Jag Sapne ki Maya

Author(s): Vairagyarativijay
Publisher: Pravachan Prakashan Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009094/1

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prakAzakIya sArA vicArone saraLa zabdo dvArA vahetA rAkhavAnuM amAruM vrata sArthaka banatuM anubhavAya che. chellA ATha varasanA saghana prayAsonA phaLasvarUpe AjanI ghaDIe pUjya pravacanakAra baMdhubelaDInA pustakone maLato pratisAda joIne amArI AMkho AnaMdathI UbharAya che. DIsA nivAsI zrIyuta bhagavAnadAsa Thakkara (baMdhu) (bI. e., bI. esa. sI., ela. ela. bI.)-e prastuta pravacanane bhAvanAthI mahekatA zabdapuSpo dvArA vadhAvyuM che. teo reMja phoresTa oNphisara che. rakhevALa jevA dainika samAcArapatronA kaTAra lekhaka che. prasiddha samAja sevaka paNa che. temano khUba AbhAra. Avo, ApaNe sahu sadvicAranA vAhaka banIe. - pravacana prakAzana lAbhArthI

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sAttviktAno zaMkhanAda, zabdamAM jabaradasta tAkAta che. saMta kabIrajIe kahyuM che- sabada sabada sahu ko kahe, sabada ke hAtha na pA~va, eka sabada auSadha kare, eka sabada kare ghAva. sabada sabada bahu aMtarA, sAra sabada citta deya, jA sabade sAhiba milai, so hi sabada lahi leya. zabdo zastra jevA che. tene vAparatA AvaDavA joIe. zabdone jayAre saMtonI sAttvikatAno sparza maLe tyAre sRSTimAM satyanuM avataraNa thAya che. parama AdaraNIya munivara zrIvairAgyarativijayajI mahArAja sAheba racita "jaga sapane kI mAyA'nA eka eka zabdamAM mane sAttvikatAno zaMkhanAda saMbhaLAya che. saMsAra viSenI mAnavanI bhramaNAo sAme zabda thakI raNaziMguM phUMkavAvALA parama saMta hoya tyAre A pustakanI naitika ane sAmAjika kiMmata ApameLe vadhI jAya che. pUjayazrI dvArA mAnava utthAnane anulakSIne aneka pustako lakhAyAM che. aneka samasyAothI gherAyelA mANasane bahAra lAvI sAco rAha darzAvatuM A zabda-puSya mAnasika ane naitika vikAsane eka navI dizA Apaze emAM koI zaMkA nathI. zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAja nAmanA eka prAcIna adhyAtma puruSanA padamAM paDelA uMDA ane gahana bhAvane pUjyazrIe saraLa ane sabaLa chatAM sarasa zabdomAM rajU karyo che. 're nara ! jaga sapane kI mAyA' A prAcIna padanI dhruva paMkti che. jagata sapanAMonI mAyAvI sRSTi che chatAM mANasa svapna jovAnuM bhUlato nathI. samasyAothI gherAyelo mANasa samasyAone ukelavA jatA navI samasyAomAM phasAto jAya che. mANase samasyAonA mULa sudhI pahoMcavAnI jarUra che. mukhya samasyA che--mANasanA manamAM rahelo khAlIpo. A khAlIpo pada, paisA, parivAra ke pratiSThAthI kyAreya bharAto nathI. e khAlIpo bharavAnA vyartha prayatnamAM DUbelo mANasa ghANInA baLadathI vizeSa nathI. sUkSma saMsAra thakI daSTibheda thAya che, ethI apekSAo AkAra le che. apekSAo thakI ja mANasa mAnasika stare apaMga bane che. mANasa pote to rAjA hoya ke bhikhArI paraMtu svapnonI duniyAmAM darekanI mAnasikatA eka sarakhI ja che. mANasa pote jayAre kharAba paristhitinuM nirmANa kare che. tyAre te paristhitine bhogavyA sivAya chUTako nathI. vIjaLInA camakArA jevuM A jIvana bujhAI javA mATe ja sarjAyuM che. saMsArarUpI ghora jaMgala ane aMdhakAramAMthI sAvacetIpUrvaka pasAra thavuM hoya to vIjaLInA camakArAnI jema kyAreka kyAreka nasIbajoge maLI jatA saMtonA zabdo ane zikhAmaNa upayogI nIvaDI jAya che. janma ane maraNano gADha nAto che. janmelo maravAnI zarUAta karI de che ane marelo navA janma mATenI taiyArI zarU karI de che. pIgaLatI jatI pratyeka kSaNane oLakhavA daMbha ane ADaMbarano tyAga jarUrI che. zarIra ane bAhya durgadha aTakAvavA mANasa avirata prayatno kare che. paraMtu mananI AMtarika durgadhane dUra karavA mATe niSThApUrvakanA koI ja prayatno thatA nathI. saMpatti nadInA pravAha jevI che chatAM paNa mANase tenI sAthe vadhAre prema bAMdhI dIdho che. vadhatA paisAnuM zUnyatA sAthenuM baMdhana atyaMta ghaniSTha che lAlacu mANasa mAchalAonI jema phasAI jAya che. 'satyanuM smaraNa e ja prabhunuM smaraNa che." e vAtane samajAvI

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aMdhakAramAMthI prakAza tarapha javA ane svapnonuM vismaraNa karavA pUjayazrIe A pustaka thakI eka anokho prayAsa karyo che. pUjayazrI jainadharmanuM pratinidhitva kare che chatAM A pustakanI vAto tamAma dharmanA anuyAyIone svIkArya bane tevI che ane janasAmAnyane samajAya evI che, e A pustakanI vizeSatA che. huM vyavasAye gujarAta sarakAramAM pharaja bajAvato vanavagaDAno adhikArI chuM. gata cAturmAsamAM (sane 2005) mArA parama vaDIla mitra zrI jayaMtIbhAI Thakkara (oDhAvALA)nA prayatnothI DIsA khAte pUjaya munibhagavaMta zrI vairAgyarativijayajI mahArAja sAheba ane pUjaya munibhagavaMta zrI prazamarativijayajI mahArAja sAhebane sAMbhaLavAnuM sadbhAgya sAMpaDyuM te kSaNone mArA jIvananI sarvottama kSaNo gaNuM chuM. pUjayazrIne sAMbhaLavA, mANavA, jANavA ane temanA pravacanamAMthI ja jIvanane sAcI rIte jIvavA thoDAka zabdone pakaDI levA e mahAmUlo lhAvo che. pUjayazrI mATe eka zera rajU karatAM paNa huM AnaMda ane gauravanI lAgaNI anubhavuM chuM. romAMca anubhavuM chuM. pa.pU.mahArAja sAhebanAM darzana mAtrathI dhanyatAno anubhava thato hoya to temanA pravacano sAMbhaLavAthI ke temanAM pustako vAMcavAthI keTaluM badhuM prApta thaI zake te to jeoe pUjyazrIne sAMbhaLyA hoya ke vAMcyA hoya teo ja karI zake. AvuM sadbhAgya anekajanone prApta thayuM che. teno vizeSa AnaMda che. Aje aneka pIDAomAMthI pasAra thaI rahelA samAjane sAcA saMtonI jarUra che tyAre pUjayazrInI preraNAdAyI saMta tarIkenI bhUmikA anekajanone navuM jIvana bakSe tevI bhAvanA sAthe pUjyazrInA caraNomAM sAdara vaMdana karI saune A pustaka vAMcavA, vaMcAvavA ane vasAvavA mIThI salAha ApuM chuM. bhagavAnadAsa Thakkara (baMdhu) vijayA dazamI 02-10-06, somavAra 'gA sakuM ApakA nagamA vo sAja kahA~ se lAu~ sunA sakuM kucha Apako vo aMdAja kahA~ se lAu~, yu to cA~dakI tArIpha karanA AsAna hai kara sakuM ApakI tArIpha vo alaphAjha kahA~ se lAu~.' pUjayazrI dvArA prakAzita thatAM pustako sAmAnya copaDIo nathI. paraMtu lAkho rUpiyA kharcatAM paNa nA maTI zake evA manorogone kAbUmAM levA mATenI eka mahAmUlI cikitsA paddhati che. pUjayazrI sAMnidhya sAMpaDavuM e paNa sadbhAgya che. AvuM ja sadbhAgya anekajanone sAMpaDe ane mAnavajAtanA parivartanamAM pUjayazrInA zabdo ati mahattvanI bhUmikA bhajave tevI lAgaNI ane saMvedanAne A kSaNe pragaTa karatAM

