Dada Bhagvana Kon

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008852/1

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e che je 9 0 viibviir e ahIM pragaTyA cauda lokanA nAtha !!! praznakartA : 'dAdA bhagavAna' zabda prayoga konA mATe karelo che ? dAdAzrI: 'dAdA bhagavAna'ne mATe ! mAre mATe nathI. huM to 'jJAnI puruSa' chuM. 'dAdA bhagavAna' je cauda lokano nAtha che. e tamArAmAMya che, paNa tamArAmAM pragaTa nathI thayelAM. tamArAmAM avyakta rUpe rahelA che ane ahIM vyakata thayelA, e phaLa Ape evA che. TEBT 61897531 788189 725341 dAdA bhagavAna? 390 180 - 356 dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho

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prakAzaka : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta koleja pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-3814. phena : (079) 754,408, 7543949 : saMpAdakane svAdhIna dAdA bhagavAna ? prathama AvRti : 20,000 varSa - Disembara, 2002 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ane 'kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 5 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. prinTara saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTIMga DIvIjhana), bhoMyarAmAM, pArzvanAtha cembarsa, rijharva beMka pAse, InkamaTeksa, amadAvAda. phona : 7542964

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( dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezananA prakAzano 1, trimaMtra guru-ziSya bhogave tenI bhUla (gu.maM, hi.) 20. vANIno siddhAMta (caM., saM.) banyuM te nyAya (gu., e.,hi.) 21. kamanuM vijJAna eDajasTa evarIvhera (gu.aM., hi.) 22. pApa-puNya athaDAmaNa TALo (gu,,hi.) 23. satya-asatyanA rahasyo ciMtA (gu,aM) 24. ahiMsA krodha (gu,aM) 25. prema 7. mAnavadharma 26. camatkAra 8. sevA-paropakAra 27. vANI,vyavahAramAM.. 9. huM koNa chuM? 28. nijadoSadarzanathI,nirdoSa 10. trimaMtra 11. dAna che. AptavANI -1thI 12 12. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI AptasUtra - 1 thI 5 13. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava (gu..aM.) 32. Hamony in Marriage 14. vartamAnatIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI Generation Gap (gujarAtI,hindI) 34. Who aml? 15. paisAno vyavahAra (graM, saM.) 34. Ultimate Knowledge 16. pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra (caM., saM.) 36. (aa bAvAna AtmavijJAna 17. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahara(5,sa) 37. dAdA bhagavAna? 18. pratikramaNa (graMtha, saMkSipta) 38. 'dAdAvANI'megejhIna-dara mahine... 19. samajathI prApta brahmacarya(graM, saM.) (gu. gujarAtI, hi. hindI, aMaMgrejI, caM.-graMtha, saM. saMkSipta)

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AtmajJAta prAptitI pratyakSa lIMka ! "huM to keTalAka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIze ne ?" - dAdA bhagavAna parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatA hatA. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. parama pUjya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna gAmegAma dezivadeza pharIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyAM che, jeno lAbha hajAro mumukSuo laIne AtmaramaNatA anubhave che ane saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI zake che. graMthamAM aMkita thayelI vANI mokSArthIne gAIDa tarIke atyaMta upayogI nivaDe, paraMtu mokSa meLavavA mATe AtmajJAna meLavavuM jarUrI che. akrama mArge AtmajJAna prApti Aje paNa cAlu che, te mATe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIne maLIne AtmajJAna prApta kare to ja thAya. pragaTa dIvAne dIvo aDe to ja pragaTe. saMpAdakIya jUna, ogaNIso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 paranA relvenA bAMkaDA para aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela beThelA. sonagaDha-vyArAthI vaDodarA jatAM vacce tAptI relvemAMthI UtarI vaDodarA jatI gADInI rAha jovA jatAM, kudarate adhyAtma mArganuM adbhuta Azcarya e samaye sarjyuM ! kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna', aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA. eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! jagatanA tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonA uttaro dekhAyA ne prazno saMpUrNa vilaya thayA ! jagata zuM che ? kevI rIte cAle che ? ApaNe koNa ? badhAM koNa ? karma zuM ? baMdhana zuM ? mukti zuM ? muktino upAya zuM !..... evAM asaMkhya praznonA phoDa dekhAyA. Ama kudarate jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa saMpUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI e.ema.paTela, bhAdaraNanA pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM parama 'sat'ne ja jANavAnI, sattne ja pAmavAnI ne sat svarUpa thavAnI bacapaNathI ja jhaMkhanA dharAvanAra e bhavya pAtra mAMhI 'akrama vijJAna' pragaTa thayuM. emane prApta thayuM e Azcarya to sarjAyuM. paNa e AzcaryamAM ya Azcarya eTale emaNe je joyuM, jANyuM ne anubhavyuM te anyane paNa e dRSTi kholAvI zakavAnI teonI e samarthatA ! pote potAnuM karI chUTI janArA ghaNA nIkaLe, paNa potAnI sAthe hajArone choDAvavAnI samarthatA sahita chUTanArA to kevaLa tIrthaMkaro athavA to jJAnIomAMya ko'ka ja jJAnI hoya. evA virala jJAnI ke jemaNe A kaLikALane anurUpa 'InsTanTa' AtmajJAna prAptino adbhUta mArga khullo karyo, je 'akrama' tarIke oLakhAyo ! 'akrama' eTale ahaMkArano phUlasTopa mArga ne 'krama' eTale ahaMkArano kaoNmA mArga. 'akrama' eTale krama nahIM te. krama eTale

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pasaMdagI kayAM lakSaNone kAraNe kudarate karI haze eno uttara to prastuta saMkalanamAM e pAtranA pUrvAzramanA prasaMgo tema ja jJAna pachInI jAgRtinI parAkASThAno prakAza pAtharatA prasaMgo ja kahI jAya che. pagathiye pagathiye upara caDhavAnuM ne 'akrama" eTale liphaTamAM turta pahoMcI javAnuM ! krama e dhorI mArga che, kAyamano mArga che. jyAre "akrama" e apavAda mArga che, 'DAyavarjhana' che. kramamArga kyAM sudhI cAle ? jyAM sudhI mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA hoya, eTale ke jevuM manamAM tevuM ja vANImAM ne tevuM ja vartanamAM hoya, je A kALamAM nirApavAde azakya che. tethI kramano pula vaccethI tUTyo ne kudarate mokSamArga cAlu rAkhavA A chellI takarUpe A 'DAyavarjhana' - akrama mArga' jagatane Apyo. A chellI taka jeNe jhaDapI te 'pele pAra pAmI gayA. kramamArgamAM pAtranI zuddhi karatAM karatAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobhane zuddha karatAM karatAM aMte ahaMkArane paNa saMpUrNa zuddha karavAno hoya che, ke jemAM eka paNa paramANu krodhanuM, mAnanuM, mAyAnuM ke lobhanuM nA rahe tyAre ahaMkAra saMpUrNa zuddha thAya ne zuddhAtma svarUpa sAthe abheda thAya. A kALamAM A mArga azakya thaI paDavAne kAraNe "akrama vijJAnanI samajaNa thakI mana-vacana-kAyAnI addhine akabaMdha rAkhI 'DirekTa' ahaMkAra zuddha thaI jAya ne potAnA svarUpa sAthe abheda thaI jAya evuM che. tyAra bAda mana-vacana-kAyAnI azuddhio krame krame udayamAM Ave, eTale tenI saMpUrNa zuddhi 'jJAnI'nI AjJAmAM rahetAM saheje thaI jAya. A duSamakALamAM kaThaNa karmomAMya saMsAranI sarva javAbadArIo Adarza rIte adA karatAM karatAM paNa niraMtara 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e lakSa rahe che. ane "akrama vijJAna'nI ajAyaba deNa to juo ! sAMbhaLyuM nA hoya, vAMcyuM nA hoya, evI A apUrva vAte ekavAra to mAnyAmAM ja nA Ave, chatAM A hakIkata banI che. AvAM ajAyaba 'akrama vijJAnanA pragaTIkaraNa mATenA pAtranI jIvanamAM kaDavA-mIThA prasaMgo kone nahIM pIrasAyA hoya ? emAMthI 'jJAnI' paNa vaMcita zIdane hoI zake ? jIvananI cAMdanIno ne amAsano AsvAda jJAna-ajJAna dazAmAM anubhavatA jJAnInI te pratyenI dRSTi kaMI anokhI, AgavI ne maulika hoya che. sAmAnya prasaMgo ke jemAMthI ajJAnI jIvo hajAro vAra pasAra thatA hoya che, chatAM nathI temAM kaMI aMtarasUjha khIlatI ke nathI koI te davAnI samyaka dRSTi dekhAtI. jyAre 'jJAnI' to ajJAna dazAmAM, are ! janmathI ja samyaka darzanane pamADanArI dRSTi lAvelA hoya che. pratyeka prasaMgamAMthI vItarAga darzanane tAravI laI pote samyaka mArga zodhana karI le che. Ama hajAro vAra ajJAnIone anubhavamAM AvatA prasaMgo jevA ja prasaMgomAM 'jJAnI" kaMIka navuM ja jJAna khoLI kADhe che. emanA bALapaNanA prasaMgo jevA ke mAtAe vaiSNava saMpradAyanI kaMThI paheravA kahyuM, tyAre bolI UThyA - 'prakAza dhare te mArA guru. kuguru karatAM nagaro sAro." AvA prastuta prasaMgo prakAzita karatAM, koI vyaktine ke te vartanane na jotAM temAM jJAnInI bALadazAthI vartatI adbhuta vicArazreNI, adbhuta dRSTi temaja jJAnasthiti bAda vartatI dazA pratye lakSa rAkhIne teno sTaDI" (abhyAsa) karavA jevo che. prastuta saMkalanamAM jJAnI puruSanI vANImAM bahu ja saMkSiptapaNe prasaMgo aMkti thayA che. aMtara Azaya eTalo ja che ke pragaTa jJAnI puruSanI AvI adbhuta dazAne jagata jANe-jue ne te pAme e ja abhyarthanA. -DaoN. nIrubahena amInanA jaya saccidAnaMda.

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dAdA bhagavAna? [1] AvuM jJAna kyAre, kevI rIte thayuM ? akramanI A labdhi "amane' varI ! praznakartA ApazrIne je jJAna prApta thayuM, e kaI rIte prApta thayuM ? dAdAzrI : A amane prApta thayuM nathI, A amane labdhi che. praznakartA : naisargika rIte ? A necarala prApta thayuM che ? dAdAzrI : hA, dhIsa Ijha baTa necarala ! praznakartA: je kaMI ApanI upalabdhi che, e paNa suratanA sTezane AvI, te kaMI darekane nathI AvI, Apane AvI, kAraNa ke Ape paNa kramika mArge kaMIka dhIre dhIre karyuM haze ? dAdAzrI : ghaNuM, e kramika mArganuM ja che A badhuM kareluM. paNa udaya Avyo akramano. kAraNa ke nApAsa thayA ne ! kevaLajJAnamAM nApAsa thayA ne ! eTale A udayamAM akrama AvIne UbhuM rahyuM. 'krama-akrama'no bheda ! praznakartA : 'akrama vijJAna' zuM che ? e paheluM jANavuM che. dAdAzrI : ahaMkArano 'phUla sTopa', enuM nAma "akrama vijJAna' ane ahaMkArano 'kaoNma', enuM nAma 'kramika vijJAna'. A AMtara vijJAna kahevAya che, je potAne sanAtana sukha tarapha laI jAya che. eTale potAnuM dAdA bhagavAna ? sanAtana sukha prApta karAve e Atma vijJAna kahevAya ane A TempararI eDajasTamenTavALuM sukha kare, e A badhuM bAhya vijJAna kahevAya. bAhya vijJAna to chevaTe vinAzI che ne vinAza karanAruM che ane 'A' sanAtana che ane sanAtana karanAruM che ! jJAtAtithI pApo bhasmIbhUta ! praznakartA H e prakriyA zuM che ke eka kalAkamAM mANasane ciMtAmukta karAvI zake ? emAM koI camatkAra che ? koI vidhi che ? dAdAzrI : kRSNa bhagavAne kahyuM che ke jJAnI puruSa e sarva pApone bhasmIbhUta karI zake che, jJAnAgnithI ! e jJAnAgnithI pApo ame bhasmIbhUta karIe ane pachI e ciMtArahita thaI jAya che. tathI ko' phera prakAzamAM kyAMya ! praznakartA : Apa bhagavad gItAnI thiyarImAM mAno cho ? dAdAzrI : badhI ja thiyarImAM mAnuM chuM ! kema nA mAnuM ? e bhagavat thiyarI eka ja che ne ! A to AmAM Dipharansa nA hoya. A thiyarImAM ne emAM Dipharansa nA hoya. prakAzamAM phera nathI, rItamAM phera che A ! jJAnano prakAza to eka ja prakArano che. A bIjA mArge ane A mArgano, sanAtana mArgano jJAnano je prakAza, to eka ja prakArano. paNa enI rIta judI che A ! A alaukika rIta che, eka kalAkamAM mANasa svataMtra thaI jAya che. 'vidhina vana avara' ciMtArahita thaI jAya ! sAdhatA sanAtana tatvatI ja ! praznakartA : Ape pahelAM upAsanA ke sAdhanA karelI ? dAdAzrI : sAdhanAo to badhI jAtajAtanI karelI. paNa huM sAdhanA evI nahoto karato ke e sAdhanAthI kaMI vastu prApta thAya. kAraNa ke mAre

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dAdA bhagavAna koI vastu joItI nahotI. eTale evI sAdhanA karavAnI jarUra ja nahIM ne ! ame to sAdhya vastunI sAdhanA karatA hatA. je vinAzI vastu nathI, avinAzI vastu che, enI sAdhanA karatA hatA ! bIjI sAdhanAo huM karato nahoto. jJAta pahelAM kaMI maMthata ? praznakartA : A jJAna pahelAM maMthana karyuM haze ne ? dAdAzrI : AkhA varlDanI koI cIja bAkI nathI rAkhI vicAravAnI. varlDamAM koI cIja evI nathI ke vicAryA vagara bAkI rAkheluM hoya ! tethI A 'jJAna' AveluM. ahIM tame be zabda bolo tyAM sudhImAM mAre mahIM pada AkhuM cAlI jAya. eka miniTanAM pAMca-pAMca hajAra rivolyuzana phare. game tevA zAstrono sAra be miniTamAM kADhI lauM ! pustakamAM sarvAMza nA hoya. sarvAza jJAnI puruSa pAse hoya. zAstro to Direkzana batAve ! A bhavamAM ta maLyA ko' guru ! praznakartA : ApanA guru koNa ? dAdAzrI : guru to A bhavamAM pratyakSa maLyA hoyane to e guru kahevAya. pratyakSa koI maLyuM nathI. evA sAdhu-saMto maLelA, paNa guru karavA jevA koI maLelA nahIM. emanI joDe satsaMga karelo, emanI sevA karelI, paNa guru karavA jevA nahIM koI. dareka bhaktonuM, je badhA jJAnIo thaI gayelA, e badhAnuM vAMceluM paNa rUbarU koI nahIM maLelA. eTale evuM che ne, zrImad rAjacaMdrane guru manAya nahIM. kAraNa ke rUbarU hoya to guru manAya ! eTale emanAM pustakono AdhAra bahu sAro hato. bIjA pustakono AdhAra hato paNa rAjacaMdranA pustakono vadhAre AdhAra hato ! huM to zrImad rAjacaMdranAM pustako vAMcato hato, mahAvIra bhagavAnanAM 4 dAdA bhagavAna ? zAstro vAMcato hato, kRSNa bhagavAnanI gItA vAMcato hato, vedAMtanA bhAga vAMcato hato, svAmInArAyaNanuM vAMcato hato. muslimanA hau vAMcato hato. ane A badhA zuM kahevA mAge che, badhAno kahevAno Azaya zuM che ne hetu zo che e jANI lIdheluM. badhAnuM sAcuM che, paNa sahu sahunI kakSAe. potapotAnI DigrImAM sAcuM che. traNaso sATha DigrI hoya to koI pacAsa DigrI sudhI AvelA che, koI eMsI DigrI sudhI AvelA che, koI so DigrI sudhI AvelA che, koI doDhaso DigrI sudhI AvelA che. sAcuM badhAnuM che, paNa traNaso sATha DigrI koInI pAse nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIranI traNaso sATha DigrI hatI ! praznakartA : A abhyAsa kyAMthI thayo Apane ? dAdAzrI : A abhyAsa ? te keTalAya avatArano abhyAsa haze ? praznakartA : paNa zarUAtamAM, janma thayA pachI kevI rItano hato ? janma thayA pachI kyAMthI zarUAta thaI ? dAdAzrI : janma thayA pachI A vaiSNava dharmamAM pharyA, svAmInArAyaNanA dharmamAM pharyA, bIjA dharmomAM pharyA, ziva dharmamAM pharyA, pachI zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramamAM pharyA, pachI mahAvIra svAmInAM badhAM pustaka vAMcyAM, A badhuM vAMca vAMca karyuM. AvI amArI dazA hatI paNa dhaMdhA-rojagAra cAlu hatA. sinsiyAriTI to vItarAgote ja tiraMtara ! praznakartA : Ape bIjuM evuM kaMI kareluM ? dAdAzrI : kazuM nahIM paNa niraMtara vItarAgo tarapha sinsiyAriTI ! kRSNa bhagavAna tarapha sinsiyAriTI ! A saMsAranI ruci nahotI, saMsArano lobha nAmeya nahoto. jyAre janma thayo tyArathI lobhanI mArAmAM prakRti ja nahotI ! loko badhA pharavA jAya, are ! koI sAheba jevAno bagIco hoya, te jAmaphaLa hoya, dADama hoya, mosaMbIo hoya, evA moTA moTA

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dAdA bhagavAna ? bagIcAo hoya, to A badhA chokarAo pharavA jAya to badhA chokarA ATaluM ATaluM bAMdhI lAve. paNa huM kazuM evuM bAMdhato-karato nahIM. eTale lobhanI prakRti ja nahIM. mAna eTaluM badhuM ke mArA jevo koI duniyAmAM nathI. mAna, bahu jabarajasta mAna ! ane e to mane eTaluM badhuM kevuM ke huM ja jANuM chuM e ! praznakartA : Apane jJAna prApta thayA pahelAM kevuM hatuM ? dAdAzrI : mane samakita thaze evuM lAgatuM hatuM. bAkI badhAM pustakonAM sTaDImAMthI khoLI kADhyuM ke saravaiye 'vastu zuM che ?" evuM samajAyeluM badhuM. ane tIrthakaro, vItarAgo sAcA puruSa che ane vItarAgono mata sAco che, e vasI gayeluM ! anaMta kALanuM ArAdhana e ! eTale badhuM e ja hatuM. vyavahAra badho jaina-vaiSNavano bhego hato. amuka bAbatamAM vaiSNava vyavahAra ane amuka bAbatamAM jaina vyavahAra hato ! ame garama pANI kAyamane mATe pItA hatA, bIjhanesa upareya garama pANI pIto hato. tameya evo jaina vyavahAra nA karyo hoya ! paNa te A jJAna pragaTa thayAnuM kAraNa nathI. enuM kAraNa to badhA bahu eviDansa bhegA thayelA che. A to AvuM bane nahIM ne akrama vijJAna UbhuM thAya nahIM ne ? akrama vijJAna covIsa tIrthakaronuM bheguM vijJAna che. A covIsa tIrthakaronA vakhatamAM je sIjhayA nahIM, bujhayA nahIM, te badhAne bujhavAnuM A vijJAna che. | dilatA sAcAne "sAcuM maLyuM ! praznakartA : paNa Apane akrama jJAna kaI rIte pragaTa thayuM ? ema sahaja enI meLe ke pachI kaMI ciMtana karyuM ? dAdAzrI : enI meLe, 'baTa necarala' thayuM ! ame kazuM AvuM ciMtana kareluM nahIM. amane to ATaluM badhuM hoya kyAMthI ? ame to evuM mAnatA hatA ke kaMIka A bAjunuM phaLa Ave evuM lAge che. sAcA dilanA hatA, sAcA dilathI kareluM hatuM, eTale evuM kaMIka phaLa Avaze, kaMIka samakita dAdA bhagavAna ? jevuM thaze, lAgeluM. kaMIka samakitano AbhAsa thaze, enuM ajavALuM thaze. tene badale A AkhuM ajavALuM thaI gayuM ! mokSe jatAM saMsAra taDato nathI... praznakartA : Ape saMnyAsa kema nA lIdho? dAdAzrI : saMnyAsa to, evo udaya ja nahoto. ema nahotuM ke saMnyAsa upara mane cIDa che evuM nahIM paNa evo udaya koI jAtano mane dekhAyelo nahIM ane huM emAM mAnavAvALo hato ke saMsAra mokSe jatAM naDato na hovo joIe. e mAnyatA mArI deDha hatI. saMsAra naDato nathI. ajJAna naDe che ! hA, bhagavAnane A tyAga mArgano upadeza karavo paDe che, e sAmAnya bhAve karavo paDyo che. e kaMI vizeSa bhAve nathI karyo. vizeSa bhAva to evo che ke saMsAra naDe evo nathI, evuM ame gerenTIpUrvaka kahIe chIe. kaI jagata puccAIe jJAna prAgaTya A ! praznakartA : A akrama jJAna keTalA avatAranuM saravaiyuM che ? dAdAzrI : akrama jJAna je pragaTa thayuM che te ghaNA avatAranuM saravaiyuM badhuM bheguM thaI enI meLe, kudaratI ja A pragaTa thaI gayuM che. praznakartA: A tamane 'baTa necarala' thayuM, paNa e kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : A kevI rIte eTale ke enA sAyaTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa bhegA thavAthI thayuM. A lokone samajAvavA mATe mAre 'baTa necarala' kahevuM paDyuM. bAkI Ama sAyaTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa badhA maLI AvyA, te pragaTa thaI gayuM. praznakartA : kayA eviDanso maLyA? dAdAzrI : badhA bahu jAtanAM eviDanso maLyA ne ! AkhA jagatanuM

