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________________ sarvAdhikAra surakSita zrI sahajAnanda zAstramAla: paramapUjya 108 AcArya pUjyapAda viracita iSTopadeza para pUjya 105 sahajAnanda varNo jI ke pravacana sampAdaka DA0 nAnaka canda jaina ema0 DI0 eca0 sAntaula hAUsa, mau0 ThaTeravAr3A meraTha zahara prakAzaka zrI sahajAnanda zAstramAlA 185 e, ranajItapurI sadara meraTha (uttara pradeza) dvitIya saMskaraNa san lAgata mUlya 1100 1994 20)
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________________ prastAvanA AdhyAtma yogI parama pUjya gurUvarya 105 zrImad sahajAnanda varNI jI ne anekoM grantho kI racanA va TIkAeM kI hai| tathA unhoneM mahAna AcAryoM kI racanAoM para samaya-samaya para atyanta sarala bhASA meM pravacana kie va likhe hai| unakI sabhI racanAe~ apUrva va anupama hai| unakI pratyeka racanA se yaha jhalaka milatI hai ki mumukSuvRda Atmahita hetu ina sUktiyoM ko kisa prakAra AtmasAta karake unAke prayogAtmaka vidhi se apane jIvana ke kSaNoM meM prayoga kre| aura ananta kAla taka ke lie sukhI hove| yaha vizeSatA sahajAnanda jI kI kRtiyo meM hI hai| ve prati samaya apane upayoga ko sthira rakhate the aura nirantara likhane meM hI saMlagna rahate the| yahA~ taka kI jIvana ke antima kSaNa meM bhI kalama unake hAtha meM hI thaa| 62 varSa kI alpa Ayu meM unakA svargavAsa honA eka aisI kSati hai jo pUrI nahI ho sktii| iSTopadeza grantha sarvArtha siddhi ke raciyatA paramapUjya 108 ArcAya pUjyapAda svAmI kI 51 zloko kI eka choTI sI atyanta upayogI AdhyAtmika kRti hai| isakA aMgrejI anuvAda svargIya bairisTara campatarAya jI ne kiyA hai| jo videzo meM kAphI pracalita hai| inhI para varNI jI ke pravacanoM kA yaha dvitIya saMskaraNa Apake sAmane hai AzA hai Apa inakA upayoga karake dharma lAbha utthaavegeN| mala meM ziSya ne AcArya prabhu se prazna kiyA ki prabhu yadi anukUla catuSTaya se hI sAdhya kI sidvi ho jAyegI to vrata samIti Adi kA pAlana nirarthaka ho jaayegaa| AcArya kahate hai he vatsa! vrata samIti adi navIna zubha karmo ke baMdha kA kAraNa hone se tathA pUrvopArjita azubha karmo kA eka deza kSaya hone se puNya kI utpatti hotI hai jo svargAdi kA kAraNa hotA hai ataH vrato ke dvArA devapada prApta karanA acchA hai avratoM ke dvArA nAraka prApta karane meM to koI buddhimAnI hai nhii| ziSya ke punaH punaH prazna karane para AcArya samajhAte hai ki yadi AtmA carama zarIrI nahIM ho to use svarga va cakavAdi ke pada AtmadhyAna se uparjita puNya kI sahAyatA se prApta hote hai jo paramparA se mokSa le jAne vAle hai| arthAt carama zarIrI na hone para mokSa purUSArtha bhI svargAdi sukho kA hI kAraNa hai| AcArya kahate hai ki zarIra se bhir3akara zuci padArtha bhI azuci ho jAte hai phira azuci se azuci ke sevana meM kyA caturAI hai| isa prakAra pUjya varNI jI ne isakA khulAsA karake sarala zabdoM meM prazasta pravRtti kA bodha karAyA hai| aneka vidvAnoM va pravacanakAro ne inakI bhUri-bhUri prazaMsA kI hai hama una sabake AbhArI hai| Apa bhI zAstramAlA ke sthAyI grAhaka 1000) meM bana sakate hai jo grantha aba taka chape hai| yA jo AindA chapeMge ve saba unako niHzulka bheje jAte hai| bhavadIya 16-10-94 DA0 nAnakacanda jaina sAntaula hAUsa, mau0 ThaTeravAr3A meraTha zahara
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________________ iSTopadeza pravacana prathama bhAga yasya svayaM svabhAvAptirabhAve kRtsnakarmaNaH / tasmai saMjJAnarUpAya namo'stu prmaatmne||1|| svabhAvaprAptiH - samasta karmo kA abhAva hone para jisako svayaM svabhAva kI prApti ho jAtI hai usa samyagjJAnasvarUpa paramAtmA ke lie merA namaskAra ho| isa maMgalAcaraNa meM pUjyapAda svAmI ne apane Azaya ke anukUla prayojana se namaskAra kiyA hai| ve the samyagjJAna ke pUrNa vikAsa ke icchuka, ataH namaskAra karane ke prasaMga meM samyagjJAnasvarUpa paramAtmA para dRSTi gayI hai| yaha samyagjJAnasvarUpapanA anya aura kucha bAta nahI hai| jaisA svabhAva hai usa svabhAva kI prAptirUpa hai| jIva ko jJAna kahIM kamAnA nahI par3atA hai ki jJAna koI paratatva ho aura usa jJAna kA yaha upArjana kare, kintu jJAnamaya hI svayaM hai isake vikAsa kA bAdhaka karmo kA AvaraNa hai| karmo kA AvaraNa dUra hone para svaMya hI svabhAva kI prApti hotI hai| prabhu kI svayaMbhutA - prabhu ke jo paramAtmatva kA vikAsa hai vaha svaMya huA hai, isIlie va svaMyabhU kahalAte hai| jo svayaM ho use svayaMbhU kahate hai| svaMya kI paraNati se hI yaha vikAsa huA hai, kisI dUsare padArtha ke pariNamana ko lekara yaha AtmavikAsa nahI huA hai aura na kisI paradravya kA nimitta pAkara yaha vikAsa huA hai| yaha vikAsa sahaja satva ke kAraNa bAdhaka kAraNo ke abhAva hone para svayaM prakaTa huA hai| isa grantha ke racayitA pUjya pAda svAmI hai| bhaktiyo ke sambandha meM yaha kahA jAtA hai ki jitanI bhaktiyA~ prAkRta bhASA meM hai una bhaktiyo ke raciyatA to pUjya kundakunda svAmI hai aura jitanI bhaktiyA~ saMskRta meM hai unake racayitA pUjyapAda svAmI hai| ye sarva viSayo meM nipuNa AcArya the| inake race gae vedyaka grantha, jyotiSagrantha, vyAkaraNa grantha Adi bhI anUThe rahasya ko prakaTa karane vAle hai| isa grantha kA nAma iSTopadeza kahA gayA hai| isa grantha ke aMta meM svaMya hI AcArya deva ne "iSTopadeza iti" aisA kahakara isa grantha kA nAma svayaM iSTopadeza mAnA hai| iSTa kA upadezaH - isa grantha meM iSTa tatva kA upadeza hai| samasta jIvoM ko iSTa kyA hai? aannd| usa Ananda kI prApti yathArtha meM kahA~ hotI hai aura usa Ananda kA svarUpa kyA hai? ina saba iSToM ke sambandha meM ye samasta upadeza hai| Ananda kA sambaMdha jJAna ke sAtha hai, dhana vaibhava Adi ke sAtha nahI hai| jJAna kA bhalA banA rahanA, jJAna meM koI dASa aura vikAra na A sake, aisI sthiti honA isase bar3hakara kucha bhI vaibhava nahI hai, jar3a vibhUti to eka aMdhakAra hai| usa iSTa Ananda kI prApti jJAna kI prApti meM nihita hai aura isa jJAna kI prApti kA uddezya lekara yahA~ jJAnamaya paramAtmA ko namaskAra kiyA hai| svabhAva hI jJAna hai| AtmA kA jo zuddha caitanyarUpa nizcala pariNAma hai, jo svataMtra hai, niSkAma hai, rAgadveSa rahita hai, usa svabhAva kI prApti svayaM hI hotI hai, aisA kahA hai| upayoga se svabhAva kI prApti - bhaiyA / svabhAva to zAzvata hai kintu svabhAva kI dRSTi na thI pahile aura aba huI hai, isa kAraNa svabhAva kI prasiddhi ko svabhAva kI prApti
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________________ kahate hai| svabhAva kI prApti meM kAraNa kucha nahI hai, eka karmo kA abhAva hI kAraNa hai, vidhirUpa kAraNa kucha nahI hai kintu svabhAva kI dRSTi na ho sakane meM kAraNa thA karmo kA udaya isa kAraNa karmo ke abhAva ko svabhAva kI prApti kA kAraNa kahA hai| svabhAva kI prApti hone ke bAda anantakAla taka svabhAva banA rahatA hai, vikasita rahatA hai, prApta rahatA hai| vahA~ kauna sA kAraNa hai, na koI vidhirUpa aura na koI nissedhruup| vahA~ to dharma Adi dravya jaise svabhAva se apane guNo meM pariNate rahate hai| aise hI ye siddha saMta bhagavaMta apane hI guNoM meM svabhAvataH apane satva ke kAraNa zudvarUpa se pariNamate rahate hai para prathama bAra kI prApti karmo ke abhAva ko nirmita pAkara huI hai| jisa samaya tapazcaraNa Adi yogya sthitiyoM ke dhAraNA se jJAnAvaraNAdika dravyakarmo kA kSaya ho jAtA hai aura rAgadveSAdika bhAva karmo kA kSaya ho jAtA hai taba yaha AtmA samyagjJAnasvarUpa isa cidAnanda jJAnaghana nizcala TaMkotkIrNa jJAyakasvabhAva ko prApta kara letA hai| svabhAva kI sahajasidvatA kA eka dRSTAnta - svabhAva kahI se lAkara nahI pAnA hai vaha to TaMkotkIrNavat nizcala hai| jaise pASANa kI pratimA pahile eka moTA pASANa hI thaa| kisI dharmAtmA ko kArIgara se usa pASANa meM se pratimA nikalavAnI hai| kArIgara bar3I gaura se usa pASANa ko dekhakara jJAnabala se usa pASANa meM pratibimba kA darzana kara liyA hai, usane A~kho se nahI usa pratimA ke darzana kara liyA, kintu jJAna se| aba usa pratimA ko anurAgavaza prakaTa karane ke lie kArIgara alaga karatA hai, jina pattharo ke TukaDo ke kAraNa vaha pratimA kisI ko najara nahI A rahI hai una Tukar3o ko yaha kArIgara alaga karatA he, kArIgara ko saba vidita hai| AvarakoM ke abhAva meM antaHsvarUpa ke vikAsa kA dRSTAntamarma - yaha kArIgara una khaNDo ko pahile sAdhAraNa sAvadhAnI ke sAtha alaga karatA hai| sAvadhAnI to usake andara meM bahuta bar3I hai, kintu vahA~ itanI Avazyaka nahI samajhI so baDI hathauDA se una khaNDa ko judA karatA hai| moTe-moTe khaNDa jude hone para aba usakI apekSA vizeSa sAvadhAnI bartatA hai, usase kucha patalI chenI aura kucha halkI hathaur3I lekara kucha sAvadhAnI ke sAtha una pASANa khaNDoM ko nikAlatA hai| tIsarI bAra meM atyanta adhika sAvadhAnI se aura bar3e sUkSma yatna se bahuta mahIna chenI ko lekara aura bahuta choTe hathaur3e ko lekara aba una sUkSma khaNDo ko bhI alaga karatA hai, alaga ho jAte hai ye saba Avaraka pASANa,khaNDa to ve avayava prakaTa ho jAte hai jina avayavo meM mUrti kA darzana huA hai| kArIgara ne mUrti banAne ke lie naI cIja nahIM lAI, na vahA~ ke kinhI tatvoM ko usane jor3A hai, kevala jo pratimA nikalI hai usa avayavo ke Avaraka yA khaNDo ko hI usane alaga kiyA hai| vaha pratimA to svayaMbhU hai, kisI anya cIja se banI haI nahI hai| Avarako ke abhAva meM antaHsvarUpa kA vikAsa - aise hI jo samyagdRSTi isa caitanyapadArtha meM ataH svabhAva ke darzana kara lete hai unake yaha sAhasa hotA hai ki isa svabhAva ko ve prakaTa kara leN| isa svabhAva ke prakaTa hone kA hI nAma paramAtmasvarUpa kA prakaTa honA hai| svabhAva prakaTa karane ke lie kinhI paratatvoM ko nahIM jor3anA hai, kintu usa svabhAva ko
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________________ AvaraNa karane vAle jo vibhAva hai, rAgadveSa viSayakaSAya zalya Adi jitane vibhAva hai| una sabako vaha dUra karatA hai| kaise vaha dUra karatA hai? svabhAva meM aura una para bhAvo meM bhedajJAna kA upayoga karake karatA hai| jJAnI kI sAvadhAnI sahita vartanA bhedavijJAna ke yatna meM isa jJAtA ke pahile to eka sAdhAraNa sAvadhAnI hotI hai jisameM yaha isa zarIra se bhinna AtmA ko parakhatA hai| yadyapi antara meM sAvadhAnI kA mAddA vahI pUrNarUpeNa par3A huA hai lekina atyanta adhika sAvadhAnI kI AvazyakatA nahI rahatI hai kintu usakI AMtarika sAvadhAnI kA sambaMdha rakhakara jo sAdhAraNa sAvadhAnI calatI hai usase hI zarIra aura AtmA meM bheda kI parakha ho jAtI hai, yaha pahilI sAvadhAnI hai| isake pazcAt aMtaraMga meM eka kSetrAvagAha se par3e hue jo anya sUkSma kArmANa Adi pudgala dravya hai, jinakA isa AtmA ke sAtha nimittanaimittika baMdhana hai una kArmANa dravyo se bhI apane ko judA kara letA hai| isake pazcAt tisarI sAvadhAnI meM kucha vizeSa jJAnabala lagAnA hai| pravartate hue rAgadveSAdika bhAvo se yaha pRthaka haiM, inase bhinna yaha maiM jJAnamAtra AtmA hUM aisA bheda DAlanA nirakhanA yaha sUkSma sAvadhAnI kA kAma hai| jahA~ rAgadveSa viSaya kaSAyo kI kalpanAe ye dUra huI ki apane Apa meM basA huA yaha jJAyakasvarUpa svayaM vikasita ho jAtA hai| isI kAraNa yaha tattvaprabhu paramAtmA svayaMbhU kahalAtA hai / - I paramAtmA kI prabhutA aura vibhutA isa paramAtmA kA nAma prabhu bhI hai| jo prakRSTa rUpa se ho use prabhu kahate hai saMsAra avasthA meM kisI viziSTa rUpa raha rahA thA, aba vaha viziSSTa dazA ko tyAga kara jJAnopayoga meM basane rUpa utkRSTa avasthA ko prApta ho rahA hai| yaha prabhu kahalAtA hai yaha paramAtmA vibhu bhI kahalAtA hai| jo vyApakarUpa se ho use vibhu kahate hai| yaha jJAnasvarUpa paramAtmA jJAna dvArA samasta loka aura aloka meM vyApaka hai, isI kAraNa isa paramAtmA kA nAma vibhu hai aura isa hI paramAtmA ko svayaMbhU kahate hai| jo yaha vikAsa svayaM prakaTa huA hai| paramAtmA kA darzana jJAnarUpa meM hI kiyA jA sakatA he aura paramAtmA ke darzana meM hI vAstavika zAnti milatI hai| adhika se adhika samaya isa jJAnamaya paramAtmatatva ke darzana ke lie lagAe~, isa hI ko vyavahAra dharma kI unnati kahate hai| jJAnasvarUpa ke darzana se jIvana kI saphalatA bhaiyA ! sAdhujana to caubIsa ghaMTA isa hI paramAtmatatva ke darzana ke lie lagAte hai aura phira zrAvako meM bhI utkRSTa zrAvakajana apanA bahuta samaya isa paramAtmatatva ke darzana meM lagAte hai| aura usase bhI kucha nIce zrAvakajana bhI aura vizeSa nahI to 5-5 ghaMTe bAda samajhiye sAmAyika ke rUpa meM apane paramAtmA darzana ke liye sAvadhAna banAte hai| isa manuSya bhava ko pAkara karane yogya kAma eka yahI hai| anya - anya kAryo meM vyasta hone se tatva kI bAta kyA mila jAyagI? isakI pragati to ratnatraya kI pragati meM hai jitanA adhika kAla jJAnasvarUpa apane Apako nirakhane meM jAya utanA kAla isakA saphala hai| jJAna ke rUpa meM paramAtmA kA darzana hotA hai, jJAna ke rUpa meM apane AtmA kA anubhava hotA hai aura vizuddha jJAna kI pariNati ke sAtha Ananda kA vikAsa calatA hai, isI kAraNa paramAtmA ko samyagjJAna svarUpa kI mudrA meM nirakhA jA rahA hai| 5 1--
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________________ Ardaza - jo jisakA rUciyA hotA hai vaha usakA saMga karatA hai, vaha usakI dhuna banAtA hai, usako usa hI mArga kA Apta arthAt pahu~cA huA purUSa Adarza hai, khoTe kAryo meM lagane vAle purUSa ko khoTe kAryo meM nipuNa loga Adarza haiM aura Atmahita kI abhilASA karane vAle manuSya ke Atmahita meM pUrNa saphala hue zuddha AtmA Adarza hai| jo jisa tatva kA abhilASI hotA hai vaha usa tatva kA hI yatna karatA hai| apane Apake jJAnasvarUpa nirakhe binA na to paramAtmadarzana meM saphalatA ho sakatI hai aura na AtmAnubhava meM saphalatA ho sakatI hai| ye kaSAya bhI isa hI zudva jJAnasvarUpa kI dRSTi ke bala se maMda hotI hai| kaSAyo kA vinAza bhI isa hI svabhAva ke avalambana se hotA hai kyoki yaha svabhAva svaMya niSkaSAya hai, nirdoSa hai| isa svabhAva kI upAsanA karane vAle saMtajana sadA prasanna rahate hai| ve parapadArtho ke kisI bhI pariNamana se apanA sudhAra aura bigAr3a nahI samajhate haiN| ve sadA anAkula rahate hai, parama vizrAma kA sAdhana jo svataMtra akartA abhoktA pratibhAtmaka tatva hai usakI daSTi ho, na ho to anAkulatA vahA~ kaise prakaTa ho? jo apane ko anya kisI rUpa mAna lete haiM ve jisa rUpa mAnate haiM usakI aura unakI pragati ho jAtI hai| svabhAvaprApti ke antarbAhA sAdhana - dravyakarmo kA abhAva hone para svabhAva kI prApti kahanA eka nimita naimittika sambandha kI bAta batAnA hai aura rogadveSa Adi bhAvakarmo kA abhAva hone para svabhAva ke prakaTa hone kI bAta kahanA yaha prAgabhAva pradhvaMsAbhAvarUpa meM kathana hai arthAta hamAre vikAsa kA sAkSAt bAdhaka bhAvakarma hai, dravyakarmo to hamAre bAdhako kA nimitta kAraNa hai| svabhAva kI prApti ina samasta karmo kA abhAva hone para hotI hai| jaba svabhAva kI prApti ho letI hai taba unakA svarUpa vizuddha samyagjJAnamaya hotA hai, aise jJAnAtmaka paramAtmA ko hamArA namaskAra ho, ve sadA jayavaMta raheM aura unake dhyAna ke prasAda se mujhameM ata: virAjamAna paramAtmatatva jayavaMta hoo| antaH prakAzamAna yaha paramAtmatatva vyaktarUpa se prakAzamAna ho jAve - yahI svabhAva kI paripUrNa prApti hai| isa svasamayasAra ko merA upAsanAtmaka namaskAra hoo| yogyopAdAnayogena dRSadaH svarNatA matA / dravyAdisvAdisampattAvAtmano'pyAtmatA mtaa|| svabhAvAvAptikA vidhirUpa antaraMga kAraNa - pahile zloka meM AtmA ke svabhAva kI prApti kA upAya niSedha rUpa kAraNa se batAyA gayA thA arthAt samasta karmo kA abhAva hone para svabhAva kI svayaM prApti ho jAtI hai, isa taraha niSedha rUpa kAraNa batAkara ameda svabhAva kI prApti kahI gayI thI, aba isa zloka makeM vidhirUpa kAraNa batAte hai| jaise yogya apAdAna ke yoga se eka pASANa meM jo ki svarNa ke yogya hai jise svarNapASANa kahate he| usameM svarNapanA mAnA gayA hai arthAt prakaTa hotA hai, isa hI prakAra jaba dravya, kSetra, kAla aura bhAva ke yogya sAmagrI vidyamAna ho jAtI hai to isa AtmA meM nirmala caitanyasvarUpa AtmA kI upalabdhi hotI hai|
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________________ svabhAvAvApti ke antaraMga kAraNa kA dRSTAntapUrvaka samarthana - dRSTAnta meM yaha kahA gayA hai ki jaise khAna se nikalane vAle svarNapASANa meM svarNarUpa pariNamana kA kAraNa bhUta jaba vaha suryogya hotA hai to bAhA meM kArIgaroM dvArA tAr3anA, tApanA, piTanA, Adi prayogo se vaha svarNapASANa se alaga hokara kevala svarNa kahalAne lagatA hai| aba usa svarNa meM svarNapASANa kA vyavahAra nahI rhtaa| vaha to sonA ho gayA hai, isa hI prakAra anAdikAla se karmamala se malina huA saMsArI AtmA ke jaba yogya dravya, yogya kSetra, yogya kAla aura yogya bhAvarUpa sAdhanoM kI upalabdhi hotI hai to bAharI tapasyA, dharma pAlana Adi jo bAhA vizudvi ke sAdhana kahe gae hai, una sAdhano ke anuSThAna se, AtmadhyAna ke prayoga se karmaIdhana bhasma ho jAte hai aura svAtmA kI upalabdhi ho jAtI hai| apane AtmA ke lie apanA AtmA yogyadravya kaisA hotA hai jisameM zudva pariNamane ke yogya paraNimana zakti Ane lagatI hai| upAdAnabhUta dravya kI yogyatA - ise suniye dravya meM 2 prakAra kI zakti hai - eka dhrava zakti aura eka adhrava shkti| dravya meM zAzvata sAmAnya pariNamanarUpa zakti to dhruva zakti hai aura vaha dravya kaba kisa prakAra pariNamane kI yogyatA rakhatA hai aisI zakti ko paryAyazakti kahate hai| jaise jIva meM jJAna darzana Adi sAmAnyazakti dhruvazakti hai aura manuSya ke yogya kAma kara sake aisA bole cAle khAye piye vyavahAra kare, isa taraha ke rAgadika bhAva ho isa padvati kI jaisI manuSyoM ke zakti hotI hai yaha saba paryAyazakti hai| yaha adhruva hai, isa taraha kI yogyatA manuSya ke rahanA ThIka hI hai, manuSya miTa gayA phira yaha prakRti nahI rhtii| to jaba kalyANarUpa pariNamana kI yogyatA AtI hai to vaha hai yogya paryAyazakti vAlA dravya / yaha to AMtarika bAta hai| bAhA meM yogya gurUjana, yogya upadezaka ityAdi padArtho kA samAgama milatA hai aura usa vAtAvaraNa me, usa samAgama meM jo vizudvi ho sakatI hai usa vizudvi ke lie ve yogya dravya kAraNa par3ate hai| bAhA meM bhI yogya dravya mila jAyeM aura aMtaraga yogya hone kI paryAyazakti prakaTa ho jAya aise yogyadravya kA upAdAna hone para apane Apa meM svabhAva kI prApti svayaM ho jAtI hai| kalyANa yogya kSetra kAla bhAva kI prApti - yogya kSetra apane Apa meM usa prakAra kI vizudvi ke yogya yaha Atma padArtha huA, to isa hI ko eka AdhAra kI pramukhatA se nirakhA jAya to use yogya kSetra kahate hai aura bAhara meM yogya sthAna - jaise samavazaraNa kA sthAna yA anya koI dharma prabhAvaka sthAna hai| aisA yogya kSetra milane para isakI dRSTi isa svabhAva ke nirakhane kI ho jAtI hai aura vahAM svabhAva kI prApti mAnI gayI hai| yogya kAla kyA hai? apane Apake zuddha pariNamana hone ke lie jo prathama paryAya hai, pariNamana hai vaha nijakA yogya kAla hai, aura bAhara meM dharma samAgama vAle kAla, caturthakAla tIrthakaroM ke vartane kA kAla, ye saba yogya kAla kahalAte hai, yogyakAla kI prApti hone para isa AtmA ke svabhAva kI upalabdhi hotI hai| isa hI prakAra yogyabhAva aMtaraMga meM jo svabhAva bhAva hai vaha to zAzvata yogyabhAva hai, usa svabhAva bhAva ke vikAsa hone rUpa jo kucha paryAya yogyatA hai, bhavyatva bhAva hai, bhavyatvabhAva ke vipAka hone ke kAla meM jo yogya vizuddha pariNAma hai vaha zuddha vizuddha pariNAma yogya bhAva kahalAtA hai|
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________________ zuddha dRSTi meM AmtA kI vyakti - ukta prakAra se yogya nija dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva kI prApti hone para AtmA meM AtmatA prApta hotI hai| jaise loga kahate hai ki insAna vahI hai jisameM insAniyata hai| bhalA, insAniyata binA bhI koI insAna hotA hai? nahI hotA hai yahA~ insAniyata ko kevala ImAna kI cIja itanA hI artha na kiyA jAya arthAt jina pariNAmoM se insAna kI zobhA hai, iMsAniyata kI pragati hai una pariNAmo kA nAma iMsAniyata kaha lIjie to yaha vAkya prayoga meM Ane lagegA ki jisameM iMsAniyata nahI hai, vaha insAna hI nahI hai| isa insAna meM insAniyata prakaTa huI hai to kyA pahile kabhI insAniyata na thI? thI, kintu insAniyata kA artha bhale prakAra ke AcAra vicAra vAle pariNAma hai, ve aba prakaTa hue hai| aise hI yahA~ yaha kahA jA rahA hai ki AtmA se AtmatA prakaTa hotI hai| to kyA yaha AtmatA AtmA se bhinna thI? na thI, phira bhI AtmA usako mAnA gayA hai Adara dRSTi meM A karake jo zuddha svabhAva kI dRSTi karatA hai, mokSamArga meM apanA kadama rakhatA hai, aise mokSamArgI jIva ko AtmA zabda se pukAre aura mokSamArga meM calane kI jo padvati hai usako AtmatA mAne to yaha AtmatA AtmA se prakaTa hotI hai arthAt bahirAtmatva se nivRtta hokara yaha antarAtmatva prakaTa hotA hai| bahirAtmatva kA parihAra hokara yaha viveka, upayoga prakaTa hotA hai| ahiMsA Adi vratoM kA bhalI prakAra pAlana karane se svarUpa kI prApti hotI hai, yaha sidvAnta sammata hai| eka jijJAsA - yadi uttama dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva kI sAmagrI milane se hI svarUpa kI upalabdhi ho jAya to ahisA Adi vrato kA karanA vyartha ho jaaygaa| eka yahA~ jijJAsA utpanna ho rahI hai ki aisA sidvAnta banAne meM ki jaba yogya dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva kI, sAmagrI milegI to svayaM hI svarUpa kI prApti hogI, taba kyA tapa karanA, vrata saMyama karanA, ye saba vyartha kI cIjeM kisalie kI jAtI hai? samAdhAna meM yaha kaha rahe hai ki yahA~ yaha nahI samajhanA ki bAhA vrata tapa saMyama aura aMtaraMga vrata, tapa, saMyama ko nirarthaka kahA gayA hai| svarUpa kI prApti ke udyama meM vrata Adi kA pAlanA nirarthaka nahI hai| unake yathAyogya pAlana karane se pApakarmo kA nirodha ho jAtA hai aura pahile baMdhe hue karma nirjarA ko prApta hote hai| unake aura zubhopayogarUpa pariNamate hue ke puNyakarma kA saMcaya hotA hai| jisake udayakAla meM iSTa sukhoM kI prApti anAyAsa ho jAtI hai isI taraha yogya catuSTayarUpa upAdAna ke rahate hue bhI vrato kA pAlanA nirarthaka nahI hai, isa bAta ko aura spaSTa rUpa se kaha rahe hai| varaM vRtaiH padaM daivaM nAbrataivarta nArakam / chAyAtapasthayobhedaH pratipAlayatormahAn / / 3 / / avratabhAva se vratabhAva kI zreSThatA - jaise koI purUSa chAyA meM baiThakara apane kisI dasare sAthI kI bATa johe aura koI anya purUSa garmI kI dhUpa meM baiThakara apane sAthI kI bATa joheM, una dono bATa johane vAlo meM kucha pharka bhI hai ki nahIM? pharka hai vaha pharka yahI hai ki chAyA meM baiThakara jo apane dUsare sAthI kI rAha dekhatA hai vaha purUSa chAyA meM to hai, use chAyA zAnti to de rahI hai, aura jo dhUpa meM baiThA huA sAthI kI bATa joha rahA hai use
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________________ dhUpa se kaSTa ho rahA hai| isI taraha vrata ke anuSThAna se svarga Adi sukhoM kI vartanA ke bAda mokSa prApta hotA hai aura avrata se pahile naraka ke duHkha bhogane par3ate hai, phira bAta ThIke bane to vartanA ke bAda mokSa prApta hotA hai aura avrata se pahile naraka ke duHkha bhogane par3ate hai, phira bAta ThIka bane to mukti prApta hotI he| mukti jAne vAle mAnoM do jIva hai, jAyeMgeM ve mukta, para eka vratAcaraNa meM raha rahA hai to vaha svarga Adi ke sukha bhogakara bahuta kAla taka rahakara manuSya banakara yogya karanI se mokSa jAyagA / aura koI purUSa pApa kara rahA hai, avratabhAva meM hai| to pahile naraka ke kaSTa bhogegA, naraka ke duHkho ko bhogakara phira manuSya apanI yogya karanI se mokSa jA skegaa| so vrata Adi karanA nirarthaka nahI hai, vaha jitane kAla saMsAra meM raha rahA hai utane kAla sukha aura zAnti kA kisI hada taka kAraNa to yaha vrata bana rahA hai / vrata kI sArthakatA yahA~ yaha zaMkA kI gaI thI ki dravya Adi catuSTaya rUpa sAmagrI ke mela se AtmasvarUpa kI upalabdhi ho jAyagI taba aise to vrata Adi kA pAlana karanA vyartha hI tthhregaa| isa para yaha samAdhAna diyA gayA hai ki vrato kA AcaraNa karanA vyartha nahI jAtA kyAki avrata rahane se aneka taraha ke pApo kA urpAjana hotA hai, aura usa sthiti meM yaha hita aura ahita meM viveka se zUnya ho jAtA hai / pApa pariNAmo meM hita aura ahita kA viveka nahI rahatA, taba phira yaha bar3hakara mithyAtva Adi pApo meM bhI pravRtti karane lagatA hai, taba hogA isake azubhakarma kA bNdh| usake phala meM kyA bItegI? usa para nArakAdika kI durgatiyAM AyeMgI, ghAre duHkha uThAnA par3egA, avrata pariNAma meM yaha alAbha hai kintu vrata pariNAma meM ahiMsA satya, acaurya, brahAcarya, parigraha tyAga kI vizuddhi prApta hone se nArakAdika durgatiyo ke ghora naSTa nahI sahane par3ate hai / kyoki jo vrato ke vAtAvaraNa meM rahatA hai use hita aura ahita kA viveka banA rahatA hai, pApo se vaha bhayabhIta banA rahatA hai aura AtmasvarUpa kI prApti ke lie vaha sAvadhAna banA rahatA hai| hotA kyA hai ki vratI purUSa paraloka meM svarga Adi ke sukho ko cirakAla bhogate he / cirakAla sukha bhogane ke bAda kSaya hone para ye manuSya banate hai aura yahA~ bhI yogya jIvana vyatIta karate hue ye karmo kA kSaya kara dete hai aura bhAvAtIta bana jAte hai vrata aura avrata meM to zAnti azAnti tatkAla kA bhI pharka hai| - vrata kabhI vyartha nahI jAtA bhaiyA ! jo vAstavika padvati se vratI hotA hai vaha azAMta nahI hotA hai kintu jo vratI kA bAnA to rakha le, para aMtaraMga meM vrata kI padvati nahI hai, saMsAra zarIra aura bhogo se virakti nahI hai to usa purUSa ko ina vrato se lAbha nahI phuNctaa| vaha vratI hIM kahA~ hai? vaha to apane aMtaraMga meM ajJAna kA aMdherA lAde hai, isI se vaha duHkhI hai, azAnta hai, vrata karanA to kabhI vyartha nahI jAtA / - sadAcAra se dono loka meM lAbha eka bAra kisI purUSa ne eka zaMkA kI ki parabhava ko kauna dekha AyA hai ki parabhava hotA hai yA nahI, usa parabhava kA khyAla kara karake vartamAna meM kyo kaSTa bhogA jAya? kama khAvo, gama khAvo, vrata karo, aneka kaSTa bhoge jAyeM inase kyA lAbha hai? to dUsarA purUSa jo parabhava ko mAnane vAlA thA vaha kahatA hai ki 9
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________________ bhAI tumhArA kahanA ThIka hai ki parabhava nahI hai kintu aba hama logo ko karanA kyA hai? satya boleM, kuzIla se bace, parigraha kA saMcaya na kare, ahiMsA kA pAlana kare, kisI jIva ko na satAye, yaha karanA hai nA, to dekho aisA yogya vyavahAra jo karatA hai usa para kyA duniyA ne koI Aphata DAlI hai? jo cora hote hai jhUThe va dagAbAja hote hai, kuzIla pariNAmI hote hai, parigraha ke saMcaya kA bhAva rakhate hai aise purUSa piTate hai, daMDa pAte hai| to acche kAmoM ke karane se isa jIvana meM sukha hai| yaha to kevala kahane kahane kI bAta hai ki khUba ArAma se svacchanda rahe, jaba mana Aye khAye, jaba jo mana Aye so kre| manuSya janma pAyA hai to khUba bhoga bhoge, ve inameM sukha kI bAta batAte hai kintu sukha unhe hai nhii| Ananda jise hotA hai vaha akSubdha rahatA hai| veSayika sukho kI prApti ke lie to bar3e kSobha karane par3ate hai aura jaba kabhI sukha mila bhI jAya to usa sukha kA bhoganA kSobha ke binA nahI hotaa| usa sukha meM bhI isa jIva ne kSobha ko bhogA, zAnti ko nahI bhogaa| to uttama brata AcaraNa karane se vartamAna meM bhI sukha zAnti rahatI hai aura yadi parabhava nikala Aye to parabhava ke liye vaha yogya kAma hotA hI hai, kintu pApa durAcAra ke bartAva se isa jIvana meM bhI kucha sukha-zAnti nahI milatI aura parabhava hone para parabhava meM jAnA par3e to vahA~ para bhI azAnti ke hI samAgama milegeM, isa taraha vrato kA anuSThAna karanA vyartha nahI hai| suvidhAsamAgama se apUrva lene kA anurodha - are bhaiyA ! bhalI sthiti meM rahakara mokSamArga kA kAma nikAla lo| pApapravRtti meM rahane se prathama to mokSamArga meM antara par3a jAtA hai aura dUsare tatkAla bhI azAnti rahatI hai isa kAraNa ye vrata Adi pariNAma mokSamArga ke kisI rUpa meM sahAyaka hI hai, ye vyartha nahI hote hai, lekina yaha bAta avazya hai ki mokSamArga zuddha dRSTi se hI prakaTa hotA hai, arthAta samyaktva ho, AtmasvabhAva kA Alambana ho to mokSamArga prakaTa hotA hai| jisa AtmA ke Alambana se mokSamArga milatA hai vaha AtmA pApa puNya sarva prakAra ke zubha-azubha upayogo se rahita hai, aise avikArI AtmA meM upayoga lagAne se yaha avikAra pariNamana prakaTa hotA hai| Ananda hai avikAra rahane meN| mamatA me, kaSAya meM, icchA meM, tRSNA meM zAnti nahI hai| aise isa zuddha jJAyakasvarUpa AtmA kA Alambana ho aura bAhA meM yogya vrata Adi ho, aise jIvoM ko svabhAva kI prApti hotI hai| yatra bhAvaH zivaM datte dyauH kiyduudrvrtinii| yo nayatyAzu gavyUtiM krozArdu kiM sa sIdati / / 4 / / ___ zAntibalalAbha ke liye klezo ke silasilA kI sudha - saMsAra meM nAnA prakAra ke kleza bhare hue hai| kisI bhava maM jAvo, kisI pada meM raho, saMsAra ke sabhI sthAno meM kleza hI kleza hai| koI dhanI ho to vaha bhI jAnatA hai ki mujhe sAre kleza hI kleza hai, bAhA padArtho kI rakSA, cintA jo apane vaza kI bAta nahI hai use apane vaza kI bAta banAne kA saMkalpa, isa mithyAzraya maM kleza hI kleza hai| koI dhanI na ho, nirdhana ho to vaha bhI aisA jAnatA hai ki mujhe kleza hI kleza hai| koI saMtAnavAlA hai to vaha bhI kucha samaya bAda samajha letA hai ki ina samAgamoM meM bhI kleza hI kleza hai| ne ho koI saMtAna to vaha bhI apane meM dukha mAnatA hai ki mujhe bahuta kleza hai| taba aura kauna sI sthiti aisI hai jahA~ 10
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________________ kleza na ho? saMsAra meM hai kucha aisA jo loga deza ke netA ho jAte hai athava U~ce adhikArI ho jAte hai unake bhI saMkaTo ko dekha lo, ve kitanI becainI maM rahate hai / sesAra kI kisI bhI dazjJA meM caina nahI hai| aisA jAnakara apane ko yoM hI samajho ki jaba yaha saMsAra kI dazA hai to isameM aisA honA hI hai / duHkha AyeM to unameM kyA ghabaDAnA ? kaSTa meM yathArtha sudha se kaSTa sahiSNutA kA lAbha - eka koI seTha thA, use kisI aparAdha meM jela kara dI gyii| aba jela meM to cakkI pIsanI par3atI hai| jela meM usa seTha ko saba kucha karanA par3e to seTha socatA hai ki kahA~ to mai gaddA takkI para baiThA rahA karatA thA, Aja itane kAma karane paDate hai / vaha bahuta duHkhI ho rhe| isI taraha soca-socakara vaha sadA duHkhI rahA kre| to eka koI samajhadAra kaidI thA, usane samajhAyA ki seTha jI yaha batAvo ki isa samaya tuma kahA~ ho? bolA jela me / to jela meM aura ghara meM kucha antara hai kyA ? hA~ antara hai| yahA~ jela meM saba kucha karanA par3atA hai aura vahA~ ArAma bhoganA hotA hai| to seTha jI aba vahA~ kA nAtA na samajho, aba apane ko yahA~ seTha na smjho| yaha to jela hai, sasurAla nahI hai| jela meM to aisA hI kAma karanA hotA hai| samajha meM kucha lagA aura use duHkha kama ho gyaa| aise hI kitane hI saMkaTa Aye, yaha samajho ki yaha saMsAra to saMkaTa se bharA huA hai| yahA~ to saMkaTa milA hI karate hai| itanI bhara samajha hone para saba saMkaTa halke ho jAte hai / aura jahA~ yaha jAnA ki yaha AyA mujha para saMkaTa to isa prakAra kI anubhUti se saMkaTa bar3ha jAte hai / saMkaTa mukti kA upAya - samasta saMkaTo ke meTane kA upAya kyA hai? loga bahuta upAya kara rahe haiM saMkaTa meTane kA koI dhana kamAkara koI parivAra jor3akara, koI kucha karake, kintu jaise ye prayatna bar3ha rahe hai vaise hI duHkha aura bar3hate jA rahe hai| saca bAta to yaha hai ki saMkaTa meTane kA upAya bAhrA vastu kA upayoga nahI hai / apanA mukhya kAma hai apane ko jJAna aura AnandasvarUpa mAnanA / yaha zarIra bhI mai nahI hU~-ye vicAra vikalpa jo kucha mana meM bhare hue hai| ye bhI mai nahI hUM maiM kevala jJAnAnandasvarUpa huuN| isa prakAra apane ApakI pratIti ho to zAnti kA mArga milegaa| bAhrA padArtho kA upayoga hone se Ananda nahI mila sakatA hai| Ananda vikAsa ke patha meM vyavahAra aura nizcaya padvati usa yathArtha Ananda ko prakaTa karane ke lie do padvatiyo ko liyA jAnA cAhie- eka vyavahAra padvati aura eka nizcaya pdvti| jaise hiMsA jhUTha, corI, kuzIla, parigraha kA tyAga kara dete hai, aura bhI mana, vacana, kAyakI zubha pravRttiyA~ kara rahe hai ye saba vyavahAra padvati kI bAteM hai / nizcaya padvati meM apane Apake sahajasvarUpa kA hI avalokana hai| ina do bAto meM se utkRSTa bAta apane AtmA ke sahaja svabhAva ke parakha kI hai, isameM jo apanA pariNAma lagAte hai| unhe jaba mokSa mila jAtA hai ina pariNAmo se to isase svarga mila jAya to yaha Azcarya kI bAta nahI hai| jo manuSya kisI bhAra ko apanI icchA se, bahuta hI sugamatA aura zIghratA se do koza taka le jAtA hai vaha usa bhAra ko AdhA koza le jAne meM kyA kheda mAnatA hai? vaha to usa AdhA koza ko ginatI meM hI nahIM letA hai, zIghra usa bhAra ko le jAtA hai| yoM hI 11 --
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________________ jisa bhAva meM mokSa prApta karA dene kI sAmarthya hai vaha kauna sA bhAva hai jisa bhAva para dRSTi dene se svarga bhI mila jAtA hai| yoM hI jisa bhAva meM mokSa prApta karA dene kI sAmarthya hai vaha kauna sA bhAva hai jisa bhAva para dRSTi dene se svarga bhI mila jAtA hai aura mokSa bhI milatA hai? apane-apane pada aura yogyatA ke anurUpa vaha bhAva hai apane ApakI saccI prkh| jo purUSa apanI parakha nahI kara pAte ve kitanI hI loka caturAI kara leM para zAMti nahI mila sktii| isa taraha sabase pahile apanI saccI zradvA karanA jarUrI hai mai purUSa hUM, mai strI hUM, maiM amuka kI cAcI hUM, amuka kI mAM hUM, amuka kA cAcA hUM, ityAdi kisI bhI prakAra kI apane meM jo zradvA basA rakkhI hai usakA phala kleza hI hai| kahA~ to apane bhagavAna taka pahuMcanA thA aura kahA~ isa zarIra para hI dRSTi rakha rahe hai| dRSTikI parakha - eka rAjasabhA meM bar3e-bar3e vidvAna Aye the| vahA~ eka RSi pahuMcA jisake hAtha paira, pITha, kamara sabhI Ter3he the aura kurUpa bhI thaa| vaha vyAkhyAna dene khar3A huA to vahA~ baiThe hue jo paMDita loga the ve kucha ha~sane lage kyoMki sArA aMga TeDhA thaa| vaha vidvAna RSi una paMDito ko sambodhana karake bolA-he camAro! saba loga sunakara daMga raha gaye ki yaha to hama sabhI logoM ko camAra kahate hai| khaira, vaha svaMya hI vivaraNa karane lgaa| camAra use kahate hai jo camar3e kI acchI parakha kara letA hai, to yahA~ Apa jitane loga maujUda haiM saba loga hamAre camar3e kI parakha kara rahe hai| Apa loga hamAre zarIra kA camar3A nirakha kara haMsa rahe hai, to jo camar3e kI parakha karanA jAne ki kaunasA acchA camar3A hai aura kauna sA kharAba camar3A hai usakA hI to nAma camAra hai| to sabhI loga lajjita hue? aba apanI apanI bAta dekho ki hama camar3e kI kitanI parakha karate hai aura AtmA kI kitanI parakha karate hai? isameM kucha DarakI bAta nahI hai, agara camar3e kI hama jyAdA parakha karate haiM to hama kauna hai? kaha DAlo apane Apako kucha harja nahI hai| khuda hI kahane kahane vAle aura khuda ko hI kahane jA rahe hai, khUba daSTi pasArakara dekho ki hama kitanA camar3e kI parakha meM rahA karate hai? yaha maiM hUM, yaha strI hai, yaha putra hai, isa cAma kI cAmako dekhakara vyavahAra meM base hue jo jIva haiM unhe hI saba kucha mAnA karate hai, usa jAnane dekhane, cetane vAle ko daSTi meM lekara koI nahI kahatA hai| jo mila gayA jhaTa pahicAna gaye ki yaha mere cAcA kA lar3akA hai| isa taraha se sabhI jIva isa camaDe kI parakha karate rahate hai, isakA hI to inhe duHkha hai| zuddha pariNAma kI sAmarthya - bhaiyA ! hama Apa sabhI isI bAta meM Ananda mAnate haiM ki khUba dhana bar3ha gayA, khUba parivAra bar3ha gayA para jisa bhAva meM Ananda hai usakA ajJAniyoM ko patA hI nahI hai| jJAniyo ko spaSTa dIkhatA hai ki saccA Ananda to isase hI milegaa| vaha bhAva hai eka jJAna prakAza amUrta kisI bhI dUsare jIva se jisakA raMca sambandha nahIM, aisA yaha maiM kevala zuddha prakAzAtmaka hUM, aise jJAnasvabhAva meM pariNAma jAya to yaha pariNAma mokSa ko detA hai, phira svarga to kitanI dUra kI bAta rahI, arthAta vaha to nikaTa aura avazyabhAvI hai| jo manuSya balazAlI hotA hai vaha saba kucha kara sakatA hai| sugama aura durgama sabhI kAryo ko sahaja hI sampanna kara sakatA hai| kauna purUSa aisA hai jo kaThina kAryo ke karane kI to 12
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________________ sAmarthya rakhatA ho aura sugama kAryo ke karane kI sAmarthya na rakhatA ho| vaha apane ApameM apanI zakti ko khUba samajhatA hai| usake lie sabhI kArya durgama athavA sugama ho, sarala hote hai| mahatI nidhi se alpalAbha kI atisugamatA - jaise koI bojhA uThAne meM balazAlI hai to vaha choTA bojhA uThAne meM kucha asuvidhA nahI mAnatA hai, aise hI jisa zuddha AtmA ke bhAva meM bhava-bhavake bAMdhe hue karma kAlimA ko bhI jalAne kI sAmarthya hai, svAtmA kI prApti karane kI sAmarthya hai usase svarga Adika sukha prApta ho jAyeM isameM kauna sI kaThinAI hai? kisAna loga anAja paidA karane ke lie khetI karate haiM to udyama to kara rahe haiM dhAna aura anAja ko paidA karane kA aura bhusA unhe anAyAsa hI mila jAtA hai| koI khAlI bhusA ke lie khetI karatA hai kyA? are bhusa to svayaM hI mila jAtA hai| to jisakA jo mukhya prayojana hai vaha apane kArya meM usI kA hI dhyAna rakhatA hai, bAkI saba kucha to anAyAsa hI hotA hai, isI taraha jisake bhedAbhyAsa meM itanA bala hai ki usakI tapasyA se bhava-bhava ke saMcita karma kSaNamAtra meM dhvasta ho jAte hai, to usa tapasyA ke prasAda se ye saMsAra ke sukha mila jAnA yaha to kucha durlabha hI nahI hai| vrata kA lAbha- AtmIya jo satya Ananda hai usakI prApti meM uttama dravya milanA, uttama kSetra, uttama kAla aura uttama bhAva milanA, jaba aisI yogya sAmagrI milatI hai to usakI usa zakti se mokSa rUpa mahAn kArya utpanna ho jAtA hai phira usase svarga mila jAye to kaunasA Azcarya hai, kintu alpa zakti vAle vrata kA AcaraNa kareM to use svarga sukha hI mila sakatA hai mokSa kA Ananda nhii| isase jJAnI purUSo ko AtmA kI bhakti, prabhu kI bhakti karanI cAhiai, samasta dharma kAryoM meM kabhI pramAda na karanA cAhie aura na kabhI pApoM meM pariNati karanA cAhie, kyoki pApa ke kAraNa naraka Adike duHkha mileMge auzra kadAcit usake bAda mokSa bhI prApta hogA, to hogA para duHkha bhoga-bhogakara pazcAt mokSa kI vidhi use laga skegii| aura koI vrata karatA hai to vrata ke AcaraNa ke prasAda se loka sukha ke use AtmA kI bhI prApti hogI, svarga bhI milegaa| to vrata karanA hamezA hI lAbhadAyaka hai| mana ke jIte jIte- bhaiyA! vrata meM kaThinAI kucha nahI hai, kevala bhAva kI bAta hai| apane bhAvo ko samhAla leM to kAma ThIka baiThatA hai| mAno jAr3e ke dina hai, rAtri ko pyAsa na lagatI hogI para jarAsI bhI kucha bAta ho to rAta ko bhI pyAsa kI vedanAsI anubhava karate aura thoDI himmata banAyI to garmI ke dinoM meM bhI rAta ko pAnI kI vedanA nahI staatii| mana ke hAre hAra hai manake jIte jiit| jo yogI purUSa gurU ke upadezAnusAra AtmA kA dhyAna karate haiM unake ananta zaktivAlA Ananda to utpanna hogA hI, para svarga sukha bhI bahuta prApta hotA hai| jisako usa hI bhava se mokSa jAnA hai aisA manuSya jisa samaya AtmA kA arahaMta aura sidva ke rUpa se dhyAna karatA hai use isa AtmadhyAna ke pratApa se mokSa milatA hai| na ho koI carama zarIrI aura phira bhI vaha arahaMta siddha ke rUpa se AtmA kA dhyAna karatA hai use bhI svAdika ke to sukha milate hI hai| 13
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________________ apane Apako jo loga yaha samajhate hai ki maiM amuka lAla AtmA kI prabhusvarUpatA amukacaMda hU~, aise bAla bacce vAlA hU~, amuka kA amuka hUM, aisI pojIzana kA hUM unakA saMsAra bar3hatA rahatA hai| are isa hI AtmA meM jo hama Apa haiM vaha zakti hai ki arahaMta aura sidva bana sakate hai / to jaisI pavitra pariNati isakI ho sakatI hai usa rUpa maM hama dhyAna kiyA kareM to uttama pariNati ho sakatI hai| maiM araMhata hU~, vartamAna pariNati ko nirakhakara na bolo, kintu apane svabhAva para bala dekara jisa svabhAva kA pUrNa vikAsa arahaMta kahalAtA hai usa svabhAva para bala dekara anubhava kariye mai arahata hUM arahaMta kucha cetana jAti ko chor3akara anya jAti meM nahI hotA hai| yaha hI maiM cetana hUM aura arahaMta joM hue haiM ve bhI aise hI cetana hai, kevala dRSTi ke pharka se yaha itanA bar3A pharka ho gyaa| sArabhUta yaha hai ki jise dharma karanA ho to pahile yaha samajhanA hogA ki maiM na manuSya hUM na strI hU~, na isa zarIravAlA hU~ kintu eka jJAnasvarUpa AtmA hUM, aisI samajha ke binA dharma ho hI nahI sktaa| -- apanI tIna jijJAsAye - bhaiyA! eka sIdhI sI bAta hai ki jisakA mana moha meM phaMsA hai use antarjJAna kI yaha bAta samajha meM nahI A sakatI hai| vaha isa bAta para dhyAna nahI de sakatA hai, aura jise vyAmoha nahI hai, sunate hI ke sAtha usakI samajha meM A jAyagA ki yaha ThIka mArga hai| aise isa AtmA ke jJAna ko baDhAye, usakI hI dRSTi rakheM aura usakI hI dRSTi ke prasAda se pApa Adika avasthAvo ko tyAga vrata Adika tapazcaraNa Adika dharma kI kriyAvo meM laga jAya to aisI nirmalatA paidA hotI hai ki yaha AtmA bhagavAna ho jAtA hai| hama kyA hai? hameM kyA bananA hai aura usake liye hameM kyA karanA cAhie, ina tIno bAto kA sahI uttara le lo taba dharma Age bnegaa| hama kyA hai soca lo / hama vaha hai jo sadA rahatA hai| jo naSTa ho vaha mai nahI huuN| aba yaha nirNaya kara lo ki hameM kyA bananA hai? hameM bananA hai sahaja zuddha jJAnAnandasvarUpa etadartha meM hameM kyA karanA cAhie? kaunasA aisA kAma hai jisake kara lone para phira kAma karane ko bAkI na rhe| bhalA kAma to vahI hai jisake kara lene para phira vaha pUrNa ho hI gyaa| aba Age kucha bhI karane kI jarUrata na rahI aisA kaunasA kAma hai? paMcendriya ke viSayo ke sAdhana juTAnA, yaha to AkulatA ko bar3hAne vAlA hai| karane yogya kAma to kevala jJAtAdraSTA rahane kA hai| mithyA Azaya se kartavya meM bAdhA - do bhAI the| ve paraspara meM eka dUsare ko cAhane vAle the| unameM se baDA bhAI eka dina bAjAra se do amarUda kharIda lAyA / dAhine hAthameM bar3A amarUda thA aura bAyeM hAtha meM choTA amarUda thaa| sAmane se eka usakA lar3akA aura eka bhAI kA lar3akA A gayA jo dAhinI aura thA choTe bhAI kA lar3akA bA~I ora thA usakA lar3akA / to usane bar3A amarUda apane lar3ake ko dene ke lie yoM hAtho kA krAsa banAkara amarUda diyaa| choTe bhAI ne isa ghaTanA ko dekha liyaa| usake hRdaya para isa bAta se bar3A dhakkA phuNcaa| vaha kahA~ gama khAne vAlA thaa| dekho itanI choTI sI bAta para choTA bhAI kahatA hai bar3e bhAI se ki bhAI aba hama alaga honA cAhate hai, eka meM nahI rheNge| bar3e bhAI ne bahuta kahA ki bhaiyA alaga na ho, tuma cAhe hamArI sArI jAyadAda le lo| kahA - 14
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________________ nahI, hameM alaga ho jAne do| to yaha moha aura pakSa kI bAteM acchI nahIM hotI hai| apanI AtmA ko pahicAno aura sabako eka samAna mAno / hRSIkajamanAtataMkaM dIrghakAlopalAlitam / nAke nAkaukasAM sokhyaM nAke nAkaukasAmiva | 15 || vrata ke phala meM svargIya sukha isase pahile zloka meM yaha batAyA thA ki jisa tatva meM diyA huA bhAva mokSa ko bhI de detA hai taba usase svarga kitanA dUra rahA arthAt svarga to bilkula hI prasiddha hai, aisI bAta sunakara koI jijJAsu yaha prazna karatA hai ki usa svarga meM bAta hai kyA? loga svarga kI bAta jyAdA pasaMda karate hai| kabhI dharma kI bhAvanA hotI hai to svarga taka hI unakI daur3a hotI hai| dharma karo svarga milegA, usa svargakI bAta upasarga ke sukha isa zlAke meM saMketa rUpa ke kahe jA rahe hai / adhyAtma meM to svargasukha heya batAye gae hai, kintu vrata kA AcaraNa karane vAle purUSa mokSa na jAyeM to phira jAyegeM kahA~, use bhI to batAnA caahie| mokSa na jA sake, thor3I kasara raha gayI bhAvo meM to usakI phira kyA gati hai, usakA bhI bananA Avazyaka hai| jo mokSa na jA sakA, thor3I kasara raha jAya zudvi meM to sarvArthasidvi hai / vijaya, vaijayataM, jayaMta va aparAjita ye to sarvArtha siddhi hai, anuttara hai, anudiza hai, graiveyaka haiM aura nahI to svarga to chur3AyA hI kisane hai ? vrata kI niyAmakatA jo vrata dhAraNa karatA hai, cAhe zrAvaka ke bhI vrata grahaNa kare, muni vrata grahaNa kare, vrata grahaNa karane ke bAda deva Ayu hI ba~dhatI hai dUsarI Ayu nahI bdhNtii| vratI purUSa mokSa jAya yA deva meM utpanna ho / aura vrata grahaNa karane ke pahile yadi anya Ayu baMdha gayI hai naraka, tiryaca manuSya to usake vrata grahaNa karane kA pariNAma bhI nahI ho sakatA hai| anya Ayu ke ba~dhane para samyaktva to ho sakatA hai para vrata nahI ho sakatA hai| aNuvrata bhI aura mahAvrata bhI usake nahI ho sakate jisane naraka Ayu, tiryaca Ayu yA manuSya Ayu meM se koI sI bhI Ayu bA~dha lI hai| aura jisane deva Ayu bAMdha lI hai yA to usake vrata hogA yA jisane koI Ayu nahI bA~dhI hai parabhAva ke lie, usake vrata hogaa| vrata dhAraNa kitanI UMcI eka kasauTI hai ki jisase yaha parakha ho jAya ki deva hI hogA yA mokSa jAyagA / to aisI vrata kI vRtti ho to usake phala meM kyA hotA hai, usakA varNana isa zloka meM hai / svargIya sukha kA nirdezana- svargo meM kyA milatA hai, kaisA sukha hai? usake lie kaha rahe hai ki devoM kA sukha indriyajanya hai| aisA kahane meM kucha vizeSatA nahI jAhira huI, kucha bar3appanasA nahI A pAyA, indriyajanya hai, lekina jo indriyajanya sukhake lobhI hai unako kucha khaTakanevAlI bAta bhI nahI hotI hai / devo kA sukha AtaMkarahita hai| bAdhA, ApadA, vedanA ye saba nahI hai, una devo ko na bhUkha kI bAdhA hotI hai, na pyAsa kI bAdhA hotI hai / hajAro varSo meM jaba kabhI bhUkha lagatI hai to kaMTha se amRta jhara jAtA hai aura unakI tRpti ho jAtI hai| amRta kyA cIja hai, jaise apana loga apane mu~ha kA thUka gaTaka lete hai, isase kucha bar3hakara hai, magara jAti aisI hI hogI, hamArA aisA dhyAna hai / jaba kabhI apana bar3e sukha 15
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________________ se yahA~ vahA~ kI ciMtA nahI hai| dhyAna bhI bar3A bhI bar3A acchA jaga gayA ho aisI vizuddha sthiti meM kabhI muMha baMda hue meM eka guTakA A jAtA hai to bar3I zAnti aura saMtoSako vyakta karatA hai| aura kyA hogA jo unake kaMTa meM se jharatA hai| unhe pyAsakI bhI vedanA nahI, ThaMDa garmI kI vaMdanA nahI / jo isa audArika zarIra meM roga hotA hai, vedanA hotI yaha kucha bhI devoM ke zarIra meM nahI hai| svargasukha se AtmabAdhA bhaiyA ! svargasukha kA yaha vizleSaNa sunakara to kucha acchA laga rahA hogA pahile vizleSaNa kI apekSA, lekina eka kAnUna aura batAtA deM, jahA~ kSudhA, tRSA, ThaMDa, garmI kI vedanA na ho vahA~ mukti asambhava hai| jahA~ yaM vedanAe~ calatI hai usa manuSya paryAya se mukti sambhava hai| isase bhI kyA kAraNa hai? jahA~ indriyajanya sukha kI pracuratA hai vahA~ vairAgya kI pracuratA nahI hotI hai| jaise yahA~ hama manuSyo meM bhI dekhate hai nA, jo bar3e ArAma meM hai, samRddhi meM hai, vaibhava meM hai aise purUSo ke vairAgya kI vRtti kama jagatI / vaha niyama yahA~ to nahI hai kyoki manuSya jAti kA mana viziSTa hI prakAra kA haiN| vaha sukha bhogate hue meM bhI virakta raha sakatA hai, use parityAga karake Atmamagna ho sakatA hai| ye deva duHkhI bhI nahI hai aura unake sukha kA jo sAdhana hai usakA parityAga karane meM samartha bhI nahI hai / - svarga sukhame laukika vizeSatA svarga ke devoM ke eka Aphata yaha bhI lagI hai ki jo bahuta choTe deva hai, una devo ke, unakI apekSA meM jo pApI deva hai mAna lo to, unake bhI kama se kama 32 devAMganAe~ hotI hai| yahA~ to eka strI kA dila rAjI rakhane meM bar3I hairAnI par3atI hai, sAr3I, sAr3I hI kharIdane meM pUrI samasyA nahI sulajha pAtI hai| vahA~ 32 devA~ganAvo kA mana rakhane ke lie kitanI takalIpha uThAne kI bAta hai ? yahA~ to strI manuSya hI hai nA, so ve saMtoSa kara sakatI hai para una devAMganAvo ke kahA~ saMtoSa kI bAta hai? jaba bahuta choTe devoM kA yaha hAla hai to jo bar3e deva hai, indrAdika hai unake to hajAro kA nambara hai| eka bAta aura hai ki jahA~ eka devI marI usI samaya usI sthAna para kucha samaya bAda dUsarI devI utpanna hotI hai aura vaha antarmuhUrta meM hI pUrNa javAna ho jAtI hai| devoMme aisA niyama hai| to chuTakArA hone meM bar3I kaThinAI hai, lekina yahA~ sukhakI bAta batA rahe hai ki unake aisA sukha hai| svarga sukhoM meM eka vizeSatA yaha bhI hai ki sAgaroM paryanta, karor3o varSo paryanta, dIrgha kAla taka ve sukha bhoga karate hai / ve kabhI bUDhe hote nahI, sadA javAna hI rahate hai| indriya viSayo kA sukha sadA una devo ke prabala rahatA hai aura ve sAgaro paryanta aisA hI sukha pAte hai| devo kA yukha sAdhAraNajanoM ke lie upAdeya bana jAtA hai kintu jo tatvajJAnI purUSa hai, jo zuddha Ananda kA anubhavana kara cuke hai unameM viSayo kI prIti nahI ho sakatI hai| - devo ke sukha kI upamA - una devo kA sukha kisa taraha kA hai kucha nAma batAvo / koI manuSya usa taraha kA sukhI ho to usakA nAma lekara batAvo / hai nahI nA koI? to yaha kahanA cAhie ki devo kA sukha devo kI hI taraha hai| jaise sAhitya meM eka jagaha kahate hai| ki rAma rAvaNa kA yuddha kaisA huA, kucha dRSTAnta batAvo / to batAyA hai ki rAma 16
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________________ rAvaNa kA yudva rAma rAvaNa kI hI taraha huA hai| abhI kisI manuSya kI tArIpha karanA ho aura thor3e zabdo meM kahanA ho aura bahuta bAta kahanA ho to yaha hI kaha dete hai ki yaha sAhaba to yaha hI hai, basa ho gayI taariiph| isase bar3hakara aura kyA zabda ho sakate hai? isa prakAra devo ke sukha kI bAta yahA~ batA rahe hai ki svargo meM devoM kA sukha svargo meM devo kI hI taraha hai| usakI upamA yahAM anya gatiyoM meM nahI mila sakatI hai| yahAM yaha batAyA jA rahA hai ki vrata pAlana karane vAle purUSa parabhava meM kaisA sukha bhogA karate hai| isa kAla ke purANa purUSo kI paristhiti - bhaiyA! na do svarga sukhoM meM dRSTi vrata dhAraNa karo to yaha milegaa| isa paMcamakAla meM jo munIzvara ho cuke hai - akalaMkadeva, samaMtabhadra, kundakunda Adi aneka jo AcArya hue hai ve bar3e virakta the, tapasvI the aura jJAna kI to prazaMsA hI kauna kare? hama loga jaba unake racita granthoM ke hRdaya meM praveza kare to anumAna kara sakate hai, anyathA jaise kahate hai ki UMTa apane ko taba taka bar3A mAnatA hai jaba taka pahAr3a ke nIce na pahuMce, aise hI hama loga apane ko taba taka hI catura samajhate hai aura utkRSTa vaktA taba taka jAnate hai jaba taka ina AcAryo kI jo racanAMe hai una racanAoM meM praveza na pAyA jaay| aise jJAnavAna, cAritravAn, tapasvI sAdhujana batAvo acchA kahAM hoge isa samaya? gujara to gaye hai nA, aba to yahAM he nahI ve gurUjana, to isa samaya ve kAhaM hoge kuTha aMdAjA batAvo, yahI aMdAja batAvoge ki svarga meM hoge| aura svarga meM kyA kara rahe hoge, maMDapa bharA hogA, devAMganAeM nRtya kara rahI hogI aura ye kundakunda, samanta bhadra Adi ke jIva bane hue deva sira bhI maTakA rahe hogaM / kyA kare, vrata dhAraNa karane para yA to mokSa hogA yA svarga milegA, tIsarI bAta nahI hotii| koI pUrvakAla meM svarga se Upara bhI utpanna ho lete the| hAM eka bAta hai ki bhale hI ye AcArya vahAM deva banakara raha rahe hai, para vahA~ bhI ve samyagdRSTi hoge to uname Azakti na ho rahI hogI, para hogeM vhaaN| samyaktva sahita maraNa kI niyAmakatA - karma bhUmi kA manuSya marakara, karmabhUmi kA manuSya bane to usake maraNa samaya meM samyaktva nahI rahatA hai| maraNa samaya meM jisa manuSya ke samyaktva hai, usa samyaktva meM maregA to vahA~ samyagdarzana ke rahate hue maraNa hogA to deva hI hogA, hA~ eka kSAyika samyaktva avazya aisA hai ki usase pahile naraka Ayu bA~dha lI ho, tiryaJaca Ayu bA~dha lI ho yA manuSya Ayu bA~dha lI ho, aura phira kSAyika samyaktva utpanna kara liyA to nAraka, tiryaca, manuSya gati meM jAnA par3egA, lekina naraka meM jAyagA to pahile naraka meM, tiryaca meM jAyagA to bhogabhUmiyA meM aura jAyagA to bhogabhUmiyoM meN| samyagdRSTi jIva marakara bhogabhUmiyA, tiryaca va manuSya bhoga bhUmiyA meM bhI indriyajanya sukha bahuta hai| dRSTiyoga kA vizeSa saMkaTa - yahA~ sabase bar3A kaSTa eka yaha bhI hai ki purUSa strI hai aba unameM kAI maregA jarUra pahile, marege sabhI hama Apa, jo bhI janme haiM sabakA maraNa hogA, para eka prasaMga kI bAta yaha dekho ki pati patnI meM AdhArabhUta prema hai, kintu unameM se eka koI pahile to maregA hI nA? aba kalpanA karo ki pati pahile maratA to patni kitanA bilakhatI aura patnI pahile maratI to pati kitanA vilakhatA, arthAt pati bhI apane ko zUnya smjhtaa| aba aura kyA gati hogI so batAvo? aisA yahA~ bahuta kaThinAI se ho pAtA hai ki 17
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________________ pati patnI dono saMga hI gujareM, para bhogabhUmiyA meM aisA hI hotA he, pati patnI dono eka sAtha marate hai| aba kucha aMdAja ho gayA nA ki yaha laukika sukhoM kI bAta hai ki dono mareM to eka sAtha mre| maraNa meM hAni kisakI - bhaiyA ! eka bAta aura vicAro ki kisI ke marane para jyAdA nukasAna marane vAle kA hotA hai ki jo jindA rahane vAle hai unakA hotA hai? isa para jarA kucha tarkaNA kiijie| parivAra kA koI eka gujara gayA aura parivAra ke do cAra loga abhI jindA hai to yaha batAo ki marane vAlA ToTe meM rahA ki jindA rahane vAle ToTe meM rahe? ToTe meM to jindA rahane vAle rahe kyoki marane vAlA to dUsare bhava meM gayA, acchA, nayA, ragA, caMgA, zarIra pAyA aura jo bace huai loga hai athavA nAte riztedArajana hai ve rote hai, vilakhate hai| to ToTe meM to jindA rahane vAle rhe| bhogabhUmi meM pati patnI dono kA eka sAtha maraNa hotA hai| vrata pariNAma ke pariNAma kA pratipAdana- vratI purUSa marane ke bAda svarga ke sukha bhogate hai, vrata dhAraNa karanA bahuta acchI bAta hai, lekina koI purUSa usa kahAnI ko sunakara soce ki mai vrata grahaNa kara la~, isase svarga ke sukha milate hai, to aise svarga kA sukha nahI milatA hai kyoki usake aMtaraMga meM mamatA basI huI hai| vaha apane AtmakalyANa ke lie vrata nahI le rahA hai, vaha to svarga sukha pAne kI dhuna banAye hue hai so vrata le rahA hai| vaha vrata nahI hai| jo jJAnI saMta vairAgya ke kAraNa vrata grahaNa karate hai, jinake sahaja vairAgya banatA hai, aise purUSo kI kahAnI hai ki ve to mokSa meM jAyege yA svarga meM jaayeNge| svarga meM kaisA sukha hai, usakI bAta isa zloka meM cala rahI hai| vratajanita puNya kA phala - sukha to eka AtmA kA guNa hai| jaba rAgAdika hote hai to sukha kI dazA badala jAtI hai yA to harSarUpa saMkaTo kA pariNamana hogA yA duHkharUpa pariNamana hogaa| jaba taka yaha AtmA sAMsarika sukha aura parataMtratA kA anubhava karatA hai taba taka use bAdhArahita AtmIya Ananda nahI prApta ho sakatA hai| hA~ kabhI sAtAvedanIya ke udaya meM kucha indriya sukha kI prApti huI, sAtArUpa pariNamana huA, arthAt kucha duHkha kama ho gayA to usa duHkha ke kama hone kA nAma saMsArI jIvo ne sukha rakha liyA hai| vrata Adi karane se jo kaSAya madaM hotA hai aura maMda kaSAya hone se puNya kA saMcaya hotA hai to usase svarga Adi ke sukha bahuta kAla taka bhogane meM Ate hai, lekina vAstavika jo Ananda hai anAkulatA kA vaha to AtmadRSTi meM hI hai| sAMsArika sukha kI ulajhana - ye sAMsArika sukha to ulajhana hai, ve deva sukha meM masta rahate hai to ve marakara ekendriya bhI bana sakate hai| unameM niyama hai ki dUsare svarga taka ke deva ekendriya bana sakate hai, usase Upara 12 ve svarga taka ke deva pazu pakSI Adi tiryaJaca bana sakate hai, usase Upara ke deva manuSya hI bana sakate hai| dekho devagati ke deva koI per3a taka bana jAte hai, marane ke bAda aisI unakI durgati ho sakatI hai, aura itanA to samajhanA hI hai ki ve marakara nIce hI gireNge| Agama meM devoM ke marane kA nAma cyuta honA kahA gayA hai| deva cyuta hote hai arthAt nIce girate hai aura nArakI marakara Upara Ate hai| 18
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________________ una devoM meM aisA hRSIkata, anAtaMka va dIrghakAlopalAlika sukha hai, para vAstavika Ananda nahI hai| vAstavika Ananda - jo vAstavika Ananda hai usameM indriya kI AdhInatA nahIM hai, samaya kI sImA nahIM hai, kSaNa bhaMgura nahI hai, na kisI ke prati ciMtA hai| isa Ananda ke jAnane vAle purUSa bhI svarga ke sukha ko heya mAnate hai aura svAnanda ke Ananda ko upAdeya mAnate hai| devo kA sukha devoM kI hI taraha hai, aisA kahane meM jJAniyo ko samAdhAna milegA aura ajJAniyo ko bhI samAdhAna milegaa| ajJAnI to una zabdo meM sukha kA bar3appana samajha legeM aura jJAnI unhI zabdo meM sukha ko heya samajha leNge| khaira, kaisA hI sukha hI, vratadhAraNa ke phala meM svarga Adi ke sukha milate hai, isa bAta kA isa zlAke meM varNana hai| ___ vAsanAmAtramevaitat sukhaM duHkhaM ca deMhinAm / tathA [ dvejayantyete bhogA rogA ivaapdi||6|| sukha kI kSubdha rUpatA ke varNana kA saMkalpa - isase pahile zloka meM devo kA sukha batAyA gayA thaa| usa sukha ke sambaMdha meM aba yahA~ yaha kaha rahe hai ki yaha sukha saMsArI jIvoM kA jo indriya janita sukha hai vaha sukha kevala vAsanAmAtra se hI sukha mAlUma hotA hai kintu vAstava meM yaha sukha duHkharUpa hI hai| bhrama se jIva isako Ananda samajhate hai| ye bhoga jinako ki sukha mAnA hai ve citta maM udvega utpanna karate hai| koI bhI sukha aisA nahI hai jo sukha zAnti se bhogo jAtA ho| khuda bhI isakA anubhava kara lo| ye saMsAra ke sukha kSobhapUrvaka hI bhoge jAte hai| bhogane se pahile kSobha, bhogate samaya kSobha aura bhogane ke bAda bhI kSobha / kevala kalpanA se mohI jIva se sukha samajhate hai| AtmA meM eka Ananda nAma kA guNa hai jisake kAraNa yaha AtmA saccidAnandasvarUpa kahalAtA hai| usa Ananda zakti ke tIna pariNamana hai - sukha, duHkha aura aannd| sukha vaha kahalAtA hai jo indriyo ko suhAvanA lage, duHkha vaha kahalAtA jo indriyoM ko asuhAvanA lage aura Ananda usakA nAma hai jisa bhAva meM AtmA meM sarva ora se samRdvi utpanna ho| sukha aura Ananda meM antara - yadyapi sukha, duHkha aura Ananda, ye Ananda guNa ke pariNamana hai, tathApi ina tInA meM Ananda to hai zuddha tatva, sukha aura duHkha ye dono hai azuddha ttv| yaha indriya janya sukha AtmIna Ananda kI hor3a nahI kara sakatA hai| svAnubhava meM jo Ananda utpanna hotA hai athavA prabhu ke jo Ananda hai usa Ananda kI hor3a tIna loka tIna kAla ke samasta saMsArI jIvo kA sArA sukha bhI jor3a lIjie to bhI vaha samasta sukha bhI usa Ananda ko nahI pA sakatA hai| yaha sAMsArika sukha AkulatA sahita hai aura zuddha Ananda anAkulatArUpa hai| sAMsArika sukha meM indriya kI AdhInatA hai| indriyAM bhalI prakAra hai to sukha hai aura indriyoM meM koI pharka AyA, bigAr3a huA to sukha nahI rahA, kintu AtmIya Ananda meM indriya kI AvazyakatA hI nahI hai| hRSIkaja sukha parAdhIna hai, nAnA prakAra ke viSayo ke sAdhana juTeM to yaha sukha milatA hai, parantu AtmIya Ananda parAdhIna nahI hai, atyanta svAdhIna hai| samasta parapadArtho kA vikalpa na rahe, kevala svAtmA hI dRSTi meM
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________________ rahe to sase yaha Ananda utpanna hotA hai| isa indriyaja sukha meM duHkha kA sammizraNa hai kintu AtmIya Ananda meM duHkha kI pahu~ca bhI nhii| saMsAra kA koI bhI sukha aisA nahI hai jisameM duHkha na milA huA hai| dhanI hone meM sukha hai| to use bhI kitane hI duHkha hai| saMtAnavAna hone kA sukha hai to usa prasaMga meM bhI kitane hI duHkha bhogane par3ate hai| saMsAra ko koI bhI sukha duHkha ki mizraNa binA nahI hai |saaNsaarik sukha isa Ananda ke aMza bhI nahI prApta kara sakatA hai| vAsanAmAtra kalpita sukha meM bAdhA aura viSamatA - bhaiyA! sukha aura duHkha kI kalpanA usa hI purUSa ke hotI hai jisameM aisI vAsanA banI huI hai ki yaha padArtha merA upakArI hai isalie iSTa hai aura yaha padArtha meMrA anupakArI hai isalie aniSTa hai| aisA jaba bhrama utpanna hotA hai to usa bhrama meM AtmA meM jo bhI saMskAra bana jAtA hai usakA nAma vAsanA hai| aisA jaba bhrama utpanna hotA hai to usa bhrama meM AtmA meM jo bhI saMskAra bana jAtA hai usakA nAma vAsanA hai| saMsArI jIva inhI vAsanAvoM ke kAraNa indriyasukha meM vAstavika sukha kI kalpanA kara lete hai| yaha bhogo se utpanna huA sukha aneka bAdhAvo se bharA huA hai, para AtmA ke anubhava se utpanna hone vAlA Ananda bAdhAvo se rahita hai| yaha indriya janya sukha viSama hai| kabhI sukha bar3ha gayA, kabhI sukha ghaTa gayA, kabhI sukha na rahA aisI ina bhogo ke sukha meM viSamatA hai, paMratu sva ke anubhava se utpanna hone vAlA Ananda viSama nahI hai, vaha eka svarUpa hai aura samAna hai| sukha aura duHkha meM mahAn antara hai| isa indriya janita sukha meM mohIjana bhrama se vAstavika sukha kI kalpanA karate hai| sAMsArika sukho kI udvegarUpatA - yaha hRSIkaja sukha udvega hI karatA hai| jaise jvara Adi roga citta ko duHkhI kara dete hai| aise hI ye bhoga bhI citta ko duHkhI kara dete hai| mohI jana duHkhI ho jAte hai aura duHkha nahI samajhate hai| jaise caracarI mirca khAne meM sukha nahI hotA hai, duHkha hotA hai, para jise caTapaTI mirca se moha hai vaha duHkhI bhI ho jAtA hai aura mirca bhI mAMgatA jAtA hai, aura lAvo mirc| kisa taraha kA unake mirca kA bhAva lagA hai? kyA karaNa hai ki usa mirca se sI-sI karate jAte, AMsU bhI girate jAte, kaura bhI muzkila se guTakA jAtA, phizra bhI mAMgate hai ki lAla mirca aura caahie| aise hI bhoga ke duHkha hote hai, ina bhogo se kucha bhI Ananda nahI milatA hai, lekina mohavaza bhogo meM hI yaha Ananda mAnatA hai aura unhI bhoga ke sAdhano ko juTAne meM zrama karatA hai| __paramatatva ke lAbha binA korI daridratA - jo manuSya bhUkha pyAsa se pIr3ita hai unhe sundara mahala yA saMgIta sAja yA kucha bhI cIja unake sAmane rakha do to unhe ramaNIka nahI mAlUma hotI hai| kisI bhUkha lagI ho usakA svAgata khUba kiyA jAya aura khAne ko na pUchA jAye to kyA use ve svAgata ke sAdhana ramaNIka lagate hai? nahI ramaNIka lagate hai| jIva ke jitane Arambha hai ve saba Arambha taba sundara lagate hai jaba khAne pIne kA acchA sAdhana ho| koI loga aise bhI hai ki ghara meM to khAne-pIne kA kalakA bhI sAdhana nahI hai aura apanI caTakamaTaka nekaTAI auzra bar3I saja dhaja, zAna kI bAteM mArate, to jaise isa taraha ke loga kore pole hai, unameM Thosa bAta kucha nahI hai| aise hI samajhiye ki jisa purUSa meM jJAna vivake
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________________ nahI hai, jisa tatva kI dRSTi se Ananda prakaTa hotA hai usa tatva kI jarA bhI khabara nahI hai aura ve bhoga ke sAdhana, bhArI ceSTAe~ Adi kare to ve apane meM pole hai, unheM zAnti saMtoSa nahI prApta ho sakatA / sAMsArika sukho kI vAsanAmAtra ramyatA yaha sArA indriyasukha kevala vAsanAmAtra ramya hai, usa aura meha lagA hai isalie sukhada mAlUma hotA hai| jo pakSI bar3I garmI meM apanI strI ke sAtha yAne (pakSiNI ke sAtha) bhogo meM ulajha jAtA hai use ghUpa kA kaSTa nahI mAlUma hotA hai| jaba rAtri ko usa pakSI kA viyoga ho jAtA hai jaise eka cakavA cakavI hote hai unake rAta kA viyoga ho jAtA hai, kyA kAraNa hai, kaisI unakI buddhi ho jAtI hai ki ve vimukha ho jAte hai? taba una pakSiyoM ko candramA kI zItala kiraNeM bhI acchI nahI lagatI / jaba unakA mana rama rahA hai, vAsanA meM ulajhe hai taba ghUpa bhI kaSTadAyI nahI mAlUma hotI aura jaba unakA viyoga ho jAya to usa samaya candramA kI zItala kiraNe bhI acchI nahI lgtii| pakSiyo kI kyA bAta kahe- khuda kI hI bAta dekha lo - jise dhana saMcaya priya hai vaha purUSa dhana saMcaya kA koI prasagaM ho, dhana Ane kI ummIda ho, kucha A rahA to aise samaya meM vaha bhUkhA pyAsA bhI raha sakegA, dhUpa kA bhI kaSTa uThA sakegA aura bhI duHkha sahana kara legaa| aura yadi koI bar3A nuksAna ho jAya, ToTA par3a jAye to aise samaya meM use baDhiyA bhojana khilAvo, aura bhI usakA mana bahalAne kI sArI bAteM karo to bhI ve sArI bAteM nIrasa lagatI hai| unameM cita nahI ramatA hai| to aba batalAvo sukha kyA hai? kevala vAsanAvaza yaha jIva apane ko sukhI mAnatA hai / isa iMdriyajanya sukha meM vAsanAe~ / parasamAgama meM kalpita sukha kI bhI aniyatatA banAnA, sukha kI kalpanAe~ banAnA bilkula vyartha hai vaha mahAbhAga dhanya hai jisakI dhuna AtmIya AnaMda ko prApta karane kI huI hai| saMsAra ke samAgata samasta padArtho ko jo heya mAnatA hai, unameM upayoga nahI phaMsAtA hai vaha mAhabhAga dhanya hai / sesAra meM to mohI, bhogI rogI loga hI bahuta par3e hue hai / ve ina hI asAra sukho ko sukha samajhate hai| kyA sukha hai? garmI ke dino meM patale kapaDe bahuta sukhadAI mAlUma hote hai, ve hI mahIna kapar3e jAr3e ke dino meM kyA sukhakArI mAlUma hote hai? sukha kisa meM rahA? phira batalAvo jo jAr3e ke dinoM me moTe kapar3e suhAvane lagate hai, ve kapar3e kyA garmI ke dino meM sukhakara mAlUma hote hai ? sukha kisameM hai so batalAvo / jinameM kaSAya milA huA hai, mana milA huA hai aise mitra abhI sukhadAI mAlUma hote hai, kisI kAraNa se mana na mile, dila bigar3a jAya to unakA mukha bhI nahI dekhanA cAhate hai / - sukha ke niyata viSaya kA abhAva bhaiyA ! sukha kA niyata viSaya kyA hai? kisako mAnate ho ki yaha sukha hai| jo miSTa padArtha laDDU vagairaha bhUkha meM suhAvane laga rahe hai, peTa bharane para kyA ve kucha bhI suhAvane lagate hai ? kauna se padArtha kA samAgama aisA hai jisase hama niyama banA sakeM ki yaha sukhadAyI hai? manuSyo ko nIma kaDuvI lagatI hai, para UTa kA to vahI bhojana hai| UTa ko nIma bar3I acchI lagatI hai / kahA~ sukha mAnate ho ? gRhastho ko gRhasthAvasthA meM sukha mAlUma hotA hai, para jJAna aura vairAgya jaga jAya to use ye saba aniSTa 21
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________________ aura duHkhakArI mAlUma hote hai| kaunasI cIja aisI hai jisameM niyamarUpa se sukha kI mAnyatA lA sake? ye sAMsArika bhoga upabhoga, sAMsArika sukha sukharUpa se bana rahe the, ve hI saba kucha thoDe samaya bAda duHkharUpa meM pariNata ho jAte hai| bahutasI aisI ghaTanAe~ hotI hai| ki zAdI vivAha huA, do cAra sAla taka bar3e ArAma se rahe, mAno eka ke binA dUsarA jindA nahI raha sakatA, kucha sAla gujara jAte hai to laDAI hone lagatI hai, AmanA sAmanA nahI hotA hai, mAnA talAkasI de dete hai| to kauna sI aisI sthiti hai jisameM yaha niyama bana sake ki yaha sukhadAyI sthiti hai? saba kevala vAsanAmAtra se sukharUpa mAlUma hotA hai| sukha kA duHkharUpa meM pariNamana - yaha sukha thoDe hI samaya bAda duHkharUpa pariNata ho jAtA hai| mAna lo pati patnI 50-60-70 varSa taka eka sAtha rahe, khUba Ananda se samaya gujarA, para vaha samaya to AyagA hI ki yA to pati pahile gujare yA patnI pahile gujre| usa hI samaya vaha socatA hai ki sArI jindagI meM jitanA sukha bhogA hai utanA duHkha eka dina meM mila gayA / ye sabhI sukha kucha hI samaya bAda duHkharUpa mAlUma hote hai| bhojana karanA bar3A sukhadAyI mAlUma hotA hai, karate jAvo DaTakara bhojana to phira vahI duHkhakA kAraNa bana jAtA hai| roga paidA ho jAtA hai peTa darda karatA hai, vihalatA banI rahatI hai| saMsAra meM bhI sukha ke bhogane kA hisAba sabake ekasA hI baiTha jAtA hai| jaise khAne ko hisAba sabakA ekasA baiTha jAtA hai| cAhe cAra dina khUba DaTakara baDhiyA miSTa bhojana karalo aura phira 10 dina kevala mUMga kI hI dAla khAne ko milegii| to aba hisAba meM 14 dinakA evareja lagAlo aura koI AdamI 14 dina roja sAtvika bhojana kare aura sAdhAraNa alpa bhojana kare to vaha bhI evareja ekasA hI baiTha gyaa| ina bhogaviSayoko koI bahuta bhoga bhogale to aMta meM durgati hotI hai aura koI manuSya ina bhogo ko vivakepUrvaka thoDA hI bhogatA hai| vAstavika Ananda ke lAbha kA upAya - ina bhogo meM vAstavika sukha nahI hai| vAstavika Ananda to nirAkula pariNati meM hai| vaha kaise mile? apanA svarUpa hI nirAkula hai aise bhAna binA nirAkulatA prApta nahI ho sktii| apane Apako to garIba samajha rahA hai yaha jIva aura nirAkulatA kI AzA kare to kaise ho sakatA hai? use kucha patA hI nahI hai ki ye jagata ke bAhA padArtha hai, ye jaise pariNamate hoM pariNameM, unase merA koI bigAr3a nahI hai yaha maiM to svabhAva se zuddha saccidAnandarUpa hUM| aise nija nirAkula svarUpa kA bhAna ho to isa hI svarUpa kA Alambana karake yaha nirAkulatA prApta kara sakatA hai| aura yaha nirAkula pada mile to phira usa hI svarUpa meM sthita rahatA hai| usa pada meM na buDhApA hai, na maraNa hai, na iSTa kA viyoga hai, na aniSTa kA saMyoga hai, na jvara Adika koI roga hai, saba saMkaTo kA vahA~ vinAza hai| karaNIya AzA - bhaiyA ! aise sukha kI kyA lAlasA kareM jisa sukha meM sukha kA bharosA hI nahI hai| thoDA sukha milA, phira duHkha A gayA, aura isa hI sukha ke pIche duHkha AtA rahatA hai, to aise sukha kI kyoM AzA kare, to usa AnandakI AzA kareM jisake prakaTa hone para phira kabhI saMkaTa nahI AtA hai| vaha sukha karmo ke sarvathA kSaya se utpanna 22
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________________ hotA hai AtmA se utpanna hotA hai, usameM kisI bhI prakAra kI bAdhA nahI na usameM koI duHkha kA saMdeha hai, aisA jo AtmIya Ananda hai usakA kisI samaya to anubhava kara lo| ghara me, dukAna meM, mandira meM kisI jagaha ho kisI kSaNa sarvase bhinna apane ko nirakhakara apane Apako nirvikalpa anubhava kA kuTha svAda to le lo| isa anubhjJava kA svapAda Ane para yaha jIva kRtArtha ho jAyagA, ise phira Apatti na rhegii| Apatti to moha meM thii| amuka padArtha yoM nahI pariNamA to Apatti mAna lii| aba jaba ki tatva vijJAna ho gayA hai to usameM yaha sAhasa hai ki amuka padArtha yoM nahI pariNamA to balAse, vaha usa hI padArtha kA to pariNamana hai| mai to saccidAnanda svarUpa AtmA svabhAvataH kRtArtha hUM mujhako parapadArtha meM karane yogya kAma kucha bhI nahI hai| yaha parameM kucha kara bhI nahI sakatA hai, aisA tatvajJAna ho jAne para, AtmIya rasa kA anubhava ho jAne para phira ise kahA~ saMkaTa rahA? saMkaTa to kevala apanI bhramabharI kalpanA meM hai| sAMsArika sukha meM AsthA kI akaraNIyatA - isa zloka se pahile zloka meM vrato kA phala batAne ke lie devo ke sukha kI prazaMsA kI gayI thI, lekina prayojana pradarzanavaza bhI kI gaI jhUThI prazaMsA kaba taka Tika sakatI hai? isake bAda ke zloka meM yaha kahanA hI par3A ki vaha sArA sukha kevala vAsanAbharakA hai, vAstava meM vaha citta ko udvega hI karane vAlA hai| aise sukha me AsthA na rakhakara eka saccidAnandasvarUpa nija Atmatatva meM upayoga ko lagAnA hI zreyaskara hai| mohena saMvRtaM jJAnaM svabhAvaM labhate na hi| mattaH pumAna padArthAnAM yathA madanakodravaiH / / 7 / / mohIkA aviveka - moha se DhakA huA jJAna padArtho ke yarthAtha svabhAva ko prApta nahI kara pAtA hai arthAt svabhAva ko nahI jAna sakatA hai, jaisa ki mAdaka kodo ke khAne se unmatta huA purUSa padArtha kA yathAvata bhAga nahI kara pAtA hai jaise mAdaka padArtho pAna karane se manuSya kA heyakA aura upAdeyakA viveka naSTa ho jAtA hai, use phira padArtha kA sahI jJAna nahI rhtaa| jaise pAgala purUSa kabhI strI ko mA~ aura strI bhI kahatA hai aura kisI samaya mA~ ko mA~ bhI kaha de to bhI vaha pAgala kI hI bAta hai, isI taraha mohanIya karma ke udayavaza yaha jIva bhI apane zuddha svarUpa ko bhUla jAtA hai, use heya aura upAdeya kA saccA viveka nahI rahatA hai| jo apanI cIja hai usako upAdeya nahI samajha pAtA, jo paravastu hai usako yaha heya nahI samajha paataa| upAdeya ko heya kie hue hai aura heya ko upAdeya kie hue hai| amIrI aura garIbI - bhaiyA !apane svarUpa kA yathAvata bhAna rahe, usakI taraha jagata meM amIra kauna hai? jisako apane svarUpa kA bhAna nahI hai usake samAna lAke meM garIba kauna hai| garIba vaha hai jisake azAMti basI huI hai aura amIra vaha hai jisake zAnti basI huI hai| dhana sampadA pAkara yadi azAnti hI basa rahI hai, usa sampadA ke arjana me, rakSaNa meM yA usa sampadA ke kAraNa garva baDhAne meM azAnti banI huI hai to usa azAnti se to vaha garIba hI
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________________ hai / amIra vaha hai jise zAnti rahatI hai / zAnti use hI raha sakatI hai jo padArtho kA yathAvata jJAna karatA hai| jo purUSa apane se sarvathA bhinna dhana vaibhava sampadA ke strI putra mitra Adika meM AtmIyatva kI kalpanA kara letA hai, yaha mai hUM yaha merA hai, isa taraha kA bhrama banA letA hai, dukhaHkArI sukho ko bhogo ko bhI sukhakArI mAna letA hai to use phira yaha apanA AtmA bhI yathAvat nahI mAlUma ho sktaa| yaha mohI jIva ko apanA AtmA nAnA rUpoM pratibhAsita hotA hai mai amuka kA dAdA hUM, pitA hU~, pitA hU~, putra hU~, isa kalpanA meM ulajhakara apane svarUpa ko bhulA detA hai| / moha meM vicitrarUpatA yaha mohI jIva apane ko yathArtha ekasvarUpa nirakha nahI pAtA / mohavaza yaha apane ko na jAne kina-kina rUpa mAnatA hai? jaba jaisI kalpanA uThI taisA mAnane lagatA hai jaise DAka ke sambandha se darpaNa meM anakerUpa dikhane lagate hai, lAla kAgaja lagAvo to vaha maNi lAla dikhatI hai, usake pIche lAla-harA jaisA kAgaja lagAvo taisA hI dikhane lagatA hai| aise hI nAnA vibhinna karmo kA sambaMdha AtmA ke sAtha hai| so jisa-jisa prakAra kA sambaMdha hai usase AtmA nAnA taraha kA dikhatA hai, lekina jaise usa sphaTika maNi se upAdhi haTA dI jAya to jaisA vaha svaccha hai tesA hI vyakta pratibhAsa meM AtA hai| aise hI jaba AtmA se dravyakarma kA bhAvakarma kA sambaMdha chUTatA hai to vaha apane isa zuddha jJAnAnandasvarUpa AtmAtatya ko prApta kara letA hai, phira use yaha caitanyasvarUpa akhaNDasvarUpa anubhava meM AtA hai| -- acarajabharA bandhana dekho bhaiyA kitanI vicitra bAta hai ki yaha AtmA to AkAzavat amUrta hai| isa AtmA meM kisI paradravya kA sambandha hI nahI hotA, lekina karmoM kA bandhana aisA vikaTa lagA huA hai aisA eka kSetrAvagAha hai, nimittanaimittika rUpatantratA hai ki AtmA ekabhava chor3akara dUsare bharava meM bhI jAya to vahA~ bhI sAtha ye karma jAte hai| yaha kyoM ho gayA karmabandhana isa amUrta AtmA ke sAtha? dekha to rahA hai, anubhava meM A to rahA hai yaha saba kucha, yahI sIdhA prabala uttara hai iskaa| mai jJAnamaya hU~ isameM to koI saMdeha hI nahI, jo jAnanahAra hai vaha hI mai hUM / aba kalpanA karo ki jAnanahAra padArtha rUpI to ho nahI sktaa| padArtha ko kisa vidhi se jAne kucha samajha hI nahI bana sakatI hai| pudgala athavA rUpI jAnana kA kAma nahI kara sakatA hai vaha to mUrtika hai, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza kA piMDa hai, usameM jAnane kI kalA nahI hai, jAnanahAra yaha maiM AtmA amUrta huuN| isameM hI svaMya aisI vibhAvazakti par3I huI hai ki para upAdhikA nimitta pAye to yaha vibhAvarUpa pariNamane lagatA hai aura vibhAva kA nimitta pAye to kArmANavargaNA bhI karmarUpa ho jAtI hai, aisI isameM nimittanaimittika bandhana hai| | mUrcchA kI pati yaha jJAna moha se mUrchita ho jAtA hai| kaise ho jAtA hai mUrchita ? to kyA batAe usakI to najIra hI dekha lo kAI puruSa madirA pI letA hai to vaha kyoM behoza ho jAtA hai? usakA jJAna kyoM mUrchita ho jAtA hai? kyA sIsIkI madirA jJAna ke svarUpa meM ghusa gayI hai? kaise vaha jJAna mUrcchita ho gayA hai, kucha kalpanA to kro| yaha kalpanA nimittanaimittika baMdhana hai, vahAM yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki usa madirA ke pIne ke 24
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________________ nimitta se jJAna mUrchita nahI hotA hai kintu paudgalika jo dravyendriyA~ hai ve dravyendriyA~ mUrchita ho gayI hai| jaise DAkTara loga camar3I para eka davA lagA dete hai jisase utanI jagaha zUnya kara de, aise hI madirA Adi kA pAna indriyoM ko zUnya kara dene meM nimitta hai, vaha jJAna ko bigAr3ane me nimitta nahI hai| acchA na sahI aisA, vaha madirA dravyendriya ke bigAr3ane meM hI nimitta sahI, para dravyendriya bigar3a gayI to vaha to nimitta hai nA jJAna ke Dhakane kA, mUrchita hone kA aura bigar3ane kaa| aise hI sahI, para madirApAna hone se yaha jJAna mUrchita ho gayA hai| phira yaha mohanIya karma to bahuta sUkSma aura prabala zakti rakhane vAlA hai| usake udaya kA nimitta pAkara yaha jJAna mUrchita ho jAya to isameM koI Azcarya nahI hai / aisA nimitta naimittika sambaMdha hai| madirA jaise botala meM rakkhI huI hai to use pIne vAle purUSa ke jJAna ko mUrchita karane meM vaha madirA nimitta hai, botala ko mUrchita kara dene meM nimitta nahI hai| usa kA~ca meM mUrchita hone ke zakti, kalA va yogyatA nahI hai| to vahA~ bhI yaha dekhA jAtA ki jo mUrchita ho sakatA hai vaha madirA ke nimitta se mUrchita ho sakatA hai| isI taraha karmo ke udaya ke nimitta se mUrchita ho sakane vAle padArtha hI mUrchita ho sakate hai| zarAba pIne se jJAna kI mUrchita huI dazA meM masta purUSa ko jaise heya aura upAdeya kA viveka nahI rahatA hai ThIka isI taraha jo AtmA moha meM grasta hai vaha apane svarUpa se gira jAtA hai aura nAnA prakAra ke vikArI bhAvo meM ghira jAtA hai, karmo se ba~dha jAtA hai| viDambanAo ke vinAza kA sugama upAya - jaise bahuta bar3I mazIna ke calAne aura rokane kA peMca eka hI jagaha mAmUlI sA lagA hai, kamajora purUSa bhI dabA aura uThA sakate hai, calA sakate hai, banda kara sakate hai, aise itanI bar3I viDambanA saMsArameM ho rahI hai, janma ho, maraNa ho, jIvanabhara anake kalpanAe~ kI, anake kaSTo kA anubhava kiyA, itanI sArI viDambanAe~ hai kintu una saba viDambanAvoM ke vinAza kA upAya kevala eka apane Apake sahaja svarUpa kA anubhavana hai, darzana hai| isake pratApa se bhAvakarma bhI haTate hai, dravya karma bhI haTate hai, aura yaha zarIra bhI sadA ke lie pRthaka ho jAtA hai| sarva prakAra kA udyama karake apana sabako karane yogya kAma eka yaha hI hai ki apane sahajasvarUpa kA avalokana kare, darzana kare, anubhavana kare, usameM hI apane upayoga ko lIna karake sAre saMkaTo se chuTakArA paaye| karmabandhana kI anAditA - yaha AtmA paramArthataH apane svarUpamAtra hai, lekina anAdikAla se yaha karmabadhanaM se grasta hai, viSaya kaSAya ke vibhAvoM se malina hai, isa kAraNa ina mUrta karmo se vaha baMdhana ko prApta ho rahA hai| kaba se isa jIva ke sAtha karma lage hai aura kaba se isa jIva ke sAtha rAgadveSa lage hai isakA koI dina mukarrara kiyA hI nahI jA sakatA hai, kyoki rAgadveSa jo Ate hai ve karmo ke udaya kA nimitta pAkara Ate hai| karmo kA udaya taba ho jaba karma sattA meM ho| karma sattA meM taba ho jaba karma ba~dhe, karma taba badhe jaba rogadveSa bhAva ho to aba kisako pahile kahoge? isa jIva ke sAtha pahile karma haiM pIche rogadveSa hue? aisA kahoge kyA? athavA isa jIva ke sAtha rAgadveSa to pahile the pIche karma badhe? aisA kahoge kyA? dono meM se kucha bhI nahI kaha skte|
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________________ dravyakarma va bhAvakarma meM kisI kI Adi mAnane meM Apatti yadi jIva meM rAgadveSa pahile the, karma pIche ba~dhe to yaha batAvo ki ve rAgadveSa jo sabase pahile the ve hue kaise? yadi jIva meM apane Apa sahaja ho gae to yaha jIva karmo se chUTane ke bAda eka bAra vItarAga sarvajJa paramAtmA hone ke bAda bhI agara yo hI sahaja rAgadveSa A gae to aisI mukti kA kyA kareM ki jisameM kisI prakAra eka bAra saMkaTa se chUTa pAye the aura aba saMkaTa se ghira gaye, isa kAraNa yaha bAta nahI hai ki jIva meM rAgadveSa pahile the, karmabadhaM na thA, rAgadveSake kAraNa phira karma baMdhanA zurU huA, yaha nahI kahA jA sakatA / yadi aisA kahege ki jIva ke sAtha karma baMdha pahile thA, usake udaya meM ye rAgadveSa hue hai| to vaha batalAvo ki jaba jIva meM sabase pahile karma badhaM thA, to vaha karma baMdha ho kaise gayA ? rAgadveSa hue hai| to vaha batalAvo ki jaba jIva meM sabase pahile karma baMdha thA, to vaha karma baMdha ho kaise gayA? kisa kAraNa se huA yA binA kAraNa ke huA / kisa kAraNase huA yaha to kaha na sakegeM isa prasaMga meM kyoki sabase pahile karma baMdha jAyege to phira isase saMsAra meM rUlanA hogA, phira mukti kA svarUpa hI kyA rahA, isase na bhAva - karma hI sarvaprathama huA kaha sakate aura na dravya karma ko hI sarvaprathama huA kaha sakate / dravyakarma va bhAvakarma kI anAdita para dRSTAnta dravyakarma, bhAvakarma kI anAditA samajhane ke liye eka dRSTAnta lo - Ama ke bIja se Ama kA per3a ugatA hai, Apa saba jAnate hai aura Ama ke per3a se Ama kA bIja utpanna hotA hai| Ama ke phala ke bIja se Ama vRkSa huA, Ama vRkSa se Ama kA phala huA to Apa aba yaha batalAvo ki vaha lagA huA phala kahA~ se AyA? Ama ke per3a se aura vaha Ama kA per3a kahA~ se AyA? Ama ke phala se aura vaha Ama kA phala kahA~ se AyA? Ama ke vRkSa se, isa taraha bolate jAvo, kahAnI pUrI ho hI nahI sktii| koI phala aisA nahI thA jo kabhI per3a se na huA thA aura koI per3a aisA nahI thA jo kabhI bIja se na huA thaa| to jaise bIja aura vRkSa ina donoM kI paramparA anAdi se calI A rahI hai usameM kise pahile rakkhoge, aise hI jIva aura karma kA eka sambadhaM ki karma se rAgadveSa hue, rAgadveSa se karma ba~dhe, yaha sambadhaM anAdi se cala rahA hai| acchA batAvo Aja jo beTA hai vaha kisI pitA se huA nA, aura vaha pitA apane pitA se huaa| kyA koI aisA bhI pitA kisI samaya huA hogA jo binA pitA ke se Tapakakara AyA ho yA yaha kisI aura taraha pitA huA ho, buddhi meM nahI AtA naa| to jaise yaha saMtAna anAdi hai isI prakAra yaha jIva aura karma kA saMmbadha bhI anAdi hai| dravyakarma va bhAvakarma ke anAdi sambandha hone para bhI viviktA bhaiyA ! jIva aura karma kA bandhana anAdi phira bhI ye donoM tatva bhinna bhinna hai, aura aisA upayoga bana jAya sahI to karma judA ho sakate hai / aura AtmA kevala vivikta ho sakatA hai| jaise khAna meM jo sone kI khAna hai vahA~ svarNa pASANa nikalatA hai usame vaha svarNa kisa samaya se banA huA hai? aisA to nahI hai ki pali vahA~ anya kisma kA korA patthara thA, pIche svarNa usameM jar3AyA gayA ho? vaha pASANa to aisA hI svarNapASANa rahA AyA hai, usa pASANa meM svarNa kA saMmbadha cirakAla se hai, jabase pASANa hai taba se hI hai, lekina use tapAyA jAya yA jo 26 -
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________________ prakriyA kI jAtI hai vaha kI jAya to vaha svarNa usa pASANa sa e alaga ho jAtA hai / jaise tila meM taila batAvo kisa dina se AyA hai, kyA koI niyama banA sakate ho ki kabase AyA? vaha to vyaktarUpa se jaba se tilakA dAnA zurU huA hai, banA hai tabase hI usameM taila hai| to jaba se tila hai tabase usa dAne meM taila hai| rahe Avo zurU se dono ekameMka, lekina kolhU meM pele jAne ke nimitta se tila alaga najara AtA hai aura tela alaga najara AtA hai, aise hI ye jIva aura karma dono anAdi se baddha hai lekina samyadarzana, samyagjJAna aura samyak cAritra ke pratApa se yaha jIva vivikta ho jAtA hai aura ye saba karma aura nokarma jude ho jAte hai| jaba yaha jIva dravyakarma aura bhAvakarma dono se mukta ho jAtA hai, phira kabhI bhI karmoM se nahI ba~dhatA / paristhiti aura kartavyazikSA yahAM yaha batalA rahe hai ki jaba yaha kahA gayA thA ki ye sukha kevala vAsanA mAtra hai, ye hai nahI, paramArthataH to svabhAva hI apanA hai| to phira yaha jIva isa paramArtha bhUta svabhAva ko kyoM nahI prApta kara letA hai, isa AMzakA ke samAdhAna meM yaha batAyA gayA hai ki moha ke udaya se yaha AtmA apane svarUpa se cyuta ho jAtA hai, viveka phira nahI rahatA / viveka na rahane ke kAraNa padArtha kA svarUpa yathArtha parijJAna nahI ho pAtA hai| jaba apanA aMtastatva na jAna payA jo yaha bAhrA upayogI rahA, bahirAtmA rahA, vahA~ ya parapadArtha meM yaha merA hai, yaha mai hU~, aisI vidhi se kalpanA banAtA rhaa| ajJAna dazA meM yaha bahirAtmA dazA jaba taka rahatI hai taba taka yaha jJAnI aMtastatva kA jJAna nahI kara pAtA, isa kAraNa mithyAtva tyAgakara jJAnI hokara paramAtmapada kA sAdhana karanA cAhie / isase isa mithyA sukha duHkha se pare zuddha Ananda prakaTa ho jAyegA / vapurgRhaM dhanaM dArAH putrA mitrANi zatravaH / - sarvathAnyasvabhAvAni mUDhaH svAni prapadyate / / 8 / / mUDhamAnyatA moha se mUrchita huA yaha ajJAnI prANI kaisA bAhrA meM bhaTakatA hai ki jo jo padArtha sarvathA apane se bhinna svabhAva vAle hai una parapadArthoM ko yaha maiM hUM isa prakAra mAnatA phiratA hai| zarIra ghara, dhana, strI, putra mitra aura kahAM taka kahA jAya, zatru ko bhI mohI jIva apanA mAnatA hai / kahate hai ki yaha merA zutra hai, use apanA mAnA hai / zarIra kyA - jo zIrNa ho, jIrNa ho, gale usakA nAma zarIra hai, yaha to saskRtaM kA zabda hai, urda meM bhI zarIra kahate hai| jisakA pratikUla zabda zarIpha kA hai artha sajjana jisase ulTe zarIra kA durjana, badamAza / to yaha zarIra zarIra hai, durjana hai, badamAza hai, isase kitanA hI prema karo, kitanA hI khilAvo, kitanA hI tela phulela lagAvo, kitanI hI sevA karo, yaha jaba phala detA he| to badabU pasInA Adi aiba detA hai| ye jitanI mUtiyA~ dikhatI hai hama Apako ye saba bar3I acchI devatAsI sApha sutharI dikha rahI hai, sira meM tela lagA hai, bar3A zraMgAra hai, kapaDe bhI camakIle hai, kisI kA caddara zraMgAra hai, kisI kA koTa / saje-dhaje devatA se saba baiThe hai, para ye saba bhare pUre kisa cIja se hai usakA bhI darzana kara 121 27
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________________ lo| apanI glAni apane ko jaldI mAlUma ho sakatI hai aura dUsare kI bhii| mohI jIva isa zarIra ko apanA mAnate hai| zarIra sevA kA kAraNa - jo budvimAna purUSa hote hai ve bhI isa zarIra kI sevA karate hai, ve bhI svastha rahane ke upAya banAte hai, sayaMta bhojana karate, saMyamita dinacaryA karate, saba kucha svAsthya ThIka rakhane kA progrAma rakhate hai lekina zarIra kI yaha sevA apanA moha puSTa karane ke lie nahIM karate kintu isa zarIra ko sevaka samajha kara isa zarIra se kucha apane AtmA kI naukarI lenA hai, kucha AtmA kA hita karanA hai, kevala isa hitabhAva se zarIra kI sevA karate hai| zarIra kI asvasthatA - yaha zarIra mamatva ke lAyaka nahI hai, yaha apane se atyanta bhinna svabhAva vAlA hai| mai cetana hUM, yaha zarIra acetana hai, isako jo ApA mAnatA hai usI ko to bahirAtmA kahate hai| jo purUSa isa zarIra ko aura AtmA ko eka mAnatA he vaha ajJAnI hai| kitane zarIra pAye isa jIva ne ? annt| sabako chor3akara AnA pdd'aa| usI taraha kA to yaha zarIra haiN| kitane samaya taka rahegA zarIra? Akhira ise bhI chor3akara jAnA hogaa| jisakA itanA moha kara rahe hai yaha zarIra kuTumbiyo dvArA, mitrajanoM dvArA jalA diyA jaaygaa| isako kyA apanA mAnanA? kyA isa zarIra kI sevA karanA? apane aMtara meM sAvadhAnI banAye raho ki mai zarIra nahI hU~ yaha mUDha jIva hI isa zarIra ko apanA banAe phiratA hai| mUDha kA gRha - ghara kA nAma hai gRha / gRha use kahate hai jo graha le, pakaDale yA jo grahA jAya pakar3A jaaye| yaha mohI jIva jisako pakar3akara raha usakA nAma gRha he| Apa jisa ghara ke hai kucha kAmavaza ghara choDakara 10 sAla bhI bAhara rahe to bhI jaba sudha AtI hai to Apa phira apane ghara A jAyeMge usI kA nAma ghara hai| aise hI gRhaNI hai| gRha aura gRhaNI ye dAno jakar3I jAne vAlI cIjeM hai| prayojanavaza kitanA bhI dUra raha jAyeM para gRha aura gRhiNI yeM dono nahI chUTate hai| kintu virakta jJAnI ho to ye chUTate hai, isa jIva kA jJAnAnandasvarUpa hai, kintu mohI jIva vikaTa jakar3A huA hai isa gRha se| isa gRha ko mUrkha jIva mAnate hai ki yaha merA hai| ghara to isa AtmA ke sAtha eka kSetrAvagAhI bhI nahI hai ghara to prakaTa acetana ghara ko bhI yaha mohI jIva apanA mAnatA hai| kabhI yaha jijJAsA ho sakatI hai to phira kyA kre| kyA ghara chor3a de| are bhaiyaa| choDo athavA na choDA - choDa do to bhI kucha saMkaTa nahI hai aura na chor3a sako kucha kAla to bhI kucha mithyAtva nahI A gayA hai, lekina satya bAta jo hai usakA prakAza to rahanA caahie| yaha ghara merA kucha nahI hai| dhana - dhana kI bhI nirAlI bAta hai| dhana meM parijana ko chor3akara saba kucha A gye| sonA cA~dI, rUpayA paisA, gAya-bhaisa sabhI cIjeM A gyii| ye saba bhI prakaTa jude hai| lekina kalpanA meM aise base hue hai ki jJAnaprakAza ke lie bhI kucha khyAla nahI AtA / choDane kI bAta to dUra raho, para kisI samaya kucha hicakatA bhI nahI dhana kI kalpanA karane me, isa dhana se bhinna apane ko yaha mohI nahI mAna pAtA hai| 28
