Kahe Kalapurnasuri Part 02 Gujarati

Author(s): Muktichandravijay, Munichandravijay
Publisher: Shanti Jin Aradhak Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032614/1

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kahe kalApUrNasUri-ra (47) kalApUrNa rie) - paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi - paM. municandravijaya gaNi

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paze be S, SGIpUriyA kahe kalApUrNamUri-8 -ani muliviya - gaNi municaviSe ka, kalAI kI mukticandravijaya pANi municandra vijaya cthAmA kalikAlasarvajJalIhemacandrasUriviracitam Pict TyAzrayamahAkAvyam (anvayAH nuvAda - prapoga - vibhUSitama) gA: ! 1-10 AzIrvAdadAtAra: adhyAtmayoginaH pUjyAcAryAH zrImavijayakalApUrNagUrIkharA: pUjya paM. zrI kalAprabhavijayajI gaNivarAzya sampAdakAbhuvAdako munizrI mukticandravijaya-putthiyAdisyo joradArayA marirama - paM. malsiyandravijaya hA, - , municaka vijaya gaui mahAsa-100079 EnteARAN - La abhidhAnavistApadinAganAlAyAH akArAdikrameNa jJAnagaMgA sArtha-zabdAvalI mahopAdhyAya zrI yazaivajyagaNi prANIta: * vyAzIrvAdAtAra * adhyAtyayoginaH pUjyapAdAH AcAryAH zrIvijayakalApUrNasarIzvarAH mANurabhASiNaH mApAyA AcAmAH zrIbijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarAzca | Fortcutangrat yinita) kdinabanavajI gaNizrI mukticandravijayaH gaNizrI municandravijayazca maniSa SARS NUAniti

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la sAhitya sorue 9- avimuntiya viSaya -maziniyana piya pR. gacitrA muktidravijayajI pu. munizrI municaMdavijayajI pAya praveza kahiAjarAjAcAryayomAndrAvidhitA sagajarAyo goli abhidhAnacintAmaNi-nAmamAlA pAsavAna kRpayAdA AcAryA zrIvijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarAH pAtA AcArya zrIvijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarAH kaccha SalegayanIviyA niyavia [sampAdana mukticandravijayaH gaNizrI municandravijayazca jena-saTpaH zrI pANIpara zve. ma. A CAUSUS jaya vijaya AzIrvAda-dAra Amonita jyA Apa zrI zAlibhadra mahAkAvyama bhI vijaya kalApUrNa sUrInyAH pU.munirAja zrI mukticandravijayajI ma.sA. pU.munirAja zrI municandra vijayajI ma.sA.

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kahe kalApUrNasUri = e (kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie) (adhyAtmayogI pU. AcAryazrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) (poSa suda-14, tA. 20-01-2000, guvA thI, aSADha vada-2, tA. 18-07-2000, maMgaLavAra) vAcanA pU.A.zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - AlaMbana pUjyazrInA guru-maMdiranI pratiSThA, . vi.saM. 206 2, mahA vada 6, tA. 19-02-2006, ravivAra, zaMkhezvara preraNA pU.A.zrI vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pU.paM.zrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNi avataraNa-saMpAdana paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi, paM. municandravijaya gaNi prakAzana zrI kalApUrNasUri sAdhanA smAraka TrasTa Agama maMdiranI pAchaLa, posTa zaMkhezvara, ji. pATaNa (u.gu), pIna : 384 246. zrI zAnti jina ArAdhaka maMDala manapharA, zAntiniketana, jI. kaccha, tA. bhacAU, pIna : 370 140.

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ja pustaka : huM kalApUrNasUrizva (pU. AcAryazrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) prathama AvRtti : i.sa. 2000; vi.saM. 2016 dvitIya AvRtti H i.sa. 2006, vi.saM. 2062 avataraNa- saMpAdana : paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi paM. manicandravijaya gaNi 0 mUlya : rU. 140/0 nakala : 1000 o saMparka sUtra : i TI Ara. sAvalA POPULAR PLASTIC HOUSE 39, D. N. Road, Sitaram Building, 'B' Block, Near Crowford Market, MUMBAI - 400 001. * Ph. : (022) 23436369, 23436807, 23441141 Mobile : 9821406972 SHANTILAL / CHAMPAK B. DEDHIA 20, Pankaj 'A', Plot No. 171, L.B.S. Marg, Ghatkopar (W), MUMBAI - 400 086. * Ph. : (022) 25101990 CHANDRAKANT J. VORA : Phool Wadi, Bhachau, Kutch (Guj.). Ph. : (02837) 223405 4 mudraka : Tejas Printers 403, Vimal Vihar Apartment, 22, Saraswati Society, Nr. Jain Merchant Society, Paldi, AHMEDABAD - 380 007. * Ph. : (079) 26601045

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che D) ODDDDD) ( bhA. punaH prakAzana prasaMge... suvidhAMjana-sparzathI Akha jyAra; avidyAnuM aMdhAru bhArI vidAra, jue te kSaNe yogIo dhyAna - te nizAtmA viSe zrIparAtmA saheja - jJAnasAra 148 6 - padyAnuvAda jJAnasAramAM A rIte AvatA varNana mujaba ja pUjayazrInuM jIvana hatuM, e sau koi supere jANe che. e mahAyogI potAnA hRdayamAM bhagavAnane jotA hatA, jyAre loko temanAmAM bhagavAnane jotA hatA. [ AvA siddhayogInI vANI sAMbhaLavA - vAMcavA loko Atura hoya te svAbhAvika che. - pUjyazrInI hAjarImAM ja 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakanA cAreya bhAgo bahAra paDI gayA hatA, jijJAsu ArAdhaka loko dvArA apratima prazaMsA paNa pAmelA hatA. chellA ghaNA samayathI ArAdhako taraphathI A pustakanI mAMgaNI hatI, paNa nakalo khalAsa thai jatAM ame e mAMgaNI saMtoSI zakatA na hatA. pahelA bhAganI traNa-traNa AvRtti bahAra paDavA chatAM lokonI mAMgaNI cAlu ja hatI. pachInA traNa bhAgo to bahu ja durlabha banI gayA hatA. kAraNa ke tenI eka ja AvRtti bahAra paDelI hatI. zaMkhezvara tIrtha vi.saM. 206 2, mahA vada 6, tA. 1902-2006nA pUjayazrInA guru-maMdiranI pratiSThAnA pAvana prasaMgane lakSamAM laine prastuta pustakanA cAreya bhAgo hindI tathA gujarAtImAM eka sAthe bahAra pADavAmAM AvI rahyA che, te khUba ja AnaMdaprada ghaTanA che.

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A graMthanA punaH prakAzana mATe mukhya preraka parama zAsana prabhAvaka, vartamAna samudAya-nAyaka pUjaya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvadharya pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara tathA pravaktA pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kIrticaMdravijayajI gaNivara Adine ame vaMdana karIe chIe. A graMthanA khUba ja cIvaTa ane khaMtapUrvaka avataraNasaMpAdana tathA punaH saMpAdana karanArA pU. paMnyAsajI zrI mukticaMdravijayajI gaNivara tathA pU. paMnyAsajIzrI municaMdra-vijayajI gaNivarano ame khUba-khUba AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A graMthamAM Arthika sahayoga ApanArA mahAnubhAvone ame hArdika dhanyavAda ApIe chIe. divaMgata pU. munivaryazrI muktAnaMdavijayajIno paNa AmAM apUrva sahayoga rahyo che, jene yAda karatAM ame gadgad banI rahyA chIe. | hindI prakAzanamAM Arthika sahayoga ApanAra phalodI cAturmAsa samiti tathA phalodI nivAsI (hAla, cennai) kavaralAla ceriTebala TrasTa tathA cennainA anya dAtAone vizeSataH abhinaMdana ApIe chIe. zrIyuta dhanajI gelA gAlA parivAra (lAkaDI) dvArA nirmita guru-maMdiranI pratiSThAnA pAvana prasaMgane lakSamAM rAkhIne prakAzita thatA A graMtha-ratnone vAcakonA kara-kamaLamAM mUkatAM atyaMta harSanI lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe. atyaMta zIghratAthI cIvaTapUrvaka cAreya bhAgone hindIgujarAtImAM chApI ApanAra tejasa prinTarsavALA tejasa hasamukhabhAi zAha (amadAvAda)ne paNa zI rIte bhUlI zakAya? - prazake

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pUjyazrInI vANI jijJAsu vargamAM vadhune vadhu prasAra pAme, evI bhAvanApUrvaka prastuta graMthanuM prakAzana karatAM AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. zrI kaccha vAgaDa sAta covIzI jaina samAja saMcAlita velajI dAmajI bhaNazAlI yAtrika bhuvana, pAlItANA.

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sahayogIone dhanyavAda 1 25 hemAMjali TrasTa surendranagara ..... (125 zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ArAdhanA bhavana zrI vAgaDa vI.o.zve.mU.pU. jaina saMgha, goregAma, muMbai.... 1rapa bharUDiyA jaina saMgha bharUDiyA, kaccha-vAgaDa. navajIvana jaina zve.mU.pU. saMgha muMbai-8 .... .1 25. zrI vAgaDa vI.o.zve.mU.pU. jaina saMgha aMdherI (vesTa), muMbai ..

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/ manapharAmaMDana zrI vAsupUjyasvAmine namaH || // zrI padma-jIta-hIra-kanaka-devendra-kaMcana-kalApUrNa kalAprabhasUrigurubhyo namaH | ka prakAzakIya vAgaDa samudAyanI ujjavala paraMparAnA vAhako jyotirvid pUjya dAdAzrI padmavijayajI, saMyamamartipUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI, vAtsalyamUrti pUjya AcArya zrI vijayakakasUrijI, parama kriyAruci, osavAla samAjanA uddhAraka pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya devendrasUrijI Adi mahAtmAonA amArA para khUba ja upakAra che. e ujjavala paraMparAnA vAhaka puNya-puruSa pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne jaina jagatamAM koNa nahi jANatuM hoya ? samagra bhArata varSanA jainomAM abhUtapUrva lokacAhanA prApta karanAra pUjya AcArya zrI Aje vAgaDa samudAyanA nAyaka tarIke che, tenuM amane gaurava che. pUjyazrInA darzanArthe seMkaDo loko satata AvatA rahe che. jeo vaMdana, vAsakSepa, vArtAlApa, vyAkhyAna-zravaNa AdinI IcchA dharAvatA hoya che, paNa e IcchA badhAnI pUrNa thatI nathI. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA maLe to paNa dUra besavAnA kAraNe tathA pUjyazrIno avAja dhImo hovAnA kAraNe barAbara sAMbhaLI zakAtuM nathI. pUjyazrInI vANIno lAbha sau pAmI zake, e hetuthI prastuta pustaka amArA taraphathI pragaTa karavAmAM AvI rahyuM che. AnAthI pahelA "kahe kalApUrNasUri' (jemAM vAMkI tIrthe apAyelI vAcanAno saMgraha hato. vi.saM. 2055) nAmanuM pustaka ane prakAzita karI cUkayA chIe. e pustakanI eTalI mAMgaNI AvI ke thoDAka ja samayamAM badhI nakalo khalAsa thaI gaI. haju paNa roja mAMgaNI AvyA ja kare che. AthI khyAla Ave che ke pUjyazrInA vicAro jANavA loko keTalA Atura che? vAMkI tIrthe cAturmAsa pachI pUjyazrI bharacaka kAryakramamAM vyasta rahyA. jo ke, pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM sadA AvA ja bharacaka kAryakramo rahyA kare che.

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vAMkIcAturmAsa pachI pAlItANAsudhInA kAryakramonI AcherI jhalaka vi.saM. 2016 kA.va. 12-13 bhuja khAte aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA tathA pArasakumAra, nItAbenanI dIkSA. kA.va. 30 mAdhApara, pU.sA. zrI anaMtakiraNAzrIjInA vardhamAnatapanI 100 oLInuM pAraNuM. ja mA.su. 3 vAMkI tIrthe, zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI pratiSThA. ja mA.su. 5 vAMkI tIrthe, zrImatI pannAbena dinezabhAI ravajI mahetA Ayojita upadhAna tapanI mALa. 0 mA.va. 3 madrA, upAzraya - udghATana. mA.va. 11 mAMDavI, sA. zrI amIvarSAzrIjInA vardhamAnatapanI 108 oLInuM pAraNuM. - po.va. 6 nayA aMjAra, pratiSThA tathA rUpezakumAra, rITA, raMjana, mamatA, zarmiSThA, maMjulA, tArA, saralA, haMsA, darzanA, sunItA, damayaMtI Adi 12nI dIkSA (1 puruSa +11 baheno) ja po.va. 8 dhamaDakA-pratiSThA. ja mahA su. 6 vAMkI tIrthe, AcArya-paMcAsa-gaNi-pada-pradAna prasaMga. >> mahA su. 13. gAMdhIdhAma, pratiSThA mahotsava. mahA va. ra thI | manapharA, mAtRzrI vejIbena gAMgajI ladhA deDhIA parivAra dvArA nirmita mahA va.5 guru-maMdiramAM pU. dAdAzrI jItavijayajI, pU. kanakasUrijI tathA pU. devendrasUrijI-A traNa gurumUrti pratiSThA tathA pU.sA. zrI prabhaMjanAzrIjI, pU.sA.zrI saumyajyotizrIjI, pU.sA. zrI saumyakItizrIjInA vardhamAnatapanI 100 oLInA pAraNA. mahA va. 6 thI ii mAtRzrI nAMgalabena maNasI lakhadhIra kAriyA-parivAra Ayojita mahA va.pra. 12U manapharA-kaTAriyA cha'rI pAlaka saMgha. mahA.va. kri. 12) mAtRzrI pAlaIbena gelAbhAI gAlA parivAra Ayojita lAkaDIyAthI thI ce.su.5 / pAlItANA cha'rI pAlaka saMgha. vAMkI pachI lAkaDIyA sudhI kAryakramonI vyastatAnA kAraNe pUjyazrInI vAcanAo khAsa goThavAI nathI. amArA manapharA gAmamAM pUjyazrI padhAryA, paNa kAryakramo eTalA bharacaka hatA ke eka paNa vAcanA rahI zakI nathI. prastuta pustakamAM cAMdAviya payA para pUjyazrIe ApelI vAcanA saMpUrNapaNe (phA.su. 5 thI aSA. va.2) prakAzita thayelI che. jenuM avataraNa-saMpAdana amArA gAmanA ratno pUjya gaNizrI municandravijayajI tathA pUjya gaNizrI gulicandravijayajI dvArA thayeluM che teno amane AnaMda che. presa kopI karI ApanAra pU. sA. zrI kalpanAditAzrIjInuM ame kRtajJatApUrvaka smaraNa karIe chIe. Arthika sahAyatA ApanAra tathA jhaDapI mudraNa karI ApanAra hasamukhabhAI sI. zAha paNa dhanyavAdane pAtra che. - pUjyazrInI durlabhavANI sau jijJAsuo aMtaHkaraNanA umaLakAthI vadhAvI leze evI apekSA che.

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@hI lIthI padavIusaManLI mahAsuda-6,tA/11/2/2000 zukvAra

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zuranTanAgarIdha-pravizatavAhimajiti upAzrayA dhyAnAdhArI .4.5, tA/25/3/2000, ravivAra

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pAlItANA-cAturmAsa, pravezanI jhalaka jeTha suda-10, 11/ 6 / 000 vivAra

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| sarala svabhAvI pU. munizrI mukatAnaMdavijayajI ma.sA. janma : vi.saM. 1989, phA.va. 5, tA. 16-031933, manapharA-kaccha dIkSA : vi.saM. 2050, vai.sa. 5, tA. 16-05-1994, madrAsa vaDI dIkSA: vi.saM. 2050, vai.va.6, madrAsa kALa dharma : vi.saM. 2061, vai.su.8, tA. 16-05-2005, muMbaI | o gurudeva! Apa to amArA hRdayanA hAra hatA, sarvasva hatA. 61 varSanI uMmare dIkSita banavA chatAM saraLatA, samatA, svAzrayitA, samarpaNazIlatA, Adi guNothI potAnA guru - dAdAguru - gurubhAI (pU. kalApUrNasUrijI - pU. kalAprabhasUrijI, pU. paM. mukticandravijayajI, pU.paM. municandravijayajI) AdinA hRdayamAM evA vasyA ke vinayamAM dAkhalArUpa banyA. pUjaya AcAryazrI aneka vakhata vinaya vageremAM ApanuM udAharaNa ApatA. (juo, kahe kalApUrNasUri 2, phA.su. 9, caMduranuM pravacana) chellA be varSa kensaranI pIDA hasate mukhe sahana karIne Ape samAdhino utkRSTa Adarza Apyo che. sadA Apa svaMgathI amArA para AzIrvAda varasAvatA rahezo. ApanA caraNe agaNita vaMdanA. bhAnubena (saMsArI patnI) mahendra, TIku (saMsArI putra) amRtibena, nayanA (saMsArI putravadhu) pUjA, tIrtha, virati(pautra-pautrI) Adi sAvalA parivAra, (manapharA-kaccha) li.

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pAdakarI :00 jenA hRdaya-ghaTamAM adhyAtmano sUrya ugI gayo hoya tevA yogInI jIvana kriyA kevI hoya? vANI kevI hoya? vicAradhArA kevI hoya? emanA astitvano prabhAva kevo hoya (? e jANavA mATe adhyAtmayogIzrInuM jIvana AdarzarUpa che. Aii pUjyazrInI atyaMta amUcchita dazAmAM atyaMta dhIraja ane anudvignapaNe thatI pratyeka kriyAo, aMdara kaMIka ghaTayuM che tenI sUcanA Ape che. caherA para vartAtI sadAnI prasannatA aMdara chalakAtA Atmika AnaMdanI jhalaka che. pUjyazrInA mukhethI nIkaLatI sahaja vANI, (jemAM koI Aveza nathI, utAvaLa nathI, bUma-barADA nathI ke hAtha AdinA abhinayo nathI. bhujAskAlanahastAsya - vikArAbhinayAH pre| madhyAtmasAravijJAstu vanyavivRkSaNA: // - adhyAtmasAra) emanI AdhyAtmikatAno IzAro che. ame ra9 varSathI pUjyazrInI nikaTamAM chIe. amane kadI e jovA maLyuM nathI ke (emaNe koIne AMjI nAkhavA mATe, koIne prabhAvita karavA mATe, ke potAnI vidvattA batAvavA mATe eka vAkyano paNa prayoga karyo hoya. pUjyazrI sahaja bhAve bolatA hoya nei sabhAjano svayaM prabhAvita banI jatA hoya, e judI vAta che. paNa pUjyazrI taraphathI che e mATeno koI ja prayatna nathI. maulika ciMtana ke maulika vicAro jANavAnI abhilASAvALA A pustaka vAMcatAM nirAza thaze. kAraNa ke pUjyazrI vAraMvAra bhAra ApIne kahetA rahe che : ahIM mAruM kazuM nathI. huM to mAtra mAdhyama chuM. bolAvanAra bhagavAna che. huM ahIM kazuM kaheto nathI, huM to mAtra bhagavAnanuM kaheluM tamArI pAse pahoMcADuM chuM. jo ke pUjyazrInA pratyeka vacano sAdhanA-pUta hoya che, paNa pUjyazrI potAnI anubhUtine -

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ja zAstranI paMktio sAthe saMvAdI hoya to ja loko samakSa mUke che. mATe ja ahIM Dagale ne pagale tamane zAstranA AdhAro apAyelA jovA maLaze. zAstra-viruddha eka paNa akSara na bolAI jAya tenI takedArI jovA maLaze. vastutaH AvI takedArInI paNa jarUra nathI rahetI. kAraNa ke AvA mahApuruSonI mati zAstrathI eTalI parikarmita banelI hoya che ke svAbhAvika rIte ja zAstra-viruddha vacana nIkaLatuM nathI. AthI maulika ciMtananI apekSAvALA nArAja thAya te svAbhAvika che. kahevAtuM "maulika ciMtana" paNa kharekhara "maulika" hoya che? kyAMka vAMcelA, kyAM sAMbhaLelA vicArone thoDA navA saMdarbhamAM kahevA eTalA mAtrathI "maulikatA" AvI gaI ? eka sthAne paMkhInI pAMkha joI, bIjA sthAne ghaDo joyo. have tame pAMkhavALA ghaDAnI vAta karI kahevA lAgyAH A mAruM maulika ciMtana che !! kharekhara A jagatamAM kAMI maulika che kharuM? pUjyazrInA zabdomAM kahIe to "ahIM maulika kazuM nathI. maulika vicAra huM ApuM chuM, e vicAra paNa abhimAnajanya che. bIja buddhinA nidhAna gaNadhara bhagavaMto paNa 'ttibemi' kahIne "bhagavAne kaheluM huM tamane kahuM chuM, ahIM mAruM kazuM nathI" ema kahetA hoya tyAM ApaNA jevAno maulikatAno dAvo * keTalo kSullaka gaNAya? jagatamAM akSaro to che ja. akSaro maLIne zabdo, zabdo maLIne vAkya, vAkyo 'ra maLIne phakaro, phakarAo maLIne prakaraNo, prakaraNo maLIne graMtha taiyAra thayo. AmAM mAruM CzuM ? ema vicAranAra racayitAne abhimAna zI rIte Ave ?" - A pustaka eTale amArI noTa ! pUjyazrI bolatA gayA te vakhate ja je lakhAyuM te ja mAtra thoDAka ja pheraphAra sAthe ahIM ApavAmAM AvyuM che. lakhatI vakhate thoDoka bhASAkIya Taca Apyo che. eTale ahIM kadAca bhASA saMpUrNapaNe pUjyazrInI na paNa hoya, paraMtu bhAva to pUjyazrIno ja che. AvuM ja eka pustaka (nAma : kahe, kalApUrNasUri) mahA suda-6, vi.saM. 2016mAM bahAra paDayuM, jemAM vAMkI tIrthe apAyelI pUjyazrInI vAcanAono sAra hato. e pustakanI eTalI badhI mAMgaNI AvI ke na pUcho vAta ! Aje paNa e mAMgaNI niraMtara cAlu ja che. AthI ja amane khyAla Avyo ke pUjyazrInA vaicArika vizvano paricaya pAmavA loko keTalA Atura che ! vANIthI ja mANasanA vicAro jaNAya che. pUjyazrInA darzanArthe niraMtara dhasI AvatI lokonI apAra bhIDa amane Thera-Thera jovA maLI che. koI Ayojana ke koI pracAra na hovA chatAM lokono satata dhasAro, bIjAne to ThIka, sadA sAthe rahenAra amane paNa AzcaryamAM garakAva karI mUke che.

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ghaNI vAra manamAM thAyaH sAkSAt tIrthakara bhale jovA nathI maLyA, paNa emanA puNyanI kaMIka jhalaka amane ahIM jovA maLI, e paNa amAruM bhAgya che. bhagavAnanuM niraMtara dhyAna dharanAranuM paNa ATaluM puNya hoya to sAkSAt bhagavAnanuM puNya kevuM haze ? arihaMta prabhu puNyanA bhaMDAra kahevAyA che. emanuM dhyAna dharanAra paNa puNyavAna bane ja, enuM uttama udAharaNa pUjyazrI che. pUjyazrInuM jIvana, pUjyazrInI kamanIya kAyA, nitya niraMtara prasannatAthI chalakAto cahero - Adi joIne ApaNane siddhayogInA lakSaNo yAda Ave. zArgadarapAtinAmanA ajaina graMthamAM yogInA prAthamika cihno A pramANe kahyA cheH alaulyamArogyamaniSThuratvaM, gandhaH zubho mUtrapurISamalpam / kAntiH prasAdaH svarasaumyatA ca, yogapravRtteH prathamaM hi cihnam // (skaMdapurANa, zvetAzvatara upaniSad AdimAM paNa Avo ja zloka che. ApaNA yoga graMthomAM paNa zrI haribhadrasUrijI dvArA A zlokanuM uddharaNa thayeluM che.) alolupatA, Arogya, komaLatA, zarIramAM sugaMdha, mUtrAdinI alpatA, zarIra para camakatI AbhA, caherA para prasannatA, avAjamAM saumyatA - A badhA yogInA prAthamika lakSaNo che. A AThe-ATha lakSaNo pUjyazrImAM ApaNane dekhAze. yoganI siddhi thaI che ke nahi? tenI nizAnI kaI? potAne ane bIjAne yogasiddhinI zI rIte khabara paDe ? ApaNA AvA praznonA javAbamAM skaMdapurANa kahe che : anurAgaM jano yAti, parokSe guNakIrtanam / na bibhyati ca sattvAni, siddhe lakSaNamucyate / / jene joIne loko anurAgI banI jAya, gerahAjarImAM paNa jemanA guNo gavAyA kare, jemanAthI prANIo Dare nahi. A yoganI siddhinA lakSaNo che. yogazAstranA bAramA prakAzamAM kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : aGgamRdutva - nidAnaM svedana - mardana - vivarjanenA'pi / snigdhIkaraNamatailaM prakAzamAnaM hi tattvamidam / / amanaskatayA saMjAyamAnayA nAzite manaHzalye / zithilIbhavati zarIraM chatramiva stabdhatAM tyaktvA / / yogazAstra, 12 - 37/38

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"mAlIza vinA paNa zarIranI komaLatA, tela vinA paNa cAmaDInI snigdhatA..... A aMdara prakAzatA tattvanuM bAhya cihna che. mananuM zalya TaLI jAya, mana saMpUrNa vilIna banI jAya tyAre zarIra akkaDatA choDIne, chatra jevuM zithila banI jAya che." pUjyazrIne pratyakSa jonAra tathA caraNa- sparza karanArane khyAla haze ke upara lakhyA pramANe ja pUjyazrInI camakatI tvacA che, komaLa kAyA che, akkaDAI vagaranuM aMga che. AvA siddhayogInA vacanAmRto sAMbhaLavA jIvanano parama AnaMda che. A AnaMda anya paNa pAmo, evA AzayathI prastuta pustaka prakAzita karAyuM che. prastuta pustakamAM mukhyatAe vAMkI cAturmAsa pachI jyAM jyAM vAcanA thaI ane ame jyAM jyAM hAjara rahIne avataraNa karyuM tenuM prakAzana karavAmAM AvyuM che. vi.saM. 2056 phAgaNa suda-5 thI caMdAvijhA paganA para zarU thayelI vAcanA aSADha vada-2, vi.saM. 2056 pAlItANAmAM pUrNa thayelI che. mATe tyAM sudhInI vAcanA A pustakamAM ApelI che. pUjyazrInA Azaya viruddha kaMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya to te badala hArdika micchAmi dukkaDaM yAcIe chIe. -gaNi mukticandravijaya -gaNi municandravijaya khImaIbena jaina dharmazALA taLeTI roDa, pAlItANA-364 270. ji. bhAvanagara (gujarAta) aSADha vada-3, budhavAra, tA. 18-7-2OOO

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ha che. aMjAra. poSa suda-14 28-1-2000, guruvAra prabodhAya vivekAya, hitAya prazamAya ca / samyak tattvopadezAya, satAM sUktiH pravartate // * prabhu vIranI prathama dezanA niSphaLa gaI. zuM kAraNa ? koipaNa kArya badhA kAraNonI hAjarIthI ja siddha thAya. koIpaNa kArya siddha na thAya tyAre nirAza na thatAM vicAravuM : jarUra koI kAraNanI khAmI che. kALa viSama che." ema kahIne chaTakI jazo nahi. kALane viSama banAvanAra ApaNe ja chIe. ApaNo ja vakra ane jaDa svabhAva che. | hemacandrasUri jevA to A kalikAlane paNa dhanyavAda Ape che: alpakALamAM paNa kalikAla sAdhanA saphaLa banAvI de che. sayugamAM to kroDo varSa sAdhanAmAM lAgI jatA. Akhare dRSTikoNanI vAta che. tame zubha dRSTikoNa rAkhIne game tevA naThArA padArthamAMthI paNa zubha zodhI zako. jema kRSNa marelI kUtarImAMthI dhoLA dAMta zodhI kADhelA. kalikAla paNa marelI kALI kUtarI che. emAMthI uThThala daMta-paMkti jevuM kazuMka zodhI kADhavuM joie. prabhunI niSphaLa dezanAnuM paNa saphaLa rahasya sarva virati vinA (noMdhaH "kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie" eTale ja "kahe kalApUrNasUri - 2 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 1

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tIrthanI sthApanA na thaI zake te che. * dIkSA lIdhI tyAre to vairAgya hato. atyAre che ke e Ubharo zamI gayo ? sAco vairAgya dina-pratidina vadhato ja rahe. dukAna kholo te divase kamANI thAya ane pachI na thAya te cAle ? * mUrtidarzana, jainadarzana, samyagdarzana, Atmadarzana, prabhudarzana - A badhA ja darzananA prakAro che. kharekhara to A badhA ja darzano thAya che tyAre ekI sAthe ja thAya che, * saMtonI vANI pAMca hetuothI nIkaLatI hoya che : prabodha, viveka, hita, prazama ane samyapha tattvano upadeza. * sanmArge laI jAya te sanmati, unmArge laI jAya te durmati. * tamArAmAM tIvra jijJAsA hoya to yogya mArga-darzaka guru maLe ja. kadAca koI guru na maLe to pustaka maLe. pustaka kholatAM ja tamane joItuM hoya te ja pAnuM maLe. * sajjanonI vANI prabodha mATe hoya che. prabodha ene kahevAya, je viveka jagADe, sva-parano bheda jaNAve, deha-AtmAnI bhinnatA jaNAve. ApaNe bIjuM badhuM jANIe chIe; eka mAtra AtmAne choDIne. nava tattvamAM sau prathama jIvatattva mUkyuM. e jIva-tattvathI ja ApaNe dUra rahIe tema kema cAle ? * "mUde bdi pave prabhuhuM mUDha chuM, pApI chuM. AvuM koNa bole che ? samartha jJAnIo. ne ApaNe ApaNI jAtane sarvajJa mAnIe chIe ! navapUrvI AryarakSita jevAne paNa jJAna-dAtA gurue kaheluM : haju tuM biMdu jeTaluM mAMDa bhaNyo che. sAgara jeTaluM bAkI che. sva-para bodha pAmavA tattvajJAnanA graMthono gahana abhyAsa joIe. - karma ane jIva dUdha-pANInI jema maLelA che. vivekI muni - haMsa ja tene alaga karI zake, ema 15 mA aSTakamAM upA. yazo 2 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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vi. kahe che. A bhinnatAnuM jJAna karAvavAnI dizAmAM sahAyaka na bane te sAcuM jJAna na kahevAya. samya prabodha na kahevAya. hinadima liyA', hitAhitafmajJa: yAM ? huM hita - ahitanI jANa banuM, evI paMcasUtrakAranI mAMgaNImAM vivekanI ja mAMgaNI che. * mApatuSa munine AvaDatuM'tuM tenAthI tamane vadhu AvaDatuM haze. chatAM mApatuSa muni kema pAmI gayA ? nahi cAlatI moTara cAlatI moTaranI sAthe baMdhAI jAya to cAle ke nahi ? mASatuSa muninI moTara gurunI moTara sAthe baMdhAyelI hatI. * potAnuM hita kare te bIjAnuM hita kare ja. bIjAnuM hita kare te paNa potAnuM hita kare ja. sva ane paranuM hita alaga nathI. banne ekabIjAthI saMkaLAyelA che. je divase paropakAranuM kAma karavAnuM na maLe te divase majA na Ave ne ? * huM to bhUMgaLAnA sthAne chuM. bhUMgaLuM bolatuM nathI, koInuM boleluM mAtra tamArI samakSa pahoMcADe che. huM bhagavAnanuM kaheluM mAtra tamArI pAse pahoMcADuM chuM. ahIM mAruM kazuM ja nathI. * potAnA hitamAM pravRtti kare te AkhA jagatanA hitamAM pravRtti kare ja. potAnuM hita anya hitathI juduM nathI ja. kevaLajJAnIoe batAvelA anuSThAnamAM sva-para hita na hoya evuM bane ja nahi. * Aje pariSaho ke upasargo sahavAnuM rahyuM nathI. kAmadeva, AnaMda zrAvakanI jema ApaNI parIkSA levA koI upasarga kare tevuM banatuM nathI. kadAca koI parIkSA kare to ApaNe phela ja jaIe. kadAca eTale ja koi deva nathI Avato. paNa e sivAyanuM zakaya eTaluM karIe chIe kharA ? * viveka dIpaka che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 3

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ajavALAmAM ApaNo paga khADAmAM na ja paDe. vivekanuM jAgaraNa thayeluM hoya te unmArge na ja jaI zake. * ApaNA nimitte bIjAne aprIti na thAya evuM vartana te aucitya. bhagavAne pelA kulapatinI jhuMpaDIno tarata ja tyAga karelo, te aprIti koIne na thAya mATe ja. "helA voTa vi #oDuM na de nUTha | aisA baiTha ki koI na kahe UTha // pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahetA : rastAmAM nirjIva caMDila bhUmie besavA karatAM lIlotarIvALI jagAe besavuM sAruM ! ApaNA nimitte koIne aprIti thAya, zAsananI apabhrAjanA thAya, enA jevuM bIjuM koI pApa nathI. * "bhagavad ! Apa pAse raho cho tyAM sudhI durbuddhi mArI pAse pharakatI nathI, paNa jyAM huM ApanAthI dUra thAUM chuM, tyAM ja dubuddhinuM AkramaNa zarU thAya che ! Apa mane eka paricArikA na ApI zako, je mArI sadA saMbhALa le ?' gurue tene kahyuM : 24 kalAka to huM tamArI pAse na rahI zakuM, paNa subuddhi nAmanI paricArikA tArI sevAmAM goThavuM chuM, paNa tAre tenuM sadaiva mAnavuM paDaze." gurue paricArikA mokalI tenuM nAma subuddhi ! kAza ! A subuddhi ApaNane maLI jAya. * makAna banAvatAM pahelA plAna banAvavuM paDe, pachI ja makAna vyavasthita banI zake. ApaNA muni-jIvananuM plAna zuM ? pUrNatA meLavavI te. pUrNatA e ja tamAruM lakSya che ne ? e ja tamAro plAna che ne ? tame e bhUlI na jAva mATe ja jJAnasAranA prathama aSTakamAM pUrNatA para lakhyuM che. bAkInA 31 aSTako e pUrNatA zI rIte 4 ja kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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maLe ? tenA mArga-darzako che. * tamAruM mana kyAreya cAra bhAvanAmAMthI na khase teTaluM karI lo to kAma thaI gayuM samajo. tamAro koIpaNa vicAra maitrI, pramoda Adi bhAvanA-mUlaka ja hovo joIe. enAthI bahArano nahi. pariSado-upasargo na sahI zako kadAca, paNa ATaluM ya na karI zako ? prabhu-janma vakhate AnaMda zA mATe ? * prabhu vIranA janma vakhate AnaMdanuM kAraNa batAvatAM saue kahyuM.. juvAlukA nadI : mArA kinAre kevaLajJAna thaze. kamaLo : mArA para prabhunA pagalA paDaze. meru parvata H mane prabhunA caraNano sparza thaze. vRkSo : amane namaskAra karavA maLaze. vAyu : ame anukULa banIzuM. paMkhI : ame pradakSiNA ApIzuM. sUrya-caMdra : ame mULa vimAne prabhunA darzana karavA AvIzuM. saudharmendra H huM pAMca rUpa karI tathA baLada banI prabhuno abhiSeka karIza. amarendra H huM maccha2 banIne prabhu-caraNanuM zaraNuM | svIkArIza. pRthvI : amArAmAM varSothI daTAyelA nidhAnono dAna | mATe sadupayoga thaze. mAnavo : dharmatIrthanI sthApanA thaze. pazu-paMkhIo : ame paNa dharmadazanA sAMbhaLI zakIzuM, samajI zakIzuM. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 5

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vAMkI - praveza mahA suda-1 6-2-2000, ravivAra * prabhu zrIvIranI chatra-chAyAmAM ApaNe sau ekaThA thayA chIe, te emanI kRpA meLavavA mATe. emanI ja kRpAthI ATalI dharmasAmagrI [manuSya janmAdi] maLelI che. * samyagdarzanathI prema samyaphacAritrathI sthiratA pedA thAya che. sarva jIvo prati maitrI, guNI prati pramoda, duHkhI pratye karuNA, nirguNI pratye upekSArUpa prema sarvatra vahevo joie. AvA guNo caramAvarta kALamAM praveza thayA vinA maLI zake nahi. maitrI, prema, dayA Adi guNo paropakAra karAvyA vinA na rahe. pragaTe che A prema jIvamAM, paNa pragaTAve che bhagavAna. kAraNa ke bhagavAna premanA bhaMDAra che. bhagavAna siddha yogI che. AthI ja aSTa-prAtihAryAdi Rddhi pragaTelI che. prema ane karuNA samyakatvanA pAyAnA guNo che. aMzarUpe to maitrI Adi daSTiomAM paNa e guNo dekhAya che. 6 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* A mAnava-janma AvA guNonI kamANI karavA mATe ja che. tame muMbaI jAvo cho paisA kamAvavA mATe ne ? tema ahIM [A janmamAM] guNanI kamANI karavAnI che. ahIM AvyA pachI doSo vadhAryA to ? muMbaI jevA mahAnagaramAM paNa tame paisA to na kamAva, paNa paise-Take khuvAra ja thayA karo to tamArA durbhAgyanI zI vAta karavI ? - guNo vadhe tema pavitratA vadhe. pavitratA vadhe tema sthiratA vadhe. siddhono prema pUrNa banI gayo AthI ja emanI sthiratA atyaMta nicala banI gaI. pAMca samiti, traNa gupti, pAMca vrato, cAra bhAvanA vagere prabhunI tamAma AjJAmAM sarva jIvo pratye prabhuno uchaLato prema dekhAze. 'dharmakalpadrumasyaitAH mUlaM maitryAdi-bhAvanAH / yai nai jJAtA na cA'bhyastAH, sa teSAmatidurlabhaH // " - yogasAra. prabhumAM A cAreya bhAvanAo ciMtanAtmaka nathI rahI, paNa svAbhAvika banI gaI che. ciMtana karanAruM mana to vilIna banI gayuM. have mana kyAM che ? prabhu to mananI pele pAra pahoMcI gayA prabhumAM je prema ane sthiratA ApaNe joI zakIe to ApaNAmAM e guNonuM avataraNa thaI zake. * bhagavAnanI mUrti enI e hoya, paNa ApaNI zuddhi vadhatI jAya tema tema ApaNA bhAvo paNa vadhatA jAya. * bhagavAna bole ? hA. yazovijayajI kahe che : bhrama bhAMgyo tava prabhuzuM prema, vAta karuM mana kholIjI; saraLataNe haiDe je Ave, teha jaNAve bolIjI..." je prabhu mATe ApaNe bhekha lIdho, e prabhu ja ApaNane na kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja che

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maLe to bhekhano artha zo ? mIrAM Adine maLI zakatA hoya to ApaNane kema na maLI zake ? mana re manAvyA viNa navi mUkuM AvA udgAro emane ema nIkaLyA haze ? badhuM karIe chIe, paNa jIvanamAM khUTe zuM che? mAtra prema ja, paraspara prema ja khUTe che ne ? tame paraspara paNa prema na rAkhI zako to prabhu para prema zI rIte karI zakazo ? * bhagavAna vItarAga che eno artha e nathI ke bhagavAnamAM prema nathI. bhagavAna rAga-rahita che. prema-rahita nathI. dveSa jeTalo rAga kharAba nathI. rAganuM mAtra rUpAMtara karavAnI jarUra che. guNAnurAga pragaTyA pachI ja bIjA guNo pragaTI zake che, e to tame jANo ja cho ne ? | darzana mohanIyano kSaya thavAthI bhagavAnamAM anaMta prema pragaTelo che. ApaNAmAM jeTalA aMze darzana mohanIyano kSaya thAya teTalA aMze jIvo prati prema pragaTe. cAritra mohanIyanI pachI vAta... pahelA darzana mohanIya para phaTako paDavo joie. prabhunA darzana karavA eTale emanAmAM anaMta premanA darzana karavA, emanI anaMta sthiratAnA darzana karavA. * bhagavAna potAnI saumya mudrA ane vANIthI AnaMdanI prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. Agama eTale bhagavAnanI Tepa thayelI vANI. mUrti eTale bhagavAnanI saumya mudrA. enA mAdhyamathI Aje paNa ApaNe AnaMda meLavI zakIe. prabhunA darzana karatAM emanI anaMta pUjyatA, anaMta karuNA anaMta prema ityAdinA kadI darzana thayA ? A guNo AvatAM ja ApaNAmAM pUjyatA pragaTe ja. pUjyatA mATenI pAtratA bahArathI nathI AvatI, aMdarathI pragaTe che. 8 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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* muni ghera vahoravA gayA tyAre pAMjarAnA popaTe pUchyuM : huM A baMdhanamAMthI zI rIte chUTuM ? gurune pUchatAM teo mUcchita banI gayA. popaTane A kahetAM te samajI gayo. [muni kAMi samajayA nhotA, chatAM popaTa samajI gayo.] mUcchita [mRtaprAya] banIne tene marelo samajI pAMjaruM kholavAmAM AvyuM ne popaTa uDI gayo. popaTane icchA jAgI, ApaNane A zarIranA pAMjarAmAMthI chuTavAnI icchA jAgI ? popaTa samajI gayo, ApaNe samajyA ? bhagavAnanI mUrti parathI ApaNe AvuM kAMI samajI zakIzuM ? vacanathI bhagavAna bhale nathI bolatA, paNa mudrAthI to bole ja che. keTalAka javAba maunathI ja apAtA hoya che. dareka sthaLe zabdo upayogI nathI hotA. akSarathI jJAna thAya tema anakSara [izArA Adi]thI paNa jJAna thAya. dhyAna vicAramAM anekSara jJAnanuM paNa eka valaya che. bhagavAnanI mudrA bodha Ape che : tame mArI pAse AnaMda mAMgo cho, paNa mane A AnaMda sAdhanAthI maLyo. tame paNa sAdhanA karI AnaMda meLavI zako. * vyaktigata rAga kahevAya. rAga doSa che. samaSTigata prema kahevAya. prema guNa che. khAbocIyAnuM pANI gaMduM hoya. vyaktigata rAga malina hoya. vizALa samudra nirmaLa hoya. prema nirmaLa hoya. * hamaNAM huM muMbai-dahIMsara gayelo tyAre apAra mAnavamaherAmaNa umaTeluM. te vakhate meM eTaluM ja kaheluM : tame mArA darzanArthe nathI AvyA, paNa mane darzana ApavA AvyA cho. emanA hRdayamAM gurU pratyenuM bahumAna che. tene namavAnuM che. * eka paNa mANasa mA vagara, mAnA prema vagara moTo nahi thayo hoya. bhagavAna paNa jagadaMbA che. bhagavAnamAM parama premarUpa kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 9

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mAtAnA darzana thavA joIe. bhagavAna, guru, dharma, pravacana vagere mAtA che. mATe ja pravacanamAtA, dharmamAtA, gurumAtA vagere zabdo prayojAyA che. bhagavAna ApaNane pUrNa dRSTithI jue che, paNa ApaNe bhagavAnane kaI daSTithI joIe chIe ? game teTalA doSothI bharelA hovA chatAM prabhu ApaNane pUrNa premarUpe jue che. e ochI vAta che ? nayonI apekSAe prabhu-darzana naigamanaya : mana, vacana, kAyAnI caMcaLatA pUrvaka mAtra tamArI AMkhoe prabhumUrti joI ? to paNa huM kahIza ke tame prabhu-darzana karyA. saMgrahanaya : jo tamane sarva jIvo siddha bhagavaMtonA sAdharmika baMdhuo dekhAya to ja huM kharA darzana mAnIza. vyavahAranaya : AzAtanArahita, vaMdana-namaskAra sahita jo tame prabhu-mudrA jozo to ja huM darzana mAnIza. trajusUtranaya : sthiratA ane upayoga pUrvakanA darzanane ja huM 'darzana" tarIke mAnya karuM chuM. zabda naya : prabhunA anaMta aizvaryane joI tamArI Atma-saMpattine pragaTAvavAnI IcchA thaI haze to ja huM kharA "darzana" mAnIza. samabhirUDha naya : tame kevaLajJAnI banazo tyAre ja sAcA darzana karI zakazo - ema huM mAnuM chuM. evaMbhUta naya : tame siddha paramAtmA banazo tyAre ja kharekharA "darzana karI zakazo - evI mArI mAnyatA che. - pU. A. zrI vi. kalApUrNasUrijI likhita mile mana bhItara bhagavAna' pustakanA AdhAre 10 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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vAMkI mahA suda-2 7-2-2000, somavAra * zramaNa pradhAna caturvidha saMghamAM ApaNo naMbara prathama che eTale ApaNI javAbadArI vadhI jAya che. e javAbadArI pAra pADavA jIvana uccatama hovuM joie, tyAgamaya, vairAgyamaya ane jayaNAmaya jIvana hovuM joIe, je jotAM cotho Aro yAda Ave. amAruM sadbhAgya hatuM ke amane evuM jIvana jovA maLeluM. pU. kanakasUrijI, pU. devavijayajI, pU. ratnAkaravijayajI vagerene jotAM cotho Aro yAda Ave. upadeza karatAM jIvana vadhu asara kare. na bole chatAM AcAra ghaNI asara kare. pU. rAmacandrasUri vyAkhyAna ApI dIkSito taiyAra kare, paNa emanuM pAlana kare pU. premasUrijI; mauna rahIne. hajAra zabda barAbara eka citra, ema kahevAya che. kharekhara Ama kahevuM joie : hajAra vyAkhyAna barAbara eka cAritra. cAritra paNa sAme dekhAtuM citra ja che ne? jIvaMta citra che. * asaMga anuSThAna sudhI pahoMcADanAra prIti anuSThAna che. anAdikALathI ApaNI prIti zarIrAdi para che. have tene prabhu tarapha parivartita karavAnI che. * sarva jIvone Atmatulya jovA te premanI nizAnI che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 11

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pUrNaprabhu sarvane pUrNarUpe joI rahyA che. bIjAne pUrNarUpe jevuM te premanuM cihana che. Atma sama darzana te premanuM cihna che. ApaNe pUrNa nathI, paNa Atmasamadarzana karI zakIe. bhale pUrNarUpe na joI zakIe. * navo ziSyAdi parivAra ApaNuM bAhya jIvana joine ja zIkhavAno che. eTale ApaNe jevA temane banAvavA mAMgatA hoIe tevuM jIvavAnuM zarU karavuM joie. * "gAtmavat sarvabhUteluM yaH pazyati ta pazyati | je Atmatulya najare jue che, te ja sAcA arthamAM jue che. bIjA to chatI AMkhe AMdhaLA che - ema jainetara zAstromAM kahyuM che. A saMdarbhamAM ApaNe dekhatA ke AMdhaLA ? * vyAkhyAnanI sau prathama javAbadArI AvelI 20172018mAM jAmanagaramAM. tyAre ame pAMca ThANA hatA. bhaNavA mATe ja rahelA. tyAre vyAkhyAnano prasaMga AvI paDyo. meM nakkI kareluM hatuM : mane je game te saMbhaLAvavuM. mane adhyAtmasAra gameluM. enA adhikAro para meM vyAkhyAno zarU karyA. kathA mATe kumArapALa caritra pasaMda karyuM. tyAMnA mukhya TrasTI premacaMdabhAIne vyAkhyAna pasaMda paDyuM ne cAturmAsa rAkhI lIdhA. tyAM vimalanAtha bhagavAna hatA. pachInA cAturmAsamAM vairAgya kalpalatA tathA uttarAdhyayana vAMcyuM. sAmA pakSavALA [eka tithivALA] hovA chatAM vinaMti karelI. Aje ApaNuM vyAkhyAna mAtra paralakSI banI gayuM hoya tema mane lAgI rahyuM che. jIvana koruM dhAkora haze to vyAkhyAnanI keTalI asara paDaze ? samyakatvanA to ThIka, mitrAdaSTinA paNa ThekANA hoya tevuM lAge che ? AvuM badhuM ciMtana pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja pAse traNa varSa rahevAthI maLeluM. * pApa-akaraNano vicAra prabhu-kRpAthI ja Ave. emanI karuNA-daSTi vagara A zakya ja nathI. 12 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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caMDakauzikano bhayaMkara kopa AvI karuNAdaSTithI ja gayelo. lagAtAra 15 divasa sudhI prabhue tenA para karuNAnI varSA karyA karI. potAne mArI nAkhavA taiyAra thanArane sAva zAMta karIne guphAmAM moM rAkhIne anazana karato karI devo, e prabhunI zakti keTalI ? karuNA keTalI ? zubha bhAvane azubha bhAvamAM laI jatA ghaNA nimitto che ne ghaNA prasaMgo che. jyAre azubha bhAvane zubha bhAvamAM laI jatA nimitto virala ja che. * rAgamAM mAMgavAnuM che, premamAM ApavAnuM che. rAga ane premamAM A maulika pharaka che. * potAnA mATe ApaNe game teTaluM karIe, paNa badalAmAM kazuM ApaNe mAMgatA nathI. tema bIjAne mATe ApaNe game teTaluM karIe paNa tenA badalAnI IcchA na thavI joIe. sva-parano bheda dUra thAya, sarva jIvomAM svanA darzana thAya to ja A zakya banI zake. - 4 ekAda - be varSa ApaNI pAse koI bhaNatuM hoya ne koI kheMcI le to zuM vicAravAnuM ? Akhare to bhagavAnanA zAsanane ja e maLavAno che ne ? paNa A dRSTikoNa kheMcanAre nathI apanAvavAno. AvI rIte kheMcanAro to drohI kahevAya, mAyAvI, daMbhI ane prapaMcI kahevAya. * mArA jevA patita, apUrNa ane pApIne paNa prabhu jo pUrNadaSTie jotA hoya to mAre bIjA pratye kevI najare jovuM joIe ? e ApaNe vicAravAnuM che. * mA game tevA malina bALakane navaDAvI ghovaDAvI Uchere che. bhagavAna, guru ane dharma paNa mAtAnA sthAne che. 'jIyAtpuNyAMgajananI pAlanI zodhanI ca me / ' - ApaNe game tevA gaMdA gobarA hoie, karmathI kharaDAyelA kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 13

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hoie, paNa bhagavAnarUpI mA kadI hAla ocho nathI karatI, nAnA bALakane mAno prema na samajAya tema bAlyakALa [acaramAvarta kALa]mAM ApaNane prabhuno prema samajAto nathI. prabhu no prema ane upakAra samajAya to samajavuM H caramAvartakALamAM praveza thaI gayo che. 'duHkhitesu dayAtyantamadveSo guNavatsu ca / ' A caramAvartasthanA lakSaNo che. keTalIka sAdhu-AcAra saMbaMdhI vAto... * zrAvakone ApaNe bhakSya-abhakSya samajavIe chIe tema ApaNe paNa bhakSya-abhakSya samajavuM jarUrI che. * sAbudANA AjakAla je bane che te pUrNatayA abhakSya che. * bajArano meMdo miAchalIno pAvaDara paNa mizrita hoI zake.] biskITo, cokaleTa, pIpara, nAnakhaTAI na levAya. * pU. premasUrijIne jIvanabhara phUTano tyAga hato. phUTa to mAMdo khAya. ApaNe to jANI joIne mAMdA paDIe tevA chIe. Aje paNa ame sAdhuo 10 tithie lIlotarI lAvatA nathI. AtmArAmajI mahArAjanA koI sAdhu tithinA divase lIlotarI lAvyA haze to rAdhanapuranA zrAvake ekAMtamAM sUcanA karelI : gurudeva...! ahIM zrAvaka paNa 10 tithie lIlotarI lAvatA nathI. sAdhu jo vahoraze to zrAvakonuM zuM thaze? * pUjya kanakasUrijInA samaye pAlItANAmAM bhAtAkhAtAnuM paNa na levAtuM. koI vahoratuM hoya to tenI TIkA paNa nahi karavAnI. koInI niMdA bolavI nahi, tema sAMbhaLavI paNa nahi. * vIramagAmamAM pUjya premasUrijI Adi 60 sAdhuo sAthe hatA. ame vihAramAM AgaLa gayelA. te vakhate meM pahelI porasInuM saMpUrNa pANI saMbhALeluM. gocarI karatAM pANIvALAne vadhu lAbha. eTale ke pANI badhAnA peTamAM jAya. vaLI vahoratI vakhate eka ja ghaDo lAvavAno. 14 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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mahesANAmAM ApaNA koI sAdhu be ghaDA lAvatA haze tene joine eka zrAvake kaheluM : A kanakasUrijIno samudAya na hoya. * sUryodaya pahelA pANI vagere na vahorAya, ema kahevuM paDe che, te ApaNI zarama che. * kALI drAkSa bIja kADhyA vinA 48 miniTa pahelA na kalpe. * TameTA mATe meM ekavAra pUjya kanakasUrijIne pUcheluM tyAre emaNe kaheluM : mAMsa jevA raMganA kAraNe e varSa che. dALa-zAkamAM AvI jAya to cAle. * jarIvAlA sthApanAcAryanI pATalI, raMgaberaMgI pATA bharavA vagere vicAraNIya che. * ApaNA vaDIlo-guruonI niMdA karanAranA vyAkhyAnamAM javuM, vaMdanAdi karavA vagere ucita lAgatuM nathI. * vaDI dIkSAnA joga tathA vaDI dIkSA sva-samudAyamAM ja karavI. koimbatura bAju hatA tyAre eka grupe eka benane dIkSA ApI. dIkSA-vaDI dIkSA joga vagere bIjA pAsethI karAvyA. ame kaheluM : dhyAna rAkhajo. moTI javAbadArI che. Aje ragaDA-jhagaDA zarU thaI gayA che. * vhIlacera meM to duHkhapUrvaka apanAvI, paNa niSkAraNa vhIlacera apanAvavI barAbara nathI. * sAMje mAMDalImAM pratikramaNa karavuM. mAMDalImAM karo cho ne ? savAre pratikramaNa UbhA-UbhA karo cho ? - trikAlAtIta banI prabhu bhakti karo traNeya kALathI mukta thaI Izvarane bhajo. bhUtakALane yAda karazo to zokAdimAM khuMpI jazo. vartamAnane yAda karazo to moha-mAyAmAM phasAI jazo. bhaviSyakALane yAda karazo to ciMtAnA kAdavamAM khuMpI jazo. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 15

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vAMkI mahA suda-5 10-2-2000, guruvAra * sAkSAta bhagavAna nathI maLyA te pApodaya, paNa temanA Agama-pratimA maLyA te puNyodaya. * ApaNuM lakSa zuM ? paheluM sUtra navakAra zIkhyA emAM sau prathama AvatuM "namo' e ja lakSya, e ja dhyeya. cinmaya tattva sAthe ekatA karAvanAra "namo" che. prabhune name te namanIya bane. prabhune pUje te pUjanIya bane. prabhune stave te stavanIya bane. A bhagavAna evA ja che ? potAnuM pada ApanArA che ! " nAmata muvanamUvaUT...!" - bhaktAmara AvA svAmIne choDIne cetanA-zakti bIje kyAMya vaparAya ? vAta karavI hoya to A prabhu sAthe karo. dhyAna karavuM hoya to A prabhunuM karo. lakSa AMbavuM hoya to bAhya jIvanathI para banavuM paDaze. * vRddho ApaNuM rakSaNa karanAra che. 16 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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prathama cAturmAsa phalodI pachI bIjuM cAturmAsa rAdhanapura thayuM. tyAre meM vRddha munine sAthe rAkhavAnI vinaMtI karelI. * pU. kanakasUrijI pachI samudAyanI hAlata vera-vikhera hatI. vRddho jANatA haze. te vakhate mArA para samudAyanI javAbadArI AvI paDI. * puphakharavaradI. sUtramAM "suasa bhagavao' kahIne zratane bhagavAna kahyA che. zrutajJAna ane bhagavAna abhinna che. jema huM ane mArA vacano abhinna che. mArA vacana tame na mAno to tame mane ja nathI mAnatA. kAraNa ke huM ane mArA vacana alaga nathI. * AlocanA sAthe ArAdhanA paNa lakhavI. jethI mane pUro khyAla Ave. DokTara pAse darda na chUpAvAya, tema guru pAse virAdhanA ke ArAdhanA na chUpAvAya. | * patro khUba ja ochA lakhavA. pU. kanakasUrijI kahetA : dharmalAbha ja che. sukhasAtA ja che. patra zuM lakhavAnA ? * eka mahAtmAe jIMdagInA TheTha chevADe mane lakhyuM : "meM kadI AlocanA lIdhI nathI. have DaMkhe che. mane AlocanA Apo. have zuM ApavI ? ame lakhyuM H thAya eTalA navakAra gaNo. samAdhimAM raho. tamArI AlocanA pUrI thaI gaI. bIjuM zuM lakhAya ? japanI niryukti H "ja" janama-janmanA "pa" pApo jAya te pa. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 10

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vAMkI tIrtha mahA suda-6 11-2-2000, zukravAra padavI-prasaMga * anaMta upakArI zAsananAyaka bhagavAna mahAvIra devanI maMgaLa nizrAmAM caturvidha saMgha sAthe ApaNe cha kalAkathI beThA chIe. haju kadAca ekAda kalAka lAge. je AcArya-pada, paMnyAsa-pada, gaNi-pada samArohamAM AnaMda che, te jainazAsanano che. ahIM ja A jovA maLe. vAMkI-tIrthamAM pravezathI ja ullAsa dekhAto rahyo che. A dharatIno prabhAva che. Aje caturvidha saMghano bhAvollAsa joIne jainazAsana jayavaMtu che, ema khyAla Ave che. * traNe kALanA kalpavRkSa bhagavAna che. bhagavAna koI kALamAM ke koI kSetramAM pavitratA nathI relAvatA ema nahi, sarvatra relAve che. ene laIne ja ApaNuM hRdaya nirmaLa-svaccha banyuM che. ahIM bhagavAnanA killAmAM azubha bhAvano sparza kyAMthI ? * ahIMnA vizALa jinAlayanA raMgamaMDapamAM badhA ja samAI jAya, mATe tyAM ja padavI-prasaMga goThavavAnI vicAraNA hatI, paraMtu e na thaI zakayuM to paNa zaMkhezvara dAdA bAjumAM ja che. * zubha manoratha paNa bhagavAnanA hAthamAM che. 18 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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"goDa gumAva: mavajhAvAva ]:" ema upamitikAra kahe che. manamAM dhasI AvatI zubha vicAradhArA prabhunI satata kRpAnuM cihana che. | * rasoIo bhale jamADe - pIrase, paNa bhojanazALAno mAlika e nathI. ame paNa rasoiAnA sthAne chIe. A badhuM prabhunuM che. ame to pIrasaNIyA chIe. pIrasavAnuM paNa sArI rIte AvaDe toya ghaNuM ! * AdhoI, kaTArIyA, bhadrezvara nahi, paNa ahIM vAMkImAM ja A prasaMga goThavAyo te paNa zubha ghaTanA ja che. Aso vada-8nA eka kalAka pahelA pUchyuM hota to nirNaya bIje ja Avata, paNa yogya nirNaya karAvanAra bhagavAna che ne ? tame prakRti kaho cho, huM to prabhu ja kahuM chuM. madrAsa AdimAM Avo bhAvollAsa kyAMthI Avata ? kacchanI dharatI amArA pUrvaja AcAryonI che. A bhAva bIje kyAM jovA maLata ? caDAvA badhA ja moTA bhAganA kacchanA che. eka madrAsano hato. mahendrabhAI paNa have jApanuM anuSThAna karAvyuM eTale amArA AtmIya thaI gayA che. ka padavIdharone mArI khAsa bhalAmaNa che ke koipaNa prasaMge niHspRha banajo. jo bhagavAnano saMdeza lokone Apavo hoya to mAMgatA nahi. pU. paM.bhadraMkara vijayajI ma. kahetA : sAmethI Ave te vadhAvo. UbhuM na karo. koipaNa gAmamAM bhArarUpa na bano. vAMkInA lokone pUcho : lokonA dhasArAthI bhAra Avato haze, paNa amArA taraphathI koi bhAra Avyo ? pU. kanakasUrijI ma. ahIMnA gAmaDAmAM rahetA, paNa koInA para jarAya bhAra nahi. . * Ajano divasa pavitra che. bhAratanA judA judA gAmo - kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 19

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tIrthomAM pratiSThA - aMjanazalAkAo che. 5. kIrticandra vijayajInI nizrAmAM zikharajImAM aMjanazalAkA che. AcArya zrI arihaMtasiddhasUrijI ma.nI preraNAthI zikharajImAM maMdira banyuM che, paNa aMjana karAvaze paM. kIrticandra vijayajI. AvA maMgaLa muhUrta A padavI thaI che. padane dIpAvajo. svanA zreya sAthe sarvanuM zreya karajo. loka vyavahAra alaga che. Atma-jAgRti alaga che. AtmajAgRti rAkhIne ja loka vyavahAra karavo. e kadI bhUlavuM nahi. game teTalA mAna-apamAna thAya, niMdA-stuti thAya, paNa bannemAM samatola raheze. prema-maitrI-karuNA jALavI rAkhajo. jema huM rAkhI zakyo chuM. A padathI gaurava nathI levuM, paNa caturvidha saMghanA sevaka banavAnuM che. caturvidha saMghane bhalAmaNa che : je najarathI mane juo cho te ja najarathI nUtana AcAryane jojo. je koI zAsana-prabhAvaka gaNadhara bhagavaMto thaI gayA che, te badhAnI zakti A nUtana AcAryamAM Utaro, evA ahIM vidhi vidhAno thayA che. vidhi samaye uchaLatA e mAtra cokhA nahi, hRdayanA uchaLatA bhAvo hatA. vi. saM. 2029mAM bhadrezavaramAM [AcArya-pada-prasaMge] cokhA nahi, paNa huM temAM caturvidha saMghanA zubha bhAvo joto hato. je pada jene maLyuM che, te saunuM tame sau gaurava karajo. zAstra svAdhyAya prANa banAvajo. vinaya vidyAne, vidyA vivekane ane viveka vairAgyane vadhAre. tethI cAritra suvAsa vadhe ne vItarAgatA Ave. A saddaguNo meLavI tapa-japa AdinI preraNA ApI caturvidha saMghane sanmArge vALajo. have nUtana AcAryane vaMdana thaze. | [ nUtana A. zrI vijaya kalAprabhasUrijIne padapradAtA gurudeva 20 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pU. A. zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijIe vaMdana karyA tyAre nUtana AcAryazrInI AMkho azrubhInI banI hatI. mana vaMdana levA taiyAra nhotuM. ] pUjya zlA AcAryazrI... mAre AcArya-pada nahi, paNa "pada' mane joIe che. pada eTale caraNa, paga ! caraNa-sevA joie che. ame pUjyazrInA upakAranA mahAmeru nIce dabAyelA chIe, je yAda karatAM AMsuDA sUkAtA nathI. nAnapaNathI ja saMskAra ApavA pUjyazrIe je takalIpho UThAvI che, te yAda karatAM hRdaya gagad banI jAya che. caturvidha saMgha samakSa huM kabUla karuM chuMpUjyazrInA vaMdana levA mATe huM biskula yogya nathI. vaMdana thaI gayA pachI... phUlA AcAryazrInI hilazidhrA : ApaNe sau sAthe maLIne vaicArika Adi dRSTie pUjyazrInA Adezo zirasAvaMdya karIe. nAno zizu mAthI judo paDIne jAta para jokhama UbhuM kare, tema guruthI judA paDIne jAta para jokhama UbhuM thAya che. gurudevanuM satata sAnnidhya svIkAravA ApaNuM mana taiyAra joIe. ekalavye kahyuM'tuM : ""gurunI apAra bhaktinuM A phaLa che. hRdaya-siMhAsana para droNa guru pratiSThita che. bhale e svIkAre ke na svIkAre.' AvI guru-bhakti pedA thAya tyAre zuM thAya te to anubhave te ja jANe. phemili DaoNkTara, vakIla vagerenI jema phemili guru paNa hovA joie, jyAM jaIne raDI zakAya, badhuM kahI zakAya. kalikAlamAM bhale bhagavAna nathI, paNa guru che. gurumAM bhagavabuddhi pedA karIne bhagavAna jeTalo ja lAbha meLavI zakIe. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 21

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pUjyazrInA aneka bhakto che. pUjyazrInuM sAnnidhya pAmIne nAstika paNa kevA Astika banI jAya ? te jANavA jevuM che. pUjyazrI pAse eka bhAIe kahyuM : navakAra gaNavo eTale takalIpha UbhI karavI. pUjyazrIe tene mAtra 12 navakAra gaNavAnI bAdhA ApI. Aje pAMca mALA gaNe che, ne kahe che : have navakAra nahi choDuM. A che pUjyazrIno sahaja prabhAva ! pUjya gurudevazrInI bhaktithI bhagavAna jarUra prasanna banaze. ne jIvana samukvala banaze. gurudeve je pada para mane AsIna karyo che, e pada mATe huM yogya banuM - evI caturvidha saMgha samakSa prabhu pAse prArthanA karuM chuM. pUjaya zlA paMnyAsajI zrI kaSatavijayajI ma. cha dravyomAM jIva-ajIva be dravya gatizIla che. chaThuM kALa dravya viziSTa rIte gatizIla che. koI ene rokI zakatuM nathI. pANInA pravAha rokI zakAya paNa samayano pravAha rokI zakAto nathI. samayathI para banI zakAya, paNa samaya thaMbhAvI na zakAya. sUryodayathI cha kalAkano samaya pasAra thaI gayo che, evo vicAra kadAca Avato haze, paNa jIvanano keTalo samaya pasAra thaI gayo che, teno vicAra nathI Avato. guNa, paisA, padArthano saMgraha thAya che, paNa samayano saMgraha nathI karI zakAto. * gautama eTale - bhagavAnanuM prakRSTa vacana. [ gau = vANI, tama = uttama, gautama = uttama vANI] e arthamAM "mavaM yama mA pamayaU !" A sUtrano artha vicAravA jevo che. * jIvana amUlya ke samaya ? samaya e ja jIvana. 22 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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vahetA samayane sArthaka na karIe to jIvana nirarthaka jaze. jIvana-maraNa baMdha thaI jAya tevI sAdhanA karIe, e ApaNuM lakSya hovuM joie. - deha chUTe te pahelA dehAdhyAsa chUTe, Atma-pariNAma nirmaLa rahe, teTalI zubhecchAnI yAcanA karuM chuM. hRdayanA pariNAma nirmaLa rahe. nirmaLatA sivAya kAMI kamAvA jevuM nathI. tapa-ja5 vagere paNa nirmaLatA mATe ja che. samatA to phaLa che. nirmaLatA sAdhya che, samatA nahi. nirmaLatA nahi hoya to samatA nahi Ave. Aje sakaLa saMgha samakSa eka ja prArthanA che : nirmaLa jIvana jIvavAmAM zrI saMgha sahAyaka bane. zUvaLa maNi zrI pUrNacandravijayajI AvA prabhu-zAsanane pAmIne AvA caturvidha saMgha samakSa Avo prasaMga pAmIne apAra AnaMda thAya che. tIrthano, caturvidha saMghano mahimA aparaMpAra che. tIrthaMkaro paNa namo hindussa" kahIne tene name che. jyAM sudhI zAsana raheze tyAM sudhI saMgha akhaMDa raheze. bhagavAna mahAvIranI pATe AvelA sudharmAsvAmI ityAdi paraMparAnA ApaNA para upakAro che. kharekhara Aje huM zuM boluM ? mArAmAM zuM che ? nAnI uMmara hatI, A gurudeve hAtha pakaDyo. mArI mA caMdanabena Aje hayAta nathI. temaNe ja apAra vAtsalya sAthe dIkSA mATenI preraNA ApelI. * kvelarsanI dukAnamAM jAva to badhuM ja kharIdI na zakAya. gaMgAnuM nIra badhuM ja na maLe. sAgaranA badhA ja ratno na maLe, paNa eka ratna paNa maLI jAya to ya kAma thaI jAya. gurudevanA kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 23

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aneka guNomAMthI eka guNa paNa maLI jAya toya kAma thaI jAya. guNaratnonA mahAsAgara pUjyazrI pAse nata mastake yAcanA che : Aje Ape je pada ApyuM che, to te pada sAthe yogyatA paNa Apajo. pradakSiNA vakhate mane ema thayuM : A cokhA nathI, paNa zubha bhAvo varase che. caturvidha saMghanA AzIrvAda e ja amAruM mahattvapUrNa paribaLa che. padastha ja nahi, paNa svastha banIe. "svamAM vasa, parathI basa eTaluM basa.." A sUtrane AtmasAt banAvIe. aMtarmukhI cetanA pragaTa thAya, bahirmukhI cetanA lupta thAya.... tevI AjanA divase kAmanA che. "sUryamukhI dina meM khIlatA hai, para rAtameM nahIM, candramukhI rAta meM khIlatA hai, para prabhAtameM nahIM; antarmukhI hara pala khIlatA hI rahatA hai, kyoMki usakI prasannatA kisIke hAthameM nahIM...' virATa mAnava-sAgara joI apAra AnaMda thAya che paNa sAthesAthe svamAM yogyatAnI khAmI paNa dekhAya che. saMgha, zAsana, samudAyanuM gaurava vadhe, evI zakti A zramaNapradhAna zrI saMgha pAse prArtha chuM. A jinazAsananI garimA vadhe, jinazAsananI sevAmAM jIvana lIna bane. vastupALanI bhASAmAM kahuM to... yanmayopArjitaM puNyaM jinazAsana-sevayA / / jinazAsana-sevaiva, tena me'stu bhave bhave // jinazAsananI sevA dvArA arjita karelA puNyathI bhave bhave mane jinazAsana-sevA maLe.' * dakSiNamAM keTalAya saMghonI padavI mATe vinaMtI hatI, paNa lAbha maLyo kacchane. 24 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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A samudAyanuM gaurava vadhe, pU. kanaka-devendrasUrijInA samudAyanuM gaurava vadhe evI amArI vRtti-pravRtti bane. laukika DigrI maLe to ahaMkAra vadhe paNa A lokottara padathI namratA vadhatI jAya e ja zubhecchA. svastha, guNastha banIe e ja. ... aMte prabhune prArthanA che : he prabhu ! ame padastha banIe ke na banIe... paNa amane guNastha banAvIne Atmastha jarUra banAvaje. nUtana maNi zrI munica6ndravijayajI carama tIrthapati vartamAna zAsananAyaka bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanA caraNomAM vaMdanA. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanI 77mI pATe birAjamAna, parama zraddheya, saccidAnaMdarUpI, adhyAtmayogI, pUjya AcAryazrInA caraNomAM vaMdanA... madhurabhASI nUtana AcArya gurudevazrInA caraNomAM vaMdanA...vidyAdAtA nUtana paMnyAsa pravara zrI kalpataru vijayajI ma.nA caraNomAM vaMdanA... mArI jIvana naiyAnA parama sukAnI gaNivarya pUjya gurudevazrI mukticandra vijayajI ma.nA caraNomAM vaMdanA. sUryanI najara paDe che ne sAmAnya dekhAtuM jalabindu motI banIne camakavA mAMDe che. kuMbhAranI najara paDe che ne sAmAnya dekhAtI mATI, kuMbha banIne mastake caDe che. zilpInI najara paDe che ne sAmAnya dekhAto patthara pratimA banIne maMdiramAM birAjamAna thAya che. gurunI najara paDe che ne sAmAnya dekhAto ziSya asAmAnya banI jAya che. nahi to manapharA jevA nAnakaDA gAmamAM kheDUta parivAramAM janmelA mArA mATe zrAvakapaNe paNa durlabha hoya tyAM munipaNAnI... temAM paNa koI pada-prAptinI to vAta ja kyAM hoya ? - pUjyazrInA mukhe ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyuM che : mAtA tene kahevAya che saMtAnane pitA sAthe joDI Ape. pitA tene kahevAya je saMtAnane guru sAthe joDI Ape. guru tene kahevAya, je zAstra sAthe joDI Ape. zAstra tene kahevAya je bhagavAna sAthe joDI Ape. bhagavAna kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 25

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tene kahevAya je jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe joDI Ape. mAruM parama saubhAgya hatuM ke evI mAtA maLI. mAtA bhamIbena bhale abhaNa hatAM, paNa saMskAramUrti ane bhadramUrti hatAM. pitAnI gerahAjarImAM temaNe mane moTAbhAI pU. mukticandra vijayajIne soMpyo. pU. mukticandravijayajInI gRhasthapaNAmAM bhAvanA hatI ke nAnA traNe bhAIomAMthI koIpaNa eka sAthe cAle. zAntilAla, caMpaka ane huM - ame traNeya dIkSA mATe taiyAra hatA. moTA bhAIe mArI pasaMdagI karI ne huM muMbaIthI AdhoI AvI pahoMcyo. Ama moTAbhAie mane adhyAtmayogI pUjya gurudeva sAthe joDI Apyo. pUjyazrIe amane zAstra sAthe joDavA niraMtara prayatna karyo. pUjyazrI paramAtmAnA parama bhakta che. bhaktinA paryAya tarIke sarvatra prasiddha che. "kalApUrNasUri eTale bhakti ane bhakti eTale kalApUrNasUri...' evuM jaga-batrIsIe gavAI rahyuM che. pUjyazrInI bhakti to sarvatra prasiddha ja che, paNa Aje mAre tamane emano apragaTa bIjo guNa paNa kahevo che. pUjyazrIno zAstraprema ajoDa che. pUjyazrI prabhupremI che, eTalA ja zAstrapremI che, e vAta bahu ochA loko jANe che. pUjyazrIe amane bhaNAvavA mATe niraMtara kALajI rAkhI che. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre huM sAva ja nAno hato. mAtra sADAbAra varSanI uMmara. te vakhate pUjyazrIe amane bhaNAvavAmAM je takedArI rAkhI che, te kadI bhUlI zakAya tema nathI. lAkaDIAnA prathama cAturmAsamAM zrI caMpakabhAi, manapharAnA bIjA cAturmAsamAM paMDitavaryazrI amUlakhabhAI, aMjAranA trIjA cAturmAsamAM rasikabhAI tathA jayapuranA cothA cAturmAsamAM vaiyAkaraNa paMDita zrI caMDIprasAdane goThavI ApyA. zrutasthavira pUjya munizrI jaMbUvijayajI pAse dhAmA, AdarIyANA, zaMkhezvara vagere sthaLoe Agama vAcanA goThavI ApI. SoDazaka, paMcavaTuka Adi pU. haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho, pratimAzataka, adhyAtmasAra Adi pU. upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajInA graMthonI vAcanA pUjyazrIe ApI. Aje ATalI uMmare paNa pUjyazrI bhagavatInI vAcanA amane ApI ja rahyA che. 26 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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bhagavatInA yogodvahananA pravezanI pUrva saMdhyAe ame pUjyazrInA AzIrvAda levA gayA tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "bhagavatInA jogamAM praveza karo cho e prasaMge huM tamane guNonuM arjana karavAnuM kahuM chuM. jJAna, vairAgya, bhakti Adi guNone prApta karo. prApta guNone vadhu ne vadhu nirmaLa banAvajo.' pUjyazrInA caraNomAM prArthanA che : evuM jJAna Apo, jethI niraMtara ajJAnanuM bhAna thatuM rahe. evo vairAgya Apo, jemAM amArI Asakti ogaLatI jAya. evI bhakti Apo, jemAM ahaMkArano parvata cUra-cUra thaI jAya..." pada maLe tyAM sudhI haju vAMdho nahi. pada sAthe mada bhaLe tyAre vAta khataranAka banI jAya che. ahaMkAra kAnamAM phUMka mAre che : have tuM moTo banI gayo, padavIdhara banI gayo. "talahaTImeM khaDA huM para mAnatA hUM ki zikhara para caDha gayA huM, jAnatA kucha bhI nahIM phira bhI mAnatA hUM ki saba kucha paDha gayA huM, ahaMkAra kA dhUMA aisA chAyA hai ki kucha dikhAI nahIM detA, saba se pIche khaDA huM para mAnatA hUM ki sabase Age baDha gayA huM.." Avo ahaMkAra ogaLI jAya, tevI pUjyazrIne abhyarthanA che. je pada maLyuM che, te mATenI yogyatA paNa maLe, evI parama kRpALu prabhune tathA pUjyazrI gurudevane, caturvidha saMgha samakSa prArthanA che. AMsu prabhu-bhakti, karuNA ane sahAnubhUtithI thatA AMsu pavitra che. zoka, krodha ane daMbhathI thatA AMsu apavitra che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie u 20

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mAtuzrI pAlAIna gelAbhAI gAlA divArA Ayojita lAkaDIothI zaMkhezva-siddhAcala charI pAlaka saMgha [ mahA va. 12 thI 2.zupa, eka hajADha yAzis ] sIdhADA phA.suda-5 10-3-2000, zukravAra caMdAvijaJya payahA graMthI prAdaMbha.. * bhagavAne je padArtho kahyA, te padArthonuM vyavasthita guMphana gaNadharoe kareluM che. bhagavAne phUlo varasAvyA to e phUlomAMthI gaNadharoe mALA banAvI che. * 45 AgamomAMnA 10 pannAmAM "caMdAvinjhaya'nuM paNa nAma che. bhagavAnanA jeTalA ziSyo hatA te badhAe pannA banAvelA. 14 hAra pannA hatA. Aje 10 ja bacyA che. [payannAnI saMkhyA thoDI vadhu che, paNa 45 AgamamAM 10nI ja gaNanA che.] eka vakhata vihAra karIne sAMtalapura gayelo tyAre lisTamAM caMdAvijhaya payannAnuM nAma vAMcI hRdaya rAjI thayuM. mAtra 175 gAthAno ja A graMtha addabhuta lAgyo. pachI rANakapurathI nAgezvara cha'rI pAlaka saMghamAM tenI vAcanA paNa rAkhelI. 28 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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AmAM mukhyatayA vinayanuM varNana che. * tripadInA zravaNa mAtrathI dvAdazAMgInI racanAnI zakti gaNadharomAM kyAMthI pragaTI ? bhagavAnanA parama vinayathI. bhagavAnane temaNe manuSyarUpe nahi, bhagavAnarUpe joyA. * bhadrabAhu svAmI jevA kahe che H kyAM tIrthaMkara ane gaNadharonuM vizALa jJAna ? kyAM huM ? emanA sUtro para chaNAvaTa karavAnI icchA dharAvanAra huM koNa ? bhadrabAhu svAmIne Ama lAge che. jyAre ApaNane ema lAge che : huM guruthI paNa vadhu jJAnI chuM. * kaMThastha karavA lAyaka A graMtha che. zarU karatAM pahelAM traNa AyaMbila karavA paDe. AnA paNa joga hoya che. * A graMtha ema samajAve che : jJAna zIkhavAnuM nathI, vinaya zIkhavAno che. ApaNe vinaya dvArA jJAna zIkhavA mAMgIe chIe, paNa A graMthakAra kahe che : vinaya mAtra sAdhana nathI, svayaM sAdhya paNa che. bhagavAnano vinaya, bhagavAnanI bhakti vagere AvI jaze to dhyAna vagere potAnI meLe AvI jaze. dhyAna mATe alaga puruSArtha karavAnI jarUra nahi paDe. * A graMtha mokSamArganuM sUtra che, mahArtha che, mahAna arthavALuM che. mATe dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLajo. 10 kilo dUdhamAMthI 1 kilo ghI maLe. ghI dUdhano sAra che. tema A graMtha sArabhUta che. * gaIkAle bhagavatImAM AvyuM : mokSamArganA musApharanI gati rokanAra 18 pApasthAnako che. mATe ja saMthArA porasImAM "muravamA-saMsavighamUADuM' vizeSaNa lagADavAmAM AvyuM che. eka zabdamAM kahevuM hoya to "pramAda." eka "pramAdamAM aDhAreya pApasthAnako AvI gayA. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ka 29

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* mokSamArganA mukhya preraka guru che. sau prathama emano vinaya karavAno che. * caMdAviya payajJAmAM AvatA sAta dvAro :1. vinaya. ' 2. AcArya - guNo. 3. ziSya - guNo. 4. vinaya - nigraha. 5. jJAnanA guNo. 6. cAritra. 7. samAdhi maraNa. vinaya na hoya to samudAya sAcavI ja na zakAya. vinayazista vagere khAsa jarUrI che. * sAdhvIjIone saMgha mATe keTalIka sUcanAo : (i) 11 vAgyA pahelA kApanuM pANI nahi lAvavuM. (i) rasoDAmAM rasoIAne koI sUcanA karavI nahi. (ii) aMdhArAmAM rakhaDavuM nahi. (i) savAre 5-30 pahelA vihAra karavo nahi. huM cAlato hato, [DolI nahotI AvI tyAre ] tyAre sUryodaya vakhate ja vihAra thato. surakSA mATe paNa Ama karavuM jarUrI che. ghaNA evA prasaMgo banyA che. vahelA gayA te vahelA upara pahoMcI gayA. 30 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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vArAhI phA.suda-6 11-3-2000, zanivAra * bhagavAna yoga-kSemakara nAtha che. jagatanA ja nahi, ApaNA paNa nAtha che. kAraNa ke ApaNe jagatathI bahAra nathI. guNonI jarUra hoya, AvelA guNonA rakSaNanI ciMtA hoya to bhagavAnane pakaDI lo. kAraNa ke aprApta guNonI prApti ane prApta guNonI surakSA jagannAtha bhagavAna ja karI Ape che. mokSamAM gayelA bhagavAna ApaNA vaoNcamena zI rIte bane ? bhagavAnanI anupasthitimAM paNa emanuM vaoNcamena tarIkenuM kArya cAlu rahe che; nAma-sthApanAdi dvArA, dharma dvArA, guru dvArA. A badhA ja bhagavAnanA ja svarUpo che. bhagavAna vinayanI mahattA eTale ja samajAve che. vinayathI ja aprApta guNo Ave che, AvelA hoya to Take che. vinayanI vRddhi mATe ja sAta vAra caityavaMdananuM vidhAna che. Dagale ne pagale A saMyama jIvanamAM vinaya vaNAyelo che. "koipaNa kAma gurune pUchIne ja karo." - ema zAstrakAro kahe che. hukama na mAne tevA sainikane senApati rAkhe ? hukama na mAne to sainikane senApati goLIe UDAvI de. ahIM koI goLIe nathI kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 31

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UDAvatuM, paNa karmarAjAno goLIbAra taiyAra che. DaoNkTara roganI khataranAkatA eTale batAve che ke dardI parahejInuM barAbara pAlana kare, pathyanA sevanapUrvaka kaDavI davA vagere le. dardI jo ema na kare to enuM jIvana jokhamamAM ja mUkAI jAya. ahIM paNa DaoNkTaranA sthAne guru che. emanuM na mAnIe to paralokamAM to durgati Adi jhIMkAya ja, A janmamAM paNa rogAdi AvI zake. guru bhale uMmaramAM nAnA hoya, alpazruta hoya to paNa enI AzAtanA Apatti noMtare che. sAcA gurune chUpAvavAthI pelA yogInuM kamaMDaLa AkAzamAMthI nIce paTakAyeluM. potAne bhaNAvanAra caMDALane upara besADavAthI ja zreNika avanAminI - ujJAminI vidyA zIkhI zakelA. ApaNe saMyama-jIvana jIvavuM che, mokSe javuM che, sAthe avinaya paNa cAlu rAkhavo che ! lADavA khAine upavAsa karavo che ! game teTalI tapa vagerenI ghora sAdhanA hoya paNa avinaya hoya to badhuM ja nakAmuM. dA.ta. kUlavAlaka. avinaya koNa kare ? stabdha-abhimAnI. krodha paNa abhimAnano ja prakAra che. aMdara abhimAna paDeluM hoya to ja gusso Ave. ahaMkAra ghavAya tyAre ja krodha Ave. tame je. 'aparAdhakSamAM zodha: ' aparAdhIne mAphI na ApavI te krodha che. badhA doSone pedA karanAra ahaMkAra che. badhA guNone pedA karanAra namaskAra che. ahaMkAra saMsAranuM bIja che; namaskAra muktinuM bIja che. ApaNe kyAM rahevuM che ? muktimAM ke saMsAramAM ? ahaMkAra na choDIe to muktinI sAdhanA zI rIte zarU thAya?" karemi bhaMte' mAM "saviSNa' zabda dvArA aDhAreya pApasthAnakano 32 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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tyAga karelo ja che. "caMdAvinjhaye vinaya-guNe vaDo dhanvo re...'' ema vIravijayajIe pUjAmAM gAyuM che. pUjAmAM A paMkti vAMcI tyArathI ja manamAM hatuM : A grantha vAMcavo che. ane sAMtalapuramAM AnI prata 18 varSa pahelA hAthamAM AvI. vinaya karo, vinIta bano, eTale huM tamane mokSanuM sarTiphikeTa ApavA taiyAra chuM. guruno parAbhava kare te Dagale ne pagale khuda ja parAbhavanuM sthAna bane ja. bhArekarmI jIva ja AvuM kare. bIjAne AvI buddhi ja na sUjhe. utAvaLamAM avinItane dIkSA apAI jAya che. ne pachI samasyAo UbhI thAya che. pachI enuM kAMI na thaI zake. asAdhya dardamATe kuzaLa vaidya paNa zuM karI zake ? vinaya prApti mATe ahaMkArano nAza karavo jarUrI che. guruthI mArAmAM zuM vadhu che ? jJAna, dhyAna, buddhi...zuM vadhu che ? ema jAtane pUcho. guNothI apUrNa chIe to abhimAna zAno ? guNothI pUrNane to abhimAna thAya ja nahi. ahaMkArI ja potAnI prazaMsA ane bIjAnI niMdA thAya tema prayatna kare. vinayapUrvaka guru pAsethI jJAna meLavo to yaza-kIrti phelAya, tame vizvAsu bano, svIkArya bano, zraddheya bano. chedasUtromAMnuM udAharaNa : bApa-beTAe sAthe dIkSA lIdhI. bAla muni avinIta ane uddhata hovAnA kAraNe gaccha-bahAra mUkAyA. bApa sArA hatA, paNa putramuninA kAraNe saunI samAdhi mATe bahAra gayA. bIjA gacchomAMthI paNa nirvAsita thayA. - bAlamunine eka divasa vicAra Avyo : are re...! mAro kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 33

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A te kevo svabhAva ? mArA kAraNe mArA pitA mahArAja kevA herAna thAya che ? bhagavan! meM khUba ja AzAtanA karI. cha mahinA mATe have cAnsa Apo.' ema bAlamunie pitA munine kahetAM chellA eka gacchamAM rahyA. pachI tenAmAM vinaya Avyo, prakRti badalAI. sva-gacchamAM dAkhala karavAmAM Avyo. To Live (jIvana) thI Love (prema) sudhI jIvana zA mATe ? jIvavA mATe. jIvavuM zA mATe ? kaMIka karavA mATe. kaMIka karavuM zA mATe ? satkarma karavA mATe. satkarma zA mATe ? jIvo sAthe prema karavA mATe. jIvono prema zA mATe ? bhagavAna sAthe prema karavA mATe. Live (ziva) ane Love (lava)mAM pharaka keTalo? 1 ane 0 no ja mAtra pharaka. I e ahaMnuM, svArthanuM pratIka che. 0 e zUnyanuM - ahaM rahitatAnuM pratIka che. to vizvanuM vAstavika satya A ja che ke AI(ahaM)ne 0 - o (zUnya)mAM parivartita karI do. svArthI maTIne prabhupremI bano. 34 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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rAdhanapura phA.suda-7 12-3-2000, ravivAra * jIvana vinaya-pradhAna hovuM ghaTe. vinaya vinA vidyA, viveka, virati vagere kAMI prApta na thAya. dharmamAM ja nahi, bIjA kSetromAM paNa vinaya joie. vyavahAramAM paNa zistathI ja saphaLatA maLe. na mAne tevA nokarane koi zeTha rAkhe? avinIta, uddhata ane hukamano anAdara karanAra sainika cAle ? avinItane vidyA kadAca maLe kharI, paNa phaLe nahi. avinItamAM rahelA badhA guNo, doSo ja gaNAya ne vinItanA doSo paNa guNarUpa gaNAya. zAnti-samAdhi ane siddhi sudhI pahoMcavuM hoya to vinaya zIkho. guru nahi, ziSya bano. ziSya banavuM ja kaThaNa che. evuM A graMthamAM bhArapUrvaka jaNAvAyuM che. gautamasvAmIne 50 hajAra ziSyo A kAraNe ja maLyA hatA. teo parama vinayI hatI. avinItanI vidyA kadI guNakArI na ja bane. guruno parAbhava nahi, paNa parAbhavanA vicArathI paNa ene vidyA phaLe nahi. mATe ja durvinItane vidyA ApavAnI ahIM nA pADI che. pU. haribhadrasUrijIe yogagraMthomAM lakhyuM che : kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 35

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ayogyane sUtrAdi nahi ApatA. yogikuLamAM janmelA ja AnA adhikArI che. atisAranA rogIne dUdhapAka na apAya. * ahIM vidyA kaI levI ? avidyAne dUra kare te. anitya, apavitra, jaDa evA zarIrane nitya, pavitra, cetanarUpa mAnavuM te avidyA che. * AtmaguNono nAza eTale AtmAno nAza. dehamAM gADha abhedabuddhinA kAraNe ApaNane AtmA ke AtmAnA guNo kadI yAda AvatA ja nathI. * potAnuM nAma AgaLa karato, gurune pAchaLa rAkhI deto avinIta RSighAtakanA lokamAM [durgatimAM] jAya, ema ahIM jaNAvyuM che. guru eTale AcArya ja nahi, dIkSA zikSA vagere ApanArA paNa guru che. guru vinA mane dIkSA koNa Apata ? enI sAme mArAthI zI rIte bolAya ? AvA vicAro satata sAme rahe to yogya ziSya gurunI sAme paDI ja na zake. AtmAno uddhAra karavA mAMgatA ho [kharekhara to e mATe ja saMyama jIvana svIkAryuM che ne ?] to kadI gurunI avahelanA nahi karatA. gozALAe bhagavAna para tejolezyA choDI tenA kAraNe keTalAya bhavo sudhI te tejalezyA AdithI maraze. ghaNA kahe che : mAruM mana bhaNavAmAM lAgatuM nathI. paNa kyAMthI lAge ? gurunA AzIrvAda vinA citta saMkliSTa ja rahevAnuM ! ghaNA to evA avinIta ane uddhata hoya ke gurunA doSo mArI pAse paNa prakAze. AvA to ghera jaI zrAvakapaNe pALe temAM temanuM kalyANa che. * vidyA paNa bhAgyazALIne pAmIne ja baLavAna bane. vinayI ja bhAgyazALI gaNAya. ahIM to vinaya e ja moTuM dhana ! e jenI 36 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAse hoya te bhAgyazALI ! ATheya karmonuM vinayana kare te vinaya kahevAya. ApaNe jhUkIe eTale akkaDAIthI baMdhAyelA karmo kharatA jAya. darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa darekamAM vinaya avinAbhAve joDAyelo che. vinaya vinA ekeya phaLI zake nahi. jinazAsana vinayamaya che. vinaya AMtarayuddhanuM tIkSNa zastra che. enA vinA zenAthI tame karma-zatruo sAme laDAI karazo ? mATe pahelA jJAna nahi, vinaya zIkho. gurunI sAme javuM, Asana pAtharavuM, dAMDo levo vagere vinaya kahevAya. bhale gurune AnI apekSA na hoya, paNa ApaNuM kartavya zuM? kulIna bALA asAdhAraNa patine pAmIne baLavAna bane tema vinItane pAmIne vidyA baLavAna bane che. sikkhAhi tAva viNayaM, kiM te vijjAi duvviNIassa / dussikkhio hu viNao, sulahA vijjA viNIassa // - caMdAviya pannA - 11. tuM pahelA vinaya zIkha. tuM durvinIta ane uddhata che to vidyAthI tAre kAma zuM che ? vinaya zIkhavo ja muzkela che. tuM je vinIta banI jaIza to vidyA potAnI meLe AvavAnI ja che. vidyA zIkhavI muzkela nathI, vinaya zIkhavo muzkela che - ema A graMthanuM hArda che. bhakti vinayano ja paryAya che. ' - 250 jeTalA sAdhvIo tame sAthe cho to kyAreka paphikha jevA divase badhA sAthe pratikramaNa karo to kevuM suMdara lAge ? vinaya jevo koI vazIkaraNa maMtra nathI. vinayathI tame AkhuM vizva vaza karI zako. . vinayamAM dhyAna ane samAdhinA bIja paDelA che. moTAono kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 30

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ja nahi, nAnAono paNa vinaya karavAno che. tame moTAne "maFeNa vaMdAmi' karo to teo paNa tamane "marthIeNa vaMdAmi' kahe ja ne ? A nAnAno vinaya che. "marthIeNa vaMdAmi' bolatAM ja karmonuM vinayana thayuM, tema mAnajo. icchAkAra samAcArI moTAe nAnA pratye kema vyavahAra karavo e zIkhave che. * sArA saMyoga maLe to vinaya para saMpUrNa saMkalana taiyAra karavuM che. * mane kAMipaNa maLyuM hoya to vinayanA kAraNe ja. islAma dharmanI che jarUrI vAto, 1 toSA. pApono pazcAttApa. 2 jahara. IcchAthI garIbI svIkAravI. 3 sabra. saMtoSa karavo. 4 zuka. allA pratye kRtajJatA. 5 rijAa. damana. 6 tavakkala. allAnI kRpA para pUro bharoso. 7 raja. allAnI marajIne potAnI marajI banAvavI. A sAteya vAto duSkRta ga, sukRta-anumodanA ane zaraNAgatimAM samAI jAya che - ema nathI lAgatuM ? 38 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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bAppA. phA.suda-8 13-3-2000, somavAra * rAdhAvedhanI jema vidyA sAdhavAnI che. te vinaya dvArA ja sAdhI zakAya. avinayanA mArge vinA preraNAe cAlI zakAya, paNa ahIM to preraNA pachIya cAlavuM muzkela che. rAdhAvedha sAdhavA jeTaluM muzkela che. * upayoga zuddha bane to ja yoga zuddha banI zake. upayoga sarva jIvo mATenuM svarUpa-darzaka lakSaNa che. "parasparopagraho nIvAnAmuM |' A sarva jIvo mATenuM saMbaMdha-darzaka lakSaNa che. upayoga malina hoya tyAre paraspara upakAranI jagyAe apakAra thAya. zuddha upayoga hoya tyAre sahajabhAve upakAra thato ja rahe. * tIrthakaro ATalA mahAna hovA chatAM koinI pAse jabaradastIthI dharma karAvatA nathI. vinayano upadeza apAya, paNa temAM jabaradastI na thaI zake. dharma parANe AvI zakato nathI. * avinaya karmanuM baMdhana karAve. vinaya karmanuM vinayana [nAza]karAve. | navakAra parama vinayarUpa che, mATe ja te sarvapApano nAza kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 39

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karanAro ane sarvano sAra kahevAyo che. * nAma to hatuM vinayarana, paNa kAma karyA avinayathI bharelA. A vinayarane rAtre rAjAnuM khUna karyuM. enI pAchaLa zAsananI apabhrAjanA rokavA AcAryane paNa ApaghAta karavo paDyo. AcAryanA prANa gayA. tenI javAbadArI vinayaratnanI gaNAya. * jJAna, darzanAdi karatAM vinaya keTalo mUlyavAna che, e samajavAnuM che. vinaya vinA jJAnAdi kadI samyagU banI zakatA nathI. vinaya to ArAdhanAnI ghaDIyALanuM mukhya aMga che, enA vinA e nahi cAle. ArAdhanArUpI bagIcAne hariyALo rAkhanAra vinayarUpI kUvo che. * vinaya sAdhanAnuM mULa che, sAdhanAnuM rahasya che, sAdhanAnuM aidaMparya che, ema sAdhakane lAgyA vinA rahe ja nahi. huM mArA anubhavathI A adhikArapUrvaka kahI zakuM tema chuM. vinaya evI cAvI che, jenAthI badhA ja guNonA tALA khulI zake che. A badhI vAto bhale mArA anubhavane maLatI Ave, bhale saMvAdI hoya, paNa mArA gharanI nathI. ahIM [caMdAviya pannAmAM je lakhyuM che, tenA uparathI ja huM boluM chuM. kAMI ADuM avaLuM hoya, bhUla hoya to mArI che. "jJAna vAMco" ema na lakhyuM, "jJAna zIkho' ema lakhyuM. zA mATe ? jAte vAMcI zakAya, paNa zIkhI na zakAya. guru vinA zIkhI na zakAya. guru hoya eTale vinaya karavo ja paDe. * ATheya jJAnAcAra Ave pachI ja sAcA arthamAM jJAna AvI zake. * "samartha roya ! mA pamAyag' A tame bhaNyA. pachI punarAvartana karyuM. have zuM karavAnuM ? A bolatA rahevAnuM ne pramAda karatA rahevAnuM? popaTa jevA thavAnuM? popaTanI vArtA kAle karIza. 40 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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[pachI popaTanI vArtA thaI nathI.] * vadhu na AvaDe to kAMI nahi, ekAda zloka paNa bhAvita banAvIne jIvana jIvazo to kharekhara tamane parama paritoSano anubhava thaze. * "bho phundramUre ! suvapUrva samAtogati ?' ema kahIne bhagavAna paNa jo aucitya sAcavatA hoya to ApaNe aucityathI dUra zI rIte jaI zakIe ? * guru prasanna thaIne, aMtaranA paritoSathI Ape te ja vidyA phaLe, gurunI aprasannatApUrvakanI vidyA kadI ja phaLatI nathI. * samasta vidyAnA dAtA AcArya guru maLavA muzkela ! ane te jhIlanAra vinayI ziSya muzkela... ! | 'zrAddha zrotA sutharvavattA...!" ema kahetA hemacandrasUrijIe A ja vAta karI che. * ahIM "zikSaka' zabdano artha "bhaNAvanAra' nahi, "bhaNanAra' karavo. maMdakaSAyI AvA zikSako ghaNA durlabha che. ApaNI uddhatAI kaSAyonI ugratA sUcave che. te jina vIre re dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya - abhAva" - yazovijayajI. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya na jAya tyAM sudhI dharma na ja Ave. ApaNe aMtarAtmAmAM jovAnuM che : "kaSAyonI mAtrA vadhu che ke guNonI ?' bhakti mApavA mATe dUdhanI ghanatA mApavA lekTomITara, vIjaLInuM dabANa mApavA volTamITara, havAnuM dabANa mATe beromITara, garamI mApavA mATe tharmomITara. tema prabhu-bhakti mApavA mATe citta prasannatA. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja

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caMdura phA.suda-9 14-3-2000, maMgaLavAra * Agama-vAcanarUpa svAdhyAyathI sarvotkRSTa karma-nirjarA thAya che, ATheya karmo tUTe che. svAdhyAya-rUpa AtyaMtara tapanI pahelA prAyazcitta, vinaya, vaiiyAvacca che. svAdhyAya zIkhavA mATe vinaya Adi jarUrI che. vyAvahArika vidyA paNa vinaya vinA AvI zakatI nathI. arjuna jevI vidyA bIjuM koi zIkhI zakyo nahi. kAraNa ke arjuna jevo bIjo koI vinayI hoto. zIkhatA to badhA hatA, paNa vinayanI mAtrAnA kAraNe vidyAnI mAtrAmAM pharaka paDI gayo. duniyAnI badhI ja vidyA karatAM mokSavidyA sarvotkRSTa che. vyAvahArika jagatamAM paNa vinayanI ATalI jarUra paDe to mokSavidyAmAM keTalI jarUra paDe ? caMdAviSkraya pannA Akho ja grantha vinaya pradhAna che. eno svAdhyAya karazo to cokkasa vinaya jIvanamAM Utaraze. guruno vinaya karavAthI gurunA badhA ja guNonuM ApaNAmAM saMkramaNa thaze. Aja sudhI ApaNe ApaNAmAM doSonuM ja saMkramaNa karyuM che. kAraNa ke doSono ja vinaya karyo che. je vastu game te ApaNane maLe. doSo game to doSo maLe. guNo game to guNo maLe. 42 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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vinaya na hoya to na gRhastha - jIvana zobhe, na sAdhu-jIvana ! eka paNa avinIta AvI jAya to ApaNA gRpanI zuM hAlata thAya ? teno ApaNane anubhava che. A badhuM joIne ApaNe nirNaya karI levo joie : mAre to koIno avinaya nathI ja karavo. bIjo avinaya kare te bhale ApaNe na aTakAvI zakIe, paNa ApaNo avinaya to ApaNe aTakAvI zakIene ? gRhastho puruSArthathI dhananI vRddhi kare to ApaNe vinayathI vidyA Adi guNonI vRddhi nahi karavAnI ? vinItanI badhA ja prazaMsA kare, avinItanI prazaMsA koIe karI hoya tevuM jANyuM che ? ATaluM jANavA chatAM avinaya kema TaLato nathI ? vinaya kema jIvanamAM Avato nathI ? jANaMtA vi viNayaM kei kammANubhAvadoseNaM / nicchaMti pauMjittA, abhibhUyA rAgadosehiM / / 16 / / keTalAka vinayane jANatA hovA chatAM jIvanamAM UtArI zakatA nathI. karmasattA eTalI prabaLa hoya che ke jIvanamAM UtAravAnuM mana paNa thatuM nathI. * avinaya, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha vagere karIne koI kAryamAM saphaLatA meLavIe ne e doSone vakhANIe to samajI lejo : A doSo kadI javAnA nathI. janmAMtaramAM paNa sAthe cAlaze. bhagavAna pAse guNo ekaThA thaIne rahelA che. kAraNa ke bhagavAne teno Adara karyo che. * rAga-dveSa mithyAtvanA kAraNe vadhe che. mithyAtvanA nAzathI dhIre-dhIre rAga-dveSa ghaTatA rahe che. kAraNa ke mithyAtvathI samajaNa maLe che : A rAga-dveSa ja mArA bhayaMkara zatruo che, bIjo koI nahi. zatrunI ekavAra jANakArI maLI jAya pachI enI sAthe tame kadI dostI na karI zako. . * buddhihIna mASatuSa munine kevaLajJAna maLI gayuM. mahAbuddhi kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 43

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mAna jamAli janma hArI gayA. tenuM zuM kAraNa ? mApatuSa pAse vinaya hato, jamAli pAse nhoto. * indriya-vijetAnI ja nirmaLa kIrti phelAya. lolupI mANasa kIrtinI AzA rAkhI zake nahi. * dhana vagarano mANasa garIba, nipuNyaka, bhAgyahIna kahevAya. vinaya vagarano sAdhu mahAnikhuNyaka kahevAya. * pUrvajanmanI sAdhanAnA phaLo A janmamAM ApaNe bhogavI rahyA chIe. paNa have A bhavamAM sAdhanA nahi karIe to AgAmI janmamAM zuM thaze ? * cAreya durlabha cIne ApaNane [mAdhuraM tu saddha, saMgama ga variSa] maLI che, ema vyavahArathI kahI zakAya, paNa enuM ApaNane mUlya keTaluM ? * koI avinIta, AcAryanA guNo chUpAve, AcAryanI apakIrti thAya tevuM varte, te RSighAtakanA loka niraka]mAM jAya, ema ahIM lakhyuM che. mithyAtva vinA AvuM na thaI zake. mithyAtvanI utkRSTa sthiti 70 koTAkoTI sAgaropamanI che. ghora mithyAtva ja AvI vicAraNA Ape. * badhI vidyAonuM mULa vinaya che. badhI vidyAonA rahasyo pAmavA hoya to vinayane pakaDI lo. eka kroDa rUpiyAno ceka koI ApI de to eNe zuM ApyuM kahevAya ? makAna, dukAna vagere badhuM ja AvI gayuM ne ? vinayamAM paNa badhuM ja AvI gayuM. vizIla ziSyanA laThThANI : A. saraLa : dA.ta. muktAnaMda vijayajI ! ekadama saraLa. pU. devendrasUrijI atyaMta saraLa hatA. ame keTalIye vAra anubhavyuM che. zrAvakomAM gAMdhIdhAmavALA devajIbhAI yAda Ave. lAkhanuM kAma batAvo. tarata ja karI Ape. e paNa atyaMta 44 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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guptapaNe. B. aparigrAnta : sevA ane svAdhyAya karavAmAM kadI thAke ja nahi. svAdhyAyamAM sthUlabhadra ane sevAmAM naMdiSeNa yAda AvI jAya. * vinayanI siddhi zI rIte meLavavI ? siddhi tene kahevAya jemAM guNa AvyA pachI jAya nahi. A badhAnuM varNana A graMthamAM AgaLa Avaze. amArA AgamanathI teo bhAgI jAya che.. jaMgalamAM jatA koI mANasane cAra strIo maLI. emanA nAmo hatA : buddhi, lA, himmata ane taMdurastI. mANase pUchayuM : "tame kyAM raho cho ?' "ame cAreya kramazaH magaja, AMkha, hRdaya ane peTamAM rahIe chIe.' javAba sAMbhaLIne te AgaLa cAlyo tyAre tene cAra puruSa maLyA. temanA nAma hatA : krodha, lobha, bhaya ane roga. pUchyuM : "tame kyAM raho cho ?' "ame cAreya kramazaH magaja, AMkha, hRdaya ane peTamAM rahIe chIe." are ! tyAM to pelI strIo rahe che !" tamArI vAta kharI... paNa amAruM Agamana thatAM ja teo ghara choDIne bhAgI jAya che." krodhathI buddhi, lobhathI lajjA, bhayathI hiMmata ane rogathI taMdurastI naSTa thAya che. ' kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 5

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zaMkhezvara phA.suda-10 15-3-2000, budhavAra. * zAstromAM vinaya kyAM che? ema nahi, vinaya kyAM nathI ? ema pUcho. dareka kArya navakArapUrvaka zarU karavAnuM hoya che. navakAra parama vinayarUpa che. | navakAramAM prathama pada "namo' vinayane ja kahe che. "arihaMtANaM' thI paNa tenuM sthAna prathama che. guNone tame AmaMtraNa - patrikA bhale game teTalI lakho, paNa teoe mITiMgamAM nakkI karyuM che ke vinaya hoya to ja javuM. vinaya nahi hoya to ekeya guNa nahi Ave. vinaya vagaranA guNo guNAbhAsa kahevAze. potAnI pAse nahi hovA chatAM potAnA dareka [50 hajAra] ziSyone kevaLajJAna ApavAnI zakti, gautama svAmImAM vinayathI AvI che. bhagavAnanA 700 ja sAdhuone kaivalya maLyuM che, jayAre gautamasvAmInA badhA ya ziSyone maLyuM che. * ApaNA sudhI zrutajJAna pahoMcyuM temAM ApaNA tamAma pUrvaja mahAtmAono phALo che, have ApaNA para moTI javAbadArI che : ApaNA anugAmIone A vAraso pahocADavAnI. * 36 4 36 = 1296 ja guNo AcAryamAM che evuM nahi mAnatA. ahIM kahe che ke lAkho guNo AcAryamAM hoya. 46 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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AcArya keMghA hoya.... ? A vyavahAra mArga-upadezaka. B RtaratnanA mahAna sArthavAha [moTA vepArI] C pRthvI jevA sahanazIla. game teTaluM khodo paNa pRthvI kadI cUM kare che ? game teTalo bhAra nAkho, paNa kadI UMhakAro kare che ? tethI ja tenuM nAma sarvasahA" che. AcArya paNa AvA ja sahiSNu hoya. D candra jevA saumya. E sAgara jevA gaMbhIra. AthI ja teo AlocanA ApI zake. 12 varSa sudhI rAha jovAnuM kahyuM che, paNa agItArtha pAse AlocanA levAnI zAstra nA pADI che. - dudharSa : vAdI AdithI aparAjeya. G kAlajJaH kayA samaye zuM karavuM te jANe. deza, jIvonA bhAva, dravya vagere jANanArA. kayo mANasa kayA bhAvathI bole che ? te AcArya jANe. enA zabdothI enI bhUmikAne oLakhI le. utAvaLIyA na hoya : ApaNe badhA UtAvaLA chIe, paNa AcArya dhIrA hoya. AMbo paNa phaLa mATe TAImanI apekSA rAkhe to bIjA kArya emane ema kema phaLe ? 4 anuvartaka : kayA ziSyane kaI rIte AgaLa vadhAravo te jANanArA hoya. amane AvA anuvartaka guNathI yukta pU. kanakasUrijI, pU. premasUrijI, pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI [bhale AcArya pada na svIkAryuM, paNa guNo hatA.] jevA mahApuruSonA sAnnidhyamAM rahevAnuM maLyuM che, te amAro puNyodaya. * K amAyI : jarAya mAyA na hoya. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 40

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L sva-para AgamanA jANa : dareka zAstramAM emanI prajJA khUMpI zakatI hoya. M dvAdazAMgIne sUtra, artha ane tadubhayathI AtmasAtuM karanArA.. cha AvazyakomAM prathama sAmAyika che. samasta dvAdazAMgIno sAra sAmAyika che. sAmAyika para lAkho zloka pramANa sAhitya che. sAmAyikanI ATalI mahattA samatAnI mahattA sUcita kare che. dIkSA vakhate mAtra sAmAyika pATha ja uccarAvavAmAM Ave che. sAmAyika eTale sAvadya yogo [18 pApasthAnaka] nA tyAgapUrvaka niravadya yogo [sAmAyikAdinuM sevana. traNeya yogomAM samatA tenuM nAma sAmAyika. kAyA ADIavaLI na cAlavA daie, vacana jema tema na bolIe, manamAM durvikalpo pedA na thavA daIe, to traNeya yogomAM samatA AvI zake, to ja sAmAyika TakI rahe. * vinayanuM prathama varNana karyuM. kAraNa ke vinayathI ja ziSya banI zakAya che. ziSya bane te ja guru banI zake che. zAstrakAra kahe che : guru banavAnI utAvaLa nahi karatA, ziSya banavA prayatna karajo. ziSya thayA vinA guru banI gayA to tame ja svayaM takalIphamAM mUkAI jazo. ziSya banavA mATe vinaya sau prathama joie. * avinaya jhera che. e dUra nahi thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNA bhAva-prANonuM kSaNe-kSaNe thaI raheluM mRtyu aTakaze nahi. * traNa divasa zaMkhezvaramAM chIe to barAbara bhakti karo. A mUrti nahi, sAkSAta bhagavAna ja che, ema mAnajo. bhaktonI prArthanAthI jANe mUrtirUpe ahIM padhAryA che. bhagavAnanI bhASA samajIe to e ApaNane bolatA lAgaze. * "Avo.... Avo.... jasodAnA kaMta...." ema tame bhagavAnane bolAvo, AmaMtro chatAM bhagavAna kAMi ja pratibhAva na Ape, evuM bane ? meM pa000 aThama ahIM thayelA tyAre A prazna pUchelo. javAba kAle kahIza. 48 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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zaMkhezvara phA.suda-12 17-3-2000, zukravAra * bhUtakALamAM kadI A jinazAsana maLyuM nathI. maLyuM hoya to phaLyuM nathI, ArAdhanA karI nathI. ApaNI sAthe rahenArA anaMtA jIvo paramapade jaI pahoMcyA, paNa ApaNe TheranA Thera rahyA. kAraNake viSaya - kaSAyo ja ApaNane mIThA lAgyA. enuM ja sevana karatA rahyA ApaNe. cAre bAju Aga lAgI hoya, nIkaLavAno nagarano daravAjo eka ja hoya te vakhate mANasa koIne vadhu pUchyA vinA nIkaLavAnI kozIza kare. emAM eka AMdhaLo hato. ene koNa pakaDIne laI jAya ? eka sajjane salAha ApI : huM hAtha to na pakaDI zakuM, paNa tame eka kAma karo : divAlane pakaDI-pakaDIne cAlatA raho. daravAje AvatAM ja khyAla AvI jaze. AMdhaLo bicAro nasIbano pheTelo hato. teNe ema karyuM kharuM, paNa jyAre daravAjo Avyo tyAre ja teNe kharaja karavA divAla parathI hAtha laI lIdho ne cAlavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. phalataH daravAjo chuTI gayo. ApaNe A AMdhaLA jevA nathI ne ? jinazAsanayukta A mAnava-bhavano daravAjo Avyo che tyAre viSaya-kaSAyanI caLa nathI AvatI ne ? kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 49

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* upazamazreNi sudhI caDelA 14 pUrvIne evuM zuM naDatuM haze ke tyAMthI paNa TheTha nigode jaIne pahoMce ? pustaka, upakaraNa ItyAdimAMthI koI sthAne sUkSma mamatva rahI jatuM haze ne ? jojo. ApaNane kyAMya mamatva nathI ne? * lahiaThA, gahIaTha, pucchiThA vizeSaNo zrAvakonA ja nahi, sAdhvIjInA paNa hoya. zA mATe ? Agamone sAMbhaLIne evA banelAM hoya. jyAre jyAre avasara maLe tyAre tattvapUrNa AgamonA padArtho sAMbhaLe. amArA phalodInA phUlacaMda, devacaMda kocara Adi AvA zrAvako hatA. moTA AcAryo Ave tyAre karmasAhitya Adi para carcA cAlatAM rAtanA bAra vAgatA. * caMDakauzike bhagavAnane bolAvavA FAX, phona dvArA kyAreya AmaMtraNa nhotuM ApyuM ke AmaMtraNa patrikA hotI lakhI, e cAhato paNa nhoto, chatAM bhagavAna sAme caDIne gayA. bhagavAna anAmaMtrita AgaMtuka che. "manahUita - sahaya' bhagavAnanuM vizeSaNa che. samatA rAkhe, sahana kare ane sahAyatA kare te sAdhu kahevAya. caMDakauzikanA A kathAnakamAMthI bodhapATha laI ApaNe A rIte [bIjAnA viSaya-kaSAyo dUra karavAnA prayAsamAM] sahAyatA karavI joie. * AcArya dIpaka samAna hoya. eka sUryamAMthI hajAra sUrya na bane. eka dIpamAMthI hajAro dIpa pragaTI zake. kevaLajJAna sUrya che, paNa zrutajJAna dIvo che. e bIjAne ApI zakAya. AcAryo bIjAne potAnA jevA banAve. ApaNane pUrvapuruSo maLyA na hota to ApaNe AvA banata ? AcAryo to dhanya che ja, AcAryanI sevA karanAra paNa dhanyatAnA bhAgI che. sUrya asta thaI jAya pachI prakAza ApI zakto nathI, dIvo pachI paNa ApI zake. mATe ja ahIM AcAryane dIpakanI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. * sUrya ahIM ApaNane Athamato lAge che, paNa kharekhara e 50 kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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kyAreya Athamato nathI. ahIM Athamato sUraja kyAMka Ugato hoya che. AcArya bhagavaMta sUrya jevA paNa che. jyAM jAya tyAM satata jJAnaprakAza relAvatA rahe che. AcArya bhagavaMtane namaskAra karavAthI, temanA para bhaktirAga keLavavAthI A lokamAM kIrti, paralokamAM sadgati maLe che. svargamAM paNa tenI prazaMsA thAya che. Indra paNa AcArya bhagavaMtano vinaya kare. viratine praNAma karIne indra sabhAmAM bese." - pU.paM. vIravijayajI chaTha, aThama, mAsakSamaNa vagere karatA ugra samatApUrvakanA tapasvIo ane ghora sAdhako paNa jo guruno vinaya na kare to teo anaMta saMsArI bane che, ema ahIM lakhyuM che. zA mATe AvuM lakhyuM ? AcArya bhagavaMta bhale nAnA hoya, alpazruta hoya ke alpa prabhAvI hoya, paNa temanuM na mAnavAthI ke avinaya karavAthI AvI paraMparA cAle che, bIjA paNa evo ja avinaya zIkhe che. mithyA paraMparAmAM cAlanAra karatAM mithyA paraMparA pravartaka moTo doSabhAgI bane che. "na gurA nara koI mata milo re, pApI milo hAra; eka nagarA ke upare re, lakha pApoMkA bhAra...' AvuM karanAro anaMta saMsArI bane emAM zI navAI ? * AMbAnuM vRkSa phaLa lAgatAM namra bane tema vinIta namra hoya, kRtajJa hoya, bIjAnA upakArone jANanAro hoya. AcAryanI manobhAvanAno jANanAro hoya. tadanusAra anukULa vartana karanAro hoya. AvA vinIta ziSyo hoya te AcArya jinazAsananA prabhAvaka banI zake, rAjasabhAmAM chAtI ThokIne kahI zake : nahi, tamArA rAjakumAro karatAM amArA jaina sAdhuo vadhu vinayI che. . huM Aje AvuM na kahI zakuM. pU. kanakasUrijI jevuM vacananI kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja pa1

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AdeyatAnuM mAruM puNya nathI. huM kahIza ane sAdhvIvarga mAruM mAnaze ja, evo mane pUro bharoso nathI. pAdaliptasUrijInA AdezathI jANatA hovA chatAM pelA bAlamuni gaMgAnadI kaI dizAmAM vahe che ? te jovA nIkaLelA. AvA vinIta ziSyo ja guru pAsethI jJAnAdino khajAno meLavI zake. vinIta ziSya sahanazIla hoya. guru AzIrvAdathI tenAmAM sahanazIlatA pragaTe ja. lAMbA vihAro, kAMTALo tapato rasto, ThekANAvagaranuM mukAma,gocarI - pANInI muzkelI vagere dareka sthaLe ziSya meru jevo sahanazIla hoya. saMsAramAM dharma ane dharmamAM saMsAra chAsamAM mAkhaNa hoya to vAMdho nahi, paNa mAkhaNamAM chAsa na joIe. kolasAmAM hIro AvI jAya to vAMdho nahi, paNa hIrA letAM kolaso na Avavo joIe. sigAreTa pItAM-pItAM prabhune bhajavAmAM vAMdho nahi, paNa prabhu-bhajana karatAM karatAM sigAreTa na ja joIe. jheramAM bheLa-seLa hoya to vAMdho nahi, paNa mIThAImAM jheranI bheLa-seLa na ja joIe. pANI para hoDI hoya to vAMdho nahi, paNa hoDImAM pANI na joIe. saMsAramAM prabhu yAda Ave to vAMdho nahi. prabhu-bhaktimAM saMsAra yAda na Avavo joIe. para ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pAnavA phA.suda-13 18-3-2000, zanivAra * guNa bhale arUpI hoya, paNa guNI rUpI che. dharma bhale arUpI hoya, paNa dharmI rUpI che. guNa ke dharmanA darzana karavA hoya to guNI ke dharmAnA darzana karavA paDaze. guNInA satkAra vinA tame guNono satkAra karI zakazo nahi. * karavA karatAM karAvavAnI zakti vadhe. tenA karatAM paNa anumodanAnI zakti vadhe. karaNa-karAvaNanI sImA che, paNa anumodanAnI koi ja sImA nathI. mATe ja anumodanA karAyelo dharma anaMtaguNo banI jAya che, sAnubaMdha banI te bhavobhavano sAthI banI jAya che. * eka guNa evo banAvo ke je sAnubaMdha bane, bhavobhava sAthe cAle. * gaI sAle valasADamAM caitrI oLI karAvelI tyAre eka ajaina mahAtmAe vAta karelI : bhAgavatamAM RSabhadevanuM varNana Ave che. vedomAM AdinAtha AdinuM varNana Ave che. * ahIM jeTalI pAMjarApoLo jovA maLe che, temAM koine koi eka samarpita mANasanI sevA hoya che. enA vinA pAMjarApoLa kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja pa3

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cAlI zake nahi. gRhasthomAM paNa dayA-dAna Adi guNo ATalA vikaselA hoya to ApaNAmAM guNo kevA hovA joIe ? * 14 pUrvo moDhe hovA jarUrI nathI, eka padanA AlaMbane paNa anaMtA jIvo samyakatva pAmyA che. upazama-viveka-saMvara A traNa zabdanA zravaNathI pelo cilAtIputra sagatigAmI banelo. * Aje celA-celI vadhI rahyA che tenuM kAraNa tenI zarata tame [guru] mAnya rAkho cho te che. tame jeTalI dIkSA mATe mahenata karo cho, eTalI tene samyaktva pamADavA karo cho ? samyaktva ja saMsAramAM khUba durlabha che. * madhyavana - pharma - nirnArtha parivoDhavyA: pariSada: | mArgathI bhraSTa na thavAya tathA karma nirjarA mATe pariSado sahana karavAnA che - ema tattvArthamAM kahyuM che. Aja sudhI duHkho ghaNA sahana karyA che, paNa raDI-raDIne karyA che. hasatA-hasatA kadI sahana nathI karyA. jo ema karyuM hota to karma mULathI ukhaDI jAta. ziSya banavAnI prathama zarata A che : sahanazIlatA. AnA sthAne ApaNe ene sukhazIla banAvIe to ? AvA sukha-zIlone vRddho "khasaTha" [kha = khAvuM, sa = sUvuM, Tha = Thalle javuM kahetA. vepAra vinA vepArIne divasa nakAmo lAge, tema karma-nirjarA vagarano divasa sAdhune nakAmo lAge. bhagavAne batAvelA dareka anuSThAnamAM puNya, saMvara ane nirjarA rahelA ja che ema nakkI mAnajo. * moha bhale game teTalA dhamapachADA kare, paNa toya dharmazAsana jayavaMtuM ja varte che, vartaze. Akhare dharmazAsana naphAmAM ja che. dara cha mahine eka siddha, dara mahine eka sarvavirati, dara paMdara divase eka dezavirati, dara sAta divase eka jIva samyaktva pAme ja. A dharmazAsanano vijaya che. pa4 kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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dharma-zAsananuM saMpUrNa pAlana kadAca ApaNe na karI zakIe, paNa zAsanano Adara banI rahe to paNa moTI vAta che. 'avalambyecchAyogaM pUrNAcArAsahiSNavazca vayam / bhaktyA paramamunInAM tadIyapadavImanusarAmaH // " - adhyAtmasAra. * zArIrika sahanazakti to kadAca ApaNe keLavI laIe, paraMtu mAnasika sahanazakti keLavavI kaThaNa che. potAnI niMdA vakhate paNa ApaNe rAjI thaie. sva prazaMsA thatI hoya tyAre nArAja thaIe, evI mAnasika sthiti ApaNI pragaTe tyAre samajavuM : have mAnasika zakti puSTa banI che. dareka sthiti muni svIkAre : mAna ke apamAna, niMdA ke stuti, jIvana ke maraNa. muni maraNane paNa mahotsava mAne. eka divasa Avaze ja : A zarIra Adi badhuM ja choDIne cAlyA javuM paDaze ja. bhADAnuM A badhuM che. choDavuM ja paDaze ne ? paNa tenA para Asakti nahi hoya to choDatI vakhate jarAya darda nahi thAya. * "mariSTha muhaMtuTuM ziSya alpa icchAvALo ne saMtoSI hoya. eka vakhate saurASTramAM mAMgaroLa pAse eka gAmamAM 32 ki.mI.nA vihAra pachI mAtra ardhI ja gocarI maLelI. kharo AnaMda Avelo. pU. kamaLavijayajIe paropakArI mANasane pakaDI eka dukAnamAM UtAro karAvyo. pU. kamaLavijayajI vahoravA gayA. lukhAsukhA roTalA ane chAza vahorI lAvelA. A prasaMga Aje paNa yAda Ave ne sahanazIlatA tathA saMtoSa mATe hRdaya paritoSa anubhave che. konI kyAre mukhyatA ? audayika bhAvanI ghaTanAmAM upAdAnanI mukhyatA mAno. aupazamika, kSAyika, lAyopathamikamAM puSTa nimitta (prabhu) nI mukhyatA mAno. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja papa

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kacolIyA phA.vada-ra 2 2-3-2000, budhavAra * bhagavAna mAtra kalyANanA kAraNa ja nahi, svayaM paNa kalyANarUpa che. "paramawttAnA, paramaRttApade bhagavAna mAtra varNanathI ja nahi, ciMtana ane kalpanAthI paNa para che. bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAro, 'tvameva sara mane' bolo, eTale bhagavAne hAtha pakaDI ja lIdho, ema samajI lo. bhagavAna "nAtha" che. nAtha mAtra aupacArika nathI, paNa yoga + kSema karanAra sAcA arthamAM nAtha che. bhagavAnane nAtha koNe kahyA che? bIjabuddhinA nidhAna gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe. aMtarmuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI banAvanAra gaNadharo jyAre AvA vizeSaNopUrvaka bhagavAnanI stuti kare, eTale emAM jarUra kaMIka tathya hovuM joie. * bhagavAnanA guNo gAvAthI ApaNane zo lAbha ? bhagavAnanA je je guNo gAIe, te te guNo ApaNAmAM AvatA jAya. "jina-uttama guNa AvatAM, guNa Ave nija aMga...' - padmavijayajI je guNanI khAmI jaNAtI hoya, te te guNonuM gAna karatA jAva. pa6 e kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* bhagavAnanI gerahAjarImAM guru ja bhagavAna rUpa che, ema lAgavuM joIe. mATe ja "IcchakArI bhagavan!' vageremAM guru mATe "bhagavAna" zabda prayojyo che. ApaNe ene pUjyavAcI zabda gaNIne avagaNI daIe chIe. paNa gurumAM bhagavabuddhi jagADavA mATe A che, evuM ApaNe kadI vicAratA nathI. * ApaNI uddhatAIno ApaNane kadI khyAla Avato nathI. e to guru ja batAvI zake. moTA DaoNkTara paNa potAnA dardanI davA pote ja na kare, bIjA pAsethI ja karAve. Aje paNa huM AlocanA bIjA AcArya bhagavaMta pAsethI lauM chuM. * Aje dhyAnanA nAme ghaNI zibiro thAya che, paNa te saphaLa tyAre ja thaze, jyAre bhagavAna kendra sthAne haze ! * bALakane mA para hoya che tema bhaktane bhagavAna para vizvAsa hoya che : bhagavAna mArI pAse ja che. * Aje paNa huM bolavA besuM tyAre kAMI nakkI nathI hotuM : zuM bolIza? bhagavAna bolAve tema bolato rahuM chuM, evo anubhava ghaNIvAra thAya che. "prabhu-pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA..." dezo to tumahI bhaluM...' vagere mArI priya paMktio che. ThoTha rahevuM sAruM, paNa bhagavAna sivAya bIje kyAMyathI mAre kazuM ja joituM nathI, Avo Aje paNa mAro daDha vizvAsa che. * traNa gAravamAM RddhigArava sauthI khataranAka che. kAraNa ke e mithyAtvajanya che. e evI IcchA janmAve che : "huM guruthI paNa AgaLa jAuM....!' ApaNane maLelI labdhi-siddhiono prayoga potAnI mahattvAkAMkSA saMtoSavA karIe to samajavuM : aMdara UMDe - UMDe mithyAtva che. mithyAtva hoya tyAM ahaMkAra, mAyA-kapaTa vagere aneka doSo hoya. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa0

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* audayika bhAvamAM jIvIe chIe. temAMthI ApaNe kSAyopathamika bhAvamAM AvavAnuM che. aMte kSAyikabhAvamAM TharavAnuM * vinIta vinayanI sAthe svAdhyAya paNa kare. paNa vRddhAdinI sevAnI upekSA svAdhyAyanA nAme na kare. * pU. paMnyAsajI ma. kahetA : sAgarajI ma. pAse bIjA samudAyanA sAdhvIjIe dIkSA mATe upadhinI mAMgaNI karelI. sAgarajI mahArAje tarata ja ApelI. e kALamAM paropakAra vagere guNo svAbhAvika hatA. ApaNo janma ja evA kALamAM thayo che ke paropakAra buddhi ochI rahe, ema mAnIne besI nathI rahevAnuM, paNa e guNa keLavavA khUba ja prayatna karavAno che. * sahajamaLanuM jora haze, tyAM sudhI karma ochA thaze to paNa pharI karmo vadhI jaze. sahajamaLa eTale karma-baMdhananI yogyatA ! ghaNA loko dhyAna-zibiramAM jaIne kahe che : amArA karmo ochA thaI gayA ! karmo ochA thAya, paNa sahajamaLa na ghaTe, to zA kAmanuM ? bhagavAnanI upAsanA vinA sahajamaLa na ghaTe. vinaya na vadhe, bhakti na pragaTe to samajavuM : sahajamAno hAsa thayo nathI. sahajamaLano hrAsa tathAbhavyatAnA paripAkathI thAya che. te cAranI zaraNAgatithI thAya che. zaraNAgati eTale ja bhakti ! saguNonI bheTa bhagavAna dvArA ja maLe, e mArA anubhavathI huM adhikArapUrvaka kahI zakuM. bhakti vinA Avelo vinaya zI rIte parakhAya ? huM vinayI chuM" Avo bhAva paNa ahaMkArajanya che. 58 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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kheravA phA. vada-3 23-3-2000, guruvAra * bhagavAna para bhakti vadhe, zAstra para bahumAna vadhe tematema vairAgya daDha bane. vairAgya vinA AcAra-pAlana thaI zakatuM nathI. zarUAtamAM vairAgya du:khagarbhita paNa hoI zake, paNa have jJAnagarbhita vairAgya banavuM joIe. Ama karanAra vinaya che, ema anaMtajJAnIoe kahyuM che. saMyama-jIvanamAM vairAgya jeTalo daDha, saMyama-jIvana eTaluM daDha ! vinayathI vidyA, vidyAthI viveka, vivekathI vairAgya, vairAgyathI virati, viratithI vItarAgatA vItarAgatAthI videhamukti maLaze. * ziSya banyA vinA je guru banI jAya, te guru, ziSya karatAM paNa vadhAre gunegAra che. amArA paricita DaoNkTara kahetA : DaoNkTaranI parIkSAmAM jo ghAlamela karavAmAM Ave to maro dardIno thAya ! mAMDalamAM pahelA gayelA tyAre sAMbhaLeluM : eka DaoNkTara para traNa lAkha rUpIyAno kesa thayelo. tAvamAM ijekazana ApatAM dardInuM mRtyu thayeluM. aNaghaDa DaoNkTara samAjane nukazAna kare tenA karatAM anekagaNuM nukazAna yogyatA vinAnA guru kare. jima jima bahuzruta bahu jana sammata, bahu ziSya parivariyo; kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 59

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tima tima jinazAsanano vayarI, jo navi nizcaya dharIyo..." pU. yazovijayajInI A Takora keTalI vedhaka che ? ame paNa emAM AvI gayA. * je sainika svarakSA na karI zake te dezarakSA zI rIte karI zakaze ? evo sainika senApati banI jAya to dezane raDavAno avasara Ave. ziSya banyA vinAnA guru zAsana mATe AvA ja nukazAnakartA bane. * tame game teTalA nyAya - vyAkaraNAdi bhaNo, paNa je AcArya vagere daseyanI veyAvaccamAM upekSA karo to bhaNavAno koI artha nathI. vidvAna ane vaktA banyA pachI veyAvacca bhUlavAnI nathI. * ApaNA vaDIloe ApaNA samudAyanI kevI chApa UbhI karI che ? te to juo. Aje ja rAjakoTathI vinaMtI AvI che : "amane ApanA ja samudAyanA sAdhvIjIo joIe..." koNa taiyAra thaze ? ame bhacAu rahevA AvelA, paNa pUjyazrInI icchA jANIne ame gAMdhIdhAma gayelA. huM koIne orDara nahi karuM ! mAre paNa "IcchAkAra' samAcArI sAcavavAnI hoya. mAre tamArA hRdayamAM IcchA karAvavAnI hoya, polIsanI jema hukama karavAno na hoya. pU. kanakasUrijIno A jamAno nathI rahyo. emane gaye 37 varSa thayA. dara dasa varSe jamAno badalAto jAya che. khUba ja jhaDapathI badhuM badalAI rahyuM che. AvaDI UMmaramAM paNa traNa pATha pU. kanakasUrijI svayaM ApatA, chatAM emanI icchAne mAna ApIne huM gAMdhIdhAma gayo. Akhare AzIrvAda kAma lAge. * jenI pAse dIkSA lIdhI, jene guru tarIke svIkAryA, enA avarNavAda bolavA enA jevI nirguNatA bIjI ekeya nathI. suvinIta 60 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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ziSya svagurunI kIrti vadhAre. AvA suyogya ziSyanI kIrti svayaM prasare. kama se kama ATaluM nakkI karajo : je A veSa lIdho che, tenI kyAMya niMdA na thAya, paNa prazaMsA ja thAya, evuM ja vartana huM karIza. mArA nimitte zAsananI niMdA thAya tenA jevuM koi bIjuM pApa nathI. zAsananI prazaMsA thAya tenA jevuM koI bIjuM puNya nathI. e vAta huM satata yAda rAkhIza. lokomAM mithyAtvanI vRddhi thAya, tenA jevuM bIjuM pApa karyuM ? pAMca varSanA liMga ane pAMca parameSThI audAryaH arihaMtomAM prakRSTapaNe raheluM che. sarva jIvone tAravAnI karuNApUrNa udAra bhAvanAthI teo bhagavAna banyA che. dAkSiNya : siddhomAM utkRSTapaNe raheluM che. teo jagatanA sarva jIvone pUrNa svarUpe joI rahyA che. keTaluM dAkSiNya ? pApa jugupsA : AcArya bhagavaMtomAM jabaradasta pApa jugupsA rahelI che. AthI ja teo AcAranA pAlana ane upadeza dvArA jagatane pApathI bacAve che. nirmala bodha : upAdhyAya bhagavaMtomAM utkRSTa rUpe hoya che. teo svayaM AgamanA jANakAra ane bIjAne paNa potAnA jevA banAvatA hoya che. lokapriyatA : sajjana lokomAM sAdhuo sadA priya hoya che. sAdhuone lokapriyatA svAbhAvika rIte ja maLelI che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 1

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vaNA phA. vada-4 24-3-2000, zukravAra haMtUNa savvamANaM sIso hoUNa tAva sikkhAhi / sIsassa hu~ti sIsA, na huti sIsA asIsassa // 43 / / - caMdAvinjhaya payanA * sarvotkRSTa durlabha cIjo ApaNane maLI che. eno sadupayoga karIe to kAma thaI jAya. A janmamAM nahi, to 2-4 ke 7-8 bhavamAM kAma thai jAya. * A caMdAvijhaya pannA graMthamAM atyAre ja sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka bane tevA sadguNone prApta karavAnI vAta che. ApaNane vagara mahenate A cAritra maLI gayuM che e vAta kharI, paNa A to dravya cAritra che. bhAva cAritra to AtmaguNo dvArA Ave, vinayAdithI Ave. sapheda kapaDA, sAro dAMDo, camakato ogho - AvA sApha-zuddha veSathI sAdhupaNuM maLI jaze, evuM rakhe mAnatA. are ! dravyathI utkRSTa kriyA hovA chatAM bhAvacAritra na hoya evuMya bane. * mokSanI icchA che - ema kahevA chatAM tenI sAdhanA ja na karIe to ApaNI mokSecchA sAcI gaNAya kharI ? zatruMjaya javAnI icchA che - ema bolanAro te tarapha kyAreya DagaluM ya na bhare to 2 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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e icchA sAcI kahevAya ? koTA buMdInA loko jevI bhAvanA na cAle. mokSanuM praNidhAna eTale mokSa mATeno daDha saMkalpa. evo saMkalpa AvyA pachI ja pravRtti Adi Azayo Ave che. dravya kriyAo kAraNa che, kArya nathI. kArya to ApaNI aMdara pedA thato bhAva che - e kadI bhUlavuM nahi. * bhAvathI ziSya kyAre banAya ? ApaNI ahaMtA, ApaNuM saMpUrNa vyaktitva gurunA caraNe dharI daIe tyAre ! ahaMtAnA saMpUrNa samarpaNa vinA ziSyatva pragaTI zake nahi. ApaNe vyavahArathI ziSya jarUra banyA chIe, paNa "ahaMtA" akabaMdha rAkhI che. ziSyatvanuM utkRSTa udAharaNa gautamasvAmI che. ahIM "haMtu savvamA'mAM "sarva' zabda lakhyo che. eno artha thAya che : sarva prakAranA mAnano tyAga karIne ja ziSyatva meLavI zakAya che. sAco ziSya bane te ja sAco guru banI zake. mana-vacanaAdinuM saMpUrNa samarpaNa karI zake te ja ziSya banI zake. ApaNe mana-vacana Adi saMpUrNa akabaMdha rAkhIne ziSya banavA mAMgIe chIe. jo ke, ame pote ja AvA chIe. prazna : AmAMnA koI sAcA ziSya nathI ? uttara : huM pote sAco ziSya nathI banyo to bIjAnI zI vAta karuM ? meM pote mArA gurunI kyAM keTalI sevA karI che ? A mAro dRSTikoNa che. e dRSTikoNa tame na laI zako. mAruM koI na mAne to huM AvuM vicAruM chuM. A rIte vicAravAthI mana samatAmAM ramamANa rahe che. bIjuM kAMI yAda na rahe to "sabe navA myavasa' e yAda karI levuM. mArI vAtathI badhA ja vinIta banI jaze, AjJAMkita banI jaze. evI jo mArI apekSA hoya to te vadhu paDatI che. saMbhava che : mArI vAta koI ja na svIkAre. Ama chatAM mAro samatAbhAva akhaMDita rahe te dRSTikoNa mAre apanAvavo rahyo. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 1 63

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* samarpita ziSya kaDavA vacanathI nArAja na bane ane mIThA vacanothI abhimAna na kare : ""huM ja gurujIne priya chuM. mArI vAta gurujI mAne ja." A vicAra paNa uddhatAInA gharano che. * guru pAsethI 7 vAra vAcanA levI joie. 7 vAra saMbhaLAya pachI ja e padArtha bhAvita bane, ghaTTa bane. pahelA vinA pustake mAtra vAcanA dvArA A rIte cAlatuM. ghaNIvAra ekanuM eka stavana vAraMvAra boluM chuM. ghaNAne thazeH ekanuM eka stavana zA mATe? paNa jema jema e zabdo ghUMTatA jaie tema tema kartAno bhAva vadhu ne vadhu sparzato jAya. zabdo, kartAnA bhAvonA vAhaka che. * ziSya kevo hoya ? jAti-kula-rUpa-yauvana-vIrya, samatva, sattvathI yukta, mUdu-bhASI, apizuna [cADI-cugalI nahi karanAro], azaTha, namra, alobhI, akhaMDa aMgavALo, anukULa, snigdha ane puSTa zarIravALo, gaMbhIraunnata nAsikAvALo, dIrdhadaSTivALo, vizALa AMkhovALo, jinazAsanano anurAgI, guru-mukha tarapha jonAro [emano Azaya samajanAro] dhIra, zraddhALu, vikArarahita, vinayapradhAna, kAlajJa, dezag, samayajJa, zIla-rUpa-vinayano jANa, lobha-bhaya-moha rahita, nidrA pariSaha vijetA. [ - caMdAviya pannA 45 thI 48]. ahIM rUpavAna ziSya zA mATe ? rUpavAna zAsana prabhAvaka banI zake. kANA - laMgaDA vagere apalakSaNA kahyA che. ghaNA mUdu bole, paNa AvuM pAchuM karatA rahe, dADhamAM bole. mATe kahyuM : cADI-cugalI nahi karanAro. bhajana ane bhojana bhojana nIrasa to bhajana sa-rasa bhojana sa-rasa to bhajana nIrasa ja che kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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bAkarathalI phA. vada-5 25-3-2000, zanivAra * bhagavAnanA caturvidha saMghano AMkaDo sAMbhaLIne lAge : ATalo ja AMkaDo kema ? paNa A badhA naizcayika [ sva - guNaThANe rahelA ] samajavA. vaLI, bhagavAnathI pratibodhita samajavA. emanA ziSyo dvArA pratibodhita hoya te alaga. * jyAM sudhI kSAyikabhAva na maLe tyAM sudhI kSAyopathamika bhAvonI vRddhi thavI joie. apunabaMdhaka banyA pachI ja ema thaI zake. AnI pratIti zI ? bAhya koI padArtha vinA ja ene aMdarathI AsvAda Avato rahe che. pU. haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho vAMcatAM lAge : 4-5 ke 6 guNasthAnakanI vAta choDo, apunabaMdhaka avasthA paNa ghaNI durlabha che. ApaNA veSa para nahi, aMtaraMga pariNAmo para ApaNI sagatidurgati AdhArita che. * dIkSA levI eTale moha sAme khulluM yuddha cheDavuM ! emAM jarA gAphela rahyA ke gayA ! * sevA ane vinaya evA guNo che jenAthI vagara mahenate samyagu-darzana, samyagU jJAna Adi maLe che. samyapha cAritra samyam jJAnane AdhIna che. samyagU jJAna gurune AdhIna che. guru vinayane kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 5

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AdhIna che. eTaluM nakkI karo : bhAva-cAritra meLavyA vinA maravuM nathI.' eTale ke game te bhoge cAritra meLavavuM ja che. to ja jIvana saphaLa banaze. * snigdha - upacita zarIravALo moTAbhAge guNIyala hoya. zrIpALa koDhagrasta hovA chatAM AvA ja lakSaNothI pU. municandrasUri tene oLakhI gayelA. gaMbhIra ane UMcuM nAka enI saraLatA jaNAve che. * jinazAsananA anurAgIne deva-guru potAnA lAge : mArA guru ! mArA bhagavAna ! mAro dharma... ! ema hRdaya pokAratuM hoya. * maMdiramAM bhagavAna tarapha dRSTi rahe tema vAcanAdimAM daSTi guru tarapha hovI joIe. guru tarapha jevAthI ja emano Azaya khyAlamAM AvI zake. | * dharma kyAre pALavo ? ema pUchatA ho to huM pUchIza : bhojana kyAre levuM? pANI kyAre pIvuM? are..zvAsa kyAre levo ? eno niyama kharo ? dharma ApaNo zvAsa banavo joie. * nirvikalpa dazA : AtmAnuM (gharanuM) ghara. [ zukala dhyAna.]. zubha vikalpa : mitranuM ghara. [dharmadhyAna.] azubha vikalpa : zatrunuM ghara. [ArtadhyAna.] duSTa vicAra : zetAnanuM ghara. riaudra dhyAna.] - ema pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahetA. * vadhu paricaya karavAthI saMkalpa-vikalpo vadhatA rahe che. AthI yogasAramAM vadhu paricaya karavAnI nA pADI che. * mukAmamAMthI kyAMya bahAra javAnuM hoya tyAre gurujIne pUchavAnuM : "huM jinAlayAdi jAuM chuM." Aje A paddhati luptaprAya thaI gaI dekhAya che. . devendra kada ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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sUrijIne ame joyA che. koI na hoya to paNa vAparatI vakhate bole : vAparuM ! * AtmA nitya che. zarIra upakaraNAdi badhuM ja anitya che. jJAna, vinayAdi guNo nitya che. guNo eTalA vaphAdAra che ke ekavAra tame AtmasAta karo to janmAMtaramAM paNa sAtha na choDe. jagatamAM koI tamAruM nathI. eka mAtra guNo ja tamArA che. enI upAsanA kema na karavI ? - gRhasthapaNAmAM mane yAda nathI ke kadI mA-bApanuM na mAnyuM hoya ke zikSakonuM na mAnyuM hoya ke kadI koInuM apamAna karyuM hoya. kAkAne tyAM makAna banAvatI vakhate cUnAnI bhaThThI joIne bALapaNamAM thayeluM : saMsAramAM rahIne AvA pApo karavAnA ? Avo saMsAra na ja joIe. [ bhagavAnanI kRpAthI moTA thayA pachI paNa ghara ke dukAnanI marAmata karAvavAno avasara nathI Avyo.] A guNo kyAMthI AvyA ? kyAMya huM zIkhavA nhoto gayo. pUrvajanmanA saMskAro ja mAnavA paDe. hemaMtAdi turUpa kALane jANe te kAlajJa. prasaMga, saMyoga ane avasarane jANe te samayajJa. * ziSyamAM A bIjA badhA ja guNo hoya, paNa garva hoya to evA ziSyano saMgraha karatA nahi. **** to thAya khorAka sAthe pANI maLe to pace. tana sAthe mana maLe to sAdhanA thAya. prakRti sAthe puruSa maLe to saMsAra maMDAya. kRSNa sAthe jo arjuna maLe to mahAbhArata jItAya. jJAna sAthe jo bhakti (zraddhA) maLe to mokSa thAya. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja che

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surendranagara phA. vada26-3-2000, ravivAra [ kezubhAI paTela, dIpacaMda gADa zreNIbhAI, dhIrUbhAI zAha, kaza, vAcAcaMda cheDA, prakAza jhaveThI, huMzIbhAI (amakSaGzavALA) vagere hemAMli pauSadhazALAnA uddaghATanamAM layA saMghanA darzanArthe AvelA. ] * bhagavAnanuM eka vAkya paNa ApaNA jIvanane ajavALI de, je ene jIvanamAM UtArI daIe, ene hRdayamAM bhAvita banAvIe. eka vAkyane vAraMvAra dhuMTo. enA rahasyo tamane samajAze, je bIjAne nahi samajAya. | * ziSyamAM be guNa to hovI ja joie : vinaya ane vairAgya. vAvavA lAyaka bhUmi kevI che ? tenI kheDUtane tarata ja khabara paDI jAya che. vinayI hoya te ja Agama-zravaNamAM ruci dAkhavI zake. sAco vinaya hoya tyAM saraLatA hoya. khoTo vinaya hoya tyAM daMbha ane kapaTa hoya. Avo ziSya dekhAva khUba ja kare. AthI lakhyuM H ArjavaguNathI yukta hoya. * Aje vAcanA rahI zake tema nhotuM, paNa vacce gepa paDI jAya te ThIka nahi, mATe khAsa rAkhI che. relvenA pATAmAM thoDo gepa paDI jAya to Trena cAlI zake ? AvA kaTokaTInA samayamAM vAcanA 28 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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rAkhI che to grahaNa karajo. vinaya jIvanamAM Avaze to tame bIjA caMdanabALA banazo. * vinIta ziSya samagra jinazAsananI zobhA che; bhale e vidvAna na hoya ! rasALa bhUmimAM kheDUta vAvaNI na cUke tema vinItamAM guru jJAna-dAna na cUke. * bhikhArI dANA-dANA vINIne ekaThuM kare, tema meM jJAna ekaThuM karyuM che, badhAnI pAse jaI jaIne. jyAM-jyAMthI maLyuM, tyAMtyAMthI leto gayo. * vinayahIna putra hoya to paNa tene vAcanA na ApI zakAya; bhale e bIjA seMkaDo guNothI yukta hoya, ema ahIM lakhyuM che. [gAthA-pa1]. * gurune zAstrakAra TokatAM kahe che : ema ADedhaDa dIkSA na Apo. pUrI parIkSA karIne ja AgaLa vadho. ayogyane dIkSA ApavAmAM khUba ja jokhama che. ziSya ochA hoya to calAvI lejo, paNa ayogyane dIkSA ApavAnI ceSTA nahi karatA. | * vinaya-guNanI siddhi ziSyamAM thayelI hovI joIe. kalpataru vijayajIne rAtre mAtra mATe UThADuM, pharI kalAka pachI pharI UThADuM to paNa kadI manamAM na lAve ke vAraMvAra kema UThADe che ? A vinayaguNanI siddhi che. bhakti mATe zuM joIe ? tapasvI banavA zarIranI zakti apekSita che. jJAnI banavA buddhinI zakti apekSita che. dAnI banavA dhananI zakti apekSita che. paNa bhakta banavA nirapekSa banavuM apekSita che. koI paNa zakti para magadUra banelo mANasa kadI paNa "bhakta" banI zakto nathI. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che ka9.