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dAdA bhagavAna ? kalyANa thavAnuM haze, teya kALa pAkyo hazene ! bane tethI kaMI nimitta to joIe ne ? dAdA bhagavAna ? dAdAzrI : mane to bhagavAna thavuM, e to bahu bojArUpa lAge. huM to laghutama puruSa chuM. A varlDamAMya koI mArAthI laghu nathI evo laghutama puruSa chuM. eTale bhagavAna thavAnuM mane bojArUpa lAge, UlaTI zarama lAge che ! praznakartA : bhagavAna thavuM nA hoya to pachI A cAra DigrI purI karavAno puruSArtha zA mATe karavAno ? dAdAzrI : e to mAre mokSe javA mATe. mAre bhagavAna thaIne zuM kADhavAnuM ? bhagavAna to bhagavat guNo dharAvatA hoya, e badhAya bhagavAna thAya. bhagavAna e vizeSaNa che. game te mANasa ene mATe taiyAra thAya ne, loka ene bhagavAna kahe ja. ahIM pragaTyA, cauda lokatA hAtha !! praznakartA: 'dAdA bhagavAna' zabda prayoga konA mATe karelo che ? jJAta thayAM pahelAMnI e dazA ! jJAnAMkSepakavaMta kahevAya ene. AtmasaMbaMdhI vicAraNAnI dhArA ja nA tUTe. e dhArA mAre hatI, te dazA hatI. hA, divasonA divaso sudhI enI e ja cIja cAlu. dhArA tUTe ja nahIM. meM zAstramAM joyeluM ke bhaI A dazA kaI ! tyAre samajAyeluM ke A to jJAnAMkSepakavaMta dazA varte che ! Apate konI ArAdhatA ? praznakartA : loko dAdAnA darzana karavA Ave che paNa dAdA konI sevA pUjA kare che ? emanA ArAdhya deva koNa che ? dAdAzrI : mahIM bhagavAna pragaTa thayA che, emanI pUjA karuM chuM ! "huM" ne "dAdA bhagavAna' tahIM eka re ! praznakartA : to Apa bhagavAna kevI rIte kahevaDAvo cho ? dAdAzrI : huM pote bhagavAna nathI. bhagavAnane, dAdA bhagavAnane to huM namaskAra karuM chuM. huM pote traNaso chappana DigrI upara chuM ane dAdA bhagavAna traNasone sATha DigrIe che. te mATe cAra DigrI ochI che eTale huM dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. praznakartA : e zA mATe ? dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke, mAre to cAra DigrI pUrI karavI che. mAre pUrI to karavI paDazene ? cAra DigrI adhUrI rahI, nApAsa thayo, paNa pharI pAsa to thayA vagara chUTako che ? praznakartA : Apane bhagavAna thavAno moha kharo ? dAdAzrI : dAdA bhagavAnane mATe ! mAre mATe nathI. huM to jJAnI puruSa chuM. praznakartA : kayA bhagavAna ? dAdAzrI : dAdA bhagavAna, je cauda lokano nAtha che. e tamArAmAMya che, paNa tamArAmAM pragaTa nathI thayelA. tamArAmAM avyakta rUpe rahelA che ane ahIM vyakta thayelA che. te vyakta thayelA, e phaLa Ape evA che. eka phero ApaNe bolIene toya kAma nIkaLI jAya evuM che. paNa oLakhIne bolIe to kalyANa thaI jAya. ane sAMsArika cIjonI jo aDacaNa hoyane toya aDacaNa dUra thaI jAya. paNa emAM lobha nahIM karavAno. ane lobha karavA jAya to pAra ja nA Ave. Apane samaja paDI, dAdA bhagavAna zuM che e ?

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 'dAdA bhagavAta'tuM svarUpa zuM ? praznakartA : dAdA bhagavAnanuM svarUpa zuM che ? dAdAzrI : dAdA bhagavAnanuM svarUpa kayuM ? bhagavAna, bIjuM zuM ? jene A varlDamAM koI paNa jAtanI mamatA nathI, jene ahaMkAra nathI, jenAmAM buddhi nathI, e dAdA svarUpa !! AtmajJAtathI upara te kevaLajJAtathI tIce ! jJAnI puruSane kevaLa jJAna cAra DigrIe aTakyuM che ane AtmajJAnanI upara gayuM, AtmajJAnanI upara gayuM ane kevaLajJAnanA sTezane pahoMcyuM nahIM. tyAre emAM vacalA gALAmAM A je zeyo che ne, te jagatane khabara na hoya. AmAM A ame je bolIene, te eka vAkya khabara na hoya, bhAneya nA hoya. ema bolyA pachI buddhithI pAchuM samajAya ene, nA samajAya evuM nathI. buddhi e prakAza che, te prakAzathI sAmAnuM boleluM samajAya ke vAta karekTa che. paNa pharI pAchuM ene yAda na Ave, phakta jJAnI puruSanuM vAkya che eTale enAmAM vacanabaLa hovAthI amuka TAIma hAjara thAya. jyAre kharo TAIma Avene, tyAre e vAkya hAja2 thAya, e vacanabaLa kahevAya. jagata joyuM paNa jANyuM nahIM pUrNa ! ame kevaLajJAnamAM nApAsa thayelA mANasa chIe. praznakartA : cAra aMza e kayA cAra aMza ? dAdAzrI : A je dekhAya che, A cAritramoha je dekhAya che tamane, te bhale mane enI mUrchA nA hoya, chatAM sAmAne dekhAya che mATe eTalA aMza bAda thaI jAya che. ane bIjuM mane jagata samajAya che kharuM, paNa jANyAmAM nathI AvyuM haju. kevaLajJAna eTale jANyAmAM AvavuM joIe. 10 A to samajavAmAM AvI gayuM che. te ? dAdA bhagavAna ? praznakartA H eno bheda kevI rIte karavo, jANavAmAM nA AvyuM hoya dAdAzrI : samajavAmAM AvyuM che, jANyAmAM nathI AvyuM. jANyAmAM AvyuM hota to kevaLajJAna kahevAta. samajavAmAM AvyuM eTale kevaLadarzana kahevAya che. praznakartA : A jANyuM nathI, paNa samajamAM AvyuM che, e jarA samajAyuM nahIM. dAdAzrI : samajamAM eTale A jagata zuM che, kevI rIte utpanna thayuM, mana zuM che, mananA phAdhara-madhara koNa che, A buddhi zuM che, A citta zuM che, ahaMkAra zuM che, mANasano janma zAthI thAya che, phalANAno janma kema thAya che, A badhuM kevI rIte cAle che, koNa calAve che, bhagavAna calAve che ke bIjuM koI calAve che, huM koNa chuM, tame koNa cho, e badhI ja vAta amArI samajamAM AvI gayelI hoya. ane divyacakSuthI AtmA badhe ja dekhAto hoya, dareka jIvamAtramAM dekhAto hoya. eTale badhuM samajamAM AvI gayeluM hoya, eTale ene kevaLadarzana kahIe chIe. bole che te che Tepare ! dAdAzrI : A koNa bole che ? ApanI sAthe koNa vAta kare che ? praznakartA : e jJAna to mane nathI khabara ! dAdAzrI : eTale A 'huM' tamArI joDe vAta nathI karato. 'huM' to kSetrajJa tarIke joyA karuM chuM. 'huM' mArA kSetramAM ja rahuM chuM. A tamArI joDe vAta kare che e to rekarDa vAta kare che, kamplITa rekarDa che. eTale bIjI rekarDa UtarI zake che. Aya mikenikala rekarDa che bilakula.

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dAdA bhagavAna ? eTale A dekhAya che ne e bhAdaraNanA paTela che. ane A je bole che ne e TeparekarDa che, orijinala TeparekarDa che ! ane mahIM dAdA bhagavAna pragaTa thayelA che, tenI sAthe rahuM chuM ekatAthI ! ane koI vakhata bahAra nIkaLIne aMbAlAla sAtheya ekatAra thAuM chuM. beu bAju vyavahAra karavA devo paDe. aMbAlAla sAtheya AvavuM paDe. atyAre vyavahAramAM Avyo kahevAya A ane nahIM to mahIM pote abheda rahe ! gurupUname pUrNadazAe khIle, AtamacaMdra ! ApaNe tyAM traNa divasa uttama, eka besatuM varSa, eka A janma jayaMti ane A guru pUrNimA. te dahADe bIjA joDe bhAMjagaDa nA hoyane, eTale ame pelA pUrNa svarUpe ekAkAra hoIe ! huM (jJAnI puruSa' pelA. svarUpanI aMdara (dAdA bhagavAna joDe) ekAkAra houM, eTale phaLa tenuM maLe ! tethI darzana karavAnuM mAhAbhyane ! agiyAramuM Azcarya e akrama vijJAta ! bhagavAna mahAvIra sudhI daza Azcarya thayAM ne A agiyAramuM Azcarya che. jJAnI puruSa vepArI rUpe vItarAga che, vepArI bhAve vItarAga che. evAM darzana thAya e ajAyabI kahevAyane ! juone, A amAre koTa ne TopI ! A te kaMI hotuM haze jJAnImAM ? emane parigraha zuM karavA che ? jene kaMI joItuM nathI, chatAMya e parigrahamAM phasAyA che. emane kazuM joItuM nathI, chatAMya che chellI dazAmAM ! paNa lokonA bhAgyamAM nahIM hoya, tethI A saMsArI veze che. eTale tyAgI veza hoya to to lAkhokaroDo mANasonuM kAma thaI jAya. paNa A lokonAM puNya evAM kAcAM che ! mate je sukha lAvyuM te sarvate lAdho ! praznakartA ane Apane dharmapracAranI preraNA koNe ApI ? dAdAzrI : dharma pracAranI preraNA badhI kudaratI che A ! mane potAne dAdA bhagavAna ? je sukha utpanna thayuM, eTale bhAvanA utpanna thaI ke A lokone sukha utpanna thAva AvuM. e ja preraNA ! mane loko kahe che, "tame kevI rIte jagata kalyANanuM niyANuM pUruM karazo ? A uMmara to thaI have ! savAramAM UTho cho tyAra pachI cA pItAM pItAM dasa to vAgI jAya che. are bhaI, amAre A sthaLane nathI karavAnuM - sUkSma thaI rahyuM che badhuM. phakta A sthULa dekhAva karavAno che. sthULanA TekA devA paDaze ! hRzyo bhIMjave, jJAtI taNI karuNA ! praznakartA : Apa vItarAgIne lokasaMparkano zuM saMbaMdha ? dAdAzrI : vItarAgI bhAva. bIjo koI saMbaMdha nathI. paNa te to A atyAre vItarAga che ja nahIM ne ! tame jene pacho cho e vItarAga nathI atyAre ! atyAre to ame khaTapaTiyA vItarAgI chIe. khaTapaTiyA eTale kevuM ke jagatanuM kalyANa thAva. ane kalyANa mATe khaTapaTa kare. bAkI vItarAgIne ne janasaMparkane kazuM levA-devA ja nathI ! vItarAgI to phakta darzana ApyA kare. bIjI khaTapaTa ke kazuM nA kare, jarAya khaTapaTa nA kare ! praznakartA : paNa vItarAgI je lokasaMparka kare che e potAnAM karma khapAvavA ? dAdAzrI : potAno hisAba cokhkho karavA mATe, bIjAne mATe nahIM. emane bIjI bhAvanA nathI. amArI bhAvanA che ke A lokonuM kalyANa thAva. jevuM amAruM thayuM evuM A badhAnuM kalyANa thAva, evI bhAvanA amArI hoya. vItarAgIne evuM nA hoya. bilakula bhAvanA nahIM, saMpUrNa vItarAga ! ane amAre to A bhAvanA che eka jAtanI. pachI savAre vahelA UThIne besIe chIe ne nirAMte ! skUla cAlu karI daIe chIe ne ! te TheTha rAtanA sADA agiyAra vAgyA sudhI hoya che ne ! eTale e

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dAdA bhagavAna ? apratibaddhapaNAthI niraMtara vicare che evA jJAnI puruSanA caraNAraviMda seve to ukela Ave. koI dravya emane bAMdhI zake nahIM, koI kALa emane bAMdhI zake nahIM, koI bhAva emane bAMdhI zake nahIM ane koI kSetra emane bAMdhI zake nahIM. A cAra ja vastu che jagatamAM, ene laIne jagata UbhuM rahyuM ane te dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI ne bhAvathI niraMtara apratibaddhapaNe vicare che evA jJAnI puruSanA caraNAraviMda sevavAne mATe bhagavAne kahyuM che. ta rAga-dveSa, na tyANAyAma ! dAdA bhagavAna ? 13 bhAvanA che amArI. kAraNa ke amArA jevuM sukha harekane ho ! zA mATe ATalAM badhAM duHkha !! duHkha che nahIM ne nakAmAM duHkho bhogavI rahyA che. e aNasamajaNa nIkaLI jAya to duHkhI jAya. have aNasamajaNa nIkaLe kyAre ? kahevAthI nA nIkaLe. dekhADo to nIkaLe. tame karI batAvo to nIkaLe !! te ame to karI batAvIe. e mUrta svarUpa kahevAya. te zraddhAnI mUrti kahevAya. praznakartA AptapuruSanAM vANI, vartana ne vicAro kevA. hoya ? dAdAzrI : e badhuM manohara hoya, mananuM haraNa kare evAM hoya, mana khuza thaI jAya. emano vinaya judA prakArano hoya. e vANI judA prakAranI hoya. vidhAuTa IgoIjhama vartana hoya. IgoIjhama sivAyanuM vartana jagatane jovAnuM koIka phero maLI Ave. nahIM to maLe nahIM ne ! jJAtI te kone kahevAya ? praznakartA : jJAnInI vyAkhyA zuM ? dAdAzrI : jyAM kAyama prakAza hoya. badhuM ja jANatA hoya, kazuM bAkI ja nA hoya jANavAnuM. jJAnI eTale ajavALuM. ajavALuM eTale koI jAtanuM aMdhAruM ja na hoya ! ane jJAnI koIka phero varlDamAM ekAda hoya ane be nA hoya. enI joDI nA hoya. enI joDI thAya to spardhA thAya. bAkI, jJAnI thavuM e necarala eDajasTamenTa che. jJAnI, e pote jAte koI thaI zake nahIM ! jJAnI puruSa to chUTelA hoya. mukta hoya, ajoDa hoya. koI enI spardhA karI zake nahIM. kAraNa spardhAmAM hoya e jJAnI nahIM. dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvathI apratibaddha ! vItarAgoe kahyuM che ne, ke je dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvathI jJAnI puruSa konuM nAma ke jene tyAga agara atyAga saMbhave nahIM, sahaja bhAve hoya. e rAga ke dveSa nA kare. phakta emanAmAM vizeSa vilakSaNatA zuM hoya ke rAga-dveSa na hoya, eTalI ja vilakSaNatA hoya. daSTi nirdoSa batI, bhALyuM jagata nirdoSa ! AkhA jagatamAM doSita mane koI dekhAya nahIM. mAruM gajavuM kApo toya mane doSita dekhAya nahIM. enA upara karuNA chUTe. dayA nA hoya amArAmAM bilakuleya ! dayA manuSyomAM hoya ane "jJAnI puruSa'nAmAM dayA nA hoya, kaMkathI para thaI gayelA hoya ! amArI dRSTi ja nirdoSa thaI gaI hoya, eTale tattvadRSTi hoya. A avasthASTi nA hoya. badhAnAmAM sIdho AtmA ja dekhAya. [2] bALapaNanA prasaMgo mAtAe saMskAryo ahiMsA dharma ! amArAM madhara mArAthI chatrIsa varSa moTAM, meM madharane pUchyuM ke, gharamAM mAkaNa thayA che te tamane keDatA nathI ?" tyAre madhara kahe che, "bhaI, keDe to kharAM. paNa e ochuM kaMI phajeTiyuM laIne Ave che bIjAM badhAMnI jema ke 'Apo, amane mAbApa ?" e bicAro kazuM vAsaNa laIne

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_ 15 dAdA bhagavAna ? gayuM ! te pachI meM te divase zuM zuM gayuM, eno hisAba kADhayo. sAMje hatA tenA te pAchA. dAdA bhagavAna ? Avato nathI ane enuM khAIne pAcho cAlyo jAya che !" meM kahyuM, dhanya che mAjI ne ! ane A dikarAneya dhanya che !! ame to mAkaNaneya lohI pIvA detA hatA ke ahIM Avyo che to have jamIne jA. kAraNa ke mArI hoTala evI che ke A hoTalamAM koIne du:kha ApavAnuM nahIM, e amAro dhaMdho. eTale mAkaNaneya jamADyA che. have nA jamADIe to emAM kaMI ApaNane sarakAra daMDa karavAnI che ? nA. amane to AtmA prApta karavo hato. kAyama covihAra, kAyama kaMdamULa tyAga, kAyama garama pANI, e badhuM karavAmAM kaMI bAkI rAkhyuM nahotuM ! ne tyAre ja pragaTa thayuM, AkhuM 'akrama vijJAna" pragaTa thayuM, je AkhI duniyAne svaccha karI nAkhe evuM vijJAna pragaTa thayuM che ! mAtAnA saMskAre mAra khAtAM zIkhavyuM ! mArA mAjI hatAMya evAMne ! mAjI to mane zIkhavADatAM'tAM. nAnapaNamAM huM eka chokarAMne mArIne ghera Avelo. te pelA chokarAne lohI nIkaLeluM ahIMyAM. mAjIne khabara paDI. pachI emaNe mane kahyuM ke, 'bhaI, A ene lohI nIkaLyuM, evuM tane mAre ne lohI nIkaLe to mAre tane davA karavI paDe ne ? atyAre pelAnI mAne davA karavI paDatI haze ne ? ane keTaluM raDato haze bicAro ! ene keTaluM duHkha thatuM haze ! mATe tuM mAra khaIne Avaje, koI dahADo koIne mArIne nA AvIza. tuM mAra khaIne Avaje. huM tArI davA karIza." bolo have, e mA mahAvIra banAve ke nA banAve ? eTale saMskAra paNa mAjIe UMcA ApelA. bAne huM zuM kaheto hato ? "mane ne bhAbhIne badhAMne sarakhAM gaNo cho tame bA ? bhAbhIne acchara dUdha, te maneya acchara dUdha Apo cho ? ene ochuM Apo." mAre acchara rahevA devuM hatuM. mAre vadhAravuM nahotuM paNa bhAbhIne ochuM karo, doDha pAzera karo. tyAre bA mane zuM kahe che ? 'tArI bA to ahIM che. enI bA ahIM nathI ne ! ene khoTuM lAge bicArIne ! ene du:kha thAya. eTale sarakhuM ApavuM paDe.' to ya paNa mAre meLa paDe nahIM. paNa bA mane samajAva samajAva kare, thIgaDAM mAra mAra kare. eTale eka phero ADo thayo, te pachI khoTa gaI. eTale meM kahyuM ke have pharI ADuM thavuM nathI. tAtI uMmare paNa sacoTa samajaNa ! bAra varSano hato tyAre kaMThI tUTI gaI. tyAre bA kahe che ke, "ApaNe A pharI kaMThI baMdhAvIe. te meM kahyuM ke, 'ApaNA bApa-dAdAo A kUvAmAM paDyA haze, te dahADe A kUvAmAM pANI haze. paNa mane to A kUvAmAM jotAM moTA moTA paththara paDelA dekhAya che, pANI dekhAtuM nathI ne sApa moTA moTA dekhAya che. huM A kUvAmAM paDavA mAMgato nathI.' bApa-dAdA paDe e kUvAmAM ApaNe paDavuM evuM kaMI lakhI ApyuM che ? pANI juo mahIM, che ke nahIM, to paDo. nahIM to pANI nA hoya to ApaNe paDIne mAthAM phoDavAnuM zuM kAma che te ? je loko mane pratyakSa jJAna na Ape, te ghaDIe guru eTale huM prakAza dharanAra evo artha huM samajato hato, te pratyakSa mane jo prakAza na dhare to mAre evuM kaMI TADhAM pANI chaMTAvIne ke upara ghaDA reDAvIne, ke mAre evI kaMThIo baMdhAvavI nathI. paNa mane ema lAgaze ke A guru karavA jevo che, to huM TADho to zuM, hAtha kApI leze toya huM hAtha kapAvA temAM khoTa kone ? huM to nAnapaNamAM risAto hato, thoDuM ghaNuM. ko'ka dahADo risAyo hoIza. bahu risAyelo nahIM. toya meM saravaiyuM kADhI joyuM ke risAvAmAM tadana khoTa che, eTale pachI evuM nakkI ja kareluM ke koI ApaNane game te kare toya risAvuM nahIM. huM risAyelo kharo, paNa te divase savAranuM dUdha

