainoM ke ghara the / pravrajyA ke punita patha para... phalodI ke punita AMganameM eka hI kuTuMbameM se pAMca-pAMca AtmAeM dIkSita bana rahI thI / ataH pUrA gAMva harSake hilore para caDhA thA / galI-galImeM eka hI bAta sunAI de rahI thI : dIkSA... dIkSA... aura dIkSA...! gulAba kI kalI jaise komala choTe do bAlakoM ko dIkSA ke mArga para jAte dekhakara sabakA hRdaya gadgadita ho rahA thA / saba bola rahe the ke - vAha ! prabhuzAsana kI kaisI balihArI haiM ki choTe bAlaka bhI tyAga ke mArga para haMsate mukha prayANa kara rahe haiM / hama jaise pAmaroM kA abhI saMsAra chor3ane kA mana nahIM ho rahA haiM / dhanya mAtA ! dhanya pitA ! dhanya kula ! dhanya kuTuMba ! dhanya dIkSArthI...! eka puNyazAlI AtmA ke kAraNa vAtAvaraNa kitanA badala jAtA haiM ? akSayarAja ke manameM uThe hue pravrajyA ke pavitra taraMga unake zvasura, patnI, putra Adi sarva para bijalI ke vega se phaila gaye / saba dIkSA lene ke lie taiyAra ho gaye / mAno kalikAla ke jaMbUsvAmI !!! dIkSA-dina : 'dIkSArthI' amara raho... dIkSArthI kA jaya jayakAra ! mAnavajIvana kA eka hI sAra, binA saMyama nahIM uddhAra / ' ityAdi nArAoM se Aja phalodI kI galIyAM guMja rahI thI / choTe, bar3e, strI-puruSa, bAlaka, bAlikAeM sabhI AnaMda ke kuMDameM snAna kara rahe the / Aja vai.zu. 10 kA dina thA / pAMcoM mumukSu rAjavaMzI vezameM sajja hokara varasIdAna uchAlate-uchAlate dIkSA-maMDapa kI tarapha prayANa (358 Womoooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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kara rahe the / akSayarAja ke AnaMda kI to Aja koI avadhi hI nahIM thI / aneka varSoM kA svapna sAkAra hote dekha kauna se AdamI ko AnaMda kA anubhava nahIM hotA ? bacapana kI bhAvanA Aja saca bana rahI thI / vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjane kI huI AgAhI Aja taddana satya banatI dikhAI de rahI thI / (vi.saM. 1996meM phalodI cAturmAsa birAjamAna AcAryazrI vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne akSayarAja kA hAtha dekhakara kahA thA ki - tU dIkSA avazya legA / usa samaya akSayarAja pariNIta the aura dIkSA kI bhAvanA manakI gaharAimeM sikur3a kara kahIM so gayI thI / ) akSayarAja ke lie vizeSa AnaMda kI bAta to yaha thI ki khuda ke kAraNa samagra kuTuMba aura zvasura bhI saMyama ke mArga para jA rahe the / dIkSArthIoM ke varasIdAna kA varaghor3A Age baDhate baDhate jaina nyAtI nyore ke vizAla paTAMgaNameM pahuMcA, jahA~ dIkSA ke lie vizAla maMDapa bAMdhA gayA thA / maMDapameM dIkSA kI maMgala - vidhi zurU huI / rajoharaNa pradAna huA / usa samaya kA dRzya sacamuca romAMcaka thA / hAthameM rajoharaNa lekara AnaMda se nAcate do bAlakoM ko dekhakara kisakA hRdaya gadagad nahIM huA hogA ? snAna - muMDanavidhi ke bAda muni-vezameM sajja bane mumukSuoMne maMDapameM praveza kiyA taba to sacamuca kisI adbhuta sRSTi kA nirmANa huA ho vaisA laga rahA thA / dIkSA maMDapameM upasthita hue saba logoMkI AMkheM choTe bAla munioM para TikI huI thI / striyA~ to dekha dekhakara mAno tRpta hI nahIM ho rahI thI / usa samaya sabake hRdayameM jo AnaMda kA sAgara uchala rahA thA usa AnaMda ko vyakta karane ke lie zabda bhI asamartha the / niravadhi AnaMda ko sImita zabdoMmeM kaise samA sakate haiM ? -- pUjya munizrI ratnAkaravijayajI ma. tathA pUjya munizrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. dIkSAkI maMgala vidhi karA rahe the / digbaMdhakI kriyA hone ke bAda pAMcoM nUtana muniyoM ke zubha nAmoM kI isa prakAra ghoSaNA kI gaI : kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 06La 359

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saMsArI nAma nUtana nAma (1) mizrImalajI (u.va. 49) munizrI kaladhautavijayajI (bAdameM bar3I dIkSA ke samaya munizrI kamalavijayajI) (2) akSayarAja (u.va. 30) munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI (3) jJAnacaMda (u.va. 10) munizrI kalApavijayajI (bar3I dIkSA ke samaya munizrI kalAprabhavijayajI) (4) AzakaraNa (u.va. 9) munizrI kalpataruvijayajI (5) ratanabahana (u.va. 29) sAdhvIjIzrI suvarNaprabhAzrIjI munizrI kaladhautavijayajI aura munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI ye do pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke ziSya ke rUpameM ghoSita kiye gaye aura bar3I dIkSA ke samaya pUjya AcAryadevane ina donoM muniyoM ko munizrI kaMcanavijayajI ke ziSya banAye / / __donoM bAlamuni apane pitA-guru ke ziSya bane aura sAdhvIjI suvarNaprabhAzrIjI pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta ke AjJAvartI sAdhvIjI zrI lAvaNyazrIjI ke ziSyA sAdhvIjI sunaMdAzrIjI ke ziSyA bane / dIkSA mahotsava kI pUrNAhUti nirvighnarUpa se huI aura phalodI ke saMghakI ati AgrahabharI vinaMti hone se vi.saM. 2010 kA prathama cAturmAsa vahIM huA / cAturmAsa daurAna nUtana munivaroM ko jJAnAbhyAsameM aura saMyama kI ArAdhanAmeM DUbe hue dekhakara logoMne bahuta hI anumodanA kI / aura jo bAladIkSA ke virodhI the ve bhI unakI mulAkAta lete / unakI jIvana-caryA, nitya pravRtti aura pUche hue praznoM ke javAbase atyaMta prabhAvita hokara AnaMda vyakta karane lagate / pUre cAturmAsameM saMghane atyaMta suMdara DhaMga se dharmArAdhanA kA lAbha liyA aura zAsana kI apUrva prabhAvanA huI / cAturmAsa daurAna munizrI kaladhautavijayajI ke saMsArI putra nathamalabhAI (u.va. 12) bhI gurudevoM ke punita samAgama se vairAgya vAsita bane aura cAturmAsa ke bAda mRgazIrSa zuklA ----- ke zubha dina bhavya mahotsapUrvaka unakI dIkSA huI / unakA nAma munizrI kalahaMsavijayajI rakhakara unake pitA-guru (kaladhauta vi.) ke ziSyake rUpameM ghoSita kiye gaye / (360 000000000 sowwws kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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isa prakAra cAturmAsa kI apUrva dharma-ArAdhanA ke upara suvarNakalaza caDhA / rAdhanapurameM bar3I dIkSA : phalodI se vihAra karake pUjya ratnAkara vi.ma. pUjya kaMcana vi.ma. tathA nUtana muni kramazaH gujarAta kI tarapha Aye / usa samaya pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtazrI vijayakamakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. rAdhanapurameM birAjamAna the / saba muni pUjya AcAryazrI kI nizrAmeM pahuMce / vAtsalyakI jIvaMta mUrtisamAna pUjya AcAryazrI ke darzana-vaMdana se munioM ke aMtara AnaMda se jhUma uThe / prazAMta rasa bahAtI unakI bhavya mudrA ko dekhate hI lagA ki sacamuca aise guru hI saMsArase pAra utAreMge, saMyamakI sAdhanAmeM sthira kareMge / pUjya AcAryazrIne nUtana munioM ko bar3I dIkSA ke jogameM praveza kraayaa| ullAsapUrvaka yogodvahana karate munioMne nirvighnarUpa se pUrNa kiye / aura vi.saM. 2011, vai.su. 7 ke zubha-dina bar3I dIkSA kI maMgalavidhi huI / / isa taraha dIkSA ke bAda lagabhaga eka varSa ke bAda bar3I dIkSA pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta ke nirmala vAtsalya ke sAtha chaHoM nUtana muni tapa, tyAga, virAga, vinaya, sevA aura svAdhyAyAdi ke abhyAsameM puruSArthazIla bane / saMyama-sAdhanA ke lie varSoM se jhaMkhanA karate akSayarAjakI AtmA AnaMda se nAca uThI / mAno baMdhanameM se AtmamayUra mukta banA aura anaMta AkAza kI tarapha uDDayana zuru kiyA / munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI (akSayarAja) isa bAta ko barAbara jAnate the ki dIkSA pUrNAhuti nahIM, kiMtu prAraMbha haiM / yaha zikhara nahIM, lekina zikhara para caDhane kI pagadaMDI haiM / bahuta loga aisA mAnate haiM ki dIkSA lI matalaba kAma ho gayA, aba kucha karane kI jarurata nahIM haiM, paraMtu yaha bAta barAbara nahIM haiM / dIkSAmeM praveza kA artha hI sAdhanAmeM praveza haiM / dIkSA kA jIvana yAni sAdhanA kA jIvana / dIkSita muni matalaba sAdhanA ke mArga para dina-pratidina Age baDhatI sAdhaka AtmA ! (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4000000 w ww aasan 361)