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samalA phA. vada-7 27-3-2000, somavAra * badhA guNo bIjI tarapha ne vinaya eka tarapha rahe to paNa vinaya caDI jAya. vinaya eTale bhakti ! vinaya eTale namaskAra ! vinaya eTale veyAvacca ! vinaya eTale guNAnurAga ! Aja sudhI ApaNe viSayono, sAMsArika padArthono vinaya karyo ja che. vepArIo keTalAno vinaya kare che? garaja paDye gadheDAne paNa bApa banAve ! sevakanA bhavamAM rAjAno, nokaranA bhAvamAM zeThano, sainikanA bhavamAM senApatino ghaNo vinaya sAcavyo che. paNa lokottara vinaya kadI meLavyo nathI. ahIM kahe che ke - laukikamAM paNa vinaya vinA saphaLatA na maLe to lokottara duniyAmAM to vinaya vinA saphaLatA maLe ja kyAMthI ? vino muddAra' vinaya mokSanuM dvAra che. vinayamAM sarva guNono saMgraha che. deva-vaMdana, guru-vaMdana vageremAM Avato vaMdana zabda vinayano ja vAcaka che. "bAyAsta mUhuM vimo' vinaya mAtra AcAranuM ja nahi, mokSanuM dvAra che. mokSanuM dvAra zA mATe ? vinaya svayaM mokSarUpa che, ema paNa kahI zakAya. "RviMo movo' ema zAstramAM kahyuM che. 00 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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* koIpaNa kAryamAM pravRttizIla bano eTale vighna AvavAnA ja. emAM paNa zubhakAryamAM khAsa vipna Ave. tame vinaya zarU karo eTale vighno AvavAnA ja. e vighno pAra karIne jo tame vinayanI siddhi meLavI lo to vinayano nigraha thaI gayo kahevAya. kSamA vigere guNanA nigraha mATe paNa AvuM ja samajavuM. - AvA vinayane kadI choDatA nahi. je kSaNe tame vinaya choDo cho, e ja kSaNe mokSano mArga choDI do cho, eTaluM nakkI mAnajo. avinayathI bharelo badho ja samaya ApaNane satata unmArge laI jAya che, eTaluM dhyAnamAM rahe. * A kALamAM ApaNI buddhi ochI che. bhaNavAnuM khUba che. pUruM bhaNI zakAtuM nathI. bhaNAyeluM hoya te yAda rahetuM nathI. to pachI karmanI nirjarA zI rIte thaze ? - ema ciMtA nahi karatA. alpazrutavALo paNa vinaya dvArA karmanI vipula nirjarA karI zake che. caMDarudrAcAryanA ziSya ane mASatuSa muni AnA udAharaNa che. mAthe dAMDA paDyA chatAM caMDarudrAcAryanA ziSya vinayaguNa choDyo nahi. A vinayaguNanI siddhi thai kahevAya. A janmamAM bhale te mATenI sAdhanA nathI dekhAtI, paNa teo pUrvajanmamAM teo cokkasa sAdhanA karIne AvyA haze ! * guru ziSyanA doSo jANe chatAM kahI zake nahi. kahe to mIThA zabdomAM ja kahe, AvI sthiti ziSyamAM vinayanI gerahAjarI kahe che. vinaya karavAmAM sauthI vadhu kaSTa, kAyA, vacanane nahi, paNa manane paDe che. manamAM ThAMsI ThAMsIne je ahaM bharelo che, tenA para coTa lAge che. avinayano abhyAsa anAdino che. enA kusaMskAro jaldI na jAya, mATe vinaya dvArA avinayanA saMskAro jItavAnA che. * pU. devacandrajIe sAta utsarga bhAva - sevA ane sAta apavAda bhAva sevA batAvI che. ahIM apavAdano artha kAraNa ane utsargano kArya artha karavo. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 01

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kevaLajJAnI paNa A rIte utsarga bhAvasevAthI siddhono vinaya kare che. 14mA guNaThANe rahelA ayogI kevaLI paNa evaMbhUta nayathI utsarga bhAvasevA kare che. A padArtho bRhatkalpabhASyanA che. - ema pU. devacandrajI kahe che. * * dUdhamAM raheluM pANI "dUdha' kahevAya. tema prabhunA dhyAnamAM rahelAne "prabhu' kahevAya, amuka apekSAe. * lIdhelI pratijJAnuM yathAvat pAlana na karIe to lagabhaga cAreya adatta lAge. dA. ta. hiMsA karI. bhagavAne nA pADI che mATe tIrthakara adatta, gurue nA pADI che mATe guru adatta, mAlike rajA nathI ApI mATe svAmI adatta, jIve svayaM mAravAnI rajA nathI ApI mATe jIva adatta. - Ama cAreya adatta lAge. pAMca namaskAra (1) prahAsa namaskAra H majAkathI ke IrSAthI namaskAra karavA te. (2) vinaya-namaskAra H mAtA-pitAdine vinayathI namavuM. (3) prema namaskAra : mitrAdine premathI namavuM. (4) prabhu namaskAraH sattAdinA kAraNe rAjadine namavuM. (5) bhAva namaskAra : mokSa mATe deva-guru Adine namavuM. 02 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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siyANI tIrtha phA. vada-8 28-3-2000, maMgaLavAra * hadaya bhakta bane tyAre mUrti tathA AgamamAM bhagavAna dekhAya. jinAgama to bolatA bhagavAna che. Avo Adara jAgI jAya to samajI levuM : bhavasAgara taravAmAM have koI vilaMba nathI. * zastra ane zAstrano pharaka samajI levA jevo che. zastra bIjA mATe ja hoya che; potAnA para prahAra karavA nahi. zAstra sadA potAnA mATe ja hoya che, bIjAnA doSa jovA nahi. paNa ApaNe uchuM karIe chIe. ArIsAthI bIjAnuM rUpa jevA prayatna karIe chIe. Agama ArIso che. "Agama ArIso jovatAM re lola, dUra dIThuM che zivapura zahera jo...' - paM. vIravijaya. * ahIM [caMdAvinjhaya payansAmAM ApavAmAM AvelA badhA ja guNo pU. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajImAM sAkSAt dekhAtA. pU. kanakadevendrasUrijImAM paNa AvuM dekhAtuM. kAraNa ke emaNe vinayagaNa siddha karelo hato. jyAre ApaNe badhAe avinaya siddha karelo che. anAdikALanA saMskAra che ne ? mAna vadhu tema avinaya vadhu ! abhimAna vadhu tema gusso vadhu ! abhimAna paDadA pAchaLa rahIne kAma kare che, krodhane AgaLa kare che. * zrutajJAnamAM kuzaLa hoya. hetu-kAraNa ane vidhino jANakAra kahyuM. kalApUrNasUrie 03

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hoya, chatAM jo te avinIta ane gauravayukta hoya to tenI ahIM koI kiMmata nathI. vinaya vinA koI guNa na zobhe. badhA ja guNo ekaDA vagaranA mIMDA samajavA. jJAna ane cAritra vinayathI ja zobhe. vinayathI samyagdarzana maLe ema kahevA karatAM vinaya svayaM samyagu darzana che, ema kahIe to paNa vAMdho nathI. vinaya bhaktirUpa che. bhakti samyagdarzana che. bhagavAnanA sAkSAta darzana karAvavAnI AMkha guru pAse che. guru vinayathI ja maLI zake, phaLI zake. yogazAstrano 12mo prakAza vAMcI juo. saddagurunI karuNAnuM varNana jovA maLaze. * vinaya vinA tapa niyama Adi mokSaprada banI zaktA nathI. * eka bAju 14 pUrvI che, ne bIjI bAju eka AtmAne jANanAro che. AtmAne jANanAro, 14 pUrvI jeTalI ja karma-nirjarA karI zake. banne zrutakevaLI gaNAya. 14 pUrvI bheda nathI ne AtmajJAnI abheda nayathI zrutakevaLI gaNAya. samayasAranA A padArtho khoTA nathI. paNa enA adhikArI apramatta muni che. * pATaNamAM lAla varNanA pratimA joI meM pUchyuM : zuM A vAsupUjya svAmI bhagavAna che ? pUjArI bolyo : nahi mahArAja ! A lAla raMga to paDadAnA kAraNe dekhAya che. paDado haTAvatAM ja sphaTika ratnanI pratimA jhaLakI UThI. ApaNo AtmA paNa zuddha sphaTika jevo ja che. karmanA paDadAnA kAraNe te rAga-dveSI lAge che. * varSo pahelA 18 rUpIye tolo sonuM eka bhAIe kharIduM. Aje te veMce to keTalA rUpIyA maLe ? keTalo bhAva gaNAya ? te ja rIte nAnapaNamAM gokhelA prakaraNa graMtho sistAmAM maLelA kahevAya ne ?] moTI uMmaramAM lAkho-karoDo karatAM paNa mUlyavAna banI rahe che. kAraNa ke paripakava uMmaramAM tenA rahasyo samajAya che. rahasyo samajAtAM tenuM mUlya samajAya che. * tamane sudhAravA hoya tyAre huM tamane avinaya vagere tamArA doSo kahuM chuM, tamAro utsAha vadhAravA mAMgato houM tyAre huM tamane siddhanA sAdharmika baMdhu kahuM chuM. je vakhate je jarUrI lAge te kahuM. ja che kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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lIMbaDI phA. vada-9 29-3-2000, budhavAra * dharmAcAryo upadeza Ape, mArga batAve paNa jIvamAM lAyakAta ja na hoya to ? dIpaka prakAza Ape, paNa AMkha ja na hoya to ? A graMtha ApaNane lAyakAta meLavavAnuM kahe che, vinayanI AMkha meLavI levAnuM kahe che. ja prabhu nA dhyAnathI mokSa maLe e kharuM, paNa dhyAna mATenI pAtratA paNa joie ne ? e pAtratA paNa vinayathI ja Ave che. * mATI potAnI meLe ghaDo na banI zake, patthara potAnI meLe mUrti na banI zake, tema jIva, bhagavAna vinA potAnI meLe bhagavAna na banI zake. patthara khANamAM rahelo hato. tema ApaNe nigodamAM rahelA hatA. khANamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAthI mAMDIne patthara para zilpI dvArA aneka prakriyA thaI tyAre te mUrtirUpa banyo. tema ApaNe nigodamAMthI bahAra AvyA ne TheTha mAnava-bhava sudhI pahoMcyA temAM bhagavAna dvArA thayelI kRpArUpI prakriyA ja kAraNa che. marudevI mAtA potAnI meLe kevaLajJAna pAmI gayAM, ema nahi mAnatA. jo ema hota to pahelA ja kevaLajJAna maLI javuM joItuM hatuM. paNa bhagavAna maLyA pachI ja kevaLajJAna thayuM. eka hajAra varSa sudhI RSabha... RSabha... jApa japatA rahyAM. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 05

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[bhale e putrarUpe japatA rahyAM... paNa Akhare hatA to bhagavAna ja ne ?] ethI paNa nirjarA thaI haze ne? virahanI vedanA sahI hatI. prabhu sAthe pratyeka saMbaMdha joDI zakAya. putrano saMbaMdha paNa joDI zakAya. 14 svapnanA darzanathI, meru para abhiSekathI marudevIne eTalI to khabara ja hatI ke mAro RSabha bhagavAna thavAno che. putra prabhune khoLAmAM laI beThelAM mAtA snehadaSTipUrvaka avalokana kare che tevuM ja dhyAnavicAramAM mAtR-valayanuM dhyAna Ave che temAM A ja vAta sUcita thAya che. * yogyatA paNa bhagavAna ja Ape che, ema mAnIne tame prabhune pokAro. - * prabhunI mahattA darzAvato lalitavistarA jevo bIjo ekeya graMtha nathI. khAsa vAMco. "ra vata: na parata: pavitsAzAveva !" svathI paNa nahi, parathI paNa nahi, bhagavAna pAsethI ja abhayacakSu-mArgAdinI prApti thAya, ema temAM bhArapUrvaka lakhyuM che. * tapa to ja saphaLa bane, jo sAthe kSamA hoya. niyama to ja saphaLa bane, je sAthe vinaya hoya. guNa to ja prazaMsA pAmaze, jo vinaya haze. vinaya nahi hoya to tapa, niyama ke duniyAnA badhA ja guNo maLIne paNa tamane mokSamAM mokalI Apaze, evuM rakhe mAnatA ! mATe ja badhA ja tIrthaMkaroe vinayano ja upadeza Apyo che. bIjI vAta pachI karI che, pahelI ja vAta vinayanI. uttarAdhyayananuM paheluM ja adhyayana vinaya che. are koIpaNa kAma zarU karavuM hoya to navakAra gaNavo paDe che. navakAra vinayarUpa che. bIja na vAvyuM to ? bhaNo, gaNo, tapa karo paNa hRdayamAM jo anaMta (prabhu) pratye prema nathI pragaTyo to badhuM ja vyartha che. koI kheDUta khetaramAM mATI khode, kheDe, jamIna samatala kare, pANI siMce paNa bIja na vAve to ? 06 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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sacANA phA. vada-10 30-3-2000, guruvAra jo viNao taM nANaM jaM nANaM so hu vuccai viNao / viNaeNa lahai nANaM nANeNa vijANai viNayaM // 62 / / * vinaya ja jJAna che ane jJAna ja vinaya che. banne abhinna che. alaga mAnavAnI jarUra nathI. kAraNa ke vinayathI ja jJAna maLe ane jJAnathI ja vinaya jaNAya. dUdha ane pANI haMsa dvArA ke garama karavA dvArA haju judA thaI zake, paNa dUdha ane sAkarane tame kaI rIte alaga karI zakazo ? vinaya ane jJAnano saMbaMdha dUdha ane sAkara jevo che, jene tame alaga karI zako nahi. * ghaNI vakhata ema thAya : Akho divasa vinaya karatA rahIe to bhaNavAnuM kyAre ? ahIM samAdhAna maLe che : vinaya jJAnathI alaga nathI. jJAna meLavavuM hoya to paNa vinaya choDatA nahi ne jJAna maLI gayuM hoya to paNa vinaya choDatA nahi. vinaya choDazo to jJAna gayuM ja samaje. * siddhone vinaya kharo ? vinaya temanA svabhAvamAM vaNAI gayo. kevaLajJAna vinayanuM ja phaLa che. bIjamAMthI vRkSa banI gayuM kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ka oo

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eTale bIja naSTa thaI gayuM ema nahi mAnatA, bIja svayaM vRkSa banI gayuM. ema ahIM vinaya svayaM kevaLajJAnAdi rUpe parivartita banI gayo. mana-vacana-kAyAthI to ApaNe saMsArI vinaya karIe, paNa teo to AtmAthI sauno vinaya kare. ame AcAryo, tame vaMdana karo to paNa tamane amArA jevA na gaNIe, paNa siddho to koI name ke na name, saune potAnA rUpe jue che. sarva jIvone pUrNarUpe jue che. A vinaya nathI ? mahAvIra svAmIno vinaya vadhu ke gautama svAmIno vadhu ? mahAvIra svAmIe jagatanA sarva jIvono vinaya karyo che. AthI ja teo bhagavAna banI zakyA che. gautama svAmIne to haju vinayanuM phaLa maLavAnuM bAkI che, jyAre mahAvIra devane vinayanuM phaLa maLI gayuM che. * AcArAMganA lokasAra adhyayanamAM lokano sAra cAritra batAvelo che. kAraNa ke temAM darzana ane jJAna bane AvI gayelA che. e ja sAcuM cAritra kahevAya. paraMtu e cAritrano sAra paNa vinaya che. AthI ja vinayahIna muninI prazaMsA koI maharSie kadI karI nathI. * vinaya ocho teTalA pramANamAM zraddhA ane saMvega ochA samajavA. zraddhA saMveganI vRddhi vinayanI vRddhi sAthe joDAyelI che. maMda zraddhAvALo cAritranI ArAdhanA zI rIte karI zake ? vinayanI vRddhithI guNanI vRddhi. avinayanI vRddhithI doSonI vRddhi thaze. gurunA vinayathI temanAmAM rahelA guNono vinaya thAya che. guNono vinaya thatAM ja e guNo ApaNAmAM AvavA mAMDe che. jIvAtmA ane paramAtmA rAgAdi vijetA paramAtmA rAgAdithI vijita jIvAtmA. 08 e kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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dhaMdhukA phA. vada-11 31-3-2000, zukravAra * jJAna prayatnathI maLI zake, paNa vinayAdi guNo ema mAtra prayatnathI na maLI zake. emAM bhagavadanugraha joie. * bhagavAna mahAvIra pachI Arya mahAgirie Arya suhasti sAthe sau prathama gocarI - vyavahAra baMdha karelo. Arya suhastine prabhAvanA pasaMda hatI, Arya mahAgirine saMyama. * vinayAdi guNo ochA hoya te banI zake, paNa "te guNo mArAmAM ochA che. prabhu- kRpAthI te mAre pAmavA ja che." evo bhAva paNa pedA na thAya, e kema cAle ? tamane tamAro avinaya khaTake, potAnA dvArA gurune thatI herAnagati khaTake to paNa mArI mahenata saphaLa che. * vadhu kadAca na bhaNI zako, paNa roja mAtra 20 mALA gaNo ne kAyotsargamAM dhyAna parovo to paNa tame ArAdhaka banI zako. tame khUba ja bhaNelA ho paNa vinaya na hoya to teno koI ja matalaba nathI. AMdhaLA pAse abaje dIvA paNa hoya...paNa zo lAbha ? eka AMdhaLo, dIvo laIne nIkaLyo. dekhatAe kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre kahyuM : ""tamArA jevA dekhatA mArA para athaDAI na paDe mATe kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie cha 09

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dIvo rAkhyo che !" AMdhaLo bhale dIvo rAkhIne ema saMtoSa mAne, paNa vAstaviktAM e dIvo rAkhavA dvArA paNa joI zake ? * gabhArAmAM jaIne sAdhvIo darzana kare te ucita nathI. A AzAtanA che. jaghanyathI nava ane utkRSTathI 60 hAthano avagraha rAkhavAno che. pahelA huM paNa jato hato, paNa pachI mAruM joI bIjA paNa A paraMparA calAvaze, ema vicArIne meM baMdha karyuM. ApaNuM zarIra azuddha hoya tethI AzAtanA thAya. maMdiranI jema guru AdinI paNa AzAtanA TALavI joIe. avinaya ane AzAtanAmAM pharaka che. avinaya karatAM AzAtanA bhayaMkara che. avinaya eTale kadAca tame bhakti na karo te, paNa AzAtanA eTale gurune nukazAna thAya, evuM kaMI paNa karavuM te. * jJAna gurune AdhIna che. guru vinayane AdhIna che. yogodvahana eTale vinayanI ja prakriyA ! eTale ja yogodvahana vinA jJAna grahaNa karI zakAtuM nathI. jJAna para nahi, zAstramAM vinaya para mahattva apAyuM che. * vinayathI jJAnanI ruci vadhavI joIe. vaLI, jJAna-vRddhi dvArA vinaya-vRddhi thatI ja rahevI joIe. vinaya dvArA sAdhya jJAna che. vinIta thaI gayo chuM. jJAnanI zI jarUra che ?" ema mAnIne jJAna bhaNavAnuM baMdha karavAno vicAra ja avinayane sUcita kare che. mASataSa muni bhale bhaNyA nhotA, paNa bhaNavA mATeno prayatna to cAlu ja hato. vinaya... vinaya... ane vinayanI ja meM vAta karI, eno artha e nathI ke jJAna bhaNavuM ja nahi. ghaNA evA paNa haze : jemaNe pustako abharAIe caDAvI dIdhA che. 80 kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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tagaDI-parabaDI phA. vada-12 1-4-2000, zanivAra gAthA- 68 - jJAnaguNa. * svAdhyAya sAdhunuM jIvana che, amRta-bhojana che. AhAra vinA zarIra na Take, tema svAdhyAya vinA AtmAnA bhAvaprANo na Take. svAdhyAya jevo bIjo koI tapa nathI. karma nirjarAnA upAyomAM A zreSTha upAya che. jinAgama para bahumAna jagyuM te prabhu-bhakta banI gayo, samajavo. kAraNa ke bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA Agama judA nathI. Avo bhakta, samavasaraNamAM beThelo zrotA jeTalo AnaMda mANI zake, teTalo ja AnaMda svAdhyAya karatAM, Agama vAMcatAM mANI zake. * jJAnanuM mahattva pahelA eTalA mATe na batAvyuM ke ethI ziSya sau prathama jJAna ja bhaNavA lAgI jAya. paNa vidhi vinA jJAna grahaNa karavAmAM Ave to khataro che. mATe ja vinaya prathama batAvyo. vinaya eTale samyagU darzana. enA vinAnuM jJAna ajJAna ja kahevAya. jenAthI AtmAnuM ahita thAya tene jJAna kahevAya ja kema ? jenAthI bIjAnI niMdA karavAnuM mana thAya, jenAthI abhimAna vadhe e jJAnane jJAna zI rIte kahevAya ? kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 81

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jJAnanA ATha AcAromAM sUtra, artha ane tadubhaya sauthI chelle mUkyA, paNa kAla, vinaya, bahumAna, upadhAna ane anidbhava prathama mUkyA. kAraNa ke kAlAdi pAMceya judA-judA dRSTikoNathI vinayane ja jaNAve che. kAle ja bhaNavuM, akALe nahi bhaNavuM, e zrutano vinaya ja che. bAkInA 4mAM to vinaya spaSTa dekhAya ja che. * nizItha cUrNimAM kahyuM che : jJAnano AThamo AcAra tidubhaya] cAritrarUpa che. eTale ke jevuM jANyuM tevuM jIvavAnuM che. Ane ja pratyAkhyAna parijJA kahevAya. jJaparijJA dvArA jANavAnuM che. pratyAkhyAna parijJA dvArA jIvanamAM UtAravAnuM che. te dhanya che jemaNe jJAnane jIvanamAM UtAryuM che, ema ahIM graMthakAra kahe che. * jJAna vagere badhuM ja choDIne ekalA vinayane ja vaLagI rahenArAne jainazAsana pAkhaMDI kahe che. 363 pAkhaMDIomAM vinayavAdIo paNa hatA. teo badhAno vinaya karatA hatA; kUtarAkAgaDA vagere darekano. vinaya dvArA jJAnAdi guNo prApta karavAnA che. vinaya niHspRhapaNe karavo joie. emAM kAmanA bhaLe to dUSita bane. vinayarane vinaya ghaNo karyo, paNa aMdara spRhA hatI, diMbha hato. AthI ja e anaMtAnubaMdhI mAyA svarUpa banyo. * eka suvAkya paNa huM na vAMcu to Aje paNa mana ADAavaLA pATe caDI jAya. roja-roja bhojananI jarUra paDe tema rojaroja abhinava jJAnanI jarUra paDe. ApaNI buddhi ghaNI kamajora che. bhaNeluM, zIkheluM satata bhUlatA rahIe chIe. mATe ja jJAna mATe satata puruSArtha karatA rahevAno che jJAnAvaraNIya karma dhruvodayI, dhruvabaMdhI ane dhruvasattAvALuM che. ApaNe na bhaNIe tyAre paNa satata jJAnAvaraNIyanuM baMdhana cAlu ja che. ApaNe UMghI jaie, paNa jJAnAvaraNIya nathI UMghatuM ! * jJAnathI ja navatattvo jANI zakAya. mATe ja jJAna cAritrano hetu banI zake. jJAnasAramAM kahyuM che : je jJAnathI hIrA ane pattharane jANI 82 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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na zako te hIrAnuM jJAna, jJAna ja nathI. je jJAnathI doSa-nivRtti ane guNamAM-pravRtti na thAya te jJAna ja na kahevAya. e AMkha zA kAmanI je hovA chatAM paga khADAmAM paDe ke kAMTAmAM paDe ? jJAnanuM phaLa AtmAnubhUti. AtmAnubhUtinuM phaLa mokSa che. doSa ane guNa bane jJAnathI jaNAya. kAMTA ane phUla bane AMkhathI jaNAya. paNa AMkha joyA pachI udAsIna nathI rahetI. kAMTAthI dUra rahe che. phUlane svIkAre che. ApaNuM jJAna AvuM kharuM ? bIjAnA nahi, ApaNA doSo jovAnA che. potAnA nahi, paNa bIjAnA guNo jevAnA che, paNa ApaNe uchuM karIe chIe. bIjAne jovA mATe ApaNI pAse hajAra AMkha che, paNa potAne jovA mATe eka paNa AMkha nathI. gharamAM sApanuM dara dekhAya to koI tene kADhyA vinA rahe ? doSo ja dara che. ApaNane dekhAya chatAM na kADhIe to zuM samajavuM ? bhagavAne sarva jIvo sAthe maitrI karavAnuM kahyuM. ApaNe doSo sAthe maitrI karI beThA ! | doSo sAme yuddhe caDavuM ja paDaze. Aja sudhI moharAjAe sAmethI koIne AtmAno khajAno Apyo hoya tevuM banyuM nathI. jeo aMge caDyA, teo ja jItyA che. * bhagavAnanA guNo anaMtAnaMta che, ema samajIne cakita thavAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNI aMdara paNa anaMtAnaMta guNo paDelA ja che. mAtra DhaMkAyelA che, eTalo ja pharaka. jJAna-darzana anaMta che, vaLI tuja caraNa anaMta; ema dAnAdi anaMta kSAyikabhAve thayA, guNa anaMtAnaMta. AvirabhAvathI tuja sayalaguNa mAhare, pracchannabhAvathI joya...'' - padmavijaya. "bhagavan! mArA paNa e guNo pragaTa ho" ema bhagavAnane prArtho. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 83

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baravALA phA. vada-13 2-4-2000, ravivAra caMdAviSkraya pannA gAthA - 72. * pApa-akaraNa-niyamano vicAra bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA AvI zakato nathI, ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. jyAre jyAre pApa nahi karavAnuM tamane mana thAya ke tevo tame saMkalpa karo tyAre mAno ke bhagavAnanI kRpA mArA para varasI rahI che. bhagavAnanI kRpAne sau prathama AgaLa dharavI joie. AthI bhagavAnanI kRpA-zaktino ApaNane khyAla Ave che. * mAtra vIzasthAnaka tapa karavAthI tIrthaMkara nAmakarma nathI baMdhAI jatuM, paNa bhagavAna sAthe samApatti thavAthI ane jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe ekatA thavAthI ja baMdhAya che. bAkI 400 upavAsa to abhavyo paNa karI zake. paNa ema tIrthaMkara pada sastuM nathI. | * bhagavAna para prema hoya to bhagavAnanA nAma ane mUrti para prema hovo joIe. ApaNane bhagavAnanA nAma para vadhu prema ke ApaNA nAma para vadhu ? bhagavAnanI mUrti para vadhu prema ke ApaNA phoTA para vadhu ? ApaNA nAma ane rUpano moha khatama karavo hoya to prabhu-nAma ane prabhumUrtinA AlaMbana vinA uddhAra nathI. 84 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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* aMga-agra-stotra ane pratipatti [AjJApAlana] A cAra prakAranI pUjA che. pratipatti pUjA sIdhI nathI AvatI. e pahelA aMga-agna-Adi pUjAnI bhUmikAmAMthI pasAra thavuM joie. * mArA suvAkyo che, ema granthakAra nathI kahetA. ttibemi' kahIne badhuM bhagavAna para nAkhe che. badhuM bhagavAnanuM che. huM suvAkya ApanAra koNa ? mATI hatI ja. emAMthI meM ghaDAno AkAra Apyo. AmAM mAruM zuM ? kuMbhAra Ama kahe che. akSaro duniyAmAM hatA ja. akSaromAMthI zabda, pada, vAkya, zloka, prakaraNa Adi thaine graMtha banyo. emAM mAruM zuM ? granthakAra kahe che. Ama - granthakAra paNa Ama kahetA hoya to ApaNe kai vADInA mULA ? * vyakti para karelo rAga Aga che, je ApaNA AtmaguNanA bAgane bALIne khAkha kare che. bhagavAna para karelo rAga bAga che, jemAM AtmaguNonA gulAba khIlI UThe che. * bhagavatImAM hamaNAM pudgalonI vAta Ave che.A vAMcatAM ema thAya : kevuM A sarvajJanuM adbhuta darzana che ? A badhI pudgalanI mAyA che. jIvanuM AmAM kAMi ja nathI. keTalAka pudgalo vijrasA [svAbhAvika] thI keTalAka prayogathI to keTalA mizrapaNe racAya che. jIva A pudgalanI racanAthI saMpUrNa nyAro che. * jJAna vinA kriyA ke kriyA vinA jJAna vyartha che. kriyAvAn jJAnI ja A saMsAra-samudra tarI zake. [ gAthA 72.] taravAnI kriyA jANanAro moTo taravaiyo paNa dariyAmAM hAthapaga na halAve to DUbI mare. moTo jJAnI paNa kriyAne taddana choDI de to tarI na zake. - * vepArI potAnI kamANI vepAramAM lagADIne vadhu ne vadhu dhanavAna thavA prayatna kare, tema ApaNe paNa jJAnanI mUDI dvArA kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ma

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vadhune vadhu guNavAna banavAnuM che. * "puNyodayathI maLatuM sukha paNa Atmasukhane rokanAruM che' ema jJAnIo mAne che. mATe ja anukULatAmAM jJAnI rAce nahi. mATe ja "hA, sAtAmAM chuM na bolAya. ghaNIvAra evuM bolatAM te ja divase tabiyata bagaDI che. "deva-guru pasAya" ema bolAya. anukULatA vakhate vadhu sAvadha rahevAnuM che. te vakhate AsaktithI jIva vadhu karma bAMdhe che. ' * ajJAna ane asaMyamanA kAraNe jIve Aja sudhI khUba ja zubhAzubha karma bAMdhyA che. jJAnI kriyAthI e karmone khapAvI de che. ajJAnamAM darzanamohanIya ane asaMyamamAM cAritra mohanIya AvI gayA. * 5-10 ki.mI. dUra hoya to paNa ApaNe cAlIne jinAlayamAM darzana karavA jaIe chIe, to ApaNI aMdara ja rahelA paramAtvadevanA darzana karavA kAMi prayatna na karavo ? aMdara rahelA AtmAnuM darzana koNa nathI karavA detuM ? ApaNI aMdara rahelo darzana moha (mithyAtva). jJAnIo te mohane haTAvavAnuM kahe che. darzana moha, prabhunuM darzana karavA deto nathI. cAritra moha prabhunuM milana karavA deto nathI. teo jheranAM bI vAve che AryabhUmi, uttamakuLa, satsaMga Adi prApta karIne jeo ThaMDI-garamI sahana karatA cAtaka pakSInI jema bhagavAnanuM smaraNa kare che, te catura che, bIja to sonAnA haLamAM kAmadhenune joDIne jheranAM bI vAvI rahyA che. 86 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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raMgapura. phA. vada-14 3-4-2000, somavAra * keTalAka grantho vistRta hoya ane keTalAka saMkSipta paNa hoya. kAraNa ke banne prakAranI rucivALA jIvo hoya che. vistAra rucivALA mATe vistRta ane saMkSepa-rucivALA mATe saMkSipta grantho upayogI banatA hoya che. kyAreka saMkSipta ekAda grantha to ThIka ekAda zloka paNa jIvananuM amUlya pAtheya banI rahe che. mahAbala [ malayAsuMdarI) ne mAtra eka zlokanA prabhAve jIvanabhara AzvAsana ane preraNA maLatA rahyA hatA. * ApaNA AtmAmAM be zakti che : jJAtRtva zakti ane kartutva-zakti. jJAna ane vIrya zakti. A banne zakti pragaTe ane nirmaLa thAya to ja AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. banne zaktiono samakakSI vikAsa thavo joie. ekAMgI vikAsa na cAle. gAye bhujamAM dhakko lagADyo tyAre mArA eka page cAlavAnuM baMdha karyuM. eka paga barAbara hovA chatAM cAlI zakAya nahi. cAlavA mATe be paga joie. mokSa mArge cAlavA paNa jJAna ane kriyA bane joIe. ekanI paNa bAdabAkI karIe to mokSa-mArge cAlI zakAya nahi. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 80

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saMsAranA mArge paNa ApaNe A jJAna ane kriyAnI zaktithI ja cAlIe chIe. Atma-zuddhi karanArI ApaNI zaktione ApaNe ja karma-baMdhana karanArI banAvIe chIe. ethI saMsAranuM sarjana thAya che. * "huM kartA parabhAvano, Ima jima jima jANe; tima tima ajJAnI paDe, nija karmane ghANe." huM vaktA chuM, lekhaka chuM, ziSyone taiyAra karanAra chuM, evo vicAra paNa parabhAvano ja che. AvA vicAro haze tyAM sudhI karmanI ghANImAM pIlAvAnuM ja che. * pU. premasUrijI ma.ne khAdima-svAdimanI jIvanabhara pratijJA hatI. temaNe jIvanamAM kadI phaLa, mevo Adi vAparyA nathI. mAtra svAda khAtara phaLonA raso vahoratA hoie to chakAyanI dayA kyAM gaI ? "aho ! aho ! sAdhujI samatAnA dariyA.' A sajhAya sAMbhaLI che ne ? skaMdhaka muninI jIvatAM cAmaDI UtaraDAI hatI. AvA mahAna muni para karmasattAe anyAya karyo che, ema nahi mAnatA. pUrvajanmamAM emaNe mAtra nAnI ja bhUla karelI. koThIMbaDAnI akhaMDa chAla UtAratAM abhimAna kareluM. e ja koThIMbaDAno jIva rAjA banyo ne pelo skaMdhaka muni banyo. nAnakaDI bhUlanI sajA AvI hoI zake to ApaNI besumAra bhUlo mATe zuM vItaze ? tenI kalpanA to karo. garamI lAgatI hoya to chAza pI zakAya. phaLonA rasa jarUrI nathI. * zastra vinA yoddho ane yoddhA vinA zastra nakAmA che, tema jJAna vinA cAritra ane cAritra vinA jJAna nakAmuM che. [ gAthA - 7pa.] * darzanahInane jJAna na hoya. jJAnahInane cAritra-guNo na 88 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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hoya. guNahInane mokSa na maLe. mokSahInane sukha na maLe. [gAthA75.] * ApaNA A jIvananA ke pUrva jIvananA aparAdha vinA ApaNuM koi ja kazuM ja bagADI zakatuM nathI. ATalI zraddhA pratipaLa rahevI joie. * guNonI vRddhi karyA vinA, guNone kSAyika banAvyA vinA mokSa maLI jaze, ema rakhe mAnatA ! karmoe ApaNA guNo dabAvI dIdhA che. * Atmika sukhano aMza paNa amRta tulya che, je saMsAranA samagra cakravartIonA sukhathI caDIyAtuM che, ema jaNo. AvuM jANanArA munio saMsAranA sukhane duHkha ane duHkhane sukharUpa jANe che. yadA duHkhaM sukhatvena, duHkhatvena sukhaM yadA / muni rvetti tadA tasya, mokSalakSmIH svayaMvarA / - yogasAra. * sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNe prArthanA karIe ne teo AvI jAya tyAre AturatApUrvaka darzana karIe ke "samaya nathI' ema kahI daIe ? ApaNI aMdara Atmadeva birAjamAna che, sadA rahelA ja che, enA darzananI kadI IcchA thAya che ? kayuM karma naDe che je icchA paNa pedA karavA detuM nathI ? darzana mohanIya karma. bhagavAna ApaNI aMdara ja beThA che, paNa ApaNe rucihIna chIe. darzananI icchA thAya te samyagdarzana, jANakArI maLe te samyagujJAna, e prabhu sAthe milana thAya te samyaphAritra. cAritra mohanIya prabhunA milanane aTakAve che. aMdara rahelA prabhunI IcchA pedA karAvavA ja jJAnIo ApaNane bahAra rahelA kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 89

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jinAlayanA darzana karavAnuM kahe che. eTale ja prabhu-darzana AtmadarzananI kaLA gaNAya. 300 jeTalI ahIM saMkhyA che. temAMthI koIne paNa jhaMkhanA jAgaze to mArgadarzana maLI zakaze. enA mATe pU. devacandrajInA stavano vagere sAhitya khAsa jovA bhalAmaNa che. dA. ta. "aja kula gata kesarI lahere, nijapada siMha nihALa; tima prabhu-bhakta bhavi lahere, Atama-zakti saMbhALa.' siMhazizune siMhatvanI yAda koNa apAve ? bakarA, gheTA, bharavADa ke siMha? moha bharavADa che. karmo gheTA bakarA che. bhagavAna siMha che. siMhanI garjanAthI bakarA bhAge tema AtmAnI garjanAthI karmo bhAge. aMdara rahelo Atmadeva pragaTa thAya. ahaMkAra ane AtmavizvAsa, ahaMkAra ane AtmavizvAsa vaccenI sUkSma bhedarekhA samaje. rAvaNa, duryodhana, hiTalara ke dhavala jevo (bIjAne mArI nAkhavAnA AzayavALo ane huMkArathI bharelo) vizvAsa AtmavizvAsa na kahevAya, paNa ahaMkAra kahevAya. puNio, abhayakumAra, caMpA zrAvikA ke kapardI maMtrI jevo namratAyukta AtmavizvAsa joIe, je ema manAve ke anaMta zaktinA svAmI prabhu mArI sAthe che. 90 je kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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valabhIpura phA. vada-0)) 4-4-2000, maMgaLavAra. * Aje parama rahasyabhUta zloka Avyo che. vai.su.2nA 77muM varSa besaze ne A zloka paNa 77mo che. jaM nANaM taM karaNaM, jaM karaNaM pavayaNassa so sAro / jo pavayaNassa sAro, so paramatthatti nAyavvo // 77 // je jJAna che te cAritra che. je cAritra che te pravacanano sAra che, paramArtha che. | * pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.ne navakAra para atUTa zraddhA. traNa varSa emanI sAthe rahevAnuM banyuM. koIpaNa zlokanuM parama rahasya tarata ja emane hastagata thaI jatuM. ATalA badhA Agamo ApaNe kyAre vAMcavAnA ? enA karatAM eka navakArane bhAvita banAvIe to kAma thaI jAya. ema pU. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajIe vicArIne eka navakArane pakaDI rAkhelo. tamane koI stavana ke zloka game to tene pakaDI rAkho, tenA para ciMtana karyA karo to navuM-navuM ja maLyA ja karaze. pIparane 64 prahara sudhI [ 8 divasa sudhI ] ghuMTavAmAM Ave to tenI garamI vadhI jAya. ghuMTatA jAva tema pIparanI zakti vadhatI jAya. tema zlokanI zakti paNa vadhatI jAya; je enA para ciMtana kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ke 91

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karavAmAM Ave. 77mo A zloka pakaDavA jevo che; jo hRdayathI gamato hoya. * meM surendranagaramAM vizeSAvazyaka bhASya zarU karyuM. vaDhavANamAM 5. amulakhabhAI pAse pUruM karyuM. ' vizeSAvazyaka bhASya ane Avazyaka niryukti Agamono sAra che. naMdIsUtra ane anuyogadvAra AgamonI cAvI che, paNa kaI cAvI kyAM lagADavI ? te gurudevanA hAthamAM che. * je gRpano vaDIla vinIta nahi hoya te potAnA ziSyo vinIta bane tevI AzA rAkhI zake nahi. AjanA AcArya, gaIkAlanA vinIta ziSya hatA. * padavI mAMgIne na maLe, gurukRpAthI maLe. tame sAcA ziSya bano eTale svayaM sAcA guru banazo. ghaNA evA paNa hoya che, jeo jAte padavI meLavI le che. A avinayanI parAkASThA che. | * phaLa na lAge te jJAna vAMjhiyuM kahevAya. mATe ja ahIM lakhe che : "je jJAna che te ja cAritra che. cAritra ja pravacanano sAra che, pravacanano paramArtha che, parama sAra che. * arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu [asiAusA] namaskaraNIya che. ene tame namaskAra karyo eTale tamArAmAM vinaya Avyo. e vinaya ja AgaLa jatAM jJAna ane cAritramAM rUpAMtara pAme. | * bhagavAnanA darabAramAM mArA-tArAno koI bheda nathI. badhAne bhagavAna pUrNarUpe jue che. je bhAvathI emanI AjJA mAne tenuM bhagavAna kalyANa kare ja. jamAli Azrita hato chatAM tenI upekSA karI. daDhaprahArI Adi hiMsaka hatA chatAM temane tAryA. gozALAnI tejalezyAthI bhagavAne sunakSatra, sarvAnubhUtine na bacAvyA, gozALAne vezyAyana tApathI bacAvelo. zA mATe ? AvA prasaMgo kahe che : bhagavAnane tyAM mArA-tArAno koI bheda nathI. bhagavAna kevaLajJAnathI jANatA hatA : guru bahumAnathI bannenI 92 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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saddagati thavAnI ja che. vaLI, AyuSya paNa pUruM thavAnI taiyArI ja bhagavAnanI gati sAce ja agamya hoya che. eTale samajAyuM ne ? mokSamAM vilaMba ApaNA taraphathI thAya che, bhagavAna taraphathI nahi. bhagavAnanI AjJA tame kevI zIghratAthI pALo cho... tenA para mokSa-prAptino AdhAra che. bhagavAnanI AjJA zI che ? cittane sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa banAvavuM te bhagavAnanI AjJA che. "AjJA tu nirmaruM vitta, kartavya Tiopaman !' - yogasAra. kapaDAne ekadama sapheda banAvavAnI kaLA tamane hastagata che, tema manane ekadama sapheda banAvavAnI kaLA hastagata karavI che ? e zI rIte bane ? jJAna-darzanAdi guNone sadaiva poSatA raho. rAgadveSAdi bhAvo kADhatA raho. ATaluM karazo to citta sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa banatuM ja jaze. jJAna-sAbu, darzana-pANI ane cAritra- ghasavAnI kriyA che. rAga-dveSAdi meluM pANI che, je saphAI karatAM nIkaLI rahyuM che. vastro ekavAra dhovAyA pachI pharI melAM thAya che. ApaNuM mana pharI meluM na bane te jovAnuM che. meluM thaI jAya to pharI saphAI karavAnI che. gadheDo nAhIne pharI dhULamAM ALoTe tema nahi karatA. * jJAnanuM phaLa samatA che. samatAnA AdhAre sAdhanA jaNAya che. cAritranuM nAma sAmAyika [samatA che. etAvatyeva tasyAjJA, karmadrumakuThArikA / samasta-dvAdazAMgArthA, sArabhUtA'tidurlabhA // - yogasAra samatAnI pratijJA laIne paNa jo ApaNe tene abharAIe caDAvI daie to ? vAraMvAra viSamatAmAM ALoTatA rahIe to ? kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 93

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* cAritrano sAra AtmAnubhUti ! A ja cAritrano paramArtha che. * huM kyAreya eka miniTa paNa na bagADuM. vhIlaceramAM paNa samayano upayoga karato ja rahyuM. kAraNa ke mArI uMmara moTI che. samaya bagADavo mane na pAlave. * huM AnaMdaghanajI AdinA stavano roja kramazaH bolato ja rahuM chuM. zA mATe ? khUba ja bhAvita bane mATe. game teTaluM moDuM thAya to paNa na choDuM. AvI Teka hovI ja joIe. to ja kAMIka hAthamAM Ave. navanI dostI akhaMDa che ! navano AMkaDo mahA camatkArI che, akhaMDa che navane game te aMkanI sAthe guNo, e akhaMDa ja raheze. dA.ta. 9 x 2 = 18 (1+8 = 9), 9 x 3 = 27 (2+7=9) koI paNa saMkhyAno saravALo karIne temAMthI teTalI rakama bAda karatAM navano AMkaDo ja Avaze. dA.ta. 23, 2+3 = 5, 23-5=18, 1+8 = 9. siddhacakramAM nava pado che. nava lokAttika deva che. nava raiveyaka che. nava puNya che. nava vADo che. nava maMgaLa che. nava nidhAna che. AvI uttama vastuo nava saMkhyAmAM che. navanI dostI eTale sajjananI dostI... je kadI tUTe ja nahi, sadA akhaMDa rahe. ATha (karma)nI dostI eTale durjananI dostI... je khaMDita thatI ja jAya. dA. ta. 841 = 8, 842=16, 1+ =7. 843=24, 2+4=4. juo saMkhyA ghaTatI jAya che ne ? nava kahe che ke tame navapada sAthe dostI karo. mArI dostI akhaMDa raheze.... TheTha mukti sudhI akhaMDa....! 94 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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navAgAma, pAlaDI. caitra suda-1 5-4-2000, budhavAra gAthA-79 'nANeNa hoi karaNaM karaNeNa nANaM phAsiyaM hoi / duNhaMpi samAoge, hoi visohI carittassa // * dharmano praveza zI rIte jaNAya ? duHkhiteSu dayA'tyantamadveSo guNavatsu ca / aucityaM sarvatraivAvizeSataH / duHkhI para dayA, guNI para adveSa, sarvatra aucitya Adi dvArA jaNAya. jyAM sudhI caramAvarsamAM praveza nathI thato tyAM sudhI dharma zabda paNa gamato nathI. caramAvarta paNa ghaNo lAMbo che. emAM paNa mohanIya karmanI utkRSTa sthiti [70 koDAkoDi] jyAre mAtra eka ja koDAkoDi sAgaropamAM AvI jAya tyAre dharma game. ghaNA jIvo caramAvartamAM paNa utkRSTa sthiti ghaNIvAra bAMdhe. teo dharma mATe ayogya che. keTalAka jIvo be ja vAra bAMdhe, tene dvibeMdhaka kahevAya. keTalAka jIvo eka ja vAra bAMdhe tene sakubaMdhaka kahevAya. keTalAka jIvo ekavAra paNa na bAMdhe tene apunabaMdhaka kahevAya. keTalAka enAthI paNa AgaLa vadhIne traNa karaNa karIne samyam darzana pAme. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 5

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samyaggadarzana maLe tyAre ja sAcA arthamAM dharmano praveza thayo gaNAya. * dhyAnanI sthiti [ eka sarakhI dhyAnanI dhArA ] bhale 48 miniTa ja rahetI hoya, paNa zubha adhyavasAyo to 24 kalAka rahI zake. jenA AvA zubha adhyavasAyo rahe te ja sAcA sAdhu kahevAya. mATe ja paMcasUtramAM sAdhu mATe lakhyuM : "jJAnsiyA-saMya !'' e kyAre Ave ? "saMtabIrasiyA |' Azaya prazAMta, gaMbhIra bane tyAre. Ama paMcasUtramAM sAdhunA vizeSaNo kAraNa-kAryabhAve saMkaLAyelA che. * ApaNane svArtha game ke parArtha vadhu game ? bhojana pANI vageremAM potAnI ciMtA vadhu ke bIjAnI ciMtA vadhu ? sAdhune to mAtra paropakAra-nirata kahyA che, paNa tIrthakarone paropakAra vyasanI kahyA che. AvI parArthavRtti Ave, Azaya prazAMta ane gaMbhIra bane, sAvadya-yogathI virati Ave, paMcAcAramAM daDhatA Ave, kamaLa jevuM nirlepa jIvana bane, pachI ja vizuddha adhyavasAyonI dhArA pedA thAya. * jJAnathI cAritra ane cAritrathI jJAna bhAvita baneluM hovuM joIe, sparzeluM hovuM joIe. sparza eTale jJAnano anubhava thavo ! AvuM thAya tyAre ja Atmika AnaMda pragaTe. bhagavatImAM je bAra mAsa paryAyavALA sAdhuono AnaMda anuttaravAsI devone paNa oLaMgI jAya tema lakhyuM che, te AvA AtmAnaMdI sAdhu samajavA. AvI bhUmikA zI rIte Ave ? svabhAvamAM magnatA rAkhavAthI Ave. * jJAnathI dhyAna alaga nathI. banneno abheda che. jJAna ja tIkSNa banIne dhyAna banI jAya che. jJAnanI vizALatA thatI jAya tema tema dhyAnanI vizALatA vadhatI jAya. dhyAnavicAra vAMcatAM samajAyuM ke karmagraMthamAM AvatA bhAMgAo paNa dhyAnamAM upayogI che. loko kahe che : jaina darzanamAM dhyAna nathI, paNa huM kahuM chuM ke ahI dhyAna che te bIje kyAMya nathI. eka vAta samajI lo ke dhyAna 96 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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eTale mAtra ekAgratA nathI, nirmaLatApUrvakanI ekAgratA dhyAna che. prazna : dhyAnanI vidhi zIkhavADo. uttara : dhyAna mATe samaya kone che ? chApA vAMcanArAone, vAto karanArAne, bhaktonA ToLAmAM rahenArAne vakhata che ? dhyAna mATenI pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra karo, bhagavAnanI ananyabhAvathI bhakti karo, zaraNAgati svIkAro. pachI dhyAna potAnI meLe Avaze. dhyAna karavAthI thatuM nathI, prabhu-kRpAthI svayaM avatare che. ApaNe mAtra pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra karI zakIe. UMgha prayatnapUrvaka lAvI zakAtI nathI, ApaNe mAtra UMgha mATenI pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra karavAnI che. Akhare dhyAna konuM thaze ! je prakAranI jIvanacaryA haze tenuM thaze. padmAsana lagAvI, biMdu kalA vagerenuM dhyAna huM zIkhavato nathI. e to mAtra dhAraNAnA prakAro che. kharekhara jIvana nirmaLa bane, prabhu-bhaktithI raMgAI jAya, tyAre pratikramaNanA sUtro vagere paNa dhyAnarUpa banI jAya. eTale ja mane pratikramaNanA sUtro vageremAM ATalI vAra lAge che. eTalo AnaMda Ave ke mana tyAM ja ramamANa thaI jAya. * roganI davA tyAre ne tyAre ja na thAya, thoDo kALakSepa thavo joie. A ja vAta krodhAdinA AvezanI che. AthI ja huM be jhagaDatA hoya tyAre tarata ja vacce nathI paDato. tamane ema thatuM haze : mahArAja kema nathI bolatA ? paNa huM Aveza zame tenI rAha jouM chuM. Aveza vakhate kAMI paNa kahevAmAM Ave te vyartha che. zarUAtamAM jaththAbaMdha karmo udayamAM AvatA hoya che. karmano niSeka evA prakArano hoya che. * bhagavAnanI bhakti to huM kadI ja choDavAno nathI. A bhaktine huM bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe laI javA mAMguM chuM. * zukaladhyAnano pUrvArdha kevaLajJAna Ape che ne uttarArdha ayogI guNaThANe laI jaI mokSa Ape che. kevaLajJAna ane mokSa paNa dhyAna vagara na maLI zakatA hoya to bIjA [4-5-ka vagere] guNaThANA kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie la0

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dhyAna vinA zI rIte maLI zake ? atyAranA ApaNA guNaThANA mAtra vyavahArathI samajavA. nATakamAM naTa rAjA bane ke laDAI jIte, tethI kAMi sAcA arthamAM vijetA rAjA banI zakto nathI, tema mAtra vastro paheravAthI vAstavika guNaThANuM AvI zakyuM nathI. * saM. 2025mAM amadAvAda comAsuM. vaDIla pU. devendrasUrijI hatA eTale vasatinI javAbadArI nhotI. pU.paM.muktivijayajI ma. [ pAchaLathI AcArya ] tyAM cAturmAsa hatA. savAre vyAkhyAna ApI, ekAsaNuM karI huM tyAM bhaNavA pahoMcI jato. ghaNIvAra to 3-4 ke - kalAka paNa tyAM ja rahI jato. ghaNIvAra to teo svayaM levA mArI sAme AvatA. Ama ghaNAnI pAse gayo chuM, ekaThuM karyuM che. e badhA mahAtmAono upakAra che. samyagdarzanajJAnacAritrANi mokSamArga: tattvArthanA A prathama sUtramAM navakAra chUpAyelo che. cAlo, ApaNe zodhIe. "mArgaH padathI arihaMta ('maggo' arihaMtanuM vizeSaNa che.) mokSathI siddha bhagavaMto "cAritra'thI AcAra pAlaka-pracAraka AcArya bhagavaMto "jJAna"thI jJAnadAtA upAdhyAya bhagavaMto 'darzana'thI zraddhApUrvaka saMsAra tyAga karatA munio samyathI bhaktipUrvakano namaskAra (namaka) sUcita thAya che. 98 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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rAjendradhAma. caitra suda-2 da-4-2000, guruvAra * ApaNuM kAma thaI gayuM eTale patyuM! ApaNe ema mAnIe. paNa bhagavAna jagatanA sarva jIvo parama sukha na pAme tyAM sudhI kAmane adhUruM mAne. kAraNa ke teo sarvAtmavyApI che. sarva jIvonA duHkhanuM saMvedana emaNe svamAM karyuM che. A duHkhonuM saMvedana ApaNe paNa karIe, ApaNe paNa sarvamAM svane jovAnI daSTi keLavIe, e mATe ja chajIvanikAyAdinuM dazavaikAlika, jIvavicAra Adi dvArA parijJAna ApavAmAM Ave che. dazavaikAlikamAM eka sarasa zloka Ave che ? _ 'savvabhUyappabhUyassa sammaM bhUAI pAsao / pihiAsavassa daMtassa pAvaM kammaM na baMdhai // ' sarva jIvone Atma samAna gaNanAra, jIvone samyam rIte jonAra, Azrava rokanAra ane damana karanAra sAdhakane pApakarma baMdhAtA nathI. * navakAramAM 14 pUrvano sAra AvI gayo mATe bIjA koI sUtranI jarUra nathI, evuM nathI. navakAra jIvanamAM UtAravA samatA joIe. samatA sAmAyikamATe "karemi bhaMte' sUtra che. navakAranA 68 akSaro ulTAvo 86 thaze. karemi bhaMte sUtranA 86 akSaro che. kahyuM klApUrNasUrie 9

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6 + 8 = 14. 8+6 = 14. navakAra 14 pUrvano sAra che to karemi bhaMte 14 pUrvano saMkSepa che. dUdhamAMthI ghI bane te dUdhano sAra che, mAvo bane te saMkSepa che. sAra ane saMkSepamAM A pharaka che. * ApaNuM vacana kyAreka koInA dvArA Adeya na bane to samajavuM : ApaNo tenI sAthe RNAnubaMdha nathI. te mATe khoTI hAyavoya na karatAM karmanI vicitra paristhiti vicAravI. bhagavAnanI vAta na mAnata, paNa pelA kheDute gautama svAmInI vAta mAnI. bhagavAnane joIne to pelo bhAgI ja gayelo. kAraNa ke siMhanA bhavanA saMskAro haju sudhI cAlu hatA. tripRSThanA bhavamAM bhagavAne siMhane cIrelo. tyAre gautama svAmIno jIva sArathi hato. bhagavAnane paNa karmo na choDe to ApaNane choDaze ? * nANaM payAsagaM sohao tavo, saMjamo ya guttikaro / tiNDaMpi samAoge mokkho jiNasAsaNe bhaNio // 80 // jJAna prakAzaka che. tapa zuddhi karanAra che. saMyama gupti karanAra che. traNeyanA yogathI ja mokSa maLI zake. baMdha aMdhArIyA makAnamAM pahelA ajavALuM karavAnuM hoya [jJAna] pachI jhADUthI saphAI karavAnI hoya [5] bahArathI AMdhI AvatI rokavA bArI baMdha karavAnI hoya [saMyama] AtmagharanI zuddhi A ja rIte thaI zake. * AtmagharanI zuddhimAM sau prathama jJAnano prakAza joIe. bahuzruta jJAnI gItArtha candra jevA hoya che, jemanuM mukha jovA loko utsuka rahe che. candramAMthI cAMdanI nIkaLe tema bahuzrutanA mukhamAMthI jinavacana nIkaLe che. * ghaNA zloko meM kaMThastha karelA che. abhidhAna ciMtAmaNinA cuMTelA 800 zloka kaMThastha karyA che, vyAkaraNa, haima laghu prakriyA, dhAtupATha vagere kaMThastha karyA che. nyAyanA abhyAsa mATe paNa be varSa kADhyA. pramANanaya tattvAlokAlaMkAra avacUri sAthe kaMThastha karyo. pachI ratnAkarAvatArikA vAMcI. Sadarzana samuccaya, syAdvAdamaMjarI paNa vAMcelI che. pachI AgamomAM praveza karyo. 100 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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graMtho bhale kaMThastha karyA, paNa TakyA te ja, jenA artho samajayA, bhAvita banAvyA ke jenuM punaH puna : punarAvartana karyuM. AmAMnA moTA bhAganA zloko vismRta thaI gayA che. hA, devacandrajI AdinI traNa covIzI Aje paNa kaMThastha che, vAcanAmAM ke vyAkhyAnamAM je samajAvuM chuM te zloka kaMThastha che. TUMkamAM eTaluM ja ke je bIjAne ApIe te ja Take. * viniyogathI ja guNo Take. samatA mATe huM kahuM chatAM tamArAmAM samatA na Ave to mAre samajavuM : mArAmAM samatAnI siddhi thaI nathI. siddhino A ja niyama che : bIjAmAM ApaNe UtArI zakIe. * gRhasthone ApaNe kahIe chIe : nAmanAnI kAmanA na joIe. to ApaNane A upadeza na lAge ? ApaNane nAmanAnI kAmanA hoya to zuM samajavuM ? * kacarAmAM paDelI dorA vagaranI soya maLe nahi, khovAI jAya. tema sUtra vinAnA artho magajamAMthI khovAI jAya che, ema zAstra kahe che. [ gAthA - 83. ] * A huM nathI bolato. bhagavAna ja bole che. bolanAra huM koNa ? je bhagavAna A bolAve che, te bhagavAnanA ja caraNomAM A badhuM samarpita karuM chuM. * videza pravAse jatA rAjA pAsethI prathama traNa rANIoe jhAMjhara, kaDuM ane hAra maMgAvyA. cothI : "mane to ApanI ja jarUra che. bIjuM kAMI na joIe." traNane teTaluM ja maLyuM. cothIne rAjA maLyA, eTale ke badhuM ja maLyuM. tame prabhu pAsethI mAMgazo ke prabhune ja mAMgazo ? moTI mAMgaNImAM nAnI mAMgaNIo samAI jAya che, te bhUlazo nahi. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 101

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prabhAta masAlA. caitra suda-3 7-4-2000, zukravAra gAthA-84. * girirAjanI godamAM AvI pahoMcyA chIe. najara sAme ja dekhAya che. maMdiranuM zikhara paNa dekhAya che. girirAja jema dekhAya che tema siddho dekhAvA joIe. A girirAja siddhono mUrtimAna piMDa che, ema lAgavuM joie. * jIva para dravya, kSetrAdinI asara paDe che. jIvanI pudgalo para ne pugalonI jIva para asara paDatI ja hoya che. A vizvano niyama che. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAva, bhavane AzrayIne ja karmo udayamAM Ave che. atyAre badhAne udharasa AvI rahI che, tenuM kAraNa maracAnA pudgalo che. bhale e dekhAtA nathI, paNa udharasAdithI e jaNAya che. sarovara pAsethI pasAra thaIe to ThaMDaka maLe, bhaThI pAsethI garamI maLe, kolasA pAsethI kALAza maLe, tema nimitto dvArA AtmAne tevuM-tevuM zubhAzubha maLatuM rahe che. * kalikAlasarvajJa pU. hemacandrasUrijInuM mRtyu Akasmika thayeluM. temanI gocarI mATe gayelA sAdhunA pAtrAmAM rastAmAM maLelA eka bAvAjIe nakhathI lADavAmAM jhera dAkhala karI dIdheluM. bAvAjIno 102 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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uddeza hato : AcAryazrInA, mastakamAM rahelo maNi meLavavAno. | mATe ja mithyAtvI Adi sAthe AlApAdi karavAnuM varya gaNAyuM che. samyakatvamAM aticAra lAge, tema kyAreka AvI durghaTanA paNa thaI zake. | * vinaya jJAnane lAvyA vinA na ja rahe. jJAna cAritra lAvyA vinA na rahe. vinaya ja AgaLa vadhIne jJAna ane jJAna ja AgaLa vadhIne cAritra banI jAya che, ema kahuM to paNa khoTuM nathI. "jJAnanI tIkSaNatA caraNa teha..." - ema pU. devacandrajIe kahyuM che. * bhUkha vinA bhojana na maLe, na pace, tema AtmAnaMdanI anubhUtinI paNa ruci joIe. rucinuM nAma ja samyam darzana che. AtmAnaMdanI anubhUti te cAritra che. atyAre maLelA ogho-muhapattI vagere upakaraNo mAtra bAhya sAdhano che. thALI, vATakA, roTalI vagere badhuM ja hoya, paNa aMdara bhUkha na hoya to zuM kAmanuM ? dharma sAmagrI sAme ja paDI hovA chatAM aMdara tenI ruci na hoya to zuM kAmanuM ? * dorA vagaranI soyanI jema sUtra vagaranuM jJAna khovAtAM vAra nathI lAgatI. jJAna gayA pachI dhIre-dhIre badhuM ja jatuM rahe che. kAraNa ke jJAna badhAno mUlAdhAra che. bhuvanabhAnu kevalIno AtmA eka yugamAM 14 pUrvI hato, paNa jJAna bhUlIne, keTalAya kALa sudhI saMsAramAM rakhaDyo. jJAna jatAM mithyAtvane AvatAM vAra keTalI ? gurune javAba Apyo eTalAmAM mithyAtva AvI gayuM ? hA. deva-gurunI sAme thavuM eTale emanAthI potAne adhika mAnavA. Ama mAnavuM mithyAtva ja zIkhave che ne ? * ekavAra AvelA guNo jatA nahi rahe, evuM nahi mAnatA. kSAyikabhAvanA guNo na thAya tyAM sudhI jarAya gAphela rahevA jevuM nathI. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 103

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* ajJAnanuM jJAna karAve te ja sAcuM jJAna ! 14 pUrvI paNa kahe : Aje khabara paDI ATaluM vizALa jJAna che ! AthI pahelA huM ajJAna hato. haju paNa jJAna keTaluM badhuM bAkI che ? 14 pUrvI paNa AvuM vicAre tyAre ApaNe koNa? sArI stuti ke sArI sajhAya bolatAM paNa ApaNe kUdavA lAgIe chIe ! khAbocIyAnA deDakA chIe ApaNe ! ApaNAmAM ahaMkAranuM ekachatrI rAjya che. ene nirakhatAM nahi zIkhIe tyAM sudhI ArAdhaka banavuM muzkela che. * have ApaNe pAlItANA jaIe chIe. doSita AhArano khyAla rAkhajo. pU. kanakasUrijInA samayamAM keLA, papaiyA ke kerI sivAya koI phaLo ame joyA nathI. phaLa moTA bhAge doSita hoya che. * nAnA AgaLa bese moTA sAdhvIjI pAchaLa bese A kevuM ? vAcanAo sAMbhaLIne A ja vinaya zIkhyA ? * pU. mukticandrasUrijIe pU. kanakasUrijIne pUchyuM : ApanA sAdhuone Apa bhAtAkhAtAmAMthI vahoravAnI zA mATe nA pADo cho ? bhAtAkhAtAnuM to nirdoSa che. "bhAtAkhAtAnuM nirdoSa che e vAta sAcI, paNa e lADavA jo gamI jAya to pAlItANA chUTe nahi.' pU. kanakasUrijIe sahajatAthI javAba Apelo. phUTa to kharekhara baMdha karavA jevA che. [bAdhA apAi.] + dIkSA pahelA mane ekasaNAnI Teva nahi, paNa ahIM AvyA pachI badhA mahAtmAonA ekAsaNA joyA. meM abhigraha ja lIdho : AjIvana ekasaNA karavA. tabiyata sArI hatI tyAM sudhI ekAsaNA ja karyA. cAhe upavAsanuM pAraNuM hoya ke aThAinuM. 104 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA khImaIbena gharmazALA caitra suda-5 9-4-2000, ravivAra * karma pudgalomAM zakti hoya che, tema ApaNe mAnIe chIe, paNa tIrthamAM zakti che, tema mAnIe chIe kharA ? tIrtha hoya che tyAM sudhI tIrthaMkaranI zakti tIrthamAM kAma karatI hoya che. tIrtha dvArA haju bhagavAna mahAvIra devanI zakti sADA aDhAra hAra varSa sudhI kAma karaze. karmanI zakti kAma kare che, tema karmamukta AtmAonI zakti paNa kAma kare che, e vAta haju ApaNe samajyA nathI. karmagrantha dvArA karmonI zakti samajAi, paNa haju bhakti-zAstra dvArA parama AtmAnI zakti samajAI nathI. paMcasUtramAM lakhyuM : "3 me pusA sapuno ...125 guNa tta rihaMtAphalAntha' mArI A anumodanA parama zaktiyukta arihaMta AdinA prabhAvathI saphaLa bano. "Adi' zabdathI siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu paNa levAnA che. emanI bhUmikA pramANe emanI zakti paNa ApaNAmAM kAma kare che, ema mAnavuM rahyuM. * * navakArazI vakhate ja roja bhUkha lAge, paNa Aje yAtrA kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 105

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karyA pachI 12-30 vAgyA chatAM bhUkhanuM koI ja saMvedana nahi . Avo prabhuno prabhAva pratyakSa dekhAya chatAM huM jAhera na karuM to gunegAra gaNAuM. * aMdara beThelo siddha svarUpI AtmA jAgelo na hoya tyAM sudhI siddha girirAjanI sparzanAno anubhava nahi thAya. jo ema thatuM hota to DolIvALAonuM sau prathama kAma thaI jAya. * saMgrahanayathI ApaNe siddha chIe e vAta kharI, paNa vyavahAramAM A na cAle. ghAsamAM ghI che, e vAta kharI, paNa ghAsane kApo ke bALo to ghI maLe kharuM? eTale ja A kakSAmAM tame tamArI jAtane siddha mAnI lo ne "soDahaM' nI sAdhanA pakaDIne bhagavAnane choDI do to cAle ? sAdhanAnA prAraMbha mATe sau prathama bhagavAna joie. "soDahaM" nahi, "dAsoDahaMnI sAdhanA joie. saMgrahanayathI siddha chIe, eTaluM jANIne besI nathI rahevAnuM, paNa evaMbhUta nayathI siddha banavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavAnI che. ghAsa gAya khAya, dUdha Ape, pachI ghI bane, tema ahIM paNa khUba-khUba sAdhanA pachI siddhatva pragaTAvavAnuM che. saMgrahanayathI siddhatva aMdara paDeluM che, eTalI jANa thAya tethI hatAzA kharI jAya, eTaluM ja levAnuM che, ALasu nathI banavAnuM ! huM siddha ja chuM, pachI sAdhanAnI jarUra zI? ema mAnIne besI nathI rahevAnuM. saMgrahanayanI vAta pAtrane AzA-utsAhathI bharI de, apAtrane ALasathI bharI de. ghAsamAM dUdha che te samucita zaktithI, [ zakti be prakAre : samucita zakti ane ogha zakti ] paNa vyavahAramAM dUdhanI jagyAe tame koIne ghAsa Apo to na cAle. ApaNuM siddhatva vyavahAramAM cAle tevuM nathI. * cAlanAro keTalA ki.mI.cAlyo, te jANIne saMtoSa mAne : ATaluM cAlyA, have ATaluM ja bAkI. vepArI keTalA rUpIyA kamAyo te jANIne saMtoSa mAne : ATalA rUpIyA kamAyA, have ATalA 100 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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bAkI. tema ApaNane saMtoSa kharo ? : ATalA guNo meLavyA, have ATalA bAkI. eTalA guNo to meLavI ja lo, jethI saMtoSa thAya : have to mokSa maLI ja jaze. Aje je guNo ApaNI pAse che, enAthI mokSa maLI jaze, evo AtmavizvAsa kharo ? sAta nayo ApaNA mAIlasTona che. te ApaNAmAM kramaza : keTaluM siddhatva prakaTyuM che te batAvanArA che. saMgrahanayathI ApaNane bhALa maLe che : aMdara parama tattvano khAno chUpAyelo che. tamane khabara paDI jAya ke aMdara khAno che to tame besI raho ke khoda-kAma zarU karo ? hamaNAM vaDhavANamAM eka bhAIe svapna saMketa anusAra nIce jinAlaya che, ema samajIne gharamAM khodavAnuM zarU karyuM che. ' svapna to kadAca kalpanAjanya paNa hoI zake, khoTuM paNa hoI zake, ApaNI aMdara siddhatvano khajAno paDyo che, emAM koI kalpanA nathI, vAstaviktA che. * "karaNa"mAM vIryazaktinuM prAbalya hoya che. eTalI vIryazakti hoya che ke kSaNe-kSaNe AtmA keTalAya karmonI nirjarA karato rahe che. vIrya, parAkrama, utsAha, sAmarthya, zakti A badhA AtmazaktinA ullAsanA prakAro che. e badhAthI karmo alaga-alaga prakAre naSTa thAya che. A badhAnuM varNana dhyAna-vicAramAM kareluM che. dA.ta. utsAhathI karmo UMce UchaLe che ne pachI paTakAIne kharI paDe che. suthAra lAkaDuM kApe, dhobI kapaDA dhue, badhAnI paddhati alaga tema ahIM paNa vIrya, parAkrama AdinI paddhati alaga-alaga che. karma sAhitya pahelA mane zuSka lAgatuM hatuM, paNa dhyAna-vicAra vAMcyA pachI karma-sAhityane jovAnI dRSTi ja badalAi gai. karmasAhityamAM paNa dhyAnanA bIjo paDelA che, te dhyAna-vicAra dvArA samajAyuM. dhyAna-vicAra graMtha 10 varSa pahelA bahAra paDyo che. keTalAye vAMcyo ? kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 100

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dhyAna-zaktine jANyA vinA, AcaryA vinA ApaNe kaI rIte sAdhaka banavA mAMgIe chIe, e ja samajAtuM nathI. Aje dAdAnI yAtrA karIne Avyo chuM. je bhAvo spharyA che, te kahI rahyo chuM. kahevAmAM jarA paNa kaMjusAI karato nathI. zrAvako dhyAna-vicAra para vAcanA rAkhavA vinaMtI kare che, tamane mana thayuM ? zrAvako Aje jIvadayA mATe karoDo rUpIyA ekaThA karavAnuM vicAre che. zA mATe ? dukALamAM jIvo marI rahyA che, te zI rIte joI zakAya ? zrAvakonuM hRdaya ATaluM komaLa hoya to ApaNu kevuM hovuM joIe? duHkhI jIvonuM duHkha joI hRdaya dravI banI UThe che kharuM? * kevuM che ApaNuM jIvana ? Akho divasa vAto. vAte-vAte gusso ! avinaya, uddhatAIno pAra nahi. guNano chAMTo nahi, chatAM ahaMno pAra nahi. rAga-dveSe bharyo mohabairI naDyo, lokanI rItamAM ghaNuMya mA'to, tAra ho tAra prabhu...! '' - pU. devacandrajI. ma.nuM A stavana bhAvathI bhagavAna pAse gAjo. emAM sva-duSkRta gahanI daSTi maLaze. bhagavAna pAse bALaka banIne badhuM jaNAvI do. ApaNe to ema mAnIe : A badhuM zrAvako mATe che, ApaNane kyAM krodhAdi ke viSayAdi satAve che ? moTI bhUla che A ApaNI. je kAMI paNa kriyAkAMDa karIe chIe te loka upacArathI karIe chIe ke AtmAthI karIe chIe? kadIka Atma-nirIkSaNa karI jojo. Adaryo AcAraNa loka upacArathI zAstra- abhyAsa paNa kAMI kIdho; ' zuddha zraddhA ane AtmAnA AlaMbana vinA ApaNI kriyA zI rIte mokSadAyI banaze ? * tame sau prathama tamArA ja sUtelA AtmAne jagADo. e jAgI jAya pachI ja bIjAne jagADavA prayatna karajo. ApaNe to 108 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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atyAre sUtelA chIe ne bIjAne jagADavAno prayatna karI rahyA chIe. * saMsArano vyuccheda zuddha dharmathI ja thAya, ema paMcasUtramAM lakhyuM che. dharma to zuddha ja hoya ne ? ema ApaNe mAnI laie chIe. AcaraNa dvArA dharmane zuddha banAvavAno che. mithyAtvane gALIne ja dharma zuddha banI zake. "aMdara raheluM siddhatva ja mAre pragaTa karavuM che, bIjuM kazuM ja mAre joituM nathI." AvI bhAvanA hoya to ja dharma zuddha banI zake. dharma dvArA kIti Adi bhautika padArtho paNa pAmavAnI icchA hoya to samajavuM H dharma haju zuddha banyo nathI. - bhagavAna jevuM uttama nimitta pAmIne paNa je ApaNo AtmA zuddha na bane to thaI rahyuM ! pU. devancandrajI ma.nI A vedanA ApaNI vedanA banI jAya to keTaluM sAruM ? A badhuM huM bIjAne jovA nathI zIkhavADato, jAtane jovA mATe ja kahuM chuM. pharI pharIne A vAta huM bhArapUrvaka kahevA mAMguM chuM. prabhune pAmavAnA cAra sopAna prItiyoga : prabhu pratye ananya prema keLavavo. bhaktiyoga : sarvasva samarpaNanI bhUmikAe pahoMcavuM. vacanayoga : prabhu-AjJAne jIvana-prANa samajI tenuM pAlana karavuM. asaMgayoga : uparanA traNeya yoganA kramika ane satata abhyAsathI eka evI avasthA Ave che ke jemAM AtmA sarva saMgathI nirlepa banI anubhava gamya aparimeya AnaMda pAmavA lAge che. - pU.A.vi.kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI likhita mile mana bhItara bhagavAna' pustakamAMthI kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 109

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pAlItANA caitra suda-6 10-4-2000, somavAra lAkaDIyA nivAsI velajI malakacaMda kubaDIA parivAra Ayojita caitrI oLI. 400 ArAdhako, khImaIbena dharmazALA * tIrthakara bhagavaMtoe pUrva janmamAM AtmAne zAsanathI evo bhAvita karelo hoya che, enA kAraNe tIrthaMkaranA janmamAM Avo prabhAva dekhAya che. bIjA jIvo paNa bhAvita thAya, paNa tIrthaMkaranI kakSAe na pahoMcI zake. ratno to bIjA paNa hoya, paNa ciMtAmaNinI tole na AvI zake. khANamAM paDelA ciMtAmaNine sAmAnya jana na oLakhI zake, paNa jhaverI oLakhI zake. te vakhate paNa temAM ciMtAmaNipaNuM raheluM ja hoya che. tema bhagavAnamAM paNa haMmeza mATe parArthatA-parArtha vyasanitA rahelI ja hoya che : 'sAmete parArthavyasanina: ' nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLatAM ja tIrthaMkarano AtmA patthara bane to ciMtAmaNi bane, vanaspati bane to puMDarIka kamaLa bane, kalpavRkSa bane, jyAMthI sahajabhAve paropakAra thato ja rahe. bhagavAnamAM A lAyakAta sahajapaNe hoya. * vyAkhyAnamAMthI ApaNe cittanI nirmaLatA pramANe ja meLavI 110 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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zakIe. nirmaLatA pramANe yogyatA pragaTe. yogyatA pramANe dharma maLe. * navapadanI zAzvatI oLIno Aje prathama divasa che. gaLathuMthIthI ja ApaNane AvA anuSThAno prati prema hoya che. AtmA navapadamaya na bane tyAM sudhI punaH punaH A oLI karatA rahevAnuM che. mATe ja A oLI dara cha mahine AvatI jAya che ne kahetI jAya che : huM AvI gai chuM. haju tame navapadamaya banyA nathI. * navapadamAM mukhya arihaMta-pada che. bAkInA ATheya pado arihaMtane ja AbhArI che. koIpaNa yaMtra-maMtrAdimAM arihaMta ja kendrasthAne hoya che. zA mATe ? arihaMtamAM jJAna, darzana, cAritra, vIryano khajAno che tema teomAM puNyano khajAno paNa che. jenAthI ghaNA loko AkarSita thaI dharmanA rAgI bane che. * ApaNo bhaktino raMga kevo ? haLadarIyo ke coLamajIThano? taDako lAgatAM ja UDI jAya te haLadarIyo raMga ! thoDIka ja pratikULatA AvatAM cAlyo jAya te haLadarIyo dharma ! * tame kayA bharose beThA cho ? bhAratanI jema ArIsAbhuvanamAM beThA-beThA ke marudevInI jema hAthI para beThA-beThA kevaLajJAna maLI jaze, ema mAno cho ? mumukSupaNAmAM hajue niyamo hatA, ahIM AvyA pachI badhA niyamo abharAie mUkI devAnA ? have koI ja jarUra nathI ? dIkSA maLI gaI eTale patI gayuM ? dIkSA lIdhA pachI vairAgyano raMga vadhI rahyo che ke ghaTI rahyo che ? * aSTa prAtihAryAdinI samRddhi sAdhanAnuM phaLa che, kArya che. bhagavAnanI A Rddhi paNa prasiddhi Adi mATe nahi, paNa vizvopakAra mATe ja hoya che. * jyAre je vakhate je saMyogo maLe te vakhate samatA [cittanI svasthatA] TakAvI rAkhavI te moTI kaLA che, je tIrthakaranA jIvanamAM siddha thaI gayelI dekhAya. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * 111

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prakRti bhale bIjI badhI ja anukULatA karI Ape, paNa karma to tyAre paNa nirdayatApUrvaka humalo kare. ene jarAya dayA nahi. te vakhate paNa cittanuM belensa nahi gumAvavuM te samatA che. * khIra khAtA-khAtAM, guru-guNa sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM, gurune jotAM-jotAM tApasone kevaLajJAna maLI gayuM. kevaLajJAna sastu ke moMghuM? e ja bhagavAna mahAvIrane kevaLajJAna meLavavA keTalI muzkelI sahevI paDI? mA zIro banAvavAnI mahenata kare. bALake mAtra khAvAno ja hoya. bhagavAna jagatanI mA che. teo mahenata karIne meLave te ziSyone kSaNavAramAM maLI jAya. sIdhe-sIdhA AgamamAMthI tame kazuM nahi meLavI zako, guru dvArA thoDIvAramAM meLavI zakazo. seMkaDo pustako vAMcatAM na maLe te guru be miniTamAM batAvI Ape. nAnA bALakane zIro khAvAmAM majA na Ave, ramavAmAM majA Ave. ramatamAMthI UThADIne parANe mA zIro khavaDAve che. guru paNa tema ziSyone parANe paNa tattva pIrase che. * hIna kALa che. hIna kALanA kAraNe jIvonuM puNya paNa hIna che. puNyahIna jIvone saddaguruno samAgama paNa khUba ja durlabha che. saddagurunA nAme bicArA kyAreka dAdA bhagavAnane, rajanIzane ke bIjA koIne pakaDI bese che. kugumAM sugurunI buddhi karI bese che. * "navapadamAM ApaNo AtmA che. AtmAmAM navapada che.' A vAta sAMbhaLI che, paNa kadI tenA para UMDANathI vicAryuM nathI : mArA AtmAmAM navapada che to kyAM che ? AtmAmAM ja arihaMta, siddha Adi rahelA che, tene mAtra pragaTa karavAnI jarUra che. * duniyAmAM koIne na hoya tevI vastu je che, te atizaya ! bhagavAna AvA atizayAdithI yukta che. AvA bhagavAna evI zakti dharAve che ke jyAM tame jhUkyA ke tarata ja pApo baLI gayA, samajo. * prIti-anuSThAna kone kahevAya ? jyAre jyAre bIjA koIpaNa anuSThAno hoya tyAre tyAre te te choDIne arihaMta AvatAM ja temAM 112 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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jAya te prIti Ave? phona kaMdara sUcave che. mana lAgI jAya te prIti anuSThAna. jyAM ruci hoya tyAM UMgha Ave ? phona dvArA tame mahattvanI vAta sAMbhaLatA ho tyAre UMgha Ave ? UMgha anAdarane sUcave che. IcchA na hovA chatAM UMgha AvI jAya che te vAta kharI, paNa te mATe sAvadhAnI to rAkhavI joIe ne ? sAvadhAnI prabaLa hoya to UMgha zAnI Ave ? * bhagavAna janmajAta yogI che. yama-niyamAdinuM pAlana karyA vinA ja prabhune sahaja rIte yoga siddha thayelo hoya che. janma thatAM ja prabhune traNeya bhuvananA Indro abhiSeka kare, praNAma kare, chatAM prabhu tyAre paNa alipta hoya. mAna-sanmAnathI phUlAI na jAya. * "AMgI sArI che." ema tame kaho cho, paNa "bhagavAna sArA che." ema lAge che ? AMgInA darzanArthe jAva cho ke bhagavAnanA darzanArthe ? jo ke AMgInuM darzana paNa aMte to bhagavAnanA darzana tarapha ja laI jAya che. kAraNa ke AMgI paNa Akhare konI ? bhagavAnanI ja ne ? * AdinAtha bhagavAna vajanAbha cakravartInA bhavamAM dIkSita banI 14 pUrva bhaNelA. te jJAna sarvArthasiddhamAM laI gayelA ne bhagavAnanA bhavamAM paNa hatuM. A jJAnanA AdhAre ja bhagavAne loka-zikSaNa ApeluM. bhagavAnane emAM doSa na lAge. kAraNa ke bhagavAna tyAre rAjA tarIke che. laukika vyavahAramAM kuzaLa banyA vinA lokottara vidyAmAM kuzaLa banI zakAya nahi. ' * zrAvaka-zrAvikA vahorAvavA vageremAM potAnI maryAdA cUkatA nathI to ApaNAthI ApaNI maryAdA kema cUkAya ? saMghanuM ApaNA para RNa kharuM ne ? e RNano kadI khyAla rahe che ? * cha kAya jIva eTale bhagavAnano parivAra ! bhagavAna kahe kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 113

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che : meM A badhAne potAno parivAra mAnyo che, tema tamAre paNa mAnavAno che. eno deha bIjo che, eTalA mAtrathI ene pArakA na mAnI zakAya. AvI zikSA ApanArA arihaMtoe bIjAne paNa che jIvanikAyanA premI banAvyA. * arihaMta bhagavAna mahAgopa che, mahAmAhaNa che, niryAmaka ane sArthavAha che. athavA to emane konI upamA ApavI ? AkAza konA jeTaluM ? AkAza jeTaluM ! rAma-rAvaNanuM yuddha konA jevuM ? rAmarAvaNa jevuM ! bhagavAna konA jevA ? bhagavAna jevA ! "oma"mAM jena pravacana a" eTale viSNu. viSNu "dhrauvya'nA pratIka che. "u" eTale umApati-zaMkara. zaMkara "vyaya nA pratIka "ma" eTale brahmA. brahmA "utpAda'nA pratIka che. a + 9 + ma = om kAramAM utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvya rUpa tripadI chUpAyelI che ane tripadImAM saMpUrNa dvAdazAMgI chUpAyelI che. AthI ja kahI zakAya ke kAramAM saMpUrNa jaina-pravacana bIjarUpe chUpAyeluM che. (akAro vAsudevaH syAt, ukArastu mahezvaraH / makAraH prajApatiH syAt, trideva OM prayujyate // ) 114 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra suda-8 11-4-2000, maMgaLavAra. * jenuM ciMtana-dhyAna ane bhAvana karIe, ApaNuM citta te AkArane dhAraNa kare che. 'cintAsthiratApUrvakaH zubhA'dhyavasAyo dhyAnam / ' "dhyAnavicAra' nuM A sUtra che. emAM dhyAnanI paribhASA vyakta thayelI che. dhyAnanI pUrve ciMtana joie. jenuM ciMtana karIe tenuM ja dhyAna thaI zake. je bhagavAnanA Azraye ApaNe AvyA, e bhagavAna ApaNane durgatimAM mokale ? saMbhava ja nathI. paNa ApaNe bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA anuSThAnomAM kadI dhyAna parovatA ja nathI. dhyAna parovyuM na hoya to sAcA arthamAM Azraya lIdho che, ema kahevAya ja nahi. arihaMto karatAM zreSTha dhyAna bIjuM ekeya nathI. * paMca parameSThI AdinA kAussagga, khamAsamaNA Adi karavAthI ApaNuM citta temAM tanmaya bane che. mATe ja oLImAM AvI vidhi rAkhavAmAM AvI che. - mane to bacapaNathI ja, 8 varSano hato tyArathI ja navapadanI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie pha 115

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DhALo vagere sAMbhaLavA maLI; sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM ja kaMThastha thaI gaI. A mAro puNyodaya hato. arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu e paMca parameSThInA nahi, ApaNA ja guNo che. ApaNo ja e bhAvi paryAya che. * 25 varSa pahelA pU. paMnyAsajI ma. pAse tamArI jema noTa laIne huM jato, paNa lakhAya nahi, eTale lakhavuM choDI, dhyAnathI sAMbhaLavA lAgyo. sAMbhaLIne e padArtho bhAvita banAvavA prayatna karato. vANI enI e hoya, paNa anubhavathI nIkaLela zabdo alaga ja asara upajAve. pU. paMnyAsajI ma.nI vANI sAdhanA-pUta hatI. 5. vIravijayajInA zabdo paNa hRdayane jhaMkRta kare tevA che. kAraNa ke sAdhanA dvArA nIkaLelA che. "doya zikhAno dIvaDo re...." kevaLajJAna ane kevaLadarzanarUpa be zikhAno dIpaka samagra brahmAMDamAM ajavALuM phelAve che." A kalpanA keTalI suMdara che ? kevalI jyAre samudyAta kare tyAre 4thA samaye emano AtmA sarva lovyApI bane. ApaNe paNa tyAre lokAkAzamAM ja hatA ne? emanA sparzathI ApaNo AtmA pavitra banI rahyo che. evI kalpanA keTalI suMdara lAge che ? AvA sarvavyApI prabhune paNa bhakta potAnA hRdayamAM samAvI zake che : 'laghu paNa huM tuma mana navi mAvuM re, jagaguru tumane dilamAM lAvuM re; kuNane dIje zAbAzI re, kaho zrI suvidhi niNaMda vimAsI re." - pU. yazovijayajI. * bhagavAnanI vANImAM jene vizvAsa hoya tene to AnaMda Ave ja, paNa jene vizvAsa na hoya tene paNa AnaMda Ave, eTalI madhura hoya, sAMbhaLanAra bhUkha-thAka-tarasa badhuM ja bhUlI jAya. 116 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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* jagatamAM jeTalI cIjo AnaMda ApanArI che, te saumAM navapada sauthI zreSTha che. jeo paNa arihaMta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu banyA che. teo temanA dhyAnathI ja banyA che, e nakkI mAnaje. arihaMto svayaM paNa 20 ke 20mAMthI koI ekAda padanI samAparipUrvaka sAdhanA kare che. Aja sudhI koI evA arihaMta banyA nathI, jemaNe AvuM dhyAna na karyuM hoya ne arihaMta banyA hoya. mAtrA ane parama mAtrA- dhyAna arihaMta banAvanAra che. paramapada dhyAna paMcaparameSThI banAvanAra che. je dhyAnathI arihaMtapada meLavI zakAya, e dhyAna bhagavAne chUpuM nathI rAkhyuM. zAstromAM badhuM batAvyuM che. dhyAnavicAra graMtha A dRSTie ajoDa che, vAMcavA jevo che. dhyAnavicAra para lakhyuM - Ama to lakhAya nahi, paNa Aje lAge che : bhagavAne mArI pAsethI lakhAvyuM. rANakapuranA zilpamAM dhyAna-vicAranA prAyaH badhA ja dhyAno kaMDArAyelA che. 24 mAtAo sAthe rahelA bALaka tIrthaMkaranI paraspara [mAtA ane putrI daSTi maLI rahelI che, tevA zilpo rANakapura, zaMkhezvara vageremAM che. dhyAnavicAramAM A dhyAnanuM paNa varNana che. AvA zilpothI ghaNI vakhata tIrthonuM rakSaNa paNa thayuM che. 14 svapnanA zilpanA kAraNe kAparaDAjI tIrtha pU. nemisUrijIe bacAvI lIdhuM. jainetaroe enA para potAno dAvo karelo. 14 svapna to jainadarzana sivAya bIje hoya nahi. A dalIlathI jainetaronA hAtha heThA paDyA. | * puSparAvarta megha ekavAra varase, pachI varSo sudhI jamInamAMthI pAka AvyA kare. tema tIrthaMkaranI vANI hajAro varSo sudhI prabhAvazALI banI rahe. atyAre paNa e vANI potAno prabhAva vistArI ja rahI kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 110

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che. sADA aDhAra hajAra varSa sudhI haju prabhAva raheze. | * bhagavAna pAse ApaNe ananya bhAvathI jaIe ane prArthIe : bhagavana ! Apa ja sarvasva cho. mAtA, pitA, baMdhu-badhuM ja Apa cho. ApanA sivAya koino AdhAra nathI. to ja bhagavAna taraphathI ApaNane pratibhAva maLe. ApaNe ananya bhAvathI kadI bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati svIkArI nathI. * tIrthaMkaranuM samyakatva "varabodhi' [bhale e kSAyopathamika hoya] kahevAya, cAritra "varacAritra" kahevAya. * kyAM mArA bhoga lAgyA ke meM dIkSA lIdhI ? AnA karatAM gharamAM rahyo hota to !' AvA vicAro dIkSitone paNa AvI zake. A mohanuM tophAna che. AvA tophAna vakhate bhagavAnane yAda karajo. teo karNadhAra banIne Avaze. tamArI jIvana naiyAne DUbavA nahi de. "tapa-ja5 moha mahA tophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re; paNa muja navi bhaya hAtho hAthe, tAre te che sAthe re." * "bhagavAna hAjara nathI." evI ApaNI mAnyatA jaDamULathI kADhavI paDaze. bhagavAna bhale ahIM nathI, paNa bhagavAnanI zakti to jagatamAM kAma karI ja rahI che. sUrya bhale AkAzamAM che, prakAza to ahIM ja che ne ? siddho bhale upara che, paNa emanI kRpA to ahIM varase che ja. mAtra te anubhavamAM AvavI joIe. * bhagavAna jagatanA sArthavAha che. sArthathI tame chuTA na paDo to mokSa sudhInI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. * jo atyAre tame dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLI rahyA hazo to cokkasa tamAruM mana arihaMtamaya banyuM haze. tamAro upayoga arihaMtamaya banyo, e ja arihaMtanuM dhyAna. eka naya to tyAM sudhI kahe che : arihaMtanA upayogamAM raheto AtmA ja svayaM arihaMta che. arihaMta-pada dhyAto thako ahIM abheda dhyAnanI vAta che, 118 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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vaccenI ahaMkAranI divAla tUTI jAya to arihaMta ne ApaNe eka ja chIe. ApaNe mAnIe chIe : huM eTale zarIra. bhagavAna mAne che ? jagatanA sarva jIvomAM huM chuM. bhagavAnanI virATa cetanA che. ApaNI vAmana. jo ApaNI vAmana cetanA virATamAM bhaLI jAya to? pANInuM TIpuM sAgaramAM bhaLe to TIpuM svayaM samudra banI jAya. ApaNo ahaM ogaLI jAya che, jyAre ApaNe prabhumAM ekAkAra banI jaIe chIe. pachI ApaNuM astitva rahetuM ja nathI. "jaba tuM thA taba meM nahi, meM thA taba prabhu nAMya; premagalI ati sAMkarI, tA meM do na samAya." - kabIra. Adhunika yuganI sAta gerasamaja (1) TekanolojIthI kudaratane nAthI zakAze. (2) mANasane pazu ja gaNo, jethI tenA bhautika AnaMdanI amaryAda jhaMkhanA saMtoSavAmAM koI bAdhA nahi. (3) mANasa pazu che mATe yaMtra che. (alabatta jIvatuM yaMtra) (4) mANasamAM kAmavRtti ja mukhya che, eTale tene saMtoSavI e ja mukhya kArya che - phroIDa (5) prakRtine gulAma karI teno game teTalo upabhoga karI zakAya. (6) have mANasa TekanolojInI ADapedAza che. mATe tene vaLI tattvajJAna kevuM ? (7) bhagavAna marI paravAryo che. phAve tema jIvo. kahyuM klApUrNasUrie 119

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pAlItANA. caitra suda-9 12-4-2000, budhavAra * ati durlabha cAritra-ratna ApaNane anAyAse ja maLI gayuM che, to evo prayatna karIe, aMdara rahelo Atmadeva prakaTa thaI jAya. bhavasAgaramAM DUbatA mATe cAritra jahAja tulya che. jahAjamAMthI kUdIne dariyAmAM jAte ja DUbI janAro jahAjane doSita TharAvI zake nahi. cAritra nahi pALIne durgatino bhoga bananAro cAritrane doSita TharAvI zake nahi. * je saMtoSa AdinAthanA darabAramAM javAthI thAya te ahIM na thAya, mATe ja ApaNe kaSTa sahIne paNa upara jaIe chIe. A "dAdA" ApaNI aMdara paNa birAjamAna che. ene meLavavA game teTalA kaSTa paDe, to paNa tyAM javAnuM choDavuM na joIe. bhagavAnane aMtaryAmI kahyA che. [antaryAmI suNa alavesara" e stavana ApaNe bolIe ja chIe.] antaryAmI eTale zuM ? saunA ghaTamAM, aMtaramAM birAjI rahe te aMtaryAmI kahevAya. A aMtaryAmIne ApaNe maLavuM che. navapadanI ArAdhanA dvArA A ja karavAnuM che. prazna : arihaMtane pAmavAnI prakriyA zI ? 120 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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uttara : bIjI prakriyAnI pachI vAta ! paNa mukhya vAta che ? arihaMta para prema pragaTAvo ! prabhu maLe to premathI maLe. prema na hoya to koI prakriyAthI kazo dahADo na vaLe. juo...pU. upA. yazovijayajI kahe che : pragaTyo pUraNa rAga mere prabhu zuM." akSaya-pada dIye prema je, prabhunuM te anubhava rUpa re...' prabhuno prema eTale emanA guNono prema.... ne AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to ApaNA ja AtmAnA guNono prema ! anAdikALathI pagalAdinA premane toDI prabhu sAthe prema joDavo, e ja sauthI paheluM caraNa che. premIno patra, akSara ke nAma sAMbhaLatAM - vAMcatAM bIjo premI keTalo rAjI thAya ? tema prabhunuM nAma, Agama Adi sAMbhaLatAM ja jo tame rAjI-rAjI thaI jatA ho to tame dhyAnanA adhikArI cho, arihaMtanI kRpAnA pAtra cho. tame prabhu sAthe prema karavA mAMgatA ho to pU. yazovijayajI, pU. devacandrajI, pU. AnaMdaghanajInI covIzI tathA pU. mAnavijayajInI paNa covIzI pAkI karo. padma-rUpa vijayajI paNa e ja paraMparAnA che. pU. vIravijayajInI kRti paNa hRdayaMgama che. jene ruci hoya, tene kyAMkathI maLI ja jAya ! mane to A navapadonI DhALomAMthI paNa atyAre paNa maLI rahyuM che. tamArA mAdhyamathI bhagavAna jANe mane ja ApI rahyA che, ema mane lAge che. * stavano to prabhu sAthe karavAnI vAto che, ema pachI pribhu sAthe prema thayA pachI ] lAgaze. eka stavananA pustakanuM nAma "prabhu sAthe ekAMtamAM karavAnI vAto' rAkhavAmAM AveluM. nAma vicitra lAgaze, paNa kharuM che. stavano e prabhu sAthe karavAnI vAto ja che. * jene AtmAno sAcA arthamAM anubhava thayo hoya te kadI prabhuno virodhI na hoI zake, tene kriyAkAMDa Adi anAvazyaka na kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 121

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lAge. kolejanA vidyArthI kadI bALapothI ke pelI ke bIjIno virodhI na hoya. bhujamAM eka bhAI AvelA. mArI pAse raheluM jJAnasAranuM pustaka joIne temaNe kahyuM : A jJAnasArano pahelA meM khUba abhyAsa karyo. have jarUrI nathI lAgatuM. enAthI AgaLanI bhUmikA maLI gaI che. e bhAI vipazyanAnI zibiramAM gayelA. Ane AtmAnubhUtino bhrama kahevAya. sAcI anubhUti AvI na hoya. * pU. AnaMdaghanajIne prabhu-darzananI talasATa lAgI hatI : darisaNa... darisaNa raTato jo phiruM to raNarojha samAna..." A paMktimAM emanI prabhu-virahanI vedanA dekhAI rahI che. prabhunA viraha vinA prabhu milana kadI na thAya. ApaNane prabhuno viraha kadI lAge che ? * saMskRta - prAkRta Adino abhyAsa chUTI jatAM pUrvAcAryo sAtheno saMpUrNa saMbaMdha chuTI gayo. AthI ApaNe sAdhanAthI dUra thaI gayA. khAI, pIne majA karavI, Ane sAdhu-jIvana kahevAya ? tamane A barAbara lAge che ? prazna : prabhuno prema prayatnathI pragaTe ke sahajapaNe pragaTe ? uttara : banne prakAre prabhuno prema prakaTe : " nidhimAl vA ? sahajapaNe ane prayatnathI paNa pragaTe. samya darzana e prabhu-prema ja che. anumodanAnI ane AzvAsananI bhASAmAM kahuM to tamane badhAne prabhu-prema pragaTelo ja che. je na pragaTelo hota to ahIM AvyA ja na hota, mane sAMbhaLatA ja na hota. paNa haju e prema pUro nathI. prabhu eTale Akhare to ApaNo ja AtmA ! prabhu-prema eTale ApaNA ja AtmAno prema ! * prabhu jeTalI ApaNI ciMtA rAkhe che, teTalI ApaNe svayaM paNa ApaNI ciMtA nathI rAkhatA. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to, gurune jeTalI ciMtA che, teTalI ApaNane khudane ApaNI ciMtA nathI. 122 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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caMDakauzikane potAnA gussAnI kyAM ciMtA hatI ? bhagavAna mahAvIra devane hatI. * prabhu para prema che ke nahi ? enI nizAnI kaI ? bIjA, bIjA [ zarIra, ziSya, upadhi, makAna vagere ] padArtho para prema vadhu ke prabhu para prema vadhu ? ema manane pUchI lejo. - prabhu para jevo prema hoya tevo prema bIjA koI padArthamAM na hoya, te ja prIti anuSThAna kahevAya. prIti anuSThAna majabUta thayA pachI ja bhakti, vacana ane asaMgayoga pragaTI zake. vacananuM ArAdhana ApaNAmAM [ huM paNa sAthe ] nathI dekhAtuM tenuM kAraNa prabhu-premanI ApaNAmAM khAmI che. prabhu-prema mATe prayatna karavAno upAya A che : bIjI bIjI vastuo parathI prema ghaTADatA javuM ! * AtmA koNa ? ApaNI aMdara rahelA jJAna, zraddhA, kriyA vagere guNo e ja AtmA che. AtmA, guNo dvArA jaNAya. vizvAsa rAkho (1) bhagavAnanI bhakti para. (2) AtmAnI zakti para. (3) zuddha AcAranI abhivyakti para. sTe vo pAMva.... TUTe vo pAMva jisako na terI talAza ho, phUTe vo AMkha jisako na ho justajU terI; vo ghara ho becirAga jahAM terI jU na ho, vo dila ho dAga jisameM na ho ArajU terI. - munazI durgAsahAya kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 123

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pAlItANA caitra suda-10 13-4-2000, guruvAra * jemanA smaraNa mAtrathI paNa ApaNuM sukha vadhatu jAya te vardhamAna svAmI... ! jeTalo prabhAva temano teTalo ja prabhAva temanA nAmano paNa che. nAma-nAmIno abheda che. atyAre ApaNI pAse sAkSAta bhagavAna nathI, bhagavAnanuM nAma, mUrti ane Agama vagere ja che. ApaNuM hRdaya bhakta bane to A badhAnA mAdhyamathI paNa prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha joDI zake. mantramUrtiM samAdAya, devadevaH svayaM jinaH / sarvajJaH sarvagaH zAntaH, so'yaM sAkSAd vyavasthitaH // pAraNAmAM raDatuM bALaka zAMta thaI jAya che, jyAre mA dorIthI pAraNuM halAve che. ' nAmanI ane mUrtinI dorIthI ApaNe paNa bhagavAna sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhI zakIe chIe, evI zraddhA Aje paNa caturvidha saMghamAM che. AthI ja hajAro mANaso ahIM Ave che. zraddhA viNa kuNa IhAM Ave re...?' * prabhunuM darzana eTale vizva-darzana, Atma darzana, samyam darzana...! A darzana paNa maLI jAya toya beDo pAra ! bhale darzana na maLyuM hoya, mAtra enI pipAsA jAge to paNa 124 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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ghaNuM che. tarasyo mANasa maravAnI aNI para hoya, pANI vinA taraphaDato hoya... tyAre pANI mATe kevo pokAre? e rIte jo ApaNe prabhune pokArIe to prabhu maLe ja. paNa ATalI taDapana kyAM che ? nakkI karo : prabhu darzana vinA maravuM nathI ja. AvuM praNidhAna haze to paNa kAma thaI jaze. praNidhAna eTale daDha saMkalpa ! daDha saMkalpa hoya tyAM pravRtti thAya ja. viSNajaya paNa thaIne ja rahe. mukhya savAla che : praNidhAnano, daDha saMkalpano ! ApaNo saMkalpa ja DhIlo hoya to siddhi na ja maLe. * ""huM jJAnI thayo. huM jAte ja bhaNyo. meM ja mArA zramathI A badhuM UbhuM karyuM." bhaktanI AvI bhASA na hoya. e to pratyeka prasaMge bhagavAnane yAda kare ja. jainadarzana bhale Izvarakartutva nathI mAnatuM, chatAM bhakti mAne che, kRpA padArthane mAne che. A padArtho barAbara samajavA hoya to "lalita vistarA" grantha jarUra vAMcajo. bhakti zuM cIja che ? te samajAze. * sApane jo gharamAM na rakhAya to AtmAmAM doSo zI rIte rakhAya ? sApa to eka janmanA ja prANa le. pApa to bhava-bhavanA prANa laI le. AvA pApo bhale anAdikALanA hoya. ene kAryo ja chUTako ! enA mATe "zaraNAgata vatsala na banAya. aDhAra pApa mATe saMthArAporasImAM zuM bolIe chIe ? "muvazvamathAlaMsa - vimUgADuM" mokSa mArgamAM vighna karanArA A 18 pApo ja che. A pApane ApaNe mitro mAnI lIdhA ! bhagavAne emane oLakhI lIdhA ne pApo pratye krUra banIne tUTI paDyA. bhagavAna "puruSasiMha' che. A vizeSaNamAM bhagavAnanuM siMhatva A ja rIte ghaTAvyuM che. bIjAnA pApo jovA ApaNe sahasralocana chIe, potAnA pApo jovA ApaNe ekAkSa paNa nathI, sAva ja AMdhaLA chIe. bIjAnA achatA pApa paNa dekhAya che, potAnA chatA pApa paNa dekhAtA nathI ! A doSamAMthI bhagavAna ja bacAvI zake ! kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie je 125

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mATe ja ArAdhanAnA traNa sUtramAM duSkRta-ga, sukRtaanumodanA ane "zaraNAgati' goThavelA che. doSa ApaNA AtmAne malina banAve che. guNo ApaNA AtmAne nirmaLa banAve che. dA.ta. krodhano Aveza hoya che tyAre citta DahoLAyeluM hoya kSamA hoya che tyAre citta prasanna hoya che. guNa haMmezA cittane prasanna ane prazAMta ja banAve che. doSa haMmezA cittane saMkliSTa, bhayabhIta ane caMcaLa ja banAve. Avo pratyakSa anubhava hovA chatAM guNa mATe prayatna na karIe to thaI rahyuM ! * dunyavI koIpaNa sukha, duHkhathI mizrita ja hoya, mATe ja jJAnIo ene sukha na kahetAM, duHkhanuM ja bIjuM nAma kahe che. viSamizrita bhojanane bhojana kema kahevAya ? ene to viSa ja kahevuM paDe. beDI cAhe sonAnI hoya ke loDhAnI. baMdhanamAM koI pharaka nathI paDato. puNyathI maLatuM sukha paNa duHkhanI jema baMdhanarUpa ja che. duHkha to haju sAruM, bhagavAnane yAda to karAve, paNa sukha to bhagavAna to ThIka paDozIne paNa bhUlAvI de. saMpUrNa Atmasukha siddha bhagavaMtone prApta thayeluM che. emane sAcA sukhanA samrATuM kahI zakAya. * guNa-paryAyamAM zo pharaka ? samAvino guI: ' "mAvinaH paryAya: I' sadA sAthe hoya te guNa. krame krame Ave te paryAya ! bhagavAnanA dareka guNo zaktirUpe ApaNI aMdara paNa paDelA ja che. bhagavAnamAM e vyaktirUpe che. zaktirUpe rahelA guNo vyaktirUpe karavA e ja sAdhanAno sAra che. ekanI rakama rokaDa che. bIjAnI rakama udhArImAM che. siddhonuM aizvaryA rokaDuM che. ApaNuM 126 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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udhArImAM phasAI gayeluM che. karmasattAe e aizvarya dabAvI dIdhuM che. pAMca indriyonA sukha khAtara ApaNe AtmAnuM saMpUrNa sukha moha-rAjAne tyAM gIrave mUkI dIdhuM che. eka divasanA AnaMda mATe anaMtagaNuM duHkha svIkArI lIdhuM ! "grUdra ! phira dararoja ronA !' * ApaNI aMdara aizvarya paDeluM che, e vAta bhUlI jaie chIe, mATe ja ApaNe dIna-hIna banI jaIe chIe. | * pAMca pratikramaNa jarUrI che tema sAta naya, sapta bhaMgI, dravya-kSetrAdi, syAdvAda vagerenuM jJAna paNa jarUrI che. AthI ApaNI zraddhA vadhe. bhagavAna para prema vadhe. jainadarzana pAmyA pachI paNa syAdvAda zailI na samajIe to ApaNe kevA kahevAie ? * svadravya, svakSetra, svakALa, svabhAvathI siddhonI saMpatti pragaTa che, sAdhu e saMpatti para zraddhA dharAvI sAdhanA kare che. siddha ane sAdhumAM ATalo pharaka che. mATe ja sAdhunA manarUpI mAnasarovaramAM haMsarUpe ramI rahelA siddhone ahIM praNAma karavAmAM AvyA che. svadravyAdine samajavA to alaga pATha ja joIe. atyAre ApaNe zrotA ja chIe, vidyArthI nathI banyA. vidyArthI banavAmAM pATha pAko karavo paDe. * ApaNAmAM ATheya karmo che. e zuM kAma kare che ? navarA to bese nahi. emanuM kAma che : ApaNA ATheya guNone rokavAnuM ! ApaNe karmone to yAda rAkhyA, paNa guNone bhUlI gayA. karmo gaNatA rahyA, paNa guNa aMdara paDelA che, te bhUlI gayA. ApaNA guNo aMdara paDelA che, paNa DhaMkAyelA che, emane pragaTa karavA hoya to jemanA pragaTa thayelA che, emanuM zaraNuM levuM paDe ! prabhune dhyeyarUpe bolAvavA paDe. . "tame dhyeyarUpe dhyAne Avo, zubhavIra prabhu karuNA lAvo." kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie je 120

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ApaNe zarIranuM dhyAna dharIe chIe, paNa siddha bhagavAnanuM nathI dharatA ! siddhone maLavAnA be upAya : (1) ATha karmathI mukta thaIne siddha banavuM. (2) dhyAnamAM dhyeyarUpe siddhane lAvavA. e paNa na bane to trIjo upAya : (3) jeo siddhone dhyeyarUpe banAvIne dhyAna dhare che, temanuM zaraNuM pakaDI levuM. Asana sthirA yoganI ATha dRSTi ATha dRSTi ATha doSa ATha guNa ATha yoganA aMga mitro kheda adveSa yama tArA uga jijJAsA niyama bilA kSepa zuzruSA dIprA utthAna zravaNa prANAyAma brAnti bodha pratyAhAra abhyadaya mImAMsA dhAraNA saMga pratipatti dhyAna parA AsaMga pravRtti samAdhi yoganI ATha daSTi prApta thatAM kramazaH ATha doSa TaLe che. ATha guNa ane ATha yoganA aMga maLe che. - yogadaSTi samuccaya kAntA prabhA 128 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra suda-11 14-4-2000, zukravAra * zAzvatagirinI chAyAmAM zAzvata oLIno prasaMga ! kharekhara abhuta samanvaya thayo che; uttama padArthono ! ApaNuM dhyAna jo navapadamAM lAgI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. bIjI ArAdhanAmAM zrAvako hakadAra na paNa hoya, paraMtu navapadanI ArAdhanAno hakadAra caturvidha saMgha che. navapadanA AlaMbanathI AtmAnA zuddha svarUpa sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che. * divasamAM 4 vAra sajhAya 7 vAra caityavaMdana pratyeka sAdhusAdhvIjI mATe pharajiyAta che. A ja dhyAnanI pUrvabhUmikA che. * potAnI ja anukULatAno vicAra te ArtadhyAna. te nimitte bIjAne pIDA ApavAno vicAra te raudradhyAna che. jeNe zrAvaka-jIvanamAM jayaNApUrvaka pAlana nathI karyuM, te ahIM AvIne jayaNA pALaze, ema mAnazo nahi. mAtra buddhi nahi jotA, mumukSumAM ArAdhaka bhAva, dayAbhAva keTalo che ? te jozo. * koI grAhaka tamArI dukAnanA mAlanI prazaMsA ja karyA kare, jarAya kharIde nahi, tene dukAnadAra kaheze : "tAre mAla levo che keTalo ? te bolane ! bhagavAnanA ApaNe guNa-gAna gAIe chIe. bhagavAna kahe kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 129

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che ? tAre keTalA guNa joIe che, te vAta kara. bhagavAna potAnA bhaktane kAyama bhakta nathI rAkhavA mAMgatA, bhagavAna banAvavA mAMge che. * sAmAyikamAM rahelA zeThanuM dhyAna joDAmAM hatuM AthI navoDhA putravadhUe kahI dIdhuM : zeThajI mocIvADe gayA che. ApaNuM mana hoya che, tyAM ApaNe hoie chIe. jo e manane arihaMtamAM joDI daIe to amuka apekSAe arihaMta banI jaie. ApaNuM dhyAna Akho divasa zarIramAM ja prAya: hoya che. paNa A zarIra to bhADAnuM makAna che. ene ahIM ja choDIne javAnuM che. ApaNuM svarUpa to upayogamaya che. jyAM jyAM upayoga tyAM tyAM AtmA ! jyAM jyAM AtmA tyAM tyAM upayoga ! upayoga ane AtmA abhinna che, bannenI abhinna vyApti che. jyAM dhUmADo hoya tyAM Aga hoya paNa Aga hoya tyAM dhUmADo na paNa hoya, paNa ahIM evuM nathI, banne ekabIjA vinA hoi ja na zake. siddhapada * saMsArI jIva bIjI gatimAM jAya che tyAre kArpaNa - taijasa zarIra sAthe hoya che. kedIne bIjI kedamAM laI javAmAM Ave tyAre sAthe majabUta cokIdAra hoya ne ! tema ahIM paNa kArmaNa-taijasa cokIdAra che. jIva kyAMya chaTake nahi ! paNa jIva jyAre mokSamAM jAya tyAre sAthe kAmaNa-taijasa vagere kAMI ja hotuM nathI. zuddha AtmA mokSe pahoMcI jAya che. saMsAranI kedamAMthI tyAre chUTakAro thAya. 14mA guNaThANe pahoMcyA sivAya koI jIva siddhigatie jaI na zake. 14muM guNaThANuM eka lIphaTa ja samajI lo, jenA para besanAro sIdho ja lokAgrabhAge pahoMcI jAya. | * pUrvaprayoga, gatipariNAma, baMdhana cheda ane asaMga A cAra udAharaNo AtmA lokAgrabhAge zI rIte pahoMce che ? te samajAvavA darzAvavAmAM AvyA che. 130 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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* haMmeza jaMgalamAM rahenAro bhIla jema nagaranuM varNana na karI zake, tema jJAnIo jANavA chatAM siddhonA sukhanuM varNana karI zake nahi. * siddhonuM vizeSa varNana jANavA "siddha prAbhRta' graMtha vAMcajo. emAM 14 mArgaNAo dvArA siddhonuM varNana kareluM che. malayagiri mahArAje potAnI TIkAmAM "siddha prAbhRta' granthanuM uddharaNa kareluM che. enA para ame kaMIka lakhyuM che, paNa A kALamAM AvuM vAMcanAro varga virala che. eTale pragaTa karavAnuM mulatavI rAkhyuM che. pU. devacandrajI mahArAje paNa siddhAMtonA dAkhalA ApavA pUrvaka ghaNA stavanomAM siddhonuM varNana karyuM che. pU. devacandrajI AgamanA abhyAsI hatA, sAthe prabhunA bhakta paNa hatA. * saMsAra eTale upAdhi ! divasa uge ne koI ne koI ciMtA ! upAdhi ! Tenzana vagere UbhA ja hoya. [ huM paNa sAthe chuM.] AvI badhI upAdhithI rahita eka mAtra siddho che. moTA tarIke ApaNuM nAma jeTaluM jAhera thAya tema tema upAdhi vadhe. pada-nAma vagere upAdhinA kAraNo che. upAdhi vadhe tevA padanAma pAchaLa jIMdagI pUrI karI nAkhIe, te moTI karuNatA che. * saMgraha nayathI sarva jIvo, Rju sUtra nayathI siddhanA upayogamAM rahelA jIvo, zabdanayathI samyagdaSTi Adi jIvo, samabhirUDhathI kevaLajJAnI jIvo, evaMbhUtathI siddhazilAmAM gayelA jIvo siddha che. zabdanaya ApaNane siddha kahe tevuM jIvana to ApaNuM hovuM ja joie. * koI rAjA-mahArAjA kahe : "tame mArA jevA ja cho. besI java mArI sAthe siMhAsanamAM !" to ApaNane keTalo AnaMda thAya ! bhagavAna ApaNane ema ja kahe che : "tame mArA jevA ja cho. AvI jAva mArI sAthe." kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 131

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* AgaLa besavAnI jeTalI paDApaDI karo cho, teTalI ja paDApaDI - teTalI ja utAvaLa jo sAMbhaLeluM jIvanamAM utAravA mATe karo to kAma thaI jAya. * "kama khAnA, gama khAnA, nama jAnA....' A traNa vAta yAda rAkhaje. ghaNI ApattiothI bacI jazo. cha sthAnomAM cha Avazyaka (1) AtmA che ? pratyAkhyAna mAruM nathI teno tyAga. paccakakhANa tyAre ja levAya, jyAre zeSa bacI rahelI vastu (AtmA)nI zraddhA hoya. (2) AtmA nitya che : kAyotsarga : kAyAnA utsarga (tyAga) pachI bace che te nitya che. (3) AtmA karmano kartA che : pratikramaNa : pApathI pAchA haTavuM. pote karelA karma bhogavavA ja paDe che. mATe pratikramaNa dvArA pApathI pAchA potAne ja pharavuM paDe. (4) AtmA karmano bhoktA che : guru-vaMdana jema guru bhagavaMta potAnA svarUpanA bhoktA che, tema te ja vaMdana, vaMdana karanArane svarUpanuM bhoktApaNuM Ape. athavA guruvaMdana karmanA bhogavaTAmAMthI chuTakAro Ape. (5) mokSa che H caturvizatistava (logassa) : siddhA siddhi mama disaMtu = siddho mane mokSa Ape. siddhane namaskAra to ja thaI zake jo mokSa hoya. (6) mokSano upAya che : sAmAyika = samatA : samatAthI karmano kSaya, karmakSayathI nirjarA. nirjarAthI mokSa. samatA e mokSano upAya che. 132 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra suda-12 15-4-2000, zanivAra * AvatI kAle bhagavAna mahAvIradevano janma-kalyANaka divasa che. AvatI kAle ApaNe emanA anaMta upakArone yAda karIzuM, paNa sAcuM sanmAna tyAre ja gaNAze, jyAre ApaNe emano upadeza jIvanamAM UtArIzuM. * brahmacArI AtmAnuM vastra oDhavA maLI jAya to enI daDhatA, pavitratA ApaNane maLe evI ApaNane zraddhA che, anubhava che. kAraNa ke emanA pavitra paramANuono emAM saMcaya thayelo hoya che. tema siddha bhagavaMtoe potAnA AtmA dvArA pavitra banAvelA karma-pugalo kyAM gayA ? e pavitra pudgalo che ke sarvatra phelAI jAya, paNa je bhUmi para nirvANa thAya tyAM to ekadama ghaTTa thaIne rahe. mATe ja siddhAcalanI A bhUmi pavitra gaNAi che. * rasoIo rasoI banAve te jamavA ke jamADavA mATe, pheMkavA mATe nahi. zAstrakAroe A badhA padArtho samyagu jIvavA mATe pIrasyA che, mAtra jANavA ke ahaMkAra vadhAravA nahi. rasoI to bIjA divase bagaDI jAya, paNa A zAstra padArtho to bagaDyA vinA hajAro varSothI che ne hajAro varSo sudhI rahevAnA. te ApaNane kyAM zAstronI paDI che ? aSTapravacana mAtA AvaDI kahyuM, lApUrNasUrie ja 133

