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________________ kahe kalApUrNasUri-3 - paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi - paM. municandravijaya gaNi
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________________ adhyAtmayogI bhakti hai mArga mukti kA tAra ho tAra prabhu! pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalApUrNa sUrizvarajI mahArAja
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________________ jaya AzAdevazrInuM sAhitya GR SIBU DISH kapaAcAryadeva zrI kalApUrNasarIzvarajIma mitre mana bhItara bhagavAna pUjya AcArya deva zrI. kalApUrNa sUrijI mahArAja rinI ma. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie hanuM AktI mAM vAcaka cita ma imI sAvalA narNasarijI
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________________ kahe kalApUrNasUri-3 (adhyAtmayogI pU. AcAryazrI kI sAdhanApUta vANI) (dinAMka : 19-7-2000, budhavAra se 17-9-2000, ravivAra) vAcanA pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. preraNA pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pU.paM.zrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara - AlaMbana pUjyazrI ke gurumaMdira kI pratiSThA vi.saM. 2062, phAlguna vada 6, di. 19-02-2006, ravivAra, zaMkhezvara mahAtIrtha - avataraNa - sampAdana paMnyAsa mukticandravijaya gaNi paMnyAsa muni dravijaya gaNi anuvAdaka nainamala surANA : M.A., B.Ed., sAhityaratna prakAzaka zrI kalApUrNasUri sAdhanA smAraka TrasTa Agama maMdira ke pIche, po. zaMkhezvara, ji. pATaNa ( u.gu.), pIna : 384 246. zrI zAnti jina ArAdhaka maMDala 2.0. manapharA (zAntiniketana), tA. bhacAU,, jI. kaccha, Pin : 370 140.
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________________ pustaka : 191772 kahe kalApUrNasUri-3 (pU. AcAryazrI kI sAdhanA-pUta vANI) hindI prathama AvRtti : vi.saM. 2062, I.sa. 200 / avataraNa-saMpAdana : paMnyAsa mukticandravijaya gaNi paMnyAsa municandravijaya gaNi mUlya : ru. 120/prata : 1000 saMparka sUtra : 8 kavaralAla enDa ko. 27, raghunAyakulu sTrITa, cennai - 3. 8 TIku Ara. sAvalA POPULAR PLASTIC HOUSE 39, D. N. Road, Sitaram Building, 'B' Block, Near Crowford Market, MUMBAI -400 001..Ph.: (022) 23436369, 23436807,23441141 Mobile: 9821406972 SHANTILAL / CHAMPAK B. DEDHIA 20, Pankaj 'A', Plot No. 171, L.B.S. Marg, Ghatkopar (W), MUMBAI - 400086.. Ph.: (022) 25101990 B. F. JASRAJ LUNKED N. 3, Balkrishna Nagar, P.O. MANNARGUDI - 614 001 (T.N.) Ph. (04367) 252479 mudraka : gelo Tejas Printers 403, Vimal Vihar Apartment, 22, Saraswati Society, Nr. Jain Merchant Society, Paldi, AHMEDABAD - 380007. . Ph. : (079) 26601045
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________________ puna: prakAzana ke prasaMga para suvidyAMjana-sparzathI AMkha jyAre, avidyAnuM aMdhAruM bhAre vidAre; jue te kSaNe yogIo dhyAna-teje, nijAtmA viSe zrIparAtmA saheje / jJAnasAra 14/8 (gurjara padyAnuvAda) jJAnasAra meM isa prakAra Ate varNana ke mutAbika hI pUjyazrI kA jIvana thA, yaha saba loga acchI taraha se jAnate haiM / ye mahAyogI apane hRdaya meM bhagavAna ko dekhate the, jaba ki loga unameM bhagavAna ko dekhate the / aise siddhayogI kI vANI sunane-paDhane ke lie loga lAlAyita hoM yaha svAbhAvika hai / pUjyazrI kI upasthiti meM hI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' gujarAtI pustaka ke cAroM bhAga prakAzita ho cuke the, jijJAsu ArAdhaka loga dvArA apratima prazaMsA bhI pAye hue the / vigata bahuta samaya se ArAdhakoM kI ora se ina pustakoM kI bahuta DImAMDa thI, kintu pratiyAM khatama ho jAne para hama usa DImAMDa ko santuSTa nahIM kara sakate the / hindI prathama bhAga prakAzita hone para hindIbhASI logoM kI DImAMDa Age ke bhAgoM ke lie bhI bahuta hI thI / zaMkhezvara tIrtha meM vi.saM. 2062, phA.va. 6, di. 19-022006 ko pUjyazrI ke gurumaMdira kI pratiSThA ke pAvana prasaMga ke upalakSa meM prastuta pustaka ke cAroM bhAga hindI aura gujarAtI meM ekasAtha prakAzita ho rahe hai, yaha bahuta hI AnaMdaprada ghaTanA hai / isa graMtha ke punaH prakAzana ke mukhya preraka parama zAsana prabhAvaka vartamAna samudAya-nAyaka pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvadvarya pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara evaM pravaktA pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kIrticandravijayajI gaNivara Adi ko hama vaMdana karate hai / ina graMthoM kA bahuta hI prayatnapUrvaka avataraNa-saMpAdana va punaH
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________________ saMpAdana karanevAle pU. paMnyAsajI zrI mukticandravijayajI gaNivara evaM pU. paMnyAsajI zrI municandravijayajI gaNivara kA hama bahuta-bahuta AbhAra mAnate haiM / 1 se 3 bhAga taka hindI-anuvAda karanevAle zrIyuta nainamalajI surANA aura cauthe bhAga kA hindI anuvAda karanevAle pU. munizrI muktizramaNavijayajI ma. ke hama bahuta-bahuta AbhArI haiM / divaMgata pU. munivaryazrI muktAnaMdavijayajI kA bhI isameM apUrva sahayoga rahA hai, jise yAda karate hama gadgad bana rahe haiM / isake prUpha-rIDiMga meM 269 vardhamAna tapa kI olI ke tapasvI pU.sA. haMsakIrtizrIjI ke ziSyA pU.sA. haMsabodhizrIjI kA tathA hamAre manapharA gAMva ke hI ratna pU.sA. suvarNarekhAzrIjI ke ziSyA pU.sA. samyagdarzanAzrIjI ke ziSyA pU.sA. smitadarzanAzrIjI kA sahayoga milA hai| hama unake caraNoM meM vaMdana karate hai| Aja taka manapharA meM se aise aneka vyakti dIkSita bane haiM, jinake puNya se hI mAno bhUkaMpa ke bAda hamArA pUrA gAMva zAntiniketana ke rUpa meM advitIya rUpa se banA hai| eka hI saMkula meM eka samAna 600 jaina baMgale ho - aisA zAyada pUre vizva meM yahI eka udAharaNa hogA / lokArpaNa vidhi ke bAda usI varSa vAgaDa samudAya nAyaka pUjya AcAryazrI kA cAturmAsa honA bhI saubhAgya kI nizAnI hai| hindI prakAzana meM Arthika sahayoga denevAle phalodI cAturmAsasamiti evaM phalodI nivAsI (abhI cennai) kavaralAla cerITebala TrasTa va cennai ke anya dAtAoM ko vizeSataH abhinaMdana dete haiM / zrIyuta dhanajIbhAi gelAbhAi gAlA parivAra (lAkaDIyA) dvArA nirmita guru-maMdira kI pratiSThA ke pAvana prasaMga ke upalakSa meM prakAzita hote ina graMtharatnoM ko pAThakoM ke kara-kamala meM rakhate hama atyaMta harSa kA anubhava karate haiM / atyaMta sAvadhAnIpUrvaka cAroM bhAgoM ko hindI-gujarAtI meM mudrita kara denevAle tejasa prinTarsa vAle tejasa hasamukhabhAi zAha (amadAvAda) ko bhI kaise bhUla sakate haiM ? prakAzaka
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________________ prakAzakIya... (gujarAtI AvRtti meM se) anantAnanta siddhoM kI punya dharA pAlItAnA meM kaccha-vAgar3a dezoddhAraka, parama zraddheya adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., madhura bhASI nUtana AcArya zrImad kalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvadvarya pUjya paMnyAsazrI kalpataruvijayajI, pravaktA pU.paM. zrI kIrtticandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI (hAla paMnyAsazrI) mukticandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI pUrNacandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI municandravijayajI, pU. munizrI kumudacandravijayajI, pU. munizrI kIrttiratnavijayajI, pU. munizrI tIrthabhadravijayajI, pU. munizrI hemacandravijayajI, pU. munizrI vimalaprabhavijayajI Adi lagabhaga 30 sAdhu bhagavaMta tathA 429 sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoM kA bIsa varSa ke pazcAt vAgar3a vIsA osavAla jaina saMgha tathA sAta caubIsI jaina samAja donoM kI ora se avismaraNIya cAturmAsa huA / cAturmAsAntargata 18 pUjya sAdhu bhagavaMta tathA 98 pUjya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoM ke bRhad yogodvahana, mAsakSamaNa Adi tapasyAoM, jIvadayA Adi ke phaNDa, paramAtma-bhakti-preraka vAcanA- pravacanoM, ravivArIya sAmUhika pravacanoM, jina-bhakti mahotsavoM, upadhAna Adi aneka vidha sukRtoM kI zreNi kA sRjana huA / cAturmAsa ke bAda meM 99 yAtrA, pandraha dIkSAoM (bAbUbhAI, hIrena, pRthvIrAja, cirAga, maNibena, kalpanA, kaMcana, cArumati, zAntA, vilAsa, candrikA, latA, zAntA, maMjulA, bhAratI) tathA tIna padavI (pUjya gaNizrI mukticandravijayajI ko paMnyAsa pada, pU. tIrthabhadravijayajI evaM vimalaprabhavijayajI ko gaNi pada) Adi prasaMga atyanta zAlInatApUrvaka manAye gaye / ina sabameM samasta jijJAsu ArAdhakoM ko sarvAdhika AkarSaNa thA adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrI kI vAcanAoM kA / pUjyazrI kA priya viSaya hai bhakti / isa cAturmAsa meM 'namutthuNaM' sUtra kI pUjya zrIharibhadrasUri kRta 'lalita vistarA' nAmaka TIkA para vAcanAoM kA Ayojana huA / 'lalita vistarA' arthAt jainadarzana kA bhakti zAstra hI samajha leM / 'lalita vistarA' jaisA bhakti-pradhAna grantha ho, pUjyazrI ke samAna vAcanAdAtA hoM, pAlItAnA jaisA kSetra ho, prabhu-premI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI
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________________ ke samAna zrotAgaNa hoM, phira bAkI kyA rahe ? ina vAcanAoM meM pUjyazrI kA hRdaya pUrNataH khulA thA / vAcanAoM kI isa vRSTi meM sarAbora hokara aneka AtmAoM ne parama prasannatA kA anubhava kiyA thA / adhika Ananda kI bAta to yaha hai ki yaha vRSTi tAtkAlika avataraNa ke dvArA noTa ke rUpa meM Dema meM saMgRhIta hotI rahI / hamAre hI gAMva ke ratna pUjya paMnyAsazrI mukticandravijayajI gaNivara tathA pUjya gaNivaryazrI municandravijayajI ke dvArA ina vAcanAoM kA avataraNa huA hai, jo atyanta hI harSa kI bAta hai / isa pustaka kI tvarita gati se presa kopI kara dene vAle pU. sAdhvIjI kumudazrIjI kI ziSyA pU.sA. kalpajJAzrIjI ke ziSyA pU.sA. kalpanaMditAzrIjI kA hama kRtajJatApUrvaka smaraNa karate haiM / pustaka ke isa kArya meM Arthika sahayoga pradAna karanevAle bhI abhinandana ke pAtra haiM / pUjya bandhu-yugala ke dvArA avataraNa kiye gaye do pustakoM (kahe kalApUrNasUri-1, kahA kalApUrNasUrine-2) kI taraha yaha pustaka bhI jijJAsugaNa avazya pasanda kareMge aisI hama zraddhA rakhate haiM / ye pustaka par3hakara prabhAvita ho cuke pAThakoM ke patroM se hamAre utsAha meM nirantara vRddhi hotI rahatI hai / kitaneka jijJAsu gRhastha to ye pustaka par3hakara navIna pustaka hetu apanI ora se anudAna dene ke lie tatpara rahate haiM, jo isa pustaka kI lokapriyatA evaM hRdayasparzitA kahatI hai / / bhUkampa-pIr3ita hamArA gAMva (gujarAtI AvRtti meM se) vi. saMvat 2057, mAgha zuklA -2, zukravAra, di. 26-12001 ke prAtaH 8.45 kA samaya kaccha-gujarAta ke liye atyanta bhayAvaha siddha huA / kevala DhAI-tIna minaTa meM hI saiMkaDoM gAMva dharAzAyI ho gaye / hajAroM manuSya khaMDaharoM ke nIce dabakara 'bacAo, bacAo' kI cIkha macAne lage / anya aneka vyaktiyoM ko to
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________________ 4 cIkha-pukAra macAne kA bhI avasara nahIM milA / ve to bhArI chatoM, pattharoM Adi ke nIce dabakara tatkSaNa mauta ke karAlagAla meM samA gaye / 8.1 rikTara skela ke aise bhayaMkara bhUkampa se akhila vizva hacamacA uThA (bhAratIya bhUstarazAstriyoM ke anusAra yaha bhUkampa 6.9 rikTara skela kA thA, jabaki amerikana bhUstarazAstrI use 7.9 athavA 8.1 kA kahate the / bhAratIya bhUstarazAstriyoM ne usakA kendra bindu kaccha-bhuja ke uttara meM loDAI-dhaMga ke pAsa batAyA hai, jabaki amerikana bhUstarazAstriyoM ne khoja karake kaccha ke bhacAU tAlukA meM baMdhaDI-cobArI ke nikaTa kahIM kendra bindu hone kA kahA hai| nukasAna yadi dekhA jAye to amerikana bhUstarazAstrI sahI pratIta hote haiM / ) bhUkampa kA kendra-bindu hamAre gAMva 'manapharA' ke nikaTa hI hone se aneka gAMvoM ke sAtha hamArA gAMva bhI pUrNataH dhvasta ho gayA / bhacAU, aMjAra, rApara aura bhuja - ina cAra nagaroM ke sAtha cAroM tAlukoM meM apAra hAni huI / hajAroM manuSya jIvita gar3a gye| kisI kavi ne kahA haiM ki 'jIvana kA mArga mAtra ghara se kabra taka kA hai / ' parantu yahAM to ghara hI kabra bana gaye the / jo chata evaM chapare Aja taka rakSaka bane rahe, ve hI Aja bhakSaka bana gaye the / 'je poSatuM te mAratuM, evo dIse krama kudaratI' kalApI kI yaha paMkti kitanI yathArtha hai ? aneka gAMvoM ke sAtha hamArA 'manapharA' gAMva bhI dharAzAyI ho cukA thA / jinAlaya, upAzraya Adi dharma-sthAnoM sahita lagabhaga samasta makAna dharAzAyI ho gaye / hamArA gAMva vikrama kI satrahavI (vi.saM. 1607) zatAbdI ke prArambha meM hI basA huA hai / usa samaya kI khar3I gAMva ke madhya kI jAgIra bhI pUrNataH dhvasta ho gaI jisake sambandha meM kisI vizeSajJa injIniyarane kahA thA ki abhI bhI kama se kama do sau varSoM taka isa jAgIra kA kucha nahIM bigdd'egaa| gAMva kI zobhA ke rUpa meM nirmita devavimAna tulya sundara
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________________ tyAcaEGGGLELLLLLL cacacacacacacacamAjajajajajajaja544555 34 varSa purAnA tIrtha ke samAna jinAlaya bhI pattharoM ke Dhera ke rUpa meM parivartita ho gayA / manapharA ke 450 varSa ke itihAsa meM gAMva kI pUrNarUpeNa dhvastatA to prathama bAra hI huI / yadyapi dharatI- kampa kA pradeza hone se kaccha meM prAyaH dharatIkampa hote hI rahate haiN| aisA hI bhArI bhUkampa san 1819 kI 19vI jUna ko AyA thA, jisake kAraNa sindhu nadI kA pravAha kaccha meM AnA sadA ke lie baMdha ho gayA / kaccha sadA ke lie vIrAna bana gayA / 'kacchar3o bAre mAsa' kI ukti kevala ukti hI raha gaI / vAstavikatA sarvathA viparIta ho gaI / usa dharatIkampa se pazcima kaccha meM adhika hAni huI hogI, pUrva kaccha (vAgar3a) baca gayA hogA, aisA 450 varSa purAnI jAgIra evaM 800 varSa prAcIna bhadrezvara ke jinAlaya ko dekhane se pratIta hotA hai| usase pUrva vi. saMvat 1256 meM bhayaMkara bhUkampa AyA thA, jisake kAraNa nArAyaNa sarovara kA mIThA pAnI khArA ho gayA thA / hajAra varSoM meM do-tIna bAra Ate ese bhUkampoM se pahale kI apekSA bhI isa bAra atyanta hI vinAza huA hai, kyoMki adhika maMjilo yukta makAnoM ke nirmANa ke pazcAt aisA hRdaya-vidAraka bhUkampa bhArata meM zAyada prathamabAra AyA hai / kaccha ke bAda vizvabhara meM iNDoneziyA, cIna, jApAna, aphaghAnistAna, amerikA, asama Adi sthAnoM para zreNibaddha Aye bhUkampa ke jhaTakoM ne vizvabhara ke logoM ko bhUkampa ke sambandha meM socane ko vivaza kara diye haiN| Der3ha-do hajAra kI janasaMkhyA vAle choTe se manapharA gAMva meM bhUkampa se mAre gaye lagabhaga 190 manuSyoM meM 60 to jaina the / ghAyala ho cuke to alaga / do-pAMca hajAra varSa pahale ke prAcIna mandira kyoM Aja nahIM dikhAI dete ? nadI kyoM lupta ho jAtI haiM ? nagara kyoM dhvasta ho jAte haiM ? nadiyoM ke pravAha kyoM badala jAte haiM ? loga kyoM sthAna badala dete haiM ? 'moMe jo Dero' jaise TIbe kyoM bana gaye? aise aneka praznoM kA uttara bhUkampa hai / AdamI ke lie bar3A ginA jAnevAlA yaha bhUkampa prakRti cAcAcAcAcAcAcacacacacAcAcAcAcALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLEELHI nimnimnimnimnimnimnim gwanri
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________________ ke lie sarvathA choTA sA tinake jaisA kArya bhI ho ! prakRti meM to aise parivartana hote hI rahate haiM / dhArmika dRSTi se soceM to isameM se anityatA kA bodhapATha milatA haiM - mamatA ke tAne-bAne tor3ane kA avasara milatA hai aura ghara meM se mujhe bAhara nikAlane vAlA tU kauna hai ? esA kahane vAle vyakti ko bhUkampa kA eka hI jhaTakA bAhara nikAla detA hai / kyA yaha kama bAta hai ? mamatA ko dUra karane ke lie, anityatA ko AtmasAt karane ke lie isase adhika anya kaunasA prasaMga ho sakatA hai ? sampUrNa vizva ko eka taMtu se jor3a dene meM nimitta bananevAlA aisA anya kaunasA prasaMga ho sakatA hai ? bhUkampa ke bAda gujarAta-bhArata sahita sampUrNa vizva meM se sahAyatA kA pravAha calA, usase jJAta hotA haiM ki Aja bhI mAnavatA naSTa nahIM huI / Aja bhI manuSya ke hRdaya meM karuNA dhar3akatI hai / akAla, AMdhI-tUphAna evaM bhUkampa ke prahAroM se jarjara banane ke bajAya khumArI ke sAtha calatI kacchI prajA ko dekhakara kisI ko bhI lage ki aisI khumArI hogI to barbAda ho cukA kaccha alpa samaya meM hI baiThA ho jAyegA / kacchI 'mADU' isa barbAdI ko khumArI meM, isa abhizApa ko varadAna meM badala sake aise sattva ke rUpa meM aDiga khar3A hai / 'navasarjana ke pUrva vidhvaMsa bhI kabhI kabhI Avazyaka hotA hai / ' aisA kisI ne kahA hai jo yAda rakhane yogya hai / zArIrika, Arthika, dhArmika, sAmAjika sabhI dRSTiyoM se barbAda ho cuke manuSya ko Aja baiThA karane kI AvazyakatA hai, usake antara meM bhagavAna evaM jIvana ke prati bhakti evaM kRtajJatA utpanna karane kI AvazyakatA hai / mAnasika rUpa se bhagna hue manuSyoM ke santapta hRdaya meM aisI pustakeM avazya hI AzvAsana ke amRta kA siMcana kreNgii|
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________________ pAlItAnA cAturmAsa meM tapasyAeM ccco 51 upavAsa : sAdhvIjI zrI hemakIrtizrIjI ma. 2. punazIbhAI mekaNa sAvalA (manapharA) 36 upavAsa : sAdhvIjI zrI haMsadhvanizrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI indravaMditAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI nirmaladarzanAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI abhayaratnAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI arhadratnAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI punyarAzizrIjI ma. M635 mAsakSamaNa (30 upavAsa) : munizrI amitayazavijayajI ma. 2. sAdhvIjI zrI divyaratnAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI cArubhaktizrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI zreyojJAzrIjI ma. 5. sAdhvIjI zrI saMvegaprajJAzrIjI ma. 6. sAdhvIjI zrI surabhiguNAzrIjI ma. 7. sAdhvIjI zrI bhavyagirAzrIjI ma. 8. sAdhvIjI zrI cArustutizrIjI ma. 9. sAdhvIjI zrI viratikapAzrIjI ma. 10. sAdhvIjI zrI vIrAMgapriyAzrIjI ma. 11. sAdhvIjI zrI jinakaruNAzrIjI ma. 12. sAdhvIjI zrI jayakRpAzrIjI ma. 13. sAdhvIjI zrI cArukSamAzrIjI ma. 14. sAdhvIjI zrI cAruprasannatAzrIjI ma. 15. sAdhvIjI zrI amIjharaNAzrIjI ma. 16. sAdhvIjI zrI zAsanarasAzrIjI ma. 17. sAdhvIjI zrI haMsakIrtizrIjI ma. kI ziSyA
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________________ 18. sAdhvIjI zrI vinayanidhizrIjI ma. 19. sAdhvIjI zrI prazAntazIlA zrIjI ma. 20. kAntilAlajI hajArImalajI (madrAsa) 21. hIrAcaMdajI cunIlAla 22. velajI bhacu caralA (AdhoI) 23. lIlAbena vaida (madrAsa) 24. bIjalabena jayaMtIlAla (ahamadAbAda) 25. caMpAbena dhIrajalAla dozI 26. ratanabena jasavaMtarAya 27. vimalAbena chaganalAla (baiMgalora) 28. bhAvanAbena ghamaMDImalajI 29. zAntAbena ThAkarazI DuMgANI (bakutrA) 1. 2. 3. 17 upavAsa : sAdhvIjI zrI bhaktipUrNAzrIjI ma. 1. 16 upavAsa : munizrI ajitavIryavijayajI ma. bhadra tapa : sAdhvIjI zrI puSpadaMtAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI saumyapUrNAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI smitapUrNAzrIjI ma. siddhi tapa : 1. sAdhvIjI zrI cAruvinItAzrIjI ma. 2. 3. sAdhvIjI zrI muktinilayAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI hitavardhanAzrIjI ma. cattAri aTTha : sAdhvIjI zrI priyadarzanAzrIjI ma.
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________________ yaha avasara bAra bAra Aye (gujarAtI AvRtti meM se) pU. AcAryazrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI ma.sA. - pU. AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ma.sA. adhyAtmalakSI pU. AcAryadeva zrI kalApUrNasUri ma. ke prati 1vaise bhI pahale se AkarSaNa thA hI kyoMki parama tAraNahAra pUjya gurudevazrI (paM. zrI abhayasAgarajI ma.) ke ye atyanta hI nikaTa ke sambandhI, sAdhaka, navakAra mahAmaMtra ke parama Asaka, upAsaka evaM cAhaka haiM / ataH yaha cAturmAsa pAlItAnA meM karanA sunizcita huA tabase hI Ananda evaM galagalI prArambha ho gaI thI aura Aja to vaha Ananda hRdaya ke cAroM kinAroM para laharA rahA hai| kyoMki, gata cAturmAsa meM pUjyazrI kI atyanta hI sundara nikaTatA kA Ananda liyA. jIvana meM sarva prathama bAra hI pUjyazrI kA samparka huA, parantu Thosa huA / jaba jaba bhI pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM gayA, mere parama tAraNahAra pUjya gurudevazrI ke smaraNa meM tanmaya huA hUM / / pUjya gurudevazrI ke jIvana meM tIna tattva spaSTataH dRSTigocara hote the - (1) zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra kI sAdhanA / (2) sAdhu sAmAcArI (vyavahAra dharma kI custatA) kI ArAdhanA (3) jina-bhakti kI upAsanA pUjyazrI kI nizrA meM kabhI bhI koI sAmUhika Ayojana ho cAhe vaha vyAkhyAna kA vAcanA kA vizeSa baiThaka kA ho GOOGrna
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________________ Calam (5200 pUjyazrI 12 navakAra ginane kI udghoSaNA avazya karate aura usa samaya upasthita saba maitrIbhAva ke maNDapa ke nIce bAraha navakAra ginane laga jAte / maitrIbhAva se vAsita hRdaya se gine jAte ina zrI navakAra mahAmantra ke prabhAva se hI sampUrNa cAturmAsa ekatA evaM ekasaMpitAmaya vyatIta huA, aisA pramANa yukta anumAna lagAyA jA sakatA hai / zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra ke prati pUjyazrI kA vizeSa lagAva banA rahatA hai, jisakA udAharaNa ye hai ki pUjyazrI ke vAsakSepa ke lie lambI katAra ke rUpa meM janatA umar3a paDatI hai parantu pUjyazrI ne niyama banA liyA haiM ki, 'jo nitya pAMca baMdhI navakAravAlI gineMge unheM hI vAsakSepa DAleMge', ataH zrI navakAra kA jApa karanevAlA atyanta bar3A varga taiyAra ho gayA hai / vizvazAnti ke lie yaha kitanA bar3A paribala ginA jA sake ! aura zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra se sambandhita vAcanA meM bhI jaba-taba Alambana evaM preraka upadeza dete dekhA hai| sAmAcArI ke sambandha meM bhI pUjyazrI ko jaba-jaba avasara milatA taba-taba usakA pakSapAta kiye binA nahIM rahate the / sAmAcArI svarUpa vyavahAra dharma para hI banAyA nizcaya dharma Tika sakatA hai / yaha bAta ve bAra-bAra doharAte, itanA hI nahIM, plAsTika ke ghar3e yA plAsTika ke pAtaroM Adi ke dvArA sAmAcArI meM praviSTa vikRti ke prati kabhI-kabhI joradAra kaTAkSa karate hue sunA hai / mujhe acchI taraha dhyAna hai ki eka bAra to donoM hAthoM meM do ghar3e lekara pAnI lAne kI vikRta prathA ko Akramaka rUpa meM nikRSTa batAI thI / itanA hI nahIM; aneka vyaktiyoM ko aisA nahIM karane kI pratijJA bhI dI thii| paMcAcAramaya sAdhu-sAmAcArI ko surakSita rakhakara hI anya pravRttiyoM ko mahattva dene ke prati pUjyazrI bAra bAra prerita karate the|
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________________ jina-bhakti to mAno pUjyazrI kA jIvana paryAya bana gayA ho aisA pratIta hotA hai / paramAtma-tattva jar3a kI taraha nirA niSkriya tattva nahIM hai / ve vItarAga to haiM hI, parantu sAtha hI sAtha karuNA-rahita hai, aisA nahIM hai| karuNAvAn evaM kRpAlu bhI itane hI haiM aura isalie sakriya haiM - isa bAta ko paunaH punya se cUMTate apane jIvana kI ghaTatI pratyeka ghaTamAla meM paramAtmA kI sakriyatA nihita hai / jisa prakAra putra kI pratyeka gati-vidhi meM mAM kA hastakSepa hai isa prakAra apane jIvana meM paramAtmA kA astitva hai / nAma - sthApanA - dravya - bhAva ke rUpa meM paramAtmA sadA vidyamAna haiN| 'nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna' yaha pUjyazrI kA manamAnA vizeSa nArA ginA jAtA hai / nAma ke rUpa meM paramAtmA Aja bhI vidyamAna haiN| paramAtmA kA nAma svayaM mantra-tulya hai / ApakI koI bhI samasyA paramAtmA ke nAma se nirmUla ho sakatI hai| pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM pratidina yaha bAta to Aye Aye aura Aye hii| ataH jisa vastu kA hameM hamAre pUjya tAraNahAra gurudevazrI ke jIvana meM nirantara anubhava hotA thA vaha bAta yahAM bhI milatI hone se adhika AkarSaNa hotA thA / isake atirikta bhI pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM aneka kendrIbhUta tattva the| vAcanA ke Arambha bindu meM svayaM paramAtmA, gaNadhara bhagavan aura unakI paramparA ko / Aja taka lAne vAle AcArya deva Adi pUjya tattvoM kA smaraNa nitya rahatA thA / , ataH apanI bAta kA anusandhAna svayaM paramAtmA haiM yaha bAta ve 'DAyarekTalI' athavA 'inDAyarekTalI' puSTa karate the / vAcanA meM naI-naI anuprekSA kI sphuraNA jaba sphuTa hotI taba mAna-kaSAya kA tanika bhI AMTA dekhane ko nahIM milatA thA prabhune kRpA karake mujhe yaha sujhAyA,
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________________ isa taraha batAyA yaha kahakara svayaM ko paramAtmA se satata anugRhIta pradarzita karate / pUjyazrI kI vAcanA kI sarvAdhika dhyAnAkarSaka bAta yaha dekhane ko milatI ki koI bhI bAta binA pramANa ke nahIM rakhate / zrI bhagavatIjI, zrI pannavaNAjI, zrI jJAnasAra, zrI yogasAra, zrI adhyAtmasAra kI yA bhaktAmara, kalyANamandira kI paMktiyA dekara hI santoSa mAnate... isase bhI vizeSa bAta yaha rahatI ki saMskRta-prAkRta ke pAThoM ko gujarAtI bhASA ke stavanoM AdimeM se bhI prastuta kiye binA nahIM rahate the / isake lie zrI devacandrajI ma., zrI AnaMdaghanajI ma., zrI yazovijayajI ma. kI racanAeM pUjyazrI ko vizeSa pasanda thI / / isake atirikta jisa grantha kI vAcanA dete usa grantha ke svayitA ke prati pUjyazrI bhArI bahumAna evaM Adara bArabAra vyakta karate the / usake pIche pUjyazrI kI mAnyatA thI ki usase apanA kSayopazama bar3hatA hai / vAcanA meM pUjyazrI kI dRSTi atyanta hI vicakSaNa rahatI aura vANI jala ke pravAha kI taraha sarala evaM sarasa bahatI... hameM yahI lagatA ki basa mAno bahate raheM, bahate hI raheM / pUjyazrI kI vAcanA ko zabdastha evaM pustakastha karane kA kArya karanevAle AtmIya mitra paMnyAsa zrI mukticandravijayajI ma. paMnyAsazrI municandravijayajI ma. kA bahuta-bahuta AbhAra... khaMta evaM ghora zramamaya isa kArya ko karate hae donoM mitroM ko AMkhoM se dekhA hai eka patrakAra kI apekSA bhI adhika tIvratA se likhanA aura usake bAda turanta usakA saMmArjana evaM 'presa kopI' karAnI yaha
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________________ kitanI sphUrti, tAjagI evaM apramattatA kA kArya hai, yaha to dekhanevAle ko hI dhyAna AtA hai... aise sAhitya prakAzana ke kAraNa donoM mitra dhanyavAda ke pAtra haiM / yaha batAkara maiM eka mitra kI adA se una donoM ko binA mAMgI salAha karane kI ceSTA karanA roka nahIM sakatA ki pustaka kA nAma 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' ke bajAya 'bahe kalApUrNasUri' adhika saMgata lagatA / kahane aura 'bahane' ke bIca bahuta antara hai / kahane meM tanmayatA / nimagnatA Avazyaka nahIM hai, bahane meM donoM anivArya haiM / pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM 'kathana' kI apekSA 'vahana' kA anubhava vizeSa hai / kAza ! merA sujhAva saphala ho / mujhe prastAvanA likhane kA avasara diyA gayA taba maiM prasanna huA, harSita huA / isase merA vAcanA-zravaNa sAnubandha banA / yaha upakAra kiyA paMnyAsa-bandhuoM ne... anta meM upakRta, kRta-kRtya banakara maiM itanA hI kahUMgA... ki 'yaha avasara bAra bAra Aye / '
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________________ prItama chavi nainana basI (gujarAtI AvRtti meM se)| pUjyapAda, adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhiba ko zravaNa karate samaya sunane kA kama, dekhane kA adhika hotA hai / 'paramAtmA ye rahe' kahate samaya unakA hAtha havA meM addhara hilatA hai taba dekhane meM bhI madhura asamaMjasa yaha hotA hai ki Apa unakI usa aMga-bhaMgimA ko dekheM, muMha para chAye smita ko dekheM yA do nainoM ko dekheM, hama apanI AMkhoM ko kahAM kendrita kareM ? sadguru ke naina... jahAM jhalakatA hai, paramAtmA ke prati agAdha Adara / kavi rahIma kA smaraNa ho AtA hai - 'prItama chavi nainana basI, para chavi kahAM samAya / ' AMkhoM meM paramAtmA hI chA gaye haiM, vahAM anya kyA samA sakatA hai ? anya kI chavi kaise prakaTa ho sakatI hai ? aura sadguru kI yaha mohaka aMga-bhaMgimA, havA meM laharAtAjhUlatA hAtha, saMketa meM peka kara ke sadguru kyA parama cetanA kA rahasya nahIM pakar3Ate ? aura yaha nirmala smita, kvacit muskAna, kabhI mukta hAsya, paramAtmA ko prApta kiye usakI rasa-mastI ubhara AI hai smita ke rUpa aura isIlie bhAvaka asamaMjasa meM hai ki vaha apanI AMkhoM ko kendrita kahAM kare ? - yadyapi, patA hai ki sadguru kA sampUrNa astitva hI dvAra hai, jahAM se paramAtmA ke sAtha samparka ho sakatA hai / guru-cetanA ke dvArA parama cetanA kA sparza / sadguru haiM dvAra, vAtAyana, khir3akI / - eka dvAra kI yA eka khir3akI kI pahacAna kyA ho sakatI hai ? zIzama kA yA sevana kA lakar3A kAma meM liyA ho vaha khir3akI, aisI koI vyAkhyA nahIM ho sakatI / chata ke nIce aura dIvAroM ke madhya hama hoM taba asIma avakAza ke sAtha jisake dvArA saMbaddha ho sakeM vaha khir3akI / sadguru hamAre lie eka mAtra khir3akI haiM prabhu ke sAtha saMbaddha hone kI; nainoM ke dvArA, aMga
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________________ bhaMgimA ke dvArA, smita ke dvArA, upaniSadoM ke dvArA / I 'lalita vistarA' tulya bhakti kI prabalatama UMcAI kA grantha ho aura jisakI pratyeka paMkti ko anubhavI puruSa kholate hoM taba bhAvakoM ke lie to utsava-utsava ho jAye / parantu pahale kahA usa taraha sAhabajI ko dekhane jAte hue sunanA cUka gaye vyaktiyoM ke lie aura isa bhakti parva ko cUka gaye vyaktiyoM ke lie hai prastuta pustaka / pustaka ke pratyeka pRSTha para athavA yoM kaheM ki usakI pratyeka paMkti meM hai parama priya kI rasamaya bAteM / eka gaMgA baha rahI hai aura Apa usake taTa para baiTha kara usake sumadhura jala kA AsvAdana kara rahe haiN| eka anubhava / Apa AcArya bhagavaMta kI uMgalI pakar3akara prabhu kI dizA kI ora jA rahe haiN| vaisA pratIta hotA hai... anubhava... jo Apako sarAbora kara de| par3hane kA krama aisA rahegA / do-cAra paMktiyAM athavA ekaAdha pRSTha par3hA gayA / aba netra baMdha haiM / Apa una zabdoM ke dvArA svayaM ko bharA jAtA, badalatA anubhava karate haiN| yahAM par3hane kA alpa hogA, anubhava karane kA adhika rahegA / ___ kavi manoja khaMDeriyA kI kAvya-paMktiyAM hama gunagunAte hoMge - 'mane sadbhAgya ke zabdo malyA, tAre mulaka jAvA / ' anyathA to kevala apane caraNoM para bharosA rakhakara caleM to yuga vyatIta ho jAyeM aura prabhu kA pradeza utanA hI dUra ho / prabhu ke pradeza kI ora le jAne vAle sazakta zabdoM se sabhara pustaka Apake hAthoM meM hai| aba Apa haiM aura yaha pustaka hai| maiM bIca meM se bidA letA hUM / Apa baheM ina zabdoM meM, DUbeM / - AcArya yazovijayasUri AcAryazrI OMkArasUri ArAdhanA bhavana, vAvapathaka vADI, dazA poravAla sosAyaTI, ahamadAbAda. poSa zuklA 5, vi. saMvat 2057
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________________ TA RER sampAdakIya (gujarAtI prathama AvRtti meM se) / mRtyu ke bAda to aneka vyakti mahAn bana jAte haiM yA dantakathA rUpa ho jAte haiM, parantu katipaya vyakti to jIvita avasthA meM hI dantakathA ke rUpa meM ho jAte haiM, ve jaga-battIsI para gAye jAte KRISHALALA Tal ma mAnavajAti itanI abhimAnI hotI hai ki vaha kisI vidyamAna vyakti ke guNa dekha nahIM sakatI / hAM, mRtyu ke bAda avazya kadara karegI, guNAnuvAda bhI avazya karegI, parantu jIvita vyakti kI nhiiN| manaSyu ke do kArya haiM - jIvita vyakti kI nindA karanA aura mRta vyakti kI prazaMsA karanA / 'maraNAntAni vairANi / ' (vaira mRtyu taka hI rahatA hai) isIlie hI zAyada kahA gayA hogA / yA parantu isameM apavAda hai : adhyAtmayogI pUjya gurudeva AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, jo svayaM kI vidyamAnatA meM hI dantakathA rUpa bana gaye haiM, logoM ke dvArA apUrva pUjyatA prApta kiye hue haiN| 4 pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayaratnasundarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ne pUjyazrI ke lie sUrata-navasArI Adi sthAnoM para kahe gaye zabda Aja bhI mana meM gUMja rahe haiM / 'pUjyazrI meM pAtratA-vaibhava, punya-vaibhava aura prajJA-vaibhava - ina tInoM kA utkRSTa rUpa meM subhaga samanvaya ho cukA hai, jo kabhI kabhI hI, kucha hI vyaktiyoM meM dekhane ko milatI virala ghaTanA hai / / - hamArA durbhAgya hai ki vidyamAna vyakti kI hama kadara kara nahIM sakate / samakAlIna vyakti kI kadara atyanta hI kama dekhane ko milatI hai / utkRSTa zuddhi evaM utkRSTa punya ke svAmI mahApuruSa hamAre bIca baiThe hai jo hamArA ahobhAgya hai / ' pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayahemaratnasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ne thANA, muluNDa Adi sthAnoM para kahA thA, 'vaktRtva, vidvattA Adi zakti ke kAraNa mAnava-medanI ekatrita hotI ho, aise vyakti aneka dekhe, parantu viziSTa prakAra kI vaktRtva zakti ke binA ekamAtra prabhu-bhakti ke prabhAva se logoM meM chA jAnevAlI yahI vibhUti dekhane ko milii| jinake darzanArtha loga tIna-tIna, cAra-cAra ghaMToM taka katAra F AARA
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________________ meM lage raheM, yaha prathama bAra dekhane ko milA / ' ___ zreNikabhAI apane vaktavyoM meM aneka bAra kahate haiM, 'mujhe jaina dharma meM praveza karAnevAle ye pUjyazrI haiM / pUjyazrI kI nizrA meM prathama bAra vi.saM. 2039 meM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa kiyA / pUjyazrI ke pAsa nau tattvoM Adi ke pATha sIkhane ko mile, jo mere jIvana kA dhanyatama avasara thA / ' aise to aneka avataraNa diye jA sakate haiM jo yahAM denA sambhava nahIM hai / nirmala evaM niSkapaTa hRdaya se kI jAnevAlI bhagavAna kI bhakti kA kyA prabhAva ho sakatA hai ? isakA uttama udAharaNa pUjyazrI haiN| pUjyazrI sahI artha meM paramAtmA ke parama bhakta haiM, jinakI cetanA nirantara parama-cetanA ko milane ke lie tarasa rahI haiM, jinake upayoga meM nirantara (nIMda meM bhI) prabhu ramaNa kara rahe haiM, jo sarvatra prabhu ko dekha rahe haiM / AnaMdaghanajI, yazovijayajI, devacandrajI yA cidAnaMdajI Adi prabhu bhakta mahAtmAoM ko to hamane dekhe nahIM haiM parantu ye prabhu-bhakta mahAtmA to Aja hamAre bIca haiM, yaha hamArA alpa punya nahIM hai| prabhu-bhakta kaisA hotA hai ? usake lakSaNa gItA meM uttama prakAra se batAye haiM - samasta jIvoM kA adveSI, mitra, sabake prati karuNAmaya, nirmama, nirahaMkAra, sukha-duHkha meM samAna vRtti vAlA, jisase loga Ube nahIM aura jo logoM se Ube nahIM, harSa-zoka-bhaya evaM udvegarahita, nirapekSa, pavitra, dakSa, udAsIna, prema-ghRNAse pare rahanevAlA, vyathA-rahita, samasta ArambhoM kA parityAga karane vAlA, prasanna yA aprasanna nahIM hone vAlA, zoka yA icchA nahIM karane vAlA, zubhaazubha karmoM kA tyAgI, mitra yA zatru - mAna yA apamAna - ThaNDI yA garmI - tathA sukha-duHkha meM samAna vRtti rakhanevAlA, saMga-rahita, nindA yA stuti meM samAna vRtti dhAraNa karane vAlA, mauna, cAhe jisa padArtha se santuSTa, ghara-rahita, sthira buddhivAlA evaM bhaktimaya vyakti mujhe (zrI kRSNa ko) atyanta hI priya lagatA hai / adveSTA sarvabhUtAnAM maitraH karuNa eva ca / nirmamo nirahaMkAraH, sama-sukha-duHkhaH kSamI // 14 //
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________________ yasmAnnodvijate loko, lokAnnodvijate ca yaH / harSAmarSabhayodvegaiH mukto yaH sa ca me priyaH // 15 // anapekSaH zucirdakSaH udAsIno gatavyathaH / sarvArambhaparityAgI yo madbhaktaH sa me priyaH // 16 // yo na hRSyati na dveSTi, na zocati na kAGkSati / zubhA'zubhaparityAgI, bhaktimAn yaH sa me priyaH // 17 // samaH zatrau ca mitre ca, tathA mAnA'pamAnayoH / zItoSNa-sukha-duHkheSu samaH saGgavivajitaH // 18 // tulyanindAstutiaunI santuSTo yena kenacit / aniketaH sthiramatiH bhaktimAn me priyo naraH // 19 // ye tu dhAmRtamidaM yathoktaM paryupAsate / zraddadhAnA matparamA bhaktAste'tIva me priyAH // 20 // - gItA, adhyAya - 12 bhakta ke prAyaH ye sabhI guNa pUjyazrI meM hameM dRSTigocara hoNge| aise prabhu-bhakta ke zrImukha se nikale hue udgAra kitane mahattvapUrNa hoMge? pUrva prakAzita do pustakoM ke abhiprAyoM se isakA dhyAna AtA hai| / isa pustaka kA Amukha likhanevAle pravacana-prabhAvaka, yogamArga ke rasika pUjya AcAryazrI yazovijayasUrijI mahArAja, pravacanaprabhAvaka bandhu yugala pUjya AcAryazrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI ma., pUjya AcArya zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ma. se hama anugRhIta haiM / - ina tInoM prakAzanoM ke sambandha meM mUlyavAn mArga-darzana-dAtA vidvadvarya pUjya paMnyAsa pravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara ke hama RNI haiN| isa avataraNa-sampAdana ke kArya meM kahIM bhI pUjyazrI ke Azaya ke viruddha Alekhana huA ho to micchAmi dukkaDaM kI yAcanA karate haiN| anya do pustakoM kI taraha isa pustaka ko bhI jijJAsu pAThakagaNa Antarika bhAvanA se pasanda kareMge aura lAbhAnvita hoMge aisI zraddhA rakhate haiN| - paMnyAsa mukticandravijaya gaNi - gaNi municandravijaya
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________________ .125 cccc 30000 .....40 sahAyakoM ko dhanyavAda... // zrI jaina tapAgaccha dharmazAlA, phalodI.......... .......... 625 zrI phalodI cAturmAsa-vyavasthA samiti, phalodI (jJAnadravya) us kavaralAla cerITebala TrasTa, cennaI ..... ............125 II M. M. Exporters (ha. : rameza muthA, cennai)..... us kalApUrNa jaina ArAdhaka maMDala, cennai ......... ............ ...50 us kocara TeSTAilsa, phalodI, cennai ............. // esa. devarAjajI, cennai............. Is jatanAbAI pArasamalajI lukkar3a....... us sva. zrImatI caMpAbAI __(W/o. zrI muralIdharajI mAlU, cennaI - dhobIpeTa, phalodI). 40 OM sva. zrImatI pAnIbAI (W/o. zrI udayarAjajI barar3iyA, cennaI - TI.nagara, phalodI)40 // zrImAn kalyANamalajI hIrAlAlajI vaida, cennai, phalodI... 40 Is cennai - hastinApura yAtrika saMgha, cennai .............. // sAdharmika baMdhu, cennai... .............. us giradhArIlAlajI kocara, cennai............. .............. us B. E jasarAja lukkar3a enDa sansa, mannAraguDI, phalodI (sva. pU. A. zrI kI nizrA meM 121 pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIoM ke sAtha zatrujaya Dema se zatrujaya ke cha'rI pAlaka saMgha (19-5-2000 se 24-5-2000) kI smRti meM) ........ 25 sujAnamalajI azokakumArajI lukkar3a, cennai-phalodI....... 25 // saMtoSajI sonI.............. ................. 12 kaccha vAgar3a dezoddhAraka adhyAtmayogI pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kA vi.saM. 2057 kA aMtima cAturmAsa janmabhUmi phalodI meM huA / pUjyazrI ke asIma upakAroM ko hama kabhI bhUla nahIM sakate / pUjyazrI sadA ke lie apanI amRtamaya tattva-vANI se upakAra kara hI rahe hai| calo, pAna kareM amRta-vANI kA... ina pustakoM ke mAdhyama se /
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________________ vivArIya sAmrAviDa UGNI - pAlItANA,
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________________ zrIniI dvAthIDha ge=Na Gii] 1 = 1@@@@@ zu rAzi [[lIlIthI10
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________________ paMnyAsa-gaNi-puNa-pradAna tathA 14 dIkSA prasaMga
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________________ manapharA - (kaccha - vAgar3a ) jinAlaya raa juukaal bhUkaMpa ke bAda pUrNarUpa se dhvasta usI jinAlaya kI tasvIra / aise saiMkar3oM gAMva, maMdira Adi kaccha - gujarAta meM dhvasta ho gaye hai / bhUkaMpa : di. 26-1-2001, mAgha suda-2, zukravAra, subaha : 8-45
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________________ TORIA phalodI, vi.saM. 2010 19-7-2000, budhavAra zrA. kRSNA -3 khImaIbena dharmazAlA, caMpAbena cAMpazI hola, pAlItAnA * grantha : lalita vistarA praNamya bhuvanAlokaM, mahAvIraM jinottamam / caityavandana-sUtrasya, vyAkhyeyamabhidhIyate // * Aja jisa "lalita vistarA' grantha kA prArambha ho rahA hai, jisake kartA zrI haribhadrasUrijI haiM, jinheM anya darzanavAle bhI yogAcArya ke rUpa meM jAnate haiM / unhoMne yadi kalama nahIM calAI hotI to hama yoga se anajAna hote / 'yoga athavA dhyAna jainoM kA viSaya nahIM haiM' aise anyadarzana vAloM ke AkSepoM kA unhoMne Thosa uttara diyA hai / jaina paramparA meM yoga kisa prakAra bunA huA hai yaha unhoMne samajhAyA / dhyAna aura samAdhi ke sUcaka yoga (mana, vacana, kAyA kA sUcaka yoga zabda nahIM) zabda kI unhoMne vyAkhyA kI - (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30000000000000 000000 1)
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________________ 'mukkheNa joyaNAo jogo savvovi dhammavAvAro / ' yogaviMzikA hamAre Ayojita hone vAle anuSThAna mahAn yoga haiM, kyoMki ve mokSa ke sAtha jor3ate haiM / 'mokSa ke sAtha jor3ane vAle yoga hote haiM / ' isa prakAra kI yoga kI vyAkhyA se ajaina loga bhI cakita ho jAte haiM / isa vyAkhyA kA kauna inakAra kara sakatA hai ? pataMjali kI vyAkhyA ('yogazcittavRtti nirodhaH ) meM zubha vRtti kA bhI nirodha ho gayA hai, ataH doSa hai / - * kisI bhI zakti kA parimita upayoga honA cAhiye / zakti naSTa na hoM / Aja aise aneka vaktA haiM jo yuvAvasthA meM atyanta hI joza se bole the / vRddhAvasthA Ane para pazcAttApa karate haiM / yoga hameM santulita jIvana sikhAtA hai / * dhyAna karane kI vastu nahIM hai / dhyAna ke liye bhUmikA utpanna karanI hai / bhUmikA taiyAra hone para dhyAna anAyAsa hI utpanna ho jaayegaa| dhyAna ke lie alaga prayatna karane kI adhika AvazyakatA nahIM hai / Apa kevala bhUmikA banAyeM, citta ko darpaNa tulya banAyeM / prabhu rUpa candramA svayaM camakeMge / * caityavandana mahAn yoga hai, jisameM samasta yogoM kA samAveza hai / isI lie saMskRta Adi sikhAne se pUrva caityavandana Adi bhASya sikhAye jAte haiM / jo vyakti yaha sIkhe binA hI nyAya Adi ke adhyayana meM lage unameM se aneka usa mUrkha naiyAyika jaise bane ki jo AdhAratA kI, AdheyatA kI jAMca karane ke lie ghI kA varttana hI ulTA kara dete haiM / 4 * haMsa evaM parama haMsa nAmaka ziSya muni kI akAla mRtyu se vicalita ho gaye the / unheM (haribhadrasUrijI ko) kisI ne kahA 'Apa ziSyoM kI bAta chor3a deM, granthoM kA sRjana kareM / Apake bhItara yaha zakti hai to use prakaTa kareM / isake dvArA mahAna upakAra hogA / tatpazcAt ve grantha-sRjana ke pIche aise laga gaye ki jIvana ke anta taka pIche mur3akara dekhA nahIM / 1444 granthoM kI racanA karake hI ruke / 2OOOO - OM kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ pU. haribhadrasUrijI kI bhASA atyanta hI saMkSipta hai / saMkSepa ruci vAle jIvoM ko vaha atyanta pasanda AyegI / unake saMkSipta vAkya atyanta hI gambhIra hote haiN| kisI bhI sUtra ke aidaMparya artha taka unakI prajJA pahuMcatI thI / * kAla hIyamAna hai / buddhi, bala Adi kama hote pratIta hote haiM / paccIsa varSa pUrva ghI, anAja Adi meM jo miThAsa, svAda thA vaha Aja hai ? kyA vaha bala Aja hai ? aise patanonmukha kAla ko khyAla meM rakhakara hI mahApuruSoM ne sarala kRtiyoM kI racanA kI hai| haribhadrasUrijI kI bhI TIkA kaThina lagane lagI taba municaMdrasUrijI jaisoM ne usa para paMjhikA banAI hai / ina granthakAroM para bhI bahumAna rakhanA / bahumAna hogA to hI unakI kRtiyoM kA rahasya samajha meM AyegA / * 'lalita vistarA' grantha sarva prathama ber3A meM jaba pU.paM.zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ke pAsa the taba vyAkhyAna meM par3hA thA / atyanta hI Ananda aayaa| usake bAda cAra-pAMca bAra par3hA / phira to caityavandana pUrA na ho, aisA Ananda AtA hai kyoMki usake artha yAda Ate sthAna (mudrA) yoga adhika kaThina nahIM hai| kucha prayatna karoge to usakA abhyAsa ho jAyegA, parantu mana kA upayoga sUtra meM rahatA hai / sUtra se vAcya bhagavAna meM rahatA hai / yaha mahattva kI bAta mana ko bhagavAna meM jor3anA hI bar3I bAta hai / ___Apa apane Apa guNoM kI prApti nahIM kara sakate / Apako prabhu ke sAtha anusandhAna karanA hI par3atA hai, prabhu ananta guNoM ke sAgara haiM / unake sAtha anusandhAna hote hI unake guNa hamAre bhItara Ane lagate haiM / apane zarIra meM bijalI praviSTa hote hI kaisA jhaTakA lagatA hai ? yadi usakI mAraka-zakti kArya kara sakatI ho to bhagavAna kI tAraka-zakti kyoM na kArya kare ? parantu hamane bhagavAna ke sAtha sambandha jor3A nahIM hai, isIlie to bhagavAna kI mahimA samajhe nahIM haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6000000 somwww6 3)
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________________ ye bhagavAna to dAdA haiM, karuNA ke sAgara haiM / pitA to thappar3a bhI lagA deM, parantu 'dAdA' to pautra ko goda meM hI biThAte haiM / hama yahAM AdinAtha bhagavAna ko dAdA hI kahate haiM na ? / * aise bhagavAna kI AzAtanA saMsAra bar3hAtI hai, parantu unakI bhakti saMsAra se pAra lagAtI hai / * aise bhagavAna ko yAda kiye binA, unakA caityavandana kiye binA Apa paccakkhANa bhI pAra nahIM sakate, AhAra bhI grahaNa nahIM kara sakate / una bhagavAna kI mahimA kitanI ? parantu hama yaha samajhane ke lie kadApi taiyAra nahIM haiM / * maiM to yahAM taka kahUMgA ki yaha saMsAra tarane ke lie bhAvita kiyA huA eka zloka hI paryApta hai| hama saba kI vRddhAvasthA kabhI na kabhI to AyegI hii| kabhI to yaha saba bhUla hI jAyeMge, taba bhAvita kiyA huA eka zloka hI kAma AyegA / isI artha meM hI upA. yazovijayajI ne kahA hai - nirvANapadamapyekaM, bhAvyate yanmuhurmuhuH / Apa caityavandana to karate hI haiM, paccakkhANa pArate hI haiM, pratikramaNa Adi kriyA karate hI haiM, vyavasthA hI aisI hai ki karanA hI paDatA hai| aba isa kriyA meM upayoga jor3o to ApakA jAtA hai kyA ? samaya to vaise hI jAne vAlA hI hai| kevala ApakA upayoga vahAM jor3ane kI AvazyakatA hai / hama mana ko vahAM kyoM nahIM jor3ate ? kyA adhika kaSTa hotA hai ? hAM, vahAM mana ko kaSTa hotA hai| vahAM mAnasika vIrya kI AvazyakatA par3atI hai| zArIrika vIrya kI taraha mAnasika vIrya bhI cAhiye, to hI sUtroM Adi meM mana lagA sakate haiM / zArIrika vyAyAma meM zArIrika kaSTa hotA hai, usa prakAra mAnasika vyAyAma meM bhI bhinna prakAra kA kaSTa par3atA hai / * siddharSi gaNi bauddha-darzana kA adhyayana karane ke lie gaye the / vahAM jAkara ve vicalita ho gaye / Aja bhI aisA hotA hai| vipazyanA kI 11 dinoM kI zivira karake AtmAnubhUti ho jAne kA dAvA karane vAle kama nahIM haiM / aise aneka vyakti AtmAnubhUti ke bhrama meM pUjA Adi saba chor3akara patha-bhraSTa hote haiN| (40moooooooooose kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ * siddharSi ko buddha mahA karuNAmaya pratIta hue / arihaMta kevala vItarAga pratIta hue| Aja bhI aneka vyaktiyoM ko bhagavAna kI vItarAgatA kA khyAla hai, parantu kAruNikatA kA khyAla nahIM hai / aneka vyakti kahate haiM - IsAmasIha dayAlU haiM / ve sabake pApoM kA nAza kara dete haiM / yaha bAta sarvathA mithyA nahIM hai, parantu kisa prakAra pApoM kA nAza hotA hai, yaha ve samajhate nahIM hai / hama bhI mAnate hai - 'eso paMca namukkAro savva pAvappaNAsaNo' hindU loga bhI mAnate hai - sarva dharmAn parityajya mAmekaM zaraNaM vraja / . ahaM tvA sarvapApebhyo, mokSayiSyAmi mA zucaH // - gItA bhagavAna kI zakti ina pApoM kA nAza karate hai / yaha sarva prathama svIkAra karanA par3egA, mAtra apanI zakti nahIM / ikkIsa-ikkIsa vakta taka bauddha-darzana kI ora AkarSita hone vAle siddharSi ko jaina-darzana meM sthira karanevAlA yaha 'lalita vistarA' hai / unhoMne svayaM ne hI upamiti meM kahA hai - _ namo'stu haribhadrAya, tasmai pravarasUraye / madarthaM nirmitA yena, vRttilalitavistarA // isa 'lalita vistarA' para paMjikA ke racayitA zrI municandrasUrijI haiM / municandrasUrijI arthAt vAdidevasUri ke guru / vAdidevasUri ne digambarAcArya kumudacandra ko parAjita kiyA / isI kAraNa se Aja gujarAta meM digambara nahIM dikhAI dete| aise mahAvAdI devasUri ko taiyAra karane vAle municandrasUrijI kaise vidvAna hoMge ? TIkAkAra kahate haiM - gaNadhara racita sUtroM ke sabhI artha, sabhI rahasya kholane kI merI zakti nahIM hai, kyoMki bhagavAna kI vANI meM to ananta artha chipe hote haiM / bar3e-bar3e jJAnI bhI ve artha nahIM batA sakate, kyoMki vANI kramabaddha bolI jA sakatI hai, AyuSya maryAdita hotA hai / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 Goooooooooooooas 5)
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________________ Prion yAdA | S 9446 354ese A AS pravacana pharamAte hue pUjyazrI womens Cop 20-7-2000, guruvAra zrA. kRSNA -4 sAmUhika vAcanA (samasta samudAyoM ke pUjyoM kA Agamana) * moharAjA ke AkramaNoM se trasta saMsAra meM bhaTakate hamako kaise mArga milatA yadi bhagavAna ne tIrtha kI sthApanA karake mArga nahIM batAyA hotA ? davAI nahIM hotI to rogI kA kyA hotA? yaha zAsana nahIM hotA to hamArA kyA hotA ? hama sabhI rogI haiN| yaha zAsana usakI auSadhi hai| dhanvaMtari vaidya kI apekSA bhI bhagavAna mahAn vaidya haiM, kyoMki Antara roga kI auSadhi dhanvaMtari vaidya ke pAsa bhI nahIM hai / isa bhAva auSadhi se bhAva Arogya prApta hotA hai / gaNadhara aise Arogya ke lie hI bhagavAna ke samakSa prArthanA karate haiM / 'Arugga bohilAbhaM' - logassa * darpaNa kI icchA ho yA na ho parantu vaha yadi svaccha ho to pratibimba par3egA hI / hamArA mana svaccha bana jAye to bhagavAna
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________________ kA pratibimba par3egA hI / citta ko nirmala banAyeM / bhagavAna Apake citta meM praviSTa hone ke lie kabhI ke utsuka haiM / * aise zAsana kI tathA aisI siddhagiri kI bhUmi kI sparzanA kI prApti kitanA bhArI punyodaya hai ? yaha to ananta siddhoM kI bhUmi hai / ananta siddhoM kI hama para chatrachAyA hai, jo nirantara hameM upara khIMca rahe haiM / zItalatA prApta karane ke lie jisa prakAra manuSya zItala chAyA meM Ate haiM, pyAU ke samIpa Ate haiM, usa prakAra hama isa tIrtha sthAna para Aye haiM / yahAM sabhI ekatrita hue haiM una sabakI eka hI bhAvanA hai - Atma kalyANakArI sAdhanA karanA / kucha samaya pUrva samasta mahAtmAoM ne vicAra kiyA thA ki sAmUhika vAcanA kA Ayojana kyoM na kiyA jAye ? usa kAraNa se hI yaha Ayojana huA hai / saMgha ko bhI hamase bhArI apekSA hai / kisI ke pAsa saMgaThana kI zakti ho athavA kisI ke pAsa pravacana-lekhana Adi kI zakti ho, jise yahAM lagAnI hai, zAsana ke lie lagAnI hai / hama sabhI kA kartavya hai ki jo milA hai vaha apanI bhAvI pIDhI ko deM / viniyoga ke binA guNa-sAnubandha nahIM banatA, bhavAntara meM sAtha nahIM calatA, aisA haribhadrasUrijIne kahA hai / / gRhasthoM ke lie vyAkhyAna cAlu hai, parantu hamAre (sAdhuoM) ke lie kyA ? isalie isa vAcanA kA Ayojana huA hai / yahAM cAturmAsa rahe hue lagabhaga sabhI mahAtmA eka vicAra vAle haiM, paraspara sahayoga dene vAle haiM / sAmUhika vyAkhyAna Ayojita karane kA nizcaya huA / viSaya kyA rakhA jAye ? taba maiMne kahA : sarva prathama 'maitrI' rakho, usake bAda 'bhakti' rakheMge / parantu sarva prathama jo kahe vaha jIvana meM honA cAhiye / jAnakArI to par3hakara bhI prApta kI jA sakatI hai, parantu jaba taka vaha par3hA huA hamAre jIvana meM utarA huA nahIM ho, taba taka vyAkhyAna meM kahI gaI bAta meM dama nahIM hotA / ataH use bhAvita banAyeM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30000000ooooooooooooo 7)
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________________ cAhe jitanA mahAna vidvAna paNDita ho, parantu jaba taka vaha bhAvanAoM se bhAvita nahIM banatA, taba taka vaha moha ke AkramaNa se baca nahIM sakatA / isIlie bhAvanAoM ko dharma-vRkSa kA mUla kahA hai / hama saba tIsare Avazyaka ke kAussagga meM jo gAthA bolate haiM - "sayaNAsaNanna-pANe ceia jai sijjakAya-uccAre / samii bhAvaNA gutti, vitahAyaraNe a aiAro // ' jJAniyoM ko hamAre prati parama dayA hai| ve satata icchA karate haiM ki hama kisa prakAra nirmala raheM ? isa gAthA meM samiti ke sAtha bhAvanA AI ki nahIM ? bhAvanA atyanta gaharA zabda hai / 'zAnta sudhArasa' grantha kA prathama zloka hI dekheM / Apako usakI mahimA jJAta hogI / sarvottama sAdhaka sAdhu hai / yadi vaha Atma-sAdhanA nahIM kare to anya kauna karegA ? yaha lakSya to honA hI cAhiye / isake lie bhAvanA Avazyaka haiM, kyA yaha lagatA hai ? jisa dina bhAvanA na bhAyeM usa dina aparAdhI hoM, aisA lagatA hai ? uparyukta gAthA meM Apa dekhate haiM - bhAvanA nahIM bhAne se aticAra lagatA hai / do-tIna varSoM taka pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ke pAsa rahane kA avasara AyA / aneka bAra ve kahate - 'sampUrNa AgamoM ko sUtra, artha tadubhaya se bhAvita banAne kI to zakti nahIM hai, parantu eka 'navakAra' ko acchI taraha pakar3a lUM to bhI paryApta hai| isIlie maiMne navakAra pakar3A / unakI bAtoM se samajha meM AyA ki hama dhUmadhAma meM par3a gaye / yaha mahattva kI vastu chUTa gaI / mana sthira nahIM rahane se kadAcit dhyAna nahIM ho sake, parantu bhAvanA to bhA sakate haiM na ? yadyapi dhyAna bhI dhyAne kI vastu hai / isIlie aticAra meM hama bolate haiM - ___ 'Artta-raudra dhyAna dhyAyA, dharma dhyAna-zukla dhyAna dhyAyA nahIM' pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. - vyAkhyAna meM dharma-dhyAna A hI gayA na ? pUjyazrI - A jAye to balihArI hai ! unheM namaskAra, parantu A jAtA hai, aisA Apako lagatA hai ? (8ooooomness kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ cAra bhAvanAoM meM bhI mukhya maitrI bhAvanA hai| zAstroM meM yaha kahAM AtA hai, yaha na pUche / 'khAmemi savvajIve / ' kyA nitya nahIM bolate ? kyA yaha zAstra nahIM hai ? dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya Adi dravya ke rUpa meM eka haiM, usa prakAra jIvAstikAya bhI eka hI dravya (jIva ananta hote hue bhI) hai, isa taraha 'bhagavatI' meM ullekha hai / ___ yahAM dekheM, jIvAstikAya meM nigoda se lagA kara siddhoM ke samasta jIvoM kA saMgraha ho cukA hai / eka bhI jIva bAkI nahIM hai| 'jIvAstikAya ananta pradezI hai' yaha par3hakara tanika zaMkA huI ki kahIM azuddha to nahIM hai ? parantu bAda meM dhyAna AyA ki 'are ! yaha to samasta jIvoM kI bAta hai / samasta jIva ananta hoM to unake pradeza bhI ananta hI hoMge na ? jIvAstikAya dravya se eka, kSetra se lokavyApI, kAlase sarvadA sadA hai aura rhegaa| pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI kahate, 'upayogo lakSaNam' yaha svarUpa darzaka lakSaNa hai / 'parasparopagrahojIvAnAm' yaha sUtra jIva kA sambandha darzaka lakSaNa hai / "eka dUsare ke binA jI nahIM sakate' yaha batAne vAlA yaha lakSaNa hai / Apa dUsaroM ko apane samAna samajhate nahIM haiM, jAna kara unakI rakSA karane kA prayatna karate nahIM, taba taka mokSa nahIM milegA, bhale cAhe jitanA dhyAna dharo / pahale hRdaya meM sabhI jIvoM ke prati maitrI cAhiye / * Aja taka bhagavatI kA pATha calatA thA / mahAtmA ne pUchA, 'abhI sAmUhika vAcanA hogI taba kyA bolanA ? kyA usakI cintA nahIM hai ?' maiMne kahA, 'ye bhagavAna jaisA bulavAyeMge, vaisA boluuNgaa|' (sAmane hI bhagavAna kA citra thA, usa ora dekhakara kahA / ) ahaMkAra na Aye ataH bhagavAna ko nirantara sAmane rakheM / * 'dharma dhyAna, zukla dhyAna na dhyAyA' yaha aticAra kaba lagatA hai ? dharma dhyAna, zukla dhyAna dhyAne kA vidhAna ho taba hI na? isa aticAra ke vAkya se bhI nizcita hotA hai ki dhyAna dainika dhoraNa se honA cAhiye / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 9)
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________________ * 'mujhe dIkSA lenI hai, parantu usake sAtha zatrutA hai vaha maiM chor3anevAlA nahIM huuN|' yadi aisA koI vyakti kahe to kRpayA use dIkSita na kareM / jo dUsaroM ke sAtha zatrutA rakhatA hai vaha kyA Apake sAtha nahIM rakhegA ? dIrghakAla taka calanevAlA eka bhI jIva ke sAtha vairabhAva anantAnubandhIkaSAya kI sUcanA hai / dIkSA lI taba sAmAyika kI pratijJA lI thI / sAmAyika se kyA tAtparya hai ? samasta jIvoM ke sAtha upazamabhAva / isake binA sAmAyika kaise AyegI? isake binA saMyama kA pAlana sambhava hI nahIM hai / 'sAmAyika' zabda aneka viziSTa arthoM se paripUrNa hai| zruta - samyak - cAritra - ye tInoM sAmAyika eka sAmAyika zabda se abhivyakta hote haiM / sAma, samma evaM sama - ye tIna prakAra kI sAmAyika isameM haiM / * . bhagavAna ke sAtha do prakAra kI (ezvaryopAsanA evaM mAdhuryopAsanA) upAsanA meM bhagavAna ke sAtha jur3Ava mAdhuryopAsanA se hI hotA hai / mAtA-pitA-bhAI-bandhu Adi samasta sambandhoM kA Aropa bhagavAna meM karane se hI mAdhuryopAsanA utpanna hotI * 'maiM jayaNA nahIM rakhU to merA hI vadha hogA / ' aisA bhAva rakha kara samasta jIvoM ke sAtha ekatA rakhanI hai / 'AcArAMga' meM ullekha hai - 'tumaMsi nAma sacceva jaM haMtavvaMti mannasi / ' 'jise tU mAratA hai vaha tU hI hai / ' Age jAkara siddhoM ke sAtha bhI ekatA rakhanI hai / jIvAstikAya padArtha ko isa sandarbha meM samajhanA hai / mAtra jAnane ke lie jAnanA nahIM hai / chaHoM jIvanikAya kA jJAna na ho, una para karuNA utpanna na ho, unakI jayaNA jIvana meM na Aye taba taka sAdhu-jIvana kaisA? isIlie to 'dazavaikAlika' ke cAra adhyayana (jinameM cauthA adhyayana cha: jIvanikAya haiM) par3hane anivArya haiM / isake binA bar3I dIkSA nahIM hotI / anantapradezI jIvAstikAya meM eka pradeza bhI kama ho taba taka jIvAstikAya nahIM kahalAtA / eka pradeza ko bhI pIr3A hotI ho to vaha apanI hI pIr3A samajhanI hai / (1000wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ dhurandharavijayajI ma. : 'samii bhAvaNA guttI' yahAM madhya meM bhAvanA kaise ghusa gaI ? uttara : bhAvanA ke binA gupti A nahIM sakatI yaha batAne ke lie yaha krama batAyA hai / * jayaNA ke binA muni-jIvana nahIM hotA / makkhI mArane kI na chUTa sake aisI AdatavAle eka pravrajita vyakti ko utpravrajita kiyA gayA / yaha ghaTanA banI huI hai / - yadi cha: jIvanikAya kI dayA na ho to hamameM aura bhikhArI meM koI antara nahIM hai / _ 'nirdaya hRdaya chaH kAyamAM, je muni veSe pravarte re; gRhi-yati liMga thI bAhirA, te nirdhana gati varte re...' - upA. yazovijayajI ma. * karaNa kA artha sAdhana bhI hotA hai| vyAkaraNa meM AtA hai : sAdhakatamaM karaNam / yaha artha yahAM nahIM lenA hai, kintu yahAM karaNa yAne vIryollAsa / usa vakta aisA vIryollAsa prabala hotA hai ki karmoM kA nAza jAye / karaNa arthAt samAdhi / apUrva bhAvoM se utpanna isa dazA ke binA karma kaTate nahIM haiM, granthi kA bhedana nahIM hotA / * sAta prakAra ke adhyAtma meM 'devavaMdana' Adi ko bhI adhyAtma mAnA hai| adhyAtma aura bhAvanA meM antara kyA ? inhIM padArthoM ko punaH punaH bhAvita banAne se bhAvanA AtI hai / tatpazcAt dhyAna AtA hai| cintA - bhAvanApUrvakaH sthirAdhyavasAyaH dhyAnam // - 'dhyAna-vicAra' cintA meM - sampUrNa dvAdazAMgI; ciMtanAtmaka zrutajJAna / bhAvanA meM darzana - cAritra, vairAgya, arthAt bhAvanAtmaka paMcAcAra kA pAlana / ye donoM hoM to dhyAna AyegA hI / ye samasta padArtha Apake samakSa rakhe haiM, cintana kareM, bhAvita kareM / Apa saba mujhase bhI adhika zreSTha vaktA haiM / isa vakhta Aye haiM usa prakAra punaH punaH AyeM / AcAryazrI yazovijayasUrijI dasa minaTa taka kucha kaheMge / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300mmonsomwwwmoon 11)
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________________ maiM to vahAM sunane ke lie A nahIM sakatA / isa bahAne mujhe sunane ko milegA / pU. yazovijayasUrijI : upA. yazovijayajI ne adhyAtmopaniSad meM jIvana ko sparza karane vAlI eka bAta kahI hai ' tenAtmadarzanAkAMkSI jJAnenAntarmukho bhavet / ' sAdhutA arthAt antarmukhatA kA rAjamArga / zrutajJAna aisA milA hai jo antarmukhatA pradAna karatA hai / * bhaktiyogAcArya padmavijayajI ma. kahate haiM 'Aza dharIne huM paNa Avyo, nija kara pITha thapeTIe / ' padmavijayajI ma. jaise yoM kaheM aura hama vaMcita raha jAyeM ? parantu apanI pasandagI ke bhaktoM ko bhagavAna kisa taraha bAkI rakheM ? prabhu kA sparza adhyAtma evaM bhAvanA ke pazcAt milatA hai / usI dina bhagavAna kA sparza mila gayA / sAyaMkAla meM 'AcArAMga ' par3hate samaya par3hA, 'kitaneka avajJA meM hote haiM, kitaneka AjJA meM nirutsAhI hote haiM; parantu he muni ! tujhe aisA na ho / yaha par3hate-par3hate azrudhArA baha nikalI, mAno bhagavAna ne mujhe yaha upahAra bhejA ! tatpazcAt prabhu ne tamAcA bhI mArA / AcArAMga meM Age par3hA 'esa agutte aNANAe... to tU AjJA se bAhara hai / bhagavAna aise dayAlU haiM, jo kabhI pustaka ke rUpa meM yA kabhI anya rUpa meM kRpAvRSTi karate rahate haiM / hama bhAgyazAlI haiM ki aise (pU. kalApUrNasUrijI ) mahApuruSoM kI nizrA meM hameM zravaNa karane ko milatA hai / - zravaNa karane kI apekSA mahApuruSoM ke orA sarkala meM rahanA bar3I bAta hai / vAvapathaka meM rahatA hUM, phira bhI pUjyazrI ke orA sarkala meM hI rahatA hUM - aisA mujhe lagatA haiM; kyoMki sAdhanA kI UMcAI adhika hotI hai, usa prakAra orA sarkala kA vartula vizAla hotA hai / pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. 'kyA Apa akele hI rahate haiM ?' hama sabhI rahate haiM / mAne usake lie orA sarkala hai / na mAne vaha svayaM usa sarkala se bAhara hai / 12 . wwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri 3
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________________ RAPISTANCIDusad AdhoI, vi.saM. 2027 21-7-2000, zukravAra zrA. kRSNA -5 * bhagavAna kI vANI AgamoM meM Aja bhI yathAvat hai / bhagavAna kI vANI arthAt TimaTimAte dIpaka ! kalikAla ke ghora aMdhakAra meM inake binA calatA nahIM hai / * bhagavAna meM acintya zakti hai, vahI zakti unake nAma meM, mUrti meM aura Agama meM bhI haiM / AgamoM kI vANI atyanta UrjAyukta hai kyoMki vaha bhagavAna dvArA kathita hai / bhagavAna ke prati ananya zraddhApUrvaka par3he to unakI zakti kA anubhava hue binA nahIM rahegA / sAmAnya manuSya kI vANI bhI prabhAva DAlatI hai to bhagavAna kI vANI kyoM na DAle ? * haribhadrasUrijI prArambha meM hI apanI azakti vyakta karate hue kahate haiM ki - bhagavAna kI vANI ke sampUrNa artha (gama, paryAya Adi sahita) kahane meM maiM asamartha hUM, parantu jitane mujhe yAda haiM utane kahUMgA, jo mujhase alpa buddhivAle ke lie avazya upayoga meM AyeMge / adhika buddhimAn vyakti ko to mere jaise kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 60mmoon a masoma 13]
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________________ * yaha to binA zarta ke sunane ko milate haiM ataH itanI saMkhyA meM Ate haiM / yadi sampUrNa pATha pakkA karane kI zarta ho to kitane loga Aoge ? yadyapi maiM to mAnatA hUM ki Apa sabakA upakAra hai / isa prakAra mujhe to lAbha hI hai / merA pATha pakkA hogA / anyathA Aja Agama sunane vAle kitane haiM ? * pUrvAcArya likhane se pUrva iSTadeva, zrutadevatA Adi ko namaskAra karate the tathA durjana ko bhI yAda karate the| ratnAkarAvatArikA ke maMgalAcaraNa ke zloka meM durjanoM ko yAda karane kA kAraNa batAte hue kahA hai ki durjana to upakArI haiM / ye nahIM hoM to bhUla kauna nikAleMge ? * haribhadrasUrijI yahAM do prayojana batAte haiM - anantara evaM parampara / (1) anantara prayojana : vaktAoM kA prayojana jIvoM para anugrh| zrotAoM kA prayojana artha - bodha / __ apanA kArya siddha hone ke pazcAt vaise hI baiThe nahIM rahanA hai, dUsaroM ko denA hai / dukAna meM koI grAhaka nahIM Aye to vyApArI vijJApana Adi karatA hai, usa prakAra Apake pAsa koI zrotA na AyeM to kyA koI prayatna kareMge ? siddharSi gaNi ne upamiti meM spaSTa likhA hai - 'mere jaise bekAra vyApArI ke pAsa kaunasA grAhaka mAla lene AtA hai| mere jaise ke pAsa AnevAle ko apanI pratiSThA kama hotI pratIta hotI hai / ataH maiMne to lakar3I kI peTI meM uttama padArtha DAla kara vaha peTI bAjAra ke madhya meM rakha dI hai| jise cAhiye vaha le jAye / / dUsaroM ko samajhAte hue, 'merA kucha nahIM hotA, mere lie kucha karatA nahIM hai / ' aisA vicAra Aye to samajheM, abhI sva-para kA bheda gayA nahIM hai| yahAM kauna parAyA hai ? hama sabhI eka DAla ke pakSI haiM / sva-para ke bheda vidyamAna haiM isakA artha yahI hai ki apanI cetanA abhI vizAla nahI banI / (14 as soon as soon as an ass kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ eka bAra pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ne kahA thA - 'Apa 'upayogI lakSaNam' para likhate haiM, parantu 'parasparopagraho jIvAnAm / ' isa para likhane kI icchA kyoM nahIM hotI ?' paropakAra kA padArtha usameM se hI milegA / acchA ApakA janma kaba huA ? maiMne kahA, 'vi. saMvat 1980 meM merA janma huA thA / ' 'to ApakA doSa nahIM hai / kAla hI aisA hai| prathama vizva yuddha ke pazcAt ApakA janma huA hai / tatpazcAt manuSyoM meM svArthavRtti atyanta hI bar3ha gaI hai| usase pUrva paropakAra sahaja rUpa meM jIvana meM bunA huA thA / ' pU. paMnyAsajI ne kahA / jaba nagInadAsa karamacaMda kA saMgha kaccha meM AyA taba loga sAmane calakara muphta meM ghI, dUdha, dahIM Adi dene Aye the / kyA Aja aisI vRtti hai ? dUdha to ThIka, Aja chAsa bhI koI muphta meM nahIM detA / Aja to pAnI bhI becA jAtA hai / * (2) parampara prayojana : zrotA evaM vaktA donoM kA parampara prayojana mozra-prApti hai| prazna : caityavandana hI nirarthaka hai| Apa namutthuNaM boleM, cIkho, zora macAo jisase kyA ApakA mokSa ho jAyegA ? kyA mokSa itanA sastA hai ? uttara : prakRSTa zubha adhyavasAya kA kAraNa hone se caityavandana vyartha nahIM hai / zubha-adhvavasAya sadgati evaM siddhigati kA parama kAraNa hai / isake dvArA granthakAra batAte haiM ki caityavandana Adi kiyA zubha bhAva pUrvaka karanI cAhiye / hamameM se aneka guruvandana athavA caityavandana isa prakAra karate haiM mAno begAra nikAlate hoM / isa prakAra caityavandana saphala kaise ho ? zubha adhyavasAya pUrvaka caityavandana karanA arthAt karmoM kI chAvanI para 'eTama bama' rakhanA / caityavandana se sarva prathama samyagdarzana milatA hai| samyagdarzana Ate hI jJAna samyagjJAna bana jAtA hai, aura cAritra samyak cAritra bana jAtA hai| dIkSA grahaNa karate samaya rajoharaNa pradAna karane se pUrva isIlie caityavandana Adi kriyA karAI jAtI hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3nsmommmmmmmmmmmmmms 15)
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________________ * AyA huA muhUrtta nahIM liyA jA sake, kabhI vilamba ho jAye to samajheM dIkSArthI ke lalATa meM jo samaya likhA huA thA vaha A gayA hai / --- kabhI tIna navakAra sunA kara bhI dIkSA dI jA sakatI hai / * dIkSA - vidhi sampanna karate samaya caityavandana Adi kI kyA AvazyakatA hai ? aise prazna ke uttara meM yahI kahA hai ki caityavandana Adi kriyA zubha bhAva na hoM to utpanna karatI haiM / utpanna ho gaye hoM to sthira rakhatI hai / prazna : aisA kisane kahA hai ki caityavandana se zubha bhAva hote hI haiM ? kabhI nahIM bhI hoM / vinayaratna Adi jaise koI mAyA se bhI karate haiM / uttara : yadi vidhipUrvaka caityavandana kiyA jAye to zubha bhAva utpanna hote hI haiM / caityavandana vidhipUrvaka hoM isake lie to yaha prayAsa hai, tAki jAnakAra banakara kapaTa- mAyA Adi ko tyAga kare / prazna : koI labdhi Adi ke lobha se bhI caityavandana Adi kare to usameM zubha bhAva kaise AyeMge ? uttara : sUtroM ke anusAra vidhipUrvaka AzaMsA Adi doSoM se rahita hokara acchI taraha caityavandana Adi kriyA kare to zubha bhAva Ate haiM / aisA na kare, karanA cAhe bhI nahIM, vaha isa caityavandana kA adhikArI hI nahIM hai / prazna : to phira adhikArI ko hI yaha sunAyeM / uttara : hama adhikArI ko hI sunAnA cAhate haiM, anadhikArI ko nahIM, apAtra ko nahIM / kitaneka vyakti aise apAtra hote haiM ki koI vidhi samajhAyeM to krodhita hote haiM aura kriyA hI chor3a dete haiM / eka bhAI ko pratikramaNa kI vidhi samajhAI to pratikramaNa karanA hI chor3a diyA / yaha apAtratA hai / aisA vyakti isa caityavandana sUtra ke lie adhikArI nahIM kahA jAtA / * taduparAnta yaha bhI dekhanA hai ki jo deza- virati athavA sarva-virati dharma dete haiM usakA pAlana karane meM kyA ve samartha haiM ? kai aise bhI hote haiM jo kahate haiM, 'mujhe abhigraha dIjiye | parantu pUchane para kahate nahIM hai / ' to unheM nahIM de sakate / 16 Www@000 wwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri
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________________ jAmanagara meM jinAlaya meM eka bahana ne mujhe kahA - 'mujhe abhigraha dIjiye / maiMne pUchA : 'kisa bAta kA abhigraha denA hai ?' _ 'yaha nahIM batAUMgI / ' 'to maiM itanA bholA nahIM hUM ki Apako abhigraha dUM / ' maiMne inakAra kiyA / koI kisI kI hatyA karane kA bhI abhigraha le le to bhArI par3a jAye / * zrotAoM kI yogyatA ke lie tIna bAteM socanI haiM : (1) kyA usake hRdaya meM bahumAna hai ? grantha - granthakAra ke prati bahumAna Avazyaka hai / bahumAna nahIM rakhane vAle vyAkhyAna sunane AyeM hoMge to ve bhUleM hI nikAleMge / prApta karAne ke naze meM cAhe jise denA mata / (2) vidhiparatA : vidhi kA Adara honA cAhiye / (3) ucitavRtti : gRhasthoM kI AjIvikA, sAdhuoM kI gocarI Adi aucityapUrNa honI cAhiye / yadi aucityapUrNa na hoM to yogyatA nahIM kahalAyegI / * 'prabhu ! maiM mUr3ha huuN| hita-ahita jAnatA nahIM huuN| ApakI kRpA se hita kA jAnakAra banUM / ahita se bacUM / aba maiM ArAdhaka banUM / sabake sAtha ucita vyavahAra karuM / ' - paMcasUtra * cAhe jaisA vyavahAra kareMge to bhI mokSa mila jAyegA, kyA yaha mAnate haiM ? sarva prathama guru evaM guru jo batAnevAle haiM una zAstroM ke prati bahumAna honA cAhiye; anyathA koI lAbha nahIM hogA / anadhikArI vyakti ko sikhAne meM aneka hAniyAM hone kI sambhAvanA hai / anadhikArI ko vidhi kI bAta kaheMge to ulTI bAta bhI pakar3a sakatA hai / vidhi hotI hI nahIM hai to aba chor3a hI do na ? yaha mAnakara saba chor3a deMge / isIlie ayogya AtmAoM ke lie jJAnI kadApi prayatna nahIM karate / anyathA jamAli yA gozAlA jaisoM kI bhagavAnane upekSA nahIM kI hotI / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30000000000000000000 17)
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________________ kinhIM bhI saMyogoM meM guru ko na chor3eM, guru ke prati bahumAna na chor3eM / yadi vaha chUTa gayA to, kadApi mokSa nahIM hogA / yadi Apane guru ko chor3a diyA to Apako bhI Apake ziSya chor3a deMge, avyavasthA kI paramparA meM Apa nimitta baneMge / * maitrI :. dUsaroM ke hita kA vicAra / yahAM sva-hita kA vicAra nahIM likhA / apanI suvidhA ke lie jitanA vicAra Aye, utanA vicAra dUsaroM ke lie Aye, taba maitrI utpanna hotI hai / pramoda : dUsaroM ke guNoM ko dekha kara prasanna honA / __ apane guNoM ko dekhakara prasanna bahuta hue haiM, isIlie to mokSa nahIM milA / karuNA : dUsaroM ke duHkha para anukampA / apane duHkha para anukampA bahuta kI hai / dUsaroM kI kaba kI ? madhyasthatA-nirguNoM ke prati bhI taTasthatA, tiraskAra nahIM / isakA artha yaha huA ki dUsaroM ke vicAra se hI dharma kA janma hotA hai / nipaTa svArtha-vRttivAle jIva dharma ke ArAdhaka bana nahIM sakate / snAna karane ke pazcAt gRhasthoM meM tAjagI AtI hai, usa prakAra jinAlaya meM jAkara caityavandana karane ke pazcAt tAjagI AnI cAhiye, Ananda ke ullAsa kA anubhava honA cAhiye / - bhakti meM ullAsa bar3hatA hai, usa prakAra AtmAnubhUti kI zakti bar3hatI hai| nitya-nitya ullAsa bar3hanA cAhiye / aba se ullAsa bar3hAyeM / yaha pustaka par3hane se mere jIvana meM asaMkhya lAbha hue / - sAdhvI divyarekhAzrI (1800mmans ass o sasasana kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ pU. dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma.sA. 22-7-2000, zanivAra zrA. kRSNA-6 ( parama pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma.sA. kI svargatithi ) mokSa arthAt chuTakArA / saMsAra arthAt kArAgAra / usa kArAgAra meM se chur3avAne ke lie tIrthaMkara tIrtha kI sthApanA karate haiM / kArAgAra meM se chur3Ane vAle kI apekSA bhI saMsAra ke kArAgAra meM se chur3Ane vAlA mahAn upakArI hai / aisI bAta samajha meM Aye to tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ke prati ananya bhakti utpanna ho / karUNatA yaha hai ki hameM saMsAra jela (kArAgAra) nahIM lagatA, mahala lagatA hai / hama svayaM kaidI nahIM lagate / yadi jela, jela na lage to usameM se chUTane kA prayatna kaise ho ? bhagavAna hameM dhIredhIre samajhAte hai Apa kaidI haiM, kaida meM haiM / ' - itanA pahale samajha meM Aye, tatpazcAt hI kaidI kaida meM se chUTane kA prayatna karatA hai / isa kaida meM se chUTe hue to dhanya haiM hI chUTane ke lie prayatna karane vAle bhI dhanya haiM / Aja aise dhanya puruSa kI bAta karanI hai / Aja pU. dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. kI 77vI svargatithi hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3 @@@@@@@@@ 19
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________________ kaccha vAgar3a ke manohara gAMva manapharA meM vi. saMvat 1899 kI caita zuklA-2 ke zubha dina mAtA avalabAI evaM pitA ukAbhAI ke ghara 'jayamalla' kA janma huA thA / bacapana se hI mAtA-pitA kI ora se jayamalla ko dharma ke saMskAra mile the| vAgar3a meM manapharA prasiddha hai| yahAM bhI aneka mahAtmA manapharA ke haiM / bAraha varSa kI Ayu meM jayamalla ko AMkhoM kI pIDA prArambha huI aura 16 varSa kI Ayu meM ve pUrNataH andhe ho gaye / yuvAvasthA meM aMdhatva kA kaSTa A jAye yaha kitanI duHkhada bAta hai ? janma se hI andhe ko adhika kaSTa pratIta nahIM hotA, parantu dekhate hoM aura acAnaka andhA honA par3e taba duHkha kA pAra nahIM hotA / yaha to anubhava karane vAlA hI jAna sakatA hai / __ jayamalla jaina-tattvoM ke jJAtA the / ve samajhate the ki maiM ne pUrvajanma meM kisI kI AMkhe phor3I hoMgI athavA aise zabda kahe hoMge / isI kAraNa se Aja merI AMkhe calI gaI haiM / mere kiye hue mujhe hI bhogane par3eMge / samasta upacAra vyartha siddha hone ke pazcAt unhoMne manapharA meM pratiSThita bhagavAna zrI zAntinAtha kI zaraNa lI - 'prabhu ! anAtha kA nAtha tU hai / aba maiM terI zaraNa meM hUM / terI kRpA se yadi AMkhe mila gaI to maiM tere mArga para AUMgA / ' sacamuca hI camatkAra huA / dRDha saMkalpa se ve dekhate ho gaye / camatkAra vahAM namaskAra nahIM, yaha namaskAra vahAM camatkAra thA / cauthe Are meM to nami rAjarSi kI dAha-vedanA, anAthI muni kI AMkhoM kI vedanA isa prakAra dUra huI thI, parantu yaha to pAMcave Are kI ghaTanA hai / jina zAntinAtha bhagavAna ke samakSa unhoMne prArthanA kI thI, vaha pratimA Aja bhI manapharA meM vidyamAna hai / (vartamAna meM vi. saMvat 2057 kI mAgha zuklA dvitIyA ke dina Aye bhayaMkara bhUkampa se yaha gAMva pUrNataH dhvasta ho cukA hai| ata: yaha pratimA muMbaI ke vilepArle - pazcima ke jinAlaya meM birAjamAna hai / abhI vaha pratimA punaH manapharA A cukI hai / bhUkampa meM dhvasta ho cuke manapharA ke jinAlaya kA citra isa pustaka meM diyA jA cukA hai|) (20nomoooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ apanI pratijJA saphala karane ke lie yahAM pAlItAnA Akara caturtha vrata kI pratijJA lI / tatpazcAt guru kI khoja karate-karate aneka varSa vyatIta ho gaye / anta meM unhoM ne padmavijayajI mahArAja ko DhUMDha nikAle / (padmavijayajI nAma yati avasthA kA hai / saMvegI dIkSA grahaNa kI taba guru paM. maNivijayajI ne premavijayajI nAma rakhA thA, parantu baDI umra meM saMvegI dIkSA grahaNa kI hone se padmavijayajI nAma hI pracalita rahA / saMvegI dIkSA meM apane ziSya jItavijayajI se ve kevala eka varSa hI bar3e the / ) ADIsara gAMva meM unake pAsa vaisAkha zuklA 3 ko, vi. saMvat 1925 meM dIkSA aMgIkAra kI / usa samaya unakI Ayu 29 varSa kI thI / dIkSA ke samaya rAyaNa kA sUkhA vRkSa navapallavita huA aura jisa kuMe ke jala se dIkSA se pUrva snAna kiyA, usa kuMe kA jala mIThA ho gayA / __ pU. padmavijayajI ma. prakhara jyotirvida the, naimittika bhI the / aisI ghaTanA se unheM jJAta ho gayA ki yaha jayamalla jItavijayajI banakara aba mahAn prabhAvaka banegA / vi. saMvat 1938 kI vaisAkha zuklA-11 ke dina yadyapi guru padmavijayajI ma. kAladharma ko prApta hue, parantu unake AzIrvAda sadA una para vRSTi karate rahe / tatpazcAt jItavijayajI mahArAja ne mAravAr3a, mevAr3a, gujarAta, kaccha Adi sthAnoM para vicaraNa karake atyanta hI dharma-prabhAvanA kI / hamArA bAraha varSa pUrva 'vAva' meM cAturmAsa thA / usa samaya vahAM ke vRddha puruSa kahate - yahAM dAdA jItavijayajI ma. ne cAturmAsa kiyA hai / unhoM ne caumAsI caudasa ke dina kahA thA - Apa yahAM zAnti se pratikramaNa kareM, varSA kI cintA na kareM / sacamuca aisA hI huA / pratikramaNa pUrNa hote hI varasAda TUTa par3A / pUjyazrI aise vacana-siddha the / __yadyapi hamane pUjyazrI ko dekhe nahIM hai, parantu jinhoMne dekhe haiM, unake pAsa se (pU. kanakasUrijI ma. ke pAsa se) unheM aneka bAra sunA hai / . jaMbUsvAmI ne bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhale dekhe nahIM the, parantu kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3nommonsomnommon 21)
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________________ zrI sudharmAsvAmI ke pAsa sune avazya the / bhagavAna mahAvIra kaise the / isakA varNana 'sUyagaDaMga' meM ho cukA hai| (vi. saMvat 2036 meM pAlItANA meM cAturmAsa meM 'sUyagaDaMga' para vyAkhyAna diye the / ) punaH punaH kaccha A-Akara pUjyazrI ne kaccha-vAgar3avAsiyoM ko dharmamaya bnaaye| unhoMne ujAr3a raNabhUmi ko vRndAvana meM parivartita kara dI / unakA upakAra Aja bhI Apa yAda karate haiM / parantu kyA samudAya ke prati apanA uttaradAyitva yAda AtA hai ? mere parivAra meM se kisI ko maiM ina upakArI gurudevoM ke pAsa par3hane ke lie bhejUM, yaha yAda AtA hai ? prAtaH viSNu mandira jAte, bAsI khicar3I khAte, isa samAja ko dharma mArga kI ora unmukha karane ke lie unhoM ne athAka parizrama kiyA hai, use na bhUleM / Apa apane santAnoM ko isa mArga para mor3ane ke lie preraNA do to kucha aMzo meM una upakAroM kA badalA cukAyA jA sakatA hai| pU. jItavijayajI mahArAja usa yuga meM samasta samudAyoM ke mahAtmAoM ke dvArA prazaMsA pA cuke the / unakA ziSya parivAra pUjya kanakasUrijI, pU. AnandazrIjI Adi bhI prazaMsA pA cuke the / aise upakArI pUjyazrI vi. saMvat 1979 meM Aja ke dina 'palAsavAM' meM siddhoM kA dhyAna karate hue kAla dharma ko prApta hue / * vi. saMvat 2027 meM khambhAta kA atyanta hI Agraha hote hue bhI pU. devendrasUrijI ne 'AdhoI' meM cAturmAsa karane kI icchA vyakta kI / isa prakAra AdhoI meM aneka bar3e-bar3e cAturmAsa hue haiM / Aja AdhoI saMgha tathA vAgar3a ke saMgha jo kArya kara rahe haiM, unameM ina upakArI gurujanoM kA prabhAva hai| mAlazI meghajI - svAsthya azakta hote hue bhI upakArI gurujanoM ke upakAroM kA varNana kiye binA rahA nahIM jAtA / / hama kisAna the / prAtaH zIghra bhojana karake kheta para jAte aura rAtri meM lauTate the / jAr3I roTiyAM evaM chAsa ke dvArA kAma calAkara pU. guru bhagavaMtone jo upakAra kiyA hai vaha kaise bhulAyA jA sakatA hai ? unake upakAroM kI hAramAlA yAda Ane para AMkho se AMsU bahane lagate haiM / [22 Boooooooooooooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ isa prasaMga para maiM pUjya zrI ko binatI karanA cAhatA hUM, 'he pUjya zrI ! Apa kahate haiM ki, 'Apake santAna isa zAsana ke mArga para AyeM / ' parantu maiM kahatA hUM ki ve kaise A sakate haiM ? Aja 99 pratizata samAja muMbaI meM basa rahA hai aura muMbaI Apa padhArate nahIM haiM / hamArI naI pIr3hI ApakI paramparA ke sAdhuoM ko kaise pahacAnegI ? merI vizeSa vinatI hai ki Apa ziSya parivAra ke sAtha muMbaI padhAreM / ' isa pATa para muMbaI se mile hue 20 - 25 sAdhu birAjamAna hoM, aisA maiM jIte-jI dekhanA cAhatA hUM / yadi bolane meM koI avinaya huI ho to 'micchAmi dukkaDaM' mAMgatA hUM / khetazIbhAI meghajI : Aja pUjyazrI kI svargatithi ke avasara para cAhate haiM ki unake guNa hamameM AyeM / bhagavAna ke prati pU. dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. kI zraddhA kaisI phalI, jo hamane vyAkhyAna meM sunA ? dRSTi milane ke pazcAt unhoMne samasta vAgar3a samAja ko dRSTi dI jise hama kaise bhUla sakate haiM ? Aja prathama bAra hI maiM yahAM AyA hUM / 800 kA anumAna thA, parantu 1400 jitane ArAdhaka hue haiM, jisakA uttaradAyitva bhI hai / ArAdhakoM ke pAsa prApta karane ke lie atyanta daur3adhUpa huI hai, abhI taka cala rahI hai / isase jJAta hotA hai ki pUjyazrI kI nizrA prApta karane kI logoM kI kitanI tamannA hai ? pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. ko jisa prakAra bhagavAna zAntinAtha ke prati zraddhA thI, usa prakAra samasta ArAdhakoM ko pUjya AcAryazrI ke prati zraddhA hai / isameM hama kucha bhI nimittabhUta baneM, yaha bhI hamArA mahAn saubhAgya hai / kisI ko koI kaTu vacana kahA gayA ho to kSamA yAcanA karate haiM / kala prAtaH 9 se 12 baje taka samasta samudAyoM ke mahAtmAoM kA pravacana sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA meM hogA / Aja samasta ArAdhaka AyaMbila kareMge, aisI vinatI hai / lagabhaga eka hajAra AyaMbila to hoMge hI / DuMgarazI zivajI : pUjya gItArtha gurudeva ke mukha se Aja ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 0000 23
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________________ guNAnuvAda sunA / guNAnuvAda aneka bAra sunA hai, parantu Aja sunakara hRdaya jhaMkRta ho uThA / pUjya dAdAzrI jitavijayajI ma. para bolane ke lie maiM atyanta tuccha hUM / pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. ke gurudeva pU. padmavijayajI ma. hamAre bharUDiyA gAMva ke satrA parivAra meM se the / unakA svargavAsa hue 118 varSa ho cuke haiM / abhI taka bharUDiyA meM pU. padmavijayajI ma. ke pazcAt dUsarA koI vyakti isa samudAya meM dIkSita huA ho aisA dhyAna nahIM hai / pUjya gurudeva ! Apa kRpA-vRSTi karo aura kucha aisA karo ki jisase yaha maheNA TUTe / hIrajI premajI : hamane bhale hI pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. ko dekhe nahIM hai, parantu sune avazya haiM / hama osavAlabhAI mAtra viSNu mandiroM meM jAkara TaMkorI bajAnA jAnate the, parantu pUjya gurudeva kI mIThI najara par3I aura hamAre bhItara suSupta jainatva jAga uThA / pU. devendrasUrijI, pU. kalApUrNasUrijI Adi mahAtmAoM kA AdhoI tathA samagra kaccha- vAgar3a para atyanta hI upakAra hai / pUjya AcAryazrI kI pratyeka AjJA AdhoI ke saMgha ne sadA svIkRta kI hai, abhI bhI karegA, aisA vizvAsa dilAtA hUM / kesarIcandajI : mahApuruSoM kA guNAnuvAda jIvana kA parama saubhAgya hai / pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma. meM jisa prakAra prabhu-bhakti thI, prabhu ke prati zraddhA thI, vaisI zraddhA hamAre hRdaya meM ho aisI prArthanA hai / nAraNabhAI trevADiyA ke dvArA guru - guNa gIta prastuta kiyA gayA / (ye nAraNabhAI trevADiyA atyanta hI uttama prabhu-bhakta, gurubhakta evaM kavi the / AdhoI meM bhUkampa kI durghaTanA meM unakA svargavAsa huA hai / ) madhyAnha kI vAcanA : * jitanA bhI zrutajJAna Aja bacA hai, vaha hamAre kalyANa ke lie paryApta hai / 24 WOOOOOOLa kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3
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________________ parantu Aja to dazA aisI hai ki 45 AgamoM ke nAma bhI barAbara A jAyeM to bhI bar3I bAta ginI jAye / paiMtAlIsa AgamoM meM varNana to milatA hai, parantu tadanurUpa jIvana dekhane-par3hane ko mile taba atyanta hI Ananda ho / Aja aisA hI eka jIvana ( pU. zrI jItavijayajI ma. kA) prAtaH kAla meM hameM sunane ko milA / * asaMga-anuSThAna prApta karane ke lie hama utsuka haiM / zIghra AtmAnubhava ho jAye to kitanA uttama ? parantu AtmAnubhava ( asaMga ) ke lie bhagavAna kI AjJA kA pAlana ( vacana yoga ) cAhiye | bhagavAna kI AjJA kA taba hI barAbara pAlana ho sakatA hai, yadi unake prati hRdaya-pUrvaka bhakti ho ( bhakti yoga ) / bhakti taba hI AtI hai yadi bhagavAna para hRdaya kA prema ( prIti yoga ) ho / prArambha sadA prItiyoga se ho sakatA hai, parantu hama sIdhI cauthI maMjila (asaMga yoga ) kA nirmANa karanA cAhate haiM / 1 nIMva bhare binA ghara bana sakatA ho to prIti yoga ke binA asaMga yoga A sake / lagabhaga 1500 varSa pUrva ho cuke (pUrvadharoM ke nikaTavarttI) pUjya zrI haribhadrasUrijI ke ye padArtha haiM / unake kitane hI padArtha hameM sarvathA navIna lagate haiM, AgamoM meM na hoM vaise lagate haiM, parantu samajhanA par3egA ki unakA kAla pUrvadharoM ke nikaTa kA thA, pUrva cAhe vicchinna ho gaye hoMge, parantu unakI kucha bUMde raha gaI hoMgI, jo aise padArthoM se hameM samajha meM Ate haiM / haribhadrasUrijI ne kahA haiM : viziSTa prakAra ke kSayopazama ke binA aise sUtroM (caityavandana sUtra ) ke prati prema prakaTa nahIM hotA, vidhi tatparatA nahIM AtI, aucitya bhI nahIM AtA / loka-viruddha vyavahAra (juA Adi sAta vyasana) karane vAlA aise sUtra ke lie yogya nahIM ginA jAtA / jisakA mastiSka ThikAne na ho vahI isa loka aura paraloka ke viruddha kArya karatA hai / buddhimAna to donoM lokoM meM hitakara ho vaisI hI pravRtti karatA hai / isa 'lalita vistarA' (bauddhoM meM bhI isa nAma kA eka grantha hai) kA yadi Apa samucita adhyayana kareM to ApakA caityavandana - kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 ACHARYA SHR KAILASSAGARSURI GYANMANDIR
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________________ mahAn yoga bane binA nahIM rahegA / isase ApakI pratyeka pravRtti ke kendra meM bhagavAna raheMge / jahAM bhagavAna hoM vahAM kaSAya kaise ? vahAM akalyANa kaisA ? ___ 'e jina dhyAne krodhAdika je AsapAsathI aTake / ' - nyAyasAgarajI bakhtara pahane hue yoddhA ko zastra nahIM lagatA, usa prakAra prabhubhakti ke bakhtara vAle bhakta ko moha ke zastra nahIM lagate / 'viSaya lagana kI agni bujhAvata, tuma guNa anubhava dhArA; bhaI maganatA tuma guNa rasa kI, kuNa kaMcana kuNa dArA ? - upA. yazovijayajI ma. * tIna meM se pratyeka ke pAMca-pAMca lakSaNa yahAM batAte haiM / (kula 15 lakSaNa hoMge / ) * bahumAna vAle ke pAMca lakSaNa : (1) tatkathAprIti (2) nindA-azravaNa (3) nindaka para dayA una una yogya vAle vyaktiyoM kI kathA sunane para prema jagatA hai, bahumAna jagatA hai, yaha icchA yoga hai / icchA tadvatkathA prItiH / bhagavAna ke prati prema hai, yaha kaba jJAta ho sakatA hai ? unakI nindA hotI ho to sunI na jA sake / nindaka ke prati bhI dveSa utpanna na ho, parantu karuNA AyegI - bicArA isa prakAra bhagavAna kI AzAtanA karake kahAM jAyegA ? (4) citta kA vinyAsa : caityavandana Adi jo jo kriyA calatI ho usa samaya citta usameM hI hotA hai / phona para bAta karate haiM taba mana kaisA ekAgra hotA hai ? (5) parA jijJAsA - prakRSTa jijJAsA : * vidhi-tatpara ke pAMca lakSaNa : (1) guru kA vinaya (2) satkAla kI apekSA - jisa samaya jo karanA ho vaha karane kI apekSA Avazyaka hai| jaise trikAla-pUjA / prAtaH 26 0nooooooooooooooooo