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17 dAdA bhagavAna ? daIza. hAtha kApelA, te anaMta avatAramAM hAtha hatA ja ne, kyAM nahotA te ? ane koIka dhAriyAthI hAtha kApI nAkhe tyAre kapAvA do cho ja ne ? te ahIM AgaLa guru kApe to nA kApavA devuM ? koIka bahAravaTiyo kApI le, to loka tyAM kApavA de ne ? ane guru kApe to ? paNa guru kApe ja nahIM bicArA ! paNa vakhate e kApavAnuM kahe to ApaNe ema na karavAnuM kaMI kAraNa che ? tethI madhare kahyuMne, ke tane 'nagaro' kaheze. tyAre 'nagaro' zabda eTale. Aje amuka uMmara pachI samajI gayelo ke nugaro eTale kahevA mAge che. paNa te dahADe to huM samajuM ke A zabda, e lokonuM kaMI eDajasTamenTa haze, te ene 'nugaro' kahIne phajeta karatA haze. paNa 'na guru" ema te dahADe khabara nahIM ke 'guru vagarano' evI khabara nahIM. eTale meM kahyuM, ke A mane 'nagaro' kaheze, mane phajeta karaze, bahu tyAre zuM kaheze te ? tA, evo mokSa na khape ! ane tera varSa pachI, skUlamAMthI TAIma maLe eTale pachI tyAM AgaLa, saMta puruSanuM Azrama jevuM hatuM, tyAM darzana karavA jato. te uttaranA saMta hatA, eka-be. bahu cokhkhA saMta puruSa eTale emanA paga dabAvato huM, tera varSanI uMmare. tyAre e mane kahe che ke, "baccA, bhagavAna tumaku mokSe le jAyegA ? meM kahyuM ke, "sAheba, A vAta na karo to mane sAruM lAgaze. A vAta mane anukuLa nathI !" eTale emanA manamAM ema ke A bacyuM che ne, samaje nahIM ne ! te mane kahe che. dhIme dhIme tane samajAze ?" evuM gujarAtImAM pachI kahyuM. tyAre meM kahyuM ke, "sAruM, sAheba paNa mane to moTA moTA vicAra AvyA ke A bhagavAna mokSe laI jAya, pachI tyAM AgaLa mane besADyo, pachI enA oLakhANavALA Ave to 'UTha ahIMthI' kaheze. to baLyo tAro mokSa ! enA karatAM bAyaDI joDe DuMgaLInAM bhajiyAM khAIe-karIe e zuM khoTuM che? A mokSa sAro enA dAdA bhagavAna ? karatAM to ! pelo tyAM AgaLa "UTha' kahenAro hoya ane uparI hoya, to e mokSa ApaNe nathI joIto. eTale tera varSanI uMmare A svataMtratA jAgelI. upara koI bApo hoya to evo mokSa ApaNe joIto nathI. ane jo nA hoya to ApaNe e ja joIe che ke uparI koI nahIM ane aMDarahenDa mAre joIto nathI. aMDarahenDa mane pasaMda ja nathI. jyAM UThADe evo mokSa mATe nA joIe. jyAM uparI nahIM, aMDarahenDa nahIM, evo A vItarAgono mokSa mane khape che. te dahADe khabara nahIM paDelI ke vItarAgono Avo mokSa che. paNa mane tyArathI ja samajaNa paDe ke uparI nA joIe. UTha ahIMthI kahe, e mAre nathI joIto tAro mokSa ! e bhagavAna, ene ghera jAya. mAre zuM kAma che tAruM ? tuM bhagavAna che, to huMya bhagavAna chuM ! bhale ne, tuM mane thoDo vakhata tArA kAbUmAM levA pharato hoya ! AI DonTa vonTa ! paNa zene mATe bhUkha ? A pAMca IndriyanI lAlaco mATe ? zI lAlaco che AmAM ? jAnavaraneya lAlaca che ne ApaNaneya lAlaca che, to temAM ne ApaNAmAM phera zuM rahyo ? paravazatA, AI DonTa vora ! koInI nokarI nahIM karuM evo pahelethI khyAla ! nokarI karavI e mane to bahu du:kha lAgyA kare. ema ne ema marI javuM sAruM, paNa nokarI eTale bosa mane TaiDakAve ? e moTAmAM moTo roga. paNa te e roge mane bacAvyo bahu rIte ! A roga to bahu moTo roga ke nokarI nahIM karuM. chevaTe eka bhAIbaMdha kahe che, "moTAbhAI kADhI melaze tyAre zuM karazo ?" meM kahyuM, 'pAnanI dukAna karIza." paNa te daza vAgyA sudhI pAna khavaDAvI ane ghera agyAra vAge jaIne, khaIne sUI javAnuM emAM traNa rUpiyA maLe to traNamAM calAvavAnuM ne be maLe to bemAM calAvavAnuM, mane calAvatAM badhuM AvaDe che, paNa mane A parataMtratA saheja paNa pasaMda nathI. paravazatA AI DonTa vonTa !!

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 19 anDarahenDane haMmezAM rakSaNa dIdhAM ! mArI lAIphamAM dhaMdho zo karelo ? uparI joDe baLavo ane aMDarahenDanuM rakSaNa. A mAro niyama. baLavo to kharo paNa uparI joDe. jagata AkhuM kyAM AgaLa vaza thAya ? uparIne ! ane aMDarahenDane TaiDakAva TaiDakAva kare. ane huM uparInI joDe baLavo karI lauM, eTale lAbhelo (lAbha thayelo) nahIM. to ahIM AgaLa mane paDelIya nahotI. paNa aMDarahenDane bahu sAcavelA. aMDarahenDa je thaI gayA enuM to bilakula rakSaNa karavAnuM, A moTAmAM moTo guNa. praznakartA : kSatriya kharA ne ! dAdAzrI : hA, kSatriya, A kSatriya guNa, te raste jatAM koI laDatAM hoya, to je hAryo hoya, jeNe mAra khAdho, enA pakSamAM rahuM, e kSatriyapaNuM amAruM ! tophAtI svabhAva, bALapaNamAM ! A to amane dekhAya Ama ! Ama pharyA ke tarata peluM dekhAya, eTale ame bolIe. mAphaka Ave evI cIja dekhAya, te bolI nAkhIe. ame AvuM kyAM yAda rAkhIe ? amane TheTha sudhInuM, nAnapaNamAM hato tyAM sudhInuM badhuM dekhAyA ja kare. badhA paryAya dekhAya. AvuM hatuM.... AvuM hatuM, pachI AvuM hatuM, skUlamAM ame ghaMTa vAgyA pachI jatA hatA, e badhuMya amane dekhAya. sAheba ciDAyA kare. kahevAya nahIM ne ciDAyA kare. praznakartA : Apa ghaMTa vAgyA pachI kema jatA hatA ? dAdAzrI : evo ropha ! manamAM evI khumArI. paNa e pAMsarA nA thayA tyAre ja A dazAne ! pAMsaro mANasa to ghaMTa vAgatA pahelAM jaIne besI jAya. praznakartA : ropha mAre e avaLo rasto kahevAya ? dAdA bhagavAna ? dAdAzrI : A to avaLo ja rasto ne ! ghaMTa vAgyA pachI bhAI Ave, sAheba pahelAM AvyA hoya ! ane sAheba moDA Ave to cAle, paNa chokarAM to ghaMTa vAgyA pahelAM niyamathI Ave ne ? paNa A ADAI. 'sAheba, enA manamAM zuM samaje che ?' kaheze. le !! alyA, bhaNavA javuM che ke tAre bAkhaDI bAMdhavI che ? tyAre kahe, 'nA, bAkhaDI bAMdhavAnI pahelAM.' bAkhaDI bAMdhavAnI kahevAya ene. tame bAkhaDI zabda sAMbhaLelo ? tame hau sAMbhaLelo ? tyAre sAruM. 20 praznakartA : to sAheba tamane kazuM kahI nA zake ? dAdAzrI : kaheya kharA, paNa kahevAya nahIM. ene bhaDaka lAge ke bahA2 patharo mAraze, mAthuM toDI nAkhaze. praznakartA : dAdA, tame AvA tophAnI hatA ? dAdAzrI : kharA, tophAnI kharA. mAla ja tophAnI badho, ADo mAla. praznakartA : ane emAM AvuM 'jJAna' thaI gayuM, e to bahu kahevAya. dAdAzrI : 'jJAna' thaI gayuM. kAraNa ke mahIM cokhkhuM hatuM ne ? mamatA nahotI. vAMdho ja A ahaMkArano hato. paNa mamatA nahotI eTale A dazA thaI ! saheje mamatA nahIM, lAlaca nahIM paNa mAruM nAma dIdhuM ke pelAnuM AvI banyuM. eTale keTalAka to mArI pAchaLa evuM kahe, AnI miyAMpaNI bahu ja che. tyAre keTalAka to kaheze, are, javA do ne, tuMDamijAjI che.' eTale mArA mATe zuM zuM vizeSaNa vaparAya, te badhuM pAchaLa rahIne jANe pAcho. paNa mane mamatA nahotI. e mukhya guNa sarasa hato, eno pratApa A ! ane mamatAvALo so gaNo DAhyo hoya toya saMsAramAM ja UMDo Utarelo hoya. ame mamatArahita, te kharekhara majhA AvI. A mamatA e ja saMsAra che, ahaMkAra e saMsAra nathI.

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 21 te maneya lAgyuM ke have pAMsaro thaI gayo huM. koIe pAMsaro karavo nA paDe mane. praznakartA : kevI rIte pAMsarA thaI gayA, dAdA ? dAdAzrI : lokoe mArI-ThokIne, UMdhuM-cattuM karIne, Ama-tema sakaMjAmAM laIne paNa pAMsaro karI nAkhyo. praznakartA : e AgalA avatAromAMthI cokhkhuM thatuM gayeluM ne ? dAdAzrI : keTalAya avatArathI A pAMsarA thatA AvelA, tyAre A avatAramAM pUro pAMsaro thayo. bhASA zIkhavA karatAM bhagavAtamAM rasa ! aMgrejInA mAstarane kahI dIdheluM. moTAbhAI emanA phrenDa thatA hatA. meM emane kahyuM ke tamAre je kahevuM hoya te kahejo, tamAre tyAM phasAyo chuM. paMdara varSathI A bhaNa bhaNa karuM chuM, hajI meTrika nathI thavAtuM. ekaDiyAmAM beTho tyArathI paMdara varSathI meTrika thavAtuM nathI. A daza varSamAM huM bhagavAna khoLI kADhata. mArAM varSo khoTAM khoyAM ! vagarakAmanuM ebI-sI-DI zIkhavADe ! koIkanI bhASA, phorenanI bhASA zIkhavA mATe meTrika sudhI bhaNavuM joIe ? A kaI jAtanuM cakkarapaNuM che ! phorenanI bhASA zIkhavA mATe mANasanuM ahIM AyuSya aradhuM jatuM rahe ! laghutama zIkhatAM jaDayA bhagavAta ! anaMta avatArathI enuM e ja bhaNe che ne pAchuM AvarAya che. ajJAnane bhaNavAnuM nA hoya. ajJAna to sahaja bhAve AvaDe. jJAnane bhaNavAnuM. mAre AvaraNa ochuM, te terame varase bhAna thayeluM. nAnapaNamAM gujarAtI skUlamAM eka mAstare mane kahyuM, 'A tame laghutama zIkho.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'laghutama eTale zuM kahevA mAgo cho ? laghutama zI rIte thAya ?' 22 dAdA bhagavAna ? tyAre kahe che, 'A badhI 2kamo je ApI che, emAM nAnAmAM nAnI 2kama, avibhAjya 2kama, jene pharI bhAgI nA zakAya evI rakama, e zodhI kADhavAnI che.' tyAre huM te vakhatamAM nAnI uMmaramAM, paNa mANasone zuM kaheto hato ? 'A rakamo sArI nathI.' zabda to evo bolato hato. te mane A vAta mAphaka AvI. eTale mane ema lAgyuM ke A '2kamo'nI aMdara pachI evuM ja che ne ? eTale bhagavAna badhAmAM avibhAjyarUpe rahelA che. te meM tenA parathI tarata ja bhagavAna zodhI kADhelA. A badhI rakamo ja che ne ! emAM bhagavAna avibhAjyarUpe rahelA che ! AtmA sivAya ta zIkhyA kAMI ! nAnapaNamAM huM sAyakala pheravuM, te bAvana rUpiyAmAM 'rele' sAyakala AvatI hatI. te sAyakala pheravato hato. sAyakalamAM paMkacara paDe eTale badhAM sau-saune ghera ripera kare. huM to udAra eTale eka sAyakalavALo hato, tyAM AgaLa ene kahyuM ke, bhaI, A paMkacara ripera karaje.' to A badhA mane kahe ke, 'A ripera kema tame bahAra karAvo cho ? AmAM zuM karavAnuM che ?' meM kahyuM ke, 'bhaI, huM badhuM zIkhavA mATe Avyo nathI. A duniyAmAM badhI cIjo che, e badhI zIkhavA mATe huM Avyo nathI. huM to AtmA zIkhavA mATe Avyo chuM. ane jo A bIjuM badhuM zIkhavA rahuM to peluM AtmAnuM eTaluM kAcuM paDI jAya.' eTale huM kazuM zIkhyo ja nahIM. sAyakala calAvavAnI AvaDatI hatI, teya kevI ke sIdhuM nahIM AvaDeluM. pAchale paiDe rahIne pAchaLanI dharI upara paga mUkIne caDhuM te ! AvaDyuM nahIM kazuM. ane zIkhavAno prayatneya karelo nahIM. A to jarUriyAta pUratuM zIkhelo. bAkI zIkhavAnI jarUra ja nahIM. te duHkhadAyI thayuM ghaDiyALa ! kazAmAM dhyAna ja nahoto Apato. kazuM navuM kaMI zIkhavAnuM nahIM kareluM. A zIkhe to mAre eTaluM pelAmAM rahI jAyane ! eTale navuM

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24 dAdA bhagavAna ? zIkhavAnuM nahIM. nAnapaNamAM eka sekanDahenDa ghaDiyALa paMdara rUpiyAnuM lAvyo hato. te Ama paherIne sUI gayo. te ahIM A kAnamAM duHkhyuM pachI. eTale meM kahyuM ke A to UlaTuM du:khadAyI thayuM. mATe pharI nathI paheryuM ! cAvI devAmAM nathI veDapho TAIma ! ghaDiyALane cAvI ApavI e muzkelI, eTale pachI sAta dahADAnI cAvInuM ghaDiyALa lAvyA. amArA bhAgIdAra kahe che ke A sAta dahADAnI cAvIvALuM ghaDiyALa che, te lAvIe. paNa eka oLakhANavALA AvyA, kahe ke, "bahu sarasa ghaDiyALa che." te meM kahyuM ke, 'tame laI jAva, mAre cAvI ApavAnI muzkelI che ne !' te pachI hIrAbA vaDhavA mAMDyA ke, 'tame to badhuM je ne te ApI ja do cho. have huM ghaDiyALa vagara zuM joIza ?" eTale ghaDiyALanI cAvI meM pheravI nathI koI dahADoya ! atyAre amArA bhANAbhAI paMdara varSathI ghaDiyALanI cAvI pherave che. ane mAre to kelenDara jovAnuM ja nA hoya ! ane mAre zuM karavAnuM kelenDarane ? koNa phADe ene ? kelenDaranuM peluM kAgaLiyuM meM phADyuM nathI. AvI navarAza, mane Avo TAIma ja nA hoya ne ! ghaDiyALanI cAvI pheravuM to mArI cAvI kyAre phare ? eTale meM TAIma koI vastumAM Apyo ja nathI. reDiyAne meDanesa kahI ! bhaIbaMdhe kahyuM ke reDiyo lAvo. meM kahyuM ke alyA, reDiyo ? ane te huM sAMbhaLuM ? to mArA TAImanuM zuM thAya ? A .... mANasanI pAse sAMbhaLatA ja kaMTALo Ave che, to A reDiyo nA hoya amArI pAse ! e meDanesa che badhI !! photanI khalela paNa vaLagADI nahIM ! mane kahe che ke, 'ApaNe phona laIe ?" kahyuM, "nA, e vaLagaNa dAdA bhagavAna ? pAchuM kyAM vaLagADIe ?" ApaNe nirAMte sUI gayA hoya to ghaMTaDI vAge e upAdhi kyAM vahorIe ? jene TADha vAtI haze, te ApaNe tyAM ahIM Avaze. TADha nahIM vAtI hoya to ahIM AvavAno nathI. ane ApaNane kaMI TADha vAtI nathI. loko to zokhanI khAtara rAkhavAvALA ke ApaNo vaTa vadhe ! te vaTavALA vaTadAra loko mATe ThIka che. bAkI, ApaNe vaTadAra hoya. ApaNe mAmUlI AdamI, nirAMte suI rahenArA, AkhI rAta potAnI svataMtratAthI sUve ! eTale e Teliphona koNa rAkhe ? ghaMTaDI pAchI khakhaDI ke upAdhi ! huM to bIje dahADe bahAra pheMkI dauM. ghaMTaDI saheja khakhaDI ke huM jANuM ke A to UMghamAM khalela karI. vakhate mAkaNa-macchara khalela kare. te to pharajiyAta che. paNa A to marajiyAta khalela, e kema poSAya ? ame pahelAM gADI rAkhatA hatA. tyAre DrAIvara kahe, "sAheba, phalANA pATe tUTI gayA che.' huM to nAmeya nA jANuM. pachI mane thayuM, A to phasAmaNa che ! phasAmaNa to vAIpha joDe thaI te thaI gaI ne enI joDe chokarAM thayAM. te e eka bajAra UbhuM karavuM hoya to karAya paNa A phasAmaNanAM be-cAra bajAra hoya nahIM. AvAM pachI keTalAM bajAra mAthe laIne pharyA karIe ? A to badhI komanasensanI vAto kahevAya ! pelo DrAIvara Ama peTrola gADImAMthI kADhI le ne pachI kaheze ke, kAkA, peTrola nAkhavAnuM che ? have kAkA jANe nahIM. A zI pIDA ? te pachI ame gADI rAkhatA nahotA ! pAchA saMjogavazAt evuM kahIeya kharA ke gADI lAvo ! tyAM ta dIThuM sukha ! praznakartA: dAdA, A amAre badhuM joIe che ke tamAre nA hoya, enuM kAraNa zuM ? - dAdAzrI : e to tame lokonuM zIkhIne karo. huM lokonuM zIkhyo nathI. huM pahelethI loka viruddha cAlanAro mANasa. loka je cAle neka rasto

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 25 Ama goLa phaMTAyelo hoya, loka roDe roDe pharIne jAya, tyAre huM hisAba kADhuM ke Ama sIdhuM eka mAIla hoya to goLa pharIe to traNa mAIla thAya, to aradho goLa hoya to doDha mAIla thAya, to huM sIdho paDuM Ama. rasto khoLI kADhIne, sIdho paDI jauM. huM A loka viruddha cAlelo. A AmanA kahevA pramANe calAya ? lokasaMjJA nAmeya nahIM. lokoe jemAM sukha mAneluM, mane sukha emAM dekhAyeluM nahIM. zokha, eka sarasa kapaDAMto ja ! phakta chetarAyelo eTalo ja ke lUgaDAM pharsTa klAsa paheruM. eka Teva kaho ke mAyA lAvelo eTalI ke lUgaDAM sArAM paheravAnI Teva ! bIjuM kazuM nahIM. oraDIo jevI haze tevI cAlaze. praznakartA : nAnapaNathI ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, nAnapaNamAM. praznakartA : skUlamAM jatAM jatAM ja paNa sArAM lUgaDAM joIe ? dAdAzrI : skUlamAM jatAM jatAMya badhe, game tyAre kapaDuM sarasamAM sarasa joIe. praznakartA : kolejamAM jatAMya.... dAdAzrI : kolejamAM to huM gayelo ja nahIM. eTale A ATaluM... kapaDAM, eTalAmAM ja zakti vaparAyelI. kapaDAM sIvaDAvavA mATe pAchuM darajIne kahevuM paDe, ke 'Ama joje haM, kolara Avo hovo joIe, Ama hovuM joIe, tema hovuM joIe.' bAkI bIjA kazAmAM zakti nahIM vAparelI. paiNavAmAMya zakti vAparI nathI. tApAsa thayA paNa yojanAbaddha ! amane paMdara varSanI uMmare kusaMgamAM bIDIo pIvAnI Teva paDI gaI. 26 dAdA bhagavAna ? ene satsaMga kaho ke kusaMga kaho, agara huM kusaMgI ne pelAne kusaMgI karAvyo hoya ! ApaNA loka zuM kahe che ? 'mArA chokarAne kusaMgIoe bagADyo.' alyA, tArA chokarAno kusaMga pelAne aDyo ke pelAno kusaMga Ane aDyo, enI zI khAtarI ? bahu tyAre loko ema kahe ke, 'mArA chokarAne kusaMga che badho,' tyAre AmAM kusaMgI koNa ? badhA chae jaNAnA bApa kahe che ke mArA chokarAne kusaMga aDyo, to AmAM kusaMgI koNa ? jarA kaMIka tapAsa to karavI joIe ne ? tenAM karatAM ApaNe kahIe ke mAro chokaro kusaMganA ravADe caDhelo che. to vAta judI che ! te ame evuM kusaMgane ravADe caDhelA. te bIDI-sigareTa pIe, hukko pIe ane jalebI ne bhajiyAM khaIe. tethI A pheIla thayA ne ! meTrIkamAM pheIla thayA enuM kAraNa zuM ? kaMI maphatamAM pheIla thavAya che ? ahIM sTezana upara bhaiyo hato, bhaiyAnI dukAna hatI, te AIskrIma banAvato hato. tyAM AgaLa hosTelamAM Utarelo. bradhara ahIM ghera rahetA hatA. te e ghera rahelA hoya to, ApaNe pharavA javAya nahIM, AnaMda karAya nahIM. eTale meM kahyuM ke hosTelamAM mArAthI vaMcAya. te ahIM parIkSA ApavA Avyo hato. te dahADe hosTelamAM cokhkhA ghInI pUrIo, zAka badhuM cokhkhuM, eTale nirAMte pUrIo khaIe ne mastImAM rahevAnuM ane pachI sAMje AIskrIma khAvAno ane be-traNa chokarAo bhegA thaIne tyAM AgaLa gAyano (gIto) gAya ! e chokarAoya parIkSA ApavAnA hoya badhA ne mArA jevA pAchA mane maLI Ave ne ? sarakhe sarakhA maLI Ave, khoLavA javuM nA paDe. te ApaNo hisAba AvI gayo, pheIla thaI gayAne ! mArA phAdhare ane moTAbhAIe, bee saMtalasa karelI ke A meTrika thAya ne, te ApaNA kuTuMbamAM eka sUbA thayelA che, eTale Amane sUbo banAvIe. e saMtalasa huM sAMbhaLI gayelo. emane sUbo banAvavAnI IcchA hatI. emanI dhAraNA tUTI paDI. mArA manamAM ema thayuM ke loko