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jaga sapane kI mAyA, re nara ! jaga sapane kI mAyA sapane rAja pAya kou raMka puM, karata kAja mana bhAyA; ugharata nayana hAtha lAkha khappara, mana hI mana pachatAyA. capalA camakAra jima caMcala, narabhava sUtro batAyA; aMjali jala sama jagapati jinavara, Ayu athira darasAyA. yovana saMdhyArAga-rUpa phuni, mala malina ati kAyA; viNasata jAsa vilaMba na vaMcaka, jima taruvara kI chAyA. saritA vega samAna karyuM saMpati, svAratha sutamitajAyA; AmiSa-lu mIna jima tina saMga, moha jAla baMdhAyA. anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMta paramAtmAo pharamAve che ke A saMsAra samasyAonuM ghara che. saMsAranI AgaLa-pAchaLa, upara-nIce, cAre bAju samasyAo che. A samasyAone samajavAmAM ja mAnavInuM AkhuM jIvana pasAra thaI jAya che. je paLe samasyAonA mULanI khabara paDe che te paLe mRtyu mAtra eka AMgaLa jeTaluM ja dUra hoya che. samasyA vaNaukelAyelI rahe che. pharI jIvana-pharI samasyAo-pharI maraNa-A cakra kaMI keTalAya kALathI cAlu ja che. paramAtmAe A viSacakranA mULane jANyuM che ane mULa samasyAno ukela ApaNI samakSa mUkyo che. paNa kamanasIbI ke koInuM dhyAna te tarapha nathI.. zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAja racita padanA sahAre samasyAnA mULane ane tenA ukelane jANavAno prayatna karIe.. jaga sapane kI mAyA... padanA zabdo saraLa che. bhAva gahana che. ekavIsamI sadImAM koI bauddha sAdhu pAse eka yuvaka Avyo. sAdhunA caraNomAM namana karIne teNe kahyuM 'bhaMte ! eka samasyA laIne Avyo chuM. Apa koI mArga batAvo." bhaMDee kahyuM, 'Ajano mAnavI samasyAothI gherAyelo che. zrImaMta hoya, madhyamavargI hoya ke garIba hoya badhAne samasyAo che. zrImaMta pAse paisA che paNa Arogya nathI. khavAtuM nathI, pIvAtuM nathI. madhyamavargIne nokarInI, dhaMdhAnI, moMghavArInI samasyA che. garIbanuM to jIvana ja samasyA che A jamAnAmAM. tamAma loko e saMsAra asAra sAra piNa, yA meM itanA pAyA; cidAnaMda prabhu sumirana seMti, dhariye neha savAyA.

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samasyAothI gherAyelA che. paraMtu vatsa ! tuM nirAza na thA. samasyA che to teno ukela paNa che. buddhanA samayamAM eka daMpatIno ekano eka putra marI gayo hato. te daMpatI mRtaputrane buddha pAse lAvyA. buddhanA pagamAM paDIne vinavavA lAgyA game te karo. putrane jIvita karo. buddhe zuM kahyuM khabara che? buddhe kahyuM jenA gharamAM koInuM maraNa na thayuM hoya tenA gharamAMthI mIThuM laI Avo. evuM mIThuM maLyuM nahi ane buddhanA AzvAsanathI daMpatI zAMtabhAvamAM upasthita thayuM. vatsa ! dareka samasyAno ukela che. te paNa eka kAma kara. badhAnA jIvanamAM samasyA to che ane samasyA eka nathI aneka che. eTale bilakula samasyA vinAno mANasa maLavo muzkela che. tuM evo eka AdamI zodhI lAva jenA jIvanamAM eka jamAtra eka ja samasyA hoya, bilakula na hoya to ati uttama. paNa tevo AdamI maLavo muzkela che. jenA jIvanamAM mAtra eka ja samasyA hoya tevo AdamI khojI lAva ane tenA hAthe banAvelI 'cA' pI le. tArI tamAma samasyA ukelAI jaze. bhagavAna buddhanA AzIrvAda tArI sAthe che.' pelo yuvaka zodhamAM nIkaLyo. badhAM ja mANasonA jIvanamAM nAnImoTI ghaNI samasyAo che. mAtra eka ja samasyA laIne jIvato hoya tevo mANasa tene maLato nathI. Akhare eka AdamI evo maLI gayo jenAM jIvanamAM eka ja samasyA hatI. te yuvaka adhIra banI gayo tenA paga pakaDIne kahyuM "maherabAnI karIne tamArA hAthanI eka kapa cA pIvarAvI do nahIM to mAre AtmahatyA karavI paDaze." pelA AdamIe kahyuM "mArA jIvanamAM eka ja samasyA che ane te e ke mane cA banAvatA AvaDatuM nathI.' yuvake behoza thaIne DhaLI paDyo. samasyAo to aneka che paNa mULa samasyA e che ke mAnavInA manano eka khuNo sadA khAlI rahe che. game teTalo prayatna karavA chatAM te khUNo bharAto nathI. paisA pAchaLa mAnavI eTalA mATe doDe che ke paisAthI e khUNo bharAya. priyapAtrane eTalA mATe jhaMkhe che ke - priyapAtra e khAlI jagyA bharI de. pada ke pratiSThA pAchaLa eTalA mATe mare che - pada ke pratiSThAthI mana bharAI jaze. paNa kazuM ja banatuM nathI. zuM paisA, zuM priyapAtra, zuM pada ke zuM pratiSThA, koI ja mananA khAlI khUNAne bharI zakatuM nathI. jIvana agharuM agharuM lAge che. mananuM AkhuM maMdira mANase samajAvyuM che chatAM temAM mUrtinI jagyA ja khAlI paDI che, mUrtinI jagyAe mANase badhuM mUkI joyuM paisA, priyapAtra, pada, pratiSThA paNa koI cIja tyAM zobhatI nathI. uparathI te kadarUpI lAge che ane maMdiranI sajAvaTamAM dakhala kare che. tenuM zuM karavuM te samajAtuM nathI. mUrtinI jagyA te laI zake tema nathI. bIje kyAMya eNDajesTa thatI nathI ane bahAra kADhI zakAya tema nathI. navI samasyA sarjAya che. mananI zAMti mANasa pAmavA paisA bhegA karavA mAMDe che. paisAthI zAMti to maLatI ja nathI, samasyA to TaLatI ja nathI. uparathI paiso samasyAnI navI phoja laIne Ave che. paiso Ave che, lobha Ave che, bhaya Ave che, spardhA Ave che, irSA Ave che, saMgharSa Ave che, abhimAna Ave che. priyapAtra pote ja samasyAmAM che te ApaNI samasyAmAM zuM sahAya karaze ? uparathI tenA sukhaduHkha ApaNA banI jAya che. pada ane pratiSThA sAthe to rAjakAraNano janamojanamano nAno che. koI cIjathI mananI jagyA bharAtI nathI. koI cIjathI samasyA ukelAtI nathI. mANasa, jenAthI samasyAne ukelavAno prayatna kare che te ja cIjo navI samasyAo khaDI kare che. te samasyAo ukelavAmAM mULa samasyA bhUlAI jAya che ane samasyAonuM AkhuM viSacakra cAlu thaI jAya che. mAnavInA mananI khAlI jagyA pUravAnI tAkAta koI sAMsArika vastuomAM nathI. e galataphahemI che ke - saMsAra ke sAMsArika padArtho ApaNane saMtoSathI bharI zakaze. eka galata dRSTikoNane kAraNe janmelI bhrAMti che. saccAI nathI, AbhAsa che. saMsAramAM mAnavInA manorathone pUrNa karavAnI kSamatA hota to Aja sudhImAM ApaNe kayAranAya saMtuSTa thaI cUkyA hota. koI anAdikALacakrathI ApaNe ghUmyA karIe chIe paNa tRSNA enI e ja che. kAraNa ApaNI doTa satya pAchaLanI nathI, svapna pAchaLanI che. svapna pAchaLanI doTane kAraNe ApaNe ghUmIe chIe. paNa e doTamAM pragati nathI. ghANInA baLadanI jema anaMta kALathI ekanA eka