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________________ vAsakSepa pUjA, madhyAnha meM candana pUjA aura sAyaMkAla meM AratI pUjA / (3) ucita Asana / (4) yukta svaratA - anya ko vyAghAta na ho vaisI AvAja nikAlanA / jinAlaya meM variSTha vyakti baiThe hoM taba UMce svara meM nahIM bolanA cAhiye / yaha avinaya hai| choTe-bar3e kisI ke yoga , meM bAdhA na par3e usa prakAra AvAja nikAlanI / ise yukta-svaratA kahate haiM / jaise AdinAtha ke darabAra meM gaye hoM aura sabake sAtha mela jamatA ho to sAtha meM stavana Adi bole jA sakate haiM / yadi aisA nahIM hotA ho to viveka rakheM / (5) pATha kA upayoga : caityavandana ke samaya bole jAnevAle sUtroM kA dhyAna ho / eka bAra nahIM, sadA upayoga hotA hai / * ucita vRtti ke pAMca lakSaNa : (1) lokapriyatA (2) agarhita kriyA : isa loka-paraloka ke viruddha kArya hI na hoM tAki koI nindA kare / (3) saMkaTa ke samaya dhairya __ (4) zakti ke anusAra tyAga (5) labdha lakSatA - jo dhyeya nizcita kiyA huA ho vaha na mile taba taka baiThA na rahe / ye pandraha guNa milate hoM vaise adhikArI jijJAsu ko yaha pATha denA, anyathA doSa lagatA hai / * pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahate the ki eka navakAra barAbara AtmasAt kareM to bhI paryApta hai| eka navakAra sUtra, artha, tadubhaya se AtmasAt karane ke lie dvAdazAMgI kI AvazyakatA hogI / tadubhaya arthAt jaisA par3he haiM vaisA jIvana meM utAranA / jJAnAcAra kA yaha bheda hone para bhI yaha cAritrAcAra ho vaisA lage / jJa parijJA aura pratyAkhyAna parijJA, grahaNazikSA evaM Asevana zikSA yahAM pratyAkhyAna parijJA se tathA Asevana zikSA se jIvana jIne kI bAta hI AI hai| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3ooooooooooooooooooo0 27)
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________________ * dUdhapAka sarvottama hai, parantu khAne vAle ke pAcana-tantra ko dekhakara hI diyA jAtA hai, usa prakAra sUtra sarvottama hai, parantu sAmane vAle kI yogyatA dekhakara hI diyA jAtA hai / TAiphoIDa vAle ko dUdhapAka nahIM diyA jAtA usa prakAra ayogya vyakti ko sUtra nahIM diye jAte / yahAM ayogya para dveSa nahIM, parantu karuNA hI hai| TAiphoIDa vAle para dveSa thoDA hai? vaha yadi dUdhapAka khAyegA to use hI hAni hogI / ayogya vyakti sUtra par3hegA to sarva prathama use hI hAni hogii| * kisI bhI kArya meM saphalatA prApta karanI ho to bhagavAna ko Age kareM / bhagavAna sAkSAt na ho to bhagavAna kA vacana (zAstra) Age kareM / vaha yadi Age ho to bhagavAna hI Age haiM, yaha mAneM / __ bhagavAna jahAM Age haiM vahAM saphalatA milegI hii| * 'calatA hai jaise calane deM, vidhi-avidhi kI sirapaccI chor3eM / saba kareM vaise kareM / ' aisI vRtti loka-saMjJA hai / loka-saMjJA arthAt gatAnugatikatA / lokaherI / isakA tyAga kiye binA vidhi meM Adara nahIM bana sakegA / * dukAna para biThAne se pUrva pitA putra ko aneka prakAra kA jJAna karAtA hai, usa prakAra grantha ke prArambha se pUrva yogyatAayogyatA Adi kI bAteM granthakAra kahate haiM / eka bAta samajha leM - mArga para calanA ho to zAstrAnusArI vacanoM ke atirikta anya koI upAya nahIM hai / pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI ma. - buddhi hama meM bhrAnti utpanna karatI hai / buddhi ko eka ora rakheM, mRtavat jIyeM / ahaMkAra kI mRtyu hI sAdhu kA jIvana hai / gRhastha kisI kI mRtyu ke pazcAt zveta vastra or3hate haiM / vaha hama nitya or3hate haiM / kAnUna kI bhASA meM apanI 'sivila Detha' ho cukI hai| ahaM kI mRtyu ke binA guru-samarpaNa nahIM AtA / isake binA sAdhakatA prakaTa nahIM hotI / sAdhaka ke lie sadguru hI zAstra haiM, jaise nyAyAlaya meM jaja bolatA hai vahI kAnUna kahalAtA hai / (280 monsoom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ prabhu meM lIna sadguru (pU. kalApUrNasUrijI) Apako mile haiM, yaha ApakA mahAna saubhAgya hai / jo bhagavAna kI bAta karate-karate gadgad ho jAyeM, jinheM prati pala bhagavAna hI yAda AyeM, ve - hI sadguru haiM / haribhadrasUrijI yAkinI mahattarA ko kahIM bhI nahIM bhUlate, usa prakAra prabhu kA bhakta upakArI ko kadApi nahIM bhUlatA, cAhe vaha upakArI bilkula choTA hI ho / saMyama liyA ataH pasaMdagI chor3a dI / mujhe yaha acchA lagatA hai / acchA nahIM lagatA yaha zabda sAdhu-sAdhvI ke nahIM hote / cAhe jaisI paristhiti hogI, maiM guru kI pratyeka bAta zirodhArya karuMgA / eka ajaina prasaMga batAtA hUM - sarva prathama Aye hue sAdhaka ko guru kahate haiM - 'kacarA nikAla / ' vaha kacarA nikAlanA prArambha karatA hai| jaba taka guru inakAra nahIM karate taba taka vaha kacarA nikAlatA hI rahatA hai / hameM to 'svAmI zAtA he jI ?' kA uttara nahIM mile to bhI hamArA muMha car3ha jAtA hai / vaha sAdhaka bAraha varSoM taka kacarA nikAlatA rahatA hai / dhairya ke binA gAMTha nahIM chUTatI, mArga nahIM milatA / guru ko kyA karanA cAhiye? yaha nahIM, hame kyA karanA cAhiye, yaha sIkhanA hai / guru ko kyA karanA hai ? aisA vicAra karane vAlA kA isa zAsana meM sthAna nahIM hai / bAraha varSoM ke pazcAt guru ne pUchA, 'beTe ! tU kyA karatA hai ?' 'ApakI AjJA se kacarA nikAlatA hUM / ' . 'jA, beTe ! terA saba kacarA nikala gayA / ' usake bhItara kA sabhI kacarA nikala gayA, mana zuddha ho gayA / yahAM guru kI AjJAnusAra pratyeka AjJA nirjarA kA kAraNa hai| hama vyAkhyAna dene meM pratiSThA (sTeTasa) mAnate haiM, parantu pAnI lAnA, kacarA nikAlanA Adi pratiSThA (sTeTasa) se bAhara ke kArya mAnate haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 60owwwoooooooooooom 29)
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________________ maiM pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ko aneka bAra pUchatA : Apake bAda hamArA kyA hogA ? hameM kauna mArga-darzana degA ? sadguru ko kaise pahacAneM ?' ve kahate, 'jo apane sadguru evaM bhagavAna ko yAda karate hue gadgad ho jAye vaha sadguru hai, yaha mAneM; jJAna na dekheM...' kevala aSTapravacana- mAtA kA jJAna calegA, parantu vaha prabhu meM tanmaya banA huA honA cAhiye / vaha vyakti saba kucha de sakatA hai / kevala grahaNa karane vAle ko khAlI hone kI AvazyakatA hai / prakAma - tIvra, nikAma * bAra bAra kI choTI-choTI icchAoM meM se mukta honA hai / isake binA guru ke prati samarpaNa nahIM AtA / icchA gaI to samarpaNa gayA / icchA hai vahAM bhAva - nidrA hai / icchA se Apa daur3oM to bhI nidrA meM hI haiM / muni sadA jAgRta hote haiM / icchA ke kAraNa guru kI zakti kI dhArA ruka jAtI hai / peTrola se moTara dauDatI hai, usa prakAra prabhu kI zakti se hama dharma- kriyA kara rahe haiM yaha mAneM to hI saccA dharma banatA hai / hamArA dharma saMsAra ke lie hai ! prabhu kA dharma mokSa hetu hai !! hama apanA dharma mAna baiThe / 'ziSyasya sarvaM gurvAyattam / 'guroH sarvaM paramAyattam' / parama (prabhu) ke adhIna na ho vaha guru hI nahIM hai / prabhu guru ke binA sIdhe nahIM mila sakate, paMcasUtra meM spaSTa kahA hai / icchAoM se nirAvaraNa banane vAle hI guru ke kRpA-pAtra bana sakate haiN| mujhe kucha nahIM karanA hai / guru kaheM vahI karanA hai / maiMne kiyA isalie to saMsAra meM bhaTakA / haiM / - pakar3atI hai pulisa, parantu sacamuca sarakAra pakar3atI hai / karate haiM dharma hama, parantu karAte haiM prabhu / guru prabhu ke mAdhyama 30 0000 kahe kalApUrNasUri
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________________ RASPARAGARHWARIES prabhu darzana meM lInatA 23-7-2000, ravivAra zrA. kRSNA-7 : vAgar3a sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA sAmudAyika pravacana, viSaya - maitrI pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI dharma-kalpadrumasyaitA: mUlaM maitryAdi bhAvanAH / yairna jJAtA na cA'bhyastAH sa teSAmatidurlabhaH / / ananta guNoM ke bhaNDAra ananta karuNA ke sAgara tIrthaMkara bhagavantoM ne jo mukti-mArga batAyA hai, usake dvArA aneka AtmA mokSa meM gaI haiM / 700 sAdhu, 1400 sAdhvIjI, gautama svAmI ke 50000 ziSya Adi aneka mokSa meM gaye haiM / prabhu kI kRpA se hI nigoda se nikalakara hama yahAM taka barAbara madhya meM Aye haiM / abhI kA mArga hI duruha hai / abhI taka prabhu kI kRpA thI, usa prakAra aba bhI prabhu kI kRpA se hI mArga meM Age bar3ha sakeMge / * 'lalita vistarA' par3hane se jJAta hogA ki tIrthaMkara kI kitanI mahimA hai ? yaha par3hane se hRdaya prabhu ko samarpita banegA / Aja Apa dekha rahe haiM ki aneka pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3000000sonamoon 31)
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________________ yahAM upasthita haiM jo sabhI siddhAcala kI sparzanA hetu Aye hue haiM / svayaM bhagavAna AdinAtha Ate hoM to anya kyoM na AyeM ? sAmudAyika rUpa se sabakI bhAvanA huI ki saba ekatrita hokara kyoM na maitrI ke tantu ko sudRDha kareM ? bhagavAna saMgha tathA sakala jIvarAzi kA upakAra mAnate haiM, kyoMki unake prati karuNA se hI ve bhagavAna bane haiM / bhagavAna ko bhagavAna banAne vAlI karuNA hai / yaha karuNA hI unheM samasta jIvoM ke prati vinaya karane ke lie prerita karatI hai / bhagavAna bhI vinaya nahIM chor3ate to hama kaise chor3e ? Aja maitrI - bhAvanA para bolanA hai / maiM ne kahA, 'pahale hama jIkara batAyeM, phira sabako kaheMge / ' maitrI- bhAva se ota-prota banA apanA saMgha kitanA suzobhita lagatA hai ? - Aja vAtsalya-bhAva, maitrI bhAva jo mRtaprAyaH bana gaye haiM, unheM punarjIvita karanA par3egA / cAra bhAvanAoM kA svarUpa svayaM bhagavAna ne kahA hai / dharma yadi kalpavRkSa hai to ye cAra bhAvanAaiM usake mUla haiM / zAstroM ke manthana se nikAlA huA makkhana haiM ye cAra bhAvanAaiM / jo yaha jAnate nahIM haiM, inheM jIvana meM lAte nahIM haiM, ve dharma kI AzA chor3a deM / - jina bhAvanAoM ke binA dharma mUlyahIna ginA jAtA hai, una bhAvanAoM kA mahattva kitanA hai ? parahitacintA maitrI dUsaroM ke hita kA vicAra maitrI hai / hama kevala apanA hI vicAra karate haiM / vahI moha hai / yaha dharma moha ke caMgula meM se sarva prathama chur3AtA hai / caturvidha saMgha kA pratyeka sadasya arthAt moharAjA ke viruddha lar3ane vAlA zUravIra yoddhA / moha ko parAsta karane kA lakSya nahIM ho vaha jaina nahIM hai / anAdikAla se cAra kaSAya hamAre bhItara adhikAra jamA kara baiThe haiM / jaba taka kaSAyoM se mukti nahIM mile taba taka saMsAra se mukti nahIM milegI / 32 ru.6000 OM kahe kalApUrNasUri -
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________________ kaSAyoM se bhAvanA ke dvArA hI mukti mila sakegI / maitrI se krodha, pramoda se mAna, karuNA se mAyA, mAdhyastha se lobha jIte jA sakate haiM / Apa soceMge to barAbara samajha meM A jAyegA / jahAM maitrI hogI vahAM krodha nahIM raha sakegA, pramoda hogA vahAM mAna nahIM raha sakegA, karuNA hogI vahAM mAyA nahIM raha sakegI aura jahAM mAdhyastha bhAvanA hogI vahAM lobha nahIM raha sakegA / gata guruvAra ko vAcanA meM samasta AcArya bhagavan hamAre yahAM Aye taba maitrI kI bAta nikalI thI taba maitrI ke lie zAstroM kA AdhAra diyA thA / jIvoM ke eka, do, tIna isa taraha aka bheda haiM / eka bheda kisa prakAra ? upayoga kI apekSA se / upayoga saba meM hai / upayoga kI apekSA se samasta jIva eka haiM / jIvAstikAya ke dvArA bhI ekatA siddha hogI / jIvAstikAya Adi samajha kara hama maitrI Adi nahIM lA sakeM to saccA sAdhutva nahIM A sakegA / maiMne kahA thA sabase pahalA vrata prANAtipAta viramaNa hai / yaha maitrI kA pUraka hI hai / prazna vyAkaraNa meM ahiMsA ke 60 paryAyavAcI zabda haiM, jinameM eka nAma 'zivA' bhI hai / zivA arthAt karuNA / yahIM tIrthaMkara kI mAtA haiM / 'ahaM titthayaramAyA sivAdevI' yaha zivA devI karuNA devI hai / yaha nIMva hai / isa para nirmita sAdhanA kA bhavana hI sudRDha banegA | aba anya pU. AcArya bhagavan boleMge / inakA AvAja bulanda hai / saba suna sakeMge / sArA samaya maiM hI le lUM, yaha ucita nahIM hai / bhale mere lie AdhA ghaMTA rakhA ho, parantu mujhe socanA cAhiye / pU. AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : sAhebajI ! hama aise kaMjUsa nahIM haiM / Apa abhI cAlu rakheM / 1 pUjyazrI : jisa dina kisI ke sAtha kucha bhI kaTutA huI ho, usa dina sAdhanA meM merA mana nahIM lagatA / hameM apanI sAdhanA bhI barAbara karanI ho to bhI sabake sAtha maitrI jamAnI par3egI / kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 700 33 -
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________________ kisI ko bhI Apa kaheMge - 'tU merA mitra hai / ' vaha nizcita rUpa se prasanna hogA / jIvoM ke sAtha pahale mitratA kA sambandha, phira Atma-tulya sambandha aura usake bAda ekatA kA sambandha visita karanA hai / isase bhI Age bar3hakara saba meM paramAtma-dRSTi AyegI, saba meM paramAtmA baiThe dRSTigocara hoMge / __ hamArA saMgha maitrImaya bane, yahI zubhakAmanA hai / pU. munizrI dhurandharavijayajI : itane sAre AcArya bhagavaMtoM kA eka sAtha darzana aneka vyaktiyoM ke lie prathama bAra hogA / dhanya hai yaha kSaNa jahAM ina sabake darzana hote haiM / yahIM samavasaraNa hai| yahAM hI bhagavAna haiM, aisA anubhava hogA / ___ hamAre parama saubhAgya se prabhu ke parama bhakta, AgamoM ke rahasyoM ke udghATaka pUjya AcArya zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI mukhya AcArya deva ke rUpa meM haiN| __ pUjya AcArya bhagavan ke zabda cAhe Apako sunane meM nahIM Aye hoM, parantu una zabdoM kI taraMge to yahAM se bahI hI haiM / Apako una pavitra zabdoM kA sparza huA hI hai / Apa para unakA prabhAva bhI huA hI hai| Apako sunAI nahIM detA ho phira bhI Apa zAntipUrvaka baiThe rahe, yahI isa bAta kA pratIka hai| yahAM pU. rAmacandrasUrijI, pU. sAgarajI, pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI, pU. dharmasUrijI, pU. nemIsUrijI, pU. OMkArasUrijI, vimalazAkhA, tristutika, acalagaccha Adi samudAyoM ke mahAtmA upasthita haiM / Aja ziSya Age baiThe haiM / guru pIche baiThe haiM, mAnoM ziSyoM kI pITha thapathapA rahe haiM / prAcInakAla meM cAra jaina rAjadhAniyAM thIM, aisA ullekha milatA samyakatva saptatikA grantha ke mallavAdI ke prabandha meM likhA hai ki paTanA (pATaliputra), paiThana (pratiSThAnapura), valabhIpura (valA), jIrNadurga (jUnAgaDha) ye cAra jaina rAjadhAniyAM thIM, jahAM sabhI gacchoM ke upAzraya the / Ajakala rAjanagara (ahamadAbAda) aura pAlItAnA rAjadhAnI ginI jAtI haiN| Aja Apa yahAM upasthita haiM, yaha apanA saubhAgya samajheM / |34 0000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ kisI kI AvAja dhImI ho to bhI cintA nahIM kareM, darzana karake santoSa mAne / sabako bhArI AzA hai, itane AcArya bhagavan kyA kareMge ? hameM maitrI karanI hai, saMgharSa nahIM karanA hai / saMgharSa karanA hai karmo ke sAtha, dhulamila jAnA hai prabhu meM / yahI hamArA kartavya hai / zrI bhadrabAhusvAmI nepAla meM mahAprANAyAma dhyAna karane gaye the / bAraha varSoM kA akAla paDA / zruta paramparA vicchinna hone lagI / ApakA dhaMdhA jaise bahiyoM se calatA hai, usa prakAra prabhu kA zAsana zruta se calatA hai| zruta paramparA ko avicchinna rakhanA sabakA kartavya hai| jisake pAsa jo zrutajJAna ho vaha lenA hai| AcArya bhagavan bhI vidyArthI banakara usake pAsa jAyeM / pATaliputra meM zramaNa saMgha ekatrita huA / gyAraha aMga mile, parantu dRSTivAda nahIM mila sakA / dRSTivAda ke jJAtA ekamAtra bhadrabAhusvAmI nepAla meM the / unako do sAdhuoM ke dvArA nimaMtraNa bhejane para bhI unakA uttara milA ki Avazyaka dhyAna ke kAraNa maiM nahIM A sakU~gA / punaH do muniyoM ke dvArA unhe puchavAyA ki 'jo saMgha kI AjJA kA ullaMghana kare, use kyA prAyazcita AtA hai ?' bhadrabAhusvAmI cauMke, 'meM saMgha kA sevaka hUM / jo kahe vaha karane ke lie baMdhA huA hUM / ' zramaNasaMgha ke zIrSastha nAyaka ke ye zabda haiM / tIrthaMkara bhI 'namo titthassa' kahakara jise namaskAra karate haiM, usakI bhadrabAhu svAmI kisa prakAra avahelanA kara sakate haiM ? ___ 'vahAM nahIM A sakU~gA, parantu sunakara yAda rakha sakeM vaise buddhimAna muniyoM ko bhejo, maiM nitya sAta vAcanA dUMgA / ' yaha hai saMgha kI garimA / . 'Ayariya uvajjhAe' isa sUtra kI prathama gAthA meM AcArya, upAdhyAya, ziSya, svadharmI, kula, gaNa ke sAtha jo kaSAya kiye hoM vaise kahA, parantu 'pUjya' zabda kA prayoga sakala zramaNa saMgha ke lie huA hai / Age kI gAthA meM dekho, 'savvassa samaNa saMghassa bhagavao / ' saMgha ko 'bhagavAna' zabda se navAjA gayA hai| bhagavAna zabda pUjyatAvAcI hai| aise zramaNa saMgha kA mUlyAMkana (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300000000000 Homom 35)
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________________ nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / isa tIrtha kI yAtrA nitya darzana ke rUpa meM kI jA sakatI hai / pratyeka ravivAra ko ye darzana ho sakate ekatrita honA hI maMgala haiM ! yahI zakti kA saMcaya hai / eka dUsare ke prati sadbhAvavAle muni sAtha baiTheM jisase akalpanIya mahA zakti utpanna ho / bolegA to koI eka hI, parantu vaha sabakI ora se bolegA / merI kyA zakti hai bolane kI ? parantu sabakA pITha-bala hai / Apa sabhI vibhinna gAMvoM ke ekatrita hue haiM, parantu kahIM bhI jhagar3A hone kA nahIM sunA / hotA bhI kahAM se ? prArambha se hI zramaNa saMgha ke darzana se maMgala huA hai| aba yaha maMgala pratyeka sAtave dina hotA hI rahegA / * IsAmasIha ke 2000 varSa pUre ho gaye haiN| aba mahAvIra svAmI ke varSa prArambha hone cAhiye / IsAmasIha ke varSa arthAt lar3AI ke varSa / aba lar3AI ke nahIM, maitrI ke varSa cAhiye / hamAre gurudeva pU.paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kI yahI icchA thI / bhale hI ve Aja maujUda nahIM haiM, parantu adRzya rUpa meM ve sakriya haiM hii| yaha sakala saMgha kA milana usakA pramANa hai / pUjya AcAryazrI vijayajagavallabhasUrijI : yena jJAnapradIpena, nirasyA'bhyantaraM tamaH / mamAtmA nirmalIcakre, tasmai zrIguruve namaH // dharma cakravartI zrI mahAvIra svAmI ke prabhAva se hama samatAMgana meM upasthita hue haiM / sabako maitrIbhAva se bhAvita karane haiM / antarAtmA kahatI hai - kisI ko maitrI ke lie kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, mAno maitrI prakaTa hI hai| kisI bhI kSetra meM maitrI ke binA nahIM calatA / sAdhu-jIvana meM bhI maitrI cAhiye / mitra hoMge parantu maitrI na ho to ? maitrIrahita mitra vyartha haiM / pUjya AcArya bhagavAn kI adhyakSatA meM maitrI kA maMgala manAte hue apanI AtmA samyagdarzana kI sparzanA karatA (36 Www S s s kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ huA sadgati evaM siddhi gati prApta kare, yahI / pUjya AcAryazrI yazovijayasUrijI : yaha cAturmAsa ahobhAva kI dhArA meM jhUmane kA avasara bana jAyegA / ajaina saMta sUradAsa ne kahA hai - sadA hamAre netroM meM varSARtu rahe / prabhu ko dekhate hI netroM meM se harSAzru ke toraNa baMdhane cAhiye / sampUrNa cAturmAsa isa prakAra vyatIta karanA hai / / * mere mukhya tIna zabda haiM : rUpa paramAtmA, veSa paramAtmA, zabda paramAtmA / * pU. yazovijayajI ne gAyA hai - itanI bhUmi prabhu ! tU hI ANyo, pari pari bahuta bar3hAvata mAma / he prabhu ! nigoda meM se nikAlakara Apa hI yahAM taka lAye haiM / aba do-cAra guNa-sthAnaka Age bar3hA lo to kyA Apatti hai ? putra pUchatA hai : mammI ! mAmA kA ghara kitanA dUra hai ? mammI : 'dIpaka jalatA hai utanI dUra / ' bhagavAna kahate haiM : aba mukti kA ghara kahAM dUra hai ? josepha mekavAna ne eka aMgrejI kRti kA anuvAda kiyA hai : eka yAtrI-bhakta registAna meM akelA jA rahA hai / pravAsa meM akele ko Ananda nahIM AtA / aMgrejI meM logoM ke lie tIna kampanI hai, cAra bhIr3a hai / apane vahAM eka kampanI hai, do bhIr3a haiM / _ 'prabhu ! kyA mere sAtha Apa nahIM AyeMge ?' usa yAtrI ne bhagavAna ko kahA / hama pratIkSA kareM usase parama cetanA apanI adhika pratIkSA kara rahI hai| bhagavAna Ane ke lie taiyAra haiM, kevala hamAre nimantraNa kI AvazyakatA hai / thor3I hI dera meM use do parachAI dikhAI dI / use pratIta huA ki prabhu haiM / punaH dekhA to eka hI parachAI thii| use lagA ki bhagavAna cale gaye pratIta hoteM haiM / kAnoM meM AvAja AI - maiM duHkha meM tujhe uThAkara cala rahA thA, ataH eka hI parachAI dikhAI de rahI thii| * 'bhagavan ! Apane bhale hI mere citta ko curAyA ho, parantu maiM to pUre ke pUre Apako curAkara hRdaya meM basA lUMgA / ' (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6000000000666666 37)
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________________ 'svAmI tume kAMI kAmaNa kIg, cittadhU amAjhaM corI lIdhuM...' - pU. upA. yazovijayajI 'prabhu ! mere hRdaya meM kaise AyeMge ?' 'terA hRdaya kamala ke samAna komala banegA taba AUMgA / ' bhakta evaM bhagavAna kA yaha saMvAda hai / 'hRdaya kamala meM dhyAna dharata hUM / ' * aba prabhu ke zabda sunane nahIM haiM, pIne haiM, astitva meM saMbhAla kara rakhane haiM / cAtaka cAhe jitanA pyAsA ho, vaha nadI Adi kA pAnI nahIM pItA / kyoMki usake gale meM cheda hotA hai, aisI prAcIna kaviyoM kI mAnyatA hai / vaha jaise varSA kA pAnI pItA hai, usa prakAra bhakta ko yahAM zabdoM ko pInA hai / hama to vaikharI vANI vAle haiM / parA vANI ke svAmI pa. AcArya bhagavan pU. kalApUrNasUrijI yahAM birAjamAna haiM / vyAkhyAna zabda paramAtmA hai / rUpa paramAtmA to yahAM birAjamAna samasta sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta haiM hI / hRdaya ko kamala ke samAna banA leM, prabhu avazya AyeMge / parama tapasvI vardhamAna tapa kI 100 olI ke ArAdhaka pUjya AcAryazrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI : sacamuca, Aja maiM bhAgyazAlI ho gayA huuN| cAheM to bhI itanI tyAgI-saMyamiyoM kI saMkhyA kahAM milegI ? Aja eka sAtha sabake darzana ho rahe haiM, jo zAsana ke zrRMgAra svarUpa aNagAra haiM / ve bhI aise uttama kSetra meM ! apanA dhaMdhA Adi chor3akara Ane vAle zrAvaka-zrAvikA bhI uttamatA kI koTi meM pahuMce haiM / samasta duHkhoM se mukta karane kI zakti prabhu ke zAsana meM hai / ananta maitrI ke svAmI bhagavAna jagat ke samasta jIvoM ko duHkha meM se mukta karane ke lie karuNA bhAvanA bhAte haiM / jIva zAsana-rasika bane to hI vaha duHkha mukta bana sakatA hai / maitrI kise kahate haiM ? hoTala athavA udyAna meM do-cAra mitra khA-pIkara Ao, kyA yaha maitrI kahalAtI hai ? vahAM to karmoM ke Dhera hI lageMge, vahAM pudgalo kA rAga hI bar3hegA / AtmA ke (38 60 0 WOROSS kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ doSoM ko unmUlana karane kI icchA ho vahAM maitrI kA janma hotA 'mA kArSIt ko'pi pApAni / ' aisI maitrI na ho vahAM dharma nahIM hai| haribhadrasUrijI kA vacana prAmANika mAnA jAtA hai, jise samasta gacchoM ke muni svIkAra karate haiM / ve kahate haiM - cAhe jitane dharmAnuSThAna karo, parantu maitrI na ho to saba zUnya hai| dharma vaha kahalAtA hai jahAM bhagavAna kI AjJA ho tathA maitrI Adi bhAvanA ho / araboM kA dAna do, brahmacarya kA pAlana karo parantu maitrI nahIM ho to dharma nahIM hai / ___AtmA ko paramAtmA, jIva ko ziva, nara ko nArAyaNa, khuda ko khudA banAne vAlA maitrIyukta dharma hai / tAliyoM se maitrI nahIM AtI / siddhAcala kahatA hai - sIdhA cala ! aba taka hama Ter3he hI cale haiM / AtmA kA svabhAva sIdhA calane kA hai, parantu moha ho taba sIdhA calA nahIM jAtA / isIlie kalyANa nahIM ho rahA / meru parvata choTA par3e, utane rajoharaNa kiye, phira bhI kalyANa nahIM huA kyoMki hama ulTe hI cale / mA + uha = moha / jahAM sAra-asAra kA vicAra na ho vaha moha hai| aisI uttama bhUmi meM, AnandadAyI vAtAvaraNa meM Akara AtmA ko sarala banAyeM / cAra mahinoM meM itanI prApti hogI ki jisakI kalpanA bhI nahIM hogI / kisI ko batAne ke lie nahIM, parantu AtmA ke lie karanA pUjya AcAryazrI vijayasiMhasenasUrijI : 'mA kArSIt ko'pi pApAni / ' * kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI yogazAstra meM maitrI bhAvanA batAte haiM / maNDapa meM dRzya dekhakara hI lage ki maitrI hRdaya meM otaprota ho gaI hai| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 womosomwwwwwwwww 39)
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________________ tIrthaMkara-rUpa saMgha ke darzana parama punyodaya se hote haiM / parama punyodaya se sabhI dharma-sAmagrI prApta huI hai| aba saMkalpa kareM ki mujhe koI pApa nahIM karanA hai / 'savvapAvappaNAsaNo' mere namaskAra se ananta-ananta pApa naSTa hote haiM / __ kadAcit koI pApa ho jAye to pazcAtApa kareM / aimuttAjI ko pazcAtApa se kevalajJAna prApta huA thA / koI duHkhI mata bano / jaba taka saMsAra hai taba taka duHkha hai / duHkhamaya saMsAra se jo mukta ho gaye haiM ve siddha haiM / 'oM hI namo siddhAMNaM' kA jApa karane se ananta siddhoM ko namaskAra hotA hai| 'jagat ke sabhI jIva sarva duHkhoM se mukta hoM / ' jar3a-rAga evaM jIva-dveSa hI anAdikAla se hama karate Aye haiM / eka sAdhakane brahmA ko kahA - 'sukha prApta ho vaisA kucha do / ' brahmA ne kahA, 'ye do gaThariyAM le / eka meM tere jIvana ke pApa haiM / dUsare meM tere par3osI ke pApa haiM / terI gaTharI Age aura par3osI kI gaTharI pIche rakhanA / ' parantu nIce utarate samaya gaTharI Age-pIche ho gaI / isa rUpaka kA cintana kitanA preraka hai ? manuSya ko sadA par3osI ke hI pApa dRSTigocara hote rahate haiM, svayaM ke kadApi dRSTigocara nahIM hote / paDosI kI gaTharI Age aura svayaM kI pIche ho gaI hai| __pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI : eka ajainoM kI bastI meM rAta ko merA pravacana huA / pravacana pUrA huA to bhI koI uThA nahIM / nau se dasa, dasa se gyAraha, gyAraha se bAraha baja gaye / logoM ne kahA, 'Apa nahIM uTheMge, taba taka hama nahIM uTheMge / ' ajainoM meM bhI itanA vinaya ho to hama jainoM meM kitanA vinaya honA cAhiye ? aba Apa meM se koI nahIM uThegA, aisI merI apekSA hai / (40 65 6 samasoma kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ pUjya AcAryazrI pradyumnavimalasUrijI : apanA duHkha bhUlakara dUsaroM ke sukha kA vicAra karanA maitrI hai / jo 'para' ke lie jItA hai vahI paramAtmA kahalAtA hai / aise mahApuruSoM ke sAtha yadi RNAnubaMdha baMdha jAye to bhI kAma ho jAye / azva ko pratibodha dene ke lie munisuvratasvAmI bhagavAna ko AnA hI par3A / aise adhyAtma yogI sadguru pUjya AcAryadeva (pU. kalApUrNasUrijI) ke sAtha hama sambandha joDeMge to kyA hamArA kAma nahIM hogA ? 'sadguru merA sUramA kare zabdoM kI coTa / ' eka bhI jIva aisA nahIM ho sakatA ki jise sadguru ke binA mArga milA ho / ye guru bhagavAna ke rUpa meM mile haiN| jIvana meM unakI pratiSThA ho jAye to kAma bana jAye / moha naSTa karane ke lie guru-kRpA hI anivArya hai / candana ke nandana-vana kI sugandha sadA prApta hotI rahe / candana meM Ama lage to vaha candanAmra kahalAtA hai / usa Ama meM candana kI sugandha utpanna hotI hai / puSpa meM sugandha, makaraMda, raMga evaM mArdava hotA hai / hameM bhakti kA raMga, maitrI kI mRdutA, jJAna kA makaraMda evaM guNoM kI sugandha prApta karanI hai / * eka saMvAda : 'puSpa ! tU sundara khilA hai, parantu sAyaMkAla meM tU murajhA jaayegaa|' 'he mAnava ! kyA tU svayaM miTTI meM nahIM milane vAlA hai ? maiM to sugandha phailAUMgA, tU kyA karegA ?' puSpa kA uttara batAtA hai ki he mAnava ! tU bhI isa jIvana meM kucha karatA jA / / sadA aisA vAtAvaraNa, aise guru aura esA hI mAhaula mile, yahI kAmanA hai| __ acalagacchIya pUjya gaNizrI mahodayasAgarajI : maMgalamaya vizva maitrI kI bAta kara rahe haiM taba vizva-maitrI se yukta do gujarAtI padyAMzo kA paThana karake tatpazcAt maitrI para boleMge / ___ 'sakala vizvamA zAnti pragaTo, thAo sau koIna kalyANa / . sarva jagatmAM satya prakAzo, dilamAM pragaTo zrI bhagavAna // (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 506655566555 Bosses 41)
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________________ zAnti-tuSTi, puSTi pAmo, jIvo pAmo maMgalamAla / Atmika Rddhi siddhi pAmo, pAmo saue pada nirvANa // mAMDavagaDha ke maMtrI 'jhAMjhaNa' eka lAkha se bhI adhika saMkhyA meM charI' pAlaka saMgha ke sAtha siddhAcala Ate hue mArga meM karNAvatI (ahamadAbAda) Aye / rAjA sAraMgadeva ne kahA, 'mukhya tIrtha-yAtriyoM ko lekara bhojana ke lie padhAreM / ' / jhAMjhaNa : 'rAjan ! yahAM koI mukhya yA sAdhAraNa nahIM haiM / sabhI svadharmI samAna haiN| eka ko bhI chor3akara maiM nahIM A sakU~gA / ' usake bAda sampUrNa gujarAta ko jhAMjhaNa ne bhojana karAyA / bhagavAna bhI kahate haiM : 'he bhAvika ! tU merA jApa to karatA hai, parantu jApa saphala kaba hotA hai jaba sabake sAtha maitrI banAye rakhe / ' _ 'savi jIva karUM' (bhavI jIva karUM nahIM) isa prakAra bhagavAna ne bhAvanA bhAI hai / eka bhI jIva bAkI hogA vahAM maiM nahIM A sakUgA / ' isa prakAra bhagavAna kahate haiM / 'ninnANave ke sAtha maitrI rakhUgA, parantu eka ke sAtha to nahIM hI rakhUgA / ' aisA bhAva hogA taba taka cAhe cAturmAsa karo, tapa karo, ninnANave yAtrA karo, upadhAna Adi saba kucha karo, parantu AtmakalyANa nahIM hogA / 'yahAM se ghara jAyeM, usase pUrva vaira kA visarjana karake hI jaayeNge|' yaha nizcaya karake hI jAyeM / yadi eka bhI jIva bAkI rakhA to bhagavAna kI kRpA-vRSTi nahIM hogii|' aisA mAhaula dekhakara hamAre pU. gurudeva (pU. AcAryazrI guNasAgarasUrijI) yAda Ate haiM, jinhoM ne kahA thA - 'jinazAsana meM ananta zakti vidyamAna hai, phira bhI vaha paraspara TakarAne meM naSTa ho rahI hai| yadi sakala saMgha eka hotA ho to maiM apane gaccha kI sAmAcArI yA tithi kA Agraha nahIM rakhUgA / ' aisA maitrIpUrNa vAtAvaraNa dekhakara sva. pUjyazrI kI AtmA avazya prasanna ho rahI hogI / pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrijI : jinezvara bhagavAna dvArA kathita AnandadAyaka bAtoM kA rasa liyA, sthira Asana se, (4200wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ sthira citta se sabane Ananda uThAyA, jisakI anumodanA karate haiM / samasta zrotAoM ko lAkha-lAkha dhanyavAda ! hama cAhe jitane ekatrita ho, nimantraNa bhI hoM, Apa Aye bhI hoM, parantu yadi zravaNa karane meM ApakA citta ekAgra na bane to Apa do-do ghaMTe baiTha hI nahIM sakate / isIlie Apa sabako lAkha-lAkha dhanyavAda ! samasta mahAtmAoM ne jisa sundara zailI meM maitrI kI bAteM kI, una sabake bhAva ko sammilita karatA yaha zloka Apa saba sAtha boleM - 'zivamastu sarva jagataH' 'maiM jaina hUM' amerikA meM nivAsa karane vAle una bhAI ko bacapana meM jaina kula meM mAtA-pitA ke saMskAra mile| amerikA meM adhyayana hetu gaye, kamAye / eka bAra aisA huA ki unakI kampanI ke mAlika ne kahA ki ApakA pada aura vetana baDhAyA gayA hai| bhAI prasanna hue phira pUchA ke mujhe kArya kyA karanA _ 'carabI se bananevAlI davAiyoM kI jAMca evaM nirIkSaNa kreN|' isa bhAI ne turanta uttara diyA ki 'maiM yaha pada nahIM le sktaa| maiM jaina hUM / ' anyatra naukarI para jAnA pasanda kiyA / ghara jAkara patnI ko bAta batAI / patnI ne kahA - hama sAdagI se raheMge / cintA na kreN| Apane bahuta acchA kiyaa| __jaina kula milane kA nimitta bhI pApa se bacAtA - sunaMdAbena vorA rA kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300000000000000000000 43)
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________________ BESRI MINSUMANITARANASIRAM MARRERNORNORRRRRRRRREE prabhu darzana meM lInatA, koimbattUra, vi.saM. 2053 Memomsonance 23-7-2000, ravivAra zrA. kRSNA -7 * hamAre pAsa isa samaya na to tIrthaMkara haiM, na gaNadhara haiM yA nahIM haiM pUrvadhara / Aja hamAre pAsa do hI AdhAra haiM - jinamUrti evaM jinAgama ! jinAgama bolate hue tIrthaMkara haiM, jinamUrti mauna tIrthaMkara haiM / mUrti bhI bhagavAna haiM / 'cauvviha jiNA' meM sthApanA ke rUpa meM mUrti bhI bhagavAna haiM / bhASya meM hama yaha par3ha hI cuke haiM / aise jinAgamoM kA eka bhAga Avazyaka sUtra haiN| unameM se eka sUtra (namutthuNaM) kI TIkA yaha 'lalita vistarA' hai / cha: AvazyakoM meM prathama sAmAyika sAdhya hai / sAmAyika ke dvArA samatA milatI hai / samatA ke Ananda kI jhalaka ke binA mokSa ke Ananda kI kalpanA kaise kara sakeMge ? sAmAyika ke pariNAma bahuta durlabha haiM, parantu nirAza mata honA / use lAne vAle anya pAMca 'cauvisattho' Adi pAMca Avazyaka haiM / 'AcArAMga' kA adhikArI kauna hai ? zIlAMkAcArya likhate haiM - jisane Avazyaka sUtra, sUtra, artha tadubhaya se bhAvita kiye hue haiM, jisane sUtroM ke joga kara lie haiM, vaha (sAdhu) isakA adhikArI hai / vahI isake rahasya samajha sakegA / (44666666666666666666660 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ jitane rahasyamaya zAstra haiM, una adhyAtma zAstroM meM 'AcArAMga ' pradhAna hai / * karma sukha deM to bhI vizvAsa na kareM / punya ke vizvAsa para bhI rahane jaisA nahIM hai / karma kaba dhokhA deM, yaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA / sAdhana kA bhI abhimAna nahIM karanA hai / upazama zreNi para car3he hue zrutakevalI bhI ananta kAla ke lie nigoda meM jA sakate haiM, gaye haiM / * cAra jinoM (nAma, sthApanA, dravya evaM bhAva - jina) meM isa samaya bhAva - jina hI nahIM haiM / zeSa tInoM kI barAbara ArAdhanA kareM to bhAva-jina mileMge hI / * arthI arthAt kevala abhilASI hI nahIM, tIvra abhilASI / roga naSTa karane kI tIvra icchA ho vaise rogI kA hI 'kesa' vaidya hAtha meM leM / usa prakAra tIvra arthI hI yahAM adhikArI ginA gayA hai / arthI vaha kahalAtA hai jo sAmane se DhUMr3hatA huA Aye / hameM lAkhoM ke samUha ekatrita karake unake madhya jAnA nahIM hai / loga DhUMr3hate hue AyeM taba abhilASA pratIta hotI hai / kala hI yaha bAta honI cAhiye thI, parantu pRSTa ulaTa jAne se bAta raha gaI / koI cintA nahIM / isameM bhI koI acchA hI hogA / adhika chAnabIna honI hogI / yaha caityavandana jise acintya cintAmaNi lage vaha saccA arthI hai / haribhadrasUrijI ko acintya cintAmaNi lagA thA / hameM lagatA hai kyA ? lAkhoM bhavoM meM ekatrita kiye hue karmoM se Aye hue durbhAgya, durgati Adi ko ur3A dene vAlA yaha caityavandana hai / aisA caityavandana hote hue bhI vidhi na apanAI jA sake to duSprayukta auSadhi kI taraha vaha akalyANakara banegA / eka hI caityavandana yadi lAkhoM, karor3o bhavoM ke karmoM ko ur3A detA ho to Apa sAdhu to nitya sAta-sAta caityavandana karate haiM, kitane bhAgyazAlI haiM ? kyA caityavandana vidhipUrvaka hotA hai ? ( kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3 wi 0 45
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________________ sAdhu sabhA : prayatna kareMge / pUjyazrI : gocarI Ane ke bAda 'khAne kA prayatna kareMge' aisA uttara dete haiM ? yahAM utkaNThA ho, tar3apa ho to vilamba ho bhI kaise ? auSadhi vidhipUrvaka leM to Arogya milegA hI / yadi avidhi se loge to Arogya hogA vaha bhI calA jAyegA / isIlie yahAM vidhi ko mahattva diyA gayA hai / __ aMjAra meM DokTara yU. pI. der3hiyA, hamAre paricita the / ve pUrva avasthA meM calatI-phiratI hospiTala calAte the / (moTara lekara choTe gAMvo meM jAte / ) eka bAra unhoMne apanA svayaM kA anubhava eka bhAI ko batAyA : 'eka bhAI ko dina meM tIna bAra puDiyeM lene kA kahA / tIna dinoM ke pazcAt roga nahIM miTane para pUchA, taba usane batAyA, 'zrImAn ! Apane kahA thA na ki pur3iyA lenI haiM / maiMne puDiyA lI / bhItara kA davA kA pAuDara phaiMka diyA / ' caityavandana meM hama aisA to nahIM karate na ? prabhu kI bhakti karane kA bhAgya mile kahAM se ? devacandrajI ke kathanAnusAra ananta punyarAzi ekatrita hone para prabhu-bhakti karane kI icchA hotI hai| * saMyama meM nizcalatA AyegI to guru ke prasAda se hI AyegI, bhagavAna kI bhakti se hI AyegI / __ saMyama to liyA parantu aba Ananda nahIM AtA / kahAM mujhe kubuddhi AI ki maiM ne dIkSA aMgIkAra kara lI ? aisA vicAra karate ho to sAvadhAna ho jAnA / saMyama meM Ananda bar3hatA hI hai| yadi nahIM bar3he to samajha lenA ki vidhi meM bhUla ho gaI haiM / 'garma pAnI pIne se kuSTha ho jAtA hai / ' aisI zaMkA eka kuSTha-grasta sAdhvIjI ko huI / aisA nahIM hotA na ? baDA bhArI vighna hai yaha ! jaba maiM rAjanAdagAMva meM thA taba mere hI nikaTastha vyakti mujhe kahate : 'kyA karoge vahAM dIkSA lekara ? sAdhu to DaNDe-DaNDe lar3ate haiM / ' maiM kahatA : 'Apa bhalA to jaga bhalA / ' (46 00000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ jagat aisA hai / saMsAra meM vighna Aye to koI sahAyatA karane ke lie nahIM AtA, parantu saMyama meM vighna DAlane ke lie saba taiyAra hai| avidhi se karo yA vidhipUrvaka kiye jAne vAle dharmAnuSThAnoM ko Apa roko to usakA pratyapAya khataranAka hai / isIlie vidhipUrvaka sUtra deM / anadhikArI ko na deM / 'maiM ne to zubha Azaya se diyA thA / usane ulTA kiyA to usameM maiM kyA karUM ?' yaha kahakara Apa chaTaka nahIM sakate / ApakA bhI uttaradAyitva hai| adhikArI ko dene se hI bhagavAna kI AjJA kI ArAdhanA kI huI kahI jAyegI, bhagavAna kA bahumAna kiyA ginA jAyegA, loka-saMjJA chor3I kahI jAyegI, dharmAcAra kA pAlana kiyA ginA jAyegA / isake atirikta hitakara mArga nahIM hai / loga karate haiM vaise kareM vaha nahIM calegA / yaha to lokasaMjJA huI / isase mithyA paramparA khar3I hogI / cAhe jaisA vyakti Apako kahe, 'Apake ghara meM nidhAna hai' to Apa usake kahane se khodane nahIM lagoge / parantu yadi Apake pitA athavA dAdA kA mitra ho, vizvAsu ho to usake kahane para hI Apa prayatna karoge / * ahamadAbAda meM eka ne tanika bhUla kI jisakA pariNAma yaha AyA ki sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ko sosAyaTI meM Thaharane kA sthAna milanA kaThina ho gayA / pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahate : ror3a para baiThane kI apekSA (kyoMki isase zAsanakI niMdA hotI hai, jo bar3A pApa hai / ) harI vanaspati para baiThanA zreSTha hai, kyoMki usase zAsana kI nindA hotI hai, jo ghora pApa hai| * savA sau gAthoM ke stavana ke arthoM meM padmavijayajI ne likhA hai ki jo Apta puruSa haiM, zraddheya haiM, unakA pratyeka vacana Agama hai| isI artha meM haribhadrasUrijI, yazovijayajI jaise Agamika puruSoM ke vacana bhI Agama hI haiM, parantu mere lie (pU. kalApUrNasUrijI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3Commonomosomomoooooo 47)
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________________ ke lie) to tIna caubIsI meM (pU. yazovijayajI, pR. AnaMdaghanajI, pU. devacandrajI kI) bhI Agama haiM / mujhe to bar3I umra meM adhika yAda nahIM rahatA, ataH mere lie ye hI AdhAra haiM, ye hI Agama pU. devacandrajI ke stavana to dravyAnuyoga evaM bhakti kA khajAnA hai| * Apa vidvAna vaktA haiM, lAkhoM ko pahuMcAne vAle haiM, ataH Apake pAsa bAta karatA hUM / aneka vyakti kahate haiM : ina vAcanAoM meM bolane kA rahane deM / zrama par3egA / parantu maiM kahatA hUM : yaha zrama nahIM hai| yahI zrama utArane vAlA hai| abhI hI vAcanA pUrNa hogI aura vAsakSepa lene vAloM kI katAra lagegI / vAsakSepa Adi meM samaya jAye usakI apekSA isameM samaya vyatIta ho to adhika acchA hai| taduparAnta, cintA kisa bAta kI ? dhyAna rakhane vAle bhagavAna baiThe haiM / paM. jinasenavijayajI ma. : dravyAnuyoga kA vicAra kaise kareM ? pUjyazrI : pUchA hai to saMkSepa meM kaha dUM : zuddha Atmadravya arthAt paramAtmA / hama saMsArI jIvoM kA azuddha dravya hai, karma se lipta hai / yadi bhagavAna kA Alambana leMge to apanA Atma dravya bhI zuddha banegA / pU. devacandrajI kahate haiM : jaba taka merI zuddhatA nahIM hogI, taba taka terI zuddhatA kA Alambana maiM chor3ane vAlA nahIM huuN| 'sakala siddhatA tAharI re, mAhare kAraNa rUpa / ' jagatasiMha seTha ne 360 vyaktiyoM ko karor3apati banAyA thA / jo Aye unheM karor3apati banAye / bhagavAna hama sabako apane samAna karor3apati se bhI adhika banAnA cAhate haiM / seTha kA dhana to ghaTatA jAtA hai / yahAM prabhu ke pAsa kucha bhI kama nahIM hotA / [48 6000000000 was soon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ bAeM se pU. devendrasUrijI, pU. kanakasUrijI Adi 24-7-2000, somavAra zrA. kRSNA -8 * 'saMsAra meM thoDA sA jJAna prApta kara ke 'phUlaNajI' banane vAle hama jaisoM kI dazA kyA hotI ? yadi ye jinAgama hameM nahIM mile hote ?' ye udgAra zrI haribhadrasUrijI ke haiM / hamArI buddhi kUpa-maNDUka jaisI hai / kuMe kA maiMr3haka kUdaphudaka kara kahatA hai - kyA ApakA samudra isase bhI bar3A hai ? asambhava, ho hI nahIM sakatA / hamArI aisI tuccha buddhi hai, phira bhI Azcarya to dekho / tuccha buddhi kA bhI abhimAna kitanA ? yaha abhimAna hI hameM jinAgama samajhane nahIM detA / sva-buddhi ke ahaMkAra kA parityAga kiye binA jinAgama kadApi samajha meM nahIM Ate / * adhyAtma-tattva ke gahana abhyAsI AnaMdaghanajI ne bhI nauve bhagavAna ke stavana meM pUjA kI vidhi batAI hai| jisameM ullekha hai ki saccA adhyAtma-vettA kadApi prabhu-pUjA kI upekSA nahIM kara sakatA / jo upekSA karatA hai vaha adhyAtma-vettA ho hI nahIM sakatA / isa adhyAtma kA varNana gyArave stavana meM AyA hai, jisameM likhA hai ki jahAM adhyAtma hotA hai vahAM kAmanAaiM samApta ho jAtI haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 66 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 49)
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________________ ___ 'te kevala niSkAmI re / ' kAmanAeM samApta ho jAyeM to hI apane nAma evaM rUpa kA prabhu meM visarjana ho sakatA hai to hI 'ahaM' kA 'arha' meM vilaya ho sakatA hai| __bhakti ke binA jJAna kI saphalatA nahIM hai / mahAna vidvAna jaMbUvijayajI ma. jinakA nAma Apane sunA hI hogA / ve AgamoM ke zreSTha sampAdaka-saMzodhaka ke rUpa meM prasiddha haiM, parantu unakA prabhuprema to dekho / bIsa mAlA gine binA kabhI paccakkhANa pArate nahIM / bhakti-yukta jJAna hI pravartaka jJAna bana sakatA hai / bhakti-rahita jJAna to kevala ahaMkAra-poSaka evaM ahaMkArapradarzaka hI kahalAtA hai / * 'sabhI jIva mokSa meM jAyeM, bAda meM hI maiM mokSa meM jAUMgA / jagat ke samasta jIvoM ke pApa mujha meM saMkrAnta ho jAyeM / ' buddha kI aisI karuNA kI bAtoM se hI siddharSi prabhAvita ho gaye the| unheM huA hogA - 'apane bhagavAna to vItarAga haiM / hameM saMsAra meM bhaTakate chor3akara ve mokSa meM cale gaye / karuNA to sacamuca buddha kI hI hai|' __isa prakAra soca-socakara ikkIsa bAra bauddha bhikSu banane ke abhilASI siddharSi gaNi kA mastiSka ThikAne lAne vAlA yaha 'lalita vistarA' hai| yaha 'lalita vistarA' isa samaya vAcanA meM calatA hai| prazna : sampUrNa vidhipUrvaka sthAna, varNa, artha, Alambana Adi sahita caityavandana karane vAle kitane haiM ? ataH apavAda mArga se avidhi se caityavandana ho to kyA harja hai ? uttara : bhAI ! Apa apavAda-utsarga ke samyag jJAtA nahIM haiM / apavAda kise kahate haiM ? cAhe jise apavAda nahIM kahA jAtA / mArga para car3hAye vaha apavAda kahalAtA hai, jo unmArga kA poSaNa kare use apavAda nahIM kahA jAtA / isa prakAra to avidhi kI hI paramparA calegI / apavAda sadA adhika doSoM kI nivRtti ke lie hotA hai / jaMgala meM muni jAte hoM, aura usa samaya doSayukta gocarI vAparanI par3e to apavAda hai, kyoMki upavAsa to adhika samaya taka nahIM kiye jA sakate / (50wwwsas an is an am kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ pUrva ke sattvazAlI manuSya ke dvArA sevita evaM zubha ke anubaMdha vAlA apavAda honA cAhiye / cAhe jisa pravRtti ko apavAda nahIM kahA jA sakatA / sUtra ko bAdhA AtI ho, hita-ahita yA guru-lAghava kA soca na ho use apavAda nahIM kahA jAtA / aisA apavAda to bhagavAna tathA bhagavAna ke zAsana kI apabhrAjanA karane vAlA hai / kSudra sattvoM ke dvArA Acarita ko apavAda nahIM kahA jAtA / choTe se ghAsa ke tinake athavA patte ko tairatA dekhakara usake Alambana se Apa tara nahIM sakate / usa prakAra aise kSudra apavAda se Apa Tika nahIM sakate / * isa zAsana kI gambhIratA ko Apa soce, zAsana kI gambhIratA Apa logoM ko bhI batAyeM / isI grantha meM Age AegA abhaya, cakSu, mArga, zaraNa athavA bodhi bhagavAna ke pAsa se hI mileMge, anya kahIM se nahIM mileMge yaha bAta acchI taraha samajhAyeMge / - - isa grantha meM eka ora bhagavAna kI karuNA ko batAne vAle vizeSaNa Ate jAyeMge / sAtha hI sAtha anya anya dArzanikoM ke kumatoM kA khaNDana bhI AtA jAyegA / anya darzanoM kA nirupaNa ekAMgI hogaa| yahAM anekAnta hogA / yaha bar3A antara hogA / jaina darzana itanA vizAla hai ki saMsAra ke samasta dharma samA jAyeM / eka RjusUtra naya meM bauddha darzana kA samAveza ho gayA / isIlie jaina darzana rAjA hai / samasta dharmo kA eka puruSa banA leM to sira ke sthAna para jaina darzana hai / anya samasta darzana hAtha-paira, peTa Adi ke sthAna para haiM / nAstika darzana bhI peTa ke sthAna para hai aisA AnandaghanajI ne kahA hai / jaina darzana vizAla samudra hai, jahAM samasta dharmoM kI nadiyoM kA samAveza hai / jaina-darzana mAlA hai, jisameM sarva dharma maNakoM ke rUpa meM piroye hue haiM / parantu yAda rahe sAgara meM nadiyAM haiM, nadI meM sAgara nahIM haiM / mAlA meM maNake haiM, maNake meM mAlA nahIM hai / jaina darzana kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3 SHE CITIESTERONEY CYRAIMAHDI 51
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________________ meM saba dharma haiM, saba dharmoM meM jaina-darzana nahIM hai| aise syAdvAdamaya jaina-darzana ko kauna parAsta kara sakatA hai ? ___ kAzI meM eka vAdI ko kAzI kA koI vidvAna parAsta nahIM kara sakA, parantu hamAre upA. zrI yazovijayajI ne use parAsta kiyA thA / __ yaha jaina-darzana kI vijaya thI / * kSudra puruSoM dvArA kiyA huA apavAda ke rUpa meM nahIM liyA jAtA / sattvazAliyoM kA Alambana lenA hai / vajramuni ko vicalita karane ke lie usa deva ne bhinna-bhinna rUpa karake kaise prayatna kiye the ? eka bhI doSa nahIM lagane diyA / ataH prasanna hokara deva ne unheM AkAzagAminI tathA vaikriya labdhi kI vidyA pradAna kI / aise sattvazAlI puruSoM kA AcaraNa pramANa ginA jAtA hai / aise vyaktiyoM kA Alambana liyA jAtA hai, kSudra sattvavAloM kA Alambana nahIM liyA jAtA / * vajra ke akSaroM se hRdaya kI takhtI para eka paMkti likha rakheM, jo maiM bAra-bAra kahatA hUM - __'prabhu-pada valagyA te rahyA tAjA; alagA aMga na sAjA re / ' jisa guphA meM siMha hotA hai, vahAM anya kSudra prANI kyA A sakate haiM ? jahAM bhagavAna birAjamAna hoM, vahAM kyA moha Adi A sakate haiM ? bhagavAna mokSa meM gaye ataH unake atizaya Adi bhI cale gaye, yaha na mAneM / unakI zaktiyAM Aja bhI kArya karatI hai - nAma rUpa meM, tIrtha rUpa meM / unake zAsana se hI to hameM itanA mAna milatA hai / dakSiNa meM dekhA dUra-dUra se hajAro manuSya daur3e Ate haiM / yaha kisakA prabhAva hai ? yaha pUjAtizaya bhagavAna kA nahIM to kisakA hai ? kyA merA hai ? bhagavAna kA yaha prabhAva ikkIsa hajAra varSoM taka aisA hI rahegA / yahAM hI dekho na ? itane ThANe haiM, phira bhI vastra, AhAra, vasati ke sambandha meM kyA kisI ko kaSTa huA ? kisI ko kaSTa huA ho to batAnA / kyA yaha zAsana kA prabhAva nahIM hai ? (52 oooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ bIsa varSa pUrva yahAM cAturmAsa meM 240 sAdhvIjI thI / kisI ko kucha kahanA na pdd'e| vastroM Adi kA r3hera svayameva lagatA jAye / AdhoI saMgha jo mukhya cAturmAsa karAne vAlA thA, use kucha bhI lAbha nahIM milA / * Apa asatya nahIM bologe to Apake vacanoM meM vacana-siddhi labdhi prakaTa hogI / Apa kisI ko pIr3A ho vaisA vyavahAra mana, vacana, kAyA se nahIM karo to upazama kI labdhi prakaTa hogI / Apa saMyama kA uttama prakAra se pAlana karo to aneka adbhuta labdhiyAM utpanna hoMgI, parantu suno / ye labdhiyAM ApakI haiM yaha mata mAnanA / yaha bhagavAna kA prabhAva hai, yaha mAnanA / loga kaisI havA phailAte haiM ? mujhe avadhijJAna huA hai / aisI bAta karNATaka, Andhra, tAmilanADu Adi rAjyoM meM bahuta hI phaila gii| kitane hI phona Adi Aye / maiM kahatA hUM, aisA kucha huA nahIM hai| pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : huA ho to kyA patA ? pUjyazrI : hameM avadhijJAna ho yA na ho, logoM ko pahale jJAna ho jAtA hai / / eka udAharaNa batAtA hUM / rAjanAdagAMva meM caturtha vrata grahaNa kiyA, ataH logoM ne aphavAha phailAI - ye akSayarAjajI to dIkSA lene vAle haiM / usa samaya dIkSA lene kI bAta mere mana meM bhI nahIM thI / dIkSA kI koI bAta hI nahIM thI / saMyoga bhI nahIM thA, parantu do varSoM meM hI dIkSA grahaNa karane ke bhAva jage / usa samaya kahatA - 'ApakI bAta saccI siddha ho / ' yahAM bhI aisA hI hogA na ? abhI nahIM to agale bhava meM / kabhI to kevala jJAna hogA na ? hameM nahIM hogA to kise hogA ? avadhi jJAna nahIM, anubhava jJAna ho aisI tamannA hai; jise haribhadrasUrijI ne saMsparza jJAna kahA hai / avadhi jJAna kI kyA bAta karate haiM / kevala jJAnI ke grantha kaNThastha hoM to apane pAsa kevala jJAna hai / Apa avadhi jJAna kI kahAM kahate haiM ? * sakala kuzala vallI boleM, taba jagacintAmaNi0 caityavandana (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6 6 6 6 6 6 0 0 0 0 0 0 0 53)
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________________ nahIM bolate / kyA kAraNa hai ? pUjyazrI : jagacintAmaNi kA bhAva sakala kuzala vallI0 meM A gayA / yahI kAraNa hai / Apa socoge taba dhyAna A jAyegA / akSara artha kI ora le jAte haiM, abhidhAna, abhidheya kI ora le jAte haiM / yaha niyama hai, parantu Apa to jagacintAmaNi Adi ke akSara itanI tIvra gati se bolate hai ki akSara hI pakar3e nahIM jAte to phira artha kahAM se pakar3e jAyeM ? gocarI meM Apa jo jo nAma ginAo, ve vastueM Apake pAtroM meM A jAtI haiM ki nahIM ? kyA nAma - nAmI kA sambandha samajha meM AtA hai ? yahAM jagacintAmaNi bolate samaya usa prakAra ke bhagavAna hamAre mAnasapaTala para kyoM na AyeM ? cintAmaNi to jar3a hai / bhagavAna parama caitanyarUpa haiM / yaha bhArI antara hai| aise cintAmaNi se kyA mAMgoge ? 'sakala pratyakSapaNe tribhuvana-guru, jANUM tuja guNa grAmajI; bIjuM kAMI na mAgU svAmI ! ehija che mujha kAmajI / ' pU. devacandrajI mahArAja kI isa prArthanA meM kyA bAkI rahA ? kevalajJAna taka kA A gayA / __yaha saba samajha kara yadi Apa jagacintAmaNi boleMge taba apUrva bhAvollAsa bar3hegA / _ 'bhagavAna jagannAha' - bhagavAna jagat ke nAtha haiM usa prakAra ve jagat ke guru bhI haiM, jagat ke rakSaka bhI haiM / (jaga-rakkhaNa) durgati durbhAva se hotI hai| bhagavAna durbhAvoM ko roka kara hameM durgati se bacAte haiM / isa taraha bhagavAna jagat ke bandhu haiM / bhagavAna TheTha mokSa taka pahuMcAne vAle sArthavAha haiM / jagasatthavAha ! bhagavAna ke saMgha meM eka bAra Apa jur3a jAyeM / phira mokSa taka kA uttaradAyitva bhagavAna kA / / (5400000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ SCORIANRAISAARERNSERIALISARKIDSORAMERAMANG NRODRIWOORNAMAARA SAMRIDIHINDISNIO S ARANASON dakSiNa bhArata meM pratiSThA 25-7-2000, maMgalavAra zrA. kRSNA -9 guNoM Adi ke lie puruSArtha karane para bhI vaha gauNa hai, bhagavAna kI kRpA hI mukhya hai| bhagavAna kI kRpA se hI ve guNa Ate haiM / deva evaM guru kI kRpA bhakti ke adhIna hai| guru kI icchA nahIM hone para bhI ziSya bhakti ke dvArA unakI kRpA prApta kara sakatA hai / ekalavya usakA utkRSTa udAharaNa hai / droNAcArya kI kahAM icchA thI ? phira bhI ekalavya arjuna se bhI bar3hakara tIrandAja bana gayA / _ 'patte meM ye cheda kisane kiye ? bhauMkate hue kutte ko kisane zAnta kiyA ?' yaha kArya ekalavya kA hai, yaha jAnakara droNAcArya ko bhArI Azcarya huA / 'droNa guru kI kRpA se hI maiM yaha sIkhA hUM / ' yaha uttara sunakara to droNa ke Azcarya kA pAra na rahA / yaha hakIkata hama jAnate haiM / guru kI Apa sevA karate raheM / guru kadAcit alpa jJAnI hoMge to bhI Apa unase bhI adhika jJAna prApta kara sakoge / gautama svAmI ke pacAsa hajAra ziSya isake utkRSTa udAharaNa haiM / gautama svAmI ke pAsa kahAM kevala jJAna thA ?, phira bhI pacAsa hajAra (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6666666666666666666666 55)
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________________ ziSya prApta kara pAye na ? guru ke vinaya se prApta jJAna abhimAna utpanna nahIM karatA / jisa jJAna se abhimAna utpanna ho, use jJAna kahA bhI kaise jAye ? * 'lalita vistarA' grantha kI pAtratA ke tIna guNa avazya yAda rakheM / yahI usakI nIMva hai| nIMva meM ye guNa na hoM to 'lalita vistarA' kA zravaNa ApakA uddhAra nahIM kara sakegA / * saMsAra-rasika jIva dharma nahIM kara sakatA / kadAcit kare to apane bhautika manoratha pUrNa karane ke lie hI karegA / bhale hI vaha zaMkhezvara jAye, mahuDI jAye athavA yahAM Aye, parantu usake mana meM saMsAra baiThA hogA / aise jIvoM ko bhavAbhinaMdI kahA hai / aise jIva dharma ke lie apAtra haiM / jisake karma kSINa ho gaye hoM, jisake hRdaya meM zuddha Azaya ho, jisakA saMsAra ke prati rAga manda par3a gayA ho, vaise jIva hI isake zravaNa ke lie yogya haiM / bhArI karma kiyA huA, malina-AzayI, saMsAra-rasika jIva to isake lie sarvathA anadhikArI haiM / aise apAtra jIva bhagavAna kI zuddha dezanA suna hI nahIM sakate / zuddha dharmadezanA arthAt siMhanAda ! use sunate hI hiranoM ke samAna saMsAra-rasika jIva to kAMpa hI uThate haiN| aise loga vidhi kI bAta sunate hI cauMka par3ate haiM, dharma karanA hI chor3a dete haiM / aise karanA, aise nahIM karanA, aise bolanA, aise nahIM bolanA, aise baiThanA, aise nahIM baiThanA, ye phira kyA hai ? hamArA isameM kAma nahIM hai / bhavAbhinaMdI ko Apa vidhi samajhAne baiThe to Upara batAye anusAra soca kara jo karate hoM vaha dharma bhI chor3a degA / __ yogya jIvoM ke pAsa yogya pustakeM Adi yA yogya pravacana Adi milane para nAca uThe / __. * jJAna bhaNDAra meM jo pustakeM hai ve nirarthaka nahIM hai| unake yogya koI na koI jIva isa vizva meM haiM hI / yogya samaya para ve A hI pahuMcegeM / pustakeM svayaM ke yogya pAThakoM kI pratIkSA karatI huI bhItara baiThI huI haiN| (560000000000 sooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ apAtra ko zAstra zravaNa karAnA arthAt car3hate hue jvara meM auSadhi denA / isa prakAra auSadhi doge to ulTI adhika hAnI hogI / jisakI buddhi zAnta nahIM huI, jo satata uphAna evaM vihvalatAoM meM jI rahA hai, usake pAsa aisI bAteM karanA vyartha hai / aise manuSyo ke pAsa bhagavAna kI kRpA athavA karuNA kI bAteM kareMge to bhI ulTA artha lagAyeMge - baiThe haiM na bhagavAna ! kareMge yaha saba ! bhagavAna karuNA ke sAgara haiM ! - svayaM niSkriya hokara baiTha jAyeMge / usake lie bhagavAna kI karuNA ko Age dhareMge / bhagavAna kI karuNA kI bAta karane kA bhagavAna ke bhakta ke atirikta anya kisI ko adhikAra nahIM hai| * prabhu kA bhakta bhagavAna ke mandira meM jAkara nisIhi pUrvaka samasta sAMsArika pravRttiyoM kA tyAga karake, tIna pradakSiNA dekara, tIna bAra bhUmi ko pUMjakara bhagavAna ko gadgad hokara namaskAra karatA bhakti kA prakarSa aisA bar3hatA hai ki hRdaya meM bhakti kA sAgara hilore letA hai / candramA ko dekhakara sAgara uchalatA hai, usa prakAra prabhu ko dekhakara bhakta kA hRdaya uchalatA hai / _ 'jina guNa candra kiraNa zuM umaTyo, sahaja samudra athAga; mere prabhu zuM pragaTyo pUrama rAga / ' - upA. yazovijayajI bhakti kI adhikatA se aisA vega Aye ki netroM meM se harSa ke AMsU AyeM / sampUrNa deha romAMcita ho uThe, sAr3he tIna karor3a romAvali bhagavAna ke nAma se khar3e ho jAyeM / Aja bhagavAna kI bhakti karane kA avasara prApta huA hai| unake caraNoM meM rahane kA saubhAgya prApta huA hai| kaisI durlabha hai yaha bhagavAna ke caraNoM kI sevA ? mere jaise raMka ko yaha prApta ho gaI ? maiM apane bhAgya kA kyA varNana karUM ? kitane hI bhavoM ke punya ekatrita hue hoMge taba aise bhagavAna mile haiN| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300mmommmmmmmmmmmmm 57)
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________________ mAno, cAhe na mAno, pUrva ke aneka bhavoM kI kamAI ke rUpa meM hI aisA bhava aura aise bhagavAna mile haiM / yaha nizcita bAta hai / aise bhava kA eka pala bhI Apa vyartha na jAne deM / 'samayaM goyama mA pamAyae' yaha sUtra sadA yAda rakheM / cintAmaNi, kalpavRkSa, indratva, cakritva athavA anya kucha bhI milanA sarala hai, parantu prabhu kI sevA milanA kaThina hai / saMsAra arthAt bhayaMkara sAgara, jisameM mithyAtva kA jala bharA huA hai / aneka kadAgrahoM ke magaramaccha Adi jalacara jIva haiM / aise isa saMsAra meM bhagavAna mileM kahAM se ? aise durlabha mAnava-bhava kA jIvana bhI kitanA caMcala hai ? kSaNa bhara pUrva khulI AMkha kSaNa bhara ke pazcAt baMda bhI ho jAye / kise khabara hai ? madrAsa meM hama dekhate ki kitane hI bicAre 'hArTa' Adi ke operazana ke lie Ate / choTe baccoM ke bhI 'hArTa' ke oparezana ! usameM bhI jIvana-maraNa ke madhya jhole khAte manuSya ! dekhakara AyuSya kI anityatA yAda AtI hai / merI nitya kI Adata, vAparane se pUrva jinAlaya meM jAkara caityavandana karane kI ! usase pUrva maiM varSIdAna kI zobhAyAtrA meM gayA / (bhuja - vi. saMvat 2046) mujhe kahAM patA thA ki aba maiM jinAlaya meM nahIM, hospiTala meM hoUMgA ? hajAroM manuSya the, parantu kisI ko nahIM, mujhe hI gAya ke kAraNa dhakkA lagA, phraikacara huA, golA TUTA / maiM hospiTala meM dAkhila huA / yAda rahe yaha kSaNa apane hAtha meM hai / AgAmI kSaNa hAtha meM nahIM hai / jitanA huA utanA apanA / ataH karane kA zIghra kara lo / - madrAsa meM bhI cale jAne jaisI dazA ho gaI thI / aisI sthiti meM se bacAnevAlA bhagavAna haiN| maiM to yaha mAnatA hUM / bhagavAna meM maiM mAtA kA svarUpa dekhatA hUM / vaha apane bAlaka ko kaise duHkha hone de ? bhagavAna apanA saccA svarUpa bhakta ko hI batAte haiM / bhakta ke binA bhagavAna evaM bhakti kI bAta dUsare ko samajha meM hI nahI AtI / use to nazA athavA pAgalapana hI lagatA 58 kaLa OOOOOOOO 1 kahe kalApUrNasUri -
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________________ hai / bhakta ko samajhane ke lie bhakta bananA par3atA hai / jJAnI ko samajhane ke lie jJAnI bananA par3atA hai / bhakta kI UMcAI para pahuMcane ke pazcAt hI bhakti kI bAta samajha meM AtI hai / bhakta ke hRdaya meM bhagavAna Ate haiM, yaha bAta ApakI samajha meM nahIM AyegI / kevala bakavAsa lagegA, parantu bhakta ke lie yaha sIdhI-sAdI bAta hai / citta darpaNa ke samAna nirmala banane para bhagavAna citta meM pratibimbita hoMge hii| isameM Azcarya hI kyA hai ? abhakta hRdaya ko yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI / isa pustaka ko par3hane se jIvana meM nimnalikhita lAbha hue : viziSTa prakAra se bhagavad bhakti karane ke lie mana lAlAyita huA / kriyA sUtra, artha evaM tadubhaya se bhAvita rIti se hone lagI / - - - sambandha dekhe binA paropakAra karane kI icchA huI / sAdhvI bhadraMkarAzrI yaha pustaka par3hane se aneka lAbha hue haiM / prabhu ke prati bhakti, saMyama ke prati zraddhA aura jJAna ke prati rUci meM vRddhi huI hai / sAdhvI priyadarzanAzrI H yaha pustaka to amRta kA pyAlA hai / jo puNyAtmA isakA pAna kareMge, ve sacamuca amara ho jAyeMge / sAdhvI saMvegapUrNA zrI kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 100 59
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________________ 11 dIkSA prasaMga, bhuja, vi.saM. 2028, mAgha zu. 14 6.pa. nIzara ga 26-7-2000, budhavAra zrA. kRSNA - 10 : sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA sAmudAyika 'arihaMta pada' jApa, pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : pUjya AcArya zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI barAbara samaya para A gaye haiM / maMtra - grahaNa kA samaya ho cukA hai / calo, saba sAtha boleM : jo zakti mujane male, ApuM saune sukha; karmanA baMdhana TALIne, kApuM sahunA duHkha // 1 // mujane duHkha Ape bhale, to paNa khamuM tAsa; sukha pIrasavA sarvane, che mAro abhilASa // 2 // jaganA prANImAtrane, vhAlA che nija prANa; mATe mana-vaca-kAyathI, sadA karUM tasa trANa // 3 // AzIrvAda mujane maLo, bhavo bhava e muja bhAva; trasa-sthAvara jIvo badhA, duHkhIyA ko nava thAva // 4 // bhavobhava e muja bhAvanA, jo muja dhAryuM thAya; to zrIjinazAsana viSe, sthApuM jIva badhAya // 5 // 60 wwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri -
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________________ ( pUjyazrI ke vandana ke pazcAt Atma - rakSA maMtra ) pUjya zrI kI ora se saba ko tIna bAra navakAra diyA gayA / pU. jinacandrasAgarasUrijI ke dvArA 'namo arihaMtANaM' 108 bAra bulavAyA gayA / pU. munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : samavasaraNa meM aSTa prAtihArya yukta bhagavAna baiThe haiM / aise bhAvapUrvaka sabhI eka ghaMTe taka 'namo arihaMtANaM' kA jApa kareM / bahana ke rUpa meM sambodhana kA avasara amerikA meM nivAsa karane vAlA vaha yuvaka bacapana se paricita thA, ataH 'kAkI' kaha kara bulAtA thA / usake zahara meM pravacana karane ke lie jAnA par3A / usake ghara para gaI / ghara meM dekhA madirA kA ThekA thA / deza ke veza ke anusAra vyasana sevana hotA rahA / maiMne use usakA bacapana smaraNa karAyA 'kahAM tere mAtA-pitA ke saMskAra aura kahAM yaha durAcAra ?' usake bAda dharma kI aneka kathAeM kahI / sAyaMkAla pravacana meM use merA paricaya denA thA / taba maiMne kahA 'bahana' kaha kara paricaya denA / ' usane paricaya dete samaya sArvajanika rUpa se kahA ki 'bahana' sambodhana kA mujhe jo avasara milA usake lie maiM Aja se madirA (zarAba) pIne kA tyAga karatA hUM / puNyayoga se use dharma kI bhAvanA vAle bhAI kI mitratA thI, vaha adhika paricita huI aura vaha svayaM hI dharma-bhAvanA meM jur3a gayA / sunandAbena vorA ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 - - - 04 61
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________________ bhuja cAturmAsa, vi.saM. 2043 26-7-2000, budhavAra zrA. kRSNA -10 * jinAgama meM pratyeka sUtra ananta arthapUrNa hotA hai| kyA bAta mastiSka meM barAbara nahIM baiThatI ? aneka vyaktiyoM ko mastiSka meM nahIM baiThatI / paMjAba meM vyAkhyAna-dAtA samayasundarajI kI isa bAta meM vahAM ke zrotAoM ko vizvAsa nahIM huA, taba unhoM ne dUsare dina eka hI vAkya ke ATha lAkha artha karake batAye / Aja bhI vaha aSTalakSI grantha vidyamAna hai / 'rAjAno dadate saukhyam / ' ukta grantha meM isa vAkya ke ATha lAkha artha haiM / sAmAnya vAkya ke bhI ATha lAkha artha hote haiM to bhagavAna kI vANI ke ananta artha kyoM nahIM ho sakate ? gambhIra arthoM se paripUrNa aise jinAgama milane para kitanA Ananda honA cAhiye ? _ 'namaskAra-svAdhyAya' nAmaka pustaka meM 'namo arihaMtANaM' ke 108 artha kiye hue hai, par3ha leM / * caityavandana nitya sAta bAra karate hI haiM, parantu kyA yahAM likhe bhAva hRdaya meM jagate haiM ? maiM kahatA hUM - mere hRdaya meM aise bhAva nahIM jagate / zrI haribhadrasUrijI ajaina kula meM utpanna hue (620000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ the phira bhI unheM aise bhAva Ate the / isIlie unhoM ne likhA - caityavandana karate samaya AMkhoM meM se harSa ke AMsu na AyeM to samajheM ki abhI taka merI bhakti adhUrI hai / zoka, dInatA Adi ke kAraNa aneka bAra AMsU gira cuke haiM / kyA bhakti ke kAraNa kabhI AMsU gire haiM ? yadi bhagavAna ke prati agAdha prema ho to hI aisA saMbhava hai| haribhadrasUrijI ko dIkSA grahaNa nahIM karanI thI, phira bhI le lI / guru ne yogyatA dekhakara unheM dIkSA pradAna kara dI / phira bhI unheM prabhu ke prati apUrva prIti jage aura hama prabhu-prema se lAkhoM yojana dUra raheM, yaha kaisA ? * mana prasanna na ho to kRpA karake mandira na jAyeM, anyathA guru ke samakSa cAhe jaise bola dete ho, usa prakAra kabhI bhagavAna ke samakSa bhI bola jAoge / prasanna citta ke binA prabhu-bhakti nahIM hotI / sAtha sAtha yaha bhI samajha leM ki prabhu kI bhakti ke binA citta kI prasannatA bhI nahIM milegI / prazna yaha uThatA hai ki citta prasanna ho to bhakti ho sakatI hai yA bhakti kareM to citta prasanna banatA hai ? donoM paraspara sApekSa haiM / sAmAnyataH citta prasanna ho taba hI prabhu kI bhakti karane se citta vizeSa prasanna hotA hai| atyanta kaluSita mana prabhu-bhakti meM ekAkAra nahIM banatA / gRhasthoM ke lie isI lie dravya-pUjA Avazyaka haiM / aneka Arambha-samArambhoM, dhandhe se citta vyagra banA huA ho, dravya-pUjA karate-karate mana tanika nirmala banatA hai| usake bAda caityavandana meM mana lagatA hai / isI kAraNa se AnaMdaghanajI ne nauve stavana meM dravya-pUjA kI bAta kI hogI na ? caityavandana karate samaya svAdhyAya bigar3atA hai, yaha kadApi na mAneM / svAdhyAya ke dvArA Akhira yahI karanA hai / samaya bigar3atA nahIM hai, parantu saphala hotA hai, yaha mAne / caityavandana karate samaya anya samasta karttavyoM kA tyAga cAhiye / gRhasthoM ko dhaMdhe Adi ke vicAra nahIM karanA cAhiye / sAdhuoM (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 mmmmmmmmmmmmmm 63)
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________________ ko vasati Adi ke vicAra nahIM karane cAhiye / mana pUrNataH bhagavAna meM lIna cAhiye / zrI haribhadrasUrijI ne likhA hai : 'na ca ataH paraM kRtyamasti / ' caityavandana se bar3hakara anya koI kArya vizva meM nahIM hai / gRhasthoM ko pradhAnamaMtrI kA pada prApta ho jAye to kitane prasanna hoN| usase bhI adhika Ananda yahAM honA cAhiye / sattA ke siMhAsana para baiThane ke Ananda kI apekSA bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM baiThane kA Ananda bar3hakara hai / isIlie bhakta cakravartI banane kI icchA nahIM karatA, parantu vaha bhagavAna kA sevaka banane kI icchA karegA / __ saMsAra kI sevA to bahuta kI, aba prabhu kI sevA karanI ___abhI ANaMdajI kalyANajI per3hI ke samasta karmacArI (pujArI) Adi Aye the taba maiMne kahA thA - 'kinhIM bar3e seThoM ko bhI na mile aisA mahattvapUrNa kArya (AjIvikA calAne kA dhaMdhA) Apako milA hai / atyanta punyodaya mAnakara ye prabhu kI pUjA Adi ke kArya kareM / unhoM ne uttara diyA : gurudeva ! aba hama aisA (haDatAla karane kA) kadApi nahIM kareMge / * kisI bhava meM sAtha na choDeM aise mitra, sAthI, bandhu athavA riztedAra bhagavAna ke atirikta anya koI hai ? ataH AnaMdaghanajI ne kahA hai : 'RSabha jinezvara prItama mAharo re, aura na cAhUM re kaMta / ' yahAM cetanA hI apane cetana ko kahatI hai, aba to basa mere eka hI pati haiM, paramAtmA ! mujhe aba anya koI kanta nahIM cAhiye; kyoMki ina paramAtmA kA hI sAtha aisA hai jo kadApi chUTatA nahIM aisA prema jage to bhakti jage binA nahIM rhegii| sabakA mUla prabhu-prema hai| prItiyoga kA vikAsa hI bhaktiyoga hai / usakA vikAsa vacana evaM usakA vikAsa asaMga yoga hai / bhakti, vacana aura asaMga meM prema nahIM hai, aisA nahIM mAne / kramazaH prema vahAM bar3hatA hI jAtA hai / 64ommonomoooooooooom
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________________ bhagavAna ke samAna prema anya kahIM bhI na ho vaha prItiyoga hai / dhana, zarIra, makAna, kIrti, ziSya Adi samasta padArthoM se bar3ha jAye vaisA prema prabhu ke prati honA cAhiye / yadi anyatra prema hogA to bhagavAna nahIM AyeMge / bhagavAna kadAcit socate hoMge ki bhakta ko abhI bhaTakanA hai, bhaTakane do / thaka kara AyeMge taba bAta / hama donoM ora prema rakhate haiM / dUdha tathA dahI meM, saMsAra meM tathA bhagavAna meM prema rakhate haiM / isa prakAra bhagavAna nahIM milate / ____maiM itanA kahatA hUM phira bhI Apa meM prabhu-prema prakaTa nahIM hotA ho to uttaradAyitva merA nahIM hai| nahIM kahUM to uttaradAyitva merA, parantu kahane ke pazcAt bhI ApameM parivartana nahIM Aye to maiM kyA kara sakatA hUM? jamAli evaM gozAlA ke lie bhagavAna bhI kyA kara sake the ? * hamAre phalodI meM bicchu bahuta hote haiM / usameM bhI hamArA makAna arthAt bicchuoM kA hI makAna / mere pitAjI nitya bAlTI meM dasa-pandraha bicchu ekatrita karake jaMgala meM choDa Ate the / eka bAra baniyAna utAra kara meM 'sthaMDila' gayA thA / lauTane ke pazcAt baniyAna pahanA aura mujhe kAMTe jaisA lagA / dekhA to eka baDA bicchu thA / saMbhAla kara use maiM ne bAhara rakhA / una tIsa varSoM meM mujhe kadApi bicchu kATA nahIM / / yaha jIva dayA kA prabhAva hai| yadi hamArA antaHkaraNa jIvoM kI dayA se paripUrNa ho to kauna kyA kara sakatA hai ? * merI itanI bAta to mAno - caityavandana to zAntipUrvaka karo / maiM aneka vyaktiyoM ko pUchatA hUM - caityavandana meM kitanA samaya nikAlA ? kevala 10-15 minaTa ? idhara-udhara kI pravRttiyoM meM to apanA bahuta samaya jAtA hai, parantu caityavandana jaisI mahattvapUrNa vastu ke lie hameM samaya nahIM hai| sacamuca to caityavandana hameM mahattvapUrNa nahIM lagatA hogA / kadAcit aisA ho, jindagI adhika lambI pratIta hogI / mere jaise vRddha ke lie Avazyaka hogA, Apa yuvAnoM ko Avazyaka nahIM lagatA hogA, yA to svarga athavA mokSa nizcita hogA, anyathA itanA pramAda kisa kAraNa hogA ? kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3nsomnosomammooooomn65)
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________________ haMsane kI bAta nahIM hai / Apa saba socate haiM - mahArAja dUsaroM ko kahate haiM, mujhe nahIM kahate / 'mujhe hI kahate haiM' aisA lage taba hI parivartana saMbhava hogA / choTe the taba mAtA ko kitanA kaSTa diyA thA ? khelane meM itane tallIna rahate ki bhojana karane jAyeM ve dUsare / mAM jabarajastI khIMca kara lAtI aura bhojana karAtI, vaha yAda hai na ? zrI haribhadrasUrijI yahAM mAtA bana kara Ate haiM aura kahate haiM, bAlako ! samajho / bahuta khele / aba mahattva kA kArya kara lo / isase adhika mahattva kA anya koI kArya nahIM hai| 'na cA'taH paraM kRtyamasti / ' * caityavandana ko, bhakti ko gauNa karake dhyAna, kAussagga karake dekho aura bhakti ko mukhya mAnakara dhyAna kAussagga karake dekho / dono meM antara hogA / bhakti ke binA dhyAna kAussagga saphala nahIM ho sakatA / dhyAna kisa kA kare ? kAussagga kisakA kareM ? logassa (cauvisattho) meM bhakti hI hai na ? samyak sAmAyika bhakti svarUpa hai| cAritra sAmAyika dhyAna svarUpa hai / guru, zAstra, bhagavAna yA bhagavAna ke upadeza Adi ke binA sIdhI hI sAmAyika mila jAtI hotI to zeSa pAMca Avazyaka bhagavAna ne batAye hI nahIM hote / sAmAyika prAptavya hai, yaha sahI hai, parantu vaha milatA hai bhagavAna evaM guru kI bhakti ke dvArA hI / __ 'mujhe bhakti ke dvArA hI milA hai / Apako bhI usake dvArA hI milegA / ' isa prakAra bhagavAna svayaM jIvana ke dvArA kahate hai - __ bhagavAna ne svayaM pUrva ke tIsare bhava meM bhakti ke dvArA hI prApta kiyA hai / dhUmadhAma se athavA bhASaNabAjI se tIrtha nahIM TikatA, sAmAyika-bhAva se TikegA / moharAjA Apake bar3e 'DAMr3e' se nahIM DaregA / Apake bhItara hue zuddhAtmA ke saMsparza se vaha DaregA / yaha soMce / [66 80 ooooooooooooo000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ aba to haribhadrasUrijI kI bAta mAnoge na ? 'isa caityavandana se adhika koI zreSTha kRtya nahIM hai|' yaha bAta svIkAra karoge na ? jinAlaya meM Apa apanI AMkhoM ko bhagavAna kI AMkhoM meM jor3a deM / Apa apanA mana pratimA meM jor3a deM / AMkheM prabhu kI AMkhoM se juDeMgI to tAraka dhyAna hogA / pratimA meM mana jur3egA to rupastha dhyAna hogA / isIlie yahAM likhA hai - 'bhuvanagurau vinivezitanayanamAnasaH / ' * caityavandana ke samaya sUtra askhalita Adi guNoM pUrvaka bolane haiM / unake artho kA anusmaraNa bhI taba honA cAhiye / yahAM 'anusmaraNa' isalie likhA hai ki bolate samaya pIche-pIche bhagavAna kA vaisA-vaisA svarUpa yAda AtA jAye / (anu arthAt pIche) ATha sampadA (vizrAma sthAna) pUrvaka 'namutthuNaM' bolanA hai / 'namutthuNaM' meM 32 AlAvA haiN| anya AcArya 'viyaTTachaumANaM' sahita 33 AlAvA mAnate haiM / yaha bhaktiyoga hai| bhaktiyoga ke binA saba zuSka evaM niSphala hai| bhakti arthAt samyagdarzana, samyagdarzana ke binA jJAna aura cAritra Adi vyartha haiM, yaha to jAnate haiM na? yadi samyagdarzana utpanna nahIM huA to hamameM aura abhavyoM meM koI adhika antara nahIM hai| anyathA isa sthAna para to abhavyoM kI taraha hama bhI anantabAra A gaye haiM, parantu bIja nahIM par3A thA ataH sabhI prayatna vyartha gaye / samakita bIja hai / yaha to Apako milA huA hI hai| gRhastha-jIvana meM hI milA huA hai| maiM to kevala yAda karAtA huuN| bhUla to nahIM gaye na ? tara mokSa ke sAtha jor3a de vaha yoga hai / - - haribhadrasUri kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmon 67)
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________________ weaORNOR tIrthamAla, zaMkhezvara, vi.saM. 2038 27-7-2000, guruvAra zrA. kRSNA -11 (sAmUhika vAcanA, samasta samudAyoM ke pUjyoM kA Agamana) * abhimAnI indrabhUti gautama ke abhimAna kA viSa naSTa kara ke unameM vinaya kA amRta siMcana karane vAle bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI kI karuNA-zakti kA kyA varNana kareM ? * indrabhUti ke sAtha unake 500 ziSya bhI sAtha hI dIkSita hue / unakA svayaM kA guru ke prati samarpita bhAva kaisA hogA ? * paramAtma-guNagAna maMgalarUpa hai| usa guNa-gAna meM upasargoM ko dUra karane kI tathA citta ko prasanna karane kI zakti hai / * prIti Adi cAroM anuSThAnoM meM uttarottara prabhu-prema bar3hA huA pratIta hogA / jyoM jyoM prema bar3hatA jAyegA, tyoM tyoM prIti hI bhakti meM badala jAyegI / bhakti hI AjJA-pAlana meM parivartita hogI aura AjJA-pAlana (vacana) hI asaMga meM rupAntarita hogA / asaMgayoga prabhu-prema kI parAkASThA hai, kyoMki vahAM prabhu ke sAtha ekatA ho gaI hai / prabhu ke prati bahumAna se hI indrabhUti Adi gaNadhara prabhu se prApta kara sake the / (6800mmaooooooomamasoma kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : upAdAna kAraNa bhI taiyAra cAhiye na ? pUjyazrI : upAdAna kAraNa ko bhI taiyAra karane vAle prabhu haiM / indrabhUti upAdAna ke rUpa meM upasthita the hI / bhagavAna nahIM mile taba taka unakA upAdAna taiyAra kyoM nahIM huA ? miTTI par3I hai parantu kumhAra ke binA ghar3A kyoM nahIM bana jAtA ? hama mu~ha se zaraNAgati bolate haiM, parantu saba kucha apane pAsa rakha kara / mana, vacana, kAyA hI nahIM, AtmA ko bhI prabhu ko samarpita karanI hai / Apa saba kucha prabhu ko sauMpa kara dekho / kyA milatA hai vaha dekho / indrabhUti ne vaisA kara ke dekhA aura unhoM ne prApta kara liyA / * Agamika dRSTi se dhyAna ke bheda batAne vAlA 'dhyAnavicAra' uttama grantha hai, jisameM dhyAna ke saba bheda A gaye / dina meM sAta bAra caityavandana aura cAra bAra svAdhyAya prakRSTa dhyAnayoga hai| caityavandana se bhakti aura svAdhyAya se sthiratA milatI hai / donoM mila kara prabhu ke sAtha hameM jor3a detI hai / itanA hote hue bhI usameM ullAsa utpanna nahIM hone kA kAraNa mithyAtva mohanIya hai / moharAjA kyoM cAheM ki koI jIva Atma-kalyANa prApta kara le ? * bhakti kA atizaya prakaTa karanA cAho to eka bAra 'lalita vistarA' avazya par3heM / maiM apane anubhava se kahatA hUM / usake dvArA vizvAsa hogA ki bhagavAna kI zakti kArya kara rahI udAra dhanI vyakti dAna detA rahatA hai, usa prakAra arihaMta apane guNoM kA satata dAna karate hI rahate haiM / ve hI siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya aura sAdhu taiyAra karate rahate haiN| bhakti yoga kA vikAsa hone para hI anya guNa A sakeMge / usake binA eka bhI guNa nahIM A sakegA / aba sambhava ho to sAmudAyika vyAkhyAna meM AgAmI ravivAra ko prabhu-bhakti, usake bAda ke ravivAra ko guru-bhakti aura phira saMgha-bhakti para vyAkhyAna rakheM / (isake anusAra hI sAmudAyika vyAkhyAna rakhe gaye the / ) kisI bhI anuSThAna kI saphalatA kA AdhAra prabhu-prema hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 aasa oooooooooooom 69)
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________________ bhagavAna kI prIti niSkAma honI cAhiye / AnaMdaghanajI ke zabdoM meM kaheM to nirupAdhika honI cAhiye / bhagavAna kA prema jyoM jyoM bar3hatA jAtA hai, tyoM tyoM hama vaise banate jAte haiM / 'uttama saMge re, uttamatA vadhe / ' pU. AcAryazrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI : jJAna kI apekSA bhakti yoga bar3hakara hai ? pUjyazrI : bhakti ke binA jJAna ahaMkAra karegA / acchA vyAkhyAna diyA, acchI stuti bolI athavA koI bhI zreSTha kArya kiyA vaha abhimAna kA kAraNa bana jAyegA / jJAna kA inakAra nahIM hai, parantu tulanA karane meM bhakti pahale ho / kisI kA bhI varNana cala rahA ho taba anya ko gauNa samajheM, parantu isakA artha yaha nahIM hai ki isakI sarvathA upekSA kareM / pU. AcAryazrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI : bhagavAna kI sarvajJatA ne hI indrabhUti ko AkarSita kiyA thA / pUjyazrI : isakA inakAra nahIM hai, parantu bhagavAna meM rahe hue anya guNa, guNoM ke prati jAgRta prema bhI kAraNa hai na ? * bhagavAna cAra rUpoM meM haiM : nAma-sthApanA Adi ke rUpa meM, upAsanA karake, bhAva rUpa meM hRdaya meM bhagavAna ko prakaTa karanA zrI jJAnavimalasUrijI kahate haiM : 'nAme tU jagamA rahyo, sthApanA paNa timahI; dravye bhavamAMhi vase, paNa na kale kimahI / ' bhAvapaNe savi eka jina, tribhuvana meM trikAle / ' hama mAnate haiM ki bhagavAna mokSa meM gaye, parantu ye mahApuruSa hameM sAntvanA dete hue kahate haiM ki bhagavAna nAma Adi ke rUpa meM yahIM para haiM / cintA kyoM karate haiM ? tapAgaccha ke Adya mahAtmA AcAryazrI jagaccandrasUrijI ke ziSya zAsana ko samarpita AcAryazrI devendrasUrijI bhI sva-racita caityavandana bhASya meM kahate haiM ki - 'nAma jiNA jiNanAmA' pU. AcAryazrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI : samavasaraNa meM dezanA dete haiM taba hI bhAva bhagavAna kahalAte haiM ? (706oooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ pUjyazrI : evaMbhUta naya kI apekSA se yaha bAta hai / anyathA hama to cyavana se hI prabhu ko prabhu ke rUpa meM mAnate hI haiM / cyavana se hI kyoM ? tIrthaMkara nAma karma kI nikAcanA se pUrva bhI unheM bhagavAna mAna sakate haiM / zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI mUrti gata caubIsI meM ghar3I gaI thI / AgAmI caubIsI meM hone vAle padmanAbha evaM amama svAmI kI mUrti bhI isa samaya pUjI hI jA rahI haiM na ? patthara sabhI / akSara abhI / * nAma kI ArAdhanA nAma-maMtra ke dvArA karanI hai / sthApanA kI ArAdhanA pratimA ke dvArA karanI hai / kala maiM ne eka zloka diyA thA vaha yAda hai na ? 'mantramUrttiM samAdAya, devadevaH svayaM jinaH / sarvajJaH sarvagaH zAntaH so'yaM sAkSAd vyavasthitaH // ' 'prabhu - mUrtti meM hai kyA par3A ? haiM mAtra ve prabhu nAma meM hai kyA par3A ? haiM mAtra ve aisA kaho mata sajjano ! sAkSAt ye nija - nAma - mUrtti kA rUpa lekara, svayaM yahAM hama jaise chadmasthoM ko to nAma evaM sthApanA hI dikhAI detI hai / zeSa do bhagavAna (dravya evaM bhAva) to hRdaya meM prakaTa karane haiM 1 bAtacIta meM bhI hama kyA bolate haiM ? mandira meM kauna sI mUrti hai ? vaise nahIM, kauna se bhagavAna haiM ? isa prakAra pUchate haiM ? mUrtti kA to jayapura ke mUrtti-muhalle meM pUchate haiM / nAma-sthApanA ke rUpa meM bhagavAna jAne jA sakate haiM, dravya tIrthaMkara nahIM jAne jA sakate haiM / bhagavAna kahe aura sulasA Adi ko jAna sakeM yaha bAta alaga hai / anyathA hama ajJAnI kaise jAna sakeMge ? isa kAraNa hI to saMgha bhakti kI itanI mahimA hai / isI saMgha meM se tIrthaMkara Adi hoMge / abhI bhI ananta tIrthaMkara yahIM hone vAle hai / bhagavAna haiM / AsIna haiM / ' maiM to kahatA hUM ki yahAM baiThe hue isa samUha meM bhI dravya tIrthaMkara kyoM na hoM ? * 'AyA sAmAie' aisA pATha milatA hI hai / phira bhI kevala sAmAyika hI Avazyaka ke rUpa meM nahIM batAI / use prApta ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 kawww 71
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________________ karane ke lie anya pAMca Avazyaka batAye haiM / sAmAyika rUpI sAdhya ko siddha karane ke lie anya pAMca sAdhana haiM / deva ke pAsa se darzana, haiM / guru ke pAsa se jJAna, dharma ke pAsa se cAritra milatA hai / ye deva Adi tInoM kramazaH chaHoM AvazyakoM meM dikhAI dete sAmAyika ke pariNAma cauvisattho ke dvArA hI prakaTa hote haiM, prabhu ke Alambana se hI prakaTa hote haiM / ataH sAmAyika ke pazcAt cauvisattho Avazyaka hai / ata: dIkSA dete samaya sIdhA hI oghA (rajoharaNa) na dekara usase pUrva devavandana karAte haiM / bhakti jitanI sudRDha hogI, samyagdarzana utanA hI zIghra prApta hogA / yadi prApta ho gayA hogA to bhakti se adhika nirmala banegA / kala jo sAmUhika jApa kiyA thA vaha prabhu-bhakti hI hai / yaha padastha dhyAna hai 1 padastha dhyAna meM prabhu nAma, rUpastha dhyAna meM prabhu - mUrti, piNDastha dhyAna meM prabhu kI avasthAaiM, rUpAtIta dhyAna meM prabhu kI siddha avasthA kA dhyAna karanA va tIrthaMkara bhI do prakAra ke haiM * bhAvaeka to sAkSAt bhagavAna svayaM, dUsarA bhagavAna ke upayoga meM rahI hamArI AtmA / * prabhu kA nAma japate raheM usa prakAra prabhu ke sAnnidhya kA anubhava hogA / nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna / nAma ke sAtha ekAgra banane se prabhu ke sAmIpya kA ajaina mIrA, rAmakRSNa athavA narasI bhagata ko anubhava huA hai / prabhunAma ke atirikta unheM kauna sA AdhAra thA ? prabhu ke hajAroM nAma haiN| kisI bhI nAma se prabhu ko japo, prabhu upasthita ho jAyeMge / 72 WWW.OOO kahe kalApUrNasUri 3
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________________ pU. AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : ve kisa prakAra? unakI mAnyatA tAttvika kaise kahI jAye ? __ pUjyazrI : hameM sampUrNa nahIM pakar3anA hai| thor3A hI lenA hai / dekho 'kalyANa mandira' meM - 'tvAmeva vItatamasaM0...' prabhu ! ve bhale harihara ke rUpa meM bhajeM, parantu vastutaH tujhe hI bhajate haiM / zaMkha sapheda hI hotA hai, parantu kisI netra-rogI ko pIle Adi raMga kA dikhAI detA hai, jisase kyA ho gayA ? zaMkha thor3e hI pIlA ho jAyegA ? sampUrNa 'zakrastava' par3ho / buddha, mahAdeva, zaMkara, brahmA, viSNu Adi ke nAma prabhu ke hI nAma haiM / adhika kahUM to saMsAra ke samasta suvAkya, sArA hI satsAhitya bhagavAna kA hI hai / yahAM se hI ur3e hue chIMTe haiM / * prabhu ke nAma se jIbha aura sthApanA se AMkhe nirmala banatI haiM / * hama bhale bhagavAna ko kaheM - maiM patita hUM, pApI hUM, parantu bhagavAna hameM vaise nahIM mAnate / ve to pUrNa rUpa se hI dekhate doSa lene hoMge to doSa dekhoge / guNa lene hoMge to guNa dekhoge / duryodhana evaM yudhiSThira kA prasiddha dRSTAnta dhyAna hai na ? duryodhana ko koI acchA nahIM dikhAI diyA / yudhiSThira ko koI burA nahIM dikhAI diyA / duryodhana kI AMkhoM se vizva ko dekheMge yA yudhiSThira kI AMkhoM se ? duryodhana ke samAna dRSTivAle to bhagavAna meM se bhI doSa DhUMDha nikAleMge / gozAlA kahatA - maiM sAtha thA taba bhagavAna acche the / aba ThaThArA bar3ha gayA hai / deva-deviyoM kA kitanA parivAra sAthasAtha rakhate haiM ? vItarAga bhagavAna ko yaha ADambara kaisA ? 363 pAkhaMDI prabhu ke pAsa jAte haiM, parantu duryodhana kI AMkheM lekara hI jAte haiM / isIlie ve prabhu se kucha prApta nahIM kara sakate / * yadi saMgha meM jAgRti lAnI ho, kuMcha kalyANa karanA ho to eka kArya kareM / maiM isI lie yahAM sUtrAtmaka bola rahA kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 600 CROS CG BOSS 0 73)
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________________ hUM | Apa vidvAna vaktA haiM / hajAroM vyaktiyoM ko yaha bAta pahuMcAyeMge, aisA vizvAsa hai / sarva prathama hRdaya ko maitrI evaM bhakti se bhAvita banAyeM, phira sakala saMgha meM isa bAta kA pracAra kareM / * prabhu ke nAma Adi kA Alambana hama leM, pavitratA kA saMcAra bhagavAna kareMge / jala kA svabhAva hai, saphAI karane kA / prabhu kA svabhAva hai, pavitratA phailAne kA / (pUjyazrI ke jAne ke pazcAt ) pU. munizrI dhurandharavijayajI ma. : * pUjyazrI ne Ananda dAyaka bAteM kahI / kadAcit kisI ko nahIM bhI sunAI dI hoM / prabhu ke sAtha ekatA karanevAle ke azrAvya zabda bhI prabhAva DAlate hI haiM / azrAvya dhvani ke taraMgo kA bhI prabhAva hotA hai / mere gurudeva pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. tathA pUjyazrI kA mukhya svara yahI hai, itane varSoM kI sAdhanA ke pazcAt bhI itane hatAza kyoM ? svayaM ko halakI dRSTi se kyoM dekhanA ? kAraNa yaha hai ki prabhu ke dharma ke sAtha sambandha huA nahIM hai / kriyA karate haiM / usake dvArA dharma prApta karanA hai, parantu garva hai ki maiM dharma karatA hUM / dharma maiM kyA karUM ? prabhu karAtA hai / dharma hamase utpanna nahIM hotA, isIlie dharma prabhu kA hai, apanA nahIM / apanA dharma nahIM, prabhu kA dharma kalyANa karatA hai / yaha bAta samajhanI hai / tRpti mile yaha apanI kriyA kA phala hai yA anna kA phala ? spaSTa bAta hai ki anna kA phala hai / hAtha-mu~ha kI kriyA kA phala nahIM hai / pyAsa bujhAne kA svabhAva jala kA hai, apanI kriyA kA nahIM / kriyA apanI parantu kartRtva pAnI Adi kA hai / kriyA apanI hai parantu dharma prabhu kA hai / jaba taka apanI pradhAnatA hai taba taka dharma nahIM milegA / prabhu kI pradhAnatA ke pazcAt hI dharma milegA / mUrtti ghar3anevAle hama haiM, parantu phira parama tattva kA phala prabhu www kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3 74
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________________ kI tarapha se hai / mUrti ghar3I jA sakatI hai, prabhu nahIM / atyanta adhika kriyA ke dvArA bahuta phala prApta karanA cAhate haiM, parantu jaba taka prabhu ko pradhAnatA nahIM deMge taba taka samasta kriyAe~ ahaMkAra kA hI poSaNa kareMgI / ahaMkAra kA carama phala hatAzA hai| yaha ahaMkAra hI naSTa karanA hai, ataH 'navakAra' meM 'namo' prathama hai / 'he prabhu ! Apa hI haiM, maiM nahIM' isakA svIkAra 'namo' meM prabhu kI ora se dharma A rahA hai / maiM dharma utpanna karatA hUM - aisA khyAla meM nahIM rakhanA hai / gaNi pUrNacandravijayajI ma. : kyA sAdhu-jIvana meM hatAzA hotI hai ? uttara : mAtra veSa-kriyA ho to ho sakatI hai, sacce sAdhu ko hatAzA nahIM hotI / / kisI bhI bhakta kavi ne prabhu kI khuzAmata nahIM kI, parantu hRdaya ke bhAva vyakta kiye haiM / * 'tuM gati tuM mati Azaro, tuM AlaMbana muja pyAro re...' - pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma. pAMva mere, gati terI / hAtha mere, spandana terA / nAka merA, sAMsa tU / jIbha merI, svAda tU / nAka merA, gandha tU / zubha tU, azubha maiM / jaba taka yaha svIkAra nahIM karoge, taba taka ApakA dharma Apako nahIM milegA, nahIM phalegA / inakA svIkAra karo to hI dharma milatA hai aura phalatA hai / jaba 'maiM' mara jAye, taba hI zuddha dharma AyegA, anyathA nahIM / azuddha dharma saMsAra kA kAraNa hai / prabhu kA dharma mokSa kA kAraNa hai / saMsAra khar3A ho vahAM duHkha, hatAzA hogI hI / dainika kriyA isIlie karanI haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6 6 666666666666666 75)