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vaha dina-pratidina pragati karatA hI rahatA haiM / guNa kA arjana aura doSa kA visarjana karatA hI rahatA haiM / eka dina bhI vikAsa rahita nahIM hotA / jo Age bar3hane kI bhAvanA nahIM rakhatA vaha pIche par3e binA nahIM rahatA / isalie hI zrAvaka ko sAdhu banane kI aura sAdhuoM ko siddha banane kI bhAvanA rakhane kI bAta kahI haiM / munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI ma. kA pahale se hI sAdhanA kA lakSa thA aura usa sAdhanAne sAdhutA ke svIkAra ke bAda atyaMta vega pakar3A / sAdhaka AtmA ko sAdhanA ke anukUla vAtAvaraNa sAmagrI ityAdi mila hI jAtI haiN| phakta sAdhaka kI saccI pAtratA aura jijJAsA cAhie / prabhu-bhakta aura zruta-bhakta munizrI : sAdhujIvana ke yogya kucha prAthamika jJAna prApta karane ke sAtha munizrI kalApUrNavijayajIne saMskRta buka, karmagraMtha Adi ke abhyAsa kA prAraMbha kiyA / jIvanameM sahajarUpa se bune hue deva-guru-bhakti, vinaya, vaiyAvacca aura kSamAdi guNa bhI zukla pakSa ke caMdra kI taraha vikasita hone lage / pUjya munizrI ko do cIjoMmeM khAsa rasa thA / eka bacapanase hI khuda ko acchI lagatI bhagavAna kI bhakti kA rasa aura dUsarA paDhAI kA rasa / jaba bhagavAna kI mUrti dekhate taba pAgala jaise bana jAte / mUrtimeM sAkSAt bhagavAna dekhate aura bAlaka kI taraha bAteM karane laga jAte / stavana bolate to itane bhAvavibhora bana jAte ki bhAna hI bhUla jAte / bhaktimeM ghaNTe ke ghaNTe bIta jAte / bhUkha, pyAsa, thakAna saba kucha bhUla jAte / cAhe jitanI vihArakI thakAna lagI ho / vaizAkha mahinemeM cAhe jitanI pyAsa lagI ho, gocarI kA samaya ho gayA ho, phira bhI bhagavAna kI mUrti milI to ho gayA / mAno saba kucha mila gayA / aisI apUrva mastIse hotI bhaktise unakI sustI uDa jAtI aura prabhu se unheM nayA hI bala milatA rahatA / sAdhanA kA bala ve isa taraha prabhu se prApta kara lete / jinhoMne bhagavAna kI anaMtatA ke sAtha anusaMdhAna kiyA ho ve kahIM nirAza hotA ho yA niSphala jAtA Jw kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 362 WWWW

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ho isa bAtameM koI dama nahIM / sadA AjJApUrNa vicAra, zraddhA aura premabharA hRdaya, uchalatA utsAha, prasanna mukhamudrA, prazAMta vANI - yaha sabhI bhakti kI kalpa-velImeM se mile hue phala haiM / ina phaloMkA AsvAda jisane liyA ho vaha svayaM to bhakti aura prasannatA kA phavvArA banatA hI haiM, paraMtu saMsargameM AnevAle anyako bhI prasannatA se nahalA detA haiM / dUsarA unheM rasa (Interest) thA jinAgama paDhane kA ! jise prabhu acche lage unheM prabhukI vANI bhI acchI lagatI hI haiM / jinAgama prabhu kI vANI kA saMgraha haiM / bhakti se hRdaya vikasita hotA haiM adhyayana se dimAga vikasita hotA haiM / vikasita hRdaya zraddhA, bhakti aura premase jIvana ko rasa tarAbora banA detA haiM aura vikasita dimAga tarkazakti aura vicArazakti se jIvanako apUrva teja detA haiM / prabhu-bhakti aura zruta-bhakti dvArA pUjyazrImeM donoM guNoM kA vikAsa ho rahA thA / jJAna-pipAsA pUjyazrImeM itanI tIvra banI ki jahA~ kahIM bhI jJAna prApta karane jaisA lagatA vahA~ pahuMca jAte the / pUjyazrIne aba taka anekoM ke pAsa jJAnopArjana kiyA haiM / usakI kucha jhalaka nIce haiM : vi.saM. 2012 cAturmAsameM pU. paMnyAsajIzrI muktivijayajI ke pAsa lAkaDIyA (kaccha)meM triSaSTi Adi kA adhyayana / vi.saM. 2014 cAturmAsameM pU.A.vi. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke sAtha cAturmAsa rahakara unake ziSyoM ke pAsa adhyayana / vi.saM. 2015 cAturmAsameM vaDhavANameM paMDitajI amUlakhabhAI ke pAsa adhyayanArtha / vi.saM. 2017-2018 jAmanagara cAturmAsameM vrajalAla paMDitajI ke pAsa nyAya darzanAdikA adhyayana / vi.saM. 2025 pU.paM.zrI muktivijayajI (A.zrI vi. mukticaMdrasUrijI ma.) ke pAsa ahamadAbAdameM adhyayana / vi.saM. 2031-2032 cAturmAsameM kramazaH ber3A-luNAvA (rAja.) tathA vi.saM. 2034 cAturmAsa piMDavAr3A (rAja.)meM sAdhanA, dhyAna Adi (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400mwwwwwwwwwwwwww 363)

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pU. yoganiSTha paM. zrI bhadraMkara vi.ma. ke pAsa mArgadarzana tathA unakI ananya kRpA prApta kI / vi.saM. 2037, 2038, 2039 evaM 2047 meM bahuzruta pU. munizrI jambUvijayajI ke pAsa Agama-vAcanA / vi.saM. 2039 cAturmAsameM ahamadAbAda (zAMtinagara) meM vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrijI mahArAja ke pAsa se bhI AzIrvAda tathA unake vizAla anubhava kI prApti / isa taraha pUjyazrIne jahA~ se jitanA prApta kara sake utanA namra banakara prApta hI kiyA haiM / kabhI svayaM kA pada yA svayaM kA 'aham' Age nahIM kiyA / arha kA sAdhaka 'ahaM' se kaise grasta hogA ? guru- AjJA svIkArate munizrI : guru- AjJA pAlana kA unakA eka prasaMga atyaMta bodhaprada haiM / jaba jAmanagara do cAturmAsa kara pUjyazrI apane gurudevAcArya ke pAsa bhacAu Aye (saMvat 2019) taba sAthameM hI cAturmAsa karane kI bhAvanA thI aura gurudeva kI AjJA bhI vaisI hI thI / lekina vahIM gAMdhIdhAma jaina saMgha pUjya gurudeva zrI ke pAsa apAra bhAva lekara cAturmAsa kI vinaMti karane AyA / gurudeva ko bahuta hI ciMtA huI / 'kinheM bhejanA ? munizrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. to pIchale sAla hI cAturmAsa karake Aye haiM aura paM. dIpavijayajI kA cAturmAsa sAmakhIyAlI nakkI ho gayA haiM / paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI to khAsa mere pAsa rahane Aye haiM aura munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI yadyapi jA sakate haiM, phira bhI ve mere sAtha cAturmAsa rahane ke lie Aye haiM / kisI ko vahA~ para jAne ke lie kaha nahIM sakatA hUM aura isa tarapha bhAvanAvAle saMghako nA bhI kaha nahIM sakatA / ' sacamuca gurudeva dvidhAmeM par3a gaye / gurudeva kI yaha ciMtA cakora ziSyase chupI kaise raha sakatI haiM ? suvinIta ziSya to mukha ke bhAvoM se iMgita AkAroM se hI gurudeva ke abhiprAya jAna jAte haiM / munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI gurudeva ke pAsa gaye / gurudevane kahA 'aisI paristhiti haiM / bolo, aba kyA kareM ?' 'jaisI ApakI AjJA', suvinIta ziSyane suvinIta javAba diyA / isase saMtuSTa hue pUjya gurudevAcAryane aMtarake AziSapUrvaka do putra wwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 I 364