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gai. gocarI-pANI-saMthAro vagere AvaDI gayuM, pachI bhaNavAnI jarUra zI ? ema ApaNe mAnI lIdhuM. zrAvako paNa mAtra paMDita thavA ja bhaNe che. AtmAnA lakSapUrvaka bhaNanArA keTalA ?' "dravyakriyAruci jIvaDA re, bhAvadharma ruci hIna; upadezaka paNa tehavA re, zuM kare loka navIna ?" - pU. devacandrajI. sArAmAM sAruM bhojana hoya, paNa aMdara ruci na hoya to ? sArAmAM sAruM tattva hoya paNa aMdara prema na hoya to ? AcArya-paTha * lAkaDIA [ vi. saM. 2028] mAM 10 pannAnI vAcanA hatI. samAdhi-pannAmAM sau prathama kahyuM : te pUjya AcAryone namaskAra ho, jeo arUpI siddhone ApaNane ahIM batAve che. nahi to koNa batAve A padArtho ? arihaMtoe mArga batAvyo, paNa ahIM sudhI e mArgane pahoMcADanAra koNa ? pU. AcArya bhagavaMto. AcAryomAM guNa keTalA? mAtra 36 nahi. mAtra 36 4 36 = 1296 paNa nahi. tene lAkho kroDovAra tame gaNo teTalA guNo AcAryamAM che,ema caMdAvijhaya payajJAmAM AvyuM. * arihaMta, siddhane namaskAra karavA jeTaluM ja phaLa AcAryane namaskAra karavAmAM che. * pU. malavAdIsUrijInuM nAma ja evuM hatuM ke sAMbhaLatAM ja kuvAdIo bhAgI jatA. mATe ja kahyuM : "pUrI dUrIvazurAhA' * nave nava pado Akhare AtmAne jANavA, pAmavA mATe ja che, e kadI bhUlavuM nahi. arihaMtone pUjA nathI joItI. AcAryone tamArA vaMdana nathI joItA, paNa teo tamane potAnA jevA banAvavA mAMge che. mATe ja ATalo upadeza che. 134 je kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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* pU. kanakasUrijI, pU. devendrasUrijI vagere tathA pU. premasUrijI jevAnI amane nizrA maLI, te amAruM ahobhAgya. pU. devendrasUrijI pachI amane pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.nI nizrA maLI. ghaNA to judA thavA ja celAo zodhatA hoya. samudAya ane gItArtha-nizrA saMyama mATe khUba ja upakArI che. vRddha puruSa to e mATe khUba ja upakArI che. * pU. kanakasUrijI ma. dekhAvamAM sAdA lAge, paNa jyAre zAstronA padArtho kahe, tyAre bhalabhalA chakka thai jAya. emanuM mauna, emanI alpa vANI saune potAnA banAvI le tevA hatA. ANaMdajI paMDitajI ghaNIvAra emanI pAse AvatA ne kalAko sudhI bolatA. bhalabhalA emanI vANIthI prabhAvita thai jatA, paNa pU. kanakasUrijI temanAthI jarAya prabhAvita thayA vinA mAtra eka ja vAkyamAM javAba ApI detA : 'ame pU. bApajI ma.ne anusarIe chIe. ,, pelA paMDitajI sahita ame sau pUjyazrIno saMkSipta uttara sAMbhaLI stabdha thaI jatA. * AcArya bhagavaMta bhavyone deza-kAla pramANe dezanA Ape. e paNa zAstra-aviruddha ane sApekSa hoya. AcArya bhagavaMta sadA apramatta hoya, vacanasiddha hoya. * AcArya bhagavaMta gaNapati, munipati kahevAya. AcArya bhagavaMta cidAnaMda rasAsvAdanuM sadA pAna kare. tethI parabhAvathI niSkAma rahe cidAnaMda rasAsvAda vinA parabhAvano rasa kadI chUTato nathI. 'bhaI maganatA tuma guNa rasa kI, kuNa kaMcana kuNa dArA ?' bhagavAnamAM magnatA anubhavanArane zuM sonuM ? zuM strI ? Avo cidAnaMda rasAsvAda pU. AcArya bhagavaMta ekalA na bhogave, bIjAne paNa AmaMtre. kerInI jema A rasAsvAdanI bAdhA nathI lIdhI ne ? kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 135

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kerInI bAdhA sArI. A bAdhA sArI nahi. duniyAnI vAto karatAM kevA vicAro Ave ? AvA tattvo para vAto karo to ciMtana kevuM nirmaLa bane ? * niSkAma nahi bano tyAM sudhI niSkAma AtmAnI anubhUti nahi thAya. bAhya AcAranI sAthe aMdarano AtmAno AsvAda na hoya to AcArya mATe paNa ziSyAdi parivAra bojarUpa che. jima jima bahuzruta bahu jana saMmata, bahu ziSya parivarIyo; tima tima jinazAsanano vayarI, jo navi nizcaya dharIyo..." - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. cighana AtmA sAdhya che. e bhUlAI jAya to ApaNI saMyamayAtrA ApaNane kyAM laI jaze ? vihAramAM je gAma javAnuM hoya e gAma ja bhUlAI jAya, rasto cUkI javAya to kyAM pahoMcIe ? ahIM AtmAnaMdano rasAsvAda bhUlAI gayo hoya tema nathI lAgatuM ? mArA zabdo coMTa lagADanArA nathI ne ? paNa zuM thAya ? sAcI vAta to kahevI ja paDe. * niSkAma banavAthI ja nirmaLa banAya. AtmAnubhUtinI, deva-gurunI kAmanA sArI, paNa bhautika kAmanAthI para thaIne niSkAma thavAnuM che. traNeya gAravathI [mRddhithI] niSkAma thavAnuM che. jo muhapattInA bola sArI rIte yAda karIe to paNa emAMthI mArga maLI rahe. Akho mArga e bolomAM samAyelo che, ema kahuM to paNa cAle ! niSkAma banyA vinA nirmaLatA nahi Ave. paraspRdA mahAduHvam' A sUtra yAda rAkho. * cAlyA vinA maMjhila na Ave, tema jJAna-darzanAdimAM pravRtti karyA vinA, temAM viryazakti joDyA vinA AtmA nahi maLe. * saMvara ane samAdhithI yukta, upAdhithI mukta, bAreya prakAranA tapathI yukta pU. AcArya bhagavaMtane vaMdanA karIe ! 136 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra suda-13 16-4-2000, ravivAra * jyAre paNa mokSa thavAno tyAre paMca parameSThInI upAsanA dvArA jJAnAdinI pUrNatAvaDe ja thavAno ! mokSAbhilASI ApaNe banyA hoIe, mukta banavAnI IcchAvALA mumukSu [ mukta thavAnI icchAvALo hoya te ja mumukSu kahevAya.] hoie to paMca parameSThInI upAsanA ane ratnatrayInI sAdhanAmAM lAgI ja javuM joie. je kAraNathI karma baMdhAyA che, tenAthI viparIta kAraNonA sevanathI mokSa-mArge AgaLa vadhAya che. mithyAtvAdi karmabaMdhananA kAraNa che, to samyakatva, virati [cAritra] vagere karma-nirjarA ane saMvaranA kAraNo che. * paMcAcAra muktino mArga che. e mArga batAve te AcArya ! AcAryane namavAthI AcAra pALavAnI ane paLAvavAnI zakti pragaTe AvA AcAryonA darzana mAtrathI, nAma-zravaNa mAtrathI loko aneka janmonA pApo khapAve. * AcAryane zrI saMghano ATalo bhAra hoya to TAima zI rIte maLe ? TAIma bagADanArA chApAo, vikathAo, ItyAdithI AcArya dUra ja rahe. sadA apramatta rahe. mana akaluSita rAkhe. kahyuM. lApUrNasUrie che 130

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mAyAnuM nAma na hoya tethI mana nirmaLa hoya. * AcArya gacchanAyaka che eTale nizcita munionI sAraNA, vAraNAdi kare. ema karavAno temane hakka che. pU. kanakasUrijI "bhAna nathI?" ATaluM bole e temanI sauthI kaDaka zikSA hatI. * jinezvara bhagavAna rUpI sUrya ane kevaLIrUpI candra nathI hotA tyAre AcArya dIpaka banIne Ave che ne ApaNuM jIvana ajavALe che. A viSamakALamAM sUrya-candra nathI. ApaNe dIpakathI calAvavAnuM che. dIpaka maLe te paNa ahobhAgya ! | * purva maU mithuna " "mithugA' eTale sAme rahelA bhagavAnanI stuti ! bhagavAna dUra hovA chatAM, sAta rAjaloka dUra hovA chatAM sAme rahelA zI rIte ? ApaNI sAme to divAla che, chata che, bhagavAna kyAM che ? paNa thobho ! ApaNe cAmaDAnI AMkhathI cAlanArA nathI. "sAdhava zAstrakSas: " sAdhunI AMkha zAstra che. e zAstra kabATamAM paDyuM rahe ke sAthe hoya ? cAmaDAnI AMkha to motIyo, jhAmara AdithI baMdha paNa thaI jAya, mANasa aMdha paNa thaI jAya, paNa zraddhAnI AMkha sadA ApaNI pAse ja rahe, je ApaNe ene saMbhALI rAkhIe. zraddhAnI AMkha ke zAstra AMkha baMne eka ja che. alaga nathI. AMkhane ApanArA bhagavAna che : "vavaravuthApa' | ApaNI jhaMkhanA prabaLa banI hoya tyAre bhagavAna cakSu Ape. pachI mArga Ape. pahelA AMkha pachI mArga Ape. pahelA mArga Ape paNa AMkha na hoya to cAlavuM zI rIte ? pachI zaraNa Ape. rastAmAM gabharAI javAnI koI jarUra nathI. bhagavAna kahe che ke, huM tArI sAthe chuM. mohanA koI lUMTArA tane lUMTI nahi zake. bhagavAna bhale dUra rahyA, paNa zraddhAnI AMkhathI bhaktamATe sAme ja che. mATe ja 'mathu' kahyuM. vaLI, bhagavAna kevaLajJAna rUpe sarvatra vyApaka che ja. 138 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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AvuM mAnIne ArAdhanA karIe to ja karma khape. tuM maja hRdaya-girimAM vase..." prabhu jo ApaNA hRdayanI giri-guphAmAM rahe to mohanA hAthI Adi ApaNane pajavI zake nahi. bhagavAna hRdayamAM padhAryA pachI bhakta kahe che : bhagavan! zuM Ape kAMI kAmaNa karyuM che ? amAruM mana corI lIdhuM che ? kAMi vAMdho nahi. ame paNa ochA nathI. ame paNa kAmaNa karIzuM. ame paNa Apane hRdayamAM evA vasAvIzuM ke Apa chaTakI nahi zako. jainetara saMta sUradAsa khADAmAM paDyA. koI UgAravA AvyuM. sUradAsa samajelA ke e bhagavAna ja che. tethI emano hAtha jorathI pakaDI rAkhelo. paNa bhagavAna to bhAgI gayA. sUradAsa bolI UThyA : "bAMha chuDA ke jAta ho, nirbaLa ane mohi; hRdaya chuDA ke jAva to marda bakhAnuM tohi." bhaktanI A zakti che, e bhagavAnane hRdayamAM pakaDI zake che. hRdayamAM viSaya-kaSAya bharelA hoya tyAM sudhI saMkleza hoya che. bhagavAna hoya tyAM sudhI prasannatA hoya che. * bhaktane mana prabhunuM Agamana e ja navanidhAna che. ene bIjI koI tamannA ja nathI. * bhagavAnamAM mAtra vItarAgatA ja che, evuM nahi mAnatA. anaMta jJAna, darzana, vAtsalya, anaMta karuNA Adi guNo paNa pragaTelA ja che. bhakti karatI vakhate emanI anaMta karuNA ApaNI najara samakSa rahevI joIe. * anyadarzanIomAM bIjuM kAMI bacyuM nathI, mAtra prabhu-nAmakIrtana bacyuM che. prabhuzrI AdinAtha bhagavAnanI sAthe cAra hajAre dIkSA lIdhI. paNa pachI tApasa banI gayA, prabhunuM nAma-kIrtana karatA rahyA. kaccha kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 139

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mahAkaccha dvArA e nAma-kIrtananI paraMparA cAlatI rahI haze ! e nAma-kIrtana para aneka graMtho racAyA che. enA dvArA paNa teo prabhunA mArge AgaLa vadhe che. | * prabhu-nAmanuM stavana [logassa] banAvIne gaNadharoe dUra rahelA bhagavAnane sAme lAvI dIdhA che. mATe ja emAM lakhyuM : 'abhithuA' kAussaga zA mATe karavAno? "pAvA nA nidhAyArdIiI' pApa karmonA nighatana mATe. ApaNe kAussagnamAM logassa gaNIe chIe, mATe nakkI thAya che ? logassamAM pApa khapAvavAnI zakti che. mATe ja enuM bIjuM nAma "samAdhi sUtra' che, je TheTha nirvikalpa dazA sudhI pahoMcADI zake. * "jaya viyarAya zuM che? bhagavAna sAme ja che, ema mAnIne ja A prArthanA sUtra banAvavAmAM AvyuM che : "he vItarAga ! tuM jaya pAma." jANe sAme ja rahelA hoya tema saMbodhana karyuM che. karemi bhaMte' mAM "saMta" zabdathI bhagavAnane saMbodhyA che. bhagavAna to ApaNane joI ja rahyA che. mAtra ApaNe temanAmAM upayoga joDavAno che. "he bhagavandUra rahelo huM Apane namuM chuM. namatA evA mane Apa juo..." ema Indra mahArAjA bhagavAnane stuti karatAM kahe che. * je guNonI khAmI lAgatI hoya... dA. ta. gusso, Aveza AvI jato hoya, bIjA koI doSo satAvatA hoya, tenA nivAraNa mATe ane guNo mATe prabhune prArtho. bhagavAna kAMI kaMjUsa nathI ke tamane kAMI ja na Ape. 140 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra suda-14 17-4-2000, somavAra pU. devendrasUrijI ma.nI svargArohaNa tithi. * zAsananI ArAdhanA eTale navapadanI ArAdhanA. navapadanI ArAdhanA eTale zAsananI ArAdhanA. banne abhinna che. * Aje cAritra-padano divasa che. saMsAra-sAgarathI pAra UtaravA cAritra sivAya bIjuM koI jahAja nathI. cAritra sArthaka to ja bane jo tenI pRSThabhUmikAmAM samyagdarzana ane samyagujJAnanuM baLa hoya. e na hoya to cAritranuM kalevara rahe, paNa prANa na rahe. niSNANa cAritranI koI kiMmata nathI. saMyamI komaLa paNa hoya ne kaThora paNa hoya. bIjA pratye komaLa, paNa jAta pratye kaThora hoya. AvuM saMyama pALanArA Aja sudhI anaMtA AtmAo thayA che, thAya che ne thaze. mahAvidehamAM atyAre 20 viharamAna bhagavAna che. ekeka bhagavAna pAse 100 kroDa sAdhu vidyamAna che. 20 abaja sAdhu mahAvidehamAM vartamAnamAM che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 141

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* saMyamIo yAda AvatAM vartamAnamAM thaI gayelA pU. devendrasUrijI yAda Ave. amArA nikaTanA upakArI che. nikaTanA upakArI vadhu yAda Ave. oLI karAvanAra dhIrUbhAI parivAra je gAmanA che, te ja lAkaDIA gAmanA teo vatanI hatA. mAtA mULIbena ane pitA lIlAdharabhAinA A saMtAnanuM nAma gopALabhAI hatuM. lAkaDIAmAM abhyAsa karyA pachI dhArmika abhyAsa mATe mahesANA pAThazALAmAM abhyAsa karavA gayA. * asaMkhya devo jene meLavavA talasI rahelA che, e mAnavabhava pAmIne paNa jo cAritra levAnuM mana ApaNane na thAya to samajavuM : puNyanI moTI khAmI che. gopALabhAIne A vAta, pU. jItavijayajI ma.nA saMparkathI barAbara samAyelI hatI. * mahesANAmAM abhyAsa pachI dIkSAnI bhAvanApUrvaka sAmakhIyArI, manapharA, AdhoI ItyAdi sthaLoe dhArmika zikSaka tarIke kAma karIne ozavALa samAjane dhArmika zikSaNa ApavAnuM bhagIratha kAma karyuM. * mAtAnA ekanA eka dIkarA hovAthI dIkSA mATe jaldI rajA maLI nahi. * putra parathI mamatva haTAvI zAsanamAM mamatva lagADe, tevI mAtAo dhanya che. "mArA kuTuMbamAMthI eka ratna to jaina zAsanane maLavuM ja joie.'' AvI bhAvanAvALI mAtAonA kAraNe A varSe amane be sAdhuo maLyA. * lAkaDIAmAM be cAturmAsa karyA che : saM. 2012, tathA 2028. paheluM cAturmAsa to khAsa bhaNavAnA [pU.paM.muktivijayajI ma.pAse ] irAde ja kareluM. * gopALabhAInuM sagapaNa thayeluM hatuM, paNa pachI vAgdattAne cuMdaDI oDhADIne sagapaNa phoka kareluM. paNa mAnI rajA haju maLI nahotI. mAtAnA maMgaLa AzIrvAda 142 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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vinA lIdhelI dIkSA saphaLa na thAya. AvA koI vicAre temaNe ghaNA varSo sudhI vATa joI. 36 varSanI uMmara thai tyAre AdhoImAM eka benano Thapako sAMbhaLavA maLyo. AdhoImAM sAMje pratikramaNa pachI benonI parasparanI vAtacItamAM eka bena bolI UThyA : ""A mAvaDIo zuM dIkSA levAno ?" ATalA ja vAkya teo saMyama levA ekadama utsuka thaI gayA. 1983mAM pU. kanakasUrijI ma. pAse dIkSA laI teo muni zrI dIpavijayajI tarIke prasiddha thayA. * temane stavano - sajjAyo khUba ja kaMThastha hatA. loko te sAMbhaLavA paDApaDI karatA. emanA vyAkhyAnamAM te jamAnAmAM vidyAzALA AkhI bharAI jatI. vyAkhyAnamAM emanI smRti - zaktinA ajaba-gajabanA camakArA jovA maLatA. samaya to eka sekanDa paNa na bagADe. caMDila-mAtru jatAM - AvatAM paNa svAdhyAya cAlu. caudasano upavAsa to jIvanamAM kadI nathI choDyo. oparezana vageremAM paNa nahi. phalataH caudase ja emane samAdhi ApI. ame e divase upavAsa na karavA ghaNuM samajAvyuM, paNa upavAsa na mUkyo te na ja mUkyo. tapano ATalo prema hato. cAnuM nAma nahi ! roja ekAsaNA ! A to amArA samudAyanI paraMparA hatI. pU. darzanavijayajI paNa emanI sAthe upavAsa - AyaMbila Adi karI letA. AThamanA divase emanI pAse ekAsaNAnuM paccakhANa letAM zarama Ave. emano eka priya ho, je pU. jItavijayajI ma. pAsethI zIkhelA hatA ? nIcI najare cAlatAM, traNa guNa moTA thAya; kAMTo TaLe dayA paLe, paga paNa navi kharaDAya..." AnA kAraNe emanI Doka ja jhUkI gayelI. brahmacaryanI kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 143

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navavADonuM utkRSTa pAlana karatA. | kaccha choDIne bahAra javAnI emanI muddala icchA nahi. chatAM lAbhAlAbha joI navasArI [vi.saM.2026] cAturmAsa karyuM. pATa parathI paDI jatAM phrekacara thayuM. jenA kAraNe chellA be varSa pATa para ja rahevuM paDyuM. oparezananI ame nA pADI chatAM, nAnAlAla ghelAbhAInA ati AgrahathI oparezana karAveluM. vi.saM. 2029mAM huM rAdhanapura dIkSA ApavA gayelo. pAchA vaLatAM rastAmAM caitrInI oLI mATe khUba ja vinaMtIo thai, paNa ame na svIkArI, oLI pahelA ame AdhoI AvI pahoMcyA. caitra suda-14nA teozrIno svargavAsa thaI gayo. teo to gayA, paNa lAkaDIAmAMthI have koNa taiyAra thaze ? emanA bhatrIjA kAntilAla dIkSita bane tema hatA. Aje paMDita tarIke kalakattAmAM che, brahmacArI che, paNa dIkSA laI zakyA nathI. oLI karAvanAra kubaDIyA parivAramAMthI koI taiyAra thaze ? eka bahena tathA eka bhANeja to dIkSita banyA che. have emanA mArge bIjA koI Avaze ? sva. pUjyazrIno bhaktiyoga paNa prabaLa hato. AThama-caudazanA divase navA-navA derAsaromAM teo khAsa darzana karavA jatA. ahIM pAlItANAmAM ghaNA derAsara che. A niyamanuM pAlana karajo. eka caityavaMdana saMgha taraphathI paNa karavuM joIe. khAmaNAmAM A vAta Ave che ne ? A vAta mane Aje dAdAnA darabAramAM khAsa yAda AvI. jo ke, huM caturvidha saMgha taraphathI badhAne yAda karavApUrvaka darzana karuM chuM. tamArAvatI meM darzana karyA to have tenI anumodanA karajo. | nAnA muni paNa darzana karI AvyA hoya to moTA AcArya paNa tenI anumodanA kare. 'adamavi vaMdAje rUADuM !' anumodanAthI puNyano guNAkAra thato jAya che. - haribhadrasUri ta "zrAvaka prajJaptimAM A vAtano ullekha che. 144 je kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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A badhuM jIvanamAM utAravA mATe che. navI peDhIne A vAtanI koI khabara nathI. * parvatithie navA navA derAsaroe javAnI Teva, emanA kAraNe amArAmAM paDI. * eka vakhata pU. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI ma.e kahyuM : vizeSAvazyaka bhASya, namaskAra niyuktimAM navakAranuM adUbhuta varNana vAMcIne thayuM : oha ! navakAra Avo mahAna che ! badhA sUtro to ApaNe kyAre bhAvita banAvavAnA ? eka navakAra to bhAvita banAvIe ! navakArane AtmasAt karanAra bhedanayathI zrutakevaLI kahevAya. abhedanayathI 14 pUrvI zrutakevaLI kahevAya. * atyAre pU. devendrasUrijInA guNAnuvAda karyA, navapadanI DhALamAM jenI anuprekSA karIe chIe, tevA guNonA e svAmI hatA. * uttama AlaMbana maLavAthI, mAhAbhya sAMbhaLavA maLavAthI arihaMta, AcArya Adi pratye ApaNo Adara vadhe che. Adara vadhatAM temanA guNo ApaNAmAM saMkrAnta thAya che. siddhacakrapUjanamAM vidhikAra jema AcArya AdinI pUjA kare, paNa ghaNIvAra vaMdana karavA na Ave, tevuM ApaNe ahIM nathI karavuM. * arihaMtAdinuM svarUpa sAMbhaLIne, pachI e pado ApaNAmAM ciMtavavA joIe. ema thatAM ApaNo AtmA svayaM navapada banI jAya. pANI jevo svabhAva che, dhyAnano. jyAM jAya tevo AkAra pakaDI le. dUdhamAM pANI nAkho to pANI dUdha jevuM banI jAya. AmAM dUdhanI zakti ke pANInI zakti ? bannenI zakti ! dUdhanI jagyAe pANIne gaTaramAM nAkho to ? dUdhamAM pANInI jagyAe peTrola nAkho to ? ApaNe sau karmanI sAthe dUdha- pANInI jema bhaLelA chIe, kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie je 145

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AmAM karmanI zakti ke AtmAnI ? jIvamAM kSIra-nIrarUpe padArtha sAthe bhaLavAnI zakti che. haMsanI cAMca dUdha-pANIne alaga karI zake. navapadanuM dhyAna karma-jIvane alaga karI zake. karma sAthe maLI javAnI zakti hoya to prabhunI sAthe maLI javAnI zakti na hoya tema zI rIte banI zake? karma sAthe maLavAnI zakti te sahajamaLa che. prabhu sAthe maLavAnI zakti te dhyAna che. ghaNA padArtho dihAdi] sAthe ApaNe maLyA chIe, paNa prabhu sAthe kadI maLyA nathI. prabhu sAthe maLavAnI zakti tathAbhavyatAnA paripAkathI maLe che. tathAbhavyatAno paripAka karma sAthe maLavAnI zakti toDe, prabhu sAthe joDe. tathAbhavyatAnA paripAka pramANe ApaNe prabhune maLI zakIe. pANI dUdha sAthe rahe tyAM sudhI te dUdha ja kahevAya. apekSAe jIva prabhu sAthe rahe tyAM sudhI te prabhu ja kahevAya. upAdhyAya pada : * upAdhyAya sUtrathI, AcArya arthathI bhaNAve. upAdhyAya bhale AcArya nathI, paNa AcAryane ane gaNane satata sahAyaka banatA rahe che. rAjAnA maMtrI samajI lo. upAdhyAya, AcArya pAse bALaka jevA vinIta banIne grahaNa kare che ne sAdhuone Ape che. 5 x 5 = 25. 25 X 25 = 625. ATalA guNonA dhAraka upAdhyAya che. kavAdI hAthIne haTAvavAmAM upAdhyAya siMha samAna che. gacchane calAvavAmAM upAdhyAya taMbhabhUta che. | | upAdhyAya eTale citkoza ! jJAnano khajAno ! upAdhyAya nava 146 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie.

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prakAranI brahmaguptithI gupta hoya, T syAdvAdazailIthI tattvopadeza ApanArA hoya, | rAjahaMsanI jema Atma-sarovaramAM magna hoya. D vRSabhanI jema gacchano bhAra upADanAra hoya. * vRSabha jevA sAdhuothI samudAya zobhe. pU. premasUrijInI sAthe vihAramAM ame joyuM. 55-60 ThANA hatA. rastAmAM gAmaDAmAMthI vRSabha sAdhuo roTalA + goLa vahorI lAvatA. ahIM to cAramAMthI pAMca ghaDA lAvavAnA hoya to moDhuM caDe. kharekhara to vyavasthApakane kahI rAkhavuM joIe : kaMI paNa khUTe to mane kahI devuM ! bIjo koI kAma nahi kare to ....? ema enI dayA vicAravAnI jarUra nathI. mAruM zuM kartavya che ? te jovAnuM che. sAta cakronA dhyAnanuM phaLa mUlAdhAranA dhyAnathI vAsanA jAya, prAkRtika cetanAnuM utthAna thAya. svAdhiSThAnanA dhyAnathI bhaya, dveSa, kheda jAya, abhaya-adveSa-akheda pragaTe. maNipUranA dhyAnathI saMzaya-vicAra jAya, zraddhA-viveka pragaTe. anAhatanA dhyAnathI saMkalpa-vikalpa jAya, prema pragaTe. vizuddhicakranA dhyAnathI mUrchA jAya, advaita pragaTe. AjJAcakranA dhyAnathI ahaM-mama Aya, nAhaM na magajanya AnaMda pragaTe. sahastrAranA dhyAnathI ziva-zaktinuM milana thAya. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 140

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pAlItANA caitra vada-1 19-4-2000, budhavAra * dvAdaza - aMga sakjhAya kare che. tIrthano udeza che : mithyAtvIo maMda mithyAtvI bane teo kramazaH apunabaMdhaka, samyatva, dezavirati, sarvavirati, kevaLajJAna, mokSa Adi pAme. | tIrtha haMmezAM jItamAM che. moha haMmezA hAramAM che. cha mahine ochAmAM ocho eka jIva mokSamAM avazya jAya. eka mahine sarvavirati, 15 divasamAM dezavirati ane 7 divasamAM samyatva pAme ja. A krama anAdikALathI cAlu che. * upAdhyAya pAMceya prakAranA svAdhyAyamAM sadA ramamANa hoya. bAreya aMga raTI-raTIne kaMThastha hoya. ApaNA jIvanamAM svAdhyAya keTalo ? pramAda ApaNA samayane khAI rahyo che, tema lAge che ? mokSa thavAno che, ema jANanArA tIrthakara Adi mATe tapa Adi jarUrI to ApaNA mATe kAMi jarUrI nahi? mokSa emane ema maLI jaze? mokSanI bhUkha lAgI che ? bhUkha lAgI hoya tevo mANasa bhojananI tapAsa kare ja. tarasyo pANI mATe tapAsa kare ja. mokSa mATenA upAyo [jJAnAdi mATe ApaNe prayatna nathI karatA eno 148 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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artha e ke mokSanI ruci nathI. * mokSa ApaNI aMdara che, bhagavAna ApaNI aMdara beThA che, paNa e pAmavAnI tIvra tAlAvelI na hoya tyAM sudhI enA darzana zI rIte thai zake ? darzana na maLe e bane, paNa e mATe ApaNane kAMi khaTake nahi, viraha lAge nahi, e kema cAle? virahanA anupAtamAM ja darzana maLaze. jeTalA pramANamAM viraha anubhavazo teTalA pramANamAM darzana karI zakazo. jeTalI bhUkha anubhavazo teTaluM bhojana pacAvI zakazo. * prazna : ""pAraga-dhAraga tAsa.' ahIM pahelA "dhArakane pachI "pAraka' joIe ne ? uttaraH nahi, je che te barAbara che. koIpaNa grantha pUro karyA pachI tame enA pAraka [ pAra pAmI gayelA ] kahevAo, paNa pachI zuM karavAnuM ? e graMtha bhUlI javAno ? nahi, ene dhAraNa karI rAkhavAno che. AthI ja pahelA pAraga ane pachI dhAraga. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta bAra aMganA pAraga ane dhAraga hoya. ApaNe pAraga-dhAraga banyA vinA ja AgaLa vadhyA karIe chIe eTale ja badhI garabaDo thayA kare che. pAMca pratikramaNanA sUtromAM paNa ApaNe pAraga-dhAraga banyA ? sUtra, artha ane tadubhayathI e sUtro AtmasAtu thavA joIe. pU. haribhadrasUrinA zabdomAM kahuM to Rta, ciMtA ane TheTha bhAvanAjJAna sudhI pahoMcI javuM joIe. zrutajJAna pANI jevuM, ciMtAjJAna dUdha jevuM che. bhAvanA jJAna amRta jevuM che. * AdAna-pradAna baMdha thaI javAthI, viniyoga baMdha thaI javAthI dhyAnAdinI ghaNI paraMparAo baMdha thaI gaI che. have e paraMparA zI rIte meLavavI ? mATe ja buddhimAnanuM e kAma che : potAne je uttama paraMparA maLI che, te AgaLa calAve, vAcanAdi dvArA viniyoga kare. viniyoga karavAnI jenAmAM zakti hoya, te bIjuM badhuM choDIne kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 149

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e ja kAma kare. pANI, gocarI vagerenA kAma bIjA kare, viniyoganuM kAma viziSTa buddhimAna saMbhALe, ema sAmAcArI prakaraNamAM pU. upA. yazovijayajIe lakhyuM che. mATe ja viniyoga mATe nA pADatA bhadrabAhusvAmIne zrI saMghe Agraha karIne samajAvyA hatA. tame pote ja bhaNelA ho, pachI paMDita AdinI zI jarUra paDe ? tame svayaM na bhaNAvI zako ? yuvAna sAdhvIne yuvAna paMDita pAse mokalavAmAM jokhamo paNa che, eno khyAla karajo. * arihaMtane namaskAra mArga meLavavA mATe. siddhone namaskAra avinAzIpada meLavavA mATe. AcAryone namaskAra AcAramAM niSNAta banavA mATe, upAdhyAyone namaskAra vinaya mATe athavA viniyoga zakti meLavavA mATe, ane sAdhune namaskAra sahAyatA guNa meLavavA mATe che. ATalA namaskAra karyA, ApaNe keTalA guNo meLavyA ? keTalA guNa meLavavAnI jhaMkhanA jAgI ? * A niryuktinA padArtho che. upayogapUrvaka paDilehaNa karatAM ke iriyAvahiya ityAdi karatAM Aja sudhI anaMtA jIvo mokSe gayA che. upAdhyAyamAM rahelA bIjA guNo maLe ke na maLe eka vinayaguNa maLI jAya toya kAma thai jAya. ApaNI cAlatI vAcanA [caMdAvijjhaya payatnA paranI] mAM vinaya ja mukhya che. pAMca padonA varNana pachI e ja vAcanA cAlaze. * pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. be kalAkamAM keTaluMya bolI jatA. zarUAtamAM huM lakhavA prayatna karato. huM lakhuM e pahelA to teo kyAMya pahoMcI jatA. pachI thayuM : lakhavAthI kAma nahi thAya. basa, temane AdarapUrvaka sAMbhaLIe. emanA para keLavelA AdarathI paNa kAma thai jaze. 150 x kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pUjya paMnyAsajIzrI pAse traNa varSa rahevAnuM thayuM. ghaNuM-ghaNuM jANavA maLyuM. * vinaya-guNa upAdhyAyamAM siddha thayelo hoya che. jemane je guNa siddha thaI gayo hoya, tenI sevAthI, temanA namaskArathI paNa ApaNane te guNa maLI zake, ema pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. * upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanI zikSaNa-zakti eTalI pAvaraphUla hoya ke patthara jevA mUrakha ziSyamAM paNa jJAnanA aMkurA ugADI zake. "mUrakha ziSya nipAI je prabhu, pahANane pallava ANe." * upAdhyAya rAjakumAra che, bhAvi rAjA che. eTale ke bhAvi AcArya che. upAdhyAyanI vANI madhura ane zItala hoya che. tApathI saMtapta hoIe tyAre caMdana maLe to ? AjanA jevuM caMdana nahIM, paNa bAvanA caMdana maLe to ? bAvanA caMdana eTale bAvana maNa ukaLatA telamAM caMdanano eka nAno TUkaDo mUkavAmAM Ave to paNa e zItala banI jAya, mATe ja e bAvanA caMdana kahevAya. tema saMsAranA tApathI tapelA jIvone evI madhuravANIthI bhIMjave ke enA badhA ja ahita-tApa TaLI jAya. prazna : tapamAM svAdhyAya AvI javA chatAM "tapa sakjhAye rata sadA" ema kema lakhyuM ? uttara : svAdhyAyanI mukhyatA batAvavA mATe. svAdhyAya upAdhyAyano zvAsa hoya. * sUtra adhUruM mUkI daIe to pAra na pahoMcI zakIe. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta pAra pahoMcelA hoya, eTale ja teo "pAraga" kahevAya. vaLI tene dhAraNa karanAra teo "dhAraga" paNa che. pAragadhAraga bane te ja dhyAtA bane. pU. upA. yazovijayajIe upAdhyAyano eka artha A paNa karyo che : upa = samIpamAM .. A = cAre bAjuthI kahyuM klApUrNasUrie ja 151

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dhyAya = sUtrArthanuM dhyAna ciMtana kare te. [ upa + A + dhyAya = upAdhyAya.] upAdhyAya. * upAdhyAya bhagavaMta 'jagabaMdhava - jagabhrAtA' che. - baMdhu karatAM bhAi vizeSa che. saMkaTamAM bIjA badhA khasI jAya, tyAre paNa bhAi pAse rahe che. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta jagatanA baMdhu ja nathI, bhAi [bhrAtA] paNa che. sAdhupa * gocarImAM managamatI vastu maMgAvIene ? ahIM to badhA ja guNo managamatA che. ekeya guNa choDavA jevo nathI. huM e pIrasI rahyo chuM. tame e guNa lezo ne ? * sAdhu bhagavaMtamAM dayA ane dama joradAra hoya. potAnA nimitte koipaNa jIvane kAMi paNa pIDA thAya to temanuM haiyuM dravI UThe. AvA hRdayamAM ja dayA prakaTe. dayAnuM pAlana ajitendriya na karI zake, mATe pachIno guNa che H dama. * sAkarano eka dANo evo na hoya, jemAM mIThAza na hoya. tema eka sAdhu evo na hoya, jemAM samiti - gupti na hoya. samitigupti na hoya to samajavuM : ApaNe sAdhu nathI. mIThAza na hoya to samajavuM : A sAkarano dANo nathI, mIThAno dANo hoi zake ! ApaNe AvA sAdhu banavAnuM che. na banyA hoie to potAnA AtmAne e rIte zIkhAmaNa ApavAnI che. zuddha dayAnA pAlana mATe to ApaNe sAdhupaNuM svIkAryuM che. e dayA ja ApaNA hRdayamAM na hoya to sAdhupaNuM kyAM rahyuM ? dareka pravRtti karatAM vicAro : huM samiti-guptinuM khaMDana nathI karato ne ? dayA- dharmathI cuta nathI thato ne ? * samitinA pAlanamAM kacAza hoya to guptinuM pAlana samyag na banI zake. ghaNA mArI pAse Ave che ne kahe che : maunanI pratijJA Apo. 152 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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zAnI pratijJA ? khAlI mauna rahevAnuM ? mauna rahIne karazo zuM ? abolA rAkhanArA paNa mauna hoya che. mAtra maunanI thoDI kiMmata che ? vRkSo ane pattharo paNa mauna che. evuM mauna to ekendriyamAM ghaNuMya pALyuM che. pU. upA. ma. kahe che : ApaNA yogonI pudgalamAM pravRtti na thavA devI te utkRSTa mauna che. cAra zaraNano cAra kaSAya TALavA mATeno saMdeza arihaMta H krodhane choDI kSamAzIla bano. juo. meM mArA jIvanamAM duzmano tarapha paNa krodha karyo nathI. siddha : mAna choDI namra bano. nAnAne paNa bahumAna bhAvathI juo. huM nigodanA jIvane paNa mAro sAdharmikabaMdhu gaNuM che. sAdhu ? mAyA choDI saraLa bano. saraLa hoya che te ja sAdhu bane che ne tenI ja zuddhi thAya che. dharma : lobha choDI saMtoSI bano. huM ja paralokamAM cAlanAra vAstavika dhana chuM. mane je apanAvaze te saMtoSI banaze. kahyuM, lApUrNasUrie ja 153

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pAlItANA caitra vada-2 20-4-2000, guruvAra * roga, zoka, Adhi, upAdhione nivAraNa karavAnuM sAmarthya siddhacakramAM che. jinazAsana siddhacakramaya che. mATe ja siddhacakrane varSamAM be vAra yAda karIe ja chIe. nAnakaDA paNa gAmamAM AyaMbilanI oLIo thAya. tyAM gavAtI pUjAnI DhALo vagere keTalI rahasyapUrNa che ? te para ApaNe vicAraNA karI rahyA chIe. | * parabhavamAM ApaNe kevA banavAnuM che ? tenI jhalaka A bhavamAM ApaNane maLe che. kALIyo kasAI narakamAM javAno hato. eTale tene aMta samayamAM viSThAno lepa, kAMTAnI zayA vagere ja gamavA mAMDeluM. narakanI AcherI A jhalaka hatI. ApaNA AgAmI bhavanI jhalaka ahIM kvI dekhAya che ? kaI saMjJA vadhu jora kare che ? kyo kaSAya vadhu che? AhAra saMjJA vadhu rahetI hoya to tiryaMcagatinI jhalaka samajavI. maithuna saMjJA mAnavInI, bhaya saMjJA narakanI, parigraha saMjJA devagatinI jhalaka kahe che. paNa enI pAchaLa raudradhyAna joDAI jAya to gati badalAI jAya, parigraha saMjJAmAM Asakta mammaNa ane maithuna saMjJAmAM Asakta brahmadatta 7mI narake gayA che. saMjJA eTale gADha Asakti ! UMDA saMskAra ! prabhunI kRpAthI 154 je kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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ja enAthI mukta banI zakAya. siddhacakranI ArAdhanA saMjJAnI pakkaDamAMthI chUTavA mATe ja che. siddhacakramAM sAdhya, sAdhaka ane sAdhanA badhuM ja che. arihaMta, siddha sAdhya che. AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu sAdhaka che. darzana, jJAna, cAritra, tapa sAdhanA che. ApaNuM paraMpara sAdhya arihaMta, siddha bhale hoya, paNa vartamAnamAM sAdhupaNuM anaMtara sAdhya che. sAcuM sAdhupaNuM AvI jAya to sAcA sAdhaka banI zakIe. sAco sAdhaka bane te sAdhya meLave samatA, sahAyatA ne sahanazIlatA dvArA sAcuM sAdhupaNuM AvI zake. tamArAmAM A traNeya che ne ? mane to lAge che ke che. tamArAmAM kevI samatA che ? kevA zAMta beThA cho ? paraspara keTalI sahAyatA karo cho ? koipaNa navo vAcanA mATe Avyo eTale tarata ja jagyA karI Apo cho. bIjA samudAyavALAne to tarata ja AgaLa besADo cho. sahana karIne paNa bIjAne AgaLa karo cho. mAruM A badhuM khoTuM nathI ne ? * duniyAnA badhA ja jIvone samajAvavuM saheluM che, eka mAtra potAnA AtmAne samajAvavuM muzkela che. dIvo bIjAne prakAza Ape, paNa tenI nIce ja aMdhAruM ! dUra parvata baLato dekhAya che, paNa paga nIce Aga dekhAtI nathI. hajArone tAravAnI zakti hovA chatAM sva-AtmAne na tArI zakIe to zA kAmanuM ? badhAnuM peTa bharAI jAya, paNa potAnuM ja peTa na bharAya to ? * saMsAranA dAvAdaLane zamAvavAmAM samartha eka mAtra jaina pravacana che. sAdhu e zamAvI zake. kAraNa ke emane jaina pravacana maLyuM che. kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI kahe che ke temane ame aMjalibaddha praNAma karIe chIe, temanI ame upAsanA karIe chIe, kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 1papa

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jemaNe potAnA AtmAne jaina pravacanothI bhAvita banAvyo che. sAdhu ja A viSaya-kaSAyamaya dAvAnalane zamAvI zake che. prazna : viSaya-kaSAya bannemAMthI bhayaMkara koNa ? uttara : viSaya vadhu bhayaMkara. viSayanI - kAmanAnI pUrti nahi thavAthI ja jIva kaSAyamAM sarakI paDe che. "ne ane te mUDhaTALe, je mUlaThANe se guNe" - AcArAMga sUtra * ApaNe A badhuM sAMbhaLIe chIe kharA, paNa sAdhanA pachI para mUlatavI rAkhIe chIe. bhUkha ane tarasa zamAvavA AhAra-pANI mATe kevI utAvaLa karIe chIe ? tevI zodha, sAdhanA mATe kadI karI ? * caitrI oLI ahIM pUrNa thai. ahIM ja rahevAnuM eTale ahIMthI ja gocarI - pANI levA, evuM nahi karatA. 20 varSa pahelA to ame TheTha gAmamAMthI gocarI lAvatA hatA. * muni eTale karuNAsibdha ! dIkSA lIdhI tyArathI kuTuMba bhale choDyuM, paNa AkhA vizvane kuTuMba banAvyuM. koInI sAthe kAMI levA-devA nahi, "huM mAruM karuM," evI vRtti na cAle. sarvajIvo sAthe karuNApUrNa jIvana jIvavAnuM che. sarva jIvo sAthe karuNApUrNa jIvana ! niraMtana kare AtmAmAM ramaNa... ! enuM nAma zramaNa...! * koI zakti ke labdhi pragaTelI hoya, loko birUdAvalI bolAvatA hoya, paNa muni tenAthI phUlAI na jAya. aMtarathI nirlepa rahe. A badhI DhALo kaMThastha karazo to kama se kama eTalo khyAla Avaze : mAre kevA banavuM che ? A DhALomAM ApaNA zuddha sAdhu jIvanano nakazo che. ahIM jevI karaNI haze, tevI gati, paralokamAM maLaze. 156 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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bane muni eka samAna devalokamAM gayA. paNa eka indra jevo - sAmAnika deva banyo. jyAre bIjo alpaRddhivALo sevaka deva [kilbISika banyo. AnuM kAraNa zuM ? sAdhanAmAM taphAvata ! ApaNI hIna sAdhanA uccagatimAM lai jaze, evA bhramamAM rahezo nahi. * satata zubhadhyAna kadAca ApaNe na rAkhI zakIe, paNa satata zubha lezyA jarUra rAkhI zakIe. dhyAna to antarmuhUrta sudhI ja rahe, paNa lezyA satata rahe. dhyAna cAra ja che. jyAre lezyA cha che. azubhadhyAnathI azubha lezyA prabaLa bane. zubha dhyAnathI zubha lezyA prabaLa bane. dhyAna dvArA zubha lezyAne prabaLa banAvavAnI che. zubha dhyAna ane zubha legyAmAM prayatna nahi karIe to azubha dhyAna ane azubha lezyA to cAlu ja che. lezyA 13mA guNaThANe jAya, paNa dhyAna 14mA guNaThANA sudhI rahe. * RSAyA sArvatti, yavakSAjyAdritADitAH | tAvadAtmaiva zuddho'yaM bhajate paramAtmatAm // - yogasAra kSamA AdithI kaSAyAdine jema jema haTAvatA jAva tema tema dhyAna ane leNyA zubha thatA jAya. kSamA vagere vadhatA jAya tema tema krodhAdhi haTatA jAya, vIra yoddho bANono mAro calAvato jAya ne zatrusainya khasatuM jAya tema. bhagavAnanuM pratibiMba tamArA mana para paDe, paNa kyAre ? malina nahi, nirmaLa mana para paDe. manane zubhra banAvavA kaSAyAdi haTAvavA jarUrI che. ApaNe kaSAyone haTAvavA prayatna karIe, paNa kaSAyo ema ApaNane zAnA choDe ? pharI teo ekaThA thaIne humalo kare. cetanA kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie je 150

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hArI jAya, aMdara paDeluM prabhunuM pratibiMba dhUMdhaLuM banI jAya, jatuM rahe. mATe ja kaSAyono saMpUrNa kSaya na thAya tyAM sudhI bharoso karavA jevo nathI. * "tapa-teja dIpe, karma jIpe, naiva chIpe para bhaNI." tapanA tejathI dIpatA muni karmane jItI zake. tapa vinA karmo - kaSAyo jItI zakAya tema nathI. AvA muni saMsAramAM kyAreya lalacAtA nathI. sAdhupaNuM maLI ja gayuM che, muMDana karI ja nAkhyuM che to AvA sAcA muni zA mATe na banavuM ? * "bAhyatapanI mAre koI jarUra nathI. mane AtmA maLI gayo che. evuM vicArI vyavahAra kadI choDatA nahi. nahi to ubhayabhraSTa banI javAze. nizcaya maLaze nahi ne vyavahAra cAlyo jaze. nizcayadaSTi hRdayamAM dharavAnI che. vyavahAra dRSTi AcaraNamAM lAvavAnI che. to ja muktinA musAphara banI zakAze. "nizcaya daSTi hRdaye dharIjI, je pALe vyavahAra; puNyavaMta te pAmazejI, bhava-samudrano pAra * "jima taraphUle." bhamaro phUlane jarAya pIDA na thAya, tema rasa cUse tema muni gocarI vahore. koine lAge ja nahi ke mahArAja mAre tyAMthI vahorI gayA. kadAca AvA kSetramAM AvI nirdoSa gocarI zakya na hoya toya yathAzakya doSono parihAra karavo joIe. | * tithinA divase keLAmAM ocho doSa hovA chatAM maga Adi vaparAya che, temAM Asakti na thAya te kAraNa che. te ja rIte bhAtAkhAtAnuM nirdoSa hovA chatAM AsaktinA kAraNe pU. kanakasUrijI 158 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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varjita gaNAvatA. * "he cha javanikAyanA jIvo ! AjathI huM tamane pIDA ApIza nahi, apAvIza nahi. pIDAkArakane anumodIza nahi." AvI pratijJA sabhA vacce laine ApaNe sAdhu banyA chIe. have jo cha jIva nikAya prati ApaNI dayA cAlI gaI to ApaNI pAse rahyuM zuM ? karuNA to ApaNuM dhana che. e gaI eTale ApaNe nirdhana banI gayA. pU. upA. ma.nA cAbakhA sAMbhaLavA jevA che : "nirdaya hRdaya chakAyamAM, je muni vase pravarte re; gRhIyati liMgathI bAhirA, te nirdhana gati varte re.' * sAdhuo svayaM tIrtharUpa che. tIrthanI jema loko sAdhuonA darzana karavA Ave che. "dhUnAM varza puSya, tIrthamUtA di sAdhavaH ' AvA sAdhuone namana karavAnuM mana kyAre thAya ? pUrvanA koI puNya jAgyA hoya to ja. * "sonANI pare parIkSA dise." sonAne jema jema tapAvo tema tema vadhune vadhu camake, sAdhunI tame parIkSA karo to vadhune vadhu nikhare. AvA sAdhuo A kALamAM na dekhAya to deza-kALa pramANe sAdhanA karatAM sAdhuomAM gautamasvAmInuM darzana karajo. * "apramatta je nitya rahe." je nitya apramatta rahe, anukULatAmAM harakhAya nahi, pratikULatAmAM karamAya nahi, evo ApaNo AtmA ja naizcayika daSTie sAdhu che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ka 159

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pAlItANA caitra vada-3 21-4-2000, zukravAra sthAna : zrImatI nAMgalabena maNasI lakhadhIra kAriyA manapharA, hola khImaIbena dharmazALA vAcanA : caMdAvinjhaya pannA paramatthaMmi sudiTTe, aviNaThesu tava saMjayaguNesu / labbhai gaI visiTThA, sarIra-sAre vinaThevi // 85 / / * A zAsanane pAmIne keTalAka AtmAo te ja bhave mokSamAM pahoMcI gayA. keTalAka mokSanI yAtrA para nIkaLI paDyA. rastAmAM deva-manuSyAdi gatimAM visAmo levA beThA. muktimArge cAlanArA jIvonI A viziSTatA hoya che. pUrvamAM sAdhanA karelI hoya, ane na karelI hoya, bannenA saMskAramAM pharaka paDI javAno. koI zIghagatie mokSamArge cAle, koI maMdagatie cAle, AMbAnA jhADa para kerI khAvA popaTa paNa jAya, kIDI paNa jAya. bane pAse pota-potAnI gati che. mokSamArge koI kIDI vege cAle koI pakSI vege cAle. paNa bannenuM praNidhAna siMkalpa] daDha hovuM joIe. praNidhAnamAM kacAza hoya to kadI paNa dhyeya maLI zake nahi. * bhagavAna zarIra rUpe bhale anupasthita che, paNa AtmArUpe 160 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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to siddhazilAmAM che ja. tyAMthI paNa upakAranI helI varasAvI ja rahyA che. sUrya bhale dUra hoya, paNa prakAzarUpe ahIM ja che ne ? bhagavAna bhale dUra hoya, paNa prabhAvarUpe ahIM ja che. tamArA hRdayamAM bhAva hoya to bhagavAna dUra nathI. bhAvane kSetranI dUrI naDatI nathI. bhagavAna kyAM che te na pUcho. tame kyAM cho te pUcho. jamAli najIka hato. sulasA dUra hatI. chatAM jamAli mATe bhagavAna dUra hatA. sulasA mATe bhagavAna najIka hatA. ApaNe bhagavAnanI zakti oLakhI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNI bhUmikA nirmaLa banI nathI. bhUmikA nirmaLa bane to bhaktAmara jevA stotromAMthI paNa bhagavAnano prabhAva paDe-pade jovA maLe. TelIphona jevA jaDa padArtho dvArA paNa je dUra rahelA mANaso sAthe saMbaMdha joDI zakAto hoya to bhaktidvArA kema na joDAya ? dIpaka potAno prakAza bIjAne ApI zake che. eka dIvAmAMthI hajAro dIvA pragaTe che. to bhagavAna bIjAne bhagavAna kema na banAvI zake ? paNa eka zarata : koDiyuM, tela, vATa taiyAra joie. vadhumAM koDiyAe baLatA dIpakanI pAse javuM joIe, jhUkavuM joIe. jhUke nahi to kAma na thAya, mArI pAse koDiyuM che, tela che, vATa, che, have mAre koI pAse javAnI zI jarUra che ? jhUkavuM zA mATe ? Ama mAnIne koDiyuM dIvA pAse na jAya, na jhUke to jyota kadI paNa pAmI zake nahi. - * pAMca jJAnamAM zreSTha jJAna kayuM? kevaLajJAna vinA mokSa na thAya, mATe e mahAna che, paNa e kevaLajJAna maLe zI rIte ? enA mATe zrutajJAna joie. zrutajJAnanI eka vizeSatA che. enuM AdAnapradAna thaI zake. kevaLajJAnanuM AdAna-pradAna na thaI zake. * AgamonuM lIsTa paphikhasUtramAM bolIe chIe te mAtra bolavA mATe ke vAMcavA mATe ? gocarImAM mAtra nAmo gaNI jaIe kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 101

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to cAle ? * ApaNI gati kIDInI ke popaTanI ? prazna : gati cAlu thaI gaI toya moTI vAta che. uttara : gati cAlu thaI ja gaI che. to ja tame dIkSA lIdhI che. emane ema ghara-saMsAra choDIne to nathI ja AvyA. * mane thAka nathI lAgato. huM bhagavAnano sevaka banIne boluM chuM. tamArAmAMthI eka paNa na samaje to paNa huM nirAza na thAuM. kAraNa ke huM to lAbhamAM ja chuM. "bruvatoDanuhabuddhaya vastustu pachAttato. dita| '" anugraha buddhithI bolanArane ekAMte lAbha ja che, ema kahetA umAsvAti mahArAjano amane sadhIyAro che. * ApaNe jo divasamAM manane 30 miniTa paNa saMkaleza rahita banAvI zakIe to e 30 miniTa paNa mukti mArga taraphanuM prayANa banI raheze. roja UMcA-UMcA pagathIyA caDIne dAdAnI yAtrAe jaIe chIe to ATalI sAdhanA nahi karIe ? ApaNe siddhi mAMgIe chIe, paNa sAdhanA nathI mAMgatA. sAdhanA vinA siddhi zI rIte maLe? tRpti mAMgIe paNa bhojana na mAMgIe to ? bhojana vinA tRpti thavAnI? * ApaNI mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti kama se kama ApaNAthI to ajJAta nathI ja. ApaNI jAta mATe to kama se kama ApaNe sarvajJa ja chIe. enuM barAbara nirIkSaNa karIe ne ene dizA ApatA rahIe to paNa kAma thaI jAya. Atma-nirIkSaNa eka darpaNa che, jemAM potAnI jAtane jovAnI che. Agama dvArA paNa AtmanirIkSaNa karavAnuM che. to ja sAcI dizA dekhAze. koI mAna-sanmAna vadhAre Ape to phUlAI nahi jatAM. AtmanirIkSaNanA A ArIsAmAM tamArAmAM rahelA DAghA jotA rahezo to tame phUlaNajI nahi banI zako. koI niMdA kare to nArAja paNa nahi banI zako. 162 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* 11 aMga, 12 upAMga, 4 mULa, cha chedagraMtha, dasa pannA , naMdI ane anuyoga - A 45 Agama che. dasa pannAmAM caMdAvijhaya payatno paNa Agama che. nAnakaDo A graMtha ApaNe kaMThastha na karI zakIe ? kaMThastha karIe to e ArIsAnuM kAma karaze. * bhagavAnanA kahelA eka zlokamAM, are eka navakAramAM Akho mokSamArga chUpAyelo che, je ApaNe ene AtmasAt banAvIe. "vuDjha yunna vaMDolimA !" ATalA vAkyathI caMDakauzika pratibodha pAmelo. 'samayaM goyama mA pamAyae.' ATaluM paNa vAkya yAda rahI jAya, pratipaLe, to kAma thaI jaya. * guNanI dRSTie zreSTha vaLajJAna. zrutajJAnanuM paNa lakSya che : kevaLajJAna. paNa zrutajJAna kAraNa che. kevaLajJAna kArya che. vajana kAraNa para ApavAnuM hoya. kAraNa Avaze to kArya kyAM javAnuM ? bhojana Avaze to tRpti kyAM javAnI ? zrutajJAna Avaze to kevaLajJAna kyAM javAnuM ? zrutajJAna kevaLajJAnane tANI lAvaze. zrutajJAna vinA koI kevaLajJAna pAmI zake nahi. marudevI mAtA paNa 4 thA guNaThANe samyagdarzana pAmyA tyAre zrutajJAna maLyuM ja hatuM. kevaLajJAna pachI ja maLyuM. * samyagadaSTi mATe to karAna, veda, mahAbhArata, rAmAyaNa vagere mithyAzvata paNa samyagu banI jAya. daSTimAM "samyagu" AvavuM e ja mukhya vAta che. jJAnanA ekAvana khamAsamaNamAM mithyAzrutane paNa khamAsamaNuM ApyuM che. emAM raheluM 'mithyAtva" tyAjya che, jJAna nahi. * 14 pUrvIne ja kevaLajJAna thAya, evuM kharuM ? mAlatuSa muni paNa kevaLajJAna meLavI zake ane caudapUrvI paNa nigodamAM jaI zake. mATe ja kahuM chuM : jJAna bhale thoDuM hoya, paNa bhAvita baneluM kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 143

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hovuM joie. * marudevI mAtAnI anitya bhAvanA UMDANathI samajavA jevI che. badhuM anitya che to nitya koNa ? nityatattva aMdara hovuM ja joIe. e nitya Atmatattva pAmavAnI tIvra tAlAvelI ja temane kevaLajJAna tarapha dorI gaI. prabhune joI temane potAnI aMdara rahelA nitya prabhu dekhAyA. * eka bAju 14 pUrvanuM jJAna ne bIjI bAju bhAvita baneluM mAtra aSTapravacana mAtAnuM jJAna-bane samAna kahyA che. AvI badhI vAtono avaLo artha laIne bhaNavAnuM baMdha nahi karI detA. bhAvanA jJAna paNa kyAre Ave ? enI pUrva bhUmikAmAM ciMtAjJAna joIe. e paNa kyAre Ave ? enI pUrvabhUmikAmAM zrutajJAna joie. mATe ja zrutajJAna para ATaluM mahattva ApavAmAM Ave che. * caMdAviya pannAmAM vinaya, ziSya, AcArya (guru) AdinuM varNana karyuM. have jJAnadvAra cAle che. AtmAne oLakhAvanAra jJAna che. tame zarIra nathI, jaDa nathI tame jJAnamaya AtmA cho. zarIra baLI jaze, jJAna nahi baLe. * bhagavAnanA dravya, guNa-paryAyanA ciMtana vinA zuddha AtmadravyanuM, guNa-paryAyanuM ciMtana AvI zake nahi. janmathI ja bakarAnA ToLAmAM rahelo siMha, bIjA siMhane joyA vinA ke tenA citrane joyA vinA potAnuM siMhapaNuM kaI rIte jANI zake ? keTalAka potAnuM zuddha Atmadravya "karaNa' [bIjanA upadeza) thI jANe. keTalAka "bhavana'thI sihajapaNe jANe. joke "bhavana'mAM paNa pUrvabhavamAM upadeza kAraNa to kharuM ja. * tame hRdayamAM mAtra ArAdhakabhAva pragaTAvo. pachInI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI. tame mAtra sArthamAM joDAI jAva, saMpUrNa samarpita banI jAva. pachI muktipurImAM laI javAnI javAbadArI sArthavAharUpa bhagavAnanI che. * jagatamAM vyAdhi che to tene maTADanArI davA paNa che. rAga 164 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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dveSAdi vyAdhi che to tene maTADavAnA upAyo dharmAnuSThAno paNa che. UMTa vaidya pAse nahi, paNa nipuNa vaida pAse ApaNe ilAja karAvatA hoie chIe. ahIM deva-guru paNa bhava-rogane maTADanArA nipuNa vaida che. DaoNkaTara ke vaida pUche : zarIre kema che? tame svastha ho to kaho : bahu sAruM che. have huM tamane pUchuM chuM : tamArA AtmAne kema che ? koI aMtaraMga roga satAvato nathI ne ? jIvaleNa aMtaraMga roganA ilAja karanAra bhagavAna jagatanA dhavaMtarI vaida che. ciMtAnuM koI kAraNa nathI. AgamonA abhyAsathI guru paNa ilAja jANe che. zarIrano IlAja karAvavA tarata ja doDI jatA ApaNe AtmAno ilAja karAvavA taddana udAsIna rahIe, e kevuM ? * "jJAna vinA pazu sArikhA, jANo iNa saMsAra; jJAna ArAdhanathI laDo, zivapada sukha zrIkAra." jJAna paMcamInA caityavaMdanamAM A bolo cho tyAre potAnAmAM jJAnanI daridratA dekhAya che ? jJAna-dAritryanA kAraNe potAnI jAta pazu jevI lAge che ? jJAnamAM kacAza haze to cAritramAM paNa kacAza AvavAnI ja. moharAjAnI cuMgAlamAMthI chUTavAnI A taka jo cUkI gayA to pharI kyAM A taka maLavAnI ? UMTa vaida barAbara cikitsA karI zake nahi, tema agItArtha, ajJAnI AtmA cAritra-zuddhi karI zake nahi. cAritra mahAna che, mukti meLavI ApanAra che. samya darzana mahAna che, mukti meLavI ApanAra che, e barAbara paNa ene lAvI ApanAra jJAna che, e kema bhUlAya ? ApaNe jJAnamaya hovA chatAM Aje jaDamaya banI gayA chIe. A bhrAntine dUra karanAra jJAna che, jJAnadAtA guru che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 15

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"ajJAnatimirAndhAnAM, jJAnAMkana zAyA | netramurti vena, tasma zrIgurave nama: \" sUtelo mANasa potAnI meLe uThI zakato nathI, koI jagADanAra joIe. guru jagADanArA che. "nA sukhada jAtre ' jAgavAnA A mAnava jIvanamAM sUvAnuM nathI. kyAM jAgavAnuM che ? jAgelA ja chIe; ema nahi mAnatA. AMkho khullI hoya te jAgRti na kahevAya. jJAnadazAmAM jAgavAnuM che. parama jAgRtimAM, nirvikalpa dazAmAM prabhunA darzana thAya che. moharAja ApaNane UMghADe che. matta banAve che. jJAnadazAmAM jAgI na jaie mATe bhautika AkarSaNo ApIne lalacAve che. * "guru karatAM mane ghaNuM AvaDe che." Avo vicAra Ave tyAre zrI navijaya vibudha paya-sevaka, vAcaka jasa kahe sAcuMjI...' e paMkti yAda karajo. AvuM ja bolI zake, hRdayathI mAnI zake, tene ja jJAna pacyuM che, ema jANo. mAnava je.... bolAvye zAnta thAya kahyuM kSamAvAna thAya prasaMge vairyavAna thAya jarUrIyAte vizALa thAya bhUmikAe saMyamI thAya vicAryuM saMskArI thAya aucitye sAtvika thAya adhikAre prauDha thAya cAritryabaLe sauno vizvAsu thAya to jIvana naMdanavana bane. 16 kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-pra.4 22-4-2000, zanivAra * prabhunA mArge cAlavA traNa bAbato jIvanamAM lAvavI jarUrI che : zraddhA, jANakArI ane udyama. Ane ja ApaNe jaina paribhASAmAM ratnatrayI kahIe chIe. ratnatrayI ja mokSa-mArga che. prabhu ke prabhuno mArga atyAra sudhI ApaNane maLyo nathI. enuM kAraNa mukhyatAe zraddhAnI khAmI che. prabhumAM prabhutA na dekhAI. mArgamAM mArga na dekhAyo. mokSa zI rIte maLe ? jJAnAdi ApaNA bhAvaprANa che. enI upekSA karIe to zI rIte cAle ? bhAvaprANanA kAraNe ja dravyaprANa maLelA che. bhAvaprANarUpa AtmA cAlyo jAya to dravyaprANanI koI kiMmata kharI ? prabhumAM prabhutA na dekhAya, zraddhA na jAme, tyAM sudhI mokSamArga kadI ughaDavAno nathI. "tameva satre nIyaM ne bi ipa ' eTaluM bolavA mAtrathI zraddhA nathI AvatI. zraddhA kadI zAbdika nathI hotI, hArdika hoya che. zraddhAno janma hRdayanI bhUmi para thAya che. zraddhA dvArA ApaNe prabhumAM rahelI prabhutA jANI zakIe, tArakatA jANI zakIe. prabhumAM prabhutA dekhAvI e ja samyagudarzana che. * haribhadrasUrijI yogadaSTi samuccayamAM kahe che : ApaNe sAcI rIte jIva kyAre kahevAIe ? jJAnAdi guNone jANIe tyAre ! kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 10

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mitrAdRSTimAM jIva Ave tyAre ja paheluM guNaThANuM yathArtha gaNAya. e pahelAnuM guNaThANuM mAtra nAmanuM hoya. e rIte jIva kyAre kahevAie ? aMdaranA guNo jANIe tyAre. enA pahelA to nAmanA jIva ! bAkI jaDanA bhAMi ! * A grantha bhArapUrvaka kahe che H maherabAnI karIne tame guru banavAno prayatna nahi karatA, ziSya banavAno ja prayatna karajo. Ama karazo to ja vinaya Avaze. vinaya Avaze to bIjuM badhuM potAnI meLe Avaze. vinaya ja pAtratA Ape che. * 'vinaya-nigraha' zabdano prayoga A graMthamAM thayo che. vinaya-nigraha eTale vinaya parano kAbu ! ghoDesavArano ghoDA para kAbu hoya tema ApaNo vinaya para kAbu hovo joie. Ane ja 'vinaya-nigraha' kahevAya. kuzaLa ghoDesavAra pAsethI ghoDo na chuTe tema vinayano nigraha karanAranI pAsethI vinaya na chuTavo joie. * 45 Agama jema Agama kahevAya, tema temanA paranI TIkA-cUrNi Adi paNa Agama ja che. TIkA, cUrNi to AgamanA aMga che. aMgane choDIne tame puruSane zI rIte mAnI zako ? pU. AnaMdaghanajI kahe che : 'cUrNi, bhASya, sUtra niryukti, vRtti-paraMpara anubhava re; samaya-puruSanA aMga kahyA e, je chede te durbhavya re...' je loko [sthAnakavAsIo] TIkA vagerene nathI mAnatA temanA mATe AvuM lakhyuM che. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho paNa Agama kahevAya. kAraNa ke teo Agama-puruSa hatA. Agamane jIvanamAM temaNe pacAveluM. upA. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : haribhadrasUrijInA yogagraMtho vinA tame AgamanA rahasyo pAmI zako nahi. * vinaya-nigraha eTale vinaya-guNa evo AtmasAt thayelo hoya ke uMghamAM paNa vinaya jAya nahi. Avo vinIta ziSya gurunI AjJA mAnI sApane paNa pakaDavA jAya, gurU AjJAthI saccitta paNa 168 2 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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vahorI Ave, guru divasane rAta kahe to paNa "tahari' kahe. khAsa karIne cheda graMtho vaMcAvatAM pahelAM ziSya pariNata, apariNata ke atipariNata che ? te jANavA guru AvI parIkSA karatA hoya che. * pAMca pratikramaNa [Avazyaka sUtro] pUrepUrA artha sahita AvaDe che ? keTalAne barAbara AvaDatA haze ? - prakAza vagarano dIvo kAryakArI na bane tema artha vinA sUtra kAryakArI na banI zake. mATe e tarapha durlakSa sevIe te barAbara nathI. * zraddhA simyagU darzana], jANakArI [jJAna] ke udyama [cAritra] mAM jeTalo ocho prayatna teTalI ApaNI mokSanI IcchA ochI che, ema mAnavuM. upAyamAM prayatna ocho tema upeyanI icchA ochI ja mAnavI rahI. dhIme cAlavAno artha ja e ke maMjhile pahoMcavAnI utAvaLa nathI. * ApaNA pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : jihAM lage Atama tattvanuM, lakSaNa navi jANyuM; tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhaluM kima Ave tANyuM ?' narasaiyo kahe che : "jihAM lage AtamAtattva cinyo nahi; tihAM lage sAdhanA sarva jUThI." A AtmAne kyAre jANIzuM? kyAre emAM ramamANa banIzuM? ratnatrayI AtmAmAM javA mATe ja che. * koI gRhastha kamANI karIne lAvelA paisA emane ema mUkI na de, khovAI jAya tema na rAkhe. ApaNe jJAnanI mUDI e rIte saMbhALIe chIe ? ke e badhuM bhUlAI gayuM ? Aje keTaluM kaMThastha che? ApaNe karavA TAIme karI laIe. pachI eka bAju mUkI daIe chIe. saMskRta bhaNanArAone pUcho : svAdhyAya have abharAIe nathI kahyuM klApUrNasUrie ja 109

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mUkI dIdho ne ? bhaNeluM kadAca yAda hoya to abhimAna nahi karavuM. jJAna , abhimAna karavA mATe nathI; abhimAnane gALavA mATe che. abhimAna karavA gayA to je che te paNa cAlyuM jaze. je paNa cIjanuM abhimAna thAya, te vastu ApaNI pAsethI cAlI jaze. prakRtino A sanAtana niyama che. * madrAsamAM to evI sthiti thai gayelI ke lagabhaga aMtakALa najIka ! muhapattInA bola paNa bhUlAI gayelA ! te vakhate evI AzA zI rIte rAkhI zakAya ke bacI jaIza ne gujarAtamAM AvIne Ama vAcanA paNa ApIza? paNa te vakhate bhagavAne mane bacAvyo. bIjA koi zuM karI zake? bhagavAna vinA kono sahAro ? mAtApitA vagere badhuM ja bhagavAna ja che, ema mAnajo. mATe ja siddhasena divAkarasUrijI bhagavAna sAthe mAtA-pitA Adino saMbaMdha joDavAnuM kahe che. e avasthAmAM mAruM ja lakheluM [jJAnasAra Adi] mane ja kAma lAgatuM. * svadarzanamAM niSNAta thaI zraddhAvAnuM banyA pachI ja para darzanamAM niSNAta thavAno prayatna karavo ke bIjuM vAMcavuM. e vinA ADuM avaLuM vAMcavA gayA to mULa mArgathI bhraSTa banI jazo. * ApaNo mokSa aTakelo che, paNa bharatakSetramAMthI mokSa aTakelo che, evuM nahi mAnatA. mahAvidehamAMthI apaharaNa karAyelA koI munino ahIMthI atyAre paNa mokSa thaI zake, ema siddhaprAbhRtamAM lakheluM che. mokSamATe manuSyaloka joie. manuSyalokathI bahAra mokSe na jaI zakAya. * tapa, kriyA AdinI zakti hovA chatAM te gopavavI, eTale ApaNA ja hAthe ApaNI mokSagati dhImI karavI. * keTalIka vastuo vAraMvAra AvyA kare to kaMTALavuM nahi, e bhAvita banAvavA mATe Ave che, ema mAnajo. navakAra keTalIvAra gaNavA ? karemi bhaMte keTalIvAra bolavuM ? kama se kama nava vAra. 100 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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e sUtro bhAvita banAvavAnA che. * pAMceya prakArano svAdhyAya eka prakArano tapa che. svAdhyAya to evo tapa che jenI tole bIjo koi tapa Avyo nathI ne Avaze nahi. * svAdhyAyano 4tho prakAra 'anuprekSA' che. anuprekSA eTale kavinI utprekSA nahi. je bhaNyA cho, tenI ja prekSA karavAnI che. evI anuprekSA sarva koi karI zake. enA mATe mahAna pratibhAzALI hovuM jarUrI nathI. * Aje tamArI pAse buddhi vadhu hoya to mAnajo H pUrvajIvanamAM jJAna sAdhanA joradAra karelI che. have e buddhine kyAM lagADavAnI ? ahIM to kahe che : buddhi ghaNI hoya ke thoDI paNa jJAnano prayatna cAlu ja rAkho. [gAthA - 90] jJAna ja evI mUDI che, jene ApaNe paralokamAM paNa sAthe lai jai zakIe. ApaNI upadhi, zarIra vagere badhuM ja ahIM ja rahI javAnuM che, e to khabara che ne ? * pAsenI oraDImAM koi mAMduM hoya, to paNa ApaNe na jaie. paNa ApaNA bhagavAna kevA ? caMDakosiAne tyAM vagara bolAvye gayA. bhagavAnane caMDakosiyo bhayaMkara rIte bImAra lAgyo. AthI ja sahaja paropakArI svabhAvanA kAraNe bhagavAna tyAM gayA. bhagavAna caMDakauzikanA koi sagA nhotA, pUrvabhavano paNa koi saMbaMdha hoya, tema paNa sAMbhaLavA maLyuM nathI. chatAM bhagavAna gayA. bIjo koi saMbaMdha hoya ke na hoya, jIvatvano to saMbaMdha che ja ne ? * eka vakhate tame cUMTAine UMcA pade pahoMcI jAva, paNa tyAM gayA pachI eza ArAma ja karo, prajAnA koi kAma na karo to prajA pharI tamane cUMTIne mokale ? pAMcamA parameSThInA UMce pade ApaNe badhA pahoMcelA chIe. have jo ahIM kAma na karIe to pharI A badhuM maLavAnuM ? je vastuno sadupayoga na karIe, kudarata e vastu pharI ApaNane ApatI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 2 101

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nathI. A kudaratI niyama barAbara samajI lejo. * ApaNI aMdara buddhi kadAca alpa hoya toya prayatna to na ja choDavo joIe. buddhi ApaNA hAthamAM nathI, paNa prayatna to hAthamAM che. prayatna cAlu rAkho. potAnI meLe jJAna vadhaze. kadAca na vadhe toya zuM ? tamAro prayatna nakAmo to nathI ja. kadAca tame AkhA divasamAM eka gAthA, are ardhI gAthA paNa karI zakatA ho to paNa prayatna choDatA nahi, ema A granthakAra kahe che. * tame jJAnamAM puruSArtha karo cho, svAdhyAya karatA raho cho tyAre kSaNe-kSaNe Dhagale-DhagalA karmone khapAvatA raho cho, e bhUlatA nahi. [gAthA-91.] bahu koDI varase khape, karma ajJAne jeha; jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM, kare karmano cheha... jJAnano A mahimA jANyA pachI tamAre jJAnI banavuM ke ajJAnI? te pasaMda karI lejo. pustaka vicAronA yuddhamAM pustako zastra che. - barnArDa zaoN koTa jUno pahero paNa pustaka navuM kharIdo. - tharo tamArI pAse be rUpIA hoya to ekathI roTalI ane bIjAthI pustaka kharIdo. roTalI jIvana Ape che, to suMdara pustaka jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA Ape che. huM narakamAM paNa suMdara pustakonuM svAgata karIza. kAraNake temAM evI tAkAta che ke e kyAM haze tyAM svayaM svarga banI jaze. - lokamAnya tilaka 102 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-dvi-4 23-4-2000, ravivAra * 45 AgamamAMthI atyAre ApaNe caMdAvinjhaya payannAno svAdhyAya karI rahyA chIe. muktino mArga ratnatrayImAM che. e meLavavA mATe deva-guru ane dharma che. Ane tattvatrayI kahevAya. ratnatrayI meLavavA tattvatrayI joIe. bane trayImAM upAdAna ane nimitta bane kAraNo rahelA che. tattvatrayI diva-guru-dharma mAM nimitta ane ratnatrayI [jJAnAdi guNo darekamAM prachanna rUpe che ja.] mAM upAdAna kAraNa raheluM che. ApaNI ratnatrayInuM pukhakAraNa tattvatrayI che. AvI ApaNI diDha zraddhA hovI joIe. * deva-gurunI bhakti vinA kharuM jJAna jIvanamAM AvatuM nathI. mATe ja bhakti vinA AveluM jJAna, mithyAjJAna kahevAya che, ajJAna kahevAya che. * sau prathama ApaNane navakAra maLyo. A navakAramAM tattvatrathI ane ratnatrayI bane che. bane trayIno vinaya paNa navakAramAM che. * anuprekSAmAM arthanI vicAraNA karavAnI che. eTale ke temAM kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 103

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upayoga bheLavavAno che. upayoga vinAnI koIpaNa kriyA dravyakriyA ja rahe. kriyAnuM phaLa dekhAtuM nathI tenuM kAraNa bhAvakriyAno abhAva che. bhAvakriyA upayoga vinA maLatI nathI. A mukhya upayoga ja ApaNo gerahAjara rahe che. kAlika, utkAlika vagere badhA ja sUtromAM Avazyaka sUtro mukhya che. enA para anuzIlana karIe to ? badhA sUtronuM anuzIlana karavAnuM che. paphakhIsUtramAM zuM lakhyuM che ? AgamonA nAmollekha sAthe ApaNe bolIe chIe : [saMtoSava] 15 divasanI aMdara vuiM na paDhiyuM, pariTTi na pucchi pATha, punarAvartana, pRcchA, anuprekSA, anupAlana A badhA sUtronuM karavAnuM che. ApaNe karIe chIe ? * paM. vajasena vijayajI roja pATha levA Ave che. emanA bAla muni jinabhadravijayajIe Aje pUchyuM : nAma letAM bhagavAna sAme zI rIte AvI jAya ? meM kahyuM : amRtI [mIThAI] nuM nAma letAM ja te tamArI sAme mAnasa citrarUpe AvI jAya che ne ? tema bhakta paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma letAM ja bhagavAnane sAme ja jue che. * mana-vacana-kAyAne evI tAlIma Apo, evI Teva paDAvo ke te bhagavanmaya banI jAya. jevI Teva paDAvIe tevI paDe. bUrI Teva paDI zakatI hoya to sArI Teva zA mATe na paDe ? mana-vacana-kAyA Akhare nokara che. ApaNe zeTha chIe. ApaNe dhArIe tevI TrenIMga temane ApI zakIe. paNa ApaNe ApaNuM svAmitva bhUlI gayA chIe. AthI ja ApaNe devALuM kADhayuM che. nokara zeTha banI jAya tyAM devALuM ja kAya ne ? 104 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogo bhagavAnane AdhIna rAkhIe chIe ke mohane AdhIna rAkhIe chIe ? A veSa lIdho che te mohanI cuMgAlamAMthI chUTavA ne prabhumaya banavA lIdho che, te to khyAla che ne ? * buddhinA baLe saMsArI mANaso lAkho rUpIyA kamAI zake che. buddhi vagaranA majUro tanatoDa mahenata karavA chatAM kamAI zakato nathI. buddhino pharaka che ne ? ahIM paNa jJAna vadhu tema karmanI nirjarA rUpa kamANI vadhu. jJAna ochuM to nirjarA paNa ochI ! * bIjabuddhinA nidhAna, tripadI mAtrathI dvAdazAMgI banAvanAra gaNadharone dararoja svAdhyAya, punarAvartana ItyAdi karavAnI jarUra zI ? emane paNa punarAvartana jarUra hoya to ApaNane nahIM ? punarAvartanathI anuprekSA mATenI pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra thAya che. anuprekSAthI akhUTa AgamanA artho phure che. adhyayananA paryAyavAcI zabdomAM eka adbhuta zabda che : kavI. khUTe nahi te akhINa, akSaNa. anuprekSAthI eTalA artho slare ke kadI khUTe nahi, kyAMya samAya nahi. AvI anuprekSA AdithI parikarmitatA AvyA pachI ja kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcI zakAya. jJAna sUkSma bane to ja graMthibheda zakya bane. koIpaNa "karaNa" e samAdhi ja che. karaNathI graMthibheda thAya. AgaLa-AgaLanA kAraNo AgaLa-AgaLanI samAdhi ApatA jAya. jJAna vadhune vadhu ne sUkSma banatuM jAya. * ATalo badho svAdhyAya kyAre karIe ? uMmara moTI thaI gaI, emanA mATe upAya batAve che : [bIjAe A phAvatuM nahi kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 105

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pakaDavuM.] koI ekAda padathI paNa jo tamAro saMvega vadhato hoya, aMdara . coTa lAgatI hoya, to e pada ja tamAruM sAcuM jJAna che. e padane barAbara pakaDI rAkho. [gAthA-93.] eka pada paNa enA mATe dvAdazAMgIno sAra banI jAya. cilAtIputra mATe upazama, viveka, saMvara A traNa ja zabda, mASatuSa muni mATe mAtra be ja vAkya, Atma-kalyANanA kAraNa banyA hatA. tame navakArane paNa pakaDI zako. jJAnasArAdi graMthonA koI ekAda zlokane paNa pakaDI zako. dA.ta. "svadravya //paryAya - va varSo pa2ISnyathA | ti vattAtma santuSTi - pRSTi jJanasthitirmu : " "svadravya, svaguNa ane sva paryAyanI caryA ja zreSTha che." A ja sarva jJAnano sAra che." - jJAnasAra paNa mAtra zAbdika jJAna na cAle. e hRdayathI bhAvita thavuM joIe. gocarImAM mAtra bhojananA nAma nathI gaNAvatA, enuM pAlana karIe chIe. eTale ke ArogIe chIe. eka vAkya paNa jo bhAvita banIne hRdayamAM pratiSThita bane to e jIvanabhara mATe dIvAdAMDIrUpa banI jAya. guru banI jAya, bhaTakatA jIvanane sanmArge vALanAra banI jAya. samaye goma mA pamAyA !" AvuM vAkya paNa dIvAdAMDIrUpa banI zake. huM mAro ja anubhava kahuM. "prItalaDI baMdhANI re...." A stavana huM mAMDavI [ vi. saM. 2042] thI 14 varSathI lagAtAra boluM chuM. divasamAM traNathI cAra vAra boluM chuM. jema jema boluM chuM tema tema navA ne navA bhAvo spharatA jAya che. vaida pIpara jema jema ghuMTe tema tema tenI tAkAta vadhatI jAya, 106 kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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tema ApaNe raTatA jaIe tema tema e paMkti, e vAkyanI tAkAta vadhatI jAya. pachI e daDhatama banelA jJAnathI mohanI jALa bhedAI jaya. AvuM jo na thaI zakatuM hoya to mAlatuSa munine kevaLajJAna maLata nahi. "mA ruSa, mA tuSa" mAtra A be vAkya dvArA temaNe vaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. A be vAkya AvaDe che ne ? ke zIkhavADuM ? paNa A pATha popaTa-pATha na joie. "krodha na karavo; kSamA rAkhavI.' ATalo pATha na AvaDatAM droNAcArye yudhiSThirane thappaDa mArI. yudhiSThira tarata ja bolI UThyo : "have pATha AvaDI gayo. kemake Ape thappaDa mArI chatAM mane gusso nathI Avyo." pATha A rIte pAko karavAno che, akSarathI nahi, AcaraNathI pAko karavAno che. droNAcAryane to eka yudhiSThira maLyo. ahIM koI "yudhiSThira' maLaze ? pradarzaka jJAnathI ApaNe aMjAI gayelA chIe. pradarzaka nahi, ApaNuM jJAna pravartaka hovuM joie. * jJAna prakAzarUpa che. jJAnanuM mahattva haju ApaNe samajavA nathI. kriyAmAM jeTalo samaya ApIe chIe, teTalo jJAna mATe nathI ApatA. mAtra ATaluM ja yAda rAkho : mAro AtmA nitya che. bIjuM badhuM anitya che. "yaH pazyennityamAtmAnamanityaM parasaGgamam / / chalaM labdhuM na zaknoti, tasya mohamalimlucaH // " AvuM jJAna daDha banI jAya to zarIramAM koI roga Ave ke koI vastu khovAI jAya ke koInuM mRtyu thaI jAya, to paNa ApaNe svabhAvamAMthI calita na banI zakIe. mArI cetanA mArI sAthe che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 100

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mAro nitya AtmA mArI sAthe che. ATaluM satata yAda rahe to koIpaNa prasaMga ApaNuM zuM bagADI zake ? mahAbala-malayAnuM jIvana vAMcyuM che ? keTa-keTalA kaSTo emanA jIvanamAM AvyA ? chatAM mAtra eka zlokanA baLathI teo koIpaNa prasaMge hiMmata hAryA nathI. maraNAMta kaSTa vakhate tamane dvAdazAMgI kAma nahi Ave, moTA zratadharone paNa kAma na Ave. te vakhate to bhAvita baneluM eka pada ja kAma lAge. paNa tame uchuM nahi karatA : A to mRtyunA samayanI vAta che ne ? tyAre joI laIzuM. eka padane yAda karI laIzuM. paNa jIvate jIva kAMI bhAvita na karyuM to chelle zuM yAda AvavAnuM ? saMthArA porasI zuM che ? aMtima samayanI ArAdhanAnuM bhAthuM che. ekeka zlokamAM aNamola khajAno che. "oDa6 nalthi che vahoruM " A eka gAthA para kadIka to zAMtithI vicAro. paNa tame to paMjAbanA melanI jema phaTAphaTa bolI jAva cho. pachI hAthamAM zuM Ave ? huM ekalo chuM to zuM dIna banavAnuM? nahi, huM zAzvata AtmA chuM. jJAna-darzanathI yukta chuM. mAre dInatA zAnI ? mane koI kahe : "Apa bahu dUbaLA thaI gayA. thAkI gayA.' to huM mane dUbaLo na mAnuM, mane thAkelo na mAnuM. ene je dekhAya che, te bole che. mane je dekhAya che temAM huM ramuM chuM. je zloka, je pada tamArA hRdayane jhaMkRta karatuM hoya, tamArA hRdayamAM saMvega-vairAgyanI dhArA vahAvatuM hoya, tene bhAvita banAvavA prayatna karajo, eTaluM ja mAre kahevuM che. * soyane khovI na hoya to doro joIe. tema AtmAne khovo na hoya to paramAtmA joIe. A paramAtmAne tame kadI bhUlatA nahi. paramAtmAne bhUlazo to AtmA paNa bhUlAI jaze. 108 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-5 24-4-2000, somavAra * je tattvo bhagavAna pAsethI gaNadharone maLyA te ApaNA jevAne paNa upayogI thAya mATe temaNe sUtrarUpe racanA karI. ekeka sUtra ratnano dAbaDo, ratnanI peTI gaNAya. mATe ja dvAdazAMgIne gaNipiTaka kahevAya che. gaNipiTaka eTale gaNinI peTI. gaNi eTale gaNadhara ! AcArya ! ratna to ThIka ciMtAmaNi ratnathI paNa A sUtro adhika mUlyavAna che, je A ja bhavane nahi, paralokane paNa sudhArI Ape. ciMtAmaNi ratna AvuM karI zake ? * jyAM sudhI navuM bhaNavAnI zakti hoya tyAM sudhI teno upayoga karazo to jJAnazakti vadhaze. upayoga nahi karo to vagara prayane ajJAnazakti vadhyA ja karavAnI. kSamAzakti vadhAravA prayatna nahi karo to krodhazakti vagara prayatna vadhatI ja rahevAnI che. AMtarika guNo mATe prAmANika prayatna karatA rahIzuM to zAMti, samAdhi vagere mUlyavAna cIjo maLatI rahevAnI. * cAritranuM pAlana karavuM eTale kSamAdi dasa yati dharmAdinuM pAlana karavuM, pAMca mahAvrata, aSTa pravacana mAtAnuM pAlana karavuM. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 109

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AnA phaLarUpe Atma ramaNatArUpa samAdhi maLe. - samAdhi sudhI javA mATe utkaTa Atmazakti jarUrI che. ApaNI Atmazakti dabAyelI che. cAritranuM pAlana karavAthI Atmazakti pragaTa thAya che. * . samAdhimAM ramamANa yogI, kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrasUrijInI jema bolI UThe : mokSagatuM IStu | mokSa thAva ke na thAva ! upA. yazovijayajInI jema bolI UThe : "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI !' * karmasAhitya Adino abhyAsa, A mATe ja karavAno che. karma kevI rIte baMdhAya ? tenAthI zI rIte chUTAya ? e badhuM jANIe to ene dUra karavA prayatnazIla banAya ne ? mAtra karmaprakRtio gaNavA mATe karmagraMtho nathI bhaNAvyA, paNa karmanA humalA rokavA [saMvara karavA ]ane karma para sAmethI humalA karIne tene khatama nirjarA] karavA jaNAvyA che. nirjarA tapathI thAya che. tapanA bAra bhedomAM sauthI pAvaraphUla svAdhyAya kahyo che. ApaNane kAyotsarga-dhyAna pAvaraphUla lAge, paraMtu ene paNa pAvaraphUla banAvanAra svAdhyAya ja che. bAkInA vinaya, veyAvacca enA sAdhano che. vaDIlonA vinayaveyAvacca vagere vinA svAdhyAya AvI jaze, evI bhramaNAmAM rahetA nahi. bAhya tapa na hoya to vinaya - veyAvacca Adi AvyaMtara tapa AvI jaze, evI bhramaNAmAM paNa rahezo nahi. ekAsaNAmAM jeTalo samaya maLe teTalo navakArazImAM maLe ? tame ja vicAro. khAvA-pIvAmAM lAvavAmAM ne luNA sApha karavAmAM ja divasa pUro thaI jAya. pachI bhaNavAnuM kyAre ! bAhya tapa vinA AtyaMtara tapa Ave ja nahi. A anubhavanI cIja che. aTTama, upavAsa Adi karI juo. sAdhanAmAM AnaMda vadhato jaNAze. dAdAnI yAtrA khAI-pIne karo ke khAlI peTe karo ? eka 180 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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vakhata khAI-pIne karo eTale khabara paDI jaze. je divase khAvA-pIvAnuM na hoya te divase svAbhAvika rIte ja Atma zakti vRddhigata hoya. mATe ja upavAsa gharanuM ghara AyaMbila mitranuM ghara vigaI zatrunuM ghara gaNAyuM che. * lazkaranA javAnone TrenIMga apAya che : kevI rIte zatru para humalA karavA ? kevI rIte zatrunA humalA khALavA ? te rIte ahIM paNa bAhya-AtyaMtara tapa dvArA karmonI sAme laDAI karavAnI tAlIma apAya che. jo vahelAmAM vaheluM mokSe javuM hoya to A tAlIma levI ja rahI. banI zake to traNa ja bhavamAM mokSe jajo. madhyama rIte pAMca bhavamAM mokSe jajo. te paNa na bane to ATha bhavamAM mokSe jajo. paNa AThathI vadhu bhava nahi karatA. bahu thayuM. bahu saMsAramAM bhamyA. A rIte ArAdhanA karanAra traNa ja bhavamAM mokSe jAya, ema zAstrakAra ahIM pharamAve che. [gAthA-98] jJAnanI vAta pUrI thaI. have cAritranI vAta zAstrakAra kahe che. cAritranI ArAdhanA sukhapUrvaka karI zakIe mATe ja zrI saMgha ApaNane ATalI suvidhA karI Ape che. ATalA hola vageremAM rahevAnuM bhADuM keTaluM Ave ? te pUchI lejo. cAritra guNa meLavavo hoya to sau prathama hRdayapUrvaka tenI [cAritra guNanI] prazaMsA thavI joie. dhanya che cAritra ! dhanya che cAritra pALanArA ! ema hRdayamAM zubha bhAvonI urmi UThavI joIe. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 181

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bhagavAna paNa tamane dhanyavAda Ape, jo tame dharma tarapha ekAda DagaluM paNa bharo ! * ahIM dAdA emane ema darzana nathI ApatA. pUrI parIkSA laIne ja Ape. 1 kalAka javAmAM ne 1 kalAka AvavAmAM lAge. ATalI mahenata pachI bhagavAnanA darzana maLatA hoya tyAM hRdaya kevuM nAce ? bhagavAnanI zAMta rasabharI mUrti joI hRdaya nAcI UThe che ne ? bhagavAna pAse hRdaya ThAlavo. atyaMta saraLa banI hRdayanI vAta karajo. bhagavAna bolavA taiyAra hoya che, bolI ja rahyA hoya che, paNa bhagavAnanI bhASA ApaNe samajatA nathI. mane to ghaNIvAra anubhava thAya che. bhakti parama parAkASThAe pahoMce tyAre bhagavAnanuM maulika darzana thAya. bhagavAna maLavA mAMgatA hoya, bheTavA mAMgatA hoya tevuM lAge, paNa A mATe tamArI pAse bhaktanuM hRdaya joIe. tArkika hRdayanuM ahIM kAma nathI. tame roja dAdA pAse jAva cho, roja kaMIka to mAMgatA ja jajo. "bhagavan! mane krodha satAve che. mAyA satAve che." vagere prArthanA karo. e prArthanAmAM jeTalA vadhu AMsu Avaze teTalI vadhu karma-nirjarA thaze. * jeTalI ApaNI duniyAmAM niMdA-TIkA thAya, teTalI vadhu karma-nirjarA thaze. * ""svaprazaMsA sAMbhaLIne nArAja thAya, sva niMdA sAMbhaLIne rAjI thAya." AvI manaH sthiti thAya tyAre samajavuM : have sAdhanA jAmI che. ema adhyAtma kalpadrumamAM munisuMdarasUrijIe kahyuM che. * jIvaleNa upasargo karanAra pratye paNa kSamA rAkhanAra pUrvarSio yAda Ave to gunegAra tarapha kadI gusso nahi Ave ! * bahAranuM yuddha to kyAreka ja Ave. e yuddha na thAya emAM ja bhaluM che. paNa ApaNuM aMtaraMga yudhdha satata cAlu che. krodha, mAna, mAyAdinA saMskAro sAme satata ApaNe laDatA rahevAnuM che ne vijetA 182 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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banatA rahevAnuM che. hArIne besI javAnuM nathI. * siddhAcala para pU. AtmArAmajI ma. svaniMdA karatAM kahe che : aba to pAra bhaye hama sAdho zrI siddhAcala darza karI; jJAnahIna guNa-rahita virodhI, laMpaTa dhITha kaSAyI kharo; tuma bina tAraka koI na dise, jayo jagadIzvara siddhagiro." kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : "tvagnatAmRtapAnotthA, rUta: zormayaH | patti mAM nAtha, paramAnanda - sampavAnuM !" "itazcAnAdi - saMskAra - mUrchito mUrchayatyalam; rAviSAvejo, hatAza: varavA vim ?" he prabhu ! eka tarapha tAruM zAsana mane upara kheMce che to bIjI tarapha anAdinA rAgAdinA saMskAro mane nIce kheMcI rahyA che. prabhu ! huM zuM karuM ? kSaNaM saktaH kSaNaM muktaH, kSaNaM kruddhaH kSaNaM kSamI / mohAdyaiH krIDayaivAhaM ! kAritaH kapicApalam / kyAreka Asakta ! kayAreka anAsakta ! kyAreka kuddha ! kyAreka zAnta ! mArA mananI sthiti mane ja samajatI nathI. ApanA jevA nAtha maLyA, chatAM mArI AvI sthiti ? amuka to evA adhama pApo karyA che ke kahetAM jIbha upaDatI nathI. AvA mahAna jJAnI AcArya paNa AvuM kema kahetA haze ? A paNa ArAdhanAno eka prakAra che. karma bAMdhavAnI yogyatA te sahajamaLa. karma toDavAnI yogyatA te tathAbhavyatA. tathAbhavyatAno paripAka karavA mATenA traNa [zaraNAgati, duSkRta - goM, ane sukRta - anumodanA ] upAyomAM duSkRta gaha paNa eka upAya che. tame tathAbhavyatAno paripAka [duSkRta-garNAdi karavAno prayatna karo to tamAro mokSa rokavAnI koInAmAM tAkAta nathI. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie je 183

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iriyAvahiyaM zuM che? sva duSkRtanI gaha che. ""he jIva mAbApa ! tamArI koI virAdhanA karI hoya to mane kSamA Apo.' iriyAvahiyamAM Avo bhAva che. ApaNA anuSThAnomAM Dagale ne pagale A traNa [zaraNAgatiduSkRta-gardI, sukRta anumodanA] padArtho vaNAyelA ja che. bIje kyAMya ApaNe ApaNI gupta pApabharI vAto na karI zakIe, kadAca guru pAse paNa na karI zakIe, paNa bhagavAna pAse to karI zakIe ne ? bhagavAna pAse duSkRta-gaha jarUra karajo. * ahIM zAstrakAra sau prathama cAritra-pAlakanI anumodanA karavAnuM kahe che : jeo mAtA-pitA Adi sarva saMbaMdho choDIne jinopadiSTa dharmanuM pAlana kare che te dhanya che ! cAritranA yogo ja evA che ke ahIM mAtra kamANI ja kamANI ja che. vANiyo kadI khoTano dhaMdho na kare. je divase prasannatA vadhe te divasa kamANIno samajavo. aprasannatA, saMkaleza vadhe te khoTano divasa samajavo. * guNa samRddha cAritravAna AtmA maraNAnta kacchamAM paNa udvigna na thAya, te mAmUlI rogamAM udvigna thAya ? IcchIe ke na icchIe, mAMgIe ke na mAMgIe, paNa mRtyu kAMI aTakavAnuM nathI. eka paNa evI vyakti nathI je marI nathI. maraNa sunizcita che. paNa e maraNa evI rIte thAya, samAdhipUrvaka ane ArAdhanApUrvaka thAya ke maraNa paNa mahotsavarUpa banI jAya. mRtyunuM mRtyu thaI jAya. [gAthA-101] bhIkhArIne ciMtAmaNi maLI jAya, tema ApaNane A cAritra maLI gayuM che, ema mAnajo. paNa ApaNane evuM kadI lAgatuM nathI. cha abajanI vartamAna vasatimAM mAtra daseka hajAra [badhA ja phirakAnA maLIne] sAdhu-sAdhvI che. vasatinA anupAtamAM joIe to ATAmAM luNa jeTalI paNa ApaNI saMkhyA nathI. daseka hajAramAM paNa sAcA sAdhu keTalA ? yogasArakAranI 184 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie.

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bhASAmAM kahuM to : "dvitrA ' be-traNa ja evA tattvajJa puruSo haze ! ApaNo naMbara e be-traNamAM lAge, mATe mAro A prayAsa che. A cAritranI durlabhatA kyAreya samajAya che ? jagatamAM koI evI jagyA nathI, jyAM anaMtIvAra ApaNe janma-maraNa karyA na hoya. AvA A saMsAramAM cAritra mAtra ahIM ja maLyuM che. AvA cAritraratnane pAmIne je potAnA AtmAne mokSamArgamAM joDI zakato nathI te kharekhara dayanIya che, karuNAspada che. enI puNyahInatA varNavavA koI zabdo nathI. [gAthA-102]. * cAritra dharmamAM sIdavuM eTale jahAjamAM besIne kANA karavA! jahAjamAM besIne kANA karanArA ApaNe saMsAra-samudrane zI rIte tarI javA mAMgIe chIe ? e samajAtuM nathI.. pustaka-prema abrAhama liMkana, barnArDa zo, TAgora vagere skUlamAM bahu bhaNyA nhotA, DArvina, viliyama skaoNTa, nyUTana, eDIsana, AInsTAIna vagere skUlamAM DhabunA Dha hatA. nepoliyana 42mA naMbare hato, paNa A badhAe pustakonA adhyayana dvArA abhuta yogyatA meLavI hatI. nepoliyana ane sikaMdara jevA to laDAI vakhate paNa pustako vAMcatA hatA. amerikAnA bhUtapUrva pramukha rUjhavelTa mulAkAta vakhate paNa samaya maLatAM pustaka vAMcavAnuM choDatA nahi. eka mulAkAtI jAya ane bIjo Ave tyAM sudhInA sAva thoDAka samayano paNa teo A rIte sadupayoga karI letA hatA. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 185

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pAlItANA caitra vada-6 25-4-2000, maMgaLavAra * tIrthanI hayAtI rahe tyAM sudhI jIvone prabhuno mArga maLe mATe gaNadharoe prabhunA vacanone sUtra rUpe guMthyA. ApaNI nyUnatA dekhAya te mATe A Agamo che. Agama darpaNa che. e darpaNamAM ApaNo AtmA jovAno che. ne tenI malinatA dUra karavAnI che. zarIra to AtmAnuM ghara che. ApaNe to jJAnAdimaya chIe. darpaNamAM zarIra dekhAya, paNa AgamamAM jJAnAdimaya AtmA dekhAya; jo jotAM AvaDe. ApaNuM mULa svarUpa yAda Ave mATe A Agamo che. AtmA dekhAto nathI paNa jJAnAdi guNo to dekhAya che ne ? guNone nirmaLa ane puSTa banAvavA prayatna karazo to AtmA nirmaLa ane puSTa banavAno ja. guNa guNI vinA kyAMya rahetA nathI. jJAnAdinI ArAdhanA karavA mATe ja A sAdhupaNAno badho ja samaya che. sAdhupaNuM anukULatA bhogavavA mATe nathI. jJAnAdinI vRddhi mATe che. anukULatA ja joItI hota to gharamAM AnAthI vadhu anukULatA maLata, paNa ApaNe to jANI-joine kaSTa UbhuM karyuM che, jJAnAdine puSTa ane nirmaLa banAvavAno saMkalpa karyo che. e saMkalpa 186 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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visarAI nathI gayone ? basamAM UbhA rahelA vepAranuM Tenzana laIne pharatA gRhastho duHkhamAM hovA chatAM potAne duHkhI mAnatA nathI. sAme lAbha dekhAya che ne ? tema jJAnAdi mATe ApaNe thoDI takalIpha nahi UThAvIe ? * je cAritrane svIkAravA cakravartI paNa potAnI cha khaMDanI ddhi taNakhalAnI jema pheMkI de, e cAritra ApaNane maLyuM che. enI khumArI kevI hovI joIe ? cAritra AvuM mUlyavAna che. traNa bhuvananA rAjA bhagavAne mane ApyuM che, ema tamane lAge che ? indra sahita badhA devo cAritradharane vaMde che, e cAritranuM zuM varNana karavuM ? viratidharane praNAma karyA pachI ja Indra potAnI sabhA zarU kare che. bhava-bhramaNanA cakrane cIrI nAkhanArA cAritrane pAmIne ApaNe pramAdamAM paDyA rahIzuM ? gRhasthone, jo paisA maLatA hoya to takalIpho takalIpharUpe na lAge to karma-nirjarAkArI A cAritraanuSThAnamAM ApaNane takalIpha lAgaze ? A vizvamAM cAritra sudhI pahoMcanArA keTalA ? vizvamAM sauthI thoDA mAnavo che. temAMya thoDA Aryo che. emAM paNa thoDA jaino che. emAMya thoDA sAdhuo che. emAMya thoDA tAtvika sAdhuo che. thoDA Arya anArya janamAM, jaina AryamAM thoDA; temAM paNa pariNata jana thoDA, zramaNa alpa bahu muMDA..." - upA. yazovijayajI ma. AvI durlabha sAdhutA mATe takedArI keTalI ? devo paNa je sukhane na pAmI zake, evuM sukha A ja bhavamAM sAdhu meLavI zake, A ochI vAta che ? paNa eka vAtano khyAla che ? tamArI pAse jo lAkho-karoDo rUpiyA AvI gayA hoya ne guMDAone khabara paDI jAya to zuM kare ? tamane rastA vageremAM kyAMka lUMTI ja le. cAritrarUpI ciMtAmaNi jevI mUlyavAna cIja maLI gayA pachI moharAjA nAmano guMDo tamane kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 180

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zAno choDe ? tamane lUMTavA e potAnA sAthIdArone mokalavAno ja. tamAre A guMDAothI bacavAnuM che. A guMDA bahArathI nathI AvatA, aMdarathI ja Ave che. AvA avasare tame ekadama jAgRta thaI jajo. tamArA potAnA zuddha-svarUpane yAda karajo. rAgAdi bhAvo vibhAva-dazA che, svabhAva-dazA nathI e kadI bhUlavAnuM nathI. - rAgAdinA tophAna vakhate zarIranI tAkAta kAma na lAge, Atma-zakti kAma lAge. hoi zake ke tame zarIrathI dUbaLA ho ! paNa tethI zuM thayuM ? eka kahevata che : 'jADA joine DaravuM nahi. dUbaLA joine sAme thavuM nahi.' eTale zarIra jADuM hoya ke pAtaLuM hoya tenI bahu ciMtA nahi karatA. goLIo khAine vajana nahi vadhAratA. aMdara Atmazakti joie, dhRti joie. jenAmAM dhRti hoya te ja mohanA tophAnathI bacI zake. dhRti Atmazakti che. * ApaNe atyAre lAlacamAM kahIe chIe : 'saMyama ghaNuM saraLa che. AvI jAva. kAMi vAMdho nathI.' A khoTuM che. ene samajAvo : 'saMyama ghaNuM takalIphavALuM che, loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jeTaluM kaThaNa che. hiMmata hoya to ja Avajo.' amane AvuM ja samajAvavAmAM AveluM. tame jo saMyama saraLa che evI vAto karIne koine dIkSA Apazo to e ahIM thoDI ja pratikULatAmAM nAsIpAza thai jaze. pocaTonuM ahIM kAma nathI. - saMyama to yogyane ja apAya. yogyane saMyama ApavAthI lAbha che, tema ayogyane saMyama ApavAthI geralAbha paNa eTalo ja che, e bhUlavAnuM nathI. * ApaNe 'sAtalAkha' nathI bolatA eTale ApaNe ema mAnI lIdhuM : ApaNe to aDhAreya pApathI chUTI gayA. ApaNane jarUra 188 2 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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nahi.' jo jarUra na hota to saMthArA porasImAM aDhAreya pApa choDavAnI vAta zA mATe lakhI ? gRhasthone prAkRta na samajAya mATe sAta lAkha che. ApaNane saMthArA porasImAM A cIja AvI jAya che mATe ApaNe sAta lAkha bolatA nathI. bAkI, enI jarUra nathI athavA enAthI para thai gayA chIe, ema nahi mAnatA. saMthArA porasImAM to khAsa lakhyuM : A aDhAra pApasthAnaka mokSamArganA saMsargamAM vighnabhUta che. '"mullumana-maMsA-vizvamUtrArUM II'" vaLI, 'sarvAM sAvanaM nonuM pavvasvAmi / ' ema to bolIe ja chIe. sarva sAvadya yoganA tyAgamAM kyuM pApa bAkI rahyuM ? * cAritramAM AvatI zithilatA dUra karavI hoya to dhRti vadhAro. dhRti vadhaze to zithilatA dUra thaze. e thaze to mokSa maLaze. bolo, mokSa joie che ? sAdhvI sabhA : hAjI. atyAre to moTI oDI joie che. mokSa kyAM joie che ? je vastunI taDapana na hoya te vastu kadI maLe nahi. mokSa nathI maLyo. kAraNa ke taDapana nhotI. mokSa nathI maLato kAraNa ke taDapana nathI. taDapana hoya to mokSanA upAyo [ ratnatrayI ] mAM pravRtti karatAM koNa roke che ? joradAra bhUkha lAge to mANasa bhojana meLavavA prayatna kare ja. * kaSAyo vagere doSo kUtarA jevA che. kUtarA vagara bolAvye AvI jAya. lAkaDIthI hAMkI kADho toya pharIthI AvI jAya. sAdaDImAM to eka mahArAjanA pAtrAmAMthI kUtaro lADavo UThAvI gayelo. kUtarAne to haju ApaNe haTAvIe chIe, paNa kaSAyone to ApaNe AmaMtraNa ApIne bolAvIe chIe. enI mIThI-mIThI mahemAnagati karIe chIe. pachI mahemAna [kaSAya] zAnA jAya ? kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * 199

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cAritranI vAta karatAM vacce kaSAyo kyAM AvyA ? kaSAyanI sAthe cAritrano saMbaMdha che. jema jema kaSAya ghaTatA jAya tema tema cAritra AvatuM jAya. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya jAya to ja samyaktva maLe. apratyAkhyAnI kaSAya jAya to ja dezavirati cAritra maLe. pratyAkhyAnI kaSAya jAya to ja sarvavirati cAritra maLe. saMjvalana kaSAya jAya to ja yathAkhyAta cAritra maLe. A to ApaNe jANIe chIe ne ? kaSAya dUra karavA zuM karavuM ? jemanA jemanAmAM tamane je je kaSAyanI maMdatA jovA maLe tenI tenI tame khUba khUba anumodanA karatA jAva. temane namana karatA jAva. kaSAyamukta prabhune namana karatA jAva. je guNane tame namo e guNa tamArAmAM AvI ja jAya. A niyama che. * krodha kema Ave che ? abhimAnanA kAraNe. ahaMkArane Takkara lAge eTale ja krodha Ave. tame tamArI mAnasika vRttinuM barAbara nirIkSaNa ka2zo to A vAta tarata samajAi jaze. krodha ane mAnanuM gADha baMdhana che. mAyA ane lobhanuM gADha baMdhana che. gharamAM kyAMka kyAreka dekhAtA sApa, vIMchIne tarata ja dUra karanArA ApaNe kaSAyone dUra karatA nathI eno artha eTalo ja ke ApaNane kaSAyo sApa jevA lAgyA nathI. mokSa meLavavo' e jema dhyeya rAkhyo che, tema kaSAyAdi bhAvothI mukta banavuM, e paNa dhyeya hovo joie. kaSAyathI mukti thaze, pachI ja pelI mukti maLaze ne ? "gAya-mukti: muikti-reva / " kaSAya-mukti thatAM, uparano mokSa to maLaze tyAre maLaze, paNa tamane ahIM ja mokSanuM sukha maLaze. prazamanuM sukha eTaluM joradAra hoya che ke ene varNavavA zabdo TUMkA paDe. 190 x kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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kaSAyo cittane cakaDoLe caDAve che, cittane vyAkuLa ane vyagra banAve che. vyAkuLa ane vyagra cittamAM sukha AvI zake ema tame kalpanA karI zako cho ? A bhavamAM paNa sukhI banavuM hoya to paNa kaSAyone kAtye ja chuTako che. * AvuM atizaya durlabha cAritra maLyA pachI paNa jo enI virAdhanA thAya to tamArI hAlata pelA mANasa jevI thAya, jenuM vahANa tUTI gayuM che ne dariyAmAM DUbI rahyo che. e mANasa bIjA koInI bhUlathI nahi, potAnI ja bhUlathI DUbI rahyo che. eNe jAte ja vahANamAM kANA karyA hatA. ApaNe cAritranA jahAjamAM kANA nathI karatA ne ? aticAra lagADavA eTale cAritranA jahAjamAM kANA pADavA. [gAthA-105] have nakkI karo : mAre kANA nathI pADavA. niraticAra cAritra pALavuM che. niraticAra cAritra pALanAro cAritrarUpI jahAjamAM besIne AnaMdapUrvaka saMsAra sAgaranA pelA kinAre pahoMcI jAya che. eka bhAI 15-16 jaNa sAthe paradezamAM zokha khAtara nAvaDImAM beThA ne samudramAM bhayaMkara tophAna AvyuM. nAva DUbavAnI taiyArImAM. manamAM thayuM ? nakAmAM ApaNe Avo zokha karyo. paNa have zuM thAya ? navakAra gaNavA zarU karyA. navakAranA prabhAvathI te ja vakhate bIjI nAva bacAvavA AvI pahoMcI ane teo bacI gayA. sAmakhIyALInA narasI jasA sAvalAe potAno A anubhava amane kahelo. khera, ApaNI nAvaDI to salAmata che ne ? jIvana naiyA hAlaka-Dolaka lAge tyAre prabhune yAda karajo. prabhu ja jIvana-naiyAnA khevaiyA banI zake tema che. pU. upA. yazovijayajI kahe che : "tapa-japa moha mahAtophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re; paNa muja navi bhaya hAthohAthe, tAre te che sAthe re....' kai kalApUrNasUrie ja 191

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* kyAreka apamAnano prasaMga Ave, krodha bhabhUkI UThavAnI taiyArImAM hoya tyAre vicArajo : jenuM apamAna thaI rahyuM che, te huM nathI. huM [AtmA] chuM. anAmI chuM. mArA nAmane koI gALo Ape to mane zuM ? A nAma to mArA phaIbAe ke gurudeve soMpeluM che. enI sAthe mAre zo saMbaMdha ? AvI vicAraNAthI ApaNe keTalA saMkalezathI bacI jaie ? manamAM krodha mAna sAva ja na Ave evuM to na banI zake. mane paNa kyAreka AvI jAya, paNa kama se kama eTaluM nakkI karo : tamAro krodha ke tamAruM abhimAna vANI dvArA bahAra na Ave. - manamAM ja Avaze to mAtra tamane ja nukazAna karaze, paNa vacanamAM kaSAyo Avaze to bIjAne paNa nukazAna karaze. ApaNe baLyA to kadAca bhale baLyA, paNa bIjAne zA mATe bALavA ? mArA sAta ajJAna (1) huM sarvopari caitanyano aMza chuM, te huM jANato nathI. (2) huM ahaMmAM purAyela chuM, te huM jANato nathI. (3) mane nAma-rUpa khUba game che, paNa vastutaH te ja du:kha-dAyI che, te huM jANato nathI. (4) dRzyamAna jagata ja mane sAcuM lAge che. (5) adazyamAna vizva kevuM haze ? teno huM kadI vicAra karato nathI. (6) huM zarIra chuM - e ja khyAlamAM huM rAcato rahuM chuM. (7) jagatanA jIvonI sAthe mAro saMbaMdha huM judo mAnuM chuM. 192 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-7 2-4-2000, budhavAra * ApaNA mATe nahi, jagatanA sarva jIvo mATe mAnava-bhava durlabha che. A mAnava-jIvana badhAne joIe che. badhA ene jhaMkhe che. sITa thoDI che. membara ghaNA che. teuvA sivAya] badhAya daMDakomAMthI jIva manuSya thaI zake. ane manuSya badhA ja daMDakomAM jaI zake. duniyAnA kiMmatI padArtho kAmakuMbha, ciMtAmaNi Adi eka tarapha mUko ne eka tarapha mAnavabhava mUko. mAnava-bhava caDI jaze. asaMkhyAta devo talasI rahyA che ke amane kyAre mAnava-bhava maLe ? kyAre ame sAdhu banIe ? sAdhuone teo roja vaMde che, smare che. ApaNane AvA sAdhupaNAnI kiMmata kharI ? * arihaMtone vaMdana karavAthI pApa kapAya tema sAdhune vaMdana karavAthI paNa pApa kapAya. arihaMta, siddha, AcArya ke upAdhyAya, sAdhu banyA vinA banI zakAtuM nathI. dIkSita tIrthaMkara sAdhu ja kahevAya. arihaMta paNa pahelA sAdhu bane che, pachI ja tIrthaMkara banI zake che. AvuM sAdhupaNuM meLavIne ApaNe pramAdamAM paDyA rahIzuM ? manuSyapaNuM maLavuM, emAM paNa bodhi maLavI, emAM paNa sAdhupaNuM kahyuM, kalApUrNa rie ja 193

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maLavuM keTaluM durlabha che ? e niraMtara vicAro. mAnava-jIvana maLyA pachI bodhi maLavI kAMi sahelI nathI. e mATe gaNadharone paNa bhagavAna pAse mAMgaNI karavI paDe che : 'ArUgga bohilAbhaM samAhivaramuttamaM diMtu / ' prazna H gaNadharo to samyagdaSTa ja hoya pachI bodhimATe prArthanA zA mATe ? uttara H maLelI bodhi vadhu nirmaLa bane mATe. maLelI bodhine khoine nigodamAM pahoMcanArA paNa anaMtA jIvo che. AvelI bodhi, samyaktva jai paNa zake. kSAyikabhAva na Ave tyAM sudhI bharoso na rAkhI zakAya. ApaNA atyAranA guNo kSAyopazamika bhAvanA che. kAcanA vAsaNanI jema emane saMbhALavA jarUrI che. * dUra rahelA dazyone T.V. dvArA tame ahIM joi zako cho, tema dUra rahelA bhagavAnane nAma-mUrti Adi dvArA tame ahIM joI zako. mAtra tamArI pAse zraddhAnI AMkha joie. 'vinaya na choDavo. gurune oLavavA nahi. kRtaghna banavuM nahi.'' ATaluM avazya dhyAnamAM rAkhajo. je gurue A rajoharaNa ApyuM e gurunA anaMta upakAra sadA najara samakSa rAkhajo. * puNyanA mAlika bhagavAna che, ApaNe nahi. jyAre paNa ApaNe puNya bAMdhyuM haze tyAre kevI rIte bAMdhyuM haze ? arihaMtoe kahelA koika sukRtanuM jANye-ajANye AcaraNa karatAM ja puNya bAMdhyuM haze ne ? e puNya para ApaNI mAlikI na karAya. puNya bhagavAnanuM che to tenA dvArA maLeluM bhagavAnane samarpita karo. A kRtajJatA che. * khUba ALasa, khUba bhUkha, khUba ja khAvAnI icchA, khUba ja pIvAnI IcchA thatI hoya to samajavuM : mAro AtmA tiryaMca gatimAMthI Avyo che. khUba ja Aveza, laDAi-jhagaDo karatAM vilaMba nahi, gALo bolatAM vicAra nahi, koi apakRtyanI zarama nahi, vAte vAte vAMkuM 194 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pADavAmAM vAMdho nahi. adhamAInI parAkASThA, gurunI sAme to khAsa bolavuM, A lakSaNo narakamAMthI AvyAnA che. * DAkaNa, sApaNa, zaMkhiNI ke evA koI apazabdono prayoga tame bIjA pratye karazo to yAda rAkhajo : tamAre ja evA banavuM paDaze. bhavAMtaramAM tamane jIbha nahi maLe. A jIbha dvArA sArA zabdo, bhagavAnanA guNa-gAna gAIne aDhaLaka puNya upArjI zakAya, enA sthAne tame je jIbhano durupayoga karo to tame evA mUrkha TharI rahyA cho, je caMdananA lAkaDAthI kolasA pADI rahyo che, ane e kolasA dvArA jAtane kALI karI rahyo che. * kapaDAdimAM raMga-beraMgI dorA nAkhavA. vageremAM TAima zA mATe bagADavo ? tame bIjA samudAyanA ho to paNa mArI bhalAmaNa che ke AmAM TAIma nahi bagADatA. AmAM ApaNuM sAdhupaNuM zobhatuM nathI. * jIbha dvArA kadI kaThora zabdono prayoga nahi karatA. tamArA jevA kaThora zabdono prayoga guru to karI zake nahi. ema kare to ToLuM bheguM thAya. gurune to loka-lAja hoya ne ? AthI pelAne Dabbala pAvara caDe : haM... gurune kanTrolamAM rAkhavAno sAro upAya maLI gayo ! A bhayaMkara kakSAno gurudroha che, je narake laI jAya. narakamAM javuM hoya te ja AvA kALA kAma kare. * A jIvana A rIte veDaphavA mATe che ? jIvanano kiMmatI samaya kaI rIte vAparo cho ? samajI lo ke jIvanano koI bharoso nathI. vadhumAM vadhu tame keTaluM jIvavAnA ? 100 varSa ? mane 70 thayA. 100 varSa AyuSya hoya to paNa 24 varSa ja bAkI rahyA. paNa so varSa keTalA jIve che ? nevuM varSa to khakhaDI javAya. 14 varSa to hada thaI gaI ! be vAra to jato jato bacI gayo chuM. eka vakhata AdhoI [vi.saM. 2016] mAM ne bIjI vakhata madrAsa [vi. saM. 2050] mAM. jIvanano zo bharoso che ? jIvana to parapoTo che. e kyAre paNa phUTI jaI zake che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 15

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* arNikAputrAcArya jevA puNyazALI caramazarIrIne kevI avasthAmAM kevaLajJAna maLyuM ? trizULa para vIMdhAI jatI avasthAmAM ! AvA puNyazALInI AvI hAlata ? karmane koInI zarama nathI. karmano Avo udaya Avaze tyAre ApaNe sahana karI zakIzuM? kevaLajJAnIne paNa karma na choDe. kevaLI bhagavAna mahAvIra deva para paNa tejovezyAno upasarga AvI zakto hoya to ApaNe kaI vADInA mULA ? mATe ja karmanA baMdhana vakhate sAvadhAna thavAnuM che : baMdha samaya citta cetIye re, udaye zo saMtApa ?" karma-udaya vakhate ApaNe parAdhIna chIe, tIrthaMkara paNa parAdhIna che. te vakhate game teTalI cIsAcIsa karIe, kAMi nahi vaLe, paNa karma-baMdhanamAM ApaNe svataMtra chIe. karma kevA bAMdhavA te tamArA hAthamAM che. karma kevA bhogavavA te tamArA hAthamAM nathI. A mAnava-jIvana karmane kApavA mATe che, vadhAravA mATe nahi. * anaMtA mAnava-jIvana ApaNA nakAmA gayA. kAraNa ke mAnava jIvana maLyA pachI bodhi maLI nathI. mATe ja 12 bhAvanAmAM bodhi durlabha nAmanI eka bhAvanA mUkavAmAM AvI che. sAdhupaNA pahelA bodhinI vAta eTalA mATe mUkI ke bodhi sahitanuM sAdhupaNuM ja saphaLa banI zake. bodhi vagaranA sAdhupaNAne zuM karavAnuM ? e to abhavyane paNa maLI zake. * je vastuno anAdara karazo te vastu tamane bIjIvAra nahi maLe. tapa-guNano anAdara karazo to tapa nahi karI zako. jJAnano anAdara karazo to jJAna nahi bhaNI zako. ema badhA ja guNonuM samajI levuM. guNo maLyA pachI paNa namra banavAnuM che. jo namra na banyA to e guNo paNa bIjIvAra nahi maLavAnA. * ahaMkAra khUba ja khataranAka che. ahaMkAra sva-utkarSa ane para-apakarSa be cIja zIkhavADe che. 196 che kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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eka thoya, stavana ke sakjhAya sArI bolIe to paNa ApaNe phUlAI jaIe, eTalA ApaNe tuccha chIe. para-apakarSathI niMdAno janma thAya che. sva-utkarSathI DaMphAsano janma thAya che. konAthI ApaNe UMcA chIe ? koNa ApaNAthI nIcuM che ? badhA ja jIvo sarakhA che, siddhonA sAdharmiko che. - jJAnasArano pahelo zloka kaMThastha che ne ? "jendra zrI tuvannena." pUrNa AtmAo paNa jo saune pUrNarUpe joI rahyA hoya to koIne apUrNa jovAno ApaNane zo adhikAra ? eka ja muddAne AgaLa dharIne je jIvanI tame niMdA karo cho, tenAthI sauthI moTuM nukazAna kayuM? enA bIjA badhA guNone tame DhAMkI do cho. phalataH e guNo tamArAmAM AvI zakatA nathI. | mATe ja jJAnIo kahe che : bIjAnA guNo joI rAjI thAva. potAno thoDo paNa doSa joI jAtane hIna mAno. guNavAna AtmAono anAdara karavAthI ja ApaNe bhUtakALamAM bodhi-durlabha banyA chIe. haju kyAM sudhI bodhidurlabha banavuM che ? devono paNa anAdara karavAno nathI. koIpaNa jIvano anAdara karavAno nathI. pagAma sAyamAM zuM bolo cho ? hevA mAsAyaUIT - tevI mAsAyaTIS..." AgaLa vadhIne "vyaTITmUsaLIva sattA mAsIyaUTIU " badhA ja jIvono anAdara TALavAno che. prazna : virAdhanA - AzAtanAmAM zo pharaka ? uttara : virAdhanA TALI zakAya. AzAtanA to tamane cAre bAjuthI toDI nAkhe. virAdhanA jIvonI thAya. AzAtanA vaDIlonI, guNIyalanI thAya. guNIyalanI AzAtanA khUba ja bhayaMkara che. guNIyalanI AzAtanA thavAthI ApaNe bodhidurlabha banIe chIe. kUlavAlaka muni AzAtanAthI ja saMsAramAM DUbI gayo. virAdhanAthI to haju chUTI zakAya, AzAtanAthI chUTavuM muzkela che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 100

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ApaNuM saMsAra-paribhramaNa AzAtanAthI thayuM che. pANI vagerenI virAdhanA karanArA atimuktaka chUTI zakyA che, paNa bhagavAnanI ane gurunI AzAtanA karanArA gozALA ane kUlavAlaka vagerenuM chUTavuM muzkela che. "tIrathanI AzAtanA navi karIe...." pUjAnI A DhALamAM AzAtanAnA phaLo vAMcyA che ne ? tIrtha be prakAranA che. : sthAvara ane jaMgama. bannenI AzAtanAthI bacavAnuM che. ArAdhanA karatA rahIe, paNa AzAtanAya karatA rahIe to ApaNuM ThekANuM kyAre paDavAnuM ? bIjA mAne ke na mAne, bIjA ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. jAta ApaNA hAthamAM che. ene sudhArI zakAya. bIjAne manAvavA ApaNuM puNya joIe, tenuM paNa sudharavAnuM puNya joIe. e badhuM ApaNA hAthamAM nathI. pU. ratnAkaravijayajI amArA dIkSA-dAtA hatA. phalodImAM ogho ane vAsakSepa emane ApelA. pU. ratnAkaravijayajI evA khapI hatA, evA ArAdhaka hatA ke kadAca emanI joDa bIje jovA na maLe. pU. ratnAkaravijayajInI eka vAta kahuM ? kyAreka e kAussagna karatA, kyAreka bhagavAnanA phoTA samakSa trATaka karatA. ema karatAM kyAreka UMgha AvI jAya to jAte ja potAne lApho lagAvI detA : tane UMgha Ave che ? le leto jA. AvuM tame jAte karI zakazo ? bIjo to koNa tamane lApho mArI zake ? e kAma tame ja karI zako. tame nahi karo to bIjo koI nahi karI zake. A jIvanamAM ApaNane sAdhupaNuM to maLI gayuM che, paNa bodhi maLI che ? dehAdhyAsa TaLyo che ? A badhA prazno jAtane pUchI lejo. potAnI jAtane tame pote ja sudhArI zakazo, bIjA koInI tAkAta nathI. 198 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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atyAre ApaNe dehane AtmArUpe joie chIe, je mithyAtvane sUcita kare che. aMdara mithyAtvano eka paNa kaNa paDyo hoya tyAM sudhI dehamAM Atma-buddhi TaLatI nathI. sAta prakRtio jyAre nabaLI paDe, samyakatva guNa pragaTe tyAre dehAdhyAsa TaLe che. hatAza nahi thatA. A cIja na maLI hoya to meLavavA udyata banajo. A badhuM huM tamane hatAza banAvavA nathI kaheto, utsAhI banIne sAdhanA mArge AgaLa vadho e mATe kahuM chuM. kSamA tamArI bhUlonI koI udAratAthI mAphI ApI de, evuM tame Iccho cho ne ? to tame bIjAnI bhUlone mApha karatAM zA mATe acakAo cho ? manuSyanuM AbhUSaNa rUpa che. rUpanuM AbhUSaNa guNa che. guNanuM AbhUSaNa jJAna che ane jJAnanuM AbhUSaNa kSamA che. krodhanI AgathI jIvana registAna bane che. kSamAnA amRtathI jIvana vasaMta bane che. tamAre jIvanane kevuM banAvavuM che ? krodhanI Agane ThAranAruM kSamAnuM zastra jenA hAthamAM che, teno haMmezA jaya thato ja rahe che. kSamAzIlane parAjita karavAnI tAkAta konI che ? kahyuM klApUrNasUrie ja 19

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pAlItANA caitra vada-8 27-4-2000, guruvAra * prabhunuM jJAnAmRta pIe te ajarAmara banI jAya. jinavacana to amRta che ja, paNa te para mAtra Adara karo to paNa kAma thaI jAya. "jai icchaha paramapayaM, ahavA kittiM suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe / tA telukkuddharaNe jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha // " jina-vacanano Adara tenA pAlana tarapha laI jAya che. jina-vacanathI ApaNane samajAya che ke maLelI sAmagrI keTalI durlabha che ! durlabha 15 vastuomAMthI 12 vastuo to vyavahArathI maLI gaI che, mAtra traNa ja bAkI che : kSapakazreNi, kevaLajJAna ane mokSa ! dravyathI paNa jainakuLamAM janma pAme, te keTalI puNyAi kahevAya? jina-vacananI zraddhA, ane zrAvakapaNuM paNa durlabha gaNAya, to sAdhupaNAnI vAta ja zI karavI ? * koI mANasa maLelI mIThAI rAkhI mUkato nathI, AsvAda mANe che. sAdhupaNuM paNa mANavA mATe che. mIThAIno svAda to mANIe chIe, sAcA sAdhupaNAno svAda jyAre mANIzuM ? sAdhupaNAnA AsvAdanI jhaMkhanA paNa jAge toya kAma thaI jAya. 200 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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* zarIra to AtmAnuM ghara che. gharamAM rahenAra AtmA che. e AtmA aMgenI koI ruci jAgI ? e mATenI ruci adhyAtmasAdhanAnuM paheluM DagaluM che. A rucine ja ApaNe samyagdarzana kahIe chIe. jaDanI ruci ghaTyA vinA Atmaruci jAgatI nathI. prabhu svayaM ApaNane saccidAnaMdamaya rUpe jue che. jo ApaNuM svarUpa saccidAnaMdamaya rUpe hoya ja nahi to zI rIte jue ? saMsArI jIvo to viSaya-kaSAyathI, karmothI, klezo ane saMklezothI bharelA che. evA jIvone saccidAnaMdarUpa jovA bhramaNA nathI ? nahi, pU.upA. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : game tevA saMsArI jIvo dekhAtA hoya to paNa sattAe sarva jIvo siddha svarUpI ja che. paNa potAne siddha svarUpI jANIne abhimAnI thaI javAnI jarUra nathI : huM to siddha svarUpI chuM. nizvanaya kahe che : tame siddha svarUpI cho. vyavahAranaya kahe che H tame saMsArI cho. nirAzA AvI jAya tyAre nizcayanaya yAda karavo. abhimAna AvI jAya tyAre vyavahAranaya yAda karavo. * manuSya janma karmabaMdhana mATe nathI vakhANyo. manuSya sAtamI narake paNa jAya, paNa te kAraNe e prazaMsanIya nathI. manuSya karmakSaya karI zake che mATe ja teno janma vakhaNAyo che. * moTAbhAI pAse jIdda karIne kaMDarIke dIkSA lIdhI. eka hajAra varSa sudhI pALI, paNa chelle rasanAnI Asaktie temane pakaDyA. anukULatA choDavI khUba ja muzkela che. pAlItANAmAM anukULatA pakaDI na le te jojo. anukULatAno rAga khataranAka che. emanA evA pariNAma bagaDyA ke te sthAna choDavA taiyAra ja na thayA. Akhare utpravrujita banI rAjA banyA. nAnAbhAI puMDarIka rAjAmAMthI zramaNa banyA. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 201

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mAnava-jIvana emAM paNa zramaNapaNuM pAmIne paNa kaMDarIka sAtamI narake gayA. ApaNe evA banavuM che? UMcI bhUmikAmAM AvyA pachI patana na thAya te khAsa jovAnuM che. "UMce hue to kyA huA ? jaise peDa khajUra; paMthI ko chAyA nahIM, phala lAge so dUra." * jJAna ke darzanane cAritrathI alaga nahi karatA. darzana ane jJAnanuM mizraNa ja samyapha cAritra kahevAya. darzana-jJAna vagaranuM cAritra sAcA arthamAM cAritra kahevAya ja nahi. jJAnadazA je AkarI, te caraNa vicAro; nirvikalpa upayogamAM, nahi karmano cAro..." darzana yukta jJAna tIkSNa bane che tyAre e svayaM cAritra banI jAya che. pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma. pAmelA puruSa hatA. pote je pAmyA te bIjA paNa pAme tevA udezathI temaNe 125, 150, 350 vagere gAthAonA stavano banAvyA. emane ciMtA hatI : mane maLyuM to mArA anugAmIone zA mATe na maLe ? bApane ciMtA hoya che : meM to A saMpatti meLavI che. mArA A putro saMpatti saMbhALI zakaze ne ? e mATe e aneka upAyo vicAre che. upA. yazovijayajIe paNa potAne maLelo sAdhupaNAno AnaMda bIjAne paNa maLe mATe ja A kRtio banAvI che. * ApaNA bhavabhramaNanuM mULa kAraNa ajJAna che. ajJAnanA kAraNe ApaNe jANatA ja nathI : mAruM svarUpa kevuM che ? koNe pacAvI pADyuM che ? karmasattAe ApaNuM samagra aizvarya pacAvI pADyuM che - A vastu ApaNe jANatA nathI, mATe ja saMsAramAM bhamIe chIe. karoDapatinA putra hovA chatAM roDapati banIne pharIe chIe ! je vastunuM jJAna ja na thAya, te meLavavA jIva prayatna zI rIte kare ? mATe ja ajJAna sarva duHkhanuM mULa kahevAyuM che. mAtmASjJAnamavuM duHravam !'" badhuM ja duHkha AtmAnA 202 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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ajJAnamAMthI pedA thayeluM che. * karmanI cuMgALamAMthI mukta banavAno mArga A che : mithyAtva nahi, samyaktva, avirati nahi, virati, pramAda nahi, apramAda. kaSAya nahi, akaSAya. azubha yogo nahi, zubha yogomAM pravRtti. Ama karIzuM to ja karmomAMthI mukti maLI zakaze, dabAyeluM aizvarya meLavI zakAze. paMcAcAramAM pahelo ja darzanAcAra ke cAritrAcAra nahi, paNa jJAnAcAra che, te jJAnanI mukhyatA kahe che. jJAnAcAranA pAlanathI ApaNuM jJAna sthira ane sudaDha rahe. jJAnanA ATheya AcAra jIvanamAM vaNAyelA che ne ? zikSaka pATha Ape ne vidyArthI bIjA divase te yAda karIne saMbhaLAve. ahIM tame pATha yAda karo cho ? ATheya AcAro jJAnane vadhAranArA che, e bhUlazo nahi. * samyakatva pUrve traNa karaNa karavA paDe. "karaNa" eTale samAdhi. karaNa vakhate Atmazakti eTalI vadhe ke kadI na tUTelI rAgadveSanI gAMTha tyAre tUTI jAya. acarama yathApravRtti karaNa to abhavyane paNa hoya, mahattvanI vAta che : carama yathApravRttikaraNanI. carama yathApravRttikaraNanI sAbitI zI ? tene have rAga-dveSanA tIvra bhAvo na thAya. zarIramAM Atmabuddhi TaLatI jAya. zarIramAMthI Atmabuddhi haju mArI paNa TaLI nathI. hA, e mATeno prayatna cAlu che. prabhune roja prArthanA karuM chuM. apavitra, anitya, ane azuci zarIramAM pavitratA, nityatA ane zucitAnI buddhi karavI e ja avidyA che, aviveka che. viveka dvArA ja A avidyA toDI zakAya. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 203