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dAdA bhagavAna 27 mane sUbo banAvavA mAge che, to sarasUbo, upara mane TaiDakAvaze. mATe ApaNe sUbo thavuM nathI. kAraNa ke A avatAra eka mahAparANe maLyo ane tyAM pAcho TaiDakAvanAro maLe ! tyAre jo TaiDakAvanAro maLe to A avatArane zuM karavAno ? ApaNane kazI mojazokhanI cIja joItI nathI ane pelo TaiDakAve e kema poSAya ? jene mojazokhanI cIja joItI hoya tene bhale TaiDakAvavAnuM maLe. mAre to AvuM tevuM kazuM joItuM nathI. eTale meM nakkI karyuM ke pAnanI dukAna ApaNe karIzuM, paNa AvuM TaiDakAvavAnuM nahIM phAve ! eTale meM nakkI karyuM ke meTrikamAM nApAsa ja thavuM. eTale A vahetuM ja mUkeluM. praznakartA : yojanAbaddha ? dAdAzrI : hA, yojanAbaddha ! eTale pheIla thayelo te yojanAbaddha. eTale meTrika pheIla pAcho ! tyAre loko mane kahe ke, 'dAdA, tame keTaluMka bhaNelA hazo ?" peluM 'sAyaMTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' evuM badhuM boluM, dhI varlDa Ijha dhI pajhala ITaselpha, dhera Ara Tu vyU poInTasa..... AvuM badhuM boluM, eTale pelA jANe ke dAdA to grejyueTanI bahu AgaLa gayA haze ! meM kahyuM ke, "bhaI, e vAta UghADavA karavAmAM majhA nathI. tyAre kahe ke, paNa kaho to kharA, bhaNavAmAM keTaluM gayA ? tyAre meM kahyuM ke, meTrika pheIla ! meTrika pheIla thayo eTale moTAbhAI kahe che, 'tane kazuM AvaDatuM nathI.' meM kahyuM, 'breIna khalAsa thaI gayuM che.' tyAre kahe, "pahelAM bahu sAruM AvaDatuM hatuMne ?" meM kahyuM, 'game te ho, paNa breIna khalAsa thaI gayuM che.' tyAre kahe, 'dhaMdhAmAM pesI jaIza ?" meM kahyuM, 'dhaMdhAmAM zuM karuM, paNa tame kaho eTaluM karIza.' te dhaMdhAmAM to doDha varSamAM to bhAI kahe che ke, 'pharsTa naMbara tuM to lAvyo pAcho.' dhaMdhAmAM ruci paDI gaI, paisA kamAvavAnuM jaDyuM ! A to sUbo thavAno hato, tene badale pachI bradhara kaMTALI gayA ke have UMdhe ravADe caDhyo che, enA karatAM dhaMdhAmAM ghAlI do. eTale meM 28 dAdA bhagavAna ? jANyuM ke, ApaNI dazA pharI have. zinanI dazA hatI te UtarI. dhaMdhAmAM to AvaDe badhuM, phaTa phaTa badhuM AvaDe. ane heya.... hoTalamAM javAya, cApANI pIvAya ne badhuMya thAya ne dhaMdho kaMTrAkTano nAgo ! paiNatI vakhateya mUrchA nahIM ! paiNavAmAM navo pheMTo hato ne, te upara pelA khUMpano bojo Avyo, te pheMTo khasI gayo ne ATale AvyuM. te ATale AvyuM, pachI Ama joyuM to hIrAbA kaMI dekhAyAM nahIM. pote paiNavA Avyo te Ama jue ja ne ! kaMI sAmAna-bAmAna nA jue ? kAraNa ke pahelAM dekhADatA nahotA. dekhADavAno rivAja nahoto. te mAMhyarAmAM Ave tyAra pachI ja jue. tyAre mAre pelo khUMpa moDhe moTo eTale jovAnuM baMdha thaI gayeluM. eTale pachI tarata mane vicAra Avyo ke 'A paiNIe chIe, paNa bemAMthI eka jaNe rAMDavuM to paDaze ja. bemAMthI ekane, beune nahIM rAMDavAnuM ?" A vicAra mane Avelo tyAM AgaLa. Ama sparzI gayo. kAraNa ke peluM moDhuM joyuM nahIMne ? eTale A vicAra Avyo ! ohoho ! 'emane' 'gesTa' kahyA ?! huM ogaNIsa varSano hato, te ogaNIsa varSe bAbAno janma thayo hato. te badhA phrenDasarkalane peMDA khavaDAvyA hatA ane bAbo marI gayo tyAreya peMDA khavaDAvyA. eTale pachI badhA kahe che ke, 'bIjo thayo ne ?' meM kahyuM ke, 'eka vAra peMDA khAva tame. pachI zuM thayuM e hakIkata tamane kahIza ! hA, nahIM to zokanA mAryA peMDA nA khAya. eTale pahelA meM kahyuM nahIM ane peMDA khavaDAvyA. khaI rahyA pachI meM kahyuM ke, 'pelA mahemAna AvyA hatA e gayA ! tyAre kahe ke, "AvuM thatuM haze ? A peMDA khavaDAvyA amane ! A to amAre UlaTI thAya evuM thaI gayuM !' meM kahyuM ke, "evuM kazuM karavA jevuM nathI. e mahemAna ja hatA. gesTa ja hatA. ane gesTa Ave to 'Avo padhAro' ema kahevAnuM ane jAya tyAre

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30 dAdA bhagavAna ? 29 'padhArajo' ema kahevAnuM ane gesTa joDe A zI bhAMjagaDa ?'' tyAre kahe che e "gesTa kahevAya ? e to chokaro che ne !" meM kahyuM ke, chokaro tamArI pAse rAkhajo, mAre chokaro nathI joIto. ane nathI joIto evuMya nathI. je hoya e bhale ho. paNa mAre A gesTa che ! pachI bebInA vakhateya AvuM ne AvuM ja thayeluM. badhA bhUlI gayA ne peMDA khAdhA. bebI marI gaI tyAreya badhAe peMDA khAdhA. ApaNA loko to bhUlI jAya pAchA. Amane bhUlatAM keTalI vAra lAge ? A lokone bhUlatAM zuM vAra lAge ? vAra lAge kharI ? mUchita avasthA kharIne ! mUrzita avasthA eTale zuM ke bhUlatAM vAra ja nahIM ne ! chatAM mitroe navAjyA, supara humata ! praznakartA : te A tame je satsaMga zarU karyo e kaMI uMmare ? agara to pelA bagIcAmAM badhAne peMDA khavaDAvyA, e satsaMga kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nA, e satsaMga nA kahevAya. e to mAruM darzana che. eka jAtanI sUjha che mArI ! satsaMga e lagabhaga betALIsathI zaru thayo. betALIsa eTale ene Aja ekatALIsa varSa thayA. mULa zarUAta satsaMganI, betALIsathI zarU thayo ne AThamAM mAro janma, eTale cotrIsa varSanI uMmara Ave, paNa lagabhaga batrIsa varSanI uMmarathI zarU thayelo. te pahelAM thoDAM thoDAM vAkyo lokone maLatAM gayelAM kharAM. meM eTale mitrone kahI dIdheluM bAvIsa varSanI uMmare ke, 'bhAI, tame amAruM koI kAma kyAreya paNa karazo nahIM." ahaMkAra to pUro hato ja. eTale kahyuM ke, "ane tamAruM kAma tamAre rAtre paNa karAvI javuM." pachI mitro ema kahevA mAMDyA ke, "AvuM zA mATe kaho cho ? tamAre-amAre karavAnI jarUra nahIM." evuM baneluM, eka jaNane tyAM huM rAtre bAra vAge gayo. rAtre sinemA chUTe, te rAtre bAra vAge gayo. eTale pelA bhAInA manamAM ema thayuM ke dAdA bhagavAna ? koI dahADo A rAtre bAra vAge Ave nahIM ne Aje AvyA che, te kazuM paisA-baisA joItA haze ? eTale eNe bIjo bhAva karyo. tamane samajAya che ne ? mAre kazuM joItuM nahotuM. palAnI dRSTi mane badalAyelI lAgI. roja dRSTi hatI, te Aje A dRSTi bagaDI che. eTale huM samajyo, ghera jaIne vizleSaNa karyuM. mane lAgyuM ke A jagatanAM manuSyane dRSTi bagADatAM vAra nahIM lAge. mATe ApaNI joDe rahe che tene, A lokone eka evuM nirbhaya pada Apo ke emane pachI dRSTi ja bagaDe nahIM. eTale meM kahyuM ke, 'tamAre koIe mAruM kAma karavuM ja nahIM. eTale mAro bho tamane nA hovo joIe ke A kazuM levA AvyA haze ? tyAre kahe, 'ema kema ?" kahyuM ke, be hAthavALA pAse kazuM mAMgato ja nathI. kAraNa ke be hAthavALA pote ja du:khI che ane e kaMIka khoLe che. enI pAse huM AzA rAkhato nathI. paNa mArI pAse tame AzA rAkhajo. kAraNa ke tame to khoLo cho ane tamane chUTa che. mArI pAse tamAruM kAma karAvI jajo, paNa mAruM kAma koI karazo nahIM.' ema kahI dIdhuM. eTale nirbhaya banAvyA hatA. tyAre e lokoe zuM kahyuM ke, "supara hyumana sivAya AvuM koI bolI zake nahIM !" eTale zuM kahyuM ke A supara hyumanano svabhAva hoya, hyumanano necara nahIM ! niraMtara vicArazIla dazA ! mane A prazna 1928mAM Ubho thayo hato. 1928mAM huM sinemA jovA gayo hato, tyAM mane A prazna utpanna thayo hato ke, "arere ! A sinemAthI to ApaNA saMskAranuM zuM thaze ? ane zI dazA thaze A lokonI ?" pachI bIjo vicAra Avyo ke, "zuM A vicArano upAya che. ApaNI pAse ? koI sattA che ApaNI pAse ? koI sattA to che nahIM, to A vicAra ApaNA kAmano nathI. sattA hoya to e vicAra kAmano, je vicAra sattAnI bahAra hoya ane enI pAchaLa mathyA karIe e to IgoIjhama che." eTale pachI bIjo vicAra Avyo ke, "zuM Ama ja thavAnuM che A hindustAnanuM ?" te dahADe amane jJAna nahotuM. jJAna to 1958mAM thayeluM. 1958mAM jJAna thayuM, te pahelAM ajJAna to kharuM ja ne ? kaMI ajJAna

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 31 koIe laI lIdheluM ? jJAna nahotuM paNa ajJAna to kharuM ja ne? paNa tyAre ajJAnamAM e bhAga dekhAyo ke, 'je avaLuM jaladI pracAra karI zake che te savaLuM paNa eTalI ja jhaDapathI pracAra karaze. mATe savaLAnA pracArane mATe e sAdhano bahu sArAmAM sArAM che.' A badhuM tyAre vicAreluM, paNa 1958mAM jJAna pragaTa thayuM tyArathI enA pratye jarAya vicAra nahIM AvelA. jIvatamAM niyama ja evo... eTale huM to nAnapaNathI eka ja zIkhelo ke bhaI, tuM mane maLyo che ne jo tane kaMI paNa sukha nA thAya to mAruM maLeluM tane khoTuM che, evuM huM kaheto hato ene ! e game eTalo nAlAyaka hoya, tenuM mAre jovAnuM nathI paNa huM tane bhego thayo paNa jo kadI mArA taraphanI sugaMdhI nA AvI te kema cAle ? A agarabattI nAlAyakone sugaMdhI Ape ke nA Ape ? praznakartA : badhAMyane Ape. dAdAzrI : evI rIte mArI sugaMdhI jo tane nA AvI to pachI mArI sugaMdhI ja nA kahevAya. eTale kaMIka lAbha thavo ja joIe. evo niyama mAro pahelethI che. amAre rAtre bahArathI AvavAnuM thAya to amArA bUTanA avAjathI kUtaruM jAgI nA jAya eTale ame sAcavIne cAlIe. e kUtarAMneya UMgha to hoya ne ! emane bicArAne pathArI-bathArI to, rAma tArI mAyA ! to emane zAMtithI sUvA paNa nA devAya ? praznakartA : dAdA, A tamArA pagamAM kaNIo zAthI paDI gai che ? dAdAzrI : e to ame AtmA prApta karavA tapa kareluM. te kevuM tapa ke bUTamAM khIlo UMco Ave to tene ThokavAno nahIM, ema ja calAvye rAkhavAnuM. tyAra pachI amane khabara paDI ke A to ame avaLe mArge 32 dAdA bhagavAna chIe. A jainonuM ame tapa kareluM. bUTanI khIlI bahAra nIkaLe ne cUka vAge te vakhate jo AtmA hAlI jAya to e AtmA ja prApta thayo nathI evuM huM mAnato hato. eTale e tapa thavA daie. paNa e tapano DAgha hajIya nathI gayo ! tapano DAgha AkhI jiMdagI nA jAya. A avaLo mArga che ema amane samajAyeluM. tapa to aMdaranuM joie. prApta tapa bhogavyuM, adIThapaNe ! muMbaIthI vaDodarA kAramAM AvavAnuM hatuM ne besatAM ja kahI dIdhuM ke, 'sAta kalAka ekanI eka jagyAe besI rahevAnuM che. tapa AvyuM che ! ame tamArI joDe to vAto karIe, paNa amAre mahIM amArI vAta cAlu ja hoya ke 'Aje tamane prApta tapa AvyuM che. eTale eka akSareya bolavAno nahIM.' loka to dilAso ApavA mAge ke, 'dAdA, tamane phAvyuM ke nahIM ?" to kahIe, 'bahu sarasa phAvyuM.' paNa kamizana ame koIne ApIe nahIM, kAraNa bhogavIe ame ! eka akSareya bole e dAdA bIjA ! ene prApta tapa karyuM kahevAya ! have rAha jovI, keTalI upAdhi ? jyAre bAvIsa varSano hato, eka jagyAe eka miniTa mATe basa cUkI gayo. hAlola roDa upara hato, tyAM eka gAma che, tyAM AgaLa hato ne basa AvI. ane huM Ama Avelo kalAka pahelethI, paNa hoTalamAMthI AvatAM ja jarAka eka miniTa thaI ne basa UpaDI gaI. eTale A viSAdanuM sthAna kahevAya. jo A pahelethI nA AvyA hota ane te ghaDIe jo basa AvI hota to ApaNe jANIe ke 'leTa' thayA cAlo. to bahu viSAda nA thAya. A to pahelethI AvyA ne gADI nA pakaDAI ! ane doDha kalAka pachI bIjI gADI Ave. rAha jovA karatAM, upayoga goThavaNI ! have tyAM AgaLa peluM mAre je doDha kalAka rAha jovAnuM thayuM ne,

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dAdA bhagavAna ? tyAM sthiti zuM thaI ? eTale eya mahIM mazIna cAlyA kare ! have e ghaDabhAMja keTalI thAya te ! majUrane pacAsa ghaDabhAMja thAya ne mane lAkha thAya ! te jarAya kazuM game nahIM, UbhuM rahevAnuM game nahIM. koI kaheze, Avo, beso ane gAdI hoya toya paNa game nahIM. have doDha kalAka to vIsa kalAka jevA lAge. eTale meM kahyuM ke, moTAmAM moTI mUrkhAI hoya to A rAha jovI te che. koI paNa mANasanI ke koI vastunI rAha jovI enA jevI phUlizanesa nathI A duniyAmAM !! eTale tyArathI, bAvIsa varSanI uMmarathI rAha jovAnuM baMdha karI dIdhuM. ane jyAre rAha jovAnuM thAya ne, te ghaDIe bIjuM varka soMpI dIdheluM. rAha to jovI ja paDe, chUTako ja nahIM ne ! paNa ene badale ApaNe jANyuM ke A rAha jovAno TAIma bahu sarasa che. nahIM to phAMphAM mAra mAra kare ke e AvI ke nahIM, gADI AvI ke nathI AvI ! eTale te TAIma ane bIjI goThavaNI karI dIdhelI. eTale pachI amane nirAMta ! kazuM goThavaNI thAya ke nA thAya ApaNe ? praznakartA : thAya. dAdAzrI : kAma to badhAM bahu hoya che ne ? praznakartA : eTale manane kAme lagADI do. dAdAzrI : hA, manane kAme lagADI devuM. praznakartA : zuM kAme lagADyuM? dAdAzrI : koI paNa jAtanI goThavaNI ! eTale te dahADe huM zuM karato hato ? koI saMtonuM hoya agara to kRpALudevanuM hoya, e enuM huM boluM nahIM, ene huM vAMcuM. bole tyAre gokheluM kahevAya. ene huM vAMcuM badhuM. e tamane samajamAM Ave che ? praznakartA : e vAMco kevI rIte, dAdA ? copaDI vagara kevI rIte vAMco ? 34 dAdA bhagavAna ? dAdAzrI : copaDI vagara vAMcuM. mane to 'he prabhu e pelAM lakhelAM dekhAya ne huM vAMcyA karuM. nahIM to mana gokhe, to pAchuM peluM saMkalpa-vikalpa cAlu ! ane peluM gokhavAnuM to rahyuM eTale mana thayuM navaruM. 'he prabhu, he prabhu bolyA kare ane mana navaruM paDyA karatuM hoya, mana bahAra jatuM raheluM hoya. eTale meM eDajasTamenTa lIdheluM. te Ama dekhAya, he prabhu, he prabhu, zuM karuM, dInAnAtha dayALa, huM to doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chuM karuNALa." e zabda-zabda sAthe ja badhuM, akSara, mAtara-batara, badhuM sAthe dekhAya ! kRpALudeve bIjo rasto batADyo hato, ke UMdhuM bola, chellethI upara Ava. tyAre lokone enIya prekTisa paDI gaI, Teva paDI gaI. manano svabhAva evo che ke tame jemAM ghAlone, ene Teva paDI jAya, gokhI nAkhe. ane A vAMcavAnuM emAM gokhAya nahIM, AMkhe dekhAvuM joIe. eTale A amArI moTAmAM moTI zodhakhoLa, vAMcavAnI che. ane pachI ame bIjAne zIkhavADIe. A badhAne zIkhavADeluM ke vAMcIne bolo. praznakartA : paNa dAdA, A bAvIsame varSe A tAkAta hatI ? dAdAzrI : hA. bAvIsame varSe e tAkAta hatI. mUMjhavaNamAM khIlI AMtarasUjha ! eTale A mUMjhAyo mATe A jJAna nIkaLyuM. doDha kalAka jo mUMjhAyo nA hota.... praznakartA : eka miniTa cUkyA nA hota.... dAdAzrI : e miniTa cUkyAne, tenA phaLarUpe A jJAna UbhuM thayuM. eTale Thokaro khaI khaIne A jJAna UbhuM thayuM che, sUjha UbhI thaI che. jyAre Thokara vAgI ke sUjha UbhI thaI jAya. ane e sUjha mane helDiMga ja kAyama rahe. eTale pachI meM rAha joI nathI, bAvIsa varSathI pachI meM