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ziSyoM ke sAtha gAMdhIdhAma cAturmAsa ke lie bheje aura AzIrvAda dete kahA : 'suMdara ArAdhanA kareM aura karAyeM aura cAturmAsa pUrNa hote hI maiM tumheM turaMta hI bulA lUMgA / ciMtA na kareM / ' I gurudeva kI AziSa lekara munizrI gAMdhIdhAma gaye / Der3ha mahinA pasAra huA vahIM samAcAra Aye / bhAdrapada kR. 4 ko pUjya AcAryazrI kA kAladharma huA haiM / yaha sunate hI tInoM munioM ke dila stabdha bana gaye aura vAtsalya sAgara gurudeva kA vAtsalya, yoga-kSema karane kI jAgRti ityAdi guNoM ko yAda karate guru-viraha se phUTa-phUTakara rone lage / 'jaldI bulA lUMgA' kA AzvAsana denevAle sUrideva svayaM hI jaldI cale gaye... / rote bAla ziSyoM ko choDakara... isa prakAra kucha samaya zokAkula cittase pasAra kara ke aMtameM socA : 'sUrideva kA pArthiva deha bhale hAjira nahIM haiM, lekina guNa-deha amara haiM / unakA jIvanapatha hamAre samakSa maujuda haiM / isa patha para prayANa karanA unake guNoM ko sva-jIvanameM utAranA yahI saccI guru-bhakti haiM / ' aisA tInoM muni manako samajhAkara saMyama ArAdhanAmeM tatpara bane / aMta samayameM svayaM upasthita raha na sake, isa bAta kA duHkha jarura thA, kiMtu guru AjJA kA pAlana kiyA usakA atyaMta saMtoSa bhI thA / guru AjJA kI avahelanA kara unake sAtha rahane kI haTha pakar3I hotI to kyA hotA ? zAyada gurunizrA milatI, lekina guruke aMtara ke AzIrvAda nahIM milate / sacamuca pUjyazrIne AcAryazrI ke aMtara ke prabala AzIrvAda prApta kara liye the / usa samaya gurudevako bhI zAyada patA nahIM thA hogA ki mere AzIrvAda kI tAkata se munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI bhAvimeM AcArya banakara samudAya nAyaka baneMge / bhAvi ke bheda sacamuca rahasyamaya hote haiM / sAmAnya dikhatA AdamI kaba asAmAnya bana jAya, vaha kauna jAna sakatA haiM ? nItizAstrameM kahA haiM : 'strINAM caritraM puruSasya bhAgyaM, devo na jAnAti kuto manuSyaH ?' (kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 kaLa 365

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striyoM kA caritra aura puruSa kA bhAgya deva bhI jAna nahIM sakate to manaSya to kaise jAna sakatA haiM ? dubalI-patalI kAyAvAle, hamezA nIcA mukha rakhakara paDhanevAle, bhagavAna ke bhakta, sAmAnya dikhate ye kalApUrNavijayajI mahAna AcArya zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI baneMge - aisI usa samaya zAyada kisI ko kalpanA bhI nahIM hogI / pUjya AcAryazrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. : gAMdhIdhAma cAturmAsa ke bAda viraha vyathita bane hue munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI tathA sAmakhIyAlI cAturmAsasthita pU. paMnyAsajI zrI dIpavijayajI Adi bhacAumeM mile / sAmudAyika kartavya ke bAremeM kucha vicAra-vimarza kiyA / aba mukhya prazna yaha thA ki samudAya-nAyaka kauna bane ? sabakI najara paM.zrI dIpavijayajI para sthira huI / sacamuca ye atyaMta yogya mahAtmA the| unhoMne apane gurudeva pU.A.zrI.vi. kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.kI akhaMDa sevA aura vinayapUrvaka 23 cAturmAsa to unake sAtha hI kiye the aura 14 cAturmAsa AjJA-pAlana ke uddezase vividha kSetroMmeM kiye the / prasiddhi aura pratiSThA se para the / sarala-hRdayI aura niHspRha sAdhuratna the| ataH pUjya AcAryazrIne unheM saMvat 2004meM paMnyAsapada se vibhUSita kiye the / aise suyogya niHspRha mahAtmA ko AcArya padavI ke lie vAgar3a sAta covIsI tathA dUsare aneka saMghoMne vinaMti kI... lekina niHspRha paMnyAsajIne samudAya ke saMcAlanameM apanI lAcArI batAI taba munizrI kalApUrNavijayajIne unheM saMpUrNa sahayoga dene kA vacana dekara atyaMta AgrahapUrNa vinaMti kI / ataH paMnyAsajI ma. mauna rahe to vAgar3a jaina saMghane isa bhavya prasaMga ko zAnadAra DhaMga se manAne kI taiyAriyAM kI aura vi.saM. 2020, vai.zu 11 ke maMgaladina paMnyAsajI zrI dIpavijayajI ma. AcArya pada para ArUDha hue aura AcAryazrI vijaya devendrasUrIzvarajI ke nAma se samudAya ke nAyaka ghoSita kiye gaye / pUjya AcAryazrI ke sahayogI munizrI : pUjya gurudeva ke kAladharma ke bAda sira para AI sAdhu-sAdhvI ke vizAla samudAya ke saMcAlana kI javAbadArI ko apanA kartavya (366 00oooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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samajhakara khUba vAtsalya aura kuzalatApUrvaka nUtana AcAryadevazrI karane lage aura munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI ko bhI yaha sAmudAyika sarva javAbadArIyoMmeM sahayogI ke rUpameM sAthameM rakhakara vyAkhyAna Adi kI kucha javAbadArIyAM sauMpI / 72 varSa kI bar3I umra aura paira kI takalIpha ke kAraNa calakara vihAra kara sake vaisI sthiti na hone ke kAraNa Azrita muni-varga kI saMyama-rakSA ityAdi vizeSa kAraNoM ko dhyAnameM rakhakara apavAda ke rUpameM DolI kA upayoga karanA par3A / munizrI ko paMnyAsa-pada : munizrI kamalavijayajI tathA munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI Adi munioM kI janmabhUmi phalodI (rAja.) gAMva kA mukhya zrAvaka varga cAturmAsa kI vinaMti karane AyA / unakI AgrahabharI vinaMti ko lakSameM lekara pUjyazrIne anumati dI aura saMvat 2024 kA cAturmAsa phalodImeM huA / munizrImeM vinaya, bhakti, vairAgya, samatA, pravacana-zakti ityAdi guNa aba to solaha kalAoM se khIla uThe the aura kalApUrNavijayajI sacce arthameM 'kalApUrNa' bana cUke the / cAMda cAMdanI ke dvArA sarvatra prasannatA phailAtA haiM usa prakAra munizrI sarvatra prasannatA phailA rahe the / kaccha-vAgar3a Adi kI jaina-janatAmeM eka zAMta, tyAgI aura sAdhaka AtmA ke rUpameM unakI sugaMdha phaila cUkI thI / prazamakI labdhi itanI prApta ho cukI thI ki cAhe jaisA krodhAviSTa manuSya unake pAsa Ate hI ThaMDe pAnI jaisA bana jAtA / apanI aisI zakti se unhoMne aneka gAMvoM ke jhagar3e, jo varSoMse zAMta nahIM hote the, unheM zAMta kiye the / manapharA mahAjanavADImeM phoTo rakhanA yA nahIM ? isa bAremeM bahuta bar3I takarAra cala rahI thI, use pUjyazrIne kucha samayameM miTA dI / aise-aise aneka guNoM se cAroM tarapha unakI cAhanA baDhane lagI aura unheM paMnyAsapada se vibhUSita karane kI vinaMtiyAM laMbe samaya se cala rahI thI / ataH pU.A.zrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne unakI suyogyatA jAnakara 'bhagavatI sUtra' ke yogodvahanameM praveza karAyA / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 650 0 9005065800 367)