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5 vartuLamAM ApaNe cakkara mArI rahyA chIe. e ja savAre uThavuM, nahAvuM, dhovuM, khAvuM, pIvuM, kamAvuM, pharavuM, rAtre e ja pathArImAM sUI javuM A ApaNuM jIvana che. prema karIne duzmanAvaTa karavI, duzmanAvaTa karIne prema karavo, chetarAvuM, chetaravuM e ja krama cAlyA kare che. ghANInA baLadanI jema. ghANIno baLada ekanI eka jagyAe kema cAlI zake che ? khullI AMkhe baLada ghANI pheravI ja na zake. dhANI pheravavA tenI AMkhe paTTI bAMdhavI jarUrI che. e paTTImAMthI AjubAjunuM dazya dekhAtuM nathI mAtra sAmenuM dRzya ja dekhAya che. eTale baLadane ema ja lAgyA kare ke huM sIdhI lAInamAM cAluM chuM. AgaLane AgaLa cAluM chuM. paNa tenuM paribhramaNa eka dharInI AsapAsa ja thatuM hoya che. ghANInA baLadanI jema mAnavInI AMkho para paNa paTTI baMdhAyelI che. vAsanAnI paTTI...vAsanAnI paTTImAMthI saMsAranuM sAcuM dazya dekhAtuM nathI pariNAme eka ja vartuLamAM gati cAlyA kare che. ghANInA baLadanI AMkho para paTTI ghAMcI bAMdhe che. ApaNI AMkho para vAsanAnI paTTo caDhAvanAra bIjuM koI nathI ApaNe pote chIe. hA...ApaNe svayaM...ApaNA sivAya koI ApaNane vAsanAnI paTTI caDhAvI nathI zakatuM. bIjI rIte kahevuM hoya to ema kahI zakAya ke ApaNe ja ApaNI jAte vAsanAnA gulAma banyA chIe. vAsanA eTale Aveza pedA karanArI padArtho pratyenI jabaradasta Asakti. Asakti Aveza pedA kare che. AvezamAM mAnavI AMdhaLo bane che ane AvezamAM aMdha banelA AdamIne sAcuM darzana kyAreya thatuM nathI. vAsanAthI haMmezA AbhAsa dekhAya che. haraNane jema mRgajaLano AbhAsa thAya tema. vAsanAthI satya dekhAtuM nathI. vAsanAnI najare dekhAtuM dazya satya nathI paNa svapna che. ApaNA manamAM janmojanamathI vAsanAno pravAha cAlI rahyo che e vAsanAne kAraNe ja saMsAra satya lAge che. jenuM mana zuddha banI gayuM, jenuM mana vAsanArahita banI gayuM che tene saMsAra svapna jevo lAge che. je divase A satya samajAI jaze ke saMsAra satya nathI paNa svapna che, e divasathI ja samasyAo dUra thaI jaze. mananI khAlI jagyA 6 bharAvAno sAco prayatna zarU thaze. te pahelAnA tamAma prayatno viphaLa sAbita thavAnA che. manane bharavuM hoya, paripUrNa banavuM hoya to sahuthI pahelo upAya che--galata dRSTine tyAgo, manane vAsanAnI gulAmImAMthI bahAra kADho. saMsAra svapna che, satya nathI. zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjA padamAM A saMdeza ApI rahyA che. jaga sapaneM kI mAyA, re nara ! jaga sapane kI mAyA. pUro saMsAra sapanAMothI mAyAvI sRSTi che. mAyA eTale vAsanAe janmAveluM viparIta jJAna. vedAMta darzanamAM mAyAnI be zaktio mAnavAmAM AvI che. AvaraNa zakti ane vikSepazakti. je che tene DhAMkI devuM te AvaraNa ane je nathI tenuM sarjana karavuM te vikSepa. vAsanA, satyane tirohita kare che ane svapnanuM sarjana kare che. cidAnaMdajI mahArAjA jagane sapanAMonI mAyA kahe che. mahApuruSo jyAre ema kahe che ke saMsAra svapna che ke saMsAra bhrama che, tyAre teno artha samajavA jevo che. bAhya saMsAranI vAta teo nathI karatAM. e saMsAra to che ja. je dekhAya che, anubhavAya che tene sapanuM kevI rIte kahevAya ? A sthUla saMsAra che. sthUla saMsAra sAthe mahApuruSone jhAjho saMbaMdha nathI. mahApuruSo saMsArane svapna hovAnI vAta kare che te saMsAra sUkSma saMsAra che. bhItarano saMsAra. dareka mAnavI be saMsAramAM jIve che eka saMsAra che je bAhya najarothI dekhAya che te ane bIjo che te bAhya saMsAranA AdhAre kalpanAo karIne mANase janmAvelI eka navI sRSTi che. bAhya saMsAra badhA mATe eka sarakho che paNa bhItarano saMsAra darekano alaga alaga che. darekanI kalpanAo alaga alaga che. darekanI diSTa alaga alaga che. vAsanA, bAhya saMsAranA sahAre manamAM havA bharavAnuM kAma cAlu kare che ane apekSAonI navI sRSTinuM nirmANa thAya che. cAra divAla, bArI-bAraNAM, chAparuM, pharnIcara, kicana, beDarUma,