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zarIra ane AtmAnuM bhedajJAna na thayuM hoya to nirAza nathI thavAnuM, paNa e mATe prayatna karavAno che. e mATe to ApaNe dAdAnI zItaLa chAyAmAM ekaThA thayA chIe. maLaze to ahIMthI maLaze. dAdAnuM darzana sulabha nathI, e mATe caDavuM paDe che. prabhune meLavavA hoya to A ja rIte guNaThANAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. hiMgaLAjanA haDA vagerethI ApaNe kadI pAchA pharatA nathI, paNa granthibheda karatA keTalIyevAra pAchA pharyA chIe. * keTalIkavAra zAsanaprabhAvanAnA nAme, zAstrajJAnanA nAme ke bIjA koI nAme ahaMkArane ja popyo che. AtmAnI prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI saMbhava che ke bIja guNo paNa tArI na zake. mATe ja pU. upA. yazovijayajIe kahyuM che : "jima jima bahuzruta bahujana sammata, bahu ziSya parivarIyo ; tima tima jinazAsanano vairI, jo navi nizcaya dharIyo." * A AdinAtha dAdA, darzana ApavA mATe ja che. deva, darzana nahi Ape to bIjuM koNa Apaze ? sAdhupaNuM maLI gayuM, eTale samyaguM darzana maLI ja gayuM che, evI bhramaNAmAM rahetA nahi. prabhu-darzana mATenI taDapana tame AnaMdaghanajInA stavanomAM joI zako cho. AnaMdaghanajInA stavanomAM saMpUrNa sAdhanAkrama che, kramazaH 14 guNasthAnako che, ema prabhudAsa becaradAsa pArekhe lakhyuM che. prathama stavanamAM prabhuno prema, prabhunI laganI, bIjAmAM prabhunA mArganI khoja Adi spaSTa dekhAya che. TheTha 13mA stavanamAM samyagadarzananI prApti che. * narasaiyo hoya ke mIrAM hoya ke game te hoya, je nAme paNa prabhune premapUrvaka cAhatA hoya temane Akhare prabhu-darzana thavAnA ja. badhI ja nadIo Akhare samudrane maLe che, tema badhA ja prabhunA namaskAro vItarAga prabhu tarapha laI jAya che. * mitrAdaSTimAM praveza thatAM Atmika AnaMdanI jhalaka zarU 204 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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thaI jAya che. bhale e ghAsanA taNakhAnI jema jaldI cAlI jAya, paNa che e AtmAnuM sukha ! atyAra sudhI ApaNe bAhya padArthomAM sukha mAnatA AvyA chIe. mitrAdaSTimAM praveza thatAM ja AtmAnaMdanI jhalaka zarU thaI jAya che. AtmAno AnaMda to aMdara ja paDelo che. aMdara AnaMdano niravadhi sAgara UchaLI rahyo che, paNa pradeza pradeze lAgelI anaMta kArmaNa-vargaNAoe e sukha rokI rAkhyuM che. kevaLajJAna ApaNA saunI aMdara paDeluM ja che. jJAnanI taratamatA dvArA ApaNane enI pratIti paNa thayA kare che. jJAnAvaraNIya karmanI jarUra ja eTale paDI. kAraNa ke aMdara anaMta jJAna beThuM che. e jJAna pragaTa na thaI jAya tenI takedArI jJAnAvaraNIya karma rAkhI rahyuM che. "bhagavan! Apa prasanna thAo.. mATe huM tamAre dvAra Avyo chuM. prabhu ! prasanna thAo." Ama bhakta kahe che. bhagavAna kahe che : ""tuM prasanna thA, eTale huM prasanna ja chuM." nyAyanI bhASAmAM ane anyonyAzraya doSa kahevAya. tuM prasanna thA to huM thAuM !' olo kahe ke pahelA te pachI huM. ghaNIvAra joIe chIe ne ? ghaNA kahetA hoya che : "tuM dIkSA le pachI huM." pelo paNa kahe : "pahelA tuM, pachI huM." kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : "he prabhu ! A anyonyAzraya doSa Apa ja TALo." "anyonyAzraye mikhyi prasIdra van mayi !'' prabhune prasanna karavAnI vinaMtI mAtra hemacandrasUrijI ja nahi, gaNadharo paNa kahe che : "tisthayarI ke pakSIyaMtu '' o bhagavaMto ! mArA para prasanna bano. bhagavAna kadI emane ema prasanna nathI banatA, emane ema kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ke 205

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darzana nathI ApatA. e mATe utkaTa abhilASA, adamya jhaMkhanA joIe. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to AMkhamAM AMsu joIe. ' bALaka banavAnuM ApaNe bhUlI gayA chIe. bALaka hatA tyAre raDatA ne mA AvatI, have to moTA banI gayA ne ? have raDAya ? prabhu mATe raDo. prabhu doDatA Avaze. mA doDatI Ave to bhagavAna doDatA na Ave ? bhagavAna to jagatanI mA che. tuM vItarAga thaIne chUTI jAya e na cAle. huM ema tane choDavAno nathI. ema mAnavijayajI bhagavAnane kahe to ApaNe na kahI zakIe ? pAMca kSamA upakAra kSamA H mAtA-pitA, zeTha vagere upakArI che, ema samajI temanuM sahana karavuM te. apakAra kSamA : je huM krodha karIza to sAmevALo mAro lotha vALI nAkhe tevo baliSTha che. mATe tenI sAme kSamA rAkhavAmAM ja mA che - ema vicArIne sahana karavuM te. vipAka kSamA : jo huM gusso karIza to mane ja nukasAna thavAnuM che. samAjamAM 'krodhI" tarIkenI chApa paDaze. paralokamAM durgatimAM javuM paDaze - ema vicArIne sahana karavuM te. vacana kSamA H mArA prabhunI AjJA che ke kSamA rAkhavI. AjJAmAM bIje kazo vicAra hoya ja nahi. AvA vicAra pUrvaka rAkhavAmAM AvatI kSamA. svabhAva kSamA : kSamA e to mAro dharma che, svabhAva che. ene huM kaI rIte choDI zakuM ? zuM caMdanane koI kApe, ghase ke bALe chatAM te kadI sugaMdha relAvavAnuM kAma choDI de che ? suvAsa caMdanano svabhAva che. kSamA mAro svabhAva che. AvI bhAvanAthI rahetI sahaja kSamA. 206 ja kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-9 28-4-2000, zukravAra * prabhu kathita mArga eTale ratnatrayI. samyagdarzana, samyajJAna, samyaphacAritra A mokSa mArga che. sagarzana jJAnavAritrANi mokSamA : | - tattvArthanuM A prathama sUtra che. vAritrA"i mAM bahuvacana, mAmAM ekavacana ema zA mATe ? traNeya maLIne ja mokSamArga banI zake, ema jaNAvavA mATe. ekalI zraddhA ke ekaluM jJAna ke ekaluM cAritra tamane mokSe na laI jaI zake. * siddhaprAbhUtamAM lakhyuM che ke - mahAvideha kSetramAM janmelA. apahRta AtmAno bharatakSetramAMthI paNa mokSa thaI zake. bharatakSetramAMthI ja nahi, aDhIdvIpanA dareka kSetramAMthI A rIte mokSa thaI zake. AvI rIte mokSa na thAya to siddhazilAno dareka aMza anaMta AtmAothI zI rIte paripUrNa bane ? e apekSAe saMpUrNa aDhIdvIpa tIrtha che, jyAMnA dareka kaNamAMthI anaMta anaMta AtmAo mokSe gayA che. siddhAcala eTale mahAna tIrtha che ke bIjA karatAM ahIMthI anaMtagaNA vadhu AtmAo mokSe gayA che. himAlayanA keTalAka yogIo jyAre navakAra bolatA hoya, kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie je 200

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jaina paribhASAmAM vAta karatA hoya tyAre vicAra Ave : A apahRta AtmAo to nahi hoya ! * ATalA varSothI ApaNe mokSanI sAdhanA karIe chIe ne chatAM jIvanmuktino aMza paNa mANavA na maLe to kyAM khUTe che ? eno vicAra kema nathI Avato ? cAlavA chatAM mukAma na Ave, davA levA chatAM darda na maTe, tyAre kAraNa pUchanArA ApaNe mokSa mATe pUchatA nathI. sAdhanAnI kamANI kyAM jAya che ? "AMdhaLI daLe ne kUtarA khAya." evuM thatuM nathI ne ? anItinA rUpiyAthI pelA naigama vANiyAe ghebara to banAvyA, paNa jyAre e ghebara jamAI jamI gayo, potAne kazuM na maLyuM tyAre tenI jJAnadazA jAgI. vANiyAnI jJAnadazA ATalI nAnakaDI ghaTanAthI jAgatI hoya to ApaNI jJAnadazA kema nathI jAgatI ? - sAdhupaNuM prApta thayA pachI jJAna-dazA ghaNI durlabha che. A grantha kahe che : sAmanasa vi che, nAmAno yA kundraho hor | sAdhupaNuM maLyA pachI paNa jJAnanI prApti ghaNI durlabha che. bhagavAna pAse roja bolIe chIeH "bhavobhava tuma caraNonI sevA" bhavobhavanI vAta pachI. huM kahuM chuM : A bhavanuM to karo. A janmamAM maLI zake tevA jJAnAdi mATe to prayatna karo. mokSa mATe ApaNane utAvaLa kema nathI ? vAcanAmAM sITa meLavavAnI paDApaDI che, paNa mokSa sAdhanA mATenI paDApaDI kharI ? hamaNAM peDhInA mANaso kahevA AvelA : mahArAja ! dara comAsAmAM ahIM taLeTIe takalIpha paDe che. AgaLa AvanArA vA kalAka sudhI khAlI kare nahi. eTale pAchaLavALA herAna thAya. mane A parathI bIjo vicAra Avyo ke ApaNe mokSe jaI manuSyanI sITa khAlI karatA nathI eTale ApaNI pAchaLa rahelA jIvo herAna thaI rahyA che. emanuM hRdaya kahI rahyuM che : haTo..ho...ho... amArA mATe jagyA karo. ApaNe mokSamAM jaIe to pAchaLavALA mATe jagyA thAya 208 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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ne ? paNa ApaNane kyAM utAvaLa che ? zrAvakapaNAmAM paNa jeTalA niyamo pALatA hatA teTalA ahIM pALo cho ? sAmAyikamAM rahelA zrAvakane tame vAto karavAnI ke sUvAnI chUTa Apo ? ApaNe svayaM sAmAyikamAM hatA tyAre Ama karatA hatA ? jo nahi to have sAdhupaNAmAM e kAmo zI rIte thaI zake ? mATe ja sAdhupaNAmAM svAdhyAyane joradAra mahattva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. svAdhyAya cAlu rAkhavAthI ja samatAbhAva pragaTa thaI zake che. * caMdanane bALo, ghaso ke kApo paNa e potAnI sugaMdha choDe ? suvAsa caMdanano svabhAva che. ApaNI samatA AvI banAvI joIe. bAkI nAmanI samatA zA kAmanI ? vaMdana karanArA zrAvako ApaNane kSamAzramaNa ['cchAmi vamAsamam." "hamama eTale kSamAzramaNa.] kahe che. kharekhara ApaNe kSamAzramaNa chIe ? ghaNAnuM nAma zAntivijayajI, kSamAvijayajI hoya che. nAma pAchaLa saMketa hoya che : evA guNo meLavavA mATeno. nAma sAruM hoya paNa guNa na hoya to ? paM. muktivijayajI ma. [lAkaDIyA, saM. 2012] ghaNIvAra eka vArtA kahetA : eka bAvAnuM nAma zItaladAsa hatuM. atyaMta zAMta svabhAvI tarIke prasiddhi, paNa eka chokarAne vizvAsa na beTho. e parIkSArthe gayo. vAraMvAra pUchavA lAgyo : bAbAjI ! bAbAjI ! ApakA nAma kyA ? eka-be vAra bAvAjIe zAntithI javAba Apyo : baccA ! merA nAma zItaladAsa hai ! paNa vAraMvAra pUchAtAM pelAnuM magaja phATyuM. hAthamAM cIpiyo laIne doDayA. pelA chokarAe jatAM jatAM kahyuM : bAbAjI ! aba ApakA nAma zItaladAsa nahi, krodhadAsa hai ! sAruM che ApaNI koI parIkSA kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 209

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nathI letuM. kadAca koI parIkSA le to ApaNe pAsa thaI jaIe kharA? AtmAnuM lakSaNa upayoga rAkhyuM, samatA nahi. zA mATe ? samatA sadAkALa nathI hotI. ene sAdhanA dvArA pragaTAvavI paDe che. A sAmAyika samatA pragaTAvavA mATe che. * dhanya zAsana ! dhanya sAdhanA ! evo ahobhAva paNa hRdayamAMthI UThe to paNa ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya. A zAsananI apabhrAjanA thAya, evuM ApaNAthI zI rIte thaI zake ? amadAvAdanI hAlata jANo cho ne ? sAdhvIjIone koI potAnI sosAyaTImAM rAkhavA taiyAra nathI. pharIyAda che : gaMdavADa bahu kare. eka to jagyA ApIe ne uparathI gaMdavADa sahavo ? Avo vicAra svAbhAvika rIte lokone AvI jAya. tame A dharmazALAne gaMdI banAvo to bIjIvAra UtaravA maLe? saMghomAM amane ghaNIvAra anubhava thayo che : eka vakhata saMghane utaravA skUla ApyA pachI bIjIvAra ApatA nathI. kAraNa A ja che. ApaNe eka DagalAthI be DagalA AgaLa javA taiyAra nathI. sAmAnya mAnavIya sabhyatA paNa zIkhyA nathI to lokottara jaina zAsananI ArAdhanA zI rIte karI zakIzuM ? ApaNA nimitte jaina zAsananI apabhrAjanA thAya, koIne sAdhu-sAdhvI pratye durgAchA jAge, enA jevuM bIjuM koI pApa nathI. * hRdayamAM samatA dvArA jeTalo maitrIbhAva vikasita thayo hoya teTalI aMtaramAM madhuratA anubhavAya che. lImaDAmAM mIThAza kharI ? lImaDAnI caTaNI koI banAve to tame vAparo ? kaSAyo AvA kaDavA hoya che, chatAM ApaNe kaSAyo karatA rahIe chIe, e keTaluM Azcarya che ? 210 kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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kaSAyonA nAza mATe ja cAra maitrI Adi bhAvo che. maitrI Adi bhAvonA abhyAsathI jIvanamAM kaTutAnA sthAne madhuratA Ave maitrIthI krodha, pramodathI mAna, karuNAthI mAyA ane madhyasthatAthI lobha kaSAyane jItI zakAya * prathama sAmAyika che : sAma. madhura pariNAma pragaTe. bIjuM sAmAyika che H sama. tulA pariNAma pragaTe. trIjuM sAmAyika che : samma. tanmaya pariNAma pragaTe. A badhuM vivecana jinabhadra gaNi kSamAzramaNe kareluM che. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI e A badhA padArtho ApelA. e vAMcIe tyAre hRdaya nAcI UThe. sama eTale rAga-dveSanA prasaMgomAM samatA rAkhavI. cittane dareka prasaMge samatola rAkhavuM. A padArtha bhAvita karavA hoya to pU. AnaMdaghanajI racita zrI zAntinAthajInuM stavana pArka karajo. mAna-apamAna citta samagaNe, sama gaNe kanaka-pASANa re; vaMdaka-niMdaka sama gaNe, Isyo hoya te jANa re." cittane jarAya viSama na thavA devuM te sama sAmAyika che. Avo sAdhaka prazaMsA sAMbhaLatAM khase, potAnI niMdA sAMbhaLatAM rAjI thAya. e mAne : ghauMmAMthI kAMkarA kADhanAro to moTo upakArI che. enA para gusse thavAno koI savAla ja nathI. niMdaka niyare rAkhIe..." A ja arthamAM kahevAyuM che. ApaNuM lebala "kSamAzramaNa"nuM che, paNa aMdara mAla "samatA"no che kharo ? upara AkarSaka pekIMga hoya ne aMdara mAla na hoya to tame zuM kaho ? samatA vagaranA ApaNane loko zuM kaheze ? - mAdhyacya bhAvathI samatAnI suvAsa Ave che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 211

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* bhagavAna evA bhoLA nathI ke tarata ja maLI jAya. enA mATe khUba taDapana, khUba ja lagana joIe. juo AnaMdaghanajI kahe che : doDatA doDatA doDatA doDayo, jetI mananI re doDa; prema pratIta vicAro TuMkaDe, guru-gama leje re joDa..." pachI lAge che : prabhu to A rahyA. atyAra sudhI huM prabhune dUra mAnato hato, paNa teo to mArA ghaTamAM ja birAjamAna hatA. copaDI vAMcIne koI vaida na bane, tema guru vinA koI prabhune pAmI na zake. mATe ja kahyuM : "gurugama lejo re joDI * samatA pariNAmI sAdhune zuM mATI ne zuM sonuM ? [koI rUpiyAnI thelI mUkI jAya ne kahe : mahArAja ! thoDIvAra saMbhALajo. to ame nA kahIe.] zuM niMdA ke zuM stuti ? AgaLa vadhIne zuM saMsAra ke zuM mokSa ? badhuM ja samAna dekhAya. * yasya daSTi: zravRSTi: ni: zamasudhAri: | tasmai namaH zubhajJAna - dhyAnamagnAya yogine / - jJAnasAra saMtanI daSTi ! jANe karuNAnI vRSTi ! saMtanI vANI jANe samatA-amRtanuM jharaNuM ! AvA saMto jJAna-dhyAnamAM sadA magna hoya. bhagavAnanA sAdhu paNa AvA hoya to bhagavAna kevA haze? ApaNe bhagavAnanA AvA sAcA sAdhu banavuM che - evo manoratha to ApaNe sevIe. * atyAre dAdAnI yAtrAo karIe chIe te samyaktvane nirmaLa karavAnI utkRSTa kriyA che. sAdhune cAritra maLavA chatAM tIrthayAtrA karavAnuM vidhAna che. samyakatva maLI gayuM hovA chatAM tene vadhu nirmaLa banAvavA Ama karavuM jarUrI che. 212 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-10 29-4-2000, zanivAra * prabhu-vacano amRta che, je ApaNane zAzvata-pada Ape che. prabhunA nAma, darzana, Agama, zuddhAtmadravya-ciMtana, kevaLajJAna dhyAna AdithI ApaNAmAM pavitratAno saMcAra thAya che. pANInI jema prabhu jagatane nirmaLa banAvavAnuM kAma karatA rahe che. prabhu pavitra hovAthI emanuM dhyAna ApaNAmAM pavitratA lAve che. caMdana zItala che. eno lepa ApaNAmAM zItalatA lAve. pANI ThaMDuM che. enuM pAna ApaNAmAM ThaMDaka lAve. pugalano paNa ATalo prabhAva hoya to bhagavAnano kema na hoya ? * pagalanA paramANuo [karmanA aNu vagere ] mAM paNa keTalI ekatA che ? teo kevuM kevuM nirmANa kare che ? zarIra, svara, puNya-pApano samaya vagere karmanA aNumAM phiTa thaI jAya che. A kevuM Azcarya che ? karmanuM, pugalanuM A vyavasthita Ayojana che; jIvane saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhavAnuM ! e Ayojanane UMdhuM pADavAnuM kAma A sAdhanA dvArA karavAnuM che. * vihAramAM dhIre cAlIe to ThaMDA pahore na pahoMcI zakIe. mokSanI sAdhanAmAM vilaMba karIzuM to mokSe jaldI nahi pahoMcAya. prazna : ApanA jevo vega amArAmAM kema nathI Avato ? kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ke 213

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uttara H kono vega vadhu che? eno nirNaya prabhu sivAya koNa karaze ? ame AcArya, tame zrAvaka, eno artha e nathI ke ame ja mokSe jaldI pahoMcI jaIe. hemacandrasUri AcArya hovA chatAM, kumArapALa temanAthI pahelA mokSe jaze. dharmanAtha bhagavAnanI sabhAmAM prazna pUchavAmAM Avyo : sauthI prathama mokSe koNa jaze ? bhagavAne kahyuM : uMdara ! keTalAya kevaLIo, AcAryo, upAdhyAyo vagere beThA hovA chatAM prathama mokSagAmInuM pada uMdara meLavI gayo. koNa pahelA mokSamAM jaze ? konI sAdhanA vegavALI che ? teno nirNaya prabhunA kevaLajJAnamAM hoya te ja sAco ! mokSamArgamAM vega vadhAravAnI vAta javA daie. sau prathama ApaNe e vicAravAnuM che ke mokSa-mArgamAM praveza to thaI gayo che ne ? praveza ja na thayo hoya to vega zI rIte Ave ? khoTe mArge hoIe ne vega vadhI jAya to paNa zo phAyado ? mArge cAlatA hoie ne pharI-pharIne e ja mAila sTona AvatA hoya to ? to samajavuM ke kAM ApaNe khoTA chIe ? kAM mArgamAM kAMIka garabaDa che ! ema ahIM paNa samajavuM. * prabhuno svabhAva che : sevakanA duHkha dUra karavAno ! caMdana ThaMDaka Ape. agni garamI Ape. pudgalomAM paNa AvI zakti hoya to bhagavAnamAM zakti na hoya e bane ja zI rIte ? "caMdana zItalatA upajAve, agni te zIta miTAve ; sevakanA tima duHkha gamAve, prabhu-guNa prema svabhAve." | * pUrNa guNavALA bhagavAna paNa je abhimAna na karatA hoya to ApaNA jevA apUrNane to abhimAna karavAno adhikAra ja kyAM che ? bhale ApaNane koI game tevA vizeSaNothI navAje, chApAmAM phoTo Ape ke game te kare, paNa ApaNI vAstaviktAmAM tethI keTalo 214 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pharaka paDavAno ? * jIvana jIvavA mATe Avazyaka zuM ? khorAka, raheThANa, kapaDA, pANI ane havA ! A badhI cIjo kramazaH vadhu ne vadhu Avazyaka che. e vinA jIvana na cAle kharuM ne ? dharma-sAdhanAmAM paNa che Avazyaka [Avazyaka eTale atyaMta jarUrI] che : sAmAyika, cauvisattho, vAMdaNA, pratikramaNa, kAussagna ane paccakkhANa. kapaDA, raheThANa vinA haju cAle, paNa havA vinA cAle ? havAnA sthAne ahIM sAmAyika che. sAmAyika (samatA) vinA sAdhanAmAM prANa nathI Avato. * rAjula nArI re sArI mati dharI, avalaMvyA arihaMtojI; uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe, sadhe AnaMda anaMtojI. rAjule vItarAgIno saMga karyo. arihaMtanuM AlaMbana lIdhuM. pariNAma zuM AvyuM ? uttama pada pAmyA, uttamanA AlaMbanathI uttamatA vadhe ja. prabhu AvA mahimAvaMta che. emano mahimA samajavA zakrastavano pATha karavA jevo che. emAMnA vizeSaNo mAtra prabhu-mahimAne ja batAvanArA nathI, paNa prabhu-upakArane paNa batAvanArA che. prabhunI A upakAra saMpadA che. prabhunuM AvuM svarUpa jANavAthI ApaNane e ananya zaraNa lAge che, prabhunA cAritra tarapha ananya prema jAge che. prabhunA upakAra pratye hRdaya jhukI jAya che. "prabhu-upakAra guNe bharyA, mana avaguNa eka na samAya re;" paNa AvA upakArI prabhu yAda Ave che ? zarIra yAda Ave che, paNa prabhu yAda Ave che ? zarIra mATe game teTalA doSo sevavA taiyAra chIe, paNa prabhu mATe kAMI ja karavA taiyAra nathI. * prabhu to ApaNane tAravA niraMtara taiyAra che. prabhu karuNAnI helI varasAvI rahyA che. sUryanI jema temanI karuNAno prakAza sarvatra phelAI rahyo che. jarUra che mAtra ApaNe sanmukha banIe tenI. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 215

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prabhu-bhaktoe prabhunuM A svarUpa chupAvyuM nathI. bIjA paNa A prabhunI saMpadA pAme, prabhunA rAgI bane, mATe potAnI kRtiomAM A badhuM ThAlalI dIdhuM che. jyAM sudhI ApaNe guNa-pUrNa na banIe tyAM sudhI prabhune choDavA nathI. ATalo saMkalpa karI lo. huM pote vicAruM : mArAmAM samatAnI keTalI khAmI che ? jyAre mana viSamatAthI bharAI jAya. samatA cAlI jAya tyAre huM prabhune yAda karuM chuM. mArAmAM samatA jo AvI takalAdI hoya to huM prabhune zI rIte choDI zakuM ? prabhunuM nAma letAM ja bhaktane prabhunuM smaraNa thaI Ave, upakAronI helI yAda Ave. hRdaya gadgad banI jAya. bhakta nirbhaya che H mane zAnI ciMtA ? prabhu jo mArA hRdayamAM che to moharAjAnI zI tAkAta ke aMdara ghusI zake ? : 'tuja milye sthiratA lahuM' prabhu ! Apa maLo cho ne mAruM citta sthira bane che. bALakanI jema bhakta bhagavAnamAM mAtAnuM rUpa jue che : prabhu Apa jAva cho ne huM mA vagaranA bALaka jevo nirAdhAra banI jAuM chuM ! prabhu Apa najIka cho to jagatanI badhI ja Rddhi najIka che. Apa jAva cho to badhuM ja jatuM rahe che. prabhu ! tamane bhale aneka bhakto hoya. paNa mAre to tuM eka ja che. hA, Apane samaya na hoya to bIjAnuM saranAmuM Apo : je mane ApanA jevI zAnti ApI zake. paNa ApanA jevuM bIjuM che ja koNa ? bhakta hRdayanI AvI zabda vagaranI prArthanA hRdayamAMthI satata vahetI rahe che. * samyaktva ane cAritra - bannemAMthI eka ja pasaMda karavAnuM koI kahe to tame zuM pasaMda karo ? cAritrane pasaMda karajo. kAraNa ke cAritramAM samakti AvI ja jAya. samakti vagaranuM 'cAritra' cAritra ja na kahevAya. 216 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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mukti pramANamAM samakti ane cAritra ane jarUrI che. cAritra, samakti sahita hoya to ja mukti-prApaka bane che. maLI gayeluM cAritra keTaluM nirmaLa banyuM che ? tenuM satata nirIkSaNa karatA raheje. cAritrane bagADanArA kaSAyo che. sau prathama ene udayamAM AvavA ja na do. udayamAM AvI jAya to pazcAttApa dvArA niSphaLa banAvI do. cAritra-zuddhino A upAya che. jina-bhakti, guru-sevA, sAdhuonI veyAvacca, svAdhyAyatatparatA vagere cAritra-zuddhi mATenA ananya paribaLo che. svAdhyAya karanArA ghaNA sevAmAM karAya che. "Ama sevA karatA rahIe to bhaNavAnuM kyAre ?" Ama vicArIne sevAthI dUra rahenArA samajI le ke Avo lukho svAdhyAya tamAruM kalyANa nahi kare. jJAna kadAca phaLe ke na phaLe, paNa sevA to phaLe ja phaLe. mATe ja veyAvaccane apratipAtI guNa kahyo che. saMgha taraphathI ApaNe sevA letA rahIe [zrAvaka saMgha ApaNI keTalI bhakti kare che te vicAryuM ?] ne vaDIlonI sevA na karIe te tamane barAbara lAge che ? vRddhonI sevA to amRta che. enAthI aneka guNonI vRddhi thAya che. ApaNe kyAreya gharaDA nahi thaIe? gharaDA thaIzuM tyAre ApaNI koI sevA nahi kare te gamaze ? to A vRddhonI sevA ApaNe nahi karavAnI ? koInI sevA karavI nahi ne badhAnI sevA levA icchavuM e kayA gharano nyAya ? vRddhonI jagyAe tamArI, jAtane kalpanAthI goThavI juo. to tamane badhuM samajAI jaze. ""huM gharaDo thaI gayo chuM. mArI koI sevA karatuM nathI.' evI kalpanA tame karo. te vakhate tamArA hRdayanuM kaMpana juo. mArI AvI dazA thAya te mane nathI gamatuM to bIjAnI dazA mane game che, te sAruM che ?- ema jAtane pUchatA raho. . * kyAreka cAritranA pariNAma Take tevA na hoya tyAre paNa zraddhA to TakAvI ja rAkho. zraddhA - samakti haze to cAritra kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 210

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Avaze ja. paNa cAritra [mAtra veSa ] hoya ne samakti nahi hoya to tevuM cAritra mokSa nahi Ape. sijjhati caraNarahiA, daMsaNa - rahiA na sijjhati / cAritra [sAdhu-veSa] vagaranA bharatAdi kevaLajJAna pAmyA che, paNa samakti vagaranA kevaLajJAna pAmyA hoya tevuM Aja sudhI banyuM nathI. * jIvanabhara paNa tame kSamA rAkhI hoya to paNa e bharosAmAM nahi rahetA ke A kSamA have javAnI ja nathI. thoDIka ja taka maLI ne ApaNe gAphela rahyA to krodha bhabhUkI UThavAnI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. kAraNa ke ApaNA guNo kSAyika nathI, kSAyopazamika che. kSAyopamika guNo eTale kAcanI baraNI ! kAcanI baraNIne sAcavo nahi to tUTatAM vAra zI ? yathAkhyAta cAritramAM [11mA guNaThANe] AvI gayelA 14 pUrvI paNa paDI zaktA hoya..TheTha mithyAtva sudhI pahoMcIne nigodamAM cAlyA jatA hoya to ApaNI sAdhanA to sAva ja takalAdI che. ArUDhAH prazamazreNiM, zrutakevalino'pi ca / bhrAmyante'nantasaMsAra maho duSTena karmaNA // jJAnasAra zazIkAntabhAI : karmasattAne toDavAno aNubomba banAvI Apo, sAheba ! pUjyazrI H bhagavAne banAvI ja Apyo che. tIkSNa dhyAnayoga e ja aNubomba che. gAMDA bAvaLIyA joyA che ne ? game teTalA kApo, paNa pAchA UgatA ja rahe ! - karmo paNa gAMDA bAvaLa jevA ja che. u52-uparathI kApatA rahezo tyAM sudhI pharI pharI UgatA ja raheze. karmane jaDamULathI ukheDI nAkhavA hoya to dhyAnanI tIvra Aga joIze. * tame tamArA gurune jeTalI zAMti Apazo teTalI zAMti tamane maLaze ja. viparIta rUpe kahuM to azAMti Apazo to azAMti maLaze. AMbo vAvazo to AMbo ne bAvaLa vAvazo to bAvaLa maLaze. prakRtino A sIdho hisAba che. 218 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-11 30-4-2000, ravivAra * samyagdarzana - samyajJAna - samyaphacAritra traNe maLI mokSamArga bane che. A traNenI ArAdhanA karIe tyAre mokSa maLe. to mArA jIvanamAM samyam darzana che ? samyagU jJAna che? te juo. samyagU darzana na Ave tyAM sudhI jJAna e ajJAna che kAraNa samyagu darzana vagaranuM jJAna AtmAnA doSonI nivRtti nathI karatuM. AtmAne preraNA Ape e jJAna. Aja sudhI ApaNo anaMto kAla niSphaLa gayo. kAraNa A mArga maLyo nathI. * jJAna vinayathI ja Ave. vinaya zIkhI jazo to jJAna Avaze ja. jeTalA aMzamAM vinayanI khAmI teTalI jJAnamAM khAmI. gautama svAmImAM pUrNa vinaya hato. temanA ziSyo paNa keTalA vinayI hatA ? guru ApaNI yogyatA pramANe ja maLe. yogyatA haze to A janmamAM paNa saguru maLI jAya. saddaguru maLe paNa huM ene mAnuM nahIM to ? mATe ja ApaNe jayavIyarAyamAM bolIe chIe ke sadUguruno yoga thAo ne temanA vacanane huM tahatti kahIne vadhAvuM. je gurunA vacanane tahatti kare che te bhagavAnanA vacanane paNa tahatti kare che. kemake guru ane bhagavAna alaga nathI. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 219

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cAritramAM sthiratA gurunI kRpAthI Ave che. AgamamAM lakhyuM che ke tame jo AtmakalyANa icchatA ho to koI divasa paNa gurukuLane choDatA nahi. dhanya che je jIvanabhara gurukuLamAM rahI gurunA vacanane pALe che. je guru maLyA hoya, temanA vacanane pALIe to avazya kalyANa thAya. pahelA guru maLyA haze paNa temanuM vacana pALyuM nathI. mATe ja kalyANa nathI thayuM. bhomiyo rasto batAve ne TheTha mukAma sudhI pahoMcADe tema bhavATavImAM bhaTakatA jIvane guru mukti sudhI pahoMcADe che. paNa gurunuM mAnavuM paDe. bhomiyo kahe Ama cAlavAnuM ne tame te vakhate kaho ke huM to Ama ja cAluM to zuM thAya ? rakhaDavuM paDe ne ? pahoMcatA moDuM thAya ne ? bhomiyo samajave : mahArAja sAheba ! A raste javA jevuM nathI. kAMTA Avaze paNa ApaNe nA pADIe. tema guru kahe tema karIe chIe kharA ? dhanya che te, je gurunA dilamAM ziSya vasI jAya. eTalA vinayAdi guNo keLavyA hoya jene guru paNa yAda kare che te bhAgyazALI kyAM gayo ? * A pannAmAM Akho pAyo evo majabUta batAvyo ke, ApaNI jJAna-darzana-cAritra tarapha gati thAya. zeraDInA kayA bhAgamAM mIThAza nathI ? goLanA kyA kaNomAM mIThAza nathI? A jinavacanano kayo bhAga madhura ane guNakArI nathI ? jenA eka eka vAkyamAM mIThAza hoya ema jANyA pachI eno svAdhyAya karyA vagara raho ? mIThAzamAM sAkaranI tole koI nathI tema AkhAya vizvamAM jinavacana jevuM mIThuM koI nathI. moDA ke vahelA aTavI pAra karavI hoya to bhomiyAnA kahyA pramANe ja cAlavuM paDe. tema A saMsAra aTavI pAra karavA jinavacana mAnavuM ja paDe. "marajI pramANe ja karuM" A mohapAtaMtrya che. eno nigraha thAya to ja guru pArataMtrya Ave. AgamanA abhyAsI banelA paNa gurunI nizrAmAM na rahyA tevA keTalAya AtmAo pheMkAI gayA che. caudapUrvI paNa anaMta saMsArI 220 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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banI gayA che. gozALo paNa chelle kaheze ke gurunI AzAtanA meM karI to ATaluM huM rakhaDyo. AdhoImAM comAsAno praveza hato. [vi.saM.2027] tyAre pU. darzanavijayajI baporanA be vAgyA sudhI AvyA nahi. ciMtA thaI. tapAsa karAvI to darzana vi.ma.gharANAnA pAdarethI dizAbhramanA kAraNe pAchA lAkaDIyA pahoMcI gayA hatA. lAkaDIAthI ja ame vihAra karyo hato. jyAMthI nIkaLelA tyAM ja pahoMcI gayA. ApaNe paNa dareka janmamAM AvuM ja karyuM che. jANakAranI salAha mAnI nahIM svacchaMdamatithI cAlyA ja karyuM. to ghAMcInA baLadanI jema tyAM ne tyAM ja rahyA. mATe jIvanamAM gurunuM vacana ullaMghavA jevuM nathI. gumAM jJAna ochuM hoya to paNa temanA pratyenI zraddhA phaLadAyI bane. pU. upAyazovijayajI ma. jJAnI ke emanA guru jJAnI hatA ? chatAM juo to kharA ? pAMca kaDInuM stavana haze toya temAM potAnA gurunuM nAma temaNe lakhyuM che. Avo bhAva ApaNo che ? | * A graMthanA keTalA vakhANa karavA ? A graMthano saMkalpa che : ApaNane mokSe pahoMcADavA ! cAritra maLI ja gayuM che to have tene vizuddha zA mATe na banAvavuM ? * pAMca samiti-traNa guptimAM satata upayoga vagara A aSTa pravacana mAtA paLAtI nathI. pravacanamAtA na hota to pravacananI utpatti na hota. pravacanamAtA na hoya to cAritranI utpatti na thAya. mAtA vagara putranI utpatti thAya ? putra moTo thAya ? mATe ja AnuM nAma aSTa pravacana mAtA ApyuM. jenA jIvanamAM A pAMca samiti ane traNa gupti nathI tenA jIvanamAM saMyama zI rIte hoI zake ? saMyamanI vizuddhi meLavavI kyAMthI ? aSTa pravacana mAtA pAsethI. mAtAe putrane janma ApI dIdho. paNa tene saMbhALanAra ja na kahyuM klApUrNasUrie 221

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hoya to ? nAnapaNamAM mAtA putrane anAja na Ape, paNa stanapAna karAve. bahAranuM dUdha paNa na Ape. ApaNe badhA mAnI goda khUMdIne AvyA chIe. jene mAtA pratye ATalo prema che te mAtAnI upekSA kare ? kare to tenI prasiddhi jagatamAM thAya ? vikAsa thAya ? to pachI cAritrarUpI ratna ApanAra evI mAtAne ApaNe bhUlI jaIe ? haribhadrasUrijIe yoga graMthomAM kahyuM che ke AtmasaMpreSaNa e paNa eka yoga che. vacana anusAra tattvanuM ciMtana karavuM e yogano prAraMbha che. guru bhaktinA prabhAve temaNe 1444 graMtho racyA je saMghanuM yogakSema karI zake evA graMtho che. AvA mahAna vidvAnanI paNa samiti gupti kevI ? nizcaya vyavahAra ubhayamAM niSNAta. nizcaya sApekSa vyavahAra emanI eka eka paMktimAM hoya. vyavahAranI ArAdhanA vinA nizcaya na maLe. AvelI ArAdhanA tenA vagara na Take. vyavahAra cAritranI upekSA karIe chIe mATe Atma ramaNatA rUpa nizcaya cAritra ApaNane maLatuM nathI. dhyAnasamAdhinI vAto kadAca na AvaDe, paNa ciMtA na karo. samitiguptinuM pAlana barAbara karo. to emAM paNa dhyAna vigere AvI ja jAya che. samiti pravRtti pradhAna che, temAM jayaNApUrvakanI kriyA mukhya che. gupti nivRtti pradhAna che. jo ke, gupti pravRtti ne nivRtti bane svarUpa che. bhASA samiti barAbara pALI to vacanagupti AvavAnI ja. enA phaLarUpe manogupti paNa AvavAnI ja. * gocarImAM doSo lagADIne lAvyA eTale pramAda Ave ja. eka AcArya bhagavaMte potAnA vinIta-apramAdI ziSyane baporanA vakhate 2-3 kalAka sudhI ughelA joI vicAryuM H kyAreya nahIM ne Aje A pramAda kema ? jagADIne pUchyuM : vahoravA kyAM gayA hatA ? roja jAuM chuM tyAM !' navI vastu lAvyA hatA ?' 222 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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"Aja sugaMdhI cokhA lAvyo hato." sAMjanA pratikramaNamAM zrAvaka AvyA to pUchayuM : tamArA ghare sugaMdhI cokhA kyAMthI AvyA ? guru mahArAja AgaLa juThuM zI rIte bolAya ? teNe kahyuM : "Aja derAsara gayo hato koI yAtrike sugaMdhI cokhAthI sAthIyo karyo. enAthI 4-5 gaNA cokhA nAkhI daIza. ema vicArI te cokhA ghera laI Avyo. rAMdhyA. vahorAvyA." guru mahArAja : gajaba thaI gayo ! AvuM karAya ? gurue tene prAyazcitta ApyuM ne ziSyane ulTI karAvI. ApaNA jIvanamAM AvuM bane che kharuM ? unmAda jAge - kharAba vicAro Ave e kyAMthI ? jeTalA doSo lagADIe emAMthI Ave. * aSTa pravacana mAtAnI DhALo kevI sarasa che ? enA para meM AdhoImAM vAcanA ApelI. samiti-gupti sAthe je rAga-dveSa nathI karato tenI vizuddhi thAya che. pUrI vizuddhi na thAya chatAM paNa vizuddhinA saMskAro paDaze to AvatA janmamAM paNa te saMskAro sAthe Avaze. * guNonuM saMkramaNa thAya che. ApaNA AcAryadeva pU. kanakasUrijI ma. vizuddha cAritra pALatA mATe ApaNane evuM vizuddha cAritra pALavAnuM mana thAya che. pote to bolavAmAM jayaNA rAkhe paNa sAmenI vyakti vAto kare to te paNa jayaNA rAkhe. AvA mahAtmA cAritra zuM che te potAnA jIvana dvArA batAve. * pravacana mAtA viSe sAMbhaLavA maLe - vAMcavA maLe tyAre khabara paDe ke pravacana mAtAnuM ATaluM mUlya che ! cAritrAcAra zuM cIja che ? praNidhAna yogathI yukta che. praNidhAna e Azaya che. piAMca Azayo che.] Azaya manano vyApAra che ne yoga mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti che. pAMca Azaya batAvyA che temAM praNidhAna eTale daDha saMkalpa. A samiti-guptinuM pAlana mAre karavuM ja che. temAM jeTalI kacAza teTalI cAritramAM kacAza AvuM praNidhAna hoya to ja pravRtti thAya. praNidhAna yukta cAritrAcAra kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 223

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joIe. kSaNa paNa praNidhAna na javuM joIe. praNidhAna jeTaluM daDha teTalI unnati daDha. 15-20 ki.mI.no vihAra hoya to kaI jhaDapathI cAlo ? ne nAno vihAra hoya to kevI jhaDape cAlo ? nirNaya karIne cAlo ne ? A nirNaya te ja praNidhAna che. A badhI bAbata ahIM lagADo. - vihArano nirNaya karI pachI vacce kyAMya rokAva kharA ? dRDha saMkalpa hoya to samiti-guptimAM pramAda thAya ? A vAcanAnA zravaNathI daDha saMkalpa karo ke huM have A samiti-guptinuM daDha pAlana karIza. traNa prakAranA borDa (AjanA) ophIsa para ? no emIzana vidhAuTa paramIzana vidyAlaya para H no emIzana vidhAuTa Donezana sAdhanAdhAma para H no emIzana vidhAuTa DIvozana. pAMca mukti (1) sAlokya : bhagavAna samAna lokanI prApti (2) sASTi : bhagavAna samAna aizvaryanI prApti. (3) sAmIpya : bhagavAnanI najIka sthAnanI prApti. (4) sArUpya : bhagavAna samAna svarUpanI prApti. (5) sAyujya H bhagavAnamAM layanI prApti. - bhAgavata 3/29/13 kyAre konI ArAdhanA ? tapovRddhi mATe vardhamAna svAmI - AdinAtha zAnti mATe zAntinAtha brahmacarya mATe neminAtha vighna vidAraNa mATe pArzvanAtha 224 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-12 1-5-2000, somavAra * prabhu bhale mokSe gayA paNa temanuM tIrtha ahIM che. tethI muktino mArga jANavA-AcaravA maLe che. mahApuruSonI pariNati joIne thAya ke mAre paNa A mArge cAlavA jevuM che. rastAmAM paNa je mArge ApaNe jatA hoIe te ja mArge bIjA paNa loko jatA hoya to ApaNe keTalA nirbhaya rahIe ? A muktimArgamAM cAlatAM aneka mahApuruSo ApaNane hiMmata Ape che. raste cAlIne te mahApuruSo batAve che ke Avo ! A mArge Avo ! * prabhu sAthe prema saMbaMdha bAMdhIe to jarUra ene maLavAnuM mana thAya. vyavahAramAM paNa priyapAtra dUra hoya to paNa ApaNe tenA para patra lakhIe. samAcAra maMgAvIe paNa prabhu sAthe prema bAMdhyo che ? prabhu sAthe prema bAMdhavAnI e ja nizAnI ke temanA mArge cAlavAnuM mana thAya. * Aje paropakAra zIkhavavo paDe che. pahelAnA jamAnAmAM to svAbhAvika rIte ja jIvanamAM ja paropakAra hato. jaina saMghamAM ja nahi, dareka komamAM mAnava mAtramAM paropakAra hato. khetaramAM kheDUta kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 225

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paNa pANInI tarasa lAge to pANI nahi, zeraDIno rasa pIvaDAvato. Aje paNa ghaNAya kUtarAne roTalA-pakSIne caNa-garIbone anAja Ape che. temAM lAkho rUpiyA vApare che. paropakAra e mAruM ja kAma che. mArI ciMtA mane che. tema jIva mAtranI mAre ciMtA karavAnI che. kama se kama samudAyanI to karuM." AvI bhAvanA saune jAge to eka paNa samasyA UbhI na thAya. zarIranA koIpaNa bhAgamAM du:khe to tarata ja DaoNkTara bolAvI ilAja karAvo cho. zarIranI ciMtA karo cho tema saMyama e tamAro deha che. tene koI ghA na lAge - coTa na lAge - malina na bane tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. * jIvo 4 prakAranA cAritra letI vakhate zUravIra paNa pachI kAya2. cAritra letI vakhate kAyara paNa pachI zUravIra. cAritra letI vakhate zUravIra ane pALatI vakhate paNa zUravIra. cAritra letI vakhate kAyara ane pALatI vakhate paNa kAya2. ApaNe kevA ? = * manathI - vacanathI - kAyAthI koIpaNa jIvanI hiMsA nahi karuM. nahi karAvuM, nahi anumoduM. A karemi bhaMtenI ApaNe pratijJA lIdhI che temAM kacAza Ave kharI ? kacAza Ave to ApaNane coTa lAge che ? be mallo kustI karatA hatA. keTalAya divaso sudhI temanuM e yuddha cAlyuM. emAM Akho divasa yuddha karI te mallo potAnA mukAmamAM jatA tyAre temanI sevA karanArAo pUchatA ke tamane kyAM vAgyuM che ? kayA bhAgamAM ghA vAgyo che ? eka malla badhuM batAvato tethI tenA sevako te te jagyAe tene mAlIza malamapaTTA vagere karI ApatA. jethI pharIthI zarIramAM sphUrti AvI jAya. paNa jo te vakhate malla potAnA sevakane zarIranA ghA vigere kAMi batAve ja - kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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nahi ne mane to kAMI ja nathI thayuM, huM to bahAdura chuM, zaktizALI chuM, ema kahI de to tenA zarIramAM skUrti Ave ? abhimAnamAM rahI jeNe na kahyuM tenI hAra thaI. tema cAritramAM paNa aticAra lAge to tarata guru pAse badhuM jaNAvI prAyazcita laI levuM joIe. * cAritra upara ATalo badho bhAra zA mATe ? muktinA zAzvata sukhanI IcchA hoya to cAritra pALavuM ja paDe. cAritra A bhavamAM paNa jIvanmuktino AnaMda Ape che. devone tathA cakravartIne paNa je na maLe te AnaMda A cAritramAM maLe che. jJAnasAramAM sAdhunA AnaMda mATe "tejolezyA" zabdano prayoga thayelo che. tejolezyA eTale Atmika sukhanI anubhUti. potAne ja enI khabara paDe paNa bIjAne enA teja uparathI ane jIvana vyavahArathI khabara paDe. Atmatattvano sparza cAritravAna AtmA kare. samyagu jJAnavALo jANakArI meLavI zake. samyagu darzanIne zraddhA thAya paNa cAritravAnuM ja teno anubhava kare. * jJAna-darzana-cAritra e muktino mArga che. jeTalI jJAnadarzana - cAritra meLavavAmAM khAmI teTalI AtmAnA vikAsamAM khAmI. jeTalI jJAna meLavavAmAM khAmI teTalI darzanamAM khAmI. AtmA e ja darzana, darzana e ja AtmA. AtmA e ja cAritra, cAritra e ja AtmA. vastu ne vastunuM nAma judA paDatA ja nathI. vastra ne vastranI zvetatA judI na paDe. guNa-guNIno abheda che. tema jJAna-darzanacAritrathI AtmAne judo na pADI zako. jaDamAM A na maLe. jIvamAtramAM A hoya tema jIva sivAya kyAya na hoya. ApaNI je pravRtti che te jJAna darzana mATenI ja che ne ? AtmAnA kalyANanI ja che ne ? sAmAyika cAritrane evuM pALavuM joIe ke je tamane mukti apAve. kadAca mukti na apAve to ya muktinA sukho ahIMyA ja apAve. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 220

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"muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI." bhaktimAM evuM sukha anubhavAya ke emAM ja mukti lAge. prabhu mahAvIrane gautama kahe che ke, "mAro mokSa kyAre ?' bhagavAna kahe che : "mAro rAga choDa." paNa kevaLajJAna mATe prabhunI bhakti choDavI paDe e gautamane paravaDatuM nathI. gautama svAmIe prabhunI bhakti mATe kevaLajJAnane jatuM karyuM, paNa prabhu gautamasvAmIne kevaLajJAna ApyA vagara gayA ? A bhaktithI ja gautamane kevaLajJAna thaze ema paNa prabhu jANatA hatA. mATe ja devazarmAne pratibodha karavA prabhue mokalyA. kokavAra thAya ke ApaNo janma mahAvidehamAM kema na thayo ? paNa jo A ja pariNatimAM ApaNo mahAvidehamAM janma thayo hota to tyAM sAkSAt bhagavAnanI ghora AzAtanA karata. ne AzAtanAmAM mahA bhayaMkara pApa bAMdhata. mATe ja ApaNo janma A bharatamAM thayo che. bhAratamAM janma thayo e bhagavAna dvArA ApaNI parIkSA che : mArA virahamAM te bhakti kare che ke nahi ! prabhunA virahamAM paNa jo ApaNe sAruM cAritra pALIzuM to pachI mahAvidehamAM naMbara lAgI jaze. A kALamAM mokSa nathI, paNa mokSamArga to che ne ! bhale mahAvideha thaIne tyAM javAnuM hoya. TikiTa rIjharva karAvI do. sIdhI gADI na maLe to paNa jaMkazana Ave tyAM ApaNe utaravuM nahi paDe. e Dabbo ja tyAM joDAI jaze. bhagavAna tamane jue che ke nahi ? 24 kalAka jue che ke thoDAka ja kalAka ? enAthI kAMI na chupAvI zako. bhagavAna mane satata joI rahyA che. evo bhAva rahe to kyAreya akArya thAya ? kSIrakadaMbaka gurue traNeyane kahyuM : A kUkaDAne mArajo, paNa koI na jue tyAM. pApa karavAnI chUTa paNa koI na jue tyAM. nAradane lAgyuM : mane bhagavAna joI rahyA che. mArAthI kUkaDo zI 228 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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rIte mArI zakAya ? bIjA bene A vicAra na Avyo. have tamane keTalA jue che ? anaMtA-siddho vIza viharamAna, 2 kroDa kevaLIo-A badhA jue che. to ApaNe kevI pravRtti karIzuM ? ApaNe nArada jevA ? ke bIjA be vidyArthI jevA ? * A cAritra barAbara pALIe to mokSanuM sarTiphikeTa maLI gayuM kahevAya. tamane dIkSA-vaDIdIkSA-joga karAvyA eTale bhagavAna taraphathI sarTiphikeTa ApyuM kahevAya. samyagadarzana maLyuM eTale tame mokSanA adhikArI banI gayA. saMghamAM koI potAno pAsa khoI nAkhe to jamADe nahi. prabhAvanA paNa na Ape. ApaNe samyagradarzananuM sarTiphikeTa khoI nAkhIzuM to mokSa nahi maLe. mATe ja kahuM chuM : Ane saMbhALajo. maLelA mahAvratone barAbara sAcavajo. rohiNInI jema bIjAne paNa Apajo. pAMca samiti - traNa guptinuM pAlana aNIzuddha karo to A cAritra rUpI pAsa barAbara sacavAze. * kumArapALa mahArAjAe bhUtakALamAM mAMsa khAdheluM. eka vakhata ghebaranuM bhojana karatA'tA ne emAM mAMsa jevo svAda Avyo. ane camakyA : mane kema A yAda AvyuM ? ne raDIne guru mahArAjane kahyuM ke mane kema yAda AvyuM ? ghebaramAM mAMsanI smRti thai enuM prAyazcitta Apo. hemacandrasUrijIe prAyazcittamAM 32 derAsara baMdhAvavAnuM kahyuM. ane 32 dAMtone sajA tarIke yogazAstranA 12. ane vItarAgastotranA 20 prakAzano roja svAdhyAya karavAnuM kahyuM. mayaM dvini = gaMdI - galIca cIjo choDI dIdhI hoya to paNa yAda Ave. to atyAre e mAro pApI AtmA nathI. atyAre to huM bhagavAnano sAdhu chuM. thaI gayelA pAponI niMdA karuM chuM. je vakhate tenI smRti thaI jAya te ja ghaDIe niMdA karavAnI che. ApaNane A bhagavAne kevuM zastra ApyuM ? bhUla thaI jAya paNa bhUla thatAM pazcAttApa karI prAyazcitta karo to pApathI chUTI zako. e na karo to bhavabhramaNa thAya. "duSyanuM saMvareni' pApamaya atItanI niMdA karavAnI che tema kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 229

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pApamaya vartamAna cittano saMvara karavAno che ne bhaviSyanuM paccakhANa levAnuM che. bhUtanI niMdA, vartamAnano saMvara ane bhaviSyanuM pratyAkhyAna karavAnuM che. nALiera drAkSa : nALIerabhAI ! sAMbhaLo. A vizvamAM jeTalA phaLo che emAM kAMIne kAMI to pheMkavA lAyaka hoya ja che. jemake kerInA goTalA-choMtarA, keLAnI chAla, sapharajanamAM paNa thoDAka bI... paNa huM ja A jagatamAM evuM phaLa chuM ke jeno eka paNa bhAga pheMkavo paDato nathI. bALaka-bUDhA badhA AnaMdathI mAro AsvAda mANI zake che ane o nALIera ! tAruM te kAMI jIvana che ? upara kevI bAvA jevI jaTA che. aMdara kevI hADakA jevI kaThaNa kAcalI che ? ane aMdara thoDuMka ja kAma Ave tevuM hoya che. tArA jevAnuM vizvamAM astitva ja na hoya to keTaluM sArUM ?" - UMcI khAnadAnIvALo nALIyera bolyo : bahena drAkSa ! tane zI khabara che ? sAcI vAta samaja to kharI. huM Asana, vAsana (vastro ane prAzanamAM kAma AvuM chuM. mArI jaTAthI suMdara Asana bane che, doraDA bane che. mArI khoparIthI pyAlA Adi bane che ane huM khAvAmAM ane pIvAmAM bannemAM kAma lAguM chuM. mArA telanI keTalIye suMdara mIThAIo bane che. mANasonA vALane mAruM tela sugaMdhI banAve che. mArI mahattAnuM mUlyAMkana tuM kyAMthI karI zake ? Akhare to tuM dArUnI janetA che ne ? tArAmAM unmatta bakavAsa sivAya zuM hoI zake ? 230 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-13 2-5-2000, maMgaLavAra * anaMta karuNAnA sAgara, zrI vIprabhue karmathI jakaDAyelA jIvone A saMsAramAM jarAya sukha nathI ema batAvyuM che. saMsAramAM sukha zodhavuM eTale raNabhUmimAM pANInI zodha karavI ! mRgatRSNAmAM pANInI zodha karavI ! : haraNa dUra dUra jue che : keTaluM pANI ! huM tyAM jaIza ne mArI tRSA chIpAvIza. khUba doDe paNa pANI na maLe. haju kadAca thoDe dUra haze - ema vicArI doDe paNa pANI na maLe. tema viSayo ApaNane - khUba doDAve che, paNa sukha nathI ApatA. * saMsArano svabhAva duHkhamaya che tema dharmano svabhAva sukhamaya che. A jIvone AnaMda ApavA mATe ja prabhuno avatAra che. 'jagAnaMdo' prabhunuM ja vizeSaNa che. rAga-dveSa hoya tyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna thatuM nathI. A rAga-dveSa ja ApaNA AtmAne malina banAve che. rAga-dveSa ja ApaNA AnaMdane roke che. samiti-guptinA pAlana sAthe rAga-dveSa choDo to ja cAritra zuddha bane. malinatA dUra karI AnaMda sukhane prakaTa karavAnI kalA prabhu zIkhavADe che. * yogazAstranA cothA prakAzamAM AcAra pAlana kema karavuM ? kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * 31

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pAMca mahAvrato-aNuvrato vagere aMge vistArathI jaNAvyuM che. AcArazuddhi, vicArazuddhino pAyo che. AcArazuddhi thAya to ja Atmazuddhi thAya. Atmazuddhi thatAM prabhu-darzananI jhaMkhanA jAge. jhaMkhanA jema jema tIvra bane tema tema Atmazuddhi vadhu ne vadhu thatI jAya. zrI AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM che : abhinaMdana jina darisaNa talasIe..." jene pyAsa lAgI hoya te mANasa pANInI zodhamAM zuM zuM na kare ? vihAramAM pANInI tarasa kevI lAge che ? tevI bhagavAnanA darzananI tarasa lAgI che ? bhagavAnanA darzananI tarasa te ja samyagadarzana che. saMsAranA sukho viSa lAge. Aja samyagadarzana che. viSayo viSa karatAM bhayaMkara lAge toja ApaNe sAcA arthamAM samyakatvI kahevAIe. viSaya-virakti e ja bhavanirveda. paNa A nirveda zAthI thAya ? prabhunI kRpAthI thAya. "hou mamaM tuha ppabhAvao bhayavaM bhava-nivveo." cAritrane vizuddha karavuM hoya to prabhune AgaLa rAkho. bhagavAnano anAdara nahIM ja karIe. ATaluM nakkI karI ja do. bhagavAnano anAdara na thAya tevuM jIvana jIvavuM e ja saMyamano sAra che. bhagavAnanI AjJAno anAdara eTale bhagavAnano anAdara. bhagavAnanuM nAma, bhagavAnanA guNo sAMbhaLatAM harSa thAya te AdaranuM cinha che. caturvidha saMghanA koIpaNa sabhyano anAdara te bhagavAnano anAdara che. bhagavAnano anAdara te sarva jIvarAzino anAdara che. jevI rakSA tame tamArI karo cho tevI sakala jIvarAzinI rakSA karavAnI. e ja sAmAyika che. sAdhune paNa Avo abhedabhAva jIvarAzi sAthe hoya to prabhune to kevo abhedabhAva jIvarAzi sAthe haze ? koIpaNa eka jIvane duHkha ApIe eTale prabhune duHkha ApyuM kahevAya. prajAnA koIpaNa sabhyanuM apamAna te rAjAnuM apamAna 232 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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kahevAya. koIpaNa jIvanuM apamAna te bhagavAnanuM apamAna kahevAya. "bosamAviSaqbhAva " ajita zAMtimAMnuM A prabhunuM vizeSaNa sarva jIvarAzi sAthe prabhunA abhedabhAvane batAvanAruM che. prabhue je AjJA karI te na pALIe to prabhuno anAdara thAya. - A tIrthanI sthApanA bhagavAne karI. mATe ja A zAsana prabhunuM kahevAya. tame atyAre je oraDImAM raho cho te oraDI tamArI kahevAya, tamArA ziSyo - tamArA kahevAya, to bhagavAne jene zrAvaka-zrAvikA-sAdhu-sAdhvI tarIke sthApyA te bhagavAnanA na kahevAya ? eTale saMghano anAdara te bhagavAnano ja anAdara thayo. bhavabhramaNanuM mULa kAraNa koI hoya to prabhuno anAdara che. mATe ja pagAmasAyamAM 33 AzAtanAo batAvI che. sarva jIvarAzinI paNa AzAtanA batAvI che. gurunI AzAtanA e mArA bhagavAnanI AzAtanA che, ema lAge che ? bhagavAna pratye bahumAna thavAthI bhavanirveda Ave. bhagavAna pratye bahumAna thayA vagara koI jIvane koI guNa na maLe. mATe ja badhA ja guNonA dAtA bhagavAna che, ema mAnaje. prazna thaze ke, guNo to ame pedA karyA e bhagavAne ApyA zI rIte kahevAya ? bhojananI kriyA bhale tame karI paNa bhojanamAM bhUkha maTADavAnI zakti na hoya to ? patthara khAva to bhUkha maTe ? tema bhagavAna hatA to bahumAna thayuM ne ? bahumAna bhale ApaNA AtmAmAM thayuM paNa bhagavAna na hota to thAta ? bhagavAna na hota to guNo Avata ? * ApaNe cAritra to laI lIdhuM che, paNa emAM AnaMda kema nathI Avato ? prabhu-bhaktirUpa teno upAya barAbara jANatA nathI mATe AnaMda nathI Avato. jeTalI prabhunI bhakti vadhe teTalI zraddhA vadhe, AtmAnubhUtinuM dvAra khule. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 233

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prabhunI bhakti karavAthI samatA Ave. samatAnuM bIjuM nAma sAmAyika che. ne yogamAM te samatAnuM nAma samApatti che. samApatti eTale prabhu sAthe saMpUrNa ekatA. kyAM ApaNe bhUla karI ? AvelA cAritramAM AnaMda to nathI Avato, paNa AnaMda nathI Avato tenuM du:kha paNa nathI. ghaDIyALa khovAI gaI hoya to tarata ciMtA thAya. tenA upAyo karIe paNa....samatA khovAI gaI hoya to tenI ciMtA kharI ? samatA, samAdhine rokanArA viSayo-kaSAyo che. anukULa viSayo maLe ne rAga thAya che. pratikULa viSayo Ave to dveSa thAya che. dALa to lAvyA paNa pANI-photarA alaga che. banAvanAra upara dveSa Ave. sArI dALa hoya to rAga thAya. AvA rAga-dveSa na Ave te samatA kahevAya. ne Indriyono jaya karyo hoya to kaSAya na Ave. manane caMcaLa banAvanAra A viSaya-kaSAya ja che. sArI rIte samiti pALavAthI pAMca Indriyono jaya thAya ne guptine pALavAthI manano jaya thAya. bhagavAna kyAM che ? phUlanI pAMkhaDIomAM sugaMdha rahelI che, tema huM (bhagavAna) zAstra-paMktiomAM rahelo chuM. jeo mane maLavA Icche che, teo mane zAstramAM jue. bhagavAna Ave to... buddhimAM bhagavAna Ave to samyajJAna maLe. hRdayamAM bhagavAna Ave to samyaguM darzana maLe. hAthamAM (kAyAmAM) bhagavAna Ave to samyaphacAritra maLe. 234 kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-14 3-5-2000, budhavAra * AtmAnA guNo karmothI dabAyelA che te emane ema pragaTatA nathI. ghauM choDa para pAke tema roTalI choDa para pAkatI nathI. tenA mATe puruSArtha karavo paDe che tema guNone paNa pragaTa karavA mATe puruSArtha karavo paDe. guNo kyAMya gayA nathI. ApaNI aMdara ja paDyA che. beMka--belensa mojuda che. ApaNane tenI jarUriyAta lAgI nathI. jene jarUra lAgI te mahAtmAoe teno upayoga karyo. ApaNI pAse ATalo AnaMdano ane guNono khajAno che chatAM puruSArtha kema nathI karatA ? zuM arihaMtanuM e vacana khoTuM che ke AtmAmAM ja pUrNaguNono khajAno che ? - bhagavAna potAnA jevuM ja svarUpa badhA jIvonuM joI rahyA che. ApaNI pAse ja khajAno che chatAM kema prayatna nathI thato ? sAMbhaLyuM ke paisA ahIMthI maLI zake tema che, pachI tame raho kharA ? tema A vAta sAMbhaLavA chatAM e AnaMda anubhavavAno vicAra kema nathI Avato ? svAmI darisaNa samo nimitta laI nirmaLo, jo upAdAna e zuci na thAze." prabhu ! tAruM zAsana pAmyA pachI paNa tamArA jevo ja mAro kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 235

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AnaMda che ema jANyA pachI paNa te meLavavAnuM mana kema nathI thatuM ? zuM khAmI che mArAmAM ? nirmala ne puSTa nimitta ApanuM maLyuM che. AtmAnuM ekAMte hitakArI, Aloka ne paralokamAMya hitakArI evuM zAsana maLyuM che. chatAM kema temAM puruSArtha nathI thato ? ke deva-gurudharmanI ArAdhanA nathI thatI ? zuM mAro jIva abhavyano haze ke durbhavyano haze ? abhavyano jIva to mokSe javAnI ghasIne nA ja pADe. durbhavya kahe ke AvavuM to che paNa atyAre nahi. * A kALe mokSa nathI, cAritranI vizuddhi nathI evuM saMghayaNa Aje nathI. te badhuM kabUla - paNa kama se kama prabhunA darzana to karI zakIe ne ? spaSTatara - spaSTatama darzana karavAnI tamannA jAgI che ? je paramAtmA mokSamAM che, mahAvidehamAM che, kevaLI bhagavAnanA sadehe che te ja paramAtmA mArA dehamAM, sakala Atmapradeze rahelA che. evuM jANyA pachI tame enA darzana mATe tamannA nahi sevo ? * tamArA paisA beMkamAM jamA hoya, ne tame ahIM ceka lakhI beMkamAM mokalAvo to kezIyarane paisA ApavA ja paDe. tema tamArI AtmasaMpatti tamane maLe ja. tame enA hakadAra cho. * AritA AgaLa jaIne UbhA raho, to tamAro phesa e ja kSaNe dekhAya tevI rIte nirmala banelA cittamAM te ja vakhate prabhunA darzana thAya. ArisAmAM to haju pratibiMba che. ahIMyA sAkSAta darzana prabhunA thAya. Ariso nirmala na hoya to pratibiMba nirmala na paDe tema citta nirmala na hoya to prabhu cittamAM na Ave. have nirmala banavAno puruSArtha ja karavAno che. A kyAre bane ? malinatAne dUra koNa kare ? nirmalatA koNa lAve ? samatAthI citta nirmala bane. cAritravAne ja A cIja maLe. cAritramAM nirmalatA kaSAyanA jayathI maLe. ApaNI khAmI kyAM che 236 je kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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te joI lo. nirmalatAne rokanAra, malinatAne lAvanAra A kaSAyo che, jene ApaNe choDatA nathI. guru mahArAjane, gurubhAIone, guru bahenone choDI daIe chIe. paNa A kaSAyone ApaNe choDatA nathI. upakArI koNa lAge che ? A kaSAyo ke guru mahArAja ? jamAlie potAnA ja guru bhagavAna mahAvIrane ahaMnA kAraNe choDI dIdhA. gautamasvAmIne temanA 50,000 ziSyo ne, potAnA 700 ziSyone kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM, paNa jamAli je nikaTano sago hato paNa mAnanA kAraNe rahI gayo. mAnamAM lobha paNa kharo ne ? lobha mAtra dhanano nathI hoto, moTAI vagereno paNa lobha hoya che. ApaNe AvI bhUlo keTalI karI ? keTalIvAra pAchA paDyA ? kaSAyo kAramA che je bhalabhalAne pachADe. caDelAne paNa pachADe. kaSAya ochA thAya to samatA pragaTe. Atmazuddhi thAya. AtmAnI zuddhi karanAra samatA jeTalI vadhAre teTaluM prabhunuM darzana jI. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyano nigraha karI, manano jaya karI prApta karelA samyagradarzananI jeTalI zuddhi teTalA pramANamAM prabhudarzana thAya. mA kAma karatI hoya paNa hAlaraDuM gAya - hIMcako halAve, ne bALakane khabara paDe ke mA mArI pAse ja che. tema cittamAM nirmalatA Ave eTale khabara paDe ke prabhu pAse ja che. je bALaka mAtA vagara rahI na zake tene Avo anubhava thAya. ApaNe badhA "moTA" thaI gayA mATe mAe ciMtA mUkI dIdhI. ApaNe vizvAsa Apyo mAne ke amArI saMbhALa nahIM rAkho to cAlaze. mATe javAbadArIthI mukta banAvyA paNa ApaNI sthiti evI che ? javAbadArI vahana karI zakIe evA chIe ? gurunI kyAM sudhI sevA karavI ? jyAM sudhI ziSya pote kSAyikabhAvano prakAza na pAme tyAM sudhI. pachI to choDe ne ? nahi. 1500 tApasa kevaLI thaI gayA pachI kahI na de ke ame jaIe chIe. zAsananI maryAdA juo ! kevaLI banelA ziSyo paNa chadmastha kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 230

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gurune na kahe ke mane tamArAthI vadhAre jJAna che. guru mahArAja keTalA upakArI ke "potAnI pAse kevaLajJAna nathI ne mane ApyuM che." Avo dRSTikoNa "tamArAthI huM moTo evo bhAva AvavA ja nA de. jo ke, A to ApaNI dRSTie vicAraNA che. bAkI, kevaLajJAnIne vicAraNA kevI ? * deva-gurunA guNo pratye prema-Adara vadhAre teTalo AtmaguNono prakAza vadhAre. vikalpa karIne jAte dhyAna karI zako paNa nirvikalpa dazA to deva-gurunI kRpAthI ja Ave. * mArga maLyo che - mArga batAvanArA maLyA che to zA mATe pramAda ? bhaktanI IcchA huM marI jaIza pachI mAruM zarIra mATI to banI ja javAnuM che. he prabhu mArI evI IcchA che ke e mATImAMthI utpanna thayela vRkSa dvArA koI suthAra ApanA caraNanI pAdukA banAve. Ama mane jo tArA caraNamAM rahevAnuM maLaze to huM mArI jAtane jagatamAM sauthI saubhAgyazALI mAnIza. - gaMgAdhara 238 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA caitra vada-30 4-5-2000, guruvAra * anaMta guNonA bhaMDAra prabhu mahAvIra deve vizvanA kalyANa mATe tIrtha pravartAvyuM. je tIrtha dvArA svayaM tIrthaMkara banyA te tIrthano prabhu upakAra mAne. potAnI sAdhanAnA phalarUpe tIrthaMkara thayA. tIrtha sthApyuM. mArA badhA AtmabaMdhuono mArA para upakAra che. teno badalo vALavA A tIrthanI sthApanA jarUrI che, ema prabhu tIrthaMkara nAmakarma khapAve che. prabhu saMyamadharmane evo AtmasAt banAve ke je emane bIjA janmamAM evI zakti Ape ke temanA upadezathI anya paNa tIrthaMkara - gaNadhara ke kevaLajJAnI banI zake. A sarvotkRSTa viniyoga kahevAya. AvI zakti tIrthakarane ja maLe, bIjAne nahi. bIjA naMbaramAM gaNadharone maLe. AvI zakti kema maLI ? pUrvabhavomAM evA evA manorathonI sAthe prayatno karyA. mokSamArgano A saMgha che. A saMghamAM ApaNe sabhya chIe ke kema? je AtmA samyagradarzana pAmyo hoya, zrata sAmAyika, samyakatva sAmAyika pAmyo hoya te bhagavAnanA saMghano sabhya kahevAya. A sarTIphikeTa che tamArI pAse ? bhAvacAritra na Ave tyAM sudhI na cAle. ApaNI pAtratA upara A cAritra ApaNane mahApuruSoe kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 239

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ApyuM che. jiMdagInA cheDA sudhI A guNaThANAne sparze tevo bhAva pedA na thAya to zuM kAmanuM ? * prabhue evI sAdhanA karI ke te dharma temane AtmasAta banI gayo. dharma upara prabhunI mAlikI thaI gaI. jema cakravartIne nagaro-gAmaDA badhA AdhIna thaI jAya tema prabhune traNeloka are, sarva guNo AdhIna thaI gayA. lalitavistarA' graMtha vAMcatAM A padArtho savizeSa samajAze. "sulasA Adi 9 jaNane bhagavAne tIrthaMkara pada ApyuM" Ama paM. vIravijayajIe kahyuM che te barAbara che ? sulasAdika nava jaNane jina-pada dIdhuM re..." - vIravijayajI. A navane prabhue tIrthaMkarapada ApyuM ke teo potAnI sAdhanAthI pAmyA ? bIjA kema na pAmyA ? ne te nava ja kema pAmyA ? te navano prakRSTa yoga hato mATe. vaLI te nava ne paNa pahelA kema tIrthaMkara nAma na maLyuM ne prabhunI hAjarImAM ja kema nikAcita thayuM ? e vicArazo to prabhunI mukhyatA samajAze. IndrabhUti AdimAM gaNadharapadanI yogyatA hoya to je vakhate yajJa karyo tyAre gaNadharapada kema na pAmyA ? tamane upAdAna mukhya dekhAtuM haze. mane prabhu mukhya dekhAya che. bhUkha hovA chatAM bhojananI sAmagrI na hoya to zuM karo ? bhUkha bhAMge ? bhojananI sAmagrIno upakAra mAno ke nahi ? tema game teTalA jIva yogya hoya paNa sAme pamADanAra na hoya to zuM kare ? koDiyAmAM tela-vATa badhuM ja che, paNa prakAzita kyAre thAya ? ATalI yogyatA hovA chatAM jalatI jyotamAM tene meLavavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI prakAza Avato nathI. prabhu sanmukha na banIe tyAM sudhI ApaNe prabhumaya banI zakatA nathI. bhagavAna kAMI karatA nathI. ApaNo udyama kAma kare che. evuM 240 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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mAnazo to bhakta kadI nahi banI zako. 11 gaNadharonI taiyArI na hatI paNa samavasaraNamAM gayA ne kAma thaI gayuM. have kahezo ne ke gaNadharapadanuM dAna bhagavAne karyuM. ApaNA jevA rakhaDatA rahyA. | * bhagavAnanA sAdhu karatA sAdhvIjIonI saMkhyA vadhAre. 36000. tenuM zuM kAraNa ? jANo cho ? bahenomAM komaLatA vadhAre hoya che. komaLa hRdaya samarpita banI zake che. samarpaNa ja strIone mukti sudhI pahoMcADe che. bhagavAna mahAvIranA sAdhuo to 700 ja mokSe gayA, paNa sAdhvIjIo 1400 mokSamAM gaI, enuM kAraNa kadAca A ja haze. sahanazaktinuM rahasya... tamArAmAM ATalI badhI sahanazakti kyAMthI AvI? upara, nIce ane vacce jovAthI." "eTale ?' "upara jouM chuM tyAre mokSa yAda Ave che. nIce jouM chuM tyAre dharatI dekhAya che ne huM vicAruM chuM. mAre keTalA phUTa jamIna joIe ? nAhaka jhagaDA zAnA ? ane AsapAsa jouM chuM to te loko dekhAya che, jeo mArAthI paNa vadhu duHkho sahana karI rahyA che. A che mArI sahana zaktinuM rahasya !' kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ka 241

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pAlItANA vaizAkha suda-1+2 5-5-2000, zukravAra jaha aniyamiyaturae, ayANamANo naro samArUDho / icchei parANIyaM aikkaMtu jo akayajogo // 117 / / (7) maraNa-guNa. * tIrthamAM tAkata che : navA tIrthakarane pedA karavAnI. mATe ja tIrthaMkara svayaM tIrthane praNAma kare che : "mo tisthasa ' jagatane e batAve che : mArA karatAM paNa A tIrtha vadhu pUjanIya ane namanIya mohanuM jora haTavAthI tIrtha para bahamAna Ave. moha vadhe tema tIrtha para bahumAna ghaTe. tIrthano Adara ApaNane AgaLa vadhIne sakala jIvo para Adara karAve. prabhu sAtheno abheda to ja thaI zake : je sakala jIva sAthe abheda thAya. prabhu kahe che : mAro parivAra ghaNo moTo che. mAtra 14 hajAra sAdhu, 36 hajAra sAdhvIjI ke 1 lAkha 29 hajAra zrAvako ke traNa lAkhathI adhika zrAvikAo eTalo ja parivAra nathI. samagra jIvarAzi mAro parivAra che. ekapaNa jIvanuM apamAna karyuM eTale prabhunuM apamAna thayuM 24ra e kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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samaje. prabhue jemane potAnA mAnyA, emane ApaNAthI parAyA kema mAnI zakAya ? eTale to ApaNe dIkSA lIdhI che. dIkSA levI eTale cha javanikAya pratye prema keLavavo ! prabhu sAtheno abhedabhAva to ja ullasita bane. ApaNe prabhune ekalA ja samajI beThA. paNa prabhuno parivAra ghaNo moTo che. prabhu Ave to parivAra sAthe ja Ave, ekalA kadI ja na Ave. A rIte je parivAra sahita prabhune hRdayamAM pratiSThita kare tenuM samAdhi-mRtyu nizcita che. * durgatimAMthI sagatimAM AvyA, ATalI dharmasAmagrI maLI, emAM tame tamAro puruSArtha kAraNa che - ema nahi mAnatA. A badhuM prabhu nA prabhAve ja maLeluM che. najara samakSa prabhuno prabhAva hovA chatAM InkAra karavo te pratyakSa sUryano inkAra karavA barAbara che. lAkho AMdhaLA paNa sUryano InkAra kare to paNa dekhato sUryane mAnaze ja. lAkho nAstiko prabhuno InkAra karaze to paNa bhakta to prabhune mAnaze ja. * Aje tame sau dAdAnI yAtrA karIne AvyA ne ? Aje zuM joyuM ? apAra bhIDa ! mArA dAdAno kevo prabhAva ke loko dUra-dUrathI kheMcAIne Ave che ! paNa dAdA to evA ja che : niraMjana - nirAkAra ! bhaktonI bhIDathI e khuza nathI thatA ke koI na Ave to nArAja nathI thatA. * jevA bhAvo A siddhagirimAM utpanna thAya, tevA bIja kyAMya na thAya, e vAta mAtra sAdhakane samajAya. e mATe sAdhakanuM hRdaya joIe. * marudevI mAtA prabhunA AlaMbanathI ja mokSe gayelAM. zarUAtanuM rudana, bhaktimAM badalAyuM. pachI to prabhunuM vItarAgapaNuM ane virATapaNuM dekhAyuM. * kevaLajJAna prabhumAM pragaTa che. bIjA jIvomAM pracchanna che. kevaLajJAna eTale sakala jIvomAM rahelI AnaMdamayI sattA ! prabhu e sattAnuM sarvamAM darzana karatA rahe che, ApaNe nathI karatA. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 243

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* karmanI dRSTie juo to jagata viSama che. Atma-daSTie juo to jagata saccidAnaMdamaya che. siddhagirimAM AvIne AtmadaSTi keLavavAnI che. karma-daSTithI viSamatA ghaNIvAra joI. have saccidAnaMdamaya jagata jovAnuM che. bhagavAna ApaNane saccidAnaMdamayarUpe jue che, paNa ApaNe ja ApaNane saccidAnaMdamaya rUpe nathI jotA ! ApaNA khajAnAnI ApaNane ja khabara nathI ! . * gautama svAmIne kadI vicAra nathI Avyo : bIjA badhA kaivalya pAmI gayA. huM rahI gayo. paNa haMmezA vicAratA : prabhunI mUDI e mArI ja mUDI che ne ! mAre zI ciMtA ? samarpita putrane vizvAsa hoya che : bApanI mUDI te mArI ja mUDI che. samarpita ziSyane paNa vizvAsa hoya che : gurunI mUDI te mArI ja mUDI che. tamane Avo vizvAsa che ? prabhunA kharA bhaktane Avo vizvAsa hoya che. * zrAvako prabhu pAse naivedyAdi laI jAya, tame prabhu pAse zuM laIne jAva cho ? bhaktinuM bheTayuM laIne prabhu pAse javAnuM che ! sAmAnya zrImaMtanA ghera tame jAva to paNa te sAva khAlI hAthe tamane pAchA na mokale. to bhagavAna tamane khAlI hAthe zI rIte mokale ? tame bhaktinuM bheTazuM Apo eTale prabhu taraphathI samaktinI bheTa maLe ja. - bhakti vadhatI jAya tema tema AtmAnI zakti vadhatI jAya, AtmA sAthe ekatA vadhatI jAya. bhakti vadhe tema AtmAnubhUtinI zakti vadhe. AtmAnubhUti thaI gaI hoya to vadhu nirmaLa bane, ATaluM tame noMdhI rAkhajo. kroDo ratnonA mAlika zeTha bahAragAma gayelA. tyAre utAvaLIyA putroe ratno veMcI mAryA ! pANInA bhAve vecI mAryA ! pitA khinna thaI gayA ! 244 je kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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kroDo ratnone kAcanA bhAve veMcanArA putro jevA ja ApaNe chIe. bhakti karI zakAya tevA A jIvanamAM mAtra zakti ekaThI karatA rahIe chIe. thoDI sAmagrI ekaThI karatA rahIe chIe. prabhu banI zakAya evA jIvanamAM mAtra be-pAMca lAkha rUpiyAmAM saMtuSTa banI jaIe chIe. * sau prathama bAlyAvasthAmAM ahIM yAtrA karelI, tyAre kazuM jANato nhoto. dAdAne joI 'vAha vAha' bolI UThelo. paNa bIjarUpe rahelA e ja saMskAro Aje kAma lAge che. dAdA pAse AvIne koI bhakta 'vAha....vAha.. .dAdA' bole. [vadhAre to samaya kyAM ? darzanArthI ghaNA hoya.] eTalA mAtrathI enuM kAma thaI gayuM samajo. kAraNa ke 'vAha' bolatAM ja eNe dAdAnA badhA ja guNonI anumodanA karI lIdhI. * sabhya maLyAnI nizAnI zI ? prabhu-mUrti dekhAtAM ja prabhu sAme hoya tema dekhAya ! AgaLa vadhIne AtmAmAM paNa prabhu dekhAya ! Ama samyaktvathI dUra-dUra rahelA prabhu najIka najIka lAge. dUra rahelA bhagavAnane najIka lAvI Ape tenuM nAma samyag darzana ! bhagavAna bhale sAtarAloka dUra hoya, paNa bhaktane mana ahIM ja che, sAme ja che, hRdayamAM ja che, samyaktvI banavuM eTale bhakta banavuM ! ahIM to dAdA mAtra parvata para che, paNa mokSamAM gayelA bhagavAna to sAta rAjaloka dUra che. InTarneTa, FAX, Imela, phona ityAdi dvArA tame dUra amerikAmAM rahelA mANasa sAthe paNa saMparka sAdhI zako cho, tema kita dvArA tame dUra rahelA bhagavAna sAthe saMparka sAdhI zako. 'sAta rAja aLagA jaI beThA, paNa bhagate ama manamAMhi peThA'' manamAM bhagavAna zI rIte AvyA ? bhaktinA mAdhyamathI ! dhyAnanA mAdhyamathI ! bhakti-dhyAna-jJAna vagere jeTalA prabaLa bane teTalA bhagavAna kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * 245

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pAse jaNAya. * hRdaya saraLa ane svaccha banatAM ja prabhunuM tyAM pratibiMba paDavA lAge che. paNa prabhu mATe phurasada kone che ? bhakto mATe TAIma phALavatA ApaNe bhagavAnane ja bhUlI gayA ! bhagavAna konA mATe ? DosAo mATe ? kharuM ne ? ame bhagavAnane yAda karatA rahIe.. kAraNa ke 76 varSa thayA. Aje 77muM beThuM ! mAre to have prabhune meLavavA che, ema mAnIne bhakti karato rahuM. tamAre to nirAMta che. ghaNuM jIvavAnuM che ne ? paNa, samajI lo. AyuSyano koI bharoso nathI. koipaNa uMmaramAM jama trATakI zake che. mATe eka kSaNa paNa prabhune bhUlavA jevA nathI. * manoguptinA traNa sopAna. (1) vimuvA - vaspanA - nAtam : sAma sAmAyika kalpanAnI jALamAMthI manane mukta karavuM. maitrInI madhuratA. samatve supratiSThitam : sama sAmAyika manane samatAmAM pratiSThita karavuM. tulA pariNAma. AtmArAmaM manastajjJaiH : samma sAmAyika manane AtmAmAM lIna karavuM. tanmaya pariNAma. manoguptirudAhRtA // AvuM mana ja AtmA sAthe maLI zake, paramAtmA sAthe maLI zake. traNa sopAna pasAra karyA pachI ja nirvikalpa dazAmAM prabhu maLe. * siddhayogInA lakSaNo : zarIra haLavuM phUla lAge, zarIra saMpUrNa zithila thaI jAya, vagara mAlIze snigdha lAge, AMkhamAMthI azrudhArA vahe. * prabhunI cetanA sAthe ApaNI cetanA raMgAI jAya, pachI zuM bAkI rahe ? (2) 246 e kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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prabhunI cetanA sAthe potAnI cetanA ramADavI te utkRSTa prabhupUja che. kAyA, vacana, mana to prabhune soMpyA, paNa jJAnAdi bhAvo paNa prabhune soMpI devA te pUjA che. paNa ApaNI lobhI vRtti che. "mAruM mArA bApanuM, tArAmAM mAro ardho bhAga" nI vRttivALA ApaNe prabhune kAMI samarpita karatA nathI. hA, prabhu pAse meLavavA mathIe chIe kharA ! prabhune kAMI ApavuM nathI ne badhuM ja meLavI levuM che. ApyA vinA zI rIte maLe ? * tamane maLelA jJAnAdi bIjAne Apo to ja tamane e guNo AgAmI janmamAM maLaze. jeTaluM tame bIjAne Apo teTaluM tamAruM nizcitarUpe surakSita rahe. * guNo meLavavA ATaluM karo : 15-20 divasa mATe kSamAno prayoga karo. game teTaluM thaI jAya, gusso karavo ja nahi. 20 divasa tame kSamA mATe phALavo. kSamA AtmasAta banI jAya pachI namratA, saraLatA, saMtoSa vagere ekeka guNa letA jAva ne pUrI tAkAtathI e guNane jIvanamAM utAravA matho. 20 divasa prayoga karI juo. * kAMI ja joItuM nathI. koI ja vastuno khapa nathI. vastu bhale game teTalI AkarSaka hoya, paNa mAre nathI joItI. AnAthI tamAruM sattva khUba ja vadhaze. A guNo ja ApaNI sAcI mUDI che. guNonI prApti mATeno mukhya rAjamArga prabhu-kRpA che. prabhu guNanA bhaMDAra che. emanA zaraNe javAMthI guNo Ave ja. * ApaNo sAco janmadivasa dIkSA-divasa che, jyAre adhyAtmano mArga maLyo. Aje to bhautika zarIrano janma-divasa che. AjanA divase icchuM : A zarIra dvArA vadhu ne vadhu sAdhanA karuM - sAdhanA karatA anyane sahAyatA karuM ane yathAzakya zAsana-sevA karato rahuM. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 240

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pAlItANA vaizAkha suda-3 da-5-2000, zanivAra * caMdAvijhayamAM sAdhu-jIvananI kaLA batAvelI che. cAritranI pUrNa vizuddhi hoya to A ja janmamAM mokSa maLe. cAritranI vizuddhi jeTalI dUra teTalo mokSa paNa dUra ! jJAna-darzanathI yukta cAritra ja sAcuM cAritra kahevAya, e vAta anekavAra samajAvI cUkyo chuM. jyAre jyAre "cAritra' zabdano prayoga Ave tyAre Avo artha samajavo. zirAnA dareka aMzamAM sAkara, ghI ane loTa vyApta che. traNeya eka thaI jAya tyAre ja ziro bane tema jJAna-darzana-cAritra traNeya ekarUpa bane tyAre ja mokSamArga bane. darzana-jJAna rahita cAritra ApaNe ghaNIvAra pALyuM.A bhavamAM paNa evuM cAritra nathI ne ? evI zaMkA paNa ApaNe rAkhIe to Atma-nirIkSaNa karavAnuM mana thAya. Atma-nirIkSaNa vadhe to sAcA guNo kyAreka AvI zake. khAmI ja na samajAya to te dUra karavAnuM mana kyAMthI thAya ? cAritrane puSTa banAvanAra darzana-jJAna che, ema lAgyA kare to koI vihita anuSThAnamAM ApaNe pramAda na karI zakIe. bIjAnA guNonI prazaMsA karavI, prabhubhakti karavI vagere 248 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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darzanAcAra, bhaNavuM vagere jJAnAcAra. samiti-gupti Adi cAritrAcAra * ApaNA badhA ja anuSThAnono samAveza darzana, jJAna ane cAritramAM thaI jAya che. darzana, jJAna ane cAritramAM jeno samAveza na thAya te sAdhuno AcAra nathI, ema paNa kahI zakAya. | * anya dharmImAM rahelA guNonI paNa anumodanA karavAnI hoya to sAdhuonA guNonI anumodanA karavA aMge kahevAnuM ja zuM? jo ApaNe najara sAme dekhAtA guNInI anumodanA na karIe to aticAra lAge. aticAramAM zuM bolIe chIe ? - "saMghamAMhi guNavaMtataNI anupabRhaNA kIdhI." bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna paNa sulasA, AnaMda, kAmadeva jevAnI prazaMsA karatA hoya to ApaNe nahi karavAnI ? posaha pAratAM zuM bolo cho ? "nAra pasaMsac mayavaM vaDhavayatta mahAvIro !" anumodanA mana-vacana-kAyAthI thaI zake. upabRhaNA vacanathI thaI zake. jo tame saMghamAM dekhAtA guNIne dhanyavAda nathI ApatA to doSI Tharo cho. A vihita anuSThAna che. vihita eTale bhagavAne kaheluM. je anuSThAna karatAM bhagavAnanuM smaraNa rahe te anuSThAna paNa mahAna banI jAya. bhagavAna sAthenuM joDANa hoya to te anuSThAna nabaLuM zI rIte hoya ? kevuM anuSThAna ? kevA sUtro ? mArA bhagavAne batAvelA ! AvA gadgad bhAvathI karAyelA anuSThAno kevaLajJAna paNa ApI zake. cAhe kAjo kADhavAnuM anuSThAna hoya ke iriyAvahiyaM karavAnuM anuSThAna hoya ! aImuttA A ja iriyAvahiyaMthI kevaLajJAna pAmelAne ? * vyAja laIne paisA Apato vepArI dAnI na kahevAya, to koI badalAnI bhAvanAthI bIja munionuM karAtuM kArya sevA" zI kahyuM klApUrNasUrie 249

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rIte kahevAya? * ApaNA AtmAnI ApaNane jeTalI ciMtA nathI teTalI...are...tethI paNa vadhu prabhune che. mATe ja teo karuNAsAgara che. emaNe batAvelI kriyA hRdayapUrvaka karIe to kalyANa thAya ja, mRtyumAM samAdhi maLe ja. mRtyumAM samAdhi to joIe che ne? paralokano Dara lAge che? ApaNI kriyAo parathI to ema ja lAge : jANe ApaNe paralokathI saMpUrNa nirapekSa chIe. maraNa vakhate vedanA, vyAdhi vagerenI pUrI saMbhAvanA che. jo zarIrane barAbara karyuM na hoya to moTA AcAryo paNa samAdhimAM thApa khAI jAya. bhArekarmIne kadI samAdhi na maLe. A badhA anuSThAno ApaNane haLukarmI banAvavA mATe che. karmanuM baMdhana thoDuM paNa na thAya, baMdhAyelA karmanI nirjarA thayA kare. tevI kALajI bhagavAnanA dareka anuSThAnomAM che. IriyAvahiyaMmAM zuM bolIe chIe ? tassa uttarIkaraNeNaM pAyacchittakaraNeNaM visohI karaNeNaM visallIkaraNeNaM pAvANaM kammANaM nigghAyaNaTThAe / pApa karmone dUra karavA IriyAvahiye Adi sarva anuSThAno karavAnA che. * Aje varSItapanA pAraNAno divasa che. bhagavAnane 400 divasa sudhI anna-pANI na maLyA, temAM karma kAraNa hatuM. bhagavAnane paNa karma na choDe to ApaNane zI rIte choDe ? je rIte karma bAMdhIe te rIte udayamAM Ave. khAvAmAM aMtarAya karo to khAvAnuM na maLe. tapamAM aMtarAya karo to tapa na karI zako. dAnamAM aMtarAya karo to dAna na karI zako. 250 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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dIkSAmAM aMtarAya karo to dIkSA na maLe. tapa, svAdhyAya, dhyAna, loca, vihAra vagere anuSThAno AvI rIte baMdhAyelA karmonI nirjarA mATe che, AvI avihaDa zraddhA hovI joIe. te pApa karmo udayamAM Ave to to samatApUrvaka bhogavavAnA che ja, paNa udayamAM na Ave to paNa jabaradastIthI udayamAM lAvavAnA che. karmone jabaradastIthI udayamAM lAvavA tene udIraNA kahevAya che. loca vagerethI pAponI udIraNA thAya che. karmono kadI vicAra Ave che ? ghaNA to evA mUDha hoya ke karmo to ThIka mRtyu paNa yAda nathI AvatuM ! bApAnuM rAja hoya tema vartana kare che. jANe mRtyu AvavAnuM ja nathI ! mRtyu vakhate vidvattA, pravacano, celAo, bhakto, jJAnamaMdiro, pustako vagere koI nahi bacAvI zake. A lokanI keTalI ciMtA karIe chIe ? A cIja joIe, te cIja joIe, lAvo... lAvo... lAvo... paNa paralokamAM jenI jarUra che, te vastune kadI yAda karI ke nahi ? sAdhu to sadA mRtyu mATe taiyAra hoya. mRtyuthI Dare nahi. motane mUThImAM laIne phare. je yoddhAe kadI yuddhanI taiyArI karI nathI, ghoDAne keLavaNI ApI nathI, ghoDA para koI niyaMtraNa jamAvyuM nathI, Avo mANasa mAtra potAnI ke ghoDAnI tAkAta para mustAka rahIne laDavA pahoMcI jAya to te yuddhamAM jItI zake ? mRtyunI pUrva taiyArI vinA ApaNe zI rIte mRtyuMjayI banI zakIzuM ? mRtyuMjayI banavuM eTale samAdhipUrvaka mRtyu prApta karavuM. A granthamAM lakhyuM che : jeNe pariSaho sahyA nathI, tapa karyo nathI, roja traNa TAIma khAvAnuM ja kAma karyuM che. e sAdhu tIvra vedanAo vacce samAdhi nahi jALavI zake. [gAthA - 119] kaSTa paDe eTale vihAra baMdha ! kaSTa paDe eTale tapa baMdha ! kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 251

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kaSTa paDe eTale koIpaNa kaSTakArI anuSThAnathI dUra bhAganArA AnA para vicAre. maraNa vakhate asamAdhi thaI to zuM thaze ? ArtadhyAna ! ArtadhyAnamAM eka ja vicAra hoya : mAruM A zarIra kema bace ? DaoNkTara bolAvo. vaido bolAvo. bATalA caDAvo. gADImAM laI jAva. Aje A vyavahAra thaI gayo che. na karavAmAM Ave to loko kahe : mahArAjane mArI nAkhyA ! A badhAthI bacavA jevuM che. ArtadhyAnathI asamAdhi...! asamAdhithI durgati ...! ekavAra durgatimAM gayA pachI kyAM ThekANuM paDavAnuM ? khINamAM paDI gayelo mANasa kadAca bacI zake, samudramAM DUbI gayelo mANasa kadAca kinAre AvI zake, paNa durgatinI khINamAM gabaDI paDelA mATe sadgatinA zikhara para pahoMcavuM muzkela che. eka mRtyuno vicAra roja Ave to apramatta dazA AvatAM vAra na lAge. mane potAne mRtyunI nikaTatAno be vAra anubhava thayelo che ? 2016mAM tathA 2050mAM ! tapa, japa, dhyAna, sevA, pariSaha Adi dvArA jeNe potAnA AtmAne atyaMta bhAvita banAvyo che, tenA mATe samAdhi sulabha bIjAne samAdhi Apo to tamane samAdhi maLaze. atyAre gurune jyAre tamArI sevAnI khAsa jarUra che, tyAre tame aLagA raho to samAdhinI kAmanA choDI dejo. sevAthI samAdhi maLaze. pU. gurudeva maNivijayajInI AjJA svIkArI nUtana muni zrI siddhivijayajI [pU. siddhisUrijI- pU. bApajI. ma.] anya samudAyanA ratnasAgarajI mahArAjanI sevA karavA surata gayelA. para ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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e ja varSe pU. paM. maNivijayajI ma. svargavAsI banyA, paNa sevA niSphaLa gaI ? AgaLa vadhatAM pU. siddhisUrijI tarIke sakala saMghamAM mAnya banyA. jemaNe jemaNe sevA karI che, evA mahAtmAone tame jojo : emane koI ne koI sevA karanArA maLI ja rahetA haze. bhale emanA koI ziSya na hoya. " A kAyAne tame jeTalI sevAmAM vAparazo teTalI davA ochI levI paDaze, DaoNkTara pAse nahi javuM paDe. sevAthI parizrama vadhe. parizramathI roga dUra bhAge. sevAthI sauthI moTo lAbha viSaya-kaSAyanI vRtti para phaTako lAge te che. viSaya-kaSAyanI vRtti ane pravRtti baMdha thAya te mATe ja bhagavAnanI AjJA che. * ArtadhyAna vakhate tiryaMca gatinuM raudra dhyAna vakhate naraka gatinuM AyuSya baMdhAya che te khyAla che ne ? dharma dhyAnathI sadgati ane zukala dhyAnathI siddhigati maLe che. A pAMca gatimAMthI kaI gatimAM ApaNe javuM che ? kaI TikiTa joIe che ? pAMceya gatinI TikiTa meM batAvI dIdhI. vagara TikiTe musApharI karavAno vicAra nathI ne ? ahIM popAbAInA rAja nathI. TikiTa vinA musApharI thaI zakatI nathI. pAMcamI gatinI TikiTa hamaNAM baMdha che. kAusagna : mAnasazAstrIo mAne che ke mastakanA 10 bhAgamAMthI 1 bhAga jAgRta che, 9 bhAga supta che. kAyotsargathI suSupta zakti jAgRta thAya che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 253

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pAlItANA vaizAkha suda-4 7-5-2000, ravivAra * ApaNA nAmanuM vismaraNa karAvanAra prabhunuM nAma che. ApaNA rUpane bhUlAvanAra prabhunuM rUpa che. mukhamAM prabhunuM nAma AvI jAya, nayanomAM prabhunI mUrti vasI jAya to badhI viDaMbanA ochI thaI jAya. * pAMca parameSThIne namana karyA pachI navapadamAM kone namana karavAnuM ? darzana Adi badhA pAMca parameSThImAM AvI gayA, chatAM paNa jenAmAM paNa samyagudarzana Adi guNa che te sahune paNa namaskAra karavAnA che. AcArya bhagavaMta paNa, jyAre sAdhvIjI vaMdana kare tyAre maghUeNa vaMdAmi kahe. kema ? te to nAnA che ne ? nAnA che to zuM thaI gayuM? guNo to che ne ? tene namaskAra karavAnA che. bahumAna e guNone lAvavAnuM dvAra che. guNane meLavavA mATe jenAmAM e guNa che tene praNAma karo. tenI mALA gaNo. vIzasthAnaka zuM che ? eka-eka guNa mATe kAussaga-mALA vagere che. zA mATe ? te guNa pAmavo che mATe. temAM sAdhu pada Ave ke nahi ? tamArI [sAdhunI] ArAdhanAthI jIvo tIrthaMkara bane ne tame rahI jAva? guNo dekhAya tyAM namaskAra karo. guNone namaskAra tenI jhaMkhanAne kahe che. jene tame namo cho e tamane game che, e 254 je kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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nakkI che. doSo vagara bolAvyuM Ave. guNo uttama che. mATe tene AmaMtraNa ApI bolAvavA paDe. * jeTalI guNonI puSTi eTalo ApaNo AtmA puSTa. guNonA badale doSone vadhAryA to AtmA paNa doSavALo banavAno. * potAnA nAmanI jema meM yogasArane pAkuM karyuM che. maraNa vakhate e ja sAthe Avaze. tame badhA pAse hazo to paNa sAthe nahIM Avo. bhAvita baneluM jJAna ja sAthe Avaze. vaNAI gayelA guNo ja sAthe Avaze. ApaNe badhA konA bharose chIe ? Aga lAgaze tyAre kUvo khodI zuM ? jeNe jJAnano abhyAsa nathI karyo, zarIrane kahyuM nathI, tene samAdhi maLavI muzkela che. janmathI anaMtagaNI vedanA maraNa vakhate hoya. evI vedanAmAM paNa AtmAne bhAvita banAvelo hoya to samAdhi Take. - zarIra sAthe abheda saMbaMdha bAMdhyo mATe vedanA thAya che. cha mahine loca karAvo cho. zA mATe ? vedanA vakhate samAdhi rahe mATe. muni pratikULatAne veThI asAtAne khapAve. ApaNe sahana nahi karIne sukhazIla banIne zAtA vedanIya khapAvIe chIe. * hAthInA bhavamAM meghakumAre sasalAne bacAvyo. to te kyAM pahoMcyo ? potAnA mATe medAna sApha karyuM paNa Aga lAgatAM nirbhaya jagyAnI zodha badhA pazu-paMkhIo kare. hAthIe badhAne jagyA ApI. ApaNe hoIe to ? jagyA ApIe ? kone jagyA na ApI hAthIe ? kharaja khaNIne paga mUkatAM pahelA hAthIe nIce joyuM. tame pahelAM paga mUko ke najara mUko ? IryAsamitinuM pAlana hAthI paNa kare ane tame nahi? ne joyuM to sasalAnuM baccuM ! te khaseDI zakAya ke nahi ? tame TrenamAM beThA ho ne pachI saMDAsa gayA ho ne tamArI kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 255

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jagyAe bIjo koI besI jAya to ? uThADo ke eno upakAra mAno ke mane lAbha Apyo ? ene na uThADavAnI sajjanatA rAkhI zako ? tamArA Asana upara bIjA bese tyAre tamane zuM thAya ? jeTalo deha sAthe abhedabhAva keLavyo che teTalo jIva sAthe abhedabhAva nathI keLavyo. mATe ja saujanyapUrNa vyavahAra nathI karI zakatA. mAre Azrita AvelAne koI takalIpha na thAya ema vicArI hAthIe sasalAnA prANa bacAvI lIdhA. aDhI divasa paga uMco rAkhyo. to sasalAnA kAraNe hAthIne zuM maLyuM ? te tame jANo ja cho. dhyAna mATe ATha aMgo dhyAna karavA IcchanAre A ATha aMgone barAbara jANavA joIe. (1) dhyAtA H Indriya ane manano nigraha karanAra AtmA. (2) dhyAna H jenuM dhyAna dharavAnuM che temAM lInatA. (3) phaLa : saMvara ane nirjarA rUpa. (4) dhyeya : ISTa deva Adi. (5) yasya : dhyAnano svAmI. (6) yatra : dhyAnanuM kSetra. (7) yadA H dhyAnano samaya. (8) yathA : dhyAnanI vidhi. - tattvAnuzAsana - 37 25 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA vaizAkha suda-5 8-5-2000, somavAra * ApaNe saMsArI jIva chIe eTale maraNa vagara chUTako nathI. to kamote maravuM ? ke samAdhithI maravuM ? maraNa vakhate jenI sAthe janmathI saMbaMdha che te deha suddhAno tyAga karavAno che. pahelethI evuM jIvana jIvavuM ke maraNa kAle samAdhi maLe. sAme cAlIne kaSTo UbhA karavAthI mRtyu samaye samAdhi rahI zakaze. * cAritramAM doSo lagADyA eTale nAvamAM kANuM pADyuM. ApaNuM jahAja sAgaramAM cAle che ke kinAre pahoMcI gayuM ? sAgaramAM taratA jahAjamAM kANA paDe to pote to DUbe ja, paraMtu jahAjamAM je beThA hoya te badhA paNa DUbe. ApaNe jeTalA doSo lagADIe e joI bIjA paNa e doSo lagADe. zAstrIya bhASAmAM tene anavasthA doSa kahevAya. ne tame jo uttama cAritra pALo to te joI bIjA paNa tevuM pALe to uttama paraMparA cAle. ApaNane kevA uttama guru maLyA ke te joIne paNa cAritra zIkhAya. tapa dvArA zarIrane kahyuM nathI. dhyAnathI manane kahyuM nathI to aMtima samaye te tophAnI ghoDA rUpI Indriyo AtmAne bAdhA kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 250

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pahoMcADe A lAva te lAva -AvI IndriyonI lAlasA satAve. Indriyajaya ane kaSAyajaya saMkaLAyelA che. Indriyono jaya na karo to kaSAyo thavAnA ne kaSAyo thAya eTale saMkalpa - vikalpa thavAnA. tenuM kAma ja e.che. mATe atyArathI ja sAvadhAna thaI javA jevuM che. ApaNI tapAsa ApaNe jAte karavAnI che. koI uttama cIjano 2sa evo kharo ke mane enA vagara na cAle ? evuM AtmAne kadI pUchyuM che ? prabhu bhaktino rasa che ? Agamano rasa che ? ATalI kakSAe pahoMcyA pachI bIjo hIna rasa rAkhIe to durgatimAM javuM paDe. * ApaNA AtmAne jaya apAvanAra bIjuM koI nathI, ApaNuM ja sattva che. bIjuM kAMI yAda na 2he to duSkRtagarha Adi traNa yAda rAkhajo. dararoja traNa vakhata duSkRtagaha Adi karavA ja. mananI vyAkuLatA dUra na thAya tyAM sudhI A karavAnuM. * zarIranA traNa doSa che : vAta, pitta ane kapha. AtmAnA traNa doSa che : rAga, dveSa ane moha. tenuM nivAraNa traNathI thAya H zaraNAgati, duSkRtagaha ane sukRta-anumodanA. rAga karo to sukRtono karo . sukRta - anumodanA. dveSa karo to doSo para karo. duSkRta gA~. moha karo to bhagavAnano karo. zaraNAgati. haraDe, baheDA ane AmaLAnA mizraNathI triphaLArUpa auSadha bane tema A traNanA mizraNathI bhAva-auSadha bane che. * rAga karatAM apekSAe dveSa vadhu khataranAka che. kAraNa ke dveSa haMmezA jIvo para ja thAya che. jIva parano dveSa aMtatogatvA prabhu parano dveSa che. 258 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA vaizAkha suda- 9-5-2000, maMgaLavAra * maraNa koI rIte aTakatuM nathI, eno sAmano thato nathI. e anivArya che, paNa ene sudhArI zakAya. maraNa enuM ja sudhare, jenuM jIvana sudhare. atyArathI samAdhi ApatAM zIkhazo, thoDA thoDA kaSTo sahana karatAM rahezo, dareka paristhitimAM mana-vacana-kAyAne sama rAkhatA zIkhazo- to chelle samAdhi Avaze. * jaDa hovA chatAM caMdana potAno svabhAva [zItalatA]mUke nahi, to muni potAno svabhAva mUke ? AvI samatA sudhI pahoMcavAnI ApaNI taiyArI na hoya to paNa atyAre thoDo thoDo teno abhyAsa karavAno che. jo samatA meLavavA prayAsa nahIM karIe to bhavabhramaNa vadhI jaze. ApaNane khabara nathI ke, trasakAyamAM AvyAne dalA varSa thayA ? paNa jJAnIe cAnsa Apyo ke 2000 sAgaropamamAM tame mokSe pahoMcI jAva. je e kAma na karyuM to pharI ekendriyamAM javuM paDaze. yogasAramAM lakhyuM che ke kevaLajJAna samatA vagara nahIM ja maLe. cAhe A janmamAM meLavo ke game tyAre meLavo, paNa samatA vagara nahIM maLe. AgamanuM jJAna hovA chatAM indriyono rasa hoya to paNa samatA nahIM maLe. paNa jeNe Indriyono, kaSAyono ane manano jaya kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 259

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karyo che tevA munine saMyama ane maraNa bannemAM samAdhi maLe. pachI tenuM maraNa paNa mahotsava rUpa banI jAya. dIkSA letI vakhate mahotsava kema karyo ? amArA gharamAMthI badhuM choDIne tyAganA mArge jAya che mATe. to maraNa vakhate to mAyAmamatA-upakaraNa-parivAra ane zarIrano paNa tyAga karavAno che. to pachI zA mATe tene mahotsava rUpa na banAvIe ? muni pote ja potAnA mRtyune mahotsava banAve. * pAMca IndriyonI anukULatAmAM jene rasa che tene jyAre ghora pariSaha Ave che tyAre vyAkuLatA utpanna thAya che. AtmAne muMjhavaNa thAya che. kAraNa ke kAyAne kasI nathI. jIvanamAM teno abhyAsa karyA vagara te cIja AtmasAt thatI nathI. bIjuM badhuM bhUlAI jAya, ahIM ja rahI jAya paNa vAsita thayelA saMskAro joDe Avaze. mATe ja te saMskArone dRDha banAvavA joIe. zarIrane kasavAno jene abhyAsa che te enAthI evo balavAna thaI jAya ke moharAjAnA subhaTo Ave to paNa te Dare nahIM. * ApaNane je guNo khUTatA hoya te guNanI anumodanA karavAthI te guNa maLI jAya. jenAmAM je guNa dekhAya tenA para bahumAna jAge to te guNa ApaNAmAM AvavA lAge. atyAra sudhI ApaNAmAM doSo kema bharAI gayA ? te kema jatA nathI ? tene aMtarano AvakAra Apyo, tenI prazaMsA karI mATe. pahelA guNa nathI AvatA, guNanI prazaMsA Ave che. pahelA dharma nathI Avato, dharmanI prazaMsA Ave che. khetaramAM pAka pahelA nathI Avato, pahelA bI vAvavA paDe che. yoga dharma te sAdhanAnuM aMtima phaLa che. paNa jenI yoga sAdhanA joI ApaNe AnaMda pAmIe te tenuM bIja che. 'jJAnInA bahumAnathI re jJAnataNuM bahumAna.' jema jema gokhIe tema tema jJAna vadhe e to sAMbhaLyuM, paNa A guNo kyAMthI AvyA ? jema jema tame paMca parameSThInI, guNInI sevA karo Adara bahumAna karo tema tema guNo Avaze. 260 x kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie -

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' eka guNInI sevA karo, tene namaskAra karo to jagatamAM rahelA sarva guNIne namaskAra thAya. tenI sevAno lAbha maLe. mATe ja eka tIrthaMkaranuM apamAna karo to badhA tIrthaMkaranuM apamAna thAya. eka gurunuM apamAna thAya to sarva gurunuM apamAna thAya. parlAyamAMthI eka kAyanI virAdhanA karo to badhA kAyanI virAdhanA thAya. bhUtakALamAM A rIte ghaNA karmo bAMdhyA - have ene choDavA che. to bhale hamaNA jJAna ochuM AvaDe, paNa kama se kama bahumAna to rAkhI zako ne ? guNano praveza karAvavo hoya to enuM dvAra che : guNonuM bahumAna. * samyaga darzana bhagavAnane - gurune potAnA mAne che. ApaNe bhagavAnane, gurune potAnA mAnIe ? bhagavAna to badhAnA che. mArA nahi-evuM mAno cho ? A vastu badhAnI che. ema kahIe to tamane mamatA jAge ? A vastu mArI che kaho to kvI mamatA jAge ? * bhagavAne jene choDyA tene ApaNe pakaDI lIdhA che. bhagavAne jene choDyA teno have ApaNe saMgraha karIe ? - jyAre koI vastu levAnuM mana thAya tyAre vicAro : mArA prabhue A vastu lIdhI'tI ? jyAre krodha AvavAno hoya tyAre vicArajo : mArA prabhue krodhano svIkAra ryo che ke tyAga karyo che? * jJAnI munie eka kheDUtane pratijJA ApI : "mana kahe tema nahi karavAnuM.' tene bhUkha, tarasa, taDako lAgavA mAMDyA chatAM teNe khAdhuM-pIdhuM nahi ke te chAMyaDAmAM gayo nahi. kAraNa ke mana kahe tema karavAnuM nathI. Ubho hato chatAM beTho nahi. kAraNa ke mana kahe tema karavAnuM nathI. Ama tene dhyAna lAgI gayuM. mananuM nahi mAnavAno daDha saMkalpa tene mananI pele pAra laI gayo. thoDIvAramAM tene kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. "bhagavAne kahyuM che tema mAre karavAnuM" ATalo saMkalpa ApaNe karI laIe to beDo pAra thaI jAya. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 201

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pAlItANA vaizAkha suda-12 15-5-2000, somavAra [ pUjayazrI gAjhiyAdhAja padhAryA hatA AthI pAlIlANAmAM pAMca divasa vAcatA baMdha hI hatI. ] * jinAgama - jinamUrtine bhagavatulya mAnIne ArAdhanA karIe to mahAvidehakSetranA sAdhako jevA ja ApaNe banI zakIe. mahAvidehamAMthI paNa kAMI badhA ja mokSe javAnA nathI. tyAM paNa 7mI narake janArA che, anaMta saMsAramAM bhramaNa karanArA che. kayA kSetramAM ApaNo janma thayo te eTaluM mahattvanuM nathI, jeTalI ApaNI sAdhanA mahattvanI che. * dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya, pugalAstikAya, pRthvI, pANI, vanaspati, vAyu vagere tamAma satata upakAra karI rahyA che. ApaNe kadI vicAratA nathI : huM koInA para upakAra karI rahyo chuM ke nahi ? upakAra na karuM to kAMI nahi, apakAra to nathI karato ne ? apakAra karavAnuM phaLa ja A saMsAra-bhramaNa che. ApaNuM kAma eka ja rahyuM che : thAya teTalo apakAra karavo ! pudgalo paNa mana, vacana, kAyA, zvAsa-vageremAM satata upakAra karI ja rahyA che. manana karanAruM mana (yAda rahe : manovargaNA 22 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pugala che.] na maLe tyAM sudhI mokSa maLe ? jIvano paNa paraspara upakAra che ja. mAtra e tarapha ApaNI daSTi javI joIe. jaDa pudgala paNa upakAra karatA hoya to ApaNe to cetana chIe. ApaNe upakAra karIe to paNa garvita nathI thavAnuM! upakAra karIe to ja RNamukta banI zakIe. A sivAya anaMta traNamAMthI mukta thavAno anya koi ja mArga nathI. A mAnava-jIvanamAM saMyama jIvana pAmIne ja ApaNe traNamukta banI zakIe. kAraNa ke A saMyama jIvanamAM koI jIvane satAvavAno nathI, pIDavAno nathI. AvuM jIvana ahIM ja zakya che. koI devALIyA mANasane korTa zuM sajA pharamAve ? ApaNe paNa devALIyA chIe. karmasattA eno badalo lIdhA vinA rahenAra nathI. RNa muktinI dRSTi satata najara samakSa rAkhIe to kadI ahaMkAra na Ave, kRtajJatA na Ave, RNathI mastaka satata jhUkeluM rahe. * parahita vinA AtmAnuM hita zakya ja nathI. paropakAra vinA svopakAra zakya nathI. kharekhara to paropakAra ane svopakArano bheda ApaNI dRSTie che. jJAnInI najare to sva-parano koI bheda ja nathI. ApaNe prabhunI pUjA karIe chIe eTale paranI pUjA nathI karatA, paNa "parama"nI pUjA karIe chIe ane e "parama" ApaNAmAM ja chUpAyeluM che. emanA jevA na banIe tyAM sudhI prabhunI pUjA karatA rahevAnuM che. "jaldIthI siddha bano." e ja jJAnIonI AjJA che. maMdiramAM rahelI pratimA mUkapaNe A ja saMdezo satata ApI rahI che. ApaNe A saMdezo sAMbhaLatA nathI, A ja takalIpha che. jo A saMdezo saMbhaLAya to prabhunA anaMta guNo yAda AvavA lAge, hRdaya prabhu kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 23

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pratye jhUkI paDe. prabhu keTalA karuNAsAgara che ? keTalA tAravAnI buddhivALA che ? caMDakauzikane pharI durbhAva na Ave mATe bhagavAna mahAvIra te ja aTavImAM 15 divasa sudhI rahelA. keTalI karuNA ? * sAkaranA DhagalAmAMthI koi paNa dANo mIThAza vinAno nathI, tema jinAgamanI koipaNa paMkti Atmahita vinAnI nathI. mIThAnA DhagalAmAMthI koIpaNa dANo cAkho to te khAro ja haze, lImaDAnuM koIpaNa pAna kaDavuM ja haze. keTalAka lImaDA jevA kaDavA. keTalAka mIThA jevA khArA. keTalAka sAkara jevA madhura hoya che. ApaNe kevA ? saMsAranA viSayo lImaDA jevA kaDavA che. UMTane kaDavo lImaDo paNa mITho lAge, tema bhavAbhinaMdIne kaDavA viSayo paNa mIThA lAge. kaSAyo mIThA jevA khArA che. saMsAra-rAgIne e paNa mIThA lAge che. jina-vacana sAkara jevuM madhura che. viSaya-kaSAya ApaNane khArA, kaDavA ne kaThora banAve che. jinavacana ApaNane madhura banAve che. * badhA dravyothI jIva judo che. kAraNa ke enA lakSaNo judA che. paNa ApaNe jJAnAdi lakSaNo bhUlI gayA eTale ja duHkhI banI gayA. zarIrane ja 'huM' mAnI beThA. enA sukhe sukhI ane enA duHkhe du:khI banI beThA. phalataH jaDa to na banyA, paNa jaDa jevA jarUra banI gayA. savAso gAthAnuM stavana vAMco. prabhunI prArthanAnA mAdhyamathI kevA padArtho goThavyA che : 'jihAM lage Atama dravyanuM, lakSaNa navi jANyuM; tihAM lage guNaThANuM bhaluM, kima Ave tANyuM ?...'' 264 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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bIjA sthaLe juo : huM eno e mAharo, e huM evI buddhi; cetana jaDatA anubhave, na vimAse zuddhi.' AtmA karatAM paNa vadhu pradhAnatA zarIrane ApI dIdhI. sAcuM kahejo : 24 kalAkamAM AtmA kyAre yAda Ave che ? mAruM mAthuM duHkhe che, peTa duHkhe che, paga dukhe che, mane rahevAnI jagyA barAbara maLI nathI, mArA khokhA haju nathI AvyA. Akho divasa basa A ja vicAraNA....? AtmA kyAre yAda Ave ? yAda Ave to eka mAtra prabhu bhakti vakhate...! zarIranI kALajI rAkhIe teTalI kALajI AtmAnI rAkhIe to samatA-samAdhi dUra nathI. "aho ! aho ! sAdhujI samatAnA dariyA...' tame samatAnA sarovara cho ne ? koi evI AzAe Ave to AzA saMtoSI zake ? A sthiti kema calAvI zakAya ? siha bakarAnI jema be-beM karato rahe e kema sahI zakAya ? AtmA jaDa jevo banI jAya te kema calAvI zakAya ? AtmAne yAda karIne bheda jJAna prApta nahi karyuM hoya to mRtyu vakhate samAdhi nahi rahe - ema caMdAvijhaya graMtha kahe che. bhedajJAna thaI gayuM to samajI lo : devAlayamAM rahelA deva dehAlayamAM AvI gayA. bhedajJAna vinA pariSahone sahI nahi zakIe. bhedajJAnI zarIranA mRtyuthI Darato nathI. zarIra paDe to paDavA do. Dara zAno? zarIra bIjuM maLaze. na maLe to mokSa maLaze. mRtyuthI Dara zAno ? mRtyu vakhate samAdhi rAkhavI khUba-khUba kaThaNa che. rAdhAvedha sAdhavA jevI kaThaNa che. "candrAvedhyaka'no A ja artha thAya. jeNe pahelA zarIrane, manane kasyA hoya te ja A rAdhAvedha sAdhI zake. bhedajJAnIne aMtima samaye game teTalI vedanA hoya, paNa te kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 25

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vyAkuLa na bane. mRtyu mATe koI TAima nathI, e kyAre paNa AvI zake. e AvatAM pahelA tAra, PHONE ke FAX karatuM nathI. 24 kalAkamAMthI game tyAre AvI zake.che. mATe ja covIze kalAka taiyAra rahevAnuM che. roga ke ghaDapaNa na Ave te banI zake, paNa mRtyu na Ave te banI zake ? je AvavAnuM ja che, tenAthI zuM DaravAnuM ? zuM raDavAnuM ? e mATe to saMpUrNa sajja banIne TTAra UbhA rahevAnuM che. zAstrakAroe jIvavuM kema ? te batAvyuM tema maravuM kema ? te paNa zIkhavADyuM che. moTA bhAge jIvana sAruM hoya tenuM mRtyu sAruM ja thavAnuM. paNa toya bharosAmAM na rahevuM. sadA sAvadha rahenAro ja mRtyune jItI zake che. nidAna vagarano, zalya vagarano AtmA ja mRtyune jItI zake. jo tame prArtho : mane svarga maLe ke rAjya maLe.' to tame mRtyu samaye hArI jazo. jo hRdayamAM zalya paDyuM haze to hArI jazo. jo koI vyakti, vastu, sthAna ke kALamAM Asakti haze to tame hArI jazo. nAnI paNa Asakti tamane DUbADI deze. prabhu sivAya kAMI yAda rAkhavA jevuM nathI, jovA jevuM nathI, sAthe laI javA jevuM nathI. prabhuno saMbaMdha evo gADha banAvo ke e bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe cAle. prabhu ja mAtA-pitA-netA-deva-guru vagere che. ema hRdayathI svIkAro. tame samarpita thazo to prabhu avazya rakSaNa karaze. mA potAnA bALakane na bhUle to bhagavAna bhaktane zI rIte bhUlI zake ? A zaraNAgatinuM kavaca paherIne tame mRtyunA raNa-medAnamAM kUdI paDo. jIta avazya tamArI che. pInoDhuM pApa paMona, hIno'haM guNasampadA 1 dIno'haM tAvakIno'haM mIno'haM tvadguNAmbudhau // " prabhu ! huM bhale pApanA kAdavathI pIna chuM, guNathI hIna chuM 266 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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ane dIna chuM to paNa tAro chuM. tArA guNanA sAgaramAM mIna chuM - ema prabhune prArthIne zaraNAgatine majabUta banAvo. rAdhAvedha sAdhavA varSo sudhI sAdhanA karavI paDe, satata abhyAsa karatA rahIne sAvadhAna rahevuM paDe. arjuna ja eka mAtra rAdhAvedha karI zakyo tenuM kAraNa teno pUrva abhyAsa hato. ahIM paNa mRtyu vakhate samatAno pUrva abhyAsa hoya to ja samAdhi rahI zake. *** ane bhUta pakaDAI gayuM ! haThIsiMha paTela savAranA pahoramAM pazcima dizA tarapha jaI rahyA hatA. potAnA lAMbA paDachAyAne bhUta samajI tene pakaDavA doDavA lAgyA. paNa A "bhUta" to AgaLa ne AgaLa ! pakaDAya ja nahi ! "A bhUta jabarUM" paTela babaDI UThyo. dUrathI A dazya joI rahelA, paTelanI mUrkhatA para hasI rahelA sahajAnaMda svAmI (svAminArAyaNa paMthanA pravartaka) e kahyuM : paTela ! I "bhUta" ema tamArA hAthamAM nahi Ave. tame ema karo. pUrva dizA tarapha cAlavA mAMDo. pachI juo ke I "bhUta" tamAro dAsa banIne tamArI pAchaLa-pAchaLa phare che ke nahi ? tema karatAM "bhUta" pAchaLa cAlavA lAgyuM. paTela rAjIreDa thaI gayA ! kharI vAta che. je mANasa tRSNAne pITha ApIne cAle che, tenI pAchaLa-pAchaLa paDachAyAnI jema lakSmI cAlatI Ave che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 200

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pAlItANA vaizAkha suda-13 16-5-2000, maMgaLavAra * jagatamAM jeTalA ISTa saMbaMdho [mAtA AdinA] che, te badhA ja bhagavAnamAM ghaTe. hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : 'tvamasanvandhavAndhavaH / ' bhagavAna saMbaMdha vagaranA baMdhu che. mAgyA vagara ApanArA che. aNabolAvye bolAvanArA che. AthI ja prakRti temane tIrthaMkaranA sarvocca pada para besADe che. emanI IcchA hoya ke na hoya. tIrthaMkara pada sattAnI lAlasAthI bhagavAne nathI meLavyuM, paNa 52ma karuNA-rasathI tIrthaMkara pada temane maLyuM che. paropakArane emaNe ATalo bhAvita banAvyo ke te temanA aMge aMgamAM vaNAI gayo. haribhadrasUrijI jevA to kahe che : sAmete parArthavyasaninaH / prabhu haMmeza mATe [samyagdarzana pahelA paNa] paropakAra-vyasanI hoya. nigodamAM paNa e guNa paDelo hoya, bhale e vyakta na thato hoya, paNa aMdara paDelo hoya. jema khANamAM rahelo hIro mATI jevo ja paDyo hoya, koIne khabara paNa na paDe ke A hIro haze, tema bhagavAna nigodamAM hoya tyAre paNa temanuM paropakArarUpa AbhijAtya gumAvatA nathI. bahAra Ave tyAre mAtra vyakta thAya che. * tIrtha eTale tIrthaMkaranI heDa ophisa. ApaNe emAM rahelA kAryakartAo chIe. jinazAsana pAmelA eka AtmAno samAgama thayo eTale patI 268 2 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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gayuM. e AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya ja. anArya dezanA AdrakumAre abhayakumAra sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhyo eTale AdrakumAranuM kAma thaI gayuM. mayaNAno saMbaMdha thayo ne kuSThI zrIpALa mahAna zrIpALa banyo. mayaNAne mAtAno, guru municandrasUrijIno saMbaMdha thayo ne te samyakatvI banI. | jinazAsanane pAmelAno saMbaMdha thAya ne tenuM kalyANa na thAya evuM bane ja nahi. * cAra prakAranA sarvajJo... (1) sarvajJa. (2) zrutakevaLI. (3) bhagavAne kahelA tattvo para zraddhA rAkhanAra. (4) bhagavAne kahelA tattvo para zraddhA rAkhI te pramANe AcaraNa karanAra. A apekSAe kaMdamULano tyAga karanAra paNa sarvajJa kahevAya. * bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM ApaNe pravezyA eTale eno e artha thayo ke have mohanI gulAmI nahi rahe. prabhu, prabhu-zAsana, prabhunuM Agama maLI gayA pachI ciMtA zAnI ? karmasattAno Dara zAne ? prabhupremIne vizvAsa hoya : have A bApaDA karmo zuM karavAnA ? * saMyatanA dasa dharma che, kSamAdi 10 dharma. tenI sAthe asaMyatanA krodhAdi 10 adharma che. 10 yatidharma 10 ayatidharma kSAnti krodha mArdavA mAna . Arjava mAyA mukti lobha kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie je 69

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saMyama asaMyama satya asatya zauca apavitratA AkiMcanya parigraha brahmacarya abrahma. * mRtyune te ja jItI zake, jeNe vratanI virAdhanA na karI hoya. kadAca virAdhanA thayelI hoya to AlocanAthI zuddhi karI lejo; jo mRtyu samaye samAdhi prApta karavI hoya. lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI thoDAka ja zalyanA kAraNe keTalAya kALa sudhI saMsAramAM bhaTakyA che, te ApaNe jANIe chIe. ApaNe koIne kahetA to nathI, paraMtu svIkAra paNa karatA nathI. ApaNA zalyono uddhAra zI rIte thaze ? samAdhi-maraNa mATe niHzalyatA khAsa joIe. ArAdhanA puNyane puSTa banAve. virAdhanA puNyane nabaLuM banAve. * saMyamanI suvAsa maLatAM ja loko jhUkatA Avaze. loko tamAruM vaknatva ke pAMDitya nahi jue, paNa saMyama joze. tamArI pAse nirmaLa saMyamanuM sarovara joze to loko pipAsu banIne doDatA Avaze. e mATe koI jAherAtanI jarUra nahi paDe. mAtra tamArA darzanathI, nAma-zravaNathI ke patra dvArA mArgadarzana mAtrathI sAdhaka AtmA jhumI UThaze. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. patra dvArA aneka jijJAsuone mArgadarzana ApatA. mane paNa patra dvArA aneka vakhata mArgadarzana ApyuM vi.saM. 2025, amadAvAda-vidyAzALA pU. devendrasUrijI vidyamAna hatA. vyAkhyAna AdinI javAbadArI mArA para hatI. ravivAre be vAra vyAkhyAna rahetuM. tyAre pU.paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI mahArAje lakheluM : ATalo parizrama [eka divasamAM be vyAkhyAna 200 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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ApavAno] levAnI jarUrI nathI. ApaNo bhrama hoya che ? vadhu bolIzuM to vadhu loko pAmaze. tamArA jIvanamAM haze to ja zrotAnA hRdayamAM asara paDaze. goLa khAtA saMnyAsIe pelA chokarAne tyAre ja pratijJA ApI jyAre temaNe pote goLano tyAga karyo. "huM ja goLa khAto houM to bIjAne tenA tyAga mATe zI rIte kahI zakuM ?' tyArathI meM nakkI karyuM H kadI be vyAkhyAna na ApavA. tyArathI jAhera vyAkhyAna paNa choDyA. * mAtra prabhAvaka nahi, ArAdhaka banavuM che ApaNe. pU. paMnyAsajI ma. khAsa pUchatA : tamAre zuM banavuM che ? prabhAvaka ke ArAdhaka ? gItArtha ane ArAdhaka banavAnI salAha ApatA. Akhare ArAdhaka ja jIte che, prabhu-bhakta ja jIte che, ema teo samajavatA. bIjA bhale game te bane ke game te kare, paNa meM to ArAdhaka banavAnuM ja lakSya rAkhyuM. bolo, mane kAMI nukazAna thayuM ? * ciMtAmaNi ratna karatAM paNa adhika mUlyavAna ApaNuM nirmaLa mana che. ene kadI malina na banavA do. ArAdhanAno A ja sAra _ 'cittaratnamasaMkliSTamAntaraM dhanamucyate / ' * eka rAjAnA pAMcasoya kumAro jyAre rAdhAvedha sAdhavAmAM niSphaLa gayA tyAre maMtrIe gupta rIte ucherelA putrane bahAra kADhIne kahyuM H nirAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. rAjana ! haju AzAnuM eka kiraNa che. e putra rAdhAvedha sAdhavA Ubho thayo tyAre 22 tophAnI rAjakumAro tathA khullI talavAro laIne ubhelA be subhaTo temAM vighna nAkhavA taiyAra thayA, paNa teNe rAdhAvedha sAdhyo ja. | be subhaTo te rAga-dveSa ne 22 jaNa te 22 pariSaho. temanAthI calita thayA vinA ApaNe samAdhi-mRtyune sAdhavAnuM che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 201