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________________ pUjyazrI isIlie yaha saba kahate haiM - * bhakti ke dvArA prabhu ko aura maitrI ke dvArA prabhu ke samasta jIvoM ko svIkAra karo / bhagavAna ke jIvoM ko nahIM svIkAra kareM, vaha bhI nahIM calegA / pariNItA strI pati ko hI svIkAra karatI hai, dUsaroM ko svIkAra nahIM kare vaha nahIM calatA / prabhu ne jinheM nija svarUpa meM dekhA, una jIvoM ko svIkAra nahIM karo to nahIM calegA / jaba dharma hotA hai taba tU (prabhu) hI hotA hai| * prabhu kahAM nahIM hai ? nAma Adi ke rUpa meM sarvatra hai / eka bhI AkAza-pradeza aisA nahIM hai jahAM ananta dravya-arihaMta na hoM / nigoda meM vidyamAna ananta jIva arihaMta banane vAle hI haiM / sabhI pAsa hI haiM / Apa jaba usa svarUpa meM svIkAra karo taba - ve kAryakArI banate haiM / mUrti ko jaba bhagavAna ke rUpa meM svIkAra karo taba vaha kAryakArI banatI hai| usa prakAra cAroM ora arihaMto ke madhya hama haiM / __ Apake guNoM kI vRddhi karanI bhagavAna kA svabhAva hai / kamala ke vikAsa kA svabhAva jaise sUrya kA hai / zarIra, upakaraNa Apake parantu zakti unakI (prabhu kI) jisakI zakti ho unhoM ne hI kArya kiyA kahalAtA hai / muMbaI Apa gaye, parantu Apa gaye yA gAr3I gaI ? mukhya kauna ? gAr3I yA Apa ? gADI ke sthAna para Apa prabhu ko dekheM / gADI meM baiThe una sabako mokSa meM le jAne kA uttaradAyitva bhagavAna kA hai / ___ yahI zaraNAgati hai / kucha bhI acchA ho jAye to turanta hI 'maiMne kiyA' bhAva A jAye / 'tUne kyA kiyA ?' tere mAdhyama se bhagavAna ne kiyA / tU kyA darzana karegA ? bhagavAna hI bhagavAna ko dekhatA hai / hamAre bhItara rahe hue bhagavAna hI bhagavAna ko dekhate haiM / pUjA bhI prabhu kI prabhu hI karate haiM / azuddha cetanA prabhu kI pUjA nahIM kara sakatI / rAjA bhikhArI ko kyA goda meM biThAyegA ? Apa svayaM svayaM ko azuddha karate haiM, azuddha mAnate haiM / (76 05 am somwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ kartRtva bhAva ke kAraNa hama azuddha banate haiM, prabhu azuddha nahIM banate / mAtra bolane ke lie nahIM, parantu hRdaya se yaha svIkAra karanA pU. AcArya bhagavaMta to spaSTa kahate haiM : maiM kyA bolUMgA ? bhagavAna mujha se bulavAte haiM / gAr3I kI kyA zakti? calAnevAlA DrAivara hai / dharma kI skhalanAeM apanI, dharma prabhu kA ! zuddha dharma kA prArambha karAne ke lie hI isa Ayu meM pUjyazrI itanA parizrama uThAte haiM / Aja pUjyazrI kI AvAja bhArI thI, kyoMki bhagavAna bolate the / guru bhagavat-rUpa banate hai tabhI guru banate hai / prabhu unake bhItara Aye to hI ve zuddha dharma batA sakate haiM / anyathA 'aho rUpam aho dhvaniH' jaisI tAla hogI / guru-ziSya donoM paraspara prazaMsA karate rahate haiM / citta kI prasannatA prabhu ke praviSTa hone kA cinha hai / yahI anubhava kartRtva-bhAva haratA hai / pUjyazrI (AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI) ne eka bAra jJAnasAra ke zamASTaka ke sAra svarUpa kahA ki AtmA jJAna svarUpa hai / usa jJAna ke prakaTa hone para usakI paripakvatA ke rUpa meM AtmA samatAmaya banatI hai, kyoMki AtmA jaisI jJAna svarUpa hai, vaisI samatA rUpa hai / donoM guNa abheda banate haiM taba jIva saccidAnanda svarUpa meM prakaTa hotA hai / - sunandAbena vorA / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 0000000000000000000 77)
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________________ GURASHIRANIOS HIGH paTTadhara ke sAtha 28-7-2000, zukravAra zrA. kRSNA -12 * sAkSAt tIrthaMkara mile hoM vaisA Ananda jinAgama paThana se hotA hai, jina mUrti ke darzana karane se hotA hai, kyoMki jinAgama evaM jinamUrti bhagavAna ke hI rUpa haiM / __ bhagavAna ke samavasaraNa meM bhI tIna bimba mUrti ke hI haiN| vahAM samavasaraNa meM baiThe hue loga mUrti nahIM, bhagavAna ke rUpa meM hI use dekhate haiM / * nAma jinakI stavanA gaNadharoM ne sarva prathama logassa ke dvArA kI hai| 'abhithuA' arthAt sAmane birAjamAna bhagavAna kI stavanA kI / 'jaya vIyarAya !' he bhagavan ! terI jaya ho, aisA taba hI bolA jA sakatA hai jaba bhagavAna sAmane haiM aisA lagatA ho / * pukkharavaradI0 vaise to zrutastava hai, phira bhI pahale gAthA meM zruta kI nahIM, DhAI dvIpa meM vidyamAna bhagavAna kI stuti kI hai jo batAtI hai ki zruta evaM bhagavAna bhinna nahIM haiM / zruta arthAt bhagavAna / zruta ko Age kiyA arthAt bhagavAna ko hI Age kiyA kahA jAtA hai / (78 000000000000066 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ zAstre puraskRte tasmAda0 paM. vIravijayajI ma. kahate haiM : 'jinavara jinAgama eka rUpe, sevaMtA na paDo bhava-kUpe / ' yaha paMkti to sabako yAda hai na ? yaha saba Apa mAtra sunate haiM yA yAda rakhakara bhItara utArate haiM ? dukAna para Akara kevala mAla dekha kara jAnevAle grAhaka kyA Apako pasanda Ate haiM ? __anya kucha nahIM to zraddhA to baDhatI hai na ? zraddhA bar3ha jAye to bhI prayAsa saphala hai / * isa 'lalita vistarA' meM adbhuta bhAva bhare hue haiM / dina meM sAta bAra 'namutthuNaM0' bolate hI haiM / yaha par3heMge to bolate samaya ahobhAva bahuta hI bar3hegA / isa namutthUNaM meM nau sampadAeM haiM / sampadAoM kA artha mAtra vizrAma sthAna nahIM hai, parantu bhagavAna kI paropakAra Adi sampadAoM ko batAnevAle bhI haiM / __ cAhe jisakI stuti nahIM kI jAtI / doSI-pApI kI stuti karoge to unake doSoM kI pApoM kI anumodanA ho jAyegI / jagat meM sarvotkRSTa guNavAn eka mAtra bhagavAna hai / unakI yahAM stuti hai| stuti karane vAle gaNadhara jAnate haiM - hama to doSoM ke Dhera se yukta the / hamAre doSoM ko dUra karake guNa prakaTa karane vAle bhagavAna haiM / una bhagavAna kA upakAra kaise bhUlA jAye ? 'prabhu upakAra guNe bharyA, mana avaguNa eka na mAya re / ' - upA. yazovijayajI ma. bhagavAna ne samasta guNoM ke saMgraha evaM doSoM kA nirasana kiyA 'guNa saghalA aMgI karyA, dUra karyA savi doSa' hameM usa mArga para calanA hai / doSa dUra karate jAyeM to guNa svayameva prakaTa ho jAyeMge / krodha dUra karo to kSamA hAjira ! ___ mAna dUra karo to namratA hAjira ! (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 BBWww am a DOG G6 79)
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________________ doSoM ko haTAne ke lie prayatna karanA hai, guNa to bhItara vidyamAna hI haiM / doSoM kA pardA haTane para guNa apane Apa prakaTa hoMge / krodha ke Aveza ke samaya kSamA nahIM hotI, yaha bAta nahIM hai / vaha bhItara dabI huI hotI hai / ataH lagatA hai mAno kSamA hai hI nahIM / sacamuca, kSamA na ho aisA kadApi hotA hI nahIM / kSamA Adi to hamAre svabhAva rUpa hai| yaha na ho aisA saMbhava hI nahIM hai| bhagavAna ko bulAo, samasta guNa AyeMge / bhagavAna ko bhUlo, samasta guNa bhAga jAyeMge / merA to yaha anubhava hai / bhagavAna jAte haiM to saba kucha jAtA hai / phira bhagavAna ko manAne par3ate haiM, vinatI karanI par3atI 'Aja mArA prabhujI ! sAmu juo ne, rUThaDA bAla manAvo re !' haribhadrasUrijI yaha bAta apane bhItara jacAnA cAhate haiM / siMhatva jAne hue siMha ko bakarA yA gvAlA (caravAhA) DarA nahIM sakatA, usa prakAra apanA paramAtmatva pahacAna gaI AtmA ko moha Adi DarA nahIM sakate / * 'gurutvaM svasya nodeti / ' gurutva kaba prakaTa hotA hai ? kSapaka zreNI meM prakaTa hotA hai / gurutva arthAt paramAtmatva / bhItara kA parama tattva prakaTa hone ke pazcAt guru kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI / taba taka guru Avazyaka kSapaka zreNi ke samaya itanI bhayaMkara dhyAna kI Aga hotI hai ki vizvabhara ke jIvoM ke karma usameM DAle jAyeM to saba bhasma ho jAyeM, parantu aisA saMbhava nahIM hai / * dIpaka apanA prakAza anya dIpaka ko de sakatA hai, usa prakAra jJAna Adi guNa dUsare ko diye jA sakate haiM / guNa Apa dUsaroM ko deMge to kama nahIM hoMge / RNa para dene vAle kI rakama ghaTatI nahIM aura lene vAlA kamA letA hai, aisA hotA hai na? vahAM kadAcit aisA na bhI bane, parantu yahAM to banatA hI hai / dene vAle kA ghaTatA nahIM aura lene vAlA samRddha hue binA rahegA nahIM / 80nmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ guNoM kA kevala bahumAna karate raheM / guNoM kA Agamana svayameva prArambha ho jAyegA / guNa prApta karane kA yahI mukhya upAya hai| (1) namutthuNaM arihaMtANaM : ye do stotavya sampadA haiM / (2) Aiga : Adi tIna, sAdhAraNa-asAdhAraNa hetu sampadA / (3) purisutta : Adi cAra, asAdhAraNa hetu sampadA / (4) logutta : Adi pAMca, sAmAnya upayoga sampadA / (5) abhayadayANaM : Adi pAMca, upayoga sampadA kI karaNa sampadA / (6) dhammadayANaM : Adi pAMca, vizeSopayoga sampadA (upayoga arthAt upakAra) (7) appaDi : svarUpa sampadA / (8) jiNANaM : Adi cAra Atmatulya paraphala kartRtva sampadA / (9) savvannUNaM : Adi tIna abhayasampadA / * ziSya kahatA hai : Apa kI kRpA se maiMne prApta kiyA / guru kahate haiM : Ayariya saMtiyaM - merA nahIM, yaha to AcArya bhagavan kA hai| gaNadhara kahate haiM : saba bhagavAna kA hai| hameM bhagavAna ke dvArA hI milA hai| * prabhu ne dharma para sampUrNa adhikAra jamAyA hai / Apako dharma prApta karanA ho to bhagavAna ke pAsa jAnA hI par3atA hai| anya kahIM se nahIM mila sakatA / isI lie kadamakadama para apane yahAM 'deva-guru-pasAya' bolA jAtA hai / yaha bolane ke lie nahIM hai, vAstavikatA hai / viSayoM se nivRtti, tattva-cintA yA sahaja avasthA meM sthiti, ye saba guru kI kRpA ke binA mila nahIM sakatA / yaha Apa jAnate haiM na ? guru ke mAdhyama se yahAM bhagavAna hI dete haiM / 'zuddhAtmadravyamevA'haM' yaha bolakara zuddha Atma-dravya pakar3a leM / aba guru athavA kisI kI AvazyakatA kyA ? yaha mAnakara deva-guru ko chor3a mata denA / jJAna kA viparIta artha nahIM nikAleM / nindA-stuti, tRNa-maNi, vandaka-nindaka aura mokSa athavA saMsAra donoM para samabhAva rahe vaha samatA hai| aisI samatA bhagavAna kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3aasansoooooooooooooo00 81)
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________________ kI kRpA ke binA nahIM milatI / kavi dhanapAla kahate haiM : 'jahAM ApakI bhakti prApti na ho, vaisI mukti mujhe nahIM cAhiye / ' yahAM mukti kI upekSA nahIM hai, parantu bhakti ke prati dRr3ha vizvAsa hai / bhakti hogI to mukti kahAM jAyegI ? gautamasvAmI isake utkRSTa udAharaNa haiM / unhoM ne bhakti ke lie kevala jJAna chor3a diyA thA / kyA AvazyakatA hai kevala jJAna kI ? bhagavAna kA kevala jJAna merA hI kevala jJAna hai / aisA ucca samarpaNa bhAva unakA thA / isI lie ve ucca guru bana sake, svayaM meM nahIM hone para bhI sabhI ziSyoM ko kevalajJAna de sake / * bhagavAna kI bhakti hogI to sabhI guNa A jAyeMge / aisA kona sA padArtha hai jo bhakti se na mile ? yaha to btaao| samasta AtmasampattiyoM kA mUla jina kA anurAga hai / yaha ho jAye to kAma ho jAye / anya padArthoM kI apekSA vizeSa anurAga bhagavAna ke prati ho gayA hai na ? 'sarva-sampadAM mUlaM jAyate jinAnurAgaH / ' yaha merA nahIM, siddhasena divAkarasUrijI kA vAkya hai / __ bhagavAna kevala upadeza nahIM dete, saba prakAra kI saMbhAla rakhate ApakA kArya hai kevala ratha meM baiThane kA, zeSa samasta uttaradAyitva bhagavAna kA hai / caleMge ghoDe (azva), calAyegA sArathI / Apako kevala eka hI kArya karanA hai - baiThane kA ! kyA adhika sarala pratIta nahIM hotA ? sarala hai phira bhI duSkara hai, kyoMki yahAM pUrNa samarpaNabhAva honA cAhiye jo atyanta hI duSkara hai, kaThina hai| / bhagavAna ke prati samarpaNa-bhAva rakhanA arthAt unake ratha meM baiTha jAnA / bhagavAna apane jIvana-ratha ke sArathI baneMge / bhagavAna ko kaha deM : 'yAvannApnomi padavI, parAM tvadanubhAvajAm / tAvanmayi zaraNyatvaM, mA muJca zaraNaM zrite // ' (820000 sooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ he bhagavAn ! Apake prabhAva se utpanna parama pada jaba taka maiM prApta na kara lUM, taba taka mujha zaraNAgata kI zaraNa Apa na chodd'eN| kalikAlasarvajJa AcAryazrI kI aisI prArthanA apane hRdaya kI prArthanA kyoM na bane ? bhagavAna kI eka hI zarta hai - Apa barAbara ratha meM baiThe raheM / ratha meM se utare nahIM / utara jAoge to maiM kyA kara sakU~gA ? Apa ratha se cipake rahoge to pahuMca jAoge / yadi ratha chor3a doge to saMsAra meM kucale jAoge / ___ 'prabhu-pada valagyA, te rahyA tAjA; alagA aMga na sAjA re / ' prabhu ! Apa hote haiM taba mere mana-gRha kI zobhA bar3hatI hai / Apa jAte haiM taba mana rUpI ghara vIrAna ho jAtA hai / prabhu ! Apa sthAyI rUpa se yahIM raheM / Apake Agamana se merA ghara suzobhita ho jAyegA / merA mana vaikuNTha bana jAyegA / bhagavAna ko mehamAna ke rUpa meM rakho taba taka haTAye jA sakate haiM, parantu pratiSThA hone ke pazcAt ? bhagavAna ko hRdaya meM mehamAna (atithi) ke rUpa meM hI mata biThAnA, pratiSThA hI kara deM / bAhya mandira meM bhagavAna kA praveza-pratiSThA ityAdi manamandira meM bhagavAna kA praveza-pratiSThA Adi karAnA hai, isake sUcaka haiN| jaba taka yaha na ho taba taka mandira meM nitya jAnA hai| * bhagavAna kI vizeSatA hai - sva-sevaka ko jIvana bhara sevaka hI na rakhakara apane samAna banAte hI hai| Apa apanI sampatti apane putra ko hI dete haiM / bhagavAna apanI sampatti apane sabhI bhaktoM ko hI dete haiM / bhagavAna ke lie jagat ke samasta jIva putra haiN| apane samAna banAne kI zakti bhagavAna meM hai| bhagavAna kA yaha svabhAva hai| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 ooooooooooooooooo50 83)
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________________ PARIHARASHMISension pAlitAnA, vi.saM. 2056 29-7-2000, zanivAra zrA. kRSNA -13 bhagavAna ke nirvANa ke pazcAt unakI ora se unakA kArya dharma karatA hai| AdinAtha bhagavAna kA to caurAsI lAkha pUrva kA hI AyuSya ! usameM bhI dIkSA paryAya to kevala eka lAkha pUrva ! parantu unake dvArA sthApita tIrtha kA AyuSya pacAsa lAkha karor3a sAgaropama ! taba taka tIrtha satata upakAra karatA hI rahatA hai| bhagavAna kA nAma to usase bhI adhika samaya taka upakAra karatA rhegaa| __ bhagavAna ke vizeSa nAma (AdinAtha) badalate rahate haiM, parantu sAmAnya nAma (arihaMta) nahIM badalatA / nAmAkRtidravyabhAvaiH - zlokoM meM sAmAnya arihaMto kI stuti haiM, vizeSa kI nahIM / __ bhagavAna AdinAtha se lagAkara sabhI tIrthaMkara abhI siddha haiM, to phira 'arihaMte kittaissaM / ' kyoM likhA ? / isa samaya bhI ve dravya arihaMta haiM hI aura hameM arihaMta ke rUpa meM unakA dhyAna karanA hai / * kSAyika bhAva ke guNa siddha avasthA meM lupta nahIM hote / parArthavyasanitA guNa bhI siddha avasthA meM lupta nahIM hotA / isa 84oooooooooooooooooon kahe
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________________ samaya bhI vaha guNa sakriya hai, yaha mAnanA rahA / * pU. haribhadrasUrijI ne 1444 granthoM kI racanA kyoM kI hogI ? usa yuga meM aneka dUdha meM se paure nikAlane vAle yaha pUchate bhI the ki Agama meM saba hai hI, Apako navIna prakaraNa granthoM kI racanA karane kI kyA AvazyakatA hai ? unakA uttara thA - ApakI bAta satya hai, parantu sabake pAsa unakA arka nikAlane kI zakti nahIM hotI, kitaneka vyaktiyoM ko gurugama bhI nahIM milatA, isalie ye racanA karatA hUM / taduparAnta jo milA hai vaha dUsaroM ko dene se hI sAnubaMdha bana kara bhavAntara meM sahagAmI banatA hai / jo dete haiM vaha rahatA hai / jo nahIM deM, vaha nahIM rahatA / haribhadrasUrijI mAnate the ki siddhi ke bAda viniyoga cAhiye / * 'lalita vistarA' meM yahAM bhagavAna ke sadbhUta vizeSaNa haiM / apane jaise nahIM / merA hI nAma 'kalApUrNa' hai, parantu maiM kahAM kalApUrNa hUM ? kalA + apUrNa = kalApUrNa huuN| kalApUrNa to bhagavAna haiM / bhagavAna kI bhakti se kalApUrNa bana sakU~gA, itanA vizvAsa hai / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : sattAgata to hai hI / parantu yaha nahIM calatA / udhAra ke paise vyavahAra meM calate haiM ? usake pAsa Apa paise le lenA, kisI ko aise kaheM to kyA calatA hai ? saMgrahanaya hameM pUrNa kahe to nahIM calatA, evaM bhUta kahe to calatA hai / saMgraha kA udhAra khAtA hai / evaM bhUta pUrI taraha rokar3a meM vizvAsa rakhatA hai / zabdanaya taka pahuMca jAyeM to bhI paryApta hai| * koI bhI nAma athavA padArtha ananta dharmoM ko batAtA hai, parantu ve saba dharma eka sAtha nahIM bole jA sakate / eka kI mukhyatA se hI bolA jAtA hai / usa samaya anya dharmoM ko gauNa rakhanA par3atA hai| kAnti ke vivAha ke samaya kAnti ke gIta gAye jAte haiM, baDe bhAI (jyeSTha bhrAtA) zAnti ke gIta nahIM gAye jAte, jisase vaha aprasanna bhI na ho / usa prakAra yahAM anya ko gauNa karake kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 namasaramommmmmmmoooooooo 85)
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________________ kathayitavya ko mukhyatA se kahA jAtA hai / sAmane zrotAoM ko jisakI AvazyakatA ho, usa naya ko Age karake bhagavAna dezanA dete haiM / 'arpitA'narpitasiddheH' - tattvArtha aisA na ho to kucha bhI bolA hI nahIM jA sake / ataH prazna pUchate samaya khyAla rakheM ki maiM isa samaya kisa naya ko Age karake bola rahA huuN| jisa naya ko Age karake bolA jAtA ho usakA artha yaha nahIM hai ki dUsaroM kA mahattva nahIM hai / usa samaya anya naya gauNa hote haiM / * zAstroM kI vyAkhyA cha: prakAra se hotI hai : saMhitA, pada, pada kA artha, pada kA vigraha, cAlanA evaM pratyavasthAna / * 'namo'stu' meM 'namaH' pUjA ke artha meM hai / dravyabhAva se saMkoca karanA pUjA hai / kAyA evaM vANI kA saMkoca dravya-saMkoca kahalAtA hai / mana kA saMkoca bhAva-saMkoca kahalAtA hai / __ hajAroM sthAnoM para bhaTakate mana ko eka hI sthAna (prabhu meM) para kendrita karanA bhAva-saMkoca hai / dravya-saMkoca se bhAva-saMkoca kaThina hai / mana ko sUtra, artha athavA Alambana meM kahI jor3a denA cAhiye / yadi mana jur3a jAye to Apako alaga dhyAna karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / rUpAtIta avasthA kA bhAvana anAlambana yoga hai| hama yaha bAta samajhate nahIM haiM ataH tIvratA se caityavandana karake dhyAna meM baiThane kA prayatna karate haiM / Apa caityavandana chor3a kara anya kauna sA dhyAna kareMge ? kyA kAussagga meM dhyAna nahIM hai ? 'jhANeNaM' zabda kA artha kyA hotA hai ? kyA caityavandana meM kAussagga nahIM AtA ? * Age kI bhUmikA Ane para to artha cintana pUrvaka kA eka logassa bhI paryApta hai, phira vahAM saMkhyA kA Agraha nahIM rahatA / (86oooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ hai / upayo sAmAyika dharma ra isa taraha adhika jApa hone ke pazcAt (bhItara anAhata nAda utpanna hone ke pazcAt) eka navakAra paryApta hai| vahAM saMkhyA kA Agraha nahIM rahatA / apayassa payaM nasthi / - AcArAMga 'azabda AtmA ko zabda se nahIM pakar3I jAtI / ' parantu yaha bAta pakar3akara abhI se hI jApa chor3a mata denA / * sAmAyika dharma pustaka meM - upayoga kI bAta AtI hai / upayoga evaM dhyAna meM koI antara nahIM haiM / dhyAna kyA hai ? kyA upayoga (jAgRti) rahita dhyAna sambhava hai ? upayoga arthAt jAgRti, dhyAna / satata upayoga pUrvaka kA jIvana arthAt satata dhyAna kI dhArA cAlu ho to dainika pravRtti kaise ho sakatI hai ? isa prazna kA bhI sundara uttara diyA hai / viSayAntara hone ke kAraNa yahAM adhika kucha nahIM kahatA / * anya viSayoM meM mana ko nahIM jAne denA prabha kI pUjA hai, kyA aisA jJAta hotA hai ? anya viSayoM meM mana ko jAne denA prabhu kI AzAtanA hai, kyA yaha kadApi samajha meM AyA ? * 'namutthuNaM' meM pahalA hI 'namaH' atyanta hI adbhuta hai / samasta dhyAnoM kA usameM samAveza hai / Apako namaskAra karane vAlA maiM kauna hotA hUM? Apake prabhAva se mujha meM namaskAra karane kI zakti Aye - yaha batAne ke lie 'namo'stu' likhA / 'namo'stu' arthAt namaskAra ho / 'maiM namana karatA hUM / ' aisA kahane kA sAhasa nahIM calatA / / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : kyA puruSArtha sarvathA gauNa hai ? pUjyazrI : puruSArtha to karanA hI hai, parantu use saphala banAne ke lie prabhu ko prArthanA karanI hai - prabhu ! eka bAra bhI namana karane kA puruSArtha saphala ho jAye to kAma ho jAye / 'eka vAra prabhu vaMdanA re, Agama rIte thAya / kAraNa satye kAryanI re, siddhi pratIta karAya / ' ___- pU. devacandrajI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300000000000087)
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________________ puruSArtha chor3anA nahIM hai, parantu adhika se adhika karanA hai aura prabhu ko prArthanA karate rahanA hai - 'prabhu ! Apake pasAya se merA yaha puruSArtha saphala ho / ' 'hou mamaM tuha ppabhAvao / ' - jaya vIyarAya 'hou me esA samma garihA / ' - paMcasUtra kaI manuSya kyA nahIM kahate ? 'gurudeva ! mAsakSamaNa karane kI mujhameM zakti nahIM hai| ApakI kRpA cAhiye / ' isakA artha yaha nahIM ki mAsakSamaNa karane kA puruSArtha chor3a deM / puruSArtha cAlu rakha kara bhagavAna ke pAsa namratA pUrvaka bala mAMganA hai, kRpA kI yAcanA karanI hai / * vyAkhyA ke sAta aMga haiM : (1) jijJAsA, (2) guruyoga, (3) vidhiparatA, (4) bodha-pariNati (5) sthiratA, (6) uktakriyA, (7) alpa bhavatA (alpa saMsAra) jijJAsA : apane zabdoM meM kahe to jhaMkhanA ! tamannA ! ye ho to hI guru Adi kA yoga milatA hai, aura Age kA kAma hotA hai| aisI lagana lagane ke kAraNa hI ghor3e ko munisuvrata svAmI kA aura udAyana rAjA ko zrI mahAvIra svAmI kA yoga huA thA / ApakI lagana prabala bane taba guruyoga hotA hI hai / __ aneka bAra dekhA hai - Apako jo grantha par3hane kI tIvra utkaNThA ho, guru ko bhI vahI grantha par3havAne kI tIvra utkaNThA ho / * jijJAsA ke sAtha sAdhaka meM sthiratA bhI cAhiye / yaha nahIM ho to pUrA par3hA nahIM jAyegA / AryarakSitasUrijI par3hate the aura ghara meM se bAra-bAra bulAvA AyA - 'janmabhUmi meM Aiye / ' vajrasvAmI ko pUchA : kitanA adhyayana bAkI hai ? 'bindu adhyayana kiyA hai, sAgara bAkI hai / ' vajrasvAmI ke isa uttara se adhIra evaM asthira bane AryarakSitasUrijI ne janmabhUmi kI ora vihAra kiyA, padArpaNa kiyA / isI kAraNa se sAr3he nau pUrva se adhika phira ve adhyayana nahIM kara sake / (88000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ * jisakA saMsAra dIrgha ho, vaha isa vAcanA ke yogya nahIM hai / usake jIvana se usakA patA lagatA hai| saMvega-nirveda Adi se isakA khyAla AtA hai / zrotA meM bhava-bhramaNa kA bhaya honA cAhiye / nigoda meM to ananta kAla nikAlA hI hai| vahAM se nikalane se pazcAt bhI ananta bhava kiye haiM - aise vicAroM se vairAgya AtA ho usakA alpa saMsAra samajheM / . to hI Apa saMsAra se chUTane kA puruSArtha karo / jo aisA puruSArtha karate haiM, unheM hI bhagavAna kI kRpA prApta hotI hai / aisA puruSArtha karane kI icchA ho usameM bhI bhagavAna kI kRpA samajheM / pU. paMnyAsazrI kIrtticandravijayajI mahArAja ke dvArA ApazrIjI kI sampAdita pustakeM 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' evaM 'kahA kalApUrNasUrine' donoM prApta ho gaI haiM / ___donoM pustakoM meM vAcanAoM kA uttama saMgraha kiyA gayA hai| sacamuca ! anubhava kI khAna aisI sUri 'kalApUrNa' kI vANI hai| bhaktiyoga - paramAtmA ke prati ananya zraddhA ke pratIka pustakoM meM yatra-tatra dRSTigocara hote haiM / pUjya AcArya devezazrIjIne jIvana meM ucca prakAra kI sAdhanA AtmasAt kI hai / isa prakAra pUjyoM ne bhI pUjyazrI kI vANI ko aneka bhAvikoM taka pahuMcAne ke lie pustakoM ke dvArA sundara prayAsa kiyA hai / - sAdhvIzrI candanabAlAzrI ahamadAvAda (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30000000000000000000089)
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________________ 7 padavI prasaMga, madrAsa, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha su. 13 sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA maNDapa viSaya - bhakti - 30-7-2000, ravivAra zrA. kRSNA- 14 sAmudAyika pravacana pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : * mahAn puNyodaya se isa mAnava janma meM prabhu kA zAsana milA, saccI pahacAna karAne vAle guru mile, duHkha - mukti evaM sukhaprApti kA mArga milA / indra ko bhI IrSyA ho aisI prApti huI hai / saccA bhakta yAcanA karatA hai indra cakravartI kA pada nahIM cAhiye, mujhe to prabhu kA zAsana hI cAhiye / Apa indra ke sAtha yaha saudA karo to indra taiyAra ho jAye aura indra ko Apa mUrkha samajho aura indra Apako mUrkha samajhe / * Aja viSaya hai bhakti / zrAvaka ko bhakti batAnI nahIM par3atI, vaha to usameM vyApta hI hotI hai / * saMsAra meM kauna sI vastu hai jo prabhu bhakta ko na mile ? yaha siddhasenadivAkarasUrijI kA 'zakrastava' meM TaMkAra hai / 'zakrastava' meM svarUpa- sampadA batAne ke pazcAt upakAra-sampadA 90 Wwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3
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________________ batAI hai / jagat meM kisI ke pAsa na ho aisI sampadA bhagavAna ke pAsa hai| usakI zraddhA rakheM to bhI kAma ho jAye, 34 atizaya, 35 vANI-guNa, ATha prAtihArya dekhakara hI virodhI bhI phIke par3a jAte haiM / pANDitya batAne ke lie nahIM, parantu upakAra karane ke lie prabhu kA jagat meM padArpaNa huA hai / * pUjyazrI haribhadrasUrikRta 'lalita vistarA' meM bhagavAna kI adbhuta mahimA batAI hai / parArtha sampatti se bhakta ko khyAla AtA hai - ki maiM cAhe nirbala hUM, mere bhagavAna nirbala nahIM haiM / ve mujhe tAreMge hI, merA uddhAra kareMge hii| eka anubhavI santa ne kahA - 'namo arihaMtANaM' meM se mAtra 'namo' A jAye to bhI paryApta hai / eka bAra bhAva-namaskAra A jAye to bhI paryApta hai / isake lie hI ye dravya-namaskAra haiM / namaskAra pUjA ke artha meM haiM / pUjA arthAt dravya-bhAva kA saMkoca / tana, dhana, vacana Adi prabhu ke caraNoM meM dharanA dravyasaMkoca hai / mana ko arpaNa karanA bhAva-saMkoca hai / prabhu kI prazaMsA karane se aizvaryopAsanA hotI hai, parantu mAdhuryopAsanA karanI ho to prabhu ke sAtha sambandha jor3anA cAhiye / usake binA prabhu ke sAtha prema prakaTa nahIM hogA / 'tvaM me mAtA pitA netA' yaha mAdhuryopAsanA hai / saMsAra kA rAga Aga banakara jalAtA hai / prabhu kA rAga bAga banakara jIvana ko ujjavala karatA hai / prabhu kA rAga karane se doSoM kA nAza aura guNoM kA prakaTIkaraNa hotA hai| yaha bAta gaNadharoM ne spaSTa kI hai / cha: Avazyaka arthAt mAtra pratikramaNa nahIM, parantu sampUrNa jIvana chaH Avazyakamaya honA cAhiye / khAnA-pInA to kabhI hotA hai, parantu sAMsa to pratipala cAhiye, usa prakAra prabhu sAMsa banane cAhiye / pratyeka sAMsa meM prabhu yAda Ane cAhiye / . 'samaya-samaya so vAra saMbhArUM' aisI apanI sthiti honI caahiye| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300 ooooooooooooooooo 91)
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________________ * upamiti meM eka dRSTAnta AtA hai / eka bAbAjI ko coroM ne aisA vaza meM kiyA ki ve sabhI sampatti lUTa kara bhAga gaye to bhI unheM taba patA nahIM lagA / riztedAroM kI bAta bAbAjI ne nahIM mAnI / hamArI AtmA kI karmoM ne aisI hI dazA kI hai| bhUkhe, pyAse bAbAjI ko hAtha meM cappaNiyA dekara bhIkha mAMgate kara diye| jinheM hama mAna-sammAna dete haiM ve viSaya-kaSAya aise hI cora haiN| piMjare meM par3e hue bAbAjI jaise hameM dekhakara kyA prabhu ko karuNA nahIM AtI ? bicArA coroM se kaisA daba gayA hai ? guru ke mAdhyama se prabhu use apanA svarUpa samajhAnA cAhate hai / parantu samajhe kauna ? 'bhUkhyA ne jima ghevara detAM, hAtha na mAMDe ghelojI / ' * cha: AvazyakoM meM prathama mukhya sAmAyika hai, kyoMki yahI sAdhya hai, parantu usakI prApti cauvisattho Adi pAMca se hotI hai, yaha na bhUleM / jo jo sambandha Apane duniyA ke sAtha bAMdhe haiM ve samasta sambandha aba Apa bhagavAna ke sAtha jor3a deM / bhagavAna ke atirikta kucha yAda na Aye, aisA vAtAvaraNa banAe~ / prabhu ke prati prema prakaTa ho yahI bIjAdhAna hai / hama zAbdika zaraNa lete haiM, parantu mujhe aisA lagatA hai ki hRdaya zUnya hai / gautama svAmI ko zaraNAgati itanI priya thI ki usake lie unhoM ne kevala jJAna chor3a diyA / chaTTha ke pAraNe prabhu kI gocarI kA lAbha mile na ? kevalajJAna ke pazcAt gocarI kauna jAne dai ? pAMcave Are ke jIvoM ko unhoM ne mAno jIvana ke dvArA guru-bhakti sikhAI hai| 'mukti se adhika tujha bhakti mujha mana basI' - yaha bAta gautama svAmI meM caritArtha thI / isI kAraNa yazovijayajI ne isa prakAra gAyA hai aura kahA hai ki samagra zAstroM kA sAra prabhu-bhakti hai / bhakti padArtha ko samyag samajhane ke lie 'lalita vistarA' avazya par3heM / prabhu ke upakAra kitane asaMkhya hai aura hama kaise kRtaghna hai, yaha dhyAna meM AyegA / prabhu ke guNa gAte hI doSa bhAga [92 0000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3]
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________________ jAte hai, aura guNa Ane lagate haiM / ataH hama aisI sAdhanA kareM ki aise prabhu hamAre hRdaya meM, hamArI raga raga meM nivAsa kareM / bhakti ke binA mukti prApta huI hI nahIM hai aura kisI ko milegI bhI nahIM, yaha bAta likha rakheM / Akhira jJAna Adi saba prabhu-prema meM paryavasita hote haiM / jJAnayoga Adi saba mArga bAhara se alaga lagate haiM, parantu anta meM prabhu-prema meM saba eka ho jAte haiN| prabhu-bhakti ko tAttvika banAnI ho to vizeSataH Apa 'vItarAga stotra' kaNThastha kara leM / usameM likhA hai - bhavatprasAdenaivAhaM0 'prabhu ! Apa hI nigoda meM se bAhara nikAla kara mujhe yahAM taka lAye haiM / aba Apako hI mujhe mukti taka pahuMcAnA hai / aisI prArthanA hemacandrasUrijI jaise karate hoM to hama kisa kheta kI mUlI haiM ? * mere kahane mAtra se sAmudAyika pravacana ke viSaya meM bhakti ke sambandha meM saba sahamata hue usakA Ananda hai / bhakti ke sambandha meM anya vaktA Apako samajha meM Aye aisI bhASA meM kaheMge / jaina saMgha kA ujjavala bhaviSya maitrI evaM bhakti se hI banegA, aisA dRDha vizvAsa honA cAhiye / yadi vizvAsa hogA to sarva prathama use jIvana meM utAreMge aura usake bAda jagat meM phailAyeMge / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : agara ve satya saMyama kA hRdaya meM bIja na bote, sabhI saMsAra-sAgara meM khAte rahate gote; na pAvana AtmA hotI, na jIvita mantra ye hote, kabhI kA deza miTa jAtA, jo aise santa na hote / sarva prathama aSAr3ha zuklA 11 ko talahaTI para saba mile / usa samaya kA mAhaula dekhate hI pratyeka pUjya ke hRdaya meM bhAva utpanna huA ki pratyeka ravivAra ko maMca para sAtha-sAtha kyoM na mileM ? prathama ravivAra ko maitrI para pravacana rahe / . budhavAra ko arihaMta kA jApa huA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 000000000000000000 93)
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________________ Aja bhakti para pravacana hai / maitrI-bhAva sarala nahIM hai, bIca meM moha par3A hai, jise bhakti ke binA dUra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / moha jIva ke sAtha maitrI evaM jar3a ke prati anAsakti panapane nahIM detA / maitrI bhAva ko siddha karane ke lie bhakti anivArya ginI gaI hai| prabhu-premI pU. AcAryazrI kalApUrNasUrijI ne 27 minaTa taka bhakti para pravacana diyA, parantu sabane nahIM sunA hogA / unhoM ne sundara muddoM para kahA, kaise rahasya khole, unheM spaSTa karane ke lie maiM zrI dhurandharavijayajI ko vinatI karuMgA / - dUsare gacchAdhipatI pU. sUryodayasAgarasUrijI asvastha hote hue bhI upasthita hue haiM, yaha hamArA puNyodaya hai / kaisA uttama yoga banA hai| Upara birAjamAna donoM gacchAdhipati evaM dhurandharavijayajI bhI parivAra se sAtha dIkSita hue haiM / donoM gacchAdhipatiyoM kI Ayu 77 varSa hai / nahIM sunAI de to bhI zAnti se baiTheM / __ pU. munizrI dhurandharavijayajI ma. : (pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI ne pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI kI bAta bulanda AvAja meM kahI tAki sabako sunAI de / ) prabhu ke parama bhakta pU. AcArya kalApUrNasUrijI ko jinhoM ne nahIM sunA, unheM bhI jharane kI taraha unake zabdoM ke spandanoM kA sparza to huA hI hai / isa maMca para pUjyazrI ne bhakti viSaya para carcA kI / / gata ravivAra ko carcita maitrI yahAM spaSTa dikhAI detI hai / maitrI bhakti se hI siddha hotI hai| choTI-choTI bAtoM meM vADe bAMdhane vAle hama maitrI ko kaise samajha sakeMge ? yaha Adata bhakti se hI miTa sakatI hai / pUjyazrI ne kahA : gautama svAmI ne kevalajJAna kA lobha bhI chor3a diyA / aimuttA kI bAta Apa sabhI suna cuke haiM / / kyA prabhu ke prathama gaNadhara gocarI lene jAte haiM ? kitanI namratA ? 94mnangaponomoganana kahe SHIKITS kahe kalApUrNasUri-3
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________________ zrAvakoM ke jIvana meM dravya se bhakti bunI huI hai / zrAvaka jIvana ke badale meM indra bhI indratva dene ke lie tatpara haiM / indra kevala AdhA tana yA thor3A sA mana hI dete haiM / Apa tana-mana-dhana saba de sakate haiM - yaha antara hai| jaba anupamA devI isa siddhAcala para saMgha ke sAtha AI taba unakI bhopalA nAmaka dAsI ne 21 lAkha rUpaye ke AbhUSaNa bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM samarpita kara diye the / prabhu ko samarpita hue binA unake guNa prApta nahIM ho sakate / prabhu ke anugraha ke binA eka bhI guNa dAna, zIla, tapa Adi nahIM mila sakatA / milA hai usameM se prabhu kA bhAga nikAlate jAo / vaha bhakti kahalAyegI / Adhe ghaMTe taka jo kahA usameM se maiM yadi bolUMgA to phira lambA hogA, kyoMki pUjyazrI kI bhASA sUtrAtmaka hai| mAla pUjyazrI kA hai / Apa grAhaka haiM / maiM bIca meM dalAla hUM / maiM bhI achUtA (korA) nahIM rahUMgA / pUjyazrI ke mAla ko dete samaya jo ur3A vaha ApakA, cipaka gayA vaha hamArA / apanA mAnate haiM vaha prabhu ko do / to hI sAdhanA meM bala AyegA / dravya-pUjA ho cukI ho to bhAva-pUjA Aye / saMkSepa meM itanA hI pakar3anA hai ki jo milA hai vaha prabhu kI kRpA se hI milA hai| vaha aba prabhu ko hI samarpita karanA hai / samarpaNa meM nAma kI kAmanA bhI nahIM cAhiye / prabhu-bhakti ke dvArA zakti prApta karake saccI zAsana-prabhAvanA kara sakate haiM / pUjyazrI ne eka bAbAjI kI bAta kahI vaha sunI hai na ? __ bhaktagaNa anekavAra guru ko Thaga kara jAte haiM, yadi guru sAvadhAna na rahe / jahAM bhakti nahIM hai vahAM bhIkha hai, bhUkha hai, bhaya hai / bhakti se bhogya aura bhoga prakaTa hote haiM, bhIkha evaM bhUkha calI jAtI hai / vaha tyAga ke rUpa meM Age AtI hai / bArahakhar3I meM bhakti kA 'bha' sIkhanA hai / hamArI dRSTi kevala prabhu kI ora hI rahe vaha saccI bhakti hai| 'tvaM me mAtA pitA0' yaha zloka prastuta karake pUjyazrIne kahA - 'prabhu ! tU hI merA sarvasva hai / ' (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwwwwwwwww 95)
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________________ * guru apane nahIM, prabhu ke bhakta banAte haiM / / * pUjyazrI bhI ye bAteM bhagavAna kI ora se kahate haiM, apanI ora se nahIM / isa prakAra RNa-mukti kI pUjyazrI ne koziza kI hai; maiM tanika mAdhyama banA, isa bAta kA harSa hai / pUjya AcAryazrI sUryodayasAgarasUrijI : arihaMta maMgalamaya hai / jaina-zAsana kA buniyAdI mantra 'namo arihaMtANaM' hai / 'namo arihaMtANaM' samarpaNa bhAva hai| yahAM pahale 'namo' hai, tatpazcAt 'arihaMta' hai / arihaMta meM nahIM, 'namo' meM dene kI zakti hai / ___ 'namo' arthAt bhakti ! samarpaNa ! arihaMta taba hI phaladAyI banate haiM, yadi Apa namaskAra karo / * Apa jinAlaya meM jAo aura 'nisIhi' kaheM, parantu phira kauna AyA aura gayA yaha dhyAna rahe to 'nisIhi' kaisI ginI jAyegI ? - kAMse ke bartana meM pAnI bharakara 24 ghaMTe rakhe / khAlI karane para pAnI kaisA hogA ? miTTI ke bartana meM pAnI kaisA ThaNDA rahegA ? Apako kaisA bananA hai ? miTTI kA bartana bhale TUTa sakatA hai, parantu arihaMta kA yoga mile to vaha aTUTa bana sakatA hai / anAdi ke bhavyatva ko tathAbhavyatA ke rUpa meM pariNamita karanA ho to tIna bAteM karanI cAhiye : zaraNAgati, duSkRta garhA aura sukRta anumodanA / __'dhamma saraNaM pavajjAmi / ' yaha zaraNAgati hai / pApoM ke pazcAtApa ke dvArA phira antara kI zuddhi kareM, yaha duSkRta gardA hai| duSkRta gardA kareMge to jagat meM sabhI prANI sarasa lageMge aura usase sukRta-anumodanA hogI / pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI ke hRdaya meM bhAvanA hai ki samasta anuyAyI bhagavAna ke bhakta bana jAye / bhagavAna kI 'savi jIva karUM zAsana-rasI' kI bhAvanA sAkAra karane ke lie hama saba mila kara prayatna kareM / / pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI : pUjyazrI kI ora se sUcanA AI hai ki upadrava zAnta nahIM hue, ataH pratyeka ArAdhaka apane [96 Wooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri-3)
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________________ kamare meM nitya nau smaraNoM kA tInoM samaya pATha kare / prabhu-bhakta jo nirdeza kare, vaha prabhu kA nirdeza hai / yadi tadanusAra kareM to prabhu ko vaisA karanA anivArya ho jAtA pU. munizrI bhAgyezavijayajI : zAzvata girirAja kI goda meM itane vizAla zrI caturvidha saMgha ke darzana kadAcit jIvana meM prathama bAra hue haiM / bolane kA prasaMga bhI pahalI bAra hai / * eka santa ke pAsa eka yuvaka kahane lagA : 'aneka varSoM se eka tamannA hai ki mujhe prabhu ke sAtha milApa karanA hai, mArga batAyeM / ' 'sAmane jo vRkSa hai usake pAMca patte tor3a kara lA / ' santa ke kahate hI usa vyakti ne vaisA hI kiyA / _ 'pAMco patte punaH vRkSa para lagA kara A / ' 'gurudeva ! tor3a to sakatA hUM, parantu jor3a nahIM sakatA / ' jor3anA kaThina hai, tor3anA sarala hai / Apa sabhI sAtha jur3e, isIlie prathama maitrI bhAvanA hai / ananta jIva raha sakeM vaise do hI sthAna haiM - nigoda aura nirvANa / ___ jIvoM ke sAtha abheda kare vaha nirvANa meM aura bheda kare vaha nigoda meM jAtA hai| dazavaikAlika TIkA meM haribhadrasUrijI : 'sAdhutvaM kiM nAma ?' 'sarva jIva - sneha - pariNAmatvaM sAdhutvam / ' sAdhutA arthAt prema ke vartuLa kA vistAra, saMkoca nahIM / pahale sAdhu ghara kA thA, aba sarva kA ho gayA hai / Apa bhI jitane aMzoM meM vistarate haiM, utane aMzoM meM sAdhu 'samaNo iva sAvao havai jamhA / ' sAmAyika meM prema kA vartula vikasita hotA hai / caNDakauzika ke prasaMga meM bhagavAna ne ye hI bAta batAI hai| caNDakauzika ko prabhu mila gaye aura usakA uddhAra ho gayA / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 97)
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________________ eka bhAI ne pUchA : 'hamArA uddhAra kyoM nahIM hotA ?' maiM ne kahA : eka bAta hai / caMDakauzika ko jaba taka bhagavAna nahIM mile taba taka sarvatra viSa thA, parantu hama kadAcit jIbha para se viSa dUra karate haiM parantu hRdaya meM viSa bharA rakhate haiM / maitrI kA amRta Ane para hRdaya kA viSa calA jAtA hai / bhagavAna kahAM janma lete haiM ? kalpasUtra meM likhA hai : tuccha, daridra, kRpaNa Adi ke kula meM prabhu kA janma nahIM hotA / tuccha kula meM bhagavAna kA janma nahIM hotA to tuccha hRdaya meM bhagavAna kA Agamana kaise hogA ? hRdaya ko vizAla banAyeM / mere dvArA harA vRkSa samasta pakSiyoM ke nimantraNa kA kAraNa banatA hai / harA hRdaya samasta jIvoM ke Azraya kA kAraNa banatA hai / * tukArAma mArga meM cala rahe the aura AhaTa se dAnA cugate kabUtara ur3a gaye / tukArAma ke hRdaya para AghAta lagA inheM kitanA kaSTa huA ? kitanA antarAya huA ? kisI kI bhUkha to kadAcit maiM na miTA sakUM, parantu kyA kisI ko khAne bhI na dUM ? aisA merA jIvana ? ve vahIM baiTha gaye, nizcaya kiyA jaba taka kabUtara punaH nahIM AyeMge taba taka anna-jala kA tyAga / tukArAma kI saMkalpa-zakti se kabUtara punaH Akara unake kaMdhe para baiThe / - * eka bahana ke hAtha meM se aMgUThI nIce gira gaI / dUsarI bahana bolI : bahuta burA huA / usane kahA : bahuta burA nahIM huA / koI curA le jAtA to acchA hotA / kama se kama kisI ke upayoga meM to AtI / kho gaI ataH kisake kAma AyegI ? yogI na baneM to kisI ke lie upayogI to baneM / sarvaprathama ghara se maitrI kA prArambha karanA par3egA / ghara meM naukara Adi se prArambha karo / isIlie kalpasUtra meM naukaroM ke lie kauTumbika zabda kA prayoga huA hai / naukara Apako kabhI bhI kuTumbI lagA ? 98 WWWOOOOOO kahe kalApUrNasUri
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________________ plAsTika ke phUla sundara pratIta hote hai, parantu hUMpha vAle nahIM / hUMpha vAle banane ke lie maitrImaya bananA par3atA hai / bhakti, maitrI evaM zuddhi ko janma detI hai / bhakti se zuddhi, zuddhi se siddhi prApta hue binA nahIM rahatI / / bhaktI kI vyAkhyA : jisa prakAra pUjyazrI ne (pUjya AcArya kalApUrNasUrijI ne) kahA usa prakAra prabhu ko pUrNa rUpeNa samarpaNa / I am nothing. maiM kucha nahIM huuN| I have nothing. mere pAsa kucha nahIM hai / usake bAda hI pUrNa samarpaNa-bhAva AtA hai / I am something. thA, taba taka gautama svAmI bhI samarpita ho sake nahIM / * ekAgratA nahIM hai yaha akharatA hai athavA ahobhAva nahIM hai vaha akharatA hai ? ekAgratA nahIM hai vaha akharatA hai, parantu ahobhAva nahIM hai vaha akharatA nahIM hai| jala ke do gilAsa haiM - eka meM patthara hai, dUsare meM patAzA hai / hameM patthara kI taraha kevala milanA nahIM hai, parantu patAze kI taraha prabhu meM dhula mila jAnA hai / prabhu saba dene ke lie taiyAra haiM / hamArI ora se mAtra samarpaNa kI AvazyakatA hai / pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI : Aja parama zAsana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayarAmacandrasUrijI kI svarga-tithi hai| pUjyazrI ke guNAnuvAda mahArASTra bhuvana meM hue / kala prAtaH pUjya sAgarajI mahArAja ke guNAnuvAda Agama-mandira meM hoMge / isa pustaka ko par3hane se hameM aisI pApa-bhirutA, prabhu-bhakti meM sthiratA, guru-bhakti meM samarpitatA aura dharma ke prati dRDhatA prApta ho, vaisI prabhu se prArthanA karate haiN| - sAdhvI jayapUrNAzrIza (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300mmonsomwwwwwwwww 99)
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________________ NRNATARAMA 80000000000000005848 pU. AnaMdasAgarajI ma. 31-7-2000, somavAra zrA. kRSNA amAvasa : Agama mandira prAGgaNa pUjya AcAryazrI sAgarAnandasUrijI ke guNAnuvAda pUjya AcAryazrI sUryodayasAgarasUrijI : cAhe jitanI gAliyoM athavA pattharoM kI vRSTi ho parantu pUjya sAgarajI kI dhIratA evaM vIratA gajaba kI thI / unakA roma bhI nahIM pharakatA thA / zaMkhezvara meM abhayasAgarajI kI dIkSA ke samaya hamane pratyakSa dekhA / cabUtare para svasthatApUrvaka baiThe the / ve pUjyazrI Aja bhI mujhe yAda Ate haiM / * AcArya pada prApta hone ke pazcAt bhI ve apane lie AcArya AnandasAgarasUri nahIM likhate the / kAraNa pUchane para kahate - vyavahAra ke lie AcArya padavI svIkAra karanI par3I, parantu sacamuca mujha meM AcArya kI yogyatA nahIM hai, pAtratA nahIM hai / kevala do hI Agama mandiroM meM (pAlItANA-sUrata) AcArya AnandasAgara likhA huA hai| yaha bhI isa kAraNa ki bhaviSya ke itihAsakAra kahIM bhUla na kareM / * pUjya sAgarajI meM sAgara jitane guNa the| vaktA aneka haiM, samaya sImita hai / ataH maiM apanA vaktavya yahIM samApta karatA huuN| [100 0500000 soooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ - * pUjya AcArya jagavallabhasUrijI ke ziSya pU. munizrI darzanavallabhavijayajI : Aga lagI AkAza meM, jara-jara par3e aMgAra / yaha zAsana na hotA agara, jala maratA saMsAra // sAgara ko cammaca se ulIca nahIM sakate / pU. sAgarajI ke guNAnuvAda karane vAlA maiM kauna ? maiMne unheM na dekhe haiM, na jAne haiM, parantu unakI kRtiyoM ne unheM amara banAyA hai / ve bhale hI vidyamAna nahIM hai, parantu unakI pratikRti evaM kRti vidyamAna haiM / pUjyazrI AgamoM kI sundara paramparA calAne vAle the / jinake binA jIne kA mAlUma na par3e ve Agama haiM / pratikRti kadAcit vilIna ho jAyeMgI, parantu Agama mandira rUpI yaha kRti kahAM jAyegI ? unake guNagAna karake uTha jAyeM, usakI apekSA eka-Adha guNa grahaNa kareM / hama AgamoM kA adhyayana kareM, Apa zravaNa kareM, yaha saccI bhAvAMjali hogI / * pU. bAlamunizrI AgamasAgarajI : saba manuSya jAnate haiM ki yaha tasvIra kisakI hai ? (thoDA sA bolakara aTaka gaye, to bhI loga prasanna ho gaye) * pUjya AcArya yazovijayasUrijI : pUjya sAgarajI jJAna ke sAgara the hI, dhyAna ke bhI sAgara the / darzana karane kA lAbha to mujhe nahIM milA, parantu tasvIra meM dhyAnastha mudrA dekhakara nata mastaka ho gayA / unameM svarUpa ramaNatA kI anubhUti dikhAI dI / dazavaikAlika kA eka zloka hai : NANamegagga-citto a Thio a ThAvai paraM / suyANi ahijjittA, rao sua-samAhie // jJAna ko svarUpa-ramaNatA meM badalane kA kArya unhoM ne karake batAyA / 'TIma-varka' ke lie virATa kArya kahA jAtA hai, vaisA kArya akele hAtha se ve kaise kara sake hoMge ? pratIta hotA hai ki dhyAna kI pRSThabhUmi para prabhu ke jJAna ko avatarita kiyA thA / dhyAna ke binA prabhu kA jJAna saMbhAlA nahIM jA sakatA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 500mmmmmmmm60500000 101)
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________________ jJAnavimalasUrijI ne AnandaghanajI para stabaka likhane kA nizcaya kiyA parantu lagA ki vivecana baiTha nahIM rahA hai| unheM turanta samajha meM AyA ki AnandaghanajI kI prasAdI dhyAna ke binA samajha meM nahIM AyegI / sUrata meM sUrajamaNDana pArzvanAtha kA cha: mAha taka dhyAna kiyA / unhoM ne prArthanA kI ki prabhu ! tU mujhe zakti pradAna kara / usake bAda unhoM ne kalama calAI / Aja bhI vaha 'TabA' vidyamAna hai| ise kahate haiM jJAna ke lie pRSTha bhUmikArUpa dhyAna / ___ antima samaya meM 15-15 dinoM taka dhyAnAvasthA meM rahate the, yaha to Apako khyAla hai, parantu unakA sampUrNa jIvana dhyAnamaya thA, kyA yaha Apako patA hai ? Aja to jJAna-dhyAna kI paramparA vilIna hone lagI hai / pUjya jJAnavimalasUrijI kahate haiM : _ 'vIMjhe che zuddha muja cetanA...' mahAvideha meM bhale hI nahIM jA sake, parantu videha avasthA meM yahIM para apane bhItara mahAvideha prakaTa kiyA jA sakatA hai / bhaktinagarI hI puNDarIkiNInagarI hai| merA sAhiba Atmadeva hI sImaMdhara svAmI haiM / aisA pUjya sAgarajI ne prekTikala kiyA thA / nitya jJAna-dhyAna meM DubakI lagAkara hI unheM saccI aMjali dI jA sakatI hai| pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI ke pratinidhi ke rUpa meM pUjya gaNizrI pUrNacandravijayajI tathA pUjya gaNizrI municandravijayajI donoM pAMcapAMca minaTa boleMge / * pUjya gaNizrI pUrNacandravijayajI : mantra-mUrti-Agama utkRSTa sAdhanA paddhati hai / mantra-mUrti-Agama ke dvArA prabhu kA bhAva-milana kiyA jA sakatA hai| (pUjya AcAryazrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ke padhArane ke kAraNa vaktavya apUrNa rahA / ) (102ooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : * zAsana-nAyaka bhagavAna mahAvIra ke anugraha se tIrtha kI sthApanA huI hai taba se gaNadharoM se lagAkara Aja taka paramparA milI hai| unameM se pratyeka mahApuruSa ko yAda karake hama pavitra bana sakate haiM / bhagavAna kI taraha guru ko yAda karane se bhI pavitra banA jA sakatA hai| zAstroM meM kahA gayA hai : 'guru-bahumANo mokkho / ' . jIvana meM guru kA bahumAna jage vahI mokSa hai / ATha karmoM kA kSaya hone para mokSa hogA, taba taba kI bAta / usase pUrva aisA mokSa prakaTa karanA hai / guru ko bhagavAna ke rUpa meM dekhanA hai| bhagavAna kA paricaya karAne vAlA bhagavAna se bhI bar3ha jAtA hai / yadi guru na hote to bhagavAna kahAM se pahacAna pAte ? guru bahumAna se mokSa kisa prakAra ? mokSa to karmoM kA kSaya hone se hotA hai / karma-kSaya se hone vAlA mokSa guru ke bahumAna se hI milegA / isIlie guru-bahumAna ko hI mokSa kahA hai / itanI bAta jAnane ke pazcAt guru ke prati apAra bahumAna utpanna honA cAhiye / guru-bhakti ke prabhAva se apanI AtmA bhagavAna ke sAtha jur3a jAtI hai| jo bhagavAna pratimA meM haiM, ve hI bhagavAna guru meM bhI haiM / na ho aisA sambhava hI kaise ? munirAja ke mAnasa meM haMsa kI taraha siddha ramaNa kara rahe hote siddha siddhazilA para bhale rahe, parantu muni jaba dhyAna karate haiM taba ve unake hRdaya meM Ate hI haiM / * abhI Agama mandira ke darzana karate samaya kyA pU. sAgarajI ke darzana nahIM hote ? hRdaya meM Agama aMkita ho jAyeM, tatpazcAt dIvAroM para utkIrNa karane kI kyA AvazyakatA hai ? Apako aisA hotA hogA, parantu jina AgamoM ke sparza se lohe ke samAna merI AtmA svarNa tulya bana gaI, usakA darzana anya bhI kyoM na kareM ? Agama utkIrNa karAne ke pIche pUjyazrI kI aisI bhAvanA thI / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 66555555555 GOOGoooooo 103)
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________________ * kalikAla meM do hI bhagavAna haiM / jinAgama = bolate bhagavAna / jinamUrti = mauna bhagavAna / AgamoM ke prati jitanA Adara bar3hegA, usa pramANa meM bhagavAna mileMge / jina AgamoM kI surakSA ke lie hamAre pUrvAcAryoM ne prANa dene ke lie bhI tatparatA dikhAI unheM hama kitanA dhanyavAda deM ? jaisalamera meM tAr3apatriyAM kyoM ekatrita kI gaI haiM ? kyoMki kisI kA vahAM zIghra AkramaNa na ho / isa prakAra AgamoM kI surakSA ke lie pUjya sAgarajI ne isa Agama mandira kA nirmANa karAyA / apane jIvana ko Agamamaya banAkara jIyeM yahI pUjya sAgarajI mahArAja ko saccI zraddhAMjali dI kahalAyegI / una mahApuruSoM ke sambandha meM jitanA kaheM utanA kama haiM / unhoM ne kapaDavaMja, pATana Adi sthAnoM para do-cAra bAra Agama vAcanAoM kA Ayojana kiyA thA, jinameM hamAre pUjya kanakasUrijI ne bhI lAbha liyA thA / AgamoM meM bhagavAna haiM yaha samajhA jAye to svAdhyAya karate samaya bhI bhagavAna yAda AyeM / bhagavAna alaga nahIM hai, parantu bhakta kI bhUla ke kAraNa bhagavAna alaga lagate haiM / yadi hama AgamoM kA pATha kareMge to nizcita rUpa se pUjya sAgarajI kI AtmA prasanna hogI / * pUjyapaM.bhaMdrakaravijayajI ma.ke praziSya dhurandharavijayajI ma. : 'jIvaMtA jaga jasa nahIM, jasa viNa kA jIvaMta ? je jasa leI AtamA, ravi pahelA ugaMta / ' - zrIpAla rAsa, putalI ke muMha se, upA0 yazovijayajI jIte jI yaza nahIM, usakA koI mUlya nahIM, jisakA yaza hotA hai usakA nAma sUryodaya se pUrva gAyA jAtA hai / pUjya sAgarajI mahArAja ne vRddhoM ko samajhA-samajhA kara hastalikhita pratoM meM surakSita AgamoM ko bAhara nikAle / (1040000000aoooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ yaha unakA mahAn upakAra hai / __ zAsana meM Agama sthira (sthAyI) raheM, surakSita raheM isa hetu se tIna bAra bar3e parivartana hue haiM / ___ (1) vIra saMvat 980 meM devarddhigaNi ne valabhIpura meM zramaNa sammelana karake AgamoM ko granthoM meM likhavAye / (2) vikrama kI nauvI-dasavI zatAbdI meM zIlAMkAcArya evaM kapaDavaMja meM svargavAsI hue AcAryazrI abhayadevasUri ne AgamoM para TIkAeM likhIM / unheM zAsanadevI kA saMketa prApta huA thA ki durUha AgamoM para TIkA likheM / zAsanadevI ne sUrijI ko niHzaMka karane ke lie or3hanI dekara kahA, 'prathama prata ko Apa isa ratnajar3ita or3hanI meM lapeTanA / usakI dhanarAzi se prateM likhavAnA / ukta or3hanI ko bahuta adhika dhanarAzi dekara tatkAlIna gurjara rAjA ne kharIdI thI aura usa dhanarAzi se ve prateM likhavAI / (3) sau varSa pUrva hastalipi jAnane kI paramparA lupta prAyaH ho gaI / paisoM ke khAtira hasta-prateM bikane lagI / Apako eka prasaMga batAtA hUM / sUrata meM eka vyakti hastaprata becane ke lie AyA / usane usake tIsa hajAra rUpaye mAMge / pUjya sAgarajI ne kahA : 'taiMtIsa hajAra rUpaye dilA sakatA huuN|' vaha bolA : 'maiM dekhatA huuN|' tatpazcAt do ghaMToM ke pazcAt use bulAkara kahA : 'lA paiMtIsa hajAra rUpayoM meM de de / ' vaha bolA : "eka aMgreja chattIsa hajAra rUpaye dekara le gayA / ' isa prakAra itane grantha bAhara gaye ki mata pUcho bAta / ataH pUjya sAgarajI mahArAja ne Agama-surakSA ke nirNaya ko vegavaMta banAyA / usa samaya usakA atyanta virodha huA ki Agama chapAye nahIM jA sakate / Agama sAdhuoM ke atirikta anya kisI se dekhe bhI nahIM jAte / jisakA virodha hotA hai vahI sarva svIkRta hotA hai / jisakA virodha na ho, use bala hI nahIM milatA / virodha se hI bala pUrA par3atA hai| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300mmswammmmmmmmmmmm 105)
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________________ akele hAtha se saTIka 45 Agama chapavAye / anya aneka grantha bhI chapavAye / unakI prastAvanA mUla grantha se bhI kaThina hotI hai| kevala prastAvanA likhane meM bhI kitanA samaya lagA hogA ? sabhI prastAvanAoM ke saMgraha ke rUpa meM eka alaga pustaka bhI chapI hai| __ abhayadevasUrijI ke gAMva meM hI janme ina sUrijI ne TIkA to nahIM likhI, parantu prastAvanA bhI adbhuta hai| unake vyAkhyAna bhI adbhuta the / hamAre pUjya mukticaMdrasUrijI kahate the : sUtra ko caur3A karanA ho to pUjya rAmacaMdrasUrijI kA vyAkhyAna aura gaharA karanA ho to pUjya sAgarajI ke vyAkhyAna par3hane cAhiye / Agama to unheM kaNThastha the / unake vyAkhyAna to Agama tattvoM ke bhaNDAra the / abhI vyAkhyAna sAhitya aprakAzita bhI bahuta hai / ve choTe se jIvana meM saba pUrA karake gaye / hamAre pAsa 'TIma' hone para bhI hama vaha kArya pUrA nahIM kara sakate / pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kA sAhitya par3hatA hUM to vicAra AtA hai ki yaha zailI kisakI hai ? pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI kI to hai hI nahIM / pUjya bhuvanabhAnusUrijI to choTe the / to yaha pradAna kisakA hai ? mere gurudeva pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahate the : maiM ATha varSa kA thA taba bar3e pitAjI (bhogIbhAI ne) pATana meM vi. saMvat 1973 meM pUjya sAgarajI ko vAcanAoM ke lie tIna varSa rakhe the / ATha varSa kA maiM, nitya vahAM baiThA rahatA / ve likhane-par3hane meM vyasta rahate the, jJAna kI jagamaga jyoti jalatI / pUjya sAgarajI ke pAsa baiThe rahane se hI unakA prabhAva unake sAhitya para par3A hai| * bhUrAbhAI paMDita (sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAravAle) kahate the ki zAsana ke cAra stambha hue haiM : (1) mandiroM kA jIrNoddhAra karAnevAle pUjya nemisUrijI (2) AgamoM kA jIrNoddhAra karanevAle pUjya sAgarajI mahArAja / (106 wwwwwwwwwwwwwmoms kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ (3) dIkSA-jIrNoddhAra karanevAle pUjya premasUrijI, pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI / (4) zrAvaka jIrNoddhAra karanevAle pUjya vallabhasUrijI / / ina cAra zAsana-stambhoM ne atyadhika kArya kiyA hai / uttarAdhikArI kevala samhAleM itanI hI apekSA nahIM hai, unheM Age bhI bar3hAyeM / hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ke AcArya pada ke samaya maiM ne likhA thA - jisa paramparA meM Apa Ate haiM, tadanusAra 45 AgamoM ko dhAraNa karake bhAvAcArya baneM, aisI apekSA rakhatA huuN| Agama ke uttarAdhikAriyoM ko maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM ki jaise abhayasAgarajI ne AgamoM kI surakSA kI usa prakAra Apa surakSA kareM / pUrva puruSoM ke prati hamArI prArthanA hai ki hama AgamoM ke adhika gUr3ha artha nikAla sakeM / pUjya gaNivaryazrI mahodayasAgarajI : kucha samaya pUrva choTe mahArAja (bAlamuni) ne itanI sabhA meM udbodhana kiyA jisase Ananda evaM Azcarya huaa| yahAM anya bAlamuni bhI haiM / eka samaya aisA thA jaba alpAyu bAlakoM ko dIkSita nahIM kiye jAte the / aisA kAnUna bhI pArita hone vAlA thA / usa samaya usakA pracaNDa virodha karane vAle AcArya pUjya sAgarajI aura pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI the aura ve saphala bhI hue / __ hamAre pUjya gurudeva aneka bAra nAma lete the jinameM do nAma mukhya the - pUjya sAgarajI tathA pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI / / unake prabhAva se hI ina bAla-muniyoM ko hama dekha sakate pUjya guNasAgarasUrijI cAturmAsa hetu vinaMtI karane ke lie Ane vAle zrAvakoM ko kahate : 'vidvAna to nahIM hai, parantu vidhavA sAdhvIjI mileMgI / ' bIsa varSa pUrva pratijJApUrvaka 45 AgamoM kA adhyayana cAlu thA, taba hamAre pUjya gurudeva kahate the - 'Aja Agama upalabdha haiM, usakA mukhya upakAra pUjya sAgarajI mahArAja kA hai|' kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 00 HOSE WOW WWW WE HAS 107)
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________________ Ajake zubha dina hama saMkalpa kareM ki 45 AgamoM kA eka bAra to avazya vAcana kareMge / zrAvaka gaNa saMkalpa kareM ki hama AgamoM kA zravaNa kareMge aura bAlakoM ko dhArmika vidyApIThoM meM adhyayana kraayeNge| Aja digambara samAja meM vidvAna zrAvaka dekhane ko milate hai, parantu zvetAmbaroM meM vidvAna zrAvaka dekhane ko nahIM milate / AgamoM meM vidvAn zrAvakoM ke lie vizeSaNa Ate haiM - 'laddhaTTA' Adi / gurukula, zrAvikAzrama, mehasAnA saMsthA Adi aneka vidyAdhAma haiM / yadi hama unheM protsAhana deMge to hI pUjya sAgarajI mahArAja ko saccI zraddhAMjali dI ginI jAyegI / antima pandraha-pandraha dinoM taka dhyAna-dazA meM rahanA kitanA duSkara kahA jAye ? 'jhANajjhayaNasaMgayA' __ - paMcasUtra kAla ke prabhAva se dhyAna-sAdhanA lupta prAyaH ho gaI hai| pratyeka kriyA dhyAnamaya hone para bhI use usa prakAra kara nahIM sakate / ataH anya ziviroM meM jAkara jaina-zAsana se vimukha hone vAle jaina dekhane ko milate haiM / yahAM dhyAna-mArgI pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI, pUjya yazovijayasUrijI jaise yadi dasa-pandraha dina taka cale vaisI dhyAna-paddhati calAyeMge to atyanta Ananda hogA / pUjyazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : _ 'gurvAdhInyaM susattvaM ca, saMyame supratiSThitam / mahatAM lakSaNaM turya, vipulo jJAnavaibhavaH // ' prazna hai : mahAna kauna ? mahApuruSa banane ke aramAna to sabake hote haiM parantu kauna mahApuruSa bana sakatA hai ? isa zloka meM cAra bAte haiM : (1) guru - adhInatA / (2) sattvazIlatA / (3) saMyama meM custatA / (4) vipula jJAna - vaibhava / (108 00000mmmmmmoooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ pUjya sAgarajI meM ye cAroM bAteM thI / isIlie ve mahApuruSa kahe jA sakate haiM / apane gurudeva pUjya jhaverasAgarajI kA sAnnidhya mAtra nau mahinoM ke lie hI milA, phira bhI guru-sevA ke mAdhyama se unhoM ne jo kRpA prApta kI vaha adbhuta thI / kAladharma ke samaya pUjya jhaverasAgarajI kA hAtha unake sira para thA / unhoM ne kahA thA, 'beTe ! AgamoM kA dhyAna rakhanA / ' . unakI ghaTanAoM meM 'sattvazIlatA' dRSTigocara hotI hai / / ve cAritra-pAlana karane meM kitane custa the? kitane hI abhigraha dhAraNa karate, jo pUrNa na ho sakeM vaise the; to bhI ve abhigraha pUrNa hue / vipula jJAna-vaibhava kA varNana to suna hI liyA hai / una mahApuruSa ke guNAnuvAda se hama guNAnurAgI baneM, yahI abhyarthanA hai| Pos pustaka par3hane para Aye Ananda ko vyakta karane ke lie mere pAsa zabda nahIM haiM / - sAdhvI muktirasAzrI jIva maitrI, jina-bhakti evaM guru-bhakti kaisI mahAn hai ? isakA hArda isa pustaka meM atyanta hI gaharAI se samajhAyA gayA hai / ___ - sAdhvI nayaguNAzrI vAcanA kI prasAdI svarUpa isa pustaka kA paThana hamAre bhItara prasannatA kI UrmiyAM utpanna kareM aura prabhu ke prati prema utpanna kareM, vaisI apekSA hai / - sAdhvI jyotidarzanAzrI kahe kalApUrNasUri -3ooooooooooooooooooo 109)
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________________ Messsamsue Home pAlitAnA, vi.saM. 2056 31-7-2000, somavAra zrA. kRSNA amAvasa * jisake hAthoM dIkSA huI ho vaha apanI zakti dIkSita meM sthApita kare / bhagavAna jaise dIkSA-dAtA hoM vahAM kitanI zakti prakaTa hogI ? bhagavAna ne isa tIrtha meM zakti DAlI hai, vaha Aja bhI kAryazIla hai| (1) jijJAsA : 'bhayavaM kiM tattaM ?' gaNadharoM kA yaha prazna bhItara kI utkaTa jijJAsA vyakta karatA hai / yaha jijJAsA bhI bhagavAna ke samakSa vinayapUrvaka, pradakSiNA evaM vandanapUrvaka prastuta kI hai| prazna bhItarI jijJAsA prakaTa karatA hai / jijJAsA ke binA prazna ho hI nahIM sakatA / jijJAsA ke binA Apa kisI ko jJAna dete haiM arthAt bhUkha ke binA Apa use bhojana karAte haiM / grAhaka kI mAMga ke binA yadi Apa use mAla dete ho to Apako bhAva ghaTAnA par3egA / eka prazna se samAdhAna nahIM huA to gaNadharoM ne dUsarA tathA tIsarA prazna bhI pUchA aura usa meM se unheM tripadI milI / tripadI dhyAna kI mAtA hai| usameM se dvAdazAMgI kA janma huA / utpatti, vyaya evaM dhrauvya tIna mUla bIja haiM, jinameM se samagra jJAna kA janma |110 Dolanooooooooooo0 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ hotA hai| choTe se bIja meM se baDA jaMgala utpanna hotA hai / marudevI eka the, parantu unakI santati kitanI thI ? kitane samaya taka yaha paramparA calI ? ina tIna padoM meM dhyAna ke bIja haiN| una zabdoM meM prANoM kA saMcAra karane vAle bhagavAna haiM, grahaNa karane vAle gaNadhara haiM / isIlie unheM viziSTa dhyAna lagatA hai aura usameM se dvAdazAMgI kA sRjana hotA hai / vahI tripadI maiM bolUM aura Apa suneM to dvAdazAMgI kA sRjana nahIM hotA / * yahAM likhA hai - 'dharmaM prati mUlabhUtA vandanA / ' Antarika bhAva se vandana nahIM ho taba taka dharma kA janma nahIM hotA / mana-vacana-kAyA tInoM namra baneM to hI bhAva-namaskAra AyegA / * bhUkha pratyeka vyakti ko lagatI hai, parantu jijJAsA kisI virale ko hI hotI hai / 'isakA kyA artha hotA hai ?' yaha jAnane kI icchA hI jijJAsA hai / jijJAsA ke binA samyagjJAna nahIM hotA, samyagjJAna ke binA samyak kriyA nahIM hotI / mithyAtvI ko yaha kadApi prApta nahIM ho sakatI / (2) vidhi-paratA : kisI bhI vastu ke nirmANa ke lie vidhi kA jJAna cAhiye / khicaDI banAnI ho to bhI jJAna cAhiye / haNDiyA meM kaise rakhanI ? cAvala aura mUMga kitane DAlane ? Adi bAteM jAne binA kyA khicar3I banAI jA sakatI hai ? * Apa dhairya rakheM; bhagavAna evaM bhagavAna kA zAsana Apako saba dene ke lie taiyAra hI hai| bhagavAna para aTala AsthA honI cAhiye - 'dezo to tumahI bhalUM, bIjA to navi yAcaM re / ' - pUjya upAdhyAya yazovijayajI yaha acala dhairya hai| bhagavAna milane ke pazcAt upAdhyAya mahArAja gAte haiM - _ 'mAre to bananArUM banyu ja.cha, hUM to lokane vAta sikhAUM re / ' 'dhanya dina velA dhanya ghar3I teha / ' (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 111)
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________________ yaha prabhu-milana kA Ananda hai, jo ina paMktiyoM meM vyakta huA hai| * jJAnI kahate haiM : pala-pala, sAMsa-sAMsa meM prabhu kA smaraNa karo / prabhu ko yAda nahIM karate taba nizcaya mAneM ki mana saMkliSTa hai / prabhu ho to manaM kadApi saMkliSTa nahIM hotA / 'tuma nyAre taba saba hI nyArA...' (3) guru yoga : bhagavAna dUra to saba dUra / bhagavAna nikaTa to saba nikaTa / aise bhagavAna ko namaskAra karo / isa 'namo' meM vinaya hai / navakAra meM prathama 'namo' hai, usake bAda arihanta hai / 'namutthuNaM' meM prathama 'namo' hai / dazavaikAlika meM likhA hai - ___ 'AyArassa mUlaM viNao / ' yaha samasta vinaya namo kA mahattva batAtA hai / guru ke vinaya ke binA samyag kSayopazama kadApi khulatA nahIM aise manuSya ko par3hane kI (adhyayana karane kI) icchA bhI nahIM hotI / use vicAra bhI aise hI Ate haiM ki anapar3ha ke bhI ziSya ho jAte haiM to mujhe par3hane kI sira-paccI karane kI AvazyakatA kyA ? ye ajJAnI ke vicAra haiM / jijJAsA utpanna karane ke lie sarva prathama moha kA kSaya Avazyaka hai| yadi yaha kSaya nahIM ho to kSayopazama cAhiye / isIlie yahAM 'viziSTa kSaya - kSayopazamanimittA iyaM (jijJAsA) na asamyagadRSTeH bhavati / ' aisA likhA hai, anyathA, kSaya ke pazcAt kSayopazama likhane kI AvazyakatA nahIM thI / * hama gRhasthoM ko to upadeza dete hai, parantu hama apanI hI AtmA ko bhUla jAte haiM / bArAta meM dulhA ko hI bhulA diyA gayA hai| * bodha dene vAle guru meM kama se kama cAra guNa cAhiye / (1) yathArtha nAmavAle : 'tattvaM gRNAtIti guruH / ' yaha vyAkhyA lAgU ho aise guru hone cAhiye / [112 000000000000000000mm kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3]
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________________ (2) sva-para zAstroM ke jJAtA / (3) para-hita meM tatpara / (4)sAmane vAle ke Azaya ke jJAtA / guru kevalajJAnI thor3e hI haiM jo dUsaroM kA Azaya samajha leM ? kevalajJAna cAhe na ho, kevalajJAnI kA sahArA to hai na ? kaI bAra zrotAgaNa mujhe kaha kara jAte haiM ki hamAre hI mana kI bAteM Apane kaha dI / hamAre mana kA samAdhAna ho gayA / ziSya kisa Azaya se avakAza mAMgatA ho? guru use barAbara samajha jAte haiM / cAhe ve boleM nahIM / maiM pahale spaSTIkaraNa kara detA hUM ki mujhameM cAroM meM se eka bhI guNa nahIM hai| kadAcit Apa ye pUche ki phira vyAkhyA karane kyoM baiMThe? to maiM kaha dUM - pUjya haribhadrasUrijI kI TIkA, pUjya municandrasUrijI kI paMjikA, pUjya bhuvanabhAnusUrijI kI vyAkhyA mere sAmane hai| una para bahumAnapUrvaka bolatA huuN| anyathA, mujha meM zakti kahAM hai ? merI bhUloM ke lie Apa mujhe kSamA kreN| umAsvAti mahArAja kahate haiM : maiMne bhikhArI kI taraha dAne cuna-cunakara saba ekatrita kiyA hai| maiMne bhI isI prakAra se ekatrita kiyA hai| hameM gautama svAmI jaise guru cAhiye / isIlie prApta guru kA vinaya nahIM karate / parantu hama jAnate nahIM hai ki gautama svAmI jaise guru ke ziSya banane kI bhI yogyatA cAhiye na? apanI yogyatA kA hama vicAra nahIM karate / vartamAna samaya meM prApta guru kA bahumAna karoge to AgAmI bhava meM gautama svAmI jaise guru mileMge / yazovijayajI ko apane guru nayavijayajI ke prati kitanA bahumAna thA ? vinayavijayajI to apane guru kIrtivijayajI ke nAma ko mantra mAnate the / isa prakAra kA guru ke prati bahumAna ho to hI jJAna AtA hai| guru kA bahumAna karane se jJAna prApta huA hai, isalie yaha guru kA kahalAtA hai / / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 ommoooooooooooooo 113)
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________________ * cANDAla kA sparza varjita ginA jAtA hai, parantu prabhu ke caraNoM ke sparza ke lie utAvala kI jAtI hai, kAraNa kyA ? azubha sparza kA prabhAva azubha hotA hai aura zubha kA zubha / yaha bAta isase spaSTa ho jAtI hai| tAMbe ko svarNa-rasa kA sparza hone para vaha svarNa bana jAtA hai, aisA kahate haiM / yaha sparza kA prabhAva hai| jaba taka prabhu kA sparza na ho taba taka hama tAMbA haiN| bhagavAna kA sparza to vedhaka-rasa hai / unakA sparza hote hI apanI pAmara AtmA parama bana jAtI hai / aprakAzita dIpaka prakAzita dIpaka ke sparza ke binA prakAzita nahIM bana sakatA, usa prakAra prabhu ke sparza ke binA apanI AtmA parama AtmA nahIM bana sakatI / prabhu ke guNa kadAcit prApta na kara sako, vikasita na kara sako, parantu unake prati prema to baDhA sako na ? prabhu ke guNoM kA prema hI vedhaka rasa hai, jo Apako svarNa-maNDita kara degA / guru meM bhI bhagavAna kI zakti kArya kara rahI hai| isIlie guru ke caraNoM ko sparza karane kI itanI mahimA hai / ve jahAM baiThe hoM usa pATa, Asana Adi ko kitane bhAvapUrvaka sparza karate haiM ? vAMdaNA meM kyA hai ? 'aho, kAyaM-kAya-saMkAsaM' ke dvArA guru ke caraNoM kI kalpanA kara ke unakA bhAva se sparza karate haiM / ___ bhAvapUrvaka sparza karane se bahumAna utpanna hotA hai / bahumAna guNoM ke lie praveza-dvAra hai / (3) vidhiparatA : guru ko vandana kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai, parantu yaha vidhi hai / isake binA jJAna nahIM AtA / kitanI hI vidhiyAM hai jaise - mAMDalI meM baiThanA, sthApanAcArya, gurujanoM kA anukrama, aucityapUrvaka Asana Adi bichAnA, vikSepa kA sarvathA tyAga karanA (vAcanA Adi kA phala prApta karanA ho to vikSepa kA tyAga karanA hI par3atA hai, Ter3he-mer3he prazna, Ter3hI-mer3hI dRSTi Adi vikSepakArI paribala haiM) upayoga pUrvaka sunanA / yaha guru ke pAsa jJAna prApta karane kI vidhi hai| aisA karoge to ??? /
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________________ kalyANa hue binA rahegA hI nahIM, zAstrakAra aisI 'gAraMTI' dete haiM / upAya upeya ko dekara hI zAnta rahatA hai / yaha niyama hai| dIpaka jalAoge to prakAza hogA hI / pAnI piyoge to pyAsa bujhegI hI / vidhi pUrvaka karo to kalyANa hogA hI / / bhagavAna kI bhakti karo to maMgala hotA hI hai, durgati kA bhaya naSTa hotA hI hai| bhagavAna ke bhakta ko durgati kA bhaya kaisA ? bhakta nizcinta hotA hai / kyA hama itane (aise) nizcinta haiM ? jaba tattva kI bAta samajha meM AtI hai ahamadAbAda meM tattvajJAna ke varga calate haiM / eka bahana maMDala kI sadasyA hone se varga meM AtIM / do mAha ke pazcAt eka bAra milane AI / atyanta roI / kAraNa pUchane para batAyA ki, 'maiM adhogati meM jAUMgI, ataH rotI hUM / ' 'tujhe aisA kisane kahA ?' 'Apane / ' 'are ! mere pAsa aisA jJAna kahAM hai ki tujhe batA sakU~ ki terI gati kyA hogI ?' 'Apane tattva ke varga meM kahA thA ki ati krodha, asatya Adi ke pariNAma se jIva adhogati meM jAtA hai / ' _ 'tU eka kAma kara, abhI taka AyuSya kA baMdha huA hai yA nahIM, usakA patA nahIM hai, parantu tU prabhu-bhakti meM laga jA / darzana-pUjana hI terA uddhAra kara leMge / ' __ aura asatya nahIM bolane Adi ke niyama grahaNa karAye / eka varSa ke pazcAt usake pati milane ke lie Aye aura kahane lage ki bahana ! jIvana meM ghara meM zAnti-zAnti ho gaI hai jisake lie ApakA AbhAra / - sunandAbena vorA dol (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300aaaaoooooooooooooo 115)
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________________ pAlitAnA, vi.saM. 2056 1-8-2000, maMgalavAra sAvana zuklA -2 * paMcAMgI Agama kA apamAna bhagavAna kA apamAna hai / AgamoM meM se kisI bhI aMga ko Apa nahIM mAnate arthAt bhagavAna ko hI nahIM mAnate / unake aMga kA chedana karate ho arthAt bhagavAna kA hI chedana karate hoM / 'cUNi bhASya sUtra niyukti, vRtti paraspara anubhava re; samayapuruSanA aMga kahyA e, je chede te durbhavya re / ' - pUjya AnandaghanajI anubhava evaM paramparA bhI sAtha le liye haiM / ina cha: meM se eka kA bhI apamAna arthAt bhagavAna kA apamAna mAneM / / TIkAkAra haribhadrasUrijI svayaM Agama puruSa haiM / unakI racanA Agama tulya ginI jAtI haiM / upAdhyAya yazovijayajI dvArA racita savAsau gAthoM ke stavana para padmavijayajI mahArAja ne TabA likhA hai, jisameM ullekha haiM ki haribhadrasUri ke grantha bhI Agama hI gine jAte haiM / unakI bAta Apa nahIM mAnate to AgamoM ko hI nahIM mAnate / (116 5 5550566600 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ * AgamoM Adi ko par3hane meM to nayA-nayA Ane se phira bhI rasa AtA hai, parantu dainika kiye jAne vAle caityavandana Adi meM prAyaH rasa nahIM AtA / haribhadrasUrijI ke samaya meM bhI kadAcit aisI sthiti hogI, ataH unakI 'lalita vistarA' likhane kI icchA ho gaI hogI / * upamiti, samarAicca, vairAgya kalpalatA Adi par3hane se bhI vairAgya utpanna nahIM ho to samajheM ki yaha jIva durbhavya athavA abhavya hogA / ananta bhava nahIM karane hoM to isa bhava meM tanika sahana kara leM / tanika sAdhanA kara leM to kAma ho jAye / vayovRddha mahAtmA isIlie pahale vairAgyakAraka grantha kaNThastha karAkara phira vyAkaraNa Adi meM praveza karAte the / * hama to amuka varSoM meM cale jAyeMge parantu ye Agama sthAyI raheMge / hajAroM varSoM taka inake AdhAra para hI zAsana calegA / ina AgamoM kI hama upekSA nahIM kara sakate / bhAvI pIr3hI kI upekSA nahIM kI jA sakatI / jaina zrAvaka apanI santAna kI cintA karatA hai ki kahIM merA putra durgati meM na jAye / hamAre yahAM eka bAta AtI hai na ? kisI bhI taraha se dharma-kriyA nahIM karane vAle apane putra ko dhArmika banAne ke lie usake pitA ne caukhaTa kI sAkha para bhagavAna kI mUrti biThAI, dvAra choTA karAyA / / bhale hI vaha putra mRtyu ke pazcAt machalI banA parantu bAda meM to ThikAnA par3A na ? vahAM se mara kara AThave devaloka meM gayA na ? zrAvaka cintA kare to kyA hameM apanI bhAvI pIr3hI kI cintA nahIM karanI ? yaha saba bAta maiM komalatA se karatA huuN| ThikAnA par3egA na ? yA ora adhika kaThora bhASA kI AvazyakatA par3egI ? 'lAtoM ke deva bAtoM se nahIM mAnate' aisA to nahIM hai na ? yugalika kAla meM to kevala hakAra, makAra, dhikkAra se kArya ho jAtA thA / parantu jyoM jyoM patanonmukha kAla AyA, tyoM tyoM adhika zikSA kI AvazyakatA par3ane lagI / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 117)
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________________ jIvoM kI vakratA, jar3atA adhika hotI hai tyoM anuzAsana kaThora banatA jAtA hai / (4) bodha pariNati : * bodha saccA vahI kahalAtA hai jo pariNAma prApta ho / pariNAma meM kucha nahIM ho vaha jJAna kisa kAma kA ? vyAvahArika jJAna bhI pariNAma prApta na kareM to kyA saphala hogA ? jJAna bhaNDAra meM se caupaDe maMgavAye / yahAM sunate samaya khole, phira baMdha kara diye / vahAM jAkara khole kauna ? aisA jJAna kalyANakArI banegA, aisA pratIta hotA hai ? kyA aisA jJAna moha ke piMjare meM se mukti dilA sakegA ? kyA aisA jJAna granthiyoM meM se mukti dilA pAyegA ? caudaha granthiyAM haiM / ina granthiyoM se mukta ho vahI nirgrantha hai| caudaha granthiyAM suna lo : nau nokaSAya + 4 kaSAya + mithyAtva = ye caudaha granthiyAM haiM / sampUrNa bhava-cakra meM mohanIya kA upazama pAMca bAra hI ho sakatA hai / kSayopazama asaMkhya bAra hotA hai / kSaya eka hI bAra hotA hai / kSaya ho gayA arthAt kSAyika samyaktva mila gayA / kSAyika samyaktva milane ke pazcAt jAtA hI nahIM hai / ___ moha kA jora ghaTane ke pazcAt hI bodha pariNAma pAtA hai / phira vahAM kutarka nahIM hote / aisA vyakti jahAM tahAM jAkara apane jJAna kA pradarzana nahIM karatA / ratnoM ko to Dhaka kara rakhe jAte haiM, pradarzana nahIM kiyA jAtA / / koI bAta calatI ho, hama kucha jAnate hoM aura binA pUche turanta hI bola jAte hoM to samajheM ki apanA jJAna pradarzaka hai / saccA jJAna mArgAnusArI hotA hai / jo unmArga para le jAye vaha ulTA jJAna hai| mArgAnusArI jJAna bhale thoDA ho, parantu ulTA to nahIM hI hotA / kabhI kucha bolA jAye athavA gaira samajha A jAye, parantu vaha haThAgraha meM pariNamita ho vaisA na ho / davA se miTane vAle darda jaisA yaha ajJAna hotA (11800wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ gRhasthoM ke pAsa dhana-sampatti ho, usa prakAra apanI sampatti jJAna hai / dhana naSTa ho jAtA hai / yaha sampatti akhUTa hai / dhana ko cora lUTatA hai / yahAM to koI nahIM lUTatA / kadAcit koI lUTa leM to bhI yahAM to kama nahIM hotA / cakravartI kA sAmrAjya TikatA nahIM hai / anta meM chor3anA hI par3atA hai / nahIM chor3eM to naraka meM le jAtA hai / anta meM use yahI sAdhutva kI zaraNa meM AnA par3atA hai / jo nahIM Aye vaha naraka meM jAtA hai| katipaya gRhasthoM ko dhana se abhimAna A jAtA hai, usa prakAra sAdhu-jIvana meM jJAna Adi sampatti se kaiyoM ko abhimAna A jAtA hai / jJAna kA hI nahIM, anya kisI bhI labdhi kA abhimAna karane yogya nahIM hai| dUsare ke ajJAna para hAsya evaM majAka karane kI icchA ho to samajhe ki apanA jJAna abhimAna-kAraka hai / ANaMdajIbhAI paMDitajI pATha yAda nahIM hone para kahate - 'sarvathA buddha hai, 'Dha' hai / ' yadyapi ve to vidyArthI pATha acchI taraha yAda kareM usake lie kahate / yaha abhimAna nahIM kahalAtA, parantu dUsare kA apakarSa karane kI buddhi se aise vAkya kahe jAyeM, usameM abhimAna saccA jJAnI apanI Rddhi kA garva nahIM karatA, anya ajJAniyoM kA upahAsa nahIM karatA, vyartha vivAda nahIM karatA, bhole manuSyoM meM buddhi-bheda na karAye, samajhadAra vyaktiyoM ko vaha samajhAtA hai, dUsaroM ko nahIM / isakA nAma hI pAtratA hai| pUjya paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. hameM aneka bAra pUchate - Apako kyA bananA hai ? vaktA ki paNDita ? prabhAvaka ki ArAdhaka ? gItArtha ki vidvAna ? tatpazcAt ve kahate - ArAdhaka, gItArtha baneM / yadi gItArtha uttara diyA ho to vaise baneM / pU. nUtana AcAryazrI : 'Apane to pUcha liyA hogA ?' pUjyazrI : maiMne to pahale se hI nizcita kara liyA thA, pUchane kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM thI / kahe ooooooooooooooooooon 119
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________________ maiM unheM vandana karatA / ve mujhe inakAra karate, ve kahate - Apa AcArya haiM, Apa vandana nahIM kara sakate; parantu maiM kahatA - isa samaya maiM AcArya nahIM hUM, vidyArthI hUM, ziSya hUM; to bhI pATa para to mujhe samIpa hI biThAte / unakI upasthiti meM maiM pravacana bhI karatA / bhagavAna jyoM bulavAyeMge vaise bolUMgA / koI Ter3hA-mer3hA hogA to paMnyAsajI ma. batAyeMge vaise karUMgA / cintA kyA hai ? aise vicAra ke sAtha pravacana bhI kara cukA hUM / (5) sthiratA : saccA jJAnI kadApi vivAda nahIM cher3atA / __ Apa bhI dekhate haiM, kitanoM kA jIvana vAda-vivAda meM hI pUrA ho jAtA hai| aneka gRhastha korTa-kacaharI ke lapharoM meM jIvana pUrA kara DAlate haiM / saccA jJAnI bhole manuSyoM kI buddhi meM bheda nahIM karatA / yogya vyakti ko vaha apanA jJAna detA hai / isakA nAma hI pAtratA hai| ___ yaha pAtratA hI guNavAna manuSyoM ko mAnya hai| yaha to mUrtimaMta zamazrI hai ! bhAva-sampatti kA sthAna hai ! dravya sampatti to aneka vyaktiyoM ko milatI hai| jisai bhAvasampatti prApta ho vaha saccA bhAgyazAlI ginA jAtA hai / jJAna kA adhyayana karanA hAtha kI bAta hai, guNa prApta karane hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai / dhyAna laganA, sthiratA-prApti kyA hAtha kI bAta hai ? Apa nizcaya karo ki Aja mujhe apanA mana sthira rakhanA hai aura mana bhAgane lagegA / isIlie AnandaghanajI ne kahA hai - ___ 'manaI kimahI na bAjhe ho kaMthujina !' unakI bhI aisI dazA ho to apanI to bAta hI kahAM ? mana ko sthira karane kA prayatna karo taba lagatA hai ki mAnoM khaTamala ho / pakar3ane jAo to bhAge / mana kI cAra avasthAaiM samajha lo - vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa aura sulIna / prArambha meM Apa sthira rakhane kA prayatna karoge to mana vikSipta (120wooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ hogA, bhAgegA / yaha prathama avasthA hai / mana ko sthira banAne ke lie varSoM taka satata sAdhanA karanI paDatI hai| mana moha ke adhIna hai / ataH vaha kUdatA hI rahegA / mana rUpI yaha bandara kUdAkUda na kare to hI Azcarya hai / dhAraNA ke dvArA tanika mana sthira banane ke pazcAt tanika sthiratA Ane lagatI hai| tatpazcAt dUsarI avasthA AtI hai - yAtAyAta / kucha samaya taka sthira rahatA hai aura punaH asthira ho jAtA kisI mahAtmA ne yadi dhyAna meM sthiratA prApta kI ho to samajheM ki varSoM kI sAdhanA hI nahIM, kadAcit janmAntara kI sAdhanA hogii| ye sabhI padArtha abhyAsa ke binA samajha meM nahIM Ate / yaha pustaka par3hane se bahuta-bahuta jAnane ko milatA hai, mAno sAkSAt AcAryazrI hameM kahate hoM aisA hI AbhAsa hotA hai / - sAdhvI dRSTipUrNAzrI pustaka par3hane se hRdaya bhAvArdra bana gayA hai / __- sAdhvI cArunidhIzrI pustaka par3hane para prabhu ko prArthanA karane kA mana huA / pUjya AcArya bhagavAna meM jaise guNa haiM, vaise hama meM bhI utpanna hoM / - sAdhvI cAruviratizrI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300amasoomoooooooooo 121)
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________________ pU. jagavallabhasUrijI ke sAtha, pAlitAnA, vi.saM. 2056 2-8-2000, budhavAra sAvana zuklA-3 * kisI kaidI ko kArAgAra se mukta karane ke lie koI sajjana prayatna kare usa prakAra moha kI kaida meM se chur3Ane ke lie bhagavAna ne prayatna kiyA / samyaktva arthAt kaida meM se mukta hone kI lagana / samyaktva meM bhI apUrva Ananda AtA ho to mokSa meM kitanA Ananda AtA hogA ? samyaktva Adi kI prabhAvanA karake bhagavAna sabako Ananda kI prabhAvanA kara rahe haiN| yahI bhagavAna kI karuNA hai, parArtha vyasanitA 'mujhe eka hajAra varSoM meM milA vaha palabhara meM koI kyoM prApta kara le ?' (maru devI Adi) aisA bhAva hamAre mana meM A sakatA hai, bhagavAna ke mana meM nahIM / brahmANDa meM sarvatra arihaMta kI karuNA kArya kara rahI hai / siddhoM ne hameM nigoda meM se bAhara nikAlA yaha sahI hai, parantu siddhoM ko siddha banAne vAle bhI arihaMta hI haiM na ? hameM mAna-sammAna milatA hai vaha kyA apane nAma se milatA (122 Commmmmmmmmmmmm kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ hai ? yahAM pratyakSa bhagavAna kA upakAra hai, use to svIkAra kareM / Apa bhagavAna ke zAsana meM na ho to Apako kauna pUche ? * AtmA nimittavAsI hai| jisake pAsa rahegI vaisI banegI / yadi hamArA janma kasAI Adi ke ghara huA hotA to? kaise saMskAra Ate ? mArane-kATane ke dRzya hameM kabhI kabhI dekhane ko milate haiM to bhI kSubdha kara dete haiM / (ahamadAbAda meM sthaMDila ke lie jAte samaya murge kaTate hue dekhane ko milate / bacapana meM haidarAbAda meM khule Ama laTakate prANiyoM ke zava dekhane ko milate, parantu maiM vaha mArga hI chor3a detA / ) to ye dRzya jinheM nitya dekhane ko milate hoM, ve dhIre-dhIre DhITha ho jAte haiN| yaha hai saMgati kA prabhAva / * Apa itanA nizcaya kareM ki yaha janma saba vyartha nahIM jAne denA hai / bhale kama adhyayana ho, parantu adhyayana kiyA huA bhAvita banA huA hogA to Atma-kalyANa hokara hI rahegA / jJAna dUsare kA kAma meM A jAyegA parantu bhAvitatA ApakI hI Avazyaka hogI, zraddhA ApakI hI Avazyaka hogI / * bodha-pariNati : jJAna pariNati meM Ane ke pazcAt sthiratA cAhiye / abhimAna jJAna ko sthira hone nahIM detA / isIlie sarvaprathama jJAna ke anutseka kI bAta kahI / jJAna bar3hane ke sAtha ajJAna kA bhAna hotA rahanA cAhiye / jyoM jyoM adhyayana karate jAyeM, tyoM tyoM apanA ajJAna dRSTigocara hotA jAye to abhimAna nahIM AtA / * mujhe abhI eka svapna AyA thA ki cAroM ora hariyAlI hai, cAroM ora nigoda hai| kahAM pAMva rakhe? jahAM nigoda nahIM thI, vahAM maiMne pAva rakhA / jayaNA evaM karuNA bhAvita hone para hI aise svapna A sakate haiM / svapna Apake bhItara kI pariNati kA sUcaka hai / Ajakala haije (kolerA) ke vAyarasa calate haiM / kisI ko bhI ulTI-dasteM hone lagatI haiM taba turanta hI hospiTala meM praviSTa hokara boTala lenA prArambha karate haiM, goliyAM lete haiM' usa prakAra AtmA thor3I bhI bhUla kare to turanta saceta ho kara usakI pratikriyA karanI cAhiye / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwoooooooooooooooo 123)
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________________ vartamAna jJAna mujhe nirantara para-lakSI pratIta hotA hai / vyAkhyAna Adi meM upayogI hogA, yaha mAnakara adhyayana karate haiM / Atma-lakSa se adhyayana karanevAle kitane haiM ? * jIva zarIra se bhinna hai yaha satya hai, parantu hama use bhinna dekha nahIM sakate / dUdha aura jala mizrita ho to haMsa usameM se dUdha-dUdha pI letA hai aura pAnI chor3a detA hai / yahI saccA viveka hai| __ isa samaya hama cetana hote hue bhI jar3a jaise bana gaye haiM, pudgala ke pakSa meM baiTha gaye haiM, nirantara deha-bhAva kA poSaNa kara rahe haiM / apanA SaTkAraka cakra ulTa ghUma rahA hai, jo bAdhaka bana kara satata karma-bandhana karAtA rahatA hai / aba yadi ise sAdhaka banAyeM to isake dvArA hI karma-visarjana kA kArya kiyA jA sakatA hai / * abhI 'bhagavatI' meM nigoda kI atyanta sUkSma carcA cala rahI hai / gole, nigoda, jIva Adi kI carcA par3hane para lagatA hai ki apane hI Atma-bandhu kaisI dazA meM haiM ? hama bhI eka dina yahIM the / kisI siddha kA upakAra hai ki usameM se hama bAhara nikale / bAhara nikalakara TheTha mAnava-bhava taka pahuMce, parantu yahAM Ane ke pazcAt saba jIvoM kA upakAra le rahe haiM, parantu prAyaH kisI para upakAra karate nahIM hai / hameM jIvita rakhane ke lie pRthvI, pAnI, havA, vanaspati Adi ke kitane jIva nirantara apane prANoM kI Ahuti dete rahate haiM ? isa viSaya meM kabhI to soco / * jJAna evaM darzana donoM milakara hI cAritra milatA hai| 'jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha, jJAnaM ekatvatA dhyAna geha / ' - pU. devacandrajI, adhyAtmagItA / AgamoM meM ho to hI pU. devacandrajI yahAM aisI vyAkhyA likhate, anyathA kadApi nahIM likhate / dekho, pU. upA. yazovijayajI kahate haiM - ___'jJAnadazA je AkarI, te caraNa vicAro; nirvikalpa upayogamAM, nahIM karmano cAro / donoM eka hI bAta kahate haiM / (124 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ jisa rItise jAnA huA ho usa rIti se jInA yahI jJAna kI tIkSNatA hai, vahI cAritra hai / ____ yahAM caityavandana ke viSaya meM Apa sIkhate haiM / sIkhane ke pazcAt caityavandana tadanusAra hI karo to vaha jJAna tIkSNa bana jAtA * azubha vikalpa meM pApa kA Azrava / zubha vikalpa meM puNya kA Azrava / nirvikalpadazA meM sampUrNa saMvara / (6) ukta kriyA : jisa rIti se mudrA Adi ke lie likhA, usa rIti se zakti ke anusAra karanA 'ukta kriyA' hai| maiM Ajakala bAMyA pAMva UMcA nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki utanI zakti nahIM hai / isIlie likhA hai - 'yathA zaktiH ' / / AhAra ke jJAna mAtra se bhUkha nahIM miTatI / davAI kI jAnakArI mAtra se Arogya nahIM milatA / caityavandana kI jAnakArI mAtra se saphalatA nahIM milatI / davAI na lekara Apa roga ke lie zikAyata nahIM kara sakate / 'ukta kriyA' na karake Apa zikAyata nahIM kara sakate ki caityavandana meM Ananda nahIM AtA / yadi pUrNa phala cAhiye to jAnA huA amala meM lenA hI par3atA hai| yahAM kathanAnusAra Apa caityavandana kareMge to isI janma meM Apa nihAla ho jAoge / yahAM hI Ananda kA anubhava hogA / * 'logassa' arthAta kyA ? svayaM gaNadharoM ke dvArA 24 bhagavAnoM kI kI gaI stuti / gaNadharoM ke gRhastha-jIvana kI sthiti hama jAnate haiN| bhagavAna milane ke pazcAt kI sthiti bhI hama jAnate haiM / ve to yahI mAnate haiM ki 'hama sarvathA lohA the / bhagavAna ne hameM svarNa banAyA / ' ve bhagavAna ko kaise bhUla sakate haiM ? ve stuti ke dvArA hameM sikhAte haiM ki bhagavAna ke dvArA hI Arogya, bodhi, samAdhi Adi milegI / bhagavAna nahIM mile hote to karma ke isa roga meM se tanika bhI mukta nahIM bana sake hote / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 125)