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________________ strI - yaha bhI eka bhinna jIva hai, sabake apane-apane karma hai sabake apane-apane kaSAya hai! kaSAya se kaSAya mila rahI hai isa kAraNa paraspara meM prema hai| jisa ghara ko purUSa AbAda rakhanA cAhatA hai usa hI ghara ko strI bhI AbAda rakhanA cAhatI hai, eka sI kaSAya mila gayI aura usake prasaMga meM pratyeka bAta meM bhI prAyaH eka sI kaSAya mila gayI hai| jaba dono uddezya eka ho jAte hai to kaSAya anukUla ho hI jAtI hai| kisI eka kAma ko milajula kara karane kI dhuna bana jAya 5 Adamiyo kI bhI to una pA~co kI icchA kaSAya eka sI anukUla ho jAyagI aura phira usa anukUlatA meM eka dUsare ke lie zrama karate rhege| dAra, bhAryA, kalatra - yahA~ strI ko dArA zabda se kahA gayA hai| hidIM meM loga dArIdArI kahA karate hai| gAlI ke rUpa meM yaha zabda bolA jAtA hai| yaha rivAja yahA~ cAhe na ho para dehAto meM adhika hai| dArA kA artha hai dArayati bhrAtRn iti dArA, jo bhAI-bhAI ko lar3Akara judA kara de| strI kA nAma dArA bhI hai| usa zabda meM hI yaha artha bharA hai| yadyapi yaha rivAja ho gayA hai ki bar3e ho gae to aba jude-jude honA cAhie, magara bar3e ho jAne se judA koI nahI hotaa| vivAha hone se strI hone se phira judepana kI bAta mana meM AtI hai to usa judepana ke hone kA kAraNa strI hai nA isalie usakA nAma dArA rakkhA gayA hai| strI kA bhAryA bhI nAma hai| jo apanI jimmedArI samajhakara ghara ko nibhAye use bhAryA kahate hai| kalatra bhI kahate hai| kala kahate hai zarIra ko aura tra mAyane hai rakSA karane vaalaa| pati ke zarIra kI rakSA kare, putra ke zarIra kI rakSA kare aura khAnA dekara sabhI ke zarIra kI rakSA karatI hai isalie usakA nAma kalatra hai, ise yaha mUDha jIva apanA mAnatA hai| strI kI pati se viviktA - strIjana purUSo ke viSaya meM soca loM ki ve pati ko apanA samajhatI hai vyavahAra meM cU~ki eka uddezya banA hai aura kaSAye mila rahI hai isa kAraNa mila julakara rahA karatI hai tisa para bhI aisA nahI hai ki purUSa kI icchA se strI kAma karatI ho, strI kI icchA se purUSa kAma karatA ho, yaha trikAla ho hI nahI sakatA hai| saba apanI-apanI acchAva se apanA apanA kAma karate hai| milajula gayI icchA aura kaSAya, para preraNA sabako apanI-apanI icchA kI hI milI huI hai, ye mohI jIva aise parajano ko apanA mAnate hai| putra - vyAmohI puruSa ko apanA mAnate hai| putra kise kahate hai? jo kula ko bar3hAye pavitra kre| isa AtmA kA vaMza hai caitnysvruup| isa caitanyasvarUpa ko pavitra karane vAlA, vRdvigaMta karane vAlA to yaha jJAnapariNata svaMya kA AtmA he isalie yaha merA tatva jJAna hI vastuH merA putra hai jo caitanya kula ko pavitra kre| yahA~ kauna sA kula apanA hai? Aja isa ghara meM paidA hue hai to isa ghara ke uttarotara adhikArI banate jAyeM aisA kula mAna lete hai para yahA~ ke mare kahA~ pahu~ce 343 ghanarAjU pramANa loka meM na jAne kahA~-kahA~ janma ho jAya, kyA rahA phira yahA~ kA samAgama? saba moha kI bAteM hai| putra kA dUsarA nAma hai sut| suta use kahate hai jo utpanna ho, isI se sUtaka zabda banA hai| kahI aisI prathA hai ki janma ke 29
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________________ 10 dino ko saura kahate hai aura mare ke 12 dino ko sUtaka ke dina kahate hai, magara sUtaka nAma utpanna hone kA hai, janma meM kahate hai sUtaka aura marane meM kahate paatk| kisI ke yahA~ baccA paidA huA ho aura jAkara kaha do ki abhI inake yahA~ sUtaka hai to vaha burA mAna jAtA hai, vaha socegA ki hamAre ghara meM kisI kA maranA socate hai kyoki mare para sUtaka kahane kA rivAja ho gayA hai| para aisA nahI mare ko pAtaka aura paidA hone ko sUtaka kahate he| cAhe kupUta ho, cAhe supUta ho saba suta kahalAte hai| laukika mitra saMsAra ke dostoM kI bAta dekha lo eka kahAvata hai ki Apa DUbate pAr3e to DUbaiM jajamAna / girate hue ko eka dhakkA lagA dete hai aisI paribhASA hai dosto kii| koI yaha ghaTAte hai ki jo dosta hote hai ve apanA svArtha siddha karane ke lie dosta hote hai, ThIka hai, yaha bhI artha hai para adhyAtma meM yaha artha lenA ki jo jigar3I mitra hai, hArdika mitra hai, niSkapaTa hai, saMsAra kI dRSTi meM vaha bilkula svaccha hRdaya kA hai to bhI sivAya mohargata meM girAne ke aura karegA kyA vaha ? mitra loga viSayo ke sAdhana juTAne ke lie, saMsAra ke guDDho meM girAne ke lie, saMsAra ke saMkaTo meM bhaTakAne ke lie hote hai / paramAtha se to apane mitra hai deva zAstra aura gurU / deva, zAstra, gurU ke sivAya duniyA meM kucha mitra nahI hai| jaise mitra jana prasanna ho gae to kyA karA dege? jyAdA se jyAdA dukAna karA dege, vivAha karA degeM, tRSNA kI bAte lagA dege / cAhie to vahI pAva DeDha pAva anna aura do moTe kapaDe aura tRSNA aisI baDha jAyagI ki jisakA aMta hI nahI AtA / kitane hI makAna bana jAye, kitanA hI dhana jur3a jAya, kitane hI dhana Ane ke jariye ThIka ho jAye tisapara bhI tRSNA kA aMta nahI AtA / kabhI yaha nahI khyAla AtA ki jo bhI milA hai vahI AvazyakatA se adhika hai| to moha meM mitra jana kyA karege; tRSNA baDhAne kA kAma karate hai aura saMsAra ke gaDDhe meM girAte hai / yaha mUDha jIva mitra ko bhI apanA mAnatA hai / zatru yaha vyAmohI zatru ko bhI apanA mAnatA hai / dakhiye vicitratA ki yaha ajJAnI prANI zatru kA dhvaMsa karanA cAhatA hai| zatru isake liye aniSTa bana rahA hai, kintu mithyAtva bhAva kI pariNati kaisI hai ki zatru ke prati bhI yaha merA zatru hai, isa prakAra apanatva ko joDatA hai| zatru ko miTAne ke liye apanatva ko jor3a rahA hai| hada ho gaI mithyAtva kI / yaha mohI jIva moha kI behozI meM yaha merA zatru hai aisA mAnatA hai / - moha meM bhUla bhaiyA ! moha ke udaya meM yahI hotA hai| apane svarUpa ko bhUlakara apane bhale bure kA kucha bhI viveka na rakhakara bAharI padAtho me apanI talAza karate hai, mai kauna hUM, merA kyA svarUpa hai, mujhe kyA karanA cAhie? jina samAgamo meM par3e hue ho una samAgamo se, parapadArthoM se tumhArA kucha sambadhaM bhI hai kyA ? kisI kI bhI ciMtA nahI karatA hai| ye sabhI padArtha merI AtmA se bhinna hai| ina padArtho meM se kisa padArtha meM jhukakara zAMti hAsila kara lI to batAvo ? para ke jhukAva meM zAnti ho hI nahI sakatI, kyoki parakI aura jhukAva honA yaha sAkSAt azAnti kA kAraNa hai| ye sarva bhinna svabhAva vAle hai phira inhe mai kyo apanA mAna rahA hUM aisI citta meM Thesa isa jIva ke moha meM ho nahI pAtI hai| kyoki 30
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________________ isane apane isa zarIra paryAya ko hI ApA mAna liyA hai| jaba mUla meM hI bhUla ho gayI to aba jitanA bhI yaha apane gujAre kA vistAra banAyegA vaha saba ulTA hI vistAra bnegaa| bhUla para bhUla deha ko hI jIva AtmA samajhate hai, unake upayoga kA jitanA vistAra bar3hegA vaha saba kumArga kA vistAra bddhegaa| ghara me rasoI meM cAvala zAka Adi banAne kI jo bhagonI hai, patelI hai ve kisI kone me dasa pA~ca ikaTThI lagAnI hai to cU~ki jagaha kama ghire isalie eka ke Upara eka krama se lagAte hai / to nIce kI patelI yadi auMdhI kara dI hai to Upara jitanI bhI patelI rakhI jAveMgI ve saba auMdhI hI rakhI jA sakegI, sIdhI nahI, aura nIce kI patelI yadi sIdhI rakhI hai to Upara kI sabhI patelI sIdhI hI rakhI jA sakegI, audhI nahI / yo hI prArambha meM upayoga yadi sahI hai to vikAra vistAra bhI sahI rahegA aura mela me hI yadi bhUla kara dI to aba jitane bhI vikAra hoge, zrama hoge ve saba ulTe hI ulTe ho jaayege| yaha mUDha paryAya vyAmoha ke vaza huA ina samasta padArtho ko apanA mAnatA hai| ye saba viDambanAe~ isa nija AtmAsvarUpa ko na jAnane ke kAraNa I digdezebhyaH khagA etya saMvasaMti nage nage / svasvakArya vazAdyAMti deze dikSu prage prage | 19 / / kSaNa saMyoga kA pakSiyo ke dRSTAntapUrvaka samarthana - jaise pakSIgaNa nAnA dezo se ur3a karake zAma ke samaya per3a para baiTha jAte hai, rAtribhara vahA~ basate hai, phira ve apane-apane kArya ke vaza se apane kArya ke lie prabhAta hote hI cale jAte hai isa hI prakAra ye saMsAra ke prANI, hama aura Apa apane-apane karmodaya ke vaza se nAnA gatiyo se Akara eka sthAna para, eka sthAna para, eka ghara meM ikaTThe hue hai, kucha samaya ko ikaTThe hokara rahate hai, pazcAt jaisI karanI hai, jaisA udaya hai usake anusAra bhinna bhinna gatiyo meM cale jAte hai| kSaNa saMyoga para yAtriyo para yAtriyo kA dRSTAnta aisI sthiti hai isa saMsAra kI jaise yAtrIgaNa kisI caurAhe para ko kisI dizA se Akara koI kisI dizA se Akara mele ho jAyeM to ve kitane samaya ko mele rahate hai| basa thoDI kuzala-kSema pUchI, rAma-rAma kiyA, phira turanta hI apanA rAstA nApa lete hai| aise hI bhinna bhinna gatiyo se hama aura Apa Aye hai, eka mahala meM jur3a gaye hai, koI kahI se AyA koI kahI se, kucha samaya ko ikaTThe hai jitane samaya kA saMyoga hai utanA samaya bhI kyA samaya hai? isa atantakAla ke sAmane itanA samaya na kucha samaya hai| aise kucha samaya rahakara phira bichuDa jAnA hai phira kisI se rAga karane meM kyA hita hai? - kSaNa bhaMgura jIvana meM vAstavika kartavya bhaiyA ! thor3e apane jIvana meM bhI dekha lo / jo samaya aba taka gujara gayA hai sukha meM, mauja meM vaha samaya Aja bhI aisA laga rahA ki kaise gujara gayA? sArA samaya yoM nikala gayA ki kucha patA hI nahI pdd'aa| to rahI sahI jindagI yoM hI nikala jAyagI ki kucha patA hI na rhegaa| aisI paristhiti meM hama auzra ApakA kartavya kyA hai? kyA dhana ke moha me; parivAra ke moha meM par3e rahanA hI apane moha rakhata hai ki yaha bahuta jur3a jAya to hama duniyA ke bIca meM kucha bar3e khlaaeN| are para 31
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________________ vastu ke saMcaya koI bar3A nahIM kahalAtA hai| mAna lo ka isa ajJAnamaya duniyA ne thor3A bar3A kaha diyA, para karanI hai khoTI karma baMdha hotA hai khoTA, to marane ke bAda ekadama kIr3A ho gayA, per3a bana gayA to aba kahAM bar3apapna rahA athavA bar3appana to isa jIvana meM bhI nahI hai / kAhe ke lie dhana kA moha karanA, usase zAnti aura saMtoSa nahI milatA aura kisalie parijana se moha karanA? kauna sA purUSa athavA strI kuTumbI hamArA sahAyaka ho sakatA hai? sabakA apanA apanA bhAgya hai, sabakI apanI apanI karanI hai, judI judI kaSAye hai, saba apane hI sukha tanmaya rahate hai| parijana meM bhI kyA moha karanA? ThIka svarUpa kA bhAna karaleM yahI vAstavika kartavya hai / saMsAra meM saMyoga viyoga kI rIti gRhasthI meM jo kartavya hai aise gRhasthI ke kArya kare, para jJAnaprakAza to yathArtha honA cAhie / yaha duniyA aisI AnI - jAnI kI cIja hai / jaisA eka aMlakAra meM kathana hai jaba pattA per3a se TUTatA hai to usa samaya pattA per3a se kahatA hai pattA pUche vRkSa se kaho vRkSa banarAya / abake bichur3e kaba mile dUra par3ege jAye / / pattA pUchatA hai ki hai vRkSarAja ! aba hama Apase bichuDa rahe hai aba kaba milege? taba vRkSa yo boliyo suna pattA eka bAta / yA ghara yAhI rIti hai ika Avata ika jAta / / per3a kahatA hai ki ai patte! isa saMsAra kI yahI rIti hai ki eka AtA hai aura eka jAtA hai| tuma gira rahe ho to naye patte A jaayegeN| aisA hI yahA~ kA saMyoga hai, koI AtA hai koI bichur3atA hai| jo AtA hai vaha avazya bichur3atA hai| - tRSNA kA gorakhadhaMdhA bhaiyA ! baDA gorakhadhaMdhA hai yahA~ kA rahanA / mana nahI mAnatA hai, isa duniyA me apanI pojIzana bar3hAnA, aura bAhrA meM dRSTi denA, isase to AtmA kA sArA bigAr3a ho rahA hai, na dharma rahe, na saMtoSa se rahe, na sukha rhe| tRSNA ke vaza hokara jo sampadA pAsa meM hai usakA bhI sukha nahI lUTa skte| jo kucha usameM acchI prakAra se to gujArA calA jA rahA hai, saba ThIka hai, para apane citta me yadi tRSNa ho jAe to vartamAna meM jo kucha hai usakA bhI sukha nahI mila paataa| isa saMsAra ke samAgama meM kahIM bhI sAra nahI hai| sacetana saMga kA kar3A uttara - aura bhI dekho ki acetana padArtha kitane hI suhAvane ho, kintu acetana padArtha kucha use moha paidA karAne kI ceSTA nahI karate hai, kyoki ve na bolanA jAnate hai, na unameM koI aisA kArya hotA hai jo usake moha kI vRddhi ke kAraNa bane / ye cetana padArtha mitra, strI Adi aisI ceSTA dikhAte hai, aisA sneha jatAte hai ki koI virakta bhI ho rahA ho to bhI AtmakArya se vimukha hokara unake sneha meM A jAtA hai| taba jAno ki ye cetana parigraha eka vikaTa parigraha hai, ye saba jIva nAnA dizAvo se Aye hai, nAnA gatiyoM se cale jaayege| ina pAye hue samAgamoM meM hita kA vizvAsa nahI karanA hai / merA hita ho sakatA hai to yathArtha jJAna se hI ho sakatA hai / samyagjJAna ke binA kitane bhI yatna kara lo saMtoSa va zAnti prakaTa na ho skegiiN| yahA~ rahakara jo iSTa padArtha mile hai unameM harSa mata mAno, aura kabhI aniSTa padArtha milate hai to unameM dveSa mata mAno / - 32
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________________ apane bacAva kA kartavya - bhaiyA ! ye iSTa aniSTa padArtha to na rahegeM sAtha, kintu jo harSa aura viSAda kiyA hai usakA saMskAra isake sAtha rahegA, abhI aura parabhava meM kleza paidA kregaa| isa kAraNa iSTa vastu para rAga mata karo aura jo koI aniSTa padArtha hai unase va jo prANI virAdhaka hai, apamAna karane vAle hai yA apanA ghAta karane vAle hai, barabAdI karane vAle hai, aise prANiyo se bhI antara meM dveSa mata kro| bacAva karanA bhale hI kinhI paristhitiyoM meM Avazyaka ho, para aMtaraMga meM dveSa mata laavo| mere lie koI jIva mujhe burA nahI karatA hai kyoki koI kucha mujhe kara hI nahI sakatA hai| koI duSTa bhI ho to vaha apana pariNAma bhara hI to banAyegA, merA kyA karegA ? mai hI apane pariNAmoM se jaba khoTA banatA hU~ to mere ko mujhase hI nuksAna pahuMcatA hai to iSTa padArtha meM na rAga karo aura na aniSTa padArtha meM dveSa kro| virAdhakaH kathaM hantre janAya prikupyti| trayaMgulaM pAtayan padbhyAM svayaM daNDena paatyte||10|| pratyayakArI para krodha karane kI vyarthatA - koI purUSa kisI dUsare kA ghAta karanA cAhatA ho, satAtA ho yA ghAta kiyA ho to vaha jIva bhI kisI na kisI samaya satAyegA, badalA legaa| jaba koI satA rahA ho taba yaha socanA cAhie maine ise satAyA hogA, kleza pahu~cAyA hogA pahile to yaha pratikAra kara rahA hai, isa para kyA krodha karanA? jaisA maine kiyA taisA isake dvArA mujhe mila rahA hai| jaise koI purUSa bhUsA kATha yA lohe ke bane hue tiraMgula se sameTate hai, usame tIna aMguliyAM sI banI hotI hai? usake calAne para calAne vAlA AdamI bhI jhuka jAtA hai| vaha tiraMgula calAne vAlA jaba bhjusa sameTatA hai to jamIna para vaha apane paira bhI calAtA jAtA hai| yadi vaha dono pairo se calAve to ekadama laTThakI taraha gira jaavegaa| udAharaNa meM yaha bAta kahI gayI hai| ki jo dUsare ko mAratA hai vaha bhI usa dUsare ke dvArA kabhI mArA jAtA hai, jo dUsare ko satAtA hai vaha bhI kabhI usa dUsare ke dvArA satAyA jAtA hai| jaba koI satAye to yaha socanA cAhie ki isa para kyA krodha karanA, maine hI kisI samaya meM isakA burA kiyA hai| karma baMdha kiyA hai usake hRdaya meM yaha ghaTanA A gayI hai| isameM dUsare para kyA krodha karanA hai? roSa aura dveSa bhAvanAmeM barabAdI - isa dRSTAnta meM dUsarI bAta yaha bhI jAnanA ki bhusa ko samaTane vAlA to tiraMgula hotA hai, use calAte hai aura sAtha hI paira ghasITate hai tAki bhusa AsAnI se ikaTThA ho jaay| koI purUSa eka paira se tiraMgula DhakelatA hai aura koI purUSa dono pairoM se Dhakele to vaha purUSa hI gira jAyagA, aise hI jo purUSa tIvra kaSAya karake kisI dUsare purUSa kA ghAta karatA hai, apamAna karatA hai, satAtA hai to vaha purUSa hI svayaM apamAnita hogA aura kabhI vizeSa kleza paaygaa| isa kAraNa apane mana bilkula svaccha rakhane caahie| kisI kA burA na socA jAya, saba sukhI rhe| jo purUSa sabake sukhI honekI bhAvanA karegA vaha sukha rahegA aura jo purUSa dUsare kI duH,khI hone kI bhAvanA karatA hai vaha cUMki saMkleza pariNAma binA koI dUsareke duHkhI hone kI soca nahI 33
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________________ sakatA, so jisa samaya dUsare ko dU:khI honA socegA vaha dUsaro ke prati socakara apane vyagratA bar3hA rahA hai| ____ apakAra meM pratyayakAra kI prAkRtikatA - loka me jo purUSa dUsare ko sukha pahu~cAtA hai dUsare bhI use sukha pahu~cAte hai| abhI yahA~ hI dekha lo- kisI se vinaya ke vacana bolo to dUsare se bhI ijjata milegI aura khuda TeDhe kaThora vacana bolege, to dUsaro se bhI vaise hI vacana sunane ko milate hai, vaisA hI vyavahAra dekhane ko milatA hai| to jaba yaha sunizcita hai ki hama jaisA dUsare ke prati socege, vaisA hI mujhe hogA, taba apakAra karane vAle manuSya kA badale meM koI meM koI dUsarA apakAra kara rahA hai to usa para krodha karanA vyartha hai| jo kiyA hai so bhogA jA rahA hai| aba yadi usa para krodha karate hai to eka bhUla aura bar3hAte hai| pUrva kAla meM bhUla kiyA thA usakA phala to Aja bhoga rahe hai aura usI bhUla ko aba phira duharAyege to bhaviSya meM phira duHkha bhoganA pdd'egaa| aba koI purUSa apakAra karatA ho, apanI kisI prakAra kI barabAdI meM kAraNa bana rahA ho to yaha socanA cAhie ki yaha purUSa jo merA upakAra kara rahA hai burA kara rahA hai, athavA merI kisI vipatti ke Dhone meM sahAyaka ho rahA hai to usane jo kucha isake burA kiyA thA usakA yaha badalA de rahA hai| use isa para rUSTa hone kI kyA AvazyakatA hai? karaNIya viveka - bhaiyA! tatvajJAnameM apUrva Ananda hai, apUrva zAnti hai| koI tatva jJAna ke Dhiga na jAye aura zAnti cAhe to yaha kabhI ho nahIM sakatA ki zAnti prApta ho| isase jo apanA burA kara rahA ho usake prati yahI socanA cAhie yA himmata ho aisI to aisA kAma kareM jisase aisA badalA liyA jA sake jo vaha jIvana bhara bhI zrama karatA rahe, vaha badalA hai bhalAI karanekA, koI purUSa apanA apakAra karatA hai to hama usakI bhalAI kare, vaha purUSa svayaM lajjita hogA aura ApakI sevA jIvana bhara karegA, aihasAna maanegaa| burA karane vAle ke prati hama bhI burAI kI bAta karane lage, koI apane para kisI taraha vipadA DhAtA hai to hama bhI usapara vipadA DhAne lageM to isase zAMti kA samaya na mila sakegA, virodha hI baDhegA, azAnti hI bddhegii| isase apakAra karane vAle kA bahuta tagar3A badalA yaha hai ki usakA bhalA kara de to vaha jIvanabhara anurAgI rahegA aura kisI samaya bahuta kAma aayegaa| mAnavatA ke aparityAga meM kalyANa - bhaiyA ! burA karane vAle ke prati khuda burA karane lageM to usameM lAbha nahI hai sajjanatA bhI nahIM hai, bar3appana bhI nahI hai| vahA~ to aisI sthiti ho jAyagI, jaise purANo meM eka ghaTanA AyI hai ki koI sAdhu jaMgala meM nadI ke kinAre kisI zilApara roja tapasyA kiyA jAtA thaa| sAdhu caryAvidhi se AhAra ke samaya kisI nikaTa ke gA~va calA jAtA thA aura AhAra lekara lauTane para usI zilApara tapasyA karatA thaa| vaha zilA bahuta acchI thii| eka dina sAdhu ke Ane ke pahile eka dhobI Akara usapara kapar3e dhone lgaa| sAdhu ne dekhA ki dhobI usa zilApara kapaDe dho rahA hai, so kahA ki yahA~ se tuma cale jAvo, anya jagaha kapar3e dholo, yaha zilA hamAre tapasyA karane kI hai| dhobI ne kahA - mahArAja tapasyA to kisI bhI jagaha baiThakara kI jA sakatI hai, para kapar3e 34
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________________ dhone ke lie to yaha hI zilA ThIka hai| Akhira dono meM bAta bddhii| sAdhu ne dhobI ke do tamAce mAra diye| dhobI ko bhI gussA AyA to usane bhI mAra diyaa| aba ve dono bahuta jUjha gaye to dhobI ke do tamAce mAra diye| dhobI ko bhI gussA AyA to usane bhI mAra diyaa| aba ve dono bahuta jUjha gaye to dhobI pahine thA tahamada, so vaha chUTa gayA, aba dono nagna ho gae |ab to donA eka se hI laga rahe the| bahuta vivAda ke bAda vaha sAdhu Upara ko nigAha karake kahane lagA ki are devatAo, tumhe kucha khabara nahI hai ki sAdhu ke Upara saMkaTa A rahA hai? to AkAza se AvAja AyI kI mahArAja devatA to saba rdhamAtmAvo kI rakSA karane ko utsuka hai, para hama saba loga isa saMdeha meM par3a gae hai ki ina dono meM sAdhu kauna hai aura dhobI kauna hai? eka sI dono ke kaSAya hai, ekasI laDAI hai, eka esI gAlI-galauja hai to usameM kaise nipaTArA ho ki amuka sAdhu hai aura amuka dhobI hai| sanmArga kA sahArA - bhaiyA ! burA karane vAle kA burA karane laga jAnA yaha koI acchA pratikAra nahI hai| sajjanatA to isameM hai ki kucha paravAha na karo ki koI merA kyA socatA hai, tuma sabakA bhalA hI soca lo| eka yahI kAma karake dekha lo| kisI kA burA karane meM to khuda ko bhI saMkleza karanA pddegaa| taba burA soca sakate hai| jaise kisI ko gAlI denA hai to apane ApameM yaha bhAva lAnA paDegA ki gAlI de ske| aura kisI ko sammAna bharI bAta kahanA hai to usameM zAnti se bAta kara sakate ho| isase yaha nirNaya rakkho ki hamArA kartavya yaha hai ki hama saba jIvo ke prati unake sukhI hone kI bhAvanA kara, isameM hI hameM sanmArga prApta ho skegaa| rAgadveSadvayIdIrghanetAkarSaNA karmaNA ajJAnAtsuciraM jIvaH saMsArAbdhau bhrmtysau||11|| rAgadveSavaza manthana - yaha jIva rAgadveSarUpI dono lambI netaniyo ke AkarSaNa ke dvArA saMsAra samudra meM ajJAna se ghUma rahA hai| dahI mathane vAlI jo mathAnI hotI hai usameM jo DorI lipaTI rahatI hai to usa DorI ko netanI kahate haiN| usa netanI ke AkarSaNa kI kriyA se, jaise mathAnI maTakI meM bahuta ghUmatI rahatI hai isI prakAra rAgadveSa ye do to DoriyA lagI huI hai, ina do Doriyo ke bIca meM jIva par3A hai| yaha jIva mathAnI kI taraha isa saMsAra sAgara meM bhramaNa kara rahA hai| dehAdika parapadArtho meM ajJAna ke kAraNa isa jIva ko rAga aura dveSa hotA hai, iSTa padArthA meM to prema aura aniSTa padArtho meM dveSa, so ina rAgadveSo ke kAraNa cirakAla taka saMsAra meM ghUmatA hai| jisa rAga se duHkha hai usa hI rAga se yaha jIva lipaTA calA jA rahA hai| rAgadveSa kA kleza - bhaiyA! paravastu ke rAga se hI kleza hai| Akhira ye samasta paravastu yahA~ ke yahA~ hI raha jAte hai| parakA koI bhI aMza isa jIva ke sAtha nahI lagegA, lekina jisa rAga se jIvana bhara duHkhI ho rahA hai aura parabhava me bhI duHkhI hogA usI rAga ko yaha jIva apanAe calA jA rahA hai, usakA AkarSaNa banA hai, kaisA merA sundara parivAra, kaisI bhalI strI, kaise bhale putra, kaise bhale mitra sabakI aura AkarSaNa ajJAna meM huA karatA
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________________ hai| milatA kucha nahI vahA~, balki zradvA, caritra, zakti, jJAna sabhI kI barabAdI hai, lekina rAga binA isa jIva ko caina hI nahI par3atI hai| aisI hI dveSa kI bAta hai| jagatake sabhI jIva eka samAna hai aura sabhI jIva kevala apanA hI apanA pariNamana kara pAte hai taba phira zatrutA ke lAyaka to koI jIva hI nahI hai| kisase duzmanI karanI hai? sabakA hI apanA jaisA svarUpa hai| kauna zatru, lekina ajJAna meM apane kalpita viSayo meM bAdhA jinake nimitta se huI hai unheM yaha zatru mAna letA hai| so rAga aura dveSa ina dono se yaha jIva khicAM calA jA rahA hai| rAgadveSa ke car3hAva utAra - jaise bahuta bar3I jhUlane kI palakiyAM hotI hai, mele meM una para baiThakara loga jhUlate hai| bambaI jaise zaharo meM bijalI se cale vAlI bahuta bar3I palakiyA~ hotI hai| bAlaka loga zauka se usa para baiThate hai| para jaise palakiyA~ car3hatI hai to bhaya lagatA hai aura jaba Upara car3hakara giratI hai taba aura bhI adhika bhaya lagatA hai| bhaya bhI sahate jAte hai aura usa para zauka se baiThate bhI jAte hai| aise hI ye rAga aura dveSa ke car3hAva utAra isa jIva ke sAtha lage hai jisameM aneko saMkaTa Ate rahate hai, unhe sahate jAte hai, duHkhI hote jAte hai, kintu unheM tyAga nahI sakate hai| bharata aura bAhubali jaisI bAta to eka vicitra hI ghaTanA hai, na yahA~ bharata rahe aura na bAhubali rahe parantu jisa jamAne meM unakA yudva calA usa jamAne meM to ve bhI saMkaTa kATate rahe hogeN| kaurava aura pANDava kA mahAbhArata dekho| mahAbhArata kA yuddha huA thA usa samaya to duniyA meM mAno pralaya sA chA gayA hogA, aisA saMkaTa thaa| na kaurava rahe na paaddNv| purANa purUSo ne bhI bar3e bar3e vaibhava bhoge, yudva kiyA, aMta meM koI virakta hokara alaga hue, koI saMkleza meM marakara alaga hue| jinakA saMyoga huA hai unakA viyoga avazya hotA hai, parantu ye mohI jIva ajJAna meM ina bAhRA vastuo ko apanA sarvasva mAnate hai, jIva rAga aura dveSa meM vyagra rahate hai ve anantakAla taka janma maraNa ke kaSTa uThAte rahate hai| rAga aura dveSa kA paraspara sahayoga - rAga aura dveSa ye dono paraspara sahayogI hai| jaise maMthAnI meM jo Dora lagI rahatI hai unake dono choraM paraspara sahayogI hai, eka chora apanA kAma na kare to dUsarA chora apanA kAma nahI kara sakatA hai| eka aura khicaMtA hai taba eka dUsarA chora maMthAnI kI aura khiMca jAtA hai| jaise maMthAnI kI rassI meM dono choro kA paraspara sahayoga hai aise hI rAga aura dveSa kA mAno paraspara sahayoga hai| kisI vastu kA rAga hai to usa vastu ke bAdhaka ke prati dveSa hai| kisI bAdhaka ke prati dveSa hai to usake bAdhaka ke prati rAga hai / ye rAga aura dveSa bhI paraspara meM eka dUsare ke kisI bhI prakAra kA sahayoga de rahe hai| dveSa ke binA rAga nahI rahatA hai aura rAga ke binA dveSa bhI nahI rahatA hai| kisI vastu meM rAga hogA tabhI anya kisI se dveSa hogaa| aura adhyAtma meM yahI dekha lo jisakA jJAna aura vairAgya se dveSa hai| yoM yaha to adhyAtma kI bAta hai| isa prakaraNameM to laukika carcA hai| sarva doSo kA mUla - yaha jIva rAga dveSa ke vaza hokara isa saMsAra samudra meM gote khA rahA hai| jahA~ rAga ho vahA~ dveSa niyama se hotA hai| jise dhana vaibhava meM rAga hai usameM 36
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________________ koI dUsarA bAdhaka ho gayA to usako dveSI mAna liyaa| jisakA jo lakSya hai usa lakSya meM jA bAdhaka par3e vahI usakA dveSI bana jAtA hai| sAdhuMsata kahI bihAra karate jA rahe ho to zikArI una sAdhuvo ko dekhakara sAdhuvo para dveSa karatA hai, Aja to bar3A asaguna huA, zikAra nahI milane kA hai| to jisakA jo lakSya hai usa lakSya meM bAdhaka par3e usI se loga dveSa karane lagate hai| jahAM ye rAga aura dveSa dono hote hai vahAM yaha mana atyanta bekAra ho jAtA hai| jo manuSya yaha dAvA karatA hai ki hamArA to sabase prema hai, kisI se dveSa nahI hai, yaha unakI bhrama bharI kalpanA hai| prema aura dveSa ye dono sAtha sAtha calate hai| kisI meM rAga nahI rahA to dveSa ho gyaa| yaha merA hai aura yaha dUsare kA hai aisA jahA~ rAgadveSa donoM rahate hai vahA~ anya doSa to anAyAsa A hI jAte hai kyoMki sAre aiMbo kA kAraNa rAga aura dveSa hai| bhramaNa cakra - yaha rAgadveSa kI paramparA isa jIva ko saMsAra me bhramaNa karA rahI hai| jo jIva saMsAra meM ghUmatA rahatA hai usake rAgadveSa kI unnati hotI rahatI hai aura usake dvArA zubha azubha karmo kA Asrava hAto rahatA hai| azubha karma jo karegA use durgati milegI, jo zubha karma karegA use sugati milegii| dekhate jAie ckkr| rAgadveSa pariNAmo se karma ba~dhe, karmo se gati athavA sugati milI, aura koI bhI gati milegI usameM deha milA, deha se indriyA~ huI, aura indriyA~ se viSayo kA grahaNa kiyA aura viSayo ke grahaNa se rAga aura dveSa huaa| usI jagaha A jaaiye| aba rAgadveSa se karma ba~dhA, karma se gati sugati huI, vahA~ deha milA, deha se indriyA~ huI, indriyA~ se viSaya kiyA, viSayo se rAgadveSa huA yo yaha cakra isa jIva ke calatA hI rahatA hai| jaise apane hI jIvana meM dekha lo- jo kala kiyA so Aja kiyA, Aja kiyA so kala karege, isase vilakSaNa apUrva kAma kucha nahI kara pAtA yaha jiiv| apUrva kArya - bhaiyA! ina ciraparicita viSayo se vilakSaNa AtmakArya kara le koI to vaha dhanya hai| apanI 24 ghaMTe kI carcA dekha lo| paMcandriya ke viSayo kA sevana kiyA aura mana ke yaza apayaza, ijjata pratiSThA sambaMdhI kalpanAe~ banAyI, jo kAma kala kiyA se Aja kiyA, rAta bhara soye, subaha uThe, dina car3ha gayA, bhojana kiyA, kucha itara phulela lagAyA dUkAna gae, kAma kiyA, bhojana kiyA, phira vahI kA vahI kaam| jo cakra indriya aura mana sambaMdhI lagA AyA hai vahI lagatA jA rahA hai, koI nayA kAma nahI kiyaa| yaha jIva rAgavaza inhI meM apanA kAma samajhatA hai, para nayA kucha nahI kiyaa| nayA to eka Atma-kalyANa kA kAma hai, anya kAma to aura bhavo meM bhI kiyaa| manuSya bhava meM viSaya sevana se atirikta kauna sA nayA kAma kiyA? vahI viSayo kA sevana, vahI viSayo kI bAta / yo khAvoM, yo raho aisA bhogo, aisA dhana kamAvo, sArI vahI bAte hai kucha bhI to nayA kAma nahI huaa| aura sambhava hai ki pahile AkulatA kama thI aba jyAdA vaibhava ho gayA to jyAdA AkulatA ho gyii| jaba kama vaibhava hotA to bar3A samaya milatA hai, saMtsaga meM bhI, pATha pUjana bhakti dhyAna bhI karane meM mana lagatA hai| aura jaba vaibhava bar3hatA hai to saMtsaga bhI prAyaH gAyaba ho jAtA hai, pUjA bhakti meM bhI kama samaya lagatA hai aura rAtadina parezAnI rahatI hai|
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________________ durlabha narajanma meM viveka - aho, yaha jIva mathAnI kI taraha mathA jA rahA hai| kaSAya kise kahate hai jo AtmA ko kse| duHkho meM yaha jIva matha jAtA hai| nAma to sarala hai ise bar3A kleza hai para jise kleza hai vahI jAnatA hai| apanI dRSTi zuddha kara lo to kleza kucha bhI nahI hai| kyA kleza hai? sar3ako para dekhate hai bhaiso ke kaMdhe sUje hai, una para bahuta bar3A bojha ladA hai phira bhI damAdama cAbuka calate jA rahe hai| becAre kitanA kaSTa karake juta rahe hai aura jaba jutane lAyaka na rahA to kasAI ke hAtha beca diyaa| kasAI ne chure se kATakara mAMsa beca liyA aura khAla beca liyaa| kyA aise pazuo se bhI jyAdA kaSTa hai hama Apako? saMsAra meM duHkhI jIvo kI aura dRSTi pasAra kara dekho to jraa| aneka jIvoM kI apekSA hama aura Apa saba manuSyoM kA sukhI jIvana hai, para tRSNA lagI hai to vartamAna sukha bhI nahI bhogA jA sktaa| usa tRSNA meM bahe jA rahe hai so vartamAna sukha bhI chUTA jA rahA hai| aisI vizuddha sthiti pAne se lAbha kyA liyA? yadi viSaya kaSAyo meM dhana ke saMcaya meM parigraha kI buddhi meM inameM hI samaya gujarA to manuSya janma pAne kA kucha lAbha na paayaa| ___aihika kalpita pojIzana se AtmakArya kA abhAva - yahA~ ke kucha logo ne baDhAvA kaha diyA to na ye bar3hAvA kahane vAle loha hI rahegeM aura na yaha bar3hAvA kahalAne vAlA purUSa hI rhegaa| ye to saba mAyArUpa hai, paramArtha tatva nahI hai| kisalie apane bar3hAvA meM bahakara apanI barabAdI krnaa| jagata meM anya mUDho kI paristhitiyoM ko nihAra kara apanA nirNaya nahI karanA hai| yahA~ kI voTo se kAma nahI calane kA hai, jagata ke sabhI jIva kisa aura bahe jA rahe hai kucha dRSTi to do| apanA kAma to apane AtmA kA kalyANa karanA hai| yaha duniyA mohiyo se bharI huI hai| ina mohiyo kI salAha se calane se kAma na bnegaa| yathArtha nirNaya ke prayoga kI AvazyakatA - bhaiyA ! kisake lie ye rAgadveSa kie jA rahe hai kucha yathArtha nirNaya to kriye| kisI eka ko mAna liyA ki yaha merA putra hai, yaha merA amuka hai, yaha sukhI rahe, ThIka hai| prathama to yaha bAta hai ki kisI ko sukhI karanA yaha kisI ke hAtha kI bAta nahI hai| usakA udaya hogA to vaha sukhI ho sakegA, udaya bhalA nahI hai to sukhI nahI ho sakatA hai| prathama to yaha bAta hai phira bhI dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki saMsAra ke sabhI jIva mujhase atyanta bhinna hai| hamAre AtmA meM hamAre ghara kA bhI putra kyA parivartana kara degA? kisake lie kalpanA meM DUba rahe hai? yaha bahuta samRdvizAlI ho jAya aura usa eka ko chor3akara bAkI jo ananta jIva hai ve tumhArI nigAha meM kucha hai kyA? vahI eka tumhArA prabhu bana gayA jisako rAta dina kalpanA meM baiThAye lie jA rahe ho| kauna purUSa athavA kauna jIva aisA hai jisase rAga athavA dveSa karanA cAhie? are zuddha tatva ke jJAtA bano aura jisa padavI meM hai usa padavI meM jo karanA par3a rahA hai kareM kintu yathArya jJAna to antara meM rahanA hI caahie| kalyANa sAdhikA dRSTi - maiM sarva parapadArthe se judA hU~, apane Apa meM apane svarUpa mAtra huuN| merA saba kucha mere karane se hI hogA, maiM kisI bhI prakAra kI ho bhAvanA hI banAtA hUM, bhAvanA se hI saMsAra hai aura bhAvanA se hI mukti hai, bhAvanA ke sivAya mai anya kucha karane meM samartha nahI hU~ aisI apanI bhAvAtmaka dRSTi ho, rAgadveSa kA parityAga ho, 38
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________________ AtmakalyANa kI dhuna ho to isa vRtti se apane Apako mArga milegaa| viSayakaSAyo me bahe jAe~, apane jIvana ko yoM hI gavAM de, yaha to koI kalyANa kI bAta nahIM hai| aise jIvana meM aura pazu jIvana meM antara kucha nahI hai| ve bhI sabhI viSayo kI sAdhanA karate hai aura yahA~ bhI viSayo kI sAdhanA kI to kauna sA lAbha lUTa liyA? ye to sabhI miTa jAyege, aura saMskAra khoTA banAyA to isake phala me Age bhI duHkha hogaa| isase moha meMTe, rAgadveSa meM na baheM, apane AtmA kI kucha dRSTi banAe~, niSkapaTa prabhubhakti kareM aura sabhI jIvoM meM eka samAna dRSTi kA uddezya kare to yaha unnati kA sAdhana hai| vipandavapadAvate padikevAti vaahaate| yAvattAvandavantyanyAH vipadAH pracurAH purA ||12|| __saMsAra meM vipadAvo kA tAMtA - yaha saMsAra eka cakra lagAne vAle yaMtra kI taraha hai| jaise rahaTa meM ghaTiyA cakra lagAtI rahatI hai, usameM eka ghaTI bhara gayI, vaha rIta gayI, phira dUsarI ghaTI AyI vaha rIta gii| jisa taraha usI ghaTIyaMtra meM eka ghaTI bharate hai to thor3I dera meM rIta jAtI hai athavA paira se calane vAle yantraM meM jisameM do ghaTikA lagI hai, yaha rIta jAtI hai to dUsarI rItane ke liye A jAtI hai| aise hI isa duniyA meM eka vipatti ko meTakara kucha rAhata lI to dUsarI vipadA A jAtI hai| yaha bAta saMsAra ke sabhI jIvoM para ghaTita ho jAtI hai| Apa vipattiyoM kA nipaTArA ho hI nahI pAtA hai| socate hai ki dhana kamAne lageM to phira koI vipadA na rahegI athavA eka saMtAna huA, dUsarA tIsarA huA, lo unameM se eka mara gyaa| eka na eka vipadA sabako lagI rahatI hai| vipadA kA AdhAra kalpanA - bhaiyA! lagI kucha nahI rahatI hai vipadA kalpanA se eka na eka vipadA mAna lete hai| hai kisI ko kucha nhii| abhI hI batAvo kahA~ kyA duHkha hai? na mAno kisI ko koI to kucha duHkha hI nahI rhaa| jaisA padArtha hai vaisA samajha lo phira koI kleza hI nahI rhaa| jisa sampadA ko Apa apanA samajhate hai vahI aba dUsare ke pAsa hai to use Apa nahI mAnate hai ki yaha merA he| jaise dUsare ke pAsa rahane vAlA vaibhava bhI apanA nahI hai aise hI apane pAsa rahane vAlA vaibhava bhI apanA nahI hai| aisA mAna lo to koI kleza kalpanA meM bhinna-bhinna gunagunAhaTa hai, vahI vipadA hai| to jaise rahaTa yaMtra ke eka ghar3e ke khAlI ho jAne para dUsarA ghar3A sAmane A jAtA hai, ThIka isI taraha isa saMsAra meM eka vipadA dUra hotI hai to dUsarI vipadA sAmane A jAtI hai| isa taraha dekhiye to isa saMsAra me kabhI sAtA hai to kabhI asAtA hai| eka kSaNa bhI yaha jIva ina kalpanAvoM se mukta nahI hotA hai, na asAtAvo se mukta hotA hai| antardAha - aho, kitanI kaThina cAha dAha kI bhISaNa jvAlAe~ isa saMsAra meM basa rahI hai, jala rahA hai khuda yaha viSAdavanhi meM, kintu pakSapAta kI budvi ko nahIM chor3atA hai| ye mare hai, inake lie to tana, mana, dhana, vacana saba hAjira hai| yaha moha kA aMdhakAra saba jIvo ko satA rahA hai, vikala hotA huA unameM hI lipta ho rahA hai| jinake sambadhaM se kleza hotA he usa hI kleza ko miTAne ke lie unameM hI lipta ho rahA hai| yahI hai eka jAla / 29
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________________ koI jAla yaha aisA nahI hai jaise lohe ke jAla ho, sUta ke jAla ho, kisI bhI prakAra kA jAla nahI hai isa jIva para, makar3I ke jAla barAbara bhI sUkSma kamajora bhI jAla nahI he, koI jAla nAma kI bAta hI nahI hai kintu yaha mohI jIva apanI kalpanA meM moha kA aisA jAla pUratA hai ki usase parezAna ho jAtA hai, taba use saMsAra meM Adhi vyAdhi upAdhi saba lagI rahatI hai| Adhi nAma to hai mAnasika duHkha kA, vyAdhi nAma hai zArIrika duHkha kA aura upAdhi nAma hai parakA, puchallA lapeTe rahane kaa| yoM yaha jIva Adhi vyAdhi aura upAdhi se duHkhI rahA karatA hai| upAdhi kA artha hai jo Adhi ke samIpa le jaay| usakA artha hai samIpa aura Adhi kA artha hai mAnasika duHkh| jo mAnasika duHkha ke samIpa le jaaye| usakA artha hai samIpa aura Adhi kA artha hai mAnasika duHkh| jo mAnasika du:kha ke samIpa le jAya use upAdhi kahate hai| jaise pojIzana DigrI Adi milAnA ye saba upAdhi hai| to yo yaha jIva bhrama meM kalpanAjAla meM basakara Adhi vyAdhi aura upAdhi se grasta rahatA hai| kAlpanika mauja se zuddha Ananda kA vighAta - bhaiyA! zuddha Ananda to AtmA ke caitanyasvarUpa meM hai, kintu vikalpa-jAloM kI esI puriyA pUra lI ki jisase sulajha nahI pAte hai aura apanA Ananda samudra jo nija saMyoga meM sukha kI kalpanA karane lagate hai| parapadArtho ke samparka meM sukha kI kalpanA bhale hI mohI kare, kintu isakA to kAma pUrA ho nahI pAtA hai / jo purUSa jisa sthiti meM hai usa sthiti meM caina nahI mAnatA hai, kyoki usase bar3I sthiti para dRSTi lagA dI hai| koI hajArapati hai| usakI dRSTi lakhapati para hai to vartamAna me prApta vaibhava kA bhI Ananda nahI le sakatA hai| yo dhanI ho koI to duHkhI hai, nirdhana ho to duHkhI hai| kise sukha kahA jAya? mohiyoM ne kevala kalpanA se mauja mAna rakkhA hai| viDambanAoM kA saMnyAsa - yadi saMsAra bhramaNa karate hue bhI vAstavika sukha milatA hotA to bar3e bar3e tIrthakara cakravartI aise mahApurUSa isA vaibhava ko kabhI na choddte| ye manuSya isI bAta para to hairAna hai ki saMcita kiyA huA vaibhava unake sAtha nahI jaataa| koI padArtha isa jIva kA bana jAtA yA marane para sAtha jAtA to kitanA upadrava saMsAra meM maca jAtA? jaba isa jIvana meM bhI koI vaibhava sAthI nahI hai itane para to itanI viDambanAe~ hai, yadi kucha paisA isa jIva ke sAtha jAtA hotA marane para, taba to kitanA anyAya aura kitanI viDambanA isa saMsAra meM bana jAtI? kaMjUsa loga to bar3e duHkhI hai, ve isI kalpanA meM mare jA rahe hai ki yaha vaibhava mere sAtha na jaaygaa| bar3e bar3e mahApurANa purUSa isa vaibhava ko asAra jAnakara usase virakta hue the| kevala eka jJAnamAtra nija svarUpa kA hI unhone anubhavana kiyA thaa| yadi yaha vaibhava kucha bhI sArabhUta hotA to ye mahApurUSo kyoM ise tyAga dete? dhana vaibhava samasta parapadArtha hai, parapadArtho maM dRSTi jAne se hI kleza hone lagatA hai kyoki kisI bhI parapadArtho ko kisI bhI rUpa pariNamAnA yaha apane Apa ke hAtha kI bAta nahI hai, para mithyA zradvA meM isa jIva ne yaha mAnA ki jisa padArtha ko mai jisa taraha rAkhU usa prakAra rakha sakatA hU~ kintu bAta aisI hai nahI, ho nahI sakatI, taba klezjJa hI to aaygaa| isI kAraNa
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________________ to ye mahApurUSa isa vaibhava ko asAra duHkha kA kAraNa jAnakara sabako tyAgakara digambara sAdhu hue| vikaTa saMkaTa aura unakA vijaya - kalpanAjAla eka vikaTa saMkaTa hai| jinake koI dila kI bImArI, ghabar3AhaTa yA hArTa phela hotA hai usakA mukhya kAraNa para kA hI ciMtana hai| koI vikalpajAla banAyA, usameM parezAna huA ki ye saba vyAdhiyAM utpanna ho jAtI hai| vIra purUSo ne ina saba vikalpajAlo kA parityAga kara tapazcaraNa dhAraNa kiyaa| jo purUSArtha kAyara purUSo se nahI kiyA jAtA vaha alaukika purUSArtha sAdhu saMto ne kiyaa| koI sAdhu AtmadhyAna meM magna hai usa hI samaya kAI siMha yA anya koI hisaMka jAnavara A jAya aura unake zarIra ko khAne lage to ve vikalpa nahI karate hai| ve to jAnate hai ki aise vikalpa maine aneka bAra kie, janma maraNa bhI ananta bAra bhogA, para eka jJAna kA anubhava aura jJAna kI sthiratA meM laganA yaha kAma aba taka nahI kiyaa| jJAnI purUSa saMsAra, zarIra aura bhogo se udAsIna rahA karate hai, ve apane Apako hI apane jJAna aura Ananda kA kAraNa mAnate hai| jo purUSa yaha jAnate hai ki ye sarva samAgama bAhRA tatva hai| sarva samAgama miTa jAne vale hai, ye samAgama sadA na rahegeM, ye duHkha ke kAraNa hai| koI cIja bhinna hai use apanA mAnanA yahI duHkha kA kAraNa hai| paramArtha sampadA aura vipadA - bhaiyA ! yaha jIva svabhAva se sukhI hai| isa para eka bhI kleza nahI hai, para jahA~ parapadArtha ke prati vicAra banAyA vahA~ kleza ho gyaa| ye paMcendriya ke viSaya bhoga ye kadAcit bhI Ananda ke kAraNa nahI ho sakate hai| yo to jaise dAda aura khAja jisake hotA hai vaha usako hI khujAtA huA socatA hai ki sarvotkuSTa Ananda to yahI hai| isase bar3hakara aura Ananda kyA hogA yoMki usake itanI hI budvi hai para bhoga sAdhano ke barAbara vipatti hI aura kucha nahI hai| jo jJAnI purUSa apane jJAnasvarUpa ko apane jJAna meM basAye hue hai ve nirAkula rahate hai| koI aparAdha na kare to AkulatA nahI ho sakatI hai| jaba koI bhI AkulatA hotI hai to yaha nirNaya karanA cAhie ki hamane hI aparAdha kiyA hai yaha jagata vipattiyo se ghirA hai| vastu svarUpa ke viparIta jo zradvAna rakhe use caina nahI mila sakatI hai| jJAtA draSTA rahe tabhI Ananda hai| prabhu kA svarUpa aisA hI hai isa kAraNa prabhu Anandamagna hai| sArA vizva tIna loka ke samasta padArtha unake jJAna meM Ate hai para ve jJAtA draSTA hI rahate hai| ve jagat sAkSI hai isa kAraNa unako raMca bhI kleza nahIM hotaa| saMsAra meM vipadAo kI prAkRtika dena - dekho saMsAra meM hama aura Apa saba eka vipadA ko miTAne kA yatna karate hai ki dUsarI vipadA A jAtI hai arthAt kalpanA se padArtha ke kisI bhI pariNamana meM yaha vipadA mAnane lagAta hai| zrI rAma bhagavAna kucha bacapana meM laukika nAte se bhale hI sukhI rahe hai gRhasthAvasthA me, para usake bAda dekho to sArA jIvana kleza hI kleza meM gujarA, kintu unameM dhairya thA, viveka thA so aMtima sthiti unakI uttama rahI aura AtmadhyAnamagna hue, nirvANapada prApta kiyA, para sarasarI nigAha se dekho to rAjyabhiSeka hone ko thA, yahA~ taka to khuzI thI, para AdezjJa huA ki bharata ko rAjya 4]
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________________ hogaa| zrI rAma ne sajjanatA nibhAI ki bharata rAjA hogA, honA cAhie, ThIka hai kintu jaba taka hama raheMge ghara meM taba taka bharata kI pratiSThA na bar3hegI, logo kI dRSTi hama para rahegI, to bharata rAjA hokara bhI kucha rAjya satkAra na pA sakegA, so unhone vana jAnA svIkAra kiyaa| vipadA para vipadA - zrI rAma aba vanavAsI bana ge| choTI-choTI vipadAeM to unhe roja-roja AtI hogii| bhayAnaka vana, koI sAdhana pAsa nahI, cale jA rahe hai| kitanI hI jagaha to miTTI ke bartana banAkara sAka patra bhAjI ko jor3a kara bhojana banAyA gayA aura kisI jagaha bar3e bar3e rAjA loga bhI Akara unakA satkAra karate the| vana kI vipadAe~ unhone prasannatA se shii| lo thor3I hI dera bAda eka bhayAnaka vipadA aura AyI, sItA kA haraNa haa| koI bhI vipadA ho, lagAtAra banI rahe to vaha vipadA sahana ho jAtI hai aura kalpanA meM aba yaha vipadA nahI rahI aisA bhAna kara lete hai| viyoga kA duHkha rahA, para jaise hI kucha patA calA ki sItA laMkA meM hai, to isa vRtAnta ko sunakara kucha vipatti meM halkApana anubhava kiyA, lo aba yuva kI taiyArI ho gyii| aba yudva ko cale, yuva hone lgaa| uttarottara mahatI vipadA - eka vipadA pUrNa bhI na huI ki lo dUsarI vipadA sAmane aayii| lakSmaNa ko rAvaNa kI zAkti laga gyii| lakSmaNa behoza ho gyaa| usa samaya rAma ne jo vilApa kiyA vaha kavi kI kalpanA meM bar3A karUNAjanaka thaa| eka bhAI niSkapaTa bhAva tana, mana, dhana, vacana saba kucha nyauchAvara karatA hai, bar3I bhakti se sahayogI rahe aura usa para koI vipadA A jAe to vaha bahuta khalatI hai| kisI niSkapaTa mitra para koI vipadA A jAe to usameM bahuta kleza anubhUta hotA hai, kyoki usa niSkapaTa mitra kA AbhAra mAnatA hai nA vh| jaba lakSmaNa ke zakti lagI to kitanI vipadA zrI rAma ne mAnI hogI? kisI prakAra zakti dUra ho gayI to aba punaH yudva kI taiyArI huii| yuddha meM kitane hI sahayogiyoM para vipadA Ate dekhakara kitane duHkha ve rahe hoge| vipadA ke sImA ke pare vipadA kA anta- lo yudva bhI jIta gae, sItA bhI ghara le Aye, aba eka vipadA dhobina ke apavAda kI aaii| yaha kitanI kaThina vipadA laga gayI? sItA ko phira kisI bahAne jaMgala meM chur3avA diyaa| vipadA aayii| lava kuza janme, lava kuza se yuddha huA, sItA ko phira ghara le aae| lokApavAda kI bAta mana meM khalatI rhii| yaha jAnate hue bhI ki sItA nirdoSa hai, agnikuNDa meM girane kA Adeza diyaa| jaba agnikuNDa meM sItA kUda rahI thI usa samaya rAma kitane vipanna rahe hoMge, anumAna kara lo| bAda meM lakSmaNa na rahe isa viyoga kA saMtApa sahA, anake aisI ghaTanA~e AtI rahI ki naI-naI vipadAe~ hotI gyii| zrIrAma taba tRpta hue jaba ve sakala vikalpa tyAgakara eka brA ke anubhava meM rata hue| kalpanodbhUta vipadAye va unakA vinAza - yaha saMsAra vipadAvoM kA ghara hai| vipadA bhI kucha nahI, kevala kalpanA hai| so samyagjJAna utpanna karake una kalpanAvo ko miTAe~ to isameM hI apane ko zAnti kA mArga mila sakatA hai| vipadA to kalpanAjAla se udbhUta hai|
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________________ jo bhI vipadA mAnI jAtI hai anubhavI jAtI hai usakA prabhAva to jIva meM hI hotA hai| phira vipadA bAhara kahA~ rahI? vipadA to svarUpa virUdva kalpanA banAnA mAtra hai| jo jaisA nahI hai, use vaisA samajhanA isI meM saMkaTa kA anubhava hai| aMtaH saMsAra ke saMkaTo se mukta hone ke liye vastusvarUpa kA yathArtha avagama karanA hI amogha upAya hai| isa jJAnArjana ke upAya se samasta saMkaTo ko meTa le| duraghunAsurakSeNa nazvareNa dhnaadinaa| svarathaM manyaH janaH ko'pi jvaravAniva sarpiSAH / / 13 / / mohiyoM kI eka jijJAsA - isase pahile zloka meM yaha kahA gayA thA ki isa ghaTI yaMtra kI taraha parivartanazIla saMsAra meM ye vipattiyA~ ghaTI kI taraha rIti bharI rahatI hai, athavA yoM kahoM ki eka ghaTI to rIta nahI pAtI hai, dUsarI ghaTI rItane lagatI hai| yoM eka vipadA kA to aMta ho nahI pAtA ki dUsarI vipadA sAmane A jAtI hai, aisA sabako anubhava bhI hogaa| jaba jana samAgama meM hai aura parapadArtho kA kucha Azraya bhI liyA jA rahA hai to aisI sthiti meM yaha bahuta kucha anubhava kiyA jA rahA hogA ki eka vipadA to khatma nahI huI ki lo aba yaha dUsarI vipadA A gii| kisI bhI kisma kI vipadA ho| saba apane Apa meM artha lagA sakate hai| isa prasaMga ko sunakara yaha zaMkA ho sakatI hai ki jo nirdhana hoMge unake hI vipadA AyA karatI hai| eka vipadA pUrI nahI huI ki dUsarI vipadA A gyii| isameM to nirdhanatA hI eka kAraNa hai| iSTa samAgama juTA na sake to vahA~ vipadA para vipadA AtI hai, para zrImatoM ko kyA kyA vipadA hogI? aisI koI AzaMkA kare to mAno usake uttara meM yaha zloka kahA jA rahA hai| jItA jAgatA bhrama - ye dhana Adi ke vaibhava kaThanAI se upArjana kie jAne yogya hai aura prANo kI taraha inakI rakSA kare to inakI rakSA hotI hai, tisa para bhI ye saba nazvara hai, kisI dina avazya hI naSTa hoMga, bekAra hog| aise dhana vaibhava se yadi koI purUSa apane ko svastha mAnatA hai to vaha aisA bAvalA hai jaise ki koI jvara vAlA purUSa ghI pIkara apane ko svastha maane| jvara kA aura ghI kA paraspara virodha hai| jvara vAlA dhI pIkara jvara meM phaMsatA hI jAyagA, to koI jvara vAlA rogI ghI pIkara apane ko svastha mAne to vaha usakA bAvalApana hai, usakA to thor3e hI samaya meM prANAMta ho jaaygaa| aise hI dhana vaibhava ke saMga ke kAraNa apane ko koI svastha mAne to yaha atyanta viparIta bAta hai| jIva asvasthatA - bhaiyA! pahile to svastha zabda kA hI artha lgaavo| svastha kA artha hai sva meM sthita honaa| jo dhana vaibhava se apane ko surakSita mAnatA hai usakI dRSTi nija para hai yA varapara hai, svapara hai yA asvapara hai usakI dRSTi bAhRA meM hai| asva kaho, para kaho, bAhA kaho, eka hI artha hai| jo sva na ho so asva hai| so vaha jIva asvastha hai yA svastha hai jisakI dRSTi vaibhava meM phaMsI hai vaha sva meM sthita hai yA para meM sthita hai? vaha to asvastha hai| ho to koI asvastha aura mAne apane kA svastha to yaha unmata ceSTA hai| jvaravAna purUSa na abhI svastha hai aura na ghRta khAne se pIne se svastha hogA, ulTA duHkhI hI hogA, isI
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________________ prakAra yaha ajJAnI jIva eka to svayaM hI svastha nahI hai, use Ananda kA sAdhana nija tatva mila nahI pAyA hai jisase vaha nija meM sthita ho ske| mithyAdRSTi jIva ko isa nija parama tatva kA paricaya nahI hai so yaha svayaM hI ajJAnI hone se asvastha hai aura phira dhana vaibhava kA yoga pAye, usakI aura dRSTi lage to usa dRSTi ke kAraNa bhI yaha aura asvastha bar3ha gyaa| jo asvastha hai vaha zAnta nahI raha sktaa| use AkulatA he taba to bAhA kI aura usane budvi bhramAI hai| aura budvi bhramAI hai to isa sthiti kA rUpaka AkulatA rUpa hI hogA, anAkulatA nahI ho sakatI hai| dhana prasaMga kI kaThinAiyA~ - jisa dhana vaibhava ke kAraNa yaha mohI jIva apane ko svastha mAnatA hai vaha vaibhava kaisA hai? prathama to vaha bar3I kaThinAI se utpanna hotA hai, isa dhana ke cAhane vAle sabhI hai nA, grAhaka hai ve bhI cAhate he ki mere pAsa dhana A jAya aura dUkAnadAra cAhate hai ki grAhako se nikalakara mere pAsa dhana adhika A jAya, to aba dukAnadAra aura grAhaka dono meM jaba hor3a maca jAtI hai, sabhI apane ko adhika cAhate hai to aisI sthiti meM phira paise ko upArjana kara lenA kitanA kaThina ho jAtA hai athavA anya prakAra kI AjIvikA se sabhI dhana kamAte hai unako kitanA zrama lagAnA par3atA hai, kitanA upayoga aura samaya denA par3atA hai taba dhana kA saMcaya hotA hai| yaha dhana bar3I kaThinatA se upArjita kiyA jAtA hai| dhana surakSA kI kaThinAI - dhana kA upArjana bhI ho jAe to usakA saMrakSaNa karanA bar3A kaThina ho jAtA hai| Aja ke samaya meM to yaha kaSTa aura bhI bar3hA huA hai| dhana kA upArjana rakheM to zaMkA, baiMka meM rakhe to zeMkA, kahA~ rakhe, rakha bhI leM to usakA upayoga karanA bhI eka kisI kAnUna meM elAU nahI ho rahA hai| taba jaise usakI rakSA kI jAya? to rakSA karanA bhI kaThina ho rahA hai| __ dhana kI antagati - dhana kamA bhI le, aura usakI rakSA kara bhI le to Akhira dhana chUTa hI to jaaygaa| jinake lie dhana chUTa jAyagA ve loga tumhArI madada kara deMge kyA? mithyAtva meM hI to yaha eka upAya bana gayA hai ki mare hue AdamI kI zrAddha kI jAtI hai| kisI pAMDe ko cArapAI car3hA do to vaha usake bApa dAdA ko mila jAyagI, pAMDe ko gAya bhaiMsa de do to gAya bhaisa kA dUgha usake pAsa pahuMca jaaygaa| kaisI mAntAe~ basA dI gaI hai| isase jindA rahane vAloM kA mithyAtvA bhI bar3hatA jA rahA hai| hama mareMge to hamAre lar3ake zrAva karegeM, dharmAtmA bane hai, ThekadAra bane hai unake bhI isameM svArtha hai| aisI karane putrI ko bhI svArtha hai aura bhrama meM par3A huA yaha bar3A bUr3hA AdamI bhI svArtha se hI isa paramparA ko banAe hai| mithyAtvagrAsa - yaha samasta dhana vinAzIka hai, chUTa jaaygaa| kucha na rehagA sAtha, para saMcaya karane meM jinA upAyoga phasAyA, jitanA samaya lagAyA, kitanA amUlya samaya thA yaha manuSya jIvana kaa| ina jIvana ke kSaNoM meM se svAdhyAya ke lie, dharmacarcA ke lie, jJAnArjana ke lie samaya kucha bhI nahI nikAla sakate aura jo vyartha kI bAteM hai, unake lie rAta dina juTe rahate hai| yaha saba kyA hai? mithyAtva graha se hI to Dase hue hai| aisA yaha kaThina dhana 44
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________________ vaibhava hai jisake kAraNa yaha apane ko svastha zreSTha aura uttama mAnatA hai| vAstavika bAta yaha ki dhana vaibhava na sukha kA utpanna karane vAlA hai aura duHkha kA utpanna karane vAlA hai| ye saba sukha duHkha kalpanAvo se utpanna hote hai| jisa prakAra kI kalpanAe~ yaha jIva karatA hai usa hI prakAra kI pariNati isa jIva kI ho jAtI hai| vAstava meM sukhI to vAstavika tyAgI saMta jana hI hai, aisA tyAga unake hI prakaTa hotA hai jA apane svarUpa ko tyAgamaya pahicAna rahe hai| yaha merA, mere satva ke kAraNa mere hI rUpa, yaha maiM svarUpa, sabase nyArA hUM, kevala cinmAtra hUM, prakAzamaya hUM| isakA jIvana usa citprakAza kI vRtti se hotA hai| isa jIvana ko ne pahicAna sake to aisI viDambanA banatI hai ki anya padArtha ke saMyoga se bhojana pAna se apanA jIvana mAnA jA rahA hai| AtmajIvana kI svataMtratA - isa AtmA kA jIvana AtmA ke guNoM kI vartanA se hai| hai yaha AkAzavat amUrta nirlepa padArtha, usakI vRttiyA~ jo utpanna hotI hai unase hI yaha jItA rahatA hai| isakA jIvana apane Apake pariNamana se hai| jJAnI purUSa kahI citAtura nahI ho sktaa| ajJAnI jana bar3e-bar3e aizvarya sampadA meM bhI par3e hue ho to bhI ciMtAtura rahate hai| jJAnI jAnatA hai ki yaha me to pUrA kevala cinmAtra huuN| isakA na hI kahI kucha bigAr3a ho sakatA hai aura na kisI dUsare ke dvArA isame sudhAra ho sakatA hai| yaha to jo hai sA hai, apane Apake pariNamana se hI isakA sudhAra bigAr3a hai| jJAnI kI dRSTi dhana vaibhava Adi meM sukha duHkha mAnane kI nahI hAtI hai| ve jAnate hai ki kevala unakI tRSNA hI duHkha ko utpanna karane vAlI rhai| yaha cinmAtra mUrti Atma svarasataH sukha ko utpanna kAne vAlA hai| svayaM kA svaMya meM kArya aura phala - bhaiyA! jo para padArtha hai ve apanA hI kucha karegeM yA merA kucha kara deNge| vastusvarUpa para dRSTi do, jitane bhI acetana padArtha hai ve nirantara rUpa, rasa, gadhaM, sparza guNa meM pariNamate rahate hai, yahI unakA kAma hai aura yahI unakA bhoga hai| isase bAhara unakI kucha kalA nahI hai, phira unase isa AtmA meM kaise sukha aura kaise duHkha A sakegA? ye vaibhava sukha duHkha ke janaka nahI hai, kalpanA hI sukha duHkha kI janaka hai nyAyagranthoM meM udAharaNa dete hue eka jagaha likhA hai ki koI purUSa kArAgAra meM par3A huA hai jahA~ itanA gaharA aMdhakAra hai ki sUI kA bhI praveza nahI ho sakatA yAne sUI ke dvArA bhI bhedA nahI jA sakatA, aise gahana aMdhakAra meM par3A huA kAmI purUSa jise apane hAtha kI aMgulI bhI nahI najara AtI, kintu use apanI strI kA rUpa mukhAkAra bilkula spaSTa sAmane jhalakAtA hai| kahA~ hai kauna? para usake citta meM aisI hI vAsanA banI huI hai ki kalpanAvaza vaha kucha cintana karatA hai athavA vicAra mAphika sukha ko bhogatA hai athavA kucha kalpanA karake sukha duHkha pAtA hai| sukha duHkha kA kalpanA para avalambana - koI purUSa bar3e ArAma se kamare meM baiThA huA hai, suhavAne komala gadde takiye para par3A huA hai, paMkhA bhI cala rahA hai aura vAtanukUlita sAdhana bhI mila gaye hai, itane para bhI vaha cintAmagna hai| pojIzana, dhana, kitanI hI prakAra kI bAteM usake upayoga meM par3I hai| tRSNA kA to kahI aMta hI nahI hai| tRSNA me pIr3ita
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________________ huA vaha mana kI chalAMge mAra rahA hai aura unakA pratikUla pariNamana dekhakara vyagra ho rahA hai| to kise sukha kahate aura kise duHkha kahate? ye saba kalpanA para avalambita hai| yaha dhana to duHkha kA pAtra hai jisake upArjana meM duHkha hai? jisakI rakSA meM duHkha hai, jisake kharca karane meM duHkha hai, so yaha dhana to isa jIva ko kaSTa pahu~cAne ke hI kAma me A rahA hai| bAhA padArtha saMga meM hai to unase kucha na kucha aisI hI kalpanA jageMgI jo asAtA utpanna kregii| kabhI icchAnusAra dhana kA saMcaya bhI ho jAya to tRSNA aura bar3ha jAtI hai| mAyAmaya roga, vedanA va ilAja - aho, bhaiyA, yahA~ sabhI isa saMsAra ke jIva isa roga ke rogI hai| jaba jaba kucha na thA taba aisA socate the ki itanA ho jAye phira to jIvana caina se nikalegA, phira kucha nahI karanA hai, jaba utanA ho gayA jitanA socate the to ve saba bAte vismRta ho gyii| aba Age kI puriyA pUrane meM laga jAte hai itanA aura kaise ho? itane sa to gujArA hI nahI calatA haiM jaba itanA na thA, isakA cauthAI bhI na thA taba kaise gAr3I calatI thI, para caina kahA~ hai? lage rahegeM, aMta meM chor3a jaayege| isa samaya jo milA hai vaha dharma sevana meM lagAyA jAtA to acchA thaa| svapna meM mile hue rAjya kI kyA kImata? svapna meM mile hue samAgama pojIzana bar3ha rahI ho to usakI kyA kImata hai? aise hI isa aviveka meM isa moha nIMda me jo kucha ina carma cakSuvoM se dikha rahA hai vaha saba kevala svapnavat hai, kalpanAjanya hai isI prakAra yahA~ A~kho se jagatI huI hAlata meM bhI jo kucha nirakhA jA rahA hai vaha saba mAyAsvarUpa hai| binA sira paira kI viDambanA - tRSNA kA AkramaNa bahuta burA AkramaNa hai| ye mohI jana jinameM AzA lagAye hue hai, isa saMsAra meM jo ajJAniyoM kA samUha par3A huA hai, dehAtoM me, nagaro me, zaharo meM viSaya lipsA par3e hue ajJAnI janoM kA jo samUha par3A huA he unameM nAma cAhA jA rahA hai| kina meM nAma cAhA jA rahA hai pahile to vahA~ hI pola nirakho aura phira jo cAhA jA rahA hai usakI bhI asAratA dekhoN| nAma kA kyA artha? svara 16 hai, vyajjana 33 hai, akSaro ko kahI kA kahI rakha diyA gayA aura unako par3ha liyA gayA, suna liyA gayA to isameM tumhArA svarUpa kahA~ AyA? zabda hai, jisakA jo bhI nAma hai usa nAma ke zabdo ko thor3A ulaTa karake kahI kA kahI rakha diyA, phira to usa para isa tRSNAvI purUSa kA kucha bhI AkarSaNa nahI hai| jo kalpanA meM, vyavahAra meM mAna liyA gayA hai ki yaha mai hUM una akSaroM se kitanI prIti hai? kucha nAma bhI kara jAyege aura kucha akSara bhI kahI likha jAyegeM to unase isa mara jAne vAle kA kyA sambaMdha hai| aura jIvita avasthA meM bhI usa nAma se kyA sambaMdha hai ? saMsAra anAdi nidhana hai| isa manuSya bhava kI prApti se pahile bhI hama kucha the aba usakA patA nahI hai| hama kyA the, kahA~ the, kaise the usakA aba kucha AbhAsa nahI hai| yo hI kucha samaya bAda isa bhava se cale jAne para yahA~ kA bhI kucha AbhAsa na rhegaa| phira kisalie yaha caubIsa ghaMTe kA samaya vyartha kI kalpanAvoM meM hI ga~vAyA jA rahA hai| svasthatA aura asvasthatA - ye ajJAnI jIva dhana vaibhava se apane ko svastha mAnate hai ve aise bAvale hai ki jaise koI jvara vAlA ghI pIkara apane ko svastha anubhava kare, vaha to
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________________ viDambanA kI nizAnI hai| isa jIva kI vipadA kA koI rUpaka bhI hai kyA, ki isakA nAma vipadA hai| are kalpanA meM yaha jIva atyanta vyAkula hai| kucha loga aise bhI dekhe jAte hai ki jinakA mAtra eka putra hai aura Age kisI putra kI ummIda nahI hai, strI gujara gayI hai usakA vaha ikalautA baccA mara jAya to bhI kucha birale loga aise dekhane aura sunane me Ae hai ki unako taba bhI kucha cintA nahI hotii| ve saba jAnate hai ki yaha saba mAyArUpa hai, isameM merA to kucha bhI na thaa| ajJAnI jIva kalpanA karake kisI bhI bAta meM vipadA samajha baiThate hai aura ve duHkhI hote hai kintu jJAnI saMta vivekabala se svastha bane rahate hai| vipattimAtmano mUDhaH pareSAmiva neksste| dahAmAnamRgAkIrNavanAntaratarUsthavat / / 14 / / Atmavipatti ke adarzana kA kAraNa - pUrva zloka meM yaha batAyA gayA thA ki sampadA kA samAgama bhI manuSya ko mahAkaSTa utpanna karatA hai, aisI bAta sunakara yaha jijJAsA honI prAkRtika hai ki sampadA kA samAgama Apatti kA hI karane vAlA hai to phira loga ise chor3a kyo nahI dete hai ? kyo rAta dina sampadA ke samAgama ke cakkara meM hI yatraM tatra ghUmA karate hai ? isakI jijJAsA kA samAdhAna isa zloka meM hai| yaha mUrkha purUSa dUsaro kI vipatti ko to dekha letA hai, jAna letA hai ki yaha vipadA hai, yaha manuSya vyartha hI jhaMjhaTa meM par3A hai, kintu apane Apa para bhI vahI vipadA hai vaha vipadA nahI mAlUma hotI hai kyAki isa prakAra kA rAga hai moha hai ki apane Apako viSayoM ke sAdhana rUcikara aura iSTa mAlUma hote hai, dUsare ke prati yaha bhAva jaldI pahuMca jAtA hai ki loga kyoM vyartha meM kaSTa bhoga rahe hai ? kyoM vipadA meM hai? Atmavipatti ke eka adarzaka kA dRSTAMta - apanI bhUla samajha meM na Aye, isake lie yaha dRSTAnta diyA gayA hai ki koI vana jala rahA hai jisameM bahuta mRga rahate hai, usa jalate hue vana ke bIca meM koI purUSa phaMsa gayA to vaha jhaTa kisI per3a ke Upara car3ha jAtA hai para car3hA huA vaha purUSa eka aura dRSTi pasArakara dekha rahA hai ki vaha dekho hiraNa mara gayA, vaha dekho kharagoza tar3aphakara jala rahA hai, cAro ora jAnavaro kI vipadA ko dekha rahA hai para usa mUr3ha purUSa ke khyAla meM yaha nahI hai ki jo dazA ina jAnavaro kI ho rahI hai, kucha hI samaya bAda yahI dazA hamArI hone vAlI hai, yaha cAro tarapha kI lagI huI Aga hameM bhI bhasma kara degI aura merA bhI kucha patA na rhegaa| vaha purUSa vRkSa ke Upara baiThA huA dUsaro kI vipadA ko to dekha rahA hai para apanI vipadA ko nahI najara meM lA pAtA hai| use to yaha dhyAna meM hai ki mai aise U~ce vRkSa para baiThA hU~, yaha Aga nIce lagI hai, bAhara lagI hai, yaha agni merA kyA bigAr3a kara sakatI hai? use yaha patA nahIM hotA ki jisa prakAra ye jaMgala ke jIva mere dekhate hue jala rahe hai isI prakAra thor3I hI dera meM mai bhI bhasma ho jaauugaaN| Atmavipatti ke adarzaka kI paristhiti - dahAmAna vana meM vRkSa para car3he hue jana kI bhAMti yaha ajJAnI purUSa dhana vaibhava se anya manuSyo para AyI huI vipadA ko to smaraNa kara
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________________ letA hai ki dekho usakA mAla pakar3A gayA, usakA mAla japta ho gayA, yaha marane vAlA hai, yaha mara gayA, kisI para kucha vipadA AyI, isa taraha pakar3A gayA, usakA mAla japta ho gayA, yaha marane vAlA hai, yaha mara gayA, kisI para kucha vipadA AyI, isa taraha auro kI vipadA ko to nirakhatA rahatA hai, paraMtu apane dhana vaibhava ke upArjana meM jo vipadA saha rahA hai use vipadA nahI mAlUma karatA hai| dhana saMcaya meM raMca bhI vizrAma nahI le pAtA hai| ho rahI hai bahuta sI vipadAe~ aura viDambanAe~, para apane Apake lie kucha viDambanA nahI dikhatI hai| mohI jIva ko kaise haTe yaha parigraha lAlaca tRSNA se? ise to yaha doSa bhI nahI mAlUma hotA hai ki mai kucha aparAdha kara rahA huuN| ajJAnI ko svakIya aparAdha kA aparicaya - jJAnI saMta jAnatA hai ki merA svarUpa zuddha jJAnAnanda hai, jJAna aura Ananda kI vizuddha vartanA ke atirikta anya jo kucha pravRtti hotI hai, mana se pravRtti huI, vacanoM se huI athavA kAyase huI to ye saba pravRttiyAM aparAdha hai| ajJAnI ko ve pravRttiyA~ aparAdha nahI mAlUma detI, vaha to ina pravRttiyoM ko karatA huA apanA guNa samajhatA hai| mujhe me aisI caturAI hai, aisI kalA hai ki maiM alpa samaya me hI dhana saMcita kara letA huuN| jJAnI purUSa jaba ki yaha samajhatA hai ki eka jJAnasvabhAvake Azrayako chor3akara anya kinhI bhI padArthokA jo Azraya liyA jAtA he ve saba aparAdha hai usase mujhe lAbha nahI hai, hAni hI hai| karmabaMdha ho, AkulatA ho aura kucha sAra bAta bhI nahI hai| aisA yaha jJAnI purUSa jAnatA hai| na to ajJAnI ko dhanasaMcaya meM hone vAlI vipadAkA vipattirUpa anubhava hotA hai aura na jo dhanopArjana hotA hai usameM bhI jo anya vipadAe~ AtI hai unakA hI smaraNa ho pAtA hai| mohIke vivake abhAva - viveka yaha batAtA hai ki dhana Adi ke kAraNa yadi koI vipadA AtI dekha to use dhanako bhI chor3a denA caahie| phaMsanepara loga aisA karate bhI hai| koI kAnUnavirUdva cIja pakar3a lI jAya, jaise ki mAno Ajakala zuddha svarNa kucha tolose jyAdA nahI rakha sakate hai aura rakhA huA ho to usa sonekA bhI parityAga kara dete hai, jA~ca karane vAlekI jeba meM hI DAla dete hai ki le jAvo yaha tumhArA hai| kitanI jaldI dhana vipadA ke samaya chor3a dete hai, kintu vAstava meM usakA chor3atA nahI hai| usa samaya kI sirapara AyI huI vipadAse bacanekA kadama hai| cittameM to yaha bharA hai ki isase kaI guNa aura kharIdakara yaha ghATA pUrA karanA pdd'egaa| dhana vaibhavake kAraNa bhI aneka vipadA AtI hai| kucha bar3e loga athavA unake saMtAna to kabhI kabhI isa dhanake kAraNa hI prANa gaMvA dete hai| aise hote bhI hai| kitane hI anartha jinhe bahutase loga jAnate hai| ye DAkU dhana bhI hara le jAye aura jAnase bhI mAra jAe~ kyoki unake maname yaha zaMkA hai ki dhana to lie jA rahe hai, kadAcita isane pakar3avA diyA to hama loga mAre jAyeMge, isase jAna bhI le lete hai| Ajakala kisI kI jAna le lenA eka khelasA bana gayA hai| chudra loga to kucha paiso ke hisAba para hI dUsaro kI jAna le DAlate hai| isa dhana ke kAraNa kitanI vipadA AtI hai, 48
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________________ kitanA hI Taiksa denA kitanA hI adhikAriyoMko manAne meM kharcA karanA kitanA zrama, kitanI vipadAe~ ye saba dhana Adi ke vaibhavake pIche hI to hotI hai| jJAnIkA parivartana - kalyANArthI gRhasthakI caryA isa prakAra rahatI hai ki AvazyakatAnusAra dhana kA urpAjana karanA aura apane jIvanako dharmapAlanake lie hI lgaanaa| aisA bhAva banAnA cAhie ki hama dhanI banane ke lie manuSya nahI hue hai, kintu jJAnAnandanijaparamAtma prabhuke darzana ke lie hama manuSya hue hai| ye bAharI pojIzana gujAre kI bAteM ye to jisa kisI bhI prakAra ho sakatI hai, kintu saMsAra ke saMkaTose mukti kA upAya eka hI DhaMgase hai, aura vaha DhaMga isa manuSyajIvana meM bana pAtA hai, isa kAraNa jJAnI purUSakA lakSya to dharmapAlanakA rahatA hai, kintu ajJAnI puruSakA lakSya viSayasAdhanoke saMcaya aura viSayoMke bhoganemeM hI rahatA hai| yadyapi dhana Adi ke kAraNa AyI huI vipadA dekheM to dhanakI AzA sarvathA chor3a denA cAhie kyoki AzA na karanese hI Ane vAlI vipadAse apanI rakSA ho sakatI hai| lekina yaha dhana vaibhavakI AzA chor3a nahI pAtA hai| yahI ajJAna hai aura yahI duHkhakA janaka hai| anartha AvazyakatAvokI vRdvimeM barabAdI - yadyapi vartamAnameM zrAvaka kI gRhasthavasthA hai, dUkAna karanA hotA hai, AjIvikA vyApAra karanA par3atA hai, parantu jJAnIkA to isa sambadhaM meM yaha dhyAna rahatA hai ki yaha vaibhava sAdhAraNa zrama karane para jitanA AnA ho Aye, hamame to vaha kalA hai ki usake andara hI apanA gujArA aura nibaTArA kara sakate hai| apanI AvazkatAe~ bar3hAkara dhanakI Aya ke lie zrama karanA yaha ucita nahI hai, kintu sahaja hI jo dhana Aye use hI DhaMgase vibhAga karate gujArA kara lenA caahie| apanI AvazyakatAe~ bar3hAkara phira unakI pUrti ke lie dhana saMcaya karanA, zrama karanA, naTakhaTa karanA yaha sajjana purUSa nahI kiyA karate hai| kitanI hI aneka vAhiyAta bAteM hai, bIDI pInA, sinemA dekhanA, pAna khAte rahanA aura bAjArU cATa caTapaTI Adi choTI choTI cIjeM khAnA- ye saba vyarthakI bAteM hai, inheM na kareM to isa manuSyakA kyA bigar3atA hai, balki inake karanese manuSya bigar3atA hai| bIr3I pIne se kalejA jala jAtA hai aura usase kitane hI asAdhya rogo kA AvAsa ho jAtA hai, sinemA dekhane se dila meM kucha cAlAkI, ThagI, dagAbAjI athavA kAma vAsanAkI bAteM ina sabakI zikSA mila jAtI hai| lAbha kucha nahI dekhA jAtA hai| ina vyartha kI bAto ko na kareM use kitanA ArAma mile| vyAmohameM aviveka aura vinAza - bhaiyA! dhanasaMcayakI tIvra icchA na rahe, eka yA do TAima khA pI liyA, tuSTa ho gae, phira phikra kI kucha bAta bhI hai kyA? lekina tRSNavaza yaha purUSa aprApta vastukI AzA karake prApta vastukA bhI sukha nahI lUTa sakate hai| ve to madyake nazemeM unmata hue prANiyoke samAna apane svarUpa ko bhUla jAte hai| apane hitakA mohameM kucha dhyAna nahI rahatA hai| matta hone meM becainI pAgalapana car3hatA hai, zarIrabala jaise 49
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________________ kSINa ho jAtA hai aise hI paravyAmohameM jJAnabala kSINa ho jAtA hai| pAgala purUSa naze meM unmata hokara apane svarUpako bhUla jAte hai, apane hitakA dhyAna nahI rakha sakate hai / aise hI dhanI puruSa bhI dUsaro kI sampadA, ghara Adiko vinaSTa hote hue dekhakara kabhI vicAra nahI karate ki yaha kAla agni isa taraha mujhe bhI na chor3egI, ataH zIghra hI Atmahita kara lenA zreSTha hai / galatI ko bhI mAnane kA vyAmoha isa jIva meM jJAna bhI prakAzamAna he aura rAgAdikake raMga bhI car3he hue hai jisase jJAna kA to upayoga dUsaro ke lie karate hai aura kaSAyakA upayoga apane lie karate hai| dUsarokI raMca bhI galtI jJAnameM A jAtI hai aura use ve pahAr3a barAbara mAna lete hai| apanI apanI bar3I galatI bhI inhe mAlUma hI nahI hotI hai, ye to nirantara apane ko catura samajhate hai| kucha bhI kArya kare koI, lalAkA kArya kare athavA kisI prakAra kA haTha kare to usameM yeM apanI caturAI mAnate hai| mai bahuta catura huuN| khuda apane mu~ha miyAmiTThU banate hai| apane ko kalAvAna, vidyAvana, catura mAna lene se to kArya sidvi na ho jaaygii| apanI tuccha bAto para caturAI manAne meM yaha jIva apane Apako bar3A vidvAna samajha rahA he| upadeza dene bhI bar3A kuzala ho jAtA hai| zAstra lekara bA~cane baiThA yA zAstra sabhA karane baiThA to rAga dveSa nahI karane yogya hai / aura AtmadhyAna karane yogya hai- isa viSayakA bar3I kalA aura khUbIse varNana kara letA hai para khuda bhI usa saba hitamayI vArtAko kitanA apane meM utAratA hai so usa aura bhAvanA hI nahI hai / ajJAnIkI samajhame apanI bhUla bhI phUla bhaiyA ! dUsaro kI vipatti to bahuta zIghra pakar3a meM A jAtI hai, kintu apane ApakI bar3I bhUla bhI samajha me nahI aatii| kabhI kisI jIva para krodha kiyA jA rahA hai aura usase lar3AI kI jA rahI hai to bIca bicauniyA karane vAlA purUSa mUDhaM jaMcatA hai isa krodhako / ise kucha patA nahI hai ki mai kitanA sahanazIla huuN| aura yaha dUsarA kitanA duSTa vyavahAra karane vAlA hai? use krodha karate hue bhI apanI caturAI mAlUma ho rahI hai, parantu dUsare purUSa jAnate hai, majAka karate hai ki na kucha bAta para binA prayojanake yaha manuSya kitanA ulTA cala rahA hai, krodha kara rahA hai| viSayakaSAyokI rUci hone se isa jIvapara bar3I vipadA hai| bAharI paudgalika vipadA milanepara bhI yaha jIva kitanA apane mana meM viSayakaSAyoko pakar3e hue hai ina viSayo`sa judA ho pA rahe hai yA nahI, apane para kucha hamane kAbU kiyA yA nahI isa aura dRSTi nahI dete hai ye ajJAnI puruSa / to pratyeka paristhiti meM apane ko catura mAnate hai / J vibhAva vipadA moha, kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ina 6 jAtiyoke jo vibhAva pariNAma hai yaha hI jIvapara vAstavika vipadA hai| jIvopara vipadA koI anya padArtha nahI DhA sakate hai| ye apanI kalpanA meM Apa se hI vipadA utpanna kara rahe hai| kyA hai vipatti isa jIvapara? moha ajJAna kAmavAsanA kA bhAva / krodha mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi ke kaSAyo ke 50 -
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________________ pariNamana ye saba hai vipdaa| ina saba vipadAvoko vipadArUpa se apanI najarameM rakhanA hai| ina saba vipadAvo se chUTane kA upAya kevala bhedavijJAna hai| jitane bhI aba taka sAdhu hue hai ve bhedavijJAnake pratApase hue hai, aura jo abataka jIva baMdhe par3e hai va isa saMsAra meM rUlate cale jA rahe hai ve isa bhedavijJAnase abhAvase aisI durgati pA rahe hai| yathArtha vipadA to jIvapara mohakI, bhramakI hai| bhramI purUSa apaneko bhramI nahI samajha sktaa| yadi apanI karatUta ko bhramapUrNa mAna le to phira bhrama hI kyA rahA? bhrama vaha kahalAtA hai jisameM bhrama bhrama na mAlUma hokara yatharthA bAta vidita hotI hai bhramakA hI nAma moha hai| loga vizeSa anurAgako moha kaha dete hai kintu vizeSa anurAgakA nAma moha nahI hai, bhrama kA nAma moha hai| rAgake sAtha sAtha jo eka bhrama lagA huA hai, yaha merA hai, yaha merA hitakArI hai, aisA jo bhrama hai usakA to nAma moha hai aura suhAvanA jo laga rahA hai usakA nAma rAga hai| bhramakI coTa - rAga se bhI bar3I vipadA, bar3I coTa mohakI hotI hai| isa mohameM yaha jIva dUsare kI vipadAko to saMkaTa mAna letA hai| amuka bImAra hai, yaha mara sakatA hai isakA maraNa nikaTa A gayA hai, ye loga vipadA pA sakate hai| sabakI vipadAvoko nirakhatA jAyagA, socatA jAyagA kintu khuda bhI isa vipadA meM grasta hai aisA dhyAna na kara skegaa| isa bhramake kAraNa, bAhAdRSTike kAraNa yaha jIva sampadAse kleza pA rahA hai aura usa hI sampadAmeM yaha apanI mauja DhUDhaM rahA hai| jJAnI purUSa na sampadAmeM harSa karatA hai aura na vipadA meM viSAda mAnatA hai| AyurvRdvikSayotkarSahetuM kAlasya nirgamam / vAJachatAM dhaninAmiSTaM jIvitAtsutarAM dhanam / / 15 / / lobhIke jIvanase bhI adhika dhana se prema - jisa vaibhava ke kAraNa manuSyapara saMkaTa Ate hai usa vaibhava ke prati isa manuSyakA prema itanA adhika hai ki usake sAmane jIvana kA bhI utanA prema nahI karatA hai| isake pramANarUpameM eka bAta yaha rakhI jA rahI hai jisase yaha pramANita ho ki dhanI purUSoko jIvana se bhI pyArA dhana hai| baiMkarsa loga aisA karate hai nA ki bahuta rakama hone para byAja se rakama de diyA karate hai| vyAja kaba AyagA, jaba mahInA 6 mahInA, varSabhara vyatIta hogaa| kisIko 2 hajAra rUpyA vyAja para de diyA aura usakA 10 rUpyA mahInA byAja AtA hai to eka varSa vyatIta ho to 120 rUpyA aaygaa| to byAja se AjIvikA karane vAle purUSa isakI pratIkSA karate hai ki jaldI 12 mahIne vyatIta ho jaaveN| samayake vyatIta hone kI hI bATa johate hai tabhI to dhana milegaa| aba dekho ki eka varSa vyatIta ho jAyagA to kyA milegA? byAja dhana aura yahA~ kyA ho jAyagA eka sAlakA mrnn| jisako 50 sAla hI jIvita rahanA hai to eka varSa vyatIta ho jAyagA to aba 49 varSa hI jiyegaa|
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________________ jIvanase bhI adhika dhana se prema honekA vivaraNa - bhaiyA! samayakA vyatIta honA do bAto kA kAraNa hai- eka to Ayu ke vinAzakA kAraNa hai aura dUsare dhanaprAptikA kAraNa hai| varSa bhara vyatIta ho gayA isake mAyane yaha hai ki eka varSa kI AyukA kSaya ho gayA aura taba vyAjakI prApti huI / yo kAlakA vyatIta honA, samayakA gajara jAnA do bAto kA kAraNa hai- eka to Ayuke kSayakA kAraNa hai aura dUsare dhanakI vRdvikA kAraNa hai| jaise hI kAla gujaratA hai taise hI taise jIvakI Ayu kama hotI jAtI hai aura vaise hI vyApAra Adike sAdhanose dhanakI barabAdI hotI hai| to dhanIloga athavA jo dhanI adhika bananA cAhate hai ve loga kAlake vyatIta hone ko acchA samajhate hai, to isase yaha siddha huA ki ina dhanika purUSo ko dhana jIvana se bhI adhika pyArA hai| varSa bharakA samaya gujaranepara dhana to jarUra mila jAyagA para yahA~ usakI Ayu bhI kama ho jaayegii| aise dhanakA jo lobhI purUSa hai athavA dhana jisako pyArA hai aura samaya gujaranekI bATa johatA hai usakA artha yaha hai ki use dhana to pyArA huA, para jIvana pyArA nahI huaa| __ lobhasaMskAra - anAdikAla se isa jIvana para lobhakA saMskAra chAyA huA hai| kiyA kyA isa jIvane? jisa paryAya meM gayA usa paryAya ke zarIra se isane prIti kI, lobha kiyA, use hI Atmasarvasva maanaa| anAdikAlase lobha kaSAyake hI saMskAra lage hai isake kAraNa yaha jIva dhanako apane jIvana se bhI adhika pyArA samajhatA hai| dekho nA samaya ke gujarane se AyukA to vinAza hotA hai aura dhana kI bar3havArI hAtI hai| aisI sthiti meM jo purUSa dhanako cAhate hai, kAla ke gujaraneko cAhate hai isakA artha yaha hai ki unhe jIvana kI to paravAha nahI hai aura dhanavRdvi kI icchA se kAlake gujaraneko hitakArI mAnate hai| aise hI anya kAraNa bhI samajha lo jisase yaha siddha hai ki dhana sampadA ke icchuka purUSa dhana Adi se utpanna hue vipadAkA kucha bhI vicAra nahI krte| lobhakaSAyameM yaha hI hotA he| lobha meM vicAra hotA hai to kevala dhanasaMcayakA aura dhanasaMrakSaNakA | maiM AtmA kaise sukhI rahUM zuddha Ananda kaise prakaTa ho, merA paramArtha hita kisa kartavya meM hai, aisI kucha bhI apane jJAna vivekI bAta ise nahI rUcatI hai| kitanI hI vipadAe~ bhogatA jAya para jisakI dhuna lagI huI hai| usakI sidvi honI cAhie, isa Tekapara ar3A hai yaha mohii| yaha saba mohakA hI eka prasAda hai| dhanaviSayaka jijJAsA va samAdhAna - yahA~ yaha jijJAsA ho sakatI hai ki dhanako itanA burA kyo kahA gayA hai? dhanake binA puNya nahI kiyA jA sakatA, pAtradAna, devapUjA, vaiyAvRtya, garIbokA upakAra ye saba dhanake binA kaise sambhava hai? taba dhana puNyodayakA kAraNa huA naa| ise niMdya kaise kahA? vaha dhana to prazaMsAke yogya hai jisa dhanake kAraNa paropakAra kiyA jA sakatA hai| taba yaha karanA cAhie ki khUba dhana kamAvo aura acchekArya meM lagAvo, puNya paidA kro| dhana sampadA vaibhavako kyoM vipadA kahA jA rahA hai, kyo itanI nindA kI 52
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________________ jA rahI hai? isake uttara meM saMkSepataH itanI bAta samajha lo ki ye dAna pUjA jo kie jAte hai vaha dhana kamAneke kAraNa jo pApa hotA hai, anyAya hotA hai athavA pApa hote he unakA doSa kama karane ke lie prAyazcita svarUpa ye saba dAna Adika kie jAte hai, aura phira koI maiM tyAga karU~gA, dAna karU~gA isa khyAla se yadi dhanakA saMcaya karatA hai| to usakA kevala bakavAda mAtra hai| jisake tyAga kI buddhi hai / vaha saMcaya kyoM karanA cAhatA hai? saMcaya ho jAtA hai to vivake meM usa saMcita dhanako acchI jagaha lagAne ke lie preraNA karatA hai, para koI purUSa jAna jAnakara dhana upArjita kare aura yaha khyAla banAye ki mai acchI jagaha lagAne ke lie dhana kamA rahA hUM to yaha dharmakI paripATI nahI hai| aisA pariNAma nirmala gRhasthakA nahI hotA hai ki mai dAna karane ke lie hI dhana kamAU~ / yadi aisA koI socatA bhI hai to usameM yaza nAmakI bhI lipsA sAtha meM lagI hotI hai, phira usakA tyAga nAma nahI rahatA hai, isa hI bAta ko aba isa zloka meM kaha rahe hai tyAgAya zreyase vittamavittaH saMcinoti yaH / svazarIraM sa paDa. kena snAsyAmIti vilimpati / / 16 / / dhanArjanakA upahAsya banAvaTI dhyeya - joM dhanahIna manuSya dAna pUjA AdikAryoM ke dhyeya se athavA puNya - prApti ke dhyeya se yA pApokA nAza karU~gA isa khyAla se dhanopArjana karatA hai- sevA kare, khetI kare, vyApAra kare, ina kAryo se dhanako ikaTThA karatA hai vaha purUSa mAno isa prakArakA kArya kara rahA hai jaise koI purUSa "maiM nahAUMgA" yaha khyAla karake, yaha AzA rakhakara kIcar3a lapeTatA hai| mai nahAUMgA so kIcar3a lapeTanA cAhie aisA kauna socatA hai? saMsAra ke adhikAzaM jIvo kI yaha dhAraNA rahatI hai ki dhanakI prApti ke lie yadi nindya se nindya bhI kArya karane par3e to bhI unako karake dhanakA saMcaya kara leM aura usa dhanasaMcaya meM, usa anyAya kara lene meM jo pApa lageMge una pApoko dhone ke lie yA usake badale meM dhanakA dAna dekara, devapUjA karake, gurubhakti karake, sevA karake, paropakAra karake puNya prApta kara leMge parantu aisA khyAla karanA ThIka nahI hai| isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki jo kumArga se dhanaMsacaya karatA hai vaha to ajJAnI purUSa hai| dRSTAnta vivaraNa sahita anAr3I ke aviveka kA pradarzana bhaiyA ! jisako kucha bhI vivake jagA hai vaha kumArgo se dhanakA sacaMya na kregaa| jaise koI purUSa mai nahA lUMgA, mai nahA lUMgA aisA abhiprAya karake zarIra meM kIcar3a ko lapeTatA hai to use duniyAke loga vivekI na khege| kIcaDa lapeTe aura nahAye to usase kyA lAbha hai? aise hI pApa karake dhanasaMcaya kare aura vaha manameM yaha samajhe ki mai isa dhanako dAna, paropakAra, sevA Adike acche kAryo meM kharca kara dU~gA aura kare khoTe mArga se dhanakA saMcaya, to vaha to ajJAna aMdhakAra se ghirA huA hai, aura vaha jo acche kAryo meM lagAne kI bAta soca rahA hai so 53
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________________ usakI dRSTi acche kAryo kA khyAla hI nahI hai| vahA~ bhI kevala mAnapoSaNa lobha puSTi Adi hI lage hue hai| kadAcit bhAgyavaza dhana bhI mila jAya to khoTe rAsto se kumArgose chala karake, anyAya karake, dagA dekara kisI bhI prakAra dhanasaMcaya karatA hai to usakA dhana pApa kAryo meM hI laga sakatA hai, acche kAryo meM lagane kI atyanta kama sambhAvanA hai| loga bhI prAyaH isa prakAra dekhateM hai ki jinakI kamAI khoTI hotI hai, khoTI kamAI se dhanakA saMcaya hotA hai to vaha vaisA pApa kAryo meM lagakara kharca ho jaaygaa| athavA kinhI jhaMjhaTo se kinhI prakAro se kinhI prakAro se lUTa piTakara naSTa ho jAyagA, acche kAryo meM vaha nahI laga paaygaa| zuddha arjana se dhanakI aTUTa vRddhi kI azakyatA - nItikAra kahate hai ki sajjano kI sampatti zudva dhana se nahIM bar3ha pAtI hai| jaise samudra svaccha jalakI nadiyose nahI bharA jAtA hai, gaMdA pAnI maTIlA mailA pAnI se samudra bharA karatA hai| svaccha nirmala jala se nadiyokI bharamAra nahI hotI hai| gaMdale malina jalase hI nadiyA~ bharI hotI hai aura una nadiyo se hI samudraM bharA jAtA hai| yo hI samajhiye ki sajjana purUSa bhI ho usa taka ke bhI sampadA ekadama bar3hegI to zudva mArga se na bddh'egii| dhanasacaMya meM kumArgokA Azraya lenA hI par3atA hai| ThIka hai| adhyAtmadRSTise to AtmatatvakI dRSTi ko chor3akara ki kinhI bhI bAhA padArtho dRSTi lagAye, unakI AzA kareM to ve saba anItike mArga hai, kumArga hai lekina jisa padameM saMcayake binA gujArA nahI ho sakatA aise gRhastha kI avasthAmeM koI aura upAya nahI hai| use dhanakA sacaMya athavA upArjana karanA hI par3atA hai| ThIka hai, lekina itanA vivake to honA cAhiye ki loka meM jo anihita mArga hai, kumArga hai unase dhana saMcaya ra kre| vizudva nIti mArga se hI dhanakA upArjana kre| yathArtha sacAIke binA aihika kaThina samasyA - Aja ke samaya meM AjIvikAkI kaThina samasyA sAmane hai| loga jaise ki kahate hai ki bleka kie binA, Taiksa curAye binA do tarahakI kApiyA~ likhe binA kAI dhana kamA hI nahI sakatA hai, vaha sukhase roTI bhI nahI khA sakatA hai, usa para Taiksa kA anucita bojha lada jAtA hai| isa sambandha meM prathama to bAta yaha hai ki yaha vyApArI ImAnadAra hai, saccA hai yaha pramANa nahI hai, isa kAraNa anAma sanApa Taiksa lagA diyA jAtA hai jina purUSoke sambandha meM yaha nirNaya bhalI prakAra ho jAtA hai aura jinakI saccAI ke sAtha sAre kAgajAta pAye jAte hai to kucha varSoM meM usakI saccAI kA aisA DhiMDhorA ho jAtA hai ki loga use samajhate hai ki yahA~ satya bAta hotI hai| to usake vyApAra meM kamI nahI AtI hai aura na phira adhikArI use satAte hai| lekina jaba adhakacare DhaMgase kucha saccAI kAma kare kucha saMdeha hai so kabhI kabhI kucha Diga jAye so aise Dagamaga paga se saccAI kI vyavasthA kI jAtI hai usase pUrA nahI par3atA he to kamase
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________________ kama aMtaraMga meM to saccAI rkhe| jaise ki vastupara jitanA lAbha lenA hai usapara utanA hI lAbha rkhe| yaha manameM bhAvanA na kare ki mai kisI kA nItisImA se bhI adhika dhana le luuN| vyApArika saccAIkA Adhunika eka udAraNa jo sarvathA satyavyavahAra karate hai va jo nirNayameM satya vyavahAra karate hai, bahuta jagaha mileMge isa taraha ke manuSya / pahile prakAra kA manuSya mujaphpharanagara meM jAnA gayA thaa| salekhacaMda sTezanarIkI dUkAna kitanI bar3I hai? to vakIla the| rAjabhUSaNa, jo aba bhI hai| bole ki tIna cAra phuTa caur3I aura 4.5 phuTa lambI hai salekacanda bole ki sAhaba isake pIche eka hAla bhI hai jaja suna bar3A hairAna ho gayA, kahI dukAnadArako aisA karanA cAhie ? phira jaja pUchatA hai ki rAja kitane kI bikrI hotI hai? to vakIla kahatA hai ki kabhI 20rU kI, kabhI 30rU kI aura kabhI 50rU kii| jaba jajane salekhacaMda kI oda dekhA to saleMkhacanda kahate hai hA~ sAhaba kabhI 20rU kI bikrI hotI hai kabhI 30 kI hotI hai kabhI 50, kI hotI hai aura kabhI 500rU taka kI bhI ho jAtI hai| aura bhI jajane eka do prazna kiyA / to jaja kahatA hai ki vakIla sAhaba! tuma kitanA hI bharamAvo, para yaha dhanI to apanI saccAI para hI kAyama hai| dhanIkA hI vakIla thaa| to usa jajane usI hisAba se Taiksa lagAyA jo salekhaMcaMdakI bahImeM thA aura yaha noTa kara diyA ki hamane aisA satya puruSa abhI taka nahI dekhA / - lenadenake samaya kI saccAIkA eka Adhunika udAharaNa dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki bhale hI grAhakoM se kucha bhAva tAvakI bAta kare para jaba taya ho jAya aura mAla diyA jAne lage to jyAdA dAma agara A rahe ho to usake dAma vApisa kara de| aise bhI kaI hote hai, abhI bhAdomeM jo bAbUlAla harapAlapurake Aye the| unake aisA niyama hai| koI kapar3A do rUpayA gajakA par3A ho aura savA do rUpayA gaja denA ho to bhAva tAva karane para yadi 2||rU0 gaja Thahara gayA to dete samaya 2 / / rU gaja ke dAma rakhakara phira 4 Ane gajake dAma vApisa kara dete hai| grAhaka kucha kahatA hai to vaha kahate hai ki hamArA niyama hai hama itane se jyAdA nahI le skte| yadi grAhakane kahA ki ThaharAyA to itanekA hI thA nA, to vaha kahate ki sabhI dUkAnadAra bhAva ThaharAte, hama na ThaharAye to grAhaka na Aye, so bhAva ThaharAnA par3atA hai, para hama apane niyama se jyAdA nahI le sakate / to dUsare nambarakI yaha bhI saccAI hai| jJAnIkA cintana jo aMtaraMga meM kevala dhanasaMcaya karanA, kisI bhI prakAra ho, adhika se adhika dUsaroM kA dhana AnA hI AnA cAhie aisA pariNAma ho to vahAM sanmArga to apanAyA hI nahI jA sktaa| jJAnI saMta to yo vicAratA hai ki jo dhana cAhate hai ve dhanakI aprApti meM duHkhI hote hai / jo dhanI hai unhe tRpti nahI hotI hai isa kAraNa duHkhI hai| sukhI to kevala AkiJcanya AtmasvarUpako apanAne vAle yogI jana hote hai / sampatti aura vipatti ye dono hI jJAnI purUSo ke lie eka samAna hai| vipattiko bhI ve aupAdhika cIja 55