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phalodI cAturmAsa ke bAda cha'rI' pAlaka saMgha ke sAtha jaisalamera tIrtha kI yAtrA kara phalodI vApasa padhAre / saMghakI AgrahabharI vinaMtI se upadhAna tapa kI maMgala ArAdhanA kA zubhAraMbha huA / usake bAda vi.saM. 2025 mAgha zuklA 13 ke zubha dina munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI ko ananya jina-bhakti- mahotsava ke sAtha gaNipaMnyAsapadase vibhUSita kiye gaye / isa prasaMga para phalodI nivAsI mumukSuratna zrI hemacaMdabhAI (jo saMsArI avasthAmeM pUjyazrI ke cacere bhatrIje hote the) kI dIkSA huI / ve pUjyazrI ke ziSya munizrI kIrticaMdravijayajI ke rUpameM ghoSita hue / paMnyAsa pada milane para bhI, AcAryadeva zrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kI sevAmAM eka namra sevaka kI taraha sadA tatpara rahate / mahApuruSoM kI yaha vizeSatA hotI haiM ki mahattA prApta hone para bhI ve kabhI garva nahIM karate / pUjya zrImeM yaha guNa to bacapanase hI thA / adhikatara pUjyazrI, AcAryazrI ke sAtha hI rahate / kisI kAryaprasaMgavaza alaga hote to bhI vaha kAma pUrNa hote hI AcAryazrI ke sAtha ho jAte / jisa jisa kSetrameM jAte vahA~ vahA~ tAttvika aura karuNAsabhara pravacanoM dvArA logoMmeM dharma- jAgRti lAte / pUjyazrI kA pravacana sahaja, sarala aura asarakAraka rahatA / pUjya zrI ke pravacana prAya: pUrva taiyArI binA ke hI rahate / Aja bhI ve pUrva taiyArI binA hI pravacana dete haiM / aMtarakI gaharAimeM se nikale hue ve zabda zrotA ke hRdayameM utara jAte haiM / paMnyAsa-pada prApti ke bAda pUjya AcArya zrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke sAtha cAra cAturmAsa kiye / vi.saM. 2027meM khaMbhAtameM manapharA nivAsI ratanazI punazI gAlA ko dIkSA dekara munizrI kumudacaMdravijayajI ke nAma se svaziSya banAye / vi.saM. 2028, mAgha zuklA 14 ke zubha dina kaccha kI rAjadhAnI bhujameM eka sAtha huI 11 dIkSAoMmeM pAMca puruSa aura chaH bahane thI / pAMca puruSoMmeM se tIna svasamudAyameM dIkSita bane the / manapharA nivAsI baMdhuyugala meghajIbhAI bhacubhAI deDhiyA, maNilAla bhacubhAI deDhiyA tathA bhuja nivAsI prakAzakumAra jagajIvana vasA kramazaH munizrI mukticaMdravijayajI, kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 368 Www

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munizrI municaMdravijayajI tathA munizrI pUrNacaMdravijayajI ke rUpameM ghoSita hue / vi.saM. 2028meM lAkaDIyAmeM pU.A.zrI.vi. devendrasUrIzvarajI ma.kA aMtima cAturmAsa huA / pU.A.zrI.vi. kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke kAladharma ke bAda pUjyazrI pU.A.zrI.vi. devendrasUrIzvarajI ke sAtha hI rahate the / vi.saM. 2020 se vi.saM. 2028 taka ke tamAma cAturmAsa sAthameM hI kiye / isa prakAra unake sAtha rahate samudAya-saMcAlana kI acchI tAlIma milatI rahI / pUjyazrI ke gurudeva munizrI kaMcanavijayajI ma.sA. : pUjya gurudevazrI kaMcanavijayajI mahArAja tapasvI, niHspRhI aura aMtarmukhI jIvana ke svAmI the / saMskRta-prAkRta bhASA ke abhyAsa ke sAtha pUjya gurudeva ke sAMnidhyameM rahakara AgamAdi sUtroM kA suMdara adhyayana kiyA thA aura jyotiSa vidyA kA bhI gaharA abhyAsa thA / kIrti, pada, pratiSThA prApta karane jaisI pAmara manovRttiyoM se ve sadA para rahate / kisI ke pAsa apanA kAma na karAte khuda hI apanA kAma karate / yaha svAzraya kA guNa unameM adbhuta DhaMga se vikasita huA thA / khuda ke pAMca-pAMca ziSya-praziSya hone para bhI sevA kI apekSA se sarva thA para ve, apane ziSya samudAyanetA pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke sAtha vicarate rahe aura sva-para kA kalyANa karate rahe, usameM hI AMtarika saMtoSa kA anubhava karate / pUjya paMnyAsajI zrI kalApUrNavijayajIne upakArI gurudeva ko sevA ke lie aneka vinaMtI karane para bhI svAzraya guNasaMpanna ina mahApuruSane apanI sevA dUsaroM se nahIM karavAne kI dRDhatA ko chor3I nahIM thI / aise niHspRhI, svAzrayI aura saMyamI mahAtmAne tabiyata ke kAraNa pIchale kucha varSoMse bhacAumeM sthiratA kI thI / vi.saM. 2028 ke prAraMbhameM hI jyotiSavidyAke bala para apanI Ayu alpa jAnakara AtmakalyANakAmI ina mahAtmAne jJAna-paMcamI ke dina se hI 16 dina ke covihAra upavAsa ke paccakkhANa kiye / apUrva samatAbhAva ke sAtha AtmadhyAnameM lInatApUrvaka 12ve upavAsa ke dina (vi.saM. 2028, mRgazIrSa kR. 2) bhacAumeM unakA kAladharma huA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 40 00000wwwwwwwwwww 369)

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Adhoi cAturmAsa birAjamAna pUjya A. zrI. vi. devendrasUrIzvarajI ma. tathA pa.pU.paM. zrI kalApUrNa vi.ma. Adi dUsare hI dina bhacAu A pahuMce / sAdhu yogya vidhi kara saba una mahAtmA kI nirIhatA ko vaMdana kara rahe the / pUjya paMnyAsajI ma. kRtajJabhAva se aMjali dete gadgadita ho gaye / zatazaH vaMdana una niHspRha ziromaNi mahAtmAko ...! charI pAlaka saMgha aura sUri-pada pradAna : lAkaDIyA ke cAturmAsa ke bAda pUjya AcAryadevazrI tathA pU. paMnyAsajI ma. Adi kaTArIyA padhAre / pUjyazrI kI nizrAmeM vahA~ se saMghavI rasikalAla bApulAlabhAI kI tarapha se cha'rI pAlaka saMghakA prayANa honevAlA thA / usa prasaMgameM aneka gAMvoM ke aneka agraNI mahAnubhAva vahA~ Aye hue the / unake manameM eka vicAra AyA : paMnyAsajI ma. ko AcArya-pada-pradAna kiyA jAya to bahuta acchA rahegA / samudAyameM isa vakta jarurata haiM / pU. AcAryazrI vayovRddha haiM aura paMnyAsajI ma. suyogya haiM / ataH unheM AcAryapadavI dI jAye to acchA / sabane sAtha milakara pUjya AcAryazrI ko isa bAta ke lie vinaMtI kI taba AcAryazrIne kahA ki maiM to kaba se AcAryapada lene ke lie paMnyAsajI ma. ko Agraha kara rahA hUM, paraMtu merI bAta ve nahIM mAnate haiM / aba Apa saba milakara samajhAIe / maiM to padavI dene ke lie taiyAra hI huuN| mujhe lagatA haiM ki Aja ApakI prabala bhAvanA aura vinaMtI ke sAmane unheM jhukanA par3egA / bulAo paMnyAsajI ma. ko / pUjya zrI kI AjJA hote hI paMnyAsajI ma. nata mastaka unake caraNoMmeM upasthita hue / sabane joradAra vinaMtI kI aura aMtameM pUjya AcAryazrIne hI padavI grahaNa ke lie spaSTa AjJA pharamAkara paMnyAsajI ke mastaka para vAsakSepa kiyA / upasthita jana samudAyane ullAsapUrNa hRdaya se jinazAsana kA jayanAda gajAyA / - mRgazIrSa zuklA tIja kA zubha dina nakkI huA / sUri-padapradAna aura saMghamAlA sAthameM hI the / saba bhaktajana to Ayojana kI zIghra taiyArI karanemeM laga gaye / yAtrA - saMgha kA bhadrezvara tIrthameM zubhapraveza huA / tIrthamAlA aura 370 WWWWWW kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4