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________________ 'maiM rogI hUM' aisA bhAna bhI bhagavAna ke binA nahIM hotA / zarIra kA roga hameM akharatA hai, parantu zarIra meM baiThI AtmA ko jo roga hai, usakA vicAra taka nahIM AtA / vicAra Aye to bhagavAna ke pAsa Arogya mAMgane kA mana ho na ? ___'prabhu ! prasanna ho aura mujhe ye tIna padArtha avazya deM : Arogya, bodhi aura samAdhi / ' ina tInoM meM gaNadharoM ne pUrNa mokSa-mArga mAMga liyA / gaNadharoM kI yaha mAMga hai / Apa kI mAMga kyA hai ? bhagavan ! akelA hUM / ekAdha ziSya mila jAye to kAma ho jAye / aisA kucha nahIM mAMgate na ? gRhasthoM kI apane kSetra kI icchAeM hotI hai| yahAM bhI isa prakAra kI icchAeM ho sakatI haiM / aisI icchAeM hoM to samajheM - yahAM Akara hama nayA saMsAra khar3A kara rahe haiM / * niSNAta ke kathanAnusAra auSadhi na leM to roga to nahIM miTegA parantu ulTA roga bar3ha jAyegA / yahAM bhI pratyapAya saMbhava ho sakatA hai / kAlagrahaNa Adi meM galatI ho jAye to kaI bAra pAgalapana, bhUta-pizAca-DAkinI kA upadrava Adi hote pratIta hote haiM, guru cAhe kucha na kareM parantu AsapAsa ke deva thoDe hI kSamA kareMge ? ___ eka sAdhvIjI ne 'garma pAnI se kuSTha roga huA hai|' yaha kahA taba zAsanadevI ne usakI khabara le lI / bAda meM sAdhvIjI ne apanI bhUla svIkAra kara lI / __ garma pAnI se roga AtA hai ki jAtA hai ? isa samaya haije (kolerA) ke vAtAvaraNa meM to DokTara vizeSa taura para ubAlA huA pAnI pIne kI salAha dete haiM / (126 000wwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ dIkSA prasaMga, luNAvA (rAja.), vi.saM. 2032 3-8-2000, guruvAra sAvana zuklA -4 * jinake kara-kamaloM se isa tIrtha kI sthApanA huI, unakA sAmarthya apratihata evaM acintya thA / Aja bhI ukta sAmarthya sakriya hai| tIrtha kI bhakti karane se usa sAmarthya kA anubhava hotA hai / svayaM ko pUrNa samapita ho jAye use tIrtha, tIrthaMkara banAte haiM / pratyeka tIrthaMkara tIrtha ke dvArA hI tIrthaMkara bane haiM jo unake namaskAra ('namo titthassa') ke dvAra jJAta hotA hai / tIrthaMkara bhale hI nahIM mile, parantu jisa meM se tIrthaMkara utpanna hote hai vaha tIrtha milA hai, yaha kama puNya kI bAta nahIM hai / divya netroM vAle tIrthaMkara cAhe nahIM hai, parantu unake zAsana ke rAgI jJAnI milate hI haiM / 'vastu vicAre re divya nayanataNo re, viraha paDya niradhAra; taratama joge re taratama vAsanA re, vAsita bodha AdhAra // . - pU. AnaMdaghanajI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna kA prabhAva gaNadharoM para to spaSTa pratIta hotA kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300 5 127)
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________________ hI hai anyathA unakI dezanA ke pazcAt gaNadharoM kI dezanA sunane ke lie kauna ruke ? parantu zrotAoM ko gaNadharoM kI dezanA bhagavAna ke jaisI hI lagatI hai / yahAM bhagavAna kA prabhAva kArya karatA hai / vahI prabhAva Aja bhI kArya kara rahA hai / gaNadharoM kI sthApanA bhagavAna ne kI hai usa prakAra tIrtha kI sthApanA bhI bhagavAna ne hI kI hai / * AgamoM meM sthAna-sthAna para 'ttibemi' zabda batAtA hai ki maiM merI ora se nahIM, bhagavAna kI ora se kahatA huuN| 'suaM me AusaM teNaM bhagavayA' maiMne bhagavAna se yaha sunA hai / jo sunA hai vaha tujhe kahatA huuN| * bhagavAna cAhe Aja vidyamAna nahIM haiM, phira bhI guru Aja bhI dhyAna ke dvArA milatI samApatti ke yoga se bhagavAna ke darzana karA sakate haiM / ___ 'sAmAyika dharma' nAmaka pustaka meM bhAva-sparza dvAra avazya par3heM / usase yaha samApatti kA padArtha adhika spaSTa hogA - guru kisa prakAra ziSya ko bhagavAna kA sparza karAte haiM ? prIti huI ho usa vyakti ko dekhane kA mana honA svAbhAvika hai| AnaMdaghanajI kI caubIsI ke prathama stavana meM prabhu kI prIti batAI hai / cauthe stavana meM darzana kI utkaTa abhilASA vyakta kI abhilASA tIvra bane to hI prabhu ke darzana hote haiM, prabhu ke darzana karAne vAle guru milate haiN| yaha bAta yAda karAne ke lie hI mAno guru Apako nitya prati jinAlaya meM darzanArtha bhejate haiM / Age bar3ha kara saccA prabhu-bhakta mUrti kI taraha guru meM, tIrtha meM aura AgamoM meM bhI bhagavAna ke darzana karate haiM / bhagavAna ne jinakI sthApanA kI ho unameM unake darzana kyoM na hoM ? ikkIsa hajAra varSoM taka zAsana calegA, jisameM apanI zakti kArya nahIM karatI, bhagavAna kI zakti kArya kara rahI hai, kyA yaha samajha meM AtA hai ? tIrthaMkara prabhu kI apratima zakti thI, isI lie to indra ne anta meM kucha hI kSaNoM kA AyuSya bar3hAne (128 wwwoooooooooooomnoon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ kI vinatI kI thI / indra jAnate the ki bhagavAna kI mAtra dRSTi par3a jAyegI to bhI yaha krUra graha kucha bhI nahIM kara sakeMge / kSaNabhara kI dRSTi meM bhI itanI zakti ho to tIrthaMkara kI samagra kSaNoM kI zakti kitanI hogI ? usakA anumAna hama lagA sakate haiM / ukta zakti ke prabhAva se hI itane tUphAnoM ke madhya jaina zAsana kA jaya jaya kAra ho rahA hai / musalamAnoM ke AkramaNa hue, mandira - mUrtti TUTI, pustaka jala gaI Adi bahuta huA, phira bhI zAsana abhI taka calatA hai aura calatA hI rahegA / bhagavAna kI isa zakti kI guru ke mAdhyama se hama anubhUti kara sakate haiM / isIlie kahatA hUM ki guru ko kadApi chor3e nahIM / guru ko chor3A to bhagavAna chUTa jAyeMge / yadi bhagavAna chUTa gaye to saba chUTa jAyegA / * kyA bhagavAna kI stuti mAtra karane se koI manuSya bhagavAna jaisA bana jAyegA ? vaha kaise banegA ? kavi apane hI prazna kA uttara dete hue kahatA hai ki isameM kyA Azcarya hai ? eka seTha bhI apane Azrita ko apane samAna seTha banA detA ho, to bhagavAna kyoM nahIM banA sakeM ? zakkara bhI apane samparka meM Ane vAle pratyeka ko madhura banA detI hai / jala meM zakkara DAlo to jala madhura ho jAtA hai, ghI yukta ATe meM yadi zakkara mila jAye to 'sIrA' bana jAye, mAve meM zakkara mile to usake per3eM bana jAte hai, baraphI bana jAtI hai / eka zakkara kitane padArthoM ko madhura banA detI hai ? zakkara meM bhI itanI zakti ho to kyA bhagavAna meM nahIM hogI ? * 'yogasAra' ke prathama prastAva meM anta meM prabhu ko do vizeSaNa prayukta hue haiM / bhavinAM bhavadambholiH 'sbatulya padavI pradaH / ' saMsAra ko tor3ane meM vajra tulya / nigraha guNa / apane samAna padavI dene vAle / anugraha guNa / nigraha guNa se bhagavAna Apako zUnya banA dete haiM / anugraha guNa se bhagavAna Apako pUrNa banA dete haiM / * kauna sI pIr3A adhika khataranAka hotI hai ? kAMTe, ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 000 129 -
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________________ talavAra, Adi se hone vAlI bAhya pIr3A khataranAka hotI hai ki bhItara kaSAya Adi kI pIr3A khataranAka hotI hai ? gaharAI se dekhoge to bhItara kI (Antarika) pIr3A khataranAka pratIta hogI / Antarika pIr3A ko naSTa karane vAle bhagavAna haiM / tubhyaM namastribhuvanArttiharAya nAtha / ' bhagavAna tInoM bhuvanoM kI aisI pIr3A ko 'nAza karane vAle - bhaktAmara ___ krodha kI kaisI vedanA se caMr3akauzika pIr3ita thA ? usake netroM meM viSa kahAM se AyA ? pUrva bhava meM krodha ke jo gahare saMskAra par3e the unake prabhAva se caMDakauzika ke netroM meM viSa AyA / krodha ko viSa kahA gayA hai| yaha kevala upamA hI nahIM hai, parantu isa prakAra vAstavika bhI hai / __ apanI dRSTi meM bhare hue viSa se vaha anya ko bhasma kara detA thA / ataH Apa yaha na mAneM ki dUsare hI pIr3A prApta karate the aura vaha svayaM pIDA-mukta thA / koI bhI krodhI vyakti dUsaroM ko pIr3ita karatA hai, usase pUrva vaha svayaM ko hI pIr3ita karatA hai / isa mahAn satya ko samajha leM / * jaina guru kA sammAna jagat meM sarvotkRSTatA pUrvaka hotA hai, yaha bhagavAna kA prabhAva mAneM / madrAsa meM pratiSThA ke avasara para hajAroM ajaina manuSya darzanArtha Ate the / usa samaya yaha pratIta huA ki ajainoM meM bhI jaina santoM ke prati kitanA Adara hai ? bhale ve loga mAMsAhArI the, parantu hRdaya ke sarala the / sAta vyasana khataranAka haiM / itanI bAta kareM aura ve sAtoM vyasana chor3ane ke lie tatpara ho jAyeM / yahAM Apako kevala kandamUla chur3avAnA ho to bhI hameM khUna kA pAnI karanA par3atA hai / eka DaoNkTara ko maiMne mAMsAhAra chor3ane kI bAta kahI aura usane turanta svIkAra kara lI / koI bAta samajhAne kI AvazyakatA nahIM par3I / phIsa lene kI to bAta hI kahAM ? osavAla sabhI mAMsAhArI kSatriya the, parantu pArzvanAtha santAnIya pU. ratnaprabhasUrijI ke upadeza se (ambikA devI kI preraNA se) mAMsAhAra (130Booooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ kA parityAga karate jaina bane / Aja bhI samasta osavAla usa devI ko (saccAI mAta ko) mAnate haiM / osiyA meM rAjakumAra ko sAMpa ne Dasa liyA / usa samaya daivI-prabhAva se pU. ratnaprabhasUrijI ne use nirviSa kara diyA / unake prabhAva se usa samaya eka lAkha rAjapUta vIra saMvat 70 meM jaina bane / ve hI saba osavAla bane / osavAloM kA itanA prabhAva thA ki jodhapura Adi sthAnoM para maMtrI Adi ke padoM para ina kI hI niyukti hotI thii| isake dvArA maiM guru-tattva kI mahimA batAnA cAhatA hUM / ye sAdhviyoM kA samUha bhI koI kama upakAra nahI karatA / __ AcArya haribhadrasUrijI nahIM hote to 'lalita vistarA' kahAM se prApta hotA ? yAkinI sAdhvIjI nahIM hotI to haribhadrasUrijI kahAM se milate ? yaha sAdhvIjI kA upakAra hai| municaMdrasUrijI nahIM hue hote to unakI paMjikA ke binA 'lalita vistarA' kisa taraha barAbara samajha meM AtA ? bhuvanabhAnusUrijI nahIM hue hote to parama teja ke binA 'lalita vistarA' kA vistArapUrvaka varNana kaise jAnA jAtA ? ye samasta guru bhagavaMto kA hama saba para mahAn upakAra hai| guru mokSa ke avandhya kAraNa kahe gaye haiM / vandhya arthAt santAnahIna - jisake santAna utpanna na hoM / vandhya Ama para phala nahIM lagate / guru aise vandhya nahIM, avandhya kAraNa haiM / avazya phala-dAtA avandhya kAraNa kahalAte hai / ataH 'guru-bahumANo mokkho / ' kahA gayA hai / guru-samAgama kA prathama hI prasaMga yAda karo / jaba garu ne Apako samajhAne kA prayatna kiyA thA, Apako niyama lene kA samajhAyA thA / maiM apanI svayaM kI hI bAta karatA hUM / aise niyamoM ke kAraNa hI merA dharma meM praveza huA / . gurune madhura vacanoM se bulAkara samajhAkara zapatha nahIM dI hotI to kyA isa sTeja taka hama pahuMce hote ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300mmswwwssssmasoom 131)
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________________ kalyANa kI paramparA guru ke dvArA hI calatI hai / puNya guru ke bahumAna ke dvArA hI bar3hatA hai / guru Apako bhagavAna ke sAtha jor3a detA hai / bhagavAna ke sAtha jur3ate hI ApakI kalyANa-paramparA akhaNDa bana jAtI hai / jitane tIrthaMkaro ne pUrva ke tIsare bhava meM tIrthaMkara nAma-karma kI nikAcanA kI hai, una sabane guru kA Alambana liyA hai / bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ke samaya meM hI dekhiye na / nau jane tIrthaMkara pada ke lie yogya ghoSita hue / jo guru mile haiM, unakI sevA kreN| unakI yogyatA dekhane kA prayatna na kreN| yaha ApakA kAma nahIM hai / kadAcit yogyatA kama hogI, jJAna kama hogA to bhI Apako koI Apatti nahIM hai| Apa unase adhika jJAnI aura adhika yogya bana sakeMge / upAdhyAya yazovijayajI isake uttama udAharaNa haiM / / guru-tattva vinizcaya meM to 'mahAnizItha' kA pATha dekara spaSTa likhA hai ki bhagavAna ke viraha meM guru hI bhagavAna haiM, guru hI sarvasva haiN| guru caMDarudrAcArya krodhI the, phira bhI kSamAzIla ziSya ne kevalajJAna prApta kara liyA / gautamasvAmI ke pAsa kevalajJAna nahIM thA, phira bhI pacAsa hajAra ziSyoM ne kevalajJAna prApta kara liyA / yaha guru-tattva kA prabhAva hai| yahAM vyakti gauNa hai, tattva mukhya haiM / vyakti meM ayogyatA ho to bhI sthAyI rUpa se thoDe hI rahatI hai ? svarNa ke kaTore meM madirA bharI huI ho to bhI svarNa svarNa hI hai / madirA sthAyI thor3I hI rahane vAlI hai ? Apa meM yogyatA hogI to Apa guru ke pAsa prApta kara hI leMge / prazna yaha nahIM hai ki guru kaise haiM ? prazna yaha hai ki Apa kaise haiM ? ApakA samarpaNa kaisA hai ? * vyAkhyA kA sAtavAM aMga hai - 'alpa bhava' / dIrgha saMsAra vAlA AtmA isa grantha ke lie sarvathA ayogya hai| carama pudgalAvarta meM bhI dvibaMdhaka, sakRbaMdhaka athavA apunarbaMdhaka jIva hI isake lie yogya hai, dUsare nahIM / (132 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ daridra evaM abhAge vyakti ko cintAmaNi nahIM milatA, usa prakAra dIrdha saMsArI ko aisA caityavandana nahIM milatA / caityavandana Apako milA, usameM ApakA kitanA puNya hai yaha socanA / haribhadrasUrijI kA kathana hai ki yaha bAta maiM nahIM kahatA / AgamoM ke rahasya ke jJAtAoM ne yaha bAta kahI hai / 8 28 pUjyazrI kA vAtsalya evaM vacana - labdhi yaha bAta hai san 1985 kii| eka bAra kisI gRhastha ke vahAM purAnI pustakeM becane ke lie rakhI thiiN| unameM se 'tattvajJAna pravezikA' para dRSTi gaI / do tIna pRSTha par3he aura mAno koI navIna rahasya milA ho, vaisA bhAva huA / Age-pIche ke pRSTha phaTa gaye the, ataH jJAta nahIM ho sakA ki lekhaka kauna haiN| jAMca karane para jJAta huA ki pU. AcAryazrI kI yaha kRti hai / mana meM huA ki yaha tattvadohana to jaina mAtra ko prApta karAne yogya hai / itane meM kaccha kI tIrthayAtrA para jAne kA kAma par3A / sAyaMkAla meM mAMDavI pahuMce / jJAta huA ki AcAryazrI padhAre haiM / saMdhyA ho cukI thI / jAMca kI to kisI bhAI ne kahA ki sandhyA ho gaI hai, pUjyazrI aba mileMge nahIM / maiMne kahA ki pUcho koI bahana ahamadAbAda se AI haiM aura 'tattvajJAna pravezikA' ke viSaya meM bAta karanI hai| koI punyodaya hogA, aneka jIvoM ke sadbhAgya juDe hue hoMge, aura pUjya zrI bAhara ke barAmade meM Aye / hama tIna bahaneM thI / AdarapUrvaka vandana karake baiThI ora pUchA, 'sAhebajI ! 'tattvajJAna pravezikA' videza le jAnI hai aura jijJAsuoM taka usakA rahasya pahuMcAnA hai / Apa kucha bodha deM / pUjya zrI ne eka pATha kA rahasya samajhAyA, parantu camatkAra yaha huA ki ukta pustaka eka bAra par3hI aura prathama bAra hI usake bhItara ke rahasya spaSTa hote gaye / yaha pUjya zrI kI vacanalabdhi hI thI / phira to 500 pustakeM maMgavAI / aphrIkA, landana aura amerikA taka pustakeM phuNcii| lagabhaga do hajAra jijJAsuoM meM adhyayana huA / sunandAbena vorA, kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 - kaLaLa 133
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________________ candA na nayA maMdira TrasTa,madAsa 1GBROSES padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha su. 13 4-8-2000, zukravAra sAvana zuklA -5 * kisI AzaMsA se kiyA jAye to hamArA anuSThAna viSa athavA garala banegA, gatAnugatika se kareMge to anuSThAna banegA, bhagavAna kI AjJA sAmane rakha kara kareMge to taddhetu banegA aura tanmaya bana kara kareMge to amRtAnuSThAna banegA / _ anuSThAna to karate hI hai, parantu vaha anuSThAna kaisA banAnA hai ? yaha anuSThAna viSa bhI bana sakatA hai aura amRta bhI bana sakatA hai / hameM kaisA banAnA hai ? * 'namutthuNaM' meM pahalI stotavya sampadA hai| stotavya arihaMta hai / yahAM kahA - namo'stu / namaskAra ho / _ namo'stu meM bhI rahasya hai| rahasya-darziyoM ko hI yaha samajha meM AtA hai / namaskAra abhI taka huA nahIM hai, isIlie maiM kahatA hUM - namaskAra ho ! maiM to mUr3ha huuN| ajJAnI huuN| maiM namaskAra karane vAlA kauna hUM ? namaskAra karane kI mujha meM kauna sI zakti haiM ? * hama dravya-prANa kI to cintA karate haiM, parantu kyA hameM bhAva-prANa kI cintA hai ? dravya-prANa bhI Akhira bhAva-prANa ke (134 0666666666666600 6600 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ kAraNa mile haiM, phira bhI (jJAna-darzana Adi) vaha yAda na Aye to kyA hamArI karuNatA nahIM hai ? hama jitanI sAvadhAnI dravya-prANa kI rakhate haiM, utanI hI yadi bhAvaprANoM kI rakheM to kAma ho jAye / mujha meM bhAva-prANa haiM usakA patA bhI asaMjJI ko nahIM lagatA / isIlie dharma kA saccA adhikArI saMjJIpaMcendriya hai| __ ina granthoM ke dvArA bhAva-prANoM kI puSTi hogI / * 'namaskAra karatA hUM, namaskAra kiyA hai' yaha na kaha kara 'namaskAra ho' yaha kahA usase sva kI asamarthatA batAnA hI hai / asamarthatA jAneM to hI mAMgane kI icchA hogI na ? putra pitA ke pAsa mAMgatA hai, bhakta bhagavAna ke pAsa mAMgatA hai / / bhakta kI yahI mAMga hai ki prabhu ? merA eka hI bhAva namaskAra ho jAye to kAma ho jAye / isIlie likhA hai - 'durApo bhAvanamaskAraH / ' manuSya-janma kI taraha bhAva-namaskAra atyanta hI durlabha AtmA meM yadi bIjAdhAna huA ho to hI bhAva namaskAra A sakatA hai| yadi kisAna vidhipUrvaka bIja boye to hI vaha phala prApta kara sakatA hai| kisAna pahale hala calAtA hai, phira bIja botA hai / bIja yadi na boye to kyA ugegA ? apane hRdaya meM bhI dharma-bIja nahIM boyA gayA ho to phala nahIM mileNge| dharmAtmAoM kI prazaMsA hI dharma-bIjoM kA vapana hai| jIvana meM dharma bhale hI na ho parantu usakI prazaMsA A gaI to saccA dharma AyegA hI / bhAva-dharma sadA bAda meM hI AtA hai| usase pUrva usakI prazaMsA hI AtI hai| hameM Aja yaha dharma milA hai, jisakA mUla kAraNa yahI hai ki hama usakI prazaMsA kara cuke haiM / prazaMsA karanA arthAt vaha vastu jIvana meM lAne kI icchA karanA / vAstava meM to 'mujhe priya hai usakA artha hI yaha hotA hai ki - 'mujhe cAhiye / ' Apa kisI jevara kI prazaMsA karate ho usakA artha yaha hotA hai ki mujhe aisA jevara (AbhUSaNa) (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300oooooooooooooooo 135)
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________________ cAhiye / kisI kA baMgalA Apa ko priya lagatA hai usakA artha itanA hI hai ki vaha baMgalA Apa ko cAhiye / dharma priya hai, usakA artha yahI hotA hai ki mujhe dharma kI AvazyakatA hai / phala kI AzA se hI bIja boyA jAtA hai / mukti rUpI phala kI AzA se hI dharma kI prazaMsA hotI hai / yahAM pAlItAnA meM cAturmAsa kyoM huA ? pahale pAlItAnA meM cAturmAsa karanA priya lagA / priya nahIM lagA hotA to cAturmAsa hotA hI nahIM / Aja Apa kyoM zikSita haiM ? kAraNa yahI haiM ki pahale Apa ko zikSA priya lagI / Aja Apa dhanADhya kyoM haiM ? kAraNa yaha hai ki pahale Apa ko paise priya lage, dhanavAna bananA priya lagA / jo vastu priya lagane lagatI hai, usake lie athaka puruSArtha hogA hI / dharma priya lagane lagatA hai taba sarva prathama yaha cintana calatA hai ki vaha kaise prApta hotA hai ? tatpazcAt dharma-zravaNa hotA hai aura usakA pAlana hotA hai / phala svarUpa deva- manuSya rUpa sadgati prApta hotI hai| isI dharma-bIja ke aMkura, tanA, zAkhA, phUla Adi samajheM / ye sabhI AnuSaMgika phala haiM / mukhya phala to mokSa hI hai / kisAna ke lie mukhya phala anAja hai, ghAsa nahIM / dharmI ke mana se mukhya phala mokSa hai, svarga Adi nahIM / isIlie pradhAna phala - rUpa lakSya se kadApi cyuta na ho jAyeM / dharma kA carama evaM parama phala kevala parama-pada hai, yaha kadApi na bhUleM / vihAra meM jisa prakAra amuka gAMva Adi kA lakSya ho to mArga meM cAhe jitanI vinatI AyeM, AkarSaNa AyeM. phira bhI hama rukate nahIM hai, usa prakAra yahAM bhI parama-pada ke atirikta kahIM bhI rukanA nahIM hai / mArga mArga hI kahalAtA hai, bhale cAhe jitanA AkarSaNa ho / isI kAraNa se samajhadAra vyakti maMjila taka pahuMce binA bIca meM kahIM bhI rukatA nahIM hai / 136 www 5 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ apanI maMjila Atma-ghara hai, parama-pada hai / yaha saMsAra to mArga hai, sTezana hai / yadi ApakI bhASA meM kahUM to sasurAla hai| sasurAla meM mehamAna navAjI se AkarSita hokara Apa yadi adhika rukanA cAheM to kyA dazA hotI hai ? 'sAsarA sukha vAsarA, do dina kA AsarA; jyAdA rahegA jo, khAyegA khAsar3A / ' isa saMsAra meM yadi adhika samaya taka rahe, do hajAra sAgaropama taka meM mokSa meM nahIM gaye (kyoMki trasa kAya kI sthiti do hajAra sAgaropama se adhika nahIM hai) to isa saMsAra meM jUte hI khAne ke haiM / ye saba bAteM yahAM sunate haiM, parantu sthAna para jAte hI bhUla jAte haiM / saba guru para DAla dete haiM / Apa yadi apanI hI AtmA kI cintA nahIM karoge to dUsarA kauna karegA ? mana-vacana-kAyA kI caukIdArI hama nahIM kareMge to kauna karegA ? bhagavAna mArga batAte haiM, guru preraNA dete haiM, parantu calanA to hameM hI paDegA na ? nimitta kAraNa cAhe jitanA puSTa ho, parantu upAdAna taiyAra hI nahIM ho to kyA ho sakatA hai ? _bhagavAna to pratIkSA kara rahe haiM ki kaba ye jIva mere pAsa AyeM, parantu hameM hI kahAM zIghratA hai ? samyagdarzana ke dvArA AtmAnubhUti kI jhalaka prApta kI haiM ? nahIM prApta kI ho to zAnti se hama kaise baiTha sakate haiM ? eka bAra ukta jhalaka prApta kI ho to kyA saMsAra hameM AkarSita kara sakatA hai ? maMjila nahIM mile taba taka pathika rukatA nahIM hai / anAja nahIM mile taba taka kRSaka rukatA nahIM hai / to parama-pada prApta na ho taba taka hama kaise ruka sakate haiM ? kRSaka ghAsa se santuSTa nahIM hotA to bhautikatA se hama kisa prakAra santoSa mAna sakate haiM ? anya kucha nahIM to dharma kI saccI prazaMsA se prArambha to kareM / ki yahIM para gar3abar3I hai ? kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3wooooooooooooooomans 137)
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________________ bhAva-namaskAra samyagdarzana sUcita karatA haiM / isase pUrva apunabaMdhaka Adi meM prazaMsA dekhane ko milegI / prazaMsA sadA guNavAna kI, dharmAtmA kI hogI kyoMki guNa athavA dharma guNavAna athavA dharmAtmA ke atirikta anyatra dekhane ko nahIM milate / dUsare ke dharma kI prazaMsA kA artha yaha huA ki vaha dharma mujha meM bhI Aye, aisI icchA huI / dUsare kA bhojana uttama lagA, usakA artha yaha huA ki mere ghara para nitya aisA bhojana banA kara khAne kI icchA huI / * namo'stu / yahAM icchA yoga hai| mujha meM bhAva-namaskAra karane kI zakti nahIM hai, parantu icchA avazya hai / mujhe kaba aisA namaskAra mile ? yaha icchAyoga hai / icchA huI yaha bhI bar3I bAta hai / dharma ke abhilASiyoM ko bhI anubhavI manuSya dhanyavAda dete haiM / __'dhanya tU AtamA jehane, ehavo prazna avakAza re / ' - pUjya AnandaghanajI ___ tujhe zAnti kI cAha huI ? tujhe aisI prasannatA prApta karane kI icchA huI ? adhanya vyakti ko aisI icchA bhI nahIM hotI / kyA tujhe khAne kI icchA huI ? aba terA roga gayA / roga meM khAne kI icchA nahIM hotI / saMsAra-roga kI tIvratA meM dharma kI icchA bhI nahIM hotI / viSaya-abhilASA kA atireka kadApi dharma kI ora jAne nahIM detA / jo khAne-pIne meM se UMce nahIM Ate, ve pazu dharma nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki prAthamika icchA hI unakI pUrNa nahIM huI / jina meM viSaya-kaSAya kI tIvratA hai, ve dharma kI icchA nahIM kara sakate / kyoMki abhI taka usakI cetanA andhakAra meM bhaTaka rahI hai| usakI cetanA abhI taka atyanta nimna stara kI hai| use zikhara kI kalpanA kahAM se hogI ? use parama kA prakAza kahAM se priya lagegA ? vaha to andhakAra meM ThokareM khA rahI hai / andhakAra meM ghUmanevAle ullU ko prakAza acchA nahIM lagatA, usa prakAra bhavAbhinaMdI ko dharma acchA nahIM lagatA / aisA vyakti kadama-kadama para viSaya-kaSAyoM kI prazaMsA karatA hI rahatA hai / (138 womoooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ polisI (mAyA) ke binA to cala hI nahIM sakatA / kyA lobha ke binA kamAyA jA sakatA hai ? kyA krodha ke binA dUsaroM para thoDA niyantraNa rahegA ? mAna ke binA teja kaisA ? yahI isakI vicAradhArA hai / use kaSAya atyanta hI priya kaSAya priya laganA arthAt saMsAra priya laganA / kaSAya hI saMsAra kA mUla hai| kaSAya priya lagate hoM to aba itanA kareM / krodha karanA ho to krodha para hI kareM / abhimAna AtmaguNoM kA kareM / mAyA ke sAtha hI mAyA kareM / jJAna Adi kA lobha rakheM / kAma ho jAyegA / ye prazasta kaSAya haiM / aprazasta kaSAyoM ko prazasta kaSAyoM se hI jIte jA sakate baddhi evaM zraddhA buddhi dAkhalA dalIleM karake saMgharSa khar3A karatI hai / zraddhA ke dvArA AtmA paramAtmA meM DubakI mAratI hai, taba samAdhi prApta karatI hai| buddhi dvArA nirNaya kiyA huA jJAna kathaMcit vyavahAra meM saccA ho sakatA hai| AtmajJAna ke dvArA prakaTa hotA jJAna sarvadA saccA hotA hai / use dAkhalA dalIloM (tarko) ke dvArA yA kisI prayogazAlA meM jAMca karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI 2kyoMki vaha sarvajJa ke srota meM se prakaTa huA hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300oooooooooooooooo00 139)
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________________ amerikanoM ko AzIrvAda, beMgalora, vi.saM. 2052 5-8-2000, zanivAra sAvana zuklA - 6 'mukti ke mArga meM prabhu ke atirikta koI sahAyaka nahIM hai / ' isa bAta kI dRDha pratIti hI prabhu ke prati ananya prema-bhAva evaM bhakti-bhAva utpanna karAtI hai / bhagavAna mAtra dharma kA pratipAdana karake ruka nahIM jAte, parantu sAdhanA bhI karAte haiM / prArambha se lekara TheTha zailezIkaraNa taka bhagavAna sahAyaka banate haiM / bIja kheta meM apane Apa nahIM giratA, kisAna botA hai / dharma-bIja bhI hamAre bhItara bhagavAna ke dvArA DAlA jAtA hai, kyA yaha samajha meM AtA hai ? caturvidha saMgha ke kisI sadasya ke dvArA hI dharma kA bIja par3atA hai / isa caturvidha saMgha ke sthApaka bhagavAna haiM / yaha to hameM svIkAra karanA paDegA na ? aSTa prAtihArya, cautIsa vANIguNa Adi dharma ke hI phala haiM / dharma ko bhagavAna ne siddha kiyA hai / aisA siddha kiyA hai ki dharma unheM chor3akara kahIM jA hI nahIM sake / * kyA dharma kA prabhAva dikhAI detA hai / Ajakala kucha samaya taka kolerA (haijA ) kA vAtAvaraNa calA / 140 000000000 S OM kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ rAjanAda gAMva meM teraha varSa kA lar3akA bAhara ghUmane gayA thA / gandI bastI meM jAne se use haijA ho gayA / usa samaya koI aise upacAra nahIM the / nirantara dasteM lagane aura vamana hone se vaha lar3akA mara gayA / usa samaya koI vizeSajJa DaoNkTara mila jAye to ? abhI itane haije ke kesa bane, kintu sabhI baca gaye na ? yaha DaoNkTara kA upakAra hai / bhagavAna bhI isa prakAra hama para satata upakAra karate rahate haiM, parantu bhagavAna kA upakAra samajha meM nahIM AtA, yahI kaSTa hai / bhagavAna kA yahI kArya hai, roga grasta manuSyoM kI dekhabhAla karanI / hama bImAra haiM / bhagavAna dhanvantarI vaidya haiM / kaThinAI yaha hai ki hameM apanI hI bImArI samajha meM nahIM AtI / sabhI vaktAoM kA uttaradAyitva haiM ki ve zrotAoM ko bhagavAna tathA dharma kA upakAra acchI taraha batAyeM, unake hRdaya meM bhagavAna tathA dharma ke prati Adara - bhAva utpanna kareM / itanA ho jAye to anya kArya atyanta sarala ho jAyegA / * dharma nirantara vidhipUrvaka evaM AdarapUrvaka honA cAhiye / aisA dharma hotA rahe to dUranta saMsAra kA bhI anta ho sakatA hai / * sahI saMsAra to bhItara hai / janma-maraNa Adi to bAhya phala haiM / inheM utpanna karane vAlA karma hai, sahajamala hai / isa para mukhya prahAra honA cAhiye / DAliyoM, pattoM para prahAra na hokara mUla para prahAra honA cAhiye / * yahAM prazna uThatA hai ki bhAva namaskAra ke lie hI yaha dharma hai / to jise bhAva namaskAra mila gayA hai, use to namaskAra kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / ve to kRta-kRtya ho gaye / kadAcit ve yaha pATha boleM to bhI mRSAvAda ginA jAyegA / jo siddha ho gayA hai use punaH siddha karane kI kyA AvazyakatA ? uttara : abhI taka Apane tattva kA parijJAna nahIM pAyA / bhAva namaskAra meM bhI tAratamyatA hai hI / bhAva namaskAra vAle ko bhI abhI taka adhika utkarSa prApta karanA hotA hI hai / kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 @ 141
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________________ hama jisa bhUmikA para hoM vahAM sthira rahakara Age kI bhUmikA ko prApta karane kA prayatna karanA hI cAhiye / yadi prayatna nahIM kareM to jahAM haiM vahAM bhI sthira nahIM raha sakate / kisI sIr3hI para bIca meM khar3e raha kara dekha leM, calane vAle kaheMge ki bhAI ! Apa bIca meM kyoM khar3e haiM ? yA to nIce jAyeM, athavA Upara jAyeM / bIca meM khar3e na raheM / hama bhI bIca meM khar3e nahIM raha sakate / Upara jAne kA prayatna nahIM kareM taba apane Apa nIce A jAte haiN| __ Age kI bhUmikA prApta karane kI icchA na ho to vidyamAna bhUmikA bhI nahIM TikegI / / * 'guNavad-bahumAnAde nityasmRtyA ca sakriyA / jAtaM na pAtayed bhAvamajAtaM janayedapi // ' - jJAnasAra guNavAna ke bahumAna Adi se, nitya smaraNa se zubha kriyA utpanna bhAva ko jAne nahIM detI aura nahIM utpanna hue bhAva ko utpanna karatI hai| ataH guNoM kI vRddhi hetu nitya yaha kriyA karanI hI cAhiye / katipaya sAdhaka isake lie hI 12, 50, 100, 1000 logassa ke kAussagga taka pahuMcate haiM / 'maiM ucca kakSA meM pahuMca gayA huuN| mujhe kisI bAhya kriyA Adi kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai', yaha mAna kara kadApi kriyA-kANDa kA tyAga na kareM / eka samAna bhAva to kevala kevalI bhagavAna ko hI rahatA hai / hama kevalI bhagavAna bane nahIM haiM / (hAtha lagane se pustaka gira gaI) dekhA ? tanika dhyAna nahIM rakhane para yaha pustaka kaisI gira gaI ? hamAre bhAva isa prakAra ke haiM / ataH satata sAvadhAnI kI AvazyakatA hai| prArambha meM guru Apako preraNA dete haiM / tatpazcAt guru ke dvArA prApta viveka Apako nirantara preraNA detA hI rahatA hai / Apake bhItara utpanna viveka hI ApakA guru bana sakatA hai| (142 moonommommmmmmmmmmon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ upamiti meM yahI bAta samajhAI gaI hai| guru kI anupasthiti meM vaha bhikhArI bAra-bAra gandA anAja kholatA hai taba vaha nivedana karatA hai ki 'gurudeva ! kucha aisA kariye, koI aisI paricArikA deM jo mujhe gandA khAne se roke / ' guru kI preraNA ne use sadbuddhi nAmaka dAsI pradAna kI, jo use malina anAja khAne se rokane lagI / yahI viveka haiM / * 'bhagavan ! Apa mokSa meM gaye haiM, phira bhI nAtha kahalAte haiM / yoga-kSema karate to pratIta nahIM hote, phira nAtha kaise hue ?' pUjya devacandrajI ne sAtave bhagavAna ke stavana meM aisA prazna uThAyA jahAM vItarAgatA ho vahAM karuNA kaise hogI ? aise prazna hamAre bhItara uThate haiM, parantu samajha lo ki bhagavAna camatkAroM ke bhaNDAra haiM, bhagavAna meM kRpAlutA hai usa prakAra kaThoratA bhI hai; nirgranthatA hai usa prakAra cakravartitva bhI hai| aise eka-do nahIM, ananta virodhI dharma bhagavAna meM raha sakate haiM / yaha bAta syAdvAda ke jJAtAoM ko samajhAnI nahIM par3atI / bhagavAna jagat ke jIvoM ke prati kRpAlU hai aura karmoM ke prati kaThora hai / bhinna-bhinna apekSAoM se paraspara virodhI dharma bhI eka vastu meM ghaTita ho sakate haiM / pUjya AnaMdaghanajI ma. kA vaha stavana 'zItala jinapati lalita tribhaMgI' paraspara virodhI guNadharmo kA sUcaka hai / pUjya devacandrajI kA majedAra prazna hai - 'saMrakSaNa ke binA Apa nAtha haiM, dhana ke binA Apa Izvara hai, dhanavAna haiM / _ 'saMrakSaNa viNa nAtha ho, dravya viNa dhanavaMta hoM / ' pAnI vAparate samaya yaha paMkti abhI hI mujhe yAda AI / bAra bAra ghoTa ghoTa kara yAda kI huI ye paMktiyAM kaise bhUleM? isalie bAra-bAra kahatA hUM ki ye tIna caubIsI vizeSataH Apa kaNThastha kareM / aprApta guNoM ko prApta karAnevAle aura prApta guNoM kI rakSA karane vAle bhagavAna nAtha haiM / hamAre bhItara guNa nahIM Ate hoM (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3Wooooooooooooooooom 143)
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________________ to samajha leM ki una bhagavAna ko hamane nAtha ke rUpa meM svIkAra nahIM kiyA / bhagavAna kI AjJA ke binA eka bhI guNa A nahIM sakatA / bhagavAna kA guNoM para ananya svAmitva hai / merI isa bAta kA khaNDana karake dekho / merI sahAyatA karane ke lie siddharSi gaNi kA vaha vacana AtA hai - eka bhI zubha bhAva bhagavAna kI kRpA ke binA milatA nahIM hai / zubha bhAvoM se hI guNa prApta hote haiM / zubha bhAva bhagavAna kI kRpA se prApta hote haiM / isIlie kahatA hUM ki guNoM para bhagavAna kA svAmitva Aja prAtaH vandana ke samaya paccakkhANa nahIM de sakA / zaMkA thI ki Aja kadAcit vAcanA nahIM de sakU~gA, parantu bhagavAna baiThe haiM na ? unhoMne mujhe taiyAra kara diyA / maiM bhagavAna ko kaise bhUluM ? TheTha bacapana meM maiM bhI bhagavAna ko isa prakAra nahIM jAnatA thA, parantu Aja jAnatA huuN| pala-pala bhagavAna yAda AyeM, aisI bhUmikA para bhagavAna ne hI pahuMcAyA hai / ye bhagavAna maiM kaise bhUla sakatA guru ke dvArA, pustaka ke dvArA, kisI ghaTanA ke dvArA athavA kisI ke bhI dvArA Apake jIvana meM guNa AyeM to ve Akhira bhagavAna ke dvArA hI Ate haiM / mukhya dhArA eka hI hai| jahAM kahIM bhI bikharA huA hai vaha bhagavAna kA hI hai / itanA mAnane laga jAyeM to kAma ho jAye / yaha pustaka par3hane se samyaktva kI prApti ho / ___- sAdhvI viratiyazAzrI yaha pustaka par3hane se merA roma-roma pulakita ho gayA / oha ! gurudevazrI ke jIvana meM itanI pavitratA? - sAdhvI vAcaMyamAzrIza 1440oooooooooooooonmoot
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________________ zrI candrapramujaina nayA mA padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha su. 13 6-8-2000, ravivAra sAvana zuklA -7 sAta caubIsI maNDapa ( sAmUhika zaMkhezvara aTThama kA prArambha ) (zaQjaya tapa kA prArambha ) ('OM hrIM zrIM aha~ zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH / ' kI pAMca mAlAeM sAmudAyika rUpa meM bolI gaI / ) pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : * pAlItAnA cAturmAsa para rahA caturvidha saMgha ekatrita huA hai / ArAdhanA nirvighna sampanna ho usake lie sAmUhika rUpa se zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kA jApa kara rahe haiM / / * tInoM prakAra ke (caturvidha saMgha, dvAdazAMgI, prathama gaNadhara) tIrthoM kI sthApanA karane vAle tIrthaMkara haiM / prathama gaNadhara bhI tIrtha hai arthAt gurutva kI sthApanA svayaM tIrthaMkaroM ke dvArA huI hai / bhagavAna gaNadharoM ke guru hue na ? isalie bhagavAna, bhagavAna bhI haiM aura guru bhI haiM / sthApanA' arthAt apanI zakti kA nyAsa karanA / ajainoM meM zaktipAta zabda pracalita hai / pAta arthAt patana / yahAM sthApanA (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 asam 145)
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________________ zabda hai| bhagavAna kI zakti kI sthApanA caturvidha saMgha, dvAdazAMgI aura prathama gaNadhara meM ho cukI hai| kyA yaha samajha meM AtA hai ? eka AdinAtha bhagavAna kI yaha zakti (tIrtha meM rakhI huI zakti) pacAsa lAkha karor3a sAgaropama - Adhe cauthe Are taka calI / yaha zakti AMja bhI kArya karatI hai| isIlie to hama 'devaguru-pasAya' zabda kA prayoga punaH punaH karate rahate haiM / 'deva-gurupasAya' kahanA arthAt bhagavAna evaM guru kI zakti ko svIkAra karanA / apanI upAdAna zakti kA prakaTIkaraNa puSTa nimitta bhagavAna ke dvArA hI ho sakatA hai, itanA to svIkAra karanA hI par3egA / devaguru kI kRpA se hI mukti kA mArga milegA / ___ isa samaya bhale sAkSAt bhagavAna nahIM hai, parantu nAma Adi tIna to haiM hI / yaha bAta guru ke dvArA jAnane ko milatI hai / isIlie guru kI ArAdhanA se mokSa milatA hai, 'guru bahumANo mokkho / ' yaha kahA gayA hai| guru ke prati bahumAna rakhane vAlA vyakti avazya mokSa meM jAyegA / arthAt vaha sAdhanA ke binA hI mokSa calA jAyegA, yaha na mAneM / guru kA bahumAna usake pAsa sAdhanA karAyegA hI / yahI guru-bahumAna kahalAtA hai / guru kA bahumAna kadApi niSkriya nahIM hotA / vaha sAdhanA karAyegA hii| * pUjya AnaMdaghanajI ne bhagavAna ko 'mukti parama-pada sAtha' kahA hai / parama-pada na mile taba taka bhagavAna sAtha rahate haiM / bhakta kI jIvana-naiyA moha ke tUphAna se bhale DAMvADola ho jAye, parantu DUbatI nahIM hai kyoMki bhagavAna sAtha haiM / * guru kI bhakti ke prabhAva se isa kAla meM bhI samApatti ke dvArA bhagavAna ke darzana ho sakate haiM / aisA 'yogadRSTi samuccaya' meM ullekha hai / usakI pratIti Ananda ke dvArA hotI hai| bhagavAna ke darzana hote hI yogI ke hRdaya meM Ananda kI UrmiyAM uThatI haiM / vaha Ananda hI batA detA hai ki bhagavAna mila gaye haiM / sAdhanA aparipakava hai ataH bhagavAna ke darzana nahIM hote / (146 0000000000000000@ kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ * jaba taka bhagavAna ke darzana karAne vAle aise guru hoMge taba taka jaina-zAsana kI jAhojalAlI rahegI hI / aise guru apanI nahIM, parantu bhagavAna kI mahimA jana-jana ke antara meM pratiSThita karate bhakta kadApi yaha nahIM kahegA ki 'maiMne kiyA / ' parantu vaha kahegA ki bhagavAna kI kRpA se huA / vaha kahegA, 'deva-gurupasAya' se huA / kahane ke lie nahIM, parantu hRdaya se hI kahegA / yahI bAta ahaMkAra-nAzaka hai / yogazAstra ke anubhava-prakAza nAmaka bArahave prakAza meM likhA hai ki guru kI kRpA ke prabhAva se yogI usa sthiti taka pahuMcatA hai, jabaki use mokSa kI bhI paravAha nahIM hotI / vaha kaha sakatA hai ki 'mokSo'stu vA mA'stu / ' * maiM to itanI vizAla sabhA ke pratyeka sadasya ke hRdaya meM bhagavAna evaM guru ke prati hRdaya meM vidyamAna bahumAna dekha rahA * isa saMgha kI jaya jaya kAra ho rahI hai, jisake prabhAva se sAdhu-sAdhvI Adi ko AhAra, vastra Adi ke viSaya meM cintA nahIM karanI par3atI / jo saMgha apane lie (sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ke lie) itanA karatA ho, usa saMgha ke lie kucha karane kA uttaradAyitva hamArA hai / hameM bhI isa pATa para biThAne vAle guru-bhagavan hI haiM / yadi unhoM ne hameM pATa para nahIM biThAyA hotA to hama bhI ApakI taraha bhaTakate hI hote / / _ 'guru to jina haiM, kevalI haiM, bhagavAna haiM / ' aisA 'mahAnizItha' meM par3hA taba maiM nAca uThA / guru-tattva kA kitanA sammAna ? siddhacakra meM bhagavAna ke lie do pada, parantu guru ke lie tIna pada haiM / isase bhagavAna kA mahattva nahIM ghaTatA / bhagavAna svayaM hI kahate haiM ki 'jo guru kA mAnatA hai, vaha merA mAnatA hai|' aise guru kI bhakti karoge to mukti dUra nahIM hai / . guru kI bhakti kadAcit nahIM ho sake to bhI AzAtanA to kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6 monsomwwwwwwmom 147)
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________________ karanA hI mata / Apa guruvandana - bhASya par3heMge to guru kI AzAtA dhyAna meM AyegI / pUjya AcArya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrI ne abhI pravacana meM guru-tattva kI mahattA batAI / umAsvAtijI ne samyagdarzana, samyagjJAna, samyakcAritra meM mokSa mArga batAyA hai / pUjyazrI ne to saMkSepa meM mokSa kA mArga batA diyA / A 'guru - bahumANo mokkho / ' 'paMcasUtra' kI isa paMkti ke dvArA batA diyA / guru ke binA koI bhagavAna prApta nahIM kara sakatA / jo guru ko mAnatA hai vahI mujhe mAnatA hai / jo guru ko nahIM mAnatA, vaha mujhe bhI nahIM mAnatA / aisA svayaM bhagavAna kahate haiM / isa siddhAcala meM to itane sAre guru-puMgavoM ke darzana se hama sabhI nihAla ho gaye haiM / kalpasUtra meM ullekha hai - 'nayaNasahassehiM pehiJjamANe pehijjamANe / ' hajAro AMkhoM meM se dekhe jAte bhagavAna / yahAM bhI hajAroM AMkheM dhanya haiM jo guru- bhagavaMtoM ko dekha rahI rogoM, upadravoM ko naSTa karane ke lie isa samaya zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha kA sAmUhika jApa ho rahA hai / nAma lete hI bhagavAna Apake samakSa AyeMge / abhI hI Apa AMkhe baMdha kareM aura maiM nAma lUM - 'zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha / ' ve Apako dikhAI deMge na ? isIlie kahA hai - 'nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna / ' koI prazna pUcha sakatA hai ki yahAM AdinAtha bhagavAna kI nizrA meM zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajI kyoM ? jisa pAnI se mUMga caDheM, usa pAnI se caDhA deM / yaha kahAvata sunI hai na ? vighna nivAraNa hetu zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna utkRSTa mAne gaye haiM / 148 WW OM kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ sAkSAt neminAtha bhagavAna svayaM ne bhI 'jarA' ke nivAraNArtha pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI pratimA ke snAtra jala kA upayoga karane kA kahA thA / 'maiM baiThA hUM na ? jhukA de mastaka / terA kArya siddha ho jAyegA / ' neminAtha bhagavAna ne aisA nahIM kahA thA / vighna nivAraNa karane kA adhikAra kevala zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha kA hai / * arjuna : 'he kRSNa ! Apa bhakta ko kisa prakAra sahAyatA karate haiM ?' zrI kRSNa : yemAM yathA prapadyante, tAMstathaiva bhajAmyaham / ' gItA 'jisa prakAra se mujhe jo svIkAra karatA hai, usa prakAra maiM usakI sahAyatA karatA hUM / ' mAnava, deva, rAjA athavA bhagavAna jisa prakAra bhakta svIkAra kareM, usa rIti se use sahAyatA karatA hUM / zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha ke lie hamArA dRSTikoNa kaisA hai ? yA vizvAsa hI nahIM hai ? bhikhArI tathA udyogapati donoM mandira meM gaye / donoM ne eka samAna prArthanA kI, 'prabhu ! aba to kArya karanA hI par3egA / pandraha dinoM se prArthanA karatA hUM / ' mandira meM se bAhara nikalane ke pazcAt bhikhArI ne bhikSA mAMganI prArambha kI aura vaha udyogapati gAr3I meM baiTha kara calA gayA / bhikhArI ko pacAsa rUpaye kA noTa milane para vaha khuza-khuza ho gayA sacamuca bhagavAna ne merI bAta suna lI / usa udyogapati kA mAla, jo koI bhI letA nahIM thA, use kharIdane vAlA mila gayA / pAMca lAkha rUpayoM kA lAbha huA / donoM kI samAna prArthanA hote hue bhI eka ko pacAsa rUpaye aura dUsare ko pAMca lAkha mile / bheda bhagavAna kA nahIM hai, parantu bhakta ke mana kA hai / - prabhu vahI hai, parantu Apa unheM kisa dRSTikoNa se svIkAra karate haiM, yahI mahattvapUrNa haiM / abhI jApa pUrNa ho aura kRpAvRSTi hogI hI, aisI zraddhA honI cAhiye / pAlathI lagAkara kamara sIdhI rakha kara saba baiTha jAyeM / WWW 149 kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 -
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________________ zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha kA jApa karAne vAle pUjya navaratnasAgarasUrijI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha ke utkRSTa bhakta haiM / unake muMha se prabhu ke nAma kA zravaNa mile kahAM se ? (sAmudAyika jApa punaH prArambha) pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI : jaba taka pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI baiThe haiM, taba taka kisI ko uThanA nahIM hai| pUjya sAdhvIjiyoM ko bhI AjJA-pAlana karanA hai| __ yaha mantra-jApa kevala sunanA nahIM hai, bolanA bhI hai| bolane se hI apane muMha Adi pavitra baneMge / sabhI boleM / pUjya AcAryazrI kI zikAyata hai ki abhI taka AnI cAhiye, utanI AvAja A nahIM rahI hai / (jApa ke madhya meM) pUjya navaratnasAgarasUrijI : eka prasaMga batAUM / eka kumhAra bhagavAna kA pUjArI bana gayA / use kucha AtA nahIM thA, phira bhI Adata se sundara AMgI karanA sIkha gayA / nAma usakA 'rAmajI' thA, zaMkhezvara kA pUjArI thA / vaha nitya mere pAsa AtA / usane eka bAra kahA, 'patnI ke gale meM gAMThe huI haiM / mahine meM eka hajAra rUpayoM kI davAyeM AtI haiM / itane rUpaye lAne kahAM se? vetana to sAtasau rUpaye hI hai| maiMne zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajI ko patra likhA - 'prabhu ! Apa para AdhAra hai| Apako jo karanA ho vaha kareM / ' dUsare hI dina gAMTheM miTa gaI / Aja bhI vaha rAmajI pUjArI, usakI patnI, bacce Adi saba vidyamAna haiM / ina pratyakSa prabhAvI pArzvanAtha bhagavAna ke jApa meM koI kasara na rakheM / pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI : katipaya sUcanAeM - adhikatama logoM kI yaha mAnyatA hai ki 'talahaTI para aSTaprakArI pUjA karanI hI cAhiye / ' jaba taka nirmAlya na utare taba taka pUjA nahIM kI jA sakatI / Ajakala dUdha kaisA AtA hai ? Apa jAnate hI haiM / pUjArI gAya ke dUdha se pakSAla kara le, vaha ThIka hai / bAkI Apa saba kuMe kA pAnI (bhAtA khAtA meM bAvaDI hai) (150wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ tAMbe, cAMdI athavA svarNa ke kalaza meM lekara abhiSeka kareM / dudha se aneka trasa jIvoM kI virAdhanA hotI hai| kabhI-kabhI kutte bhI cATa kara jAte haiM / plAsTika ke pyAle, Dibbe Adi kisI bhI bartana meM pUjA kI sAmagrI aba nahIM le jAyeM / kisI bahare mAjI ne yaha bAta nahIM sunI ho to Apa unheM yaha acchI taraha sunA deN| jalapUjA bhI nirmAlya utarane ke bAda hI kI jA sakatI hai / jaya talahaTI para bhaNDAra meM sikke DAle jA sakate hai, parantu girirAja para sikke nahIM car3hAye jAte / sonA, cAMdI Adi car3hA sakate haiM / naivedya, phala Adi talahaTI para nahIM rakhe jAte, pATale para hI rakhe jAte haiM / yaha pustaka par3hane ke pazcAt sacamuca paramAtmA kI bhakti meM adhika Ananda AtA hai / - sAdhvI jinadarzitAzrI yaha pustaka par3hane se jIvana meM zAnti kA anubhava huA, rAga-dveSa, krodha Adi manda hue aura nirNaya huA ki bhagavAna kI bhakti karane ke lie adhika samaya nikAlanA hai / - sAdhvI vijayalatAzrI yaha pustaka par3hane se uttama bhAva utpanna hue / ___- sAdhvI vairAgyapUrNAzrI jisa mahApuruSa ke nAma se hI jIvana parivartita ho jAtA ho, vaise mahApuruSa ke vacanoM se kitanA lAbha ? yaha pustaka par3hane se kyA lAbha nahIM hogA ? yahI prazna hai ? , - sAdhvI naMdIvardhanAzrI HO. COM 72 (kahe kalApUrNasUri-30oooooooooooooooooo0 151)
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________________ lAkar3iyA - pAlitAnA saMgha, vi.saM. 2056 6-8-2000, ravivAra sAvana zuklA -7 * bhakti meM ullAsa kI vRddhi hone se samyag darzana nirmala banatA hai / granthi-bheda taka pahuMcAne vAlI bhakti hai / * gRhastha-jIvana meM hama sabhI pUjA kara ke Aye haiM / aba pUjA nahIM karate, isakA artha yaha nahIM hai ki pUjA vyartha hai / koleja ke vidyArthI bhale ka-kha-ga, bArahakhar3I chor3a de, parantu bAlakoM ke lie vaha Avazyaka hai / * Avazyaka sUtra sAdhanA ke mUla haiM / vidyamAna AgamoM meM sarva prathama Avazyaka-sUtra haiM / yaha mUla Agama hai / usa para niyukti Adi bhI bahuta hI hai / ye caityavandana sUtra bhI AvazyakoM ke antargata hI haiM / Avazyaka niyukti, cUrNi, TIkA, vizeSAvazyaka bhASya Adi AvazyakoM kA hI sAhitya hai| isase hI isakA mahattva samajhA jAtA hai / sAmAyika kevala uccAraNa karane se nahIM AtI / usake lie bhakti caahiye| cauvisattho Adi pAMca AvazyakaH bhakti-vardhaka hI haiN| * sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kA eka pala bhI ArttadhyAna - raudradhyAna meM kyoM jAye? isake lie hI to cAra bAra svAdhyAya, sAta bAra caityavandana (152 6 GS 5 GS 6 Cass I CD 5 6 saas a 5 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ karane kA kahA gayA hai| caityavandana karane se svAdhyAya meM prema bar3hatA hai / svAdhyAya karane se caityavandana ke prati prema bar3hatA hai| donoM paraspara eka dUsare ke pUraka haiM, virodhI nahIM hai| 'jima jima arihA seviye re, tima tima pragaTe jJAna salUNA' - paiMtAlIsa Agama kI pUjA meM aisA isalie likhA hai ki jJAna, prabhu-bhakti ke sAtha jur3A huA hai| jyoM-jyoM Apa arihaMta kI ArAdhanA karate jAoge, tyoM tyoM Apake jJAna meM vRddhi hotI jaayegii| * bhAva-namaskAra siddha ho jAne para bhI namaskAra isalie karanA hai ki abhI taka use adhika nirmala, adhika prakarSayukta banAnA hai| 'mere guNasthAnoM meM abhI taka jo apUrNatA hai, vaha miTe, mujha meM adhika nirmalatA prakaTa ho / ' aise bhAva ke sAtha chadmastha gaNadhara bhI yaha 'namutthuNaM' bolate haiM / * 'namaH' kA artha pUjA hotA hai / pUjA kA artha dravyabhAva kA saMkoca hotA hai / niyukti ke AdhAra para ye artha kiye haiM, ye ghara ke artha nahIM haiM / __ ajainoM ne puSpa, AmiSa, stotra evaM pratipatti - pUjA ke ye cAra prakAra batAye haiM, jo kramazaH adhika zreSTha haiM / vItarAga ko bhI pratipatti pUjA hotI haiM / pratipatti arthAta AjJA-pAlana / / dezavirati ko cAroM prakAra kI pUjA hotI hai / sarAga-saMyamarUpa sarva virati ko do prakAra kI (stotra evaM pratipatti) pUjA hotI hai / gyArahave, bArahave aura terahave guNasthAnaka para kevala pratipatti pUjA hotI hai / pratipatti arthAt sampUrNa AjJA kA pAlana / AjJA kA jitanA kama pAlana kareM utanI pratipatti pUjA meM truTi samajheM / * pUjya devacandrajI ne bArahave bhagavAna ke stavana meM kahA hai ki prazasta evaM zuddha do prakAra kI bhAvapUjA (pratipatti pUjA) hai| (1) prazasta pUjA meM prabhu kA guNa-gAna hotA hai / prabhu ke prati kA viziSTa anurAga bhakta ko unakA guNagAna karane ke lie prerita karatA hai| prazasta bhAvapUjA kI ArAdhanA se vizuddha bhAvapUjA kA sAmarthya prakaTa hotA hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300smomosomoooooooooo 153)
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________________ (2) zuddha bhAva pUjA : svabhAva meM sampUrNa ramaNatA ke samaya muni ko zuddha bhAva pUjA hotI hai / ____ 'jJAnadazA je AkarI, te caraNa vicAro; nirvikalpa upayogamAM, nahIM karmano cAro / ' isa dazA meM zuddha bhAva pUjA hotI hai / * pataMga ko Apa Dora se khIMca kara lA sakate haiM, parantu isa prakAra khIMca kara guNasthAnaka nahIM lA sakate / isake lie Atma-dravya ko jAnanA paDatA hai / 'jihAM lage Atama dravyarnu, lakSaNa navi jANyu; tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhalUM, kima Ave tANyu ?' - pUjya upA. yazovijayajI ma. * hamAre mana-vacana-kAyA to sAdhana mAtra haiM; bhale ve bhagavAna ko jhukeM, parantu sacamuca to AtmA jhukatI hai / AtmA jhuke to hI kAma kA hai / mana Adi to pudgaloM se bane hue haiM / unheM prabhu ke sAtha kyA lenA-denA ? usakA upayoga karake AtmA ko prabhu-prema se raMga denA hai, prabhu ke prema meM sarAbora kara denA hai / dUlhA vaha hai, mana Adi to bArAtI haiM / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : AtmA evaM cetanA meM kyA antara hai ? pUjyazrI : guNa evaM guNI kI taraha kiMcit bheda hai / AcArya bhagavAna prazna pUche to mujhe uttara to denA hI cAhiye / jijJAsA meM tIvratA Aye to hI nitya Ane kI icchA ho / abhI taka jijJAsA alpa hai ataH kabhI-kabhI hI A jAte ho / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : cAbuka lagAI / pUjyazrI : duHkha huA ho to 'micchAmi dukkaDaM / ' __ anya darzana vAle mIrA Adi prApta kara lete haiM to hama kyoM nahIM prApta kara sakate ? prabhu-prApti kA Ananda mahApuruSoM ne chipAyA nahIM hai / saMskRta ke jJAtA na hoM ve bhI Ananda prApta kara sake, isIlie gujarAtI kRtiyoM kI racanA kI hai| jJAna ke sAtha yahAM koI sambandha nahIM hai / bhASA ke sAtha bhI ina kA kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| azikSita bhI (nirakSara bhI) prabhu-prema prApta kara sakatA hai / ye kevala vidvAnoM kI ThekedArI nahIM hai| [154 00wwwwwwww w wwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ maiM koI vidvAna nahIM huuN| kitanA paDhA huA hUM vaha mujhe patA hai / parantu jaba jo Avazyaka hotA hai, vaha mujhe yAda A jAtA hai / bhagavAna barAbara yAda dilA dete haiM / ve jaisA bulavAte haiM vaisA bolatA huuN| * suvidhinAtha bhagavAna ke stavana meM pUjya devacandrajI kahate 'prabhu ! mere guNa bhale kSayopazama ke haiM, parantu ve Apake kSAyika guNoM ke sAtha mila gaye haiM / aba kyA bAkI rahe ? bindu sindhu meM milane para akSaya bana jAtA hai, usa prakAra apanA kSullaka jJAna, apane kSullaka guNa prabhu ke guNoM meM milA deM to virAT bana jAyegA, akhUTa bana jAyegA / zuddha svarUpI prabhu meM apanI cetanA mila jAye to usakA AsvAda prApta hotA hai / yaha huI zuddha pratipatti pUjA / kyA Apako yaha viSaya acchA lagA ? prazna isalie pUchatA hUM ki ApakI jijJAsA ko maiM jAna saku~ / isa samaya 'namaH' kA varNana cAlu hai / 'namaH' pUjA ke artha meM hai / pUjA arthAt saMkoca / hama to dravya se bhI saMkoca karate nahIM haiM / 'ahamadAbAdI' khamAsamaNa dete haiM / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : Apa bhI to ahamadAbAdI hI haiM na ? pUjyazrI : nahIM, maiM rAjasthAnI huuN| gujarAtI bolatA hUM, parantu gujarAtI nahIM huuN| pUjya devacandrajI Adi ke prAcIna stavana atyanta bhAvapUrNa haiM / unheM bAra-bAra isalie bolanA hai ki unake bhAva hamako bhI sparza kareM / ina samasta racayitAoM ne dhyAna ke dvArA prabhu ke sAtha abhinnatA sthApita kara lI hai jo unakI racanAoM se spaSTa pratIta hotA hai / * prabhu kahate haiM : 'tU to abhI mitra ke ghara meM hai / abhI taka sva-ghara meM kahAM AyA haiM ? maiM to tujhe apane samAna banAnA cAhatA hUM / bArahave guNasthAnaka taka abhI mitra kA ghara kahalAtA hai / kahe aaooooooooooooooooo0155
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________________ abhI hamArI cetanA nimittAlambI hai| bhagavAna kahate haiM - 'tU ise upAdAnAlambI banAkara mere jaisA kyoM nahIM banatA ?' jaba taka aisI kakSA nahIM mile taba taka sva-bhUmikA ke anusAra pUjA cAlu rakhanI hogI / prazna : 'arihaMtANaM' meM bahuvacana kisa lie ? uttara : advaitavAda kA vyavaccheda karane ke lie tathA aneka arihaMto ko namaskAra karane se adhika phala milatA hai, jisa prakAra adhika mUladhana kA adhika vyAja prApta hotA hai / 'mujhe adhika phala milegA / ' yaha jAnane ke pazcAt namaskAra karane vAle ke bhAva kitane bar3hate haiM ? * ye dhurandharavijayajI abhI hI Aye aura mujhe abhI hI inake guru mahArAja pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kA cintana yAda AyA - dravya se vRddhi guNa se ekatA paryAya se tulyatA prathama dRSTi meM yaha par3hakara nayA pratIta huA, parantu bAda meM socane para bahuta bahuta jAnane ko milA / maiM samasta muniyoM, AcAryoM ko kahanA cAhatA hUM ki yaha dravyAnuyoga kA adhyayana karane jaisA hai| yaha sAdhu-jIvana prApta hone ke pazcAt bakare kI taraha 'beM beM' kyoM karate raheM ? siMhatva kyoM na jagAye ? siMhatva pahacAnanA ho to siMha ko (prabhu ko) pahacAnanA hogA / isake lie dravyAnuyoga vizeSa Avazyaka hai / eka padyAMza kaha kara pUrA karatA hUM : 'je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA, joga mAyA te jANo re / zuddha dravya guNa paryAya dhyAne, ziva diye prabhu saparANo re // ' kyA isakA artha jAnate haiM ? calo, kala batAUMgA / (156 800mmonsoooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ STOR ESOHORSPIRNORT chattIsagaDha, vi.saM. 2054 7-8-2000, somavAra sAvana zuklA -8 * sarvotkRSTa dharma-sAmagrI isa bhava meM hameM prApta huI hai / hama prabhu ko bahuta-bahuta dhanyavAda dete haiM, jinhoM ne hameM yaha sAmagrI pradAna kI / unakI kRpA ke binA yaha sAmagrI kahAM milane vAlI thI ? usameM bhI siddhakSetra jaisI uttama bhUmi milI / sAdhanA ke lie isase adhika kyA anukUlatA ho sakatI hai ? yahAM Akara sAdhanA na kareM to phira kahAM kareMge ? yahAM lagane vAle doSa sAdhanA ke dvArA hI dhoye jA sakeMge / aisA avasara bAra-bAra nahIM AyegA / anya sthAnoM meM to bar3ebar3e saMghoM ko saMbhAlanA par3atA hai, yahAM aisA koI uttaradAyitva nahIM hai / yahAM ApakA samaya bigAr3ane vAlA koI nahIM hai, kevala Apako saceta rahanA hai / / * yaha caityavandana kolAhala nahIM hai, anuSThAnoM meM rAjA ke samAna yaha to mahAn yoga hai| * namaskAra tIna prakAra ke haiM : (1) kAyika : kAyA kI sthiratApUrvaka / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 0 Goa Goaasana 157)
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________________ (2) vAcika : zuddha pATha ke uccArapUrvaka / (3) mAnasika : mana kI sthiratApUrvaka / isa namaskAra ko hama aisA kyoM na banA leM, jo hameM saMsAra se pAra lagA de / * tIna yoga haiM : icchAyoga, zAstrayoga aura sAmarthyayoga / yoga-granthoM meM ye tInoM yoga prasiddha haiM / __ yogAcAryoM kA kathana hai ki icchAyoga ke bala se hI agale do yoga mila sakate haiM aura ve Apako kevalajJAna taka le jAte isakA artha yaha huA ki haribhadrasUri ke yuga meM ina tIna yogoM Adi ko batAne vAle anya grantha, anya AcArya hoMge / unake AdhAra para hI haribhadrasUrijI ne ye tIna yoga batAye haiM, apanI ora se nahIM / (1) icchAyoga : vikala dharma-pravRtti (vikala arthAt apUrNa) (2) zAstrayoga : avikala dharma-pravRtti (avikala arthAt sampUrNa) (3) sAmarthyayoga : adhika dharma-pravRtti / yahAM atyanta hI saMkSepa meM yaha vyAkhyA batAI hai / saMkSepa meM batAyeM to par3hanevAlA ullAsapUrvaka par3ha letA hai / bar3A grantha ho to usakI vizAlatA dekhakara hI pAThaka rakha deMge / tattvArthasUtra saMkSepa kA utkRSTa namUnA hai / 'upomAsvAtiM saMgrahItAraH / ' aisA hemacandrasUrijI ne vyAkaraNa meM ullekha kiyA hai / umAsvAti ke saMgraha kI samAnatA anya koI nahIM kara sakatA / * bhadrabAhusvAmI jaise kahate haiM ki maiM madhyama vAcanA se sUtroM ke artha kahUMgA / vistArapUrvaka kahane kI mujha meM kyA zakti caudaha pUrvadhara bhI yadi aisI namratA prakaTa karate hoM to hamArI kyA visAta ? hama to aise lATa sAhaba (phUlaNajI) haiM ki ekAdha sundara stuti athavA sajjhAya boleM aura koI prazaMsA kare to phUlakara kuppA ho jAyeMge / yahI jJAna kA ajIrNa hai| (158 esewas some B assam kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ caMdAvijjhaya meM kahA hai ki vinaya svayaM bhI sAdhya hai / vinaya ke dvArA jJAna sAdhya hai yaha aneka bAra sunA parantu vinaya sAdhya hai aisA kabhI sunA hai ? caMdAvijjhaya grantha jora dekara kahatA hai ki guru banane kA nahIM, ziSya banane kA prayatna kareM / abhimAna Apako guru banane kA kahatA hai, vinaya ziSya banane kA kahatA * pUjya labdhisUrijI ke guru pUjya kamalasUrijI vRddhAvasthA meM bhI svAdhyAya Adi meM tallIna rahate the / grantha unake hAtha meM par3e hI rahate / koI pUchatA to kahate - yaha to merA svabhAva hai, yaha to sAMsa hai / inake binA kaise jIvita rahA jA sakatA hai ? darajI kA lar3akA, jIye taba taka siyeM / jJAna kA adhyayana hI hamArA dhaMdhA hai / 80 varSa kI Ayu meM bhI hameM vidyArthI hI rahanA hai / vidyA kA arthI ho vaha vidyArthI / * pRthvIcandra-guNasAgara Adi kI kahAniyAM bacapana meM sunatA thA, taba mana meM vicAra AtA ki hama bhI aise zIlavAna kaba baneMge ? bacapana meM pUjA meM 'saMyama kabahI mile sasanehI pyArA' bolate samaya hRdaya bolane lagatA thA ki maiM kaba saMyama grahaNa karuMgA ? bacapana kI hamArI bhAvanA hI bar3I Ayu meM sAkAra banatI * yahAM baiThe hue adhikatama loga bAla-dIkSita haiM / bacapana meM bahuta adhyayana kiyA hai, parantu maiM pUchatA hUM aba unameM se kitanA kaNThastha hai ? isa samaya baiThe hue bAla muniyoM ko vizeSa taura se kahanA hai ki Apa jo kareM vaha bhUleM nahIM / vyApArI kamAne ke pazcAt dhanarAzi kho nahIM detA / to hama jJAna kI dhanarAzi kaise kho sakate haiM ? bAla muniyoM ko kahanA hai ki isa zAstra meM kadAcit koI bAta ApakI samajha meM na Aye to bhI parezAna na hoM / manoratha banAyeM ki bar3e hokara hama ina samasta granthoM kA adhyayana kareMge / . * tharmAmITara se jvara kI uSNatA (tApakrama) jJAta hotI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 woommmmwwwwwwwwwwww 159)
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________________ hai, usa prakAra ina tIna yogoM ke dvArA, ATha dRSTiyoM ke dvArA yaha jJAta hotA hai ki hama kahAM haiM ? hamArI sAdhanA kI mAtrA jJAta hotI hai / jo sAdhanA pahale kI ho, use chor3a kara Age nahIM bar3hanA hai, pratyuta use adhika puSTa banAnI hai / koI vyakti karor3apati bana jAye, to kyA pUrva arjita hajAra rupayoM ko chor3a de ? haz2Ara hI bar3hate-bar3hate karor3a banate haiM, usa prakAra pUrva kI sAdhanA hI bar3hatebar3hate parAkASThA para pahuMcatI hai / hamAre pUrvaja yoga-sAdhanA meM itane Age bar3he hue the ki sunakara hama daMga ho jAte haiM / 'dhyAna- vicAra' meM ullekha hai ki puSpabhUti nAmaka AcArya aneka dinoM taka samAdhi meM rahate the / una AcArya ne eka ziSya ko hI samAdhi meM se jAgRta karane kA rahasya samajhAyA thA / dUsare ziSyoM ko lagA ki kahIM ye apane AcArya ko mAra na DAle / dUsare ziSyoM ke zora-zarAbA karane para ziSya ne AcArya ko aMgUThA dabAkara unheM samAdhi meM se bAhara nikAlA / kAraNa pUchane para ziSya ne AcArya ko batAyA ki ina guru bhAIyoM ke kAraNa Apako samAdhi meM se zIghra jagAye haiM / kSamA kareM / samAdhi hamArI mokSa- yAtrA meM pracaNDa vega lAtI hai / pakA huA Ama khAne ke lie cIMTI bhI jAtI hai aura pakSI bhI jAtA hai / donoM pakA huA Ama cAhate haiM, parantu vega kisakA adhika hai ? * dharmAcaraNa kI saccI icchA hI 'icchAyoga' hai / icchAyoga avazya hI 'zAstrayoga' meM le jAtA hai / zAstrayoga 'sAmarthyayoga' meM le jAtA hai / yahI usakI kasauTI hai / sUtroM evaM arthoM ke jJAtA jJAnI dharmAnuSThAna karanA cAhate haiM, parantu pramAda se apUrNa rUpa meM vaha karatA hai / yahI 'icchAyoga' hai / vidhi ke anusAra hotA nahIM hai (jAna bUjha kara vidhi kA anAdara nahIM honA cAhiye) ataH anuSThAna chor3anA acchA hai, yaha samajhakara chor3a dene vAle vicAra kareM / ve 'icchAyoga' ko hI chor3a dete haiM / 160 WWW OM kahe kalApUrNasUri 3
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________________ pUjya munizrI bhAgyezavijayajI : kala kI 'je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA' tathA 'dravya-guNa-paryAya' kI bAta samajhAnI bAkI pUjyazrI : yoga Adi kI anya sabhI jAloM meM hI mata ulajha jAnA, parantu unake arka taka pahuMcanA / / Apane to alpa Ayu meM dIkSA grahaNa kI thii| maiMne to 30 varSoM kI Ayu meM dIkSA aMgIkAra kI thI aura mujhe 'rAmaH rAmau rAmAH' kA adhyayana karanA paDA / mana meM adhyAtma kI tIvra icchA hone para bhI yaha saba adhyayana kiyA, kyoMki maiM jAnatA thA ki pUrvAcAryoM kA pUrNa paricaya bhASAkIya jJAna ke binA nahIM hogA / maiM kahanA cAhatA hUM ki jIvanabhara nyAya, kAvya evaM koza meM ulajha mata jAnA / ye saba sAdhana grantha hai, yaha na bhUleM / pUjya jambUvijayajI mahArAja ko pUcha leM / ve nyAya meM atyanta gaharAI meM utare / unake guru bAra-bAra kahate - 'ghaTa-paTa aura gadhe' meM hI samaya mata nikAla, sAdhanA meM Age bar3ha / kAgaja para kyA likhatA hai ? kaleje meM likha, caturvidha saMgha ke hRdaya meM tanika utAra / ' unakI vANI se ve bhakti-mArga meM Age bar3he / mAyA arthAt prapaMca nahIM, vistAra / usa vistAra ke vana meM ulajha mata jAnA / zuddha dravya-guNa paryAya ke dhyAna se prabhu sAmane se mokSa pradAna karate haiM / yahAM 'saparANo' zabda AyA hai / isakA artha jAnate haiM na ? ___ 'vItarAga stotra' meM AtA hai - 'parANayanti / ' isakA artha vicAreM / zuddha dravya guNa paryAya kA dhyAna pakSI kA mArga hai / hamArA mArga cIMTI kA hai / (yadyapi yaha bhI ho to uttama bAta hai / ) cIMTI ke mArga meM vighna aneka haiM / mArga meM aneka khaDDe, TekariyAM AtI haiM / kisI ke pAMvo ke nIce daba jAne kI bhI sambhAvanA hai / gaganamArga meM aisI koI sambhAvanA nahIM hai / pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahate the : 'paMca parameSThi meM arihaMta siddha zuddha Atma-dravya haiM / inheM pakar3a lo to zuddha Atma-dravya pakar3a meM A jAyeMge / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 womowwwwwwwwwwwww00 161)
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________________ paMca parameSThiyoM ke ananta guNoM meM apanI AtmA lIna ho jAye taba dravya se vRddhi huI / ATe meM ghI-zakkara DAlane se bhAra bar3hatA hai, usa prakAra apanI AtmA parameSThiyoM ke saMga se puSTa banatI hai / ATA = apanI AtmA / ghI-zakkara = paMca parameSThI / ATe meM bhI kucha to madhuratA hai / yaha koI nIma kA cUrNa nahIM hai / apanI AtmA bhI jJAnamaya hai, jar3a nahIM hai / guNoM se ekatA = AtmA evaM parameSThI ghula-mila gaye / ATA, zakkara aura ghI mila gaye / aba alaga svAda nahIM AtA / pratyeka kaNa meM madhuratA kA anubhava hogA / paryAya (kArya) se tulyatA / jo koI yaha mAla khAyegA use samAna tRpti milegI / yaha bAta AdhyAtmika sandarbha meM ghaTita karake dekho to saba samajha meM A jAyegA / yaha prakriyA jAnane se jAnakArI prApta hogI, parantu anubhava karanA ho to sAdhanA hI karanI par3egI / vAMkI cAturmAsa kA to avasara nahIM milA, parantu pustaka par3hane para vAMkI cAturmAsa kI vAcanA kA AsvAdana karane kA avasara milA / lekhaka pUjya paM. mukticandravijayajI ma. tathA pUjya gaNizrI municandravijayajI ma. kA atyanta upakAra / unhoM ne Alekhana kiyA hI nahIM hotA to hama taka kahAM se pahuMcatA ? sAdhvI zIlavatI zrI 162 WWW. 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ bhuja, vi.saM. 2043 8-8-2000, maMgalavAra sAvana zuklA -9 * zAstra, adhyAtma, karma Adi ke rahasyoM ko grahaNa karake hama jaisoM para upakAra ho, ataH pUrvAcAryoM ne aise zAstroM kI racanA kI hai, jo hamArI AtmA ke lie hitakara siddha ho / 'lalita vistarA' grantha unameM se eka hai / * 'namo'stu' meM rahA huA 'astu' zabda yaha batAtA hai ki abhI taka mujhe utkRSTa bhAva-namaskAra milA nahIM hai / maiM ukta bhAva-namaskAra kI icchA avazya rakhatA hUM / icchAyoga Adi ke aise rahasya zrI haribhadrasUrijIne yahAM khole haiM / gaNadhara bhI jaba aisI namratA prakaTa karate ho, taba utkRSTatA kA dAvA karane vAle hama kauna haiM ? * prAcIna samaya meM yogodvahana nirantara calate hI rahate the / Aja to yogodvahana sampUrNa ho jAyeM phira saba tAka para rakha dete haiM / mUla uddezya kahIM dUra raha gayA hai / uddezya, samuddezya, anujJA Adi zabdoM ke artha samajhe to patA lage ki hama kitane dUra haiM ? uddezya = sUtra pakke karanA, sUtroM kA AtmA ke sAtha yoga karanA / kahe 3ooooooooooooooooo 163
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________________ samuddezya = una sUtroM ko sthira-paricita karanA / anujJA = anyoM ko dene ke lie samartha bananA / isa DhaMga se eka navakAra bhI kareM to kAma ho jAye / navakAra para pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kA vizAla sAhitya hai| kaho, paThana kara loge ? kyA bhAvita banA loge ? sUtra bolate samaya kyA artha kA cintana karate haiM ? ki zIghra pUrA kara dete haiM ? merA jaisA bhI kabhI kaha de ki zIghra bolo / yadi sUtra dhIre-dhIre bole jAyeM to artha kA upayoga rahatA * jJAna hai, parantu sAtha meM pramAda bhI hai, ataH soceM jitanA anuSThAna ho nahIM sakatA / ArAdhakoM ko isakA duHkha rahatA hai / ataH namratA rahatI hai / abhimAna nahIM AtA / yahI 'icchAyoga' hai| aisA ArAdhaka dUsaroM ke dvArA hotI prazaMsA suna kara phUlatA nahIM hai / vaha apanI kamajorI jAnatA hai| * sAmarthyayoga arthAt kevalajJAna kI pUrva avasthA / jisa taraha sUryodaya se pUrva aruNodaya hotA hai, usa taraha / kevalajJAna se pUrva yaha 'sAmarthyayoga' hotA hai, parantu isase pUrva icchAyoga honA cAhiye / 'icchAyoga' nIMva hai| 'zAstrayoga' madhya bhAga hai / 'sAmarthyayoga' zikhara hai / * aticAra arthAt kharca-khAtA / samajhadAra vyakti kharca kama karatA hai / yadi koI adhika kharca karatA ho to bhI aisA nahIM karane kI bAta use samajhAtA haiM / kyoMki Aya kama aura vyaya adhika hai, do-tIna Tako para vyAja para rupaye lie hue haiM / yahAM bhI apanA vyaya (aticAra) adhika hai| Aya (ArAdhanA) kama hai / pariNAma kyA hogA ? yaha Apa samajha sakate haiM / * ghara-parivAra kA tyAga karane ke pazcAt, itanI ArAdhanAe~ karane ke pazcAt, hameM jo guNasthAnaka (chaThA) mile usakA nAma jJAniyoM ne 'pramatta' diyA hai / kyA aisA nAma Apako priya lagatA hai ? (1640ooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ koI Apako pramAdI kahe to kyA Apako acchA lagegA ? acchA na lage to bhI kyA hogA ? jJAniyoM ne nAma diyA hai / jJAniyoM ne saba acchI taraha dekha kara hI kahA hai / arthAt yahAM taka Ane ke pazcAt bhI pramAda kI pUrNa sambhAvanA hai / isIlie likhA hai - 'jJAnino'pi pramAdinaH / ' jJAnI hote hue bhI pramAdI / aise kA vikala anuSThAna 'icchAyoga' hai / * dUsaroM kA samyaktva 'bodhi' kahalAtA hai / tIrthaMkaro kA samyaktva 'varabodhi' kahalAtA hai / kyA kAraNa hai ? kadAcit bhagavAna kA kSAyopazamika ho to bhI 'varabodhi' kahalAtA hai / dUsaroM kA kSAyika ho to bhI 'bodhi' hI kahalAtA hai / isakA artha yaha huA ki tIrthaMkaroM ke samyag darzana meM kucha vizeSa hogA / samasta jIvoM meM sva kA rUpa dekhate hoNge| dUsaroM kI pIr3A ko sUkSma rUpa se sva meM saMveda karate hoMge / * zAstrayoga vAle kI zraddhA tIvra hotI hai, pramAda tanika bhI nahIM hotA / tIvra zraddhA ke kAraNa bodha bhI tIvra hotA hai, ataH unakA pAlana sampUrNa hotA hai / * saMgamAcArya vRddhAvasthA meM sthiravAsa rahe the / eka bAra unakA datta nAmaka koI praziSya AyA / gocarI nahIM milane ke kAraNa parezAna dekhakara AcArya ne usakI samAdhi ke lie eka ghara para rotI huI lar3akI ko cuTakI bajA kara zAnta kI / ataH prasanna hue gRhastha se use gocarI dilavAI / ziSya ulaTI khopar3I kA thA / usane socA, 'dekhA ? itanI dera taka mujhe bhaTakA kara hairAna kara ke aba gocarI dilavAI / svayaM to uttama gocarI lene ke lie sthApita gharoM meM cale gaye / ' vaha ziSya sArA dina doSa hI dekhA karatA thA / aise doSI ekala-vihArI ke sAtha nahIM rahA jAyegA, yaha mAna kara vaha alaga rahA / rAtri meM zAsanadevI ke aMdherA karane para vaha bhayabhIta huA aura AcArya bhagavAna ko prArthanA karane lagA / taba AcArya bhagavan ke aMgulI UMcI karane para labdhi se prakAza ho gayA / taba usane socA, 'are ! ye AcArya to agnikAya kA bhI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300mmonanesamoooo 165)
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________________ sevana karate haiM / aba to hada ho gaI / zAsanadevI se nahIM rahA gayA / unhoM ne usa ziSya kI ghora tarjanA kI / Apa jaba apane Atma dharma meM pUrNa rUpeNa sthita hote haiM taba AsapAsa ke deva ApakI rakSArtha AyeMge hii| * Aja samaya kama haiM, kyoMki sAdhvIjI suguNAzrIjI kAladharma ko prApta hue haiM / unakI agni-saMskAra-vidhi bAkI hai| unhoMne adhikatara cAturmAsa ahamadAbAda meM hI kiye the / cAturmAsa ke lie svAsthya ke kAraNa hamane bhI inakAra likhA thA, parantu atyanta bhAvanA hone se anujJA pradAna kI / kainsara kI bImArI se kAladharma ko prApta hue, parantu kisI ko zoka nahIM karanA hai| atyanta hI ArAdhaka the| unakI AtmA ko zAnti prApta ho, isIlie yaha vAcanA rakhI hai| Aja prAtaH hI maiM jAkara AyA thA / mujhe dekhakara atyanta hI prasanna hue the, jAgRta the / usake bAda gaNi mukticaMdravijayajI bhI jAkara Aye the / unakI samAdhi kI atyanta anumodanA karate haiM / (sUcanA : Aja pUjya sAdhvIjI suguNAzrIjI ma. kAladharma ko prApta hue haiM / unake agni-saMskAra kI boliyAM sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA meM bolI jaayegii| yahAM vAcanA pUrNa hone para sabhI gRhastha vahAM AyeM / ) anubhava-jJAna aneka zAstroM ke pAraMgata paMDitoM ko jo anubhava jJAna nahIM hotA vaha sacce bhaktoM meM hotA hai, kyoMki anubhava jJAna meM kevala buddhi praveza karane ke lie asamartha hai / paramAtmamaya banI huI buddhi jise prajJA kahate haiM, vaha anubhava jJAna banatI haiM / usa prajJA ke dvArA AtmA pahacAnI jAtI hai| (166 00000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ . ANSAMANANEWS H omwwwsersonaKARNER zAnti snAtra meM pUjyazrI 9-8-2000, budhavAra sAvana zuklA-10 * nikSepa arthAt svarUpa, paryAya / yaha kadApi dravya se bhinna nahIM hotA / bhagavAna ke paryAya bhagavAna se bhinna nahIM hote / isIlie nAma Adi cAra bhagavAna se bhinna nahIM gine jAte / (pratyeka vastu ke cAra nikSepa hote hI haiM / ) bhAva bhagavAna kI taraha nAma Adi bhI pUjya hI haiM / bhAva bhagavAna cAhe nahIM mile, nAma Adi tIna to mile hI haiM na ? yaha jAnakara kaisA bhAvollAsa bar3hatA hai ? bhAvollAsa se karma-nirjarA bar3hatI hai, karma-nirjarA se Atma-zuddhi bar3hatI hai aura usase citta kI prasannatA bar3hatI hai / jaba taka tRpti nahIM hotI taba taka bhojana karate haiM, parantu kyA prasannatA na ho taba taka dharmAnuSThAna karate haiM ? yadi AtmA ko prasanna-tRpta karanI ho to guNa cAhiye / pudgaloM se hone vAlI zArIrika tRpti nazvara hai, guNoM se hone vAlI tRpti anazvara hai / aisA jJAna AtmA ke sAtha avazya jor3a detA hai / nakalI paise bhI hote haiM, parantu kyA ve bAjAra meM calate haiM ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 666666 6 167)
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________________ nakalI jJAna bhI hotA hai, parantu sAdhanA meM vahI jJAna calatA hai jisase doSoM kA nivAraNa ho aura guNoM kI prApti ho / guNoM se hI saccI tRpti hotI hai| * bhagavAna ko kaha dIjiye : 'prabhu ! maiM dhuMe se tRpta nahIM hoUMgA / peTa meM kucha jAye to hI tRpti hogI na ? bhagavan ! aba Apako mujhe pratyakSa darzana dene hI paDeMge / 'dhumADe dhIjeM nahIM sAhiba, peTa paDyA patIje / ' * sAdhaka avasthA meM bhagavAna ne samasta jIvoM ke sAtha prema kiyA hai| unakA jIvana batAtA hai - 'yadi mokSa meM jAnA ho to samasta jIvoM ko Atmavat ginanA par3egA / dazavaikAlika ke cAra adhyayanoM (cauthe adhyayana meM cha: jIvanikAya kI bAta hai|) ke binA bar3I dikSA pradAna nahIM kI jAtI, isakA yahI kAraNa hai| isase pUrva 'AcArAMga' ke zastra-parijJA ke adhyayana ke binA bar3I dIkSA pradAna nahIM kI jAtI thI / * dazavaikAlika mUla Agama haiM / AvazyakoM evaM dazavaikAlika ke to pratyeka ke joga ho cuke haiN| una para upalabdha samasta sAhitya par3ha lo to bhI nihAla ho jAoge / niyukti, bhASya, cUrNi, TIkA Adi kitanA vizAla sAhitya hai ? Apa yadi usakI gaharAI meM utaro to bhI ApakA jIvana yogIzvara kA jIvana bana jAye / ye mUla Agama haiN| ye sudRDha hoMge to agalA sarala ho jAyegA / nIMva sudRDha hotI hai to Upara kA bhavana Apa nirbhaya hokara nirmANa kara sakate haiM / phira Apake Ananda meM hone vAlI vRddhi ko koI roka nahIM sakatA / anya darzana vAloM meM usa samaya bhI Ananda meM magna rahane vAle yogI the / ataH bhagavAna ne gautama svAmI ko kahA thA ki hamArA jaina sAdhu to kevala bAraha mahinoM meM samasta devoM ke sukha se bhI adhika prApta kara letA hai / (manuSyoM kI to bAta hI chor3o) sAdhu ke usa sukha ke lie tejolezyA zabda kA prayoga huA hai / * deha ke tIna doSa haiM - vAta, pitta aura kapha / AtmA ke tIna doSa haiM - rAga, dveSa aura moha / [1686ommonsoooooooo00000 kahe kalApUrNasUri-3)
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________________ ArAdhanA ke tIna sopAna haiM - zaraNAgati, duSkRtagardI aura sukRta-anumodanA / chaH AvazyakoM meM ye tInoM ArAdhanAaiM pratIta hoMgI / * puniyA zrAvaka-jIvana meM thA to bhI itanA AtmAnanda meM magna rahatA thA ki bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne usakI prazaMsA kI thI hameM aise Ananda kI koI jhalaka hai kyA ? - hameM to yAvajjIvana sAmAyika hai / cAbuka nahIM mAra rahA hUM, kevala pUchatA hUM / ye loga tapasviyoM kI bhakti ke lie aneka prakAra kI khAdya sAmagriyAM banAte haiM, usa prakAra bhagavAna ne AtmA ke AsvAdana hetu aneka prakAra kI sAdhanA kI sAmagriyAM banAI haiM, parantu hama inheM khAyeM to svAda AyegA na ? * apane chaHoM Avazyaka pAMcoM AcAroM kI zuddhi karane vAle haiM / * logassa meM nAma, arihaMta ceiANaM meM sthApanA, namutthuNaM meM dravya aura bhAva bhagavAna haiM / pukkharavaradI meM bolate bhagavAna (Agama) haiM / pukkharavaradI meM AgamoM ko bhagavAna kahA hai / (suassa bhagavao) kyoMki zruta evaM bhagavAna bhinna nahIM haiM / 'jinavara jinAgama eka rUpe, sevaMtA na par3o bhava-kUpe / ' - paM. vIravijayajI zAstre puraskRte tasmAd vItarAgaH puraskRtaH / puraskRte punastasmin, niyamAt sarvasiddhayaH // - jJAnasAra - upA. yazovijayajI kisI kArya meM saphalatA prApta ho to kadApi abhimAna na kareM ki mere kAraNa se saphalatA prApta huI hai| bhagavAna ko hI Apa Age kareM / kArya meM saphalatA prApta karAne vAle hama kauna haiM ? hamArA kyA sAmarthya hai ? bhagavAna hI hamArI saphalatA ke sUtradhAra haiM / isIlie yogodvahana Adi kI kriyA meM (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwws 169)
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________________ 'khamAsamaNANaM hattheNaM' pUrva maharSi kSamA-zramaNoM ke hAtha meM (maiM nahIM detA, maiM to kevala vAhaka hUM) maiM Apako de rahA hUM' aisA kahA jAtA hai| aisI vicAradhArA se bhakti bar3hegI / bhakti bar3hegI to hI samagra sAdhanA kA bagIcA mahaka uThegA / bhakti hI jala hai jo Apake samasta anuSThAnoM ko nava-pallavita karatI hai| * namutthuNaM kA nAma bhale 'zakrastava' ho, parantu racayitA indra nahIM hai, gaNadhara hI racayitA haiM / indra to kevala bolate haiM / indra kI kyA zakti jo aise sUtroM kA nirmANa kara sakeM ? indra avazya samyag-dRSTi hote haiM / pUrva bhava kA yAda hotA hai, ataH ve 'namutthuNaM' bola sakate haiM / udAharaNArtha - isa samaya ke saudharmendra pUrva janma ke kArtika seTha (munisuvrata svAmI ke zAsana meM) haiM to unheM namutthuNaM yAda hogA hI / vaise bhI indra ke pAsa avadhijJAna hai hI / * 'namo'stu' kA 'astu' zabda 'icchAyoga' vyakta karatA hai / haribhadrasUrijI svayaM svIkAra karate haiM ki mujha meM abhI taka 'zAstrayoga' nahIM AyA / icchAyoga se hI maiM bhagavAna ko namaskAra karatA hUM - ___ 'natvecchAyogato'yogaM yogigamyaM jinezvaram / ' - yogadRSTi-samuccaya icchAyoga meM icchA pUrNataH pAlana kI hotI hai, parantu pAlana apUrNa hotA hai, jabaki zAstrayoga meM sampUrNa pAlana hai| zraddhA evaM jJAna itane tIvra hote haiM ki jaba jo karanA ho taba vaha yAda AtA hI hai / parantu aisA zAstrayoga atyanta durlabha hai / icchAyoga bhI A jAye to bhI bar3I bAta hai / pU. AnaMdaghanajI kahate haiM : 'sUtra anusAra vicArI bolUM, suguru tathAvidha na mile re; kriyA karI navi sAdhI zakIe, e vikhavAda citta saghale re / ' pUjya upA. yazovijayajI kahate haiM - 'avalambyecchAyogaM, pUrNAcArAsahiSNavazca vayam / bhaktyA paramamunInAM, tadIyapadavImanusarAmaH // ' - adhyAtmasAra (170 (r)(r)(r)(r)oooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ 'kAla labdhi lahI paMtha nihAlazuM re, e AzA avalaMba e jana jIve re jinajI jANajo re, 'AnaMdaghana' mata aMba / ' isa samaya bhale hama icchAyoga se pAlana karate haiM, parantu zAstrasAmarthya yoga se bhI bhaviSya meM avazya pAlana kareMge / isa AzA se hI hama jI rahe haiM / pU. AnaMdaghanajI kA yaha AzAvAda hai / icchAyoga meM dRDha praNidhAna (Aja kI bhASA meM dRDha saMkalpa, dRDha nirdhAra) hotA hai| isase hI Age ke zAstrayoga aura sAmarthyayoga A sakate haiM / kyA dRDha saMkalpa ke binA dIkSA prApta hotI ? kyA dRDha saMkalpa ke binA yahAM cAturmAsa ho sakatA thA ? kyA dRDha saMkalpa ke binA koI kArya ho sakatA hai ? aba mokSa ke lie dRDha saMkalpa kara leM / mokSa bAda meM milatA hai| pahale mokSa kA mArga milatA hai| samyagdarzana, samyagjJAna aura samyagcAritra mokSa kA mArga hai / jAnate haiM na? mArga para caloge to maMjila milegI hI / ratnatrayI kI sAdhanA karoge to mokSa milegA hI / mokSa kA saMkalpa taba hI saccA ginA jAyegA yadi ratnatrayI meM hamArI pravRtti ho / aise zAstroM ke dvArA hameM patA lagatA hai - ratnatrayI meM hama kitane Age bar3heM ? tharmAmITara se deha kI uSNatA kA patA lagatA hai, usa prakAra zAstroM se Atma-zuddhi kI mAtrA kA patA lagatA hai / * auSadhi jAna lI, parantu lI nahIM, to roga, pIDA nahIM jAyegI / zAstra par3he parantu tadanusAra kArya nahIM kiyA, to Atmaroga nahIM jAyegA / * sAmarthyayoga zAstrayoga kA phala hai| vahAM sAdhaka itanA Age bar3ha jAtA hai ki zAstra bhI pIche raha jAtA hai / zAstra meM nahIM batAye gaye anubhava vahAM hote haiM / pU. AcArya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : vahAM zAstra to chor3ane hI par3eMge na ? kyoMki yahAM 'atikrama' zabda hai / pUjyazrI : zAstra ko chor3ane kI bAta nahIM hai / zAstra (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 000000000000000000 171)
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________________ kA atikramaNa karane kI bAta hai| lAkha rUpayevAlA koI hajAra rUpaye chor3atA nahIM hai, parantu atikramaNa kara letA hai, samajha gaye ? Atmazakti kA (AtmavIrya-janita) udreka itanA tIvra hotA hai ki sAdhaka sAdhanA ke agamya pradeza meM kahIM Age calA jAtA hai| zAstrayoga ke pazcAt sAmarthyayoga nahIM Aye to kevalajJAna nahIM milatA / vartamAna samaya meM bhI sAmarthyayoga kI tanika jhalaka mila sakatI hai| 'dhyAna-vicAra' meM Ane vAlA 'karaNa' zabda Atma-zakti ke ullAsa kA vAcaka hai / cAra se pAMca karaNa kI kakSA yogazAstra meM dekhane ko milatI hai, phira nahIM dekhane ko milatI, kyoMki zabdoM meM vaha zakti nahIM hai / 'apayassa payaM natthi / ' . - AcArAMga pAlItAnA pahuMcane kI mukhya-mukhya jAnakArI Apa prApta kara sakate haiM, parantu sampUrNa anubhava to calane se hI milegA / zAstra meM bhI mukhya-mukhya bindu hI hote haiM / anubhava to hameM hI karanA par3egA / zAstra kevala dizA batAtA hai, calanA to hameM hI par3egA / ___ 'ikkovi namukkAro' meM jo eka hI namaskAra saMsAra se pAra utAra sakatA hai, aisA kahA hai, vaha isa 'sAmarthyayoga' kA namaskAra samajhe / isa pustaka ko par3hane se sva doSa-darzana kI bhAvanA jgii| - sAdhvI virAgapUrNAzrI [172ooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri-3]
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________________ lAkar3iyA - pAlitAnA saMgha, vi.saM. 2056 RRRRRRRRRR 10-8-2000, guruvAra sAvana zuklA-11 * jJAna kA prakAza, zraddhA kI zakti aura antarmukhI dRSTi bar3hAne ke lie hama saba isa siddhAcala kI zItala chAyA meM Aye haiM / zrI saMgha hamase bhArI AzA rakhatA hai / * Aja guruvAra hai / guru-tattva para abhI adhika anuprekSA karane kI icchA hotI hai / * isa 'lalita vistarA' meM mukhya rUpa se svarUpa evaM upayoga sampadA kA adbhUta varNana hai, jise sunakara bhagavAna kI acintya zakti Adi kA dhyAna AyegA - yaha atizayokti nahIM hai, vAstavikatA hai / nitya par3he, suneM, raTeM to hI usakA dhyAna AyegA / sarva prathama pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja ne isa grantha ke lie salAha dI thI / * Atma-zakti kadApi samApta nahIM hotI / isa samaya bhI prabhu kI zakti kArya kara hI rahI hai / siddhoM kA upakAra Aja bhI cAlu hI hai, adhika kyA kahUM ? siddha adhika upakAra karane ke lie hI vahAM gaye haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 ( Samata THANK ACA 173)
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________________ pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : upakAra kisa taraha samajheM ? pUjyazrI : buddhi meM baiThe to hI mAneM, una logo ko yaha nahIM samajha meM AyegA / maiM hI pUchatA hUM - gRhastha to sAdhuoM para upakAra karate haiN| sAdhu gRhasthoM para adhika upakAra karate haiM, kyA yaha samajha meM AtA hai ? Apa hI samajhAyeM / sAdhu paropakAra kI bhAvanA se paropakAra karate haiM / sAdhuoM ko bolane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / unake astitva mAtra se paropakAra hotA hI hai / sUrya ko to phira bhI bhramaNa karake prakAza phailAnA par3atA hai, sAdhu binA paribhramaNa kiye bhI paropakAra phailAte haiM, yaha samajha meM AtA hai ? * cAritra meM Ananda guru-bhakti ke prabhAva se hI prApta hotA hai / guru ko yadi bhagavAna tulya mAneM to bhagavAna kA apamAna nahIM hotA, parantu bhagavAna adhika prasanna hI hote haiM / Akhira gurupada kI sthApanA bhagavAna ne hI to kI hai na ? tIna tIrthoM meM prathama gaNadhara bhI tIrtha haiM, jisakI sthApanA bhagavAna ne hI kI hai / caturvidha saMgha kI sthApanA bhI bhagavAna ne hI kI hai| hama sabake bhItara bhagavAna kI zakti hI kArya kara rahI hai / * vizva ke sabhI padArtha kucha na kucha paropakAra karate hI haiM / paropakAra na kareM aisA eka padArtha to batAo / dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya to upakAra karate hI haiM / AkAza bhI sthAna pradAna karake upakAra karatA hI hai na ? pudgala bhI upakAra karate haiM / zarIra, mana, vacana pudgaloM meM se hI bane haiM na ? kyA inake binA mokSa ke yogya sAdhanA sambhava hogI ? vajraRSabhanArAca saMghayaNa, pudgala ke binA kyA hai ? siddhoM meM jIvana hai na ? jahAM zuddha jIvana hotA hai vahAM sahaja paropakAra hotA hI hai| tIrthaMkara bhI siddhoM ke Alambana se karmoM kA kSaya karate haiM / hamArI zakti vaisI he sahI, parantu aprakaTa hai / prakaTa zakti vAle ke Alambana se hI aprakaTa kI zakti prakaTa hotI hai| (174 00000mmommomooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ guru kaise hote haiM ? naya - nikSepa pramANe, jANe jIvAjIva, sva- para vivecana karatAM thAye lAbha sadIva; nizcaya ne vyavahAre vicare je munirAja, bhavasAyara tAraNa nirbhaya teha jahAja / aise guru hI jahAja banakara tAra sakate haiM kI yaha gAthA hai / pahale hinduoM kI gItA kI svAdhyAya hotA thA / adhyAtmagItA / adhyAtma gItA taraha isakA bhI jo durgati meM jAne na deM, ve guru haiM / I guru kevala netra kholane vAle hI nahIM haiM, netra pradAna karane vAle bhI haiM / hamArI do AMkheM haiM, parantu tIsarI viveka kI, jJAna kI AMkha hamAre pAsa nahIM hai vaha guru pradAna karate haiM / aise guru kI sevA kaise karanI cAhiye ? sakatA hai / - rogI DaoNkTara ko samarpita rahe to hI Arogya prApta kara sakatA hai / ziSya guru ko samarpita rahe to hI bhAva-Arogya prApta kara bhagavAna upasthita nahIM hai, parantu unakA pada guru samhAla rahe haiM / guru kI zakti to kAma karatI hI hai, parantu ziSya kA samarpaNa kaisA hai usa para saba AdhAra hai / siddhoM ko, bhagavAna ko yA guru ko denA nahIM par3atA, parantu ziSya apanI yogyatA ke anusAra use prApta kara hI letA hai / yahAM balba prakAza de rahA hai, parantu usakA prakAza 'pAvarahAUsa' meM se AtA hai / guru meM jJAna kA prakAza bhI bhagavAna meM se AtA hai / aise guru kI jinhoM ne amRta-vANI kA pAna kiyA, ve amara ho gaye / kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 - jala ke binA jIvita nahIM raha sakate / gAMva basAne se pUrva jala kI suvidhA dekhI jAtI hai / AdhyAtmika jIvana bhI jina-vANI ke binA nahIM cala sakatA / yaha jina-vANI zravaNa karAne vAle guru haiM / jinavANI arthAt jJAna kA amRta / jinhoM ne jJAnAmRta kA pAna kara liyA, kriyA ke amRtaphaloM kA AsvAdana kiyA, samatA kA pAna khAyA, unake hRdaya kawwwwwwww. 175