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DroiMgarUma, bAtharUma, A suvidhA dharAvatuM ApaNuM ghara e bahArano saMsAra che ane 'mAruM ghara AvuM hovuM joIe. eka hajAra daravAjAno mahela hoya. paga mUkIe to khUMpI jAya tevI jAjamo hoya. attaranA phuvArA uDatA hoya. bAtharUmanA naLa sonAnA hoya. prakAza Ave paNa garamI na lAgavI joIe. ThaMDI na paDavI joIe, AMkha mIMcatAM ja uMgha AvI jAya tevo palaMga joIe'....A tamAma kalpanAo bhItarI saMsAra che. 'mArA pitA dazaratha jevA hovo joIe, putra rAma jevo hoya, bhAI bharata jevo hoya, bhAgIdAra hanumAna jevo hoya, patnI sItA jevI hoya.' (ane huM ? huM, rAma chuM ke rAvaNa tenI mane ja khabara nathI.) A badhI bhItaranA saMsAranI svapnasRSTi che. bahAranA saMsAra karatAM bhItarano saMsAra bahu khataranAka che. manovijJAna kahe che, 'mANasa du:khI kema che ? tenI apekSAo vAstavikatAthI judI che. tenI kalpanAo gaganavihArI che ane paga dharatI para che. dharatI parano saMsAra ane AkAzamAMno saMsAra eka sAthe cAlI zakatA nathI. tene kAraNe dvandva sarjAya che.' duHkhanuM mULa A che - ApaNI kalpanAo. bhItarano saMsAra. zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAja A bhItarI saMsAranI vAta kare che ke - te satya nathI paNa svapna che. ane vahelI take A sapanAmAMthI bahAra Avo. STine ughADo. rAjA janakane rAtre svapna AvyuM ke - te garIba thaI gayA che. rAja kAja hArI gayA che. deza choDIne bhAgI javuM paDyuM che ane bhIkha mAMgIne jIvana gujAravuM paDe che. sapanAMe rAjAne vicAratA karI mUkyA ke - mAruM kyuM jIvana sAcuM ? bIje divase savAre temaNe vidvAnone bolAvI dharmasabhA bharI ane prazna karyo 'gaIkAle rAtre meM svapna joyuM huM bhIkhArI thaI gayo. to mane savAla thAya che ke - mAruM kyuM jIvana sAcuM ? kaI sRSTi sAcI ? rAtre meM svapnamAM joI te ke atyAre huM je rAjApAThamAM chuM ne ? ghaNAM vidvAnoe javAba Apyo. paNa tenAthI rAjAne saMtoSa na thayo. Akhare RSi aSTAvakrane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. tamane rAjAe pUchyuM, 'RSivara ! mane samajAtuM nathI ke kaI sRSTi sAcI ? kAle rAtre svapnamAM joI te ke Aje savAre siMhAsana para beTho chuM te ?' aSTAvakre kahyuM, 'rAjana ! je vyakti praznano AraMbha khoTA cheDAthI kare che tene uttara khoTo maLe che. tamArA praznano sAco uttara meLavavA praznano sAco cheDo pakaDavo paDaze. rAjan ! savAla e na kara ke kaI sRSTi sAcI che ? savAla e kara ke kaI daSTi sAcI che ? je dRSTie svapna joyuM te ke je diSTa A joI rahI che te ? sRSTinI pAchaLa aTavAvAnuM choDI dRSTino vicAra kara. dRSTi khoTI che to banneya khoTA che. rAjan ! diSTine sudhAra. je divase diSTa sAcI thaI jaze sapanAM AvavAnA baMda thaI jaze. sapanAM baMdha thaze, satya ApameLe pragaTaze, tuM ema mAne che ke bhikhArI hovuM e svapna che ane rAjA hovuM e vAstavikatA che to tuM bhUle che. tuM rAjA paNa che to sapanAMmAM che. kAraNa tArI diSTa sapanAMnI che. jyAM sudhI STi sAcI nathI tyAM sudhI Akho saMsAra svapna che.' jaga sapane kI mAyA. eka ciMtake kahyuM che--sapanAM be prakAranA che. eka uMghamAM Ave te svapno ane be uMgha pUrI thayA pachI paNa Ave tevA svapno. uMghamAM AvanArA svapno uMdha sAthe ke pUrA thaI jAya che paNa uMdha pUrI thaI gayA pachI paNa je svapno Ave che te uMdhamAM paNa cAlu ja rahe che. AvA svapnone divAsvapno kahe che. zekhacallInA vicAro divAsvapno che. dareka mANasamAM vadhate oche aMze zekhacallI vAsa karato hoya che. rAtre sapanAM jonAra AdamInI bAharanI AMkho baMdha hoya che. divase sapanAM jonAra AdamInI aMtaranI AMkho baMdha hoya che. divAsvapno jonAra mAnavIne zrIcidAnaMdajI mahArAja komala zikhAmaNa Ape che. re nara ! jaga sapane kI mAyA. sapane rAja pAya kou raMka jyuM, karata kAja mana bhAyA; ugharata nayana hAtha lakha khappara, mana hI mana pachatAyA. cAMka eka vArtA vAMcelI jemAM eka bhikhArInA sapanAMnI vAta che.

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10 muMbaInI koI phUTapAtha para sUtelA bhikhArIne sapanuM Ave che tene loTarI lAgI roDapatimAMthI karoDapati banI gayo. cAre bAju Azcarya che. sapanAmAM te zrImaMta banelo bhikhArI potAnI jAtane uThADavA cheka malabAra hilathI kAramAM besIne Ave che. kAramAMthI utarIne pote ja potAne uThADe che. te uThato nathI eTale jorathI DhaMDhoLe che ne bhikhArInuM svapna tUTe che. polIsa daMDo mAravAnI taiyArI karato hoya che. bhikhArInA sukhada svapnano karuNa aMjAma Ave che. te mIThAM svapnane AMkhamAM AMjIne bhikhArI Ubho thAya che. sapanAMne khaMkherIne bhIkha mAMgavAnA kAmamAM lAgI jAya che. sapanAM jovAthI peTa nathI bharAtuM. zrImaMta thavAnI vAta to ghaNI dUra che. bhikhArInI mAnasiktA jevI ja darekanI mAnasikatA che. vArtAnA bhikhArIne samajaNa hatI ke zrImaMta banavAnA svapna jovAthI zrImaMta thavAtuM nathI. uparathI e svapna ApaNA duHkhamAM umero kare che. sapanAMonI zrImaMtAIno kepha zrImaMta banavA deto nathI ane rojanI roTalI kaDavI karI mUke che. e sapanAMone bhUlavAM ja sArAM...manamAMthI dUra karavA ja sArAM.... sapane rAja pAya kou raMka kyuM, karata kAja mana bhAyA; ugharata nayana, hAtha lakha khappara... rAtrisvapno ane divAsvapno vacce pharaka eTalo ja che ke ekamAM AMkha khullI hoya che bIjAmAM baMdha. te sivAya temanAmAM koI taphAvata nathI asAratAnI daSTie, vyarthatAnI dRSTie banne sarakhAM che. ane jayAre ApaNe sevelA sapanAM pUrNa thatAM nathI tyAre pArAvAra pastAvo thAya che ane e pastAvo koIne kahI zakAto nathI. ene pragaTa karavo ApaNI mUrkhAmInuM pradarzana che. koIe kahyuM na hatuM ke sapanA jojo...tame joyA tame pastAo. ApaNAM sapanAM pUrNa nathI thatAM temAM paristhitino vAMka kADhI zakavAnI sthitimAM ApaNe nathI, kAraNa koI paristhiti tamArA sapanAomAM bhAgIdAra nathI. tame paththarane gaLe vaLagADo ke ene mAro. paththarane koI pharaka paDato nathI. paththara hIrAno haze to gaLe vaLagADazo tethI paththara khuza nathI thavAno ke paththara vAgaze ane mArazo to raDaze paNa nahi. paththarane mAravAthI uparathI ApaNane vAgaze. ApaNA sukha-du:kha mATe paristhiti javAbadAra nathI. ApaNA sapanAM javAbadAra che. tenI ApaNane barobara khabara che eTale ja koIne kahI zakatA nathI. paNa manamAM ne manamAM pastAvo thAya che. du:khI chIe paNa du:khI hovAnI svIkRti nathI. sukhI nathI chatAM sukhI hovAno dekhAva cAlu che. A daMbha che. daMbhI mANasa satata saLagyA karato hoya che. daMbhanA mULamAM ja asaphaLatA che. asaphaLatAne chUpAvavAnA prayatnanuM nAma 'daMbha' che. daMbha paNa lAMbo samaya Takato nathI. vAstavikatA daMbhane khullo pADe ja che. daMbha khullo paDe che matalaba asaphaLatA chatI thAya che. asaphaLatA mAnavInI bahu moTI vedanA che. mana hI mana pachatAyA. bhItaranI AMkho ughaDe che...badhuM ja vyartha jaNAvA mAMDe che tyAre pastAvo ke asaphaLatAno prazna uThato nathI. badhuM ja vyartha che tethI prAptinI AkAMkSA nathI tethI ja aprAptinuM duHkha nathI. meLavavAno prayatna ja nathI. tethI asaphaLatAno ke saphaLatAno savAla ja pedA thato nathI. saMsAranI vyarthatAno bodha jAgRtinuM prathama caraNa che. sapanAMnA saMsAranuM dRzya manorama che. sapanAmAM dekhAtA padArtho rUDAM ane rUpALAM lAge che, sArAM ane pyArA lAge che. paNa te vAstavika nathI. udhADI AMkhe saMsAra kevo dekhAya che ? tenI vAta zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAja karI rahyA che. capaLA camakAra jima caMcaLa, narabhava sUtra batAyA. sUtramAM = zAstramAM kahyuM che. A manuSyajanma vijaLInA camakArA jevo che, caMcaLa, vijaLIno camakAra roja jovA nathI maLato. varSARtumAM, varasAdanA divaso najIkamAM hoya tyAre ja vijaLI camake. temAM paNa jyAre be vAdaLo athaDAya tyAre ja vijaLI camakI jAya kSaNa mATe. vAdaLo baMdhAya, varasAda paDe te sahaja ghaTanA che. paNa vijaLI camakI javI jarA durlabha ghaTanA che. vijaLI camakI te tarapha garadana UThI na UThI, AMkho aTakI na