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________________ mAnate hai aura kleza kA kAraNa mAnate hai| isa dhana ko puNya kA utpAdaka samajhanA bhrama hai yadi yaha dhana puNyakA utpAdaka hotA to bar3e bar3e mahArAja cakrI Adi kyoM isakA parityAga kara dete ? vivaza hokara dhana kamAnA par3atA hai to vivekI jana usa aparAdhake prAyazcitameM athavA usa aparAdha se nivRtta hone kI TohameM aisA pariNAma rakhate hai| jisase dAna aura upakAra meM dhana lagatA rahatA hai| AnandasamRddhi kA upAya he Atman ! yadi tujhe AnandakI icchA ho to parapadArtho iSTa aniSTa budvikA parityAga kara aura zuddha jJAnAnaMdasvarUpa nija tatvakA paricaya kr| zudva anAdi ananta svabhAva AtmAke Azrayase hI prakaTa hotA hai| Anandamayaya Atmatatvako rakhanevAle upayoga meM aisI paddhati banatI hai jisase Ananda hI prakaTa hotA hai vahA~ klezake anubhavakA avakAza hI nahI hai / jo purUSArthI jIva satya sAhasa karake nirvikalpajJAnaprakAzakI AsthA rakhate hai unhIkA jIvana saphala hai| Ananda Anandamaya paramabrahRma kI upAsanAmeM hai| Ananda vAstavika samRddhi meM hai / samRdvisampannatA honekA nAma hI Ananda hai| paramArthasamRdvisampannatA meM nirAkulatA hotI hI hai| yaha sampannatA tyAgamaya svarasaparipUrNa Atmatatvake avalambanase prasiddha hotI hai| - Arambhe tApakAn prAptAvatptipratipAdakAn / ante sudustyajAn kAmAn kAmaM kaH sevate sudhIH / / 17 / / bhogake udyameM hairAniyA ye viSayoke sAdhana prArambhameM, madhyameM, aMta me sadA dukha ke hI kAraNa hote hai, phira bhI mohI jIva duHkho ko bhogate jAte he aura una bhogasAdhanose hI rati karate rahate hai| ye bhoga ArambhameM saMtoSa utpanna karate hai / bhogo ke sAdhana juTAne ke lie kitanA udyama karanA par3atA hai? kamAI kare, rakSA kare, cIje jor3e, kitane kleza karate hai, eka baDhiyA bhojana khAne ke lie 24 ghaMTe pahile se hI taiyAriyA~ karate hai aura phala kitanA hai, usa bhojana kA svAda kitanI derako milatA hai, jitanI dera mukhameM kaura hai / vaha kaura gale ke nIce calA gayA, phira usakA kucha svAda nahI / peTa meM par3e hue bhojana kA svAda koI nahI le sakatA hai| aura phira unake sAdhana juTAne meM kitanA zrama karanA par3atA hai ? Aja bar3e-bar3e loga hairAnI kA anubhava kara rahe hai ki bar3e vicitra kAnUna bana rahe hai, Taiksa lagA rahe hai, munAphA nahI rahA, para unakI aura dRSTi nahI hai jo 40-45 rUpayA mAha para dinabhara juTe rahate hai| kaise dRSTi ho, dRSTi to viSayasAdhano ke bhogane kI hai| ye bhogo ke sAdhana Arambha meM saMtApa utpanna karake zarIra, indriya aura mana ko kleza ke kAraNa hote hai / sevA, vANijya kitanI hI prakAra ke udyama karane par3ate hai taba bhogo ke sAdhana mila pAte hai / 1 56
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________________ bhoga se atRpti va samaya kI barabAdI jaba ye bhoga prApta ho jAte hai taba bhogate bhI tRpti nahI hotI hai| koI sA bhI bhoga Aja khUba bhoga lo, kala se vikalpa na karanA, koI kara sake aisA to khUba bhoga bhogo, para ye bhoga aise bure hai ki jyo bhogo tyoM atRpti hotI hai| tRpti nahI hotI hai| bhoga bhogane meM bhoga nahI bhoge gaye, yaha bhogane vAlA khuda bhuga gyaa| bhoga kA kyA bigaDA ? vaha padArtha to jo thA so hai / athavA kisI bhI prakAra kA unameM pariNamana ho ve pudgala ke vikAra hai unakA kyA bigADA? bigar3A to isa bhogane vAle kaa| jIvana gayA, samaya gujarA, manuSyabhava khoyA, jisa manuSyabhava meM jJAna kI lau lagAyI jAtI to jarA jAnane kA hisAba lagAvo, dasa dasa akSara hI roja sIkhate to sAla bhara meM mAna lo| 3 / / hajAra akSara sIkha lete aura samajha kI umra kitanI nikala gayI, mAna lo 40 varSa nikala gayI to 40 varSa meM kitane akSara sIkhate isakA aMdAja to lagAvo / bar3e-bar3e sAdhu saMta apanI bar3I buddhi vaibhava se jo kucha unhone pAyA, sIkhA, anubhava kiyA usakA nicor3a likha gaye hai, para unake isa sArabhUta upadeza ko sunane, bAMcane dekhane taka kI bhI himmata nahI cltii| kyA kiyA manuSya janma pAkara ? - bhoga se atRpti kI vRddhi ye bhoga jaba bhoge jA rahe ho to ye asaMtoSa ko hI utpanna karate hai| unake bhogane kI phira bAra-bAra icchA ho jAtI hai| kisI dehAtI para Apako yadi krodha A rahA ho usake kisI asadvyavahAra ke kAraNa, to usako barabAda karane kI mana meM AtI hai nA, to usako bilkula barabAda Apa kara de, usakA upAya to yaha hai ki kucha milane lage to basa vaha apane jIvana ko barabAda kara ddaalegaa| use barabAda hI karanA hai to yaha hai upAya / use cakhA do koI bhoga to vaha viSayasAdhano meM barabAda ho jaayegaa| loga viSaya bhogakara apanI bar3I caturAI mAnate hai, maine aisA bhogA, aisA khAyA bahuta rasIlI cIjeM khAne vAle vyakti aMta meM bahuta burI taraha se rogI ho sakate hai / aura rUkhA sUkhA saMtoSa bhara khAne vAle purUSa kaho caMgeM raha sakate hai / bhoga meM vyagratA - bhaiyA ! kAhe kA bhoga bhogA, kauna sI caturAI pA lI ? ye bhoga asantoSa ko hI utpanna karate hai / bhoga bhogate samaya zanti nahI rahatI hai| koI sA bhI bhoga ho, vaha zAnti ke sAtha nahI bhogA jAtA hai| cAhe khAne kA bhoga ho, cAhe sUghaMne kA bhoga ho, cAhe kisI ramaNIka vastu ko dekhane ko bhoga ho, cAhe koI rAga rAginI bhare zabdo ke sunane kA bhoga ho, cAhe kAmavAsanA kA bhoga ho, koI bhI bhoga zAnti ke sAtha nahI bhogA jA sakatA hai| bhogate samaya vyagratA aura AkulatA niyama se hotI hai / bhogane kA saMkalpa bane taba vyagratA, bhoga bhogo taba vyagratA aura bhoga bhogane ke bAda bhI vyagratA / Adi se aMta taka una bhogo ke prasaMga meM kleza hI kleza hote hai / bhoga se atRpti kA dRSTAntapUrvaka samarthana bhoga bhogane se tRpti nahI hotI hai| jaise agni kabhI Idhana ko khA-khAkara tRpta nahI ho sakatI hai, jitanA Idhana baDhe utanA hI 57 -
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________________ Aga kI jvAlA baDhegI, aise hI ina dandriya ke viSayo ke bhogo se bhI kabhI tRpti nahI hotI jyo jyo viSaya mile tyo tyoM atRpti hotI hai| saMsAra meM saba jIva eka se duHkhI hai, garIba aura amIra dono eka se duHkhI hai| unake duHkha kI jAti meM thor3A antara hai, para duHkha kA kAma kyA hai? vihala banA denaa| so yaha bAta garIba aura amIra dono meM eka samAna hotI hai| garIba bhUkha ke mAne tar3apha para vihala hotA hai to amIra loga mAnasika vedanAvo meM, IrSyA tRSNA kI jvAlAvo meM jalakara duHkhI rahate hai| balki garIba ke duHkha se amIra ke duHkha bar3e hai| garIba hArTa phela hone se mara jAyeM aise kama udAharaNa milate hai aura hArTa phela hokara mara jAne vAle dhaniko ke udAharaNa adhika milate hai| devoke bhI bhoga se tRpti kA abhAva - kahA~ hai sukha, saba eka taraha ke duHkha hai| manuSyo kI bAta to dUra jAne do, devatA loga jinako bhUkha pyAsa kA saMkaTa nahI, jinhe khetI dukAna Adi kA Arambha nahI karanA par3atA hai, manamAne zrRMgAra, vastra, AbhUSaNa unhe mile hue hai| jo cAheM vaha vastu unako turanta hAjira hai, phira bhI ve dUsaro kI RdviyA~ dekhakara, sampadA dekhakara, vaibhava dekhakara duHkhI hote hai| koI hukuma dekara duHkhI hotA hai to koI hukuma mAnakara duHkhI mAnakara duHkhI hotA he| duHkhI dono samAna hai| una devo meM jo deva hukuma diyA karate hai ve hukuma dekara duHkhI rahate hai aura hukuma mAnane vAlA bhI apanI kalpanA se duHkhI rahA karatA hai| ye bhoga bhogate samaya atRpti utpanna karate hai| bhogaviyoga meM vikSobha - bhoga bhoga bhI liye joye, para jaba inakA aMta hotA hai to usa samaya yaha chor3anA nahI cAhatA bhogoM ko aura bhoga chUTe jA hI rahe hai| yaha khuda maratA hai to sArA kA sArA ekadama chUTa rahA hai| yaha chor3anA nahI cAhatA koI kyA eka damar3I bhI sAtha le jA sakatA hai, kahA~ le jAtA hai? manuSya kamIja pahine mara gayA to kamIja yahI raha gayI jIva calA jAtA hai| koI gaddA takkI para par3A huA mara gayA to saba gaddA takkI yahI dhare raha jAte hai, jIva yo hI calA gyaa| saba cIjeM yo hI chaTa jAtI hai| dekhane meM saba AtA hai, para isa mohI jIva ko ina bhogo ke chor3ane ko sAhasa nahI hotA hai| jJAnI purUSa hI yaha sAhasa kara sakatA hai ki saba kucha jAtA hai to jAvo, ye mujhase gaye hue to pahile hI the| pahile mai inameM milA hI kahA~ thA? Adi, madhya aMta tIno hI avasthAvoM se kisI eka avasthA meM hI agara bhogo se sukha milatA hotA to calo taba bhI bhogo ko acchA mAna liyA jAya para yahA~ to sarvatra kleza hI kleza hai sukha kA to nAma hI nahI hai| Arambha me kleza, khetI karanA, dukAna karanA, zarIra kA zrama karanA, indriya aura mana kA kaSTa sahanA vahA~ bhI kleza hI hai| bhoga se tRSNA kA prasAra - jaba bhoga bhoge jAte hai, iSTa bhogo kI prApti hotI hai to yaha tRSNA sarpiNI kI taraha caMcala hokara bhoktA ko azAnta banAe rahatI hai| jaise-jaise bhoga bhoge jAte hai yaha tRSNA zAnta ho jAyagI, bar3hatI jAtI hai tupti nahI hotI hai| 58
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________________ kadAcit koI soce ki isa iSTa ke bhogane se tRSNA zAnta ho jAyagI, tRSNA zAnta hone se mai saMtuSTa ho jAUMgA so yaha sambhava nahI hai| koI purUSa aisA soce ki isa samaya viSayo ko bhogA, vedanA, pIr3A, kaSAya, zAnta ho jAyagI, phira Age upadrava na rahegA usakA socanA jhUTha hai| are isI samaya bhogo se virakta ho to zAnti kA mArga nikAloge anyathA nhii| ye bhoga Akhira chUTa hI to jAte hai, phira bhI ina bhogo se tRpti nahI mAnI jA pAtI, saMtoSa nahI ho paataa| Aga meM kitanA hI kATha DAlo tRNa DAlo, para vaha tRpta nahI ho sakatI / kadAcit agni tRpta ho jAya, para yaha mohI prANI bhogoM se kabhI tRpta nahI ho sktaa| saikar3o nadiyAM mila jAye to bhI samudra tRpta nahI hotA, balki vaha bar3A hotA jAyagA / samudra nadiyo se tRpta nahI hotA hai| kadAcit samudra bhI tRpta ho jAya lekina yaha manuSya bhogo se to kabhI bhI tRpta nahI ho sakatA / vivekI jano kI bhogo se upekSA- jo manuSya mUr3ha hai, hita ahita kA jinake viveka nahI hai ve bhogo ke bhogane ke samaya bhogo ko sukhakArI mAnate hai aura bhogo meM hI prIti bar3hAte hai lekina jo nirmala citta hai, vivekI hai, parIkSaka hai ve ina klezakArI vinAzIka bhogo kI aura nahI bhAgate kintu AtmahitakArI ratnatraya mArga kI ora hI pragati karate hai koi yahA~ prazna karane lage ki bar3e bar3e vidvAna budvimAna bhI to viSayoM ko bhogate hue dekhe jAte hai / yahA~ viSaya zabda se sabhI indriyo kA viSaya honA hai| bhojana bhI A gayA, sugadhita cIjeM bhI A gayI, rAgarAginI sunanA, sabhI viSayo kI bAta hai / koI jijJAsA kare ki bar3e bar3e vidvAna loga bhI bhogo ko bhogate rhe| purANo meM bhI bhogo ke bhogane kI kathA sunI jAtI hai, phira tumhArA yaha upadeza kaise saMgata hogA? ThIka hai likhA hai purANo meN| to bhI bhogo kA tajanA zUro kA kAma hai, Akhira una mahApurUSo meM bhI aneko ne Akhira bhogo ko taja bhI to diyA hai| aura jaba ye bhoga bhI rahe the to ve vivekI samyagdRSTi saMta purUSa usa kAla meM yadyapi gRhasthAvasthA meM cAritra mohanIya ke udayavaza bhogo ko chor3ane meM asamartha rahe lekina taba bhI unake aMtaraMga se rAga na thA / jinake samyagjJAna ho gayA hai, bhrama naSTa ho gayA hai unako phira bhrAnti nahI hotii| jJAnI ke bhoga se virakti ajJAnI purUSa hI ina bhogo ko hitakArI samajhate hai aura Asakti se sevate hai / jJAnI purUSa bhogo ko vipadA mAnate hai, bhoganA par3atA hai bhoga, phira bhI antara meM yaha cAha rahatI hai ki kaba inase nipaTa jAye, chuTTI mile| jaise kaidI jelakhAne meM cakkI pIsatA hai, kintu usako cakkI pIsane meM anurAga hai kyA ? raMca bhI anurAga nahI hai| jaise ghara meM mahilAe~ cakkI pIsane ke lie jagatI hai aura gAkara cakkI pIsatI hai to unako cakkI pIsane meM anurAga hai para kaidI ko raMca bhI anurAga nahI hai| use to cakkI pIsanI par3atI hai| vaha to jAnatA hai ki yaha eka ApadA hai, isase mujhe kaba chuTThI mile| isI prakAra ye bhoga viSaya cakkI pIsane kI taraha hai| yaha jIva isa samaya kaidI huA - 59
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________________ hai, zarIra aura karma ke bandhana meM par3A hai| vaha jAnatA hai ki ye ApadAmaya bhoga mujhe bhogane par3a rahe hai kintu inase chuTakArA kaba mile, kaise mile, isa yatna meM bhI vaha banA rahatA hai| vivekI aura avivekI kI dRSTi kA sukha bhaiyA ! vivekI aura avivekI meM bar3A antara hai| dAla meM kabhI namaka jyAdA par3a jAya to loga kyA kahate hai ki dAla khArI hai| are yaha to batalAvo ki dAla khArI hai ki namaka khArI hai| jarA sI dRSTi ke phera meM kitane artha kA antara ho gayA hai| samajhadAra jAnate hai ki isameM jo khArApana hai vaha namaka kA hai / kahI mUga, ur3ada Adi namakIna nahI hote hai| aise hI yaha jJAnI jAnatA hai ki ye jitane rAgadveSa viSaya hai ye saba kalpanA ke sukha hai, ye mere rasa nahI hai, mere svAda nahI hai| ye karmo dayajanya vibhAva hai| inameM vaha zakti nahI hotI hai| bhoga ke tyAga kI bhAvanA kA pariNAma bhaiyA ! purANo meM jo caritra Ae hai bhoga bhogane ke, unameM aMta meM tyAga kI bhI to kahAnI hai| usase yaha zikSA lenI cAhie ki aise bar3e bhoga bhogane vAle bhI ina bhogo ko chor3akara zAnta ho sake hai| jo viziSTa vivekI purUSa hote hai ve Arambha se hI viSayo ko binA bhoge hI jIrNa RNa ke samAna asAra jAnakara chor3a dete hai| jaise kapar3e meM koI jIrNa tRNa lagA AyA ho, tyAgiyoM ke pAsa Apa baiThe ho aura Apake koTa meM koI tinakA A gayA ho, calate hue rAste meM Apako apane koTa para par3A huA tinakA dikha jAya to Apa use kaisA berahamI se bekAra jAnakara pheMka dete hai| to jaise jIrNa tRNa ko isa taraha loga pheMka diyA karate hai aise hI aneka vivekiyoM ne isa vaibhava ko bhI jIrNa tRNa ke samAna jAnakara zIghra hI alaga kiyA hai| jo bhoga taja dete hai aura Anandamaya apane AtmasvarUpa meM apane ko nirakhate hai unakA hI jIvana saphala hai / bhoga bhogane vAle kA jIvana to niSphala gayA samajhanA cAhie / - tIna prakAra ke tyAga meM jaghanya tyAga ina bhogo ko koI purUSa bhogakara aMta meM lAcAra hokara tyAgate hai aura koI purUSa vartamAna bhogoM ko bhI tyAga dete hai aura koI aise utkRSTha hote hai jo bhogane se pahile hI unhe tyAga dete hai| eka aisA kathAnaka calA AyA hai ki tIna mitra the| ve eka sAtha svAdhyAya karateM the, unameM eka bUDhA thA, eka javAna thA aura eka bAlaka kizora avasthA kA thaa| tIno meM yaha salAha huI ki apane me se jo koI virakta ho vaha dUsare ko Agraha karatA huA jAye aura unhe bhI sambodhe / unameM se jo vRdva mahArAja the unake mana me AyA ki thor3A sA hI jIvana rahA hai, aba viSaya kaSAyo kA tyAga kara dharma senA caahie| to usa vRdva ne eka sAla taka isa bAta kA yatna kiyA, jo sampadA thI, bahina ko, buvA ko, dharmakAja meM, bhAiyoM meM, lar3ako ko jo kucha bA~TanA thA usa baMTavAre me 6-7 mahInA samaya lgaayaa| bAda meM phira unakI vyavasthA dekhI ki hA~ saba loga ThIka kAma karane lageM, taba vaha virakta hokara calatA I 60
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________________ madhyama tyAga- vRta virakta jA rahA hai, rAste meM usa javAna kI dukAna milatI thii| vaha dukAna para baiThA huA thA, khulI dukAna cala rahI thii| dukAna meM jaba vaha vRdva pahu~cA to bolA ki hama to virakta ho gae hai isalie aba nagara chor3akara jA rahe hai| to vaha yuvaka bolA ki hama bhI sAtha calateM hai| so dukAna chor3akara sAtha calane lagA to vaha vRddha kahatA hai ki are lar3ako ko balA to, isa dukAna kA hisAba kitAba samajhA do, kyA lenA hai, kyA denA hai taba clo,| to yuvaka bolA ki jisa cIja ko choDanA hI hai to use phira kyA saMbhalavAye? vaha vRddha bolA ki hama saba saMbhalavAkara Aye hai| javAna binA saMbhalavAe dukAna se uThakara cala diyaa| utkRSTa tyAga - vRdva aura yuvaka doneA virakta hokara jA rahe hai| vaha 20 varSa kA bAlaka kahI bar3e khela meM zAmila ho rahA thaa| usa khelate hue bAlaka se ye dono kahate hai ki aba to hama virakta ho gae hai, jA rahe hai| to vaha hAkI DaMDA jo kucha thA vahI phekakara bolA ki hama bhI calate hai| dono bole ki abhI tumhArI kala parasoM sagAI huI hai aura 10-15 dina tumhArI zAdI ke raha gae hai, tuma abhI raho, phira soca samajhakara aanaa| to lar3akA bolatA hai ki jo cIja chor3ane lAyaka hai usa cIja meM pahile hama pha~se aura phira chor3e to isase kyA lAbha hai? vaha vahI se cala diyaa| to ye tIna prakAra ke loga hai| sabase baDhiyA kauna rahA? usake bAda javAna aura tIsarA virakta to haA magara una dono meM sabase halkA kauna rahA? buddddhaa| uttarottara tyAga kI mahattA - jo bhI tyAgI jana hue hai unameM se kisI ne to ina viSayabhogo kI tRNa ke samAna tajakara apanI lakSmI arthIjano ko de dI, jo cAhane vAle the yA jahA~ lagAnA cAhie vahA~ lagAkara, dekara cala diyaa| aura kucha purUSa aise hae ki isa dhana sampadA ko pAparUpa tathA dUsaro ko bhI na dene ke yogya samajhakara kisI ko na diyA, yo hI chor3a chor3akara cala diyA, aba jisake baMTavAre meM jo hotA hai hau jaaygaa| koI purUSa ghara meM rahatA huA acAnaka hI mara jAya, kucha samajhA bhI na pAye to usakI gRhasthI kA kyA hotA hai? jo honA hai vaha ho jAtA hai| koI purUSa aise hote hai ki usa vaibhava ko duHkhadAyI jAnakara pahile se hI grahaNa nahI karate hai| ina tIno prakAra ke tyAgI purUSo meM uttarottara ke tyAgI zreSTha hai| vajradanta cakrI ke vairAgya kA nimitta - eka kathAnaka prasiddha hai - eka bAra bajradanta cakravartI sabhA meM baiThe hue the, eka mAlI eka kamala kA phUla laayaa| usa phUla ke andara marA huA bhaMvarA par3A huA thaa| ye kamala ke phUla dina meM to phUle rahA karate hai aura phUle hue ve kamala rAtri ko baMda ho jAte hai, phira jaba dina hotA hai to phira ve phUla jAte hai| koI kamala bahuta dino kA phUlA huA ho, bUDhA ho gayA ho vaha to phira baMda nahI hotA, magara jo do eka dina ke hI phule kamala ho ve rAtri ke samaya baMda ho jAte hai koI bhaMvarA 61
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________________ zAma se pahile usa kamala meM baiTha gayA, usakI sugaMdha meM Asakta hokara vaha ur3a na sakA, kamala baMda ho gyaa| vahI kamala mAlI tor3akara subaha lAyA aura rAjA ko bheTa kiyaa| rAjA ne, cakravartI ne usa kamala ko thor3A hAtha se kholakara dekhA to mare hue usa bhaMvare ko dekhaa| usa bhaMvare ko dekhakara vajradaMta ko vairAgya jgaa| vajradanta cakrI kA vairAgya - aho yaha bhaMvarA ghrANa indriya ke viSaya meM kSubdha hokara apane prANa gavAM cukA hai aura - aura bhI citaMna kiyaa| machalI rasanA indriya ke viSaya meM lobha meM Akara prANa gavAM detI hai, hAthI sparzana indriya ke lobha meM Akara prANa gavAM detA hai, ye pataMge netra indriya ke viSaya meM lubdha hokara apane prANa gavAM dete hai| hirana, sApaM Adi saMgIta priya pazu karNa indriya ke lAbha meM Akara jAna gavAM dete hai| ye jIva kevala eka-eka viSaya ke lobhI hai, eka-eka viSaya meM apane prANa naSTa kara dete hai, kintu yaha manuSya paMcendriya ke viSayo kA lobhI hai| isakI sabhI indriyA~ prabala hai| rAga sunane, rUpa dekhane, itra sugaMdha sUMghane, svAdiSTa bhojana karane Adi kA bar3A icchuka hai, kAmavAsanA ke sAdhana bhI yaha cAhatA hai, aura ina indriyo ke atirikta mana kA viSaya to isake bahuta prabala lagA haA hai| mana aura paMcendriyA ke viSayo kA lobhI yaha manuSya hai, isakA kyA ThikAnA hai? yo vicArate hue vajradanta cakravatI virakta ho ge| vajradanta cakrI ke putro kA vairAgya - vajradaMta cakravartI ke hajAra putra thai| bar3e putra se kahA ki tuma isa rAjya ko saMbhAlo, hama tumhe tilaka kreNge| bar3A putra bolA ki mitA jI Apa mujhe kyo rAjya sampadA de rahe hai? Apa bar3e hai Apa hI ise saMbhAle, hama to Apake sevaka hai| bajradanta bole ki nahI mujhe rAjya sampadA se moha nahI rhaa| mai Atma kalyANa ke lie vana meM jAUgAM, yaha rAjya sampadA aba mujhe rUcikara nahI ho rahI hai, yaha anartha karane vAlI hai| to putra bolA ki jo sampadA anartha karane vAlI hai phira use Apa mujhe kyo de rahe he ? Apa chor3akara jAyegeM to hama bhI Apa ke sAtha jaayege| mujhe isa rAjya sampadA se prayojana nahI hai| dUsare tIsare sabhI lar3ako se khaa| una lar3ako meM se kisI ne bhI svIkAra na kiyA aura ve sabake saba vajradanta ke hI sAtha digambarI dIkSA lene ke lie utsuka hue| vajradanta ne bahuta samajhAyA dekho tumhArI choTI umara hai, abhI tumane bhogo ko nahI bhogo hai, kucha dina ko raha jAo jaMgala meM bahuta kaThina duHkha hoge, ThaMDI, garmI, kSudhA, tRSA Adi kI aneka vedanAeM tuma kaise sahoge, to putra bolate hai ki pitA jI tuma to sAdhAnaNa rAjA ke lar3ake ho aura hama cakravatI ke putra hai, Apase bhI adhika sAhasa hama rakha sakate hai| cakravartI jo hotA hai vaha cakravartI kA lar3akA nahI hotaa| sAmAnya rAjA kA putra huA karatA hai phira vaha apane paurUSa se cakravartI hotA hai| to cakravartI kA lar3akA lar3ake yo kahate hai aura apane pitA jI ke sAtha jaMgala ko cala dete hai| usa samaya bAlaka pautra ko tilaka karake cala diye the|
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________________ parigrahaNa kI kaluSatA - bhaiyA ! khUba bhoga-bhAgakara bAda meM unake vibhAga banAkara tyAge, vaha bhI ThIka hai| aneka loga to aise hote hai ki marate-marate bhI nahI tyAga sakate hai| julAhA kapar3e bunatA hai to vaha bhI pUrA nahI buna sakatA hai, aMta meM do cAra aMgula chArI use chor3anA par3atA hai kintu yaha mohI manuSya apane jIvana ke pUre kSaNa pUratA hI rahatA hai| marate jA rahA hai aura kahatA jAtA hai ki mere lallA ko dikhA do| aura kadAcit mara na rahA ho, kucha roga aisA A gayA ho ki dama na nikala rahI ho, bhItara hI bhItara bhIcA jA rahA hai, bola nahI sakatA / aisI sthiti meM kadAcit bAhara se beTA beTI A jAye aura usI samaya saMyogavaza usakA dama nikala lAya kyoki bahuta dino se aisA dama ghuTI huI to ho hI rahI thI usI samaya baiTA beTI A jAye to loga kahate hai ki isakA beTA beTI meM dila thA isIlie abhI taka nahI mara rahA thaa| agara aisI bAta ho to beTA beTI ko kabhI na AnA cAhie tAki usakI jAna na nikale, kabhI na mre| ThaMDI AtmA ho gayI taba yaha marA aisA aneka loga kahate hai| calo, ve bhI acche hai jo bhogo ko bhogakara, bhogo kI asAratA samajhakara eka jJAnanidhi Atmatatva kI aura lau lagAte hai| vairAgya kA tAtkAlika prabhAva - bhoga cukane ke bAda chor3ane vAlo se bhI bar3hakara ve tyAgI hai jo pAye hue samAgama meM bhI rAga nahI rakhate hai aura tyAga dete hai| ve bAla brahAcArI to vizeSa ke pAtra hai jo bhogo meM phaMsate hI nahI hai| pali se hI tyAga dete hai| ve jAnate hai ki ye bhoga sAdhana Arambha meM duHkha de, prApta hone para duHkha de aura aMta samaya meM duHkha de| jJAnadRSTi binA kalyANa aMsabhAvanA - koI bhI jIva apanI jJAnadRSTi kie binA zAnta sukhI nahI ho sktaa| ITa patthara sonA cAMdI inameM kahA~ Ananda bharA huA hai jo vahA~ se Ananda bharA kre| dhanya hai ve purUSa jinakA citta nirmala hai, jinhone apane sahaja jJAnasvarUpa kA paricaya pAyA hai aura jJAnAnubhava kA Ananda le karake baiThe hai| gRhastha jano meM bhI aneka mahApurUSa aise huA karate hai jinhe karmodaya se barajorI bhoga bhoganA par3a rahA hai| parantu aMtaraMga meM atyanta udAsIna rahate hai aise bhI mahApurUSa hote hai| ve apane gRhastha meM bhI Antarika yogya tapasyA banAye hue hai| jIva, karma aura karma phala - ina tIna tatvo kA jinako yathArtha vizvAsa nahI hai ve bhogo kA parityAga kara hI nahI sakate hai| ve pUjA kareM to dhana bhoga bar3hAne ke khAtira kareMge, ve dharma sAdhana kare to isI lakSya se kareMge ki mere sampadA bar3he, parijana sukhI rahe, mauja banI rahe, mauja banI rahe, kintu yaha samasta mauja bhI vipadA hai| samAgama kI vipadA - bhaiyA! yaha sampadA kA samAgama bhI kleza he| yaha jIva to sabase nyArA svataMtra eka zuddha jJAnAnandasvarUpa hai, yaha jaba janmA taba kyA lAyA aura jaba maregA taba kyA le jAyagA? isa janma maraNa ke bIca ke kucha dina kyA mUlya rakhate hai ? 63
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________________ jaise 50-60 varSa kI umra meM kisI dina koI svapna A jAya to vaha jo svapna eka minaTa kA hai| usa sArI jindagI meM eka minaTa kA dRzya kyA mUlya rakhatA hai kAlpanika hai| usa eka minaTa kA to hisAba bana sakatA hai kintu anantakAla ke sAmane yaha 50-60 varSa kA jIvana kucha bhI hisAba meM nahI AtA hai| yaha karmo kA phala hai, yaha karatUta hai isa karatUta kA yaha phala hotA hai| vartamAna meM usakI yaha dazA hai, usakA jo azuddha pariNAma hai, anyAya kA bhAva hai yahI mujha para vipadA hai| pratyeka paristhiti svayaM kI karanI kA pariNAma - saba nyAya isa aMtaraMga prabhu ke dvArA ho rahA hai| khoTA pariNAma kiyA to turanta saMkleza huA, karmabadhaM huA aura usake phala meM niyama se durgati bhoganI pdd'egii| zuddha pariNAma yadi hai to cAhe kitanI bhI vipadA Aye, vipadA kA satkAra kare, kyA vipadA hai? bAhA padArtho kA pariNamana hai| mujhameM bigAr3a taba hogA jaba mai una pariNamano ke kAraNa apane Apa hI apane sira mola le liyA karate hai| vipadA kisa vastukA nAma hai? kisI bhI vastukA nAma vipadA nahI hai, kalpanA banAyI, lo vipadA bana gyii| Aja 50 hajAra kA koI dhanI hai aura kadAcit 500rU kI hI pUMjI hotI to kyA aisA ho nahIM sakatA thaa| aneka purUSa aise garIba par3e hue hai, kyA aisI sthiti ho nahI sakatI thii| samAgamakA upakAra meM upayoga karanekA anurodha - bhaiyA ! aisA nirNaya kare ki jo milA hai vaha mere maujake lie nahI milA hai| usakA yA sadupayoga kare ki apanI bhUkha pyAsa ThaMDa garmI miTAne ke lie sAdhAraNa vyaya karake yaha samajhe ki jo kucha AyA hai yaha paropakAra ke lie AyA hai| dasalakSaNImeM bolate hai nA - khAyA khoyA baha gayA, kalpanA ke viSayo meM jitanA dhana lagAyA hai vaha khAyA khoyA baha gayA kI taraha hai aura jina upAyose lokame jJAna bar3he, dharma bar3he, zAnti mile, mokSamArgakA prakAza mile una upAyomeM dhana kA vyaya kiyA to usako kahA karate hai, nija hAtha dIje sAtha liije| ye bhoga zurUmeM bhI, madhyameM bhI aura antameM bhI kevala klezako hI utpanna karane vAle he| yaha jAnakara jJAnI purUSa bhogoko heya samajhakara bhogate hue bhI nahI bhogateM hue ke samAna rahate hai| viSayaviSameM anAsthA - jaba cAritra mohanIya karmakA udaya nirbala ho jAtA hai jinake arthAt karmokI zAktikSINa ho jAtI hai to ve bhogokA sarvathA parityAga kara sakate hai| jo pahilese yaha bhAvanA bhAye ki ye bhoga parAdhIna hai, duHkhakArI bhare hue hai, pApake kAraNa hai aise bhogokA kyA Adara karanA ? bhogate hue bhI bhogo kA anAdara rahe to vaha bhogose mukta ho sakatA hai, parantu ajJAnI jIva aisA nahI kara sakate hai, unake to vyAmoha lagA hai| unhone to apane AnandasvarUpakA paricaya hI nahI pAyA hai| ye viSaya sukha vAstava meM viSa hI hai, yaha anubhava ajJAniyoko nahI hotA hai| viSayabhoga sambandhI yaha viSa atyanta bhaMyakara hai| jo prANI viSayaviSakA pAna karate hai ve isa viSake dvArA bhava bhavameM viSaya sukhakI 64
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________________ kalpanAmeM rahate hue viSayose utpanna hue duHkhako sahate rahate hai| duHkha sahateM rahate hai ajJAnI, phira bhI kucha ceta nahI lAte hai| antarbAhrA sAtvika rahana - bhaiyA ! moha ko mahatva na de, apane ApakA yaha nirNaya rakhe ki dhana vaibhava prazAsta nahI hotA kyoki dhana hogA to birale hI purUSake bhale hI vahA~ bhoga upabhogakI Asakti na ho sake para prAyaH karake ajJAniyose hI bharA huA yaha jagata hai|is kAraNa ve bhoga aura upabhogomeM Asakta ho jAte hai| bhoga upabhogakI lInatA azubha kAryakA kAraNa hai aura bhoga upabhoga ko utpanna karane vAlA dhana hai, to isa dhanako kaise prazasta kahA jA sakatA hai? hA~ koI birale gRhastha jo bar3e vivekI hai apane ADambarako, rahana sahanako sAtvika vRttise karate hai, jinakA lakSya yaha hai ki mere prayojanameM itanA vyaya hogA, zeSa saba paropakArake lie hai| mahApurUSoke jIvanakA lakSya - bhaiyA ! hue bhI hai kucha aise rAjA jo svaya khetI karake jo pAyeM usameM apanA aura rAnIkA gujArA karate the, aura rAjya se jo kara milA, sampadA AyI usakA upayoga kevala prajA janoke lie kiyA karate the| unakA yaha vizvAsa thA ki jo kucha prajAse AyA hai vaha meMre bhoganeke lie nahI hai vaha prajA ke lie hai| kucha birale saMta aise, para prAyaH karake mohI prANI hai jagata ke so ve dhanakA durUpayoga hI karateM hai| apane viSaya sAdhanoM meM, maujameM, saMgrahameM dhanasaMcaya ke kAraNa maiM bar3A kahalAU~gA, logomeM merI ijjata rhegii| ina saba kalpanAvoke AdhIna hokara Asakta rahA karate hai| aise ina vipattijanaka bhogose kauna purUSa santoSa prApta kara sakegA ? jJAnI purUSa ina bhogokI cAhameM nahI phaMsatA hai| bhavanti prApya yatsaMgamazucIni shuciinypi| saM kAyaH saMtatApAyastadartha prArthanA vRthaa||18 || zarIrakA rUpaka - jisa zarIra ke sambaMdhako pAkara pavitra padArtha bhI apavitra ho jAte hai aisA zarIra aura yaha nirantara vinAza kI aura jAne vAlA hai| usa zarIra ke AzA, prArthana karanA vyartha kI bAta hai| isakA nAma kAya hai| jo saMcita kiyA jAya usanA nAma kAya hai| yaha zarIra aneka skaMdho ke milane se aisI zaklakA bana jAtA hai| isakA nAma zarIra hai, jo jIrNa ho, zIrNa ho, gale usakA nAma zarIra hai| yadi vyutpatikI dRSTi se dekhA jAya to javAnI taka to isakA nAma kAya kaho aura bur3hApe meM isakA nAma zarIra kaha lo| kAya use kahate hai jo bar3he, zarIra use kahate hai jo gle| yaha kAya pudgalakA piDaM hai| yaha zarIra jina paramANuvose banA hai ve paramANu bhI svayaM apavitra nahI hai| phira una skaMdhopara jaba isa jIva ne apanA kabjA kiyA taba ye paramANu skandha zarIra bhI apavitra hoge| jaba taka jIva janma nahI letA, garbhameM nahI AtA hai taba taka ye zarIra ke skaMdha yatra tatra bikhare par3e 65
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________________ pavitra hai| jahA~ isa jIvane una zarIra skaMdhopara apanA kabjA kiyA ki ye apavitra bana jAte hai| zarIra kI azucitAke parijJAnakA lAbha - loga kahate hai ki zarIra apavitra hai, ThIka hai, kahanA cAhie kyoMki zarIra ke mohameM Akara yaha jIva anyAya kara DAlatA hai, khoTI vAsanA~e karatA hai| jina vAsanAomeM kucha tatva nahI hai, kevala manakI kalpanAkI bAta hai, AtmAkI barabAdI hai so aisI khoTI kalpanAe~ jisameM zarIra kA AkarSaNa hai, AtmAko saMkaTI karane ke lie huA karatI hai, isa kAraNa zarIra ko apavitra batAnA bahuta AvazyatA bAta hai| kahanA hI cAhie zarIko azuci, kintu kucha ora prakhara dRSTi se nirakho to yaha zarIra svaMya kahA~ gaMdA hai| yaha eka pudagalakA piNDa hai| jo hai| so hai| isa hAlata meM bhI jo hai, so hai| isa hAlata me bhI jo hai jo hai, aura jaba isa zarIra ko jIvane grahaNa na kiyA thA usa samaya to ye skaMdha bahuta pavitra the / hAr3a mAMsa rUdhirarUpa bhI na bhe lenika yaha zarIra gaMdA kisa kAraNa bana gayA hai ? yaha kevala rAgI mohI jIvake sambaMdhakA kAma hai| isa karANa zarIra gaMdA hI hai, yaha rAgI dveSI mohI jIva gaMdA hai| zarIra to eka pudgala hai| jaise ye caukI kATha vagairaha hai ye bhI pudgala yaha zarIra bhI pudgalakA hai, para yaha aura DhaMgakA pudgala hai| isa zarIra meM gaMdagI kyA hai? jo hai hamako usake jJAtA hai rahanA hai, jAna lenA hai| nirvicikitsA - bhaiyA ! nirvicikitsA aMga jahA~ batAyA jAtA hai samyagdarzanake prakaraNameM vahA~ tIna bAte kahI jAtI hai| eka to azuci padArthako dekhakara ghRNAkara bhAva na laanaa| jyAdA thUkAthAkI vAlI cIjako nirakhakara muMhame pAnI baha aanaa| jaise thUkanA par3atA hai to yaha bhI thUkAthAkI ghRNAkA rUpaka hai / sAdhu saMtajana aisI thUkAthAkI nahI kiyA karate hai| anya apavitra padArthAko nirakhakara ve ghRNA glAni nahI krte| vyavahAra jarUra unase bacanekA rahatA hai, kyoki svAdhyAya karanA, sAmAyika karanA ye saba kArya apavitra hAlatameM nahI hote hai| lekina koI ghRNita vastu sAmane Aye to usako dekhakara jJAnI purUSa nAka bhauhaM nahI sikor3ate hai, yogya upekSA karate hai| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki kisI dharmAtamA purUSakI sevA karate huai meM to glAni raMca bhI nahI rahatI hai| yahA~ usase bhI adhika nirjugupsA bhAva rahatA hai| sAdhu dharmAtmA jana rogI ho, mala mUtra kara de to bhI ghRNA nahI krte| jaise mAtA apane bacce kI nAka apanI sAr3I se hI chinaka letI hai aura ghRNA nahI karatI hai| dUsare loga usa baccesa ghRNA karate hai, are isake to nAka nikalI A rahI hai| ise samhAla lo, para mAM use bar3e premase pocha letI hai| mA~ hI bacce se ghRNA karane lage to baccA kahA~ jAe ? yo hI dharmAtmA jana dharmAtmAoke prati mAtAkI taraha vyavahAra rakhate hai| agara dharmAtmA purUSa hI dharmAtmAse ghRNA karane lageM to ve kahA~ jAe ? unake kahA~ nirjugupsA rahegI, aura tIsarI bAta yaha hai ki AtmAmeM jo kSudhA, tRSA, vedanA Adi ke koI 66
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________________ prasaMga Aye to bhI ve glAna nahI hote hai, duHkhI nahI hote hai, kintu vahA~ bhI apane Apa meM prakAzamAna zudva paramAtmatatvake darzanase tRpta rahA karate hai| vAstavameM ghRNAke yogya - isa prakaraNase yaha bAta jAnanA cAhie ki ghRNA ke yogya yaha zarIra nahI hai kintu jisa gaMde jIva ke basane se ye pavitra skaMdha bhI haDDI, khUna Adi rUpameM bana gae hai vaha jIva gaMdA hai| na AtA koI jIva to zarIra bana kaise jAtA? zarIra kI gaMdagIkA kAraNa vaha azuddha jIva hai| aba jarA jIvameM bhI nirakho to vaha jIva azuddha nahI hai kintu jIvakI jo nijI vibhAmaya bAta hai, azuddha prakRti hai, vibhAva pariNati hai vaha gandI hai| jIva to jaisA sidva prabhu hai vaisA hai, koI antara nahI hai, antara mAtra pariNatikA hai| to jIvame bhI jo rAgadveSa moha kI pariNati hai vaha ghRNA ke yogya hai, yaha zarIra yaha purUSa ghRNAke yogya nahI hai, mUla bAta yaha hai| lekina isa prakaraNameM paramatatva jJAniyo kI dRSTi meM Ane vAlI bAtake lie vyavahArika bAta kahI jA rahI hai| azuci evaM azucikara zarIra - yaha zarIra apavitra hai| isameM caMdana lagA do to vaha caMdana bhI apavitra ho jAtA hai| dUsarA purUSa kisI dUsareke mastakapara lage hue caMdanako poMchakara lagAnA nahI cAhatA hai| tela lagA lo zarIra meM, jyAdA ho gayA auzra kisIse kaho ki isa hamAre tailako poMchakara Apa lagA lo to koI lagAnA pasaMda nahI karatA hai| taila meM koI gaMdagI nahI hai, para zarIra kI gaMdagI pAkara taila apavitra ho gyaa| aura to jAne do| koI phUla kI mAlA pahina le, phira kisIse kahe ki lo ise Apa pahina lo to koI usa phUlakI mAlA ko pahinanA pasaMda nahI karatA hai| jisa zarIra ke sambaMdhako pAkara pavitra padArtha bhI pavitra ho jAtA hai, usa zarIra se kyA prArthanA, karanA, usa zarIra kI kyA AzA rakhanA? ____ rUpakI buniyAda - eka kathAnaka meM AyA hai ki eka rAjaputra zaharameM jA rahA thA to kisI mahalake chajjepara khar3I huI seThakI bahU usakI dRSTimeM AyI to rAjaputra usa seThakI bahUpara Asakta ho gyaa| kAmakI vAsanA, saMskAra itanI gaMdI cIja hai ki jo kAmI purUSa hote hai unhe bhojana bhI na suhaaye| usane kuTTanI ko kahA kuTTanI seThakI bahUke pAsa pahuMca gayI, hAla btaayaa| vaha seThakI bahU bar3I catura thii| usane kahA ThIka hai| 15 dinake bAda amuka dina rAjaputra aaye| usa seThakI bahune isa 15 dinameM kyA kiyA ki julAbakI davAI khAkara dasta jo kucha bhI lage vaha saba eka maTakemeM kara diye| 15 dina meM vaha maTakA dastase bhara gyaa| vaha bahU una 15 dinomeM bar3I durbala ho gyii| kucha rUpa kAMti na rhii| rAjaputra AyA, dekhakara bar3A daMga huaa| to bahU kahatI hai ki tuma jisapara Asakta the use calo hama tumhe dikhAe~ phira tuma usase prema kro| usa rAjaputra ne use jAkara dekhA to sArI durgandha chA gayI, jhaTa vaha bagala ho gayA aura ulTe paira bhaagaa| to jisa cIjapara yaha
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________________ rUpa camaka damaka rahatI hai vaha anya hai kyA ? mala, mUtra, khUna inakA piMDa hI to hai| inakA hI eka saMgrahIta rUpa rUpa kahalAtI hai| azuci ajaMgama zarIra isa zarIra ko pAkara pavitrase bhI pavitra vastu apavitra ho jAtI hai| kisIkI pahinI huI kamIja bhI koI bhI dUsarA nahI pahinanA caahtaa| aba batalAvo dehase sambaddha upabhoga vAlI vastu bhI dUsare grahaNa nahI kara sakate hai, aisA yaha apavitra zarIra hai| yaha zarIra ajaMgama hai, svayaM nahI cltaa| na jIva ho zarIra meM to kyA zarIra cala degA? jIva ko preraNA nahI hotI zarIra meM to deha to na cala skegaa| jaise ajaMgama yaMtra moTara sAikila ye kisI jaMgama DrAivarake dvArA calAye jAte hai, svaMya to nahI calate, aisehI yaha thUlamathUla zarIra bhI svayaM nahI cala sakatA hai| murdA to kahI cala nahIM paataa| jo murdeme hai aisA hI isameM hai, pharka yaha hai ki taijasa aura kArmANa sahita jIva isameM basA huA hai isase isameM camakadamada teja hai aura calane phiranekI kriyA hotI hai| yaha zarIra ajaMgama hai| kisI jaMgama zarIrake dvArA calAyA jA rahA hai - bhayAnaka aura saMtApaka zarIra yaha zarIra bhayAnaka hai / yahI zarIra rAgI purUSako priya lagAta hai aura virAgI purUSako yahI zarIra yathArtha svarUpa ko dikhatA hai aura vRdvAvasthA hA jAya taba to zarIra kI sthiti spaSTa bhayAnaka ho jAtI hai| koI aMdhere ujele meM baccA nirakhale bUr3heke zarIra ko to vaha Dara jAya aisA bhayAnaka ho jAtA hai / yo yaha apavitra zarIra bhayAnaka bhI hai| koI kahe ki rahane do bhayAnaka, rahane do apavitra, phira bhI hameM isa zarIra se prIti hai / to bhAI yaha zarIra prIti karane lAyaka raMca nahI hai kyoki yaha zarIra saMtApako hI utpanna karatA hai| isameM sneha karanA vyartha hai / -- mohiyo dvArA alaukika vaibhavakI upekSA bhaiyA ! sabase alaukika vaibhava hai zarIra para bhI dRSTi na rakhakara, kisI bhI parapadArtha kA vikalpa na karake kevala jJAnAnandasvabhAvI Atmatatvako nirakhe to vahA~ jo Ananda prakaTa hotA hai vahI adbhuta Ananda hai, usameM hI karmoko jalAkara bhasma kara dene kI sAmarthya hai / vaha Ananda jinakI dRSTi meM AyA hai unakA manuSya honA sArthaka hai aura jIvoko apane AtmAkA zudva Ananda anubhava meM nahI AyA hai ve viSayoke prArthI banate hai, dehakI prArthana karate hai, zarIra kI AzA rakhate hai aura kAmAdika vikAromeM ulajha kara apanA jIvana gaMvA dete hai| isa jIvakI prakRti to Ananda pAne ke lie utsuka rahatI hai| yaha Ananda pAye, ise zudva Ananda mile to kalpita sukha yA duHkhakI aura kauna jhukegA? para jaba zudva Ananda hI nahI milatA, so kalpita sukhakI aura laganA par3atA hai| zarIra kI azucitAMkA saMkSipta vivaraNa - chahaDhAlAmeM kahA hai- 'pala rUdhira rAdhamala thailI, kIkaza vasAditai mailI / navadvAra bahaiM ghinakArI, asa daiha karai kima yArI / mAsaM, 68
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________________ rUdhira, khUna, mala ityAdi se bharA huA yaha zarIra eka thailI hai jisameM 9 ghinAvane dvAra bahate rahate hai - kAna se karNamaila, AMkho se kIcar3a, nAka se nAka, mukha se lAra, aura malamUtrake sthAnose malamUtra, ye jahA~ bahate rahate hai aisA yaha ghinAvanA zarIra hai| are, isameM prAkRtika bAta dekho ki Upara se nIceke dvArase bahane vAlI vastu adhika ghinAvanI hai| kAna se jo kaneU nikalatA hai usapara loga ghRNAkA adhika khyAla nahIM krte| isa kaneU ko kIcar3a se jyAdA gaMdA nahI samajhA jAtA hai| loga aMgulIse karNamala nikAlakara pheMka dete hai, hAthako kapar3e se nahI pochteN| agara AkhaMse kIcar3a nikAlate hai to phira apane hAthako kapar3ese pochateM hai, aura nAkase nAka nikAlA to hAtha kapar3e se poMcha lete hai aura pAnI se bhI dho lete hai| AMkha ke malase nAka kA mala adhika gaMdA hai| nAka se jyAdA thUka aura khAra Adi gaMde hai| thUka aura khakhAra se jyAdA mUla mala gaMde hai| Upara kI indriyoMse nice kI indriyA~ adhika gaMdI mAnI jAtI hai| zarIra kI azucitA vairAgyakI prayojikA - bhaiyA - kyA bharA hai isa dehameM, kucha nigAha to kiijie| isakI nigAha karane se manuSyo kI khoTI vAsanA nahI raha sakatI hai, para mohI jIva kahA~ nirakhatA hai isa zarIra kI gaMdagIko? vidhine mAno isa zarIra ko gaMdA isalie banAyA hai ki ye manuSya gaMde zarIra ko pAkara virakta rahA kare, paratu yaha moha aisA prabala banA huA hai ki virakti kI bAta to dUra rahI, yaha nAnA kalAosaM isa zarIrase anurAga karatA hai| yaha zarIra apavitra aura bhayAnaka to hai hI sAtha hI yaha nirantara vinAzakI aura jA rahA hai| jIvanakA nirgamana - bacapana bar3I acchI umra he, para vahA~ ajJAna chAyA hai| bacapana kitanA nizcita jIvana hai, kitanA adhika budvikA yahA~ bala hai, jisa granthako par3ha vaha turanta yAda ho jAe, kitanA sarala va niSkapaTa bhAva hai, nizcintatA hai para vahA~ ajJAna basA hai so apanA kalyANa nahI kara paateN| javAna huA to aba bhI isameM prabhAva adhika hai, lekina kAmarata hokara yaha javAnI ko bhI vyartha gavAM detA hai| aba vRddhAvasthA AyI to jisane bacapana meM bhI kalyANakA kAma nahI kiyA, javAnI meM bhI kalyANa kA bhI kAma nahIM kiyA to bur3hApA meM aba kyA karegA? usakI sthiti bar3I dayanIya ho jAtI hai| yaha zarIra nirantara vinAzakI aura hai jitanI ghar3iyA nikalatI jA rahI hai utanA hI AyukA vinAza ho rahA hai| loga kahate hai ki merA lallA 8 varSa kA ho gayA, yaha bar3ha gyaa| are usakA artha hai ki 8 varSa usake mara cuke| 8 varSa usakI umra kama ho gayI hai| jisako mAno 70 varSa jInA hai usakI avasthA aba 62 varSakI raha gayI hai, logokI isa aura dRSTi nahI hai, usake vinAzake dina aba nikaTa A gae hai| vinAza ke dina nikaTa AnekA nAma hai bujurga ho jaanaa| yaha zarIra nirantara vinAzakI aura hai, aise zarIrase sneha karanA vyartha hai| jJAnI kA cintana - eka dohA meM kahA hai 69
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________________ dipai cAma cAdara mar3hI hAr3a pIjarA deh| bhItara yA sama jagata meM aura nahI ghina geh|| yaha hAr3a mAMsa kA piMDa hai| koI puruSa atyanta durbala ho to yaha piMjar3A bilkula spaSTa samajha meM AtA hai| koI vaidya loga atyanta durbala zarIra kara citra chapavAte hai, usameM dekho to zarIra kA pijaMDA spaSTa dIkhatA hai| aisA hI piMjar3A dekhane ke mila jAyagA, vahI saMgrahAlaya meM dekhane ko milegA yA maraghaTa meM vahA~ aisA hI pijar3a dekhane ko mila jAyagA, vahI pijaMDA hama Apake zarIra meM hai| pharka itanA hai ki hama Apake zarIra para cAma cAdara mar3hI huI hai, kintu bhItara to isameM sabhI apavitra cIjeM hai| yaha zarIra itanA apavitra hai ki kitanA pavitra padArtha ho isakA sparza karane se vaha bhI apavitra ho jAtA hai, phira bhI ina mohI jIvoM ne yaha zarIra bar3A priya mAnA hai, isa zarIra kI pratiSThA se hI nirantara saMtuSTa rahateM hai| kintu jJAnI jIva zarIra ke yathArtha svarUpa ko samajhateM hai, unheM isa zarIra se antaraMga meM rAga nahI hotA hai| anAdi kAla se bhaTakateM hue Aja hameM yaha durlabha manuSya janma milA hai, ye jinendra vacana mile hai to hama inakA lAbha uThAyeM, mAyAmaya cIjoM meM Asakta hokara AtmakalyANa kre| isake lie hI jJAnI apanA jIvana samajhate hai| yajjIvasyopakArAya taddehasyApakArakam / yaddehasyopakArAya tajjIvasyApakArakam / / 19 / / jIva ke upakAra meM deha kI apakAritA va deha ke upakAra meM jIva kI apakAritA - jo tatva jIva ke upakAra meM lie hotA hai vaha tatva deha kA apakAra karane vAlA hotA hai, aura jo padArtha deha ke upakAra ke lie hotA hai vaha padArtha jIva kA apakAra karane vAlA hotA hai| anazana Adi tapa, vrata, samiti, saMyama ina cAritrokA dhAraNa karanA jIva ke upakAra ke lie hai| yaha cAritra pUrvakAla meM bAMdhe hue karmo kA kSaya karane vAlA hai aura bhaviSyakAla meM pApa na ho sake, yo karmo kA Asrava rokane vAlA hai| isa kAraNa ye tapasyAe~, cAritra jIva ke upakAra ke lie hai, to ye tapasyAe~ zarIra kA apakAra karane vAlI hai, zarIra sUkha jAtA hai, kAlA par3a jAtA hai Adi rUpa se zarIra kA apakAra hone lagatA hai, aura jo dhana vaibhava sampadA deha ke upakAra ke lie hai jisake prasAda se khUba khAye, piye, bhoga sAdhana juTAyeM, ArAma se raheM jisase deha komala, baliSTha, moTA, sthUla ho jAya, so ye vaibhava dhana Adi parigraha jIva ke apakAra ke lie hai| para ke Azraya meM AtmA kA apakAra - isase pUrva zloka meM yaha prasaMga cala rahA thA ki dhana Adi se zarIra kA upakAra nahI hotA hai, so zakAkAra kahatA hai ki mata hovo zarIra kA upakAra, kintu dhana se vrata, dAna Adi lene ke kAraNa AtmA kA upakAra to 70
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________________ hotA hai? to AtmA kA hita bhI hogA, usake uttara meM kahA jA rahA hai ki dhana Adi parapadArtho se kabhI AtmA kA hita nahI hotA hai| isa jIva kA sabase bar3A bairI moha hai, moha kA Azraya dhana vaibhava hai| isa moha meM Akara yaha deva, zAstra, gurU kA vinaya bhI, inakI AsthA bhI yogya rIti se karatA hI nahI hai| jaba parapadArtho se apane hita kI zraddhA hai to mokSamArga ke prayojana bhUta athavA dharmAtmA sAdhu saMta janoM ke prati AsthA kaise ho sakatI hai? sabase prabala bairI moha hai| anya padArtha isa jIva ke virAdhaka nahI hai| jaise AstIna meM ghusA huA sAMpa vinAza kA kAraNa hai isI prakAra AtmAkSetra meM banA huA yaha moha pariNAma isa AtmA ke hI vinAza kA kAraNa hai| jIva kI buddhi viparIta ho jAtI hai mohabhAva ke kaarnn| buddhi kI malInatA hI vAstavika vipatti - isa moha kI hI prareNA se viSayo meM jIva pravRtta hotA hai| ye samasta viSaya jIva kA vinAza karane ke kAraNa hai| ananta jJAna, ananta darzana, ananta Ananda, ananta zakti kA nidhAna yaha brahA paramAtmatatva prakaTa nahI ho pA rahA hai aura saMsAra bhramaNa meM lagA huA hai, isase bar3hakara barabAdI aura kise kaha sakate hai? isa jIva ko isa bhava meM jo kucha milA hai yaha barabAda ho jAya taba bhI jIva kI barabAdI nahI hai, aura yaha jIva apane svarUpa kA jJAna na kara sake, apanI budvi ko pavitra na rakha sake aura kitanA hI karor3o kA vaibhava mila jAye to bhI vahA~ jIva kI barabAdI hai| kitane hI viSaya to deha kA bhI apakAra karate hai aura jIva kA bhI apakAra karate hai| jaise sparza indriya kA viSaya kAma maithuna, vyabhicAra, kuzIla ye deha ko bhI barabAda karate hai aura jIva ko bhI barabAda karate hai, budvi bhI hara lete hai| pApoM kA usake prabala udaya zIghra hI Ane vAlA hai jo apane AcAra se girA haA hai, usa mohI kI dRSTi meM kahA jA rahA hai ki aise kAma AcaraNa ko bhI yaha mohI jIva deha ke upakAra ke lie mAnatA hai, para vahI pravartana isa jIva kA vinAza karane kA kAraNa hai saMga samAna se jIva kA apakAra -parijana me rahanA mitra maMDalI me rahanA inako yaha mohI jIva upakAra karane vAlA hai para vastuta ye sarva samAgama jIva ke apakAra kelie hai, barabAdI ke lie hai| isa jI va kA kevala apanA svarUpa hI isakA hai| caitanya svabhAva ke atirikta aNu mAtra bhI anya padArtha isa AtmA kA kucha nahI lgtaa| isa AtmA ke lie jaise videza ke loga bhinna hai athavA par3osa ke loga bhinna hai| utane hI bhinna, pUre hI bhinna ghara meM paidA hue manuSya bhI hai, athavA jinameM yaza ijjata cAhA hai ve purUSa bhI utane hI bhinna hai, phira bhI unameM se yaha chaMTanI kara legA ki yaha merA sAdhaka hai, yaha merA bAdhaka hai, usa unmata dazA hai| ye manacAhI bAteM, manako prasanna karane vAlI ghaTanAe~ ye deha kA bhale hI upakAra kare, deha svastha raha, prasanna rahe mauja meM rahe, parantu ina saba bAto se jIva kA apakAra hai, vinAza hai|
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________________ tapazcaraNa se jIva kAupakAra evaM deha kA apakAra - apane mana ko niyaMtrita rakhanA, apane Apa meM samatA pariNAma se raha sakanA, aisA upayoga kA kendrIkaraNa karanA, tapazcaraNa karanA, anazana, Unodara vrataparisaMkhyAna, vivikta zayyAsana aura nAnA kArya klaza - ye saba tapazcaraNa pApakarma ke vinAza ke kAraNa bhUta hai| ina pravRttiyo se AtmA me nirbhayatA AtI hai| ye saba cAritra jIva ke bhale ke lie hai, parantu ina tapasyAoM se deha kA apakAra hotA hai| bhUkha se kama khAye, pUrA rasa na khAye, bahuta se anazana kare to zjJarIra kA bala bhI ghaTane lagatA , indriyA~ bhI durbala ho jAye, A~kho se kama dikhane lage, aneka roga paidA ho jAte hai| deha kA vinAza ho jAta hai aura ananta kAla ke liye bhI deha kA abhAva ho sakatA hai| do bAteM sAmane hai| eka aisI cIja hai jo deha kI barabAdI kare aura AtmA kA bhalA kare aura eka aisI dazA hai jo deha ko atyanta puSTa kare aura AtmA kI barabAdI kre| kauna sA tatva upAdeya hai? vivekI to usa tatva ko upAdeyA mAnatA hai jo jIva kA upakAra kara sakane vAlA hai| jJAnI kA vivekapUrNa cintana - bhaiyA ! yaha deha na rhegaa| acchA subhaga suDaula sabala puSTa ho to bhI na rahegA, durbala, apuSTa ho to bhI na rahegA, parantu jIva kA bhAva, jIva kA saMskAra isa zarIra ke chor3ane para bhI rhegaa| to jaise kuTumba ke loga mehamAna meM vaisI prIti nahI karate hai jaisI ki apane putra meM karate hai| kyoki jAnate hai ki yaha mehamAna hamAre ghara kA nahI hai, AyA hai jAyagA aura ye putrAdika mere uttarAdhikArI hai, mere hai, yo samajhate hai isIlie mAno mehamAna nAma rakhA hai mhimaan| jisake prati ghara vAloM kI bar3appana kI buddhi nahI hai, priyatA kI budvi nahI hai ve saba mahimAna kahalAte hai| to jaise kucha samaya Tikane vAle ke prati, apane ghara meM na raha sakeM aise logoM ke prati ye sneha nahI bar3hAte apanA vaibhava nahI saupaM dete, aise hI yaha vivekI kucha dina rahane vAle isa zarIra ke lie apanA durbhAva nahI banatA hai, khoTA pariNAma nahI karatA hai, usakI hI sevA kiyA kareM aisA saMkalpa nahI hotA, apane udvAra kI cintA hotI hai usako jo aisA jJAnI ho, vivekI ho| Atmanidhi kI rakSA kA viveka - jaise ghara kI kuTI meM Aga laga jAya to jaba taka koI dhana bacAyA jA sakatA hai taba taka yaha prayatna karatA hai ki dhana vaibhava kI rakSA kara le| jaba Aga teja laga gayI, jvAra nikalane lagI to phira vahA~ apane prANo kA bhI khatarA rahatA hai, usa samaya dhana sampadA ko chor3a diyA jAtA hai aura apane prANo ko bacA liyA jAtA hai| aise hI yaha zarIra jaba kSINa ho rahA hai, durbala ho rahA hai, rogI ho rahA hai to koziza kareM ki yaha ThIka ho jAya jisase hama apane dharma pAlana meM samartha ho sake, para jaba jvAlA itanI bar3ha jAya, zarIra kI jIrNatA itanI adhika ho jAya, roga bar3ha jAya ki zarIra aba Tikane kA nahI hai to kyA vivekI usa zarIra ke lie roye? hAya aba mai na rahUgAM, aba
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________________ mai marane vAlA huuN| are yaha zarIra to isIlie utpanna huA hai| yaha zarIra sadA nahI raha sktaa| mohiyo kI ghuTanA Teka hairAnI - do bAto para isa manuSya kA vaza nahI cala rahA hai - eka to mRtyudara dUsare koI bhI cIja mere sAtha na jAyagI isa bAta pr| yadi isakI dono bAto para vaza calatA hotA to yaha svacchanda hokara na jAne kitanA anartha DhAtA? jaba dekhA ki aba yaha zarIra kI vyAdhi kI jvAlA bar3ha gayI hai to isa zarIra ko vaha vivekI chor3a detA hai aura apane jJAnasvarUpa ko bacAne ke lie zarIra ke anurAga se aura pravRtti se dUra ho jAtA hai| jo bAta jIva kA upakAra kara sakatI hai vaha bAta deha kA vinAza karatI hai| yaha to laukika vinAza kI bAta hai, para jIva kA jisa ratnatraya bhAva se bhalA hai, vItarAga sarvajJatA prakaTa huI hai, paramAtmApada milatA hai, apane svarUpa kA paripUrNa vikAsa hotA hai to usa ratnatraya se dekho to jIva kA to kalyANa huA, para deha kA vinAza huA ki bhaviSya meM kabhI bhI trikAla bhI Age bhI aba zarIra na mila skegaa| aisA zarIra kA khAtamA ho jAtA hai| anya padArtha se svake zreya kA abhAva - bhaiyA! tuma jIva ho yA zarIra, apane Apa meM nirNaya karo? tuma raMga vAle ho yA raMgarahita, apane ApakA nizcaya kriye| tuma jJAnasvarUpa ho yA aisA thUlamathUla zarIra ruup| yadi tuma jar3a zarIrarUpa ho to tujhe samajhAye hI kyA? jaba cetanA hI tumameM nahI hai to samajhAne kA saba udyama vyartha hai phira bolanA cAlanA samajhanA ye saba vyartha ke bhAva hI to hue naa| ....................... nahI nahI, mai acetana nahI hUM, mai apane Apa meM raha rahA hUM, jAna rahA hUM, samajha rahA hUM, koI aisA jJAnamAtra apane Apako jo nihAratA hai aisA yaha jIva yadi tuma ho to apane svarUpa kA vikAsa karo arthAt kalyANa kro| jina bAto se isa AtmA kA upakAra hogA una bAtoM para dRSTi do, unhe pradhAna mahatva bhUta smjho| dekho bhojana Adi padArtho se upabhogoM upadeza bhI dete hai eka dUsare ko ki ina bhojanAdi se zarIra kI puSTi hotI hai| hotI hai puSTi para unhI padArtho ke vikalpa se AtmA kA vinAza hotA hai, pramAda kI vRddhi hotI hai, karmo kA Asrava hotA hai, malina pariNAma hote hai aura malina pariNAmo se durgati meM janma lenA hotA hai| AtmasvarUpa se atirikta anya padArtho se isakA kucha bhI kalyANa nahI hai| dehAdika parigraha kI apakAritA - ye dhana vaibhava Adi AtmA ke upakArI hote to mahApurUSa ina padArtho ko tyAgakara akiJacana na banate, digambara na banate, inakA parityAga na krte| isase yaha samajhanA cAhie ki parigraha AtmA kA upakAra karane vAlA nahI hai| parigraha meM raha rahe he, para rahate hue bhI bAta to yathArtha hI jAnanA caahie| aho ! anAdi kAla se isa deha ke sambandha se hI maiM saMtapta rahA / jaise agni ke sambandha se pAnI tapa
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________________ jAtA hai, khaula jAtA hai aise hI isa deha ke sambandha se zAnta svabhAvI hokara bhI yaha AtmA yaha upayoga saMtapta banA rhaa| kahI bhI kabhI bhI vizrAma na le skaa| indriyo kI apakAritA - yaha zarIra mere saMtApa ke lie hI hai aura zarIra ke aMga indriya, indriya kI pravRtti, karma indriya aura jJAna indriya arthAt dravyendriya aura bhAvendriya ye saba mere saMtApa ke hI kAraNa hai| inakI rati se, prema se merA AtmA duHkhI hotA hai| yaha mohI jAnatA hai ki AMkho se yaha pahile kucha jAnA karatA hai rasanA se, karNa se ina sabhI indriyo se yaha jAnA karatA hai, so ye indriyA~ jJAna kI sAdhana hai| hAtha se chUne para ThaMDA garama kA bodha hotA hai, rasanA ke dvArA khaTA-mIThA Adi kA jJAna kiyA jAtA hai| ina indriyo se jJAna banatA hai aisI bhramabudvi hai ajJAnI kii| so cU~ki jJAna se bar3hakara to sabhI ke lie kucha vaibhava nahI hai, ataH yaha ajJAnI bhI jJAna kA sAdhana indriyoM ko jAnakara aura indriyo kA Azraya deha ko jAnakara isa deha ko aura indiya ko puSTa karatA hai| unakI aura hI isakA dhyAna hai| parantu yaha vidita nahI hai ki ye indriyA~ jJAna ke kAraNa nahI hai, kintu vAstava meM hamAre jJAna meM ye bAdhaka hai| indriya viSayo ke moha me mUlanidhi kA vinAza - jaise kisI bAlaka kA pitA mara jAye to sarakAra usakI jAyadAda ko niyaMtrita kara letI hai aura usa lAkha do lAkha kI jAyadAda ke evaja meM usa bAlaka ko do cAra sau rUpayA mAhavAra sarakAra bA~dha detI hai| pahile to vaha vAbalaka sarakAra ke guNa gAtA hai, vAha bar3I dayAlu hai sarakAra, hameM ghara baiThe itanA rUpayA detI hai, para jaba use apanI sampatti kA patA laga jAtA hai to vaha una do cAra sau rUpayA mAhavAra lene se apanI prIti haTA letA hai| vaha una rUpayo ko lene se manA kara detA hai| Age purUSArtha karatA hai to usakI jAyadAda mila jAtI hai| indriyaviSayo ke moha meM mUlanidhi kA vilaya - isI taraha ye indriyA~ hamArA mUla dhana nahI hai, jJAna kI kAraNa bhUta nahI hai, kintu jaise makAna meM khir3akiyA~ khula jAne se bAhara kI cIjeM dikhatI hai, vaha purUSa una khir3akiyoM ke guNa gAtA hai, yaha khir3akI bar3A upakAra karatI hai, mujhe bAharI cIjo kA jJAna karA detI hai, sar3aka para kauna A rahA hai, kauna jA rahA hai ina saba bAtoM kA jJAna yaha khir3akI hameM karA detI hai| isa taraha ke vaha khir3akI ke guNa gAtA hai kintu jaba vaha jAna jAtA hai ki apanA jJAnabala hI saba kucha jAna rahA hai para yaha jJAna, ina dIvAlo se dabA huA hai| jAnane vAlA to apane jJAna se jAna letA hai, isa khir3akI se nahI jAna letA hai| aise hI yaha mai jJAnasvarUpa AtmA isa zarIra kI bhIta meM dabA huA hUM| isa bhItaM meM ye cAra-pAMca khir3akiyAM mila gayI hai, A~kha, kAna, nAka, muha~ rasanA vagairaha, to hama isa malina kAyara avasthA meM ina khir3akiyo se thor3A bahuta bodha karate hai, para yahA~ bhI bodha karAne vAlI ye indriyAM nahI hai| yaha jJAnasvarUpa AtmA svayaM hai| 74
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________________ paratatva kI prIti ke parihAra kA viveka - isa jJAnAnandamaya Atmanidhi ko parakheM aura indriyo kI prIti tajeM, Atmahita kI sAdhanA hai| isase deha kA apakAra hotA hai, isa para dhyAna na de, kintu jina bAto se isa jIva kA apakAra hotA ha unako miTAe~, yo hama vivekI kahe jA sakate hai| purANa mokSArthI purUSo ne bhI isa dhana vaibhava kA va anta meM deha kA bhI parityAga karake zAnta aura nirAkula avasthA ko prApta kiyA hai, unhone nirvANa kA AnaMda pAyA hai una purUSo ke upadeza meM yaha bAta kahI gayI hai ki indriya bhoga cAhe deha ke upakAraka hai, parantu AtmA kA to apakAra hI karane vAle hai| isalie AtmAtirikta anya padArtho kA moha tyAganA hI zreyaskara hai| itazcintAmaNirdivyaH itaH piNyAkakhaNDakam / dhyAnena cedubhe labhye kvAdriyantAM vivekinaH / / 20 / / Anandanidhi va saMkaTa vidhi kA dhyAna se upalambha - jaise kisI purUSa ke samane eka tarapha to cintAmaNi ratna rakhA ho aura eka tarapha khala kA Tukar3A rakhA ho aura usase kahA jAya ki bhAI jo tU cAhatA ho use mAMga le athavA uThA le| itane para bhI vaha purUSa yadi khalI kA Tukar3A hI uThAtA hai, mA~gatA hai to use Apa pAgala bhI kaha sakate hai, mUrkha bhI kaha sakate hai| kucha bhI kaha lo| isI prakAra hama Apa sabake samakSa eka aura to ananta jJAna ananta darzana kA nidhAna yaha Atmanidhi par3I huI hai aura eka auzra arthAt bAhara meM yaha dhana vaibhava par3A huA hai, aura bAta yaha hai ki manuSya dhyAna ke dvArA jo cAhe so pA sakatA hai| zudva jJAna kare aura apane Apake dhyAna kI aura Ae to AtmIya Ananda pA sakatA hai, bAhara kI aura jhuke to use vahA~ viSaya sambadhI sukha duHkha prApta ho sakate hai| dono hI yaha dhyAna se pAtA hai| dhyAna se hI AtmIya Ananda pA legA aura dhyAna se hI vaiSayika sukha aura kleza pA legaa| sugama lAbha ke prati aviveka kI parAkASThA - aba vaha satya Ananda na cAhe to use kyA kahoge? mana meM kahalo, vastutaH na kisI bAhA padArtha se kleza milatA hai aura na sukha milatA hai| jaisI kalpanA banAyI usa kalpanA ke anusAra isameM sukha athavA duHkha rUpa pariNamana hotA hai| saba dhyAna se hI mila jAtA hai| to eka ora to hai AtmIya ananta jJAna darzana kI nidhi jo Ananda se bharapUra hai aura eka aura viSayo ke sukha ora klesh| dono ko hI yaha jIva dhyAna se prApta kara sakatA hai| kisI se kahA jAya ki bhAI tuma kara lo dhyAna, dhyAna se hI tuma pA loge jisakI antara meM rUci kroge| na isameM kucha rakama lagAnA hai, na vaibhava jor3anA hai, na zarIra kA zrama karanA hai, na vyAkhyAna sIkhanA hai| kevala dhyAna se hI prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| cAhe AtmIya Ananda pA lo aura cAhe sAMsArika sukha-duHkha vipadA pA lo| itane para bhI yaha jIva una vaiSayika sukho kA hI dhyAna banAye 75
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________________ to jitanI bAteM laukika pAgala ko kaha sakate ho utanI hI bAteM isako bhI kaha sakate ho| yaha moha meM pAgala ho gayA hai, apanA dhyAna ko aisA baurAyA hai bAhara meM ki isa ananta ninidha kA ghAta kara DAlA hai| vivekI jana to usa cintAmaNi ratna kA Adara karege, samyagjJAnI purUSa usa AtmAsvarUpa kA Adara kreNge| jaise kiI budvimAna se kahA jAya ki khala kA Tukar3A aura yaha cintAmaNi athavA anya javAharAta rakhe hai, inameM se tuma jo cAhe uThA lo to vaha ratno ko utthaayegaa| isI prakAra jo jIva dharma dhyAna, zukladhyAna rUpa uttama dhyAnoM kA ArAdhana karate hai ve vAstavika svarUpa kI, satya Ananda kI prApti kara lete h| ajJAna kA mahAsaMkaTa - bhaiyA ! isa para sabase bar3A saMkaTa ajJAna kA basA huA hai| ajJAna aMdhakAra meM par3A huA yaha jIva kucha samajha hI nahI pA rahA hai ki merA kyA kartavya hai, kahA~ Ananda milegA, kaise sarva cintAe~ dUra hogI? isakA use kucha bhI bhAna nahI hai| yahA~ ke mile hue samAgama ke thor3e dinoM ko itarA leM, mauja mAna le, kucha ajJAnI pUDho ke siratAja bana le, ina sabase kucha bar3hiyA pojIzana vAle kahalAne lage, to bhalA batalAvo ki caMda dino kI isa cAMdanI se kyA pUrA par3egA? jo jIva ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna ina aprazasta dhyAno kA Asrava karatA hai use khala ke Tukar3e ke samAna isa loka sambandhI kucha indriya janma sukha prApta ho jAtA hai, para una sukho meM duHkha hI bharA huA hai| teja lAla mirca khAne meM batAvo kaunasA sukha ho jAtA hai, para kalpanA meM yaha jIva kahatA hai ki isameM bar3A svAda AyA, yaha to bar3I caTapaTI maMgaur3I banI hai| kauna sA svAda AyA so batAvo, para lAla mirca ke khAne ke khAne meM kalpanA meM svAda mAnA jA rahA hai| AMsU girate jAte aura sukha mAnate jaate| jaisI yahA~ hAlata hai vaisI hI hAlata ina indriyaviSayoM ke bhogo meM aura dhanasaMcaya se mana kI mauja meM bhI yahI hAlata hai| vipadA aneka AtI rahatI hai aura mauja bhI usI meM mAna rahe hai| sadagRhastha kI caryA- bhaiyA ! sadagRhastha vaha hai jo apane rAta dina meM kucha samaya to nirvikalpa banane kA prayatna kare aura AtmA kI sudha le| yaha baiThA huA, par3A huA kabhI kisI dina yoM hI sIdhe calA jAyagA, isa zarIra ko chor3akara avazya hI jAnA hogaa| abhI kucha avasara hai jJAnArjana karane kaa| gharma sAdhana karake puNya kamAye, mokSamArga banAe, saccI zradvA paidA kare, saMsAra se chUTane ko upAya banA le, jo karanA cAhe kara sakate hai aura vivekI purUSa aisA karate hI hai| avivekI purUSa avasara se lAbha nahI uTAte aura vyartha ke cakkara meM upayoga ramAkara jIvana gaMvA jAte hai|
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________________ jJAnI viveka para eka dRSTAnta - jaise jisa rAjya meM yaha niyama ho ki yahA~ prativarSa rAjA kA cunAva hogA aura usa rAjA ke varSa kI samApti hone para use jaMgala meM chor3a diyA jaaygaa| kauna penzana de, kauna usakI sevA kare? yaha niyama ho to bevakUpha loga to rAjA baneMge aura jaMgala meM mareMge, kintu koI budvimAna to yaha hI karegA ki hama eka varSa ko to he rAjA, jisa varSa hama rAjA hai usa varSa to hama jo cAhe so kara sakate hai| vaha jaMgala meM hI apanI koThI banA de, khetI baila saba kucha taiyAra kara de, naukara bhI bheja de, eka pArka banA le, kara le jo karanA ho, phizra vaha phaikaM diyA jAya jaMgala meM to vahA~ to vaha mauja se rhegaa| jJAnI kA viveka - aisA hI isa bAra saMsAra rAjya kA aisA niyama hai| ise 50, 60, 70 varSa ko manuSya banA do, saba pazuo kA ise rAjA banA do, saba jIvo meM ise siratAja banA do, phira 60-70 varSa ke bAda ise phaika denA nigoda meM, sthAvara meM, kIDe makor3o meM, narako meM aisA isa sAmAnya kA niyama hai| to yahAM avivekI mUr3ha AtmA to isa manuSya ke sAmrAjya meM, viSayo meM magna hokara caina mAnA karate hai, para marane para durgati pAyege, kintu koI ho budvimAna jIva to vaha to yahI samajhegA ki isa 60-70 varSa me jo kucha karanA cAheM kara to sakate hai nA, hamArA jJAna hamAre pAsa hai, hamArA AtmasvarUpa hamameM hI hai, hama jaisA bodha karanA cAhe, jJAna karanA cAhe, upayoga lagAnA cAheM lagA sakate hai| yahA~ yadi saMsAra ko chor3ane kA upAya banA leM, samyagdarzana prApta kara le to aba to ise sugati hI milegI aura ati nikaTa kAla meM nirvANa pada paaygaa| buddhimAna to yo karate hai| AtmanirNaya - bhaiyA! aba hama apanI-apanI soca leN| hama apanI sUcI mUr3ho meM likhAyeM ki badvimAna meM? progrAma to banAte hI hai bahuta se / kucha isa progrAma kA bhI nirNaya kara le, ina mUryo meM apanA nAma likhAve yA vivekiyo meM? isa anitya samAgama kA lobha karane vAle to muDho meM hI apanA nAma likhAne vAle hai aura ina samasta paudagalika vibhUtiyoM se pRthaka apane AtmakalyANa ko hI pradhAna samajhane vAle purUSa vivekiyo meM nAma likhane vAle hai| dekho isa AtmakSetra ke nikaTa arthAt antara kI aura yaha caitanya cintAmaNi ratna par3A huA hai| ora bAhara me ye vaiSayika sukhaHdukha niHsAra asAra khala ke Tukar3e par3e hue hai| aba dekho, dhyAna se hI AtmIya Ananda pAyA jA sakatA hai aura dhyAna se hI bAhA sukha pAye jo sakate hai| viveka kara lIjie ki hameM kaisA dhyAna banAnA cAhie? kucha mohI ajJAnI jIvoM se, mohiyoM se, paryAya budvi vAlo se prazaMsA ke zabda suna liyA to kyA pAyA? unhone bhI prema se nahI bolA, kintu svayaM apanI kaSAya kI vedanA ko zAnta karane ke lie bolA hai| hama AtmakalyANa kI dRSTi chor3akara yadi ina khalI ke Tukar3o meM hI laga jAye to yaha kucha bhI viveka nahI hai| 11
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________________ buddhimAna kI khala me anAsthA jisa cIja meMse sAra nikala jAtA hai athavA jisame sAra nahI rahatA hai, usakA nAma khala hai| tila meM saraso meM jo sAra hai vaha tela hai, vaha jaba nahI rahatA to usakI jo hAlata banatI hai, use loga khala kahate hai / khala nAma durjana kA bhI hai, duSTa kA bhI hai ayogya kA bhI hai| yaha sArA samAgama khala kI taraha hai, niHsAra hai aura nimitta dRSTi se hameM AdhA pahu~cAne vAlA hai, yaha jAnakara vivekI puruSa usameM Adara buddhi nahI karate hai / Arta aura raudradhyAna kA phaMsAva yaha jagata Arta aura raudra dhyAna meM phasA hai| do hI to bAteM hai isa jIva ke paricaya kI, eka to mauja aura dUsarI piidd'aa| koI mauja meM masta hai koI pIr3A meM duHkhI hai| pIr3A vAle dhyAna kA nAma hai ArtadhyAna aura moja vAle dhyAna kA nAma rodrdhyaan| pIr3A meM sambhava hai ki krUratA na rahe para mauja meM to krUratA rahatI hai| pIr3A ke samaya sambhava hai ki yaha pavitra rahe, para viSayo ke mauja ke samaya meM yaha jIva apavitra hI rahatA hai| buddhimAno ke lie sampadA viSama aura apavitra vastu hai / sampadA apavitra nahI hai kintu sampadA ke prati jo moha pariNAma lagatA hai vaha pariNAma apavitra hai / jagata meM na koI jIva apanA mitra hai, na koI jIva apanA zatru hai| apanA rAga jisa sAdhana se puSTa hai usa sAdhana ke juTAne vAle ko loga mitra mAnane lagate hai aura usa rAga meM jisameM nimitta se bAdhA huI hai usako zatru mAna lete hai / vAstava meM koI bAhrA sAdhana mere zatru-mitra nahI hai| apanI hI kalpanA mitra rUpa meM pariNata hotI hai, zatrurUpa meM pariNata hotI hai| vastutaH to ye sabhI kalpanAeM apanI zatru hai / - raudradhyAna meM krUratA ka saMkleza raudradhyAna cAra prakAra ke hai hiMsAnanda, mRSAnanda, cauryAnanda, parigrahAnanda / hiMsA karane karAne meM mauja mAnanA, hiMsA karate hue ko dekhakara khuza honA isa prakAra kI maujo kA nAma hiMsAnanda hai| ina maujo meM krUratA bharI huI hai| mRSAnanda jhUTha bolane meM jhUTha kahalavAne meM khuza honA so mRSAnanda hai / koI kisI ko jhUThI bAta lagAtA hai majAka dillagI karatA hai to aisA karane vAle logo kA Azaya krUra hai athavA nahI ? krUra hai| kisI kI cIja curA lenA athavA kisI kI cIja curAne athavA lUTane kA upAya batAnA, rAya denA aura isa hI meM mauja mAnanA aisA karane vAle kA citta duSTatA aura krUratA se bharA huA hai yA nahI? viSayo ke sAdhana juTAnA, viSayo meM hI magna rahanA isameM bhI krUratA par3I huI hai / mAnA to jA rahA hai mauja, parantu apane-apane paramAtmaprabhu para ghora anyAya kiyA jA rahA hai| ArtadhyAna meM kleza kA saMkleza ArtadhyAna meM bhI malinatA hai| iSTa kA viyoga hone para, iSTa ke saMyoga kI AzA banAe rahanA yaha hai iSTa viyogaja ArtadhyAna / yahA~ bhI brahAsvarUpa se vimukha hone ka prasaMga AtA hai / aniSTa vastu kA saMyoga hone para usake viyoga kI bhAvanAe~ banAnA, yahI he aniSTa saMyogaja ArtadhyAna / yahA~ bhI jIva, AtmakalyANa - 78
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________________ se vimukha bana rahA hai| bAhApadArtho meM AzA lagAe rahanA yaha vedanA prabhava auzra nidAna nAmaka ArtadhyAna hai| yahA~ bhI isa jIva ne kevala dhyAna hI kiyA aura dhyAna se hI apanA mauja aura viSAda bnaayaa| yahI jIva isa prakAra kA dhyAna na banAkara vastu ke yathArtha svataMtra svarUpa kI aura dRSTi de dekara yadi samyagjJAna puSTa kare, samyaktva poSaNa kare to ise kauna rokatA hai, parantu yaha mohI prANI zuddha prakriyAoM ko to tyAga detA hai, rAgadveSa moha me basA rahatA hai| caitanyacintAmaNi kI AsthA kA anurodha - vivekI jano kA kartavya hai ki ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna kA tyAga karake AtmIya AnandasvarUpa ke lAbha ke lie dharma dhyAna aura zukla dhyAna kI upAsanA kre| bhagavAna kI AjJA pramANa apane kartavya meM lge| ye rAgAdrika vibhAva kaba dUra ho, kaise dUra ho, isakA cintana kare aura yathAzakti upAya bnaave| isa loka kI vizAlatA aura isa kAla ke anAdinidhinatA kA vicAra karake aura bhUta kAla me kie gae vicAra anya janoM para bhI kyA gujare, mujha para bhI kyA gujare, isakA yathArtha cintana kare aura karmo ke phala kA bhI yathArtha nirNaya rakhe to isa zubha dhyAna ke pratApa se apane ko zuddha Ananda kI prApti ho sakatI hai| aba eka saMkalpa banA le| AtmakSetra ke bhItarI aura caitanya cintAmaNi prakAzamAna hai aura isa kSetra meM bAhara kI aura ye viSayakaSAyarUpI khala ke Tukar3e par3e hai| aba kisakA Adara karanA cAhie? caitanya cintAmaNi kA Adara karanA caahie| apane ko zuddha jJAnAnandasvarUpa nirakheM, isa hI se zuddha Ananda prApta hogaa| svasaMvedanasuvyaktastanumAtro niratyayaH / atyantasaukhyavAnAtmA lokAlokavilokanaH / / 2 / / Azraya se Atma tatva - pUrva prakaraNa se isa bAta kA samarthana huA hai ki cinmAtra cintAmaNi ke lAbha meM hI AtmA kA udvAra hai aura AtmA kA upakAra isI svabhAva ke avalambana se hai| isa bAta ko jAnakara jijJAsu yaha jAnane kI icchA kara rahA hai ki jisa Atmatatva ke jAnane se saMsAra ke samasta saMkaTa dUra ho jAte hai aura zAzvata zuddha AtmIya Ananda milatA hai, tathA sAdhAraNa guNa jJAna kA pUrNa vikAsa ho jAtA hai, vaha AtmA kaisA hai ? isa hI prazna ke uttara meM yaha zloka AyA hai| yaha AtmA svasaMvedana pratyakSa kA viSaya hai, dehapramANa hai, avaniAzI hai, ananta sakhamaya hai va vizvajJa hai| A AtmA kI svasaMdedanagamyatA - yaha AtmA apane Apako jAnane vAle jJAna ke dvArA hI jAnane meM AtA hai pratyeka AtmA apane meM 'mai hU~' aisA anubhava karatA hai| cAhe koI kisI rUpa meM mAne, para pratyeka jIva meM 'mai hU~, aisA vizvAsa avazya hai| mai amuka jAti kA hU~ paMDita hU~, mUrkha hU~, gRhastha hU~, sAdhu hU~, kisI na kisI rUpa se mai hU~ aisA pratyeka jIva 79
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________________ aMtaraMga meM maMtavya rakha rahA hai| jisake lie mai hU~ isa prakAra kA jJAna kiyA jA rahA hai jisako vedA jA rahA hai vaha mai AtmA huuN| yaha AtmA svasamvedana pratyakSa ke dvArA vedya hai| AtmA ko dehapramANa vistAra - vartamAna me yaha AtmA karmodaya se prApta choTe-bar3e apane zarIra ke pramANa hai| jaise prakAza ko, dIpaka ko ghar3e ke bhItara rakha deM to isa ghar3e meM hI prakAza ho jAtA hai, kamare meM rakha deM to kamare meM phaila jAtA hai, aise hI yaha jJAnapuJaja Atmatatva jisa zarIra meM rahatA hai utane zarIra pramANa ho jAtA heN| cIMTIkA zarIra ho to cIMTI ke zarIra ke barAbara AtmAho gayA, hAthIke zarIra meM pahuMce to hAthIke zarIra ke barAbara phaila gyaa| yaha AtmA karmodaya se prApta zarIra meM bata hai to yaha zarIra pramANa hI to rhegaa| zarIra se bAhara maiM AtmA hU~ - aisA anubhava bhI nahI ho rahA hai, aura zarIra meM kevala sira mai hUM, hAtha paira maiM nahI hUM, aisA bhI anubhava nahI ho rahA hai| tanmAtra hai jitanA zarIra milA hai utane pramANameM yaha AtmA vistRta hai| jaba zarIra se mukta ho jAtA hai, sidvapada prApta hotA hai usa samaya yaha AtmA jisa zarIra ko tyAgakara siddha huA hai vaha zarIra jitane pramANameM vistAra vAlA thA utane pramANameM vistRta raha jAtA hai, phira vahA~ ghaTane aura bar3hane kA kAma nahI hai| jisa saMsAra avasthAmeM yaha jIva jitane bar3e zarIra ko prApta kare utane pramANa yaha jIva ho jAtA hai| choTA zarIra milA to choTA ho jAtA hai aura bar3A zarIra milA to bar3A ho jAtA hai, parantu sita avasthAmeM na choTA honekA kAraNa rahA, na bar3A hone kA koI kAraNa rahA, zarIrase mukti haI, karma rahe nahI, aba batAvo yaha AtmA choTA bane ki bar3A ho jAya? na choTA banane kA kAraNa rahA, na bar3A banane kA kAraNa rahA, taba carama zarIra pramANa yaha AtmA rahatA hai| AtmA tanumAtra hai| AtmatatvakI - nityayatA - isa AtmA kA kabhI vinAza nahI hotA he| dravyadRSTise yaha AtmA nitya hai, zAzvata hai arthAt AtmA nAmaka vastu kabhI naSTa nahI hotI hai, usakA pariNamana nayA nayA bnegaa| kabhI duHkharUpa hai, kabhI sukharUpa hai, kabhI kaSAyarUpa hai, kabhI niSkaSAyarUpa ho jaaygaa| AtmapariNamana calatA rahatA hai| kintu AtmA nAmaka vastu vahIkA vahI hai, avinAzI hai| AtmatatvakA sukhamaya svarUpa - yaha AtmA ananta sukha vAlA hai| AtmAkA svarUpa sukhase racA huA hai, Ananda hI Ananda isake svabhAva meM he, para jise apane AnandasvarUpakA paricaya nahI hai vaha purUSa paradravyomeM, viSayomeM AzA lagAkara duHkhI hotA hai aura sukha mAnatA hai| yaha AtmA svarasataH AnandasvarUpa hai| koI-koI purUSa to AnandamAtra hI AtmAko mAnate hai| jaise ki ve kahate hai AnaMdo brahmANo ruupN| brAkA svarUpa mAtra Ananda hai, para jaina sidvAnta kahatA hai ki AtmA kevala AnandasvarUpa hI nahI hai, kintu jJAnAnandasvarUpa hai| jJAna na ho to Ananda kahA~ virAje? aura AnandarUpa pariNati na ho to paripUrNa vikAsa vAlA jJAna kahA~ virAje? 80
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________________ AtmatatvakI sarvajJarUpatA - yaha AtmA jJAnAnandasvarUpa hai| AnandasvarUpa hai yaha to kahA hI gayA hai para jJAnasvarUpa bhI hai| yadi AtmA jJAnarUpa na ho to kucha vyavasthA hI na bnegii| isa samasta jagatako jAnanevAlA kauna hai ? isa jagatakI vyavasthA kauna banAe ? kalpanA karo ki koI jJAnavAna padArtha na hotA jagata meM aura ye saba padArtha hote to inakA paricaya kauna karatA ? yaha AtmA jJAnasvarUpa hai- isakA jJAnasvabhAva isake ananta balako rakha rahA hai ki jJAna se yaha loka aura aloka tIna kAlake samasta padArtho ko spaSTa jAna ske| aisA yaha AtmA loka aura alokakA jAnanahAra hai| ekAnta mantavya nirAsa - AtmAke svarUpako batAne vAle isa zlokameM 5 vizeSaNa die hai| AtmA sva-samvedanagamya hai, zarIrapramANa hai, avinAzI hai, ananta sukha vAlA hai aura lAkakA sAkSAt karane vAlA hai ina vizeSaNo se 5 maMtavyoMkA khaNDana ho jAyagA, jo ekAnta maMtavya hai| AtmasatvakA samarthana - koI yaha kahate hai ki AtmA to kucha pramANa kA viSaya bhI nahI hai jo viSaya pramANa meM Aye, yuktimeM utare, usake guNoMkA bhI varNana kriyegaa| AtmapadArtha kucha padArtha hI nahI, bhrama hai logo ne bahakA rakkhA hai| dharmake nAmapara jo RSi hue, tyAgI hue, sAdhu hue, eka dharma kA aisA DhakosalA batA diyA hai ki loga dharmameM ulajhe rahe aura unakI isa ulajhanakA lAbha sAdhu RSi saMta lUTA kare, unako muphtameM bhakti mila, Adara mile| AtmA nAmakI koI cIja nahI hai koI loga aisA kahate hai| unake isa maMtavya kA nirAsa isa vizeSaNase ho gayA hai ki yaha AtmA svasamvedanagamya hai, spaSTa vidita hai eka aMha pratyayake dvArA bhalA jo AtmAko manA bhI kara rahe hai- maiM AtmA nahI hU~, isa manA karanemeM bhI kucha jJAna aura kucha anubhava hai ki nahI? hai, cAhe AtmAko manA karane ke rUpase hI anubhava ho| para kucha anubhava huA nA, kucha jJAna huaa| AtmA nahI hUM, maiM kucha bhIna hUM, kevala bhrama mAtra hUM aisI bhI samajha kisI meM huI naa| yaha samajha jisameM huI ho vahI AtmA hai jo AtmAko manA kare ki AtmA kucha nahI hai vahI AtmA hai| jo AtmA ko mAne ki mai AtmA aisA hUM vahI AtmA hai| svaMsavedana pramANakA viSaya - yaha AtmA svasamvedanake dvArA spaSTa prasiddha hai| yaha AtmA amUrtika hai isameM rUpa, rasa, gadhaM, sparza nahI hai isa kAraNa koI isa bAtapara ar3a jAya ki tuma hamako A~kho dikhA do ki yaha AtmA hai to mAna luuNgaa| to yoM A~kho kaise dikhAyA jA sakatA hai? usameM kucha rUpa ho, lAla pIlA Adi raMga ho to kucha A~kho se bhI dikhAne kA yatna kiyA jAya, para vahAM rUpa nahI hai, cakhakara bhI nahI batAyA jA sakatA hai| kyoMki AtmAmeM sparza bhI nahI he| yaha AtmA amUrtika hai, na yaha indriyokA viSaya hai aura na manakA viSaya hai| isIse loga yaha kaha dete hai ki AtmA kisI pramANakA viSaya bhI nahI hai, parantu yaha maMtavya ThIka nahI hai| 81
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________________ sarvajIvomeM ahaM pratyayavedana - bhaiyA ! maiM hUM, aisA pratyeka jIvameM anubhava cala rahA hai, aura koI purUSa bAhRAvikalpoMkA parihAra karake antarmukhAkAra banakara apane ApameM jo jo anubhava karegA, jo satya svabhAvakA prakAza hogA usa satya prakAzjJake anubhavako sAkSAt spaSTa jAnatA hai ki lo yaha maiM huuN| AtmAkA parijJAna karanA sabase mahAn utkRSTa purUSArtha hai| isa dhana vaibhavakA kyA hai? rahe to rahe, na rahe to na rhe| na rahanA ho to Apa kyA kareMge, aura rahanA ho to bhI Apa kyA kara rahe hai? Apa to sarvatra kevalajJAna hI kara rahe hai, kalpanAhI kara pAte hai| koI koI purUSa bAhA vikalpokA parihAra karake paramavizrAma pAye to vahA~ apane Apa hI yaha zuddha jJAnasvarUpa AtmaprakAza upayogameM prakaTa ho jAtA hai| jaba isa AtmAkI sattA svataH sidva samajhameM AtI hai, isa AtmAko asiddha kahanA ThIka nahI tanumAtrapratipadanase sarva vyApakatvakA nirasana - dUsarA vizeSaNa isameM diyA gayA hai - AtmA zarIra mAtra hai| isake viparIta kucha loga to yaha kahate hai ki yaha AtmA AkAzakI taraha vyApaka hai, AkAzake barAbara phailA huA hai| jisa prakAra sarvatra AkAza vidyamAna hai usI prakAra AtmA bhI sarvatra maujUda rahatA hai, kahI AtmAkA abhAva nahI hai| jaise AkAzjJa to eka hai aura ghar3emeM jo pola hai usameM samAye hue AkAza ko loga kahate he ki ghar3ekA AkAza hai yaha kamarekA AkAza hai| jaise una ghaDone bhIta aura ghar3iyAloke AvaraNake kAraNa AkAzake bheda kara die jAte hai ki yaha amuka AtmA hai, yaha amuka AtmA hai aisA eka maMtavya hai, parantu vaha maMtavya ThIka nahI hai| jo cIja eka hotI hai aura jitanI bar3I hotI hai usa ekameM kisI bhI jagaha kucha pariNamana ho to pUremeM huA karatA hai| yahA~ to bhinna-bhinna dehiyomeM vibhinna pariNAma dekhA jA rahA hai| padArtha ke ekatvakA pratibodha - yaha caukI rakhI hai, yaha eka cIja nahI tabhI to caukIke eka khuMTa me Aga laga jAye to dhIre-dhIre pUrI jalatI he| eka padArtha vaha hotA hai ki eka pariNamana jitane meM pUremeM niyama se usI samaya honA hI pdd'e| jaise eka paramANu / paramANumeM jo bhI pariNamana hotA hai vaha sampUrNameM hotA hai| kitanA hai paramANu sampUrNa ? eka pradezamAtra, use niraMza kahate hai| to eka pariNamana jitane meM niyama se ho utane ko eka kahA karate hai| yaha AtmA sarvatra vyApaka kevala eka hI hotA to hama jo vicAra karate hai, mAnate hai utanA jo jJAnakA pariNamana huA, vaha pariNamana pUre AtmAmeM honA caahie| phira yaha bheda kyoM ho jAyagA ki Apa jo jAnate hai so Apa hI jAnate hai, mai nahI jAna sktaa| jaba eka hI AtmA hai to jo bhI pariNamana kisI jagaha ho vaha pariNamana pUre AtmAmeM honA cAhie, para aisA hotA nahI hai hamameM sukha pariNamana ho to vaha hamameM hI hotA hai ApameM nahI jA sakatA hai| jo ApameM hotA hai, hama sabameM nahI jA sakatA hai| isase siddha hai ki AtmA eka sarvavyApaka nahI hai| rahI AkAzakI baat| dRSTAntamaMjo kahA gayA thA to 82
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________________ ghar3e me, haMDemeM, kamare AkAza kucha ghar3ekA, haMDekA alaga alaga nahI hai| AkAza to vahI eka hai| kahI ghar3ekA uThAkara dhara dene se vahA~ kA AkAza na rahe, ghar3eke sAtha cala Ae, aisA nahI hotA hai| AkAza me jo bhI eka pariNamana hotA hai vaha pUre AkAza meM hotA hai| vaha vastu hai| AtmAke atyanta alpIyastvakA nirasana - kucha loga aisA kahate hai ki AtmA baTake bIjake dAnekI taraha choTA hai| jaise bar3ake phalakA dAnA hotA hai to vaha saraso barAbara bhI nahI hai, tilake dAne barAbara bhI nahI hai| itanA choTA bIja auzra kisIkA hotA hI nahI hai| to baTake bIjakA jitanA eka dAnA hotA hai AtmA to utanA hI choTA hai isa sAre shriirmeN| para yaha choTA AtmA rAta dina isa zarIra meM itanA jaldI cakkara lagAtA rahatA hai ki hama Apako aisA mAlUma hotA hai ki maiM itanA bar3A huuN| jaise kisI gola cakA meM tIna jagaha, do jagaha Aga lagA dI jAya kapar3A bAdhaiMkara aura usa cakeko bahuta tejIse gola gola phirAyA jAya to Apa yaha nahI parakha pAte hai ki isameM tIna jagaha Aga hai| vaha eka hI jagaha mAlUma hotI hai| acchA, cakA aura Aga kI bAta dUra jAde do| aba jo bijalIkA paMkhA calatA hai usameM paMkhur3iyAM hai para jaba paMkhA calatA hai to yahI nahIM mAlUma hotA hai ki isameM tIna paMkhur3iyA hai vaha pUrA eka najara AtA hai| isase bhI adhika vega se calane vAlA AtmA yoM nahI vidita ho pAtA hai ki yaha AtmA baTake dAneke barAbara sUkSma hai, aisA eka maMtavya hai| vaha bhI maMtavya ThIka nahI hai| AtmAke dehapramANa vistArakA samarthana - AtmAke baTa bIjake barAbara choTA honekA koI kAraNa nahIM hai, aura yaha isa tarahake cakkara agara lagAe to zarIra to bar3e behUde DhaMga kA hai, do TAMge, itanI lambI pasara gayI hai, 2 hAtha aise alaga-alaga nikala gae hai, isameM AtmA kisa taraha ghUmeM, kahA~-kahA~ jAya? yaha AtmA na to bar3ake bIja ke dAne barAbara choTA hai aura na AkAzakI taraha eka sarvavyApaka hai kintu karmodayAnusAra jaba jaisA choTA yA bar3A zarIra milatA hai to usa zarIra pramANa hI isa AtmAkA vistAra banatA hai| isa AtmAke pradezameM saMkoca aura vistAra karanekI prakRti hai| choTA zarIra milA to pradeza saMkucita ho gae bar3A zarIra milA to pradeza phaila ge| yaha AtmA karmodayase prApta apane apane zarIra ke pramANa hI vistAra meM rahatA hai| cArUvAk - AtmAke sambaMdha meM sidvAnta rUpase jo yaha mAnyatA hai ki yaha zarIra, pRthvI, jala, agni, vAyu aura AkAza ina pAMca tatvo se banatA hai aisA sidvAnta mAnane vAloM kA nAma hai cArvAka, jise samhAla karake boliye caaruuvaak| cArU mAyane priya, vAk mAyane vacana, jisake vacana sArI duniyA ko priya lageM usakA nAma hai caaruuvaak| yadi koI yaha kahe ki kyA AtmA aura dharmake jhagar3emeM par3ate ho, khUba khAvA, piyo, mauja ur3Avo aura dekho indriyake viSayo meM kitanA mauja hai, kauna dekha AyA hai ki kyA hai Age? hai hI kucha nahI 83
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________________ aage| jo kucha hai vaha dikhatA huA saba kucha hai isalie ArAmase raho, khUba maujase raho, karjA ho to ho jAne do magara khUba ghI zakkara khaavo| Age na cukAnA par3egA, jIva Age kahA~ rahatA hai, aisI bAteM sunanemeM jagatake laukika jIvoMko to priya lagatI hogI, aise laukika vacana jinako priya lagate hai unakA nAma hai caaruuvaak| yaha to sidvAnta vAlI bAta hai, parantu isa sidvAntakA paricaya nahI hai to na sahI kintu isa maMtavya vAle ine gine birale tatvajJa sAdhu saMtoko chor3akara sArI duniyA isake matakI anuyAyI hai| nAstikatA - bhaiyA ! yoM to nAma ke lie koI jaina kahalAe phira bhI ina jaino meM jaise mAnA Aja saMkhyA lAkhokI hai to una jaino meM vayAvahArika rUpase aura maMtavyake rUpase cAravAkakI zreNI meM adhika hogaa| aura bhI jitane dharma majahaba hai unameM bhI cArUvAka bhare par3e hai| jo Astika nahI hai ve saba cArUvAka hai| yahA~ AstikakA artha hai padArtha kI jisakI jaisI sattA hai, astitva hai use jo mAne usakA nAma Astika hai, aura jo padArthakA astitva na mAneM unakA nAma nAstika hai| yaha to managaDhanta paribhASA hai ki jo hamAre zAstroko na mAne so nAstika hai| jo hamAre vedoko na mAne so nAstika, jo hamAre kurAnako na mAne se naastik| hara eka koI apanA apanA artha lagA le, koI kAphira zabda kahatA hai, koI nAstika zabda kahatA hai, koI mithyAdRSTi zabda kahatA hai, ye saba ekArthaka zabda hai| nAstika kA artha yaha nahI hai ki jo mere matakI bAta na mAne so nAstika, kintu nAstikakA artha hai padArthakI jaisI sattA hai, astitva hai usa astitvakA na honA mAne so nAstika hai| nAstika zabda meM kahA~ likhA hai yaha ki vedako yA amuka majahabako yA isa purANako na mAne so nAstika usameM do hI to zabda hai, na aura asti| jaisA jo asti hai use na mAne so naastik| laukAtyAyakatA - cArUvAka sidvAnta meM yaha mata banA hai ki AtmA kucha nahI hai| pRthvI, jala, agni, aura vAyu ke saMyoga se eka navIna zakti prakaTa ho jAtI hai jise loga jIva kahate hai| jaise mahuvA aura kodo Adika jo mAdaka padArtha hai unakA samparka ho, ve sar3e gale to eka mAdaka zakti paidA ho jAtI hai jisake sevanase, nazAjanaka unmAdaka padArthoke prayoga se manuSya pAgala ho jAtA hai| to jaise zarAba kodo meM nahI bharI par3I hai, kodoko loga khAte hai, usake cAvala khAte hai, roTI khAteM hai? kodome kahA~ zarAba hai para kodo aura anya anya padArtho ko milA diyA jAya to vidhipUrvaka una padArthokA saMyoga honese zarAba bana jAtI hai, aise hI pRthvI meM samajha nahI hai, jalameM cetanA nahI hai, agnimaM nahI hai, vAyu meM nahI hai, para isakA vidhipUrvaka saMyoga ho jAya to cetanA zakti ho jAtI hai aisA cArUvAkakA sidvAnta hai| cArvAkasidvAnta meM AtmavinAzakI vidhi - cArvAka mantavya meM yaha dhAraNA jamI huI hai ki pRthvI Adi bikhare ki cetanA mUlase khatama ho gii| pRthvI pRthvI se mila gayI, agni 84
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________________ agnimeM, jala jalameM, vAyu vAyume, cetanA smaapt| bacce loga jaba apanala dhotI sukhAte hai to aisA bolate hai ki kuvAMkA pAnI kuvAMmeM jAya, talAkA pAnI talAmeM jAya, aisA kAma bacce loga kalAsahita karate hai| sIdhe kAma karanekI unakI prakRti nahI hai| to jaise una baccokA maMtavya hai ki hamArI dhotI meM talAkA pAnI cipakA hai jisase gIlI hai to talAkA pAnI talAmeM calA jAya aise hI isa cArUvAka baccekA yaha maMtavya hai ki isa mujhameM jo aMza jahA~kA ho pRthvI tatva, jala tatva jo mujhameM zAmila ho ve tatva bikhara jAyege to AtmA miTa gyaa| kitane hI loga maranA cAhate hai aura kitane hI loga jInA cAhate hai| kucha sukha bharI jindagI ho to jInA acchA hai aura klezakArI jindagI ho to maranA acchA hai| unakA jInA bhI muphta hai aura maranAbhI muphta hai arthAt marakara bhI kucha na rhegaa| atyaya zabdakA bhAva - vinAzavAdI loga isa AtmAkA astitva nahI mAnate hai| ve jAnate hai ki garbha se lekara marene taka hI yaha jIva hai Age yaha jIva nahI hai| isa maMtavyakA khaNDana karane ke lie isa zlokameM niratyayaH zabda diyA hai| AtmAkI jAnakArI ke lie yaha 5 vizeSaNoMkA vivaraNa cala rahA hai| jisase tIsarA vizeSaNa hai niratyayaH / AtmA avinAzI hai| atyaya kA artha hai atikAnta ho gayA hai aya mAyane AnA jahA~ yAne atyaya abhAva ko kahate hai| atyaya na huA jahA~ usakA nAma hai nirtyyH| loga niratyayaH kA artha sIdhA naSTa ho jAnA kaha dete hai| ThIka hai, niratyayakA artha hai naSTa honaa| kintu naSTa hone me hotA kyA hai? to naSTa honekA yaha atyaya jo nAma hai usame yaha marma par3A hai ki isameM aba pariNamana na hogaa| jaba taka pariNamana hai taba taka padArtha hai| jaba pariNamana hI na ho to padArtha hI kahA~ rahegA? na ho pariNamana to mUlase nAza ho gyaa| yaha kaThora zabda hai atyy| vinAza zabdake jitane paryAyavAcI zabda hai una sabameM yaha bar3A kaThora zabda hai| vilaya zabda kA bhAva - vinAzakA paryAyavAcI zabda vilaya hai, kintu vilaya zabda kaThora nahI hai| paryAyakA vilaya ho gayA arthAt paryAya vilIna ho gyii| paryAya dravyameM samA gayI- isakA kucha satvarakhA, kaThoratA nahI vartI, aura hotA bhI yahI hai vinAzameM ki navIna paryAya dravayameM vilIna ho jAtI hai| jaise eka buDhiyA rahaTA kAtatI thii| usakA takuvA Ter3hA ho gayA to use lekara vaha lohArake pAsa pahuMcI, bolI ki isa takuvAkI Ter3ha nikAla doge? bolA hA~ nikAla deMge, do Take (cAra paise) leNge| ThIka hai| lohArane use sIdhA kara diyA, Ter3ha nikala gyii| to jaba lohAra use dene lagA to kahA ki aba lAvA 2 Take paise| to bur3hiyA bolI ki tumane jo isa takuvekI TeDha nikAlI hai vaha hamAre hAthameM de do taba apane Take le lo| aba lohAra bar3A hairAna huaa| socA ki kaise isa takuvekI Ter3hako isake hAtha meM de de? hA~ vaha aisA kara sakatA hai ki usa takuveko phira Ter3hA kara de| socA ki isa takuveke Ter3hA karanemeM hairAna bhI ho mo bhI yaha hamAre do Take na degii| to jaise vahA~ yaha 85