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sUri-pada-pradAna kA bar3A prasaMga nihArane mAnava-medanI umar3a par3I / _ vi.saM. 2029, mRga. zu. 3 ke pavitra prabhAta ke samaya pUjya AcAryazrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne paMnyAsajI ma. ko AcArya pada para ArUDha kiye / / 'nUtana AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUri mahArAja kI jaya' ke gaganabhedI nAdoM se tIrtha kA pavitra vAtAvaraNa gUMja uThA / / apane hAthoM apane eka suyogya uttarAdhikArI ko sUri-padapradAna karane kI manobhAvanA Aja ke zubha-dina paripUrNa hote vayovRddha AcAryazrI ko apUrva AtmasaMtoSa huA / pUjya devendrasUrijI ma. kA svarga-gamana : pada-pradAna kArya pUrNa kara pUjya AcAryazrI phira lAkaDIyA gAMvameM padhAre / do mahine jitanI sthiratA kI / caitrI-olI ke lie AdhoI padhAre / caitrI olI ke maMgaladina najadIka A rahe the| pUjyazrI kI asvastha tabIyata ke samAcAra milate hI nUtana AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI ma. jo pUjyazrI kI AjJA se dIkSA Adi prasaMgoM ke lie zaMkhezvara-rAdhanapura kI tarapha padhAre hue the / ve vahA ke saMghoMkI olI ke lie bahuta hI vinaMtI hone para bhI binA ruke turaMta hI pUjyazrI kI sevAmeM AdhoI upasthita hue / olIkI maMgalamayI ArAdhanA kA prAraMbha huA aura caitra zuklA 14 kA dina A pahuMcA / pratyeka caudasa upavAsa karane kI una vayovRddha pU. AcAryazrI ko pratijJA thii| tabIyata atyaMta gaMbhIra hone se upavAsa na karane kI sakala saMghakI atyaMta vinaMtI hone para bhI ve svayaM kI pratijJAmeM aDola rahe... upavAsa kA tapa kiyA / __ Aja subahase hI munioM ke muMha se stavana, caussaraNa payannA ityAdi kA ekAgra citta se zravaNa karate rahe / dopahara ke samaya pU. kalApUrNasUrijI, pUjyazrI ko sukha-sAtA pUchane ke lie Aye taba pAMca-sAta miniTa unake sAtha AnaMdapUrvaka kucha bAteM kI / dopahara paDilehaNa kara Asana para birAjamAna the aura zAma ko prAyaH pAMca baje pUjyazrI ke dehameM kaMpana zuru huI / pAsameM rahe hue muni sAvadhAna bane, navakAra maMtrakI dhUna zuru kI / pU. kalApUrNasUrijI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4Wooooomnaaswwwwwwww 371)

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ma. bhI turaMta hI padhAre / vAtAvaraNameM khinnatA chA gaI... miniTado miniTameM pUjyazrI kI punita AtmA nazvara deha kA tyAga kara vidA ho gaI / sabakI AMkhoMmeM azrudhArA nikala AI / eka pavitra ziracchatra kA sadA kA viyoga kisakI A~khoM ko nahIM rulAtA ? samudAya kI javAbadArI svIkArate sUrideva : 1 isa prakAra eka ke bAda eka bujhurgoM kI chatrachAyA dUra hotI gaI aura samudAya kI saMpUrNa javAbadArI apane sira para A par3I / Atma-sAdhaka, adhyAtma-magnaM sAdhaka ko yaha khaTapaTa pasaMda nahIM par3atI hogI, aisA hameM kSaNabhara ke lie vicAra A jAtA haiM / jinheM AtmasAdhanA karanI ho unheM to saba jaMjAla ko chor3akara kisI guphAmeM cale jAnA cAhie - aisA bhI kisI ko vicAra A sakatA haiM | lekina ye AtmasAdhaka kucha nyAre hI the / ve pravRttimeM nivRtti aura nivRttimeM pravRtti ke ajor3a sAdhaka the / nizcaya aura vyavahA*: ubhaya ke jJAtA the / mAtra svayaM ke lie sAdhanA nahIM, paraMtu dUsaroM kA bhI hissA haiM / isalie vahA~ bhI durlakSa kA sevana nahIM kara sakate aura durlakSa kA sevana kare to bodhidurlabha banate haiM, aisA jAnanevAle AcAryadevane samudAyakI javAbadArI bhI svIkArI / caturvidha saMgha tIrtha haiM / tIrtha kI sevA yahI tattva-prApti kA saccA upAya haiN| isa rahasya ko AtmasAt karane ke lie ve apanI AMtarika sAdhanA ke sAtha apane AjJAvartI sAdhu-sAdhvI ke jIvana kA yogakSema karane kI javAbadArI bhI sakriya rUpa se adA karane meM AnaMda mAnate rahe / pUjyazrI kA vyaktitva : eka kSaNa jitanA bhI samaya pramAdameM na jAye, aisI nitya jJAna- darzana aura cAritra ArAdhanAmaya jIvana-caryA, ziSya varga ko zAstra- paThana Adi adhyayana karAne kI pravRtti, tattvajijJAsuoM ke citta ko yogya samAdhAna aura saMtoSa dene kI adbhuta kalA, rAtri ke samaya jApa, dhyAna, yoga ityAdi kI sAdhanAmeM sadA tanmayatA... ityAdi pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI ma. ke jhalakate vyaktitva ke camakate pAse haiM / sacamuca pUjyazrI vartamAnayuga kI eka viziSTa vibhUti haiM / 372 WWWOO wwww kahe kalApUrNasUri 4

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choTe-bar3e sarva jIvoM ke prati niHsvArtha prema bahAtI vAtsalya dhArA, aparAdhI ke prati bahatA karuNA - pravAha yaha unakI saMyamasAdhanA kA paripAka haiM / cAhe jaise ugra vihAra, mahotsavAdi prasaMgoM ke bharacaka kAryakrama ityAdi se zarIra zramita hone para bhI maMdirameM prabhu ko dekhate hI jo prasannatA kA parimala unake cehare para aMkita hotA dekhane milatA haiM, vaha unake hRdayameM arihaMta paramAtmA ke prati avicala bhakti aura AtmasamarpaNa bhAvakI parAkASThA ko prakAzita karatA haiM / paramAtma-darzana se Atmadarzana ke dhyeyako siddha karanevAle ina sAdhaka mahAtmA kA jIvana dekhakara kahanA par3atA haiM : bhakti-yoga sarvatomukhI vikAsa kA bIja haiM / ina mahAna sAdhaka ke caraNoMmeM koTizaH vaMdanapUrvaka hama cAhate haiM ki ve cirakAlataka pRthvI ko pAvana banAte rahe aura jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA karate rahe / zrI munIndra ( mukti / muni) ( samAja dhvanimeM se sAbhAra, vi.saM. 2044 ) kahA~ se mile ? svAtinakSatrameM chIpameM par3A huA pAnI motI banatA haiM, usI prakAra mAnava ke jIvanameM prabhu ke vacana par3e aura pariNAma prApta kare to amRta banate haiM / arthAt AtmA paramAtma-svarUpa prakaTa hotI haiM / paraMtu saMsArI jIva aneka paudgalika padArthoMmeM Asakta haiM, use ye vacana kahA~ se zItalatA deMge ? agni kI uSNatAmeM zItalatA kA anubhava kahA~ se hogA ? jIva mana ko AdhIna ho vahA~ zItalatA kahA~ se mileM ? kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 - 10000 373