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aTakI tyAM vijaLI bujhAI jAya che. mAnavabhava vijaLInA camakAra jevo che kayAreka ja maLe ane hajI joyo na joyo, hajI to jamyA, hamaNAM ja moTA thayA kamAtA thayA, vRddha thayA ane marI gayA. kSaNa be kSaNamAM to jIvana pasAra thaI jAya che. mAnavabhavanI vAstavikatA A che. tenI prApti paNa durlabha che ane sthiti paNa durlabha che. eka to maLavo muzkela ane maLyA pachI nirvighna cAle to paNa kSaNa be kSaNanuM AyuSya...basa ! 60-70-80 varasamAM khela khatama. mAnavabhavane vijaLInI upamA ApI che te ghaNI sArthaka che. vijaLI bhale sahelAIthI jovA na maLe, bhale kSaNabhara rahe, jhAjhuM Take nahi paNa eTalA samaya mATe paNa prakAza to Ape ja; camake to kharI ja. sUraja paNa jayAre DhaMkAI jAya tyAre vijaLI prakAza Ape che. bhale eka kSaNa mATe paNa prakAzanuM mahattva che ane e vijaLInA prakAzamAM jene jovAnI kaLA AvaDI jAya tenuM kAma thaI jAya. purANA kALanI kathA che. eka gurukuLamAM vidyArthIo bhaNavA mATe AvyA. purANA kALamAM AjanI jema mAtra pAMca abhyAsa kalAka bhaNIne ghare pAchA jatA rahevAnI prathA na hatI. pUro brahmacaryakALa gurukuLamAM ja vItAvavAno raheto ane gurukuLamAM praveza mATe yogyatA sAbita karavI paDatI. te mATe parIkSAo paNa levAtI. gurukuLanA AcArya vidyArthIone kahyuM, 'Aje tamArI parIkSA che, taiyAra rahejo .' AcArye rAtre sahu vidyArthIone ekatrita karyA. phAnasa laIne gAma bahAra ajANI jagyAe laI gayA ane kahyuM, 'juo ! gurukuLanI sImA ahIM pUrI thAya che. ahIMthI jaMgala zarU thAya che. verAna jaMgala che. hiMsa pazuo che. jherI jAnavara che. vAgha-dIpaDA-sApa-vIMchI badhuM ja che. A jaMgalamAM tamAre javAnuM che. te paNa prakAza vagara, A phAnasa laIne huM pAcho javAno chuM. tamAre jaMgalamAM lImaDAnuM jhADa gotIne tenuM dAtaNa lAvavAnuM che. eka ja lImaDo che ane dhyAna rAkhajo. AgaLa kyAMka kUvo che. UMDo che ane pALa vagarano che. paDI na javAya jenAmAM hiMmata hoya te jAya. na hoya te mArI sAthe pAchA AvI zake che.' ATaluM kahIne AcArya pAchuM pharIne cAlavA mAMDyuM. cAre bAju amAsanI rAtrino ghora aMdhakAra, AkAzamAM gherAyelA vAdaLA aMdhakArane vadhu ghora banAve che. potAno hAtha paNa dekhAto nathI to lImaDAnuM jhADa kevI rIte dekhAze ? vaLI bhaya che-hiMsa pazuo, jherI jAnavara, vAgha-dIpaDA-sAMpa-vIMchI, hamaNAM varasAda paDaze. vAdaLAM che, vijaLI camake che. pAcho kUvo che. AgaLa bhaya ja bhaya che. moTA bhAganA vidyArthIo gabharAI gayA ane gayA ja nahi. tyAMthI ja pAchA vaLI gayA. be-cAra jaNa hiMmata karIne gayA paNa cha-sAta DagalAM cAlIne te paNa pAchA vaLI gayA. mAtra eka ziSya gayo. moDI rAtre dAtaNa laIne pAcho Avyo. savAre AcAryae badhA ziSyone ekatrita karyA ane kahyuM, 'A hiMmatavara dAtaNa laI Avyo che." badhAMne jijJAsA thaI 'kevI rIte lAvyo ?' AcAryae kahyuM 'nivedana karo." ziSya kahyuM 'gurudeva ! mAtra ApanI kRpAthI. pahelAM to sahunI jema mane paNa Dara lAgyo kAraNa Dagale ne pagale mRtyuno bhaya hato. rasto dekhAto na hato paNa eka zraddhA hatI ke AcAryazrIe kahyuM haze to kaMIka kAraNa haze. eka sAdhAraNa lImaDAnA dAtaNa mATe ziSyano jAna jokhamamAM mUke tevA nAdAna to AcArya na ja hoya. chatAM AcAryazrIe kahyuM che. e dAtaNamAM kaMI vizeSa haze, vadhumAM vadhu zuM thaze yA to hiMnne pazu humalo karaze yA to sApavIMchI karaDaze yA to kuvAmAM paDI javAze eTaluM ja ne ? tethI zuM ? huM marI jaIza eTaluM ja ne ? bIjA mATe A saMsAramAM ghaNI vAra maryo chuM. eka vAra gurunA vacana mATe marIza to maravuM paNa sArthaka banaze. A vicAraNAe mane gajabanI hiMmata ApI. bhaya TaLI gayo. bhaya TaLyo eTale ApoApa rasto khUlI gayo ane zuM vAta karuM ? jayAM kaMI ja dekhAtuM na hatuM tyAM thoDuM thoDuM dekhAvA mAMDyuM. cAre kora aMdhAruM hatuM. prakAzanuM eka ja sAdhana hatuM-AkAzanI vijaLI. temAM AgaLano rasto jovAno yatna karyo. zarUmAM to takalIpha paDI. bahu ochuM dekhAtuM. paNa thoDA ja abhyAsathI Akho rasto khUlI gayo. na kUvo, na sApa, na vIMchI na bhaya...basa ! ApanI kRpAdRSTinuM pariNAma.' AcArye kahyuM, 'ziSyo ! dAtaNanuM koI mUlya nathI. dAtaNamAM koI