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________________ batAvo ki takuvAmeM jo Ter3ha thI vaha gayI kahA~? usa takuvese nikalakara kahI bAhara gayI hai kyA? athavA vaha Ter3ha takuvAmeM aba bhI dhaMsI huI hai kyA? na Ter3ha bAhara gayI hai, na Ter3ha takuveme ghaMsI hai to huA kyA usakA ? Ter3ha takuvAmeM vilIna ho gyii| na yahA~ dUra honekI bAta kahI, na takuvAmeM rahane kI bAta kahI aura donokI bAta kaha dii| to vinAzakA artha vilIna bhI hai para yaha komala prayoga hai| AtmAkI niratyayarUpatA - yaha cArUvAka vilaya zabda jaise komala prayogako bhI rAjI nahI hai, vaha mAnatA hai atyy| jahA~ atyaya hotA hI nahI hai, ayase atikrAnta ho gayA, ayase hI paryaya zabda banA hai, paryaya aura paryAya donokA eka hI artha hai| jaise manaH paryaya jJAna / to kahI isa pariNamanakA nAma paryaya bhI rakha diyA hai| kahI isakA nAma paryAya bhI rakha diyA hai| AcArya kahate hai ki AtmA niratyaya hai, usakA abhAva nahI hotA hai vinAza nahI hotA hai| yaha dravyarUpase nitya hai| kucha bhI pariNamana calo, vyakta ho, avyakta ho vaha pariNamana jisa strotabhUta dravyake AdhArameM hotA hai vaha dravya zAzvata rahatA hai| AtmA dravya rUpase nitya hai| yadyapi paryAyArthika nayakI apekSAse AtmA pratikSaNa vinAzIka hai, phira bhI dravyadRSTise dekho to zAzvata vahIkA vahI hai| paryAyadRSTise dekhane para hI pratIta hogA ki pratyeka padArtha apane ApameM pratisamaya navIna-navIna pariNamana karatA hai, vaha nIvana pariNamana pUrva pariNamana se atyanta vilakSaNa nahI hai athavA samAna ho to vahA~ yaha paricaya nahI ho pAtA ki isa padArtha meM kucha badala huii| paryAyadRSTimeM kSaNika rUpatA- paramAtmAkA kevalajJAna jaisA zuddha pariNamana bhI kevalajJAna bhI paramArthataH pratikSaNa navIna pariNamanase rahatA hai, yadyapi vaha atyanta samAna hai, jo pUrvasamayameM viSaya thA kevalajJAnakA vahIkA vahI utanA kA hI utanA agale-agale samayameM viSayarahatA hai phira bhIpariNamana nyArA nyArA hai| jaise bijalIkA balba 15 minaTa taka rozanI karatA rahA aura pUre pAvara se bijalI hai, usameM kucha kamIbezI nahI cala rahI hai, bilkula ekasA prakAza hai| isa balbane jo eka minaTa pahile prakAzita kiyA thA vahI kA vahI prakAza dUsare minaTa meM bhI prakAzita hai phira bhI pahile minaTakI bijalI kA purUSArtha pahile minaTa meM thA, dUsare minaTa nayA purUSArtha hai, naI zaktikA pariNamana hai, viSaya bhale hI samAna hai kintu pariNamanane vAlA padArtha pratikSaNa navIna-navIna paryAyase pariNamatA hai| yo pahile samayakI paryAya agale samaya meM bhI nahI rahatI hai, itanA kSaNika hai samasta vizva, lekina yaha paryAyadRSTi se kSaNika hai| vibhAvapariNatikI kSaNikarUpatA - saMsArI jIvameM kisI vastuviSayaka prema huA, rAga pariNamana huA to jaba taka vaha rAga antarmuhUrta taka na calatA rahe, na banatA rahe taba taka hama Apake jJAnameM nahI A smtaa| hama jisa rAgakA prayoga karate hai, jisa rAga se prabhAvita hote hai vaha eka samaya kA rAga nahI hai| koI bhI saMsArI prANI eka samayake rAga se 86
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________________ prabhAvita nahI hotA, kintu asaMkhyAta samaya taka vaha rAga rAga calatA rahe taba hama upayomeM, grahaNameM AtA hai aura hama prabhAvita hote hai, phira bhI upayoga ke viSayabhUta usa rAgaparyAya samUha meM pratikSaNa jo rAga pariNamana hai vaha pratisamayakA ekA eka pariNamana hai, kintu vaha eka samaya ke pariNamana prabhu ke jJAna dvArA jAne jA sakate hai, kyoki unakA kevalajJAnala nirapekSa asahAya hotA huA prati samaya kI pariNatiko jAnanevAlA hai, para chadmastha jIva eka samaya ke rAgapariNamanako grahaNa nahI kara skte| yo upayoga dvArA jAna bhI nahI skte| yadyapi isa hI upayoga se hama rAgake eka samayakI carcA kara rahe hai| samayavartI rAga hotA hai, hama carcA kara rahe hai, para vizada paricaya nahI ho sktaa| hama chadmastha jAna lete hai yuktiyo se, Agamase, para jise anubhavameM AnA kaho, paricayameM AnA kaho vaisA eka samayakA rAga paricayameM A hI nahI sakatA, kintu hotA hai avazya pratisamayameM pariNamana aura eka samayakA pariNamana dUsare samaya rahatA nahI hai| pariNamanake AdhArakI dhruvatA - pratikSaNa pariNAmI kSaNika hai yaha AtmA aura samasta padArtha parantu pariNamana dRSTi se yaha kSaNikatA hai| atyaya nahI ho gayA usakA, paryAyokA AnA nahI khatma huA hai, paryAyeM calatI hI rheNgii| eka paryAya miTaneke bAda usameM dUsarI paryAya AtI hai, to jisame paryAya AyI vaha padArtha zAzvata hai| yaha AnA jAnA kisa para huA? vaha padArtha hI kucha na ho, mAtra pariNamana hI ho saba, to sidvi nahI ho sktii| kSaNikavAdI loga pariNamanako hI sarvasva padArtha samajhateM hai parantu pariNamanakA AdhAra avazya huA karatA hai aura vaha avinAzI hai| isa prakAra yaha AtmA kinhI bAhA cIjoM se utpanna nahI huA hai kintu yaha avinAzI dhruva padArtha hai| AtmA AnandamayatA va jJAnasvarUpatA - cauthe vizeSaNameM kahA hai ki AtmA sukhamaya hai| koI maMtavya aise haira ki AtmAme sukha nAmakA guNa hI nahI mAnate kintu kalaMka mAnate he, isI prakAra jJAna nAmakA guNa hI nahI mAnate kintu kaMlaka mAnate hai| isa sukha kA aura isa jJAnakA jaba vinAza hogA tabhI mokSa mila sakegA, aisA maMtavya hai| vartamAna paricayakI dRSTise unhone isakI zuddhatA mAnI hai, kyoki laukika sukha aura laukika jJAna ina donose jJAnI purUSa parezAnI mAnatA hai| jJAnI to zuddha jJAna aura zuddha Ananda ko hI upAdeya mAntA hai| AtmAkA jJAna aura sukha dono hI svarUpa hai, isI kAraNa yaha AtmA ananta sukhavAna hai aura loka alaka samasta padArthokA jAnanahAra hai| isa prakAra yaha AtmA jisake dhyAnase sahaja Ananda prakaTa hotA hai vaha AtmA svasamvedanagamya hai, zarIra mAtra hai arthAt zarIra pramANa hai, avinAzI hai, sukhasvarUpa hai aura samasta lokAlokakA jAnanahAra hai, aise paramAtmatatvameM jo Adara karatA hai vaha vivekI purUSa hai| saMyamya karaNagrAmamekAgratvena cetasaH / 87
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________________ AtmAnamAtmavAnadhyAyedAtmanaivAtmanAtmani / |22 || AtmA meM abheda SaTakAratA- AtmAme abheda SaTkArakatA - pUrva zloka meM AtmA kA astitva pramANasita batAyA hai| pramANasiddha AtmAke parijJAna hone para aba yaha utsukatA hotI hai ki isa AtmAkI upAsanA kisa prakAra karanA cAhie? usake upAsanAkI vidhi isa zloka meM kahI jA rahI hai| kalyANArthI AtmA indriyake viSayoMko saMyata karake roka karake ekAgracita hokara apane AtmAmeM sthita apane AtmAko apane Atma upayoga dvArA dhyAna kre| AtmAke parijJAna meM AtmA hI to kAraNa hai aura AtmA hI AdhAra hai| (1) kartA-jAnane vAlA bhI yaha AtmA svayaM hai (2) karma-karma jisako jAnA jA rahA hai vaha AtmA bhI svaMya hai| (3) karaNa-jisake dvArA jAnA jA rahA hai vaha karaNa bhI svaMya hai (4) adhikaraNa-jisameM jAnA jA rahA hai vaha Adhara bhI svaMya hai| isake cAra kArako kA varNana AyA hai| sAtha hI do kArako kA bhI maMtavya garbhita hai ki (5) apAdana-jisase jAnA jA rahA hai arthAt jAnana kiyA, kSaNika rUpa meM upasthita hokara jJAna ne jisa dhruva padArtha kA saMketa kiyA vaha apAdAna bhUta AtmA bhI svayaM hai (6) sampradAna-jisake lie jAnA jA rahA hai vaha prayojana bhI svayaM hai| abhedaSaTkAratA para eka dRSTAnta - jaise koI sA~pa lambA apane zArako kuDaMliyA banAkara golamaTola karake baiTha jAya to vahA~ kuMDaliyA rUpa kauna banatA hai? sAMpa, aura kisako kuMDalI banAtA hai? apane ko aura kisa cIja ke dvArA kuNDalI banAtA hai? apane Apake dvArA, aura kuNDalI banAne kA prayojana kyA hai, kisake lie kuNDalIrUpa banAtA hai? apane Apake ArAma ke lie, apane ApakI vRtti ke lie kuNDalI banAtA hai, aura yaha kuNDalI banAne rUpa pariNamana jo ki kSaNika hai arthAt abhI banAyA hai, kucha samaya bAda miTA bhI degA so kuNDaliyA~ rUpa pariNamana kisa padArtha se banAtA hai? usa pariNati meM dhruva padAthra kyA hai? to dRSTAnta meM vaha sarpa svaMya hI hai aura yaha kuNDalI banI kisameM hai? usa sAMpa meM hI hai| jaise vahA~ abhedakAraka spaSTa samajha meM AtA hai isase bhI adhika spaSTa jJAniyoM kI dRSTi meM AtmA ke abhedakArakatvapanA anubhava meM AtA hai| yaha AtA svasamvedana pratyakSa anubhava karane ke yogya hai| svasaMvedanapratyadvakSa ke udyoga ke upAya - vaha svasamvedana pratyakSa kaise bane, usakA upAya hai isa sahaja AtmasvarUpa kI ekAgratA krnaa| isa AtmAtatva para ekAgrarUpa se banA huA upayoga AtmA kA svasamvedanA karA detA hai| citta kI ekAgratA ke upAya hai kaSAyo kI zAnti krnaa| jaba taka kaSAye zAnta nahI hotI hai citta ekAgra nahI hotA hai| kaSAyo ke zAMta kie binA laukika padArtho ke upayoga meM bhI ekAgratA nahI rahatI, phira zAnta svabhAvI nija Atmatatva ke upayoga meM sthiratA to kaSAyo ke zAMta kie binA asambhava hai, 88
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________________ I ataH ekAgratA karane ke lie kaSAyoM kI zAnti Avazyaka hai / kaSAya daba jAya, zAnta ho jAya, sAtha hI kaSAya zagna ke lie indriya kA damanaAvazyaka hai ye indriyA~ uddaNDa hokara apane viSayo meM pravRtta ho rahI hai athavA yaha upayoga indriya ke viSayo me Asakta ho rahA haiM, unase yaha sukha mAnatA hai aura usameM hI hita samajhatA hai aise indriya viSaya kI pravRtti meM citta kA asthira honA prAkRtika bAta hai aura kaSAya bar3hate rahanA bhI prAkRtika hai isalie indriya ke damana kI bhI prathama AvazyakatA hai jo jIva indriya kA damana nahI kara sakatA vaha vitta ko ekAgra nahIM banA sktaa| isalie indriya ke viSayoM kA nirodha bhI Avazyaka hai jaba indriya ke viSayo kA nirodha ho jAya to AtmA meM samatA pariNAma jAgrata hotA hai| isa samatA pariNAma kA hI nAma Atmabala hai / jahA~ yaha Atmabala prakaTa huA hai vahA~ upayoga sthira hai, yo upayoga ko ekAgra karake svasamvedana pratyaya ke dvArA yaha AtmA anubhava meM AtA hai| AtmA meM svaparaprakAzakatA kA svabhAva isa AtmA meM svaparaprakAzakatA kA svabhAva par3A huA hai| jaise dIpaka svapara prakAzaka hai aise hI AtmA svapara kA jAnanahAra hai / jaise kamare meM dIpaka jalatA ho to koI yaha nahIM kahatA ki dIpaka ko DhU~Dhane ke lie mujhe dIpaka do yA baiTarI do, aise hI yaha AtmA parapadArtho kA bhI prakAzaka hai aura sAtha hI apane ApakA bhI prakAzaka hai| isa kAraNa AtmA ke jAnane ke lie bhI anya padArtha kI, anya sAdhano kI AvazyakatA nahIrahatI hai taba jo puruSa AtmA kA jJAna cAhateM hai unheM prathama to yaha vizvAsa karanA cAhie ki maiM apane AtmA kA jJAna bar3I sugamatA se kara sakatA hUM kyoki AtmA hI to svayaM jJAnamaya hai aura usa jJAnamaya svarUpa se hI isa jJAnamaya AtmA ko jAnanA hai| isa kAraNa mai AtmA kA sugamatayA jJAna kara sakatA huuN| - Atma parijJAna va dharmapAlana meM para kI nirapekSatA bhaiyA ! AtmA ke parijJAna ke lie anya padArthoM kI cintA nahI karanI hai maiM kaise AtmA kA jJAna karU~? mere pAsa itanA dhana nahI hai ki AtmA ke jJAna kI bAta banAU~ / AtmA ke jJAna meM dhana kI AvazyakatA nahI hai| jaise kucha loga dharma dhAraNa ke prasaMga meM kahane lagate hai ki hamAre dhana kI sthiti kucha acchI hotI to hama jarUra dharma pAlate, pratimA pAlate, para dharma ke dhAraNa maM Arthika sthiti kI parAdhInatA hai kahA~ ? dharma kise kahate hai, vaha dharma to samasta parapadArtho se vivikta hokara hI prakaTa hotA hai| jaise loga kaha dete hai ki zuddha khAna pAna ke lie kucha vizeSa paise kI jarUrata par3atI hai| zuddha ghI banAnA hai, zudva ATA taiyAra karanA hai to kucha dhana jyAdA lagegA taba zuddha bhojana kiyA jAyagA aura dharma pAlana hogA, aisA socate he loga, parantu padArtho ke zuddha banAne meM kucha adhika vyaya nahI hotAM / khAnA to use thA hI, khAtA vaha azuddha rIti se, para zuddha rIti ke bhojana meM kucha dhana kI sApekSatA vizeSa nahI huI hai, bhojanamAtra meM jo sApekSatA hai utane hI vyaya kI apekSA zuddha bhojana meM hai, parizrama kI thor3I 89 -
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________________ AvazyakatA huI hai| dharma pAlana dhana ke AdhIna nahI hai / phira adhyAtma dharma pAlana meM jo vAstavika dharmapAlana hai usameM to dhana kI raMca bhI AvazyakatA nahI hotI hai| AtmajJAna meM paradravya kI aTaka kA abhAva jo lakhapita karor3apati purUSa hai ve AtmA kA jJAna jaldI kara leM aura garIba na kara pAye aisI ulajhana AtmA ke jJAna meM nahI he| balki amIra purUSa, lakhapati karor3apati purUSa prAyaH dhana kI aura AkRSTa hogA, dhana kI tRSNA meM rata rahegA, use AtmajJAna honA kaThina hai, aura kaSTa meM, daridratA me par3A huA purUSa cU~ki apane citta kI lambI chalAMga nahI mAratA hai ataH apane Apako apane Apake dvArA apane Apa meM apane Apake sahaja svarUpa ke rUpa meM dhyAna karate rahanA cAhie / bAhrApadArtho kA vikalpa TUTe to svarasataH svayaM hI apane AtmA kA pratibodha hotA hai| Atma parijJAnArtha svarUpa pratibodha kI AvazyakatA - yaha AtmaparijJAna bane isake lie padArtha viSayaka svarUpa kA spaSTa pratibodha honA cAhie / pratyeka padArtha dravya, guNa, paryAyasvarUpa hai| udAharaNa meM jaise yaha mai AtmA Atmadravyatva, Atmazakti aura Atma pariNamana se yukta huuN| - AtmA meM guNa va paryAya ke parijJAna kIka padvati AtmaparaNimana kA parijJAna bahuta sugama hai kyoki vaha spaSTa rUpa hai| rAgadveSAdi ho rahe ho athavA vItarAgatA bana rahI ho vaha saba AtmA kA pariNamana hai / ye samasta AtmA ke pariNamana apanI zakti ke AdhAra se prakaTa hote hai, arthAt jitane prakAra ke pariNamana hai utane prakAra kI zakti padArtha meM jAnanA caahie| koI bhI paraNimana usa pariNamana usa pariNamana kI zakti se hI to prakaTa huA hai| jaise AtmA meM jAnanA pariNamana hotA hai to jAnana kI zakti hai tabhI jAnana pariNamana hotA hai, aura yaha jAnanA pariNamana jAnana zakti kA vyakta rUpa hai| yaha viziSTa jAnanA naSTa ho jAyagA phira aura kucha jAnanA banegA, vaha bhI naSTa hogaa| anya kucha jAnana banegA, isa prakAra jAnana pariNamana kI saMtati calatI jAtI hai| vaha saMtati kisameM banI hai? jisameM banI hai vaha hai jJAna zakti, jJAnasvabhAva, jJAnaguNa / to jaise jAnana kI pariNati kA AdhArabhUta jJAnaguNa hai aise hI Ananda kI pariNati kA AdhArabhUta AnandaguNa hai| kisI bhI prakAra ke vizvAsa kA AdhArabhUta zradvA jJAnaguNa hai, krodhAdika kaSAyo kA athavA zAnta pariNamana kA AdhArabhUta cAritra guNa hai| isa prakAra jitane bhI prakAra ke pariNamana pAye jAte hai utanI hI AtmA meM zakyiA~ hai, unakA hI nAma guNa hai| - AtmapadArtha ka dravyarUpatA ina guNa aura paryAyo ko AdhArabhUta dravyapanA bhI isa AtmA meM maujUda hai, jo guNa paryAyavAna ho vaha dravya hai, jo dravya kI zakti hai vaha guNa hai aura una guNo kA jo vyakta rUpa hai vaha paryAya hai / yoM AtmapadArtha dravyatva, guNa aura paryAya se yukta hai| 90 1
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________________ AtmajJAna meM svasaMvedana kI vidhi - pratyeka padArtha apane Apake hI dravya guNa paryAya se hai, kisI anya ke dravya guNa paryAya se nahI hai| aba yahA~ anya dravya, anya guNa, anya paryAya kA vikalpa tor3akara kevala Atmadravya, AtmaguNa aura AtmaparyAya kA hI upayoga rakhe to cUMki vahI jJAtA, vahI jJeya aura vahI jJAna bhI bana jAtA hai to vahA~ svasamvedana prakaTa hotA hai aura svasamvedana meM yaha spaSTa jJAta ho jAtA hai ki yaha maiM AtmA hUM, aise AtmapadArtha ke upayoga meM citta kI ekAgratA hotI hai| citta kI ekAgratA meM pragati- citta kI ekAgratA hone se indriya kA damana hotA hai| jo loga bekAra rahateM hai, jinhe koI kAma kAja nahI hai, na koI apUrva-apUrva kArya karane kI dhuna hai aise niThalle purUSa indriya ke viSayo kA zikAra bane rahate hai| kare kyA ve? upayoga yadi zuddha tatva meM nahI rahatA hai to yaha bAhara ke viSaya meM adhika bddh'egaa| indriya kA damana paramArtha tatva kI ekAgratA binA vAstavika padvati meMnahI ho sakatA hai| jaba indriya kA damana na hogA, citta kI ekAgratA na hogI to mana vikSipta rahA, yatra tatra Dolane vAlA rahA to mana kI isa vikSiptatA ke hone para svAnubhava ho nahIM sktaa| ataH AtmA ke anubhava ke lie zrutajJAna kA Azraya lenA parama Avazyaka hai / vastu ke sahI svarUpa kA parijJAna karanA atyanta Avazyaka hai| zubha upayogo kA pragati meM sahayoga - bhaiyA ! pahile zrutajJAna kA Alambana karake arthAt vastusvarUpa kI vidyA sIkhakara AtmA ko jaane| pIche usa AtmA ke jAnane kI nirantaratA se AtmA kA anubhava kre| jo purUSa AtmA kA dravyarUpa se, guNa rUpa se, paryAyarUpa se jJAna nahI karateM hai ve AtmasvabhAva ko nahI jAna samajhateM hai| isa kAraNa ye zubhopayoga hamAre pUrvApara athavA eka sAtha calate rahanA caahie| indriya kA damana kare, paMcendriya ke viSayo se virakta rahe aura krodhAdika kaSAyo ko zAnta kare, zrutajJAna kA, tatva jJAna kA abhyAsa banAe rahe, ina saba purUSArtho ke pratApa se eka parama Ananda kI chaTA prakaTa hogii| jJAnasvarUpa yaha maiM AtmA apane Apake dvArA jJAna meM aauuNgaa| AtmA kI isa taraha kI abheda upAsanA se anubhUti hotI hai| AtmakalyANa ke liye AtmAzraya kI sAdhanA - AtmA kA parijJAna AtmA ke hI dvArA hotA hai| aisA nirNaya karake he kalyANArthI purUSoM, AtmajJAna ke lie anya cintAo ko tyAga do aura AtmajJAna meM hI satya sahaja parama Ananda hai aisA jAnakara usa zudva utkRSTa Ananda kI prApti ke lie parapadArthoM kI cintA kA tyAga kara do| jJAna aura Ananda AtmA meM sahaja svaMya hI prakaTa hotA hai| jitanA hama jJAna aura Ananda ke vikAsa ke lie parapadArtho kA Azraya lete hai aura aisI dRSTi banAte hai ki mujhe amuka padArtha se hI jJAna huA hai, amuka padArtha se hI Ananda milA hai, isa vikalpa meM to jJAna aura Ananda kA ghAta ho rahA hai| eka prabala sAhasa banAeM aura kisI kSaNa samasta parapadArtho kA vikalpa 91
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________________ chor3akara parama vizrAma se apane ApakA sahaja pratibhAsa ho to aise AtmAnubhava me jo Ananda prakaTa hotA hai usa Ananda meM hI yaha sAmarthya hai ki bhava bhava ke bA~dhe hue karmajAlo ko yaha dUra kara sakatA hai / yoM AtmA kI upAsanA kA abhedarUpa upAya batAyA gayA hai| ajJAnopAstirajJAnaM jJAnaM jJAnisamAzrayaH / dadAti yattu yasyAsti suprasidvamidaM vacaH / / 23 / / jJAna aura ajJAna ke Azraya kA pariNAma ajJAnI kI upAsanA se ajJAna kI prApti hotI hai aura jJAnI kI upAsanA se jJAna kI prApti hotI hai, kyoki saMsAra meM yaha bAta prasidva hai ki jisake pAsa jo hai vaha to de skegaa| ajJAnI mohI purUSo kI saMgati karake to AkulatA, vihalatA, mamatA, mUr3hatA Adi ye saba aiba prApta hoge aura koI jJAnI kI saMgati kare to usameM zuddha buddhi, zuddha AcAra vicAra aura zAnti prakaTa hogii| paramArtha se koI purUSa kisI dUsare kA Azraya nahI karatA hai / pratyeka prANI apane ApakA hI sahArA liyA karatA hai| jisa prANI kA citta para kI aura hai to usake upayoga meM kevala parapadArtha viSaya hai kyoki para se sahArA lene kI kalpanA kI / parantu koI padArtha kisI anya padArtha kA sahArA pA hI nahI sakatA hai| pratyeka padArtha apane dravya, kSetra, kAla bhAvarUpa hai / jJAna aura ajJAna ke Azraya kA vivaraNa jo purUSa jJAniyoM kI saMgati karatA hai usake upacAra se to jJAniyoM kI saMgati kI, para paramArtha se usane apane jJAna kI saMgati kii| apane jJAna kA hI sahArA liyA, yaha bAta hai| apane ko jJAnasvarUpa meM dekhe to jJAna milegA aura apane ko ajJAnasvarUpa nirakheM to ajJAna milegaa| maiM manuSya hU~, kuTumba vAlA hU~, dhanavAlA hU~, ijjata vAlA hU~ sAdhu hU~ gRhastha hU~ Adi rUpa se nirakhe to ajJAna rUpa meM dekhA kyoki jitanI bAteM abhI kahI gayI hai uname eka bhI cIja isa AtmA kA svarUpa nahI hai / jo AtmA kA svarUpa nahI hai usa rUpa apane Apako dekhe to usase ajJAna hI prakaTa hogaa| yadi apane ko zuddha jJAna jyotimAtra nirakhe, isakA kisI anya se sambaMdha nahI hai, yaha mAtra kevala nija jJAnasvarUpa hai| sabase nyArA svataMtra, paripUrNa jaisA svayaM hai taisA apane ko dekheM to usase jJAna prakaTa hogA / - kalpanAjAla kA kleza bhaiyA ! jitane bhI jIva ko samAgama mile hai ve samasta samAgama miTegeM, jhaka mArakara chor3ane par3ege, lekina padArtha pahile se hI chUTe hue hai| mai sabase nyArA hUM, aisA jJAna kA purUSArtha kare aura mamatA kA parihAra kara de to usakA bhalA hai / aura koI na kara sake aisA to saMsAra meM vahI ruulegaa| jIva para sakaMTa kevala moha kA hai dUsarA koI saMkaTa nahI hai lekina aisA hI saMskAra banA hai ki jisake kAraNa jitanA jo kucha milA hai aura jitanA milane kI AzA hai usameM koI bAdhA par3a jAya to bar3A kleza mAnatA hai| kisI vyApAra meM yaha dhyAna ho gayA ki isameM to itane kA ToTA ho gayA to 121 - 92
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________________ yaha pachatAvA karatA hai / socatA hai ki ise kala hI beca dete to ThIka thaa| aba mai itane ghATe meM ho gayA huuN| are cIja vahI kI vahI ghjJara meM hai, ghATA to kalpanAkA hai| udAratA kA avasara - kalpanA karo ki jitanI jisake pAsa jAyadAda hai usase cauthAI hI hotI to kyA ve gujArA na karate? mila gayI hai aba sukRta ke udayavaza to use yo jAno ki yaha upakAra ke lie milI hai| bhoga viSaya mauja ke lie nahI hai / usa sampatti kA upayoga apane viSayo ke khAtira na kre| apanA jIvana to vaise hI rakhe, jaise ki anya garIba loga rakhate hai aura dila meM udAratA barate to use kabhI becainI kA prasaMga na aaygaa| pahile loga aise hI udAra hote the| mahilAo meM bhI kisI ghara meM yadi koI bahU vidhavA ho jAya to usa ghara kI jeThAnI, sAsa, bar3e loga sabhI sAvitka vRtti se rahate the / ve mahilAe~ socatI thI ki yadi hama loga zrRMgAra kareMgI to bahU ke dila meM dhakkA lgegaa| itanI udAratA unameM prakRtyA hotI thI / aura bhI isI prakAra kI gRha sambaMdhI udAratAe~ hotI thI / udAratA kI eka ghaTita padvati pUrvajo meM sAmAjika udAratAe~ bhI apUrva DhaMga kI thii| samAja kA koI kAma banAnA ho to apanA apayaza karake bhI usa kAma ko banAne kI ghuna rakhate the| eka kisI nagara kA jikra hai ki paMcAyata ke pramukha ne eka niyama banA diyA ki maMdira meM koI rezama kI sAr3I pahanakara na aaye| to yaha bAta cale kaise? jo rivAja calA A rahA thA vaha miTe kaise? usameM koI krAMti vAlI ghaTanA jaba taka sAmane na Aye to asara nahI par3atA, so usa pramukha ne anI strI se kaha diyA ki kala tuma rezama kI sAr3I pahanakara khUba saja-dhajakara jAnA mNdir| vaha gayI maMdira, aura phira pramukha ne use aisA lalakArA ki yaha kauna DAina, vezyA isa maMdira meM rezama kI sAr3I pahanakara AyI ? aise zabda sunakara mAlina bolI, hajUra Apake hI ghara se hai aisA na khiye| taba pramukha ne kahA hama kucha nahI jAnate, 50 ) rU0 jurmAnA / taba se phira samAja para prabhAva pdd'aa| vaha rezama kI sADI pahinakara Ane vAlI bAta baMda ho gyii| to udAratA kI bAta pahile isa prakAra vicitra padvati kI thI / pAramArthika udAratA apane ko jJAnasvarUpa samajhanA, akiJcana mAnanA, kevala svarUpasattA mAtra apane ko nirakhanA eka bhI paise kA apane ko dhanI na samajhanA, eka aNu bhI merA nahI hai aisI apanI buddhi banAnA isase bar3hakara udAratA kyA hogI? samyagjJAna meM sarvotkRSTa udAratA bharI huI hai, magara kahane sunane mAtra kA hI samyagjJAna hai| sarva prabhAvoM se rahita jJAnamAtra mai AtmA hU~, akelA hUM, sabase nyArA hU~, mere karane se kisI dUsare kA kucha hotA nahI, atyanta svataMtra mai AtmA hU~ - aisA kevala apane advaita AtmA kA anurAga ho to vaha purUSa vAstava meM amIra hai, sukhI hai, pavitra hai, vijayI hai, aura jo bAharI padArtho meM Asakti lagAe hue hai, kitanA hI dhana kA kharca hai, kitane hI jhaMjhaTa bhI saha rahe hai ve dIna 93
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________________ hai| mRtyu ke dina nikaTa A rahe hai prathama to kisI kI bhI mRtyu kA patA nahI hai, para Ayu adhika ho jAya to usake bAda aura kyA hogA? bacapana ke bAda javAnI aura javAnI ke bAda bur3hApA aura bur3hApA ke bAda kyA phira javAnI AyagI? nhii| maraNa hogA, phira nayA janma hogaa| to yaha samaya pravAha se baha rahA hai aura hama mamatA meM kucha antara na DAle, DhIla na kare to soca lIjiye kyA gati hogI? dharma pAlana kA antaraMga Azaya se sambandha - hamArA dharma pAlana mamatA ke poSaNa ke lie hI ho, hama darzana kare to merA saba kucha mauja banA rahe, isake lie ho, kucha bhI hama dharma pAlana kare, vidhAna kare, pUjana kare, yajJa kare, samAroha kare, kuTumba parivAra kI mauja ke lie kare, koI roga na Ae, koI upadrava na Aye, vahI dhana naSTa na ho jAya, ToTA na par3a jAya, dhana bar3he mukadameM me vijaya ho, ina saba AzAo ko lekara jahA~ dharmapAlana hI rahA ho vahA~ kyA vaha dharma hai? vaha dharma nahI hai| jo dharma ke nAmapara AtmA aura paramAtmA ke nikaTa bhI nahI jAte hai ve bhI to Aja lakhapati karor3apati bane hue hai| yaha dhana kA milanA vartamAna meM maMdira jAne, hAtha jor3ane ke adhIna nahI hai, yaha to pUrva samaya meM jo tyAgavRtti kI, udAratA kI, dAna kiyA, puNya kiyA, sevAe~ kI, unakA phala hai jo Aja pA rahe hai| dharma-pAlana paramArthataH yadi ho jAya to dharma se avazya hI zAnti aura saMtISa milegaa| saMgativiveka - bhaiyA ! apane Apako jo ajJAnarUpa se mAna rahA hai, mai krodhI hUM, mAnI hUM, amuka pojIzana kA hU~, amuka birAdarI kA hU~, amuka sampradAya kA hU~, aisI pratiSThA vAlA hU~, isa prakAra ina saba rUpoM meM apane Apako jo nihAratA hai vaha ajJAnI hai| jo ajJAnI kI sevA karegA usake ajJAna hI bar3hegA aura jo jJAnasvarUpa Atmatatva kI sevA karegA usake jJAna bddh'egaa| loka meM yaha bAta prasiddha hai ki dhanI kI sevA koI karatA hai to dhana mila jAyagA, vidvAna kI koI sevA karatA hai to vidyA mila jaaygii| isI prakAra koI ajJAnI gurUo kI sevA karatA hai to use ajJAna milegaa| aphIma, bhAMga, carsa phUMkana vAle sAdhuo ke caraNo meM bhI bahuta se bhaMger3I, gaMjer3I par3e rahA karate hai, aura unakI sevA yahI hai ki cilama bhara lAvo, phuka lagAvo, bhagavAna kA nAma lekara aba aphIma cddh'aavo| dUsaro ko unase mila kyA jAtA hai? kyA vahA~ kisI tatva ke darzana ho pAte hai? ajJAniyo kI saMgati meM ajJAna hI milegA aura jJAnI sAdhu saMto kI sevA meM samyagjJAna kI prApti hogii| isa kAraNa jo purUSa apanA kalyANa cAhate hai unakA yaha kartavya hai ki jo vivekI hai, jJAnI hai, jo sAMsArika mAyA se pare hai, jJAnadhyAna tapa meM lavalIna hai, jinhe vastusvarUpa kA bhalA bodha hai jinameM parapadArtho kI pariNati se rAgadveSa utpanna nahI hote, jo sabako samAna dRSTi se nirakhate hai aise vivekI tapa se jJAnI AtmAo kI upAsanA kare, pUjA satkAra, vinaya kare aura unakI upAsanA karake jJAna kA lAbha le| 9A
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________________ jJAna kA tAtvika phala - paramArthataH to yaha AtmA hI svaMya zuddha jJAnasvarUpa hai| isa jJAna kI upAsanA se jJAna kA hI phala milA karatA hai| jo jJAna anazvara hai, sadA rahane vAlA he aise jJAna kI sevA se phala jJAna kA hI milatA hai| lekina yaha moha kA bar3A vicitra saMtApa hai ki mohIjana isa jJAna kI upAsanA se bhI kucha aura cIja DhU~DhanA cAhate hai| jJAnapuja paramAtmA kI pUjA se jJAna kA hI prakAza milegA kintu yaha mohI prANI jJAnapuMja bhagavAna kI pUjA me bhI anya kucha bAta DhU~r3hanA cAhatA hai| yaha moha kA saMtApa hai| jJAna kI upAsanA se to utkRSTa avinAzI samyagjJAna kI hI prApti hotI hai, isalie jJAna prApti ke lie jJAnI kI upAsanA kre| jJAnI kI upAsanA karate hue meM bhI jisake moha kI puTa lagI rahatI hai vaha kyA apanA prayojana siddha kara sakegA? hA~ vivekI ke jo jJAnI purUSo kA guNAMnurAga hai vaha guNoM kA anurAga hai, moha kA anurAga nahI hai| vaha to Adara ke yogya hai, parantu dhana vaibhava kI upAsanA to kevala mohavaza hI kI jAtI hai vaha ajJAnarUpa jJAnI va ajJAnI ke saMga se lAbha hAni kA kAraNa - ajJAnI kI upAsanA se saMsAra kA saMkaTa dUra na hogA, isalie jJAniyoM kI to saMgati kareM aura ajJAniyoM kI saMgati se dUra ho| koI ajJAnI purUSa camatkAra vAlA bhI ho, laukika ijjata bhI bahuta bar3ha gaI ho, phira bhI ajJAna kA Azraya lenA vipadA ke lie hI hai| Aja kucha cAhe bhale hI rUca rahA ho, lekina ajJAnI kA saMga aisA khoTA saskAra banA degA ki vaha ajJAna mArga meM laga jaaygaaN| jJAnI ke saMga meM yadyapi jJAnI kI aura se kucha ArkaSaNa nahI rahatA kyoki jJAnI nirvAJachaka he, aMtastatva kA jJAtA hai, bhogo se udAsIna he, use kyA par3I hai jo dUsaro ko vaza meM kare yA dUsaro kA AkarSaNa ho aisA koI vidhi rAgapUrvaka kre| jJAnI purUSa ke prati jinakA AkarSaNa hai ve purUSa svayaM zudva hai| jo svayaM apavitra hoMge ve purUSa jJAniyo kI saMgati meM kaise pahacege? jo svayaM pavitra hogeM so hI jJAnI kI saMgati meM phuNcege| apavitra pApI vyasanI purUSo ko jJAnI kA samAgama durlabha hai| ajJAnI ke dharmasamAgama kI arUcikA bhAva - eka bAta prasiddha he ki bhagavAna ke samavazaraNa meM mithyAdRSTi jIva nahI phuNcte| usakA bhAva yahI hai ki jo gRhIta mithyAdRSTi hai, apane mithyAtva ke mada meM uddaNDa hai unake yaha bhAva hI nahI hotA hai ki ve prabhu ke samavazaraNa meM phuceN| aura yadi kadAcit udaNDatA macAne ke dhyeya se samavazaraNa meM jAte hai to vahA~ ke dvArapAla rakSaka deva unhe pITakara nikAla dete hai| sarvaprathama to yaha bAta hai ki unakeM yaha bhAva hI nahI hotA ki hama rdhamasthAno meM phuNce| tapasvI RSi saMto kI yaha anubhavapUrNa vANI jo grantho meM nibadva hai usako sunane kA pApI jIvoM kA bhAva aura anurAga hI nahI ho pAtA kyoki ve pApa-vAsanA meM upayoga de yA dharma meN| jisake pAsa jo hai vaha usakA hI svAda letA hai| ajJAnI jana ajJAna kA hI svAda liyA karate hai| 95
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________________ jJAna meM tRpti - jJAnI jana jJAnAmRta ke pAna se tRpta rahA karate hai kyoki jJAnI purUSo ko samyagjJAna kI prApti karane kA rAga lagA hai| yaha abhilASA unakI jaga rahI hai| mai jJAnArjana karU~ aura zudva jJAna meM rata rhuuN| aisI icchA hotI hai aura sAtha hI yaha jAnate hai ki isakI pUrti karake isa icchA kA bhI vinAza kruuN| isa icchA ko ve upAdeya nahI mAnate hai, para caritra moha kA udaya hai aisI icchA huA hI karatI hai| lekina yaha icchA acche bhAva ko poSane vAlI hai| kartavyasmaraNa - jJAnI apane AtmahitakI sAdhanAmeM jAgarUka rahatA hai| jo Atmahita cAhane vAle purUSa hai unakA kartavya hai ki ye jJAnI, vivekI, antarAtmA, samyagdRSTi, saMsAra zarIra aura bhogose virakta saMtokI upAsanA kareM, khUba dRSTi pasArakara nihAra lo| jo purUSa ThaluvoMkI goSThI rahA karate hai ve kaunasA lAbha lUTa lete hai? rAta dinakI caryA unakI jo ho rahI hai usapara hI dhyAna dekara dekha lo| ye jIvanake kSaNa nikala jaayege| jo nikala gaye ve phira vApisa to Ate nhii| nikala gae so nikala gy| pIche pachatAvA hotA hai ki merI jindagI yo hI nikala gyii| yadi me jJAnArjana dharmapAlanameM apanA samaya lagAtA to merA jIvana saphala thaa| aise pachatAvAkA maukA hI kyo diyA jAya? kyo na apanA purUSArtha abhI bhI se dharmapAlana aura jJAnArjana meM rakhA jAe? jo zuddha tatva hai usakI upAsanAse AtmA ko lAbha hotA hai| jo azuddha apavitra AtmA hai, azuddha bhAva hai, parabhAva hai unakI upAsanA se AtmAkA vinAza hotA hai, barabAdI hotI hai| paramArtha purUSArtha - bhaiyA saba dRzya rahanA to kucha hai hI nhii| yadi bhalI prakAra se pahilese hI akla tyAgakara sarvase vivikta kamalakI bhA~ti apane AtmAko nirakheM to isameM guNokA vikAsa hogA aura karmabandhana zithila ho jaayege| isake lie jJAnabala aura sAhakI AvazyakatA hai| yaha apanI hI carcA hai, apanI hI bAta hai, apane meM hI karanA hai, apane ko hI lAbha hai| mAno Aja manuSya na hue hote, jise hama kIr3A makaur3A nirakha rahe hai aisI hI vRtti hotI, kyA huI na thI kbhii| Aja kIr3A makaur3A hI hote to kahA~ yaha ThATha, kahA~ ye do cAra maMjile makAna, kahA~ ye dhana vaibhava pAsa meM hote jiname moha karake Aja becainI mAnI jA rahI hai? isa vaibhava se yaha AtmA aba bhI adhUrA hai, kevala apane jJAna aura kalpanAmaM basA huA hai| hai Atman suna ! tU aise sarva vizudva apane AtmAke svarUpakA Azraya le to vahA~ saMkaTa nahIraha sakatA hai| yo apane jJAnakA Azraya le| jo apanA svabhAva hai, svarUpa hai aise jJAnAnaMda svarUpakI upAsanA kre| mai sabase vivikta jJAnamAtra hU~, aisA vizvAsa banAye to saMsArake samasta saMkaTa samApta ho sakate hai| parISahAdyavijJAnAnAdAstravasya nirodhinii| jAyate'dhyAtmayogena karmaNAmAzu nirjraa|| 96
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________________ adhyAtmayoga meM upasargAdikakA avedana jaba yogI puruSa adhyAtmayogameM lIna ho jAta hai to usapara manuSya tiryaJaca Adika kinhI jIvoke dvArA koI upasarga Aye to usa upasargakA bhI patA nahI rahatA hai| adhyAtmayogame lIna hone para jJAniyoko na to kaSTakA patA rahatA hai, na vyAdhiyoMkA, na kinhI upasargokA patA rahatA hai / vahA~ to svarUpameM nimna adhyAtmayogI ke samasta karmokA Asrava nirodha karanevAlI nirjarA zIghra ho jAtI hai / - klezAnubhavakA kAraNa kisIko kleza taba taka anubhava meM AtA hai jaba taka usakA citta klezarahita niSkaSAya AtmasvarUpameM lIna nahI hotA hai| jisakA citta bAhA strI purUSAM vyAmohameM hai use aneka kaSTa lgeNge| yaha mohI jIva jinake kAraNa kleza bhogatA jAtA unameM hI apanA moha banAye rahatA hai| jisane AtmAke svarUpa se cigakara bAhrA padArtho meM apane citta ko phaMsAyA ki use aneka kaSTokA anubhava hogA hI / - dharmasAdhana kA udyama - dharmakI yaha sAdhanA bahuta bar3I sAdhanA hai| sAmAyika karate samaya yA anya kisI samaya apane upayogako aisA zAnta vizrAMta banAye ki tatvajJAnake bala se samasta bAhrA padArtho AtmA se bhinna jAnakara aura nija jJAnAnandasvarUpa ko nirakhakara samasta bAhrA padArtho ko upayoga meM na Ane de aisI himmata to avazya banAyeM kabhI / aneka kAma roja kie jA rahe hai| yadi 5 minaTa ko apanA citta apanI apUrva duniyAmeM le jAveM to kaunasA ghATA par3atA hai? na ApakA yaha ghara girA jAtA hai, na kisI kA viyoga huA jAtA hai| sabakA saba vahIMkA vahIM par3A hai| do cAra minaTako yadi nirmohatAkA yatna kiyA jAya to kucha hAni hotI hai kyA? kisI bhI kSaNa apane Apame base hue paramAtmasvarUpakA anubhava ho jAe aura satya Ananda prApta ho jAya to yaha jIva anantakAla takake lie saMkaTose chuTakArA pAne kA upAya kara legaa| mohI kI Asakti bhaiyA! kitane hI bhavoM meM parivAra milA, para usa parivAra se kucha pUrA par3A hai kyA? kitane bhava pAye jiname lakhapati, karoDapati, rAjA mahArAjA nahI hue, para una vaibhavose bhI kucha pUrA par3A hai kyA ? kintu Asakti itanI lagAe hai ki jisase isa durlabha narajIvanakA bhI kucha sadupayoga nahI kiyA jA sktaa| bhUkha pyAsakI vedanAse athavA kisIke dvArA kabhI upasarga, parISaha, kaSTa Aye to usase yaha mohI prANI adhIra ho baiThatA hai| kabhI kabhI to una vedanAokI smRti bhI ise becaine kara DAlatI hai| ye saba saMkaTa taba taka hai jaba taka apane svarUpake bhItara bAharameM jo upayoga lagAyA hai isa upayoga ko nirAkula nirdvanda jJAnAnandasvarUpameM na laga ske| apaneko akele asahAya svataMtra mAnakara zuddha pariNamana banAo to sAre saMkaTa samApta hote hai / jJAnavizudvimeM saMkaTakA abhAva saMkaTa hai kahA~ ? kisa jagaha lagA hai saMkaTa ? kisI ko mAna liyA ki yaha merA hai aura anya jIvoke prati yaha buddhi karalI hai ki ye koI mare 97
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________________ nahI hai basa isa kubudvivaza unakI pariNatiyoko dekhakara saMkaTa mAna liyA jAtA hai| kauna jIva hamArA hai? hamArA to hama taba jAne jaba hamAre aparicita purUSa bhI dekhakara batA de ki hA~ yaha inakA hai| yaha to mohI logokI vyavasthA hai / kisakA kauna hai ? ajJAnase bar3hakara koI vipadA nahI hai| cAhe karanA kucha par3e kintu jJAna to sahI karanA cAhie / jJAna bigar3a gayA to phira koI sahAya nahI ho sakatA / unmattadazA jo loga pAgala dimAgake ho jAte hai, sar3ako para ghUmate he, bar3e gharake bhI beTe kyoM na ho, bar3e ghanI ke bhI lar3ake kyo na ho, jaba ve pAgala ho jAte hai, bekAbU ho jAte hai to gharake loga kyA use saMbhAla sakate hai, phira unakI kauna paravAha karatA hai, unako ArAma denekI koI phira socatA hai kyA? ve to AphatameM dikhate hai| kahI buddhi kharAba ho gayI, pAgalapana A gayA hai to phira koI usake saMbhAlane vAlA nahI hai / hama Apa ina mohiyokA dimAga kyA kucha kama bigar3A huA hai? kyA kucha kama pAgalapana chAyA hai? samasta ananta jIvomeM se chA~Takara kinhI do cAra jIvoko jo Aja kalpita apane gharame hai unhe mAna liyA ki ye mere hai aura bAkI saMsArake sabhI jIvoko mAna liyA ki ye gaira hai kyA yaha kama pAgalapana hai? ye saba anApa - sanApa aMTTa-saTTa bekAyade ke sambandha mAna lie jAte hai| koI jIvake nAtese kucha kAyadA bhI isameM kiyA jA rahA hai kyA? amukakA amuka jIva kucha lagatA hai aisI mAnyatAse kucha phAyadA bhI hai kyA? koI kisI se nAtA nahI, koI sambandha nahI / - svArthamaya lokasambandha laukika dRSTise bhI dekho to koI purUSa bUr3hA ho jAya kisI kAmameM nahI A sakatA hai, aisI sthiti ho jAya to usakI kauna paravAha karatA hai? yadi usake pAsa kucha bhI dhana nahI hai to koI bhI paravAha nahI karatA hai aura usake nAmameM yA usake pAsa kucha dhana hai to loga maranekI mAlA pherate hai, jaldI kaba mare / ye saba bhItarI bAte hai| anubhavase vicAro kauna kisakA sahArA hai, jaba taka kaSAyo se kaSAya milI julI huI hai aura eka dUsare ke svArthameM kucha sAdhaka rahatA hai, kisI ke kucha kAma ke lAyaka rahatA hai taba taka hI yaha lokika sambandha rahatA hai anyathA nahI / - gurU-ziSyakA upAdeya sambandha - bhaiyA! yahA~ upAdeya sambaMdha mAnA jA sakatA hai to guru aura ziSyakA sambaMdha yaha sambandha kucha DhaMgakA bhI hai, vidhividhAnakA bhI hai| para guru ziSyake sambandhake alAvA anya jitane sambagha hai ve saba nAjuka aura chalapUrNa sambaMdha hai, cAhe sAlA bahanoI ho, cAhe mAmA bhAMjA ho, cAhe pitA-putra ho, cAhe bhAI-bhAI ho, koI bhI sambadhaM ho ve saba sambaMdha azudva aura kaluSita bhAvanA sahita mileMge, kevala eka gurU ziSya kA hI sambadheM jagatake sambaMdhameM pavitra sambadhaM ho sakatA hai| koI purUSa Ajakalake mAsTara aura sTUDenTakA paraspara bartAvA dekhakara prazna kara sakatA hai ki gurU ziSyakA kahA~ rahA pavitra sambaMdha? ziSya yadi parIkSAmeM nakala kara rahA hai aura mAsTara usako ToMka de yA 98
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________________ usakI nakalameM bAdhA DAle to skUlase bAhara nikalaneke bAda phira mAsTarakI ThukAI piTAI bhalI prakAra kara dI jAtI hai| kyA pavitra sambandha rahA? usakA samAdhAna yaha hai ki vahA~ na koI gurU hai na koI ziSya hai gurU bana sakanA aura ziSya bana sakanA bahuta kaThina kAma hai| na hara eka koI ka gurU ho sakatA hai aura na hara eka koI ziSya ho sakatA hai| gurU ziSyakA itanA pavitra sambandha hai ki jisake AdhArase saMsArake ye samasta saMkaTa sadAke lie Tala sakate hai, samyaktvakI bhAvanA, samyaktvakA prakAza udita ho sakatA hai| bAkI aura samasta sambaMdha kevala svArthake bhare hae sambandha hai| bahirmukhI dRSTi meM vipadA- ina bAhA padArtho meM, ina parijana aura mitrajanome jaba citta rahatA hai to yaha jIva kaSTakA anubhava karanevAlA bana jAtA hai| khUba bar3hiyA bhI khAne ko mile to bhI yaha anubhavameM calatA hai ki aba phira bhUkha lgii| lolupa gRhastha jana tIna bAra khAye phira bhI bAra-bAra kSudhAkI vedanA anubhUta hotI hai| aise hI cAhe sarva prakArake samAgama ucita rahe, paisA bhI khUba A rahA hai, ijjata bhI cala rahI hai taba bhI kucha na kucha vikalpa banAkara apanA kaSTa apanI vipadA samajhane lagate hai, yaha saba bahirmukhI dRSTi hone ke kAraNa vipadA AtI hai| eka caitanya cintAmaNiko prApta kara le upayoga dvArA phira koI saMkaTa nahI raha sktaahai| antarmukhI dRSTi karo vipadA TAlo- dekho| gaMgA yamunA nadiyoM meM jalacara jIva aneka hote hI hai| koI kachuvA pAnIke Upara sira uThAkara tairatA huA jAya to usakI coMcako pakar3aneke lie dasoM pakSI jhapaTate hai, cAroM aurase parezAna karate hai| jaba taka vaha kachuvA apanI coMca bAharameM nikAle hai taba taka usakI kuzala nahI hai| aneka satAne vAle hai aura jaba vaha apanI coMcako pAnI meM Dvo letA hai, bhItara hI bhItara tairatA rahatA hai, mauja ha use phira koI saMkaTa nahI rahatA hai| aise hI yaha AtmasvarUpa apanA nija ghara hai| isase bAhara apanA upayoga nikalA ki sarva kalpanA jAloke saMkaTa isapara chA jAte hai| una samasta saMkaToke dUra karanekA upAya mAtra itanA hai ki apane upayoga ko apane AtmasvarUpmeM lagA le| bAhA paristhiti kaisI bhI ho, paravAha na karo- bAhA paristhitiyome jisakA upayoga lagA hai vaha hara sthiti me kaSTa anubhava kiyA karatA hai| kintu hai ve saba sthitiyA~ kaSTa na anubhava karaneke yogy| gharamaM kuTumba jyAdA bar3ha gayA to kaSTa anubhava kiyA jAta hai| are bar3ha gayA hai to bar3ha jAne do, sabake apanA-apanA bhAgya hai, ve lar3ate hai to lar3a jAne do, girate hai to gira jAne do, sIdhe calate hai to sIdhe calane do, tuma yogya zikSA do tumhArI zikSA ke anukUla ve calate hai to unakA bhalA hai, nahI calate hai to tuma mamatA karake apane jIvanakA dhArmika zrRMgAra kyoM khote ho? 99
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________________ paristhitiyo meM hitavidhikA anveSaNa - bhaiyA ! antarameM yA bAharameM paramArthataH isa jIvako kahA~ kaSTa hai, parantu dRSTi bAhara meM phaMsAyI to vahA~ kaSTa hI hai| parijana adhika na ho, akele ho to yaha jIva apaneme kaSTa mAnatA he ki mai akelA hUM, duniyAke loga kisa taraha rahate hai? are akele raha gaye to yaha bar3e saubhAgyakI bAta hai, akele raha jAnA hara eka ko nasIba nahI hai yaha saMsAra kIcar3a hai| yaha samAgama eka beDhaba vana hai apanA yathArtha anubhUta ho jAe aura svataH akelApana A jAya to yaha bar3e acche honahArakI bAta hai dharmapAlana hotA hai to akele hotA hai, anubhava se hotA hai| mokSamArga mile to akelehotA hai, mokSa prApta hotA hai to akelese hotA hai kaunasI burAI AyI akele raha jAne meM? yaha bhI sthiti accheke lie AtI hai, para usakA sadupayoga kare, lAbha uThAye taba naa| dhana bahuta ho gayA hai to bar3I killata ho gyii| itanI ho gayI hai ki sambhAle bhI nahI sambhalatI hai aneka dvArose yaha dhana barabAda hone laga rahA hai, sambhAlate hI nahI banatA hai| bar3A duHkhI hotA hai jaba sunate he ki vahA~ itanekA ToTA ho gayA, itanA kharca ho gayA to bar3e cintita hote hai| are cintAkI kyA bAta hai? bigar3a gayA to bigar3ane do, ghaTa gayA to ghaTane do| kahAM ghaTa gayA? jo padArtha hai vaha to nahI guma gayA, miTa kyA gayA? jahAM hogA vahI cainase / tumhArA kyA bigar3a gayA? mamatA chor3o, sAre saMkaTa miTa ge| mamatAkA anaucitya - bhaiyA ! jitane bhI saMkaTa hai ve saba mamatAke kAraNa hote hai| kAheke lie mamatA karate ho? apaneko lAbha to kucha hai nhii| apane lAbhake saMdarbhameM to mamatAkI jarUrata hI nahI hai| jo loga yahAM ke samAgamameM mamatva rakhate hai ve isalie rakhate hai ki duniyAke manuSya hamako kucha acchA samajhe, acchA kaha de|acchaa tumhI nirNaya do ki ye saba duniyAke loga jinameM tuma acchA kahalavAnA cAhate ho ye saba jJAnI hai yA ajJAnI? mithyAdRSTi yA samyagdRSTi? khuda karmoke cakkarameM phaMse hue hai yA devatA hai so nirNaya kara lo| mUr3ha hai, paryAyabudvi hai| ajJAnI hai, pApakalaMkase bhare hue hai| ina mUDhone rAjA hai| jaise koI loga kahane lagate he ki hama badamAzoke bAdazAha hai, to isakA artha kyA huA? sabase U~ce darjekA bdmaash| isa taraha hama isa ajJAnI jagata meM kucha apaneko acchA kahalavAnA cAhate hai aura ina ajJAnI logone kucha acchA kaha diyA aura usameM hI hama khuza ho gae to artha yaha huA ki hama mUDho ke siratAja bananA cAhate hai| saba apane ApameM soca lo| sabhI to mohI jagata hai| isase burA raMca bhI na mAniyogA, kyoki yaha saba to virakta honekI bhAvanA se kahA jA rahA hai| yogIkA unnayana - kSudhA, tRSA, roga, viyoga AdikA kaSTa taba bahuta adhika mAlUma hone lagatA hai jaba yaha upayoga AtmasvarUpase cigakara bAhRA padArtho laga jAtA hai| jaba yaha jIva bAhRApadadartho kI vAsanA taja detA hai, bAhRApadArtho ke rAgase virakta ho jAtA hai to bhUkha pyAsa, parISaha roga Adi vedanAkA anubhava nahI hotaa| vaha to aba svarUpameM magna hai, 100
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________________ AnandakA apUrva madhura rasapAna kara rahA hai, vikAra bhAvo se atyanta dUra raha rahA hai| aise AtmAke AcaraNameM rahanevAle adhyAtmayoke anantaguNI nirjarA aura karmokA kSaya calatA rahatA hai, kyoki usakI cittavRttikA bhalI prakAra nirodha ho gayA hai| aba yaha apane AtmasvarUpakI aura jhukA huA hai| jisako apane aMtastatvakI dRSTi hai usa yogI ke puNya aura pApa niSphala hote hue svayaM gala jAte hai| usa yogI kA nirvANa hotA hai phira kabhI bhI ye karma panapa nahI pAte hai| jo yogI tadbhavamokSagAmI nahI hai, jisake saMhanana utkRSTha nahI hai, kintu dhyAnakA abhyAsa banAe hai, Atmatatvake cintanameM apanA upayoga lagAye hai usake karmokA samvara aura karmokI nirjarA hotI hai| jJAna pratApa - AtmA aura anAtmAkA jaba bhedavijJAna prakaTa hotA hai to usa bhedavijJAnameM jo apUrva Ananda barasatA hai usa Ananda magna yogI purUSa bar3e kaThina ghora tapazcaraNako bhI karate hue raMca bhI kheda nahI mAnate hai kyoki unakA upayoga to sahajAnanda svarUpa aMtastatvameM lagA huA hai| vahA~ vaha dhyAna dhyAtA dhyeya tInoM eka rUpa pariNata ho rahe hai| vaha Atmastha hai| uttama saMhananakA dhArI ho to ese hI dhyAna ke pratApase cAra ghAtiyA karmoko dUra kara sakalaparamAtmA ho jAtA hai| usameM ananta jJAna, ananta darzana, ananta Ananda aura ananta zakti prakaTa ho jAtI hai, phira aMtameM tapazcaraNa karake siddha prabhu ho jAtA hai| yaha saba eka jJAnakA pratApa hai| jinhe samasta saMkaTa dUra karanA hai unakA kartavya hai ki ve tatvajJAnakA abhyAsa bnaaeN| kaTasya kartAhamiti sambandhaH syAdvayordvayoH / dhyAnaM dhyeyaM yadAtmaiva sambandhaH kIdRzastadA / / 24 / / advaitameM sambandhakI asaMbhAvanA - adhyAtmayoga meM jaba vahI AtmA to dhyAna, karane vAlA hai vahI AtmA dhyeyabhUta hai to aisI sthiti yaha kaise batAyA jA sakatA hai ki vaha yogI kisakA dhyAna karatA hai| loka meM nimittanaimittika prasaMgameM koI do cIjeM sAmane hai taba unakA sambandha bola diyA jAtA hai| jaise ghar3A banAne vAlA kumhAra aisA saMkalpa kara sakatA hai ki mai ghar3ekA kartA hUM, caTAI banAnevAlA kArIgara bhI aisA vikalpa kiyA karatA hai ki maiM caTAIkA kartA hUM, do cIjeM bhinna-bhinna hai isalie ina donokA paraspara meM sambandha batAyA jAtA hai, saMyogakI bAta kahI jAtI hai aura jaba vaha saMyoga na ho to ve alaga-alaga hI yathApUrva bane rahate hai parantu jahA~ dhyAna bhI AtmA, dhyeya bhI AtmA AtmAse bhinna jahA~ dhyAna Adi koI tatva nahI hai taba unakA saMyoga Adika sambandha kaise kahA jA sakatA hai? svatantra padArthameM sambandhakA abhAva - AtmA eka svataMtra padArtha hai aura vaha prati samayameM kucha na kucha rUpa pariNamatA hI rahatA hai| kucha bhI yaha na pariNameM to AtmAkA 101
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________________ I astitva bhI nahI raha sakatA hai| jagatameM kaunasA padArtha aisA hai ki sattA to usakI ho aura kucha pariNamana usameM huA hI na kare aisA lokameM koI bhI padArtha ho hI nahI sktaa| jo hogA vaha niyamase kisI na kisI rUpa apanI pariNati rakhA kregaa| to yaha AtmA bhI pratisamaya pariNamatA rahatA hai kabhI ye bAhrA vikalpokA Azraya tor3akara apane Apake dhyAnarUpa pariNamA karateM hai / jaba yaha jIva samasta bAhrA vikalpoMko tor3akara apane Apake dhyAnarUpase pariNamatA hai to vahA~ yaha to batAo ki vaha AtmA kisakA kyA kara rahA hai? vahA~ koI do bAteM hI nahI hai / jJAnake viSayabhUta parapadArthameM bhI jJapti kriyA kA apraveza - prathama to jaba bAhApadArthoM kA bhI cintana dhyAna karanA ho, usa kAlameM bhI yaha bAhrA padArtho kA kartA nahI hai / vahA~ bhI vaha apane hI kisI prakArake dhyAnarUpa pariNama rahA hai| khaira, bAhrApadArthoke vikalpameM to AzramabhUta parapadArtha bhI hai kintu jahA~ zuddha AtmatatvakA dhyAna cala rahA ho vahA~ do tatva kaunase kahe jAye jisameM yaha banAyA jAe ki yaha amuka kA dhyAna karatA hai, yaha amuka kaa| apanekI dhyAnarUpase pariNAma rahA hai vaha jJAnaprakAza, zuddha jJAnaprakAzarUpa cala rahA hai yaha isa hI padArtha ko bhedopacAra karake yoM kaha diyA jAtA hai ki AtmA apane svarUpakA dhyAna karatA hai| paramArthameM paraspara saMbadhaMkA abhAva dhyAna zabdameM yaha loka artha par3A huA hai ki jisakA dhyAna A jAya, jisake dvArA dhyAna kiyA jAya jo dhyAna karatA hai to isa artha meM jisakA dhyAna kiyA gayA vaha padArtha aura jo dhyAna karatA hai vaha padArtha koI bhinna-bhinna ho to batA bhI de ki AtmAne amukakA dhyAna kiyA hai, para jisa samaya AtmA ke dhyAna avasthAmeM yaha paramAtmasvarUpa svayaM AtmA jaba dhyAnake sAtha ekameMka ho jAtA hai, svaMya hI svayaM ke jJAnarUpase prakAzita ho jAtA hai taba vahA~ kisI paradravyakA saMyoga hI nahI hai phira sambaMdha kyA batAyA jAya? sambandha to banAvaTI tatva hai| vAstavameM to kahI bhI kucha saMmbadha nahI hai, pratyeka svataMtra hai, vaha apane ApameM apanA pariNamana karatA hai| ve saba apane ApakI zakti kA hI pariNamana karate hai koI padArtha kisI dUsare kA na pariNamana karatA hai, na upabhoga karatA hai aura na kucha saMbadhaM bhI hai phira kisako kisakA batAyA jAya ? - mUr3hatA va azAnti va DhIThatA kA abhAva - bhaiyA ! yaha jIva jJAnavAlA hai, isase kaha rahA hai ki makAna merA hai, yaha amuka merA hai| isa prakAra merA-merA macAtA hai| yadi makAnameM bhI jAna hotI to yaha bhI yoM kaha detA ki yaha purUSa merA hai| are na makAnakA yaha AtmA hai, na AtmAkA yaha makAna hai| makAna ITa bhItokA hai| yaha purUSa merA hai / are na makAnakA yaha AtmA hai, na AtmAka yaha makAna hai, makAna ITa bhIMtokA hai| yaha purUSa apane svarUpa meM hai, dRSTi dekara jarA nirakha lo apanA zaraNa, bAhrAdRSTi meM kucha pAra na jaaygaa| bAhara sAra kyA hai? jaba samAgama hai taba bhI samAgamase zAnti nahI hai aura jaba samAgamakA viyoga hogA 102
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________________ taba to yaha mohI zAnti hI kyA kara sakegA? bAhrA padArtha hai to do hI to bAte hai, yA bAhA padArthokA saMyoga hogA yA viyoga hogaa| yaha mohI jIva na saMyogameM zAnti kara sakatA hai aura na viyoga meM zAnti kara sakatA hai| zAMti tatvajJAna binA trikAla ho hI nahI sakatI hai| yaha saba karmazatrukA AkramaNa hai bAhrA padArthA kI aura dRSTi lagAnA yahI mUr3hatA hai, kaluSatA hai isa jIvakI / saMsArabhramaNakA yahI eka kAraNa hai / sambandhakArakake abhAvase sambandhakI avAstavikatAkI sidvi samasta padArtha apane Apake svarUpa meM advaita hai ve ve hI ke ve hai, unameM kisI dUsare padArthakA sambaMdha nahI hai / dekhie ! saMskRtake jo jAnane vAle hai ve samajhate hai / - saMskRtame kAraka 6 kahe jAte haiuna 6 kArako meM kartA, karma, karaNa, sampradAna, apAdAna aura adhikaraNa ye 6 Aye hai / ina kArakomeM sambandhakA nAma taka bhI nahI liyA gayA hai| usakA artha yahI hai ki sambandha koI tAtvika cIja nahI hai / sambaMdha bhI yadi paramArtha hotA, kAraka hotA to ise bhI ina kArako meM ginavAyA jaataa| loka prayogameM bhI dekhalo - sAMpane yadi apane zarIrako kuNDalI rUpa banA liyA to itanA to kahA jA sakatA hai ki sA~pane apaneko apane dvArA apane lie apanese apanemeM gola banA liyA hai, para kisakA gola banA liyA hai isakA uttara audhA huA uttara hogA / are jaba vahI eka sApaM hai / aura vaha apane pariNamana rahA hai to dUsare kA kisakA nAma loge? sAMpane kisakA gola banA diyA hai? koI sambaMdha nahI ho sakatA hai| jabaradastI kI bAta dUsarI hai ki kucha bhI kaha DAlA jAya / to kAraka 6 huA karate hai| sambaMdha nAma kA kAraka hI nahIM hai| phira jagatake padArtho meM sambandhakI khoja karake apanI vyagratA kyo lAdI jA rahI hai? padArtho kI gaNanA - jagatameM anantAnanta jIva hai jinakI hada nahI hai| kabase jIva mokSa cale jA rahe hai, koI dina mukarrara karake koI nahI batA sakatA hai| agara koI dina mukarrara kara de to yaha prazna hogA ki kyA usa dinase pahile koI mokSa na gayA thA? agara kaha de ki hA~ isa dina se pahile koI mokSa nahI gayA to jaba taka koI mokSa na jA sakA aisA saMsAra kitane dino taka rahA? usakA uttara do| usakI bhI sImA banAnI hogii| to usase pahile saMsAra hI na thA abhAva ho gayA, phira jaba kucha na thA to kucha bana bhI nahI sakatA hai| ananta jIva samajha lIjie mokSa cale gae aura phira bhI anantAnanta rAzi bacI huI hai, isameM ananta mokSa cale jAyeMge, phizra bhI jIva ananta hI bace rheNge| kitanI anantAnanta jIva rAzi hai / jIvarAzi se anantAnantaguNe pudgala hai| eka caukI meM kitane paramANu hai batAo? hajAra, lAkha karor3a, asaMkhyAta, anaginate, kucha bhI to btaao| are asaMkhyAta, anaginate se bhI jyAdA / anantAnanta / anaginateM aura anantAnantameM pharka hai / anaginateMkA artha yaha ki ginatI na kI jA sake parantu unakA aMta hogA, kintu anantAnaMta 103
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________________ kA artha hai ki unakA kabha anta na ho ske| to anantAnaMta jIva haanantAnanta pudgala hai, dharmadravya eka hai , adharmadravya bhI eka hai, AkAza bhI eka hai aura kAladravya aMsakhyAta hai| zAMti meM vastusvAtaMtraya ke parijJAna kA anivArya sahayoga - ye samasta dravya pUrNa svataMtra hai arthAt apane hI svarUpako lie hue hai| samasta padArtha apane-apane svarUpameM hI pariNamate hai, koI kisI anyameM trikAla bhI nahI pariNama sktaa| aba samajha lIjie ki koI pratikUla cala rahA hai to vaha pratikUla nahI cala rahA hai| yaha to apanI kaSAyake anusAra apanI kaSAyakI vedanAko miTAneke lie prayatna kara rahA hai| yahA~ yaha mohI jIva apane kalpita svArthamaya avasarameM vighna jAnakara khedakhinna hotA hai, mai kitanA duHkhI hUM? mere anukUla ye loga nahI pariNamate balki pratikUla pariNama rahe hai| are jo jaisA pariNamatA hai pariNamane do, tuma to bhedavijJAna kro| sukha, sAtA va zAnti bhedavijJAnake binA kabhI na milegii| kucha dinoMkA saMyoga hai| ghara acchA hai, samAgama acchA hai, Arthika samasyA bhI acchI hai, to kyA karoge ina sabakA? kaba taka pUrA par3egA ina bAhA padArtho se? bhedavijJAna kro| mai AtmA jagatake samasta padArtho se nyArA hUM, aisA upayoga banAkara apaneko nyArA samajha lo to zAnti milegI anyathA parakI aura AkarSaNa hAne se kabhI zAnti na mila skegii| sAMsarika sukho ke anupAta se duHkho ke udgama kI adhikatA - bhaiyA ! ye saMsAra ke sukha jitane jyAdA milegeM utanA hI jyAdA duHkhake karaNa hai, khUba soca lo| kisI ko strIkA samAgama hai, vaha strI AjJAkAriNI ho, rUpavAna ho aura bhI aneka kalAe~ ho, usake mana ko ramAne vAlI ho to jaba usakA viyoga hogA to kitanA kleza hogA? jitanA rAga kiyA hai usake anupAta se hisAba lagA lo, jyAdA kleza hogA, aura kisIko apanI strIse anurAga nahI hai athavA kisI kAraNase strI kalAhIna hai, lar3ane vAlI hai, AjJA nahI mAnatI hai to usase to pahile se hI dila haTA huA hai usakA viyoga honepara usako kleza usake rAgake anupAta se hogaa| jo purUSa bAhA padArthoko jitanA adhika pyArA mAnatA ho vaha utanA hI adhika duHkha paaygaa| jo vivekI purUSa hai, jinhe samyagjJAnakA udaya huA hai ve pAye hue samAgamameM harSa mAnate hai, usake jJAtAdraSTA rahateM hai| jJAnIkI dRSTimeM sampadA va vipadAkI samAnatA - jJAnI purUSa jAnatA hai ki yaha bhI karmokA eka udaya hai| nAma do hai- sampadA aura vipadA, para kaSTake kAraNa dono hI hai| jaise nAma do ho nAganAtha aura sAMpanAtha magara viSake karane vAle dono hI hai| sAMpanAthako nAganAtha kaha denese kahI vaha sAMpa nirviSa na ho jAyagA, usake saMkaTa to jhelanA hI par3egA, aise hI ye lokakI sampadA aura vipadA hai, inameM mohI jIva sampadAko bhalA mAnatA hai, yaha bahuta bhalA hai, isase bar3A sukha hai, para jJAnI jAnatA hai ki sampadA aura vipadA dono hI duHkha ke kAraNa hai| puNya aura pApa dono hI jJAnI ke lie mAtra jJeya rahate hai, vaha 104
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________________ puNya ke phala meM harSa nahI mAnatA hai aura pApa ke phala meM viSAda nahI karatA hai| samatAbuddhi rakhatA hai| jJAnI kI dhuna to alaukika adhyAtmarasa ke pAna kI aura lagI huI hai| jisane advaita nija Atmatatva kA anubhava kiyA hai use saMkaTa kaise satA sakege? sarva sthitiyo meM paramArthataH padArtha kI svataMtratA - ye samasta padArtha svataMtra hai, apane svarUpa se hai para ke svarUpa se nahI hai| azuddha avasthA meM para kA nimitta pAkara azuddha pariNata ho jAte hai tisapara bhI yaha jIva azuddha hotA hai apanI hI zakti ke pariNamana se, dUsare padArtha ne use azuddha nahI kara diyaa| pratyeka padArtha advaita hai, apane hI pariNamanarUpa pariNamatA hai| hama duHkhI hote hai to apane Apa meM kalpanAe~ racAte hai aura una kalpanAo se duHkhI huA karate hai aura hama sukhI hote hai to apanI kalpanAe~ banAkara hI sukhI hote hai| koI padArtha kisI anya padArtha ko sukhI duHkhI karane meM samartha nahI hai| jo ghara moha aravasthA meM priya lagatA thA vahI ghara Aja vairAgya jagane para priya nahI lagatA hai| ye sArI sRSTiyA~, sukha, duHkha, saMkalpa, vikalpa bhoga, upabhoga Adi samasta sRSTiyA isa AtmA se hI uThakara calA karatI hai| AtmA ke ekatva cintana meM zAnti samRddhi kA abhyudaya - isa AtmA ke dhyAna me AtmA advaitarUpa rahatI hai, aba kisakA dhyAna kare, jaba yaha jIva saMsAra avasthA meM hai, karma Adika kA saMyoga cala rahA hai taba bhI yaha jIva vastuvaH apanA pariNamana kara rahA hai| isa azuddha nizcaya kI dRSTi se bhI apane Apake ekatva ko samhAle to isa azuddha nizcayanaya se Age cala kara kevala nizcayanaya meM A sakate hai| apane Apako jitanA bhI akelA cintana kiyA jAye sabase nyArA kevala jJAnAnandasvarUpa mAtra hU~- isa prakAra kA apanA akelapApana cintana kiyA jAe, to usa jIva meM zAnti kA udaya hogaa| kisI dUsare para dRSTi rakhakara zAnti kabhI A hI nahI sakatI hai| mokSamArga meM samyaktva kA Adya sthAna - mokSa mArga meM samyaktva kA prathama sthAna hai| jo jaisA padArtha hai usa padArtha ko vaisA samajha lenA yahI samyaktva hai| samyaktva ke binA isa jIva ne itane munipada dhAraNa kie hoMge ki eka-eka muni avasthA kA eka-eka kamaMDala jor3A jAya to aneka merU parvata barAbara Dhera laga jaaygaa| bheSa rakhane meM athavA apanI kapola kalpita mAnyatA ke dvArA kriyAye karane meM kauna sA bar3appana hai? kevala eka saMyoga meM rUpa badala gayA hai| ajJAnadazA meM gRhastha rahatA huA gRhastha ke yogya vikalpa macAne kA kAma karatA thA, aba ajJAna dazA meM muni kA rUpa rakhakara aba muni kI caryA jaisA vikalpa kA kAma karatA hai, para ajJAnadazA to badala nahI sakatI deha ke kucha bhI kArya banAne se| yaha ajJAnadazA bhI jJAna kA udaya hone se hI dUra kI jA sakatI hai| jJAna binA samyaktva nahI, jJAna binA dhyAna, tapa, vrata, saMyama nahI, jJAna binA AtmA ke udvAra kA kabhI upAya nahI bana sktaa| isa kAraNa apane Apa para yadi dayA AtI hai, tarasa AtI hai, 105
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________________ anantakAla se bhaTakate hue isa Atmaprabhu kI aura yadi kucha karUNA jagatI hai to sarvaprathama tatvajJAna kA abhyAsa bnaave| dhana vaibhava pudgala Dhera kA saMcaya - isameM AsthA budvi na rakkheM, ye zAnti ke kAraNa na kabhI hue hai aura na ho sakate hai| pratyeka padArtha ke advaitatA ke nirNaya meM mukti kA Arambha - bhaiyA ! jaba yaha jIva hI bAhA vikalpo ko tor3akara apane Apake sahajasvarUpa meM magna hogA taba use zAnti prApta hogii| yoM advaita svarUpa ke dhyAna ke lie yaha nirNaya diyA hai ki jaba tuma kucha dete hI nahI, tuma kisI dUsare meM kucha kara sakate hI nahI to tumhArA parapadArtho se kyA sambaMdha hai? tumhAre pratyeka pariNamana meM tuma hI pariNamana vAle ho aura tumhArA hI vaha paraNimana hai| phira sambaMdha kyA kisI anya padArtha se? jaba yaha AtmA hI dhyAna hai, AtmA hI dhyAtA hai to phira isakA kisI bhI padArtha se raMca sambaMdha nahI hai| eka nija jJAnAnandasvarUpa hI jo dhyAna karatA hai vaha zIghra hI nikaTa kAla meM mokSapada prApta karatA hai| iSTopadeza pravacana dvitIya bhAga vadhyate mucyate jIvaH samamo nirmamaH krmaat| tasmAtsarvaprayatnena nirmamatvaM vicintayet / / 26 / / mamatva va nimarmatva bandha va mokSa kA kAraNa - yaha jIva mamatA pariNAma se sahita hotA huA karmo se baMdha jAtA hai aura mamatArahita hotA huA karmo chUTa jAtA hai, isa kAraNa sarvaprakAra se prayatna karake apane Apake nirmamatvarUpa kA cintana karanA caahie| isa zloka meM baMdhane aura chUTane kA vidhAna batAyA gayA hai| jo purUSa mamatva pariNAma rakhatA hai, jo vastu apanI nahI hai, apane Apake svarUpa ko chor3akara anya jitane bhI padArtha hai ve sabhI 106
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________________ apane nahI hai, unako jo apanA mAnatA hai vaha karmoM se baMdha jAtA hai| parapadArtho ko apanA mAnanA yaha to hai bandha kA kAraNa, aura parapadArtho meM mamatva na honA yaha hai mokSa kA kAraNa / isa kAraNa saMsAra saMkaTo se mukti cAhane vAle purUSo ko sarva taraha se tana, mana, dhana, vacana sarva kucha nyauchAvara karake, saMnyAsa karake apane Apako mamatArihata cintana karanA cAhie / mamatvabhAravAhI bhaiyA ! yaha jIva nirantara duHkhI rahA karanA hai| isakA sukha bhI duHkha hai aura duHkha to duHkha hai hI / ina samasta klezo kA kAraNa hai apane Apako kisI na kisI pariNamana rUpa anubhavana karate rahanA / jo yaha mana meM socegA ki mai isakA bApa hUM, amuka hUM to isa cintana ke kAraNa bApa ke nAte se anukUlatAoM aura pratikUlatAoM kA kSobha hogA, kheda hogA, usakA bojha isI ko hI DhonA par3egA, koI dUsarA nahI Dho sakatA / - dRSTAnta dvArA mamatva ke bhAra kA pradarzana eka sAdhu thA, vaha jaMgala meM tapasyA kara rahA thaa| vahA~ acAnaka koI rAjA pahu~ca gayA, kahA mahArAja ! isa prakAra kI garmI ke dino meM itanA bar3A kaSTa kyoM saha rahe ho? paira meM jUte nahI hai, chatarI bhI nahI hai, badana bhI naMgA hai, kyo itanI garmI jyeSTha ke dino meM saha rahe ho? mahArAja aura kucha nahI to hama Apako eka chatarI dete hai so chatarI lagAkara calA kanA / sAdhu bolA bahuta acchI bAta hai, Upara kI ghUpa to chAte se miTa jAyagI, para nIce jo pRthvI kI garmI hai usakA kyA ilAja kareM ? to rAjA bolA - mahArAja Apako bar3hiyA rezama ke jUte pahu~cA dege| sAdhu ne kahA - acchA yaha bhI samasyA hala ho gyii| kintu naMgA badana hai, lU lagatI hai, isakA kyA ilAja kare? rAjA ne kahA mahArAja kapar3e banavA deMgeM sAdhu ne kahA ki Apane yaha to bahuta ArAma kI bAta kahI, para jaba jUtA bhI pahina liyA, chAtA bhI mila gayA kapar3e bhI pahina liye to phira tiSTha tiSTha kauna kahegA, kauna phira par3agAhegA ? rAjA ne kahA mahArAja isakI kucha phikra na karo, Apake AhAra ke lie cAra pA~ca gA~va lagA dege? unakI AmadanI se ApakA gujArA clegaa| ThIka hai, para khAnA kauna banAvegA ? to mahArAja Apa kI zAdI karavA degeM, strI ho jAyagI / sAdhu ne kahA ki yaha to ThIka hai, para strI se baccA hogeM to unameM se koI maregA bhii| marane para kauna rovegA ? to rAjA bolA - mahArAja aura to hama saba kara sakate hai para una baccA-baccI ke marane para ronA Apako hI par3egA / kyoMki jisameM mamatva hogA, vahI to rAvegA, koI dUsarA na rone AyegA / to sAdhu bolA ki jisa chatarI ke kAraNa mujhe rone kI bhI naubata AyagI aisI ApakI yaha chatarI bhI hameM na caahie| hameM to apane meM hI caina mAnanA hai, hama to apane meM hI zAnti pA rahe hai / - 107 - para meM AtmIyatA kI buddhi kA adheMrA - bhaiyA ! jo mamatva karegA vahI pratyeka prakAra se baMdhegA, jo mamatvarahita hogA vaha chUTa jaayegaa| so samasta prayatna karake apane Apako mamatvarahita cintana karanA caahie| parapadArtho ko merA hai, merA hai - aisA aMtaraMga meM vizvAsa
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________________ rahanA yaha ghora aMdhakAra hai| aMdhakAra se yaha jIva sudha bhUla jAtA hai, apanI aura bahirmukha dRSTi banAkara saMsAra meM bhramaNa karatA hai| mohI jIva kina-kina padArthoM ko apanA samajha rahA hai ? strI, putra, dhana-vaibhava, rAjya, anAja, pazu, gAya, baila, bhaiMsa ghor3A, moTara sAikila, koTa, kamIja, na jAne kina-kina vastuo ko yaha mohI jIva apanAtA hai| lokavyavahAra ke kAraNa koI merA-merA kahatA hai, inate para to kucha nukasAna nahI hai kintu yaha to unameM aisI AtmIyatA kI budvi kare hai ki unakA bigAr3a hone para apanA bigAr3a mAnatA hai| tRSNA ke saMskAra kA pariNamana - isa saMsAra ke rogI ko tRSNA aisI lagI hai ki ye prANI pAye hue samAgama kA bhI sukha nahI bhoga skte| aura to bAta jAne do, bhojana bhI kara rahe hai to sukha se bhojana nahI kara skte| tRSNA agale kaura kI lagI hai, isalie jo grAsa mukha meM hai usako bhI yaha sukha se nahI bhoga pAtA hai, aise hI isa dhana sampadA kI bAta hai| tRSNA aisI lagI hai ki aura dhana A jAya, isake cintana se vartamAna meM prApta samAgama ko bhI yaha jIva sukha se nahI bhoga pAtA hai| mAna lo jitanA dhana Aja hai usakA cauthAI hI rahatA to kyA gujArA na calatA? yA manuSya hI na hote, pazupakSI, kIr3A makor3A, hote to kyA ho nahI sakate the ? yadi pazu pakSI hote to kaisA kleza meM samaya gujArA ? kahIM vRkSa hote to khar3e-khar3e rahakara hI phira sArA samaya gujArate phirte| kintu una samasta durgatiyoM se nikala bhI Aye hai to bhI vartamAna samAgama nahI hotA hai| are kyoM nahI dharmapAlana ke lie apanA jIvana samajhA jAtA hai ? jaba yaha jIva mohavaza ajJAna bhAva se apane meM mamakAra aura aMhakAra karatA hai taba ina kaSAyA kI pravRti ke kAraNa isa mithyA Azaya ke hone ke kAraNa zubha azubha karmo kA baMdha hone lagatA hai| eka dRSTAnta dvArA sneha se karmabandha hone kA samarthana - karmo kA bandhana pariNAmo ke mAdhyama se hotA hai, bAhA vAtAvaraNa se nhii| jaise koI purUSa kisI dhUla bhare akhAr3e meM laMgoTa kasakara tela lagAkara hAtha meM talavAra lekara kelA bAMsa Adi para bar3I tejI se talavAra se prahAra karatA hai to vaha dhUla se lathapatha ho jAtA hai| vahA~ dhUla ke cipakane ko kyA kAraNa hai? to koI kahegA ki vAha sIdhI sI to bAta hai- dhUla bhare akhAr3e meM vaha kUda gayA to dhUla naha cipakegI to aura kyA hogA? lekina koI dUsarA purUSa usa hI prakAra laMgoTa kasakara hAtha meM talavAra lekara una bA~sa kelo para hI tejI se prahAra kare, kintu telabhara nahI lagAyA hai, usa purUSa ke to ghUla cipakatI huI nahI dekhI jAtI hai| isa kAraNa tumhArA yaha kahanA anucita hai ki dhUla bhare akhAr3e meM gayA isalie dhUla bNdhii| to dUsarA koI bolA ki bhAI hathiyAra hAtha meM liyA isalie dhUla ba~dha gyii| to dUsare purUSa ne bhI to talavAra hAtha meM liyA, para usake to dhUla cipakI huI nahI dekhI jAtI hai, isalie hathiyAra kA lenA bhI dhUla ke cipakane kA kAraNa nahI hai| to tIsarA koI bolA ki usane zastra ko keloM para, bA~so para prahAra kiyA isa kAraNa dhUla bNdhii| to usa dUsare 108
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________________ purUSa ne bhI to keloM para, bAso para zastra se prahAra kiyA, para usake to dhUla cipakI huI nahI dekhI jaatii| are usa purUSa ne tela lagAyA hai isalie usakA zarIra dhUla se lathapatha ho gayA hai aura dUsare ne tela nahI lagAyA hai isa kAraNa vaha dhUla se lathapatha nahI huA hai| kriyAye saba jAnate hai ki zarIra meM sneha lagA hai sneha nAma tela kA hai, cikanAI lagI hai usa kAraNa use dhUla kA baMdha ho gayA hai| karmavyApta loka nivAsa karma bandha kA AkaraNa - saMsArI prANiyo kI bhI apane adhyavasAna ke kAraNa durdazA hai| ye saMsArI prANI isa zarIra se mana, vacana, kAya kI kriyAeM karake aura ina kriyAo ke dvArA jIvaghAta karake karmo se lipa rahe hai, aisI sthiti meM koI kAraNa pUche ki yaha jIva kArme se kyoM lipa gayA hai ? to koI eka uttara detA hai ki karmo se bharA huA loka hai nA, vaha taba karma na bA~dhe to kyA hogA? lekina yaha bAta nahI hai| yaha batAo ki isa samaya sidva bhagavAna kahA~ birAje hai? isa loka ke bhItara yA loga ke bAhara yA loka ke aMta meM hai? loka ke bAhara kevala AkAza hI AkAza hai, na vahA~ jIva hai, na pudagala hai na dharma adharma hai, na kAla hai| isa loka meM sarvatra kArmANavargaNAyeM basI huI hai, jahA~ sita jIva birAje hai vahA~ para bhI ThasAThasa ananta kArmANavargaNAe~ hai aura kevala kArmANavargaNA hI nahI, vahA~ ananta nigodiyA jIva bhI hai, jo nigodiyA jIva isa jagata ke nigodiyo kI taraha hI duHkhI hai, eka svAMsa meM 18 bAra janma aura maraNa karate hai una nigodiyo meM aura siddha bhagavAna kI jagaha meM rahane vAle sUkSma nigodiyo meM duHkha kA koI antara nahI hai, ve loka meM duHkhI hai va siddha vahA~ sukhI hai| isalie lokabandhana kA kAraNa nahI hai athavA mukti kA kAraNa nahI hai| mana vacana kAya kA parispanda karmabandha kA akAraNa - taba dUsarA koI bolA ki vahA ye jIva mana, vacana kAya kI ceSTAe~ karate hai usase baMdha hotA hai to jarA yaha batalAo ki jo cAra ghAtiyA karmoM kA nAza karake arahaMta hue hai una araMhato ke kyA vacanavargaNAye nahI nikalatI? divya dhvani jo khiratI hai una arahaMta bhagavAna ke kyA zarIra kI ceSTAe~ nahI hotI? ve bhI bihAra karate hai, unake zarIra meM jo dravyamana racA huA hai kyA usa dravyamana meM koI kriyA nahI hotI ? hotI hI hai| unake bhI manoyoga, vacanayoga aura kAyayoga tIna yoga pAye jAte hai, ve sayoga kevalI kahalAte hai| abhI unake tIno yoga hai| do manoyoga hai do vacana yoga hai- audArikA kAyayoga, audArika mizrakAyayoga, kaarmaannkaayyog| ye tIna kAya yoga hai, yo 7 yoga mAne gaye hai sayogakevalI ke| mana, vacana, kAyakI ceSTA unake bhI ho rahI hai, para kyA karmabandhana hai? nahI / inake mana, vacana, kAya kI ceSTA se karmabandhana nahI hotaa| ataH mana, vacana, kAya kI ceSTA karmabandha kA kAraNa nahI hai| 109
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________________ paramArthataH parabaMdha bandha kA akAraNa taba tIsarA bolA ki vAha inake calane phirane se athavA anya prakAra se jIvo kA ghAta hotA rahatA hai taba inhe karmabaMdha kaise nahI hotA ? acchA batalAo ki jo sAdhu ho gae hai, mahAvrata kA jo jo pAlana karate hai, samitipUrvaka gamana karate hai aise sAdhu saMta acche kAma ke lie acche bhAva sahita dina meM cAra hAtha Age jamIna dekhakara IryA samiti se jA rahe ho aura acAnaka koI kunthu jIva pairo ke nIce Akara dabakara mara jAya to kyA una sAdhuo ke bhI karma baMdha hotA hai? pariNAma hI nahI hai unakA krUra kaise baMdhe karma? to yaha bhI bAta tumhArI yukta nahI hai| -- karmabandha kA kAraNa karmabadhaM kA karane vAlA kevala sneha bhAva hai| upayoga meM jo rAga basa rahA hai, moha rAga dveSa cala rahA hai yaha hI karmabandhana kA kAraNa hai / jo jIva rAgadveSa vibhAvo ke sAtha apanA ekIkaraNa karatA rAga karatA hai, yaha mai aisA hI hUM, rAga se bhinna zudva caitanyasvarUpa meMrA hai aisA jo nahI mAna sakatA hai aise purUSa ke bandhana hotA hai / isa hI ko mamatva sahita purUSa kahA gayA hai| - paryAyavyAmohI ke sakala vizva ke moha kA saMskAra jo apane zarIra meM 'yaha maiM hU~' aisA aMhakAra rakhatA hai, mamakAra rakhatA hai usane sarvavizva kA ahaMkAra aura mamakAra kiyA hai / yadyapi isa mohI jIva ke pAsa kisI ke 50 hajAra kI vibhUti ho, lAkha kI ho, kucha sArAjagata kA vaibhava to nahI hai / to kyA use kevala 50 hajAra meM hI mamatA hai yA lAkha meM hI mamatA hai ? isa ajJAnI jIva ko sAre vizva meM mamatA hai| na ho pAsa isake aura yogyatA bhI vizAla na hone se anya vibhAvo kI kalpanA bhI na uThatI ho tisa para bhI usakI vAsanA meM tIna loka ke vaibhava ke prati AtmIyatA basI hai anyathA usake sAmane rakha do aura vaibhava, kyA vaha manA kara degA ki aba mujhe na cAhie ? usakI tRSNA zAnta nahI ho sktii| moha meM sAre vizva ke prati mamatA kA pariNAma basA huA hai aura isa kAraNa use samasta jagata kA bandhana laga rahA hai| adhyavasAna meM karmabadhaM kI nirantaratA bhaiyA ! padArtho meM iSTa aniSTa kalpanAe~ hone se rAgadveSa kA astitva AtmA meM apanA sthAna jamA letA hai aura phira yaha upayoga una vibhAva bhAvo ke kAraNa vikRta ho jAtA hai, sarva prakAra se para meM tanmaya ho jAtA hai usa samaya rAgadveSa pariNAmarUpa yaha adhyavasAna bhAva hI baMdha kA kAraNa hotA hai| jo purUSa yaha merA yaha dUsare kA hai, isakA mai mAlika hUM isakA dUsarA mAlika hai - aisI rAgabudvi basAye, paramarSi kahate hai unake zubha azubha karma ba~dhate hI rahate hai| karmabandhana ke lie nimitta cAhie rAgAdika bhAva, usake lie hAtha kaise cala rahe hai yaha nimitta nahI hai, paira kaise uTha rahe hai yaha nimitta nahI hai / pUjA bhI karatA ho koI aura pariNAmoM meM viSayo ke sAdhano kI bAta basI ho athavA kisI purUSa ke prati baira bhAva basA ho to pApa kA baMdha ho jAyagA / karma isa bAta se nahI aTakate hai ki maMdira meM khar3e hai to hama inake na ba~dhe, ye bhagavAna ke 110
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________________ samakSa khar3e hai inake na ba~dhe, aisI aTaka karmoM meM nahI hai| karmo ke bandhana kA nimitta to rAgadveSa moha adhyavasAna bhAva hai, vaha huA to karma ba~dha gyaa| cAhe vaha tIrtha kSetra meM ho, cAhe maMdira sthAna meM ho, cAhe vaha sAdhuoM ke saMga meM samakSa meM baiThA ho / mamatArahita zuddha jJAnAnandasvarUpa kI upAsanA kA abhinandana jina puruSo ke vairAgya aura jJAna kA pariNamana cala rahA hai unake karma nahI ba~dhate hai, kintu aneka karma nirjarA ko prApta hote he kyoki unake citta meM zuddha kAraNa samayasAra virAjamAna hai| ve cAhe kisI ghara meM khar3e ho, cAhe kinhI vastuvo meM gujara rahe ho, kinhI bhI bAhrA paristhitiyo meM hA, jina jIvo ka rAgadveSAdika bhAvo meM apanAyata nahI hai, jo apane sahajazudva caitanyasvarUpa kI upAsanA karate hai una purUSo ke karma nahIM ba~dha skte| karmo kA bandhana ahaMkAra aura mamakAra pariNAma ke kAraNa hotA hai| yaha mai hUM, yaha mai jo hara jagaha meM maiM maiM bagarAtA hai, hara jagaha mamatA karatA hai usako karma baMdhana to hogA hI / rela kI saphara meM jA rahe ho aura kisI musAphira se thor3A sneha ho jAya, thor3e vacanavyavahAra se to itane meM hI bandhana ho jAtA hai| jaba viyoga hotA hai, kisI eka ke utarane kA sTezana A jAtA hai to usameM kucha thor3A khyAla to jarUra A jAtA hai / samasta saMkaTo kA mUla sneha bhAva hai| isa sneha meM jo raMgA pa~gA hai vaha ba~dha jAtA hai, aura jo rAgAdika bhAvo se bhI nyArA apane Apako nirakhatA hai, apane ko zuddha akiJcana dekhatA hai, mAtra jJAnAnandasvarUpa pratIti meM letA he vaha karmoM se chUTa jAtA hai| isa kAraNa mukti cAhane vAle purUSa ko apane ko mamatA rahita apane zuddha jJAnAnanda svarUpa ko nirakhanA caahie| eko'haM nirmamaH zudvo jJAnI yogIndra gocara : | bAhrAH saMyogajA bhAvAH mattaH sarve'pi sarvathA | 127 || - jJAnI kA cintana jJAnI purUSa cintana kara rahA hai ki maiM eka hU~, akelA hU~ apanI saba prakAra kI sRSTiyo meM mai hI eka pariNata hotA rahatA huuN| merA koI dUsarA nahI hai / merA mAtra mai hI hUM, nirmama huuN| mere meM mamatA pariNAma bhI nahI hai aura mamatA pariNAma kA viSayabhUta koI padArtha merA nahI he| maiM zuddha hUM arthAt samasta parapadArtho se vivikta apane Apake dravyatva guNa se pariNata rahane vAlA hUM, yogIndro ke dvArA gocara huuN| merA yaha sahaja AtmasvarUpa yogIndra purUSo ke dvArA vidita hai / anya samasta saMyogajanya bhAva mere se sarvathA pRthaka hai| nAnA paryAyo meM bhI AtmA kA ekatva yadyapi paryAyArthikanaya kI dRSTi se yaha jIva nAnA rUpa banatA hai| manuSya banA, deva banA, nArakI huA, nAnA prakAra kA tiryaJa huA / nAnA vibhAva vyaJajana paryAye prakaTa huI hai phira bhI yaha jIva apane svarUpa meM eka hI pratibhAsamAna hai, pratyeka padArtha dravyaparyAyAtmaka hotA hai| koI padArtha ho vaha hai aura usakI kucha na kucha 111
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________________ dazA hai| paryAya aura dravya ina dono se hI tadAtmaka yaha samasta vizva hai| koI padArtha aisA nahI hai ki vaha kevala dravya hI ho aura usameM pariNati kucha na hotI ho aura na koI paryAya aisA hai ki kevala paryAya hI hai usakA AdhArabhUta koI-dravya nahI hai, isI kAraNa yadyapi AtmA kI nAnA sthitiyA~ hotI hai, jJAnAdika guNo kA pariNamana bhI calatA hai aura vyaJajanaparyAye bhI nAnA cala rahI hai tisa para bhI mai sarvatra akelA huuN| vyAvahArika prasaMgo meM bhI ekAkitva - vyAvahArika prasaMgo meM bhI maiM akelA hUM| sukhI duHkhI bhI mai akelA hI hotA huuN| jisa rUpa bhI pariNata hotA hUM yaha maiM akelA hii| kinhI bhI bAhA padArtho kA dhyAna karake kisI vibhAvarUpa pariNama jAU~, vahA~ para bhI yaha maiM akelA hI pariNata hotA hUM, dUsarA koI mere sAtha pariNata nahI hotaa| maiM sarvatra eka huuN| jo purUSa apane ko eka nahI nirakha pAte hai kintu maiM aneka rUpa hU~, dUsarA koI mere sAtha pariNata nahIM hotaa| maiM sarvatra eka hUM| jo purUSa apane ko eka nahI nirakha pAte hai kintu mai aneka rUpa hU~, mere aneka hai, mujhe aneka vastu zaraNa hai, amuka padArtha ke hone se merI rakSA hai - isa prakAra ke vikalpo se apane ekatva ko bhUlakara kinhI bAhA padArtho ko lakSya meM lekara mohavikAra rUpa pariNamana meM lagatA hai vaha purUSa saMsAra meM hI bhaTakatA hai| eka apane caitanyasvarUpa ekatva ko tyAga kara isako upayoga meM na lekara aba taka saMsAra meM rUlA huuN| __ zradvAna kalA se Ananda yA kleza kI sRSTi - jisa bhava meM gayA usa hI bhava meM jo milA usameM hI mamatA kI, jo paryAya milI usa hI rUpa apane ko maanaa| gAya, baila, bhaisA huA to vahA~ usa hI rUpa apanI pratIti rkhii| deva nArakI huA to vahA~ usa hI rUpa apanI pratIti rkhii| manuSya bhavameM to hai hI, yahA~ hI dekha lo, hama apane nirantara manuSyatA kI pratIti rakhate hai mai manuSya bhI nahI hUM, kintu eka amUrta jJAnAnandasvarUpa cetana padArtha huuN| aisI pratIti meM kaba-kaba rahate hai ? kabhI nhii| yadi jJAnAnandasvarUpa kI pratIti ho to phira AkulatA nahI raha sakatI hai, AkulatA kahA~ hai ? nirAkula zudva jJAnAnandasvarUpa Atmatatvako nirakheM to vahA~ AkulatA kA nAma nahI hai| vaha apane svarUpa se satR hai, samasta parabhAvo se mukta hai| yaha mai AtmA nirmama huuN| yahA~ zudva jJAyakasvarUpa Atmatatva ko nirakhA jA rahA hai, isameM mithyAtva, kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha Adi kucha bhI parabhAva nahI hai| svarasataH nirakhA jA rahA hai| vibhAvo ke sambandha ke vivaraNa meM eka dRSTAMta - yadyapi vartamAna meM ye samasta vibhAva isa AtmA ke hI pariNamana hai| rAgI kauna ho rahA hai ? yaha jIva hI to, parantu yaha rAga jIva meM nahI hai, jIva ke svabhAva meM rAga nahI hai rAga ho gayA hai| kisakA btaaeN| jaise jaba darpaNa ko dekhate hai to usameM sukha kI chAyA jhalakatI hai, aba vahA~ yaha batalAvo ki yaha mukha ke AkAra kA jo pariNamana hai vaha pariNamana kyA mukha kA hai athavA darpaNa kA hai| darpaNa meM jo muMha kA AkAra banA hai vaha AkAra yadi dekhane vAle purUSa kA hotA to usake 112
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________________ zarIra meM phira muMha hI na rahatA kyoki usakA muMha to darpaNa meM calA gyaa| do muMha to nahI hai, hama Apake eka eka hI to muMha lagA hai| isalie vaha darpaNa se haTA lo yA muMha ko haTA lo vahA~ se to kahA~ rahA muMha kA pratibimba? vaha svaccha kA hI svaccha hai| jisa samaya darpaNa meM mukha kA pratibimba jhalaka rahA hai usa kAla meM bhI aisA lagatA hai ki yaha pratibimba darpaNa ke Upara loTa rahA hai| darpaNa meM thamakara nahI raha paataa| vaha darpaNa se pRthaka hai| vibhAva kA kisI bhI padArtha meM TikAva kA abhAva - aise hI jo rAgadveSa bhAva utpanna hote hai AtmA meM, ye rAgAdika bhAva kyA karma ke hai? yadi karma ke rAgAdika hote to karma duHkhI ho rahe hai, phira mujha jIva ko kyA par3I hai ki vrata kare, tapa kareM, sAdhanA kre| ye rAgagAdika to karmo meM hai, duHkhI ho to karma duHkhI ho, para aisA to nahI hai| ye rAgAdika bhAva karma me nahI hai, ye to cetana meM hI pariNata ho rahe hai, lekina kyA ye rAgAdika isa caitanya ke svabhAva se uThe hue hai ? kyA isa jIva ke svabhAva meM rAgadveSa karanA par3A hai ? isa tatva ko usahI dRSTi meM nihAre jaise darpaNa meM pratibimba kI bAta nirakhI gayI thii| darpaNa meM pratibimba Dagamaga DolatA rahatA hai| sAmane mukha hai to darpaNa me pratibimba hai, mukha ko thor3A eka tarapha kiyA to vaha darpaNa kA pratibimba bhI eka tarapha ho gyaa| mukha haTA liyA to pratibimba haTa gayA, mukha darpaNa ke sAmane kara liyA lo pratibimba A gyaa| kyA darpaNa kI cIja isa taraha se asthira hotI hai? jarA-jarA sI dera meM bilkula haTa jAye, jarA sI dera meM phira A jAya, kyA aisI bAta darpaNa meM pAyI jAtI hai ? nhii| yaha darpaNa kA pratibimba nahI hai, yaha aupAdhika hai| aise hI ye rAgadveSa mere svarUpa meM nahI hai, ye aupAdhika hai ye karmo kI upAdhi se utpanna hue hai, karmo kA udaya hai vaha nimitta hai, jIva meM ve rAgAdika hote hai ye rAgAdika mAno AtmA meM Upara-Upara hI loTa rahe hai| bhItara to svarUpa aura svabhAva Thosa rUpa se banA huA hai| AtmA meM bhedaSaTkArakatA kA abhAva - yaha AtmA jJAnaghana hai Anandaghana hai| jo isakA svarUpa hai vaha isake svarUpa meM svabhAva meM sthiratA se hai| rAgAdika mujha Atmatatva me nahI hai| maiM nirmama hUM, zudva huuN| mai hUM aura pariNata ho rahA hUM, para ye pariNamana, ye vartamAna parivartana kisake dvArA ho rahe hai, kisameM ho rahe hai, kisake lie ho rahe hai ? yaha bheda yahA~ nahI hai| basa jJAtAdraSTA bano aura yaha nirakha lo ki yaha jIva hai aura isa taraha pariNama rahA hai, vaha dUsare padArtha se nahI pariNamatA, vaha dUsare padArtha me nahI prinnmtaa| samasta kAraka cakra kI prakriyAye isa Atmatatva meM nahI hai yaha mai paramArthataH jAnanahAra hUM, maiM jAnatA hUM, kisako jAnatA hUM? isa jAnate hue nijasvarUpa ko jAnatA hUM, kisI bAhRA padArtha ko nahI jAna rahA hai kintu bAhApadArtha ke sambadhaM meM apane ApakA usa taraha se jJAna prApta kara rahA hai| 113
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________________ para ke jAnana kA vyavahAra - mai jAnatA hU~ kintu isa jAnate hue ko hI jAnatA hU~, kisI anya ko nahI jaantaa| bhedabhAva meM yaha bAta dera meM baiThegI para eka yukti se dekho mai jitanA jo kucha hU~ aura jo yaha mai jo kucha pariNama sakatA hU~ vaha apane meM hI pariNama~gA kisI anya meM nhii| merI kriyA, merI ceSTA mere meM hI hokara samApta hogii| jo kucha bhI merI kriyAye hai ve saba mere AtmA me hI hogI ya anya me hogI? taba isa bAhA padArtha ko vAstava me jAnA kaise? apane Apako jAnA hai, para usa jAnana meM jo bAhA padArtha viSaya hote hai unakA nAma lagAyA jAtA hai| jaise eka loka dRSTAnta lo| hama darpaNa ko dekha rahe hai, bar3A darpaNa hai, hamArI pITha pIche do cAra bAlaka khar3e hai| una bAlako ke nimitta se isa darpaNa me bhI una jaisA pratibimba ho gayA hai| hama kyA kara rahe hai ? kevala darpaNa ko dekha rahe hai aura batAte jA rahe hai saba kucha, amuka lar3ake ne hAtha uThAyA, amuka ne paira uThAyA, amuka ne hAtha hilAyA, una lar3ako kI saba bAte hama kahate jAte hai, jAnate jAte hai, para hama dekha rahe hai kevala darpaNa ko / to jaise hama kevala darpaNa ko dekha rahe hai para bAteM saba lar3ako kI batA rahe hai isI prakAra hama kevala jJAnamayI AtmA ko jAna rahe hai aura bAteM batAte hai duniyAbhara kI / pUrvajo kI, itihAsa kI, loka kI sthiti kI, kSetra kii| sabhI prakAra kI bAteM batAte hai, para hama jAna rahe hai kevala apane AtmA ko| jJAtA meM jJAna kA camatkAra - kaisA vizAla camatkAra hai, kaisA jJAnasvarUpa yaha AtmA hai ki yaha kevala jJAnasvarUpa Atmatatva ko jAra rahA hai aura bakhAna karatA hai aneka padArtho kaa| mai aisA zudva hU~, maiM jo kucha karatA hU~, apane ko, apane se, apane meM, apane lie athavA karane kA kucha nAma hI nahI hai| mai jo kucha bhI hUM, barta rahA hUM utanA hI mAtra dravya paryAyAtmaka sambaMdha hai| isa prakAra yaha jJAnI purUSa apane AtmA ke svarUpa ko nirakha rahA hai, mai zudva huuN| svabhAva para dRSTi dekara yaha bAta samajhI jA rahI hai ki mai apane Apa apanI hI sattA ke kAraNa apane meM zuddha hUM, jJAnamaya huuN| padArtho kA para ke dvArA abhedya svarUpa - bhaiyA! jitane bhI padArtha hote hai sabameM astitva, vastutva, dravyatva, agurUlaghutva, pradezavatva, premayatva ye 6 guNa hote hai| astitva ke kAraNa ye padArtha sat hai, inameM hai panA hai, inakA astitvapanA hai vaha astitva guNa kA kAma hai| vaha padArtha vahI rahe, dUsarA na bana jAye, dUsare rUpa na ho jAya, apane me hI sat hai, parase asat hai, aisA niyama vastutva guNa se huA hai| pratyeka padArtha nirantara pariNamatA rahe, pariNamana ko chor3akara vaha vizrAta nahI ho sake, yo dravyatva guNa ke kAraNa yaha nirantara pariNamatA rahatA hai| agurUlaghutva guNa se yaha niyama bana jAtA hai ki yaha padArtha apane meM hI pariNamegA, kisI dUsare meM na prinnmegaa| pradeza isameM hai hI aura prameya bhI hai, isa prakAra AtmA meM sabhI padArtho kI bhA~ti ye 6 guNa hai, isake atirikta sUkSmatva Adi aneka guNa hai kintu kalpanA karo ki isa AtmA meM jJAna guNa na hotA aura bAkI guNa hote to kyA 114