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________________ meM Ananda kA sAgara hilore letA rahatA hai / bhAvanA jJAna se bhAvita banI AtmA karmoM se lipta nahIM hotI parantu ukta bhAvanA jJAna bhI guru se hI prApta hotA hai / jJAna pUrNa rUpeNa guru ke adhIna hai / guru-bhakta ko zAstroM ke gupta se gupta rahasya prApta ho sakate haiM / abhayakumAra ko AkAza-gAminI vidyA nahIM AtI thI, phira bhI padAnusAriNI prajJA se unhoM ne usa vidyA kI pUrti kara dI thI, jo samarpaNa kA hI prabhAva hai / kisI ko bhI Apa pUchoge to vaha apane guru ke prabhAva kA hI varNana karegA / anya darzanavAle to guru ko brahmA, viSNu aura maheza kahate haiM / 'gururbrahmA, gururviSNu, gururdevo mahezvaraH / ' hameM bhI kucha ajaina bulAte haiM to kahate haiM - 'prabhu ! Adeza do / ' isa prakAra ve prabhu kaha kara pukArate haiN| guru kI kRpA ke binA AtmAnubhUti kA vikaTa kArya pUrNa nahIM hotA / pratyeka janma meM saba kucha milA hai, parantu AtmAnubhUti nahIM milI / guru kI kRpA ke binA yaha nahIM milatI / ekAdha pada ko bhI bhAvita karane se vaha mokSa kA kAraNa bana sakatA hai, yadi usameM guru ke prati samarpaNa sammilita hai / mASatuSa, cilAtIputra Adi isake udAharaNa haiM / hameM to aneka Agama-zloka kaNThastha haiM, parantu kamI yaha hai ki ve jJAna-bhAvita nahIM haiM / / * abhI jala vAparate samaya zAstrIya padArtha yAda AyA hai, jisakA nirdeza haribhadrasUrijI ne diyA hai - koI bhI jIva sarva prathama dharma kisa prakAra prApta karatA hai ? kauna sA jIva prApta karatA hai ? yogAvaMcaka prANI hI dharma prApta kara sakatA hai / / yogAvaMcaka se tAtparya hai - guru meM bhava-tAraka kI buddhi rakhane vAlA prANI / isa bhava meM yA pUrva bhava meM yogAvaMcakatA prApta huI ho vahI dharma prApta kara sakatA hai| yogAvaMcaka hue binA koI jIva dharma prApta nahIM kara sakatA / ___ 'nirmala sAdhu-bhakti lahI, yogAvaMcaka hoya; kriyAvaMcaka tima sahI, phalAvaMcaka joya / ' ___ - pUjya AnaMdaghanajI (176 800 Goose GSSSSSSS GOOD kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ abhI taka guru kA yoga milatA thA, parantu ThagAI thI, guru ke nAma para aneka Thaga bhI bhaTaka gaye / _ 'svarNa do, dugunA kara dUMgA' aisI bAvAjI kI bAteM sunakara aneka vyakti Thage gaye haiM / pU. navaratnasAgarasUrijI : unhoMne aparigraha kA pAlana karA diyA na ? pUjyazrI : hai na guNAnurAgI ! - muni dhurandharavijayajI : to phira hatyA karake svarga meM bheja do na ? pUjyazrI : paisA gRhasthoM ke lie gyArahavAM prANa hai / unhoM ne tyAga nahIM kiyA / aise guru dekha kara hI kisI ne kahA hogA - _ 'kapaTI guru lAlacI celA; donoM naraka meM ThelaMThelA / ' isIlie jJAnI, kriyAvAna, niHspRha AtmAnubhUti meM ramaNa karane vAle guru hI svayaM tarate haiM aura dUsaroM ko tArate haiM / aise guru meM tArakatA ke darzana hoM yaha yogAvaMcakatA hai / aise guru ke darzana karane se pApa naSTa hote haiM / darzana mAtra se kitanA sArA AtA hai ? isIlie to gocarI-pAnI vahorate samaya (bhikSA grahaNa karate samaya) dharmalAbha dete haiM na ? dharmalAbha se bar3A lAbha kauna sA hai ? nahIM vahorAye (bhikSA nahIM de) to bhI dharmalAbha denA, aisA apane gurudevoM ne hameM sikhAyA hai / aise guru hamAre bhItara vidyamAna vIratva (siMhatva) jAgRta karate haiM / 'vIra jinezvara caraNe lAgU, vIrapaNuM te mAMgU re; mithyA moha timira bhaya bhAMgyuM, jIta nagArUM vAgyuM re...' aisA vIratva hameM prApta karanA hai / vIra se hI 'vIrya' zabda banA hai| vIryazakti se hI pratyeka kArya siddha hotA hai| jJAna kA adhyayana karane ke pazcAt bhI kriyA Adi meM Age bar3hane ke lie vIrya-zakti Avazyaka haiM / paMcAcAra kI ArAdhanA se hI vIryAcAra kI zakti bar3hatI hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 mmsmoonmomwwwwwwww0 177)
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________________ guru ApakA pramAda naSTa karake Apako kriyA meM jor3ate hai| isIlie phira kriyA-vaMcakatA prApta hotI hai / pU. muni dhuraMdharavijayajI ma.: kriyA meM lagA rakheMge to phira dhyAna kaba kareMge ? pUjyazrI : kriyA karate karate nirvikalpa meM jAte haiM / pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : kriyA karate karate vRddha ho gaye / isa samaya to dhyAna kA krejha calatA hai / pUjyazrI : maiM kahAM dhyAna kA niSedha karatA hUM? kahatA hUM ki savikalpa meM se hI nirvikalpa meM jA sakate haiM / pahale manavacana-kAyA ko zubha meM parivartita karo, usake bAda nivikalpa meM jaao| sIdhe sAtavI maMjila para nahIM jA sakate / pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : kyA guru 'dhyAna' nahIM de sakate ? aneka guru dAvA to karate haiM / pUjyazrI : bhale hI deM, dekheMge / pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : kaisA deMge ? pUjyazrI : ve loga jaisA sIkhe hoMge, vaisA hI deMge na ? Apake guru mahArAja pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAjA ke sAhitya kA paThana kareM / usameM yaha saba hai / * 'sAmAyika-dharma' pustaka unakI hI hai, unake hI padArtha haiM / kevala nAma merA hai / unake hI parAmarza se 'dhyAna-vicAra' grantha par3hane ke lie nikAlA thA / maiM ne vaha nikAlA aura mujhe pratIta huA ki mujhe sAkSAt sarvajJa mila gaye / pUrvAcAryoM ke akSara par3hane se hI 'jaina dhyAna paddhati' para parama zraddhA huI / jahAM ApakI rukI huI sAdhanA hai, use Age bar3hAne ke lie jaina-zAsana baMdhA huA hai| mana meM koI duHkha na lagAyeM / jaina-zAsana ke prati prema se hI yaha saba bolA huuN| Apa usakA Adara karake nirvikalpa samAdhi prApta kareM, yahI manokAmanA hai / (17800000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ prabhu darzana meM lInatA, vi.saM. 2041, jayapura 11-8-2000, zukravAra sAvana zuklA-12 * svAdhyAya sAdhuoM kA bhojana hai, AhAra hai / jitanA svAdhyAya prabala hogA, utanI AtmA kI puSTatA prabala hogii| svAdhyAya se mana zAstroM meM rahatA hai, jisa se dhyAna kI pUrva bhUmikA taiyAra ho jAtI hai / svAdhyAya premI sahaja hI dhyAna kara sakatA hai / isI lie abhyaMtara tapa meM svAdhyAya ke pazcAt dhyAna batAyA hai / * upayoga evaM dhyAna ekArthaka haiM, paryAyavAcI haiM / upayoga arthAt dhyAna / dhyAna arthAt upayoga / upayoga nahIM rahane ke kAraNa hI hamArI kriyAeM dhyAna nahIM banatI / upayoga-rahita kriyAe~ dravya-kriyA kahalAtI haiM / svAdhyAya meM vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA taka phira bhI dravyakriyA ho sakatI hai, parantu anuprekSA upayoga ke binA nahIM ho sakatI / ataH anuprekSA dhyAna hai / kevala upayoga ko siddha kara leM to saba dhyAna rUpa bana jAyeM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 60 SESS SSSSSSSSSS 179)
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________________ pUjya AnandaghanajI ne kahA hai - 'dahatiga paNa ahigama sAcavatAM, ikamanA dhuri thaie re...' eka-manA dasa trikoM se banA jAtA hai / ekamanA arthAt hI upayoga sahita sAdhaka / yoga kI vyAkhyA-mokSa (bhagavAna) ke sAtha jor3a de vaha yoga mokSa evaM bhagavAna kahAM bhinna haiM ? saMkSepa meM - AtmA ko jo paramAtmA banA le vaha yoga icchAyoga Adi meM bhI yoga zabda kA prayoga ho cukA hai| icchAyoga ruci hai| sAmarthya-yoga anubhUti hai| anubhUti kA mUla ruci hai / yadi ruci meM hI kamI (truTi) ho to anubhUti kI AzA chor3a denI cAhiye / / pratyeka anuSThAna upayogapUrvaka ho to kAma ho jAye, samasta kriyAeM bhAva Avazyaka bana jAyeM / upayoga na ho taba taka caityavandana, pratikramaNa Adi dravyakriyA hI kahalAtI haiM / upayoga mila jAyegA to bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna utpanna hogA / artha meM mana sammilita ho jAye to bhagavAna ke prati bahumAna utpanna hogA hii| 'namutthuNaM' kA artha jAnane para hI siddharSi ko bhagavAna kI karuNA samajha meM A gaI / isIlie ve jaina-zAsana meM sthira hue / upayoga pUrvaka Apa AnandaghanajI Adi ke stavana boleM to ApakI cetanA jhaMkRta ho uThegI / 'abhinaMdana jina darisaNa tarasiye...' yaha bolate samaya ApakI cetanA darzana ke lie tar3apa kA anubhava karegI / candraprabhu svAmI kA stavana bolate samaya lagegA - anAdikAla meM aise darzana kahAM hue haiM ? aba darzana hue (18000wwwwwwwwwwws kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ haiM to peTa bhara kara darzana karane de / vimalanAtha ke stavana meM darzana hone kA Ananda hai - 'vimala jina dIThA loyaNa Aja...' * pudagalAstikAya jisa prakAra dravya rUpa meM eka hai usa prakAra jIvAstikAya bhI eka hI dravya hai, jisameM nigoda se siddha taka ke samasta jIva A gaye / eka bhI jIva bAkI nahIM hai / ina jIvoM ko Atmavat dekhanA hai / 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu' Age bar3hakara kahUM to jIvoM ko paramAtmatulya dekhanA hai / yaha kakSA Ane ke pazcAt bheda samApta ho jAyegA / * isa samaya jisaprakAra ekatrita hokara kArya karate haiM usa prakAra sadA ke lie ekatrita hokara kArya kiyA jAye to jainazAsana kA jayajayakAra ho jAye / yahAM mere-terA kA bheda kaisA ? * yoga arthAt dhyAna, samAdhi Adi / saMkSepa meM mokSa ke sabhI sAdhana yoga haiM / jo bhagavAna ke sAtha jor3a de vaha yoga hai / bhakti bhI yoga hai jo bhagavAna ke sAtha jor3a detI hai| tasmin paramapremarUpA bhaktiH / ' - nAradIya bhaktisUtra * vyavahAra se samyagdarzana vinaya hai / / caityavandana Adi vinaya ke sUcaka haiM / samakita ke sar3asaTha bhedoM ko dekheM, deva-guru kA parama vinaya hI dRSTigocara hogA / pAMca zaMkA-dUSaNa TAlane se tAtparya hai devaguru ke prati avinaya TAlanA / sunane kI icchA zuzruSA / zuzruSA hotI hai vahAM jJAna AtA hI hai| anuSThAnoM kI ArAdhanA samyak cAritra hai / tAtparya yaha ki vinaya se samyagdarzana, zuzruSA se samyagjJAna aura anuSThAnoM kI ArAdhanA se samyakcAritra prApta hotA hai / * 'yogaviMzikA' kA sampUrNa sAra 'jJAnasAra' ke yogASTaka meM mAtra ATha zlokoM meM batAyA hai| usameM likhA hai - caityavandana Adi meM sthAna Adi kA upayoga karanA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 0000000000000000 181)
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________________ sthAna, varNa - kriyAyoga / artha, Alambana, anAlambana jJAnayoga hai| artha Adi kA bhAvana kareM to hI caityavandana bhAva-caityavandana ho sakegA / sthAna-varNa meM prayatna aura artha Adi meM vibhAvana karanA hai| ina pAMco (sthAna Adi) meM dhyAna rakhanA kahAM ? aisA na soceM / mana kA itanA zIghra svabhAva hai ki eka sAtha cAroM meM pahuMca jAtA hai| mana ke bAlaka ko chUTa de denI hai - ina cAroM meM cAhe jahAM jA, chUTa haiM / sthAna meM kAya / varNa meM vANI / artha Adi meM mana jor3anA hai| mana ko jor3anA hI kaThina hai| mana ko jor3o / kadAcit chaTaka jAye to punaH vahAM jor3o / rokar3a, khAtA-bahI likhate samaya mana kA dhyAna haTa jAye to punaH vahAM mana ko joDate haiM na ? usa prakAra mana ko yahAM bhI punaH punaH jor3o / prazikSaNa do to yaha sambhava hai / mana sarvathA bevaphA nahIM hai, kucha to mAnegA hii| rasagulloM meM mana ekAgra ho sakatA ho to aise anuSThAnoM meM ekAgra kyoM na hoM ? __ azubha meM ekAgratA ke lie to prayatna karanA hI nahIM par3atA, zubha ke lie hI prayatna karanA par3atA hai| yadi mana Apa kaho vaisA karane laga jAye to hI vaha ApakA sevaka ginA jAtA hai| mana svecchAnusAra karatA rahe aura Apa vivaza ho kara dekhate raho to usameM ApakA svAmitva nahIM hai / * 'bhagavatI' meM ullekha hai ki zivarAjarSi ko sAta dvIpoMsamudroM kA avadhi jJAna huA aura usane ghoSaNA kI ki jagat itanA hI hai / pudgala parivrAjaka ko pAMcave devaloka taka jJAna huA aura usane tadanusAra ghoSaNA kI / vartamAna vijJAna yahI karatA hai na ? jitanA jAnatA hai vahI (182Wooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ sampUrNa hai, yahI mAnatA hai na ? yahI 'kUpa-maNDUka-vRtti' hai / kuMe meM rahanevAle maiMDhaka ne kuMe ke atirikta kucha jAnA hI nahIM / vaha samudra ko kaise jAna sakatA haiM ? usa samaya logoM meM aisI bAte phailA kara unakA nirAkaraNa karane ke lie gautama svAmI bhagavAna ko pUchate aura bhagavAna unakA nirAkaraNa karate / / adhakacarA jJAna khataranAka hai| zivarAjarSi Adi ko to bhagavAna mile, parantu hameM ? hama apUrNa jJAna se chalaka rahe haiM / * kSapakazreNI, kevalajJAna, ayogI guNasthAnaka ityAdi kA varNana zAstroM meM upalabdha hI hai, parantu zAstra par3hane mAtra se koI kevalajJAna nahIM ho jAtA / isake lie Apako zAstroM se atikrAnta honA par3atA hai / zAstra yahAM ruka jAte haiM / zAstroM kA kArya kevala dizA-nirdezana hai, calanA to hameM hai / dUsarA vyakti maMjila kI mukhya-mukhya jAnakArI detA hai, parantu calane kA anubhava to anubhava se hI milatA hai na ? zAstra mIla ke patthara haiM / mIla ke patthara yahI batAte haiM ki Apa kitane cale ? anya kucha nahIM batAte / usa prakAra zAstroM kI bhI sImA hai, maryAdA hai| koI vyakti bhojana kI sAmagriyAM ke nAma batAye, utane mAtra se peTa nahIM bhara jAtA / peTa bharane ke lie bhojana karanA par3atA hai| isI prakAra se zAstroM kI bAteM jIvana meM utAranI par3atI haiM, phira Age jAkara aisI dazA AtI hai ki zAstra bhI pIche raha jAyeM / yaha 'sAmarthya yoga' hai / / sAmarthya yoga se prAtibha jJAna milatA hai| phira prAtibha jJAna kevala jJAna taka le jAtA hai| yogAcAryoM ne vizeSa taura se 'prAtibha jJAna' zabda kA prayoga kiyA hai| * jisa bhUmikA meM hoM vahAM se prArambha karanA paDatA hai| hama yahAM pAlItAnA Aye / koI 500 kilomITara dUrI se, koI hajAra ki.mI. kI dUrI se aura koI DhAI hajAra ki.mI. kI dUrI se Aye haiM to jo jitane dUra hoM, vahAM se unheM calanA par3atA hai / . hama jisa bhUmikA meM hoM, vahAM se prArambha karanA par3atA kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 183)
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________________ hai / talahaTI meM khar3A vyakti zikhara se yAtrA prArambha nahIM kara sakatA / prAtibha jJAna meM AtmavIrya kI pradhAnatA hai / vaha kSapakazreNi ke samaya hotA hai / jisa prakAra koI vyApArI amuka samaya para eka bhI RNa dAtA lenadAra ko apane pAsa Ane nahIM detA / muddata dI ho to RNa dAtA mAMgane ke lie AyeMge hI / yadi ve lenadAra eka sAtha mAMgane ke lie A jAyeM to Aja kA vyApArI divAlA nikAla detA hai na ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : vyApAra kiyA pratIta hotA hai / pUjya zrI : saba nATaka kiye haiM, parantu aisA kadApi kiyA nahIM hai / bhUla se bhI anyAya nahIM kiyA / koI bhUla jAye to sAmane se yAda karAyA hai / * bAMdhe hue karma to udaya meM Ate hI haiM / bAMdhate samaya Apa svatantra haiM, bhogate samaya Apa paratantra haiM / bhogate samaya samatA hI rakhanI par3atI hai / Apako kyA ? mujha para bhI prANaghAtaka vyAdhi AI hai / usa samaya bhagavAna ke tattvajJAna ne hI mujhe durdhyAna se bacAyA hai, anyathA usa samaya krodha bhI A jAye ki koI sevA karatA nahIM hai Adi; parantu eka aMgulI kI pIr3A dUsarI aMgulI le nahIM sakatI to apanI pIr3A dUsare kaise le sakate haiM ? yaza-3 - apayaza, zAtA - azAtA saba azAzvata haiM, cale jAne vAle haiM / vihAra meM acchA tathA burA donoM mArga cale jAne vAle haiM, yahI mAneM na ? usa prakAra yahAM bhI yaha saba calA jAne vAlA hai, yaha mAnakara samatA rakhanI hai / aisA karane se hI rAga, dveSa Adi luTeroM ko jIta sakeMge / ve sarva prathama bhagavAna ke bhaktoM para AkramaNa karate haiM, kyoMki unheM krodha hai bhagavAna ne hamArA apamAna kiyA hai / aba unake bhaktoM ko nahIM chor3eMge / ataH rAga-dveSa Adi bhaktoM para AkramaNa karate haiM, parantu bhakta bhI kahAM pIche rahane vAle haiM ? - unheM vizvAsa hai ki hamAre mana kI guphA meM siMha ke samAna 184 WW 18 kahe kalApUrNasUri
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________________ bhagavAna baiThe haiM / rAga-dveSa Adi pazuoM kA kyA sAmarthya hai ki ve vahAM A sakeM ? gAMva ke bAhara siMha kA putalA rakhakara dekho / anya pazu use dekha kara hI bhAga jAyeMge / pUjya navaratnasAgarasUrijI : siMha ke pada-cinhoM ko dekha kara bhI bhAga jAyeMge / pUjyazrI : hama saba to bhagavAna ke kile meM haiN| yahAM azubha bhAvoM kA sparza kahAM se hogA ? hama sabako sAmarthya yoga prApta karanA hai, parantu vaha prApta hogA zAstra yoga ke dvArA aura zAstra yoga prApta hogA icchA yoga ke dvArA / isa samaya to icchA yoga A jAye to bhI bar3I bAta hai| ataH Apa bhagavAna ko prArthanA kareM ki prabhu ! usake lie mujhe zakti deM / yaha pustaka arthAt mere jIvana ke lie 'sarca laaiitt'| navakAra kI ArAdhanA ke dinoM kI vAcanA sarvAdhika tAttvika lagI / - sAdhvI zAntarasAzrI isa pustaka se merA jIvana dhanya ho gayA / - sAdhvI saMyamarasAzrI isa pustaka ke paThana se mujha meM vinaya, veyAvacca, samarpaNabhAva, jJAna, dhyAna Adi AyeM aisI bhAvanA rakhatI . - sAdhvI muktinilayAzrI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3nommonsoommmmmmmmm 185)
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________________ AjIvana aMtevAsI evaM pUjyazrI ke AMtarika guNoM ko jIvana meM utAranevAle pU.paM.zrI kalpataravi. ke sAtha 12-8-2000, zanivAra sAvana zuklA prathama 13 * isa janma meM vizvAsa ho jAye ki 'aba merA bhavaparibhramaNa kA bhaya calA gayA / ' aisI sAdhanA kara leM / 'Aja bhava-bhramaNa kA bhaya miTa gayA / ' aise udgAra kaba nikalate haiM ? anubhavI mahApuruSoM ke grantha par3heM / unakI kRtiyoM meM aisA Atma-vizvAsa chalakatA pratIta hogA / ekendriya jIvoM ke lie bhI bhAvanA bhAnI hai ki ve mAnavajanma prApta karake zIghra mokSa prApta kareM / ('ekendriyAdyA api hanta jIvA' - vinayavijayajI, zAntasudhArasa) parantu hama to apanI AtmA ke lie bhI aisI bhAvanA nahIM bhAte / bhagavAna kA svabhAva hai ki 'jo zaraNa meM Aye usakA bhava-bhramaNa dUra karanA / ' bhagavAna kA 'bhavinAM bhavadambholiH / ' vizeSaNa hai / eka hI gehUM ke ATe se vividha prakAra kI miThAIyAM banatI haiM, usa prakAra eka hI mudde 'bhava-bhramaNa kA bheda' para vibhinna prakAra ke zAstra race gaye haiM / |186 Cartoonstantmasootram kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3]
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________________ * guNoM se AtmA tRpta hotI hai / pudgaloM se aneka bAra deha tRpta huI, parantu AtmA anAdikAla se atRpta hai, isakA kabhI vicAra AyA ? eka kSamA guNa A jAye to kitanI tRpti hogI ? AtmA to tRpta hotI hI hai, deha bhI svastha hotI hai| krodha, Aveza, adhIratA ityAdi se deha bhI roga-grasta bana jAtI hai, yaha aba siddha ho cukA hai / sadA prasanna-citta evaM kSamA se yukta muni isIlie nIrogI hotA hai| 'alautyamArogyamaniSThuratvam / ' yoga pravRtti ke prathama cinhoM meM Arogya bhI hai / samasta jIvoM ko karuNAmaya dRSTi se dekhanevAle sAdhu ke citta meM sadA samatA rahatI hai / harI vanaspati Adi para dRSTi DAlate samaya bhI sAdhu kI yahI dRSTi hotI hai| bhagavAna meM to aise ananta-ananta guNa haiN| kevalI ke atirikta una guNoM ko kauna jAna sakatA hai? kauna unakA varNana kara sakatA hai ? ina guNoM ko jAna lene ke pazcAt kyA unheM prApta karane kA lobha nahIM jagegA ? yahAM lobha jaganA pApa nahIM hai / ekAdha guNa se hama kitane garjate haiM ? guNa Ane se pUrva ahaMkAra A jAtA hai aura guNa doSoM meM parivartita ho jAte haiM, aise haiM hama / darzana mohanIya ke kSayopazama ke binA guNa AyeM to aisI hI dazA hotI hai / darzana mohanIya Adi sAta (anantAnubaMdhI saptaka) prakRti atyanta hI khataranAka hai / * jJAna-prApti bhinna bAta hai, use kriyAnvita karanA bhinna bAta hai / yoga hameM jJAna ko kriyAnvita karane kI bAta kahatA hai, pradarzaka nahIM pravartaka jJAna prApta karane kA kahatA hai / pravartaka jJAna Ate hI jIvana meM parivartana prArambha ho jAtA hai / yahI isakA cinha hai| ... koI apUrva jJAna prApta hote hI baiThe na raheM / use jIvana meM (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300000000 0 00000 187)
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________________ utAra leM / samaya atyanta tIvratA se jA rahA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra gautama svAmI ko kahate haiM ki darbha kI noka para rahe bindu ko girane meM kyA derI ? yaha jIvana jAne meM kyA derI ? ataH pramAda na kareM / parantu bhagavAnaM kI vANI bhI logoM ne svIkAra nahIM kI to merI bAta to kahAM se svIkAra kareMge ? Apa yahAM nitya zravaNa * karane ke lie Ate haiM yaha bhI bar3A upakAra hai / * sAmarthya yoga ke do prakAra hai : (1) dharma saMnyAsa / (2) yoga saMnyAsa / saMnyAsa arthAt virati / saMnyAsa arthAt rukanA / dUsare apUrvakaraNa meM (AThave guNasthAnaka meM) yaha sAmarthya yoga sacce artha meM AtA hai| usase pUrva atAttvika sAmarthya yoga dIkSA grahaNa karane ke samaya ho sakatA hai / * ucca bhUmikA meM jAne ke pazcAt nIcI bhUmikA ke guNa lupta nahIM ho jAte, ve hI guNa puSTa hote rahate haiM / mArgAnusArI, zrAvakoM Adi ke guNa adhikAdhika puSTa hote rahate haiM / lAkha rupaye ho gaye ataH pahale ke dasa hajAra rupaye gaye nahIM haiM, parantu ve dasa gune hue haiM / AThave guNasthAnaka ke atirikta zreNI banatI nahIM hai| zreNI ke binA kevala jJAna nahIM / kevala jJAna ke binA mokSa nahIM / isa samaya yaha saba nahIM milegA ataH hama udAsIna bane baiThe haiM / yahI apanI bhUla hai / isa samaya prApta sAmagrI paryApta nahIM hai / sAmagrI paryApta milegI taba bhArI sAdhanA kareMge / mahAvideha me jAkara sImaMdhara svAmI ke pAsa ghora sAdhanA kareMge, yaha socane vAle yaha nahIM dekhate ki isa samaya prApta sAmagrI kA paryApta upayoga nahIM kiyA to kisa AdhAra para agalI uttama sAmagrI milegI ? kadAcit mahAvideha mila jAyegA, parantu vahAM se mokSa milegA hI, kyA yaha nizcita hai ? vahAM se mokSa jAnevAle haiM aura sAtavI naraka meM jAne vAle bhI haiM, yaha na bhUleM / * mana jyoM ghUmatA haiM usa prakAra ghUmane dete haiM, mana caMcala (188mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmss kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ bane isakA hameM tanika bhI duHkha nahIM hai / prApta sAmagrI kA koI upayoga nahIM hai / sAdhanA kI koI dRSTi nahIM hai, phira bhI hama kahate haiM ki mokSa kyoM nahIM ? mana ko balapUrvaka khIMcanA nahIM hai| khIMcoge to mana adhika chaTakegA / upA. yazovijayajI ne likhA hai - mana ke sAtha premapUrvaka kAma leM - he bAlaka mana ! tU caMcala kyoM haiM ? tujhe kyA cAhiye ? Ananda cAhiye na ? vaha Ananda tujhe sthiratA batAyegA / tU tanika sthira ho jA / terI asthiratA hI tujhe Ananda kA khajAnA batAtI nahIM hai| isa prakAra prema se mana ko samajhAne se hI vaha dhIre-dhIre vaza meM ho jAtA hai, sAdhanA ke lie vaha anukUla banatA hai / pUjya AnandaghanajI, pUjya yazovijayajI, pUjya devacandrajI Adi mahAtmAoM kA mana bhagavAna meM laga gayA, sAdhanA kA mArga khula gayA / isakA artha yaha huA ki unhoM ne pUrva janma meM sAdhanA kI hogI / adhUrI sAdhanA pUrNa karane ke lie hI unhoM ne yogIkula meM janma liyA hai / mujhe svayaM ko bhI aisA anubhava hotA hai| jo bhakta bhagavAna ko samarpita ho gayA, usakI samasta apUrNatA pUrNa karane ke lie bhagavAna pratibaddha haiM, mujhe to nirantara aisA laga rahA hai| vipattau kiM viSAdena, saMpattau harSaNena kim / _ 'jJAnI ne dekhA ho vaha hotA hai|' yaha bAta bhakta ko adhika preraka banatI hai, ArAdhanA meM adhika sakriya karatI hai aura jo abhakta hotA hai use niSkriya banAtI hai / siddhagiri jaisI uttama dharA para Aye haiM to sAdhanA ke mArga para calanA prArambha kara hI denA / anya sthAna para jo saphalatA prApta karane meM varSoM laga jAte haiM, vaha saphalatA yahAM alpa samaya meM hI prApta ho jAtI hai, isa dharA kA itanA mahAn prabhAva hai / * koI bhI jIva cAhe jahAM se siddha ho nahIM sakatA, use yahAM DhAI dvIpa meM AnA hI par3atA hai / . liphTa meM baiTha kara Upara kI maMjila para jA sakate haiM / usa prakAra yahAM Akara hI siddha zilA para jA sakate haiM / vaha liphTa (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3amasmomooooooooooooom 189)
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________________ to taiyAra hai aura Apa usameM baiTha sakate haiM, parantu yahAM koI 'liphTa' taiyAra nahIM hai / Apako svayaM ko vaha taiyAra karanI par3atI hai / ... isa taraha sampUrNa DhAI dvIpa tIrtha hai, kyoMki sabhI jIva yahIM se mokSa meM gaye haiM / DhAI dvIpoM meM bhI siddhAcala sabase uttama (sarvottama) kSetra hai, jahAM se sarvAdhika jIva mokSa meM gaye haiM / isa pAvana dharA kA yaha viziSTa prabhAva hai / yahAM Ane para viziSTa AtmavIrya ullasita hotA hai| AtmavIrya-sUcaka ATha zabda haiM - vIrya, zakti, bala, parAkrama, utsAha, sthAma, ceSTA evaM sAmarthya / Atmazakti bhinna-bhinna prakAra se kArya karatI hai, ataH use batAne vAle zabda bhI bhinna-bhinna haiM / koI zakti dhobI kI taraha dhokara karmoM ko chinna-bhinna karatI hai, koI zakti Upara uchAla kara nIce girAtI hai, kauI kUTa-kUTa kara karmoM ko bikheratI hai - aisA 'dhyAna-vicAra' meM spaSTa kiyA hai / * kevala jJAna kI jaghanya, madhyama, uttama avagAhanA kitanI hai ? aisA zAstra meM prazna AtA hai / yaha teja-puMja rUpa kevalajJAna kI avagAhanA kI bAta hai| utkRSTa avagAhanA loka vyApI hai, jo samudghAta ke cauthe samaya meM hotI hai / loka vyApI dhyAna se kevalI isa prakAra karmoM kA kSaya karate haiM - aisA samudghAta pratyeka cha: mAha meM eka bAra to hotA hI hai / isakA artha yaha hai ki pratyeka cha: mAha meM eka kevalajJAnI kA sAkSAtkAra to hotA hI hai / yadi apanI bhUmikA taiyAra ho to Atma-zakti meM ullAsa kI vRddhi hotI hai / samaya sUkSma hone ke kAraNa cAhe pakar3a nahIM sake, parantu kArya rUpa meM anubhava kara sakate haiM / - cakravartI kI patnI ke bAloM kA sparza karAkara moharAjA yadi apanA camatkAra batA sakatA hai to kevalI kA sparza camatkAra kA sRjana kyoM nahIM kara sakatA ? [19000ooooooooooo.0000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri -3)
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________________ EMAINE SHIRRORAKASRY sasa Aspoon 30 ANMO SileneHADRAMANISHADIMA N ANDIN madrAsa, vi.saM. 2051 13-8-2000, ravivAra sAvana zuklA dvitIya-13 sAmUhika pravacana sthAna : vAgar3a sAta caubIsI, viSaya : guru bhakti pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI mahArAja : * tIna ravivAra se pAlItAnA birAjamAna pUjyazrI padhArate haiM / saMgha bhI ullAsapUrvaka ekatrita hotA hai / bhinna-bhinna viSayoM para pravacana hote rahate haiM / prabhu-bhakti, arihanta kA jApa, zaMkhezvara dAdA ke aTThama Adi viSayoM para pravacana hue / aba Aja 'gurubhakti' para pravacana hogA / pUjya munizrI jItaratnasAgarajI : vaha dina pATana ke lie burA siddha huA thA / pratyeka vyakti ke netroM meM AMsU the, kyoMki kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI kA svargavAsa huA thA / gujarAta para jitanA upakAra zrI hemacandrasUrijI kA hai, utanA dUsaroM kA zAyada hI hogA / agni-saMskAra ke samaya kumArapAla bacce kI taraha ro rahe the / duHkha kA kAraNa pUchane para batAyA ki aise guru milane para (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6 6 6 6 6 Cas can as a 5500 5 GS 6 191)
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________________ bhI eka bAra bhI gocarI nahIM vahorA sakA, kyoMki ve rAja-piNDa le nahIM sakate the / maiM ne rAjya kA tyAga kyoM nahIM kiyA ? yaha he guru-bhakti ! prabhu kI AjJA kA pAlana guru karate haiM / guru kI AjJA kA pAlana hameM karanA hai| guru-tattva ke binA kabhI kisI kA uddhAra nahIM ho sakatA / deva, guru aura dharma, ina tInoM ke madhya guru hai| jo mukhya hotA hai vaha madhya meM hI rahatA hai| dIpaka ko bIca meM rakhane se donoM kamaroM meM prakAza A sakatA hai / ise dehalI-dIpaka-nyAya kahate haiM / deva aura dharma donoM kI pahacAna guru ke dvArA hotI hai / prApta karane jaisA guNa guru-samarpaNa hai / hRdaya meM guru base hoM yaha to ThIka hai, parantu guru ke hRdaya meM hamArA sthAna ho jAye to kAma bana jAyegA / ekalavya kA sthAna guru ke hRdaya meM bhI thA / zAstroM meM kahA gayA hai ki sambhava ho to gItArtha guru baneM, athavA unake zaraNAgata baneM / tIsarA koI vikalpa nahIM hai / hamAre nagara meM guru Ate haiM aura hama unakI parIkSA karanA cAhate haiM / yaha hai hamArA samarpaNa ! guru kI parIkSA nahIM, pratIkSA kareM / prathama svayaM kI parIkSA kareM / abhI guru kI parIkSA kA hameM adhikAra nahIM hai / eka prasaMga yAda AtA hai / kisI guru ne ziSya ko kahA, 'gocarI ke sAtha dhAradAra cAkU bhI le AnA / ' samarpita ziSya ne vaisA hI kiyA / madhya rAtri meM guru usakI chAtI para car3ha baiThe / yadi aisA ho jAye to kyA kareMge Apa? vaha to samarpita ziSya thA / guru ne cAkU se aMgulI meM se khUna liyA aura cale gaye / prAtaH guru ne ziSya ko pUchA taba usane uttara diyA - 'jisako maiMne apanA sampUrNa jIvana sauMpa diyA, unase kyA DaranA ? ve jo bhI kareMge, vaha mere hita meM hI hogA / ' guru ne kahA, 'terA pUrva janma kA koI zatru sAMpa tujhe DaMsane ke lie AyA thA / usakA nivAraNa maiM ne isa prakAra kiyA / yadi maiM aisA nahIM karatA to tere prANa cale jAte / (192 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww00 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ gAya mAlika kI zaraNAgati svIkAra karatI hai to usakI surakSA hotI hai / hama guru kI zaraNAgati svIkAra kareMge to hamArI surakSA hogii| pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI ma. : jisane guru kI upAsanA kI ho, usakA jIvana dhanya hai / jinhoM ne dIkSA grahaNa karake mAtra guru-bhakti hI kI hai, ve paM. vajrasenavijayajI aba vaktavya deMge / / * pUjya paM. vajrasenavijayajI ma. : _ 'mere ajJAna kA nAza karanevAle guru haiM' - yaha lage to guru yAda AyeM aura 'ahaM' TUTe / anAdikAla se 'merI bAta rahanI cAhiye' vaisI icchA hai / yaha icchA TUTane para hI guru ko samarpaNa ho sakatA hai / usameM bhI jina guru ne viziSTa upakAra kiyA ho, unake prati vizeSa samarpita rahanA cAhiye / * paMca parameSThI meM arihaMta evaM siddha parama guru haiM / AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu guru haiM / guru anupasthita hoM athavA guru hamase alpa buddhivAle hoM to bhI samarpaNa se kArya hotA hI hai / ekalavya ne miTTI ke putale ke dvArA hI samarpaNa se saphalatA prApta kara lI thii| pU. jaMbUvijayajI ma. ko apane guru pU. bhuvanavijayajI ma. para kaisI bhakti hai ? darzana karane ke lie jAnA ho taba bhI unake phoTo se AjJA lekara jAte haiM aura darzana karane ke pazcAt bhI phoTo ke samakSa kahate haiM - 'maiM darzana karake A gayA / ' sthApanAcArya ke prati bhI aisA hI bhAva / kadAcit gira jAyai to usI dina ve upavAsa karate haiM / aise anya bhI aneka mahAtmA hoMge / yaha to mere anubhava meM AI huI bAta maiM kahatA hUM / apane guru kI smRti meM 40 varSoM se Aja bhI ve prati mAha aTThama karate haiM / guru kI sahAyatA milatI hai, usa prakAra unheM satata anubhUti hotI rahatI hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300woooooooooooooo00 193)
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________________ kRtajJatA adhika hotI hai usa prakAra guNa-prApti adhika hotI guNa-prApti kA mUla kRtajJatA hai / upakArI ko nitya smaraNa kareM to guNoM kI vRddhi hotI hai / pU. kalApUrNasUriMjI kahate haiM : 'jinake pAsa adhyayana kiyA hai, una sabako maiM nitya yAda karatA hUM / ' Apa kitanoM ko yAda karate haiM ? Atma-vikAsa hetu yogyatA prApta karane kI AvazyakatA hai| yogyatA bar3hane ke sAtha yogya vastueM prApta hotI hI rahatI hai| kadAcit vyakti upasthita na ho to divyakRpA utaratI hI hai / thoDI-bahuta sahAyatA bhI jinhoM ne kI ho, unheM yAda karake yadi navakAra gineMge to navakAra meM bhI zakti bar3hI huI pratIta hogI / pUjya dhurandharavijayajI ma. : mere parama upakArI gurudeva pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kI sevA meM rahane vAle paM. vajrasenavijayajI ne eka majedAra bAta kahI / bAta gurujanoM ke prati kRtajJatA kI hai / __ girivihAra meM caturvidha saMgha kI adbhuta bhakti hotI hai jisake preraka guru the / apane guru kI bhAvanA sAkAra karane ke lie unhoM ne yaha kArya uThAyA / bhaviSya meM tIna rUpayoM ke sthAna para bhojana meM eka hI rUpayA liyA jAyegA / yaha hai guru-bhakti kA utkRSTa udAharaNa / aba sadguru svarUpa evaM svarUpa-ramaNatA meM lIna pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI vaktavya deMge / pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI mahArAja : (sabako bAraha navakAra ginane kI pUjyazrI kI ora se sUcanA dI gaI / ) * gata ravivAra ko guru-tattva para vicAra kiyA gayA / Aja bhI isa viSaya meM aneka mahAtmA isakA rahasya batAyeMge / ___pAMco parameSThI guru haiM / isIlie ye paMca gurumaMtra bhI kahalAte haiM / ye pAMca parama maMgalarUpa haiM / ye jaga kA maMgala karane ke lie baMdhe hue haiN| (194 0mmommonsooooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ aisA kahane kI apekSA unakA aisA svabhAva hai yaha kahanA adhika ThIka ginA jAyegA / ye pAMco the, haiM aura raheMge / inake AdhAra para hI AdhyAtmika jIvana jiyA jA sakatA hai / unameM se jJAta evaM ajJAta ke upakAra bhI svIkAra karane haiM / adRSTa guru anantAnanta haiM, aisA siddhacakra pUjana meM hama jAnate haiM / kisI bhI janma meM tanika bhI upadeza diyA ho, mitra banakara mArgadarzana bhI diyA ho, ve bhI apane guru gine jAte haiM / ve yadi bhUla jAyeM to jJAna bhUla jAyeM / yadi dharma nahIM khoyA ho to deva-guru ko bhUleM nahIM / anya darzanoM meM bhI kahA hai : 'prabhu ! ApakA smaraNa hI sampatti aura vismaraNa hI vipatti hai / / gautama svAmI ko saMsAra mahAn mAnatA hai, parantu ve svayaM to guru mahAvIra ke caraNoM meM hI lIna haiM / tApasoM ne jaba gautama svAmI ke muMha se guru mahAvIra deva kI bAta sunI taba ve stabdha ho gaye / kevalajJAnI bane tApasa bhI pIche aura chadmastha gautama Age / yaha hai guru kA bahumAna / haribhadrasUrijI ne 1444 grantha guru ko samarpita kiye / eka upakArI sAdhvIjI yAkinI mahattarA ko ve kadApi nahIM bhUle / unhoM ne pratyeka grantha meM dharma-mAtA ke rUpa meM unakA ullekha kiyA hai / abhI vajrasena vijayajI ne apane guru kA nahIM parantu jambUvijayajI kA udAharaNa diyaa| unake gurudeva pUjya paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI mahArAja kaise mahAn the, vaha hameM patA hai / ___ 'guru dIvo guru devatA, guru viNa ghora aMdhAra / ' aMdherI guphA meM dhAtuvAdI praviSTa hoM aura vahAM dIpaka bujha jAye to kyA dazA ho ? aisI hI dazA guru ko chor3a dene para hamArI hotI hai| bhavabhava bhaTakane kA kAraNa yahI hai| guru mile hoMge, parantu hama samarpita nahIM hue hoM / ___ 'hou me eehiM saMjogo / ' / 'mujhe aise guru kA saMyoga ho / ' kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wastessonsomwwwwwwwwwcom 195)
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________________ maiM unakI sevA ke yogya banUM, maiM unake vacanoM kA pAlana karane vAlA banUM aura niraticAra pAlana karake unheM batAnevAlA banUM / . - paMcasUtra aisA kareMge to hI ArAdhaka baneMge / * yahAM kaise Ananda se saba mahAtmA milate haiM ? kevala ravivAra ko hI nahIM, hama to lagabhaga kahIM na kahIM nitya mila jAte haiM / hRdaya kA prema bhAva isa prakAra saMgha meM bar3he to hI unnati hogI / bAkI saMgha meM koI kamI nahIM hai / zaktiyAM saMgaThita baneM yahI Avazyaka haiM / guru-bhakti ke sambandha meM jo suno, usa para amala kareM / Aja bhI aise zrAvaka haiM jo kahate haiM - 'guru vacana tahatti / ' kabhI kumArapAla vI. zAha ko pUche / guptarUpa se karor3o rUpayoM kA kArya karane vAle guru-bhakta kitane haiM ? chipe ratna hamAre caturvidha saMgha meM haiM / isIlie ratnoM kI khAna-tulya saMgha kA Aja bhI jayajayakAra ho rahA hai| guru-bhakti kA sAkSAt prabhAva yahAM bhI anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai / isI bhava meM bhagavAna ke darzana kiye jA sakate haiM / pU. haribhadrasUrijI aisI bAta (guru-bhakti prabhAvena) kahAM se lAye ? siddhAntoM ke akSaroM ke binA to aisI bAta hotI nahIM / unheM 'paMcasUtra' meM se ye akSara mile : guru-bahumANo mokkho / guru evaM bhagavAna eka hI haiM / guru ko samarpita hote ho, ataH vyakti ko nahIM, bhagavAna ko hI samapita hote hoM; kyoMki guru bhagavAna ke dvArA hI sthApita haiM / samApatti dhyAna ke dvArA Aja bhI bhagavAna ke darzana ho sakate haiM / aisA vyakti svayaM bhagavAna banatA hai athavA bhagavAna ke pAsa pahuMcatA hai| sabhI sAdhu-sAdhvI sva-guru ke prati Adara rakheM aura bhakti meM vRddhi kareM to rukA huA Atma-vikAsa tIvra vega se calatA (196 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ darzanamoha, mAna, kaSAya Adi guru-bhakti meM rukAvaTa karate haiN| paM. vajrasenavijayajI ne kahA usa prakAra guru-bhakti ke prabhAva se 'ahaM' naSTa ho jAtA hai / dharmarAjA kA bhavana namaskAra para khar3A hai / moharAjA kA bhavana ahaM para khar3A hai / ahaM para jhaTakA lagate hI basa, saMsAra kA samagra bhavana dharAzAyI ho jAtA hai / - 'lalita vistarA' (parama teja) par3ho to guru evaM parama guru kI bhakti bar3hegI, samarpaNa-bhAva meM vRddhi hogI / saba ke hRdaya meM aisI bhakti kA pariNamana ho aisI abhilASA pUjya dhurandharavijayajI ma.: guru ke prati tIvra bahumAna hI mokSa hai / isase hI moha kA kSaya hotA hai / maitrI prabhu ke anugraha ke binA nahIM milatI / prabhu kA anugraha guru ke anugraha ke binA nahIM milatA, aisI bAteM hamane pUjyazrI se sunI / aba pUjya bhadrasUrijI ke AjIvana antevAsI pUjya OMkArasUrijI ke AjIvana antevAsI pUjya yazovijayasUrijI : prArthanA sUtra 'jayavIyarAya' meM prabhu ke samakSa nitya doharAte haiN| ___ 'suhagurujogo / ' prabhu ! tU mujhe sadguru kA yoga karA de / mere samagra astitva kA jur3Ava jaba taka sadguru ke sAtha na ho taba taka jIvana kA artha nahIM hai| yaha viralatama ghaTanA hai| sadguru eka khir3akI hai, jisake dvArA parama kA asIma AkAza dekhA jA sakatA hai / khir3akI evaM alamArI bAhara se samAna pratIta hotI haiM, parantu kholane para patA lagatA hai| jisake pIche dIvAra ho vaha alamArI, jisake pIche khAlI ho vaha khir3akI hai / jo bhItara se zUnya bana gaye haiM ve sadguru haiM / ho sakatA hai ki pU. hemacandrasUrijI athavA pU. haribhadrasUrijI ke samaya meM bhI hama hoM, parantu una sadguru ke sAtha jur3Ava nahIM thA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300000000000000000000 197)
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________________ sadguru ke dvArA hI parama guru milate haiM / sadaguru ke caraNoM meM sira jhukAne ke pazcAt koI icchA nahIM rahatI / 'sadguru-caraNa binA mohe kachu nahIM bhAve / ' 'bhavasAgara aba sUkha gayA hai / phikara nahIM mohe taranana kI / mohe lAgI lagana guru caranana kI / ' -- mIrA sAgara sUkha jAye phira tairane kI AvazyakatA kyA ? eka sAdhaka ko sadguru kI talapa lagI; vaha sadguru ko DhUMDhane ke lie nikala par3A / jaMgala meM mile guru ko sAdhaka ne pUchA, 'mujhe sadguru kahAM mileMge / ' guru ne kahA, 'guru pratyeka ke lie nizcita haiM, yogya samaya para milate haiM / ve jaMgala meM amuka vRkSa kI DAlI ke nIce tujhe mileNge|' yaha sunate hI vaha daur3A / pAMca varSoM taka jaMgala meM bhaTakA, parantu kahIM patA nahIM lagA / guru haiM to vRkSa nahIM hai, vRkSa haiM to guru nahIM haiM / kahI merI samajha meM bhUla to nahIM hai| phira yAda AyA - ye hI guru vRkSa ke nIce the / punaH pAMca varSoM ke pazcAt ve hI guru vRkSa ke nIce mile / usa samaya bhI ve usI vRkSa ke nIce khar3e the| ziSya ne apanI vedanA vyakta kI - 'mujhe to patA nahIM thA guru ! Apako to patA thA na ? tanika kahanA to thA / pAMca-pAMca varSoM taka merI pAMvo kI kar3hI kara DAlI / ' 'mujhe pAMca varSoM taka tere lie eka sthAna para baiThA rahanA par3A usakA kyA ? usa samaya tere ziSyatva kI paripakvatA nahIM thii| usake binA sadguru kA yoga nahIM ho sakatA / ' guru ne kahA / sadguru kI prApti mahAn ghaTanA hai / araNika muni ko sadguru mile the / dopahara meM pAMva jale / unakA patana huA / yaha jAnate (198 on woman woom a kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ sAyA haiM / mAtA pAgala ho gaI / phira mAtA ke pAsa ve bole - 'terA abhAgA putra maiM hI huuN|' sAdhvI-mAtA bolI : 'cala guru ke pAsa / ' guru kA nAma par3ate hI araNika muni lauTa Aye, taba guru ne kucha bhI upAlambha nahIM diyA / guru jAnate haiM ki - 'prAtaHkAla kA bhUlA sAyaMkAla meM punaH lauTegA hI / ' guru kA sazakta hAtha par3A aura zakti prApta huI / 'vAsakSepa karo, vAsakSepa do' aisA bolA jAtA hai / 'vAsakSepa DAlo' aisA nahIM kahA jAtA / vAsakSepa ke dvArA guru kI zakti prApta hotI hai / __unhI araNika muni ne dhadhakatI zilA para saMthArA kara liyA / yaha zakti guru se hI milI thI / yaha jIvana kevala sadguru-yoga ke lie hI hai / yadi sampUrNa samarpitatA A jAye to jIvana maMgalamaya bana jAtA hai / pUjya dhurandharavijayajI ma. : Aja zIghratA na kareM, savA gyAraha baje taka baiThe / guru sAmane hI hote haiM, parantu hama unheM pahacAna nahIM pAte / isa zAsana meM kabhI bhI sadguru kI anupasthiti nahIM hotI, mAtra apanI pAtratA nahIM hotI / jahAM guru upasthita hoM vahAM bhagavAna hote hI haiN| pUjya vIraratnavijayajI : prabhu ne kevala jJAna se dekhakara sabhI ke lie mokSa-mArga batAyA hai| skUla meM kyA par3he the ? yAda hai ? mastiSka meM yAda ho aura usa mArga para caleM to guru ke AzIrvAda mila sakate haiM / hama choTe the taba varNamAlA sIkhIM thI - ka : kamala, kha : kharagoza, ga : gaNeza, gha : ghara ityaadi| 'ka' kA kamala kahatA hai ki jIvana kamala kI taraha jIo, anAsakta bhAva se jIo / kharagoza kI taraha tIvra gati se samaya calatA hai, samaya ko pakaDa lo / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 womowwwooooo00 199)
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________________ gaNeza : gaNa + Iza, gaNadharoM ko yAda karo / ghara : apane ghara mokSa ko yAda karo / hama ina sabako bhUla gaye aura hamane itanA hI yAda rakhA - ka : kamAnA, kha : khAnA, ga : gahanA banAnA, gha : ghara banAnA / (miTTI kA ghara banAnA) buddhimAna khar3A-khar3A hI ghara se nikala jAtA hai, kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai ki khar3e-khar3e nahIM nikaleMge to Ar3e hokara to nikalanA hI par3egA / pUjya dhurandharavijayajI ma. : eka prasaMga - guru : vatsa ! tujhe mujhase alaga honA hai / sAdhaka : Apako chor3a kara kahIM bhI nahIM jAUMgA / guru : merI AjJA pAlana karake eka hajAra mIla dUra jAegA to bhI tU mere pAsa hai / AjJA kA pAlana nahIM kiyA aura tU mere pAsa rahegA to bhI tU dUra hai / aisA guru kula-vAsa hI brahmacarya hai, aisA zAstroM meM ullekha hai / AgAmI ravivAra ko saMgha-bhakti para pravacana rahegA / nandalAlabhAI (dharmazAlA ke TrasTI) : pUjya AcArya bhagavan tathA samasta pUjyazrIyoM ko sAdara vandanA ! cAra-cAra ravivAroM se isa sthAna para jisa vAtAvaraNa kA sRjana huA hai, vaha bhArata bhara meM phaile, aisI bhAvanA hai / isakA mUla yahAM hone kA hameM gaurava hai| paryuSaNa mahAparva ke pazcAt bhI yahAM anuSThAnoM kA Ayojana ho vaisI apekSA rakhate haiM / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : pUjya AcAryazrI zAnticandrasUrijI ne adbhuta bAta batAI hai - 'te dhannA jesi hiyayammi guruo vasaMti te dhannANa vi dhannA guru-hiyayammi je vasaMti' guru ko Apa hRdaya meM basAo to Apa dhanya haiM parantu yadi jIvana ko dhanyatama banAnA ho to guru ke hRdaya meM nivAsa karanA par3egA / pratyeka vaktA ke pAsa bhinna-bhinna dRSTikoNa dekhane ko milA / (200 & 00000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ kabhI-kabhI choTe sAdhu ke pAsa bhI adbhuta bAta sunane ko mila jAtI hai / * vanaspatiyoM meM 'paropajIvI' nAmaka eka mAtra do-tIna iMca kI vanaspati hai| janma lene ke pazcAt adhika jIne kI usako tamannA hotI hai, parantu zakti nahIM hai| kareM kyA ? jIvana ko alpajIvI nahIM banAnA hai, dIrghajIvI banakara dhanya bananA hai / ___maiM to Upara pahuMca nahIM sakatA / vaha apane AsapAsa dRSTi DAlatA hai (AMkha nahIM hotI / yaha to mAtra apanI kalpanA hai) aura samIpastha bar3e vRkSa kI mUla meM lipaTa jAtA hai / mUla meM se saba cUsatA rahatA hai / vizAla vRkSa ke sabhI lAbha use prApta hote rahate haiM / ___ isa vRkSa kA dRSTAnta hama para ghaTita karanA hai / / (1) sAnnidhya : vaha nahIM chor3egA, chor3egA to mRtyu hai / (2) samIpatA : binA bheda-bhAva ke saghana nikaTatA karatA hai / (3) samagratA : apanA pUrA zarIra mUla ke sAtha ekameka kara DAlatA ye tIna mukhya niyama hai / isI se hI ukta vanaspati dIrgha kAla taka raha sakatI hai / vartamAna kAla meM hama bhI isa vanaspati ke samAna tuccha haiM / jo mUla parama (guru) ke sAtha jur3A huA ho, use pakar3a leM to kAma ho jAye / Apako ApakI sAta pIDhiyoM ke nAma zAyada hI yAda hoMge / hama bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI taka kI pIDhiyoM ke nAma ginA sakate haiM / anta meM AkhirI nAma bhagavAna kA AtA hai / ye sabhI guru bhagavAna ke sAtha jur3e hue haiM / yadi guru ke sAtha jur3a jAyeM; sAnnidhya, sAmIpya evaM samagratA - ina tInoM ko apanA leM to bhagavAna kI vaha zakti Aja bhI prApta kara sakate haiM / pUjya AcAryazrI navaratnasAgarasUrijI : trikAlAbAdhita zAsana ke zaraNa meM Aye binA kalyANa nahIM hai / bhagavAna bhI jisa tattva ke binA zAsana nahIM sthApita kara sakeM vaha guru tattva hai / adbhuta hai yaha guru-tattva ! kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 0000000000000000 201)
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________________ * guru ke katipaya paryAyavAcI zabda : guru : 'gu' arthAt ajJAna, 'ru' arthAt ulIcane vAlA, ajJAna ko ulIcatA hai vaha guru hai / bhikkhu : jo karma ko bhedatA hai vaha / yati : yatanA ke dvArA jo tira jAye vaha / saMyata : jo samyak prakAra se yama-niyamoM Adi kI dhAraNA karake tattva prakAzita karatA hai vaha / aNagAra : jisako ghara. nahIM hai vaha / ghara arthAt cha: kAya kA kUTA / saMsAra kA mUla Arambha hai / Arambha kA anta karane vAle kA nAma aNagAra hai / muni : mauna rahe vaha muni / athavA jagat - tattvoM kA manana karatA hai vaha muni hai / pratyeka zabda meM kaise artha haiM ? tattvatrayI meM guru madhya meM hai| - pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI madhya meM haiM, mahattvapUrNa madhya meM baiThate tIna lokoM meM mahattvapUrNa mRtyuloka madhya meM hai| mana-vacana-kAyA meM mahattvapUrNa vacana madhya meM hai, jisase paropakAra ho sakatA hai / guru nahIM ho to zAsana nahIM calegA / eka lAkha pUrva ke dIkSA paryAya meM eka hajAra evaM 89 pakSa nyUna zAsana AdinAtha bhagavAna ne calAyA, parantu zeSa Adhe cauthe Are taka zAsana kisake kAraNa calA ? nave evaM dasave tIrthaMkaro ke madhya guru nahIM the, ataH zAsana vicchinna huA / * ilAcI-putra naTanI ke pIche dIvAnA thA, parantu guru ke darzana karane se kevala jJAna pA gayA / guru ke darzana meM kitanI zakti hai ? sunA hai ki vartamAna kAla meM pUjya bhuvanabhAnusUrijI ke AcAryazrI jagaccandrasUrijI ke saMsArI jyeSTha bhrAtA pUrva janma meM murge the / use kasAI kATa rahA thA / koI bacAne vAlA nahIM thA / (202 00000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ mArga meM calate hue muni ko usane dekhA aura usa kasAI ne use kATa DAlA / antima samaya meM jaina muni ke darzana se usakA jaina kula meM janma huA / tIrthaMkara pada bhI guru-pada kI ArAdhanA se hI prApta hotA hai / guru bhagavaMto ne zAsana calAne ke lie kitanA-kitanA sahana kiyA hai ? eka-do prasaMga batAtA hUM - zAsana kI badanAmI (apakIrti) rokane ke lie, yaha pAlItAnA jinake nAma se basA huA hai, ve pAdaliptasUrijI jIvita jalane ke lie taiyAra ho gaye the / taraMgavaI lolA ke lie sAhityacorI kA Aropa thA / use miTAne ke lie unheM aisA karanA par3A / yadyapi usa paNDita ko pazcAtApa huA aura AcArya bhagavan baca gaye / __ zAsana kI apakIrti rokane ke lie hI kAlakAcArya ne apanI mRtyu ko nimaMtraNa diyA thA / aise guru bhagavan mile haiM to unakI samucita ArAdhanA kara leM / aise guru kA kyA varNana kareM ? ___ 'saba dharatI kAgaja karo, kalama karo vanarAI / saba samudra syAhI karo, guru-guNa likhyA na jAI / ' zrIkRSNa ne guru-vandana ke dvArA hI sAta narakoM meM se cAra ke pApoM kA kSaya kiyA thA tathA tIrthaMkara nAma-karma bAMdhA thA jise hama jAnate haiM / pUjya dhurandharavijayajI ma. : guru kA sAnnidhya mile utanA kama / ataH isa sAnnidhya ko Apa chor3eM nahIM / pUjyazrI hIravijayasUrijI ke pIche usa kAla meM saMgha pAgala thA / usa samaya pratyeka nagara meM karor3apati the / guruoM ke bahumAna se hI Aja lakSmI bar3hI huI pratIta hotI hai / kumArapAlabhAI gurukRpA ke utkRSTa udAharaNa haiM / kumArapAla vI. zAha : vaktavya nahIM denA hai / eka bAta kaha dUM / pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ke darzanArtha hama Aye haiM / zravaNa karane ko nahIM milA ho, kama athavA AdhA milA ho to bhI santoSa kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3WOOOOOB H B00 203)
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________________ hai / darzana se dRSTi dhanya ho gaI hai / abhI pU. AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ne mujhe kahA : 'khar3e ho jAo, aura vaha dRzya dekho to sahI / ' bhagavAnazrI kRSNa kA ratha vRndAvana meM AyA aura gopiyoM Adi daur3I AI / ratha meM se bhagavAna nahIM utare / kevala sArathI utarA to bhI saba dhanya ho gaye / prabhu ! cAhe Apa nahIM Aye / bhagavAna ke darzana karake Aye bhakta ke darzana se bhI hama dhanya hue haiM / hama bhI pUjyazrI ko yahI kahanA cAhate haiM / itanI bar3I sabhA meM bolane kI icchA bahuta hotI hai, parantu ukta lAlaca ko roka kara rakhatA huuN| pUjya guru bhagavaMto ko mujhe eka hI bAta karanI hai - he guru bhagavanto ! hama guru kI sevA karane meM kamajora siddha na hoM yA vilamba na ho jAyeM, aise AzIrvAda deM / prakAza dAr3hI : AgAmI ravivAra ko pUjyazrI giri-vihAra jAyeMge / giri-vihAra meM bhojana ke lie tIna meM se kevala eka hI rUpayA nizcita hogA / ghI-dUdha bhI DerI ke nahIM, parantu zuddha diye jAyeMge / ___indriyoM ke sukha kI to kaI bAra anubhUti huI hai, parantu indriyAtIta sukha kA kadApi AsvAdana nahIM huA / - sAdhvI mahAprajJAzrI prabhu ke prati bhakti kI masti pustaka ke pratyeka zabda meM utarI hai| - sAdhvI akSayaratnAzrI. (204 00oooooooooooooooos kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ - aura VIDEain RINAMEDAINimbu RAMA RATHARTIME Haruwatara ImyaMISTARTENMaths Maferiagsawake. tanieya S Tamanna admanaSSIONAL RSONAMASOMANSURANCE padavI prasaMga, surata, vi.saM. 2055 - 13-8-2000, ravivAra sAvana zuklA dvitIya-13 * kAla kI apekSA se bhAva tIrthaMkara sabase kama samaya taka upakAra karate haiM, parantu yaha utanA utkRSTa hotA hai ki unake jAne ke pazcAt bhI usa upakAra kI dhArA calatI rahatI hai / thor3A samaya hone para bhI yaha mahattvapUrNa hai / yadi yaha nahIM ho to nAma, sthApanA bhI kahAM kArya karane vAle the? nAma kisakA ? sthApanA kisakI ? sabakA mUla bhAva tIrthaMkara hai / * sAdhu hI nahIM, zAsana meM sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA bhI upakAra karate rahate haiM / sAdhvIjI ke dvArA pratibodhita bhI mokSa meM jAte haiM / zrAvaka-zrAvikA se bhI pratibodha hotA hai / zrAvaka subuddhi mantrI se pratibodhita vaha rAjA jaina dharmI banA thA / dekheM jJAtA dharmakathA sUtra / * tApI athavA narmadA nadiyoM ke pula para maiM calatA thA taba vicAra AtA thA ki oha ! itanA choTA pula nahIM hotA to? yA nAva na hotI to ? choTA pula yA choTI nAva kitanA baDA upakAra karate haiM ? kahe 3ooooooooooog00 205
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________________ nadI cAhe bhayaMkara ho, pula para calane vAle ko bhaya nahIM hai| majabUta nAva para baiThane vAle ko bhaya nahIM hai| saMsAra cAhe bhayaMkara ho, parantu usake zAsana meM baiThane vAle ko bhaya nahIM hai / bhagavAna svamI hai, guru nAvika hai, hama baiThane vAle haiM / bhagavAna kahIM bhI gaye hI nahIM haiM / kevala bhautika deha hI adRzya huI hai / zakti ke rUpa meM to bhagavAna yahIM haiM / (gAya ke Agamana se AvAja huI) kyA gAya ke jitanA anuzAsana bhI hamameM hai ? rApara meM sthaMDila bhUmi se maiM lauTa rahA thA / bAjAra meM bhArI bhIr3a thI / eka mahilA choTI bAlikA ko lekara jA rahI thI / pIche se bar3A baila evaM gAya daur3ate hue A rahe the, parantu bAlikA ko dekhate hI ve ruka gaye / pATana meM gAya dauDa rahI thI / bIca meM bAlikA A gaI to usa para paira na rakhakara vaha kUda gaI / isa prakAra kyA hama dekha kara calate haiM ? Apa kaheMge : bhuja meM Apako gAya ne dhakkA kyoM lagAyA ? eka spaSTIkaraNa karane deM / gAya ne dhakkA nahIM diyA / kahIM sthAna nahIM milane se vaha mAtra vahAM se nikalI thI / usane merA sparza nahIM kiyA, parantu usake nimitta se dhakkA lagane ke kAraNa maiM gira par3A / gAya kA mujhe dhakkA lagAne kA koI irAdA nahIM thA / * pula ho parantu usa para nahIM cale to nadI ko pAra nahIM kara sakeMge / prabhu kA zAsana vidyamAna hote hue bhI yadi usakA Alambana nahIM leM to saMsAra pAra nahIM kara sakate / bhUtakAla meM aneka bAra zAsana milA hogA, parantu hama usakI zaraNa meM gaye nahIM hoMge, isIlie bhaTakate haiM na ? * jaina darzana kevala mAnasika dhyAna ko hI nahIM mAnatA, vAcika-kAyika dhyAna bhI mAnatA hai aura vaha pravRtti evaM nivRtti rUpa bhI hotA hai / (206 800mmooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ isa mana ko sIdhA zUnya nahIM banAnA hai / nirvikalpa kI isa samaya kI bAteM khataranAka haiM / sarva prathama azubha vicAroM ko rokeM / mana to atyanta sundara sAdhana hai / use zUnya nahIM banA kara, usakA sundara upayoga karanA hai / zUnya mana se jina pApoM kA kSaya hotA hai, usakI apekSA zubha vicAroM se pUrNa baneM, tAki adhika pApoM kA kSaya hogA / prArambha meM isI prakAra se sAdhanA karanI hai| hAM, agalI bhUmikA milane para mana svayaM hI haTa jAyegA, hameM haTAnA nahIM par3egA / Upara jAne para sIr3hiyAM nIce raha hI jAtI haiM na ? sIr3hiyoM ko pUrNataH chor3anA nahIM hai, unakI nindA bhI nahIM karanI hai / dhyAna dazA meM se punaH nIce to AnA hI par3egA, taba mana kI AvazyakatA hogI hI na ? * mArgAnusArI ke guNoM ke binA zrAvaka nahIM banA jA sakatA / zrAvaka ke guNoM ke binA sAdhu nahIM banA jAtA / sAdhu ke guNoM ke binA kSapakazreNI nahIM maMDatI / yahAM to kramazaH hI car3hA jAtA hai / bIca meM se praveza nahIM ho sakatA / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : kyA bIca meM ghusA nahIM jAtA ? pUjya zrI : bIca meM ghusa gaye haiM, isIlie yaha kaSTa utpanna ho gayA hai / vyavahAra se yaha saba mila gayA hai / nizcaya se kahAM haiM ? yaha hama jAnate haiM yA bhagavAna jAnate haiM / * sAdhanA meM yoga-bIja hai 'jineSu kuzalaM cittaM ' prabhu ke prati jise prema ho, use guru evaM zAstroM ke prati prema hotA hI hai / aisA vyakti guru se vAcanA zravaNa karatA hai, Agama likhatA hai likhavAtA hai aura unakA pracAra karatA hai / ye samasta lakSaNa usameM dRSTigocara hone lagate haiM / - sarva prathama yoga - bIja cAhiye / prabhu ke prati prema / eka mAtra prabhu - prema kA bIja par3a gayA to dharma kA ghaTAdAra baragada hone meM vilamba nahIM lagegA / ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 000000000000 207
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________________ * prathama apUrvakaraNa samyaktva kI prApti ke samaya hotA hai / sAmarthya yoga kA varNana karate samaya samyaktva kI bAta isalie kI jAtI hai ki jisase siMhAvalokana ho sakatA hai aura hamArI sAdhanA kA ucita nirIkSaNa ho sakatA hai / ___ yaha nirIkSaNa bhI anya kA nahIM, parantu apanA hI kareM, anyathA to punaH gar3abar3I ho jAyegI / __ cAkU Apake hAtha meM hai, aba anya ko denA hai to kaise doge ? cAkU kA hAthA sAmane vAle ke hAtha meM Aye usa taraha hI diyA jAtA hai na ? __ apane pAsa rakhane kI bAta alaga hai| anya ko dete samaya dRSTikoNa alaga hai| yahIM bAta yahAM lAgU karanI hai / yoM to maitrI-pramoda Adi svayaM para kyA kama haiM ? sarvAdhika pramoda apane guNoM para hai hI / sarvAdhika karuNA apane duHkhoM para hai hI / / sarvAdhika madhyasthatA apane durguNoM para hai hI / parantu aba yaha dRSTikoNa badalanA hai / / anya para karanA ho vaha svayaM para kara rahe haiM aura svayaM para karanA ho vaha anya para kara rahe haiM / hama pAMva meM pahanane ke jUte sira para aura sira kI TopI pAMvoM meM DAla rahe haiM / yahI apanI karuNatA hai / * sAmarthya yoga avAcya hai, yaha anubhava-gamya hai / yadi vaha zabdagamya ho to anubhavagamya nahIM kahA jAyegA / anubhava gamyatA hI use kahA jAtA hai jise varNana se prApta nahIM kiyA jA sake / isIlie isakA varNana yahAM nahIM kiyA / sambhava ho utanA kaha kara zeSa ke lie 'avAcya' kaha diyA / * dhyAna-vicAra' meM do zabda vizeSa Ate haiM : (1) karaNa, (2) bhavana karaNa meM zikSaNa se prApta hotA hai / bhavana meM sahajatA se prApta hotA hai / [208 0oooooooooooooooo00 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ marudevI mAtA koI zikSA prApta karane ke lie nahIM gaye the, phira bhI kevalI bana gaye, vaha bhavana yoga thA / parantu adhikatara jIva guru ke pAsa zikSA prApta karake hI kevala jJAna prApta karate haiM / marudevI jaise to koI virala hI hote hai| * prathama apUrvakaraNa huA hai yA nahIM, yaha hameM sva meM dekhane kI vizeSa AvazyakatA hai / isa bindu para maiM vizeSa bala detA hUM kyoMki mokSa meM jAne kI mujhe zIghratA hai / parantu maiM Apako chor3a kara kaise jAUM ? * yahAM acchA hai vaha bhagavAna kA hai / ucita nahIM ho vaha merA hai / * paMca parameSThiyoM meM pUjya kA krama arihanta se prArambha hotA hai, parantu sAdhanA ke krama meM prathama sAdhu Ate haiM, arthAt pahale sAdhu bananA par3atA hai / bhagavAna kI vANI 'parA' meM se nikalatI hai, pazyantI, madhyamA meM se gujaratI huI 'vaikharI' bana kara nikalatI hai / parantu sIkhate samaya vaikharI vANI prathama AtI hai / guru pATha dete hai vaha vaikharI vANI kA prayoga karate hai / Apa skUla jAyeM aura guru aura Apa donoM mauna raho to kyA paDhAI ho sakegI ? vaikharI vANI kA mahAna upakAra hai| bhagavAna yadi boleM nahIM to kyA upakAra hotA hai ? bhagavAna bolate haiM vaha vaikharI vANI hai / guru yadi nahIM boleM to kyA hogA ? jo guru boleM, vaha yadi Apako pasanda na Aye yaha ThIka hai, parantu usake binA kahAM ThikAnA par3ane vAlA hai ? yaha guru kA mahattva samajhAne ke lie hI do ravivAra gurutattva ke lie rakhe the / kadAcit Apa guru kA vinaya nahIM kareM, parantu AzAtanA to kadApi mata karanA / A... zAtanA... cAroM ora se guNoM kA nAza karade vaha AzAtanA hai / guru kA virodha karane kI icchA ho jAye taba yaha yAda karanA / . guru kI AzAtanA bhagavAna kI AzAtanA hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300mmonsoonsmoooo00 209)
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________________ pUjya paM. kalpataruvijayajI ma. : guru-tattva ke prati bahumAna ho, parantu apane vyaktigata guru ke prati bahumAna na ho, aisA nahIM calegA ? pUjyazrI : jise samasta guruoM para prema ho gayA use svaguru ke prati prema na ho aisA hotA hI nahIM hai / eka tIrthaMkara kI AzAtanA sabakI AzAtanA hai / eka guru kI AzAtanA samasta guruoM kI AzAtanA hai / sannipAta kA rogI cAhe jaise bole to bhI vaidya usa para krodhita nahIM hotA / usa prakAra aise uddhata para guru krodhita nahIM hote / bar3I dIkSA se pUrva pUjya AcArya bhagavan mile / cAra prakaraNa Adi ho cuke / maiMne pUchA - aba kyA karUM? pU. AcArya bhagavanta : sindUra prakara karo / turanta maiMne 'tahati' kahA / bhagavatI meM zataka pUrNa hone para anta meM AtA hai - 'sevaM bhaMte, sevaM bhaMte / ' prabhu Apa kahate haiM vaisA hI hai| isakA nAma svIkAra hai / aisI zraddhA Ane para AstikatA AtI hai| AstikatA Ane para sva kI taraha anya kA jIvatva bhI svIkAra kiyA jAtA hai aura usakA duHkha svayaM ko lagatA hai| pAMva meM kAMTA lage to sira ko kyA ? hameM kyA ? yaha mAna kara hama usakI upekSA karate nahIM haiM, usa prakAra dUsaroM kI pIr3A kI upekSA nahIM ho sakatI, kyoMki sabake sAtha hama jur3e hue haiM / para dayA : appa dayA para pIr3A : appa pIr3A para hiMsA : appa hiMsA jIva vaho : appa vaho ye Agama-sUtra yahI bAta kahate haiM / Apa dUsaroM ko kaThora boleMge to yaha Apako hI phalegA / eka sajjana kala Aye the / kamara se nIce kA bhAga zUnya thA / bhayaMkara vedanA thI / bole : 'maiMne kisI ko pIr3A nahIM dI / aisA kyoM ?' [210noonomoooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri-3)
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________________ 'isa janma meM nahIM to pichale janma meM hamane pIr3A dI hI hogI / isakA hI yaha phala hai|' aisA use samajhAnA par3A / aisI vicAradhArA se anukampA AtI hai| anukampA do prakAra kI hotI hai - dravya anukampA, bhAva anukampA / dravya-prANa kI rakSA dravya anukampA hai / bhAva-prANa kI rakSA bhAva anukampA hai / kisI kI deha kI pIr3A ke lie sahAnubhUti batAnA dravya anukampA hai / usa prakAra usake abhimAna Adi doSoM ke lie dayA socanA bhAva anukampA hai / bicArI guNahIna AtmA kA kyA hogA ? ___ anukampA Ane para aise guNahIna evaM doSa-pUrNa saMsAra se chUTane kA aura guNa pUrNa doSahIna mukti meM jAne kI icchA hotI hI hai| yahI saMvega - nirveda kahalAtA hai| ina sabake phala svarUpa 'zama' milatA hai / ye samyagdarzana ke lakSaNa haiM / yaha samyagdarzana prApta karake sabhI mukti prApta kareM / yaha pustaka to AgamoM ke rahasyoM kA khajAnA hai| pratyeka pRSTha par3hate samaya mana-mayUra nRtya kara uThatA hai| - sAdhvI mokSadarzitAzrI pUjyazrI ke hRdaya meM... are, raga-raga meM kaisI adbhuta jina-bhakti basI hai, jisakI anubhUti yaha pustaka par3hane se huI / - sAdhvI saMvegarasAzrI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300 aoooooooooooo00 211)
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________________ KEHAROR.au Rega saMvarajI.hA.JApapasAthe &ApaNa - 2 zrI stara sarovarajI ma.sA." kopayutavamalasezvara jIma.sA. #ana. AT kortisena surakivara jI ma.sA | zIvAda ji. bhAtarAMndrasTIvarajI ma.sA. che 249 PAAra aba vitarahela SAMSARDHARATANE Si80500RNWARINIVASISAIRSSIRRIO pU. yazovijayasUrijI ke sAtha, vi.saM. 2056, pAlitAnA 15-8-2000, maMgalavAra sAvana zuklA-15 * bhUkhe ko bhojana, pyAse ko pAnI, vastrahIna ko vastra aura AvAsa-hIna ko AvAsa dene vAlA upakArI ginA jAtA hai, to dharma pradAna karane vAle bhagavAna kitane upakArI gine jAyeMge ? unake upakAra kI koI sImA nahIM hai / yadi isa dharma kA pAlana kareM to yaha avyAbAdha sukha kI gAraNTI detA hai / isa dharma ke praNetA bhagavAna kA upakAra kitanA hai ? 'apuvvo kappapAyavo' yaha dharma apUrva kalpavRkSa, apUrva cintAmaNi hai| durgati meM jAne vAle ko bacAkara sadgati meM sthApita karane vAle aise dharma ke udgAtA bhagavAna kA upakAra kitanA hai ? upakAroM kA yaha RNa kaise cukAyA jA sakegA ? jo kucha kareM vaha bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM samarpita kareM / munIma seTha ko sauMpe, sainika rAjA ko sauMpe, guru ziSya ko sauMpe; usa prakAra bhakta sarvasva bhagavAna ko sauMpe / tapa, japa, svAdhyAya Adi saba bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM rakhanA hai / 'guhyAtiguhyagoptA tvaM gRhANA'smatkRtaM japam / ' - zakrastava | 212 TAGRAM Monitorica kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ haribhadrasUrijI yahI kahate haiM : mujhe hI nahIM, isa grantha-racanA ke dvArA sabako phala mile / Apa bhojana karo to tRpti milegI hI / isameM mAMganA nahIM par3atA ki he bhojana ! tU mujhe tRpti de / __ isa prakAra Apa dharma kareM to Apako phala milegA hI / mAMgane kI AvazyakatA hI nahIM hai / mAtra anya ke lie Apa bhalA cAheM / aise karuNAzIla haribhadrasUrijI kA nAma mujhe pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ke dvArA vi. saMvat 2013 meM mAMDavI meM milA thA / phira to itanA rasa utpanna huA ki jitanA baiThatA utanA guru ke mukha se lekara biThAtA / prArambha meM vaise bhI sUtra ke rUpa meM AtA hai, tatpazcAt artha Ate haiM aura phira tadubhaya ke rUpa meM tathA aidaMparya ke rUpa meM to bhagavAna kI kRpA se hI AtA hai / mere zrama se mujhe milA ho vaisA nahIM lagatA / bhagavAna ne kRpA-vRSTi kI aura mujhe milA yahI lagatA hai| yadi haribhadrasUri para bahumAna bar3hegA to hI isa grantha kA hArda hameM samajha meM AyegA / aisA hArda samajha meM AyegA ki eka grantha se aneka granthoM kA tAlA khula jAyegA / abhI 'lalita vistarA' meM sAmarthya yoga cala rahA hai, jisake tAttvika evaM atAttvika do bheda haiM / hama sabako atAttvika sAmarthya yoga mila hI gayA hai, kyoMki ghara Adi kA parityAga kiyA haiN| gRhastha jIvana meM nizcala dhyAna nahIM ho sakatA kyoMki vaisA vAtAvaraNa ghara meM jamatA hI nahIM / mujhe aisI preraNA nahIM milI hotI to maiM ghara meM hI rahA hotA / yahAM bAhya vAtAvaraNa, bAhya tapa Adi kitane sahAyaka hote haiM ? . bAhya tapa abhyantara tapa ko bar3hAne vAlA hai / bAhya tapa nikAla dene jaisA nahIM hai / jisa dina upavAsa kiyA huA ho usa dina dhyAna Adi meM atyanta hI mana lagatA hai, aisA maiM apane anubhava se kaha sakatA hUM / isa bAhya tapa kI upekSA na kareM / . abhyantara tapa ke lakSya binA kA bAhya tapa saphala nahIM hotA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 90066650mm BOOBB00 213)
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________________ "koI pati-raMjana ati ghaNuM tapa kare re' usa prakAra tapa nahIM karanA hai, IrSyA athavA pratiyogI ke rUpa meM bhI tapa nahIM karanA. hai| yuvAnI ke joza meM ho jAye, parantu usake bAda pariNAma acchA nahIM AtA / yaha bAta isalie yAda AI ki Aja eka sAdhvIjI pUchane ke lie Aye ki 51 ho cuke hai, Age karUM ? deha kSINa evaM azakta dekha kara AjJA dene kA mana nahIM huA / hameM anubhava hai ki eka sAdhvIjI 68 upavAsa karane gaye to Aja bhI unakA svAsthya kharAba hai| isa prakAra tapa nahIM kiyA jAtA / __ 'tadeva hi tapaH kArya, durthyAnaM yatra no bhavet / yena yogA na hIyante, kSIyante nendriyANi ca // ' - jJAnasAra yaha bAta acchI taraha samajha leM / zarIra azva hai / ise bAhya tapa kA prazikSaNa denA hai, parantu kucalanA nahIM hai / zakti se adhika karake kucalanA nahIM hai| isI lie pratyeka sthAna para 'yathAzakti' zabda kA prayoga kiyA jAtA hai / yahAM bhI likhA hai - 'yathAzaktyapramAdinaH / ' * 'nANaM ca daMsaNaM ceva, carittaM ca tavo tahA / vIriyaM uvaogo ya, eaM jIvassa lakkhaNaM // ' ye jIva ke lakSaNa haiM na ? yA isa pATa ke lakSaNa haiM ? gAthA kevala raTane-kaNThastha karane ke lie haiM ki jIvana meM utArane ke lie haiM ? dekho upA. mahArAja ke zabda : 'jihAM lage Atamadravyana, lakSaNa navi jANyu; tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhalUM, kima Ave tANyu ?' upAlambha dene kA merA svabhAva nahIM hai| yaha to mahApuruSoM ne jo likhA hai vaha kahatA hUM / yaha saba Apako isalie par3hAyA hai / sarva prathama Apa apanA svarUpa to pahacAneM / gRhasthoM ko 2140noooooooooooooooooo
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________________ to tIvratA se sikhAte hai, parantu kyA apane jIvana meM kabhI dRSTi karate haiM ? 'paropadeze pANDityaM' atyanta hI zIghratA karate haiN| hamAre khokhale zabdoM kA kitanA prabhAva hogA ? * 'adhyAtma-mata-parIkSA', 'adhyAtmopaniSad' Adi aneka granthoM kI zreNI upA. mahArAja ne khar3I kara dI / isase pratIta hotA hai ki unhoM ne apanI taraha eka miniTa bhI naSTa nahIM kI hogI / granthoM kI racanA kyoM kI ? ahaMkAra ke poSaNa ke lie nahIM, parantu paropakAra kI bhAvanA se, karuNA-bhAvanA se racanA kI gaI hai| kahIM likhA hai - svasmRtyartham - merI smRti ke lie / __ aise grantha kisI yogya vyakti ke hAtha meM A jAyeM to kAma ho jAye / unakA 'jJAnasAra' grantha devacandrajI ke hAtha meM AyA aura ve bola uThe - 'upAdhyAyajI to mere lie bhagavAna haiM / ' unheM vaha grantha adbhuta pratIta huA aura unhoM ne usa para 'jJAna maMjarI' TIkA bhI likhI / * hamAre sabhI anuSThAnoM ko saprANa banAne vAlI bhagavAna kI bhakti hai, jIvoM kI karuNA hai / caityavandana hama karate haiM, parantu cAhiye vaisA ullAsa nahIM hai / vaha prApta karane ke lie hama yaha grantha par3ha rahe haiM / tanika jJAna bar3hate hI hama kriyA meM zithila ho jAte haiM / pratikramaNa, paDilehaNa Adi karate haiM, parantu kabhI-kabhI begAra jaisA karate haiM / maiM bhI usameM zAmila hUM / pUjya paM. kalpataruvijayajI ma. : _ 'jJAnI zvAsocchvAsamAM kare karmano cheha; __ pUrva koDI varasA lage, ajJAnI kare teha / ' yaha bAta bhI AtI hai / / pUjyazrI : yaha satya hai parantu kauna sA jJAnI ? samitiyoM se samita tathA guptiyoM se gupta muni / vaha kadApi kriyA kI upekSA nahIM karegA / ... jJAna-darzana-cAritra-tapa ina cAroM ke jitane bheda haiM utane hI kihe kalApUrNasUri - 3noooooooooooooooo00 215)
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________________ (36) bheda vIryAcAra ke haiM / isakA artha yaha huA ki vIryollAsa ke binA eka bhI AcAra kI ArAdhanA nahIM ho sakatI / pAMco AcAro ke kula 72 bheda hoMge / __vIryollAsapUrvaka kriyA karane se hI dhyAna kI agni prakaTa hotI hai aura usake bAda hI 'jJAnI zvAsocchvAsamAM' yaha bAta lAgU hotI hai| nyAya-kAvya Adi grantha par3hane se hI vIryollAsa bar3ha jAyegA, yaha bhrama hai| yahAM taka Ane ke pazcAt bhI pramAda ? to phira ghara kyA burA thA ? kyoM pramAda nahIM haTAte haiM ? yaha apanI vedanA vyakta karatA huuN| marudevI - bharata kI taraha baiThe-baiThe hI kevala jJAna prApta ho jAyegA, isa bhrama meM to nahIM haiM na ? marudevI mAtA meM sAmarthya yoga Adi samasta yoga A gaye, parantu Aye kahAM se ? bhagavAna ke pAsa se Aye / / Aja pATha milA - dhanezvara sUri-kRta 'zatrujaya mAhAtmya' meM likhA hai ki marudevI ne jaba samAcAra sunA ki RSabhadeva ko kevala jJAna prApta huA hai| yaha sunate hI zoka ke AMsU harSAzruoM meM badala gaye / putra ke viyoga meM ro-rokara AMkho kI jyoti calI gaI thii| unheM patA thA ki merA putra bhagavAna banane vAlA hai| Apako mAlUma ho aura unheM mAlUma nahIM hogA ? sarva prathama caudaha svapna Ane ke kAraNa unheM hI mAlUma thA / aise bhagavAna tulya putra ke prati prema kyA bhagavAna kA prema nahIM kahalAtA ? vartamAna mAtAoM ke samAna kevala putra ke lie hI putra nahIM thA / yazodA ityAdi ajaina mAtAoM kA prema bhI bhagavAna kA prema ginA jAtA hai / mAtA-pitA kA prema sarvathA aprazasta nahIM ginA jAtA / bhaktirAga hai / sneha-rAga nahIM kahalAyegA / pU.AcArya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI: kyAsneha- rAga nahIM kahalAtA? pUjyazrI : nahIM, sneha-rAga nahIM kahalAtA / putra ko sneha-rAga se dekhane ke lie, tIrthaMkara mAtA kI (216 00swamsoom w ww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ goda meM baiThe haiM aura paraspara donoM snehapUrvaka dekha rahe haiM / aise zilpa milate haiM aura aisA dhyAna bhI dharA jA sakatA hai| dhyAnavicAra' grantha dekheM / zaMkhezvara meM aisA citrapaTTa hai / anya aneka mandiroM meM bhI aise citrapaTTa haiM / ye prAcIna dhyAna-paddhati ke cinha hai / yadi rANakapura kI nakkAzI, zilpa-kalA dekhoge to vahAM Apako 'dhyAna-vicAra' ke dhyAna kI zreNI milegI / _ 'siddhacakra pUjana' aneka vyaktiyoM ko nayA lagatA hogA, parantu maiM kahatA hUM : jIrNoddhAra hotA hai, parantu nayA kauna nikAla sakatA abhI jo hama dekhate hai aisA hI tAmbe kA siddhacakra kA yantra 'osiyA' meM dekhA thA / ___osiyA meM mandira meM pradakSiNA dete samaya siddhacakra yantra kA AdhA bhAga najara meM AyA / vicAra AyA ki isakA zeSa AdhA bhAga bhI honA cAhiye / phira AdhA bhAga bhI mila gayA / lagabhaga 2500 varSa purAnA yaha mandira hai / samasta osavAloM kI utpatti vahIM huI hai| 'zAnti-snAtra' hI prAcIna hai, siddhacakra-pUjana prAcIna nahIM hai - yaha kahane vAloM ko samucita uttara diyA jA sake, vaisA yaha pramANa mila gayA / prAcIna samaya meM loga tAmbe ke yaMtra para 'siddhacakra-pUjana' par3hAte hoMge / maiM ne phira phalodI meM isI yaMtra para 'siddhacakra-pUjana' par3hAne kI preraNA dI thI / ___ mAtA, evaM putra kA prema mAtRvalaya meM vyakta ho cukA hai / putra kA prema tathA mAtA kA vAtsalya donoM hamAre bhItara utpanna hoM, vaisA dhyAna karane kA ullekha hai / caubIsa valayoM meM se yaha eka valaya hai / * yahAM sAmarthya yoga kI bAta AI hai| karmoM kA mUlocchedana karane kI zakti sAmarthya yoga se hI AtI hai / jJAna Adi ke lie abhI taka abhyAsa karate haiM / vIryollAsa ke lie tanika bhI prayatna nahIM karate / 'jJAnI zvAsocchvAsa mAM' (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 0 0 0 0 0 0 217)
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________________ kaha kara baiTha jAte haiM / vIryollAsa ke binA karmoM kA kSaya nahIM hotA / marudevI mAtA 83 lAkha pUrva gRhastha-jIvana meM putra bhagavAna ke sAtha rahe / itane samaya taka jisane putra kA samparka kiyA ho vaha mAtA putra ke hI viraha meM roye, kyA yaha sambhava hai ? nahIM, mAtA putra meM bhagavAna kA rUpa dekhatI thI / mAtA kA prema to adbhuta hai / mAtA kI ora ke isa prema ke kAraNa hI pravacana mAtA, dharma mAtA Adi zabda zAstroM meM prayukta pU. gaNi mukticandravijayajI : kyA nAbhirAjA ko kucha nahIM huA ? pUjyazrI : mAM to mAM hai / mAtA ke jitanA prema (vAtsalya) pitA meM spaSTa rUpa se dRSTigocara nahIM hotA / isIlie pravacana mAtA ityAdi zabdoM kA prayoga huA hai, pravacana pitA Adi zabdoM kA nahIM / usa samaya nAbhirAjA jIvita the, vaisA koI ullekha jAnA nahIM hai / sambhava hai - usa samaya vaha vidyamAna nahIM bhI ho / jitanA zAstroM meM upalabdha hai, utanA to pakar3eM / __kyA marudevI indroM ke dvArA ho cuke abhiSeka nahIM jAnate the ? indra ke dvArA rAjyAbhiSeka, vivAha, dIkSA Adi kyA nahIM jAnate the ? unheM jJAta hI thA ki merA putra bhagavAna hai / gautama svAmI ko kevala jJAna se guru-bhakti vizeSa priya lagI thI / kadAcit pAMcave Are ke jIvoM ko guru-bhakti samajhAne ke lie hI unhoM ne aisA kiyA ho / kadAcit nahIM kiyA ho to bhI hamAre lie vaha Adarza rUpa hai hI / 'mukti thI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI' kyA isa paMkti kA virodha karoge ? jisa prakAra gautama svAmI kA bhakti-rAga hone para bhI bhagavAna kA rAga bhI thA hI / mana meM patA hI hai ki ye bhagavAna haiM / isIse unakA zoka virAga meM badala sakA / bhagavattA yAda AI aura kevala jJAna ho gayA / (218 Booooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ isI taraha se marudevI kA putra-prema bhI prabhu-prema meM badala gayA / prabhu kI prIti to yoga kA bIja hai / vaha Apako mokSa ke sAtha jor3a detI hai / aisI prIti marudevI ko huI thI / marudevI mAtA ko prabhu ke prati prema huA vaha yoga kA bIja ginA jAyegA yA nahIM ? kyA zAstra kA ullekha batAUM ? 'jineSu kuzalaM cittaM tannamaskAra eva ca / ' prabhu-prema ke kAraNa marudevI mAtA ke vIryollAsa ne itanA uchAlA mArA ki TheTha AThavI dRSTi taka pahuMca gaye / maiM to kahatA hUM ki pratimA ke Alambana se bhI zreNI lagAI jA sakatI hai, kevalajJAna prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai / 'nimitta samAna sthApanA jinajI, e Agama nI vANI re' - pUjya devacandrajI nimitta rUpa se hamAre samakSa sAkSAt tIrthaMkara ho yA pratimA ho, koI antara nahIM par3atA / nAgaketu ko mUrti ke samakSa hI kevala jJAna huA thA na ? marudevI kI taraha vihaMgama gati se mokSa mArga kI ora jAnA ho to prabhu ko pakar3anA hI par3egA / * jina vicAroM ko hama pUrNataH naSTa karanA cAhate haiM, ve vicAra to zukla dhyAna kI prathama nIMva meM bhI haiM / bhArI karmoM ke kAraNa vAMkI cAturmAsa meM hama upasthita nahIM raha sake / khaira, aphasosa karane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| pUjya gurudeva ke zrImukha se nikale vANI ke udgAra isa pustaka ke dvArA pratyakSa taura para sunane ko mile hoM, utanA Ananda huA / - sAdhvI harSitaprajJAzrI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3000000000000000000 219)
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________________ vihAra meM pUjyazrI 16-8-2000, budhavAra bhAdra. kRSNA -1 gaNadhara bhagavAna dvArA racita nAmastava, zakrastava Adi sUtra itane mahAna haiM ki ve apane caityavandana, devavandana meM jor3a diye gaye / kitane artha-gambhIra yukta haiM ye sUtra ? 'namaskAra svAdhyAya' pustaka paDheMge to dhyAna AyegA / 'dhyAna-vicAra' kA vivecana likhanA thA, parantu AdhAra kauna sA leM ? maiM isa vicAra meM thA / maiMne navakAra gine / 'namaskAra svAdhyAya' pustaka samakSa rakha kara saMkalpa kiyA / jo pRSTha khule vahI par3hanA / kholate hI 'dhyAna vicAra' ke lie hI masAlA milA / eka sAtha cAra grantha mile / mana nAca uThA / zrI bhadraguptasUri racita 'arihANa stotra' zloka-30 grantha meM 24 dhyAna-bhedoM ke nAma Aye / __mAno bhagavAna ne hI kRpA-vRSTi kI / AgamoM meM se hI 'dhyAnavicAra' AyA huA hai, vaisI pratIti huI / ekAgra citta se sAdhanA karate raheM to tattva mileMge hii| vaijJAnika bhI eka hI padArtha para dattacitta hokara kitanA anusandhAna karate haiM ? yogiyoM ko bhI aisA hI ekAgra bananA hai / * abhavya bhI bIjAdhAna ke binA to yathApravRttikaraNa ananta (220 16600 GS 5 GS 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 6 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ bAra kara sakate haiN| ataH aba Apa nizcaya kara leM ki mujhe bIjAdhAna to kara hI lenA hai / maiM pUchatA hUM ki kyA Apako ye grantha par3hane-sunane meM Ananda AtA hai ? Ananda kitanA aura kaisA AtA hai ? isa para se ApakI bhUmikA nizcita hotI hai / kSAyika kI bAta jAne deM / kSAyopazamika bhAva ke guNa to A hI gaye haiM na ? * bhagavAna ke prema ke atirikta dUsarA koI bhI yoga kA mArga nahIM hai| bhagavAna ke prati prema nahIM jagA ho to samajheM ki abhI taka saMsAra kA prema vidyamAna hai, anya koI uddezya baiThA hai / prabhu-prema kI anupasthiti hI batAtI hai ki abhI taka anya AkAMkSAeM bhItara vidyamAna haiM / ye sabhI atyanta hI khataranAka bhayasthAna haiM / sabhI sAmagrI apane sAmane haiM / kevala apane udyama kI kamI hai, parantu hama to pratIkSA kara rahe haiM ki zIghra mahAvideha meM janma mila jAye aura mokSa meM cale jAye, parantu kisa AdhAra para mahAvideha milegA ? isakA vicAra karate nahIM haiM / vartamAna meM prApta sAmagrI kA upayoga nahIM karane vAlA vyakti bhaviSya meM usase uttama sAmagrI prApta kara nahIM sakatA / vartamAna meM prApta roTI khAkara jo vyakti jIvana vyatIta nahIM kara sakatA use bhaviSya meM gulAbajAmuna kaise mila sakeMge ? jo vyakti jIvita hI nahIM rahe, vaha gulAbajAmuna kaise prApta kara sakatA hai ? * marudevI ko jisa prakAra RSabha para prema thA, usa prakAra trizalA ko bhI vardhamAna para prema thA / unhoM ne bhI bAlaka rUpa meM bhagavAna kA dhyAna kiyA, yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ! anya darzanoM meM putroM ke nAma nArAyaNa ityAdi isalie rakhateM haiM ki use bhagavAna yAda Ate raheM / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : trizalAjI to devaloka meM gaI / pUjyazrI : jAtI haiM / tIrthaMkara kI mAtA mokSa meM yA svarga meM jAtI hai / trizalAjI bAda meM mokSa meM jAyeMgI / bhagavAna kA prema. hI unheM mokSa meM le jAyegA / kahe kalApUrNasUri -300mmonsomwwwwwwwwna 221)
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________________ * koI candana kA vilepana kare athavA koI bAMsa se chAla utAre, phira bhI jisakI samatA khaNDita nahIM ho, vaha sahaja kSamA hai| jaba taka aisI kSamA na Aye taba taka kSayopazama bhAva kI kSamA to rakheM / bhagavAna ke pAsa hamane pratijJA lI hai ki 'rAga-dveSa nahIM kareMge, sAvadha kA sevana nahIM kareMge aura kisI ke prati vaira-virodha nahIM kareMge / ' kyA isa pratijJA kA . pUrNa rUpa se pAlana hotA hai ? maraNAnta kaSToM ke samaya bhI hamAre pUrvaSiyoM ne samatA rakhI hai| * caudahave guNa sthAnaka meM mana-vacana-kAyA rUpa yogoM kA bhI tyAga hone para yoga saMnyAsa hotA hai / pU.hemacandrasAgarasUrijI:dharma-saMnyAsa meM kisakA tyAga hotA hai? pUjyazrI : kSayopazama bhAva ke kSamA Adi guNa chor3ane hote haiM / kSAyika bhAva ke kSamA Adi guNa prApta karane hote haiM / __naI sIr3hI para car3hanA ho to pichalI sIr3hI chor3anI hI par3atI hai / purAnI sIr3hI ko pakar3I rakha kara Apa naI sIr3hI prApta nahI kara sakate / * prabhu kI zAnta mudrA dekhate hI marudevI mAtA ke bhItara samasta bhUmikAeM tIvratA se AtI gaI aura anta meM nirvikalpa avasthA prApta karake unheM kevala jJAna prApta ho gayA / * prabhu yoga - kSemaMkara kahalAte haiM / Age AyegA - bhagavAna dharma kA pAlana karate haiM, dharma kA pravartana karAte haiM, sthira karate haiM / bhagavAna aise haiM / ve pahale dharma ke sAtha yoga karAte haiM, phira sthira paricita karAte haiM aura usake bAda viniyoga karAte haiM / ye samasta bheda-prabheda abhI batAne kI AvazyakatA kyoM ? abhI to koI siddha nahIM karane haiM, parantu isalie jAnane haiM ki yaha saba jAnakara icchA to prakaTa ho / icchA prakaTa ho jAye to bhI kAma ho jAye / * tIna yoga : namutthuNaM se icchAyoga / (222Wommmmmmmmmomooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ namo jiNANaM se zAstrayoga / ikko vi namukkAro se sAmarthya yoga batAyA gayA haiM / sAmarthya yoga ke binA saMsAra se pAra nahIM jA sakate / zAstra Apako mArga batAyegA, parantu usakA amala Apako hI karanA par3egA / yaha puruSArtha prabala hone para kSapaka zreNI ho, sAmarthya yoga prakaTa ho aura saMsAra se pAra utara sakeM / sAmarthya yoga hameM anubhava-dazA meM lIna hone kA kahatA hai / ___ 'zabda adhyAtma artha suNIne, nirvikalpa Adarajo re / zabda adhyAtma bhajanA jANI, hANa grahaNa matI dharajo re // ' - pUjya AnandaghanajI zabda adhyAtma arthAt adhyAtma zAstra / ajaina ise zabda brahma kahate haiM / zabda brahma se para-brahma prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai / zAstra dRSTi se zabda-brahma ko jAna sakate haiM aura anubhava dRSTi se para-brahma kA Ananda prApta kara sakate haiM / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : zabda brahma arthAt zAstrayoga, parabrahma arthAt sAmarthya yoga / ThIka hai na ? pUjyazrI : hAM, aise hI / sAdhaka bananA ho to sIdhA anubhava meM (asaMga meM) nahIM jAyA jA sakatA / prArambha to prItiyoga se hI karanA par3egA / vAha ! vAha ! aise bhagavAna ? aise AcArya ? yadi aise zabda nikaleM to samajheM ki prItiyoga meM ApakA praveza ho gayA / pU. yazovijayajI kI caubIsI dekha leN| Apa ko prema-lakSaNA bhakti pratIta hogI / yahI prItiyoga hai / prIti bhakti ko utpanna karegI / prIti-bhakti jAgRta hone para 'vacana yoga' AyegA hI, zAstra ke prati prema utpanna hogA hii| . zAstroM ke prati hameM prema nahIM hai| isakA artha yaha huA ki hameM bhagavAna ke prati prema nahIM hai| bhagavAna para prema ho aura unake vacanoM (zAstroM) para prema na ho, yaha asambhava hai / * vacana aura asaMga anuSThAna jur3e hue haiM / vacana yoga Ane para asaMga yoga Ane lagatA hai / . asaMga yoga hI anubhava dazA hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 awwwwwwwwwwww000 223)
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________________ anubhava dazA kA varNana sunakara DareM nahIM / anya kucha na kara sako to prabhu kA prema to kara sakate haiM na ? parantu usake lie anya prema chor3anA par3atA hai / eka patnI bhI 'bAlaka' kisakA ? aisA pUchege to usake pitA kA nAma degI, kyoMki sampUrNa prema vahAM samarpita kara diyA hai / vaha svayaM ko kadApi Age nahIM karegI / prabhu ke prati samarpita vyakti bhI kadApi apanA nAma Age nahIM karatA / gautama svAmI kitane samarpita hoMge ? bhagavAna ke kahane se ve zrAvaka ko micchAmi dukkaDaM dene gaye the / hamane samarpaNa bhAva kho diyA / isa lie na to bhagavAna kI zakti prApta kara sakate haiM, na guru kI / * jo zUnya bana gaye ve hI pUrNa bana gaye / * ye bhagavAna hI hameM saba dete haiM, anyathA isa samaya hama para kauna rahA ? bAdala ghira Aye haiM, ataH zIghra samApta karatA hUM / / 30 pUjyazrI to tIrthaMkara-tulya haiN| unake muMha se nikalA huA zabda yadi puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhA ho to hI sunane ko milatA hai| ___ maiM to nitya vAMkI meM vAcanA meM se Akara kahatI - 'jinAlaya meM trizalAmAtA ke dulAre vardhamAna svAmI haiM, jabaki trizalA bhavana meM khamA devI ke dulAre tIrthaMkaratulya pUjyazrI hai / / taba kadAcit sabhI zabda nahIM bhI sune hoM, parantu isa pustaka meM rahe zabda par3hakara aisA hI hotA hai ki mAno par3hate hI raheM / pustaka par3he binA caina bhI nahIM par3atA / / - sAdhvI muktipriyAzrI (224Boooooooooooooooooon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ SSES ANDROINISTRATIONPARDAMOMASHANGA SSESSION madrAsa padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha zu. 13 17-8-2000, guruvAra bhAdra. kRSNA -2 * 2500 varSa vyatIta hone para bhI saMgha Aja bhI jayavaMta hai / saMgha guNa-ratnoM kI khAna hai / tIrthaMkara 'namo titthassa' kaha kara jise namaskAra karate haiM, vaha saMgha kyA anya vyaktiyoM ke lie pUjanIya nahIM hai ? isakI guNa-garimA kA varNana anya kauna kara sakatA hai ? caudaha pUrvaghara evaM kevalI bhI bhagavAna kA varNana nahIM kara sakeM, usa saMgha kI kyA bAta ? kyoMki saMgha to tIrthaMkaro ke lie bhI pUjanIya hai| pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : 'namo titthassa' itanA pUjanIya hone para bhI navakAra meM isakA sthAna kyoM nahIM hai ? pUjyazrI : saMgha meM navakAra hai / navakAra meM saMgha hai / paMca parameSThI kahAM se utpanna hote haiM ? isI saMgha meM se hI to utpanna hote haiM na ? pAMcoM pada tIrtha rUpa bhI haiM / 'sindUra-prakara meM' saMgha kA mahattva batAnevAlA zloka dekha leM / arihanta saMgha ko isalie namaskAra karate haiM ki mujhe tIrthaMkara banAne vAlA yaha saMgha hai / hameM dIkSA pradAna karane vAle guru haiM, kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 66655555 S ane 6 225)