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dAdA bhagavAna ? dAdA bhagavAna ? 35 kazI rAha joI nathI. gADI Aja sADA traNa kalAka 'leTa' che, eTale ApaNe jema tema TAIma pasAra nA karIe ane ApaNe upayogapUrvaka rahevAnuM. Ama goThavI kAunTara pulIo ! have rAha jovAnI ne pAchAM jabarajasta 'rivolyuzana' ! A majUrone miniTe pacAsa rivolyuzana hoya, jyAre mane miniTe eka lAkha rivolyuzana hoya. eTale majUromAM ne mArAmAM phera keTalo ? ene pacAsa rivolyuzana eTale tame ene vAta kaho, to e vAta pahoMcatAM bahu vAra lAge. tame sAdI vAta, sAdI vyavahAranI vAta kaho to ene samajaNa nA paDe. eTale pachI tame bIjI rIte samajAvo, tyAre ene pahoMce e. have mArAM rivolyuzana bahu eTale mArI vAta A UMcI nAtavALAne samajatAM bahu vAra lAgatI hatI. ApaNe samajAvIe ne e samaje nahIM. eTale huM zuM kahuM ke 'nAlAyaka che, akkala vagarano che." te pachI mahIM pAvara bahu vadhI jAya. eya huM kahuM chuM ne samajato nathI ? kevo mUrakha mANasa che ?" Ama kahIne badhuM enI para gusso karyA karuM. pachI mane samajAyuM ke A rivolyuzansa che ane e sAmAne pahoMcatuM nathI. have ApaNe sAmAno guno kahIe te ApaNo guno che. eTale pachI meM pulIo devA mAMDI. - kAraNa ke paMdaraso rivolyuzanano paMpa hoya ane traNa hajAranuM IjIna hoya to paMpa toDI nAkhe. te enA mATe pulI nAkhavI paDe, kAunTara pulI. A traNa hajAranuM bhale hoya ane peluM paMdarasenuM bhale hoya, paNa vacce pelI pulIo nAkhavI paDe ke jethI karIne pelAne paMdarasuM maLI rahe. ApanI samajamAM Ave che ne, kAunTara pulI ? evuM pachI meM lokonI joDe vAta karatAM kAunTara pulI rAkhavA mAMDI. eTale pachI mAre gusse thavAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM. vAta ene samajAya evI rIte kAunTara pulI nAkhavAnI ! [3] ahaMkAra-mAta sAme gRti ! rahevAnuM sthAta, paNa vicAraNApUrvaka ! vaNikano mAla thoDo kSatriyamAM nAkhIe ane kSatriyano mAla thoDo vaNikamAM nAkhIe ane pachI je milcara thAya e bahu sarasa thAya. khaTamIThI tyAre thAyane, ne tyAre zrIkhaMDa sarasa thAya. eTale ame to pahelethI ja zuM kareluM ? pahelAM to ame paTelonI poLamAM rahetA hatA. amArA moTAbhAI paTelo joDe vyavahAra rAkhatA. te mane e vyavahAra poSAto nahIM. nAno hato paNa paTelonI joDe rahevAnuM poSAyuM nahIM mane. zAthI nA poSAyuM ke Ama uMmara to bAvIsa varSanI, paNa ahIM muMbaI amatho pharavA AvuM ne pAchA jaIe tyAre halavo laI jaIe. Ama sasto, te laI jaIe. te amArAM bhAbhI pADozI badhAMne Ape. evuM eka be vakhata laI gayelo. ne eka vakhata bhUlI gayo. te badhA pADozIo jene te maLene kahe ke "A phero halavo nA lAvyA ?" mane thayuM ke, "A pIDA nahotI ne kyAMthI AvI ? pahelAM AvI pIDA nahotI. koI nA lAvyA evuM tevuM apamAna karatuM nahotuM. A lAvyA te ja ApaNe bhula karI. eka vakhata lAvyA, be vakhata lAvyA ne trIjI vakhata nA lAvyA eTale veza thaI paDyo. lyo, A na lAvyA. te have ApaNe phasAyA. eTale A loko joDe vyavahAra karavA jevo nathI." bAkI e kSatriya, Amano vyavahAra badho kevo hoya ? e kaheze ke mAthuM jarUra hoya to amAruM mAthuM laI lejo paNa tamAruM amane Apajo. mAthuM ja ApavA-levAnI taiyArIo. AmanA sodA kevA ? moTA ja. saTTAnA bahu moTA bijhanesa, mAthA ja le-mela karavAnAM. eTale ApaNe A mAthuM ApavAnuM-levAnuM poSAya nahIM. ApaNane koInuM mAthuM joItuM yu nathI ane e pAcho ApaNuM mAthuM levA Ave. evA sodAmAM ApaNe paDavuM ja nathI. eTale nakkI karyuM ke vaNikonI joDe raho.

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38 dAdA bhagavAna ? kAraNa ke eka mANasa mane kahe ke rAvaNanuM rAja zAthI jatuM rahyuM ? tyAre meM kahyuM ke, "zAthI gayuM, mane samajaNa pADane ?" tyAre kahe che ke jo eka vANiyo rAkhato hotane sekreTarI-eno divAna, to rAja nA jAta ! meM kahyuM, ke 'zI rIte nA jAta ?" tyAre kahe che, sItAnI vAta nArade karI ke sItA bahu rUpALI che, Ama che ne tema che. te ghaDIe rAvaNanA manamAM pANI caDhI gayuM ke game te raste sItA prApta karavI che. te vakhate jo vaNika eno divAna hota to ema kahe ke, "sAheba, thoDI vakhata Takone, meM bIjI bahu sarasa joI che, evI sarasa strI joI che." eTale rAvaNane aNI cUkAvata ane aNI cUkyo so varSa jIve. te A vAta pelA mANase mane kahelI. meM kahyuM, vAta to DahApaNanI che ApaNane aNI cakAvavA mATe joIene ! eTale A vaNikonI joDe, be bAju vaNika hoyane, tenI joDe rahevAnuM thayuM, A cAlIza varSathI ! - ame gharamAM kahI dIdheluM ke ApaNe tyAM je koI levA Ave to te ApavuM. pAchuM ApI jAya to levuM, paNa mAgavuM to kyAreya nahIM. eka phero ApyuM hoya, bIjI vakhata pharI ApavuM paDe, trIjI vakhata ApavuM paDe, so vakhata ApavuM paDe, toya pAchuM mAgavuM nahIM. ApI jAya to levuM. paNa e vaNikono vyavahAra evo suMdara ke vaNikone tyAM A halavAnuM AkhuM cakatuM mokalAvI ApIe ane AvatA vakhate aradho TukaDo ke pA TukaDo mokalAvIe toya bUma nahIM, barADA nahIM. ane ekAda vakhata kaMI nA mokalIe toya bUma-barADo nahIM. te emanI joDe poSAya. ApaNane bUmabarADAvALA joDe zI rIte poSAya ? te pachI meM eka mahetAjIne nokarIe rAkhyA hatA. eka bhAI mane kahevA AvyA ke tamane vaNika bahu pasaMda che, to A vaNikane nokarImAM rAkhazo ? te meM kahyuM, AvI jA kArakhAnAmAM, ATalA badhA mANaso che ane tuM pAcho vaNika cho to sAruM che. eTale vaNikane mArI joDe rAkhato kAyama. dAdA bhagavAna ? e badhuMya mAta mATe ja ! - roja caccAra gADIo ghara AgaLa paDI rahe. mAmAnI poLa, saMskArI poLa. AjathI pistALIsa varSa para kyAM baMgalAmAM loko rahetA hatA ? mAmAnI poLa bahu uttama gaNAtI hatI. te dahADe ame tyAM mAmAnI poLamAM rahetA hatA ane paMdara rUpiyAnuM bhADuM. te dahADe loko sAta rUpiyAnA bhADAmAM paDI rahe. Ama moTA kaMTrAkTara kahevAya. have tyAM mAmAnI poLamAM pelA baMgalAmAM rahevAvALA Ave moTaro laIne. kAraNa ke upAdhimAM sapaDAyelA hoya, te ahIMyAM Ave. te UMdhuM-chatuM karIne AvyA hoya ne, to ya emane 'pAchale bAraNe' rahIne kADhI meluM. 'pAchaluM bAraNuM dekhADuM ke ahIM rahIne nIkaLI jAva. have guno eNe karyo ane 'pAchale bAraNe' choDAvI ApuM chuM. eTale guno mArA mAthe lIdho. zenA sAru ? peluM mAna khAvA sAru ! 'pAchale bAraNe' kADhI melavuM e guno nathI ? Ama akkalathI dekhADyuM hatuM pAchuM, te pelA bacI jAya. eTale pelA amane mAnathI rAkhe, paNa guno amane coTe. pachI samajAyuM ke bebhAnapaNAmAM A badhA gunA thAya, mAna khAvA mATe. pachI mAna pakaDAyuM. jo ciMtA thAya mAnanI ! praznakartA : Ape mAna pakaDyuM, pachI mAnane kaI rIte mAryuM ? dAdAzrI : mAna mare nahIM. mAnane A Ama upazama karyuM. bAkI, mAna mare nahIM. kAraNa ke mAranAro pote, kone mAre ? pote potAne mATe kevI rIte ? tamane samajaNa paDI ne ? eTale upazama karyuM ne jema tema dahADA kADhelA. e ahaMkAra kaiDato dina-rAta ! amAre buddhi jarAka vadhAre paDatI kUdAkUda kare ane ahaMkAreya bahu kUdAkUda kare. mArA moTAbhAI eTalA badhA ahaMkArI hatA, Ama mANase ya evA hatA ke parsanAliTIvALA. emane dekhatAM ja so mANasa to AghuMpAchuM thaI jAya. khAlI Ama AMkhanI parsanAliTI ja evI ! AMkha,

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 39 moDhAnI parsanAliTI evI !! huM joIne ja kahuM, 'mane to emanI bIka lAgyA kare !" chatAMya e mane zuM kahe ! 'tArA jevo ahaMkArI meM joyo nathI ! are huM to tamArAthI bhaDakuM chuM. to ya khAnagImAM kahe, tArA jevo ahaMkAra meM joyo nathI ! ane kharekhara e ahaMkAra pachI mane dekhAyo. e ahaMkAra mane keDato hato tyAre mane khabara paDI ke A to moTAbhAI kahetA hatA, te A ahaMkAra ja che badho ! 'mAre bIjuM kazuM joItuM nathI", eTale lobha nAmeya nahIM evo ahaMkAra ! eka vALa pUratoya lobha nahIM. eTale have e mAna kevuM hoya ? jo mAna ne lobhanI vaheMcaNI thaI gayelI hoya to mAna jarA DAuna ja thayeluM hoya.... matamAM mAneluM mAta ! eTale manamAM ema ja jANe ke huM ja chuM, A duniyAmAM koI che ja nahIM. jo, potAnI jAtane zuM mAnI beThelA ! milakatamAM kazuM nahIM. dasa vIghA jamIna ane eka ghara, e sivAya bIjuM kazuM nahIM. ane carotarano rAjA hoya evo manamAM ropha rahe. kAraNa ke AjubAjunA cha gAmavALA lokoe amane cagAvelA. paiThaNiyA vara, mAgo eTalI paiThaNa Ape tyAre A vara tyAM paiNavA jAya. enI A magajamAM tumAkhIo bharAI gayelI. ane kaMI pUrvabhavanuM lAvelo, tethI A khumArIo badhI hatI. temAMya mArA moTAbhAI jabarajasta khumArIvALA hatA. mArA moTAbhAIne huM "mAnI' kaheto hato, tyAre e mane mAnI kahetA hatA. toya eka dahADo mane zuM kahe che ? "tArA jevo 'mAnI' meM joyo nathI." meM kahyuM, 'zamAM mAruM mAna juo cho ?" tyAre kahe, 'dareka bAbatamAM tAruM mAna hoya che." dAdA bhagavAna ? nahIM ne ! cha akSarathI bole. ane pachI Teva paDI gaI, 'hebiTyueTeDa' thaI gayA temAM. have mAna bahu bhAre eTale mAnanuM rakSaNa kare ne ! te pachI 'aMbAlAlabhAI"nA cha akSara nA bolAya ane ko'ka utAvaLamAM 'aMbAlAla' bolI UThe, e kaMI guno che eno ? cha akSara sAmaTA ekadama utAvaLamAM to zI rIte bolAya che ? praznakartA : paNa tame evI AzA rAkho ne ? dAdAzrI : are, huM pachI tola karuM ke "A mane 'aMbAlAla' kahyuM pAchuM ? zuM samaje che ? zuM 'aMbAlAlabhAI" nA bolAya enAthI ?" gAmamAM dasa-bAra vIghAM hoya ne bIjo kazo ropha nahIM to ya manamAM zuM mAnI beThA ? ame cha gAmanA amIna, vAMkaDAvALA ! ahIM tamAre tyAM desAI vAMkaDAvALA hoya che ne ? te eya keMsIvALA hoya. have sAmAe 'aMbAlAlabhAI" nA kahyuM hoya to mane AkhI rAta UMgha nA Ave, akaLAmaNa thAya. le !! emAM zuM maLI javAnuM ? AmAM moTuM kaMI mIThuM thaI javAnuM ? kevo svArtha mANasane hoya che ! e svArtha, te emAM kazo svAda nA hoya. chatAMya mAnI beThelo che, te ya lokasaMjJAthI. lokoe emAM moTA banAvyA ne lokoe moTA mAnyA ya kharA ! are, A lokonA mAnelAnuM zuM karavAnuM che ? A gAyo-bheMso ApaNA sAmuM badhI joI rahe, badhI gAyo ApaNA sAmuM joI rahe ane pachI kAna halAvatI hoya to ApaNe ema samajI javAnuM ke ApaNane mAna Ape che A ? evuM che A to badhuM. ApaNA manamAM mAnIe ke A loko badhA mAnathI joI rahyA che, manamAM mAnIe ! e to sahu sahunAM du:khamAM che bicArAM, sahu sahunI ciMtAmAM che. e tamArA sAru kaMI paDI rahyA che ? navarA che ? sahu sahunI ciMtAmAM pharyA kare che ! gamato ahaMkAra du:khadAyI banyo ! tyAre AjubAjuvALA loka zuM kahe ? bahu sukhI mANasa ! kaMTrAkTano ane te pachI meM tapAsa karI, to badhI bAbatamAM mAna nIkaLyuM mAruM ane te ja keDatuM hatuM. ane mAnane mATe zuM karyuM ? je koI hoya, te kahe ke "aMbAlAlabhAI, aMbAlAlabhAI !" have "aMbAlAla' to koI kahe ja

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 41. dhaMdho, paisA Ave-jAya. loko para prema. lokoe paNa premadRSTi kabUla karI ke bhagavAna jevA mANasa, bahu sukhI mANasa ! loka kahe ke sukhI mANasa ne huM ciMtA pAra vagaranI karato hato. ne pachI eka dahADo ciMtA maTatI nahotI, UMgha ja nahotI AvatI. pachI beTho ane ciMtAnuM paDIkuM vALyuM. Ama vALyuM, tema vALyuM ne upara vidhi karI. maMtrothI vidhi karI ane pachI be ozIkA vacce mUkIne sUI gayo, te UMgha kharekharI AvI gaI. ane pachI savAramAM paDIkAne vizvAmitrImAM padharAvI Avyo. pachI ciMtA ochI thaI gaI. paNa jyAre 'jJAna' thayuM tyAre badhuM AkhuM jagata joyuM-jANyuM. praznakartA : paNa "jJAna" pahelAM enIya jAgRti to hatI ne, ke A ahaMkAra che ema ? dAdAzrI : hA, e jAgRti to hatI. ahaMkAra che teya khabara paDatI hatI, paNa e gamato hato. pachI bahu kaDyo tyAre khabara paDI ke A to ApaNo mitra hoya, A to ApaNo duzmana che, majA nathI e kazAmAM. praznakartA: e ahaMkAra duzmana kyArathI lAgavA mAMDyo ? dAdAzrI : rAte UMgha nA AvavA de ne, eTale samajI gayo ke A to kaI jAtano ahaMkAra ! eTale to eka rAte Ama paDIkuM vALIne savAre vizvAmitrI jaIne padharAvI Avyo. zuM thAya paNa ? praznakartA : eTale paDIkAmAM zuM mUkyuM ? dAdAzrI : A badho ahaMkAra ! mela pULo ahIMthI A. zenA sAru te ? vagara kAmanA, nahIM levA, nahIM devA ! loka kahe 'pAra vagaranA sukhiyA che ane mAre to ahIM sukhano chAMTo nA dekhAto hoya, mahIM ahaMkAranI ciMtA-upAdhio thayA kare ne ! e ahaMkAra choDyo kyAre ? praznakartA H A ahaMkAra choDI devAnuM mana kyArathI thayuM ? e dAdA bhagavAna ? gAMDo ahaMkAra tame kyArathI choDI dIdho ? dAdAzrI : e choDyo chUTe nahIM. ahaMkAra chUTato haze ? e to A suratanA sTezane jJAna pragaTa thaI gayuM, te enI meLe chUTI gayuM. bAkI choDyo chUTe nahIM. choDanAra koNa ? ahaMkAranA rAjamAM choDanAra koNa ? Akho rAjA ja ahaMkAra, ene choDe koNa ? te ditathI "huM" judA ja svarUpamAM ! praznakartA H Apane je jJAna lAdhyuM e prasaMganuM Apa jarA varNana karone ! e vakhate Apane kevI lAgaNIo hatI ? dAdAzrI : lAgaNIono koIpaNa jAtano cenja hato nahIM mArAmAM. huM to sonagaDha-vyArA karIne che, A bAju tApti relve lAIne, tyAM mAro bijhanesa hato. te tyAM AgaLa huM gayelo. tyAMthI AvatI vakhate surata sTezane Avyo hato. have mArI joDe eka bhaI kAyama rahetA. te tyAre huM vaheluM jamI leto hato, sUryanArAyaNa asta thayA pahelAM. eTale TrenamAM meM jamI lIdhuM hatuM ane ahIM AgaLa surata sTezane cha vAge utaryA. te pelA bhAI, jamelAM vAsaNa hatAM te dhovA laI gayA ane huM bAMkaDA para ekalo besI rahyo. mane te ghaDIe A jJAna utpanna thaI gayuM ke varlDa zuM che ne kevI rIte cAle che ? koNa calAve che ne A badhuM kevI rIte cAle che ? eno badho hisAba joI lIdho. eTale te divase mAro IgoIjhama ne badhuM khalAsa thaI gayuM. pachI huM judA ja svarUpamAM rahevA mAMDyo, vidhAuTa IgoIjhama ne vidhAuTa mamatA ! paTela te rIte ja hatA, paNa 'huM juduM svarUpa thaI gayelo !! pachI niraMtara samAdhi sivAya meM joyuM nathI, eka sekanDa paNa ! surata sTezane zuM dekhAyuM ? praznakartA : dAdA, tamane jJAna thayuM suratanA sTezane, kevo anubhava thayo hato ?