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________________ sthiti hotI? kyA ho sakatA thA kucha? nahI / yo AtmA jJAnamayI hai, jJAnaghana hai, jJAnAtmaka hai| isa aMtastatva ko adhyAtmayogI purUSa hI jAna sakatA hai| jinhone para ko para jAnakara nija ko nija jAnakara parapadArtho ke vikalpo ko tor3A hai aura kevala apane Apake svarUpa meM hI rata rahA karate hai aise purUSo ko hI isa zuddha caitanyasvarUpa kA darzana hotA hai aura isa cit camatkAra ke anubhava se hI yathArtha marma ko samajhate hai evaM vizva ke samasta prANiyoM ko eka caitanya ke rUpa meM dekhA karate hai| saMyogaja bhAvo kI AtmasvarUpa se bhinnatA - yaha maiM yathArtha zuddha kevala AtmA kevala yogindro ke dvArA hI paricaya meM A sakatA huuN| ajJAnI jana apane Apa kI bAta ko nahI samajhate hai| aisA yaha maiM AtmA sabase vivikta zuddha jJAnAnandasvarUpa hUM, jitane bhI bAhA bhAva hai, rAgadveSAdika hai, ve saba saMyogI bhAva hai| karmo ke sambadhaM se yaha bhAva banatA hai, jisako yaha pratIti nahI hai ki ye bhAva saba saMyogI hai, mare svarasataH hone vAle nahI hai, ve kabhI mukta nahI ho skte| jina aparAdho se mukta honA hai una aparAdho kA mere meM vastutaH praveza nahI hai| mere svaMya ke una aparAdho kA bhAna hue binA kaise mukti prApta ho sakegI? samasta ye aupAdhika bhAva, saMyogabhAva mere se sarvathA svabhAvataH dUra hai| yaha saba jAnakara kartavya yaha hai ki jo upAdeya hai use grahaNa kareM aura jo heya hai usakA parihAra kre| upAdeya hai yahA~ apane ApakA yaha zudva jnyaanaanndsvbhaav| tanmAtra hI apane ko anubhave to vahA~ saMkaTo kA nAA hI nahI hai| jahA~ isa nirvikAra svarUpa se cige aura saMyoga lakSaNa bAle ina jar3a padArtho meM mamatva buddhi kI, saMkaTa vahI se bana jAte hai| pradhAna aura gauNa kartavya - uddezya jIvana meM eka pradhAna hotA hai aura eka gauNa hotA hai jaise kisako mAna banavAnAhai, to makAna banavAnekA uddezya to pradhana hai aura usa makAna banavAne ke prasaMgame aneka kAma kie jAte hai, jaise ITeM kharIdanA hai, sImenTakA parimiTa banavAnA hai, amuka vastu lenA hai, majadUro ko ikaTTA karanA hai, ye saba roja-roja progrAma banate hai, para ye pradhAna uddezya to isakA eka hai, jo bhI isane socA hai| aisA hI jJAnI purUSakA mukhya uddezya kevala eka hI hotA hai - niraparAdha jJAnAnandasvarUpa nija kAraNa prabhukA darzana karanA, cintana aura manana krnaa| isake atitikta isakI hI sAdhanAke lie darzana pUjana svAdhyAya, jApa, satsaMga Adika jitane bhI prayoga hai ve saba prayoga kevala eka isa uddezyako siddha karane ke lie hai, ve mukhya uddezya nahI hai, ve saba gauNa hai| hamArA mukhya uddezya hai saMyogajanya bhAva se mukta hokara sahaja AnandasvarUpa meM magna rahanA, isakI upalabdhi jaise ho isakA prayatna karanA yaha hamArA gauNa progrAma hai| jJAnIkA nirNaya - jJAnI purUSa apane Apake svarUpakA nirNaya kara rahA hai| maiM eka hUM, apane lie mai advaita huuN| apanI saba sthitiyomeM maiM maiM hI huuN| merA koI dUsarA zaraNa athavA sAthI nahI hai samasta kAmanAvoseM rahita huuN| jJAnAnandaghana adhyAtmayoga dvArA mai sarva 115
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________________ parapadArthomeM utkRSTa caitanyasvarUpa huuN| isa hI tatvakI ArAdhanAke prasAda se bhjJagavAna araMhata hue hai| jinakA hama pUjana vaMdana karate hai| unakeM aura kalA hI kyA thI jisase ve Aja hama logo ke pUjya kahalAte hai, vaha kalA hai svabhAva darzanakI klaa| ve apane isa citsvabhAva meM magna hue the, usake hI prasAda se bhava bhavake saMcita unake karma jAla naSTa hue aura ananta catuSTayasampanna sarva bhavya jIvoke upAsya hue, aisA hone kA meremeM svabhAva hai| jJAnI saMta isa svabhAvakI upAsanA kiyA karate hai| duHkhasaMdohabhAgitvaM saMyogAdiha dehinaam| tyajAmyenaM tataH sarvamanovAkkAyakarmabhiH / / 28 / / jJAnI sakala saMnyAsa kA citaMna - jJAnI purUSa cintana karatA hai aura saMkalpa karatA hai ki isa prANI ko jitane bhI kleza samUhakA bhAjana honA par3A hai vaha saba isa zarIra Adike saMyoga se hI honA par3A hai| isa kAraNa mai manase, vacanase aura kAyase ina samasta samAgamoM ko chor3atA huuN| mai bhI amUrta jJAnAnandamaya kevala apane svarUpa mAtra huuN| isa mujha AtmatatvameM kisI dUsare padArthakA sambaMdha bhI nahI hai| aisI dRSTi ho jAya aura samasta bAhA padA se upekSA ho jAya to yahI unakA chor3anA kahalAtA hai| isameM kaSayakI bAta kucha nahI hai| jaise koI loga kaheM ki vAha! mAnate jAvo aisA ki maiM sabase nyArA huuN| aura chor3o kucha bhI nhii| yahA~ kucha bhI chalakI bAta nahI hai, kevala aisA anubhava meM utara gayA ki mai sabase vivikta hUM to usane sabako chor3a diyaa| aba aisI pratIti bahuta kAla taka banI rahatI hai to bahuta kAla taka chUTA huA rahegA aura kucha hI kSaNa bAda pUrva vAsanAke kAraNa phira unameM citta gayA to vaha grahaNakA grahaNa hI hai| AnaMdakA kA bhedavijJAna - bhaiyA! jitanA bhI Ananda milegA pratyeka jIvako vaha bhedavijJAna hI milegaa| bhedavijJAna binA Ananda milekA anya koI upAya hI nahI he lokameM kahI aisA nahI hai ki dhanikoko karor3o ke dhana vaibhavase Ananda mila jAyagA aura garIbo ko bhedavijJAna Ananda milegaa| jinhe bhI Ananda milegA bhedavijJAna hI milegA, cAhe amIra ho cAhe garIba / kAraNa yaha hai ki Ananda meM bAdhAko DAlane vAlA vikalpa huA karatA hai aura vikalpokI utpatti hone ke lie parapadArtha Azraya hotA hai| bAhA sAdhana to jisako jitane mile hai, use prAyaH utane vikalpa bar3hege, aura jisake vikalpa bar3he hue hai unhe Ananda na milegaa| samAgama ho taba bhI, na ho taba bhI, Ananda to bhedavijJAna se hI milegaa| loga kabhI-kabhI apanemeM bar3A jhaMjhaTa samajhate hai| mai bahuta cakkarameM par3a gayA, mujhe itanA kleza hai| are ye sAre kleza samasta saMkaTa bhedavijJAna ke upAya se sabase nyArA apaneko mAna lenese miTa jAte hai| sabakA vikalpa tor3ane se apane jJAnasvarUpakA anubhava honepara sAre saMkaTa samApta ho jAte hai| 116
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________________ prabhukA Adarza va Adeza jinake saMkaTa samApta ho cuke hai aise prabhu bhagavAnakA yaha upadeza hai ki jisa upAya se hama saMkaTose mukta hue hai isI upAyako bhavyajana kareMge to saMkaTose chUTanekA avasara paavege| saMkaTose chUTane kA upAya bhedavijJAna ke sivAya aura kucha nahI hai| eka hI nirNaya hai| kahI aisA aniyama nahI hai kisIko dhanase Ananda milatA ho, kisIko ijjata milane se Ananda milatA ho, kisIko aneka kAma milane se Ananda milatA ho, kisI ko acchA parivAra rahanese Ananda milatA ho, jise bhI Ananda milegA vaha bhedavijJAna se milegA / 1 mithyA AzayameM klezakI prAkRtikatA jo jIva zarIrAdika se apane ko abhedarUpa se mAnatA hai, arthAta yaha maiM hU~ aisI unameM AtmakalpanA karatA hai usa zArIrika kaSTa bhI hotA hai, mAnasika kaSTa bhI hotA hai aura kSetra samAgama Adike kAraNa bhI kaSTa ho jAtA hai / mithyA dhAraNa ho, pratIti ho vahA~ duHkha honA usa mithyA zradvAnake kAraNa prAkRtika hai| duHkha kisI paravastuse nahI hotA, duHkha bhI apane ApakI kalpanA se, mithyA dharaNAse hotA hai| sArI cIjeM anitya hai / jo ghara milA hai, gharameM jo kucha hai, jitanA saMga juTA hai vaha saba anitya hai| unhe koI nitya mAne aura ye mohI mAnate hI hai| ye dUsare ke samAgamako to anitya jhaTa samajha lete hai, ye samAgama miTa jAyege, mara jAyege loga, koI na raheMge yahA~, kintu apane samAgamake sambaMdhameM yaha vizada bodha nahI hai ki yaha bhI miTa jAyagA / yadi yaha dhyAna meM rahe ki yaha saba miTa jAyagA to phira isakI Asakti nahI raha sakatI hai| isane anityako nitya mAna liyA, isIse Aphate laga gayI / bhrAMtimeM ulajhana aura nirbhrAntimeM sulajhana bhaiyA! anityako nitya mAnane ke vikalpa meM eka Apatti to yaha hai ki jaba mAna liyA ki ye sadA rahegeM to unake bar3hAvAke lie, saMgrahake lie, jIvanabhara ise zrama kI jvAlAmeM jhukanA par3atA hai| dUsarI Apatti yaha hai yaha anityako nitya mAna lenese to kahI yaha jagajAla nitya to nahI ho jaataa| bAhrAsamAgama to apanI pariNatike mAphika bichur3a jaayege| yaha mithyAdRSTi jIva anityako nitya mAnatA hai, so ja viyoga hotA hai taba usake viyoga meM duHkhI hotA hai| yadi anityako anitya hI mAnatA hotA to usameM lAbha thA / pahilA lAbha yaha ki ina bAhrA padArtho ke saMcaya ke lie apanA jIvana na samajhatA aura zramameM samaya na gaMvAtA aura dUsarA lAbha yaha hotA ki kisI bhI kSaNa jaba ye samAgama bichur3ate to yaha kleza na mAnatA / ajJAnake phala phUla jitane bhI loga gharameM basa rahe hai, jina do eka prANiyoMse sambandha mAna rakhA hai, unakA viyoga jarUra hogaa| puruSa strI hai, kabhI to viyoga hogA hI / puruSakA bhI viyoga pahile sambhava ho sakatA hai aura strIkA bhI viyoga pahile sambhava ho sakatA hai| viyogakAlameM kaSTa maanegeN| yaha bAta prAyaH sabhI manuSyopara gujara rahI hai| jaba taka manake pratikUla koI ghaTanA nahI AtI hai, maujameM samaya kaTa rahA hai aura yaha bItA 117
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________________ huA samaya jAnA bhI nahI jA rahA hai merI itanI Ayu ho gayI hai kucha jAnA hI nahI jAtA hai lekina sabhI jIva cAhe bar3e yazasvI ho sabhIpara yaha bAta aaygii| jo samAgama milA hai vaha kisI dina Avazya bichudd'egaa| aba jaba bichur3egA to vahI vahI kleza jo auroke AtA hai, ise bhI aaygaa| to jo padArtha jaisA nahI hai vaisA mAnanA arthAt vastusvarUpase ulTI dhAraNA banAnA, isameM duHkhI honA prAkRtika bAta hai| isa hI vaibhava ke mamatva ke kAraNa duHkha hai| kisI anya padArtha ke hone athavarA na hone se duHkha nahI hai| isa saMsArakI jar3a ajJAna hai| kitane hI loga to isa saMsArapara dayA karake kaha dete hai ki lA sabhI loga brahmAcArI ho gae to saMsAra kaise calegA? sabhI jJAnI vairAgI ho gae to saMsArakI kyA hAlata hogI? unako saMsArapara tarasa AtI hai, dayA AtI hai| kahI saMsArakI vRdvi meM bAdhA na ho, dekhA isa ajJAnIkA bhaanaa| jJAna, vairAgyase klezakSaya - bahuta tIkSNa dhArA hai isa kalyANamArgakI, kintu jo isa jJAnavairAgyakI dhArApara utara gayA aura nirUpadrava pAra kara gayA vaha saMkaTo se sadA ke lie mukta ho jAtA hai| jitane bhI yahA~ kleza hai ve saba mana, vacana, kAyakI kriyAoke apanAne meM hai| isa jIva ne mana, vacana, kAyakI pravRtti kI, usase Atmayoga huA, pradeza parispaMda huA, karmokA Asrava huA aura sAtha hI isameM mithyA Azaya aura krodhAdika kaSAyoMse karmokA baMdha huaa| aba ye badva karma jaba udayakAla meM AtI hai, Aye the taba isa jIvako vibhAva pariNati hotI hai va huI aura cakrakI taraha ye bhAvakarma dravyakarma calate hI rhe| unake phalameM sukhI duHkhI honA, iSTa aniSTa laganA saba duHkha paramparAye bar3hatI calI aayii| so sAre duHkhakA jhagar3A lo yoM miTa jaaygaa|ki isa manako, vacanako, aura kAya ko apanese bhinna mAna le| aisA bhinna mAnanemeM yaha dhIra sAhasI AtmA usa vipadAke pahAr3ake nIce bhI par3A hai taba bhI baliSTha hai, use raMca bhI zrama nahI hotA hai| bhedAbhyAsake binA saMkaTa vinAzakA abhAva - isa jIvakA saMsaraNa taba taka hai jaba taka mana, vacana, kAyako apanA rahA hai| kitanA kleza hai? kisIne pratikUla bAta kahI, nindAkI bAta kahI to yaha citta becaina ho jAtA hai| kyA huA kisIne kucha use kahA hI na thaa| ve vacana bhI mAyArUpa, vaha kahane vAlA bhI mAyA rUpa, yaha socane vAlA bhI mAyA rUpa, aura usa AtmA kI pravRtti se vacana bhI nahI nikalate nimittanaimittika sambaMdhameM una vacana vargaNAvose vacana pariNati huI aura ve vacana mujhameM kisI prakAra A hI nahIM skte| yaha prabhurUpa hai isalie jAna liyA isane sb| aba rAgase prerita hokara kalpanA macAtA hai| usane hameM yo kaha diyA! una kalpanAvoMmeM parezAna ho jAtA hai| eka yaha nirNaya bana jAya ki yaha zarIra hI mai nahI hUM phira sammAna apamAna kahA~ Thaharege? mana, vacana, kAya ina tInoko jo tyAga detA hai, inase bhinna kevala zuddha jJAnAsvarUpamAtra apanekI nirakhatA hai to isa bhedake abhyAsase isa jIvako mukti hotI hai| 118
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________________ bhramameM azAMti va asthitA - bhaiyA ! jaba taka bhrama lagA hai taba taka caina nahI ho sktii| koI kitanA hI priya mitra ho, kisI pravRttiko dekhakara bhramame yaha bAta baiTha jAya ki aba amuka to mere virAdha me hai, to isa virodha mAnyatAkI bhAvanAse yaha becaina ho gyaa| virodha upayogameM par3A huA hai isalie usa mitrakI sArI ceSTAe~ virodharUpa dIkhatI hai, isase virAdha bhAvanA aura bar3ha jAtI hai, caina nahI milatI hai bhrmme| phira yahA~ to AtmA kA bhramaho gayA, pUrA mithyA Azaya bana gayA hai| jo maiM nahI hU~ use mAnatA hai ki yaha maiM hU~| basa isa Azaya se hI kleza ho gayA, kisI eka bAta para thamakara hI nahI rahatA yaha mohI jiiv| kisI ko apanA mAnatA hai to usa hI ko apanA mAnatA rahe, dekho kisI dUsare ko apanA na mAne, jarAsI dRr3hatA kara le, para mohameM yaha bhI dRr3hatA nahI rahatI hai| saca bAta ho to dRr3hatA rhe| jhUTha bAtapara TikAva kaise ho sakatA hai? paryAyameM mohakI adala badala - yaha mohI jIva isa dehako AtmA mAnatA hai to dekho isa dehakI hI AtmA mAnate rahanA, phira kabhI haTa na jAnA apanI ttekse| aho haTa jAtA hai ttekse| mRtyu huI, dUsarA zarIra dhAraNa kiyA, aba usa zarIra ko apanA mAnane lgaa| Aja kaisA suDaula hai, acche nAka, A~kha, kAna hai aura marakara magaramaccha bana gaye to usa dhAvAthUla zarIrako hI apanA sarvasva mAnane lgaa| jIva mai vahI huuN| aba jisa paryAyameM gayA usako hI maiM maanaa| isa manuSyako ye bhaisA, baila, sUkara, kUkara Adi na kuchase vicitra mAlUma hote hai beDhage kahA~se hAtha nikala baiThe, aura kaisA pUre aMgose cala rahe hai| saba ber3hage mAlUma hote hai, sambhava hai ki ina sUkara, kUkara, gAya, bhaisoko bhI yaha manuSya beDhaMgA mAlUma hotA hogaa| jisako jo paryAya milI hai usako vaha apanI usa hI paryAyako sundara suDaula DhagaMkI ThIka mAnatA hai, usake atirikta anya deha AkAra DhAMce to beDhaMge mAlUma hote hai| kuTeva meM sthiratA va zAMti kA abhAva - yaha jIva kisI eka bAtapara thamakara hI nahI rhtaa| cAhe tuma dhanako priya mAnate ho, sarvasva mAnate ho to mAnate hI raho, dekho Tekase haTa mata jaanaa| lekina apane zarIra meM koI vyAdhi ho jAya yA kuTumba ke loga koI vipatti meM par3a jAye to usa hI dhanako burI taraha kharca kara DAlate hai| yaha Teka nahI nibhA pAtA, kisI bhI cIja meM sthira nahI ho paataa| yaha aneka indriyaviSayasAdhanoko grahaNa kara karake DolatA hai, duHkhI rahatA hai| yaha jIva saMsArameM taba taka bhramaNa karatA rahatA hai jaba taka mana, vacana, kAyako yaha maiM hI hU~ aisI pratIti rakhatA hai| bhedaprayoga - bhaiyA ! yaha bhramabudvi dUra ho, zarIra mai nahI hUM aisI pratIti kare, chor3A to jA sakatA hai zarIrakA dhyAna, na zarIra ko jJAnameM le| yaha jAnanahAra jJAna svaMya kyA hai, isakA svayaMkA svarUpa kyA hai, yaha budvi lAyeM to kyA lAyI nahI jA sakatI? chor3a do isa zarIrakA viklp| vacanoMkA bhI vikalpa tyAgA jA sakatA hai| para kAyake vikalpase kaThina vacanakA vikalpa hai| ye dono bhI tyAge jA sakate hai, para manakA vikalpa sabase kaThina hai| 119
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________________ kAyake vikalpase kaThina vacanakA kikalpa aura vacanake vikalpa se kaThina manakA vikalpa hai| kucha-kucha dhyAna meM to banAyA jA sakatA hai| zarIra mai nahI huuN| koI jAnanahAra padArtha mai hU~, vacana bhI mai nahI hUM, koI jJAna prakAza mai hU~, para cita mana jo aMtaraMga indriya hai, jisakA pariNamana jJAnavikalpameM ekameka cala rahA hai usa manase nyArA jJAnaprakAza mAtra maiM hU~, aisA anubhava karanA kaThina ho rahA hai| lekina yaha manovikalpa jisake kAraNa sahaja AtmatatvakA anubhava nahI ho pAtA hai yaha bhI bhrama hai, manovikalpakA apanAnA yaha bhI kaSTa hai jo jIva kAyase, vacanase aura manase nyArA apane Apako dekhatA hai, vaha saMsArake baMdhana se chUTakara muktiko pAtA hai| vibhakta AtmasvarUpakI bhAvanA - ina jIvoko yahA~kI bAteM bahuta bar3I mIThI lagatI hai, para eka bAra sabhI jhaMjhaToMse chUTakara zuddha AnandameM pahuMca jAya to yaha sabase bar3I utkRSTa bAta hai| jo sadAko saMkaTose chuTAnekA upAya hai usa upAyakA Adara kiyA jAya to yaha manuSya jIvana saphala hai, anyathA bAhRA meM kucha bhI karate jAvo, karatA bhI yaha kucha nahI hai, kevala vikalpa karatA hai| kucha bhI ho jAya bAhA padArthameM kintu usase isa AtmAkA bhalA nahI hai| samasta prANiyoko mana, vacana, kAyake saMyogase hI dukhasamUhakA bhAjana bananA par3A hai| aba maiM manase, vacanase, kAyase arthAt bar3I dRDhatA se ina sabakA parityAga karatA hUM, aura maiM kevala jJAnAnandasvarUpamAtra hUM isa anubhavameM basUMgA, aisA jJAnI yathArtha cintana kara rahA hai aura apane Apako sarva vivikta kevala jJAnAnandasvarUpamAtra anubhava karatA hai| na me mRtyuH kuto bhItirna meM vyAdhiH kuto vythaa| nAhaM bAlo na vRto'haM na yuvaitAni pudgale / / 29 / / jJAnI ke maraNabhayakA abhAva - mere mRtyu nahI hai, phira mere bhaya kahA~se paidA ho? jaba mere me vyAdhi hI nahI hai to vyathA kahA~ se bane? maiM bAlaka nahI, vRddha nahI aura javAna bhI nahI huuN| ye saba dazAye pudgalameM hotI hai| jJAnIke maraNabhayakA abhAva - jisa jIvako apane cidAnandasvarUpa AtmatatvakA nizcaya ho jAtA hai usa jIvake mRtyu nahI hotI hai| ye bAhA prANa, indribala, kAyabala, Ayu, zvAsocchavasa miTa jAte hai, parantu maiM nahI mitttaa| ye vikArabhAva hai| lokameM ina prANoke viyoga kA nAma maraNa kahA hai kintu vAstavameM prANoke dUra ho jAnepara usakA vinAza nahI hotA hai| maiM mRtyurahita huuN| zarIra mujhase bhinna hai, viparita svabhAva vAlA hai| yaha mai paramArtha caitanyatatva huuN| isakA kabhI vinAza nahI hai, zarIrakA vinAza hai| zarIra kA viyoga zarIra kA bichur3anA zarIrakI sthiti hai, jIvakI nahI hai| AtmAkA svarUpa AtmA kA prANa jJAnadarzana hai, caitanyasvarUpa hai, usakA kabhI bhI abhAva nahI hotA hai, isa kAraNa jIvakA kabhI maraNa hI nahI hai, yaha nirbhaya niHzaka rahatA huA apane svarUpakA anubhava kara rahA hai| 120
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________________ maraNa nAma hai Age janma honekaa| navIna janma lenekA nAma maraNa hai| jisakA navIna janma nahI hotA aise arahaMta bhagavAnakA maraNa bhI nahI kahA jAtA hai| usakA nAma hai nirvANa / jisake bAda janma ho usakA nAma maraNa hai| isa AtmAkA na kabhI janma hai na kabhI maraNa hai| apane sahajasvarUpako dRSTimeM lekara cintana kriye| yaha zarIra jisameM ba~dhA huA hai| yaha zarIra meMrA sAthI nahI hai, merA kucha bhI Atmatatva nahI hai| zarIrakI bAta zarIrameM hai, merI bAta mujhameM hai| yaha mai AtmA zuddha cidAnda svarUpa prabhukI taraha prabhutAse bharA huA huuN| svarasataH ananta catuSTayAtmaka AtmasamRdvisampanna maiM AtmA huuN| isameM kahA~ bhaya hai? mohiyokA vikaTa bhaya - sabase vikaTa bhaya jIvako maraNa kA rahA karatA hai| koI purAnI bur3hiyA jo roja-roja bhagavAna kA nAma isalie jape ki bhagavAna mujhe uThA le arthAt merI mauta ho jAya, hogA koI duHkh| aura kadAcit sAMpa sAmane A jAya to vaha apane choTe potoko pukAratI hai ki beTA bacAvo sAMpa AyA hai, aura beTA agara kaha de ki tuma to roja bhagavAnakA nAma japatI thI bhagavAna mujhe uThA le, so bhagavAnane hI bhejA hai yaha, aba kAheko bulAtI hai hameM? lekina maraNakA bhaya sabako lagatA hai| AtmajJAnameM bhayakA abhAva - jo tatvajJAnI purUSa hai, jo jAnate hai ki yaha zarIra nahI rahA, yaha dhana vaibhava sampadA nahI rahI, logomeM merI uThA baiThI na rahI to kyA hai, ye to saba mAyAsvarUpa hai| mai AtmA sat hUM, merA sukha duHkha AnaMda saba merI karatUtake AdhIna hai, yahA~ke makAna sampadA mere AdhIna nahI hai| yoM AtmatatvakA cintana ho to use bhaya nahI rhtaa| bhayakI cIja to yahI samAgama hai| jisake pAsa vaibhava hai usako bhaya hai, jisake samIpa koI vaibhava hI nahI hai bhale hI vahI anya jAtikA du:kha mAne, para use kucha bhaya to nahI hai| na corakA, na DAkUkA, na kisIkA chalakA, koI prakArakA use Dara nahI hai| bAhA cIjose nirbhayatA nahI AtI hai kintu AtmajJAnake balase nirbhayatA prakaTa hotI hai| kyA hai, na rahA yaha to kyA bigar3a gayA? isase bhI bahuta acchI jagaha hai duniyA meN| yahA~ na rahA aura jagaha pahaMca gayA, kyA usakA bigADa hai? yoM jo apane zadvasatva kA cintana karatA hai usa tatvajJAnI purUSako bhaya nahI hotaa| vastuke prANabhUta svarUpakA vinAza - merA prANa merA jJAna darzana hai, merA caitanyasvarUpa hai| prANa use kahate hai ki jisake viyoga honepara vastu khatma ho jaay| jaise agnikA prANa garmI hai| garmI nikala jAya to agni khatma ho jAtI hai, usakA satva hI nahI rahatA hai| aisA merA kaunasA prANa hai jisake nikalanepara usakA satva nahI rahatA hai? yadyapi aisA hotA nhii| jisa padArthakA jo sat hai vaha tIna kAla bhI nahI chUTatA hai| agni to koI padArtha hai nahI, vaha to pudagala paryAya hai| agni to pariNati hai| pariNatikA vastutaH kyA prANa batAye? padArthakA prANa batAyA jAtA hai, merA kabhI bhI miTa nahI sakatA, isa kAraNa yaha maiM AtmA amara huuN| kyA mere bhaya hai? 121
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________________ jJAnI dehavyathAkA abhAva - jJAnI purUSako zArIrika pIr3AkI bhI zaMkA nahI rahatI hai| maiM AtmA AkAzavata amUrta nirlepa jJAnAnanda prakAzamAtra haM, isa mujha AtmAmeM vyAdhi kahA~ hai? yahA~ koI aisA soca sakatA hai ki jaba tabiyata acchI hogI taba yaha bAta kahI jaatii| jarA siradarda ho jAya yA kucha bAta A jAya phira yaha bAta bhUla jAtI hai, bhUla jAvo, phira bhI jise tatvajJAna hai, vaha vyAdhiyoke samayameM bhI Akulita nahI hotA hai, saba ApadAoko dhIratAse sahana karatA hai, aura jinake tatvajJAnakI paripUrNatA hai unako yaha bhI vidita nahI ho pAtA ki isa zarIrapara koI baiThA bhI hai| yaha zarIra mujhase pRthak hai| yaha maiM AtmA jaba zarIrakI aura dRSTi detA hUM to isa zarIra kI vyathAe~ mujhe vidita hotI hai anyathA nhii| mere koI vyathA nahI hai| maiM Anandamagna huuN| AtmAmeM deha dazAokA abhAva - mai bAlaka nahI hUM, vRdva nahI hU~ aura javAna bhI nahI huuN| kisakA nAma bAlaka hai? zarIrakI hI prArambhika avasthAko bAlaka kahate hai| yaha bAlapana pudgalameM hI huaa| AtmA to jJAnAnandasvarUpamAtra hai| zarIrakI jo madhyama paristhiti hai use javAnI kahate hai, yaha javAnI zarIra meM hotI hai zarIra kA dharma hai| AtmAkA to guNa hai nhii| zarIra kI hI paripakvadazA va uttaradazA bur3hApA kahalAtA hai| yaha bur3hApA bhI mujhe AtmamAmeM nhiihai| yaha maiM AtmA to kevala jJAnAnandasvarUpamAtra huuN| isa prakAra yaha jJAnI purUSa mile hue sava samAgamo ko apane se pRthaka nihAratA hai| jaba AtmAko yaha nizcaya ho jAtA hai ki tU cetana he, jJAna darzanaAdika guNokA akhaNDapiNDa hai to isa jJAna Adika guNokA kabhI vinAza nahI hotA, aisI dRSTi banatI hai yahI to merI Atmanidhi hai| jo mere svarUpameM hai vaha kabhI miTa na sakegA, jo mujhameM hai vaha mujhase kabhI alaga hotA nahI jo mujhamaM nahI hai vaha kabhI mujhameM AtA nahI he| parapadArthakA AtmAmeM atyantAbhAva - dRzyamAna samasta pariNatiyA~ dRzyamAna samasta padArtha tere kucha nahI hai, na tU unakA kabhI huA hai aura na kabhI ho sakatA hai parase tU trikAla bhinna hai| hai udaya puNyakA, ThIka hai, kintu kyA vaibhava meM tU ekameMka bana sakatA hai? tU tU hI he, anya anya hI hai| karmodayavaza kucha dino kA yaha sAdhana saMyoga bana gayA hai| jaise saphara karate hue kisI sarAya meM eka jagaha Thahara jAte hai| anya anya dezo se Aye hue kucha purUSa, para ve kucha samaya ke lie hI Thahare hai, eka dUsare kA jo saMyoga bana gayA hai vahA~ vaha kucha samaya ke lie hI banA hai| kucha samaya hI bAda athavA prAtaHkAla hote hI saba apane-apane abhimata dezoko cale jAte hai| rAstA calate hue sarAya meM manuSya rAta bhara hI Tikate hai, dinako nahI rahate hai, prAtaH kAla huA ki rAstA nApane lagate hai| aise hI yahA~ kucha samaya kA mela hai, mohI jIva isa kucha samaya ke meMlameM hI aisI kuTeva ThAna lete hai ki yahI to mere saba kucha haiN| merA maranA jInA inhIke lie to hai aisA moha bhAva basAkara apane Apako durgatikA pAtra banA lete hai| 122
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________________ nIroga jJAnasvarUpakA cintana - zarIra meM nAnA roga hote hai| ve zarIrake vikArase hote hai| vAta, pitta, kapha - ye tIna jo upadhAtuye hai, inakA jo samAna anutApase rahanA hai usameM bhaMga ho jAya, viSamatA A jAya to isa zarIrameM roga paidA ho jAtA hai| yaha zarIra hI mai nahI hUM to mai rogakA kyA anubhava karU~ ? jJAnI purUSa nirantara nija jJAnasvarUpakA hI cintana karate hai| dhana jIvanaviSayaka mohake abhAvameM karmaphalakA ananubhava - jagata ke jIvoko ye karma satA rahe hai| kevala do bAtoM para ye karma satA rahe hai| yadi una do bAtoM kA moha na rahe to phira karmokA satAnA hI kucha na tthhre| ve do bAteM hai dhana aura jiivn| jIvanakA lobha ye do lobha hai taba karma satA rahe hai, na rahe ye to karma kyA satAyege? jaise koI pakSI kahIMse kucha khAnekI cIja coMcameM le Aye to use dekhakara bIso pakSI usa pakSI ke Upara TUTa par3ate hai| vaha pakSI apanI jAna bacAneko tarasane lagatA hai| are kyoM duHkha mAnatA hai vaha pakSI? jo coMcaMmeM lie hai usako coMca se nikAlakara bAhara pheMka, phira koI bhI pakSI use na staayegaa| aise hI isa jIva ne dhana aura jIvana ina donose rAga kiyA hai ye sadA kAla taka jIte rahanA cAhate hai aura dhana sampadAkI kucha sImA bhI nahI banAnA caahte| lakhapati ho jAya to karor3apatikI AzA, karor3apati ho jAya to arabapatikI aashaa| jo Aja bahuta bar3e dhanI hai unako aba jarUrata bhI kucha nahI hai| to dharmasAdhanAmeM kyo nahI juTa jAte? taSNA lagI hai taba taka ye karma satAne vAle banate hai| ye do bAteM hI na rahe,, na dhanakI tRSNA bhAve aura na jIvanakA lobha kare, phira karmakA satAnA hI kyA rahegA? jJAnIkI jJAna se avicalitatA - bhaiyA ! kucha yathArtha jJAna to karo jIUM to jIU to kyA? mai AtmA to amara huuN| isakA prANa to jJAna darzana hai| usakA kabhI viyoga nahI hotaa| kyA kleSa hai? merA dhana to merA svarUpa hai vaha kahI nahI jaataa| dhana jAya to jAya kyA kleza hai, yoM dhana aura jIvana dono kA moha chor3a de to phira karma kyA kara sakate hai? jaba hama svaMya hI kamajora hai, upAdAna nirbala hai to aneka dukhI honeke nimitta mila jaayege| jaba AtmA baliSTha hai, jJAnabala jAgarUka hai, apane zuddha svabhAvI parakha hai, usakA hI grahaNa ho rahA hai taba sArA jageta bhI pratikUla ho jAya koI kucha bhI bAteM kaheM kyA asara hotA hai isa jnyaaniipr| yaha jJAnI purUSa to jo apane upayogameM kartavya nizcita kara cukA hai usa kartavya se vicalata nahI hotA hai| saMsAra vyavahAra kA vaicitraya - yaha saMsAra bar3A vikaTa hai| koI purUSa adhika bAta bole to loga kahate hai ki yaha bar3A bakavAdI hai, yadi kucha bAta na bole, cupa rahe to loga kahate hai, ki yaha bar3e gurUra vAlA hai, kisI se bolatA nahI hai| koI madhura bAta bole to loga kahate hai ki yaha jabAna kA mIThA hai para aMtaraMga meM miThAI nahI hai, koI kaThora vacana bole to kahate hai ki ise bolane kA kucha bhI sahUra nahI hai| yaha to laTThamAra vacana bolatA 123
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________________ hai, kucha kartavya na kare to loga kahege ki yaha bar3A kAyara hai, yaha kucha karatA hI nahI hai, kucha kare to loga kaheMge ki yaha saba viparIta kArya karatA hai| are saMsAra me jo kucha bhI kArya kiyA jAtA hai vaha saba viparIta hI to hai? AtmA kI karatUta kisameM hai so batAvo ? AtmA kI karatUta to jJAtA dRSTA rahane meM hai, bAkI to saba jaMjAla hai| yahA~ logo ke nirNaya para tuma apanA progrAma rakhoge kyA? isase pUrA na pdd'egaa| loga kucha bhI vicAreM, tuma apane AtmA se nyAya kI bAta soca lo aura usa para phira DaTa jAvo / dUsaro kI voTa para apane paga bar3hAne meM buddhimAnI nahI hai kintu apane aMtaH Izvara se AjJA lekara jisa kAma ko yaha ucita samajhatA ho, svapara hitakArI jAnatA ho usa dhuna ko lekara bar3hate cale jaaie| tumhe jo kucha milegA apane pariNamana se milegA, isa kAraNa apane pariNamana meM hI zodhana kara lenA cAhie ki mujhe kisa taraha rahanA hai? niHsakaMTa svarUpa ke avalambana kI svacchatA meM bAdhAo kA abhAva - bhaiyA! mujhe kisI prakAra kA saMkaTa nahI hai| niHsaMkaTa svabhAva kA Alambana ho to phira kleza kA koI avasara nahI A sktaa| mere mRtyu bhaya nahI hai, mere vyAdhi nahI hai, mere vyathA bhI nahI hai| sarva avasthAo se zUnya kevala zuddha jJAnamAtra mai hU~, aisA jJAnI jana Apane Apake svarUpa kA nirNaya karate hai| jise dharma pAlanA hai, dharma pAlanA hai, dharma meM pragati bar3hAnA hai use pahile yaha cAhie ki vaha apane hRdaya ko svaccha banA le| kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ina vikAro se AtmA meM malinatA bar3hatI hai, pahile svaccha kariye apanA hRdy| apane aMtaraMga ko pavitra vahI banA sakatA hai jo yathArtha nija ko nija para ko para jAna letA hai| maiM sarva bAdhAoM se rahita hUM, saMkaTo kA mujha meM nAma nahI hai, aisI niHsaMkaTa jJAyakasvarUpa Atmatatva kI zradvA ho, usameM hI upayoga ko samAyA jAya to sarva prakAra ke saMkaTa dUra ho jAte hai| ___ mAyA se pare paramajyoti kA cintana - jo milakara bar3ha jAya aura bichur3akara ghaTa jAya vaha to saba vyakta mAyA hai| jisa vastu meM milana ho rahA hai yadi vaha saba vastu milaka bar3ha gayI hai aura bichuDakara ghaTa jAne vAlI hai vaha saba pudgala hai| pUraNa aura galana kI jisameM nirantara vartanA cala rahI hai usako pudgala kahate hai| pudgala ke hI saMyoga se jIvana, pudgala ke viyoga se maraNa, pudgagala ke viyoga se hI vyAdhi aura pudgala kahate hai| pudgala se vyathA hai| yaha maiM AtmA samasta pudgalo se vivikta kevala jJAnAnandasvarUpamAtra zAzvata aMtaH prakAzamAna hU~, use na dekhA, na Azraya kiyA isne| usake phala meM aba taka rUlatA calA AyA hUM| aba moha ko taje, rAgadveSa ko haTAve, apane AdhArabhUta zudva Atmatatva ko grahaNa kare, aisA yatna karane meM hI jIvana kI saphalatA hai anyathA kitane hI kIr3e kitane hI ekendriya jaise marate hai roja-roja vaise hI maraNa kara jAne meM zumAra ho jaaygii| jJAnI purUSa apane ko sabase nyArA kevala zuddha jJAnAnandasvarUpa mAtra pratIti meM le rahA hai 124
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________________ aura isake anubhava se isake lakSya se apane Apa meM paramajyoti ko prakaTa kara rahA hai| yoM jJAnI ne cintana meM isa AtmasvarUpa kA Azraya liyA hai| bhuktvojjhitA muhurmohAnmayA sarve'pi pudgalAH | ucchiSTeSviva teSvadya mama vijJasya kA spRhA / / 30 / / bhaya ke auTapAye - jaba taka isa jIva kI zarIra aura AtmA meM ekameMka mAnyatA rahatI hai, zarIra ko hI yaha mai hUM aisA samajhA jAtA hai taba taka isa jIva meM bhaya aura duHkha hotA hai| ye jagata ke prANI jI bhI duHkhI hai unameM duHkha kA kAraNa eka paryAyabuddhi hai| anyathA jagata meM kleza hai kahA~? ye saba bAhA padArtha hai, kaisA hI pariNameM, hamArA kyA bigAr3a kiyA ? koI bhI kaSTa kI bAta nahI hai| Aja vaibhava hai, kala na rahA, hamArA kyA bigar3a gayA, vaha to hamase bhinna hI thaa| rahI eka yaha bAta ki apanA jIvana calAne ke lie to dhana kI jarUrata hai? to jIvana calAne ke lie kitane dhana kI jarUrata hai? tRSNA kyoM laga gayI hai, usakA kAraNa hai kevala duniyA meM apanI vAhavAhI prasiddha karanA, anyathA dhana kI tRSNA ho nahI sktii| dhana Ae to Ane do| cakravartiyo ke 6 khaNDa ko vaibhava AtA hai Ane kA manA nahI he kintu usa vaibhava ko hI apanA sarvasva samajha lenA, isake binA merA jIvana nahI hai, yahI merA zaraNa hai, aise buddhi kara lenA, yahI vipatti kI bAta hai| jJAnI kA pariNAma - jaba yaha jIva ina samasta bAhA padArtho ko ahitakArI mAnakara, apane se bhinna samajhakara tyAga kara detA hai taba phira kabhI bhI ye saMtApa ke kAraNa nahI hote| jJAnI purUSa isI prayojana ke lie cintana kara rahA hai ki maine sabhI pudgalo ko bhoga bhogakara bArabAra chor3A, aba ye sAre bhoga jUThe ho gaye, eka aise hI yaha jitanI vibhUti hai dhana sampadA hai ye saba kaI bAra bhoga cuke hai aura bhoga bhogakara unheM chor3a diyA thaa| bhogakara chor3e gae pudagala phira bhogane meM A raheM hai taba ye jUThe hI to khlaaye| una bhogo meM mujha jJAnI ke kyA spRhA honA cAhie? anante parivartano meM gRhIta bhoga - yaha jIva anAdikAla se paMca parivartana meM ghUma rahA hai| sabane sunA hai ki parivartana 5 hote hai| chaha DhAlA meM likhA hai yoM parivartana pUre kre| pahilI DhAla ke aMta meM hai| isa prakAra yaha jIva parivartanako pUrA karatA hai| vaha parivartana kyA hai? unakA nAma hai dravyaparivartana, kSetraparivartana kAlaparivartana, bhavaparivartana aura bhaavprivrtn| dravyaparivartanakA pahilA svarUpa dekhA-kisI jIvane agRhIta hI pudgala paramANuo ko, skaMdhoko grahaNa kara liyA phira agRhIta skaMdha grahaNameM aayaa| gRhIta mAnate hai jina pudgaloko pahile bhoga cuke aura agRhItake mAyane hai jina pudgaloko pahile bhogA na thaa| yadyapi aisI bAta nahI hai ki koI pudgala aise bhI ho jinhe pahile kabhI na bhogA thaa| lakina parivartana jabase batAyA hai tabakA hisAba hai| ananta bAra bhogA huA grahaNakara le 125
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________________ taba binA bhogA grahaNameM aayaa| yoM ananta bAra phira bhogA huA grahaNa kare to phira binA bhogA huA grahaNameM aayaa| isa taraha binA bhogA bhI anaMnta bAra grahaNameM A cuke, taba bhogA aura binA bhogA milakara grahaNameM aayaa| isa taraha binA bhogA bhI anaMta bAra grahaNameM A cukeM, taba bhogA aura binA bhogA milakara grahaNameM Aye, isa taraha gRhIta agRhIta mizrakA kaI padvatiyomeM grahaNa batA karake dravyaparivartanakI bAta hai| usase sirpha yaha jAnanA hai ki isa jIvane aba taka saMsAra ke sabhI pudgaloko aneka bAra bhogA hai aura bhogakara chor3A hai| tRSNAkA AtaMka - bhaiyA ! ananto bArakA bhogA huA va chor3A huA yaha vaibhava phira milA hai to isameM tRSNA phira bana gyii| bhava bhava meM tRSNAe~ kI, ve tRSNAe~ purAnI huI, jIrNa huI, miTa gayI, phira navIna tRSNAe~ banA lii| jaise pahile hama Apa sabhI bacce the, phira javAna hue, aba bUr3he ho rahe hai| to bacapanameM jo dila hotA hai, jisa prakArakI khuzI hotI hai vaha aba kahA~ hai? bacapana meM pahile kucha vidyA sIkhI, svara vyaJajana sIkhA to khuza ho gaye, samajhA ki bahuta kucha sIkha liyA, khUba par3ha liyaa| aba dekho javAnI vyatIta ho gayI, bUDhe ho gae, maraNa ho jaaegaa| phira kadAcit manuSya ho gaye to bacce hoMge phira vahI svara vyaJajana naI cIja mAna leMge aura phira vahI naI utsukatA hogii| acchA dUsare bhavakI bAta chor3o, kala bhI kucha Apane khAyA thA, vahI dAla, roTI, sAga, chakakara khAyA thA, tRpta hue the, Aja 10 baje phira vahI dAla, roTI sAka khAyA hogA to kucha naI sI mAlUma huI hogii| kitane hI bAra bhoga bhogatA jAya yaha vyAmohI phira bhI bIca -bIja meM jo bhoga mileM, sAdhana mile, vaibhava mile to ve bhoga naye-nayeM lagateM hai| vyarthakA abhimAna - bhaiyA! aneka bAra seTha ho cuke hoMge, Aja lAkha yA hajArakA vaibhava mila gayA to vahI nayA mAna liyaa| maine bahuta cIja paayii| aura isase karor3o guNA vaibhava pAyA aura use chor3a diyaa| aneka bAra rAjyapada pAyA hogA, bar3I hakamata kI hogI para Aja kucha logome netAgirI milI yapta hue the, Aja 10 baje phira vahI dAla, roTI sAka khAyA hogA to kucha naI sI mAlUma huI hogii| kitane hI bAra bhoga bhogatA jAya yaha vyAmohI phira bhI bIca -bIja meM jo bhoga mileM, sAdhana mile, vaibhava mile to ve bhoga naye-naye lagateM hai| vyarthakA abhimAna - bhaiyA! aneka bAra seTha ho cuke hoMge, Aja lAkha yA hajArakA vaibhava mila gayA to vahI nayA mAna liyaa| maine bahuta cIja paayii| aura isase karor3o guNA vaibhava pAyA aura use chor3a diyaa| aneka bAra rAjyapada pAyA hogA, bar3I hukUmata kI hogI para Aja kucha logome netAgirI milI yA kucha hukUmata mila jAya, thor3e rAjyameM paiTha ho jAya to yaha bar3A abhimAna karatA hai, phUlA nahI smaataa| maiM aba yaha ho gayA hUM, are isase bar3ha-bar3hakara bAteM huI usake Age Aja milA kyA hai? parantu yaha mohI kucha bhI mile use hI naI cIja mAnatA hai| kyA prakRti hai isa jIvakI ki ina bhogoko aneka bAra bhogA hai 126
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________________ phira bhI ye jaba milate hai to nayese lagate hai| jJAnI purUSa cintana kara rahA hai ki aba una jUThe bhogo meM mujha jJAnIkI kyA spRhA ho? anAdi kAlase mohanIya karma ke udayavaza sabha pudgaloMko mujha saMsArI jIva ne bAra-bAra bhogA aura bhoga karake chor3a diyaa| aba kucha ceta AyA hai, aba mai vivekI huA hU~, zarIra Adikake svarUpako bhalI prakAra jAnakara aba una jUThe bhojanameM, gadhaM Adika padArtho me aba mere bhoganekI kyA icchA ho? AtmIya AnandakI apUrvatA - bhaiyA ! jaba taka kisI ko nirUpama AnandakA anubhava nahI ho letA taba taka viSayokI prIti nahI chUTa sktii| ise to Ananda caahie| vartamAna Anandase adhika Ananda kisI bAtameM ho to ise chor3a degA, bar3e Ananda vAlI cIja grahaNa kregaa| moha dazAmeM padapadArtho kI aura budvi hone ke kAraNa isa jIvako apane AtmasvarUpmeM rUci nahI hai aura na yaha vikalpoMkA bojhA haTAnA cAhatA hai| vikalpoMkA hI mauja mAnatA hai| moha baDhAkara, mamatA bar3hAkara, rAga basAkara yaha jIva apaneko kuzala aura bar3A sukhI mAnatA hai, phira ise AtmIya satya Ananda kaise prApta ho? jo bar3e svAdiSTa padArthokA sevana karane vAlA hai usa purUSa ko jUThA khAne meM koI abhilASA nahIM hotii| jUThe padArthoko manuSya ghRNAkI duSTi dekhate hai| to yo hI yaha samajho ki ye ramaNIka samasta padArtha aneka bAra bhoga lie gae ve jhUThe hai| unameM mujha jJAnIkI kyA icchA ho? sparzanendriyaviSayakI aramyatA - bhaiyA ! kucha nirNaya to karo ki kaunasA viSaya aisA hai jo hitakArI ho, jisameM ramaNa karanA ho? koI bhI viSaya nahI hai| yaha kAmI purUSa kAmavAsavanAke vaza hokara zarIrakeM rUpako bahuta ramaNIka mAnatA hai| magara rUpa kyA hai? are thor3I sI derameM nAka nikala par3e to bar3A sundara jaMcane vAlA rUpa bhI kirakirA ho jAtA hai, ghRNA Ane lagatI hai| jise jAnate hai ki yaha bahuta acchI chavI hai, krAnti hai, rUpa hai, suDaula hai, aura jarA nAkamala bAhara nikala Aye, thor3A oThose bhir3a jAya aura itanA hI nahI, kucha aMdAja bhI ho jAya to vahA~ phira rati nahI ho sktii| ghRNA hone lagatI hai| zarIra kI asAratA - aho, karmone to mAno isa apavitra manuSya zarIrako isalie banAyA ki yaha jIva virakta hokara apane Atmahitake mArgameM lge| bhItara se bAhara taka sArA zarIra apavitra hI apavitra hai| jaise keleke per3ameM sAra nahI rahatA, use chIlate jAvo to patte nikalate jAyege, saba khatma ho jAyege, para sArakI bAta kucha na milegii| jaise vaha kele kA per3a asAra hai aise hI jAno ki isa zarIra meM kucha sAra nahI hai| apavitra vastuoMko sabako haTA do phira kyA milegA dehameM bahuta andarase bAhara taka apavitratA hI apavitratA najara AtI hai isa zarIra meN| bhItara haDDI, phira mAMsa, majjA, khUna, camar3A, roma hai| kahI kucha bhI tatvakI bAta nahI milatI hai| yadi kucha tatvakI bAta milatI ho to batAo, para moha kA aisA nazA hai isa jIvapara ki jo asAra hai, jisa zarIra meM kucha sArakI bAta nahI 127
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________________ hai, apavitra hI apavitra hai pUrA aura phira bhI isa zarIra ko nirakhakara mohI purUSa kucha kalpanA banAkara mauja mAnate hai| nara dehameM jugupsA aura asAratA - bhaiyA! pRthvIme, vanaspatimeM inameM to kucha sAra mila jAyagA, jitane ye kAma A rahe hai pRthvI aura vanaspati prayogameM A rahe hai, para yaha manuSyakA zarIra kisI kAma AtA hai kyA? mara jAneke bAda bar3I jaldI jalAvo aisI logoko AkulatA ho jAtI hai| dera taka murdA na rahe, koI loga to yaha zaMkA karate hai ki dera taka murdA rahane se gharameM bhUta na basa jaay| koI apavitra durgandhita vAtAvaraNa na ho jAya, isase DarateM hai, usakA mukha bhayAnaka ho jAtA hai so usase Darate hai| gharake hI loga usa murdekI zakla bhI nahI dekha sakate hai, chupate hai| kisa kAma AtA hai yaha zarIra, so batAo? isa zarIra se bhale to upayoga kI dRSTi se pRthvI aura vanaspati hai, inakA phira bhI Adara hai, hIrA-javAharAta, sonA-cAMdI ye saba pRthvI hI to hai, inameM bhI jIva thA, aba jIva nahI rahA to murdA pRthvI hai, kintu isa mRtaka pRthvI kA kitanA Adara hai? vanaspatiyo meM kATha Adi kA kitanA Adara hai, kitanI hI usa para kalAtmaka racanAe~ kI jAtI hai para manuSya zarIra kA kyA hotA hai, kyA AsthA hai isakI, kauna rakhatA hai ise? zarIra kI kRtaghnatA - yaha zarIra prIti ke yogya nahI hai aura phira apane Apake zarIra ko bhI kaha lo, yaha zarIra bhI prIti ke yogya nahI hai, ise ArAma se rakho, kahI ise kaSTa na ho jaay| are kyA DaranA, jaise sarpa ko dUdha pilAo to viSa hI ugalegA aise hI isa zarIra ko kitanA hI sajAo, kitanA hI gaddA takiyoM para rakkhe raho, dUsare kA bhI kAma na karanA par3e, zarIra para kitanI hI meharabAnI karo para zarIra kI aura se kyA uttara milegA? roga, apavitratA se sArI bAte aura adhika isameM phaila jAtI hai aura anta meM yaha sAtha na jaaygaa| kitanA hI isase marate samaya lar3o-are zarIra ! tere lie hamane jindagI meM bar3e-bar3e zrama kiye, saMkalpa vikalpa AkulatA vyAkulatA ke kitane hI prasaMga Aye, unameM maine tujhe bar3e ArAma se rakkhA, tU mere sAtha to cl| to isa jIva ke sAtha eka kaNa bhI calatA hai kyA? vaibhava kI asAratA - kauna sA ThATha hai aisA sArabhUta jisame itanA ramA jA rahA hai? vaha vaibhava ramane ke lAyaka nahI hai tisapara bhI kitanA isakA beDhaMgA nAca hai, kitanA bhI vaibhava mila jAya to ise thor3A lagatA hai| mujhe to yaha thor3A hI hai, hama to bar3e kaSTa meM hai, kucha DhaMga se gujArA hI nahI calatA hai| jJAnI jIva isa vaibhava ko jhUThA samajhatA hai| karane yogya kAma to nirvikalpa hokara jJAnaprakAza kA anubhava karanA hai aura sArI bAteM mAyAmayI hai, vyartha hai, kevala barabAdI ke hI kAraNa hai| jJAnIpurUSa ina pudgala se prIti nahI rakhatA hai| kisa bhava meM ye viSayabhoga nahI mile, sUkara, kUkara, kITa, paMtaga jo kucha bhI bhava dhAraNa kiyA kyA una saba bhavoM meM viSayabhoga nahI bhoge? isa jIva ke lie kheda kI bAta yaha hai 128
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________________ ki jaise agni kabhI yaha nahI kahatI ki mujhe Idhana aba na cAhie, aba maiM tRpta ho gayI huuN| usameM to jitanA hI Idhana DAlo utanI hI vaha bar3hatI calI jAyagI, aise hI ye viSayabhoga ke sAdhana hai, jitane hI bhogaviSayo ke sAdhana milate jAyege utanI hI tRSNA bar3hatI calI jAyagI / guNa grahaNa kI bhAvanA bhaiyA ! saca bAta to yaha hai ki jaba taka honahAra acchA nahI Ane ko hotA hai taba taka isa jIva ko jJAna bhI nahI jagatA, viveka nahI hotA / jisakA honahAra hI khoTA hai usako dharma kI rIti se jJAna kI bAta nahI rUcatI hai| vaha to sarvatra doSa hI doSa nirakhatA rahatA hai| usake sarvatra doSa hI doSa kA grahaNa hogA / dharmIjano meM kucha acchI bhI bAta hai, para isa aura dRSTi nahI jAtI / dharma kharAba hai, kucha jainiyo kA udAharaNa de diyA, amuka yoM hai, amuka yoM hai / are tumheM amuka se kyA matalaba ? dharma meM jo vastusvarUpa batAyA hai usa svarUpa kA AcaraNa karake tumhI ThIka banakara udAharaNa bana jaavo| dharma mAnane vAle logo ke doSa nirakhakara kaunasI siddhi ho jAyagI ? tuma usake guNa dekho, dharma meM kyA guNa hai, dharma meM kyA prakAza hai, yaha sidvAnta vastusvarUpa ko kisa prakAra kaha rahA hai, usako nirkho| jaba dhyAna meM AyagA aho, aisA svataMtra svarUpa merA hai jJAnAnandamAtra, Ananda jagegA aura samasta jhaMjhaTo kA parityAga ho jAyagA, samasta saMkaTa Tala jaayeNge| ye bhoga-bhava meM bhoge hai| ina bhoge hue bhogoM meM mujha jJAnasvarUpa AtmA kI icchA kyoM ho? aisI bhAvanA ora AcaraNa banAnA caahie| karma karmahitAbandhi jIvo jIvahitaspRhaH / svasvaprabhAvabhUyastve svArtha ko vA na vAJchati / / 31 / / I karma aura jIva meM apane - apane prabhAva kI aura jhukAva karma karmoMke hita kI bAta karate hai aura jIva jIva ke hita ko cAhatA hai / so yaha bAta yukta hI hai ki apane-apane ko prabhAva bar3hAne ke lie kauna purUSa svArtha ko nahI cAhatA hai? isa zloka meM batAyA hai ki karmoM ke udaya se hotA kyA hai? karma ba~dhate hai, karma karmo ko grahaNa karane ke lie sthAna dete hai / karmoM meM karma bandhana hai| karmo se karma Age saMtAna bar3hAte cale jAte hai| to ina karmoM ne karmoM kA kuTumba banAne kI tthaanii| aura yaha jIva, aMtaraMga se pUcho isase ki yaha kyA cAhatA hai? yaha apanA hita cAhatA hai; Ananda, zAnti cAhatA hai| bhale hI koI bhrama hI jAya aura usa bhrama meM sahI kAma na kara sake, yaha bAta dUsarI hai kintu mUla preraNA jIva ko jIva ke hita kI bhAvanA se uThatI hai| isa jIva ne jIva kA hita cAhA aura kArmo ne karmo kA kula bar3hAyA so yaha bAta loka meM yukta hI hai ki pratyeka jIva apanI apanI birAdarI kA dhyAna rakhatA hai, kula ko bar3hAtA hai| karmoM ne karmo ko bar3hAyA, jIva na jIva kA sambandha cAhA / - 129
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________________ lokayuktatA - saMsAra meM yaha bAta prasiddha hai ki jo balavAna hotA hai vaha dUsare ko apanI ora khIca letA hai| jaba karma baliSTha hogA to vaha aneka karmo kA AkarSaNa kara legA aura jaba jIva baliSTha hotA to yaha jIva apane svabhAva kA vikAsa kara legA / apanA-apanA prabhAva bar3hAne ke lie sabhI padArtha udyata hai| ye karma udaya meM Ate hai to karmo ke udaya ke nimitta se jIva meM krodhAdika kaSAye utpanna hAtI hai aura una kaSAya bhAvoM ke nimitta se karmo kA bandhana hone lagatA hai| phira unakA udaya AtA hai| jIva ke bhAva bigar3e, navIna karma ba~dhe, isa taraha se yaha saMtati calatI rahatI hai| ina karmoM ne isa prakAra se karmo kI saMtati bar3hAyI hai / jIva aura karma meM nimitta naimittika sambaMdha hone para bhI svataMtA jIva meM aura karma meM paraspara nimittanaimittika sambandha hai / jIva ke bhAva kA nimitta pAkara karmo kA bandhana hotA hai| arthAt kArmANavargaNAe~ svaMya hI karma rUpa se pravRtta ho jAtI hai, aura karmo kA udaya hone para yaha jIva svaMya rAgAdika bhAvoM meM pravRtta ho jAtA hai| aisA ina dono meM paraspara meM nimitta naimittika sambaMdha hai, phira bhI kisI bhI padArtha kA pariNamana kisI anya padArtha meM nahI pahu~catA hai| jaise yahI dekha lo bolane vAlA purUSa aura sunane vAle loga ina dono ko paraspara meM nimittanaimittika sambaMdha hai| bolane vAle kA nimitta pAkara sunane vAle zabdo ko sunakara aura unakA artha jAnakara jJAnavikAsa karate hai, yo unake isa jJAnavikAsa meM koI vaktA nimitta huA aura vaktAko bhI zrotAo ko nirakhakara dharmacarcA sunAne kI rUci huii| ye kalyANArthI hai aisA jAnakara vaktA usa prakAra se apanA bhASaNa karatA to yoM vaktA ko bolane meM zrotAgaNa nimitta hue aura zrotAgaNo ke sunane aura jAnane meM vaktA nimitta huaa| aisA paraspara meM nimitta naimittika sambaMdha hai / phira bhI vaktA zrotAvo meM kucha paraNimana nahI kiyA aura zrotAo ne vaktA meM kucha pariNamana nahI kiyaa| aise nimittanaimittika sambaMdha kA yathArtha marma tatvajJAnI purUSa jAnatA hai| -- nimittanaimittika cakra meM jIva kA kalyANa - isa nimittanaimittika bhAva ke cakra meM yaha jIva anAdi kAla se saMsAra meM janma maraNa karatA calA A rahA hai| isa para kaisI mohanI dhUla par3I hai athavA isane moha kI zarAba pI hai ki ise jo kucha Aja milA hai, jina jIvoM kA samAgama huA he, jo dhana vaibhava sAtha hai yaha usako apanA saba kucha mAnatA hai, yahI merA hai| are na tere sAtha kucha AyA aura na tere sAtha jaaegaa| ye to terI barabAdI ke hI karaNa ho rahe hai| unakA nimitta karake, Azraya karake unako upayoga kA viSaya banAkara apanI vibhAva pariNati raca rahe hai, kyA kalyANa kiyA una samAgamoM ke kAraNa ? kucha bhI kalyANa nahI kiyA, lekina yaha mohI jIva kUda-kUdakara sabako chor3akara kevala ine gine do cAra jIvo ko apanA saba kucha mAna liyaa| kitanA lAkhoM kA dhana kamAyA, vaha kisake lie hai? kevala unhI do cAra jIvo ke ArAma ke lie| usakI dRSTi meM jagata 130
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________________ ke zeSa jIva kucha nahI hai| yahA~ kitanA bar3A pAgalapana chAyA hai? duHkhI hotA jAtA hai, aura duHkha kA kAraNa jo ajJAna hai, moha use chor3anA nahI cAhatA hai| nirmohatA kA Adara - dhanya hai ve gRhastha jana jo gRhasthI ke sampadA ke bIca rahate hue jala meM bhinna kamala kI nAI rahate hai| yaha jo Agama meM likhA hai ki jJAnI purUSa jala meM bhinna kamala kI taraha rahate hai to kyA koI aise hote nahI hai? kinake lie likhA hai? na rahe jala meM bhinna kamala kI bhAMti, khUba Asakti rakkhe to usase pUrA par3a jAyagA kyA? marate hue jIva ko do cAra AdamI pakar3e raheM to jIva rUka jAyagA kyA? athavA koI kitanI hI minnate kareM ki ai jIva! tuma abhI mata jAoM to kyA vaha rUka jAyagA? usakA kyA hAla hogA? bahuta moha kiyA ho jisane, vaha bhI kyA rUka sakatA hai? moha kA kaisA vicitra nazA hai ki apane AtmA kI jo nirUpama nidhi hai, jJAnAnandasvarUpa hai usa svarUpa ko to bhulA diyA aura bAhRApadArtho meM rata ho gayA, samaya gujara rahA hai bahuta burI taraha se / zuddha jJAna ho, saccA jJAna banA rahe to vahA~ koI kleza ho hI nahI sktaa| jaba yathArtha jJAna se hama mukha mor3e hai aura ajJAnamayI bhAvanA banAte hai taba kleza hotA hai| __ AtmaprabhAva ke lie saMkalpa - jo karmo se ghirA huA hai, jisa para karma prabala chAye hai, baDI zAkti ke karma hai aise jIva punaH karmo kA saMcaya karate hai, aura jinake karma zithila ho gaye, jJAna prakAza jinakA udita ho gayA hai aise jJAnI purUSa jJAnAnandasvarUpa meM Anandamaya nija svabhAva meM sthita rahA karate hai| karma karmo ko baDhAye, jIva jIva kA hI hita cAhe, aisI bAta jAnakara hai mokSArthI purUSo! jaba karma apanI haThapara tule hue hai taba hama mukti se prIti kyoM nahI karate, kyoM saMsAra kI bhaTakanA, kleza, inameM hI prIti karate hai? karmo ne aisI haTha banAyI hai to hama apane svabhAva vikAsa kI haTha banAveM nA? karma yA calate hai cle| karma kyA kareMge? kucha dhana naSTa ho jAyagA, yA jIvana jaldI calA jAyagA yA yazjJa naSTa ho jaaygaa| ina tIna bAto ke sivAya aura kyA ho sakatA hai, so batAo? zuddha jJAnarUpa sAhasa - bhaiyA ! antaraMga meM paramaprakAzjJa paavo| dhana calA jAya to calA jAya, vaha dUra to rahatA hI thA aura dUra calA gyaa| kahA~ dhana AtmA meM lipaTA hai? vaha to dUra-dUra rahatA hai| yaha dhana dUra-dUra to rahatA hI thA aura dUra ho gyaa| isa ghara meM na rahA, kisI aura ghara meM calA gyaa| jo dhana hai usakA bilkula abhAva kahA~ hogA? jo isa mAyAmayI duniyA meM apanA jhUThA paryAya nAma nahIM cAhate hai una purUSo ko yaza bigar3ane kA kyA kaSTa hogA ? hA~ apane Apa meM koI durbhAvanA na utpanna ho phira to vaha mauja meM hI hai, usakI zAnti ko kisane chInA hai ? aisA sAhasa banAvo ki do-eka nahI, sArA jahAna bhI mujhe na pahicAne, agara apayaza gAtA phire to sArA jahAna gAve usase isa amUrta AtmA ko kauna sI bAdhA ho sakatI hai ? satyameva jyte| aMta me vijaya satya kI hI hotI hai| yadi zuddha pariNAma hai, zuddha bhAvanA hai to isa jIva kA kahA~ bigAr3a hai, karma kyA karege 131
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________________ ? ina tIna para hI to ye karma AkramaNa kara sakate hai| jJAnI purUSa ko ina tIna kI bhI kucha paravAha nahI hotI hai| yaza apayaza ke kSobha se virakta rahane meM bhalAI AtmA kA kalyANa taba hotA hai jaba yaha samasta paraviSayaka vikalpo ko tor3akara kevala zuddha jJAnaprakAzamAtra apanA anubhava batAtA hai aisA karane meM usane samasta yaza apayaza ko chor3a hI to diyaa| apayaza hone meM jo burAI hai vahI burAI yaza me bhI hai| apayaza se to yaha jIva duHkha mAnakara saMkleza karatA hai aura pApa kA baMdha karatA hai aura yaza hone para yaha jIva raudra Azaya banAtA hai, raudrAnandI bana jAtA hai, usame krUratA, bahirmukhatA bar3hatI jA rahI hai aura usameM jo saMkleza huA, jo kaluSatA banI, bahirmukha dRSTi bar3hI, unake nimitta se jo karmo kA baMdha huA unake udayakAla meM kyA durgati na hogI ? jitanA bigAr3a apayaza se he utanA hI bigAr3a yaza se hai| ajJAnI jIva ko to sarvatra vipadA hai| vaha kahI bhI sukha zAnti se raha hI nahI sakatA / jJAnI jIva ko sarvatra zAnti hai, use koI bhI vAtAraNa svarUpa se vicalita nahI kara sakatA hai, ajJAnI nahI banA sakatA hai| mUr3hatA meM kleza hone kI prAkRtikatA para dRSTAnta - koI uddaNDa purUSa ho aura use hara jagaha kleza mile to usakA yaha socanA vyartha he ki amuka loga mere vilodhI hai aura mujhe kaSTa pahu~cAte hai| are kaSTa pahu~cAne vAlA koI dUsarA nahI hai| khuda hI pariNAma bigAr3ate hai aura kaSTa meM Ate hai| koI eka budvihIna mUrkha purUSa thaa| use loga gA~va meM mUrakhacaMda bolA karate the| vaha gA~va vAlo se taMga Akara ghara chor3akara gA~va se bAhara calA gayA, rAste meM eka ku~vA milA, vaha usa kuMve kI mer3a ke Upara kuMve meM paira laTakAkara baiTha gyaa| kucha musAphira Ae aura bole ki are mUrakhacaMda kahA~ baiThe ho ? to vaha purUSa uThakara una musAphiro ke gale lagakara bolatA hai bhAI, aura bhaI so bhaI para yaha to batAo ki tumako kisane batAyA ki merA nAma mUrakhacaMda hai ? musAphira bole ki hamako kisI ne nahI batAyA, tumhArI hI karatUta ne batAyA ki tumhArA nAma mUrakhacaMda hai| I 1 - 132 kleza kA kAraNa moha isa saMsAra meM jo jIva duHkhI hai ve moha kI uddaNDatA se duHkhI hai, kisI dUsare kA nAma lagAnA bilkula vyartha hai ki amuka ne mujhe yo satAyA / vyartha kI kalpanAe~ karanA bekAra bAta hai| maiM svayaM hI ajJAnI hU~ isa kAraNa ajJAna se hI kleza ho rahe hai| saMsAra kI sthiti kisI ne aba taka kyA sudhAra pAyI hai? bar3e- bar3e mahApurUSa hue jinake nAma ke purANa race gae hai, purANo me jinakA nAma bar3e Adara se liyA jAtA hai unhone bhI to svAMga racA thA, ghara banavAyA, gRhasthI basAyI, bAla bacce hue, rAjapATha huA, yuddha bhI kiyA, sAre svAMga to race unhona bhI, kyA saMsAra kI isa sthiti ko pUrA kara pAyA ? vaisI hI calatI gAr3I banI rhii| kucha dina ghara rahe, phira chor3A koI tapa karake mokSa gae, koI svarga gae, koI burI vAsanA meM marakara naraka ge| sabakA vichoha huA, lo kahI kA
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________________ ITa kahI kA rodd'aa| jor3A to bahuta thA para aMta meM saba kucha bichur3a gyaa| kyA kisI ne pUrA kara pAyA? vyartha kI cintA - saba vyartha kI cintA macA rakkhI hai mohI prANiyo ne| mujhe itanI jAyadAda mila jAya, maiM isa DhaMga kA kArya banA lUM phira to kucha cintA hI na rhegii| are bhAI jaba taka paryAya mUr3hatA hai taba taka bephikra ho hI nahI skte| eka phikra miTa gaI to usakI savAI eka phikra aura laga jAyagI jisameM usa phikra se bhI Dyor3hI tAkata banI huI hai| kahA~ taka miTAvoge ? phikra to taba miTegI jaba phikra kI phikra chor3I jaay| jo hotA ho hAne do| kara bhI kyA sakatA hai koI isameM? udaya hogA to svataH hI anukUla buddhi calegI, svataH saMyoga milegA aura vaha kArya bnegaa| kauna karane vAlA hai kisI dUsare kA kuch| yaha manuSya jIvana bAharI vibhUtiyoM ke saMcaya ke lie nahIM pAyA hai| apanA udadezya hI kara lo| jo usa para celagA arthAta satya mArga para celagA usI ko hI phala milegaa| dharma kA pAlana isI ko hI kahate hai| sapadvati jJAnaprayoga kA anurodha - bhaiyA! kevala pUjana svAdhyAya kA sunanA yA anya prakAra se dharma pAlana ko zauka nibhAnA itane mAtra se kAma nahI calatA kintu kucha apane meM antara lAye, kucha jJAnaprayoga kare, jo kucha sunA hai, samajhA hai , jAnA hai usako kisI aMza meM karake dikhaaye| kise dikhAye ? dUsare ko nhii| apane Apako dikhA de| jo bAta dharma pAlana ke lie batAyI gaI hai vahA~ dharma hai, kevala rUr3hivAda me kyA rakhA hai| koI eka seTha thA, roja zAstra sunane AtA thaa| eka dina dera meM AyA to paMDita jI ne pUchA - seTha jI Aja dera se kyoM Ae ? seTha jI bole - paMDita jI vaha eka jo choTA munnA hai nA, 10 varSa kA, vaha bhI haTha karane lagA ki maiM bhI zAstra sunane cluuNgaa| phira jaba bahuta use manAyA, ATha Ane paise dekara sanImeM kA TikaTa kaTAyA, use bhejA taba yahA~ A paaye| paMDita jI bole - seTha jI baccA bhI A jAtA, zAstra suna letA to kyA nukasAna thA? to to seTha jI kahane laga - paMDita jI! tuma to bahuMta bhole ho| hama zAstra sunane kI vidhi jAnate hai ki zAstra sunane kI kyA vidhi hai| apane kurtA meM, caddara me saba dharate jAnA phira calate samaya una saba kapar3o ko jhaTakakara jaanaa| yaha hai sunane kI vidhi| to hama to jAnate hai ki zAstra kaise sunA jAtA hai, para vaha 10 varSa kA baccA jise sunane kI vidhi bhI nahI yAda hai, vaha kahI zAstra sunane se vidhi ke khilApha hRdaya meM dhAraNa kara le aura kucha jJAna vairAgya jage, ghara chor3a de to hama kyA karege ? to bhAI yaha zAstra sunane kI vidhi nahI hai| kArya kI prayogasAdhyatA - bhaiyA! jo karanA ho apanI kucha zAnti kA kAma to antara meM kucha prayoga karanA hogaa| bAtoM se to kAma nahI cltaa| koI manuSya pyAsA ho aura vaha pAnI-pAnI kI 108 bAra jApa japa le to kahI pAnI to peTa meM na A jAyagA, 133
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________________ pyAsa to na miTa jaaygii| aise hI zAnti AtI hai zuddha jJAna se| zuddha jJAna kA prakAza ho vahA~ zAnti hai, hama jJAnaprakAza ko hI na cAheM aura vahI mamatA tRSNA vahI kaSAya nikalatI raheM to dharma pAlana kahA~ huA? vaha to kevala bAta hI bAta hai| kaSAyaparityAga se zAnti kA udbhava - anantAnubaMdhI krodha batAyA hai jahA~ dharma ke prasaMga meM bhI krodha aae| aura jagaha krodha Ae vaha utanA burA nahI hai| anantAnuvaMdhI mAna batAyA hai ki dharmAtmAjanoM ke sAmane apanA abhimAna bgraaye| aura jagaha abhimAna kare vaha prabala abhimAna nahI kahalAtA magara dharmAtmAjano ke samakSa bhI apanA mAna kre| maMdira meM Aye to hAtha jor3akara namaskAra karane taka meM bhI hicakicAhaTa ho yA anya sAdhu saMto ke prati, sadharmI jano ke prati dharma ke nAte se dharmIpana ko dikhane ke kAraNa abhimAna koI bagarAye to use anantAnubaMdhI mAna kahate hai| dharma ke mAmale meM koI mAyA kare, chala, kapaTa kare to use anantAnubaMdhI mAyA kahate hai, aura dharma ke hI prasaMga meM koI lobha kare to use anantAnubaMdhI lobha kahate hai| jahA~ anantAnubaMdhI kaSAya varta rahI ho vahA~ Ananda ke svapna dekhane se Ananda kA kAma kaise pUrA kiyA jA sakatA hai ? isa tatvajJAna kI bAta ko hRdaya meM dhare aura vivekiyo se upekSA kare to yaha jIva apanA prabhAva bar3hA sakatA hai aura kalyANa kara sakatA hai| paropakRtimutsRjya svopakAraparo bhv| upakurvanparasyAjJo vartamAnasya lokavat / / 32 / / svopakAra kA dhyAna - he Atman ! tU paropakAra ko chor3akara svopakAra meM rata rh| ajJa loka kI taraha mUDha banakara dRzyamAna zarIra Adi parapadArtho meM upayoga ko kyoM kara rahA hai? isa zloka meM zabda to ye Aye hai ki tU parake upakAra ko taja de aura apane upakAra meM lg| yaha sunane meM kucha kaTu laga rahA hogA ki para ke upakAra kI manAhI kI jAtI hai| para ke mAyane hai zarIrAdika baahaapdaarth| tU zarIra kA, dhana vaibhava kA upakAra karanA chor3a de aura AtmA jisa taraha zAnti santoSa meM raha sake vaisA upakAra kr| jaise koI mUDha ajJAnI zatru ko mitra samajhakara rAta-dina usakI bhalAI meM lagA rahatA hai| usakA hita ho, apane hita ahita kA kucha bhI dhyAna nahI rakhata hai| bhrama ho gyaa| hai to zatru para mAna liya mitr| koI mAyAcArI chalI kapaTI purUSa hai aura usakA itanA mIThA baratAvA hai ki hamane usako apanA mAna liyaa| aba apanA mAnane ke bhrama se usake upakAra meM budvi rahatI hai| para kyA vaha hita kara degA, kyA hAni kara degA? isa aura yaha dhyAna nahI rakhatA hai| usake hita kI sAdhanA meM hI apanA sarvasva saupaM detA hai| tatvajJAna se svopakAra kI rUci - jaba isako yaha parijJAna ho jAtA hai ki merA mitra nahI hai, zatru hai, tabhI se yaha manuSya usakA upakAra karanA chor3a detA h| yo hI yaha 134
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________________ zarIra jIva kA zatru hai| jIva kA ahita isa zarIra ke kAraNa ho rahA hai ataeva yaha zarIra zatru kI taraha hai lekina moha meM isane mAna liyA mitra / yaha zarIra merA bar3A upakArI hai itanA bhI bheda nahI karatA ki zarIra hai so mai huuN| mujhe apanA kAma karanA hai, zarIra kA kAma karanA hai, yaha bhI nahI kintu use AtmA svIkAra kara liyA aura usa para ke upakAra meM yaha mohI jIva laga gayA hai| so jahA~ yahI kahA gayA hai ki pa ke upakAra ko taja, nija ke upakAra meM lg| jina prasaMgo meM anya jIvo kA upakAra kiyA jA rahA hai vahA~ bhI yaha jIva yadi yaha dhyAna rakha rahA hai ki maiM isa para kA upakAra kA kAma kara rahA hUM to bhI usane galatI kii| usane para mAnA hai isa zarIra ko to vaha bhI jar3a ke kAma karatA hai| paramArthataH para ke upakAra kI azakyatA - jo jJAnI purUSa hai vaha anya jIvoM kA upakAra karake yaha dhyAna meM letA hai ki maineM kisI para kA upakAra nahI kiyA hai, kintu apane hI AtmA ko viSaya kaSAyo se rokakara apanA bhalA kiyA hai| koI jIva vastuMta kisI para kA upakAra kara hI nahI sakatA hai| pratyeka jIva apanA hI pariNamana kara pAte hai| jo jIva vastusvarUpa se ababhijJa hai unheM zAnti saMtoSa kisI kSaNa nahI milatA hai kyoki zAnti kA Azraya jo svaMya hai jisake Alambana se zAnti prakaTa hotI hai, usakA patA nahI hai to bAhara hI meM kisI parapadArtha meM apanI dRSTi gar3AyegA / hogA kyA ki para to para hI hai, unameM dRSTi apanI rakhane se bahirmukha banane se svaMya rItA ho gyaa| aba ise kucha zaraNa nahI rhaa| jo tatvajJAnI purUSa hai ve jAnate hai ki merA svarUpa hI merA zaraNa hai / unheM kisI bhI padArtha meM, vAtAvaraNa meM, sthiti meM vihalatA nahI hotI hai / ve sarvatra svataMtra vastu kA svarUpa nirakhate rahate hai / zabdajAla se AtmA kA asambandha - sArA jahAna yadi prazaMsA kare, yaza kare to bhI una prazaMsA ke zabdo se jJAnI ke citta me kSobha nahI hotA hai / kyoki vaha dekha rahA hai ki ye saba bhASAvargaNA ke pariNamana hai, ina zabdo kA mujha AtmA meM raMca praveza nahI hai aura na kucha pariNamana hI kara sakate hai / aisI svataMtratA kA bhAna hone se yaha tatvajJAnI jIva praMzasA ke zabdo ko sunakara bhI kSobha nahI lAtA hai / harSa bhI eka kSobha hai| jo loga prazaMsA sunakara mauja mAnate hai ve bahirmukha banakara kaSAya karmakalaMka apane meM barasAte hai, usakA phala durgatiyo meM bhramaNa karanA hI hai| kauna se zabda isa jIva kA kyA kara sakege ? na isa bhava meM ye saba sahAyaka hai aura na para bhava meM sahAyaka hai| loga Aja bhI aisA kahA karate hai ki purAne jo mahApurUSa hue hai kRSNa, mahAvIra Adi, hama unake zabdo kA rikArDa kara le, lekina jo zabda pariNata ho jAte hai / ve dUsarI kSaNa meM usa paryAyarUpa me nahI rahate hai| ve rikArDa kahA~ se ho sakeMge? aise hI ye zabda jaba kahane ke bAda hI samApta ho jAte hai / kucha kAla taka yadi ye gU~jate hai to usake bhI gU~jane kA kAraNa yaha hai ki zabdavargaNA ke nimitta se anya vargaNAyeM zabdarUpa pariNama jAtI hai aura yoM bijalI kI taraha isameM bhI taraMga 135
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________________ utpanna hotI hai, para yaha taraMga bhI bahuta samaya taka kahA~ Thahara sakegI? ye zabda na mere ko abhI kAma dete hai, na Age kAma deNge| zAnti kA mUla upAya tatvajJAna - jJAnI to apane jJAna ke prakAza kA rUciyA hai aura dUsare jana bhI isa jJAna kA prakAza pAyeM, vastu kA jo svataMtra svarUpa he vaha sabakI dRSTi meM Ae aura sukhI ho jAe~ aisI bhAvanA karatA hai| sukhI hone kA mUla upAya tatvajJAna hai| aneka upAya kara DAlie, kitanA hI dhanasacaMya kara lo para dhana se bhI zAnti nhii| kitanI bhI loka meM ijjata banA lo para ijjata se bhI zAnti nhii| jo jo upAya karanA cAheM Apa kara DAle, para eka tatvajJAna ke binA sAre upAya zAMti ke lie kAryakArI nahI hai| jaba bhI jise zAnti milanI hogI isa hI mArga se milegI, khuda ko khuda ke yathArtha jJAna se zAnti milegii| bhedavijJAna kA bar3A mahatva hai| koI bhI vipadA ho, vipadA kucha bhI nahI, parapadArtha ke pariNamana apane mana ke anukUla na jaMce aisI kalpanA karate rahanA basa yahI vipadA hai / vipadA bhI kisI tatva kA nAma nahI hai| aise cAhe laukika vipadA ke prasaMga bhI Ae~ kintu yaha tatvajJAnI jIva apane ko sabase nyArA amUrta jJAnAnanda svabhAvarUpa anubhava karatA hai, isake pratApa se use kabhI kleza nahI hotA hai| kadAcit kleza mAne to yaha usake kinhI do taka ajJAna kA hI prasAda he| AcAryadeva kA AtmopakAra kA upadeza - AcArya deva yahA~ yaha kaha rahe hai ki tU para kA upakAra tajakara apane upakAra meM lg| yahA~ dhana vaibhava, ijjata lokasampadA ko para kahA gayA hai| unake upakAra ko taja aura eka apane upakAra meM lg| apanA upakAra hai nija ko nija para ko para rUpa se jAna lenaa| gupta hI gupta kalyANa hotA hai, dikhAvaTa, banAvaTa, sajAvaTa se kalyANa nahI hotA hai| bhedavijJAna kI taba taka zaraNa gaho jaba taka sarva vikalpa samApta na ho jaaeN| isa jIva ko yathArtha meM saMkaTa kucha bhI nahI hai| Aja hama Apa kitanI acchI sthiti meM ha, kIDe, makor3e, pataMgo ko dekho unakI kyA dayanIya sthiti hai, athavA manuSyo meMhI dekho koI bhikhArI janoM kI esI dayanIya sthiti hai ki jinako kaI dino taka bhI khAne kA ThikAnA nahIM hai, unakI apekSA hama Apa Aja kitanI acchI sthiti meM hai, aura sabase bar3I bAta to yaha hai ki jaina sidvAnta kA pAnA ati durlabha hai| jaina sidvAMta eka aise tatvajJAna kA prakAza karatA hai ki jisa jJAna ke Ane para sadA ke lie saMkaTa kATa lene kA upAya milatA hai| padArtho kA svatAtantraya svabhAva - vastu ke sambaMdha meM jaina sidvAnta ne eka gaharI dRSTi se pratipAdana kiyA hai| pratyeka padArtha svataMtra hai| ye jo dRzyamAna padArtha pudagala skaMdha hai ye eka cIja nahI haiM, ye ananta paramANuo kA putraja hai| inameM jo eka-eka paramANu he vaha dravya hai, yo eka-eka jIva karake ananta jIvadravya hai, eka dharmadravya, eka adharmadravya, eka AkAzadravya aura eka aMsakhyAta kAladravya hai| pratyeka padArtha 6 sAdhAraNa guNo karake paripUrNa 136
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________________ hai| pratyeka padArtha hai, apane svarUpa se hai, para ke svarUpa se nahI hai| dUsarI bAta yaha hai| tIsarI bAta- apane meM yaha dravyatvaguNa rakhane ke kAraNa nirantara pariNamatA rahatA hai| cauthI bAta apane meM hI pariNamatA hai kisI dUsare meM nhii| 5 vI bAta - apane pradeza se hai| chaThavI bAta - kisI na kisI ke jJAna dvArA prameya hai| ina 6 sAdhAraNa guNo ke varNana se Apa yaha dekhege ki pratyeka padArtha svataMtra hai| apanI vedanA meTane kA ilAja - koI bhikhArI yadi jAr3e ke dino meM subaha tIna cAra baje tar3ake cakkara lagAkara kapar3e mA~gatA hai aura Apa loga use kapar3e de deM to kahI Apa usa bhikhArI kA upakAra nahI kara rahe hai lekina vyavahAra meM mAnA to jA rahA hai, parantu vahA~ kyA kiyA jA rahA hai ki usa bhikhArI kI sthiti jAnakara apane kalpanA karake khuda hI duHkhI ho gae, kucha vedanA ho gayI, oha yaha kaisA duHkhI hai? aisI kalpanA jagane ke sAtha Apake hRdaya me vedanA ho gyii| usa vedanA ko miTAne kA ilAja Apa aura kyA kara sakate hai ? Apane apanA hI upakAra kiyA, usa bhikhArI kA kucha upakAra nahI kiyaa| jo jIva apane meM yaha nirNaya kie hue hai ki merA sukha, duHkha mere pariNamana se hI hai, koI anya jIva mujhameM kucha pariNati nahI banA detA hai| bhale hI bAhara meM nimittanaimittika sambaMdha hai lekina pariNamanA to khuda kI hI kalA se par3a rahA hai| maiM kisI kA kucha karatA bhI nahI huuN| jisameM jaisI kaSAya utpanna hotI hai usa kaSAya kI vedanA ko zAnta karane kA vaha prayatna karatA hai| RSi saMto kI kRti meM AtmopakAra kA lakSya - jaina sidvAnta to yaha prakaTa kara rahA hai ki ye AyArcadeva jinhone ina hitakAraka granthoM ko likhA hai jinako par3hakara hama Apa apanI zakti ke anusAra apanA upakAra kara lete hai, ina AcAryoM ne bhI vastutaH hamArA upakAra nahI kiyA hai kintu unhone jo hama pAmaroM para karUNA budvi karake svayaM meM vedanA kI thI, unhone bhI usa vedanA ko zAnta karane ke lie yatna kiyA hai|log isa bAta kI hairAnI mAnate hai ki maine apane putra ko itanA par3hAyA, itanA yogya banAyA, para Aja yaha mujhase viparIta calatA hai, aisA loga kheda mAnate hai kintu tatvajJAna kA upayoga kareM to kheda nahI mAnA jA sakatA hai| maine sarvatra apane mana ke anukUla apanI vedanA ko zAnta karane ke lie zrama kiyA hai, maine dUsare jIva kA paramArthataH kucha nahI kiyA hai| aba jisakI jo pariNati hai vaha apanI pariNati kara rahA hai| merA jo kucha kartavya hai vaha mujhe karanA cAhie aisA jJAnI jIva ke citta meM viveka rahatA hai| isa kAraNa vaha kabhI adhIra nahI hotaa| samaya ke sadupayoga kA anurodha - bhaiyA ! manuSya jIvana aura yaha zrAvakakula, jainadharma ke sidvAnta ke zravaNa kI yogyatA saba kucha prApta karake isa samaya kA sadupayoga karanA caahie| samaya gujara rahA hai umra nikalI jA rahI hai, maraNa ke nikaTa pahuMca rahe hai aisI sthiti meM yadi sAvadhAna na hue to yaha hohallA to saba samApta hI ho jaaygaa| tuma 137
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________________ apane ko bhaviSya meM kahA~ zAnta banA sakoge? koI yaha na jAne ki hama mara gae to Age kI kyA khabara hai ki hama rahege ki nahI raheMge, kahA~ jAyegeM, dIpaka hai, bujha gayA phira kyA hai, aisI bAta nahI hai| khuba yuktiyo se aura anubhava se sAca lo| jo bhI padArtha sat hai usa padArtha kA samUla vinAza kabhI nahI hotA hai, kaise ho sakegA vinAza ? satva kahA~ jAyagA? bhale hI usakA pariNamana kitane hI prakAro se calatA rahe kintu usa padArtha kA satava mUla se kabhI naSTa nahI ho sktaa| yaha bAta pUrNa pramANasita hai| apanI caryA - aba apane Apake sambaMdha meM socie hama vAstava meM kucha hai| athavA nahI? yadi hama kucha nahI hai to yaha bar3I khuzI kI bAta hai| yadi hama nahI hai to ye sukha duHkha kisameM hoge? phira to koI kleza hI na rahanA caahie| maiM hUM aura jo bhI maiM hUM vaha kabhI miTa bhI nahIM sakatA, yadi isa bhava se nikala jAU~ to bhI maiM rhuuNgaa| usake lie apane aura anya jIvoM kA pariNamana dekhakara nirNaya kara liijie| jo jagata meM jIva dIkha apane jJAna ajJAna ke anukUla sukha duHkha pAnA hogaa| yaha sampadA, ye ThATha ye samAgama kitane samaya ke lie hai? jo ina samAgamo ko apane viSayavAsanA me, viSayo kI pUrti meM hI kharca karatA hai, tana, mana, dhana, vacana saba viSayo kI pUrti ke lie hI kharca kie jA rahe hai, to yaha apane Apake upayoga kA bar3A durUpayoga hai| apane lie to apane khAne ke lie, pahinane ke lie aura zrRgAra ke lie jitanI adhika se adhika sAtvika vRtti rakkhI jAyagI utanA hI bhalA hai, aura zeSa jo kucha bhI samAgama hai yaha dhyAna meM rakhanA cAhie ki ye saba para ke upakAra ke lie hai| mujhe ina vibhUtiyoM ko viSayasAdhano meM nahI vyaya karanA hai| sva kI sudha - viSaya sAdhanA merA kucha bhalA nahI kara sakate hai| ye viSayo ke sAdhanabhUta samasta parapadArtha hai, inake lie kahA jA rahA hai ki tU parakA upakAra taja de aura nija ke upakAra meM tatpara rh| hai Atman! ajJAna avasthA meM tUne apane cidAnandasvabhAva kI sudha nahI lii| jo Ananda kA nidhAna sarvotkRSTa hai, jisa paramapAriNAmika bhAva ke Alambana se kalyANa hotA hai usa maMgalamaya caitanyasvarUpa kI sudha na lI jA sake aura Adi paradravya jo bhI tujhe mile hai unake saMyoga meM mauja mAne, unake poSaNa meM tU apanA dhyAna lagAye bar3e-bar3e kaSTa bhI sahe, para zarIra ke ArAma kI hI bAta tU socatA rahe, yoM para ke upakAra meM rata rahe, isase kyA sidvi hai? aba una zatru mitra Adi parapadArthoM meM AtmIyatA kI kalpanA tU chor3a de| sahaja svatatva kA upayoga zAntidAna meM samartha - jo manuSya samasta jIvo meM usa sAmAnya tatva ko nirakha sakatA haijisa tatva kI apekSA se saba samAna hai, to usane jJAnaprakAza pAyA smjhiye| jo ina ananta jIvo me se yaha merA hai, yaha gaira hai, aisI buddhi banAtA hai vaha moha ke pakSa se raMgA huA hai| use zAnti kA mArga kahA~ se milegA, vaha to apanI rAga vedanA ko hI zAnta karane kA zrama karatA rahegA, ye dRzyamAna padArtha tere kucha 138
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________________ nahI hai aura na tU kabhI una padArtho kA ho sakatA hai| ataH viveka jJAna kA Azraya kara, apanA hita soca, zAnti se kucha rahane kA yatna to banA, para kI aura dRSTi dene se azAnti hI hotI hai kyokiM upakAra hai svAzrita aura isa upakAra ko tumane apanI kalpanA se banA liyA parAzrita to ye parapadArtha bhinna hai, asAra hai adhrava hai taba inakI aura lagA huA upayoga hameM kaise zAnti kA kAraNa bana sakatA hai? AtmadhyAna kA Adeza bhaiyA ! AtmadhyAna hI sarvotkRSTa mArga hai / etadartha vastu kA samyagjJAna cAhie, svataMtra - svataMtra svarUpa kA bhAna honA cAhie aura isake lie kartavya hai ki hama jJAnArjana meM adhikAdhika samaya deN| gurUjanoM se par3he, carcAe~ karake, jJAnAbhyAsa karake apanA upayoga nirmala bnaaeN| isa prakAra yadi jJAna kI rUci jagI, dharma kI rUci banI to hameM zAnti kA kucha mArga mila sakegA, anyathA bahirmukhI dRSTi meM to zAnti nahI ho skrtii| ise ina zabdo meM kahA gayA hai ki hai Atman ! tU para ke upakAra meM abhI taka lagA rahA, arthAt terA jo yaha zarIra hai vaha para hai, aura tU ina dehAdika ke upakAra meM abhI taka juTA rhaa| isakI aura se apane upayoga ko haTAkara jJAnaghana AnandanidhAna apane upayoga ko haTAkara jJAnaghana AnandanighAna apane zudva cidAnandasvarUpa ko nirakha / isake anubhava meM jo Ananda basA huA hai vaha Ananda saMsAra meM kisI bhI jagaha na mila skegaa| isa kAraNa apane upakAra ke lie tatvajJAna kA upAya kara / -- gurUpadezAdabhyAsAtsaMvitai : svaparAntaram / jAnAti yaH sa jAnAti mokSa saukhyaM nirantaram / / 33 / / jJAnArjana ke upAyo meM digdarzana - jo jIva gurUo ke upadeza se athavA zAstra ke abhyAsa se athavA svAtmatava ke anubhava se svapara ke bheda ko jAnatA hai vahI purUSa mokSa ke sukha ko jAnatA hai| yahAM tatvajJAna ke arjana ke upAya tIna batAye gae hai| pahilA upAya hai gurU kA upadeza pAnA, dUsarA upAya hai zAstro kA abhyAsa karanA aura tIsarA upAya hai svayaM manana karake bhedavijJAna athavA svasamvedana krnaa| ina tIna upAyo meM uttarottara upAya baDe hai| sabase utkRSTa upAya svasamvedana hai| mokSa sukha ke anubhava karane ke upAyoM meM sarvotkRSTa upAya svasamvedana hai| usake nikaTa kA upAya hai zAstrabhyAsa aura sarva prathama upAya hai gurUjanoM kA upadeza pAnA / gurUsvarUpa kA nirdezana gurU ve hote hai jo bAhrA aura AbhyaMtara parigraho se virakta rahate hai| bAhrA parigraha hai 10 / kheta, makAna, anna Adi dhAnya, rUpayA rakama, sonA cA~dI, dAsI, dAsa, bartana aura kpdd'e| ina dasoM meM saba A gae aura antaraMga parigraha hai 14, moha, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha aura 9 prakAra kI no kssaaye| ina 14 parigraho ke aura 10 parigraho ke jo tyAgI hote hai unheM gurU kahate hai| gurU Atmatatva kA kitanA adhika rUciyA hai ki - 139
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________________ jisake sivAya eka svAnubhAva kI vAJachA ke anya kucha vAJacha nahI hai| ve jJAnadhyAna tapasyA meM hI jo nirata rahate hai| tapa, dhyAna va jJAna meM parasparatA jJAna, dhyAna aura tapa meM sabase U~cA kAma hai jJAna / jJAna na raha sake to dUsarA kAma hai dhyAna aura dhyAna bhI na bana sake taba tIsarA kAma tapa / yahA~ jJAna se matalaba sAdhAraNa jAnakArI nahI hai kintu rAgadveSarahita hokara kevala jJAtAdraSTA nahI raha sakatA to usake lie dUsarA upAya kahA gayA hai dhyAna / dhyAna meM cita ekAgra ho jAtA hai aura usa ekAgratA ke samaya meM dharma kI aura ekAgratA ke kAla meM isakA viSayakaSAyo meM upayoga nahI raha pAtA, isa kAraNa yaha dhyAna bhI sAdhu kA dvitIya kAma hai aura tapasyA bhI sAdhuo kA kAma hai| - bAhvA tapo meM anazana, Unodara va vRttiparisaMkhyAna kA nirdeza tapoM meM bAhrA tapa 6 hai anazana karanA, bhUkha se kama khAnA aura apanI aMtarAyo kI parIkSA karane ke lie karmoM se maiM kitanA bharA huA hUM, isakI parIkSA karane ke lie nAnA prakAra ke niyama lekara uThanA, rasaparityAga, viviktzayyAsana va kaayklsh| purANoM meM AyA hai ki eka sAdhu ne aisA niyama liyA thA ki koI baila apanI sIgaM meM gur3a kI bhelI chede hue dikha jAya to AhAra kruuNgaa| aba batalAoM kahA~ baila aura kahA~ gur3a aura sIMga meM bhelI dikhe, kisI samaya dikha jAya yaha kitanA kaThina niyama liyA thA? kitane hI dino taka unakA upavAsa calatA rhaa| Akhira kisI dina koI baila kisI baniyA kI dUkAna ke sAmane se nikalA, usa baila ne gur3a kI bhelI khAne ko muMha diyA, usa baniyA ne usa baila ko bhagAnA cAhA to aisI jaldabAjI ke mAre baila kI sIMga meM bhelI chida gyii| jaba vaha baila sAmane se nikalA to muni mahArAja kI pratijJA pUrI huI aura AhAra liyaa| yaha sambaMdha apane Apake bhItara se hai, lokadikhAve ke lie nahI ki hama 10 jagaha se lauTakara AyeMge, logo meM bhabbar3a macegI aura Apasa meM carcA calegI ki mahArAja kI Aja vidhi nahI milI, kyA inakI vidhi hai, yaha to bar3AbhArI tapa kara rahe hai / sAdhu kabhI apane aMtarAya kI parIkSA karanA cAheM to karate hai| samAja ke bIca hI rahate hue kauna sA kArya aisA khira gayA hai jisase parIkSA karane kI mana meM ThAnI ki hama parIkSA kareMge aMtarAya kI / yaha bahuta durghara tapa hai| isakA adhikArI ekAMtavAsI banavAsI bar3A tapasvI ho vaha huA karatA hai| - rasa parityAga, vivikta zayyAsana va kAyakleza tapa kA nirdeza va tapoM kI AdeyatArasa parityAga eka do rasa chor3anA - saba rasa chor3anA, rasa chor3akara bhojana karanA rasa parityAga tapa hai| ekAMta sthAna meM sonA, uThAnA, baiThanA, rahanA yahI vivikta zayyAsana hai, aura garmI meM garmI ke tapa, zIta meM zIta ke tapa aura varSa kAla meM vRkSoM ke nIce khar3e hokara dhyAna lagAne kA tapa aura-aura prakAra ke anake kAya kleza ho, ina bAhrA tapoM ko ye sAdhujana kiyA karate hai / tapasyA meM upayoga rahane se viSayakaSAyo se cita haTa jAtA hai - 140
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________________ aura apane Apake AtmA ke zodhana kA upayoga calatA hai, isase yaha tapa bhI sAdhuo ko karane yogya hai| yoM jJAna dhyAna tapasyA meM nirata sAdhujano kA upadeza pAkara yaha jIva apane Apa meM nirmalatA utpanna karatA hai, svapara kA bhedavijJAna hotA hai| zAnti kI sAdhanA - zAnti ke lie loga anya-anya bar3A zrama karate hai| vaha zrama aisA zrama hai ki jitanA zrama karate jAvo utanA hI phaMsate jAvo, azAMta hote jaavoN| jisake pAsa kisI samaya 100) kI bhI pUMjI na thI aura vaha Aja lakhapati ho gayA to usakI caryA ko dekha lo - kyA zAnti usane pA lI hai ? balki kucha azAnti meM vRdvi hI milegii| jitanA adhika dhana apane pAsa hai utanI hI cintA usakI rakSA kI bar3hatI jAtI hai| maiM dhanI hUM, mai sampadAvAna hU~, maiM ijjata vAlA hUM - ye saba bAteM ajJAnI janoM ke bar3hatI jAtI hai| taba azAnti bar3hI yA zAnti huI ? vastutaH sampadA na azAnti karatI hai aura va zAnti karatI hai| yaha to apane- apane jJAna kI bAta hai| bharata cakravartI 6 khaNDa kI vibhUti ko pAkara azAnta na rahate the aura digambara dIkSA dhAraNa karane ke pazcAt antarmuhUrta meM hI unake kevalajJAna ho gayA thaa| unhoMne gRhasthAvasthA meM bar3I AtmabhAvanA kI thii| ghara meM rahate hue bhI vairAgI kA dRSTAnta bharata kA hI prasiddha hai| bhedavijJAna se mokSa saukhya kA paricaya - sAdhu saMto ke upadeza se jo AtmA aura para kA bhedavijJAna hotA hai vaha AtmasvarUpa ko jAnatA hai aura mukti meM kyA sukha hai, usa sukha ko bhI pahicAnatA hai| mukti mAyane hai chuTakArA mila jaanaa| dravyakarma, zarIra, rAgAdika bhAva ina sabase chuTakArA milane kA nAma hai mukti| inase chUTe rahane kA merA svabhAva hai| yaha jaba taka anubhava meM na Ae taba taka vaha chuTakAre kA kyA upAya karegA? yaha maiM AtmA caitanyasvarUpa hUM aura mujhase bhinna ye samasta jar3a padArtha hai, ve mere kabhI nahI ho skte| jaba taka yoM bhedavijJAna nahI hotA taba taka AtmA kI pahicAna bhI nahI hotii| citta to lagA hai bAharI aura, AtmA kI sudha kauna le| aura aise prANI jo mUr3ha hai, bahirmukha hai, dhana ke lolupI hai ve apanI dRSTi ke anusAra hI jagata meM sabako yoM dekheMge ki sabhI mohI hai, adharmI hai| pApI purUSa aisA jAnate hai ki sabhI aisA kiyA karate hai kyoki unake upayoga meM jo basA huA hai usakA hI darzana hogaa| __ zAstrAbhyAsa kI mahatI AvazyakatA - dUsarA upAya batAyA gayA hai zAstrAbhyAsa kaa| zAstra kA abhyAsa bhI silasilevAra ThIka DhaMga se par3he binA nahI ho sktaa| loga ghara ke kAma, dUkAna ke kAma to kaisA silasile se karate hai kapar3e kA kAma athavA sonA cAMdI kA kAma kareMge to usa alamArI meM acchI taraha rakheMge, hara kAma to silasile se karate hai para dharma kA kArya ThIka DhaMga se silasile se nahI karate hai| zAstra par3hanA ho to koI bhI zAstra uThA lie aura usakI do lakIra dekha lI, dekhakara dhara diyA aura cala diyaa| agara cAra - cha: mahilAo ke zAstra kA niyama ho to ve saba eka zAstra uThA leMgI jisameM khule 141
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________________ panne hote hai to usa zAstra ke panne phira krama se na raha pAyegeM kyoki eka mahilA eka kAgaja uThAyegI dUsarI usa para dUsarA kAgaja dhregii| kisI kisI jagaha to isI ke lie eka zAstra rijarva rahatA hai| to isa taraha kA zAstra kA par3hanA kucha bhI lAbha nahI deM sakatA hai| saMsArI kAma se bhI bar3ha karake silasilA cAhie zAstrAbhyAsa ke lie| pahile kinhI gurUo se par3hanA, kramapUrvaka par3hanA, usako kucha abhyAsa meM lenA aura usake bAda silasile se use pddh'naa| yaha zAstra kA abhyAsa bar3hAnA bahuta kAma hai| isameM samaya denA cAhie AjIvikA ke kAma se jyaadaa| sAMsArika lAbha kI udayAnurUpatA - bhaiyA ! AjIvikAkA kAma Apake hAtha pairakI mehanata se nahI banatA, vaha to udayAdhIna hai, jaisA udaya ho usa puNya ke mAphika prApti hotI hai| Apa 10 ghaMTe baiTheM to aura do ghaMTe baiThe to, jo udaya meM hai vahI samAgama hotA hai| agara loga niyamitatA jAna jAye ki ye itane baje dUkAna kholate hai, to ve grAhaka utane hI samaya meM kAma nikAla leNge| eka bajAja ke aisA niyama hai ki 500 kA kapar3A bika jAnepara phira dUkAna baMda kara deM aura apane niyamapara vaha bar3A dRr3ha rahatA hai, so usakI dUkAna ke khulanekA jo TAima hai usase pahile hI aneka grAhaka baiThe rahate hai, yadi isakA 500 kA kapar3A bika gayA to phira hameM kucha na milegaa| 500 kA kapar3A ghaMTA Der3ha ghaMTAmeM hI bika jAtA hai aura apanI dUkAna vaha baMda kara datA hai| anukUla udayameM sugama lAbha - bhaiyA ! lAbhakI bAta utanI hI hai| jaise pahile kabhI bAjArakI chuTTI na calatI thI aura Ajakala bAjArakI chuTTI cala rahI hai, to bAjArakI chuTTI ho jAne se vyApAra meM hAni nahI huii| agara kucha hAni hai to vaha aura kAraNo se he aise hI samaya bhI niyata ho gyaa| 10 ghaMTA dUkAna khulegI, 8-9 baje rAtako baMda ho jaaygii| garmI ke dinomeM mAna lo 8 baje khulanekA TAima ho gayA, 12 ghaMTe dUkAna caleM, pahile kucha samaya niyata bhI thaa| jitane samaya taka cAheM usameM juTe rahe, to samayakI baMdizase bhI prApti meM hAni nahI huii| to yadi koI eka bhI vyakti dRr3ha rahakara apanA hita karaneke lie samaya nikAle to usakA utane hI samayameM kAma nikala sakatA hai| yaha bhI bahuta bar3I Aphata lagI hai ki na svAdhyAya suna pAte hai, na kabhI dharmakA kAma kara pAte hai| cintA hI cintA rojagAra sambaMdhI lagI hai, usImeM hI pravRtti lagI rahatI hai| para dhana pAyA aura dharma na pAyA to kucha bhI na paayaa| jo pAyA hai vaha to miTa jAyagA, kintu jo dharmasaMskAra bana jAyagA, jo jJAnaprakAza hogA vaha to na miTegA, isa jIvako Ananda hI vrssaayegaa| dharmalAbha hI apUrva lAbha - bhaiyA ! zAstrAbhyAsa meM bahuta samaya do aura zrama bhI karo, aura vyaya bhI karanA par3e to hone do, yadi apane ApakA jJAna ho jAyagA to samajho usane saba kucha nidhi pA lii| tana, mana, dhana, vacana saba kucha nyauchAvara karake bhI yadi eka dharmadRSTi pAyI, AtmAnubhava jagA to usane saba paayaa| yaha hI eka bAta na ho sakI aura 142
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________________ kevala bahirmukhadRSTi hI rahI to usane kyA pAyA ? jo pAyA vaha saba eka sAtha miTa jaaygaa| loga yaha socate hai ki hama mara jAyeMge, sArA dhana yahI raha jAyagA to vaha apane bAlabaccoM ke nAtI potoMke hI to kAma aaygaa| magara marakara vaha jisa bhI jagaha paidA hogA usake lie to aba nAtI beTe kucha bhI nahIM rhe| na una nAtI potoM ke lie vaha kucha rhaa| bhalA yaha to batAvo ki Apake pUrva janmakA mAtA pitA kauna hai, kahA~ hai, kucha bhI to yAda nahI hai| ve cAhe jo sukha duHkha bhoga rahe hoM, para apane lie to ve kucha nahI hai| isa kAraNa yaha mamatAkI bAta isa jIvako hitakArI nahI hai| jJA jana va jJAnadAnakI sAtizaya nidhi - bhaiyA ! jaise apane ApameM jJAnaprakAza ho vaha kAma karaneke yogya hai| zAstrAbhyAsakA upAya prathama to hai gurUmukhase adhyayana karanA, dUsarA hai dUsaroko upadeza denaa| jo purUSa dUsaroko vidyA sikhAtA hai usakI vidyA dRr3ha ho jAtI hai| jJAnakA khajAnA eka apUrva khajAnA hai| dhana vaibhava yadi kharca karo to vaha kama hotA hai para jJAnakA khajAnA jitanA kharca karoge utanA hI bar3hatA calA jaaygaa| to dUsaro ko par3hAnA yaha bhI zAstrAbhyAsa kA sundara upAya hai| jJAnArjanakA tIsarA upAya hai dharmakI carcA kare, jo viSaya par3hA hai usakA manana kare, yoM zAstrAbhyAsase sva aura parakA bheda vijJAna karanA caahie| tIsarA upAya hai svsmvedn| AtmA apane Apako jAne, anubhava kare use svasamvedana kahate hai| sva hai kevala jJAnAnanda svarUpamAtra, usakA samvedana honA, anubhava honA yaha bhI jJAnakA upAya hai| ina saba upAyoM se jJAnakA arjana karanA caahie| AtmAnubhUtike Anandase muktike AnandakA paricaya - jo sAdhu saMta jJAnI purUSa AtmA aura parako paraspara viparIta jAnatA hai aura AtmAke svarUpakA anubhava karatA hai usameM jo ise Ananda milegA usa AnandakI prAptise yaha jAna jAtA hai ki muktimeM aisA sukha hotA hai| jaba kSaNabharakI nirAkulatAmeM, zuddha jJAnaprakAzameM use isakA Ananda milA hai to phira jisake saba mUla kalaMka dUra ho gae hai, kevala jJAnAnandasvarUpa raha gayA hai| una araMhata sidva bhagavaMtoko kaisA sukha hotA hogA? vaha apUrva hai aura usakI pahicAna isa jJAnIko huI hai| koI garIba 4 paisekA hI per3A lekara khAye aura koI seTha eka rUpayekA eka sera vahI per3A lekara khAye para svAda to dono ko ekasA hI AyA, pharka kevala itanA rahA ki vaha garIba chakakara na khA sakA, tarasatA rahA, para svAta to vaha vaisA hI jAna gyaa| isI taraha gRhastha jJAnI kSaNbharake AtmasvarUpake anubhavameM pahicAna jAtA haibhagavatoko kisa prakArakA Ananda hai, bhale hI vaha chakakara Ananda na lUTa sake lekina jAna jAtA hai / yoM yaha jJAnI purUSa AtmajJAnase muktike sukhako nirantara pahicAnatA rahatA hai| svasmin sadabhilASitvAdabhISTajJApakatvataH / svaMya hitaprayoktRtvAdAtmaiva gurUrAtmanaH / / 34 / / 143