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________________ parantu una guru ko dIkSA pradAna karane vAle unake guru haiM / isa prakAra Age calane para bhagavAna AyeMge / AkAza meM tAre kitane haiM ? rohaNAcala meM ratna kitane haiM ? usa prakAra saMgha meM guNa kitane haiM ? 'ityAlocya viracyatAM bhagavataH saMghasya pUjAvidhiH / ' __- sindUra prakara hameM zakti mila rahI hai vaha saMgha kA prabhAva hai / navakAra meM saMgha ko namaskAra kaise AyA ? tIrthaMkara ko namana karane se tIrtha ko namaskAra A hI gayA / zeSa parameSThI svayaM tIrtharUpa haiM / navakAra meM saMgha ko (tIrtha ko) namaskAra A hI gayA hai| ataH alaga namaskAra kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| tIrthaMkara svayaM tIrthaMkara bhI haiM aura tIrtha bhI haiM / tIrthaMkara svayaM mArgadAtA bhI haiM aura mArga bhI haiM / dekheM bhaktAmara - _ 'tvAmeva samyagupalabhya jayanti mRtyu / nAnyaH zivaH zivapadasya munIndra panthAH // ' marudevI mAtA ko tIrthaMkara ke Alambana se hI kevalajJAna prApta huA hai na ? marudevI mAtA ne tIrthaMkara ko dekhe aura prabhu kA dhyAna laga gayA / isIlie anya liGga athavA atIrtha siddha kI bAta Aye vahAM bhagavAna yA bhagavAna kA nAma Alambana ke rUpa meM samajha leM / upAdAna svayaM hI puSTa nimitta ke binA kAryakArI bana nahIM sakatA / pU. devacandrajI kI bAta (upAdAna Atama sahI re, puSTAlaMbana deva) acchI taraha yAda rakheM / upAdAna evaM upAdAna kAraNatA bhinna vastu haiM / hama upAdAna haiM, parantu upAdAna kAraNatA abhI taka prakaTa nahIM huI hai| use to prabhu hI prakaTa kara sakate haiM / 'upAdAna kAraNapaNe re, pragaTa kare prabhu seva' / - pUjya devacandrajI eka bhI pratimA lakar3e athavA patthara meM se apane Apa bana (226 000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ gaI ho to batAyeM / eka bhI jIva apane Apa mokSa meM gayA ho to batAyeM / aura, eka bhI guNa apane Apa prApta kiyA ho to btaayeN| pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : nisarga samakita kaise ? pUjyazrI : nisarga ko dhyAna-yoga meM bhavanayoga kahA hai / karaNa meM upadeza hotA hai| bhavana meM pratyakSa usakI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI / adhikatara bhavana meM bhI pUrva janma ke guru to kAraNa hote hI haiM / marudevI mAtA ko cAhe pUrva janma ke guru nahIM the, parantu usa janma meM to bhagavAna kA Alambana milA hI thA / saMgha kA upakAra atyanta adhika haiM / hameM caturvidha saMgha ke sadasya nahIM mile hote to yaha kakSA sambhava hI nahIM ho sakatI thI / dhArmika mAtA Adi nahIM milI hotI to apanI dazA kaisI hotI? katipaya AtmA to garbha meM hote haiM aura mAtA upadhAna karatI hai / kitane-kitane vidhi-vidhAna ke saMskAra garbhAvAsa se hI prApta hote haiM / usake bAda stana-pAna Adi ke dvArA, parivAra-zikSaka Adi ke dvArA bhI saMskAra prApta hote haiM / isIlie kRtajJatA ke svAmI tIrthaMkara saMgha ko namana karate haiN| unakI yogyatA anya jIvoM kI apekSA sarvotkRSTa haiM / __ bhagavAna kI anupasthiti meM ikkIsa hajAra varSoM taka saMgha hI zAsana calAtA hai| ataH navakAra meM paMca parameSThiyoM ko namaskAra saMgha ko hI namaskAra hai / Apa aura ApakI per3hI (dukAna) eka hI ginI jAtI hai / dukAna kA lAbha Apako hI milatA hai, usa prakAra tIrthaMkara evaM tIrthaM eka hI gine jAte haiM / tIrtha arthAt bhagavAna kI dukAna / yaha dukAna Aja bhI cala rahI hai| jisa prakAra ApakI anupasthiti meM muMbaI meM isa samaya bhI dukAna cala rahI hai / * DhAI dvIpa kI suMI ke agra bhAga jitanI bhI aisI jagaha nahIM hai, jahAM se ananta siddha nahIM hue hoM / ananta-ananta kAla vyatIta ho gayA ataH apaharaNa Adi ke dvArA samudra, nadI Adi sthAnoM se bhI ananta siddha ho cuke haiM / . pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : meru parvata kI coTI khAlI na raha jAye ? meru zikhara to urdhva loka ginA jAtA hai na ? kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 60mmoooooooooooooo 227)
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________________ pUjyazrI : saba bharA huA hai / kahIM bhI sthAna rikta nahIM hai| kubaDI vijaya (adholoka) meM se siddha ho sakatA hai to urdhvaloka meM se kyoM nahIM ho sakatA ? pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : kyA gRhastha saMgha meM Ate haiM ? pUjyazrI : zrAvaka-zrAvikA saMgha meM Ate hai| unakA janma cAhe ajaina kuloM meM huA ho / zrAvaka-zrAvikA banane ke pazcAt hI sAdhu-sAdhvI bana sakate haiM / __hama guNa prApta na kareM to hama bhI saMgha se bAhara gine jAyeMge, yaha bhI yAda rakheM / yaha nizcaya-naya kI bAta hai, parantu vyavahAra to vyavahAra naya se hI calatA hai / yaha saMgha kitanA udAra hai ? Apa ko kitanA detA hai ? sampatti evaM putra taka bhI zAsana ko samarpita kara detA hai / saMgha svayaM paccIsavAM tIrthaMkara hai / isIlie saMgha ke darzana arthAt bhagavAna ke darzana / * paMcasUtra' meM sAdhu ke sAta vizeSaNa haiM / unheM par3hoge to dhyAna A jAyegA ki sAdhu kaise hote haiM ? sAtha hI sAtha yaha bhI dhyAna AyegA ki hama kaise haiM ? aise sAdhu svayaM tIrtha svarUpa haiM / 'tIrthabhUtA hi sAdhavaH / ' saMgha guNayukta hai arthAt sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA guNayukta aise guNavAnoM kI svayaM bhagavAna prazaMsA karate haiM / _ 'jAsa pasaMsai bhayavaM dRr3havayattaM mahAvIro / ' duryodhana ko eka bhI guNavAna nahIM dikhAI diyA / yudhiSThira ko eka bhI durguNI dRSTigocara nahIM huaa| hamAre pAsa yadi yudhiSThira kI AMkhe hoMgI to saMgha meM guNavAnoM ke darzana hoMge / saMgha guNavAn hai / isakA artha yaha huA ki isameM se asaMkhya tIrthaMkara hone vAle haiN| Aja bhI tIrthaMkara nAma-karma nikAcita kiye hue asaMkhya deva haiM, mahAvideha meM bhI haiN| pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : kyA nikAcita ho sakate haiM ? pUjyazrI : nikAcita hue haiM yA nahIM, yaha to jJAnI hI jAna sakate haiM, parantu Apake gurudeva pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNi (228 Wwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ ke lie aisI kalpanA ho sakatI hai ki ve nizcita rUpa se kisI bhagavAna kI AtmA hoMge / guNavAn ko pahacAnane ke lie guNavAna aura jJAnI ko pahacAnane ke lie jJAnI bananA par3atA hai / unheM pahacAnane vAle kitane ? AnandaghanajI ko pahacAnane vAle kitane the ? pUjya upA. yazovijayajI svayaM bhI AnandaghanajI ko pahale kahAM pahacAnate the ? * guru kI bhakti meM bhI saMgha kI hI bhakti hai / yaha saMgha 48 guNoM se yukta hai - 27 sAdhu ke tathA 21 zrAvaka ke, kula 48 guNa hue / AkAza meM tAroM kI ginatI nahIM ho sakatI, usa prakAra saMgha ke guNoM kI ginatI nahIM hotI / kalikAla meM, patana ke kAla meM, aisA saba nahIM hotA, yaha na mAneM / aba bhI AcArya, yuga pradhAna Adi yahIM se hI hoMge / hamane aise bhAvika apanI AMkhoM se dekhe haiM jo mAtA-pitA kI taraha sAdhu-sAdhvIjI kI bhakti karate haiM / eka dina gocarI lene ke lie yadi nahIM AyeM to aprasanna ho jAte haiM - 'mahArAja ! koI vahorane nahIM AyA ?' hama kahate haiM : 'Aye the na ?' ve kahate haiM : 'Aye the, parantu koI gocarI grahaNa nahIM kii|' hama dakSiNa meM dUra taka jAkara Aye haiM, parantu kahI bhI koI kaSTa nahIM huA / yaha saMgha hI thA na bhakti karane vAlA ? pUjya dhurandharavijayajI ma. : bar3o kA puNya bar3A hotA hai| bar3o kI bAta nahIM hai, saMgha kI niSThA kitanI haiM vaha dekheM / yadi saMgha ke prati bhakti na ho to karor3o rUpaye kauna kharca kara sakatA hai ? abhI hI lAkaDiyA se dhanajIbhAI ne siddhAcala kA saMgha nikAlA thA / jisameM do karor3a rUpayoM se adhika kharca kiye aura yahAM Akara unhoM ne ikkIsa lAkha rUpaye jIvadayA meM likhAye / mAlazIbhAI : yahAM jIvadayA meM Der3ha karor3a rUpaye ekatrita kahe 30ornoonamooooooomnp 229
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________________ rUpayoM kI bAta nahIM hai, unakI niSThA dekho / saMgha aisI bhakti karatA ho to apanA karttavya kyA hai ? . kyA Apake guru mahArAja pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. yAda Aye binA rahate haiM ? ve rAta-dina saMgha kI cintA karate the ki merA saMgha Tukar3oM meM vibhAjita kyoM ho? ekatA ke prayatna meM saphalatA nahIM milatI to bhI tanika bhI hatAza hue binA ve puNya bar3hAne kI hI bAta karate the / isa saMgha kI bhakti ve dravya se karate haiM, hameM bhAva se karanI hai / isI lie zAstroM kA adhyayana karanA hai| ataH caturvidha saMgha kI taraha dvAdazAMgI bhI tIrtha hai / dvAdazAMgI kA adhyayana tIrtha kI hI bhakti hai / Apa yadi apanA jJAna dUsaroM ko nahIM dete haiM to aparAdhI haiM / maiM yadi Apako koI zAstra-padArtha nahIM dUM, ADI-Ter3hI bAtoM meM samaya vyatIta kara dUM to aparAdhI banatA hUM / saMgha kI bhakti tIrthaMkara kI bhakti ginI jaayegii| __ paMca parameSThI svayaM hI saMgha rUpa hone se bhinna rUpa se 'namo titthassa' kahane kI navakAra meM AvazyakatA nahIM par3I / anya prakAra se kahUM to navakAra meM 'namo titthassa' kA hI vistAra hai / * 'Namo suassa' aisA bhagavatI ke prArambha meM AyA hai / 'Namo suassa' meM tIrtha A gayA, kyoMki zruta (dvAdazAMgI) svayaM tIrtha hai| isa tIrtha kI sevA karane vAlA tattva prApta karegA hI / ___ 'tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra' - pUjya AnandaghanajI pUjya dhurandharavijayajI ma. : ataH vyAkhyAnakAra bananA hI na ? pUjyazrI : vyAkhyAnakAra banane kA nahIM kahatA, gItArtha baneM / pUjya premasUrijI ma., pU. muktivijayajI ma. evaM bhAnuvijayajI ma. donoM kA vyAkhyAna suna kara kahate - isameM kyA AyA ? zAstrIya padArtha to kucha bhI nahIM AyA / pUjya premasUrijI mahArAja nahIM hote to kyA Apa taiyAra hote ? (230 Ww monommmm kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ jitane AcArya mile, una sabakI hameM yahI salAha thI ki AgamoM ko kadApi bhUleM nahIM / Avazyaka niyukti, anuyoga dvAra, nandI ye AgamoM kI cAbiyAM haiM / ve hAthoM meM A jAyeM to samasta AgamoM ke tAle khula jAyeMge / akhabAra par3hakara vyAkhyAnakAra banane ke bhrama meM na raheM / zAstrIya padArtha cAhiye / pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kA manoratha thA ki ekatrita saMgha meM maitrI Adi kA vAtAvaraNa kaisA jame ? isa samaya ye saba bAteM yuvAna muni evaM bAla muni sunate haiM / bhaviSya meM ye bhI bar3e hoMge na ? ve aisA vAtAvaraNa sRjana karane kA prayatna kareMge / saMgha kI bhakti karane se kyA phala milatA hai ? siMdUra-prakara-praNetA kahate haiM ki niSkAma bhakti karoge to tIrthaMkara pada isakA phala hai / isase bar3I padavI kauna sI hai ? pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : kyA siddhoM kI padavI bar3I nahIM hai ? pUjyazrI : siddha to haiM hI, parantu tIrthaMkara bana kara siddha kyoM na baneM ? cakravartI - devendra ke phala to AnuSaMgika phala haiM / mukhya phala to tIrthaMkara pada evaM siddha pada haiM / hama bhI zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko sthirIkaraNa, upabRMhaNA Adi ke dvArA saMgha-bhakti kara sakate haiM / ATha darzanAcAroM meM prathama cAra sva ke lie haiM / anya cAra saMgha ke lie haiM / isa pustaka meM pUjya AcArya bhagavan ke udgAroM va kI AnandAnubhUti huI aura jIvoM ke prati maitrI-bhAva evaM karuNA se otaprota suvAkya dekhane ko mile / __ - sAdhvI padmadarzanAzrIza kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3Wommonsomnoon 231)
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________________ V. IN pravacana pharamAte hue pUjyazrI 18-8-2000, zukravAra bhAdra. kRSNA -3 * yahAM 'namutthuNaM' meM nAma Adi cAra meM se bhAva tIrthaMkara ko namaskAra kiyA hai / 'logassa' meM nAma tIrthaMkara ko, 'arihaMta ceiANaM' meM sthApanA tIrthaMkara ko aura 'je a aiA' meM dravya tIrthaMkara ko namaskAra kiyA hai / samavasaraNa meM nAma Adi cAroM bhagavAna upasthita hote haiM / apanA Atma-dravya bhagavanmaya bane vahI dravya tIrthaMkara gine jAte haiM / yahAM bhUta-bhAvI paryAya rUpa dravya nahIM lenA hai / yadyapi bhUtabhAvI kA kAraNa bhI Atma-dravya hI banegA na ? * dhyAtA jise dhyeya rUpa meM rakhe, vaha usa rUpa meM bana jAtA hai / pudgala ko dhyeya ke rUpa meM rakha kara cetana ne bahuta mAra khAI hai| aba yadi bacanA ho to paramAtmA ko dhyeya bnaao| paramAtmA meM hama raMga nahIM lagAte, isakA artha itanA hI hai ki hama pudgala meM raMga karate haiM / jIva-vicAra Adi sabakA adhyayana kareM, sabako samajheM, parantu yadi 'sva' meM kucha bhI na ghaTita kareM, saba anya meM hI ghaTita kareM / hama kore hI raheM, isakA artha kyA ? (232 000000000006 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ prabha kI jo sampatti prakaTa hai, hamArI vaha tirohita hai| prabhu evaM hamAre bIca meM itanA hI antara haiM / 'AvirabhAva thI sakala guNa mAhare, pracchanna bhAvathI joya / ' - padmavijayajI Atma-sampatti ko prakaTa karane ke lie prabhu kI zaraNa meM jAyeM, cAra kA zaraNa svIkAra kareM / yaha zaraNa svIkAra karate hI prabhu apanA hAtha pakar3a leMge aura Atma-sampatti prakaTa hogI / ina prabhu ne to kaSToM ko sahana karake bhI duHkhI jIvoM ko bhava se pAra utAre haiM / prabhu karuNA-sAgara haiM / eka ghor3e ko bacAne ke lie munisuvrata svAmI ne eka rAtri meM 60 (yojana) 480 mIla paiThaNa se bharuca taka kA vihAra kiyA thA / bhagavAna ke sAtha anya muni Adi bhI hoMge na? parantu bhagavAna Adi isameM kaSTa nahIM dekhate the| hama ziSya milate hoM, pratiSThA yA nAma milatA ho to vihAra karate haiM / yahAM to ziSya nahIM, parantu ghor3A thA / karuNA ke atirikta anya kAraNa kyA thA vihAra kA ? * kisI bhI nAma se, kisI bhI rUpa meM, kisI bhI anuSThAna se prabhu ko pakar3a leM / prabhu ApakA uddhAra karane ke lie tatpara haiM / apanI kaThinAI yaha hai ki kisI ko samarpita nahIM hote / deva-guru athavA dharma kisI ko bhI samarpita nahIM hote / yaha svatantratA hI moha kI parAdhInatA hai, yaha hama nahIM jAnate / guru kI paratantratA se hI moha kI parAdhInatA dUra hotI hai / pUjya paMnyAsa bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. yaha bArabAra samajhAte the / * bhagavAna to pahale se hI paropakAra-vyasanI hote haiM - 'AkAlamete parArthavyasaninaH / ' paropakAra kA vyasana sahaja rUpa se ho ve hI tIrthaMkara bana sakate haiM / * eka dukAna meM cAra phona hoM, kisI bhI nambara para phona lagAyeM to dukAna ke sAtha samparka ho sakatA hai na ? yahAM bhI nAma Adi cAra bhagavAna haiM / kisI bhI eka ko pakar3eM, bhagavAna pakar3a meM A jAyeMge / hAthI ne binA guru kI preraNA ke usa zazaka (kharagoza) ko bacAyA aura vaha meghakumAra banA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 000000000000000 233)
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________________ 'savve jIvA na haMtavvA' bhagavAna kI isa AjJA kA yahAM anajAne bhI pAlana ho gayA to bhI phala kaisA adbhuta milA ? __ ananta bAra duHkha bhoganA ho to hI kisI jIva ko satAnA / ise ulTA kara yaha bhI kahA jA sakatA hai ki Apako ananta sukha cAhiye to dUsare ko sukha denA / * tathAbhavyatA kI paripakvatA ke lie zaraNAgati Adi tIna haiN| bhagavAna kI stavanA karane se unake guNoM kI anumodanA huI / pApa kI gardA na kareM to vaha pragAr3ha banatI hai usa prakAra puNya kI anumodanA na kareM to vaha pragAr3ha nahIM banatA / pApa kA anubandha tor3ane ke lie sukRta-anumodanA hai / apane anuSThAna hI aise haiM, jinameM kadama-kadama para ye tInoM guthe hue hI haiM, cAhe hama jAneM ki nahIM jAneM / anajAne bhI bhojanapAnI grahaNa karate haiM to bhI zakti milatI hI hai na ? * 'svAdhyAya meM mana lagatA hai, kriyA meM nahIM / ' kala eka vyakti ne mujhe eka prazna pUchA thA / maiM kahatA hUM ki jJAna ke binA kriyA vyartha hai / usa prakAra kriyA ke binA jJAna bhI vyartha hai / Apa kadApi ekAMgI na baneM / pUjya municandrasUrijI : "kriyAhInaM ca yajjJAnaM, jJAnahInA ca yA kriyA / anayorantaraM jJeyaM, bhAnukhadyotayoriva // ' - jJAnasAra jJAnasAra ke isa zloka meM kriyA se jJAna kA adhika mahattva kyoM diyA gayA hai ? pUjyazrI : jinake jIvana meM jJAna na ho unheM isa prakAra samajhAyeM, parantu kriyA na ho use dUsarI taraha se samajhAnA par3atA hai| * patra meM patA likho, parantu usa vyakti ko pahuMce hI nahIM to usa patra kA mUlya kitanA ? bhagavAna kA nAma leM aura bhagavAna ke sAtha apanA jur3Ava na ho to usa nAma-grahaNa kA mUlya kitanA? soceM / Apa yaha na bhUleM ki nAma Adi ke dvArA Akhira bhagavAna ke sAtha jur3Ava karanA hai / [234 oooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ * 'bhaga' ke 14 artha hai, parantu yahAM 'bhaga' ke 6 artha lene haiM - aizvarya, rUpa, yaza, lakSmI , dharma aura prayatna - ina cha: ko 'bhaga' kahA jAtA hai / jinameM ye cha:oM sarvotkRSTa rUpa meM ho vaha bhagavAna kahalAtA haiM / 1. aizvarya : indra jaisoM ke dvArA bhagavAna kI bhakti tathA aSTa mahAprAtihAryAdi bhagavAna kA aizvarya hai / rUpa : jagat bhara ke tInoM kAla ke indra bhI bhagavAna ke aMgUThe ke samAna rUpa bhI nahIM banA sakate / zAyada banA leM to bhagavAna ke sAmane koyale ke samAna pratIta hotA hai| bhagavAna kA aisA rUpa bhI upakAra ke lie hI hotA hai| yaha dekhane ke lie samyagdRSTi jIva utAvala karate haiM / are ! unakI mUrti dekhakara bhI bhakta pAgala ho jAte haiM / 'amIya bharI mUrti racI re, upamA na ghaTe koya / zAnta sudhArasa jhIlatI re, nirakhata tRpti na hoya // ' - pUjya AnaMdaghanajI saMprati mahArAjA ke samaya ke bimba dekho, ApakA mana nAca uThegA / bhagavAna kI mUrti bhI itanI manohara ho to bhagavAna kaise hoMge ? 3. yaza : saMsAra meM koI aisA vyakti nahIM hai, jisakA yaza bhagavAna kI tulanA kara sake / rAga-dveSa Adi antaraMga zatruoM ko jIta kara bhagavAna ne yaha yaza prApta kiyA hai / yaha yaza bhI kSaNika nahIM hai, parantu sadAkAla rahane vAlA hotA hai / bhagavAna ke pAsa rAga-dveSa Adi jItane kI utkRSTa zakti hotI hai| isIlie vardhamAna 'mahAvIra' ke rUpa meM pahacAne gaye haiN| bhagavAna kA yaza bhI logoM ke lie Ananda-dAyaka hotA hai / jIvana meM kucha na ho aura yaza phailAne kA prayatna kareM to loga dutkArate haiM - dhat, aise mammaNa kA nAma kahAM liyA ? bhagavAna kA yA gautama svAmI jaise kA nAma hama lete haiM kyoMki unakA jIvana sAdhanA se samujjvala thA / . gautama svAmI kA nAma to Aja bhI munigaNa gocarI jAne se pahale lete haiM - (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300ooooooooooooooooo(r) 235)
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________________ 'yasyA'bhidhAnaM munayo'pi sarve, gRhNanti bhikSA-bhramaNasya kAle / miSTAnnapAnAmbarapUrNakAmAH, sa gautamo yacchatu vAJchitaM me // ' . 4. lakSmI : kevalajJAna rUpI utkRSTa lakSmI bhagavAna ke pAsa hai| jJAna kA Ananda adbhuta hotA hai| usakI kisI dUsare padArtha ke sAtha tulanA nahIM kara sakate / / 'jJAnamagnasya yaccharma, tadvaktuM naiva pAryate / ' - jJAnasAra AtmA ke eka-eka pradeza meM ananta guNa haiM / eka eka guNa kA Ananda kitanA ? jaise pratyeka miThAI kA svAda alaga hotA hai vaise pratyeka guNa kA Ananda bhI alaga-alaga hotA hai| kauna jAne bhagavAna kitanA hI Ananda anubhava karate hoMge / ghevara, amRtI, gulAbajAmuna, rasagullA, peThA, malAI kI pur3I Adi pratyeka kA svAda alaga-alaga hotA hai na ? yai saba mIThe haiM, parantu antara bhI hai| usa prakAra bhagavAna ke kevala jJAna, kevala darzana Adi kA Ananda alaga-alaga hotA hai, yaha kabhI socA bAhya padArthoM se hone vAlI tRpti nazvara hai / aise guNoM se hone vAlI tRpti hI anazvara hai, aisA yazovijayajI kA kathana hai| prabhu ke guNa hama meM cAhe pUre prakaTa na hoM, unakA kSayopazama ho thor3e-bahuta prakaTa hoM aura jo Ananda utpanna ho vaha bhI aisA hotA hai ki zabdoM meM kahA nahIM jA sakatA / jJAna-dhyAna Adi meM magna raheM, phira jo Ananda utpanna hogA vaha avarNanIya hogA / paMcasUtrakAra ne sAdhu kA sundara vizeSaNa diyA _ 'jhANajjhayaNasaMgayA / ' sAdhu dhyAna evaM adhyayana meM saMgata hotA hai / dhyAna se thaka jAyeM to jJAna, jJAna se thaka jAyeM to dhyAna meM magna raheM / jahAM ye donoM hoMge vahAM cAritra hogA hii| cAritra arthAt sthiratA / 'cAritraM sthiratArUpam / ' - jJAnasAra 3/8 aisI sthiratA siddhoM meM bhI hotI hai| koI Agama meM siddhoM (236 0 omooooooooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ ko jo cAritra-vihIna kahA gayA hai usase ghabarAye nahIM / sthiratA rUpa cAritra siddhoM meM bhI hotA hai / AgamoM meM siddhoM ko avIrya kahA gayA hai jo bAlavIrya kI apekSA se kahA gayA hai / AtmavIrya to ananta hai hI / mana asthira hone kA artha yahI hai ki hama svabhAva chor3a kara vibhAva meM gaye, kaSAya meM gayeM akasAyaM khu cArittaM, kasAya - sahio na muNI hoi - bRhat kalpabhASya bAraha kaSAyoM ke kSaya-upazama se hI yaha cAritra AtA hai| saMjvalana kaSAya ko bhale chor3a deM, parantu bAraha kaSAyoM kA kSayopazama to karanA hI par3egA / anantAnubaMdhI kA udaya ho vahAM dUsare kaSAyoM kA kSayopazama nahIM hotA, nahIM ho sakatA / anantAnubaMdhI kA udaya ho vahAM mithyAtva hotA hI hai / mithyAtva nahIM gayA aura anantAnubaMdhI kI visaMyoganA (kSaya) kI huI ho, to bhI vaha sthiti antarmuhUrta se adhika nahIM rahegI, kyoMki usakA bIja (mithyAtva) par3A hai| isIlie mUla meM palItA lagAye binA jIta nahIM hogii| sabakA mUla mithyAtva hai, mithyAtva ke kAraNa hone vAle kaSAya haiM / apane Apa ye kaSAya nahIM jAyeMge / isake lie pUrI zakti se lar3anA hI par3egA / Apake jaisI AtmA kI milI huI sITa aise ye kyoM chor3eMge ? bhagavAna ne to unase itanA yuddha kiyA, itanA saMgharSa karake unheM nikAla diyA ki nirAza hokara sabhI kaSAya cale gaye / bhAgatebhAgate ve kaha gaye ki koI Apatti nahIM, Apa nahIM rakheMge to hameM rakhane vAle dUsare aneka haiM / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 0000000moooooooooom 237)
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________________ pU. kanakasUrijI 19-8-2000, zanivAra __ bhAdra. kRSNA -4 (pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakanakasarijI kI 36vI svargatithi) pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrijI : * guru ke binA bhagavAna nahIM mila sakate / guru ke binA pada-pratiSThA Adi kisI kA bhI mUlya nahIM hai / mahArAjA kumArapAla ko guru-bhakti ke pAsa rAjya tuccha lagatA thA / pUjya kanakasUrijI meM bhIma aura kAnta donoM guNa the, jinheM Apa 'negeTiva-pojiTiva' rUpa meM kaha sakate haiN| unake pAsa kunehapUrNa dRSTi thI / samAdhAna karane kI, uttara dene kI unake pAsa eka viziSTa kalA thI / ve sAmane vAle vyakti kI pUrI bAta sunate the, parantu eka ghaMTe bhara kI bAta kA uttara sirpha eka hI vAkya meM hotA, aisI saMkSipta artha-gambhIra yukta vANI ke ve svAmI the, jise sunakara atyanta buddhimAna vyakti bhI prabhAvita ho jAte the / jitanI saMkSipta bAta kahI jAye utanI hI vaha prabhAvazAlI banatI hai / guru arthAt garimA evaM gaurava kA kendra ! tIrthaMkara kI anupasthiti 23800mammoooooooooooo kahe
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________________ meM guru hI tIrthaMkara gine jAte haiM / 'paMcasUtra' meM sundara vAkya hai ki 'yadi Apako mitra ke rUpa meM kisI ko rakhanA ho to guru ko hI rakheM / guru hI Apake kalyANa-mitra bana sakate haiM / ' paristhiti badalane kI salAha dene vAlA mitra hai / manaHsthiti badalane kI salAha dene vAlA kalyANa-mitra mammaNa ko pUrva bhava meM kaisA mitra mila gayA thA ? kalyANamitra milA hotA to zAyada mammaNa kA itihAsa bhinna hotA / paristhiti karma ke kAraNa banatI hai, parantu usase Apako badalane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai / isIlie manaHsthiti badalAne vAle kalyANa mitra kA saMyoga Avazyaka haiM / caMDakauzika ko bhagavAna mahAvIra nahIM mile hote to kyA durdazA hotI ? kalyANa mitra ko pratyeka ghaTanA ke kendra meM rakheM to kadApi akalyANa (ahita) nahIM hotA / guru eka tattva hai, vyakti nahIM / guru kI sevA se tattvoM kI prApti hotI hai / apana (hama) to saguru haiM, nagure nahIM haiN| yaha pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakanakasUrijI jaise gurudevoM ko AbhArI haiM / pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma. : _ 'guru-bhakti-prabhAvena, tIrthakRddarzanaM matam / samApattyAdibhedena, nirvANaikanibandhanam // ' Aja hameM eka aise mahApuruSa ko yAda karane haiM jo mAtra kaccha athavA gujarAta meM hI nahIM, gupta rUpa se samagra bhArata ke jainoM meM chAye hue the / gupta rUpa se isalie kahatA hUM ki unhoM ne prasiddhi ke lie koI bhI prayatna kiyA nahIM thA, kisI samAcArapatra Adi meM unakI khabara chapatI nahIM thI / hama jitane unake guNa gAyeMge, utane guNa hamameM prakaTa hoNge| yadi hama doSa bolate haiM to doSa Ate haiM, guNa gAyeM to guNa Ate haiN| hameM jo cAhiye vaha bolanA hai / jisa vastu ko kharIdanI kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300aoooooooooooooooo 239)
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________________ ho usa dukAna meM hI jAte haiM na ? isIlie kusaMgati kA inakAra kiyA hai / burA par3osa ho vahAM rahane kA bhI inakAra kiyA hai| kyA Apa jAnate haiM ki mArgAnusArI meM yaha bhI eka guNa haiM ? bhuja kI vANiyAvAr3a meM Apa jAyeMge to Apako samasta jaina hI dekhane ko mileMge / vahAM kusaMgati zIghra nahIM A sakatI / / abhI ASAr3ha kRSNA 6 ke dina pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI mahArAja kA jIvana dekhA / Aja unake hI praziSya mahApuruSa ko yAda karanA hai| unakA jIvana hI vyAkhyAna thA / unheM kucha kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM rahatI thI / saMvat 1939 kI bhAdoM kRSNA paMcamI ko pUrva kaccha ke palAMsavA gAMva meM caMdurA nAnajIbhAI - navalabena ke ghara una mahApuruSa kA janma huA thA / gRhastha-jIvana kA unakA nAma kAnajIbhAI thA / usa samaya uMgalI ke veDhoM para gine jA sakeM utane hI saMvigna pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI the / pUjya padmavijayajI ne yati paramparA chor3a kara saMvegI dIkSA grahaNa kI thI / unake ziSya the pUjya jItavijayajI mahArAja ! pUjya jItavijayajI mahArAja kI AjJAvartinI vizuddha saMyamI pUjya sAdhvI ANaMdazrIjI kI dRSTi meM palAMsavA-nivAsI ye kAnajI basa gaye / vinaya-vyavahAra Adi dekha kara ye bhAvI zAsana-prabhAvaka pratIta hue / haribhadrasUrijI ko taiyAra karanevAlI yAkinI mahattarA sAdhvI thI / usa prakAra ina mahApuruSa ko taiyAra karane vAlI ANaMdazrIjI sAdhvI thii| unake hI saMsArI cAcA hIravijayajI pahale se hI dIkSita the, jinake parivAra meM eka dIkSita ho to dUsare kI bhI icchA hotI hI hai / mAlazIbhAI ! Apake parivAra meM se kitane dIkSita hue ? mAlazIbhAI : kucha kahane jaisA nahIM hai / sarva prathama kAnajIbhAI sAdhvIjI ANaMdazrIjI ke samparka meM Aye / sAdhvIjI kI preraNA ne unameM vairAgya kA bIja boyA / kAnajI kI AtmA saMsAra ke kaida meM se chUTane ke lie tar3apa rahI thI / unhoM ne dIkSA grahaNa karane kA dRr3ha saMkalpa kiyA / (240 56 GB GS 5 GS 6 6 6505666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ katipaya vyakti dRr3ha saMkalpa vAle hote haiM - 'dehaM pAtayAmi kAryaM vA sAdhayAmi / ' unake samAna dRr3ha saMkalpa vAloM se hI yaha zAsana calA hai / dRr3ha saMkalpa vAle kumArapAla jaise ekAdha AtmA ne kyA kiyA ? yaha hama jAnate haiM ki ahiMsA to merI mAtA hai / isakA pAlana mere deza meM honA hI cAhiye / kasAiyoM aura macchImAroM ne zikAyata kI to unheM tIna varSoM ke lie AjIvikA bAMdha dI, parantu ahiMsA kA pravartana to karAyA hI / dRr3ha saMkalpa kyA nahIM kara sakatA ? apanA saMkalpa siddha karane ke lie hI unhoM ne yuvAvasthA meM cauthe vrata kI pratijJA svIkAra kI / vi. saMvat 1992 kI mAgha zuklA-15 ke zubha dina bhImAsara meM 23 varSa kI yuvA-Ayu meM unakI dIkSA huI / palAMsavA ke ThAkura kI buddhimAn kAnajI ko bairisTara banAne kI icchA thI, parantu bhAvI jainAcArya banane vAle kAnajIbhAI ne aisI ophara sAdara ThukarA dI / dIkSA aMgIkAra karane ke bAda vinaya, viveka, tyAga, vairAgya Adi guNoM kI vRddhi hone ke sAtha jJAnavRddhi bhI hone lagI / vinayapUrvaka sIkhI huI vidyA viveka utpanna karatI hai / viveka vairAgya lAtA hai, vairAgya virati lAtA hai, virati vItarAgatA lAtI hai aura vItarAgatA videha-mukti pradAna karatI vinaya, viveka, vairAgya jahAM hoM vahAM vItarAgatA dUra nahIM rahatI / yahAM (pAlItANA) Ane ke bAda dAdA kitane dUra ? vi. saMvat 1975 meM unheM siddhiMsUrijI ke kara-kamaloM se paMnyAsa padavI dI gaI thI / pUjya meghasUrijI unake khAsa sahapAThI the / pUjyazrI ne anUpacaMda malUkacaMda nAmaka zrAvaka ke pAsa adhyayana karane ke lie bharuca meM khAsa cAturmAsa kiyA thA / pUjyazrI ne pUjya sAgarajI mahArAja ke pAsa kapar3avaMja, pATaNa (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 60saawwwwwwwwws 241)
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________________ Adi sthAnoM para AgamoM kI vAcanAeM bhI lI thI / __paMnyAsa padavI lekara pUjyazrI palAMsavA padhAre taba pUjya jItavijayajI ma. svayaM bhI zrAvakoM ke sAtha sAmaiyA meM Aye the aura kAraNa batAte hue batAyA thA ki maiM tere lie nahIM, tere pada kA sammAna karane ke lie AyA hUM / guru kA kitanA vAtsalya hogA ? ziSya kI kaisI bhakti hogI ? ye aise prasaMgo se jJAta hotA hai / 'caMdA vijjhaya' meM varNita bAta 'vinaya sIkhanA hai, jJAna nahIM / vinaya AyegA to jJAna AyegA hI' pUjyazrI meM caritArtha huI pratIta hogI / "guru bahumANo mokkho ', 'paMcasUtra' kI yaha bAta bhI pUjyazrI meM spaSTa pratIta hogI / guru ke prati bahumAna rakhanA nahIM aura hama mukti kI AzA rakhate haiM / mukti to kyA milegI ? mukti kA mArga bhI nahIM milegA / dazavaikAlika meM vinaya-samAdhi zabda Ate haiM / vinaya se aisI samAdhi, aisI prasannatA prakaTa hotI hai ki jisakI samAnatA deva bhI nahIM kara sakate / pUjyazrI ke vikAsa kA mUla vinaya meM thA / unako najara se dekhane vAle samakAlIna sAdhvIjI caturazrIjI Adi ne dekhA thA ki pUjyazrI meM vinaya kI itanI parAkASThA thI apane cAra gurujanoM (dAdA guru pU. jItavijayajI, pU. guruvaryazrI hIravijayajI, pU. siddhisUrijI, pU. meghasUrijI) ke muMha se 'kanakavijayajI ! yahAM Ao' isa vAkya kA 'ka' akSara sunate hI cAhe jaisA kArya chor3a kara, hAtha jor3a kara ve bAlaka kI taraha vinIta mudrA meM upasthita ho jAte / vi. saMvat 1985 meM bhoyaNI tIrtha meM pUjya bApajI ma., pUjya sAgarajI ma. Adi ke hAthoM ApakI upAdhyAya padavI huI aura vi. saMvat 1986 meM pUjya guruvaryazrI hIravijayajI svargavAsI hue / vi. saMvat 1989 meM ahamadAbAda meM AcArya padavI huI / dIkSA ke yogodvahana se lagAkara sabhI yogodvahana pUjya siddhisUrijI ne karAye the / (242 00000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ hamane dIkSA lI taba pUjya siddhisUrijI vidyamAna the / pUjyazrI svayaM 250 sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke nAyaka hote hue bhI pUrNa rUpa se pUjya bApajI mahArAja ko samarpita the / maiM ne svayaM dekhA hai rAdhanapura ke saMgha kI cAturmAsa kI vinatI thI / pUjya bApajI mahArAja ne likhA - 'vahAM cAturmAsa kara sakate haiM / ' yaha koI AjJA nahIM kahalAtI, yaha mAna kara unhoM ne pUjya bApajI ma. kI nizrA meM cAturmAsa karane ke lie vihAra kiyA / jeTha mahine kI bhayaMkara teja garmI meM pahale hI mukAma para (gocanAda me) svAsthya atyanta bigar3ane ke kAraNa rAdhanapura ke zrAvaka svayaM pUjya bApajI ma. ke pAsa se AjJA - patra le Aye / phira vaha cAturmAsa sAMtalapura meM huA / unakA jIvana hamane to apanI AMkhoM se dekhA hai / ANaMdajI jaise mahAn paNDita Akara kisI kI ora se ghaMToM taka tarka karate taba pUjya zrI kA eka hI vAkya meM uttara hotA, 'ApakI bAta satya hai, parantu hama to pUjya bApajI ma. karate haiM usa prakAra karate haiM / ' eka ghaMTe ke tarkoM kA uttara ve eka hI vAkya meM de dete the / unakI brahmacarya ke prati niSThA kaisI thI ? rAdhanapura meM sAdhvIjiyoM ko yogodvahana karAte samaya velajIbhAI ko kahA, 'yahAM baiTho / ' kucha samaya ke bAda kahA, 'aba jAo / ' 'parantu kAraNa kyA ?' 'isa samaya koI puruSa nahIM thA, ataH maiM ne Apako yahAM biThAyA / " halavada meM pUjya kAntivijayajI ne dekhA, 'sAdhvIjI ko ve jo AjJA dete, ve turanta 'tahatti' karake use svIkAra karate / strIjAti itanI AjJAMkita ? pUjyazrI kA kitanA prabhAva ? ve kahate, 'sacamuca, ye to kalikAla ke sthUlabhadra haiM / pUjyazrI ko ziSyoM Adi kI koI tamannA nahIM thI / usake (kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 OOOOO0000 243
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________________ lie koI prayatna nahIM kiyA, parantu unakA dhyAna rakhanevAle Upara vAle baiThe haiM na ? gulAba ko kahanA nahIM par3atA ki bhauMro ! tuma AnA / tAlAba ko kahanA nahIM par3atA ki machaliyo ! tuma AnA / yogya vyakti ko yogya pAtra, mila hI jAtA hai / pUjyazrI cAhe kahIM bhI nahIM gaye, parantu unake saMyama kI sugandha sarvatra phailI huI thii| mujhe yahAM kaise AnA huA ? batAUM kyA ? dIkSA lene kI bhAvanA ke bAda maiM ne apane sasura mizrImalajI ko batA diyA, kyoMki mAtA-pitA Adi koI gurujana the nahIM / sasura ne kahA, 'merA bhI dIkSita hone kA hI vicAra hai / ' vAgar3avAle pUjya kanakasUrijI se dIkSA lenI hai / parantu merI icchA pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI ke pAsa dIkSA lene kI thI / rAjanAdagAMva meM sthita pU. munizrI rUpavijayajI ke pAsa Ate pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI ke jaina pravacana par3hakara mujhe vairAgya huA thA / gujarAtI yadyapi nahIM AtA thA to bhI bhAvArtha samajha letA thA / unheM par3ha kara saMsAra kI asAratA mana meM jama gaI / saMsAra burA hai, aisA varNana nahIM kiyA jAye to koI isakI nirguNatA ko nahIM samajhegA / dIkSA kA pravAha bar3hA hai, yaha ina mahApuruSoM kA prabhAva hai / pUjya sAgarajI ma., pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI Adi mahApuruSoM kA prabhAva hai| ___ataH merA vicAra pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI ke pAsa dIkSA grahaNa karane kA thA, parantu sasurajI ne jaba apanI bhAvanA vyakta kI, taba maiM bhI usase sahamata ho gayA / aba yaha bhI batA dUM ki unheM pUjya kanakasUrijI ke pAsa dIkSA lene kI bhAvanA kyoM huI ? pUjya labdhisUrijI kA cAturmAsa vi. saMvat 1996 meM phalodI meM thA taba usa samaya jinhoM ne saMgha nikalavAyA thA ve jasarAja lukkaDa ke pitAjI bhomarAjajI ne unakI nizrA meM jaisalamera kA saMgha nikalavAyA thA / [244000000momoooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ eka bAra sasura mizrImalajI ke pitAjI ne pUjya labdhisUrijI ko rAtri meM pUchA thA ki isa kAla meM utkRSTa saMyamI kauna hai ? usa samaya guNa-rAgI pU. labdhisUrijI ne pUjya kanakasUrijI kA nAma diyA thA / usa samaya kamalavijayajI ma. bhI vahAM the aura unhoM ne mana meM gAMTha bAMdha lI ki dIkSA lenI to inhIM mahAtmA ke pAsa lenI / dIkSA grahaNa karane ke bAda lagA ki sacamuca bhagavAna ne mujhe atyanta hI ucita evaM yogya sthAna para lagAyA hai / pUjyazrI ke jitane guNa-gAna kareM utane kama haiM / unhoM ne hI hameM jAmanagara adhyayana karane ke lie bhejA thA / do varSoM ke bAda kahalavAyA - yA to pATaNa jAo, yA ahamadAbAda jAo, jAmanagara chor3a do, kyoMki do varSa ho gaye haiM / adhika samaya eka sthAna para nahIM rahanA cAhiye / hameM vicAra AyA ki aba pUjyazrI ke pAsa hI jAnA hai / hama pUjyazrI ke caraNoM meM bhacAU pahuMce / usa samaya pUjyazrI svayaM Avazyaka niyukti, Arambha siddhi Adi par3hAte the tathA paM. amUlakhajI ko bhI par3hAne ke lie rakhA / parantu prakRti ko maMjUra ho vahI hotA hai / hameM gAMdhIdhAma cAturmAsArtha jAnA par3A aura Der3ha mahine meM to dAdA paraloka sidhAra gaye / hameM ve sadA ke lie chor3a gaye, parantu bhakta ko kadApi guru kA viraha hotA hI nahIM hai / usa samaya pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI (vartamAna meM AcArya) cAturmAsa ke lie Aye, ataH hameM alaga honA par3A / usa samaya uttaradAyitva kama the, ataH adhyayana Adi acchI taraha hotA thA / jinake Upara aisI javAbadArI nahIM hai, unheM khAsa sUcanA hai ki svarNa avasara kA sadupayoga kara lo / pUjyazrI ne kAladharma se 2-4 dina pUrva hI svayaM loca kara liyA thA / antima dina, antima samaya meM pUjyazrI ne 'paMcasUtra' zravaNa karane kI icchA vyakta kI thii| taba se hI merA mana 'paMcasUtra' kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6600mwwwwwwwwwwww.00 245)
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________________ para mugdha hai aura isa samaya bhI vyAkhyAna meM 'paMcasUtra' hI cAlu hai na ? usa samaya unake pAsa nitya rahanevAlI ghar3I bhI baMdha ho gaI thI, mAno vaha bhI AghAta se stabdha ho gaI ho / (pUjya kanakasUriMjI ke guru-pUjana kI bolI harakhacanda vAghajI, gIMdarA, AdhoI / Aja 1500 AyaMbila hoNge| abhI rU. 20/- kA saMghapUjana hai / dopahara meM sAmUhika sAmAyika aura sAyaMkAla meM kumArapAla kI AratI kA kAryakrama rahegA / ) nIti para dRr3hatA amerikA meM base eka sajjana baiMka meM DAirekTara ke pada para niyukta hue / unheM grAhakoM ko RNa dene kA kArya sauMpA gayA / eka bAra RNa ke kAgaz2a dekhane para dhyAna AyA ki isameM to katlakhAne ke jaise kArya hote haiM aura unhoM ne vaha pada chor3a diyA / chaH mAha taka binA naukarI ke baiThe rahanA par3A / aneka kaSToM kA sAmanA kiyA, parantu burA kArya chor3ane kA Ananda unheM kaSToM meM bhI vyAkula nahIM karatA thA / ve sadbuddhi se zraddhA meM Tike rahe / sunane meM AyA ki machalI pakar3ane ke jAloM kI bar3I phaikTrI prArambha huI / usake zeara jainoM ne bhI kharIde the| usameM buddhi bhI kaisI / zraddhA kA to mAno akAla hI par3a gayA / - sunandAbena vorA kaza (246 Boooooooooooooooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ 00 bhuja cAturmAsa, vi.saM. 2043 (1) apunarbaMdhaka (2) samyaktvI * caturvidha saMgha svayaM mukti-mArga para calatA hai, anya ko bhI calAtA hai, isa caturvidha saMgha ke darzana puNya kI parAkASThA kahalAtI hai 1 saMsAra meM kitane pudgalAvarta gaye ? ananta pudgalAvarta gaye / aba bhI kitane pudgalAvarta bAkI hoMge, yaha bhagavAna jAne / kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 - PS-M 19-8-2000, zanivAra bhAdra kRSNA-4 yaha tIrtha hameM bhUtakAla meM bhI ananta bAra milA hogA, parantu apanA upAdAna kAraNa taiyAra nahIM thA / hamAre bhItara 'durbhavya' baiThA thA / Aja bhI hama kaise kaha sakate haiM ki durbhavya nahIM baiThA / durbhavya ko kadApi bhagavAna kI dezanA acchI nahIM lagatI / apunarbaMdhaka arthAt dharma kA Adi sAdhaka, Adi dhArmika, jo aba kadApi mohanIya karma kI utkRSTa sthiti bAMdhane vAlA nahIM haiM / sAdhaka ke cAra vibhAga haiM : (3) dezavirata (4) sarvavirata bhUmikA dekha kara hI dezanA dene kA vidhAna hai kawwwwwwww 247
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________________ sAmAnya grAhaka ko ucca stara kA mAla batAo to kyA hogA ? vaha grAhaka ucca stara ke mAla kA mUlya nahIM de sakegA aura nimna stara kA mAla lene ke lie taiyAra nahIM hogA / yahAM bhI aisI hI dazA hotI hai / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : bhagavAna pahale sarvavirati batAte haiM, phira dezavirati batAte haiM na ? pUjya zrI : anya darzanI ko sarvavirati batAI jAtI hai / udAharaNArtha haribhadra bhaTTa / parantu jo samyagdarzana prApta kiyA huA hai, use dezavirati rUpa bhUmikA ke lie taiyAra karake sarvavirati ke lie yogya banAyeM / ekadama utAvala na kareM / bhavana banAne se pahale nIMva majabUta karanI par3atI hai na ? samyagdarzana nIMva hai; phira dezavirati aura sarvavirati rUpI maMjila kA nirmANa kiyA jA sakatA hai / phira bhI ekAnta nahIM hai / uttama AtmA ho to use sarvavirati bhI pahale dI jA sakatI hai, parantu yaha jJAniyoM kA viSaya hai / hama unakI hor3a (tulanA) nahIM kara sakate / * maiM yahAM upadeza nahIM detA / hama saba sAtha milakara svAdhyAya kara rahe haiM / jisa prakAra parihAra vizuddhi meM eka vAcanAcArya banatA hai na ? maiM bhI usI prakAra se vAcanA detA hUM, yaha mAneM / * 'bhagavan ! terI AjJA kA pAlana to dUra rahA, Adara bhI ho jAye to bhI kAma ho jAye / ' aisA bhAva bhI tAraka ( tAraNahAra) banatA hai / * 'namutthuNaM' ke artha jAnoge to jaba unheM bologe taba zubha bhAva bar3hatA jAyegA / zubha bhAva se samyagdarzana milegA, mana kI prasannatA milegI, jo bAjAra meM dUsare kahIM se nahIM milegI / mana kI prasannatA samAdhi pradAna karatI hai / samAdhi mukti pradAna karatI hai / prabhu mana kI prasannatA bharapeTa dene ke lie taiyAra haiM, kyoMki prasannatA kA pUrNa bhaNDAra bhagavAna ke pAsa hai / kala Apako bhaga ke chaH artha batAye the / mahattva ke antima do artha bAkI haiM / 248 kaLakaLa 8 kahe kalApUrNasUri -
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________________ sAMkhya darzana, nirasana Adi kI carcA meM gauNa karuMgA, kyoMki isa sabhA meM inakI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| * hamAre bhItara guNoM ke vividha vyaMjana haiN| vividha miThAiyoM yA vividha padArthoM kI tarapha hone vAlA AkarSaNa sacamuca isI bAta kA saMketa hai, parantu hama yaha saMketa samajhate nahIM haiM / hama vividha padArthoM se tRpta hokara guNoM ke prati parAGmukha rahate haiM / 'bhaga' kA chaThA artha prayatna hotA hai / (6) prayatna : prabhu meM utkRSTa puruSArtha hotA hai / rAtabhara eka hI pudgala para animeSa rahakara prabhu-sAdhanA karate haiM / AMkha tanika bhI jhapake nahIM / kitanI bhISaNa sAdhanA ! kitanA bhayaMkara puruSArtha ! bhagavAna mahAvIra kI sAdhanA kA zrama to dekho / bhagavAna ke sivAya aisA zrama kauna kara sakatA hai ? hama to bharata cakravartI kI taraha kevalajJAna prApta ho jAyegA, yaha mAnakara ArAma se baiThe haiM / bhagavAna to pariSaha-upasarga adhika Ate haiM tyoM adhika majabUta banate haiM / samudghAta ke samaya kyA kama parAkrama hotA hai ? isameM prayatna kI parAkASThA hotI hai| yoga-nirodha ke samaya bhI prabala puruSArtha hotA hai / kevalajJAna hone ke bAda bhI kitanA bhavya puruSArtha ? sAmAnya kevalI hI samudghAta karate hai aisA nahIM hai, parantu tIrthaMkara bhI samudghAta karate haiN| AyuSya tathA karma samAna sthiti vAle na hoM to samudghAta karanA par3atA hai / yaha puruSArtha AtmavIrya se prakaTa huA hai / yahAM sarvatra samagra zabda lagAyeM / aizvarya, rUpa, yaza, zrI, dharma aura prayatna ke svAmI bhagavAna ko hameM namaskAra karanA cAhiye / pUjya meM jitanI zakti hai, vaha samasta zakti pUjaka ko mAtra namaskAra se milatI hai / jisa kampanI ke Apa 'zeara holDara' bane haiM usa kampanI kA lAbha Apako hI milegA na ? jisa namaskAra se ye saba guNa milate haiM, usa namaskAra kA mUlya kitanA hai ? isa namaskAra ke pIche bhakti-bhAvanA kA jitanA (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3000mooooooommon 249)
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________________ bala ho, utanA yaha namaskAra zaktizAlI banatA hai / yaha namaskAra Apako 'parama' ke sAtha jor3a detA hai / jise Apa namana karate haiM, usake sAtha Apa namaskAra ke mAdhyama se hI jur3a sakate haiM / pUjya kIrtisenasUrijI : bodhi evaM samyaktva meM kyA antara hai ? pUjyazrI : boMdhi evaM samyaktva meM vaise koI antara nahIM hai, phira bhI vaise tanika antara bhI haiM / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : aura varabodhi ? pUjyazrI : varabodhi to bhagavAna ke pAsa hI hotA hai, anya kisI ko AzA rakhanI hI nahIM hai / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : hameM bhagavAna bananA hai na ? pUjyazrI : manoratha kisako nahIM hotA ? parantu banatA kauna hai ? bhagavAna kA bhakta kadApi bhagavAna banane kA kor3a nahIM karatA / vaha kor3a kare to bhakta nahIM bana sakatA, parantu Apa bhale hI niHspRha raheM, bhagavAna Apako bhagavAna banAyeMge hI / sAMkhya-darzana Atma-kartRtva nahIM mAnatA / jaina darzana anya darzanoM kI taraha jagatkartRtva nahIM svIkAra karatA, parantu samyagdarzana Adi guNoM meM nimitta rUpa se bhagavAna karttA hai, yaha jaina darzana mAnatA hai / sAdhanA ke lie yaha mAnanA Avazyaka hai / 'maiM svayaM par3hA hUM' aisA vidyArthI kadApi nahIM kahatA / guru ne par3hAyA hai, aisA hI kahegA / isI prakAra se bhakta bhI yahI kahegA ki bhagavAna ne hI guNa pradAna kiye haiM / sAdhanA ke lie yaha dRSTikoNa atyanta hI Avazyaka hai / yaha dRSTikoNa nahIM rakha kara aneka vyakti bhUle par3a gaye haiM / AtmA sarvathA akarttA hai, yaha sAMkhya darzana mAnatA hai / jainadarzana AtmA kA kartRtva svIkAra karatA hai / karma svayaM Akara nahIM cipakate / AtmA zubhAzubha pariNAma karatI hai, tadanusAra karma cipakate rahate haiM / ataH jaina darzana mAnatA hai ki AtmA karma kA karttA hai / jaina darzana bhale sarvathA jagatkartRtva svIkAra nahIM karatA, parantu isa prakAra kathaMcit kartRtva svIkAra karatA hai / 250 WW wwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3
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________________ sAMkhya darzana kA kathana hai ki Apa pudgala ko hI kartA mAna lo na ? AtmA ko karttA mAnane kI kyA AvazyakatA hai ? hama kahate haiM ki pudgaloM meM cipakane kI yogyatA hai, usa prakAra AtmA meM bhI cipakane kI yogyatA hai| donoM meM vaisA svabhAva hai / isIlie karma ke sAtha sambandha ho sakatA hai / * titthayarANaM / bhagavAna tIrtha-kAraka haiM / * hama AtmA ke guNoM kA kartRtva kara nahIM sakate, ataH unakA Aropa pudgaloM meM karate haiM / apane SaTkAraka isa samaya bAdhaka banakara kArya kara rahe haiM / unheM bhagavAna ke Alambana se sAdhaka banAne haiM / hama kArya kara rahe haiM, parantu vaha kArya apanA nahIM, pudgaloM kA (zatruoM kA) kara rahe haiM / apanI hI zakti se zatru majabUta ho rahe haiM, yaha kitanA Azcarya hai ? ApakA kAraka-cakra Apako hI badalanA hai| yaha dUsarA koI nahIM karegA / dUsare AdamI jyAdA se jyAdA to Apako parosa deMge, parantu khAne kA kArya to Apako hI karanA par3egA / bhagavAna evaM guru mArga batAte haiM, parantu calane kA kArya to Apako hI karanA par3egA / karma-bandhana kA kArya to Apane hI kiyA thA na ? ki bhagavAna aura guru ne kiyA thA ? aba ye karma chor3ane kA kArya bhI Apako hI karanA par3egA na ? yaha kArya dUsare kara dete hote to bhagavAna eka bhI jIva ko saMsAra meM rahane nahIM dete; saMsAra khAlI ho gayA hotA / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : bhagavAna to mAM hai, use saba kara denA hogA na ? pUjyazrI : mAM stana-pAna karAtI hai, parantu cUsane kI kriyA to bAlaka ko hI karanI par3egI na? mAM kA mAM ke rUpa meM svIkAra to bAlaka ko hI karanA par3atA hai na...? itanA bhI karane ko taiyAra nahIM ho usa bAlaka ko kyA kaheM ? [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300ooooooooooomnamas 251)
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________________ hama saba aise haiM / * bhagavAna tIrtha ke Adi sthApaka haiM / isa vizeSaNa se vedoM kA apauruSeyapana nirasta huA / kitaneka yaha mAnate haiM ki kevalajJAna hone para turanta hI jIva mokSa meM hI jAtA haiM, saMsAra meM raha hI nahIM sakatA / isakA khaNDana bhI isa vizeSaNa se hotA hai / sUrya svabhAva se prakAza detA hai, usa prakAra tIrthaMkara svabhAva se hI tIrtha kI sthApanA karate haiM / yadi aisA na kareM to unake karmoM kA kSaya nahIM hotA / jisake sahAre se jIva tara jAye vaha tIrtha kahalAtA hai / bhayaMkara magaramaccho aura matsyo (rAga-dveSa) Adi se bhare hue isa sAgara (saMsAra) ko tarane ke liye tIrtha (ghATa) kI AvazyakatA hotI hai / use bAMdhane vAle tIrthaMkara haiM / janma, jarA evaM mRtyu yahAM pAnI hai| * nigoda ke jIva eka sAMsa meM 17-1/2 bAra janma-maraNa karate haiM / vicAra karo ki janma-maraNa kA kitanA duHkha hai ? aise ananta pudgala-parAvarta hamAre bhUtakAla meM gujare / aba bhaviSya meM gujaranA hai ? bhaviSya kA sRjana apanI ArAdhanA para AdhArita hai| * saMsAra-sAgara meM mithyAtva-avirati kI atyanta hI gaharAI bhayaMkara kaSAya rUpa pAtAla hai / moha kA bhayaMkara cakrAvarta hai / vicitra duHkha bhayaMkara jalajantu hai / rAga-dveSa kA pavana khalabalI macAtA hai / prabala manoratha rUpa jvAra hai / * mithyAtva kA eka bhI aMza hotA hai taba taka hameM deha meM Atmabuddhi rahatI haiM / apanI AtmA ko pUrNa rUpa meM nahIM mAnanA bhI mithyAtva hai| jaba taka deha meM Atma-buddhi kareMge, taba taka yaha deha bArabAra milatA hI rahegA / (252a moms son kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ DolI meM vihAra 20-8-2000, ravivAra bhAdra kRSNA - 5 sAmudAyika pravacana; viSaya : saMgha-bhakti sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA pUjya munizrI darzanavallabhavijayajI : * yaha pAvana bhUmi hai / ananta siddhoM kI bhUmi hai / hamAre upakArI gurudeva pUjya premasUrijI lagabhaga eka sau varSa pUrva yahIM dIkSita hue the / aisI bhUmi meM aisA snehapUrNa vAtAvaraNa utpanna na ho to anyatra kahAM utpanna hogA ? * saMgha kI mahimA anupama hai / jaba taka bharata kSetra meM yaha saMgha rahegA, caturvidha saMgha kA eka-eka sadasya bhI vidyamAna hogA, taba taka chaThA ArA prArambha nahIM hogA, sUrya maryAdA nahIM chor3egA, prakRti kupita nahIM hogI / aisA saMgha hameM milA haiM / isakI saphalatA kisameM hai ? eka ghara se dUsare ghara, eka gAMva se dUsare gAMva jAyeM vaha yAtrA hai / eka bhava se dUsare bhava kI bhI yAtrA hI hai / cAra gatiyoM kI yAtrA ananta bAra kI / aba yaha yAtrA bandha kara ke kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 kaLakaLa.wwwwwwwwLa 253
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________________ paramaloka kI yAtrA prArambha karanI hai / isa saMgha ko prApta karane kI yahI saphalatA hai| pUjya gaNizrI pUrNacandravijayajI : _relave meM tIna lAina hotI haiM / apane mana meM tIna lAIna haiM - broDa geja, mITara geja evaM nairo geja / 'nairo lAina' saMkar3I hotI haiM, spIDa kama hotI hai aura bojhA bhI adhika nahIM uThA sktii| mITara geja usase caur3I, spIr3a adhika aura bojhA bhI adhika uThA sakatI hai, jabaki broDa geja usase bhI spIr3a Adi meM adhika hotI haiM / manuSyoM ke mana bhI tIna prakAra ke hote haiM / koI mAnatA hai - maiM sukhI hoUM / koI mAnate haiM - hama sukhI baneM / koI mAnate haiM - apana sukhI baneM / tIrthaMkaroM kI bhAvanA hotI hai ki apana sukhI baneM / tIrthaMkara svayaM isa saMgha ko namana karate haiN| isase khyAla AyegA ki vyakti mahattvapUrNa nahIM hai, saMgha mahattvapUrNa hai| saMgha bhAvanA, vyaktitva kA ahaMkAra tor3a DAlatA hai, vizAla bhAvanA paidA karatA hai / __ bhagavAna dvArA sthApita aise saMgha ke sAdhuoM ko dekha kara kyA ahobhAva jAgRta hotA hai ? 'Na titthaM viNA niggaMThehiM / ' sAdhuoM ke binA tIrtha nahIM hotA / vartamAna vijJAna yuga meM bhI eka bhI paise ke binA, eka bhI vAhana ke binA jIvana jIne vAle ye jaina sAdhu haiM, kyA yaha vicAra AtA hai ? kyA yaha lagatA hai ki bhagavAna ke ye sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA Adi haiM ? saMgha tIrthaMkaroM kA proDakzana hai| pAMcoM parameSThiyoM kI yaha khAna hai| isa saMgha meM jJAnI, dhyAnI, dAnI Adi aneka guNavAna haiM / kalpavRkSa kA AdhAra nandanavana hai, teja kA AdhAra candramA hai, usa prakAra guNoM kA AdhAra saMgha hai| eka sAdhu kI sAdhanA sampUrNa jagat ko bacA sakatI hai / Aja bhI kucha ThIka hai vaha isa saMgha kA prabhAva hai / (254 womansooooooooooooons kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ saMgha ke dvArA saMgha kI bhAvanA utpanna honI cAhiye / kisI bhI saMgha meM hone vAlI devadravya kI AmadanI bhArata ke kisI bhI saMgha meM bhejate haiM / yaha hai saMgha-bhAvanA ! hama jitane saMgaThita raheMge, utanA bala bar3hegA / vartamAna yuga meM saMgaThita hone kI vizeSa AvazyakatA hai| 'saMghe zaktiH kalau yuge / ' ekatrita raheMge to bala bar3hegA / yadi bikhare hue raheMge to TUTa jAyeMge / 'vaha saMgaThana saMgaThana nahIM, jisameM phUTa haiM / vaha vyApAra vyApAra nahIM, jisameM laTa haiM / prAmANikatA kI pUjA to hara jagaha hotI hai, - vaha dharma dharma nahIM, jisameM jhUTha hai / ' saMgha-bhAvanA kI kadara AcArya bhagavAna bhI karate haiM / isIlie ve ApakI cAturmAsa (varSAvAsa) kI vinatI svIkAra karate haiM / pUnar3a ne nAgapura se siddhAcala kA saMgha nikalavAyA thA taba vastupAla vinatI karake usa saMgha ko dholakA meM lAye the / 'saMgha kI ur3atI miTTI bhI maMgalakArI hai / ' yaha vastupAla kA kathana hai / samasta yAtriyoM ke pAMvoM kA dUdha se prakSAla karake vastupAla sabakI bhakti karate the / ___aMkevAliyA meM vastupAla kI mRtya huI taba 13vAM saMgha thA / taba AcArya ne kahA thA - 'sacamuca, jinazAsana ke gagana kA sUrya asta ho gayA / usa samaya una AcArya bhagavan ne cha: vigaI kA tyAga kiyA thA / Apa yadi garIba haiM to supArI - muhapatti Adi se bhI isa saMgha kI bhakti kara sakate haiM / santati kA samarpaNa karake bhI uttama zramaNa saMgha kI bhakti ho sakatI hai| * ApakA putra bImAra ho aura sAdhu bhI bImAra ho taba pahale Apa kahAM jAyeMge ? putra merA hai parantu sAdhu, upAzraya, mandira Adi kisake haiM ? saMgha ke haiM na ? kyA saMgha meM Apa nahIM haiM ? kitane hI sAmUhika prazna jala rahe haiM, taba 'mere kyA ?' kaha kara baiThe nahIM rahate haiM na ? (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 assooooooooooooom 255)
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________________ aise saMgha kI kadApi AzAtanA na kareM / avarNavAda karoge to bodhi durlabha bananA par3egA / / saMgha ke eka sadasya kI pUjA sakala saMgha kI pUjA hai / saMgha ke eka sadasya kI hIlanA sakala saMgha kI hIlanA hai, itanA yAda rakheM / hRdaya meM saMgha kA bahumAna hogA to jina zAsana kI jaya jayakAra ho jAyegI / pUjya virAgacandrasAgarajI : saMgha hamAre mAtA-pitA haiM / usake samakSa cAhe jaisA boleMge to bhI calegA / jinake binA jaina zAsana kI kalpanA kaThina hai, aise upAdhyAya yazovijayajI ke yogaviMzikA grantha kA vAkya - _ 'vidhisampAdakAnAM vidhivyavasthApakAnAM darzanamapi pratyUhavyUhavinAzanamiti vayaM vadAmaH / ' "vidhi-kArakoM evaM vidhi ke vyavasthApakoM kA darzana bhI vighnoM ke vyUha ke vinAzaka hai, aisA hama kahate haiM / ' TaMkAra kI bhASA meM upAdhyAya mahArAja yaha bAta kara rahe haiN| saMgha ko hama kaheMge - _ 'dhanya kSaNe tava durlabha darzana, madhura vacana tava maMgala sparzana ! roma-roma pulakita amIvarSaNa, jaya jaya ama hRdaya nivasaMta / ' Apa yaha na mAne ki saMgha ke sadasya prabhAvanA ke lie daur3ate haiM / binA prabhAvanA ke mAtra darzana ke lie yahAM pratyeka ravivAra ko daur3e Ate haiM, jo Apa dekhate haiM na ? vyakti akelA hotA hai taba sAmAnya hotA hai, parantu prabhu ne Atma dhyAna se zakti prApta karake vyaktiyoM ko ekatrita karake jisakI sthApanA kI use hama saMgha kahate haiM / milanA hI sambandha hai / Meeting is relationship | aneka bAra milanA arthAt kyA ? yaha samajhe binA hI hama alaga ho jAte haiM, bikhara jAte haiM / prabhu ne sUtra diyA - 'ege AyA / ' (256 W0mmonomonamoonamon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ prabhu ne apane vyaktitva ko eka kiyA / he siddho ! Apa eka haiM, saMgaThita haiM / hama para saMgaThitatA evaM ekatA kI vRSTi karo / tantuoM se banA rassA hAthI ko bhI bAMdha sakatA hai / lakaDiyoM ke bhAre ko pahalavAna bhI tor3a nahIM sakatA / hamArI ekatA bAhya evaM abhyantara vighna kA nAza kara sakatI hai / 'Atmavat sarva bhUteSu' 'appasame manijja chappi kAe / ' 'sarva jIvoM ko apanI AtmA ke samAna mAna / ' 'jaM haMtumicchasi appANameva jANAhi / ' jise mAranA cAhate hai vaha tU svayaM hai, yahI mAnanA / yaha saMvedanazIlatA kI parAkASThA hai / saMgha meM zAmila hone se pUrva hama sAmAnya the / hamArI zaktiyAM suSupta thIM / vyakti ke rUpa meM hama saba sAmAnya hote, parantu prabhu ne hameM saMgaThita kiye, viziSTa banAye / pratyeka AtmA meM Apa apanA pratibimba dekheM / samAnA hRdayAni - veda 'appA so paramappA' AtmA hI paramAtmA hai - aisA prabhu kA kathana hai / prabhu-bhakta bAda meM bananA, pahale bhakta ke bhakta baneM / bhagavAna kA bhakta arthAt caturvidha saMgha / dUdha eka hI hotA hai| tejAba milane para phaTa jAtA hai| zakkara milane para madhura banatA hai| hameM kyA bananA hai ? tejAba bananA hai ki zakkara ? Apa ekatAvAdI baneM, vibhAjanavAdI nahIM / / ekatA ke sUtradhAra saMgha ko ananta namana / candrakAntabhAI : bhAdauM zuklA 6 ko sAmUhika rathayAtrA nikalegI / tIna-cAra ratha hoNge| bhAdauM zuklA 5 ko sAmUhika kSamApanA evaM car3hAve (boliyAM) hoMge / AmadanI ANaMdajI kalyANajI per3hI meM jaayegii| bhAdauM zuklA 6 ke sAdharmika vAtsalya kA sampUrNa lAbha pArvatIbena harakhacanda vAghajI gIMdarA, AdhoI (kaccha) kI ora se liyA gayA hai| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 Wommswwwwwwwwws 257)
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________________ pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : Aja paryuSaNa pUrva kA antima ravivAra hai / paryuSaNa ke bAda meM bhI yaha cAlu rakhane ke lie prayatna kareM / sabhA pUrI hone se pUrva Aja koI uThe nahIM / jo khar3A hogA use sabhA tor3ane ke lie pApa lagegA / yaha vinaya hai - pU. AcArya bhagavAna ke bAda hI uThanA hai / pU. munizrI udayaprabhavijayajI ma. : guNa, paryAya, umra Adi meM aneka gurujana nIce haiM, unase kSamA yAcanA karatA hUM / zAyada kSamA yAcanA na karUM to bhI maiM kasUra (Fault) meM nahIM hUM / saMgha kI AjJA se baiThA hUM / __ ghara chor3e binA aNagAra nahIM banA jAtA / mana ko chor3e binA acchA ziSya nahIM banA jAtA / kadAgraha evaM svatantratA chor3e binA saMgha-sevaka nahIM banA jAtA / jise nyAya karanA AtA hai vahI saMgha kI ekatA kara sakatA jo svArtha chor3e, sAdagI apanAye, vahI saMgha kA netA bana sakatA hai| vastupAla ko saMgha kI pUjA karate samaya pasInA chUTa rahA thA, taba unhoM ne kahA thA ki isa samaya maiM janma-janma kI thakAvaTa utAra rahA hUM / yaha sAdagI hai, yaha bahumAna-sUcaka haiM / kitaneka zrAvaka Aja bhI loca Adi karAte haiM / yaha sAdagI saMgha kA bahumAna hai / vaha tapa, jJAna Adi kSetra meM kaccA ho to bhI yaha saMgha bahumAna se mukti prApta kara le / bhinna-bhinna samudAyoM meM gocarI evaM vandana kA vyavahAra na ho yaha bhedabhAva nahIM hai, parantu eka vyavasthA hai / saccA nyAya kauna kara sakatA hai ? jo apane ghara rahe hue vyakti ko ayogya vyavahAra se roka sakatA hai, vahI nyAya kara sakatA hai| sarva prathama ekatA evaM maitrI kA prArambha ghara se honA cAhiye / bar3appana dhana ke AdhAra para nahIM, guNoM ke AdhAra para hai / ekatA ke lie apanI mAnyatA bhI eka ora rakhanI par3atI hai / usa prakAra hama eka baneM / [258onnamonommmmmmmmmmo0 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ isa samaya dikhAI dene vAlI ekatA sirpha zabdoM meM na rahe, jIvana meM utare vaisI apekSA hai / pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : bhagavAna dvArA sthApita yaha saMgha dIrgha kAla taka jagat kA maMgala kare vaisI zakti bhagavAna ne sthApita kI hai / 'dhamma-titthayare jiNe / ' sampUrNa vizva ko kevalajJAna ke prakAza se bhara denevAle ye prabhu upakAroM kI vRSTi karate haiM vaha svabhAva se hI hai / sUrya kI taraha upakAra karanA unakA svabhAva hai / isa saMgha para kitanA bola sakate hai? hamArI zakti parimita hai| svayaM tIrthaMkara bhI vaha nahIM sakate / mAtra 'namo titthassa' kaha kara baiThate haiM / itane meM kyA nahIM AyA ? 'mujhase bhI pUjanIya yaha saMgha hai|' saMgha ko namaskAra karake svayaM tIrthaMkaro ne yaha kaha diyA / dhurandharavijayajI ne pUchA thA - 'bhagavAna se bhI pUjya ho usa saMgha kA sthAna navakAra meM prathama kyoM nahIM ? anta meM bhI kyoM nahIM ? maiM ne kahA, 'navakAra saMgha se bAhara nahIM hai / navakAra meM saMgha ko namaskAra hai hI / tIrthaMkara svayaM kahate haiM ki Apa isa tIrtha ko namaskAra karo / ' isa zAzvata mantra meM hama kyA bhUla nikAla sakate haiM ? apanI buddhi kitanI hai ? ___ 'namo' zabda prathama hai, jo tIrthaMkara banane kI kalA hai| yaha kalA Apako tIrthaMkara banAtI hai| jitane tIrthaMkara bane haiM, ve isI prakAra saMgha kI bhakti se hI bane haiM / caturvidha saMgha khAna hai, jisame pAMcauM parameSThI taiyAra hote haiM / jaba tIrthaMkara gRhastha jIvana meM the taba bhI unake mAtA-pitA kisI tIrthaMkara ke zrAvaka-zrAvikA hI the / arthAt saMgha meM se hI tIrthaMkara taiyAra hote haiM / isa saMghake guNa-gAna karane kI zakti nahIM hai, phira bhI guNagAna karate haiM, tAki saMgha ke RNa se kucha mukta ho sakeM / . jIrNoddhAra mAtra jinAlaya yA upAzraya kA hI nahIM, caturvidha (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6000oooooooooooooo00 259)
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________________ saMgha ke kisI bhI sadasya kA bhI ho sakatA hai / yaha bhI saMgha kI bhakti hai / unheM Apa guNoM ke mArga meM Age baDhAeM yaha bhI saMgha-bhakti hai / yadi guNavAna kI prazaMsA nahIM karo to aticAra lagate haiM / 'saMghamAMhI guNavaMtataNI anupadvhaNA kIdhI / ' saMbhavanAtha bhagavAna pUrva ke tIsare bhava meM akAla ke samaya meM zrI saMgha kI bhakti karake hI tIrthaMkara bane the / yaha saMgha-bhakti tIrthaMkara kI mAtA hai / . * dIna-duHkhiyoM kA uddhAra Adi nahIM kiyA jAye to doSa lagatA hai, logoM meM bhI nindA hotI hai / ve utsava karate haiM parantu garIboM kI paravAha nahIM hai / isI lie vastupAla aisI dAnazAlAoM kA nirmANa karAte the jinameM jaina-ajaina sabhI bhojana karate the / madrAsa kI pratiSThA ke samaya ajainoM ko bhI bAdAma kI katalI Adi dI gaI thI / unheM lagA ki jainoM ne pahalI bAra hameM isa prakAra yAda kiyA / __ saMgha meM kaI bAra sampUrNa gAMva ke logoM ko nimantraNa diyA jAtA thA / unakA anna peTa meM jAne para svAbhAvika taura se hI ve jaina dharma ke prati anurAgI banate the / apUrNatA kI dRSTi se yadi hama dekheMge to kamiyAM (truTiyAM) hI pratIta hoMgI, parantu vizAla dRSTi se guNa hI dikhAI deMge / mujhe to isa saMgha ke guNa hI dikhAI dete haiM / yahAM 1600 ThANe haiM / kisI ko vastra, pAtra, vasati, anna Adi kA koI kaSTa huA ? zrAvakazrAvikAeM zAyada vApisa gaye hoMge, parantu kyA kisI sAdhu-sAdhvI ko vApisa jAnA par3A ? kyA yaha saMgha kA prabhAva nahIM hai ? kisI puNyodaya se yahAM ekatrita hue haiM to uttama kArya ho skeNge| maitrI kA aisA mAhaula banA hai, vaha mAtra bola kara nahIM, jIkara batAyeMge to usakA pratibimba sarvatra par3egA hI / ___ kadAcit yaha prayatna saphala nahIM ho to bhI manoratha to niSphala nahIM hI jAyegA / bhaviSya ke lie maitrI kA yaha vAtAvaraNa bIja rUpa banegA / (260 Wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ tIrthaMkara bhI jisako namaskAra karate haiM, isakA artha yahI ki isa saMgha se adhika koI pUjanIya nahIM hai| namo arihaMta + ANaM = arihanta kI AjJA ko namaskAra / AjJA arthAt tIrtha ! saMgha ! 'ANAjutto saMgho / ' aba navakAra meM saMgha AyA ki nahIM ? yadi merI bAta asatya ho to mujhe lauTA do / maiM to anubhava karatA hUM ki sabhI bAteM navakAra meM milatI jAtI haiM / isIlie navakAra ko chor3a kara anya koI Alambana lene kI icchA nahIM hotii| bIja choTA hotA hai parantu usakA vistAra kitanA vizAla hotA hai ? kyA Apane koI bar3A baragada dekhA hai ? pU. dhurandharavijayajI : kabIra var3a eka kilomITara bar3A hai| pUjyazrI : hamane luNAvA meM vizAla baragada kA vRkSa dekhA hai, jisake nIce dIkSA Adi prasaMga hote the / isa baragada kA mUla choTA bIja hotA hai / / isa jaina-zAsana rUpI vizAla vaTa-vRkSa kA mUla bIja 'namo' namo ko ulaTA karo to om (na) hogA / (oma) OM meM paMca parameSThI haiM / yahI bIja hai / Sor3azAkSarI, saptAkSarI mantra isameM se hI banate haiM / 'mahAnizItha' jaise meM kahA hai - 'yaha navakAra to paMca-maMgalamahAzruta-skaMdha hai| AkAza kahAM nahIM hai? AkAza nahIM ho aisI jagaha batAoge ? jagaha arthAt AkAza / yaha navakAra kahAM nahIM hai? yaha AkAza kI taraha sarva vyApI isa saMgha ke pAsa jaba taka yaha navakAra hai, deva-guru-vandana hai, taba taka kalyANa hotA hI rahegA / prAtaH saMgha-bhakti kA utkRSTa kAryakrama girivihAra meM rahA / samaya ke abhAva se maiM bhale tanika jaldI uTha gayA / jaldI uThane ke kAraNa hI yahAM A sakA, anyathA abhI taka A nahIM sakatA thA / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300oooooooooooooooooo 261)
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________________ hamAre pUrvaja jo yaha sampatti chor3a gaye haiM use hameM adhika samRddha banAkara bhAvI pIr3hI ke lie rakhanI hai / * parama tapasvI pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya rAjatilakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ko hamane AMkhoM se dekhe haiM / ve 100 + 100 + 89 olI ke mahAn ArAdhaka the / yaha vikrama abhI taka koI tor3a nahIM sakA / __ pUjya AcAryazrI kI Aja dUsarI svargatithi hai / tapa-sAdhanA se unakI AtmA to ucca gati meM hI hogI, parama-pada kI sAdhanA karatI hI hogI, parantu apanI itanI hI prArthanA hai ki hama saba para ve kRpA-vRSTi karate raheM / pU. dhurandharavijayajI ma. : pUjyazrI ke hRdaya meM saMgha ke prati atyanta hI Adara-bhAva hai / Apako sunAI nahIM diyA ho to bhI zabdoM ke Andolana to Apa taka pahuMce hI haiM / navakAra meM saMgha ko namaskAra kyoM nahIM ? maiM ne yaha pUchA thA / unhoM ne Aja punaH uttara de diyA / arihanta + ANaM - aha~ta kI AjJA ko namana / AjJApAlaka saMgha hI hai / arihanta se tIrtha bhinna nahIM hai / sAtha hI namana ho jAtA hai / Apako yaha uttara pasanda A gayA na ? tIrthaMkara evaM tIrthaMkara kI AjJA kadApi alaga nahIM hote / jahAM saMgha hai, vahAM tIrthaMkara haiM hI / AcAryazrI nirantara prabhu meM DUbe hue (nimagna) haiM / ataH pUjyazrI mauna raheMge, kucha nahIM boleMge to bhI unakA astitva mAtra utsava banA rahegA / pU. yazovijayasUrijI : mere jIvana kI yaha eka dhanyatama ghaTanA hai / caturvidha saMgha ke darzana ahobhAvapUrvaka karane ko mile / eka bhI sadasya ko prabhu ke mArga para jAte dekhakara AMkhe harSAzruoM se chalaka uThatI saMgha ke darzana mAtra ahobhAva se bhIje netroM se hI kiye jA sakate haiM / kabhI-kabhI vihAra meM ghaMToM taka netra bhIge rahate haiM / | 2620oooooooooooooooo0 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3]
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________________ Apako eka gAMva kI ghaTanA batAtA hUM - hama vahAM prAtaH ATha baje pahuMce / zrAvakoM kI vinatI huI - upAzraya meM padhAreM, gocarI lene ke lie padhAreM / do ghara hote hue bhI apAra bhakti / paramAtmA kI pratimA nainAkarSaka thI / __ maiM abhakta hUM, ataH paramAtmA kI pratimA kahatA hUM / vAstava meM to paramAtmA hI kahanA cAhiye / mujhe lagatA haiM - 'mandira meM nahIM, samavasaraNa meM baiThA huuN|' - jJAnavimalasUri Apako kyA kabhI mandira meM samavasaraNa yAda AtA hai / __ zaMkhezvara - ahamadAbAda kA vaha mArga, nirantara sAdhu-sAdhvIjiyoM ke vihAra cAlu rahate haiM / hama vihAra karake gaye, itane meM hI phira dasa sAdhvIjI Aye / sAtha meM DolI Adi ke AdamI bhI the / unakI bhI itane hI prema evaM Adara se bhakti kI / vihAra ke samaya kahate - 'gurudeva ! mere AMgana meM pagale karane par3eMge / ' ___ maiM ne kahA, 'tere vahAM pagale nahIM karUMgA to kahAM karuMgA ?' dukAna meM 5-7 hajAra kA mAla dekha kara lagA, 'kyA kamAtA hogA ? kyA vahorAtA hogA ? parantu bhItara zrAvikA ne roTiyoM kI thappI uThAI / maiM cakita ho gayA / maiM gocarI jAtA taba kabhI kabhI gocarI bar3ha bhI jAtI / dUsarA saba ginatI meM AtA, parantu bhakti kA vajana ginanA raha jAtA / eka baje sAikala vAle ko gAMva kI bhakti ke viSaya meM pUchane para usane kahA, 'Aja mujhe merI mAM yAda AI, mAtA ke prema se unhoM ne mujhe bhojana karAyA hai / dopahara meM tIna baje cAya ke lie vinatI AI / maiM ne pUchA : 'ApakA kaise calatA hai ?' 'prabhu kI kRpA se tathA ApakI kRpA se, Apa kalpanA karo usakI apekSA bhI adhika saralatA se jIvana-naiyA calatI hai|' ___ 'eka kAma kara / hamArI to tU bhakti karegA, parantu hamAre sAtha vAle AdamiyoM kI bhakti tU bAhara se kara, bila hamAre pAsa bheja denA, zahara ke logoM ko lAbha milegA / ' mooooooooooooooooooo 263
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________________ 'nahIM, sAheba ! aisA nahIM ho skegaa| jo caubIsoM ghaMTe ApakI sevA karate haiM, unakI sevA kyA hama nahIM kareM ?' yaha unakA uttara hRdaya para prahAra kare vaisA thA / 'Week End ho taba Hill Station para na jAkara aise kisI gAMva meM jAkara dekheN| bhakti dikhAI degI / ' aisA dhanADhyoM ko kahane kA mana ho jAtA hai / mujhe to aisI aneka zrAvikA-mAtAeM milI haiN| gyAraha varSa kI umra meM dIkSA grahaNa kI hai, aneka mAtAoM kA sneha milA hai| adhika mujhe kucha nahIM kahanA hai / samaya burA hai / hama meM bhI doSa ho sakate haiM / parantu Apa unheM najara aMdAja kareM / guNa dekha kara prasanna hokara kRtArtha baneM / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : prathama se anta taka bIca meM jhaTake lagAne vAle Open Batsman munizrI dhurandharavijayajI anta meM bolate haiM / pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI : pAlItANA cAturmAsa nizcita huA taba vicAra AyA ki vahAM jAkara prabhu kI ArAdhanA meM lIna raheMge, parantu yahAM Ane para sabakI ora se itanA prema milA ki bAra bAra Apake samakSa AnA par3A / prabhu-saMgha kA atyanta hI mahattva hai, jisakI kalpanA nahIM ho sakatI / jo koI UMce Aye haiM ve saMgha ko hRdaya meM sthAna dekara hI Aye haiM / svayaM se saMgha ko jinhoM ne adhika mAnA ve hI vastupAla, tejapAla, kumArapAla Adi bana sake haiM / jhAMjhaNa mantrI bar3A saMgha lekara karNAvatI (vartamAna ahamadAbAda) Aye / vIra dhavala ke vaMzaja sAraMgadeva rAjA the / mantrI ko kahA : 'Apa bhojana karane AyeM, sAtha meM acche vyaktiyoM ko lAyeM / ' jhAMjhaNa : 'yahAM sabhI acche vyakti haiM / eka ko bhI chor3a kara nahIM A sakatA / saba ko bhojana karA sako to hI maiM A sakatA huuN| rAjA : 'merI yaha zakti nahIM hai / ' jhAMjhaNa : 'sampUrNa gujarAta ko maiM bhojana karAUMgA, Apa pdhaareN|' (264 Desses kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ jhAMjhaNa ne dasa dinoM taka gujarAta ko bhojana karAyA, usake bAda bhI miThAiyoM ke bhaNDAra bhare par3e the / saMgha ke sAtha aisA sambandha jor3ane ke bAda hI AgevAna banA jA sakatA hai / jise saMgha kA choTA baccA bhI priya lage vahI AgevAna bana sakatA hai / aise AgevAna the / taba bar3e samrAT bhI zrI saMgha ke kArya kara dete the / vartamAna dazA badala gaI hai / Aja to choTA sA adhikArI bhI jaina saMgha ko dabA sakatA hai / isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki vyakti svayaM ko saMgha kI apekSA bar3A ginatA hai / kaccha-saurASTra Adi ke saMgha saltanata ke sAmane bhI khar3e ho jAte the, kyoMki saMgha - bhAvanA thI / lAlabhAI dalapata kI mAtA gaMgA mAM ke ghara sAdhu-sAdhviyoM kI adbhuta bhakti rahatI thI / unake ghara tIna sau tIna sau to pAtroM kI jor3I rahatI thI, ve bhI raMgI huI hotI thI / gaMgA mAM ke puNya se hI seThiyoM kI seThAI bacI huI hai / jina TrasTiyoM ko saMgha ke prati prema evaM Adara bhAva nahIM hai, unakA puNya bar3hatA nahIM hai, jisase unheM kisI bhI kArya meM saphalatA milanI kaThina ho jAtI hai / - caturvidha saMgha ke prati Adara cAhiye / yahI isa saMgha kI rakSA kara sakatA hai / saMgha atyanta udAra hai / choTe se kArya kA bhI bar3A pratisAda detA hai / vAvapathaka kA udAharaNa detA hUM / mArga meM calate bhikhArI ko kucha dene kI maiMne bAta kahI aura do minaTa meM DhAI lAkha rUpaye ekatrita ho gaye / * saMgha ke prati ahobhAva duzmanI bhI tor3a DAlatA hai / nAgapura se saMgha lAne vAlA pUnaDa moyuddIna kA maMtrI thA / vastupAla vIra dhavala kA maMtrI thA / donoM ke bIca kI duzmanI zrAvaka ke nAte TUTa gaI / apane hAtha se vastupAla ne usake saMgha kI bhakti kI thI / yahIM zrI saMgha hai, jisa meM se zAsana stambha utpanna hue haiM aura hoMge / bAhara se nahIM Aye / isI saMgha meM se Aye hue haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 kawwwwwwww 265
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________________ abhI-abhI ho cuke mahAna AcAryoM ke nAma ginAUM ? - tIrthoM ke uddhAraka pU. nemisUrijI - dUra dUra ke tIrthoM ke uddhAraka pUjya nItisUrijI, saMgha sthavira pUjya siddhisUrijI, AgamoddhAraka pUjya sAgarajI, zramaNa saMsthA ke uddhAraka pUjya premasUrijI, pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI, zrAvaka saMgha ke uddhAraka pUjya vallabhasUrijI Adi / sabane apanI-apanI tarahase atyanta hI lagana evaM ruci se prayatna kiyA hai| pUjya paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI, pUjya paM. zrI abhayasAgarajI, pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI jaise sAdhaka isa saMgha meM se hI mile hai| pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya rAjatilakasUrijI ne vardhamAna tapa kI 289 olI kI / itihAsa meM aisA udAharaNa milatA nahIM hai / vAgar3a samudAya ke eka sAdhvIjI puSpacUlAzrIjI ne tIsarI bAra olI kI avazya thI, phira bhI isa saMkhyA ko lAMgha nahIM sake / ina mahAtmA kA antima se pUrva kA cAturmAsa yahIM huA thA / usa samaya atyanta tapasyA huI thii| isa samaya to aneka AcArya haiM ataH tapasyA bahuta adhika honI cAhiye / / do varSa pUrva giradharanagara - ahamadAbAda meM pUjya AcArya zrI kAladharma ko prApta hue the / unakA gRhasthajIvana kA nAma ratilAla thA / dIkSA kI koI bhAvanA nahIM thI / ratilAla ko apane Apa gurujI ne dIkSA dI thI, yaha kahA jA sakatA hai| ve dIkSA aMgIkAra karane ke lie nahIM Aye the| joga ke AyaMbila kaThinAI se kiye the, parantu parama guru premasUrijI kI parama kRpA se AyaMbila meM bahuta hI Age bar3heM / / aise ratnoM kI khAna yaha zrI saMgha hai / aise tapasvI kI svarga-tithi Aja hI AI / yaha bhI eka yogAnuyoga ghaTanA hai / __ pUjya rAmacandrasUrijI ke kAladharma ke bAda unake bAda kauna ?' kI cintA meM par3e sAdhuoM ko maiM ne kahA thA ki 'rAma' Aja [266nomoooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ bhI hAjira hajUra haiM / dekho, rAjatilakasUrijI tathA mahodayasUrijI ina donoM ke nAmoM ke pahale akSara milakara 'rAma' hotA hai / ye donoM eka hI varSa meM dIkSita hue the / puNya taba hI bar3hatA hai jaba samasta muni bhagavaMto ko pUjya bhAva se dekhe jAyeM, apane se bhI adhika rUpa seM dekhe jAyeM / muni-veSa kI avagaNanA karane vAloM ko yaha zAsana nahIM milatA / 'yAdRzastAdRzo vApi, kriyayA hInako'pi vA' cAhe jaisA kriyAhIna saMyamI bhI yahAM pUjanIya hai / aisA vidhAna dhanezvarasUrijI ne zatruMjaya mAhAtmya meM kiyA hai / navakAra ginane vAle samasta zrAvaka bhI saMgha meM hI gine jAte haiM / apane Ayojana kA phala yahI hai paraspara prema bar3hatA hai / bhojana karane se prema pakkA hotA hai / vyavahAra meM bhI yahI hai / ina harakhacandabhAI ne jo bhojana karane kA nimantraNa diyA hai use svIkAra kareM / vallabhadattavijayajI (phakkar3a mahArAja) kahate the - saMgha kA nimantraNa kadApi ThukarAye nahIM / vihAra ho to use bhI radda kareM / pAThazAlA kA prabhAva paradeza kI eka pAThazAlA ke bAlaka ko pUchA, 'tU kisa lie pAThazAlA meM AtA hai ? usane uttara diyA ki dharma sIkhane ke lie AtA hUM / " dharma se kyA tAtparya haiM ? - 'pApa nahIM kiye jAne cAhiye, pApa kareM to duHkha Ate haiM, dharma se sukha milatA hai / ' sunandAbahana vorA kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 14 267
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________________ pU. devavi. ke sAtha pUjyazrI, vi.saM. 2022, bhuja 20-8-2000, ravivAra bhAdra. kRSNA -5 tIrtha sthApanA ko 2500 se adhika varSa hone para bhI Aja bhI vaha sakriya hai jo prabhu ke acintya prabhAva ko vyakta karatA hai| arihanta meM bAraha guNa hote haiM, aThAraha doSa nahIM hote, yaha saba to hama jAnate haiM, parantu bhagavAna kA acintya prabhAva hama nahIM jAnate / isa 'lalita vistarA' ke dvArA acintya prabhAva jAnane ko milegA / isa samaya jyAdA se jyAdA to kSayopazama kA samakita hogA, kSayopazama ke guNa hoMge, parantu kSAyikabhAva kA samakita bAkI hai / darzana saptaka ke kSaya ke binA kSAyika bhAva nahIM milatA / darzana saptaka mare yA maMda ho to hI bhItara kA Ananda anubhava karane kI tIvra utkaNThA hotI hai / kSapakazreNI lagAne vAle ko caudaha pUrva cAhiye hI, aisA nahIM hai / yadi aisA ho to mASatuSa muni kevala jJAna nahIM prApta kara pAte / mASatuSa muni jaise kevala jJAna prApta kara sakeM vahAM kyA prabhu kA acintya prabhAva dikhAI detA hai ? (26800000000000000000000006 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ * yazovijayajI ne likhA hai ki isa kAla meM anAlambana yoga taka jA sakate haiM aura anAlambana yoga meM zukla dhyAna kA aMza ho sakatA hai / / anAlambana yoga kI sthiti agama agocara hai, zabda se vAcya nahIM hai / sAmarthya yoga kI abhI bAta AI na ? anAlambana yoga aura sAmarthya yoga donoM eka hI haiM / ghI aura ATA ho parantu zakkara na ho to kyA 'sIrA' bana sakatA hai ? zakkara yA gur3a ke binA kyA miThAsa A sakatI hai ? AdhyAtmika jIvana meM bhI mAdhurya samyagdarzana (vinaya) se hI A sakatA hai| bhagavAna evaM guru se hI samyagdarzana mila sakatA hai, dUsare kahIM se nahIM / * 'lalita vistarA' par3hane se merI zraddhA bahuta hI bar3hI hai| isIlie yaha grantha maiM punaH punaH pasanda karatA huuN| isa grantha kA adhikArI caturvidha saMgha hai| kisI para pratibandha nahIM hai| zAyada Apako kahIM samajha meM na Aye to bhI isa grantha kA mahattva kama nahIM hotA / isa samaya 'titthayarANaM' pada para vivecana calatA hai / Aja prAtaH hI tIrtha (saMgha) para pravacana hue the na ? hama haribhadrasUrijI ke zabdoM meM tIrtha kI vyAkhyA suneM / umAsvAtijI ne svabhASya meM kahA hai jo sabhI jainoM ko mAnya hai| jisa taraha sUrya svabhAva se hI loka ko prakAzamaya karatA hai, usa prakAra bhagavAna tIrtha-pravartana karate haiM, isake lie dezanA dete haiM / bhagavAna kI zakti adhika hai ki unake vacanoM kI zakti adhika hai ? bhagavAna kI jitanI zakti hai utanI hI vacanoM kI zakti hai| vacanoM meM zakti AI vaha bhI bhagavAna meM se hI AI hai na ? una zabdoM meM kitanI zakti hai, jinake prabhAva se tIrtha bana gayA, dvAdazAMgI bana gaI ? jina zabdoM meM prANa phUMkane vAle svayaM bhagavAna hoM, vahAM kyA zeSa (bAkI) rahegA ? __. aise bhagavAna ko dekhate hI hRdaya nAca uThatA hai - (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3006666660 269)
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________________ 'adya chinnA mohapAzA, adya rAgAdayo jitAH / adya mokSa-sukhaM jAtamadya tIrNo bhavArNavaH // ' ye bhakta ke udgAra haiM / dUra sthita bhagavAna bhI bhakta ko samIpa hI pratIta hote haiM / parantu bhagavAna pratyeka ko darzana nahIM dete, bhakta ko hI dete haiM / bhakta ko darzana diye binA rahate hI nahIM hai, aise bhI Apa kaha sakate haiM / tIrtha ke namaskAra meM tIrthaMkara ko namaskAra ho gayA ki nahIM ? jina - vacanoM ke bahumAna se jina kA bahumAna ho gayA ki nahIM ? jinhoM ne zAstra ( jina vacana) Age kiye, unhoM ne bhagavAna Age kiye hI; to hI karma-kSaya hote haiM / zAstra chor3a diye, vidhi chor3a dI to bhagavAna chor3a diye / bhakta jaba trigupti se gupta hote haiM, taba hI bhagavAna darzana dete haiM / yahI samApatti kahalAtI hai / tIna guptiyAM hameM choTI vastu pratIta hotI haiM, parantu hama nahIM jAnate ki isameM to samApatti samAviSTa hai / isameM to bhagavAna ko milane kI kalA chipI huI hai / maiM to yahAM taka kahUMgA ki isa eka muhapatti ke bola meM samagra jaina - - zAsana bharA par3A hai / isameM bolate haiM na ? 'mana gupti, vacana gupti, kAya gupti AdaruM / ' muhapatti paDilehaNa hameM choTI kriyA lagatI hai, parantu anubhavI kI dRSTi meM atyanta hI virAT hai / isameM sAdhanA ke bIja haiM / unake mAdhyama se Apa kevala jJAna rUpI vRkSa prApta kara sakate haiM / * isa tIrtha kI mahimA samajhanI ho to saMsAra kI bhayaMkaratA samajhanI par3egI / sAgara kI bhayaMkaratA samajhe binA jahAja kA mahattva samajha meM nahIM aataa| rAvaNa ke binA rAma kI, duryodhana ke binA yudhiSThira kI, aMdhakAra ke binA prakAza kI mahimA samajha meM nahIM AtI / yaha saMsAra kitanA bhayaMkara hai vaha to dekho / isa saMsAra sAgara meM janma - jarA - mRtyu rUpa jala hai / mithyAtva avirati se vaha gaharA hai / mahA bhayaMkara kaSAya pAtAla hai / ye kaSAya atyanta bhayaMkara pratIta hoM to hI unheM nikAlane ke Apa prayatna kareMge na ? kaSAya bhayaMkara hI nahIM, 'mahA bhayaMkara' 200 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAH ne acuteft-3) *
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________________ haiM / inakI bhayaMkaratA nahIM pratIta huI, isIlie unheM nikAlane ke lie prayatna nahIM karate / bhUta, rAkSasa bhayaMkara lagate haiM, unase Apa Darate haiM; parantu kyA kaSAyoM se Darate haiM ? tIrtha meM pravRtti nahIM hotI, kyoMki saMsAra kI bhayaMkaratA abhI taka samajha meM nahIM AI, abhI taka kaSAyoM se bhaya nahIM lagatA / Apa likha kara rakha leM ki kaSAyoM ko nikAle binA karma kadApi jAne vAle nahIM haiM / viSaya - kaSAya bure lage, isIlie Apa saMsAra meM se nikale haiM na ? parantu aba ye viSaya kaSAyoM kI bhayaMkaratA bhUla mata jAnA / isa saMsAra - sAgara meM moha kA Avartta hai / nAvika bhI kaI bAra isameM phasa jAtA hai / usameM yadi jahAja phaMsa jAye to cUra-cUra ho jAyegA / kAmarAga, sneharAga, dRSTirAga, cAra kaSAya, nau nokaSAya, darzana mohanIya Adi moha ke hI prakAra haiM / moha ke kAraNa karma - bandhana hotA hai / karmoM se duHkha Ate haiM / ataH phira likhA hai duHkhoM ke samUha rUpa duSTa jalacaroM se bharA huA yaha saMsArasAgara hai / katipaya magara ( ghaDiyAla ) yA machaliyAM aisI hotI haiM ki pUre ke pUre manuSya ko hI khA jAte haiM / are, ve jahAja ko bhI ulTA dete haiM, vaisI bhI matsya (zArka machalI Adi) hotI haiM / duHkhoM se to phira bhI bacA jA sakatA hai, parantu doSa to unase bhI khataranAka haiM / rAga-dveSa ke doSoM se bhale bhale bhrAnta ho jAte haiM / isalie kahA hai rAga-dveSa kI vAyu se yaha rahA haiM ki saMsAra - sAgara satata khalabala ho -- I yaha saMsAra-sAgara akele se nahIM tairA jA sakatA / karNadhara ke rUpa meM deva - guru cAhiye hI / rAga-dveSa, moha ke tUphAna AyeMge hI, parantu usa samaya bhayabhIta hokara hamase sAdhanA chor3I nahIM jA sakatI / ataH bhagavAna ko zaraNa leM / saMyoga-viyoga rUpI lahareM yahAM uThatI hI rahatI haiM / ( kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3 wwwww ka 271
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________________ sAgara meM lahareM itanI UMcI uchalatI haiM ki jahAja bhI TUTa jAye / katipaya saMyoga jIvana ko Upara uThAne vAle hote haiM aura kitane hI saMyoga jIvana ko barbAda karane vAle bhI hote haiM, parantu eka bAta yAda rakheM ki saMyoga acchA ho ki burA, viyoga to hogA hI / saMyoga-viyoga rahIta ekamAtra sthAna hai - mokSa / usake lie to apanA yaha samasta prayatna hai / kaSAyoM ke ubAla ke samaya, saMyoga-viyoga ke samaya hamArI AtmA aTala rahe, svastha rahe; usake lie yaha saba sikhAyA jAtA hai| saMyoga-viyoga na AyeM, kaSAyoM ke kAraNa na AyeM, pariSaha yA upasarga na AyeM, aisA sambhava nahIM hai, parantu usa samaya hamArA mana svastha rahe yaha sambhava haiN| bhagavAna para bhI pariSaha-upasarga Ate haiM to hama kauna haiM ? isI lie to vighnajaya nAmaka eka Azaya khAsa haribhadrasUrijI ne batAyA hai| kucha vighna aise hote haiM ki jo apane zubha praNidhAna ko tor3a DAlate haiM / isIlie isase sAvadhAna honA hai| pariSaha-jaya yA vighna-jaya donoM paryAyavAcI zabda haiM / pariSahoM para vijayI hue binA kArya siddha nahIM hotA / aba bhI saMsAra kI bhayaMkaratA dekheM / * AzAoM kA jvAra yahAM AtA rahatA hai / apanI AzAeM, icchAeM itanI khataranAka hotI haiM ki jo apanI hI sAdhanA bigAr3a detI haiM / dUsarI tarapha na dekha kara hamAre bhItara aisI spRhAaiM, mahattvAkAMkSAeM hoM to unheM chor3a deM / yazovijayajI mahArAja kI zikSA : 'para' kI spRhA mahA duHkha hai / niHspRhatA mahA sukha hai / "para kI AzA, sadA nirAzA, ye hai jagajana pAzA / ' aise manoratha hI kyoM kareM ? viSaya-kaSAya sambandhI icchAe~ hI kyoM kareM jisase duHkhI honA par3e / aisA yaha saMsAra-sAgara atyanta hI vizAla hai, vistRta hai / sAdhanA se saMsAra alpa kiyA jA sakatA hai / isIlie hamane saMyama-jIvana meM praveza kiyA hai / (272ommonomooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ upadhAna - mAlAropaNa, vi.saM. 2043, mAMDavI 21-8-2000, somavAra bhAdra kRSNA-6 * bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kevalajJAna ke pazcAt tIsa varSoM taka dezanA kI dhArA calAI aura svayaM dvArA sthApita tIrtha aisA sudRDha banAyA ki ikkIsa hajAra varSoM taka tanika bhI AMca na Aye / puSkarAvarta megha itanA prabala evaM zaktizAlI hotA hai ki binA varSA ke 21 sAla taka bhUmi meM se phasala AtI hI rahe / bhagavAnane bhI aisI vANI kI vRSTi kI ki ikkIsa hajAra varSoM taka dharma kI upaja AtI rahegI / * tIrthaMkara nAmakarma kI taraha gaNadhara - nAmakarma bhI hotA hai / jisane gaNadhara nAmakarma bAMdhA ho vahI gaNadhara bana sakatA hai / isI kAraNa se caudaha hajAra ziSyoM meM se gyAraha gaNadhara hI bana sake / gyArahoM gaNadhara brAhmaNa kula meM janme the / haribhadrasUri bhI brAhmaNa kula meM utpanna hue the phira bhI dekho to sahI, unake hRdaya meM jaina- zAsana ke prati kitanA bahumAna thA / unake grantha par3hane se yaha saba samajha meM AtA hai / vidhi ke prati bahumAna, avidhi kA niSedha, bhagavAna ke prati pUrNa bahumAna Adi Apako kadama-kadama para unake zAstroM meM dRSTigocara hote haiM / choTIchoTI bAtoM meM bhI yaha saba dekhane ko milegA / jinAlaya ke lie (kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 ka 273
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________________ lakar3A lene ke lie jAnA ho to bhI vidhi batAne kI choTI sI bAta bhI ve cUke nahIM haiM / * kala hamane saMsAra kI bhayaMkaratA para vicAra kiyA / saMsAra kI bhayaMkaratA samajha meM Aye use hI tIrtha kI mahattA samajha meM AtI hai / dhUpa kI uSNatA ke binA chAyA kI mahimA kahAM samajha meM AtI hai ? jaba taka isa saMsAra meM raheMge taba taka janma-maraNa ke cakkara meM bhramaNa karanA hI par3egA / yahAM kahIM bhI eka sthAna para satata rahane kI suvidhA nahIM hai| karma sattA kA spaSTa Adeza hai ki yahAM phirate hI raho, sarakate hI raho / satata sarakatA, sarakAtA rahe vahI saMsAra hai / aise saMsAra se zIghra chUTane ke lie hI hama saMyama rUpI jahAja meM baiThe haiM / * aThArahoM pApoM se cha: kAya jIvoM ko duHkha hotA hai| unheM hone vAle duHkha se apanA hI duHkha bar3hatA hai| isIlie ina pApa-sthAnakoM ke sevana karane kA bhagavAna ne niSedha kiyA hai / vAstava meM to hameM dUsare jIvoM para upakAra karanA cAhiye, parantu hama apakAra kara rahe haiM / * caturvidha saMgha tIrtha rUpa hai| hama yadi vaise guNoM vAle haiM to saMgha meM haiM; anyathA svataH hI saMgha se bAhara haiM / valkalacIrI jaise vyavahAra se saMgha se bAhara hone para bhI guNoM se saMgha ke bhItara haiN| guNoM kI sampatti ke AdhAra se hI hama sAdhaka bana sakate haiM / * baila bojha uThAne meM sudRDha gine jAte haiM / sattvazAlI muni bhI gaccha kA bojha uThAte haiM / isIlie kahA hai ki - 'munigaNavRSabhairdhAritaM buddhimabhiH / ' / __ sacamuca to yaha vRSabha kI padavI lene yogya hai / vRSabha jaise muniyoM se hI samudAya suzobhita hotA hai| kisI bhI samaya gocarI, pAnI, kApa nikAlane Adi kA kArya ho to taiyAra / pUjya premasUrijI ke samudAya meM pUjya maNibhadravijayajI, pUjya dharmAnaMdavijayajI aise vRSabha muni the / kisI bhI kAma ke lie sadA taiyAra hI rahate the / Apa zAyaha yaha mAnate hoMge ki koI kAma na ho, adhyayana nahIM karanA ho ve gocarI-pAnI Adi kA kAma karate rahate haiM; [274000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ parantu yaha jAna leM ki pUjya dharmAnandavijayajI (bAda meM pUjya dharmajitsUrijI) taba karma prakRti kA adhyayana karate the / piNDavADA ke samaya nizItha sUtra par3havAte the / atyanta hI pahuMce hue vidvAna the, phira bhI kAma-kAja meM bhI aise hI majabUta the / aise muni muni-vRSabha kahalAte haiM / * caturvidha saMgha kA pratyeka sadasya arthAt moharAjA ke viruddha saMgrAma karane vAlA bahAdura yoddhA / / khAre samudra jaise saMsAra meM hama saba rahate haiM, parantu caturvidha saMgha ke yadi hama sadasya hoM to saMsAra kA khArApana hamArA kucha nahIM kara sakatA / dUsarI saba machaliyoM khArA pAnI pItI hai, parantu zRMgI matsya khAre samudra meM bhI mIThA (madhura) pAnI pItA hai / caturvidha saMgha kA pratyeka sadasya zRMgI matsya hai / 'uttama AcAraja muni ajjA, zrAvaka-zrAvikA acchajI; lavaNa jaladhimAMhe mIThaM jala, pIve zRMgI macchajI / ' ___- jinavijayajI * sAgara kA jvAra utarane ke bAda samajhadAra yAtrI jahAja ko chor3atA nahIM hai / jahAja ko Apa nahIM chor3eMge to pAra utArane kI javAbadArI usakI hai / tIrtha rUpI jahAja ko yadi hama nahIM chor3e to bhavase pAra lagAne kI javAbadArI usakI hai / * munisundarasUrijI ne 'adhyAtma-kalpadruma' meM yatizikSAdhikAra meM muni ko acche jhaTake lagAye haiM ki tU dina meM nau bAra 'karemi bhaMte' bolatA hai, phira bhI punaH punaH aisI sAvadha kriyA karatA hai ? ataH hai muni ! terA kyA hogA ? tU kisa muMha se svarga-mokSa kI AzA rakhatA hai ? __ yaha zikSA dUsare ko nahIM, svayaM ko hI denI hai / hama eka svayaM ko chor3a kara dUsaroM ko salAha dene meM hoziyAra haiM / isI lie 'saMthArA porasI' meM likhA hai - 'appANamaNusAsai / ' isa taraha muni apanI AtmA ko zikSA de / apAra puNya ho to hI aisI durlabha sAmagrI milatI hai aura aisA milane ke bAda bhI pramAda hotA rahe to kyA mAneM ? apAra pApa mAneM ? kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 aamana G 55055 275)