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samAdhi-mRtyune sAdhavuM rAdhAvedha jeTaluM kaThina che. kharekhara to rAdhAvedhathI paNa kaThina che. * kSamA guNa to Avyo, paNa sAthe mUdutA na AvI to kSamAnuM paNa abhimAna Avaze : huM kevo kSamAzIla ? A ahaMkAra ATha phaNAvALo sApa che. jAti, lAbha Adi ATha madasthAno e ATha phaNA che. mRdutAne sahaja banAvavA RjutA joIze. Ama daseya yatidharmanA kramamAM rahasya che. badhA guNo joItA hoya to eka bhagavAnane pakaDI lo. bhagavAna Avaze to koI doSa Ubho nahi rahe. badhA ja guNo AvI maLaze. prabhu ApaNA banyA eTale prabhunA guNo ApaNA ja banyA. siMha jyAM hoya tyAM bIjA prANI AvI zake ? prabhu je hRdayamAM hoya tyAM doSo AvI zake ? tame mAtra prabhu-bhakta banI juo. A kALamAM A ja eka mAtra AdhAra che. bAkI koI tevA tapa, japa ke bIjI koI anuSThAno ApaNe karI zakIe tema nathI. kama se kama mArA mATe to atyAre prabhu ja eka mAtra AdhAra che. sAcI rIte prabhu-bhakti thAya to doSa rahe ja nahi. "prabhu-upakAra guNe bharyA, mana avaguNa eka na mAya re." badhA ja doSone daphanAvanAra eka mAtra prabhu che - ema mahoyazovijayajI jevA anubhavIone samajAyuM che. ApaNane A kyAre samajAze ? jyAre samajAze tyAre ja sAdhanA zarU thaze. * prabhunI stavanAthI prasannatA maLe ja maLe. A spaSTa vAta che. 'abhyarcanAdarhatAM manaHprasAdastataH samAdhizca / tato'pi niHzreyasamato hi tatpUjanaM nyAyyam / ' - tattvArtha kArikA, umAsvAmijI. 202 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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koI pAgala, gha2mAM sApo ane viMchIone bhegA karato rahe ne kahe ke mArA gharamAM nirbhayatA nathI... tevAne zuM kahevuM ? ApaNe AvA ja chIe. krodhAdi doSarUpI sApa-viSNuono saMgraha karatA rahIe chIe ne vaLI prasannatA mATe, nirbhayatA mATe IcchA rAkhIe chIe. A zI rIte banI zake ? duHkha duHkha Aga che. tame kathIra cho ke kaMcana ? duHkha zilpI che. tame mATI cho ke patthara ? duHkha dharatI che. tame bI cho ke kAMkarA ? duHkha kuMbhAra che. tame retI cho ke mATI ? jo tame suvarNa cho to duHkhanI AgathI tamAre gabharAvAnI koI jarUra nathI. AgathI kathIra Dare... kaMcanane zAno Dara ? tame jo ArasanA patthara cho to duHkhanA zilpIthI DaravAnI koI jarUra nathI. TAMkaNAthI mATInuM DhekuM Dare, Arasane zAno Dara ? tame jo bI cho to duHkhanI dharatImAM pravezathI DaravAnI koI jarUra nathI. kAraNa ke dharatImAM paDelo kAMkaro aMdarane aMdara paDyo rahe.... paNa bI to gheghUra vRkSa banIne bahAra Ave ! tame jo mATI cho to duHkhanA kuMbhArathI DaravAnI koI jarUra nathI... e tamArAmAMthI navI-navI DIjhAInanA ghaDA banAvaze ! kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 23

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* % ) pAlItANA vaizAkha suda-14 17-5-2000, budhavAra * sakala jagatanA hitasvI bhagavAne sukhanA mArga tarIke mokSano mArga batAvyo che. A dharmano AdhAra le te durgatimAM na jAya. samatA [sAmAyika dharmano sAra che. ciMtAmaNi maLatAM ja daridratAno bhaya jAya tema dharmaratna maLatAM saMsArano bhaya naSTa thaI jAya che. dharma svayaM sukhamaya che, bIjAne sukhamaya banAvanAra che. adharma svayaM pIDAya che, bIjAne pIDAyukta banAvanAra che. adharmanuM phaLa koIne gamatuM nathI. dharmanuM phaLa koIne gamatuM nathI, evuM nathI. paNa AzcaryanI vAta che. jIva dharma karato nathI, adharmathI haTato nathI. sukhano arthI suikha dharmathI ja maLe che.] hovA chatAM jIva dharma Acarato nathI. hiMsA, jUTha, corI, abrahma, parigraha ja kharAba che, evuM nathI, krodhAdi tenAthI paNa kharAba che. vastutaH krodhAdithI ja hiMsAdinI utpatti thAya che. 204 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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krodhathI hiMsA mAnathI jUTha mAyAthI corI lobhathI abrahma ane parigrahanA pApo phUle-phaLe che. bhagavAna kahe che : meM A dharmanuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana karyuM che ne huM A sthiti para Avyo chuM. tame paNa enuM pAlana karI juo. dharma durgatithI bacAve. dharma sadgatimAM sthApita kare. aMte svabhAvamAM sthira kare. AtmAne have kahI do : have huM dharmanuM evuM pAlana karIza ke he Atman ! tane kadI durgatimAM nahi mokaluM, sadgati ane siddhigatimAM tane mokalIne ja jaMpIza. hAthamAM Avelo A dharma khovAI na jAya te mATe sAvadha rahejo. hAthamAM AveluM ciMtAmaNi ratna khovAI jAya to ? koI mUrkhatAthI dariyAmAM nAkhI de ke kAgaDA uDADavA pheMkI de to ? ciMtAmaNi ratna bIjI vAra maLe ? ciMtAmaNi ratna kadAca bIjIvAra maLI jAya, paNa khovAyelo dharma bIjIvAra maLe teno koI bharoso nathI. * tame je dharmamAM cho, tyAMthI haju vadhu ne vadhu AgaLa vadhavAnI bhAvanA tamArA hRdayamAM hovI ja joIe. to ja tame jyAM cho tyAM paNa TakI zako. samyaktvI ho to dezivarati jhaMkho. dezavirata ho to sarvavirati jhaMkho. sarvavirata ho to siddhigati jhaMkho. girirAjanI yAtrAe jatAM tame kyAM sudhI cAlo ? rastAmAM ghaNuMya Ave, paNa jyAM sudhI dAdAno darabAra na Ave tyAM sudhI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 201

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tame kyAMya vacce besatA nathI, tema siddhigati na maLe tyAM sudhI kyAMya jaMpa vALIne besavAnuM nathI. A mArge jatAM kaSAyo, viSayo, pariSaho vagere anekane jItatA javAnuM che. viSaya-kaSAya hoya che tyAM ekAgratA nathI hotI. mana caMcaLa rahe che. caMcaLa manamAM sAdhanA jAmatI nathI. caMcaLatAnuM mULa Asakti che. koIka vastu ke vyakti para Asakti haze ke kyAMka dveSa haze to mana satata khaLabhaLATa anubhavatuM haze. tame AtmasaMpreSaNa karazo to A spaSTa dekhAze. caMcaLatAnuM mULa gamA-aNagamAmAM paDeluM che. gamA ane aNagamA jeTalA ochA, mananI caMcaLatA teTalI ochI. A game A na game. A phAve A na phAve. A cAle A na cAle. A badhA rAga-dveSanA tophAna che, ema AtmasaMpreSaNathI samajAze. rAga-dveSa ghaTe tema guNo vadhe. guNo vadhe tema prasannatA vadhe. prasannatAno saMbaMdha guNo sAthe che. aprasannatAno saMbaMdha doSo sAthe che. kaSAyAdi doSo ApaNAmAM paDelA ja che. kaSAyAdi doSono atyAre jaya karI zakIe, paNa kSaya na karI zakIe, AthI ja A doSo bhArelA agni jevA che. enA bharose rahevA jevuM nathI. doSono kSaya nathI thayo. kSaya thAya to kSAyika guNo maLe. paNa ApaNA guNo to kSAyopathamika bhAvanA che. mATe ja enA bharose rahevA jevuM nahi. sAdhanAmAM avirata sAvadhAnI jarUrI che. * Aje pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.nI svargArohaNa tithi che. pUrA viza varSa thayA. [svargavAsaH vi. saM. 2036, vai.suda-14] 206 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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bAra navakAra gaNo. emanA khAsa bAra navakAra hatA. bAra navakArano pracAra emaNe ja karelo che. [badhAe bAza navakAza yA.] emanI thoDI prasAdI ArogIe. tamArAmAMthI ghaNAe pU. paM.ma.ne joyA haze, sAMbhaLyA haze. mane emanI sAthe traNa cAturmAsano lAbha maLyo. zeSakALamAM paNa lAbha maLyo. jinazAsananA jJAtA ja nahi, paNa anubhavI A mahApuruSanI chAyA meLavavA bIjuM badhuM gauNa karyuM. emanI pAse rahevAthI anekAneka lAbha maLyA. varSo sudhI graMthonA graMtho vAMcavAthI maLe te sahajamAM emanI pAsethI maLI jatuM. ATalI sAdhanA vacce paNa AzritonA yoga-kSemanI ciMtA, saMghanA kalyANa aMgenI ciMtA, jijJAsuone pratyakSa ane parokSa [patra dvArA] mArga-darzana, suvizALa vAMcana, vAMcana pachI noTamAM lakhANa, satata navakAranI anuprekSA vagere emanI UDIne AMkhe vaLage tevI vizeSatAo hatI. - eka noTa mane paNa ApelI. meM haju paNa e sAcavI rAkhI che. temAM krodha-nivAraNanI kaLA darzAvI che. tamAre joIe che ? cAlo, ApaNe emanuM ciMtana vAgoLIe : krodhano Aveza Ave tyAre zuM karavuM ? krodha karIne ghaNIvAra ApaNe AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. krodha karyo mATe kAma thayuM - Ama ghaNIvAra mAnIe chIe. A ja mithyAtva che. bhagavAne jenuM nivAraNa karavAM kahyuM, tene ja protsAhana ApIzuM ? krodhano Aveza Ave tyAre bhagavAnanuM nAma lejo. nAma letAM ja bhagavAna Avaze. bhagavAna Ave tyAM krodhano zetAna Ubho ja na rahI zake. krodha zAthI utpanna thAya che ? te juo. - ApaNI kAmanA pUrNa na thavAthI krodha Ave che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 200

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ApaNane be rUma joItA'tA eka ja maLyuM. bhalAmaNa karI toya TAImasara bokSa AvyuM nahi. ISTa gocarI maLI nahi. samayasara maLI nahi. ziSya kaheluM mAnyuM nahi. have vicAro : - A kAmanA zAthI thaI ? ajJAnanA kAraNe. AtmAnA ajJAnamAMthI ja kAmanAo janme che. ajJAna zAthI utpanna thAya ? avivekathI utpanna thAya. vivekathI ajJAna jAya. jJAnathI kAmanA jAya. kAmanA jatAM krodha paNa jAya. mAruM nAma bIjA koIe ApeluM che, e nazvara nAma mATe koI game tema bole temAM mAre ATalo gusso zA mATe karavAno ? dekhAya che te zarIra che. AtmA che te dekhAto nathI. A jJAna ApaNane viveka Ape che. huM - mAruM' A mohano maMtra che. tene ApaNe "huM zarIra nathI, mAruM A bahAranuM kazuM nathI". e pratimaMtrathI jItavAno che. A viveka bhagavAna, guru ane zAstrathI maLe che. sAdhumAM kSamA Adi hoya, aviveka kyAMthI hoya ? hoya to aDhAra hajAra zIlAMgamAMnA aMgono bhaMga thAya. * krodhano Aveza Ave tyAre zuM karavuM ? (i) Aveza Ave che e jaNAtAM ja e sthAna choDI devuM. (i) e vyakti ane e vAta bhUlI javI, bhUlavA prayatna karavo. na bhUlAya to manane bIje DhALavA prayatna karavo. 208 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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emanA dRSTikoNane emanI daSTie mUlavavA prayatna karavo. (ii) vAtane bIjo vaLAMka Apavo. () aMdara khaLabhaLATa hoya tyAre AMkho baMdha karI aMdara jovA prayatna karavo, ema karatAM paNa na jAya to manane (5) bIjA vicAromAM lagADI devuM. (vi) Ama chatAM Aveza na jAya to krodhanA kaDavA phaLa vicAravA. jenA phaLa kaDavA hoya tevuM kRtya zA mATe karavuM? (vi) saMto-arihaMto kevA zAMta hoya che ? emanI prazAMta vAhitA ApaNAmAM kema na avatare ? bhagavAna sadA zAMta svarUpI che. A svarUpa bhagavAna bhaktane ja batAve che. "bhagavAna rUpa badalAve che." ema ghaNAne lAge che. kharekhara to bhagavAna rUpa nathI badalatA, ApaNA cittanA pariNAmo badalAya che. pariNAmo badalAtAM prabhu badalAyelA lAge che. - krodha vakhate tame phoTo nahi paDAvatA. nahi to loko samajaze ? A mANasa nahi, bhUta che. krodha vakhate ArIsAmAM jojo. bhUta jevuM mukha tamane nahi ja game. eTale tame zAMta thaI jazo. je prazAMta mahApuruSone tame joyA hoya, pU. kanakasUrijI, pU. devendrasUrijI vagerene yAda karo. (vii) krodha mohanIyanA kAraNe A krodha Avyo che. have jo krodha karIzuM to vadhu ne vadhu krodha-mohanIya karma baMdhAze. Ama vicAravuM. (i) jo ene nahi aTakAvIe to enI zRMkhalA guNasenaagnizarmA vagerenI jema keTalAya bhavo sudhI cAlaze. AvezamAM jo tame javAba Apazo to sAmAvALAne te tIranI jema khUMpI jaze ne tenA hRdayamAM veranI vAvaNI thaze. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ka 209

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AvezamAM bolAyelA mArA zabdo kevI asara upajAvaze. bolatAM pahelA A khAsa vicAro. () krodha mArI ja zAMtino zatru che. zatrune huM mArA AtmapradezomAM sthAna zI rIte ApI zakuM? bIjA bhale Ape, huM zI rIte ApI zakuM? krodha eTale bIjuM kAMI nahi, kAmanAnuM rUpAMtara ja che. UMDeUMDe paDelI vAsanA krodharUpe pragaTe che. krodhathI smRti-zakti naSTa thAya che. je mANaso jeTalA AvezavALA haze teTalA teo smRti-zaktimAM maMda haze. tame jojo. buddhi-smRtino nAza thaze to sAdhanA zI rIte karI zakIzuM? krodhane jItavAnA zastro kSamA-maitrI vagere che. sAmAvALA para paNa tamAro maitrIbhAva akhaMDa rahe te aMge sAvadhAnI rAkho. saphaLatAnA sUtro jhagaDo thAya tevuM bolavuM nahi. peTa bagaDe tevuM khAvuM nahi. lobha thAya tevuM kamAvuM nahi. devuM thAya tevuM kharcavuM nahi. mana bagaDe tevuM vicAravuM nahi. jIvana bagaDe tevuM AcaravuM nahi. AvaDe teTaluM bolavuM nahi. dekhIe teTaluM mAMgavuM nahi. sAMbhaLIe teTaluM mAnavuM nahi. hasAya teTaluM hasavuM nahi. 280 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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hastagiri vaizAkha vada-ra 20-5-2000, zanivAra savAre 10-30 [B.E. jazna luka maLAzaguDI - Ayojita zatruMjaya DemathI pAlItANA chazI pAlaza saMgha. 270 yAzi8. 1.va.1 thI 1.va.6] * bhagavAnanuM svarUpa, upakAro vagereno paricaya ApaNA jevA bALa jIvone samajAya mATe stuti, stavanAdi racAyA che. bhagavAnano upakAra samajAyA pachI thoDo-ghaNo paNa anya jIvo para upakAra karatA rahevAthI ja RNa-mukta banI zakAya che. atyAra sudhI ApaNA jIve bIjAnA upakAro levAnuM ja cAlu rAkhyuM che, RNa cUkavavAnuM to zIkhyA ja nathI. vAyu, pANI, vanaspati, pRthvI vagereno pratipaLa keTalo badho upakAra thaI rahyo che ? te aMge kadI vicAra karyo ? apakAyanA asaMkhya jIvo balidAna Ape che tyAre ApaNI tarasa chipe che. vAyukAyanA asaMkhya jIvo potAnA prANonI Ahuti Ape tyAre ja ApaNe zvAsa laI zakIe chIe. A badhAnuM ApaNA para koI ja RNa nahi ? e traNa cUkavavA ApaNe zuM karyuM che ? bhAvimAM zuM karavA dhArIe chIe ? kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 281

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ahIM siAdhupaNAmAM] AvyA pachI A chakAyanA jIvone saMpUrNa abhayadAna ApavAnuM che jIvonA RNamAMthI mukta thavAno A eka ja mArga che. tame [paM. vajasena vi., candrasena vi. vagere) ane ame, ApaNe badhA eka ja chIe. pU. dAdAzrI maNivijayajI ma.mAM badhA bhegA thaI jaIe chIe. tema jagatanA sarva jIvorUpe ApaNe eka chIe. jagatanA jIvo potAno parivAra lAge. tyAre ja RNanA bhArathI dUra thaI zakAya. * jIvanA eka-be-traNa ema aneka bhedo che. eka - cetanAnI apekSAe. be - siddha - saMsArInI apekSAe. traNa - traNa vedanI apekSAe. cAra - cAra gatinI apekSAe. pAMca - pAMca IndriyonI apekSAe che. A badhA bhedo - prabhedo yAvat 563 bhedo paNa ApaNAmAMthI saune yAda haze, paNa bhedo jANIne besI nathI javAnuM, paNa sau jIvo sAthe abheda bhAva keLavavAno che bhedo abheda zIkhavA mATe * prazna H sabhAmAM zrImaMtane AgaLa besADAya, tema navakAramAM arihaMta zrImaMta che, emane pahelA besADyA, siddha ATheya karmothI mukta hovA chatAM bIjA krame besADyA. A pakSapAta nathI ? uttara : pakSapAta nathI, paNa arihaMtomAM paropakAranI mukhyatA che, mATe. siddho AnAthI nArAja nahi thAya. [jo ke temane nArAjagIno savAla nathI. paNa A to ApaNI bhASAnI vAta che.] pratyuta rAjI ja thaze. kAraNa ke saMsAramAMthI kADhIne jIvone siddhigatie mokalavAnuM kAma arihaMto satata karatA ja rahyA che. arihaMto ja na hota to mokSa-mArga koNa batAvata ? mokSa 82 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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mArga ja na hota to siddho koNa banaze ? mATe ja arihaMto vacce birAjamAna che. * dhobInuM kAma eka ja che : kapaDA sApha karavAnuM. tIrthaMkaronuM kAma eka ja che : jagatane sApha karavAnuM. apavitra jIvone pavitra banAvavAnuM ! nAma, AkAra, dravya ane bhAvathI bhagavAna sarvatra sarvadA pavitratAno saMcAra jagatamAM karatA rahe che. zrI hemacandrasUrijIe kahyuM che : "nAmA''kRtidravyabhAvaiH punatastrijagajjanam / " * logassa [bIjuM nAma : nAmastava) thI nAma arihaMta. arihaMta ceIANaM" thI sthApanA arihaMta je a aIA siddhA" thI dravya arihaMta savanUrNa savadarisiNa" thI bhAva arihaMtanI stuti thayelI che. managamatI cIja sAMbhaLatAM ja hRdaya nAcavA lAge che ne? tema prabhunuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja hRdaya nAce che ? na nAcatuM hoya to samajavuM H haju prabhu gamyA nathI. prabhu game tene prabhunA nAma-mUrti vagere paNa game ja. "mAro sAdhu saMsAra choDI saMyamajIvana jIve ne pachI kAMI na meLave ema kema cAle ?' evI bhagavAnanI karuNA che. AthI ja emaNe zAstranI racanA karI che. ahIMthI mAMDIne mokSa sudhI jeTalA paNa guNo joItA hoya te badhA ja A zAsanamAMthI maLI zakaze, evI zAstrakAro geraMTI Ape che. bhagavAna jagatanA nAtha che to ApaNA nAtha kema na hoya ? nAtha emane ja kahevAya, je aprApya bhUmikA meLavI Ape ne prApta bhUmikAne vadhu sthira banAvI Ape. A bhagavAna sAthe mAtA-pitA, baMdhu vagere karatAM paNa gADha kahuM kalApUrie ja 283

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saMbaMdha thaI javo joIe. "tuM gati tuM mati Azaro...' AvA zabdo kyAre nIkaLyA haze ? aMdara prabhu-prema asthimajjAvat banyo haze tyAre ne ? nidrAmAM paNa prabhu yAda Ave, emanA upakAro yAda Ave tyAre samajavuM : have mane prabhu-premano raMga lAgyo che. UMghamAM paDakhuM badalAvatA ghAthI pUjanArA AcAryanA hRdayamAM prabhu ramI rahyA hatA. prabhu ane prabhunI AjJA alaga nathI. * bhagavan! A nigoda sAthe ke ekendriya vagere jIvo sAthe amAre zuM levA-devA ? e jIvone amAre zuM lAge-vaLage ? Avo prazna bhagavAnane pUcho to bhagavAna kahe : A badhA jIvo sAthe tamAre kAMI lAge-vaLage nahi ema na mAno. sakala jIvo sAthe tamAro saMbaMdha che. jIvAstikAya rUpe badhA ja jIvo eka che. jIva + asti + kAya - A traNa zabdothI jIvAstikAya zabda banelo che. jIva eTale jIvo, asti eTale pradezo, kAya eTale samUha. kALanA pradezo nathI, kSaNa che, paNa be kSaNa kadI ekI sAthe maLI zakatI nathI. eka samaya Aya. pachI ja bIjo Ave. asaMkhya samayo ekaThA na thaI zake. jyAre jIvo vagerenA pradezo samUhamAM maLI zake che. jIvAstikAyamAM anaMta jIvonA anaMta Atma-pradezo che. emAMthI eka paNa pradeza ocho hoya tyAM sudhI jIvAstikAya na kahevAya. eka paiso paNa ocho hoya tyAM sudhI rUpiyo na ja kahevAya. 99 paisA ja kahevAya. samagra jIvAstikAya sAthe kevo vyavahAra karavo? e ja sAdhujIvanamAM samajavAnuM che. khabara paDe che... (1) AcArathI kulanI (3) saMbhramathI snehanI (2) zarIrathI bhojananI (4) bhASAthI dezanI 284 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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hastagiri vaizAkha vada-3 21-5-2000 * traNe kALanA svarUpane jANanArA bhagavAne saunuM kalyANa thAya tevo mArga batAvyo che. e mATe lAyakAta joIe. paNa kahuM... e lAyakAta paNa prabhu ja Ape. * prabhu para prema pragaTyo jyAre kahevAya ? emanA vacano, emanuM nAma, emanI mUrti jotAM hRdaya nAcI UThe tyAre. prabhunuM nAma laI bhavyAtmAo AnaMda pAme. AnaMda ApaNA hRdayamAM pedA thayo e kharuM, paNa e AnaMda Apyo koNe? bhagavAne. pANImAM tarasa chIpAvavAnI zakti che. pANI sivAya peTrola pIo to tarasa chIpe ? thoranuM dUdha pIo to tarasa chIpe ? tarasa chIpI emAM tame ja nahi, pANI paNa kAraNa che, ema lAge che? ApaNA AnaMdanuM parama kAraNa bhagavAna che, ema lAge che ? * bhagavAna nAmAdi cAreyathI sarvakALe ne sarvakSetre sarva jagatane pAvana banAvI rahyA che. amuka ja kSetramAM nahi, sarvatra. amuka ja samaye [bhagavAna vidyamAna hoya tyAre ja nahi nahi, sarva samaye. A dhyAnathI vAMcajo. bhagavAnanI bhagavattA keTalI sakriya che ? e samajAze. hemacandrasUrijI jevA emane ema na lakhe : "nAmaISStkRtidravyamAM: '' pavitra ApaNe banIe chIe. e kharuM, paNa pavitra banAve kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 285

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che koNa ? mAtra ApaNA bhAvo ? paNa A zubha bhAvo paNa bhagavAna ja Ape che e kyAreya samajAyuM ? tame bhagavAnanI mukhyatA svIkAro, to ja bhagavAnamAM tamane sarvasva dekhAya ne to ja tame sAcA arthamAM samarpaNa bhAva pedA karI zako. nAma-sthApanA Adi dvArA bhUmikA taiyAra karavAnI che. bhUmikA taiyAra thayA pachI bhAva bhagavAna maLaze. ema ja mAno ke ApaNane ahIM parIkSA mATe mokalavAmAM AvyA che : ahIM nAma-sthApanA AdinI kevI ArAdhanA karIe chIe? e ArAdhanAnA prabhAve ja ApaNane bhAva bhagavAnanI prApti thaze. nAma, mUrti vagere bhagavAnanI brAnco che, zAkhAo che. bhAva bhagavAna mukhya oNphisa che. mukhya oNphisamAM dAkhala thavuM hoya to brAncamAM arajI karavI paDe che, e khyAla che ne ? * nAraka vedanAmAM sabaDe che. devo sukhamAM masta che. tiryaMco pIDAmAM kaNase che. have mANaso ja eka mAtra evA che, je dharma ArAdhI zake. A jIvana ApaNane maLyuM che emAM paNa keTalA varSo gayA ? have keTalA rahyA ? mAruM potAnuM kahuM to 76 varSa gayA. have keTalA rahyA ? kALarAjA game tyAre trATakI zake che. mATe ja roja saMthArAporasI bhaNAvavAnI che. saMthArA porasI eTale mRtyune satkAravAnI taiyArI. sAdhu game tyAre mRtyu mATe taiyAra hoya. kAla nahi, Aje. Aje nahi, atyAre paNa mRtyu AvI jAya to paNa sAdhu Dare nahi. Dare te sAdhu nahi. * ""he Atman ! tAruM svarUpa avarNa, agaMdha, arasa, arUpa, asparza che." AtmAnuM AvuM negeTIva varNana kema karyuM ? kAraNa ke anAdi kALathI ApaNane varNAdi sAthe ekatA lAgI che. emAM ja huMpaNuM dekhAyuM che. AthI ja e tuM nathI, ema kahyuM. makAnamAM tame raho cho, paNa tame makAna nathI. kapaDAmAM tame rahyA cho, paNa tame kapaDA nathI. zarIramAM tame rahyA cho, paNa tame zarIra nathI. AvI anubhUti pratipaLa thavI joIe. to ja mRtyuthI Dara nahi lAge, mRtyune jItI zakAze. 280 kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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* dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya ke AkAzAstikAyano AtmA sAtheno saMbaMdha bAdhaka nathI, paraMtu upakAraka che. siddhone paNa AkAzAdino saMbaMdha che, paNa pudgalano saMbaMdha vicitra che. te sAdhaka paNa bane, bAdhaka paNa bane. mATe ja pudgalonA saMbaMdhothI cetavAnuM che. * bIjA jIvo sAthe jevuM vartana karazo tevuM ja tame pAmazo. sAruM vartana karazo to tamAruM ja sAruM thaze. bIjAnuM sAruM thAya ke na thAya, paNa tamAruM sAruM thavAnuM ja. e ja rIte bIjAnuM sAruM bhUMDuM karavA prayatna karazo to bIjAnu bhUMDuM thAya ke na thAya, paNa tamAruM to bhUMDuM thavAnuM ja. dhavala zeThe zrIpALane mAravA prayatna karyo, zrIpALanuM kAMI na bagaDyuM, paNa dhavalane sAtamI narake javuM paDyuM e ja rIte bIjAnuM sAruM karavAnA prayatnamAM kadAca sAruM na paNa thAya toya ApaNuM to sAruM thAya ja. 'savi jIva karuM zAsana2sI'nI bhAvanAvALA tIrthaMkaro sarva jIvone kyAM tArI zakyA che ? chatAM emanuM to bhaluM thayuM ja che. * jagatanA sarvajIvonA kalyANakartA bhagavAna che. bhagavAna na hoya to ApaNuM thAta zuM ? bhagavAna ja jagatanA ciMtAmaNi che, kalpavRkSa che, vaida che, nAtha che, sarvasva che. ema satata hRdayane lAgavuM joIe. * ApaNI aMdara rahelI cetanA vaphAdAra che. e jIvarUpI svAmIne choDIne kyAreya kyAMya jatI nathI. vaphAdArI choDatI nathI. ApaNe gurune choDI daIe, paNa cetanA kadI ApaNane choDatI nathI. jJAtRtva, kartRtva, bhokatRtva, grAhakatva, rakSakatva, Adi zaktio jIvamAM paDI che. eka jJAtRtva zakti avarAyelI che. e jo anAvRta bane to bAkInI badhI ja zaktio ApaNA vikAsamAM sahAyaka bane. jIva sivAya bIjA koInAmAM A zakti nathI. bIjA padArtho to svayaMne paNa nathI jANatA, to bIjAne zI rIte jANavAnA ? ke bIjAnuM zI rIte bhaluM karavAnA ? * dravyanI apekSAe jIvAstikAya anaMta jIvono piMDa che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 29

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kSetranI apekSAe lokAkAza pramANa che. lokAkAzathI bahAra nathI. eka AtmAne rahevA asaMkhya AkAza pradeza joIe. kAraNa ke AtmAnA pradezo asaMkhya che, paNa sAthe sAthe e paNa yAda rAkho ke eka AkAza pradezamAM anaMtA AtmAo rahelA che. kALanI apekSAe jIvAstikAya trikALavartI che. jIvAstikAyamAM ApaNe kharA ne ? ApaNe pahelA hatA, atyAre chIe, bhAvimAM paNa rahevAnA. pachI mRtyuno bhaya zAno ? paryAya badalAya, paNa dravya na badalAya. 10 varSa pahelA mane koIe joyA hoya ne Aje jue to kahe : hAITa nAnI thaI gaI. kammara vaLI gaI. A badalAtA paryAyo che, paNa dravya kadI na badalAya. * pugalanI sAthe ApaNe abheda karyo che ke prabhu sAthe alagAva rAkhyo che. jJAnIo kahe che : pudgala alaga che. prabhu sAthe ekatA che. A tattvane samajo. * dhajA vagerenA hAlavA vagerethI nahi dekhAtA pavanane paNa ApaNe mAnIe chIe, tema nahi dekhAto AtmA kAryathI jANI zakAya che, upayoga dvArA jANI zakAya che. upayoganA be prakAra che : sAkAra ane nirAkAra. sAmAnya te nirAkAra [darzana] vizeSa te sAkAra [jJAna] chadmastha pahelA darzana kare [jue) pachI jANe. kevaLI pahelA jANe pachI jue. jemAM upayoga hoya te jIvamAM paraspara - upagraha karavAnI paNa zakti hoya ja. * pudgala sAthe bheda, jIvo sAthe abheda sAdhavAnI jagyAe ApaNe ulTe karyuM che. tIrthanA vAtAvaraNamAM kaMIka navuM maLaze, evI AzAmAM AvyA hazo, paNa meM to jUnuM ja ApyuM che : kaMTALo nathI Avyo ne ? UMgha nathI AvIne ? 28 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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tamane game tevuM nahi, paNa tamane hitakArI hoya tevuM Ape e ja sAco vaida. huM tamArA AtmAne hitakArI vAto ApavA mAMguM chuM. prabhu sarva jIvo sAthe abheda sAdhIne mokSe gayA. ApaNe sarva jIvo sAthe bheda karIne saMsAramAM rakhaDatA rahyA. A vAta ApaNe bhUlI gayA chIe, paNa jJAnI kema bhUle ? zarIramAM zuM thayuM che? ke aMdara zuM paDyuM che? tenI khabara ApaNane na paDe, vizeSajJa DaoNkTarane to paDe ne ? bhagavAna vizeSajJa che. dUra rahelI na dekhAtI vastune dekhADI Ape te dUrabIna. adazya ane agamya padArthone dekhADI Ape te jinAgama ! mATe ja jinAgamane sAdhunI AMkha kahI che. logassamAM tame bolo cho ne ? maNe mithuna " ""mArI sAme rahelA bhagavAnanI meM stuti karI che." bhagavAna sAme kyAMthI AvyA ? zrutanI AMkhathI. bhagavAna sAme ja che." evI zraddhAthI ja caityavaMdana karavAnuM che. "sAta rAja aLagA jaI beThA paNa bhagate ama manamAMhi peThA..." A vAta A ja pariprekSyamAM kahevAI che. * jIvAstikAyanuM svarUpa jANyA pachI "bhagavAna mArA che." evuM lAgavuM joIe. A ja poInTa sAdhanA mATe mahattvano che. jIvAstikAya anaMta pradezI che. evuM pahelIvAra vAMcyA pachI zaMkA thaI : kAMI azuddha to nathI ne ? asaMkhyanI jagyAe bhUlathI anaMta lakhAI nathI gayuM ne ? paNa AgaLa TIkA vageremAM paNa anaMta' zabdano ja prayoga hato. pachI lAiTa thaI : A jIvanI vAta nathI, jIvAstikAyanI vAta che. jIvAstikAya eTale sarva jIvono samUha ! nigodathI laI siddha sudhInA sarva jIvo to anaMta che. oha ! jIvAstikAya rUpe ApaNe sau eka chIe, ema vicAratAM hRdaya nAcI UThya. eka paNa bhAratIya javAnanuM tame apamAna karo to saMpUrNa bhArata sarakAranuM apamAna che. tema eka jIvane tame pIDA pahoMcADo cho to samagra jIvone pIDA pahoMcADo cho. kAraNa ke jIvAstikAya rUpe badhA eka che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie che 289

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pAlItANA vaiizAkha vada-6 24-5-2000, budhavAra * moTo taravaiyo paNa mahAsAgara ekalA hAthe tarI zake nahi. mahAsAdhaka paNa A bhava-sAgara potAnI meLe tarI zake nahi. bhaktinA jahAjanuM, saMyamanA jahAjanuM zaraNuM levuM ja rahyuM. * 15 durlabha cIjomAM mAtra traNa ja bAkI che : kSapakazreNi, kevaLajJAna ane mokSa. have je dhyAna na rAkhyuM to nAvaDI kinAre AvI DUbI jaze. * keTalAka kAryano prAraMbha ja na kare. keTalAka kAryano prAraMbha kare paNa vacce choDI de. keTalAka kAryano prAraMbha kare ane pAra paNa pahoMcADe. ApaNe konA jevA ? siMhanI jema saMyama laIne siMhanI jema pALanArAonuM ahIM kAma che. ahIM siMhanI chAtI joIe. ziyALanI chAtI laIne pharanArAonuM ahIM kAma nathI. saMyamamAM AnaMda, zubha dhyAna vadhatA rahevA joIe. na vadhe to samajavuM : ApaNA hRdayamAM ziyALa beThuM che. hRdayamAM siMhane besADo. siMha kadI puruSArtha-hIna na hoya. prAraMbha karelA kAryane pUrNa karavAmAM pUrA hRdayathI macI paDe te siMha. * sAdhunuM eka vizeSaNa che : "parovayAra nirayA" sAdhu sadA 290 je kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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paropakAramAM nirata hoya. gRhastha hoya to paisA AdinA dAna dvArA paropakAra karaze. ApaNe zuM karIzuM? samyak jJAnanuM dAna karIzuM. sau jIvone abhayanuM dAna ApIzuM. A moTo paropakAra che. jIvone thoDI paNa apAtI pIDA te parApakAra che. sAdhu parApakAra nirata nahi, paropakAranirata hoya. 'paumAinirdasaNA' sAdhu kamaLa vagere jevA hoya. chamastha bhagavAnanuM varNana kalpasUtramAM sAMbhaLo cho ne ? e mAtra vAMcavA-sAMbhaLavA mATe nathI. ApaNe tevA banavAnuM che, evo bhAva lAvavAno che. pU. kanakasUrijIne sAMbhaLo tyAre ema thAya ne ke mAre emanA jevA banavuM joIe ? bolo, mAruM ahIM AvavuM kema thayuM ? eka vakhate pU. labdhisUrijI ma.nuM cAturmAsa phalodImAM hatuM. mArA dAdA sasarA lakSmIcaMdajIe rAtre temane ekavAra pUcheluM H A kALamAM utkRSTa saMyamI koNa ? tyAre pU. sAgarajI ma., pU. nemisUrijI ma. vagere ghaNA mahArathIo hatA, paNa bIjA koInuM nAma na ApatAM pU. labdhisUrijIe kaccha-vAgaDavALA pU. kanakasUrijInuM nAma ApeluM. tyAre temanA putra mizrImalajI [kamalavijayajI paNa hAjara hatA. emaNe manamAM gAMTha vALelI : dIkSA levI to pU. kanakasUrijI pAse ja. mane dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI tyAre meM e vAta sasarA mizrImallajIne jaNAvI. sasarAe kahyuM : dIkSA to mAre paNa levI che, paNa pU. kanakasUrijI pAse ja. ApaNe badhA sAthe ja tyAM dIkSA laIe. meM emanI vAta svIkArI. - ane.... mArI dIkSA ahIM thaI. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 291

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Aje lAge che : bhagavAne mane kevI uttama jagyAe goThavyo ! kevI uttama paraMparA maLI ? pU. kanakasUrijInI vAta eTale karuM chuM ke emanA AlaMbanathI emanA jevA guNo ApaNA jIvanamAM Ave. * 'jJALAvaLa saMyA / ' sAdhu dhyAna adhyayanamAM sadA rata hoya. 24 kalAkamAM dhyAna-adhyayana mATe sthAna keTaluM ? pahelA moTA AcArya mahArAja paNa patramAM lakhatA : ''svAdhyAya - dhyAnAdi guNa saMpanna munivarazrI' AvA vizeSaNa sArthaka kyAre bane ? ApaNe dhyAna - adhyayanamAM rata rahIne e vizeSaNone sArthaka banAvavAnA che. sUtra, artha, AlaMbana AdimAM manane ramamANa karavAnuM che. bALaka jevuM mana kUdAkUda karavAnuM ja che. ene AvA AlaMbanomAM joDavAnuM che. * ApaNA guNono viniyoga na karIe to e sAnubaMdha nahi bane, bhavAMtaramAM sAthe nahi cAle. sarva prathama nija jIvanamAM guNonI siddhi prApta karavAnI che. guNonI siddhi thaI gayA pachI e guNo bIjAmAM vaheMcavAnA che. besI nathI rahevAnuM. bIjAno vicAra karavAno che. 'mane maLI gayuM eTale basa...' A vicAra svArthanA gharano che, jenA ApaNe sau zikAra banelA chIe. svArthanA A kocalAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM hoya to 'parovavAra niyA' paropakAranirata banavuM ja paDaze. bIjAne karelI sahAyatAmAMthI pedA thanAro AnaMda ekavAra cAkhazo to jIvanamAM kadI bhUlazo nahi. svArthano AnaMda ghaNo cAkhyo, kharekhara to svArthamAM koi AnaMda hoto ja nathI, mAtra AnaMdanI bhramaNA ja hoya che. kharo AnaMda paropakAramAM che, bIjAne sahAyaka banavAmAM che. 292 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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A vAta ApaNe sAva ja bhUlI gayA ! ApaNA bhagavAna paropakAravyasanI ! ane ApaNe sAva ja svArthodha ! bhagavAna pAse kema karIne pahoMcAze ? bhagavAnanuM ATaluM varNana sAMbhaLIe, roja bhagavAnanA darzana karIe, chatAM paropakArano chAMToya na Ave to e ApaNuM zravaNa kevuM ? ApaNA darzana kevA ? bhagavAnanA darzana karatAM-karatAM bhagavAna jevA banavAnuM che, bhagavAnanA guNo meLavavAnA che. * ApaNe to karma sAme khulleAma jaMga mAMDyo che. tenA satata humalA cAlu ja rahevAnA, uduM, vadhavAnA. enI sAme ApaNe aDIkhama ubhA rahevAnuM che. viSaya-kaSAyonA Aveza vakhate majabUta rahevAnuM che. pratikramaNa vageremAM mane to eTalo AnaMda Ave che... eka logassamAM ja eTalo AnaMda AvI jAya che ke enAthI alaga dhyAna karavAnuM mana ja thatuM nathI. cha Avazyaka sivAya bIjuM dhyAna kayuM che ? roja-roja pratikramaNa karavAnuM che ema samajIne kaMTALatA nahi. enI upekSA nahi karatA. enI upekSA eTale ApaNA AtmAnI upekSA. roja-roja abhyAsa karavo tenuM nAma ja to bhAvanA che. AvA pratikramaNanI upekSA kema karAya? jenI racanA svayaM gaNadharoe karI hoya, jenA para malayagiri jevA mahAtmAoe hajAro zloka pramANa TIkA racI hoya, tenI pAchaLa kaMIka to rahasya haze ne ? ene choDIne bIjI kaI dhyAnaprakriyA ApaNe zIkhavA mAMgIe chIe ? emanA karatAM paNa ApaNe caDiyAtA ? eka logassanuM mAhAbhya to juo. pU. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI ma.to ene samAdhisUtra kahetA. 24 bhagavAnanA mahAmaMgalakArI nAmo emAM che. bhagavAnanA nAma karatAM bIjuM maMgaLa kayuM ? bhagavAnanuM nAma letAM-letAM, vIra...vara... bolatAM bolatAM to gautama svAmIne kevaLajJAna thayeluM. kahyuM klApUrNasUrie ja 293

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AvA samAdhisUtro jemAM rahelA hoya, e pratikramaNanI upekSA karIne tame bIjA kayA dhyAnanI zodhamAM cho, e ja mane samajAtuM nathI. eka namutthaNuMno mahimA to jANo. jenA para pU. haribhadrasUrijI jevAe lalita vistarA jevI TIkA racI, jenA vAMcanathI siddharSi gaNi jaina darzanamAM sthira thayA; jeno pATha Indra svayaM bhagavAna pAse kare, e namutthaNe sUtranI pavitratA keTalI ? mahimA keTalo ? namutthaNanI stotavya saMpadA, upakAra saMpadA, svarUpa saMpadAvagere saMpadAne jaNAvatA pado vAMco to tame nAcI UTho. bhagavAnano mahimA tame jANI zako. je kSaNe tame bhagavAnane sanmukha lAvo cho, e ja kSaNe bhagavAnanI kRpAnuM sIdhuM ja avataraNa thavA lAge che. pANI ane prakAza [lAITa) sAthe joDANa karIne tame naLa ane lAiTanA baTana dvArA te meLavI zako cho, tema bhagavAna sAthe joDANa karIne tame anaMta aizvaryanA mAlika banI zako cho. jarUra che mAtra joDANanI. joDANa karI Ape tene ja yoga kahevAya. ApaNA A pavitra sUtro joDANa karI ApanArI lAIno che. dukALamAM paNa bhAra UnALe lIluMchama jhADa juo to samajI lejo : enA mULanuM joDANa pAtALanA pANI sAthe thayeluM che. cakalI kholatAM ja naLamAMthI pANI Ave to samajajo H enuM joDANa sarovara sAthe che. baTana dabAvatAM ja lAiTa thAya to samajajo ke enuM joDANa pAvara hAusa sAthe che. tema koika mahAtmAmAM tame koI viziSTa aizvarya juo to samajajo ke emanuM joDANa parama cetanA sAthe thayeluM che. prabhuno mahimA samajAya ane hRdaya bhAvita thAya e mATe A pAlItANA cAturmAsamAM lalitavistarA graMtha rAkhavAno vicAra che. badhAne phAvaze ne ? pratikramaNa, caityavaMdanAdi sUtromAM tame rasa letAM zIkho. 294 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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vidhipUrvaka karo, vagere mATe mAro A prayAsa che. pU. kanakasUrijI, pU. devendrasUrijI Adi pratikramaNAdi vidhinA custa AgrahI hatA. A nAnA bAla munione to pUi. kalAprabhasUrijI, pU. paM. kalpataruvijayajI] tyAre khUba ja nAnA hatA. UMghI jAya to keTalIyavAra pharI pratikramaNa karAveluM. pratikramaNa UbhA-UbhA karo cho ? mAMDalImAM karo cho? vidhi jALavIne karo cho ? avidhithI karAyelA anuSThAno phaLadAyI nahi bane. * maraNAMta kaSTa sahana karanAro yoddho ja yuddhamAM jaI zake, jaIne jItI zake. ahIM paNa atyAre kaSTo sahIzuM to ja mRtyumAM samAdhi raheze. bhagavAnanuM saranAmuM deza : satsaMga nagara : bhakti nagara galI : premanI galI cokIdAra H virahatApa nAmano cokIdAra mahela : prabhu maMdira sIDI H sevAnI sopAna paMkti ahIM sudhI AvyA pachI zuM karavAnuM ? dInatAnA pAtramAM mananA maNine mUkIne prabhune caDAvavuM. ahaMbhAvane bAjue mUkI prabhu-zaraNa svIkAravuM. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 25

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pAlItANA vaizAkha vada-7 25-5-2000, guruvAra * ekavAra dhovAthI vastro sApha na thAya to tame vAraMvAra dhuo cho. tema Atmazuddhi mATe ahIM vAraMvAra yAtrA karavAnI che. kapaDAnA DAgha nathI gamatA, [ jo ke malina kapaDA to sAdhunuM bhUSaNa che.] paNa AtmA para lAgelA rAga-dveSa DAgha che, ema nathI lAgatuM, enA para aNagamo paNa nathI thato. | gamA-aNagamA para aNagamo thavo joIe, je thato nathI, e ja moTI karuNatA che. rAga-dveSane mAMdA pADyA vinA tame mRtyu samaye samAdhi meLavI zako, e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. mRtyu samaye jo koInA pratye veranI gAMTha haze, kyAMya gADha Asakti haze to samAdhimRtyu prApta nahi karI zako. upamitikAre rAgane siMhanI ne dveSane hAthInI upamA ApI che. pAMca Indriyo rAganI khAsa dAsIo che. rAga-dveSamAMthI ja saMsAranA tamAma pApono janma thAya che. "voTiM vadhaghahiM rA-vaMdhoui hota- '' rAga-dveSa svayaM baMdhanarUpa che. e baMdhano jo tuTyA to saMsAra-vRkSa dharAzAyI banyuM samaje. 296 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* karma cetanA karma phaLa cetanA jJAna cetanA A traNa cetanAmAM jJAna-cetanA, rAga-dveSa vagere doSothI saMpUrNa para che. jJAna cetanA to zuddha sphaTika tulya che. rAga-dveSanA lAlakALA paDadAthI sphaTika jevo jIva lAla ke kALo dekhAya che, rAgIdvaSI dekhAya che. jJAna cetanAmAM sthira banavuM, kaSAya-abhAvanI sthitimAM lIna banavuM, e ja dharma-sAdhanAnuM zikhara che. ApaNe e zikhara para ArUDha banavAnuM che. kaSAyane kADhavA mATe ja ApaNI sAdhanA che. saMjvalana kaSAyane dUra karavA rAIsa - devasiya, pratyAkhyAnI kaSAyane dUra karavA paphakhI, apratyAkhyAna kaSAyane dUra karavA comAsI, anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyane dUra karavA saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karavAnA che; te tenI samaya maryAdA parathI khyAla Avaze. kaSAya saMkalezanI avasthA che. saMkliSTa citta vakhate ApaNI cetanA dhUMdhaLI hoya che, jemAM prabhunuM pratibiMba paDI zakyuM nathI. prabhunuM pratibiMba mAnasa paTa para jhIlavuM hoya to tene nirmaLa karavuM ja rahyuM. kaSAyonA hAsathI ja citta nirmaLa thAya che. cAritra zuM che ? sAyaM pu vAritta, sAyadigo na muLa doDuM | akaSAya ja cAritra che. muni kaSAya-yukta na hoI zake. hoya to sAco muni na kahevAya. kaSAyanI jema jema maMdatA thatI jAya tema tema AtmAnuM sukha vadhatuM jAya. 12 mahinAnA paryAyavALA sAdhu anuttaradevanA sukhane caDI jAya tenuM kAraNa kaSAyono thato hrAsa che. cAritra guNane rokanAra kaSAya che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie je 290

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mATe ja sAdhunuM nAma "kSamAzramaNa kahyuM che, zIlazramaNa ke namratA zramaNa nahi. krodha kaSAyanA nAzathI utpanna thatI kSamA e ja sAdhunuM AbhUSaNa che. prazna : vadhAre khataranAka koNa? rAga ke dveSa ? uttara : apekSAe TveSa khataranAka che. rAgane prabhunA premamAM vALI nAkho. to kAma thaI jAya. dveSamAM evuM na thaI zake. vaLI, dveSa vidhvaMsaka che. rAgane vItarAganA rAgamAM rUpAMtarita karIe to te muktino mArga banI zake, paNa dveSanuM - rUpAMtara karIne tene muktimArga banAvI zakAya nahi. - rAga prabhu tarapha rAkhI zakAya, yAvatu sarva jIvo para rAkhI zakAya, paNa dveSa to koInA para paNa na rAkhI zakAya. rAgano vyApa vadhArIne tene prazasta banAvI zakAya. 8SamAM A zakya nathI. prabhuno rAga mokSa ApI zake, paNa konA parano leSa mokSa ApI zake? prabhu para rAga thAya to ja temanI sAthe ekatA AvI zake; paNa rAga ja na thAya to ? rAgane jItavA anityAdi 12 bhAvanAo che. dveSane jItavA maitrI Adi 4 bhAvanAo che. A badhuM ApaNe jANIe chIe, paNa samaya Ave tyAre prayoga nathI karatA. e zIkheluM zA kAmanuM je khare TAime kAma na Ave ? khare TAime khasI jAya te khoparI zA kAmanI ? bhAvanArUpI anupAnano prayoga je tame na karyo to dharmarUpI auSadhi koI phAyado nahi kare, ema mahApuruSoe kahyuM che. * mana-vacana-kAyAnA yogone je azubhamAM joDo to daMDarUpa bane tene zubhamAM joDo to InAma apAvI de. manadaMDa Adine jItavA manogupti Adi joIe. pAMca samiti ApaNane zubha pravRttimAM joDe che. 298 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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traNa gupti ApaNane pravRtti ane nivRtti bannemAM joDe che. jo ke Ama gupti nivRtti pradhAna che, chatAM zubha pravRtti sAva ja niSiddha nathI. guptino abhyAsa eTale dhyAnano abhyAsa. mana Adi daMDano abhyAsa eTale durgAnano abhyAsa. samAdhi mRtyu mATe ArAdhaka banavuM paDaze. ArAdhaka banavA A badhuM karavuM paDaze. A badhuM agharuM to che, paNa bhavasAgara taravo hoya to A karavuM ja paDaze. bAkI , anukULatAnI zodhamAM ja jIvana pUruM karavuM hoya to tamArI marajI ! paNa eka vAta kahI dauM : anukULatAo bhogavavA to ApaNe ahIM nathI ja AvyA. anukULatAo to ghera ghaNIe hatI. manane azubha banAvanArA, ene daMDarUpa banAvanArA rAga-dveSa ja che. mATe ja prathama rAga-dveSa jItavAnI vAta kahI. rAga-dveSanA AvezathI grasta mana je kAMI paNa vicAraze te manodaMDa banaze, je kAMi paNa vacana nIkaLaze te vacanadaMDa banaze, je kAMi paNa kAyA Acaraze te kAya-daMDa banaze. bhoTha, gadheDA, ThoTha vagere zabdonA prayoga vakhate kadI khyAla Ave che H A vacana-daMDa che ? ""tuM kyAM zULIe caDI'tI ?" "tArA zuM kAMDA kapAI gayA tA ?" AvuM bolanArane bhavAMtaramAM zULIe caDavuM paDeluM ne bIjAnA hAtha kapAyelA. A dRSTAMta ApaNe jANatA hoIe to vacana-daMDano prayoga zI rIte karI zakIe ? ' AvA bhagavAnanuM zAsana maLyA pachI paNa mana-vacana-kAyAnI gahita pravRtti cAlu rahI to ApaNuM ThekANuM kyAre paDavAnuM ? ApaNe bIjAne sudhAravA satata pravRttizIla rahIe chIe, paNa jAtane taddana bakAta rAkhIe chIe. huM upadeza ja Apato rahuM ne mAruM jIvana sAva ja koruMdhAkora hoya to mAruM jIvana sAce ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 299

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dayanIya che. A mana duSTa dhyAna mATe maLyuM che? A vacana duSTa vacanonA prayoga mATe maLyuM che ? A kAyA duSTa pravRtti mATe maLI che ? * prazamaratimAM kahyuM che : bIjA padArthonI sArA - narasApaNA [guNa-doSanI vicAraNA ahIM guNathI vyakti ke vastunuM bAhya zreSThatva levAnuM che. jema ke A kerI sArI che. A guNa thayo. A kerI kharAba che. A doSa thayo.] nI vicAraNAmAM tame samaya pasAra karo cho, tenA karatAM AtmadhyAnamAM DUbI jatA ho to keTaluM sAruM ? * atyAre, vartamAna jIvanamAM samatA-samAdhi nahi rAkhIe to mRtyu samaye samatA-samAdhi kyAMthI rAkhI zakIzuM ? TapAla dvArA samatA-samAdhi maLI jaze ? tyAre samAdhinuM pArsala Utaraze ? samAdhinuM pArsala maLI zakatuM nathI. te aMdarathI utpanna karavI paDe che. vihAramAM bIjA pAse rahelo pANIno ghaDo ApaNane kAma lAgI zake ? ApaNI pAse hoya to ja ghaDo kAma lAge, tema ApaNI aMdara ja samAdhinA saMskAro paDyA hoya to kAma lAge. vihAramAM bIjAno ghaDo paNa kadAca kAma lAgI zake, paNa samAdhi bIjAnI kAma na lAge. e to jAte ja UbhI karavI paDe. * bIjA koIne nahi, ne tamane A cAritra kema maLyuM ? bhale dravya to dravya, paNa A cAritra maLyuM to kharuM, saMsAra choDyo to kharo, A ochI vAta che ? pUrva janmamAM cokkasa koI puNyAI karI haze, sAdhanA karI haze ! ATaluM ya roja vicAro toya kAma thaI jAya. * bhagavAna tamane sArA to lAgyA, paNa huM pUchuM chuMH bhagavAna tamane mArA lAgyA ? guru sArA to lAgyA, paNa mArA lAgyA ? mArApaNAno bhAva jAge tyAM ahobhAva sahajarUpe goThavAI jAya. * samAdhi-maraNamAM e ja niSNAta banI zake, jeNe traNa gupti 300 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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dvArA traNa daMDane rokelA hoya, kaSAyone, rAga-dveSane maMda pADelA hoya. saMsAra koI bahAranI cIja nathI, ApaNI aMdara ja e beTho che. rAga-dveSa kaSAya vagere ja saMsAra che, je aMdara ja che. rAga-dveSa, kaSAya vagere moharUpI bAdazAhanA bahAdura senApatio che. moha sIdho laDavA nathI Avato, potAnA senApatione mokalato rahe che. bahu ja kaTokaTInI kSaNe ja te laDAInA medAnamAM Utare che. | * kaSAyo dhruvodayI che. avazya udayamAM Ave te dhruvodayI kahevAya. eTale ke A kaSAyo roja pajavanArA zatruo che. Aje, atyAre paNa eno humalo cAlu che. enI sAme satata jAgRti sivAya vijaya maLI zake nahi. cAra kaSAyone nAthavA cAra maitrI Adi bhAvanAo che. krodhane jItavA maitrI bhAvanA. mAnane jItavA pramoda bhAvanA. mAyAne jItavA karuNA bhAvanA. lobhane jItavA mAdhyacya bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. vera, dveSa, krodha, gusso vagere krodhanA paryAyavAcI zabdo ja che. e AvatAM ja maitrIno tAra tUTI jAya che. vicAro : A cAra kaSAyo na hota to A saMsAra kevo hota ? sukhamaya ? huM kahuM chuM H kaSAya na hota to saMsAra ja na hota. kaSAyathI chUTyA eTale saMsArathI chuTyA. 'kaSAyamuktiH kila muktireva / ' kaSAyamAMthI jeTalA aMze mukta thatA jaIe teTalA aMze ApaNane jIvanmuktinA sukhano anubhava thato jAya. kaSAya-grasta mANasane cArebAju nirAzA, hatAzA vagere dekhAya. jIvanmukta AtmAne cAre bAju AnaMda ne prasannatA ja dekhAya. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 301

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pAlItANA vaizAkha vada-8 26-5-2000, zukravAra * ghora jaMgalamAM tame bhUlA paDyA ho, koI luMTArAoe tamane luMTIne AMkhe pATA bAMdhyA hoya, tame bhUkhyA - tarasyA ho, e vakhate koI sAhasika mANasa AvIne luMTArAone paDakAra : khabaradAra ! A musApharonuM nAma lIdhuM che to ! choDI do AMkhonA pATA ! mUkI do emane !" to ApaNane keTalo AnaMda thAya ? atyAre ApaNI AvI ja hAlata che. saMsAranA jaMgalamAM bhUlA paDelA chIe. rAga-dveSanA luMTArAoe luMTI lIdhA che. AMkhe jJAnAvaraNIya karmano pATo bAMdhyo che. bhagavAna AvIne ApaNane bacAve che. bhagavAna sau prathama abhaya Ape che : amarAIi | tyArapachI AMkho paranA pATA haTAve che : vaghuvayAdi | pachI mArga batAve che : mahiyA | pachI zaraNuM Ape che : saYUvayApa | pachI bodhi Ape che : vodiyA | AvA bhagavAna maLyAno AnaMda keTalo hoya ? AvA bhagavAna maLyA pachI paNa jo pramAda karyo to ApaNA jevA dayanIya bIjA koI nahi hoya. moTA caudapUrvI paNa pramAda kare to TheTha nigodamAM pahoMce, 302 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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anaMtA caudapUrvIo nigodamAM che. e vAta satata yAda rahe to pramAda zAno thAya ? satata apramatta rahevuM e ja sAdhanAno sAra che. jIvanamAM satata apramatta rahenAro ja mRtyu samaye apramatta rahI zake che. apramatta avasthA eTale jAgRtimaya avasthA ! mRtyu samaye saMpUrNa jAgRti hoya to ja mRtyu jItI zakAya, mRtyumAM samAdhi rAkhI zakAya. je mRtyunI kSaNa cUkyA to badhuM ja cUkyA ! mRtyunI kSaNe samAdhi rAkhavAnI kaLA rAdhAvedhanI kaLA karatAM paNa muzkela che, e bhUlazo nahi. Aje rAtre ja ApaNuM mRtyu thavAnuM hoya to ApaNe e mATe taiyAra chIe ? Aje, atyAre ja, mRtyu thAya to paNa taiyAra hoya tene ja muni kahevAya. mRtyuno zo bharoso ? e game tyAre AvI zake. AvatAM pahelA e FAX ke PHONE nahi kare. are... enA pagalAno avAja paNa nahi saMbhaLAya, e sIdhuM ja tamArA para trATakI paDaze. evuM ghaNIvAra banyuM paNa che. aSADhAbhUti nAmanA AcArya potAnA ziSyone joga karAvatA hatA ne rAtre acAnaka mRtyu pAmyA. ziSyone khabara paDe, e pahelA ja deva banelA temaNe potAnA mRta kalevaramAM praveza karyo ne AgADha joga pUrA karAvyA. devano jIva to jato rahyo, paNa ziSyomAM saMzayanA bI vAvato gayo. AthI muMjhAyelA ziSyoe badhAne vaMdana karavAnuM paNa baMdha ! zI khabara ? koI devano AtmA paNa hoya ! jema ApaNA AcAryazrI hatA. A mata keTaloka kALa cAlyo, pachI koIe temane samajAvatAM e ziSyo sanmArge AvyA. avyakta nAmano A niphanava hato. to, mRtyu game tyAre AvI zake che. Trena, plena ke basano samaya nizcita kahI zakAya, paNa mRtyuno koI samaya nizcita nathI. Trena vagerene to haju rokI zakAya, paNa mRtyune na rokI zakAya. DaoNkTaranuM koI ja IjekSana mRtyune na rokI zake. vakIla koI kesa sAme sTe orDera ApI tene sthagita karI zake, paNa mRtyune sTe orDera ApIne kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 303

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rokanAro koI vakIla haju sudhI pAkyo nathI. mRtyu to nizcita che ja. have savAla e che ke e samAdhimaya zI rIte bane ? e vakhate jo koi kaSAyo AvI gayA to... ? kaSAyo kUtarA jevA che. vagara bolAvye AvatA mahemAna jevA che. are, lAkaDI mArIne kADho to paNa AvI jAya tevA A kaSAyo che. kUtarAno Avo ja svabhAva che ne ? eka vakhata sAdaDImAM (vi.saM.2032) cAlu mAMDalImAM ja eka kUtarAe AvIne eka muninA pAtrAmAMthI methIno lADavo uThAvI lIdhelo. koI sAdhu aTakAvI na zakyA. kaSAyo paNa A kUtarA jevA che, je mahAmuzkelIe meLavelA samatAnA lADavAne UThAvI jAya che. mRtyu vakhate A kaSAyothI cetavAnuM che. atyArathI jo kaSAyone maMda karavAnI sAdhanA karI haze to mRtyu samaye kaSAyanI maMdatA rahI zakaze, samatA jALavI zakAze. kaSAya-jaya mATe Indriya-jaya karavo paDe. Indriya-jaya karyo nathI teNe kaSAya-jayanI AzA choDI devI joIe. DAyAbiTizanA dardIne miSTAnna ISTa che, paNa hitakara nathI, tema IndriyonA viSayo ISTa hovA chatAM hitakara nathI - ema je mAnIne jJAnanA aMkuzathI IndriyonuM niyaMtraNa kare che, te ja kaSAyo para niyaMtraNa karI zake che. Indriyano nigraha jJAnI ja karI zake. tIkSNa jJAna, satata jAgarUka avasthAmAM rahetuM mana ja IndriyonuM niyaMtraNa karI zake. jJAnathI ahIM mAhitIvALuM jJAna nathI levAnuM, paNa hRdayathI bhAvita thayelA jJAnanI ahIM vAta che. AnuM zreSTha udAharaNa upA. yazovijayajI che. mahAna jJAnI hatA sAthe sAthe tevA ja prabhubhakta paNa hatA. emanuM jJAna bhAvita - avasthAmAM pahoMceluM kahI zakAya. bhAvita jJAna na hoya to jJAnasAra jevI utkRSTa racanA thaI zake nahi. emanI jJAnasAra 304 x kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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jevI kRtithI ja emanuM hRdaya kevuM hatuM ? te samajAya che. AthI ja AvA graMtho [jJAnasAra, Indriya parAjaya zataka, vairAgya-zataka, sindara prakaraNa vagere graMtho] amane amArA pU. AcArya bhagavaMte kaMThastha karAvyA. kAraNa ke vairAgyathI bhAvita baneluM hRdaya ja ArAdhaka banI zakaze. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. kahetA : jJAnasAra karatAM pahelA yogazAstranA 4 prakAza ane adhyAtmasAra graMtho kaMThastha karo. athavA vAMco. jJAnasAra nizcaya pradhAna che. - vyavahAramAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja nizcayamAM praveza karavAno che. taLAva taravAmAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja dariyo tarI zakAya. sIdhA ja nizcaya pradhAna graMtho vAMcavA lAgazo to unmArge cAlyA jazo. nizcaya naya pramAdIne bahu ja game. AvA mANaso nizcaya naya dvArA pramAdanuM poSaNa ja karaze. tapa vagerethI dUra ja raheze. AvA mANaso mATe zAstra zastra banI jaze. kAnajI matamAM AvuM ja thaI gayuM che. nizcayapradhAna samayasAra graMtha laIne besI gayA. * jJAnasAra - IndriyayASTakamAM kahyuM che : bicArA mUDha mANaso parvatanI pILI mATIne sonuM samajIne tenI pAchaLa doDe che, paNa anAdi anaMda jJAna-dhana, je sadA aMdara ja paDeluM che, tenI sAmeya jotA nathI. mANasane khabara paDI jAya ke gharamAM ja khajAno daTAyelo che, to e emane ema besI rahe ? ke kodALI laIne khodavA maMDI jAya ? ApaNI aMdara anaMta aizcarya bhareluM che - aMdara paramAtmA beThA che, evuM jANavA chatAM ApaNe niSkriya beThA chIe. ApaNA anaMta khajAnAne anaMta karma-vargaNAo DhAMkIne beThelI che. AthI ApaNe e khajAnAne joI zakatA nathI, joI to nathI zakatA, paNa "khAno che" evI zraddhA paNa nathI karI zakatA. jJAnasAra kaMThastha karelo hoya te darekane khAsa sUcanA : A kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ka 305

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graMtha TheTha sudhI TakAvI rAkhajo. jyAre tame sAdhanA-mArgamAM praveza karazo tyAre A graMthamAMthI apUrva khajAno maLaze. sAdhanA mATenuM mArgadarzana maLatuM raheze. jJAnanuM aMkuza jeTaluM majabUta teTaluM indriyonuM niyaMtraNa majabUta. . jJAnane majabUta banAvavA bhakti majabUta banAvo. bhakti jeTalI tIvra haze, jJAna teTaluM vizuddha banaze. nAma letAM ja bhagavAna yAda Ave, hRdaya gadgad banI UThe, eTale sudhI bhaktine bhAvita banAvo. nAma rahaMtAM AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna..." mAnavijayajInA A ugAro ApaNA paNa banI jAya, eTalI hada sudhI hRdayamAM bhaktine pratiSThita karo. dehane pAMkha maLe ne sAkSAt sImaMdhara svAmIne ApaNe maLI zakIe ke manane AMkha maLe to maLI zakIe, evuM banatuM nathI. bhagavAnane maLavAnA atyAre be ja mAdhyamo che : bhagavAnanuM nAma ane bhagavAnanI mUrti...! pAMca parameSThI tarapha athAga prema karajo. emano prema ApaNI pAMceya indriyonI kAmanA toDI nAkhaze. pAMca indriyonA zabdAdi pAMca viSayo, pAMca parameSThIo dvArA UrdhIkaraNa pAmI zake. arihaMtanI vANIthI zabda arUpI siddhonA rUpathI rUpa, AcAryonI AcAra-surabhithI gaMdha, upAdhyAyonA jJAna-rasathI rasa ane sAdhu bhagavaMtanA caraNasparzathI sparzanuM UrdhIkaraNa thaze. 300 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA vaizAkha vada-9 27-5-2000, zanivAra * vIkharAyelA phUlo sAcavI zakAtA nathI, vIkharAI jAya che. vIkharAyelA phUlone sAcavavA hoya to mALA banAvavI paDe. puSpamALAne tame sukhapUrvaka kaMThamAM dhAraNa karI zako. bhagavAnanA verAyelA vacanapuSponI gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe mALA banAvI che, jene Aje ApaNe Agama kahIe chIe. Agama eTale tIrthaMkaroe verelA vacana-puSpomAMthI gaNadharoe banAvelI mALA ! * traNa tIrtha che : (1) dvAdazAMgI (2) caturvidha (3) prathama gaNadhara. A tIrthanI ArAdhanA karanAra avazya mokSagAmI bane. utkRSTa ArAdhanA te ja bhave mokSa Ape. ' * tame muzkelIthI gocarI lAvo ne maMgAvanAra vApare nahi to tamane keTaluM duHkha thAya ? gaNadharoe ATalA parizramathI Agamo guMthyA, pUrvAcAryoe TakAvyA, gurudevoe upadezyA. ne ApaNe e pramANe jIvIe nahi, jIvavA prayatna karIe nahi, prayatna karavAnuM duHkha paNa rAkhIe nahi to te mahApuruSone keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze ? kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 300

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maMgAvanAra gocarI na vApare to lAvanArano utsAha maMda paDI jAya. tame amArI vAta na sAMbhaLo, jIvanamAM na utAro to amAro. utsAha maMda na paDe ? * "aho ! aho ! sAdhujI samatAnA dariyA....!" sAdhune samatAnA samudra kahyA che. samudra na bano to kAMI nahi, sarovara to bano, kUvA to bano... e paNa na bane to khAbocIyuM to bano. samatAno chAMToya na hoya evuM sAdhupaNuM zA kAmanuM ? jhAMjhavAnA jaLa dUrathI jaLanI bhrAnti karAve, paNa pAse jaIne juo to kAMI nahi. ApaNI samatA AvI bhrAmaka nathI ne ? samatAnA samudranA nAme kevaLa mRgatRSNA nathI ne ? * jaLa tarasa, dAha, malinatA dUra kare. agni ThaMDI dUra kare. pavana prANa bane. dharatI AdhAra Ape. vRkSa khorAka, makAna, chAyA, phaLa vagere Ape. vAdaLa pANI Ape. sUraja prakAza Ape. candra zIlatatA Ape. caMdana suvAsa Ape. sAdhu zuM Ape ? abhayadAna, jJAna-dAna. annadAna ke dhanadAnathI kSaNika tRpti thAya, paNa jJAnadAna ke abhayadAnathI thAvajIva tRpti thAya. sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApanAro sAdhu samagra brahmAMDamAM zAntinI udghoSaNA kare che. sAdhu jAhera kare che : huM have koIne trAsarUpa nahi banuM. 308 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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tamane khabara che : keTalAkanuM astitva ja trAsarUpa hoya che ? e kAMI na kare, e ja emanI moTI samAja-jovA kahevAya. kharekhara joIe to badhA ja saMsArI jIvanuM astitva ja bIjA jIvo mATe trAsarUpa che. saMsAramAM rahevuM ne bIjAne trAsa na Apavo zakya ja nathI. mATe ja saMsArathI jaldI chuTIne mokSe javAnuM che. mokSe gayelA siddho koIne trAsarUpa banatA nathI. A paNa jagatanI moTI sevA che. ApaNe mokSamAM jaIzuM to A jagatanI moTI sevA gaNAze. ApaNA nimitte jagatane thato trAsa to kama se kama aTakaze. sAdhue A mArge pagalA bharyA che. mATe ja sAdhu abhayadAna ApIne jagata para moTo upakAra kare che. - sAdhu koIne bhaya na Ape to tene paNa bhaya koNa Ape ? bIjane bhayabhIta karanAro svayaM paNa bhayabhIta ja hoya. bIjAne abhaya ApanAro svayaM paNa abhaya ja hoya ! sAdhu kevA hoya ? "sattAvirahiNo !' sAteya bhayasthAnathI sAdhu rahita hoya. * tamane garamI lAge che ? garamI lAgatI hoya to samajavuM H vAcanAmAM mana nathI lAgyuM. mana lAgI gayuM hoya tene garamI zuM ? pavana zuM ? mane pUcho to kahuM : garamIno vicAra nathI Avato. garamIno vicAra ApaNA cittanI anekAgratAne jaNAve che. * tame deva-gurunA dAsa banI gayA to samajI lo : moha kazuM nahi karI zake. karmono saradAra moha che. bhagavAna ane gurunI kRpAthI ja moha jItI zakAya. mApatuSa muni pAse zuM hatuM? buddhinA nAme mIMDuM hatuM. tattva to vadhu zuM samaje ? be vAkya paNa kaMThastha karI zakatA nhotA. kayA AdhAre teo kevaLajJAna pAmyA ? gurukRpAnA AdhAre. moha jAya pachI jJAnAvaraNIya - darzanAvaraNIya vagere karmone javuM ja paDe. saradAra mare pachI sainiko kyA sudhI laDavAnA ? bAramA guNaThANe tame kSINamohI banyA, mohane saMpUrNa haNI kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 309

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nAkhyo eTale tarata ja jJAnAvaraNIyAdi ghAtI karmo kahI deze : ame A cAlyA. amAro saradAra marI cUkyo che. have amAruM mRtyu nizcita che. jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karma haTatAM ja 13mA guNaThANe kaivalya prakAza ghaTamAM relAya che. bAramA guNaThANe vItarAgatA AvI. vItarAgatA AvatAM ja teramA guNaThANe sarvajJatA maLe ja. sAdhanA vItarAgatA mATe karavAnI che, sarvajJatA mATe nahi. sarvajJatA to vItarAgatA mATenuM InAma che ! je AtmA vItarAga bane enA kaMThe sarvajJatA, phUlanI mALA thaIne paDe. | * abhimAna jAya nahi tyAM sudhI kAma thAya nahi. mohanI AkhI ImArata ahaMkAra para UbhI che. mATe ja pahelA navakAra ApavAmAM Ave che. namaskAra sau prathama ahaMkAra-vRkSanA mULa para ja kuThArAghAta kare che. ahaMkAra naSTa thato jAya tema tema vinaya Avato jAya. vinaya Avato jAya tema tema bIjA guNo AvatA jAya. kAraNa ke vinaya guNono praveza-dvAra che. ahaMkArathI azuddhi vadhe. vinayathI zuddhi vadhe. guNI puruSo pratye vinaya-pramoda vadhe tema tema te guNo ApaNAmAM AvatA jAya, kliSTa karmo baLIne bhasma thaI jAya. mATe ja namaskAra bhAva 14 pUrvono sAra gaNAyo che. eka namaskArabhAva AvI jAya to bIjA badhA ja guNo svayameva AvavA mAMDe che. sevA, pUjA, guNAnurAga, vinaya, vaMdana vagere namaskAranA ja paryAyavAcI zabdo che. yogodvahana zuM che? namaskAra bhAvanI tAlIma che. dareka uddezA pUrve tamAre khamAsamaNA ApavAnA ja, tamAre jhUkavAnuM ja. 310 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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khamAsamaNA namaskAranuM pratIka che. vinayapUrvaka grahaNa karAyelI vidyA ja phaLadAyI banI zake. e ja yogohana dvArA zIkhavAnuM che. yogodvahananI saMpUrNa prakriyA ApaNA bhAvaroganI davA che. Indriya, kaSAya vagere para niyaMtraNa karavAnI tAlIma yogodvahana dvArA maLe che. * je pApanI niMdA-gartA-pratikramaNa na thAya, e pApa eTaluM baddhamUla banI jAya ke A bhavamAM to nahi, bhavAMtaramAM paNa na jAya. mATe ja jJAnIoe ApaNane pApothI bacAvavA AlocanA - prAyazcittanuM vidhAna kareluM che. je pApanI AlocanA karavAnuM mana na thAya te pApa nikAcita thayeluM samajavuM. nikAcita eTale evuM pApa ke je phaLa ApyA vinA jAya ja nahi. guNa jema guNanA anubaMdhavALA bane tema doSa, doSanA anubaMdhavALA bane. mRtyu pahelA aMdara paDelA zalyo kADhavA ja paDaze. e vinA samAdhi-mRtyu maLe, evI AzAmAM rahetA nahi. AlocanA nahi thavA denAra, guru pAse pApa pragaTa nahi thavA denAra ahaMkAra che. pApIthI pApI chuM, nIcathI paNa nIca chuM." evuM saMvedana deva-guru pAse karI zakIe evI manaHsthiti na bane tyAM sudhI samajavuM H haju aMdara ahaMkAra beTho che. ahaMkAra hoya tyAM dharma zI rIte Ave ? ahaMkAranA ATha aDA che. ene ApaNe madanA ATha sthAnarUpe oLakhIe chIe. pU. kanakasUrijI bahu ja madhura avAje sakjhAya bolatA : "mada ATha mahAmuni vArIe..." sAMbhaLatAM eTalo AnaMda Ave... Aje paNa e madhura kSaNonuM smaraNa thAya che ne hRdaya gadgad banI UThe che. kahyuM klApUrNasUrie ja 311

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A sakjhAyamAM ATheya madonA udAharaNo ApelA che : 1 jAtinA madathI harikezI. lAbhanA madathI subhUma. T kulanA madathI marIci. D aizvaryanA madathI dazArNabhadra. T balanA madathI vizvabhUti. rUpanA madathI sanakumAra. I tapanA madathI dUragaDu. | zrutanA madathI sthUlabhadra kaleza pAmyA che, ema e sakjhAyamAM jaNAvyuM che. ApaNe evA "namra' chIe ke jANe koI ja mada naDato ja nathI ! guNano mada na karAya tema doSano paNa mada na karAya ! je doSano mada karo te doSa jaDabesalAka banI jAya ne je guNano mada karo te tamArI pAsethI cAlyuM jAya - A niyama satata yAda rAkhajo. logarasanI ArAdhanA "logassa kalpa'mAM prathama gAthA pUrvadizAmAM jinamudrAe 14 divasa tenA bIja maMtro sahita 108 vAra gaNavAnuM vidhAna che. te mujaba gaNavAthI ane tenA upasaMhAra rUpa chaThThI gAthA besIne 108 vAra gaNavAthI eka prakAranI addabhuta zAnti anubhavAya che. 312 ja kahyuM klApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA vaizAkha vada-dvi-9 28-5-2000, ravivAra jo paMca iMdiyAiM sannANI visayasaMpalittAI / / nANaMkuseNa giNhai, so maraNe hoi kayajogo // 136 / / * jina-vacanamAM jene Adara thayo teno yaza comera prasare ja, aMtataH mokSa paNa maLe ja. 'jai icchaha paramapayaM, ahavA kittiM suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe / tA telukkuddharaNe, jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha // jina-vacanano Adara karIe to mokSa che. jina-vacanano anAdara karIe to saMsAra che. Adara karavo eTale hRdayathI svIkAravuM ? prabhu....! Apa kaho tema ja che. te ja sAcuM che. "sevaM aMte sevaM aMte tameva saghaM ." bhagavatInA dareka uddezAnA aMte bhagavAnane gautama svAmI kahe che : prabhu....! Apa kaho cho tema ja che, te ja sAcuM che. zraddhA ane bahumAnapUrvaka anuSThAna karavAmAM Ave to ja karmanirjarA thAya. karma-nirjarA thAya to ja AnaMda vadhe. AnaMda keTalo vadhyo ? jeTalo AnaMda vadhato jato hoya teTalA pramANamAM karmanirjarA thaI, ema mAnajo. A AnaMda samatAjanya hovo joIe. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ke 313

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mamatAjanya malina AnaMdanI ahIM vAta nathI. * sAdhune azana-pAna be ja basa hoya. khAdima-svAdimanI sAdhune zI jarUra ? emAMya sAdhunI bhaktinA nAme ja cAlatuM hoya tyAM ApaNAthI javAya ja zI rIte ? jaIe to jina-vacanano Adara rahyo kyAM ? ahIM anukULatA ghaNI che. anukULatA patanano mArga che. pU. kanakasUrijI ma. eTale ja kahetA : pAlItANAmAM bahu rahevA jevuM nahi. yAtrA karIne ravAnA thaI javuM. doSita gocarI AvatI hoya, jeno parihAra azakya prAyaH lAgato hoya to kama se kama tyAga to hovo joIe ! phaLAdino tyAga to karI zakAya ne ? pU. premasUrijI ma. jevAne to dIkSAnA divasathI ja jIvanabhara phaLano tyAga hato. 20 varSa pahelA to amArA A be mahAtmAo gocarI mATe TheTha gAmamAM jatA. koI bhakti mATe Ave ne mahAtmAonI lAIna lAge ? kevuM behuduM dazya ? mahAtmAo to ema kahe : amAre khapa nathI. vartamAna joga ! mArI A vAto saMbhaLAya che ne ? nahi to loko kaheze : vAcanAo to ghaNI sAMbhaLe che, paNa AcaraNamAM kazuM ja nathI. gRhasthone ApaNe kahIe chIe : 'anyasthAne kRtaM pApaM, tIrthasthAne vimucyate / tIrthasthAne kRtaM pApaM, vajralepo bhaviSyati // ' A vAta ApaNane lAgu na paDe ? sAdhune zAnI jarUra ? AtmalAbha karatAM bIjo kayo moTo lAbha che ? jeTalo tame tyAga karazo, vastuo tamArI pAchaLa doDaze. jeTalI spRhA karazo, vastuo tamArAthI dUra bhAgaze. saMyama para jarA to bharoso rAkho : saMyamamAM upakArI cIjanI jyAre jyAre jarUra paDaze, tyAre maLI ja raheze. tamane bharoso nathI ? kyAreya kapaDA vagara rahevuM paDyuM che ? 314 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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gRhastho rUpiyA bhegA karyA ja kare, jarUra na hoya to paNa ekaThA karyA ja kare, tema ApaNe paNa maLatI cIjo ekaThA karatA ja rahevAnuM ? to gRhastha ane sAdhumAM pharaka kyAM rahyo ? yAda rAkho : spRhA duHkha che. niHspRhatA mahAsukha che. sukha ane duHkhanI A saMkSipta vyAkhyA najara sAme rAkhIne jIvavAmAM Ave to jIvana keTaluM suMdara banI jAya ? ekalA phuTanI bhaktimAM ApaNAthI javAya ja zI rIte ? pUijayazrInI vAta badhALA 8Io paDe mATe vUtA AzcAryazrIe UbhA thaIne 4hyuM H ] evuM koI sthAna nathI jyAM ATalI saMkhyAmAM ApaNe rahI zakIe. eTale ja pUjyazrIe A sthAna pasaMda karyuM che. AvI uttama vAcanAo dvArA jIvana zuddha ane zubha bane, mATe ahIM cAturmAsa goThavyuM che. ApaNI nAnI-moTI bhUlonI asara nAnAne nahi, moTAne ja thatI hoya che. nAma to moTAnuM ja Ave. ame pUjyazrIne kahyuM H Apa je kAMI paNa kahevA mAMgatA ho te vAcanAmAM ja jaNAvo. badhA vinIta che jarUra mAnaze. vadhu kAMI na karI zakIe to kama se kama ATaluM karo ? jeo ema kahI jatA hoya ke "Aje kerInI ke rasanI bhakti che. tyAM to na ja javuM. cAturmAsa nimitte bIjI cIjo paNa vahorAvavA gRhastho AvavAnA che. ... to jeTalI jarUriyAta hoya te ahIM pUjyazrIne jaNAvajo. ahIM zarama rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI. bApa AgaLa putrIone zaramAvAnuM na hoya. - pUjyazrInI A Takorano tame sAro pratibhAva Apazo, evo kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 315

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vizvAsa che. [zayala bhakitamAM nahi javAnI pratijJA apAI. mAMdagI zivAya phaLanI pratijJA apAI.] upavAsanA pAraNA ke mAMdagI sivAya navakArazI paNa baMdha karavA jevI che. pUjyazrI : pU. kanakasUrijI ma.nA niyama yAda rAkhajo : A cAturmAsa pachI have koIe ahIM cAturmAsa mATe rahevuM nahi. havethI koIne ahIMnA cAturmAsa mATe maMjurI nahi maLe. sUryAsta pachI bahAra na rahevuM. sUryAsta pahelA ja vasatimAM dAkhala thaI javuM, evo krama goThavazo. + aSTa pravacana mAtAnA khoLAmAM rahelA sAdhune koI ja bhaya na hoya. AbarU, apayaza vagere koI ja bhaya na hoya. bhagavAne niyamo ja evA batAvyA che ke A mArge cAlatAM bhaya lAge ja nahi. prabhu-sevAnuM prathama caraNa ja A che : abhaya ! "sevana kAraNa pahelI bhUmikA re; abhaya adveSa akheda...'' pU. AnaMdaghanajI kRta saMbhavanAthanuM stavana. * AcAryAdi koI pada maLavAthI mukti-mArga nizcita nathI thato, tenA mATe guNo meLavavA paDe che. lAMca ApIne tame DaoNkTarI sarTiphikeTa meLavI zako, paNa maratA dardIne bacAvI nahi zako. guNa vinAnI tamArI padavIo mokSa nahi ApI zake. * roja ApaNe bolIe chIe : he jIva mA-bApa ! amArI udghoSaNA sAMbhaLo : ""Aje ame jAhera karIe chIe. amane sarva jIvo sAthe maitrI che. koInI sAthe vera nathI. ame saune khamAvIe chIe. sau jIvo paNa amane khamAvo." [vAmi savya nIve.] 310 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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AmAM maitrI-bhAvanA utkRSTa udgAro che. maitrI bhAvayukta sAdhaka sadA abhaya hoya. * brahmacArInI prazaMsA devalokamAM paNa thAya. sItAjInI agni-parIkSA vakhate devo paNa jovA AvelA. agninI zI tAkAta ke e mahAsatIne saLagAvI zake ? jJAnanA adhiSThAyaka deva che, tema brahmacaryanA paNa adhiSThAyaka deva hoya che. tamArA brahmacaryanA guNathI prasanna thaIne teo tamAruM rakSaNa kare. sUtronA paNa adhiSThAyaka devo hoya che. rAtre [kaveLAe] utkAlika sUtrano pATha karatA munine eka deve chAsa veMcanArInuM rUpa laI samajAveluM. muni : A chAsa levAno samaya che ? deva H A svAdhyAya karavAno samaya che ? muni samajI gayA. ruSTa thayelA deva ghaNIvAra zarIramAM roga vagere paNa pedA karI de. * "vAvAjhuM sannAyamsa maraNayA" * divasamAM cAra vAra sakjhAya [svAdhyAya] na karo to aticAra lAge. ApaNe mAtra dho maMtra nI pAMca gAthAthI patAvI daIe chIe. ATha roTalInI jarUra hoya ne be roTalI ApavAmAM Ave to cAle ? eka evA nihanava thayelA, je vastunA chellA aMzamAM ja pUrNatA mAnatA. eka zrAvake roTalI, zAka, dALa, bhAta vagereno ekeka dANo tathA vastronuM eka taMtu vahorAvIne emane ThekANe pADelA. roTalInA kaNathI peTa na bharAya to pAMca gAthAthI svAdhyAya zI rIte pUro thayo gaNAya ? kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie ja 310

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pAlItANA vaizAkha vada-11 29-5-2000, somavAra * dharma zravaNa, dharmazraddhA, dharmAcaraNa A badhuM mAnavabhavamAM ja maLI zake. mATe ja AryabhUminA mAnavabhavanI ATalI prazaMsA karavAmAM AvI che. mAnavabhava dharmazravaNAdi dvArA ja saphaLa thaI zake. enA sthAne bIjuM kAMI karyuM to te mAnava bhavano durupayoga kahevAya.sonAnI thALImAM dArU pIvo te sonAnI thALInuM apamAna che. Indra paNa cAhe che AvA mAnava-bhavane. e bhava ApaNane prApta thayA che, e ApaNA puNyanI parAkASThA che, enI durlabhatA na samajAya te pApanI parAkASThA che. * Aje bhagavatImAM evo pATha maLyo, jethI AnaMda-AnaMda chavAI gayo. 'gasuvvA'| chellA bhavamAM dharma sAMbhaLavA na maLe to paNa kevaLajJAnAdi pAmI zake. TIkAkAre lakhyuM H sAMbhaLyA vinA paNa jina-vacana para tene Adara hoya. : jo ke pUrvabhavamAM to sAMbhaLeluM hoya, mAtra A bhavanI vAta che. A bhavanI apekSAe 'suvvA' [sAMbhaLyA vinA dharma-prApti] kahyuM. 318 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* cAritra mATe cAritrAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama joIe tema jayaNAnA pAlana mATe jayaNAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama joIe. evuM paNa bane ke cAritrAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thayelo hoya, paNa jayaNAvaraNIya karmano kSayopazama thayelo na hoya. jayaNAvaraNIya, adhyavasAyAvaraNIya vagere navA lAgatA zabdono prayoga bhagavatImAM thayelo che. - jayaNAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI jayaNAmAM ullAsa Ave. adhyavasAyAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI adhyavasAyamAM ullAsa Ave. - bhagavatI sUtra, 9muM zataka, 31mo uddezo, pR.434. * bhagavAnanuM smaraNa paNa vipnonI velaDI mATe kuhADI rUpa bhagavAnano Adara hRdayamAM Avyo to samajI lo : tamArI pAse nidhAna AvI gayuM. mATe ja bhaktane mATe bhagavAna ja nidhAna che. bhagavatsannidhAnameva nidhAnam / tAharuM dhyAna te samakti rUpa tehi ja jJAna ne cAritra teha chejI. prabhunuM dhyAna ja samyagdarzana, samyajJAna ane samyaphacAritra rUpa che. prabhu ApaNane dUra lAge che. bhaktane dUra nathI lAgatA. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : paNa muja navi bhaya hAthohAthe, tAre te che sAthe re." game teTaluM vAvAjhoDuM Ave, mArI tapa-japanI jIvana-naiyA game teTalI hAlaka-Dolaka thAya, paNa mane koI ja bhaya nathI. tAranArA prabhu mArI sAthe ja che, mArA hAthamAM ja che, hRdayamAM ja che. A zabdo samajAya che ? rahasyabharI AvI paMktio ApaNI samakSa hovA chatAM ApaNA kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 319

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hRdayane kazuM sparzatuM nathI. kAraNa ke e mATe paNa pAtratA joIe, bhAgya joIe. sarovaramAM game teTaluM pANI najara sAme ja dekhAya, paNa tame tamArA maTakA pramANe ja laI zako. eka bhagavAnane 'tame evA pakaDI lo ke jIvananI koIpaNa kSaNe tame bhUlI zako nahi. bhagavAna pakaDazo to badhuM ja pakaDAI jaze. bhagavAna chuTI jaze to badhuM ja chuTI jaze. 'prabhu-pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA; aLagA aMga na sAjA re.'' * prabhu-bhaktimAM rUkAvaTa karanAra ahaMkAra che. 'huM bIjAthI kaMIka vizeSa chuM. mArI aMdara buddhi kauzalya che ke pravacana kauzalya che.'' evI anekAneka bhramaNAomAM ApaNe jIvIe chIe. svanuM taTastha nirIkSaNa karavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI A samajAze nahi. bIjAnA doSa dekhAze, paNa potAnA doSa nahi dekhAya. AvI bhramaNAono bhAMgIne bhUkko na thAya tyAM sudhI bhagavAna maLe e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. ahaMkAranuM vilInIkaraNa ja samarpaNanI anivArya pUrva zarata che. e vinA game teTalA tame barADA pADo, tamArI bhakti maMjura nahi bane. e mAtra ahaMkAranI kasarata banI raheze. * prabhu dUdhanA pyAlA che. ApaNe pANInA pyAlA chIe. pANIe dUdhano raMga pAmavo hoya to teno saMga karavo paDe. je kSaNe pANI dUdhamAM maLe che, e ja kSaNe e pANI maTIne dUdha banI jAya che. 'mAre koinAmAM nathI bhaLavuM. mAre to alaga ja rahevuM che.' ema mAnIne pANIno glAsa jo dUdhanA glAsamAM bhaLavA taiyAra ja na thAya to ? ApaNe AvA ja nathI ? bhagavAnane maLIe chIe kharA, 320 x kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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paNa bhaLIe chIe kharA? maLavuM eka vAta che, bhaLavuM bIjI vAta che. dUdhano raMga pANIe meLavavo hoya to dUdhamAM bhaLavuM paDe. bhagavAnanuM aizcarya pAmavuM hoya to bhakta bhagavAnamAM bhaLavuM paDe. je kSaNe ApaNo AtmA paramAtmA sAthe bhaLI jaze te ja kSaNe AnaMdanuM avataraNa thaze. asIma AnaMdano paLa-paLa anubhava e ja bhagavAnamAM bhaLyAnI nizAnI che. yA to bhagavAnamAM bhaLo yA to saMsAramAM bhaLo. bhagavAnamAM nathI bhaLatA tyAre tame saMsAramAM bhaLo ja cho, bhaLelA ja cho, e bhUlatA nahi. brahmacaryano kharo artha A ja thAya che : prabhunI cetanAmAM caryA karavI. prabhu e ja brahma che. emAM carcA karavI te ja brahmacarya ! ane sAcuM kahuM ? prabhu maLyA pachI ja tame sAcA arthamAM brahmacarya pALI zako cho. prabhuno rasa tamane evo madhura lAge ke jenI AgaLa kaMcana-kAminI Adi dareka padArtha tamane rasahIna lAge. eka prabhu ja mAtra tamane rasezvara lAge, rasAdhirAja lAge. upaniSadomAM kahyuM che : "raso hai :' ApaNo AtmA rasamaya che. ene prabhumAM rasa nahi lAge to saMsAramAM rasa levA prayatna karavAno ja che. ApaNI cetanAne prabhunA rasathI rasAyelI karavI, e ja A jIvanano sAra che. ApaNA jIvananI karuNatA to juo ! eka mAtra prabhunA rasa sivAya bIjA badhA ja raso bharapUra che ! tamane lAge che ke AnAthI jIvana saphaLa thaI jaze ? "vasahi-kaha-nisijjiMdiya kuDiDaMtara puvva kIlia paNIe / aimAyAhAra vibhUsaNA ya nava baMbhacera guttio // " (1) strI saMpukta vasati, (2) strI kathA, (3) strI beThI hoya tyAM 48 miniTanI aMdara besavuM, (4) strInA aMgopAMga jovA. (5) paDadA pAchaLa daMpatInI vAta sAMbhaLavI, (6) pUrva kriIDAnuM smaraNa kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ke 321

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karavuM. (7) snigdha AhAra levo (8) adhika AhAra levo. (9) zarIra-vastrAdinI TApaTIpa karavI - A nave navano tyAga karavAthI ja nava guptinuM pAlana thaze. prabhumAM rasa jAge to ja A nava guptinuM pAlana sahajarUpe thaI zake. * huM karuM tema tamAre nathI karavAnuM. huM navakArazI karuM eTale tamAreya karavAnI ? navakArazI to mAre hamaNAM zarU thaI. dIkSA vakhate to abhigraha karelo H haMmezA ekAsaNA ja karavA. upavAsa, chaTha, aThama ke aThThAInA pAraNe paNa ekAsaNuM ja karato. vaLI, gocarI lAvavI, luNA kADhavA vagere kAma paNa jAte ja karavAnA. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje kahyuM : "uMmara thAya tema zarIra ghasAya. tamAre bIjA kAryo paNa karavAnA che. mATe A ekAsaNAno niyama jaDatApUrvaka nahi pakaDavo." e gItArtha puruSanI vAta meM svIkArI. jo ke tyAra pachI paNa varSo sudhI ekAsaNA ja cAlu rahyA. ekAsaNA karavAthI keTalo samaya bacI jAya ? adhyayana - adhyApana vagere mATe paNa puSkaLa samaya maLe. samaya e ja ApaNuM jIvana che. samaya bagADavo eTale jIvana bagADavuM. je mahAtmAo mane TapAla Adi dvArA, sevA Adi dvArA satata sahAyaka bane che, te mahAtmAono tame samaya nahi bagADatA.. IzArAthI samajI jajo. huM bhale kAMI kaheto nathI. paNa mArA maunamAM paNa kAMIka IzAro hoya che, e tame samajI zakatA hazo. * "bhakti" hoya tyAM javAnuM mana thAya, managamatI cIja maLatI hoya tyAM mana thAya, e ApaNI aMdara rahelI rasanAnI lolupatAne jaNAve che. rasanAnI lolupatAthI yugapradhAna AcAryazrI 322 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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maMgune paNa gaTaranA bhUta banavuM paDeluM, te ApaNe jANIe chIe. vigaI ApaNane balAtkAre vigati [mugati] mAM laI jAya che - ema zAstrakAro kahe che, huM nahi. tame ema nahi mAnatA : huM tamArA AhAramAM vighna nAkhuM chuM. huM nahi, zAstrakAro Ama kahe brahmacaryanA pAlana mATe vigaI tyAganI jema ati AhAra paNa varya gaNAyo che. atiAhArathI zarIra svAthya paNa bagaDe. pachI DaoNkTarane bolAvavA paDe. jo mANasa uNodarI kare to ghaNA kharA rogothI bacI jAya, ema anubhavIo kahe che. ati AhAra kare e rogothI bacI zake nahi. je zarIranuM svAthya paNa na jALavI zake te AtmAnuM svAthya zI rIte jALavI zake ? * tame je vAcanAo sAMbhaLI che, enuM rIjhalTa mAre joIe. je mahAtmA jeTalA niyamo [kAyotsarga, svAdhyAya, mALA, tapa vagere) le te teTalA niyamo lakhIne amane ApI jAya. jethI amane khyAla Ave. ame anumodanA karIzuM. * surendranagara [saM.2014] pU. premasUrijI sAthenA cAturmAsa pachI premasUrijI ma. sAthe vihAra thayo. 50-60 mahAtmAo hatA. maNiprabhavijayajI, dharmAnaMdavijayajI vagere mahAtmAo rastAnA gAmaDAmAMthI gocarI lAvatA. eka vakhata ame vIramagAma hatA. bIje divase pU. premasUrijI Adi paMcAvana ThANA AvavAnA hatA. gocarI-pANInI bhakti amAre karavAnI hatI. bIjI porasInuM saMpUrNa pANI mArA bhAge AvyuM. 40-50 ghaDA gharomAMthI pharIne lAvelo. yogAnuyoga Aje pU. premasUrijI ma.nI svargatithi che. siddhAMta mahodadhi A AcAryazrIe aneka mahAtmAone taiyAra karyA che. e upakArI AcAryazrInA caraNe vaMdana karIne emanA guNo prArthIe. ame bhAvanagara tarapha jaIe chIe, paNa tame vAcanA AdithI vaMcita na raho mATe "siddhinA sopAna" nAmanuM pustaka [lekhaka : kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie 323

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abhayazekhara vijayajI] dareka gRpane ApavAmAM Avaze. tamane badhAne e pustaka maLaze. khUba ja mananapUrvaka vAMcajo. nUtana pUjya AcAryazrI : mAre kazuM navuM nathI kahevuM mAtra pUjyazrInI vAta tamArA kAna sudhI pahoMcADavI che. tame hRdayapUrvaka e vAto svIkArI, kAgaLamAM niyamo banAvI, lakhIne pUjyazrIne Apazo. bhAvanagara - zihorathI ame AvIe tyAre vaMdana pahelA tamAruM A pratijJA - puSpa pUjyazrIne arpaNa karazo. A moTI guru-bhakti haze. bArI ane daravAjo daravAjo : huM moTo chuM. mArA dvArA ja praveza-nirgama thaI zake che. mAruM jagatamAM mAna che. bArI ? zAnI DaMphAsa Thoke che ? tuM bhale game teTalo moTo hoya toya mAlikane tArA para jarAya vizvAsa nathI. rAte ke bahAra jAya tyAre tarata ja tene baMdha karI devAmAM Ave che. kAraNa ke tuM cora-DAkane rokI zakto nathI. huM to mAlikanI parama vizvAsu chuM tethI mane sadA khulI rAkhavAmAM Ave che ane huM mAlikane sadA havA ane prakAza ApuM chuM. 324 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA vaizAkha vada-1ra 30-5-2000, maMgaLavAra * dharma na Ave tyAM sudhI anAdi kALathI vaLagelA karmano aMta na Ave. karma azubha mana-vacana-kAyAthI baMdhAyA che, tene toDavA zubha mana-vacana-kAyA joIze. yoga zubha bane eTale dhyAna zubha bane. dhyAnano mULAdhAra yoga [mana-vacana-kAyA] che. jevI ApaNI mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti tevuM ja dhyAna samajavuM. manavacana-kAyAnI pravRtti zubha to zubha dhyAna. mana-vacana-kAyAnI pravRtti azubha to azubha dhyAna. mATe ja ApaNA yogo azubha bane, evI koIpaNa pravRtti karavAnI zAstrakAro nA pADe che. ApaNA mokSamArgano saMpUrNa AdhAra A yogo para che. A yogo ja ApaNA kamAu putro che. kamAu putro ja khoTano dhaMdho kare to bApane kevuM lAge ? ApaNe yogone ja azubhamAM javA daIe to kevuM lAge ? * cha jIva nikAyanI pIDA e ApaNI ja pIDA che, evuM nahi samajAya tyAM sudhI sAcA arthamAM ApaNA yogo hiMsAthI nahi aTake, azubha kAryothI nahi aTake. - "mAre je jaga jIvane re, te lahe maraNa anaMta." kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 325

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A paMkti A ja vAta kahe che H tame kharekhara bIjAne mAratA nathI, tamArI jAtane ja mArI rahyA cho. bIjAne ekavAra mArIne tamArA potAnA ochAmAM ochA dasa vAra mRtyu nizcita karI lo cho. gRhastha jIvanamAM dAna-paropakAra vagere pravRtti hatI. ahIM AvyA pachI dAna-paropakAra baMdha thayA ane jIvanikAyanI sAthe paNa ApaNe tAdAbhya sAdhI zakyA nahi to ApaNI hAlata UbhayabhraSTa banaze. nirdaya hRdaya chakAyamAM je muni veze pravarte re; gRha-yatiliMgathI bAhirAte nirdhana-gati varte re...' - upA. yazovijayajI ma. * sAdhu-jIvana eTale evuM jIvana jyAM para-pIDanano ke paraahitano vicAra ja na AvI zake. * jeTalI azubha bhAvanI tIvratAthI pApa thayeluM hoya teTalI ja zubha-bhAvanI tIvratA UbhI karIe to ja e pApa dhoI zakAya. * ApaNA saMsAranA be ja kAraNa che : viSaya ane kaSAya. viSaya ApaNane jaDanA rAgI banAve che, kaSAya jIvanA dveSI banAve che. jaDano rAga ane jIvano dveSa ja saMsAranuM mULa che. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. A vAta ghUMTI ghUMTIne samajAvatA. * bhojana nIrasa tenuM bhajana sarasa. bhojana sarasa tenuM bhajana nIrasa. nirmaLatA joItI hoya to bhojanamAM snigdhatA choDo. bahu ja uttama prakAre prabhu-bhakti karI zakazo. * samyagdarzanane nirmaLa karavA mATenA be Avazyaka che : (1) caturvizati stava : devanI bhakti. (2) vAMdaNA : gurunI bhakti. 320 ja kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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* jinAlayanA gabhArAmAM ApaNAthI javAya nahi. sAdhvIjIthI to bilkula na javAya. AthI prabhunI AzAtanA thAya. nAnakaDI paNa AzAtanA ApaNane kyAMya bhaTakADI de. huM paNa pahelA gabharAmAM jato'to paNa mane thayuM : mAruM joIne bIjA zIkhaze. khoTI paraMparA zarU thaze. meM have baMdha karyuM. have mane dUrathI paNa darzana karatAM khUba ja AnaMda thAya. bIjA pApa kadAca narake laI jAya, paNa AzAtanA to nigoda sudhI laI jAya. nahi. deva-gurunI AzAtanA mithyAtvanA gharanI che. mithyAtvanA udaya vinA ghora AzAtanAnI buddhi pedA thAya ja "guru to AvA che, tevA che...'' ema samajIne kadI gurunI AzAtanA nahi karatA. gautama svAmI jevA guru meLavavA evuM puNya paNa joIe ne ? hA, tame gautamasvAmI jevA banazo tyAre mahAvIsvAmI jevA guru tamane maLI ja jaze. atyAre tamArI yogyatA pramANe tamane je guru maLyA che temane vadhAvI lo. huM mArI ja vAta karuM. rAjanAMdagAMvathI nIkaLyo tyAM sudhI mane khabara nhotI : mArA guru koNa haze ? kevA haze ? koI mahAtmAno paricaya paNa nhoto. rAjanAMdamAM AvelA sukhasAgarajI ane rUpavijayajIne jANato hato. sukhasAgarajI kharataragacchIya hatA ane rUpavijayajI ekala vihArI hatA. teo vallabhasUrijInA samudAyanA hatA. jarA AjhAda magajanA kharA. ghaNI vakhata mane vicAra Ave : kevo puNyodaya ke mane anAyAse Avo samudAya maLyo. hRdaya gadgad banI jAya. guru kadAca nabaLA hoya toya zuM thai gayuM ? amArA guru pU. kaMcanavijayajInI prakRti kevI hatI ? te jUnA mahAtmAo jANatA haze ? yazovijayajI, vinayavijayajI, hemacandrasUrijI, haribhadrakahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * kasa

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sUrijIne kevA guru maLelA hatA ? guru karatAM A cAreya mahAtmAo vadhu bhaNelA hatA. paNa emaNe kadI guru-bhaktimAM khAmI nathI lAvI. yazovijayajI ma. to potAne nayavijayajInA caraNa-sevaka tarIke keTalAya sthaLe oLakhAvIne gaurava le che. vinayavijayajIe lokaprakAzamAM 'mArA guru kIrtivijayajInuM nAma mArA mATe maMtrarUpa che' ema lakhyuM che. savAla e nathI ke tamArA guru kevA che ? savAla e che ke tamArA hRdayamAM samarpaNabhAva kevo che ? tamArI vidvattAthI ke vaktRtvathI Atmazuddhi nahi thAya, mokSa nahi maLe. guru kRpAthI mokSa maLaze. 'mokSamUrNa guroH bhRpA / ' * 'huM kema sAro dekhAuM ?' evI vRttimAMthI ja vibhUSA vRttino janma thAya che. kAmaLI Ama oDho ke tema oDho, zuM pharaka paDe che ? phoTo paDAvavo che ? sAdhu-sAdhvIne phoTo paDAvavAnI IcchA ja na thAya. tamArA saMyamathI loko AkarSAze, tamArI sArI kAmaLI ke sArA cazmAthI nahi. * tame nA pADazo to loko sAmethI AvIne kaheze : mane kAma Apo. kAma mATe lokone pakaDazo to loko dUra bhAgaze. kharA hRdayathI niHspRhatA svIkAro pachI camatkAra jojo. vi.saM.2016mAM AdhoI cAturmAsamAM koi zrAvaka sArI vastu laIne Ave to pU. kanakasUrijI te zrAvakane 2vAno ja karI detA. rakhene A be bAlamuni [pU. kalAprabha vi. kalpataru vi.]nI najara paDI jAya ne vastu laI le. A temano vicAra hato. * moTI kaMpanImAM darekane alaga-alaga kAryo soMpAyelA hoya che, tema bhagavAne ApaNane [sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone] 10 kArya soMpyA che. 328 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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(4) (5) (da) pAMca mahAvrato laI lIdhA pachI ahIM zuM karavAnuM ? svAdhyAya vagere to kharo ja, paNa te sivAya jIvanamAM zuM ? A rahI bhagavAnanI dasa AjJAo. (1) krodha nahi karatA. [kSA]i (2) namra banIne rahejo. [mArdava] (3) saraLa banajo. [ArjavI saMtoSI banajo. [mukti ] tapasvI bano. [5] saMyamI banajo. [saMyama] satyaniSTha banaze. [satya] (8) pavitra banaze. [zauca]. (9) phakkaDa bano . [akiMcana] (10) brahmacArI banajo. [brahmacarya) A ja dasa prakArano yatidharma che. * gRhastha jIvana choDIne ahIM AvyA. ahIM AvyA pachI paNa vastuono saMgraha karavA mAMDIe to ? eka mahAtmAnA kALadharma pachI emanA bokSomAMthI anekAneka vastuo nIkaLI. 40 to phakta cazmAnI phremo nIkaLI. A parigraha saMjJAnA tophAna che. upayogI thaze ke nahi ? teno vicAra karyA vinA ekaThuM karyA karo teno matalaba zuM ? * ahIM eka evA mahAtmA [paM.candrazekhara vi.nA ziSya muni zrI dharmarakSitavijayajI] beThelA che, jemane 99mI oLI pUrNa thaI ne Aje 100mI oLI zarU thaI che. 16 varSanA paryAyamAM 14 varSa to AyaMbilamAM gALyA che. 500 AyaMbila cAra vakhata karelA che. hamaNAM 1008 AyaMbila cAlI rahyA che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 329

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pAlItANA jeTha suda-10 11-6-2000, ravivAra [cAlumAMsa pravezanA maMgaladine vyAkhyAna Adi kAryakrama] * Aje girirAjanI chAyAmAM AvavAnuM thayuM che. girirAjanI chAyAmAM AvavA satata mana thAya evuM ahIMnuM vAtAvaraNa che. zrI AdinAthajI pUrva navvANuM [mAtra 99 vAra nahi] vAra ahIM AvyA che. e ja batAve che ke tIrthaMkarathI A bhUmino mahimA vadhAre che. * tame tamArA nAmathI alaga nathI, to bhagavAna potAnA nAmathI alaga zI rIte hoya ? nAma-nAmIno kacit abheda che. 'nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna.' nAma lo, 'mahAvIradeva' ne mahAvIradeva tarata ja hAjara...! * anaMta siddho jyAM mokSe gayA, evI A pavitra bhUmi para pahelA cAturmAsa kareluM. saM. 203thI 2056 ! barAbara 20 varSa thayA. bhagavAnanI kRpAdRSTi thaI ane ahIM rahevAno avakAza maLyo. dAdAzrI sImaMdhara svAmIe svayaM AnI prazaMsA karI che. mATe A tIrthanI yAtrA karyA vinA koI jatA nahi. anaMtA siddha thayA che mATe A girirAja pavitra che, ema nahi, paNa A girirAja 330 x kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pavitra che, mATe anaMtA siddho ahIM thayelA che. * pAMca parameSThI jevuM uttama dravya. girirAja jevuM uttama kSetra. cothA ArA jevo uttama kALa [ ApaNA mATe A ja cotho Aro. kAraNa ke nAma-mUrtirUpe ahIM bhagavAna maLyA che.] have uttama bhAva pedA karIe eTale kAma thaI jAya. - ATalI vizALa saMkhyAmAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo ahIM zA mATe ? A mATe ekano pharIyAda patra paNa Avyo che. ame lakhyuM : ahIM amAre jJAna-dhyAnano evo yajJa zarU karavo che, jethI enA dvArA ratno pedA thAya ne jina-zAsana ajavALe, dIrgha-daSTithI jozo to A badhuM samajAze. | * tame eka-be mahine 1-2 divasa mATe mulAkAta laI jAva to majA nahi Ave. jeTaluM rahevAya teTaluM saLaMga rahezo to vadhu AnaMda Avaze. vAMkImAM jemaNe satata rahIne anubhava karyo che, temane anubhava pUchI lezo. zvaka pUjaya AcAryazrI vijaya kalAprabhasUrijI ma.sA. * jIMdagIno kevo suMdara avasara jANavA ane mANavAno maLyo che ! Atma-utthAnakArI kevuM A bhavya tIrtha...? enI godamAM 4-4 mahinA rahIne ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA caturvidha saMghe karavAnI che. je rIte pUjyazrIe kahyuM : samagra vAgaDa samudAyanuM cAturmAsa ahIM che. vAgaDa khAlI che. paNa ciMtA nahi karatA. zaktio ahIMthI ja maLaze. vAgaDa choDIne tame muMbaI gayA te dhana-saMcaya karavA mATe. ame ahIM AvyA chIe Atma-zaktino saMcaya karavA. * je samAja pAse guru nathI tenI kaphoDI sthiti ApaNe najara samakSa joIe chIe. e dRSTie jaina samAja baDabhAgI che, jene guru maLyA che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 331

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20 varSa pahelA AdhoI saMgha taraphathI cAturmAsa hatuM, A vakhatanuM be samAja taraphathI che. banne samAjane kevA guru maLyA che ? . eka nAnakaDI ghaTanA kahuM : pU. gurudeva tyAre [20 varSa pahelA yAtrAe gayelA tyAre amane kahyuM : tame jaldI UtarI jAva. huM 10-10 vAge AvIza, paNa AvyA sAMje pa-30 vAge. paccakhANa karyuM upavAsanuM ! AvA che gurudeva...! kayA zabdomAM varNana karavuM ? * ame ahIM ATalI vizALa saMkhyAmAM zA mATe ? evo tamArAmAMnA ghaNAno prazna haze. paNa, 2-4 varSe jo A tIrthamAM vAraMvAra ame cAturmAsa karatA hoIe to tame kaMI kahevAne hakadAra cho, paNa 20-20 varSa pachI A cAturmAsa karIe chIe. pUjyazrIe to kahI dIdhuM che : have A prakAranuM pAlItANAmAM cAturmAsa Last & Final che. mATe uchaLatA hRdaye lAbha lejo. thoDA mahinA pahelA ja ahIM ArAdhanA bhavana jevuM kazuM ja hotuM. paNa Aje tame A ArAdhanA bhavana joI rahyA cho, te vyavasthApakone AbhArI che. * je samAjanI javAbadArI pUjyazrIne maLI che, te samAjane pUjyazrI bhagavAnanA bhakta ja mAtra banAvavA mAMge che. Aje ApaNe kumArapALa Adine yAda karIe chIe, tema 200-400 varSa pachI pU. kalApUrNasUrIzvarajInI nizrAmAM ArAdhanA karatA zrAvako kema smaraNIya na bane? evuM Adarza jIvana banAvavAnuM * nadI vahetI baMdha thaI jAya to te sAgarane maLI zake nahi. nadIe satata vahevuM ja joIe. sAdhake satata sAdhanA karavI ja joIe. sAtatya gayuM to siddhi gaI. sAtatya siddhidAyakam | beMglora cAturmAsa vakhate eka bhAIe tIrUpAtUrathI beMglorano saMgha kADhelo tema ahIM paNa zihorathI ahIMno nAnakaDo saMgha kADhanAra saMghapati paNa dhanyavAdAI che. banne parivAra taraphathI nirmita siddhazilA' dharmazALAnA udghATana prasaMge pUjyazrI mAMgalika pharamAvavA padhAraze. 332 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pU.paM. isaliya.... sau prathama eka vAta kahI dauM...pUjyazrIe pyora gAyanuM ghI tathA pU. nUtana AcAryazrIe mAkhaNa ApI dIdhuM che. mArA jevo to have chAsa ja Apaze. 6-7 varSanI AdatanA kAraNe hindImAM kahuM chuM. * gautamasvAmI ne pUchA : bhagavan ! lavaNasamudra jambUdvIpa ko kyoM DUbAtA nahIM hai ? kisIne siddharSiko pUchA : tuma juArI meM se muni kaise bane ? kisIne haribhadrasUriko pUchA : tuma jainazAsanake rAgI kaise bane ? pUrvAvasthAmeM to virodhI the / kisIne gAMdhIjI ko pUchA : tuma jisa dizAmeM najara karate ho usa dizA meM hajAroM yuvaka zahIdI ke lie kaise taiyAra ho jAte hai ? saba kA uttara thA : dharma ke prabhAva se...! hamArA bar3A saubhAgya hai ki aise gurudeva mile hai / kistI dekho to kazmIra kI, vastI dekho to kalakattA kI aura bhakti dekho to kalApUrNasUrikI.... unakI bhakti dekhatA hU~ to mukti bhI mujhe phIkI lagatI hai / * rAste meM loga pUchate the : pAlItAnA meM kyoM jA rahe ho ? vahA~ kyA karoge ? hama kahate the : kucha nahIM / pUjya gurudeva jo kaheMge, vaha kareMge / * yaha sirpha cAturmAsa nahIM, itihAsa bananA cAhie / eka kA dharma bhI jaMbUdvIpa ko bacA sakatA hai to ina saba kA dharma kyA nahIM karegA ? dharma mahAna nahIM hotA to ye netAeM dhIrUbhAI Adi nIce nahIM baiThate / kalakattA - cAturmAsa meM pepara meM paDhA : uttara koriyA ke dUta ne svAgata ke samaya gujarAta vidhAnasabhAke adhyakSa zrI dhIrUbhAI ko boTala dI / dhIrUbhAIne jaba jAnA ki yaha zarAba kI boTala hai to unhoMne kahA : maiM isakA sevana nahIM karatA sj, dApUsUriyo * 333

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hUM | kSamA vInag | aise dharmaniSTha dhIrUbhAI hamAre sAmane baiThe hai / isa cAturmAsa meM hameM dharma ke sAtha sirpha milanA nahIM hai, ghulanA bhI hai / sirpha milane se nahIM, ghulane se kAma hotA hai / nimaja [jasthAnI pratiSThA mATenI monTAvALAnI vinaMtI. pUjyazrIH kadAca AmAM bhAvALAnI ja IcachA haze. mahA vada5 [ kA.va.-5 ] mATe ame saMtoSakA28 javAba ApIzuM. * udghATaka cAMpazIbhAI naMdue [beThaa] vyAkhyAna hola mATe tathA jIvasthA mATe sAruM dAva ApyuM. * laIne praveza dvArA premajI bhacu baDA mahApha- 88cha vAgaDa. * svAdhyAya bhuvanaH saMghapati dhanajIbhAI gelAbhAI mAlA - lAkaDIA. * neNazI ladhA : cAMpazIbhAI naMdunI prakrizcaya : jemaNe muMbaInI navanirzila AzAvALa samAjanI vADImAM mITI caDAvI lIdhI. jemanA hAthe daza varSe 15-20 88oDa za8Aza phrA bacAvAya che. tevA A puNyazALI purUSa pUjaya AcAryazrInA nAhIM padhAryA che. ApaNe emane paNa sAMbhaLIe. cAMpazIbhAI naMdu : pUjaya mudevone vaMdA... 8panA paNa hItI, paNa lakheluM hoya te thayA kare. vyAkhyAna haoNlanI azupama lAbha maLaze. evo vicAra paNa hovo. 'tamArA vinA udghATana nahi thAya tevI mAlazIbhAInI vAta meM svIkArI. vaLI pUjyazrInA darzana-vaMdanano lAbha paNa sAthe hatA ja. dava-kuzanI kRpA zAha mArA para vahetI hoya tevuM mane lAgyA kare che. kSalava sakSamAgama karIe to ja pUro lAbha maLe. evuM 334 je kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pUjayazrIe mAhnika rIte ja kahyuM che. * ApaNA mukhya doSa zAma-dveSa che. ene dU8 88LAza mudeva jevA dhavaMtari vaida che. A lAbha mATe huM mADI jAvo bhAsyazALI mANuM chuM. * lakSamI caMcaLa che, hAthano mela che, ApaNe joIe chIe ke vAgaDanA ozavALIe hamaNAM-hamaNAM ja 1777 88oDa zo hAjAmAM gumAvyA haze. lakSamInI zI bhozI 1 AvI bhUmi parA 20 varSa pachI pUjayazrI cAtumakSiA padhAya che. to bhojanazALAnI badhI vizio prakI thaI jAya tevI udhama 8ii . nUtana pUjya AcAryazrI : bhojakazALAnI badhI ja vizio lakhAI jAya tevI cAMpazIbhAInI bhAvanAthI vadhAvI levA jevI che. ahIM dAna ApavAthI supAtra dAnano mahAThA lAbha maLaze. * saMgItakAra Azu vyAsaH guruguNa-bhakita mIta.... zya 8lApUrNasUri - 8lAprabhasUdi.... "jamIna na hotI to AkAza na hotA, zraddhA na hotI to vizvAsa na hotA; hRdaya na hotA to yaha sAMsa na hotA, kalApUrNa - kalAprabhasUri na hote to yaha AzuvyAsa bhI na hotA" - sAMtalapu2 nivAsI varaiyA vakhatacaMda meDhA vaphathI AkSI zuda-14 [dvitIya muhUAvaTha-1] thI upadhAna cI. mAyA da8A upadhAnanI mALA thaze. AjhAbathI vAha8Alika nAma noMdhAve.] - gurupUjana bolI H rUmala ha8mAjI vaphathI [babItAbena lAzaMi zaMghavI, pAlItANA - vihAza, mAlAma-zrAja.] saMghavI tArAcaMdajI - eka paricaya : mAlAma jinAlayanA jINoddhArA zilAnyAzALI lAbha UMcI bolIvI lIdho che. kvanirmita aNAi vIzvanI pratiSThA phA.suda-18A thaze. pUjayazrIne paNa kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 335

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vinaMtI thaI che. * pUjya nUtana AcAryazrI : vAgaDanI bhUmi pa2 paNa vizALI tIrNa thaze. tenI jAherAta thAtumaNi pUrNa thaze. te pahelA thaze. * habacaMdabhAI vAghajI nIMdA - (AdhoI)e cAlumaNi kuMDamAM mIThI 88ma jAheru 88ii. dhanajIbhAI TIlA vAlA vaphathI cAlumasi phaMDamAM sArI 88manI jAhea. - kAmaLInI bolIH maganIzAmajI bhavalAlajI - madrAsa. * ghIrUbhAI [adhyakSa, gujarAta vidhAnasabhA] H prabhu ane pUjaya adayAmayImI gurudevazrInA zreNImAM praNAma .... vAgaDa samAja paza pUjayazrIe mahALa kRpA karI che. pAlIvANAmAM cAlumazi eTale samagra vADalA gAmonuM eka sAthe cAlumazi che, ema mAnajo. aitihAsika cAlumazi thAya, tevuM thavuM joIe. jema ke paM. kIriyandravijayajIe kahAM - zata-zata hI. zala ....lAla hI bAta hI meM IlihAzva badala jAtA hai. gAMdhIdhAmamAM hoTalanuM udghATana meM nathI karyuM. mAjhA hAjarI ja ApI hatI. e vAtano khulAso eThalevI paDe che ke - chApAmAM zcimamaya kSamAyAthI AvelA. mAMsa-niyavidezamAMthI baMdha La thAya tyAM sudhI ja mIThAInI tyAga jAnI UThI hoya che [ huM ] AvI hITalone zA mATe proksAhana Ape ? pUjaya gurudevazrInI kRpAthI ja pAMjarApoLanI sabasIDI 6mAMthI 8, 8 mAMthI 10 rUpiyA Dhosa dITha thaI zakI che. AvA pUjayazrIne samarpita thaIne hevAnuM che. bako kSamAja dvArA thatuM A cAtumazi vihAzi8 baLe, levuM 8Ie. * verazIbhAI : aMdherI [muMbaI] pratiSThA mATe vinaMtI... aMdherImAM jinAlaya banI cUkayuM che, Ape be varSa AvIzuM. levuM 336 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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vacana ApeluM, te yAda 88AvIe chIe. pUjyazrI: agphUchAvAe joIzuM. * bAbubhAI meghajI [bhUtapUrvathANAmaMtrI, muzALa] zonAnI vaSa thaI hI hIya tema lAge che. jJAnasAgara pUjyazrI che. ekAda aMjali maLe to ya kAma thaI jAya. vAgaDavALA bhale pUjyazrIne potAnA mAne, paNa pUjyazrI to sUrya-candranI jema saunA che. sau temanI pratIkSA karI rahyA che. pUjayazrInA pagalA paDatAM ja vAtAva2Na ja badalAI jatuM hoya che, evuM meM kSadza joyuM che. * vAvALA lalitabhAI mahetA jIvadayAnA atyadhika pravRtizIla kAryakaaI che. eTale ja zAnayajJabhAmAM temanI vaNI thaI che. teo ahIM padhAryA che. * 20 varSa pahelA huM dhA2AsabhAmAM cUMTAyo lyA pUjayazrIe mane 8heluMH janIza 88chamAM na Ave mATe tamAre kAma 88vALuM che. te mATe ja tame cuMTAyA chI ema mAnajo. tame mAnazI 1 pUjyazrInA AzIrvAdathI ame aMdhArAmAM patthara pheMkatA to paNa nizAna para paDatA hatA. ApaNe zI jANIe chIe ke jasIzuM 88chamAM Agamana baMdha hAM. 8IzanA sAhitya pracAkIne khAkSa. kahevAnuM che temAM bhA2tIya saMskRtine ghAva 8thatArI ja vAto che. mATe tenI prathA ApaNAthI na thAya. pUjyazrI : jIvadayAnA kArya mATe, mAMsa-niyali vidhA kAryomAM amArA AzIvadi ja hoya. * AgAmI phalodI cAlumalsi mATe vinaMtI pUjyazrI H 20 varSa pahakke mane porI re vAra pItAnA cAturmAsa kiyA thA / isa vakta pAlItAnA ke bAda phalodI cAturmAsa kA rAvA ! * jAhejhAlaH Aje sAMje A zrAdgamazinA mukhya dAtA tathA muMbaIthI saMgha lavALAza maLaphA nivAsI zrImatI lakSamIbena premajI bhacu majhA pariNA [jozI, muMbaI]zuM sanmAna thaze. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 330

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pAlItANA jeTha suda-11 12-6-2000, somavAra caMpAbena cAMpazI naMdu hola * jeNa jiyA aTTha mayA, gutto vi hu navahiM baMbhaguttIhiM / Autto dasakajje, so maraNe hoi kayajogo // 138 / / * sAkSAt tIrthakara bhale nathI maLyA, chatAM ApaNI puNyAI sAva ochI che, ema na kahI zakAya. kAraNa ke kroDo jIvone durlabha bhagavAnanI vANI ane bhagavAnanI pratimA ApaNane maLyA che. * samyakatva pahelAnA bhavo tIrthaMkaranA paNa na gaNAya to ApaNA jevAnI vAta ja kyAM ? jIva anAdi kALathI che. to tIrthaMkaranA jIvana-caritranI zarUAta kyArathI karavI ? samyakatva maLe tyArathI. dhana sArthavAhathI AdinAtha bhagavAnanuM ne nayasArathI mahAvIrasvAmInuM jIvana zarU thAya che. eno artha e thayo ke samyakatva pahelAnuM jIvana, jIvana ja na kahevAya. samyakatva pachInuM jIvana ja kharuM jIvana che. enI pahelA mAtra samaya pasAra thAya che, eTaluM ja. * ApaNe taDapI rahyA chIe tenAthI kaI gaNA adhika ApaNane tAravA bhagavAna taDapI rahyA che. 338 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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ApaNane taravAnuM mana nathI thatuM tenuM kAraNa sahajamaLa che. tamane samajAya tevI bhASAmAM kahuM to svArthavRtti che. svArthavRttine ghasanArA dayA, paropakAra, dAnAdi guNo na Ave tyAM sudhI dharmano praveza thaI zakato nathI. potAnI dayA, dayA na gaNAya. potAno upakAra, upakAra na gaNAya. potAne kareluM dAna, dAna na gaNAya. bIjAne e ApIe tyAre ja dayA Adi kahevAya. jeTalA aMze dayA, paropakAra Adi vadhatA jAya teTalA aMze samajI levuM : yA to samyakatva thaI gayuM che, yA to thavAnuM che. dharma sUrya najIka UgI rahyo hoya tyAre paropakArano aruNodaya thAya ja. meghakumAra Adi AnA udAharaNo che. | * deha sAtheno abhedabhAva chUTe to prabhu sAtheno bhedabhAva tuTe, athavA to prabhu sAtheno bhedabhAva chUTe to deha sAtheno bhedabhAva tuTe, ema paNa kahI zakAya. * namaskAra ApaNane nAno lAge, paNa jJAnInI najara temAM jinazAsana jue che. namaskAra para lakhanAra huM koNa ? Aja sudhI enA para keTakeTaluMya lakhAyuM che. huM navuM zuM lakhavAno ? Ama kahIne ApaNA pUrvAcAryoe A namaskAra para niyukti Adi lakhyuM che. * ahIM AvyA cho to ATalo saMkalpa karI ja lejo : dAdA....! samakti laIne ja have huM javAno ! khAlI hAthe pAchA nahi jatA.* huM to haTha pakaDIne besI jAuM ! A dAdAne zI rIte bhUlAya ? emaNe ja A badhuM ApyuM che ! nahi to madhya pradezanA dUra-sudUranA evA gAmamAM rahetA hatA, jyAM dharma-sAmagrI ghaNI ja durlabha...! sametazikhara jatA koI ekala-dokala sAdhu kyAreka maLI jAya eTaluM ja. AvI sthitimAM dharmanI ATalI suvidhA karI ApanAra kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 339

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koNa ? tame mAno ke na mAno. huM to kahIza : badhuM bhagavAne ja goThavI ApyuM che. mATI bhale upAdAna kAraNa hoya, paNa kuMbhAra vinA koI mATI ghaDo na banI zake, tema jIva bhale upAdAna kAraNa hoya, paNa bhagavAna vinA enI bhagavattA pragaTa na ja thAya, evo mAro daDha vizvAsa che. sAdhanAno A ja mukhya pAyo che, evI mArI samaja che. mArI A samaja zAstrakAronI dRSTie meM tapAsI che ne mane e kharI lAgI che. mATe ja ATalA bhArapUrvaka ane adhikArapUrvaka huM A vAta kahI zakuM chuM. yazovijayajI jevA mahAbuddhimAna paNa jyAre bhaktine sAra batAvatA hoya tyAre bhakti ja mAtra sAdhanAnuM hArda che, ema ApaNuM magaja na svIkAratuM hoya to hada thaI gaI ! * 18 varSa pahelA nAgezvara saMgha vakhate A caMdAviSkraya pannA graMtha para vAcanA rakhAyelI. have A bIjI vAra vAcanA cAle che. pharI-pharI ene e graMtha zA mATe? evuM nahi pUchatA. 45 Agamo ekavAra vAMcyA eTale patI gayuM ? 7 vAra vAMcajo. to ja rahasya hAthamAM Avaze. ApaNe badhA navuM-navuM vAMcavAnA zokhIna chIe, paNa jUnA tarapha kadI najareya karatA nathI. navuM-navuM vAMcavA karatAM jUnAne vadhu ne vadhu vAgoLazo tema tema rahasyo hAthamAM AvatA jaze. * caMdAvinjhaya para gujarAtI anuvAda paNa thayelo che. e pustaka dareka gRpane ApyuM che, chatAM koIne joItuM hoya to maLaze. * bhagavAnanI kevI abhuta vyavasthA che? bhagavAna mahAvIra pachI 77mI pATe mAro naMbara Avyo che, to paNa huM bhagavAnanI vANI jANI zakuM chuM. eTaluM ja nahi, duppasahasUri sudhI A bhagavAnanI vANI cAlaze. bhagavAnano amApa upakAra che. 340 ja kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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* dharmano eka artha svabhAva paNa che. sAdhu-jIvanamAM daseya yatidharmo ApaNo svabhAva banavo joIe. atyAra sudhI krodha, mAna vagere ApaNA svabhAva rUpa banI gayA hatA. have kSamA-mArdava Adi svabhAva banavo joIe. sAdhu-jIvanamAM A ja karavAnuM che. krodhAdino sAmano karavA mATe ja bhagavAne ApaNane 10 cIjo ApI che. to ja ApaNane samAdhi maLaze. A graMthamAM samAdhi para ja bhAra apAyo che. mRtyumAM samAdhi kyAre raheze ? jIvanamAM zAnti haze tyAre. zAnti kyAre haze ? 10 prakArano yatidharma svabhAvabhUta banaze tyAre. pragaTyo pUraNa rAga...' stavanamAM kavi kahe che : "vAsita hai jinaguNa muja dilakuM jaise surataru bAga...' prabhu...! ApanA guNothI meM mAruM hRdaya naMdanavana jevuM banAvI nAkhyuM che. guNonA gulAbathI e mahekI UThya che. 10 yatidharma jIvanamAM Ave tyAre ja AvuM banI zake. * savvassava phurviti... ! prabho ! manathI meM duSTa vicAryuM hoya, vacanathI duSTa uccAryuM hoya, kAyAthI duSTa AcaryuM hoya, te badala micchAmi dukkaDaM mAMguM chuM. pratikramaNano A sAra che. atikramaNa karanArI cetanAne pratikramaNa dvArA sva-gharamAM pratiSThita karavAnI che. * nAnuM bALaka rUpiyAnI thappIne Aga lagADe, bhaDako joIne AnaMda pAme, tyAre tenA pitAne zuM thAya ? ApaNe nAnA bALaka jevA chIe. saMyamanI noTone saLagAvI rahyA chIe. pitAnA sthAne rahelA jJAnIone e joI zuM thatuM haze ? tenI tame kalpanA karI zako cho. * A pravRtti baMdha karavA ja ApaNe ahIM ekaThA thayA chIe. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ke 341

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keTalAka to evA che jemaNe kadI amadAvAda choDyuM ja nathI. davA AdinA kAraNo UbhA ja hoya. AvA paNa ahIM cAturmAsa mATe AvI pahoMcyA che, eno artha e ja ke badhAne ArAdhanA game che. - have ahIM AvIne ArAdhanA ja karazo ne ? nAnI paNa bhUla karazo to paNa lokomAM gavAI jazo te dhyAnamAM rAkhazo. kahenArA evuM paNa kahe che : ATalA badhAnI ahIM zI jarUra che ? thoDI paNa tame bhUla karazo to loko to mane ja pakaDavAnA. mane yaza Apavo ke apayaza ? te tamArA hAthamAM che. ahIM AvyA cho to barAbara grahaNa karo. eka vakhata evo hato jyAre huM vicArato : Aje to bolI gayo. AvatI kAle zuM bolIza? ardhI rahevA daIne e vAta bIjA divasa para rahevA deto, paNa have evuM nathI. dAdA jyAre ApanArA beThA ja che, tyAre mAre zA mATe kaMjUsAI karavI ? * gaNi abhayazekharavijayajIe pAMca Azayane samajAvatuM pustaka [siddhinA sopAna] mokalyuM che. tamane badhAne e pustaka ApavAmAM AvyuM che. A pustakamAM pAMca Azayo para lakheluM, barAbara vAMcajo. koIpaNa kAryanI siddhi nahi karo tyAM sudhI te adhuruM gaNAze. * badhuM to ApaNe pakaDI zakavAnA nathI. meM bhaktimArga pakaDyo. jJAnayogamAM kAma nathI. cAritrayogamAM azuddhio che. to karavuM zuM? meM to eka bhaktiyoga pakaDyo che, jene huM hRdayathI cAhuM chuM. tame koI yoga pakaDyo che ? | vAMcanA vAMcana karatAM koI sAruM manoraMjana nathI ane koI sthAyI prasannatA nathI. - leDI moTegyu 34ra je kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA jeTha suda-12 13-6-2000, maMgaLavAra * bhale, A kALamAM mukti nathI, paNa muktinI sAdhanA to che ja, muktino mArga to che ja. mArge cAlIzuM to A bhave nahi to AgAmI bhave, muktirUpa maMjhila maLaze ja. muktinI sAdhanA karatAM karatAM mukti jevo AnaMda ahIM anubhavI zakAya che. Ane jIvanmukti kahevAya. jIvatejIva muktino sukha anubhavavo te jIvanmukti. abajo rUpiyAno AnaMda hajAra ke lAkhamAM kaMIka aMze anubhavAya tema muktinA AnaMdanI jhalaka ahIM anubhavI zakAya ekeya rUpiyo pAse na hoya te abajo rUpiyAno AnaMda zI rIte anubhavI zake ? Atmika AnaMdane rokanAra viSayo che, kaSAyo che. viSayakaSAya ghaTatA jAya tema Atmika AnaMda vadhato jAya. darzana mohanIyanA kSayopazamathI samyakatva maLe, paNa AtmAnaMdanI ramaNatA to cAritra mohanIyanA kSayopazamathI ja anubhavAya. * * bIjAnuM duHkha svamAM saMkrAnta thAya tyAre kahI zakAya. have kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 343