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abhiprAyoM kI helI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' nAmakI pustaka milii| mAtra eka hI peja paDhA, aura aisA hI lagA ki sAkSAt paramAtmA kA milana isI pustakameM haiN| - AcArya vijayaratnAkarasUri sametazikhara tIrtha 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka milI / pUjyazrI ke pravacanoMmeM amRta-amRta aura amRta hI hotA haiM isameM dUsarA kucha kahane jaisA hI nhiiN| - paMnyAsa muktidarzanavijaya goregAMva, muMbaI 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka milI / upara kA TAiTala dekhakara hI pasaMda A jAye / aMdara pratidina ke tithi, tArIkha aura vAra ke sAtha ke pravacana, jIvanameM utArane jaisA sAhitya haiM / - paMnyAsa raviratnavijaya gopIpurA, surata zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya deveza kI jinabhakti - utsAha - zAsanaprema - paropakAra vRtti - padArthoM ko sarala karane kI kalA ko bhAvAMjali... avataraNakAra donoM gaNivaryoM kI gurubhakti, zrutabhakti kI bhUribhUri anumodanA / - puNyasuMdaravijaya goDIjI maMdira, punA 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka milI / bahuta alpa samayameM vAcanAoM kA saMkalana karake daladAra pustaka taiyAra kI / dhanyavAda / __ vAcanAdAtA pUjyazrI kI prabhu-bhakti prasiddhi prApta haiM, to isake aura pIchale pustaka dvArA ApakI guru-bhakti prasiddhi prApta kara rahI haiM / isa zreNi ke pustaka Age bhI bAhara par3ate rahe aura aba jaldI se 'kahetA kalApUrNasUri' prakAzita karo yahI abhilASA / - gaNi rAjaratnavijaya DabhoI (374 00000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4)

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kahe kalApUrNasUri-3 milii| AnaMda aura prasannatA kI anubhUti / bahuta-bahuta badhAI tathA anumodanA...! gurudeva kI pavitra zabda-zreNiko ciraMjIvI banAne kA mahAna bhagIratha kArya saMpanna huA, vaha vAstavameM bahuta bar3I zAsana-prabhAvanA huI kaha sakate haiM / __bolatI huI kaiseTa ke badale yaha paDhane yogya kaiseTa ghara-ghara aura upAzraya-upAzrayameM pU. gurudeva ke zabdoM ko jIvanameM aura hRdayameM anuguMjita karatI rahegI / __ - gaNi pUrNacaMdravijaya pATaNa pustaka 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' milI / AnaMda huA / pUjyazrI ke parose hue suMdara padArthoM ko Apane zAnadAra banAye haiM / saba taka pahuMcate ye avataraNa sacamuca hI mananIya haiM / __- harSabodhivijaya hubalI _ 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' daladAra vAcanA graMtha prApta huA / gurubhakti aura zrutabhakti kA subhaga samanvaya ApakI AtmA ko zIghratA se mukti-sukha ke adhikArI banAyegA yaha bAta niHzaka lagatI haiM / caturvidha saMgha ke lie ati upayogI isa vAcanAzreNikA zreNibaddha prakAzana hotA rahe aura usake dvArA sarva jIva guNasthAnaka kI zreNi caDhakara parama-loka kI prApti kare yahI abhilASA / __ - muni darzanavallabhavijaya pAlitANA pustaka suMdara haiM / paDhane se ananya AnaMda AtA haiM / bhale sunA huA ho yA paDhA huA ho, paraMtu jaba paDhane baiThe to apUrva lagatA haiM / naI-naI sphuraNAeM hotI haiM / sabakA saMkalana kara sadbodharUpa prasAraNa kara rahe haiM, usakI anumodanA / phoTo ke anurUpa lekha hotA to vizeSa AnaMda AtA / - gaNi vimalaprabhavijaya khaMbhAta (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000000000000000000 375)

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pUjyazrI kI vAcanA - preraka pustakoMmeM yaha leTesTa pustaka haiM / samasta jaina saMgha ko AvakArya ajAtazatru kI vANI parosatI yaha pustaka svayaM hI 'ajAtazatru' banI rahegI / usameM koI zaMkA nahIM haiM / Atmadarzanavijaya jAmanagara kahe, kalApUrNasUri 3 pustaka dekhate hI hRdaya nAca uThA / adbhuta sarjana huA haiM / prastuta pustaka pUjyazrI kI sAdhanApUta vANI se bharapUra haiM / atha se iti taka ke vAMcana se mAno ki zatruMjaya kI godameM baiThe ho aisA lagA / pustaka ke peja - peja para pUjyazrI ke zabda-deha se darzana hote haiM / to pustaka ke cepTara - cepTara para pUjya zrI ke sadeha darzana hote haiM / pustaka kI paMkti-paMkti para Agama ke darzana hote haiM to pustaka ke vacana-vacanameM bhakti yoga kI parAkASThA (bhagavAna) ke darzana hote haiM / sacamuca pUjyazrI kI sAdhanApUta vANI kA vaibhava ghara-ghara, ghaTaghaTa chA jAyegA / prastuta prakAzana dvArA aise amUlya sarjana ke badala Apako dhanyavAda / -- muni pUrNarakSita vijaya sAgarajaina upAzraya, pATaNa paDhI na hotI to zAyada isa pustakameM kyA khajAnA bharA haiM ? isase maiM anajAna rahatI / -- sA. divyadarzanAzrIjI 'kahe, kalApUrNasUri' pustaka paDhane se pU. gurudevazrI kA AMtarika paricaya huA / unakI bhakti, unakA jJAna, unakI dharma bhAvita mati.... yaha saba jAnane milA / 376 kaLaLa sA. caraNaguNAzrIjI pustaka 'kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie' milI / anubhava kI aTArI se Alekhita pustakoM kA anubhava kyA batAyeM ? pustaka hI AdaraNIya bana jAtI haiM / sAdhvI zaziprabhAzrI surata 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri 4 -

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isa pustaka ko paDhate citta prasanna banA haiM / mujhe jo choTIchoTI bAtameM nArAjagI hotI thI, abhimAna Adi ke kAraNa 'leTago' kara nahIM sakatI thI / aise mere aMtaraMga doSa kama hote dikhAI de rahe haiM / - sA. haMsaguNAzrI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka mila gayI haiM / pUjyapAdazrIne vAMkI tIrthameM dI huI vAcanA ko paDhate sacamuca ! pUjyazrI kI raga ragameM prabhubhakti bunI huI haiM yaha patA cala jAtA haiM / usI taraha saMyamajIvanameM bhI jIvana jIne kI kalA aura naI-naI preraNAeM milatI haiM / bahuta hI rasaprada pustaka haiN| - sAdhvI puNyarekhAzrIjI surata pustaka paDhate AMkheM aura hRdaya ro uThate haiM, dila dravita ho jAtA haiM / ekeka romameM AnaMda kI lahara daur3ane laga rahI haiM / isa pustaka ke lAbha pUrNatayA kahane kI zakti nahIM haiM, paraMtu hamAre jIvanameM eka guNa bhI Aye to bhI ber3A pAra ho jAyegA / __- sA. devAnaMdAzrI Aja subaha-subaha parama kRpAlu paramAtmA kI kRpA se parama pUjya AcAryadevazrI kA vAsakSepa milA, to hRdaya pAvanatA kI anubhUti karane lgaa| kucha hI dera bAda 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' nAmaka graMtha pAkara atyaMta AnaMda huA / pUjyazrI kI vAcanAoM kA yaha suMdara saMkalana bahuta hI preraNAdAyI rahegA / - sAdhvI anaMtakIrtizrI ujjaina isa pustaka ko paDhate pU. sAhebajI kI vizeSa bhakti jAnane milI / azruta aura ananubhUta aisA jJAna jAnane milA / - sA. indravanditAzrI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka paDhate saMyama jIvana kI saccI tAlIma jAnane milI / hamAre jIvana kI unnati ho, aisA jAnane milA / - sA. harSitavadanAzrI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 400000 secowwwww 377)