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________________ * sva duSkRta-gardA ki sukRta-anumodanA apane jIvana meM nahIM hai kyoMki apane jIvana meM zaraNAgati nahIM hai / yadi zaraNAgati ho to dUsare do Aye binA nahIM raheMge / ArAdhanA Adi kucha nahIM ho to bhI nirAza na hoM / bAlTI cAhe kuMe meM ho, rassI hAtha meM hai| rassI hAtha meM ho phira cintA kaisI ? jaba taka AyuSya kI Dora hAtha meM hai, taba taka jAgRta ho jAyeM / aisI avicchinna uttama paramparA sthAnakavAsI, terApaMthI, digambara, kAnajI, rajanIza yA dAdA bhagavAna ke kinhI anuyAyiyoM ko milI nahIM hai, hameM milI hai; jo apanA kitanA saubhAgya ginA jAtA hai ? mujhe to aisI uttama paramparA, uttama sAdhanA-paddhati kahIM bhI dekhane ko nahIM milI / yahAM kyA nahIM hai ? yahAM uttama kakSA kA dhyAnayoga, bhaktiyoga, jJAnayoga, cAritrayoga Adi sabhI haiN| itanA milane para bhI hama saMsAra-sAgara nahIM taira sakeM, isakA artha yaha huA ki calate jahAja meM se hama sAgara meM kUda gaye haiM; parantu DareM nahIM, bhagavAna ko pakar3a leM / ye bhagavAna Apako cAhe jaise tUphAna meM hAthoM hAtha pakar3a kara bAhara nikAleMge / _ 'paNa muja navi bhaya hAtho hAthe, tAre te che sAthe re / ' cAhe jaisI vikaTa paristhiti meM ye bhagavAna mArga batAyeMge / abhI hI bharI sabhA meM dhurandharavijayajI ne patthara phaiMkA ki 'saMgha ko bhagavAna bhI namaskAra karate haiM to aise saMgha ko navakAra meM namaskAra kyoM nahIM kiyA ? usa samaya to maiMne kahA thA ki navakAra meM saMgha ko namana hai hI, parantu dUsare hI dina vicAra AyA - namo arihaMta + ANaM - arihanta kI AjJA ko namaskAra ho / AjJA arthAt saMgha / yahAM saMgha ko namaskAra A hI gayA / isa prakAra mujhe sikhAne vAle bhagavAna ko kaise bhUlA jA sakatA hai ? Apa bhagavAna ko nahIM chor3o to bhagavAna Apako nahIM hI chor3eMge / nAma Adi cAra meM se kisI eka rUpa meM bhagavAna ko pakar3a rakheM / 2760omnoonmoornmoooooooonkahe
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________________ 300000000000 pU. devendrasUrijI ke sAtha, vi.saM. 2025, phalodI 22-8-2000, maMgalavAra bhAdra. kRSNA -7 * 'namutthuNaM' sUtra meM gaNadharoM ne nikaTa ke anubhava se batAyA hai ki bhagavAna unheM kaise lage ? svarUpa-sampadA, upayogasampadA Adi par3hane se bhagavAna kI mahimA ke sambandha meM adhika jAnakAra bana kara hama unake prati adhika bhakti vAle bana sakate prabhu ke prati jyoM jyoM prIti meM ullAsa bar3hatA hai, tyoM tyoM bhakti bar3hatI hai / prIti ora bhakti bar3hane para unakI AjJA pAlana karane kA ullAsa bar3hatA hai / sAkSAt paramAtmA mila jAye to bhI unake pAsa samavasaraNa kI dezanA ke atirikta adhika samaya taka baiThane ko nahIM milatA / zeSa samaya meM prabhu ke nAma, mUrti Adi hI AdhAra rUpa haiM / prabhu ke prati prema ho to prabhu ke nAma, mUrti Adi ke prati prema hogA hI / prabhu ke nAma, guNa, mUrti Adi ke dvArA bhakta nirantara samparka meM rahatA hai| jina bhagavAna ke prati apAra prema umar3atA hai ve bhagavAna kaise hoMge ? yaha jAnane ke lie mana lAlAyita banatA hI haiM / yaha (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 0665 277)
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________________ bhI jinhoM ne sAkSAt bhagavAna dekhe hoM unake muMha se bhagavAna kA varNana sunanA kitanA priya lagatA hai ? gaNadharoM ne bhagavAna ko sAkSAt dekhe haiM / una dekhe hue bhagavAna kA 'namutthuNaM' meM vaisA hI varNana * municandrasUrijI ne paMjikA meM likhA hai ki tIrtha rahe taba taka bhagavAna kA upakAra cAlu hI rahatA hai, isa samaya bhI cAlu hai aura abhI sAr3he aThAraha hajAra varSoM taka upakAra cAlu hI rahegA / bhojanazAlA calatI ho to anna-dAna kA upakAra hotA rahatA hai, usa prakAra yahAM dharma-dAna kA upakAra hotA rahatA hai / tIrtha kA eka hI kArya hai - jIvoM ko saMsAra se pAra utAranA / yaha kArya pAMcave Are ke anta taka calatA hI rahegA; taba taka bhagavAna kI zakti sakriya rahegI / jo koI usa zakti kA sparza karegA, usakA kalyANa hogA hI / * 'dhyAna-vicAra ke 24 valaya dekho to khyAla AyegA ki ye bhagavAna se bhinna nahIM haiM, bhagavAna ke sAtha jur3e hue hI haiN| bhagavAna mArga-darzaka haiM aura svayaM mArga bhI haiM / ___ 'nAnyaH zivaH zivapadasya munIndra ! panthAH / - bhaktAmara bhagavAna ko chor3a kara dUsarA koI mukti kA mArga nahIM hai| * mAtA-pitA kI sampatti putra kI hai, usa prakAra bhagavAna kI sampatti bhakta kI hai| bhakta hI bhagavAna kA saccA uttarAdhikArI * 'praznavyAkaraNa' meM ahiMsA ke 60 paryAyavAcI nAma haiM, jinameM 'siddhoM kA Azraya-sthAna' (kevalI bhagavAna kA sthAna) nAma bhI hai / arthAt jo ahiMsA para baiThatA hai vahI siddhazilA para baiTha sakatA hai / kevalI bhagavAna kA sthAna bhI ahiMsA hai| caraNa-karaNa sittarI ahiMsA ke prakAra haiM / ahiMsA kI ArAdhanA ke binA, tIrtha kI ArAdhanA ke binA kyA koI siddha bana sakatA hai ? isI lie ahiMsA ko siddhoM kA Azraya-sthAna kahA hai / (278 oooooooooooo 66666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa ke pAlana meM jitanI kaccAI (kamI) hogI, tIrtha kI ArAdhanA meM utanI hI kaccAI (kamI) rahegI / zrAvaka ke pAsa jisa prakAra sthAvara-jaMgama sampatti hotI hai usa prakAra bhagavAna ke tIrtha kI bhI sampatti hotI hai / isIlie likhA hai - trailokyagatazuddhadharmasampayuktamahAsattvAzrayaM pravacanam / tInoM lokoM meM vidyamAna zuddha dharma kI sampadAvAle sattvazAlI jIva bhagavAna kI hI sampatti haiM / - yahAM DhAI dvIpa na likha kara trailokyagata likhA, kyoMki asaMkhya dezaviratidhara, asaMkhya samyagdRSTi deva, nAraka r3hAI dvIpa se bAhara haiM, una sabako samAviSTa karane ke lie trailokyagata likhA hai / yahAM dRSTi atyanta hI vizAla hai| hamArI dRSTi saMkucita hai / hama apanoM ko bhI samAviSTa nahIM kara sakate / bhagavAna kA saMgha itanA vizAla hai ki samagra brahmANDa ko apane bhItara samAviSTa kara letA hai| bhagavAna kA yaha saMgha acintya zakti yukta kahA gayA hai / acintya arthAt citta se vicAra nahIM kiyA jA sake aisI zakti se yukta / yaha saMgha aneka prakAra se upakAra karatA hI rahatA hai / nalinIgulma vimAna kA varNana suna kara jAtismaraNa jJAna prApta avaMtIsukumAla ko lagA thA ki nizcaya hI ye muni vahAM jAkara Aye pratIta hote haiM, anyathA ve aisA varNana kaise kara sakate the ? isIlie likhA hai - 'avisaMvAdi arthAt saMvAdi ! satya ! jaisA hai vaisA kahane vAlA yaha pravacana hai / pravacanaM saGgho vA / aisA isalie likhA ki pravacana (dvAdazAMgI rUpa pravacana) kA AdhAra saMgha hai| saMgha ke binA pravacana kahAM rahe ? tIrtha kise kahate haiM ? caturvidha zramaNa saMgha tIrtha kahalAtA hai, sAdhu-sAdhvI to zramaNa haiM hii| zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko bhI yahAM zramaNa kahA hai, kyoMki bhaviSya meM ve zramaNa banane vAle haiM aura tapa Adi sAdhanA ke lie zrama Adi karate rahate haiN| zrama karate haiM ve zramaNa / isa artha meM caturvidha saMgha ke samasta sadasya 'zramaNa' haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3nmoonsomwwwoooooooom 279)
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________________ 'zramaNa-pradhAna saMgha' aisA artha bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai, kyoMki yahAM sAdhuoM kI pradhAnatA hai / * 'suaM me AusaM / ' he AyuSmAn ! jambU ! jisa taraha maiM ne bhagavAna ke pAsa sunA usa taraha kahatA hUM - tti bemi ! samasta AgamoM ke anta meM kahA hai - 'tti bemi' usa taraha (arthAt bhagavAna ne kahA usa taraha, merI buddhi se nahIM) maiM kahatA hUM / yahAM sva-buddhi kA koI sthAna nahIM hai / * nau kA aMka akhaNDa hai| kisI bhI saMkhyA ke sAtha usako guNA karo to usa saMkhyA ke aMkoM ke yogaphala meM anta meM nau hI AyeMge / udAharaNArtha 9 x 2 = 18 (1 + 8 = 9) __isa prakAra pUrNa ko cAhe jahAM le jAo, usameM se cAhe jitanA nikAlo ki usameM cAhe jitanA DAlo / pUrNa pUrNa hI rahegA / oM pUrNamadaH pUrNaM pUrNAt pUrNamudacyate / pUrNasya pUrNamAdAya, pUrNamevAvaziSyate // - upaniSad * apanI samasta pravRtti ke mUla meM sUrya hai / sUrya nahIM uge to aMdhere meM prAyaH koI pravRtti nahIM ho sakatI, usa prakAra tIrtha ke binA koI bhI dharma pravRtti nahIM ho sakatI / apanI dharmapravRtti kA mUla yaha tIrtha hI hai, aisA svIkAra karanA par3egA / bhavya jIvoM ko isa prakAra dharma meM pravartana karAne se bhagavAna paramparA se anugraha (upakAra) karane vAle haiN| bhagavAna anugraha (upakAra) karane vAle haiM aura hama apakAra karane vAle to nahIM haiM na ? jainoM ke paryuSaNa parva meM hI jIvadayA Adi ke lie kitanA phaNDa hotA hai ? kitanI tapasyAeM hotI haiM ? tapa hone se jIvoM ko abhayadAna milatA hai na ? musalamAnoM ke tyauhAra 'bakarI Ida' Adi ke samaya bakare kaTate haiM, jabaki yahAM jIvoM ko abhayadAna milatA hai / isI lie tIrthaMkaroM ko paramparA se anugraha karane vAle kahA gayA hai / yahAM paMjikAkAra likhate haiM ki paramparA se (arthAt anubandha se) apanI tIrtha kI anuvRtti ke samaya taka sadgati Adi ke (280Boooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ kalyANa kI prApti karAne ke dvArA bhagavAna anugraha karane vAle haiM / bhagavAna RSabhadeva ke dvArA isa taraha pacAsa lAkha karor3a sAgaropama taka upakAra hotA rahA / upAdAna-nimitta donoM milane para dharma milatA hai / bhagavAna upakAra karate rahate haiM / hamArA upAdAna taiyAra ho taba bhagavAna ke anugraha kI vRSTi hotI hai / cAhe hameM kisI mitra, guru, svajana, pustaka athavA dUsare kisI nimitta se dharma milA ho, parantu una sabakA mUla Akhira bhagavAna hI hai / isa prakAra bhagavAna paramparA se nirantara upakAra karate hI rahate haiM / paradeza kI pAThazAlAeM paradeza meM base parivAra sthira hone lage, tyoM tyoM unheM apane santAnoM ke saMskAroM kI cintA hone lagI; yadyapi eka-do pIr3hiyAM to calI gaI / unameM jo kucha bhI svacchandatA evaM durAcAra dekhA to gurujana jaga gaye / vartamAna pIr3hI meM saMskAra bane raheM, etadartha unhoM ne pAThazAlAeM kholIM aura bacapana se hI AhAra Adi ke saMskAroM kA nirmANa karane lage, sUtra-stutiyAM sikhAne lage / vahAM lagabhaga bAraha varSa ke bAlaka nau tattva Adi tvarita gati se sIkha lete haiM / prathama unameM buddhi se samajha utpanna karanI par3atI hai / phira to ve svayaM hI bodha grahaNa karate haiN| kisI samaya aisA hotA hai ki Adata ke anusAra mAtA-pitA mAMsAhAra karate hoM, parantu pAThazAlA kA bAlaka usa AhAra kA sevana nahIM karatA / yaha hai jina-zAsana ke saMskAroM kA nirmANa ! - sunandAbahana vorA za romooooooooooooooon 281
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________________ jayapura praveza, vi.saM. 2042 memoeopan 23-8-2000, budhavAra bhAdra. kRSNA-8 tIrtha karate hai vaha tIrthaMkara hai / isa tIrtha kI zakti ko hRdaya meM sthApita karatA hai vaha caturvidha saMgha hai| _ 'savvaloabhAviappabhAva' 'ajita zAnti' meM prayukta bhagavAna kA yaha vizeSaNa atyanta hI adbhuta hai / isa pada ke do artha ho sakate haiM - (1) sarvalokabhAvitaprabhAva - samasta loka meM jinakA prabhAva ___bhAvita ho cukA hai aise bhagavAna / / (2) 'sarvalokabhAvitAtmabhAvaH' jinhoM ne samasta loka ke sAtha AtmabhAva bhAvita kiyA hai / yaha dUsarA artha adbhuta hai / sAdhu bhI jaba taka samasta jIvoM ko AtmabhUta nahIM dekhate, taba taka sAdhutva meM prANa nahIM Ate / Atma-tulya nahIM, parantu samasta jIvoM ko AtmabhUta mAnanA / yaha sAdhanA kI parAkASThA hai| aisA ho to hI samasta AtmAoM meM paramAtmA dikhAI deMge, jIva meM ziva dikhAI deMge / aisA dikhAI de to kyA kisI bhI jIva kI AzAtanA hogI ? AzAtanA mAtra bhagavAna kI nahIM hotI, jIvoM kI bhI hotI hai / (282 65000 550066 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ 'savvapANabhUajIvasattANaM AsAyaNAe / ' jIva to siddhoM ke sAdharmika bandhu haiN| unake sAtha cAhe jaise kaise vyavahAra kiyA jAye ? zuddha naya kI dRSTi se yaha jIva bhagavAna hai| unakA apamAna to bhagavAna kA apamAna hai / bhArata sarakAra ke eka sainika kA apamAna bhArata sarakAra kA apamAna hai / ye jIva bhI bhagavAna kA parivAra hai| bhagavAna ne sabake sAtha ekatA kI hai| * sUrya kI taraha bhagavAna kA bhI svabhAva hai - upadeza kA prakAza denA, tIrtha kI sthApanA karanA / mauna rahane se bAla jIva samajhate nahIM haiM / zabdoM kI duniyA meM ramaNa karate jIvoM ko zabhdoM se hI samajhAnA par3atA hai / azabda nahIM calate / hamAre lie hI bhagavAna zabdAtIta avasthA meM gaye hue hone para bhI zabdoM kI duniyA meM Ate haiM / bhagavAna kI yahI karuNA hai / use dekhane ke lie apane pAsa dRSTi cAhiye / * zAstrIya padArthoM meM sva-utprekSA ki mati-kalpanA nahIM calatI / yahAM to sampUrNa zAstrAdhAra hI cAhiye / * maiM nitya pIche kI thor3I punarAvRtti karake hI Age bar3hatA hUM kyoMki mujhe vizvAsa hai| Apa punarAvRtti nahIM karate ho / Apa yadi punarAvRtti karate hoM to mujhe punarAvRtti karAne kI AvazyakatA hI na rahe / * yaha maiM bolatA hUM, vaha mAtra bhagavAna ke bala se hI bolatA hUM, yaha mAnatA hUM / bAkI umra ke hisAba se to bolA nahIM jA sakatA / jo kucha bhI bolatA hUM vaha bhagavAna ke prabhAva se hI bolatA hUM aura bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM hI use samarpita karatA huuN| ina bhagavAna ko maiM kadApi bhUlatA nahIM hUM aura Apako bhI yahI salAha detA huuN| bhagavAna ko kadApi na bhUleM / 'sAdhanA meM bahuta hI Age bar3ha gayA hUM / kSamA Adi guNa AtmasAt ho gaye haiM / ataH aba bhagavAna kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai' - yaha mAna kara bhagavAna ko chor3a mata denA / apane guNa to kAMca kI baranI (bharanI ) haiN| phUTane meM kyA dera lagatI hai ? kSAyopazamika bhAva ko banA rakhanA par3egA hI / bhagavAna ke binA unheM banAye rakhanA asambhava hai| kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300ooooooooooooooo 283)
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________________ kriyA bAra-bAra isake lie hI karanI hai / jIvanabhara yahI kriyA kyoM kareM ? yaha na soceM / nitya vahI roTI-sabjI, cAvaladAla Adi khAne vAle hama nitya-prati kI kriyA se Uba jAte haiM, parantu yaha khAne Adi se kyoM nahIM Ubate ? yAda rakheM - apanI sAdhanA kI kamAI lUTane ke lie ye cora taiyAra hI haiN| hama tanika gAphila rahe to guNDe Apa para savAra ho jAyeMge / isI lie isa guNa-kamAI ko samhAlakara rakhanA hai / 'guNavRddhyai tataH kuryAt, kriyAmaskhalanAya vA / ekaM tu saMyamasthAnaM, jinAnAmavatiSThate // ' - jJAnasAra * kaise adbhuta bhagavAna hameM mile haiM / jagat meM lAkhoM, karor3o, araboM manuSyoM ko jo nahIM mile ve hameM mile haiM / aisA ahobhAva kAyama rahe to prabhu ke prati bhakti prakaTa hue binA nahIM rahegI / aisA bhakta hI prabhu ke samakSa kahatA hai - 'sevaNA AbhavamakhaMDA... bhave bhave tumha calaNANaM' mujhe sadguru kI sevA aura bhagavAna ke caraNoM kI sevA bhavo bhava prApta ho / suguru Adi sAmagrI prApta karAne vAle bhI bhagavAna hI haiM / bhagavAna ke sAtha yadi prema jur3a gayA to apanI guNa-sampatti anubaMdha vAlI bana jAyegI / janmAntara meM bhI yaha guNa-sampatti sAtha clegii| (5) sayaMsaMbuddhANaM / ___ anya darzana vAloM kI taraha hama bhagavAna kA anugraha nahIM mAnate / maheza ke anugraha se hI jJAna hotA hai usa prakAra ekAnta se hama nahIM mAnate / hama yaha mAnate haiM - sAmane jIva kA upAdAna bhI taiyAra cAhiye / sUrya ko sahane ke lie AMkheM bhI taiyAra cAhiye / ullU bicArA sUrya ko sahana nahIM kara sakatA / jIva kI yogyatA bhI mahattvapUrNa hai jo isa pada se spaSTa hotA hai| bhagavAna ko prathama bAra bodha prApta hotA hai usameM apanI yogyatA hI mukhya hotI hai| (ghora varSA ke kAraNa pataroM kI AvAja Ane ke kAraNa samaya se pUrva vAcanA samApta kI gaI / ) (284000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ sease SentireBOASTARANGANA pU. ratnasuMdarasUrijI ke sAtha, surata, vi.saM. 2055 24-8-2000, guruvAra bhAdra. kRSNA -9 * bhagavAna kA yaha lokottara tIrtha dekha kara aneka bhavya AtmA prasanna hotI haiM / yaha prasanna honA hI yoga-bIja hai / bIja par3ane para hI agalI prakriyA prArambha hotI hai| jinhoM ne pUrva janma meM bIja DAle hoMge, unake aMkura kabhI na kabhI avazya phUTeMge / bhagavAna milate haiM parantu bIja kaba par3ate haiM ? jaba Adara jAgRta hotA hai taba bIja par3ate haiM / bhagavAna aneka bAra mile, parantu hamAre bhItara ahobhAva jAgRta nahIM huA, Adara utpanna nahIM huA / isIlie hamArA ThikAnA nahIM paDA / aba bhI Adara utpanna nahIM huA to ThikAnA par3a jAyegA, yaha na mAneM / yogAvaMcaka prANI ko bhagavAna kI vANI amRta ke samAna madhura lagatI hai| hama dekhate haiM ki kisI ko bhagavAna kI vANI acchI lagatI hai, kisI ko acchI nahIM lagatI / do bhAI sadA sAtha rahate the / kisI kriyA meM bheda nahIM thA / par3hanA, khelanA, bhojana karanA, ghUmanA saba sAtha-sAtha karate the; parantu bhagavAna kI dezanA suna kara eka ko Ananda huA, use samakita milA / dUsare ko koI bhI Ananda nahIM AyA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 0 0 0 0 6600 66666666666666665 66 6 6 6 285)
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________________ eka bolA - Ananda AyA / dUsarA bolA - parezAna ho gayA / Aja taka kabhI nahIM aura Aja judAI kyoM ? donoM vicAra meM par3a gaye / dUsare dina choTe bhAI ne bhagavAna ko pUchA - mujhe Ananda AyA, bar3e bhAI ko Ananda kyoM nahIM AyA ? bhagavAna ne pUrva janma batAte hue kahA, 'tuma donoM bhAI the / corI karane ke dhaMdhe meM par3a kara nAmI coroM ke rUpa meM prasiddha hue / kotavAla ne pIchA kiyA parantu donoM daur3a kara guphA meM ghusa gaye / vahAM eka muni kAussagga kara rahe the / eka ko Ananda huA - kahAM merA nIca jIvana ? kahAM yaha uttama jIvana ? usane apanI nindA aura muni kI prazaMsA kI / aisA na ho taba taka doSa nahIM jAte aura guNa nahIM Ate / jaba taka para-nindA hotI hai, taba taka guNa-dRSTi nahIM AtI / sva-nindA Ane para guNa-dRSTi AtI hI hai / sva-nindA hone para sva-duSkRta gardA AtI hai / phira guNa-dRSTi Ane para sukRta kI anumodanA AtI hai / phira guNa-sampanna bhagavAna kI zaraNAgati AtI hai / yahI krama hai| dUsare ne muni ko dekha kara socA - dekhA ? koI dhaMdhA nahIM milane ke kAraNa 'bAvA' bana kara baiTha gaye / muMDa muMDAye tIna guNa, miTe zira kI khAja / khAne ko laDu mileM, loga kaheM mahArAja // dUsare ne isa prakAra muni ko dhikkArA / isI kAraNa se eka ko Ananda huA, dUsare ko nahIM huA / merI bAta samajha meM AtI hai kyA ? yaha bhagavAna kI vANI sunakara Ananda nahIM AtA ho to samajheM kI abhI taka hama durlabhabodhi haiM / / Ananda AtA ho to samajheM ki pUrva janma meM kabhI kahIM bIja par3a gayA hai / (5) sayaMsaMbuddhANaM bAhara se cAhe yoM lagatA ho ki bhagavAna ne bhavAntara meM dUsaroM (286oonsoooomosomsommon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ se upadeza prApta kiyA hai| hakIkata meM to ve svayaM apanI yogyatA se prApta karate haiM / isIlie bhagavAna svayaMsaMbuddha kahalAye haiM aisA haribhadrasUrijI kA kathana hai / jo mAnate haiM ki maheza ke anugraha se hI bodha hotA hai isa padase usa mata kA khaNDana huA / aDiyala ghor3e ke samAna kucha khaDUsa cAhe jitanA samajhAne para bhI samajhate nahIM haiN| kucha kaThora mUMga aise hote haiM jo pakate hI nahIM haiM / mUMgazela para puSkarAvarta meghoM kI vRSTi ho to bhI ve bhIgate nahIM haiM, usa prakAra kitaneka aise ayogya hote haiM ki unheM cAhe jitane samajhAo, parantu ve samajhate hI nahIM / yaha upAdAna kI ayogyatA hai / bhagavAna kA upAdAna itanA taiyAra hotA hai ki guru ko vizeSa koI prayatna nahIM karanA par3atA / unake lie thor3A nirdeza, thor3A saMketa paryApta hotA hai / komala paudhe ko thor3A sA hI kulhADI kA sparza hote hI vaha kaisA kaTa jAtA hai ? bhagavAna ko hone vAlA samyagdarzana 'varabodhi' kahalAtA hai| jAtya ratna kI taraha unameM yaha sahaja yogyatA hotI hai| bhagavAna kA tathAbhavyatva anAdi kAla se hI viziSTa hotA hai / _ 'namutthuNaM' ke pratyeka vizeSaNa se anya anya matoM kA khaNDana hotA jAtA hai / gaNadhara bhagavantoM ke dvArA stuti hI usa prakAra kI hotI hai jisameM unakI stuti arihanta ko hI lAgU par3atI hai, anya kA vyavaccheda hotA jAtA hai / (6) purisuttamANaM / bhagavAna puruSoM meM uttama haiN| bauddha mAnate haiM ki samasta jIva samAna haiM / yahAM usa mata kA khaNDana huA hai / bhagavAna meM katipaya aisI vizeSatAeM haiM ki jo dUsaroM meM dekhane ko nahIM milatI / bhagavAna kI katipaya vizeSatAeM : (1) AkAlamete parArthavyasaninaH / ' bhagavAna sadA ke lie paropakAra-vyasanI hote haiM / jise kisI vastu kA vyasana hotA hai vaha usake binA raha hI nahIM sakatA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 00000 0 287)
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________________ yaha usakA zauka hI hotA hai / vanaspati meM kalpavRkSa, patthara meM cintAmaNi banakara vahAM bhI paropakAra cAlu hI... ! jisa prakAra vaNik-putra jela meM jAye to bhI dhaMdhA cAlu rakhatA hai na ? bhagavAna kA ekendriya meM bhI paropakAra kA dhandhA cAlu hotA hai / jagazIbhAI : sAhebajI ! yahAM pAlItANA meM bhI dhaMdhA cAlu hai / pUjyazrI : vAcanA meM to koI dhaMdhA nahIM karatA na ? sArA saMsAra svArthapUrNa hai / sampUrNa jagat svArtha ke kAjala se bharA huA hai / svArtha kI bAta ho to Age / paropakAra kI bAta Aye to ceharA nIce jhuka jAtA hai / yaha hama meM se lagabhaga sabakA svabhAva hai| bhagavAna kA svabhAva isase viparIta hotA hai| samyagdarzana kI prApti ke bAda to yaha guNa itanA parAkASThA para pahuMcatA hai ki samasta jIvoM ko zAsana-rasika banAne kI bhAvanA utpanna hotI hai| ___maiM mokSa meM jAUM aura dUsare yahAM saMsAra meM raheM, yaha kaise calegA ? merA jora cale to maiM sabako mokSa meM pahuMcA dUM / aisI bhAvanA se hI tIrthaMkara nAmakarma bAMdhate haiN| isake prabhAva se hI bhagavAna bar3e samUha ko tIrthaMkara ke bhava meM dharma mArga kI ora mor3a sakate haiM / caturvidha saMgha ke sadasyoM ko bhagavAna aisA taiyAra karate haiM ki ve bhI dUsaroM ko dharma-mArga para car3hAte rahate haiM / tuMgiyA nagarI ke zrAvaka aise the ki kacce sAdhu vahAM jAne meM ghabarAte the / eka sAdhu mahArAja ne tuMgiyA meM praveza kiyA taba unakA oghA (rajoharaNa) ulTA rakhA thA - dazI Age aura DaMDI pIche / yaha dekha kara zrAvakoM ne unheM vandana nahIM kiyA / phira patA lagA taba muni ne apanI bhUla svIkAra kI / vahAM aise zrAvaka the / __ yaha sampUrNa tIrtha kI sthApanA parArtha-rasikatA ke guNa para se hI huI hai / paropakAra karanA to aisA karanA cAhiye ki phira use kadApi dUsare kisI kI AvazyakatA na par3e / bhikhArI ko Apa kitanA dete haiM ? (288 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ mAlazIbhAI : saba to nahIM de dete haiM / pUjyazrI : bhagavAna to inatA dete haiM, ApakA apanA hI svarUpa de dete haiM, tAki ApakI anAdi kI daridratA (nirdhanatA) miTa jAye / tIrthaMkaro kI parArtharasikatA utkRSTa hotI hai / gaNadharoM, yugapradhAnoM, AcAryoM Adi kI parArtharasikatA kramazaH thor3I-thor3I hotI hai / katipaya saMsAra-rasika jIva paropakArI hone ko dikhAvA karate haiM sahI, parantu paropakAra karate haiM mAtra svArtha ke lie / kaI vyakti AcAryoM ke bhakta hone kA svAMga racakara logoM se dhana lekara hajama kara jAne vAle bhI hote haiM / Apa kaI bAra sunate haiM na ? pratijJA leM ki Aja kisI kA kArya kiye binA khAnA nahIM hai, to hI yaha sunA huA sArthaka ginA jAyegA / kAntibhAI : naraka-nigoda meM kyA paropakAra kareM ? pUjyazrI : unake bhAvoM ko dekho to patA lage, koI sAmagrI mile to parArthatA camake / naraka meM rahe zreNika isa samaya vicAra karate haiM ki bicAre ye jIva naraka Adi meM se kaba chUTeMge ? tIrthaMkara to kyA ? caturvidha saMgha ke pratyeka sadasya kI yaha bhAvanA hotI hai ki 'ekendriyAdyA api hanta jIvAH' ye bicAre ekendriya Adi jIva vahAM se bAhara nikalakara kaba paMcendriya Adi prApta karake saddharma kI prApti kareMge ? yaha saba samajhane ke lie sUkSma buddhi honI cAhiye / pUjya gurudeva kI vANI rUpI sUrya kI kiraNeM isa pustaka ke mAdhyama se mAno mere jIvana meM vidyamAna ghora ajJAnarUpI andhakAra ko naSTa karane meM sahAyaka ho rahI haiM / - sAdhvI jinezAzrI kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3Booooooooooooooooon 289)
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________________ ____ pU. hemacandrasUrijI ke sAtha, giranAra aMjanazalAkA, vi.saM. 2040 2-9-2000, zanivAra bhAdauM zuklA-4 : khImaIbena dharmazAlA (kalpasUtra-vAMcana ke bAda caturvidha saMgha ke samakSa) jisake lie hamane vyAkhyAna sune, karttavya kiye, vaha 'kSamApanA' _ 'khamiavvaM khamAviavvaM,uvasamiavvaM uvajamAviavvaM / ' yaha apanA dharma hai| choTe-bar3e saba paraspara kSamApanA karate haiM / kSamA mAMganI bhI hai aura denI bhI hai| jaba taka kaSAya naSTa nahIM hue, taba taka unheM dabe hue zatru samajheM / ve kabhI bhI udaya meM A sakate haiM / moha kA kArya hai - jIva ko saMkalpa-vikalpa meM DAlanA / cAritra kA kArya hai - jIva ko saMkalpa-vikalpa se chudd'vaanaa| donoM apanA kArya karate haiM / AtmA jahAM rahe usakI jIta hai| AtmA kA upayoga jaba dharmarAjA meM hotA hai taba sAdhanA hotI hai aura jaba moharAjA meM hotA hai taba virAdhanA hotI hai / isI bAta ko saba bhinna-bhinna prakAra se samajhAte haiM / 'AzravaH sarvathA heyaH upAdeyazca saMvaraH / ' - vItarAga stotra (2906656565 66 65 666666666666666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ mana-vacana-kAyA kA nirodha to ayogI hI kara sakatA hai taba taka unheM zubha meM pravRtta kareM, karma-baMdha se chuDAyeM aise kArya karanA hI AdhAra hai; parantu ve isa samaya karmoM ke adhIna haiM / ve saMkalpa-vikalpa karAte haiM / moha ke mukhya do putra haiM - rAga evaM dveSa / dveSa ke putra haiM krodha aura mAna tathA rAga ke do putra haiM - mAyA va lobha / isa prakAra vizAla parivAra hai moha kA / mahA puNyodaya se jaina-zAsana mila gayA hai| usake rahasya batAnevAle guru mila gaye haiM / ataH yaha jIvana aisA jiyeM ki karmoM ke jAla meM se mukta bana sakeM / bhUla cAhe jisakI huI ho, kSamA dene-lene meM koI Apatti nahIM hai / caNDapradyota ne aparAdha kiyA phira bhI udayana ne kSamA yAcanA kI / vaha to ArAdhaka banA hI / hameM bhI kSamA ko apanA kara ArAdhaka bananA hai / dveSa kAMTA hai| bhagavAna use nikAlanA cAhate haiM / dUsarA koI nikAla nahIM sakatA / nitya devasia-rAia, pandraha dina bAda pakkhI, cAra mahine caumAsI, bAraha mahinoM meM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karane kA isIlie vidhAna hai| bAraha mahinoM ke bAda pratikramaNa nahIM karo to ApakA kaSAya anaMtAnubaMdhI kahalAtA hai aura vaha Apako durgati meM le jAtA hai / kSamA ke Alambana se kaSAyoM ko naSTa karane haiM / svayaM upazAnta bana kara, dUsare ko upazAnta banAkara hameM ArAdhaka bananA hai / zramaNa jIvana kA sAra 'upazama' hai / muni kA dUsarA nAma bhI 'kSamAzramaNa' hai / mukhya rUpa se kalpasUtra sAdhuoM ke lie hI haiM / koI bhI kArya guru ko pUche binA athavA jyeSTha vyakti ko pUche binA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / yadi karate haiM to virAdhaka banate haiM, kyoMki 'AyariyA paccavAyaM jANaMti / ' sarvatomukhI jJAna guru ke pAsa hotA hai| .. gocarI ko dekhate hI guru ko gandha se mAlUma hone para unhoM (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wasanasamosamasasansom 291)
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________________ ne amuka vastu usameM se nikAla lI, kyoMki usameM viSa thA / guru ko hI yaha mAlUma ho sakatA hai / hemacandrasUrijI kI mRtyu isI taraha se huI thI / pAMca paDale isIlie rakhane par3ate haiM / gocarI ke samaya yogI ne nAkhUna ke dvArA laDDa meM viSa milA diyA thA, jisase sUrijI kI mRtyu ho gaI thI / / krodha kA kAMTA nikAlane ke lie hI yaha mahAparva hai| jinake sAtha krodha huA ho, unake sAtha khAsa taura se kSamApanA karanI hai| ___ antara se kSamA mAMge, deM aura apanAyeM / ye kalpasUtra banAne vAlA, inakA racayitA maiM nahIM huuN| bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne rAjagRhI ke guNazIla caitya meM aneka deva-deviyoM, nara evaM nAriyoM ke madhya yaha saba batAyA haiM / 'maiM ne to mAtra ye akSara likhe haiM' - aisA bhadrabAhusvAmI kA kathana hai / yaha 'dazAzruta skandha' kA AThavAM adhyayana hai / jinavANI - zravaNa kA mAhAtmya hameM paradeza jAnA par3atA hai / pravacana dete samaya kahA gayA thA ki jo mAMsAhAra karate haiM, unake hAtha kA hama bhojana nahIM karate / usake pUrva ke dina eka bahana ne jo mAMsAhArI thI hameM koI vastu parosI thI / 've bahana mere pAsa AI ki mujhe prAyazcitta do / ' maiMne kahA, 'prAyazcitta hama kareMge / ' phira to dUsare dina pravacana meM se uTha kara ve mere pAsa AI aura svayaM ne hI mAMsAhAra ke tyAga kA niyama liyaa| bhale ajJAnavaza jIva pApAcAra karate haiM, parantu kisI puNyodaya se mArga para car3hane kA prayatna karate haiM / - sunaMdAbena vorA ) (292 oooooooo0000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ BARSHANDARSHASTRIANTOURIcess RAILERNANCCORRORAMECANDostesslatkaawaSES padavI prasaMga, madrAsa, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha zu. 13 3-9-2000, somavAra bhAdauM zuklA-5 : sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA sAmUhika kSamApanA rathayAtrA (zobhAyAtrA) ke car3hAve pUjya AcArya navaratnasAgarasUrijI : jinazAsana kI mahAn prabhAvanA karane vAlI isa zobhAyAtrA meM (varaghor3e meM) sabhI ko upasthita rahanA hai| jinazAsana kI prabhAvanA meM hama kucha bhI nimitta baneM, aise bhAgya kahAM se ? pUjya AcArya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : rathayAtrA kA prayojana kyA hai ? kAna khola kara suna lo - Apa yA maiM - hama sabane sarva prathama jaina dharma prApta kiyA, usakA bIja kaise par3A ? kisI bhava meM yaha rathayAtrA dekhakara ahobhAva pedA huA hogA / prazaMsA hI bIja hai / kumArapAla kI rathayAtrA meM 1800 karor3apati hote the| kalakatte kI rathayAtrA meM baMgAlI bAbU nAcate the / pratyeka ke sira para TopI hotI thI / hama pUrvajoM ke puNya ke kAraNa kucha phUla gaye haiM / puNya kI thAtI Age calAnI ho to yaha paramparA kI thAta Age (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 (56 5 0 293)
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________________ saMbhAlanI par3egI / pratyeka ko anta taka sAtha rahanA hai / isake lie maiM vizeSataH pUjanIya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto ko kahUMgA, vinatI karUMgA / kala mAtra darzana karake cale nahIM jAyeM, anta taka jur3e raheM / pratyeka vyakti upasthita rahe to kitanI zobhA bar3he ? pUjya dhurandharavijayajI : paryUSaNa se pUrva jisa prakAra lAbha liyA, usameM zikhara svarUpa yaha rathayAtrA nikalegI / usameM sabhI ko bhAga lenA hai / jUnAgar3ha meM mahAzivarAtri kI AdhI rAta ko bhavanAtha kI rathayAtrA nikalatI hai / use Apa kabhI dekhanA / samasta saMnyAsI upasthita hote haiM / saMnyAsiniyoM vahAM nahIMvat hotI haiM / yahAM sAdhvijiyoM adhika haiM / ahamadAbAda meM ASAr3ha zuklA - 2 ko nikalane vAlI jagannAtha kI rathayAtrA bhI bhavya nikalatI hai / caturvidha saMgha ke samasta sadasya dRSTA kI apekSA dRzya bana jAyeM to adhika uttama hogA / darzakagaNa dUsare hoM, hama nahIM / prAcIna kAla meM pATaliputra Adi nagaroM meM nikalane vAlI rathayAtrA meM sabhI upasthita rahate the / mahAn samrAT hote ve bhI sammilita hote the / are, sammilita kyA hote, bhagavAna kA ratha khIMcate the / bhagavAna ke samakSa to hama pazu hI haiM na ? ghara ke baila to sabhI haiM na ? alabat binA natha ke baila haiM / ye to aneka bAra bane, para bhagavAna ke ratha meM baila banane kA saubhAgya kahAM se ? naMge sira kahAM jA sakate haiM, jAnate haiM na ? yahAM sabhI sira para kucha DAla kara AyeM / kucha nahIM ho to dhotI ko raMga kara pahana AyeM / eka hajAra jitane mukuTa taiyAra hai aura 'khImaI' dharmazAlA meM bhI 150 sAphe taiyAra haiM / Dhora kadApi sira para nahIM bAMdhate / hama nahIM bAMdhe to DhoroM jaise nahIM haiM kyA ? baiTha kara khAyeM ve AdamI haiM / khar3e-khar3e khAyeM ve r3hora haiM / isI lie 'buphe' ko maiM 'baphailo' kahatA hUM / sAdhu bane binA sira naMgA nahIM rakhA jAtA / sira mUlyavAna hai / use khulA (naMgA) nahIM rakhA jAtA / mAravAr3a wwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 294 0.00
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________________ meM rAyakA (rabArI) kA sira kadApi khulA (naMgA) nahIM hotA / pAMvo meM jUte nahIM hoM aisA to ho sakatA hai / TAla, TATa, zveta bAla Adi naMgA sira rakhane ke kAraNa hI hone lage haiM / sampUrNa rathayAtrA (varaghor3A) paramAtmAmaya bananI cAhiye / dUsarI bAta saMyojakoM kI zikAyata hai ki tapasvI 2600 haiM, parantu nAma sirpha 744 Aye haiM / maiM ne kahA saba barAbara ho jAyegA / Apake vAhana saba bhara jAyeMge / - abhI hI maNDapa bhara gayA na ? abhI ghaMTe bhara pahale hI thor3e se AdamI the / parantu Upara vAlA baiThA hai na ? hameM kyA cintA ? candrakAntabhAI : ahamadAbAda meM jagannAtha kI rathayAtrA ( zobhAyAtrA) kA mArga 22 kilomITara hotA hai / ThasAThasa janatA bharI huI rahatI hai / zobhAyAtrA prAtaH cAra baje prArambha hokara rAtri meM do baje pUrI hotI hai / isake samakSa hamArA varaghor3A (rathayAtrA ) kaisA ? I parantu kala kI rathayAtrA aitihAsika honI cAhiye / kaise kaise AcArya bhagavan yahAM birAjamAna haiM ? jinake nAma lene se bhI pApoM kA kSaya ho jAtA hai / aise AcAryoM kI nizrA mile kahAM se ? pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : khAmi savva jIve ananta upakArI tIrthaMkara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa rUpa dharma batAyA hai / sabhI dharmoM meM jIvoM ke prati karuNA, maitrI vyApaka hai / yadi hRdaya meM yaha na ho to kisI ko bacAyA nahIM jA sakatA / ahiMsA, karuNA Adi samAnArthaka, paryAyavAcI hI haiM / ahiMsA vizva kI mAtA hai / zivamastu bAda kI dUsarI gAthAM dekheM / zivamastu meM sabako sukhI banAne kI bhAvanA hai / vaha kahAM se utpanna hotI hai ? 'ahaM titthayaramAyA' maiM tIrthaMkara kI mAtA zivA hUM / zivA arthAt mAtra neminAtha bhagavAna kI mAtA nahIM / zivA arthAt karuNA, ahiMsA / prazna vyAkaraNa meM ahiMsA ke 60 paryAyavAcI nAmoM meM kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 ka OOOOOOO 295
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________________ zivA zabda bhI hai| yaha bhAvanA bhAvita banAyeM to hI bhagavAna ke bhakta bana sakate haiM / hamAre samasta pratikramaNoM meM yaha bhAvanA hai hI / 'iriyAvahiyaM' meM bhI hai hI / kSamA-maitrI juDe hue haiN| sampUrNa jaina-zAsana karuNAmaya pardUSaNa tathA unake kartavya sAMvatsarika kSamApanA ke lie hI to haiM / paraspara kSamA ke lie hI yaha Ayojana thA / parantu car3hAvoM meM Apa yaha saba bhUla gaye / yadyapi logoM ke uThane se to mere lie acchA hI huA, kyoMki thor3e manuSyoM taka hI merI AvAja pahuMcatI hai| __merI ora se ki kisI mahAtmA kI tarapha se kisI ko bhI kaSTa athavA pIr3A huI ho to usake lie samasta mahAtmAoM kI ora se maiM micchAmi dukkaDaM mAMgatA huuN| isa pustaka ko par3hane se sarvAdhika to gurudeva ke prati Adara-bhAva thA, usameM vRddhi huI hai aura antara jhuka gayA / gurudeva itane mahAn haiM ki jinhoM ne choTechoTe sUtra jo nirdoSa avasthA meM hI popaTa kI taraha kaNThastha kiye hoM aura ruTIna meM bhI bolate rahate hoM, unake lie nirantara upayogapUrvaka evaM cintanapUrvaka kaise rahasya khole haiM ? navakAra, logassa athavA zakastava kI mahAnatA ina vAcanAoM ko par3hane ke bAda hI samajha meM AI / __ - sAdhvI virAgarasAzrI pUjyazrI kA pratyeka zabda AtmA meM bhagavadbhAva utpanna karake antima zuddhAvasthA kA sthAna batAne ke R lie samartha banatA hai / __- sAdhvI puSpadantAzrI (296 Homoooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ MINUTE paTTadhara ke sAtha, beMgalora ke pAsa, vi.saM. 2052 10-9-2000, ravivAra bhAdauM zuklA-12 : khImaIbena dharmazAlA sammAna samAroha dharmIcaMdajI vinAyakiyA (vijayavADA) : yahAM Akara mujhe atyanta lAbha huA / maiM to mAnatA hUM ki cAturmAsa meM rahanA mere lie zivira hI ho gayA / aneka prakAra ke dharmAcaraNa mere jIvana meM 'prekTikala' ho gaye / agAdhatA samudra kI lajjA rahI hai jJAna se / udAratA bhI karNa kI hArI hai zrutadAna se / saumyatA ko dekha kara cAMda bhI karatA rudana, sUri kalApUrNa ke caraNa meM hama kare zata zata namana pUjyazrI kI nizrA meM hama saba eka dUsare ke lie kalyANamitra bane haiM / pUjya gurudeva ko prArthanA hai ki hameM bhI mukti meM sAtha le jAyeM / rajanIkAntabhAI, madanalAlajI kAveDiyA Adi ArAdhakoM ne bhI apane udgAra vyakta kiye / adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrI : zatrujaya kI goda meM aisA anumodanA kA avasara apanI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 55 56 57 297
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________________ AdhyAtmika pUMjI hai / kisI mila Adi kI ejensI milane para Ananda hotA hai to yahAM anumodanA kA avasara milane para kyA Ananda nahIM hotA? AdhyAtmika guNoM ke vikAsa ke lie atyanta Avazyaka dharma-vAvaNI hai guNa-guNavAna kI prazaMsA / ananta pudgala parAvarta ke bAda hI yaha milatA hai / yahI bIja hai / bIja ke bAda meM aMkura Adi durlabha nahIM hai, bIja hI durlabha hai / isa cAturmAsa meM donoM samAjoM ne (vAgar3a bIsA osavAla tathA vAgar3a sAta caubIsI bIsA zrImAlI) milakara yojanA banAI / osavAla samAja bhAgyazAlI rahA ki TheTha caita mahine se abhI taka unheM lAbha milA / ApakA akhaNDa bhaktibhAva dekha kara prasannatA huI hai| hamAre atirikta kisI ne vihAra bhI nahIM kiyA / isa zrAvaka-zrAvikA saMgha ko hama kyA dete haiM ? usa sambandha meM hameM socanA hai| hamArI ora se upadeza dene meM kamI bhI raha gaI ho / Apake mana aura kAnoM ko jo priya lage vaha hameM parosanA par3atA hai / parosane vAle ko dhyAna rakhanA par3atA hai ki use zAyada daste Adi na lageM, peciza na ho aura badahajamI na ho / aisA kucha huA ho / loga vividha prakAra ke hote haiM / ho bhI , sakatA hai / Apa kI vyavasthA uttama hai, phira bhI hamArI ora se Aveza meM aisA kucha bolA gayA ho to una zabdoM ko yAda na rakheM, bhUla jAyeM / pUjya padma-jItavijayajI se lagAkara samasta guru bhagavaMtoM ne jo hama para javAbadArI rakhI - isa varga ko bhUleM nahIM / ataH bhale sAta-ATha varSa hama bAhara ghUma Aye, parantu anta meM Aye na ? donoM samAja khAsa kabhI bhI zAmila nahIM hote, zAmila nahIM rahate, parantu isa samaya donoM ne sAtha milakara cAturmAsa karAyA na ? koI bojha nahIM lagA na? premajIbhAI ! kyA koI bojha lagA ? Apane sunA hogA ki ahamadAbAda meM abhI svadharmiyoM ke lie nau karor3a rUpaye ekatrita hue / yaha saba sunakara hameM preraNA lenI hai / yahAM ArAdhakoM meM mAtra Apake samAja ke nahIM, bhAratabhara ke loga Ate rahate haiM / cAturmAsa ke ArAdhakoM ke atirikta bhI pAMcapaccIsa dina taka rahanevAle bhI hote haiM, parantu Apane kadApi inakAra (298 000000000ooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ nahIM kiyA, udAratApUrvaka sabakA samAveza karate rahe haiM / pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrijI : pUjya gurudeva ne kitane sundara zabdoM meM anumodana kiyA ? aise dIrghadRSTA pUjya gurudeva nahIM mileM to zrI saMgha ko mArgadarzana kahAM se mile ? mArmika preraNA kauna de ? aisA lagatA hai ki itane varSoMmeM donoM samAja ke lie kabhI nahIM kI huI bAteM pUjyazrI isa cAturmAsa meM kareMge / saMgItakAra Azu vyAsa : 1 1 zrI kaccha-vAgar3a dezoddhAraka nAmathI paMkAo cho ne bhAvanuM jharaNuM nahIM, sAgara tame kahevAo cho AzunuM A che bhAva sarjana, Apane caraNe dharUM kalApUrNasUri guru caraNamAM, bhAvathI mastaka dhaM magajathI tarka, jIbhathI zvAsa, aMtarathI bhAva nikale che / satkarmathI siddhi male to nAmanA kahevAya che kahevAya che ne bhAvathI icchA male to, bhAvanA sAdhakathI sAdhya male to, sAdhanA ne hRdayathI zabdo male to, prArthanA kahevAya che kahevAya che gIta ( tarja : bahenA re... ) suNajo re... siddhagirimAM cAturmAsano lIdho lAbha mahAn, Aje tamArUM sau karaze sanmAna | 1 I sahu tIrathamAM siddhAcala no mahimA che moTo (2) zAzvata A girirAjano kyAMe malaze nA koI joTo (2) siddhAcalanA DUMgare zobhe, AdIzvara bhagavAna... Aje... // 1 // kalApUrNasUrinI prema vAdaliyo, jharamara jharamara varase ( 2 ) cAtaka thaIne je koI pIze, bAkI badhA Talavalaze / (2) guruvaranA guNarAgI thaI ne gAvo ne guNagAna Aja. // 2 // kalApUrNasUrijI, kalAprabhasUrijI jinazAsananA dhorI ( 2 ) emanI amRta vANI jANe, phUlaDAe phorama phorI; ( 2 ) " WWW 299 kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 wwwwwwwwww -
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________________ paMnyAsa kalpa ne kIrttiguruvara, kevA re vidvAna... Aje... // 3 // gaNizrI mukti-pUrNa-munizrI, adbhuta cetanA lAve (2) antarathI pramAda haTAvI zAsana-rasiyA banAve; (2) pAmara ne paramAtmA banAvavA Adaryu che abhiyAna... Aje... // 4 // sAdhu-sAdhvI bhelA thayA che, jANe lagabhaga pAMca so, (2) zahera ne gAma galIthI AvyA, ArAdhaka che sola so; (2) vidha vidha tapanA DaMkA vAgyA, navo che kIrtimAna... Aja... // 5 // zrImatI lakSmIbena premajIbhAI. bhacubhAI gar3A parivAra; (2) zrImatI pArvatIbena harakhacaMda vAghajI gIMdarA parivAra; (2) mAtuzrI pAlaibena gelAbhAI gAlA parivAra- yogadAna... Aje... // 6 // tapa zatrujaya upavAsa ekAvana, mAsakSamaNa siddhi tapa; (2) aTThAI causaTha praharI pauSadha, ne mokSa daMDaka tapa; (2) cakrezvarI mAtAe sahurnu sAdhyuM che kalyANa... Aja... // 7 // zrI kaccha-vAgar3a vIzA osavAla mUrtipUjaka jaina saMgha; (2) kalApUrNasUri nA caumAsAno adbhuta Avyo raMga; (2) siddhagirinA gagana-maNDalamAM, UDe yaza-vimAna... Aje... // 8 // dhana-dhana tamane mAlazIbhAI, khetazIbhAI, camanabhAI; (2) mAlazI lakhadhIra hIrajIbhAI, doDyA che velajIbhAI; (2) A caumAse samaya-sampatti, Ape kIdhA kurbAna... Aje... // 9 // koI amArI bhUla thaI hoya, amane mAphI dejo; (2) Aje ke kAle yA bhAvImAM, lAbha sevAno dejo; (2) ArAdhaka sahu Ape vadhArI jina-zAsananI zAna... Aje... // 10 // THHTHHTHHT 51 upavAsa : 2, 30 upavAsa : 23, 16 upavAsa : 30, 9 upavAsa : 77, 8 upavAsa : 267, causaTha praharI : 467, zatrujaya tapa : 315, siddhi tapa : 5, 500 AyaMbila : 12 * khetazI meghajI : kisI bhI kArya kA anta to Aye hI / aneka kAryo kA prArambha aura anta hotA hI hai / AdIzvara dAdA tathA pUjya AcAryazrI kI amogha kRpA se yaha kArya saphala huA hai| isa kArya meM kaise(300 Wwwwwwwwwww00000G kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ kaise anubhava hue ? lagatA hai ki jIvana kA anupama lAbha milA / bIsa varSa pUrva AdhoI saMgha kI tarapha se mahArASTra bhuvana meM cAturmAsa kA lAbha milA thA, taba 700 ArAdhaka hI the, parantu isa varSa sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta 429 tathA 1600 ArAdhaka haiM, vizeSa lAbha milA hai| saMyukta rUpa meM donoM samAjoM ko yaha lAbha milA hai / pUjyazrI kI kRpA se donoM samAja nikaTa Aye haiM jo kama saphalatA nahIM hai / __ pUjyazrI kI mujha para satata kRpAvRSTi hotI rahI hai / pratidina rAtri meM pUjyazrIne hitazikSA dI hai / nUtana pUjya AcAryazrI : hameM bhI nahIM dete / khetazIbhAI : kabhI kabhI aisA lagatA hai ki jyeSTha tulya pUjyazrI bAlaka tulya hamAre sAtha vArtAlApa karate haiM / paramAtmA tulya pUjyazrI kI yaha anupama karuNA hai| zrI saMgha para pUjyazrI kI jo asIma kRpA-vRSTi huI usakI koI jor3a nahIM hai / ArAdhakoM kA 800 kA hI anumAna thA, phira bhI 1564 kI saMkhyA ho gaI / aneka vyaktiyoM ko nirAza bhI karane par3e aneka vRddha mahilAoM ke AzIrvAda mile haiM / janma hone ke sAta dina bAda pitA kho diye / 23 varSa pUrva mAtA kho dI / Aja mAtA-pitA nahIM hai parantu Apa sabameM maiM mAtA-pitA ke darzana karatA hUM / (azru) hamArA mastiSka vaza meM na rahA ho aura muMha meM se kaTu zabda nikale hoM to kSamA kreN| dUsarA to hama kyA kara sakate haiM ? darzana, pUjA, pratikramaNa, paccakkhANa rahita hama jaisoM ke lie aisI sevA kA avasara mile kahAM se ? hama jaisoM ko dUsarA Alambana bhI kyA hai ? jo kucha bhI milA hai vaha ApakI mamatA se milA hai / dhana dene vAle aneka mila jAte haiM, parantu uttama ArAdhanA karane vAle bahuta kama hote haiM / inameM dasa pratizata uttama ArAdhaka hote haiM aura unameM se eka pratizata phala milA to bhI bahuta kahA jAyegA / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300000000000000mmom 301)
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________________ pUjyazrI ne mujhe aura mAlazI lakhadhIra ko cAturmAsa kI jaya bolane se pUrva vAMkI meM bulAyA thA / pUjyazrIne kahA : 'maiM dharma-saMkaTa meM huuN| donoM samAjoM ko lAbha denA hai / ' hamane pUjyazrI kI yaha bAta svIkAra kara lI / donoM samAja hI kyoM ? samagra jaina zAsana ke zrAvaka eka ho jAyeM to jaina-zAsana kA DaMkA baja jAye / jIvadayA, rAjakAraNI, cunAva Adi ke samasta phaNDa jainoM ke dvArA hI kiye jAte haiM / katlakhAnoM meM se jIvoM ko bacAne ke lie bhI jainoM kA yogadAna hotA hai / jaina yadi eka ho jAyeM to kyA nahIM kara sakate ? maiM namra vinatI karUMgA ki pratyeka jaina itanA saMkalpa kare ki katlakhAnoM Adi ko protsAhana mile aise koI zera Adi na kharIdeM / asahayoga se ye kArya bandha karAye jA sakate haiM / zubha kArya meM vighna to AtA hI hai / dasteM-vamana ke rUpa meM vighna cAturmAsa meM AyA / agasta kI prathama tArIkha se bImArI zuru huI hai - dasteM lagane kI aura vamana hone kI / phira bhI kisI bImAra ne zikAyata nahIM kI / unakI samatA kI maiM prazaMsA karatA huuN| unakI sevA meM koI truTi raha gaI ho to maiM punaH punaH kSamA yAcanA karatA hUM / Aja 'hArTa eTaika' se mRtyu kA eka kesa huA hai / kala ve do-tIna bAra behoza (aceta) ho gaye the / aise kSetra meM deha chor3a kara ve nizcita rUpa se svarga meM gaye haiM, aisI mujhe zraddhA hai / * dAnezvarI premajIbhAI ne prathama to sampUrNa cAturmAsa kA kharca vahana karane kI bAta kI thI, parantu pUjyazrI ne sampUrNa saMgha ko lAbha mile aisI bAta kI thI / premajIbhAI, harakhacaMdabhAI, dhanajIbhAI Adi ne acchI rakama (dhanarAzi) likhavAI / samasta dAtAzriyoM kA atyanta AbhAra mAnatA hUM / premajIbhAI ko punaH punaH dhanyavAda kyoMki unhoM ne 33 pratizata jitanA hamArA bojha halakA kiyA / aba bhI ve dene ke lie taiyAra haiM, parantu zAyada aba AvazyakatA nahIM par3egI / mujhe sadA lagA hai ki mAno koI adRzya zakti hameM sahAyatA kara rahI ho / ratanazIbhAI, mADaNabhAI, velajIbhAI Adi kitane nAma (302 ooooooo o ooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ leM ? aneka sajjanoM ne sahAyatA kI hai / madhura pravacanakAra pUjya AcAryazrI kA sadA hama para varad vAtsalyapUrNa hAtha rahA hai / unake madhura pravacana meM cAbuka bhI madhura lagate haiM / * khImaIbena dharmazAlA arthAt vAgar3a ke nivAsiyoM kA choTA sA gAMva kahalAtA hai| usameM pUjyazrI kI nizrA milane se yaha to bar3A gAMva ho gayA / . mAlazIbhAI kI udAratA, rAyazIbhAI kI vyavahAra-kuzalatA aura jagazIbhAI kI bhakti kI jitanI prazaMsA kI jAye utanI kama hai| mAlazIbhAI kala rudana karate hI hoMge / sabhA0 : isa samaya bhI rudana karate haiM / gurudeva ! unheM rote nahIM choDe / pUjyazrI : hama Apako haMsAyeMge, rulAyeMge nahIM / khetazIbhAI : Akhira donoM samAja eka hI haiM / eka hI bhagavAna aura eka hI guru ke anuyAyI hama alaga kaise hoM ? hamArI kabhI bhI AvazyakatA ho to hameM batAyeM, hama sadA tatpara haiM / cha: cha: ravivAroM para pUjya AcAryazrI kI nizrA meM pAlItANA meM prathama bAra sAmudAyika pravacanoM meM 17 AcArya bhagavan, lagabhaga eka hajAra sAdhvIjI bhagavan, hajAroM ArAdhaka eka sAtha baiThe hoM vaisA dRzya prathama bAra dekhane ko milA / sAmudAyika sAdharmika vAtsalya jisake dAtA AdhoI nivAsI harakhacandabhAI vAghajI / / yaha saba yAda karake hRdaya gadgad ho jAtA hai / pUjyazrI ke prabhAva se Aja taka bhojana kadApi ghaTA nahIM yA dUsarIbAra banAnA nahIM par3A / pitAzrI se bhI adhika pUjyazrI ne jo vAtsalya-dhArA pravAhita kI hai, vaha kadApi bhUlI nahIM jA sakegI / __ koI avinaya huA ho to punaH punaH micchAmi dukkaDaM / pUjya AcAryazrI : khImaIbena ke cAroM bhAIyoM ne jo bhoga diyA hai vaha avarNanIya hai| kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300masoooomnamasoooo(r) 303)
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________________ hameM kaI bAra kahate, 'yaha dharmazAlA yAtriyoM ke lie nahIM, parantu mahAtmAoM ke lie rakhanI hai| yAtrI to nitya haiM hii| mahAtmAoM kA lAbha kahAM se mile ? itanA bar3A sthAna nahIM hotA to yahAM kaise rahA jAtA ? rAyazI lakhadhIra : pUrva bhava meM hamane aise puNya kiye hoMge jisake kAraNa khImaI bena jaisI mAtA milI / yoM to ve khetI kA kArya karatI thI, phira bhI unhoM ne hameM dharma-saMskAra dene meM koI kamI nahIM rakhI / naI muMbaI meM jaba pUjyazrI ne prathama bAra pAlItANA meM cAturmAsa karane kI bAta kI taba hama bhAva-vibhora ho gaye the / caita zuklA-4 ko sone kA sUraja ugA, jisa dina isa dharmazAlA meM pUjyazrI kA saMgha ke sAtha padArpaNa huA / dharmazAlA pavitra ho gaI / phira to bahuta hI zAnadAra anuSThAna hue / sAr3he pAMca mahinoM taka pUjyazrI kA sAnnidhya milA jo hamArA puNya hai / vAcanA ke samaya to aisA lagatA mAno bhagavAna dezanA de rahe hoM / isa hola meM sarvatra pUjyazrI kI AvAja sunAI detI / yaha maiM ne pratyakSa dekhA hai / jinheM jaina samAja meM sarvotkRSTa rUpa meM pratyeka samudAya ke loga dekhate hai, aise pUjyazrI kA satata sAr3he pAMca mahinoM taka sAnnidhya milA hai jisakA hameM gaurava hai / __ atyanta sAvadhAnI rakhate hue bhI vyavasthA meM truTi raha gaI ho to micchAmi dukkaDaM mAMgatA hUM / mAlazI lakhadhIra : eka sAtha vAgar3a samudAya raha sake aisA sthAna amuka aMzo meM banA usakA gaurava hai / pAlItANA meM haiM taba taka yahAM lakSya rakheM, aisI pUjyazrI ko vinatI hai / ABNAIL 38
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________________ pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI ke sAtha, surata, vi.saM. 2048 10-9-2000, ravivAra bhAdauM zuklA - 12 : khImaIbena dharmazAlA ( 1 ) AkAlamete parArthavyasinanaH / * bhagavAna puruSottama haiM / bhagavAna kI zreSThatA kisa taraha hai ? bhagavAna karuNA ke sAgara, guNoM ke bhaNDAra haiM / yaha to hama jAnate hI haiM / isase dUsarI zreSThatA kauna sI ? bhagavAna kI karuNA-zakti kitanI ? indrabhUti to bhagavAna ke sAtha vAda karane ke lie Aye the, parantu bhagavAna ke darzana se unake 'ahaM' kA parvata TUTa gayA aura usameM unheM bhagavAna ke darzana hue / phira to ve aise namra bane ki unakI jor3a kahI na mile / caNDakauzika jaisA hiMsaka nAga bhagavAna ke prabhAva se zAnta ho gayA / caNDakauzika ne bhI bhagavAna ko jalAne ke lie pahale jvAlA hI pheMkI thI, parantu bhagavAna kI karuNatA to dekho / unhoM ne use bhI zAnta kara diyA / bhagavAna ke sivAya aisA puruSArtha karane kA vicAra bhI kauna de ? dUsare jIva mere samAna haiN| mujhe unakI rakSA karanI cAhiye / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 305
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________________ bhagavAna kI kRpA ke binA aisA vicAra nahIM A sakatA / meghakumAra ke hAthI ke bhava meM bhI yaha kRpA hI kAma karatI thI / pApa nahIM karane kA vicAra bhagavAna ke prabhAva se hI AtA hai / netroM meM se jharatI karuNA ke prabhAva se caNDakauzika jaise ke caMDa-pracaNDa krodha kA zamana kara denA, una bhagavAna kI karuNA kitanI tIkSNa, kitanI prabhAvazAlI hogI ? aisI karuNA ke sAgara bhagavAna puruSottama na hoM to dUsare kauna hoMge ? dayA, dAna evaM karuNAmaya jitane puruSa hote haiM, unameM bhagavAna prathama nambara para Ate haiM / ataH bhagavAna ko puruSottama kahA gayA hai / dayA, dAna Adi aise dasa guNa yahAM batAye haiM / bhagavAna kA sarva prathama guNa hai paropakAra / AkAlamete parArtha vyasaninaH / ( 2 ) upasarjanIkRtasvArthabhAvAH / bhagavAna svAbhAvika rIti se hI paropakAra-vyasanI hote haiM / ve svArtha ko gauNa mAnakara calate haiM / nayasAra ke bhava meM dekho / apane khAne ke samaya dUsare ko khilAne kA vicAra AtA hai / yahI parArthatA hai / nayasAra ne pahale bhojana nahIM kiyA / ve pahale mahAtmA ko bulAne jAte haiM / isake samakSa hama kaise haiM ? ho sake vahAM taka dUsare kA kAma nahIM hI karanA / vivazatA ho to hI karanA / cAra ghar3e pAnI lAnA ho to cAra ghar3e hI lAnA / adhika nahIM / kahIM adhika puNya baMdha jAye na ? parArtha vyasanitA kI bAta jAne do / hama meM parArtha kI eka bUMda bhI nahIM hai / 'hamArA' zabda kA maiM isalie prayoga karatA hUM kyoMki maiM bhI sAtha hI hUM / luNAvA meM pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja meM dekhA / cAhe jaisI tabiyata ho to bhI unakI parArthatA satata calatI hI rahatI thI / ve kisI ko bhI nirAza nahIM karate the / bhagavAna to vRkSa meM bhI kalpataru banate haiM, patthara meM cintAmaNi banate haiM / vahAM bhI paropakAra hotA rahatA hai / 306 88wwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3
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________________ megharatha rAjA (zAntinAtha kA jIva) ne to eka kabUtara ko bacAne ke lie apane prANa dene kI taiyArI batAI thI / isa jIvana se yadi kisI kA jIvana bacatA ho to isase adhika dUsarA kauna sA lAbha? dharmarUci aNagAra ko yAda kareM / cIMTiyoM ko bacAne ke lie ve viSAkta sabjI khA hI gaye / cauka ko ghisa kara hajAroM cIMTiyoM ko mAra DAlane vAle kyA yaha bAta suneMge ? - 'cUhoM ko, cIMTiyoM ko mArane kI davA' - yaha paDhane para pahalI bAra patA lagA ki mArane kI bhI davA hotI hai / maiM to samajhatA thA ki davA to sirpha jIvita hI rakhatI hai / hama aise yuga meM jI rahe haiM, jahAM mArane kI bhI davA milatI hai / aise kAla meM bhI dUsare kI mRtyu meM apanI mRtyu dekhane vAle bhagavAna hameM mile haiM, yaha kaisA saubhAgya hai apanA ? (3) ucita-kriyAvantaH / ucita vyavahAra - jisa jIva kI jaisI kakSA hai, usake sAtha vaisA hI vyavahAra karanA vaha aucitya hai / tIrthaMkara kA jIvana aucityapUrNa hotA hai| tIrthaMkara kA jIvana pratidina par3hane yogya hotA hai| yaha nitya nahIM kara sakate ataH prativarSa kalpasUtra sunanA hotA hai| kalpasUtra meM dekhA na? bhagavAna kitane aucitya ke bhaMDAra haiM / ve jJAnI hote hue bhI pAThazAlA jAne kA inakAra nahIM karate / ve bAlakoM ke sAtha khelane kA inkAra nahIM karate / (4) adIna bhAvAH / __ adIna bhAva - cAhe jaisA prasaMga Aye to bhI kadApi nirdhana bana kara dUsare ke pAsa mAMge nahIM / (5) saphalArambhiNaH / saphalArambha - jisa kArya meM niSphalatA milane jaisA ho, usameM sirapaccI na kareM / (6) adRDhAnuzayAH / zAyada krodha Aye vaise prasaMgoM meM bhI unake krodha meM anubaMdha na ho / 300000000000000000000307
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________________ (7) kRtajJatApatayaH / kisI bhI vyakti kA upakAra ve kadApi nahIM bhUlate / ve kRtajJatA guNa ko aisA AtmasAt karate haiM ki ve use kadApi chor3e nahIM / Apane yadi naukara ko putra kI taraha rakhA ho to kyA vaha Apako chor3a kara kabhI jAyegA ? guNoM para niyantraNa ho to ve hameM chor3a kara kadApi jAyeMge nahIM / sacamuca to guNa hI apanA saccA parivAra hai / maiM AtmA ! jJAnAdi guNa mere ! nitya saMthArA porasI meM aisA yAda karate haiM na ? jisako aisI pratIti ho cukI ho use koI sthAna chor3ane meM duHkha hogA ? kala hI yaha sthAna chor3anA hai to duHkha thoDA hI lagegA ? isI prakAra se yaha deha bhI chor3anI hai| isameM duHkha kaisA ? _ 'yaH pazyennityamAtmAnamanityaM parasaGgamam / ' jo AtmA ko nitya evaM 'para' ke saMyogoM ko anitya mAne use moha kyA kara sakatA hai ? aise zAstroM ke svAdhyAya se hI sadguNa prakaTa hote haiM / Apa apane putroM koM aisI salAha dete haiM tAki hAni na ho, lAbha hI ho, usa prakAra bhagavAna ne aise zAstra diye haiM jinakA pAlana karane se lAbha hI hotA hai, hAni tanika bhI nahIM hotI / prAtaH kAla se sAyaMkAla taka ke sAdhu-jIvana ke anuSThAnoM meM kyA tanika bhI hAni hai ? pala-pala meM ananta karmoM ko kSaya karane kI anuSThAnoM meM zakti hai| eka bhI zloka yA pada kaNThastha kara lo to vaha Apake lie AjIvana bhAthA bana jAyegA / __ pU.paM. kIrticandravijayajI : kaunasA zloka AtmasAt kiyA jAye ? pUjyazrI : aneka zloka haiM / kucha udAharaNa batAUM kyA ? 'AyA hu me nANaM... AyA me saMjame' "egohaM natthi me koi / ' 'upayogo lakSaNam' aise padoM meM se koI bhI ekAda pada pakar3a kara Apa apanI bhAvadhArA ko vizuddha banA sakate haiM / (308 66666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ AyA me sAmAiassa aTThe' yaha kitanA sundara vAkya hai ? merA apanA to saba bhUla gayA hUM, parantu yahAM jo bolatA hUM vaha to bhagavAna smaraNa karA dete haiM / 4 * AtmA hI dUlhA hai / Apa binA dUlhe kI bArAta meM kabhI gaye haiM ? apanI sAdhanA ke mUla meM mukhya AtmA hI hai, use hI hama bhUla gaye haiM / * durguNoM ke sAtha aisA vyavahAra kareM ki apane Apa sthAna chor3a kara ve bhAga jAyeM / anacAhe atithiyoM (mehamAnoM) krodha Adi durguNoM ko miSTAnna khilAte rahoge to ve kadApi nahIM jAyeMge / jinake krodha Adi svastha haiM unakI AtmA asvastha rahegI / jinake krodha Adi asvastha haiM unakI AtmA svastha rahegI / bhagavAna ke ye guNa sunakara laganA cAhiye ki aise guNa to gRhastha jIvana meM hI A jAyeM to kitanA uttama hogA ? katipaya AtmA hI aisI hotI haiM ki jo svAbhAvika rIti se hI kama bolatI haiM, Avazyaka ho vahI bolatI haiM / paropakAra bhAva sahaja hI honA cAhiye, dAna Adi guNa bhI hone cAhiye / gAMdhIdhAma vAle devajIbhAI meM ye saba guNa the / aneka bAra vicAra AtA hai ki ye guNa kahAM se Aye hoMge ? I nAma bhI 'deva' deva tulya guNa lekara hI Aye the / dharmarAjA kA senApati samyagdarzana hai aura moharAjA kA senApati mithyAdarzana hai / samyagdarzana ko pradhAnatA nahIM deMge to mithyAtva durgati meM Dhakele binA nahIM rahegA / jIvoM kI karuNA aura prabhu bhakti ina donoM se hI samyagdarzana prakaTa hotA hai / bhakti prakaTa hone para jIvoM ke prati prema jagegA hI, kyoMki bhagavAna uttama caitanya hai / unake prati prema prakaTa hone para hI jagat meM phaile hue samasta caitanyoM ke prati prema prakaTa hogA hI / 'uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe / rAgI saMgere rAga - dazA vadhe, thAye teNe saMsArojI / ' nirAgIthI re rAganuM joDavuM, lIje bhavano pArojI / kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 6.00 309
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________________ rAgI kA saMga karoge to rAga bar3hegA / tyAgI kA saMga karoge to tyAga bar3hegA / saMsAra meM se kadApi nikalanA nahIM ho to hI rAga-dazA bar3hAye / saMsAra meM se nikalanA ho to vItarAga kA rAga kareM, vyakti kA nahIM / tadgata guNoM kA rAga kareM / unakA rAga Ate hI, ve guNa Apake ho jAyeMge / doSoM ke prati dhikkAra-bhAva hote hI ve doSa Apa meM se bhAga jAyeMge / doSoM ko bhagAne kI hameM utAvala nahIM hai kyoMki hameM vizvAsa hai : durgati meM nahIM hI jAyeMge / hamAre cAcA-mAmA vahAM baiThe haiM, jo bacA leMge ! yahAM 400 sAdhvIjI haiM / kyA pratyeka bAra aisA avasara milegA ? avasara milA hai to upayoga kyoM na kareM ? doSoM ke nAza evaM guNoM kI vRddhi ke lie prayatna kyoM na kareM ? isa samaya nahIM kareMge to kaba kareMge ? tIrthaMkara bhagavAna kA anuzaya asthAyI hotA hai / krodha zAyada AyegA sahI, parantu haladariye raMga kI taraha ur3a jAtA hai / bhagavAna kRtajJatA ke svAmI haiM / ve upakArI ko kadApi nahIM bhUlate / upakArI ko bhUlane se unake dvArA prApta guNa bhI calA jAtA hai / upakArI ko bhUlane se kauna se AcAra meM doSa lagatA hai ? darzanAcAra meM doSa lagatA hai / arthAt mithyAtva kA udaya ho to hI guru kA apalApa hotA hai / guru ne Apako dIkSA dekara ApakA saMgraha kiyA, yahI guru kA bar3A upakAra hai / eka choTI pustikA athavA eka akSara par3hAne vAle kA bhI upakAra nahIM bhUlA jAtA to guru kA upakAra kaise bhUlA jAye ? (8)anupahatacittAH / __ bhagavAna kA citta kadApi utsAha-rahita nahIM hotA, nirAza nahIM hotA / vaise hI utsAha ke binA tIrthaMkara nAma-karma nahIM baMdhA / jvalanta utsAha cAhaye usake lie / jagat ke samasta jIvoM kA uddhAra karane ke lie kitanI UrjA cAhiye ? usake lie kitanA vIryollAsa cAhiye ? tIrthaMkara ke samAna lokottara upakAra koI bhI nahIM kara sakatA / (3100000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ samyag jJAna Adi dekara jIvanabhara ApakI rakSA karane kA uttaradAyitva bhagavAna ke atirikta kauna nibhA sakatA hai ? tIrtha calatA hai taba taka bhagavAna kA anugraha akhaNDa rUpa se calatA hI rahegA / isakA artha yaha huA ki isa samaya bhI bhagavAna dhyAna rakha rahe haiM / isakA artha yaha bhI huA ki bhagavAna hI zAsana calA rahe haiM / ve hI zAsana kI prabhAvanA kara rahe haiM / hama prabhAvanA karane vAle kauna haiM ? mAtra nimitta baneM itanA hI / hama adhika adhika to vAhaka bana sakate haiM, parantu bhItara vahana hotA tattva to bhagavAna kA hI hai / aise sadguNoM ke bhaNDAra hameM mile haiM, yaha jAna kara unake prati kaisA prema umar3atA hai ? (9) devagurubahumAninaH / 1 I deva - guru ke bahumAna se hI ve svayaM bhI aise bhagavAna bane haiM / arihaMta banane vAle arihaMta kI upAsanA se hI bane haiM / bIsa sthAnaka meM pahalA arihaMta pada hai / zeSa unnIsa meM bhI arihaMta anusyUta hai hI / kisI bhI eka ko pakar3e, arihaMta A hI jAyeMge / isIlie kisI bhI eka pada se bhI tIrthaMkara nAma karma bAMdha sakate haiM / ye dasoM guNa tIrthaMkara banane kI kalA hai, tIrthaMkara banane ke bIja haiM / yadi ye guNa nahIM dikhAI dete hoM to samajha leM ki tIrthaMkara pada meM se hama nikala gaye / kaiyoM ke guNa hI aise hote haiM jinheM dekha kara hI zabda nikala jAte haiM ki ye tIrthaMkara baneMge / ye to tIrthaMkara kI AtmA haiM / (10) gaMbhIrAzayAH / prANa jAyeM, parantu kisI ke doSa-durguNa kadApi kahate hI nahIM, jAnate hue bhI nahIM kaheM / I gaMbhIra Azayarahita guru ke pAsa AlocanA nahIM lI jAtI / vaise guru nahIM mileM to 12 varSoM taka pratIkSA karane kA zAstroM meM kahA hai / ekabAra maiM bhI aisA hI pApI - doSI thA / aisI vicAradhArA se kisI ke bhI prati dhikkAra utpanna nahIM hotA, gambhIratA banI rahegI / gambhIra Azaya milanA atyanta kaThina haiM / kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3 311
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________________ yogasAra meM to kahA hai - 'guNIyala jano dvitrA' - do tIna hI mileMge / zeSa sArI duniyA vyartha hai / hameM kauna sA nambara lagAnA hai ? dUsare ke choTe guNa ko bhI parvata ke samAna mAne / apane choTe se doSa ko bhI parvata tulya mAneM / to hI Atma-vikAsa ke patha para jA sakeMge / yaha hogA to hI akSudratA guNa AyegA / zrAvaka kA prathama guNa akSudratA hai| bAhya AcAra-vicAra bhinna vastu hai, bhItara kI yogyatA bhinna vastu hai / haribhadrasUrijI yogyatA para bala dete haiM / ___ adhyAtma kA mujhe atyanta hI zauka thA aura satsAhitya nahIM milA hotA to maiM bhI kahIM Ter3he-mer3he mArga para car3ha gayA hotA / kherAgar3ha meM mujhe adhyAtma kI Dhera sArI pustakeM milI / unameM pRSTha kholate hI par3hane ko milA ki upAdAna taiyAra kareM / upAdAna hI mukhya hai / upAdAna taiyAra hogA to nimitta ko AnA hI par3egA / maiM ne turanta hI vaha bahI banda kara dI aura maiM ne unheM kahA, Apake yaha sAhitya kAma kA nahIM hai / maiM ne to pU. devacandrajI kA sAhitya pahale par3hA hI thA / 'upAdAna Atama sahI re, puSTAlaMbana deva... / ' aisA sAhitya mujhe nahIM milA hotA to? Aja maiM kahAM hotA ? mAlazIbhAI : abhI taka hama mUrkha yahI mAnate the ki vAcanA sAdhu-sAdhviyoM ke lie hI hotI hai, parantu abhI vAMcanA suna kara lagA ki hama bahuta cUka gaye / pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjiyoM ke prati merI ora se koI bhI avinaya huA ho to usake lie maiM micchAmi dukkaDaM mAMgatA hUM / 31200oooooooooooooooooo kA
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________________ dIkSA padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2041, DIsA 11-9-2000, somavAra bhAdauM zuklA-13 : sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA uttarArddha cAturmAsa praveza dIpa prajvalana - dhIrubhAI zAha ( adhyakSa : gujarAta vidhAnasabhA) svAgata gIta : saMgItakAra Azu vyAsa he... jinazAsananA jyotirdhara ne mahimA aparampAra; kalApUrNasUrIzvara guruvara ne, mArA vandana vAraMvAra... jinazAsana zaNagAra kalApUrNa sUrine hojo vandana vAraMvAra... jinazAsana... marudhara deza phalodI nagare, pragaTyA teja sitArA, pitA pAbudAnajI mAtA khammAdevInA pyArA; bAlapaNAmAM dharma-karmanA ucca malyA saMskAro, A saMsArane mAMDyo chatAMye, lAge upAzraya pyAro, karatA eka vicAra... kalApUrNasUrine. (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3000000000 00003 313)
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________________ kaMcana gurujInI vANI suNatAM haiyuM emanuM Dole, A saMsAranI jhUThI mAyA, ne mamatAne toDe; trIsa varasanI AyumAM saMyamathI nAto jor3e, patnI-putro-sasarA sAthe, A saMsArane chor3e, Apa banyA aNagAra... kalApUrNasUrine... puruSAdANI pArzvaprabhunI bhaktithI raMgAyA, navakAra maMtrane japatAM japatAM Atama siddhi pAyA; karmaTha saMta adhyAtmayogI zAsanamAM paMkAyA, kaccha vAgar3a dezoddhAraka cho sahunA lADakavAyA, cho guNanA bhaNDAra... kalApUrNasUrine... kalAprabhasUrijI pAse jJAna taNo bhaMDAra, paMnyAsa kalpataruvijayajI zAntino avatAra; paMnyAsa kIrtivijayajInA suNajo suvicAra, gaNizrI mukti-pUrNa-muninA mAthe che bahu bhAra, sahue milanasAra... kalApUrNasUrine... jina-zAsana dhuraMdharo je ApanI mAne vAta, krodha-kaSAya-kleza ne sAce Ape kIdhA che mahAta; ApanA caraNe saha koI Ave, nahIM koI nAta ke jAta, tame amArA mAta pitA cho tame amArA tAta, kIdhA che upakAra... kalApUrNasUrine... pAlItANAmAM Apa padhAryA jAgyA bhAgya amArA; jIvana naiyA sauMpI tamane Apa cho tAraNahArA; / kaThaputalInA nATaka jevA A jIvana che amArA; A jIvanamAM moha ne mAyAnA dIse aMdhArA, nayane azrudhAra... kalApUrNasarine... sAdhu-sAdhvI cAraso sAeTha ne solaso ArAdhaka, kalApUrNasUrijI maliyA, eka sAcA uddhAraka; A duniyAmAM siddhagiri je bhavya jIvonA tAraka, gurujI amane saMyama levA Apa banAvo lAyaka, sapanuM karo sAkAra... kalApUrNasUrine... (314 000000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ kalApUrNasUrijIno hu~ chu caraNono dAsa, Ape AzunA jIvanamAM pAtharyo che ajavAsa; dUdha-pANI sama prIta che mArI jema mAkhaNa ne chAsa, ApanA upakAre gAje che Aje Azu vyAsa, nahIM bhUluM upakAra... kalApUrNasUrine... ApanA pagale pAvana thaI khImaIbAI dharmazAlA, ahIM ArAdhaka AvyA emanA ghera lagAvI tAlA; kAle upavana ujar3I jAze, thAze sunA mAlA, Aja amArA nayane varase AMsuDAnI dhArA, karajo kAMI vicAra... kalApUrNasUrine... siddhagirie Apa padhAryA, Ananda maMgala thAya, be be mahinA kyAM vItyA che, amane nA samajAya; kAlajA kero kaTako nahIM paNa, kAlajeM chUTI jAya, ama haiyAmAM Apa birAjyA nA lezo vidAya, vinaMtI vAraMvAra... kalApUrNasUrine... __- saMcAlana : prabhulAla ke. saMghavI pUjya AcAryazrI vijayajagavallabhasUrijI : jinake hRdaya meM bhakti evaM karuNA kI dhArA nirantara baha rahI hai, aise pUjya AcAryazrI ke sparza se pApI bhI pAvana banate haiN| jagat ko pAvana karane vAlI vizva kI isa mahAn vibhUti kA yahAM padArpaNa ho rahA hai / 'ye mahApuruSa dIrghAyu hoM, hameM pAvana karate raheM / ' aisI hRdaya kI bhAvanA hai / gata varSa bIlImorA meM ye pUjyazrI mile the / mujhe aisI apekSA nahIM thI phira bhI sAyaMkAla meM vihAra ke samaya pUjyazrI ne vizeSa taura se kahA thA ki vihAra nahIM karanA hai, parantu rAtri meM yahAM ThaharanA hai| pUjyazrI ne rAtri meM mujhe yAdagAra baneM aisI bahuta hitazikSA dI / pUjyazrI jaba taka jIvita raheMge taba taka jagat ko pAvana karate raheMge / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wooooooooooommmmmms 315)
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________________ he gurudeva ! zataM jIva zaradaH / itanA hI kahakara maiM virAma letA huuN| pUjya AcAryazrI vijayahemacandrasAgarasUrijI : ASAr3ha zuklA 11 kA dina ! aneka pUjya AcArya devoM ke sAtha cAturmAsa-praveza kA avasara ! talahaTI ke prAGgaNa meM sAmudAyika caityavandana ! usa samaya hI virAT mAnava-medinI ke adbhuta dRzya kA sRjana huA / usake bAda cAturmAsa meM aneka anuSThAna hue / dhIrubhAI ! Apa pardUSaNa se pUrva kisI ravivAra ko Aye hote to kadApi dekhane ko nahIM mile vaisA aizvarya dekhane ko milatA / Apa vilamba se Aye / yaha aizcarya kahAM se AyA ? yaha jAjvalyamAna vyaktitva hI isakA mUla hai / ghI kA DibbA lekara jaTAzaMkara gAr3I meM khar3A rahA / sAphe se DibbA bAMdha kara relagAr3I kI caina se bAMdhane ke kAraNa relagADI ruka gaI / isa para relagAr3I ke DrAivara ne use pUchA - 'tumane DibbA caina se kyoM bAMdhA ? tere kAraNa relagAr3I ruka gaI / ' jaTAzaMkara bolA, 'rukegI hI na ? zuddha ghI kA DibbA hai|' aise puNya puruSa hoM aura yahAM aizvarya nahIM jame to phira kahAM jame bhI ? pUjyazrI ke AkarSaNa se hI yahAM hamane cAturmAsa kiyA hai| anyathA hamane anyatra cAturmAsa karane kA vicAra kiyA thA / pUjya AcAryazrI ko maiM kahUMgA, 'aba to Apa bilkula samIpa Aye haiM / (sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA pannA-rUpA ke pAsa meM hai| pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI kA cAturmAsa pannA-rUpA meM thA) mAravAr3a ke haiM parantu Apa tanika bhI kaMjUsAI na kareM / dhurandharavijayajI mahArAja : mAravAr3I to udAra hote haiM / pUjya AcArya vijayakIrtisenasarijI : jisake pratyeka sAMsa meM, tInoM yogoM meM, pAMco indriyoM meM, sAtoM dhAtuoM meM, asaMkhya Atma-pradezoM meM jina-bhakti evaM jIva-maitrI ramaNa karate hoM, aise ye puNya-puruSa pUjya AcAryazrI (316 0000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ yaha dRzya dekhakara vicAra AtA hai ki eka vyakti kI kitanI zakti hai ? pUjyazrI kI vAcanA meM eka bAra sunA thA, 'sarvArthasiddha se lagA kara nigoda ke jIvoM meM se eka jIva ke eka bhI pradeza kI pIr3A hama sabakI pIr3A hai, yaha laganA cAhiye / ' yaha hai jIvamaitrI kI parAkASThA ! aise puNya-puruSa ke sAtha apana bhI zIghra mukti meM jAyeM, vaisI AzA-apekSA ke sAtha / pUjya munizrI dhurandharavijayajI : vAgar3a sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA to hamAre lie tIrtha sthala bana gaI hai, jahAM caturvidha saMgha ke samasta sadasya anekabAra ekatrita hue haiM / yaha to samavasaraNa thA jisakI bAra-bAra racanA huI / samavasaraNa kI racanA vahIM hotI hai jahAM bhagavAna upasthita hote haiM / - pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI ne janmAntarIya sAdhanA ke dvArA bhagavAna ke sAtha kI ekatA siddha kI hai / dikhAva meM deha unakI hai, parantu bhItara bhagavAna birAjamAna haiM / yaha prabhAva vyakti kA nahIM hai, unake bhItara vidyamAna bhagavAna kA hai / isake binA itanA prabhAva sambhava ho hI nahIM sakatA / pUjya zrI kA eka hI prayAsa hai ki bhagavAna kA zuddha svarUpa hamAre bhItara prakaTa ho / yaha zuddha svarUpa hamane prApta nahIM kiyA, isIlie bhaTaka rahe haiM / bhagavAna sarvatra haiM hI, mAtra usakI anubhUti kI AvazyakatA hai / yadi yaha ho jAye to koI bhI darda athavA duHkha raha nahIM sakatA / paudgalikatA ke vartamAna vAtAvaraNa meM ahaMkAra tIvra hai / isake lie namaskAra bhAva kI tIvra AvazyatA hai / yaha mizana lekara hI pUjya zrI baiThe haiM / inakA AvAja nahIM pahuMcatA to bhI Apa zAnti se baiThe haiM / jo bhItara bhagavAna ke vAsa ke prabhAva se baiThe haiM / mAtra kalApUrNasUri ko nahIM, unake bhItara bhagavAna ko dekho / jaba acetana patthara meM bhagavAna dekhe jA sakate haiM to (kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 WWWLa 317
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________________ phira cetana meM bhagavAna kyoM na dekhe jA sakeM ? ve yahI denA cAhate haiM to hI RNa se mukti ho sakatI hai / "pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja ke pAsa se jo milA hai vaha sabako denA hai| to hI RNamukti hogI / " aisA pUjyazrIne khAsa eka bAra mujhe kahA thA / vi. saMvat 2044 ke sammelana meM pUjyazrI prArambha karane se pUrva bAraha navakAra ginane kA kahate the / bAraha navakAra arthAt samavasaraNa / tIna pradakSiNA dete samaya eka-eka navakAra ginane se bAraha hotA haiM / isI lie bAraha navakAra kA mahattva hai / do do samAjoM ke eka mAtra gurudeva sacce taba hI gine jAyeMge jaba Apa unake mizana ko pahacAnoge / mere pragurudeva pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja kA dhyeya thA ki kisI prakAra yaha zramaNa saMgha eka ho / yaha dhyeya ina pUjyazrI ko pUrNa karanA hai / usake lie pUjyazrI ko 100 varSoM taka jIvita rahanA hai| usake bAda inheM mokSa mArga para jAnA ho to bhale jAyeM / pUjya bhAnucandrasUrijI : bhAgyazAliyoM ! hama kitane puNyazAlI haiM ? mAnava-bhava, jainakula Adi milane ke bAda kalApUrNasUrijI jaise sadguru prApta hue / pUrva bhava kI prabala puNyAI se hI aisA prApta hotA hai / mAtra milane se kucha nahIM hotA, parantu milane ke bAda pUjyazrI ke antara ke udgAra samajhane haiM / zAstroM ke anusAra bolane vAle AcArya bhagavan tIrthaMkara-tulya haiM, jinakI jhalaka mujhe yahAM dikhAI detI haiM / aisI puNyAI kahIM dekhI nahIM hai / aise mahAn AcAryazrI ke AzIrvAda prApta karane ke lie hamArA sabakA tarasanA svAbhAvika hai| * pUjyazrI kI vAcanA kA niSkarSa maiM ne isa prakAra nikAlA (1) sakala saMgha kI kuzalatA honI cAhiye / navakAra kA jApa karane se hI yoga-kSema (kuzalatA) hogA / (318 600mmoomwww6666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ (2) sabhI guNAnurAgI baneM / choTe sadasya meM bhI kucha guNa to hogA hI, usakI upabRMhaNA kreN| yaha guNa A jAye to ekatA kI lagana sAkAra hue binA nahIM rhegii| (3) sakala saMgha jinavANI kA zravaNa kare jisase kamI dUra hogii| pUjyazrI kI vAcanA kA sAra rakhA hai| pUjyazrI ke antara kI yahI bhAvanA hai / ise AcaraNa meM lAkara jIvana ko maMgalamaya banAyeM / adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrI : sacamuca, Apa saba samaya nikAla kara upasthita hue haiM / koI viziSTa prasaMga nahIM hai, mAtra dharmazAlA badalI hai| guru-tattva ke prati lagAva dekha kara hRdaya nAca uThatA hai / hama bhI Apa sabake darzana karake tRpta ho rahe haiM, deva evaM guru ke prati prema ke darzana karate haiM / yahAM ke vaibhava kA mukhya kAraNa AdIzvara dAdA haiM / durbala dehavAlA eka vyakti kyA kara sakatA hai ? dAdA kA hI yaha prabhAva hai| ina AcArya bhagavaMto ne jo udgAra nikAle haiM unase pratIta hotA hai ki sabako prabhAva huA hai / Apa to varSoM se pAsa meM haiM, phira bhI prabhAva kyoM nahIM par3A ? zAyada mujha meM hI kamI hogI / maitrI bhAva kI siddhi ho cukI ho to use dekha kara zatra prANI zatrutA bhUla jAtA hai, aura Apa abhI maitrI bar3hA nahIM sakate / ataH maiM mAnatA hUM ki merI sAdhanA meM hI kamI hai / abhI jina mahAtmAoM ne udgAra nikAle haiM, unake udgAra phalIbhUta hoM / ___ mere hRdaya meM tIrthaMkara bhagavAna pratiSThita hoM / sAmAnyataH eka kA guNa-gAna ho to dUsare ke gaurava kA hanana hotA ho usa prakAra dUsare ko lagatA hai, phira bhI yahAM samasta mahAtmAoM ne prema pUrvaka guNa-gAna kiyA / mujhe svayaM ko Azcarya hotA hai, (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 319)
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________________ aisA isa durbala deha meM kyA dekhA ? bhagavAna Aja bhI hai, parantu kahAM hai ? aise AcArya bhagavaMta (dIkSA paryAya meM koI mujha se bar3e bhI hoMge) aise udgAra nikAleM taba mujhe samajhanA par3egA ki jaina-zAsana adbhuta hai / ekatA kA yaha vAtAvaraNa alaga hone ke bAda bhI jAne vAlA nahIM hai, cAlu hI rahegA / bhagavAna Aja bhI haiM, parantu kahAM haiM ? ve pratyeka ghaTa meM basate haiM, parantu hama hI sAmane nahIM Ate / bhagavAna kI yaha mUrti kyA mAtra mUrti hai ? kyA yaha navakAra mAtra akSara haiM / yaha to sAkSAt sarvajJa evaM sarvaga bhagavAna haiM / usa caturvidha saMgha meM bhI bhagavAna kyoM na hoM ? dekhane ke lie AMkha hoM to pratyeka sadasya meM bhagavAna dikhAI deM / yaha dRSTi vikasita karane ke lie Apa prayatnazIla baneM / isa dharmazAlA me aneka vyaktiyoM kA yogadAna (bhAga) hai| aba isakA sadupayoga kitanA sundara ho rahA hai ? Apa dekha rahe haiM na ? lAbha lene vAle ko kitanA puNya huA yaha dikhAI detA hai na ? isa dharmazAlA ke nirmANa meM ApakA koI bAkI ho to dila kholakara Apa isameM sahayoga deM / dabAva se do to Tainzana kahalAtA hai| bhAva se karo to dAna kahalAtA hai / jinavANI kA amRta pAna karane ke lie hama guru-bhagavaMta ko bulAte haiM; to jinavANI zravaNa karake guru kA samAgama saphala kareM / (ambAbena velajI malUkacanda kI tarapha se cAturmAsa phaNDa meM 11 kA dAna diyA gayA hai| mukhya dAtA ke rUpa meM unakA biruda hai|) dhIrubhAI zAha (adhyakSa : gujarAta vidhAna sabhA): pUjya AcAryazrIyoM ke kahane ke bAda mere lie kucha kahane kA nahIM rahatA, kyoMki maiM gujarAta vidhAnasabhA kA adhyakSa hUM / parantu yahAM dharma saMsada hai, jisake adhyakSa (pUjyazrI) yahAM (3200000 00000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ birAjamAna haiN| vahAM tUphAna ho to bahuta kaThinAI hotI hai| unheM samajhAne ke lie niyama batAnA par3atA hai, parantu yahAM to gurudeva ne niyama uddhRta kiyA hai, ki merI hI kamI hai| __ vAgar3a sAta caubIsI samAja nizcaya kara le ki aba ke bAda ghaNToM taka Ane kA koI prayojana nahIM rahe / 'aba kRpaNatA nahIM kareM / ' yaha kahane vAle he hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ! hamArA samAja kaMjUsa (kRpaNa) thA / ina pUjya AcAryazrI kI nizrA meM zaMkhezvara meM pAThazAlA ke lie eka lAkha kA phaNDa (candA) huA to phUla gaye the / hama pAlItANA meM binA pate ke the / vaha patA (dharmazAlA) ina pUjya AcAryazrI kI kRpA se milA hai / dUsaroM ke sAtha yaha samAja aba kandhe se kandhA milA kara calane lagA hai| hamArI bhUleM to aneka haiM / hamameM aneka truTiyAM haiN| unameM se chUTane kA prayAsa karate haiM / yaha mAtra dharmazAlA kA praveza nahIM hai / gata varSa vAgar3a meM praveza kiyA taba 65 gAMvoM kI bhAvanA thI ki hamAre vahAM cAturmAsa (varSAvAsa) ho / ___yahAM 65 gAMva upasthita haiM / ataH 65 gAMvoM meM praveza huA hai, yaha maiM kahatA hUM / (tAliyAM) ___ osavAla samAja ne do mahinoM taka cAturmAsa kI jo raMgata jamAI, vaha adbhuta thI / mujhe pratyeka samAcAra milatA thA / pratyeka ravivAra ko zrI sakala saMgha ekatrita hotA thA vaha maiM nahIM dekha pAyA, yaha maiM ne eka suavasara kho diyA, yaha satya bAta hai| pUjyazrI ne jo ekatA kA abhiyAna calAyA hai, vaha saphala ho / yadi saba jaina eka ho jAyeM to aneka prazna hala ho sakate ekAdha varSa pUrva bakarI Ida ke dina mahAvIra jayantI thI / usa dina katlakhAne kaise banda ho ? usa samaya pUjyazrI mahArASTra (kahe kalApUrNasUri-3Wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwmom 321)
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________________ se gujarAta kI ora A rahe the / maiM pUjya zrI ke pAsa AzIrvAda lene gayA / pUjya zrI ke AzIrvAda se 50 varSoM meM yaha itihAsa banA ki jaba Ida ke dina katlakhAne banda rahe / pUjya zrI kI kRpA se gujarAta vidhAnasabhA meM mAMsAhArI kainTIna banda karAyA / pAMjarApola ke lie prati Dhora 'sabasIDI' 6 meM se 8, 8 meM se 10 rupaye huI / yaha pUjyazrI kA prabhAva hai / yaha asambhava thA phira bhI sambhava ho sakA, 'hamAre pUjya AcAryazrI kI bAta svIkAra kareM to hamArA samAja prasanna hogA / ' kezubhAI ko aisI bAta karane para unhoM ne vaha turanta svIkAra kI / hama yahAM samasta pUjyoM kA svAgata karate haiM / hamArI yahI bhAvanA hai ki donoM samAjoM para Apa kI kRpAvRSTi hotI rahe / hama kahIM para cUka jAaiM to Apa smaraNa karAyeM / hameM phirAte raheM / akabara bIrabala kA eka prasaMga yAda AtA hai / akabara ne pUchA, 'bhAkharI kaise jala gaI ?' 'dazahare ke dina ghor3A kyoM nahIM daur3A ?' 'zarIra kaise darda karane lagA ?' I bIrabala ne ina tInoM ko eka hI uttara diyA, 'pherA nahIM / ' he pUjya zrI ! Apa hameM phirAte raheM, tAki hama bigar3a na jAyeM / gAMdhIdhAma ke jaina saMgha ne mujhe kahA ki AgAmI cAturmAsa ke lie Apa padhAreM / maiM gAMdhIdhAma ke saMgha kI ora se vinatI karatA huuN| Apa AgAmI cAturmAsa kA lAbha gAMdhIdhAma ke saMgha ko de / dhIrubhAI, velajIbhAI, malUkacandabhAI ne sundara anumodanIya kArya kiyA hai / pAlItANA meM zreSTha dharmazAlA ke rUpa meM yaha sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA ginI jAya, aisI merI jhaMkhanA hai / samasta AcArya bhagavaMtoM ne jina pUjya zrI meM bhagavAna ke darzana kiye, aise AcArya bhagavaMta hameM mile haiM jisake lie hameM gaurava hai / pUjya AcAryazrI kI nizrA meM prApta isa samaya kA sadupayoga 322 W 1 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ nahIM kareM to yaha samaya hameM ThukarA kara calA jAyegA / e. DI. mahetA : __. pUjya AcAryazrI kI nizrA meM I.sa. 1991 meM yahAM bhUmipUjana huA thA / yahAM kI lagabhaga samasta AvazyakatAeM pUrI ho gaI haiM, parantu aba yahAM eka sundara jinAlaya kA nirmANa ho aise pUjyazrI ke AzIrvAda prApta hoM aisI maiM pUjyazrI ko prArthanA karatA hUM / ugaracanda gar3hecA : e. DI. mahetA kI bhAvanA pUrNa ho / mAlazI meghajI : pahale maiM spaSTIkaraNa kara lUM ki donoM samAjoM ke guru eka haiM / choTe-bar3e kA bheda bhUla kara hama eka bana kara kArya kareM, aisI tamannA hai| vAgar3a kA kaTAriyA tIrtha hama sAtha mila kara sundara, vyavasthita banAyeM aisI apekSA hai / pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalAprabhasUrijI : yahAM ke cAturmAsa ke praveza ke bAda pAMca-pAMca ravivAra ke kAryakrama yahAM hue haiM / lagabhaga samasta pravaktAoM ne pravacana diye haiM, sirpha maiM hI bAkI rahA hUM / __Aja Adhe ghaMTe taka bolanA thA, parantu galA sAtha nahIM de rahA / ___ Aja Amane-sAmane bAteM karanI haiM / hamArI kitanIka bAteM Apa taka pahuMcI nahIM haiM / __isa samAja ke sAtha hamArA bacapana kA sambandha hai / yadyapi hamArI janmabhUmi mAravAr3a hai, parantu karmabhUmi vAgar3a hai / saca hI isa samAja ke sAtha kA hamArA RNAnubaMdha hai / pUjya kanakasUrijI ke samaya meM isa samAja ke sAtha hamArA paricaya huA / dIkSA ke samaya merI umra 10 varSa thI, choTe bhAI (laghu bhrAtA) kI umra 8 varSa aura pUjyazrI kI 30 varSa thI / . bacapana se hI isa samAja kA pratyeka sadasya hameM pahacAnatA hai / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwwmoomoooooooooom 323
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________________ kalAprabhavijayajI kaho to koI nahIM pahacAnegA, parantu 'bhAI mahArAja' bolo to bAlaka se lagA kara vRddha saba pahacAnate haiM / isa samAja kI gambhIra sthitiyAM hamane dekhI haiM / osavAla samAja ke samakakSa baiTha sakeM vaisI sthiti sAta caubIsI samAja kI Aja banI hai, jo guru-bhakti ke mIThe phala haiM / itane vizAla prAGgaNavAlI yaha dharmazAlA pAlItANA meM eka hI hai / 65 gAMva eka sAtha A jAyeM to ThaharA sakeM, aisI vizAla yaha dharmazAlA abhI kyoM na baneM ? khImaIbena dharmazAlA meM 375 ThANe rahe the, yahAM 250 bhI nahIM khImaI dharmazAlA meM pichalA ArAdhanA bhavana mAtra tIna mahinoM meM 55 lAkha ke kharca se nirmita huA hai / Adhe ghaMTe meM hI 55 lAkha ke sthAna para eka karor3a rUpaye ho gaye the / AdhA ghaMTA samaya lekara dharmazAlA meM jo koI kamI hai vaha pUrI kara leM / dUsarI bAra cAturmAsa hogA taba to pUrI dharmazAlA kI kAyApalaTa ho gaI hogI / azubha bhAvoM ko naSTa karake upazama-bhAva, vairAgyabhAva, tyAga-bhAva tathA bhakti-bhAva bar3hAne meM yaha pustaka merI AtmA ke lie Tonika tulya hai / - sAdhvI jitamohAzrI yadi janma evaM jIvana ko sArthaka karanA ho to 'kahe, kalApUrNasUri' pustaka par3hanI anivArya hai| isameM jIvana jIne kI aneka cAbiyAM haiM / - sAdhvI harSarakSitAzrI (324 wwwmomoooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ SAGAR DONvey NAMA 3000monalisa VVVVVVVT WOM TRAORDINAR i tIrthamAla, zaMkhezvara, vi.saM. 2038 11-9-2000, somavAra bhAdauM zuklA-13 : sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA parama puNyodaya se hama vyavahAra se isa saMgha ke sadasya bane haiM / yadi bhAva se bana jAyeM to kAma ho jAye / ___ vyavahAra kAraNa hai, nizcaya kArya hai / kAraNa do haiM : upAdAna, nimitta / donoM sAtha mileM to hI kArya-siddhi hotI hai| lokottara athavA laukika kAraNoM kI siddhi taba hI hotI hai| usake binA na to kumhAra hI ghar3A banA sakatA hai yA mahilA bhI roTiyAM nahIM banA sakatI / kAraNa kI sAmagrI ekatrita na ho to kArya-siddhi kadApi nahIM hotI / apanI AtmA upAdAna kAraNa hai, mokSa kArya hai, parantu vaha kArya kaba sampanna hotA hai ? Aja taka isa tIrtha ke Alambana se ananta jIvoM ne mokSa rUpa kArya siddha kiyA hai / jaba taka mokSa rUpI kArya siddha na ho taba taka cupa hokara baiThanA nahIM hai, aisA nirNaya kareM / mokSa bhale hI kArya ho, parantu kArya ke pIche nahIM daur3A jAtA / tRpti bhale hI kArya ho, parantu tRpti ke pIche nahIM daur3A jAtA / bhojana athavA pAnI ke pIche daur3A jA sakatA hai| bhojana, pAnI milane (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 500050 0055 325)