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karuNAno, anukaMpAno AvirbhAva thayo che. sauthI vadhu duHkhI koNa ? A praznanA javAbamAM bhagavAne kahyuM : avirata samyagRSTi duHkhI che. naraka ke nigoda AdinA jIvo duHkhI kharA, paNa sva-duHkhe duHkhI che, jyAre samyadRSTi paraduHkhe duHkhI che. Ane anukaMpA kahevAya. * vinayavijayajI ma. kahe che : koInA para paNa vera-virodha rAkhavA jevo nathI. kAraNa ke badhAya jIvo sAthe anaMta kALamAM anaMtIvAra mAtA-pitA Adino saMbaMdha ApaNe bAMdhyo che. temanI sAthe zatrutA kema rakhAya ? bIjA sAthe zatrutA rAkhavI, eTale potAnI sAthe ja zatrutA rAkhavI. bIjA sAthe mitratA rAkhavI eTale potAnI sAthe ja mitratA rAkhavI. kAraNa ke aMtatogatvA ApaNI upara ja e phaLe kadAca koInA para upakAra karIe to paNa zuM thaI gayuM ? anaMtakALamAM ApaNe keTalAnuM RNa lIdhuM che ? kaMIka karIzuM to ja ApaNe kaMIka aMze RNa-mukta banI zakIzuM ne ? * 'nirvANapadvamagreSTha, mAvyate yammuhurmuhuH | tadeva jJAnamutkRSTaM, nirbandho nAsti bhUyasA / / jJAnasAranA A zloka para potAnA gujarAtI TabbAmAM pU. upA. yazovijayajIe ""eka sAmAyika padanA zravaNathI anaMtA jIvo mokSamAM gayA che." ema umAsvAtijIe kahyuM che." ema havAlo Apyo che. badhuM karIne ApaNe sAmAyikanA phaLarUpa samatA meLavavAnI che. mAtra mokSano jApa karavAthI mokSa nahi maLe. mokSa mATe mokSanI sAdhanArUpa sAmAyikano Azraya karavo paDaze. sAmAyikathI samatA maLaze. samatA tamane ahIM ja muktino AsvAda karAvaze. eka hAthamAM suSmAnuM mAthuM ne bIjA hAthamAM lohI nIMgaLatI 344 je kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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talavAra laIne doDanAra cIlAtIputra bhayaMkara durgAne caDyo hato, te samatAnA AzrayathI ja zubha dhyAnamAM caDyo. upazama, viveka ane saMvaranA ciMtane tene zubha bhAvadhArAmAM lAvI dIdho. A traNa zabdomAM evuM zuM haze, jethI cilAtIputrane samAdhi lAgI gaI ? ApaNI sAdhanA mATe phITa bese tevA koI zabdo ApaNe na zodhI zakIe ? * cAra prakAranA dhyAna [Arta-raudra-dharma-zukla] nA vistAramAM pU. haribhadrasUrijIe Akho dhyAna-zataka ThAlavI dIdho che. ApaNe jyAre zubha-dhyAnamAM nathI hotA tyAre azubhadhyAnamAM hoIe ja chIe. kAraNa ke A cAra dhyAna sivAya bIjuM koI dhyAna hoI ja na zake. khetaramAM anAja na Uge to ghAsa to Uge ja. zubhadhyAna na hoya tyAM azubhadhyAna hoya ja. zubhadhyAna dvArA sametA-samAdhi maLe che. atyArathI je samAdhinI kaLA hastagata nahi karIe to mRtyu-samaye samAdhi zI rIte maLaze ? ApaNe to samAdhi aMge kaMI ja vicAratA nathI. paNa mahApuruSo thoDA bhUle ? caMdAvijhayamAM khAsa AnA para ja bhAra mUkavAmAM Avyo che. thoDAka ja kaSTathI ApaNe samatAthI Tyuta thaI jaIe chIe. enuM kAraNa svecchAthI pariSaho sahitA nathI te che. khUba ja anukULatAno moha, pariSahothI dUra bhAgavAnI vRtti, mArgathI dUra khaseDe che. karma-nirjarAnI taka dUra Thele che. mArgA'cyavana-nirjarArthaM pariSoDhavyAH pariSahAH / - tattvArthasUtra jinokta mArgamAM sthira rahevuM ne karmanI nirjarA karavI hoya to pariSado sahavA ja rahyA. kAmadeva jevA zrAvako gRhasthapaNAmAM paNa pariSado sahana karatA hoya to ApaNe to sAdhu chIe. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 34pa

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* kaSAyonA kAraNe ApaNe ukaLATamAM AvI jaIe chIe. cittanI svasthatA gumAvI besIe chIe. bIjAnA kaSAyo sAthe ApaNA kaSAyo TakarAya che ne pachI na thavAnuM thAya che. huM kahuM chuM ke tamArA kaSAyone tame evA pAMgaLA banAvI do ke te UbhA ja thaI zake nahi. sAmevALo game teTalA ugra humalA kare chatAM ApaNe kaSAyo UbhA na thavA daIe to samajI levuM : kaSAyarUpI bhUtaDAnI coTalI hAthamAM AvI gaI che. ApaNe kaSAyano nigraha karyo che. kaSAyarUpI luMTArAo ApaNA kiMmatI asaMkliSTa citta-ratnane corI le che. evA luMTArAone zI rIte Azraya apAya ? cittaratna asaMkliSTa bane te ja kSaNe prabhu ApaNAmAM padhAre. jaLamAM taraMgo zAMta thAya te ja kSaNe jema AkAzamAM rahelo candra pratibiMbita bane. te vakhate evo AnaMda Ave che, eTalo prakAza, eTalI uSmA pragaTe che ke bhakta kahe che : bhagavan...! have tame kadI mArAthI dUra nahi thatA. mana gharamAM dhariyA ghara zobhA, dekhata nitya rahezo thira thobhA...' prabhu....! ApanAthI ja mArA mananuM ghara zobhe che. Apa jAva cho ne e verAna bane che. Apa mArA mananI zobhA cho. Apa mArA manano AnaMda cho. sarvasva cho. kRpA karIne have jatA nahi. mana to badhAnuM caMcaLa che. paNa dhIre-dhIre ene prabhumAM sthira banAvavAnuM che. prabhu prApti sivAya mana kadI sthira nahi thAya, eTaluM lakhI rAkho. bhagavAna bhale dUra che, paNa bhaktithI najIka che. pataMga bhale dUra che. paNa, dorIthI najIka che. pataMgarUpI prabhune pakaDI rAkhavA hoya to bhaktinI dorI choDatA nahi. dorI chuTI to pataMga gayo. bhakti chUTI to bhagavAna gayA. sAkSAt bhagavAnanI hAjarImAM paNa bhagavAnane pakaDIne hRdayamAM 346 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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na besADI zakAya, temanA pratyenI bhaktithI ja hRdayamAM besADI zakAya. zAstra nA kahe che : mokSamAM gayelA bhagavAna pAchA AvatA nathI. bhakta kahe che : bhagavAna Ave che. bane vAta sAcI che. Atma dravyarUpe bhagavAna bhale nathI AvatA, paNa upayogarUpe jarUra Ave che. muktiM gato'pIza vizuddhacitte / guNAdhiropeNa mamA'si sAkSAt / bhAnurdavIyAnapi darpaNe'zu - saGgAnna kiM dyotayate gRhAntaH / / he prabhu ...! Apa bhale mokSamAM gayA cho, to paNa nirmaLa cittamAM guNanA AropathI Apa mArA mATe sAkSAt cho. dUra rahelo sUrya paNa ArIsAmAM saMkrAnta banIne gharane ajavALe ja che ne ? A paramAhaMta mahArAjA kumArapALanA udgAro che. sUrya bhale AkAzamAM che, prakAza ApaNI pAse che. bhagavAna bhale muktimAM che. paNa emanI kRpAno anubhava bhaktanA hRdayamAM che. AvA ghora kALamAM bhagavAna vinA prasannatA che ja kyAM ? bhagavAnanI kRpAno je anubhava na ja thato hoya to bhaktane jIvavuM muzkela banI jAya. citta nirmaLa banAvo eTale prabhu tamArAmAM prakAzavA taiyAra che. prabhunI AjJA zI che ? AjJA tu nirmalaM cittaM . kartavyaM sphaTikopamam / - yogasAra - cittane sphaTika jevuM ujaLuM banAvavuM e ja bhagavAnanI AjJA. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 340

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cittane nirmaLa banAvavAnI sAdhanA A che : jJAna, darzana, cAritranuM pratidina sevana karo. kaSAyone kSINa karatA raho. citta ujjavaLa banaze ja. citta ujjavaLa banaze eTale prabhu hRdayamAM Avaze ja. * bhagavAna kevaLajJAnarUpe vizvavyApaka che, ema kalpasUtranI TIkAmAM [gaNadharavAdamAM] lakhyuM che. bhagavAna guNorUpe AkhA vizvamAM phelAyelA che, ema mAnatuMgasUrie bhaktAmaramAM kahyuM che. vizvavyApI A vibhu hRdayamAM vaselA ja che, e ghaTa-ghaTanA antaryAmI che. mAtra enA tarapha tamAre najara karavAnI jarUra che. jANavA lAyaka dasa vAto eka vALanA agrabhAgamAM AkAzAstikAyanI asaMkhya zreNi. (2) eka zreNimAM asaMkhya pratara. eka prataramAM nigodanA asaMkhya goLA (4) eka goLAmAM asaMkhya zarIra eka zarIramAM anaMta jIva eka jIvamAM asaMkhya pradeza eka pradezamAM anaMta kArmaNa vargaNA eka vargaNAmAM anaMta paramANu eka paramANumAM varNa-gaMdha-rasa-sparzanA anaMta paryAyo (10) eka paryAyamAM kevaLajJAnanA anaMta paryAyo 348 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA jeTha suda-13 14-6-2000, budhavAra * aneka duHkho saMsAramAM ApaNe bhogavyA. kAraNa ke jinavacana na maLyuM. atyAre jina-vacana to maLyuM che, paNa phaLyuM che kharuM ? e tyAre ja phaLe jyAre jina-vacana nija-jIvana banI jAya, jinavacana pramANe jIvana banI jAya. jo ke, A viSama kALamAM AvuM jIvana jIvanArA ghaNA ja ochA che. yogasArakAranI bhASAmAM kahIe to "dvitrAH" be-traNa ja. jemano saMsAra lAMbo che, viSayAsakti gADha che, kaSAyo prabaLa che, tevA jIvone to A jina-vacana na ja game te svAbhAvika ja kaSAyAdi maMda paDelA hoya to ja jina-vacana game. kaSAyo maMda paDayA che, ema zI rIte jaNAya ? sAmI vyaktinA ugra kaSAyonA humalA vakhate paNa ApaNe kaSAyone UbhA na thavA daIe to jANavuM : mArA kaSAyo nabaLA thaI gayA che. saMyamanI yAtrA ane girirAjanI yAtrA paNa to ja saphaLa bane je kaSAyo mAMdA paDe. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 349

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kaSAyo mAMdA na paDe to keTalAya oghA laIe ke keTalIye vAra girirAja para jaI AvIe, paNa ApaNuM kAma nahi thAya.ene yAtrA na kahevAya, mAtra caDa-Utara kahevAya. bahu bahu to parvatArohaNa rUpa kasarata kahevAya. ene saMyama na kahevAya. mAtra kAyakleza kahevAya. * sukha kharAba ke duHkha ? sukhamAM AnaMda thAya che, e kharuM, paNa jo emAM risa - Rddhi-sAtA gArava rUpa sukha ] Asakta banIe to AtmAnA avyAbAdha sukhathI dUra ja rahIe. je duHkhane sahana karavAthI karmanI nirjarA thAya, AtmAnI zuddhi thAya, AtmAnaMdanI jhalaka maLe, e duHkhane duHkha zI rIte kahevAya ? AthI ja jJAnIonI najare sukha duHkha che. duHkha sukha che. muni jyAre duHkhane sukha mAne, sukhane duHkha mAne tyAre mokSasuMdarI doDatI-doDatI tenI pAse AvI pahoMce - ema yogasArakAra kahe che : yadA duHkhaM sukhatvena, duHkhatvena sukhaM yadA / munirvetti tadA tasya, mokSalakSmIH svayaMvarA // * Aje eka ArAdhaka [bhAramala hIrajI, ghANIthara,-kacchavAgaDa] AtmA zatruMjaya para caDatA-caDatA samavasaraNa maMdirathI thoDeka upara jatAM mRtyu pAmyA. atyaMta samAdhipUrvaka navakAra zravaNa karatAM e AtmA siddhAcalanI puNyabhUmi para avasAna pAmyA. mAMgatAMya na maLe tevuM mRtyu temane maLyuM. mRtyu acAnaka ja AvIne trATake che. ApaNI pAse koI ArAdhanAnI mUDI nahi hoya to tyAre samAdhi zI rIte raheze ? samAdhi vinA sadUgati zI rIte maLaze ? bIjAnA mRtyumAM sva-mRtyunuM niraMtara darzana karo. mArI ja A bhAvi ghaTanA che, ema juo to tamAro vairAgya dina-pratidina vRddhigata banato raheze. 350 e kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* eka bALaka sAtamA mALethI nIce gabaDe che, paNa nIce rahelA cAra samartha puruSo tene naLImAM pakaDI le che ne te bacI jAya che. pachI tene gAdalA para suvADe che. eka bALaka te "jIva." sAtamA mALethI paDavuM te "maraNa." cAra samartha puruSo te dAnAdi 4 dharma [durgatimAM paDatA jIvane dhArI rAkhe tene dharma kahevAya.] gAdalo te sadgati. dharmanuM kAma ja A che : tamane samAdhi ApI sagatimAM sthApita kare. - ghaNIvAra evuM paNa bane che : AkhI jIMdagI sAdhanA karI hoya, paNa chellI kSaNe hArI javAya. dA.ta. kaMDarIka. eka hajAra varSa saMyama pALyA chatAM chellA aDhI divasanA bhayaMkara durgAnathI teo sAtamI narake gayA. mATe ja mRtyu vakhate samAdhi para ATaluM jora ApavAmAM Ave che. * bhAvi ujjavaLa banAvavuM hoya to bhUtano vicAra karavo paDe. bhUta tarapha daSTipAta nahi karanAra bhAvi kadI ujjavaLa banAvI zakato nathI. nigoda ApaNo bhUtakALa che. nirvANa ApaNo bhaviSyakALa che. nirvANamAM javuM che, paNa javAya zI rIte ? kayA tevA kAraNo hatA, jenA kAraNe anaMtakALa sudhI nigodamAM rahevuM paDyuM ? e paNa UMDANathI jovuM joIe. ajJAna, moha ane pramAdanA kAraNe ApaNe nigodamAM rahyA. haju pramAdamAM rahIzuM to nigodamAM ja javuM paDaze. * Aje pU. upA. prItivijayajInI prathama svargatithi che. cAritra paryAyamAM mArAthI moTA hatA. moTA hovA chatAM mane teo kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 351

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AcAryapada pachI vaMdana karatA; huM nA pADato chatAMya. maMdakaSAyatA, bhadrikatA, saraLatA vagere temanA UDIne AMkhe vaLage tevA guNo hatA. duniyAnI dRSTie catura bane te potAnA ja AtmAne Thage che. upA. prItivijayajI AvA nhotA. kahevAtI pAkAI, gUDhatA e badhA ApaNA ja zatru che. bhoLA mANasane bhale koI ThagI jAya, paNa ethI emanuM kazuM bagaDe nahi. Akhare to ThaganAranuM ja bagaDe. caMdanane koI ghasI nAkhe, cholI nAkhe ke bALI nAkhe paNa te suvAsa ke zItaLatA kadI na choDe, tema sajjana potAnI suMdara prakRti, bIjAne sAtA ApavAno svabhAva kadI na choDe. sva. upAdhyAyajImAM veyAvaccano moTAmAM moTo guNa hato. jIvanamAM keTalAne emaNe samAdhi ApI ? guru mahArAjanI AjJAthI paM. muktivijayajInI sevAmAM varSo sudhI rahyA. pachI ratnAkaravijayajI, devavijayajI vagerenI paNa sevA karI. sevA karanAranI sevA thAya ja. emane koIne koI sevA karanAra maLI ja rahe. bhale emane koI ziSya nhotA, paNa enI emane koI cintA nhotI. emanA AvA jeTalA guNone yAda karIe teTalA ochA che. ame 7-8 varSa sudhI to dakSiNamAM hatA.ATalA varSo sudhI ahIM rahelA munioe temanI je sevA karI che, teo paNa dhanyavAdane pAtra che. jo koI sevAnuM kAma na svIkAre to gacchanI vyavasthA sucArurUpe zI rIte thaI zake ? sevA to apratipAtI guNa che. sevA nahi karIe to ApaNI sevA koNa karaze ? ApaNe kadI vRddha nahi banIe ? rogI nahi banIe ? 352 hai kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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jeTalI samAdhi bIjAne ApIzuM, teTalI ja samAdhi ApaNane maLaze. bIjAne asamAdhi ApanAro potAnI ja asamAdhinuM rIjharvezana kare che, e kadI bhUlazo nahi. tamArI pAse je mana-vacana-kAyAdinI zakti che, te bIjAnA kAmamAM Ave te ja tenI sArthakatA che. jo e na thayuM to ? paMca parameSThI kema namaskaraNIya che? kAraNa ke teo paropakAra nimagna che. emanI zakti bIjAnA upakAramAM ja vaparAI che. upA. prItivijayajIe potAnI zaktiono A rIte upayoga karyo hato. gayA varSe vihAra karatAM sAmethI TrakanI Takkara vAgatAM nIce paTakAyA. kyAM paDIe ? kevI rIte paDIe ? e tyAre mANasanA hAthamAM nathI hotuM. emane breIna hemareja thayuM. ane 24 kalAka pachI samAdhipUrvaka svargavAsI thayA. temaNe pAlItANAmAM dIkSA lIdhI hatI. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonA yogodvahanamAM khUba ja rasa hato. roja teo ochAmAM ochuM ekAsaNuM karatA. palAMsavAmAM 201pamAM pU. kanakasUrijI ma.nI nizrAmAM 45 upavAsa karelA. 30, 16, 8 vagere upavAso to ghaNIvAra karelA. vardhamAnatapanI 100 oLI pUrNa karelI. 100 mI oLInA pAraNA mATe rAha to mArI jotA hatA, paNa munionA AgrahathI 100 mI oLI pUrNa karI. vAta paNa kharI che. jIvanano zo bharoso ? Aje AMkha khulI che. AvatI kAle baMdha paNa thaI jAya. je te vakhate 100mI ochI na thaI hota to....? | [AvatI kAle arcanA, sArikA, urvazI, monala, jayA ane razmi - cha kumArikAonI dIkSA che. varSIdAnano varaghoDo tathA dIkSA - banne AvatI kAle che.] 5 U ) kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 353

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pAlItANA jeTha suda-14 15-6-2000, guruvAra anA, sAdikA, jayA, phima, urvazI tathA mInala cha kumAphrikAnA dIkSA prasaMge... nUtana dIkSitone hitazikSA : * prabhunA parama prabhAvathI siddhAcalanI godamAM ApaNe pavitra dIkSAmahotsava joI rahyA chIe. A dazya joI konuM hRdaya gadgad na thAya ? ahIM nANamAM traNa gaDha che. upara sihAsana che. barAbara samavasaraNanI A pratikRti che. ahIM bhagavAnanI upasthitimAM ja caturvidha saMgha samakSa ApaNe vrata laI rahyA chIe, ema mAnavAnuM sAthe-sAthe dareka dikapAla, lokapAla vagere devone paNa A prasaMge padhAravAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che. AvuM dazya ahIM ja jovA maLaze. hamaNA je karemi bhaMte uccarAvavAmAM AvyuM e sUtra jevuM tevuM nathI. samatAnuM ane samAdhinuM A sUtra che. "he bhagavan! huM ApanI samakSa sarva sAvadya yogonI pratijJA levA upasthita thayo chuM. mana-vacana ane kAyAthI karaNa, karAvaNa ne 354 je kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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anumodanathI huM jIvanabhara sarva sAvadya yogono tyAga karuM chuM. pUrve karelI sAvadya pravRttionI niMdA-gaha karI te pApamaya AtmAno tyAga karuM chuM." A karemi bhaMteno saMkSipta bhAvAnuvAda che. karemi bhaMte kevuM mahAna sUtra ? enI mahAnatA jANyA pachI prAptino savizeSa AnaMda thAya. kumArapALe kahyuM : "bAra vratonI prApti AgaLa mane 18 dezanI rAjyaprApti phIkI lAge che." ahIM to ApaNane sarva virati maLI che. enuM keTaluM mUlya aMkAvuM joIe ? A mahAvrato, A sAmAyika to ciMtAmaNi karatAM paNa vadhu mUlyavAna che. ciMtAmaNithI paNa adhika sAcavIne tenI surakSA karaje, tenuM saMvardhana karajo. karemi bhaMtenI pratijJAthI sarva sAvadyano tyAga thAya che. AthI jagatanA sarva jIvo rAjI thAya che. abhayadAna maLatAM koNa rAjI na thAya ? 18-20 varSanI kumaLI vaye tamArI putrIo jyAre saMpUrNa saMsArano parityAga karatI hoya to temanA mAtA-pitA rUpe tamAre vicAravA jevuM nahi ? A kumArikAo saMsArano saMpUrNa tyAga karI rahI che tyAre tame kaMIka to tyAga karajo, jethI sarva virati jaldI udayamAM Ave. logasanA traNa padamAM navadhA bhakti : kittiya 1 zravaNa 2 kIrtana 3 smaraNa vadiya 4 vaMdana 5 arcana 6 pAdasevana mahiyA 7 dAsya 8 sakhya 9 aMtma-nivedana kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie je 355

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pAlItANA jeTha suda-15 16-6-2000, zukravAra * bhagavAnanA jJAnamAM to eka padArthanA anaMta dharmo prakAzita che, paNa kahevAya keTaluM ? anaMtA padArtho anabhilApya [ na kahI zakAya tevA ] che. abhilApya [ kahI zakAya tevA] padArthono paNa anaMtamo bhAga ja bhagavAna kahI zake. je dRSTikoNathI zrotAonuM hita thatuM hoya te dRSTikoNa sAme rAkhIne bhagavAna kahe. * anaMtakALa sudhI prasAdanA kAraNe je karma bAMdhyA, te karma apramAdathI haTAvI zakAya che. e karma bAMdhatAM bhale anaMtakALa lAgyo hoya, paNa te mAtra antarmuhUrtamAM khapAvI zakAya che. apUrvakaraNa (apUrva adhyavasAyathI anaMtakALamAM je kAma na thayuM te thaI jAya che. eTama bombanI jema apUrvakaraNa anaMta karmonA jaththAne ekI sAthe UDAvI de che. karmone bAMdhatAM jeTalo samaya lAge teTalo ja samaya toDatAM paNa lAge, evuM nathI. makAna banAvavuM hoya to vAra lAge. toDatAM zI vAra? ahIM karmanuM makAna toDavAnuM che. * caMdAvinjhaya payannAnuM nAma to paphakhIsUtramAM ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLeluM, paNa sAMtalapuranA bhaMDAramAM enuM nAma vAMcI huM e vAMcavA lalacAyo. meM vAMcyuM. thoDA ja zlokomAM 7 vibhAgomAM vaheMcAyelo A graMtha joI AnaMda Avyo. nAgezvaranA saMgha vakhate [AcArya 356 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pradyotanasUrijI paNa tyAre sAthe hatA. temanI AcArya padavI paNa te saMghamAM ja thayelI, vi.saM. 2038] enA para vAcanA rAkhelI. tyAra pachI atyAre pharIvAra vAcanA rAkhavAmAM AvI che. atyAre paNa A graMtha abhuta ane apUrva lAge che. enA sAta adhikAromAM atyAre 7mo [maraNa-guNa] adhikAra cAle che. A grantha para vAcanA pUrI thayA pachI lalitavistarA para vAcanA rAkhavAno IrAdo che. * A granthamAM khAsa karIne prAraMbhamAM vinaya para khUba ja bhAra mUkavAmAM Avyo che. bhagavAna ane guruno vinaya na thAya to samakti pragaTe nahi. pragaTeluM hoya to kadI Take nahi. bhagavAna svayaM kahe che : huM ane guru alaga nathI. gurunuM apamAna karanAro mAruM apamAna kare che. gurunuM sanmAna karanAro mAruM sanmAna kare che. zAstramAM to tyAM sudhI lakhyuM che : "gura viko movaravo' guru - vinaya ja mokSa che. guru-vinaya Avyo eTale mokSamArganI yAtrAno prAraMbha thaI gayo, samajo. jJAna pustakane AdhIna nathI, gurune AdhIna che. pustakathI jJAna meLavIne uddhata thayelo ziSya jyAre kahI de ke Apane kAMi nathI AvaDatuM, mane vadhu AvaDe che, tyAre samajavuM H have enA patanano prAraMbha thaI gayo che. mahAjJAnI upA. yazovijayajI jevA paNa potAnI apekSAe alpajJAnI paNa gurune sadA AgaLa rAkhIne kahe che : "zrI nayavijaya vibudha paya-sevaka..." * Aje ApaNe joga mATe paDApaDI karIe chIe, paNa granthanI jJAnanI ke vinayanI ApaNane kAMI paDI nathI. vinayapUrvaka grahaNa kareluM jJAna ja pariNAma pAme. abhimAnapUrvakanuM jJAna to avarodhaka che. yogoddhahanathI A ja zIkhavAnuM che. dara vakhate AvatA sAta khamAsamaNA vinayanA ja sUcaka che. yogodvahana karAvanArA paNa pote karAve che, ema nahi, paNa kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 350

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"vAsamAM pratye pUrvanA mahAna "kSamAzramaNonA hAthe' huM karAvuM chuM, ema mAne che. * pATaNamAM pU. mAnatuMgasUrijIe kaheluM : A 45 Agamone bhUlatA nahi. amane keTalIka bAdhAo paNa ApelI. Aje ApaNI hAlata kaphoDI thaI gaI che. bIjI badhI jaMjALa eTalI vadhI gaI che ke Agamo bAjue dhakelAI gayA che. * jAmanagaramAM vrajalAlajI paMDita amane pahelA jaina nyAya karAvatA hatA. [vi.saM.2018] prathama jaina nyAya ja karavo joIe. prathamathI ja jainetara nyAya karI levAthI emano ja pakSa ApaNA magajamAM satya tarIke besI jAya che. tethI huM prathama jaina nyAya ja bhaNyo. pachI SaDradarzana samuccaya vagere graMthonuM adhyayana karyuM. syAdvAdaratnAkara paNa zarU karyuM. zarUAtanA pAThamAM ja paMDitajIne paNa keTalIka paMktio na beThI. paMDitajIne paNa na bese to mane to kyAMthI bese ? paNa bhagavAnanI mUrti mArI sAme hatI. sthApanA guru mArI sAme hatA. meM emane yAda karyA. vaMdana karyuM. [jemaNe mUrti choDI temaNe ghaNuM badhuM choDI dIdhuM che. A kALamAM to mane sthApanA guru pAsethI ne sthApanA-bhagavAna pAsethI ja maLyuM che. mane Ano ghaNIvAra anubhava thayo che. dhyAnavicAranA padArthomAM ghaNIvAra navI - phuraNA thAya tyAre huM e badhA padArtho lakhI zake tevA kalpataruvijaya pAsethI lakhAvI leto.] syAdvAda ratnAkaranI na besatI paMktio mane besI gaI. bIje divase paMDitajIne meM jaNAvyuM tyAre teo svayaM paNa cakti banI gayA. kahyuM H kone pUchyuM ? tamArA gurudeva to ahIM che nahi ? meM kahyuM : deha rUpe bhale guru nathI, sthApanA rUpe ane nAma rUpe to guru hAjarAhajUra che. emanA prabhAve mane A paMktio beThI che. ApaNe gurunI gerahAjarI vicArIe chIe, paNa gurunI gerahAjarI kadI hotI nathI. A sthApanAcArya sudharmA svAmIthI laI anekAneka gurunA pratIka che. e sAme che. pachI gurunI gerahAjarI 358 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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zAnI ? * kaSAyono jarA jeTalo paNa vizvAsa karavA jevo nathI. ApaNe to zuM anaMta 14 pUrvIo, jeo kyAreka 11mA guNaThANe rahelA hoya, teo paNa kaSAyo para bharoso na karI zake. anaMtA 14 pUrvIo Aje paNa nigodamAM che, te A ja kAraNe. teo gaphalatamAM rahI gayA ane jhaDapAI gayA. thoDA asAvadha bano eTale moharAjA tamane jhabbe karavA taiyAra ja che. Aga lAgI hoya tyAre tame zuM karo ? baMbAvALAnI vATa jotAM beso ke hAthavaguM je pANI vagere maLe tenAthI Aga bujhAvavA prayatna karo ? kaSAyo paNa Aga ja che. upamitikAre to krodhanuM nAma ja vaizvAnara ApyuM che. vaizvAnara eTale agni ! agnino jarAya bharoso na karAya to krodhAdi kaSAyano bharoso zI rIte karAya ? bahAranI Aga to lAkho-karoDonI dravya saMpatti ja saLagAve, paNa A kaSAyo to AtmAnI anaMta guNa saMpattine bALIne khAkha karI nAkhe. krodhAgnine bujhAvavA samatArUpI pANI joIe. * vinayathI vidyA maLe. vidyAthI viveka maLe. vinayapUrvaka meLavAyelI vidyA viveka meLavI ja Ape. viveka eTale sva-52nuM pRthakkaraNa karavAnI zakti. 'sva' koNa ? 'para' koNa ? e viveka zaktithI jaNAya che. A samajAvavA ja upA. yazovijayajIe jJAnasAranuM 14muM aSTaka khAsa viveka para ja banAvyuM che. viveka ja tamane krodhAgnithI dUra rAkhe che. e zIkhave che : agninI upekSA karo to bIjAnuM ja ghara baLaze, ema nahi, tamAruM paNa baLaze. krodhanI upekSA karazo to tamane ja nahi, bIjAne paNa nukazAna thaze ja. vivekathI vairAgya pragaTe. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 2 359

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sva-paranI samajathI vairAgya Ave ja. vivekI viSayone viSathI paNa bhayaMkara samaje. vAsanAmAM mana jatuM hoya, upAsanAmAM na jatuM hoya teTalA aMze viveka nathI, ema samajI leje. vairAgyathI virati pragaTe. vairAgya sAco te ja kahevAya je tamane tyAganA mArge laI jAya, saMsAra para virAmacihna mUkAvI de. viratithI vItarAgatA pragaTe. viratinI sAdhanA dvArA aMdara vItarAgatA pragaTe ja. vItarAgatAthI vimukti pragaTe. eka vinaya tamane kyAMthI kyAM laI jAya ? vinaya, vidyA, viveka, vairAgya, virati, vItarAgatA ane vimukti - A kramaza : maLatA padArtho che. paNa prAraMbha vinayathI ja karavo paDaze. vinaya cUkI gayA to bIjA guNo ekaDA vagaranA mIMDA ja pUravAra thaze. dUdha-dahIM-ghI-chAsa dUdha : huM mahAna chuM. kahyuM che : amRta kSIra dahIM ? javA de have. madhura padArthomAM huM prathama chuM. "dadhi madhuram' ghI : tame banne cUpa beso. sAra to huM ja chuM. "vRtamAku chAsa : tame badhA mAro mahimA bhUlI gayA ? kahyuM che : "taOM zakrasya durlabha..." mANasa: tame badhA vyaktigata mahattA gAvAnuM choDo ane badhA sAthe maLIne bolo : ame gorasa chIe. 360 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-1 17-6-2000, zanivAra * bokaDA kApanAra "kasAI' kahevAya che. kaSAyo karanAra paNa "kaSAyI' kahevAya che. bannemAM mAtra nAma sAmya ja nahi, bIjuM paNa sAmya che. kasAInI jema kaSAyo karanAra paNa sva-paranA bhAva-prANonI hatyA kare che. e apekSAe kasAI karatAM paNa "kaSAyI' khataranAka che. dravyaprANanuM mUlya vadhAre ke bhAvaprANanuM ? dravyaprANanI hatyA karanArane kasAI kahIe chIe. bhAvaprANanI hatyA karanArane zuM kahIzuM ? * RSabhadeve vyavahAra jagatanI [zilpa, rAjya AdinI] vyavasthA eTale karI ke e dvArA sabhya banelo mAnava dharma mATe yogya banI zake. A yuganA AvA Adya pravartaka bhagavAnane paNa karma na choDe to ApaNane choDaze ? kaSAyo karI - karIne ApaNe karmo bAMdhI rahyA chIe. paNa ApaNane khabara nathI ke Ano vipAka kevo Avaze ? kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 361

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kaSAyo nathI karavA chatAM thaI jAya che. kaSAyo sAme laDavAnI zakti nathI. laDIe chIe tyAre kaSAyo jItI jAya che. ame hArI jaIe chIe. zuM karavuM ? ema tame kahetA ho to huM kahIza : potAnI tAkAtathI kaSAyo nahi jItAya. e mATe bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAravuM paDaze. prabhunuM zaraNuM svIkArIne laDanAro Aja sudI kadI hAryo nathI. ApaNe ApaNI tAkAtathI laDavA jaIe chIe. phalata : hArI jaIe chIe ne nirAza banI jaIe chIe. ApaNI zakti keTalI ? anaMta zaktinuM zaraNuM svIkArIe to kadI parAjayanuM moTuM jovuM na paDe. jo ke, prabhunuM zaraNuM svIkAravAnI IcchA thavA mATe paNa cittanI nirmaLatA joIe. karmono jattho amuka pramANamAM haLavo na bane tyAM sudhI prabhu kadI yAda AvatA nathI. emanuM zaraNuM svIkAravAnuM mana thatuM nathI. prabhu yAda Ave, prabhunuM zaraNuM levAnuM mana thAya to samaja jo : citta cokkhuM thayuM che. karmonA gADha vAdaLAomAM kANuM paDyuM che. nirmaLa cittamAM ja vinaya, vidyA, viveka, vairAgya, virati, vItarAgatA ane vimukti kramazaH maLe che. * tamAre ghera koI mahemAna Ave to zuM karo ? A pAlItANA che. ahIM anya samudAyanA ke anya gacchanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo paNa Ave. emane AvakAraze. AgaLa besADo. tame to roja sAMbhaLo ja cho. kyAreka bIjAne cAnsa Apajo. pAchaLa besavAthI nahi saMbhaLAya to paNa tame bIjAne sAMbhaLavAno avasara Apyo tethI tamane lAbha ja che. sAMbhaLI-sAMbhaLIne paNa Akhare karavAnuM zuM che ? A ja to karavAnuM che. * ratna ane ratnanI kAMti kadI alaga na hoI zake. ratna bhale khANamAM paDelo hoya, enI camaka jarAya na dekhAtI hoya, kAcathI paNa ochI camaka hoya, chatAM jhaverInI AMkha to emAM paNa camaka jue ja che. 362 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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tema ApaNe bhale karmathI gherAyelA hoIe, siddha bhagavaMto ApaNI aMdara rahelI pUrNatAnI camaka ja joI rahelA che. bhale e camaka atyAre karmathI avarAI gayelI hoya, ApaNe na joI zakatA hoIe, paNa jJAnIo to jue ja che. ApaNe bIjAne pUrNa joI zakatA nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNe svayaM apUrNa chIe. apUrNa najara apUrNa ja jue. pUrNa pUrNa ja jue. ApaNane apUrNatA dekhAya che, te ApaNI aMdara rahelI apUrNatA jaNAve che. jIvo apUrNa dekhAya che, te ApaNI aMdara kaSAyo paDelA che, ema sUcave che. je kaSAyo ApaNane saMsAramAM jakaDI rAkhe, jIvo pratye prema na thavA de, enI pUrNatA jovA na de e kaSAyo para prema ke vizvAsa zI rIte karI zakAya ? zAstromAM kahyuM che : aNathovaM vaNathovaM aggithovaM kasAyathovaM ca / na hu bhe vIsasiavvaM thopi hu taM bahu hoi // A niryuktinI gAthA che. niryuktikAra kahe che : thoDuM paNa RNa, thoDo paNa vraNa, thoDI paNa Aga, ke thoDo paNa kyAya - A badhAno tame vizvAsa nahi karatA. thoDuM hovA chatAM e ghaNuM thaI jAya che. thoDuM paNa RNa mAthe na rakhAya. vadhatuM vadhatuM e keTaluM thaI jAya teno bharoso nahi. eka bhAIe cAra AnI vyAjamAM lIdhI. zarata eTalI : dara varSe Dabbala karatA ApavAnI. 24 varSa vItI gayA. hisAba karyo tyAre khabara paDI : gharanA naLIyA paNa veMcAI jAya to paNa cUkavI na zakAya teTaluM devuM thayuM che. be kroDathI paNa vadhu rUpiyA thaI gayA. AtmAnA guNo sivAya koIpaNa padArtha vAparo cho, enuM RNa cUkavavuM paDaze, e vicAra Ave che? pudgala ApaNA bApanI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 363

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cIja nathI, pudgalathI ja zarIra, vacana, mana, makAna, ghana vagere banelA che. e vAparI rahyA chIe eno bhAra keTalo vadhe che te vicAryuM? | nAnA paNa ghAnI upekSA na karAya. saMbhava che : nAnI phoDakI paNa kensaranI gAMTha hoI zake. nAnakaDo kAMTo paNa jIvaleNa hoI zake. nAno ghA paNa dhanurdhAmAM badalI zake. nAnA paNa agninA kaNiyAno vizvAsa na karAya. saMbhava che : e AkhA makAnane...are, AkhA gAmane paNa saLagAvI nAkhe. tema nAnA paNa kaSAyano bharoso na karI zakAya. nAno paNa kaSAya anaMta saMsAra Ubho karI de. * A kaSAyone jItavA hoya to svabaLe nahi jItI zakAya, bhagavAnano sahAro levo paDaze. bhagavAna hRdayamAM AvatAM ja cittamAM svasthatA Ave che. citta abhaya bane che, sthira bane che. abhayanI prApti mAtra bhagavAnathI ja thAya che, ema haribhadrasUrijIe lalita vistarAmAM spaSTa lakhyuM che. citta sthira karavAnI tame lAkho prakriyA karo, paNa bhagavAnane pAse nahi rAkho to e kadI sthira thavAnuM nathI, bhagavAna maLatAM ja citta sthira thaI jAya che. puMDarIka kamaLa maLatAM ja bhamaro sthira thaI jAya tema prabhu - caraNakamaLa maLatAM ja mana sthira thaI jAya * vinayathI vidyA vidyAthI viveka vivekathI vairAgya vairAgyathI virati viratithI vItarAgatA vItarAgatAthI vimukti. A krama che. paNa zarUAta to vinayathI ja thaze. A vAta 364 chekahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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jaNAvavA ja jANe navakAramAM sau prathama "namo' mUkyo che. "namo eTale ja vinaya. "namo' eTale ja dharmanuM pravezadvAra. e vinA tame kyAMyathI dharmanA rAjamahelamAM praveza karI zako nahi. vidyA-vinayane TakAvanAra paNa vinaya che. jo vinaya jato rahe to AgaLanA guNo maLelA hoya toya cAlyA jAya. ""joga karI laIe, padavI laI laIe pachI, guru, gurunA raste huM mArA raste. gurune koNa pUche che ?" Avo vicAra avinayanA gharano che. vinaya-vivekapUrvaka Avelo vairAgya ja jJAnagarbhita hoya che. * A jagatanI sauthI moTI sevA kaI ? ApaNA nimitte asaMkhya jIvo kSaNe kSaNe trAsa anubhave che. A trAsamAMthI jIvone choDAvavA e ja A duniyAnI moTI sevA ! ApaNe eka mokSamAM jaIe eTale ApaNA nimitte asaMkhya jIvone thato trAsa aTake. A paNa A duniyAnI moTI sevA che. eka guMDAe koI ciMtakane pUchayuM : ""huM samAjanI kaI rIte sevA karuM ?'' tame koIne ADA na Avo e paNa samAjanI moTI sevA gaNAze. tame zAMta besI raho to paNa moTI sevA gaNAze." ciMtakano A javAba muktinA pariprekSyamAM vicAravA jevo che. ApaNuM jIvana satata bIjAne trAsarUpa thatuM AvyuM che. e trAsa to ja aTake jo ApaNe mokSamAM jaIe. * bhagavadbahumAna mokSanuM bIja che. nAnakaDA bIjamAMthI vizALa gheghUra vaDalo thAya. luNAvAmAM eka vaDalo che. evo moTo che ke koI dIkSA vagerenA prasaMge maMDapanI jarUra ja na paDe. enI nIce aneka dIkSAo thayelI che. eka nAnA bIjamAMthI vizALa vaDalo bane tema prabhunA bahumAnarUpa bIjamAMthI sAdhanAnuM totIMga vRkSa taiyAra thAya. . mATe ja huM A bIja para jora ApuM chuM. kheDUta bIjuM badhuM kare, kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie 35

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paNa bI na vAve to kAMI na meLave tema sAdhaka bIjuM badhuM kare paNa prabhu-bahumAna na keLave to kAMI na meLavI zake. maho. yazovijayajI jevA kahe che : 'prabhu-pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA; aLagA aMga na sAjA re....'' "tuma tyAre taba saba hI nyArA...' AvA badhA udgAro Dagale ne pagale tamane jovA maLaze. hRdayamAM prabhu pratye pUrNa bahumAna vinA AvA udgAro nIkaLI na zake. upA. yazovijayajI ma. jevAnA cittamAM bhagavAna vase che. tamArA hRdayamAM koNa vase che ? kadIka Atma-nirIkSaNa karo. "citta kauna rame ? citta kauna rame ? mallinAtha vinA citta kauna rame...?'' kavinA A udgAro ApaNA hRdayanA bane, evI ApaNI sAdhanA kema na bane ? ATaluM sahana nahi karo ? sevAbhAvI mANasano gusso tame sahana karo cho. kamAu dIkarAno ropha sahana karo cho. dUjhaNI gAyanI lAta sahana karo cho. darda dUra karatI davAnI kaDavAza sahana karo cho. to bhAvimAM anaMta lAbha ApanAra tapa Adi dharmanuM thoDuM kaSTa sahana nahi karo ? thoDA kaDavA veNa sahana nahi karo ? 366 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA jeTha vada dvi-1 18-6-2000, ravivAra * ""huM ja sAdhanA karuM, bIjA badhA bhale emane ema rahe. huM ja ekalo pAmI jAuM, bhaNI jAuM, bIjA bhale emane ema rahe" A kaniSTha bhAvanA ahIM na hoya. ahIM to evI vizALa bhAvanA hoya ke hRdayamAM sauno samAveza thAya. nayavijayajIe e vicAra na karyo : huM nathI bhaNyo to mAro ziSya zA mATe bhaNe ? nahi, emaNe potAnA ziSyane yazovijayajIne bhaNAvI sArI rIte taiyAra karavA kAzI sudhI vihAra karyo. AvI udAtta bhAvanA A jinazAsananA pAyAmAM paDelI che. AgaLa vadhIne sarva jIvonuM kalyANa A jinazAsanamAM samAyeluM che. A buniyAdI vicAra para ja pAMjarApoLo ItyAdi jaino calAve che. * haju pU. sAgarajI, pU. nemisUrijI, pU. premasUrijInA vakhatamAM saMskRta-prAkRta graMtho bhaNanArA munio hatA. Aja-kAla e abhyAsa ghaNo ghaTI gayo che. ApaNe bhagavAnanA Agamo nahi bhaNIe to koNa bhaNaze? A paraMparA zI rIte cAlaze ? kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja cha

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* saM. 2015mAM muni padmavijayajIne kensaranI bhayaMkara bimArI. te vakhate paNa temanI pharIyAda : mArAthI koI ArAdhanA thaI zakatI nathI. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje Aura paccakkhANamAMthI eka gAthA kADhIne batAvI : "3AyA meM haMsA mAyA nA?' mAro AtmA ja darzana-jJAna-cAritra Adi che. have AtmA para dhyAna kendrita karo. zarIra saMbaMdhI vicAra choDI AtmAne lakSa banAvo. ""huM kAMI ArAdhanA karI zakato nathI." e nirAzAjanaka vAta bhUlI utsAha pragaTAvo..." ApaNane 24 kalAkamAMthI AtmA keTalIvAra yAda Ave ? pAMca miniTa paNa AtmA yAda Ave ? "huM kartA para bhAvano ema jima jima jANe; tima tima ajJAnI paDe, nija karmane ghANe." parabhAvanuM kartutva dUra karavAnuM che. zuddha Atma dravyanuM ciMtana karI temAM pratiSThita thavAnuM che. "zuddhAtmadravyamevAhaM zuddha jJAnaM guNo mama / ' jo ke A nizcayanayanI vAto che. vyavahArano kriyAkAMDa e nizcayanayane ja poSanAro che. paNa muzkelI e che ke ApaNe nizcayane sAva ja bhUlI gayA chIe. eTale ja saMthArA porasImAM roja zuddha Atmadravyane yAda karavAnuM jJAnIonuM pharamAna che : "go ne sAsare gappA, nAgavaMsa saMkuzo ?' zarIra kyAre DhaLI paDe ? kyAre jamarAja trATakI paDe ? zo bharoso che ? hamaNAM ja (je. suda-13) eka bhAI [bhAramalabhAI] amane maLIne mAMgalika sAMbhaLIne upara yAtrA karavA gayA. 100-200 pagathIe caDyA haze ne DhaLI paDyA. prANapaMkheruM UDI gayuM. koI ja taiyArI nahi hoya to AvA samaye samAdhi zI rIte maLaze ? 368 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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Dola kUvAmAM paDelI hoya, paNa dorI hAthamAM ja hovI joIe. bhale ApaNuM tana vyavahAramAM hoya, paNa nizcayarUpI dorI kadI choDavI na joIe. nizcayarUpI dorI chuTI jaze to AtmaghaTa DUbI jaze. * AtmasaMpreSaNanI rIta : potAno nAno paNa doSa pahADa jevo mAnavo. bIjano nAno paNa guNa pahADa jevo mAnavo. to ja sAcI anumodanA ane sAcI duSkRta-gaha thaI zakaze. guNarUpI doraDA bahu ja vicitra che. ApaNA guNarUpI doraDA bIjA pakaDe to teo kUvAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLe, paNa ApaNe ja pakaDI laIe to DUbI marIe ! jeo anumodanAnA nAme sva-prazaMsAmAM paDI jAya che, temaNe cetavA jevuM che. * kaSAyonA kSaya vinA ApaNuM kSema nathI. kaSAyo maMda paDI jAya to paNa bharosAmAM besI rahetA nahi. jyAM sudhI kSAyikabhAva na pragaTe tyAM sudhI palAMThI vALIne besI rahevA jevuM nathI. * zatru-vimAna, eroDrAma para prathama humalo kare tema moharAjA ApaNA mana para prathama humalo kare che. mana ja ApaNuM mukhya mathaka ghaNA kahetA hoya che : mALA gaNuM ne mana bhAgavA mAMDe che. eTale huM to mALA gaNato ja nathI ! bhaNavA mAMDIe ne UMgha Ave. eTale ApaNe to bhaNatA ja nathI. pUjA karavA mAMDIe ne mana cakkara-cakkara phare. eTale ApaNe to pUjA karatA ja nathI. AvA mANaso pAchA hoMziyArI mAratA kahetA hoya che : ApaNe dekhAva mATe kAMI karatAM ja nathI. mana lAge to ja karavuM. A ja ApaNo siddhAnta. AvA mANasone kahevAnuM : mALA gaNavAthI mana capaLa nathI thayuM. mana capaLa to hatuM ja, paNa mALA gaNatAM tamane khabara paDI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie je 369

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ke mana capaLa che. pramAda to aMdara hato ja. pUjA karatAM enI khabara paDI. .... to have karavuM zuM ? mALA gaNatAM-gaNatAM ja kyAreka mana sthira thaze. mALA pheravavAthI paNa mana sthira na thayuM to na pheravavAthI sthira thaI jaze ? dukAna khullI rAkhavAthI paNa paisA na kamAyA to dukAna baMdha rAkhavAthI paisA kamAI jazo? dukAna khullI rAkho. kyAreka kamAI zakazo. mALA gaNatA raho. dharmakriyA karatA raho. kyAreka mana sthira thaze. bAkI, mana jo ema badhAnuM sthira thaI zakatuM hota to AnaMdaghanajI jevA "manaDuM kimahI na bAje ho kuMthujina ! manaDuM kimahI na bAje' ema na bole. mananI cAra avasthAmAM pahelI avasthA vikSipta che. prAraMbhamAM mana vikSipta ja hoya. pachI ja yAtAyAta [sthira-asthira thayA kare tevI sthiti] mAM Ave ne tyArabAda ja suzliSTa ane sulIna bane. ApaNe sIdhA ja sulIna avasthAmAM kUdako mAravA mAMgIe chIe. sIdho ja cotho mALa bAMdhavA mAMgIe chIe; pAyo nAkhyA vinA ja ! paccakakhANa, tapa, pUjA vagere kAMI ja karavuM nahi ne sIdhI nizcayanI vAto karyA karavI AtmavaMcanA che. huM nAno hato. pU. A. kesarasUrijI kRta eka pustaka AvyuM. pustaka suMdara hatuM. emAM nizcayanayanI vAto hatI. mArA mAmA sAthe AvatA eka bhAI roja bolyA kare : "meM vidvAnaM mAtmA hUM | mujhe paradravya se koI lenA-denA nahIM / parabhAva kA maiM kartA-bhoktA nahIM hUM / " Ama bola-bola kare, paNa jIvanamAM kAMI nahi ! Avo koro nizcaya tArI na zake. e mAtra tamArA pramAdane poSI zake. pramAda-poSaka nizcayathI haMmezA sAvadhAna rahejo. * mAravADamAM eka mAjI sAmAyika karatA'tA. bAraNA khullA 300 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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hovAthI kUtaro aMdara Avyo. AMgaNe mUkelI goLanI bhilI khAvA lAgyo. mAjInI najara gaI. na rahevAyuM. paNa sAmAyikamAM bolAya zI rIte ? chatAM bolI UThyAM : "sAmAyikamAM samatAbhAva, guDa kI bhelI kuttA khAya; jo boluM to sAmAyika jAya, nahi boluM to kuttA khAya...' AvI rIte ghaNA sAmAyika Adi kriyAkAMDanI ThekaDI UDADatA hoya che, paNa teo jANatA nathI ke AvA sAmAyiko paNa dhIredhIre AgaLa vadhAranArA banI zake che. zarUmAM skUle janAro bALaka mAtra ekaDAnI jagyAe ADAavaLA lITA ja kare che. paNa ema karatAM-karatAM ja sAco ekaDo ghuMTatA zIkhe che, e bhUlavuM na joIe. to mArI khAsa bhalAmaNa che : kadI kriyAkAMDanI niMdA nahi karatA. sAthe-sAthe e paNa kahI dauM ke mAtra dravya kriyAkAMDathI saMtoSI paNa nahi banI jatA. yoga karI lIdhA. adhikAra maLI gayA. sUtra vAMcyA vinA ja adhikAra maLI gayA, ema nahi mAnI letA. aMdarathI yogyatA pedA karavA prayatna karajo. * hamaNAM ja ApaNane koI kahe : "A dharmazALA khAlI karo.'' to ApaNe kyAM jaIzuM ? ciMtA thAya ne ? tema karmasattA Aje ja kahe : A hamaNAM ja khAlI karo. to ApaNe kyAM game tyAre karmasattAno hukama AvI jAya to paNa ApaNane sadgatino vizvAsa hovo : huM sadgatimAM ja jaIza, cAhe game tyAre maruM-evI pratIti karAve tevuM ApaNuM jIvana hovuM joIe. bhADAnuM ghara- A zarIra jaIzuM ? kadI vicAryuM ? 'A zarIra khAlI karo, joIe. ahIMthI marIne * bhagavAna ane gurunuM jema jema bahumAna vadhatuM jAya, tema tema Atma-guNo vadhatA jAya, Atmazakti khIlatI jAya. ATalo vizvAsa rAkhIne sAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhazo. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 369

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A badhuM kahevuM, sAMbhaLavuM ke lakhavuM saheluM che, paNa te pramANe jIvavuM khUba ja kaThaNa che. tamArA mATe ja nahi, mArA mATe paNa kaThaNa che. * kaSAyonA Aveza vakhate zuM karazo ? kaSAyo tamane zIkhavADaze : ''have huM enI sAthe bolIza nahi. enuM kAma karIza nahi. enI sAthe koI vyavahAra rAkhIza nahi.'' paNa A vicArone tame amalamAM nahi mUkatA. thoDo samaya javA dejo. Aveza potAnI meLe zamI jaze. Aveza vakhate karAyelo koIpaNa nirNaya pramANabhUta nahi gaNatA. Ama karazo to krodhane niSphaLa banAvI zakazo. zAstrakAro A ja kahe che : jorUM sarvAM jhuvvipnA krodha bhale game tevo ajeya gaNAto hoya, paNa tenAthI DarI nahi jatA. samrAT nepoliyana bonApArTa ajeya gaNAto hato. enuM nAma sAMbhaLatAM ja loko dhrujavA mAMDatA. chatAM enI paNa nabaLI kaDI hatI. zatruone AnI khabara paDI. cAlu laDAImAM samAcAra moklavAmAM AvyA : tamArI priyatamAnuM mRtyu thaI gayuM che. khalAsa ! khUMkhAra nepoliyana DhIloDhapha thaI gayo ! laDAI hArI gayo. durjaya jaNAtA krodhane haTAvavo hoya to kSamA lAvI do. kadI na hArato krodha, kSamA pAse hArI jaze. cAra kathA cAra saMjJA vadhAre strIkathA : maithunasaMjJAna vadhAre bhaktakathA : AhArasaMjJA vadhAre dezakathA : bhayasaMjJA vadhAre. (pADozI dezonA lazkaranI vAta sAMbhaLatAM yuddhAdino bhaya lAge.) rAjakathA : parigraha saMjJA vadhAre. (rAjAonA vaibhavanuM varNana sAMbhaLIne tevI-tevI cIjo lAvavAnI IcchA thAya.) 362 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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S| | pAlItANA jeTha vada-2 19-6-2000, somavAra * bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja muktino mArga maLI zake ane phaLI zake. satata bolAto "deva-guru-pasAya" A ja tattvane ujjAgara kare che. sAruM kArya karyuM bhale ApaNe, paNa karAvyuM bhagavAne. sArA kAryanuM kartRtva sva para na nAkhatAM bhagavAna para rAkhavAthI kartutvanuM abhimAna nathI AvatuM. koI paNa guNa ke kaLAnI prAptimAM paNa ema ja mAnavuM. sarva guNonA mAlika bhagavAna che. emanI jAyeajANya thayelI bhaktithI ja kaMIka aMze ApaNAmAM guNa AvyA che. e guNa maLI gayA pachI bhagavAnane kaI rIte bhUlI zakAya ? guNo pachI Ave che, te pahelA guNAnurAga Ave che, je bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja AvI zake che. guNonuM bahumAna aMtatogatvA sarvAdhika guNI bhagavAnanuM ja bahumAna che. badhA ja anuSThAno/kriyAkAMDo tIrthaMkara pratye bahumAna pedA karAvavA mATe ja che. jo e pedA na thatuM hoya to samajI lo : anuSThAno saphaLa nahi bane. gurunuM A ja kAma che : tamane prabhunA rAgI banAvavA. guru ja bhagavAna sAthe joDe che mATe ja "ju-vahumA movaravo ' ema kahyuM. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 303

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1500 tApasIne pahelA bhagavAna nahi, guru maLyA che. gurunA bahumAne emane kevaLajJAnanI bheTa dharI. ""oha ! AvA mahAna yogI ? ame varSo sudhI sAdhanA karI chatAM aSTApada para caDI zaktA nathI ne A ramatamAM upara caDI gayA ? aho Azcaryam | guru to AvA ja karavA. AvA vicArathI emane guru pratye AdarabhAva pedA thayo. zarUAtamAM jIvo bAhya ADaMbara joIne ja AkarSita thatA hoya che. bhagavAnanA aSTa prAtihAryo ATalA mATe ja hoya che. e joIne aneka jIvo tarI jatA hoya che. nahi to aparigrahI ane vItarAgane A aSTa prAtihAryo ane 34 atizayono ThATha zA mATe? paNa tIrthakaronI vibhUtinuM anukaraNa ApaNAthI na thAya. sonA-cAMdInI ThavaNI rAkhIne ADaMbara na rAkhI zakAya. rAkhavA gayA te gayA. AcArya ratnAkarasUrijInI cAMdInI ThavaNI joI eka daDhadharmI vyakitae pUcheluM : bhagavan! gautamasvAmI sonAnI ThavaNI rAkhIne ke cAMdInI ThavaNI rAkhIne vyAkhyAna ApatA ? AcArya artha samajI gayA. bIje divase parigrahanuM visarjana karyuM. bhagavAnanI vAta judI che. ApaNI vAta judI che. gautamasvAmInI bAhya labdhithI prabhAvita thayelA 1500 tApasoe dIkSA svIkArI ane aMte kevaLI banyA. 1500 tApasInA pAraNA mATe gautamasvAmI mAtra eka pAtrI khIra lAvyA, paNa koIne e vicAra na Avyo : ATalI khIrathI to badhAne tilaka paNa nahi thaI zake, to peTa zI rIte bharAze ? badhA eTalA samarpita hatA ke koIne Avo vicAra Avyo nahi. A samarpaNanA ja prabhAvathI 500 tApaso to khIra vAparatAMvAparatAM ja kevaLI banI gayA. Ane kahevAya : "guru-vahumALo movavo ?' * mAravADamAM vIMchane pakaDavA cIpiyA ane moTA sApane pakaDavA sANasA gharamAM rAkhavAmAM Ave. ApaNA mananA gharamAM kaSAyarUpI vIMchI-sApa AvI jaze tyAre zuM karIzuM ? cIpiyA ane 304 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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sANasAnA sthAne ApaNe cAra zaraNA svIkAravA paDaze. arihaMtAdi cAra zaraNAthI cAra kaSAya jaze. arihaMtanA zaraNathI krodha. siddhanA zaraNathI mAna. sAdhunA zaraNathI mAyA. dharmanA zaraNathI lobha jaze. zaraNAgatinA prabhAvathI ApaNA karmo kSINa thAya che, zithila thAya che. "siDhilIbhavaMti parihAyaMti khijjaMti asuhakammANubaMdhA' -paMcasUtra. * bAra mahinAnA paryAyamAM to sAdhunuM sukha anuttara vimAnanA devanA sukhathI paNa caDI jAya. vezyA jema jema vizuddha banatI jAya, tema tema tenI mIThAza vadhatI jAya. kRSNa-nIla-kApota lezyA kaDavI hoya; teja-paddha-zukla legyA mIThI hoya. A vezyAonI kaDavAza ane mIThAzanuM varNana uttarAdhyayanamAM spaSTa-rUpe kareluM che. lezyAnI vizuddhithI Atmika mAdhurya vadhatuM cAle che. ApaNA AnaMdanuM mAdhurya vadhavuM joIe. sAcuM kahejo : jIvanamAM mIThAza vadhI rahI che ke kaDavAza ? kaDavAza vadhatI hoya to samajavuM : ApaNI vezyAo azubha che. ApaNuM AbhA-maMDala vikRta che. mIThAza ane AnaMda vadhatA hoya to samajavuM ? aMdaranuM lezvAtaMtra zubha banyuM che. AbhAmaMDaLa tejasvI banyuM che. - AnA mATe bIjA koIne pUchavAnI jarUra nathI. tamAro AtmA ja Ano sAkSI banaze. lezyA vizuddha kyAre bane ? ApaNA kaSAyo jema jema mAMdA thatA jAya tema tema vezyAo vizuddha thatI jAya. ApaNe kaSAyone kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie je 305

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sA-tAjA rAkhIne jIvana madhura banAvavA mAMgIe chIe. bAvaLIAne vAvIne kerInI AzA rAkhIe chIe. kaSAyonI maMdatAthI lezyAo vizuddha thatI jAya, guNo pragaTa thatA jAya, doSo dUra thatA jAya. guNo ja ApaNA kAyamI sAthI ApaNI muzkelI A che : doSone ApaNe sAthI mAnI lIdhA | doSo vaLagelA che e to ThIka paNa e doSo pAchA mIThA lAge che. beDIne AbhUSaNa mAnIe chIe. * ""huM koInuM na mAnuM, gurunuM paNa nahi." AvI svaccheda vRtti mohanI parAdhInatA che. jeNe gurunI parAdhInatA choDI, teNe mohanI parAdhInatA svIkArI. mohanI parAdhInatAmAM svataMtratAnA darzana karavA mahAmoha che. nAnakaDI kalA zIkhavA mATe paNa vyavahAramAM gurune saMpUrNa samarpaNa karavuM paDe che. samarpaNa vadhu tema kalAjJAna vadhu. arjuna zA mATe sauthI vadhu hoMziyAra thayo? arjunanuM guru-samarpaNa sauthI utkRSTa hatuM. samarpaNa vadhu tema jJAna vadhu ! vyAvahArika jJAna zIkhavA mATe paNa ATalI sevA karavI paDe to AdhyAtmika jJAna mATe to kahevuM ja zuM ? jeNe gRhasthapaNAmAM mAtA-pitAnI sevA nathI karI te dIkSAmAM gurunI sevA kare, e vAtamAM mAla nathI. AthI ja jaya vIyarAyamAM sau prathama "nAbU' [eTale ke mAtA-pitA Adi gurujananI pUja] nI mAMgaNI karavAmAM AvI che. pachI ja "sudAno talvayA-sevA mavamavaMs" kahIne sadguruno yoga ane temanA vacananI akhaMDa sevAnI mAMgaNI karI che. * mAtA-pitAnI sevA paNa svArthathI na thAya mATe "jaya viyarAya"mAM pachI lakhyuM : "parasthara ' mane "paropakAra bhAva maLo. A rIte mAtA-pitAnI bhakti ane paropakArano bhAva AvyA pachI ja sadguruno saMyoga maLe. mATe ja pachI lakhyuMH "yugurujhA ' 306 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* gurukRpAnA sparzathI agharA kAryo paNa saraLa banI jAya. ekavAra anubhava karIne juo. gurune samarpita thaIne anubhava karI juo. * tamArA badhAmAMthI kadAca ekanuM paNa jIvana-parivartana na thAya to paNa mane to lAbha ja che. mane to kamizana maLavAnuM ja. kAraNa ke huM to ejanTa chuM. mAtra bhagavAnanI vAto tamArA sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM ja mAruM kAma che. * zubhaguru to maLyA, paNa pachI zuM ? gurunA vacananI akhaMDa sevA. paMcasUtramAM lakhyuM : A gurunI sevAthI mane mokSanuM bI maLo. 'hou me io mukkhabIaMti / ' guru maLe, paNa phaLe kyAre ? emanuM mAnIe to. na mAnIe to guru-yogano koI matalaba nathI. eka ziSya gurunI 12 varSa sudhI sevA karI, khaDe page sevA karI, paNa gurue haju eka akSara paNa zIkhavyo nathI. eka vakhate rAtre sApa Avyo ane kahevA lAgyo : ""A tamArA ziSyanI sAthe mAre pUrva janmanuM vaira che. huM tenuM lohI pIvA Avyo chuM." tamAre lohIthI ja kAma che ne ? huM ja e tamane ApI dauM to nahi cAle ?' sApe kahyuM : "cAlaze" guru UMghatA ziSyanI chAtI para caDI beThA. charIthI zarIra thoDuM kApI lohI sApane pIvaDAvyuM. sApa cAlyo gayo. bIjA divase gurue pUchyuM : "tyAre tane zo vicAra Avelo ?' guru karatA haze te mArA hita mATe jaM karatA haze. emAM bIjuM vicAravAnuM ja zuM hoya ?' AvA ziSyanA pratyuttarathI khuza thayelA gurue tene potAnI kaLA zIkhavADI. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 300

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ApaNI koI AvI parIkSA le to ? pAsa thaIe, evuM lAge che ? parIkSAnI vAta javA do, koIne parIkSA levAnuM mana thAya, evuM paNa ApaNuM jIvana kharuM ? yAda rahe : parIkSA tenI ja thAya, je parIkSA mATe kaMIka yogya hoya. saudharmendra kAlikAcArya jevAnI parIkSA kare, ApaNA jevAnI nahi. * ApaNA magajane jhaMkRta karavA, magajane kasavA zAstrakAroe kevA-kevA upAyo batAvyA che ? bhagavatImAM hamaNA gAMgeya prakaraNa cAle che. emAM bhAMgAonI jALa Ave che. dA.ta. pAMca jIvo sAta narakamAM jAya to tenA keTalA vikalpo paDI zake ? e badhA vilpo batAvyA che. Ama joIe to AMkaDAnI ramata lAge, gammata lAge, paNa UMDANathI joIe to ekAgra banavAnI kaLA lAge, dharmadhyAnanI cAvI lAge. he prabhu ! tuM aMdhakAramAM dIvo che. tuM garIbanuM dhana che. tuM bhUkhyAne anna che. tuM tarasyAnuM pANI che. tuM AMdhaLAnI lAkaDI che. tuM thAkelAnI savArI che. tuM duHkhamAM dhIraja che. tuM virahamAM milana che. tuM jagatanuM sarvasva che. 308 ja kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-3 20-6-2000, maMgaLavAra * [Aje himAlaya - badrinAthamAM pratiSThita thanAza zrI AdinAthajI bhagavAna zvamAM padhAryA hatA. zaSla zaMghA sAro bi ya aMjanazalAkA : pU. A. yazavamasRSTi dvArA thaI che. pratiSThA : pU. dhRvijayajI ma. krAzA zrAvaNamAM thaze. mRddhi paMcadhAddhanI banelI che. paja vIlA zIrNa vasAvyuM che.] * bhakti bhaktane kheMcI lAve che. tame hamaNAM ja joyuM ne ? bhagavAna sAmethI jANe maLavA padhAryA. mUrtimAM bhagavAnanA darzana karazo to nyAla thaI jazo. muni jaMbUvijayajI ma. ATalA vidvAna hovA chatAM emanI bhakti juo to tame cakita banI jAva. | * prazna : "AtmA sAmAyika che." ema zAstramAM lakhyuM che to badhA ja AtmA sAmAyika nahi banI jAya ? uttara : bhale ne banI jAya ! saMgrahanayathI tema che ja. saMgraha naya ApaNI hatAzA haTAvavA mATe ja che. paNa saMgrahanaya pUrNAhuti nathI. evaMbhUta naya jyAM sudhI ApaNane paramAtmA na kahe tyAM sudhI virAma pAmavAnuM nathI. * amArA saMsArI kuTuMbI zivarAjajI lukkaDa amane kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 309

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gRhasthapaNAmAM laTakA sAthe kahetA : akSaya ! tame dIkSA lo cho ? zuM che dIkSAmAM ? gRhasthapaNAmAM rahIne sAdhanA na thaI zake ? bhagavAna mahAvIranA AnaMda-kAmadeva jevA zrAvakoe paNa dIkSA hotI lIdhI. tame emanAthI paNa vadhyA ? sAdhuo to tame juo cho ne ? dIkSA lIdhA pachI zuM kare che? paNa huM dIkSA levAnA bhAvamAM makkama rahyo. sAdhupaNAmAM je sAdhanA thaI zake te gRhasthapaNAmAM zI rIte thaI zake ? * A jIvanamAM nakkI karI ja lo ke mAre bhagavAna meLavavA ja che. e vinA rahevuM ja nathI. dhuMADe dhIjuM nahi sAhiba, peTa paDyA patIje..." ema prabhune kahI do. praNidhAna [nirdhAra, daDha saMkalpa] pAkuM haze to siddhi kyAM jaze? moharAjAnuM A ja kAma che : tamArA nirdhArane toDI nAkhavo. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre ApaNo dhyeya zuM hato? Aje zo che? badalAI nathI gayo ne ? moharAjanI cAla saphaLa nathI banIne? bhagavAnanI ane gurunI kRpA vinA moharAjAnI cAlathI bacI zakAya nahi. Ajano divasa to apUrva che. roja vAcanA ja sAMbhaLIe chIe. Aje to bhagavAna sAmethI maLavA AvyA; je himAlayamAM birAjamAna thavAnA che. vAcanAnI vAtano sIdho ja amala thayo. bhagavAna to dara cha mahine [samudyAta rUpe] maLavA Ave ja che. ApaNe kyAM sanmukha thaIe chIe ? bArI khullI hoya to sUrya Ave ja. hRdaya khulluM hoya to bhagavAna Ave ja. ApaNe hRdaya baMdha karIne pokArIe chIe : bhagavan! padhAro. paNa bhagavAna kyAM Ave ? bArI baMdha hoya to sUrya zI rIte Ave? bhagavAna to guNarUpe sarvatra vyApta che ja. juo bhaktAmaramAM 380 je kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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"saMpUrNa-maMDala zazAMka kalA-kalApa zubhrA guNAstribhuvanaM tava laGghayanti" "bhagavad ! candra jevA tArA zubhra guNo traNeya bhuvanamAM phelAI gayA che.' A rIte bhagavAna guNa ane jJAnathI vyApaka che. A apekSAe bhagavAna kyAM nathI ? jyAM jyAM prakAza che, tyAM tyAM sUrya che ja. tyAMthI [prakAzanA sthAnathI] tame juo. sUrya dekhAze. jyAM jyAM guNo che, tyAM tyAM bhagavAna che ja. guNa-guNIno abheda che. vaLI, bhagavAna samudyAtanA cothA samaye Atma-pradezothI sarva lokavyApI bane ja che. AkhA brahmAMDamAM phelAI jatA bhagavAna ApaNA ghaTamAM paNa Ave ja che ne ? ApaNe A jANIe chIe, chatAM bhagavAnanuM antaryAmitva svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. bhagavAna bhale samuddAta potAnA mATe [karmakSaya mATe] karatA hoya, paNa ApaNA mATe A ghaTanA ghaNI upayogI che. jainetara darzanamAM deharUpe bhagavAna bhakta pAse Ave che. paNa ahIM samuddaghAtamAM to AtmapradezothI vizvanA sarva jIvone jANe maLavA Ave che. zakrastavamAM bhagavAnanuM eka vizeSaNa che : vizva rUpAya | bhagavAna vizvarUpa che. bhagavAne ApaNAthI kadI bhinnatA nathI rAkhI, ApaNe jarUra rAkhI che. mAe putra sAthe kadI judAI nathI rAkhI. putre jarUra rAkhI haze. bhagavAna to AkhA vizvanI mAtA che, jagadaMbA che. jagatanI mA mokSamAM jatAM pahelA ApaNane maLavA kema na Ave ? A jANazo to bhagavAnanuM apAra vAtsalya samajAze. bhagavAna pAse kevaLajJAnanuM vizALa darpaNa che, jemAM traNe kALanuM vizva pratibiMbita che. to bhakti karatAM ApaNe bhagavAnamAM kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 381

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pratibiMbita kharA ke nahi ? caityavaMdana karatI vakhate A bhAva Ave to ullAsa keTalo vadhI jAya ? bhagavAnamAM to ApaNe pratiSThita chIe ja. paNa bhagavAna ApaNAmAM keTalA aMze pratiSThita che ? ApaNuM citta jeTaluM nirmaLa teTalA aMze bhagavAna ApaNA cittamAM pratibiMbita banaze. bhagavAnane lAvavA hoya to cittane nirmaLa karatA raho. A vAta meM tamArI pAse mUkI che. khoTI hoya to batAvajo. tame gItArtha cho. meM A vAta [vi.saM. 2028] pU. paM.bhadrakaravijayajI pAse mokalelI. paM. bhadraMkara vi. mahArAje candrazekharavijayajI para mokalI. temaNe paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.nA nAma sAthe pustakamAM mUkI. * "paMcasUtra eTale sAdhanAno sAra ! 1444 graMtho eka paMcasUtrane sAme rAkhIne lakhyA hoya ema lAge che." AvuM pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ghaNIvAra kahetA. paMcasUtranA traNa padArtho [zaraNAgati, duSkataga, sukRtaanumodanA bhAvita karyA vinA koI paNa sAdhanA saphaLa na ja thAya; bhale koI nava pUrvano abhyAsa karI le. A traNa padArtho ja jei bhakti vinA na maLI zake] durlabha che. bIjuM badhuM sulabha che. maLe sohilA rAjya devAdi bhogo, para dohilo eka tuja bhaktiyogo.' bhakti bhUlAI gaI to beya bhUlAI gayo samajajo. dhyeya bhUlAI jatAM ApaNe koI ADA-avaLA mArge caDI jaIzuM. koI paNa zAstra vAMcatAM ke kriyA karatAM A dhyeyane kadI nahi cUkatA. * paMcasUtramAM zuM lakhyuM che ? hou me eehiM saMjogo, hou me esA supatthaNA bhagavAna ane guru sAthe mAro saMyoga ho ! 382 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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mArI A suprArthanA ho...! mAtra prArthanA nahi paNa "su-prArthanA' kahyuM. ghaNIvAra mahemAno samakSa aupacArikatA khAtara paNa AmaMtraNa apAtuM hoya che. nahi, ahIM su-AmaMtraNa, su-prArthanA che. hRdayapUrvakanI prArthanA che. ahIM potAnI zakti na cAle, bhagavAnanI zaktithI ja A badhuM thaI zake. mATe jayavIyarAyamAM lakhyuM : 'doDa ma tuqmAvo prabhu...! mane ApanA prabhAvathI maLo. - ApaNo ahaMkAra potAnA para eTalo mustAka rahevA cAhe che ke koIne potAnA mastake dharavA taiyAra thato nathI . "prabhu...! ApanA prabhAvathI maLo." AvuM ahaMkArahIna hRdaya ja bolI zake. * ghaNIvAra loko kahetA hoya che : Apane prabhu para jeTaluM bahumAna che, eTaluM amane kema nathI thatuM ! huM pote paNa vicAruM chuM : bALapaNathI ja mane prabhuno prema kema pedA thayo ? jarUra pUrva janmamAM bhagavAnano prema pedA thayo haze. mATe ja tamane kahuM chuM : prabhune cAhavAnuM zarU karo. tamArI sAdhanA zarU thaI jaze. A janmamAM sAdhanA adhUrI raheze to paNa bhavAMtaramAM A sAdhanA sAthe cAlaze. huM tamane A badhuM eTale zIkhavI rahyo chuM ke A badhuM mAre bhavAMtaramAM sAthe laI javuM che. bIjAne ApyA vinA ApaNA guNo sAnubaMdha banI zakatA nathI, bhavAMtaramAM sAthe cAlI zakatA nathI. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 383

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-4 21-6-2000, budhavAra * ApaNane tIrtha maLyuM che te tIrthaMkarano upakAra che. paNa upakAra mAnavA mAtrathI purUM thaI jatuM nathI. A tIrtha bIjAne paNa maLyA kare, enI acchinna paraMparA cAle, temAM ApaNe nimitta banavAnuM che. pUrvAcAryoe A jinAgama ane jinabiMbonI rakSA mATe potAnA prANonI paNa Ahuti ApI che, e Agama ane pratimAne TakAvavA ApaNe puruSArtha nahi karavAno ? Agama ane pratimAnI mAtra surakSA ja nahi, Agama pramANe jIvana jIvavAthI mUrtimAM bhagavAnanA darzana karavAthI ja Agama ane pratimAnI surakSA thaze. enI paraMparA cAlaze. * huM game teTaluM boluM, paNa tamArAmAM keTaluM AvavAnuM ? huM boluM teTaluM nahi, paNa pALuM teTaluM ja tamArAmAM AvavAnuM. paM. jinasenavijayajI : evuM ekAnta kema kahI zakAya ? amArAmAM paNa yogyatA hovI joIe ne ? uttara H mAre paNa mArI samAdhi mATe vicAravAnuM ne ? huM kahuM chatAM sAmAnuM jIvana na badalAya to mAre zA mATe udvigna ke hatAza banavuM ? mAre to ema ja vicAravuM : mArI potAnI khAmI ! ahiMsAnI siddhi jo mArAmAM thayelI hoya to zA mATe mArI 384 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAse AvanAro jIva upazAMta na bane ? na bane to samajavuM : mArI ahiMsAmAM khAmI che. bIjAnI khAmI zA mATe jovI ? mArI ja khAmI joIne samAdhi zA mATe na rAkhavI ? A mAro daSTikoNa che. evo draSTikoNa pakaDavo jethI ApaNI zAMti khoravAI na jAya. * potAnA mATe kSAnti, mRdutA, RjutA ane mukti A cAranuM A sevana karavuM. bIjA jIvo sAthe maitrI Adi cAra bhAvanAonuM Asevana karavuM. kSAnti Adi svasaMbaMdhI che. maitrI Adi para-saMbaMdhI che. * pU.paM.bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ghaNIvAra kahetA : lo, A suvAkya DAyarImAM lakhI lo. te vakhate sAmAnya lAgatA ghaNA suvAkyo / zloko Aje aNamola khajAno lAge che. emaNe eka zloka Apelo : ''zomA narALAM, priya satyavALI...' A zloka para vAMkImAM nava divasa vyAkhyAna cAlelA. cAra mAtAo, navapado vagere ghaNA-ghaNA padArtho temAMthI nIkaLelA. * nAnapaNamAM ApaNe je navakAra, paMciMdiya, IcchakAra, logassa vagere zIkhyA te vyartha nahi samajatA. ghaNA ghaNA rahasyapUrNa che A sUtro. navakAramAM AvelA paMca parameSThIono ja A sUtramAM vistAra che. logassa 'namo arihaMtANaM' ane 'namo siddhANaM'no ja vistAra che. 'paMciMdiya'''namo AyariyANaM''no vistAra che. 'IcchakAra suharAI' 'namo uvajjhAyANaM' ane 'namo loe savvasAhUNaM'no vistAra che. * mohanuM kAma che H jagatanA jIvone apavitra banAvavAnuM ! bhagavAnanuM kAma che : jagatanA jIvone pavitra banAvavAnuM ! nAmAdi cAreyathI sarva jagatane bhagavAna satata pavitra banAvI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * 385

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rahyA che. mohanuM rAjya che tema bhagavAnanuM paNa rAjya che. mohano killo bhagavAna sivAya bIjA koIthI paNa tUTI zake tema nathI. . mATe ja ApaNA sarva sUtromAM vividharUpe bhagavAna birAjamAna che. logassamAM nAmarUpe. arihaMta ceIANaMmAM sthApanArUpe. namutthaNamAM dravya ane bhAva arihaMtonI stuti che. koI evuM sUtra nahi hoya, jemAM koI ne koI rUpe bhagavAna na hoya. * mohanuM AkramaNa niSphaLa banAvavA bhagavAna sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. mohanuM AkramaNa ApaNA sAmarthyathI khALI zakAya tema nathI. koI samarthanuM zaraNuM levuM ja paDaze. bhagavAna vinA bIjo koI samartha nathI. A samarthanA caraNa jemaNe pakaDI lIdhA temanuM kAma thaI gayuM. prabhu-pada vaLagyA te rahyA tAjA; aLagA aMga na sAcA re...." moha ane kaSAyonA kAraNe tamAro AtmA trividha tApathI saLagI ja rahyo che. bIjAnI to ThIka, ApaNane ApaNA AtmAnI paNa dayA nathI AvatI. bIjA baLatA hoya ne dayA Ave, to jAta para dayA na Ave ? mohathI baLI rahyA chIe. evuM samajAya, pachI ja sarovara samA arihaMtanuM zaraNuM levAnuM mana thAya, sAdhunuM zaraNuM levAnuM mana thAya. aho ! aho ! sAdhujI samatAnA dariyA' tamArA zaraNe koI Ave to zAMti maLe ne ? tamane svayaMne A vizvAsa kharo ? * moharAjAe bhagavAna ane ApaNI vacce evo bheda pADyo che ke abhedabhAve bhakti thaI zakatI nathI. bhagavAnane kaho : bhagavad ApanI sAthe huM abheda sAdhI zakto nathI. jIvo sAthe paNa abheda sAdhI zakAto nathI. hA jaDa sAthe abheda jarUra sAdhyo che. 386 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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bhagavan ! deha sAtheno abheda toDo caitanya sAtheno abheda joDo. maMdiramAM bhagavAna pAse A mATe ja javAnuM che. mAtra hAtha joDIne maMdiramAMthI bahAra nathI AvavAnuM. evA darzana karavA ke eka divasa hRdayamAM rahelA bhagavAna paNa dekhAya. covIseya kalAka bhagavAna dekhAI zake. * samyaktva be prakAre : vyavahAra ane nizcaya. zama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA ane AstikatA A lakSaNo dvArA aMdara raheluM samyaktva jaNAya. enI khAmI to samyaktvanI khAmI samajajo. A pAMca lakSaNo hoya to samajI lejo H samyaktva AvI gayuM che. A vyavahAra samakti che. dehAdhyAsa tUTe te nizcaya samakti che. vivekASTaka [jJAnasAra15muM aSTaka] vAMcatAM tamane eno vizeSa khyAla Avaze. samyaktva eTale aMdara rahelI parama cetanAnA prakaTIkaraNanI tIvra IcchA. A ja mokSanI IcchA che. dhyeya tarIke jo A goThavAI jAya to samajI levuM : zuddha praNidhAna thaI gayuM che. pachI mokSa-mArganI sAdhanA zarU thaze. zarIranI suvidhA, anukULatA vagerenI jeTalI vicAraNA karIe chIe, e mATe jeTaluM bolIe chIe, tenA karatAM hajAramA bhAganI vAta paNa AtmA mATe ApaNe kadI karIe chIe kharA ? upA. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : dehAtmAdyaviveko'yaM, sarvadA sulabho bhave / bhavaLoTyApi tavyeva-vivehtvatidurNama || -jJAnasAra,15-2 deha-AtmAno abheda to hara bhavamAM maLe che, paNa bhedajJAna kroDo janmomAM paNa durlabha che. AjanA yugamAM AtmAnI vAta ja kroDo yojana dUra dhakelAI gaI che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 307

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AtmA yAda AvyA pachI tenA cha sthAna aMge vicAraNA karavAnI H 1. AtmA che. 2. AtmA nitya che. 3. AtmA karmano kartA che. 4. AtmA karmano bhoktA che. 5. mokSa che. che. AtmAno upAya che. * A badhI vicAraNA bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja maLe. IndrabhUti gautama AtmA aMge ja zakti hatA. bhagavAnane maLyA pahelA samakti hatuM ? bhagavAna maLyA pachI ja samakti maLyuM ne ? A bhagavAnano prabhAva che. bhagavAnanA bahumAna vinA AvA guNonI prApti thatI nathI. mArI bIjI vAto bhale tame bhUlI jAva, yAda na rAkhI zako. mAtra ATaluM ja yAda rAkhajo: bhagavAna para bahumAna pedA karavuM che. bhagavAna para bahumAna thaze to bIjuM badhuM potAnI meLe thaI paDaze. prathama mAtA-pitAnuM bahumAna karo. mAtA-pitAnuM bahumAna gurunuM bahumAna janmAvaze. gurunuM bahumAna zAstra ane bhagavAnanuM bahumAna janmAvaze. bhagavAnanuM bahumAna thayuM eTale samajo H mukti taraphanuM prayANa zarU thayuM. bhagavAnanuM bahumAna eTale aMtatogatvA ApaNI ja parama cetanAnuM bahumAna. mokSa tarapha prayANa eTale ApaNI ja parama cetanA taraphanuM prayANa...! caityavaMdanAdi kriyA paramAtmA para bahumAnanI ja kriyA che. ApaNe ene dainika kriyAmAM ja khapAvI dIdhI, tene mAtra yAMtrika 388 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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banAvI dIdhI. emAM mArI ja parama cetanAne vikasita karanArA paribaLo chUpAyelA che, e jovAnuM bhUlI gayA. A daSTi khulI jAya to caityavaMdanAdi tamAma kriyA yAMtrika na lAge, jaDa rUDhi na lAge, paNa dareka kriyAmAM jIvaMtatA Ave, Dagale ne pagale kriyA karatAM AnaMda Ave. bhagavAnanuM bahumAna hRdayamAM goThavAI gayuM eTale samajI lo : ApaNA badhA ja zuSka anuSThAno navapallavita banI UThyA, ApaNI pAnakhara vasaMtamAM badalAI. ApaNuM raNa vRMdAvana banI gayuM ! * muktiprayANamAM ApaNe kyAM sudhI pahoMcyA ? te jANavuM hoya to ApaNA guNo tapAso. mArgAnusArInA guNo che ? mitrAdaSTinA guNo che ? pApa karatAM Dara lAge che ? ke pApa karatAM AnaMda Ave che ? guNo vinA kadI sAcA arthamAM muktiprayANa thaI zakatuM nathI. doSo to kAMTA jevA che, je ApaNane muktimArga cAlatAM rokI de che. raste cAlatAM kAMTA paNa vAge. [jaghanya vijJa]. raste cAlatAM tAva paNa Ave. [madhyama vipna rasto bhUlAI paNa jAya. [utkRSTa vighna A traNeya prakAranA vighno pAra karatAM-karatAM ApaNe muktinagare pahoMcavAnuM che. mAtra ApaNe ja nathI cAlavAnuM, ApaNI sAthe cAlanArane sahAyaka paNa banavAnuM che, pAchaLa cAlanAro rasto bhUlI na jAya mATe rastAmAM nizAnI [2] karIe chIe ne ? ApaNe paNa AvuM kAMIka karatA-karatA AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. ApaNA pUrvAcAryoe AvuM karyuM che. A graMtho e bIjuM kAMI nathI. muktimArgamAM prayANa karatA ApaNA pUrvAcAryoe karelI nizAnIo che, tamArI bhASAmAM kahuM to mAIlasTonsa che. pUrvAcAryo kahe che : jaldI karo. prayANamAM moDuM thaze to taDako [bhavatApa] tapI jaze. cAlatAM bahu kaSTa paDaze. [bhava-bramaNanA kaSTo] kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 389

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eka vakhate vihAramAM ame sAMje samayasara pahoMcI gayA, paNa zrAvakoe kahyuM : badhA AvI gayA che ne ? koi bAkI nathI ne ? . keTalAka samaya pahelAM eka vakhate pAchaLa rahI gayelA mahAtmAne koi hiMsaka prANI khAI gayeluM. dravya mArgamAM pAchaLa rahenAranI paNa AvI hAlata thatI hoya to bhAva mArgamAM pAchaLa rahe tenI zI hAlata thAya ? te tame vicArI lejo. * bhagavAnanuM bahumAna e sarva sAdhanAno pAyo che. bhagavAnanA bahumAnathI ja ApaNI aMdara rahelA doSo dekhAya. e doSonI niMdA ane gaha karavAnuM mana thAya. bIjAnA sukRtonI anumodanA karavAnuM mana thAya. A traNa padArtha AtmasAt thaI gayA to mukti-mArga khullo thaI gayo, ema jANajo. * vepArIone saMtoSa nathI : roja navuM navuM kamAvAnuM ! dhana vAparatA javAnuM ! ahIM guNa e dhana che. ene vadhAratA javAnuM che. paNa ApaNe to mAnI beThA : dIkSA lIdhI eTale vAta pUrI ! badhuM maLI gayuM. - dIkSA eTale sAdhanAnI pUrNAhuti nahi, paNa sAdhanAno prAraMbha - e vAta ja bhUlAI gaI. guNonI haju koI jarUra che, e vAta ja magajamAMthI nIkaLI gaI. gRhasthane dhanano lobha doSa che. paNa sAdhune jo guNamAM saMtoSa rahe to doSa che. dhanano lobha DUbADe. guNano lobha tAre. dhanano lobha bhUMDo che. guNono lobha rUDo che. 390 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-5 22-6-2000, guruvAra dhannA niccamarAgA jiNavayaNarayA niyattiyakasAyA / nissaMga nimmamattA viharaMti jahicchiyA sAhU // 147 // * prabhue kahyuM che te pramANe zraddhApUrvaka jJAna meLavI sAdhanA karIe to ApaNI aMdara chUpAyelA prabhu pragaTa thAya ja. * prabhunA ApaNA para anaMta upakAra che. bhaktane to cAre bAju prabhunA upakAranI helI varasI rahI hoya tema dekhAya che. jyAM jyAM guNa che, puNya che, sukha che, zubha che, paropakAra che, tyAM tyAM prabhuno ja prabhAva che. cAre bAju enI varSA thaI rahI che. mAtra e jovA tamArI pAse AMkha joIe, bhaktanI AMkha joIe. bhaktanI AMkha laIne jagata jozo prabhunA upakAronI helI varasatI dekhAze. pachI yazovijyajInI jema tame paNa gAI UThazo prabhu upakAra guNe bharyA, mana avaguNa eka na mAya re..." prabhunA upakArothI, guNothI mana evuM bharAI jaze ke eka avaguNa paNa dekhAze nahi. bhautika dehane janma ApanAra mAtAno paNa upakAra mAnavAno che. ThANaMga sUtramAM tyAM sudhI lakhyuM che : tame game teTalI mAtA kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie ja 391

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pitAnI sevA karo to paNa teno upakAra vALI zako nahi. duSpatikAra che mAtA-pitA. hA, jo tame temane dharma-mArge vALo to kaMIka aMze pratyupakAra karI zako. bhautika dehane pedA karanAra mAtA-pitAno ATalo upakAra mAnavAno hoya to guNa dehane, adhyAtma dehane janma ApanAra guru ane bhagavAnano upakAra keTalo mAnavo ? bhautikatA karatAM AdhyAtmikatA caDiyAtI che. * bhagavAna ane guru, upakAra buddhie ApaNane kaMIka ApavA mAMge che, paNa upamitinA pelA bhikhArInI jema ApaNe dUra bhAgIe chIe. bhUkhyAne jima ghebara detAM, hAtha na mAMDe ghelojI..." * ahIM huM je kAMI boluM te goThavIne nathI bolato. kAMI vicArIne nathI Avato. chatAM tamane AmAMthI koI suvAkyo maLI jatA hoya e suvAkyo tamArI sAdhanAne anukULa jaNAtA hoya to grahaNa karI lejo. bhagavAne ja mane mAdhyama banAvIne e suvAkyo tamArI pAse mokalyA che, ema mAnIne grahaNa karI lejo. bhagavAna aneka rUpe ApaNI pAse Ave che. kyAreka nAmarUpe, kyAreka mUrtirUpe to kyAreka suvAkyo rUpe paNa Ave che. je svarUpe bhagavAna Ave, tene svIkArI lejo. bhagavAnano A prasAda mastake caDAvajo. pramAdamAM paDyA rahezo, avasara javA dezo to A taka pharIthI nahi Ave. * "paranI apekSA raheze tyAM sudhI duHkha rahevAnuM AvuM chuM jyAre kahyuM tyAre tamArA manamAM kadAca ema paNa thAya : bhagavAnanI apekSA paNa paranI ja apekSA che ne ? paNa yAda rahe : ahIM para"thI para pugala levAnA che, prabhune nahi, kAraNa ke prabhu "para" nathI, ApaNI ja parama cetanAno AviSkAra che. * ghaNIvAra kUtarAone paraspara laDatA joIne mane vicAra Ave : AvuM kema ? kAraNa vinA ja Akho divasa Ama kema laDatA rahetA haze ? nakkI pUrva janmamAM IrSyALu haze, jhagaDAkhora haze. karmasattAe emane kUtarA banAvyA haze. yAda rAkho : jhagaDA karatA rahezo, paraspara IrSyA karatA rahezo 392 mAM kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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to kUtarA banavuM paDaze. kUtarA irSyAnuM pratIka che. je ahIM hRdayathI kUtaro bane che te AgAmI janmamAM kUtaro bane che. karmasattAnI sIdhI vAta che H je gamatuM hoya te ApuM. tamane IrSyA-jhagaDA game che, to evA janma ApuM jyAM IrSyA-jhaghaDA svAbhAvika ja hoya. maLe. ApaNane haMmezA gamatuM ja maLyuM che. viSaya-kaSAyo gamaze to viSaya-kaSAya maLaze. viSaya-kaSAyothI rahita avasthA gamaze to te maLaze. game te mokSa nathI maLyo kAraNa ke e kadI gamyo nathI. saMsAra maLato rahyo che. kAraNa ke e ja gamato rahyo che. Avo janma pAmIne kUtarA banIzuM ? pharIthI Avo avasara kyAre Avaze ? hamaNAM bhagavatI sUtramAM gAMgeya prakaraNa cAle che, jemAM bhAMgAonI jALa che. emAMthI jIvo kaI-kaI rIte keTa-keTalA bhAMge naraka vagere gatimAM jAya te batAvyuM che. jo ApaNe ahIM IrSyAjhagaDA karatA rahIe to A janma khoI besIzuM, saMsAramAM dIrghakALa sudhI rakhaDyA karIzuM. * tamane kayA guNanI khAmI lAge che ? je guNanI khAmI tamane lAge che, e guNa bIje tamane kyAM dekhAya che ? je jagyAe dekhAto hoya te joIne rAjI thAva, hRdayathI nAcI UTho. e guNa tamArAmAM Avaze ja. je guNane joIne tame rAjI thAva cho, e guNane AvavA mATe tame tamArA hRdayanA dvAra khullA mUko cho. bIjA zabdomAM kahuM to guNone joIne rAjI thavuM eTale temane AmaMtraNa-patrikA lakhavI. Ane ja zAstrakAroe anumodanA kahI che. anumodanA vadhatI jaze tema tema te guNa majabUta banato jaze. evo majabUta banaze ke bhavAMtaramAM paNa nahi jAya. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * 393

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zarata eTalI ke temAM Adara ane sAtatya joIe. Adara ane sAtatyapUrvaka je guNanuM tame sevana karo cho, te guNa bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe cAlaze. * janma thayA pachI maraNa na thayuM hoya tevuM eka paNa udAharaNa hoya to mane batAvo. TUMkamAM, mRtyu nizcita che. Aje ke kAle maravAnuM ja che. paNa kevI rIte maravuM che? te lAkha rUpiyAno savAla che. janmano eka ja prakAra che, paNa mRtyunA hajAro prakAra che, kayA prakAre mRtyu Avaze te nizcita nathI, paNa mRtyu Avaze te to nizcita ja che. ApaNe to have eTaluM ja vicAravAnuM che : mAruM mRtyu samAdhipUrvakanuM kaI rIte bane ? e mATenI taiyArI atyArathI zarU karI devI joIe. jenuM jIvana ArAdhanAmaya haze tene ja mRtyumAM samAdhi maLaze. game tevuM jIvana jIvIne mRtyumAM samAdhi rAkhIne sadgatimAM cAlyA jaIzuM, evA bhramamAM nahi rahetA. ahIM rahelI sAdhanA adhUrI raheze to paNa ciMtA nahi karatA, bhavAMtaramAM e sAdhanA pharI zarU thaze. tame juo cho ne ? keTalAka thoDoka prayatna kare che ne gAthA kaMThastha karI le che. bIjA lAkha mAthuM paTake to paNa karI zakatA nathI. zuM kAraNa ? keTalAka svabhAvathI ja zAMta hoya che. keTalAka svabhAvathI ja gussAbAja hoya che. zuM kAraNa ? AjanuM vijJAna kadAca jIneTIka thIarImAM javAba zodhavA prayatna karaze paNa pharI prazna to Ubho ja raheze : AvA ja jInsa zA mATe maLyA ? pUrva janmanA karma mAnavA ja paDaze. pUrva janmanI ArAdhanA - virAdhanAnA kAraNe Avo taphAvata dekhAya che. * bolo, ahIM keTalA UMdhe che ? UMgha ahIM ja Ave. 394 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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moharAja nidrAdevIne AvA sthAnomAM ja mokale. moharAjAne khabara che : A sabhA eTale mane khatama karavAnI chAvaNI ! e chAvaNI para humalo karavo ja rahyo. nidrAdevIne mokalIne e humalo kare che. moharAjAnI A cAla samajI lejo. ApaNe keTalA vicitra chIe ? AgaLanI jagyAe besavA paDApaDI karIe chIe, paNa tyAM beThA pachI UMgha AvI jAya tenI paravA karatA nathI. AgaLa besIe chIe te sAMbhaLavA mATe besIe chIe ke ahaMkArane poSavA besIe chIe ? hRdayane pUchI lejo. jANavA besIe chIe ke jaNAvavA ? jaNAvavA besIe chIe ke jIvavA ? hRdayane pUchI lejo. Ama praznottarI karavAthI je sAco javAba Avaze te ApaNuM zuddha praNidhAna haze. * ApaNe sAdhu-sAdhvIjI keTalI UMcI kakSAe chIe? ATalI UMcI bhUmikAe pahoMcyA pachI paNa kaSAyo karatA rahIe, jhagaDA karatA rahIe, e kevuM ? jhagaDA karatA ho to tyAre vicAro : huM mArI jAtane to durlabhabodhi banAvuM ja chuM, paNa bIjAne paNa durlabhabodhi banAvuM chuM. kAraNa ke A joIne keTalAya sAdhu-sAdhvInI niMdA karaze : chI.... jaina sAdhuo AvA jhaghaDAkhora ? jinazAsananI apabhrAjanA jevuM bIjuM koI pApa nathI. tamane prazna thaze : pelo jema tema bolyA karato hoya to kyAM sudhI sahana karavuM ? pachI to gusso Ave ja ne ? huM kahuM chuM : sAmevALAno game tevo svabhAva hoya, paNa ApaNe zA mATe teno svabhAva banAvavo ? e svabhAva na choDe to ApaNe zA mATe choDavo ? caMdanane kApo, bALo ke ghaso e svabhAva na choDe. ApaNe AvA banavAnuM che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie je 35

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sAmevALAnI vAta jo sAcI hoya to svIkArI lo. khoTI hoya to upekSA karo. gusse thavAnI zI jarUra ? gALAgALI ke jhagaDA karavAnI zI jarUra ? gALAgALI ke jhagaDA karIne huM mArA AtmAne durgatimAM zA mATe nAkhuM ? mAMsAhAra, paMcendriya hatyA, mahA-AraMbha, mahA-parigraha, gALAgALI-jhagaDA, utkaTa kaSAyo - A narakagatinA kAraNo che. bolo, narakamAM javuM che ? mAyA, khAvAnI vRtti, zalya sahitanuM jIvana - tiryaMca gatinA kAraNo che. madhyama guNo,alpa kaSAya, dAna-ruci, paropakAra manuSyagatinA kAraNo che. bAla tapa, sarAga saMyama, ajJAnakaSTa A badhA devagatinA kAraNo che. ApaNe kyAM javuM che ? InA kAraNe ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnI hAlata zA mATe bagADavI ? A saMyama jIvana eTalA mATe nathI lIdhuM. * pahelA zarIrane kuza karavAnuM che. pachI karmone, kaSAyone kuza karavAnA che. ghaNIvAra ApaNe bhUla karIe chIe : kAyAne kuza karavA prayatna karIe chIe, paNa kaSAyone kUza karavAnI vAta bhUlI jaIe chIe. atyaMtara tapanuM lakSa choDI mAtra bAhya tapamAM paDelA mATenI A vAta che. bAkI jemanI zakti che, jemanuM lakSa zuddha che, emanI A vAta nathI. koI paNa vAta ekAMgI na banI javI joIe, dhyeya bhUlAvuM na joIe, mATe A badhuM huM kahuM chuM. * bhagavAnanI bhakti vinA, gurunI sevA vinA samakti nathI ja maLatuM. maLeluM hoya to e vinA nathI ja TakatuM - eTaluM tame vajanA akSare lakhI rAkho. AthI ja aticAramAM deva ane gurunI AzAtanA thaI hoya te badala micchAmi dukkaDe mAMgavAmAM Ave che. 394 mAM kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-6 23-6-2000, zukravAra micchattaM vamiUNaM sammattaMmi dhaNiyaM ahigAro / kAyavvo buddhimayA, maraNa-samugghAyakAlaMmi // 149 / / * jIva potAnA svarUpane oLakhe tyAre ja sAcA arthamAM "jIva' kahevAya. jIva hovA chatAM ApaNe ApaNane "zarIra mAnIe chIe. dehamAM Atmabuddhi na TaLe tyAM sudhI "jIva' zI rIte ? A mAnava-deha eTalA mATe maLyo che : dehamAM rahelo deva oLakhAya, anaMtA janmo dehamAM Atmabuddhi karI-karIne eLe gayA che. A janmamAM dehamAM devanA darzana karavAnA che. A ja samyagadarzana che. e na maLe tyAM sudhI jIvana saphaLa na gaNAya. atyAre dravyasamyakatvAdino Aropa karIne te ApavAmAM Ave che. gItArtho jANe che ke A dravya samakti che. paNa sAthe-sAthe e paNa jANe che : A zAhukAra che. bhaviSyamAM ApI deze. atyAre samakti bhale nathI. bhaviSyamAM utpanna karI leze. jJAna vadhatuM jAya tema samakti nirmaLa banatuM jAya. samakti kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 390

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nirmaLa bane tema jJAna sUkSma banatuM jAya. samakti nirmaLa zI rIte bane ? arihaMtanI bhaktithI. jima jima arihA sevIe re, tima tima pragaTe jJAna saluNA.' ema lakhyuM, paNa "jima jima pustaka vAMcIe re, tima tima prakaTe jJAna." ema nathI lakhyuM. * atyAre bhagavatImAM gAMgeya prakaraNamAM bhaMgALa cAle che. gAMgeyanA praznanA uttaramAM bhagavAna javAbo Ape che. tethI gAMgeya RSine ji pArzvanAtha saMtAnIya hatA] pratIti thAya che ke A mahAvIra prabhu ja sarvajJa che. te yugamAM sarvajJatAno dAvo karanArA bIjA paNa ghaNA [buddha, pUraNa kAzyapa, ajita kezakaMbalI, saMjaya velaThI, gozAlaka vagere) hatA, temAM sAmAnya mANasa muMjhAI jAya. paNa praznottarIthI gAMgeya RSi niHzaMka banyA ane cAturyAmamAMthI paMca mahAvratarUpa dharma svIkAryo. vibhinnA api panthAnaH, samudraM saritAmiva / madhyasthAnAM paraM brahma, prApnuvantyekamakSayam // judA-judA nadI mArgo, maLe eka ja abdhine; madhyasthanA judA mArgo, maLe eka ja muktine. nadIonA mArga alaga, paNa badhI ja nadIonuM mukAma eka ja : samudra. narmadA pazcima tarapha vahe toya samudrane maLe. gaMgA pUrva tarapha vahe toya samudrane maLe. ahIM ja siddhAcala para juone ! koI ahIMthI caDe, koI gheTIpAgathI caDe, koI rohizALAthI caDe, 398 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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koI pAchaLathI caDe. paNa dAdAnA darabAramAM badhA bhegA. ahIM paNa mArga bhale alaga jaNAya, paNa parabrahma rUpa muktimAM badhA eka. tethI koI alaga paddhatithI upAsanA karatuM hoya to teno tiraskAra nahi karavo. koIno paNa tiraskAra karavAno nathI. * ApaNAthI uMcI bhUmikAvALAnuM jema bahumAna karavAnuM che, to nIcI bhUmikAvALAno tiraskAra karavAno che, ema nahi. enA para karuNA joIe. bhale enAmAM aneka durguNo, doSo hoya, paNa tethI zuM thayuM ? ApaNe jyAre enI bhUmikAe hatA tyAre keTalA doSothI bharelA hatA ? bIjAnA doSo joIzuM to te doSo ApaNAmAM Avaze. guNo joIzuM to te guNo ApaNAmAM Avaze. zuM joIe che ? guNo joItA hoya to guNone AvakAro. doSo joItA hoya to doSone AvakAro. jene AvakAra Apazo te Avaze. ApaNA guNo para AvaraNa che. paNa bhagavAnanA to badhA ja guNo parathI AvaraNa haTI gayuM che. emanA guNo gAvAthI ApaNAmAM guNo pragaTaze. prabhunuM gAna karo, dhyAna karo, enAmAM bhAna bhUlo. guNonuM tamArAmAM avataraNa thaze. prabhu ane ApaNAmAM koI pharaka nathI. mAtra AvaraNakRta pharaka che. AvaraNa haTAvavA prabhu pAchaLa pAgala bano. prabhu pAchaLa tame gAMDA bano. duniyA tamArI pAchaLa gAMDI banaze. prabhunA tame dAsa bano duniyA tamArI dAsa banaze. AdhoImAM eka patrakAre [kAnti bhaTTa] pUcheluM H zuM tame kacchavAgaDanA loko para koI vazIkaraNa karyuM che, jethI loko doDatA Ave che ? meM kahyuM : huM koI vazIkaraNa karato nathI. lokone prabhAvita kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 399

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karavA prayatna paNa nathI karato. hA, lokone huM cAhuM chuM. je Apo te maLe. prema Apo to prema maLe. kaTutA Apo to kaTutA maLe. * duniyAne jItavAno vazIkaraNa maMtra batAvuM ? 'na hIzaM saMvananaM, triSu lokeSu vidyate / dayA maitrI ca bhUteSu, dAnaM ca madhurA ca vAk // ' nItizAstra kahe che : jIvo para dayA rAkho, maitrI rAkho. dAna Apo ane madhuravANI bolo. traNeya lokamAM AnA jevo bIjo vazIkaraNa maMtra nathI. * roTI-kapaDA-makAnanA abhAvathI duHkhI banelA loko para karuNA karanArA ghaNAya che, paNa mithyAtvAdithI grasta loko para karuNA karanArA kevaLa bhagavAna che. * bhagavAna ApaNAmAM svayaMnI bhagavattA jue che. bhagavAnanI dRSTie ApaNe pUrNa chIe. bhagavAna pUrNarUpe jotA hoya to e pUrNatA kema na pragaTAvavI ? pragaTAvavA prayatna kema na karavo ? jANavA maLe ke gharamAM nidhAna che to tame khodavA prayatna na karo ? nizcaya dRSTie potAnI pUrNatA para vizvAsa na karavo te mithyAtva che. potAne apUrNa mAnavuM te mithyAtva che. ApaNe svayaMne apUrNa mAnIne dIna banIe chIe. pUrNatA tarapha najara jAya to dInatA zAnI rahe ? nizcayathI svayaMne pUrNa juo. vyavahArathI svayaMne apUrNa juo. svayaMne apUrNa jozo, karmothI gherAyelA jozo to ja karmo haThAvavA prayatno zarU thaze. pahelethI ja pUrNarUpe svayaMne jozo to karmo haThAvavAno puruSArtha zI rIte thaI zakaze ? eTale ja pahelA vyavahAramAM niSNAta banIne pachI nizcayamAM javAnuM che. taLAvamAM 400 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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taravAnuM zIkhIne dariyAmAM kUdako marAya. sIdhA ja dariyAmAM kUdako na marAya. sIdhA ja nizcayamAM gayA te gayA ja. DUbI ja gayA, mArga-bhraSTa banI gayA. * samaktinA 7 bheda batAvyA che. saDasaTha bhede je alaMkariyo, jJAna cAritranuM mULa; samakti darzana te nita namIe, zivapaMthanuM anukULa." samakti jJAna ane cAritranuM mULa che. samakti AvyuM eTale samajo : satya mArga maLI gayo. jJAna game teTaluM bhaNo, cAritra game teTaluM pALo paNa mRtyu vakhate sAthe samakti ja Avaze. caudapUrvI haze to 14 pUrve bhUlAI jaze, cAritra cAlyuM jaze, paNa samakti sAthe raheze. AtmAno sahaja AnaMda, samakti dvArA ja anubhavI zakAya AtmAthI deha, karma, vicAra vagere judA che, paNa AnaMda judo nathI. e ApaNI sAthe ja rahe che. e AnaMdane lAvI ApanAra samakti che. ApaNo puruSArtha e AnaMdane lAvavA mATeno hovo joIe. * kudeva-kuguru Adine mAnavA te laukika mithyAtva paNa dehane AtmA mAnavo te lokottara mithyAtva che. * tame bhagavAna bhagavAna kaho cho. Agama, AgamanI vAto karo cho, paNa A ja bhagavAna che. A ja emanA Agamo che. enI khAtrI zI ? evA savAlo ghaNA buddhivIo UThAvatA hoya che. teo kahe che : A Agamo to bhagavAna pachI 1000 varSe lakhAyA. AmAM bhagavAnanuM zuM rahyuM ? paNa temane khabara nathI ke Agama lakhanArA mahApuruSo atyaMta bhavabhIrU hatA. eka akSara paNa AghopAcho nahi karanArA hatA. kyAMka alaga pATha jovA maLe to lakhe : kRti pAThAntaram | kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 401

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AvA bhavabhIrU mahApuruSo para vizvAsa nahi karo to konA para karazo ? vizvAsa vinA to dharmamAM DagaluM ya bharAya tema nathI. dharmamAM ja zA mATe ? vyavahAramAM paNa vizvAsa vinA kyAM cAle tema che ? DaoNkTara, vakIla, DrAIvara, hajAma badhA para vizvAsa karanArA tame bhagavAna para ja vizvAsa na karo, e kevuM ? dharmano to janma ja zraddhAmAMthI thAya che. janmasthAnane ja saLagAvI nAkhazo to dharmano janma zI rIte thaze? * samakti nirmaLa thatuM jAya tema ApaNA kaSAyo maMda paDatA jAya, kaSAyonA Avezone jItavAnI zakti vadhatI jAya. e mATenI zakti vairyathI vikase che. kaSAyo ApaNane adhIra banAve che, AvezavALA banAve che, bihAmaNA caherAvALA banAve che. amArA phalodImAM lAbhujI vaida hatA. gussAmAM AvI jAya tyAre hoTha evA phaphaDe ke jANe hAthInA pharakatA kAna joI lo ! AvA Avezone ghaTADavAnuM kAma vairya kare che, viveka-zakti kare che. samaktithI viveka ane zairya vadhe che. kumArapALe arNorAja sAthe yuddha kareluM tyAre AkhuM sainya phUTI gayeluM, chatAM vaphAdAra hAthI ane vaphAdAra mahAvatanA sahAre jIta meLavI. badhuM javA lAge tyAre vairya ane viveka TakAvI rAkhajo. jIta tamArI che. * nava tattvomAM prathama tattva jIva che. chelluM tattva mokSa ziva che. jIvane ziva banAvavo e ja sAdhanAno sAra che. enA mATe ja pApa-AzravAdino tyAga ane puNya-saMvarAdino svIkAra karavAno che. nava tattva bhaNIne A ja samajavAnuM che. A jIvana ane gata aneka jIvanomAM zarIra sAthe eTalo abheda sadhAI gayo che ke jIva AtmA kadI yAda Avato ja nathI, ziva to yAda Ave ja kyAMthI ? 402 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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"huM eTale zarIra." "mAruM eTale zarIra saMbaMdhI bIjuM badhuM." A maMtrathI moharAjAe AkhA jagatane aMdha banAvI dIdhuM che. have moharAjAne jItavo hoya to pratimaMtrano sahAro levo paDaze. "huM eTale zarIra nahi, paNa AtmA. mArA eTale parivArAdi nahi, paNa jJAnAdi." mohane jItavAno A maMtra che. kevuM che. ApaNuM svarUpa ? "deha, mana-vacana pudgala thakI, karmathI bhinna tuja rUpa re; akSaya akalaMka che jIvanuM, jJAna AnaMda svarUpa re..." jJAna ane AnaMda svarUpa AtmAne na jANavo, dehane ja AtmA mAnavo te ja kharuM mithyAtva che. * jJAnasAramAM prathama aSTakamAM pUrNatA batAvI. pUrNatA ApaNuM lakSya che. pUrNatA zI rIte maLe? magnatAthI. magnatA zI rIte maLe? sthiratAthI. sthiratA zI rIte maLe ? mohatyAgathI. mohatyAga zI rIte maLe ? jJAnathI. Ama batrIseya aSTakomAM tamane kArya-kAraNa bhAva saMkaLAyelo jovA maLaze. | * pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijyajI ma. kahetA : "tamAre zuM banavuM che ? vidvAna ke gItArtha ? mArI bhalAmaNa che ke vidvAna nahi, gItArtha banavAno manoratha karajo." akSaya pAtra samyagdarzana : zAntinuM akSayapAtra samyajJAna : samRddhinuM akSayapAtra sammacAritra H zaktinuM akSayapAtra kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 403

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Tv : pAlItANA jeTha vada-7 24-6-2000, zanivAra * ApaNA jevA rakhaDatA prANIne A zAsana maLyuM te daridrane ciMtAmaNi maLI jAya tevuM banyuM che. atyAra sudhInI rajhaLapATanuM kAraNa A zAsana nathI maLyuM te che. "miyA manasTiMti vira navA niNavayamahaMtA '' - jIvavicAra pUrvamAM zAsana maLyuM haze to hRdayathI ArAdhanA nahi karI hoya. ethI ja bhramaNa cAlu rahyuM. bIjAnuM [bhuvanabhAnu kevaLI Adi] caritra vAMcatAM ApaNane mAtra emano ja vicAra Ave : emaNe keTalI bhUlo karI ? kharekhara to Ama vicAravAnuM che : A mAro ja bhUtakALa che. meM AvI ja bhUlo karI che, AthI ja maLeluM zAsana hArI gayo. phalataH saMsArabhramaNa cAlu rahyuM. * ApaNane atyAre jevI dharmasAmagrI [mAnavabhava, jainakuLa, jina-vANI, AvuM tIrthakSetra, saMyama-jIvana Adi] maLI che, tevI sAmagrI bIjA keTalAne maLI che ? keTalA jIvone A sAmagrI nathI maLI ? nigodanA anaMta jIvo, moTA bhAganA tiryaMco, pIDAmAM sabaDatA nArako A badhA to bakAta thaI ja gayA, paNa mAnavamAMya 404 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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keTalAka jIvo nIkaLI gayA. anAryadeza AdimAM janmelA ahIM AvyA pachI paNa zraddhA AdithI rahita-A badhA ja nIkaLI gayA ne ? to bacyuM koNa ? yogasArakAranA zabdomAM kahuM to "triA:" [be-traNa ja] bacyA. kAraNa ke veSa dhAraNa karanArA paNa badhA kAMI pAmelA nathI hotA. AtmAnubhavI zramaNo to be-cAra ja hovAnA. ApaNo naMbara emAM zA mATe na lAge ? * zA mATe A jIvanamAM bhavasAgara taravAnI kaLA zIkhI na laIe ? sAgaramAM hoDI tarI rahelI hatI. keTalAka vidvAno abhaNa khalAsInI majAka uDAvI rahyA hatA. itihAsa, gaNita, vijJAna, bhUgoLa, khagoLa Adi aMge enuM ajJAna joI teo kramaza : tArI pA-ardhI-poNI jIMdagI pANImAM gaI-ema bolavA lAgyA. tyAre sAgaramAM tophAna AvatAM khalAsIe pUchyuM : tamane taratAM AvaDe che ?" "nA" badhA ekI sAthe bolI UThyA. "to tamArI pUrI jIMdagI pANImAM gaI.' ema khalAsI bolyo na bolyo-eTalI vAramAM to nAvaDI tUTI ane sau DUbI gayA. khalAsI tarIne bacI gayo. bIjuM badhuM zIkhIe, paNa dharma-kalA nahi zIkhIe to DUbavAnuM ja che. dharma-kalA zIkhIe ne bIjuM na AvaDe to paNa vAMdho nahi. bhavasAgara tarI jaIzuM. * vAhanamAM besatAM DrAIviMga karatA DrAIvara para jeTalo vizvAsa che eTalo paNa vizvAsa arihaMta para kyAM che ? hoya to AvI ciMtA hoya ? bALaka jeTalo vizvAsapUrvaka mAtAnA khoLAmAM sUI jAya che, teTalA vizvAsapUrvaka prabhunA khoLAmAM besI javAnuM che. mAnA khoLAmAM rahelA bALakane ciMtA nahi. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 405

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bhagavAnanA caraNomAM rahelA bhaktane paNa ciMtA nahi. * "Atama ajJAne karI, je bhavaduHkha lahIe; Atama jJAne te TaLe, ema mana sadahIe." badhuM ja duHkha AtmAnA ajJAnamAMthI pedA thayeluM che. eka Atma-jJAna AvI gayuM eTale saMsAranuM badhuM ja duHkha TaLI gayuM samaje. gurukRpA vinA AtmajJAna thatuM nathI, ema kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrasUrijI yogazAstramAM lakhe che. roja bolAto A zloka jJAna timirAndhAnAM' A ja vAta kahe che. tamane badhAne A zloka AvaDato ja haze ? guru cAmaDAnI AMkha nahi, paNa vivekanI AMkha kholI Ape che. * tame tamArI jAtane jIva rUpe to kadAca mAno cho, paNa bIjAne paNa jIvarUpe mAno cho ? khAlI mAnavAthI nahi cAle. temanA para tame keTalo prema karo cho ? te para badho AdhAra che. tame jIva cho, tema bIjA paNa jIva che, evuM svIkAryA vinA tame dhyAna mArgamAM ke bhaktimArgamAM AgaLa vadhI zako nahi. ethI ja eka jIva sAtheno amaitrIbhAva sarva jIva sAtheno amaitrI-bhAva che. eka jIvanI hatyA cha javanikAyanI hatyA che. e ja rIte eka tIrthaMkaranI bhakti sarva tIrthaMkaranI bhakti che. mATe ja eka jIvanI rakSA jema tamane upara caDAvI de, tema eka jIvanI hatyA tamane nIce paNa pachADI de. * vAraMvAra A vAta bhArapUrvaka kahuM chuM : bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM gayA, paNa jagatane pavitra banAvavAnI emanI zakti ahIM satata kAryarata che. ApaNuM te tarapha dhyAna nathI jatuM e ja ApaNI kamanazIbI che. * siddhazilA para maLanArI makti to pachI maLaze. paNa te pahelA ahIM ja maLanArI sAmIpyamukti Adi cAra mukti tarapha 406 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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dhyAna kendrita karavuM paDaze. kroDapati pachI banAvaze. te pahelA 99 lAkha rUpiyA to meLavavA paDaze ne ? * kAnajIbhAInA matavALA bhale, "huM saccidAnaMdI chuM," evI vAto karyA kare, paNa ema ThekANuM nahi paDe. A vyavahAramArga nathI. pahelA dAsoDahaM, pachI "soDahaM" nI sAdhanA Ave. maho. yazovijayajI ma. lakhe che : ucita vyavahAra avalaMbane, ema karI sthira pariNAma re; bhAvIe zuddha nayabhAvanA, pAva nAsayataNuM ThAma re...' eTale ke vyavahAramAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja nizcayamAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. * vAMkImAM bhujano nyAyAdhIza Avelo. sAdhanAmAM kyAreka AgaLa vadhelo. AnaMdanI jhalaka paNa meLavelI. paNa pachI e sAdhanA cUkI gayo. paNa maLelI AnaMdanI e jhalaka kema bhUle ? khAdhelA rasagullAno svAda tame bhUlI jAva ? AtmAnI jhalaka ekavAra maLI jAya pachI vAraMvAra te jhalaka meLavavA mana lalacAvAnuM ja. e meLavavA enI pAchaLa pAgala banI jAya - vAraMvAra bhagavAnane pokAre. duniyA kahe : A pAgala che, aMdha che. paNa bhakta kahe che : bhale duniyA pAgala kahe, mane koI vAMdho nathI. pelA nyAyAdhIze mane potAnA gurunI kRpA dvArA maLelI sAdhanAnI vAta karI. koipaNa dharmavALAnI vAta tarata ja kApI nahi nAkhavI. ene dhIrajathI sAMbhaLavI. emanAmAM rahelA satyAMzane protsAhita karavuM. pachI yogya mArga tene batAvavo. sIdhuM ja AkramaNa nahi karavuM. "tame mAno cho te kudeva che, kuguru che." vagere vAto na karAya. e bhAIne meM pachI premathI samajAvyuM. emaNe mArI vAta svIkArI. mUrtimAM nahi mAnanAra dharma hovA chatAM teNe zaMkhezvara kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 400

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pArzvanAtha bhagavAnano phoTo svIkAryo ane maMtra paNa svIkAryo. * lAkaDIAno bhAI kahe che : mAre page cAlIne pAlItANA javuM che. tene kahevAmAM AvyuM to ""cAlo ApaNe citroDa, gAgodara thaIne AgaLa jaIe.' nA... huM rahIza to ahIM ja. citroDa-bitroDa kyAMya huM nahi AvuM. hA, mAre javuM che page cAlatA pAlItANA... paNa rahevuM che lAkaDIA. AvA mUrkhane zuM kahevuM? pAlItANA javuM che, paNa lAkaDIA choDavuM nathI. ApaNI hAlata AvI che. mokSe javuM che paNa mokSamArge eka DagaluMya cAlatuM nathI. siddhi joIe che, paNa sAdhanA karavI nathI. zikhare pahoMcavuM che, paNa taLeTI choDavI nathI. kSamA meLavavI che, paNa krodha choDavo nathI. mukti meLavavI che paNa saMsAra choDavo nathI. * jJAnI puruSono prazna che : tamane sAcA arthamAM muktinI ruci jAgI che? "mokSamAM javuM che." eno artha zuM? te tame jANo cho ? mokSe javuM eTale bhagavAna sAthe ekameka banI javuM. ApaNe mokSa-mokSa karatA rahyA, paNa bhagavAnane sAva ja bhUlI gayA. * badhAne bALI nAkhanAra caMDakauzika pAse bhagavAna kema gayA? e paNa aNabolAvye gayA. gayA to paNa e svAgata to nathI karato, paNa phUMkADA mArIne DaMkha mAre che. chatAM karuNA sAgara bhagavAna tyAM ja UbhA rahyA. caMDakauzika pAse UbhA rahelA e bhagavAnane tame mAnasa dRSTithI juo. tamane karuNAmUrti jagadaMbAnuM darzana thaze. guru paNa ApaNI IcchA na hovA chatAM ghaNIvAra AvuM karatA hoya che. tattva prItikara pANI pIvaDAve che. [ samyagU darzana] vimalAloka' nAmanuM aMjana AMje che. [sabhya jJAna 408 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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'paramAna' nAmanuM bhojana [samyak cAritra] khavaDAve che. aMdha ane rogI bhIkhArI jevA ApaNe nA....nA... karatA rahIe chIe ne karuNAmUrti gurudeva potAnuM kArya karatA rahe che. AvA gurumAM kyAreya karuNAnA darzana thayA ? * bhagavAnano prema eTale AtmAno prema. bhagavAnanI jANakArI eTale AtmAnI jANakArI. bhagavAnamAM ramaNatA eTale AtmAmAM ramaNatA. jeha dhyAna arihaMta ko sohI Atama dhyAna; bheda kachu INa meM nahi, ehi pa2ma nidhAna,'' pelo bhIkhArI nathI Icchato chatAM guru tene A badhuM kema Ape ? guru jANI jAya che : e ahIM Avyo e ja enI yogyatA ! kApaDanI dukAne AvelA grAhakane vepArI oLakhI le ne ? kApaDa levA ja A Avyo haze ! abhayakumA2ne khyAla AvI gayelo : ArdrakumArane mArI sAthe dostI karavAnuM mana thayuM, e ja enI yogyatA. yogyatA vinA mArI sAthe koIne dostI karavAnuM mana ja na thAya. guru paNa A rIte jANatA hoya che. AthI ja kaMika parANe paNa ApavA udyama karatA rahe che. * zAhukAra mANasa gAma choDatI vakhate badhuM ja devuM cUkate karIne jAya, tema ApaNe A zarIra choDavAnA avasare badhA pApanI AlocanA karIne zuddha thavAnuM che. mALAno prabhAva lIlI mALAthI roga maTe. lAla mALAthI lakSmI maLe, zatru dUra thAya. pILI mALAthI yaza maLe, parivAra vadhe. puSpAvatI caritra kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 09

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-8 25-6-2000, ravivAra * puSparAvarta meghanI jema prabhu karuNA-vRSTi karI rahyA che, jethI bAhya-AMtara tApa-saMtApa zamI jAya. jeTalI zakti bhagavAnamAM che, teTalI ja zakti temanA nAmamAM, AgamamAM, caturvidha saMghanA pratyeka sabhyamAM che. kAraNa ke caturvidha saMghanI sthApanA bhagavAnanA svahAthe thaI che, bhagavAne temAM zaktipAta karyo che. A zaktithI ja bhagavAnanI gerahAjarImAM paNa bhagavAnanuM kArya thatuM rahe che. A zakti para vizvAsa na hoya to tame bhagavAna sAthe anusaMdhAna karI zako nahi. e vinA sAdhanA game teTalI karo, badhI ja nakAmI. huM cAlI zakto nathI, bhagavAna ja mane mukti-mArge calAvI rahyA che. huM to nAno bALaka chuM. bhagavAna mAtA che. asahAya bALaka jevo huM mA vinA zuM karI zakavAno ?" AvI bhAvanA pedA thayA vinA tame muktimArge eka DagaluM paNa AgaLa vadhI zako nahi. manuSyanI ja nahi, pazunI mAtAo paNa potAnA zizunI 410 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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saMbhALa le che. A mAtRtva keTaluM adbhuta che ? je nAnA zizune eka-be divasa sudhI mAtAnI hUMpha nathI maLI te jIvI zake ? nAnapaNamAM bALakane mAtA tarapha jevo bhAva hoya che, tevo ja bhAva bhagavAna para thAya to samajI lejo : bhaktinI duniyAmAM praveza thaI gayo che. A anubhavanI tamane vAta kahuM chuM. mane to ghaNIvAra anubhava thAya che : huM cAlato nathI, mane bhagavAna calAvI rahyA che. Ajano ja anubhava kahuM. huM siddhAcala para paDI gayo. tamane badhAne samAcAra maLyA haze. ghaNA pUchavA paNa AvyA. paNa badhAne keTalA javAba ApavA ? eTale Aje vAcanAmAM ja badhAne kahI dauM chuM : ""mane kazuM thayuM nathI. bacAvanAra bhagavAna mArI pAse che." huM jo bhagavAnanI AvI zakti na svIkAruM to gunegAra gaNAuM. mukti huM nathI meLavato, bhagavAna ApI rahyA che. bhaktane Avo satata anubhava thayA kare che. * ghaNA kahe che : upAdAna kAraNa rUpa AtmA ja sAdhanA kare che. bhagavAna zuM kare temAM ? bhagavAna mAtra nimitta che. aMdara bhUkha joIe. bhUkha upAdAna che. bhojana nimitta che. bhojana bicAruM zuM kare ? - tamArA peTamAM pacAvavAnI jema zakti che tema bhojanamAM paNa pacavAnI zakti che, tema tame mAno cho ? jo ema na hoya to phoMtarA ke patthara khAIne peTa bharI lo. ApaNAmAM taravAnI zakti che, tema arihaMtamAM tAravAnI zakti che, tema mAno cho ? arihaMta vinA tame bIjA koInA AlaMbane tarI zako ? patthara khAIne peTa bharI zakAya to prabhu vinA tarI zakAya. patthara khAIne to haju paNa peTa kadAca bharI zakAya, paNa prabhu vinA tarI na ja zakAya. Aja sudhI koI tarI zakyuM nathI. * ApaNI cha kAraka zaktio sadA kALathI anAvRta che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 411

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jyAM sudhI ApaNe tene mukti mArge vALatA nathI tyAM sudhI te saMsAra-mArge vaLatI ja rahe che. eno artha e thayo ke ApaNI ja zaktiothI ApaNA duHkhamaya saMsAranuM sarjana thaI rahyuM che. have jo ApaNe jAgI jaIe to e ja zaktio dvArA sukhamaya mukti tarapha prayANa karI zakIe. A tattva AjanA jIvo samajatA nathI. samajAvavA besIe to paNa samajavA taiyAra nathI hotA. badhuM havAmAM UDI jatuM hoya tema lAge che. chatAM huM nirAza nathI thato kAraNa ke mane to ekAnta lAbha ja che. mAro svAdhyAya thAya che. | * dUra rahelA bhagavAna bhaktithI najIka AvI jAya che. bhagavAna najIka AvyA enI khAtarI zI ? bhagavAna pAse hoya che tyAre mananI caMcaLatA ghaTI jAya che, viSaya-kaSAyo zAMta banI jAya mATe ja mahApuruSo prabhune prArthanA kare che : o puruSasiMha rUpa prabhu...! Apa mArA hRdayanI giri-guphAmAM siMha rUpe padhAro. Apa ho pachI mohanA ziyALIAnI zI zakti che ke te ahIM AvavAnI hiMmata paNa karI zake ? * prabhune bolAvavA che ? prabhu AvI jAya to paNa te pachI tenI sAme jovAnI phurasada che tamArI pAse ? sAcuM kahuM? prabhu to hRdayamAM vaselA che ja, paNa ApaNe ja e tarapha kadI jotA nathI. ApaNI aMdara beThelA bhagavAna to anaMtakALathI ApaNI vATa joI rahyA che ke mAro A bhakta kyAreka mArI sAme jue ! paNa, ApaNane phurasada nathI. * jaldI-jaldI siddhAcalanI yAtrA karI AvIe chIe. vahelAvahelA darzana karI sADA sAte to pAchA AvI jaIe chIe. sADA sAte vaMdana karavA AvanArane huM ghaNIvAra pUchuM H yAtrA karI AvyA ? javAba maLe : "hAjI " mane vicAra Ave : kyAre UThayA haze ? kyAre gayA haze? 412 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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keTalIvAra bhagavAna pAse beThA haze ? jo ke, huM koIne kAMI kaheto nathI. Akhare tamArA bhAvanI vAta che. zrIkRSNa jAherAta karI : je jaldI zrIneminAthanA pahelA darzana karI Avaze tene huM lAkSaNika ghoDo ApIza. zAMbe savAre UThatAM ja pathArImAM beThA beThA bhagavAnanA bhAvathI darzana karyA. pAlaka UThIne aMdhArAmAM ja sIdho bhAgyo... darzana karavA... bhagavAne kahyuM : bhAvathI prathama darzana zAmbe karyA che. dravyathI prathama darzana pAlake karyA che. ghoDo zAmbane maLyo. ApaNA darzana konA jevA che? zAMba jevA ke pAlaka jevA ? * AryarakSita sUrijIe AcArya pada bhAI ke kAkA vagerene na ApatAM durbalikApuSyane ApyuM. kAraNa jaNAvatAM kahyuM : mAruM saMpUrNa jJAna grahaNa karanAra A eka ja che. | goThAmAhila ghInA ghaDA jevA. mArI pAse ghaNuM rahyuM. tenI pAse thoDuM AvyuM. 1 phalyumitra telanA ghaDA jevA. tenI pAse ghaNuM gayuM toya mArI pAse thoDuM rahyuM. | durbalikApuSya vAlanA ghaDA jevA. badhuM ja grahaNa karyuM." * bhagavAna ApaNI aMdara ja beThA che. koIka virala ja enA darzana karI zake che. "parama nidhAna pragaTa mukha AgaLa, jagata ullaMghI ho jAya; jyoti vinA juo jagadIzanI, aMdho aMdha pulAya." AnaMdaghanajInA A udgAro anubhavathI ja samajAya tevA che : aMdara ja parama nidhAnarUpa prabhu birAjamAna hovA chatAM jagatanA loko keTalA pAgala che ? A loko aMdara rahelA prabhunI satata kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie 413