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yaha pustaka jIvana kI sAdhanAmeM atyaMta sahAyaka banI haiM / ___ - sA. saumyadarzitAzrI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka paDhane se mere jIvanameM hue lAbha ko zabdoMmeM samAne asamartha hUM / - sA. haMsarakSitAzrI pUjyazrIne isa pustakameM jJAna - kriyA - vinaya - saralatA - jayaNA - karuNA - jIvamaitrI - prabhu bhakti ityAdi agaNita guNa tathA sAdhu hone kI yogyatA se prAraMbha kara pUrNa sAdhujIvana kaisA honA cAhie? use kisa taraha ucca banAnA cAhie? usakI prakriyA taka kI sAmagrI hamAre sAmane dhara dI haiM / - sA. harSakalAzrI kahe kalApUrNasUri bhA-3 milA haiM / sva-jIvanameM bunI huI tathA sva-para ke anugraha ke lie kahe hue aura Apake dvArA atyaMta kuzalatApUrvaka acchI taraha saMgRhIta kI huI pU. sAhebajI kI vAcanAoM kI yaha pustaka anekoM ko anugraha karanevAlI banI haiM aura banegI / sacamuca yaha pustaka jIvana ke vikAsa ke lie eka amUlya saMpattirUpa haiM / - sA. kuvalayAzrI, jUnAgaDha 'kahe kalApUrNasUri 3' pustaka dekhakara - paDhakara AnaMda huaa| anekoM kI aisI kalpanA hotI haiM ki pUjyazrI to pUre dina bhagavAna kI bhakti hI karate haiM / paraMtu aisI pustakoM ke mAdhyama se pUjyazrI ke AMtarika jJAna khajAne kA patA calegA, aura vaha bhI bhagavat-kRpA se prApta hotA haiM usakA bhI sAkSAtkAra hogA / ApakA prayAsa bilakula saphalatA ke zikhara para haiM / 'ka.ka.sU.' ke tIna bhAga sAtha ho to lagabhaga sabakucha mila jAtA haiM / - sA. kalpajJAzrI pATaNa 378 monsoonmoonmooooooom

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||shrii arhate namaH // // zrI padma-jIta-hIra-kanaka-devendra-kalApUrNa-kalAprabhasUrigurubhyo namaH // * udghATita - pustaka - parIkSA * kahe kalApUrNasUri-4| * sUcanAni . * pustakAdhAreNaiva uttarANi AvazyakAni / pustakAdhAramantareNa likhitAni satyAni api uttarANi satyAni na gaNiSyante / * sarvAbhiH sArdhaM sambhUya imAni uttarANi likhitAni cet evaM likhantu __ yathA asmAbhiH sarvAbhiH militvA idaM likhitamiti / * uttaraiH saha pustaka-pRSTa-saMkhyAkAH avazyaM lekhyAH / * prazna 1 : adholikhitAnAM praznAnAmuttarANi kevalaM dvitrAbhiH paGktibhiH likhantu / (10) (1) zaraNAgateH ko'rthaH ? (2) 'sUtrANi' ityasya ko'rthaH ? (3) jJAnAcAra-jJAnabhAvanayoH vizeSaH gurupAdaiH kathaM jJApitaH ? (4) padadhyAna-paramadhyAnayoH kaH prativizeSaH ? (5) zaraNacatuSTaye navapadAni kathaM samAviSTAni ? (6) jJAnI anyajJAninaM kathaM vijAnIyAt ? (7) antaHsthitaH prabhuH kadA dRzyeta ? (8) bhagavatA viziSTaM yoga-kSema-karaNaM kadA vidhIyate ? (9) Atma-sAmrAjya-siMhAsanAt mohabhUpA'pasAraNArthaM sAdhanAyAM kimAvazyakam ? (10) vRddhiH ekatA tulyatA' ime trayaH bhAvAH zrIcaraNaiH sakSepeNa kathaM sambodhitAH ? tanAma kena udAharaNena ? * prazna 2 : adhaHsthitebhyaH zabdebhyaH ekam asamIcInaM zabda gaveSayantu / taM zabda lekhanyA kuNDalitaM kurvantu / pustakAdhAreNaiva kahIM 4 ***************************** 379

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iti na vismaraNIyam, anyathA kazcidapi zabdaH kayA'pi apekSayA kuNDalitaH kartuM zakyaH / (10) (1) kalApavijayaH, kaJcanavijayaH, kaladhautavijayaH, klaapuurnnvijyH| (2) hIrenaH, jIgaraH, pRthvIrAjaH, cirAgaH / (3) vinayaH, vivekaH, vyutsargaH, avyathA / (4) matiH, smRtiH, vAsanA, avicyutiH / (5) dhAraNA, dhyAnaM, dhyeyaH, samAdhiH / (6) nAma, sthApanA, phalabhedaH, saGkhyA / (7) damanaM, pravartanaM, pAlanam, anupAlanam / (8) pravRttiH, nivRttiH, pAlanaM, vazIkaraNam / (9) mantraH, tantraM, kriyA, zaraNam / (10)zaktiH, vyaktiH, ceSTA, parAkramaH / * prazna 3 : adholikhitasya pratyekavAkyasya caturthyaH vikalpebhyaH abhisatyavikalpaM (satya-vikalpasya sanmukhaM) V cihnaM kRtvA pRSTAGkaH likhyatAm / (10) (1) yasya mAnase abhayA'vataraNaM na saJjAtaM saH... (A) mokSAzAM tyajatu / (B) sAdhutvAt bhraSTaH / (C) zraddhAnayanAzAM mA vidadhAtu / (D) bhaktyAzAM pariharatu / (2) sAmAyikAdikaM svasthAne zreSThamasti, kintu bhagavadvinayaH... (A) sAdhutvasahitena sAdhunaiva kartuM zakyaH / (B) stavanAni gAyaM gAyameva bhaktena kartuM zakyaH / (C) gRhasthaistu pUjAdvArA eva kartuM zakyaH / (D) sAdhakaistu dhyAnadvArA eva kartuM zakyaH / (3) bhagavati premNi prAdurbhUte eva... (A) svAtmani vAstavaM prema zakyam / (B) antaHsthitaH paramAtmA abhijJAsyate / (C) sarvaM vizvaM premamayaM bhaviSyati / _' (D) jagatAM sarvajIveSu prema prAdurbhaviSyati / ***** kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4) 380 ***************************** kahe

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(4) manasi atizAntAvasthe eva... (A) antaH sthitaH vibhuH dRzyeta / (B) anAhatanAdaH zrUyeta / (C) jagajjIveSu hRdayaM saMvedanazIlaM syAt / (D) hRdi mukti: prAdurbhavet / (5) AjJApAlanaM bhavantaH kuryuzced bhagavAn... (A) yoga- kSeme kuryAdeva / (B) bhavantaM muktiM nayedeva / (C) bhavatsaMsAraM parimitaM kuryAt / (D) duHkhebhyaH mukti dadyAt / (6) zraddhAyAH arthaH iha... (A) prasannatA iti kRtaH / (B) bhaktiH iti kRtaH / (C) mokSagamanayogyatA iti kRtaH / (D) sahajamalahAsa : iti kRtaH / (7) dvArodghATanam, tannAma... (A) ahaGkArA'pasAraH / (B) viveka-jAgaraNam / (C) prabhorAgamanArthamAmantraNam / (D) jJAnasya jJAninazca AdarakaraNam / (8) indratva - cakravartitvam... (A) samRddhivijRmbhitameva / (B) api ekaM prabhu-bhaktikAraNam / (C) rogaH eva / (D) bhogaH eva / (9) samyagdarzananayanAbhyAM vinA... (A) jagat samyag jJAtuM na zakyam / (B) jIvamaitrI dRDhA na syAt / (c) (D) paritaH tamaH eva / bhagavAn na jJAyate / kahe kalApUrNasUri 4**** . ** 381