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________________ svayaMke dvArA hI svayaMke kalyANakA yatna yaha jIva uttama prayojanakI apane ApameM bhI abhilASA karatA hai aura uttama prayojanake kAryakA khuda hI jJAna karatA hai aura hitakA prayoga bhI yaha svaMya hI karatA hai| isa kAraNa AtmAkA guru vAstavameM AtmA hI hai| lokameM jaba kisIkA koI abhISTa gujara jAtA hai aura usake hRdaya bar3A dhakkA lagatA hai taba usa vihala purUSako samajhAne ke lie aneka riztedAra aneka mitra khUba samajhAte hai aura upAya bhI usake mana bahalAnekA karate hai kintu koI kyA kare, jaba usake hI jJAnameM sahI bAta Aye, bhedavijJAna jage, taba hI to use saMtoSa ho sakegA, dUsare hairAna ho jAte hai, para svaMya samajhe to samajha aaye| isase yaha siddha hai ki svayaMke kiese hI phala milatA hai / yahA~ mokSamArga prakaraNakI bAta kahI jA rahI hai| uttama bAtakI abhilASA yaha jIva svayaM hI karatA, svaMyameM karatA aura jJAna va AcaraNa bhI svaMya karatA hai| taba apanA ghara paramArtha se to svaMya hI hai, kintu isase prAk padavImeM yaha doSa grahaNa nahI karanA cAhiai ki lo zAstra meM to kahA hai ki AtmAkA guru AtmA hI hai| aba dUsarA kauna gurU hai, saba pAkhaNDa hai, saba aise hI hai, aisA saMzaya na karanA cAhie kyoki jisa kisIko bhI apane paramArtha gurUkA kAma banA, dhyAna banA, jJAnaprakAza huA usako bhI prathama to gurUkA upadeza Avazyaka hI huaa| AtmalAbhameM dezanAkI prathama AvazyakatA bhaiyA ! koI bhI ho vaha purUSa kisI na kisI rUpameM jJAnI virakta gurUvokA upadeza lage taba usakI A~khe khulatI hai| prathama gurUkI dezanA sabako milI hai, koI aise purUSa hote hai jinako gurU ko koI niyoga nahI milA aura svayaMhI apane Apa tatvajJAna jagA, unako bhI isa bhavameM nahI to isase pUrvabhavameM gurUkI dezanA avazya milI thI / yaha to zAstra kA niyama hai ki samyaktvakI utpatti meM 5 labdhiyA~hotI hai| samyagdarzana kisake hotA hai aura kisa vidhi se hotA hai, usake samAdhAnameM kahA gayA hai ki 5 labdhiyA~ ho to samyagdarzana ho usameM dezanA to A hI gii| samyaktvakI pAMca labdhiyomeM kSayopazama, vizuddhi, dezanA aura prAyogya labdhi samyaktvakI labdhiyomeM pahilI labdhi hai kSayopazama labdhi / karmokA kSayopazama ho, udaya kucha kama ho taba isakI unnatikA prArambha hAtA hai| jaba isa prakArakA kSayopazama ho to dUsarI labdhi paidA hotI hai usakA nAma hai vizuddhi labdhi / kisI utkRSTha cIja ke lAbhakA nAma labdhi hai, pariNAma usakA uttarottara nirmala hotA jAtA hai| jisakI kaSAye maMda ho vahI purUSa to gurUke sammukha baiTha sakegA, gurUkI vinaya kara sakegA, gurUkI bAta grahaNa kara skegaa| aisA vyakti jo kaSAyomeM rata rahatA hai vaha gurUkI dezanA sunegA hI kyo? to jaba vizudvi bar3hI, jaba yaha gurUke upadezakA lAbha prAptA karatA hai / yahA~ taka to kucha budvipUrvaka udyamakI bAta rhii| aba isake bAda svaMya hI aisA pariNAma nirmala hotA hai| jisake pratApase karmoM kA baMdha aura bahuta bar3I sthiti vaha ghaTAne lagatA hai, kama sthitikA karma bA~dhane lagatA 144
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________________ hai| aura usahI daramyAnameM 34 avasara aise Ate hai jinameM jo niyata prakRtiyA~ hai unakA badhaM rUka jAtA hai|yh mithyAdRSTi jIva kI hI bAta kaha rahe hai abhii| jisako samyaktva paidA huA hai aise mithyAdRSTi kI nirmalatA batAyI jA rahI hai| yoM baMdhApasararaNa bhI karate hai aura sthitikA baMdha bhI kama karate jAte hai| to isake bAda phira karaNalabdhi paidA hotI hai| samyaktvakI niyAmikA karaNalabdhi - prAyogyalabdhi nAma hai usakA jisase baMdhApasaraNa hotA hai aura sthiti kama hotI hai ina cAra labdhiyoM taka to abhavya bhI cala sakatA hai jisako kabhI samyagdarzana nahI honA hai, aisA abhavya jIva bhI cAra labdhiyoMkA lAbha le sakatA hai, kintu karaNalabdhi unake hI hotI hai, jinako niyamase abhI hI samyagdarzana honA hai, una karaNokA nAma hai adhaHkaraNa, apUrvakaraNa aura anivRttikrnn| ina karaNokA 8ve, 9veM guNasthAna se sambandha nahI hai| jo abhI kahe jA rahe hai, ye to mithyAdRSTike ho rahe hai adhaHkaraNa, apUrvakaraNa aura anivRttikrnn| samyaktva usake pratApase utpanna hotA hai| to isa vidhise Apa jAna gaye hoMge ki samyagdarzanake lie gurUkA upadeza Avazyaka hai, lekina yahA~ paramArtha svarUpa kahA jA rahA hai ki gurUkA upadeza bhI mile aura na mAne jarA bhI to kyA lAbha hogA? jaise kahAvata hai ki paMcokI AjJA sira mAthe para panAlA yahIM se nikalegA, aise hI zAstrokI bAta sira mAthe, gurUkI bAta sira mAthe, para dhana vaibhava ghara, kuTumba inameM moha vahIkA vahI rhegaa| inameM antara na Ae to usakA phala khuda ko hI to milegaa| svayaMkA hita svayaMke hI dvArA saMbhava - bhaiyA ! satya Ananda cAho to mohameM DhilAva khudako hI to karanA pdd'egaa| aisA koI gurU na milegA jisase kaha deM gurUjI ki Apa aisA tapa kara lo jisase mujhe samyagdarzana ho jaay| jaise paMDose kaha dete hai grahazAnti ke lie ki tuma ekalAkha jApa hamAre nAmapara kara do to hamArA upasarga Tala jaaygaa| usakA upasarga Tale yA na Tale, para usa paMDAkA upasarga to turanta Tala jaaygaa| jo sAmagrI likhI-itanA sonA, itanA cA~dI, paMcaratna, aneka nAma aise rakha lie ki paMDAkA upasarga to Tala jAtA hai| bhalA, dUsareke vigrahako kauna TAlegA? aisA vastukA svarUpa hI nahI hai| koI gurUko nAmakA dhyAna kare, tapa kare, upadeza sune, satsagameM rahe kintu khudake hI pariNAmomeM yogya parivartana na kare to kAma na clegaa| taba svaMyakA gurU svaMya hI huaa| jo AtmahitakArI upadeza detA hai athavA ajJAna bhAvako dUra karatA he vahI vAstavameM merA gurU hai, yaha to vyavahArakI bAta hai, aise AcArya upAdhyAya Adika ho sakate hai, lekina ve nimittarUpa raheM isa kAraNa vyavahArameM gurU hue| aupacArika vyavahAra - kyA koI gurUjana ziSyake AtmAko, bhaktoke upayogako samyagdarzana rUpa pariNamA sakate hai? kabhI nhii| vyavahArameM loga kahA karate hai ki tumhAre sukhase hameM sukha hai, tumhAre duHkha meM hame duHkha hai, yaha saba moha meM kahanekI bAta hai, aisA 145
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________________ kabhI ho hI nahI sakatA ki kisI dUsareke pariNamanase kisI dUsare ko sukha duHkha mile| yaha to eka mohameM bakavAda hai| kitane hI loga kahate hai ki hamArA dila to tuma hI meM dharA hai, para aisA ho hI nahIM sakatA ki kisIkA dila kisI dUsareke dilameM dhara jaay| jisa vastukA jo pariNamana hai vaha usa vastumeM hI sannihita rahegA, anyatra pahuMca nahI sktaa| jo aisI gappeM mArate hai unakI pUrI parIkSA karanA ho to unake manake khilApha do eka kAma kara baiTho, saba nirNaya sAmane aaygaa| paramArtha gurU - Ajakala kitanA acchA hameM saMyoga milA hai? gurUjanokA hitakArI upadeza bhI milatA hai lekina svayaM hI isa prakAra kI abhilASA kare, dhyAna jamAyeM, AcaraNakare to mokSamArga nahI milatA, vaha kevala nimittarUpa kAraNa hai isalie vAstavika gurU to AtmAka AtmA hI hai kyoki AtmasukhakI prApti ho, mokSa mile aisI rUci bhI isako hI karanA hotA hai| paramArthase mere hitarUpa to mokSa hI hai aisA yathArthajJAna isako hI karanA hotA hai, aisA yatna, aisI bhAvanA aura isa prakArakI pravRtti isa hI ko karanA par3atI hai| taba gurU svaMyakA svaMya hI huA naa| koI doSa bana jAya to isako hI apanI nindA, garhA, AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna, dhyAna ye saba isako hI karane par3ate hai taba doSo kI zuddhi hotI hai| kalyANake lie viSaya sukhoM se sukha mor3anA prathama Avazyaka hai| yaha bhI eka tapa hai jo sugama mile hue viSayasAdhanomeM bhI Asakti upanna nahI hotii| vaha bAta svaMyako hI karanA par3atA hai| svaMyake kAryameM svaMyakA kartRtva - bhaiyA ! jaise aura kAmomeM loga kahate hai calo rahane do, yaha kAma hamI kareM Ate hai| zAyada koI aisA bhI kaha detA ho ki calo tuma yahA~ hI baiTho hama hI darzana kie Ate hai, tumhArA jagaha para maMdirakA darzana hama kara AyegeM aura kahe AyegeM ki hamAre babbUkA bhI darzana le lo| aisA to zAyada koI bhI na kahatA hogA, aura aisA kaha bhI diyA yadi kisIne to kyA darzana ho gayA? dhyAna aura jJAnake aMtaH prayogakI bAta to sabase anokhI bAta hai| khudako hI jJAna dhyAna tapameM rata honA par3atA he aura svaMya hI svayaMmeM prasanna rahe taba mokSamArga milatA hai, isalie AtmAkA gurU yaha AtmA hI huA, AtmA cAhe to apaneko saMsArI banAe aura cAhe to mokSa sukhameM le jAe, dUsarA merI pariNatikA athavA svabhAvakA kartA dhartA nahI hai| svaya hI zubha bhAva karatA hai to uttama gati pAtA hai aura svaMya hI kubhAva karatA hai to khoTI gati pAtA hai, aura zubha aura azubha bhAvokA parityAga karake AtmAke zuddha cetanyasvarUpameM jaba yaha vicarane lagatA hai to karma baMdhanoko tor3akara muktiko bhI yaha akele prApta karatA hai| yahI jIva bhramI banakara saMsAramaM rUlatA hai| kathana aura AcaraNa - viSayoMse mujhe sukha milatA hai aisI bhItarameM vasanA basI hai, mukhase kucha bhI kahe, dharmake nAmapara jJAna aura vairAgyakI bAta bhI kaheM kintu pratItimeM vahI 146
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________________ viSaya viSarasa bharA hai so aisI hAlata ho jAtI hai jaise suvA pATha raTatA rahatA hai, ur3a mata jAnA, nalanI para mata baiTha jAnA, baiTha jAnA, to dAne cuganekI koziza na karanA, dAne cuganA to usameM audhaM na jAnA audhaM bhI jAnA to nalanIko chor3akara ur3a jaanaa| pATha yAda hai lekina aMtaraMga meM preraNA jagatI hai viSayavAsanAkI, tRssnnkii| maukA pAkara vaha totA piMjar3e se ur3a gayA, nalanI para baiTha gayA, dAne cugane lagA, ulaTa gayA aura kahI maiM gira na jAUM isa khyAlase vaha nalanIko hI pakar3e rahatA hai| aise hI jisake antarameM bhramavAsanA basI hai vaha pUrA bhI karatA jAya, pATha bhI par3hatA jAya, sAtha hI viSayameM budvi bhI banI hai, aisA bhramI purUSa zAnti saMtoSa kahA~ se pAyagA? viveka jAgrata ho to jaise vaha totA nalanI ko chor3akara ur3a jaaygaa| svayaMkI ulajhana aura sulajhana - bhaiyA ! viveka jAgRta ho to bhItarameM hI to eka sahI jJAna banAnA hai| kucha gharake logose yaha nahI kahanA hai ki tuma narakameM DubAne vAle ho, aisI gAliyAM nahI denA hai kintu antaraMga meM ai samajhabhara banA lenA hai ki merA mAtra mai hI hUM jaisA bhI mai apane ko raca ddaaluuN| isa ajJanI prANIne apane hI ajJAnase apane hI anyAyase ina saMsArake bandhanoko bar3hAyA hai| aba bandhanoko kauna todd'egaa| yaha AtmA svayaM hI todd'egaa| ananata jJAna, ananta darzana, ananta Ananda, ananta zakti rUpa yaha svaMya hI prinnmegaa| arahaMta avasthA to iseka svaMyake hI svasamvedanase prakaTa hogI aura samasta karmo se mukta hokara zAzvata sukha aura pUrNa niraJajanatAko yahI akelA prApta kregaa| svayaMkA kartavya - isase yaha zikSA lenI hai ki hamAre karane se hamArA kalyANa hai dUsare ke prayatna se hamArA kalyANa nahI hai| gharake AMganAmeM koI AsapAsakI bhIta gira jAya aura AMganameM ikaTTI ho jAya taba to yaha budvi calatI hai ki yaha AMgana hameM hI sApha karanA par3egA, koI dUsarA sApha karane na A jaaygaa| aise hI yahA samajho ki bhramase khudameM doSa bhara gae hai to una doSo kA nirAkaraNa khudake hI purUSArthase hogA, dUsarA koI merI gaMdagI nikAlane na A jaaygaa| jJAnavaibhava - yathArtha jJAna honA sabase alaukika vaibhava hai| dhana, kana, kaMcana, rAjasukha saba kucha sulabha hai kintu AtmAke yathArtha svarUpakA yathArtha bodha honA bahuta kaThina hai| yaha vaibhava jisane pAyA hai samajhie unhone saba kucha prApta kara liyA, eka isa jJAnanidhi ke binA yaha jIva vaibhava ke nikaTa basakara bhI hIna hai, garIba hai, azAnta hai| isalie saba prakAra se prayatna karake eka isa AtmajJajJanako utpanna kare, yahI zaraNa hai| nAjJo vijJatvamAyAti vijJo naajnytvmRcchti| nimittamAtramanyastu gtedhrmaastikaayvt||35|| 147
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________________ jo purUSa ajJAnI hai, tatvajJAnakI jinameM utpatti nahI ho sakatI hai athavA kahie abhavya hai ve kisI bhI prasaMgase jJAnI nahI ho pAte hai| aura jo jJAnI hai, jinake tatvajJAna ho gayA he ve AjJAnI nahI ho skte| arthAt mithyAdRSTi jIva jJAnako prApta nahI karate aura jJAnI jIva mohako prApta nahI hote / jJAna vikAsa va ajJAna parihAra jaise bAhara rassI par3I huI hai aura usameM kisIko sAMpa kA bhrama ho gayA hai to jaba taka sAMpakA bhrama banA huA he usa bhramoko jJAna nahI ho pAtA hai, aura jaba jJAna ho gayA, jAna liyA ki yaha rassI hI hai taba usake bhrama nahI ho pAtA hai, athavA ajJAnI se jJAnI bananeke lie svaMyameM hI to ajJAnakA parihAra karanA hogA aura svayaMmeM hI jJAnakA vikAsa karanA hogaa| gurU vikAsa nahI krte| vikAsa ho rahA ho to anya gurU jana nimittamAtra hote hai / jaise jIva pudgala jaba calaneko udyata hote hai to dharmadravya nimitta hai, para dharmadravya calA nahI detA / pAnImeM machalI hai, jaba vaha calatI hai to usake calAmeM pAnI kAraNa hai, para pAnI machalIko calAtA nahI hai / calanA cAhe machalI to nimitta maujUda hai| aise hI jo purUSa ajJAnako chor3akara jJAnI honA cAhatA hai athavA jJAnI honeko udyata hai usako gurUjana nimitta mAtra hai / / -- upAdAna siddhatA bhaiyA ! jo jJAnI bananA cAhatA hai usako kahA~ rUkAvaTa hai / zAstra hai, gurU hai, sAdharmiyokA saMga hai, saba kucha prasaMga he, kahA~ aTaka hai ki mujhe sAdhana nahI hai, mai kaise jJAna paidA karU~ra ? jise jJAna nahI paidA karanA hai usako nimitta hI kucha nahI babana pAte hai| vaha hI cIja dUsaro ke lie nimitta bana gaI jo jJAnI honA cAhate hai aura jo jJAnI nahI honA cAhate hai unake lie kucha nimitta nahI hai| pratyeka padArthameM pariNamana kI zakti he| padArtha me jo zakti hai usakA pariNamana svayaMkA hI kArya banatA hai| usa kArya ke samaya anya padArtha nimitta mAtra hai| jaise isa samaya jo zrotA yaha rUci karatA ho ki mujhe to apane jJAnasvarUpameM apane upayogako lagAnA hai aura apanA dhyAna acchA banAnA hai to usake lie to zAstra ke vacana nimitta ho jAyege, para jinake aisI rUci nahI hai, jinakA upayoga bhramameM banA huA hai unake lie ye zAstra ke vacana nimitta nahI hai / saba jIvoke svayaMke upAdAna kI vizeSatA hai / -- upAdAna aura nimitta prasaMga pUrva zloka meM kahA gayA thA ki paramArthase AtmA AtmAhI gurU hai, kyoki pratyeka AtmA svaMya hI apanemeM uttama hitakI abhilASA rakhatA hai, usakA jJAna aura usa rUpa AcaraNa bhI yaha svayaM karatA hai isa kAraNa apanA gurU yaha svaya hai| aisI bAta Anepara yaha zaMkA hotI hai to phira gurUjana aura unake upadeza ye saba bekAra he kyA? usake uttarameM yaha kahA gayA ki vAstavameM to jitane bhI kArya hote hai, cAhe koI jJAnarUpa pariName cAhe koI ajJAnarUpa pariNameM to yaha usake upAdAnase hotA hai / vahA~ anya jana, padArtha to nimittamAtra hote hai aura usake udAharaNameM dRSTAnta dete he, jaise jIva 148
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________________ pudgala jaba calane ko udyata hote hai to apanI upAdAna zakti se calate hai| usa samayameM dharmAstikAya nimittamAtra hai| sidvikA AdhAra aura usakA nimitta - bhaiyA upAdAna va nimittakI svaMtatratA ke aneka udAharaNa le lo| cUlhe para ThaMDA pAnI rakhA huA hai, to pAnI jo garma hotA hai vaha AgakI pariNati se nahI garma hotA hai, usa pAnI me svayaM garma hone kI zakti hai| vaha pAnI apane upAdAnase hI garma hotA hai| hA~ usa sambaMdhame nimitta agni avazya hai, para Aga kI pariNati pAnImeM Akara pAnIko garma kara rahI ho, aisA nahI hai| jaise Apa saba suna rahe hai, jo bAteM hama kaha rahe hai ve bAteM Apa saba jJAnameM lA rahe hai, svaMya hI apane antarameM jJAna kA purUSArtha karake jAna rahe hai, hama ApameM jJAnakI pariNati nahI banA sakate hai| hA~ usa tarahake jJAnake vikAsameM ye vacana nimitta mAtra ho rahe hai| pratyeka padArtha apane Apake upAdAnase pariNata hotA hai, bAhApadArtha nimittarUpa sahakArI hote hai| ayogya upAdAnameM vivakSita sidvikA abhAva - jisameM pariNamanekI zakti nahI hai usameM kitane hI nimitta juTe, para vaha pariNamatA nahI hai| jaise kurar3a mUMgame pakanekI zakti nahI hai to Apa use cAra ghaMTe bhI garma pAnImeM pakAveM to bhI nahI paka sktii| ajJAnI purUSa meM abhavyameM, jisakA honahAra acchA nahI hai aise mithyAdRSTiyomeM jJAna grahaNa karanekI yogyatA nahI hai, ataeva vahA~ kitane hI nimitta maujUda ho to bhI ve lAbha nahI uThA sakate, kyoki upayoga gaMdA hai| jina nimittoMko pAkara samyagdRSTi jIva jJAnI bana sakatA hai una hI nimittoko pAkara mithyAdRSai mohI ajJAnI jIva doSa grahaNa karane lagatA hai| yaha saba apane-apane upAdAnake yogtAkI bAta hai| labdhike binA vikAsakA avarodha - yadi AtmAmeM eka jJAna prApta karanekA kSayopazama nahI hai, tatvajJAnakI yogyatA nahI hai una abhavya janoMko saikar3o dharmAcAryoke upadeza bhI sunaneko mileM to bhI ve jJAnI nahI ho sakate, kyoki koI padArtha kisI bhI avasthAko chor3akara koI naI avasthA banAe to usameM usa padArtha kI kriyA aura guNokI vizeSatA hai, dUsarA to nimitta mAtra hai| prayoga karake dekha lo - bagulA par3ha nahI sakatA kabhI totekI bhAMti, vaha akSara nahI bola sakatA to bagulAko pAlakara yadi use varSoM taka bhI sikhAvo to kyA vaha bola legA? nahI bola sktaaN| usame usa taraha pariNamanekI zakti hI nahI hai| totemeM bolane kI yogyatA hai, cAhe vaha na samajha pAye bolane ko bhAva, kintu usakA mukha usakI jihA va coMca aisI hai ki kucha zabda vaha manuSyoka taraha bola sakatA hai| kitane hI loga to toteko caupAI taka sikhA dete hai| koI gadyameM bAta sikhA dete he| vaha totA bolatA rahatA hai| to jaise bagalA saikar3o prayatna karanepa bhI bola nahI sakatA hai isI prakAra abhavya jIvoke ajJAnI jIvoke cU~ki tatvajJAna utpanna karanekI yogyatA nahI hai, isa kAraNa kitane hI jJAnI purUSoke upadeza mile, kitane hI nimitta sAdhana mileM to bhI ve jJAnI nahI 149
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________________ banAye jA sakate hai| upAdAna hI viparIta hai to ve jJAnako kaise grahaNa karegeM? balki ve ajJAna hI grahaNa kreNge| yogyatAnusAra pariNamana - jaba tIrthakaroMkA samavazaraNa hotA thA usa masavazaraNamaM aneka jIva apanA kalyANa karate the aura aneka jIva usa samaya aise bhI the ki prabhuko mAyAvI, indrajAliyA, aise aneka gAliyoke zabda kahakara apanA ajJAna bar3hAyA karate the, ve kalyANakA patha nahI pA sakate the| huA kyA, prabhu to vahIke vahI, anekone to kalyANa prApta kara liyA aura anekone durgatiyoMkA rAstA banA liyaa| ye saba jIvoMkI apanI-apanI yogyatAkI bAteM hai| jo purUSa ajJAna dazAko chor3akara jJAna avasthAko prApta karanA cAhate hai ve apanI hI yogtAse jJAnI banate hai| anya jana to nimittamAtra hai, aise hI jo purUSa pApa karanA cAhate hai pApome mauja mAnate hai ve apanI hI azuddha pariNatise pApokA pariNAma banAte hai| anya jo viSayoke sAdhana hai ve nimittamAtra hai| yogIzvaro kA jJAnase avicalitapanA - jo yogIzvara samyagjJAnake prakAzase mohAndhakArako naSTa kara dete hai, jo tatva dRSTi vAle hai, yathArtha jJAnI hai, zAntasvabhAvI hai, aise yogIzvara kisI bhI prasaMgameM apane jJAnapathako nahI chor3ate hai| yaha sAhasa samyagdRSTimeM hai ki kaisA bhI vipadA, kaisA bhI upasarga A jAya tisapara bhI ve apane jJAnasvabhAvako nahI chor3a skte| parapadArtha kaise hI pariNameM, para samyagdRSTi jJAnI purUSa usake jJAtA draSTA mAtra rahate hai| kisI kavi ne kahA hai ki gAlI dene vAlA purUSa gAlI detA hai aura sajjana purUSa vinaya prakaTa karatA hai, to jisake samIpa jo kucha hai usase vahI to prakaTa hogaa| pariNamanakI upAdAnAnusAritA - jJAnI purUSa dUsaroke guNa grahaNa karatA hai, doSa nahI ora ajJAnI purUSa dUsaroMke guNa nahI grahaNa kara sakatA, doSa hI grahaNa kregaa| jo jaisA hai vaha vaisA hI pariNamatA hai, kahA~ taka rokA jAe ? mUrkha purUSa kisI sabhA meM sajadhajakara baiThA ho to kahA~ taka usakI zobhA raha sakatI hai? Akhira kisI prasaMgameM kucha bhI zabda bola diyA to loga usakI asaliyata jAna hI jaayege| totalA AdamI bar3A sajadhakara baiThA ho maujase to usakI yaha zobhA kaba taka hai jaba taka ki vaha mukhase kucha bolatA nahI hai| bolane para to saba bAta vidita ho jAtI hai| jo loga bhItarase pole hai aura Arthika sthiti ThIka nahI hai aura bahuta bar3I sajAvaTa karake logomeM apanI zAna jatAyeM to dekhA hogA ki kisI prasaMgameM ve ha~sege to vaha ha~sI kucha ur3atI huI sI rahatI hai, aura jAnane vAle jAna jAte hai ki ye banakara ha~sa rahe hai, inake cittameM isa prakArakI svAbhAvika ha~sI nahI hai jo svAbhAvika bAta A ske| kahA~ taka kyA cIja dabAI jAya, jisameM jaisA upAdAna hai vaha apane upAdAnake anukUla hI kArya kregaa| 150
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________________ pratyeka prasaMga meM jJAnI kI antaH pratibudvatA tatvajJAnI purUSa jJAnakA hI kArya karegA aura ajJAnI purUSa ajJAnakA hI kArya kregaa| jaise svarNa dhAtuse lohekA pAtra nahIM banAyA jA sakatA aura lohe kI dhAtuse svarNakA pAtra nahI banAyA jA sakatA athavA gehUM bokara canA nahI paidA kiyA jA sakatA aura canA bokara gehUM nahI paidA kiyA jA sktaa| aise hI ajJAnI jIva, abhacya jIva dharmake nAma para bahuta bar3A DhogaM race tisa para bhI unake ataraMga jJAna kaise prakaTa ho sakatA hai aura jJAnI purUSa kisI paristhitimeM ayogya bhI vyavahAra karatA ho to bhI vaha bhItarameM pratibuddha rahatA hai| zrI rAmakA dRSTAnta saba loga jAnate hai / jaba lakSmaNakI mRtyu ho gaI thI usa samaya unako kitanI parezAnI aura vihalatA thI? jaba sItAkA haraNa huA thA usa samaya bhI kitanI vihalatA thI? usa samaya ke loga unhe apane bhItarameM pAgala kahe binA na rahate hoMge, vaha sthiti bana gayI thI / kintu ve mahApurUSa the, rahe / zrIrAmakI antaH pratibudvatAkA udAharaNa bhaiyA ! kaise jAnA ki rAma saMkaTakAla meM bhI pratibuddha the? to eka do dRSTAnta dekhlo| jisa samaya zrIrAma aura rAvaNakA yuddha cala rahA thA una dinome rAvaNa zAntinAtha caityAlayameM baiThakara bahurUpiNI vidyA siddha kara rahA hai / logo ne rAma se kahA ki rAvaNa bahurUpiNI vidyA siddha kara rahA hai| usane yaha vidyA yadi siddha kara lI to phira usakA jItanA kaThina hai, isa isa kAraNa vidyA siddha ne hone de, usameM vighna DAle, usakA upayoga bhraSTa kara de, isakI hI isa samaya AvazyakatA hai| taba rAma bole ki vaha caityAlayameM baiThA hai, apanI sAdhanA kara rahA hai, usameM vighna karanekA hameM kyA adhikAra? rAmane ijAjata nahI dI ki tuma rAvaNakI isa sAdhanAmeM vighna DAloM / vivekI the tabhI to vivekIkI bAta niklii| phira kyA huA yaha bAta alaga hai| kucha manacale rAjAo vahA~ jAkara thor3A bahuta upadrava kiyaa| rAjAoM dvArA upadrava kiyA jAne para bhI rAvaNa apanI sAdhanAse vicalita nahI huA / taba jo vidyA aneka dinomeM sidva ho sakatI thI vaha minaTomeM hI vidyA siddha ho gaI / - -- nirbhayatAke liye antaHsAhasakI AvazyakatA - bhaiyA! khuda majabUta honA cAhie phira kyA Dara hai? svayaM hI kAyara ho, bhayazIla ho to duHkhI hogA hii| koI dUsarA purUSa use kadAcit bhI duHkhI nahI kara sktaa| maiM hI duHkhake yogya kalpanA banAU~ to dukhI ho sakatA huuN| kyA duHkha hai, duHkha saba mAna rahe hai| hara eka koI yaha anubhava karatA hai ki mere pAsa jo vartamAnameM dhana hai vaha paryApta nahI hai, merI pojIzako bar3hAne vAlA nahI hai| isa kalpanA se sabhI jIva duHkhI hai aura dekho to kahI duHkha nahI hai, jisake pAsa jo sthiti hai usase bhI cauthAI hotI to kyA gujArA na hotA ? jisake pAsa isa sampattikA hajAraMvA bhAga bhI nahI hai kyA usakA gujArA nahI hotA hai? hotA hai aura unake sadbuddhi hai to ve 151
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________________ dharmame lage hue hai| kyA kaSTa hai, para kalpanA uTha gaI isase sukha suvidhAo kA bhI upayoga sahI nahI kiyA jA sktaa| budvike anusAra ghaTanAkA artha - jisakA jaisA upAdAna hai| vaha apane upAdAnake anukUla hI kArya kregaa| eka nAvameM kucha loga baiThe the| kucha guNDone unako gAliyA~ dI to ve samatAse sahana kara ge| ve gunDe yaha kahate jAye ki ye cora hai, badamAza hai, jhUThe hai, DhogI hai Adi to sAdhu kahate hai ki ye loga ThIka kaha rahe hai hama cora hai, badamAza hai| jhUThe hai anyathA isa saMsArameM kyo bhaTakate? Apa loga ina para kayo nArAja hote ho? khaira jaba taka bAteM huI taba taka to ThIka, lekina eka uddaNDa ne eka sAdhuke sirameM tamAcA bhI mAra diyaa| to vaha sAdhu kahatA hai ki Apa loga isa para nArAja mata hoo| yaha bhAI yaha kaha rahA hai ki tumane apanA sira prabhuke caraNomeM bhaktipUrvaka namAyA nahI hai isalie yaha sira tor3ane yogya hai, yaha mujhe zikSA de rahA hai| nArAja mata hoo| cIja vahIkI vahI hai, cAhe guNa grahaNa karane lAyaka kalpanA banA leM aura cAhe doSa grahaNa karane lAyaka kalpanA banA le| jJAnI purUSa guNagrahaNakI kalpanA banAte hai aura ajJAnI purUSa doSagrahaNa karanekI kalpanA banAte hai jo purUSa dUsaroke doSa grahaNa kara rahA hai usane desarekA bigAr3A kyA, khudakA hI usane bigAr3a kara liyaa| yogyatAkI saMbhAlameM hI sudhAra - jitane bhI padArtha he ve saba apanI yogyatAke anukUla pariNamate hai| ina saba kathanose yaha raspaSTa kiyA gayA hai ki jJAnI banane kI sAmarthya bhI apanI AtmAme hai aura ajJAnI bananekI sAmarthya bhI apanI AtmAmeM hai| gurUjana to bAhA nimitta kAraNa hai| jise kAmI bananA hI rUcikara hai usako phoTo yA koI strI purUSa rUpavAna kucha bhI dIkhe to saba nimittamAtra hai, para svaMya meM hI aisI kaluSatA hai yogyatA hai jisake kAraNa ve kAma ke mArga meM laga jAte hai| koI purUSa krodhasvabhAva vAlA hai, usako jagaha-jagaha krodha Ane kA sAdhana juTa jAtA hai aura koI zAntasvabhAvI hai to use kisI bhI viSaya meM krodha nahI AtA hai| isase yaha jAnanA ki apanI yogyatA saMbhAle binA apane ApakA sudhAra kabhI ho nahI sakatA he| upAdAna ke pariNamana meM anya kA nimittapanA - bhaiyA! dUsare kA nAma lagAnA kyA kare, amuka hai, aisA hai isalie hamArA kAma nahI banatA, ye saba bahAnebAjI hai| rAjA janaka ke samaya meM eka gRhastha AyA, janaka baiThe the| bole mahArAja hama bahuta duHkhI hai, mujhe gRhastha ne phaMsA rakkhA hai, dhana vaibhava ne hameM jakar3a rakkhA hai, mujhe sAdhutA kA Ananda nahI mila pAtA hai, to Apa koI aisA upAya batAo ki ve saba mujhe chor3a de ? to janaka se kucha uttara hI na diyA gyaa| aura sAmane jo khambhA khar3A thA usako apanI joTa meM bhara kara kucha cillAne lage ki bhAI-bhAI mai kyA karU~, mujhe to isa khambhe ne jakar3a liyA hai| mai kucha javAba nahIM de sktaa| mujhe yaha khambhA chor3a de to phira javAba dU~, | to gRhastha 152
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________________ bolA- mahArAja ! kaise Apa bhUlI bhUlI bAteM karate hai| are khambhe ne Apako jakar3a liyA hai ki Apane khambhe ko jakar3a liyA hai ? to rAjA janaka kahate hai ki basa yahI to tumhAre prazna kA uttara hai| dhana, daulata, kuTumba ne tumako phaMsA rakkhA hai ki tumane khuda unako phaMsA rakkhA hai to koI kisI ko na jJAnI banA sakatA hai, na ajJAnI banA sakatA hai| nimita mAtra avazya hai| isa kAraNa jJAna kI prApti ke lie gurUo kI sevA suzrUSA karanA kartavya hai, unameM zradvA bhakti kartavya he parantu paramArtha se apane AtmA ko hI apanA mArga cAlaka jAnakara apane purUSArtha aura kartavya kA sadA dhyAna rakhanA cAhie / - abhavaccittavikSepa ekAnte tatvasaMsthitiH / abhyasyedabhiyogena yogI tatvaM nijAtamanaH / 36 / / AtmatatvAbhyAsa kI preraNA jisake citta meM kisI bhI prakAra kA vikSepa nahI hai arthAt rAgadveSa kI taraMga kI kaluSatA nahI hai, tathA jisakI buddhi ekAnta meM tatva meM lagA karatI hai aisA yogI nija tatva kA vidhividhAna sahita yoga sAdhanA samAdhi sahita dhyAna kA abhyAsa karatA hai| AtmasvarUpa ke abhyAsa kA upAya kyA hai, isa prazna kA uttara dete hue zloka meM yaha bAtAya hai ki rAgadveSa kA kSobha na ho to tatvacintana kA abhyAsa bane / rAgadveSa kA kSobha na ho isake lie yathArtha svarUpa kA parijJAna cAhie / so sarvaprayatna karake adhyAtmayogArthI ko Atmatatva kA abhyAsa karanA cAhiye / sarvatra jJAna lIlA bhaiyA! saba kucha lIlA jJAna kI hai, sarvatra nihAra lo, jo Ananda meM rata hai, yogI hai unake bhI jJAna kI lIlA cala rahI hai| jo duHkhI purUSa hai, jo duHkha kI kalpanA banAte hai to kalpanA bhI to jJAna se hI sambandha rakhane vAlI cIja huI nA, kucha to jJAna meM AyA, kisI prakAra kI jAnakArI to banAyI usakA kleza hai / vahA~ bhI jJAnakI eka lIlA huI / jo purUSa Ananda meM rata hai usane bhI apanA vizudva jJAna banAyA, usa vizuddha jJAna kA use Ananda hai, vahA~ to jJAna kI vizudva lIlA hai hI / yo yogI apane tatvacintana kA abhyAsa banAtA hai / - citta kA vikSepa mahatI vipadA - citta kA vikSipta ho jAnA yaha mahatI vipatti hai / kisI dhanI purUSa ke koI pAgala bigar3e dimAga kA kama dimAga kA yA jisake citta meM vikSepa hotA rahe aise dimAga kA bAlaka ho to loga isake rakSaka mAtA pitAjana riztedAra vagairaha hajAro lAkho kA kharca karake bhI cAhate hai ki usake citta kA vikSepa badala de to aisA upAya karate hai| para hairAna ho jAte hai, duHkhI hI rahate hai| kadAcit ThIka ho jAya to usake hI honahAra se vaha ThIka hotA hai| dUsare loga usameM kucha apanA karataba nahI adA kara sakate hai / citta kA vikSipta ho jAnA yaha jaba taka banA rahegA taba taka rAgadveSa kA kSobha rhegaa| isa AkulatA ke kAraNa AtmasvarUpa kA dhyAna nahI bana sktaa| kisI manuSya ke dvArA kucha apane ko kaSTa pahuMce, kaSTa to nahI pahuMcA, para kisI manuSya kA bola sunakara 153
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________________ usakI ceSTA nirakhakara kucha aisI kalpanA banAyI ki duHkhI ho gae, to duHkhI ho jAne para citta meM aisA haTha hotA hai ki hama bhI isakA kucha badalA cukAyege, lekina aise pariNAma kA honA yaha isake lie bahuta bar3I vipatti hai / antaH sAhasa duniyA ke jIva jo kucha karate ho, kare, unakA usI prakAra kA azubha karma kA udaya hai ki thor3I buddhi hai, thor3I yogyatA hai, usake anukUla unhone apanI pravRtti kI, usako dekhakara yadi hama bhI calita ho jAyeM arthAt kSamAbhAva se, satya zradvA se, AtmakalyANa kI dRSTi se hama bhI ciga jAye to hamane kaunasA apUrva kAma kiyA? isase yaha bar3I sAdhanA hai, bar3A jJAnabala hai ki itanI himmata bhItara meM rahe ki loga jo ceSTA kare so karate jAyeM para hama to apane Apake satya vicAra satya kartavya meM hI rata rhege| hA~ koI AjIvikA para dhakkA lage, athavA Atmahita me koI bAdhA Ae aura usa bAdhA ko dUra karane ke lie kucha sAmanA karanA par3e, uttara denA par3e to vaha bAta alaga hai, para jahA~ na hamArI AjIvikA para hI dhakkA laga rahA ho aura na hamArI dharmasAdhanA meM koI A rahI ho, phira bhI kisI pratikUla calane vAle para roSa karanA athavA usase badalA lene kA bhAva karanA, yaha to hita kI bAta nahI hai / kSamA se antaHsvacchatA bhaiyA ! khuda ko to bahuta svaccha rahanA cAhie kyoMki badalA dene kA pariNAma yadi rahA to usase citta meM zalya rahA, pApoM kA baMdha barAbara calatA rahA jaba taka ki badalA lene kA saMskAra mana meM rahA AyA ho / lAbha kyA uThA pAyA, hAni hI apanI kI, karmabadhaM kiyA, samaya durUpoyA meM gujArA aura phAyadA kucha bhI na uThAyA / zAnta rahate to budvi svaccha rahatI, puNya baMdha hotA, dharma meM bhI gati hotI / taba gRhastha ko kama se kama itanA to apanA manobala bar3hAnA cAhie ki jisa ghaTanA meM AjIvikA Adi para dhakkA na laga raho ho, Atmahita meM bAdhA na ho rahI ho to aisI ghaTAnAo me na kucha kSobha lAnA hai aura na kucha pratikriyA karane kA Azaya banAnA hai| yogI sAdhu purUSa to kisI bhI paristhiti meM cAhe koI prANa bhI le rahA ho taba bhI usa ghAtaka purUSa para roSa nahI karateM hai unake aura utkRSTa kSamA hotI hai / citta meM rAgadveSa kA kSobha na maca sakela aisA apanA jJAnabala bar3hAnA, yahI AtmA ke hita kI bAta hai / kalpanA kI vyartha vipadA bhaiyA! moTI bAta soco, isa AtmA kA sAthI kauna hai? isa AtmA ke sAtha jAyegA kauna? marate hue logo ko dekhA hai, eka dhAgA bhI sAbha nahI jAtA hai| khUba bar3hiyA aisI baDI pahinA do jise utAra bhI na sakeM yA kaise hI kapar3o meM gU~thakara rakha do, para jIva jo mara rahA hai usake sAtha kucha bhI jA sakatA hai kyA? marane vAle manuSya kI chAtI para noTo kI gaTharI rakha do to bhI vaha usameM se kucha grahaNa kara sakatA hai kyA? kitanA dayApUNa vAtAvaraNa hai vaha / mohI purUSa kitanI vipatti meM par3A huA hai, use satya mArga hI nahI dIkhatA / eka rAga ke aMdhakAra meM bahA jA rahA hai aura rAgI - 154
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________________ purUSa hI sAmane milate hai, so ve purUSa isako kucha burA bhI nahI khte| dUsare kI rAgabharI ceSTA ko dekhakara dUsare rAgI loga usakI sarAhanA hI karate hai| taba kaise isa rAga kI vipadA se dUra ho? antaH Azraya kA sAhasa - dharma kA patha bar3A kaTIlA patha hai| jaba taka koI apane meM itanA sAhasa nahI karatA ki lo mai to duniyA ke lie marA hI huA hUM, arthAt mujhe duniyA ko kucha nahI dikhAnA hai| dasa sAla Age marane ko samajhaleM ki abhI hama duniyA ke lie mara ge| jo jIvita hUM, vaha kevala AtmakalyANa ke lie zAnti aura saMtoSa se rahakara ina karmo ko kATane ke lie jIvita hUM, aisA sAhasa jaba taka nahI AtA taba taka to sahI mAyane meM yaha dharma kA pAtra nahI hotaa| aba apane ko TaTola lo ki hame kisa prakAra kA sAhasa rakhanA hai, jina jIvoM meM moha par3A huA hai, putra ho, strI ho, koI ho unake prati unako viSaya banAkara jo upayoga vikalpoM meM gutheM rahate hai bhalA batalAo to sahI ki ina vikalpa jAlo se kauna sA Ananda pAyA, kauna sA prakAza pAyA? vyAmoha vipat - vyAmohI prANiyo ke kitanA aMdhakAra banA huA hai, antara meM zradvA yaha baiThI hai ki yaha to merA hai, bAkI duniyA gaira hai| bhAIcAre ke nAte se vyavasthA karanA anya bAta hai| vyavasthA karanA par3atI hai, ThIka hai, kintu aMtaraMga meM yaha zradvA jama jAya ki mere to ye hI hai tIna sAr3e tIna loga, aura bAkI saba gaira hai, aisI buddhi meM kitanA pApa samAyA huA hai, use kauna bhogegA? prakaTa bhI dikhatA hai ki kisI kA kucha koI dUsarA nahI hai| dekhate bhI jAte hai, ghaTanA~e bhI ghaTa jAtI hai, tisa para bhI vAsanA vahI rahatI hai| eka ahAne meM kahate hai ki kuttA kI pUcha ko kisI pu~gerI meM arthAt pole bAsa meM jo ki sIdhA hotA hai usameM pU~cha ko rakha do to pU~cha sIdhI to rahegI kintu jaba nikalegI to turanta Ter3hI ho jAyagI, aise hI kitanI moha kI tIvra vAsanA bharI hai ajJAnI jIvo kii| kisI goSThI meM yA paMcakalyANa vidhAno ke dRzyo meM, yA vidvAno ke bhASaNo meM yA maraghaTo meM, kisI ko jalAne jA rahe hai athavA samudAyo meM ye bhAva kara lete hai, carcA kara lete hai, jJAna kI aura vairAgya kI, para thor3I hI dera bAda jaise ke taise hI raha jAte hai| bar3I vipadA hai yaha moha kii| nirmohatA kI amIrI - bhaiyA ! moha jisakA chUTe vahI purUSa saccA amIra hai| kauna pUchane vAlA hai, kisake lie tRSNA bar3hAI jA rahI hai? koI jIvana meM athavA maraNa meM sAthI ho sakatA ho to nihAro jaba taka citta meM vikSepa hai taba taka isa jIva ko sAtA ho hI nahI sktii| isalie sabase pahile yogI ko apanA citta zAnta rakhanA caahie| eka jJAna bar3hAne kA caskA lagA lIjie phira dina bar3e acche ktteNge| itanA jJAna sIkhA aba aura Age samajhanA hai| 155
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________________ prApta bala kA Atmahita meM sadupayoga - jaba taka A~khe kAma de rahI hai, jaba taka ina A~kho se dekhanA bana rahA hai taba taka svAdhyAya karake, jJAna sIkhakara kyo na sadupayoga kara liyA jAya? jaba kadAcit mAna lo A~kho se dikhanA baMda ho jAya taba kyA kiyA jAegA? jJAnArjana kA upAya phira jyAdA to na kiyA jA skegaa| bhale hI bahuta kucha sIkhA ho to dhyAna karake jJAna kA phala pA ske| lekina jaba taka ye indriyAM sajaga hai, samartha hai taba taka inakA sadupayoga kara le| kAno se jaba taka sunAI de rahA hai to tatva kI bAta suneM nA, jJAna kI bAta vairAgya kI bAta suneM nA, mahApurUSo ke cAritra kI bAta sune, jinake sunane se kucha lAbha hogaa| jaba taka bolate bana rahA hai jIbha ThIka cala rahIra hai taba taka prabhubhakti guNagAna stavana kara leM naa| jaba bala thaka jAyagA, kucha bola na sakegeM, jIbha lar3akhaDA jAyagI phira kyA kara sakege? jaba taka zarIra meM bala hai, hAtha paira calate hai taba taka gurUo kI sevA kara le naa| jaba svayaM hI thaka jAyege, uTha hI na sakege phira kyA kiyA jA sakegA? jaba taka yaha bala banA huA hai isa bala kA upayoga dharma sAdhanA ke lie karanA caahie| dharma sAdhanA - dharma sAdhanA moha rAga dveSa utpanna na ho, isameM hI hai| isakI siddhi ke lie yogI purUSa ekAMta sthAna meM rahane kA abhyAsa karate hai| ekAta nivAsa AtmasvarUpa kI bar3I sAdhanA hai| eMkAta nivAsa meM jaba rAgadveSa ke sAdhana hI sAmane nahI hai to prakRti se isake citta para sphUrti jAgrata hotI hai| jaba taka heya aura upAdeya padArtha kA parijJAna na hogA taba taka kaise AtmasvarUpa kA abhyAsa bana sakatA hai? sabase bar3I durlabha vastu hai to jJAna hai| dhana, kana, kaMcana, hAthI, ghor3A dukAna vaibhava ye koI kAma na AyegeM, para apanA AtmajJAna eka bAra bhI prakaTa ho jAe to yaha acala sukha ko utpanna kara degaa| isalie karor3o bAto me bhI praghAna bAta yaha yahI hai ki aneka upAya karake eka jJAnArjana kA sAdhana banA le| vinAzIka vastu se avinAzI tatva ke lAbha kA viveka - yadi naSTa ho jAne vAlI cIja kA vyaya karake avinAzI cIja prApta hotI hai to isameM viveka hI to rhaa| yaha vaibhava dhana kharca ho jAtA hai tyAga ho jAtA hai aura usa tyAga aura vyaya karane se koI hamaM kucha jJAna kI siddhi hotI hai, dRSTi jagatI hai to aisI udAratA kA AnA lAbha hI to hai, anyathA tRSNA meM kRpaNatA meM hotA kyA hai ki viyoga to sabakA hogA hI, isameM jJAna se sUnA-sUnA rahane ke kAraNa aMdherI chAyI rahegI, duHkhI hoge| kRpaNa purUSa ke kitanI vipatti hai, isakA jJAna kaba hotA hai jaba koI luTere lUTa le, dhana naSTa ho jAya, to logo ko vidita hotA hai ki isake pAsa itanA kucha thaa| batAo kauna sA lAbha lUTa liyA rAga kI Asakti meM aura moha mamatA meM? 156
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________________ tatvajJAna kA Adara - bhaiyA! jaba taka eka jJAna kA prakAza nahI ho sakatA taba taka AtmA meM zAnti A hI nahI sktii| isa kAraNa yaha kartavya hai ki ima sva aura para kA yathArtha viveka bnaaeN| merA AtmA samasta parapadArtho se nyArA jJAnAnandasvarUpa hai, aisA bhAna jina saMto ke rahA karatA hai ye jJAnI yogI purUSa hai| saba dazAo meM jJAna hI to madada detA hai| dhana kamA rahe hoM to vahA~ bhI kyA jJAna banA rahakara, bhopanA karake vyApAra kA kAma bana jAyagA? vahA~ bhI jJAnakalA kA hI pratApa cala rahA hai| kisI bhI prakAra kI jo kucha bhI zreSThatA hai vaha saba jJAna kI kalA ke pratApa se hai| isa tatvajJAna kA Adara karo, yahI sahAya hai| isake atirikta anya kucha bhI jagata meM sahAya nahI hai| jo jIvana meM jJAnI hotA hai vaha marate samaya bhI apanI jJAnavAsanA ke kAraNa prasanna rahatA hai| jagata kA khela - aho kaisA hai yaha jagata kA khela, pahile banAyA jAtA aura phira miTAnA pdd'taa| jaise bacce loga miTTI kA bhadUnA banAte he bAda meM banAkara bigAr3a dete hai, apanA samaya usa khela meM vyartha gaMvAte hai aise hI rAgI mohI jana kisI kAma ko banAte hai to vaha bhI kyA sadA taka banA raha pAtA hai? vaha bhI bikhara jAtA hai| to kyA buddhimAnI huI, banAyA aura bigaadd'aa| banAno meM to itanA samaya lagA aura bigAr3ane meM kucha bhI samaya na lgaa| jindagI bhara to itanA zrama kiyA aura aMta meM phala kucha na milA to aise vyavasAya se, parizramase kauna sA apane Apake AtmA kA lAbha uThAyA? ___vyavahAra se lAbha- bhaiyA ! saba himmata kI bAta hai| jo purUSa itanA taka samajhane ke lie taiyAra raha sakatA hai ki maiM to isa iniyA ke lie marA huA hI hUM, mai ina mAyAmayI mohIprANiyo se, ina mohI mAyAmayI samAgamoM se maiM kucha nahI kahalavAnA cAhatA hU~, mai apane Apa meM hI prasanna hUM, itanA sAhasa yadi kiyA jA sakatA hai taba dharma pAlana kI bAta bolanA cAhie anyathA saba eka pArTa adA kiyA jA rahA hai| jaise dUkAna kiyA, aise hI pUjana bhI kiyA, yaha saba tapharI hai eka taraha kii| jisako jJAna kI dRSTi nahI hai, jisane apanA lakSya vizudva nahI banA pAyA hai unakA dila bahalAvA hai| khoTe-khoTe kAmoM meM hI bahuta samaya taka rahane para phira dila nahI lagatA hai, Uba jAtA hai, aba usa dila ko kahA~ lagAye? to kucha yahA~ vyavahAra dharma kI bAte bhI banA lii| vyavahAra dharma kI bAhA sahAyakatA - vyavahAra dharma burA nahIM hai, hamArI bhalAI meM sahAyaka hai, para jaise hamArI bhalAI ho sakatI hai usa prakAra kI dRSTi banAkara vyavahAra dharma ko kareM taba hI to bhalAI ho sakatI hai jo purUSa apane ko sabase nyArA akiJacana kevala jJAnAnanda svarUpa nihAregA usako travi sidvi hogI aura jo bahirmukhadRSTi karake apanA upayoga, bigAr3egA, bhale hI pUrvajanma ke puNya ke pratApa se kucha jar3a vibhUti mila jAya kintu usane kiyA kucha nahI hai, Age vaha durgati kA hI pAtra hogaa| isase rAgadveSa na ho, jJAnaprakAza bane aisA udyama karanA isameM hI hita kI bAta hogii| 157
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________________ yathA yathA samAyati saMvittau tatvamuttamam / apane upayoga meM jaise-jaise yaha Atmatatva vikasita tathA tathA na rocante viSayAH sulabhA api / 137 / / jJAna se viSayo meM arUci hotA jAtA hai vaise hI vaise ye sulabha bhI viSaya rUcikara nahI hote hai / jaba sahaja zudva aMtastatva ke upayoga se eka Ananda jharatA hai to usa Ananda se tRpta ho cukane vAle prANiyo ko sulabha bhI viSaya, sAmane maujUda bhI viSaya rUcikara nahI hotA hai| jaba taka apane svabhAva ko bodha na ho taba taka viSayoM meM prIti jagatI hai| jaba koI padArtha hai to usa padArtha kA kucha svarUpa ho sakatA hai, use kahate hai sahajasvarUpa / isa AtmA kA AtmA kI svarUpa sattA ke kAraNa kyA svarUpa ho sakatA hai usakA nAma hai sahaja svarUpa / yaha uttama tatva jisake jJAna meM samAyA hai use sulabha bhI viSaya rUcikara nahI hote| naimittika bhAva meM svarUpatA kA abhAva jo kisI paradravya ke sambandha se isa AtmA kI bAta banatI hai vaha AtmA meM hokara bhI AtmA kA svarUpa nahI hai| jaise dRSTAnta meM dakhiye ki agni ke sambandha se pAnI meM garmI Ane para bhI pAnI kA svarUpa garmI nahI hai| yadyapi usa pAnI ko koI pI le to mu~ha jala jAyagA garmI avazya hai aura vahI garmI pAnI I meM tanmaya hai, itane para bhI pAnI kA svarUpa garma nahI kahA jA sakatA hai| isa hI prakAra karmoM ke udayavaza apane upayoga kI bhramaNA cala rahI hai, rAgAdika bhAva utpanna hote hai, ye rAgAdika AtmA ke hI pariNamana hai, itane para bhI ye rAgAdika AtmA ke svarUpa nahI bana jAte hai itanI bAta kI khabara jise hai usane apanA manuSya janma sArthaka kara liyA hai| zeSa jo kucha bhI samAgama milA hai ve sarva samAgama isa AtmA ke bhale ke lie nahIM hai, ye chUTegeM aura jaba taka sAtha hai taba taka bhI kyA yaha jIva caina se raha sakatA hai ? sva kI vizvAsyatA bhaiyA! ina samAgamoM meM raMca bhI vizvAsa na karo aura yaha vizvAsa karo ki mere hI svarUpa ke kAraNa merA jo svabhAva hai basa vahI merA zaraNa hai, vahI maro rakSaka hai| usameM svaMya Ananda bharA huA hai / aise ise sahaja jJAnAnandasvarUpa kI jinhe sudha rahatI hai aura isa svarUpa ke anubhava se jo zuddha Ananda kA anubhava jagA hai usake kAraNa isa jJAnI ko ye sulabha viSaya bhI rUcikara nahI hote hai / paristhitivaza viSaya meM arUci se eka anumAna aba jarA isa taraha bhI anumAna kara lo| jaba kisI kAmI purUSa ko kAmaviSayaka vAsanA kA vikalpa calatA hai to use jAta kujAta athavA kisI hI varNa kA rUpa ho, saba sundara aura ramaNIka jaMcatA hai, aura yahI upayoga jaba jJAnavAsanA ko lie hue ho aura yahA~ ataH prasannatA dhArmika jaga rahI ho to sundara se bhI sunadara rUpa hAr3a mA~sa kA piJcara hai, isa prakAra dIkhA karatA hai aura bhI dRSTAnta dekho jaba bhojana karane me Asakti kA pariNAma ho rahA ho usa samaya bhojana kitanA svAdiSTa aura sarasa sukhadAyI mAlUma hotA hai ? jaba upayoga badalA ho, kisI bAha 158
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________________ vikalpa meM phaMsA ho yA koI bar3I hAni kA prasaMga AyA ho jisase cintAmagna ho to usa kAla meM vaha bhojana aisA sarasa svAdiSTa nahI pratIta hotA hai| kyoki upayoga dUsarI jagaha hai| jJAnI saMta kA upayoga isa sahaja jJAnasvarUpa ke anubhava se nirmala huA hai, use yo sulabha viSaya bhI rUcikara nahI hote hai| yaha bAta yukta hI hai ki adhika Ananda mila jAya to hIna Ananda kI koI cAha nahI karatA hai| mohI kI asthiratA - isa mohI jIva ko viSaya-sAdhano meM ramane ke kAraNa zuddha AnaMda nahI milA hai isalie kisI bhI viSaya ko bhogakara tRpta nahI ho paate| tRpta na hone ke kAraNa kisI anya viSaya meM apanA upayoga phira bhaTakane lagatA hai| paMcendriya ke viSaya aura eka mana kA vissy| ina 6 viSayo meM se kisI bhI eka viSaya meM hI rata ho jAya, yaha bhI nahI ho pAtA hai| mohonmatta kA viSayaparivartana - kisI ko yadi sparzana kA viSaya priya hai, kAma maithana kA viSaya priya hai to phira raho na ghaMTo usI prasaMga meM, para koI raha nahI pAtA hai| atRpti ho jAtI hai, taba tRpti ke liye anya viSaya khojane lagatA hai| kisI ko bhojana hI svAdiSTa lagA ho to vaha karatA hI rahe bhojana, lekina nahI kara pAtA hai phira dUsare viSaya kI yAda ho jAtI hai| kisI ko koI mana kA viSaya rUca rahA hai yaza, pojIzana, bar3appana rUca yatna karatA hai? mohI jIva ko kahIM bhI tRpti kA kAma hI nahI hai| ajJAna ho aura vahA~ saMtoSa A jAya yaha kabhI ho nahI sktaa| saMtoSa ke mArga se hI saMtoSa milegaa| jina ajJAnI purUSoM ke upayoga meM bhedavijJAna ke pratApa se yaha zuddha jJAnAnandasvarUpa paramatatva hai unhe ye sulabha viSaya bhI rUcikara nahI hote hai| viSaya sAdhanoM kI parAdhInatA, vinazvaratA va duHkhamayatA - ye viSayabhoga prathama to parAdhIna hai| jisa viSaya kI cAha kI jAtI hai usa viSaya meM svAdhInatA nahI hai| kintu yaha AtmA kA AnandamayI svarUpa jisako hameM hI dekhanA hai, hamArA hI svarUpa hai, jisake dekhane vAle bhI hama hai, aura jise dekhanA hai vaha bhI zAzvata hamameM virAjamAna hai phira vahA~ kisa bAta kI AdhInatA hai? yaha Atmahita kA kArya svAdhIna hai| jo svAdhIna kArya hai usake jhukAva meM vikRti nahI rahatI hai| aura jo parAdhIna kArya hai usakI nirantara vAJachA banI rahatI hai| parAdhIna hI raheM itanA hI aiba nahI kintu ye naSTa ho jAte hai| aisA bhI nahI hai ki ye viSaya sadaiva bane rhe| ye mAyAmaya hai, kucha hI samaya bAda ye naSTa ho jAte hai| parAdhIna hai aura naSTa ho jAte hai| ve rahe Aye parAdhIna va vinAzIka to bhI mohI yaha mAna legA ki hama to jaba taka hai taba taka to mauja mila jaaygii| so itanA bhI nahI hai| jitane kAla viSayo kA samAgama hai utane kAla bhI bIca-bIca meM duHkha ke hI kAraNa hote rahate hai| 159
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________________ vaktavya eka prasaMga kI bhUmikA purANa meM eka kathAnaka par3hA hogA, AdinAtha bhagavAna ke pUrva bhavoM meM jaba vajrajaMgha kA bhava thA to unakI strI zrImatI huI, aura zrImatI kA vivAha jaba na huA thA taba usa zrImatI kanyA ne dekhA ki kabUtara aura kabUtarI paraspara meM rama rahe hai, itanA dekhakara use kucha jAti smaraNa huA / zrImati pahile bhava meM devI thI aura vajrajaMgha lalitAMga deva thA / usa jAtismaraNa meM use pichale maujo kI sudha AyI aura lalitAgaM deva kA smaraNa huA to usane yaha pratijJA kI ki vahI jIva yadi manuSya bhava meM ho aura suyoga ho to vivAha karU~gI anyathA ne karU~gI / aba patA kaise lage ki kauna hai vaha manuSya jo lalitAMga deva thA / zrImatI ko jAtismaraNa huA aura use deva ke samaya kI eka ghaTanA bhI citta meM banAyI, so citra paTa meM aneka ghaTanAe~ likhI va vaha viziSTa ghaTanA bhI likhI aura kitanI hI parIkSA ke lie jhUThI ghaTanA~e bhI likhI / to pahile samaya meM aisI prathA thii| usa citrAvalI ko mandira ke dvAra para rakha diyA gayA aura eka dhAya ke supurda kara diyA gyaa| usa citrAvalI meM kucha pahelI banI huI thI, tAki jo zaMkAo ko samAdhAna kara de, use samajha le ki yaha hI vAstava meM pUrvabhava kA pati thA / bahuta se manuSya Aye, jhUThe kapaTI bhI Ae aura kucha se kucha batAkara apanA rauba jamAne lage, para kisI kI dAla na galI / devagati meM kAmalIlA kA eka prasaMga - vajrajaMgha svaMya eka bAra vahA~ se nikalA aura citrAvalI ko dekhA to eka citra vahA~ aisA thA ki lalitAMgadeva ke sira meM devI ne jo lAta mArI thii| usakA dAga banA thA / usako dekhakara use bhI smaraNa ho AyA aura vaha prema evaM viyoga kI pIr3A se behoza ho gyaa| hoza hone para dhAya ne pUchA to batAyA ki yaha citta hamAre pUrvabhava ke deva ke samaya kI ghaTanA kA hai| yaha deva jaba devI ke sAtha yatheSTa bihAra karake rama rahA thA to kisI samaya devI aprasanna ho gayI aura usane apane pati lalitAMgadeva ke sira meM lAta lagAyI thI / jo manuSya bhava meM apriya ghaTanAyaM hotI hai aisI apriya ghaTanAye devagati meM bhI huA karatI hai| jaba svaMya citta viSayavAsanA se vyAkula hai to vahA~ bAhrA padArtha bhI ramaNIka lagate hai aura vahA~ aneka upadrava sahane par3ate hai jaba citta jJAna meM hai to phira ye bAhrA padArtha use ramya nahI mAlUma hote hai / jJAnI kA cintana aura yatna vicAra kara rahe hai jJAnI purUSa ki ye bhoga parAdhIna hai, miTate hai aura jaba taka bhI viSaya bhoga bana rahe hai taba taka bhI duHkha barAbara calatA rahatA hai| aura phira isameM naphA kyA milatA hai, kevala pApo kA baMdha hotA hai| aise sukha meM jJAniyoM ke Adara buddhi nahI hotI hai / tatvajJAna meM jyoM jyoM samAyA jAtA hai tyo tyo ye sarva viSaya sulabha bhI ho to bhI rUcikara nahI mAlUma hote jaise sUkhI jamIna machaliyoM ke prANo kA ghAta karane vAlI hai aura una machaliyoM ko Aga mila jAye to phira una machaniyoM ke bhavitatya kI bAta hI kyA kahI jAya? turanta machaliyA~ agni meM mRtyu ko prApta - 160
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________________ ho jAtI hai| aise hI jinakA citta kAmavAsanA se bharA hai ve svaMya vyAkula hai auzra phira kAma kA koI Azraya mile, viSaya bhoga ke sAdhana mileM aura anya sAdhana karma juTa jAyeM to unake mana, vacana, kAya saba kutsita ho jAte hai ve mahIna-mahIne taka ke lie bhI AhAra Adi kA tyAga kara dete hai| jo purUSa apane AtmakalyANa ke lie jAna-jAnakara ina viSayo ko parityAga karate hai ve viSaya sukho ko kaise upAdeya mAna sakate hai ? aho ! jIvana meM eka bAra bhI yadi samasta prakAra ke vikalpa tyAgakara, parama vizrAma meM rahakara apane sahaja Ananda nidhi kA svAda A jAya to isa jIva ke sarvasaMkaTa miTa jaayege| Atmahita ke lie jIvana kA nirNaya - yaha jagata mAyArUpa eka gorakhadhaMdhA hai, bhaTakAne aura bhulAne vAlA hai| yahA~ yaha mohI svaMya bhI kAyara hai aura vAtAvaraNa bhI use duSTa mila jAya, aisA khoTA mila jAya ki yaha apane indriya ko kAbU meM hI na rakha sake aise prANiyo ko to bar3A aniSTa hI hai| anAdi kAla se bhUla bhaTakakara isa manuSyabhava meM Aye, aba sundara avasara milA, pratibhA milI, kSayopazama acchA hai| karmo kA udaya bhI hai, AjIvikA ke sAdhana bhI sabake ThIka hai, aise avasara meM aba tRSNA kA parityAga karake Atmahita ke lie apanA udyoga kre| jarA vicAro to, lakhapati ho gae to karor3apati hone kI cAha, karor3apati ho gae to arabapati hone kI cAha, yo cAha kA kabhI anta nahI AtA hai| cAha kA anta jJAna meM hI AtA hai| vastu ke samAgama se cAha kA aMta nahI hotA hai| jIvana calAne ke lie to do roTiyoM kA sAdhana cAhie aura ThaMDa garmI se bacane ke lie do kapar3e kA sAdhana caahie| vastusvarUpa kI samajha meM cintA kA anavakAza - bhaiyA ! kucha yaha cintA ho sakatI hai gRhasthI hai isalie usakI sabhAla ke lie kucha to vizeSa caahie| ve saba to apanA-apanA bhAgya lekara Aye hai, so saba udayAnukUla thor3e se yatna se kAma ho jAtA hai aura phira jJAna hai to isa bAta ke lie taiyAra rahanA cAhie ki kaisI bhI sthiti ho, hama usame bhI apanA hisAba banA sakate hai para jIvana hamArA kevala dharma ke lie hI hai| itanA sAhasa ho to vinAzIka isa jIvanase avinAzI padakA kAma pAyA jA sakatA hai| jo miTa jAne vAlI vastu hai usakA aisA upayoga bana jAya ki na miTa jAne vAlI cIja mile to isase baDhakara aura hikamata kyA ho sakatI hai? jJAnI purUSa paMcendriyake viSaya sAdhanoko sarvathA heya samajhate hai| ye jJAnI yogIzavara AtmasvarUpake sugama parijJAnI hai| jarA sI dRSTi phekI ki vaha kAraNasamayasAra unakI dRSTimeM samakSa hai| jo aise jJAnake anubhavakA nirantara svAda le rahe hai unako ina viSayose kyA prayojana hai? tatvajJakI niSkAmatA - jaise rogase prerita rogI purUSa rogakA ilAja karatA huA bhI rogako nahI cAhatA aura ilAjako bhI nahI caahtaa| koI bImAra purUSa davA pItA hai to davA pIte rahane ke lie nahI davA pItA hai, kintu davA na pInA par3e, isake lie davA pItA 161
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________________ hai| isa rogIke dilase pUcho, rogI to prAyaH sabhI hue hoNge| to sabhI apane-apane dilase pUcho, kyA davA pIte rahane ke lie davA pI jAtI hai? davA to davA na pInA par3e isake hI lie pI jAtI hai| aise hI yahA~ nirakhiye jJAniyokI mahimAkA kauna varNana kare, pravRtti ekasI hai jJAnIkI aura ajJAnIkI / isa kAraNa koI nahI batA sakatA hai ki isake cittameM vAstavika uddezya kyA hai? loga to pravRtti dekhakara yaha jAnegeM ki yaha to rogI hai, viSayokA rUciyA hai, kintu gharameM raha rahA jJAnI, viSaya prasaMgameM A rahA jJAnI, usakI ina vyavasthAoko jJAnI purUSa hI jAnatA hai| ajJAnI nahI jAna sakatA hai / cAritra moha kA eka aisA prabala udaya hai, usase ise kaSAyokI pIr3A huI hai aba vaha karmajanya kAryo ko kara rahA hai kintu una pravRttiyose yaha purUSa udAsa hI hai| jise tatva hI rUca rAha hai| aura tatvajJAnase sahaja Ananda mila gayA hai usake viSayoMme prIti kaise ho sakatI hai? bhaiyA ! isI sahaja zudva Anandake pAnekA apanA yatna ho aura hama adhika se adhika jJAnake abhyAsa meM samaya de, yaha eka apanA nirNaya banAe~ / yathA yathA na rocante viSayAH sulabhA api / tathA tathA samAyAti saMvittau tatvamuttamam / / 38 / / viSayokI arUcimeM jJAnaprakAzakI vRddhi - jyoM jyoM sulabha bhI viSaya rUcikara nahI hote hai tyo tyo yaha AtmAkA zuddha tatva jJAnameM vikasita hotA rahatA hai / jaba taka indriya ke bhogoMne rUci rahatI hai taba taka isa jIvake jJAna nahI samA sakatA hai, kyoki ye bhoga viSaya jJAnake viparIta hai| jaise koI ulTI dizAmeM cale to iSTa sthAnameM vaha nahI pahuMca sakatA hai| mAna lo jAnA to hai iTAvA aura rAstA calA jAya karahalakI ora to iTAvA kaise mila sakatA hai? aise hI viSayabhogokI gailameM to caleM aura cAhe ki mujhe prabhudarzana, AtmAnubhava, uttamatatvakA prakAza ho jAya to kaise ho sakatA hai? jaba taka bhogokI rUci na haTe taba taka jJAnaprakAza na hogaa| sabhI bhoga jhUThe hai, asAra hai / bhogose AtmAko saMtoSa hotA ho to btaao| sparzana indriyakA viSaya kAma bAdhA viSayaka prasaMga, inase AtmAko kyA lAbha milatA hai? bhogose atRpti - koI gRhastha jisake jJAnaprakAza nahI huA hai, vairAgya nahI huA hai, kyA vaha yaha haTha kara sakatA hai ki mai Aja viSaya bhogU~ isake bAda phira mai kalpanA bhI na rkkhuuNgaa| jyoM-jyoM yaha bhogatA hai tyo tyo isakI kalpanA bar3hatI hai| kyA koI aisA soca sakatA hai ki Aja maiM bahuta mIThI cIja kha lU~ phira kalase maiM isa cIja kI tarapha dhyAna hI na dU~gA, aisA koI kara sakatA hai kyA? koI bhogoko bhogakara cAhe ki mai tRpta hoU~ to yaha nahI ho sakatA hai| bhogoke tyAgase hI tRpti ho sakatI hai, bhogoke bhoganese kabhI tRpti nahI ho sakatI hai| jaise agnimeM jitanA Idhana DAlate jAvo utanI hI agni bar3hatI jAyagI, unase kabhI Idhana se tRpta na hogI, isI taraha jitanA viSaya bhoga bhogo utanA hI bhogose 162
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________________ atRpti bar3hatI jAyagI, unase kabhI saMtoSa na hogaa| jaise samudrameM jitanI nadiyA~ milatI jAyegI utanA hI samudra kA rUpa baDhatA jaaygaa| samudra kabhI yaha na kahegA ki maiM santuSTa ho gayA hUM, mujhe aba nadiyA~ na cAhie~, athavA aise hI cAhe Idhanase agni tRpta ho jAya, sUrya pUrabake bajAya pazcimameM Uge, kamala cAhe patthara para paidA ho jAye, para bhoga bhogane kabhI tRpti nahI ho sktii| jise bhI saMtoSa milegA tyAgase hI milegaa| kalyANameM tatvajJAnakA viziSTa sahayoga - jyo-jyo sulabha bhI viSaya rUcikara nahI hote hai tyoM-tyoM jJAnaprakAza bar3hatA hai| jo parizrama karake viSaya sAdhana juTAe jAe~ usakI bhI bAta nahI kara rahe, sulabha apane Apa sAmane hAjira ho jAe~ bhogake sAdhana aura phira bhI unameM rUci na jage to vahA~ jJAnaprakAza banA hai| jisane apane AtmAke jJAnAnanda svarUpa kA samvedana kiyA hai, jo apane jJAnAmRta rasakA rUciyA hai vaha bAhA padArtho meM udAsIna rahatA hai| ina samasta samAgamoko bhinna aura vinAzIka jAnatA hai| yaha bhI bar3I sAdhanA hai| tumase gRhasthI chor3ate na bane, na chor3o, para itanA jJAna to banAe rahA ki ye saba bhinna hai, niyamase naSTa hoMge, inakA viyoga jarUra hogA, aisI bAta ho to mAna lo aura na ho to mata maano| yaha nirNaya kara lo ki jitane bhI jise samAgama mile hai ve samAgama usake saMgameM jAyege kyA? kucha bhI to na jaaygaa| svaparabhedavijJAnakA bala - hama ApakA kucha bhI yahA~ nahI hai, zarIra taka to apanA hai nahI, phira dhana daulata aura ghara makAnakI to kauna kahe? zarIra meM yadyapi yaha jIva raha rahA hai to bhI zarIra ke svakSetrameM zarIra hai, zarIrake paramANuo meM zarIra hai, vaha AtmAkA svarUpa nahI bana jAtA hai aura jIvake svarUpameM jIva hai vaha zarIra nahI bana jaataa| to jaba zarIrameM bhI yaha AtmA nahI hai arthAt zarIrarUpa nahI bana pAtA yaha to anyarUpa to banegA hI kyA? ye saba padArtha samAgama bhinna hai ki nahIM? yadi samajhamaM A gayA ho ki vAstavameM mere AtmAko chor3akara jJAnAnandasvarUpako tajakara jo kucha bhI yahA~ dikha rahA hai aura mila rahA hai ye bhinna hai, aisA jJAna ho gayA ho to Apa phira dharma kara bhI sakate hai aura yadi jJAna aisA nahI banA hai to pahile yahI jJAna banAvo, nirNaya kara lo, thoDAsA bhI vicAra karane para ekadama spaSTa ho jAtA hai ki ye atyanta bhinna hai| to basa mAna lo aisA ki sAre samAgama mujhase anyanta bhinna hai, merA unase kucha nahI hai| kyA ye samAgama tumhAre sAtha anantakAla taka rahege yA 10,050 varSa taka bhI rahege, aisI kucha bhI ummIda hai kyA? kucha bhI to ummIda nahI hai / to ye saba samAgama bichur3ege ki nahI? manase uttrdo| agara bichur3ege yaha bAta hRdaya meM jama gayI hai to itanA mana lo| samAgamakI bhinnatA va vinazvaratAke parijJAnakA pratApa - koI purUSa yadi ina do bAtoko hRdayase mAna letA hai ki jo bhI samAgama hai -makAna, parivAra, sampadA ye saba bhinna hai aura ye kabhI na kabhI bichur3ege, itanI bAta yadi hRdaya meM ghara kara gayI ho to vaha dharmAtmA 163
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________________ purUSa hai aura mAnatA ho ki ye to mere hI hai, nyAre kahA~ hai, athavA ye to mere hI sAtha rahege kaise bichuDatra sakate hai, aisI mithyA pratIti ho to abhI dharma karanekI yogyatA hI nahI hai| yaha saba pahilI bAta hai| jise dharma karanA ho usako pahile ye do nirNaya banAne cAhie~ / koI purUSa jyAdA zAstra nahI jAnatA hai, bhASAe~ nahI sIkhA hai, athavA upadeza kie gae viSayoko nahI samajha pAtA hai, na samajha pAye, lekina use yadi ina do bAtokA pakkA zradvAna hai ki merA to yaha zarIra bhI nahI hai / merA to mAtra maiM eka jJAnaprakAza mAtra AtmA hUM aura ye saba bhinna cIjeM hai, dUsarI jagaha par3I hai, mereme milI huI taka bhI nahI he aura ye saba vinAzIka hai, itanA bhI bhAna ho to bhI zAntikA mArga mila jAyagA / saMkaTamocaka sahaja anubhava eka bAra bhI to yaha himmata banAlo ki ina bhinna padArthoke sajAnese, apane hRdaya ina saba padArthoM ko rakhane se aba taka AkulatA hI pAyI hai| mai aba ina kinhI bhI padArthAko manameM nahI rakhanA cAhatA huuN| apane upayogameM kisI bhI bAhrA padArthako na le to sahaja ArAma bana jAyagA / usa vizrAmameM jo zuddha jJAnaprakAzakA anubhava hogA yahI anubhava saMsArake saMkaTose dUra kara degaa| aisA honeke lie ye do bAteM nirNayameM honI cAhie~ (1) samasta bhogoke sAdhana bhinna hai aura (2) ye niyamase bichur3ege, itane jJAnapara bhI vairAgya honA sambhava hai aura sulabha viSaya bhI use rUcikara na hoNge| yaha bAta kevala sAdhuvoMkI nahI kahI jA rahI hai, yaha to saMjJI jIvokI bAta kahI jA rahI hai| jo bhI saMjJI jIva hai mana sahita yAvanmAtra manuSya athavA pazu pakSI taka bhI unake yadi ye viSaya rUcikara nahI ho rahe hai, zradvA meM unase hita nahI mAnA hai to una sabake yaha uttama tatvajJAna prakAza AnandasvarUpa anubhavameM A jAyagA, aura jaba yaha apanA paramAtmA apane anubhavameM A jAya to saba karma aura saMkaTa naSTa ho jaayege| itanI bar3I kalyANakI padavI pAnekI manameM icchA ho to vrata, niyama, saMyama kucha na kucha avazya hI karanA caahie| unameM sulabha viSayokI bhI icchA na rahegI jo tatvajJAna karege / bhogomeM atRpti, tRSNA va balakSayakA ai ina bhogoke bhogane meM yaha bar3A aiba hai ki ye bhoga AgamI kAlameM tRSNAko bar3hAte hai, saMtoSa nahI paidA karate / bhoga bhoganeke bAda bhogane lAyaka nahI rahate, isa kAraNa bhogokA tyAga karanA par3atA hai, magara tRSNAvAna jIva tyAga kahA~ karanA cAhate hai ? jaise bhojana kiyA jAtA hai, koI Asakta hokara bhI bhojana kare to use bhojana chor3a denA par3egA, bhojana karatA hI jAya aisA nahI ho sktaa| usane jo bhojana chor3A to kyA jJAna aura vairAgyake kAraNa chor3A ? are aba peTameM samAtA hI nahI hai isalie chor3anA pdd'aa| aisI hI samasta viSayokI bAta hai| kisI bhI viSayoko yaha mohI jIva tyAgatA hai to kyA jJAna aura vairAgyase tyAgatA hai? bhoga bhoganeke bAda phira bhoga bhogane lAyaka nahI rahatA, yaha isa kAraNa ise tyAganA par3atA hai khUba itra phulela Adi sugaMdhita cIjeM sU~ghate rahane ke bAda vaha kucha samayako chor3a detA hai kyoki kahA~ taka sU~ghatA 164
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________________ rhe| bhoga bhoganemeM zrama to hotA hI hai| binA rAga, binA pravRtti aura binA parizramake koI sA bhI bhoga nahI bhogA jAtA, usako to tyAganA hI par3atA hai| viSayo Uba - kisI sundara rUpako nihArate raho, sanImA, thiyeTara athavA koI surUpa strI, surUpa purUSa, kisI ko bhI nihArate raho to kahA~ taka nihArate rahoge, Akhira palaka baMda hI karanA par3egA aura apanA alaga rAstA nApanA hI pdd'egaa| to usa mohI jIvane jo dekhanekA viSaya chor3A hai vaha kyA jJAna aura vairAgyake kAraNa chor3A hai? are chor3anA par3A hai? chor3anA nahI cAhate hai / aise hI mAno rAtake 10 baje se khUba saMgIta gAyana sunA, nAca dekhA dhIre-dhIre cAra baja ge| Akhira usako chor3akara to jAnA hI par3atA hai| aisA to hai nahI ki koI 5-7 dina taka lagAtAra nAca gAyanameM baiThA rhe| nAca gAyana khUba dekhane sunaneke bAda aba usameM zAkti nahI rahI ki aise hI dekhatA sunatA jAya, isa kAraNa use chor3anA par3atA hai to ye bhoga atRpti hI paidA karate hai| koI manase ina bhogoko chor3a nahI pAtA hai aura jahA~ viSayomeM aisI AkAMkSA bana rahI hai vahA~ yaha jJAnaprakAza apane anubhavameM nahI A sakatA hai| antarmilanameM prabhumilana - loga bhagavAnake darzana karane ko hairAna hote hai| prathama to isa mohI jIvako bhagavAnakI bAta ho nahI suhAtI, bhagavAna hai bhI koI yA nahI, usake svarUpakA bhAna nahI hotA, aura koI bhAva karatA hai to bhagavAnake nAte se nahIM karatA, mintu mere gharake bacce khuza rahe, mere dhana khUba bar3hatA rahe isa svArthake nAtese bhagavAnakI sudha letA hai kyoki suna rakkhA hai nA ki bhagavAna sabako saba kucha detA hai| bhagavAnakI sudha lenA hI bar3A kaThina hai aura kadAcit kisIko sudha Ae auzra bhagavAnase milanekI aMtaraMgame umaMga bhI kare, lekina vaha apane svarUpase cigakara bAharameM kahI bhagavAnako DhU~DhA kare to kyA bhagavAna mila jAyagA? A~khe tAnakara, AsamAnameM dekhakara yA kisI aura dRSTi dekara prabhuse rkoI milanA cAhe to nahI mila sakatA hai, prabhukA dazarna karanA cAhe to nahI kara sakatA hai| hA~ apane hI AtmAmeM jo zAzvata virAjamAna svarUpa hai, caitanyabhAva hai usa caitanyasvarUpa para dRSTide to usake darzanameM prabhutA kA darzana ho jAyagA, kintu itanI kaThina bAta usa purUSa me kaise A sakatI hai jo vyasanokA lobhI hai, pApoko chor3anA nahI cAhatA mohameM pagA hai, aise purUSako prabhukA darzana nahI ho pAtA hai| jJAnaprakAzameM viSayokI arUcikA viziSTa sahayoga - jaise-jaise sulabha viSaya bhI, bhoga sAdhana bhI rUcikara nahI mAlUma hote vaise hI vaise isa jJAnameM yaha uttama tatva samAtA jAtA he| pahile zloka meM yaha kahA thA ki jyo-jyoM jJAnasvarUpa jJAnameM AtA rahatA hai tyoM-tyo sulabha bhI viSaya rUcikara nahI hote| vahA~ yaha zaMkA honA svAbhAvika hai ki isakA bhI kucha upAya hai ki jJAna meM yaha uttama aMtastatva samAtA jaay| usake uttara meM dUsare zloka meM yaha kahA hai ki ye sulabha viSaya bhI jaba jIvoko rUcikara na lage, ina viSayomeM 165
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________________ prIti na jage to vaha yogyatA A sakatI hai ki jJAnameM yaha uttama tatva prakAza paaye| indriyAke viSayo se vairAgya hove to AtmAkA yaha vizuddha svarUpa anubhavameM Ane lagatA hai| bhogane ke bAda to kucha viveka banatA hai ki are na bhogate bhoga to kyA thA, baDA surakSita rhtaa| jaba jyAdA peTa bhara jAtA hai, kucha ar3acana sI hone lagatI hai athavA koI udara vikAra ho jAtA hai to vaha socatA hai ki maine bar3I cUka kI, adhika cIja khA lI, agara na khAte to kucha bhI nukasAna na thaa| yaha kaSTa to na hotA jisake dardake mAre yaha becainI ho rahI hai| to bhoga bhoganeke bAda phira sudha AtI hai| yaha kucha yadyapi jaghanya jJAnakI bAta hai, lekina bhoganeke bAda bhI yadi yathArtha rUpameM sudha A jAya to vaha bhI bhalI bAta hai| mohI prANiyoko to kevala viSaya bhoga, indriyaviSayoke sAdhana jor3anA, dhana kamAnA - ye hI saba rUcikara laga rahe hai| ina viSayokI prIti to svAtmAke anubhavameM bAdhaka hai| yaha sabhI viSayokI cAha aura parigraho kI murchA haa jAye to AtmA AnandakA svAda lene lagatA hai| vyarthake kolAhalase alAbha - hai Atman vyartha ke kolAhalase kyA lAbha pA loge? dUsare jIvose prIti bar3hAnA aura dUsarokA bhAra anubhava karanA, dUsaroke lie apanA saba kucha nyauchAvara karanA ye saba vyarthake kolAhala hai, inameM milatA kucha nahI hai, Akhira maranA sabako par3atA hai| maraneke bAda bhI isa jIvako yahA~ ke kAmose kucha lAbha mile to btaavo| jo jIva calA gayA yahA~ se to loga zarIra ko turanta jalAnekA yatna karate hai| bhale hI kabhI kisI bUDheke mara jAnepara bahuta bar3A vimAna sajAyA jAya, zaMkha bajAyA, para aba usa AtmAke lie kyA hai? usane to apane jIvanameM jaisA pariNAma banAyA usake anukUla koI gati pA lii| aba dAna, zIla, upakAra, saMyama kucha sadAcAra pAlana kiyA, bAkI kyA lAbha ho sakatA hai? bahakAvekA jJAnIpara aprabhAva - kisIke marane para usakA zrAddha karanese usa mare hue jIvako zAnti milegI aisA bahakA kara logone apanI AjIvikA banAyI hai| sAla bhara bAda usI dina itane logoko khilAvoge, itanI itanI cIjeM gaMgA yumanAke kinAre baiThe kisI niyata purUSako pUjya mAnakara de doge to itanI cIjeM usa mare hue purUSa ke pAsa pahuMcA deMgeM- aisA bhrama DAla dete hai| yaha saba AjIvikAkA sAdhana hai duusrokaa| jo mara cukA hai usake pAsa kaise kyA pahuMca jaaygaa| tuma jo karoge so tumhAre sAtha rhegaa| una purUSo ne jo kiyA so una kucha vizrAma lekara apane ApameM dekho to sahI ina samasta samAgamose bhinana koI teja svaMyameM hai athavA nhii| saba prakaTa ho jaaygaa| bhogatyAgakI prAthamikatA - bhaiyaa| yadi zAntikI cAha hai to Apako tyAganA par3egA vissyoko| bhogoke tyAge binA jJAna prakAza mila jAya, aisA kabhI nahI ho sktaa| isa kAraNa jo AtmasvarUpake anubhava ke anuyAyI hai unhe cAhie ki viSayoko, ThAThabAToMko, samAgamoMko bhinna, asAra, heya jAnakara unakI aurase upekSA kare, aura ekAMta baiThakara apane 166
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________________ ApameM apaneko ekAgra kara leN| isa vidhise yadi hamArA jJAnaprakAza bar3hegA to bhoga arUcikara lageMge aura yaha jJAnakA anubhava hI ruucegaa| saba asAra hai, heya hai, eka apanA AtmA hI sAra hai, usako jAno yahI dharma hai batAvo dharmameM kahAM majahaba hai? yaha amuka dharma hai, yaha amuka dharma hai aisA majahabokA kahAM bheda hai? AtmA jaba ekasvarUpa hai to dharma bhI eka svarUpa hai| AtmAkA dharma AtmAmeM milegA anyatra na milegA, so apane AtmasvarUpako samhAlanA yahI eka dharma hai aura isa dharmake pAlana se saMsArake saMkaTa niyamase ktteNge| eka sArabhUta bAta yahAM kahI hai ki aisA jJAna bar3hAvo ki Apako bhoga viSaya bhI rUcikara na lge| nizAmayati niHzeSamindrajAlopaMma jgt| spRhayatyAtmalAbhaya gtvaanytraanutpyte||39 / / jagat indrajAlepamatA - yogI jana isa samasta jagata ko indrajAlakI taraha samajhakara ise dUra karate hai aura AtmAkI prAptike lie spRhA rakhate tathA AtmalAbhake sivAya anya kisI bhAvameM upayoga kucha calA jAya to usakA bar3A karate hai| isa zlokameM tIna bAtopara prakAza DAlA hai, prathama to isa samasta jagatako indrajAlakI taraha nirakhatA hai, indrajAlakA kyA artha hai? lokameM to aisI rUr3hi hai ki jaise boI tamAzagIra cIja to kucha nahI hai aura logo ko dikhAye, usako indrajAla mAnate hai, yaha bhI artha lagA lo to bhI kucha hAni nahI hai kyoki jo kucha dIkhatA hai vaha paramArthameM aisA hai hI nahI, auzra mAhI jIvako yahI paramArtha aura satya najara AtA hai, isa kAraNa yaha bhI artha le lo para isakA vAstavika artha yaha hai ki jo kucha yahAM dRzyamAna hai yaha saba indrakA jAla hai indra mAyane aatmaa| usa AtmA kI vikAra avasthA hone se jo kucha pariNamana hotA hai usase jo kucha yaha sArA jAla bichA huA hai yaha indrajAla hai| aMlakAra na lenA ki yaha AmUla indrajAla hI hai yaha saba kuch| yaha AtmAkA jAla hai| indrakA jAla - yaha prabhu jo anAdi ananta ahetuka antaH prakAzabhAva hai, pratyeka jIva meM virAjamAna hai| jIvo kA jo svabhAva hai vahI to prabhu hai vaha prabhu paryAyameM jakar3A hai, vikRta hokara jaba yaha apanA jAla phailAtA hai to isakA jAla bhI bar3A vikaTa hai| yaha prabhu itanA samartha hai ki sudhArakA bhI bar3A vikaTa camatkAra dikhAtA hai aura vikArakA bhI bar3A vikaTa camatkAra dikhAtA hai| koI vaijJAnika kisI bhI prakAra aisA indrajAla banA to de| usameM itanI sAmarthya nahI hai| bhale hI vaha ajIva padArtho ko parasparameM sambadva karake eka nimittanaimittika padvati meM kucha asara dikhA de| kintu indrajAla nahI banA sakatA hai| to yaha yogI sarvatra indrajAla dekhatA he, indrakA svarUpa nahI he yaha, kintu indrakA jAla hai, isI kAraNa vaha kisI bhI indrajAlameM ramatA nahI hai| 167
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________________ viSayasAdhanokI jalabubudasama asAratA - bhaiyA ! isa lokamaM ramaNa karane yogya kyA hai? jo kucha hai vaha saba jalake bubudekI taraha caMcala hai, vinAzIka hai, kucha hI kSaNa bAda miTa jAne vAlA hai| jaise jalakA babUlA dera taka Thahare to usa para bacce loga bar3e khuza hote hai, aura zAnake sAtha kisI babUleko apanA mAnakara harSake sAtha kahate hai dekho merA babUlA aba taka ThaharA hai| barasAtake dina hai, jaba Upara se kamAnakA pAnI giratA hai to usameM babUle paidA ho jAte hai, bacce loga unameM apanAyata kara lete hai ki yaha merA babUlA hai, koI lar3akA kahatA hai ki merA babUlA hai, aba jisakA babUlA adhika dera taka Tika jAya vaha baccA uThatA hai, merA babUlA aba taka banA huA hai| aise hI yaha paryAya, yaha jAla yaha zarIra babUlekI taraha hai| ina ajJAnI baccone apanA-apanA babUlA pakar3a liyA hai, yaha merA babUlA hai, yaha babUlA kucha dera taka Tika jAya to khuza hote hai, merA babUlA aba taka TikA huA hai| yo yaha yogI purUSa indrajAlakI taraha samasta jagatako jAna rahA hai| yahAM kisase prIti kare, kauna sahAya hai, kisakA zaraNa gahe, jo kucha bhI hai vaha saba apane lie pariNamatA hai| vastumeM abhinnaSaTkArakatA - bhaiyA ! yaha loka apanA hI svArtha sAdhatA hai, isameM gAlI denekI guJajAyaza nahI hai, kisIko svArthI AdikA kahane kI AvazyakatA nahI hai, vastukA svarUpa hI aisA hai ki vaha svaMyase sampradAna ho sakatA hai| pratyeka padArtha svaya kartA hai| svaMya karma hai, svaMya karaNa hai aura svaMya hI sampradAna, apAdAna aura adhikaraNa bhI hai arthAt padArtha pariNamatA hai, yahI to karane vAlA huA, aura jisa rUpa pariNamatA hai vahI isakA karma huaa| apane hI pariNamanake dvArA paraNimatA hai isalie yahI sAdhana huA aura jisa rUpa pariNamatA hai vahI isakA karma huaa| apane hI paNimanake dvArA pariNamatA hai isalie yahI sAdhana huA aura jisa rUpa pariNamatA hai vahI isakA karma huaa| apane hI pariNmanake dvArA pariNamatA hai isalie yahI sAdhana huA aura pariNAma karake phala kyA pAyagA, kisa lie pariNama rahA hai, vaha phalabhI svaMya hai| kisase pariNamatA hai, kisameM pariNamatA hai, so vaha apAdAna va adhikaraNa bhI svaMya hai| padArtha ke pariNamana kA sampradAna - padArthake pariNamanekA phala kyA hai? vaha phala hai sattA rhnaa| pratyeka padArthake pariNmana kA prAyojana itanA hI mAtra hai aura phala itanA hI milatA hai ki usakI sattA banI rahe, isase Age usakA kucha phala nahI hai| yaha samajhadAra hai jIva isalie isane beImAnI macA rakkhI hai| jo samajhadAra nahI hai ve padArtha aba bhI apane ImAna para Tike hue hai, ve pariNamate hai mAtra apanA satva rakhaneke lie kintu ye vikArI, rAgI jIva pariNamate ha to na jAne kitane prayojanAko batAte hai| mai saMsArameM yaza bar3hA lU~, sampadA bar3hA lU~, aneka viSaya sukhoke sAdhana chuTA lU~, kitane hI prayojana banAte hai| bhale hI ye kalpanA meM kitane hI prayojana banAe~ kintu eka saMta purUSakI ora se to 168
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________________ prayojana vahIkA vahI rahatA hai jo acetanako milatA hai, isase adhika kacha nahI hai| yaha jIvajJAnarUpa pariNamAta hai to jJAnarUpa pariNamanekA phala jJAna hI rahatA hai, isase atirikta kucha phala nahI hai| jo aura kucha phala khojA jAtA hai vaha saba mohakA mAhAtmya hai| vastutaH apanI sattA kAyama rakhaneke lie hI padArtha pariNamana karate hai| jaise yaha caukI hai, isako koI la de to kyA ho gayA isakA? isakA hI yo pariNamanA ho gyaa|| na bhI kucha kare to bhI yaha jIrNa hAtI jA rahI hai, pariNamatI jA rahI hai| kisI bhI rUpa pariNameM, ina pariNamanokA prayojana itanA hI mAtra hai ki paramANuvoMkI satA banI rahe, aba koI bhI cIja kisI bhI prakAra pariNameM usakA prayojana yaha mohI jIva apanI kalpanAke anusAra banA letA hai| yogIkI AtmaspRhA - yaha samasta jagata indrajAlakI taraha hai| ina savabo yaha yogI zAnta kara detA hai| isa sAre jagatko yaha rogI ojhala kara detA hai apane uAyogase aura hotA kyA hai ki aMdhakAra meM sarva padArtha aujhala ho jAte he| raho, kisI prakAra rho| aba yogIke lie yahA~ kucha bhI nahI hai, yo indrajAlakI taraha ina samasta padArthoko yaha jJAnI apane upayogase ojhala kara detA hai| aba jJAnIke kevala AtmAkI hI spRhA rahatI hai aura yaha aMtastatva hI usake progrAmameM, lisTameM raha jAtA hai| ye yogI kevala AtmAlAbhakI spRhA karate hai| merA AtmA mereko mile, ye bhinna asAra padArtha, inakA milanA julanA saba khatarese bharA huA hai koI rUca gayA rAga to kyA vaha kucha bar3havArIke lie hai? koI aniSTa jaMcA, dveSa kiyA vaha bhI barabAdIke lie hai| merA zaraNa, rakSaka yaha merA AtmA mereko prakaTa ho, aura mujhe kucha na caahie| AtmAlAbhakI AkAMkSA - jaise koI jabaradasta musAphira kisI kamajora musAphirako | jhagar3A bar3ha jAya to vaha kamajora musAphira yahI kahatA hai ki basa merI cIja dilA do, mujhe aura kucha na caahie| vaha apanI mAMga karatA hai, yo hI yaha banA banAyA garIba eka bar3e phaMda aura biDambanAmeM par3a gayA hai| kahA~ to yaha amUrta nirlepa jJAnamAtra aMtastatva utkRSTha padArtha hai aura kahA~ yaha sukha duHkha paryAya, kalpanA, zarIra inameM ba~dhA phira rahA haiaura apane rAga kI jisa viSaya meM mamatA kI hai usa viSayake pIche-pIche bhaTakatA phiratA hai| jaise bachar3e vAlI gAyako hAMkanA nahI par3atA hai yadi usake bachar3eko koI godameM lekara calatA jAya Age, vaha gAya usa bachar3eke pIche-pIche hIDatratI bhAgatI calI jaaygii| apanI vipadAko bhI vaha na dekhegI, aise hI yaha mUDhAtmA apane rAgakA jo viSaya banAtA hai usa viSake pIche yaha AtmA daur3atA bhAgatA phiratA hai| na apanI vipadAko dekhatA hai, na apanI barabAdIkA khyAla hai| aisA yaha mohI jIva saMsAra-bhramaNameM gote lagA rahA hai, kintu yaha jJAnI purUSa eka AtmalAbhakI hI spRhA karatA hai| 169
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________________ merA aura mai kA nirdeza mujhe to merA mai cAhie anya kucha na cAhie, isa hI kA nAma hai yoga dhAraNa / yoga mAyane jodd'| merA mai bichur3A huA hUM, isakA jor3a kara dIjie / mereko mai mila jAya yahI hai yoga / jisako merA kahA jA rahA hai vaha to hai upayoke rUpameM ora jise mai kahA jA rahA hai yaha hai parama pAriNAmika bhAvamaya aMtastatvake rUpameM / yaha upayoga kaha rahA hai ki merA mai mila jAya / merA jo AdhArabhUta hai jisapara merI spRhA calatI hai, jisapara mai apanA camatkAra dikhA pAtA hUM, apanA jauhara dikhAyA karatA hUM aisA merA nAtha zaraNa mujhe mila jAya yahI merA nAtha hai| na atha / atha mAyAne Adi / jisakI Adi nahI hai use nAtha kahate hai / yaha upayoga yaha pariNamana to sAdi hai / jisakI kucha Adi ho usakI kyA vakhata kruuN| jisakI Adi nahI hai usakI vakhata hai| naI pharma khulI ho kisIke nAmapara to usakA kucha asara nahI hotA aura purAnI pharma ho to loga badalate nahI hai| use cAhe pote aura santemeM bhI bA~Ta ho| loga socate hai ki purAnI pharmakA nAma na badale, nahI to phira ThikAnekI sambhAvanA nahI hai| jisakA Adi nahI hai aisA merA nAtha vahI vizvAsa ke yogya hai| jisakI Adi hai vaha miTa jAyagA / aise pariNamanopara isa jJAnIkA upayoga nahI thamatA hai| yaha to eka aMtastatvake lAbha ke lie spRhA karatA hai| jJAnI kA paropayogameM anutApa yaha ajJAnI yogI apane Atmamilanake lie udyata hai phira bhI pUrva vAsanAvaza usase Diga jAya aura kinhI bAhrA artho me laga jAya to use aisA pachatAvA hotA hai ki itane kSaNa hamane vyartha meM vikalpome lgaaye| jJAnI jana kabhI upavAsa karate hai to usa upavAsa kA unake lakSya kyA hai? usa AhArake prasaMga meM jo pauna ghaMTekA samaya laga jAtA hai usa samayameM jo Atmatatvase ciganekA vikalpa banatA hai usakA ve pachatAvA karate hai nirAhAra rahane meM ve khuza hai, para AtmAtatvake upayogase ciganameM ve khuza nahI hai, isalie unakA AhAra chUTa jAtA hai, ve nirAhArI ho jAte hai / ajJAnase vyavahAradharmameM bhI kartRtva budvi- isa AhAratyAgameM dharma laga jAyagA, puNya baMdha jAyagA, mujhe upavAsa karanA cAhie aisA socanA vikalpamUlaka upavAsa hai| eka jhaMjhaTa se bace aura apane AtmalAbhameM lage aisI dRSTi jJAnI purUSa ke hotI hai ajJAnI to upavAsameM kSobha baDhAtA hai, eka dina pahile kSobha kiyA, jaba upavAsa kiyA taba kSobha, aMtameM kSobha kiyaa| kisIne kaI upavAsa kiyA to zarIra ke kamajora hote hue bhI yaha kahatA hai ki bhAI hameM to kucha bhI nahI kaThinAI mAlUma par3a rahI hai? hama tA bar3e acche hai aise mAyAcAra ko bar3hAve tRSNAko bar3hAve krodhako bar3hAve ghamaMDako bar3hAve isI sabhI cIjeM bar3hAne kA hI vAstavameM usane kArya kiyA, kucha apane hitakA kArya nahI kiyA / jJAnI arntadRSTi - jJAnI purUSa kI dRSTi ko jJAnI hI kUta sakatA hai, ajJAnI nahI kUta sakatA hai| gRhastha jJAnI yadi yatharthAdRSTi hai to godameM bAlakAko khilAkara bhI sambara aura nirjarA usaka barAbara calatI rahatI hai| kaisI hai usakI dRSTi ? vacce ko khilAtA huA 170
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________________ bhI yaha dhyAna banA hai ki kahA~ isa jhaMjhaTa meM laga gae hai, na jAne abhI kitane varSa taka isa jhaMjhaTa meM laganA par3egA, aisI bhItarame dhAraNA he usa jnyaaniike| ajJAnI to yo dekhege ki yaha kaisA baccose moha rakhatA hai| are vaha bacceko khilAye nahI to kyA gaDDhe maM paTaka de karanA to par3egA hI saba kucha jaise ki loga karate hai, para usakI dRSTi aMtarameM itanI vizudva hai ki una kAmoMme rahakara bhI usake samvara aura nirjarA barAbara calatI rahatI hai| AtmalAbhakI itanI vikaTa spRhA jJAnI purUSameM hI hotI hai| sajaga vairAgya - jisako vairAgya jJAnasahita mila gayA hai usakA vairAgya AjIvana ThaharAta hai| jJAnake binA vairAgya mudrA banAnA, yaha to lokapratiSThA, baDhAvA Adike lie hai| vairAgya Tika sakegA yA nahI- yaha to jJAna aura ajJAna para nirbhara hai| jJAna binA vairAgya meM viDambanAe~ bar3ha jAtI hai aura vaha vairAgrUkI nahI nibhA pAtA hai aura loga bhakta bhI Uba jAteM hai, yaha saba usake eka ajJAnakA phala hai| jJAnI purUSa to AtmalAbhake lie spRhA rakhatA hai anyatra kahI upayoga jAya to pachatAvA karatA hai, oha itanA samaya merA vyartha gayA? jJAnI kA sAhasa eka vilakSaNa sAhasa hai, aura sAhasa bhI kyA hai? jo cIja chUTa jAyagI usako abhIse chUTA huA mAna lenA hai, aura chUTA huA mAnaneke kAraNa upekSA bana jAya aura kabhI thor3I hAni ho jAya, to usakA kheda na Ae to isame kaunase sAhasakI bAta hai? itanA hI phera rahA ki jo 10 varSake vAda chUTanA thA usako abhI se chuTA huA dekha rahe hai| itanA hI kiyA isa jJAnIne, aura kyA kiyA, para mohI purUSokI dRSTi meM yaha bar3e sAhasa bharI bAta hai| ajJAnI aura jJAnIkI dRSTi meM sAhasakA rUpa - bhaiyA ! sAhasa to anAtmIya cIjako pAnemeM karanA par3atA hai| jo cIja apanI nahI hai use kalpanAmeM apanI ora use jor3anA dhanA, rakSA karanA isameM sAhasa karanA par3atA hai| apane ApakI vastuko apane ApameM utAnAnA isameM na sAhasakI bAta hai? lekina ajJAniyoM ko jJAniyo kI karatUtameM bar3A mAlUma hAto hai| jJAnI socatA hai ki ye saMsArI subhaTa bar3e sAhasI hai| jina parijana, mitro aura jar3a sampadAvose inhe kaSTa milatA hai unako sahakara unhI ke prati icchA, vAJachA aura yatna banAe rahate hai, itanI himmata to hamase nahI ho sakatI, aise hI ajJAniyoko jJAniyo kI kriyAvomeM bar3A sAhasa mAlUma hotA hai| oha! ye yogI jana kaisA isa samasta jagatako indrajAlakI taraha nirakhateM hai, kitanI inheM AtmasvavarUpake prati abhilASA hai| jAlameM vividharUpatA - jAlameM vividhatA hotI hai, aura jo jAla nahI, ekatva hai usameM vividhatA nahI hotI hai| jaise makar3I jAla banAyA karatI hai to vaha jAla eka lAinase nahI banatA hai| gola maTola, lambA caur3A, saMkarA, nAnA dazAvorUpa hotA hai - vyaJajana paryAya aura eka vyaJajana paryAyameM bhI bhinna bhinna kSetra meM vibhinna pariNamana paryAya / yaha zarIra eka hai, para pairameM jo pariNamana hai vaha sirameM nahI hai, kintu jo jAla nahI hai, 171
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________________ ekatva hai vahA yaha bAta na hogI ki jo eka jagaha pariNamana hai vaha dUsarI jagaha nahI hotaa| ekatvameM vahI pariNamana sarvatra hai para jAlameM pariNamanakI ekatA nahI hai, vividhatA hai, isI taraha guNa paryAya kA bhI jAla dekho- jJAna guNa kahI paira pasAra raheM hai, to zradvA guNa kahI mukha kara rahA hai| ye samasta guNa apanI-apanI DhaphalI bajA rahe hai, yaha indrajAlakA dRzya, kintu ekatva pariNamana ho to vahAM yaha kucha bhI vividhatA nahI rahatI hai| jahAM ratnatrayakA ekatva hai vahAM to yaha bhI pahicAna nahI ho pAtI ki yaha jJAnakA pariNamana hai aura yaha zradvAkA pariNamana hai yA cAritra hai, vahAM to eka ekatvakA hI anubhavana hai| indrajAlakA avabodha - yadi kisI kAraNavaza indrajAlakI aura raMca bhI nigAha AtI hai| to jJAniyoko saMtApa huA karatA hai jaba taka Atmako apane asalI svarUpakA paricaya nahI hai taba taka ye bAhA padArtha bhale pratIta hote hai| jaba taka kauvAko yaka koyalAkA baccA hai yaha patA nahI rahatA hai taba taka jAna lagAkara usakI sevA karatA hai| paricaya par3a jAya to usase haTa jAtA hai| bhale hI isa ajJAnI jIvako ye viSaya acche lagate hai| para jaba svapara bhedavijJAna karake jJAnI bane to ye viSaya indrajAlake khelakI taraha asAra mAlUma hote hai| mismarejama vAle logokI TopI uThAkara jaba jhAr3ate hai to rUpaye khanakhanAteM hue girate najara Ate hai| yadi rUpaye yo khanakhanAkara girAte hai to ve sabase kyoM eka eka AnA mAMgate hai? vaha to eka indrajAlakA khela hai| hai kucha nhii| jJAniyokI upekSA va udyama- jJAnI purUSo ye indriyaviSaya niHsAra vinazvara mAlUma hote hai| aba AtmasvarUpako tyAgakara anya padArthokI aura usakI dRSTi nahI jAtI hai| vaha to AtmalAbha hI karanA cAhatA hai| jo jJAnameM rata purUSa hai ve ina saba indrajAloko yo nirakha rahe hai| yaha lakSmI kucha dinoM taka hI ThaharegI, yaha yauvana kucha dinoM taka hI rahane vAlA hai, ye bhoga bihalIke samAna caMcala hai, yaha zarIra rogo ko maMdira hai, aisA nirakhakara jJAnI jIva parapadArthose upekSA karate hai aura jJAnAnandamaya apane AtmatatvameM nirata honekA udyama rakhate hai| icchatyekAntasaMvAsaM nirjanaM janitAdaraH / nijakAryavazAtkiMciduktvA vismarati drutam / / 40 / / jJAnIkI ekAntasaMvAsameM vAJachA - jaba isa AtmAko apane jhukAvase aura parakI upekSAke sAdhana se zudvajJAnaprakAzakA anubhavana ho jAtA hai usa samayameM jo adbhuta Ananda prakaTa hotA hai usa Anandake phalameM usa Anandake lie yaha yogI bar3e Adarake sAtha ekAMta meM rahanA cAhatA hai, icchA karatA hai aura apane prayojanavaza, dharmasAdhanAke prayojanase kadAcit kucha kahanA par3e to kaha kara zIghra hI bhUla jAtA hai| yaha svAnubhava prApta yogiyokI kahAnI batAyI jA rahI hai| dharmamaya yaha AtmA svaMya hai| jo kucha yaha mai hUM usakI hI bAta kahI jA rahI hai| 172
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________________ dharmakA AdhAra bhaiyA ! dharma milegA to svayameM hI milgaa| bAhrA meM jo bhI Adarza hai, pUjya hai ve isa AtmAnubhavake mArgake nirdezaka hai, isa kAraNa unakI bhaktise eka zudva Ananda milatA hai aura apane ApameM jo sthiti utpanna karanA cAhateM hai, yaha yoga jinhe prakaTa huA hai unameM apUrva bahumAna stavana, upAsanAkA apUrva bhAva hotA hai| jise jo Ananda mila gayA hai vaha jaise milatA hai usa hI upAyameM lagatA hai| jahA~ Ananda nahI hai aise sAdhanose haTatA hai / saba jJAnakA mAhAtmya hai| jaba taka isa jIvako apane AtmAkA aura parapadArthoke yathArtha svarUpakA bodha nahI hotA hai taba taka yaha apanI ora Aye kaise aura parase haTe kaise? 1 vastusvarUpake pratipAdanakI vizeSatA jaina zAsana maM sabase bar3I vizeSatA eka vastusvarUpake pratipAdana kI hai| jIvako mohahI duHkha utpanna karatA he| vaha moha kaise miTe, isakA upAya vastusvarUpakA yathArtha parijJAnakara lenA hai| jagatameM anantAnanteM to AtmA hai, anantAnaMta pudgala paramANu hai- eka dharmadravya, eka adharmadravya eka AkAzadravya aura asaMkhyAta kAla dravya he| inakA jo pariNamana hai vaha kahI sUkSma pariNamana hai aura kahI sthUla pariNamana hai para ina pariNamanomeM sarvatra eka rUpa rahane vAle jo mUla padArtha hai, jo aneka dazAvomeM pahucaM kara bhI eka svabhAvarUpa raheM vahI samasta pariNamanokA mUla kAraNa hai| jaise ki jo cidAtmaka guNaparyAye hai una sRSTiyokA kAraNa yaha citsvarUpa hai aura jitane jo kucha ye dRzyamAna hai ina dRzyamAna samasta padArthoM kA mUla kAraNa aNu hai / usa paramANumeM bhI paramANu akelA raha jAya taba bhI pariNamana calatA hai| usa pariNamanase pariNata aNuko kArya aNu kahate hai aura yaha vaha pariNamana jisa AdhAra meM hotA hai use kAraNa aNu kahate hai / -- mUla padArthakA mohiyoko aparicaya ina jIvo ne ina drazyamAna padArtho kA mUla kAraNa nahI jAna pAyA aura na yaha samajha pAyA ki ye pratyeka padArtha apanemeM hI apaneko apane lie apane dvArA racateM rahateM hai / kisIke vibhAva pariNamaname anya dravya nimitta hote hai, kintu koI bhI nimittabhUta parapadArtha upAdAnameM kisI pariNatiko utpanna nahI karate hai| aisI vastusvarUpakI svataMtratA eka sUtrameM hI kaha dI gaI hai- utpAdavyayadhrauvyayukta sat / jo bhI hai vaha nirantara navIna paryAyase pariNamatA hai, purAtana paryAyako vilIna karatA hai aura vaha svaMya kAraNa rUpameM ghrauvya banA rahatA hai / yo jaba AtmA ke svarUpa kA bhAna hotA hai to yaha nirNaya hotA hai ki kisI bhI padArtha kA koI padArtha kucha nahI lagatA hai| sarva padArtha apane apane svataMtra svarUpa ko lie hue hai, aisA bhAna hone para jo parapadArtha se sahaja upekSA hotI hai aura usa upekSA se jo apane Apake svabhAva meM jhukAva dRr3ha huA aura ekatva kI dRSTi banI usameM jo Ananda prakaTa hotA hai| vaha alaukika Ananda hai / usakA anubhava kara cukane 173