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dAdA bhagavAna ? [43 dAdAzrI : brahmAMDa dekhAyuM badhuM A ! A jagata zI rIte cAle che ? koNa calAve che ? badhuM dekhAyuM. Izvara zuM che ? huM koNa chuM ? A koNa che ? A badhuM zenA AdhAre bheguM thAya che? e badhuM dekhAyuM. pachI samajamAM AvI gayuM ane paramAnaMda thayo. pachI phoDa paDI gayone badho ! zAstromAM pUruM lakheluM nA hoya. zAstromAM to varNana jyAM sudhI zabda hoya tyAM sudhI lakheluM hoya ane zabdanI AgaLa to, jagata bahu AgaLa che. bhIDamAM ekAMta te pragaTyA bhagavAna ! praznakartA : suratanA sTezane je anubhUti thaI, je ekadama DirekTa prakAza Avyo, e enI meLe ociMto ja ? dAdAzrI : hA, ociMto ja, enI meLe ja Ubho thaI gayo. suratanA sTezane eka bAMkaDA para beThA hatAne, bhIDa eTalI badhI hatI. paNa A ociMtuM ja UbhuM thaI gayuM. praznakartA : tyAra pachI ? dAdAzrI : pachI badhuM pUruM ja dekhAyuM, tyAra pachI badho pheraphAra ja thaI gayo. praznakartA: paNa e vakhate duniyAnA badhA mANaso to enA e ja hoya ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, paNa pachI to mANasonAM pekiMga dekhAvA mAMDyAM ne pekiMganI mahIM mAla che te paNa dekhAvA mAMDyo. verAITijha opha pekiMga ane mAla eka ja prakArano ! eTale tarata ja badhuM jagata ja juduM dekhAyuM tyAM ! praznakartA : jJAna thayA pachI vyavahAranuM kAma thatuM hatuM ? dAdAzrI : suMdara thatuM hatuM. pahelA to ahaMkAra vyavahArane bagADato 44 dAdA bhagavAna ? praznakartA : padamAM je 'bhIDanuM ekAMta ne kolAhalamAM zukladhyAna' lakhyuM che, enuM thoDuM vivaraNa kahyuM hoya to ? dAdAzrI : "bhIDanuM ekAMta' e zuM kahe che ke ekAMtamAM ekAMta rahI zake nahIM mANasane, kAraNa ke mana che ne ? eTale bhIDa hoya tyAre ekAMta ! pachI 'kolAhalamAM zukladhyAna" utpanna thayuM. AjubAju ohoho ! kolAhala, bhIDa badhuM cAlyA kare ane huM mArA zukladhyAnamAM hato. eTale badhuM jagata AkhuMya mane jJAnamAM dekhAyuM, jema che tema dekhAyuM ! praznakartA : e jAtanI avasthA keTalo vakhata TakI ? dAdAzrI : eka ja kalAka ! eka kalAkamAM to badhuM ekkekTa ja AvI gayuM. pachI che te badho ja pheraphAra thayelo dekhAyo. ahaMkAra to mULamAMthI jato rahyo. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, nabaLAI badhI ja jatI rahI. meM AvI to AzAya nahIM rAkhelI. loka mane pUche che ke, 'tamane A jJAna kevI rIte thayuM?" meM kahyuM, 'tame nakala karavA mAgazo to A nakala thAya evI nathI. dhIsa Ijha baTa necarala. jo nakala karavA jevI hota to huM kaheta ke bhaI, huM A raste gayo, Ama gayo, Ama gayo, te mane A prApta thayuM ane je raste huM gayo hatone, te raste to AvuM moTuM InAma maLe evuM to hatuM ja nahIM. huM to kaMI sAdhAraNa phAIva parasenTanI AzA rAkhato hato. e phAIva parasenTa nahIM, enAya vana parasenTanI AzA rAkhato hato ke ApaNI mahenata baLa Ape to AmAMthI ApaNane ekAda parasenTa maLI jAya." tArIkhatI paNa tamattA nahIM ! praznakartA : dAdA, Apane jJAna thayuM e kaI tArIkha hatI ? dAdAzrI : e sAla to aThThAvananI hatI. paNa tArIkhanI, ApaNane zuM khabara ke AnI noMdha karavAnI jarUra paDaze ! ane koI noMdha mAMgaze hAphI hato

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dAdA bhagavAna ? evIya khabara nahIM ne ! meM to jANyuM ke ApaNo have ukela AvI gayo ! praznakartA : eno upayoga mUkIne zodhavuM to paDaze ! dAdAzrI : nA, nA, e to enI meLe tArIkha jaDavAnI haze to jaDaze ! ApaNe kyAM bhAMjagaDa karIe atyAre ?! praznakartA : e comAsuM hatuM ? dAdAzrI : nA, e comAsA ne unALA e benI vaccenI sIjhana hatI. praznakartA : julAIno mahino hato ? dAdAzrI : e julAI nahIM, jUna hato. ApaNane to evI paDelIya nathI. ApaNe to je ajavALuM paDyuM te paDelI ! praznakartA : loka pAchaLathI paDApaDI karaze ne ? dAdAzrI : paDApaDI karaze tyAre nIkaLaze ya kharuMne ! jarUra paDaze tyAre nIkaLaze ! dAdA bhagavAna ? dAdAzrI : meM aMbAlAla paTelane kahyuM ke A tame UMdhAM karyAM che, e badhAM mane dekhAya che. have to te badhAM UMdhAM karelAM dhoI nAkho ! eTale emaNe zuM karavA mAMDyuM? kevI rIte dhovAnAM ? tyAre meM samaja pADI ke ene yAda karo. caMdubhAIne gALo dIdhI ane AkhI jiMdagI TaiDakAvyA che, tiraskAra karyA che, te badhuM AkhuM varNana karI ane 'he caMdubhAI, manavacana-kAyAno yoga, dravyakarma, bhAvakarma, nokarmathI bhinna pragaTa zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! caMdubhAInA zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! A caMdubhAInI mAphI mAga mAga karuM chuM, te dAdA bhagavAnanI sAkSIe mAphI mAguM chuM. pharI evA doSo nahIM karuM eTale pachI tame evuM karo. pachI tame sAmAnA moDhA upara pheraphAra joI lezo. enuM moTuM badalAyeluM lAge. ahIM tame pratikramaNa karo ne tyAM badalAya. A jJAna pragaTyA pachI.... Ama karajo pratikramaNa ! are, te vakhate ajJAna dazAmAM amAro ahaMkAra bhAre. 'phalANA AvA, phalANAM tevA' te tiraskAra, tiraskAra, tiraskAra, tiraskAra.... ane koIne vakhANeya kharA. ekane A bAju vakhANe ne ekane Ano tiraskAra kare. ne pachI 1958mAM jJAna thayuM tyArathI 'e.ema.paTela'ne kahI dIdhuM ke, A tiraskAra karyA, dhoI nAkho badhA have sAbu ghAlIne, te mANasa khoLI-khoLIne badhA dho dho karyA. A bAjunA pADozIo, A bAjunA pADozIo, A bAjunA kuTuMbIo, mAmo, kAko, badhAya joDe tiraskAra thayelA hoya, baLyA ! te badhAnA dhoI nAkhyA. praznakartA : te manathI pratikramaNa karyuM, sAme jaIne nahIM ? A badhuM sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa, saMjogo bhegA thayA ane te suratanA sTezane kALa maLI gayo. e kALe A jJAna pragaTa thaI gayuM, ke zAnA AdhAre jagata cAle che, kaI rIte cAle che badhuM, AkhuM vijJAna jovAmAM AvyuM, AMkhathI nahIM, aMdaranI AMkhathI. basa tyArathI ahaMkAra badhoya jato rahyo ! huM deha chuM ne badhuMya UDI gayuM !! saMpUrNa jJAnadazA tyArathI ja !!! have jJAnadazAmAM raheto hato, tyAM vaDodarAmAM ! bIjuM badhuM phrenDa sarkala badhuM Ava-jA kare, mULa peluM karma to kharuM ja ne ! lokone pUchavAnuM ke tamAre zuM thayuM, zuM nahIM e badhuM kharuM ja pAchuM. paNa emAM je mamatA hatI e tUTI gaI. pahelAM mAna poSAya eTalA mATe huM bolato hato. kAraNa ke koInuM kaMI kAma meM maphata nathI karyuM. enA badalAmAM mAruM mAna poSAyeluM che, eTaluM ja ! eTale enA badalA vagara to koI kArya thatuM ja nathI. have, e mAna poSAyA sivAya kArya thavA mAMDyuM. jJAna thayA pachI cAra varSa thayAM. tyAM sudhI to koIneya khabara paDI

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48 dAdA bhagavAna ? 43 nahIM ke Amane kaMI prApta thayuM che. pachI badhuM ToLuM jAmatuM gayuM. [4] bhAgIdArImAM dhaMdho karatAM... tokarI jeTaluM ja gharakharca mATe ! ame nAnapaNamAM nakkI kareluM ke banatAM sudhI khoTI lakSmI pesavA ja nA devI, chatAM saMjogovazAt pesI jAya to tene dhaMdhAmAM rahevA devI, gharamAM nA pesavA devI. te Aje chAsaTha varasa thayAM paNa khoTI lakSmI pesavA dIdhI nathI ne gharamAM koI dahADo kleza Ubho thayo nathI. gharamAM nakkI kareluM ke ATalA paisAthI ghara calAvavuM. dhaMdho lAkho rUpiyA kamAya, paNa A paTela savisa karavA jAya to zuM pagAra maLe ? bahu tyAre chasosAtaso rUpiyA maLe. dhaMdho e to puNyanA khela che. mATe nokarImAM maLe eTalA ja paisA ghera vaparAya, bIjA to dhaMdhAmAM ja rahevA devAya. InkamaTekSavALAno kAgaLa Ave te ApaNe kahevuM ke 'pelI rakama hatI te bharI do.' kyAre kayo 'eTeka" thAya tenuM kazuM ThekANuM nahIM ane jo pelA paisA vAparI khAya to tyAM InkamaTekSavALAno 'eTeka Avyo, te ApaNe ahIM pelo "eTeka' Ave ! badhe 'eTeka pesI gayA che ne ? A jIvana kema kahevAya ? tamane kema lAge che ? bhUla lAge che ke nathI lAgatI ? te ApaNe bhUla bhAMgavAnI che. dAdA bhagavAna ? bharAvo nA thAya eTale bahu thaI gayuM ! ugharANI karIe to upAdhi Ave che ? pachI e je mitra sarkalamAM vAtacIta karI, majhA karI, pachI rUpiyAnI Alamela thaI. te rUpiyA ApyA pachI koI ghera rUpiyA pAchA ApavA AvyuM nahIM, e betALIsanI sAlamAM. pahelAM to koIne ApIe pachI koI basso-pAMcaso nA Ape to ThIka che. paNa A te badhA bhAIbaMdhone mArI pAse hatuM te meM helpa karI, te koI paNa ApavA AvyA nahIM. eTale mahIMthI avAja nIkaLyo ke, 'A sAruM thayuM che. jo rUpiyA pAchA ugharANI karazo to pharI pAchA levA Avaze." ugharANI karIe eTale kakaDe kakaDa karIne pAMca hajAra Ape kharA, paNa pAcho daza hajAra levA Ave. eTale levA AvavA baMdha karavA hoya to A rasto sarasa che ! ApaNe ahIMthI ja baMdha karI do, tALAM mArI do. ugharANI karIe to Avene pharI ! ane e lokoe zuM jANyuM ke, "ugharANI nathI karatA, IMDone phAvyA ApaNe !' eTale pachI e lokoe moTuM dekhADavAnuM ja baMdha karI dIdhuM. ane mAre e joItuM hatuMne ! eTale 'bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa, sukhe bhajIzuM zrIgopALa." eTale A kaLA jaDI te ghaDIe ! amArA eka oLakhANavALA rUpiyA udhAra lai gayelA pachI pAchA ApavA ja nA AvyA. te ame samajI gayA ke A verathI baMdhAyeluM haze, te bhale lai gayo ane uparathI ame tene kahyuM ke, 'tuM have amane rUpiyA pAchA nA ApIza, tane chUTa che.' A paisA jatA karIne jo vera bhaMgAtuM hoya to bhAMgo. dhIrelA, tete ja cUkavyA ! kevI phasAmaNa ?! evuM che ne, ke ApaNe ko'kanA lIdhA hoya, dIdhA hoya, levA-devAnuM to jagatamAM karavuM ja paDe ne ! eTale amuka mANasane kaMIka rUpiyA ApyA hoya to te ko'kanA pAchAM nA Ave to enA mATe manamAM kakaLATa lakSmInI bhIDa nahIM, bharAvo nahIM ! mAre koI dahADo (lakSmInI) bhIDa paDI nathI ne bharAvo thayo nathI. lAkha AvatAM pahelAM to koIne kaMI bomba Ave ne te vaparAI jAya. eTale bharAvo to thato ja nathI koI dahADoya ane bhIDa paNa paDI nathI, bAkI kazuM dabAvyuM karyuM nathI. kAraNa ke amArI pAse khoTuM nANuM Ave to dabAvAya ne ? evuM avaLuM nANuM ja nA Ave to dabAve zI rIte ? ane evuM ApaNe joItuM paNa nathI. ApaNe to bhIDa na paDe ane

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_ 49 50. dAdA bhagavAna ? thayA kare, IcchAo thayA kare ke "e kyAre Apaze, kyAre Apaze ?" to Ano kyAre pAra Ave ? amAreya evuM baneluM ne ! paisA pAchA nA Ave enI phikara to ame pahelethI nahotA karatA. paNa sAdhAraNa Takora mArIe, ene kahI joIe kharA. ame eka mANasane pAMcaso rUpiyA ApelA, ApyA te to copaDe lakhavAnA nA hoya ke ciThThImAMya sahI kazuM nA hoya ne ! te pachI ene varSa-doDha varSa thayuM haze. maneya koI dahADo sAMbhareluM nahIM. eka dahADo pelA bhAI bhegA thaI gayA, mane yAda AvyuM. pachI meM kahyuM ke, 'jo tamAre have chUTa thaI hoya to mArA pAMcaso rUpiyA lIdhelA te mokalI Apajo." tyAre e kahe che ke, "zenA pAMcaso ?" kahyuM ke, 'tame mArI pAsethI laI gayA hatA ne te." tyAre e kahe ke, 'tame mane kyAM dhIrelA ? tamane rUpiyA to meM dhIrelA e tame bhUlI gayA cho ?" tyAre huM tarata samajI gayo. pachI meM kahyuM ke, 'hA, mane yAda karavA do." thoDIvAra Amatema vicAra karIne meM kahyuM ke, 'hA, mane yAda Ave che kharuM, mATe kAle AvIne laI jajo." pachI bIje dahADe rUpiyA ApI dIdhA. e mANasa ahIM AvIne coMTe ke tame mArA rUpiyA nathI ApatA to zuM karo ? AvA banelA dAkhalAo che ! eTale A jagatane zI rIte pahoMcI vaLAya ? ApaNe koIne rUpiyA ApyA hoya ne, te A dariyAmAM kALI cIMtharIe bAMdhIne mahIM mUkyA pachI AzA rAkhavI enA jevI mUrkhAI che. vakhate AvyA to jame karI levA ne te dahADe ene cA-pANI pAvA ke, "bhAI, tamAro RNa mAnavo paDe ke tame rUpiyA pAchA AvIne ApI gayA, nahIM to A kALamAM rUpiyA pAchA Ave nahIM. tame ApI gayA te ajAyabI ja kahevAya.' e kahe ke, "vyAja nahIM maLe.' to kahIe, "mUDI lAvyo e ja ghaNuM che ne !" samajAya che ? AvuM jagata che ! lAvyo che tene pAchA ApavAnuM duHkha che, dhIre che tene pAchA levAnuM duHkha che. have, AmAM koNa dAdA bhagavAna ? sukhI ? ane che 'vyavasthita' ! nathI Apato teya 'vyavasthita' che ane meM Dabala ApyA teya 'vyavasthita' che. praznakartA : Ape bIjA pAMcaso rUpiyA pAchA kema ApyA ? dAdAzrI : pharI koI avatAramAM e bhaI joDe ApaNane prasaMga nA paDe, eTalI jAgRti rahe ne, ke A to ghara bhUlyA. chetarAyA, paNa kaSAya ta thavA mATe ! amArA bhAgIdAre eka phero mane kahyuM ke, 'tamArA bhoLapaNano loko lAbha uThAvI jAya che." tyAre meM kahyuM ke, 'tame mane bhoLA kaho cho, mATe tame ja bhoLA cho, huM samajIne chetarAuM chuM'. tyAre emaNe kahyuM ke, 'have huM AvuM pharI nahIM boluM.' huM jANuM ke A bicArAnI mati AvI che, enI dAnata AvI che, mATe ene javA do, leTa go karone ! ApaNe kaSAyathI mukta thavA AvyA chIe. ApaNe kaSAya na thavA chetarAIe chIe. eTale pharI hale chetarAIe. samajIne chetarAvAmAM majhA kharI ke nahIM ? samajIne chetarAvAvALA ochA hoya ne ? praznakartA : hoya ja nahIM. dAdAzrI : nAnapaNathI mAro 'prinsipala' e hato ke samajIne chetarAvuM. bAkI, mane mUrakha banAvI jAya ane chetarI jAya e vAtamAM mAla nathI. A samajIne chetarAvAthI zuM thayuM ? breIna Topa upara pahoMcI gayuM, moTA moTA jajonuM breIna kAma nA kare evuM kAma karatuM thaI gayuM. jaja hoya che e paNa Ama to samajIne chetarAyelA. ane samajIne chetarAvAthI breIna Topa upara pahoMcI jAya. paNa joje, tuM Avo prayoga nA karIza. ApaNe to jJAna lIdhuM che ne ? A to jJAna nA lIdhuM hoya tyAre Avo prayoga karavAno. eTale samajIne chetarAvAnuM che, paNa e konI joDe samajIne

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para dAdA bhagavAna ? chetarAvAnuM ? rojano ja vyavahAra jenI joDe hoya enI joDe. ane bahAra paNa koIkanI joDe chetarAvAnuM, paNa samajIne. pelo jANe ke meM Amane chetaryA ane ApaNe jANIe ke e mUrakha banyo. dhaMdhAmAMya, opata Tu skAya ! praznakartA : te zAnI karo tame ? tame amane dhaMdho batADo. to tamArA dhaMdhAnI vAta to zAnI karo ? dAdAzrI : te mane mArA dhaMdhAnI vAta karavAnI navarAza ja nA hoyane ! mAre dhaMdhAmAM zuM karavAnuM che te ? dhaMdhAmAM to jevuM hoya evuM huM kahI deto. tyAre eka jaNa mane kahe che ke, "AvuM zuM karavA kahI do cho ?" tyAre meM kahyuM ke, "jene rUpiyA lokonI pAse lona tarIke levA hoya te chU5 rAkheamAre kaMI lona tarIke levA nathI. ane ene ApavA hoya to e ughADAmAM Ape. amAruM to opana Tu skAya jevuM. eTale huM kahI dauM ke, A sAla vIsa hajAranI khoTa AvI che ? e huM opana ja karI nAkhuM. bhAMjagaDa ja nahIMne ! hisAba jaDaze te ciMtA TaLI gaI ! jJAna thayAM pahelAM amAre dhaMdhA upara eka phero evuM thayuM ke eka sAhebe dasa hajAra rUpiyAnuM ekadama aNadhAryuM nukasAna karyuM, kAma eka amAruM sAhebe aNadhAryuM nApAsa karI dIdhuM. e vakhatamAM dasa hajAranI kiMmata to bahu ane atyAre to dasa hajAranI kaMI kiMmata ja nahIM ne ! mane te dahADe mahIM TheTha sudhI asara pahoMcI hatI, ciMtA thAya tyAM sudhI pahoMcyuM hatuM. eTale tarata ja enI sAme mane mahIMthI javAba maLyo ke, A dhaMdhAmAM ApaNI potAnI pArTanarazIpa keTalI ?" te dahADe ame be jaNA pArTanara hatA, paNa pachI meM hisAba kADhyo ke be jaNA pArTanara to kAgaLa upara chIe, paNa kharI rIte to keTalA che ? kharI rIte to chokarAMo, chokarIo, emanAM vAipha ane mAre gherathI, A badhAMya dAdA bhagavAna ? pArTanara ja ne ! tyAre mane thayuM ke A badhAmAMthI koI ciMtA karatuM nathI, huM ekalo ja kyAM A mAthe oDhavA besuM? e dahADe A vicAre mane bacAvelo. vAta to kharI ? . khoTatI apekSA to ? te ameya AkhI jiMdagI kaMTrAkTa karelo che ane badhI jAtanA kaMTrAkTa karelA che. ane temAM dariyAnI jeTIo paNa bAMdhelI che. have tyAM AgaLa, dhaMdhAmAM zarUAtamAM zuM karato hato ? jyAM pAMca lAkha napho maLe evuM hoya tyAM pahelethI nakkI karyuM ke lAkheka rUpiyA maLe to basa che. nahIM to chevaTe sarabhara thaI rahe ne InkamaTekSanuM nIkaLaze ne ApaNo khorAka-kharca nIkaLaze to bahu thaI gayuM. pachI maLyA hoya traNa lAkha. te pachI jo manamAM AnaMda rahe, kAraNa ke dhAryA karatAM bahu maLyA. A to cAlIsa hajAra mAnelA ne vIsa hajAra maLe to du:khI thaI jAya !! jo rIta ja gAMDI che ne ! jIvana jIvavAnI rIta gAMDI che ne ? ane jo khoTa ja nakkI kare to enA jevo ekaya sukhiyo nahIM. pachI khoTa ja nahi AvavAnI jiMdagImAMya ! kAraNa ke khoTano ja upAsaka chuM evuM kahe, to AkhI jiMdagI khoTa pachI AvavAnI ja nahIM. upAsaka khoTano thayo pachI zuM ? matabheda TALavA, muzkelIo veThI ! bhAgIdAra joDe ame pistALIsa varSa bhAgIdArI karI, paNa eka matabheda nathI paDyo. tyAre keTalI mahIM muzkelI veThatA haIzuM ? aMdaranI muzkelI to kharI ke nahIM ? kAraNa ke A duniyAmAM matabheda eTale zuM ke muzkelIno sAmano karavo. pariNAme, bhAgIdAre bhALyA bhagavAna ! eTale jJAna thatAM pahelAM ame matabheda nahIM paDavA dIdhelo. mAkaNa