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(10) manasaH sImAyAM pUrNAyAmeva... (A) prabhu - mandira parisaraprArambho bhavati / (B) samAdhi - sImA- prArambho bhavati / (C) vAstava: AnandaH sravati / zraddhA-sImA- prArambha bhavati / (D) * prazna 4 : adhastanAni vAkyAni kena uktAni ? tat jJApayantu / vaktuH nAma pustakapRSTAGkaM ca likhantu / ( 10 ) ( sUcanA : yadyapi sarvaM pustakaM prAyaH gurupAdavadananirgatavacanarUpameva / ataH tannAma likhitaM cet asatyaM na gaNyeta, tathApi iha tannAma alikhantIbhiH bhavatIbhiH avAntara- vaktuH nAma lekhanIyam / dvau vaktArau (maulika : anuvAdakazca ) sambhavetAM cet dve nAmnI lekhye / (1) rAma nAmnA dRSado'pi tareyuH / (2) 'kahetA kalApUrNasUri' pustakaM prakAzyatAmityeva abhilASA / (3) svAmirAmadAsAH teSAm aSTamAH dasamAH vA pUrvajAH / (4) badrinAthe asmadIyAH vidvAMsaH munizrIjambUvijayAH cintitAH santi / (5) pratyeka - rathyAyAM dvau dvau zaGkarAcAryau bhramataH / (6) varSati jale klinnIbhavatAM gamanaM varaM, na tu vATake gamanaM varam / (7) paramacetanayA mattaH lekhitam / (8) tvatsaMyamavikAsArthaM tvayA mahAbhadravijayAH na tyAjyA: / - ( 9 ) bhagavadbhyaH eva na svataH, nApi anyebhyaH / * ( 10 ) svaviziSTanaipuNyAt AgamAn pustakArUDhAn vidhAya devardhigaNibhiH mahat yugapravartakaM kAryaM vihitam / * prazna 5 : avakAzaM pUrayantu / pRSTAGko'pi lekhyaH eva / (10) hRdayaM vikasati ca mastiSkaM vikasati / ( 1 ) ( 2 ) api (3) zabdasthAne iha ( 4 ) yathA yathA bhakta: zakteH 382 ********* upadizati tatraiva upavizanti / zabdaH prayukto'sti / kuryAt / - svIkuryAt tathA tathA saH ********** kahe kalApUrNasUri

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(5) - .yathA yathA alpIbhavanti tathA tathA vRddhi gacchet / etasya dhyAnaM __ svabhASAyAM _ _ gulikA kathayati / (7) - mUlaM zrIbhagavAnasti / (8) sarva _ _ maulaM kAraNaM ___ Andhyamasti / (9) yadA vayaM ___ karaNecchavastadA __ manyemahi / (10) - vinA na zobhAM gaccheyuH / * prazna 6 : adhastanazabdAH yatra syuH tat stavana-zloka-gIta kAvyapaGktyAdikaM likhantu / pRSTAGkamapi likhantu / (10) (1) rahassaM (2) ghATa (3) mattA (4) vyavahAra (5) avyAbAdha (6) nirIha (7) saMvedyaM (8) zyAma (9) dadhataH (10)uvAo * prazna 7 : adhastaneSu zabdeSu kaH zabdaH kena saha upamitaH tad darzayantu / pRSTAGkamapi likhantu / (11) yathA-UrjaHsthAnaM (pAvara hAusa) - bhagavAn - pR. 237 (1) gavyUtArthadRSad (mAila-sTona) (12) pApAni (2) sajjanaH (13) durguNAH (3) khAtikA (14) manaH (4) bhaktaH (15) bhagavAn (5) bhojanazAlA (16) AtmA (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4** 4******************************383

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(6) harmyam (7) sphaTikam (8) AdarzaH (9) sarpaH (10)pazavaH (11)andhakAraH (17) aizvaryam (18) tIrtham (19) rathaH (20) aviratiH (21) candanam (22) nAda-zravaNam / * prazna 8 : adhastane candramasi, asmin pustake (kahe kalA. 4) likhitAnAM aSTagranthAnAM nAmAni rAhorandhakAratvAd itastataH bhrAnti gatAni santi / tannAmAni gaveSayantu / sakRt prayukte akSare tasya punaH prayogaH niSiddhaH / tatpratyekagranthasambandhi paGktivAkyAdikaM likhantu, yat pustake likhitamasti / pRSTAGkalekhanamapi mA vismarantu / (8) u la vi ra sto Na vi sA ra tti dhA a ta rA sa vai Na rA ro pa gya ma ddhA hA sAta zA ga sta ke li sA su za ca ka ya A ta na ti bha ra ritra jhA ra mi 384 ****************************** kahe ka

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EEC * prazna 9 : adhastanAnAM vAkyAnAmAdhAreNa saGkhyAkamitAkSarAn (yathA-(4) iti likhitaM syAt cet caturakSaraH zabdaH AvazyakaH) zabdAn gaveSayantu / gaveSitAnAM tatpratyekazabdAnAM dvitIya-dvitIyA'kSaraiH aSTAdazA'kSarANAm ekaM tad gUrjarabhASAnibaddhaM vAkyaM prakaTitaM syAt yat pustake pratyeka-vAcanA-prArambhe bRhadbhiH akSaraiH likhiteSu vAkyeSu ekaM vAkyaM syAt / pRSTAGko'pi lekhyaH / (27) (sUcanA - saMyuktAkSaram ekameva gaNanIyam / zabdAH svayaM svataH vadantaH santi iti utprekSya vAkyAni likhitAni santi iti avadheyam / (1) - [3] bhagavataH mAm apasArayiSyati bhavAn cet bhavadIyA sAdhanA mUlyahInA / - [3] mayi ekamapi asthi mA bhavatu tathApi ahaM balotkaTamallAnAmapi asthIni bhaktuM zaknomi / . (3) - [3] phala-miSTAnnAdikaM vinaiva ahaM adbhutarasAsvAdaM - kArayituM zaknomi / (4) [3] mayA vinA bhavajjIvanaM na sambhavet bhavAn bAlo bhavatu vRddho vA, sAdhuH bhavatu gRhastho vA / (gUrjarabhASA-zabdaH) [3] mayA vinA na kiJcit saMyama-jIvana-sAphalyam / [3] mAM bhavantaH manasaH apasArayituM zaknuvanti ced na dUre samAdhiH / [3] mAm Asevya AgatAbhyaH kanyAbhyaH dIkSA dAnAt pUrvaM bhRzaM sAvadhAnAbhiH bhAvyam / (AGglazabdaH) [4] saMskRtAdhyayanaM jAtaM ced mAm avazyaM paThantu / mayi vyavahArakauzalyanidhAnamasti / . [2] bhojanAnte mamAsevanam amRtatulyamiti vaidyAH vadanti / (gUrjarabhASA-zabdaH) [4] svayaM bhagavanmahAvIravadanAt ahaM zlAghAM prAptavAnasmi / - (11) - [6] ahamasmi ekaM tIrthasthAnam / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 *** 22 4******************************385

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( 12 ). (13). ( 14 ). ( 15 ). ( 16 ). ( 17 ). [3] mAM na upalakSitavantaH bhavantaH ? ahamasmi vidvAn puruSaH / [4] ahaM na tuSyeyaM cet jagajjIvanaM kaSTapUrNaM syAt / [2] madIye kSetre Agatya yazovijayaiH sarasvatIprasAdo labdhaH / [4] ahamasmi saMhAra - deva: ( ajainadRSTyA ) [5] pariNayanA'nantaraM Adau yA patnI mahyaM na rucitA, tayA eva asmatkulaM svayazasA dhavalIkRtam / [3] mayA vinA kevalaM vicArANAM vacanAnAM vA nAsti bahumUlyam / [4] saphalArthe ahaM prayujye / ( 18 ) - * prazna 10 : kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4 iti pustakaM paThatAM bhavatAM hRdaye jAtAni saMvedanAni likhantu kevalaM 10-15 paGktibhiH / ( 20 ) * prazna 11 : kahe kalApUrNasUri- 4 pustakasthasya 135-136 pRSTAGkalekhanasya (A. su. 10, 8-10 - 2000) saMskRtAnuvAdaM kurvantu / (14) * prazna 12 : asmin praznapatre parIkSA-paddhatau vA kAH kAH kSatayaH dRSTAH ? tannivAraNArthaM kiM vidheyamiti jJApayantu / (10) ( anayoH dvayorapi praznayo: uttare pRthak patre likhantu / ) 386 **** ** kahe kalApUrNasUri

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