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________________ ke bAda tRpti milegI hI / mokSa kI sAdhanA ke pIche daur3eM to mokSa milegA hI / kArya to kAraNa rUpI kar3I meM se khilatA huA phUla hai| kAraNa ko ThIka kareM to kArya ThIka ho hI jAyegA / sAdhanA karo to siddhi mila hI jaayegii| __ jisa bhUmikA para hama haiM, usa bhUmikA kA (zrAvaka athavA sAdhu kA) anuSThAna karate raheM to siddhi milegI hI / gaNadharoM ne bhagavAna meM jaba bhagavattA dekhI taba unhoM ne apanA sampUrNa jIvana samarpita kara diyA / mAtra do cAra ghaMTe ki do-cAra dina nahIM / sampUrNa jIvana kA samarpaNa sabase bar3A samarpaNa hai / tIrthaMkaroM kI barAbarI to kyA, unakA varNana bhI kauna kara sakatA hai ? kala hamane tIrthaMkaro ke dasa viziSTa guNa dekhe ve yAda haiM na ? punaH una haribhadrasUrijI ke zabda dekha leM - AkAlamete parArthavyasaninaH 1, upasarjanIkRtasvArthAH 2, ucitakriyAvantaH 3, adInabhAvAH 4, saphalArambhiNaH 5, adRDhAnuzayAH 6, kRtajJatApatayaH 7, anupahatacittAH 8, devagurubahumAninaH 9 tathA gambhIrAzayAH 10 / ye koI zabdo ke svastika (sAthiye) nahIM haiM, vAstavikatA hai| ye dasa guNa bIja rUpa hoM to hI vRkSa ke rUpa meM kabhI bAhara Ate haiM / svArtha chor3a kara parArtha prArambha hotA hai taba se dharma prArambha hotA hai| isIlie to 'jayavIyarANa' meM 'paratthakaraNaM ca' parArthakaraNa kI prabhu se hama sadA yAcanA karate haiM / anAdi kAla se jIva svArtha kA AdI hai, abhyasta hai / vAcanA meM AnA ho to pahale kisake sthAna kA vicAra kareM ? koziza to aisI hI hai ki mujhe hI akele ko baiThane ko mile / dUsare kA honA ho vaisA ho / TheTha nigoda me bhI aisI bhAvanA thI ki dUsare saba mara jAyeM, maiM hI akelA jIvita rahUM / isI bhAvanA se sage do bhAI bhI paraspara vicAra karate haiM ki mujhe hI saba mila jAyeM, dUsarA bhale hI mara jAye / yadi nahIM maratA ho to maiM mAra DAlUM / (326 6 momooooom kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ vaha kathA sunI hai na ? do bhAI dhana kamA kara svagAMva punaH lauTa rahe the / mArga meM donoM ne eka dUsare kI hatyA karane kA vicAra kiyA / eka bhAI viSa milI miThAI lAyA / dUsarA bhAI soye hue kI hatyA karake miThAI khAne ke lie baiThA / donoM mara gaye / yahI svArtha-bhAva hai / dUsare saba ko mAra kara maiM akelA hI upabhoga karUM / yaha tIvratama svArtha-bhAva hai / yahI sahajamala hai| yahI vRtti hamArA mokSa rokatI hai, yahI satata karma-baMdhana karAtI hai aura yahI vRtti hameM duHkhI karatI hai| vastutaH hamArI hI AtmA hameM duHkhI karatI hai / * kRtajJatA evaM paropakAra ye do guNa hI mAnava-jIvana kI zobhA haiM / inase hI dharatI TikI huI hai| jaba taka upakAra na ho, choTA-bar3A bhI jaba taka dUsaroM kA kAma nahIM karUM, taba taka bhojana nahIM karUMgA / kyA aisA niyama hama rakha sakate haiM ? paropakAra kI bhAvanA hI nahIM, vyasana cAhiye, rasa cAhiye / isake binA nahIM calegA, aisA jIvana cAhiye / (9) devagurubahumAninaH / tIrthaMkara svayaM bhI anya bhavoM meM aise guNoM ke lie bala deva evaM guru se prApta karate haiM / namaskAra se hI parama kI zakti hamameM utaratI hai| hamArI samagra kriyA namaskAra se paripUrNa hai / yadi bhAvapUrvaka kriyA kI jAye to parama kA avataraNa hogA hI / yogodvahana meM kyA hai ? eka-eka khamAsamaNa namaskAra-bhAva utpanna karane vAlA hai, parama ke avataraNa kA kAraNa hai| guru bahumANo mokkho / bhagavAna zAyada vilamba kara sakate haiM, parantu guru pahale milate haiM / rASTrapati yA pradhAnamantrI to bAda meM milate haiM, pahale saciva ko milanA par3atA hai / usI taraha se bhagavAna ko milanA ho to guru ko milanA par3atA hai / nayasAra ke bhava meM guru kA bahumAna kiyA to kyA milA ? guru svayaM bhagavAna bane hoMge ki nahIM, yaha mAlUma nahIM hai, parantu nayasAra bhagavAna bana gayA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 woooooooom 327)
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________________ naye sAdhaka kabhI-kabhI mere pAsa Ate rahate haiM / ve saccA mArga-darzana prApta karake aisI dhanyatA vyakta karate haiM ki oha ! Aja merA jIvana saphala ho gayA ! maiM dhanya ho gayA ! adhika namratA AtI hai, tyoM tyoM adhika adhika guNa Ate haiM / AgomA DI / / jisa guNa kA abhAva pratIta ho, vaha guNa prApta karane kA saMkalpa karake usake dhArakoM ko vandana karate jAo to vaha guNa AyegA hI / _ 'bhagavan ! mujhe dAsatva dIjiye / ' aisI namratApUrvaka gaNadharoM ne yAcanA kI hai| kyA bhagavAna ne inakAra kiyA ? kyA Apane kabhI yAcanA kI hai ? kaI bAra bhagavAna mile hoMge, parantu hamane dIna bana kara yAcanA nahIM kI hogI, akkar3a bane rahe hoMge / Aja prAtaH AcArya bhagavaMtoM ne kaise AzIrvAda diye ? yadyapi AcArya bhagavaMtoM ne zubhecchA vyakta kI, parantu mere lie to ve AzIrvAda bane ? mujha meM aise guNa AyeM to uttama hai / aisI maiM ne usa samaya icchA kI thI / koI bhI vyakti prazaMsA kare taba yaha nahIM mAne ki ve guNa mujha meM haiM; parantu yaha mAneM ki ve guNa bhaviSya meM mujha meM A jAyeM / dIkSA grahaNa karane ke koI bhI mere bhAva nahIM the, phira bhI logoM meM usa samaya aisI bAteM calatI thI ki 'akSaya dIkSA grahaNa karane vAlA hai|' usa samaya maiM socatA ki logoM ke bhAva saphala hoM, aura mujhe sacamuca dIkSA mila gaI / (10) gambhIrAzayAH / paropakAra se guNoM kA prArambha hotA hai / anta meM deva-guru ke bahumAna se gambhIratA prakaTa hotI hai| gambhIratA guNoM kI parAkASThA hai / guNa prApta karake AchakalAI nahIM karanI hai, gambhIratA lAnI (328 000mmoooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ SNORIES padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha zu. 13, madrAsa 13-9-2000, budhavAra bhAdauM zuklA-15 : sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA * tIrtha kI sthApanA se prArambha huA mukti-mArga ikkIsa hajAra varSoM taka rahegA / taba taka bhagavAna kA anugraha rahegA / jo koI bhI bhagavAna kA smaraNa karegA, usameM bhagavAna kI zakti jAgRta hogI hI / bhagavAna ke anugraha ko samajhane ke lie 'lalita vistarA' adbhuta grantha hai| kaliyuga meM bhagavAna ko kisa prakAra samajheM ? kaliyuga arthAt ghora andhakAra / yahAM kahIM bhI bhagavAna kA prakAza dekhane ko nahIM milegA / aise ghora andhakAra meM 'lalita vistarA' TimaTimAtA dIpaka * yadi kanekzana kaTA huA hogA to cAhe jitanI svica dabAo, prakAza nahIM hogA / bhagavAna ke sAtha 'kanekzana' TUTA huA ho, to cAhe jitane anuSThAna karo, parama kA anubhava nahIM hogA / bhagavAna ke sAtha jur3anA hI dharma-kriyA kA prANa hai| isa ke binA sabhI dharma-kriyAeM nirjIva haiM, niSprANa haiM, nirbIja haiM (bIja rahita haiN)| * purisuttamANaM / kitaneka ratna anAyAsa hI dUsaroM se kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 as as eas Cas Cass 6 6 6 6 6 CDS & Ct Sto a rai lai 329)
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________________ camakadAra hote haiM / usa prakAra tIrthaMkaroM kI AtmAeM bhI sahaja hI camakadAra hotI haiM / isIlie ve puruSottama kahalAte haiM / kAMca para cAhe jatane poliza karo, parantu hIre jaisI camaka usameM nahIM AtI; aDiyala ghor3e ko cAhe jitanA prazikSaNa do, parantu jAtimAna ghor3e jaisA vaha nahIM bana sakegA / sAmAnya jIvoM ko cAhe jitane saMskAra do, ve bhagavAna ke samAna nahIM bana sakate / __ eka mata aisA hai ki jo sabako samAna mAnatA hai / isa pada se usa mata kA khaNDana huA / * tAmilanADU meM girI huI sthiti vAle eka dhanADhya vyakti ne apanI hIroM vAlI eka aMgUThI eka pherI vAle ko pAMca hajAra rUpayoM meM becI / pherI vAle ne eka vyApArI ko vaha aMgUThI pacAsa hajAra rUpayoM meM becI / vyApArI ne bar3e vyApArI ko vaha eka lAkha rUpaye meM becI aura anta meM vaha aMgUThI paradeza meM pAMca lAkha rUpayoM meM bikI / yaha ghaTI huI ghaTanA hai / hIre kI pahacAna saba nahIM kara sakate / bhagavAna kI pahacAna saba nahIM kara sakate / hama pherI vAle jaise nahIM haiM na ? prajJAvAn vyakti ke atirikta bhagavAna evaM bhagavAna ke darzana ko kauna samajha sakatA hai ? bhagavAna aura bhagavAna kI mahimA cAhe jise batAne mata laga jAnA / cAhe jisake sAtha carcA karane mata laganA / karma ke amuka vigama ke binA yaha tattva samajha meM nahIM AtA / bhagavAna kI kRpA vaise hI samajha meM nahIM AtI / usake lie bhI bhagavAna kI kRpA cAhiye / kaThora karma vAle kI samajha meM yaha nahIM AyegA / vaha to yahI kahegA ki bhagavAna kyA kareM ? hamArA puruSArtha hI pramukha hai| aise manuSyoM ke sAtha vAdavivAda na kareM / yaha carcA kA viSaya nahIM hai, anubhUti kA viSaya hai| bhavyatva sabakA samAna hotA hai, parantu tathAbhavyatva pratyeka kA bhinna hotA hai / isIlie 15 bhedoM se jIva siddha hote haiM / siddha (33000mooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ hone kI pratyeka kI apanI niyati hotI hai / bhagavAna kA jIva-dala hI isa prakAra alaga hotA hai, dUsaroM se viziSTa hotA hai / unakA tathAbhavyatva usa prakAra kA hotA hai / * bhagavAna saphala Arambha vAle hote haiM / kArya prArambha kareM to pUrNa kiye binA nahIM rahate / hama kitane kArya apUrNa chor3ate haiM ? hamane kitane grantha par3hane prArambha kiye aura bIca meM se hI chor3a diye ? hama prArambha karane meM zUravIra haiM, parantu prArambha kiye gaye kArya meM anta taka lage nahIM rahate / * zreSThatama sphuraNA huI ho, parantu jaba taka Agama kA pATha nahIM mile taba taka use sArvajanika na kareM / yogyatA ke binA kisI ko nahIM kahA jAtA / sambhava hai, bhagavAna ne Apake lie hI yaha sphuraNA bhejI ho / Apako vaha saba sArvajanika nahIM karanA * guru bhagavaMta tIrthaMkaroM kI 'brAnca ophisa' haiM / isIlie 'paMcasUtra' meM 'guru-bahumANo mokkho ' kahA hai| guru Apako bhagavAna ke sAtha jor3ate hI haiM / tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ko bhI kisI bhava meM guru mile hI haiM / unake hI prabhAva se ve tIrthaMkara bana sake haiM / isIlie yahAM likhA hai - 'devaguru bahumAninaH / ' tIrthaMkara deva-guru kA bahumAna karane vAle hote haiM / agni ke upayoga meM rahA huA mANavaka agni kahalAtA hai, usa taraha bhagavAna ke dhyAna meM lIna bhakta bhagavAna kahalAtA hai / isa kAraNa se upayoga-rahita kriyA dravya kahalAtI haiM - 'anupayogo dravyam / ' upayoga kA itanA mahattva hote hue bhI hama upayoga nahIM rakhate / kriyAeM raha gaI, upayoga chUTa gayA / upayogarahita kriyAeM dravya kriyAeM kahalAtI hai / bhAva kA kAraNa banane vAlI pradhAna dravya kriyA kahalAtI hai / bhAva kA kAraNa nahIM banane vAlI kriyA apradhAna tuccha kriyA kahalAtI hai| apanA upayoga kahAM hai ? bhagavAna meM hai ki 'ahaM' meM hai ? svayaM ko Age karate haiM ki bhagavAna ko ? bhagavAna bhale yahAM nahIM hai, bhagavAna ke guNa yahIM haiM, zakti yahIM para sakriya hai / sva. AcAryazrI kA nAma lete hI unake guNa (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 331)
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________________ yAda Ate haiM na ? 'bhaktAmara' meM guNoM kI bAta hai hI na ? 'bhaktAmara' Adi meM to saba-kucha hai, parantu kauna sI bAta kahAM lagAnI yahI mukhya bAta hai| hathaur3A lagate hI mazIna cAlU ho gaI yaha barAbara hai, parantu hathaur3A kahAM lagAnA yaha mahattvapUrNa bAta hai / 99,999 rUpaye hote hue bhI lAkha nahIM kahalAte / inameM eka rUpayA DAlo to hI lAkha. kahalAyeMge / eka rUpaye kA kitanA mahattva ? phira bhI yaha nahIM mAne ki eka rUpayA hI lAkha kahalAtA hai / 99,999 rUpaye the isalie lAkha rUpaye hue na ? usa taraha se pUrva ke yathApravRttikaraNa niSphala nahIM gaye / ve saba 99,999 rUpayoM jaise haiM / ve nahIM kiye hote to carama yathA pravRttikaraNa kahAM milanevAlA thA ? * pArzvanAtha saMtAnIya aneka zrAvaka the, phira bhI gyAraha meM se eka bhI zrAvaka gaNadhara nahIM banA, sabhI brAhmaNa the / pUrva bhava meM jo gaNadhara nAma karma bAMdha Aye vahI gaNadhara bana sakatA hai| tIrthaMkaro kI taraha gaNadhara bhI nizcita hote haiM / * pandraha bhedoM se siddha bhale hI baneM parantu mokSa meM jAneke bAda saba samAna haiM / vahAM koI bheda nahIM hai / aisA nahIM hai ki tIrthaMkara bhagavAnoM ko adhika sukha hotA hai aura dUsaroM ko kama / vahAM sabhI siddhoM ko samAna sukha hotA hai / duHkhI, daridra (nirdhana), sainika, vAsudeva yA cakravartI Adi meM yahAM bheda hai, parantu mRtyu meM sabhI samAna hai, sabako maranA hI par3atA hai| usameM koI antara nahIM hai / AyuSya kA kSaya hone para maranA par3atA hai / candrakAntabhAI aura padmAbena donoM eka sAtha cala base / sAtha vAlA bAlaka baca gayA / bhuja-nivAsI eka parivAra ke sAta vyakti cala base, eka baca gayA / AyuSya ho vaha baca jAtA hai| AyuSya samApta ho jAya vaha calA jAtA hai / yaha niyama saba para lAgU hotA hai / mRtyu meM saba samAna haiM, usa prakAra siddhazilA meM sabhI siddha samAna haiM / (332 ooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ * ina samasta guNoM ke dvArA bhagavAna kI zreSThatA jAnI / aba ye guNa cAhiye, to kyA kareM? jauharI kA mAla acchA lagA / kharIdane kI icchA ho gaI to kyA karanA par3egA ? mUlya cukAnA par3egA na? yahAM sirpha guNa-rAga kI AvazyakatA hai| jo guNa pasanda par3ane lageM to ve Aye binA nahIM raheMge / jauharI ke javAhirAta pasanda A jAyeM to mila hI jAyegA aisA nahIM hai, parantu yahAM guNa pasanda A jAyeM to Ane lagate hI haiM / isameM koI zaMkA nahIM hai| 'guNAnurAga kulaka' meM yahAM taka kahA hai ki 'AtitthayarapayAo' tIrthaMkara pada taka kI padavI guNAnurAgI ke lie durlabha nahIM haiM / * ApakA eka bhI doSa bolA nahIM jAye usakI maiM satata sAvadhAnI rakhatA huuN| Apako hitopadeza dete dete bhI isa viSaya meM maiM atyanta jAgRta rahatA hUM, kyoMki pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja, pU. kanakasUrijI mahArAja Adi ke dvArA hameM yaha sIkhane ko milA hai| unake muMha se maiM ne kabhI kisI kA doSa kahate nahIM sunA / __ dUsare ke doSa batAnA ki doSa sunanA arthAt svayaM doSI banane ke lie bhUmikA taiyAra karanI / yaha jIbha isalie nahIM milI / yadi isa jIbha kA upayoga doSa batAne meM kiyA to punaH yaha jIbha kahAM milegI ? par3hate haiM pustaka, parantu AbhAsa hotA rahatA hai ki hama 'vAMkI' meM baiThe haiM aura unake svamukha se hI suna rahe haiM / sacamuca, yaha pustaka hama jaisoM ke jIvana meM dIpaka tulya nahIM, parantu sUrya ke samAna hai / / - sAdhvI vizvanaMditAzrI, (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3000000 sooooooooom 333)
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________________ padavI prasaMga, vi.saM. 2052, mAgha zu. 13, madrAsa 14-9-2000, guruvAra azvina kRSNA-1 : sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA * itane varSa vyatIta hone para bhI tIrtha kI zakti Aja bhI kama nahIM huI / tArane kA kArya yaha kara hI rahI hai / mAtra samparka meM Ane kI AvazyakatA hai / jisa lohe kA pArasamaNi ke sAtha sparza huA, vaha svarNa hI bana gayA / prabhu-zAsana kA jise sparza huA vaha parama bana hI gayA / * bhagavatI meM pAMca prakAra ke deva Ate haiM : (1) bhavya dravya deva, bhaviSya meM jo deva banane vAle haiM vai / , (2) naradeva - cakravartI, (3) dharmadeva-sAdhu, (4) devAdhideva - tIrthaMkara bhagavAn, (5) bhAvadeva - vartamAna meM deva / inameM devAdhideva kitane ? naradevoM kI apekSA saMkhyAtagune adhika / eka hI bhagavAna se kArya nahIM hotA ? nahIM, punaH punaH bhagavAna hote hI rahate haiM / bhagavAna to pahale bhI the, parantu hama taiyAra nahIM the, upAdAna taiyAra nahIM thA / upAdAna bhI nimitta ke binA taiyAra nahIM hotA, yaha bhI samajha leM / aNDe ke binA murgI nahIM aura murgI ke binA aNDe nahIM / upAdAna ke binA nimitta aura nimitta ke binA upAdAna taiyAra nahIM hotA / (334 0 0 0666666666 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ * hamane cAritra prApta kara liyA ataH kAma ho gayA, yaha na mAne / dUsaroM ko yaha cAritra dene kA prayatna kareM, to hI ApakA yaha guNa TikegA / 'ekendriyAdyA api hanta jIvAH' - vinayavijayajI ekendriya Adi jIva bhI manuSya bana kara kaba jaina dharma prApta karake sukhI hoMge ? - isa prakAra bhAvanA bhAnI hai| para-hita-cintana ke binA sva-hita bhI kahAM hone vAlA hai ? para-hita cintana kI aneka bAteM sunane para bhI hamAre vinaya vaiyAvacca meM koI pharaka na Aye to apane lie sunanA vyartha samajheM / mokSa kI sAdhanA meM jitanA vega lAyeMge, utane hI zIghra mokSa meM jAyeMge / nigoda ke jIvoM ke lie sthAna khAlI hogA / ve sthAna khAlI hone kI pratIkSA kara rahe haiM / ___kaida meM se nikalA huA kaidI dUsaroM ko bhI jela meM se mukta karane kA prayatna karatA hai, usa prakAra hameM bhI dUsaroM ko saMsAra meM se nikAla ne kA prayatna karanA hai / * aisA eka udAharaNa batAeM, jisameM deva-guru kI bhakti ke binA koI mokSa meM gayA ho / Apa zAyada marudevI mAtA kA nAma batAyeMge, parantu Apa yadi 'zatrujaya - mAhAtmya' par3heM to Apako mAlUma hogA ki bhagavAna ke prati apAra prema se hI unheM kevalajJAna prApta huA hai| bhagavAna ke sAtha mAtA-pitA Adi ke sambandha kI taraha putra kA sambandha bhI jor3A jA sakatA hai / (7) purisasIhANaM / isa vizeSaNa se bhagavAna kA siMha-tulya parAkrama dekhane ko milegA / utkRSTa parAkrama ke binA mohanIya Adi karmoM kA kSaya nahIM hogA / * samasta jIvoM ke prati maitrI-bhAva kA vyavahAra kareM, Atmavat vyavahAra kareM, isase bhI Age bar3hakara paramAtma-tulya bhAva se vyavahAra kareM / yaha jinazAsana kA sAra hai| * 'purisasIhANaM' pada se sAMkRtya mata kA nirasana huA hai / saMkRta ke ziSya sAMkRtya kahalAye haiN| unakI mAnyatA hai ki (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 G H BHOG 335)
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________________ paramAtmA upamArahita haiM / ataH stuti meM koI upamA nahIM cAhiye / upamA hIna yA adhika hone para mRSAvAda lagegA / ataH stuti upamArahita honI cAhiye / jaina darzana meM yaha mata mAnya nahIM hai / isIlie bhagavAna ko yahAM siMha, gaMdhahastI, puNDarIka Adi kI upamAe~ dI gaI haiM / siMha yAda Ane para zaurya yAda AtA hai / zaurya yAda Ane para mahArANA pratApa yAda Ate haiM / jisa yuga meM rAjapUta bhI apanI bahanoM-beTiyoM kA mugaloM ke sAtha byAha karate the, usa yuga meM Teka rakhane vAle rANA ne jIvanabhara mugala zahaMzAhoM ke sAtha saMgrAma kiyA, saMgharSa kiyA, apUrva zaurya batAyA / ve kadApi jhuke nahIM / hameM karmoM ke sAtha aisA saMgharSa karanA hai, jo paramAtmA ne kiyA hai / isIlie prabhu puruSoM meM siMha ke samAna haiN| __bhagavAna ko namana karane se unake samAna zaurya guNa hamAre bhItara AtA hI hai / durguNI vyakti ko namana karane se usake samAna durguNa hamAre bhItara Ate hI haiM / isIlie durguNI ke sAtha mitratA karane kA niSedha kiyA hai| Apa kisake sAtha baiThate haiM ? kise par3hate haiM ? yaha kaha do to Apake vyaktitva ke sambandha meM dhyAna A jAyegA / sadaguNoM kA prabhAva par3ane meM to phira bhI samaya lagatA hai, durguNa to turanta cipaka jAte haiM / lahasuna khAkara Ao to hameM gandha se turanta patA laga jAtA hai / isI prakAra se Apake durguNoM kI avyakta gandha AtI hai / isI lie AdamI durguNI se dUra bhAgatA hai / durguNI ko durbhaga banAne vAle durguNa haiN| una durguNoM ko atyanta parAkrama pUrvaka parAsta karane haiM, jisa prakAra arNorAja ko kumArapAla ne parAkrama batAyA thA / hama krodha karAne vAle para krodha karate haiN| kutte kI taraha hama lakar3I ko kATate haiM, parantu bhagavAna lakar3I ko nahIM, lakar3I lagAne vAle ko dekhate hai / vaha krodha karAne vAle para nahIM, parantu sva meM utpanna hone vAle krodha para hI krodha karate hai| apanI pIr3A meM dUsare kisI ko uttaradAyI nahIM ginate, sva ko hI uttaradAyI ginate hai / (336 (r)(r)(r)(r)(r) (r) (r)(r) kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ Apa yadi krodha ko vazIbhUta ho jAoge, jhagar3e karoge to badanAmI merI hI hogI ki itanI-itanI vAcanA sunate haiM phira bhI itane jhagar3e ? mujhe yaza dilavAnA hai ki apayaza ? rAga-dveSa donoM cora-luTere haiM / unheM bhagavAna ne krUratApUrvaka kucala diye haiM / arihaMta kA yahI artha hotA hai / * sarva sAvadha yogoM kA hamane tyAga kiyA hai / nitya hama 'karemi bhaMte' ke dvArA nau-nau bAra unheM yAda karate haiM / aba jIvana meM samatA kI vRddhi huI ki mamatA kI ? tanika soceM / kabhI 'adhyAtma kalpadruma' pddh'e| usameM vizeSataH 'yatizikSAdhikAra' meM to AcAryazrI munisundarasUrijI ne sAdhuoM ko joradAra latAr3a dI hai| kahA hai - 'nau bAra tU nitya 'karemi bhaMte' bola kara punaH sAvadya meM pravRtti kare to mRSAbhASaNa se kyA tujhe sadgati milegI ? gRhastha bhI jJAna-dhyAna-kAussagga Adi kI utkRSTa sAdhanA karate hoM to yahAM Ane ke bAda yaha sAdhanA bar3hanI cAhiye ki ghaTanI cAhiye ? kitane logassa kA kAussagga karate haiM ? ki yaha lakSya hI nahIM haiM ? usa lakSya ke binA karma-zatru kaise bhAgegA ? usake binA kisa prakAra durguNa jAyeMge? kisa prakAra sadguNa AyeMge ? sadguNoM kI siddhi ke lie sadguNiyoM ko namaskAra karo / isake lie hI navakAra hai / pratyeka kArya meM khamAsamaNa isa ke lie hI hotA hai / yaha namratA kA abhyAsa hai / namratA Ane ke bAda hI saralatA AyegI / abhimAnI kadApi sarala nahIM ho sakatA / apanA bar3appana yathAvat rakhane ke lie vaha avazya mAyA karegA / isIlie ahaMkAra para kuThArAghAta karane ke lie namaskAra bhAva hai| * jJAna Adi guNa jinameM hoM unakI sevA karane se hamAre bhItara jJAna Adi guNa prakaTa hote haiM / jJAna to phira bhI calA jAye, sevA nahIM jaatii| yaha apratipAtI guNa hai| tanika adhika kAma A jAye to muMha to nahIM car3hatA hai na ? mere jIvana meM bhI sevA kA avasara AyA hai / vIramagAma meM AnandapUrvaka 50 ghar3e pAnI lA cukA huuN| mahAtmAoM kA lAbha kahAM se mile ? citta meM ullAsa bar3hanA cAhiye / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 Booooooooooooooon 337)
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________________ sevA karane se zarIra nahIM ghisatA / ghisa jAye to merI javAbadArI / maiM ThIka kahatA hUM - sevA se zarIra nahIM bigar3atA / vAstava meM to sevA evaM zrama chor3a dene se hI zarIra bigar3atA bhagavAna ke sAdhuoM kI sevA kA saubhAgya kahAM se prApta ho ? sevA se bhagavAna kI AjJA kA pAlana hotA hai / pUjya gaNizrI mukticandravijayajI : dUsare kama kAma kareM usakA duHkha hai / / pUjyazrI : mana ko badala do / mana kA jhukAva badalegA to saba ThIka ho jAyegA / dUsare kama kArya kareM ki bilkula na kareM, parantu Apa adhika-adhika kareMge to Apako to adhika lAbha hI milegA, adhika puNya baMdhegA / * 'bharahesara sajjhAya' meM jina mahApuruSoM aura mahAsatiyoM ke nAma mahAn AcArya bhagavan bhI lete haiM, usakA kyA kAraNa hai ? Aja taka kisI mahAn AcArya bhagavan ne prazna nahIM uThAyA ki hama zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke nAma kyoM leM ? svayaM bhagavAna mahAvIra ne sulasA, Ananda, kAmadeva zrAvaka Adi kI samavasaraNa meM prazaMsA kI hai| jaba kumArapAla ko kaMTakezvarI ne kor3hagrasta (kuSTha rogI) banAyA taba hemacandrasUrijI ne kumArapAla ko bacAyA thA / karuNAmaya jaina dharma kI koI nindA na kare, ataH kumArapAla citA meM jala maranA cAhate the, parantu udAyana mantrI ne hemacandrasUrijI ko bAta karane para unhoM ne abhimantrita jala ke dvArA unakA kuSTha roga dUra kiyA thA / aise the kumArapAla, ataH unheM 'paramArhat' kA biruda milA huA hai / 'paramArhat' arthAt parama Aheta, parama zrAvaka / kumArapAla jaise ko AcAryazrI kyoM bacAyeM ? kumArapAla jaise kI AcAryazrI prazaMsA kyoM kareM ? upabRMhaNA arthAt kyA ? caturvidha saMgha meM rahe guNavAna kI prazaMsA / vaha upabRMhaNA bhI na kareM to darzanAcAra meM aticAra lagatA hai, yaha jAnate haiM na ? 3380mmonasooaratasoooomnoska
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________________ 'saMghamAMhI guNavaMtataNI anupaLahaNA kIdhI' - aticAra yaha saba bhagavAna se prApta hotA hai| isIlie maiM bhakti para itanA bala detA hUM / kala aSTApada kI pUjA meM dekhA na ? bharata kahatA hai - 'dIo darisaNa mahArAja !' bharata kyA anapar3ha the? kyA ve nahIM jAnate the ki samyagdarzana mile to hI prabhu kA darzana milegA / parantu isa taraha prabhu kA smaraNa karane se hI prApta samyagdarzana nirmala hotA hai, yaha bhI ve jAnate the na ? aise darzana ke lie Apake mana meM utkaNThA jagI ? bhagavAna ko jinaharSa kI taraha Apa bhI kaheM - prabhu darzana deM / 'dhuMADe dhIjeM nahIM sAhiba ! peTa paDyA patIje / ' mujhe aise hI santoSa nahIM milegA, mujhe darzana cAhiye hI / * eka bhagavAna ko pakar3o to bhagavAna ke sabhI gaNa Apake / eka guru ko pakar3o, guru ke sabhI guNa Apake / / 'aba to adhikArI hoi baiThe, prabhu-gaNa akhaya khajAna meM...' ___ hama magana bhaye prabhu dhyAna meM, bisara gaI duvidhA tana-mana kI acirAsuta guNa-gAna meM / ' - upA. yazovijayajI tana-mana saba bhUla jAye, mAtra cidAnaMda kA AsvAdana hI bAkI rahe, aisI prabhu kI magnatA yazovijayajI ko mila jAye, 'raMga rasiyA raMga rasa banyo' aisA bolanevAle vIravijayajI ko vedhakatA kA AsvAdana mila jAye to hameM kyoM na mile ? prabhu ke sAtha lInatA A jAye to phira dInatA kaisI ? isIlie kahatA hUM - bhagavAna meM tanmaya baneM, bhagavAna ko pakar3e / bhagavAna ko pakar3a ne para samasta guNa A jAyeMge / isa 'lalita vistarA' meM bhAra dekara kahA gayA hai ki bhagavAna ke anugraha ke binA eka bhI guNa nahIM milegA / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 60mwwwwwwwwwwwwws 339)
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________________ pU.paM.zrI bhadraMkaravi. ma. ke sAtha, vi.saM. 2032 15-9-2000, zukravAra azvina kRSNA-2 : sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA * bhagavAna ne mArga batAyA / calanA to hameM hI par3atA hai| bhagavAna kA anugraha svIkAra karo to puruSArtha karane kA mana hotA hai| bhagavAna kA anugraha kaise kArya karatA hai ? bhojanapAnI hamane grahaNa kara liyA ataH bhUkha-pyAsa miTa gaI yaha mAna kara hama svayaM ko itanI pradhAnatA de dete haiM, bhojana-pAnI ko sarvathA bhUla jAte haiM, 'maiM' raha jAtA hai; bhojana-Adi chUTa jAte haiM / yahI bhUla yahAM karate haiM / 'maiM' raha jAtA hai, bhagavAna chUTa jAte haiM / bhojana-pAnI ke binA dUsare padArthoM se bhUkhapyAsa nahIM miTatI, usa prakAra bhagavAna ke binA dUsare se mukti nahIM miltii| upAdhyAyajI mahArAja ke ye zabda dekheM : 'kAla svabhAva ne bhavitavyatA, e saghalA tujha dAso re; mukhya hetu tu mokSa no, e mujhane sabala vizvAso re / ' - upA. yazovijayajI aise Agamadhara puruSa yaha kahate hoM, vyAkaraNa, kAvya, nyAya, koza, Agama, veda, upaniSad, purANa Adi ke prakANDa jJAtA mahApuruSa (340 60000000000000000000006 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ jaba aisA kahate hoM, taba kyA bAta vicAraNIya nahIM lagatI ? kyA unake jitanI buddhi aura unake jitanA adhyayana hamArA hai ? bhagavAna se saba hotA hai yaha sahI hai, parantu puruSArtha to apanA hI hai na ? yaha soca kara bhagavAna aura bhagavAna kI AjJA gauNa karake hama svayaM ko pradhAna mAna lete haiM, parantu tanika soceM ki bhagavAna ke binA dUsare kisI kI ( cakravartI yA vAsudeva Adi kI ) AjJA pAlana kI ho to kyA mokSa hotA hai ? ahaMkAra naSTa karanA ho to yaha cintana sAmane rakhanA hI par3egA / usake binA sAdhanA kA mArga nahIM khulegA / ahaMkArayukta citta kadApi sAdhanA ke yogya nahIM bana sakatA / * bhagavAna ke jisa guNa ko pradhAnatA dekara stuti kareM, vaha guNa apane bhItara AtA hI hai / yaha niyama hai / kabhI prayoga karake dekheM / 'purisasIhANaM' vizeSaNa meM bhagavAna kA sattvaguNa batAyA hai / jaba hemacandrasUrijI pahalI bAra kumArapAla ko mile taba kumArapAla ne unheM pUchA thA ki utkRSTa guNa kauna sA hai ? pUchane vAle ko dhyAna meM rakha kara sUrijI ne uttara diyA 'sattva guNa / ' sattva guNa se hI tIna bhAIyoM meM se kumArapAla ko pasanda kiyA gayA / pahalA namratApUrvaka baiThA thA, dUsarA garIba banA baiThA thA, jabaki kumArapAla roba se baiThA thA / isIlie usakA cayana kiyA gayA / sattvaguNa vIryAcAra ke pAlana se prakaTa hotA hai / isIlie dUsare cAra AcAroM jitane bheda (36 bheda) vIryAcAra ke hai / isakA artha yaha huA ki sabameM vIrya cAhiye / yadi vIrya na ho to eka bhI AcAra kA pAlana nahIM ho sakatA / devavandana-pratikramaNa baiThebaiThe karanA, zIghra karanA, mana caMcala honA Adi doSa Atma-vIrya kI khAmI ke kAraNa utpanna hote haiM / zrAvakoM ke vIryAcAra ke aticAra dekheM / saba samajha meM A jAyegA / mAtA-pitA ne to bhagavAna kA nAma vardhamAna rakhA, parantu unake sattva guNa se hI AkarSita hokara devoM ne dUsarA nAma 'mahAvIra' rakhA / kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 ka 70 341
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________________ sattva guNa vAlA hI pariSaha Adi sahana kara sakatA hai, dhairya rakha sakatA hai| hAthI calatA hai, kutte bhauMkate haiM / taba hAthI kyA karatA hai ? 'hAthI calata bAjAra, kuttA bhasata hajAra / ' kutte jaise pariSahoM se hAthI jaisA sattvavAna AtmA thor3A calAyamAna hotA hai ? bhagavAna meM yaha sattvaguNa kaisA utkRSTa hai ? chaH chaH mahinoM taka saMgama pIche par3A thA, phira bhI bhagavAna sattva se eka iMca bhI vicalita nahIM hue / eka rAtri meM bAIsa-bAIsa upasarga hue, phira bhI bhagavAna ke cehare para tanika bhI bhaya kI rekhA nahIM dikhAI dI / yadi bhaya hotA to sAdhanA kaise ho pAtI ? bhaya arthAt citta kI caMcalatA / sAdhaka ko yaha kaise hotA ? __ bhagavAna meM to bhaya hotA hI nahIM, bhagavAna kI zaraNa lene vAle meM bhI bhaya nahIM hotA / isIlie bhagavAna ko abhayaMkara evaM abhayadAtA kahA gayA hai / 'abhayakare saraNaM pavajjahA / ' ___- ajita zAnti 'he puruSo ! yadi Apa apane kaSTa miTAnA cAhate hoM, sukha kA kAraNa khojate ho to abhayaMkara zAnti-ajita kA zaraNa svIkAra kareM,' - ajita zAnti meM naMdiSeNa muni ne yaha ghoSaNA kI hai| abhaya nahIM milA ho to samajheM ki abhI taka hamane bhagavAna kA zaraNa svIkAra nahIM kiyA hai / bhagavAna to abhaya hote hI hai, bhagavAna ke bhakta bhI abhaya hote haiM / Ananda, kAmadeva jaise zrAvaka bhI bhayaMkara devakRta upasargoM se vicalita nahIM hue, bhayabhIta nahIM hue / na cintApIndriyavarge / __ sattvazIla sahaja hI indriyoM para vijaya prApta kara sakatA hai| bhagavAna to sAttvikoM meM ziromaNi hai / 'he prabhu ! Apane mana ko vaza meM kiyA, para balAtkAra se nahIM / indriyoM ko vaza meM kI parantu balapUrvaka nahIM, mAtra zithilatA se Apane sabako jIta liye haiM / ' (342 80www00000 EDOS kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ paTu abhyAsa evaM Adara se vairAgya ko Apane aisA vaza meM kiyA ki jo kisI janma meM ApakA sAtha na chor3e / duHkha meM to sabako vairAgya AtA hai, sukha meM bhI Apako vairAgya hai / pUjya hemacandrasUrijI kI prabhu ko yaha stuti hai / na khedaH saMyamAdhvani / sAdhanA meM Alasa AnA, hatAza-nirAza honA, khinna, udvigna honA, yaha saba sattvaguNa kI kamI ke kAraNa hotA hai / bhagavAna kA bhakta bhaya, dveSa evaM kheda se pare hotA hai / bhaya, dveSa evaM kheda ho taba taka sAdhanA kI pUrva bhUmikA bhI taiyAra nahIM hotI / Age kI to bAta hI kahAM ? kyA hama bhaya, dveSa, kheda se kucha aMzoM meM bhI mukta hue haiM ? kyA hama meM mukta hone kI bhAvanA jagI hai ? "sevana-kAraNa pahelI bhUmikA re, abhaya, adveSa, akheda / ' ___- pUjya AnandaghanajI ye 'yogadRSTi samuccaya' ke padArtha haiM / niSprakampatA saddhyAne dhyAna meM bhagavAna ko atyanta niSprakampatA hotI hai / meru tulya bhagavAna akampa hote haiM / unheM kauna DigA sakatA hai ? RSabhadeva bhagavAna ko karma kSaya karane meM hajAra varSa lage the, parantu mahAvIra svAmI ne mAtra sAr3he bAraha varSoM meM hI unase bhayaMkara karmoM kA kSaya kara diyA, jo isa sattvaguNa ke kAraNa hI ve kara pAye / * karma kA RNa cUkatA na kareM to karma hameM chor3ane vAle nahIM haiM / bhagavAna ko bhI nahIM chor3ate to hameM kaise chor3e, kyoM chor3e ? kaI bAra prazna uThatA hai ki mahAmuniyoM ko roga kyoM hote hoMge? padmavijayajI, kAntivijayajI, bhadraMkaravijayajI Adi ko roga hue the / aisA uttama jIvana jIne vAloM ko bhI aise roga ? karma samajhate haiM ki ye mahAtmA mukti ke mArga para haiN| maMjila samIpa hai / mukti taka hamArI pahuMca nahIM hai 1 svarga meM sukha ke sivAya kucha nahIM hai / ataH abhI hI saba hisAba cUkatA karane do / (kahe kalApUrNasUri-3 68wwwwoooooooooooom 343)
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________________ ajJAnI manuSya dharmAtmA logoM ko hote kaSToM ko dekha kara kahate haiM ki dharmI ke ghara DAkA par3A, parantu unheM karmo ke hisAba kA patA nahIM hai / 'uttarAdhyayana' meM eka sundara dRSTAnta AtA hai - gAya ko sUkhA aura bakare ko uttama harA ghAsa diyA jAtA dekha kara nirAza hue bachar3e ko gAya ne kahA, bhole ! tujhe patA nahIM hai ki yaha bakarA kasAI ke pAsa jAyegA taba saba patA lagegA / kasAI ke pAsa jAte, rote, kaTate bakare ko dekhakara bachar3A saba samajha gayA ki isa samaya milatA sUkhA ghAsa bhaviSya ke lie uttama hai, jaba ki isa samaya milate mAla-malIde bhaviSya ke lie bhayaMkara hai / je sArakkhAyA te tayakkhAyA je tayakkhAyA te sArakkhAyA rAga-raMga, mauja-zauka karane vAle pApI manuSyoM ko dekha kara kadApi vicalita na baneM / Aja ke rAga-raMga bhaviSya kI Aga haiM / Aja ke virAga bhAvI ke bAga haiM / * kamala kA svabhAva hai - dekhate hI sabako Ananda ho / bhagavAna ko dekhate hI sabako Ananda AtA hai| unakI mudrA, unakI vANI, unakA astitva sabako Ananda kI prabhAvanA karane ke lie hI utpanna huA hotA hai / isIlie bhagavAna 'purisavarapuMDarIANaM' hai / nirapekSa muni munirAja nirbhaya kyoM hote haiM ? zuddha cAritra ke sammukha bane muni jagat ke jJeya padArtha meM jJAna ko nahIM jor3ate / mAtra jJeya padArtha ko jAnate haiM / tathA unheM kucha bhI chipAnA nahIM hai, kisI ke sAtha kucha bhI lene-dene ke vikalpa nahIM haiN| aise munirAja ko jahAM loka-apekSA yA AkAMkSA nahIM hai, vahAM bhaya kahAM se hogA ? (344 woman was saas sass kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI ke sAtha, surata, vi.saM. 2048 Homen 19-9-2000, zanivAra azvina kRSNA-3 : sAta caubIsI dharmazAlA mukti mArga kI pravRtti isa samaya cala rahI hai, jisameM mukhya anugraha prabhu kA hai, jo tIrtha hai taba taka calatA rahegA / vyaktigata tIrtha badala jAte haiM, sAmAnya tIrtha sadA ke lie vidyamAna rahate haiM, zAzvata haiM / vyakti vizeSa tIrthaMkara badalate haiM, sAmAnya tIrthaMkara sadA kAla ke lie rahate haiM / isIlie logassa kI prathama gAthA meM sAmAnya tIrthaMkaro kI stuti kI gaI hai / tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ke anantAnanta guNoM kA kauna varNana kara sakatA hai ? unakI stuti karane ko milI, yaha bhI saubhAgya ginA jAtA hai / 'aho me stuvataH svAmI, stutergocaramAgamat / ' - vItarAga stotra prabhu kI stuti kA mujhe atyanta lobha hai| jahAM se mile vahAM se le letA huuN| maiM isa artha meM kRpaNa huuN| usa samaya Apane sahI kahA thA / pUjya AcArya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : usa samaya ke vacana maiM vApisa letA hUM / [kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300000000000000000000000345)
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________________ pUjyazrI : guNa to bahuta kahate haiM, doSa kahAM se sunane ko mileM ? maiM to usa samaya bhAdauM zuklA-13 ko stabdha ho gayA thA, maiM prazaMsA sunane ke lie thor3e hI AyA thA ? _ 'hari vikrama caritra' meM Ane vAlA yaha dRSTAnta sadA dRSTi ke samakSa rahatA hai / saMsArI pitA ke pAsa ziSya se prazaMsA karA kara ve mahAn yogI bhI hAra gaye the / dUsaroM ke dvArA hone vAlI stuti sunakara prasanna ho jAyeM to bhI sAdhanA jAtI hai / stuti sunakara aprasanna ho, nindA sunakara prasanna ho vaha saccA yogI hai, sukha ko duHkha aura duHkha ko sukha rUpa gine vaha saccA muni hai, aisA 'yogasAra' meM likhA hai / saubhAgya yA suyaza nAmakarma kA udaya bhI sukha hai / yadi usa samaya prasanna hoyeM to kAma se gaye / ___ AThoM madoM se sAvadhAna rahanA hai / * Apa cAhe jitane bar3e vidvAna yA gItArtha AcArya bana gaye hoM to bhI logassa, pukkharavara, siddhANaM Adi sUtra aise rakhe haiM ki Apako bhagavAna kI stuti karanI hI par3atI hai| ___ 'logassa ujjoagare' arthAt bhagavAna loka ko prakAzita karane vAle haiM / sUrya evaM dIpaka kI taraha kevalajJAna kA bhI prakAza hotA hai / vaha dravyaprakAza hai, yaha bhAva-prakAza hai / / uddyota karane vAle tIrthaMkara dUra haiM, to bhI kyA huA ? sUrya dUra hai, parantu kiraNeM yahIM haiM na ? bhagavAna dUra haiM, parantu bhagavAna kI kRpA to yahIM hai na ? nAstaM kadAcidupayAsi na rAhugamyaH - bhaktAmara stotra bhagavAna aise sUrya haiM jo kadApi asta nahIM hote, bAdaloM yA rAha se ve grasta nahIM banate / / bhagavAna mokSa meM gaye usakA artha yaha nahIM hai ki ve asta ho gaye / bhagavAna bhale mokSa meM hoM, parantu unake guNa to yahAM prakAza phailA sakate haiM / sUrya cAhe AkAza meM ho, parantu hameM to prakAza se matalaba hai na ? prakAza to yahAM milatA hI hai / (346 600oooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ sarvajJa ho vaha sarvaga hotA hI hai / sarvaga arthAt vizvavyApI / tvAmavyayaM vibhumacintya0 bhaktAmara * anya darzana vAloM dvArA bhagavAna ke lie prayukta zabda pUrNarUpeNa ucita haiM / zrI siddhasena divAkara sUrijI ne 'zakrastava' meM yaha ghaTita kiyA hai / bhagavAna puruSasiMha haiM / siMha ke samAna guNa bhagavAna meM haiM / karmazatru ke prati zaurya, karmocchedana meM krUratA, krodha Adi ke prati asahiSNutA, rAga Adi ke prati parAkrama, tapa ke prati vIratA, pariSahoM meM avajJA upasargoM meM abhaya, indriyoM kI cintA nahIM, saMyama ke mArga meM nirAzA nahIM aura dhyAna meM acaMcalatA / aise bhagavAna kA Apa dhyAna kareM / bhagavAna meM Apako siMha dRSTi gocara hogA / apane pAsa zUravIratA hai, parantu hai sAMsArika kAryoM meM / hama dharma-kAryoM meM sarvathA kAyara hai / kAussagga khar3e-khar3e kareM ki baiThe baiThe kareM ? kSapakazreNi meM utkRSTa Atma-zakti kahAM se AI ? vaha siddha bhagavAna ke pAsa se AI hai| jahAM upara siddhazilA kI chatrI nahIM hotI, vahAM aisI zakti nahIM AtI / aisI zUratA ke kAraNa hI bhagavAna meM zUravIratA Adi guNa asAmAnya gine jAte haiM, hamAre guNa sAmAnya gine jAte haiM / siMha kI upamA galata nahIM hai| bhagavAna ke kitaneka asAdhAraNa guNa upamA ke dvArA hI samajhAye jA sakate haiM / kitaneka jIva to aise hote haiM jo upamA ke dvArA hI samajha sakate haiM / jIvoM ke kSayopazama vicitra hote haiM / * cAra adhyayanoM taka dasa vaikAlika par3he hue duppasahasUri gItArtha gine jAyeMge, usa dasavaikAlika kA mUlya kitanA hai ? cha: jIvanikAyoM kI karuNA kitanI mahattvapUrNa hai ? use samajheM / merI bhASA cAhe samAna ho, parantu kyA Apa saba samAna rUpa se samajha sakate haiM ? sabakA kSayopazama alaga-alaga hai / ataH bodha bhI alaga-alaga hogA / isIlie upamA denI paDatI haiM, vyAkhyAna meM dRSTAnta Adi dene paDate haiM / 'jJAtA dharmakathA' ke kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 www 6. 347
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________________ dvArA mAlUma hotA hai ki bhagavAna svayaM bhI dRSTAnta dete the / kathA bar3I hotI hai, upamA choTI hotI hai / * kala svAsthya sarvathA asvastha thA, phira bhI maiM ne vAcanA dI hI thI / yadi vAcanA banda rakhatA to asvasthatA kI khabara adhika phaila jAtI / bhagavAna para bharosA rakha kara maiM aisA kArya kara letA hUM / * bhagavAna upakArI haiM, hama upakArya haiM / upakArya se bhagavAna ko koI pratyupakAra kI icchA nahIM hai, yahI bhagavAna kI mahAnatA * bhagavAna bhale badala jAte hai, parantu guNa nahIM badalate / isIlie 'namutthuNaM' vahI rahatA hai jo sabameM samAna rUpa se lAgU hotA hai / yaha 'zakastava' indra dvArA racita nahIM hai, gaNadharoM ke dvArA racita hai / indra to sirpha bolate hI haiM / indra meM racanA karane kI kyA zakti hai ? dekho yahAM likhA hai - mahApuruSapraNItazcAdhikRtadaNDakaH / AdimunibhirahacchiSyaiH gaNadharaiH praNItatvAt / isI kAraNa yaha 'zakrastava' mahA gambhIra hai, sakala nayoM kA sthAna hai, bhavya jIvoM ko AnandakArI hai, parama ArSa rUpa hai / ArSa arthAt RSiyoM kA / ArSa meM vyAkaraNa ke sUtra bhI lAgU nahIM paDate, pratyuta vyAkaraNa ArSa kA anusaraNa karatA hai / isIlie prAkRta vyAkaraNa meM tIsarA hI sUtra likhA - 'aarssm'| * 'bhagavatI sUtra' meM abhayadevasUrijI ne svayaM umAsvAti mahArAja ko uddhRta kiyA hai / Aja bhagavatI meM ATha AtmAoM ke adhikAra meM prazamarati ke zloka uddhRta kiye hue dekhane ko mile / ve eka akSara bhI AdhAra ke binA nahIM likhate / . * AgamoM kI vAcanA Apa sunate haiM, parantu kyA una AgamoM ko kaNThastha karane kA niyama banAyeMge ? pratyeka cAturmAsa meM Agama parose jAyeM to kitanA uttama ho ? bIsa varSa pUrva yahAM 'sUyagaDaMga' zuru kiyA thaa| yadi hama hI Agama nahIM calAyeMge to kauna calAyegA ? (348 8000000000000000000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ jIvana meM yadi AgamoM ko pradhAnatA denI ho to unheM kaNThastha kareM / jana sAdhAraNa kI bhASA meM kaThina Agama bhI pracArita kiye jA sakate haiM / sarva prathama apanI ruci honI cAhiye / mAtra lokaraMjana, mano-raMjana nahIM karanA hai, hameM Atma-kalyANa karanA hai| hamAre vyAkhyAna meM yadi AgamoM ke padArtha AyeM hI nahIM to vahAM kyA rahA ? pUjya premasUrijI, paM. muktivijayajI, paM. bhAnavijayajI ke vyAkhyAna suna kara kabhI-kabhI kahate, 'Apake isa vyAkhyAna meM AgamoM kA to koI tattva AyA hI nahIM / / AgamoddhAraka pUjyazrI sAgarajI mahArAja sacce artha meM AgamoddhAraka the / aba unake uttarAdhikAriyoM ko yaha uttaradAyitva saMbhAlanA hai| Agama-paricaya-vAcanA kA Ayojana karane kI bAta jAnakara mujhe atyanta hI Ananda huA / AcArAMga, uttarAdhyayana Adi kA yogodvahana karake AgamoM ko tAka para nahIM rakha denA hai, unheM kaNThastha karake jIvana meM utAranA dasavaikAlika, uttarAdhyayana, AcArAMga ityAdi kI jitanI TIkAe~ Adi upalabdha hai, una sabakA kama se kama paThana to kareM / yadi paThana karoge to jIvana meM kucha AyegA / to hI AgamoM kI paramparA calegI / * DaoNkTara kI upAdhi prApta karake kyA karanA cAhiye ? dUsaroM kI sevA karanI hai / ajamera ke (mUla phalodI nivAsI) jayacaMdajI DaoNkTara haiM / deza-videza meM unakI khyAti hai / ve kahate, 'maiM cAhe jaise DokTara ko sarTiphikeTa nahIM de sakatA / merI bhArI javAbadArI hai| ve yadi cAhe jaise iMjekzana lagA deM aura rogI mara jAye to javAbadArI merI rahegI / yahAM bhI AgamadhArakoM kI javAbadArI hai / DokTaro se bhI bhArI javAbadArI hai| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 woomooooooooooooo000 349)
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________________ tIrthamAla, zaMkhezvara, vi.saM. 2038 CL 17-9-2000, ravivAra azvina kRSNA - 4 : pannA rUpA dharmazAlA Agama-paricaya-vAcanA bhagavatI aMga pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : sabakI bhalAI ke lie bhagavAna ne tIrtha kI sthApanA kI / bhagavAna puSkarAvarta megha kI taraha barase haiM / Aja bhI usakA prabhAva anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai / bhagavAna kA hai, usa prakAra bhagavAna kI 35 guNoM se yukta vANI kA bhI atizaya hai / puSkarAvarta megha ke bAdameM 21 bAra dharatI para upaja hotI rahatI hai, usa prakAra bhagavAna kI vANI se 21 hajAra varSoM taka zAsana calatA rahegA se yaha vANI kA pravAha calatA rahegA / paramparA * prabhu ke anugraha kA yaha jvalaMta udAharaNa hai / usake binA isa bhUmi para aise vAtAvaraNa kA sRjana nahIM hotA, sAmUhika anuSThAna nahIM ho sakatA / uttama bhAvanA jage tadanusAra vikAsa hotA hai / pratyeka saMgha, samudAya meM aisA vAtAvaraNa bana jAye to vikAsa kahAM dUra hai ? 350 Wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww kahe kalApUrNasUri- 3
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________________ * AgamoddhArakazrI kI vAcanA meM hamAre pUjya AcArya bhagavan zrI pUjya meghasUrijI, pUjya kanakasUrijI Adi lAbha le cuke haiM / * zruta kA uddhAra mAtra vAcanA se nahIM hotA, jIvana meM AgamoM ko utArane se hogA / * 'bhagavatI sUtra' para 20-30 minaTa meM mere jaise kI bolane kI kahAM zakti hai ? phira bhI AgamoM ke prati bhakti bolane ke lie prerita karatI hai / Agama arthAt prANa ! jIvana ! isake AdhAra para hI apanA bhAva-jIvana TikA huA hai aura TikA rahegA / bhagavatI arthAt dravyAnuyoga kA khajAnA / yadyapi vaise to cAroM anuyoga haiM / yaha Akara grantha hai, jisakI prazaMsA svayaM gaNadharoM ne kI hai, maMgalAcaraNa bhI unhoM ne kiyA hai - namo suassa / namo baMbhIe livIe / yaha maMgala kaise hai ? paMca parameSThI to haiM nahIM / zrutajJAna zrutajJAnI ko chor3a kara kahIM nahIM rahatA, unakA namaskAra maMgala hI ginA jAtA hai / sacamuca to jinAgama evaM jina eka hI rUpa meM hai / 'jina pratimA jina sArakhI' aisA bolate haiM, parantu kyA jina pratimA sAkSAt jina lagatI hai ? mujha meM bhI abhI aisA bhAva nahIM jagatA / mUrti hI kyoM ? bhagavAna kA nAma bhI bhagavAna hai / mUrti bhI bhagavAna ho to Agama to bhagavAna gine jAte haiN| yadi Agama nahIM hote to mukti-mArga kaise calatA ? mAtra saMketa (izAre) se nahIM calatA / bhASA se hI spaSTa bodha hotA hai| isa 'bhagavatI' meM 41 zataka haiM / jIvanabhara cintana-manana kareM to jIvana ke samasta prazna hala ho jAyeM / bIsa varSa pUrva mAnatuMgasUrijI ke pAsa vAcanA lI thI / usase pUrva ber3A meM pUjya paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja ke pAsa lekara vyAkhyAna meM bolatA thA / goyamA zabda para svarNa-mudrAaiM rakhanevAle zrAvaka bhI apane zAsana meM ho cuke haiN| . hameM samajhA-samajhA kara AgamoM ke lie saugandha (zapatha) dI gaI thii| (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 60 6600 60 351)
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________________ pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : aba Apa dIjiye / pUjyazrI : isake lie to AyA hUM / yahAM bhagavatI meM mAtra gautama svAmI hI nahIM, jayantI jaisI zrAvikA ne bhI prazna kiye haiM / prazna kartA gautama svAmI kaise ? prathama porasI meM sUtra, dUsarI meM artha rUpa dhyAna ke koThe meM rahane vAle / artha arthAt niyukti, cUrNi, bhASya Adi sabakA adhyayana / isIlie adhyayana ko 'akSINa' bhI kahA hai, kyoMki itane artha nikalate haiM ki ve kabhI samApta hote hI nahIM / akSINa arthAt aTa, bharapUra / bhagavatI kA ekAdha namUnA dekheM / paMcAstikAya rUpa loka meM aloka kA bhI samAveza ho cukA hai, kyoMki AkAzAstikAya aloka meM bhI hai / bhagavAna ke prati jitanA Adara-sammAna bar3hegA, utane AgamoM ke rahasya samajha meM AyeMge / pUjya jinacandrasAgarasUrijI ne sabase gavAyA : jima jima arihA seviye re; tima tima pragaTe jJAna sluunnaa...| pUjyazrI : deva-guru kI bhakti se jJAna prakaTa hogA / maiM svayaM vidvAna nahIM huuN| mujha se adhika vidvAna yahAM haiM / bhakti ke prabhAva se jo artha nikale usase mujhe bhI Ananda Aye / dhyAna ke samaya artha nikalate haiM / bhagavAna ko pUchane ke lie jAnA nahIM par3atA, bhagavAna svayaM Akara kaha kara jAyeM, aisA anubhava hotA hai / mIrA ke lie kRSNa dUra nahIM haiM / bhakta ke lie bhagavAna dUra nahIM haiM / bhagavAna dUra haiM, yaha bhrama miTAnA hI par3egA / zAyada kisI ko viziSTa artha mAlUma ho jAye to bhagavAna kA prabhAva mAneM, apanA nahIM / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : brAhmIlipi ko namaskAra kyoM ? (35200oooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri -3)
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________________ pUjyazrI : zrutajJAna ke pratyeka prakAra ke prati sammAna hai / brAhmI lipi meM dravyazruta hai / dravya ke binA bhAvazruta prakaTa nahIM hotA / lipi akSara rUpa hai / na kSarati iti akSaram / tIrthaMkara Ate haiM aura jAte haiM, parantu akSara to rahate hI haiM / bhAvazruta ke jitanA hI dravyazruta kA sammAna karanA hai / jJAna kI mukhyatA ho taba cAritra evaM dhyAna usameM hI anusyuta samajheM / yaha jJAna 'jJa' evaM pratyAkhyAna parijJA rUpa samajheM / tajjJAnameva kathaM yasmin udite rAgAdayaH jAyante ? * bhacAU meM bhagavatI kA vAMcana cala rahA thA, taba eka sthAna para maiM tanika cauMka gayA, kyoMki usameM likhA thA - jIvAstikAya ananta pradezI hai / parantu bAda meM dhyAna AyA ki yaha to ananta jIvoM kI bAta hai / jIva hI ananta hoM to pradeza to ananta hoMge hI na ? kala bhagavatI meM AyA thA - dravyAtmA meM sabhI jIva A gaye / dravyAtmA ke rUpa meM hama saba eka haiM / hama dUsaroM ko alaga mAnate haiM, parantu jIvAstikAya kahatA haiM - hama saba eka haiM / dUsare saba (pudgalAstikAya Adi) jIvAstikAya ke sevaka haiN| kartRtva Adi zaktiyAM jIva ke sivAya aura kahAM haiM ? jIvAstikAya kA zabdArtha - jIva = jIva asti = pradeza kAya = samUha yahAM vidvAn aneka haiM / maiM kucha na dUM to ve merA kAna pakar3ate haiM / jIvAstikAya ke pAMca prakAra haiM - dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva aura guNa / * dravya se jIvAstikAya ananta jIva dravya rUpa hai| usameM samasta jIva A gaye / (bhale hI kucha kaMTAlA Aye, parantu yaha jAnane yogya hai / ) kSetra se lokavyApI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300ooooooooooooooooo 353)
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________________ kAla se anAdi ananta, nitya, zAzvata / koI kAla nahIM hotA jaba jIvAstikAya nahIM hotA / samasta dravya sahAyaka banate haiN| zAyada ekamAtra hama sahAyaka nahIM banate / yadi isa vizva meM astitva banAye rakhanA ho to dUsare ko sahAyaka bananA hI pdd'egaa| isake binA astitva kAyama rahegA hI nahIM / samajha kara sahAyatA kareM to lAbha haiM, anyathA vizva vyavasthA ke anusAra anicchA se bhI sahAyatA karanI hI pdd'egii| bhAvase - avarNa, agandha Adi / pudgalAstikAya ke sivAya saba arUpI haiM / jIva asaMkhya pradezI hai, parantu jIvAstikAya ananta pradezI hai, kyoMki jIva ananta haiM / samasta jIvoM kA saMgraha jIvAstikAya hai / jIva ananta hoM to pradeza to ananta hote hI haiM / isakA artha yaha huA ki pradezoM se hama eka haiM / 'jIvAstikAya meM se eka jIva ko nikAla de' to kyA jIvAstikAya kahalAyegA ? gautama svAmI ke isa prazna ke uttara meM bhagavAna ne kahA - 'nahIM, nahIM kahalAyegA / eka pradeza zeSa rakheM to bhI jIvAstikAya nahIM kahalAyegA / bhagavAna bhI isa jIvAstikAya meM sAtha haiM aura kahate haiM ki he jIva ! tU mere samAna hI hai / eka jIva hI nahIM, jIva ke eka pradeza ko satAyeM to yaha apanI hI parezAnI banI rahegI / apane zarIra ke eka aMgUThe ko bhI Apa kaSTa deMge to vaha kaSTa ApakA hI hai, dUsare kisI kA nahIM / isIlie AcArAMga meM kahA hai - 'tumaMsi nAma sacceva jaM haMtavvaMti manasi / ' jise mAratA hai vaha tU hI hai, yaha satya mAnanA / yaha to mAtra namUnA batAyA hai, yadi Apako vizeSa jAnanA ho to bhagavatI kA pATha calatA hI hai / pATha meM A jAnA / isa bhagavatI meM ajaina saMnyAsI bhI bhagavAna ko prazna pUchane ke lie Ate haiM, phira niHzaMka hokara dIkSita hote haiM / jayantI (35400mooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ zrAvikA ke dvArA pUche gaye prazna ke uttara meM bhagavAna ne kahA, 'dharmI loga jAgate acche aura adharmI soye acche / hama soye bhale ki jAgRta bhale ? jAgRti do prakAra kI hai - dravya, bhAva / zeSa samasta bAteM hemacandrasAgarasUrijI kareMge / isI prakAra se dharmI balavAna acche, adharmI nirbala acche / adharmI ke pAsa bala ho to dUsaroM kA nahIM, apane hI vinAza kA kAraNa banatA hai / _ 'isa bhagavatI meM 'tuMgIyA' nagarI ke zrAvakoM kA varNana 'laddhaTThA, gahIaTThA' Adi kaha kara kiyA gayA hai / 45 Agama sunane kA to zrAvakoM ko bhI adhikAra hai / isIlie 'laddhaTThA, gahIaTThA' zrAvaka kahalAye haiM / __yahAM baiThe hue bAla munIgaNa Adi AgamoM ko kaNThastha karane kI pratijJA leM to Ananda hogA / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : asvasthatA hone para bhI paune ghaMTe taka tattva samajhAyA / pUjyazrI pakke vyApArI haiM / pUjyazrI pharamAte haiM : sAdhu-sAdhvIjiyAM eka varSa taka Avazyaka evaM dasavaikAlika kI sabhI TIkAeM Adi par3heM / maiM pahale hAtha jor3atA huuN| mere sAtha dUsare kitane hAtha jor3eMge ? pUjyazrI ne jo kahA vaha yadi nahIM bhI sunA ho to usakA sAra dhurandharavijayajI batAyeMge / pUjyazrI dhurandharavijayajI : pUjyazrI kI bAta thor3I yAda kara leM / yoM bhI sunane ke bAda zAstra meM dhAraNA kI bAta hai hI / bhagavAna kI vANI ko puSkarAvarta kI upamA dI gii| puSkarAvarta meM aisA guNa haiM ki eka bAra vRSTi hone para 21 varSoM taka upaja hotI hI rahatI hai / bhagavAna 30 varSa bole / unake dasa-gyAraha hajAra dina hote haiM / usake prabhAva se hI bhagavAna kA zAsana 21 hajAra varSoM taka calegA / kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 6000wwwwwwwwww 355)
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________________ hama saba khetI karate haiM, parantu jamIna meM upaja ho vaha bhagavAna kI puSkarAvarta rUpa vANI kA prabhAva hai / hamAre bolane ke kAraNa se hotA hai, aisA hamArA bhrama hai / jo isase miTa jAtA hai / 'namo suassa' zrutajJAna ko namaskAra, praNAma / tIrtha ke tIna prakAra haiM, jinameM dvAdazAMgI bhI hai / pU. paMnyAsa bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja ne bahuta sA anekoM ko diyA hai / zruta arthAt sunA huA, sirpha par3hA huA nahIM / guru ke pAsa sunA huA hI bhItara kA prakaTa karAtA hai / vedoM ko 'zruti' kahA gayA hai / sunane se hI AdhyAtmika janma hotA hai, sunane kA hI mahattva hai / bAlaka bhI suna kara hI bhASA sIkhatA haiM / succA jANai / * namo baMbhIe livIe / bhagavAna bole usakI jo AkRti khar3I huI vaha brAhmI / bhairavI rAga gAo to bhairavI, vAgezvarI se sarasvatI kI mUrti reta meM khIMca jAtI hai, aisA tajajJoM kA kathana hai / mUla zabda brahma hai / brahma arthAt paramAtmA / unake dvArA bolA huA vaha brAhmI / brAhmI bhagavAna kA akSara-deha hai, jo avinAzI hai / zruta-bIja ko namaskAra ke bAda brAhmI lipi ko bhI namaskAra yahAM huA hai / bhagavatI kI itanI mahimA kyoM hai ? isameM caturvidha saMgha ke hai / mukhya gautama svAmI haiM, haiM / saboM ko prazna karane kA sthAna milA aura jayantI zrAvikA Adi dUsare bhI jayantI rAjA zatAnika kI sagI bahana thI / bhakti meM sulasA Age thI, jabaki jijJAsA meM jayantI Age thI / usa para abhayadevasUri ne 'jayantI carcA' nAmaka grantha likhA hai, jise sAdhvIeM bhI par3ha sakatI haiM / aNu vijJAna ke siddhAnta bhI bhagavatI meM se khoje gaye haiM, jo prakAzita bhI hue haiM / 356 WWWWW 1878 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ hamAre sumerapura ke cAturmAsa meM eka zrAvikA kahatI, 'merI sAsa anapaDha thI parantu 45 AgamoM ke bola unheM kaNThastha the / jJAnasundarajI dvArA prakAzita thokar3e (pahale thokar3oM kI hastalikhita prateM thI) unheM kaNThastha the / mAtra sunakara kaNThastha kiye the / muni zrutadhara kahalAte haiM, to zrotA zrutidhara kahalAte haiM / ekAgra hoM to hI yaha sambhava ho sakatA hai / bhagavatI ko jayakuMvara gaMdha hastI kI upamA dI gaI hai| pUjya labdhisUrijI ne gaMdha hastI Adi ke vizeSaNoM meM hI cAra mahine samApta kara diye the / gaMdhahastI ke pAsa dUsare hAthI nahIM Thaharate, usa prakAra bhagavatI ke pAsa vighna nahIM Thaharate / isIlie maMgala hetu bAra-bAra bhagavatI kA vAMcana hotA rahatA thA / * alaga hone kA anubhava karanA hI moha hai| jIvAstikAya kA kathana hai - hama eka haiM / loka svarUpa bhAvanA bhI yahI hai| hindustAna ke samasta nAgarika bhAratIya ke rUpa meM eka haiM, uka prakAra jIvatva ke rUpa meM hama saba eka haiM / gujarAtI Adi ke rUpa meM alaga, usa prakAra bhedanaya se jIva bhinna bhI ginA jAtA Apa deha rUpa haiM aura vizvarUpa bhI haiM, usakI saMvedanA kareM - aisA bhagavAna kA kathana hai / 'arUpI' isalie kahalAtA hai ki pahale rUpa hI pratIta hotA hai, zabda Adi bAda meM sunAI dete haiM / udAharaNArtha bijalI kA prakAza pahale dikhAI detA hai, garjanA bAda meM sunAI detI hai / dharma arthAt paropakAra / jo dUsaroM ke lie upayogI nahIM banatA vaha dharmI nahIM hai| dharmI balavAna yA samRddha acche / . pApI nirbala yA daridra acche / * vyAkhyAna meM mAlA phereM to nahIM calatA / nIMda karo to phira bhI calatA hai / nIMda karate samaya kama se kama hamAre zabda to kAnoM meM par3eMge / (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 00000000000 0000 357)
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________________ abhiprAya pustaka milI, sundara preraNAdAyI hai / aneka vyaktiyoM ke lie upayogI banegI / Apane UkAbhAI paTela ke sAtha bhejI huI 'kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' nAmaka pustaka kI do pratiyeM parasoM rAtri meM prApta huI haiM / sukhasAtA meM hoMge / yahAM bhI deva guru kI kRpA se sukha -sAtA hai / sabhI ko vandanA - sukhazAtA kaheM / - padmasAgarasUri 'DAka jAte Ate adhika samaya lagatA hai / ataH aba patra likheM to haridvAra ke pate para likheM / kArtika zuklA pUrNimA taka hama yahAM haiM / tatpazcAt barpha par3ane lagegI taba posTa - ophisa bhI baMda ho jAyeMgI / uttarI dhruva meM jisa prakAra cha: mahine dina aura cha: mahine rAta hotI hai, usa prakAra yahAM bhI lagabhaga chaH mahine taka jana-jIvana prAyaH baMda rahatA hai / pazu, pakSI, manuSya sabhI yahAM se nIce utara jAte haiM / kucha do-cAra yogI evaM senA ke kucha manuSya yahAM rahate haiM / 358 'kahA kalApUrNasUrine' kA bahumUlya upahAra abhI hI hAtha meM AyA / pUjya zrI kI yaha vAcanA-prasAdI aneka AtmAoM ko sulabha karake dene ke samyak prayAsa ke lie Apako bahuta-bahuta dhanyavAda / AcArya vijayaratnasundarasUri jaMbUvijaya badrInAtha (himAlaya) H 28 28 pustakeM bhejane ke lie AbhAra, atyanta hI sundara haiM / AtmopayogI aisI pustakeM prakAzita karate raheM / ApakA kArya nirvighna sampanna ho, aisI prArthanA / AcArya jayazekharasUri dhAravAr3a, hubalI 1877 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ kala 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka DaoNkTara rAkeza ke mArphata milI / maiM use maMgavAne ke prayatna meM thA aura A gaI / atyanta Ananda huA / pahale dUsare ke mArphata yahAM AI huI yaha pustaka mujhe milI thI aura lagabhaga use maiM pUrNa rUpa se par3ha cukA huuN| atyanta prasannatA huI hai| sAdhu-samAcArI kI bAteM aura pUjyazrI ke muMha se pravAhita vANI atyanta prabhAvotpAdaka hotI hai / mujhe pustaka atyanta priya lagI hai / (rubaru) pratyakSa milane jitanA Ananda huA hai / isa kAla meM pUjya paMnyAsajI mahArAja ke pazcAt pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta atyanta zraddheya vyakti haiM / Apa gaNivaroM ne ghora zrama karake pustaka taiyAra kI hai| dhanyavAda - muni jayacandravijaya, sUrata Apa kRpAlu ke dvArA mujhe yAda karake bhejI huI parama pUjya bhagavAna kalApUrNasUrijI ke bhAvoM ko prastuta karatI pustaka 'kahyu kalApUrNasUrie' milI / bahuta-bahuta AbhAra / pustaka milI / atyanta hI Ananda AyA / paramAtma-svarUpa pUjyazrI kI pustaka ke lie alpajJa maiM koI bhI abhiprAya dUM yaha bhagavAna kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI kA avamUlyana karane vAlI banegI aisA pratIta hotA hai| jise par3hate hI AtmA ke bhayAnaka Aveza-Avega Adi bhAga kara zAnta, prazAnta, upazAnta avasthA (sva kI) prApta karAye aisA yaha zAstra aneka bhavyAtmAoM ko Atma-kalyANakArI banegA hI yaha nissandeha bAta hai| - vimalahaMsavijaya, bAraDolI 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka kI eka prati prApta huI / zrutabhakti kI bahuta-bahuta anumodanA / - AcAryazrI kalyANasAgarasUri, nAraNapurA, ahamadAbAda kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30000000wowonwo000000 359)
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________________ tatrabhavatA preSitaM pustakaM 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' iti samadhigataM / samavagataJca tatragataM tattvaM kiJcit / bhavataH pustaka-sampAdana paddhatiratIva ramaNIyatarA / pustaka-paThanAvasare saMviditAnubhUti-retAdRzI yat tatrazrImatAM zrImatAM pUjyapravarANAM 'kalApUrNasUrIzvarANAM' sannikaTasthAna eva upavizya yathA zrUyate sAkSAt rUpeNa vAcanAM pravacanaM vA / etAdRgvailakSaNyamanubhUya pramuditaM AsmAkInaM antazcetaH / / etatsampAdana-kAryakauzalyena bhavadbhyAM prakRSTaM puNyakarma smupaarjitm| etadarthaM dhanyavAdAauM bhavantau / pustaka-preSaNa-kAryeNa bhavadbhyAmAvAm nizcita-rUpeNopakRtau / punaH smaraNIyau AvAmiti - jinacandrasAgarasUriH - hemacaMdrasAgarasUrizca pAlItANA 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka milI hai, dekhI / atyanta hI cintanIya, mananIya hai, suvAkyoM kA bhaNDAra hai / ___ Apa saMkalanakartA haiM, Apako aneka dhanyavAda / vyAkhyAna meM kama loga Ate haiM, parantu pustaka ke rUpa meM prakAzita vicAra hajAroM loga par3heM / ataH hajAroM logoM taka pUjyazrI kI prasAdI pahuMcAne kA bhagIratha kArya karane ke upalakSa meM atyanta anumodanA ke sAtha dhnyvaad| - hemantavijaya vAMkI tIrtha meM dI gaI vAcanA kI pustaka milI / atyanta AnandadAyaka sAmagrI parosI gaI hai| vivaraNa kahIM-kahIM apUrNa pratIta hote haiN| udAharaNArtha - solApura ke cAturmAsa kI bAta hai| vahAM paryuSaNa ke pazcAt vyAkhyAna banda karane kI bAta hai / tatpazcAt kyA huA yaha jijJAsA asantuSTa rahI hai| - AcArya vijayapradyumnasUri zAntinagara, ahamadAbAda-13. (3600mmooooooooooo6000 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka milI / pUjyazrI ke kohinUra hIre tulya ratna-karNikAoM ko zabdoM ke Dora meM bAMdha kara eka navalakhA hAra jaisI adbhuta racanA prastuta karake caturvidha saMgha para atyanta upakAra kiyA hai / jIbha bole, hRdaya bole, aise zabda aneka bAra mile haiM, parantu anubhava bolate hoM aise zaktizAlI zabda to kabhIkabhI hI milate haiM / aise zabda pahuMcAne kI kRtajJatA hRdayapUrvaka vyakta karatA huuN| 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka abhI bhUpatabhAI ne dI hai| aisI zreNi prakAzita ho aura pratyeka zabda kI surakSA ho aisI shubhaabhilaassaa| - saMyamabodhivijaya ghATakopara, muMbaI 'kahe kalApUrNasUri', 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' nAmaka pustakeM prApta ho gaI haiM / lekhana atyanta uttama hai / pustakeM atyanta hI upayogI haiN| zrutajJAna kI ArAdhanA meM ApakI apramattatA anumodanIya hai / Apane isa kArya meM atyadhika prayAsa kiyA hai| zAsana-deva Apako aise kAryoM meM bahuta-bahuta zakti pradAna kre| par3hakara sabhI samajha sakeM vaisI sarala, tattvadarzI evaM priya lagane vAlI ApakI pustakeM haiM / - muni hitavardhanasAgara baDA kAMr3AgarA (kaccha) 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka milI / AdhyAtmika vAcanAoM kA sundara, sarasa saMkalana kiyA hai| adhyAtmayogI pU. AcArya bhagavaMta kI pratyeka pRSTha para vividha mudrAo meM unake darzana bhI hote haiM / tattvoM ke khajAne se bharapUra hai / sacamuca, ApakA sampAdana prazaMsanIya hai| __ - AcArya vidyAnandasUri # # Apa dvArA sampAdita 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' nAmaka pustikA sAbhAra svIkAra kara lI hai / zruta bhakti kI bhUri-bhUri anumodanA / - AcArya vijayaprabhAkarasUri, ahamadAbAda (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3 wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww 361)
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________________ donoM grantha mile / atyanta prasannatA huii| Apane pUjyazrI kI yaha pavitra vANI-gaMgA ko pravAhita kii| Apa donoM pUjya gaNivoM ne atyanta mahattvapUrNa sampAdana kArya kiyA hai, jo dhanyavAdAha hai| - paMnyAsa vizvakalyANavijaya zrI pArzva prajJAlaya tIrtha AcArya bhagavan ke cintana kA khajAnA prApta huA / 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' baiMgalora nivAsI bhaMvaralAlajI ne AyaMbila karane ke lie Ate samaya dI / sAhebajI kA puNya, sAdhanA, cintana, bhakti evaM unakA teja itanA ucca koTi kA hai ki pUcho hI mata / philahAla thor3A sA hI cintana par3ha pAyA huuN| usameM bhI itanA Ananda AyA ki varNana nahIM kara sktaa| aise parama yogI puruSa kA Apa atyanta hI uttama cintana kA saMkalana kara rahe haiM, evaM Apane bhI unakI chatrachAyA meM adbhuta jJAna-khajAnA prApta kiyA hai| mujhe bhI samaya-samaya para aisA khajAnA lUTane kA avasara pradAna karate raheM / - azoka je. saMghavI, baiMgalora 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' tathA 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' donoM pustakeM prApta ho gaI haiM / pUjyapAda AcArya bhagavaMta vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhiba ke sAdhanA-jinabhakti rasamaya jIvana se TapakatI sAdhaka-vANI upalabdha karAne hetu dhanyavAda, Ananda, anumodana / ye zubha prayAsa cAlu rakhane ke lie vinatI / zruta-bhakti meM zreSTha udyama kara ke svAdhyAya-zIla rahane ke lie abhinandana / - AcArya kalAprabhasAgarasUri, haidarAbAda / pustaka svAdhyAya ke liye, Atmika vikAsa ke lie atyanta hI sundara hai / par3hanI prArambha kara dI hai| - muni saMvegavardhanavijaya, ghATakopara, muMbaI (362 Mooooooooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ donoM pustakeM milI / sacamuca Apane kAphI parizrama kiyA hai / AvaraNa tathA antaraMga donoM dRSTiyoM se svAgata yogya zreSThatama prakAzana hue haiM / ApakA zrama sAdhuvAda kA pAtra hai / vijayamahAbalasUri - puNyapAlasUri, muni bhavyabhUSaNavijaya, pUnA - 'kahA kalApUrNasUri ne' pustaka dekhI / adbhuta vAcanAoM kA saMgraha hai / jo zramaNa varga ke lie upayogI hogA / baMdhu - yugala ne jJAna-sAdhanA meM abhivRddhi kI hai usakI anumodanA karate haiM / AcArya vijayaguNaratnasUri paM. raviratnavijaya, sUrata 28 8 'kaheM' evaM 'kahA' ke jAjvalyamAna prakAzana jaina saMgha ko bheMTa dekara Apane mahAn upakAra kiyA hai / Apane hameM pUjyazrI kI vANI kA sAkSAt saMyoga karAyA hai / muni devaratnasAgara, muMbaI 8 AcAryadevazrI kA vAcanA grantha 'kahA kalApUrNasUri ne' parasoM hI prApta huA hai / grantha atyanta tAttvika evaM mananIya hai / isase pUrva 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' grantha milA, par3hA / atyanta hI adbhuta grantha hai / - pUjyazrI ke vacanAmRta ko isa DhaMga se prastuta karake Apane anupama zrutabhakti evaM guru-bhakti kA paricaya diyA hai / sAdhvI saMskAranidhizrI, ujjaina *H pUjyazrI kI isa pustaka se mujha jaise ajJAnI jIva para atyanta kRpA - vRSTi huI hai, aneka padArthoM kA jJAna prApta huA hai, jisa jJAna kI prApti ke lie maiM sampUrNa jIvana parizrama karUM to bhI prAyaH prApta nahIM ho / 8 kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 wwww - ww - sAdhvI haMsaratizrI 700 363
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________________ ApakI tarapha se preSita pustaka 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' prApta ho gaI / parama pUjya sAhebajI kI vANI kA hama pratyakSa lAbha lenA . cAhate haiM, parantu pratyakSa to jaba lAbha mile taba, para isa samaya parokSa rUpa se vANI ko kalamabaddha karake pustaka ke dvArA hama jaise choTe vyaktiyoM ke hAtha meM AI hai| jisa vANI kA vAMcana atyanta hI uttama hai aura par3hakara sAhebajI ke samAna bhagavAna kI bhakti kareM yahI prArthanA hai| ___ - sAdhvI guNasenAzrI 'prabhu ke nAma meM bhI upakAra kI zakti hai', aisA kahane vAle vyakti (pUjyazrI) aise hI hote haiM, jinhoMne apane jIvana meM prabhu ke nAma ke dvArA thor3A nahIM, parantu bahuta sArA prApta kara liyA ho / - sAdhvI haMsadhvanizrI . merA to kyA sAmarthya hai ki maiM isa pustaka ke bhItara taka pahuMca sakU ? _ - sAdhvI haMsabodhizrI puSpa kI sugandha tela meM AtI hai usa prakAra se yaha pustaka par3hane se bhakti kI sugandha hamAre bhItara AtI hai| - sAdhvI prazIlayazAzrIjI yaha pustaka par3hane ke bAda pratyeka jIva ke prati maitrI-bhAva bar3hAne kI bhAvanA tathA samakita prApti ke lie deva-guru kI adamya bhakti utpanna ho vaisI maiM yAcanA karatI hUM / - sAdhvI vizuddhadarzanAzrI pUjyazrI ke zrImukha se bahanevAlI vANIrUpI saritA meM snAna karake vizuddha banane kA svarNa avasara isa pustaka ke mAdhyama se prApta huA hai| ___- sAdhvI haMsakIrtizrI (36400000wooooooooooooo kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ yaha pustaka vizAla, gambhIra evaM agAdha hai / viSayoM kI vizAlatA (namaskAra maMtra, gurubhakti, prabhu-bhakti, adhyAtma, vinaya, jJAna, svAdhyAya, zraddhA Adi viSaya) hai / artha (prabhu-kRpA, gurukRpA, viSayoM kI virakti, viniyoga Adi) kI gambhIratA aura adhyAtma-cintana rUpa gaharAI - yaha saba dekha-par3ha kara maiM mAtra vismaya kA hI anubhava karatI hUM / - sAdhvI hitadarzanAzrI parama tAraNahAra paramAtmA kI parama prIta-parAga kA pAna karate hue pUjyazrI ke mukhAravinda se prakAzita isa vANI kA dohana karate hue merA hRdaya bhAvuka bana gayA hai / - sAdhvI cArunayanAzrI yaha pustaka par3ha kara sacamuca lagA ki ye guNa (bhakti Adi) jIvana meM vikasita karane yogya haiM / - sAdhvI muktirekhAzrI __mAnava-jIvana amRta hai, jisakI jhalaka sacamuca yaha pustaka par3hane para huI / ___- sAdhvI suzIlaguNAzrI pUjya gurudevazrI ke mukha-kamala se prasArita amRtatulya jinavANI rUpa vAcanA kI jhalaka mujhe to atyanta hI pasanda AI hai / - sAdhvI harSadarzitAzrI pustaka par3ha kara mana-mayUra nAca uThA / / - sAdhvI vizvakIrtizrI isa pustaka meM se jAnane ko to itanA adhika milA hai ki jinakA to maiM zabdoM meM varNana nahIM kara sakatI / - sAdhvI anantakIrtizrI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3000moooooooooooo00 365)
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________________ yaha pustaka nahIM hai, parantu pUjya gurudeva kI sAkSAt parA vANI hai, aisA spandana huA / pUjya paM. mukticandravijayajI tathA pUjya gaNi municandravijayajI ne jo athaka parizrama karake gurudeva ke Antarika bhAvoM ko zabda-deha pradAna karake pustaka rUpa meM prakAzita kiye jo atyanta prazaMsanIya hai / - sAdhvI saumyakIrtizrI yaha pustaka hamAre lie prakAzastambha tulya hai / - sAdhvI dRr3hazaktizrI _ 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka mere lie to atyanta upayogI siddha __ - sAdhvI hitapUrNAzrI samavasaraNa meM baiTha kara prabhujI dezanA de rahe hoM aura hama usa vANI kA pAna kara rahe hoM, aisA bhAva yaha pustaka par3hane para utpanna hotA hai / - sAdhvI cArumaitrIzrI varSoM ke adhyayana ke bAda bhI AgamoM kA jo rahasya nahIM samajhA jA sake, vaha pUjyazrI ne isa pustaka meM sarala bhASA meM spaSTa kiyA hai| __- sAdhvI cArucandanAzrI pUjyazrI ne bhakta kI zailI meM talahaTI se zikhara taka kA sAdhanA krama isa pustaka meM vyakta kara diyA hai / - sAdhvI haMsapadmAzrI pustaka par3hane para hue apAra lAbha yaha tuccha kalama kyA likhe ? __- sAdhvI bhuvanakIrttizrI 366manohannamasooooooom kahe
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________________ haTAne ke lie karmoM kI phauja, karane ke lie paramAtmA kI khoja, lene ke lie mukti kI mauja, yaha pustaka hai sukha kA hauja / sAdhvI bhavyadarzitAzrI H yaha pustaka pratyeka vyakti ke lie atyanta hI upayogI hai / sAdhvI cAruvinItAzrI 28 yaha pustaka par3hane para aisA pratIta huA, mAno pratyeka zabda bhagavAna ke zrImukha meM se nikalA ho / sAdhvI abhyudayAzrI H isa pustaka ko par3hane se hamAre bhItara samasta jIvoM ke prati maitrI, paropakAra evaM karuNA prakaTa ho, guru evaM sahavartiyoM ke prati atyanta Adara-bhAva utpanna ho vaise manoratha hue haiM / sAdhvI cittadarzanAzrI H 8 jahAM laghutA hogI vahAM bhakti prakaTa hogI, jahAM bhakti hogI vahAM mukti prakaTa hogI, pustaka kA yaha vAkya mujhe atyanta hI pasanda AyA / sAdhvI vIradarzanAzrI - pUjya zrI kI vAcanA soye hue AtamarAma ko jhakajhora rahI hai / suSupta cetanA tanika jAgRta hone ke lie prayatnazIla hai / 1 sAdhvI haMsamaitrI zrI ( kahe kalApUrNasUri 3 - anAdi kAla se prabhu kA jo viyoga hai, usa prabhu kA saMyoga kara de aise yogoM ke ArAdhana karane kI icchA yaha pustaka paDhane se huI / sAdhvI haMsalakSitAzrI 8 0 367
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________________ 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka meM lokottara bAteM hai / AtmA ko paramAtmA banAne kI vANI-gaMgA hara peja para chalakatI hai / sA. candrajyotsnAzrI 28 aneka graMthoM kA sAra isa pustaka meM rahA huA hai / pustaka paDhane se aba hama prabhu ke karate hai, pahale hama sirpha pAMva ghaMTA hI bhakti meM bhI ullAsa baDhA hai / - pAsa bhakti bha pustaka paDhane ke bAda jApa, prabhu-bhakti baDhe maiM prayatnazIla rahUMgI / - pustaka paDhane para pratidina AdhA ghaMTA paDhanA (saMkalpa) kI hai / pratIta huA / 3680 AdhA ghaMTA bhakti karate the / guru sA. prazamanidhizrI isake lie sA. dhanaMjayAzrI H sA. manojayAzrI - isa pustaka meM aisA akhUTa jJAna kA khajAnA hai ki jisakA varNana nahIM ho sakatA / - - sA. anaMtakiraNAzrI 8 pustaka se bhakti meM rasa jagA hai / maMdira meM se nikalane kI icchA nahIM hotI / aisI dhAraNA sA. bhuvanazrI puna: puna: isa pustaka kA svAdhyAya karane jaisA hai sA. jitapadmAzrI aisA sA. akSayacandrAzrI 17 kahe kalApUrNasUri
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________________ pUjyazrI kI vAcanA kA utkRSTa vacana Aja bhI kAna meM gUMja rahA hai : 'prabhu ne jinheM priya mAne unheM priya mAnakara jInA, yahI muni kA lakSya honA cAhie / ' - sA. haMsadarzitAzrI pustaka ke pratyeka pRSTha para rahI huI prabhu-prema kI pyAliyAM pI kara hama bhI kRtArtha hue / - sA. jayaprajJAzrI pUjyazrI kI vANIrUpa pAnI ko pustaka ke bAMdha meM saMgRhIta karane kA bhagIratha kAma karanevAle pU baMdhuyugala abhinaMdana ke pAtra hai| - sA. jayadharmAzrI isa pustaka se mujhe hara bhava kA pAtheya milA hai| mere phalodI gAMva ke ratna mahAna yogI bana sake to maiM bhI isa mArga para kyoM na cala sakU ? - aisA bAra-bAra vicAra A rahA hai / ___- sA. jinakRpAzrI yaha pustaka paDhane para sArA dina mana ke adhyavasAya zubha rahate haiN| - sA. jijJezAzrI sAkSAt tIrthaMkara prabhu kI vANI kI jhAMkhI huI / - sA. zIlaguNAzrI pUjyazrI kA pustaka amUlya hai| donoM pustaka Adhe par3ha liye haiM / paDhate AnaMda AtA hai aura lagatA hai ki hamameM kucha bhI nahIM hai / tathA prabhu ke prati bhakti-bhAva baDha rahA hai / - sA. abhyudayAzrI-tattvajJatAzrI amadAvAda (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30mmmwwwwwwwwwwwwww 369)
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________________ pustaka paDhane para lagAH prabhu satata prema kI vRSTi kara rahe hai, para hama hI nahIM jhela rahe haiM / - sA. akSayaprajJAzrI samudra se taraMga kI taraha maiM bhI prabhu se bhinna nahIM hUM - yaha pustaka dvArA jAnane para maiM AnaMda se bhara gaI huuN| - sA. indravadanAzrI pustaka meM hara jagaha pUjyazrI kI karuNA se darzana hote hai / - sA. zItaladarzanAzrI samyag dizA aura samyag mArga kI ora le jAnevAlI pustaka arthAt : 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' _ - sA. dIptidarzanAzrI pUjyazrI kA pustaka paDhane para hara gaccha ke pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIoM ko pUjyazrI para ahobhAga jagatA hai / - sA. yazodharmAzrI isa pustaka ne prabhu kA svarUpa samajhAyA / ___- sA. anaMtajyotizrI bAra bAra paDhane para bhI mana tRpta nahIM hotA / - sA. jinarakSitAzrI pustaka kabhI bolatI nahIM hai, para yaha pustaka bolatI hui mahasusa huI / mAno pUjyazrI ke prabhAva se jar3a meM bhI vANI pragaTa huI / - sA. dRDhapratijJAzrI isa pustaka meM sAdhanA ke lie kyA nahIM hai ? yahI prazna hai| - sA. samyaktvaratnAzrI (3700000000000000Booooon kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ isa pustaka ne hameM samajhAyA ki bhakti ke alAvA mukti kA dUsarA koI mArga nahIM hai / ___Round is ring which has no end, but 'Bhakti' is thing which has direct connection with Paramatma. - sA. jinabhaktizrI jyoM jyoM pustaka paDhatI gaI tyoM tyoM kabhI na sune hue, na jAne hue naye-naye padArtha jAnane milate gaye / - sA. smitavadanAzrI bindu kA saMcaya arthAt mahAsAgara ! kiraNoM kA samUha arthAt divAkara ! gulAboM kA milana arthAt gulajhAra ! 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka arthAt jJAna kA ratnAkara ! - sA. jinarasAzrI ina pustakoM ko jitanA adhika paDhate hai, utanI adhika - adhika paDhane kI icchA hotI rahatI hai / - sA. vinayanidhizrI isa pustaka kA merA priya vAkya : 'zrutajJAna mAtra paDha-paDha kara nahIM, paraMtu usa mutAbika jIvana jI kara TikAnA hai / ' - sA. jItaprajJAzrI sUrya kI kiraNa pakar3I nahIM jA sakatI, usa prakAra isa pustaka kA varNana nahIM ho sakatA / - sA. cellaNAzrI saMyama-jIvana kI pragati ke lie utsukatA baDhI hai / - sA. cArustutizrI (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 300wooooooooooooo0000 371)
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________________ pustaka paDhane se doSa kama ho, guNa pragaTa ho, aise manoratha hue haiN| - sA. divyaratnAzrI / deva-guru kI AjJAnusAra jIvana vyatIta karuM - aisI sphuraNA pustaka paDhane se huI / - sA. maitrIratnAzrI "bhakti hI mukti kI dUtI hai" yoM isa pustaka se jAnane para bhakti kI ora mana jhukA / . - sA. maitrIdharmAzrI 'pUjyazrI sAkSAt bola rahe ho' aisA isa pustaka ko paDhane se pratIta hotA hai / - sva. sA. maitrIkalpAzrI pustaka paDhane se prabhu ko dekhate prasannatA bar3ha rahI hai / - sA. virAgarasAzrI varSIdAna se vaMcita rahe hue usa brAhmaNa ko prabhu zrI mahAvIra ne lAsTa meM devadUSya dekara bhI saMtoSa diyA, usa prakAra vAMkI kI vAcanAoM se vaMcita rahe hue hameM bhI isa pustaka ne saMtoSa diyA / - sA. cAruprasannAzrI isa pustaka meM pUjyazrI ne sAdhu jIvana kA saba hI parosa diyA hai| - sA. divyapratimAzrI pustaka meM darzita pUjyazrI kI bAteM pAThaka ke hRdaya ko gadgad banA detI hai| ___- sA. vAtsalyanidhizrI (372 66 ooooooooooooms kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3)
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________________ AtmAnaMda ke bIja kA AdhAna yaha pustaka paDhate-paDhate huA / isase jyAdA dUsarA kyA lAbha ho sakatA hai ? - sA. samyagdarzanAzrI yaha pustaka, paDhanevAle bhAvuka ko bhakti ke divyaloka meM le jAtI hai| - sA. priyadharmAzrI pustaka paDhane ke bAda prabhu-darzana karate prasannatA bahuta hI bar3ha rahI hai| - sA. virAgayazAzrI isa kitAba ko par3hate-paDhate hI hRdaya meM prabhu-bhakti kI dhArA bahatI hai / - sA. saMjayazIlAzrI, vApI 'kahe' aura 'kAM' Adi sabhI pustaka paDhe / bahuta hI suMdara saMyama-jIvana ko puSTi denevAle hai| mahApuruSoM ke jIvana kA mAno pratyakSa darzana ho rahA ho - aisA ehasAsa ho rahA hai| - mahAsatI suzIlAbAi, boTAda saMpradAya, dhoLA Apake donoM pustaka dekhe / bahuta hI AnaMda huA / vIravANI . kA kitanA acchA viniyoga Apa kara rahe haiM ? bhUri-bhUri anumodanA / - mahAsatI padmAbAi, rAjakoTa maiM itanI dUra hUM, phira bhI pustaka par3hate samaya aisA mahasUsa hotA hai : maiM pAlItAnA meM hI baiThakara pUjyazrI ke vacanAmRta suna rahI huuN| - ku. tArakezvarI pI. bhaMsAlI, hubalI (karNATaka) kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3ooooooooooooooooooom 373)
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________________ pratyakSa guru bhagavaMta kI vAcanA kA lAbha to hameM nahIM mila sakatA hai, lekina unake pustakArUDha pavitra zabda sunane kA lAbha milA, usase bhI hama dhanya bane / dhanya haiM Apa jaise saMta-satiyAM, jo pU. AcArya bhagavaMta kI madhura vAcanA lekara jIvana dhanya banA rahe haiM / pustaka paDhane para dhyAna AtA hai ki vAMkI tIrtha meM praznottarI kI kaisI dhUma macI hogI ? mahAsatI kamalaprabhAzrI, kakaravA kaccha 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka milate hI mujhe lagA: merI prArthanA saphala huI / pUjya zrI ke pravacana madrAsa tathA beMgalora meM sunane mile the, lekina hama Tepa nahIM kara sakate the / kyoMki Apa loga mAika kA upayoga nahIM karate / jIva bahuta hI vyathita ho rahA thA : agara keseTa hotI to mana kI zAMti ke lie pUjyazrI kI vANI kabhI bhI suna sakatA thA / isa prArthanA kA phala 7-8 varSoM ke bAda milA / aba mere pAsa pUjyazrI kI vANI kI pustaka hI A gaI : jaba cAhe taba paDhI jA sake / dhIrubhAI Thakkara, AmbaraDI - 374 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka hamArA svAdhyAya grantha bana gayA hai / isa pustaka kA hama pratidina sAtha milakara svAdhyAya karate haiM / bAbubhAi kar3IvAlA, amadAvAda - - nitya prati sAmAyika meM isa pustaka ke ekeka peja dotIna bAra paDhane kA nirNaya kiyA hai / adbhuta AnaMda AtA hai / - TIku Ara. sAvalA, manapharA- kaccha ( mumbaI ) - t - kaccha (abhI cennaI) pustaka hAtha meM lene ke bAda chor3ane kI icchA hI nahIM hotI / dhanajI bI. sAvalA, manapharA- kaccha (mumbaI) 1877 kahe kalApUrNasUri - 3
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________________ jisane yaha pustaka hAtha meM lI hogI, use yaha patA nahIM calegA ki kitane baje hai ? paDhe hue sabhI pustakoM meM zreSThatama pustaka hama ise ginate haiM / ina pustakoM ko pAThaka kI samakSa lAnevAle pU. paMnyAsajI baMdhuyugala tathA unheM janma denevAlI mAtRzrI bhamIbena bhI dhanyavAdAha hai| - jatina, nikuMja, vaDodarA 'kahA kalApUrNasUri ne' pustaka mila gaI / pustaka bhejI usake lie atyanta AbhAra / hama Apake RNI haiM / dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki hamArI dUsarI mahAsatiyAM yahAM AI haiM, unhoM ne yaha pustaka dekhI / unheM bhI yadi yaha pustaka prApta ho to uttama, yaha bhAvanA hai| yadi Apa bheja sakeM to 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' aura 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' ye donoM pustakeM bhejane kI kRpA kareM / - anasUyAbAI mahAsatI rAjakoTa 'kahe kalApUrNasUri', 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' donoM amUlya grantharatna mile / sacamuca, ye graMtharatna mAtra saMgraha karane yogya hI nahIM haiM, parantu una granthoM ke sAtha satsaMga karane yogya hai / aise ye amUlya grantha haiM / ApazrI ne pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtazrIjI kI vAcanA ko jo zabdastha kI hai vaha sacamuca anumodanIya hai / __- hitavardhanasAgara, 72 jinAlaya, kaccha 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka milI / Apane atyanta ruci evaM lagana se saMkalana kiyA hai, jisake lie Apa sAdhuvAda ke pAtra haiM / aneka jIvoM ke lie yaha grantha mahA upakAraka banegA yaha niHzaMka hai / aise aneka grantha Apake dvArA zAsana ko prApta hote raheM, aisI zubhecchA / / - aravindasAgara, ahamadAbAda (kahe kalApUrNasUri - 30000000000000000000 375)
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________________ mujhe to yahI lagatA hai ki jisa prakAra 'navakAra' caudaha pUrva kA sAra hai, usa prakAra isa halAhala kaliyuga meM samasta zAstroM kA sAra yaha pustaka hai| nAsamajha ko bhI isa pustaka se atyanta hI samajha mila sakatI hai| hameM to mAno 'paMtha vacce prabhujI malyA' usa prakAra paMtha ke madhya hI kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka prApta ho gaI / ataH aba hogA vahAM taka to varSa meM eka bAra to usakA svAdhyAya karane kA prayatna kareMge hI, tAki hamAre jIvana meM hone vAlI kSatiyA dUra hoM / - sAdhvI sujyeSThAzrI 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' vAcanAdAtA : pU.A.zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja, avataraNa / saMpAdana : ubhaya pU. gaNivara (paMnyAsapravara) zrI mukticandravijayajI ma., zrI municandravijayajI ma., prakAzaka : zAntijina ArAdhaka maMDala, jaina maMdira ke pAsa, manapharA (zAntiniketana), jI. kaccha, gujarAta, pIna : 370 140, DemI sAijha, peja 552, mUlya : aprakAzita. thor3e samaya pUrva prakAzita aura adbhuta lokapriyatA prApta prakAzana 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' (jisakI dUsarI AvRtti prakAzita karanI par3e - itanI mAMga hai) aisA hI yaha dUsarA bar3A grantha hai : 'kaDaM kalApUrNasUrie' isameM aMjAra, po.su. 14, tA. 20-1-2000 se zrA.va. 2, 187-2000, pAlitAnA taka ke vihAra daurAna diye hue vAcanA - pravacanoM meM se saMgRhIta pUjyazrI kI sAdhanApUta vANI ke aMza mudrita hai / pUrva prakAzana kI taraha yaha pustaka bhI avazya lokapriya / lokopakArI banegA - aisA niHzaMka kahA jA sakatA hai| pUrva pustaka kI taraha isameM bhI pratyeka naye prakaraNoM ke prAraMbha meM pUjyazrI kI lAkSaNika tasvIreM dI gaI hai / TAiTala citra atyaMta AkarSaka banA hai| ubhaya pU. gaNivara (paMnyAsajI) baMdhuoM dvArA bahuta hI prayatna se kiyA gayA yaha saMkalana sacamuca 'gAgara meM sAgara' kI upamA denI par3e - aisA viziSTa hai / jJAna-dhyAna-bhakti mArga kI gaharI bAteM - anubhUtiyAM isameM zabdastha banI hai| sacamuca paDhane lAyaka aura cintana karane lAyaka yaha pustaka hone se isameM lAbha lenevAloM ko jitane dhanyavAda deM, utane kama hI mAnA jAyegA / ANHARIYAYARI P HASIRAMLALA 376 0ROBHOPENEDEPUTORIHONORTS kahe AR
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________________ adeTInjAyogI dhyAna-vicAra pArvaza kathita sAmAyika LET | | | | Elaf ARER kalApUra
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________________ gujaya AzAIdevazrInuM sAhitya Udala (saMvivecana) ne mana bhItara bhagavAn paramatattva kI upAsanA * mA ka suaudhi rApUrNasUri-3 paNa muni ma. AcArya zrI vijayakalApUrNa sUrIdharajIma.sA. 6. jApArgarijI ma.
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________________ jJAna bhaNDAra meM jo pustakeM hai ve nirarthaka nahIM hai / unake yogya koI na koI jIva isa vizva meM haiM hI / yogya samaya para ve A hI phuNceNge| pustakeM svayaM ke yogya pAThakoM kI pratIkSA karatI huI bhItara baiThI huI haiN| ____- kahe kalApUrNasUri, peja-56 zrA. vada 9 maMgalavAra di. 25-7-2000 Tejas Printers AHMEDABAD PH. (079) 26601045