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13 14 vizeSatA nathI. A tamArI parIkSA hatI. hiMmatanI parIkSA, sattvanI parIkSA. A pahelo pATha che. A saMsAra jaMgala jevo che. ahIMyA sadA mATe ghora rAtri che. sadA aMdhAruM che. Aphato sadAnI che. bhaya sadAno che ane temAMthI ja rasto karavAno che. dareka jaNane pharajiyAta A jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. je DarI jAya che te ahIM ja rahI jAya che. ane koInI sahAya kAma AvatI nathI. koI prakAza maLavAno nathI. vijaLInA prakAzamAM jene jotAM AvaDe te ja A jaMgala pAra karI zakaze. vijaLInA alpa ane kSaNika prakAzamAM joI zakavAnI 'daSTi keLavavI joIe 'dAtaNa agatyanuM nathI. 'daSTi' agatyanI che. A prathama pATha che." mAnavajIvana caMcaLa che. vijaLI jevuM. paNa temAM prakAza che bhale na jevo. e prakAza jovA mATe pUrato che. satata bIjA prakAzanA sahAre rahenArA vijaLInA prakAzanuM mUlya nathI samajI zakavAnA. alpatama prakAzamAM paNa jovAnI 'daSTi e mAnavabhavanI agatyatA che. capalA camakAra jima caMcaLa, narabhava sUtra batAyA; aMjali jala sama jagapati jinavara, Ayu athira darasAyA. vijaLInA camakArA jevuM kSaNika ApaNuM jIvana che 60-70-80 varasano samaya anaMtakALanI sAme AMkhanA eka palakArA jevo che. bhUtakALamAM jeTalI yAtrA ApaNe karI che tenI tulanAmAM 60 ke 70 varasano kALa samudranI sAme eka TIpAM jevo che. sapanAmAM mANasa thoDI kSaNomAM keTalAMya jIvana pasAra karI de che. evuM ja A jIvana che. ApaNane e samaya dIrgha lAge che paNa 60-70 varasanA kALanI vizALa anaMta kALacakramAM koI gaNanA nathI. je divasathI jIvanano prAraMbha thAya che te ja divasathI maraNanuM kAuMTa DAuna zarU thaI jAya che. je divase janma thAya che te divasathI ja kabara khodavAnI cAlu thaI jAya che. jIvananA rUpe koI navI kSaNo nathI maLatI maLI gayelI kSaNono vinAza zarU thaI cUkyo che. jema jema divaso vIte che mANasa mRtyunI najIka sarakato jAya che. hAthamAM rahelo baraphano cosalo pIgaLato jAya che temAMthI pANI banatuM jAya che tenuM eka eka TIpuM jamIna para paDatuM jAya che. eka kSaNa evI Ave che cosalo barapha pUrepUro pIgaLI jAya che pANI hAthamAMthI sarI jAya che ane hAtha khAlI rahI jAya che. zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjAe A ja vAtane bIjI rIte rajU karI che. pAnI bica patAsA pANImAM raheluM patAsuM pIgaLavAnuM ja che. garamImAM pIgaLatA baraphanI cosalAnI jema, pANImAM pIgaLI rahelA patAsAnI jema jIvananI bahu mUlya kSaNo mota tarapha gati karI rahI che. eka to bahu thoDI kSaNo maLI che. je maLI che te paNa jhaDapathI mRtyunA dharAtala para relAI rahI che. temAM paNa mAnavI lagabhaga moTAbhAganI kSaNo uMghamAM ane sapanAmAM vItAve che. prakAzanI kSaNo aMdhakAramAM vIte, jAgRtinI kSaNo sapanAmAM vIte e ochI kamanasIbI che ? yauvana saMdhyArAgarUpa phuni, malamalina ati kAyA; viNasata jAsa vilaMba na paMcaka, jima taruvara kI chAyA. manovijJAna kahe che-sapanAMo vicAradhArAnI nIpaja che. mANasa je vAta nazAmAM uccAre che ane sapanAmAM jue che te teNe pahelA vicArelI ja hoya che. vicAronI bAbatamAM sahuthI moTuM satya e che ke vicAro kacAreya sthira nathI hotA. vicAro buddhithI janme che ane buddhine ekamAtra AMkha che svArthanI, buddhi kANI che. buddhi pAse parArthanI bIjI AMkha paNa nathI ane paramArthanI trIjI AMkha paNa nathI. svArthanI AMkha kyAreya sAcuM darzana nathI pAmatI. svArthanI AMkho khoTuM jue che, sapanAM jue che. sapanAM eTale asaphaLa svArtho....eTale ja sapanAM paNa sthira nathI hotA. AMkhomAMthI svArtha haTAvavAthI ja satyanuM darzana karI zakaze. yauvana saMdhyArAgarUpa phuni (nizcaya) saMdhyA samaye sUraja vAdaLa sAthe ramata rame che ane vAdaLone avanavI rIte sajAve che, jema jema sUraja Athamato jAya che prakAzanA kiraNo badalAtA

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15 jAya che. raMgachaTAomAM parivartana AvatuM jAya che. navAM navAM dazyo sarajAtA jAya che. vAdaLA asthira che. sUraja paNa asthira che to e baMnene ramatathI sarjAnArA raMgo kyAMthI sthira hovAnA ? je kSaNe raMga UThe che, tenI bIjI kSaNe tenI jagyAe navo raMga AvI jAya che, yauvana suddhAM A raMganI jema palakamAM vilAI jAya che. yauvananI uMgha dherI hoya che. sapanAM majabUta hoya che. temAM samaya kyAM vItI gayo tenI khabara paDatI nathI. yauvana jaI rahyuM che ke yauvana jatuM rahyuM e vAta buddhi kyAreya nahi svIkAre. temAM buddhino svArtha ghavAze. yauvana karamAya teno matalaba ke nivRttinI taiyArI thaI. buddhine nivRtti jarA paNa phAvatI nathI. eTale mAnavIne jANI joIne UMdhI dizAmAM pherave che. 60 varasanI uMmaranA mAnavIne koI 'kAkA' kahIne bolAve to tene gamatuM nathI, tarata kaheze 'samI to meM navAna hUM' AMkhe dekhAtuM nathI, kAne saMbhaLAtuM nathI, sIdhA cAlI zakAtuM nathI. jamIna para besI zakAtuM nathI. khAvAnuM pacatuM nathI, dAMta tUTI gayA che. magajanI beTarI DAuna thaI gaI che ne 'abhI to maiM navAna hUM. 62 ke 65 varasanA vRddho paNa javAnInA sapanAM jue che. zarIrane juvAnanI jema saMbhALe che. caTApaTAvALAM kapaDAM pahere che, mAthe DAI lagAve che. moDhAMmAM cokaThuM besADe che. zarIra thAkI jAya tyAre na chUTake badalAvuM paDe che, chatAM juvAnI TakAvavAnA ke juvAna dekhAvAnA prayatno aTakatAM nathI. mala malina ati kAyA.... mANasane sahuthI vadhu bhrama yauvanano che ane sahuthI vadhu prema zarIrano che. yauvanane TakAvavA ane zarIrane sajAvavA mANasa sahuthI vadhu mahenata kare che. je yauvana jhaMjhavAtanI jhaDapathI pasAra thaI jAya che; je zarIra tamAma prakAranI gaMdakInI utpatti bhUmi che; tenI pUjAmAM AdamI niraMtara rata rahe che. zarIrane sAruM dekhADavA tene roja sApha karavuM paDe che. parasevo na thAya mATe pAvaDara lagAvavo paDe che. chatAM ya parasevo to thAya ja che tenI durgaMdha bIjA sudhI na pahoMce te mATe DIyo'oNranTa lagAvavuM paDe che. zarIranI 16 sAthe rahevAthI kapaDAmAM paNa durgaMdha uThe che tene aTakAvavA saeNnTa, paraphyuma, lagAvavAnA. moDhAM para khADATekarAM na dekhAya mATe jAtajAtanI krImo, mAthAmAM tela na nAkho to vALa dhoLA thaI jAya che. are ! TAla paDavA mAMDe che. khorAka vagara nabaLuM paDI jAya che. khorAka maLe to teno kacaro thAya che. A badhAno matalaba e ja che ke - te gaMduM che. jyAM juo tyAM malinatA che. kAnamAM mela, AMkhamAM mela, nAkamAM mela, moDhAmAM mela, nakhamAM mela, bIjI keTalIya jagyAe mela, mela, ne mela. malinatA sivAya A zarIramAM kaMI nathI. chatAM buddhine A zarIranuM sauMdarya ja dekhAya che. zarIranI bhItara adazyapaNe vahetA cetanAnA srotano vicAra nathI Avato. cetanAnA sauMdarya sAme jagatanuM tamAma sauMdarya phIkkuM che. te tarapha najara jAya to buddhinA astitva sAme ja khataro Ubho thAya. kAraNa ke cetanAnA sauMdaryane A zarIra sAthe saMbaMdha nathI ane buddhine to zarIranuM sauMdarya ja dekhAya che. buddhi zarIranI sahadharmiNI che. zarIra sAthe Ave che zarIra sAthe jatI rahe che. vastutaH buddhi ane zarIra bannenI AdhArazilA cetanA ja che. cetanA vinA bannenuM astitva kalpavuM muzkela che. cetanAnI sahAya vinA zarIranuM sauMdarya paNa asaMbhavita che. uparathI cetanA vinA zarIra kadarUpuM banI jAya che. cetanAnA sahayoga vinA zarIranuM sauMdarya kevuM ? ane zarIranI kSamatA paNa zuM che ? amuka hadathI vadhAre ThaMDI ke amuka hadathI vadhAre garamI zarIra sahana karI zakaze nahIM tarata ja vikriyAo utpanna thaze ane eka hada evI Ave che ke te nAza pAme che teno koI upAya nathI. vAsanAnI prabaLatAnA kAraNe ja asthira yauvana sthira lAge che ane malina kAyA rUpALI lAge che. vAsanAnA A aMdhApAne TALavAnuM anupama sUtra zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAja ApI rahyA che - mRtyunuM ciMtana karo.' mRtyunuM nAma sAMbhaLatA ja mANasa gabharAya che. jenAthI mAnavI gabharAya che tenA vize vicAravAnuM choDI de che. mRtyunA gabharATane TALavAno rasto ja e che ke tenI satyatAne svIkArI tenA para vicAra karo. mRtyuno vicAra karavAthI bhaya TaLe che. bhaya ane vicAra kadi eka sAthe rahI zakatA nathI. mRtyuno bhaya jAya te kSaNe ja satyanA kiraNo pragaTavA mAMDe che.