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upekSA karatA rahe che ne dhana Adi bAhya padArthomAM zodha calAve che. * kyAreka mane evuM lAge ? jANe zarIramAM kAMi vajana ja nathI rahyuM. sAva halakuM lAge. kyAreka evuM lAge ? jANe zarIra AkAzamAM UDI rahyuM che.. A koI camatkAra nathI ke deva-sAnnidhya nathI, paNa yogasiddhinA lakSaNo che. [juo, yogazAstra 12mo prakAza ] karmano bojo haLavo thAya tyAre haLavAza anubhavAya. * prabhu mahAvIrane sarvajJa tarIke oLakhanAra mAnavomAM sau prathama indrabhUti gautama hatA. emanI sarvajJatAmAM, bhagavattAmAM zraddhA thaI tyAra pachI ja indrabhUtimAM evI viziSTa zakti pedA thaI, jethI antarmuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI banAvI zakayA. bhagavAna maLe tyAre zuM camatkAra sajarya ? tenuM utkRSTa udAharaNa indrabhUti gautama che. hamaNA bhagavatImAM gAMgeya prakaraNa AvyuM. pArzvanAtha sattAnIya gAMgeya munie aneka praznonA uttara meLavI bhagavAna mahAvIranuM sarvajJapaNuM nakkI karyuM. pachI tyAM potAnI jAtanuM samarpaNa karyuM. sarvajJatAnI, bhagavattAnI pratIti thayA vinA samarpaNa thaI zakatuM nathI. bhagavAnanA darzana to badhA ja kare, paNa bhagavAnamAM rahelI bhagavattAnA darzana kare te ja tare. * ekavAra tame prabhunA zaraNe gayA, dharmanA zaraNe gayA eTale patyuM ! tamArA badhA gunA mApha ! "so paMvanakuvAro sabdha pAvapUTI " bhale tame game teTalA pApo karyA hoya. samarpaNathI zuM phaLa maLe ? eno A ullekha che. paMcasUtramAM lakhyuM che : dharmanAyaka prabhunA zaraNe javAthI karmaprakRtio zithila bane che,hIna bane che, kSINa bane che. * Ajano anubhava batAvuM ? tamane dharma para zraddhA thaze. 414 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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padmAvatIthI upara cAlatAM-cAlatAM pagathIA para paganI AMgaLIo TakarAI. huM gabaDI paDayo. kyAM paDavuM ? te to mANasanA hAthamAM hotuM nathI. te vakhate to mane paNa thayuM ? jarUra kaMIka thayuM haze ! pachI huM dAdAnA darabAramAM Avyo. mAro niyama : dAdAnA darabAramAM to cAlIne ja javuM. huM khurazI parathI UtarIne cAlavA mAMDyo. joyuM to koI pIDA nahi. badhA pUchavA lAgyA : ahIM duHkhe che? tyAM duHkhe che? kyAM duHkhe che ? badhAne kahuM chuM H kyAMya duHkhatuM nathI. kAMI vAgyuM nathI. paDavAnuM AvuM be-cAra vAra banyuM che. gAyanA dhakkAthI eka vAra bhujamAM [vi.saM.204] paDI gayo ne phrekacara thayuM. tyArathI cAlavAnuM baMdha thayuM. DolI AvI. hamaNAM gayA varSe valasADamAM pravezanA eka divasa pahelA atulamAM paDI gayo. keTalAka mahinAo sudhI darda rahyuM. gRhasthapaNAmAM amAre ghera dAdarA paDI javAya tevA hatA. jarA dhyAna na rAkho to sIdhA nIce. doDha varSano eka bALaka gabaDI paDyo. ame ciMtAmAM paDyA, paNa amArA Azcarya sAthe e bALaka to tarata ja cAlavA mAMDyo. tene kyAMya kAMi ja vAgyuM nhotuM. jANe prabhue tenI rakSA karI. A vAtanI tene ke bIjA koIne khabara nathI. mAtra tenI mAne khabara haze. A bALaka te muni zrI kalpataruvijayajI. "tha rakSati rakSitaH " A vAkya para vizvAsa thAya tevI A ghaTanA che. : vAkyomAM tAratamya : Apo" jaghanya vAkya. nathI." tenA karatAM paNa adhama vAkya. "lo." vAkyono rAjA. nathI ja joItuM." vAkyomAM cakravartI. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 415

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-9 26-6-2000, somavAra * jIvanA ekeka pradezamAM anaMta AnaMda bharyo hovA chatAM te e jANato nathI, zraddhA karato nathI. AthI ja e AnaMda prApta karavA prayatna karato nathI. prathama zraddhA thAya pachI ja prayatna thAya. AtmAnA AnaMdanI zraddhA te ja samyagU darzana. AtmAnA AnaMdanI jANakArI te ja samyagU jJAna. AtmAnA AnaMdamAM ramaNatA te ja samyaka cAritra. dharma dvArA A ja prApta karavAnuM che ? AtmAno AnaMda. e to ja zakya bane je jIva para lAgelA karmo haTe. AtmAnaMdanI IcchA vinA karAyelo dharma kharo dharma banI zakto nathI. evo dharma to abhavya paNa seve. te navamA saiveyaka sudhI paNa jaI zake, paNa pAcho saMsAramAM paTakAya. kAraNa ke bhautika sukhanI ja zraddhA hatI, AtmAnA AnaMdanI na zraddhA hatI, ne te mATenA prayatno hatA. bhagavAnanuM A ja kAma che : AtmAnA AnaMdanI ruci pragaTAvavI. ekavAra tamane e mATe ruci jAgI eTale e mATe puruSArtha tame karavAnA ja. e ruci, e zraddhA to ja pragaTe jo prabhu para zraddhA pragaTe. prabhu para, prabhunA vacano para zraddhA pragaTe to 416 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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AtmAnA AnaMda para zraddhA pragaTe. vepArI potAnA putrone vepAranI kaLA zIkhavI potAnA jevA banAve, guru potAnA ziSyone potAnA jevA banAvavA kozIza kare to bhagavAna potAnA bhaktane potAnA jevo AnaMda zA mATe na Ape ? bhagavAna to "sva-tulya padavI-prada" che tame dIkSA lIdhI eTale prabhunA saMpUrNa zaraNe gayA. saMpUrNa zaraNAgati svIkArI eTale tamArA AtmAno AnaMda vadhato ja cAlyo, vadhato ja cAlyo. bAra mahinAmAM to tamAro AnaMda eTalo vadhI jAya ke anuttara devono AnaMda paNa pAchaLa rahI jAya. bhagavAna taraphathI maLatI A AnaMdanI prasAdI che. sAdhu gocarI jAya, vihAra-loca Adi kare, chatAM AnaMdamAM jarAya hAni na Ave te prabhu-mArganI balihArI che. ahIM [sAdhupaNAmAM AvyA pachI paNa AtmAnA AnaMdanI rukAvaTanA ghaNA paribaLo che : huM vidvAna chuM. mArA aneka bhakto che. mArA aneka ziSyo che. mAruM samAjamAM nAma che." samAjamAM phelAI javAnI AvI mahattvAkAMkSA sAdhanAne aTakAve che. sAdhanA aTake eTale AtmAnA AnaMdamAM rukAvaTa AvI ja samajo. * "je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA, joga-mAyA te jANo re; zuddha dravya-guNa-paryAya dhyAne, ziva dIye prabhu sArANo re." maho. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : ghaNI lAMbI pahoLI yoganI jaMjALa rahevA do. kyAMka emAM aTavAI jazo. zuddha dravya-guNaparyAyanA dhyAnathI prabhunuM abheda dhyAna dharo. bhagavAna tamane parANe mokSa Apaze. are.... tamArI aMdara ja mokSa pragaTa thaze. * gRhastha-jIvanamAM mArI paNa eka vakhata bhramaNA hatI : ahIM ja dhyAna lAgI jAya che. pachI dIkSAnI jarUra zI ? paNa jyAre jANavA maLyuM H ApaNA nimitte jyAM sudhI chakAyanA jIvonA jIvana-maraNo thatA rahe tyAM sudhI ApaNA janma-maraNo nahi aTake. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 410

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gRhasthapaNAmAM to chakAyanI hatyA cAlu ja rahe. jina-darzananA abhyAsathI jANyuM ke cAritra vinA mukti nathI ja. gRhasthapaNAmAM cothuM vrata ApanArA pU. himAMzuvijayajI ma. [hAla AcArya mArA pahelA guru. emaNe mane te vakhate preraNA ApI : have zuM rahyuM che saMsAramAM ? AvI jAva ahIM. teozrI paNa mArA upakArI che. upakArInA upakAra na bhUlAya. * samyakatvane ke jJAnane ke cAritrane tame namo cho, tyAre tame tenA dhArakone paNa namo cho. kAraNa ke guNI vinA guNa kyAMya rahetA nathI. guNane namaskAra eTale guNIne namaskAra. samyakatva eTale nava tattvanI ruci. navatattvanI ruci eTale zuM ? navatattvamAM prathama tattva che : jIva. e jIvane jANavo eTale zuM? jIvanuM jevuM svarUpa che, tevuM svarUpa anubhavavAnI ruci jAge to ja tame sAcA arthamAM jIvatattva jANyuM, ema kahI zakAya. jIvatattvanI paranI AvI ruci na jAgavAthI ja samyagU darzana thatuM nathI. samyagdarzana AvatAM ja anAdikALanI bhramaNAo tUTI jAya samyaggadarzana AvatAM ja vyavahArathI kudevAdino tyAga karyo. paNa A to laukika samakita AvyuM. paNa dehamAM Atmabuddhi TaLe, AtmAmAM Atmabuddhi jAge, to lokottara samakti maLe. dekhAto deha huM nathI, indriyo huM nathI, evI pratIti jenA dvArA thAya te samakti. deha-indriya "huM" nathI. to te koNa che ? pudgalo che. pudgalo "para' che. "para" ne potAnA mAnyA eTale patyuM. karma-baMdhana thavAnuM ja. bIjAnI vastu para potAnI mAlikIno dAvo karavA jAva to vyavahAramAM paNa tame daMDAo. ahIM paNa e rIte daMDAvuM ja paDe. 418 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* siMha jyAM sudhI potAnuM siMhatva na jANe tyAM sudhI bhale bakarInI jema be be karato rahe, paNa jyAre potAnuM sAcuM svarUpa jANe tyAre garjanA karato pAMjaruM toDIne bhAgI jAya. ApaNe ApaNuM sAcuM svarUpa jANIe tyAre karmonA bakarA ApaNI sAme TakI zakaze nahi. * "girivara darzana pharasana yoge...' - navANu prakArI pUjA. A paMktino artha barAbara samajajo. sAcA arthamAM siddhAcala girino sparza kyAre thAya ? AtmAnI sparzanA sAthe siddhagirinI sparzanA saMkaLAyelI che. AtmAnI sparzanAnI vAto to huM ghaNI karuM chuM, paNa mane paNa haju sparzanA nathI thaI. hA, tIvra ruci jarUra che. te mATe ja bhagavAnane pakaDyA che. mArI pUrNatA bhale prakaTa nathI, paNa mArA bhagavAnanI pUrNatA pUrI pragaTa thayelI che. e bhagavAna para vizvAsa che. gurunuM jJAna, agItArtha ziSyane kAma lAge to bhagavAnanI pUrNatA, bhaktane kAma na lAge ? prabhu para pUrNa samarpaNa bhAva hoya to emanI pUrNatA bhaktane maLe ja maLe. | mAlazIbhAI ! tamArI mUDIthI keTalAya loko kroDapati banyA che ne ? tamArA jevAthI paNa loko kroDapati banatA hoya to bhagavAnanA sahArAthI bhakto bhagavAna kema na bane ? tamArI saMpatti to haju ochI thAya, paNa bhagavAnanI bhagavattA kadI ochI nathI thatI; bhale game teTalI apAtI rahe. ....to nakkI karo : jyAM sudhI ApaNI pUrNatA na pragaTe tyAM sudhI bhagavAnane choDavA nathI. nUtana AcAryazrI H Apa lona Apo. pUjyazrI H A zuM karI rahyo chuM ? bolIne tamane lona ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 419

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ApI rahyo chuM ne ? huM to rasoio chuM. zeThano [bhagavAnano]. mAla pIrasI rahyo chuM. bhagavAna jevA ApanArA hoya to huM zA. mATe kaMjusAI karuM ? * nizcaya aMdara pragaTa thatI cIja che. vyavahAra bahAra pragaTa thatI cIja che. zudhdha vyavahArathI aMdarano nizcaya jaNAya che. koI mAtra nizcayanI vAto kare, paNa vyavahAramAM kArya dvArA kAMI pragaTa na dekhAtuM hoya to e vAto mAtra vAto ja kahevAze. * samakti ApatI vakhate dravya samyaktvano Aropa karIne ApavAmAM Ave che. ema samajIne ke bhaviSyamAM samakti meLavI leze. zAhukArane e vizvAsathI ja lona apAya che ne ? hamaNA hIrAbhAIe pUchyuM : ATalA oghA karyA toya ThekANuM na paDyuM tenuM kAraNa zuM ? meM kahyuM : samyagadarzanano sparza nathI thayo mATe. jina-bhakti ane jIvamaitrI jIvanamAM na AvI mATe. * samyagudarzananA ATheya AcAro darzanAcAra che. e AcAronA pAlanathI samyagadarzananI yogyatA pragaTe. darzanAcAranA pAlanamAM kuzala hoya te samyakatva meLave. sAdharmika bhakti karavI, saMghanuM bahumAna karavuM, sAdharmikane sthira banAvavA, manane niHzaMka banAvavuM - vagere darzanAcAra che. saMgha bhagavAnano che. enI bhaktithI samakti mATenI pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra na thAya evuM na ja bane. sAta vAra caityavaMdana zA mATe karavAnA ? samaktine lAvavAnA A upAyo che. bhagavAnanuM darzana karyA vinA navakArazI zA mATe na karAya ? enuM A ja kAraNa che. AtmAnuM darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI prabhunuM darzana e ApaNA mATe AtmAnuM ja darzana che. prabhu eTale ApaNo ja vizuddha banelo AtmA. prabhumAM ApaNA ja ujvala bhAvine jovAnuM che. e mATe ja darzana karavAnA che. 420 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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samyam darzananI nirmaLatA vadhaze teTalI samyapha cAritranI nirmaLatA vadhaze ja. kapaDA svaccha game to cAritra paNa svaccha ja gamavuM joIe ne ? kapaDAmAM DAgha na lAge tenI takedArI rAkhanArA ApaNe cAritranI cAdaranI takedArI na rAkhIe te kema cAle ? moharAjA e cAdarane bhale malina banAvavA prayatna kare, paNa ApaNe jAgRta rahIe to enuM kAMI na cAle. darzana mohanIya samaktine ane cAritra mohanIya cAritrane malina banAvanAra che. * cha Avazyako ApaNA pAMceya AcArane nirmaLa banAvanArA che. sahuthI zreSTha sahuthI zreSTha divasa : Ajano sahuthI zreSTha manoraMjana : kalpanA, puruSArtha ane siddhi sahuthI moTo koyaDo : jIvana sahuthI moTuM rahasya : mRtyu sahuthI moTI bhUla : hiMmata hArIne puruSArtha choDavo te sahuthI moTuM sthAna : jyAM tamane saphaLatA maLe te sahuthI moTo cora : jAtane chetare te sahuthI moTo jJAnI : jAtane jANe te sahuthI moTo devALIo : AtmavizvAsa gumAve te sahuthI sahelI vastu : bIjAnA doSo jovA te sahuthI muzkela bAbata H jAtane sudhAravI te sahuthI zreSTha : prema... prema... ane prema kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 421

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-10 27-6-2000, maMgaLavAra paramatthAu muNINaM, avarAho neva hoi kAyavyo / chaliyassa pamAeNaM, pacchittamavassa kAyavvaM / / 153 / / * parama puNyodaye jina-dharmopadeza sAMbhaLavA maLe. sAkSAt tIrthaMkara pAsethI na maLe, paNa emanI paraMparAmAM AvelA saddaguru pAsethI sAMbhaLavA maLe, e paNa mahApuNyodaya che. * dIrgha saMsArIne ja deva-gurunI AzAtanA karavAnuM mana thAya. AzAtanA karavAnuM mana thAya te ja bhAvi dIrgha saMsAranI sUcanA che. ArAdhaka AtmA doSo na lAge tenI kALajI kare ja. sabhya mANasa kapaDAmAM DAgha na lAge tenI ciMtA kare ja. * prathama gaNadhara, tIrthanA AdhArabhUta zrI gautamasvAmI jevAne paNa bhagavAna kahetA hatA : "samaye poyama mA pamAya, '' he gautama ! eka samaya paNa pramAda karIza nahi." pramAda ja aparAdha karAve che. sabuddhi-janya vivekathI ja pramAdane aTakAvI zakAya. pramAdAcaraNa karavAnuM mana thAya ne aMdarathI avAja Ave : A karavA jevuM nathI. A avAja sabuddhino che, je sabuddhi 422 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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saddagurue ApelI che. ApaNe e na sAMbhaLIe to judI vAta che. * kevala, avadhi, zAstra ane carma - A cAra cakSuo che. siddho kevalacakSu che, devo avadhicakSu che, sAdhuo zAstracakSu che, ane zeSa sarve carmacakSu che. zAstracakSu ApanAra guru che. kharuM kahuM to gurunA mAdhyamathI bhagavAna che. "raghuvaMyA bhagavAnanuM vizeSaNa che. * eka to ApaNuM AyuSya alpa, emAM paNa ardhI ke poNI jIMdagI to lagabhaga pUrI thaI gaI. have keTalI rahI te ApaNe jANatA nathI. AvA alpa ane kSaNajIvI jIvanamAM pramAda karatA rahIe e jJAnIo kema sahana karI zake ? vAta ekanI eka che, paNa vAraMvAra huM eTalA mATe kahuM chuM ke vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavA chatAM ApaNe bhUlI jaIe chIe, pramAdamAM paDI jaIe chIe. tamAro pramAda TALavA covIseya kalAka guru paNa samartha nathI. kadAca samartha hoya to paNa pratipaLa thoDA TokatA rahe ? e to ApaNe ja aMdarathI jAgavuM paDe. ApaNI jAgRti ja ApaNA pramAdane, ApaNA aparAdhane rokI zake. guru pAse ApaNe aparAdhanuM prAyazcitta karIe chIe kharA, paNa moTAbhAge sthUla aparAdha ja hoya che. sUkSma vicAronI to noMdha ja nathI letA. laIe chIe to gurune kahetA nathI. eka ja vicAra lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIne AvI gayo. tenI AlocanA mAyApUrvaka lIdhI to keTalI covIzI teno saMsAra vadhI gayo ? sau prathama to pramAda karavo ja nahi, pramAda nahi hoya to kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 423

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koI skUlanA ke koI aparAdha nahi thAya. kadAca alanA thaI jAya to guru pAse AlocanA laI lo. - ajANatAM aparAdha thaI jAya to ochuM prAyazcita Ave. irAdApUrvaka karavAmAM Ave to prAyazcita khUba ja vadhu Ave. e paNa hRdayathI pazcAttApa thato hoya to ja. zAstra kahe che : "chitta savasa chAyavyaM " Avo dharma duniyAmAM tamane kyAMya nahi maLe, je tamane sarvanA sukRtonI anumodanA zIkhavADe, ne sAthe-sAthe potAnA nAnA pApa mATe paNa gaha karavAnuM zIkhavADe. AvuM zAsana maLyA pachI pApo chUpAvAya? "suNa jinavara zetrujA dhaNIjI...' e stavana, ratnAkara - paccIzInI "maMdira cho muktitaNI..." e stutio vagere AvaDe che ne ? A kRtiomAM kevI duSkata - gaha karI che ? bhAvapUrvaka jo duSkRta-ga karavAmAM Ave to A janmanA ja nahi, janmajanmanA pApo dhovAI jAya. jhAMjharIyA muninA hatyArA yamuna rAjAe evI duSkRta-gaha karI ke mAtra RSi hatyAnuM pApa ja nahi, janama-janamanuM pApa paNa dhovAI gayuM, kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. koI eka DAghane sApha karavA tame vastra dhuo cho tyAre mAtra e DAgha ja nahi. bIjA DAgha paNa sApha thaI ja jAya che. + potAnA ja doSo jovAnI kaLA jeNe siddha karI lIdhI eNe duniyAnI sauthI moTI kaLA siddha karI lIdhI. keTalAka mANaso... keTalAka zA mATe ? moTA bhAganA mANaso bIjAnA ja doSo jue che; bhale potAnA hajAro doSa hoya; paNa koIka virala hoya che, je dareka ghaTanAmAM potAnI ja javAbadArI jue, potAnA ja doSo jue. caMDadrAcArya ATalA gussAbAja hovA chatAM temanA nUtana ziSyane A ja guNanA kAraNe kevaLajJAna maLeluM. jo teNe gurunA doSo ja joyA hota to ? zuM thAya ? guru eTalA gussebAja che ke koI sAdhanA ja thaI zakatI nathI. ApaNe hoIe to evuM ja 424 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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karIe. janama-janamamAM evuM ja karyuM che. eTale to Aja sudhI kevaLajJAna maLyuM nathI. * kSamA-saMtoSa.... Adi duniyAnA jeTalA guNo che, te badhA ja guNo ApanArA bhagavAna che. guNonA pradAna dvArA bhagavAna jagata para satata upakAra karatA ja rahe che. e kAryamAM emane koI thAka lAgato ja nathI, je vastu tamArA svabhAvanI banI jAya, zokhanI cIja banI jAya temAM thAka lAge ? bIDI pInArane bIDI pItAM thAka lAge ? dAruDIyAne dArU pItAM thAka lAge ? e eno svabhAva banI gayo. urdu enA vinA ene cAle ja nahi. paropakAra prabhuno svabhAva banI gayo. enA vinA prabhune cAle ja nahi. "mAchImete parArthavyasanina: I' * sAkaranI mIThAza dUdhamAM AvI zake, tema prabhunA guNo ApaNAmAM AvI zake. e mATe to prabhunI bhakti karavAnI che. duSTanI saMgati karavAthI duSTatA AvatI hoya to ziSTa ziromaNi prabhunI saMgatithI ziSTatA kema na Ave ? | muzkelI e che ke ApaNane duSTano saMga game che, ziSTano saMga gamato nathI. saMga to nathI gamato paNa emanA guNa-gAna paNa nathI gamatA. IrSyAthI saLagIe chIe ApaNe. guNI banavAno eka ja kImiyo che : guNInA guNa-gAna karavA. je guNa game te tamane maLe. guNa game che eTale zuM ? koI guNa game che eTale ApaNuM hRdaya cAhe che ke te guNa mArAmAM Ave. tamane paisAdAra game che, eno artha eTalo ja ke tamane potAne paisAdAra thavuM che. tamane sattAdhIza game che, eno artha eTalo ja ke tamane khudane sattAdhIza thavuM che. tamane koI guNI game che. eno artha eTalo ja ke tamAre guNI thavuM che. gamavuM eTale ja banavuM. cittane je gamavA lAge che, tene te tarata ja apanAvavA lAge che. - prabhu pAse guNonA DhagaleDhagalA che. laI jAva jeTalA joIe kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 425

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teTalA. koI vyAja nathI ApavAnuM. "guNa anaMtA sadA tuja khajAne bharyA; eka guNa deta muja zuM vimAso ?" bhakta Ama kahe che tenA pratyuttaramAM bhagavAna kahe che : bhaktarAja ! tane joie teTalA guNa laI jA. koI nA pADe che ? prabhunA guNa gAya te prabhu jevo bane ja. nATyamukta bhuvana - mUSA - mUtanAtha | bhUtairguNairbhuvi bhavantamabhiSTuvantaH // " mAnatuMgasUrijI kahe che : tamArA guNo gAto tamArA jevo bane temAM navAI zI che? zeThane Azrita thaIne rahelI vyakti zeTha banI jAya to bhagavAnane Azrita thaIne rahelo bhakta bhagavAna kema na banI zake ? * bhagavAna kyAMya pakSapAta karatA nathI. gautamasvAmIne kadI ema nathI lAgyuM ke huM sauthI moTo chatAM mane kevaLajJAna nahi ane AjanA dIkSita munio kevaLajJAna meLavI jAya ? A kevo pakSapAta ? emane bhakti eTalI vahAlI lAgelI ke e mATe emaNe kevaLajJAna paNa eka bAjue mUkI dIdhuM. "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI..." A paMkti gautamasvAmImAM caritArtha thayelI jaNAya che. * jinanA bhaktane kadI aparAdha karavAnuM mana ja na thAya, bhaktinA pUramAM vahetA bhaktane khabara che : ahIM aparAdha rahI ja na zake. prabhu upakAra guNe bharyA, mana avaguNa eka na mAya re..." - upA. yazovijayajI ma. jyAM ekAda doSa hoya tyAM tenA bIjA dosto Ave, paNa jyAM ekeya dosta na dekhAya tyAM doSo AvIne kare zuM ? bhagavAna svayaM to doSamukta che ja, emano Azraya kare te paNa doSamukta bane ja. 426 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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jiNANe jAvayANa tinnANuM tArayANa" A pado A ja vAta jaNAve che. * ThIka have... bhUla thaI jaze to prAyazcitta laI laIzuM.. Avo bhAva rahe ne bhUla karatA rahIe to bhUlanuM kadI nivAraNa na thaI zake. bhUla rahita jIvana banAvavuM hoya to A bhAvane vidAya ApavI ja rahI. sauthI zreSTha traNa vastu 3 matra H kama khAnA, gama khAnA, nama jAnA. sadA karo : mauna, alpa parigraha, Atma nirIkSaNa. jaldI karo : prabhu pUjA, zAstrAdhyayana, dAna. dayA karo : dIna, apaMga ane dharmabhraSTa para. vaza karo : Indriya, jIbha ane mana. tyAga karo H ahaMkAra, nirdayatA, kRtaghnatA. pariharo : kudeva, kuguru, kudharma. nIDara bano : satya, nyAya ane paropakAramAM. dhikkAro nahi : rogI, nirdhana ane duHkhIne. bhUlo nahi ? mRtyu, upakArI ane gurujanone. sadA udyamI raho : sadgaltha, satkArya ane sanmitranI prAptimAM. dhRNA nA karo : rogI, duHkhI ane nIca jAtivALAnI. dhRNA karo : pApa, abhimAna ane mananI malinatAthI. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 420

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-11 28-6-2000, budhavAra * prabhune sanmukha thaIe, emanI AjJAnuM pAlana karIe, emanA nAma AdinuM AlaMbana laIe to prabhunI varasatI anarAdhAra kRpAno anubhava thAya. pANI pIe ne tarasa chIpe, bhojana karIe ne tRpti anubhavAya, tema prabhu cittamAM AvatAM prasannatA anubhavAya. samagra vizvanA prANa, trANa ane sarvasva bhagavAna che. aTavImAM rasto bhUlelA tamane rasto batAvanAra maLI jAya to teno tame upakAra mAno ? cAlavAnI zakti to pahelA paNa hatI, paNa kyAM javuM? tenI khabara nhotI. jIvana-jaMgalamAM ApaNe bhUlA paDelA chIe. dhyeya khoI cUkelA ApaNane dhyeya batAvanAra, mArga batAvanAra bhagavAna che. gRhastha jIvanamAMthI sAdhu-jIvanamAM lAvanAra bhagavAna che, evuM kadI lAge che ? navasArImAM [vi.saM. 2055] ratnasuMdarasUrijI rAtre AvIne kahe : bhagavAnanI karuNA mArA para che ke nahi ? mane prekTIkala samajAvo. 428 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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meM pUchyuM : tame dIkSA kema lIdhI ? temaNe kahyuM : "guru mahArAja [pU. bhuvanabhAnusUrijI] nI zibiramAM huM gayelo ne tyAM guru mahArAje mAro hAtha pakaDyo ne huM ahIM Avyo.' basa, A ja bhagavAnano upakAra che. bIjA koIno nahi, ne tamAro ja hAtha kema pakaDyo ? gurunA mAdhyamathI bhagavAnanI karuNA tamArA para varasI, ema tamane nathI lAgatuM ? bIjA koIne nahi ne tamane ja kema samajAvyA ?'' jo ke, bhagavAnanI karuNA tarkathI bese nahi, hRdayathI bese. karmano amuka kSayopazama thayo hoya to ja samajAya. Ama paNa vicArIe : dIkSA lIdhA pachI ApaNo nirvAha cAle che te kono upakAra ? bhagavAnano ja. AmAM prabhAva kAma kare che ne ? AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to samagra vizva para nAmAdi dvArA bhagavAna upakAra kare che. 'nAmA'pi pAti bhavato bhavato jaganti / ' prabhu ! ApanuM nAma paNa saMsArathI jagatanuM rakSaNa kare che. - kalyANamaMdira. AmAM nAma upakAra kare che, prabhu kyAM AvyA ? ema nahi pUchatA. Akhare nAma konuM che ? bhagavAnanuM ja nAma che ne ? ApaNane A mAnava-janma, nIrogI zarIra vagere bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja maLyuM che, e samajavuM rahyuM. * AvI vAto pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje traNa varSa sudhI ghUMTI ghUMTIne samajAvI che. ApaNo saMgha Avo puNyazALI che. chatAM kaMIka khUTatuM hoya to A tattva khuTe che; ema pU. paM. bhadraMkara vijayajI ma. kahetA. AvA upakArI bhagavAna che. mATe ja to divasamAM sAta vAra caityavaMdana karavAnA che. dara comAsIe devavaMdana karavAnA che. logassamAM nAma laIne yAda karavAnA che. logassamAM to gaNadhara kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 429

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jevA paNa bhagavAna pAse prArthanA kare che : "lArupa-vahiTaTH samadivarakuttama hiMta '' ""Arogya-bodhilAbha ane samAdhi he bhagavan! mane Apo." sarvotkRSTa ['vara' eTale sarvotkRSTa] samAdhinI mAMgaNI ahIM karavAmAM AvI che. eno artha e thayo ke A sUtra samAdhi pradAtA che. mATe ja pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. Ane samAdhisUtra kahetA. samAdhi meLavavI hoya to bodhi joIe. bodhi meLavavI hoya to Arogya [bhAva Arogya joIe. uttarAdhyayanamAM prazna che : prabhunA kIrtana AdithI zuM maLe ? javAbamAM kahe che : mithyAtvano kSaya thAya, bodhino lAbha thAya, ane samAdhi maLe. * navakAra jo cauda pUrvano sAra che to temAM rahelA paMca parameSThIo paNa caudapUrvano sAra che. navakAra eTale zuM? mAtra akSaro? nahi, pAMceya parameSThIo jIvatA-jAgatA navakAra ja che. bIjA cAreya parameSThIonuM mULa arihaMta che. mATe ja arihaMta 14 pUrvano ja nahi, samagra brahmAMDano sAra che. - mithyAtvanI maMdatA vinA A vAto nathI samajAtI. game teTalo guNIyala mANasa hoya, paNa ApaNe tene moTA bhAge guNIyala tarIke svIkAratA nathI, kAraNa ke aMdara ahaMkAra beTho che, mithyAtva beTho che. AvI vRtti ApaNI ja nahi, pUrva avasthAmAM gaNadharonI paNa hatI. teo bhagavAna pAse samajavA nahi, namavA nahi, paNa bhagavAnane harAvavA AvyA hatA. ne bhagavAnanA darzanathI mithyAtva ogaLyuM. bhagavAnamAM bhagavattA dekhAI ne pachI to evI zakti pragaTI ke antarmuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI banAvI. 430 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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prabhuno anugraha Utaryo ne gaNadharone Arogya, bodhilAbha, samAdhi A badhAnI prApti thaI. * siMha potAnA siMhatvane ja na oLakhe tyAM sudhI bakarAne zI rIte bhagADI zake ? siMha svayaM bakarInI jema beM...meM...karyA karato hoya to bakarIo zI rIte bhAge ? AtmA potAnuM parama Atmatva nahi oLakhe tyAM sudhI karmo nahi bhAge. * hamaNA bhagavatImAM AvyuM : RSabhadatta ane devAnaMdAne bhagavAne dIkSA ApI. devAnaMdAne caMdanabALAe dIkSA ApI. devAnaMdAne zuM be vAra dIkSA ApI ? e prazna thAya. TIkAkAre khulAso karatAM lakhyuM : dIkSA bhagavAne ja ApI, paNa devAnaMdAne soMpyA sAdhvI pramukha caMdanAne. kAraNa ke kapaDA kevI rIte paheravA ? ke ogho kevI rIte bAMdhavo ? - e badhuM to sAdhvIjIe ja zIkhavADavuM paDe ne ? mATe caMdanabALAe paNa dIkSA ApI, ema lakhyuM. | * devagirimAM jinAlaya baMdhAvavA pethaDazAhe kimiyo karelo. oMkArapuramAM maMtrI hemaDanA nAme traNa varSa sudhI bhojanazALA calAvI. hemaDane khabara paDatAM stabdha thaI gayo : mArA nAmane rozana karanAra A pethaDazA koNa ? keTalA sajjana ? pethaDazAne maLIne temaDa gadgad banyo ne pachI devagirimAM hemaDanI madadathI pethaDazAe jinAlaya baMdhAvyuM. mAre A parathI e kahevuM che ke - bhojanazALA para nAma che hemaDanuM, paNa ApanAra hatA pethaDazA. ahIM paNa.... A jaina pravacanarUpI bhojanazALA che. bhojanazALA para bhale mAruM nAma laTakatuM hoya, paNa ApanAra bhagavAna che. juo, gaNimahArAja [mukticandravijayajI] ahIM sau sAdhusAdhvIone [19 sAdhuo ane 95 sAdhvIjIone] mga karAve che. teo zuM potAnA taraphathI karAve che? nahi, mahApuruSo taraphathI karAve che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 431

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sAta khamAsamaNAmAM zuM bole che ? vamAsamAM ha' pUrvanA mahAna kSamAzramaNone hAthe huM tamane ApuM chuM. * bhagavAnanI sAdhu mATe AjJA che : pAMca pahora sudhI svAdhyAya karavo. svAdhyAya to sAdhunA prANa che. enA vinA kema cAle ? jJAna, darzana to jIvanA lakSaNo che, ene puSTa banAvanAruM A sAdhu jIvana che. jJAna choDI daIe to "jIva" zI rIte kahevAIe ? sAcA arthamAM jIva banavuM hoya to jJAnamAM vRddhi karo. jJAna ja evuM lakSaNa che, je tamane jaDathI juduM pADe che. AtmAnA jJAnAdi cha lakSaNomAM paheluM lakSaNa jJAna che. * tamArA manamAM thatuM haze : ATalA badhAne zA mATe bhegA karyA ? zuM prayojana ? huM badhAne ahIM ApavA mAguM chuM. maLeluM bIjAne ApavuM e ja viniyoga che. bAkI, jIMdagIno zo bharoso che ? ahIMthI sAMbhaLelI vAto havAmAM na UDI jAya te jozo. mAro zrama eLe na jAya teno khyAla tamAre rAkhavAno che. mane je rIte anya-anya mahAtmAoe pakSapAta ke bhedabhAva vinA ApyuM che, te rIte tame paNa anyane ApatA rahejo. ApavAmAM kaMjusAI nahi karatA, jeno viniyoga nahi karo te vastu tamArI pAse nahi Take. jogamAM anujJAnA khamAsamaNa vakhate A ja bolavAmAM Ave cheH "sakhkhuM ghAriSnAhi, ahiM ja pavangAdi, gurukuLaSTi vuddhijJAhi nitthArapAragA hoha" ""A sUtranuM samyagU dhAraNa karaje, bIjAne Apajo, mahAna guNothI vRddhi pAmo ane saMsArathI pAra Utarajo." * bhagavAna pAse ApaNe caityavaMdana karIe chIe, enA sUtro eTalA gaMbhIra ane rahasyapUrNa che ke jagatanI tamAma dhyAna 432 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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- paddhatio ane yoganI vAto mAtra caityavaMdananA sUtromAM AvI jAya che. caityavaMdananI mahattA samajAvanAra lalita vistarA addabhuta graMtha che. jo e graMtha na maLyo hota, enA rahasya samajAvanAra pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. je na maLyA hota to Aje mArI hAlata kevI hota ? e kalpanA ja dhrujAvI nAkhe tevI che. * vyAkhyAna mATenuM mAruM prathama cAturmAsa jAmanagara - ploTamAM thayuM. te vakhate vyAkhyAnamAM adhyAtmasAra vAMcyuM. emAM trIjo adhikAra che : daMbha tyAga. ArAdhaka bananAre daMbha ane DoLano tyAga karavo ja paDe. daMbha, dekhAva ane DoLa cAlu rahe to tame ArAdhaka zI rIte banI zako ? jAmanagaramAM koMgresI netA premajIbhAI sAme ja rahe. temane emAM [adhyAtmasAramAM] khAsa rasa. bIjA cAturmAsamAM jAmanagara-pAThazALAmAM] vairAgya kalpalatA vAMcyuM. bhujamAM [vi.saM. 2022] jJAnasAra, pachI to uttarAdhyayana, AcArAMga, sUyagaDaMga ityAdi sUtro para vyAkhyAna-vAcanAo rahyA. vyAkhyAna ApatAM pahelA e sUtra jovuM paDe, vicAravuM paDe, lokabhogya bhASAmAM pIrasavuM paDe, eTale e sUtra, bolanArane keTaluM daDha thaI jAya ? keTalo phAyado thaI jAya ? * caityavaMdana sUtramAM AvatuM eka jagaciMtAmaNi sUtra paNa keTaluM adbhuta che? jagaciMtAmaNi sUtra eTale sthAvara-jaMgama tIrthanI bhAvayAtrA ! keTalI badhI yAtrA karAvI ApI che A sUtramAM ? pratimAmAM sAkSAt bhagavAnanI buddhi pedA na thAya tyAM sudhI tamArA caityavaMdanamAM prANa nahi Ave. kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie che 433

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-13 29-6-2000, guruvAra na vi mujhaMti sasallA jaha bhaNiyaM savvabhAvadaMsIhiM / maraNapuNabbhavarahiyA, AloyaNa niMdaNA sAhU // 155 / / * tIrthanI sevA vinA koI mukti pAmI zake nahi. tIratha seve te lahe AnaMdaghana avatAra..." ApaNo mokSa nathI thayo. kAraNa tIrthanI ArAdhanA nathI karI. tIrtha maLyuM haze, paNa ApaNe virAdhanA karI haze. majJaSSAddha viraddhi 2 zivAya ra mavAya " - vItarAga stotra. * covIseya kalAka koI tamArA guru banI zake nahi. ApaNe ja ApaNA guru banavuM paDe. * bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA zubha kAryo thatA ja nathI. koI paNa zubha kAryamAM bhagavAnanI kRpA joIe ja. ghaNIvAra manamAM thAyaH huM AvuM bolI gayo? meM ATaluM lakhyuM? lakhavA dhArelo graMtha kharekhara meM ja lakhyo ? kevI rIte lakhAyo ? kevI rIte bolAyuM ? paNa pachI tarata ja bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI kRpA yAda Ave ane badhA ja praznonA javAba maLI jAya. 434 je kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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zubha kArya ja nahi, zubha vicAra paNa bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja Ave che. "eko'pi zubho bhAvo jAyate sa bhagavatkRpAlabhya eva / eka paNa zubha vicAra karavAnI tamArI tAkAta nathI; je tamArA para bhagavAnanI kRpA na hoya ! manamAM zubha vicAronI dhArA cAlI rahI hoya tyAre cokkasa mAnajo : mArA para prabhu-kRpA varasI rahI che. * * ApaNA manamAM bannenI laDAI cAle che, zubha ane azubha bane vicAro aMdara utpanna thayA kare che. jyAM ApaNI zakti joDAya tenI jIta thAya che. - moTA bhAge ApaNe azabhane ja zakti ApI che. pelA kurukSetramAM kauravo hAryA ane pAMDavo jItyA hatA. ApaNA mananA kurukSetramAM kauravo [azubha vicAro] jItI rahyA che ne pAMDavo [zubhavicAro] hArI rahyA che. azubha vicArothI azubha karma. azubha karmathI pApa. pApathI duHkha. ApaNA duHkhanuM sarjana ApaNA ja hAthe thaI rahyuM che. Azcarya che ne ? chatAM ApaNe ApaNA duHkha mATe bIjA para doSAropaNa karIe chIe. ApaNe niyaMtraNa karavA prayatna karIe chatAM azubha-vicAro AvI jatA hoya to zuM karavuM? mana hAthamAM na rahetuM hoya to zuM karavuM ? zAstrakAra upAya batAve che : tarata ja azubha vicAronI gaha karo, tene haDaselI mUko. zAstrIya bhASAmAM Ane duSkRta gaha kahevAya che. je duSkatonI tame gaha karo cho, te tamArA AtmAmAM UMDA mULa jamAvI zakatA nathI. phalataH tamAre pApa ane duHkhanA bhAgI banavuM paDatuM nathI. azubha vicAro baddhamULa banI gayA hoya to e tamane avazya azubha kAryo tarapha dorI jAya che. pachI enuM tame niyaMtraNa karI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 435

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zakatA nathI. tame jotA raho, ane A baddhamUla banelA azubha vicAro tamArI pAsethI kArya karAvatA rahe. najara sAme ja corI thatI rahe chatAM tame lAcAra banIne joyA karo. kazuM ja na karI zako. jo Ama ja hoya to azubha vicArone baddhamUla zA mATe thavA devA ? azubha vicArone tyAre ja duSkata gartA dvArA nirmULa zA mATe na karI devA ? azubha vicArothI tripRSThanA bhavamAM karelA karmo TheTha mahAvIra svAmInA bhAvamAM paNa bhogavavA paDatA hoya, karmo bhagavAnane paNa na choDatA hoya, to e karmothI atyArathI ja ApaNe sAvaceta zA mATe na rahevuM ? pApone dUra karavA hoya to satata tenI AlocanA, niMdA, gartA, dugaMchA Adi karatA raho. "Aloia niMdia garahia dugaMchiaM sammaM / ' Ama karanAra sAdhakanA janma-maraNanuM cakra aTakI jAya che. kAraNa ke enA mULamAM teNe palitto cAMpyo che * AdinAtha bhagavAnanA jIve, jIvAnaMda vaidanA bhavamAM eka muninI jabaradasta sevA karelI. kuSTha-rogagrasta eka munine nIrogI banAvelA. mitronI sahAyathI temaNe sevA karelI. gozISa caMdana, ratnakaMbala, lakSapAka tela eikekanuM mUlya eka lAkha sonaiyA hatuM ] A traNeya vastunA samyam upayogathI IlAja karelo. tIrthakaronA jIvo AvA hoya. AthI ja tIrthaMkaro "kAkAmete parArtha vyasananaH " kahevAyA che. * pAponA prAyazcitta mATe [kone keTaluM prAyazcitta ApavuM te batAvavA 45 AgamamAM cha Agamo che. e cha ne chedagraMtho kahevAyA che. chedagraMtho bhaNavA mATe paryAya, pada ke uMmara nahi, paNa gaMbhIratA ja jovAya. game teTalA dabANa chatAM gupta vAta nIkaLe nahi te gaMbhIratA che. pelI traNa pUtaLInI vArtAmAM Ave che ne ? traNa 436 ka kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pUtaLImAM sauthI vadhu kiMmata kaI pUtaLInI ? je potAnA peTamAM utAre, bahAra na javA de tenI. eno artha e thayo ke gaMbhIratA mUlyavAna che. | * zarIra sAruM hatuM tyAM sudhI pU. devendrasUrijI dareka kriyA UbhA-UbhA ja karatA. 78 varSanI uMmare paNa jabaradasta apramattatA. chellA be varSa phrekacaranA kAraNe pathArIvaza gayA te judI vAta che. bAkI emanI apramattatA addabhuta hatI. AjanA kALamAM bhAgye ja jovA maLe tevI adbhuta hatI. | * eka paNa maraNa-zalya sahita thAya to pharI-pharI janmamaraNa cAlu ja rahe. mATe ja pazcAttApa ane prAyazcitta dvArA zalyanuM visarjana karavAnuM zAstrIya vidhAna che. bhuvanabhAnu kevaLI potAnuM jIvana caritra kahetAM kahe che : keTalIye covIzIo pahelA huM 14 pUrvI hato... paNa pramAdAdinA kAraNe huM anaMtakALa mATe TheTha nigodamAM cAlyo gayo. pramAda ApaNo sauthI moTo zatru che. kaTTaramAM kaTTara zatru paNa nukazAna kare te nukazAna A eka pramAda kare che. pramAda kyAM Ave? moTA bhAge pratikramaNa, vAcanA AdimAM. ahIM paNa jhokA khAnArA haze. UMghatAne jagADIe to zuM kahe ? "nA...sAheba ! huM nathI UMghato !' UMghanAro kadI sAcuM na bole. guru jagADe chatAM pelo na jage to gurue Akhare upekSA karavI paDe. gurunI upekSA thatI jAya tema pelAno prasAda vadhato jAya. A pramAdanA kAraNe anaMtA 14 pUrvIo Aje paNa nigodamAM paDelA che. * A badhI vAto jinAgamonI che. ahIM mAruM kazuM nathI. ame to rasoIA chIe. rasoIAnuM potAnuM kazuM nathI hotuM. zeThanA mAlamAMthI tamane bhAve tevI vAnagIo banAvIne e tamane Ape che. ame paNa bhagavAnanI vAto tamArA jevAne samajAya tevI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 430

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bhASAmAM kahevAno prayatna karIe chIe. amArA hAthe banatI vAnagIo kevI che ! te to tamane vadhu khabara paDe. * zubha vicArothI zubha karmonI tAkAta vadhe. eTalI tAkAta vadhe ke azubha karmo paNa zubhamAM badalAI jAya. azubha vicAro karavAthI ullu bane. zubha karmo paNa azubhamAM badalAI jAya. zAstrakAro zubha vicAra para vajana ApavAnuM eTale ja kahe che. * huM hamaNA siddhAcala para paDI gayo. nIce patthara hatA. kyAMya paNa paDuM to vAge tema ja hatuM. mAthAmAM, pIThamAM, pagamAM, hAthamAM, kyAMka to vAge ja. paNa Azcarya ! mane kyAMya na vAgyuM. mane potAne navAI lAge che. AmAM huM bhagavAnano anugraha na mAnuM to kono mAnuM ? * divasamAM iriyAvahiyaM keTalI vAra karavAnI hoya ? Dagale ne pagale IriyAvahiyaM UbhI ja hoya. pratikramaNa, paDilehaNa, devavaMdana vagere tamAma kriyAmAM iriyAvahiya. are... kAjo levo hoya ke 100 DagalAthI vadhu cAlyA hoIe ke praznavaNAdi paraThavyuM hoya toya IriyAvahiya. zuM che A iriyAvahiyaMmAM? IriyAvahiyaMmAM azubha bhAvanI dhArAne nAza karavAnA traNeya upAyo samAviSTa che. iriyAvahiya mAM duSkRta-garyA. logasamAM sukRta-anumodanA ane zaraNAgati che. * bhUla karavI, karyA pachI na svIkAravI, pazcAttApa ke prAyazcitta na karavuM... eTale potAnA hAthe potAnuM ja du:khamaya bhAvi UbhuM karavuM. banI zake tyAM sudhI bhUla karavI ja nahi. bhUla thaI jAya to tarata ja kabUla karavI, " micchAmi dukkaDa" mAMgavuM. nAnA hoya toya sAmethI ""micchAmi dukkaDa" mAMgavuM. AmAM kAMI moTAI jatI nathI. * AcArya garama thaI jAya tyAre namra ziSya zuM vicAre ? 438 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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AcArya kevA krodhI che ? mane vaDha-vaDha karyA ja kare che ? huM eka maLyo ? bIjA paNa kyAM Avo guno nathI karatA ? AvA vicAro kare ? AvA vicAro karyA hota to caMDarudrAcAryano pelo nUtana dIkSita kevaLajJAna meLavI zakyo hota ? tyAre namra ziSya to vicAre : huM kevo adhama ke ATalI ucca bhUmikAe rahelA AcAryane mArA kAraNe nIcenI bhUmikAe AvavuM paDe che. emanI pAse ziSyono kyAM toTo hato ? 500 to ziSyo hatA ja. emaNe mane sAmethI kyAM dIkSA ApI che ? meM mAMgI che, tyAre ApIne ? mArA nimitte AcArya bhagavaMtane gusso karavo paDe te mArI ayogyatA che. AvA vicArathI ja emane kevaLajJAna maLyuM haze ne ? * samaya badhAne samAna ja maLe che. mahApuruSone 25 kalAka ne bIjAne 24 kalAkano divasa maLe che, evuM nathI. samAna rUpe maLatI samayarUpI bakSisane saphaLa zI rIte banAvazo? aparAdha karIne tene vyartha paNa gumAvI zakAya ane ArAdhanA karIne saphaLa paNa banAvI zakAya. siddhagiri para AdinAtha keTalIvAra AvyA ? sarerAza dara daza hajAra ane daza varSe bhagavAna padhAratA hatA. badhuM maLIne siddhAcala para 9 koTAkoTi 85 kroDa lAkha, 44 kroDa hajAra vAra AvyA. pUrvanI rIta H 84 lAkhane 84 lAkha guNavAthI eka pUrvanI saMkhyA : 705OOOOOOOOOO. A saMkhyAne 99 thI guNavAthI da98544OOOOOOOOO saMkhyA thaze. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 439

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pAlItANA jeTha vada-0)) 1-7-2000, zanivAra * A tIrtha bhagavAnanI karuNAnuM phaLa che. sau jIvo pUrNa sukhane pAme-evI karuNAmAMthI A tIrthano janma thayo che. bhagavAnanuM cAritra pUrNa sukha ApavA samartha che. cAritranA daDha saMskAro evA nAkho, jethI A cAritra, pUrNa sukhamaya mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI dareka janmamAM maLyA ja kare. 7-8 mAnavabhava sudhI cAritra maLe to vAta pUrI thaI jAya, mokSa maLI ja jAya. A cAritra niraticAra joIe, niHzalya joIe. zalya rahI jAya to samAdhi-maraNa na maLe. samAdhi maraNa na maLe to sadgati kyAMthI maLe ? sazalya mRtyu ApaNane virAdhaka banAve che. A eka bhava sudharI jAya, ekavAra mAtra samAdhi mRtyu maLI jAya to bhavobhava sudharI jAya. zarTamAM paheluM eka baTana barAbara nakhAI jAya to bAkInA baTana barAbara ja AvavAnA. eka baTana ADuM avaLuM nakhAI gayuM to badhA ja baTana ADA-avaLA ja nakhAI javAnA. A eka bhava barAbara to bhavobhava barAbara. A eka bhava kharAba to bhavobhava kharAba. * zama, saMvega, nirveda, anukaMpA ane AstikatA-samyakatvanA 440 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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lakSaNono A krama pradhAnatAe che. utpattimAM utkramathI samajavo. eTale ke pahelA AstikatA [zraddhA] pedA thAya. zraddhAmAMthI kramaza: anukaMpA, nirveda, saMvega jAge. e saunA phaLa rUpe chelle zamaprazamanI prApti thAya. AstikatA mULa che. zama phUla che. AstikatA pAyo che. zama AgAzI che. AstikatA taLeTI che. zama zikhara che. AstikatA khAta muhUrta che. zama pratiSThA che. * abhaya, adveSa ane akheda.....sAdhanAnI pUrvabhUmikA rUpe A traNa guNa pragaTe che. je bIjAne abhaya Ape te svayaM paNa abhaya rahe. bIjane bhaya Ape te svayaM paNa bhayabhIta rahe. guMDAo, trAsavAdIo, julamI netAo AthI ja bhayabhIta hoya che. yogIo jaMgalI prANIo vacce paNa nirbhaya hoya che. giranAranA sahasAgra vanamAM ApaNA eka jaina sAdhaka baMdhu guphAmAM dhyAna karatA hatA. eka vAghaNa parivAra sahita tyAM AvI. sAdhaka tenAthI DaryA vinA tyAM ja beTho rahyo. vAghaNa ke tenA baccAoe kazuM ja karyuM nahi. emane ema cAlatA thayA. hiMsA-pratiSThAyAM tatsannidhI vaira-lyA : '' - pAtaMjala yogadarzana. pataMjali kahe che : ahiMsAnI siddhi jenA jIvanamAM thaI gaI hoya tenI pAse jatAM ja hRdayamAM rahelI vaira bhAvanA naSTa thaI jAya. siddhi ene ja kahevAya, je bIjAmAM tame UtArI zako. ahiMsAnI siddhi to ja gaNAya jo tamArI pAse AvanAra ahiMsaka bane. * gRhasthomAM paNa dAna-udAratAnA guNo kevA utkRSTa hoya che ? sAMbhaLIne Azcarya thAya. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 441

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amArA lodImAM kizanalAlajI rahe. mahemAnagati karavAmAM eTalA udAra ke AvanAranI bhakti karavAmAM kAMi bAkI na rAkhe. ziyALAmAM to kAju, badAma, pIstA khobA bharIne Ape. e kAraNe puNya paNa evuM ke e yugamAM paNa lAkho rUpiyA kamAtA. * jayapuramAM [vi.saM.2042] eka bhAI Avyo. meM navakAranI bAdhAnI vAta karI to kahevA lAgyo : . mahArAna...! navAra zinane se kyA hAyavA ? roTI....roTI... bolane se kyA peTa bhara jAyegA ? arihaMta.... arihaMta bolane se kyA mokSa ho jAyegA ? mujhe bAta nahIM baiThatI / meM ene ardho kalAka sudhI samajAvyo. paNa pelo mAnavA taiyAra ja na thayo. meM chevaTe kahyuM : '"TI hai / bApajI naitI maranI / trApajo sadbuddhi milo.... maiM to prabhu se yahI prArthanA karUMgA / lo, yaha vAsakSepa / '' pelo bhAI vAsakSepa laIne cAlato thayo. mane thayuM : A bicAro navakAranI niMdA karIne keTalA karma bAMdhaze ? bajAramAM jaIne pelo sAMje pAcho pharyo ne kahevA lAgyo : "guruveva...! pratijJA ke vo ! merI pattI thI ! vinA mAvAna kA nAma liye, kisI kA AtmakalyANa nahIM ho sakatA / " teNa eka mALAnI bAdhA sAme caDIne lIdhI. mane saMtoSa thayo. * bhagavAnanuM nAma bahumAnapUrvaka levAnuM zarU karo eTale pApo potAnA bistrA-poTalA laIne bhAge ja. sUryanA kiraNathI aMdhakAra bhAge. prabhunA nAmathI pApa bhAge... "vasaMstavena.. bhavasantati...'' bhaktAmara Akhoya logassa bhagavAnanA nAmathI bharelo che. covIzeya bhagavAnanI nAmapUrvakanI stuti khuda gaNadharoe racI che. jemAM 442 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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bhagavAna pAse Arogya, bodhi ane samAdhinI mAMgaNI karavAmAM AvI che. vaLI, covIseya bhagavAna sAme ja che, ema mAnIne stuti thayelI che. "mithuna' no A ja artha thAya. carmacakSuthI bhale pratyakSa na hoya, paNa mAnasa-cakSuthI - zAstra-cakSuthI -bhagavAna sAkSAta che. A kalpanA nathI, satya che. kAraNa ke .....prabhu sarvamAM che, sarvatra che, sarvadA che. prabhune koi pratibaMdha nathI. A rIte bhagavAna satata upakAra karatA ja rahe che. Teliphona karatAM pahelA tame te vyaktinA naMbara joDo cho ne pachI tenI sAthe tame vAta karo cho. bhagavAnanuM nAma, bhagavAnanA naMbara che. bhagavAnanuM nAma lo eTale saMparka thAya ja. tyAM saMbaMdha joDanAra tAra che. ahIM premano taMtu joIe. to bhagavAna sAthe joDANa thAya ja. phonamAM to pelo phona upADe to ja vAta thaI zake, paNa ahIM to bhagavAna sarvajJa che. ApaNe jyAM prabhumaya banyA te ja kSaNe ApaNuM bhagavAna sAthe joDANa thaI ja gayuM. emanA kevaLajJAnanA ArIsAmAM badhuM saMkrAnta thayeluM ja che. kevaLajJAnanA ArIsAmAM AkhuM jagata saMkrAnta hoya to ApaNe, ApaNA hRdayanA bhAvo saMkrAMta na hoya te zI rIte bane ? Indra mahArAjA kahe che : "bhagavan... ! tyAM rahelA Apa, ahIM rahelA mane juo.' bhagavAna to jue ja che, paNa Ama kahevAthI kahenArano upayoga prabhumaya bane che. * bhaktane haMmezA lAge : bodhi ane samAdhi saune maLo. kAraNa ke mArA bhagavAnano Avo manoratha hato. bhagavAnano manoratha siddha thAya, evuM kyo bhakta na Icche ? * dvAdazAMgI eTale ratna-karaMDaka, gaNipiTaka. A AgamanA karaMDIAmAM, A peTImAM saMpUrNa mokSamArga che. e Agamane bhaNavA-bhaNAvavAthI, e mujaba jIvavAthI prabhunA kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 443

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mArgane AgaLa calAvavAmAM ApaNe nimitta banIe chIe. Agama pramANe jIvana jIvavAthI ja sAcI paraMparA cAle. mATe ja jJAnI ane kriyAvAna ja svayaM tare ane bIjAne tAre, ema kahyuM * dariyo game teTalo bhayaMkara hoya ke game teTalo moTo hoya, paNa majabUta sTImaramAM besanArane bhaya nathI hoto : huM zI rIte pele pAra pahoMcIza ? saMsAra game teTalo bhayaMkara hoya, paNa A tIrthanA jahAjamAM besanArane bhaya kevo ? bApalaDAM re pAtakaDA tume zuM karazo have rahIne re? zrI siddhAcala nayaNe jotAM, dUra jAo tume vahIne re." A tIrthanI sparzanAno sauthI moTo phAyado e ke ApaNane bhavyatvanI chApa lAgI. durbhavya to enI sparzanA pAmI zakto nathI. bIjo phAyado : durgatino bhaya gayo. trIjo phAyado : samakti maLyuM. A zAzvata girirAjanI sparzanA jevuM uttama nimitta maLavA chatAM samakti na maLe to thaI rahyuM. * sAkaramAM mIThAza, vastramAM saphedAI abhedabhAve che, tema AtmAmAM guNo abhedabhAve rahelA che. jJAna, AnaMda vagere guNo ApaNI aMdara ja abhedabhAve che, chatAM ApaNe ene pArakA mAnIe chIe ne pArakA varNa, gaMdha, Adine potAnA mAnIe chIe. A ja moha che. A ja avidyA che. gurue to mAtra oLakha mATe nAma ApyuM. paNa ApaNe to e nAmane "huM ' mAnI beThA, enI koI prazaMsA kare to rAjI, niMdA kare to nArAja thaI jaIe chIe. nAmathI para mAruM astitva che, e vAta ja bhUlI gayA. * sAdhanA ApaNane lAgu nathI paDatI tenuM kAraNa bhagavAnanuM 4 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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saMpUrNa zaraNuM svIkAryuM nathI. vAnara-zizu mAne vaLagI rahe che ne mA jyAM jAya tyAM pahoMcI jAya che. che. A jJAnInuM prabhune samarpaNa che. jJAnI prabhune pakaDe che. mArjara-zizune mArkArI [bilADI] moDhethI pakaDIne laI jAya A bhaktanuM prabhune samarpaNa che. bhaktane bhagavAna pakaDe che. prabhune kahI do : anyathA zaraNaM nAsti...! tArazo to Apa ja tA2zo. mAre bIje kyAMya javuM nathI. dezo to tumahi bhaluM, bIjA to navi yAcuM re...' * kyAMka kavie AdinAtha prabhune upAlaMbha ApatAM kahyuM che : prabhu! Ape ApanI mAtA, putro, pautro vagere badhAne mokSa Apyo. mane kema nahi ? A pakSapAta nathI ? bhakta bhale upAlaMbhanI bhASAmAM kahe, paNa koi bhagavAne kyAMya kyAreya pakSapAta karyo ja nathI. marIci pautra hato, chatAM kyAM tAryo ? kharUM kahuM to ApaNane taravAnI IcchA che, enA karatAM kai gaNI vadhu bhagavAnane tAravAnI IcchA che. ghaDo *ghaDAbhAI ! moDhAnI apekSAe tamAruM peTa khUba ja moTuM che. to oparezana kema karAvatA nathI ?' peTa moTuM che mATe to temAM kaMika samAya che. jo tenuM oparezana thayuM to tame tarasyA rahezo. badhe ja oparezana karavAnA nathI hotA, pAgalo !' kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 445

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-1, 2-7-2000, ravivAra * je sAdhanA dvArA bhagavAne pUrNa AnaMda prApta karyo te ja sAdhanA ApaNane batAvI che. je vepAra dvArA pitAjIe aDhaLaka dhana kamAyuM hoya te vepAranI kaLA potAnA saMtAnone na batAve ? ApaNe sau bhagavAnanA saMtAna chIe. bhagavAna to kahI gayA che ? tamane maLelI sAdhanA tame paNa tamArA mATe anAmata nahi rAkhatA, bIjAne ApatA rahejo. ApatA rahezo to paraMparA cAlaze. * kahevAya che ke puSparAvartanA meghathI 21 varSa sudhI bhUmi pAka ApyA kare. bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI vANInA prabhAvathI 21 hajAra varSa sudhI zAsana cAlyA karavAnuM. * vAdaLane joIne morane sauthI vadhu AnaMda thAya. samyagdaSTine prabhunI vANInI vRSTithI AnaMda thAya. ApaNuM hRdaya jina-vacanathI AnaMdathI nAcI UThe che ? jema jema AnaMda vadhato jAya tema tema ApaNI bhUmikA ucca ne ucca banatI jAya, samyakatva, dezavirati, sarvavirati Adi AgaLa-AgaLanI bhUmikAo AvatI jAya. Ama to A AnaMda apArthiva che, bhautikatAthI para che, chatAM sau manuSyo samajI zake mATe bhagavAne sAdhunA prAraMbhanA eka 46 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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varSanuM sukha devalokanAM sukha sAthe sarakhAvyuM che. pachI to sAdhunuM sukha eTaluM vadhI jAya ke anuttara devonuM sukha paNa kyAMya pAchaLa rahI jAya. * lezyAo jema jema vizuddha thatI jAya tema tema jIvanamAM madhuratA [ghaNA sAdhako kahe che ke mane Aje mIThAzano anubhava thayo. A mIThAza te vezyAnA pudgalothI thayelI samajavI. uttarAdhyayanamAM jagatanA uttama mIThA padArtho jevI madhuratA zubha lezyAonI kahI che.] vadhatI jaya. jema jema vezyAo azuddha bane tema tema jIvanamAM kaDavAza vadhatI jAya. AvA satata vardhamAna pariNAmavALA sAdhuthI ja A jagata TakI rahyuM che. potAnAthI Dabbala moTo lavaNa samudra jaMbudvIpane DUbADI deto nathI, te AvA sAdhuono prabhAva che. bhagavAna to jagatanA nAtha che ja, paNa emanA AvA ucca sAdhuo paNa jagatanA nAtha bane che. kAraNa ke paramAtmAnI jhalaka temanA AtmAmAM UtarI che. prabhuno prabhAva temanAmAM Utaryo che. AvA munine "karuNAsiMdhu' kahyA che. tame gRhastho dInaduHkhIne joIne paisA Adi dravya padArthonuM dAna karo cho, paNa sAdhuo zAnuM dAna kare che ? apramatta guNaThANe rahelA AvA sAdhuo mAtra prabhunA dhyAnamAM beThA hoya to paNa jagatanuM utkRSTa kalyANa thayA ja kare. e mATe na vAsakSepanI jarUra paDe, na AzIrvAdanI jarUra paDe. * sAdhuo jagatanuM kalyANa kare che, temAM paNa bhagavAnano ja prabhAva kAma karI rahyo che. arihaMtanA dhyAnamAM rahe te ja sAdhu kahevAya. AvA sAdhu, upAdhyAya ke AcAryane karelo namaskAra paNa sarva pApano nAzaka bane. navakAramAM lakhyuM che : . "go vaMva namuvAro | lavya pAvapUMAso " A pAMceyano [mAtra arihaMta ja nahi namaskAra sarva pApano nAza karanAra che. * mRtyu samaye badhuM bhUlAI jaze; jyAre nADIo kheMcAtI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 40

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hoya, AMtaraDA taNAtA hoya, bhayaMkara vedanA hoya tyAre navakAra sivAya bIjuM kAMI yAda nahi AvI zake. tyAre 14 pUrvIo paNa bIjuM badhuM choDI navakAranA zaraNe jAya che. navakArane bhAvita banAvyo haze to ja aMta samaye yAda Avaze. vAraMvAra bhAvapUrvaka raTavAthI ja navakAra bhAvita bane che. mATe ja huM navakAravALInI bAdhA Apato rahuM chuM. saLagatA gharamAMthI vANiyo ratnanI poTalI laIne jaldI nIkaLI jAya, tema mRtyunA samaye saLagatA zarIramAMthI navakArarUpI ratnanI poTalI laI ApaNe nIkaLI javAnuM che. atyaMta sAvadhAnI rAkhavI paDaze. A sAvadhAnI bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja maLaze. * bhagavAna jo tamArA hRdayamAM rahI gayA to game teTaluM mohanuM tophAna tamArI jIvana-naiyA nahi DUbADI zake. tapa-japa moha mahAtophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re; paNa navi bhaya muja hAthohAthe, tAre te che sAthe re.' amerikA jevI mahAsattAnuM pIThabaLa hoya tene TacukaDA dezo parezAna karI zake nahi tema prabhunuM pIThabaLa jene maLyuM hoya tene moha parezAna karI zake nahi. "pho me sAro pappA, nAba-vaMsaLa-saMgo | sesA vAhirA mAvA, sarve saMgovizvaUT ITdukA" A gAthA ahIM AvI che, je roja ApaNe saMthArA porasImAM bolIe ja chIe. mRtyunA tithi, vAra, mAsa, varSa ke koI samaya niyata nathI. e game tyAre AvI jAya. sAdhu ene satkAravA sadA taiyAra hoya : Ava mRtyudeva ! huM tAruM svAgata karavA taiyAra chuM. duniyAnA bIjA loko tArAthI DarIne dUra bhAgatA haze, paNa huM evo nathI, 448 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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Ava dosta ! huM tane hRdayathI bheTavA cAhuM chuM. tArI AMkhomAM AMkho milAvIne tane oLakhavA mAMguM chuM. Ama sAdhu mRtyu mATe sadA taiyAra ja hoya. saMthArAporasI eTale mRtyunI taiyArI. dehano nAza che. mAro kyAM nAza che ? . deha anitya che. huM to nitya chuM. saDaNa-paDaNa pugalanuM lakSaNa che, mAruM nahi. huM to akSayaavinAzI Atmatattva chuM. pudgalonA lakSaNothI mArA lakSaNo taddana bhinna che. zarIra saLage emAM mAre zuM ? zarIra sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka banyuM e barAbara, bAkI zarIra "para" che. zarIra ne chuTI paDaze to paNa ciMtA zAnI ? mokSa nahi maLe tyAM sudhI zarIra to pharI-pharI maLavAnuM ja che. basa, eTalI ja apekSA rahe che H A zarIra chuTatuM hoya tyAre hRdayamAM prabhunuM smaraNa hoya, navakAranuM raTaNa hoya. zazikAntabhAIH ApanI ane amArI vacce bahu cheTuM na paDI jAya. pUjyazrI H ATalA najIka to tame AvI gayA cho. haju paNa najIka Avo to koNa roke che ? koNa najIka koNa dUra ? eno nirNaya koNa karaze ? sulatA dUra hatI toya najIka hatI. gozALo najIka hato toya dUra hato. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.nI aMtima avasthA hatI. ame chelle temane pATaNamAM maLyA. pUjyazrInI tabIyata joI Ama to rokAI javAnuM ja mana thaI AvyuM, paNa beDAno [vi.saM.2036, vaizAkha] kAryakrama nakkI thaI gayo hato eTale javuM paDyuM. beDAthI vaLatI vakhate prathama mAsika tithi pATaNamAM hatI. bIjA badhA bhakto raDatA hatA ane kahetA hatA : have zuM thaze ? paNa meM kahyuM : pU. paMnyAsajI ma. gayA, e vAta ja khoTI che. e to bhaktonA hRdayamAM kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie jala

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birAjamAna che. vizeSAvazyakamAM lakhyuM che : je ziSyanA hRdayamAM guru che, tene kadI viyoga paDato ja nathI. gurunI badhI ja zakti tevA ziSyamAM saMkrAnta thaI jAya. A ja vAta bhagavAna para paNa lAgu paDe. * zarIra para rAga vadhu ke bhagavAna para vadhu ? game teTaluM zarIrane kaSTa paDe, paNa bhagavAnano rAga chuTavo na joIe. [o ke mArI AvI sAdhanA nathI. huM to mAtra kahuM chuM.]. * "rAga bhare jana-mana raho, paNa tihuM kAla vairAga; citta tamArA re samudrano, koI na pAme re tAga..." he prabhu....! loko kahe che : Apa vItarAga cho, to paNa bhaktonA manamAM raho cho. A rAga na kahevAya ? prabhu ! ApanuM citta to samudra che. eno koNa tAga pAmI zake ? " audAsInye'pi satataM, vizva vizvopakAriNe / namo vairAgya nighnAya, tAyine paramAtmane / " bhagavAna udAsIna che, vItarAga che, eno artha evo nathI ke bhagavAna patthara jevA kaThora banI gayA. bhagavAna to phUlathI paNa komaLa che. vItarAga hovA chatAM parama vAtsalyanA bhaMDAra che. anekAMtavAdanI daSTie paraspara virodhI guNadharmo paNa samAI zake. bhagavAna vItarAga che chatAM rAgInA hRdayamAM vase che, saMsArano rAga kharAba che, dharma-rAga, bhakti-rAga to khUba ja zreSTha che. bhagavAnane kahIe chIe ne ? : "jiNaMdarAya ! dharajo dharma-saneha..." bhagavatI sUtramAM Ave che : "daMtA joya." gautama svAmIne javAba ApatAM bhagavAna A kahe che. "hanta' zabda prIti-vAcaka paNa che, ema TIkAkAre noMdhyuM che. vItarAgamAM prIti kyAMthI AvI ? A prIti bhagavAnanI karuNA ane vatsalatAne jaNAvanArI che. pAraNuM dUra che, paNa dorI mAtAnI pAse che. ApaNI hRdayanI 50 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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dorI bhagavAna sAthe joDAyelI hovI joIe. raDato bALaka mAnA dorI-dhUnana mAtrathI zAMta thaI jAya, bhakta bhagavAnanA smaraNa mAtrathI zAMta thaI jAya. bhaktane anubhava thAya che H bhagavAna mane bolAvI rahyA che, bheTI rahyA che, mArA aMgeaMgamAM phelAI rahyA che. upA. yazovijayajIno A svAnubhava che. e khoTo to nahi ja hoya. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. bhautika dehe bhale hAjara nathI, paNa guNa-dehe hAjara che. bAkI bhautika deha to bhagavAnano paNa na Take. | * bharata kSetranA mAnavIonuM zuM ? evA praznanA uttaramAM sImaMdhara svAmIe A zAzvata girirAjane parama AlaMbana-bhUta gaNAvyuM che. A girinI sparzanA eTale anaMtA siddhonI sparzanA ! girirAja para maMdironI zreNi eTale kevaLajJAnarUpI lakSmInuM sthAna [bAvAsaH deva zrI] ema kahyuM che. ahIM pUjA karanAro gRhastha daridra na hoya. ghaNA kahe che : jaino ATalA zrImaMta kema ? teo jANI le ke jaino bhagavAnanI pUjA choDatA nathI. pUjA na chUTe tyAMthI lakSmI paNa na chUTe. pUja puNyanuM parama kAraNa che. lakSmI puNyathI baMdhAyelI che. | 'du gharma- zatuH ' A maMdira-zreNi eTale dharma rAjAno killo. cittoDagaDhano [Aje paNa e killo vidyamAna che. ame tyAM gayelA paNa chIe.] killo joyo che ne ? tyAM gayelAne zatruno bhaya na hoya. maMdiramAM mohano bhaya na ja satAve. e to maMdirathI bahAra nIkaLI jyAM tame joDA pahero tyAM ja temAM chUpAyelA mohanA guMDAo tamArA hRdayamAM ghusI jAya. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 451

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maMdiramAM jaI bhagavAna sAthe saMpUrNa ekAkAra thaIne juo. A kALamAM paNa tame samAdhi sudhI pahoMcI zako. 'kSetra suvuddhi-yIkhAnAm / ' bhagavAnanuM maMdira eTale satbuddhinA bIjane vAvavAnuM khetara. bIja vavAyeluM hoya eTale e UgavAnuM. nidhAnaM dhyAna-sampAn / ' jinAlaya dhyAnanI saMpattinuM nidhAna che. Ano anubhava karavo hoya to osIyA-sevADI vagere gAmonA prAcIna maMdiromAM beso. tamane dhyAnano anubhava thaze. 2200 varSa jUnA e maMdiro che. gharamAM karo ne derAsaramAM dhyAna karo. bannemAM pharaka paDavAno. kSetrano paNa prabhAva hoya che, tema tamane tamAro anubhava ja samajAvaze. (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (;) (7) (c) mananI nava zakti dhairya tarka-vitarkamAM nipuNatA smaraNa bhrAnti kalpanA kSamA zubha saMkalpa azubha saMkalpa (9) caMcaLatA -- mahAbhArata zAntiparva 452 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-2 3-7-2000, somavAra [Aje savAre girirAja para pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM dAdAnA darabAramAM abhiSeka karAyA. zazikAMtabhAi dvArA megharAjAne prArthanA karAi. zreNibhAI paNa AvelA. bapore megharAjA rIjyA paNa kharA. gai kAle paNa rIjhelA.] * bhagavAnanI AjJA pALavAthI temanI aciMtya zaktino anubhava thAya che. udAharaNa rUpe gaNadhara bhagavaMto. temaNe jyAM binazaratI samarpaNa karyuM tyAM ja samyagdarzanAdi pAmI sarvavirati to meLavI ja, tripadInA zravaNa mAtrathI antarmuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI paNa banAvI. tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanI jema gaNadhara nAmakarmano paNa udaya thAya che. te udaya, temano tyAre thayelo. ' bhagavAna pachI devardhvigaNi kSamAzramaNa sudhI, 1000 varSa sudhI Agamono pATha mukhapAThathI cAlato rahelo. pachI Agamo pustakArUDha banyA. pustakonI jarUra paDI te vadhatI buddhihInatAnI sUcanA hatI. * AdinAtha mahAkAvyanA racayitA kavi dhanapAlane rAjA bhoje kahyuM : AmAM ayodhyAnA sthAne dhArA, AdinAthanA sthAne zaMkara, kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie ja 453

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bharatanA sthAne bhoja-ATalo pheraphAra karo. dhanapAle na svIkAratAM rAjAe tene [pustakane bhasmIbhUta karyuM. kaviputrI tilakamaMjarInI yAda zaktithI e grantha punarjIvita thayo. putrInA nAma parathI e granthanuM nAma "tilaka maMjarI' paDyuM. amArA dhyAna vicAra granthanuM paNa evuM ja thayeluM. ujjaina vakhate siM. 2038] presavALAe tenI hastaprata khoI nAkhI. mane thayuM H haze, bhagavAnanI tenI marajI haze. emAM paNa kaMIka zubha saMketa haze. pustaka jevuM lakhAvuM joIe tevuM nahi lakhAyuM hoya. ame pharIthI lakhavuM zarU karyuM. pahelAthI paNa suMdara rIte lakhAIne e "dhyAna vicAra' grantha pragaTa thayo. pustaka bhale upAya che, paNa badhuM pustakanA bharose na rahevuM joIe. * mokSamAM to javuM che, paNa atyAre nahi. dIkSA to levI che, paNa atyAre nahi. moTAbhAganA lokonI mAnasikatA AvI hoya che. enA AvA vicAramAM ja AkhI jIMdagI pUrI thaI jAya che. zubha vicAra kadI mUlatavI na rAkho. azubha vicArone haMmezA mUlatavI rAkho. * atyAre vAcanAmAM caMdAviya grantha jei pIstAlIza AgamamAMnuM eka che.] cAle che. A granthamAM mukti prAptinA zreSTha upAyo batAvAyA che. atyAre samAdhi maraNano viSaya cAle che. mRtyu, samAdhimRtyu kyAre bane ? ApaNuM hRdaya niHzalya bane, 18 pApasthAnakothI mukta bane tyAre. aDhAreya pApo, mokSamArganA saMsarganA vidgabhUta kahevAyA che: muvImA samAviSagADuM ' e dUra karyA vinA ApaNo mArga kadI muktigAmI na banI zake. aDhAreya pApo prAyaH mohanIya karma-janya che. mohano tyAga 454 & kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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karavAno che. * AzravathI dUra thAo saMvaramAM sthira thAo. A ja eka mAtra prabhunI mukhya AjJA che. samyagudarzana AvatAM ja vicAromAM ekadama spaSTatA AvI jAya che ne koi paNa kArya karatAM pahelA te vicAre che : A mArA bhagavAnanI AjJA che ? huM AjJAmAM chuM ke AjJAthI bahAra chuM ? . ATalo ja vicAra tamane ghaNA akAryothI aTakAvI deze. ' * zaraNAgati, duSkRta-gaha, sukRta-anumodanA -ArAdhanAnA A traNa sopAno mohane haTAvavA mATenA zreSTha upAyo che. * "zarIra e huM, zarIra sAthe saMkaLAyelA makAna, dukAna, parivAra Adi mArA' AvI vRtti moha taraphathI maLeluM vaLagaNa che. ene toDavA enAthI viparIta bhAvanA joIe. huM eTale AtmA. mAruM eTale jJAnAdiguNo. A mohane jItavAno pratimaMtra che. atyAra sudhI haMmezA moha jItato rahyo che. ApaNe hAratA rahyA chIe. have mohane harAvavAno che. * gaikAle prazna hato : ""mahArAja ! AvatI kAle abhiSekanuM goThavyuM che. varasAda cAlu raheze to upara [girirAja pa2] zI rIte javAze ?' meM kaheluM : bhagavAnanI marajI haze tema thaze. Aje tame joyuM ne ? savAre 8 vAgyA sudhI varasAda cAlu hato. paNa pachI baMdha. upara ArAmathI jaI zakAyuM, nIce paNa AvI gayA. tyAM sudhI eka chAMTo paNa na Avyo. pachI pharI varasAda cAlu ! bhagavAna ApaNI ATalI saMbhALa letA hoya to ApaNe ciMtA karavAnI jarUra zI ? - "sAta mahAbhaya TALato saptama jinavara deva." kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 4papa

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ApaNe bhagavAna mATe ema mAnI beThA H bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA eTale patI gayuM, niSkriya banI gayA, paNa emanI paropakAritA, emanI karuNA haju paNa kAma kare che, e vAta para kadI vicAra karatA ja nathI. bhaktAmaramAM lakhyuM che : "tAmavyayaM...." A vizeSaNothI bhagavAnanI zakti vyakta thayelI che. kharI vAta e che ke bhagavAna potAnuM sAcuM svarUpa bhaktane ja batAve che. bIjA beThAM to havA khAya che. vedhakatA vedhaka lahe, bIjA beThA vA khAya." - paM. vIravijayajI * tAMbA ke loDhA para suvarNasiddhino rasa paDe to te sonuM banI jAya, ema kahevAya che. bhagavAnanI bhaktino rasa ApaNA hRdayamAM paDe to ApaNo pAmara AtmA parama banI jAya. bhagavAnanA guNo parano prema e ja vedhaka-rasa samajavo. jene Avo bhakti-rasa utpanna thayo e avazya bhagavattA prApta karavAno. * yogadaSTi samuccayamAM kahyuM che : gurubhakti prabhAvena, tIrthakRddarzanaM matam / samApattyAdi bhedena, nirvANaika nibandhanam // guru bhaktinA prabhAvathI samApatti AdithI mokSanuM eka kAraNa tIrthaMkara prabhunuM darzana thAya che. A ja vAtane paMcasUtramAM A rIte kahI che : "guruvahumALo movo " samApatti eTale prabhu sAthe saMpUrNarUpe tanmaya banI javuM. samApatti gurubhakti vinA na Ave. parokSa rahelA bhagavAnane aparokSarUpe [pratyakSarUpe] batAvanAra guru che. dhyAnastha dazAmAM ziSyane bhagavAnanA darzana thAya che. eTale 4pa6 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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ke dhyAna vaDe te prabhunA guNone sparze che. AvA padArtho ApaNI sAme paDyA hoya chatAM ApaNuM citta temAM lAgatuM nathI, bIje badhe phelAyeluM che, e ApaNI moTI karuNatA che. * "o ne sAsago pA" A zuddha nizcaya nayanuM jJAna mohanuM mULa kApe che. AvI bhAvanAthI ApaNuM Atmatva jAgI UThe che. bakarInI jema beM beM karato siMha have garjI UThe che. ene thAya che : huM eTale parama, pAmara nahi. huM eTale siMha, bakarI nahi. evI garjanA sAMbhaLatAM ja sau prathama bharavADa [moha] bhAge. pachI bakarIo [bIjI karma-prakRtio] paNa bhAge. AtmA jAge moha bhAge.... mAtra eka garjanAnI jarUra che. bhaktimAM lIna na banIe tyAM sudhI siMhatva yAda nahi Ave. A badhuM kahevuM-bolavuM-lakhavuM-sAMbhaLavuM saheluM che, paNa ene bhAvita banAvavuM ghaNuM ja kaThaNa che. mATe ja huM haMmezA jJAnane bhAvita banAvavA para jora ApuM chuM. * sAdhanAno prAraMbha cha AvazyakothI thAya che. jIvana jarUriyAtanI mukhya cIje traNa che : havA, pANI ane khorAka. AdhyAtmika jIvananI mukhya cha cIjo che : | sAmAyika, cauvisattho, vAMdaNA, pratikramaNa, kAussagna ane paccakakhANa. ApaNe pratikramaNa karyuM. eTale mAnI lIdhuM H cha Avazyaka thaI gayA. kharekhara evuM nathI, ApaNA covIseya kalAka cha Avazyakamaya hovA joIe. pratikramaNa to mAtra enuM pratIka che. - paheluM Avazyaka sAmAyika. sAmAyika eTale samatA. sarva jIvo para zamatva ane badhA padArtho [niMdA ke stuti, kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ke 450

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patthara ke sonuM) para samAna bhAva rAkhyA vinA sAmAyika pragaTatuM nathI. * doSa kahenAra tarapha nArAja nahi thatA, rAjI thajo. niMdaka to upakArI che, je vagara paise tamArA mela dhoI Ape che. pelo dhobI to paisA le che. tamArI prazaMsA karanAro to tamArA zubhakarmano nAza kare che, paNa niMdA karanAro to azubha karmano nAza kare che. bannemAM vadhu upakArI koNa ? niMdA-stutimAM samAnabhAva AvyA vinA sAmAyika nahi Ave. - bIjuM Avazyaka che : cauvisalyo. cauvisatyo eTale bhagavAnanA guNagAna. bhagavAnanA guNagAna thaI zake mATe to sAtavAra caityavaMdananuM vidhAna che. zrAvaka mATe paNa pAMca ke sAta caityavaMdananuM vidhAna che. - trIjuM Avazyaka che : vAMdaNA... guruvaMdanA. gurune vaMdana karavAthI jJAnanI vRddhi thAya che. vADI ke khetara pANI vinA haryA-bharyA na bane, ApaNI jIvananI vADImAM paNa jJAnanuM pANI na Ave to te haryuM-bharyuM na bane. e jJAna guru dvArA maLe. jJAna vadhatAM vihita anuSThAno para zraddhA ghaNI vadhI jAya. ajJAtAt jJAte vastuni anaMtaguNA zraddhA jAyate / jJAna vinayathI Ave che ne vinayathI ja pariNAma pAme che. gaNadhara pada pAmelA, cAra jJAnanA svAmI, dvAdazAMgIne antarmuhUrtamAM racanArA gautamasvAmI tame yAda karo, "vinaya' zuM cIja che, te tamane samajAze. badhuM bhaNyA pachI paNa vinaya choDavAno nathI, ema gautamasvAmInI mudrA tamane kaheze. bhIlaDIyAjI tIrthamAM gautamasvAmInI eka pratimA joI. bhagavAna pAse utkaTika AsanapUrvaka hAtha joDIne beThelI e pratimAne joI gautamasvAmInA vinaya para ahobhAva jAgyA vinA na rahe. 458 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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- cothuM Avazyaka che : pratikramaNa. pratikramaNa eTale pApathI pAchA haTavuM. - pAMcamuM che : kAyotsarga. kAyotsargathI thoDA-ghaNA pApo rahI gayA hoya te tuTI jAya. -> chaThuM che : paccakkhANa. paccakakhANathI pAponA anubaMdha paNa tUTI jAya. paccakakhANa haMmezA anAgata [bhaviSya] saMbaMdhI ja hoya: 'mArtha praqvazvani !' bhAvinuM pratyAkhyAna ApaNA azubha anubaMdhone avazya toDe. nava amRta kuDo karuNAyukta citta madhuratAyukta vacana prasannatAyukta dRSTi kSamAyukta zakti Rtayukta mati dAnayukta lakSmI zIlayukta rUpa namratAyukta zrata komaLatAyukta sattA nathI janma jevo roga nathI. IcchA jevuM duHkha nathI. sukha jevuM pApa nathI. sneha jevuM baMdhana nathI. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 459

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-3 4-7-2000, maMgaLavAra * pannA eTale prakIrNaka ! tamArI bhASAmAM kahuM to paracUraNa ! AgamamAM na AvelA paracUraNa viSayono samAveza A pannAomAM thayelo che. ema kahevAya che ke bhagavAna mahAvIranA dareka [cauda hajAra] ziSya pannAnI racanA karelI che. * varasAda AvavAno hoya tenA lakSaNo agAuthI jaNAya. ApaNane khabara paDI jAya : have varasAda Avaze ja. tema mokSa maLavAno hoya tenA cihano paNa agAuthI jaNAya ja, jIvanmukti Ave ja. vIjaLInA camakArA, vAdaLanI garjanAo, vAtAvaraNanA baphArAne dUra karatA pavananA susavATA-vagerethI jANI zakAya ? hamaNAM ja megharAjA tUTI paDaze. gAMdhIdhAma (vi.saM.2019] cAturmAsamAM sAMje bahAra javA nIkaLyo. ghaTATopa meghADaMbara joI meM javAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. 2-4 miniTomAM ja megharAjA varasI paDyA. bhagavAnanI kRpAno dhodha varasavAno hoya te pUrve jIvomAM amuka guNo cihnarUpe dekhAya che. dA.ta. nayasArane samakti maLavAnuM hatuM, te pahelA atithine jamADIne jamavAnuM mana thayuM. hAthI meghakumAra banavAno hato te pUrve tene sasalAne bacAvavAnuM mana thayuM. 460 ja kahyuM, lApUrNasUrie

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* mokSanI ruci thaI che, ema kyAre gaNAya ? mokSanA upAyo pratye ruci thAya tyAre. mAtra zAbdika ruci na cAle, hArdika joie. ahIM jIvanmukti maLe tene ja bhavAMtare siddhazilAnI mukti maLe. bhagavAne ApelA A cAritramAM jIvanmukti ApavAnI tAkAta che. * bhagavAnanA tattvo para zraddhA, sarvatra aucitya, sarva para maitrI A adhyAtmayoga che. pachI bhAvanA, dhyAna, samatA ane chelle vRtti saMkSeparUpa yoga Ave che. cAritravAnane A pAMceya yoga avazya hoya ja. * gRhasthonI pathArI eTale nidrA. sAdhuno saMthAro eTale samAdhi. yogIne UMghamAM paNa samAdhi hoya, e samajavuM rahyuM. samAdhi, dhyAna vinA na Ave. pUrvakALamAM dhyAnanA prayogo ApaNA munio karatA rahetA, e dhyAna vicAranA 24 dhyAnanA bhedo vAMcatAM samajAya che. A dhyAna be prakAre thAya : bhavana ane karaNa dvArA. samyagadarzana paNa be rIte maLe : nisarga ane adhigamathI. bhavana [nisarga) eTale sahajapaNe. karaNa [adhigama] eTale dezanA zravaNAdinA puruSArthathI. A lakSya ApaNe cUkI gayA eTale dhyAna ApaNane ajanabI cIja lAge che. atyaMta nikaTa kALamAM thaI gayelA 5. vIravijayajI, cidAnaMdajI AdinI kRtio vAMcazo to dhyAna-samAdhi AdinI jhalaka jovA maLaze. juo, paM. vIravijayajI ma. gAya che : "raMga rasIyA raMga-rasa banyo manamohanajI, koI AgaLa navi kahevAya; vedhakatA vedhaka lahe, bIjA beThA vA khAya..." kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie je 461

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dhyAna-dazAmAM samAdhinI jhalakanI anubhUti vinA AvI kRti na saMbhavI zake. grantha eTale granthakAranuM hRdaya. grantha maLyo eTale e mahAtmAno saMga maLyo. granthanA mAdhyamathI Aje paNa ApaNe hirabhadrasUri, upA. yazovijayajI Adi mahApuruSono saMga karI zakIe chIe. * vepArI vepAranI mAthAkuTa kare, paNa sAMje napho meLave. ApaNane ghyAna ke samatAno napho maLe che ? ApaNI kriyAo aMdhArAmAM karelA goLIbAra jevI nathI ne ? koi paNa eka yoga evo pakaDI lo, je tamane samAdhi sudhI laI jAya. yAda rAkho : dareka jinokta anuSThAnamAM A tAkAta che. sAkaranA dareka dANAmAM mIThAza che, tema dareka jina-vacanamAM samAdhinuM mAdhurya che. 'sUtra akSara parAvartanA, sarasa zelaDI dAkhI; tAsa rasa anubhava cAkhIe, jihAM che eka sAkhI.'' upA. yazovijayajI ma. kalpanAnA camacAthI zAstranA dUdhapAkano svAda nahi maLe, e mATe anubhavanI jIbha ja joIze. mAtra paThana-pAThanathI tRpta na bano. TheTha anubhava sudhI pahoMcavAnI tamannA rAkho. -- vihita anuSThAno choDIne tame anubhava sudhI nahi pahoMcI zako, e paNa dhyAna rahe. ghaNA anubhava prAptinI dhunamAM pratikramaNAdi anuSThAno choDI detA hoya che. A khUba ja khataranAka pagaluM che. juo, upA. yazovijayajI kahe che : 'ucita vyavahAra avalaMbane, ema karI sthira pariNAma re; bhAvIe zuddha naya bhAvanA, pAvanAsaya taNuM ThAma re.........'' pahelA ucita vyavahAra, pachI ja nizcaya. nahi to rAjacandranA 462 * kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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ke kAnajIbhAInA bhakto jevI hAlata thAya, game teTalo anubhava saMpanna yogI paNa guru-sevA Adino tyAga na kare. pUjya hemacandrAcArya kRta yogazAstrano 12mo prakAza vAMco, gurukRpAnI mahattA samajAze. nizcaya AvatAM vyavahAra choDI devAnI bhUla ghaNA loko karatA hoya che. A bahu ja lapasaNo mArga che. mATe ja upA. yazovijayajI mahArAje Thera Thera enI sAme lAlabattI dharIne potAnI utkRSTa gItArthatA siddha karI che. * zirA mATe mahenata kare mA, chatAM bALaka paNa mA jevo zirAno AsvAda mANe tevo ja AsvAda mANI zake - jarAya pharaka nahi . mahApuruSo mahenata karIne ApaNane sArabhUta tattvajJAna Ape che. ApaNane te vinA prayatna maLe che. RSabhadeve hajAra varSa sudhI mahenata karIne meLavyuM te kevaLajJAna thoDI ja kSaNomAM marudevIe meLavI lIdhuM. * hamaNAM bhagavatImAM jamAlino adhikAra cAle che. jamAline lAge che : "DenA have bhagavAnanI A vAta barAbara nathI, De chaDe ja barAbara che. emAM tene eTaluM abhimAna AvI jAya che ke AvuM ciMtana karanAra huM ja jagatamAM pahelo chuM. e potAnI jAtane sarvajJa mAnavA lAge che. bhagavAna sAme paNa te potAne "sarvajJa" jAhera kare che. A che mithyAtva ! AvA mithyAtvanA kAraNe ja ApaNe hArI gayA hoIzuM. keTalIye vAra ApaNane "mahAvIra' maLyA haze, paNa ApaNe "jamAli" banyA hoizuM. kadAca "jamAli' paNa nahi. jamAlinuM to 15 bhavamAM ThekANuM paDI javAnuM, ApaNuM kyAM paDyuM che? ApaNI sAdhanAmAM A badhA [abhimAna Adi] moTA bhaya sthAno che. koI sthAne sAdhaka DUbI na jAya, sapaDAI na jAya, tenI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 43

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kALajIpUrvaka jJAnasAranI racanA thayelI che. sAdhaka kyAMya madhyasthatA na gumAve, kyAMya Atma-prazaMsAmAM na sarake, kyAreya karmanA bharose na rahe. te mATe ekeka aSTaka banAvAyuM che. sauthI chelle sarva-nayASTaka che, jemAM sarva nayono Adara karavAnuM vidhAna che. sarva nayono samAdara eTale sarva vicArono te te sthAne samAdara. * "pho me sAsago pappA ' | mAro eka AtmA zAzvata che. te jJAna-darzana AdithI yukta che. AnA sivAya bIjo koI jagatamAM padArtha nathI je mAro hoya. dekhAtA badhA ja padArtho "para" che. "huM" nathI. "huM" [AtmA] che, te dekhAto nathI. ATalI nAnI vAta bhUlI javAthI ja jIvane cAra gatimAM bhaTakavuM paDe che. dehamAM svapaNAnI buddhi ApaNane deha sAthe joDe che, pharIpharIne deha Ape che. jema jema dehAdhyAsa tUTato jAya, tema tema mAnajo : dehathI mukta avasthA [mokSa] najIka AvI rahI che. * jJAnasAranA prathama ja zlokamAM e vAta spaSTa thAya che : tame pUrNa cho, pUrNatA tamArI potAnI che. bhagavAna paNa tamane pUrNarUpe jue che. karuNatA e che ke tamane ja tamArI pUrNatA para bharoso nathI. ekeka aSTakamAM ekeka viSaya AvarI levAyo che. ApaNe bhaNI jaIe chIe kharA, paNa badhuM ja upara-uparathI jAya che, sthiratAthI UMDANamAM jatA nathI. bhaya, dveSa ane kheda-A traNa doSa hoya tyAM sudhI citta caMcaLa rahe. dveSathI aNagamo rahe ane khedathI kaMTALo Ave. caMcaLatA, aNagamAM ane kaMTALAthI kareluM adhyayana tamane keTaluM phaLa Ape ? te tame ja vicArI jojo. * apUrNadaSTi apUrNa jue, 464 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pUrNa dRSTi pUrNa jue. kALA cazmAthI kALuM dekhAya, pILA cazmAthI pILuM dekhAya. ghaNA bhakto kahe che : mane badhe ja bhagavAna dekhAya che. te AvI pUrNadRSTinA kAraNe. sRSTi nathI badalAtI. sRSTi to tevI ja rahe che, paNa ApaNI jovAnI dRSTi badalAya che. jema jema dRSTi badalatI rahe che, tema tema sRSTi paNa badalAtI rahe che. sRSTino AdhAra ApaNI dRSTi para che. pragaTyo pUraNa rAga..... mere prabhuzuM... pUraNa mana saba pUraNa dise, nahi duvidhA ko lAga; pAuM calata panahi jo pahine, tasa vi kaMTaka lAga....' A pUrNa dRSTithI dekhAtI sRSTino zabda citAra che. pUrNatAnI dRSTi meLavavA magnatA joie. tenA mATe sthiratA joie. pachI pachInA aSTako pUrva-pUrvanA guNonI prAptinuM kAraNa che, ema samajAyA vinA nahi rahe. * dehAdhyAsa TALavo che, paNa deha vinA kAMi ja dekhAtuM nathI. karavuM zuM ? Avo prazna thato hoya to huM kahIza : tame prabhune sAme rAkho. prabhune smaro. prabhune pUjo. prabhune bhajo. prabhune smaravA, pUjavA, bhajavA eTale potAnA ja AtmAne smaravo, pUjavo ane bhajavo. ahIM je kamANI thaze te ApaNane ja bhagavAna ApI deze, potAnI pAse rAkhavAnA nathI ja. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * 45

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-4 5-7-2000, budhavAra * potAnAmAM rahelA zAzvata jJAna, AnaMda ane aizvarya meLavavA mATe A dharma-sAdhanA che. e mATe ja bhagavAne tIrthasthApanA karI che. ""mane je maLyuM che, te mArga badhAne maLo. Avo mArga hovA chatAM zA mATe jIvo mArgabhraSTa banIne bhaTake ? auSadhi hovA chatAM zA mATe rogI rahe ? pANI hovA chatAM zA mATe tarasyA rahe ? bhojana hovA chatAM zA mATe bhUkhyA rahe? duHkha nivAraNano upAya hovA chatAM zA mATe duHkhI rahe ? mAruM cAle to saune sukhI banAvuM, saune zAzvata sukhano mArga batAvuM." AvI bhavya bhAvanAthI baMdhAyelA tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA udayathI bhagavAne tIrthanI sthApanA karI che. * nadImAM TIcAto-pITAto patthara potAnI meLe goLa banI jAya. ApaNane ema ja lAge : koI zilpIe ene goLa banAvyo haze ! ApaNo AtmA paNa A rIte saMsAramAM TIcAto-pITAto kaMIka yogya bane che. 70 koTAkoTi sAgaropamamAMthI 69 koTAkoTi sAgaropama ochA karI antaH koTAkoTi sAgaropamanI mohanIyanI karmanI sthiti banAve che, tyAre yathApravRttikaraNa karIne samyaktvanI najIka Ave che. AvI sthiti AvyA pachI ja dharma game. jo ke ahIM AvavAthI ja kAma thaI jAya che, evuM nathI. ApaNe ahIM eka ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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anaMtIvAra AvI cUkyA chIe, paNa pranthibheda karyA vinA, rAgadveSanI tIvra gAMTha bhedyA vinA, samyagadarzana pAmyA vinA pAchA pharyA chIe. dharma ApaNane gamyo nathI. atyAre paNa AvA jIvo joie chIe ne ? dharama.... dharama.... zuM karo cho ? koI ArthikasAmAjika vAta hoya to sAMbhaLIe. amane majA Ave. AvA jIvone dharma sAMbhaLavo ja gamato nathI, zraddhA ke AcaraNanI vAta ja kyAM ? * mIMyA bhale AjanuM kamAyeluM Aje ja vAparIne AvatI kAlanI ciMtA na kare. "Aja Ida, phira roja.' kahevata pramANe cAle, paNa buddhizALI vANiyo AvuM na kare. e to bhAvinuM paNa vicAre. atyAre maLelI dharma sAmagrI pUrvanI dharmArAdhanAnuM phaLa che. paNa atyAre je vizeSa dharma-ArAdhanA nahi karIe to pachI zuM thaze ? Avo vicAra na Ave to ApaNe mIMyA jevA chIe. * bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karavuM eTale ApaNuM ja zuddha svarUpa smaravuM. te bhagavAnanA guNonuM jJAna-dhyAna-bhAna karo eTale e guNo tamArI aMdara pragaTavA lAgaze. kAraNa ke e guNo ApaNI aMdara paDelA ja che. ApaNA DhaMkAyelA che ne bhagavAnanA pragaTelA che, eTalo ja mAtra pharaka che. .... AvA guNa-samRddhi-pUrNa bhagavAna che... ema mAnIne prabhu-mUrtinA darzana karavAnA che. pachI tamane prabhu-mUrtimAM samatArUpI amRtanI vRSTi dekhAze. AnaMdaghanajInI jema tame paNa bolI UThazo ? "amIya bharI mUrati racI re, upamA na ghaTe koya; zAMta sudhArasa jhIlatI re, nirakhata tRpti na hoya...' kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 40

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[bhAre varasAda paDatAM patarAno avAja AvatAM vacce dasa miniTa vAcanA baMdha rahI.] * pAMceya jJAnamAM zrutajJAna uttama gaNAyuM che, te paropakAranI pradhAnatAnA kAraNe. zrutajJAnanuM AdAna-pradAna thaI zake, kevaLajJAnanuM nahi. AthI ja zrutajJAnane sUrya, caMdra, megha, dIpaka AdinI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. dIpaka bAhya padArtho prakAzita kare. zrutajJAna ApaNA hRdayane prakAzita kare che. samyagU jJAnano prakAza AvatAM ja avidyA TaLI jAya che, azuci, anitya, ane para padArthomAM zucitA, nityatA ane svapaNAnI buddhi TaLI jAya che. jJAna prakAze re moha timira hare, jehane sadguru sUra; te nija dekhe re sattA dharmanI, cidAnaMda bharapUra..." - upA. yazovijayajI ma. * deva-guru-dharmamAM kudevAdinI buddhi mithyAtva che, tema dehamAM Atma-buddhi paNa lokottara mithyAtva che, e vAta ApaNane samajAI nathI. je dehano saMyoga thayo che, teno viyoga thavAno ja. dehanA saMyogathI thayelA tamAma saMbaMdhono paNa viyoga thavAno ja. saMyoga ja duHkhanuM mULa che. kAraNa ke saMyoganA taLIye viyoga chupAyelo che. saMyogamAM sukha mAnyuM to viyogamAM du:kha thavAnuM ja. mATe ja kahyuM : saMno mULa nIve, pattA kuvaravaparaMparA '' mATe ja viyogathI nahi, saMyogathI ja Daro. AvI daSTi, bhagavAna zrutajJAna Ape che. yAda rahe: gaNadharoe zrutajJAnane bhagavAna kahyA che. "sumasa mAvo' puphakharavaradI sUtranA aMte Avato A pATha zrutajJAnamAM bhagavattAnI sUcanA kare che. * dhyAtA, dhyeya ane dhyAnanI ekatA vinA samyagadarzana na maLe, paNa dhyAnathI ApaNe keTalAya mAilo dUra chIe. dhyAna vinA samakita zI rIte maLaze ? 48 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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yathApravRtti karaNa, apUrvakaraNa vageremAM rahelo "karaNa' zabda samAdhino vAcaka che. karaNa eTale samAdhi...! yathApravRtti karaNane avyakta samAdhi kahI che. dhyAna vinA samAdhi zI rIte Avaze ? samAdhi vinA samyagU darzana zI rIte Avaze ? rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha bhedAyA vinA samakti nahi maLe. To ne sAro ppA !'' A be gAthA naicayika samyakatvanI prApti para bhAra mUke che. deha paranI mamatA ochI thayA vinA, enAthI para AtmA che, evI buddhi vinA samakti zI rIte maLaze ? dehane jarAka kAMika thatAM AkuLa-vyAkuLa thanArA ApaNe AtmA game teTalo mAMdo hoya, paravA nathI karatA. A sthitimAM samakti zI rIte maLaze ? samakti eTale samyaggadarzana ! zraddhApUrvakanuM darzana ! samya" eTale sAcI rIte. zraddhAthI ja jagatanuM sAcuM darzana thaI zake che. * yogadaSTi-samuccaya' granthanI racanA karIne haribhadrasUrijIe mahAna upakAra karyo che. navasArI cAturmAsa [vi.saM. 2026] mAM eka jainetara bhAI eka mAIla dUrathI roja vyAkhyAnamAM AvI jatA. yogadaSTi samuccaya paranA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLIne ene ema thatuM : ahIM to pataMjali vagerenI tamAma vAto AvI gayelI che. jainetaro paNa svIkArI zake evo A graMtha che. * ApaNe bahirdaSTi-bahirmukhI chIe. jarA hRdayane pUcho : pAMca miniTa paNa ApaNe antardaSTi banIe chIe ? "bAhira dRSTi dekhatAM, bAhira mana dhAve; antara dRSTi dekhatAM, akSaya pada pAve..." - upA. yazovijayajI ma. sau prathama antardaSTithI maLatI jAgRti ghAsanA agni jevI hoya che. thoDIvAra rahIne cAlI jAya che. zarUmAM kyAreka bhakti kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 469

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karatAM, jJAna bhaNatAM AvI jhalaka maLe che. AgaLa-AgaLanI dRSTi AvatAM jAgRti vadhune vadhu TakatI rahe che. mATe ja tyAM thatA bodhane kramazaH lAkaDAnA ane chANanA agni sAthe sarakhAvyo che. pachI pAMcamI daSTimAM ratnanA dIvA jevI jAgRti AvI jAya che. dIvo bujhAI jAya, paNa ratnanI jyota bujhAya ? kSAyika samakti maLyA pachI Atma jAgRti jatI nathI. * mAtra mitro dRSTinA lakSaNo joIe to paNa chakka thaI jaIe : vAcanAcArya pAsethI zravaNa, Agama-lekhana vagere prathama dRSTinA lakSaNo che. AvA zAstro joIe tyAre manamAM thAya : ApaNuM AmAM kyAM sthAna che ? prabhune prArthavAnuM mana thAya : prabhu ! ame tArA zaraNe chIe. amArA mATe yogya hoya te mArge amane caDAvaje. bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM tAkAta che : mithyAtvanA pizAcane haTAvavAnI. bhagavAnane sAthe rAkhI sAdhanA-mArge AgaLa vadho. bhagavAna sAthe che to kono Dara? bhagavAna pAse moha rAMkaDo saphaLatAnA sAta sUtro (1) vyasanothI mukti (2) vyavasAyamAM nIti (3) vyavahAramAM zuddhi (4) vyavasthAnI zakti (5) vastRtvamAM namaskRti (6) pratikULatAmAM vRti (7) paramAtmAnI bhakti 400 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-5 da-7-2000, guruvAra * sAkSAt bhagavAna bhale nathI maLyA, paNa temano dharma maLyo che. e dharmanuM saMpUrNa pAlana sAdhuo kare. e mArge cAlavA asamartha zrAvaka-dharma pALe. AvI sAmagrI to maLI che, paNa ApaNe sadupayoga keTalo karIe chIe ? jo sadupayoga na thayo to bIjI vAra te na maLe, e niyama che. * vahANamAM thatA chidronI upekSA karIe to AkhuM vahANa DUbI jAya. saMyamamAM lAgatA aticAronI upekSA karIe to dhIredhIre AkhuM saMyama cAlyuM jAya. * duHkha vakhate cittamAM uga thAya che, paNa ApaNe jANatA nathI ? Ane sahana karavAthI to pUrvanI asAtA khape che. je A daSTi keLavAI jAya to ? sAdhune asAtA zA mATe udayamAM Ave ? huM kahuM chuM : sAdhune paNa udayamAM Ave. kAraNa ke karmasattA samaje che : A sAdhu to jaldI-jaldI mukti tarapha AgaLa vadhI rahyA che to jaldI eno hisAba cUkate karI laIe. juo, parama tapasvI pU. kAntivijayajI ma. ne chelle kensara thayeluM. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 401

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parama tapasvI pU. padmavijayajI ma.ne paNa chelle kensara thayeluM. pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.ne paNa bimArI AvelI. ApaNA jevAne thAya : AvA parama sAdhakane AvI bimArI kema ? paNa ApaNI dRSTi mAtra upara challI che, UMDANanuM joI zakatI nathI. zreNika mahArAja jevA prabhunA parama bhakta, chatAM gayA narakamAM ! karmasattAne chelle hisAba cUkate karavo che ne ? AnAthI e vAta paNa phalita thAya che ke nikAcita karma kyAreya potAnuM phaLa ApyA vinA jatA nathI. e koinoya pakSapAta karatA nathI. mATe ja karma bhogavatI vakhate nahi, karma bAMdhatI vakhate cetavAnuM "baMdha samaya citta cetIe re, udaye zo saMtApa ?' - paM. vIravijayajI. prazna : bhaktAmaramAM lakhyuM che : prabhu ! tamArI stavanAthI pApakarmo kSINa thaI jAya che to zreNikanA karmo kema khapyA nahi ? zreNike to prabhunI parama bhakti karelI. uttara : meM tamane pahelA ja kahyuM : nikAcita na thayelA karmo ja khapI zake. nikAcita thayelA na khapI zake. zreNikanA karma nikAcita thayelA hatA. * asaMtoSa eTalo bhaDake baLI rahyo che ke game teTalI viSayonI IcchA pUrI karavAmAM Ave, paNa te pUrI nahi thAya, vadhatI ja raheze. enA para niyaMtraNa lagAvavuM ja paDaze. viSayo bhogavavAthI kAbumAM nahi Ave. | * prathama mitrAdaSTimAM adhyAtmanA bIja che. bIja barAbara haze to vRkSa kyAMya nahi jAya. potAnI meLe te Ugaze. gharma ane dharmInI anumodanA te bIja che. enA vinA gharma hRdayamAM baddhamUla nahi bane. 402 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* duHkhamaya saMsArano buccheda zuddha dharmathI thAya. zuddha dharmanI prApti tathAbhavyatAnA paripAkathI thAya. tathAbhavyatAno paripAka zaraNAgati Adi traNathI thAya. haribhadrasUrijInI suvizAla prajJA hatI. atyAra sudhI jeTalA grantho vAMcyA : emAM kyAMya eka paMkita paNa nizcaya-vyavahArathI nirapekSa nathI maLI. - SoDazakamAM jinamaMdira mATe lAkaDuM lAvavAnuM hoya to paNa muhUrta jovuM, lAkaDAnA lakSaNo jovA, temAM gAMTha-polANa vagere na hoya te jevuM. AvI jhINI-jhINI vAto paNa emaNe lakhI che. haribhadrasUrijI svayaM Agama-puruSa hatA, mATe ja emanA grantho paNa Agamatulya gaNAya. Agamo para sau prathama TIkA lakhanArA teozrI hatA. sau prathama Avazyaka para TIkA lakhI. dazavaikAlika para paNa lakhI. atyAre TIkA maLe che te laghuvRtti che. bRhad vRtti to maLatI ja nathI. stava parijJA, dhyAnazataka emanA dvArA ja maLelA grantharatno che. mitrA, tArA, balA ane dIprA- A cAreya dRSTiono samAveza haribhadrasUrie apunabaMdhakamAM karyo che. * zubha bhAvonI akhaMDa dhArA cAle, dharmAnuSThAnomAM amRtano AsvAda lAge, viSayothI vimukhatA Ave te dharmArAdhanAmAM pragati thaI rahI che, tenA cihno che. * bhagavAnanuM stavana karatAM pahelA zuM vicAravuM ? haribhadrasUrijI zIkhave che : mane Aje traNa bhuvananA guru acitya cintAmaNi, ekAMta zaraNa rUpa, railokya pUjita evA nAtha maLyA che. mAruM kevuM puNya ? A bahumAna ja dharmanuM bIja che. - A prema mAtra manamAM ja nahi, vacana ane kAyAmAM paNa pedA kahyuM klApUrNasUrie ja 403

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thato dekhAya. prabhu-premanuM A bIja ja AgaLa vadhatAM pAMcamI dRSTimAM samyakatva rUpI vRkSa bane che. uvasaggahara" bhale nAnakaDuM stotra che, paNa moTA stotrono pUro bhAva emAM chUpAyelo che. temAM samakitane cintAmaNi, kalpavRkSathI paNa adhika kiMmatI gaNAvyuM che. * bhojanamAM bhUkha maTADavAnI tAkAta che. pANImAM tarasa maTADavAnI tAkAta che. paNa ApaNe te khAvA-pIvA joie. bhagavAne kaheluM kAMI karavuM nahi ne mAtra bhagavAna badhuM karI deze, evA bharosAmAM rahevuM te narI AtmavaMcanA haze. badhuM bhagavAna para choDI devAnuM nathI. ApaNe sAdhanA karavAnI che. sUryanuM kAma prakAza ApavAnuM che. AMkha to ApaNe ja kholavI paDe ne ? mAnuM kAma ziro banAvI ApavAnuM che. khAvuM to ApaNe ja paDe ne ? bhagavAne mArga batAvyo, paNa cAlavuM to ApaNe ja paDe ne ? - bhaktino artha niSkriya thaIne besI rahevuM te nathI. bhakti eTale premapUrNa samarpaNa. samarpaNa hoya tyAM sakriyatA potAnI meLe AvI jAya. prema kadI niSkriya besI na rahe. * bhadrabAhu svAmI jevA 14 pUrvI bALaka banIne prabhune prArthe che : cintAmaNi - kalpavRkSa Adi bAhya padArtho Ape, e paNa ciMtana karyA pachI Ape, paNa he prabhu ! tAruM A samakti to aciMtya ciMtAmaNi che. vinA vicAryuM enA dvArA pArthiva nahi, apArthiva guNo maLe che. bhautika nahi, AdhyAtmika saMpatti maLe che. he prabhu ! pUrNa bhaktithI bharelA hRdaye huM tArI pAse prArthanA karuM chuM. deva ! mane bhavobhava bodhi Apaje. bhavobhava sAthe cAle tevuM A bodhi che, samyagradarzana che. 404 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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cAritra sAthe na cAle. prabhu bhavabhave mane tArA caraNonI sevA Apa. prabhu caraNanI sevA eTale ja samyagadarzana. | * puruSArtha to ApaNe ghaNo karIe chIe, paNa phaLato kema nathI ? bhakti nathI mATe. mATe ja huM bhakti para, samarpaNa para jora ApuM chuM. puruSArtha ApaNo to ja saphaLa bane jo bhagavAnanI bhakti bhaLe. [hindIbhASI lokonA kAraNe pUjyazrIe hindImAM zarU karyuM.] nAma Adi bhagavAnakI zAkhAe~ hai / [motIlAlajI banArasIdAsavAle narendraprakAzajIko pUjyazrIne pUchAH] ApakI zAkhAe~ kahA~ kahA~ hai ? narendra prakAzajI : paTaNA, beMglora, madrAsa, kalakattA, bambaI Adi bhArata ke zahara tathA amerikA, oNsTreliyA Adi jagaha bhI hamArI zAvAI hai | pUjyazrI : maiM to sirpha udAharaNa detA hU~ / bhagavAnakI bhI tInoM loga meM zAkhAeM hai : nAma-sthApanA Adi / Age baDha kara kahUM to ghaTa-ghaTameM prabhu kI zAkhAeM hai / kyoMki bhagavAna antaryAmI hai / mATe ja kahuM chuM ke bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM hoya, paNa emanI ahIMnI peDhI baMdha nathI thaI. nAma-mUrti Adi dvArA emano vepAra dhamadhokAra cAlu ja che. mAtra eka jagyAe nahi, sarvatra. mAtra amuka samaye nahi, sarvadA. sarvatra ane sarvadA bhagavAnanuM jagatane pavitra banAvavAnuM kAma cAlu ja che. narendraprakAzajI [motIlAla banArasIdAsa dilhI ke prapautra]: pUSya gurudeva vaMvana....! . hama dillI se Aye hai / hama haradvAra jinAlaya meM TrasTI hai / pUjyazrI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 45

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kA AgAmI cAturmAsa phalodI meM hone kI saMbhAvanA hai / pUjyazrI ke AzIrvAda se nirmita haradvAra ke maMdira meM sAre bhArata ke jaina loga A rahe hai / aba badrinAtha [himAlaya meM maMdira bana gayA hai / yahAM jo pratimA AI thI, usakA abhI praveza hogA aura 11 agasta [zrA. su.12zukravAra ko pU. jaMbUvijayajI ma. kI nizrAmeM pratiSThA bhI hogI / [koInA vAMdhAthI nirdhArita samaye prabhujIno praveza thaI zakyo nathI.] pUjyazrI ko prArthanA hai ki Apa dillI padhAreM / vahAM pratiSThA karAnI hai / Age cala kara haridvAra meM cAturmAsa karAne kI bhI bhAvanA Apa jarUra isa bAta para dhyAna deMge, aisI hamArI abhyarthanA hai / pUjyazrI : sAdhu jIvanakI maryAdA anusAra hamArA javAba hogA : vartamAna joga / mare che stha bhare cha: parivArathI vyavahArathI lobhanI mArathI sAdhu bhare cha : ahaMkArathI satkArathI mithyAcArathI 40% ja kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-6. 7-7-2000, zukravAra * svAdhyAya vadhe tema jJAna vadhe. jJAna vadhe tema girirAja oLakhAya, prabhu oLakhAya. prabhune oLakhAvI Ape te ja kha jJAna. * girirAjanI sparzanA mAtrathI bhavyatvanI chApa lAge che. prabhunA snAtra jaLamAM ke phUlomAM jema bhavya jIvo hoya che, tema ahIM bhavya jIvo ja AvI zake. ahIM DuMgara nahi, paNa kAMkare-kAMkare siddho dekhAvA joie. hamaNA 10 varSe valabhIpura pachI pahelIvAra girirAjanA darzana thayA. hRdayamAM AnaMdanI Urmio UbharAI. paNa evA bhAvo sadA kALa TakatA nathI, Take to koI zAstra ke upadezanI jarUra paNa na paDe. ahIM nAnA bALakathI mAMDIne moTerAo sau potAnA zubha bhAvo ThAlavI jAya che. ""dekhI mUrti 8Sabha jinanI netra mArAM Thare che." ema stuti gAtA nAnakaDA bALakanA hRdayamAM paNa apAra bhAva hoya che. e badhA zubha vicAronA paramANuo ahIM ja saMgRhIta thatA rahe che. AthI ja A kSetra vadhu ne vadhu pavitra thatuM rahe che ne sAdhakanuM mana tarata ja dhyAnamAM coMTI jAya che. ahIM zubha dhyAnamAM mana coMTI jAya che mATe ja kahevAyuM : A girirAjanI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 400

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sparzanA durgatine chede che. * A vAcanA zA mATe ? huM tamArA mATe nahi, mArA mATe ApuM chuM. koI paNa na pAme toya huM nirAza na thAUM. huM svayaM to mAruM boleluM sAMbhaLyuM ja chuM ne ? ahIM kahevAtuM huM mArA jIvanamAM UtArIne kahuM chuM athavA UtAravA prayatna karuM chuM. ahIM ghaNIvAra Avyo. paNa dareka vakhate prabhu pAse prArthanA karuM ja. nAnapaNamAM paNa huM prabhune prArthanA karato : prabhu ! mArA yogya kaMIka Apajo. A badhI zAstranI vAto huM je rIte samajyo chuM, te rIte pIrasavA prayatna karuM chuM. A jinavANIne AdarapUrvaka sAMbhaLajo. samyagadarzana maLI jAya to sAMbhaLeluM sArthaka. e nahi to mArgAnusArImAM AvI jaIe, ke prathama dRSTimAM praveza thaI jAya to paNa sAMbhaLeluM sArthaka. * sUrya, candra, vAdaLa ke nadI eTalA mATe mahattvapUrNa che ke teo bIjAne upakAraka bane che. tame tamArI jAta mATe keTaluM karo cho ? te mahattvanuM nathI. tame bIjA mATe keTaluM karo cho ? te ja mahattvanuM che. paropakAranI pradhAnatA vadhu tema lokomAM tamArI AdeyatA vadhu. A ja kAraNe arihaMta siddhothI prathama gaNAyA che. arihaMta pAse paropakAranI utkRSTa saMpadA che. * vizeSAvazyaka bhASyamAM lakhyuM : jorathI choDavAmAM AvelA zabdo cAra samayamAM samagra lokamAM phelAI jAya. anaMtavIryavAnuM bhagavAna bolatA haze to sahaja rIte ja temanuM bolAyeluM AkhA jagatamAM phelAI ja jatuM haze. ApaNane paNa A pavitra pudgalono sparza thayo ja haze. paNa A bhAva samajavA pAMDitya joie. jJAnIonI najare ApaNe "bALa" chIe. duniyAnI dRSTie bhale game teTalA moTA "paMDita' gaNAtA hoIe. moTo vaiyAkaraNa paNa jo nyAya na bhaNyo hoya to naiyAyikanI najare bAla [gIta-vyAvi raNachAvyazanna nathItanyAyazAstraH vA:o ja gaNAya, tema jJAnInI najare ApaNe bAla chIe. emanI mahattA samajavA, emanA jeTalI 408 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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UMcAIe cetanAne lAvavI paDe. | * bhavano bhaya na hoya, mokSanI IcchA na hoya, samarpaNabhAva na hoya tevAne dIkSA ApavAnI kadI bhUla nahi karatA. nahi to pazcAttApano pAra nahi rahe. tame svaye herAna thazo. bIjAne paNa herAna karazo. zAsananI paNa apabhrAjanA thaze. dIkSA ApavI ke na ApavI ? tamArA hAthamAM che, paNa ApyA pachI tamArA hAthamAM kazuM rahetuM nathI. * ""huM na samajuM evo koI zloka duniyAmAM hoya ja nahi.' A mithyAbhimAnanA kAraNe ja kaTTara jainadveSI haribhadra bhaTTa pratijJA lIdhelI : ""huM je zlokano artha na samajato houM, teno artha che samajAvaze teno huM ziSya banIza. bhale abhimAnathI lIdhelI hatI A pratijJA... paNa e pratijJAne paNa niSThApUrvaka pALI to temano jaina darzanamAM praveza thayo. ane ApaNane haribhadrasUri maLyA. haribhadrasUri sAcA arthamAM jijJAsu hatA, satyArthI hatA. AthI ja daSTirAga choDI, mithyAdharmamAMthI samyadharmamAM praveza pAmI zakyA. paropakAranI bhAvanA haribhadrasUrijIe eTalI hade bhAvita banAvI ke AkhI jIMdagI paropakAramAM lagAvI dIdhI. lokonA upakAra mATe ja 1444 grantho banAvyA ne ? sUrya konA mATe Uge che ? vAdaLa konA mATe varase che ? nadI konA mATe vahe che ? potAnA mATe nahi, paropakAra mATe. badhA ja kAMIne kAMI upakAra kare che; eka mAtra ApaNI jAtane choDIne. eka vAta samajI lo : svArthavRtti e ja sahajamaLa che. e ja mithyAtva che. e na maTe tyAM sudhI dharmano prAraMbha na thAya. ' svArthavRtti mithyAtva che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 409

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paramArthavRtti samakti che. samaktino artha che : sva-para jIvane jIva rUpe svIkAravo, tenI zraddhA karavI. Avo zraddhALu bIjAnA duHkha-darda vakhate niSkriya zI rIte rahI zake ? cAra prakAranA dharmamAM prathama dAna dharma che, je paropakAranI mahattA sUcave che. anupradArtha svastha gati vAnam | - tattvArtha, 7-33. paropakArano bhAva carama kakSAe pahoMce che tyAre sarvavirati udayamAM Ave che, sarvavirati mATenI lAlasA jAge che. eka divasanA mArA bhojana mATe asaMkhya jIvo balidAna Ape che. A rIte dareka bhavomAM ApaNe A sarva jIvonuM RNa lIdhuM che have e RNa to ja Utare, jo saMyama laIne e sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApavAmAM Ave. huM gRhasthapaNAmAM hato. jIvavicAra bhaNyA pachI zAkabhAjI lAvatAM-samAratAM trAsa thato : arere....! A jIvono mAre A rIte kaccaraghANa karavAno ? e mATe A jIvana che? A kaccaraghANa na thAya evuM eka mAtra saMyama-jIvana che. kuTuMbamAM keTalAkano virodha hovA chatAM huM saMyama-jIvana levA mATe makkama rahyo. saMyama-jIvana vinA saMpUrNa sAdhanA na ja thaI zake - evI mArI zraddhA daDha thaI gaI hatI. cAra kevaLI che : sarvajJa, zrutakevaLI, samyagdaSTi ane zraddhApUrvaka kaMdamULAdino tyAga karanAra. kaMdamULamAM jIva che, tenI sAbitI tarkathI na thaI zake. A vAta tarkagamya nathI, kevaLa zraddhagamya che. prabhu para zraddhA rAkhIne kaMdamULano tyAga karanAro paNa apekSAe kevaLI kahevAya. * eka jIvane samakita pamADo eTale 14 rAjalokamAM amArino DaMko vagADyo kahevAya, evuM zA mATe kahevAyuM ? kAraNa ke e jIva have apAI pugala parAvartamAM mokSe javAno. eka jIva mokSe jAya eTale teNe jagatanA sarva jIvone abhayadAna ApyuM. 480 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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potAnA taraphathI thato trAsa kAyama mATe baMdha karyo, A ochI vAta che ? A ja apekSAe sAdhu utkRSTa dAnI che. ""gRhasthapaNAmAM hatA tyAre dAnAdi dharma karI zakatA hatA. atyAre dAna vagere kazuM thaI zakatuM nathI.' - ema vicArIne du:khI thavAnI ke nirAza thavAnI jarUra nathI. ahIM tame abhayadAna ApI zako cho, te koI gRhastha na ApI zake. * apArthiva AnaMda AtmAno svabhAva che. samyaggadarzana AvatAM ja e AnaMdanI jhalaka maLavI zarU thaI jAya che. sAdhanAmAM jema jema AgaLa vadhatA jaIe, kaSAyonA/karmonA paDadA haTatA jAya tema tema AnaMda vadhato jAya che. samyagdaSTi karatAM dezaviratimAM vadhu AnaMda. tethI sAdhutAmAM vadhu AnaMda. tethI kSapakazreNimAM vadhu AnaMda. tethI kevaLajJAnamAM vadhu ne tethI paNa mokSamAM vadhu AnaMda. samyagu darzanathI zarU thayelo AnaMda mokSamAM parAkASThAe pahoMce che. mokSa eTale AnaMdano piMDa...! mokSa eTale AnaMdanuM ucca zikhara....! mokSa eTale AnaMdano ghUghavato mahAsAgara....! AnaMdanA biMduthI zarU thayelI yAtrA AnaMdanA sinthamAM paryavasita bane che. * pravartaka ane pradarzaka-A be jJAna che. pravartaka jJAna sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka che. pradarzaka jJAna sAdhanAmAM bAdhaka che, abhimAna vadhAranAruM che. je jJAnathI abhimAna jAya tethI ja jo abhimAna vadhe to hada thaI gaI. sUryathI ja aMdhAruM phelAya to javuM kyAM ? maNabaMdha paNa pradarzaka jJAna mokSe nahi laI jAya. pravartakajJAnano nAno kaNa paNa mASatuSa muninI jema tamArA mokSanA dvAra kholI Apaze...! ALasa ALasa avaguNono bApa che. garIbAInI mA che. roganI bahena che ane jIvatAnI kabara che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 481

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-7 8-7-2000, zanivAra * mokSa bhale atyAre na maLe, paNa mokSano AnaMda atyAre paNa maLI zake che, je sAdhanAjanya samatA dvArA maLe che. jIvane duHkha gamatuM nathI chatAM Dagale ne pagale duHkha sahana karavuM paDe che. kAraNake A saMsAranuM sthAna ja evuM che, jyAM duHkha maLe ja maLe. kAjaLanI koTaDImAM rahevuM ne kALA na thavuM e kema bane? saMsAramAM rahevuM ne duHkha na pAmavuM e kema bane ? duHkhamayatA saMsArano svabhAva che tema sukhamayatA muktino svabhAva che. mukti meLavavA huM sAdhanA karuM chuM, evI pratIti pratipaLe thavI joIe. AvI pratIti thatI rahe to mukti najIka AvyA vinA na rahe. bAhya du:kha eTaluM paDatuM nathI, jeTaluM aMdaranuM duHkha pIDe che, je karma ane kaSAyanA kAraNe pedA thAya che. A sAdhu-jIvana duHkhakArI kaSAyono sAmano karavA mATe ja che. dasa prakAranA yatidharmamAM prAraMbhanA cAra, cAra kaSAyane jItavA mATe ja che. 482 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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AvuM sAdhu-jIvana mahApuNyodaye ja maLe evI pratIti Aje paNa thAya che ne ? ke have mahApuNyodaya nathI lAgato ? je vastu dainika banI jAya tenI kiMmata nathI lAgatI, mATe pUchuM chuM. guru mahArAje je ApaNo hAtha na pakaDyo hota to ApaNI hAlata zI hota ? duHkhamaya saMsAramAM ApaNe kyAMya rajhaLatA hota. viSaya-kaSAyano UkaLATa to saMsAramAM che ja. paNa bAhya duHkho paNa ochA nathI. ahIM roja duHkhI mANasonI lAIna lAge che. koinA bALako gAMDA hoya che. koIno chokaro bhAgI gayo hoya che. koInI patnI jhagaDAkhora hoya che. koIno pati mArapITa karato hoya che. AvA duHkhamaya saMsArathI ApaNe UgarI gayA temAM guru mahArAjano pratyakSa upakAra dekhAya che ? pratyakSa guru mahArAjano upakAra na svIkAre te bhagavAnano parokSa upakAra zI rIte svIkArI zakaze ? mIThAnA pratyeka kaNamAM khArAza che, tema saMsAranI pratyeka ghaTanAmAM duHkha che. sAkaranA pratyeka kaNamAM mIThAza che tema muktinI pratyeka sAdhanAmAM sukha che. muktimAM to sukha che ja, paNa muktinI sAdhanAmAM paNa sukha che, e samajAya che ? ApaNI takalIpha A che : mokSamAM sukha lAge che, paNa mokSanI sAdhanA svayaM sukharUpa che, e nathI samajAtuM. sAdhanAmAM je sukha dekhAya to kadI temAM pAchA paDavAnuM na thAya. AvA duHkhamaya saMsAranA sAgarathI bahAra kADhIne gurudeve dIkSAnA jahAjamAM besADI dIdhA, te yAda Ave che ? A to dravya dIkSA thaI-ema kahIne vAta kADhI nahi mUkatA. dravya dIkSAmAM paNa e tAkAta che, je bhAvadIkSAnuM kAraNa banI zake. . gayA varSe paMcavastakamAM vAta AvelI. emAM haribhadrasUrijI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 483

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lakhe che : dIkSAnA dravya vidhi-vidhAnamAM, caityavaMdanAdimAM paNa e tAkAta che je dravyadakSAne bhAva dIkSAmAM badalI de. * caityavaMdana jevI tevI kriyA nathI. konuM caityavaMdana karavAnuM che ? AvA mahA karuNAsindha, trilokapUjita bhagavAnanuM caityavaMdana karavAno moko mArA jevA pAmarane maLyo ? - Avo gadgad bhAva caityavaMdana pUrve UThavo joie. to ja caityavaMdana phaLadAyI bane. prabhu-prema hovo joIe, evo prema ke je bIjA koI padArtha para na hoya, mAtra prabhu para ja hoya ene ja prItiyoga kahevAya. A prItiyoga ja bhaktiyogano mULAdhAra che. prazna : prema che ke nahi e zI rIte jaNAya ? uttara : caityavaMdanAdi cAlatA hoya tyAre bIjuM kazuM yAda Ave che ? khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM ke bIjuM kAMI karavAnuM yAda AvatuM hoya to samajajo ke haju prItiyoga jAmyo nathI. prItiyoga majabUta thayA pachI ja bhaktiyoga vikase. prItiyogamAM premanI mukhyatA che. bhaktiyogamAM pUjyatAnI mukhyatA che. A mArga pUrva mahApuruSoe Avarelo che. emaNe e mArge cAlI anaMta sukha meLavyuM che, e mArge mane cAlavAno moko maLyo te ja mAruM nazIba...Ama vicAratAM paLa-paLe prabhu-prema vardhamAna thato rahevo joIe. prabhu prema Ama arUpI che, paNa prabhu-premInA bAhya lakSaNothI bIjAne paNa enI khabara paDe. prabhu-premI gupta ja rahe. lokomAM dekhADo karavA prayatna na kare. lokomAM dekhADo karavAthI palimaMtha Ave, loka-saMparka vadhato jAya. [palimaMtha eTale vipna) loka saMparka bhaktimAM AvatuM moTuM vighna che. zAkabhAjI vecanArA kAchIyAnI jema jhaverI kadI potAnA ratnone khullA mUkI deto nathI. Aja-kAla jeo "zo" dikhADo] karavA jAya che, teo luMTAI rahyA che, e samAcAra tame roja sAMbhaLatA raho cho ne ? 484 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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deva-guru-kRpAe kadAca guNono vikAsa thayo hoya toya gupta rAkhaje. duniyAne dekhADatA nahi. dekhADavA gayA to luMTAI jazo. ahaMkAra Adi AvI jatAM vAra nahi lAge. zAstramAM eka draSTAMta Ave che. Ama to huM daSTAMto khAsa nathI kaheto, paNa Aje kahuM. jaMgalamAM eka jaina muni yoganI sAdhanA karatA hatA. emanI yogasAdhanAnA prabhAvathI siMhAdi jaMgalI prANIo paNa zAMtavRttivALA banI gayA. pAmelA saMtonuM A lakSaNa che. enI samIpamAM AvanAra upazAMta bane ja. bhagavAna mAtra bolavAthI ja upakAra kare che, evuM nahi mAnatA. emanA astitva mAtrathI paNa upakAra thato rahe che, e samajavuM paDaze. abhimAnI indrabhUti, mAtra bhagavAnanA darzana kare che ne ThaMDogAra banI jAya che, abhimAnano parvata cUra-cUra thaI jAya che, e prabhunA sAmIpya mAtrano prabhAva hato. bhagavAnanI pAse 33 pAkhaMDIo bese, paNa cUM paNa na karI zake. A prabhuno prabhAva che. pazu-paMkhIo, mAnavo-Adi bhagavAnanA sAmIpya mAtrathI pAmI jatA hoya che. prabhunA prabhAvathI emanuM hRdaya AnaMdathI bharAI jAya, mastaka jhUkI paDe, eTale kAma thaI gayuM. bIjAdhAna thaI gayuM. bhagavAnane joIne rAjI thavuM e ja yoganuM bIja che. A ja rIte jaMgalamAM rahetA yogIo paNa vizva para upakAra karatA rahetA hoya che. emanA astitva mAtrathI upakAra thato rahe che. yogIthI zAMta banelo eka siMha yogIno prabhAva phelAvavA bAjunI pallImAM gayo. tyAMnA saradAre tIra choDatAM teNe nizAna cUkavyuM ne e [siMha] mAnava-bhASAmAM bolI UThyo : "je e kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 485