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________________ vAle yogI ko aba kisI bhI samAgama meM rahane kI cAha nahI rahatI hai, vaha to ekAnta vAsa kA anurAgI hai| ajJAnAvasthA kI vAtrachAye - ajJAna avasthA meMyaza aura kIrti kI cAha huA karatI hai ki merA loka meM bar3appana rahe, isa ajJAnI ko yaha vidita nahI hai ki jina logo meM mai bar3A kahalAnA cAhatA hU~ ve loga svayaM duHkhI hai, azaraNa hai, mAyAsvarUpa hai- yaha bhAna nahI rahA, isI kAraNa ina mAyAmayI purUSo meM ye mAyAmayI purUSa yaza ke lie hor3a lagagA rahe hai| duHkha aura kisa bAta kA hai dhana me loga bar3hanA cAhate hai vaha bhI yaza ke lie / yaza kI cAha antara meM par3I hai to niyama se jAnanA cAhie ki usake ajJAnabhAva hai| jo kAraNa samayasAra hai, jo nija mUla zuta cidAtmaka tatva hai usakA paricaya nahI huA hai isa kAraNa dara dara para ise parapadArtho se bhIkha mAMganI par3atI hai| yogIzvaro kA Adarza - yaha jJAnI purUSa nirjana sthAno meM ekAMta kA saMvAsa cAhatA hai| use prayojana nahI rahA kisI samAgama me ramane kA aura AdarapUrvaka cAhatA hai| aisA nahI hai ki saMnyAsI ho gayA hai isa kAraNa alaga rahanA hI pdd'egaa| ghara basAkara to na rahA jAyagA aisI vyavasthA nahI hai kintu AsthApUrvaka vaha ekAnta sthAna cAhatA hai| yaha unnati ke pada meM pahuMcane vAle yogiyo kI kathA hai| unhone nikaTa pUrva kAla meM jo mArga apanAyA thA, jJAna kiyA thA vaha jJAna hama Apa saba zrAvakajano ke karane yogya hai, jisa mArga se calakara yogI saMta mahAn AtmA hue hai, ve calakara batAte hai, ki isa rAste se hama yahAM A pAye hai, isI utkRSTa patha se calakara tuma apane Apake utkRSTa pada ko pA lo| ajJAna aura uddaNDatA- bevakUphI aura dhUrtatA - ina do ne jagata ke jIvo ko parezAna kara diyA hai| bevakUphI to yaha hai ki padArtha kA yathArtha svarUpa na vidita huA aura eka kA dUsare para adhikAra sambandha dIkhane lgaa| yaha to hai isakA ajJAna aura itane para bhI apane ko mahAn mAla lenaa| koI choTI birAdarI kA ho to vaha bhI apane ko choTA svIkAra nahI kara sakatA hai, koI nirdhana ho vaha bhI apanI dRSTi meM apane ko halkA nahI mAna sakatA hai| eka to ajJAna rahA aura ajJAna hone para bhI apane meM bar3appana kI buddhi rahe, jisase abhimAna bane aura bhI pratikriyAye karane kA yatna honA yaha hai isa mohI jIva kI dhUrdhatA / ajJAna hI hotA, sarala rahatA tA bhIadhika bigAr3a na thA, kintu ajJAna hone para bhI apane Apa meM bar3appana svIkAra karanA yaha aura kaThina coTa hai, isase parezAna hokara yaha jIva caurAsI lAkha yoniyo meM bhaTaka rahA hai| jIva kA sarvatra ekAkIpanA - yaha jIva akelA hI janmamaraNa karatA hai, sukha duHkha bhogatA hai, roga zoka Adi vedanAe~ pAtA hai, strI putrAdi ko lakSya meM lekara yaha apane rAgadveSa aura moha kA vistAra banAyA karatA hai, yahAM koI bhI isa jIva kA sAthI nahI hai| 174
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________________ ve saba kevala vyavahAra meM svArtha budvi se raMge hue isa janma meM hI sAthI ho sakate hai| koI bhI kabhI merI vipadA meM raca sAtha nahI de sakatA hai| aisI samajha dveSa ke lie nahI karanA ki ye koI sAthI nahI hai, kyo dveSa karanA? kyA tuma ho kisI ke sAthI? jaba tuma kisI ke sAthI nahI ho to koI dUsarA tumhArA sAthI kaise ho sakatA hai? yaha to vastusvarUpa hI hai| yaha dveSa ke lie samajha nahI banAnA, kintu upekSA pariNAma karane ke lie dhyAna banAnA hai| vyAmohavRtti - yaha mohI AtmA apanI bhUla se hI ina parajIvo ko apanI rakSA kA kAraNa samajhatA hai| ye merI rakSA kreNge| kaho samaya Ane para jisakA vizvAsa hai vahI vipadA kA kAraNa bana jaae| lekina moha meM jo dimAga me AyA, kyoki zuddha mArga kA to paricaya nahI hai so apanI kumati ke anusAra dUsaro kA rakSaka mAnatA hai aura unhe tyAgane meM bhaya mAnatA hai mai isa rakSaka kA tyAga kara dU~ to kahI merA gujArA na khatma ho jAya aisA bhaya mAnatA he aura kabhI viyoga ho jAya, hotA hI hai, jinakA saMyoga huA hai unakA viyoga niyama se hotA hai| taba yaha ajJAnI bar3A kleza mAnatA hai| ajJAna kI kaSTarUpatA - jo saMyoga meM harSa mAnate hai unako viyoga meM kaSTa mAnanA hI pdd'egaa| jo saMyoga ke samaya bhI viyoga kI bAta kA khyAla rakhate hai ki jinakA saMyoga huA hai unakA viyoga avazya hogA, to unake saMyoga ke samaya bhI AkulatA nahI rahatI aura viyoga ke samaya bhI AkulatA nahI rhtii| yaha mohI jIva jaba apane abhISTa kA viyoga dekhatA hai to yaha vyAkula hone lagAta hai| ajJAna dazAmeM kahI jAya to ise kaSTa hai, krodha meM rahe to bhI ajJAna se kaSTa hai| gRhasthI tyAgakara sAdhu saMnyAsI kA bhI bheSa rakha le to vahAM bhI kaSTa hai kaSTa kisI paristhiti se nahI hotA hai kintu apane ajJAna bhAva ke kAraNa kaSTa hotA hai, aura zuddha jJAna hone para kaSTa miTa jAtA hai, yaha apane meM viveka jAgRta karatA hai| viveka kyA hai? vivecana karane kA nAma viveka hai, alaga kara lene kA nAma viveka hai| viveka zabda kA artha hI alaga kara lenA hai| apane Apako samasta parapadArtho se vivikta dekhanA, apane ekatvasvarUpa ko AkanA yahI vAstavika viveka hai| , viveka vRtti - jaba yaha jIva viveka utpanna karatA hai, mai akelA hI hUM, merA koI dUsarA sAthI nahI hai, mai mere dravyatva aura agurUlaghutva svarUpa ke kAraNa apane Apa meM hI nirantara pariNamA karatA huuN| jo bhI pariNati mujhameM hotI hai, sukha ho athavA duHkha ho, ina sabakA mai akelA hI kartA aura bhoktA huuN| dUsare jana merI hI bhAMti apanA matalaba cAhate hai ina samAgamo meM rahanA kaSTadAyI mAlUma hone lagAta hai| apane AtmasvarUpa se cigakara kisI bAhA kI aura vikalpa karanA par3e ise yaha kaSTa mAnatA hai| kyo vikalpa kiyA jA rahA hai? kucha hita kI sidvi hai kyA isameM? ve saba vikalpa mere prANaghAta ke lie hai arthAt 175
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________________ zudva jo cidAnandasvarUpa hai usakA AvaraNa karane ke lie hai| una vikalpo se yaha dUra rahanA cAhatA hai| antastatva ke rUciyA kA anta Azraya vikalpo se nivRtti ke artha hI vaha nirjana sthAna meM rahane kI abhilASA karatA hai, kyoki sAdhana sAmane rahe to ve vikalpo ke nimitta bana sakate hai isalie una samAgamo ko hI chor3akara kisI nirjana sthAna meM yaha rahane kI ceSTA karane lagatA hai, karatA hai, paranta sadA ekAMta me raha jAnA bar3A kaThina hai| kSudhA, tRSA kI vedanA kA kAraNabhUta zarIra sAtha lagA hai usakI vedanA ko zAnta karane ke lie kucha samAgama honA hI par3atA hai| ye yogI kSudhA kI zAnti ke lie nagara meM bhikSAvRtti karate hai, athavA kabhI kisI se vacanAlApa kA prasaMga hotA hai to avasara para bola dete hai| bolane ke bAda phira una sabakA yaha vismaraNa kara detA hai| kyA - kyA cIjeM smaraNa meM rakkhe, kinhI parapadArtho ko apane upayoga meM basAye rahane kA kyA prayojana hai? kauna sA karja cukAnA hai, kauna sI Aphata he jisase vaha bAhrA padArtho ko apane upayoga meM rakkhe, nahI rakhanA cAhatA hai| - vRtti kI prayojanAnusAritA lAkha bAta kI bAta to yAda rahatI hai aura saba prayojano kI bAta yAda nahI rahatI hai| jaise gRhasthajanoM ko, vyApAriyo ko gRhasthI aura vyApAra kI bAta bahuta yAda rahatI hai, kaisA thAna hai, kahAM dharA hai, kaisA raMga hai, kaisI kvAliTI kA hai, sArA nakzA aba bhI khicaM sakatA hai, saba cIjo ko bhAva tAva yAda rahatA hai| dekhane kI bhI jarUrata nahI hai, zakla dekhakara batA dete ki yaha isa bhAva kA hai| to usa bAhrArUcika gRhastho ko vyApAriyo ko ye saba bAteM to yAda rahatI hai para dharma kI bAteM yA jJAna sIkhateM hai to yAda nahI rahatI hai, ThIka hai, aMta meM yaha jJAna hI prayAjana ho jaaygaa| abhI to gRhasthI ke jaMjAla kA prayojana hai, usakI sudha bahuta rahatI hai, dharma aura jJAna kI sudha nahI rahatI hai| jaba viveka jagegA, jaba yaha upayoga kucha mor3a khAyagA, taba isa jIva ko jJAna kI sudha banegI, anya saba bAteM bhUla jaayegii| - -- aprAyojanika viSaya kA vismaraNa khAne ke lAlasAMvaMtI ko kitanA yAda rahatA hai ki kala kyA khAnA hai? jo kala khAnA hai usakA sAdhana abhI se hI juTAte hai, jJAnIsaMta purUSa bhojana karate hai, para unheM bhojana kI kucha yAda nahI rahatI hai| bhojana ke samaya to cU~ki unake pAsa viveka hai so usakI bAta samajhane ke lie yAda rakhanA par3atA hai, para prayojana eka jJAna kA sAdhuo kA hI hai, isa vajaha se bhojana karate hue meM bhI bhojana ke svAda meM ve mauja nahI mAnate hai kyoki unakA upayoga jJAna kI aura lagA huA hai| bhojana karate jA rahe hai para ve usake jJAnA draSTA rahate he / 176
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________________ lokadRSTi kI prAkRtikatA - jo mana lagAkara khAye usako bhakti pUrvaka khilAne kA bhAva nahI hotA hai, jo mana na lagAkara khAye usako sabhakti khilAne ko bhAva hotA hai| yaha saba vizeSatA hai / jo mana lagAkara nahI khAte hai unako hI sAdhu kahate hai / unako AhAra dAna dene meM utsukatA gRhastha janoM ko rahatI hai, yadi koI mauja mAnakara khAye to gRhastha kA pariNAma khilAne meM bar3ha nahI sakatA hai, mana haTa jAyagA, yaha prAkRtika bAta hai| jaise gRhasthajana bhI bhojana ke lie manA karate jAe~ to khilAne vAle manAkara khilAte hai, aura lAo - lAo kaheM to parosane vAle ke umaMga nahI rahatI hai| aise hI jo jagata se upekSA karake apane svarUpa kI aura mor3a karate hai unakI sevA meM jagata daur3atA hai aura jo jagata kI aura mukha kie hue hai unakI aura se yaha jagata mur3atA hai| jJAnI kA tAtvika udyama yahA~ yaha kahA jA rahA hai ki yaha yogI jJAnI purUSa cU~ki eka alaukika Ananda kA anubhava le cukA hai| apane Apake svarUpa meM, isa kAraNa usakI prApti ke lie hI isakA udyama hotA hai aura yaha nirjana sthAna meM pahuMcanA cAhatA hai| isa AtmadhyAna ke pratApa se moha dUra ho jAtA hai, aura jahA~ sabako mana meM basAye raheM to yaha moha kaSTa detA rahatA hai, chuTTI nahI detA hai| vivikta niHzaka zuddha jJAnaprakAza jo hai vaha sarva saMkaTo se mukta hai, usake dhyAna se ye moha rAga dveSa bilkula dhvasta ho jAte hai / Atmanidhi ke rakSaNa kA purUSArtha - bhaiyA! saba kucha nyauchAvara karake bhI jJAnAnubhava kA Ananda A jAya to usane saba kucha pAyA hai| saba kucha jor3akara bhI eka jJAnasvarUpa kA paricaya nahI ho pAyA to usane kucha nahI pAyA hai| lAkho aura karor3o kI sampatti bhI jor3a le to bhI eka sAtha saba kucha chor3akara jAnA hI par3atA hai, aura jJAnasaMskAra, jJAnadRSTi zuddha Ananda kI prApti kara lenA ye saba zarIra chor3ane para bhI sAtha jAte hai| jo jJAna aura Ananda kI nidhi hai vaha kabhI chUTatI nahI hai| jo Atma kI nidhi nahI hai vaha kabhI AtmA ke sAtha rahatI nahI hai| gurU paramparA meM batAyI huI padvati ke anusAra jo AtmasvarUpa kA abhyAsa karatA hai vaha yogI dhyAna ke jo bhI sAdhana auzra svarUpa hai unakA sAkSAtkAra karatA hai arthAt jisa samaya AtmasvarUpa ke cintana meM yaha yogI lIna ho jAtA hai usa samaya use saMsAra kA koI bhI padArtha, apane prayojana kA koI bhI tatva samajhiye ise adRzya ho jAtA hai / jJAnasvarUpa ke Azraya kA prasAda - jo apane jJAna ko bAhrA padArthoM kI ora jAnane ke lie lagAe usake jJAna kA vikAsa nahI hotA hai aura jo bAhrA padArtho se haTakara kevala apane kendra ko hI jAnane kA yatna kare to svayaM hI jJAna kA eka aisA vikAsa hotA hai ki yaha lokAloka samasta eka sAtha spaSTa vijJAna hone lagAta hai| Ananda meM bAdhA dene vAlI do bAte hai- eka to jJAna na honA, dUsarI icchA banAnA / jaba kisI vastu kA jJAna nahI hai aura icchA banI huI hai to AkulatA hotI hai| kisI vastu kA jJAna nahI hai to na 177
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________________ rahane do, tuma usake jJana kI icchA aura mata karo, phira AkulatA kucha nahI hai| icchA na ho aisI sthiti taba banatI hai jaba ki jJAna spaSTa ho, isa kAraNa padArtha ke svarUpa kA parijJAna karake kevala jJAtAdraSTA rahane kA abhyAsa kare aura icchA na kare to vaha paramAtma sthiti isake nikaTa hI hai| svaMya hI to paramAtmasvarUpa hai, isakI aura Aye to kleza dUra ho| isa prakAra yaha yogI paramArtha ekAMta nija Atmatatva kI hI cAha karatA hai| bruvannapi hi na brUte gacchannapi na gcchti| sthirIkRtAtmatatvastu pazcannapi na pshyti||41 || samAdhiniSTha yogI kA vyavahAra - jisa purUSa ne Atmatatvara ko sthira kara liyA hai arthAt jo samAdhiniSTha yogI AtmAsvarUpa kA dRr3ha abhyAsI ho jAtA hai vaha prayojanavaza kadAcit kucha bole bhI, to bolatA huA bhI ataH bola nahI rahA hai kahI jAya vaha to jAtA huA bhI antaraMga se jA nahI rahA hai, kahI dekhe bhI, to vaha dekhatA huA bhI dekha nahI rahA hai| Ananda va dhAya meM upayoga - jisako jahAM rasAsvAdana ho jAtA hai usakA upayoga vahAM hI rahatA hai| jise jo bAta atyanta abhISTa hai usa abhISTa meM hI vaha sthita rahatA hai| jJAnI ko jJAna abhISTa hai isI kAraNa vaha anya kriyAe~ vivaza hokara kare to bhI vaha anya kriyAvo kA kartA nahI hai jaise pharma ke munIma kI kevala apane parivAra se sambadhita Aya para hI dRSTi hai, vahAM hI mamatva hai, aura jo lAkho kA dhana Ae usameM mamatva nahI hai| to vaha hisAba kitAba rakhakara bhI, saba kucha samhAlatA huA bhI kucha nahI samhAla kara rahA hai, athavA jaise dhAya bAlaka ko pAlatI hai, para dhAya kA prayojana to mAtra itanA hI hai ki hamArI AjIvikA rahegI, gujArA acchA celgaa| itane prayojana se hI usako mamatva hai| to vaha bAlaka kA zrRMgAra karake bhI vastutaH zrRgAra nahI kara rahI hai| aise hI jisa jJAnI purUSa ko adhyAtmarasa kA svAda AyA hai vaha pratyeka prasaMgo meM cAhatA hai kevala adhyAtma kA rsaasvaadn| jaba vaha kucha bhI bAhA meM kriyA kare to bhI una kriyAvo kA vaha karane vAlA nahI hai| yogIzvara kA vyavahAra - zuddha Atmatatva kA parama Ananda pA lene vAle yogI ke eka sirpha AtmadRSTi ke atirikta anya saba bAte, vyavasAya padArtha, nIrasa aura arUcikAra mAlUma hote hai, kisI bhakta purUSa ko kahA~ upadeza bhI denA paDe to vaha upadeza detA huA bhI na dene kI taraha hai| karmo ke udaya kI bAta vItarAga purUSo ke bhI huA karatI hai| arahaMta, tIrthakara paramAtmA ho gae, unako antaraMga se kucha bhI bolane kI icchA nahIM hai, lekina karmo kA udaya isa hI prakAra kA hai ki unakI divyadhvani khiratI hai, unake upadeza divyadhvani rUpa meM hote hai| jaba vItarAga paramAtmA ke bhI kisI sthiti taka karmodayavaza yoga hotA hai, bolanA par3atA hai, yadyapi unakA yaha bola nirahI hai aura 178
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________________ sarvAganirgata hai, kintu yaha avasthA AtmA ke sahaja nahI hotI hai| taba jo rAga sahita hai aise yogIzvara jinako vItarAga Atmatatva se prema kintu rAgAMza zeSa hai unhe koI anurodha karatA hai to ve upayoga bhI dete hai, athavA koI samaya nizcita kara diyA loga jur3a jAte hai to bolanA bhI par3atA hai, kintu vaha yogI bolakara bhI na bolane kI hI taraha hai| pratyeka prasaMga meM Atmahita dRSTi - jo Atmahita kA abhilASI hai vaha antarAtmA apane upayoga ko yahA~ vahA~ na ghumAkara apanA adhika samaya Atmacintana meM hI lagAte hai| unakA bolanA bhI isI ke lie hai| ve upadeza dene ke prasaMga meM bhI apane Apa meM jJAna kA bala bharateM hai| prAkapadavI meM AtmadhyAna ke kAma meM lagane para bhI vAsanAvaza zithilatA A jAtI hai aura upayoga anyatra calane lagatA hai to vaha yogI dUsaro ko kucha sunAne ke rUpa se apane Apa meM apanI zithilatA ko dUra kiyA karate hai, ve apanI dRSTi sudRr3ha banAteM hai| jo jisakA prayojaka hai, jisane jo apanA prayojana socA hai vaha saba prasaMgo me apane prayojana kI sita jaise ho usa padvati se pravRtti karatA hai| jJAnI ke kriyA meM Asakti kA abhAva - bhaiyA! svapara ke upakAra Adi kAraNo se unhe vacana bhI kucha kahane paDege to bolate hai, para na bolane kI taraha hai| zarIra se kucha karanA par3e to karate hai, para na karane kI taraha hai kisI bhI kriyA meM jJAnI kI Asakti nahI hai, anya bAteM kucha bhI unake dhArmika prasaMga kI bAteM hai una bAto ko bhI ve antaraMga rUci se nahI karate hai, arthAta yahI merA dhyeya hai aisI unakI rUci nahI rahatI hai| kintu sahaja aMtaH prakAzamAna jo aMtastatva hai usakI siddhi ke lie vyavahAra dharma kA pAlana karate hai / itanI parama viviktA ina jJAnI saMto ke prakaTa hotI hai, ye kucha karate hae bhI na karane kI taraha hai| jo purUSa AtmadhyAna ke atirikta anya kriyAvo meM cira kSaNa taka upayoga nahI dete hai ve jJAnabala se aisA baliSTa banate hai ki ve AtmasvarUpa se vyuta nahI ho skte| unake Atma zAnti meM kisI bhI nimitta se bAdhA na ho skegii| sukha duHkhAdi kI jJAnakalA para nirbharatA -' sukha aura duHkha dono kA honA jJAna aura ajJAna para nirbhara hai| jo sAMsArika sukha hai aura duHkha hai ve to ajJAna para nirbhara hai kintu sukho meM parama sukha athavA zuddha Ananda vaha jJAna prakAza para nirbhara hai| yahI baiThe hI baiThe kisI parapadArtha se thor3A sambaMdha kI dRSTi mAna le to cAhe vaha anukUla ho aura cAhe pratikUla ho, dAno hI sthitiyo meM sambadhaM budvi vAlA purUSa duHkhI hogaa| saMsAra ke sabhI jIva apanA duHkha lie hue bhramaNa kara rahe hai| ve duHkho ko tyAgakara vizrAma se nahI baiTha pAte hai jJAna binA sArA sAja zrRMgAra, baDappana, mahatva, vyApAra, vyavasAya caTakamaTaka saba vyartha hai| kise kyA dikhAnA hai, kauna yahA~ hamArA prabhu hai jisako hama apanA camatkAra zrRMgAra sAja dhAja batAe~? yaha jo hamArA amUrta AtmA hai use to koI jAnatA nhii| jo ye 179
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________________ dRzyamAna hai, piDaM hai, ye svayaM acetana hai| ye mai hUM nahIM, taba phira kisI ko kucha bhI jatAne kA abhiprAya vaha mithyA hai| ahaMkAra va mamakAra kA doSa vyAmohI jIvo meM ahakAra aura mamakAra ye do doSa bar3e lage hue hai| jisa paryAya meM yaha jIva jAtA hai usa hI paryAya ko aha rUpa se mAnane lagatA hai, maine kiyA aisA, maiM aisA kara dUMgA, merA aba yaha kArya-krama hai| eka to paryAya meM ahaMbuddhi lagA lI hai, yaha ahaMkAra kA mahAdoSa isa jIva meM lagA huA hai| dUsarA roSa mamakAra kA hai| kisI bhI parapadArtha ko yaha merA hai aisA mamatva pariNAma isa jIva ke banA huA hai| dono hI pariNAma mithyA hai, kyoki na to kucha bAhrA mai hUM aura na kucha bAhrA mere hai| yaha saMsAra isa hI aMhakAra aura mamakAra kI preraNA se duHkhI ho rahA hai| jJAnI purUSa ke kisI bhI parapadArtha meM Asakti nahI hotI hai| vaha kisI bhI para ko apanA nahI mAnatA, apane se para kA kucha sambandha nahI samajhatA hai| aupAdhika dekho loka meM vicitra prakRti ke manuSya bhI dekhe jAte hai| koI manuSya to itanI kRpaNatA rakhate hai ki kisI bhI sthiti meM raMca bhI udAratA nahI dikhA sakate hai, cAhe kitanA hI dhana luTa jAya yA kitanI hI AdhivyadhiyAM upasthita ho jAne se yo hI hajAro kA dhana luTa jAya, para apane hAtha se kisI bhI dharmaprasaMga ke lie kucha dene kA sAhasa nahI kara pAte hai aura kitane hI purUSa apanI sampatti se atyanta udAsIna rahate hai, apanI udAratA kisI bhI dhArmika prasaMga meM banI rahatI hai| yaha vicitratA, ye jIva ke pariNAma aura karmo ke udaya va kSayopazama kI yAda dilAte hai| isa jIva kI kitanI vicitra prakRtiyA~ ho gayI hai? mUla meM jIva meM kevala jJAtA draSTA rahane kI prakRti hai para apanI usa mUla prakRti ko tor3akara, paraprakRtiyoM se utpanna huI prakRtiyo meM yaha laga gayA hai aura una prakRti pariNAmo se duHkhI rahatA hai, saMsAra bhramaNa karatA hai| jo tatvajJAnI jIva hai ve prakRti ke jAla ko tyAgakara apanI zuddha prakRti meM jAte hai| maiM jJAnAnandasvarUpa hUM, cidAnandamAtra hUM aisI unakI dRSTi rahatI hai| ve kahI bhI rAgI nahI hote hai / - moha kI aMdherI moha kI aMdherI AnA sabase bar3I vipatti hai aura apane AtmA meM jJAna kA prakAza honA sabase baDI sampadA hai| isa bAhrA pRthvIkAyaka sampadA ko koI kahA~ taka samhAlegA? kisI bhI kSaNa yaha samhAla nahI pAtA hai| cIja jaisI Ae, Ae para yaha jIva kisI bhI sampadA ko samhAlatA ho aisI bAta nahI hai / vaha to apanI kalpanAvoM me hI guthA rahatA hai| isa mAyAmayI jagata apanI pojIzana kI dhuna banAnA yaha mahAvyAmoha hai / are arahaMta siddha kI taraha nirmala jJAtAdraSTA raha sakane yogya yaha AtmA Aja itane kivaTa karma aura zarIra ke bandhana meM par3A hai| isakI pojIzana to yahI bigar3I huI hai| aba isa jhUThamUTha pojIzana kI kyA samhAla karanA hai| pojIzana kI samhAla karanA ho to vAstavika padvati se pojIzana kI samhAla karane meM laga jAie, yaha svAthamayI duniyA tumhArA hita na 180
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________________ kara sakegI, tumhAre hita ke karane vAle mAtra tuma hI ho, isase apane Apake kalyANa kA udyama karanA zreyaskara hai| jJAnI kI dRSTi - jJAniyo ke aisI zudva dRSTi jagI hai ki ve usa dRSTi ko chor3a nahI sakate hai| naTa kitane bhI khela dikhAye aura kisI bAMsa para car3hakara gola - gola phire, rassI para pairoM se cale, itane Azcaryajanaka khela naTa dikhAtA hai, para usa naTa kI dRSTi kighara hai, kArya kyA kara rahA hai aura dRSTi kighara hai? usameM bheda hai| jo kara rahA usa para dRSTi nahI hai| manuSya bhI jaba calatA hai to jisa jamIna para paira rakhatA hai usa jamIna ko dekhakara nahI calatA hai, agara utanI jagaha ko dekhakara cale to cala nahI sakatA hai, gira pdd'egaa| usakI dRSTi prakRtyA cAra hAtha Age rahatI hai| paira jisa jagaha rakhA jA rahA hai usa jagaha ko dekhakara kauna paira rakhatA hai? kriyA hotI hai, dRSTi usase Age kI rahatI hai| kevala kriyAvo para hI dRSTi rahe to usakA mArga rUka jAyagA, Age bar3ha hI nahI sakatA hai| yo yaha jJAnI pratyeka kriyAvo meM apane aMtaH svarUpa meM magna rahane kA yatna karatA hai| jJAniyoM kI alaukikI vRtti - jisane apane AtmatatTa ko sthira kiyA hai usake hI aisI alaukika vRtti hotI hai| jJAnI aura ajJAnI kA pravartana paraspara ulTA hai| jise jJAnI cAhatA hai use ajJAnI nahI cAhatA, jise ajJAnI cAhatA hai use jJAnI nahI caahtaa| sAdhu saMta aise r3haga kA kamaNDala rakhate hai ki kisI aMsayamI ko curAne taka kA bhI bhAva na ho sake, aura kI to bAta jAne do| yaha jJAnI ajJAniyoM se kitanA ulTA cala rahA hai? duniyA caTaka maTaka kA bartana rakhatI hai ora ve sAdhu eka kATha kA kamaMDala rakhate hai, aura maukA par3a jAya to kucha samaya ke lie vana meM par3I asvAmika miTTI kA bartana yA tUmar3I Adi kA ve prayoga kara lete hai, asaMyamI jana paMlaga gaddA takiyo para leTane kA yatna karate hai, jJAnI jana jamIna meM hI loTate hai kabhI koI paristhiti Ae to ve kucha tRNa sodha bichAkara leTa rahate hai, kitanI paraspara meM ulTI pariNati hai| jo loka na kara sake vaha kiyA jAya usakA nAma hai aloka kI vRtti| aise alaukika nija paramArtha kAryo meM dRSTi hone para bhI kitanI hI paristhitiyA~ aisI hotI hai ki ve anya viSayaka kArya bhI karate hai kintu ve kArya karate hue bhI na karate hue kI taraha hai| vartamAna saMga me jJAnI kI anAsthA para eka dRSTAnta - eka amIra purUSa rogI ho jAya to usake ArAma ke kitane sAdhana juTAe jAte hai, acchA havAdAra aura manaH priya kamare meM Asana bichAnA, komala palaMga gadde roja-roja kapar3e dhulakara bichAe jAe~, do cAra mitra jana usakA dila bahalAne ke lie upasthita rahA kare, samaya samaya para DAkTara vaidya loga Akara usakI sevA kiyA kare, eka do naukara aura bar3hA diya jAye, kitane sAdhana hai itane ArAma ke sAdhana hone para bhI kyA rogI yaha cAhatA hai ki aisA hI palaMga mere par3ane 181
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________________ ko rAta dina milA kare, aisA hI ArAma roja-roja mujhe milatA rahe? jaba koI purUSa bimAra ho jAtA hai to usakI khabara lene vAle loga adhika ho jAte hai, haTTe kaTTe me koI jyAdA priya bAteM nahIM bolte| bImAra ho jAne para riztedAra, mitrajana kuTumbIjana bahuta premapUrvaka vyavahAra karate hai| itanA ArAma hone para bhI rogI purUSa to yaha cAhatA hai ki mai kaba isa khaTiyA ko chor3akara do mIla paidala calane lgeN| yo hI jJAnI vartamAna saMga meM AsthA nahI rakhatA hai| jJAnI kI pravRtti ke prayojana para eka dRSTAnta - yaha rogI davAI bhI sevana karatA hai aura davAI samaya para na mile to davAI dene vAle para jhujhaMlA bhI jAtA hai, davA kyAM dera se lAye? bar3A prema vaha davAI se dikhAtA hai, usa auSadhi ko vaha merI davA, merI davA - aisA bhI kahatA jAtA hai, usako acchI taraha se sevatA hai, phira bhI kyA vaha aMtaraMga meM yaha cAhatA hai ki aisI auSadhi mujhe jIvanabhara khAne ko milatI rahe? vaha auSadhi ko auSadhi na khAnA par3e isalie khAtA hai, auSadhi khAte rahane ke lie auSadhi nahI khaataa| aise hI jJAnI purUSa apane-apane pada ke yogya viSayasAdhana bhI kare, pUjana kare, anya anya bhI viSayo ke sAdhana banAe~ to vahA~ para ye jJAnI viSayo ke lie viSayo kA sevana nahI karate, kintu ina viSayo se zIghra mujhe chuTTI mile isake lie viSayo kA sevana karate hai| jJAnI kI isa lIlA ko ajJAnI jana nahI jAna skte| jJAnI kI hor3a ke lie ajJAnI bhI yadi aisA kahe to usakI yaha korI bakavAda hai| karmabandha kA kAraNa - karmabaMdha Azaya se hotA hai| DAkTara loga rogI kI cikitsA karate hai, Aparezana bhI karate hai aura usa prasaMga meM koI rogI kadAcit gujara jAya to use koI hatyArA nahI kahatA hai, aura na sarakAra hI hatyArA karAra kara detI hai Azaya usakA hatyArA kA nahI thA, aura eka zikArI zastra baMdUka lie hue bana meM kisI pazu pakSI kI hatyA karane jAya, aura na bhI vaha hatyA kara sake to bhI usa sazastra purUSa ko loga hatyArA kahate hai, sarakAra bhI use hatyArA karAra kara detI hai| Azaya se karmabadhaM hai, jJAnI jIva ko apane kisI bhI pariNamana meM Asakti nahI hai, ahaMkAra nahI hai| paryAyabudvi sabase bar3A aparAdha hai| jo apane kisI bhI vartamAna pariNamana meM 'yaha mai hUM' aisA bhAva rakhatA hai usa purUSa ke karmabadhaM hotA hai, aura jo virakta rahA karatA hai usake karmabadhaM nahI hotA hai| sArabhUta zikSA - pUjya zrI kundakunda prabhu ne samayAsAra meM batAyA hai aura aneka adhyAtma yogiyoM ne apane granthoM meM batAyA hai| jo jIva rAgI hotA hai vaha karmo se ba~dhatA hai, jo jIva rAgI nahI hotA hai vaha karmo se chUTatA hai, itanA jinAgama ke sAra kA saMkSepa hai| jinhe saMsAra saMkaTo se mukta hone kI abhilASA he unheM cAhie ki pratyeka padArtha ko bhinna aura mAyAmaya jAnakara unameM rAga ko tyAga de| unameM rUci karane kA phala kevala kleza hI hai aura vinAzIka cIja meM mamatA banA lenA yaha bAlakoM jaisA karataba hai| kisI pAnI bharI 182
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________________ thAlI meM rAta ke samaya candramA kA pratibimba par3a rahA ho to bAlaka usa pratibimba ko uThAkara apanI jeba meM rakhanA cAhatA hai, para aisA hotA kahA~ hai| taba vaha duHkhI hotA hai| para kI haTha kA kleza - eka bAlaka ne aisA haTha kiyA ki hameM to hAthI cAhie to bApa na pAsa ke kisI bar3e ghara ke purUSa se nivedana karake hAthI ghara ke sAmane bulA liyaa| aba lar3ake ke sAmane hAthI to A gayA, para vaha haTha kara gayA ki mujhe to yaha hAthI kharIda do| to usake ghara ke bAr3e meM vaha hAthI khar3A karavA diyA aura kahA, lo beMTA yaha hAthI tumhe kharIda diyA hai, itane para bhI vaha rAjI na huA, bolA ki isa hAthI ko hamArI jeba me dhara do / aba batAvo hAthI ko kauna jeba meM dhara degA? jo bAta ho nahI sakatI usa bAta para haTha kI jAya to usakA phala kevala kleza hI hai| jo bAta ho sakatI hai, jo bAta hone yogya ho, jisa bAta ke hone meM apanI bhalAI ho usa ghaTanA se prIti karanA yaha to hitakara bAta hai, para anahonI ko honI banAne kI haTha sukhadAyI nahI hotI hai| jJAnI purUSa to apane Apako jaisA cAheM banA sakate hai, isa nirNaya ke kAraNa apane para hI prayoga karate hai| kisI paravastu meM kisI prakAra kI haTha nahI karate hai| isa kAraNa ye adhyAtmayogI sadA aMtaH prasanna rahA karate hai| kimidaM kIdRzaM kasya ksmaatkvetyvishessyn| svadehamapi nAvaiti yogI yogaparAyaNaH / / 42|| ekAnta antastatva kI upalabdhi - kucha pUrva ke zloko meM yaha dazAryA thA ki jo loka meM uttama tatva hai, sArabhUta vastu he vaha nija ekAnta meM hI prakaTa hotI hai| nija ekAnta kA artha hai jisa citta meM rAgadveSa kA kSobha nahI hai| aise sarva vivikta eka isa dharmI AtmA meM hI usa tatva kA udbhava hotA hai| jo loka meM sarvotama aura zaraNabhUta hai apane Apa meM hI vaha tatva hai jisake darzana hone para saMsAra ke samasta saMkaTa Tala jAte hai| eka isa aMtastatva ke mile binA cAhe kitanI hI sampadA kA saMcaya ho jAya kintu saMsAra ke saMkaTa dUra nahI ho sakate hai jisako bAhA padArtho kI cAha hai usa para hI saMkaTa hai aura jise kisI prakAra kI vAJachA nahI hai vahA~ koI saMkaTa nahI hai| jJAnI ke antaraMga meM sAhasa - jJAnI purUSa meM itanA mahAna sAhasa hotA hai ki kaisI bhI paristhiti Ae sarva paristhitiyoM meM merA kahI bhI raMca bigAr3a nahI hai| are loka vibhUti ke kama hone se athavA na hone se ina mAyAmaya purUSo ne to kucha sammAna na kiyA , athavA kucha nindA bharI bAta kaha dI to isameM merA kyA nuksAna ho gayA? maiM to Anandamaya jJAnasvarUpa tatva hUM, aisA nirNaya karake jJAnI ke aMtaH meM mahAn sAhasa hotA hai| jisa tatva ke darzana meM yaha sAhasa aura saMkaTo kA vinAza ho jAtA hai, usa tatva ke darzana ke lie, usa tatva ke abhyAsa ke lie anurodha kiyA gayA thaa| 183
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________________ viSayokI arUci va svasaMvedana - jyo - jyo yaha jJAnaprakAzamAtra Atmatatva apane upayoga meM samAtA jAtA hai tyo tyo sthiti hotI hai ki ye sulabha bhI viSaya usako rUcikara nahI hote hai, aura viSayo kA arUcikara honA aura jJAnaprakAzakA bar3hanA - ina donA meM hor3a laga jAtI hai| yaha vairAgya bhI isa jJAnase Age-Age bar3hatA hai aura yaha jJAna vairAgyake Age-Age bar3hatA hai| isa abhISTa hor3ake kAraNa isa yogI ke upayoga meM yaha sArA jagata indrajAlakI taraha zAMta ho jAtA hai| ye kevala eka AtmalAbhakI icchA rahatI hai, anyatra use pachatAvA hotA hai, aisI lagana jise lagI ho mokSamArga use milatA hai| kevala bAtose gapoDose zAnti to nahI mila sakatI hai| koI eka bAbU sAhaba mAnA bambaI jA rahe the| to par3ausI seThAnI, bahuve A Akara bAbUjIse kahatI hai ki hamAre mutrAko eka khelanekA jahAja lA denA, koI kahatI hai ki hamAre mutrAko khelane kI relagAr3I lA denaa| bahuto ne bahuta bAteM khii| eka garIba bur3hiyA AyI do paise lekr| bAbUjI ko paise dekara bolI ki do paisAkA mere munne ko khelane kA miTTI kA khilaunA lA denaa| to bAbU jI kahate hai ki bur3hiyA mA~ munnA terA hI khilaunA khelegA, aura to saba gappeM karake calI gyii| to aise hI jo zAnti kA mArga hai usa mArga meM gupta rahakara kucha bar3hatA jAya to usako hI zAnti prApti hogI, kevala bAtose to nhii| cittameM kIrti aura yazakI vAJachA ho, bar3A dhanI honekI vAJachA ho, acetana asAra tatvo me upayoga rama rahA ho vahA~ zAnti kA darzana nahI ho sakatA hai| antastatvake lAbhakI spRhA - yaha yogI kevala eka AtmAlAbhameM hI spRhA rakhatA hai, yaha ekAMta Atmatatko cAhatA hai aura bAhAmeM ekAMta sthAnako cAhatA hai| yahA~ kucha bhI bAhA prayoga kriyAkANDa bolacAla AnA jAnA kucha bhI nahI cAhatA hai| usane apaneM upayoga meM Atmatatvako sthira kiyA hai, aise yogIkI kahAnI Aja isa zloka meM kahI jA rahI hai ki ve yogI aMtaraMga meM kyA kiyA karate hai? jJAnI kI kRtikI jijJAsA - yahA~ jIvoMko karane karanekI Adata par3I hai isalie yaha jJAnImeM bhI karanekA jJAna karanA cAhatA hai ki ye yogI kyA kiyA karate hai isakA samAdhAna karanese pahile thor3A yaha batAyeM ki yaha adhyAtmayogI saMta jo isa tatvake abhyAsameM udyata huA hai isa yogAbhAsameM prAk padavImeM kyA-kyA nirNaya apane samayAme banAyA thA? jisa AtmatatvakI use lagana lagI hai vaha Atmatatva kyA hai? vaha Atmatatva rogadveSa Adika vAsanAvo se rahita kevala jAnanahAra rahanerUpa jo jJAnaprakAza hai yaha Atmatatva hai| yaha jJAna prakAzarUpa Atmatatva nirvikalpa nirAkula nirvAdha hai jisameM koI prakArakA saMkaTa nahI hai aisA zuddha prakAza hai| yaha prakAza isa AtmAmeM hI abhinna rUpase prakaTa huA hai| isakA svAmI koI dUsarA nahI hai aura na isakA prakAza kisI dUsareke aghIna hai| yaha tatva isa AtmAmeM hI prakaTa huA, aise usa jJAnAmRtakA bahuta-bahuta upayoga 184
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________________ lagAkara yogI pAna kiyA karatA thaa| isake phalameM aba pUrNa abhyasta huA hai| aba ye yogI kyA kiyA karatA hai usake saMbaMdha meM jijJAsukA prazna hai| kartRtvabudvikA roga - karanA, karanA yahI to eka saMsArakA roga hai| yaha jijJAsu rogakI bAta pUcha rahA hai ki isa samaya kaunasA roga hai, arthAta yaha kyA karatA hai, jagata ke jIva karaneke roga meM duHkhI hai| saba bImAra hai, kaunasI bImArI lagI hai? sabako nirakho kisI bhI gA~va nagara zahara meM nambara 1 ke ghara se lekara aMtake nambara ke ghara taka dekha Avo, sabhI kucha na kucha bImAra ho rahe hai, kucha na kucha karanekA saMkalpa banA huA h| ye karaneke AzayakI bImArIkA duHkha bhAgate jA rahe hai| kyA usa hI roga kI bAtako yaha jijJAsu pUcha rahA hai? koI eka rUI dhunane vAlA thaa| vaha videza kisI kAraNa gayA thaa| vahAM se pAnI ke jahAjase A rahA thaa| to usa jahAja meM musAphira eka hI koI thA aura eka yaha svaMya, kintu sAre jahAjameM rUI ladI huI thii| hajAro mana rUI dekhakara usa dhuniyAke dilameM bar3I coTa phuNcii| hAya yaha sArI rUI hamako hI dhunanI pdd'egii| basa usake sira darda zurU ho gayA, ghara pahuMcate -pahecate teja bukhAra ho gayA, karAhane lgaa| DAkTara Ae, para vahAM koI bImArI ho to vaha ThIka ho| vaha to mAnasika kalpanAkA roga thaa| eka catura vaidya AyA, usane pUchA- bAbA jI kahAM se tuma bImAra hue? bolA hama videzase pAnIke jahAjase A rahe the, basa vahI rAsteMme bImAra ho ge| acchA usameM kauna-kauna thA? thA to koI nahI (bar3I gaharI sAMsa lekara kahA) bolA - eka hI musAphira thA, magara usame hajAro mana rUI ladI huI thii| usakI Aha bharI AvAja ko sunakara vaha saba jAna gyaa| bolA - are tuma usa jahAjase Ae, vaha to Age kisI baMdaragAhapara pahuMcakara Aga laga jAnese jalakara bhasma ho gyaa| jahAja aura rUI saba kucha khatma ho gyaa| itanI bAta sunate hI vaha caMgA ho gyaa| to saba karaneke roga ke bImAra hai| kartRtvabudvike rogakI cikitsAkI carcA - bhaiyA ! kartRtvabudvike rogase paira eka jagaha nahI thama jAte hai, citta eka jagaha nahI laga pAtA hai, jagata ke jIvomeM pakSapAta maca gayA hai, yaha merA hai, yaha gaira hai, ye kitanI prakArakI bImAriyAM utpanna ho gaI hai| ina sabakA kAraNa kartRtvakA Azaya hai| maiM karatA hUM to yaha hotA hai, mai na karU~ to kaise hogA? yaha nahI vidita hai ki yadi hama ne karege to ye padArtha apane pariNamate rahane ke dravyatvako tyAga deMge kyA? khaira jijJAsuko adhikAra hai kaisA bhI prazna puuche| usa praznakA uttara yahA~ diyA jA rahA hai| ki yaha yogI to apane upayogako jor3a rahA hai aura kucha nahI kara rahA hai| to jijJAsu mAno punaH pUchatA hai ki kyA vaha yogI apane bAremeM sunasAna hai, kucha apane ApakA cintana aura bhAna hI nahI kara rahA hai kyA? uttara isIkA diyA gayA hai pUrva pAdameM ki yaha anubhavameM Ane vAlA tatva kyA hai, kaisA hai, kisakA hai, kahA~ se AyA, kahA~ para 185
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________________ hai, isa prakArakA koI bhI vikalpa vahA~ nahI maca rahA hai, aura isI kAraNa vaha apane dehako bhI nahI jAna rahA hai| anAtmatatvake parijJAnakI anapekSA - jisa purUSako bhedavijJAnakA upayoga ho rahA he vaha jisase apaneko bhinna karatA hai usa heya tatvako phira bhI jAnatA tA hai bhedavijJAna adhyAtmamArgameM pahuMcanekI sIr3hI hai jo lAkavyavahAra meM catura hote hai ve yaha kahate hai ki apane khilApha yadi kisI ne kucha kaha diyA yA kucha chapA diyA usakA yadi kucha pratyuttara de koI artha yaha hai ki usane usa nindA karanekA mahatva AMkA aura loga yaha samajheMge ki koI bAta hai taba to ise uttara denA pdd'aa| budvimAna purUSa usakI aura dRSTi bhI nahI karate hai| yaha mai zarIra se nyArA hUM, aisA socate hue yadi zarIra taka jJAna Ae, athavA koI paradravya jJAnameM Ae to yaha unnatikI cIja nahIM hai| mai zarIra meM nyArAse huuN| jisase nyArA tuma apaneko socate ho unakI vakhata to hamane pahile kara lI hai| yaha adhyAtma mArgameM calAne vAle ke prAkapadavIkI bAta kahI jA rahI hai| hotA sabake aisA hai jo zAntike mArgameM bar3hate hai| bhedavijJAna unake anivArya hai, lekina bhedavijJAna kI karate rahanA, japate rahanA itanA hI kartavya hai kyA? nhii| isase Age abheda upAsanAkA kartavya hai jahA~ yaha hI pratIta na ho rahA ho, vikalpa hI na macatA ho ki yaha deha hai, ye karma hai, ye vibhAva hai, inase mujhe nyArA honA caahie| upayogameM paravastukA amUlya - koI dharmAtmA zrAvaka aura zrAvikA the| donoM kisI gA~vako jA rahe the| Age purUSa thA, pIche strI thii| purUSa Adha pharlAga Age cala rahA thA, use rAstemaM dhUla bharI sar3akapara azarphiyokA eka r3hera dIkhA, kisIkI gira gaI hogii| use dekhakara vaha purUSa yo socatA hai ki ise dhUlase r3haka de| yadi strI ko yaha dikha jAyagA to, kahI lAlaca na A jAya, so usa azarphiyoko dhUlase DhAMkane lgaa| itane me strI A gayI, bolI yaha kyA kara rahe ho? to purUSa bolA ki maiM ina azarphiyoko dhulase DhAMka rahA hUM| kyo? isalie ki kahI tumhAre cittame inako dekhakara lAlaca na A jAya? strI bolI - are tuma bhI bar3I mUr3hatAkA kAma kara rahe ho, isa dhUlapara dhUla kyo DAla rahe ho| usa strIke cittameM vaha dhana dhUla thA, usa purUSake upayogameM azarphI hai aura strIke cittame dhUla hai to isameM to strI kA vairAgya bar3A huaa| vikalpase abhISTa kI hAni - bhedavijJAna meM, jisase apane Apako pRthaka karanekI bAta kahI jA rahI hai, vahA~ do cIjeM sAmane hai, kintu adhyAtmayogIko yaha garaja nahI hai ki marI nigAhameM kisI bhI rUpameM virAdhI tatva yAne paratatva banA rhe| isa yogIke dehakI bAta to dUra jAne do, jisa jJAnamaya tatvakA anubhavakara rahA hai usa tatvake sambadhameM bhI yaha kyA hai, kaisA hai, kahA~se AyA hai, itanA bhI vikalpa nahI kara rahA hai| vikalpa karanese AnandameM kamI A jAtI hai| jaise Apane koI bar3hiyA miThAI khAyI, mAna lo haluvA khAyA te usake 186
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________________ sambaMdha meM yadi yaha khyAla Ae ki yaha aise banA hai, itanA ghI par3A hai, itanA maidA par3A hai, aisI bAtokA khyAla bhI karatA jAya aura khAtA bhI jAya to usake khAneMme AnandameM kamI ho jaaygii| bar3I mehanata se banAyA hai to cupacApa eka tAna hokara usakA svAda le, bAte mata kare, bAteM karane se usake AnandameM kamI ho jaaygii| bar3e yogAbhyAsase, jIvanabharake jJAnArjana kI sAdhanAse, purUSokI niSkapaTa sevAse yaha tatvajJAna isane pAyA hai aura Aja yaha nirvikalpa jJAnasvarUpa aMtastatva anubhavameM A rahA hai, Ane do, aba usake sambaMdhameM kucha vikalpa bhI na karo, vikalpa karoge to AtA huA yaha anubhava haTa jAyagA / vikalpo kA uttarottara zamana yaha yogI apane adhyAtmayoga meM parAyaNa hotA huA, kisI bhI prakArakA vikalpa na karatA huA, apane dehako bhI nahI jAna rahA hai| isa jIvake kalyANamArgameM pahile to aupacArika vyavahArakA Alambana hotA hai| jaba bacapana thA to yaha mAM ke sAtha maMdirameM Akara jaise mA~ sira jhukA de vaise hI sira jhukA detA thA, use taba kucha bhI bodha na thaa| jaba kucha bar3A huA, akSarAbhyAsa kiyA, satsaMga kiyA, jJAnakI bAta sunanemeM AyI, aba kucha-- kucha jAnatatvakI aura bar3hane lgaa| aba ise vastusvarUpakA pratibodha huA, bhedavijJAna jagA / isake pazcAt jaba isa dhyAtA yogIke apane ApameM abheda jJAnAnubhUti hotI hai taba usake vikalpa samApta hote hai| isase pahile vikalpa huA karate the, jaise-jaise usakI unnatI hotI gaI vikalpokA rUpaka bhI badalatA gayA, para samasta vikalpa zAnta hue to isa jJAnatatvameM zAnta hue / jJAnabhAvakI abhirasamayatA va parabhAvabhinnatA jAnane vAlA yaha jJAna isa hI jAnane vAle jJAnake svarUpakA jJAna karane lage taba dUsare vastuke chor3ane ko avakAza kahA~ rahA? jJAna hI jAnane vAlA aura jJAna hI jAnanemeM A rahA hai taba vahA~ tIsarekI carcA kahA~ rahI? aisI jJAnAnubhUtimeM kisI bhI prakArakA vikalpa udita nahI hotA hai, vaha to nija zudva Ananda rasakA pAna kiyA karatA hai| vahA~ aise svabhAvakA anubhava ho rahA hai jisako kahA~se zurU karake batAe~? zurU bAta kisI bhI tatvakI hogI batAnemeM, to parakA nAma lekara hI ho skegaa| jisa jJAnatatvake anubhavamaM samyagdarzana prakaTa hotA vaha tatva parabhAvose bhinna hai, parapadArtho se aura parapadArtho ke nimittase jAyamAna rAgAdika bhAvose bhinna hai| AtmatatvakI paripUrNatA bhaiyA ! yahA~ usa anubhavameM Ae hue jJAna tatvakI bAta kahI jA rahI hai, parase bhinna para bhAvose bhinna hai, isameM yaha na samajhanA ki jitanA jo kucha hama TUTA phUTA jJAna kiyA karate hai una jJAno ko to manA nahI kiyA, parapadArthako manA kiyA aura rAgAdika bhAvoMko manA kiyaa| are vaha Atmatatva paripUrNa hai jisakA anubhava kiyA jAnA hai| yaha hamArA jJAna to adhUrA hai, yaha nahI hai vaha tatva, jisakA adhyAtmayogIke anubhava ho rahA hai| 187
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________________ AtmatatvakI AdyantavimuktatA - yaha antastatva parabhAva bhinna hai vaha ApUrNa hai, itane para ye nirNaya mata kara baiThanA ki jo para nahI hai, parabhava nahI hai ora pUrA hai vaha merA svarUpa hai| yo to kevala jJAnAdika zuddha vikAsa bhI merA svarUpa bana jaayege| ve yadyapi svarUpameM eka tAna ho jAte hai aura mere svarUpake zuddha vikAsa hai, parantu kevalajJAna Adika vikAsa sAdi hai, kyA unake pahile mai na thA? svarUpakA nirNaya to yathArtha honA cAhie, so yaha bhI sAtha meM jAnanA ki vaha Adi antarahita tatva hai jisakA Alambana liyA jA rahA hai shudvnymeN| AtmatatvakA ekatva va nirvikalpatya - gurUne ziSya se pUchA - kyoM ThIka samajhameM A gayA, yaha ziSya bolA - hA~, vaha parase bhinna hai, parabhAvase bhinna hai, paripUrNa hai aura zAzvata hai| ye hI to hai jJAna, darzana, zradvA, cAritra, Ananda Adika gunn| yogI samajhatA hai ki nahI-' nahI abhI tuma anubhavake mArgase bichur3e jA rahe ho, vaha ina nAnA zaktiyoke rUpa meM nahI hai, vaha to eka svarUpa hai| ziSya kahatA hai ki aba pahicAnA hai ki brahmA eka hai| to gurU kahatA hai ki brahmA eka hai aisA dhyAna tU banAyagA to tUne apanA Azraya chor3a diyA hai| tU kahI parakSetrameM yaha eka hai aisA vikalpa macAyagA, vahA~ bhI isa jJAnatatvakA anubhava nahI h| samasta vikalpajAloko chor3akara isa tatvakA tU anubhavamAtra kara / isake bAremeM tU jIbha mata hilaa| jahA~ kucha bhI jIbha hilAyI, pratipAdana karane ko calA ki terA yaha Ananda rasajJAnAnubhava saba vighaTa jaaygaa| nayapakSAtIta svarUpAnubhava - yaha yogI yoge meM parAyaNa hotA huA apane deha taka ko bhI nahI jAna rahA hai| vaha to parama ekAgratAse apane akiJacana zuddha svarUpakA hI avalokana kara rahA hai| jo apanI icchAse hI uchala rahe, jo aneka vikalpajAla tatvajJAnake sambandho bhI ho rahe hai, jisase naya pakSakI kakSA bar3ha rahI hai unakA hI ullaMghana karake nija sahajasvarUpako dekhatA hai, jo sarvatra samatArasase bharA huA hai, use jo prAptA karatA hai vaha yogI hai, dharmamaya hai| apanI samasta zaktiyo idhara udhara na phailAkara apane Apake sahaja svabhAvameM kendrita karake apane upayogako eka cinmAtra svabhAvameM sthira kara detA hai vahA~ heya aura upAdeya kA koI bhI vikalpa utpanna nahI hotA hai| upayogakI antarmukhatA eMva Ananda - jaise yaha upayoga bAharameM jAyA karatA hai vaise hI isako kyA apane ApameM lAyA nahI jA sakatA hai? jo upayoga bAharI padArtho ke jAnane meM subhaTa bana rahA hai vaha kyA apane Apake svarUpako jAnanemeM samartha nahI ho sakatA hai? parapadArtho meM hita budviko chor3akara apane ApameM vizrAma lekara apaneko jAne to vahA~ vItarAga bhAvakA rasAsvAdana ho skegaa| yogI isI paramatatvakA nirantara Ananda bhAgatA rahatA hai| 188
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________________ yo yatra nivasannAste sa tatra kurute rti| yo yatra ramate tasmAdanyatra sa na gacchati / / 43 / / upayogAnusAriNI vAsanA - jo jIva jahA~ rahatA hai usakI vahI prIti ho jAtI hai aura jahA~ prIji ho jAtI hai vahA~ hI vaha ramatA hai phira vaha apane ramyApadase atirikta anyatra kahI nahI jAtA hai| AtmAmeM eka cAritraguNa hai| vastutaH AtmAmeM guNa bheda hai nahI, kintu AtmA yathArtha jaisA hai usakA pratibodha karane ke lie jo kucha vizeSatAe~ kahI jAtI hai unako hI bheda kahA karate hai| vaise to kisI padArthakA nAma taka bhI nahI hai| kisIkA nAma lekara batAvo, jo nAma loge vaha kisI vizeSatAkA pratipAdana karane vAlA hogaa| vastuke yathArtha paripUrNa svarUpakI avaktavyatA - bhaiyA ! zuddha nAma kisIkA hai hI nhii| vyAvahArika cIjoMkA nAma lekara batAvo Apa kahege caukii| caukI nAma hai hI nhii| jisameM cAra kone hote hai use caukI kahate hai yo isakI vizeSatA batAyI hai, caukI nAma nahI hai| ghar3A jo yaMtraM meM mazInameM ghar3A jAya usakA nAma ghar3A hai| zuddha nAma nahI hai| zuddha nAmake mAyane yaha hai ki usameM vizeSakA varNana karane vAlA marma na ho| caTAI - caTa AI so cttaaii| yaha bhI usake guNakA nAma hai, usakA nAma nahI hai| saba vizeSatAvoke zabda hai| darI-derase Ae to darI yaha bhI usake guNakA nAma hai usakA nAma nahI hai| kivAra - kisIko vAre arthAt roka de usakA nAma kivaar| yaha bhI zuddha nAma nahI kSata - jisako khuba pITA jAya usakA nAma kSata hai, yaha bhI zuddha nAma nahI hai| jIva - jo prANo se jIve so jiiv| yaha bhI zuddha nAma kahA~ rahA? AtmA - jo nirantara jAnatA rahe usakA nAma hai aatmaa| kahA~ rahA usakA nAma vizeSatA batAyI hai| brahA - jo apane guNo ko bar3hAne kI aura rahA kare usakA nAma brahA hai| vastukI abhedarUpatA - vastukA guNabheda nahI hai| pratyeka padArtha jisa svarUpakA hai usa hI svarUpa hai, lekina pratibodha kiyA karAyA jA sakatA hai| usakA pratibodha vyavahArase, bhedavAdase hI kiyA jA sakatA hai| vyavahAra hI artha bheda hai| jo kisI cIjakA bhedakara de usakA nAma vyavahAra hai| to AtmA ekasvabhAvI he, para usakI vizeSatAe~ jaba batAyI jAtI hai to kahA jAtA hai ki yaha jAnatA hai isameM jJAnaguNa hai| yaha kahI na kahI ramatA hai, yaha cAritraguNa hai| jIvameM yaha prakRti par3I hai ki vaha kisI na kisI aura ramA kre| sidva ho, paramAtmA ho, yogI ho, zravAkaho, kIr3A makor3A ho, jo bhI cetana hai usameM yaha pariNati hai ki kahI na kahI ramA kre| aba jahA~ aupAdhikatA lagI hai vahA~ parabhAvameM lgegaa| jahA~ nirUpAdhitA prakaTa hotI hai vahA~ zudva svabhAva meM ramegA, para ramanekI isameM prakRti par3I hai| bahirmukhatA kA saMkaTa - yaha jIva apane upayoga se jahA~ rahatA huA ThaharatA hai usakA usa hI meM prema ho jAtA hai| isa jIvapara sabase bar3I vipadA hai bhirmukhtaakii| yaha jIva apane AnandadhAma nija svarUpameM vizrAma na lekara bAhA paratatvomeM, parapadArthomeM jo rUci 189
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________________ rakhatA hai, parapadArtho se merA hita hai, bar3appana hai aisI jo pratIti rakhatA hai usake jIvapara mahAsaMkaTa hai, parantu mohI prANI mohameM isa saMkaTako hI zrRgAra samajhate hai| pAgalapana isIko hI to kahateM he ki duniyA to ha~se ora yaha usa hI meM rAjI rhe| jJAnI jana to ha~se, jo pAgala nahI hai ve to majAka kareM athAMt unhe heya AcaraNase dekheM aura eka pAgala usa dhunameM hI masta rhe| yahA~ jitane bhI mohamatta jIva hai ve saba unmatta hI to hai| jo jJAnI purUSa hai, vivekI hai ve isakI moha budvipara hAsya karate hai| kahA~ rama gayA hai, kahA~ bhUla par3a gayI hai, aura yaha mohI purUSa una hI viSayomeM ramatA hai| kyA kare yaha mohI prANI jaba usa nirmohatAkA Ananda hI nahI mila sakA. apane ApameM jJAnakA parUSArtha hInahI kara pA rahA hai to yaha kahI na kahI to ramegA hii| ramegA viSayomeM to vaha viSayomeM hI prIti rkhegaa| aura una viSayo ke sivAya anya jagaha jAyagA nhii| ise jJAna dhyAna tapa Adi zubha prasaMga bhI nahI suujhege| dharmapAlakI niSpakSa padvati - AtmakA hita, AtmAka dharma, jisako pAlana karanese niyamase zAnti prApta hogI vaha dharma kahI bAhara na milegaa| koI niSpakSa budvise eka zAnti kA hI uddezya le le aura vizudva dharmapAlana karanekI ThAna le to vaha saba kucha apane jJAnasvarUpakA nirNaya kara sakatA hai| kabhI yaha dhokhA ho ki sabhI loga apane-apane majahabakI gAte hai, kahA~ jAkara hama dharmakI bAta sIkhe? jisa kulameM jo utpanna huA hai vaha usa hI dharma kI gAtA hai| jo jisa kulameM, dharmame utpanna huA vaha rUr3hivaza usI dharma aura kulakI gAtA hai para kahA~ hai dharma, kisa upAyase zantikA mArga mila sakegA? saMdeha ho gayA ho aura saMdeha lAyaka bAta bhI hai| apane - apane pakSakI hI saba gAte hai, saMdeha honA kisI hada taka ucita hI hai| aisI sthitimeM eka kAma kre| jisa kulameM, jisa dharmameM Apa utpanna hue hai usakI bhI bAta kucha mata soce, jo koI dUsare dharmokI bAta sunAtA ho unako bhI mata sune| para itanI ImAnadArI avazya rakkhe, itanA nirNaya kara le ki isa loka meM jo samAgama mile hai dhana vaibhava, svajana, mitrajana, ye saba bhinna hai aura asAra hai, itanA nirNaya to pUrNa kara le| isameM kisI majahabakI bAta kI AyI, yaha to eka dekhI aura anubhava kI huI bAta hai| udAsInatAmeM antastatvakA sugama darzana - dhana, kuTumba, ghara, ijjata, ye saba cIje caMda dinokI bAte hai, mAyAmayI hai| sadA rahanA nahI hai, marane para ye sAtha nibhAte nahI hai aura jIvoke bhI aise anubhava he ki jo kucha milA hai vaha sidvi karane vAlA nahI hai| ina saba anubhavoke AdhArapara itanA nirNaya karaleM ki samasta parapadArtha mere hitarUpa nahI hai, nyAre hai, unakA pariNamana mujhameM ho hI nahI paataa| aisA nirNaya karaneke bAda kisI bhI dharma, kisI bhI pakSa majahabakI bAta ne sunakara basa ArAmase kucha kSaNake lie baiTha jaaeN| kucha nahI kisIkI sunanA hai, saba apanI-apanI gAte hai| hama kahA~ saccAI DhU~Dhane ke lie dimAe 190
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________________ lagAe~? isa kAraNa samasta parako upayogase haTAkara vizrAma pAye to paramatatva svayaM dRSTa ho jaaygaa| durlabha alpa jIvanakA sadupayoga - bhaiyA ! jIvana thor3A hai, kucha varSokI jindagI hai| hama baDe-bar3e zAstrasidvAntoko jAne to 10-5 varSa to bhASA sIkhane meM hI lageMge, aura phira ekase eka bar3e ghurandhara zabda zAstrake vidvAna par3e hai| unameM bhI koI kucha artha lagAte hai, koI kucha artha lagAte hai, koI kuch| to hame kisIkI nahI sunanA hai, kisIkI nahI mAnanA hai, parama vizrAmase baiThe, ImAnadArImeM raMca bhI bAdhA mata ddaaleN| samasta paradravya bhinna hai, koI merA ahita nahI kara skte| isa nirNayako raMca bhI na bhuuleN| yadi kisI parapadArthameM hitabuddhi kI to apane Apake bala se dharmakA patA lagAnekA korA DhogaM hI haiM itanA nirNaya ho taba apane Apa svayake vizrAmase svaMyameM vaha jJAnajyoti prakaTa hogI jo niSpakSa saba samAdhAnoko hala kara degii| jJAnamayakI anubhUtime AnandavikAsa - na hotA yaha maiM jJAnamaya to jAna kahA~se letA? jo padArtha jJAnamaya nahI hai vaha kadAcit jAna hI nahI sakatA hai| aisA koI bhI udAharaNa do ki amuka padArtha ha to jJAnarahita, para jAna rahA hai| nahI udAharaNa de skte| jo jJAnamaya hai, jJAnaghana hai vahI jAnanahAra bana sakatA hai| yaha mai AtmA jJAnamaya hUM aura jJAna karanA hai yathArtha dhrmkaa| to jisake jAnanekA svabhAva hai vaha jAnego hI, vahI bAta jo yathArtha hai, hA~ rAgadveSa mohakA puTa hogA, zradvA viparIta hogI to yaha jJAnakalA viphala ho jAyagI para zradvA yarthAtha ho, parapadArtho se alagAva ho to yaha jJAna sahI kAma karegA, taba apane Apake jJAna dvArA hI yaha jJAnasvarUpakA abhyAsa karane lagegA, aura usa sthiti meM adbhUta Ananda prakaTa hogaa| manovinayase AnandakA udyama - jo Ananda jJAnAnubhUtime hotA hai vaha Ananda bhojana pAnakI samRdvi meM nahI milatA, kyoki usa prasaMgameM vikalpajAla niraMtara bane rahate hai| eka grAsa mu~hameM se nIce gayA, jhaTa dUsare grAsakI kalpanA ho uThatI hai, yaha kalpanAvokI mazIna bahuta tejIse calatI rahatI hai| eka kSaNameMhI kitanI hI kalpanAe~ kara DAlate hai aura yaha upayoga kitanI jagaha daur3a AtA hai, baDI tIvra gati hai isa mnkii| isa manakA nAma kisI ne azva rakkhA hai| azva use kahate hai jo Azu gamana kare, jo zIghra gamana kre| nAma kisIkA kahI nahI hai| isa manakA nAma azva hai| kisI jamAnemeM logone alaMkAra meM manovijayakA nAma azvamegha yajJa rakha diyA hogA, isa manako vazame karake jahA~ eka Adha kSaNa vizrAma liyA jAtA hai to use bar3A adbhuta Ananda prakaTa hotA hai| basa usameM saba nirNaya ho jAtA hai ki hamako kyA karanA hai? zAnti ke lie basa jJAtAdraSTA rahanA, rAgadveSa rahita bananA, yahI eka dharmakA pAlana hai| 191
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________________ jJAniyokA ArAdhya - bhaiyA ! aba suniye vyavahAra kI baat| hama kise pUje, kise mAne? are jo apUrva jJAnaprakAza aura zuddha AnandakA anubhava kiyA thA, yaha to karanA hai nA, yahI to dharma hai nA, yaha bAta jahA~ sAtizaya prakaTa ho vahI isakA ArAdhya huA, kahA~ jhaMjhaTa rahA, nAmapara dRSTi mata do, svarUpapara dRSTi do| nAmake lie cAhe jina kaho, cAhe ziva kaho, Izvara kaho, brahmA kaho, viSNu buddha, hari, hara ityAdi kucha bhI kaho, ye saba svarUpake nAma hai| svarUpa jahA~ sAtizaya jJAna aura sAtizaya Anandako pAye vahI hamArA Adarza hai| hameM kyA cAhie? vahI jo abhI anubhavana meM lAyA thaa| parapadArtha se dRSTi haTAkara kSaNika vizrAma lekara jo hamane anubhava kiyA thA vahI mujhe caahie| itanI adhyAtmadRSTi na rahegI to bAhara meM yaha anubhavI purUSa usa hI svarUpakI zaraNa jAyagA jahA~ yaha zuddha pUrNa prakaTa huA hai aura zuddha Ananda pUrva vikasita huA hai| basa nAmakI dRSTi to chor3a do aura svarUpako grahaNa krlo| vyavahArabhaktimeM AzrayakA prayojana - vyavahAra meM nAmakA Azraya isalie liyA jAtA hai ki hama kucha jAne to sahI ki aisA bhI koI ho sakA hai kyA? yA hama hI korI kalpanA banA rahe hai, usake nirNayake lie nAma liyA jAtA hai, RSabhanAtha, pArzvanAtha, rAmacaMdra, mahAvarI, hanumAna, lete jAvo nAma, jo jo bhI nirvANa padako prApta hue unakA nAma kisa lie lete hai, yaha karma dekhaneke lie ki hama aisA bana sakate hai yaha korI gappa to nahI he| ye-ye loga nirvANako prApta hue hai- aisA apanemeM nirNaya banAne ke lie nAma liyA jAtA hai, para nAmameM svarUpa nahI hai, svarUpa to svarUpake AdhArameM hai jo purUSa isa svarUpameM basatA hai, apane upayogako TikAtA hai vaha isa svarUpameM hI prema karegA, vahI vahI sarvatra use dikhegaa| kAmI purUSa ko sarvatra kAminI aura rUpa aura aise hI viSaya dikhate hai kyoki usakA upayoga usImeM basa rahA hai| to yogiyoko darzana sarvatra usa yoga-yogakA hI hotA hai| Azayake anusAra darzana - jo purUSa ImAnadAra hai, satya bartAva aura satya Azaya rakhatA hai use dUsare jIvake prati yaha chalI hai athavA kisIko pIDA karane vAle vicArakA hai, isa prakAra vizvAsa nahI hotA hai| sahaja to nahI hotA hai| koI ghaTanA A jAya aisI taba vaha khyAla karatA hai, oha! yaha ThIka kaha rahA thA, yaha aisA hI hai| jo dhUrta hai, jhUThA he , dagAbAja hai use aura logo para ye sacce hai aisA vizvAsa nahI hotA hai| sahaja nahI hotaa| bahuta dina rama jAya, raha jAya, ghaTanAeM ghaTe to yaha vizvAsa karatA hai| jo jisa bhAvameM rahatA huA ThaharatA hai vaha usa bhAvameM hI prIti karatA hai| viSayomeM ramanevAle vyAmohI purUSakI viSayomeM hI prIti rahatI hai aura viSayose atirikta koI dhArmika prasaMga mila jAe to vahA~ ghabar3AhaTa paidA hotI hai| kabhI - kabhI pUjA aura viSayose atirikta koI dhArmika prasaMga mila jAya tA vahA~ ghabaDAhaTa paidA hotI hai| kabhI - kabhI pUjA karanemeM, darzana karanemeM kitane udvega rahate hai? jhaTa bole, jaldI kare, kyoki upayoga dUsarI jagaha rama rahA hai| yahA~ 192
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________________ mana nahI lagatA hai aura jJAnI jIvako vyavasAya, dukAna, vyavahAra inameM mana nahI lagatA hai| yaha jaldI samaya nikala jAya, darzanakA, pravacanakA, vAcanakA, jaldI chuTTImile isake lie ajJAnI apanI tarasa banAtA hai| jo jahA~ rahatA hai usako usahImeM prIti hotI hai| yahI dekhA- jo manuSya jisa nagara meM, jisa zahara meM, jisa gA~va meM rahatA hai usakA prema vahA~ke makAna Adise ho jAtA hai| jisa TUTe phUTe makAna meM raha rahe hai, usakI eka-eka iMca bhUmi aura bhItaM ye saba kitane priya laga rahe hai, aura pAsa hI meM kisI kI aTTAlikA khar3I hai to usase prIti nahI rahatI / yaha saba upayoga meM basanekI bAta prabhAva hai| AtmIyakI priyatA - kisI seThane eka naI naukarAnI rakkhI, seThAnIkA lar3akA eka skUlameM par3hatA thA, usa naukarAnIkA lar3akA bhI usI skUla meM par3hatA thaa| seThAnI roja dopahara ko khAne ko eka DibbemeM kucha sAmAna rakhakara apane laDakeko de detI thI para eka dina denA bhUla gyii| so seThAnIne naukarAnIse khAnekA sAmAna lar3ake ko de Ane ke lie khaa| vaha bolI ki mai abhI tumhAre lar3ake ko nahI pahicAnatI to seThAnI abhimAnameM Akara bolI ki hamAre lar3ake ko kyA pahicAnanA hai? jo lar3akA saba lar3ako meM sundara ho vahI hamArA lar3akA hai| sambhava hai ki aisA hI rahA ho / vaha naukarAnI vaha sAmAna lekara skUla pahuMcI to vahA~ use apane lar3ake se sundara koI lar3akA na dikhaa| so usane apane hI bacce ko sArI miThAI khilA dI aura ghara vApisa A gii| zAma ko jaba vaha lar3akA ghara AyA to mA~ se bolA ki Aja tumane hameM khAne ko kucha bhI nahI bhejA, so mA~ kahatI hai ki maine naukarAnI ke hAtha bhejA to thaa| naukarAnI ko bulAkara pUchA ki hamAre bacce ko khAne ko sAmAna nahI diyA thA kyA ? to naukarAnI bolI ki diyA to thaa| tumane hI to kahA thA ki skUla meM jo sabase acchA baccA ho, vahI hamArA baccA hai, so mujhe to sabase acchA baccA merA hI dikhA to usI ko miThAI dekara maiM calI aayii| yahI hai saba mohiyo kI dshaa| bAdhaka se madhura bhASaNa bAdhakatA ke vilaya kA kAraNa - are tuma hI hamArI zaraNa ho, tuma hI sabase pyAre ho, aise do cAra zabda hI to bola denA hai, phira to jI jAna lagAkara vaha ApakI sevA kregaa| kitanI moha kI vicitra lIlI hai? itane para bhI itanA nahI kiyA jA sakatA hai ki madhura zabda bola de| madhura vacana bolane meM sarvatra Ananda hI Ananda milegA, saMkaTa na raheMge, lekina jisapara moha hai usake prati to madhura vacana bole jA sakate hai aura jahA~ moha nahI hai vahA~ madhura vacana bolanA kucha kaThina ho jAtA hai aura jinhe apane viSayasAdhanoM meM bAdhaka mAna liyA unake prati to madhura bola bola hI nahI sket| yadi unase bhI madhura vacana bola le to bAdhaka bAdhakatA ko tyAgakara sAdhaka bana sakate hai, para itanA isa mohI purUSa se nahI ho pAtA hai| 193
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________________ adhyAtmaraNa kA kAraNa prakaraNa meM yaha kahA jA rahA hai ki jo jahA~ ThaharatA hai vaha usa hI meM prIti karatA hai, aura unameM hI sukha kI kalpanA karake bAra - bAra bhakti kA yatna karatA hai aura AnandadhAma jo nisvarUpa hai usakI aura jhAMkakara bhI nahI dekhatA hai| lekina jaba dRSTi badala jAtI hai, adhyAtma meM zradvA utpanna ho jAtI hai taba bAhrA padArtho se haTakara eka nija zuddha svarUpa kI aura hI rati ho jAtI hai| taba cintana aura manana ke abhyAsa ke bAda sahaja zuddha Ananda kA anubhava hone lagatA hai| aba use bAhrApadArtha raMca bhI rUcikara nahI rahate hai| kyA vajaha hai ki yaha yogI apane me hI rama rahA hai aura bAhara meM nahI ramanA cAhatA? isa prazna kA uttara isa zloka meM diyA hai| jise apane svarUpa meM hI rati hai vaha vahI rahakara Ananda pAyA karatA hai / agacchaMstadvizeSeNAmanabhijJazca jAyate / ajJAtatadvizeSastu badvayate na vimucyate / / 44 / / vizeSo ke anupayoga se bandhana kA abhAva jisa manuSya kA upayoga jisa viSaya meM cirakAla taka rahatA hai usakI usa viSaya meM hI prIti ho jAtI hai, phira vaha purUSa usa hI me ramatA hai| usa viSaya ke sivAya anya kisI bhI jagaha usakA citta nahI jAtA hai| jaba usakAcita kisI anya viSaya meM nahI jAtA hai to una viSayo kI vizeSatAvo kA bhI vaha anabhijJa rahatA hai| vizeSatAe~ kyA hai yaha vastu sundara hai, yaha asundara hai, iSTa hai, aniSTa hai, merA hai, terA hai Adi jo vizeSatAvo kI satarageM hai ve kahA~ se uThe ? jaba usa viSaya ke sambandha meM upayoga diyA hI nahI jA rahA hai to ve vizeSa kahA~ se utpanna hoge| jaba ve vizeSa utpanna nahI hue arthAt parapadArtha ke sambaMdha me iSTa aniSTa bhAvanA na huI to yaha jIva ba~dhatA nahI hai balki bAtmasaMyama hone ke kAraNa mukta ho jAtA hai / - - sneha kA gupta, vilakSaNa, dRr3ha bandhana loka meM bhI dekha lo, jisako iSTa mAnA usI kA bandhana laga gyaa| Apa saba yahA~ baiThe hai, pradezo meM na ghara ba~dhA hai, na svajana parijana ba~dhe hai, saba padArtha apane apane sthAna meM hai, lekina citta unameM hai, unakA sneha hai to Apa ghara chor3akara nahI jA skte| yaha bandhana kahA~ se laga gayA? na koI rassI kA baMdhana hai, na sAMkala kA bandhana hai, na koI pakar3e hue hai| yaha hI khuda sneha pariNamana se pariNamakara ba~dha jAtA hai| isa padArtha kA vizeSa jJAna na ho to sneha kyoM hogA, cArUdatta seTha jaba lokavyavahAra kI bAto se pare rahatA thA, usakI niSkAma pravRtti thI vivAha ho jAne para bhI vaha apane kevala dharmasAdhanA me hI rahatA thA / taba parivArane ciMtA kI yaha to ghara meM rahate hue bhI vibhakta hai, aise kaise ghara calegA to upAya rcaa| vaha upAya kyA thA, kisI se sneha kA pariNamana to A jAya / na ghara meM sahI, para eka vaha pragati to bana jAya ki yaha sneha karane lge| upAya aisa hI kiyA / vaizyA kI galI meM se usakA cAcA 194
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________________ cArUdatta ko sAtha lekara gyaa| pahile se hI progrAma thaa| sAmane se koI hAthI chur3avAyA gyaa| usase kaise baceM so eka vaizyA ke ghara ve donA cale ge| jAna to bacAnA thaa| vahA~ jAkara zaMtaraMja Adi khilavAyA aura jo jo kucha khaTapaTa hai unameM bhulaayaa| yaha catura thA, yaha bhI khela meM zAmila ho gyaa| basa sneha kA badhana ba~dha gyaa| sabase bar3A bandhana hai sneha ke bandhana se jakar3a denaa| sneha bandhana meM viDambanAye - eka dohA meM kahate hai - hAle phUle ve phirai hota hamAro vyaav| tulasI gAya bajAya ke deta kATha meM pAva / kevala eka vivAha kI bAta nahI hai| kisI se kisa hI prakAra sneha kA bandhana ho jAya to vaha jIvana meM zalya kI taraha duHkha detA hai| paricaya ho gayA nA aba / bolacAla rahana-sahana saba hone se sneha bana gyaa| aba isa mohI kI dRSTi meM jagata ke anya jIva kucha nahI lagate aura ye eka do jIva isake lie sarva kucha hai| ghara kA AdamI jisase bandhana hai, bImAra par3a jAe to karajA lekara bhI usakA upacAra karatA hai| ghara ko to saba lagA hI degA aura kadAcit koI par3ausI bImAra ho jAe to kucha bhI lagA sake aisI himmata bhI nahI kara paataa| koI dharmAtmA bImAra ho jAya to usake lie kucha bhI nahI hai| yadi kucha thor3A bahuta lagAyA jAtA to lokalAja se, para jaise bhItara se eka rUci utpanna hokara ghara vAle kI sevA kI jAtI hai isa prakAra aMtaraMga se rUci utpanna hokara kisI dharmAtmAjanoM kI sevA kI jA sake, aisA nahI ho pAtA hai| ye saba moha ke nacAye hue kahA~-kahA~ kyA-kyA nAca nacate hai? rahanA kucha nahI hai sAtha meN| caMda dino kI cA~danI hai, chor3anA saba kucha par3atA hai, para una hI caMda dino meM aisI vAsanA banA lete hai ki bhava-bhava meM kleza bhogane par3ate hai| AtmaguNAnurAga meM bAhRA kA anupayoga - jo manuSya jina padArtho ke cintana meM tanmaya ho jAtA hai use to usame guNa dIkhate he aura usake atirikta anya padArtha ke guNa nahI dIkhate, na doSa dIkhate, hita ahita kisI bhI prakAra se jJAna nahI rahatA, isI kAraNa anya se sambandha nahI rahatA hai| jJAnI purUSa ko aise jJAnaprakAza kA anubhava hotA hai ki usakA citta aba kisI bhI bAhA viSaya prasaMga meM nahI lagatA | jaise mohI jIva vivaza hai jJAna aura vairAgya meM mana lagAne ko, isI prakAra jJAnI jIva vivaza hai viSaya prasaMgo me citta lagAne kii| guNo ko AtmavAsa dene kI prabhutA - eka kAvya meM mAnatuMga svAmI ne kahA ha ki he bhagavAna ! Apa meM saba guNa samA gye| sAre guNo ne ApakA hI Azraya liyaa| so hame isameM to kucha Azcarya nahI lagatA hai| una guNo ne hama saba jIvo ke pAsa vAsa karane ke lie A Akara kahA ki hameM jarA sthAna de do, to hama sabane una guNo ko llkaaraa| haTo jAvo ke pAsa vAsa karane ke lie A Akara kahA ki hameM jarA sthAna de do, to hama sabane una guNo ko llkaaraa| haTo jAvo yahA~ se / ve sAre guNa kyA kare, jhaka mAra kara Apake 195
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________________ pAsa A ge| hameM isameM koI acaraja nahI hotaa| isakA pramANa yaha hai ki doSo ne hama logo ke pAsa A Akara thor3I bhI minnata kI ki thor3e dinoM ko hamako bhIsthAna de do| to hama sabane sthAna dene ke lie hor3a macA dii| Avo saba doSa, tumhArA hI to ghara hai| khUba ArAma se raho, tumase hI to hama mauja se rahate hai| tumhArI hI vajaha se to hamArI banatI hai| jaba saba doSo ko hama logo ne sthAna diyA to eka bhI doSa Apake pAsa A sake kyA? Apa meM eka bhI doSa nahI A sake, kyoMki saba doSo ko hama logo ne bar3A sthAna diyaa| usase zikSA yaha lenI hai ki sthAna to hamAre doSa aura guNo ko birAjane ke yogya hai| aba hama aisA viveka kareM ki jisako sthAna dene meM zAnti saMtoSa ho sakatA ho unhe sthAna de| doSavAda se lAbha kA abhAva - bhaiyA ! logo me prakRti dUsaro kI nindA karane kI ho jAtI hai, unake prati dekho - dUsaro kI nindA kara karake ve kucha moTe ho gae yA cAritravAna ho gae, yA karma kATa lie, balki bAta ulaI huI, doSamaya ho gaye ve, kyoki doSo meM upayoga lagAye binA doSo kA koI bakhAna kara nahI sktaa| jaba doSo meM upayoga lagAyA to upayoga dene vAlA sadoSa ho gyaa| jaba yaha sadoSa ho gayA to usase unnati kI kahA~ AzA kI jA sakatI hai| kucha apanI pragati banAe~, jina jIvoM ke doSa bakhAnane kI rUci hai unake to kaSAyo se bar3hakara bhI moha kA pApa samAyA huA hai| kisI kA doSa khuda apanI dRSTi burI banAe binA bakhAna kiyA nahI jA sakatA hai| yadi apanI rakSA rakhane ke lie athavA apane paramasnehI kisI bandhu kI rakSA karane ke lie kisI ke doSa batAne par3e aura use kaThina avasara samajhA jAya ki batAye binA kAma na calegA, nahI to hamAre ye mitra jo hamArI dharmasAdhanA meM sahAyaka hai inako dhokhA ho jaaygaa| ve apanI va dharma mitra kI surakSA ke lie doSa batA sakate hai, amuka me aisA doSa hai, usake saMga se lAbha na hogA, para jisakI prakRti aisI hai ki koI avasara nahI hai, koI bAta nahI phaMsI hai ki kahanA hI par3e aura eka ko nahI aneka ko, jisa cAhe ko, jo mile usI ko doSa bakhAnane kI pravRtti ho, yaha kaSAyo ke abhiprAya binA nahI ho sktaa| isase usako lAbha kyA milA? kucha nhii| jisame lAbha mile vaha kAma karane yogya hai| kucha AtmA kA lAbha mila jAtA ho to doSa hI bakhAnate rahe, para lAbha doSa bakhAnane se nahI milatA, kintu apane ko guNarata karane se milatA hai| bhalI pratikriyA - yadi kisI ke prati kucha IrSyA bhI ho gaI ho to usakA badalA doSa bakhAnanA nahIM hai, kintu svaMya guNI ho jAya aura dharmAtmA bana jAya to usase bar3hakara yaha svaMya ho jAyagA, yahI bhalI pratikriyA hai| kisI bhI paravastu meM doSa dekhane kI Adata apane bhale ke lie nahI hotI hai, guNa dekhane kI Adata apane bhale ke lie hotI hai| jagata meM sabhI jIva hai, sabameM doSa hai, sabameM guNa hai, para una doSa aura guNo meM se guNo para dRSTi 196
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________________ na jAya, doSo para hI dRSTi jAya to aisI vRtti aura bhI aneka choTe moTe kIr3e makor3o meM bhI hotI hai| joMka gAya ke stana meM laga jAya to dUgha ko grahaNa nahI karatI hai, khUna ko hI grahaNa karatI hai aura usameM bhI acche khUna kA grahaNa nahI karatI kintu khoTe gaMde khUna kA hI grahaNa karatI hai| hama aisI Adata kyo vyartha meM banAe~, hamako kyA par3I hai isakI? sneha bandhana - jaba yaha citta nahI bhramatA bAhA padArtho meM, vizeSatAvo kA vistAra nahI banAtA taba yaha jIva ba~dhatA nahI hai| sneha hI vikaTa bandhana hai| moha maya jagata meM mohamaya sneha kI tArIpha kI jAtI ha, kintu adhyAtma jagata me sneha ko bandhana batAyA gayA he| AtmajJa yogI jisa samaya jJAnamAtra nija aMtastatva meM rata hotA hai usakI pravRtti zarIrAdi bAhA padArtho meM nahI hotI hai| unhai bAhA meM acche bure kA jJAna bhI nahI rhtaa| iSTa aniSTa saMkalpa vikalpa na hone se rAgadveSa rUpa pariNati nahI hotii| hama yaha na soce ki yaha sAdhu saMto ke karane yogya bAta gRhasthAvasthA meM kyo jAnI jAya ? yahA~ yaha bhAvo kA saudA isa hI prakAra kA hai| U~cA bhAva bana gayA, U~cI dRSTi bana gayI to choTe moTe vrata AsAnI se pala skege| yahA~ aisA mApa taula na cala sakegA ki hama jitane vrata kareM utanI bhara dRSTi rakkheM, usase Age hama kyoM cale? dRSTi bala hone para thor3A bahuta AcaraNa banA bhI sakate hai, aise jJAna ke rUciyA adhyAtmayogI ke zubha-azubha puNya-pApa Adi kA bandhana nahI hotA hai, pratyuta chuTakArA mila jAtA hai| jJAnI kI vizeSo kI upekSA - yaha jJAnI purUSa jJAnamaya svarUpa ke anubhavana se eka anupama Ananda ke svAda ko pA cukA hai| aba yaha do bhinna vastuvo ke milApa se hone vAle jo viSaya kSaNika sukha hai usakA svAda lene meM asamartha ho gayA hai, vaha to apane vastusvarUpa ko hI anubhava rahA hai, yaha apane jJAnAnubhava ke prasAda se vivaza ho gayA hai, viSayo meM nahI laga sakatA aba / aba anya bAtoM kI to kathA chor3o, apane Apa meM udita jJAna ke vizeSo ko bhI gauNa kara rahA hai| jaise daur3atA huA purUSa jisa jamIna para se daur3a rahA hai usa jamIna ko nahI nirakhatA hai, usa jamIna se gujara rahA hai, nirakha rahA hai kisI anya lakSya ko| aise hI yaha jJAnI isa jJAna ke jJAna se gujara rahA hai, para jo jJAna vizeSa hai, jJeyAkAra hai usa jJeyakAra ko nahI grahaNa kara rahA hai, eka nirvikalpa jJAnasvarUpa ko grahaNa kara rahA hai| usake jJAna kI ekatA hone se jo eka vizuddha Ananda jagatA hai usake Age saba rasa phIke ho jAte hai| aupAdhika bhAva pariNata vastu meM bhI sahajasvarUpa kA bhAna - bhaiyA ! darpaNa me darpaNa kI svacchatA bhI hai, aura duniyA ke jo bhI sAmane padArtha hai, unakA pratibimba bhI he| jo vivekI hogA vaha to pratibimbita darpaNa meM bhI svacchatA kA bhAna kara sakatA hai| na hotI svaschatA to yaha pratibimba bhI kahA~ se hotA, kintu vivekI purUSa jisa darpaNa meM pUrA hI pratibimba par3A huA hai, kisI kone meM bhI svacchatA najara AtI hai, isako to vaha darpaNa kA 197
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________________ svarUpa nahI maantaa| aise hI yaha jJAnI jJeyAkAra kI nirantaratA hone para bhI jJAna kI svacchatA nihAratA hai| isa jJAna meM svacchatA zakti hai aura yaha jJAna kabhI bhI jJeyo ko jAne binA nahI rahatA hai| aba una jJeyAkAroM se vikalpo se AkAra grahaNa se pariNata hue usa jJAnasvarUpa meM jJAna kI svacchatA jo nihAra sake use hI to jJAnI kahate hai na hotI vaha zAzvata svacchatA to yaha jJeya vikalpa hI kahA~ se bana pAtA? jaba ina jJeya vikalpo ko grahaNa nahI kiyA, kevala jJAna ko grahaNa kiyA to isI kA artha yaha hai ki aisA sAmAnya AkAra banA ki vaha jJAna guNa meM samA gayA hai pRthaka nahI mAlUma hotA / I jJAnI kA jJAna kI aura jhukAva jaise mAno jaba darpaNa ke sAmane koI vastu na rakkhI ho to darpaNa apane Apa meM apane AkAra ko apane Apa meM samA letA hai, vahA~ para bhI svacchatA khAlI nahI raha sktii| vaha kucha na kucha kAma karatA hai| apane hI AkAra ko apanI hI svacchatA meM jhalakAkara banA rahatA hai, para svacchatA kA kArya na ho to svacchatA kA abhAva ho jAyagA aise hI adhyAtmayogI saMta jJAnI purUSa jJAnAkAra ko jJAna dvArA grahaNa karake ekameka samAkara vizrAMta aura zAnta rahate hai, usa samaya kA jo Ananda hai usako jo prApta kara letA hai use koI vyavahAra meM ghara kA uttaradAyI hone ke kAraNa athavA kinhI paristhitiyo meM bAhrA kAmo meM laganA par3e to use bar3A anutApa hotA hai, vaha kheda mAnatA hai| isa prakAra yahA~ taka ke varNana se hameM yaha zikSA lenA hai ki hama kevala ghara gRhasthI viSaya dhana sampadA sukha laukika bAteM inake lie apanA jIvana na mA~geM, ye saba naSTa ho jAne vAlI cIjeM hai durlabha manuSya jIvana se jIkara koI alaukika tatvajJAna kA Ananda prApta kara liyA jAya to vaha hI parama viveka hai| yahA~ kyA hai, dhana kama pAyA jA jyAdA pAyA, to usase kyA ho gayA ? Ananda zAnti to jJAna ke anurUpa hotI hai, bAhrA dhana sampadA ke anurUpa nahI hotI hai| " sambandha kA dharma sambandha meM parivartana bhaiyA ! jJAnArjana kA mana meM Azaya rkkhe| isa jJAna kI sAdhanA ke lie apanA tana, mana, vacana, dhana sarvasva nyauchAvara karake bhI yadi kucha jJAnaprakAza pA liyA to jIvana saphala mAne aura ghara ke jina logo se sambandha hai unako yaha samajhAvo isa sambandha ko vaiSayika viSayo meM na DhAlakara isa mitratA ko mokSamArga kI padvati meM basA lo / mitratA yaha bhI kahalAyI aura mitratA vahA~ bhI kahalAyI / isa sambaMdha aura mitratA ko mokSamArga kI padvati maM badala do| aisA sambaMdha bana sakA to yaha asambadhaM kA utsAha dene vAlA sambaMdha rhaa| yaha saba hameM kisa prakAra mile so pUjana karake roja par3ha lete hai| 7 cIje roja mA~gate ho| zAstro kA abhyAsa, cale, sarvajJa vItarAga paramAtmA kI bhakti rahe, sadA sajjana puruSo ke sAtha saMgati rahe, guNI purUSo ke guNa kahane meM samaya jAya, dUsaro ke doSa kahane ke lie gU~gA bana jAye, aura vacana kucha bhI kabhI bolane par3e to sabako priya ho aura hitakArI ho| nirantara yaha jJAnAnandasvarUpa Atmatatva hI 198
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________________ hitarUpa hai aisI bhAvanA rkkhe| to ina kartavyo ke prasAda se niyama se alaukika tatva aura Ananda prakaTa hogA / paraH parastato duHkhamAtmaivAtmA tataH sukhaM / ata eva mahAtmAnastannimitaM kRtodyamAH / / 45 || dukha aura sukha kA hetu - parapadArtha para hI hai, isa kAraNa usase duHkha hotA hai aura AtmA--'AtmA hI hai arthAt apanA apanA hI hai, isa kAraNa usase sukha hotA hai loka meM bhI vyAmohI jana kahate he ki apanA so apanA hI hai, usakA hI bharosA hai, usakA hI vizvAsa hai aura jo parAyA hai so parAyA hI hai, na usakA bharosA hai, na usase hita kI AzA hI hai| Atamahita ke paMtha meM yaha kahA jA rahA hai ki AtmA kA jo AtmIya tatva hai, jo isake nijI sattA kI bAta hai vaha to svayaM hai, usase to sukha ho sakatA hai, aura sahaja svabhAva ko tyAgakara apane svarUpa kA vismaraNa karake jo anya para meM Apako basAyA jAtA hai aura jo parabhAva utpanna hote hai? ve para hai, unase hita kI AzA nahI hai / apanI sthiti kA vicAra bhaiyA ! hama Apa saba jIva kaba se hai, isakA anumAna to kro| loka meM jo bhI padAthra hai unameM aisA kucha nahI hai ki ve pahile kucha ne the aura bAda me ho gae ho| aisA kucha bhI udAharaNa na milegA jo pahile kucha bhI na rahA ho aura bAda me ho gayA ho| yo hI apane bAre meM vicAro, jisameM mai mai kI antardhvani hotI hai, jisakA mai kahA jA rahA hai| aisA koI yaha padArtha cU~ki samajha rahA hai, jJAna kara rahA hai isalie jJAnamaya hI hogaa| yaha jJAnamAtra mai tatva svayaM se banA huuN| mai kaba se hU~? anAdi se hU~ svataH sidva hU~, to usakA artha hI yaha nikalA ki sadaiva se hU~ aise anAdi se hama aura Apa hai, ina dRzyamAna paryAyo se mai vivikta huuN| khuda bhI samajha rahe hai ki 40-50 varSa se yaha paryAya hai, para isake pahale maiM thA yA na thA- isa para vicAra kiijie| aisA to nahI ho sakatA ki isa manuSya bhava se pahile maiM zUnya thA yA avikArI thA, kyoki zuddha hotA to koI kAraNa nahI hai ki yaha Aja azudva rahatA / yadi thA zuddha anAdi se to zuddha rUpa hI to hoUgA~, phira kaise Aja azuddha ho gayA? -- Akho dekhA nirNaya jaise hama manuSyo ko aura manuSya ko chor3akara anya jIvo ko dekhate hai aura isa hI prakAra ke anya bhI aneka jIva jo AMkho dikhane meM nahI Ae kintu parokSa se Aja bhI kisI para ko jAna lete hai, ye saba anAdikAla se aisI hI caturgati yoniyoM meM bhramaNa karate Ae hai, ananta bhava dhAraNa kie, choDA, phira dhAraNa kiyaa| kisI bhI bhava kA samAgama Aja nahI hai aura yaha bhI nirNaya he ki isa bhava kA samAgama bhI Apake pAsa na rhegaa| A~kho dikhI bhI bAta hai| jo bhI maraNa kareMge to Aja jo kucha unake pAsa samAgama hai kyA vaha sAtha degA? athavA yahA~ kucha sarvasva hai kyA apanA ? kitanA bar3A ajJAna aMdhakAra chAyA hai ki ina samAgamo kA yathArthasvarUpa nahI jAna sakate hai| gRhastha - 199
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________________ karanI par3atI hai, ThIka hai, para saccA jJAna to jJAna sAdhya bAta hai| kucha bhI samAgama na mere sAtha AyA hai aura na Age jAyagA, aura jaba taka bhI yaha sAtha hai taba taka bhI mere se nyArA hai, para hai, ina sabakA mujha meM atyantAbhAva hai| ye para hai, jo para hai, parAyA hai usase hamArA kyA hita ho sakatA hai? vaha to duHkha kA hI nimitta bnegaa| uttama samAgama kA upayoga - Aja hama Apane bahuta acchI sthiti pAyI hai manuSya hue, zrAvaka kula milA, jahA~ ahiMsAmaya dharma kA sadAcAra kA hI upadeza hai, vAtAvaraNa hai| jitane bhI hama Apake isa zAsana meM jo bhI parva Ate hai, jo bhI vidhi-vighAna hote hai ve ahisApUrNa aura bar3I pavitratA ko rakhate hue hote hai| paramparA bhI kitanI vizuddha hai? zAstra svAdhyAya kI bhI zuddha paramparA hai| grantha bhI kitane nirdoSa hai, jinameM rAgadveSa moha ke tyAga ko hI upadeza bharA hai, aura vaha moha kA tyAga eka vastusvarUpa ke yathArtha jJAnapara avalambita hai, aisA svarUpa kA nirNaya bhI isa syAdvAda zailI meM kiyA huA milatA hai| kitanI utkRSTa bAteM hama Apako prApta hai| itanI acchI sthiti meM Akara bhI parapadArtho ke moha ke rAga ke hI svapna dekhA kareM to apane hRdaya se pUcha lo ki manuSya banakara kaunasI aisI alaukika cIja pAyI, jisase hama yaha kaha sakeM ki hamane manuSya janma ko saphala kiyaa| saphalatA to use kahate hai jisake bAda U~cI sthiti mile| manuSya hone ke bAda kIr3A makor3A ho gae, vRkSa pataMge bana gae to manuSya janma pAne kI saphalatA kaise kahI jA sakatI hai? nijahita ke binA parahita kaisA - bhaiyA ! apane svArtha kI sidvi pratyeka jIva cAhatA hai| svarUpa hI aisA hai ki pratyeka padArtha apanA hI artha kara sakatA hai| jisameM apane AtmA kA hita ho, jo bhaviSya meM sadA kAma Ae, aisI koI bAta siddha kara le usase hI jIvana meM saphalatA hai| yadi hama paramArtha paddhati se apanA prayojana sAdha leM to aneko kA upakAra Apake nimitta se svataH banatA rahegA aura jaba taka hama apane Apake sadAcAra samyagjJAna svAvalambana ko tajakara kevala eka bar3appana ke lie parake upakAra kI hama eka DIMga mAreM to samajha lIjie ki vahA~ para kA upakAra bhI asambhava hai aura apanA bhI upakAra asambhava hai| koI purUSa yaha mAne ki maiM dharma kI prabhAvanA karU~, logo kI dRSTi meM yaha bAta baiTha jAya ki isakA dharma bar3A pavitra hai| mai upadeza karU~ upadeza karAU~, aura vidhividhAna se prabhAvanA karU~, aura svayaM ke lie kucha nahI, vahI moha vahI rAgadveSa, vahI aMtaH avaguNa, ve saba bane raheM, kintu dUsaro me dharma kI prabhAvanA ho, aise hI dUsare tIsare soca le| 100 ho to 100 bhI soca le, to pratyeka purUSa ne 99 ko dharma prabhAvanA karane ke lie dharma batAne ke lie athaka parizrama kiyA, kintu ve 100 ke 100 hI raMca bhI nahI bar3ha sake dharma kI aura, na prabhAvanA huI / yadi unameM 5 bhI satpurUSa aise nikale ki apanA upakAra aura samyagjJAna meM bhava banAe~ to pAMca kA to upakAra huA, aura una pAMca ke aMtaraMga kI bAta dUsaro ke 200
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________________ aMtaraMga meM pahucatI hai aise vyavahAra nIti kahatI hai| to vAstavika mAyane meM kucha auro kA bhI upakAra sambhava hai| samAgama kI vinazvaratA kA dhyAna - bheyA ! apana sabako mukhya dRSTi yaha rakhanA cAhie ki mujhe to apanA bhalA karanA hai| ye saba samAgama kisI na kisI dina bichudd'ege| yahA~ merA kucha nahI hai| apanI sAdhanA nirvighna banI rahe, isake lie kamajora avasthA meM gRhasthI svIkAra karanI par3I hai aura kara rahe hai, gRhastha kI padavI meM karanA cAhie kintu yathArtha jJAna se yadi apana haTa gae to manuSya janma kI saphalatA na smjhie| dehAdika parapadArtha para hI hai, inakI prIti se, Asakti se kevala kleza hI hai| isa zarIra kI sevA karanI par3atI hai| zarIra svastha rahe to hama dhArmika vyavahAra karane meM samartha rahege aura hama apanI jJAnadRSTi rakha skege| jJAna hamane apanA zuddha rakha pAyA to aMtaH sayaMma banegA aura usase Atmahita hogaa| jJAnI purUSa samasta kriyAvo ko karake bhI usameM kisI na kisI DhagaM se Atmahita kA hI prayojana rakhatA hai| hama prabhu kI bhakti to kare, pUjana baMdana kare aura citta meM unakA Adarza na samajha pAye, apane aMtaraMga se yaha dhvani na bana sake ki hai prabho! karane lAyaka bAta to yahI hai jo Apane kii| mujhe bhI yahI sthiti mile to saMkaTa chUTa skegeN| yadi aisI antardhvani na nikala sake tA vaMdana pUjana mokSamArga ke saMdarbha meM kyA lAbha pAyA ? nija svarUpa kI pratIti - nirNaya rakhiye pakkA ki jo parapadArtha hai ve para hI hai, unake AkarSaNa se, unakI prIti se kleza hI hogaa| jo bhItara meM citta raMga gayA he, moha aura lAbha ke usa raMga ko dhone kI bAta kahI jA rahI hai| gRhasthI meM raha rahe hai, ThIka hai, para parapadArtha meM jo moha kA raMga ra~gA haA hai, aMtara me jo yaha zradvA banI hai ki mere to sarvasva ye hI saba hai, inase hI hita hai, bar3appana hai, ye hI merI jAna hai, aisA jo moha kA raMga car3hA huA he jo ki bilkula vyartha hai, use mettiye| kucha dina kI bAta hai, choDakara saba jAnA hI pdd'egaa| para se upekSA kareka AtmarUci bar3hA lo| yaha to apane hita kI bAta hai kisI dUsare ko sunanA nahI hai, ghara kuTumba ke logo se kucha kahane kI jarUrata nahI hai ki tuma saba para ho, naraka nigoda kI khAna ho, tumhArI prIti se durgati hI hogI, ye to lar3AI ke upAya hai| kisI se kucha kahane kI bAta nahI kahI jA rahI hai kintu apane citta meM sahI jJAna to jgaao| bAta jo ho use mAna lo, bar3A Ananda hogA, ApakA bojha dUra ho jaaygaa| nirbhAra ke avalambana meM bhAra kA haTAva - bhaiyA ! moha ko jo bojha ladA hai, jisase zAnti kA mArga najara nahIM AtA hai usa bojha ke haTAne meM kucha kaThinAI mAlUma ho rahI hai kyA? Aja eka kuTI meM ina ananta jIvo meM se koI do cAra jIva A ge| ye do cAra jIva na Ate, koI aura hI Ate to unheM bhI apanA mAnane kI Adata thii| jise apanA 201
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________________ mAnA hai koI hisAba se nahI mAnA hai| jo AyA sAmane use hI apanA mAnA hai| moha kI Adata isameM par3I he nA, so jo bhI jIva sAmane saMga meM prasaMga meM A gayA use hI apanA mAna lete hai, aisI aTapaTa bAta hai yaha / jaise ananta jIva bhinna hai, isa hI prakAra ye jIva bhI bhinana hai aisA yahA~ nirNaya apane antaHkaraNa meM lIjiye / kucha kahane sunane se Ananda nahI AtA hai| bhItara meM jJAna kA aura usa prakAra ke zradvAnakA Ananda AyA karatA hai| snihAke viyoga meM kleza kI anivAyetA - bhaiyA ! sabhI ko sukha priya hai, azAnti dUra ho, zAnti utpanna ho, isake lie hI sabakA prayatna hai| vaha zAnti paramArtha se vAstava meM jisa bhIupAya meM milatI ho usako manA to nahI karanA caahie| khUba parakha lo, kisI bhI viSaya sAdhana ke saMcaya meM, kisI bhI parapadArtha ke upayoga meM, Asakti meM, kabhI kyA zAnti mila sakatI hai? isa upayoga ne jina padArtho ko viSaya kiyA hai ve to niyamataH vinAzIka hai, ve miTege, to yaha upayoga phira isakI kalpanA meM nirAzrita hogA nA, taba kleza hI to hogaa| isa upayoga se jisa para padArtha kA viSaya AtA hai vaha para svaMya kI apanI pariNati se pariNamatA hai, parapadArtha kA pariNamana usake hI kaSAya ke anurUpa hogo| parapadArtha kA upayoga aura prema kevala kleza kA hI kAraNa hotA hai / calate jAte, phirate, saphara karate hue meM bhI kahI eka Agha dina Tika jAya, kucha vArtAlApa ke prasaMga meM kuchasneha bhAva bar3ha jAya to uneka viyoga ke samaya bhI kucha viSAda kI rekhA khicaM jAtI hai| yadyapi jisase vArtAlApa hotA hai vaha anya deza, anya nagara, anya jAti kA hai, sarva prakAra se anya anya hai, kucha prayojana nahI hai, kevala kabhI jIvana meM mila gayA hai| do eka ghaTe ko rela me saphara karate hue, usase kucha vArtAlApa hone ko sneha jaga gayA, aba vaha apane nirdiSTa sTezana para utaregA hI, to vahA~ para usa sneha karane vAle ke eka viSAda kI rekhA khiMca jaaygii| aisA hI yaha jagata ke jIvo kA prasaMga he| isa anantakAla meM kucha samaya ke lie yahA~ kucha loga mila gae hai| jina putra, mitra, strI, Adi se sneha bar3ha gayA hai unakA jaba vichoha hogA to ise klezjJa hogaa| bichur3anA to par3egA hii| bheda vijJAna ke nirNaya kI prathama AvazyakatA - eka hI nirNaya hai ki apane AtmasvarUpa ko chor3akara anya kisI bhI parapadArtha meM sneha kiyA, mamatA kI cAhe kuTumba parijana ke loga ho, cAhe jar3a sampadA ho, kisI bhI parapadArtha meM mamatA jagI to usakA phala niyama se kleza hai| hama jisa prabhu kI ArAdhanA karate hai vaha purUSa to kevala hai naa| unake bhI ghara gRhasthI parigraha kA prasaMga hai kyA? ve to kevala jJAnapuMja raha gaye hai, hama aise jJAnapuMja kI to upAsanA kareM aura citta meM yaha mAne ki sukha aura bar3appana to ghara gRhasthI sampadA ke kAraNa hotA hai| to hamane kyA mAnA, kyA pUjana kiyA, kyA bhakti kI ? citta meM eka nirNaya rakha lIjie aura isa bAta ke nirNaya meM yadi budvi nahI AtI hai to isakA nirNaya prathama kiijie| bheda - vijJAna jage binA dharmapAlana kI pAtratA na A skegii| svaMya 202