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pa4 dAdA bhagavAna ? dAdAzrI : hA. praznakartA : to ene e vakhate kayo lAbha thayo ? dAdAzrI : ene to sAMsArika, paisA bAbatamAM badho lAbha thAya ne ! e to chokarAone kahetA gayA hatA ke A dAdAnI hAjarI e zrImaMtAI che. mAre paisA khUTyA nathI koI dahADoya. [5] jIvanamAM niyamo dAdA bhagavAna ?, joDeya matabheda nahIM. mAkaNeya bicArA samajI gayelA ke A matabheda vagaranA mANasa che, ApaNe ApaNo kvoTA laIne cAlatA thavAnuM. praznakartA : paNa tame je ApI detA hatA, e pUrvanuM seTalamenTa thatuM haze ke nahIM thatuM hoya, enI zI khAtarI ? dAdAzrI : seTalamenTa ja ! e kaMI navuM nathI A ! paNa seTalamenTano savAla nathI. atyAre navo bhAva nA bagADavo joIene ! peluM to seTalamenTa che, IphekTa che. paNa atyAre navo bhAva na bagaDe. navo bhAva amAro majabUta thAya ke A karekTa ja che. kaMI gamyuM tamane ke thoDo kaMTALo Avyo ? praznakartA : paNa klezamAMthI mukti rahe. dAdAzrI : hA, sahana karavAmAM klezamAMthI mukti rahe ane klezamAMthI mukti ekalI nahIM, sAmo mANasa, bhAgIdAra ane emanuM kuTuMba AkhuMya urdhvagatie jAya. amAruM AvuM joIne emanuM mana paNa moTuM thaI jAya. saMkucita mana moTAM thaI jAya. bhAgIdAreya rAta-dahADo joDe rahyA toya chevaTe ema ja kahetA hatA ke 'dAdA bhagavAna Avo. tame to bhagavAna ja cho." jo bhAgIdArane mArI upara prema utpanna thayo ne ! joDe rahyA, matabheda nA paDyo ne prema utpanna thayo ! tyAre keTaluM badhuM kAma kADhI jAya e ? mAre potAne mATe meM kazuM nathI karyuM. e dhaMdho to enI meLe cAlato'to. amArA bhAgIdAra eTaluM kahetA hatA ke, 'tame je A karo cho e karo, AtmAnuM ane be-traNa mahine tame eka phero kAma dekhADI jajo ke Ama che. basa, eTaluM ja kAma letA hatA, mArI pAse. praznakartA: paNa to enIya gaNatarI to hoya ne bhAgIdAranI ? kaMIka meLavavAnI ? bhAgIdAra banAve to potAne lAbha thato hoya to ja bhAgIdAra banAve ne ? TesTeDa karI potAnI jAtane ! 1961-62mAM eka phero meM kahyuM hatuM ke 'eka dhola mArI jAya, tene pAMcaso rUpiyA ApuM." to koI dhola ja mAravA nA Ave. meM kahyuM, alyA, bhIDa hoya to mArane !' tyAre kahe, "nA, bA. mAruM zuM thAya ?" koNa mAre ! evuM koNa kare AvuM ! e to maphatamAM Ave che, te dahADe moTuM puNya gaNavuM joIe ke A AvuM moTuM InAma ApyuM. A to bahu moTuM InAma ! teya pahelAM ApaNeya ApavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkheluM ne, tenuM pAchuM AvyuM che A badhuM. huM zuM kahevA mAMguM chuM ke A duniyAno krama kevo che ke tamAre 1995mAM je khamIsa maLavAnAM che, te Aje tame vadhAre vAparI khAzo to 1995mAM khamIsa vagara rahI jazo, evuM huM kahevA mAMguM chuM. mATe tame evI rIte ene paddhatisara vAparo. ane ghasAro paDyA vagara Ama koI cIja kADhI nA nAkhazo ane e cIja kADhI nAkho to amuka jagyAe ghasAro hovo joIe ne pachI kADhI nAkho. Avo mAro kAyado che. tethI huM kahuM ke ATalo ghasAro hajI nathI paDyo, mATe A cIjane kADhI nAkhazo nahIM. kAraNa ke e ATalo ja kharAba thayelo che, haju cAle evo che, ene game tyAre kADhI nAkho to e mIniMgalesa thayuM ne ! eTale A badhI cIjo tame vAparo cho eno hisAba haze ke nahIM hoya ? e

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55 paE. dAdA bhagavAna ? hisAba che ane e keTalo hisAba che ke eka paramANuno paNa hisAba che. bolo, tyAM polaMpola zI rIte cAlyuM jaze ? evAM 'vyavasthita'nA niyama che, paramANunA hisAba che. mATe kazuM bagADa karazo nahIM. jagatamAM pola cAle nahIM ! A amAre pANIno bagADa karavo paDe che. huM jJAnI puruSa chuM, te mane to, jJAnI puruSane tyAgAtyAga na saMbhave, toya mAre pANIno bagADa karavo paDe che. amAre A page AvuM thayeluM tethI pelA saMDAsamAM besavuM paDe. pachI pANI mATe pelI sAMkaLa kheMcIe, te keTalA be DAbaDA pANI jatuM haze ? ane pANIno trAsa che, pANI kIMmatI che ethI ? nA, paNa pANInA jIvo keTalA Ama athaDAI athaDAIne vagara kAmanA mAryA jAya ! ane jyAM eka-be DAbaDAthI cAle evuM che, tyAM ATalo badho pANIno bagADa kema karAya ? jo ke huM to jJAnI puruSa chuM, eTale ame to AvI bhUla thAya ke tarata davA nAkhI daIe, eTale amAre keTalAya mahinAo sudhI cAlyA kare. paNa chatAM davA to amAre paNa nAkhavI paDe. kAraNa ke tyAM cAle nahIM, jJAnIpuruSa hoya ke game te hoya paNa kazuM cAle nahIM. A popAbAInuM rAja nathI, to vItarAgonuM rAja che, covIsa tIrthakaronuM rAja che ! tamane game che. A tIrthaMkaronI AvI vAta ? jAgRti judApaNAtI ! mane tAva koI vakhata Ave, to koI pUche ke, 'tamane tAva Avyo che ?" tyAre huM kahuM ke, 'hA, bhaI, e.ema.paTelane tAva Ayo che, te huM jANuM chuM." "mane tAva Avyo' evuM kahuM to mane coMTI jAya. jevo kalpa evo thaI jAya tarata. eTale huM evuM nA boluM. amArA' anubhavatI vAta ! huM pharsTa klAsamAM musApharI nA karuM. kAraNa ke bIjAM pesenjaro pachI dAdA bhagavAna ? pAchaLa paDe che. mane vAMkuM bolatAM AvaDatuM nathI. paoNlIza karatAM nathI, AvaDatuM. e pUche ke ApanuM saranAmuM zuM, to huM kahI dauM eTale e pAcho ghera Ave. eTale A to badhI vaLagADa pAra vagaranI. enA karatAM mArA sagA bhAIo jevA badhA tharDa klAsavALA pesenjaro sArA che. eTale zuM jatAM-AvatAM ko'kanI Thokaro vAge to mahIM zuM kaSAyabhAva bharelA che te khabara paDe. ko'kanI Thokara vAgI hoya, te zuM kacAzo badhI mAlama paDe. eTale kacAzo badhI ema karIne nIkaLI jAya. pachI A paga duHkhene eTale zuM kahyuM, "aMbAlAlabhAI, paga tamane bahu dukhyA, nahIM ? thAkI gayA cho. kAraNa ke Ama ne Ama akaDAIne beThA hazone eTale paga dukhyA che.' eTale pAcho bAtharUmamAM teDI jauM ne tyAM jaIne khabho thAbaDuM, 'huM tamArI joDe chuMne, zuM kAma Daro cho ? ame zuddhAtmA bhagavAna chIe ne, tamArI joDe." eTale pAchA pharsTa klAsa thaI jAya. muzkelImAM Ave tyAre khabho thAbaDIne kahevuM. pahelAM eka hatA, te have be thayA. pahelAM to koIno sahAro ja na hato. pote ja potAnI meLe sahAro khoLatA rahe. ekanA be thayA. AvuM koI phero karyuM tuM ke nahotuM karyuM? praznakartA : karyuM che. dAdAzrI : te ghaDIe ApaNane judI jAtanuM lAgene ? jANe AkhA brahmAMDanA rAjA hoyane evI rIte ApaNe bolavAnuM hoya. A badhuM mArA anubhavanI vAta tamane badhI dekhADI dIdhI. huM paTela sAthe bahu vAto karato'to. mane majhA Ave evI vAto karavAnI. ame hau AvaDA moTA chottera varSanA aMbAlAlabhaIne evuM kahIe ne, "choMtera varSothI kaMI DAhyA thayA cho ? e to ghaDatarathI DAhyA thayA !" praznakartA : tame kyArathI vAto karatA'tA ?

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 57 dAdAzrI : jJAna thayA pachI. pahelAM to kevI rIte vAta karuM huM ? 'huM judo chuM' evuM bhAna thayuM ne pachIthI ! je paiNavA beThA'tA eya yAda karIne aMbAlAlane kahIe ke, ohoho !, tame to kaMI paiNavA beThA'tA ne ! pachI mAthethI pAghaDI khasI gayelI, tyAre pachI rAMDavAno vicAra Avelo tamane evuM hau kahuM huM. dekhAya peluM. kevI pAghaDI khasI gayelI hatI ne kevuM badhuM paiNavAmAM mAMhyaruM hatuM, te dekhAya. vicAra karatAnI sAthe dekhAya. ame bolIe ane amane AnaMda Ave. AvI vAta karIe eTale e khuza thaI jAya ! [] patnI hIrAbA sAthe eDajasTamenTa ! matabheda TALavA sAvadhAnI ja rAkhelI ! paiNatI vakhate kahe che, "samaye varte sAvadhAna.' te mahArAje kharuM kahyuM, jevo samaya Ave, evuM sAvadha rahevAnI jarUra, to ja saMsAramAM paiNAya. e jo uchaLI gaI hoya ane ApaNe uchaLIe to asAvadhapaNuM kahevAya. e uchaLe tyAre ApaNe TADhe pADI devAnuM. sAvadha rahevAnI jarUra nahIM ? e ame sAvadha rahelA. phATa-bATa paDavA nA daIe. phATa paDavAnI thaI ke velDiMga seTa cAlu pAcho ! huM to trIsa varSano hato tyArathI badhuMya ripera karI nAkheluM. gharamAM pachI bhAMjagaDa ja nahIM, matabheda ja nahIM. bAkI amAre pahelAM locA paDI gayelA. aNasamajaNanA locA. kAraNa ke dhaNIpaNuM bajAvavA gayelA. praznakartA : badhA dhaNIpaNuM bajAve ane Apa dhaNIpaNuM bajAvo, emAM phera to kharo ja ne ? dAdAzrI : phera ? zeno phera ! dhaNIpaNuM bajAvyuM eTale badhuM gAMDapaNa ! meDanesa kahevAya !! aMdhArAnA keTalA bheda hoya ? 58 dAdA bhagavAna ? praznakartA toya ApanuM jarA judI jAtanuM hoyane? ApanuM kaMIka navI ja jAtanuM hoyane ! dAdAzrI : thoDo phera hoya. eka phero matabheda baMdha karyA pachI pharI matabheda nathI paDavA detA ! ane paDyo hoya to vALI letAM amane AvaDe. matabheda to kudaratI rIte paDI jAya, kAraNa ke huM enA sArA mATe kaheto houM, paNa toya ene avaLuM paDI jAya pachI eno upAya zo ? sAruM-khoTuM gaNavA jevuM ja nathI A jagatamAM ! je rUpiyo cAlyo e sAco ane nA cAlyo e khoTo. amArA to badhAya rUpiyA cAle. tamAre to keTalIka jagyAe nahIM cAlato hoya ne ? praznakartA: ahIM dAdA pAse ja cAle, bIje kyAMya cAlatA nathI. dAdAzrI : ema ? haze tyAre ! A ophisamAM cAle toya bahu thaI gayuM. A to niyAnI heDa ophisa kahevAya. ame brahmAMDanA mAlika chIene ! AvuM sAMbhaLIne to loka khuza thaI jAya ke brahmAMDanA mAlika ? AvuM to koI bolyuM ja nathI. ane vAte ya kharI che ne ? jene A manavacana-kAyAnuM mAlikIpaNuM chUTuM e AkhA brahmAMDano mAlika gaNAya. patnIne promisa, mATe. hIrAbAnI eka AMkha 43nI sAlamAM jatI rahI. DaoNkTara jarA kazuM karavA gayA, emane jhAmaranuM darda hatuM, te jhAmaranuM karavA gayA te AMkhane asara thaI. tene nukasAna thayuM. eTale lokonA manamAM ema ke A 'navo' vara Ubho thayo. pharI paiNAvo. kanyAnI bahu chUTane. ane kanyAnA mA-bApanI icchA evI ke jema tema karIne paNa kUvAmAM nAkhIne paNa ukela lAvavo. te eka bhAdaraNanA paTela AvyA. te emanA sALAnI choDI haze. teTalA mATe AvyA. meM kahyuM, 'zuM che tamAre ?" tyAre e kahe, "AvuM tamAruM thayuM ?"

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 59 have te dahADe '44mAM mArI uMmara 36 varSanI. tyAre meM kahyuM, "kema tame Ama pUchavA AvyA cho ?" tyAre e kahe, "eka to hIrAbAnI AMkha gaI che. bIjuM prajA kazuM nathI.' meM kahyuM, 'prajA nathI paNa mArI pAse kazuM sTeTa nathI. baroDA sTeTa nathI ke mAre temane ApavAnuM che. sTeTa hoya to chokarAne ApeluMya kAmanuM. A kaMI ekAda chAparuM hoya ke thoDIka jamIna hoya. ane teya ApaNane pAchuM kheDUta ja banAve ne ! jo sTeTa hoya to jANe ThIka che.' vaLI temane meM kahyuM, ke 'have zenA hAru tame A kaho cho ? ane A hIrAbAne to ame promisa kareluM che, paiNyo hato tyAre. eTale eka AMkha jatI rahI eTale zuM kare have ! be jatI raheze to ya hAtha pakaDIne huM doravIza.' e kahe, 'tamane paiThaNa (daheja) ApIe to sAruM ?' meM kahyuM, 'kUvAmAM nAkhavI che tamArI choDIne ? A hIrAbA duHkhI thaI jAya. hIrAbA duHkhI thAya ke nA thAya ? mArI AMkha gaI tyAre A thayuM ne ?" ame to promisa Tu pe (vacana) karyuM. meM emane kahyuM, 'huM koI dahADo pharuM nahIM, duniyA AghIpAchI thaI jAya toya promisa eTale promisa ! kAraNa ke meM promisa ApeluM che. promisa ApyA pachI pharI nA javAya. ApaNe eka avatAra enA mATe, emAM zuM bagaDI javAnuM hatuM ! bIjA badhA bahu avatAra maLavAnA che ! lagnamAM caoNrImAM hAtha Apyo hato, ApaNe hAtha Apyo te promisa karyuM ApaNe. ane A badhAnI hAjarImAM promisa karyuM che. e promisa ApaNe kSatriya tarIke ene ApyuM hoya, to e promisa mATe eka avatAra mUkI devo paDe ! kevI samajaNa ? kevuM eDajasTamenTa ! ameya che te kaDhI khArI Avene, to ochI khAIe agara to koI phero kaDhI khAdhA vagara cAle evuM nA hoya to dhIme rahIne jarA pANI kaDhImAM reDI daIe. khArI thayelI, te saheja pANI reDIe eTale tarata khArApaNuM ochuM thaI jAya. te eka dahADo hIrAbA joI gayAM, 'A zuM karyuM ? A zuM karyuM ? DhoLI do, A mahIM pANI reDyuM ? tyAre meM kahyuM FO dAdA bhagavAna ? ke, A cUlA upara pANI reDIe tyAre pachI thoDIvAre be UbharA Ave eTale tame jANo cho ke A pAkI thaI gaI ne A ahIM ja pANI reDyuM te kAcI che evuM tame mAno cho ? evuM kazuM nahIM A ! paNa te nA khAvA de baLyuM, upareya pANI ja reDavAnuM che ne ? A to mananI mAnyatAo che badhI. mane Ama mAnyuM mATe Ama, nahIM to kaheze, bagaDI gayuM. paNa kazuM bagaDe ja nahIM ne ! enI e ja pAMca tattvonI ja dareka cIjo che, vAyu, jala, teja, pRthvI ne AkAza ! mATe kazuM bagaDavA karavAnuM hoya nahIM. tiraMtara jAgRta yajJa, phalita 'akrama vijJAta' ! praznakartA : paNa dAdA, e je tame karyuM, e keTalI jAgRti ke pANI nAkhyuM. ene nathI kahevuM ke AmAM mIThuM vadhAre paDyuM che. e ene duHkha thAya mATe pANI reDavuM. dAdAzrI : hA, are, ghaNI phero to cAmAM khAMDa nA hoyane, toya ame bolyA nathI. tyAre loko kahe che ke, "AvuM karazone, to gharamAM badhuM bagaDI jaze.' meM kahyuM ke, 'tame kAle jojone, te pachI bIje dahADe kahe ke kAle cAmAM khAMDa nahotI, te tame kazuM kahyuM nahIM amane ? meM kahyuM ke, mAre kahevAnI zI jarUra ? tamane khabara paDazene ! tame nA pItAM hoya to mAre kahevAnI jarUra paDe. tame pIvo chone, pachI mAre kahevAnI jarUra zI ? praznakartA : paNa keTalI jAgRti rAkhavI paDe che kSaNe kSaNe ! dAdAzrI : kSaNe kSaNe, covIseya kalAka jAgRti, tyAra pachI A jJAna zarU thayuM hatuM. A jJAna ema ne ema thayuM nathI ! ame A je kaMI bolIe chIene, te tame pUcho eTale e jagyAnuM darzana dekhAya. darzana eTale je banyuM te ema dekhAya. jevuM banyuM hatuM tevuM Ama dekhAya !

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 61 matabheda pahelAM ja, sAvadhAtI ! ApaNAmAM kaluSita bhAva rahyo ja nA hoya tene lIdhe sAmAne paNa kaluSita bhAva nA thAya. ApaNe nA ciDAie eTale eya ThaMDA thAya, bhIMta jevA thai javuM eTale saMbhaLAya nahIM, amAre pacAsa varasa thayAM paNa koi dahADo matabheda ja nahIM. hIrAbAne hAthe ghI DhoLAtuM hoya toya huM joyA ja karuM. amAre te vakhate jJAna hAjara rahe ke e ghI DhoLe ja nahIM. huM kahuM ke DhoLo toya e nA DhoLe. jANI-joine koi ghI DhoLatuM haze ? nA. chatAM ghI DhoLAya che e jovA jevuM che mATe ApaNe juo ! amAre matabheda thatA pahelAM jJAna ona dha momenTa hAjara rahe. prakRti oLakhIne samAdhAtamAM vartyA ! amAre ghereya koI dahADo matabheda nathI paDyo. ame to pATIdAro, eTale khAtuM jarA jADuM amAruM. eTale Ama ghI mUkene te pATiyuM dhIme dhIme DigrIvALuM namAvavAnuM nahIM, to zI rIte namAvatA haIzuM ame ? Ama nAInTI DigrI ja ! ane A bIjA lokone tyAM jaIe to DigrIDigrIvALuM. te A hIrAbA DigrI-DigrIvALA hatA. eTale mane A game nahIM ke A to ApaNI AbarU jAya che. paNa ame prakRti oLakhI lIdhelI ke A prakRti AvI che. eTale ApaNe DhoLIzuM toya vAMdho nahIM Ave, e UheDI leze ! e paNa amane kahetA ke 'tame to bhoLA cho, badhAne ApI do cho.' emanI vAteya kharIne ! meM eTalA mATe kabATanI cAvI emane ApI dIdhelI. kAraNa ke koIka Avene, te sAco duHkhI che ke khoTo duHkhI che e joyA sivAya e bole kare eTale tarata huM ApI deto hato. mArAthI AvI bhUlo thayA kare ane sAmAne khoTuM enkarejamenTa maLe, evo hIrAbAno anubhava ane eTale pachI meM cAvI emane ApI dIdhI. A to ajJAnanI dazAo, jJAna thayA pachI koI phero matabheda nathI thayo. dAdA bhagavAna ? pharI jaIneya TALyo matabheda ! huM to A tamane badhAne kahuM chuM ne te mArI jAta upara TrAyala lIdhA vagara kaheto nathI. badhI TrAyala laIne pachI kahuM chuM. kAraNa ke mAre vAIpha joDe, jJAna nahotuM toya matabheda nahoto. matabheda eTale bhIMtamAM mAthuM athaDAvuM. bhale lokone samajaNa nathI, paNa mane potAne to samajaNa paDI ke A ughADI AMkhe bhIMtamAM athaDAyo, matabheda paDyo eTale. dara te mAre eka phero hIrAbA joDe matabheda paDI gayo. huM hau phasAmaNamAM AvI gayo. mArI vAIphane huM hIrAbA kahuM chuM. ame to jJAnI puruSa amAre to badhAne 'bA' kahevAya ane bIjI 'choDIo' kahevAya. eTale vAta sAMbhaLavI hoya to kahuM, A to bahu lAMbI vAta nathI, TUMkI vAta che. te mAre hau matabheda paDI gayo. huM phasAyo. hIrAbA mane kahe che, mArA bhAIne cAra dIkarIo che temAM pahelI dIkarI paiNe che, ene cAMdInuM zuM ApIzuM ? tyAre meM kahyuM, A gharamAM hoya te ApI dejo. tyAre emaNe mane zuM kahyuM ? amAre gharamAM mArI-tArI zabda nA nIkaLe. ApaNuM-ApaNuM ja bolAya. te e evuM bolyAM, ke A tamArA mAmAnA dIkarAne tyAM to AvaDA AvaDA cAMdInA tATa Apo cho ! eTale 'mArI-tArI' thaI te dahADe ! tamArA mAmAnA dIkarA kahyuM, ATale sudhI A dazA thaI, mArI aNasamajaNa ATalI UMdhI ! eTale tarata ja huM pharI gayo. pharI javAno vAMdho nathI. matabheda pADavo tenA karatAM pharI javuM sAruM. tarata ja pharI gayo. meM kahyuM ke evuM nathI kahevA mAgato. Ama rokaDA pAMcaso ne eka, Apajone ! "heMa ! tame to bhoLA ne bhoLA rahyA ! bahu bhoLA ! ATalA badhA rUpiyA apAtA haze ?" jo jItI gayo ne ! meM kahyuM 'pAMcaso eka rokaDA Apajo ne vAsaNa nAnAM Apo.' tyAre e zuM kahe che 'tame bhoLA cho ! ATalA badhA apAtA haze ?" jo matabheda chUTI gayo ne ? paNa matabheda paDavA nA dIdho ne UlaTuM emaNe mane kahyuM ke