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yogI muni mane na maLyA hota to huM tane mArI nAkhata !" e yogIne jovA corono saradAra jaMgalamAM yogI pAse Avyo. AvA mahAna yogI viSe bIjuM to zuM vicAravAnuM hoya ? sAMbhaLIne Azcarya thaze ke AvA yogI paNa mAyA ane mAnathI gherAI zake che. puSpamAM sugaMdha pragaTe che tyAre tene phelAvanAro pavana taiyAra ja hoya che. mAnavamAM guNo pragaTe che. tyAre guNanI saurabha phelAi ja jatI hoya che. e mATe koI pracAranI jarUra nathI paDatI. emanA guNonI suvAsa pitA pAse pahoMcI. teo te putramuni pAse gayA, prazaMsA karI tyAre kaMIka phUlAI gayelA temaNe kahyuM : mane zuM pUcho cho ? mArA prabhAva viSe jANavuM hoya to mArA A ziSyane pUchI juo. anyanA mukhe potAnI prazaMsA karAvavAnI A vRttithI mAyA-mRSAvAdathI e yogI hArI gayA. AtmAnA mukhya be guNane simyakatva ane cAritra rokanAra mohanIya majabUta beTho hoya tyAM sudhI jJAnAvaraNIyano bhale ne game teTalo kSayopazama thaI gayo hoya, bhale ne koI nava pUrva sudhIno abhyAsa karI le, paNa teno saMsAra akabaMdha ja rahevAno. bIjAne rokavA eka ja karma-prakRti che, paNa darzana-guNane rokavA sAta prakRti che. moha parAjaya nATaka vAMco to AnuM svarUpa ekadama spaSTa rUpe khyAlamAM Avaze. upamiti vAMco to paNa khyAla Avaze. * kaSAyo paNa bahu jabarA che. Ave tyAre parivAra sAthe Ave. AgaLa koIne kare bIjA pAchaLa chUpAI rahe. dA.ta. ahaMkAra pAchaLa rahIne krodhane AgaLa kare. ApaNe sUtelA hoIzuM tyAM sudhI ja kaSAyonA A coraTAo jItavAnA. sUvuM eTale ajJAna avidyA dazAmAM sUvuM. jAgavuM eTale jJAna-dazAmAM rahevuM. 486 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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zarUmAM tame krodhAdine haTAvI do to paNa bharosAmAM nahi rahetA, huM jJAnadazAmAM jAgI gayo chuM mane koI ciMtA nathI evA mithyAbhimAnamAM nahi rahetA. zAhabuddIna ghorInI jema teo pharIpharIne caDAI karaze. bharosAmAM rahenArA keTalAya "pRthvIrAja' hArI gayA che. khAsa karIne upavAsanuM pAraNuM hoya, ApaNuM citta vyagra hoya, tyAre krodhAdi kaSAyo tarata ja humalo kare che. tamArI vAta nathI karato, mArA para paNa humalo kare che. vAsakSepa mATe ghaNI bhIDa thaI gaI hoya, mana vyagra hoya tyAre huM paNa kaMIka kaSAyagrasta banI jAuM chuM. rAga-dveSa ane viSaya-kaSAyathI grasta banIne ApaNe eka nahi, anaMta jIMdagIo hArI gayA chIe. have A jIMdagI e rIte eLe nathI ja gumAvavI, eTaluM nakkI karI lo. jarUra nathI kSamA hoya to bakhtaranI krodha hoya to zatrunI jJAti hoya to AganI mitra hoya to divya auSadhinI durjano hoya to jheranI lajja hoya to ghareNAnI sukAvya hoya to rAjyanI lobha hoya to avaguNonI pizunatA hoya to pApanI satya hoya to tapanI * pavitra mana hoya to tIrthanI saujanya hoya to guNonI sva mahimA hoya to AbhUSaNanI suvidhA hoya to dhananI apayaza hoya to mRtyunI. - bhartuhari kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 480

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-8 9-7-2000, ravivAra * muktimArgamAM sahAyatA maLe te rIte bhagavAna satata dharmadezanA ApatA rahyA, eno saMgraha gaNadhara bhagavaMto karatA rahyA. jina-vacananA e saMgrahane ApaNe Agama kahIe chIe. e Agamo ApaNane na maLyA hota to ApaNuM zuM thAta ? zrI haribhadrasUrijInA zabdomAM kahIe to .... 'hA ! aNAhA kahaM huMtA na huto jai jiNAgamo / ' sUrya-candranI gerahAjarImAM nAnakaDo dIvo gharane prakAzita kare tema Agama ApaNA AtmagRhane prakAzita kare che. Agama ane jinabiMba be ja A kalikAlamAM AdhArarUpa che. "kalikAle jinabiMba jinAgama bhaviyaNakuM AdhArA..." - pa. vIravijayajI.... tIrthanI sthApanA vakhate ja bannenuM nirmANa thaI jAya che. samavasaraNamAM bhagavAnanA cAra rUpa thayA ne [traNa rUpamAM jinabiMbanuM nirmANa thaI gayuM. bhagavAna bolyA ane AgamanuM nirmANa thaI gayuM. * bhagavAna sAme ja rahelA hoya chatAM ApaNA hRdayamAM upasthita na thAya to zo matalaba ? bhagavAna sAme na hoya chatAM 488 ja kahyuM, lApUrNasUrie

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tamArA hRdayamAM upasthita hoya to "sAme rahelA" ja kahevAya. mATe ja logassamAM "mithujha' lakhyuM. "mithu' eTale ""sAme rahelA bhagavAnanI meM stuti karI." bhagavAna mAnasa pratyakSa hoya tyAre ja Ama bolI zakAya. bhagavAnanuM nAma kevaLa akSaro nathI, bhagavAnanI mUrti kevaLa pattharano AkAra nathI, paNa sAkSAt bhagavAna che. bhaktimArgamAM AgaLa vadhavuM hoya to A satya samajavuM rahyuM. ame dararoja bhagavAnanI stutimAM eka zloka bolIe chIe : "mantramUrtiM samAdAya, devadevaH svayaM jinaH / sarvajJaH sarvaH zAntA, soDAM sAkSAt vyavasthitaH " * bhagavAna sarvajJa che, tema "sarvaga" paNa che. "sarvaga" eTale sarvavyApI. sarva kacchati rUti sarva: badhe ja phelAI jAya te "sarvaga.", eka ja zarata che : mana svaccha karo, pavitra karo. mana svaccha banyuM eTale bhagavAna manamAM AvI ja gayA, samajo. mana viSaya-kaSAyathI malina baneluM che. jema jema viSaya-kaSAya ghaTatA jAya tema tema mana svaccha banatuM jAya. viSaya-kaSAyonA kAraNe anAdikALathI satata karmabaMdha cAlu ja che. A karmonA kAraNe ja anaMtajJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta aizvarya aMdara ja paDeluM hovA chatAM jIva jaDa jevo banI gayo che. anaMta sukha pAse hovA chatAM te bahAra bhaTakI rahyo che. ekavAra AtmA potAnuM svarUpa joI gayo eTale e svarUpa meLavavA taiyAra thavAno ja. sAdhu-jIvana A svarUpa meLavavA mATe ja che, e bhUlazo nahi. guru mahArAje ApaNA vinaya ane vairAgya para vizvAsa mUkI sAdhu-jIvana ApyuM. ema mAnIne ke bhale atyAre samajaNa nathI, paNa samajaNa jAgaze eTale avazya svarUpa-prApti mATe A jIva prayatna karavAno. zAhukArane enI zAkha para vizvAsa rAkhIne ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja ja89

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lona ApavAmAM Ave che ne ? dravya dIkSA kama lAbhakArI che, ema nahi mAnatA. goviMda nAmanA paMDite jainadarzanane harAvavA mATe ja dIkSA lIdhelI. paNa ahIM AvyA pachI hRdaya badalAyuM, dravyadIkSA, bhAvadIkSAmAM badalAI. 6-7muM guNaThANuM maLe ke na maLe, paNa 4thuM guNaThANuM samyagdarzana maLI jAya toya sAdhu-jIvana saphaLa banI gayuM mAnajo. samyagdarzana mATe AnaMdaghanajI jevo talasATa joIe : dirasaNa dirasaNa raTato jo phiruM, to raNarojha samAna...' nAradIya bhaktisUtramAM kahyuM che : '"tasmin [paramAtmani] prema-svarUpA bhaktiH / '' prabhu pratye prema vadhaze tema prabhumAM tanmayatA vadhaze. ApaNe sIdhA ja tanmayatA mATe prayatna karIe chIe. paNa e pahelAnA be sopAnane bhUlI jaIe chIe. tanmayatA pahelA prema ane pavitratA joIe. pahelA prabhu para prema karo. prema thayA pachI pavitratA Avaze. tyAra pachI tanmayatA Avaze. sIdhA tanmayatA levA jazo to hAlata bhUMDI thaze. chAsa levA jazo ne doNI khoI besazo. 'lene gai pUta, kho AI khasama' jevI hAlata thaze. je loko tanmayatA meLavavA zvAsanA nirIkSaNamAM ja paDI gayA, teo ubhayabhraSTa banI gayA che. bhagavAna jyAM na hoya tevI koI sAdhanAmAM paDatA ja nahi. * bhagavAnanuM nAma, bhagavAnanA Agama, bhagavAnano saMgha, bhagavAnanA sAta kSetro sarvatra bhagavAna juo. * kaMika aMze karyo haLavA thayA hoya tyAre ja bhagavAna game. 490 x kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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e pahelA bhagavAnanI AvI vAto bakavAsa lAgaze. koika zreSTha kALa hoya, karmo haLavA thayelA hoya, tyAre AvI vAto sAMbhaLatAM ja bhagavAna para prema thavA lAge che. svAti nakSatra hoya, chIpanuM moM khulluM hoya ne varSAnuM eka biMdu paDe ne kevuM motI banI jAya che ? anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo paDelA hoya tyAM sudhI manamAM nirmaLatA nathI AvatI. nirmaLa nahi banelA manamAM prabhu pratibiMbita thatA nathI. * prabhu-premamAM lIna banelo sadA nirbhaya hoya. bhagavAna abhaya che, tema abhayanA dAtA paNa che. bhakti karanAro bhakta kadI bhayabhIta na hoya. bhaya hoya tyAM sudhI samajavuM : haju bhakti jAmI nathI. AkhI ujjaina nagarI bhayabhIta hatI tyAre mayaNA ekalI nirbhaya hatI. teNe sAsune kahI dIdhuM : bhagavAnanI bhaktinA prabhAvathI huM kahI zakuM chuM ke, Aje ApanA putra [zrIpALa] AvavA ja joIe. mayaNAnI vAta kharekhara sAcI paDI. bhagavAnanI bhakti dvArA maLatI nirbhayatAno A utkRSTa namUno che. * anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya samyagdarzana na AvavA de. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya sAthe niyamA mithyAtva hoya. mithyAtva hoya tyAM sudhI dehAdhyAsa dUra thato nathI. dehamAM ja AtmAnA darzana thAya che. mithyAtva deva-gurumAM vizvAsa ka2vA deto nathI. dhanvaMtari jevA vaida sAme hoya, zarIramAM darda paNa hoya, paNa dardI vaidanI vAta mAnavA ja taiyAra na hoya to zuM karavuM ? mithyAtvInI AvI dazA hoya che. mAravADa pradezamAM khasano dardI pasAra thaI rahelo hato. sAmethI eka vaida jaDIbuTTIono bhAro upADIne AvI rahyo hato. dardIe kahyuM : "mane ghAsanI saLI Apo.'' vaida : 'saLInuM zuM kAma che ?' mAre kharajavA joIe che.' "e karatAM A paDIkI le. tArI khAja maTI jaze. saLInI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie * 491

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jarUra ja nahi paDe." nahi, khAja maTI jAya to kharajavAno AnaMda zI rIte meLavI zakIza? mATe paDIkI nahi, saLI joIe...' - AvI ja hAlata ApaNI che.... bhagavAne batAvelI bhAva-auSadhi svIkAravA ApaNe taiyAra nathI, paNa viSaya-tRSNA vadhe tevA padArtho ApaNane joIe che. AnuM ja nAma mithyAtva che. * gaIkAle meM je yogInI vAta karI. mAyAnA kAraNe temane AgAmI janmamAM strI [rAjakumArI] banavuM paDyuM ne pelo ziSya harivikrama rAjA thayo. A dAMta ema jaNAve che : jema jema tame sAdhanAnI UMcAI para caDatA raho cho, tema tema khataro paNa vadhato jAya che. lakSa pUruM na thAya tyAM sudhI kyAreya palAMThI vALIne besI javA jevuM nathI. kevaLajJAna-mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI lakSa pUruM thavAnuM nathI. sAdhu-jIvanamAM kaMcana-kAminIno tyAga thai gayo che, paNa kIrti.? baghI lAlasA kyAreka kIrtimAM ekaThI thaI jatI hoya che. kaMcana-kAminIno tyAga karanArA paNa kIrtinI lAlasAno tyAga karI zakatA nathI. prasiddhinI bahu jhaMkhanA jAge to AtmAne pUchavuM : Atman...! tuM guNothI pUrNa che ? badhA ja guNo tArAmAM AvI gayA ? jo guNo na AvyA hoya to prasiddhino moha zAno ? AtmaprazaMsA zAnI ? jo tuM pUrepUrA guNothI bharelo hoya to prasiddhino moha zAno ? kAraNa ke guNa-pUrNane prasiddhino moha thato ja nathI. prasiddhinI lAlasA ja svayaM doSa che. je te guNa-rahita hoya to Atma-prazaMsAnI icchA rAkhavAno adhikAra ja nathI. "guNai yadi na pUrNo'si, kRtamAtmaprazaMsayA / guNairevAsi pUrNazcet, kRtamAtma prazaMsayA // " - jJAnasAra, 18-1. 492 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-9 10-7-20eo, somavAra * bhagavAna kRtakRtya che, pachI tIrthasthApanA zA mATe kare ? tIrthakara nAmakarma khapAvavA ja tIrthasthApanA kare che, eTaluM vicArIne besI jAva te basa nathI. A vicArathI tamArA hRdayamAM bhagavAna pratye bhaktibhAva nahi jAge. bhagavAne to potAnA karmane khapAvavA tIrtha sthApyuM. AmAM karuNA kyAM AvI ? Avo vicAra bhakti jAgavA de ? bhagavAnano potAno dRSTikoNa ApaNe apanAvI laIe to kadI bhakita-mArgamAM pravezI zakIe nahi. bhagavAne parama karuNA karI A tIrthanI sthApanA ApaNA jevAnA uddhAra mATe karI che, A vicAra ja hRdayane kevo gaga banAvI de che ? AvA vicAra vinA bhakti nahi jAge, samarpaNabhAva nahi jAge. * bhagavAnanI bhakti vinA karmo nahi ogaLe. karmo ogaLyA vinA aMdara rahelA paramAtmA nahi pragaTe. ApaNe karmo satata bAMdhatA ja rahIe chIe. atyAre paNa karmonuM satata baMdhana cAlu ja che. keTalAka karmo to evA hoya che : je udayamAM AvIne khape to che, paNa samULA jatA nathI, potAnI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 493

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sITa potAnA sajAtIya karmane ApatA jAya che. dA.ta. krodha mohanIya karmanA udayathI gusso Avyo. to zuM thayuM ? krodha mohanIya karmanI nirjarA thaI tema teno baMdha paNa thayo. * amAro upadeza, amArI preraNA A karmamAMthI tame mukta bano te mATe ja hoya che. ame tamane vAsakSepa kayA bhAvapUrvaka nAkhIe ? tame bhale dukAna, Arogya vagerenA hajAra prazno laIne vAsakSepa naMkhAvavA AvatA ho, paNa ame zuM bolIe ? nitthArapara hoda | karmo khapAvI tame saMsArathI pAra utaro. * have ATaluM nakkI karo : jUnA karmo mAre khapAvavA che ne navA karmo nathI ja bAMdhavA. e kadAca zakya na bane to karmonA anubaMdha to cAlu nathI ja rahevA devA. karmonA anubaMdha tUTI jAya toya ghaNuM kAma thaI jAya. 4 karmano kAyado aphara che. tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhavamAM baMdhAyelA karmo TheTha bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA bhavamAM udayamAM AvI zatA hoya, karmo bhagavAnane paNa na choDatA hoya to ApaNe koNa ? karmano kAyado na badalAvI zakAya, paNa karmamAMthI mukta banI zakAya. karmamAMthI mukta banavA deva-guru-dharmanA zaraNe javuM paDaze. karma-sAhityano abhyAsa mAtra karma prakRtio gaNavA mATe nathI, vidrattAM batAvavA mATe nathI paNa e karmono nAza karavA mATe che, e vAta khAsa khyAlamAM rAkhavI. * tIvra kaSAyano kSaya ke upazama na thAya tyAM sudhI aMdara rahelI parama sattAnI jhalaka nahi dekhAya. jima nirmaLatA re ratana sphaTika taNI, tima e jIva svabhAva; te jina vire re dharma prakAziyo, prabaLa kaSAya-abhAva...'' - upA. yazovijayajI ma. 125 gAthAnuM stavana. prabaLa kaSAya eTale anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya. saMvatsarInuM pratikramaNa anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanA nAza mATe ja che. mAtra krodhanI ja vAta nathI, anaMtAnubaMdhI cAre cAra kaSAya 494 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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[krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha] no nAza karavAno che. krodha abhimAnanA kAraNe Ave che. mATe krodha pachI mAna. aMdara khAlIkhama hovA chatAM mAna-mobho joIto hoya to mAyAprapaMca karIne khoTI imeja UbhI karavI paDe, mATe trIjo kaSAya mAyA. mAyA karIne mANasa paisAno saMgraha karato rahe che, lobha vadhArato rahe che. mATe cotho kaSAya che : lobha. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyonA kSaya ke upazama vinA mithyAtva nahi jAya. mithyAtva gayA vinA samyagudarzana nahi Ave. samyaggadarzana vinA sAcuM jainatva nahi Ave. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo raheze to aMta samaye samAdhi nahi rahe. * zarIranuM kuTuMba, zarIranuM bhojana yAda Ave che, paNa AtmAnuM kazuM yAda nathI AvatuM. zarIrane bhojana na maLe to ciMtA thAya che. AtmAne bhojana na maLe tenI ciMtA thAya che ? bhagavAnanI bhakti, gurunI sevA, zAstrano svAdhyAya-ityAdi AtmAnuM bhojana che, e samajAya che ? pUrva puNyanA yoge ATalI ane AvI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM ApaNe udAsIna rahIe to te ApaNI sauthI moTI karuNatA gaNAze ! ATalA badhA doSo sevIne tamane badhAne ahIM pAlItANA khAte rAkhavAmAM AvyA te zA mATe? AvuM ne AvuM jIvana jIvavA ke kAMi parivartana lAvavA ? * jJAnasAranuM rahasya loko barAbara nahi samajI zake, ema samajIne upA. yazovijayajIe svayaM tenA para gujarAtI Tabbo lakhyo che. nAnakaDo Tabbo paNa bahu mahattvano che. kharataragacchIya pU. devacandrajIe tenA para jJAnamaMjarI nAmanI TIkA lakhI. ahIM koI gacchano bhedabhAva nathI. temaNe yazovijayajIne bhagavAna tarIke saMbodhyA che. A sAco guNAnurAga che. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja kalpa

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* doDheka varSanuM nAnuM bALaka acAnaka khADAmAM paDI gayuM. tyAM rahelA sApane doraDuM samajIne e pakaDavA gayuM, tyAM ja mAnI najara paDI. doDatI-doDatI AvatI mAtAe A jotAM ja bALakane ekadama kheMcI lIdhuM. bicArA bALakane UjharaDA paDyA, raDavA lAgyuM. ahIM mAe sAruM karyuM ke kharAba ? bALakane managamatI vastu na levA dIdhI te sAruM karyuM ke kharAba ? guru paNa mA che. ghaNI vakhata gamatI cIja na karavA de, ujharaDA paDe tevA vacano saMbhaLAve, te vakhate paNa guru hita mATe ja Ama kare che, ema vicAraje. gurumAM je "mAtA"nuM darzana karaze te tarI jaze. kyAreka gusso karatA, kyAreka kaDavo Thapako ApatA, kyAreka kaThora banatA gurumAM jo tame mAtAnA darzana karazo to temanA hRdayamAM rahelI apAra karuNA dekhAze. e jovA tamArI pAse bALakanuM hRdaya joIe ane bhaktanI AMkha joIe. * navakAra maMtranA prabhAvathI pelA musalamAne pANI kADhI ApyuM. vANiyAe e gupta vidyA ApavA Agraha karyo tyAre pelAe saddagurue Apelo navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo. "A to amane AvaDe che. A kAMI vidyA che ? A to navakAra che." vANiyAe javAba Apyo. ApaNI hAlata paNa A vANiyA jevI che. jANIe chIe ghaNuM, paNa hRdayanI zraddhA nathI, AmAM zuM? A to AvaDe che. ema kahIne kADhI nAkhIe chIe. satelAne jagADI zakAya, paNa jAgelAne kai rIte jagADAya ? ajJAnIne jaNAvI zakAya, paNa jANakArane kema jaNAvI zakAya ? jANakAranI sabhAmAM vyAkhyAna ApavuM A dRSTie ghaNuM kaThaNa che. * ApaNo aMtaraMga parivAra ApaNI pAse hovA chatAM ApaNe tenI sAthe saMbaMdha joDI zakatA nathI. kAraNake bhagavAna sAthe saMbaMdha joDyo nathI. 496 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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tuma nyAre taba sabahI nyArA, aMtara kuTuMba udArA; tumahI najIka-najIka sabahI hai, Rddhi anaMta apArA." bhagavAna pAse hoya che tyAre ApaNuM AMtara kuTuMba najIka hoya che. bhagavAna dUra to badhuM dUra. bhagavAna najIka to badhuM najIka, aMta samaye mAtA-pitA, bhAI, baMdhu, mitra-putra ke patnI.... koI kAma nahi lAge, mAtra aMtaraMga -parivAra, mAtra bhagavAnano prema ja kAma lAgaze. bhagavAna vIra gayA tyAre gautamasvAmI raDyA. AdinAtha gayA tyAre bharata raDyA. A AMsu temane kevaLajJAnanA mArge laI gayA. A AMsuonA ekeka TIpAmAM prabhunA premano siMdhu chalakAto hato. bIjAno prema mAre ! prabhu no prema tAre ! * saMyamamAM jarUra hoya te upakaraNa. tethI vadhu adhikaraNa. A sUtra yAda rAkhazo to vadhu saMgraha karavAnuM mana kyAreya nahi thAya. amArA gurujI [pU.kaMcanavijayajI ma.] ekadama phakkaDa ! atyaMta niHspRhI ! emanA kALadharma pachI emanI upadhimAM mAtra be ja cIjo rahelI : saMthAro ane uttarapaTTo ! emanA kAraNe amArAmAM paNa kaMIka aMze AvI vRtti AvelI. ame pAMca [pU. kamaLavijayajI ma., pU. kalApUrNasUrijI ma., pU. kalahaMsa vijayajI ma., pU. kalAprabha vi.ma., tathA pU. kalpataruvijayajI ma.] vihAra karatA tyAre koI mANasa-bANasa sAthe nhotA rAkhatA. emane ema nIkaLI paDatA. eka vakhate mANasa moDethI AvatAM poTalAmAMnI vastuo jAte upADI lIdhI ne tyArathI mANasane kAyamI vidAya ApI kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che 490

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dIdhI. game teTalo saMgraha karo... mRtyu samaye kAMI sAthe nathI AvavAnuM. e to ApaNe jANIe chIe ne ? ke mAtra gRhasthone kahevA pUratuM ja jANIe chIe ? cha khaMDanA mAlika brahmadatta ane subhUma cakravartIo pAse apAra samRddhi hovA chatAM...marIne narake gayA che. aDhaLaka saMpattimAMno eka paNa kaNa sAthe laI jaI zakayA nathI. A najara sAme rAkhI niHspRha banajo. phakkaDa banajo. to saMyama sArthaka banaze. nahi to amArA moTA gurudeva pU. jItavijayajI dAdAnA zabdomAM kahuM to bharUcanA pADA banavuM paDaze. suMdara rIte saMyama jIvana pALatA hazo to tamArA eka vAkyathI hajAro jIvo pAmI jaze, jIvanamAM kazuM nahi hoya to tamArA vidvattApUrNa pravacanothI koI pAmI jaze, evA bhramamAM rahetA nahi. kuMdanamalajIe muMDArA (rAjAthAnI cAturmAsa mATe vinaMtI karI. pUjyazrI : vartamAna joga. cAturmAsa mATe to kaMi na dhevAya, paNa e bAju Avaze tyAre tamArA gAmamAM AvavAnuM jarUra dhyAnamAM rAkhIzuM. Pepal For Pepol [chennai] che % saMstha: madrAsa ke jana-jana ke hRdayameM pU. kalApUrNasUri pratiSThita hai / naye maMdirameM pUjyazrIkI nizrAmeM zrI caMdAprabhujI kI jo zAnadAra pratiSThA huI usako koI bhUla nahIM sakatA / pUjyazrI H je hamAre madrAsa che parita hai / nahA~ jahA~ hama hote hai vahA~-vahA~ moke para ve A jAte hai / unA thAva anumodanIya | 498 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-10 11-7-2000, maMgaLavAra * tAre te tIrtha. jenA AlaMbane tarAya te tIrtha. dvAdazAMgI, caturvidha saMgha ane prathama gaNadhara e tIrtha che. atyAre A traNamAM gaNadhara bhale nathI, paNa gaNadharano parivAra vidyamAna che. A tIrthanI sevA karo, mokSa hatheLImAM che. "tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra." - pU. AnaMdaghanajI... * eka bAju AnaMda mATe ApaNe bhaTakIe chIe, paNa AnaMda-dAyaka upAyothI dUra rahIe chIe. kharekhara to AnaMdano piMDa ApaNI aMdara ja paDyo che. eka ja Atma-pradezamAM eTalo AnaMda che ke AkhA brahmAMDamAM na samAya, paNa ApaNe ene joI zakatA nathI, anubhavI zakatA nathI, mATe ja bIje phAMphAM mArIe chIe. * udyAna ke vADI pANInI nIka vinA lIlAchama na rahe, tema zraddhA sahitanuM jJAna na hoya to AtmaguNonuM udyAna lIluMchama na rahI zake. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 499

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AtmA paranA karmanA jatthA jema jema ochA thatA jAya tema tema aMdaranA AnaMdanI ruci vadhe, aMdaranI pUrNatA pragaTAvavAnuM mana thAya. pUrNatAno khajAno aMdara paDyo ja che. mAtra pragaTa karo, eTalI ja vAra che. "parama nidhAna pragaTa mukha AgaLa, jagata ullaMghI ho jAya; jyoti vinA juo jagadIzanI, aMdhoaMdha pulAya." - pU. AnaMdaghanajI. A kALamAM paNa A pUrNatAno khajAno kaMIka aMze meLavI zakAya che. jemaNe e kaMIka aMze meLavyo che, temanA A udgAro * prabhu antaryAmI che, ghaTa-ghaTamAM ramanArA che. stavanamAM paNa ApaNe bolIe chIe : "antaryAmI suNa alavesara" A stavana ghaNIvAra bolavA chatAM bhagavAna antaryAmI kaI rIte che te para kadI vicAra karatA nathI. parama cetanArUpa prabhu aMdara ja che. mAtra AMkha kholIne jovAnI jarUra che. A mATe ja dararoja prabhunA darzana karavAnA che. prabhune joIjoIne aMdara rahelA prabhune pragaTAvavAnA che. tuja darisaNa muja vAlo, darisaNa zuddha pavitta; darisaNa zabda naye kare, saMgraha evaMbhUta." - pU. devacandrajI - sthApanA rUpe rahelA prabhunuM darzana ApaNA aMdaranA prabhune pragaTAvavAnuM kAraNa che. ene ja jainetaro Atmadarzana kahe che. Atmadarzana thatAM ja vizvanuM samyagadarzana thAya che, vizvadarzana thAya che. pa00 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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antaryAmI eTale aMtarane jANanArA. "vAM' dhAtuno artha jANavuM paNa thAya che. prabhu aMdara rahela che. tema aMdaranuM jANanArA paNa che. prabhu "antaryAmI' che eTale ghaTa-ghaTamAM rahelA che, vizvavyApI che. prabhu "antaryAmI' che, eTale sarvajJa che, sarvanuM sarva jANanArA che. A bAbata satata najara samakSa rahe to prabhunI prabhutA pratye keTaluM bahumAna jAge ? samughAtanI vAta huM ghaNIvAra karI cUkyo chuM. samudyAtanA cothA samaye prabhu kharekhara antaryAmI bane che. vizvavyApI bane che. emanI cetanA samagra brahmAMDamAM phelAI jAya che. jANe ke prabhu chellechelle sau jIvone maLavA Ave che, saMdezo ApavA Ave che : pyArA baMdhuo ! huM jAuM chuM. tamane chelle...chelle...maLavA Avyo chuM. tame paNa sau huM jAuM chuM tyAM Avajo." bhagavAna A rIte samagra brahmAMDane pavitra banAve che. te samaye bhagavAne choDelA pavitra karma-pudgalo A ja brahmAMDamAM phelAI jAya che. prabhunA e pudgalo ApaNAmAM pavitratAno saMcAra karI rahyA che - e kalpanA paNa kevI hRdayaMgama che ? A badhI ghaTanAmAM bhagavAnanI karuNA juo. karuNAsAgara prabhune prArtho : bhagavana ! ApanI kRpAthI ja huM nigodathI bahAra nIkaLIne TheTha ahIM sudhI pahoMcI Avyo chuM. have Ape ja mAro uddhAra karavAno che. have Apa upekSA karo te na cAle. -vItarAga stotra - 15-prakAza. muMbaIthI tame ahIM vAhanathI AvyA cho, jAte cAlIne nathI AvyA. tema ahIM sudhI tame prabhunI kRpAnA baLe AvyA cho, tamArI tAkAtathI nathI AvyA. paNa tamane bIjuM badhuM dekhAya che, mAtra bhagavAnanI karuNA nathI dekhAtI. pANImAM tame vajanadAra lAkaDuM kheMcI lo cho, temAM pANI paNa sahAyaka bane che ne ? ahIM bhagavAna paNa sahAyaka bane che te samajAya che ? kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ka 501

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vAhana vinA to hajue tame ahIM AvI zako, paNa prabhukRpA vinA tame ahIM sudhI [mAnava bhava sudhI] na ja AvI zako, bhagavAnanI karuNA nathI samajAI mATe ja bhakti jAgatI nathI. bhakti nathI jAgatI mATe ja dharmamAM prANa nathI Avato. caherA para prasannatAnI surakhI nathI AvatI. ApaNo dharma sUkosUko lAge che. ApaNane ja nahi, ghaNIvAra moTA vidvAnone paNa bhagavAnanI karuNA nathI samajAI. siddharSi jevA vidvAnane paNa nhotI samajAI. eTale ja teo bauddha darzana tarapha AkarSAyelA. buddha mahAna kANika dekhAyA, arihaMta mAtra vItarAga ja dekhAyA. e to bhaluM thajo, lalitavistarAnuM ke jenA yoge emane bhagavAnanI parama kANikatA samajAI ane jaina-darzanamAM sthira thayA. bhaluM thajo e pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.nuM ke jemaNe amane A lalitavistarA Adi graMtho dvArA bhagavAnanI karuNA samajAvI. nahi to khabara nahi : ame kyAM hota ? karuNAsAgara prabhunI karuNA satata najara samakSa rAkhazo to tamArA hRdayamAM bhaktinI lahara UDyA vinA nahi rahe; kharekhara je aMdara "hRdaya" nAmanI cIja haze. pattharamAM taraMga pedA na thAya, paNa pANImAM taraMga pedA na thAya e zI rIte bane ? ApaNuM hRdaya patthara che ke pANI ? pANI jevA mUdu hRdayamAM ja bhaktino janma thaze. bhaktino janma thaze to ja dharma prANavAna banaze. prabhu-darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI cenathI beso nahi, prabhune pokAryA ja karo, prArthanA karatA ja raho. A dayALu prabhu tamane cokkasa darzana Apaze. ahIMthI nahi maLe to kyAMthI maLaze? ahIMthI nahi maLe to kyAMyathI nahi maLe. ananyabhAvathI zaraNAgati karo. bhaktimAM sAtatya pa02 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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rAkho. pachI phaLa juo. ApaNI kamajorI e che : sAtatya nathI hotuM. sAtatya vinA koipaNa anuSThAna saphaLa na bane. * bhaktane prabhu pAse badhI rIte prArthanA karavAnI chUTa che. mA AgaLa bALaka game tevA kAlAvAlA kare ja che ne ? bhakta kyAreka upAlaMbha Ape che. kyAreka potAnI vyathA ThAlave che. kyAreka bhagavAna AgaLa koI samasyA mUke che. kyAreka ""bhagavAnathI paNa huM moTo chuM' evI vicitrokti paNa kare che. bhaktane badhI chUTa che. paNa AvuM karavAnuM mana kyAre thAya ? aMdara prabhunI adamya jhaMkhanA pedA thAya tyAre. atyAre ApaNI kaI kaI jhaMkhanAo che ? saMsAranI badhI ja jhaMkhanAo hRdayamAM bharelI che; eka mAtra prabhunI jhaMkhanAne choDIne. adamya jhaMkhanA vinA prabhu zI rIte rIjhaze ! pANImAM DUbakI lagAvIne rahelo mANasa bahAra nIkaLavA taraphaDe, athavA pANIthI bahAra rahelI mAchalI pANI mATe taraphaDe tevo taraphaDATa ApaNA hRdayamAM pragaTavo joIe. prabhu-darzananuM cihna zuM che ? AnaMdanI lahara.. varasAda varasyA pachI jema ThaMDA pavananI laherakhI Ave che, tema prabhanI karuNAno sparza thatAM bhaktanA hRdayamAM prasannatA ane AnaMdanI lahara UThe che. "karuNA daSTi kIdhI re, sevaka upare." A paMkti prabhunI varaselI karuNAthI thatI prasannatAne vyakta kare che. paNa prabhunI karuNA kyAre varase ? hRdayamAM prabhunI prIti pragaTI hoya to. mATe ja prathama lakhyuM : prItalaDI baMdhANI re ajita niNaMdazuM ?' prabhu sAthe prIta baMdhAi che ? prabhu sAthe prIta baMdhAya, baMdhAI hoya to gADha bane mATe ja A stavana huM vAraMvAra boluM chuM, divasamAM cAra vAra boluM chuM. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa03

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* adhyAtmanI, bhaktinI ghaNI vAto pU. devacandrajI karatA, paNa sAMbhaLe koNa ? e kALamAM paNa [aDhIso varSa pahelA] adhyAtmarucivALA jIvo ghaNA ochA hatA. juo emanA ja udgAro : dravya kriyA ruci jIvaDA re, bhAvadharma-ruci hIna; upadezaka paNa tehavA re, zuM kare loka navIna ?" huM tamane ja pUchuM chuM : ATaluM huM boluM chuM : tamane bhaktinI adhyAtmanI ruci pragaTI? ahIMthI sAMbhaLIne jazo pachI AnA para kAMI vicArazo ke jIvana cAle che tema ja cAlavA dezo ? lAge che ke dareka kALamAM adhyAtmapremIone Avo ja anubhava thato haze. Aje paNa devacandrajI pharI janma le to A ja paMkti bole. kadAca AnAthI paNa vadhu kaThora paMkti bole. Aje to jaDavAdanI ja bolabAlA che. adhyAtmavAdano to bhayaMkara dukALa che. * A graMthamAM [caMdAviSkraya panAmAM] upasaMhAra karatAM chelle samAdhi maraNanI vAta kare che. samAdhi maraNa para ATaluM jora eTalA mATe ApavAmAM Ave che ke e para ja AkhA jIvanano AdhAra che. jo mRtyunA samaye ApaNe samAdhi cUkI gayA to khalAsa ! rAdhAvedha cUkI gayA ! sagatirUpI draupadI nahi maLe. zrIkRSNa jevA samaktiIne paNa chelle kevuM bhayaMkara raudradhyAna AvI jAya che ? A badhA daSTAMto ApaNA kAnamAM eka ja vAta kahe che : mRtyumAM samAdhi khUba ja durlabha che. samAdhi mRtyu mATe aMdara rahelA zalyono uddhAra thavo joIe. sazalya mRtyu sagati nahi Ape. lakSmaNA jevI mahAsatI sAdhvIno paNa sazalyatAnA kAraNe saMsAra vadhI gayo che. e badhI vAto ApaNe vicArI gayA chIe. [vAcanA pachI eka bhAIe UbhA thaIne pUchyuM : ] prazna : ApakI bAteM acchI lagatI hai, lekina kisa vajaha 504 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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se hamArA mana par3hAI meM nahIM lagatA ? uttara : jJAnAvaraNIya karma kA jora hai / hamArA mana idharaudhara bikharA huA hai / aneka icchAeM hamAre dimAga meM ghUma rahI hai / ataH eva hamArA mana dhArmika par3hAI meM nahIM lagatA / eka hI icchA rakho : mujhe dhArmika par3hAI hI karanI hai / phira kisakI tAkata hai ApakI par3hAI rokane kI ? ghara kahe che........... pagathIA : ahIM pAMca gaThIA (hiMsA, jUTha, corI, kAma, parigraha) rahelA che. ahIM Avazo nahi. oTalo ? o cetana ! TaLo. ahIMthI TaLo, bhAgo. aMdara Avazo nahi. nakuco : na cUko. haju kahuM chuM ke cUkazo nahi. aMdara AvavA jevuM nathI. oraDo , : nA pADI chatAM aMdara AvyA ? nA o AtamarAma ! raDo. have jIvanabhara raDyA ja karo. cAra divAla : zuM baLyuM che ahIM gharamAM ? ahIM to mAtra cAra dI'vhAla che. basa...pachI badhoja vhAla UDI javAno. cAra dina kI cAMdanI phira aMdherI rAta ! kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 505

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-11 12-7-2000, budhavAra sarva sUri bhagavaMtono sAmUhika praveza. [taLeTImAM sAmUhika caityavaMdana pachI...] pUjya AcArya zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : [cAturmAsaH khImajIbena dharmazALA] upasaTH sarva yatti | bhagavAnanI bhaktino A prabhAva che : upasargo kSaya pAmI jAya, vidgonI velaDIonuM vidAraNa thaI jAya ane citta atyaMta prasanna bane. prasannatA eka mAtra bhagavAna pAsethI ja maLe che, duniyAnI koI bajAramAMthI nahi maLe. prasannatA ane AnaMdanA phUvArA samA dAdA ahIM beThA che. * dAdAnI kRpAthI sarva AcArya bhagavaMtonA pravezathI ahIM AnaMdano kevo mAhola jAmyo che ? judA-judA samudAyanA AcAryo, sAdhuo ahIM ekaThA thayA che. paNa koI judApaNuM dekhAya che ? ciMtA nahi karatA. pAMceya mahinA AvI ja rIte zAMtithI badhA kAryo thaze. gacchAdhipati pUjya A. zrI sUryodayasAgarasUrijI H [cAturmAsa-pannArUpA] 506 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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upAdAna ane nimitta-A be kAraNamAM upAdAna kAraNa ApaNo AtmA che. puSTa nimitta paramAtmA che. girirAja jevuM puSTa nimitta pAmIne ApaNe AtmAne pAvana banAvavAno che. kSayopazama bhAvanA sahAre kSAyikabhAva tarapha AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. girirAjanI chAyAmAM AvyA cho to nakkI karo : A jIbhathI mAre koInI niMdA nathI karavI. pUjya A. zrI yazovijayasUrijI : [cAturmAsa : vAvapathaka] amadAvAdathI ame ahIM AvatA hatA tyAre ghaNA pUchAtA : pAlItANA tame badhA zA mATe jAva cho ? e badhAne huM zuM javAba ApuM ? ahIM AvavAnuM prayojana huM zuM batAvuM ? je dAdA badhAne bolAvI rahyA che e jANe. A dAdAno prabhAva juo. emanI godamAM ame sau ekaThA thayA, e ja emano pahelo prabhAva. ahIM to badhe paramAtmA ja che. anekarUpe paramAtmA chavAyelA che ahIM : taLeTIe arUpa paramAtmA. maMdiromAM rUpa paramAtmA. upAzrayomAM veSa paramAtmA. vyAkhyAnAdimAM zabda paramAtmA. sarvanA hRdayamAM zraddhA paramAtmA. A paramAtmAnI karuNAnI varSA bhakta para sadA varasatI ja rahe che. bhakta suradAsanA zabdomAM kahuM to : "he prabhu..! AkAzamAM varSA to kyAreka Ave, paNa mArI AMkhomAM ApanI yAdathI sadA varSARtu raho..." - A cAturmAsamAM ApaNe prabhumaya banavAnuM che. pravacano mAtra sAMbhaLavAnA nathI. pravacanomAM vahevAnuM che. * pUjya A. zrI vijaya jagavallabhasUrijI : (cAturmAsaH dAdAvADI.] arihaMta jevA devA, zAzvata giri jevuM tIrtha ane navakAra kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja 500

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jevo maMtra... A badhuM prApta karIne ApaNe niSkriya kyAM sudhI rahIzuM? niSkriyatA choDI sakriya banavAnuM che. mAtra sakriya thaye paNa kAma nahi thAya, sankriya banavAnuM che. silkiya eTale zubha kriyAvALA] Akhare akriya banI siddhazilAmAM anaMta siddho sAthe maLI javAnuM che. pUjya A. zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : [cAturmAsa : pannArUpA.] A girirAjano prabhAva zuM varNavavo ? pAMca varSa pahelA ahIM jaMbUdvIpamAM amAruM cAturmAsa hatuM tyAre AvelA hindu saMnyAsIone ame pUcheluM : ""tame ahIM zA mATe ? tame dattAtreyane mAno cho. temanuM sthAna to giranAra para che." " va...phusa kSetra he prabhAva cha mApo vA vAta re ? giranAra para jo siddhi prApta karane meM 6 mahine lagate hai, yahA~ para cha dina meM vaha prApta ho jAtI hai / " Aje paNa A girirAjamAM adazya guphAo che. ApaNe koI guphAo zodhavAnI jarUra nathI. Akho girirAja ja ApaNA mATe pavitra che. pUjya muni zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : cAturmAsa : sarvatrI ahIM AvavAnuM zuM prayojana ? je dAdAe ApaNane bolAvyA che, e dAdA prayojana jANe. dAdA yajamAna che. ApaNe sau mahemAna chIe. javAbadArI yajamAnanI hoya. mahemAnane zuM ? eka AtmA paNa jyAM sarva karmano kSaya karI mokSe jAya. tyAMnuM kSetra siddhAtmAe choDelA taijasa zarIranA kAraNe parama pAvana banI jAya to jyAM anaMtakALathI anaMta-anaMta AtmAo sarva karmono kSaya karI siddha thayelA hoya e kSetra keTaluM pavitra haze ? keTaluM cArjaDa-phIlDa thayeluM haze ? tenI tame kalpanA to karo. A girirAjanI Urja eTalI pavitra che, eTalI prabaLa che ke ene jovA mAtrathI paNa ApaNI cetanA UdhvakaraNa pAme. jyAM pa08 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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jyAMthI A girirAja dekhAya che, tyAM tyAM saghaLe pavitra Urja pheMkato rahe che. gurutvAkarSaNanuM baLa to nIce kheMce, paNa ahIM prabhunI kRpA to bhaktane uMce kheMcI rahI che. grevITezanathI gresa [kRpA] baLavAna che. A girirAja ApaNA sarva para satata Urja varasAvato ja rahyo che, mAtra ApaNe khAlI thavAnI jarUra che. jyAM ApaNe khAlI thayA tyAM ja Urja bharAvAnuM zarU thayuM samajI lo. ahIM badhA ja samudAyanA mahAtmAo ekaThA thayA che. juo ! vAtAvaraNa paNa keTaluM anukULa che ? baporano samaya hovA chatAM nathI taDako ke nathI varasAda ! vAdaLonI pAchaLa chUpAIne jANe sUrya A badhuM joI rahyo che ! koI AcArye nA pADI hoya ne koI phoTogrAphara chUpAIne zUTIMga karato hoya tema sUrya jANe vAdaLanA paDadA pAchaLa chUpAI zUTIMga karI rahyo hoya ! AvA parama pavitra vAtAvaraNamAM ApaNe sau ekaThA thayA chIe to dhyAna rahe : ahIM bhakta kathA (bhojana-kathA) nathI karavAnI paNa bhakta [prabhu-bhakta] kathA karavAnI che. bhojanamAM nahi, bhajanamAM ramamANa rahevAnuM che. prabhunA parama bhakta [pU. AcArya zrI kalApUrNasUrijI] ahIM birAjamAna che. prabhunI bhakti, gItothI abhivyakta karanArA AcArya zrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI - zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI jeimaNe muMbaI jevA mahAnagaramAM kroDo navakAra gaNAvyA. ahIM abaja navakAra zA mATe na gaNAve ?] pelI bAju beThA che. A bAju bhaktinI vyAkhyA karanArA pU. yazovijayasUrijI birAjamAna che. huM to amatho ja vacce TapakI paDyo chuM. pritidina 10 mALA gaNavAnI pratijJA apAI.] kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie 509

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-11 12-7-2000, budhavAra * prAyazcitta granthono saMkSepa karIne jinabhadragaNie jIvakalpa banAvyuM. dravyAdine jANanArA e mahApuruSo hatA. sUtronA saMkSepa sAthe prAyazcittono paNa saMkSepa karyo. ziSya to guru pAse AlocanA laI le, paNa gurue AlocanA kyAM levI ? svaguru na hoya to potAnAthI vaDIla vidyamAna hoya temanI pAsethI levI, e paNa na hoya to nAnA pAsethI levI, paNa jAte nahi levI. vaida kadI potAnI davA jAte na le. ahIM paNa evuM Ama prAyazcittathI zuddha thAya tenI sadgati thAya. sadgatino AdhAra veSa ke bAhyAcAra para nahi, paNa AMtarapariNAma che. zubhadhyAnathI sadgati ! azubha dhyAnathI durgati ! * zrAvakakuLamAM janma pAmanArA mA-bApa eTale saMtAnonA sAcA arthamAM kalyANa-mitra ! potAnA saMtAnone e kadI durgatie na javA de. saMtAnonA ja zA mATe ? sAdhuonA paNa mA-bApa che. cAra prakAranA zrAvako kahyA che : 510 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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mAtA-pitA, bhAI, mitra ane zokya jevA. [zokya jevA zrAvako sAdhuonA mAtra dUSaNo ja jotA rahe che.] Aje paNa zrI saMghamAM zramaNa saMgha tarapha eTalo Adara-bahumAna TakI rahyo che ke AvA bhayaMkara kALamAM paNa jaina sAdhuone khAvApIvA rahevA ke paheravAnI ciMtA karavI paDatI nathI. A tIrthaMkarano prabhAva che, emanI AjJA kaMika aMze paNa pALIe chIe eno prabhAva che, ema satata lAgavuM joIe. evuM paNa bane : vahorAvanArA pahelA tarI jAya ne lenArA rahI jAya. kumArapALano mokSa nizcita che. hemacandrasUrijIno anizcita che. koNa pahelo ? koNa chello ? e to Akhare AMtara pariNAma para AdhArita che. * AMkha jue che paNa jonAra koNa che ? kAna sAMbhaLe che paNa sAMbhaLanAra koNa che ? paga cAle che paNa cAlanAra koNa che ? jenAra, sAMbhaLanAra, cAlanAra e AtmAne ja ApaNe bhUlI gayA chIe. zarIranA ja poSaNamAM AtmAnuM zoSaNa thaI rahyuM che, e samajAya che ? AtmAnA bhojana mATe kadI vicAryuM ? AtmAnA bhojana mATe tRpti aSTaka vAMcajo... pahelo ja zloka juo : pItvA jJAnA'mRtaM bhuktvA kriyA suralatAphalam / sAmyatAmbUlamAsvAdya, tRptiM yAti parAM muniH // - jJAnasAra, 10-1. pIstAlIza Agama bhaNavAthI paNa ApaNane je na maLe [kAraNa ke ApaNI pAse tevI draSTi nathI.] te A eka zlokamAM maLI jAya che. bhojanamAM mIThAI na maLe to na cAle to ahIM jJAna ane kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che pa11

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bhakti vinA zI rIte cAle? bhakti ane maitrI AtmAnI mIThAI che. gulAbajAMbu jevI AITama hovA chatAM AdhoI upadhAnamAM [vi.saM.201] e na cAlyA. koIe joyelA nahi. badhAne lAgyuM : bakarInA.....jevA A zuM ? paDyA rahyA, paNa ekavAra cAkhyA pachI enA asalI svAdano khyAla Avyo. AtmAno svAda ekavAra cAkhavA maLI jAya pachI bahAranuM badhuM phIThuM lAge. tuja samakti rasa svAdano jANa, pApa kubhakate bahu dina sevIyuM jI; seve jo karmane joge tohi, vAMche te samakti amRta dhure likhyuM che." - upA. yazovijayajI ma. * bahAranuM bhojana ke pANI vadhAre levAI jAya to ajIrNa thaI jAya, paNa ahIM vadhu thaI jAya to paNa ajIrNa nahi thAya. "ati sarvatra varjayeta" - e ukti bIje sAcI haze, ahIM nahi. pIo, jeTaluM jJAnanuM amRta pIvAya. khAo, jeTalA khavAya teTalA kriyA suralatAnA phaLo. ajIrNa thAya to javAbadArI mArI ! AtmA tRpta bane e mATe ja to ApaNe sau ekaThA thayA chIe. Aje taLeTImAM dazya joyuM ne ? badhA samudAyanA mahAtmAo kevA premathI bhegA thayelA ? zAsana ApaNuM che. ahIM koNa pArakuM che ? A udAra daSTi rAkho . ghaNI vakhata be varSa amArI pAse bhaNyA pachI koI mumukSu kahe : huM have tyAM dIkSA laIza. huM premathI rajA ApuM. game tyAM le. Akhare zAsana eka ja che ne ? * Aje savAre saune 10 mALAnI bAdhA apAyela. ahIM rahelA mahAtmAone paNa 10 mALA gaNavAnI bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. pa12 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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A paNa eka AtyaMtara tapa che. pAMca praharano svAdhyAya na karI zakatA ho to 20 mALA gaNI lo. tamArI gaNatarI bakuza-kuzIlamAM nahi thAya. AmAM TAIma nahi bagaDe. TAImano sadupayoga thaze. TAIma to Ameya bagaDI ja rahyo che. jApanI saMkhyA vadhe tema teno pAvara vadhe, ApaNI cetanAzakti vadhe AMtara UrjA vadhe. kalikAla sarvajJa, samartha sAhityakAra zrI hemacandrasUrijIe emanI mAtA sAdhvI pAhinInA aMta samaye eka kroDa navakAranA jApanuM puNyadAna ApeluM. emane samaya maLI jAya paNa tamane na maLe. kharuM ne ? dAdAnI nizrAmAM ekaThA thayA chIe to ATaluM jarUra karajo. badhA mahAtmAo ATalo jApa kare to AtyaMtara baLa keTaluM vadhI jAya ? * badhA Agama, veda, purANa, tripiTako Adi sarva zAstrono sAra eka jJAnasAramAM samAyelo che. vadhu na thaI zake to eka jJAnasAra to bhaNI ja lejo; sUtra-artha ane tadubhayathI. bIjAne bhaNAvavA mATe ke bIjAne prabhAvita karavA mATe bhaNAyeluM jJAna Atma kalyANakara nahi banI zake. . . minoddezana vihita cha varmakSayAgakSaman !" - jJAnasAra uddeza bhinna to phaLa paNa bhinna maLaze. * jJAnasAramAM jJAna mATe traNa aSTaka mUkelA che. Aje keTalAya mahAtmAo evA che je bhaNavAmAM khUba ja ALasu che. bIjI badhI pravRttio eTalA rasathI kare ke badhuM bhUlI jAya, paNa bhaNatI vakhate ja "TAima nathI" nuM bahAnuM hAjara kare. "TAima nathI maLato." e bahAnuM paNa kharekhara to aMdara jJAnanI aruci jaNAve che. ruci hoya to game tema karIne paNa mANasa TAIma kADhe. bhojana mATe TAima kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ke pa13

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nathI kADhatA ? * 10 mALA tame gaNo to "namo keTalIvAra Ave ? 6 hajAra vAra Ave. devavaMdanamAM 6 vAra namutthaNe Ave. eka namutthaNamAM be vAra 'namo' Ave che. eka "namo" zabdamAM IcchA, zAstra ane sAmarthya - traNeya yoga AvI jAya che. "namo ne tame ocho nahi mAnatA. navakAra 14 pUrvano sAra emane ema nathI kahyo. navakAranuM bIjuM nAma paNa keTaluM uttama che : "zrI paMgha mAmadAzrutaskaMdha" bIjA badhA zrutaskaMdha paNa A mahAzrutaskaMdha. navakAranuM A nAma mahAnizIthamAM maLe che. mahAnizIthanA aMte lakhyuM che ke ""ghaNuM sAhitya naSTa thaI gayuM. Aje to je UdhaIthI khavAI gayelA pAnA maLyA tenuM saMyojana karIne goThavavAmAM AvyuM che. madhyakALamAM muslImoe ghaNA graMtho jalAvI nAkhyA ane mUrtio toDI nAkhI. aMgrejoe lAlaca ApI ghaNuM sAhitya laI lIdhuM. nahi to ahIM na maLe ne tyAM maLe e zI rIte bane ? * paMcavaTukamAM stavaparijJA grantha haribhadrasUrijIe mUkI dIdho. AcArya-padavI vakhate apUrvazruta ApavuM to kye apUrvazruta ? e sthAne stavaparijJA mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. * [vi. saM. 2031] zarUAtamAM pU. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. bolatA ne huM lakhato, paNa na phAvatAM meM mAtra sAMbhaLavAnuM ane emanuM jIvana jovAnuM zarU karyuM. vyAkhyAna vakhate emanA padArtho najara sAme rAkhIne bolato. dhIre dhIre phAvI gayuM. gurukuLavAsane zA mATe ATaluM mahattva ApyuM ? kAraNa ke vaDIlone joIne ja A badhA guNo zIkhAya che. guru AdinA guNo jotAM-jotAM ApaNAmAM te guNo saMkrAnta thAya che. gurukuLa vAsanuM A ja rahasya che. doSonuM saMkramaNa paNa A ja rIte thAya che. kusaMgathI doSanuM saMkramaNa thAya che. pa14 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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doSanuM saMkramaNa jaldI thAya che, guNanuM nahi. pANIne upara caDAvavuM hoya to mahenata paDe paNa nIce laI javuM hoya to ? anAja mATe mahenata paDe paNa ghAsa mATe ? bagIco banAvavA mahenata paDe, paNa UkaraDo banAvavo hoya to ? pAMceya parameSThIne eTale ja namaskAra karavAmAM AvyA. kAraNake teo guNonA bhaMDAra che. arihaMta-siddha kSAyika guNonA bhaMDAra che. bIjA traNane kSAyika guNo maLavAnA che. khIcaDI cUle caDI gaI che. raMdhAI javAnI taiyArImAM che. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to AcArya-upAdhyAya ke sAdhumAM paNa bhagavAna ja che. pAMceya parameSThIono samAveza eka arihaMtamAM thAya che. mATe ja eka sAdhunI AzAtanA arihaMtanI AzAtanA che. AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to eka jIvanI AzAtanA arihaMtanI AzAtanA che. prazna : AzAtanA moTAnI hoya. nAnAnI AzAtanA zI rIte ? uttara : moTAne bhaktibhAve na jovA te AzAtanA. nAnAne vAtsalyabhAve na jovA te paNa AzAtanA che. Ama na hota to 'savvapApamUvanI sattALuM mAsAyaNag ' na lakhyuM hota... 'lokottamo niSpratimastvameva, tvaM zAzvataM maMGgalamapyadhIza / tvAmekamarhan zaraNaM prapadye, siddharSisaddharmamayastvameva // ' - zakrastava... A zlokanA arthanA rahasyamAM arihaMtamAM bIjA traNeya maMgaLo paNa chUpAyA che. ["siddharSitarmamayajvameva siddha + Sa + saghana] RSi eTale muni. * mAtra kSayopazamabhAvanA guNothI nahi cAle, eno anubaMdha joie. to ja e guNa TakAu bane. sAnubaMdha guNomAM amRta jevo AsvAda Ave. AvA guNo viSayothI vimukha banAve, zAsananI sanmukha banAve. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa15

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* nAnI moTI koIpaNa vastu letAM mUkatAM muMjavAnuM mana thAya ? mane to tarata ja yAda AvI jAya. sUtI vakhate saMkalpa karo : 20 miniTathI vadhu nathI sUvuM. tame jojo. 20 miniTamAM ja UMgha UDI jaze. bapore barAbara 20 miniTa thAya ne huM jAgI jAuM ! koIpaNa guNa mATe Avo saMkalpa joIe. * ghaNIvAra evuM thAya : dIkSA lIdhA pachI ziSya pastAya : kevA dhAryA hatA ne guru kevA nIkaLyA ? gurune paNa thAya : kevo ziSya dhArelo ne kevo nIkaLyo ? bane pastAya evuM bane che ? pelo bhamaro vRkSa para beThelA popaTanI cAMcane kesuDAnuM phUla samajI cUsavA gayo. bhamarAne joIne popaTane paNa thayuM : A jAMbunuM phaLa AvI paDyuM che. eNe khAvAnI zarUAta karI. tame kalpanA karI zako cho : zuM thayuM haze ? bane peTa bharIne pastAyA ja nahi, paNa herAna thayA. ahIM guru-ziSya bane pastAtA nathI ne ? bahu saMbhALIne guru bano. guru nahi bano to mokSa nahi maLe, evuM nathI. guru banavA karatAM ziSya banavAno prayatna karazo to ApoApa guru banI jazo. ziSyatvanI parAkASThA eTale ja gurutva ! ciMtananAM sAta phaLa vairAgya, karmakSaya, vizuddha jJAna, cAritranA pariNAma, sthiratA, AyuSya, bodhi prApti. pa16 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-1 ra 13-7-2000, guruvAra prabhu-kRpAthI ja A zAsana maLyuM che, A jina-vacana maLyA che. maLelA A jina-vacana hRdayamAM bhAvita banAvIe to eka vacana paNa mokSa ApavA samartha che. "nirvANapadamapyekaM bhAvyate yanmuhurmuhuH / tadeva jJAnamutkRSTaM, nirbandho nAsti bhUyasA // " - jJAnasAra eka zloka paNa bhAvita banAvIe, nAmanI jema kyAreya bhUlIe nahi to e zuM kAma kare ? teno camatkAra jovA maLaze. e zlokamAM rahelo bhAva jIvanamAM pUrNapaNe utArI daIe to huM kahuM chuM : tamAro mokSa nakkI che. khUnI citAlIputra mAtra traNa zabdo [upazama, viveka, saMvara)thI sadgatigAmI banI zakato hoya to ApaNe na banI zakIe ? dharma nahi kaho to huM tamAruM mAthuM kApI nAkhIza." Ama bolanAra cilAtIthI DarIne munie kAMi traNa zabdo nhotA kahyA, paNa enI yogyatA joi hatI : AvI sthitimAM paNa A jIva dharma icche che ? nakkI koI yogabhraSTa jIva haze. ane e munie ene yogya traNa zabdo ApyA. kahyuM, lApUrNasUrie 1 pa10

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e zabdo sAMbhaLatAM ja cilAtIputra ciMtanamAM sarakI paDyo : A jaina mahAtmA kadI jUThuM to na ja bole. nakkI emaNe mAre yogya ja zabda ApyA che. mAre AnA para ciMtana karavuM joIe. traNa zabdonA ciMtanathI to tenuM jIvana AmUla-cUla badalAI gayuM. + agnimAM ThaMDaka maLe to gRhastha jIvanamAM zAMti maLe. rAgadveSathI bharelA gRhasthajIvanamAM zAMti maLe te vAtamAM koi mAla nathI. samyagadaSTi jIva saMsAramAM rahe kharo, paNa enA manamAM saMsAra na rahe. tapelA lokhaMDanA goLA para paga mUkavA paDe to mANasa kevI rIte mUke? te rIte samyagdaSTi saMsAranI pravRttio karato hoya che. bharata cakravartI samyagdaSTi hatA. saMsAramAM rahyA paNa manamAM saMsAra nhoto. bharatajI manameM hI vairAgI pUrvabhavamAM bAhu nAmanA sAdhu hatA, 500 sAdhuonI ugra sevA karelI. enA prabhAve A janmamAM anAsaktipUrvakanI cakravartInI Rddhi maLelI. emane ema ArIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna nathI maLyuM. * hanTara zarIrane lAge, paNa vedanA AtmAne thAya. jamavAmAM jagalo kuTAvAmAM bhagalo ! zarIra pAchaLa pAgala banelA ApaNe AtmAno koI vicAra karatA nathI. * "tumati nAma savaeNva = daMtabaMti masi" - AcArAMga... "jene mAre che te tuM ja che." bIjAnuM mRtyu nIpajAvanAro kharekhara to potAnA ja bhAvi mRtyuo taiyAra kare che. eka paNa jIvanuM tame mRtyu nIpajAvyuM eTale ochAmAM ochA dasa mRtyu tamArA nizcita thayA. A rIte dareka janmamAM ApaNe bIjA jIvone duHkhI khUba banAvyA che. kharekhara to sukhI banAvavA joie, kAraNa ke dareka pa18 ja kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie

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jIvano ApaNA para upakAra che e upakAranuM RNa cUkavavAne badale ApaNe apakAra karatA rahIe e kevuM ? saMsAramAM rahIzuM tyAM sudhI para-pIDana avazya che. mokSamAM jaIe pachI ja saMpUrNa para-pIDana baMdha thAya. jeTalo mokSamAM vilaMba teTalo bIjA jIvone vadhu trAsa..! anaMtA nigodanA jIvo rAha joine beThA che : jagA khAlI karo. amAre tamArA sthAne AvI sAdhanA karIne mokSe javuM che. ApaNe mokSe jaIzuM to ja koika nigodamAMthI bahAra nIkaLaze ne ? jyAM sudhI mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI jIvana paropakAra-parAyaNa rahevuM joIe. paropakAra e ja sAcA arthamAM svopakAra che. svopakAra sviArtha karanAro sAcA arthamAM svopakAra paNa karI ja nathI zakato. svopakArI [svArthI] kharekhara to sva-apakArI ja che. ApaNane jIvADavA vAyu, pANI vagerenA asaMkhya jIvo satata potAnuM balidAna ApatA rahe che, e vicAra najara sAme rAkhIe to jarUra karatAM vadhu pANI vagere vAparavAnuM kadI mana na thAya. rAjAe naimittikane bhaviSya pUchatAM teNe kahyuM : ""A varSe bhayaMkara dukALa paDavAno che." rAjA vagere, stabdha thaI gayA. zeThiyAoe tarata ja anAja Adi saMgharavAnuM zarU karyuM. paNa aSADha mahino AvatAM ja megha to muzaLadhAra varasI paDyo. dukALanI vAta khoTI paDI. joSIne pUchatAM teNe kahyuM H grahonA AdhAre haju paNa huM kahuM chuM : dukALa ja paDavo joie. paNa varasAda kema paDyo ? te maneya samajAtuM nathI. koI jJAnIne pUchIe to khabara paDe. kevaLajJAnIne pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM : joSI potAnA bodha pramANe khoTo nathI. paNa jyotiSathI dharmano prabhAva khUba ja ucca che, je jJAnI sivAya koI samajI zake nahi. tamArA nagaramAM zeThane tyAM je puNyavAna bALakano janma thayo che, tenA prabhAve dezamAMthI dukALa kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie pa19

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sukALamAM palaTAI gayo che. e jIve pUrva janmamAM khUba ja jIvadayA pALelI. tenA prabhAve Ama thayeluM che. eka mANasanuM puNya zuM kAma kare che ? paropakAra zuM kAma kare che ? tenuM A jvalaMta udAharaNa che. tamArA gharamAM paNa juo cho ne ? koI puNyazALI vyakti gharamAM AvI jAya to gharanuM vAtAvaraNa kevuM badalAI jAya che ? eka anupamAnA kAraNe vastupAla-tejapALanuM zuM thayuM ? te ApaNe jANIe chIe. AnAthI jarA alaga prakAranuM eka bIjuM daSTAMta kahuM : hoDImAM 21 mANasa beThelA. dariyAmAM tophAna, AkAzamAM vAdaLa-meghagarjanA ne vijaLIo thavA lAgyA. vIjaLI vAraMvAra paDuMpaDuM thavA lAgI. e loko samajayA : ApaNA 21mAMthI koI pApI haze. eTale A vIjaLI paDuM-paDuM thaI rahI che. badhA eka pachI eka alaga thayA, paNa haju vIjaLI paDuM-paDuM thaI rahI hatI. badhA samajayA : A ekavIsamo mANasa ja pApI che, jenA kAraNe vIjaLI paDuM-paDuM thaI rahI che. ene alaga karo. vIjaLI enA para paDaze. ApaNe bacI jaIzuM. e ekavIsamo mANasa dUra thayo eja vakhate bAkInA 20 para vIjaLI paDI. vIsa-vIsa marI gayA. kharekhara e eka puNyazALI hato, jenA kAraNe vIjaLI paDI zakatI nahotI. * cakravartI subhUma hoya ke sikaMdara jevo koI samrATuM hoya, badhA para eka sarakho mRtyu trATake che. ica-Ica jamIna mATe laDanAro, hajAronA DhIma DhALI denAro sikaMdara paNa nAnI uMmaramAM mRtyu pAmyo che. mRtyu samaye ekaThI karelI koI cIjo madada nahi kare, madada karaze to eka mAtra bhAvita karelA guNo, bhAvita karelA dharmanA saMskAro ! pa20 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* uparanI [sAta rAjanI] siddhazilA dUra nathI, aMdara rahelI siddhazilA ja dUra che. tame aMdaranI siddhazilA para beso, aMdara mokSa pragaTAvo pachI uparanI siddhazilA kyAM dUra che ? e to mAtra eka samayanuM kAma che. aMdarano mokSa pragaTAvavAno prayatna karyA vinA ApaNe bahAranA mokSa mATe prayatna karyA karIe chIe. * "mananI zakti kevaLajJAna jeTalI che !' - ema haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM che. kevaLajJAnathI paNa vadhe eTalI mananI zakti che. prazna : kevaLajJAnathI mana zI rIte vadhe ? uttara : bhojananI kiMmata vadhu ke tRptinI ? bhojana karo to tRpti kyAM javAnI ? mahattvanI vAta bhojananI che. bhojana maLI jaya eTale tRpti doDatI-doDatI AvavAnI ! eTale ja ApaNe tRpti mATe nahi, bhojana mATe prayatna karIe chIe. muktinI sAdhanA te bhojana che. kevaLajJAna ane mukti tRpti che. muktinI sAdhanAmAM mukhya sahAyaka mana che. mana vinA kevaLajJAna maLI zake ? A apekSAe kevaLajJAnathI paNa mana caDe. pU. paM. kalpataruvijayajI ma. = kevaLajJAna mATe to manathI paNa para thavuM paDe che. - pUjyazrI H manathI para thatAM pahelA mana joIe ja, e kema bhUlo cho ? mana vagaranA prANIo manathI para nathI banI zakatA e jANo cho ne ? mAravADamAM Avazyaka niryuktimAM vAMcavA maLeluM : ""kevaLajJAnathI paNa mana vadhu zaktizALI che. tyAre huM AnaMdita thaI gayelo. | mana je ATaluM zaktizALI hoya to ene ja kema na pakaDI. levuM? paNa yAda rahe : mana pakaDatAM pahelA kAyA ane vacana pakaDavA paDaze. sIdhuM ja mana hAthamAM nahi Ave. pahelA kAyA ane vacanane pavitra ane sthira banAvo. pachI mana para dhyAna kendrita karo. manaDuM kimahI na bAje...' - ema AnaMdaghanajI kahetA hoya kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa21

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tyAre mana sAdhavuM keTaluM agharuM che ? te khyAlamAM Avaze. AvuM durjaya mana eka mAtra prabhunA caraNomAM joDavAthI ja sthira thAya che. mananI sthiratA mATe moha tyAga joIe. moha tyAga mATe jJAna joIe. mATe ja jJAnasAramAM sthiratA pachI mohatyAga ane te pachI jJAnASTaka mUkyuM che. mananuM paNa vIrya hoya che. ghaNIvAra nabaLA zarIravALAnuM paNa mana atidaDha hoya che. kAraNa ke enuM manovIrya khUba ja joradAra hoya che. ghaNA hRSTapuSTa mANaso paNa mananA nabaLA hoya che. kAraNa ke manovIrya khUba ja nabaLuM hoya che. aDiyala ghoDA karatAM paNa vadhu tophAnI A manane prabhumAM lagAvo. Ama karazo to AtmavIrya puSTa thaze. phalataH AtmatRpti maLaze. saMsAranI dhana, sattA vagerethI maLatI tRpti mithyA che. ghaNA kahetA hoya che H amane lIlA lahera che. makAna-dukAna chokarA vagere badhuM barAbara che. A tRpti svapna jevI jUThI che, mAnI lIdhelI che. Atma-vIryane vadhAranArI tRpti ja sAcI che. upavAsanuM pAraNuM thatAM ja eka tAjagI anubhavAya che. A zarIranI tRpti che. tema kyAreka prabhu-bhakti AdithI Atma-tRpti anubhavAya che. ApaNuM AtmavIrya eTaluM nabaLuM che ke mana-vacana-kAyA pAse ApaNuM kazuM cAlatuM nathI. AtmA lAcAra banIne tophAne caDelA traNeya yogone joI rahyo che. ghoDA Ama tema bhaTakI rahyA che. ghoDesavAra lAcAra che. kharI karuNatA e che ke A lAcArI samajAtI paNa nathI. lAcArI samajAya to te dUra karavAnuM mana thAya ne ? para ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-13 14-7-2000, zukravAra [sA. paramakRpAzrIjI-namanidhizrIjI-jinAMjanAzrIjI-paramakaruNAzrIjI - namagirIzrIjI - jinakitAzrIjInI vaDI dIkSAnA prasaMge ] pUjya gaNizrI municandravijayajI : navakAranuM zAstrIya nAma paMcamaMgala mahAzrutaskaMdha, logassanuM nAmastava, namutthaNanuM zakrastava, puphakharavaradInuM zrutastava nAma che, tema vaDIdIkSAnuM zAstrIya nAma chedopasthApanA che. cheda + upasthApanA = chedopasthApanA. pUrva paryAyano cheda karIne cAritranI sthApanA karavI te chedopasthApanA. amAro dIkSA-paryAya vaDIdIkSAthI gaNAya. pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanI dIkSA vi.saM. 2010, vai.suda-10nA thaI. vaDI dIkSA 2011, vai.su-7nA thaI. vaDadIkSAmAM lagabhaga eka varSa vItI gayuM. ATalA samayamAM mAnI lo ke pachI koIe dIkSA lIdhI hoya ne vaDI dIkSA vahelI thaI gaI hoya te moTA gaNAya. pAMca prakAranA cAritramAM Aje be ja cAriMtra [sAmAyika ane chedopasthApanA] vidyamAna che. dIkSA vakhate AjIvana sAmAyikanI pratijJA ApavAmAM Ave kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che para3

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vacana dhana : mana che. vaDIdIkSA vakhate pAMca mahAvratonuM AropaNa karavAmAM Ave che. pAMca mahAvrato tana,mana,dhana AdinuM sukha Ape che. ' tana, mana, dhana, vacana ane jIvana - A pAMceya vyavasthita hoya to mANasa sukhI kahevAya. ahiMsAthI tana [zarIra] satyathI acauryathI brahmacaryathI aparigrahathI jIvana suMdara maLe che, bane che. tana, mana, dhana AdimAMthI kAMI paNa sAruM maLyuM hoya te pUrvamAM ahiMsAdinI ArAdhanAno prabhAva che, ema mAnajo. [pUjya AcAryazrI Adi padhAryA pachI]. pUjyazrI : jene indro paNa name e cAritranI prApti A mAnavabhavanuM utkRSTa saubhAgya che. e saubhAgya maLyA pachI tenuM samyapha pAlana na thayuM to e saubhAgya durbhAgyamAM palaTAI jaze. jJAtAdharmakathAmAM eka daSTAMta Ave che : eka zeThe moTo samAraMbha yojI cAreya putravadhUone DAMgaranA pAMca dANA sAcavavA ApyA. pAMca varSa pachI pAchA mAMgyA tyAre moTI putravadhU ukjhikAe kahyuM : "e to meM pheMkI dIdhA." bIjI bhakSikAe kahyuM : "huM to e khAI gaI.' trIjI rakSikAe sAcavIne rAkhelA dANA kADhIne kahyuM : A rahyA pAMca dANA. cothI rohiNIe kahyuM H mArA pAMca dANA maMgAvavA gADAo lAvavA paDaze. kAraNa ke vAvaNI karatAM-karatAM e anekagaNA thaI gayA che. pa24 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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zeThe pahelIne nokaronI uparI banAvI; bIjIne rasoDAnI javAbadArI ApI, trIjIne dhana bhaMDAranI cAvI ApI; cothIne gharanI tamAma javAbadArI ane mahattvapUrNa nirNayo levAnI sattA ApI. pAMca DogaranA sthAne A pAMca mahAvrato che. e meLavIne konA jevuM thayuM che ? ujhikAnI jema pheMkI denArA, bhakSikAnI jema khAI janArA, rakSikAnI jema sAcavanArA ke rohiNInI jema vadhAranArA banavuM che ? rohiNI banavA puNya joIe, paNa rakSikA banavA to puruSArtha paryApta che. puNya kadAca hAthamAM nathI paNa puruSArtha hAthamAM che. banI zakAya to rohiNI ke rakSikA bano. paNa ukjhikA ke bhakSikA kadI nahi banatA. ukjhikA ne bhakSikA banIne anaMtI vakhata ApaNe cAritra hArI gayA chIe. A bhavamAM enuM punarAvartana na thavuM joIe. kArya-siddhi mATenA sAta sopAna (1) zuM joIe che ? kevA banavuM che? te spaSTa karo. (2) dhyeyamAM vAraMvAra pheraphAra na karo. (3) saMkalpane zraddhAnA jaLathI siMcatA raho. paramAtmA para parama zraddhA rAkho. (4) te mujabanuM mAnasa citra (spaSTa ane surekha) khaDuM karo. (5) mAnasa citramAM mana sthira karo. (6) mAnasa-citramAM je tame iccho cho, te vartamAna kALamAM banI rahyuM che, tema juo. . (7) tevuM ja banyuM che, te rIte jIvana jIvo. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja parapa

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-13 14-7-2ooo, zukravAra * jinAgamanA ekeka vacanano abhyAsa karIe tema tema navI AdhyAtmika zakti pedA thaze. ethI saMyamanuM vIrya prabaLa banaze. saMyama-vIrya, e ja jJAnanuM kArya che, phaLa che. muktimArgamAM vadhu sahAyaka jJAna che. zrutajJAnanI kiMmata keTalI ? gaIkAle meM vAta karelI ke kevaLajJAnathI paNa mana caDIyAtuM che Ano artha e nathI karavAno ke kevaLajJAna nAnuM ne mana moTuM ! syAdvAra darzanamAM badhI vAta sApekSa hoya che. je vakhate jenI mukhyatA hoya tene AgaLa karAya. ahIM apekSAe zrutajJAna kiMmatI che, te AdAna-pradAna thaI zake te apekSAe che. A jJAna paNa saphaLa to ja bane je saMyamavIrya pragaTe. ApaNA traNeya yogamAM vIrya-zakti bhaLe to ja phaLAvita bane. mana anubhavajJAna sudhI tamane pahoMcADI de, pachI svayaM khasI jAya ne tamane anubhavanA samudramAM dhakelI de, e ja manano moTo upakAra. pachI mana kahI de che : mAruM kAma paDe tyAre bolAvajo. anubhava jJAna na maLe tyAM sudhI mana ane vacana jarUrI che. para ja kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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* prabhu paNa bole tyAre nayasApekSa bole. eka nayane AgaLa karI bIjAne gauNa karIne bole. badhuM ekI sAthe na bole. bolI paNa na zakAya. tame navapadanA varNanamAM juo cho ne ? je vakhate samyagudarzanano divasa hoya tyAre tenI mukhyatAe varNana thAya. samyajJAna hoya tyAre tenI mukhyatAe varNana thAya. AmAM koI nArAja na thAya. koIne ema na thAya : huM nAno thaI gayo. be pagamAM ja juone ! jyAre jamaNo paga AgaLa hoya tyAre DAbo paga pAchaLa rahe. DAbo paga AgaLa hoya tyAre jamaNo paga pAchaLa rahe. banne vacce koI jhagaDo nahi. Ane ja gauNa ane mukhya kahevAya. zrutajJAnathI bhAvita baneluM mana kevaLajJAnathI paNa vadhI jAya, ema kahyuM, eno artha e ke AvuM mana hoya to ja kevaLajJAna maLe. * caMdAvinjhayanI have mAtra pAMca ja gAthA bAkI rahI che. emAM khAsa bhalAmaNa che : game tema karIne mRtyumAM samAdhi sAdhavAnI che. Aje, atyAre ja mRtyu AvI jAya to paNa taiyAra rahevAnuM che. e mATe niHzalya banI cAranI zaraNAgati svIkAravAnI che, sarva jIvo sAthe kSamApanA sAthe ekatva bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. "uddha3imAvo su nIvo ghuvo ." |0970mAM dravyazalya [lokhaMDanI khIlI ke kAMTo vagere.] to ApaNe tarata ja bahAra kADhI nAkhIe chIe, paNa bhAlazalya mATe koI vicAra ja nathI Avato. bhAvazalya aMdara rahI gayuM to sagati nahi thAya. mahAnizIthamAM kahyuM : heja pheraphAra karIne ke koI bahAnuM AgaLa karIne paNa tame prAyazcitta karazo to paNa ArAdhaka nahi banI zako. A mATe lakSmaNA sAdhvIjInuM daSTAMta prasiddha che. tame chedasUtronA jJAtA ho to paNa jAte prAyazcita laI zako nahi, anya pAse ja prAyazcita thaI zake. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja para

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parasakkhiA visohI, kAyavvA bhAvasallassa // 171 // kuzaLa paNa vaida potAnA rogano pote ja ilAja na kare, tema sAdhu paNa pote ilAja na kare. guru to mAtA-pitA che. enI pAse kAMI paNa jaNAvavAmAM zarama zAnI ? koI yoddho jo potAnuM saMpUrNa zalya bahAdurInA abhimAnathI na jaNAve to e zalyarahita banI zake nahi, tema abhimAnI vyakti gurune saMpUrNa na jaNAve to zalyamukta banI zake nahi. zalyarahita muni mRtyu-samaye bebAkaLo nathI banato. zalya na kADhavAmAM Ave to mRtyu samaye te kAMTAnI jema khaTake che, mana samAdhimAM nathI lAgatuM. tamArI vAta jo tame koI kAraNasara gurune na kahI zakatA ho to bhagavAnane kaho, vanadevatAne kahoe sImaMdharasvAmIne pahoMcADe tema prArtho, paNa manamAM rAkhIne sazalya jIvana na jIvo. sazalyatA tamane zAMti nahi Ape. jo zalya rahI jaze to sagati nahi thAya. devagati maLaze paNa vyaMtara ke bhavanapatimAM javuM paDaze. hamaNAM ja bhagavatImAM jamAli prakaraNamAM AvyuM H deva, guru, saMgha, kula, gaNa vagerenI AzAtanA karanAro kilbaSaka deva bane dorA-dhAgA karanArA sAdhuone Abhiyogika niokara] deva banavuM paDe che. * hamaNA meM 10 mALAnI vAta karelI. gRhasthone ApaNe preraNA ApIe to ApaNe kazuM nahi karavAnuM? pU. paM. bhadrakaravijayajI mahArAje bIjAne preraNA ApI te pahelA svayaM jIvanamAM navakAra vaNyo. [gayo nahi, paNa vaNyo] bhAvita banAvyo. keTalAya kroDa navakAra gaNyA haze... e bhagavAna jANe. pachI to navakAra para eTaluM sUkSma ciMtana karatA ke eka pa28 ja kahyuM, lApUrNasUrie

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namo' mAM badhuM ghaTAvI ApatA. ghaNI vakhata anubhavanI pAse zAstra pAchaLa rahI jAya. zAstramAM ullekha na hoya tevI vAto anubhavamAM Ave. zAstra to mAtra mArgadarzaka che, pATIyuM che. anubhava to ApaNe ja karavo paDe. cidAnaMdajI, AnaMdaghanajInA anubhavo vAMco. kayA zAstramAM Avyo ? e nahi pUchI zako. vyavahAramAM paNa gulAbajAMbu ane amRtInI mIThAzamAM pharaka zo ? tame zabdothI kahI zakazo ? mUMgo mANasa mIThAInuM varNana to na karI zake, paNa bolato mANasa paNa be mIThAInI mIThAzamAM pharaka batAvI zakaze ? enA mATe e eTaluM ja kaheze : tame cAkho ane anubhavo. jJAnIonI paNa A ja dazA hoya che. zAstrono abhyAsa paNa Akhare anubhava mATe karavAno che. anubhava kaho ke samAdhi kaho, eka ja vAta che. samAdhi paNa Akhare sAdhana che. te dvArA Akhare AtmA sAdhavAno che. zAstromAM paNa aTakI nathI javAnuM - anubhava sudhI pahoMcavAnuM che. e huM kahevA mAMguM chuM. paNa khAsa kAMI ruci nathI joto, enuM hRdayamAM darda che. ahIM ATalA mahAtmAo bhegA thayA che to sva-svano anubhava jaNAvajo. kAMI chUpAvI nahi rAkhatA. - pU. muni zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI : Apa kaho ja cho ne ? Akhare mArga to eka ja che. je pAmI gayelo te bole thoDo ? jinahI pAyA, tinI chipAyA." pUjyazrI H badhI vAto sApekSa hoya che. hakIkata e che ke anubhava chupAyo raheto nathI. e to meru che. kaI rIte DhAMkI zakazo ? e to candrahAsa talavAra che. ene tame kaI myAnamAM rAkhazo ? kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie che pa29

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prabhuguNa anubhava candrahAsa jyAM, so to na rahe myAnamAM..." - upA. yazovijayajI. * deva ane guru ane dharma potAnI bhakti karAvavA mATe nathI. deva tamane deva ane guru tamane guru banAvavA mAMge che. dharma tamane dharmamaya banAvavA mAMge che. * tame kaho cho ; bhagavAna para prema karo, paNa bhagavAna che kyAM? kevI rIte prema karavo ? kema maLavuM? - AvA prazno Aje ja nahi, pahelA paNa hatA. pU. devacandrajI ma.nA pahelA stavanamAM A ja pharIyAda che. vaLI eno tyAM javAba paNa che. mArI khAsa bhalAmaNa che : AnaMdaghanajI, yazovijayajI ane devacandrajI - A traNa mahAtmAonI stavana covIzI khAsa kaMThastha karajo. tamane tamArI ghaNI ghaNI khUTatI kaDIo maLI jaze. emaNe karuNA karIne A covIzIo banAvI ApaNA para upakAra karyo to enuM rahasya jo ApaNI pAse AvyuM hoya to bIjAne Apo, bIjAne zIkhavADo. huM badhA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone pUchuM chuM : tame je zIkhyA cho, te bIjAne [nAnAne zIkhavADo cho ? viniyoga vinA tamane maLelo guNa tamArI sAthe nahi cAle. kudaratano niyama che : Apo to ja maLe. * samAdhi maraNanuM A prakaraNa lagabhaga pUruM thavAnI taiyArImAM che. A granthamAM vinaya Adi sAta dvAro che. aSADha vada-3thI lalita vistarA zarU thaze. A caMdAvijhayamAM khAsa karIne vinaya para bhAra mUkyo che. vinIta guNavAna ziSya ane guNavAna guru-banneno yoga khUba ja durlabha che. * A saMgha pAse badhI ja kaLA che. eka dhyAnanI kaLA nathI. pa30 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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dhyAna vinA anubhava sudhI nahi pahoMcAya. * keTalIka vakhata mANasa vinaya kare kharo, paNa potAno matalaba siddha karavA. dA.ta. vinaya ratna. evo vinaya ahIM abhipreta nathI. vinaya mAtra vAtomAM na rahetA. eno nigraha thavo joIe. vinaya-nigraha eTale vinaya parano kAbU, je kadI jAya nahi. amArA samudAyamAM pU. paM. muktivijayajI hatA. emaNe abhidhAna nAmamAlA ane prAkRta vyAkaraNa e baMne para jabaradasta kAbu meLavyo hato. 80 varSanI uMmare paNa roja rAtre 3 vAge gokhe. lAkaDIAnI DosIo pUche H have Apane zuM gokhavAnuM hoya ? teo kahetA : mAre A parabhavamAM sAthe laI javuM che. Ane nigraha kahevAya. vinayano paNa A rIte nigraha karavAno che, vinayane AtmasAt karavAno che. * kSamA * zUravIranI kSamA sAcI kSamA che. kAyaranI kSamA majabUrI che. kSamA zobhatI usa bhujaMga ko, jisake pAsa garala ho, usako kyA ? jo daMtahIna, viSarahita vinIta sarala ho; jahAM nahi sAmarthya zodhakI, kSamA vahA~ niSphala hai, garala ghUMTa pI jAne kA, miSa hai vANIkA chala hai. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa31

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pAlItANA aSADha suda-15 1da-7-2000, ravivAra * madhyakALanA sAdhuone pratikramaNa karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. kAraNa ke emanuM AkhuM jIvana ja Avazyakamaya hoya che. ApaNe rahyA vakra ane jaDa. eTale ja Avazyakamaya jIvana jIvavAnuM hovA chatAM ApaNe enAthI dUra rahIne ja jIvIe chIe. mATe ja ApaNA mATe pratikramaNa pharajiyAta banAvyuM. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre sAmAyikanI pratijJA svIkArI, paNa pratijJA svIkAravA mAtrathI sAmAyika AvI jatuM nathI, e mATe niraMtara anya pAMca AvazyakomAM udyama karavo paDe che. A cha AvazyakothI ja ApaNA traNeya dhana [jJAnadhana, zraddhAdhana ane cAritradhana] vadhatA rahevAnA. '* bhagavAna aprApta guNone prApta karI ApanAra ane prApta guNonI rakSA karI ApanArA hovA chatAM ApaNAmAM guNo nathI AvyA ke nathI AvatA. kAraNa ke ApaNe prabhu pAse yAcanA ja karI nathI. ahaM aLago mUkIne dIna-hIna bhAve kadI yAcanA karI nathI. * koI prazna [tithi Adi ke anya koi] hala na thAya tyAre pUjya paM. bhadrakaravijayajI mahArAja AgaMtukane kahetA : kAMI vAMdho para ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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nahi. kArya nathI thatuM. kAraNa ke ApaNuM puNya nabaLuM che. have puNya vadhAro. puNya vadhaze to prazno Apo Apa ukalaze. pUrva janmamAM nAgaketune tenI apa2mAtAno trAsa hato. tenA upAyamAM tenA mitre zuM kahyuM ? puNya vadhAra. AyaMbila kara. badhuM sAruM thaze. nabaLuM puNya laIne ApaNe AkAza jeTalI icchAo pUrNa karavA mathIe chIe. icchAo pUrI na thatAM nirAza thaI jaIe chIe. potAnuM puNya ke potAnI yogyatA tarapha nathI jotA. AthI duHkhI - duHkhI thaI jaIe chIe. puNya vadhAravAne badale bIjuM-bIjuM ja kAMI karavA maMDI paDIe chIe. puNya vadhAro. arihaMtane ArAdho. arihaMtanI ArAdhanAthI puNya vadhe che. kAraNa arihaMto puNyanA bhaMDAra che. * namaskAra karanAra huM koNa ? mArAmAM zI tAkAta ke huM prabhune namaskAra karuM ? mATe ja bhagavAnanI stuti karatAM gaNadharo kahe che : namoDastu | namutyumAMM | namaskAra ho. 'namaskAra karuM chuM' ema nahi. AvA upakArI prabhune zI rIte vIsarAya ? AvA upakArI prabhunI bhaktimAM kaMTALo Ave ? mane to kalAko sudhI na Ave. kAraNa ke mAro to dRDha vizvAsa che H je maLyuM che te bhagavAna thakI ja maLyuM che. je maLaze te paNa bhagavAna thakI ja maLaze. bhale huM nabaLo houM... paNa mArA bhagavAna baLavAna che... emanuM baLa mane kAma lAgaze. AvI zraddhA bhaktanA hRdayamAM satata vahetI rahe che. lalita vistarA vAMcazo to A badhA padArtho vyavasthita samajAze. gaikAle devavaMdana karyA temAM namunthuNaM keTalIvAra AvyuM ? kula 30 namrutyuNaM AvyA. [AdinAtha Adi pAMcanA babbe 10 + bIjA 19 = 29 ane 1 zAzvata azAzvatanuM ema 30] - = kaMika rahasya haze to namuthuNaM vAraMvAra AvatuM haze ne ? enuM rahasya jANavuM hoya to lalita vistarA grantha vAMcavo ja rahyo. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie x 533

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A bhagavAna samartha che. Daro nahi, bhale game teTalI moTI senA sAme hoya, paNa tamAre DaravAnuM nathI. tamArI jIta ja che. kAraNa ke anaMta zaktinA mAlika bhagavAna tamArI sAthe che. tapa-japa-moha mahAtophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re; paNa muja navi bhaya hAtho hAthe, tAre te che sAthe re...'' moharAjAnA humalA AvyA haze to upA. yazovijayajI mahArAje AvuM gAyuM haze ne ? acchA acchA sAdhakanA jIvanamAM paNa mohanA humalA Ave. ene bhagavAnanI sahAya laI mahAta karI zakAya, evuM teo anubhavathI jaNAve che. + paM. vIravijayajI ma. kahe che : moha laDAImeM terI sahAI..." + vAcaka udayaratnajI ma. kahe che : moharAjanI phoja dekhI, kema dhrujo re; abhinaMdananI oDe rahIne, jore jujho re...' upA. yazovijayajI ma. kahe che : "vAcaka jasa kahe moha mahA ari, jIta lIyo medAna meM..." Ano artha e thayo ke moharAjAne bhagavAna sivAya khALI zakAto nathI ja. bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM che to mohathI DaravAnI jarUra paNa nathI, e paNa samajavuM rahyuM. * Avazyaka para 75 hajAra zloka pramANa pU. haribhadrasUrijInI bRhadravRtti hatI, ema saMbhaLAya che. atyAre to madhyamavRtti maLe che. * je zlokano artha na jANuM te samajavanArano huM ziSya banuM evI pratijJAnA kAraNe kaTTara jaina dveSI brAhmaNa hovA chatAM haribhadra bhaTTane jaina dIkSA maLI. 11 gaNadharo, bhadrabAhu svAmI, sthUlabhadra svAmI, siddhasena divAkarasUri, abhayadevasUri vagere brAhmaNo hatA. pa34 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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puNya hoya to kuLa paraMparAmAM dharma na maLelo hoya to pachI paNa maLI zake. e apekSAe ApaNe keTalA puNyazALI ? janmatAM ja jaina dharma maLyo. chatAM ApaNI yogyatA pramANe ja ApaNe grahaNa karI zakIe. raste jatAM "vihuAM haripa" zloka sAMbhaLI, teo teno artha samajavA sAdhvIjI pAse gayA. temaNe temane sAdhu mahArAja pAse mokalyA. Ane sAcA arthI kahevAya. arthI eTale jijJAsu ! jijJAsA vadhe teTaluM jJAna vadhe ! jijJAsA eTale jANavAnI IcchA. zuzruSA eTale sAMbhaLavAnI icchA. eka zlokano artha samajavA kaTTara virodhI jaina dharmanA muni pAse pahoMcI javuM, e keTalI uMDI jijJAsA haze ? te jaNAve che. koNa zuM Ape ? itihAsa DahApaNa Ape. kavitA mUdutA ane vANI-vidagdhatA Ape. gaNita sUkSmatA Ape. vijJAna gahanatA Ape. nItizAstra bahAdUrI Ape. tarkazAstra vastRtva Ape. (dharma badhuM ja Ape.) - bekanA kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa35

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pAlItANA aSADha vada-1 17-7-2000, somavAra * lAMbA kALa sudhI jIvo dharma zAsana pAme, e tIrtha sthApanA pAchaLa bhagavAnanuM lakSya che. e lakSya pUrvanA trIjA bhavamAM ja nirdhArita thayelo hato. je AnaMda huM pAmyo chuM, te bIjA paNa zA mATe na pAme ? mArAmAM AnaMda che, tema sarva jIvomAM paNa AnaMda che ja, chatAM jIvo duHkhamAM rahe, te keTalI karuNatA ? huM sarvane aMdara rahelA AnaMdanA khajAnAno bodha karAvuM - AvI bhavya bhAvanAnA yoge bhagavAne tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM che. * ApaNane AnaMda meLavavAnI icchA thAya che. tenuM kAraNa ApaNuM mULabhUta svarUpa AnaMdamaya che te che. aMdara AnaMda na hoya to AnaMdanI icchA na ja thAya. * AnaMda ApaNI aMdarathI ja Avaze. paNa chatAM guru ke bhagavAna dvArA maLyo tema kahevAya. temAM kRtajJatA che. * AnaMdamaya ApaNe hovA chatAM atyAre duHkhI chIe. kAraNa ke aMdara rAga-dveSanI Aga lAgI che. ApaNe svabhAvathI khasIne vibhAvamAM vasyA chIe. * ApaNe bIjAne kyAre ApI zakIzuM? jo ApaNA jIvanamAM pa30 ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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haze to ja bIjAne ApI zakIzuM. hamaNA badhA samudAyanA mahAtmAo AvyA hatA. sAmudAyika pravacanano viSaya zo rAkhavo ? te aMge pUchatAM meM jaNAvyuM : maitrIbhAvathI zarU karo. pachI bhakti para rAkhajo. ApaNI aMdara bhAvita baneluM haze to ja lokone asara karI zakaze, eTaluM yAda rAkhajo. * jagatanA badhA ja dhyAnagraMthothI caDI jAya - evo grantha [dhyAna-vicAra] ApaNI pAse hovA chatAM moTA bhAganA lokonuM e tarapha dhyAna gayuM ja nathI, e moTI karuNatA che. dhyAna-vicAra grantha bahAra paDI gayo che, paNa khole ja koNa ? | koI muni vyAkaraNamAM, koi kAvyamAM, koi nyAyamAM ke koI AgamamAM aTakI jAya che, paNa dhyAna sudhI pahoMcanArA virala hoya che. bhASAkIya jJAna mATe vyAkaraNa che. bhASAkIya jJAnathI sAhitya jJAna, sAhitya jJAnathI Agama-jJAna ane Agama jJAnathI AtmajJAna caDIyAtuM che. dhyAna vinA AtmA sudhI pahoMcavAno koi mArga nathI. AtmA sudhI na pahoMcAya tyAM sudhI badhuM agharuM che. * hiMsA Adine utpanna karanAra krodhAdi che. eTale ja hiMsA AdithI krodhAdi khataranAka che. krodhathI hiMsA, mAnathI mRSA, mAyAthI corI ane lobhathI kAma-parigraha vadhatA rahe che. krodha mULa che. hiMsA phaLa che. mAna mULa che. mRSAvAda phaLa che. mAyA mULa che, corI phaLa che. lobha mULa che abrahma-parigraha phaLa che. * bheMsa AgaLa bhAgavata vAMcavA koNa taiyAra thaze? bahu ja bolavAno svabhAva hoya ne koI sAMbhaLanAruM na hoya tevo mUrkha ja kadAca taiyAra thaze. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa30

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hA.... bheMsa mAthuM khUba halAve, paNa samaje keTaluM ? sAmenI sabhA samajadAra hovI joie. sabhA jo vyutpanna hoya to te mujaba, ajJAna hoya to te mujaba saMbhaLAvavuM paDe. phalodI cAturmAsa [saM. 2024] mAM gAMdhIcokamAM mAruM jAhera pravacana rahyuM. mArI to icchA nhotI, paNa apoNA akherAjajI bApajI AiyA hai / gAMdhIcokameM jAhera vakhyANa rAkhaNo ja caije.'' ema samajIne osavALoe jAhera vyAkhyAna goThaveluM. paNa brAhmaNothI A sahana zI rIte thAya ? eka brAhmaNe cAlu vyAkhyAnamAM UbhA thaine pUchyuM : 'rusarA to saba ThIka hai, lekina yaha to dikhAo : pApa kA bApa kauna ?" meM kumArapALa citramAM A aMge vAMceluM eTale tarata ja javAba Apyo : 'pAvApa ema hai / ' tene kaMi 'pApano bApa mithyAtva che' ema na kahevAya. ene anurUpa javAba hovo joie. kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijIe ta pItam ? chAza pIdhI ? evA praznano javAba keTalo suMdara Apelo : "ta zveta, na tu pItam'' / chAsa sapheda hoya che, pILI nahi.'' paNa, tyArathI mane lAgyuM ke samajyA vinA kadI jAhera vyAkhyAna rAkhavA nahi. pAchaLathI pU. paMnyAsajI ma.nI paNa evI ja bhalAmaNa AvelI. * jIvamAM ALasa Ama to bharelI che ja, paNa khAsa karIne Atma-kalyANa karavAnuM hoya tyAre sau prathama ALasa caDI bese. jIvane Atma-kalyANamAM ALasa ghaNI Ave. bIjuM-bIjuM ka2vAmAM kyAMya ALasa nahi, paNa Atma kalyANakara anuSThAnomAM bharapUra ALasa. * aMdara beThelo mithyAtva maheto bahu jabaro che. e tamane ahIM AvavA ja na de. kadAca AvavAnI rajA Ape to kAnamAM phUMka mArI de : jojo. tyAM jaIne badhuM sAMbhaLajo, paNa kAMi mAnatA nahi. jevA cho tevA ja rahejo. jarAya badalAtA nahi.'' 538 kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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* juo, cAra mahinA Ama capaTImAM nIkaLI jaze. samaya jarAya tamArI rAha joine besI nahi rahe. e to sakato ja raheze. sarakato rahe te ja samaya kahevAya. atyAre to divasa haju thoDo lAMbo che. paNa pachI to bahu nAno thato jaze. tamArI pAse jarAya samaya nahi rahe. jo A samayano sadupayoga na karyo to pazcAttApa sivAya kazuM nahi bace. * pU. haribhadrasUrijIno prathama paricaya karAvyo; pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje. vi.saM.2013 mAMDavI cAturmAsa vakhate teozrInuM kacchamAM AvavAnuM thayuM. te vakhate mane khAsa salAha ApelI : jo tamane adhyAtmamAM ruci hoya to pU. haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho jarUra vAMcajo. tyArathI meM e vAMcavAnI gAMTha vALI. e vAMcato gayo ne hRdaya nAcatuM gayuM. 'hA baLAhA haiM huMtA / ' e zabdone thoDA pheravIne ema kahevAnuM mana thaI jAya H haribhadrasUrijInA graMtho na maLyA hota to amAruM zuM thAta ? A vakhate haribhadrasUri kRta lalitavistarA grantha para vAcanA rAkhavAnI che. pU. paMnyAsajI ma. sAthe beDA cAturmAsanA upadhAna prasaMge A grantha para vAcanA rahelI. pachI paNa aneka vakhata vAcanA rahelI che. * bhagavAnanI bhakti hRdayamAM AvyA pachI jo maitrI na jAge to javAbadArI mArI. maitrI ja nahi, badhA ja guNo AvI jaze. sarva doSone gALanArI ne sarva guNone lAvanArI prabhu-bhakti che, ema nizcita mAnajo. " ya eva vItarAgaH sa devo nizcIyatAM tataH / bhavinAM bhavadambholiH svatulyapadavIpradaH // " 1-46 yogasAra yogasAramAM bhagavAnane, saMsArane kApavAmAM vajra-tulya ane svatulya-padavI-prada kahyA che. e emane ema nathI kahyA. bhagavAna ApaNA hRdayamAM AvIne guNonuM prakaTIkaraNa ane doSonuM unmUlana kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie - 539 --

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kare che. AvA prabhunA kIrtana AdinuM phaLa bodhi ane samAdhi che, ema uttarAdhyayanamAM kahyuM che. bhagavAnanI bhakti khAsa karIne cAra ghAtIkarmono nAza kare che. AvA bhagavAna pAse jaI tame pA kalAkamAM caityavaMdana karIne AvI jAva te kema cAle ? evA caityavaMdana vakhate paNa tamAruM mana caMcaLa hoya che ke sthira ? paccakkhANa pAratI vakhate jagaciMtAmaNinuM caityavaMdana bolavAnuM hoya che. tamane keTalI miniTa lAge ? vAparavAnI bahu utAvaLa hoya, kharuM ne ? A jagaciMtAmaNi to bhAvayAtrAnuM sUtra che : jaMgama ane sthAvara tIrthanI yAtrA che, emAM tame A sUtrane ekadama gADInI jema gabaDAvIne pUruM karI do te kema cAle ? A badhA ja sUtro to zeraDI jevA che. ene cAvo tema rasa maLe. paNa ahIM cAvavAnI takalIpha ja koNa UThAve ? 66 'sUtra akSara parAvartanA, sarasa zelaDI dAkhI; tAsa rasa anubhava cAkhIe, jihAM che eka sAkhI.'' upA. yazovijayajI -- * sau prathama prabhune cAho. pachI prabhune samarpita thAo. [prItiyoga] [bhaktiyoga] * [vacanayoga] [asaMga yoga] pachI prabhunI AjJA pALo. pachI prabhu sAthe ekameka thaI jAva. ATalAmAM saMpUrNa mokSamArga AvI gayo. jyAre paNa mokSe javuM hoya tyAre A ja mArge cAlavuM paDaze. * AjanA divase, eka varSa pahelA amArA samudAyanA vayovRddha sAdhvIjI lAvaNyazrIjI kALadharma pAmelAM. khUba ja bhaNelA hatAM. ANaMdazrIjI, caturazrIjI, ratanazrIjI vagerenuM jIvana tame kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 40

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vAMcIne emAMthI preraNA lo. to paNa ghaNuM ghaNuM zIkhavA-jANavA maLaze. A badhAmAM bhavabhIratA hatI. Aje che ? sAdhvIjIo paNa zAsananI mUDI che. ahIM saMkhyA ghaNI che eTale upekSA lAyaka che, ema nahi mAnatA. pU. haribhadrasUrijI, yAkinI sAdhvIjIthI pratibodha pAmelA. ApaNA pU. kanakasUrijI ma. paNa sA. ANaMdazrIjI ma. dvArA pratibodha pAmelA. * haribhadra bhaTTa upAzraya pAsethI pasAra thayA tyAre svAdhyAyano ghoSa saMbhaLAyo. Aje koI pasAra thAya to zuM saMbhaLAya ? sAdhvIjIe zlokano artha na kahetAM guru pAse temane mokalyA. Aje pahelA artha samajAvI de, ne pachI "jasa' khATavA prayatna kare, evuM na bane ne ? eka zlokano artha jANavA mATe je dIkSA levA taiyAra thaI jAya e haribhadramAM jijJAsA-vRtti keTalI utkaTa haze ? ApaNA jevA hoya to kahI de : ThIka che. huM bIje kyAMkathI jANI laIza. pustakamAMthI joI laIza. eka zloka khAtara kAMI pUruM jIvana soMpI devuM ? | * haribhadrasUrinI koIpaNa kRti vyavahAra ane nizcayathI garbhita ! dareka rIte paripUrNa ! dareka vAtamAM vidhi-pAlana ! ucita daSTi, ucita AcAra Adino Agraha ! A badhI emanI kRtinI vizeSatAo che. A caityavaMdana sUtro barAbara samajazo to bhagavAna para khUba ja Adara pedA thaze. atyAra sudhI ApaNe e sUtro kadI joyA nathI. kadAca joyA haze to mAruM kalyANa thAya, mArAmAM prabhu pratye prema pragaTe, evI draSTithI kadI joyA nathI. have e draSTithI jojo. kAma thaI jaze. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa41

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pAlItANA aSADha vada-2 18-7-2000, maMgaLavAra * jinAgama amRta che. enuM pAna kare te amara banI jAya. A kALamAM Atma-kalyANa karavuM hoya to Agama abhyAsa karavo ja rahyo. AgamanA abhyAsathI viSayanuM viSa nahi caDe. amRta pInArane viSano bhaya kevo ? caMDakosiAnA viSanI bhagavAnane kyAM asara thaI hatI ? bhagavAna prema-amRtanA sAgara hatA. tame jo prema-amRtathI bharelA ho to A kALamAM paNa jherI prANIo tamane kAMi na kare, na karaDe. tamAruM mukha joIne ja enA vera-jhera zamI jAya. * pU. mAnatuMgasUrijI ma. AgamapremI hatA. emanI pAse 20 varSa pahelA ahIM ame pATha lIdhelo. mahArASTra bhuvanathI roja sAMDerAva bhuvanamAM bhagavatI-pATha mATe jatA. A vakhate tamane sAro yoga maLyo che. jyAM jAva tyAM amRta ja amRta che. dharAI-dharAIne pIjo. Agamane tame pIzo to te Agama tamane eka divase AtmAnA amRtano pyAlo pIvaDAvaze. cidAnaMdajI AdinI kRtio vAMco to A vAta samajAze. sagarA hai so bhara-bhara pIve, nagarA jAve pyAsA." para ja kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie

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A badhuM vAMcatAM A kALamAM paNa Agama dvArA AtmAnuM amRta maLI zake che - evo vizvAsa to thAya. ApaNe to e tarapha jovAnuM ja choDI dIdhuM : A to ghora kalikAla che. emAM ApaNAthI zuM thaI zake ? -evuM mAnIne ApaNe besI gayA. * charI pAlaka saMghamAM sIdhADA, phA.suda-5] zarU thayeluM. A Agama [caMdAvejajhaya pannA] Aje pUruM thAya che. kharekhara to tyAre ja pUruM thAya jyAre e tadubhayathI ApaNA jIvanamAM Ave. sUtra ane arthathI to grantha kadAca karIe chIe, paNa tadubhayathI nathI karatA. tadubhAya eTale te vastu jIvanamAM UtAravI te. jo sUtra, artha ane tadubhayathI Agama AtmasAt na karIe to jJAnAcAramAM aticAra lAge, te jANo cho ne ? vANIo kadI mUDI emane ema rAkhI na mUke, satata ene pheravyA ja kare. to ja dhana vadhe, tema jJAna paNa bhaNIne mUkI nathI devAnuM. ene punarAvartana dvArA pheravIne vadhAravAnuM che, AgaLa vadhIne te mujaba jIvavAnuM che. pahelA kyAM ghaDIyALo hatA ? munio svAdhyAya dvArA ja samaya jANI letA. ATalI gAthA thaI eTale ATalo samaya thavo ja joie, evuM temane jJAna hatuM. jema Aje ApaNe jANIe chIe : 12-13 miniTa cAlyA eTale eka ki.mI.thavo ja joIe; bhale mAIlasTona na paNa hoya. AgamathI ja AtmadhyAnano UghADa thaze. dhyAnanA khaDugathI ja moha-mahAbhaTa parAsta thaI zakaze. * dhyAnakSetramAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM mana hoya teo dhyAnavicAra grantha jarUra vAMce. * dhyAna mATenI prAthamika yogyatA che ? prabhuno prema, prabhubhakti ane prabhu-AjJAnuM yathAzakya pAlana. AthI ja haribhadrasUrijIe deza ane sarva viratidharone ja yoganA sAcA adhikArI kahyA che. dezaviratidharo paNa yoganA adhikArI che. mATe ja bhagavAne kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa43

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AnaMda-kAmadeva jevA zrAvakonI prazaMsA karI che. ethI kAMI gautama svAmI jevA nArAja na thAya. ame moTA beThA ne nAnAnI prazaMsA kema ? * A cAritra kAMI emane ema maLyuM haze ? tame gRhasthapaNAmAM prabhunI bhakti karI ja haze ! meM pote A cAritra mATe keTalAya varSo sudhI bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karI che. tyAre ja e prArthanA phaLI che. saMsAra ApaNane kAMi emane ema choDe ? * Aje savAre pannArUpAmAM javAnuM thayuM. tyAM vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM thayuM. meM tyAM kahyuM : ""rakhe mAnatAH bhagavAna gerahAjara che. bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM gayA, paraMtu atyAre paNa teo jagatane pavitra banAvI ja rahyA che, nAma-sthApanA Adi dvArA." * Agamane AgaLa rAkhyuM eTale bhagavAnane AgaLa rAkhyA. bhagavAna AgaLa hoya tyAM moha DarI jAya. bhagavAnanA bhaktane moha kazuM ja na karI zake. * nAma e bhagavAna ja che. mUrti e bhagavAna ja che. koI pharaka nathI, bhagavAnamAM ne bhagavAnanA nAma-mUrtimAM. jo pharaka hota to samavasaraNamAM traNa dizAmAM bhagavAnanA rUpa na hota. traNa rUpane loko mUrti tarIke nahi, bhagavAna tarIke ja jue che. - sAkSAta bhagavAna vidyamAna hoya tyAre paNa bhagavAnanA nAma ane mUrtinI ArAdhanA cAlu ja hoya. bhagavAna to haju badalAya, paNa zAzvata pratimA kyAM badalAya che ? e to sadA kALa mATe che ja. bhagavAna AdinAthathI ja nahi, anAdikALathI nAma prabhu ane mUrtiprabhunI upAsanA cAlu che. jeNe nAmamAM bhagavAna joyA, teNe sthApanAmAM paNa bhagavAna joyA. jeNe sthApanAmAM bhagavAna joyA, te AgamamAM paNa bhagavAna jovAno. pramANa ApuM ? "nAmajiNA jiNanAmA, ThavaNajiNA puNa jiNiMda paDimAo." A gAthA AvaDe che ne ? zo artha thAya ? pa44 je kahyuM, klApUrNasUrie

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evaMbhUta naya bhale ema mAne ke dezanA ApatA bhagavAna, bhagavAna kahevAya, paNa naigamanaya to tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA nikAcana samayathI ja bhagavAna mAne. * zakrastavamAM bhagavAnanA vizeSaNo che. te badhA ja bhagavAnanI alaga-alaga aciMtya zaktione jaNAve che. A vizeSaNo, ApaNe koine ApIe tevA mAtra kahevA pUratA nathI, vAstavika che. 'sarvavaivamayAya, sarvadhyAnamayAya, sarvatenomayAya / ' zuM adbhuta vizeSaNo che ? "caturazItikSanIvayoniprALanAthAya'' A vizeSaNathI samagra jIvarAzimAM bhagavAna dekhAze. pachI koInI hiMsA ke AzAtanA karavAnuM mana nahi thAya. bhagavAna jo ATalA vyApaka hoya to temane kema bhUlI zakAya ? bhagavAnanA smaraNa ane anusaMdhAnathI ja ApaNI kriyA amRta kriyA bane. eka kAjo levAnI paNa kriyA karo tyAre yAda karo : A kriyA mArA bhagavAne kahelI che. to kevo bhAva Ave ? bhagavAnane dareka kriyAmAM joDI do. to ja e kriyA karmanirjarAkArI banaze. ApaNe bhale bhagavAnane bhUlI jaIe. paNa ApaNane mA bApa ja evA maLyA che ke je ApaNane bhagavAna yAda karAvI de. dA.ta. navakArazI pA2vAnI che. zuM karIzuM ? mUThI vALIne navakAra gaNavA paDaze ne ? navakAramAM bhagavAna che. tame bhale yAda na karo paNa goThavaNa ja evI thaI che ke tamane bhagavAna yAda Ave ja ; jo thoDoka upayoga e kriyAo tarapha jAya. * nikSepa eTale vastunuM svarUpa-vastuno paryAya. vastunuM svarUpa ane vastuno paryAya vastuthI judo paDe ? have sAMbhaLo. bhagavAnanuM nAma bhagavAnathI zI rIte alaga kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie 545

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hoya ? vyAkaraNa zAstrIo paNa nAma-nAmIno abheda mAne che. ghaDo lAvo" ema bolo eTale ghaDo ja Avaze. bhagavAnanuM nAma bolatAM bhagavAna ja Avaze. bhagavAnanI mUrti yAda karatAM bhagavAna ja Avaze. A ghaDIyALa [hAthamAM ghaDIyALa batAvatAM pUjyazrIe kahyuM ane ghaDIyALa e nAma eka na hoya to ghaDIyALa bolatAM A yAda Avaze ? TapAla tame lakhI, paNa eDresa para nAma lakhavAnuM bhUlI gayA to TapAla pahoMcI jaze ? gADImAM beThA paNa gAmanuM nAma bhUlAI gayuM to tame te gAmamAM pahoMcI zakazo ? vyavahAramAM paNa nAma keTaluM upayogI che ? bhAva tIrthaMkara rUpe bhagavAna mahAvIre 30 varSa upakAra karyo paNa nAma ane mUrtirUpe keTalA varSa upakAra karaze ? tIrthaMkaro kyAM sudhI rahevAnA ? emanA AyuSyanI maryAdA hoya che. paNa emanuM nAma ane emanI mUrti sadA rahevAnA. - tIrthaMkaro bhale badalAya, nAma paNa bhale badalAya paNa yAda rahe : nAma be prakAre che : sAmAnya ane vizeSa. vizeSa nAma bhale badalAya, sAmAnya nAma kyAM jaze ? RSabhadeva" vizeSa nAma che. "arihaMta' sAmAnya nAma che. have prastuta para AvIe. * ahIM granthakAra kahe che : jIvanamAM vinaya Avyo to badhuM AvyuM. vinaya gayo to badhuM gayuM. vinaya na dekhavAthI ja sthUlabhadrajIne bhadrabAhusvAmIjIe pATha ApavAnI nA pADI dIdhelI. vinaya gayo eTale avinaya Avaze. vinaya jo sarva guNono pravezadvAra che to avinaya sarva doSono praveza dvAra che. mATe ja A graMthamAM prathama dvAra "vinaya' che. vinaya kono karavAno ? AcAryano. mATe ja AcAryanA guNono bIjo adhikAra Avyo. kayo ziSya AcAryano vinaya kare ? mATe trIjo adhikAra pAka che , kalApUrNasUrie

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ziSyanA guNano kahyo. | vinayathI Adara vadhe, cittamAM nirmaLatA vadhe. AnA kAraNe bIjAnA guNo ApaNane dekhAya. AcAryanA guNo eTale batAvyA : ziSyane khabara paDe : mAre kevA guru banAvavA. ziSyanA guNo eTale batAvyA jethI ene kevuM jIvana jIvavuM teno khyAla Ave. guru banyA hoIe tethI kAMi ziSya maTI jatA nathI. sAco ziSya ja guru bane che, evuM A grantha samajAve che. jJAna nathI zIkhavAnuM, vinaya zIkhavAno che, evI samajaNa A granthakAra Ape che. A vAta samajAvavA vinaya-nigraha' nAme cotho adhikAra batAvyo. vinaya ane bhaktimAM koI pharaka nathI. vinaya ane samya darzanamAM koI pharaka nathI. mATe ja samyadarzananuM varNana alaga nathI karyuM. vinaya Avyo to samyam darzana AvI ja gayuM, samajI lo. avinaya Avyo eTale mithyAtva AvI ja gayuM samajI lo. gozAlaka, jamAli vageremAM avinaya ane mithyAtva sAthe ja AvyA che. gurukuLavAsa tame choDyo eTale vinaya choDyo. samyagdarzana choDayuM, mithyAtva svIkAryuM. cAlu sTImare tene choDI denAra mATe dariyAmAM DUbavA sivAya kAMi bace nahi, tema gurukuLavAsane choDI denAra mATe saMsAramAM DUbavA sivAya kAMi bace nahi. vinayathI ja sAcuM jJAna Ave, te jaNAvavA pachI pAMcamo jJAna adhikAra mUkyo. jJAna dIvo che. tamArA hRdayamAM e jalato haze to bIjA hajAro dIvAone jalAvI zakaze. tame bIjA hajAro dIvAone pragaTAvazo ne ? vadhu nahi to kama se kama eka dIvo pragaTAvajo. - tamane je maLyuM che te chuTathI bIjAne Apajo. kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie ja pa40

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jJAna ane vinaya jeTalo vikasaze teTaluM cAritra Avaze. mATe cAritra-guNa chaTho adhikAra mUkyo. A saunA phaLarUpe chelle samAdhi maLe mATe sAtamo chello adhikAra "maraNa-guNa" mUkyo. chelle granthakAra kahe che : ApaNe anAdikALathI punaH punaH janma-maraNanA cakramAM pharyA karIe chIe. have evo prayatna karo ke e cakra baMdha thaI jAya. AtmA svamAM sthira thaI jAya. AvatIkAlathI lalita vistarAno svAdhyAya zarU karIzuM. huM ekalo nahi, ApaNe saue sAthe maLIne svAdhyAya karavAno che. je bhagavAna mATe ApaNe roja sAta vAra caityavaMdana karIe chIe, e bhagavAnane sArI rIte samajavA hoya to lalita vistarA graMtha vAMcavo ja rahyo. bhagavAnane jANo badhuM jaNAI jaze. bhagavAnane hRdayamAM lAvo. badhA maMgaLo AvI jaze. bhagavAna sauthI UMcuM maMgaLa che. paMca parameSThIthI paMcAcAranI zuddhi arihaMtanA dhyAnathI jJAnAcAranI zuddhi thAya che. siddhanA dhyAnathI darzanAcAranI zuddhi thAya che. AcAryanI ArAdhanAthI cAritrAcAranI zuddhi thAya che. upAdhyAyanA dhyAnathI tapAcAranI zuddhi thAya che. (sakjhAyasamo tavo natyi) sAdhunI ArAdhanAthI vIryAcAranI zuddhi thAya che. (varyAcAranI jema sAdhu badhe ja vyApta che.) pa48 ja kahyuM, lApUrNasUrie

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opana buka ekjhAma che kahe kalApUrNasUri-2 (kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie) sanmAye rasa sA . * prazna 1 : nIcenA praznonA uttara lakho. (10) (1) tapamAM svAdhyAya AvI javA chatAM "tapa sajajhAye rata sadA" ema kema lakhyuM ? (2) guNo meLavavA mATe pUjyazrIe kyo prayoga batAvyo che ? (3) arihaMta prabhu samagra brahmAMDano sAra che, e vAta pUjyazrIe zI rIte samajAvI ? (4) padyavijayajIne aMtima avasthAmAM paM. bhadraMkaravijayajIe zI rIte ArAdhanA karAvI ? (5) haribhadrasUrijInI kRtionI zI zI vizeSatA che ? (6) durgatimAM paDatA jIvane dhArI rAkhe te dharma kahevAya, e vAta pUjyazrIe zI rIte samajAvI che ? bharatakSetramAM ApaNo janma, te paNa bhagavAna dvArA ApaNI parIkSA ja che, e vAta pUjyazrIe zI rIte samajAvI che ? (8) kAparaDA tIrthanuM rakSaNa zI rIte thayuM ? (9) gopALabhAImAM dIkSAnI utsukatA kayA prasaMgathI pragaTI ? (10) AtmAnA AnaMdane najara sAme rAkhI ratnatrayI (darzana-jJAna cAritra)nI vyAkhyA Apo. * prazna 2 : nIcenA zabdomAMthI eka asaMgata (baMdha besato na hoya tevo) zabdanI AsapAsa kuMDALuM karo. (10) (1) zabda, niHzabda, samabhirUDha, evaMbhUta. (2) piMDa, zikhara, parvata, mahAsAgara. (3) vAlano ghaDo, caNAno ghaDo, telano ghaDo, ghIno ghaDo. (4) madhura, tulA, kaTu, tanmaya. (5) bhakti, mukti, Arjava, mArdava. (6) ghI, dUdha, sAkara, loTa. kahe kalApUrNasUri-2 * * = * * * * * * * * * * * * 549

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(7) samyaktva, virati, apramAda, kAyotsarga. (8) akheda, avera, adveSa, abhaya. (9) prIti, maitrI, bhakti, vacana. (10) duSTa vicAra, saMkalpa-vikalpa, zubha vikalpa, azubha vikalpa. * prazna 3 : nIce jaNAvelA adhUrA vAkyanA cAra vikalpomAMthI sAcA vikalpanI sAme 8 nizAnI karI pAnA naMbara lakho. (10) (1) jeno viniyoga nahi karo te vastu... (A) bhavAMtaramAM tamArI sAthe nahi cAle. (B) tenA saMskAro baddhamUla nahi bane. (C) tamArI pAse nahi Take. (D) tamArI pAsethI khovAi jaze. (2) bhagavAna ane gurunuM bahumAna vadhatuM jAya tema tema... (A) mukti nikaTamAM AvatI jAya. (B) saMsAra kapAto jAya. (C) dharma vadhato jAya. (D) AtmaguNo vadhatA jAya. (3) cittaratna asaMkliSTa bane te ja kSaNe... (A) prasannatA ApaNAmAM Ave che. (B) prabhu ApaNAmAM padhAre. (C) prabhunA vacano samajAya. (D) jagatanA jIvo para anukaMpA pragaTe. (4) asIma AnaMdano paLe-paLe anubhava e ja... (A) bhagavAnamAM bhaLyAnI nizAnI che. (B) sAdhanA sAcI che tenI nizAnI che. (C) amRta kriyA che. (D) sAco dharma che. (5) jagatanA jIvo potAno parivAra lAge tyAre ja... (A) maitrIbhAvano unmeSa thai zake. (B) RNanA bhArathI dUra thai zakAya. (C) premanA phuvArA jIvanamAM chuTe. (D) prabhunI karuNAno sparza thai zake. 550 * kahe kalApUrNasUri-2

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(6) kevaLajJAna eTale... (A) sakala jIvomAM rahelI AnaMdamayI sattA. (B) saMpUrNa vizvanuM jJAna. (C) traNe kALanuM ekIsAthe jJAna. (D) ApaNo ja dabAyelo jJAna khajAno. (7) ApaNe karmone to yAda rAkhyA paNa.. (A) dharmane bhUlI gayA. (B) tenA phaLane bhUlI gayA. . (C) guNone bhUlI gayA. (D) prabhune bhUlI gayA. (8) jenAthI AtmAnuM ahita thAya tene... (A) dharma kahevAya ja kema ? (B) sAdhaka manAya ja kema ? (C) mokSa sAthe zuM levA-devA ? (D) jJAna kahevAya ja kema ? mithyA paraMparAmAM cAlanAra karatAM.. (A) samyaka paraMparAmAM cAlanAra zreSTha che. (B) samyaka paraMparAvALA keTalA ochA che ? (C) to nahi cAlanAra sAro. (D) mithyA paraMparA pravartaka moTo doSabhAgI che. (10) sAdhu to sadA. (A) sAdhanA mATe sajja hoya. (B) sahAya karavA taiyAra hoya. (C) saraLatAnA bhaMDAra hoya. (D) mRtyu mATe taiyAra hoya. * prazna 4 : nIcenA vAkyo koNa bole che ? te jaNAvo. bolanAranuM nAma ane pustakanA pAnA naMbara lakho. (10) (noMdha : AkhuM pustaka prAyaH pUjyazrI dvArA kahevAyeluM che, eTale pU.A. bhagavaMtanuM nAma lakhAya to khoTuM na kahevAya, chatAM ahIM te na lakhatAM avAMtara (aMdara AvatA) bolanAranA nAma lakhavAnA che. be bolanAra (mULa bolanAra ane anuvAdarUpe bolanAra) lAgatA hoya to baMnenA nAma lakhavA.) kahe kalApUrNasUri-2 * * * * * * * * * * * * papa1

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(1) gurUdeva ! Isa kSetra ke prabhAva kI kyA bAta kare ? (2) he prabhu! AkAzamAM varSA to kyAreka Ave, paNa mArI AMkhomAM ApanI yAdathI sadA varSAtratu raho. (3) jJAna, vairAgya, bhakti - Adi guNone prApta karajo. he prabhu! Apa bhale mokSamAM gayA cho, to paNa nirmaLa cittamAM guNanA AropathI Apa mArA mATe sAkSAt cho. meM A dharmanuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana karyuM che ne huM A sthiti para Avyo (6) tuM vItarAga thaIne chUTI jAya e na cAle. (7) nAma letAM bhagavAna sAme zI rIte AvI jAya ? (8) tana, mana, dhana, vacana ane jIvana - A pAMceya vyavasthita hoya to mANasa sukhI kahevAya. (9) ghaNI lAMbI pahoLI yoganI jaMjALa rahevA do. (10) lo, A suvAkya DAyarImAM lakhI lo. * prazna paH khAlI jagyA pUro. (peja naMbara paNa lakhavAnA ja che.)(10) _ nI daSTie bane te potAnA ja AtmAne Thage nATaka vAMco to AnuM _ ekadama spaSTarUpe khyAlamAM Avaze. ne ApavuM e ja che bAkI no zo bharoso che? _ eTale aMdara rahelI nA pragaTIkaraNanI tIvra IcchA. eTale ke 2 mAM niSNAta banyA pachI ja _ mAM AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. haMmeza mATe vyasanI hoya. na hoya to nI utpatti na hota. (8) no 4tho prakAra che. (9) hRdayamAM bharelA hoya tyAM sudhI (10) mAM kacAza haze to mAM paNa kacAza gaNAze. papara * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-2 -

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* prazna che : nIcenA zabdo jemAM AvatA hoya te stavana | zloka | gIta athavA kAvyanI paMkti jaNAvo tathA tenA pAnA naMbara jaNAvo. (10) (1) nAva (2) jisiMda (3) ghuyakileso (4) saMtApa (5) sUra (6) panahi (7) sAsao (8) jagatti (9) pharasana (10) raNarojha * prazna che : nIcenA zabdomAM konI upamA konI sAthe ghaTe che ? te jaNAvo. kayA pAnA upara A upamA ghaTAvI che ? te pAnA naMbara lakho. (11) dA.ta. (24) mA - (30) bhagavAna. pAnA naMbara : 237 (1) prabhu (11) guNa (2) taDako (12) azubha dhyAna (3) saMyama (13) prabhunuM nAma (4) mAM (14) bharavADa (5) moha (15) guru (9) sUryanA kiraNa (16) vahANa (7) ghAsa (17) bhava-tApa (8) kUtarA (18) pataMga (9) dhana (19) mukti (10) kaSAya (20) dAdAno darabAra kahe kalApUrNasUri-2 * * * | jha jha jha jha = = = = = * * * * papapa

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* praSna 8: nIcenA candramAM, A pustakamAM AvatA ATha graMthonA nAma rAhanA aMdhakAramAM ADA avaLA thai gayA che. te graMthonA nAma tame zodhI batAvo. eka akSarano punaH upayoga thai zakaze nahi tathA te dareka graMtha saMbaMdhI pustakamAM AvatI paMktio tathA vAkyo pAnA naMbara sahita lakho. (8) na 2 Na A vi ze 2 dhA drA tI s 2 ka ga vi zya nu jJA dI ga cA 2 pA ga na bhA yo yo ga sAbha .. rAM va ne cA - A . da = = = = = * prazna 9H nIce ApelA vAkyonA AdhAre kauMsamAM ApelI saMkhyA mujabanA (dA.ta. koMsamAM 4 lakheluM hoya to cAra akSarano zabda joie) zabdo zodhI kADho. paNa eTaluM yAda rahe ke e zodhI kaDhAyelA zabdonA prathama akSarothI 19 akSaronI eka evI paMkti pragaTa thavI joie, je pUjya AcAryazrInA mukhe kahevAi hoya ane pustakamAM lakhelI hoya. te paMkti pustakamAM kyAM che? te pAnA naMbara paNa lakhavAnA che. (38) (sUcanA : saMyuktAkSara eka ja gaNavo. zabdo svayaM potAnA taraphathI bolI rahyA che, evI kalpanA karIne vAkyo lakhyA che, te dhyAnamAM rahe. A vAkyo pustakamAM nathI.) papa4 jha jha = = = = = = = = = * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri = = kahe

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[4] mAro praveza tamArA jIvanamAM thayo to khalAsa ! samRddhi hovA chatAM tame khedAna medAna thai jazo. [4] mArI pAse nahi Avo tyAM sudhI tamArA duHkhono aMta nathI. [4] tamAre jApa karavo hoya to huM jarUra upayogI banI zakIza. [4] mArgamAM sthiratA ane nirjarA mATe mAruM sevana karavAnuM prabhue vidhAna karyuM che. bhale ne huM tamane na gamuM ! [4] badhA karmomAM huM ja dAdo chuM. huM hoUM ane tamAruM mokSa - mArgamAM prayANa? koI savAla ja nathI. [2] mArU nAma dekhAvamAM to suMdara che, paNa huM tamAro aMdarano zatru chuM, e bhAgye ja koIne khyAla haze ! [3] khAvAmAM ApaNe ekadama sAdA ! telane coLA jIMdAbAda ! khoTA kharca kare te bIjA ! [2] eka mahAtmAne avadhijJAna to thayuM, paNa jyAM mAro Azraya lIdho tyAM ja avadhijJAna gAyaba! [3] oha! tame mane oLakhI na zakyA? huM houM chuM daravAje. [3] huM nahi AvuM tyAM sudhI hoLI zI rIte Avaze? (11) - [4] arara... mArA lagna nimitte ATalA jIvonI hatyA ? nA. mAre lagna nathI karavA. (12) ____ [2] tamArUM yogakSema karanAra huM beTho chuM pachI tamane zAnI ciMtA ? (13) - [4] huM jyAM jato tyAM hajAro strIo mArI pAchaLa pAgala banI jatI. (14) - [3] pApI mANaso mane bahu pyArA che. huM teone satata mArI pAse bolAvatI rahuM chuM. pApIone Azraya ApanAra koIka to joIe ne ? . (15) - [3] tIrthaMkara prabhu pAse rahevAnuM mane saubhAgya maLyuM che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-2 * * * * * * * * * * * * * papapa

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(17) _ - [3] huM ja na hoUM to tame zI rIte vAMcI zakazo? _ [3] tame je pustakanI parIkSA ApI rahyA cho, temAM prabhunI be upAsanA batAvelI che. temAM eka upAsanA sAthe mAruM nAma joDAyeluM che. - [3] amuka sAdhanA mATe bhadrabAhu svAmI jevAe paNa mAre tyAM AvavuM paDeluM. - [2] huM to tamArA hAthamAM ja chuM, chatAM mane nathI . oLakhatA ? (18) (19) * prazna 10: "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka vAMcatAM thayelA saMvedano TapakAvo - phakta 10-15 paMktimAM (25) papa6 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri * kahe

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pUjya baMdhu-cu zabdamAlA kamI karavAnA para nakakI zAkhANI para kAma karanAra svAmI zrIRSabhadAsajI jaina ine chaM ESSED) adhyAtmavAra katalcenil CC 'adhyArI GHOX madhura pU.A.zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.zA./ Avo, mitro! dAdA hAvAthI vArtA kahyuM -muLizrI mucitte viyajI ! ke je EgminirIvijhA

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gilanuM sAhitya In@[@Ill 1 kahate hai... pU.manirAja zrI muklicandravijayajI ma.sA. [maMgirAna kI javAnI" ( sA nI mana vijayaka sAta covIzI . 28 pIlA zAparA (ta kavara na haga ) hajAdA jI gahita mukticandravijaya, garika yuniyanadravijaya | Avo bALako... Call - muni zrI municandra vijaya te thAMsa mAM karArakA jii maka paNa mukiyA vijaya fe la - vize = = ra ka ja vijayajI mAM 3 rAva

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huM to bhUMgaLAnA sthAne chuM. bhUMgaLuM bolatuM nathI, koinuM boleluM mAtra tamArI samakSa pahocADe che. huM bhagavAnanuM kaheluM mAtra tamArI pAse pahoMcADuM chuM. ahIM mAruM kazuM ja nathI. -kahekalApUrNasUri-2, peja-3 poSa suda-14, guruvAra, 20-1-2000, aMjAra (kaccha) Tejas A Te AHMEDABAD PH. (01 .0W AHMED