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17 vAstavikatAono khyAla Ave che ane tethI AkarSaNanI samApta thAya che. AkarSaNa samApti jAgRtinI kSaNa che. AkarSaNa tUTe che tyAre vAsanAo chUTe che. vAsanAonI mukti sapanAMothI mukti che. sapanAMothI mukti satyanuM pravezadvAra che. vilasata jAsa vilaMba na raMcaka, jima taruvaranI chAyA. jhADanA chAMyaDA nIce virAma maLe paNa e virAma zAzvata nathI hoto. sUraja dizA badale che vRkSa sthira rahe che tene kAraNe chAyAnI dizA badalAyA kare che. vRkSanI chAyA bhale potAnI che paNa chAyA para vRkSano kAbU nathI. sUraja dhAre te dizAmAM ja chAyA jAya che ane chAyA sUrajanI virodhI dizAmAM ja hoya che. A zarIra, A yauvana ApaNane bhale vizrAmarUpa lAge paNa tenI chAyA para bIjAno kaMTrola che. je bIjAnuM che te kyAreya zAzvata nathI. A saMsAranuM eka ja satya che - kAM to chAyA pAchaLa doDatA raho kAM to tApa sahana karo. banne bAju nukasAna che. viNasata jAsa vilaMba na raMcaka, jima taruvaranI chAyA. saritA vega samAna jyaM saMpati saMskRta bhASAmAM nadI mATe eka zabda che - 'nimnagA', je nIcenI tarapha gati kare che. nadI haMmezA gati kare che ane te gati nIcANavALA bhAga tarapha hoya che. sthiratA nadIne phAvatI nathI. saMpatti nadInA pravAha jevI che satata gatizIla ane nimnagA...nadInI jema ja saMpattine paNa sthiratA mAphaka nathI AvatI. bannene jhaDapa ane vega game che. bIjAnA hAthamAMthI chaTakI javuM temano svabhAva che. jhaDapanA sahAre chaTakI jyuM, samasamIne UbhI rahelI vyaktione joIne khuza thavuM game che. AvatA pahelA saMtApa, AvyA pachI asaMtoSa ane gayA pachI pIDA ApavI lakSmIno kuLadharma che. lakSmI AvatI hoya tyAre sArI lAge jatI hoya tyAre nahi. lakSmI Ave to sukha thAya che jAya to duHkha. 18 bIjI vAta, mAnavIe sahuthI moTAmAM moTI bhUla e karI che ke paisA sAthe sukhano saMbaMdha joDI dIdho che. paisAno saMbaMdha suvidhAo sAthe che, sukha sAthe nathI. suvidhAo jaDa jagata sAthe saMkaLAyelI che. sukha AMtara jagata sAthe saMkaLAyeluM che. paisAthI suvidhAo kharIdI zakAya che. sukha meLavI zakAtuM nathI. sukha kharIdI zakAtuM nathI. sukha kharIdInI cIja nathI. paisA dvArA mIThAI meLavI zakAya. teno svAda karI zakAya tevI anukULatA maLI zake. paNa jo DAyAbITIsa hoya to te anukULatAo ja jhera sAbita thavAnI che. paisAthI sukhanAM sAdhano maLI zake, sukha na maLI zake. 'jema jema sAdhano vadhAre tema tema sukha vadhAre. sukhI thavA sAdhano vadhAro ane sAdhano vadhAravA paisA vadhAro.' A samIkaraNa khoTuM che. zrImaMta hovuM ane sukhI hovuM e judI judI vastuo che. zrImaMta mANasa sukhI ja hoya e bhramamAM rahevA jevuM nathI te paNa du:khI ja hoya che. garIba mANasonA du:kha garIba hoya che ane zrImaMta mANasonA du:kha zrImaMta hoya che. ATalo ja pharaka che. mAtrAmAM pharaka che, duHkhamAM nahi. paisA dvArA sukha maLatuM nathI uparathI paisA sAthe AvatA duHkho umerAya che. paisA viSe bIjuM satya e che ke - paisAnuM mUlya kudaratI nathI. paisAnuM mUlya mAnavIe nakkI karyuM che. kudaratamAM paisAnuM mUlya kaMI ja nathI kudaratamAM prANanuM mahattva che, cetanAnuM mahattva che. kudaratamAM paththara ane hIrAnuM mUlya sarakhuM che. sonuM ane mATI bannenuM mUlya sarakhuM che. motI ane chIpanuM mUlya eka che. hIrAnI-sonAnI-motInI mUlyavattA mANase nirdhArita karI che. kudarate phUlone-vRkSone sugaMdhane ane sahuthI vadhAre cetanAne mUlyavattA arpI che. paisAnI mUlyavattA zUnya che. eka kavie A vAta sarasa rIte rajU karI che. jema jema paisA vadhatA jAya che tema tema zUnyatA