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dAdA bhagavAna ? 63 tame to bhoLA cho ! A to 'mArA' bhAIne tyAM tame ochuM Apo cho e vicAro emanA manamAM pesatA hatA, tene badale emaNe ema kahyuM ke ATalA badhA nA apAya ! tA calaNI tANuM, bhagavAta caraNe ! gharamAM ApaNe ApaNuM calaNa nA rAkhavuM, je mANasa calaNa rAkhe tene bhaTakavuM paDe. ameya hIrAbAne kahI dIdheluM ke ame nAcalaNI nANuM chIe. amane bhaTakavAnuM poSAya nahIM ne ! nAcalaNI nANuM hoya tene zuM karavAnuM ? ene bhagavAnanI pAse besI rahevAnuM. gharamAM tamAruM calaNa calAvavA jAva to athaDAmaNa thAya ne ? ApaNe to have 'samabhAve nikAla' karavAno. gharamAM 'vAipha' joDe 'phrenDa' tarIke rahevAnuM . e tamArA 'phrenDa' ne tame emanA 'phrenDa' ! ane ahIM koi noMdha karatuM nathI ke calaNa tAruM hatuM ke emanuM hatuM ! myunisipAlITImAM noMdha thatI nathI ne bhagavAnane tyAMya noMdha thatI nathI. ApaNe nAstA sAthe kAma che ke calaNa sAthe kAma che ? mATe kaye raste nAsto sAro maLe enI tapAsa karo. jo myunisipAliTIvALA noMdha rAkhatA hota ke konuM calaNa gharamAM che to huM ya eDajasTa nA thAta. A to koi bApoya noMdha karatuM nathI ! ame vaDodarA jaIe to gharamAM hIrAbAnA gesTanI peTha rahIe. gharamAM kUtaruM pesI gayuM to hIrAbAne bhAMjagaDa thAya, gesTane zI bhAMjagaDa ? kUtaruM pesI gayuM ne ghI bagADyuM to je mAlika hoya ene ciMtA thAya. gesTane zuM ? gesTa to Ama joyA kare. pUche ke zuM thaI gayuM ? tyAre kaheze, thI bagADI gayuM. tyAre gesTa kaheze, are, bahu khoTuM thayuM. evuM moDhe bole paNa nATakIya. pAchuM bolavuM to paDe ke bahu khoTuM thayuM. nahIM to ApaNe kahIe ke sAruM thayuM to ApaNane kADhI mUke. ApaNane gesTa tarIke rahevA ja nA de. tamArA vagara gamatuM tathI !!! A ame hau, huM ATalI uMmare hIrAbAne kahuM chuM, tamArA vagara 64 dAdA bhagavAna ? huM bahAragAma jauM chuM, te maneya gamatuM nathI. have e manamAM zuM jANe, mane game che ne emane kema nahIM gamatuM hoya ? AvuM kahIe to saMsAra nA paDI jAya. have tuM ghI reDane baLyuM ahIMthI, nA reDIza to lukhkhuM Avaze ! reDa suMdara bhAva ! A beThAne, huM kahuMne ! mane kahe che, 'huM hau tamane sAMbharuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'sArI rIte. loka sAMbhare to tame na sAMbharo ?' ane kharekhara sAMbhareya kharAM, na sAMbhare evuM nahIM ! tyAre kevA sAcavyA haze ? mAre amArA gharamAM vAIpha jo pistAlIsa varSathI matabheda paDelo nathI. eya maryAdApUrvakanI vAta kare, to huMya maryAdApUrvakanI vAta karuM ane e ko'ka dahADo amaryAda thaI jAya to huM samajI jAuM ke e amaryAda thaI gayAM che. eTale huM kahuM ke tamArI vAta barobara che, paNa matabheda nA paDavA dauM. emane ema nA lAge ke eka miniTeya mane duHkha dIdhuM che. amaneya ema nA lAge ke emaNe du:kha dIdhuM che. eka jaNe mane pUchyuM ke, "atyAre tamAre vAIpha joDe tamAro vyavahAra kevo che ? lyo-lAvo kaho cho ?' meM kahyuM, 'nA. hIrAbA kahuM chuM. e AvaDA chotera varSanAM ne huM ayotera varSano to lyo-lAvo kahevAtuM haze ? huM 'hIrAbA' kahuM chuM." pachI e mane kahe che, 'tamArA tarapha pUjyabhAva kharo ke ?' meM kahyuM, 'huM jyAre jauM chuMne vaDodarA, tyAre e vidhi karIne pachI besavAnAM. ahIM caraNe kapALa aDADIne vidhi karavAnAM. te rojeya vidhi karavAnAM. A badhAe joyeluM hoya, to ame kevAM sAcavyAM haze ke e vidhi kare ?" koI jJAnInI strIe emanI vidhi karelI nahIM. tyAre ame kevAM sAcavyAM haze ? e parathI tamane samajAyuM badhuM ? viSaya chUTayA bAda, saMbodhyAM 'bA' !!! jyAre hIrAbAnI sAthe viSaya mAro baMdha thayelo haze, (35 varSanI uMmare akhaMDa brahmacaryamAM AvI gayA hatA) tyArathI huM 'hIrAbA' kahuM chuM

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dAdA bhagavAna ? emane. tyAra pachI amAre kaMI khAsa aDacaNa AvI nathI. ane pahelAM je hatI te viSayanI sAthamAM, sobatamAM to athaDAmaNa thAya thoDI ghaNI. paNa jyAM sudhI viSayano DaMkha che, tyAM sudhI e jAya nahIM. e DaMkha chUTo thAya tyAre jAya. amAro jAta anubhava kahIe chIe. A to ApaNuM jJAna che, tene laIne ThIka che. nahIM to jJAna nA hoya to to DaMkha mAryA ja kare. tyAre to ahaMkAra hoyane ! emAM ahaMkArano eka bhoga bhAga hoya ke emaNe mane bhogavI lIdhI ane A kaheze, "eNe mane bhogavI lIdho." ane ahIM AgaLa (A jJAna pachI) nikAla kare che e, to ya paNa pelI DiscArja kaca kaca to kharI ja. paNa teya amAre nahotI, evo matabheda nahoto koI jAtano. dAdA bhagavAna ? zuddha upayoga bolatI vakhate ya ! A ame je bolIe te upayogapUrvakanuM. A rekarDa bole, tenA para amAro upayoga rahevAno. zuM zuM bhUla che ne zuM nahIM ? A syAdvAdamAM kaMI bhUla che te ame joyA karIe bArIkAIthI ane A bole che te rekarDa che. lokoneya bole che rekarDa, paNa e manamAM ema jANe che ke huM bolyo. ame niraMtara zuddhAtmA upayogamAM rahIe chIe, tamArI joDe vAta karatAM karatAM paNa. [7] jJAtI dazAmAM varyA Ama ! pratyeka paryAyamAMthI pasAra ! A to badhI meM pRthakkaraNa karelI vastuo che, ne te A eka avatAranI nathI. eka avatAramAM to ATalAM badhAM pRthakkaraNa thAya ? eMsI varSamAM keTalAMka pRthakkaraNa thAya te ? A to keTalAya avatAranuM pRthakkaraNa che, te badhuM Aje hAjara thAya che. vidhi vitA kSaNa veDaphI nahIM ! ame to vAtomAM zuM thaI rahyuM e ja joyA karIe. ame eka ghaDIvAreya, eka miniTeya upayoganI bahAra nA hoIe. AtmAno upayoga hoya ja. amArI vidhi karavAnI hoyane, kyAreka mana navaruM paDyuM hoya eTale e vidhi mahIM aMdara cAlu karIe, te vakhate jarAka saheja ema lAge ke A dAdA kazuM kAryamAM haze ! mUDamAM nathI evuM to nA ja jANe koI, kaMI kAryamAM haze, eTaluM kArya ane calAvI laIe. amArI vidhi karavAnI hoyane, te bAkI rahI gaI hoya. bapore badhA AvI paDyA hoyane, na ja thaI hoya. tyAre ahIM AgaLa navarAza maLe eTale pAchuM eya karI laIe pAchuM. eya zuddha upayoga rUpe ja. dAdAno upayoga jamatI vakhate. ame jamatI vakhate zuM karIe ? jamavAmAM TAIma vadhAre thAya, khaIe thoDuM ane jamatI vakhate ame koInI joDe vAtacIta nA karIe, tophAna karIe nahIM. eTale jamavAmAM ekAgratA ja hoya. amArAthI cavAya che eTale ame cAvIne khaIe ane emAM zuM svAda che ene vedIe nahIM, jANIe. e jagatanA loka vede, ame jANIe. keTalA sarasa jhINA praznakartA : ATalA badhA avatAronuM pRthakkaraNa e atyAre bheguM thaI kevI rIte hAjara thAya ? dAdAzrI : AvaraNa tUTyuM eTale. mahIM jJAna to, che ja badhuM. AvaraNa tUTavuM joIe ne ? silakamAM jJAna to che ja, paNa AvaraNa tUTe eTale pragaTa thaI jAya ! badhAM ja phejhIjhanuM jJAna meM khoLI kADheluM. dareka 'phejhIjha'mAMthI huM pasAra thayelo chuM ane dareka 'phejha'no 'enDa' meM lAvI nAkhelo che. tyAra pachI "jJAna" thayeluM che A.

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dAdA bhagavAna ? dAdA bhagavAna ? svAdane kADhe, te jANIe ke Avo hato. ekjhakTa jANavuM, vedavuM ane bhogavavuM. jagatanA loko kAM to bhogave kAM to vede. ame to ahIM ThaMDImAM amane oDhADavAmAM Ave to huM jarA Ama zAla khaseDI nAkhuM. jo ThaMDo pavana lAge to jAge, Ama AkhI rAta jAgIe. ane nA hoya to pharI udharasa Ave tenAthI jagAya. pachI upayogamAM rahIe. ame keTalAMya varSathI rAtre tabiyata bagaDI hoya, rAtre game te thayeluM hoya, paNa ekkekTa sADA cha eTale UThI javAnuM. ame UThIe tyAre sADA cha vAgyA ja hoya. paNa ame to sUtA ja nathI jo ke, amAre to aDhI kalAka to vidhio cAle mahIM rAtre. sADA agiyAra sudhI to satsaMga cAle. Ama bAra vAgye sUI jaIe. sUvAnuM sukha, A bhautika sukho ame laIe nahIM. vItarAgo vadhu upakArI vizva kAje ! A huM lagnamAM AvuM tethI lagna mane coMTI gayuM ? A ame lagnamAM jaIe paNa saMpUrNa vItarAga rahevAya. jyAre mohanA bajAramAM jaIe ne tyAre saMpUrNa vItarAga thaI javAya ane bhaktinA bajAramAM jaIe tyAre jarA vItarAgatA ochI thaI jAya. tanmayAkAra vitAno vyavahAra! lagnanA, vyavahAranA prasaMgo patAvavAnA che. te vyavahArathI huMya patAvuM chuM ne vyavahArathI tameya patAvo cho, paNa tame tanmayAkAra thaIne patAvo cho ne huM ene judo rahIne patAvuM chuM. eTale bhUmikA pheravavAnI jarUra che, bIjuM kazuM pheravavAnI jarUra nathI. jJAtI varte pragaTa AtmarUpe ! praznakartA: A traNa divasathI A ekano eka ja vicAra ghoLAyA kare che ke tame savArathI sAMja sudhI, paMcotera varSanI uMmare Ama ne Ama beThA cho. ane mane ahIMyAM besatAM keTalIya vakhata Ama Ama karavuM paDe che doDha kalAkamAM, to ApanI e kaI zakti ? - dAdAzrI : A zarIra jUnuM chene, paNa bIjuM aMdara badhuM ja juvAna che. eTale eka ja jagyA upara besIne dasa kalAka huM bolI zakuM chuM. A lokoe evuM joyeluM. kAraNa ke A deha bhale Avo dekhAya che, paMcoteranI asaravALo, vALa asaravALA che paNa mahIM bIjuM badhuM yuvAna che. eTale kaMIka jyAre A zarIra upara Aphata Ave che tyAre lokone huM kahuM chuM ke, 'bhaDakazo nahIM, A chUTavAnuM nathI. ahIM juvAna che haju to !' eTale pelAne sthiratA Ave che. kAraNa ke amArI sthiti aMdara judI che. eka miniTa paNa huM thAkato nathI. hamaNe rAtanA sADA traNa vAgyA sudhI amArI joDe besanAra joIe ! sTora paNa namaskAra kare "A vItarAgane' ! amerikAmAM amane sToramAM laI jAya. "haMDo, dAdA', kahe. te sTora bicAro amane page lAga lAga kare, ke dhanya che, saheja paNa dRSTi bagADI nathI amArI para ! AkhA sToramAM dRSTi bagADI nathI koI jagyAe ! amArI dRSTi bagaDe ja nahIM enI para. ame joIe kharA, paNa dRSTi nA bagaDe. amAre zI jarUra koI cIjanI ? mane koI vastu kAma lAge nahIM ne ! tAre dRSTi bagaDI jAya ne ? praznakartA: jarUra paDe e vastu levI paDe. dAdAzrI : hA, amArI dRSTi bagaDe nahIM. heya, sTora amane Ama namaskAra karyA kare ke AvA puruSane joyA nathI ! pAcho tiraskAre ya nahIM. pharsTa klAsa, rAgeya nahIM, vaiSeya nahIM. zuM kahyuM ? vItarAga ! AvyA vItarAga bhagavAna !

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dAdA bhagavAna ? bAkI Ama phrezanesa koI dahADo gaI nathI. tame ja phreza rahezone, pachI tamane hau evuM lAgaze ke dAdAe amane phreza banAvyA ! praznakartA : dAdA, uMmara thaI che toya ? dAdAzrI : toya ! uMmara to A dehanI thaIne ! ApaNI kyAM uMmara thavAnI che ? ane bIjuM zuM ke tamane badhAne sAyakolojikala IphekTa hoya. amane koI jAtanI sAyakolojikala IphekTa nA hoya ke 'mane tAva Avyo che." e koI pUche to moDhe bolIe, paNa pachI bhUMsI nAkhIe pAchuM. eTalI jAgRti hoya ! huM" "mArA'mAM te "paTela' jagata kalyANanI vidhimAM ! ghaNo kharo TAIma 'huM "mULa svarUpamAM rahuM chuM, eTale 'pADozI" tarIke rahuM chuM ane thoDoka ja TAIma AmAM AvuM chuM. "mULa svarUpamAM rahuM eTale pachI phrezanesane kazuM aDe ja nahIMne ! ne rAteya koI dahADo UMdhyo nathI. pAeka kalAka jarA maTakuM vAgI jAya eTaluM ja, be vakhata thaIne pA kalAka, bAkI phakta AMkha mIMcelI hoya. A kAne jarA ochuM saMbhaLAya eTale pelA samajI jAya ke dAdAjI UMghI gayA che ne huMya samajuM barobara che. mAre vidhio hoya badhI, te huM mArAmAM houM ane e.ema.paTela vidhimAM hoya. eTale A jagatanuM kalyANa kema thAya, enI vidhi badhI karyA kare. eTale e niraMtara vidhiomAM hoya, dahADeya hoya ne rAteya hoya !!! prakRtine Ama vALe jJAtI ! bAkI loka jANe ke dAdA nirAMte oraDImAM jaIne sUI jAya che. e vAtamAM mAla nathI. padmAsana vALIne eka kalAka sudhI ane A sityoterame varSe padmAsana vALIne besavuM. paga hau vaLI jAya ane tethI karIne AMkhonI zakti, AMkhono prakAza, e badhuM jaLavAI raheluM. dAdA bhagavAna ? je huM pAmyo, te jaga pAmo ! huM kahuM chuM ke mAre bhaI, satyAvIsa varSathI to huM mukta ja chuM ane vidhAuTa Tenzana. eTale Tenzana thatuM'tuM 'e.ema.paTela'ne. kaMI mane na'tuM thatuM. paNa 'e.ema.paTela'neya Tenzana thAya che tyAM sudhI ApaNe bojo ja che ne ! e pUruM thAya tyAre ApaNe jANavuM ke ApaNe chuTyA ane toya deha che tyAM sudhI baMdhana. ane te to amane vAMdho nathI have. be avatAra thAya toya vAMdho nathI. amAro to hetu zuM che ke, "A je sukhane huM pAmyo chuM e sukhane AkhuM jagata pAmo." ane tamAre zemAM utAvaLa che e kaho. tamane tyAM pahoMcavAnI utAvaLa che ? dAdAI blenka ceka ! A 'dAdA' eka evuM nimitta che, jevuM ke dAdAnuM nAma dene, to pathArImAM halAtuM-calAtuM nA hoya toya UbhuM thaI javAya. mATe kAma kADhI lo. eTale nimitta evuM che. tamAre je kAma karavuM hoya te thAya evuM che, paNa emAM dAnata khorI nA rAkhazo. koIkane tyAM laganamAM javA mATe zarIra UbhuM thAya evuM nA karazo. ahIM satsaMgamAM AvavA mATe UbhuM thAya evuM karajo. eTale dAdAno upayoga sArI rIte karajo. emAM durupayoga pachI nA thavo joIe. kAraNa ke durupayoga na thAya to pachI e dAdA pharI muzkelInA TAIme kAma lAgaze. mATe ApaNe ema ne ema vAparavA nahIM. eTale A dAdAnA to blenka ceka, koro ceka kahevAya. e vAreghaDIe vaTAvavA jevo nahIM. khAsa aDacaNa Ave to sAMkaLa kheMcajo. sIgareTanuM pAkITa paDI gayuM hoya ane ApaNe gADInI sAMkaLa kheMcIe. to daMDa thAya ke nA thAya ? eTale evo durupayoga nA karavo. ApApaNuM soMpI dIdhuM ! juo, huM tamane kahI dauM. Ama karatAM karatAM ghaNo kALa amAro

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(saMparkasUtra) pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna tathA Aptaputra dIpakabhAI desAI muMbaI dAdA bhagavAna ? gayo. tethI tamane to huM sahelo rasto batADuM chuM. mAre to rastA khoLavA paDelA. tamane to huM je raste gayelo e rasto dekhADI dauM chuM, tALAM UghADavAnI cAvI ApI dauM chuM. A 'aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela' che ne, emaNe potAnuM ApApaNuM choDIne bhagavAnane ja soMpI dIdhuM che. te bhagavAna emanuM badhuM saMbhALI le che. ane evuM saMbhALe che ne, kharekharuM ! paNa potAnuM ApApaNuM chUTI gayuM, ahaMkAra gayo tyAra pachI. bAkI, ahaMkAra jAya evo nathI. eTale amane to tyAM muMbaI ke vaDodarA keTalAka pUche ke, 'dAdA, tame vahelA AvyA hota to sAruM.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'poTalAnI peTha mane teDI lAve che tyAre ahIM AvuM chuM ne poTalAnI peTha laI jAya che tyAre jAuM chuM." tyAra pachI e samajI jAya. to kahe ke, 'A poTalAnI peTha kaho cho ?" are, A poTaluM ja che ne, tyAre bIjuM zuM che te ? mahIM bhagavAna che AkhA, paNa bahAra to poTaluM ja che ne ! eTale potApaNuM rahyuM nahIM ne !! mahAtmAo bhagavAta thaIne raheze eka di' ! praznakartA : Ape je kahyuM ke amane badhAne tame bhagavAna banAvavA mAgo cho, e to jyAre banIe tyAre kharuM. atyAre nathI thayAne ? dAdAzrI : paNa e thaze ne ! kAraNa ke A akrama vijJAna che ! je banAvanAro che e nimitta che. ane banavAnI jene icchA che, e jyAre be bhegA thayA karaze, to e thaze ja ! banAvanAra kliyara che ane ApaNuM kliyara che, ApaNI dAnata bIjI nathI. eTale eka dahADo badhA aMtarAya tuTI jaze ne bhagavAna thaIne Ubho raheze, je ApaNuM mULa svarUpa ja che ! - jaya saccidAnaMda. amadAvAda dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, dAdAsAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), usmAnapurA, amadAvAda - 380014. | muMbaI - 400014. phonaH (079)7pa40408, 7543979| phona : (022) 24137616 E-Mail: info@dadabhagwan.org Mobile : 9820-153953 aDAlaja : sImaMdhara sITI,trimaMdira saMkula, baccA peTrola paMpa pAse, amadAvAda kalola hAIve, aDAlaja, phona : (079)3970102-3-4-5 rAjakoTa : zrI atula mAladhArI, mAdhavaprema epArTamenTa, mAI maMdiranI sAme. 11, manahara ploTa, rAjakoTa. phona :(0281) 468830, 238925 surata : zrI viThThalabhAI paTela, 35, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, paMcaratna TAvara pAchaLa, surata. phona : (0261) 8544964 godharA : zrI ghanazyAma varIyA, sI-11, AnaMdanagara sosAyaTI, sAyansa kolejanI pAchaLa, godharA. phona : (02672) 251875 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 902 SW Mifflin Rd, Topeka, Kansas 66606, U.S.A. Tel : 785 271-0869, E-mail: bamin @cox.net Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659, Raven Circle, Corona, CA 92882 Tel. : 909-734-4715, E-mail: shirishpatel attbi.com U.K. : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH, U.K. Tel: 020-8245-1751; Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel.:020-8204-0746, E-mail: dadabhagwan_uk@yahoo.com Canada : Mr. Bipin Purohit, 151, Trillium Road, Dollard DES Ormeaux, Quebec H9B 1T3. Tel. : 514-421-0522 Africa : Mr. Manu Savla, PISU & Co., Box No. 18219, Nairobi, Kenya. Tel: (R) 254-2-744943 (O) 254-2-554836 Internet website: www.dadabhagwan.org, www.dadashri.org