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________________ ke hita kA upAya banA lenA sarvottama vyavasAya ve purUSArtha hai, usase A~khe nahI mIMcanA hai| parase AnandaprApti asaMbhava - ye saba samAgama to eka puNya pApa ke ThATha hai, bhinna hai, sadA rahane ke nahI hai, inake samAgama ke samaya bhI hita nahI hai aura viyoga ke samaya kleza ke nimittabhUta ho sakate hai| ina jar3a ke padArthoM meM svaMya sukha nahI hai vahA~ se sukha nikalakara mujhameM kahA~ AyagA? jo cetana bhI padArtha hai, parijana, mitrajana unameM sukha guNa to hai, kintu vaha sukha guNa unameM hI pariNamana karane ke lie hai yA unakA kucha aMza mujhameM bhI A sakatA hai? uname hI pariNamana karane ke lie unakA sukha guNa hai| jaba itanA atyanta bheda hai phira unameM AtmIyatA kI kalpanA kyoM kI jAya? jo unhe apanA mAnege unake viyoga meM avazya duHkhI hogaa| gRhastha janoM kA yaha sAmAnya kartavya hai ki yaha nirNaya banAe rahe, saMyoga ke kAla meM bhI jo jo kucha yahA~ milA hai niyama se alaga hogA, aisI zradvA hogI to saMyoga ke kAla meM yaha jIva harSamagna na hogaa| saMyoga ke kAla meM harSamagna na ho vaha viyoga ke kAla meM bhI dukha na maanegaa| AtmalAbha kA upAya - bhaiyA ! kisI bhI para se AtmA ko sukha nahI, kevala jo AtmA padArtha hai, jJAyakasvarUpa hai vaha hI apanA sarvasva hai| use apanAne se, usameM hI yaha mAtra maiM hUM, aisI pratIti karane se sukha milegaa| bar3e-bar3e mahApurUSa tIrthakaro ne bhI yahI mArga apanAyA thA, jisake phala meM Aja unameM ananta prabhutA prakaTa huI hai| hama Apa unake upAsaka hokara usa svarUpa kI dRSTi na kareM to kaise hita ho? apanA jIvana saphala karanA cAhate hai to yahI bar3A tapa karane yogya hai ki usa apane jJAyakasvarUpa ko AtmA mAnakara, apanA mAnakara usameM hI upayoga lIna banAe rahe, ise caitanyapratapana kahate hai| yahI pratapana hai aura isa pratapana kA pratApa ananta Ananda ko dene vAlA hai| apanA yahI eka nirNaya rakhie ki ye dehAdika samasta parapadArtha hai, inakI prIti meM hita nahI hai, kintu jJAyakaprakAzamAtra apane AtmA ko 'yaha mai hUM' aisA anubhava kareM to isameM hI hita hai| avidvAna pudgaladravyaM yo'bhinandani tasya tt| na jAtu jantoHsAmIpyaM caturgatiSu munycti||46|| mohI kI mAnyatA - jo avidvAna vyavahArI purUSa pudgala dravya ko, yaha merA hai, yaha inakA hai- isa prakAra se abhinandana karate hai arthAt mAnate hai una jaMtuo kA isa bahirmukhatA meM bhramaNa nahI chUTatA aura cAroM gatiyoM me pudgala dravya usake nikaTa rahate hai| loka meM 6 jAti ke padArtha hote hai-jIva, pudgala, dharma adharma, AkAza aura kaal| inameM jIva to anantAnata hai, pudgala jIvoM se bhI anantaguNe hai| dharmadravya eka hai, adharmadravya eka hai, AkAza dravya eka hai aura kAladravya asaMkhyAta hai, ye sabhI svaMtatra hai, kintu mohI jIva svataMtra nahI samajha paataa| 203
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________________ jIva kI anantAnanta gaNanA jIva kaise anantAnanta hai, yaha bAta anubhava se bhI jAna rahe hai| ApakA anubhavana, pariNamana kevala Apake AtmA me ho rahA hai, usakA anubhava mujha meM nahI hotaa| mere AtmA kA jo pariNamana jo anubhavana ho rahA hai vaha mujhameM ho rahA hai, Apa saba kisI meM bhI nahI ho rahA hai| yaha vastusvarUpa kI bAta kahI jA rahI hai| dhyAnapUrvaka sunane se saba sarala ho jAtA hai| apanI bAta apanI samajha meM na Ae, yaha kaise ho sakatA hai? jaba itanA kSayopazama pAyA hai ki hajAro lAkho kA hisAba kitAba aura aneka jagahoM ke prabandha jaba kara lie jA sakate hai isa ke dvArA to yaha jJAna apane Apa meM base hue svarUpa ko bhI na jAna sake, yaha kaise ho sakatA hai, kintu vyAmoha ko zithila karake jagata kI asAratA sAmAnya rUpa se nigAha meM rakhakara kucha aMtaHupayoga lagAyeM to bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai| hA~ jIva anantAnanta kaise hai- isa bAta ko kahA jA rahA hai| hamArA pariNamana, hamArA anubhavana hama hI meM hai, ApakA Apa hI meM hai| isase yaha siddha hai ki hama Apa saba eka eka svataMtra jIva hai / yadi isa jagata meM sarvatra eka hI jIva hotA to hamArA vicAra hamArA anubhavana sabameM eka sAtha eka samAna athavA vahI kA vahI hotaa| yoM aise aise eka eka karike samasta jIva anantAnanta vidita kara lenA cAhiye / - eka dravya kA pariNamana eka padArtha utanA hotA hai jisameM pratyeka pariNamana usa pUre meM honA hI pdd'e| koI pariNamana yadi pUre meM nahI ho rahA hai to samajho ki vaha eka cIja nahI hai| anantAnanta vastu hai, jaise koI kapar3A eka aura se jala rahA hai to vaha eka cIja nahI jala rahI hai| usameM jitane bhI taMtu hai ve saba eka eka hai aura una taMtuo meM jitane khaMDa ho sakate hai ve eka eka dravya hai / yaha aneka dravyo kA piDaM hai isa kAraNa eka pariNamana usa pUre meM eka sAtha nahI ho rahA he| jisako kalpanA meM eka mAnA hai, isa taraha hama Apa saba ananta jIva hai / jIva se anantaguNe pudgala hai| ye kaise jIvoM se anantaguNe pudgaloM kA nirUpaNa mAnA jAya ? yoM dekhie - ina saMsArI jIvo meM eka jIvo meM eka jIva ko le lIjie eka jIva ke sAtha jo zarIra lagA hai usa zarIra meM ananta paramANu hai aura usa zarIra ke bhI anantaguNe paramANu isa jIva ke sAtha lage hue taijasa zarIra meM hai aura usase bhI anantaguNe paramANu jIva ke sAtha ke sAtha lage hue kArmANa zarIra meM hai| eka jIva ke sAtha ananta pudgala lage hue hai aura jIva hai anantAMnata to pudgala samajha jAiye kitane hai / yadyapi siddha bhagavAna svataMtra eka eka hai aura ve bhI ananta hai, kintu sidva se anantAnanta guNe ye saMsArI prANI hai, isalie usase bhI hisAba meM bAdhA nahI AtI hai| aba Apake ye aNu-aNu eka-eka hai, hama Apa sabhI jIva eka eka alaga alaga hai / to yaha nirNaya kara lo ki merA karanA jo kucha ho sakatA hai vaha mujhameM hI ho sakatA hai, mai kisI dUsare meM kucha karane meM samartha nahI huuN| kevala kalpanA karake maiM apane ko vikalpagrasta banAye rahatA hUM 1 204 - -
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________________ kisI dUsare kA kucha karatA nahI huuN| sukha duHkha jIvana maraNa saba kucha isa jIvake akele hI akele calate hai| koI kisI kA zaraNa athavA sAthI nahI hai| jaba vastu meM itanI savataMtratA par3I huI hai phira bhI koI vyAmohI purUSa mAne ki zarIra merA hai, yaha merA hai, isa prakAra kA bhinna dravya svAmitva mAne to usake sAtha yaha zarIra sadA lagA rahegA arthAt vaha saMsAra meM bhramaNa karatA rhegaa| jIva ke pratibodha ke lie pratyeka mithyA vAsanAe haTa jAnI caahiye| klezamUla tIna avaguNa - eka to parapadArtha meM apanA svAmitva mAnanA aura dUsare parapadArtho kA apako kartA samajhanA, apane Apako parapadArtho ko bhogane vAlA smjhnaa| dekhiye ye tIno aiba saMsArI prANI meM bhare par3e hue hai| ina tIno meM se eka bhI kama ho to ve tIno hI kama ho jaayege| moha meM parajIvo ke prati kitanA tIvra svAmitva kA bhAva lagA hai, ye hI mere hai| jo kucha kamAnA hai, jo kucha zrama karanA hai kevala inake khAtira karanA hai| bAkI jagata ke anya jIvoM ke prati kucha bhI soca vicAra nahI hai| kartRtva bu, bhI aisI lagI hai ki ina bacco ko maine hI pAlA, maine hI amuka kAma kiyA, aisI kartRtvabudvi bhI lagI hai, para paramArthataH koI jIva dUsare padArtha kA kucha kara sakane vAlA nahI hai| yaha mithyA bhrama hai ki koI anya kisI kA kucha kara sake, athavA kisI kI galtI se kisI dUsare ko nukasAna sahanA par3atA hai| jo bhI jIva duHkhI hote hai ve apanI kalpanA se duHkhI hote hai, kisI ko duHkhI karane kI sAmarthya kisI meM bhI nahI hai| kartRtva ke bhrama para eka dRSTAnta - eka seTha thA, usake cAra lar3ake the| bar3A lar3akA kamAU thA, usase choTA juvArI thA, usase choTA aMdhA aura sabase choTA pujArI thaa| bar3e lar3ake kI strI roja-roja hairAna kare ki dekho tuma sArI kamAI karate ho, dukAna calAte ho aura ye saba khAte hai| tuma nyAre ho jAvo to jitanA kamAte ho saba apane ghara meM rhegaa| bahuta dinoM taka kahAsunI calatI rhii| eka bAra seTa se bolA bar3A lar3akA ki pitAjI aba hama nyAre honA cAhate hai| to seTha bolA ki kucha harja nahI beTA, nyAre ho jAnA, para eka bAra saba loga milakara tIrthayAtrA kara lo| nyAre ho jAne para na jAne kisakA kaisA bhAgya hai? so cala saba yAtrA ke lie| rAste meM eka nagara bagIce me apanA DerA DAla diyA aura cAra pAMca dina ke lie basa ge| pahile dina seTha ne bar3e lar3ake ko 10 rU dekara kahA ki jAvo sabake khAne ke lie sAmAna lie sAmAna le Avo vaha socatA hai ki 10 rU meM hama tIsa, battIsa AdamiyoM ke khAne ko kyA lA~, so usane kisI bAjAra se koI cIja kharIdI aura pAsa ke bAjAra meM jAkara beca dI to 1 ) munAphA milaa| aba 11) kA sAmAna lekara vaha AyA aura sabako bhojana kraayaa| dUsare dina dUsare, juvArI lar3ake ko 10) dekara bhejA, kahA bAjAra se 10) kI bhojana sAmagrI le aavo| vaha calA 10) lekr| socatA hai ki itane kA kyA lAe~? tIsa battIsa AdamiyoM ke khAne ke lie, so vaha juvAriyoM ke pAsa pahuMcA 205
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________________ aura eka dAva meM 10 ) lagA die, samaya kI bAta ki vaha jIta gayA, aba 20 ) kI bhojana sAmagrI lekara sabako khilaayaa| tIsare dina aMdhA lar3akA 10 ) lekara bhojana sAmagrI lene ke lie claa| use rAste meM eka patthara meM Thokara laga gyii| so socA ki ise nikAla pheke, nahI to kisI dUsare ke laga jAyagA / so nikAlane lgaa| vaha patthara kAphI gaharA gar3A thA so usake khodane meM vilaMba laga gyaa| jaba vaha patthara khoda DAlanA to usameM eka azarphiyA kA haMDA milaa| una azarphiyo se usane bhojana sAmagrI kharIdI aura saba azarphiyo ko lekara ghara phuNcaa| cauthe dina usa seTha ne apane lar3ake pujArI ko 10) dekara bhojana sAmagrI lAne ke lie bhejaa| use nagara meM milA eka mandira / usena kyA kiyA ki eka cA~dI kA kaTorA kharIdA, ghI kharIdA aura rUI kI bAtI bnaaii| AratI dharakara maMdira meM bhajana karane lagA / bhajana karate-karate jaba zAma ke cAra baja gaya to maMdira kA adhiSThAtA deva socatA hai ki isake ghara meM bhUkhe par3e hai, isameM to dharma kI aprabhAvanA hogI, so usa lar3ake kA rUpa banAkara bahuta-sI bhojana sAmagrI gAr3iyoM meM lAdakara seTha ke yahA~ le gayA / sabane khUba bhojana kiyA aura sAre nagara ke logo ko khilaayaa| aba rAta ke 7-8 baje vaha lar3akA socatA hai ki aba ghara calanA cAhie / pahuMcA ghara ronI sI sUrata lekara kahA pitA jI maine 10) kI sAmagrI lekara maMdira meM car3hA diyaa| pitAjI hamase aparAdha huA, Aja to saba loga bhUkhe raha gae hogeN| to pitA jI bole- beTA yaha tuma kyA kaha rahe ho? tuma to itanA sAmAna lAe ki sAre nagara ke logo ko khilAyA aura khuda khAyA / to pujArI ne apanA sArA vRtAnta sunaayaa| mai to maMdira meM AratI kara rahA thaa| to phira maine socA ki isa kaTore ko bhI kauna le jAya so use bhI chor3akara calA AyA / cAra-pAMca dina vyatIta hone para ekAMta sthAna meM bar3e lar3ake ko bulAkara seTha pUchatA hai- kaho bhAI yaha to batAo ki tumhArI takadIra kitanI hai? to vaha bolA ki merI takadIra eka rUpaye kI hai, aura juvArI kI takadIra hai usase dasa gunA aura aMdhe kI takadIra hajAra gunA aura pujArI ke guno kA to koI hisAba hI nahI hai| jisakI devatA taka bhI madada kareM usakI takadIra kA kyA gunA nikAlA jA sakatA hai? jaba usa bar3e lar3ake kI samajha meM AyA, aura bolA- pitA jI mai vyartha hI kartRtva budvi kA aMhakAra kara rahA thaa| maiM nahI samajhatA thA ki saba kA bhAgya apane-apane sAtha hai| aba maiM alaga na hoUgA~ / parakI apanAyata meM biDambanA -- yaha jIva bhramavaza kartRtva buddhi kA aMhakAra karatA hai / isa jIva kA to akarttA svarUpa hai, kevala jJAtAdraSTA jJAnAnandakA puJaca citsvabhAva mAtra apane Apa vizvAsa banAvo / bhramavaza yaha jisa bhava meM gayA usa hI paryAyarUpa yaha apane ko mAna rahA hai| pazuhuA to pazu mAnA, pakSI huA to pakSI maanaa| jaise ki Ajakala hama Apa manuSya hai to aisI zradvA baiThAe hai ki hama manuSya hai, iMsAna hai| bahuta bar3I udAratA dikhAI 206
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________________ to jAti kA bheda miTA do, kulakA bheda miTAvo, eka manuSya-manuSya mAna lo sbko| itanA taka hI vicAra pahuMcatA hai athavA itanI bhI udAratA kA bhAva citta meM nahI aataa| are isase adhika udAratA yaha hai ki yaha mAna lo ki hama manuSya hI nahI hai| maiM to eka caitanya tatva huuN| Aja manuSya deha meM phasa gayA hU~,kabhI kisI deha meM thaa| mai kahA~ manuSya hUM, manuSya bhava se gujara rahA huuN| apane Apako vizudva jJAnAnandasvarUpa isa jIva ne nahI maanaa| isake phala meM pariNAma yaha nikalA ki isa jIva ke sAtha sArI viDambanAe~ sAtha-sAtha cala rahI hai, janma maraNa kI saMtati banatI calI jA rahI hai| jJAnAmRta - bhedavijJAna hI eka amRta hai| usa amRta ko kaise pakar3oge, amRta koI pAnI jaisA nahI hotA amRta koI phala jaisA nahI hotaa| amRta kyA cIja hai jisakA pAna karane se yaha AtmA amara ho jAtA hai? jarA budvi meM to laavo| amRta kA artha kyA hai? a mAyane nahI, mRta mAyane mare, jo mare nahI so amRta hai| jo svaMya kabhI mare nahI arthAt naSTa na ho use amRta kahate hai| jo kabhI naSTa na ho aisI vastu mere lie hai jnyaan| jJAnasvabhAva kabhI naSTa nahI hotaa| isa avinAzI jJAnasvabhAva ko jo lakSya meM letA hai arthAt isa jJAnAmRta kA pAna karatA hai vaha AtmA amara ho jAtA hai| amara to hai hI yaha, para kalpanA meM jo yaha AyA ki mai manuSya hU~, aba taka jIvita hU~, aba mara rahA hUM, aisI jo budvi AyI usake kAraNa saMsAra meM rUlanA par3a rahA hai| moha kA mAhAtmya to dekhA - yaha jIva viSaya-viSarasa ko to daur3a daur3akara bhaTaka bhaTakakara pItA hai aura dasa jJAnAmRta kA isane nirAdara kara diyA hai, usakI aura to yaha dekhatA bhI nahI hai| jo jo jantu pudagaladravya ko apanA mAnate hai unake sAtha ye pudagala ke sambandha kI viDambanAeM cAro gatiyoM meM sAtha nahI chor3atI hai| pudgalo kA mujhameM atyantAbhAva - ina pudgalo kA mujha meM atyantAbhAva hai| merA dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva kisI bhI aNu meM nahI pahuMca sakatA hai / kisI aNu kA dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva mujha meM nahIM A sakatA hai| jaise ghara meM basane vAle 10 purUSo meM paraspara meM eka dUsare se mana na milatA ho to loga kahate hai ki eka ghara meM rahate hue bhI ve bilkula nyAre-nyAre rahate hai| vahA~ to phira bhI kSetra judA hai, kintu yahA~ zarIra hai vahA~ hI jIva hai, eka kSetrAvagAha sambaMdha hai, phira bhI jIva kA kAI aMza isa zarIra meM nahI jAtA, zarIra kA koI aMza isa jIva meM nahIM aataa| eka kSetrAvagAhI hokara bhI zarIra-zarIra meM paraNima rahA hai aura jIva-jIva meM pariNama rahA hai| yoM sarvathA bhinna hai ye bAhA samAgama, ye AtmA ke na kabhI hue aura na kabhI kabhI ho sakate hai, kintu mithyA Azaya jaba par3A huA hai, apane Apake sukha svarUpa kA paricaya nahI pAyA hai to bhedavijJAna kA viveka nahI ho pAtA hai| isa jagata meM rahakara mauja mAnane kA kAma nahI he| kitanI viDambanA hama Apake sAtha lagI hai usa para dRSTipAta kare una vipattiyoM se chUTane kA yathArtha upAya bnaaye| 207
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________________ mAyA kI vAJachA anartha kA mUla isa mAyAmaya jagata meM mAyAmaya logo ko nirakhakara mAyAmaya yaza kI mAyAmaya cAha karanA yaha anartha kA mUla hai| eka AnandadhA apane Apake paramArtha brahrAsvarUpa kA darzana kare, Ananda vahI se nikalakara A rahA hai, viSaya sukha bhI jaba bhogA jAtA hai vahA~ bhI Ananda viSayo se nahI A rahA hai kintu Ananda kA dhAma yaha svaMya AtmA hai aura usa vikRta avasthA meM bhI isa hI se sukha ke rUpa meM yaha Ananda prakaTa ho rahA hai| jo bAta jahA~ nahI hai / vahA~ se kaise prakaTa ho sakatI hai? jaise yaha kahanA mithyA hai ki maiM tuma para prema karatA hUM, are mujha meM prema paryAya utpanna hotI hai vaha mere me hI hotI hai, mere se bAhara kisI dUsare jIva para vaha premaparyAya nahI utara sakatI hai| jaise yaha kahanA mithyA hai aise hI yaha kahanA bhI mithyA hai ki maine bhoga bhogA, maiMne amuka padArtha kA sevana kiyaa| yaha maiM na kisI para ko kara sakatA hU~ aura na koI bhoga bhoga sakatA hU~, kintu kevala apane Apa meM apane jJAnAdika guNoM kA pariNamana hI kara sakatA huuN| cAhe mithyAviparIta pariNamana karU~ aura cAhe svabhAva ke anurUpa pariNamana karU~, para mai apane Apako karane aura bhogane ke sivAya aura kucha nahI karatA hUM aura na bhogatA huuN| yaha vastu kI svaMtatratA jaba jJAna meM utara jAtI hai to moha dUra ho jAtA hai| - mohavinAza kA upAya bhedavijJAna - bhaiyA ! prabhu kI bhakti se prabhu se bhikSA mAMgane se yA anya prakAra ke tapa karane se moha nahI galatA / moha lagane kA mUla maMtra to bhedavijJAna hai| ye bhakti, tapa, vrata saMyama kahA~ taka kAma deta hai, isako bhI suniye| yaha jIva anAdi se viSaya vAsanA meM juTA huA hai| isakA upayoga viSayavAsanA meM na rahe aura usameM itanI pAtratA Ae ki yaha jJAnasvarUpa kA darzana kara sakegA, usake lie pUjana, bhakti, tapa, saMyama, vrata ye saba vyavahAra dharma hai, para moha ke vinAza kI samasyA to kevala bhedavijJAna se hI sulajhatI hai, kyoki kisI padArtha meM kartRtva aura bhoktRtva kI budvi mAnane se hI to ajJAnarUpa yaha moha huA / parapadArtha kI bhinnatA na jAna sake aura use eka dUsare kA svAmI mAna le, isI mAnane kA hI to nAma moha hai / jaise koI purUSa apane parijano meM moha karatA hai to usakA artha hI yaha he ki ina parijano ko ApA mAnA hai, AtmA samajhA hai| yaha AtmIyatA kA jo bhrama hai isake miTa jAne kA hI nAma moha kA vinAza hai| yaha jJAna se hI miTegA / bhagavAna kI pUjA karate hue meM bhI hama apane jJAna para bala de to moha miTegA, para anya upAyo se yaha moha nahI miTa sakatA hai / sadviveka jaba viveka banegA tabhI to yaha samajhegA ki yaha heya hai aura yaha upAdeya hai| jaba taka viveka nahI jagatA, taba taka moha rAgadveSa kI saMtati calatI hI rahatI hai aura usase naraka, tiryaJaca, manuSya, deva ina cAroM gatiyoM meM janma maraNa karanA hI par3atA he| vaise kahA~ duHkha hai, zArIrika mAnasika kahA~ kleza hai? isase to thor3e hI khoTe manuSya, pazu, pakSI, kIr3A, makor3A inako dekhakara jAnA jA sakatA hai ki saMsAra meM kaise kleza hote hai, ina - 208
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________________ saba klezo ko sahatA huA bhI yaha mohI jIva paradravyoM ke moha ko nahI tyAganA cAhatA aura unase virakta hokara apane Apa meM vaha nahIM AnA cAhatA hai, yaha dazA isa vyAmohI jIva kI ho rahI hai kartavya yaha hai virakta hokara apane Apa meM vaha nahI AnA cAhatA hai, yaha dazA isa vyAmohI jIva kI ho rahI hai| kartavya yaha hai ki vastusvarUpa kA yathArtha bodha kareM aura isa mohapariNAma ko miTA de, jisase isa hI samaya klezo ko bojha haTa jAye, yahI eka upAya hai isa manuSyayajanma ko saphala karane kA ki hama saccA bodha pAyeM aura saMkaTo se chUTane kA mArga prApta kare / AtmAnuSThAniSThasya vyavahArabahi-sthiteH / jAyate paramAnandaH kazcidyogena yogina / / 47 || iSTa kA upadeza isa grantha kA nAma iSTopadeza hai| jo iSTa hai usakA isameM upadeza kiyA hai| koI roga meM aniSTa cIja ko iSTa mAna le to vaha to vAstava meM iSTa nahI hai, aise hI moha rAgadveSa ke rogI viSaya kaSAyoM ke jvara meM pIr3ita ye prANI kisI bhI vastu ko iSTa mAna leM to ve vAstava meM iSTa to na ho jaayeNge| jo jIva vAstava meM bhalA kareM use iSTa kahate hai| iSTa ko isameM upadeza kiyA gayA hai| AtmanirNaya - hama Apa saba AtmA hai arthAt jAnana dekhanahAra eka tatva hai| hameM jo kucha nirNaya karanA hai vaha Atmatatva ke nAte nirNaya karanA hai| hama apane ko kisI jAti kA, kisI kulakA na samajheM yaha to dUra kI bAta hai, hama apane ko manuSya bhI na samajheM kintu eka manuSya deha meM Aja baMdha gayA hUM, manuSya deha meM ba~dhane vAlA yaha padArtha eka jAnanahAra caitanyasvarUpa ha / usa AtmA ke nAte nirNaya kareM hitakA / jahA~ apane svarUpa kA nAtA jor3A, phira bAhara meM ye mAyAmaya skaMdha najara aate| jaba khuda meM lagane kA khuda viSaya nahI rahA to bAhrA padArtho meM yaha lagatA hai aura unheM apanAtA hai| kalyANakAmuka kI dharmaviSayaka eka musIbata kabhI isa mohI jIva ko kucha dharmabudvi jage, kucha kalyANa ke karane kI kAmanA kI hilora Ae, bhAvanA jage to usake musIbata isake prasaMga meM eka bahuta kaThina AtI hai| vaha musIbata hai nAnA paMthoM kI ulajhana meM par3a jaanaa| yaha musIbata A rahI hai nAnA rUpa kalpanAe~ karane ke kaarnn| mai amuka hUM, merA dharma yaha hai, merA deva yaha hai, merI goSThI vAtAvaraNa yaha hai, isa prakAra kA bAhrA meM eka AtmA kA bodha hotA hai aura usa Azaya se yaha kalyANa se vaMcita hotA hai / yadyapi yaha bAta ThIka hai ki jo bhI purUSa apanA kalyANa kara sake hai ve purUSa jisa goSThI meM rahe hue hote hai, jisa jAti kula athavA pravRtti rUpa dharma ko dhAraNa karake mukta hote hai vaha vyavahAra dharma pAlana karane ke yogya hai / ThIka hai kintu dRSTi meM mukhyatA vyavahAra dharma kI jisake rahe usako mArga nahI milatA hai| ye samasta AcaraNa eka avalambana mAtra hai, karanA kyA hai, vaha apane aMtaraMga meM apane Apa sahaja anubhava kI jAne vAlI cIja hai / 209
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________________ para se duHkha aura nija se sukha - abhI kucha pUrva meM yaha batAyA gayA thA ki parapadArtha to para hI hai, unase duHkha hotA hai aura apanA Apa Apa hI hai usase sukha hotA hai, kyoki jo parapadArtha hai ve sadA mere nikaTa nahI raha sakate hai| jo parapadArtha hai ve apanI hI pariNamanazIlatA ke kAraNa apanI yogtAnusAra pariNameMge, merI kalpanA se nhii| ye do mukhya pratikUlatAe~ AtI hai isa kAraNa kisI para se sneha karane me sukha nahI rahatA ? loka meM bhI kahate hai ki apanA hai so apanA hI hai, arthAta jo khuda kA ghara hai use kauna chuTA legaa| usameM rahanA bhalA hai| jo khuda ke parijana hai ve kahA~ bhAga jAyegeM, unakA vizvAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai, kintu jo gaira hai, jo parAdhIna makAna hai, dUsare kA hai, usa para sneha karanA bhalA nahI hai| jarA aura apane hitamArga meM aMtaH TaTolakara nirkho| jo para hai, yAne parijana, dhana sampadA Adi para hai, apane Atmatatva ko chor3akara jitane bhI anAtmapadArtha hai ve saba para hai, ye bhinna hai, inakA viyoga hogA, ye merI icchA ke anukUla pariNamate hai, isa kAraNa unake sneha meM sadA kleza rahatA hai aura apane ApakA Atmatatva arthAt jJAnasvarUpa jisa jJAna ko hama jAna rahe hai usa hI jJAna kA svarUpa vaha mujha meM kahA~ alaga hogA, vaha anya bhI nahI hai, mAyA rUpa bhI nahI hai, vaha zAzvata zakti hai, paramArtha hai, mujhase tanmaya hai, usakA Azraya lene se niyama se Ananda hogA kyoki yaha maiM svayaM Anandamaya hUM aura zAzvata huuN| Atmaparicaya ke mArga meM - maiM mere ko hI pahicAneM to usase Ananda milatA hai| isa kAraNa jo mahAtmA jana hote hai arthAt vivekI jJAnI purUSa hote hai ve AtmalAbha ke lie hI udyama kiyA karate hai| isa AtmalAbha meM kauna sA abhiSTa camatkAra hotA hai? usakA varNana isa zloka meM kiyA jA rahA hai| AtmA meM kisa upAya se bhoga kiyA jAyagA, kisa taraha anuSThAna banegA, kaise adhyAtmavRtti banegI, usake lie prathama upAya yaha jIva karatA hai pravRtti aura nivRtti rUpa vyavahAra kaa| koI purUSa janmate hI zuddha nizcaya adhyAtma kA parijJAna aura prayoga karatA huA nahI aayaa| yaha bAta bane taba bane, kintu usase pahile kyA sthitiyAM gujarI, kitanA vyavahAra kiyA, satsaMga, devadarzana, sadAcAra, adhyayana aura kucha manana dhyAna kA udyoga Adi ye bahuta-bahuta prakAra pravRttiyAM calatI rhii| kisI dina kisI kSaNa jo ki eka nayA dina hai samajhanA, AtmA ke lie milaa| apane sahaja citsvarUpa kI dRSTi jage to AtmA kA paricaya mile| lekina prathama to pravRtti aura nivRtti kA vyavahAra hI calA karatA hai| aba jaba Anandamaya nija aMtastatva kA Azraya ho taba usake vyavahAra kI sthiti nahI rahI aba vaha na kahI pravRtti karatA hai aura na kahI nivRtti karatA hai| loga adhyAtma yoga ke artha kI gaI vibhinna paristhitiyoM meM sAdhanAo ke marma ko na jAnakara kitane hI saMdeha karane lagate hai aura kucha nahI karanA caahte| na pUjana, na dhyAna, na stsNg| ve yaha kahane kI ulAyata macAteM hai ki ye pUjanAdika saba to vyavahAra batAye gaye 210
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________________ hai, inase bhI alaga hokara dharma milatA hai| ThIka hai yaha, kintu samartha sthiti meM hI pravRtti nivRtti kA vyavahAra chUTatA hai| apane bhItara ke tatva ko na jAna pAye aura bahAroM pravRtiyo ke hI koI mArga nirakhe to usase kevala dhokhA hI hogaa| viveka kI dazA - bhaiyA! kisI jJAnI kI bAharI vRtti ko nirakhakara jJAnamarma se anabhijJa purUSa bAhR pravRtti ko karake kahI saMtoSa kA mArga na pA legaa| mukti kA mArga, zAnti kA mArga no aMtaraMga jJAnaprakAza meM hai| aura usako thor3e hI zabdo meM kahanA cAheM to yaha kahaleM ki samasta parase nyArA kevala jJAnamAtra yaha maiM Atmatatva hUM| jo jJAna aura Ananda rasase paripUrNa hai aisA jJAna kareM, zradvAna kareM aura aisA hI apanA saMkalpa banA le ki mujhe aba isa AnandaghAma se haTakara kahI bAhara meM nahI laganA hai| kadAcit laganA bhI par3e to usakI sthiti seTha ke munIma jaisI bne| jaise munIma sAre kAmoM me laga rahA hai| rokar3a samhAle, baiMka kA hisAba rakkhe, aura koI grAhaka Aye use hisAba batAnA par3e to yaha bhI kaha detA hai ki merA tuma para itanA gayA, tumhArA hama para itanA AyA, itane saba vyavahAra karake bhI munIma kI zradvA meM doSa nahI hai| vaha jAna rahA hai ki merA yaha vartamAna paristhiti meM karane kA kAma hai| kara rahe hai kintu merA kucha nahI hai| to kucha karanA bhI par3e aura apanI hI aura jhukAva rahe to apanI rakSA hai| koI kisI bhI rakSA na kara skegaa| moha, rAga dveSa meM akalyANa - bhaiyA ! kisI meM moha rAgadveSa karane kA pariNAma bhalA nahI hai| kisameM moha karate ho? kauna tumhArA kucha sudhAra kara degA? yadi koI zAzvata Ananda pahuMcA de to moha karo, kintu kauna aisA kara sakatA hai? Anandamaya karane kI bAta to dUra raho, yaha dRzyamAna samAgama to kevala kleza kA hI kAraNa hai| yaha parijanoM kA jo samAgama huA hai vaha prakaTa bhinna aura asAra hai, kisameM rAga karanA? koI purUSa merA virodhI nahI hai aisA nirNaya karake yaha bhI bhAvanA banAo ki mujhe kisI meM dveSa bhI nahI karanA hai| jo bhI purUSa jo bhI ceSTA karatA hai usake bhI dila hai, usameM bhI apane prayojana kI cAha hai, usake bhI kaSAyo kI vedanA hai, vaha apane kaSAya kI vedanA ko zAnta karane kA udyama kara rahA hai, vaha apane abhISTa svArtha ko siddha karane kA udyoga kara rahA hai| isake lagA ho apanA svArtha aura vahA~ jaMce bAdhA, to isane kalpanA karalI ki usane mujhe kaSTa diyA, isane nukasAna phuNcaayaa| usa becAre ne apane Apa meM apanA kAma karane ke atirikta kucha bhI to nahI kiyA, kise dveSI mAnA jAya? isa jagata meM koI merA virAdhI nahI hai, isa dRSTi se jarA nihAra to lo| kisI ko virodhI mAna- mAnakara koI kAma banA pAtA ho to btlaavoN| are virodha ko miTAnA hai to usakA miTAnA atyanta sugama hai| virodhI na mAnakara use sadvyavahArI mAna lo, virodha ekadama khatma ho jAyagA, arthAt jaba virAdha bhAva nahI rahA to jisakA virAdhI nAma rakhA thA vaha mitra bana jaaygaa| 211
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________________ vastusvarUpa kA dRr3hatama durga- yaha vastusvarUpa kA durga bar3A majabUta hai| kisI vastu meM kisI anya vastu kA na dravya, na svabhAva, na guNa, na paryAya kucha praveza nahI karatA hai| bar3e-bar3e rAsAyanika, vaijJAnika prayoga bhI kara leM to vahA~ bhI Apa mUla bAta pAyegeM kI jo mUla sat hai vaha padArtha na kisI dUsare rUpa hotA hai aura na usakA kabhI abhAva hotA hai| yaha bAta avazya calatI hai ki kisI padArtha ke saMyoga kA nimitta pAkara dUsare padArtha bhI dUsare ke anurUpa pariNamateM hai / isa hI ko vyavahAra meM loka kahateM hai| dekho yaha bhI bana gyaa| jo yaha hai vaha yaha hI rhegaa| jo vaha hai vaha vaha hI rhegaa| kevala nimittanaimittika prasaMga meM nimitta ke sadbhAva ke anurUpa paryAya bana jAtI hai| jagata meM jitane bhI sat hai unameM se na koI eka kama ho sakatA hai aura na koI asat sat bana sakatA hai, kevala eka paryAya hI badalatI rahatI hai| jitane bhI padArtha hai ve saba parivartanazIla hote hai, para mUla satva ko koI padArtha nahI chor3atA hai| yaha mai AtmA svaMya sat hUM aura kisI bhI pararUpa nahI hU / yogI kA jJAna, samAdhibala va AnandavikAsa ye sakala padArtha apanA satva tabhI rakha sakate hai jaba trikAla bhI koI kisI dUsare rUpa na pariNamana jaaye| ye do aMgulI hai eka choTI aura eka bar3I / ye apanA satva tabhI rakha sakatI hai jaba eka kisI dUsare rUpa na pariNama jaaye| aMgulI kA dRSTAnta bilkula moTA hai kyoki yaha paramArtha padArtha nahI hai / yaha bhI mAyArUpa hai, kintu jo paramArtha sat hai vaha kabhI kisI dUsare rUpa ho hI nahI sakatA hai| jaba aisA samasta padArtho kA svarUpa hai taba mai kisake lie moha karUM, kisake lie rAga aura dveSa karU~? paropayoga ke vyartha anartha zrama se vizrAma lekara jo apane AtmA meM ThaharatA hai, sahaja vizrAma letA hai aise yogI puruSa isa samAdhibala se koI vicitra alaukika anupama Ananda prakaTa hotA hai| viSayavipadA bhaiyA ! ye viSayo ke sukha koI Ananda hai kyA? inameM to duHkha hI bharA huA hai| jitane kAla koI bhojana kara rahA hai utane kAla bhI vaha zAnta nahI hai| sUkSma dRSTi se dekho - ina viSayo ke sukha meM jo bhI kalpanA uThatI hai vaha zAnti kI preraNA ko pAkara nahI uThatI hai, kintu azAnti kI preraNA ko pAkara uThatI hai, koI bhI viSayabhoga, kisI bhI indriya kA sAdhana na pahile zAnti karatA hai, na bhogate samaya zAnti detA hai aura na bhogane para zAnti detA hai| jina bhogo ke pUrva vartamAna aura bhaviSya avastha klezarUpa hai una hI bhogo ke lie ajJAnI para zAnti detA hai| jina bhogo ke pUrva vartamAna aura bhaviSya avastha klezarUpa hai una hI bhogo ke lie ajJAnI purUSa apanA saba kucha nyochAvara kiye jA rahe hai AnaMda yahA~ kahI na milegA / are eka dina ye saba kucha chor3akara cale jAnA hai| jisa samaya hai usa samaya bhI ye tere kucha nahI hai| tU sabase vivikta pratyakSa jyotisvarUp apane aMtastatva kA anubhava kre| yahI dharma pAlana hai / 212
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________________ adhyAtmayoga - jo purUSa pravRtti aura nivRtti rUpa vyavahAra se mukta hokara AtmA ke anuSThAna meM niSTha hote hai arthAt adhyAtma meM apane upayoga ko jor3ate hai unake usase alaukika Ananda hotA hai| yogI kA artha hai jor3ane vaalaa| yahA~ hisAba meM bhI to yoga zabda bolate hai| kitanA yoga huA arthAt do ko milAkara eka rasa kara de isI ke mAyane to yoga hai| cAra aura cAra milAkara kitanA yoga huA? aatth| aba isa ATha meM pRthaka-pRthaka cAra nahI rhe| vaha saba eka rasa banakara eka aSTaka bana gayA hai| isa prakAra jJAna karane vAlA yaha upayoga aura jisakA jJAna kiyA jA rahA hai aise upayoga kI hI AdhArabhUta zAzvata zakti isa zakti meM isa vyakti kA yoga kara do| arthAt na to vyakti ko alaga batA sakeM aura na zakti ko alaga batA sakeM, kintu eka rasa bana jAya isa hI ko kahate hai adhyaatmyog| nija meM hI nija ke yoga kI saMbhavatA - bhaiyA! galata yoga nahI kara lenA, parapadArtha meM apane upayoga ko jor3akara ekameka karane kA galata hisAba nahI lagAnA hai| galata hisAba laga bhI nahI sakatA hai| kisI bhI parapadArtha meM apane upayoga ko jor3e to kitanA hI kucha kara DAle, jur3a hI nahI sktaa| bhale hI kalpanA se mAna lo galata hisAba ko ki maiMne sahI kiyA, para vahA~ jur3a hI nahI sktaa| para ke pradeza bhinna hai, para meM hai, apane pradeza bhinna hai, apane meM hai| isa zakti kA aura isa upayoga kA yoga jur3a sakatA hai, kyoki yaha bhI eka caitanmaya hai aura yaha aMtastatva bhI caitanyasvarUpa hai| jaise samudra aura samudra kI lahara kA samudra me yoga ho sakatA ha kyoki lahara bhI samudrarUpa hai aura samudra to samudra hI hai, isa hI prakAra isa upayoga kA isa paramabrahA meM yoga ho sakatA hai, aisA yoga jinake hotA hai| una yogI purUSoM ke koI alaukika Ananda utpanna hotA hai| Atmakartatva - jaba taka dRzyamAna bAhApadArtha me kiJicat mAtra bhI mamatA rahatI hai taba taka svarUpa meM lInatA nahI ho sakatI hai, kintu jaba adhyAtmayogI kI kisI bhI bAhA tatva meM koI mamatA nahI rahatI to vaha svarUpa meM lIna hotA hai| yahI svarUpalInatA parama tatva kI prApti kA kAraNa hai| yaha cIja hogI rAgadveSa ke abhAva se| rAgadveSa miTeMge vastutasvarUpa ke yarthAtha jJAna se| isa kAraNa vastusvarUpa ke yathArthajJAna kA abhyAsa karanA caahie| jo anubhava meM utare, jo yarthArtha jJAna hai usa jJAna kA arjana kre| vaha gurU kRpA binA nahI ho sktaa| yadi sAkSAt gurU na mile kabhI to ye grantha bhI gurU hI hai? kyoki ve jo bolato the vaha saba yahA~ akSaro rUpa meM hai| isa prakAra svAdhyAya aura satsaMga karake apane jJAnArjana kA udyama kare, yaha hI apane kalyANa kA upAya hai| Anando nirdahatyudva krmndhnmnaartm| na cAsau khidyateM yogI bhirdHkhessvcetn||48|| 213
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________________ Atmottha zuddha Ananda kA pariNAma - pUrva zloko meM yaha kahA gayA thA ki jo yogI na to pravatti rUpa vyavahAra kara rahA hai aura na nivRtti rUpa bhI vyavahAra kara rahA hai ina dono vyavahAra se Upara svarakSita hokara jaba AtmA ke upayoga meM upayukta hotA hai usa samaya isa apUrva yoga ke prasAda se usa yogI ke apUrva Ananda prakaTa hotA hai| aba zloka meM yaha kahA jA rahA hai ki usa Ananda kA phala kyA milatA hai Ananda bhava-bhava ke bA~dhe hue prabala karmarUpI Idhana ko jalA DAlatA hai| jaise Ighana kitane hI dino se Dhera karake saMcita kiyA jAya, usa samasta Idhana ko jalAne meM agni samartha hai isa hI prakAra vikalpo se jitane bhI karma baMdhana saMcita kiye hai una karmo ko naSTa karane yaha yogI kA Ananda samartha hai| adhyAtmayoga kI AnandamagnatA se karmaprakSaya - bhaiyA! bAhA meM sAdhujanoM kI tapasyA kAyaklezarUpa dikhatI hai logo ko ki ye bahuta upavAsa karate hai, eka bAra bhojana pAna karate hai Adi kitanI kaThina vipattiyA~ sahate hai? logo ko dikhatA hai ki ye kaSTa saha raheM he para ve kaSTa saha rahe ho to unake karma naSTa nahI ho skte| ve to kisI apUrva Ananda meM magna ho rahe hai jisa Ananda ke dvArA ve karma naSTa ho jAte hai, jo hama Apake AtmA meM cikAla se baMdhe hai| karma zabda ke artha para dRSTi ddaalo| karma zabda ke do artha hai eka to jo AtmA ke dvArA kiyA jAya usakA nAma karma (bhAva karma) hai| dUsare isa karma ke nimitta se jo kArmANavargaNA karmarUpa hotI vaha karma hai| bhAvakarma aura dravyakarma - yaha jIva jo kucha bhI karatA hai, usakA nAma karma hai| jaise rAgadveSa vikalpa saMkalpa moha ye saba karma kahalote hai, isakA nAma bhAvakarma hai| bhAvakarma to jisa samaya kiyA usa hI samaya rahA, bAda meM nahI rhte| kyoki bhAvakarma jIva ke eka samaya kI pariNati hai, aura upayoga meM Ane kI dRSTi meM antarmuhUrta kI pariNati hai| vaha pariNati dUsare kSaNa nahI rhtii| dUsare kSaNa anya rAgadveSa moha utpanna ho jAte hai| pratyeka jIva ke jisa samaya rAgadveSa hotA hai vaisA pariNamana dUsare kSaNa nahI rhtaa| isa kAraNa bhAvakarma to agale kSaNa nahI rahate, naye-naye bhAva utpanna hote rahate hai, kintu usa navIna kSaNika bhAvake kAraNa jo karma banate hai, jJAnAvaraNAdika karma banate hai unameM kitane hI karma anaginate arabo, kharabo varSa taka isake sAtha rahate hai, aura ve utane varSoM taka jIva ko satAne ke kAraNa bana rahe hai| eka kSaNa kI galtI se arabo kharabo varSa taka jIva ko kaSTa sahanA par3atA hai| karmasthiti kA samarthana - jaise koI purUSa rasanA indriyA ke svAda meM Akara kisI hAnikAraka cIja ko khA jAya to khAne meM bhAgane meM kitanA samaya lagA? do tIna minaTa kA, kintu usase jo darda banegA, roga banegA vaha bhoganA par3egA ghaMTo / aise hI rAgadveSa karanA to AsAna hai, svacchandatA hai, jo mana me Ae so kara lo, puNya kA udaya hai| jisa 214
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________________ cAhe ko satAkara apane manako khuza kara lo, jisa strI yA purUSa ke prati kAmavAsanA utpanna ho, aura-aura bhI pApa kArya kara lo, kevala eka do minaTa hI to vaha pApa kArya karatA hai kintu una pApoM ke karane ke kAraNa jo dravyakarma baMdha hai ve jIva ke sAtha anaginate varSa taka rheNge| kSaNika galatI se asaMkhyAte varSoM taka kleza bhoga- Agama meM batAyA gayA hai ki koI mana vAlA purUSa jisake vizeSa samajha utpanna huI hai vaha moha karegA, gaDabar3I karegA to usa tIvramoha meM 70 kor3Akor3I sAgara taka ke lie karma ba~dha jAte hai| abhI batAvege ki kor3A-kor3A sAgara kyA cIja hotI hai| karma isa loka meM bahuta sUkSma kArmANa maiTara hai| vaha kArmANa skaMdha ke nAma se prasiddha hai|vh saba jagaha bharA hai, aura isa mohI malina jIva ke sAtha to bahuta sA sUkSma maiTara sAtha lagA rahatA hai jo isake lie sadA taiyAra hai| yaha jIva kucha malina pariNAma to kare ki karma rUpa bana jAyegeM, jise vinasopacaya kahate hai| ye karma rUpa banegeM to 70 kor3Akor3I sAgara taka ke lie bhI ba~dha jAte hai| isakA artha yaha huA ki kucha varSoM ke bAda ve karma jaba udaya meM AteM hai to anaginateM varSoM taka udaya meM A Akara isa jIva ko kleza ke kAraNa banate hai| sAgara kA pramANa - sAgara kA samaya bahuta lambA samaya hai| yaha ginatI meM nahI batAyA jA sakatA hai| jisa cIja ko ginatI meM batAyA hI na jA sake usako kisI upamA dvArA batAyA jaaygaa| kalpanA karo ki 2 hajAra koza kA koI lambA caur3A gaDDhA hai| saba kalpanA para bAta calegI, na koI aisA kara sakatA hai| na kiyA jA skegaa| paMratu itanA lambA samaya kitanA hai isakA parijJAna karane ke lie eka upamArUpa meM batAyA gayA hai| usa vizAla gaDDhe meM choTe-choTe roma khaNDa jinakA dUsarA khaNDa kiyA na jA sake, bhara diyA jAya Thasakara aura mAno usa para hAthI phirA diyA jAya, phira una bAlo ko sau-sau varSa bAda eka-eka Tukar3I nikAlA jAya, saba yaha upamA kI bAta hai, jitane varSoM meM ve saba bAla nikala sakeMge usakA nAma hai vyvhaarply| usase asaMkhyAtaguNA samaya lagatA hai udvArapalya meM, usase asaMkhyAta guNA samaya lagatA hai advApalya meN| eka karor3a advApalya meM eka karor3a advApalya kA guNA kareM usakA nAma hai eka kor3Akor3I advaaply| aise 10 kor3akor3I palyo kA eka sAgara banatA hai| eka sAgara meM eka karor3a sAgara kA guNA karo taba taka kor3Akor3I sAgara hotA hai| yoM 70 kor3Akor3I sAgara taka ye dravyakarma isa jIva ko jakar3a DAlate hai| durlabha manuSyajanma kA avasara - yaha manuSya kaisI-kaisI kuyoniyo ko bhoga-bhogakara Aja prApta kiyA hai| jarA dRSTi to DAlo - anya jIvoM kI apekSA manuSya jIvana kitanA zreSTha hai| vRkSa, pRthvI, ina jIvo kI jindagI kyA jindagI hai? kIr3A makor3A bhI kyA malya rakhate hai loga jUto se kucalate hue cale jAte hai, unakA kucha bhI mUlya nahI smjhte| pazu 215
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________________ pakSI bhI bana jAya to bhI kyA hai, akSara nahI bola skte| dUsare kI bAta nahI smjhte| aTapaTa unakA bhojana, kaisI unakI AkRti,? paraMtu manuSya ko dekho yaha viveka kara sake, saba para hukUmata kara sake, bar3e bar3e sAhitya raca sake, eka dUsare ke hRdaya kI bAta samajha sake, kitane vikAsa vAlA yaha manuSya jIvana hai? itanA vikAsa pAne ke bAda yadi viSayakaSAya pApoM meM hI apanA samaya gaMvAyA to usakA phala yaha hogA ki jina kuyoniyoM se nikalakara manuSya paryAya meM Aye hai una hI kuyoniyo meM janma lenA pdd'egaa| Atmaprabhupara anyAya ke duSpariNAma kA dRSTAntapUrvaka pradarzana - eka sAdhu thaa| usake pAsa eka cUhA baiThA rahA karatA thaa| cUhA ko sAdhu kA vizvAsa rahA kare so vahA~ baiTha jAyA kre| eka bAra koI bilAva usa cUhe para jhapaTA to sAdhu ne AzIrvAda diyA cUhe ko ki viDAloM bhava, tU bhI bilAva ho jA, so vaha cUhA bhI bilAva ho gayA, usa para jhapaTA eka kuttA to sAdhu ne AzIrvAda diyA ki zvAno bhv| tU bhI kuttA bana jA, so vaha kuttA ho gyaa| aba usa para jhapaTA eka teduvA (vyaaghr)| to sAdhu ne AzIrvAda diyA ki vyAghro bhv| tU vyAghra ho jaa| so vaha kuttA bhI vyAghra ho gyaa| usa para jhapaTA eka zera / so sAdhu ne AzIrvAda diyA ki siMho bhv| tU siMha bana jaa| vaha bhI siMha bana gyaa| aba use lagI bhUkha, so usane socA ki kyA khAnA cAhie? dhyAna AyA ki are ye hI sAdhu mahArAja to baiThe hai, inhI ko khAkara peTa bhara lenA caahie| so jyoM hI sAdhu ko khAne kA saMkalpa kiyA aura kucha udyama karanA cAhA tyoM hI sAdhu ne AzIrvAda diyA ki punaH mUSako bhava, tU phira cahA bana jA, vaha phira cUhA bana gyaa| are kitanA uThakara siMha bana gayA aura jarA sI gaphalata meM cUhA bananA pdd'aa| aise hI hama Apake bhItara virAjamAna jo kAraNaparamAtmatatva hai, paramabrahRA svarUpa hai, vizudva samayasAra hai, jJAnAnanda svabhAva hai usakA AzIrvAda milA, kucha vikAsa banA to yaha sthAvaroM se uThakara kIr3A makor3A banA, usase bhI aura bar3hakara pazu pakSI banA, vahA~ se bhI uThakara aba yaha manuSya bnaa| aba manuSya banakara isa paramabrahAsvarUpa para, isa kAraNaparamAtmatatva para hamalA karane kI ThAna rahA hai| Atmadeva para manuSya kA anyAya - jo manuSya viSaya bhogatA hai, kaSAyo meM pravRtta hotA hai, moha rAgadveSa ko apanAtA hai vaha isa prabhu para hI to anyAya kara rahA hai| jisa prabhu ke AzIrvAda se , prabhu ke prasAda se jaghanya yoniyoM se nikalakara manuSya jaise uttama pada meM Ae hai, to aba yaha manuSya kaisI kalAvo se viSayo kA sevana kara rahA hai, yaha kabhI baila, ghor3A, gaghA thaa| ye kalApUrvaka kucha viSayasevana nahI kara pAte hai aura manuSya ko yogyatA vizeSa nahI milI nA, so bar3hiyA, sAhityika DhaMga se bar3hiyA rAgabharI kavitAe~ banAkara kitanI kalAvo se yaha viSaya bhoga rahA hai aura kitanA prasAra kara rahA hai? saba jIvoM se adhika anyAya kara sakane vAlA yaha manuSya hai, yaha apane Apa ke prabhu para anyAya kara rahA hai| yaha jIva AnAdi se nigoda avasthA meM thaa| nigoda kahate hai, per3a aura pRthvI 216
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________________ se bhI kharAba yoni ko / eka zarIra ke ananta jIva svAmI hai| kitanI kaluSita nigoda kI yoni hai? vahA~ se nikalakara dhIre-dhIre vikAsa karake yaha manuSya banA aura aba yaha apane AzrayabhUta isa paramAtmaprabhu para hamalA karane lagA, viSaya kaSAyo kA pariNamana karane lagA, yahI to prabhu para anyAya hai| to isa prabhu ne bhItara se phira AzIrvAda diyA ki punaH nigodo bhv| tU phira se nigoda bana jA / to manuSya jaisI utkRSTa yoni pAkara phira nigoda bana jAtA hai| aise ye vikaTa karma baMdhana hai| dharma kA Ananda aura karmakSaya ina vikaTa karma Idhano ko jalAne meM samartha zudva Ananda hai, kaSTa nahI hai| dharma kaSTa ke lie nahI hotaa| dharma kaSTapUrvaka nahI hotaa| dharma karate hue meM kaSTa nahI hotaa| koI purUSa jo yathArtha dharmAtmA hai vaha dharma karane kI bhAvanA kara rahA ho to vaha prasannatA aura AnandapUrvaka hI kara sakegA, kaSTa meM nahI jisa kAla meM dharma kiyA jA rahA hai usa kAla meM bhI kaSTa nahI ho sakatA hai, vahA~ bhI Ananda hI jhara rahA hogA aura dharma karane ke phala meM use Ananda hI milegA / Ananda meM hI sAmarthya hai ki bhava-bhava se saMcita karmo ko kSaNamAtra meM jalA sakatA hai| " koTi janma tapa tapai jJAna bina karma jharai je! jJAnI ke chinamAhi trigupti taiM sahaja TareMte / " ajJAnI purUSa bar3I-bar3I tapasyA karake karor3o bhavo meM jitane karma jalA sakate hai utane karmo ko jJAnI eka kSaNa meM jJAnabala se naSTa kara detA hai| isa manuSya - jIvana kA sundara phala prApta karanA ho to eka nirNaya banA lo ki hameM jJAnaprakAza kA Ananda lUTanA hai| ghara meM cAra chaH jana hai nA, so unakA kucha khyAla rahatA hai, to unako bhI dharma ke raMga me aisA raMga do ki ve saba bhI dharmI bana jAyeM moha rAgadveSa kI phira padvati na rhegii| unakA bhI bhalA karavA do aura apanA bhI bhalA kara lo| dUsare kA bhalA karanA apane AdhIna to hai nahI lekina sambaMdha hai to vyavahAra aisA karo ki unameM bhI dharmabhAvanA jAgrata ho, aura eka jJAnaprakAza ke lie hI manuSya jIvana smjho| - dharmapatha - bhaiyA! AtmA ke hita kA paMtha nirAlA hai aura duniyAdArI kA paMtha nirAlA hai| koI manuSya cAhe ki mai duniyA kA Ananda bhI lUTa lU~ aura sAtha hI AtmA kA hita bhI kara lU~ to ye dono bAteM eka sAtha nahI milatI hai| nirNaya kara lo ki tumheM kyA pyArA hai? dekho duniyA meM apanA nAma kara jAne kI dhuna banAnA, dhanasaMcaya kI bhAvanA banAnA, deza ke lie mara jAnA, inase bhI jJAnabhAvanA prakaTa nahI hotI hai| isa dharmI ko samUce deza se athavA dhana vaibhava se kyA milegA? kucha bhI to na milegaa| yaha paropakAra ke lie nahI hai, kintu jJAnI purUSa apane ko jJAna meM, dhyAna meM lIna hone meM asamartha samajha rahA hai jaba taka taba taka viSaya kintu jJAnI purUSa apane ko jJAna, dhyAna meM lIna hone meM asamartha samajha rahA hai jaba taka taba taka viSaya kaSAya jaise gaMde pariNAma mere me ghara na kara pAyeM unase bacane ke lie parakA upakAra hai| jo kevala para ke lie hI parakA upakAra samajhateM hai ve dharma se bhI 217
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________________ gaye aura dhana se bhI gae, aura zrama kara karake takalIpha bhI bhogI, aura jo paropakAra kA aMtaH marma samajhate hai unase paropakAra bhI vAstavika mAyane meM huA, svayaM bhI prasanna raha gyaa| mokSamArga bhI, dharmapAlana bhI sAtha-sAtha claa| adhyAtmayogI ke saMkaTo me kheda kA abhAva - vaha yogI purUSa apanI dhyAnasAdhanA meM rahakara jina saMkaTo ko sAmanA kara rahA hai unhe yaha kaSTa nahI smjhtaa| loga samajhate hai ki saMkaTa A rahe hai lekina vaha una duHkho ko dukha nahI samajha rahA hai| vaha to apane anAdikAla se bichur3e hue paramapitA, paramazarANa cidAnandAtmaka prabhutA kA darzana milA, usa Ananda meM yaha magna ho rahA hai, aura isa zuddha Ananda kA hI pratApa hai ki bhava-bhava ke saMcita karma usake kSaNa mAtra meM naSTa ho jAte hai, use kheda nahI hotaa| kheda karane se khoTe karmo kA baMdha hotA hai| prasannatA to taba mila sakatI hai jaba ina bAhApadArtho me moha mamatA kA samparka na baDhAye, jJAtAdraSTA rahe, jo kucha bAhA meM hotA hai usake jAnanahAra rhe| duniyA ke ajAyabaghara meM niHsaMkaTa rahane kA upAya - yaha duniyA ajAyabaghara hai, ajAyabaghara meM darzako ko kevala dekhane kI ijAjata hai, chUne kI yA kucha jeba meM dharane kI ijAjata nahI hai| yadi koI AjJAvirUdva kAma karegA to vaha giraphtAra ho jAyagA, aise hI ye sarvasamAgama ajAyabaghara hai, paramArtha nahI hai, inako dekhane kI ijAjata hai ImAnadArI se| chUne kI ijAjata, apanAne kI ijAjata nahI hai| jo kisI bhI anAtmatatva ko apanAyegA vaha baMdhana meM par3egA aura aneka bhavoM taka use kaSTa bhoganA hogaa| saba jIva hai, eka samAna hai, unameM se kisI eka do ko hI aMtaraMga me pakar3akara raha jAnA hai, isakA kyA phala milegA? so yaha bilabilAtA dRzyamAna jIvaloka hI pramANa hai| aba to aisA aMtaH purUSArtha banAyeM aura apane Apake svarUpa meM ramane kA yatna kareM jisase saMkaTo kA samUla vinAza hai| isake lie satsaMgati, jJAnArjana, paropakAra saba kucha upAya kre| AtmadRSTi se hI mahAre saMkaTa dUra ho skeNge| avidyAAbhiduraM jyotiH paraM jJAnamayaM mahat / tatpraSTavyaM tadeSTavyaM tadraSTavyaM mumukSubhiH / / 49 / / Atmahitakara paramajyoti - AtmA kA paramahita karane vAlA paramazaraNa tatva kyA hai? isa saMbaMdha meM bahuta pUrva praMsaga se varNana cala rahA hai| AtmA kA hita Atmatatva ke sahaja jJAnajyoti ke avalambana meM hI hai vahI jina AtmAo ko iSTa ho jAtA hai| usakA kalyANa hotA hai, kintu jo vyAmohI purUSa kevala parijana sampadA ko hI iSTa mAna pAte hai rAta divasa una hI parijanoM kI cintA meM samaya kho diyA karate hai unakA zaraNa isa loka meM koI nahI hai| zaraNa to kisI kA koI dUsarA ho hI nahI sakatA, hama to hamAre loka meM koI nahI he zaraNa to loka meM koI nahI hai| zaraNa to kisI kA koI dUsarA ho hI nahI sakatA, hama hI hamAre zaraNa hai| taba zaraNa hone kI paddhati se khuda meM khuda kA anubhava kiyA 218
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________________ jaay| yaha jJAnajyoti yaha zuddha jJAnasvarUpa jo nirvikalpa sthiti karake anubhavo meM A sakane yogya hai yaha jJAnajyoti samasta cAha kA bhedana kara dene vAlI hai| jaise sUrya prakAza gahana aMdhakAra ko bhI bheda detA hai isa hI prakAra jJAnajyoti bhrama ke gahana aMdhakAra ko bheda detI hai| ajJAnAndhakAra aura usakA bhedana - bhaiyA - kitanA bar3A aMdherA yahA~ ki hai to merA paramANu mAtra bhI kucha nahI aura upayoga aisA para kI aura daur3a gayA hai ki parijana aura sampadA ko yaha apanA sarvasva mAnatA hai| yaha vicitra gahana aMdhakAra hai| sarva padArtha vimukta ho jAyegeM, isa para ajJAnI ghuTane Teka dete hai| jIvanabhara kitane hI kAma kara jAya arthAt kitanI hI dhana sampadA nikaTa A jAya, para eka niyama saba para eka samAna lAgU hai| vaha kyA ki saba kucha chUTa jaaygaa| isa vyAmohI jIvana ne yahA~ ghuTane Teka diye| vahA~ to ajJAna kI preraNA se rAta divasa khoTe-khoTe kAryo meM hI juTa rahe hai lekina yahA~ vaza nahI calatA, aura isI kAraNa ajJAnI mohiyo ke dimAga bhI kabhI-kabhI sudhAra para A jAyA karate hai| yaha jJAnaprakAza ajJAna aMdhakAra ko naSTa karane vAlA hai| yaha jJAnasvarUpa khuda kA bhI prakAza karatA hai aura dUsaro kA bhI prakAza karatA hai| khuda jJAnasvarUpa hai isalie khuda jJAna kA prakAza kara hI rahA hai, kintu isa jJAna meM ye samasta parapadArtha bhI Ate haiM, unakA bhI prakAzjJa hai| yaha utkRSTha jJAnarUpa hai| bhedavijJAna se svAtantryaparicaya - vastu meM pUrNa svataMtratA bharI huI hai, isakA jisa jJAnI ko paricaya ho jAtA hai vaha samyagjJAna para nyauchAvara ho jAtA hai| loga kahA karate hai ki makAna banAyA, dukAna banAyA, yaha bAta to bilkula viparIta hai| yaha manuSya kahA~ ITa patthara ko banAtA hai| ITa patthara meM apanA kucha lagA diyA ho aisA to kucha najara nahIM AtA hai| aba isase aura kucha gahare caleM to yaha kaha dete hai ki makAna dUkAna to nahI banAtA hai jIva kintu apane-apane pairoM ko calAtA hai| yaha bhI bAta viparIta hai| AtmA ke hAtha paira hI nahI hai| vaha to eka jJAnaprakAzjJa hai, AkAza kI taraha amUrta aura nirlepa hai, yaha hAtha bhI nahI calAtA hai, paira aura jihA bhI nahI calAtA hai| ye kriyApariNata ho jAte hai nimittanaimittaka saMbaMdha se| isa bAta kA bhI khyAla rahA to btaaveNge| aba Age aura caleM to yaha dhyAna meM AtA ki AtmA hAtha paira bhI nahI calAtA hai kintu rAgadveSa kI kalpanAo ko to karatA hai, yahA~ bhI viveka bnaaye| AtmA hai jJAnasvarUpa / AtmA meM rAgadveSa vikAra karane kA svabhAvataH kartRtva nahI hai| ye rAgAdika ho jAte hai, inhe AtmA karatA nahI hai| dRSTAntapUrvaka vastusvarUpa kA paricaya - vastu kA svatantra pariNamana samajhane ke lie eka dRSTAnta lo - darpaNa sAmane hai, use darpaNa meM sAmane khar3e hue dasoM lar3ako ke pratibimba A gae hai| yadyapi vaha pratibimba darpaNa meM haiM lekina darpaNa to apane meM apanI svacchatA kI vRtti banA rahA hai| aise hI isa AtmA meM rAgadveSo ke pariNamana A gae hai, isa AtmA ne 219
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________________ rAgadveSo ko paidA nahI kiyA hai| yaha AtmA rAgadveSo kA bhI kartA nahI hai| isa samaya bAta adhyAyatmamarma kI bAta cala rahI hai aura calegI, lekina dhyAna se sunane para saba sarala ho jAyagA hA~ ina rAgadveSo kA bhI karane vAlA yaha AtmA nahI hai| nija meM nija kA pariNamana - aba kucha aura Age calakara yaha samajha rahA he jIva ki yaha rAgadveSa kA karane vAlA to hai nahI, kintu yaha caukI ko, pustaka ko, jitanI bhI vastuai sAmane AyI hai una sabako jAnatA to hai| apane AtmA ko takeM jarA, yaha kitane bar3A hai, kitanI jagaha meM phailA hai, kaisA svarUpa hai? taba dhyAna meM AyagA ki yaha jo kucha kara pAtA hai apane pradezo meM kara pAtA hai, bAhara kucha nahI karatA hai| taba AtmA meM eka jJAnaguNa hai, isa jJAnaguNa kA jo bhI kAma ho rahA hai vaha AtmA meM hI ho rahA hai , ataH isa AtmA ne AtmA ko hI jAnA, kintu aisA alaukika camatkAra hai isa jJAnaprakAza meM ki jJAna jAnatA to hai apane Apako hI kintu jhalaka jAtA hai yaha sArA padArtha samUha / jaise hama kabhI darpaNa ko hAtha meM lekara dekha to rahe hai, kevala darpaNa ko, para pIche khar3e hue lar3ako kI sArI karAmAto ko batAte jAte hai to jaise darpaNa ko dekhakara pIche khar3e hue sAre lar3ako kI karAmAta batAte jAte hai isI taraha hama Apa padArtho ko jAna nahI raheM hai kintu ina padArthoM ke anurUpa pratibimbita hama apane jJAnasvarUpa ko jAna rahe hai aura isa apane Apa ko jAnate hue meM sArA bakhAna kara DAlateM hai| para se asamprakta jIva kA para se kaisA nAtA - bhaiyA ! aba parakha liyA apane isa AtmA ko? isakA parapadArtho ke jAnane taka kA bhI sambandha nahIM hai, kintu yaha mohI prANI yaha merA kuTumbI hai, sambandhI hai ityAdi mAnatA hai| aho! yaha kitanA bar3A ajJAna aMdhakAra hai? isa mahAn aMdhakAra ko bhedane vAlI yaha jJAnajyoti hai| yaha jJAnajyoti utkRSTa jJAnasvarUpa hai| isakA jise darzana ho jAtA hai usakI samasta AkulatAeM dUra ho jAtI hai| isa kAraNa he mumukSa purUSo! saMsAra ke saMkaTo se chUTane kI icchA karane vAle jJAnIsaMta jano!eka isa parama anupama jJAnajyoti kI hI bAta pUchA karo, eka isa jJAnasvarUpa kI hI bAta cAhA karo aura jaba cAhe isa jJAnasvarUpa kI hI bAta dekhA karo, isake atirikta anya kucha cIja na cAhane lAyaka hai aura na dekhane lAyaka hai| isa jJAnasvarUpa ke darzana se arthAt apane Apako mai kevalajJAnamAtra hUM - aisI pratIti banAkara utpanna hue paramavizrAma ke prasAda se anubhava karane vAle purUSa ke ajJAna kA sarvathA nAza ho jAtA hai aura anantajJAna, anantadarzana, ananta Ananda aura ananta zakti prakaTa ho jAtI hai, jisa jJAna ke prasAda se samasta loka aura aloka ko yaha AtmA jAna letA hai| svakIya ananta teja kI smRti - hama Apa saba me ananta mahAna teja svarasataH basA huA hai, lekina apane teja ko bhUlakara paryAyarUpa mAnakara kAyara banA huA yaha jantu viSaya ke sAdhano ke AdhIna bana rahA hai| jaise koI siMha kA baccA bher3o ke bIca palane lagA to 220
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________________ bher3o bakariyoM kI taraha hI vaha rahane lagA, isako jo jaisA cAhe vaise hI sIga mAre, gar3ariyA kAna pakar3akara khIcatA hai aura vaha siMha kA baccA usI taraha dIna hokara rahatA hai jaise bher3a bakariyA~ rahatI hai| kabhI kisI dUsare siMha kI dahAr3a ko sunakara, usakI sthiti kI dekhakara kabhI yaha bhAna kara le ki oha mere hI samAna to yaha he jisakI dahAr3a se ye sAre manuSya UTapaTAMga bhAga khar3e hue hai| apanI zUratA kA dhyAna Ae to yaha bhI dahAr3a mArakara sAre baMdhano ko toDa kara svataMtra ho jAyagA, aise hI hama Apa saMsArI prANI usa tejapuMja ke pratApa ko bhUle hue hai jisa vizudva jJAna meM yaha sAmarthya hai ki sAre saMkaTa dUra kara de| isa bhava kI bAto meM jyAdA na ulajheM, yahA~ koI saMkaTa nahI hai| saMkaTa to vaha hai jo khoTe pariNamana utpanna hote hai, moha rAgadveSa kI vAsanA jagatI hai yaha hai saMkaTa / yaha mohI prANI pratikSaNa Akulita rahatA hai| ye hI hama Apa jaba isa moha ko dUra kare, viveka kA bala prakaTa kareM aura apane tejapuMja kI saMbhAla kare, ataMragaM meM dRr3ha pratIti kara leM to samasta saMkaTa dUra ho jaayeNge| Atmonnati se mahatva kA yatna - bhaiyA ! dUsare netAvo ko, dhanikoM ko dekhakara viSAda na kre| ve duHkhI prANI hai| yadi unheM jJAnajJayoti kA darzana nahI huA hai, tuma unase bhI bahuta bar3e bananA cAhate ho to sAMsArika mAyA kA moha dUra karake apane Apa meM zAzvata virAjamAna isa jJAnasvarUpa kA anubhava kara lo, tuma sabase adhika bar3e ho| jinheM kalyANa kI vAJachA hai unakA kartavya hai ki ve aisI dhuna banAe~ ki jaba pUche to isa AtmasvarUpa kI bAta pUche, jaba cAhe taba AtmasvarUpa kI bAta cAhe aura dekheM jAneM to AtmasvarUpa kI bAta hI dekheM jAne, aisI jJAnajyoti prakaTa ho jAya to phira AkulatA nahI raha sakatI hai| samyagjJAna kA camatkAra - bhaiyA ! laga rahA hogA aisA ki yaha yogI saMto ke karane kI bAta gRhasthajanoM ko kyoM batAnA cAhie? isase gRhastha kucha phAyadA leMge kyA ? apane hRdaya se hI btaavoN| biDambanA kA bojha kucha halkA huA hai yA nahI? kucha aMtaraMga meM prasannatA jagI hai yA nahI? are itanA AcaraNa nahI kara sakatA to na sahI, kintu karane yogya paramArthataH kyA kAma hai, usakA jJAna karane meM hI mahAn Ananda utpanna hone lagatA hai| sUrya jaba udita hokara sAmane Aye taba AyagA, kintu usase pauna ghaMTA pahile se hI aMdhakAra saba naSTa ho jAtA hai| yaha cAritra AcaraNa AtmaramaNa, sthiratA jaba Ae, kintu isakA jJAna, isakI zradvA to pahile se hI AkulatA ko naSTa karane lagatI hai| yaha jJAnabhAvanAA samasta duHkho kA nAza karane vAlI hai aura AtmA meM bala utpanna karane vAlI he| isa jyoti ke anubhava se jo utkRSTa Ananda hotA hai usase karma bhI kSINa hone lagate hai aura AtmA meM bhI ekAgratA hone lagatI hai| AtmalAbha kI prArambhika taiyArI - AtmA ke sahaja svarUpa kI bAta to jAnane kI aura lakSya kI hai| aba isakI prApti ke lie hama apane pada meM kaisA vyavahAra kareM ki hama 221
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________________ isake dhAraNa ke pAtra raha ske| prathama kartavya yaha hai ki sampadA ko bhinna, asAra, naSTa hone vAlI jAnakara isa sampadA ke khAtira anyAya karanA tyAga de| koI bhI U~cI bAta mujhe purUSArtha binA milegI kaise? aura kucha usase nukasAna bhI nahI hai, to hama anyAya tyAga de| kyoki jagata meM jIvana ke Avazyaka padArtho kA samAgama puNyodaya ke anusAra sahaja sugamatayA milatA rahatA hai| anyAya se sidvi nahI hotii| anyAya vaha hai jise apane Apapara kate hai ki jo bAta apane ko burI lagatI hai vaha bAta dUsaro ko bhI barI lagatI hai, usakA prayoga dUsaro para karanA anyAya hai| aisA jAnakara usakA prayoga dUsaroM para na kare, yahI hai anyAya tyaag| hamAre bAre meM koI jhUTha bole, hamArI cIja curA le, hamArI mA~ bahina para koI kudRSTi DAle to hama ko burA lagatA hai, to hama bhI kisI kA dila na dukhAve, kisI kI jhUTha bAta maba kaheM, kisI kI cIja na curAye, kisI parastrI para kudRSTi na kareM aura tRSNA kA Adara na kreN| batAvo kyA kaSTa hai isameM? isameM na AjIvikA kA bhaMga hotA hai aura na Atmahita meM bAdhA AtI hai| anyAya va mithyAtva ke tyAga kA anurodha - bhaiyA ! anyAya kA tyAga aura mithyA zradvAna kA tyAga kro| para se hita mAnanA, kudeva, kuzAstra, kugUrU meM ramanA, apane Apako sarva se vivikta na samajha pAnA - ye saba mithyA Azaya hai| jJAnaprakAza karake isa mithyA Azaya kA bhI tyAga kareM aura abhakSya padArtha na khAye, jJAnArjana meM rata rahe, apanI AjIvikA banAye raheM aura isa zudvajJAna ke pAlane meM bhI lgeN| tumhe kyA kaSTa hai isameM? kauna sA nukasAna par3atA hai? vyartha kI gappoM meM aura kAlpanika maujo kI carcAvoM meM samaya khAne se kucha bhI hAtha na lgegaa| eka jJAnasvarUpa kI ghuni kI AvazyakatA - isa jJAnArjana se zAnti va saMtoSa milegaa| isase isa jJAnajyoti ke arjana meM, isakI carcA meM apanA samaya lgaaye| isase hI apanA sambandha bnaaeN| jaise koI kAmI purUSa jisa kisI parastrI para Asakta ho gayA ho yA kisI para kanyA para jaise ki purANo meM bhI kitane hI mohiyoM kI carcA sunI hai, to vaha pUchegA to vahI bAta, jAnegA dekhegA to vahI bAta, akele meM bhI bhajana bolegA to vhii| kaisI jAtI hai| vaha pUchegA, cAhegA to eka jJAnasvarUpa ko| hama ApakA bhI yahI kartavya hai ki isa jJAnasvarUpa kA Adara kareM aura saMsAra saMkaTo se sadA ke lie chuTakArA paayeN| jIvo'nyaH pudgalazcAnya ityasau ttvsNgrhH| yadanyaducyateM kiJicatso'stu tasyaiva vistaraH / 150 || saMkSipta tatvasaMgraha - grantha samApti se pahile vicarama zloka meM yaha batAyA jA rahA hai ki samasta pratipAdita varNano kA sArabhUta tatva kyA hai? hameM yaha pUrNa grantha sunane para zikSA lene yogya bAta kitanI grahaNa karanI hai, yaha jAnanA hai, vahI kahA jA rahA hai ki 222
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________________ jIva judA hai, pudgala judA hai| itanA hI mAtra tatva kA saMgraha hai, isake atirikta anya jo kucha kahA jAtA hai vaha saba isI tatva kA vistAra hai| ___ mUla meM satsvarUpatA - mUla meM tatva sanmAtra kahA gayA hai| jo hai vaha tatva hai, isa dRSTi se jitane bhI padArtha hai ve samasta padArtha satrupa hai aura isa hI dRSTi ko lekara advaitavAdoM kI utpatti hotI hai| koI tatva ko kevala eka sadbA mAnate hai, koI tatva ko kevala zUnya mAtra mAnate hai, koI jJAnamAtra, koI citrodvaitruup| nAnA prakAra ke ina advaitavAdoM kI eka isa sadbhAva se utpatti huI hai, aura isa sthiti se dekho to koI bhI padArtha ho, pratyeka padArtha hai, hai kI apekSA saba samAna hai| jaise manuSya kI apekSA bAla, javAna, bUr3hA kisI bhI jAti kulakA, deza kA ho sabakA saMgraha ho jAtA hai aura jIva kI apekSA se manuSya ho, pazu ho, kITa ho sabakA saMgraha ho jAtA hai aura sat kI apekSA jIva ho athavA dikhane vAle ye caukI, bhIta Adi ajIva ho sabakA sagraha ho jAtA hai| vizeSa se arthakriyA kI sidvi - sat kI dRSTi samasta artho ke samAna hone para bhI artha kriyA kI bAta dekhanA Avazyaka hai| kAma karane kI bAta hai, pratyeka padArtha hai aura ve saba kucha na kucha kAma kara rahe hai, unameM hI pariNamana ho rahA hai| aura isa arthakriyA kI dRSTi se jitane bhI padArtha hai ve saba eka apane-apane svarUpa meM apanA ekatva lie hue hai| jaise gau jAti aura nyArI-nyArI gauye| gaU jAti se dUdha nahI nikalatA kintu jo vyaktigata gau hai usase dUdha nikalatA hai| jAti to kAma karane vAle arthakriyA se pariNamane vAle, padArtha ke saMgraha karane vAle dharma kA nAma hai| jo aisI-aisI aneka gauye hai| unakA saMgraha gau jAti meM hotA hai| to vAstava meM padArtha anantAnanta to jIva hai, anantAnanta pudgala hai, eka dharmadravya, eka adharmadravya, eka AkAzadravya auzra asaMkhyAta kAladravya hai| una sabakA satvadharma se saMgraha ho jAtA hai| jIva aura pudagaloM kI anantatA - jIvadravya ananta hai, isakA pramANa yaha hai ki pratyeka jIva apane meM apanA hI pariNamana karatA hai| eka pariNamana jitane meM samAye aura jitane se bAhara kabhI na jAya usako eka padArtha bolA karate hai| jaise merA sukha duHkha merI kalpanA Adika rUpa pariNamana jitane meM anubhUta hotA hai| aura jisase bAhara hotA hI nahI hai usako hama eka kheNge| yaha mai eka hUM, aise hI ApakA sukha duHkha rAgadveSa samasta anubhava Apa meM hI parisamApta hote hai so Apa eka hai| isa prakAra eka eka karake ananta jIva hai, lekina sabhI jIvoM kA mUla svarUpa eka samAna hai| ataH saba jIva eka jIva jAti meM aMtarnihita ho jAte hai| pudgagala bhI ananta hai jisameM rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, sparza pAyA jAe, use pudgala zabda meM yaha artha bharA hai- pud mAyane jo pUre aura gala mAyane jo gle| jahA~ mila-jula kara eka bar3A rUpa bana sake aura bikhara bikharakara halke kSINa rUpa ho jAyeM 223
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________________ unako pudgala kahate hai| ye rUpa, rasa, gadhaM, spaza, guNa ke piMDa rUpa jo indriya dvArA jJAna meM Ate hai ve saba pudgala hai| acetana amUrta dravyo kI prasidvi - dharmadravya eka hI padArtha hai| jo Ithara, sUkSma samasta AkAza meM nahI kintu kevala lokAkAza meM vyApta hai vaha jIva ve pudgala ke calane ke samaya nimittabhUta hotA hai| jaise machalI ko calAne meM jala nimittAmAtra hai| jala machalI ko jabaradastI nahI calAtA kintu jala ke abhAva meM machalI nahI cala pAtI hai| machalI ke calAne meM jala bhI nimitta hai, isI prakAra vyApta yaha dharmadravya hama Apako jabaradastI nahI calAtA, kintu hama Apa jaba calane kA yatna karate hai to dharmadravya eka nimittarUpa hotA hai| isI prakAra calakara Thaharane meM nimittabhUta adharmadravya hai| vaha bhI eka hai| AkAza ke bAre meM yadyapi vaha amUrta hai, isa dharma Adika kI taraha arUpI hai phira bhI logo ke dimAga meM AkAza ke sambandha meM bar3I jAnakArI banI rahatI hai| yahI hI to hai AkAza jo pola hai aura hAtha phailAkara batA dete hai| hai vaha bhI amUrta, na hAtha se batAyA jA sakatA aura na dikhAyA jA sakatA aura isa loka meM eka-eka pradeza para eka-eka kAladravya sthita hai jisa para sthita hue samasta dravyo kI vartanA meM jo kAraNa hai| jIvagata kSobha va usake vinAza ke lie nija dhrava tatva ke Azraya kI AvazyakatA - ina saba dravyo meM se kevala jIva aura pudgala hI vibhAvarUpa pariNama sakate hai| hama Apa jIvo ko kSobha lage hai to isa pudgala ke sambandha se dhana, sampadA, ghara, makAna, zarIra, ye kuTumbI jana inako dekhakara na kahanA, ye to nimittabhUta kArmANa pudgala ke nokarma hai, AzrayadhUta hai| jo yaha sa dRzyamAna hai usako dekhakara ina sabake jhaMjhaTa kalpanA meM Ate hai, jo rAta dina parezAna kie rahate hai isa jIva ko| to jIva kA hita isameM hai ki vaha jhaMjhaTo se mukta ho| jhaMjhaTo se mukta taba hI ho sakatA hai jaba isako koI dhruva Azaya mile| jitane bhI ye bAhA padArtha hai jinakA yaha mohI jIva Azraya kie rahatA hai ve saba adhruva hai| jaise calate hue musAphirako rAste meM per3a milate hai to per3a nikalate jAte hai, una per3o se musAphizra ko mohabbata nahI hotI hai, unako dekhakara nikala jAtA hai, aise hI yAtrA karate hue hama Apa saba jIvoM ko ye samAgama thor3I dera ko milate hai, nikalate jAte hai, ina adhruva padArtho ke prIti karane meM hita nahI hai| jinako apane dhruva tatva kA paricaya nahI hai ve Azraya leMge adhruva kaa| dehadevAlayastha deva ke zuddha paricaya kI zakyatA - ina pudgalo se bhinna mai hUM, aisA samajhane ke lie svarUpa jAnanA hogA, yaha mai jIva cetana hUM aura ye pudgala acetana hai, inase mai nyArA huuN| zarIra meM ba~dhA hokara bhI yaha jIva apane svarUpa ko pahicAna le, isameM kyA kucha anumAna pramANa bhI ho sakatA hai? hA~ hai| jaba hama Apa kisI eMkAta meM baiTha jAte hai to vahA~ kevala eka prakAra kI kalpanA-kalpanA meM hI upayoga basA rahatA hai| usa samaya 224
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________________ yaha bhI smaraNa nahI rahatA ki merA deha hai, merA ghara hai| kevala eka kalpanA hI rahA karatI hai| koI kAma dhunipUrvaka kara rahe ho, usameM kisI tatva kI dhuna lagI ho to apane zarIra kA bhI bhAna nahI rahatA hai| koI eka tatva jJAna meM rahatA hai| aba to jAnanahAra tatva hai usa hI kA svarUpa kAI jAnane meM laga jAye, aisI dhuna bane to use isa deha kA bhI bhAna nahI rahatA hai, jisa para dRSTi ho usakA hI svAda AtA hai cAhe kahI basa rahe ho, jahA~ dRSTi hogI anubhava usakA hI hogaa| dRSTi ke anusAra svAda - eka choTI sI kathAnaka hai- kisI samaya sabhA meM baiThe hue bAdazAha ne bIrabala se majAka kiyA bIrabala ko nIcA dikhAne ke lie| bIrabala! Aja hameM aisA svapna AyA hai ki hama aura tuma dono ghUmane jA rahe the| rAstaM meM do gaDDhe mile, eka meM zakkara bharI thI aura eka meM gobara, mala Adi gaMdI cIjeM bharI thii| so meM to gira gayA zakkara ke gaDDhe meM aura tuma gira gaye mala ke gaDDhe meN| bIrabala bolA - hajUra aisA hI svapna hameM bhI aayaa| na jAne hama aura ApakA kaisA ghaniSTa sambandha hai ki jo Apa dekhate svapna meM so hI mai dekhtaa| so maine svapna meM dekhA ki hama aura tuma donoM ghUmane jA rahe the, rAste meM do gaDDhe mile| eka thA zakkara kA gaDr3hA aura eka thA mala, gobara Adi kA gddddhaa| zakkara ke gaDDhe meM to Apa gira gaye aura mai gobara mala ke gaDDhe meM gira gayA, para isake bAda thor3A aura dekhA ki Apa hamako cATa rahe the aura hama Apako cATa rahe the| aba dekho- bAdazAha ko kyA caTAyA ? gobara, mala Adi, aura svaMya ne kyA cATA? shkkr| to kahA~ hama par3e hai, kahA virAje hai, isakA khyAla na karanA, kintu jahA~ dRSTi lagI hai usa para nigAha krnaa| svAda usI kA AyagA jahA~ para dRSTi lagI hai| yaha jJAnI gRhastha aneka jhaMjhaTo meM phaMsA hai, ghara meM hai, kitanA uttaradAyitva hai aisI sthiti meM rahakara bhI usakI dRSTi vastu ke yathArtha svarUpa para hai| apane sahaja jJAnasvarUpa kA bhAna hai, usa aura kabhI dRSTi huI thii| usakA smaraNa hai to usako anubhava aura svAda paramapadArtha kA A rahA hai| zradvAbheda se phalabheda - koI purUSa bar3I vidyAe~ sIkha jAe, aneka bhASAe~ jAna jAya, aura grantho kA viSaya bhI khUba yAda kara le, lekina eka sahajasvarUpa kA bhAna na kara sake auzra apanI prakaTa kalAvoM dvArA viSayo ke poSaNa meM hI lagA rahe to batalAvoM ki aise jAnakAro ke dvArA svAda kisakA liyA gayA? viSayo kA, aura eka na kucha bhI jAnatA ho aura sthiti bhI kaisI ho vicitra ho, kintu bhAna ho jAya nija sahajasvarUpa kA to svAda legA aMtastatva kA Ananda kaa| bhaiyA ! zradvA bahuta maulika sAdhana hai| ho sakatA hai ki puzu pakSI, gAya, baila, bhaisa, sUvara, gadhA, nevalA, baMdara Adi ye aMtastasva kA svAda karaleM arthAt brahAsvarUpa kA anubhava kara le, isa jJAnazakti kA pratyaya karaleM - maiM jJAnAnandamAtra hUM| jo jisa se bola bhI nahI sakate, jinakI koI vyakti bhI nahI ho pAtI hai| kaho una jIvoM meM se koI nija sahajasvarUpa kA bhAna kara le aura bahuta vidyAvoM ko par3hakara bhI na kara sake 225
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________________ to antara eka zradvA kI padvati kA rhaa| saptama naraka kA nArakI jIva to samyaktva utpanna kara sakatA hai aura bhoga viSayo meM Asakta jIva manuSya hai aura bar3I pratiSThA, yaza aneka bAteM ho, para viSayo kA vyAmohI purUSa isa samyaktva kA anubhava nahI kara sakatA hai| zradvA eka maulika sAdhana hai unnati ke patha meM bar3hane kaa| pArthakya pratibodha - yahA~ itanA hI samajhanA hai saMkSeparUpa meM ki jIva jude hai pudgala jude he| ye sAmane do aMgulI hai, ye dono aMgulI judI judI hai kyoki yaha anAmikA aMgulI madhyamA rUpa nahI ho sakatI aura madhyamA aMgulI anAmikA aMgulI rUpa nahI ho sktii| isa kAraNa hama jAnate hai ki ye do aMguliyA~ judI-judI hai| aise hI ye do manuSya jude-jude hai kyoki yaha eka manuSya dUsare manuSyarUpa nahI ho pAtA aura yaha dUsarA manuSya isa manuSya rUpa nahI ho pAtA yahI to bhinnatA samajhane kA sAdhana hai| to ye samasta pudagala prasaMga jinakeM vyAmoha meM vipatti aura viDambanA rahatI hai, ye acetana hai aura yaha mai jIva cetana huuN| isa prakAra kA unakA AsAdhAraNasvarUpa jAnanA, basa yahI eka heya padArtha se alaga hokara upAdeya padArtha meM lagane kA sAdhana hai| isake atirikta anya jo kucha bhI kahA jAtA hai vaha saba isakA vistAra hai| sAta tatva jIva pudgala ke vistAra isake atirikta anya jo kucha bhI kahA jAtA hai vaha saba isakA vistAra hai| sAta tatva jIva pudagala ke vistAra hai, tIna loka kA varNana yaha jIva pudagala kA vistAra h| sarvatra jAnanA itanA hai ki yaha maiM jJAnAnandasvarUpa AtmA judA hUM aura ye dehAdika pudgala mujhase jude hai| yathArtha pratibodha ke binA zAnti kA anupAya - bhaiyA! zAnti yathArtha jJAna binA nahI mila sakatI, cAhe kaisA hI kuTumba mile, kitanI hI dhana sampadA mile, para apanA jJAnAnanda svabhAva yaha maiM hUM aisI pratiti ke binA saMtoSa ho hI nahIM sktaa| kahA~ saMtoSa karoge? tRSNA ke phera meM azAnti - eka seTha jI eka bar3haI ye dono pAsa-pAsa ke ghara meM rahate the| bar3haI do rUpaye roja kamAtA thA aura saba kharca karake khUba khAtA pItA thA aura seTha saikar3o rUpayo kamAtA thA aura dAla roTI kA hI roja-roja usake yahA~ bhojana hotA thaa| seThAnI seThajI se kahatI hai ki yaha garIba to rAja pakavAna khAtA hai aura Apake ghara meM dAla roTI hI banatI hai to seTha jI bole ki abhI tU bholI hai, jAnatI nahI hai yaha baMr3haI abhI ninyAnave ke phera me nahI par3A hai| ninyAnave kA phaira kaisA? seTha jI eka thailI meM 99 rUpaye rakhakara rAtri ko bar3haI ke ghara meM DAla diye| socA ki eka bAra 99 rUpaye jAye to jAye, sadA ke lie jhaMjhaTa to miTe, ghara kI lar3AI to miTe / bar3haI ne subaha thailI dekhI to bar3A khuza huaa| ginane lagA rUpaye-eka do, 10, 20, 50, 70, 80, 90, 98, aura 99| are bhagavAna ne sunI to khUba hai magara eka rUpayA kATa liyaa| kucha harja nahI, hama Aja ke dina AdhA hI kharca karegeM, 1 rUpaye usameM milA deMge to 100) ho jaayege| milA diyaa| aba 100) 226
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________________ ho gye| socA ki hamArA par3ausI to hajArapati hai usako bahuta sukha hai, aba vaha jor3ane ke cakkara meM par3a gyaa| so hajAra jor3ane kI cintA laga gii| aba to vaha do rUpaye kAma to cAra Ane meM hI khAne pIne kA kharcA calA le| aba jaba hAlata ho gayI to seTha kahatA hai seThAnI se ki dekha aba bar3haI ke yahAM kyA ho rahA hai? to seThAnI ne batAyA ki aba to vahA~ bar3A burA hAla hai| basa yahI to hai ninyAnave kA phera / zAnti kA sthAna - yaha anumAna to kara lo ki kahA~ zAnti milegI? nirlepa AkiJacanya jJAnAnandasvarUpamAtra mai hUM, merA kahI kucha nahI hai, aisA anubhava karane meM hI zAnti milegI, anyatra nahI / isalie kahA hai ki tatva kA saMgraha itanA hI hai| pudgala jude hai aura maiM isa pudgala se judA huuN| iSTopadezamiti samyagadhItya vidvAn, mAnApamAnasamatAM svamatAdvitanya / muktAgraho vinivasansvajane'jane va muktizriyaM nirUpamAmupayAti bhavyaH / 151 / / iSTopadeza ke adhyayana kA phala yaha iSTopadeza grantha kA aMtima chaMda hai| isa chaMda me isa grantha ke adhyayana kA phala batAyA hai / grantha kA nAma iSTopadeza / jo AtmA ko iSTa hai arthAt Atmahita karane vAlA hai aise tatva kA upadeza, tatva kI dRSTi aura tatva ke grahaNa kA upAya jisame batAyA hai isa grantha kI samApti para yaha antima chaMda kahA jA rahA hai| kisI bhI viSaya ko grantha ko upadeza ko, jAnane kA sAkSAt phala ajJAnanivRtti hai| jJAna ke phala cAra batAe gaye hai ajJAna nivRtti, heya kA tyAga karanA, upAdeya kA grahaNa karanA va upekSA ho jAnA / jJAna ke phala cAra hote hai jisameM ajJAnanivRtti to saba meM rahatA hai| cAhe heya kA tyAga rUpa phala pAye, cAhe upAdeya kA grahaNarUpa phala pAye aura cAhe upekSA pAye, ajJAnanivRtti saba meM phala milegaa| jisa tatva kA parijJAna kara rahe hai, jaba taka hamArA ajJAna dUra na ho jAya taba taka heya ko chor3egA kaise koI, athavA viSayo ko tyAgegA kaise yA udAsInatA bhI kaise banegI? jagata ke jIva ajJAna aMdhakAra par3e hai| ajJAna aMdhakAra yahI hai ki vastu hai aura bhAMti va jAnatA hai aura bhAMti, yahI ajJAnana aMdhakAra hai| - kalpita caturAI - yoM to bhaiyA! apanI kalpanA meM apanI bar3I caturAI jaMca rahI hai| dasa AdamiyoM meM hama acchA bolate hai, hama aneka kalAye jAnate he aura aneko se bahuta - bahuta caturAI ke kAma kara DAlate hai, itanI bar3I sampadA banA lI hai, aisA mila aura phaikTarI khAla lI hai| hama to catura hai aura bar3e jJAnavAna hai| sabako apane Apa meM apanI caturAI najara AtI hai, aura yoM alaMkAra meM kaha lo ki mAna lo duniyA meM kula Der3ha akla ho to pratyeka manuSya eka akla to apane meM socatA hai aura AdhI akla duniyA ke saba logo meM mAnatA hai| apanI caturAI sabhI mAnateM hai / bhikhArI bhI bhIkha mAMga lene meM apanI 227
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________________ caturAI samajhate hai| vAha maine kaisI caturAI khelI ki isane mujhe itanA kucha de diyaa| lekina yaha saba ajJAna adhaMkAra hai| niSpakSa vRtti meM Atmahita - AtmA kA hita AtmA kA marma niSpakSa ho sake binA nahI mila sakatA hai| kevala apane Apa meM Atmatva kA nAtA rakhakara saba kucha jAne, kare, bole, nAtA kevala AtmIyatA kA ho, kisI anya sambandho kA na ho| eka vastu kA dUsare vastu ke sAtha koI tAtvika sambadha nahIM hai, kyoki vastu kA satva isa bAta ko siddha karatA hai ki isa vastu kA dravya guNa paryAya kucha bhI isa vastu se bAhara nahI rahatA hai aura aise hI samasta padArtha hai| jaba samasta vastuvo meM svataMtratA hai kyoki apane svarUpa kI svataMtratA Aye binA usakI sattA hI nahI raha sakatI hai, taba kisa padArtha kA kisase sambaMdha hai? prakAza dRSTAnta para vastusvAtantrya kA digdarzana - vastusvAtantrya ke sambandha meM kucha do cAra carcAye koI cheDa de to prathama to koI thoDI bahata AlocanA karegA, lekina kacha I thor3I bahuta AlocanA karegA, lekina kucha sunane ke bAda, manana ke bAda samajha meM A jAyagA ki oha! vastu kI itanI pUrNa svataMtratA hai| yahA~ jo prakAza dikha rahA hai, isI ke bAre meM pUche ki batAvo yaha prakAza kisakA hai, saba loga prAyaH yaha kahegeM ki yaha prakAza laTU kA hai, balba kA hai| kitanA ? jitanA isa kamare meM phailA hai| lekina yaha to batAvoM ki laTU kisako kahate hai aura vaha kitanA hai? isake svarUpa kA pahile nirNaya kre| kahane meM AyagA ki vaha to eka tIna- cAra iMca ghera kA hai aura usameM bhI jitane patale-patale tAra hai utanA mAtra hai| to yaha niyama sarvatra lagegA ki jo vastu jitane pariNAma kI ha usa vastu kA dravya guNa paryAya, (paryAya mInsa moDIphikezana) vaha utaneme hI hogA, usase bAhara nhii| isa niyama se kahI bhI vighAta nahI hotA hai| yaha prakAza jo isa mAikapara hai yaha laTU kA prakAza nahI hai, yaha mAika kA prakAza hai| caukI pustaka kapar3e Adi para jo prakAzjJa hai vaha laTU kA prakAza nahI, vaha kapar3A caukI Adi kA prakAza hai| isameM kucha yuktiyAM dekho| laThTha bhI eka paudgalika cIja hai, bhautika cIja hai| jaise usa bhautika cIja meM itanA teja svarUpa hone kI yogyatA hai to isa padArtha meM bhI apanI-apanI yogyatA ke mAphika teja svarUpa hone kA svabhAva hai| dUsarI bAta yaha hai ki laTU kA hI prakAza ho to yaha sarva cIjo para eka samAna hotA, yaha bheda kyoM par3a gayA ki kAMca jyAdA camakIlA bana gayA, pAlizadAra cIja usase kama camakIlI hai aura yaha pharza atyanta kama camakIlA hai| yaha antara kahA~ se AyA? ye padArtha svaMya apanI yogyatA ke anusAra prakAzamAna ho gae hai| chAyA dRSTAnta para vastusvAtantryakA digdarzana - vastusvAtantrya ke bAre meM dUsarI bAta dekho - isa hAtha kI chAyA caukI para par3a rahI hai, saba loga dekha rahe hoNge| acchA batAie ki yaha kisakA pariNamana hai? loga to yahI kahegeM ki yaha to hAtha kI chAyA hai| lekina hAtha kitanA hai, kahA~ hai? jitanA hAtha hai, jitane meM hai, hAtha kA saba kucha prabhAva pariNamana 228
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________________ guNa saba kucha hAtha meM hI garbhita ho gayA, hAtha se bAhara nahI huA, lekina Apa yaha zaMkA kara sakegeM ki hAtha na ho to vaha chAyA kaise ho jAyagI? basa yahI hai nimitta ke sadbhAva ko batAne kA samAdhAna / yahI nimitta hai, nimitta kI upasthiti binA isa upAdeya meM isa rUpa kArya na ho sake yaha bAta yukta hai, para nimittabhUta padArtha kA dravya, guNa, paryAya, prabhAva kucha bhI paravastu meM upAdAya meM nahI AtA / parake akartRtvapara eka jaja kA dRSTAnta eka jaja sAhaba the, ve korTa jA rahe the, ThIka TAima se jA rahe the| rAste meM eka gadhA kIcar3a meM phaMsA huA dikhaa| jaja sAhaba se na rahA gayA, so moTara se utarakara use kIcar3a se nikAlane lge| hasatha ke sipAhI logo ne manA kiyA ki hama loga nikAle dete hai Apa na nikAlo, para ve nahI maane| usa gadhe ke nikAlane meM jaja sAhaba kIcar3a se bhara gae aura usI hAlata meM korTa cale ge| vahA~ logo ne dekhA ki Aja jaja sAhaba kI bar3I burI hAlata hai, koTa paiMTa Adi meM miTTI lagI huI hai| sAtha ke sipAhI logo ne unase batAyA ki Aja jaja sAhaba ne eka gadhe kI kIcar3a meM phaMsA huA dekhakara usake Upara dayA karake use kIcar3a se nikAlA hai| to jaja sAhaba bole ki maine gadhe para dayA nahI kI, gadhe kI vedanA ko dekhakara mere hRdaya meM eka vedanA utpanna huI, so usa apanI hI vedanA ko maineM miTAyA / svAtantryasidvi me dRSTAnto kA upasaMhAra aise hI jaja kI ghaTanA meM nimittanaimittika sambaMdha thA ki vaha gadhA baca gayA / isI ko kahate hai nimittanaimittika smbndh| aise hI sabhI padArtho meM nimittanaitika sambaMdha chAyA rUpa pariNamI / yaha chAyA nizcaya se caukI kI hai, vyavahAra se hAtha kI hai| yaha samasta prakAza nizcaya se ina vastuo kA hai vyavahAra se laTTU kA hai| hama bola rahe hai, Apa saba suna rahe hai| logo ko dikhatA hai ki mahArAja hamako samajhAyA karate hai, lekina mai kucha bhI nahI samajhA pAtA hUM, na mujhameM sAmarthya haiM ki maiM Apako samajhA sakU~, yA Apa meMkoI pariNamana kara dU~ / jaise apane bhAvo ke anusAra apanA hita jAnakara apanI ceSTA karate hai| sunane Ate hai, upayoga dete hai aura una vacanoM kA nimitta pAkara apane jJAna meM kucha vilAsa aura vikAsa paidA karate hai, aise hI maiM hI apane hI mana meM, apane hI vikalpa meM vikalpa karatA huA baiTha jAtA hUM, bolane lagatA hUM, aura apanI ceSTA karatA huuN| mai jaise Apa meM kucha nahI karatA hUM, Apa mujhameM kucha nahI karate kintu yaha pramipAdaka aura pratipAdyapane kA sambandha to loga dekha hI rahe hai, yaha nimittanaimittika sambaMdha kI bAta hai| antaHsvarUpa ke paricaya se svAtantrya kA parijJAna bhaiyA ! ataHsvarUpa meM praveza pAne ke bAda vastu kI svataMtratA vidita hotI hai| aisI svataMtratA vidita hone para moha raha nahI sktaa| kaise rahegA moha? moha kahate hai usako ki kisI vastu ko kisI dUsare kI vastu maannaa| jahA~ svataMtra vastu najara A rahe hai vahA~ sambaMdha kaise mAnA jA sakatA hai, moha 229
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________________ Thahara nahI sakatA hai| kisI bhI upadeza ke adhyayana kA phala sAkSAt ajJAnanivRti hai| yaha jIva pahile apanAe hue paravastu kA tyAga karatA hai yaha bhI jJAna kA phala hai| jo cIja grahaNa ke ayogya hai use grahaNa nahI karanA hai,kintu mAtra jJAtAdraSTA rahanA hai, udAsIna rahanA hai| usake phala se utkRSTa phala hai udAsInatA kaa| yo isa grantha kA bhalI prakAra adhyayana kre| bhalI prakAra kA artha hai apekSA lagAkara / syAdvAda ke binA mantavyo meM virodha - dekhiye viDambanA kI bAta, jIva saba jJAnamaya hai aura eka purUSa dUsare kI bAta kA khaNDana karatA hai| yaha kaisI viDambanA ho gayI hai? jaba jJAnamaya dUsare jIva hai, jJAnamaya hama bhI hai to hama dUsare ke tatvanirNaya kA khaNDana kare, yahI to eka viDambanA kI bAta hai| yaha viDambanA kyoM banI? isane nayakA avalambana chor3a diyaa| dUsare kI bAta sunane kA dhairya rakkho aura usa kahane vAle ke dimAga jaisA apanA dimAga banAvo aura use suno, dUsare kI bAta mAno athavA na mAno, isake dono hI uttara hai, mAnanA bhI aura na mAnanA bhI, lekina dUsare kI bAta ko hama galata na kaha ske| jisa dRSTi me mAna liyA aura anya dRSTi se vaha bAta nahI mAnI jA sakatI hai| jaise koI purUSa kisI purUSa ke bAre meM paricaya batAne vAlI eka bAta kaha deM ki yaha amukakA bApa hai, hA~ amuka kA bAbA hai, yaha dRSTi banane para to viDambanApUrNa vacana nahI hue, yahA~ koI dRSTi chor3a de, yaha sAhaba to bApa kaha rahe hai, vahI vivAda ho jaaygaa| vaha purUSa kisI kA putra hai, kisI kA koI hai| yadi hama apekSA samajhateM hai to vahA~ koI visamvAda utpanna na hogaa| apekSA tyAgakara to viDambanA banatI hI hai| aise hI jIva aura samasta padArtho ke svarUpa ke bAre meM jisane jo kucha kahA hai unake dimAga ko TaTole, sabakI bAta ko Apa sahI mAna jaayege| lekina ve saba paraspara viruddha to bola rahe hai, ina sabako sahI kaise mAna loge? are bhale hI paraspara virUdva bole lekina jisa dRSTi se jo kahatA hai usa dRSTi se usakI bAta jAna lenA hai, isameM koI viDambanA kI bAta nahI hai| samyagjJAna hone para kartavya - nayo dvArA vastutva ko jAna lene para phira kartavya yaha hotA hai| ki jo dhruva tatva se sambadva dRSTi hai use grahaNa kara leM aura adhruva tatvarUpa jo nirNIta hai use chor3a de aura aMta maM dhruva aura adhruva doMno kI kalpanA haTAkara eka parama udAsIna avasthA prApta kre| yaha hai Atmahita karane kI pdvti| isa iSTopadeza ko bhalI prakAra vicArakara AtmajJAna ke bala se sammAna aura apamAna meM samatApariNAma dhAraNa karanA, na rAga karanA, na dveSa karanA aura grAma bana jaMgala kisI bhI jagaha Thaharate hue samasta Agraho ko chor3a denA, mUla satya ke Agraha ke sivAya anya samasta Agraho kA parityAga kara de, anta meM yaha satya satyarUpa raha jaaygaa| satya kA bhI Agraha na raha jaaygaa| satya kA bhI jaba taka Agraha hai taba taka vikalpa hai, bheda hai, aura jaba satya kA bhI Agraha nahI rahatA kintu svayaM satyarUpa vikasita ho jAtA hai vaha hai AtmA kI unnati kI eka carama 230
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________________ avsthaa| yaha jIva phira aise hI ananta jJAnAnanda guNo se sampanna eka nirUpama avasthA ko prApta kara letA hai| iSTopadeza ke samyak adhyayana kA phala - isa grantha ke adhyayana ke phala meM batAyA hai ki ajJAna nivRtti, heya padArtho kA tyAga, upAdeya kA grahaNa, phira parama udAsIna avasthA- yaha kramazaH hokara aMta meM isa nirUpaga nirvANa kI avasthA prApta hotI hai| sAkSAt phala to ajJAna nivRtta ho gayA yaha hai, sAtha hI cU~ki nizcaya aura vyavahAranaya se padArtho ko samajhA bhI hai to usa hI ke phala meM bAhA kA tyAga karanA, dhruva nija brahmAsvarUpa meM magna hokara samasta rAgadveSa mAna apamAna saMkalpa vikalpa vikAroM ko tyAga denA hai| aba isake isa yoga sAdhana ke sambaMdha meM zatru, mitra, mahala, makAna kAMca, nindA, stavana- ye saba samAna rUpa se anubhava meM Ate hai| jo purUSa AtmA ke anuSThAna meM jAgarUka hotA hai, svAdhIna, naya padvati se nirNaya karake una saba nayapakSoM ko chor3akara kevala eka jJAnasvarUpa meM jo apanA upayoga karatA hai, vItarAga zuddha jJAna prakAza meM magna hotA huA sarva vikAro se dUra hokara vizudva bana jAtA hai, phira yaha jIva ananta jJAna jisake dvArA samasta vizva kA jJAtA banatA hai, ananta darzana, jisake dvArA samasta ananta jJeyo ko jAnane vAle isa nija Atmatatva ko dRSTi meM paripUrNa le letA hai| ananta Ananda, jisake bala meM koI bhI AkulatA kabhI bhI na hogI aura ananta sAmarthya, jisake kAraNa yaha samasta vikAsa eka samAna nirantara banA rahegA, aise ananta catuSTayasampanna sthiti ko bhavya jIva prApta hotA hai| iSTopadeza se sArabhUta zikSaNa - isa upadeza ko sunakara hameM apane jIvana meM zikSA lenI hai ki hama apane ko samajheM aura Atmadharma ke nAte hama apane Apa meM kucha alaukika satya kArya kara jAye, jisase hamArA yaha durlabha nara-janma pAnA saphala ho| usakeM artha meM rAgadveSa nivAraka zAstro kA adhyayana kareM aura satsaMga, gurUsevA, svAdhyAya, jJAnAbhyAsa ityAdi upAyo se apane Atmatatva ko rAgadveSo kI kaluSatAvoM se rahita bnaaye| yaha caryA hama ApakI unnati kA pradhAna kAraNa bnegii| 231