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vadhatI jAya che juo 1000, 10,000, 1,00,000, 1,00,00,00, cetanAnI sAme paisAnI mUlyavattA (velyuezana) zUnya che ane zUnyane vadhAravAthI koI phAyado nathI. varasothI mAnavI zunyane vadhAravAnA prayatno kare che. zUnya vadhI jAya to paNa kiMmata to vadhatI nathI. zrI cidAnaMdajI mahArAjAe sAva sAcuM kahyuM che. AkhuM jagata svapnamAM che. saritA vega samAna saMpati, svAratha suta mita jAyA; AmiSa lubdha mIna jima tina saMga, mohajALa baMdhAyA. mananI riktatAne pUravAno upAya mAnavI sarvaprathama priyapAtramAM zodhe che. paisA to bahu pAchaLathI Ave che ane tamAma priyapAtro karoLiyA, jevA cho. te lokoe varasothI saMbaMdhonA jALA bichAvelA che. e jALAonA guMcaLA eTalA badhAM gADha che ke kyuM jALuM konuM che ? te zodhI na zakAya. karoLiyAne jALamAM potAnI surakSA jaNAya che paNa e jALa ja enI jiMdagIbharanI keda banI jAya che. pote ja UbhAM karelA svArthanA e jALAmAM karoLiyo pote ja zikAra banI jAya che. navo Avelo karoLiyo mukta na banI bese e mATe jUnAM karoLiyAo tenI AsapAsa paNa jALa vIMTI de che. tene paNa jALa banAvatA zIkhavI de che. karoLiyAnI jema ja mAnavI jALamAM phasAyelo che. saMbaMdhonI jALa, priyapAtranI jALa. ane tamAma saMbaMdho, tamAma priyatA svArthanA pAyA para ja UbhAM rahe che. svArtha pUro thAya tyAM saMbaMdha paNa pUrA thAya che. chatAM mAnavIne eka AzvAsana rahyA kare che ke - mArA mananI riktatA A priyapAtro jarUra dUra karaze. mAtA dUra karaze ke pitA dUra karaze. bhAI ke bahena dUra karaze. varaso sudhI rAha jovA chatAM koI kaMI ja karI zakatuM nathI. tyAre parAyA tarapha najara doDe che. mANasa patnImAM riktatA dUra karavAno upAya zodhe che, maLato nathI. mitromAM zodhe che, niSphaLatA maLe che. koI ApaNI riktatAne dUra karI zakavAnuM nathI kemake teo ja khAlI che. riktatA dUra karavA mANasa paisA pAchaLa doDe che. pada ke pratiSThA pAchaLa doDe che. e ja niSphaLatA maLe che. aMte putra ke putrI taraphathI apekSA rAkhe che te paNa pUrNa thatI nathI ane jIvana pUrNa thaI jAya che. koI paNa prakAranI upalabdhi vinA bhItaranI tarasa evI ja rahe che. mana bharAtuM nathI chatAM potAnI jALane khoTI mAnavA e taiyAra nathI. mana vicAre che ke hajI paNa koI riktatAne pUrI karI Ape...A AzAmAM ja AdamI baMdhAyelo rahe che. AmISa lubdha mIna jima tina saMga, 'kAMTAmAM phasAyelo mAMsano TUkaDo mane maLI jaze. kAMTo aDe paNa nahi te rIte huM mAMsa kADhI laIza. jALamAM sapaDAIza nahi" A bAliza vicAra mAchalIne jALamAM phasAve che. mAchalIne koNa phasAve che. jALa ? nahi. mAchalIne potAno vicAra phasAve che. lobha-lAlacane kAraNe Avelo aMdhApo phasAve che.. AgamomAM bodhakathA che. eka sarovaramAM traNa mAchalI hatI. Ama to ghaNI mAchalIo hatI paNa A traNa mAchalIo hoMziyAra hatI. te manuSyanI bhASA samajI zakatI. manuSyanI jema vicArI zakatI. eka vAra e sarovara pAsethI mAchImAro nIkaLyA. sarovaramAM ghaNI mAchalIo joIne jALa nAMkhavAnuM vicAryuM. paNa moDuM thatuM hovAthI bIje divase AvavAno nirNaya karI mAchImAro jatA rahyA. traNa mAchalIomAMnI eka mAchalIe A vAta sAMbhaLI lIdhI ane potAnI be mitra mAchalIone kahyuM, "kAle A jALa ahIM paDaze. ApaNe phasAI jaIzuM Aje ja ApaNI vyavasthA karI laIe." bIjI mAchalI jarA vadhAre buddhizALI hatI. teNe kahyuM 'tane vAtavAtamAM bhaya Ubho karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che. koNe joyo che mAchImAra ? mAchImAra haze to e kAle ahIM Avaze ja e vAta nakkI che? Avaze to jALa nAkhaze ja e nakkI nathI. jALa nAkhaze to AkhA sarovaramAM nAkhaze ? koI eka khUNAmAM nAkhaze. vacce to nahi ja nAMkhe. jALa paDaze to ApaNI upara paDaze e nakkI nathI ane paDe to paNa phAyado ja che. maphatamAM mAMsanA TukaDAM khAvA maLaze. kAMTAmAM tArAveluM mAMsa khAIne chaTakI javAnuM. bhAgavAnI zI jarUra che. te palAyanavAdI che tane maravAnA

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22 ja vicAra Ave che. maravAnA vicAra karI te covIsa kalAka du:khI rahevAnI che. AvatIkAla sudhAravA Aja bagADavAnI mUrkhAmI mane jarApaNa pasaMda nathI. kAlanI vAta kAle. Aje moja karI lo." ATaluM kahIne te to nIkaLI gaI. be mAchalI rahI gaI. je samAcAra lAvI hatI te mAchalIe bIjI mAchalIne kahyuM, 'jatI rahI. AjakAla mIThuM jarA vadhAre khAtI lAge che. huM to Aje javAnI chuM. tAro zuM vicAra che ?' bIjI mAchalInI mAnasika sthiti DAmADoLa hatI. tene bannenI vAta sAcI lAge che. pahelI mAchalInI vAta sAMbhaLI bhAgI javAnuM mana paNa che. ane bIjI mAchalInI vAta sAMbhaLI majA karavAnuM paNa mana che. AjanI mojanuM AkarSaNa che ane kAlanA mRtyuno bhaya paNa che. mojanuM AkarSaNa vadhAre che. kema ke te tAtkAlika che. pelI mAchalIe kahyuM, 'tAruM mana AvavA mATe taiyAra lAgatuM nathI. paNa mArI vAta tuM sAMbhaLe evI che tethI kahuM chuM. kAlanuM bhaviSya mane dekhAya che. ahIM rahenArI badhI mAchalIo sapaDAvAnI che. mAchImAra kAMTAvALI jALa nAMkhaze temAM mAMsanA TUkaDAM haze te TUkaDAM khAvA jatAM gaLAmAM kAMTo bharAI jaze. ane jALa to che ja. te mAchImAro tamane pANInI bahAra kADhaze. pANI vinA tame jIvazo kevI rIte ? pakaDAvAnuM nakkI ja che chatAM eka upAya kahuM chuM. jo tuM jALamAM phasAI jAya to marI javAno DhoMga karaje. marelI mAchalIne teo nathI pakaDatA. te loko cAlyA jAya pachI pAchI AvatI rahe che. cAla tyAre Avaje.' ATaluM kahIne pahelI mAchalI nIkaLI gaI. bIje divase je thavAnuM hatuM te ja thayuM. badhI mAchalIo pakaDAI gaI. marI javAno DhoMga karIne eka mAchalI bacI gaI. pAchI sarovaramAM gaI. teNe ghaNI zodha karI paNa sAcI salAha ApanArI mAchalI tene maLI, nahi. sapanAMnI sRSTinA bhayAnaka pariNAmothI bacavAno upAya che - yA to tene choDI do yA to tene mATe nakAmA banI jAo. potAnI svArthapUrtimAM je nakAmA che tene saMsAra ja pheMkI de che. je lAlacamAM rahe che tene phasAvAnuM nakkI ja che. e saMsAra asAra sAra piNa, tehameM itanA pAyA; cidAnaMda prabhu sumirana seti, dharIye neha savAyA. saMsAranI tamAma kAlpanika samasyAono ukela eka ja che - saMsArane satya mAnavAnuM choDI do. svapna mAnavAnuM cAlu karI do." svapnane choDo satyane pakaDo, jAgavAno A eka mAtra upAya che. satata e vAtanuM smaraNa karI - 're nara ! jaga sapane kI mAyA" 'huM sapanAMonA nahi paNa satyanA mArgano musAphara chuM.' 'huM vAsanAno nahi paNa upAsanAnI keDIe cAlanAro yAtrI chuM' A vAtanuM smaraNa jAgRtino upAya che. A smaraNa ja paramAtmapada sudhI laI jAya che. ApaNI suSupta avasthA ApaNo zatru che, jAgRta avasthA ApaNI mitra che ane mukta avasthA ApaNuM lakSya che. saMsAranuM vismaraNa ane satyanuM smaraNa muktinuM prathama sopAna che. satyanuM smaraNa e ja prabhunuM smaraNa che. je ghaDIe svapnanuM vismaraNa thAya che te ghaDI sAkSAtkAranI ghaDI che. upalabdhinI kSaNa che, prakAzanuM Agamana che. te ja prApya che, te ja upAsya che. cidAnaMda prabhu sumirana seti, dhariye neha savAyA.